,a ,roman ,lawy] 9 ,j]usalem ,fir/ ,c5tury ,by ,w4,w4 ,/ory ,a ,,roman ,,lawy] ,,9 ,,j]usalem ,m>cus1 abid+ 9 ,j]usalem1 ,greet+ to ,caius1 8 be/ fri5d 9 ,rome6 ,salve6 ^! pres5ts w be borne to y ,by ,lucius1 :o is we>i$ ) ?is place1 ,sat$ ) travel1 looks ^u ! ,ea/ ,z simply hateful--blaz+1 b>r51 bleak1 ,& longs aga9 to f9d himself 9 ,rome1 ,aft] ! tumult ( its /reets1 its tra9s ,( slaves & cli5ts1 & its villas cool ,) m>ble porticoes beside ! sea1 ,& fri5ds & banquets--m ?an all1 its games-- ,?is life seems blank & flat4 ,he pants to /& ,9 its va/ circus all alive ) heads ,& quiv]+ arms & float+ robes--! air ,?rill$ by ! ro>+ fremitus ( m5-- ,! sunlit awn+ heav+ ov]head1 ,swoll5 & /ra9$ aga9/ its cord$ ve9s ,& flapp+ out its hem ) l\d report-- ,! wild bea/s ro>+ f ! pit bel[-- ,! wild] cr[d respond+ f above ,) "o long yell t s5ds ! />tl$ blood ,) ?rill & sudd5 flu% into ! *eeks-- ,a hundr$ trumpets scream+--! dull ?ump ,( horses gallop+ across ! s&-- ,! clang ( sabb>ds1 ! %>p cla% ( /eel-- ,live swords1 t :irl a circle ( grey fire-- ,brass helmets fla%+ 'nea? _! /ream+ hair-- ,a univ]sal tumult--!n a hu% ,worse ?an ! tumult--all eyes /a9+ d[n ,to ! ar5a's pit--all lips set close-- ,all muscles /ra9$--& !n t sudd5 yell1 ,habet6--,t's ,rome1 says ,lucius6 s x is6 ,t is1 'tis 8 ,rome--'tis n y\rs & m9e4 ,& yet1 great ,jupit] "h at my side1 ,he /&s ) face aside z if he saw ,! games he ?us describes1 & says1 ,t's life6 ,life6 life6 my fri5d1 & ?is is simply dea?6 ,ah6 = my ,rome6 ,i jot 8 v words ,j z he utt]s !m4 ,i hate ^! games1 ,& ,d>ius kn[s x1 yet he w g on1 ,& all aga9/ my w he /irs my blood-- ,i susp5d my lett] = a :ile4 ,a walk has calm$ me--,i beg9 aga9-- ,lett+ ?is la/ page1 s9ce x is writt51 /&4 ,lucius is go+3 y w see him soon ,9 our great ,=um1 !re ) him w walk1 ,& he> him rail & rave aga9/ ! ,ea/4 ,i /ay beh9d--= ^! b>e sil5ces1 ,^! hills t 9 ! sunset melt & burn1 ,?is pr\d /]n p1 ^! dead seas & lakes1 ,^! sombre c$>s1 ?is int5se /ill sky1 ,to me1 o'erwe>i$ ) life's d9 & /ra91 ,are grateful z ! solemn blank ( night ,aft] ! fi]ce day's irritant excess2 ,besides1 a deep absorb+ int]e/ ,deta9s me "h1 fills up my m9d1 & sways ,my inmo/ ?\ghts--has got1 z 'tw]e a gripe ,^u my v life1 z /range z new4 ,i sc>cely "k h[ well to speak ( ?is1 ,fe>+ y\r raill]y at be/--at wor/ ,ev5 y\r contempt2 yet1 spite ( all1 ,i speak4 ,fir/1 d n deem me to h lo/ my head1 ,sun/ruck1 z t man ,paulus 0 at ,rome4 ,no1 ,i am sane z ev]1 & my pulse ,beats ev51 ) no fev] 9 my blood4 ,& yet ,i half incl9e to ?9k 8 words1 ,wild z !y 71 7 n entirely wild4 ,nay1 %all ,i d>e av[ x8 ,i half t5d1 ,"h 9 ?is place1 surr\nd$ by ^! m5-- ,despite ! je]+ natural at fir/1 ,& !n ! pressure ( my life-long ?