,,biography ,,( ,a ,,slave ,be+ ,! ,exp]i5ces ,( ,rev4 ,*>les ,?ompson1 ,a ,prea*] ,( ,! ,unit$ ,bre?r5 ,*ur*1 ,,:ile ,a ,,slave ,,9 ,,! ,,s\?4 ,toge!r ,) ,/>tl+ ,occurr5ces ,incid5tal ,to ,slave ,life4 #ahge4 ,,preface4 ,9 publi%+ ?is book ,i hope to d good n only to my own race1 b to all :o may read x4 ,i am n a book-mak]1 & make no pret5sions to lit]>y atta9m5ts2 & ,i h made no ef=ts to create = myself a place 9 ! lit]>y1 book-mak+ ranks4 ,i claim = my book tru?fulness & hone/y ( purpose1 & ^u t basis x mu/ succe$ or fail4 ,! ,biography ( a ,slave is call$ = by a v l>ge numb] ( my imm$iate acqua9tances1 &1 ,i am assur$1 w meet ) su* reception z to ju/ify ! exp5se ,i h incurr$ 9 hav+ x pr9t$ & b\nd4 ,to ! memb]s ( ! ,unit$ ,bre?r5 ,*ur*1 :ite z well z color$1 ,i look = help 9 ! sale & circulation ( my "w1 yet ,i am satisfi$ ,i w receive comm5dable patronage f memb]s ( all ,*ri/ian *ur*es ev]y:]e4 ,! book is writt5 9 ! n>rative /yle1 z be+ mu* bett] suit$ to ! ta/es & capacities ( my color$ read]s1 & ,i h us$ simple & pla9 ,engli% language1 disc>d+ ! idiomatic & prov9cial language ( ! s\!rn slaves & ignorant :ites1 expect+ !reby to help educate ! blacks 9 ! use ( prop] language4 ,i am indebt$ to ,william ,h4 ,rhodes1 ,esq41 attorney at law1 ( ,newman1 ,d\glas ,c\nty1 ,ill9ois1 = 8 valuable assi/ance 9 ! prep>ation ( my manuscript = ! pr9t]4 ,he has re-writt5 ! :ole ( x = me1 & has o!rwise assi/$ me 9 ! matt] ( plac+ ! book be=e ! public4 ,,*>les ,,?ompson4 ,newman1 ,ill9ois1 ,aug41 #ahgd4 ,,cont5ts4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,*>les ,?ompson1 born 9 ,atala ,c\nty1 ,mississippi--,division ( ,kirkwood's slaves among 8 six ,*ildr5--,! writ] & 8 two si/]s fall to ,mrs4 ,wilson--,! p>t+ betwe5 "m & *ild--,depriv$ ( a fond "m =ev]--,old ,uncle ,jack--,wilson buys ,uncle ,b5 f ,/ruck]--,uncle ,b5 runs away & is hunt$ ) blood-h\nds--,two hundr$ doll>s rew>d4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,n s5t to hell by ,wilson--,mrs4 ,wilson protects me1 to :om ,i belong--,s5t to s*ool ) ! *ildr5--,! s*ool-*ildr5 tea* me to read & write--,:at came ( x--,m\nt t mule or ,i'll %oot y--,i m\nt$ ! mule--,a />t = ! railroad to "w--,i dism\nt & take to ! woods--,i owe allegiance to ,god & my c\ntry only4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,caught1 tri$1 & tak5 back home to ,james ,wilson--,my mi/ress saves me f be+ :ipp$--,i g to ! railroad & "w "o mon? precisely--,g back home--,wilson surpris$--,left ! railroad at #c o'clock ,a4,m4--,did n want to di/urb ,leadbitt]'s re/--,s5t to ,memphis ) a load ( cotton--,afraid ( ! slave-p5s & slave-auction--,/>t = home--,n sold--,pray1 s+1 & %\t--,get home & ord]$ to hire myself out4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,/>t out on my travels to hunt a new ma/]--,f9d ,mr4 ,dansley--,hire to him--,?irty doll>s p] mon? = my ma/] & five doll>s = myself--,wilson a/oni%$--,appo9t$ sup]9t5d5t ( ,dansley's f>m--,rules & regulations--,peace & tranquillity--,my moral labors successful--,pray] & social meet+s--,meet+s 9 ! woods--,qu>rel & fight l v bro!rs--,"t comes to be mov$ to ano!r field ( labor4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,james ,wilson comes along--,wants me to g ) him to ,saulsbury1 ,t5nessee1 to help build a h\se = a groc]y-/ore--,takes me along ) him--,wilson tak5 sick--,i take c>e ( him--,he gels well--,i make ano!r attempt to escape f slav]y--,:at came ( x4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,0 hir$ to ,mr4 ,?ompson1 & adopt$ 8 "n--,op5$ regul> meet+s1 & prea*$ on ! plantation & o!r places--,took unto myself a wife--,0 pur*as$ by ,?ompson1 duly in/all$ on ! plantation1 & inve/$ ) au?ority--,v>i\s means & plans resort$ to by ! ov]se] to degrade me 9 ! eyes ( ,mr4 ,?ompson--,driv51 ?r\gh p]secution1 to run away--,return back to my ma/]4 ,,biography ,,( ,a ,,slave4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,*>les ,?ompson1 born 9 ,atala ,c\nty1 ,mississippi--,division ( ,kirkwood's ,slaves ,among 8 ,six ,*ildr5--,! ,writ] & 8 ,two ,si/]s ,fall to ,mrs4 ,wilson--,! ,p>t+ ,betwe5 ,"m & ,*ild--,depriv$ ( a ,fond ,"m ,=ev]--,old ,uncle ,jack--,wilson ,buys ,uncle ,b5 f ,/ruck]--,uncle ,b5 ,runs ,away & is ,hunt$ ) ,blood-,h\nds--,two ,hundr$ ,doll>s ,rew>d4 ,i 0 a slave1 & 0 born 9 ,atala ,c\nty1 ,mississippi1 ne> ! t[n ( ,rock=d1 on ! ?ird day ( ,m>*1 #ahcc4 ,my fa!r & "m bo? be+ slaves1 ( c\rse my p$igree is n traceable1 by me1 f>!r back ?an my p>5ts4 ,our family belong$ to a man nam$ ,kirkwood1 :o 0 a l>ge slave-own]4 ,kirkwood di$ :5 ,i 0 ab\t n9e ye>s old1 aft] :i*1 ^u ! settlem5t ( ! affairs ( 8 e/ate1 ! slaves belong+ to ! e/ate 7 divid$ equally1 z to value1 among ! six heirs4 ,!re 7 ab\t sev5ty-five slaves to be divid$ into six lots2 & great 0 ! tribulation among ! poor blacks :5 !y le>n$ t !y 7 to be sep>at$4 ,:5 ! division 0 complet$ two ( my si/]s & myself 7 ca/ into "o lot1 my "m into ano!r1 & my fa!r into ano!r1 & ! re/ ( ! family 9 ! o!r lots4 ,"y & slave z ,i 01 ,i felt ! pang ( sep>ation f my lov$ & rev]$ "m2 *ild t ,i 0 ,i m\rn$ = "m1 ev5 be=e our f9al sep>ation1 z "o dead to me =ev]4 ,s e>ly to be depriv$ ( a fond "m1 by ! law1 gave me my fir/ view ( ! curse ( slav]y4 ,until ?is "t ,i did n "k :at tr\ble 01 b f !n until ! tocs9 ( fre$om 0 s\nd$ ?r\gh ! glori\s ,emancipation ,proclamation by ! immortal ,abraham ,l9coln1 ,i pass$ ?r\gh h>d%ip aft] h>d%ip1 9 quick succession1 & _m1 _m times ,i h almo/ se5 & ta/$ dea?4 ,i bade f>ewell to my "m1 =ev]1 on ?is e>?4 ,oh6 ! pangs ( t mom5t4 ,ev5 aft] ?irty ye>s h elaps$ ! sc5e comes vividly to my memory z ,i write4 ,a gloomy1 d>k cl\d seem$ to pass be=e my vision1 & ! v air seem$ to /ill ) awfulness4 ,i felt b]eav$1 =lorn1 =sak51 lo/4 ,put y\rself 9 my place2 feel :at ,i h felt1 & !n say1 ,god is j2 he w protect ! helpless & "r ! wrong$1 & y w h "s idea ( my feel+s & ! hope t su/a9$ me ?r\gh long & we>y ye>s ( s]vitude4 ,my "m1 my poor "m6 :at mu/ %e h suff]$4 ,nev] w ,i =get h] la/ words2 nev] w ,i =get ! e>ne/ pray]s ( t "m begg+ = h] *ild1 & refus+ to be com=t$4 ,%e _h fall5 to ! lot ( ,mrs4 ,&]son1 & %e plead$ ) burn+ te>s /ream+ d[n h] *eeks1 ,he is my only son1 my baby *ild1 my y\nge/ & ! only son ,i h2 please let me h him to g ) me6 ,&]son spoke r\ghly to h] & told h] to hold h] peace2 b ) h] arms ar\nd me %e clung to me & cri$ ! l\d]1 ,let me h my *ild2 if y w let me h my baby y may h all ! re/6 ,mo!rs c realize ?is situation only1 :o h p>t$ ) *ildr5 :om !y nev] expect$ to see aga94 ,imag9e p>t+ ) y\r de>e/ *ild1 nev] to see x aga92 to be ?r[n into life-s]vitude 9 "o "p ( ! c\ntry & y\r de> *ild 9 ! same condition six hundr$ miles away4 ,al?\gh my "m 0 black1 %e _h a s\l2 %e _h a he>t to feel j z y h1 & ,i1 h] *ild1 0 be+ ru?lessly torn f h] by inexorable law4 ,:at w\ld y h done if y _h be5 9 h] place8 ,%e pray$ to ,god = help4 ,my k9d old fa!r consol$ & enc\rag$ my "m all he c\ld1 & said to h]1 ,d n be disc\rag$1 = ,jesus is y\r fri5d2 if y lack = k1 he w in=m y1 & if y meet ) tr\bles & trials on y\r way1 ca/ all y\r c>es on ,jesus1 & don't =get to pray4 ,! old man spoke ^! words :ile pray+1 %\t+1 cry+1 & say+ f>ewell to my "m4 ,he _h1 9 a mann]1 rais$ ne>ly all ! color$ p on ! plantation2 s he _h a fa!rly feel+ = all ( !m4 ,! old man look$ d[n on me1 & said1 ,my *ild1 y are n[ )\t a fa!r & w soon be )\t a "m2 b be a good boy1 & ,god w be fa!r & "m to y4 ,if y w put y\r tru/ 9 him & pray to him1 he w take y home to heav5 :5 y die1 :]e y c meet y\r "m !re1 :]e p>t+ w be no m4 ,f>ewell4 ,i 0 !n tak5 f my "m1 & h n se5 or he>d ( h] s9ce--ab\t tw5ty-n9e ye>s ago4 ,old ,uncle ,jack1 z my fa!r 0 call$ by ! plantation p1 spoke words ( com=t to all ( u be=e we 7 p>t$4 ,! lot ( human *attels1 ( :i* ,i 0 "o1 0 tak5 to _! new home on ,wilson's plantation1 9 ! same c\nty z ! ,kirkwood plantation4 ,wilson told my si/]s & myself t our "m & ourselves 7 ab\t six hundr$ miles ap>t4 ,aft] ,i _h be5 9 my new home ab\t two ye>s1 ,wilson b\ght my uncle ,b5 f a man nam$ ,/ruck]1 :o liv$ 9 ! same neighborhood1 b he did n buy uncle ,b5's wife4 ,two ye>s lat] ,wilson mov$ to ano!r plantation he own$ 9 ,pontotoc ,c\nty1 ,mississippi1 ab\t "o hundr$ miles di/ant f 8 ,atala ,c\nty plantation4 ,b5 n be+ will+ to g s f> f 8 wife1 ran away f 8 ma/]4 ,wilson1 h[ev]1 left ^w t if any "o w\ld cat* & return ,b5 to him1 he w\ld pay two hundr$ doll>s4 ,?is 0 a bait n to be resi/$4 ,! pr(essional slave-hunt]s1 ) _! blood-h\nds1 7 soon on ! track4 ,!y fail$ to get ! poor hunt$ man1 ?\gh4 ,b5 0 a religi\s1 ,god-fe>+ man1 & plac$ firm reliance on ! help ( ! ,almighty1 9 8 s]i\s trials1 & nev] fail$ to f9d help :5 mo/ ne$$4 ,he /ay$ "u cov] 9 ! woods1 9 su* lurk+ places z ! nature ( ! c\ntry provid$1 9 ! day "t1 & at night w\ld cauti\sly approa* 8 wife's cab91 :51 at an appo9t$ signal1 %e w\ld let him 9 & give him su* food & c>e z 8 condition requir$4 ,! slaves ( ! ,s\? 7 unit$ 9 ! "o p>ticul> ( help+ ea* o!r 9 su* cases z ?is1 & w\ld adopt +5i\s telegrams & signals to communicate ) ea* o!r2 & x may well be believ$ t ! inv5tive g5ius ( ! blacks 01 z a g5]al ?+1 equal to all em]g5cies1 & :5 driv5 to extremities !y 7 brave to a fault4 ,b5's wife1 9 ?is in/ance1 us$ ! simple device ( hang+ a c]ta9 g>m5t 9 a p>ticul> spot1 easily to be se5 f ,b5's cov]t1 & :i* d5ot$ t ! coa/ 0 cle> & no dang] ne$ be appreh5d$4 ,! g>m5t & ! place ( hang+ x _h to be *ang$ e day1 yet ! signals ?us made 7 true to ! purpose1 & sav$ uncle ,b5 f capture4 ,uncle ,b5 0 closely *as$ by ! h\nds & inhuman m5-hunt]s2 on "o occasion s closely t he plung$ into a /ream & foll[$ ! curr5t = m ?an a mile4 ,tak+ to ! wat] ?rew ! h\nds (f ! sc5t ( ! track4 ,be=e rea*+ ! /ream1 uncle ,b5 0 s closely pursu$ t "o ( ! m5 9 ! gang %ot at him1 ! bullet pass+ unpleasantly close to him4 ,8 wife he>d ! h\nds & ! gun-%ot4 ,?is race = life & lib]ty 0 only "o ( a cont9u$ s]ies1 & 0 repeat$ z (t5 z blood-h\nds c\ld f9d a track to foll[4 ,at night ,b5 0 v mu* fatigu$ & hungry1 & 8 only hope ( gett+ any?+ to eat 0 to rea* 8 wife's cab94 ,h[ to d ?is )\t be+ obs]v$1 0 ! "q4 ,z well z he 0 able1 ab\t midnight he left 8 retreat & approa*$ ! cab94 ,x 0 too d>k to see a signal if "o _h be5 plac$ = him 9 ! usual mann]4 ,aft] wait+ = "s "t a bright light %ot ?r\gh ! cracks 9 ! cab9 = an in/ant1 & 0 repeat$ at int]vals ( two or ?ree m9utes1 ?ree or f\r times4 ,?is 0 ! night-signal ( all "r agre$ ^u betwe5 uncle ,b5 & 8 wife1 & 0 made by plac+ ! usual grease light "u a vessel & rais+ ! vessel = a mom5t at int]vals4 ,b5 approa*$ ! cab9 & gave 8 signal by rapp+ on ! door ?ree times1 & aft] a %ort pause ?ree m raps4 ,?us !y _h to arrange to meet2 ! husb& to obta9 food to su/a9 life1 & ! wife to adm9i/] to him4 ,on ?is p>ticul> night _! meet+ 0 unusually impressive4 ,%e _h he>d ! dea?-h\nds1 ! s\nd ( ! gun-%ot1 & %e knew ! yelps ( ! h\nds & ! %ot 7 int5d$ = ,b51 h] husb&4 ,) no crime laid to him1 he 0 hunt$ d[n z a wild bea/4 ,made 9 ,god's own image1 he is made a slave1 a brute1 an outca/1 & an outlaw because 8 sk9 is black4 ,?us !y met1 ,b5 & 8 wife4 ,aft] ! usual precautions & mutual congratulations !y bo? kneel$ be=e ! ?rone ( ,god & ?ank$ him = _! pres]vation ?us f>1 & ?r[+ !mselves ^u 8 goodness & b\nty1 ask$ help 9 _! ne$ & safety 9 ! future4 ,)\t ris+ f 8 knees1 ,b51 ev5 9 ! angui% ( 8 he>t1 consol$ 8 wife1 rem>k+1 t ! d>ke/ h\r is always j be=e daylight4 ,! blacks ( ! ,s\? h _! own peculi> moral maxims1 applicable to all situations 9 life1 & ! slaves n kn[+ h[ to read committ$ su* ,bible tru?s z 7 read to !m f "t to "t4 ,x is true !y 7 g5]ally sup]/iti\s 9 a great degree1 z all ignorant p]sons are2 yet _! native s5se ( "r l$ !m to adopt ! be/ & mo/ religi\s pr9ciples1 dress$ 9 homely say+s1 _! circum/ances p]mitt$4 ,b5 d>e n /ay v long at a "t 9 8 wife's cab91 z a /rict wat* 0 con/antly kept1 t ! runaway might be appreh5d$4 ,bidd+ 8 wife f>ewell1 ,b5 ha/5$ back to "o ( a numb] ( 8 hid+-places1 !re to /ay ?r\gh ! day1 unless r\t$ out by ! blood-h\nds4 ,he 0 =tunate1 h[ev]1 9 ! help ( ,god1 = 8 safety1 & ! ef=ts ( ! h\nds & ! h\nds' foll[]s 7 futile4 ,f9ally1 ,wilson gave up *as+ ,b5 ) blood-h\nds1 & resolv$ to try a bett] & m human me?od4 ,he b\ght ,b5's wife & left h] ) ,/ruck]1 ) in/ructions to s5d h] & ,b5 to 8 plantation if ,b5 0 will+ = ! arrangem5t4 ,b5 soon got ^w ( h[ matt]s /ood ) ref]5ce to himself1 & conclud$ if he c\ld live ) 8 wife on ! same plantation t x 0 ! v be/ he c\ld d1 s he acc$$ to ! wi%es ( ,wilson1 & 0 s5t ) 8 wife to ,wilson4 ,! happ9ess ( ?is c\ple 0 unb\nd$ :5 !y f\nd !y c\ld once m live toge!r z ,god int5d$ !y %\ld1 & ! poor wife 9 h] great gratitude cri$1 ,god is on our side6 ,b5 repli$ t he _h told h] on "o occasion t ,god 0 on _! side1 & t ! d>ke/ h\r 0 j be=e day4 ,! usual expression us$ by ! blacks :5 a runaway return$ to 8 ma/] 0 t he _h come out ( ! woods2 t is1 he _h left 8 hid+ place 9 ! woods & return$ to ! plantation to "w4 ,:5 ,i he>d t uncle ,b5 _h come out ( ! woods1 & 0 com+ to live on our plantation1 my joy knew no b\nds4 ,on ! day :5 he 0 expect$ to arrive ,i got p]mission to g out on ! road "s di/ance & meet !m4 ,e>ly 9 ! morn+ ,i caught a horse & />t$4 ,e wagon ,i met fill$ me ) hope & fe> bl5d$2 hope t ! wagon conta9$ my uncle & aunt1 & fe> t x did n4 ,i rode on1 on1 on1 all t day1 until my he>t 0 sick ) hope def]r$4 ,i _h receiv$ ord]s be=e />t+ t if ,i did n meet !m t day to return home4 ,b ,i 0 s f> f home1 & ) /ra9+ my eyes to cat* a glimpse ( my uncle1 add$ to my ke5 disappo9tm5t 9 n see+ !m1 made me feel tir$1 sick1 & worn out4 ,s ,i /opp$ at a fri5dly cab9 t night1 aft] tell+ ! inmates :o ,i 0 & :at my err& 04 ,e>ly ! next morn+ ,i 0 out1 & ! anxiety to see my uncle 0 s great ,i ?