,,the ,,spirit ,,of ,,st4 ,,francis ,,de ,,sales ,nihil ,obstat3 ,f4 ,,thos4 ,,bergh1 ,o4,s4,b1 ,,censor ,,deputatus ,imprimatur3 ,e4 ,,canonicus ,,surmont ,,vicarius ,,generalis ,westmonasterii die #bgth ,maii #aiaj ,,the ,,spirit ,,of ,,st4 ,,francis ,,de ,,sales ,,by ,,his ,,friend ,,jean ,,pierre ,,camus ,,bishop ,,of ,,belley ,,new ,,and ,,enlarged ,,edition ,,with ,a ,,preface ,,by ,,his ,,grace ,,the ,,archbishop ,,of ,,westminster4 ,,translated ,,by ,j4 ,s4 ,,contents ,preface by the ,archbishop of ,westminster ,sketch of ,jean ,pierre ,camus1 ,bishop of ,belley ,the ,french ,publisher to the reader in #afci ,upon perfect virtue ,blessed ,francis' estimate of various virtues ,upon the lesser virtues ,upon increase of ,faith ,upon temptations against ,faith ,upon the same subject ,upon confidence in ,god ,our misery appeals to ,god's mercy ,upon self distrust ,upon the justice and mercy of ,god ,on waiting upon ,god ,on the difference between a holy desire of reward and a mercenary spirit ,continuation of the same subject ,god should suffice for us all ,charity the short road to perfection ,upon what it is to love ,god truly ,upon the ,love of ,god in general ,all for ,love of ,god ,the same subject continued ,upon the ,love of ,god called love of benevolence ,disinterested ,love of ,god ,upon the character of a true ,christian ,upon not putting limits to our ,love of ,god ,upon the law and the just man ,upon desires ,how ,charity excels both ,faith and ,hope ,some thoughts of ,blessed ,francis on the ,passion ,upon the vanity of heathen philosophy ,upon the pure love of our neighbour ,upon bearing with one another ,upon fraternal correction ,upon finding excuses for the faults of our fellow-men ,upon not judging others ,upon judging ourselves ,upon slander and detraction ,upon hasty judgments ,upon ridiculing one's neighbour ,upon contradicting others ,upon loving our enemies ,upon forgiving our enemies ,upon the virtue of condescension ,how he adapted himself to times1 places and circumstances ,upon the deference due to inferiors and dependents ,on the way to treat servants ,another instance of his gentleness with his servants ,his never refusing what was asked of him ,upon almsgiving ,his hopefulness in regard1 to the conversion of sinners ,his solicitude for malefactors condemned to death ,upon the small number of the elect ,to love to be hated2 and to hate to be loved ,upon obedience ,upon the obedience that may be practised by ,superiors ,an instance of his obedience ,upon the ,love of ,holy ,poverty ,upon the same subject ,upon poverty of spirit ,his love of the poor ,upon the ,christian view of ,poverty ,upon ,prosperity ,upon ,chastity and ,charity ,upon purity of heart ,upon ,chastity and ,humility ,upon ,modesty ,the contempt he felt for his body ,upon his ,humility ,upon humbleness in speech only ,upon various degrees of ,humility ,upon ,humiliation ,humility with regard to perfection ,upon excuses ,upon our good name ,upon despising the esteem of men ,upon the virtues we should practice when calumniated ,upon some spiritual maxims ,upon ,patience ,how to profit by bearing with insults ,upon bearing with importunities ,that he who complains sins ,his calmness in tribulations ,his test of patience in suffering ,upon long illnesses ,his holy indifference in illness ,upon the shape of the ,cross ,a diamond ,cross ,holy ,magdalen at the foot of the ,cross ,upon the power of gentleness and patience ,a rejoinder both striking and instructive ,his favourite beatitude ,his gravity and affability ,how he dealt with a criminal who despaired of salvation ,upon mortification ,upon the same subject ,upon fasting ,doubts solved as to soldiers fasting ,the golden mean in dispensations ,upon the words ,eat of anything that is set before you ,upon the state of perfection ,marks of progress in perfection ,upon the perfection aimed at in ,religious ,houses ,upon ,frugality ,his esteem of the virtue of simplicity ,his love of exactitude ,the test of ,religious ,vocation ,upon following the common life ,upon ,vocations ,upon ,prudence and ,simplicity ,the same subject continued ,upon mental prayer ,upon ,aspirations ,upon interior recollection and ejaculatory prayers ,upon doing and enduring ,upon ,mortification and ,prayer ,upon the ,presence of ,god ,his unity of spirit with ,god ,his gratitude to ,god for spiritual consolations ,upon the shedding of tears ,upon joy and sadness ,on the degrees of true devotion ,the test of true devotion ,what it means to be a servant of ,god ,that devotion does not always spring from ,charity ,upon perfect contentment in the privation of all content ,upon the ,will of ,god ,his resignation to the ,will of ,god ,that we must always submit ourselves to ,god's holy ,will ,his sublime thoughts on holy indifference ,nothing save sin happens to us but by the ,will of ,god ,upon the same subject ,upon abandoning ourselves to ,god ,upon interior desolation ,upon the presence in our souls of the ,grace of ,god ,upon our wish to save our soul ,upon good natural inclinations ,how to speak of ,god ,upon eccentricities in devotion ,upon ,confraternities ,upon intercourse with the world ,against over-eagerness ,upon the same subject ,upon liberty of spirit ,upon nature and grace ,upon exaggerated introspection ,upon interior reformation ,his vision of the ,most ,holy ,trinity ,his devotion to our ,blessed ,lady ,his devotion to the ,holy ,winding ,sheet of ,turin ,upon merit ,upon good will and good desires ,against the making of rash vows ,upon the pro-passions of ,our ,lord ,his victory over the passions of love and anger ,upon our passions and emotions ,how he came to write his ,philothea ,upon the example of the ,saints ,upon the love of ,god's word ,his love of retirement ,how he sanctified his recreations ,what he drew from lines of poetry ,upon being content with our condition in life ,upon self-sufficiency and contentedness ,his reverence for the sick ,upon the care of the sick ,upon speaking well of the dead ,upon ,death ,upon wishing to die ,upon the desire of ,heaven ,what it is to die in ,god ,upon length of life ,upon ,purgatory ,upon ,penance ,upon penitent confusion ,upon interior peace amidst anxieties ,upon discouragement ,upon rising after a fall ,upon kindliness towards ourselves ,upon imperfections ,the just man falls seven times in the day ,upon the purgative way ,upon venial sin ,upon complicity in the sins of another ,upon equivocating ,upon solitude ,upon vanity ,upon the knowledge which puffs up ,upon scruples ,upon temptations ,upon the same subject ,thoughts on the ,incarnation ,upon ,confession and ,communion ,upon ,confession ,upon a change of confessor ,upon different methods of direction ,advice upon having a ,director ,upon true and mistaken zeal ,upon the institution of the ,visitation ,order ,his defence of his new ,congregation of the ,visitation ,upon the odour of sanctity ,he rebukes ,pharisaism ,upon religious ,superiors ,upon unlearned ,superiors ,upon the founding of ,convents ,upon receiving the infirm into ,communities ,upon self pity ,upon the government of ,nuns by religious men ,that we must not be wedded to our own plans ,his views regarding ,ecclesiastical dignities ,his promotion to the ,bishopric of ,geneva and his refusal of the ,archbishopric of ,paris ,a ,bishop's care for his flock ,upon the first duty of ,bishops ,upon the pastoral charge ,upon the care of souls ,upon learning and piety ,advice to ,bishop ,camus as to resigning his ,see ,the joyous spirit of ,blessed ,francis ,upon daily ,mass4 ,his advice to a young ,priest ,a ,priest saying ,mass should be considerate of others ,blessed ,francis encourages the ,bishop of ,belley ,upon a compassionate mind ,upon doing one's duty without respect of persons ,the honour due to virtue ,upon memory and judgment ,a ,priest should not aim at imitating in his sermons some particular preacher ,upon short sermons ,upon preaching and preachers ,blessed ,francis and the ,bishop of ,belley's sermon ,upon controversy ,the same subject continued ,upon reason and reasoning ,upon quoting ,holy ,scripture ,upon political diplomacy ,upon ambition ,upon courts and courtiers ,upon the ,carnival ,an instance of his compassion for animals ,upon hunting ,upon the fear of ghosts ,his portrait ,upon his true charity ,,preface4 ,the ,spirit of a ,saint we may1 perhaps1 regard as the underlying characteristic which pervades all his thoughts1 words1 and acts4 ,it is the note which sounds throughout the constant persevering harmony which makes the holiness of his life4 ,circumstances change4 ,he grows from childhood to boyhood2 from youth to manhood4 ,his time of preparation is unnoticed by the world until the moment comes when he is called to a public activity which arrests attention4 ,and essentially he remains the same4 ,in private as in public1 in intimate conversation as in writings or discourses1 in the direction of individual consciences as in the conduct of matters of wide importance1 there is a characteristic note which identifies him1 and marks him off apart even from other heroes of sanctity4 ,we owe to a keen and close observer a knowledge of the spirit of ,st4 ,francis de ,sales for which we cannot be too grateful4 ,let it be granted that ,mgr4 ,camus had a very prolific imagination2 that he had an unconscious tendency to embroider facts2 that he read a meaning into words which their speaker had no thought of imparting to them4 ,when all such allowances have been made1 we must still admit that he has given to us a picture of the ,saint which we should be loath to lose2 and that his description of what the ,saint habitually thought and felt has made ,saint ,francis de ,sales a close personal friend to many to whom otherwise he would have remained a mere chance acquaintance4 ,the ,bishop of ,belley1 while a devoted admirer1 was at the same time a critical observer of his saintly friend4 ,he wanted to know the reasons of what he saw1 he did not always approve1 and he was sufficiently indiscreet to put questions which1 probably1 no one else would have dared to frame4 ,and thus we know more about ,st4 ,francis than about any other ,saint1 and we owe real gratitude to his very candid1 talkative1 and out-spoken episcopal colleague4 ,many years ago a brief abridgment of the ,spirit of ,st4 ,francis de ,sales was published in ,english4 ,it served its purpose1 but left unsatisfied the desire of his clients for a fuller work4 ,to-day the ,sisters of the ,visitation1 now established at ,harrow-on-the-,hill1 give abundant satisfaction to this long-felt desire4 ,inspired by the purpose of the late ,dom ,benedict ,mackey1 ,o4,s4,b41 which his premature death prevented him from accomplishing1 and guided by the advice which he left in writing1 these ,daughters of ,st4 ,francis of ,sales1 on the occasion of their ,tercentenary1 give to the ,english-speaking world a work which1 in its wise curtailment and still full detail1 may be called the quintessence of the ,spirit of their ,master1 the ,founder of their ,institute4 ,we thank them for their labour2 and we beg ,god's blessing upon this book1 that it may be the means of showing to many souls that safe and easy way of sanctification and salvation1 which it was the special mission of the saintly ,bishop of ,geneva to make known to the world4 ,,francis1 ,,archbishop ,,of ,,westminster4 ,may #ahth1 #aiaj4 ,,sketch ,,of ,,the ,,life ,,of ,,jean ,,pierre ,,camus1 ,,bishop ,,of ,,belley4 ,jean ,pierre ,camus came of an illustrious1 and much respected family of ,auxonne in ,burgundy1 in which province it possessed the seigneuries of ,saint ,bonnet and ,pont-carr4 ,he was born in ,paris1 ,november #crd1 #aehd4 ,his grandfather was for some years ,administrator of the ,finances under ,king ,henri ,,iii4 ,though he had had the management of the public funds during a period when fraud and dishonesty were as easy as they were common1 he retired from office without having added a single penny to his patrimony4 ,on one occasion having received from ,henri ,,iii4 the gift of a sum of #ej1jjj crowns1 which had been left by a ,jew who had died intestate1 and without children1 this upright administrator sent for three merchants who had lost all their property in a fire1 and distributed it among them4 ,the father of our ,prelate1 inheriting this integrity1 left an honourable name1 but few worldly goods to his children4 ,faithful1 and devoted to the interests of his king1 ,henri ,,iv41 he gave part of his fortune to the support of the good cause1 the triumph of which he had the happiness of witnessing4 ,he died in #afai4 ,the mantle of paternal loyalty and patriotism undoubtedly descended upon the young ,j4 ,p4 ,camus1 for second only to his love for ,god1 and ,his ,church1 was his devotion to ,france1 and its king4 ,on his mother's side1 as well as on his father's1 he was well connected4 ,her family had given to ,france chancellors1 secretaries of state1 and other distinguished personages1 but noble as were the races from which he sprang their chief distinction is derived from the subject of this sketch4 ,this one branch1 says his panegyrist1 bore more blossoms and more fruit than all the others together4 ,in ,john ,peter the gentle rivulet of the ,camus' became a mighty stream1 yet one whose course was peaceful1 and which loved to flow underground1 as do certain rivers which seem to lose themselves in the earth1 and only emerge to precipitate themselves into the waters of the ocean4 ,books and objects of piety were the toys of his childhood1 and his youth was passed in solitude1 and in the practices of the ascetic life4 ,his physical strength as it increased with his years1 seemed only to serve to assist him in curbing and restraining a somewhat fiery temperament4 ,his wish1 which at one time was very strong1 to become a ,carthusian1 was not indeed fulfilled1 it being evident from the many impediments put in its way1 that it was not a call from ,god4 ,nevertheless1 this desire of self-sacrifice in a cloistered life was only thwarted in order that he might sacrifice himself in another way1 namely1 by becoming a ,bishop1 which state1 if its functions are rightly discharged1 assuredly demands greater self-immolation than does that of a monk1 and is indeed a martyrdom that ceases only with life itself4 ,if he did not submit himself to the ,rule of the ,carthusians by entering their ,order1 he nevertheless adopted all its severity1 and to the very end of his life kept his body in the most stern and rigorous subjection4 ,this1 and his early inclination towards the religious life1 will not a little astonish his detractors1 if any such still exist1 for it is surely a convincing proof that he was not the radical enemy of monasticism they pretend4 ,in his studies he displayed great brilliancy1 being especially distinguished in theology and canon law1 to the study of which he consecrated four years of his life4 ,after he had become a ,priest his learning1 piety1 and eloquence not only established his reputation as a preacher in the pulpits of ,paris1 but soon even crossed the threshold of the ,louvre and reached the ears of ,henry ,,iv4 ,that monarch1 moved by the hope of the great services which a prelate might render to the ,church even more than by the affection which he bore to the ,camus family1 decided to propose him for a ,bishopric1 although he was but twenty-five1 and had not therefore reached the canonical age for that dignity4 ,the young ,priest was far too humble and also too deeply imbued with a sense of the awful responsibility of the office of a ,bishop to expect1 or to desire to be raised to it4 ,when1 however1 ,pope ,paul ,v4 gave the necessary dispensation1 ,m4 ,camus submitted to the will both of the ,pontiff and of the ,king1 and was consecrated ,bishop of ,belley by ,st4 ,francis de ,sales1 ,august #cj1 #afji4 ,the fact that the two dioceses of ,geneva and ,belley touched one another contributed to further that close intimacy which was always maintained between the ,bishops1 the younger consulting the elder on all possible occasions1 and in all imaginable difficulties4 ,bishop ,camus had already referred his scruples regarding his youth at the time of his consecration to his holy director4 ,the latter had1 however1 reminded him of the many reasons there were to justify his submission1 viz41 the needs of the diocese1 the testimony to his fitness given by so many persons of distinction and piety1 the judgment of ,henry the ,great1 in fine the command of ,his ,holiness4 ,in consecrating ,mgr4 ,camus1 ,st4 ,francis de ,sales seems to have transmitted to the new ,prelate some of the treasures of his own holy soul4 ,camus was the only ,bishop whom he ever consecrated1 and doubtless this fact increased the tender affection which ,francis bore him4 ,john ,peter was1 what he loved to call himself1 and what ,st4 ,francis loved to call him1 the latter's only son4 ,there was between the two holy ,prelates a community of intelligence and of life4 ,camus1 says ,godeau1 the preacher of his funeral discourse1 ever sat at the feet of ,st4 ,francis de ,sales1 whom he called his ,gamaliel1 there to learn from him the law of ,god3 full as he himself was of the knowledge of ,divine things4 ,we must bear this in mind if we wish to know what ,camus really was1 and to appreciate him properly4 ,he was by nature ardent1 impetuous1 and imaginative1 eager for truth and goodness1 secretly devoted to the austere practices of ,st4 ,charles ,borromeo1 but above all fervently desirous to imitate his model1 his beloved spiritual ,father1 and therefore anxious to subdue1 and to temper all that was too impetuous1 excitable1 and hard in himself1 by striving after the incomparable sweetness and tenderness which were the distinguishing characteristics of ,st4 ,francis de ,sales4 ,mgr4 ,camus was endowed with a most marvellous memory1 which was indeed invaluable to him in the great work to which both ,bishops devoted themselves1 that of bringing back into the bosom of the ,church those who had become strangers1 and even enemies to her4 ,his chief defect was that he was over hasty in judging1 and of this he was himself perfectly well aware4 ,he tells us in the ,esprit that on one occasion when he was bewailing his deficiency to ,francis1 the good ,prelate only smiled1 and told him to take courage1 for that as time went on it would bring him plenty of judgment1 that being one of the fruits of experience1 and of advancing years4 ,whenever ,mgr4 ,camus visited the ,bishop of ,geneva1 which he did each year in order to make a retreat of several days under the direction of his spiritual ,father1 he was treated with the greatest honour by him4 ,st4 ,francis de ,sales gave up his own room to his guest1 and made him preach1 and discharge other episcopal functions1 so as to exercise him in his own presence in these duties of his sublime ministry4 ,this was the school in which ,camus learnt to control and master himself1 to curb his natural impetuosity1 and to subjugate his own will1 and thus to acquire one1 in our opinion1 of the most certain marks of saintliness4 ,the ,bishop of ,geneva was not contented with receiving his only son at ,annecy4 ,he often went over to ,belley1 and spent several days there in his company4 ,these visits were to both ,prelates a time of the greatest consolation4 ,then they spoke1 as it were1 heart to heart1 of all that they valued most4 ,then they encouraged one another to bear the burden of the episcopate4 ,then they consoled each other in the troubles which they met with in their sacred ministry4 ,it never cost the younger ,bishop anything to yield obedience to the elder1 and no matter how great1 or how trifling was the occasion which called for the exercise of that virtue1 there was never a moment's hesitation on the part of the ,bishop of ,belley4 ,the latter1 indeed1 considered the virtue of obedience as the one most calculated to ensure rapid advance in the spiritual life4 ,he tells us that one day at table someone having boasted that he could make an egg stand upright on a plate1 a thing which those present1 forgetting ,christopher ,columbus1 insisted was impossible1 the ,saint1 as ,columbus had done1 quietly taking one up chipped it a little at one end1 and so made it stand4 ,the company all cried out that there was nothing very great in that trick4 ,no1 repeated the ,saint1 but all the same you did not know it4 ,we may say the same1 adds ,camus1 of obedience3 it is the true secret of perfection1 and yet few people know it to be so4 ,from what we have already seen of the character of ,john ,peter ,camus1 we may imagine that gentleness was the most difficult for him to copy of the virtues of ,st4 ,francis de ,sales2 yet steel1 though much stronger than iron1 is at the same time far more readily tempered4 ,thus1 in his dealings with his neighbour he behaved exactly like his model1 so much so1 that for anyone who wanted to gain his favour the best plan was to offend him or do him some injury4 ,i have spoken of his love of mortification1 and a short extract from the funeral discourse pronounced over his remains will show to what extent he practised it4 ,godeau says3 ,our virtuous ,bishop up to the very last years of his life1 slept either on a bed of vine shoots1 or on boards1 or on straw4 ,this custom he only abandoned in obedience to his director1 and in doing so ,i consider that he accomplished what was far more difficult and painful than the mortifications which he had planned for himself1 since the sacrifice of our own will in these matters is incomparably more disagreeable to us than the practising of them4 ,this austerity in respect to sleep1 of which1 indeed1 he required more than others on account of his excitable temperament1 did not suffice to satisfy his love for penance1 without which1 he said1 the leading of a ,christian and much more of an episcopal life was impossible4 ,to bring his body into subjection he constantly made use of hair-shirts1 iron belts1 vigils1 fasting1 and the discipline1 and it was not until his last illness that he gave up those practices of austerity4 ,he concealed them1 however1 as carefully as though he had been ashamed of them1 knowing well that such sacrifices if not offered in secret1 partake more of the spirit of ,pharisaism than of the gospel4 ,this humility1 notwithstanding1 he was unable to guard against the pardonable curiosity of his servants4 ,one of them1 quite a young man1 who was his personal attendant during the first years of his residence at ,belley1 observing that he wore round his neck the key of a large cupboard1 and being very anxious to know what it contained1 managed in some way to possess himself of this key for a few moments1 when his master had laid it aside1 and was not in the room4 ,unlocking the cupboard he found it full of the vine shoots on which he was accustomed to sleep4 ,the bed which everyone saw in his apartment was the ,bishop's2 the one which he hid away was the penitent's4 ,the one was for appearance1 the other for piety4 ,he used to put into disorder the coverings of the bed1 so as to give the impression of having slept in it1 while he really slept1 or at least took such repose as was necessary to keep him alive1 on the penitential laths he had hidden4 ,having discovered that through his valet the rumour of his austerity had got abroad1 he dismissed the young man from his service1 giving him a handsome present1 and warning him to be less curious in future4 ,but for his failing1 however1 we should have lost a great example of the ,bishop's mortification and humility4 ,the latter virtue ,john ,peter ,camus cultivated most carefully1 and how well he succeeded in this matter is proved by the composure1 and even gaiety and joyousness1 with which he met the raillery heaped upon his sermons1 and writings4 ,camus1 like the holy ,bishop of ,geneva1 had throughout his life a special devotion to the ,blessed ,virgin1 and never failed in his daily recital of the ,rosary4 ,every evening it was his habit to read a portion of either ,the ,spiritual ,combat1 or the ,imitation of ,jesus ,christ2 two books which he recommended to his penitents as next in usefulness to the gospels4 ,following him in his ,episcopal career we find that as the years rolled on his reputation passed beyond the confines of ,france1 and reached the ,vatican4 ,pope ,paul ,v41 who knew him intimately1 held him in high esteem1 and all the ,cardinals honoured him with their friendship4 ,had it not been for his own firm resistance to every proposal made to him to quit his poor diocese of ,belley1 ,mgr4 ,camus would assuredly have been transferred to some much more important ,see4 ,and here we may again quote the words of his panegyrist1 to indicate the fruits produced by his zeal in the little corner of the vineyard of the ,divine ,master1 which had been confided to his skilful hands4 ,godeau says1 ,the interior sanctity which he strove to acquire for himself by prayer1 by reading holy books1 by the mortification of his senses1 by the putting aside of all secular affairs when engaged in prayer1 by humility1 patience1 and charity1 were the inexhaustible source whence flowed all his external works1 and whence they derived all their purity and vigour4 ,as regarded the poor and needy in his diocese1 ,mgr4 ,camus was no less generous in ministering to their temporal than to their spiritual wants4 ,he looked upon himself as simply a steward of the goods of the ,church4 ,he1 indeed1 drew the revenues of his diocese1 but only as rivers draw their waters from the sea1 to pay them back again to it with usury4 ,more than once in years of famine he gave all his corn to the poor1 not as ,joseph did in ,egypt by depriving them of their liberty1 but by depriving himself of what was necessary for his support1 and treating himself no better than the rest of the poor4 ,one day he was told that the dearness of wine was the cause of great distress among working people4 ,he immediately gave orders that his own wine should be sold1 but after a most curious and unusual fashion4 ,he would not have any fixed price set upon it1 but only desired that an open bag should be held1 at the door of the cellar so that purchasers might throw in what they pleased4 ,you may be sure that the bag was not very full and that the buyers availed themselves to the utmost of his liberality4 ,what1 however1 do you think he did with the small amount of money which he found in the bag8 ,even that he forthwith distributed among the poor6 ,surely if anything can approach the miraculous transformation of water into wine it is ,bishop ,camus' mode of selling it6 ,after having established in his diocese that order and peace which are the fruits of the knowledge and observance of the duties of religion1 and having formed a body of clergy remarkable for their piety and learning1 ,mgr4 ,camus thought he ought to advance even a step further4 ,he felt that it was his duty to have in his ,episcopal city a community of ,religious men who by their example should assist both clergy and laity in their spiritual life4 ,he did this by building1 at his own expense1 in #afbj1 a ,capuchin ,monastery4 ,for a long time he supplied these ,friars with all that they needed1 and finally gave them his own library1 which was both choice and extensive4 ,he was equally cordial in his relationship with other ,orders1 welcoming them gladly to his own house1 and often making retreats in their ,monasteries4 ,camus was too intimately connected with ,francis de ,sales not to have with him a community of spirit4 ,knowing how useful the newly-formed ,order of the ,visitation would be to the ,church1 he also founded at ,belley1 in #affb1 a ,convent1 to which he invited some nuns of the ,new ,congregation4 ,this ,institution of the holy ,bishop of ,geneva was vigorously attacked from its very beginning4 ,it was called in derision1 the ,confraternity of the ,descent from the ,cross1 because its pious founder had excluded from this order corporal austerities1 and had adapted all his rules to the reforming of the interior4 ,the ,bishop of ,belley declared himself champion of this new ,institution4 ,indeed1 his ardent soul was always on fire to proclaim and to maintain the glory of the ,church4 ,at whatever point ,she was attacked or threatened there ,camus was to be found armed cap-a-pie to defend her4 ,as for his own temporal interests1 they were to him matters of absolute indifference when weighed in the balance of that beloved ,church4 ,his own words1 however1 speak best on this subject4 ,on one occasion1 when a ,minister of ,state wrote to ask him something contrary to those interests1 backing up his request with the most liberal promises1 the ,bishop of ,belley1 after courteously excusing himself from complying with the request1 wound up his answer to the statesman with these remarkable words3 ,this is all that can be said to you by a ,bishop who1 as regards the past1 is under no obligation to anyone2 as regards the present without interest2 and as regards the future has no pretentions whatever4 ,we have said that the ,bishop of ,belley was indefatigable in labouring for the sanctification of his people1 but this did not in any way prevent him from bestowing due care upon the interests of his own soul4 ,with this object in view he considered that after long years of toil for his flock he ought to retire from the world1 so as to have more time to