\ght ,tra9$ up aga9/ x--to excuse 8 fai?1 ,& half admit ! ,*ri/us he ?9ks ,god ,is1 at ! lea/1 a mo/ my/]i\s man4 ,be> ) me if ,i n[ av[ s mu*3 ,:5 next we meet ,i w expose my m9d1 ,b n[ ! subject ,i mu/ sc>cely t\*4 ,h[ _m a "t1 :ile saunt]+ up & d[n ,! ,=um's space1 or paus+ 'nea? ! %ade ,( "s gr& temple1 ar*1 or portico1 ,h we discuss$ "s knotty po9t ( law1 ,"s curi\s case1 ^: contradict+ facts ,look$ ,janus-fac$ to innoc5ce & guilt4 ,i see y n[ arre/+ me1 to note ,) quiet f]vor & uplift$ h& ,"s subtle view or fact by me o'erlook$1 ,& urg+ me1 :o always /ra9 my po9t 7,be+ too mu*1 ,i "k1 a p>tisan71 ,to pause1 & press n to ! issue s1 ,b m ap>t1 ) less impetu\s zeal1 ,survey z f an upp] floor ! facts4 ,i ne$ y n[ to re9 me 91 too quick ,to ride a :im beyond ! t]m ( ,tru?1 ,= "h a case comes up to :i* 9 va9 ,i seek a clue3 y c\ld cle> up my m9d1 ,b y are abs5t--s ,i s5d ^! notes4 ,! case is ( "o ,judas1 ,simon's son1 ,isc>iot call$--a ,jew--& "o ( ^? ,:o foll[$ ,*ri/us1 held by "s a god1 ,b deem$ by o!rs to h prea*$ & taught ,a sup]/ition vile1 ( :i* "o po9t ,0 wor%ip ( an ass2 b ?is is false6 ,judas1 8 foll[]1 all ! sect decl>e1 ,b\ght by a bribe ( ?irty silv] co9s1 ,basely betray$ 8 ma/] unto dea?4 ,! "q is--,did ,judas1 do+ ?is1 ,act f base motives & commit a crime8 ,or1 all ?+s tak5 c>efully 9 view1 ,c he be ju/ifi$ 9 :at he did8 ,"h on ! spot1 surr\nd$ by ! m5 ,:o act$ 9 ! drama1 ,i h s\ght ,to /udy out ?is /range & tragic case4 ,_m are dead--z ,h]od1 ,caiaphas1 ,& also ,pilate--a mo/ wor?y man1 ,"u ^: rule1 b all )\t 8 fault1 ,&1 z ,i fancy1 all aga9/ 8 w1 ,*ri/us 0 crucifi$4 ,?is ,i regret3 ,8 words ) me w\ld h ! greate/ weight2 ,b ,lysias /ill is liv+1 an old man1 ,! *ief ( ! ,c5turions1 ^: report ,is to be tru/$1 z he saw & he>d1 ,n once1 b _m a "t & (t1 ?is man4 ,8 look & be>+1 ,lysias ?us describes3 ,tall1 sl5d]1 n erect1 a little b5t2 ,br[s ar*$ & d>k2 a high-ridg$ l(ty head2 ,?9 temples1 ve9$ & delicate2 l>ge eyes1 ,sad1 v s]i\s1 seem+ z x 7 ,to look beyond y1 & :5e'er he spoke ,illum9$ by an inn] lamp+ light-- ,at times1 too1 gleam+ ) a /range wild fire ,:5 taunt$ by ! rabble 9 ! /reets2 ,a ,jewi% face1 complexion pale b d>k2 ,?91 high-art no/rils1 quiv]+ con/antly2 ,long nose1 full lips1 h&s tap]+1 full ( ve9s2 ,8 movem5ts n]v\s2 z he walk$ he seem$ ,sc>cely to he$ ! p]sons :om he pass$1 ,& = ! mo/ "p gaz$ ^u ! gr\nd4 ,z = 8 foll[]s1 ,i knew !m all-- ,a /range mad set & full ( fancies wild-- ,john1 ,pet]1 ,james--& ,judas be/ ( all-- ,all seem$ to me good m5 )\t (f5ce-- ,a little craz$--b :o is :olly sane8 ,!y w5t ab\t & cur$ ! sick & halt1 ,& gave away _! money to ! poor1 ,& all _! talk 0 *>ity & peace4 ,if ,*ri/us ?