\ght ,i w\ld ride out ! road a %ort di/ance 9 ! hope ( meet+ him1 not)/&+ my ord]s to return home4 ,aft] travel+ ab\t an h\r ,i met ! wagon conta9+ uncle ,b5 & 8 wife4 ,! joy ( t mom5t to me is inexpressible4 ,hav+ be5 depriv$ ( "m & fa!r he 0 ! only relative my si/]s & myself c\ld ev] h any hopes ( see+ aga94 ,my he>t rejoic$ exce$+ly4 ,i 01 z x 71 a new boy entirely1 s ov]come 0 ,i4 ,we all arriv$ home t same day1 & x 0 a mu* m pleasant trip ?an ,i _h tak5 ! day be=e4 ,on t day x 0 all anxiety1 mix$ ) hope & fe>2 to-day x 0 all joy & ?anksgiv+1 aga9 prov+ uncle ,b5's say+ t ! d>ke/ h\r is always j be=e day4 ,my si/]s 7 simply wild ) joy :5 we arriv$4 ,!y ran out ! road to meet1 u cry+1 ,!re comes uncle ,b52 we h "o m fri5d6 ,we 7 all com=t$ & rejoic$ to a v great ext5t1 & we felt inde$ t we _h "o m fri5d ) u4 ,we 7 z happy z slaves c\ld be1 & sp5t all ! "t we c\ld toge!r--uncle ,b51 8 wife1 my si/]s1 & myself4 ,b ,wilson h>bor$ a grudge t[>d uncle ,b5 because he _h to buy 8 wife 9 ord] to get him1 & _h said t if he ev] got ,b5 aft] he ran away he w\ld :ip him to dea?4 ,he treat$ ,b5 v well = ! "t be+1 b ab\t a ye> aft] he _h got him home he began to put 8 plans into op]ation = sev]ely puni%+ him4 ,he 0 afraid ( ,b5's pray]s4 ,al?\gh ,wilson w\ld n h hesitat$ a mom5t to h put any plan into execution he may h conceiv$1 "u ord9>y circum/ances1 yet pray+ ,b51 :ile def5d+ himself by appeals to ,almighty ,god 0 /rong] ?an ) c>nal weapons 9 8 h&s4 ,wilson proce$$ cauti\sly & laid sn>es = ,b54 ,uncle ,b5 0 "o ( ! be/ h&s on ! plantation1 & religi\sly p]=m$ ! labor allot$ him truly & p]si/5tly4 ,he obey$ 8 ov]se] & ,wilson 9 all ?+s p]ta9+ to 8 manual occupation1 & obey$ ,god to ! v be/ ( 8 ability 9 ?is z 9 ev]y?+ else4 ,b ,wilson want$ to puni% ,b51 & 0 det]m9$ to d s4 ,he knew t ,b5 0 a fai?ful slave to labor1 & 0 reliable1 yet he wi%$ to break ,b5's _s--8 manhood1 ! ,god "p ( him4 ,wilson did n seem to "k t he 0 n fight+ ,b5 9 8 s*eme ( rev5ge b t he 0 fight+ ,god 9 ,b51 & t al?\gh he puni%$ ,b5 to ! dea? he w\ld be conqu]$ himself1 & m sev]ely puni%$ ?an he c\ld ev] hope to puni% ,b54 ,b ,wilson 0 mad1 infatuat$1 & satanically det]m9$4 ,precauti\s prep>ations 7 made by ,wilson to insure success 9 8 rev5geful s*eme1 & aft] hav+ obta9$ ! aid ( sev]al neighbors :o 7 :at might be call$ pr(essional slave-:ipp]s1 he deem$ 8 und]tak+ to puni% & conqu] ,b5 fully ripe = execution4 ,b5 be+ a field h& 0 busily employ$ pick+ cotton1 ) a pray]ful he>t1 & a wat*ful eye on ,wilson4 ,f ,wilson's actions ,b5 0 sure some?+ 0 go+ to occur :i* w\ld ne>ly conc]n him1 & hav+ be5 hunt$ l a bea/ he _h become suspici\s & on 8 gu>d all ! "t4 ,hav+ a feel+ ( pres5tim5t1 he 0 uneasy1 &1 z 0 usual ) him1 he kneel$ d[n & ask$ ,god to protect him f ! ma*9ations ( 8 enemies1 & give him he>t1 c\rage1 & /r5g? to ov]come ! evil int5d$ him4 ,:ile pray+ he 0 />tl$ by ! snort ( a horse1 & on look+ ar\nd to asc]ta9 ! cause ( ! noise he discov]$ himself almo/ surr\nd$ by arm$ m5 on horseback4 ,no "t to ?9k n[2 ! "t = action _h arriv$4 ,b5 knew at once ! flight 0 = life4 ,bett]1 h[ev]1 0 dea? ?an to be ?us hunt$ & h>ass$4 ,b\nd+ ?r\gh ! field he ga9$ a fri5dly cov]t1 & seem+ly by m]e *ance he elud$ 8 pursu]s & ! h\nds4 ,b5 ?ank$ ,god = 8 deliv]ance4 ,wilson ) 8 he>tless b& 7 aga9 baffl$1 & ) man-hunt+ & disappo9tm5ts 9 8 man-*ase he became furi\s4 ,b5 /ay$ 9 ! woods ab\t f\r weeks1 & dur+ all ?is "t my si/]s1 ,b5's wife1 & myself 7 kept 9 close conf9em5t1 to keep u f communicat+ ) ,b5 or r5d]+ him any assi/ance4 ,?us all ( u _h to suff]4 ,b we 7 only slaves4 ,wilson f9ally took ,b5's wife to a man 9 ,ox=d1 ab\t tw5ty-five miles di/ant1 & came back circulat+ ! ^w among ! blacks t he _h sold h]4 ,wilson _h made arrangem5ts at ,ox=d ) "s pr(essional slave-hunt]s to cat* ,b5 if he ev] came to see 8 wife1 = :i* purpose %e _h be5 tak5 !re4 ,aft] a "t ,b5 0 in=m$ t he & 8 wife _h be5 sold by ,wilson to a man 9 ,ox=d1 & ( c\rse believ+ su* to be ! fact1 he w5t !re to see h]1 & make arrangem5ts = ! future4 ,8 wife 0 told by ! man ) :om ,wilson _h left h] t he _h b\ght bo? h] & ,b51 & wi%$ h] to get ,b5 to come out ( ! woods4 ,labor+ "u ?is delusion1 ,b5 0 mon?4 ,! cab9 0 surr\nd$ by arm$ m51 :5 ,b5 0 ov]p[]$1 *a9$1 & put 9 jail = safe keep+ until ,wilson %\ld come aft] him4 ,liv+ 9 ! woods s long & ! h>% treatm5t he 0 n[ receiv+ wore ,b5 d[n consid]ably2 yet1 believ+ t ! d>ke/ h\r is j be=e day1 he reli$ on ,god's help 9 8 mis]y4 ,wilson came = ,b5 9 due "t1 & aft] *a9+ him securely ar\nd ! neck he fa/5$ "o end ( ! *a9 to ! re> ( 8 buggy & lit]ally1 a "p ( ! "t1 dragg$ him to ,holly ,spr+s1 ab\t ?irty miles f ,ox=d1 :]e he sold him to a man :o _h ! reputation ( be+ ! h>de/ ma/] 9 ! c\ntry4 ,wilson aft]w>ds took ,b5's wife home4 ,?us !y 7 sep>at$1--,b5 & 8 wife1--nev] to meet aga9 on ?is e>?4 ,wilson told me :5 he got home t he _h s5t ,b5 to hell1 & t he w\ld s5d me !re too4 ,infatuat$ man2 he suppos$ he _h done ) ,b5 = ! v wor/2 he ?\ght he _h z mu* p[] ov] ! s\ls ( 8 slaves z he _h "u ! laws ov] _! bodies4 ,he f\nd1 h[ev]1 9 "t1 t ,god 0 ) u1 & 9 8 good "t he deliv]$ u f our bondage & puni%$ our p]secutors z !y des]v$4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,n s5t to hell by ,wilson--,mrs4 ,wilson protects me1 to :om ,i belong--,s5t to s*ool ) ! *ildr5--,! s*ool-*ildr5 tea* me to read & write--,:at came ( x--,m\nt t mule or ,i'll %oot y--,i m\nt$ ! mule--,a />t = ! railroad to "w--,i dism\nt & take to ! woods--,i owe allegiance to ,god & my c\ntry only4 ,! monoton\s t$ium ( r\t9e slave-labor 0 v (t5 brok5 by "s sc5e ( cruelty to "o or ano!r ( ! poor blacks1 ei!r by ! ma/] or 8 ov]se]2 & woe unto ! luckless "o if ! ma/] %\ld happ5 to be 9 a good mood to break bones4 ,al?\gh slaves 7 wor? money 9 ! ,s\? at t "t1 yet ! ungov]nable passions ( "s if n mo/ ma/]s f\nd free v5t 9 cruelty to _! own prop]ty--t is1 _! slaves4 ,?is 0 ! case ) ,wilson1 & no opportunity 0 miss$ by him to make a poor black feel ! effects ( 8 bruti% nature & passions4 ,8 wife1 on ! o!r h&1 made e ef=t to protect ! blacks on ! plantation z mu* z possible4 ,:5 ,wilson ?reat5$ to s5d me to hell1 z he _h tri$ to s5d uncle ,b51 ,mrs4 ,wilson came =w>d 9 my behalf & sav$ me f h] husb&'s unw>rant$ wra? by tell+ him t %e wi%$ ,*>les to accompany h] *ildr5 to s*ool & take su* c>e ( !m z might be requir$4 ,x 0 cu/om>y 9 ! ,s\? = families :o own$ slaves to s5d "o or m ( !m ) _! *ildr5 :5 !y att5d$ s*ool z wait]s1 or p]sonal s]vants1 & z ,i belong$ to ,mrs4 ,wilson1 be+ an inh]it$ *attel1 ,wilson acc$$ to h] dem&1 & ,i 0 s5t along ) ! *ildr5 :5 !y w5t to s*ool4 ,i 0 n all[$ to sit ) ! :ite *ildr5 9 s*ool1 b ,i loaf$ ar\nd h&y1 ready = a call f ei!r ( my "y mi/resses4 ,! laws1 ! enlight5$ laws ( ! s\!rn /ates1 prohibit$1 "u heavy p5alties1 ! education ( a slave1 or ev5 a negro1 al?\gh free2 yet "s ( u1 "u v disadvantage\s circum/ances1 le>n$ to read & write4 ,x has always be5 a k9d ( habit ) me to be do+ some?+ all ! "t1 & :5 n actually employ$ 9 "s active "w ,i w\ld make use ( my "t = "s good purpose2 & :ile loaf+ ar\nd t s*ool-h\se x occurr$ to me z be+ /range t ! :ite *ildr5 %\ld be compell$ to sit & /udy h\r aft] h\r1 :ile u little d>kies loaf$ ar\nd & did no?+4 ,:y c\ldn't we light5 our "y ma/]s & mi/resses ( t labor z well z o!r k9ds ( labor8 ,i det]m9$ t my "y mi/resses %\ld n be made slaves ( by ! s*ool-ma/]1 b t ,i w\ld d t "w = !m1 z !y 7 g5]ally s k9d to me4 ,s ,i propos$ ! matt] to !m1 & !y 7 trem5d\sly pleas$2 at lea/ !y laugh$ & *att$ a great deal ab\t me gett+ _! lessons = !m1 :i* s elat$ me t ,i c\ld n avoid turn+ h&spr+s & som]saults all ! way home t ev5+1 my joy be+ s great at ! idea ( do+ my mi/resses ! favor ( tak+ su* great labor (f _! h&s z gett+ _! lessons4 ,i did n d\bt my ability to p]=m ! "w1 = ,i 0 /\t1 he>ty1 & l>ge = my age1 & c\ld almo/ make a full h& 9 ! field4 ,su* 0 my idea at t "t ( gett+ lessons4 ,h[ev]1 ! next day my "y mi/resses told me ! s*ool-ma/] w\ld n all[ me to /udy _! lessons = !m1 b t ,i might take a book & sit outside ( ! s*ool-h\se & /udy !re1 b t ,i mu/ be sure & n let any "o see me4 ,:y n8 ,:y %\ld ,i n /udy lessons 9 ! s*ool-h\se = my "y mi/resses8 ,because x is aga9/ ! law = slaves to le>n to read & write4 ,well1 t is curi\s4 ,a p]son1 because he is a slave1 mu/ n /udy lessons2 mu/ n le>n to read & write because x is aga9/ ! law4 ,:at law8 ,my mi/ress us$ (t5 to read to ! *ildr5 f a book :i* told ab\t ,jesus1 & ,m>y1 & ,laz>us1 & ,pet]1 & ,paul2 & h[ ,jesus 0 our ,savior1 & %$ 8 preci\s blood = ! r$emption ( all :o believ$ him & w\ld obey 8 comm&s2 & h[ ,jesus said1 ,suff] little *ildr5 to come unto me1 = ( su* is ! k+dom ( heav54 ,did ! law prohibit me f /udy+ lessons out ( a book ab\t ,jesus1 & le>n+ to read ab\t ,jesus z my mi/ress did8 ,:5 my mi/ress s5t my "y mi/resses to ,jesus w\ldn't %e s5d me along ) !m j ! same z %e s5t me to s*ool ) !m8 ,i reckon s4 ,su* 0 my reason+2 & ,i det]m9$ to assi/ my "y mi/resses 9 gett+ _! lessons1 law or no law1 let ! consequ5ces be :at !y may4 ,i receiv$ ! book & w5t out f ! s*ool-h\se a %ort di/ance1 & secur$ myself f obs]vation 9 a %ady place4 ,i op5$ ! book--a spell+-book x 04 ,hallo6 "h's a dog & a cat1 & "h's a %eep too1 & "r "h 9 ! corn] is a yoke--a regul> ox-yoke4 ,well1 n[1 ?is is nice4 ,s ,i got my fir/ idea ( :at a book conta9$ by ! pictures 9 a spell+-book4 ,! pr9t 9 ! book meant some?+1 ,i 0 sure1 & my m9d 0 employ$ until recess 9 endeavors to make out :at ! pr9t & pictures 7 int5d$ =4 ,! s*ol>s came out at recess1 & my mi/resses gave me su* in/ructions z !y 7 able1 :i* gave me a />t ahead t enabl$ me to memorize ! fir/ six lett]s ( ! alphabet by ! "t s*ool dismiss$ = noon4 ,i began to be deeply int]e/$ 9 /udy+ lessons1 & 0 soon1 aft] h>d /udy1 complete ma/] ( ! alphabet4 ,i c\ld repeat x =w>ds & backw>ds1 & c\ld in/antly tell ! "n ( any lett] po9t$ out to me4 ,my mi/resses seem$ to take great pleasure 9 tea*+ me1 & ,i 0 v anxi\s to le>n4 ,i soon f\nd t ,i c\ld und]/& 9 a great measure ! in/ructions ! tea*] gave to ! diff]5t s*ol>s1 by :i* ,i pr(it$4 ,i sat 9 ! back "p ( ! h\se1 beh9d ! s*ol>s1 ) my "y mi/ress' old book 9 my h&1 & held x s t nobody c\ld see x1 & /udi$ con/antly day aft] day1 :i* soon advanc$ me beyond "s ( ! :ite *ildr5 old] ?an myself 9 le>n+4 ,i le>n$ to spell & read2 & my appetite = k increas+1 my "y mi/ress set copies = me1 & by ! "t ! s*ool-t]m 0 out ,i c\ld spell1 read1 & write4 ,slaves on l>ge plantations 9 ! ,s\? 7 work$ 9 gangs1 "u ! g5]al sup]vision ( ! ov]se] or slave-own]4 ,! gangs 7 plac$ "u ! imm$iate sup]vision ( a tru/y & intellig5t slave1 ^: duty x 0 to see t ea* h& p]=m$ 8 or h] allott$ task1 to weigh cotton dur+ ! pick+ season1 & to direct ! slaves 9 _! labor1 & 7 call$ field sup]9t5d5ts or bosses4 ,?is 0 my position on ! plantation a %ort "t aft] s*ool 0 out = ! t]m4 ,= ! fir/ few days aft] my t]m at s*ool z wait] = my "y mi/resses1 ,i 0 ord]$ into ! field to pick cotton1 b 0 %ortly plac$ ov] ! h&s z boss & cotton-weigh]4 ,ea* pick] _h a /9t or daily task to p]=m2 t is1 ea* ( !m 0 requir$ to pick s _m p\nds ( cotton1 & :5 9 default 7 unm]cifully :ipp$4 ,i _h ! cotton ( ea* h& to weigh1 ?ree times ea* day1 & _h to keep ! weights ( ea* h& sep>ate & correctly 9 my m9d & report to ,wilson e night4 ,i d>e n let ,wilson or any ( ! slaves "k t ,i knew any?