devote to himself4 ,to live in solitude had been the desire of his youth1 as we know it was ever his desire through all the period of his ,episcopate2 but his spiritual guide1 the holy ,bishop of ,geneva1 always succeeded in dissuading him from laying down the pastoral staff to take refuge in the cloister4 ,however1 after the death of his illustrious friend and counsellor1 this desire returned to ,camus with redoubled force4 ,for seven years1 out of respect for the advice of his dear dead friend1 he abstained from carrying out his purpose1 and during that time of waiting1 relaxing nothing in the ardour of his love for his people and his zeal for the ,church1 he devoted himself to the work of repairing and restoring his ,cathedral1 which was accomplished in the year #afbg4 ,when in #ahcg this ancient edifice was pulled down in order to be rebuilt1 an inscription was discovered stating this fact1 which is not otherwise mentioned in any extant writings1 probably because those in which it was recorded were among the rich archives of the ,chapter destroyed by the fury of the vandals of #agic4 ,at last1 in #afbh1 ,camus finally decided to give up his ,episcopal charge to one who was indeed worthy of such a dignity4 ,this was ,jean de ,passelaigne1 ,abbot of ,notre ,dame de ,hambic1 ,prior of ,st4 ,victor of ,nevers1 and of ,la ,charit-sur-,loire1 ,vicar-,general of the ,order of ,cluny4 ,then1 having obtained the ,king's consent1 ,camus retired from the diocese of ,belley1 which he had ruled so happily and so well for twenty years1 to the ,cistercian ,abbey of ,annay1 there to exercise in the calm of solitude all those virtues to the practice of which he said the stir and bustle inseparable from the episcopal functions had not allowed him to devote himself4 ,this he did1 it would seem1 towards the end of #afbh1 or the beginning of #afbi4 ,the ,abbey of ,annay1 which the ,king gave to him on receiving his resignation of the ,see of ,belley1 was situated in ,normandy1 near ,caen4 ,there ,camus dwelt for some time1 not1 however1 leading an idle life1 for we find that a great many of his works were printed at ,caen4 ,he also succeeded in introducing into this ,religious ,house1 and into the neighbouring one of ,ardaine1 that reform which it was the desire of his heart to bring back to all the ,monasteries of ,france4 ,it was while in ,normandy that he made the acquaintance of ,pre ,eudes1 and between these two holy ,priests the closest friendship sprang up1 founded on a mutual zeal for the salvation of souls4 ,the ,bishop of ,belley was not long allowed to enjoy his quiet retreat at ,annay4 ,franois de ,harlay1 ,archbishop of ,rouen1 being unable at that time1 owing to ill health1 to exercise his duties as a ,bishop1 felt convinced that ,providence had sent ,mgr4 ,camus into his diocese on purpose that he might share his labours4 ,his earnest entreaties prevailed upon the good ,bishop to emerge from his retreat and help to bear the burden which pressed so heavily upon a sick and failing ,prelate4 ,at ,belley he had been accountable to ,god alone for the discharge of those duties which he had for a time laid aside2 now at the call of charity he did not hesitate to take up the burden again to ease another4 ,he was appointed ,vicar-,general to the ,archbishop of ,rouen1 renouncing1 like ,st4 ,paul1 his liberty in order to become the servant of all men1 and thus gain more souls to ,jesus ,christ4 ,although in this new sphere ,camus laboured with the utmost devotion and untiring energy1 living a life of ascetic severity1 fasting1 sleeping on straw1 or spending whole nights in prayer1 while his days were given to preaching1 confirming1 hearing confessions1 visiting the sick1 consoling the afflicted1 advising1 exhorting1 patiently listening to the crowds who flocked to consult him1 yet he still felt certain that the voice of ,god called him to solitude and to a perpetual retreat4 ,desiring to spend the rest of his days among the poor whom he loved so well1 he came to ,paris1 and took up his abode in the ,hospital for ,incurables1 situated in the ,rue de ,svres4 ,he reserved for himself out of his patrimony and benefices only #ejj livres1 which he paid to the hospital for his board and lodging1 distributing the remainder among the needy4 ,in this hospital he passed his time in ministering to the sick1 dressing their wounds1 consoling1 and instructing them1 and performing for them all the functions of an ordinary ,chaplain4 ,even if he went out to visit friends in the vicinity of ,paris1 he never returned later than five o'clock in the evening4 ,occasionally he preached in the chapel of the ,duke of ,orleans before ,his ,royal ,highness1 and at such times denounced vehemently the luxury and indolence of ,princes and courtiers4 ,there was at this time a diocese in a no less pitiable condition than was ,belley when ,mgr4 ,camus was1 at the ,king's desire1 placed in charge of it4 ,this diocese was that of ,arras1 and on the #bhth of ,may1 #afej1 he was appointed by ,louis ,,xiv41 acting under the advice of the ,queen-,regent1 to administer all the affairs of the diocese until such time as a new ,bishop should be nominated to the vacant ,see by ,his ,majesty and our ,holy ,father the ,pope4 ,into this laborious task of sowing1 ploughing1 cultivating a vast weed-grown1 and unpromising field1 ,camus threw himself with all his old ardour and energy4 ,he did so much in a very short time that his name will long be remembered among the descendants of those from whom the troubles of the times snatched him so suddenly1 but not before he had bound them to ,france while leading them to ,god by bands of love stronger than citadels or garrisons4 ,political disturbances and the calamities of war having prevented this indefatigable servant of ,god from carrying on his work at ,arras1 he withdrew again in the following year to the ,hospital of the ,incurables at ,paris1 there to await better times1 and also doubtless the expected ,bull from the ,sovereign ,pontiff4 ,however1 the great ,rewarder called ,camus to ,himself before the ,pope had sanctioned his appointment to the ,bishopric of ,arras4 ,but ere we close this slight sketch of the life of the good ,bishop1 and speak of its last scenes1 we must say a word about the gigantic literary labours which occupied him more or less from the time of his retirement to the ,abbey of ,annay1 in #afbh1 till his death1 in #afeb4 ,it was his great love for the ,church which made him take pen in hand4 ,varied as were the subjects on which he wrote1 his writings1 whether controversial1 dogmatic1 devotional or even light and entertaining1 had but one single aim and end--the instruction of mankind and the glorification of ,catholicism4 ,if we bear this in mind we shall be ready to forgive the bitterness and harshness which we may admit characterised many of his writings4 ,to reform the ,monasteries of ,france1 and to deal a death blow to the abuses which had crept into some of them1 was the passionate desire of his heart4 ,this1 and not a personal hatred of monks1 as his enemies have averred1 was the moving spring of his actions in this crusade of the pen4 ,at the same time we do not deny that his natural impetuosity and keen sense of humour made him too often1 in accordance with the bad taste of the day1 present the abuses which he wished to reform1 in so ridiculous and contemptible a light1 as to provoke and irritate his enemies1 perhaps unnecessarily4 ,yet1 if in this he showed the lack of judgment which he had years before lamented in himself1 can anyone who knows what those times were1 and who is as jealous for the honour of ,god as he was1 blame him8 ,there was another evil of the day which the good ,bishop witnessed with grief and indignation1 and set himself zealously to reform4 ,this was the publishing of romances1 or novels1 which1 as then written1 could only poison the minds of their readers1 inflame their passions1 and weaken their sense of right and wrong4 ,he pondered the matter1 and having made up his mind that it would be absolutely useless to endeavour to hinder their being read1 as this would only increase the obstinacy and perversity of those who took pleasure in them1 he decided on adopting another method altogether1 as he himself said1 he tried to make these poor diseased folk1 with their depraved taste and morbid cravings1 swallow his medicine under the disguise of sweetmeats4 ,that is to say1 he himself began to write novels and romances for them2 romances which1 indeed1 depicted the profligacy of the age1 but in such odious colours as to inspire aversion and contempt4 ,vice1 if described1 was held up to ridicule and loathing4 ,the interest of the story was so well kept up as to carry the reader on to the end1 and that end often showed the hero or heroine so entirely disabused of the world's enchantment as to retire voluntarily into convents1 in order1 by an absolute devotion of the heart to ,god1 to repair the injury done to ,him1 by giving to the creature the love due to ,him alone4 ,these books passed from hand to hand in the gay world1 were read1 were enjoyed1 and the fruit gathered from them by the reader was the conviction that ,god being ,himself the ,sovereign ,god1 all other love but that of which ,he is the object and the end1 is as contrary to the happiness of man as it is opposed to all the rules of justice4 ,let us hear what ,camus himself says as to his motive and conduct in the matter of novel writing4#a ,the enterprise on which ,i have embarked of wrestling with1 or rather contending against those idle or dangerous books1 which cloak themselves under the title of novels1 would surely demand the hands of ,briareus to wield as many pens1 and the strength of ,hercules to support such a burden6 ,but what cannot courage1 zeal1 charity1 and confidence in ,god accomplish8 ,he goes on to say that though he sees all the difficulties ahead1 his courage will not fail1 for he holds his commission from a ,saint1 the holy ,bishop of ,geneva1 in whose intercessions1 and in the assistance of the ,god of ,saints1 he trusts1 and is confident of victory4 ,he tells us in several of his works1 and especially in his ,unknown ,traveller1 that it was ,st4 ,francis de ,sales who first advised him to use his pen in this manner1 and that for twenty-five years the ,saint had been cogitating and developing this design in his brain4 ,in the same little pamphlet ,camus points out the methods he followed as a novel writer4 ,it consists1 he says1 in saying only good things1 dealing only with good subjects1 the single aim of which is to deter from vice1 and to lead on to virtue4 ,he was an extraordinarily prolific and rapid writer1 scarcely ever correcting or polishing up anything that he had put on paper4 ,this was a defect1 but it was the natural outcome of his temperament1 which was a curious combination of lightness and solidity1 gaiety and severity4 ,few people really understood him4 ,he was often taken for a mere man of the world1 when in truth he was one of the stoutest champions of the ,church1 and in his inner life1 grave and ascetic1 macerating his flesh like a monk of the desert4 ,he wrote in all about #bjj volumes1 #ej of these being romances4 ,in the latter1 which drew down upon him such storms of bitter invective1 owing to his freedom of language in treating of the vices against which he was warning his readers1 we do not pretend to admire his work1 but must remind readers that his style was that of the age in which he lived1 and that ,camus was essentially a ,parisian4 ,we have said that he wrote at least fifty novels2 we may add that each was cleverer than that which had preceded it4 ,forgotten now1 they were at the time of their appearance eagerly devoured1 and it is morally impossible but that some good should have resulted from their production4 ,and now old age came upon the busy writer--old age1 but not the feebleness of old age1 nor its privileged inaction4 ,as he advanced in years he seemed to increase in zeal and diligence1 and it was not till suddenly stricken down by a mortal malady that his labours ceased4 ,then on his death-bed in a quiet corner of the ,hospital for ,incurables in humility1 patience1 and a marvellous silence1 only opening his lips to speak at the desire of his confessor1 calm and peaceful1 his eyes fixed upon the crucifix which he held in his hands1 ,jean ,pierre ,camus gave up his soul to ,god4 ,this was on the #beth of ,april1 #afeb4 ,he was #fg years old4 ,he had in his will forbidden any pomp or display at his funeral1 and his wishes were strictly obeyed4 ,some time after his death a stone was placed by the ,administrators of the ,hospital over the tomb of the good ,bishop1 who had been so great a benefactor to that ,institution1 and who rests beneath the nave of its ,church in the ,rue de ,svres4 ,when he felt the first approach of illness1 about six weeks before his death1 he made his will1 in which he left the greater part of his money to the ,hospital1 founding in it four beds for the ,incurables of ,belley4 ,and now our work is done4444 ,the object has been to make ,john ,peter ,camus known as he really was1 and to cleanse his memory from the stains cast upon it by the jarring passions of his contemporaries4 ,if we have succeeded in this the reader will recognise in him a pious ,bishop1 armed with the scourge of penance1 an indefatigable writer in the defence of good morals1 of religion1 and of the ,church--a reformer1 and not an enemy of the ,monastic ,orders2 finally a ,prelate1 who laboured all his life to copy the ,holy ,bishop of ,geneva1 whom he ever regarded as his father1 his guide1 and his oracle4 ,one word more4 ,those pious persons who wish to know better this true disciple of the ,bishop of ,geneva have nothing to do but to read the ,spirit of ,saint ,francis de ,sales4 ,there they will see the ,bishop of ,belley as he really was4 ,there they can admire his ardent piety1 the candour of his soul1 the fervour of his faith and charity2 in a word1 all that rich store of virtues which he acquired in the school of that great master of the spiritual life who was for fourteen years his ,director4 ,footnote #a3 ,in the preface of his book1 entitled ,strange ,occurrences4 ,,the ,,french ,,publisher ,,to ,,the ,,reader1 #afci4 ,since the holy death of ,blessed ,francis de ,sales1 ,prince and ,bishop of ,geneva1 which took place on ,december #bhth1 the ,feast of the ,holy ,innocents1 in the year #afbb1 many writers have taken up the pen to give the public the knowledge of the pious life and virtuous conversation of that holy ,prelate1 whom some have very fitly called the ,st4 ,charles of ,france4 ,the writer1 however1 with whom we are most concerned is ,monseigneur ,jean ,pierre ,camus1 ,bishop of ,belley1 whose work we are now introducing to our readers4 ,after the death of ,blessed ,francis this faithful friend and devoted disciple was entreated1 urged1 conjured1 in season and out of season1 by an infinity of persons1 to employ the literary faculty given to him by ,god in communicating to the world the many rare things which he had had the opportunity of observing in the life and conversation of ,blessed ,francis1 under whose direction and discipline he had been for fourteen years4 ,m4 ,camus constantly excused himself under the plea that many had already taken the work in hand1 and that he did not care to put his sickle into another man's crop1 nor to make books by simply transcribing those of others1 as is done by many writers of our day4 ,at last1 however1 he allowed himself to be persuaded by some members of the ,order of the ,visitation1 founded by the holy ,bishop1 to write the life1 or1 more properly speaking1 to delineate the spirit of his beloved ,master4 ,having promised to do this1 he considered that he had1 at least partially1 fulfilled his promise by publishing some pious ,treatises conformable to the spirit of the holy ,prelate4 ,it was1 however1 afterwards thought better to gather up1 and1 as it were1 glean from ,m4 ,camus' own sermons1 exhortations1 conferences1 conversations1 books1 and letters1 that ,spirit of ,blessed ,francis which he had imbibed1 in common with all the holy ,bishop's disciples and spiritual children4 ,to make this collection was not difficult1 because there was scarcely a sermon1 conference1 or spiritual lesson given by him in which he did not say something about the ,saint1 so deeply imbued was he with his instructions4 ,one of the most intimate and familiar friends of the ,bishop of ,belley1 having given his attention to the matter1 now lays before you as the result1 this book to which he has given the title3 ,the ,spirit of ,blessed ,francis de ,sales1 represented in his most remarkable words and actions4 ,this holy ,bishop was mighty in works and in words2 he was not one of those who say much that is good but who do not practise it4 ,to say and to do was with him the same thing1 or rather1 his doing surpassed his saying4444 ,in this collection offered to you1 there is but little formal arrangement1 the component parts were gathered up as they fell from the lips or the pen of ,monseigneur ,camus4 ,it is a piece of mosaic work1 a bouquet of various flowers1 a salad of divers herbs1 a banquet of many dishes1 an orchard of different fruits1 where each one can take what best suits his taste4 ,note4--,in this translation an endeavour has been made to group together the sections treating of the same subject4 ,these are scattered1 without order1 through the three volumes of the ,french edition4 ,,the ,,spirit ,,of ,,st4 ,,francis ,,de ,,sales ,,upon ,,perfect ,,virtue4 ,blessed ,francis de ,sales thought very little of any virtue unless it was animated by charity2 following in this the teaching of ,st4 ,paul1 who declares that without charity the greatest virtues are as nothing4 ,thus1 even the faith which works miracles1 the almsgiving which leads a man to sell all his goods to feed the poor1 the spirit of martyrdom which impels him to give his body to be burned1 all1 if without charity1 are nothing4#a ,that you may clearly understand the distinction which he drew between the natural excellence of certain virtues1 and the supernatural perfection which they acquire by the infusion of charity1 ,i will give you his exact words on the subject1 as they are to be found in his ,treatise on the ,love of ,god4 ,he says3 ,the light of the sun falls equally on the violet and the rose1 yet will never render the former as fair as the latter1 or make a daisy as lovely as a lily4 ,if1 however1 the sun should shine very clearly upon the violet1 and very mistily and faintly upon the rose1 then without doubt it would make the violet more fair to see than the rose4 ,so1 ,theotimus1 if with equal charity one should suffer death by martyrdom1 and another suffer only hunger by fasting1 who does not see that the value of this fasting will not1 on that account1 be equal to that of martyrdom8 ,no1 for who would dare to affirm that martrydom is not more excellent in itself than fasting4444 ,still1 it is true that if love be ardent1 powerful1 and excellent1 in a heart1 it will also more enrich and perfect all the virtuous works which may proceed from it4 ,one may suffer death and fire for ,god1 without charity1 as ,st4 ,paul supposes#b1 and as ,i explain elsewhere4 ,still more then may one suffer them with little charity4 ,now1 ,i say1 ,theotimus1 that it may come to pass that a very small virtue may be of greater value in a soul where divine love fervently reigns1 than martyrdom itself in a soul where love is languishing1 feeble1 and dull4 ,thus1 the least virtues of our ,blessed ,lady of ,st4 ,john1 and of other great ,saints1 were of more worth before ,god than the most exalted perfections of the rest of ,his servants4#c ,footnote #a3 #a ,cor4 xiii4 #a-c4 ,footnote #b3 #a ,cor4 xiii4 #c4 ,footnote #c3 ,bk4 xi4 chap4 v4 ,,blessed ,,francis' ,,estimate ,,of ,,various ,,virtues4 #a4 ,he preferred those virtues the practice of which is comparatively frequent1 common1 and ordinary1 to others which we may be called upon to exercise on rare occasions4 #b4 ,he considered1 as we have seen1 that the degree of the supernatural in any virtue could not be decided by the greatness or smallness of the external act1 since an act in itself altogether trivial1 may be performed with much grace and charity1 while a very brilliant and dazzling good work may be animated by but a very feeble spark of love of ,god1 the intensity of which is1 after all1 the only rule by which to ascertain its true value in ,his sight4 #c4 ,the more universal a virtue1 the more1 he said1 it is to be preferred before all others1 charity only excepted4 ,for instance1 he valued prayer as the light which illumines all other virtues2 devotion1 as consecrating all our actions to ,god2 humility1 which makes us set but little value on ourselves and on our doings2 meekness1 which yields to all2 patience1 which includes everything besides4 ,he valued these1 ,i say1 more than magnanimity1 or liberality1 because such virtues can be more rarely practised and they affect fewer subjects4 #d4 ,he was always on his guard against showy virtues1 which of their very nature encourage vainglory1 the bane of all good works4 #e4 ,he blamed those who measure virtues by the standard set up by the world1 who prefer temporal to spiritual alms2 haircloth1 fasting1 and corporal austerities to sweetness1 modesty1 and the mortification of the heart2 virtues by far the more excellent4 #f4 ,he greatly condemned those who select the virtues most agreeable to their taste1 and practise these alone1 quite regardless of those which are specially adapted to their state of life4 ,these people1 indeed1 serve ,god1 but after a way of their own1 not according to ,his will3 a by no means uncommon mistake1 which leads many1 otherwise devout-minded1 far out of the right path4 ,,upon ,,the ,,lesser ,,virtues4 ,he had a special affection for certain virtues which are passed over by some as trivial and insignificant4 ,everyone1 he used to say1 is eager to possess those brilliant1 almost dazzling virtues which cluster round the summit of the ,cross1 so that they can be seen from afar and admired1 but very few are anxious to gather those which1 like wild thyme1 grow at the foot of that ,tree of ,life and under its shade4 ,yet these are often the most hardy1 and give out the sweetest perfume1 being watered with the precious ,blood of the ,saviour1 whose first lesson to ,his disciples was3 ,learn of ,me because ,i am meek and humble of heart4#a ,it does not belong to every one to practise the sublime virtues of fortitude1 magnanimity1 endurance unto death1 patience1 constancy1 and courage4 ,the occasions of exercising these are rare1 yet all aspire to them because they are brilliant and their names high sounding4 ,very often1 too1 people fancy that they are able1 even now1 to practise them4 ,they inflate their courage with the vain opinion they have of themselves1 but when put to the trial fail pitiably4 ,they are like those children of ,ephrem1 who distinguished themselves wonderfully by1 in the time of peace1 hitting the target with every arrow1 but in the battle were the first to fly before the enemy4 ,better had their skill been less and their courage greater4 ,opportunities of acquiring offices1 benefices1 inheritances1 large sums of money1 are not to be met with every day1 but at any moment we may earn farthings and halfpence4 ,by trading well on these small profits1 many have in course of time grown rich4 ,we should become spiritually wealthy and lay up for ourselves much treasure in ,heaven did we employ in the service of the holy love of ,god1 the small opportunities which are to be met with at every hour of our lives4 ,it is not enough to practise great virtues2 they must be practised with great charity1 for that it is which in the sight of ,god forms the basis of and gives weight and value to all good works4 ,an act of lesser virtue 7for all virtues are not of equal importance7 done out of great love to ,god is far more excellent than a rarer and grander one done with less love4 ,look at this good soul1 she gives a cup of cold water to the thirsty with such holy love that it is changed into the water of life1 life eternal4 ,the ,gospel which makes light of the weightiest sums cast into the treasury1 reckons of the highest value two mites offered out of a great and fervent love4#b ,these little homely virtues6 ,how seldom is mention made of them6 ,how lightly they are esteemed6 ,kindly concessions to the exacting temper of our neighbour1 gentle tolerance of his imperfections1 loving endurance of cross looks1 peevish gestures1 cheerfulness under contempt and small injustices1 endurance of affronts1 patience with importunity1 doing menial actions which our social position impels us to regard as beneath us2 replying amiably to some one who has given us an undeserved and sharp reproof1 falling down and then bearing good humouredly the being laughed at1 accepting with gentleness the refusal of a kindness1 receiving a favour graciously1 humbling ourselves before our equals and inferiors1 keeping on kindly and considerate terms with our servants4 ,how trivial and poor all this appears to those who have their hearts lifted up with proud aspirations4 ,we want1 they seem to say1 no virtues but such as go clad in purple1 and to be borne by fair winds and spreading sails towards high reputation4 ,they forget that those who please men are not the servants of ,god1 and that the friendship of the world and its applause are worth nothing and less than nothing in ,his sight4#c ,footnote #a3 ,matt4 xi4 #bi4 ,footnote #b3 ,cf4 ,treatise on the ,love of ,god4 ,bk4 iii4 c4 ii4 ,footnote #c3 ,cf4 ,the ,devout ,life4 ,part iii4 c1 i41 ii41 and vi4 ,,upon ,,increase ,,of ,,faith4 ,lord1 ,i believe1 help my unbelief6 ,lord1 increase the ,faith in us6 ,and how is this increase of ,faith to be brought about8 ,in the same way1 assuredly1 as the strength of the palm tree grows with the load it has to bear1 or as the vine profits by being pruned4 ,a stoic philosopher remarked very truly that virtue languishes when it has nothing to overcome4 ,what does a man know until he is tempted8 ,our ,blessed ,father#a when visiting the bailiwick of ,gex1 which adjoins the city of ,geneva1 in order to re-establish the ,catholic religion in some parishes1 declared that his ,faith gained new vigour through his intercourse with the heretics of those parts1 who were sitting in darkness and in the shadow of death4 ,he expresses his feelings on this subject in one of his letters3 ,alas6 in this place ,i see poor wandering sheep all around me2 ,i approach them and marvel at their evident and palpable blindness4 ,o my ,god6 the beauty of our holy ,faith then appears by comparison so entrancing that ,i would die for love of it1 and ,i feel that ,i ought to lock up the precious gift which ,god has given me in the innermost recesses of a heart all perfumed with devotion4 ,my dearest daughter1 ,i thank the sovereign ,light which shed its rays so mercifully into this heart of mine1 that the more ,i go among those who are deprived of ,faith1 the more clearly and vividly ,i see its magnificence and its inexpressible1 yet most desirable1 sweetness4#b ,in order to make great progress in the spirit of ,faith1 which is that of ,christian perfection1 ,blessed ,francis was not satisfied with simple assent to all those truths which are divinely revealed1 or with submission to the will of ,god as taught in them1 he wanted more than this4 ,it was his desire that we should be actuated in all our dealings by the spirit of ,faith1 as far at least as that is possible1 so as to arrive at last at that summit of perfect charity which the ,apostle calls the more excellent way1 and of which he says that he who is joined to the ,lord is one spirit4 ,footnote #a3 ,st4 ,francis de ,sales was spoken of as ,our ,blessed ,father1 not only by the ,visitation ,nuns1 but in the whole neighbourhood of ,annecy4 ,footnote #b3 ,cf4 ,the ,depositions of ,st4 ,chantal4 ,point #bdth4 ,,upon ,,temptations ,,against ,,faith4 ,he who is not tempted what knows he8 says ,holy ,scripture4 ,god is faithful1 and will not permit us to be tempted beyond our strength2 nay1 if we are faithful to ,him1 ,he enables us to profit by our tribulation4 ,he not only helps us1 but ,he makes us find our help in the tribulation itself1 in which1 thinking we were perishing1 we cried out to ,him to save us4 ,those who imagine themselves to be in danger of losing the ,faith1 when the temptations suggested to them by the enemy against this virtue1 harass and distress them1 understand very little of the nature of temptations4 ,for1 besides that temptation cannot harm us1 as long as it is displeasing to us1 which is the teaching of one of the early ,fathers1 it actually1 in such case1 produces an absolutely contrary effect to what we fear1 and to the aim of our adversary1 the devil4 ,for just as the palm tree takes deeper and stronger root1 the more it is tossed and shaken by the winds and storms1 so the more we are tossed by temptation1 the more firmly are we settled in that virtue which the temptation was striving to overthrow4 ,as we see from the lives of the ,saints1 the most chaste are those who oppose the greatest resistance to the goad of sensuality1 and the most patient are those who struggle the most earnestly against impatience4 ,it