\ght & said he 0 a god1 ',twas h>mless madness1 n des]v+ dea?4 ,:at mo/ ar\s$ ! weal?y ,rabbis' rage ,0 t he set ! poor aga9/ ! ri*1 ,& cri$ t ri* m5 all w\ld g to hell1 ,&1 wor/ ( all1 r\ndly d5\nc$ ! prie/s1 ,) all _! ri* phylact]ies & robes-- ,said !y 7 hypocrites :o made long pray]s1 ,& robb$ poor wid[s & dev\r$ _! means2 ,& 7 at be/ b :it$ sepul*res3 ,& ?is x 0 t br\ght him to ! ,cross4 ,^? :o w5t ) him & believ$ 9 him ,7 mo/ly dull1 un$ucat$ m51 ,simple & hone/1 daz$ by :at he did1 ,& misconceiv+ e ^w he said4 ,he l$ !m ) him 9 a spell-b\nd awe1 ,& all 8 cures !y call$ miracul\s4 ,!y foll[$ him l %eep :]e'er he w5t1 ,) feel+s mix$ ( wond]1 fe> & love4 ,yes6 ,i suppose !y lov$ him1 ?\gh !y fl$ ,/rick5 ) fe> :5 we arre/$ him4 ,:at6 all--all fl$8 ,i ask$4 ,did none rema98 ,n "o1 he said--all left him to 8 fate1 ,n "o d>$ own he 0 a foll[]-- ,n "o gave witness = him ( !m all4 ,/op6 ,:5 ,i say n "o ( !m1 ,i mean ,no "o b ,judas--,judas :om !y call ,! traitor--:o betray$ him to 8 dea?4 ,he ru%$ into ! c\ncil-hall & cri$1 '',tis ,i h s9n$--,*ri/us is innoc5t4' ,& "h ,i come to :at ( all ,i've he>d ,mo/ t\*$ me--,i = ?is my lett] write4 ,paulus1 y "k1 _h only = ?is man1 ,?is ,judas1 words ( scorn & bitt] hate4 ,m>k n[ ! diff]5t view t ,lysias took1 ,:51 urg$ by me1 8 /ory ?us he told3 ,"s say t ,judas 0 a base1 vile man ,:o sold 8 ma/] = ! meane/ bribe2 ,o!rs aga9 insi/ he 0 mo/ "r1 ,giv+ to ju/ice "o :o m]ely s\ght ,to ov]?r[ ! ,*ur*1 subv]t ! law1 ,& on its ru9s build himself a ?rone4 ,i1 kn[+ ,judas--& none bett] knew-- ,i1 c>+ naught = ,*ri/us m ?an him1 ,b hat+ lies1 ! simple tru? w tell1 ,no man c say ,i ev] told a lie-- ,i am too old n[ to beg94 ,besides1 ,! tru? is tru?1 & let ! tru? be told4 ,judas1 ,i say1 alone ( all ! m5 ,:o foll[$ ,*ri/us ?\ght t he 0 ,god4 ,"s fe>$ him = 8 p[] ( miracles2 ,"s 7 attract$ by a sort ( spell2 ,"s foll[$ him to he> 8 sweet1 cle> voice ,& g5tle speak+1 he>+ ) _! e>s1 ,& kn[+ n ! s5se ( :at he said-- ,b "o alone believ$ he 0 ! ,"l1 ,! true ,messiah ( ! ,jews4 ,t "o ,0 ,judas--he alone ( all ! cr[d4 ,he to betray 8 ma/] = a bribe6 ,he la/ ( all4 ,i say ?is fri5d ( m9e ,0 brave :5 all ! re/ 7 c[>ds !re4 ,8 0 a noble nature3 frank & bold1 ,almo/ to ra%ness bold1 yet s5sitive1 ,:o took 8 dreams = firm realities-- ,:o once believ+1 all 9 all believ$-- ,ru%+ at ob/acles & scorn+ risk1 ,ready to v5ture all to ga9 8 end1 ,no compromise or subt]fuge = him1 ,8 act w5t f 8 ?\ght /raight to ! butt2 ,yet ) ?is ard5t & impati5t mood ,0 jo9$ a vision>y m9d t took ,impressions quick & f9e1 yet deep z life4 ,!re=e x 0 t 9 ?is subtle soil ,! ma/]'s words took root & grew & fl[]$4 ,he he>d & foll[$ & obey$2 8 fai? 0 s]i\s1 e>ne/1 real--w+$ to fly2 ,he d\bt$ n1 l "s :o walk$ ) him-- ,desir$ no fir/ place1 z did ,james & ,john-- ,d5i$ him n ) ,pet]3 n to him ,8 ma/] said1 ',away6 ?