+ ab\t figures or c\ld read or write1 = a k ( ^? rudim5ts ( education 0 consid]$ crim9al 9 a slave4 ,! slaves 7 ne>ly always jeal\s & envi\s ( a boss ( _! own color1 & left no pretext untri$ to br+ a boss into disrepute ) ! ma/] & consequ5t corporal puni%m5t4 ,& %\ld ,i make a mis/atem5t ( ! weight ( any "o h&'s cotton1 t h& w\ld "k x4 ,!re=e at ! "t ,i am n[ writ+ ( ,i _h ! weights ( ab\t ?ree hundr$ baskets ( cotton to report to ,wilson e day4 ,?is 0 h>d m9d-"w = me1 b ,i ma/]$ ! situation & escap$ sup]s$ure & puni%m5t4 ,i held ! position ( field-sup]9t5d5t ab\t n9e ye>s1 & p]=m$ my duties fai?fully & hone/ly1 to ! satisfaction ( my ma/] & ! h&s "u me g5]ally4 ,:y 0 ,i s fai?ful & dutiful to my slave ma/]8 ,simply because ,i 0 do+ my duty to ,god & act+ 9 ob$i5ce to ! comm&s ( ,*ri/2 = my book taught me to d good & %un evil--to obey ! reveal$ w ( ,god no matt] :at position ,i might be plac$ 94 ,z a slave ,i lov$ to d ! w ( ! ,ma/] 9 heav52 z a responsible human be+ ,i c\ld d no less4 ,i improv$ my k1 :5ev] opportunity occurr$1 & x 0 b a %ort "t1 comp>atively1 until ,i f\nd out = myself1 by se>*+ ! ,scriptures cl&e/9ely1 ! great tru?s t ,jesus taught4 ,i read1 pond]$1 & began ! "w ( self-reg5]ation4 ,i read t ,god requir$ ( me to d c]ta9 ?+s2 t unless ,i obey$ ! comm&s ( ,jesus ,i c\ld expect no help f ,god4 ,i f\nd t ,i 0 comm&$ to d1 & n /& /ill & wait = o!rs to d = me4 ,! way seem$ to op5 be=e me pla9ly & unmi/akably1 & engrav$ ! comm& to d firmly 9 my he>t1 9 ! simple words1 ,d ! w ( ,god4 ,i obey$ ! comm&s ( our ,savior 9 all ! ess5tials ( rep5tance1 baptism1 & 9 ev]y?+1 & began ! real "w ( my life--( liv+ & be+ a s]vant ( ,god & a fai?ful foll[] ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,my field ( labor 0 my own he>t1 :i* ,i endeavor$ to r5d] pure 9 ! sight ( ,god4 ,b a %ort "t elaps$ :5 my "w )9 myself began to be> fruit 9 my ef=ts to r$eem my fell[-slaves f s9 & make !m *ildr5 ( ,god4 ,i labor$ ) !m 9 a _s ( bro!rly love1 & urg$ !m1 9 season & out ( season1 to come to ,jesus4 ,my labors 7 n 9 va91 = a great _m 7 br\ght to ! alt> ( pray] ?r\gh my ex]tions1 & 7 =giv54 ,wilson f\nd out t ,i c\ld read & write4 ,dur+ ! "t ( cotton-pick+1 ! la/ season ,i 0 sup]9t5d5t1 a protract$ meet+ 0 held 9 ! neighborhood1 & my ma/] & mi/ress att5d$ regul>ly4 ,! only "t ,i c\ld g 0 on ,sunday1 & ,i look$ =w>d to t day ) hope & pleasure4 ,on ,saturday ev5+ my ma/] /ay$ to *ur*1 & did n expect to return home until ,sunday ev5+4 ,my report ( weights 7 on my m9d1 & ,i became some:at uneasy ab\t ! result if ,i %\ld attempt to rememb] !m until ! foll[+ ,monday4 ,:at to d "u ! circum/ances ,i did n "k2 yet ,i knew t :]e !re 0 a w !re 0 a way4 ,i 0 afraid to set ! weights d[n = fe> ( detection & puni%m5t4 ,i hesitat$ & tri$ to ?9k ( "s safe way out ( ! dilemma4 ,i knew if ,i let ! matt] re/ ov] ,sunday ,i w\ld n rememb] ! weights1 = ! reason t my m9d 0 s employ$ & tak5 up ) ! religi\s revival t 0 !n go+ on 9 ! neighborhood1 9 :i* ,i 0 v mu* int]e/$ on my own acc\nt & on acc\nt ( my fell[-slaves4 ,i pray$ to ,god to direct me "r4 ,! ov]se] us$ a slate on :i* to set d[n ! weights ( cotton1 :i* 0 hang+ 9 8 cab94 ,i took ! slate d[n1 made ! entries ( weights ) ! names ( ! pick]s1 & hung x up aga94 ,dur+ ! next day 7,sunday7 ! ov]se] came home1 & f\nd ! slate ) ! entries on x ,i _h made4 ,he 0 some:at surpris$4 ,:5 ,wilson came home he 0 duly in=m$ ( ! fact4 ,i 0 call$1 & ord]$ into ! pres5ce4 ,i knew x 0 unlawful = me to "k h[ to write1 & ,i dread$ ! consequ5ces ( my ra% act1 yet ,i unhesitat+ly1 & ) a c\rage t surpris$ me1 w5t to ! h\se4 ,:o wrote ^! names & weights on ?is slate1 ,*>les8 ask$ ,mr4 ,wilson4 ,i did x1 sir1 ,i answ]$4 ,h[ & :5 did y le>n to write8 ,dur+ ! "t ,i att5d$ my "y mi/resses to s*ool1 sir4 ,wilson look$ at me long & angrily1 & rem>k$ t ,i _h kept t fact secret = a long "t1 & t z ,i _h le>n$ to read & write he c\ld n help x4 ,b y mu/ rememb]1 ,*>les1 he cont9u$1 t ! law is t if any negro %all be f\nd writ+1 8 =ef+] %all be cut (f at ! fir/ jo9t4 ,my "t _h n[ come = my fir/ puni%m5t1 ,i ?\ght4 ,a day or two aft] ,i he>d ,wilson1 :ile 9 conv]sation ) ! ov]se]1 say1 ,x w n d to let ,*>les /ay ) ! re/ ( ! negroes1 or he w le>n !m all to read & write1 & !n we might z well set !m free4 ,:at 0 to be done ) me = my unp>donable crime8 ,all k9ds ( surmises & speculations ent]$ my m9d4 ,:at 0 to be my fate8 ,belong+ to ,mrs4 ,wilson--h] prop]ty--,i 0 plac$ 9 *>ge ( h] son ,james1 :o employ$ me at team+1 t is1 haul+ cotton1 lumb]1 etc4 ,9 ?is occupation ,i became pretty well acqua9t$ ) ! surr\nd+ c\ntry & ! p1 & 0 v well satisfi$ ) matt]s g5]ally z !y !n /ood4 ,b ,i 0 soon to le>n t my "y ma/] 0 only anxi\s to c>ry out ! plans ( 8 fa!r1 & 0 det]m9$ to puni%1 or1 z !y pleas$ to t]m x1 break me1 m]ely because ,i 0 relat$ to ,b5--because ,i 0 able to read & write z well if n bett] ?an ,james ,wilson himself4 ,i 0 told "o day by ,james t he _h hir$ me to a man 9 ,pontotoc to "w 9 a liv]y-/able1 & t ,i mu/ come to 8 plantation )\t delay4 ,:5 ,i arriv$ ,i 0 in=m$ t in/ead ( go+ to ,pontotoc ,i %\ld g to ! railroad !n build+ ?r\gh ,mississippi1 & "w = ,mr4 ,leadbitt]4 ,i expo/ulat$ ) my ma/]1 & urg$ him1 ) all ! pleas & argum5ts at my comm&1 to all[ me to rema9 on ! plantation or g to ,pontotoc1 b to no avail4 ,he :ipp$ out 8 six-%oot]1 rav+ & swe>+1 & bade me m\nt "o ( two mules in/ant] or he w\ld %oot me on ! spot4 ,i m\nt$ ! mule4 ,my reasons = n want+ to g to ! railroad to "w 7 good4 ,!re 0 pl5ty to d on ! plantation1 & !re 0 no good cause = s5d+ me away4 ,i fe>$ r\gh usage at ! railroad1 & r\gh] associations4 ,i _h by ?is "t become ! religi\s tea*] ( all ! well-dispos$ slaves 9 ! neighborhood1 & ,i 0 s mu* int]e/$ 9 my labors t ,i doom$ my great ,ma/]'s "w ( too mu* importance to be driv5 away f x )\t a /ruggle4 ,i 0 no c[>d1 & 0 always ready to /& out to ! end aga9/ all opposition1 :5 my duty z a humble foll[] ( ,jesus 0 9 "q4 ,!re=e my reluctance to be driv5 f my place ( usefulness4 ,h[ev]1 ,i got on ! mule & />t$1 9 company ) a color$ man :o 0 go+ ) me to br+ ! mules back4 ,aft] travel+ f\r or five miles1 & :5 at a conv5i5t place1 ,i dism\nt$ f ! mules & told my companion ,i 0 go+ no f>!r ) him1 & t if ,wilson want$ any "o to g to ! railroad to "w he might g himself2 & ,i took to ! woods4 ,?is 0 ! fir/ "t ,i ev] attempt$ to escape & ga9 my fre$om4 ,:e!r ,i 0 "r or wrong ,i %all n say1 only ,i ask y to put y\rself 9 my place z ,i 0 !n situat$1 & draw y\r own conclusions4 ,x is true ,i _h =m$ de> & ne> associations1 & ! old neighborhood _h be5 ! sc5e ( my trials & triumphs4 ,my ma/] _h be5 uni=mly k9d1 z mu* s at lea/ z 8 disposition w\ld all[1 yet ,i felt1 al?\gh my sk9 0 black1 ,i 0 entitl$ to & des]v$ fre$om to wor%ip ,god accord+ to ! dictates ( my own consci5ce1 & to tea* o!rs ! way to ev]la/+ life4 ,i felt t ,i 0 a man made aft] ,god's own image1 & t no "o _h any "r to a prop]ty 9 me z a m]e *attel1 all human laws to ! contr>y not)/&+4 ,i did n deem t ,i 0 a crim9al1 & t ,i 0 escap+ f p5al s]vitude2 b t ,i 0 "o ( ,god's *ildr51 escap+ f a worse ?an ,egyptian bondage4 ,i rightfully ow$ allegiance to ,god & my c\ntry only4 ,s ,i run away4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,caught1 ,tri$1 & ,tak5 ,back ,home to ,james ,wilson--,my ,mi/ress ,saves me f ,be+ ,:ipp$--,i g to ! ,railroad & ,"w "o ,mon? ,precisely--,g ,back ,home--,wilson ,surpris$--,left ! ,railroad at #c o'clock ,a4,m4--,did n ,want to ,di/urb ,leadbitt]'s re/--,s5t to ,memphis ) a ,load ( ,cotton--,afraid ( ! ,slave-p5s & ,slave-auction--,/>t = ,home--,n ,sold--,pray1 ,s+1 & ,%\t--,get ,home & ,ord]$ to ,hire myself out4 ,! peculi> feel+s "o has :o is a runaway are indescribable4 ,i felt e bit an outca/1 & 0 fright5$ by ! lea/ noise or ! sight ( any p]son1 & ! yelp ( a h\nd 0 t]ror to me4 ,i skulk$ & hid 9 ! woods all day until night1 :5 ,i conclud$ to g to t[n1 get some?+ to eat1 & make my arrangem5ts = ! future4 ,:5 ! hoy1 :o 0 s5t by ,wilson ) me1 return$ & repeat$ to him my words1 v5geance 0 sworn aga9/ me1 & ! h\nds 7 turn$ loose = imm$iate *ase4 ,i w5t to ! t[n ( ,pontotoc1 & :ile !re refre%+ myself 9 a cab9 ,i he>d h\nds :9+4 ,t 0 suffici5t to in=m me t ,i 0 trapp$4 ,:at to d ,i did n "k1 b w5t to ! door ) ! int5tion ( mak+ my escape1 if possible1 :5 ,i 0 met by ,james ,wilson & five o!r p]sons fully arm$4 ,resi/ance 0 useless1 ! h\nds w\ld h caught me be=e ,i c\ld h run a hundr$ y>ds1 ev5 if ,i c\ld h escap$ ! bullets4 ,i surr5d]$1 & 0 securely ti$ by ,james ,wilson & 8 gang & tak5 back to ! plantation4 ,dire ?reats 7 made aga9/ me1 b my mi/ress1 ,james' "m1 sav$ me aga94 ,%e in=m$ h] son t ,*>les belong$ to h]2 t ,*>les' "m _h plac$ him1 "u ! c>e ( ,god1 9 h] cu/ody1 & t %e did n int5d to h him beat54 ,james insi/$ on break+ me1 z he t]m$ x1 & f9ally prevail$ on 8 "m1 ) promises1 t if %e w\ld let him deal ) me he w\ld break me )\t :ipp+ me4 ,%e cons5t$4 ,james came to ! cab9 :]e ,i 0 ti$ & *a9$1 & told me t he did n desire to :ip me1 b t if ,i did n g to ! railroad to "w e slave on ! plantation w\ld become demoraliz$1 & !y w\ld all d z !y pleas$4 ,8 words & mann] 7 v k9d & conciliatory1 yet ,i took !m = :at !y 7 wor?1 & did n believe him2 = he w\ld h :ipp$ me sev]ely if he _h d>$ d s4 ,8 reason+ reg>d+ ! poor1 ignorant slaves on ! plantation1 h[ev]1 0 to ! po9t4 ,9 _! ignorance !y w\ld suppose t if ,i c\ld d z ,i pleas$ & n be puni%$1 !y c\ld d ! same2 & !y w\ld1 9 all probability1 create an insurrection :i* w\ld result 9 _! own de/ruction4 ,= _! sakes ,i acc$$ to ,james' wi%es4 ,he told me t if ,i w\ld g to ! railroad & "w = ,leadbitt] "o mon?1 t ,i might aft] t "t hire myself out to :om ,i pleas$ & = z long a "t z ,i pleas$4 ,i 0 giv5 a lett] to ,leadbitt]1 & imm$iately />t$ on foot = ! railroad4 ,:5 ,i arriv$ !re ,i h&$ ! lett] to ,mr4 ,leadbitt]1 :o ask$ me h[ long ,i _h come to /ay ) him4 ,i told him "o mon?4 ,he broke ! lett] op51 & aft] read+ x in=m$ me t ,james ,wilson /at$ 9 ! lett] t ,i 0 to /ay z long z he want$ me4 ,?is 0 a piece ( intellig5ce t le>n$ me t ,james ,wilson w\ld lie1 & f t "t =w>d ,i _h no confid5ce 9 8 tru?fulness4 ,i did n "k :at 0 be/ to d1 b f9ally made up my m9d to fulfill & make good my promise1 & tru/ to ! future to compel ,james ,wilson to p]=m 84 ,i ?\ght ?is ! "r c\rse4 ,i did n deem t ,i w\ld be ju/ifi$ 9 break+ my promise because ,wilson 0 unreliable & broke 84 ,i conclud$ t if ,leadbitt] kept me long] ?an "o mon? he w\ld h to be sm>t] ?an ,i gave him cr$it = be+4 ,i ask$ ,leadbitt] h[ _m days !re 7 9 t mon?4 ,i w5t to "w1 & kept acc\nt ( ! days4 ,i work$ c>efully4 ,! "t pass$ sl[ly & we>ily4 ,my associations 7 ( ! wor/ "* possible1 & my co-labor]s 7 ( t l[e/ class ( s\!rn blacks ^: ignorance & wayw>dness r5d] !m mo/ ( ! "t m ?an brutal4 ,i made e ef=t to d good among !m1 & endeavor$ to prea* to !m on sev]al occasions1 b 0 int]rupt$ & det]r$ by ! :ites1 :o =bade my prea*+4 ,i talk$ to ! blacks1 h[ev]1 :5ev] opportunity occurr$1 & ,i hope t my labors = ,jesus 7 n 9 va94 ,! la/ day ( my mon? came & pass$4 ,x 0 ,friday4 ,on ,saturday morn+1 ab\t ?ree o'clock1 ,i />t$ = home1 & ) rapid walk+ ,i rea*$ my de/9ation ab\t two h\rs aft] sunrise4 ,:5 ,i rea*$ ! plantation ,i cut across lots1 & pass$ ?r\gh ! field :]e ,wilson 0 at "w ) ! h&s4 ,i approa*$1 unobs]v$ by him1 & spoke to him4 ,he look$ at me ) a/oni%m5t1 & 9 surprise ask$1 ,:at are y do+ "h8 ,y told me to /ay "o mon?2 ,i done s1 ,i answ]$4 ,did ,mr4 ,leadbitt] "k :5 y left8 ,i d n "k1 sir1 ,i repli$4 ,i left at ?ree o'clock ?is morn+1 & did n ?9k x wor? :ile to di/urb ,mr4 ,leadbitt]'s re/4 ,?ree o'clock6 exclaim$ ,wilson4 ,yes1 sir1 ,i quietly answ]$4 ,y ran away1 did y8 ,no1 sir1 ,i did n run away4 ,i /ay$ z long z y requir$ me to /ay1 :51 9 ob$i5ce to y\r express$ promises1 ,i came home4 ,james ,wilson made "s rem>k ,i c\ld n und]/&1 b f9ally said t z ,i _h come home he _h "s "w = me to d be=e ,i c\ld hire myself out4 ,i felt some:at easy 9 my m9d1 & wait$ to be set to "w4 ,b :5 he aft]w>ds told me he want$ me to take a load ( cotton to ,memphis1 my he>t misgave me1 ,i felt sure1 9 my m9d1 t ,i 0 to be sold f ! slave-p5s at ,memphis4 ,! gr& trial "t _h n[ come = me1 & ! tea*+s ( my "m & uncle ,b5 & uncle ,jack be=e & at our f9al sep>ation came to me 9 full =ce4 ,!y taught me1 be=e ,i c\ld read = myself1 t 9 tr\ble ,i %\ld rely implicitly on ! help ( my ,savior1 & t ,i %\ld pray )\t ceas+4 ,to ,god ,i imm$iately turn$ = guidance & help1 & ask$ t my e /ep might be direct$ by him1 & t he %\ld protect me f my enemies & p]secutors4 ,i felt t ,i 0 be+ p]secut$ = ,jesus' sake1 = ,i 0 promis$1 "t & aga91 t if ,i w\ld quit prea*+ & talk+ to ! slaves on religi\s subjects1 ,i %\ld be advanc$ & my life made easy & com=table4 ,i refus$ ! (f]s1 because my ,ma/]'s "w 0 ( m importance ?an my ease4 ,i 0 impress$1 deeply1 ) ! great responsibilities re/+ ^u me1 & 0 det]m9$ to prea* & tea* :ile ,i _h /r5g? & opportunity to d s4 ,i may h be5 mi/ak5 ) reg>d to ! cause ( my p]secution by ! ,wilsons1 b ,i ?9k n4 ,i d n really believe t any "o is p]secut$ = ,*ri/'s sake 9 ?is day & age ( ! _w1 9 a ,*ri/ian c\ntry1 except 9 ! ,s\? be=e ! rebellion4 ,i h he>d m51 &1 ,i am almo/ a%am$ to say1 prea*]s1 proclaim t !y 7 p]secut$ because ( _! adh]5ce to ! cause ( ,*ri/1 :5 !y 7 n p]secut$ at all on any acc\nt1 except probably on acc\nt ( "s wrong act ( _! own4 ,paul & ! apo/les 7 p]secut$1 & e>ly ,*ri/ians 7 p]secut$1 b :o ev] he>d ( a citiz5 ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates be+ p]secut$ because he 0 a foll[] ( ,jesus6 ,b slaves 9 ! ,s\? 