is for this reason that ,holy ,scripture says3 ,happy is he who suffers temptation1 since1 after his trial1 the crown of life awaits him4#a ,in this way the more violent are the temptations against ,faith with which a soul is troubled1 the more deeply does that virtue bury itself in the heart1 and is there held all the more tightly and closely1 because of our fear lest it escape4 ,blessed ,francis provides us in one of his letters with three excellent means of resisting and overcoming temptations against ,faith4 ,the first1 is to despise all the suggestions of the ,evil ,one4 ,they are outside and before our heart rather than within it1 for there peace maintains its hold1 though in great bitterness4 ,this so exasperates our proud enemy1 who is king over all the children of pride1 that1 seeing himself disdained1 he withdraws4 ,the second is not to fight against this temptation by contrary acts of the understanding1 but by those of the will1 darting forth a thousand protestations of fidelity to the truths which ,god reveals to us by ,his ,church4 ,these acts of ,faith1 supernatural as they are1 soon reduce to ashes all the engines and machinations of the enemy4 ,our ,saint gives us his third means1 the use of the discipline1 saying that this bodily suffering serves as a diversion to trouble of mind1 and adds that the devil1 seeing the flesh1 which is his partisan and confederate1 thus maltreated1 is terrified and flies away4 ,this is to act like that ,king of ,moab1 who brought about the raising of the siege of his city1 by sacrificing his son on the walls1 in the sight of his enemies1 so that1 panic-stricken1 with horror at a sight so appalling1 they took at once to flight4 ,footnote #a3 ,james i4 #ab4 ,,upon ,,the ,,same ,,subject4 ,when the tempter sees that our heart is so firmly established in grace that we flee from sin as from a serpent1 and that its very shadow1 which is temptation1 frightens us1 he contents himself with disquieting us1 seeing that he cannot make us yield to his will4 ,in order to effect this1 he stirs up a heap of trivial temptations1 which he throws like dust into our eyes1 so as to make us unhappy1 and to render the path of virtue less pleasant to us4 ,we must take up shield and sword to arm ourselves against great temptations2 but there are many trivial and ordinary ones which are better driven away by contempt than by any other means4 ,we arm ourselves against wolves and bears2 but who would condescend to do so against the swarms of flies which torment us in hot weather8 ,our ,blessed ,father1 writing to one who was sorrowful and disquieted at finding herself assailed by temptations against ,faith1 though these were most hateful and tormenting to her1 expresses himself thus3 ,your temptations against ,faith have come back again1 even though you never troubled yourself to answer them4 ,they importune you again1 but still you do not answer4 ,well1 my daughter1 all this is as it should be3 but you think too much about them2 you fear them too much2 you dread them too much4 ,were it not for that1 they would do you no harm4 ,you are too sensitive to temptations4 ,you love the ,faith1 and would not willingly suffer a single thought contrary to it to enter your mind2 but the moment one so much as occurs to you you are saddened and troubled by it4 ,you are too jealous of your purity of ,faith4 ,you fancy that everything that touches it must taint it4 ,no1 my daughter1 let the wind blow1 and do not think that the rustling of the leaves is the clash of arms4 ,a little while ago ,i was standing near some beehives1 and some of the bees settled on my face4 ,i wanted to brush them off with my hand4 ',no1' said a peasant to me1 'do not be afraid1 and do not touch them1 then they will not sting you at all2 but if you touch them they will half devour you4' ,i took his advice1 and not one stung me4 ,believe me1 if you do not fear these temptations1 they will not harm you2 pass on and pay no heed to them4 ,,upon ,,confidence ,,in ,,god4 ,on this subject ,i must relate a charming little instance of our ,blessed ,father's perfect confidence in ,god1 of which he told me once with his accustomed simplicity1 to the great consolation of my soul1 and one which ,i was delighted afterwards to find related in a letter addressed to one of his most intimate friends4 ,yesterday1 he said1 wishing to pay a visit to the ,archbishop of ,vienne1 ,i went on the lake in a little boat1 and felt very happy in the thought that my sole protection1 besides a thin plank1 was ,divine ,providence4 ,the wind was high1 and ,i was glad1 too1 to feel entirely under the command of the pilot1 who made us all sit perfectly still2 and1 indeed1 ,i had no wish to stir6 ,do not1 however1 my daughter1 take these words of mine as proofs of my being very holy4 ,no1 they are only little imaginary virtues which ,i amuse myself by fancying ,i possess4 ,when it comes to real earnest1 ,i am by no means so brave4 ,the simplicity of the ,saint's thoughts when on the water1 and of his way of mentioning them1 shows how childlike was his trust in ,god4 ,it reminds one of the happiness with which ,st4 ,john leaned upon the ,saviour's breast4 ,a saying1 too1 of ,saint ,teresa which ,i have read in her life comes to my mind4 ,she declared she was never more absolutely content than when she found herself in some peril which obliged her to have recourse to ,god2 because then it seemed to her that she was clinging more closely to ,his holy presence1 and saying to ,him1 as did ,jacob to the ,angel1 that she would not let ,him go until ,he had blessed her4 ,,our ,,misery ,,appeals ,,to ,,god',s ,,mercy4 ,to a soul overwhelmed by the consideration of its infidelities and miseries he wrote these words of marvellous consolation4 ,your miseries and infirmities ought not to astonish you4 ,god has seen many and many a one as wretched as you1 and ,his mercy never turns away the unhappy4 ,on the contrary1 by means of their wretchedness1 ,he seeks to do them good1 making their abjection the foundation of the throne of ,his glory4 ,as ,job's patience was enthroned on a dung-hill1 so ,god's mercy is raised upon the wretchedness of man2 take away man's misery1 and what becomes of ,god's mercy8 ,elsewhere he writes3 ,what does our ,lord love to do with ,his gift of eternal life1 but to bestow it on souls that are poor1 feeble1 and of little account in their own eyes8 ,yes1 indeed1 dearly beloved children1 we must hope1 and that with great confidence1 to live throughout a happy eternity4 ,the greater our misery the greater should be our confidence4 ,these1 indeed1 are his very words in his second conference4 ,again in one of his letters he says3 ,why8 ,what would this good and all-merciful ,god do with ,his mercy2 this ,god1 whom we ought so worthily to honour for ,his goodness8 ,what1 ,i say1 would ,he do with it if ,he did not share it with us1 miserable as we are8 ,if our wants and imperfections did not serve as a stage for the display of ,his graces and favours1 what use would ,he make of this holy and infinite perfection8 ,this is the lesson left us by our ,blessed ,father1 and we ought1 indeed1 to hope with that lively hope animated by love1 without which none can be saved4 ,and this lively hope1 what is it1 but a firm and unwavering confidence that we shall1 through ,god's grace and ,god's mercy1 attain to the joy of heaven1 which1 being infinite1 is boundless and unmeasurable4 ,,upon ,,self-,,distrust4 ,distrust of self and confidence in ,god are the two mystic wings of the dove2 that is to say1 of the soul which1 having learnt to be simple1 takes its flight and rests in ,god1 the great and sovereign object of its love1 of its flight1 and of its repose4 ,the ,spiritual ,combat1 which is an excellent epitome of the science of salvation and of heavenly teaching1 makes these two things1 distrust of self and confidence in ,god1 to be1 as it were1 the introduction to true wisdom3 they are1 the author tells us1 the two feet on which we walk towards it1 the two arms with which we embrace it1 and the two eyes with which we perceive it4 ,in proportion to the growth of one of these two in us is the increase of the other2 the greater or the less the degree of our self-distrust1 the greater or the less the degree of our confidence in ,god4 ,but whence springs this salutary distrust of self8 ,from the knowledge of our own misery and vileness1 of our weakness and impotence1 of our malice and levity4 ,and whence proceeds confidence ,in ,god8 ,from the knowledge which faith gives us of ,his infinite goodness1 and from our assurance that ,he is rich in mercy to all those who call upon ,him4 ,if distrust and confidence seem incompatible with one another1 listen to what our ,blessed ,father says on the subject3 ,not only can the soul which knows her misery have great confidence in ,god1 but unless she has such knowledge1 it is impossible for her to have true confidence in ,him2 for it is this very knowledge and confession of our misery which brings us to ,god4 ,thus1 all the great ,saints1 ,job1 ,david1 and the rest1 began every prayer with the confession of their own misery1 and unworthiness4 ,it is a very good thing to acknowledge ourselves to be poor1 vile1 abject1 and unworthy to appear in the presence of ,god4 ,that saying so celebrated among the ancients3 ,know thyself1 even though it may be understood as referring to the knowledge of the greatness and excellence of the soul1 which ought not to be debased or profaned by things unworthy of its nobility1 may also be taken as referring to the knowledge of our personal unworthiness1 imperfection1 and misery4 ,now the greater our knowledge of our own misery the more profound will be our confidence in the goodness and mercy of ,god2 for between mercy and misery there is so close a connection that the one cannot be exercised without the other4 ,if ,god had not created man1 ,he would still1 indeed1 have been perfect in goodness2 but ,he would not have been actually merciful1 since mercy can only be exercised towards the miserable4 ,you see1 then1 that the more miserable we know ourselves to be the more occasion we have to confide in ,god1 since we have nothing in ourselves in which we can trust4 ,he goes on to say3 ,it is a very good thing to mistrust ourselves1 but at the same time how will that avail us1 unless we put our whole confidence in ,god1 and wait for ,his mercy8 ,it is right that our daily faults and infidelities should cause us self-reproach when we would appear before our ,lord2 and we read of great souls1 like ,st4 ,catherine of ,siena and ,st4 ,teresa1 who1 when they had been betrayed into some fault1 were overwhelmed with confusion4 ,again1 it is reasonable that1 having offended ,god1 we should out of humility and a feeling of confusion1 hold ourselves a little in the background4 ,when we have offended even an earthly friend1 we feel ashamed to meet him4 ,nevertheless1 it is quite certain that we must not remain for long at a distance1 for the virtues of humility1 abjection1 and confusion are intermediate virtues1 or steps by which the soul ascends to union with her ,god4 ,it would be no great gain to accept our nothingness as a fact and to strip ourselves of self 7which is done by acts of self-humiliation7 if the result of this were not the total surrender of ourselves to ,god4 ,st4 ,paul teaches us this1 when he says3 ,strip yourselves of the old man and put on the new4#a ,for we must not remain unclothed2 but clothe ourselves with ,god4 ,further on our ,saint says3 ,i ever say that the throne of ,god's mercy is our misery1 therefore the greater our misery the greater should be our confidence4#b ,as regards the foundation of our confidence in ,god1 he says in the same conference3 ,you wish further to know what foundation our confidence ought to have4 ,know1 then1 that it must be grounded on the infinite goodness of ,god1 and on the merits of the ,death and ,passion of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ with this condition on our part that we should preserve and recognise in ourselves an entire and firm resolution to belong wholly to ,god1 and to abandon ourselves in all things and without any reserve to ,his ,providence4 ,he adds that1 in order to belong wholly to ,god1 it is not necessary to feel this resolution1 because feeling resides chiefly in the lower faculties of the soul2 but we must recognise it in the higher part of the soul1 that purer and more serene region where even in spite of our feelings we fail not to serve ,god in spirit and in truth4 ,footnote #a3 ,col4 iii4 #i4 ,footnote #b3 ,conference ii4 ,,upon ,,the ,,justice ,,and ,,mercy ,,of ,,god4 ,you ask me a question which would be hard for me to answer had ,i not the mind of our ,blessed ,father to guide and assist me in the matter4 ,you say3 ,whence comes it that ,almighty ,god treated the rebel ,angels with so much severity1 showing them no mercy whatever1 and providing for them no remedy to enable them to rise again after their fall2 whereas to men ,he is so indulgent1 patient towards their malice1 waiting for them to repent1 long suffering1 and magnificent in ,his mercy1 bestowing on them the copious ,redemption of the ,saviour8 ,well1 ,he tells us in his ,treatise on the ,love of ,god#a that3 ,the angelic nature could only commit sin from positive malice1 without temptation or motive to excuse1 even partially4 ,nevertheless1 the far greater part of the ,angels remained constant in the service of their ,saviour4 ,therefore ,god1 who had so amply glorified ,his mercy in the work of the creation of the ,angels1 would also magnify ,his justice2 and in ,his righteous indignation resolved for ever to abandon that accursed band of traitors1 who in their rebellion had so villainously abandoned ,him4 ,on man1 however1 ,he took pity for several reasons4 ,first1 because the tempter by his cunning had deceived our first father1 ,adam2 secondly1 because the spirit of man is encompassed by flesh and consequently by infirmity2 thirdly1 because his spirit1 enclosed as it is in an earthly body1 is frail as the vessel which enshrines it1 easily overbalanced by every breath of wind1 and unable to right itself again2 fourthly1 because the temptation in the ,garden of ,eden was great and over-mastering2 fifthly1 because ,he had compassion on the posterity of ,adam1 which otherwise would have perished with him2 but the sixth1 and principal cause was this3 ,almighty ,god having resolved to take on ,himself our human nature in order to unite it to the ,divine ,person of the ,word1 ,he willed to favour very specially this nature for the sake of that hypostatic union1 which was to be the masterpiece of all the communications of ,almighty ,god to ,his creatures4 ,do not1 however1 imagine that ,god so willed to magnify ,his mercy in the redemption of man that ,he forgot the claims of ,his justice4 ,no1 truly2 for no severity can equal that which ,he displayed in the sufferings of ,his ,son1 on whose sacred ,head having laid the iniquities of us all1 ,he poured out a vengeance commensurate with ,his ,divine wrath4 ,if1 then1 we weigh the severity displayed by ,god towards the rebel ,angels against that with which ,he treated ,his ,divine ,son when redeeming mankind1 we shall find ,his justice more abundantly satisfied in the atonement made by the ,one than in the rigorous punishment of the others4 ,in fine here1 as always1 ,his mercy overrides ,his judgments1 inasmuch as the fallen ,angels are punished far less than they deserve1 and the faithful are rewarded far beyond their merits4 ,footnote #a3 ,bk4 ii c4 iv4 ,,waiting ,,upon ,,god4 ,on this subject of waiting upon ,god ,i remember hearing from ,blessed ,francis two wonderful explanations4 ,you1 my dear sisters1 will1 ,i am sure1 be glad to have them1 and will find them of great use1 seeing that your life1 nailed as it is with ,jesus ,christ to the ,cross1 must be one of great long-suffering4 ,he thus interpreted that verse of the ,psalmist3 ,with expectation have ,i waited on the ,lord1 and ,he was attentive to me4#a ,to wait1 waiting1 he said1 is not to fret ourselves while we are waiting4 ,for there are some who in waiting do not wait1 but are troubled and impatient4 ,those who have to wait soon get weary1 and from weariness springs that disturbance of mind so common amongst them4 ,hence the inspired saying that ,hope that is deferred afflicteth the soul4#b ,of all kinds of patience there is none more fitting to tedious waiting than longanimity4 ,strength is developed in dangers2 patience drives away the sadness caused by suffering2 constancy avails for the bearing of great evils2 perseverance for the carrying out a good work to its completion2 but longanimity has to do with sufferings which are painful because they are long enduring4 ,such pains are tedious1 but not often violent1 for violent sufferings are1 as a rule1 not lasting2 either they pass away1 or he on whom they are inflicted1 being unable to bear them1 is set free by death4 ,to wait1 indeed1 for deliverance from evils quietly1 but without any anguish or irritation1 at least in the superior part of the soul1 is to wait1 waiting4 ,happy are those who wait in this manner1 for their hope shall not be confounded4 ,of them the ,psalmist says that ,god will remember them1 that ,he will grant their prayers1 and that ,he will deliver them from the pit of misery4#c ,those who act otherwise1 and who in their adversity give themselves up to impatience1 only aggravate their yoke1 instead of lightening it4 ,they are like the bird which beats its wings against the wrist or perch on which it is poised1 but cannot get free from its chain4 ,wise ,christians making a virtue of necessity and wishing what ,god wishes1 make that which is necessary voluntary1 and turn their suffering to their eternal advantage4 ,footnote #a3 ,psalm xxxix1 i4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm xiii4 #ac4 ,footnote #c3 ,psalm xxxix4 #c4 ,,upon ,,the ,,difference ,,between ,a ,,holy ,,desire ,,of ,,reward ,,and ,a ,,mercenary ,,spirit4 ,i am asked if there is not something of a mercenary spirit in these words of our ,blessed ,father3 ,oh1 how greatly to be loved is the eternity of ,heaven1 and how contemptible are the fleeting moments of earth6 ,aspire continually to this eternity1 and despise heartily this decaying world4 ,you will observe1 if you please1 that there is a great deal of difference between a proper desire of reward and a mercenary habit of mind4 ,the proper desire of recompense is one which looks principally to the glory of ,god1 and to that glory refers its own reward4 ,a habit of mind which1 according to the teaching of the ,holy ,council of ,trent1 is most excellent4#a ,but a mercenary habit of mind is shown when we stop short voluntarily1 deliberately1 and maliciously at our own self-interest1 neglecting and putting on one side the interests of ,god1 and when we look forward only to the honours1 satisfactions1 and delights given to the faithful1 and exclude1 as it were1 the tribute of glory and homage which they render for them to ,god4 ,as regards these words of our ,blessed ,father's1 ,i am perfectly certain that1 whatever they may at first sight seem to mean1 they are assuredly the expression of thoughts1 utterly unselfish1 and totally devoid of the spirit of self-seeking4 ,he had written just before3 ,take good heed not to come to the feast of the ,holy ,cross1 which is a million times fuller of exquisite pleasures than any wedding feast1 without having on the white robe1 spotless1 and pure from all intentions save that of pleasing the ,lamb4 ,again1 ,i should like to read to you an extract from one of his letters1 in which you will see that he knew how to distinguish1 even in ,paradise1 our interests from those of ,god3 ,so pure and penetrating was his sight that it resembled that single eye of which the ,gospel speaks1#b which fills us with light and discernment in things spiritual and divine4 ,he speaks thus in his letter3 ,i have not been able to think of anything this morning save of the eternity of blessings which awaits us4 ,and yet all appear to me as little or nothing beside that unchanging and ever-present love of the great ,god1 which reigns continually in ,heaven4 ,for truly ,i think that the joys of ,paradise would be possible1 in the midst of all the pains of hell1 if the love of ,god could be there4 ,and if hell-fire were a fire of love1 it seems to me that its torments would be the most desirable of good things4 ,all the delights of ,heaven are in my eyes a mere nothing compared with this triumphant love4 ,truly1 we must either die or love ,god4 ,i desire that my heart should either be torn from my body or that if it remains with me it should hold nothing but this holy love4 ,ah6 ,we must truly give our hearts up to our immortal ,king1 and thus being closely united to ,him1 live solely for ,him4 ,let us die to ourselves and to all that depends on ourselves4 ,it seems to me that we ought to live only for ,god4 ,the very thought of this fills my heart once more with courage and fervour4 ,after all1 that our ,lord is our ,lord is the one thing in the world that really concerns us4 ,again1 in his ,theotimus1#c he says3 ,the supreme motive of our actions1 which is that of heavenly love1 has this sovereign property1 that being most pure1 it makes the actions which proceed from it most pure2 so that the ,angels and ,saints of ,heaven love absolutely nothing for any other end whatever than that of the love of the ,divine goodness1 and from the motive of desiring to please ,god4 ,they all1 indeed1 love one another most ardently2 they also love us1 they love the virtues1 but all this only to please ,god4 ,they follow and practise virtues1 not inasmuch as these virtues are fair and attractive to them2 but inasmuch as they are agreeable to ,god4 ,they love their own felicity1 not because it is theirs1 but because it pleases ,god4 ,yea1 they love the very love with which they love ,god1 not because it is in them1 but because it tends to ,god2 not because they have and possess it1 but because ,god gives it to them1 and takes ,his good pleasure in it4 ,footnote #a3 ,de ,justificat1 cap4 #ab4 ,footnote #b3 ,matt4 vi4 #bb4 ,footnote #c3 ,bk4 xi4 #ac4 ,,continuation ,,of ,,the ,,same ,,subject4 ,there are some gloomy minds which imagine that when the motive of charity and disinterested love is insisted upon all other motives are thereby depreciated1 and that it is wished to do away with them4 ,but does he who praises one ,saint blame the others8 ,if we extol the ,seraphim1 do we on that account despise all the lower orders of ,angels8 ,does the man who considers gold more precious than silver say that silver is nothing at all8 ,are we insulting the stars when we admire and praise the sun8 ,and do we despise marriage because we put celibacy above it8 ,it is true that1 as the ,apostle says1 charity is the greatest of all virtues1 without which the others have neither life nor soul2 but that does not prevent these others from being virtues1 and most desirable as good habits4 ,in doing virtuous actions the motive of charity is1 indeed1 the king of all motives2 but blessed also are all those inferior motives which are subject to it4 ,we may truly say of them what the ,queen of ,sheba said of the courtiers of ,solomon3 ,happy are thy men who always stand before thee and hear thy wisdom4#a ,nay1 even servile and mercenary motives1 although interested1 may yet be good1 provided they have nothing in them that cannot be referred to ,god4 ,they are good in those who have not charity1 preparing them for the reception of justifying grace4 ,they are also good in the regenerate1 and are compatible with charity1 like servants and slaves in the service and households of the great4 ,for it is right1 however regenerate we may be1 to abstain from sin1 not only for fear of displeasing ,god1 but also for fear of losing our souls4 ,the ,council of ,trent tells us that we are not doing ill when we perform good works primarily in order to glorify ,god2 and also1 as an accessory1 with a view to the eternal reward which ,god promises to those who shall do such in ,his love and for ,his love4 ,in great temptations1 for fear of succumbing1 the just may with advantage call to their aid the thought of hell1 thereby to save themselves from eternal damnation and the loss of ,paradise4 ,but the first principles of the doctrine of salvation teach us that1 to avoid evil and do good1 simply from the motive of pure and disinterested love of ,god1 is the most perfect and meritorious mode of action4 ,what6 say some3--,must we cease to fear ,god and to hope in ,him8 ,what1 then1 becomes of acts of holy fear1 and of the virtue of hope8 ,if a mother were to abuse the doctor who had restored her child to life1 would it not excite a strong suspicion that it was she herself who had attempted to smother it8 ,did not she who said to ,solomon3 ,let it be divided1#b show herself to be the false mother8 ,they who are so much attached to servile fear can have no real desire to attain to that holy1 pure1 loving1 reverent fear which leads to everlasting rest1 and which the ,saints and ,angels practise through all eternity4 ,let us listen to what ,blessed ,francis further says on this subject4 ,when we were little children1 how eagerly and busily we used to collect tiny scraps of cloth1 bits of wood1 handfuls of clay1 to build houses and make little boats6 ,and if any one destroyed these wonderful erections1 how unhappy we were2 how bitterly we cried6 ,but now we smile when we think how trivial it all was4 ,well1 he goes on to say1 let us1 since we are but children1 be pardoned if we act as such2 but1 at the same time1 do not let us grow cold and dull in our work4 ,if any one knocks over our little houses1 and spoils our small plans1 do not let us now be unhappy or give way altogether on that account4 ,the less so because when the evening comes1 and we need a roof1 ,i mean when death is at hand1 these poor little buildings of ours will be quite unfit to shelter us4 ,we must then be safely housed in our ,father's ,mansion1 which is the ,kingdom of ,his well-beloved ,son4 ,footnote #a3 #b ,paral4 ix4 #g4 ,footnote #b3 #a ,kings iii4 #bf4 ,,god ,,should ,,suffice ,,for ,,us ,,all4 ,a person of some consideration1 and one who made much profession of living a devout life1 was overtaken by sudden misfortune1 which deprived her of almost all her wealth and left her plunged in grief4 ,her distress of mind was so inconsolable that it led her to complain of the ,providence of ,god1 who appeared1 she said1 to have forgotten her4 ,all her faithful service and the purity of her life seemed to have been in vain4 ,blessed ,francis1 full of compassionate sympathy for her misfortunes1 and anxious to turn her thoughts from the contemplation of herself and of earthly things1 to fix them on ,god1 asked her if ,he was not more to her than anything2 nay1 if1 in fact1 ,god was not ,himself everything to her2 and if1 having loved ,him when ,he had given her many things1 she was not now ready to love ,him1 though she received nothing from ,him4 ,she1 however1 replying that such language was more speculative than practical1 and easier to speak than to carry into effect1 he wound up by saying1 with ,st4 ,augustine3 ,too avaricious is that heart to which ,god does not suffice4 ,assuredly1 he who is not satisfied with ,god is covetous indeed4 ,this word covetous produced a powerful effect upon the heart of one who1 in the days of her prosperity1 had always hated avarice1 and had been most lavish in her expenditure1 both on her own needs and pleasures and on works of mercy4 ,it seemed as if suddenly the eyes of her soul were opened1 and she saw how admirable1 how infinitely worthy of love ,god ever remained1 whether with those things she had possessed or without them4 ,so1 by degrees1 she forgot herself and her crosses2 grace prevailed1 and she knew and confessed that ,god was all in all to her4 ,such efficacy have a ,saint's words1 even if unpremeditated4 ,,charity ,,the ,,short ,,road ,,to ,,perfection4 ,blessed ,francis1 in speaking of perfection1 often remarked that1 although he heard very many people talking about it1 he met with very few who practised it4 ,many1 indeed1 he would say1 are so mistaken in their estimate of what perfection is1 that they take effects for the cause1 the rivulet for the spring1 the branches for the root1 the accessories for the principle1 and often even the shadow for the substance4 ,for myself1 ,i know of no ,christian perfection other than to love ,god with our whole heart and our neighbour as ourselves4 ,all other perfection is falsely so entitled3 it is sham gold that does not stand testing4 ,charity is the only bond between ,christians1 the only virtue which unites us absolutely to ,god1 and our neighbour4 ,in charity lies the end of every perfection and the perfection of every end4 ,i know that mortification1 prayer1 and the other exercises of virtue1 are all means to perfection1 provided that they are practised in charity1 and from the motive of charity4 ,but we must never regard any of these means towards attaining perfection as being in themselves perfection4 ,this would be to stop short on the road1 and in the middle of the race1 instead of reaching the goal4 ,the ,apostle exhorts us1 indeed1 to run1 but so as to carry off the prize#a1 which is for those only who have breath enough