\'rt an (f5ce2 ,get !e beh9d me1 ,satan6'--n to him1 ',am ,i s long ) ye :o "k me n8' ,fix$ z a rock1 untempt$ by desires ,to ga9 ! po/ ( honor :5 8 ,"l ,%\ld come to rule--*os5 f out ! mid/ ,( six-score m5 z 8 apo/le--!n ,aga9 select$ to ! place ( tru/1 ,unselfi%1 hone/1 he among !m walk$4 ,t he 0 hone/1 & 0 s e/eem$1 ,is pla9 f ?is--!y *ose him out ( all ,to be> ! common purse1 & take & pay4 ,john says he 0 a ?ief1 because he grudg$ ,! price t = "s o9tm5t once 0 paid1 ,& urg$ 'tw]e bett] giv5 to ! poor4 ,b did n ,*ri/us ev] = ! poor ,lift up 8 voice--',give all ?+s to ! poor6 ,sell ev]y?+ & give all to ! poor6' ,& ,judas1 :o believ$1 n made believe1 ,us$ 8 own words1 & ,*ri/us1 :o excus$ ,! gift because ( love1 rebuk$ him n4 ,?ief6 ay1 he 'twas1 ?is v ?ief1 !y *ose ,to be> ! purse & give alms to ! poor4 ,i1 = my "p1 see no?+ wrong 9 ?is4 ,b :y1 if ,judas 0 a man l ?is1 ,frank1 noble1 hone/--"h ,i int]pos$-- ,:y 0 x t he ?us betray$ 8 ,"l8 ,?is "q (t did ,i revolve1 said he1 ,:5 all ! facts 7 fre%1 & (t revolv$ ,9 latt] days1 & ) no *ange ( m9d2 ,& ?is is my solution ( ! case3 ,daily he he>d 8 ma/]'s voice proclaim1 ',i am ! ,"l6 ! ,fa!r lives 9 me6 ,:o kn[e? me kn[s ! et]nal ,god6 ,he :o believes 9 me %all nev] die6 ,no6 he %all see me ) my angels come ,) p[] & glory "h ^u ! e>? ,to judge ! quick & dead6 ,among y "h ,"s %all n ta/e ( dea? be=e ,i come ,god's k+dom to e/abli% on ! e>?6' ,:at meant ^! words8 ,!y see!d 9 ,judas' s\l4 ,"h is my ,god--,messias1 ,k+ ( k+s1 ,*ri/us1 ! ,"l--! ,savi\r ( u all4 ,h[ long %all he be taunt$ & revil$1 ,& ?reat5$ by ?is crawl+ scum ( m58 ,oh1 :o %all urge ! com+ ( t day ,:5 he 9 maje/y %all clo! himself ,& /& be=e ! a/\nd$ _w its ,k+8' ,long brood+ ov] ?is inflam$ 8 s\l1 ,&1 ev] ra% 9 s*emes z wild 9 ?\ght1 ,at la/ he said1 ',no long] w ,i be> ,?is ignom9y heap$ ^u my ,"l4 ,no man ha? p[] to h>m ! ,almighty ,"o4 ,ay1 let m5's h&s be lift$1 !n at once1 ,effulg5t l ! sun1 swift l ! sword1 ,! jagg$ lightn+ fla%es f ! cl\d1 ,%all he be manife/--! liv+ ,god-- ,& pro/rate all %all on ! e>? adore6' ,su* 0 8 ?\ght :5 at ! passov] ,! ,"l ) 8 disciples met & supp$3 ,& ,*ri/us saw ! tr\ble 9 8 m9d1 ,& said ',behold1 among y "h is "o ,t %all betray me--he to :om ,i give ,?is sop1' & he ! sop to ,judas gave2 ,& add$--',t ?\ doe/1 quickly d2' ,& ,judas left him1 he>+ ^! la/ words-- ',n[ %all ! ,son ( man be glorifi$4' ,ah yes6 8 ma/] _h div9$ 8 ?\ght-- ,8 ma/] %\ld be glorifi$ ?r\gh him4 ,/raight unto me & ! high prie/s he came1 ,fill$ ) ?is hope1 & said1 ',behold me "h1 ,judas1 a foll[] ( ,*ri/us6 ,come6 ,i w po9t out my ma/] :om y seek6' ,& out at once !y s5t me ) my b&2 ,& z we w5t1 ,i said1 rebuk+ him1 ',h[1 ,judas1 is x y :o ?us betray ,! ,"l & ma/] :om y love1 to dea?8' ,&1 smil+1 !n he answ]$1 ',fe> y n ,d y y\r duty2 take no he$ ( me4' ',is n ?is vile8' ,i said2 ',i _h n deem$ ,su* bas5ess 9 y4' ',?