7 p]secut$ & puni%$ sev]ely = prea*+ ! gospel ( ,*ri/1 n on t v acc\nt probably1 b because x w\ld tea* ! slaves ob$i5ce to a high] p[] ?an ! inhuman laws ( ! s\!rn /ates z !y !n exi/$4 ,paul 0 p]secut$ = prea*+ ! r$emption ( mank9d ?r\gh ! blood ( ! ,savior1 by pagans & g5tiles4 ,i 0 p]secut$ = ! same reasons by ! slave-own]s ( ! ,s\?1 & = endeavor+ to lead ! b5ight$ blacks to ,jesus4 ,!re seems to be "s lik5ess 9 ! positions ( ,paul & myself4 ,i felt t 0 ! case1 at any rate4 ,my m9d 0 di/ress$ ) ! fe> t ,i 0 be+ s5t to ,memphis only to be sold to ! highe/ bidd]4 ,aft] address+ ! ?rone ( ,god = help & deliv]ance ,i felt reliev$1 & det]m9$ t1 come :at w\ld1 ,i w\ld use my be/ tal5ts & ex]tions = my heav5ly ,ma/] :]ev] ,i might be4 ,reliev$1 ,i set ab\t mak+ prep>ations = my trip to ,memphis1 ) a pray]ful he>t4 ,two ( u 7 go+ 9 company1 ea* ) a load ( cotton4 ,we />t$ on ,monday morn+1 & travel$ along )\t unusual tr\ble or delay = ?ree days ov] hilly & r\gh roads1 :5 we camp$ = ! night )9 a mile ( ,holly ,spr+s1 9 ,mississippi1 & ab\t fifty-five miles f home4 ,x w be rememb]$ t uncle ,b5 0 sold by ,wilson to a man :o liv$ 9 & ne> ,holly ,spr+s4 ,i 0 anxi\s to see uncle ,b51 if possible1 & began mak+ inquiries reg>d+ 8 :]eab\ts4 ,a color$ man came along ! road1 driv+ a team1 ( :om ,i inquir$4 ,aft] a little "t he said a prea*] nam$ ,b5 ,h>ris liv$ 9 a h\se close by1 at ! same "t po9t+ to x4 ,^u fur!r inquiries ,i le>n$ t ,b5 _h tak5 ano!r wife4 ,?is may seem r crim9al1 & may appe> to be a cle> case ( bigamy aga9/ uncle ,b52 b :5 x is rememb]$ t ma/]s compell$ _! slaves to live toge!r z man & wife1 )\t c]emony1 = ! purpose only ( bre$+ *ildr51 & t ,b5 _h no say 9 ! matt]1 he w be held blameless4 ,! laws ( ! s\!rn /ates did n recognize ! legal relations ( man & wife betwe5 slaves1 !re=e !y c\ld n commit ! crime ( bigamy4 ,if ,b5 0 morally guilty1 he 0 =c$ into 8 guilt by law & g5]al cu/om4 ,i _h n se5 ,b5 = ab\t t5 ye>s1 & 0 s ov]joy$ at ! prospect ( see+ him t ,i c\ld sc>cely wait until night1 = ,i 0 in=m$ t he w\ld n be at 8 cab9 until night4 ,aft] att5d+ to my affairs ab\t t[n ,i wait$ until sund[n1 :5 ,i w5t to ! h\se indicat$ by my in=mant4 ,n be+ c]ta9 t ! p]son :o liv$ 9 ! cab9 0 my uncle1 ,i necess>ily _h to make inquiries4 ,a color$ woman met me at ! door1 & answ]$ su* que/ions z ,i ask$1 f :i* ,i 0 satisfi$ t ,b5 liv$ "h4 ,i in=m$ ! woman :o ,i 0 & t ,b5 0 my uncle1 & t ,i _h call$1 9 pass+ on my way to ,memphis1 to see him4 ,%e cordially invit$ me to ent] ! cab91 & told me t ,b5 0 out fe$+ ! horses & w\ld %ortly be 94 ,i _h to wait b a little :ile :5 ,b5 came 94 ,he suppos$ me to be "s pass+ /rang]1 & did n recognize me4 ,aft] "s desultory conv]sation ,i told him :o ,i 0 & h[ ,i came to be !re4 ,our meet+1 aft] mutual recognition1 0 affectionate & cordial4 ,we talk$ ov] old times & relat$ our exp]i5ce s9ce we p>t$ at ! ,wilson plantation4 ,we kneel$ at ! family alt>1 & ea* p\r$ out 8 s\l's ?anksgiv+ to ,god = 8 goodness to u1 hav+1 be=e ,i left1 a season ( s\l-reviv+ pray]4 ,?us we knelt1 uncle ,b51 8 wife1 & ,i1 poor slaves 9 ! *a9s ( bondage1 really & e>ne/ly ?ank+ ,god = ! _m bless+s we receiv$4 ,/range1 0 x n8 :5 m5 & wom5 roll+ 9 weal? & all ! luxuries & happ9ess t weal? c\ld pur*ase1 did n ev5 deign to notice ! s\rce f :5ce all _! bless+s fl[$4 ,!y _h life & lib]ty1 & 7 unre/ra9$ 9 ! pursuit ( happ9ess1 yet n once did !y ?ank ! great ,giv] ( all _! good4 ,!n :at _h we1 poor wret*es1 to ?ank ,god =8 ,= ev]y?+ we enjoy$1--= life1 = ! bless$ plan ( salvation1 = our s5ses ( see+1 he>+1 & feel+1 = our he>ts ) :i* to love him1 = our humanity1 = ! great gifts ( sun%9e1 ra91 regulat$ seasons1 ! moon1 ! />s1 ! e>?1 ! trees1 ! brooks1 ! riv]s1--ev]y?+ truly enjoyable we ?ank$ ,god =4 ,we ?ank$ him = heal? & /r5g? to d 8 "w4 ,!n we _h a great deal to ?ank ,almighty ,god =1 al?\gh slaves4 ,h[ _m ( y ev] ?9k to ?ank ,god = sun%9e or = reason8 ,let me illu/rate4 ,a g5tleman 0 pass+ along ! highway1 :5 he 0 met by a poor maniac1 :o acco/$ him1 say+1 ,:at d y ?ank ,god =8 ,! g5tleman be+ surpris$ by ! abrupt "q did n reply imm$iately1 :5 ! maniac cont9u$1 ,!n ?ank ,god = y\r reason2 m9e is gone2 ,i'm mad--a maniac4 ,?is 0 some?+ ! g5tleman _h nev] ?\ght ( be=e1 & x op5$ to 8 m9d an entirely new s\rce ( ?ankfulness4 ,we are apt to =get t we are n slaves1 n bl9d1 deaf1 or dumb1 & n insane2 yet %\ld we lose any "o ( our five s5ses we w\ld !n "k h[ to be ?ankful = & appreciate t s5se %\ld we rega9 x4 ,!n ?ank ,god = ev]y?+1 y\r v exi/5ce includ$4 ,suppose ! sun w\ld /op 9 8 c\rse & n %9e on ! e>? b = "o day4 ,:at con/]nation & grief !re w\ld be ?r\gh\t ! _w6 ,!n suppose t aft] tw5ty-f\r h\rs ! sun %\ld bur/ ^u u 9 all 8 refulg5ce & glori\s magnific5ce4 ,:at a %\t ( joy w\ld greet 8 appe>ance1 & glad he>ts w\ld p\r out ?anks ^u ?anks to ! great ,giv] = ! ne$ful sun%9e4 ,!n let u be ?ankful = all ! great bless+s be/[$ ^u u by our heav5ly ,fa!r1 & s]ve him ) all our he>ts1 9 :atev] position 9 life we may be plac$4 ,uncle ,b5 & ,i did !n1 & we d yet4 ,aft] a prolong$ conv]sation & a good & refre%+ season ( pray] ,i took my dep>ture = my camp1 nev] expect+ to meet my relative aga91 & nev] h4 ,we />t$ next morn+ on our way to ,memphis1 & travel$ into ,memphis1 aft] ?ree days1 on a v f9e road = ! ,s\?1 kn[n z ! /ate-l9e road4 ,we drove to ! cotton-y>d1 unload$1 & receiv$ ! receipts = ! cotton1 & put up = ! night at a wagon-y>d4 ,i sp5t ?is night 9 pray] & supplication t ,god w\ld save me f ! slave-p5 & ! auctione]'s block2 & my pray]s 7 respond$ to 9 my protection4 ,! next morn+ we />t$ = home by :at 0 kn[n z ! pigeon-roo/ r\te1 9 ord] to save toll & o!r exp5ses4 ,! weight on my m9d 0 remov$1 & ,i felt happy & ?ankful4 ,i 0 n sold f ! %ambles4 ,i pray$1 ,i sung1 & ,i %\t$ by turns4 ,we arriv$ at home1 & ,i wait$ pati5tly = my next ord]4 ,my "y ma/] soon in=m$ me1 h[ev]1 t ,i might hire myself out1 if ,i c\ld f9d & "o t w\ld hire me4 ,good6 ,god 0 on my side4 ,) a light he>t & truly happy ,i set ab\t my prep>ations to hire myself out2 & ! v fir/ ?+ ,i did 0 to g to my cab9 & ?ank ,god = 8 goodness1 & ask = 8 protection & guidance4 ,always pray+8 ,yes1 ,i 0 always at x4 ,my he>t 0 big ) love to ,god4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,/>t out on my ,travels to ,hunt a ,new ,ma/]--,f9d ,mr4 ,dansley--,hire to ,him--,?irty ,doll>s p] ,mon? = my ,ma/] & ,five ,doll>s = ,myself--,wilson ,a/oni%$--,appo9t$ ,sup]9t5d5t ( ,dansley's ,f>m--,rules & ,regulations--,peace & ,tranquillity--,my ,moral ,labors ,successful--,pray] & ,social ,meet+s--,meet+s 9 ! ,woods--,qu>rel & ,fight l v ,bro!rs--,"t comes to be ,mov$ to ,ano!r ,field ( ,labor4 ,x 0 cu/om>y 9 ! slave /ates to all[ slaves to hire !mselves = _! ma/]s to su* z ! slaves !mselves desir$ to "w =4 ,sometimes ?is arrangem5t 0 made to save ! ma/] tr\ble4 ,9 my case ,i 0 in/ruct$ to f9d a place to "w at ?irty doll>s p] mon? & bo>d1 & !n to return & report to ,wilson1 :o w\ld !n give ! necess>y p]mission 9 writ+1 :i* w\ld /& z a contract betwe5 him & my employ]4 ,my fir/ object 0 to f9d a ,*ri/ian man to hire to :o w\ld all[ me to pray & prea* on all prop] occasions1 & :o w\ld r assi/ me ?an h9d] me 9 my ef=ts to make ,*ri/ians ( ! blacks4 ,i c>$ no?+ = ! manual labor ,i _h to d1 if ,i c\ld only be plac$ 9 a position to d my great ,ma/]'s "w4 ,8 "w 0 my life-labor4 ,on ?is p>ticul> acc\nt ,i 0 v c>eful :o ,i appli$ to4 ,9 a day or two ,i appli$ to ,mr4 ,dansley1 ^: plantation 0 ab\t eighte5 miles f ,wilson's1 & :o _h be5 recomm5d$ to me z be+ ! k9d ( man ,i 0 hunt+ =4 ,mr4 ,dansley que/ion$ me closely1 & exam9$ me z to my reasons = want+ to hire out1 & :y my ma/] wi%$ me to hire out :5 !re 0 pl5ty ( "w on 8 own place = me to d4 ,i confess$ frankly t ,i c\ld read & write1 & knew some?+ ab\t figures1 & 0 desir\s to s]ve ,god & d 8 "w by prea*+1 & 9 e o!r way 9 my p[]2 t my ma/] 0 afraid t ,i w\ld demoralize 8 o!r slaves by le>n+ !m to read & write & by prea*+ to !m1 & 9 ord] t ,i might n d t he want$ me (f ! plantation2 t he c\ld n sell me because ,i 0 ! prop]ty ( 8 wife1 & t %e w\ld n cons5t to h me sold out ( ! family4 ,if ^? are faults1 z consid]$ by ,mr4 ,wilson1 ,i am v well satisfi$ t y w p]=m y\r "p ( ! contract not)/&+2 yet :at ,mr4 ,wilson is pleas$ to consid] faults 9 y ,i deem good po9ts 9 y\r "* & disposition1 !re=e ,i w hire y1 hop+ t y\r duty to ,god w include y\r duty to me "u ! contract ( hire4 ,i told him t 0 my und]/&+ ( my duty to ,god2 t x compris$1 9 my condition ( s]vitude1 my duty to my slave-ma/]4 ,i in=m$ ,mr4 ,dansley t my ma/]1 ,wilson1 want$ ?irty doll>s p] mon? = my s]vices1 & t ,i want$ five doll>s p] mon? = myself1 mak+ 9 all ?irty-five doll>s p] mon?4 ,he 0 satisfi$ to pay t am\nt1 & gave me a lett] to c>ry to ,wilson /at+ t he w\ld hire me at ?irty doll>s p] mon?1 yet he agre$ ) me t he w\ld pay me1 besides1 five doll>s p] mon?4 ,:5 ,wilson gave me in/ructions to hire myself out at n less ?an ?irty doll>s p] mon?1 he hop$ ,i w\ld fail1 f ! fact t wages = field-h&s 7 only tw5ty-five doll>s p] mon?2 & :5 ,i w5t back ) ,mr4 ,dansley's lett] s soon1 he 0 some:at surpris$4 ,he w\ld h op5$ 8 eyes ) wond] if he _h kn[n t ,dansley 0 to pay me five doll>s p] mon? extra4 ,he gave me a writt5 p]mission to "w = ,mr4 ,dansley z long z ,dansley %\ld want me4 ,i imm$iately w5t to ,dansley's1 & /ay$ ) him n9e mon?s--n9e mon?s ( cont5t$ "t4 ,i f\nd my new ma/] e way wor?y ( any confid5ce ,i might repose 9 him4 ,9 mod]ate circum/ances1 he us$ prud5ce & dilig5ce 9 8 bus9ess transactions & f>m op]ations4 ,he 0 "o ( ^? k9d ( m5 "s ( :i* may be f\nd 9 almo/ e community--an unassum+1 indu/ri\s1 ,*ri/ian g5tleman4 ,= 8 f>m-=ce he hir$ m51 bo? :ite & black2 & :5 8 "w pu%$ him he w\ld require 8 cook & h\se-maid1 ! only slaves he own$1 to assi/ 9 ! fields4 ,at ! "t ( my comm5c+ to "w = him he _h :ite m5 hir$ :o 7 worse1 if any ?+1 9 _! habits ( %iftless laz9ess ?an ! lazy blacks4 ,^! :ites1 :om ! negroes usually t]m$ :ite tra%1 71 z a g5]al ?+1 ! mo/ vici\s1 brutal1 ?iev+1 %iftless1 & lazy human be+s imag9able4 ,!y 7 ignorant 9 ! greate/ degree1 & w\ld n "w s long z !y c\ld obta9 food to su/a9 life 9 any o!r way4 ,!y deem$ x an honor to be notic$ civilly by a respectable negro1 & w\ld fawn & truckle to ! behe/s ( any "o :o _h ! physical c\rage to comm& !m4 ,su* p c be f\nd 9 no place except ! ,s\?4 ,!y are a result ( ! sy/em ( slav]y & slave-laws1 & slave-own]s are responsible = _! condition4 ,su* 7 ! k9d ( m5 ,i _h to "w )4 ,^! m5 w\ld qu>rel & wrangle among !mselves1 & w\ld consume "t & neglect _! "w4 ,:5 ! h\se-s]vants 7 at "w 9 ! field1 !y w\ld insult & misuse !m 9 e conceivable mann]1 & x 0 ) great difficulty t ,mr4 ,dansley c\ld get 8 "w done prop]ly & 9 season4 ,kn[+ ,i _h be5 a f>m-sup]9t5d5t on ,wilson's plantation = a numb] ( ye>s1 ,mr4 ,dansley imm$iately appo9t$ me to ! same position on 8 f>m1 :i* acc\nts = 8 read9ess & will+ness to pay me high wages4 ,?is 0 a new k9d ( position = me1 & x requir$ consid]able ?