to reach the end of the course4 ,in a word1 all our actions must be done in charity if we wish to walk in a manner1 as says ,st4 ,paul1 worthy of ,god2 that is to say1 to hasten on towards perfection4 ,charity is the way of true life2 it is the truth of the living way2 it is the life of the way of truth4 ,all virtue is dead without it3 it is the very life of virtue4 ,no one can reach the last and supreme end1 ,god ,himself1 without charity2 it is the way to ,him4 ,there is no true virtue without charity1 says ,st4 ,thomas2 it is the very truth of virtue4 ,in conclusion1 and in answer to my repeated question as to how we were to go to work in order to attain to this perfection1 this supreme love of ,god and of our neighbour1 our ,blessed ,father said that we must use exactly the same method as we should in mastering any ordinary art or accomplishment4 ,we learn1 he said1 to study by studying1 to play on the lute by playing1 to dance by dancing1 to swim by swimming4 ,so also we learn to love ,god and our neighbour by loving them1 and those who attempt any other method are mistaken4 ,you ask me1 my sisters1 how we can discover whether or not we are making any progress towards perfection4 ,i cannot do better than consult our oracle1 ,blessed ,francis1 and answer you in his own words1 taken from his eighth ,conference4 ,we can never know what perfection we have reached1 for we are like those who are at sea2 they do not know whether they are making progress or not1 but the pilot knows1 knowing the course4 ,so we cannot estimate our own advancement1 though we may that of others1 for we dare not assure ourselves when we have done a good action that we have done it perfectly--humility forbids us to do so4 ,nay1 even were we able to judge of the virtues of others1 we must never determine in our minds that one person is better than another1 because appearances are deceitful1 and those who seem very virtuous outwardly and in the eyes of creatures1 may be less so in the sight of ,god than others who appear much more imperfect4 ,i have often heard him say that the multiplicity of means proposed for advancement towards perfection frequently delays the progress of souls4 ,they are like travellers uncertain of the way1 and who seeing many roads branching off in different directions stay and waste their time by enquiring here and there which of them they ought to take in order to reach their journey's end4 ,he advised people to confine themselves rather to some special spiritual exercise or virtue1 or to some well-chosen book of piety--for example1 to the exercise of the presence of ,god1 or of submission to ,his will1 or to purity of intention1 or some similar exercise4 ,among books1 he recommended chiefly1 ,the ,spiritual ,combat1 ,the ,imitation of ,jesus ,christ1 ,the ,method of ,serving ,god1 ,grenada1 ,blosius1 and such like4 ,among the virtues1 as you know well1 his favourites were gentleness and humility1 charity--without which others are of no value--being always pre-supposed4 ,on this subject of advancement towards perfection1 he speaks thus in the ninth of his ,conferences3 ,if you ask me1 ',what can ,i do to acquire the love of ,god8' ,i answer1 ,will2 i4e41 try to love ,him2 and instead of setting to work to find out how you can unite your soul to ,god1 put the thing in practice by a frequent application of your mind to ,him4 ,i assure you that you will arrive much more quickly at your end by this means than in any other way4 ,for the more we pour ourselves out the less recollected we shall be1 and the less capable of union with the ,divine ,majesty1 who would have all we are without reserve4 ,he continues3 ,one actually finds souls who are so busy in thinking how they shall do a thing that they have no time to do it4 ,and yet1 in what concerns our perfection1 which consists in the union of our soul with the ,divine ,goodness1 there is no question of knowing much2 but only of doing4 ,again1 in the same ,conference1 he says3 ,it seems to me that those of whom we ask the road to ,heaven are very right in answering us as those do who tell us that1 in order to reach such a place1 we must just go on putting one foot before the other1 and that by this means we shall arrive where we desire4 ,walk ever1 we say to these souls so desirous of their perfection1 walk in the way of your vocation with simplicity1 more intent on doing than on desiring4 ,that is the shortest road4 ,and1 he adds1 in aspiring to union with the ,beloved1 there is no other secret than to do what we aspire to--that is1 to labour faithfully in the exercise of ,divine love4 ,footnote #a3 #a ,cor4 ix4 #bd4 ,,upon ,,what ,,it ,,is ,,to ,,love ,,god ,,truly4 ,in connection with this subject of the love of ,god and of our neighbour1 ,i asked our ,blessed ,father what loving in this sense of the word really was4 ,he replied3 ,love is the primary passion of our emotional desires1 and a primary element in that emotional faculty which is the will4 ,so that to will is nothing more than to love what is good1 and love is the willing or desiring what is good4 ,if we desire good for ourselves we have what is called self-love2 if we desire good for another we have the love of friendship4 ,to love ,god and our neighbour1 then1 with the love of charity1 which is the love of friendship1 is to desire good to ,god for ,himself1 and to our neighbour in ,god and for the love of ,god4 ,we can desire two sorts of good for ,god3 that which ,he has1 rejoicing that ,he is what ,he is1 and that nothing can be added to the greatness and to the infinity of ,his inward perfection2 and that which ,he has not1 by wishing it for ,him1 either effectively1 if it is in our power to give it to ,him1 or by loving and longing1 if it is not in our power to give it4 ,for1 indeed1 there is a good which ,god desires and which is not ,his as it should be in perfection4 ,that external good1 as it is called1 is the good which proceeds from the honour and glory rendered to ,him by ,his creatures1 especially by those among them endowed with reason4 ,this is the good which ,david wishes to ,god in so many of his ,psalms4 ,among others1 in the ,praise ye the ,lord from the heavens1#a and in the ,bless the ,lord1 ,o my soul4#b ,the three children also in the fiery furnace wish this good to ,god by their canticle3 ,all ye works of the ,lord1 bless the ,lord4#c ,if we truly love ,god we shall try to bring this good to ,him through ourselves1 surrendering our whole being to ,him1 and doing all our actions1 the indifferent as well as the good1 for ,his glory4 ,not content with that1 we shall also strive with all our might to make our neighbour serve and love ,god1 so that by all and in all things ,god may be honoured4 ,to love our neighbour in ,god is to rejoice in the good which our neighbour possesses1 provided1 indeed1 that he makes use of it for the divine glory2 to render him in his need all the assistance which lies within our power2 to be zealous for the welfare of his soul1 and to work for it as we do for our own1 because ,god wills and desires it4 ,that is to have true and unfeigned charity1 and to love ,god sincerely and steadfastly for ,his own sake and our neighbour for the love of ,him4 ,footnote #a3 ,psalm cxlviii4 #a4 ,footnote #b3 ,id4 ciii4 #a4 ,footnote #c3 ,dan4 iii4 #eg4 ,,upon ,,the ,,love ,,of ,,god ,,in ,,general4 ,a whole mountain of virtues1 if destitute of this living1 reigning1 and triumphant love1 was to ,blessed ,francis but as a petty heap of stones4 ,he was never weary of inculcating love of ,god as the supreme motive of every action4 ,the whole of his ,theotimus 7,the ,treatise on the ,love of ,god7 breathes this sentiment1 and he often told me that it was impossible to insist upon it too strongly in our teaching and advice to our people4 ,for1 in fact1 he used to say1 what is the use of running a race if we do not reach the goal1 or of drawing the bow if we do not hit the target8 ,oh6 how many good works are useless as regards the glory of ,god and the salvation of souls1 for want of this motive of charity6 ,and yet1 this is the last thing people think of1 as if the intention were not the very soul of a good action1 and as if ,god had ever promised to reward works not done for ,his glory1 and not applied to ,his honour4 ,,all ,,for ,,love ,,of ,,god4 ,you know very well how ,blessed ,francis valued charity1 but ,i will give you1 nevertheless1 some more of his teaching on this great subject4 ,to a holy soul who had placed herself under his direction1 he said3 ,we must do all things from love1 and nothing from constraint4 ,we must love obedience rather than fear disobedience4 ,i leave you the spirit of liberty3 not such as excludes obedience1 for that is the liberty of the flesh1 but such as excludes constraint1 scruples1 and over-eagerness4 ,however much you may love obedience and submission1 ,i wish you to suspend for the moment the work in which obedience has engaged you whenever any just or charitable occasion for so doing occurs4 ,this omission will be a species of obedience4 ,fill up its measure by charity4 ,from this spirit of holy and ,christian liberty originated the saying so often to be met with in his letters3 ,keep your heart in peace4 ,that is to say3 ,beware of hurry1 anxiety1 and bitterness of heart4 ,these he called the ruin of devotion4 ,he was even unwilling that people should meditate upon the great truths of ,death1 ,judgment and ,hell1 unless they at the same time reassured themselves by the remembrance of ,god's love for them4 ,speaking to a holy soul1 he says3 ,meditation on the four last things will be useful to you provided that you always end with an act of confidence in ,god4 ,never represent to yourself ,death or ,hell on the one side unless the ,cross is on the other2 so that when your fears have been excited by the one you may with confidence turn for help to the other4 ,the one point on which he chiefly insisted was that we must fear ,god from love1 not love ,god from fear4 ,to love ,him from fear1 he used to say1 is to put gall into our food and to quench our thirst with vinegar2 but to fear ,him from love is to sweeten aloes and wormwood4 ,assuredly1 our own experience convinces us that it is difficult to love those whom we fear1 and that it is impossible not to fear with a filial and reverent fear those whom we love4 ,you find some difficulty1 it seems1 my sisters1 in understanding how all things1 as ,st4 ,paul says1#a whether good1 bad1 or indifferent1 can in the end work together for good to those who love ,god4 ,to satisfy you1 ,i quote the words of ,blessed ,francis on this subject in one of his letters4 ,since1 he says1 ,god can bring good out of evil1 will ,he not surely do so for those who have given themselves unreservedly to ,him8 ,yes2 even sins1 from which may ,god in ,his goodness keep us1 are by ,his ,divine ,providence1 when we repent of them1 changed into good for those who are ,his4 ,never would ,david have been so bowed down with humility if he had not sinned1 nor would ,magdalene have loved her ,saviour so fervently had ,he not forgiven her so many sins4 ,but ,he could not have forgiven them had she not committed them4 ,again3 ,consider1 my dear daughter1 this great ,artificer of mercy1 who changes our miseries into graces1 and out of the poison of our iniquities compounds a wholesome medicine for our souls4 ,tell me1 then1 ,i beseech you1 if ,god works such wonders with our sins1 what will ,he not effect with our afflictions1 with our labours1 with the persecutions which we have to endure8 ,no matter what trouble befalls you1 nor from what direction it may come1 let your soul be at peace1 certain that if you truly love ,god all will turn to good4 ,and though you cannot see the springs which work this marvellous change1 rest assured that it will take place4 ,if the hand of ,god touches your eyes with the clay of shame and reproach1 it is only to give you clearer sight1 and to cause you to be honoured4 ,if ,he should cast you to the ground1 as ,he did ,st4 ,paul1 it will only be to raise you up again to glory4#b ,footnote #a3 ,rom4 viii4 #bh4 ,footnote #b3 ,rom4 viii4 #bh4 ,,the ,,same ,,subject ,,continued4 ,all by love1 nothing by constraint4 ,this was his favourite motto1 and the mainspring of his direction of others4 ,he has often said to me that those who try to force the human will are exercising a tyranny which is hateful to ,god and man4 ,this was why he had such a horror of those masterful and dominant spirits which insist on being obeyed1 bon gr mal gr1 and would have every one give way to them4 ,those1 he often said1 who love to make themselves feared1 fear to make themselves loved2 and they themselves are more fearful than anyone else3 for others only fear them1 but they are afraid of every one4 ,i have often heard him say these striking words3 ,in the royal galley of divine love there is no galley-slave2 all the oarsmen are volunteers4 ,and he expresses the same sentiment in ,theotimus1 when he says3 ,divine love governs the soul with an incomparable sweetness2 for no one of the slaves of love is made such by force1 but love brings all things under its rule1 with a constraint so delightful1 that as nothing is so strong as love1 nothing also is so sweet as its strength4#a ,and in another part of the same book he makes a soul1 attracted by the delicious perfume shed by the divine ,bridegroom on his path1 say3 ,let no one think that ,thou draggest me after ,thee like an unwilling slave or a lifeless load4 ,ah6 no4 ,thou drawest me by the odour of ,thine ointments2 though ,i follow ,thee1 it is not that ,thou draggest me1 but that ,thou enticest me4 ,thy drawing is mighty1 but not violent1 since its whole force lies in its sweetness4 ,perfumes draw me to follow them in virtue only of their sweetness4 ,and sweetness1 how can it attract but sweetly and pleasantly8#b ,following out this principle1 he never gave a command even to those who were bound to obey him1 whether his servants or his clergy1 save in the form of a request or suggestion4 ,he held in special veneration1 and often inculcated upon me the command of ,st4 ,peter3 ,feed the flock of ,god which is among you1 not by constraint1 but willingly1 not for filthy lucre's sake1 neither as lording it over the clergy1 but being made a pattern of virtue to the flock4#c ,and here1 my sisters1 ,i feel that if will be for your profit1 although the story is not to my own credit1 to relate a circumstance which occurred in the early years of my episcopate4 ,i was young1 impetuous1 and impatient2 eager to reform the abuses and disorders which from time to time ,i met with in my pastoral visitations4 ,often1 too1 ,i know1 ,i was bitter and harsh when discouraged4 ,once in a despairing mood because of the many failures ,i noticed in myself1 and others1 ,i poured forth my lamentations and self-accusations to our ,blessed ,father1 who said3 ,what a masterful spirit you have6 ,you want to walk upon the wings of the wind4 ,you let yourself be carried away by your zeal1 which1 like a will-of-the-wisp1 will surely lead you over a precipice4 ,have you forgotten the warning of your patron1 ,st4 ,peter1 not to think you can walk in burning heat8#d ,would you do more than ,god1 and restrain the liberty of the creatures whom ,god has made free8 ,you decide matters1 as if the wills of your subjects were all in your own hands4 ,god1 ,who holds all hearts in ,his and ,who searches the reins and the hearts1 does not act thus4 ,he puts up with resistance1 rebellion against ,his light1 kicking against the goad1 opposition to ,his inspirations1 even though ,his ,spirit be grieved thereby4 ,he does1 indeed1 suffer those to perish who through the hardness of their impenitent hearts have heaped to themselves wrath in the day of vengeance4 ,yet ,he never wearies of calling them to ,him1 however often they reject ,his offers and say to ,him1 ,depart from us1 we will not follow ,thy ways4#e ,in this our ,angel ,guardians follow ,his example1 and although we may forsake ,god by our iniquities1 they will not forsake us as long as there is breath in our body1 even though we may have fallen into sin4 ,do you want better examples for regulating your conduct8 ,footnote #a3 ,book i4 #f4 ,footnote #b3 ,book ii4 #ac4 ,footnote #c3 ,peter v4 #b1 #c4 ,footnote #d3 #a ,peter iv4 #ab4 ,footnote #e3 ,job xxi4 #ad4 ,,upon ,,the ,,love ,,of ,,god1 ,,called ,,love ,,of ,,benevolence4 ,you ask me what ,i have to say as regards the love of benevolence towards ,god4 ,what good thing can we possibly wish for ,god which ,he has not already1 ,what can we desire for ,him which ,he does not possess far more fully than we can desire ,him to have it8 ,what good can we do to ,him to ,whom all our goods belong1 and ,who has all good in ,himself2 or1 rather1 ,who is ,himself all good8 ,i reply to this question as ,i have done to others1 that there are many spiritual persons1 and some even of the most gifted1 who are greatly mistaken in their view of this matter4 ,we must distinguish in ,god two sorts of good1 the one interior1 the other exterior4 ,the first is ,himself2 for ,his goodness1 like ,his other attributes1 is one and the same thing with ,his essence or being4 ,now this good1 being infinite1 can neither be augmented by our serving ,god and by our honouring ,him1 nor can it be diminished by our rebelling against ,him and by our working against ,him4 ,it is of it that the ,psalmist speaks when he says that our goods are nothing unto ,him4 ,but there is another kind of good which is exterior2 and this1 though it belongs to ,god1 is not in ,him1 but in ,his creatures1 just as the moneys of the king are1 indeed1 his1 but they are in the coffers of his treasurers and officials4 ,this exterior good consists in the honours1 obedience1 service1 and homage which ,his creatures owe and render to ,him3 creatures of whom each one has of necessity ,his glory as the final end and aim of its creation4 ,and this good it is which we can1 with the grace of ,god1 desire for ,him1 and ourselves give to ,him1 and which we can either by our good works increase or by our sins take from4 ,in regard to this exterior good1 we can practise towards ,god the love of benevolence by doing all things1 and all good works in our power1 in order to increase ,his honour1 or by having the intention to bless1 glorify1 and exalt ,him in all our actions2 and much more by refraining from any action which might tarnish ,god's glory and displease ,him1 ,whose will is our inviolable law4 ,the love of benevolence towards ,god does not stop here4 ,for1 because charity obliges us to love our neighbour as ourselves from love of ,god1 we try to urge on our fellow-men to promote this ,divine glory1 each one as far as he can4 ,we incite them to do all sorts of good1 so as thereby to magnify ,god the more4 ,thus the ,psalmist said to his brethren1 ,o magnify the ,lord with me1 and let us extol ,his name together4#a ,this same ardour incites and presses us also 7urget is the word used by ,st4 ,paul7 to do our utmost to aid our neighbour to rise from sin1 which renders him displeasing to ,god1 and to prevent sin by which the ,divine ,goodness is offended4 ,this is what is properly called zeal1 the zeal which consumed the ,psalmist when he saw how the wicked forget ,god1 and which caused him to cry out3 ,my zeal has made me pine away1 because my enemies forgot thy words4#b ,and again1 ,the zeal of thy house hath eaten me up4#c ,you ask if this love of benevolence might not also be exercised towards ,god in respect of that interior and infinite good which ,he possesses and which is ,himself4 ,i reply1 with our ,blessed ,father in his ,theotimus1 that we can wish ,him to have this good1 by rejoicing in the fact that ,he has it1 and that ,he is what ,he is2 hence that vehement outburst of ,david1 ,know ye1 that the ,lord he is ,god4#d ,and again1 ,a great ,king above all gods4 ,moreover1 the mystical elevations and the ecstasies of the ,saints were acts of the love of ,god in which they wished ,him all good and rejoiced in ,his possessing it4 ,our imagination1 too1 may help us1 as it did ,st4 ,augustine1 of whom our ,blessed ,father writes3 ,this desire1 then1 of ,god1 by imagination of impossibilities1 may be sometimes profitably practised in moments of great and extraordinary feelings and fervours4 ,we are told that the great ,st4 ,augustine often made such acts1 pouring out in an excess of love these words3 ',ah6 ,lord1 ,i am ,augustine1 and ,thou art ,god2 but still1 if that which neither is nor can be were1 that ,i were ,god1 and thou ,augustine1 ,i would1 changing my condition with ,thee1 become ,augustine to the end that ,thou mightest be ,god4'#e ,we can again wish ,him the same good by rejoicing in the knowledge that we could never1 even by desiring it1 add anything to the incomprehensible infinity and infinite incomprehensibility of ,his greatness and perfection4 ,holy1 holy1 holy1 ,lord ,god of ,hosts4 ,heaven and earth are full of ,thy glory3 ,praise to ,god in the highest4 ,amen4 ,footnote #a3 ,psalm xxxiii4 #d4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm cxviii4 #aci4 ,footnote #c3 ,psalm lxviii4 #aj4 ,footnote #d3 ,psalm xciv4 #c4 ,footnote #e3 ,book v4 c4 #f4 ,,disinterested ,,love ,,of ,,god4 ,you know that among the ,saints for whom our ,blessed ,father had a special devotion1 ,st4 ,louis of ,france held a very prominent position4 ,now1 in the life of the holy ,king1 written by the ,sieur de ,joinville1 there is a little story which our ,blessed ,father used to say contained the summary of all ,christian perfection2 and1 indeed1 its beauty and excellence have made it so well known that we find it told or alluded to in most books of devotion4 ,it is that of the holy woman--whose name1 though written in the ,book of ,life1 is not recorded in history--who presented herself to ,brother ,yves1 a ,breton1 of the ,order of ,st4 ,dominic1 whom ,king ,louis1 being in the ,holy ,land1 had sent as an ambassador to the ,caliph of ,syria4 ,she was holding in one hand a lighted torch1 and in the other a pitcher of water filled to the brim4 ,addressing the good ,dominican1 she told him that her intention was to burn up ,paradise with the one and to put out the fire of ,hell with the other1 in order that henceforth ,god might be served with a holy and unfeigned charity4 ,that is to say1 with a true and disinterested love1 for love of ,himself alone1 not from a servile and mercenary spirit2 i4e41 from fear of punishment or hope of reward4 ,our ,blessed ,father told me that he should have liked this story to be told on all possible occasions1 and to have had engravings of the subject for distribution1 so that by so beautiful an example many might be taught to love and serve ,god with true charity1 and to have no other end in view than ,his ,divine glory2 for true charity seeks not her own advantage1 but only the honour of her ,beloved4 ,,upon ,,the ,,character ,,of ,a ,,true ,,christian4 ,a ,salamander1 according to the fable1 is a creature hatched in the chilling waters of ,arctic regions1 and is consequently by nature so cold that it delights in the burning heat of a furnace4 ,fire1 said the ancients1 cannot consume it nor even scorch it4 ,just so is it with the ,christian1 said ,blessed ,francis4 ,he is born in a region far away from ,god1 and is altogether alien from ,him4 ,he is conceived in iniquity and brought forth in sin1 and sin is far removed from the way of salvation4 ,man is condemned before his very birth4 ,damnatus antequam natus1 says ,st4 ,bernard4 ,he is born in the darkness of original sin and in the region of the shadow of death4 ,but1 being born again in the waters of ,baptism1 in which he is clothed with the habit of charity1 the fire of the holy love of ,god is enkindled in him4 ,henceforth his real life1 the life of grace and of spiritual growth1 depends absolutely upon his abiding in that love2 for he who loves not thus is dead2 while1 on the other hand1 by this love man is called back from death to life4 ,charity1 he continued1 is like a fire and a devouring flame4 ,the little charity which we possess in this life is liable to be extinguished by the violent temptations which urge us1 or1 to speak more truly1 precipitate us into mortal sin2 but that of the life to come is a flame all-embracing and all-conquering--it can neither fail nor flicker4 ,on earth charity1 like fire1 needs fuel to nourish it and keep it alive2 but in its proper sphere1 which is ,heaven1 it feeds upon its own inherent heat1 nor needs other nourishment4 ,it is of vital importance here below to feed our charity with the fuel of good works1 for charity is a habit so disposed to action that it unceasingly urges on those in whom the ,holy ,spirit has shed it abroad to perform such works4 ,this the ,apostle expresses very aptly3 ,the charity of ,christ presseth us4#a ,st4 ,gregory adds that the proof of true1 unfeigned love is action1 the doing of works seen and known to be good4 ,for1 if faith is manifested by good works1 how much more charity1 which is the root1 the foundation1 the soul1 the life1 and the form of every good and perfect work4 ,footnote #a3 #b ,cor4 v4 #ad4 ,,upon ,,not ,,putting ,,limits ,,to ,,our ,,love ,,of ,,god4 ,blessed ,francis used to say that those who narrow their charity1 limiting it to the performance of certain duties and offices1 beyond which they would not take a single step1 are base and cowardly souls1 who seem as though they wished to enclose in their own hands the mighty ,spirit of ,god4 ,seeing that ,god is greater than our heart1 what folly it is to try to shut ,him up within so small a circle4 ,on this subject of the immeasurable greatness of the love which we should bear to ,god1 he uttered these remarkable words3 ,to remain long in a settled1 unchanging condition is impossible3 in this traffic he who does not gain1 loses2 he who does not mount this ladder1 steps down2 he who is not conqueror in this combat1 is vanquished4 ,we live in the midst of battles in which our enemies are always engaging us4 ,if we do not fight we perish2 but we cannot fight without overcoming1 nor overcome without victory1 followed by a triumph and a crown4 ,,upon ,,the ,,law ,,and ,,the ,,just ,,man4 ,you ask me the meaning of the ,apostle's saying that the law is not made for the just man4#a ,can any man be just unless he accommodate his actions to the rule of the law8 ,is it not in the observance of the law that true justice consists8 ,our ,blessed ,father explains this passage so clearly and delicately in his ,theotimus that ,i will quote his words for you4 ,he says3 ,in truth the just man is not just1 save inasmuch as he has love4 ,and if he have love1 there is no need to threaten him by the rigour of the law1 love being the most insistent of all teachers1 and ever urging the heart which it possesses to obey the will and the intention of the beloved4 ,love is a magistrate who exercises his authority without noise and without police4 ,its instrument is mutual complacency1 by which1 as we find pleasure in ,god1 so also we desire to please ,him4#b ,permit me to add to these excellent words a reminder which ought not1 ,i think1 to be unprofitable to you4 ,some imagine that it is enough to observe the law of ,god in order to save our souls1 obeying the command of our ,lord3 ,do this1 that is to say1 the law1 and you shall live1#c without attempting to determine the motive which impels them to observe the law4 ,now the truth is that some observe the law of ,god from a servile spirit1 and only for fear of losing their souls4 ,others chiefly from a mercenary spirit for the sake of the reward promised to those who keep it1 and1 as our ,blessed ,father says very happily3 ,many keep the ,commandments as medicines are taken1 rather that they may escape eternal death than that they may live so as to please our ,saviour4 ,one of his favourite sayings was3 ,it is better to fear ,god from love than to love ,him from fear4 ,he says also3 ,there are people who1 however pleasant a medicament may be1 feel a repugnance when required to take it1 simply from the fact of its being medicine4 ,so also there are souls which conceive an absolute antipathy to anything they are commanded to do1 only because they are so commanded4 ,as soon1 however1 as the love of ,god is shed forth in the heart by the ,holy ,spirit1 then the burden of the law becomes sweet1 and its yoke light1 because of the extreme desire of that heart to please ,god by the observance of ,his precepts4 ,there is no labour1 he goes on to say1 where love is1 or if there be any1 it is a labour of love4 ,labour mingled with love is a certain bitter-sweet1 more pleasant to the palate than that which is merely sweet4 ,thus then does heavenly love conform us to the will of ,god and make us carefully observe ,his commandments1 this being the will of ,his ,divine ,majesty1 ,whom we desire to please4 ,so that this complacency with its sweet and amiable violence anticipates the necessity of obeying which the law imposes upon us1 converting that necessity into the virtue of love1 and every difficulty into delight4#d ,footnote #a3 ,tim4 i4 #i4 ,footnote #b3 ,book viii4 c4 #a4 ,footnote #c3 ,luke x4 #bh4 ,footnote #d3 ,cf4 ,treatise on the ,love of ,god4 ,book viii4 c4 #e4 ,,upon ,,desires4 ,to desire to love ,god is to love to desire ,god1 and consequently to love ,him3 for love is the root of all desires4 ,st4 ,paul says3 ,the