\gh x seems s n[1' ,/ill smil+ he repli$1 'wait till ! end4' ,!n turn+ r\nd z to himself he said1 ',n[ comes ! h\r t ,i h pray$ to see-- ,! h\r ( joy to all :o "k ! tru?4' ',is ?is man mad8' ,i ?\ght1 & look$ at him2 ,&1 9 ! d>kness creep+ swiftly on1 ,8 face 0 gl[+1 almo/ %one ) light2 ,& rapt z if 9 vision>y ?\ght ,he walk$ beside me1 gaz+ at ! sky4 ,pass+ at la/ beyond ! ,c$ron brook ,we rea*$ a g>d5 on ^: op5 gate ,d>k v9es 7 loosely sw++4 ,"h we paus$ ,& lift$ up our tor*es1 & beheld ,aga9/ ! blank :ite wall a %ad[y gr\p1 ,!re wait+ motionless1 )\t a ^w2 ,a mom5t1 & ) rapid1 n]v\s /ep ,judas alone advanc$1 &1 z he rea*$ ,! talle/ figure lift$ quick 8 head2 ,& cry+1 ',ma/]6 ,ma/]6' kiss$ 8 *eek4 ,we1 kn[+ x 0 ,*ri/us1 =w>d press$4 ,mal*us 0 at my side1 :5 sudd5ly ,a sword fla%$ out f "o among !m !re1 ,& %e>$ 8 e>4 ,at once our swords fla%$ out1 ,b ,*ri/us1 lift+ up 8 h&1 said1 ',peace1 ,%ea! ?y sword1 ,pet]--,i mu/ dr9k ! cup4' ,& ,i cri$ also1 ',peace1 & %ea! y\r swords1' ,!n on 8 arm ,i plac$ my h&1 & said1 ',9 ! law's "n4' ,he no?+ said1 b rea*$ ,8 arm out1 & we b\nd 8 h&s ) cords4 ,?is done ,i turn$1 b all ! re/ _h fl$1 ,& he alone 0 left to meet 8 fate4 ,my m5 ,i ord]$ !n to take & be> ,_! prison] to ! city2 & at once ,!y mov$ away1 ,i1 see+ n our guide1 ,cri$1 ',judas6' b no answ]3 !n a groan ,s sad & deep x />tl$ me4 ,i turn$1 ,& !re aga9/ ! wall1 ) gha/ly face1 ,& eyeballs />t+ 9 a fr5zi$ gl>e1 ,z 9 a fit1 lay ,judas2 8 weak arms ,hung lifeless d[n1 8 m\? half op5 twit*$1 ,8 h&s 7 clut*$ & cl9*$ into 8 robes1 ,& n[ & !n 8 brea/ heav$ ) a gasp4 ,fright5$ ,i da%$ "s wat] 9 8 face1 ,spoke to him1 lift$ him1 & rubb$ 8 h&s4 ,at la/ ! s5se came back into 8 eyes1 ,!n ) a sudd5 spasm fl$ aga91 ,& to ! gr\nd he dropp$4 ,i se>*$ him o'er1 ,fe>+ "s mortal w\nd1 yet none ,i f\nd4 ,!n ) a gasp aga9 ! life return$1 ,& /ay$1 b /ill ) /rong convulsion twit*$4 ',speak1 ,judas6 ,speak6' ,i cri$4 ,:at does ?is mean8 ,no answ]6 ',speak1 man6' ,!n at la/ he groan$4 ',g1 leave me1 leave me1 ,lysias4 ,oh1 my ,god6 ,:at h ,i done8 ,oh1 ,*ri/us6 ,ma/]1 ,"l4 ,=give me1 oh1 =give me6' ,!n a cry ,( agony t pi]c$ me to ! he>t1 ,z grovel+ on ! gr\nd he turn$ away ,& hid 8 face1 & %udd]$ 9 8 robes4 ,0 ?is ! man ^: face an h\r ago ,%one ) a joy s /range8 ,:at means x all8 ,is ?is a sudd5 madness8 ',speak6' ,i cri$4 ',:at means ?is1 ,judas8 ,be a man & speak8' ,yet !re he lay1 & nei!r mov$ nor spoke4 ,i ?\ght t he _h fa9t$1 till at la/1 ,sudd5 he turn$1 grasp$ my arm1 & cri$1 ',say1 ,lysias1 is ?is true1 or am ,i mad8' ',:at true8' ,i said4 ',true t y seiz$ ! ,"l6 ,y c\ld n seize him--he is ,god ! ,"l6 ,i ?