\ght & managem5t = me to get matt]s prop]ly arrang$ 9 my m9d4 ,boss+ :ite h&s & work+ ) !m1 s z to make _! labors pr(itable = my employ]1 0 no easy task4 ,! f>m-"w 0 c>ri$ on some:at simil> to ! way 9 :i* l>ge f>ms are work$ 9 ! nor!rn /ates1 & x requir$ great prud5ce & wat*ful c>e to avoid wa/e & save all ! crops4 ,i arrang$ my rules ( conduct1 h\rs ( labor1 etc41 = ! h&s1 & submitt$ !m to ,mr4 ,dansley = 8 approval4 ,mr4 ,dansley left ! matt] entirely ) me2 &1 aft] trial1 ,i f\nd my rules 7 n suffici5tly /r+5t1 & t if ,i expect$ to successfully c>ry on t f>m ,i w\ld h to make rules ) p5alties atta*$1 ! m5 ,i _h to deal ) c>+ little or no?+ = mild1 p]suasive laws4 ,i !re=e drew up ! foll[+ rules1 & pres5t$ !m to ,mr4 ,dansley1 & reque/$ him to make !m /ipulations 9 ! contracts ( hire ) 8 m54 ,he approv$ !m1 & acc$$ to my reque/4 #a4 ,qu>rel+ & us+ vulg> & pr(ane language is /rictly =bidd5 on ! f>m1 & any h& or h&s violat+ ?is rule %all be dis*>g$ or correct$1 9 ! discretion ( ! sup]9t5d5t4 #b4 ,ob$i5ce to ! j ord]s ( ! sup]9t5d5t is ess5tial to ! pr(itable conduct ( ! f>m2 !re=e1 disob$i5ce to ! ord]s ( ! sup]9t5d5t %all be foll[$ by ! dis*>ge ( ! h& or h&s s (f5d+1 or 8 or _! correction1 9 ! discretion ( ! sup]9t5d5t4 #c4 ,ea* & e h& h]eby b9ds himself to obey ! j ord]s ( ! sup]9t5d5t & ! rules h]e9 e/abli%$1 & ^u ! dis*>ge ( any h& or h&s1 by ! sup]9t5d5t1 "o mon?'s wages %all be =feit$4 ,^! rules 7 sign$ by ! h&s1 t is1 !y made _! m>k2 b ,i sign$ my "n1 be+ ! only negro h& on ! place & ! only "o :o c\ld write4 ,peace & tranquillity reign$ on t f>m !reaft]1 & bett] crops 7 n rais$ 9 ! c\nty4 ,my :ole /udy & aim 0 to d "r--to be j to my h&s & d my duty to my employ]4 ,i reli$ on ,god's help1 & pray]fully ask$ 8 guidance 9 e & all difficulties & em]g5cies1 & my success is attributable to t help :i* is always giv5 :5 prop]ly ask$ =4 ,! m5 ,i _h to deal ) 7 m to be piti$ ?an blam$4 ,!y 7 entirely ignorant ( any b ! mo/ crude pr9ciples ( "r1 & 7 taught f _! *ildhood only su* rude notions z prevail$ among ! ignorant4 ,:5 ,i talk$ to !m ( ,jesus !y seem$ a/oni%$4 ,!y did n ev5 "k t puni%m5t w\ld meet !m h]eaft] = _! s9s committ$ 9 ?is life1 & 7 puzzl$ & p]plex$ ) ! plan ( salvation until aft] ,i _h repeat$ly expla9$ x to !m2 9 fact1 ,i taught !m ! hi/ory ( man1 f ,adam d[n to ! com+ ( our ,savior1 & taught !m ! religion ( ,jesus4 ,bett]-behav$ m5 or bett] h&s 7 n to be f\nd 9 ! neighborhood aft] !y le>n$ ! way to ,jesus1 & _m happy times we did h on t f>m at our pray]--meet+s & social ga!r+s4 ,all ( u w\ld meet at "s conv5i5t place on ! f>m1 e ,sabba?-day1 & w\ld sp5d ! "t pr(itably1 9 exhortation & pray]4 ,! ma/] & mi/ress 7 always !re1 & work$ ) a w 9 ! cause ( ,*ri/1 & ,i w\ld exhort & prea* to ! be/ ( my ability4 ,sometimes ,mr4 ,dansley w\ld read a *apt] f ! ,bible & comm5t !reon1 & sometimes 8 wife w\ld read & comm5t4 ,all ( u pray$1 & "s ( ! :ite h&s became1 9 a %ort "t1 e>ne/ public pray]s4 ,!y _h f\nd ! f\nt ( true happ9ess1 & w\ld dr9k l>gely !refrom on all occasions4 ,our regul> ,sunday meet+s soon became kn[n 9 ! neighborhood1 & ! neighbors & _! slaves w\ld come & wor%ip ) u1 until our congregations became s l>ge t ,mr4 ,dansley all[$ me to take ! h&s & cle> away a nice place 9 ! woods1 & make seats & a /&1 :]e we held our meet+s regul>ly !reaft] e ,sunday1 9 ! =5oon1 aft]noon1 & at night2 besides1 we held a social pray]-meet+ e ,w$nesday ev5+4 ,^! meet+s 7 productive ( great good to ! community & to individuals4 ,9 ?is way ,i br\ght m5 & wom5 to ,god ev5 :ile 9 a condition ( slav]y1 & requir$ to labor six days 9 ! week 9 ! gra9 & cotton fields4 ,if ,i1 a slave1 c\ld accompli% ?is mu*1 h[ mu* %\ld ! favor$ prea*]s ( ! c\ntry accompli%8 ,?is is a h>d "q to answ]1 h[ev]1 & ,i %all n insi/ on its consid]ation1 z e prea*] c n be a ,lor5zo ,d[1 a ,john ,smi?1 or a ,james ,f9dley4 ,among ! field-h&s "u me 7 two bro!rs1 :ite m51 :o1 :5 ,i fir/ took *>ge ( ! f>m 7 malici\sly wick$ t[>d ea* o!r1 & 7 almo/ con/antly qu>rel+ j l bro!rs7674 ,be=e ?ree mon?s _h elaps$1 "u my k9d ( treatm5t1 !y 7 pray+1 act+ ,*ri/ians1 & rema9$ s z long z ,i knew !m4 ,f ?is "t d[n to ! pres5t writ+ ,i h be5 a zeal\s work] 9 ! ,"l's v9ey>d1 & %all rema9 9 ! h>ness z long z ,god wills4 ,reg>d+ doctr9al po9ts ( !ology ,i knew no?+1 & my :ole /ock ( !ological works c\ld h be5 c>ri$ 9 a ve/ pocket1 9 ! %ape ( "o or two tracts :i* fell 9 my way1 & :i* ,i read1 /udi$1 & pres]v$4 ,i _h a ,bible1 & t alone s]v$ me z ! guide 9 my m9i/ry1 & furni%$ me ) all ! argum5ts necess>y to ! conv]sion ( s9n]s & _! r$emption4 ,our congregation at ,mr4 ,dansley's 0 n organiz$ into a *ur*1 & ,i did n attempt to receive memb]s into ! *ur* ( ,*ri/4 ,i d\bt$ my au?ority to d s1 & any ef=ts on my "p 9 t direction w\ld h be5 imm$iately /opp$ by ! prea*]s & memb]s ( ! :ite *ur*es4 ,b ?is did n det] me f prea*+ & exhort+4 ,i believ$ firmly t ,god requir$ ( me ! labor ,i p]=m$1 & ,i 0 s mu* int]e/$ & tak5 up 9 my "w t ,i did n /op to consid] :at ! consequ5ces w\ld be to myself4 ,my only consid]ation 01 ,:]e c ,i f9d an opportunity to d good & save s\ls4 ,i ask$ no pay = my s]vices z a prea*]1 & nev] receiv$ any2 h5ce ,i usually f\nd congregations await+ me at my appo9tm5ts made up ( all classes1 :ite & black1 & f all *ur*es organiz$ 9 ! community4 ,my disc\rses 7 sometimes (f-h& & sometimes /udi$4 ,x is true my /udi$ disc\rses 71 9 ! ma91 orig9al1 & tak5 :olly f ! ,bible1 yet !y 7 none ! less effective1 because !y 7 e>ne/ & hone/4 ,my language 0 t ( ! s\!rn blacks & un$ucat$ :ites at ! beg9n+ ( my labors z an exhort]1 b aft] h>d /udy & tra9+ ,i improv$ myself greatly 9 ?is respect1 & ga9$ ! reputation ( be+ z correct 9 my pronunciation ( ,engli% words z ! majority ( ! :ite prea*]s4 ,i am n yet entirely free f dialectic pronunciation1 & nev] expect to be2 b ,i f9d t ?is v defect1 if s x may be call$1 adds =ce to my s]mons1 & gives !m a di/9ctness n o!rwise atta9able4 ,!re=e ,i make use ( my v faults to d good4 ,i _h hop$ to /ay ) ,mr4 ,dansley z long z he c\ld f9d x pr(itable to hire me2 & s f> ,i _h be5 ( great use to him4 ,i _h plac$ 8 :ole f>m 9 a good /ate ( repair1 & _h matur$ & sav$ 8 crops 9 su* a mann] t 8 pr(its 7 mu* l>g] ?an !y ev] 7 be=e 9 any "o season4 ,i _h ! goodwill & confid5ce ( ! h&s1 bo? :ite & black1 :o work$ "u me1 & 0 an in/rum5t 9 ! h&s ( ,god 9 spread+ ! religion ( ,jesus ,*ri/ 9 ! neighborhood2 consequ5tly ,i 0 happy & cont5t$1 ) pl5ty ( all k9ds ( "w to d4 ,b ,i _h accompli%$ my mission at ?is place1 & x pleas$ ,god to remove me to ano!r field ( labor1 :]e ! h>ve/ 0 ripe & ready = ! reap]4 ,i nev] compla9$2 on ! contr>y1 ,i rejoic$ t ,god 0 n done ) me1 & _h pl5ty = me to d4 ,:5 ,i _h ?or\ghly work$ "o field ( labor1 ,i deem$ my imm$iate s]vices no long] requir$1 & 0 glad :5 remov$ :]e m "w 0 to be done 9 ,god's moral v9ey>d4 ,( c\rse ,i =m$ intimate associations 9 e locality 9 :i* ,i 0 plac$1 & 0 prone to leave !m2 b ,i 0 cont5t to d ! w ( ,god 9 e p>ticul>1 :e!r t w 0 express$ ?r\gh ! slave-laws & ,james ,wilson or o!rwise4 ,i 0 a slave1 & 0 compell$ to labor = ! pr(it ( my own]1 :i* ,i p]=m$ dilig5tly & fai?fully2 ,i 0 a *ild ( ,god1 & ow$ him duty & ob$i5ce1 :i* ,i p]=m$ e>ne/ly & con/antly4 ,f my slave-own]s ,i expect$ & receiv$ no rew>d or remun]ation2 f ,god ,i receiv$ no pay z ,i labor$1 b my great rew>d is yet to come4 ,i h be5 a depositor 9 ,god's bank1 f :i* ,i expect to draw l>gely at ! f9al settlem5t4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,james ,wilson ,comes ,along--,wants me to g ) ,him to ,saulsbury1 ,t5nessee1 to ,help ,build a ,h\se = a ,groc]y-,/ore--,takes me ,along ) ,him--,wilson ,tak5 ,sick--,i ,take ,c>e ( ,him--,he gets ,well--,i make ano!r ,attempt to ,escape f ,slav]y--,:at ,came ( x4 ,"o day ,james ,wilson came to ,mr4 ,dansley's1 & said he _h come = me to g ) him to ,saulsbury1 ,t5nessee1 :]e he 0 go+ to />t a groc]y1 & t he wi%$ my assi/ance 9 erect+ a build+ !re=4 ,he in=m$ me1 at ! same "t1 t z soon z ! build+ 0 f9i%$1 ,i might return to ,mr4 ,dansley & /ay ) him z long z he want$ me4 ,he _h ano!r color$ man ) him1 & desir$ to g "r away4 ,all ,i _h to d 0 to obey1 s )\t fur!r ado ,i bade f>ewell to ! p ( ! plantation1 & w5t ) ,wilson4 ,! p>t+ made me feel sad1 = a "t4 ,! ^w groc]y1 z appli$ 9 ! ,s\?1 has a f> diff]5t mean+ ?an t int5d$ 9 ! ,nor?4 ,a groc]y 9 ! ,s\? is a place :]e :isky & o!r intoxicat+ bev]ages are sold1 &1 z a g5]al ?+1 at ^! places ! plant]s & o!rs congregate to dr9k1 c>\se1 gamble1 qu>rel1 & fight4 ,?is 0 ! k9d ( groc]y ,james ,wilson 0 go+ to />t 9 ,saulsbury1 & ! ?\ght ( aid+ ev5 "u prote/ & unwill+ly 9 ! e/abli%m5t ( "o ( ^! hells caus$ me mu* anxiety4 ,i made e ef=t to get reliev$ f ?is odi\s "w1 b )\t avail4 ,we imm$iately began ! erection ( ! groc]y-build+1 on our arrival at ,saulsbury1 & made good progress = a :ile4 ,! bo>ds we us$ 9 ! build+ _h to be saw$ by u two slaves ) a :ipsaw4 ,we dug a deep tr5* 9 ! gr\nd1 & laid ! log to be saw$ into bo>ds l5g?wise ov] ! tr5*1 & "o ( u w\ld /& 9 ! tr5* "u ! log & ! o!r on top ( ! log4 ,9 ?is way we work$1 day aft] day1 until we _h a suffici5t numb] ( bo>ds to accommodate our wants4 ,! ,almighty1 x seem$ to me1 int]f]$ ) our "w4 ,james ,wilson 0 tak5 d[n v sick 9 ! mid/ ( our ef=ts to create ?is additional devil's d51 & 0 totally unable to leave 8 b$4 ,i _h to take c>e ( him1 & ! "w on ! groc]y-h\se 0 necess>ily /opp$4 ,z soon z he 0 able to be mov$ ,i took him to ! ,sulphur ,spr+s1 n _m miles away1 & nurs$ him c>efully & att5tively until he 0 able to be ab\t aga94 ,?is sickness ( ,wilson ,i deem$ a w>n+ to him1 & endeavor$ to impress z mu* on 8 m9d2 b ,i 0 curs$ & revil$ = my pa9s4 ,i avail$ myself ( e opportunity to dissuade him f 8 evil purpose1 b fail$4 ,he 0 det]m9$ to />t a groc]y1 & />t a groc]y he w\ld & did4 ,i cle>$ my skirts & consci5ce 9 ! bus9ess1 h[ev]1 z f> z ,i c\ld "u ! circum/ances2 yet a /ill small voice seem$ to :isp] to me t ,i 0 do+ v wick$ & s9ful acts 9 help+ to fur!r ! groc]y iniquity4 ,i 01 9 a mann]1 =c$ to "w1 yet ,i 0 uneasy & tr\bl$ 9 my m9d4 ,o!rs may ?9k ,i 0 blameless2 t ,i 0 a slave & n acc\ntable = acts my ma/] comm&$ me to d4 ,?is seem$ v speci\s reason+1 b /ill ,i felt guilty1 & s5t f]v5t & pray]ful petitions to ! ?rone ( grace = =giv5ess & =titude to )/& temptation1 :i* enable me to d ! w ( my great ,ma/] reg>dless ( ! consequ5ces t might ensue to me f ! effects ( ,wilson's wra? or res5tm5t4 ,we f9i%$ ! build+ 9 ab\t two mon?s f ! "t we fir/ w5t to ,salisbury1 & prep>$ to return home4 ,x 0 "h t ,i fir/ saw a complete railroad & a locomotive ) a tra9 ( c>s4 ,my fell[-slave1 on he>+ ! :i/le ( ! locomotive = ! fir/ "t1 0 v mu* fright5$1 & jump$ ov] ! log he 0 hew+1 ) ! exclamation1 ,good ,god6 :at is t8 & />t$ to run4 ,i /opp$ him1 &1 expla9+ to him :at ! l\d1 %rill %riek meant1 quiet$ 8 fe>s4 ,we bo? w5t to ! depot & exam9$ ! locomotive & c>s ) great curiosity & int]e/4 ,james ,wilson1 be+ /ill weak ) 8 late sickness1 0 compell$ to ride 9 ! wagon he _h br\ght f home1 & ,i rode 8 saddle-horse4 ,on ! way1 ,wilson in=m$ me t ,i 0 to att5d ! groc]y at ,salisbury1 & t he expect$ me to make money out ( ! conc]n4 ,my v s\l revolt$ at ! b>e idea ( be+ a :isky-v5d]1 & my imm$iate det]m9ation 0 n to be "o4 ,my m9d 0 made up to take to ! woods on ! fir/ favorable opportunity4 ,i said no?