charity of ,god presses us4#a ,and how does it press us if not by urging us to desire ,god4 ,this longing for ,god is as a spur to the heart1 causing it to leap forward on its way to ,god4 ,the desire of glory incites the soldier to run all risks1 and he desires glory because he loves it for its own sake1 and deems it a blessing more precious than life itself4 ,a sick man has not always an appetite for food1 however much he may wish for it as a sign of returning health4 ,nor can he by wishing for it obtain it1 because the animal powers of our nature do not always obey the rational faculties4 ,love and desire1 however1 being the offspring of one and the same faculty1 whoever desires1 loves1 and whoever desires from the motive of charity is able to love from the same motive4 ,but how1 you ask1 shall we know whether or not we have this true desire for the love of ,god1 and having it1 whether it proceeds from the motions of grace or from nature8 ,it is rather difficult1 my dear sisters1 to give reasons for principles which are themselves their own reason4 ,if you ask me why the fire is hot you must not take it amiss if ,i simply answer because it is not cold4 ,but you wish to know what we have to do in order to obtain this most desirable desire to love ,god4 ,our ,blessed ,father tells us that we must renounce all useless1 or less necessary desires1 because the soul wastes her power when she spreads herself out in over many desires1 like the river which when divided by the army of a ,persian ,king into many channels lost itself altogether4 ,this1 he said1 is why the ,saints used to retire into solitary places1 so that being freed from earthly cares they might with more fervour give themselves up wholly and entirely to divine love4 ,this is why the spouse in the ,canticles is represented with one eye closed1 and all the power of vision concentrated in the other1 thus enabling her to gaze more intently into the very depths of the heart of her ,beloved1 piercing it with love4 ,this is why she even winds all her tresses into one single braid1 using it as a chain to bind and hold captive the heart of her ,bridegroom1 making ,him her slave by love6 ,souls which sincerely desire to love ,god1 close their understanding to all worldly things1 so as to employ it the more fully in meditating upon things ,divine4 ,all the aspirations of our nature have to be summed up in the one single intention of loving ,god1 and ,him alone3 for to desire anything otherwise than for ,god is to desire ,god the less4#b ,footnote #a3 #b ,cor4 v4 #ad4 ,footnote #b3 ,cf4 ,treatise on the ,love of ,god4 ,book xii4 #c4 ,,how ,,charity ,,excels ,,both ,,faith ,,and ,,hope4 ,not only did ,blessed ,francis consider it intolerable that moral virtues should be held to be comparable to ,charity1 but he was even unwilling that ,faith and ,hope1 excellent1 supernatural1 and divinely infused though they be1 should be reckoned to be of value without ,charity1 or even when compared with it4 ,in this he only echoed the thought and words of the great ,apostle ,st4 ,paul1 who in his first ,epistle to the ,corinthians writes3 ,faith1 ,hope1 and ,charity are three precious gifts1 but the greatest of these is ,charity4 ,faith1 it is true1 is love1 a love of the mind for the beautiful in the divine ,mysteries1 as our ,blessed ,father says in his ,treatise on the ,love of ,god1#a but the motions of love which forerun the act of faith required from our justification are either not love properly speaking1 or but a beginning and imperfect love1 which inclines the soul to acquiesce in the truths proposed for its acceptance4 ,hope1 too1 is love1 a love for the useful in the goods which are promised in the other life4#b ,it goes1 indeed1 to ,god but it returns to us2 its sight is turned upon the divine goodness1 yet with some respect to our own profit4 ,in ,hope love is imperfect because it does not tend to ,god's infinite goodness as being such in itself1 but only because it is so to us4444 ,in real truth no one is able by virtue of this love either to keep ,god's commandments or obtain life everlasting1 because it is a love that yields more affection than effect when it is not accompanied by ,charity4#c ,but the perfect love of ,god1 which is only to be found in ,charity1 is a disinterested love1 which loves the sovereign goodness of ,god in ,himself and for ,his sake only1 without any aim except that ,he may be that which ,he is1 eternally loved1 glorified1 and adored1 because ,he deserves to be so1 as ,st4 ,thomas says4 ,and it is in the fact that it attains more perfectly its final end that its pre-eminence consists4 ,this is very clearly shown by ,blessed ,francis in the same ,treatise where he tells us that ,eternal life or ,salvation is shown to ,faith1 and is prepared for ,hope1 but is given only to ,charity4 ,faith points out the way to the land of promise as a pillar of cloud and of fire1 that is1 light and dark2 ,hope feeds us with its manna of sweetness1 but ,charity actually introduces us into it1 like the ,ark of the ,covenant1 which leads us dry-shod through the ,jordan1 that is1 through the judgment1 and which shall remain amidst the people in the heavenly land promised to the true ,israelites1 where neither the pillar of ,faith serves as a guide1 nor the manna of ,hope is needed as food4#d ,that which an ancient writer said of poverty1 that it was a great good1 yet very little known as such1 can be said with far more reason of ,charity4 ,it is a hidden treasure1 a pearl shut up in its shell1 and of which few know the value4 ,the heretics of the present day profess themselves content with a dead ,faith1 to which they attribute all their justice and their salvation4 ,there are also catholics who appear to limit themselves to that interested love which is in ,hope1 and who serve ,god as mercenaries1 more for their own interest than for ,his4 ,there are few who love ,god as ,he ought to be loved1 that is to say1 with the disinterested love of ,charity4 ,yet1 without this wedding garment1 without this oil which fed the lamps of the wise ,virgins1 there is no admittance to the ,marriage of the ,lamb4 ,it is here that we may sing with the ,psalmist3 ,the ,lord hath looked down from ,heaven upon the children of men to see if there be any that understand and seek ,god1 that is1 to know how ,he wishes to be served4 ,they are all gone aside1 they are become unprofitable together3 there is none that doeth good1 no1 not one4#e ,this means that there is not one who doth good in spirit and in truth4 ,yet1 what is serving ,him in spirit and in truth but resolving to honour and obey ,him1 for the love of ,himself1 without admixture of private self-interest8 ,but whoever has learnt to serve ,god after the pattern of those ,his beloved ones1 who worship ,him in spirit and in truth1 in burning ,faith and ,hope1 animated by ,charity1 may be said to be of the number of the holy nation1 the royal ,priesthood1 the chosen people1 and to have entered into the sanctuary of true and ,christian holiness1 of which our ,blessed ,father speaks thus3 ,in the sanctuary was kept the ark of the covenant1 and near it the tables of the law1 manna in a golden vessel1 and ,aaron's rod1 which in one night bore flowers and fruit4 ,and in the highest point of the soul are found3 #a4 ,the light of ,faith1 figured by the manna hidden in its vessel1 by which we recognize the truth of the mysteries we do not understand4 #b4 ,the utility of ,hope1 represented by ,aaron's flowering and fruitful rod1 by which we acquiesce in the promises of the goods which we see not4 #c4 ,the sweetness of holy ,charity1 represented by ,god's commandments1 the keeping of which it includes1 by which we acquiesce in the union of our spirit with ,god's1 though yet are hardly1 if at all1 conscious of this our happiness4#f ,footnote #a3 ,book ii4 #ac4 ,footnote #b3 ,book i4 c4 #e4 ,footnote #c3 ,book ii4 #ag4 ,footnote #d3 ,book i4 #f4 ,footnote #e3 ,psalm xiii4 #b1 #c4 ,footnote #f3 ,book i4 #ab4 ,,some ,,thoughts ,,of ,,blessed ,,francis ,,on ,,the ,,passion4 ,our ,blessed ,father considered that no thought is of such avail to urge us forward towards the perfection of divine love as the consideration of the ,passion and ,death of the ,son of ,god4 ,this he called the sweetest1 and yet the most constraining of all motives of piety4 ,and when ,i asked him how he could possibly mention gentleness and constraint or violence in the same breath1 he answered1 ,i can do so in the sense in which the ,apostle says that the ,charity of ,god presses us1 constrains us1 impels us1 draws us1 for such is the meaning of the word ,urget4#a ,in the same sense as that in which the ,holy ,ghost in the ,canticle of ,canticles tells us that ,love is as strong as death and fierce as hell4 ,we cannot deny1 he added1 that love is the very essence of sweetness1 and the sweetener of all bitterness1 yet see how it is compared to what is most irresistible1 namely1 death and hell4 ,the reason of this is that as there is nothing so strong as the sweetness of love1 so also there is nothing more sweet and more lovable than its strength4 ,oil and honey are each smooth and sweet1 but when boiling nothing is to be compared with the heat they give out4 ,the bee when not interfered with is the most harmless of insects2 irritated its sting is the sharpest of all4 ,jesus ,crucified is the ,lion of the tribe of ,judah--,he is the answer to ,samson's riddle1 for in ,his wounds is found the honeycomb of the strongest charity1 and from this strength proceeds the sweetness of our greatest consolation4 ,and certainly since our ,lord's dying for us1 as all ,scripture testifies1 is the climax of his love1 it ought also to be the strongest of all our motives for loving ,him4 ,this it is which made ,st4 ,bernard exclaim3 ',oh1 my ,lord1 ,i entreat ,thee to grant that my whole heart may be so absorbed and1 as it were1 consumed in the burning strength and honeyed sweetness of ,thy crucified love1 that ,i may die for the love of ,thy love1 ,o ,redeemer of my soul1 as ,thou hast deigned to die for the love of my love4' ,it is this excess of love1 which on the hill of ,calvary drained the last drop of life-blood from the ,sacred ,heart of the ,lover of our ,souls2 it is of this love that ,moses and ,elias spoke on ,mount ,thabor amid the glory of the ,transfiguration4 ,they spoke of it to teach us that even in the glory of ,heaven1 of which the ,transfiguration was only a glimpse1 after the vision of the goodness of ,god contemplated and loved in itself1 and for itself1 there will be no more powerful incentive towards the love of our ,divine ,saviour than the remembrance of ,his ,death and ,passion4 ,we have a signal testimony to this truth in the ,apocalypse1 where the ,saints and ,angels chant these words before the throne of ,him that liveth for ever and ever3 ,worthy is the ,lamb that was slain to receive power1 and divinity1 and wisdom1 and strength1 and honour1 and glory1 and benediction from every creature which is in ,heaven1 and on the earth4#b ,footnote #a3 #b ,cor4 v4 #ad4 ,footnote #b3 ,apoc4 v4 #ab1 #ah4 ,,upon ,,the ,,vanity ,,of ,,heathen ,,philosophy4 ,i was speaking on one occasion of the writings of ,seneca and of ,plutarch1 praising them highly and saying that they had been my delight when young1 our ,blessed ,father replied3 ,after having tasted the manna of the ,fathers and ,theologians1 this is to hanker for the leeks and garlic of ,egypt4 ,when ,i rejoined that these above mentioned writers furnished me with all that ,i could desire for instruction in morals1 and that ,seneca seemed to me more like a christian author than a pagan1 he said3 ,there ,i differ from you entirely4 ,i consider that no spirit is more absolutely opposed to the spirit of christianity than that of ,seneca1 and no more dangerous reading for a soul aiming at true piety can be found than his works4 ,being much surprised at this opinion1 and asking for an explanation1 he went on to say3 ,this opposition between the two spirits comes from the fact that ,seneca would have us look for perfection within ourselves1 whereas we must seek it outside ourselves1 in ,god1 that is to say1 in the grace which ,god pours into our souls through the ,holy ,ghost4 ,not ,i1 but the grace of ,god with me4#a ,by this grace we are what we are4 ,the spirit of ,seneca inflates the soul and puffs it up with pride1 that of ,christianity rejects the knowledge which puffs up in order to embrace the charity which edifies4 ,in short1 there is the same difference between the spirit of ,seneca and the christian spirit that there is between virtues acquired by us1 which are1 therefore1 dead1 and virtues that are infused by ,god1 which are1 therefore1 living4 ,indeed1 how could this philosopher1 being destitute of the true ,faith1 possess charity8 ,and yet well we know that without charity all acquired virtues are unable to save us4 ,footnote #a3 #a ,cor4 xv4 #aj4 ,,upon ,,the ,,pure ,,love ,,of ,,our ,,neighbour4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 in his ,twelfth ,conference1 teaches how to love one's neighbour1 for whom his own love was so pure and so unfeigned4 ,we must look upon all the souls of men as resting in the ,heart of our ,saviour4 ,alas6 they who regard their fellow-men in any other way run the risk of not loving them with purity1 constancy1 or impartiality4 ,but beholding them in that divine resting place1 who can do otherwise than love them1 bear with them1 and be patient with their imperfections8 ,who dare call them irritating or troublesome8 ,yes1 my daughters1 your neighbour is there in the ,heart of the ,saviour1 and there so beloved and lovable that the ,divine ,lover dies for love of him4 ,a truly charitable love of our neighbour is a rarer thing than one would think4 ,it is like the few particles of gold which are found on the shores of the ,tagus1 among masses of sand4 ,hear what he says on this subject in the eighth of his ,spiritual ,conferences3 ,there are certain kinds of affection which appear very elevated and very perfect in the eyes of creatures1 but which in the sight of ,god are of low degree and valueless4 ,such are all friendships based1 not only on true charity1 which is ,god1 but only on natural inclinations and human motives4 ,on the other hand1 there are friendships which in the eyes of the world appear mean and despicable1 but which in the sight of ,god have every excellence1 because they are built up in ,god1 and for ,god1 without admixture of human interests4 ,now acts of charity which are performed for those whom we love in this way are truly noble in their nature1 and are1 indeed1 perfect acts1 inasmuch as they tend purely to ,god1 while the services which we render to those whom we love from natural inclination are of far less merit4 ,generally speaking1 we do these more for the sake of the great delight and satisfaction they cause us than for the love of ,god4 ,he goes on to say3 ,the former kind of friendship is likewise inferior to the latter in that it is not lasting4 ,its motive is so weak that when slighted or not responded to it easily grows cold1 and finally disappears4 ,far otherwise that affection which has its foundation in ,god1 and therefore a motive which above all others is solid and abiding4 ,human affection is founded on the possession by the person we love of qualities which may be lost4 ,it can1 therefore1 never be very secure4 ,on the contrary1 he who loves in ,god1 and only in ,god1 need fear no change1 because ,god is always ,himself4 ,again1 speaking on this subject1 our ,blessed ,father says3 ,all the other bonds which link hearts one to another are of glass1 or jet2 but the chain of holy charity is of gold and diamonds4 ,in another place he remarks3 ,st4 ,catherine of ,sienna illustrates the subject by means of a beautiful simile4 ',if1' she says1 'you take a glass and fill it from a spring1 and if while drinking from this glass you do not remove it from the spring1 you may drink as much as you please without ever emptying the glass4' ,so it is with friendships3 if we never withdraw them from their source they never dry up4 ,,upon ,,bearing ,,with ,,one ,,another4 ,he laid great stress at all times on the duty of bearing with our neighbour1 and thus obeying the commands of ,holy ,scripture1 ,bear ye one another's burdens1 and so you shall fulfil the law of ,christ1#a and the counsels of the ,apostle who so emphatically recommends this mutual support4 ,to-day mine1 to-morrow thine4 ,if to-day we put up with the ill-temper of our brother1 to-morrow he will bear with our imperfections4 ,we must in this life do like those who1 walking on ice1 give their hands to one another1 so that if one slips1 the other who has a firm foothold may support him4 ,st4 ,john the ,evangelist1 towards the close of his life1 exhorted his brethren not to deny one another this support1 but to foster mutual charity1 which prompts the ,christian to help his neighbour1 and is one of the chiefest precepts of ,jesus ,christ1 ,who1 true ,lamb of ,god1 endured1 and carried on ,his shoulders1 and on the wood of the ,cross1 all our sins--an infinitely heavy burden1 nor to be borne by any but ,him4 ,the value set by our ,blessed ,father on this mutual support was marvellous1 and he went so far as to look upon it as the crown of our perfection4 ,he says on the subject to one who was very dear to him3 ,it is a great part of our perfection to bear with one another in our imperfections2 for there is no better way of showing our own love for our neighbour4 ,god will1 in ,his mercy1 bear with him who has mercifully borne with the defects of his neighbour4 ,forgive1 and you shall be forgiven4 ,give1 and it shall be given to you4 ,good measure of blessings1 and pressed down1 and shaken together1 and running over shall they give into your bosom4#b ,footnote #a3 ,gal4 vi4 #b4 ,footnote #b3 ,st4 ,luke vi4 #cg1 #ch4 ,,upon ,,fraternal ,,correction4 ,speaking1 my dear sisters1 as he often did1 on the important subject of brotherly or friendly reproof1 our ,blessed ,father made use of words profitable to us all1 but especially to those who are in authority1 and have therefore to rule and guide others4 ,he said3 ,truth which is not charitable proceeds from a charity which is not true4 ,when ,i asked him how we could feel certain that our reproofs were given out of sincere charity1 he answered3 ,when we speak the truth only for the love of ,god1 and for the good of our neighbour1 whom we are reproving4 ,he added3 ,we must follow the counsels of the great ,apostle ,st4 ,paul1 when he bids us reprove in a spirit of meekness4#a ,indeed gentleness is the intimate friend of charity and its inseparable companion4 ,this is what ,st4 ,paul means when he says that charity is kind1 and beareth all things1 and endureth all things4#b ,god1 who is ,charity1 guides the mild in judgment and teaches the meek4 ,his way1 ,his ,spirit1 is not in the whirlwind1 nor in the storm1 nor in the tempest1 nor in the voice of many waters2 but in a gentle and whispering wind4 ,mildness is come upon us1 says the ,royal ,psalmist1 and we shall be corrected4#c ,again ,blessed ,francis advised us to imitate the ,good ,samaritan1 who poured oil and wine into the wounds of the poor wayfarer fallen among thieves4#d ,he used to say that to make a good salad you want more oil than either vinegar or salt4 ,i will give you some more of his memorable sayings on this subject4 ,many a time ,i have heard them from his own lips3 ,always be as gentle as you can1 and remember that more flies are caught with a spoonful of honey than with a hundred barrels of vinegar4 ,if we must err in one direction or the other1 let it be in that of gentleness4 ,no sauce was ever spoilt by too much sugar4 ,the human mind is so constituted that it rebels against harshness1 but becomes perfectly tractable under gentle treatment4 ,a mild word cools the heat of anger1 as water extinguishes fire4 ,there is no soil so ungrateful as not to bear fruit when a kindly hand cultivates it4 ,to tell our neighbour wholesome truths tenderly is to throw red roses rather than red-hot coals in his face4 ,how could we be angry with any one who pelted us with pearls or deluged us with rose water6 ,there is nothing more bitter than a green walnut1 but when preserved in sugar there is nothing sweeter or more digestible4 ,reproof is by nature harsh and biting1 but confectioned in sweetness and warmed through and through in the fire of charity1 it becomes salutary1 pleasant1 and even delightful4 ,the just will correct me with mercy1 and the oil of the flatterer shall not anoint my head4#e ,better are the wounds of a friend than the kisses of the hypocrite2#f if the sharpness of the friend's tongue pierce me it is only as the lancet of the surgeon1 which probes the abscess and lacerates in order to heal4 ,but 7,i replied7 truth is always truth in whatever language it may be couched1 and in whatever sense it may be taken4 ,in support of this assertion ,i quoted the words spoken by ,st4 ,paul to ,timothy3 ,preach the word2 be instant in season1 out of season1 reprove1 entreat1 rebuke in all patience and doctrine2 but1 according to their own desires1 they will heap to themselves teachers having itching ears1 and will1 indeed1 turn away their hearing from the truth1 but will be turned into fables4#g ,our ,blessed ,father replied3 ,the whole force of that apostolic lesson lies in the phrase3 ,in all patience and doctrine4 ,doctrine signifies truth1 and this truth must be spoken with patience4 ,when ,i use the word patience1 ,i am trying to put before you an attitude of mind which is not one of confident expectation1 that truth will always meet with a hearty welcome1 and even some degree of acclamation2 but an attitude of mind which is on the contrary prepared to meet with repulse1 reprobation1 rejection4 ,surely1 seeing that the ,son of ,god was set for a sign of contradiction1 we cannot be surprised if ,his doctrine1 which is the truth1 is marked with the same seal6 ,surprised6 ,nay1 of necessity it must be so4 ,consider the many false constructions and murmurings to which the sacred truths preached by our ,saviour during ,his life on earth were exposed6 ,was not this one of the reproaches addressed by ,him to the ,jews3 ,if ,i say the truth you believe me not4 ,was not our ,lord ,himself looked upon as an impostor1 a seditious person1 a blasphemer1 one possessed by the devil8 ,did they not even take up stones to cast at him8 ,yet1 ,he cursed not those who cursed ,him2 but repaid their maledictions with blessings1 possessing ,his soul in patience4 ,blessed ,francis wrote to me on this same subject a letter1 which has since been printed among his works1 in which he expressed himself as follows3 ,everyone who wishes to instruct others in the way of holiness must be prepared to bear with their injustice and unreasonableness1 and to be rewarded with ingratitude4 ,oh6 how happy will you be when men slander you1 and say all manner of evil of you1 hating the truth which you offer them4 ,rejoice with much joy1 for so much the greater is your reward in ,heaven4 ,it is a royal thing to be calumniated for having done well1 and to be stoned in a good cause4 ,footnote #a3 ,gal4 vi4 #a4 ,footnote #b3 #a ,cor4 xiii4 #d1 #g4 ,footnote #c3 ,psalm lxxxix4 #aj ,footnote #d3 ,st4 ,luke x4 #cd4 ,footnote #e3 ,psalm cxl4 #e4 ,footnote #f3 ,prov4 xxvii4 #f4 ,footnote #g3 ,tim4 iv4 #b1 #d4 ,,upon ,,finding ,,excuses ,,for ,,the ,,faults ,,of ,,our ,,fellow-,,men4 ,i was one day complaining to him of certain small land-owners1 who having nothing but their gentle birth to boast of1 and being as poor as ,job1 yet set up as great noblemen1 and even as princes1 boasting of their high birth1 of their genealogy1 and of the glorious deeds of their ancestors4 ,i quoted the saying of the wise man1 that he hated1 among other things1 with a perfect hatred the poor proud man1 adding that ,i entirely agreed with him4 ,to boast in the multitude of our riches is natural1 but to be vain in our poverty is beyond understanding4 ,he answered me thus3 ,what would you have8 ,do you want these poor people to be doubly poor1 like sick physicians1 who1 the more they know about their disease the more disconsolate they are8 ,at all events1 if they are rich in honours they will think the less of their poverty1 and will behave perhaps like that young ,athenian1 who in his madness considered himself the richest person in his neighbourhood1 and being cured of his mental weakness through the kind intervention of his friends1 had them arraigned before the judges1 and condemned to give him back his pleasant illusion4 ,what would you have1 ,i repeat8 ,it is in the very nature of nobility to meet the rebuffs of fortune with a cheerful courage2 like the palm-tree which lifts itself up under its burden4 ,would to ,god they had no greater failing than this6 ,it is against that wretched and detestable habit of fighting duels that we ought to raise our voice4 ,saying this1 he gave a profound sigh4 ,a certain lady had been guilty of a most serious fault1 committed1 indeed1 through mere weakness of character1 but none the less scandalous in the extreme4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 being informed of what had happened1 and having every kind of vehement invective against the unfortunate person poured into his ears1 only said3 ,human misery6 human misery6 ,and again1 ,ah6 how we are encompassed with infirmity6 ,what can we do of ourselves1 but fail8 ,we should1 perhaps1 do worse than this if ,god did not hold us by the right hand1 and guide us to ,his will4 ,at last1 weary of fencing thus1 he faced the battle1 and the comments on this unhappy fall becoming ever sharper and more emphatic1 exclaimed3 ,oh6 happy fault1 of what great good will it not be the cause6#a ,this lady's soul would have perished with many others had she not lost herself4 ,her loss will be her gain1 and the gain of many others4 ,some of those who heard this prediction merely shrugged their shoulders4 ,nevertheless1 it was verified4 ,the sinning soul returned to give glory to ,god1 and the community which she had scandalized was greatly edified by her conversion and subsequent good example4 ,this story reminds me of the words used by the ,church in one of her offices4 ,words in which she calls the sin of ,adam thrice happy1 since because of it the ,redeemer came down to our earth--a fortunate malady1 since it brought us the visit of so great a ,physician4 ,even sins1 says our ,blessed ,father1 in one of his letters1 work together for good to those who truly repent of them4 ,footnote #a3 ,office for ,holy ,saturday4 ,,upon ,,not ,,judging ,,others4 ,men see the exterior2 ,god alone sees the heart1 and knows the inmost thoughts of all4 ,our ,blessed ,father used to say that the soul of our neighbour was that tree of the knowledge of good and evil which we are forbidden to touch under pain of severe chastisement2 because ,god has reserved to ,himself the judgment of each individual soul4 ,who art thou1 says ,sacred ,scripture1 who judgest thy brother8 ,knowest thou that wherein thou judgest another thou condemnest thyself8#a ,who has given thee the hardihood to take upon thyself the office of ,him ,who has received from the ,eternal ,father all judgment8 ,that is to say1 all power of judging in ,heaven and on earth8 ,he observed that a want of balance of mind1 very common among men1 leads them to judge of what they do not know1 and not to judge of what they do know4 ,they1 as ,st4 ,jude declares1 blaspheme in what they know not1 and corrupt themselves in what they know4#b ,they are blind to what passes in their own homes1 but preternaturally clear-sighted to all happening in the houses of others4 ,now what is this that a man knows not at all8 ,surely1 the heart2 the secret thoughts of his neighbour4 ,and yet how eager is he to dip the fingers of his curiosity in this covered dish reserved for the ,great ,master4 ,and what is it that a man knows best of all1 or at least ought to know8 ,surely1 his own heart2 his own secret thoughts4 ,nevertheless1 he fears to enter into himself1 and to stand in his own presence as a criminal before his judge4 ,he dreads above aught besides the implacable tribunal of his own conscience1 itself alone more surely convicting than a thousand witnesses4 ,our ,blessed ,father pictures very vividly this kind of injustice in his ,philothea1 where he says3 ,it is equally necessary in order to escape being judged that we both judge ourselves1 and that we refrain from judging others4 ,our ,lord forbids the latter#c and ,his ,apostle commands the former4 ,if we would judge ourselves we should not be judged4#d ,our way is the very reverse4 ,what is forbidden to us we are continually doing4 ,judging our neighbour on all possible occasions1 and what is commanded us1 namely1 to judge ourselves1 that the last thing we think of4#e ,a certain woman 7,blessed ,francis continued with a smile71 all her life long had on principle done exactly the contrary to what her husband wanted her to do4 ,in the end she fell into a river and was drowned4 ,her husband tried to recover the body1 but was found fault with for going up the stream1 since she must1 necessarily1 float down with the current4 ',and do you really imagine1' he exclaimed1 'that even her dead body could do anything else but contradict me8' ,we are1 most of us1 very like that woman1 said the ,saint4 ,yet it is written3 ,judge not1 and you shall not be judged2 condemn not1 and you shall not be condemned4#f ,how1 then1 you will say1 is it lawful to have judges and courts of justice1 since man may not judge our neighbour8 ,i answer this objection in ,blessed ,francis' own words3 ,but may we1 then1 under no circumstances judge our neighbour8 ,under no circumstances whatever--for in a court of justice it is ,god1 ,philothea1 not man1 who judges and pronounces sentence4 ,it is true that ,he makes use of the voice of the magistrate1 but only to render ,his own sentence audible to us4 ,earthly judges are ,his spokesmen and interpreters1 nor ought they to decide anything but as they have learnt from ,him of ,whom they are the oracles4 ,it is when they do otherwise1 and follow the lead of their own passions1 that they1 and not ,god1 judge1 and that consequently they themselves will be judged4 ,in fact1 it is forbidden to men1 as men1 to judge others4#g ,this is why ,scripture gives the name of gods#h to judges1 because when judging they hold the place of ,god1 and ,moses for that reason is called the god of ,pharaoh4#i ,you ask if we are forbidden to entertain doubts about our neighbour when founded on good and strong reasons4 ,i answer we are not so forbidden1 because to suspend judgment is not to judge1 but only to take a step towards it4 ,we must1 nevertheless1 beware of being thereby hurried on to form a hasty judgment1 for that is the rock on which so many make shipwreck2 that is the flare of the torch in which so many thoughtless moths singe their tiny wings4 ,in order that we may avoid this danger he gives us an excellent maxim1 one which is not only useful1 but necessary to us4 ,it is that1 however many aspects an action may have1 the one we should dwell upon should be that which is the best4 ,if it is impossible to excuse an action1 we can at least modify our blame of it by excusing the intention1 or we may lay the blame on the violence of the temptation1 or impute it to ignorance1 or to the being taken by surprise1 or to human weakness1 so as at least to try to lessen the scandal of it4 ,if you are told that by doing this you are blessing the unrighteous and seeking excuses for sin1 you may reply that without either praising or excusing his sin you can be merciful to the sinner4 ,you may add that judgment without mercy will be the lot of those who have no pity for the misfortunes or the infirmities of their brother1 and who in him despise their own flesh4 ,we all are brethren1 all of one flesh4 ,in fact1 as says our ,blessed ,father1 those who look well after their own consciences rarely fall into the sin of rash judgment4 ,to judge rashly is proper to slothful souls1 which1 because they never busy themselves with their own concerns1 have leisure to devote their energies to finding fault with others4 ,an ancient writer expresses this well4 ,men who are curious in their inquiries into the lives of others are mostly careless about correcting their own faults4 ,the virtuous man is like the sky1 of which the stars are1 as it were1 the eyes turned in upon itself4 ,footnote #a3 ,rom4 ii4 #a4 ,footnote #b3 ,st4 ,jude #aj4 ,footnote #c3 ,st4 ,matt4 vii4 #a4 ,footnote #d3 #a ,cor4 xi4 #ca4 ,footnote #e3 ,the ,devout ,life1 ,part iii4 #bh4 ,footnote #f3 ,st4 ,luke vi4 #cg4 ,footnote #g3 ,the ,devout ,life1 ,part iii4 #bh4 ,footnote #h3 ,psalm lxxxi4 #a1 #f4 ,footnote #i3 ,exod4 vii4 #a4 ,,upon ,,judging ,,ourselves4 ,we do1 as ,blessed ,francis has said1 exactly the reverse of what the ,gospel bids us do4 ,the ,gospel commands us to judge ourselves severely and exactly1 while it forbids us to judge our brethren4 ,if we did judge ourselves1 we should not be judged by ,god1 because1 forestalling ,his judgment and confessing our faults1 we should escape ,his condemnation4 ,on the other hand1 who are we that we should judge our brethren1 the servants of another8 ,to their own ,master they rise or fall4 ,let us not judge before the time until the ,lord shall reveal what is hidden in darkness and pierce the wall of the temple to show what passes therein4 ,man judges by appearances only4 ,god alone sees the heart2 and it is by that which is within that true judgment is made of that which is without4 ,so rash are we in our judgments that we as often as not seize the firebrand by the burning end2 that is1 we condemn ourselves while in the very act of rebuking others4 ,the reproach of the ,gospel1 ,physician1 heal thyself1#a we may take to ourselves4 ,so also that other1 ,why seest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye1 and seest not the beam that is in thy own eye8#b ,to notice which way we are going is the first condition of our walking in the right way1 according to the words of ,david1 ,i have thought on my ways1 and turned my feet unto thy testimonies4#c ,so1 on the other hand1 we go astray if we do not pay attention to the path we are following4 ,judge not others and you will not be judged2 judge yourselves1 and ,god will have mercy on you4 ,footnote #a3 ,st4 ,luke iv4 #bc ,footnote #b3 ,st4 ,matt4 vii4 #c ,footnote #c3 ,psalm cxviii4 #ei ,,upon ,,slander ,,and ,,detraction4 ,there is a difference between uttering a falsehood and making a mistake--for to lie is to say what one knows or believes to be false2 but to mistake is to say1 indeed1 what is false1 but what one nevertheless thinks in good faith to be true4 ,similarly1 there is a great difference between slandering our neighbour and recounting his evil deeds4 ,the wrong doing of our neighbour may be spoken of either with a good or with a bad intention4 ,the intention is good when the faults of our neighbour are reported to one who can remedy them1 or whose business it is to correct the wrong-doer1 whether for the public good or for the sinner's own4 ,again1 there is no harm in speaking among friends of harm done1 provided it be from friendliness1 benevolence1 or compassion2 and this more especially when the fault is public and notorious4 ,we slander our neighbour1 then1 only when1 whether true or false1 we recount his misdeeds with intention to harm him1 or out of hatred1 envy1 anger1 contempt1 and from a wish to take away his fair name4 ,we slander our neighbour when we make known his faults1 though neither obliged so to do nor having in view his good nor the good of others4 ,the sin of slander is mortal or venial according to the measure of the wrong we may thereby have done to our neighbour4 ,our ,blessed ,father used to say that to do away with slander would be to do away with most of the sins of mankind4 ,he was right1 for of sins of thought1 word1 and deed1 the most frequent and often the most hurtful in their effects are those committed with the tongue4 ,and this for several reasons4 ,firstly1 sins of thought are only hurtful to him who commits them4 ,they are neither occasion for scandal1 nor do they annoy anyone1 nor give anyone bad example4 ,god alone knows them1 and it is ,he alone who is offended by them4 ,then1 too1 a return to ,god by loving repentance effaces them in a moment1 and heals the wound which they have inflicted on the heart4 ,sins of the tongue1 on the other hand1 are not so readily got rid of4 ,a harmful word can only be recalled by retracting it1 and even then the minds of our hearers mostly remain infected with the poison we poured in through the ears2 and this1 in spite of our humbling ourselves to recall what we have said4 ,secondly1 sins of deed1 when they are publicly known1 are followed by punishment4 ,this renders them rarer1 because fear of the penalty acts as a curb on even the basest of mankind4 ,but slander 7except the calumny be of the most atrocious and aggravated kind7 is not1 generally speaking1 such as comes before the eye of the law4 ,on the contrary1 if in the guise of bantering it is ingenious and subtle it passes current for gallantry and wit4 ,this is why so many people fall into this evil2 for1 says an ancient writer3 ,impunity is a dainty allurement to sin4 ,thirdly1 slandering finds encouragement in the very small amount of restitution and reparation made for this fault4 ,indeed1 in my opinion1 those who direct souls in the tribunal of penance are a little too indulgent1 not to say lax1 in this matter4 ,if anyone has inflicted a bodily injury on another see how severely the justice of the law punishes the outrage4 ,in olden days the law of retaliation demanded an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth4 ,if a man stole the goods of another he was condemned to the galleys1 or even to the gibbet4 ,but in the case of slander1 unless1 as ,i have said1 it be of the most highly aggravated kind1 there is scarcely a thought of making reparation1 even by a courteous apology4 ,yet those who sit in high places value their reputation much more than riches1 or life itself1 seeing that among all natural blessings1 honour undoubtedly holds the first rank4 ,since1 then1 we cannot gain admittance into heaven without having restored that which belongs to another1 let the slanderer consider how he can possibly hope for an entrance there unless he re-establishes his neighbour's reputation1 which he tried to destroy by detraction4 ,,upon ,,hasty ,,judgments4 ,our ,blessed ,father insisted most earnestly upon the difference which exists between a vice and sin1 reproving those who spoke of a person who had committed one or more grave faults as vicious4 ,virtuous habits1 he would say1 not being destroyed by one act contrary to them1 a man cannot be branded as intemperate because he has once been guilty of intemperance4 ,thus when he heard anyone condemned as bad because he had committed a bad act1 he took pains with his accustomed gentleness to modify the charge by making a distinction between vice and sin1 the former being a habit1 the latter an isolated act4 ,vice1 he said1 is a habit1 sin1 the outcome of that habit2 and just as one swallow does not make a summer1 so one act of sin does not make a person vicious4 ,that is to say1 it does not render him a sinner in the sense of being steeped in and wholly given over to the dominion of the particular vice1 the act of which he has committed once1 or even more than once4 ,being asked whether in conformity with this principle it would not be equally wrong to praise anyone for a single act of virtue1 as if that virtue were his or her constant habit1 he replied3 ,you must remember that we are forbidden to judge our neighbour in the matter of the evil which he may appear to do1 but not in the good4 ,on the contrary1 we may and should suppose that he has the good habit from which the act seen by us naturally springs4 ,nor can we err in such a supposition1 since the very perfection of charity consists in its excess4 ,but when we judge evil of others1 our tongue is like the lancet in the surgeon's hand1 and you know how careful he must be not to pierce an artery in opening a vein4 ,we must only judge from what we see4 ,we may say that a man has blasphemed and sworn1 if we have heard him do so2 but we may not in that account alone say that he is a blasphemer2 that is1 that he has contracted the habit of blasphemy1 substituting the vice for the sin4 ,the objection was raised that it would follow that we must never attempt to judge whether a person is or is not in a state of grace1 however holy his life may seem to be2 since no one knows whether he is worthy of love or of hate1 and least of all we1 who know our neighbour far less intimately than he knows himself4 ,to this he replied1 that if faith1 according to ,st4 ,james1 is known by its works1#a much more is charity so known1 since it is a more active virtue1 its works being the sparks from seeing which we learn that its fire is still burning somewhere4 ,and though when we saw a sin1 which is undoubtedly mortal1 being committed1 we might have said that the sinner was no longer in a state of grace1 how do we know that a moment afterwards ,god may not have touched his heart1 and that he may not have been converted from his evil ways by an act of contrition8 ,this is why we must always fear to judge evil of others1 but as regards judging well1 we are free to do so as much as we please4 ,charity grows more and more by hoping all good of its neighbour1 by thinking no evil1 by rejoicing in truth and goodness1 but not in iniquity4 ,footnote #a3 ,st4 ,james ii4 #ag1 #bf4 ,,upon ,,ridiculing ,,one',s ,,neighbour4 ,when in company he heard anyone being turned into ridicule1 he always showed by his countenance that the conversation displeased him1 and would try to turn the subject by introducing some other4 ,when unsuccessful in this he would give the signal to cease1 as is done in tournaments when the combatants are becoming too heated1 and thus put a stop to the combat1 crying3 ,this is too much6 ,this is trampling too violently on the good man6 ,this is altogether going beyond bounds6 ,who gives us the right to amuse ourselves thus at the expense of another8 ,how should we like to be talked about like this1 and to have our little weaknesses brought out1 just to amuse anybody who may chance to hear8 ,to put up with our neighbour and his imperfections is a great perfection1 but it is a great imperfection to laugh at him and his short-comings4 ,he expresses himself to ,philothea on the same subject as follows3 ,a tendency to ridicule and mock at others is one of the worst possible conditions of mind4 ,god hates this vice exceedingly1 as ,he has often shown by the strange punishments which have awaited it4 ,nothing is so contrary to charity1 and still more so to devotion1 as contempt and disparagement of our neighbour4 ,now derision and ridicule are always simply contempt1 so that the learned are justified in saying that to mock at our neighbour is the worst kind of injury that we can by mere word inflict on him2 because all other words of disparagement are compatible with some degree of esteem for the person injured1 but ridicule is essentially the expression of contempt and disdain4#a ,now ,holy ,scripture pronounces woe upon those who despise others1 and threatens them with being despised themselves4 ,god always takes the part of the despised against the despiser4 ,our ,lord says3 ,he who despises you1 despises ,me2#b and speaking of little children1 ,take heed that you despise not one of them4#c ,and ,almighty ,god in comforting ,moses for an insult offered to the great law-giver by the ,children of ,israel1 says3 ,they have not despised you1 but ,me4 ,on one occasion when ,blessed ,francis was present some young lady in the company was ridiculing another who was conspicuously ill-favoured4 ,defects born with her were what were being laughed over4 ,he gently reminded the speaker that it is ,god ,who has made us and not we ourselves and that all ,his works are perfect4 ,but the latter assertion only making her jeer the more1 he ended by saying3 ,believe me1 ,i know for a fact her soul is more upright1 more beautiful1 and better formed than you can possibly have any conception of4 ,this silenced her and sent her away abashed4 ,on another occasion he heard some people laughing at a poor hump-back who was absent at the time4 ,our ,blessed ,father instantly took up his defence1 quoting again those words of ,scripture3 ,the works of ,god are perfect4 ,what6 exclaimed one of the company4 ,perfect6 and yet deformed6 ,blessed ,francis replied pleasantly3 ,and do you really think that there cannot be perfect hunchbacks1 just as much as others are perfect because gracefully made and straight as a dart6 ,in fine1 when they tried to make him explain what perfection he meant1 whether outward or inward1 he said3 ,enough4 ,what ,i tell you is true2 let us talk of something better4 ,footnote #a3 ,the ,devout ,life1 ,part iii4 c4 #bg4 ,footnote #b3 ,luke x4 #af4 ,footnote #c3 ,matt4 xviii4 #aj4 ,,upon ,,contradicting ,,others4 ,there is no kind of disposition more displeasing to men than one which is obstinate and contradictory4 ,people of this sort are pests of conversation1 firebrands in social intercourse1 sowers of discord4 ,like hedgehogs and horse-chestnuts1 they have prickles all over them1 and cannot be handled4 ,on the other hand1 a gentle1 pliable1 condescending disposition1 which is ready to give way to others1 is a living charm4 ,it is like the honeycomb which attracts every sort of fly2 it becomes everybody's master1 because it makes itself everybody's servant2 being all things to all men1 it wins them all4 ,people of a peevish1 morose disposition soon find themselves left alone in a mighty solitude2 they are avoided like thistles which prick whoever touches them4 ,our ,blessed ,father always spoke with the highest praise of the dictum of ,st4 ,louis1 that we should never speak evil of anyone1 unless when by our silence we should seem to hold with him in his wrong-doing1 and so give scandal to others4 ,the holy ,king did not inculcate this from motives of worldly prudence1 which he detested2 nor was he following the maxim of that pagan ,emperor1 who declared that no one1 in quitting the presence of his ,sovereign1 should ever be suffered to go away dissatisfied1 a saying dictated by cunning and with the object of teaching his fellow-potentates to win men by fair words4 ,no1 ,st4 ,louis was travelling by a very different road1 and spoke in a truly ,christian spirit1 desiring only to hinder disputes and contentions1 and to follow the advice of ,st4 ,paul1 who wishes that we should avoid contentions and strivings4#a ,but if1 when it is in our power to do so1 we do not openly condemn the fault or error of another1 will not that be a sort of connivance at1 and consequently a participation in1 the wrong-doing8 ,our ,blessed ,father answers that difficulty thus3 ,when it is a question of contradicting another1 and of setting your opinion against his1 it must be done with the utmost gentleness and tact1 and without any desire to wound the feelings of the other2 for nothing is gained by taking things ill-temperedly4 ,if you irritate a horse by teasing him he will1 if he has any mettle1 take the bit between his teeth and carry you just where he pleases4 ,but when you slacken the rein he stops and becomes tractable4 ,so it is with the mind of another2 if you force it to assent1 you humble it2 if you humble it1 you irritate it2 if you irritate it1 you utterly lose hold of it4 ,the mind may be persuaded2 it cannot be constrained2 to force it to believe is to force it from all belief4 ,is mildness come upon us8 says ,david2 then are we corrected4#b ,the ,spirit of ,god1 gentle and sweet1 is in the soft refreshing zephyrs1 not in the whirlwind1 nor in the tempest4 ,it is ,god's enemy1 the devil1 who is called a spirit of contradiction2 and such human beings as imitate him share his title4 ,footnote #a3 ,titus iii4 #i4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm lxxxix4 #aj4 ,,upon ,,loving ,,our ,,enemies4 ,some one having complained to ,blessed ,francis of the difficulty he found in obeying the christian precept commanding us to love our enemies1 he replied3 ,as for me1 ,i know not how my heart is made1 or how it happens that ,god seems to have been pleased to give me lately altogether a new one4 ,certain it is that ,i not only find no difficulty in practising this precept2 but ,i take such pleasure in doing it1 and experience so peculiar and delightful a sweetness in it1 that if ,god had forbidden me to love my enemies ,i should have had great difficulty in obeying ,him4 ,it seems to me that the very contradiction and opposition we meet with from our fellow-men1 ought to rouse our spirit to love them more1 for they serve as a whetstone to sharpen our virtue4 ,aloes make honey seem sweeter2 and wine has a more delicious flavour if we drink it after having eaten bitter almonds4 ,it is true that mostly a little conflict and struggle goes on in our minds3 but in the end it will surely come to pass with us what the ,psalmist commands when he says3 ,be angry and sin not4#a ,what6 ,shall we not bear with those whom ,god ,himself bears with8 ,we who have ever before our eyes the great example of ,jesus ,christ on the ,cross praying for ,his enemies4 ,and then1 too1 our enemies have not crucified us2 they have not persecuted us1 even to death2 we have not yet resisted unto blood4 ,again1 who would not love this dear enemy for whom ,jesus ,christ prayed8 ,for whom ,he died8 ,for1 mark it well1 ,he prayed not only for those who crucified ,him1 but also for those who persecute us1 and ,him in us4 ,as ,he testified to ,saul when ,he cried out to ,him3 ,why persecutest thou ,me8#b ,that is to say1 ,me in ,my members4 ,we are not1 indeed1 obliged to love the vices of our enemy2 his hatred of good1 the enmity which he bears us2 for all these things are displeasing to ,god1 ,whom they offend2 but we must separate the sin from the sinner1 the precious from the vile1 if we desire to be like our ,saviour4 ,he did not admit the maxim of the world3 ,we must not trust a reconciled enemy4 ,in his opinion the exact contrary of this dictum is more in accordance with truth4 ,he used to say that fallings out in the case of friends only serve to draw the bonds of friendship closer1 just as the smith makes use of water to increase the heat of his fire4 ,he added1 as a well-known fact in surgery1 that the callosity which forms over a fractured bone is so dense that the limb will never break again at that particular place4 ,indeed1 when a reconciliation has taken place between two persons hitherto at variance1 it is almost certain that each will set to work1 perhaps even unconsciously1 to make the newly-cemented friendship firmer4 ,the offender by avoiding further offence1 and atoning as far as possible for what is past1 and the offended person by endeavouring in a truly generous spirit to bury that past in oblivion4 ,footnote #a3 ,psalm iv4 #e4 ,footnote #b3 ,acts ix4 #d4 ,,upon ,,forgiving ,,our ,,enemies4 ,on the subject of the forgiveness of enemies1 ,blessed ,francis told me of an incident which occurred at ,padua 7possibly at the time that he was studying there74 ,it appears that certain of the students at that university had a bad habit of prowling about the streets at night1 pistol in hand1 challenging passers-by with the cry of ,who goes there8 and firing if they did not receive a humble and civil answer4 ,one of the gang having one night challenged a fellow-student and received no answer1 fired1 and took such good aim that the poor young man fell dead on the pavement4 ,horrified and amazed at the fatal result of his mad prank1 the student fled1 hoping to hide from justice4 ,the first open door that he saw was that of the dwelling of a good widow1 whose son was his friend and fellow-student4 ,hastily entering1 he implored her to hide him in some safe place1 confessing what he had done1 and that1 should he be taken1 all was over with him4 ,the good woman shut him into a little room1 secret and safe1 and there left him4 ,not many minutes had elapsed before a melancholy procession approached1 and the dead body of her son was brought into the house1 the bearers telling the distracted mother in what manner he had been killed1 and after a little questioning1 giving the name of the youth who had shot her child4 ,weeping and broken-hearted1 she hurried to the place where she had hidden the wretched homicide1 and it was from her lips that he learned who it was that he had deprived of life4 ,in an agony of shame and grief1 tearing his hair1 and calling upon death to strike him down1 too1 he threw himself on his knees before the poor mother2 not1 indeed1 to ask her pardon1 but to entreat her to give him up to justice1 wishing to expiate publicly a crime so barbarous4 ,the widow1 a most devout and merciful woman1 was deeply touched by the youth's repentance1 and saw clearly that it was thoughtlessness and not malicious intent that had been the moving spring of the deed4 ,she then assured him that1 provided he would ask pardon of ,god and change his way of life1 she would keep her promise and help him to escape4 ,this she did1 and by so doing imitated the gentle kindness of the prophet who spared the lives of the ,syrian soldiers who had come to murder him1 he having them in his power in the midst of ,samaria4#a ,so pleasing to ,god was this poor widow's clemency and forgiveness that ,he permitted the soul of her murdered son to appear to her1 revealing to her that her pardon1 granted so readily and sweetly to the man who had unintentionally been his murderer1 had obtained for his soul deliverance from ,purgatory1 in which place he would otherwise have been long detained4 ,how blessed are the merciful6 ,they shall obtain mercy both for themselves and for others6 ,footnote #a3 #d ,reg4 vi4 #ab4 #bc ,,upon ,,the ,,virtue ,,of ,,condescension4 ,i will give you our ,blessed ,father's views on this subject1 first reminding you how unfailingly patient he was with the humours of others1 how gentle and forbearing at all times towards his neighbour1 and how perseveringly he inculcated the practice of this virtue1 not only upon the ,daughters of the ,visitation1 but upon all his spiritual children4 ,he often said to me3 ,oh1 how much better it would be to accommodate ourselves to others rather than to want to bend every one to our own ways and opinions6 ,the human mind is like pulp1 which takes readily any colour mixed with it4 ,the great thing is to take care that it be not like the chameleon1 which1 one after the other1 takes every colour except white4 ,condescension1 if unaccompanied by frankness and purity1 is dangerous1 and much to be avoided4 ,it is right to take compassion upon sinners1 but it must be with the intention of extricating them from the mire1 not of slothfully leaving them to rot and perish in it4 ,it is a perverted sort of mercy to look at our neighbour1 sunk in the misery of sin1 and not venture to extend to him the helping hand of a gentle but out-spoken remonstrance4 ,we must condescend in everything1 but only up to the altar steps2 that is to say1 not beyond the point at which condescension would be a sin1 and undeserving of its name4 ,i do not say that we must at every instant reprove the sinner4 ,charitable prudence demands that we rather wait the moment when he is capable of assimilating the remedies suitable for his malady1 and till ,god shall give to his hearing joy and gladness1 and the bones that have been humbled shall rejoice4#a ,turbulent zeal1 zeal that is neither moderate nor wise1 pulls down in place of building up4 ,there are some who do no good at all1 because they wish to do things too well1 and who spoil everything they try to mend4 ,we must make haste slowly1 as the ancient proverb says4 ,he who walks hurriedly is apt to fall4 ,we must be prudent both in reproving others and in condescending to them4 ,the ,king's honour loveth judgment4#b ,footnote #a3 ,psalm l4 #aj4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm xcviii4 #d4 ,,how ,,blessed ,,francis ,,adapted ,,himself ,,to ,,times1 ,,places1 ,,and ,,circumstances4 ,when the ,chablais was restored to the ,duke of ,savoy1 ,bishop de ,granier1 the predecessor of our ,holy ,founder1 eager to further the design of ,his ,highness to bring back into the bosom of the ,roman ,church the population that had been led astray1 sent to it a number of labourers to gather in the harvest4 ,among these1 one of the first to be chosen was our ,saint1 at that time ,provost of the ,cathedral ,church of ,st4 ,peter in ,geneva1 and consequently next in dignity to the ,bishop4 ,with him were sent some ,canons1 ,parish ,priests1 and others4 ,several members of various ,religious ,orders also presented themselves1 eager to be employed in this onerous1 if honourable1 mission4#a ,it would be impossible to give a just idea of the labours of these missionaries1 or of the obstacles which they encountered at the outset of their holy enterprise4 ,the spirit of ,blessed ,francis was1 however1 most flexible and accommodating1 and greatly tended to further the work of the people's conversion4 ,he was like the manna which assimilated itself to the palate of whoever tasted it3 he made himself all things to all men that he might gain all for ,jesus ,christ4 ,in his ordinary mode of conversation and in his dress1 which was mean and common1 he produced a much less jarring effect upon the minds and eyes of these people than did the members of ,religious ,orders with their various habits and diversities4 ,he1 as well as the secular ,priests who worked under him1 sometimes even condescended so far as to wear the short cloaks and high boots usual in the country1 so as more easily to gain access to private houses1 and not to offend the eyes of the people by the sight of the cassock1 which they were unaccustomed to4 ,to this pious stratagem the members of ,religious ,orders were unwilling to have recourse1 their distinctive habit being1 in their opinion1 almost essential to their profession1 or at least so fitting that it might never lawfully be laid aside4 ,our ,blessed ,father went on quite a different tack1 and caught more flies with a spoonful of the honey which he was so much in the habit of using1 than did all the others with their harsher methods4 ,everything about him1 whether external or internal1 breathed the spirit of conciliation2 all his words1 gestures1 and ways were those of kindliness4 ,some wished to make themselves feared2 but he desired only to be loved1 and to enter men's hearts through the