\ght ,i saw y seize him4 ,yet ,i "k ,t 0 impossible1 = he is ,god6 ,& yet y live--y live4 ,he sp>$ y1 !n4 ,:]e am ,i8 :at has happ5$8 ,a black cl\d ,came o'er me :5 y laid y\r h&s on him4 ,:]e are !y all8 ,:]e is he8 ,lysias1 speak8' ',judas1' ,i said1 ':at folly is all ?is8 ,*ri/us my m5 h b\nd & borne away6 ,! re/ h fl$4 ,r\se n[ & come ) me2 ,my m5 await me1 r\se y\rself & come6' ,?r[+ 8 arms up1 9 a fit he fell1 ,) a l\d %riek t pi]c$ ! sil5t night4 ,i c\ld n /ay1 b1 call+ in/ant aid1 ,we bore him quick to ! adjac5t h\se4 ,& plac+ him 9 k9dly *>ge1 ,i left1 ,jo9+ my m5 :o /ay$ = me bel[4 ,/raight to ! high prie/'s h\se we hurri$ on1 ,& ,*ri/us 9 an inn] room we plac$1 ,set at 8 door a gu>d1 & !n came out4 ,aft] a "t !re crept into ! hall ,:]e r\nd ! blaz+ coals we sat1 a man1 ,:o 9 ! corn] cr\*$4 ',:at man are y8' ,cri$ "s "o2 & ,i turn+1 look$ at him4 ',twas ,pet]4 '',tis a fell[ ( t b& ,t foll[$ ,*ri/us1 & believ$ 9 him4' '',tis false6' cri$ ,pet]2 & he curs$ & swore4 ',i "k him n--,i nev] saw ! man4' ,b ,i said no?+4 ,soon he w5t away4 ,t night ,i saw n ,judas4 ,! next day1 ,gha/ly1 clay-:ite1 a %ad[ ( a man1 ,) robes all soil$ & torn1 & tangl$ be>d1 ,into ! *amb] :]e ! c\ncil sat ,came feebly /agg]+3 sc>ce %\ld ,i h kn[n ',twas ,judas1 ) t hagg>d1 bla/$ face3 ,s _h t night's great horror alt]$ him4 ,z "o all bl9dly walk+ 9 a dream ,he to ! table came--aga9/ x lean$-- ,gl>$ wildly r\nd a :ile2 !n1 /ret*+ =?1 f 8 torn robes1 a trembl+ h&1 flung d[n1 ,z if a snake _h /ung him1 a small purse1 ,t broke & scatt]$ its :ite co9s ab\t1 ,&1 ) a %rill voice1 cri$1 ',take back ! purse ',twas n = t f\l dross ,i did ! de$-- ',twas n = t--oh1 horror6 n = t6 ,b t ,i did believe he 0 ! ,"l2 ,& t he is ! ,"l ,i /ill believe4 ,b oh1 ! s96--! s96 ,i h betray$ ,! innoc5t blood1 & ,i am lo/6--am lo/6' ,s cry+1 r\nd 8 face 8 robes he ?rew1 ,& bl9dly ru%$ away2 & we1 agha/1 ,look$ r\nd--& no "o = a mom5t spoke4 ,see+ t face1 ,i c\ld b fe> ! end2 ,= dea? 0 9 x1 look+ ?r\gh 8 eyes4 ,nor c\ld ,i foll[ to arre/ ! fate ,t drove him madly on ) scorpion :ip4 ,at la/ ! duty ( ! day 0 done1 ,& night came on4 ,=? f ! gates ,i w5t1 ,anxi\s & pa9$ by _m a dubi\s ?\ght1 ,to seek = ,judas1 & to com=t him4 ,! sky 0 d>k ) heavy l[]+ cl\ds2 ,a lifeless1 /ifl+ air weigh$ on ! _w2 ,a dreadful sil5ce l a nightm>e lay ,cr\*$ on its bosom1 wait+1 grim & grey4 ,9 horrible susp5se ( "s dread ?+4 ,a creep+ s5se ( dea?1 a sick5+ smell1 ,infect$ ! dull brea?+ ( ! w9d4 ,a ?rill ( gho/s w5t by me n[ & !n1 ,& made my fle% creep z ,i w&]$ on4 ,at la/ ,i came to :]e a c$> /ret*$ ,its black arms out b5ea? a dusky rock1 ,&1 pass+ ?r\gh its %ad[1 all at once ,i />t$2 = aga9/ ! dubi\s light ,a d>k & heavy mass t to & fro ,slung sl[ly ) its weight1 be=e me grew4 ,a sick dread s5se came ov] me2 ,i /opp$-- ,i c\ld n /ir4 ,a cold & clammy sweat ,ooz$ out all ov] me2 & all my limbs1 ,b5d+ ) tremul\s weakness l a *ild's1 ,gave way b5ea? me4 ,!n a s5se ( %ame ,ar\s$ me4 ,i advanc$1 /ret*$ =? my h& ,& pu%$ ! %apeless mass2 & at my t\* ,x yield+ swung--! bran* above x