+1 h[ev]1 b kept my own c\nsel4 ,we travel$ sl[ly1 by reason ( ! ma/]'s sickness2 & :5 we /opp$ = ! night ,i f\nd t ! saddle ,i _h be5 rid+ _h hurt ! horse's back4 ,wilson 0 furi\s1 & swore he w\ld take z mu* hide f my back :5 we got home z ! saddle _h tak5 f ! horse's back4 ,! next day aft] leav+ ,salisbury we arriv$ at ,mr4 ,dansley's4 ,9 conv]sation1 ,i he>d ,wilson tell ,mr4 ,dansley t he int5d$ to take me home ) him4 ,i claim$ ! fulfillm5t ( 8 promise f ,wilson1 & ask$ him if he 0 n go+ to let me "w = ,mr4 ,dansley1 accord+ to agreem5t4 ,?is s enrag$ ,wilson t he pull$ out 8 six-%oot]1 & exclaim$3 ,m\nt t horse1 y ---- black rascal6 ,i did s4 ,fe>ful t ! horse's back w\ld become incurably sore if ,i rode him ) 8 back 9 ! condition x 01 ,i sugge/$ t ! horse _h bett] be l$4 ,wilson !re=e ord]$ me into ! wagon to drive ! team1 & requir$ ,havely1 my fell[-slave1 to walk1--int5d+ we %\ld take turns4 ,aft] a:ile ,havely ex*ang$ places ) me1 & :ile walk+ along 9 re> ( ! wagon x occurr$ to me t ?is w\ld be z favorable an opportunity z ,i w\ld soon aga9 get = mak+ my escape f ,wilson & slav]y4 ,i took to ! woods )\t attract+ ! att5tion ( ei!r ,wilson or ,havely1 & made good my escape1 = ! "t at lea/4 ,i made my way back to ,mr4 ,dansley's & told him my reasons = endeavor+ to effect my escape f slav]y1 & t ! imm$iate cause ( my pres5t attempt 0 to keep myself cle> ( ! accurs$ s9 ( :isky-sell+4 ,my motives 7 applaud$1 b my judgm5t 0 condemn$4 ,h[ c\ld ,i ev] expect to escape to a c\ntry :]e ,i c\ld be a free man8 ,ev5 %\ld ,i escape to ! nor!rn /ates ! fugitive slave law1 :i* 0 !n 9 full =ce1 w\ld rem& me back to slav]y1 & x 0 a long1 t$i\s1 & p]il\s j\rney to ,canada4 ,i 0 go+ to make ! attempt at any rate4 ,x 0 agre$ betwe5 u t ,mr4 ,dansley %\ld buy me ( ,wilson if he c\ld1 & t ,i %\ld /ay & "w = him at ! rate ( ?irty-five doll>s p] mon? until ,i _h re-imburs$ ,mr4 ,dansley1 :5 ,i %\ld h my fre$om pap]s4 ,x w\ld h requir$ ab\t f\r ye>s = me to pay = myself at ^? rates1 z ,wilson pric$ me at sixte5 hundr$ doll>s4 ,! negotiations = my pur*ase by ,mr4 ,dansley fail$1 & ,i 0 left to my ex]tions to get to ,canada ! be/ way ,i c\ld4 ,i 0 secret$ dur+ ?is "t ab\t ,dansley's f>m1 & 0 ar\s$ to a s5se ( my condition "o day by read+ a h&-bill :i* 0 po/$ on a tree on ! road close to ,mr4 ,dansley's h\se1 ( :i* ! foll[+ is a copy3 ,,"o ,,hundr$ ,,doll>s ,,rew>d6 ,*>les1 a slave1 has disappe>$ f ! plantation ( ! und]sign$1 9 ,pontotoc ,c\nty4 ,! above rew>d w be giv5 = 8 appreh5sion & return to me alive4 ,,james ,,wilson4 ,?is settl$ ! matt]4 ,! rew>d 0 soon kn[n ov] ! :ole c\ntry1 & e slave-hunt] 0 on ! *ase to ga9 ! rew>d4 ,i laid close & wait$ to escape f t "p ( ! c\ntry1 s t ,i might n compromise ,mr4 ,dansley4 ,he 0 already "u surveillance by slave-own]s1 & 0 9 dang] ( be+ driv5 f ! c\ntry2 9 fact1 ?reats ( lyn*+ _h be5 made aga9/ him4 ,! la/ day ,i 0 !re ,i lay hid 9 "s cotton-p5s1 close to ! h\se1 :5 two m5 came on ! hunt ( me4 ,!y _h _! blood-h\nds ) !m1 & dem&$ p]mission ( ,dansley to se>* 8 h\se4 ,! p]mission 0 grant$1 :5 ! m5 began ! se>*4 ,i c\ld see & he> all t 0 go+ on1 & trembl$ = my safety4 ,i put myself on ! m]cy ( ! ,almighty & resign$ myself entirely into 8 h&s4 ,! se>* 0 made all ov] ! premises1 includ+ ! cotton-p5s 9 :i* ,i 0 hid2 b ,god 0 on my side1 & ,i 0 sav$ f _! clut*es4 ,i e>ne/ly ?ank$ ,god = my deliv]ance on ?is occasion4 ,z soon z d>k came ,i em]g$ f my hid+-place1 &1 aft] be+ suppli$ ) :at provisions ,i c\ld conv5i5tly c>ry1 ,i bid good-by to ,*ri/ian ,dansley & 8 family1 & />t$ on my p]il\s j\rney to ! free /ates & ,canada4 ,my progress 0 necess>ily sl[ & we>isome1 be+ compell$ to travel altoge!r at night4 ,! fir/ po9t ,i design$ mak+ on my j\rney 0 ,memphis1 :]e ,i hop$ to f9d means ( escape to ,ill9ois4 ,i _h pl5ty ( "t = m$itation & pray]1 & my ?\ghts 7 naturally conc5trat$ on my deplorable condition all ! "t4 ,my pa/ life came up 9 review be=e me1 & :ile sorr[fully w&]+ ?r\gh ! woods ,i w\ld comp>e myself to p]secut$ ,*ri/ians 9 ! days ( ! apo/les & ! e>ly evanegli/s4 ,! bless$ ,savior 0 p]secut$ 9 8 v infancy & _h to be hid by 8 p>5ts4 ,!y _h to flee = life2 ,i 0 flee+ = lib]ty4 ,:at _h ,i to compla9 (8 ,jesus 0 ) me & w\ld protect me4 ,god _h deliv]$ him f ! v tomb ( dea?2 :y ne$ ,i fe>8 ,) ^! reflections 9 my m9d ,i w\ld feel reviv$ & refre%$ ) ! consolation t :ile !re 0 life 9 me !re 0 hope = me4 ,! words ( ! poet came to my memory1 :]e9 he says3 ,nei!r w he upbraid y1 ,?\gh (t5 y\r reque/2 ,he'll give y grace to conqu]1 ,& take y home to re/4 ,! consolation & help ,i receiv$ f my m$itations su/a9$ me ?r\gh all my trials & h>d%ips1 & ,i plodd$ my we>y way along ) ,god 9 my he>t & bright hopes = ! future4 ,i knew if ,i drew nigh unto ,god he w\ld draw nigh unto me2 & t if ,i w\ld let ! ^w ( ,*ri/ dwell 9 me ,i w\ld be ri* 9 all wisdom4 ,yet ,i 0 aw>e ,i %\ld suff] p]secution if ,i liv$ godly 9 ,jesus ,*ri/2 !re=e ,i det]m9$ to cont9ue 9 ! ?+s :i* ,i _h le>n$4 ,on ,sunday night ,i arriv$ at ,holly ,spr+s4 ,uncle ,b5 liv$ !re1 & ,i 0 anxi\s to see him & obta9 ?r\gh 8 assi/ance1 if possible1 re/ & food4 ,i _h proce$$ only a little way t[>d 8 h\se :5 ,i met a color$ man & began conv]sation ) him4 ,i le>n$ t ! rew>d ,wilson _h (f]$ = me _h arriv$ at ,holly ,spr+s be=e me1 & t p]sons 7 on ! look\t = me4 ,! color$ man seem$ to h a suspicion t ,i 0 a runaway1 & 0 dispos$ to aid me all 9 8 p[]4 ,to keep out ( ! way ( slave-hunt]s 0 my object1 & ,i knew t ! contemplat$ visit to ,uncle ,b5 0 fraught ) too mu* dang] to be fur!r ?\ght (4 ,fe>ful t ! negro w\ld betray me1 yet feel+ some:at safe = ! pres5t1 ,i sat d[n to ?9k & re/ myself4 ,i knew t if ,i 0 caught ,wilson w\ld flay me1 z he _h ?reat5$ to d1 = mak+ 8 saddle-horse's back sore1 b t if ,i c\ld once get ?r\gh to ,memphis ,i w\ld be enabl$1 ?r\gh ! assi/ance ( fri5ds1 to make my way ,nor?4 ,yet ,i want$ to see ,uncle ,b5 aga91 & tri$ to hit ^u "s plan to accompli% t object2 b ,i fail$1 & />t$ on ! road aga94 ,aft] travel+ a %ort "t ,i came to a h\se by ! road-side4 ,! kit*5 /ood ab\t tw5ty y>ds f ! ma9 build+1 & _h a w9d[ 9 ! back "p ( x4 ,i 0 v hungry1 & debat$ 9 my m9d z to ! mann] 9 :i* ,i %\ld proce$ to obta9 food4 ,to ask = x 0 too risky1 & ,i 0 fe>ful t if ,i 0 se5 by any ( ! p]sons ab\t ! h\se ,i w\ld be appreh5d$ & put 9 ! ne>e/ jail z a runaway4 ,look+ 9 at ! w9d[ ,i saw a color$ woman2 & on a table a meal 0 prep>$1 :i*1 x seem$1 0 be+ held 9 read9ess = ! arrival ( "s "o4 ,i wait$ pati5tly1 hop+ ! color$ woman w\ld leave ! kit*5 = "s purpose2 b %e sat quietly wait+4 ,aft] a:ile ! ma/] & mi/ress arriv$1 x seems1 f a visit4 ,%ortly ! mi/ress ( ! h\se came 9 & ord]$ ! supp]4 ,=tunately = me ! supp] 0 to be c>ri$ into ! big h\se1 & ! cook1 tak+ h] h&s full ( ?+s1 left ! kit*5 & w5t into ! h\se4 ,i imm$iately sprung ?r\gh ! w9d[1 promiscu\sly empti$ ! meat & bread into my sack1 & left ! kit*5 ! same way be=e ! return ( ! cook1 j 9 "t to escape detection4 ,i cr\*$ 9 ! %ade ( ! cab9 fe>+ to move1 :5 ,i he>d ! cook exclaim3 ,good graci\s6 "s "o hab tuk & turn$ 9 an' tuk all de bread an' meat4 ,h] cries br\ght ! h\sehold to ! kit*51 & dur+ ! racket ,i made my escape to ! road & a m peaceful neighborhood4 ,i walk$ briskly = a c\ple ( miles1 :5 ,i /opp$ & satisfi$ my rav5\s hung]4 ,?is 0 my fir/ !ft ( some?+ to eat4 ,be=e ?is ,i _h be5 =tunate en\gh to obta9 supplies ( food f fri5dly slaves1 b = ! tw5ty-f\r h\rs previ\s to my raid on ! kit*5 ,i _h eat5 no?+4 ,i make no excuse = ?is immoral act1 & ask no "o to say ,i did "r4 ,i only did :at p]haps any "o else1 "u ! same circum/ances1 w\ld h done4 ,i 0 too weak f hung] & o!r causes to )/& ! temptation ( obta9+ ! food z ,i did4 ,z soon z my appetite 0 satisfi$1 h[ev]1 my s9 rose up be=e me 9 all its enormity2 ,i felt di/ress$2 & x came vividly 9 my m9d1 ,9 t ,*ri/ ha? suff]$1 be+ tempt$1 he is able to succor !m t are tempt$4 ,oh1 :at _h ,i done6 ,i _h lo/ ,god's help 9 ?is my h\r ( trial4 ,i pray$ = =giv5ess1 & ask$ ,god to direct & protect me4 ,yet ,i felt uneasy & depress$1--n t my fai? 9 ,jesus 0 any ! less1 b t my s9 w\ld br+ its own puni%m5t4 ,!re is _m a pang to pursue me2 ,!y may cru%1 b !y %all n contemn-- ,!y may torture1 b %all n subdue me1-- ',tis ( ,god ,i ?9k--n ( !m4 ,ab\t daylight ,i rea*$ a =e/ 9 :i* ,i c\ld conceal myself dur+ ! day4 ,i slept s\ndly1 be+ undi/urb$1 until d>k1 :5 ,i proce$$ onw>d4 ,:ile travel+ t night ,i 0 compell$ to pass a l>ge plantation4 ,i 0 afraid "s :ite p]son w\ld see me1 !re=e ,i avoid$ e "o1--n be+ able to di/+ui%1 9 ! d>k1 a :ite f a black p]son4 ,h[ev]1 ab\t daylight ,i met a color$ boy1 :o procur$ "s food = me & direct$ me to a cotton-p5 close by1 :]e ,i c\ld hide & sleep dur+ ! day4 ,:5 night came--x 0 ,?ursday night--,i crawl$ out ( ! p5 & />t$ = ano!r night's walk4 ,i made v good "t t night1 & walk$ to )9 n9e miles ( ,memphis4 ,i 0 afraid to g on into ,memphis 9 ! day-"t1 consequ5tly ,i slept 9 ! woods t day )\t any?+ to eat1 my supply ( food be+ exhau/$4 ,i 0 v mu* exhau/$1 & suff]$ greatly f hung]4 ,:5 night came ,i />t$ aga94 ,aft] proce$+ on my way ab\t two miles ,i came to ! village ( ,mt4 ,pleasant1 :]e ,i ?\ght to obta9 some?+ to eat4 ,i _h pass$ ne>ly ?r\gh ! village )\t see+ any "o2 b f9ally ,i saw a man :o ,i mi/ook = a color$ man4 ,i acco/$ him1 :51 to my *agr9 & disappo9tm5t1 he 0 a :ite man4 ,i felt t ,i _h already betray$ myself2 & ?r\gh my fright & want ( /ead9ess ,i 0 aga9 9 bonds4 ,! man ask$ me num]\s & v>i\s que/ions1 z to :]e ,i came f1 :]e ,i 0 go+1 :o ,i belong$ to1 etc4 ,i aga9 s9n$1 & paid ! p5alty4 ,i li$ to ! man4 ,i told him ,i belong$ to a man by ! "n ( ,potts1 & t ,i 0 go+ to 8 plantation4 ,q a numb] ( p]sons soon ga!r$ ar\nd me1 & by repeat$ que/ions entrapp$ me4 ,inquiries 7 made z to ! heal? ( ,mr4 ,potts' family1 & ( ,mr4 ,potts 9 p>ticul>4 ,i /at$ t ! family 7 well & t ,mr4 ,potts 0 z well z usual4 ,x turn$ out t sev]al ( ! p]sons pres5t knew ! ,potts family1 & t ,mr4 ,potts _h di$ two mon?s previ\sly4 ,i 0 imm$iately arre/$ & plac$ 9 a secure place1 ti$ & *a9$ to ! floor4 ,?us s9 br\ght me into tr\ble4 ,_h ,i tru/$ to ,god & n be5 9 too great ha/e to get some?+ to eat1 he w\ld h help$ me4 ,my weakness made me =get t ,i %\ld n lie to any "o1 see+ t ,i _h put (f ! old man ) 8 de$s4 ,9 my great ne$ ( /r5g!n+ food1 ,*ri/ w\ld h succor$ me _h ,i n =gott5 to pray to him & ask 8 help1 = a man c receive no?+ except x be giv5 him f heav54 ,9 ne>ly all ! villages ( ! ,s\?1 & on mo/ ( ! l>ge plantations1 7 slave-jails1 :]e runaway & refractory slaves 7 inc>c]at$4 ,^! jails 7 usually a d\ble p51 ! inside p5 be+ cov]$ ) a ro(1 & ! top ( ! outside p5 be+ cov]$ ) %>p iron spikes4 ,betwe5 ! p5s "o or m savage dogs 7 usually kept4 ,?is 0 ! k9d ( place ,i 0 n[ plac$ 94 ,hungry1 worn out ) my j\rney1 & ne>ly nak$1 ,i soon fell asleep f %e] exhau/ion & slept s\ndly until morn+4 ,aft] ,i _h eat5 my breakfa/ ,i 0 tak5 out ( jail at ,mt4 ,pleasant & />t$ back to ,holly ,spr+s1 well iron$ & gu>d$1 :]e ,i 0 recogniz$ z ,wilson's slave4 ,wilson 0 notifi$ ( my appreh5sion4 ,aft] lay+ 9 ! jail at ,holly ,spr+s ab\t ?ree weeks ,wilson came = me4 ,i _h made sev]al attempts 9 t "t to escape1 b did n succe$4 ,i 0 iron$ & compell$ to walk1 :i*1 9 my exhau/$ /ate1 0 too mu* = me1 & ,i 0 tak5 viol5tly sick on ! road1 :5 ,wilson procur$ a conveyance & haul$ me ! balance ( ! way home4 ,a physician 0 imm$iately summon$1 :o ord]$ my %ackles remov$4 ,aft] ! irons 7 remov$ ,i rega9$ my spirits1 & ent]ta9$ hopes ( be+ able to make ano!r attempt to rega9 my lib]ty4 ,i 0 v sick = sev]al days4 ,ab\t two o'clock on ! la/ morn+ ,i /ay$ !re ,i awoke & felt fre%1 & f\nd t my /r5g? _h 9 a great measure return$4 ,^u look+ ar\nd ! moonlit room ,i f\nd t ,i 0 alone4 ,to escape 0 my v fir/ int5tion4 ,gett+ out ( b$ ,i exam9$ ! w9d[ to ! cab91 :5 ,i f\nd ,i c\ld raise x easily4 ,i ga!r$ :at clo!s ,i c\ld f9d1 z well z a blanket f ! b$1 & climb+ ?r\gh ! w9d[ made my escape unobs]v$4 ,i did n /op to put on my clo!s until ,i _h got two or ?ree miles f ! plantation4 ,i /ay$ 9 ! woods ab\t ?ree weeks1 :5 ,i return$ to my ma/] & ask$ 8 =giv5ess1 & promis$ t ,i w\ld nev] run away aga94 ,i 0 =giv54 ,dur+ my ?ree weeks' />v+ & hid+ 9 ! woods ,i _h ample "t = reflection & ?\ght4 ,pray]fully ,i consid]$ my situation & ask$ ,god's help to direct me4 ,i came to ! conclusion t ,i 0 entirely wrong 9 my c\rse4 ,god1 = 8 own good purpose1 _h plac$ me 9 bondage1 & 9 8 good "t he w\ld relieve me ei!r by dea? or emancipation4 ,my h>d%ips1 ,i felt1 7 by reason ( my disob$i5ce to ,god's w4 ,al?\gh ,i 0 a slave ,god _h giv5 me my task 9 8 v9ey>d z a slave1 & ,i %\ld h front$ ! wra? ( my ma/]1 ,wilson1 r ?an t ( ,god4 ,i felt t ,i 0 do+ wrong1 & aft] pray]ful consid]ation ,i det]m9$ to d "r1 & g back to ! plantation & pati5tly await ,god's "t to set me free4 ,wilson receiv$ me z k9dly z 8 nature w\ld p]mit1 & treat$ me z he did ! o!r slaves & z if ,i _h nev] be5 disob$i5t to him & ran away4 ,i felt bett]1 & knew !n t ,i 0 "r 9 ! sight ( my heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,my views und]w5t a *ange = ! bett] :ile ,i 0 an outca/ 9 ! woods1 & aft] t ,i 0 bett] fitt$ to d my allott$ "w = ,god4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,0 hir$ to ,mr4 ,?ompson1 & adopt$ 8 "n--,op5$ regul> meet+s1 & prea*$ on ! plantation & o!r places--,took unto myself a wife--,0 pur*as$ by ,?ompson1 duly in/all$ on ! plantation1 & inve/$ ) au?ority--,v>i\s means & plans resort$ to by ! ov]se] to degrade me 9 ! eyes ( ,mr4 ,?ompson--,driv51 ?r\gh p]secution1 to run away--,return$ back to my ma/]4 ,a %ort "t aft] ,i came 9 f ! woods ,wilson det]m9$ to hire me to a man nam$ ,?ompson1 :o liv$ ab\t tw5ty miles away4 ,i made no objection1 & 0 duly hir$ = ! t]m ( ?ree ye>s4 ,i adopt$ ! "n ,?ompson1 f my new ma/]1 :i* ,i h s9ce reta9$4 ,! slaves ( ! ,s\? are usually nam$ l brutes1 ) only "o "n = a designation1 & x became cu/om>y among ! slaves to adopt ! surname ( _! ma/]s4 ,i _h nev] adopt$ ! "n ( ,wilson1 because ,i dislik$ ! man2 b z soon z ,i 0 hir$ to ,mr4 ,?ompson ,i took 8 "n1 !re=e ,i 0 h5ce=? kn[n z ,*>les ,?ompson4 ,! adoption ( a "n by myself may appe> /range to a great _m ( my read]s1 yet :5 x comes to be consid]$ t ,i 0 a human *attel1 ) no rights or privileges ( ,am]ican citiz5%ip1 & t ,i 0 )\t a "n1 except simply ,*>les1 no surprise w be felt4 ,i labor$ fai?fully & hone/ly = ,mr4 ,?ompson dur+ my t]m ( s]vice1 & endeavor$ 9 all ?