doorway of affection4 ,on this account1 whether he spoke in public or in private1 he was always more attentively listened to than anyone else4 ,however much the ,protestants might attack him and purposely provoke him1 he1 on his side1 ever dealt with them in a spirit absolutely free from contention1 abstaining from anything likely to give offence1 having often on his lips those beautiful words of the ,apostle3 ,if any man seem to be contentious1 we have no such custom1 nor the ,church of ,god4#b ,to come now to the particulars which ,i promised you1 let me tell you how our ,blessed ,father1 having read in ,st4 ,augustine's works and in those of other ancient ,fathers that in the early centuries ,christian ,priests1 in addressing heretics and schismatics1 did not hesitate to call them their brethren1 inferred that he might quite lawfully follow so great an example4 ,by doing so he conciliated these people to such an extent that they flocked to hear him1 and were charmed with the sweetness and gentleness of his discourses1 the outcome of his overflowing kindliness of heart4 ,this mode of expression was1 however1 so offensive to preachers who were in the habit of speaking of heretics as rebels against the light1 uncircumcised of heart1 etc41 that they called a meeting1 in which they resolved to remonstrate with the ,provost 7,blessed ,francis71 and to represent to him that1 though he meant well1 he was in reality ruining the cause of ,catholics4 ,they insisted that he was flattering the pride so inherent in heresy1 that he was lulling the people to sleep in their errors by sewing pillows to their elbows2 that it was better to correct them in mercy and justice than to pour on their heads the oil of wheedling1 as they called the kindliness of our ,saint4 ,he received their remonstrances pleasantly1 and even respectfully1 without defending himself in any way1 but1 on the contrary1 appearing to yield to their zeal1 albeit somewhat sadly and unwillingly4 ,finding1 however1 that he did not begin to act upon their suggestions1 as they had promised themselves he would do1 some of them sent a written appeal to the ,bishop1 representing to him that he would have to recall the ,provost and his companion missioners1 who with their unwise and affected levity ruined in one day more souls than they themselves could convert in a month4 ,they went on to compare the labour of the missioners to ,penelope's web3 to say that our ,saint preached more like a ,huguenot pastor than a ,catholic ,priest1 and1 in fine1 that he went so far as to call the heretics his brethren1 a thing so scandalous that the ,protestants had already conceived great hope of bringing him over to their own party4 ,the good ,bishop1 however1 better informed as to the real state of the case1 paid little heed to this appeal1 dictated by a bitter zeal1 rather than by the true science of the ,saints4 ,he merely exhorted each one to persevere1 and to remember that every spirit should praise the ,lord according to the talents committed to it by ,god4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 being informed of these complaints made against him to his ,bishop1 would not defend himself1 but commended his cause to the judgment of ,god1 and1 silently but hopefully1 awaited the result4 ,nor was his expectation disappointed1 for experience soon showed that the too ardent eagerness of these zealots was more likely to delay than to advance the work4 ,to crown all this1 the preachers who had objected to his method had ere long themselves to be set aside as unfit4 ,on one occasion when ,i was talking with him and had turned the conversation on this subject1 he said to me3 ,these good people looked through coloured spectacles4 ,they saw all things of the same hue as their own glasses4 ,my predecessor soon found out who were the real hindrances to the conversion of the ,protestant ,cantons4 ,on my asking him how he could in reason apply the term brethren to persons who certainly are not such1 since no one can have ,god for his ,father who has not the ,catholic ,church for his mother1 and since1 therefore1 those who are not in her bosom cannot be our brethren1 he said to me3 ,ah6 but ,i never call them brethren without adding the epithet erring1 a word which marks the distinction with sufficient clearness4 ,besides1 they are in fact our brethren by ,baptism1 which they duly administer and receive4 ,moreover1 they are our brethren according to the flesh1 for are we not all children of ,adam8 ,then1 too1 we are fellow citizens1 and subjects of the same earthly prince4 ,is not that enough to constitute a kind of fraternity between us8 ,lastly1 ,i look upon them as children of the ,church1 at least in disposition1 since they are willing to be instructed2 and as my brethren in hope1 since they also are called to inherit eternal life4 ,in the early days of the ,church it was customary to give the title of brethren to catechumens1 even before their baptism4 ,these reasons satisfied me and made me esteem highly the ingenious method suggested to him by the ,holy ,spirit to render these unruly and untaught souls docile and tractable4 ,footnote #a3 ,m4 ,camus must have been misinformed4 ,st4 ,francis had but few fellow-workers in the early years of his mission in the ,chablais4 ,ed4 ,footnote #b3 #a ,cor4 xi4 #af4 ,,upon ,,the ,,deference ,,due ,,to ,,our ,,inferiors ,,and ,,dependents4 ,blessed ,francis not only taught1 but practised deference and a certain obedience towards his inferiors2 towards his flock1 towards his fellow citizens1 and even towards his servants4 ,he obeyed his body servant in what concerned his rising1 his going to bed1 and his toilet1 as if he himself had been the valet and the other the master4 ,when he sat up far into the night either to study or to write letters1 he would beg his servant to go to bed1 for fear of tiring him by keeping him up4 ,the man would grumble at his request1 as if he were being taken for a lazy1 sleepy-headed fellow4 ,our ,blessed ,father patiently put up with grumblings of the sort1 but would complete what he had in hand as quickly as possible1 so as not to keep the man waiting4 ,one summer morning ,blessed ,francis awoke very early1 and1 having some important matter on his mind1 called this servant to bring him some necessaries for his toilet4 ,the man1 however1 was too sound asleep to be roused by his master's voice4 ,the good ,prelate therefore1 on rising1 looked into the adjoining room1 thinking that the man must have left it1 but finding him fast asleep1 and fearing to do him harm by waking him suddenly1 dressed without his assistance and betook himself to his prayers1 studies1 and writing4 ,later the servant awoke1 and dressed1 and1 coming to his master's room1 to his surprise found him deep in his studies4 ,the man asked him abruptly how he had managed without him4 ,i fetched everything myself1 replied the holy ,prelate4 ,am ,i not old enough and strong enough for that8 ,would it have been too much trouble to call me8 said the man grumblingly4 ,no1 indeed1 my child1 said ,blessed ,francis1 and ,i assure you that ,i did call you several times2 but at last1 thinking that you must have gone out1 ,i got up to see where you were1 and1 finding you sleeping profoundly1 ,i had not the heart to wake you4 ,you have the heart1 it seems1 to turn me into ridicule1 retorted the man4 ,oh1 no1 my friend1 said ,francis4 ,i was only telling you what happened1 without a thought of either blaming you or making fun of you4 ,come1 ,i promise you that for the future ,i will never stop calling you till you awake4 ,,upon ,,the ,,way ,,to ,,treat ,,servants4 ,his opinion was that masters1 as a rule1 commit many grave faults with regard to their servants1 by treating them with harshness and severity4 ,such conduct is quite unworthy of christians1 and1 in them1 worse even than the behaviour of pagans in olden times to their slaves4 ,he himself never uttered an angry or threatening word to any one of his domestics4 ,when they committed a fault1 he corrected them so mildly that they were ready at once to make amends and to do better1 out of love to their good master rather than from fear of him4 ,once1 when ,i was talking to him on this subject1 ,i quoted the saying that ,familiarity breeds contempt1 and contempt hatred4 ,yes1 he said1 improper familiarity1 but never civil1 cordial1 kindly1 virtuous familiarity2 for as that proceeds from love1 love engenders its like1 and true love is never without esteem1 nor1 consequently1 without respect for the object loved1 seeing that love is founded wholly on the estimation in which the thing or person beloved is held4 ,you know the saying of the ancient tyrant3 ,let them hate me1 provided that they fear me4 ,speaking on this subject1 we may well reverse the motto and say3 ,let them despise me1 provided only that they love me4 ,for if this contempt produces love1 love after a while will stifle contempt1 and sooner or later will in its place put respect2 since there is no one that one reverences more1 or has a greater fear of offending1 than a person whom one loves in truth and sincerity of heart4 ,with regard to this1 he told me a story1 which he alludes to in his ,philothea4 ,blessed ,elzar1 ,comte d',arian1 in ,provence1 was so exceedingly gentle in his treatment of his servants that they looked upon him as a person positively deficient in understanding1 and behaved in his presence with the greatest incivility and insolence1 knowing well his persevering tolerance of injuries and his boundless patience4 ,his wife1 the saintly ,delphina1 feeling more acutely than he the disrespectful conduct of their servants1 complained of it to him1 saying that the menials absolutely laughed in his face4 ,and if they do1 he answered1 why should ,i be put out by these little familiarities1 pleasantries1 and bursts of merriment1 seeing that ,i am quite certain they do not hate me8 ,they have not yet struck me1 spat in my face1 or offered me any of those indignities which ,jesus ,christ our ,lord suffered at the hands of the high priest's servants1 and not alone from those who scourged ,him1 derided ,him1 and crucified ,him4 ,is it fitting that ,i1 who glory in being the servant of ,jesus ,christ crucified1 should desire to be better treated than my ,master8 ,does it become a member to complain of any hardship under a ,head wearing no crown but one of thorns8 ,all that you tell me is but a mere jest compared with the insults heaped upon our divine ,lord4 ,the contempt of my servants--if1 indeed1 they do despise me--is a splendid lesson1 teaching me to despise myself4 ,how shall we practise humility if not on such occasions as these8 ,our ,blessed ,father went on to say3 ,i have proposed this example rather for your admiration than for your imitation1 and that you may see of what means holy love makes use1 in the hearts which are its own1 in order to lead them to find rest in the very things which trouble those who are less devout4 ,what ,i would say on the subject of servants is this2 that1 after all1 they are our fellow-men and our humble brethren1 whom charity obliges us to love as ourselves4 ,come1 then1 let us love them as ourselves1 these dear yoke-fellows1 who are so closely bound to us1 who live under the same roof1 and eat and drink of our substance4 ,let us treat them like ourselves1 or as we should wish to be treated if we were in their place1 and of their condition in life4 ,that is the best way to deal with servants4 ,,another ,,instance ,,of ,,blessed ,,francis' ,,gentleness ,,with ,,his ,,own ,,servants4 ,like master1 like man4 ,not only were all our ,blessed ,father's servants virtuous 7he would not have suffered any who were not1 to form part of his household71 but1 following their master's example1 they were all singularly gentle and obliging in their manners and behaviour4 ,one of them1 a young man1 handsome1 virtuous1 and pious1 was greatly sought after by many of the citizens1 who thought he would prove a most desirable son-in-law1 and to this end they encouraged his intercourse with their daughters4 ,about the several advantageous matches proposed to him he always used to tell the ,bishop4 ,one day the latter said to him1 ,my dear son1 your soul is as dear to me as my own1 and there is no sort of advantage that ,i do not desire for you and would not procure for you if ,i could4 ,that you know very well1 and you know1 too1 that it is possibly only your youth that dazzles the eyes of certain young girls and makes them want you for their husband2 but ,i am of opinion that more age and experience is needed before you take upon yourself the cares of a family4 ,think well over the matter1 for when once embarked it will be too late to repent of what you have done4 ,marriage is an ,order in which the profession must be made before the novitiate2 if there were a year's probation1 as there is in the cloister1 there would be very few professions4 ,after all1 what have ,i done to you to make you wish to leave me8 ,i am old1 ,i shall soon die1 and then you can dispose of yourself as you please4 ,i shall bequeath you to my brother1 who will provide for you quite as advantageously as these proposed matches would have done4 ,he said this with tears in his eyes1 which so distressed the young man that he threw himself at the ,bishop's feet1 asking his pardon for having even thought of quitting him1 and renewing his protestations of fidelity and of determination to serve him in life and death4 ,no1 no1 my son1 he replied2 ,i have no wish to interfere with your liberty4 ,i would1 on the contrary1 purchase it1 like ,st4 ,paul1 at the cost of my own4 ,but ,i am giving you friendly advice1 such as ,i would offer to my own brother were he of your age4 ,and in very truth he treated the members of his household2 not as servants1 but as his brothers and children4 ,he was their elder brother or their father1 rather than their master4 ,,the ,,holy ,,bishop ,,never ,,refused ,,what ,,was ,,asked ,,of ,,him4 ,he practised to the letter the divine precept3 ,give to him who asketh of thee1#a though1 indeed1 he possessed so few earthly goods that it was a standing marvel to me how he could give away as much as he did6 ,truly1 ,i believe that ,god often multiplied the little which was really in his hands4 ,as regards heavenly goods1 he was lavish of them to all who came to him as petitioners4 ,he never refused spiritual consolation or advice either in public or in private1 and his readiness to supply abundantly and spontaneously this mystical bread of life and wisdom was surprising4 ,his alertness when requested to preach was also peculiarly remarkable1 as his action was naturally heavy1 and his habit of thought1 as well as his enunciation1 somewhat slow4 ,on one occasion1 in ,paris1 he was asked to preach on a certain day1 and readily consented to do so4 ,one of his attendants then reminded him that he was engaged to preach elsewhere on the same day4 ,no matter1 the ,bishop replied1 ,god will give us grace to multiply our bread4 ,he is rich towards all who invoke ,him4#b ,his servant next remarked that some care was surely due to his health4 ,what6 exclaimed ,blessed ,francis1 do you think that if ,god gives us the grace to find matter for preaching1 ,he will not at the same time take care of the body1 the organ by means of which ,his doctrine is proclaimed8 ,let us put our trust in ,him1 and ,he will give us all the strength we need4 ,but1 objected the other1 does ,god forbid us to take care of our health8 ,by no means1 answered the ,bishop2 but ,he does forbid a want of confidence in ,his goodness 444 and1 he added seriously and firmly1 were ,i requested to preach a third sermon on that same day1 it would cost me less both in mind and body to consent than to refuse4 ,should we not be ready to sacrifice1 and even1 as it were1 to obliterate ourselves1 body and soul1 for the benefit of that dear neighbour of ours whom our ,lord loved so much as even to die for him8 ,footnote #a3 ,matt4 v4 #dc4 ,footnote #b3 ,rom4 x4 #ab4 ,,upon ,,almsgiving4 ,our ,blessed ,father had1 as we know1 so high an idea of the virtue of charity1 which1 indeed1 he said was only christian perfection under another name1 that he disliked to hear almsgiving called charity4 ,it was1 he said1 like putting a royal crown on the head of a village maiden4 ,in answer to my objection that this was actually the case with ,esther1 who1 though only a slave1 was chosen by ,assuerus to be his queen1 and crowned by his royal hand1 he replied3 ,you only strengthen my argument1 for ,esther would have remained in her state of servitude had she not become the spouse of ,assuerus1 and1 queen though she was1 she only wore her crown dependently on his will and pleasure4 ,so almsgiving is only pleasing to ,god1 and worthy of its reward1 the heavenly crown of justice1 in as far as it proceeds from charity1 and is animated by that royal gift which converts it into an infused and supernatural virtue1 which may be called either almsgiving in charity1 of charitable almsgiving4 ,but1 just as the two natures1 the divine and the human1 were not merged in one another in the mystery of the ,incarnation1 although joined in the unity of the hypostasis of the ,word1 so this conjunction of charity with almsgiving1 or this subordination of almsgiving to charity1 does not change the one into the other1 the object of each being as different as is the ,creator from the creature4 ,for the object of almsgiving is the misery of the needy which it tries as far as possible to relieve1 and that of charity is ,god1 ,who is the sovereign ,good1 worthy to be loved above all things for ,his own sake4 ,but1 ,i said1 when almsgiving is practised for the love of ,god1 can we not then call it charity8 ,no1 he replied1 not any more than you can call ,esther ,assuerus1 and ,assuerus ,esther4 ,but you can1 as ,i have said above1 call it alms given in charity1 or charitable almsgiving4 ,almsgiving and charity are quite different1 for not only may alms be given without charity1 but even against charity1 as when they are given knowing they will lead to sin4 ,in a remarkable passage in ,theotimus the ,saint asks3 ,were there not heretics1 who1 to exalt charity towards the poor1 deprecated charity towards ,god1 ascribing man's whole salvation to almsdeeds1 as ,st4 ,augustine witnesses8#a ,footnote #a3 ,love of ,god4 ,b4 xi4 c4 #ad4 ,,our ,,saint',s ,,hopefulness ,,in ,,regard ,,to ,,the ,,conversion ,,of ,,sinners4 ,our ,blessed ,father was always full of tenderness1 compassion1 and gentleness towards sinners1 but he regarded and treated them in different ways according to their various dispositions4 ,a sinner who had grown old in evil1 who clung obstinately to his wicked ways1 who laughed to scorn all remonstrances1 and gloried in his shame1 formed a spectacle so heart-breaking and so appalling to the holy ,bishop1 that he shrank from contemplating it4 ,when he had succeeded in turning his thoughts to some other subject1 on their being suddenly recalled to it1 he would shudder as if a secret wound had been touched1 and utter some devout and fervent ejaculation such as this3 ,ah6 ,lord1 command that this blind man see6 ,speak the word only1 and he shall be healed6 ,oh1 my ,god1 those who forsake ,thee shall be forsaken2 convert him1 and he shall be converted6 ,with obstinate sinners of this class his patience was unwearied4 ,for such1 he said1 ,god ,himself waited patiently1 even until the eleventh hour2 adding that impatience was more likely to embitter them and retard their conversion than remonstrance to edify them4 ,for the sinner who was more open to conviction1 and was not so obstinate in his malice1 for him who had1 that is to say1 lucid intervals in his madness1 ,blessed ,francis had the most tender affection1 regarding him as a poor paralytic waiting on the edge of the pool of healing for some helping hand to plunge him into it4 ,to such he behaved as did the good shepherd of the ,gospel1 ,who left the ninety-nine sheep in the desert to seek after the hundredth which had gone astray4 ,but towards the sinner when once converted1 how describe his attitude of mind6 ,he regarded him not as a brand snatched from the burning1 not as a bruised reed1 not as an extinguished taper that was still smoking1 but as a sacred vessel filled with the oil of grace1 as one of those trees which the ancients looked upon as holy because they had been struck by fire from ,heaven4 ,it was marvellous to observe the honour which he paid to such a one1 the esteem in which he held him1 the praises which he bestowed upon him4 ,he always considered that souls delivered by ,god from the mouth of the roaring lion were in consequence likely to be more vigilant1 more courageous in resisting temptation1 and more careful in guarding against relapses4 ,he did all he could to cover the faults of others1 his goodness of heart being so great that he never allowed himself to think ill even of the wicked4 ,he attributed their sinfulness to the violence of temptation and the infirmity of human nature4 ,when faults were public and so manifest that they could not be excused1 he would say3 ,who knows but that the unhappy soul will be converted8 ,the greatest sinners often become the greatest penitents1 as we see in the case of ,david4 ,and who are we that we should judge our brother8 ,were it not for the grace of ,god we should perhaps do worse than he4 ,he never allowed the conversion of a sinner to be despaired of1 hoping on till death4 ,this life1 he said1 is our pilgrim way1 in which those who now stand may fall1 and those who have fallen may1 by grace1 be set on their feet again4 ,nor even after death would he tolerate an unfavourable judgment being passed on any4 ,his reason for this was that as the original grace of justification was not given by way of merit1 so neither could the grace of final perseverance be merited4 ,with regard to this subject he related to me an amusing incident which occurred whilst he was a missioner in the ,chablais4 ,amongst the ,priests and ,religious who were sent to help him was one of a humorous temperament1 and who did not hesitate to show that he was so1 even in the pulpit4 ,one day1 when preaching before our ,blessed ,prelate against the heresiarch#a who had raised the standard of revolt in ,geneva1 he said that we should never condemn any one as lost after death1 except such as are by ,scripture denounced2 no1 not even the said heresiarch who had caused so much evil by his errors4 ,for1 he went on to say1 who knows but that ,god may have touched his heart at the last moment and converted him8 ,it is true that out of the ,church and without the true faith there is no salvation2 but who can say that he did not at the moment of death wish to be reunited with the ,catholic ,church1 from which he had separated himself1 and acknowledge in his heart the truth of the belief he had combated1 and that thus he did not die sincerely repentant8 ,after having surprised the congregation by these remarks1 he most unexpectedly concluded by saying3 ,we must certainly entertain sentiments of boundless confidence in the goodness of ,god1 ,who is infinite in mercy to those who invoke ,him4 ,jesus ,christ even offered ,his peace1 ,his love1 and ,his salvation to the traitor ,judas1 who betrayed ,him by a kiss4 ,why1 then1 may ,he not have offered the same favour to this unhappy heresiarch8 ,is the arm of ,god shortened8 ,yet1 my brethren1 he continued1 believe me1 and ,i assure you ,i lie not1 if this man is not damned he has had the narrowest escape man ever had2 and if he has been saved from eternal wreck1 he owes to ,god the handsomest votive candle that a person of his condition ever offered6 ,as you may imagine1 this finale did not draw many tears from the audience6 ,footnote #a3 ,calvin4 ,,blessed ,,francis' ,,solicitude ,,for ,,malefactors ,,condemned ,,to ,,death4 ,he often went to carry consolation to prisoners1 and sometimes accompanied condemned criminals to the place of execution1 that he might help them to make a good death4 ,at such times1 too1 he kept to the methods we have already described as used by him in his visiting of the rest of the dying4 ,after having made them unburden their conscience1 he left them a little breathing space1 and then at intervals suggested to them acts of faith1 hope1 and charity1 of repentance1 of resignation to the ,will of ,god1 and of abandonment to ,his mercy2 not adding to their sufferings by importunity1 long harangues1 or endless exhortations4 ,so happily did the ,blessed ,prelate succeed in this method of treatment1 that sometimes the poor criminals whom he accompanied to their execution went to it as to a marriage feast1 with joy and peace1 such as they had never experienced in the whole course of their lawless and sinful lives1 happier far so to die than to live on as they had done4 ,it is1 he would say to them1 by lovingly kissing the feet of ,god's justice that we most surely reach the embrace of ,his tender mercy4 ,above all things1 we must be confident that they who trust in ,him shall never be confounded4 ,,upon ,,the ,,small ,,number ,,of ,,the ,,elect4 ,blessed ,francis' extreme gentleness always led him to lean towards indulgent judgment1 however slight in a particular case the apparent justification might be4 ,on one occasion there was a discussion in his presence as to the meaning of those terrible words in the ,gospel3 ,many are called1 but few chosen4#a ,some one said that the chosen were called a little flock1 whereas the unwise or reprobates were spoken of as many in number1 and so on4 ,he replied that1 in his opinion1 there would be very few ,christians 7meaning1 of course1 those who are in the true ,church1 outside which there is no salvation7 who would be lost1 because1 he said1 having the root of the true faith1 the tree that springs from it would sooner or later bear its fruit1 which is salvation1 and awakening1 as it were1 from death to life1 they would become1 through charity1 active and rich in good works4 ,when asked what1 then1 was the meaning of the statement in the ,gospel as to the small number of the elect1 he replied that in comparison with the rest of the world1 and with infidel nations1 the number of ,christians was very small1 but that of that small number very few would be lost1 in conformity to that striking text1 ,there is no condemnation for those that are in ,christ ,jesus4#b ,which really means that justifying grace is always being offered them1 and this grace is inseparable from a lively faith and a burning charity4 ,add to this that ,he who begins the work in us is ,he who likewise perfects it4 ,we may believe that the call to christianity1 which is the work of ,god1 is always a perfect work1 and therefore leads of itself to the end of all perfection1 which is heavenly glory4 ,footnote #a3 ,matt4 ,,xx4 #af4 ,footnote #b3 ,rom4 viii4 #a4 ,,to ,,love ,,to ,,be ,,hated1 ,,and ,,to ,,hate ,,to ,,be ,,loved4 ,this maxim of our ,blessed ,father's seems strange and altogether contrary to his sweet and affectionate nature4 ,if1 however1 we look closely into it1 we shall find that it is full of the purest and most subtle love of ,god4 ,when he said that we ought to love to be hated1 and hate to be loved1 he was referring in the one case to the love which is in and for ,god alone1 and in the other to that merely human love1 which is full of danger1 which robs ,god of ,his due1 and of which1 therefore1 we should hate to be the object4 ,he expresses himself thus3 ,those who have nothing naturally attractive about them are very fortunate1 for they are well assured that the love which one bears them is excellent1 being all for ,god's sake alone4 ,,upon ,,obedience4 ,blessed ,francis always said that the excellence of obedience consists not in doing the will of a gentle1 courteous superior1 who commands rather by entreaty than as one having authority1 but in bowing the neck beneath the yoke of one who is harsh1 stern1 imperious1 severe4 ,he was1 it is true1 desirous that those who had to judge and direct souls should do so as fathers rather than as masters1 as1 indeed1 he did himself1 but at the same time he wished those in authority to be somewhat strict1 and those subject to them to be less sensitive and selfish1 and consequently less impatient1 less refractory1 and less given to grumbling than most men are4 ,he used also to say that a rough file takes off more rust and polishes iron better than a smooth and less biting one1 and that very many and very heavy blows of the hammer are needed to temper a keen sword blade4 ,but1 ,i said to him1 when discussing this subject1 as the most perfect obedience is that which springs from love1 ought not the command to be given lovingly1 so as to incite the subordinate to a loving obedience8 ,he answered3 ,there is a great deal of difference between the excellence of obedience and its perfection4 ,the excellence of a virtue has to do with its nature2 its perfection with the grace1 or charity1 in which it is clothed4 ,now1 here ,i am not speaking of the supernatural perfection of obedience which emanates most assuredly from the love of ,god2 but of its natural excellence1 which is better tested by harsh than by gentle commands4 ,excessive indulgence on the part of parents and superiors is only too often the cause of many disorders4 ,more than this1 even as regards the supernatural perfection of obedience1 it is very probable that the harshness