creak$-- ,& back return+ /ruck aga9/ my face4 ,a human body6 ,0 x dead or n8 ,swiftly my sword ,i drew & cut x d[n1 ,& on ! s& all heavily x dropp$4 ,i pluck$ ! robes away1 expos$ ! face-- ',twas ,judas1 z ,i fe>$1 cold1 /iff1 & dead2 ,t suff]+ he>t ( 8 _h ceas$ to beat4 ,?us ,lysias spoke1 & end$4 ,i confess ,?is /ory ( poor ,judas t\*$ me mu*4 ,:at horrible revulsions mu/ h pass$ ,across t _s 9 ^? few la/ h\rs6 ,:at /orms1 t tore up life ev5 to its roots6 ,say :at y w--grant all ! guilt--& /ill ,:at pangs ( dread remorse--:at agonies ,( desp]ate rep5tance1 all too late1 ,9 t wild int]val betwe5 ! crime ,& its la/ sad atonem5t6--life1 ! :ile1 ,lad5 ) horror all too great to be>1 ,& press+ madly on to dea?'s abyss2 ,?is 0 no common m9d t ?us c\ld feel-- ,no vulg> villa9 s9n+ = rew>d6 ,0 he a villa9 lo/ to s5se ( %ame8 ,ay1 s say ,john & ,pet] & ! re/2 ,& yet--& yet ?is tale t ,lysias tells ,weighs ) me m ! m ,i pond] x2 ,= ?us ,i put x3 ,ei!r ,judas 01 ,z ,john affirms1 a villa9 & a ?ief1 ,a creature lo/ to %ame & base at he>t-- ,or else1 :i* is ! view t ,lysias takes1 ,he 0 a ra% & vision>y man ,^: fai? 0 firm1 :o _h no ?\ght ( crime1 ,b :om a t]rible mi/ake drove mad4 ,take b ,john's view1 & all to me is bl9d4 ,call him a villa9 :o1 ) gre$ ( ga91 ,= ?irty silv] pieces sold 8 ,"l4 ,does n ! bribe seem all too small & mean8 ,he held ! common purse1 &1 7 he ?ief1 ,_h daily p[] to /eal1 & lay aside ,a secret & accumulat+ fund2 ,s do+1 he _h no?+ risk$ ( fame1 ,:ile "h he brav$ ! scorn ( all ! _w4 ,besides1 :y *ose !y = _! almon] ,a man s lo/ to %ame1 s f\l ) gre$8 ,or :y1 f "s five-score ( tru/$ m51 ,*oose him z "o apo/le among twelve8 ,or :y1 if he 7 kn[n to be s vile1 7,& :o c hide 8 bas5ess at all times87 ,keep him 9 close communion to ! la/8 ,naught 9 8 previ\s life1 or acts1 or words1 ,%[s ?is consummate villa9 t1 full-gr[n1 ,leaps all at once to su* a height ( crime4 ,aga91 h[ comes x t ?is wret*1 ^: he>t ,is eas$ to %ame1 fl+s back ! paltry bribe8 ,&1 :5 he kn[s 8 ma/] is condemn$1 ,ru%es 9 horror out to seek 8 dea?8 ,^: f+]s po9t$ at him 9 ! cr[d8 ,did all m5 flee 8 pres5ce till he f\nd ,life too intol]able8 ,nay2 n s6 ,dea? came too close ^u ! heels ( crime1 ,he _h b done :at all 8 tribe deem$ j3 ,all ! great mass--,i mean ! upp] class-- ,! ,rabbis1 all ! ,ph>isees & ,prie/s ,ay1 & ! l[] mob z well :o cri$1 ,give u ,b>abbas6 ,*ri/us to ! cross6 ,^! m5 7 all ( !m on ,judas's side1 ,& ,judas _h done naught aga9/ ! law4 ,7 he ?is villa91 he _h b to say1 ,i foll[$ ,*ri/us till ,i f\nd at la/ ,he aim$ at p[] to ov]?r[ ! ,/ate4 ,i did ! duty ( an hone/ man4 ,i traitor6 y are traitors :o reprove4 ,besides1 su* villa9s scorn ! _w's repro(4 ,or he might say--,y call ?is act a crime8 ,:at crime 0 x to say ,i "k ?is man8 ,i said no ill ( him4 ,if crime !re