+s to d my duty4 ,i made su* ef=ts z ,i c\ld to br+ ! slaves on ! plantation to ,jesus1 & inaugurat$ regul> & /at$ meet+s4 ,i prea*$ & exhort$ on ! plantation & at o!r places :]e ,i c\ld ga!r ! negroes to he> me2 & ,i felt t ,i 0 ! means 9 ,god's h&s ( r$eem+ preci\s s\ls4 ,9 ^! meet+s ,i _h help]s f among ! mo/ intellig5t ( ! slaves1 & made su* progress t at all our meet+s we w\ld h a numb] ( ,god-fe>+ :ites to pray ) u4 ,dur+ my t]m ( hir$ s]vice ) ,mr4 ,?ompson ,i m>ri$ a color$ girl & add$ ! responsibilities ( a husb& to my v>i\s c>es4 ,! m>riage ( slaves 0 a m]e =mality among !mselves1 !re be+ no?+ legal1 accord+ to ! laws ( ! s\!rn /ates1 ab\t ! c]emony or m>riage contract4 ,! slaves cohabit$ toge!r 9 mo/ in/ances ) ! express or impli$ cons5t ( _! ma/]s2 & z ! ma/]s did n reg>d ! m>riage ( _! slaves z any?+1 wives & husb&s 7 con/antly 9 dang] ( be+ sep>at$ =ev]4 ,b ! slaves !mselves in/itut$ a c]emony :i* !y consid]$ morally b9d+1 z f> z !y 7 conc]n$2 & ! slave-own]s deem$ x prud5t to gratify _! slaves by a recognition1 9 "s degree1 ( ! m>ital relations t might exi/ among !m4 ,!re=e a c]ta9 set ( rules came into op]ation1 by g5]al cons5t1 gov]n+ ! visits ( ! husb& to ! wife :5 own$ by diff]5t ma/]s4 ,:5 ! wife ( a slave liv$ n m ?an five miles f 8 ma/] he c\ld visit h] once a week2 :5 %e liv$ n m ?an t5 miles away1 he c\ld g to see h] once 9 two weeks2 & :5 %e liv$ tw5ty or m miles away he c\ld g to see h] only once 9 two mon?s4 ,at ! expiration ( my t]m ( s]vice ,i 0 lo? to leave my wife at ,?ompson's1 & g back to ,wilson's1 & /r5u\sly object$1 kn[+ t ,i c\ld get to see h] only once 9 two mon?s4 ,wilson hav+ le>n$ t ,i 0 n desir\s ( return+ to him1 wrote to ,mr4 ,?ompson to s5d me home z soon z ! la/ day ( my s]vice expir$2 b ,mr4 ,?ompson 0 desir\s ( reta9+ me1 & made ef=ts to t effect4 ,he s5t me to ,wilson to le>n ! price set = me4 ,i arriv$ 9 due "t1 :5 ,wilson in=m$ me t he w\ld sell me to ,?ompson1 b t he w\ld n take less ?an twelve hundr$ doll>s1 ca%4 ,! proposition did n seem to please ,?ompson1 b aft] a "t he conclud$ to buy me1 & s5t 8 son to ,wilson ) ! pur*ase money4 ,! pur*ase at t p>ticul> "t 0 lucky = me1 z ,wilson _h writt5 ,?ompson a v abusive lett]1 & x 0 receiv$ by ,mr4 ,?ompson on ! ev5+ ( ! day on :i* 8 son w5t to ,wilson's to buy me4 ,! b>ga9 0 made1 h[ev]1 & ,i 0 duly transf]r$ to my new ma/]1 by deliv]y & a bill ( sale4 ,! p]sonal matt] betwe5 ,wilson & ,?ompson soon blew ov]1 & ,i 0 duly in/all$ on ! plantation z "o ( ! *attel fixtures4 ,i seem$ to take a new lease ( life f ?is "t1 & det]m9$1 if possible1 to pr(it by =m] exp]i5ces & %un e appe>ance ( ill-nature & evil int5tions1 & to ga9 ! confid5ce ( my new ma/]1 t ,i might bett] d ! "w ( my heav5ly ,ma/]4 ,all nature seem$ lovely to me1 & ,i 0 happy 9 do+ my duty & oblig+ ! w ( ,god4 ,i 0 inve/$ ) au?ority on ! plantation by ,mr4 ,?ompson1 & 0 requir$ to keep an eye on ! ov]se]1 & to report any enormities t might be committ$ by him4 ,mr4 ,?ompson 0 a weal?y plant] & kept a g5]al ov]se]1 besides ! usual field bosses2 yet !re 7 o!r slaves on ! plantation :o _h ! confid5ce ( ! ma/] & 7 put at su* s]vice z requir$ intellig5ce & integrity4 ,! position 9 :i* ,i 0 n[ plac$ 0 difficult & on]\s2 b ,i did my duty to ! v be/ ( my ability1 & satisfactorily to my ma/]4 ,! ov]se] soon f\nd out t ,i 0 8 ov]se]2 & he us$ e means1 & v>i\s plans1 to drive me to d some?+ t w\ld degrade me 9 ! eyes ( ,mr4 ,?ompson4 ,x 0 only by reason ( ! greate/ =be>ance & ! v close/ att5tion to my duties t ,i escap$ 8 ma*9ations2 & by att5d+ to ev]y?+ ) ! mo/ scrupul\s c>e he c\ld f9d no fault ) me1 t _h tru? = its f\ndation4 ,b ! con/ant & p]t9aci\s malici\sness ( ! ov]se]1 & my own weakness1 ev5tually br\ght me to grief4 ,z a rule1 :5 a bad & wick$ man und]takes any species ( devili%ness he g5]ally prevails1 = a "t1 & is app>5tly successful 9 8 s*emes2 & %\ld he meet ) failure at ! onset 8 want ( success only madd5s him to great] ex]tions & m p]si/5t ef=ts4 ,be+ urg$ by ! devil1 & ! devil be+ a h>d driv]1 he ei!r ru%es to 8 own de/ruction or de/roys ! happ9ess or lives ( o!rs4 ,?us ,i 0 plac$ 9 ! crucible = fur!r ref9em5t & reg5]ation4 ,my humanity gave way = "s "t2 b ,god 0 ) me1 & 9 ! end ,i prevail$4 ,! ov]se]'s "n 0 ,h9es1 & he belong$ to t class ( s\!rn :ites :o are not$ = _! ignorance & brutality4 ,he c\ld read & write a little1--j en\gh to make out a negro's pass or a receipt = money paid on acc\nt ( 8 employ]4 ,9 ?is respect ,i 0 f> 9 advance ( him1 ( :i* my ma/] 0 aw>e1 & :i* 0 "o ( ! causes ( ,h9es' excessive hatr$ ( me1 & ( 8 great desire to put me d[n & make me "k my place1 z he t]m$ x4 ,he 0 v irreligi\s1 & entirely want+ 9 e attribute ( a ,*ri/ian4 ,he 0 also :at 9 ! ,s\? is t]m$ a bully--t is1 he 0 free to use 8 pi/ols on ! slighte/ occasion1 :5 among 8 equals1 b :5 9 ! pres5ce ( 8 sup]iors he 0 a cr++ sycophant & c[>d4 ,he 0 a real c[>d1 at be/1 9 all places4 ,he did n want me on ! plantation2 & he 0 det]m9$ t he w\ld s h>rass me t ,i w\ld become z reckless & devili% z himself1 & !reby compel my ma/] to s5d me to a slave-m>ket to be sold4 ,h9es concoct$ v>i\s tales & report$ !m to ,mr4 ,?ompson1 relat+ to my alleg$ insubord9ation1 laz9ess1 refusal to "w1 etc41 b all to no effect4 ,f9ally he told my ma/] t ,i 0 s disob$i5t t ! re/ ( ! slaves 7 affect$ by my conduct1 & t ,i w\ld ru9 all ! slaves on ! plantation unless sev]e means 7 us$ to conqu] me4 ,my ma/] in=m$ ,h9es1 aft] he>+ 8 /ory1 t ,jack1 a fell[-s]vant ( m9e 9 my y\ng] days1 _h kill$ ,pr9ce1 ano!r fell[-s]vant1 on ,wilson's plantation1 sev]al ye>s be=e2 t ,i might be imbu$ ) ! same _s2 & t if he und]took to *a/ise me he might meet ) ! same fate ( ,pr9ce4 ,?is murd] occurr$ aft] ,i _h be5 sold by ,wilson to ,?ompson1 b be+ p]mitt$ to return to ,wilson's plantation once a ye> to visit & prea* to my old flock1 ,i le>n$ ! facts reg>d+ ! matt]4 ,jack belong$ to a neighbor ( ,wilson's by ! "n ( ,scott1 & hav+ done some?+ displeas+ to ,scott he wi%$ to tie him up & :ip him4 ,jack refus$ to be :ipp$ by ,scott or any "o else1 :5 ,pr9ce 0 call$ ^u by 8 ma/] 7,scott7 to help him secure ,jack4 ,pr9ce 0 reluctant1 b 0 comm&$ two or ?ree times to take hold ( ,jack & hold him4 ,jack told him n to approa* him at ! p]il ( 8 life2 b n he$+ ,jack's w>n+ he made ! ef=t to tie ,jack1 :5 he 0 /abb$ to ! he>t ) a knife 9 ,jack's h&1 & expir$ almo/ in/antly4 ,jack made 8 escape = a %ort "t1 b 0 captur$ & imm$iately hang$ )\t a trial or an opportunity to make any def5se4 ,jack 0 captur$ 9 a corn-crib on ,wilson's plantation1 :i* made ,?ompson suppose ! murd] _h be5 committ$ !re4 ,?is recital1 :i* 0 made 9 sub/ance to ,h9es by my ma/]1 c[$ ! ov]se] consid]ably1 & a h\se-s]vant :o 0 pres5t dur+ ! conv]sation aft]w>ds told me t ,h9es' face turn$ :ite z a %eet1 & he trembl$ l a leaf4 ,my ma/] knew 8 ov]se] 0 a c[>d1 & t if he c\ld "w ^u 8 fe>s by suppos+ me to be too high-spirit$ to /& a :ipp+1 he w\ld probably save me f ,h9es' malice1 & keep ! ov]se] to 8 "w4 ,good ov]se]s 7 h>d to get 9 ! ,s\?4 ,an intellig5t ,*ri/ian man w\ld n h su* a position "u any circum/ances1 & ! v be/ ( ! poor :ite tra% :o w\ld1 7 unreliable & bruti%2 !re=e ,mr4 ,?ompson _h to d ! v be/ he c\ld "u ! circum/ances4 ,he did n believe ,h9es2 yet he _h to humor him1 9 a measure4 ,aft] a few days ,h9es report$ to ,mr4 ,?ompson t he _h he>d me say t ,i w\ld nev] be :ipp$ by him or any o!r ov]se] on ! plantation1 z long z ,i _h life to resi/1 :i* 0 a mo/ malici\s falsehood4 ,:at ,i did tell ,h9es 01 t ,i w\ld s conduct myself & s p]=m my "w t he nor any o!r ov]se] on ! plantation %\ld nev] h cause to *a/ise me4 ,! falsehood inflam$ my ma/]1 & 9 8 wra? he told ,h9es to :ip me = ! fir/ (f5se ,i might commit1 or kill me 9 ! attempt4 ,arm$ ) ?is in/ruction1 ,h9es 0 9 high glee2 yet he d>e n attempt any?+ )\t fir/ lay+ well 8 plans & mak+ sure ( suffici5t =ce to c>ry !m out4 ,! next morn+ he *>g$ me to pick six hundr$ p\nds ( cotton & deliv] x at ! weigh+-h\se at night1 "u p5alty1 = a failure1 ( "o hundr$ la%es on my b>e back ) a ra:ide4 ,?is w\ld n h be5 an extraord9>y task 9 good cotton2 b :]e we _h to "w t day ! cotton 0 poor1 & 9 t field ! crop 0 n m ?an half a "o4 ,h[ev]1 ,i work$ h>d aga9/ fate all day1 & pray$ to ,almighty ,god to help me 9 my h\r ( ne$1 & keep me /eadfa/4 ,i knew ,i 0 to be puni%$ n = any fault or misdo+1 b simply to gratify a brute 9 human %ape1 & my inf]ior 9 intellect1 morality1 & physical /r5g?4 ,! burd5 0 h>d to be>1 yet ,i pray$ = /r5g? to be> x4 ,:5 call$ f ! field to ! weigh+-h\se ,i 0 kept wait+ until all ! o!r slaves _h _! cotton weigh$4 ,:5 m9e 0 weigh$ ,i 0 told by ,h9es t ,i _h only pick$ f\r hundr$ p\nds4 ,i v]ily believ$ ?is to be untrue1 & felt conv9c$ t ,i _h pick$ at lea/ five hundr$ p\nds1 = ,i 0 "o ( ! be/1 if n ! be/1 cotton-pick]s 9 ! c\ntry2 & ,i _h labor$ fai?fully & rapidly all day1 & did n lose a m9ute's "t1 unnecess>ily4 ,h9es turn$ to me & said1 ,g to y\r qu>t]s2 ,i w settle ) y 9 ! morn+4 ,n[ began new trials4 ,my duty & my ,*ri/ianity in/ruct$ me to face ! undes]v$ & unju/ puni%m5t manfully4 ,! devil & my human nature told me to run away4 ,i became weak4 ,! fe> ( ! disgrace ( a :ipp+ 0 too mu* = me1 & ,i succumb$ to ! evil "o4 ,i made su* arrangem5ts z ,i c\ld1 & conceal$ myself on ! plantation1 be=e daylight ! next morn+1 s t ,i c\ld take an e>ly />t 9 ! night & travel beh9d my pursu]s in/ead ( be=e !m4 ,my wife knew ( my hid+-place1 & :5 night came %e s\ght me & report$ :at _h be5 done = my capture4 ,h9es seem$1 %e said1 to be m *e]ful ?an usual 9 ! morn+ :5 he f\nd ,i 0 gone1 & ha/5$ to report ! good news1 z he ?\ght1 to ,mr4 ,?ompson4 ,aft] "s conv]sation betwe5 !m x 0 det]m9$ by my ma/] to obta9 ! s]vices ( a pr(essional slave-hunt]1 & foll[ me ) h\nds4 ,! slave-hunt] 0 s5t = & came ) 8 pack ( dogs t same day ab\t noon4 ,! hunt 0 imm$iately begun1 & ! c\ntry 0 !n be+ sc\r$ 9 all directions = my tracks4 ,?is in=mation put me on my gu>d1 & gave me "t to consid] :at direction ,i _h bett] take 9 my flight4 ,i _h provide myself a prep>ation call$ smut among ! negroes1 :i*1 :5 spread ?9ly on ! soles ( ! %oes or feet1 de/roy$ t peculi> sc5t by :i* blood-h\nds are enabl$ to foll[ ! trail ( a man or a bea/4 ,aft] bidd+ my wife f>ewell ,i sme>$ my %oes ) smut & />t$ 9 ! direction ( ! hills1 beyond :i* 0 a l>ge swamp1 ! refuge ( _m a poor runaway4 ,on my way ,i _h to pass ?r\gh innum]able ?ickets ( und]bru% & bri]s1 & by reason !re( ,i tore my already mu*-worn clo!s almo/ into %r$s1 & lac]at$ my fle% sev]ely1 especially on my arms & legs4 ,i arriv$ 9 ! swamp1 h[ev]1 )\t be+ foll[$ by ! dogs1 & :ile proce$+ sl[ly & deject$ly along1 my /eps 7 sudd5ly /opp$ by a fi]ce & l\d gr[l4 ,i 0 fright5$1 to be sure1 yet ,i knew sc>cely :at to d4 ,! gr[l proce$$ f a be>1 ,i felt fully assur$1 = be>s roam$ ?r\gh ! hills & swamps ( ,mississippi4 ,b ) pres5ce ( m9d ,i retreat$ sl[ly f ! pres5ce ( ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,bru91 & n be+ foll[$ by ! be>s my fe>s on t score 7 remov$4 ,ab\t ?is "t x began to ra92 & ! night 0 "o ( ^? black1 =ebod+ nights t noveli/s love s well to depict 9 _! descriptions ( /orms4 ,! lightn+ fla%$ ) a vividness t light$ up ! dismal swamps ) a weird & horrible brightness2 ! ?und] roll$ peal ^u peal1 mak+ to me a p&emonium1 real & feel+2 ! pitiless ra9 pelt$ me unm]cifully & con/antly1 ) t p]si/5ce t made x almo/ un5durable to me4 ,i sat d[n at ! root ( a l>ge tree1 n to %elt] myself f ! ra9 b to protect myself f ! attack ( any wild animal t %\ld approa* me4 ,!re ,i sat ! re/ ( ! long night1 unfri5d$1 alone1 =sak51--a hunt$ outca/4 ,man's inhumanity to man ,makes c\ntless ?