be1 ',twas y\rs :o doom$ him unto dea?1 n m9e4 ,a villa9 0 he8 ,s ,b>abbas 06 ,b did ,b>abbas g & hang himself1 ,we>y ( life--! murd]] & ?ief8 ,?is co>se & vulg> way w nev] d4 ,grant him a villa91 all 81 acts mu/ be ,acts ( a villa92 if y once admit ,remorse s bitt] t x leads to dea?1 ,& dea? s in/ant on ! heels ( crime1 ,y grant a _s s5sitive to %ame1 ,s s5sitive t life c yield no joys ,to c\nt]balance "o bad act2--b !n ,a nature su* z ?is1 ?\gh l$ a/ray1 ,:5 greatly tempt$1 is no ?or\gh wret*4 ,0 ! temptation great8 c\ld su* a bribe ,tempt su* a nature to a crime l ?is8 ,i say1 to me x simply seems absurd4 ,pet] at lea/ 0 n s s5sitive4 ,he curs$ & swore1 d5y+ t he knew ,:o ! man ,*ri/us 02 b aft] all ,he only wept--he nev] hang$ himself4 ,b take ! o!r view t ,lysias takes1 ,all is at once consi/5t1 cle>1 complete4 ,firm 9 ! fai? t ,*ri/us 0 8 ,god ,! great ,messiah s5t to save ! _w1 ,he1 seek+ = a sign--n = himself1 ,b to %[ pro( to all t he 0 ,god ,conceiv$ ?is plan1 ra% if y w1 b gr&4 ,?9k+ him man1 he said1 m]e mortal man1 ,!y seek to seize him--,i w make pret5ce ,to take ! public bribe & po9t him out1 ,& !y %all g1 all arm$ ) swords & /aves1 ,/rong ) ! p[] ( law1 to seize on him-- ,& at _! t\* he1 ,god himself1 %all /& ,reveal$ be=e !m1 & _! swords drop1 ,& pro/rate all be=e him %all adore1 ,& cry1 ',behold ! ,"l & ,k+ ( all6' ,b :5 ! soldi]s laid _! h&s on him ,& b\nd him z !y w\ld a prison] vile1 ,) taunts1 & mock]y1 & ?reats ( dea?-- ,he all ! :ile submitt+--!n 8 dream ,bur/ into fragm5ts ) a cra%3 agha/ ,! :ole _w reel$ be=e him2 ! dread tru? ,swoop$ l a sea ^u him1 be>+ d[n ,8 ?\ghts 9 wild confusion4 ,he :o dream$ ,to op5 ! gates ( glory to 8 ,"l1 ,op5$ 9 _! /ead ! prison's j>r+ door1 ,& saw above him 8 dim dream ( ,love ,*ange to a ,fury /a9$ ) blood & crime4 ,& !n a madness seiz$ him1 & remorse ,) pangs ( torture drove him d[n to dea?4 ,conceive ) me t sad & suff]+ he>t ,if ?is be true t ,lysias says--,conceive6 ,alas6 ,ore/es1 n s sad ?y fate1 ,= ! ,apollo p>don$1 purifi$-- ,?y ,furies 7 appeas$1 ?y peace return$1 ,b ,judas p]i%$ tortur$ unto dea?1 ,unp>don$1 unappeas$1 unpurifi$4 ,& long z ,*ri/us %all be kn[n ( m5 ,8 "n %all be> ! br& ( infamy1 ,! curse ( g5]ations /ill unborn4 ,?us mu* ( him3 ,i leave ! "q "h1 ,t\*+ on naught beyond1 = ,lucius waits-- ,i he> him fum+ 9 ! c\rt bel[1 ,curs+ 8 s]vants & ,j]usalem1 ,& giv+ !m to ! inf]nal gods4 ,! sun is s9k+--all ! sky's afire-- ,& vale & m\nta9 gl[ l molt5 ore ,9 ! int5se full spl5dor ( its rays4 ,a half-h\r h5ce all w be dull & grey2 ,& ,lucius only waits until ! %ade ,sweeps d[n ! pla9 !n m\nts & makes 8 way ,on ?r\gh ! bl9d+ des]t to ! sea1 ,& !nce 8 galley be>s him on to ,rome4 ,salve et vale6--may good =tune wait ,on y & all y\r h\sehold6 ,greet = me ,titus & ,livia--9 a ^w1 all fri5ds4