\s&s m\rn4 ,! condition 9 :i* ,i 0 n[ plac$ r5d]$ me inde$ a pitiable object4 ,i wait$ & long$ = morn+ to come2 b ! long1 sl[ m9utes pass$ lazily along )\t reg>d to my suff]+s or wi%es4 ,aft] a long "t1 to me1 ,i he>d a roo/] cr[1 & ! welcome s\nd br\ght me to my feet 9 an in/ant4 ,i />t$ 9 ! direction ( ! s\nd1 & approa*$ w>ily4 ,hav+ walk$ a %ort di/ance ,i rea*$ ! edge ( ! swamps1 or r a dry spot or oasis 9 ! swamp1 & by ! fa9t glimm] ( day1 :i* 0 j break+1 ,i c\ld see ! outl9es ( a h\se4 ,! cock cont9u$ to cr[1 :i* seem$ to invite me to approa*1 & :i* ,i con/ru$ into a good om51--at lea/ ,i really felt good at ! sight ( ! h\se1 ev5 ?\gh x might conta9 ^? :o w\ld *a9 me & take me back to my ma/]4 ,i notic$ t a public road ran along close to ! h\se2 & aft] go+ on ! road1 9 approa*+ ! h\se ,i 0 discov]$ by a dog1 belong+ to ! h\se1 :o set up a furi\s b>k+4 ,fe>+ to /ay & make my wants kn[n ,i aga9 s\ght cov] 9 ! swamp4 ,i /ay$ 9 ! swamp t day & ate su* b]ries1 roots1 & nuts z ,i c\ld f9d4 ,i _h pl5ty ( "t = pray] & m$itation4 ,i 0 alone ) ,god1 & pray$ to him = help 9 my di/ress1 & = direction4 ,i became conv9c$ t ,i _h done wrong 9 runn+ away1 & deem$ t ,i _h s9n$ aga9/ ,god4 ,i _h be5 a runaway & an outca/ be=e1 & _h came to "r conclusions2 yet ,i _h turn$ f ! pa? ( duty1 & 0 ev5 n[ be+ puni%$ = my s94 ,i det]m9$ to return to my ma/] & take ! consequ5ces ( my acts 9 runn+ away4 ,i ask$ ,god to h m]cy on me & p>don my s9s1 & protect me f ! wra? ( my ma/] & ! malici\sness ( ,h9es4 ,hav+ fully made up my m9d to return to ,?ompson & make su* ef=ts z ,i c\ld to allay ! puni%m5t ,i expect$ to receive1 ,i set ab\t p]fect+ my plans to get !re )\t be+ appreh5d$ by ! slave-hunt]s1 :o 7 !n1 ,i h no d\bt1 hunt+ = me4 ,my ma/] _h (f]$ a rew>d = my return to 8 plantation2 & %\ld any "o arre/ me & take me home1 al?\gh ,i might be return+ on my own accord1 !y w\ld receive ! rew>d & ,i w\ld h to make up ! am\nt to my ma/] 9 extra labor & extra puni%m5t4 ,to avoid ?is 0 n[ my object4 ,at night ,i left ! swamp & w5t to ! road1 int5d+ to travel home t night--?9k+ ,i 0 n m ?an t5 or twelve miles away f !re4 ,i 0 unc]ta9 :i* way to g2 b ,i f9ally />t$ (f on ! road1 hop+ t ,i 0 go+ 9 ! direction ( ,?ompson's4 ,! ra9 0 patt]+ d[n2 b ,i travel$ briskly all t night1 & ab\t day-break ,i came to a plantation4 ,i ent]$ "o ( ! slave-cab9s & told ! inmates ,i 0 lo/1 hungry1 & tir$1 & ask$ !m = some?+ to eat4 ,"o ( ! color$ m5 spoke to a woman :o appe>$ to be 8 wife1 & told h] to get me some?+ to eat1 & t he w\ld g & get "s p9e to put on ! fire4 ,8 actions1 & ! mann] 9 :i* he spoke1 ar\s$ my suspicions1 & be+ fe>ful t he int5d$ to betray me1 ,i left ! cab9 directly aft] he did1 & s\ght an asylum 9 ! woods1 :]e ,i /ay$ dur+ t day4 ,?us ! wick$ flee :5 no "o pursue?4 ,at night ,i f\nd ! same road ,i _h travel$ ! day be=e1 & />t$ aga9 to try & get to ,?ompson's4 ,i knew t ,i 0 wrong1 & t ,i 0 travel+ away f in/ead ( t[>d ,?ompson's2 !re=e ,i conclud$ to make inquiries at ! fir/ opportunity4 ,aft] travel+ ?ree or f\r miles ,i came to a cab9 9 :i* !re 0 a light %9+ ?r\gh ! cracks betwe5 ! logs4 ,approa*+ ! cab91 ,i int5d$ to ent]2 b be+ enabl$ to see ! inmates ?r\gh ! cracks ,i discov]$ ?ree :ite m5 sitt+ ar\nd ! fire1 s ,i turn$ to leave4 ,z ,i 0 pass+ ! corn] ( ! cab9 a color$ woman came to ! door = "s purpose1 & saw me4 ,%e jump$ back into ! cab91 at ! same "t exclaim+1 ,"h's a runaway nigg]6 ,i imm$iately ran = ! road2 b a dog--n a blood-h\nd--foll[$ me1 & :ile gett+ ov] ! f5ce betwe5 ! cab9 & ! road he caught me by ! bree*es leg4 ,i %ook him (f & ran = ! woods4 ,! :ite m5 7 slave-hunt]s1 & 7 aft] me p>ticul>ly1 z ,i le>n$ aft]w>ds4 ,!y foll[$ me closely by ! s\nd ( ! crackl+ ( bru%1 & put ! dogs !y _h ) !m on my track4 ,^! dogs1 =tunately = me1 7 9 ! cab9 at ! "t ,i approa*$ x4 ,z soon z ,i he>d ! fir/ yelp ( a blood-h\nd ,i smutt$ my %oe-soles1 & soon ?rew !m (f ! sc5t4 ,! :ite m5 foll[$ me ab\t ?ree or f\r miles4 ,f9ally1 f9d+ ,i w\ld n get away f !m by runn+1 ,i /opp$1 & mak+ my way into a d5se ?icket ( bri]s ,i sat d[n4 ,! :ite m5 /opp$ a %ort di/ance f me & li/5$1 ,i suppose1 = ! s\nd ( bru% crack+4 ,aft] wait+ a %ort "t "o ( !m />t$ (f 9 ! direction !y _h come1 leav+ ! o!rs /ill wait+1--us+ ?is ruse 9 ord] to ?r[ me (f my gu>d1 s z to enable ! rema9+ ones to asc]ta9 :]e ,i 0 by ! noise ,i w\ld make 9 walk+4 ,i 0 too close to !m2 & f ! noise ,i he>d f :]e !y 7 /&+ ,i knew !y _h a dog ) !m1 & t !y 7 only wait+ = me to move to beg9 ! *ase aga94 ,i sat p]fectly quiet1 & wait$ pati5tly = ! rema9+ :ites & ! dog to leave4 ,aft] a "t ! m5 began to move ab\t ?r\gh ! bru%1 com+ /ill clos] to me4 ,i he>d !m talk+1 :5 "o ( !m said1 ,we ought to cat* ! nigg] if we h to run him all night4 ,no said ! o!r1 we %\ld let him alone to-night1 & />t him up 9 ! morn+1 :5 we c h daylight = ! *ase1 & n run him to-night1 = we might run him (f & nev] cat* him4 ,aft] a %ort p>ley !y conclud$ to get "s m dogs & be on ! gr\nd be=e daylight1 s z to make sure ( me4 ,z soon z !y _h gone out ( my he>+ ,i em]g$ f ! bri] ?icket4 ,i f\nd my limbs _h become sore & b5umb$ f ! exposure & h>d%ips ,i _h und]gone1 & ,i 0 int5sely hungry4 ,i worri$ along1 h[ev]1 to get out ( t neighborhood z soon z possible4 ,! sky 0 n[ cle>1 ! air fro/y1 & my rags 7 b a scant protection to me4 ,aft] walk+ a:ile ,i f\nd my sor5ess began to leave me1 :5 ,i began to accel]ate my pace4 ,i _h to walk z fa/ z ,i c\ld1 & ex]cise my limbs all ,i c\ld1 9 ord] to keep w>m4 ,aft] walk+ "s "t ,i came to a plantation4 ,^u reconnoit]+1 ,i f\nd an old h\se1 & approa*+ x ) ! int5tion ( seek+ a little re/ 9 x dur+ ! rema9d] ( ! night & ! next day1 ,i saw a light 9 x4 ,i w5t 91 h[ev]1 & f\nd x to be ! work%op ( ! plantation1 & five color$ m5 7 !re putt+ h&les 9 _! axes4 ,i ask$ !m = some?+ to eat1 & 0 ab\t to tell !m ! tru? reg>d+ myself1 :5 "o ( ! negroes hurri$ me out ( ! cab91 say+ he w\ld get me some?+ to eat4 ,aft] we got out he told me ,i 0 v imprud5t1 = if ,i _h told ! negroes :o ,i 0 & t ,i 0 a runaway1 !y w\ld h tak5 me !mselves4 ,he got me "s meat & bread1 & aft] ,i _h told him :o ,i 0 & t ,i want$ to f9d my way back to ,?ompson's1 he put me on ! "r road & gave me su* directions z ,i requir$4 ,i f\nd t ,i 0 ab\t fifty miles f ,?ompson's plantation1 & t x w\ld require two nights' h>d walk+ to get !re4 ,i felt v mu* disc\rag$1 & griev$ consid]ably to myself4 ,h[ev]1 hav+ satisfi$ ! crav+s ( my appetite1 ,i pluck$ up c\rage & />t$ on my long return walk ) r5ew$ en]gy4 ,aft] travel+ ab\t five miles ,i came to a little t[n4 ,i 0 afraid to g ?r\gh x on acc\nt ( ! liability ( be+ appreh5d$2 & ,i did n l to g ar\nd x = fe> ( gett+ lo/ aga94 ,i det]m9$ to risk go+ ?r\gh ! place1 &1 by avoid+ e "o1 escape detection4 ,!re 0 q an excitem5t "h by reason ( an epidemic sickness among ! *ildr51 & ab\t e o!r h\se _h a light 9 x4 ,i pass$ ?r\gh ! t[n ) fe>2 b ,i escap$ arre/ & felt l rejoic+ ov] my good =tune1 n once ?9k+ ( any dang]s or h>d%ips t might lay be=e me4 ,aft] ,i got ?r\gh ! t[n ,i came to a consid]able /ream1 ) a bridge across x1 ! "n ( :i* ,i am unable to give2 b on ! opposite end ( ! bridge f ! t[n !re is a road-way1 or levee1 ?r[n up across ! bottom = ab\t two miles4 ,at ! "t ,i cross$1 ! /ream 0 v mu* swell$ f ! rec5t ra9s1 & ! wat] ext5d$ all ov] ! bottom on ea* side ( ! road-grade1 & to )9 two or ?ree feet ( ! top ( x4 ,?is grade ,i _h to cross2 & ,i 0 greatly afraid t ,i w\ld meet "s "o4 ,i />t$ across1 & :5 ab\t half way ov] ! grade1 or levee1 ,i he>d h\nds bay+ ahead ( me2 & ! s\nds seem$ to be approa*+ me1 ,i became v mu* fright5$1 & turn$ & fl$ back to ! bridge1 :51 j z ,i 0 /epp+ on x1 ,i he>d m5's voices1 & /opp$1 :5 ,i f\nd !y 7 com+ across ! bridge t[>d me4 ,i conclud$ ,i w\ld r face ! blood-h\nds ?an ! :ite m51 s ,i made my way back ov] ! grade z hurri$ly z ,i c\ld4 ,i rea*$ ! end ( ! grade )\t meet+ ! h\nds & turn$ (f into ! woods4 ,aft] walk+ a %ort di/ance ,i he>d ! h\nds aga91 & ! s\nd ( _! yelps 0 ne>+ me rapidly4 ,i turn$ my c\rse imm$iately1 & ran z fa/ z ,i 0 able = ?ree or f\r hundr$ y>ds1 :5 ,i saw di/9ctly1 9 ! />light1 a man runn+ ne>ly t[>d me4 ,my he>t leap$ into my ?roat1 z x 71 & ,i made ready = battle4 ,b ! man prov$ to be a poor runaway l myself1 & ! "o :om ! h\nds 7 aft]4 ,i _h got into a field1 & ! runaway pass$ ?r\gh ! same field )\t notic+ me4 ,i kept on 9 an opposite direction f ! "o :i* he _h tak51 & cross$ ! f5ce on ! o!r side ( ! field j 9 "t to he> "o ( ! slave-hunt]s say1 ,!re he is n[2 ,i he>d him gett+ ov] ! f5ce4 ,i ?rew myself on ! gr\nd & await$ results4 ,! dogs 7 hot on ! o!r slave's track1 & 7 runn+ at a great rate1 :i* induc$ ! slave-hunt]s to ?9k _! companion 0 mi/ak54 ,s1 to my great relief & pleasure1 !y />t$ on aft] ! h\nds4 ,i 0 ne>ly exhau/$ by my ex]tions dur+ ! night1 & z x 0 n[ ne>ly morn+ ,i lay on ! gr\nd = a "t to re/ & recup]ate my worn-out en]gies a little4 ,9 a %ort "t ,i got up1 & aft] look+ ar\nd ,i saw ! outl9es ( plantation h\ses 9 ! di/ance4 ,on go+ to !m ,i f\nd a re/+-place 9 a fodd]-l(t1 9 ! horse-lot ( ! plantation4 ,i ensconc$ myself 9 ! fodd]1 :5 ,i aga9 he>d ! inf]nal yelps ( ! blood-h\nds1 & ! m inf]nal yelps ( ! :ite pursu]s urg+ ! h\nds aft] ! poor runaway4 ,! h\nds soon aft] caught ! poor wret*1 ^: cries = m]cy 7 he>t-r5d+ & pite\s4 ,my situation 0 p]il\s2 yet ,i _h hopes t ! o!r slave be+ run d[n & caught w\ld save me1 f ! fact t ! hunt]s 7 n aw>e ( ! pres5ce ( ano!r runaway 9 ! imm$iate neighborhood4 ,! day wore sl[ly away1 & be+ v weak f hung] & fatigue ,i 0 unable to ga9 t re/ my wa/$ body requir$4 ,i slept two or ?ree h\rs1 h[ev]1 & _h ample "t = reflection4 ,! bridge :]e ,i _h be5 s completely hemm$ 9 ! night be=e 0 impress$ deeply ^u my memory2 & ! agony ( m9d :ile on ! bridge 0 /ill tr\bl+ me4 ,i reli$ on a lov+ heav5ly ,fa!r 9 my tr\bles & trials1 & br\ght to my m9d ! condition ( ! *ildr5 ( ,israel :5 ab\t to be ov]:elm$ by ! ho/s ( ,ph>aoh on ! %ore ( ! ,r$ ,sea4 ,god deliv]$ !m1 & ,i believ$ he w\ld deliv] me4 ,my fai? 0 /rong4 ,night came at la/1 :5 ,i cauti\sly em]g$ f my hid+-place & cont9u$ my j\rney t[>d home4 ,i ran & walk$ ab\t tw5ty-five miles1 & did n f9d any famili> objects to lead me to suppose ,i 0 9 ! neighborhood ( my ma/]'s plantation1 :5 ,i began to look ab\t = a place ( concealm5t 9 :i* to sp5d ano!r we>y & lonesome day4 ,walk+ sl[ly along1 aft] a %ort "t my att5tion 0 attract$ by s\nds z if "s "o 0 p\nd+ a h>d sub/ance4 ,on /opp+ & li/5+1 ,i soon he>d "s p]son call+ hogs4 ,! voice seem$ famili>4 ,^u fur!r inve/igation ,i began to recognize objects1 & soon asc]ta9$ t ,i 0 at home4 ,n[ t ,i _h got back home1 new tr\bles arose 9 my m9d4 ,i w\ld be puni%$ sev]ely1 )\t d\bt4 ,in/ead ( go+ to ! qu>t]s ,i w5t directly to my ma/]'s plantation1 9 ! hope t ,i c\ld enli/ my mi/ress 9 my behalf1 & ?us h ! way made smoo? = me4 ,my ma/] 0 n at home1 =tunately1 & my mi/ress he>d my /ory & pray]s = =giv5ess4 ,%e promis$ to int]c$e ) my ma/] = me1 b t ,i mu/ promise n to run away aga91 :i* ,i did4 ,%e bade me to g & hide myself 9 ! /able l(t1 & n to leave !re until %e s5t = me4 ,soon aft]1 my ma/] came home4 ,9 conv]sation ) him my mi/ress broa*$ ! subject z to my :]eab\ts4 ,he told h] t he believ$ ,i _h got to ! free /ates & 0 lo/ to him2 h[ev]1 t if any ( ! slaves on ! plantation knew :]e ,i 0 !y %\ld get me ^w t if ,i w\ld come back ,i %\ld n be puni%$1 & t ,i %\ld be =giv54 ,9 t case my mi/ress said %e w\ld insure my return spe$ily4 ,matt]s 7 soon arrang$1 & ,i 0 re-in/at$ 9 my =m] position on ! plantation4 ,b sev]e trials 7 soon to ov]take me1 & :at ,i _h already gone ?r\gh 0 b an atom 9 comp>ison ) :at ,i aft]w>ds suff]$ f ! h&s ( my ma/]1 & by reason ( my condition ( slav]y4 ,?us end$ my e>li] exp]i5ces z a slave1 f my e>lie/ recollection d[n to ! "t ( my return to ,?ompson's plantation4 ,i propose to cont9ue ?is biography1 & include ! :ole 9 book =m4 ,?is pamphlet is pr9t$ = ! purpose ( enabl+ me to raise money to cont9ue my "w & pay+ = pr9t+ ! :ole 9 a book sub/antially & neatly b\nd4 ,to ! fri5ds ( ! color$ race ,i appeal = help 9 ?is matt]1 hop+ t suffici5t int]e/ is tak5 to insure ! accumulation ( suffici5t funds = my purpose4 ,! rema9d] w conta9 my full exp]i5ce z a m9i/] ( ! gospel1 & incid5ts relat+ to my ef=ts & ! ef=ts ( my co-work]s 9 build+ up ! *ur* ( ,*ri/ among ! =m] slaves ( ! ,s\?1 & su* sugge/ions z ,i may deem prop] to aid to raise ! /&>d ( intellig5ce among negroes4