of the command given helps its growth1 and renders our love of ,god1 which is our motive in obeying1 stronger1 firmer1 and more generous4 ,when a superior commands with over-much gentleness and circumspection1 besides the fact that he compromises his authority and causes it to be slighted1 he so attracts and attaches his inferior to himself that often unconsciously he robs ,god of the devotedness which is ,his due4 ,the result is that the inferior obeys the man whom he loves1 and because he loves him1 rather than ,god in the man1 and for the love of ,god alone4 ,on the other hand1 harshness tests far better the fidelity of a heart which loves ,god sincerely4 ,for1 finding nothing pleasing in the command except the sweetness of divine love1 to which alone it yields obedience1 the perfection of that obedience becomes the greater1 since the intention is purer1 more direct1 and more immediately turned to ,god4 ,it was in this spirit that ,david said that1 for the sake of the words of ,god--that is1 of ,his law--he had kept hard ways4#a ,our ,blessed ,father added this simile to explain his meaning further3 ,obeying a harsh1 irritating1 and vexatious superior is like drawing clear water from a spring which flows through the jaws of a lion of bronze4 ,it is like the riddle of ,samson1 ,out of the eater came forth meat2 it is hearing ,god's voice1 and seeing ,god's will alone in that of a superior1 even if the command be1 as in the case of ,st4 ,peter1 ,kill and eat2#b it is to say with ,job1 ,although ,he should kill me1 ,i will trust in ,him4#c ,footnote #a3 ,psalm xvi4 #d4 ,footnote #b3 ,acts x4 #ac4 ,footnote #c3 ,job xiii4 #ae4 ,,upon ,,the ,,obedience ,,that ,,may ,,be ,,practised ,,by ,,superiors4 ,asking him one day if it was possible for persons in authority1 whether in the world or in the cloister1 to practise the virtue of obedience1 he replied3 ,certainly1 and they can do so far more perfectly and more heroically than their subjects4 ,then1 seeing my astonishment at this apparent paradox1 he went on to explain it in the following manner3 ,those who are obliged1 either by precept or by vow1 which takes the place of precept1 to practise obedience1 are1 as a rule1 subject only to one superior4 ,those1 on the other hand1 who are in authority1 are free to obey more widely1 and to obey even in commanding1 because if they consider that it is ,god ,who puts them over the heads of the others1 and ,who commands them to command those others1 who does not see that even their commanding is an act of obedience8 ,this kind of obedience may even be practised by princes who have none but ,god set over them1 and who have to render an account of their actions to ,him alone4 ,i may add that there is no power on earth so sublime as not to have1 at least in some respects1 another set over it4 ,christian kings render filial obedience to the ,roman ,pontiff1 and the sovereign ,pontiff himself submits to his confessor in the ,sacrament of ,penance4 ,but there is a still higher degree of obedience which even ,prelates and the greatest among men may practise4 ,it is that which the ,apostle counsels when he says3 ,be ye subject to every human creature for ,god's sake4#a ,who for love of us not only became subject to the ,blessed ,virgin and to ,st4 ,joseph1 but made ,himself obedient to death and to the death of the ,cross1 submitting ,himself in ,his ,passion to the most sinful and degraded of the earth1 uttering not a cry1 even as a lamb under the hand of him who shears it and slays it4 ,it is by this universal obedience to every creature that we become all things to all men in order that we may win all to ,jesus ,christ4 ,it is by this that we take our neighbour1 whoever he may be1 for our superior1 becoming servants for our ,lord's sake4 ,footnote #a3 #a ,peter ii4 #ac4 ,,an ,,instance ,,of ,,our ,,saint',s ,,obedience4 ,on one occasion1 when the ,duke of ,savoy1 being pressed by many urgent public needs1 had obtained from the ,pope a ,brief empowering him to levy contributions on the ,church property in his dominions1 ,blessed ,francis1 finding some slackness and unwillingness on the part of the beneficed clergy of the diocese to yield obedience to this order1 when he had called them together to settle what was to be done1 spoke with just indignation4 ,what6 gentlemen1 he cried1 is it for us to question and reason when two sovereigns concur in issuing the same command8 ,is it for us1 ,i say1 to scrutinize their counsels1 and ask1 ,why are you acting thus8 ,not only to the decrees of sovereign courts1 but even to the sentence of the most insignificant judges appointed by ,god to decide differences in our affairs1 we yield deference so far as not to enquire into the motive of their decisions4 ,and here1 where two oracles who have only to render account to ,god of what orders they give1 speak1 we set to work to enquire into their motives and reasons as if we were charged to investigate their conduct4 ,assuredly1 ,i will take no part in such doings4 ,our virtue1 indeed1 lags sadly behind that of those christians--only lay people too--of whom ,st4 ,paul said that being wise themselves they gladly suffered bondage1 stripes1 every sort of ill-usage from the foolish1#a and of whom1 in another place1 he says that they took with joy the being stripped of their own goods1 knowing that they had a better and a lasting substance4#b ,and the ,apostle1 as you know1 is speaking to men who had been unjustly despoiled of their whole property by robbers and tyrants1 whereas you will not give up a small fraction of yours to assist in the public need of our good ,prince1 to whose zeal we owe the re-establishment of the ,catholic religion in the three divisions of the ,chablais1 and whose enemies are the adversaries of our faith6 ,is not our ,order the first of the three estates in a christian kingdom8 ,is there anything more just than to contribute of our wealth1 together with our prayers1 towards the defence of our altars1 of our lives1 and of our peace8 ,the people are lavishing their substance and the nobility their blood for the same cause4 ,remember the late wars1 and tremble lest your ingratitude and disobedience should plunge you again into similar troubles4 ,adding example to precept1 he paid so heavy a tax upon a part of his own revenue that none could say he did not practise what he preached1 and all those who had ventured to oppose him in the matter were not only effectually silenced1 but covered with confusion and put to a just shame4 ,footnote #a3 #b ,cor4 xi4 #ai1 #bj4 ,footnote #b3 ,heb4 x4 #cd4 ,,upon ,,the ,,love ,,of ,,holy ,,poverty4 ,godliness with contentment1 says ,holy ,scripture1 is great gain4#a ,so content was the godliness of ,blessed ,francis that1 although deprived of the greater part of his episcopal revenues1 he was fully satisfied with the little that was left to him4 ,after all1 he would say1 are not twelve hundred crowns a handsome income for a ,bishop8 ,the ,apostles1 who were far better ,bishops than we are1 had nothing like that sum4 ,it is not for us to fix our own pay for serving ,god4 ,his love of poverty was truly striking4 ,at ,annecy he lodged in a hired house1 which was both handsome and roomy1 and in which the apartments assigned to him as ,bishop were very elegantly furnished4 ,he1 however1 took up his abode in an uncomfortable little room1 where there was hardly any light at all1 so that he could truly say with ,job3 ,i have made my bed in darkness2#b or with ,david3 ,night shall be my light in my pleasures2#c or again1 ,i am like a night raven in the house1 or as a sparrow all alone on the housetop4#d ,he called this little room1 or1 to speak more truly1 this sepulchre of a living man1 ,francis' chamber1 while to that in which he received visitors1 or gave audience1 he gave the name of the ,bishop's chamber4 ,truly1 the lover of holy poverty can always find a means of practising it1 even in the midst of riches4 ,blessed ,francis1 indeed1 always welcomed poverty with a smiling countenance1 though naturally it be apt to cast a gloom and melancholy upon the faces both of those who endure it and of those who only dread it4 ,involuntary poverty is surly and discontented1 for it is forced and against the will4 ,voluntary poverty1 on the contrary1 is joyous1 free1 and light-hearted4 ,to show you how cheerfully and pleasantly he talked on this subject1 ,i will give you one or two of his remarks4 ,once1 showing me a coat which had been patched up for him1 and which he wore under his cassock1 he said3 ,my people really work little miracles2 for out of an old garment they have made me this perfectly new coat4 ,am ,i not well-dressed8 ,again1 when his steward was complaining of down-right distress1 and of there being no money left1 he said3 ,what are you troubling yourself about8 ,we are now more like our ,master1 ,who had not even where to lay ,his head1 though as yet we are not reduced to such extremity as that4 ,but what are we to do8 persisted the steward4 ,my son1 the ,bishop answered1 we must live as we can1 on whatever goods we have1 that is all4 ,truly1 replied the other1 it is all very well to talk of living on our goods when there are none left to live upon6 ,you do not understand me1 returned the ,bishop2 we must sell or pledge some of our furniture in order to live4 ,will not that1 my good ,m4,r41#e be living on our goods8 ,it was in this fashion that the ,saint was accustomed to meet cheerfully money troubles1 so unbearable to weaker characters4 ,on one occasion ,i expressed my admiration at his being able to make so good a show on his small means4 ,it is ,god1 he said1 ,who multiplies the five loaves4 ,on my pressing him to tell me how it was done1 ,why1 it would not be a miracle1 he answered1 with a smile1 if we knew that4 ,are we not most fortunate to live on only by help of miracles8 ,it is the mercy of ,god that we are not consumed4 ,you go quite beyond me1 ,i said1 by taking that ground4 ,i am not so transcendently wise4 ,listen1 he replied4 ,riches are truly thorns1 as the ,gospel teaches us4 ,they prick us with a thousand troubles in acquiring them1 with more cares in preserving them1 and with yet more anxieties in spending them2 and1 most of all1 with vexations in losing them4 ,after all1 we are only managers and stewards1 especially if it is a question of the riches of the ,church1 which are the true patrimony of the poor4 ,the important matter is to find faithful dispensers4 ,having sufficient to feed and clothe ourselves suitably1 what more do we want8 ,assuredly1 that which is over and above these is of evil4#f ,shall ,i tell you what my own feeling is8 ,well and good1 but ,i must do so in your ear4 ,i know very well how to spend what ,i have2 but if ,i had more ,i should be in difficulty as to what to do with it4 ,am ,i not happy to live like a child without care8 ,sufficient for the day is the evil thereof4 ,the more any one has to manage the longer the account he has to render4 ,we must make use of this world as though we were making no use of it at all4 ,we must possess riches as though we had them not1 and deal with the things of earth like the dogs on the banks of the ,nile1 who1 for fear of the crocodiles1 lap up the water of the river as they run along its banks4 ,if1 as the wise man tells us1 he that addeth knowledge addeth also labour2 much more is this the case with the man who heaps up riches4 ,he is like the giants in the fable who piled up mountains1 and then buried themselves under them4 ,remember the miserable man who1 as the ,gospel tells us1 thought that he had many years before him in which to live at his ease1 but to whom the heavenly voice said3 ,thou fool1 this night do they require thy soul of thee2 and whose shall those things be which thou hast provided8 ,in truth happy is he only who lays up imperishable treasures in ,heaven4 ,he would never allow himself to be called poor2 saying1 that any one who had a revenue sufficient to live upon without being obliged to labour with head or hands to support himself should be called rich2 and such1 he said1 was the case with us both4 ,to my objection that our revenues were nevertheless so very small that we must be really considered poor1 for little1 indeed1 must we be working if our labour was not worth what we got from our bishoprics1 he replied3 ,if you take it in this way you are not so far wrong1 for who is there who labours in a vineyard and does not live upon its produce8 ,what shepherd feeds his flock and does not drink its milk and clothe himself with its wool8 ,so1 too1 may he who sows spiritual seed justly reap the small harvest which he needs for his temporal sustenance4 ,if then he is poor who lives by work1 and who eats the fruit of his labour1 we may very well be reckoned as such2 but if we regard the degree of poverty in which our ,lord and ,his ,apostles lived1 we must perforce consider ourselves rich4 ,after all1 possessing honestly all that is necessary for food and clothing1 ought we not to be content8 ,whatever is more than this is only evil1 care1 superfluity1 wanting which we shall have less of an account to render4 ,happy is poverty1 said a stoic1 if it is cheerful poverty2 and if it is that1 it is really not poverty at all1 or only poverty of a kind that is far preferable to the riches of the most wealthy1 which are amassed with difficulty1 preserved with solicitude1 and lost with regret4 ,our ,saint used to say that1 as for the cravings of nature1 he who is not satisfied with what is really enough will never be satisfied4 ,i wish that ,i could give any just idea of his extraordinary moderation even in the use of the necessaries of life4 ,he told me once that when the time came for him to lay down the burden of his episcopal duties and to retire into solitude1 there to pass the rest of his life in contemplation and study1 he should consider five hundred crowns a year great wealth2 in fact1 he would not reserve more from either his patrimony or his ,bishop's revenue1 adding these words of ,st4 ,paul3 ,having food1 and wherewith to be covered1 let us 7priests7 be content4#g ,he gave this as his reason4 ,the ,church1 he said1 which is the kingdom of ,jesus ,christ1 is established on foundations directly opposed to those of the world1 of which our ,saviour said ,his kingdom was not4 ,now1 on what is the kingdom of this world founded8 ,listen to ,st4 ,john3 ,all that is in the world is the concupiscence of the flesh1 or of the eyes1 and the pride of life2 that is to say1 the pleasures of the senses1 avarice1 and vanity4 ,the ,church then will be founded on mortification of the flesh1 poverty1 and humility4 ,pleasures and honours follow in the train of wealth2 but poverty puts an axe to the roots of pride and sensual enjoyments4 ,some1 says ,david1 blaming them1 glory in the multitude of their riches2 and ,st4 ,paul exhorts the rich of this world not to be high-minded4 ,it is a perilous thing for humility and mortification to take up their abode with wealth4 ,this is why he wished for nothing but bare necessaries1 fearing that superfluity might lead him into some excess4 ,when ,i reminded him that if we had this superfluity we might give alms out of it1 as it is written1 ,of what remaineth give to the poor1 he replied1 that we knew well enough what3 we ought to do2 but that we did not know what we should do1 and that it was always a species of presumption to imagine ourselves able to handle live coals without burning ourselves1 seeing that even the ,angel in the vision of the ,prophet took them up with tongs6 ,footnote #a3 #a ,tim4 vi4 #f4 ,footnote #b3 ,job4 xvii4 #ac4 ,footnote #c3 ,ps4 cxxxviii4 #aa4 ,footnote #d3 ,ps4 ci4 #h4 ,footnote #e3 ,georges ,roland4 ,footnote #f3 ,matt4 v4 #cg4 ,footnote #g3 ,tim4 vi4 #h4 ,,upon ,,the ,,same ,,subject4 ,our ,blessed ,father was so absolutely indifferent to the goods of this world that ,i never heard him so much as once complain of the loss of almost all his episcopal revenue1 confiscated by the city of ,geneva4 ,he used to say that it was very much with the wealth of the ,church as with a man's beard1 the more closely it was clipped the stronger and the thicker it grew again4 ,when the ,apostles had nothing they possessed all things1 and when ecclesiastics wish to possess too much1 that too much is reduced to nothing4 ,his one hunger and thirst was for the conversion of souls1 living in wilful blindness to the light of truth which shines only in the one true ,church4 ,sometimes1 he exclaimed1 sighing heavily3 ,give me souls1 and the rest take to ,thyself4 ,speaking of ,geneva1 to which city1 in spite of its rebellion1 he always applied terms of compassion and affection1 such as my dear ,geneva1 or my poor ,geneva1 he said to me more than once3 ,would to ,god that these gentlemen had taken such small remains of my revenue as they have left to me1 and that we had only as small a foothold in that deplorable city as the ,catholics have in ,la ,rochelle1 namely1 a little chapel in which to say ,mass and perform the functions of our religion6 ,you would then soon see all these apostates come back to their senses1 and we should rejoice over the return to the ,church of these poor ,sunamites1 who are so forgetful of their duty4#a ,this fond hope he always nourished in his breast4 ,he used to say that ,henry ,,viii4 of ,england1 who at the beginning of his reign was so zealous for the ,catholic faith1 and wrote so splendidly against the errors of ,luther1 that he acquired for that reason the glorious title of ,defender of the ,faith1 having1 by yielding to his passion1 caused so great a schism in his kingdom1 even had he desired at the close of his life to return to the bosom of the ,church which he had so miserably abandoned1 would1 on setting to work to attain this most happy end1 have found the impossibility of recovering for the clergy and restoring to them the property and wealth which he had divided among his nobles1 a serious difficulty4 ,alas6 our ,blessed ,father exclaimed1 commenting upon this fact1 to think that a handful of dust should rob ,heaven of so many souls6 ,the business of every christian1 and especially of the clergy1 is the keeping of ,god's law4 ,the ,lord is the portion of their inheritance and of their cup4 ,he would have made to them an abundant restitution of all that had been theirs1 by gentle but effective means4 ,they whose thoughts are fixed upon the ,lord will be nourished by ,him4 ,the just are never forsaken nor reduced to beg their bread2 they have only to lift their eyes and their hopes to ,god and ,he will give them meat in due season2 for it is ,he who gives food to all flesh4 ,moreover1 it is much easier to suffer hunger with patience than to preserve virtue in the midst of plenty4 ,it is not every one who can say with the ,apostle3 ,i know how to abound1 and ,i know how to suffer need4#b ,a thousand fall on the left hand of adversity1 but ten thousand on the right hand of prosperity2 for iniquity is the outcome of luxury1 and the sin of the cities of the plain had its origin in a superabundance of bread2 that is to say1 in their wealth4 ,to be frugal and devout is to possess a great treasure4 ,footnote #a3 ,cantic4 vi4 #ab4 ,footnote #b3 ,philipp4 iv4 #ab4 ,,upon ,,poverty ,,of ,,spirit4 ,three virtues1 he said1 were necessary to constitute poverty of spirit3 simplicity1 humility1 and christian poverty4 ,simplicity consists in that singleness of aim which looks only to ,god1 referring to ,him alone those innumerable opportunities which come to us from objects other than ,himself4 ,humility is that conviction of our own inferiority and destitution which makes the truly humble man regard himself as always an unprofitable servant4 ,christian poverty is of three kinds4 ,first1 that which is affective1 but not effective4 ,this can be practised in the midst of wealth1 as in the case of ,abraham1 ,david1 ,st4 ,louis1 and many other holy persons1 who1 though rich in this world's goods1 were ready in a moment to accept poverty with cheerfulness and thankfulness if it should please ,god to send it to them4 ,second1 effective but not affective poverty1 which is a very unhappy condition4 ,those who are weighed down by it feel all its distressing consequences and are miserable because they cannot possess the many things which they ardently desire4 ,third1 affective1 united with effective poverty1 which is recommended in the ,gospels1 and which may happen to be our lot1 either from birth or from some reverse of fortune4 ,if we are reconciled to our condition in life1 however humble1 and bless ,god ,who has placed us in it1 then we tread in the footsteps of ,jesus ,christ1 of ,his holy ,mother1 and of the ,apostles1 who all lived a life of poverty4 ,another way of practising this poverty is to follow the counsels of ,jesus ,christ1 ,who bids us sell all that we have and give it to the poor1 imitating our divine ,master in that poverty which ,he embraced for us1 that we1 through it1 might be made rich4 ,and never is this command more practically and worthily obeyed than when the man who has abandoned all his worldly goods for the sake of ,christ1 labours1 not only in order to sustain his own life1 but that he may have the wherewithal to give alms4 ,thus did the ,apostle glory when he said3 ,for such things as were needful for me1 and them that are with me1 these hands have furnished4#a ,footnote #a3 ,acts xx4 #cd4 ,,francis' ,,love ,,of ,,the ,,poor4 ,to love our neighbour is not only to wish him well1 but also to do him all the good that it is in our power to do4 ,if we fall short of this1 we deserve the reproach of ,st4 ,james1 addressed to those who1 though they have ample means for giving material aid to the poor1 content themselves with bare words of comfort4 ,the love of ,blessed ,francis for the poor was so intense that in their case he seemed to become a respecter of persons1 preferring them to the rich1 both in spiritual and in temporal matters4 ,he was like a good physician who in visiting the sick shows the most tender solicitude for those afflicted with the most terrible diseases and lingers longest by their bedsides4 ,one day ,i had to wait my turn to go to confession to him for a very long time1 he being engaged in hearing a poor blind beggar woman4 ,when ,i afterwards expressed my surprise at the length of her confession1 he said3 ,ah6 ,she sees far more clearly the way to go to ,god than many whose eyesight is otherwise perfect4 ,on another occasion1 sailing with him on the lake of ,geneva1 ,i heard the boatman calling him ,father1 and addressing him with corresponding familiarity4 ,listen1 he said to me1 to those good people4 ,they are calling me their ,father2 and1 indeed1 ,i do believe they love me as such4 ,oh6 how much more real happiness they give me than those who call me ',my ,lord4' ,,upon ,,the ,,christian ,,view ,,of ,,poverty4 ,on one occasion ,i quoted that saying of ,seneca3 ,he is truly great who dines off earthenware as contentedly as if it were silver2 but he is greater still who dines off silver with as much indifference as if it were earthenware4 ,the philosopher1 he said1 is right in his judgment2 for the first feasts on mere fancy1 leading to vanity2 but the second shows that he is superior to wealth1 since he cares no more for a precious metal than for clay4 ,yet1 ,oh6 how ridiculous2 how empty is all mere human philosophy6 ,this same philosopher who speaks so eloquently again and again of the contempt of riches1 was all his life immersed in them2 and at his death left thousands behind him4 ,does it not seem to you that1 this being his own case1 his talking about poverty makes him like a cleric expatiating on the art of war8 ,we had far better listen to ,st4 ,paul1 who speaks as a past master on the subject of poverty1 since he practised it so thoroughly that he chose rather to live on what he could earn by the labour of his hands than on what the preaching of the ,gospel might bring in to him1 as to the other ,apostles4 ,yes1 we must needs listen to and believe ,st4 ,paul when he says that he esteems all things as dung in comparison with the service of ,jesus ,christ1 counting as loss what he once held as gain4#a ,footnote #a3 ,philipp4 iii1 #h4 ,,upon ,,prosperity4 ,blessed ,francis objected strongly to the use of the word fortune1 considering it unworthy of utterance by christian lips4 ,the expressions fortunate1 by good fortune1 children of fortune1 all common enough1 were repugnant to him4 ,i am astonished1 he said once1 that ,fortune1 the most pagan of idols1 should have been left standing1 when christianity so completely demolished all the rest6 ,god forbid that any who ought to be the children of ,god's providence alone become children of fortune6 and that those whose only hope should be in ,him put their trust in the uncertainty of riches6 ,he spoke yet more strongly of such as professing to be nailed with ,jesus ,christ to the ,cross and to glory only in ,his reproaches and sufferings1 yet were eager in heaping up riches1 and1 when amassed1 in clinging fondly to them4 ,for1 he said1 the ,gospel makes christian blessedness to consist in poverty1 contempt1 pain1 weeping1 and persecutions2 and even philosophy teaches us that prosperity is the stepmother of true virtue1 adversity its mother6 ,i asked him once how it was that we are so ready to have recourse to ,god when the thorn of affliction pierces us1 and so eager in asking for deliverance from sickness1 calumny1 famine1 and such like misfortunes4 ,it is1 he said1 our weakness which thus cries out for help1 and it is a proof of the infirmity which encompasses us2 for as the best and firmest fish feed in the salt waters of the open sea1 those which are caught in fresh water being less pleasing to the taste1 so the most generous natures find their element in crosses and afflictions1 while meaner spirits are only happy in prosperity4 ,moreover1 he continued1 it is much easier to love ,god perfectly in adversity than in prosperity4 ,for tribulation having nothing in itself that is lovable1 save that it is ,god's gift1 it is much easier to go by it straight to the will of ,god1 and to unite ourselves to ,his good pleasure4 ,easier1 ,i say1 than by prosperity1 which has attractions of its own that captivate our senses1 and1 like ,dalila1 lull them to sleep1 working in us a subtle change1 so that we begin insensibly to love for its own sake the prosperity which ,god sends us1 instead of bestowing all our grateful love on ,god ,who sends it1 and to ,whom all thanks and praise are due6 ,,upon ,,charity ,,and ,,chastity4 ,feeling at one time troubled and perplexed in mind as to the bearing of these two virtues upon one another1 and as to the right manner of practising each1 so that one should never run counter to the other1 ,i carried my difficulties to our ,blessed ,father1 who settled them at once in the following words2 ,we must1 he said1 in this matter draw a careful distinction between persons who occupy positions of dignity and authority1 and have the care of others1 and those private individuals who have no one to look after but themselves4 ,the former must deliver their chastity into the keeping of their charity2 and if that charity is real and true it will not fail them1 but will serve as a strong wall of defence1 both without and within1 to their chastity4 ,on the other hand1 private individual's will do better to surrender the guardianship of their charity to their chastity1 and to walk with the greatest circumspection and self-restraint4 ,the reason of this is that those in authority are obliged by the very nature of their duties1 to expose themselves to the dangers inseparable from occasions3 in which1 however1 they are assisted by grace1 seeing they are not tempting ,god by any rashness4 ,contrariwise1 those private individuals who expose themselves to danger without any legitimate excuse run great risk of tempting ,god and losing ,his grace2 since it is written that he that loveth danger 7still more he that seeketh it7 shall perish in it4#a ,footnote #a3 ,eccles4 iii4 #bg ,,upon ,,purity ,,of ,,heart4 ,i can never express to you1 or convey a right idea1 of the high esteem in which he held purity of heart4 ,he said that chastity of body was common enough even among unbelievers and among persons addicted to other vices2 but that very few people could truly say1 my heart is pure4 ,i do not say that by this purity of heart he meant the never being troubled by sinful desires1 for that would be making the virtue of chastity to consist in insensibility2 and what do those who are not tempted know about the matter8 ,no2 he placed it in never yielding to unlawful affections4 ,to these we should rather give the name of infections1 since they infect the will1 and interfere with the safe custody of the heart1 which is the well-spring of the spiritual life4 ,,upon ,,chastity ,,and ,,humility4 ,speaking of the humility and chastity of the ,blessed ,virgin the holy ,prelate said3 ,these two virtues1 although they have to be continually practised1 should be spoken of so rarely that this rarity of speech may rank as silence4 ,the reason is that it is difficult to mention these virtues or to praise them either in themselves or in any individual who possesses them1 without in some way sullying their brightness4 #a4 ,there is1 in my opinion1 no human tongue which can rightly express their value1 and to praise them inadequately is in a way to disparage them4 #b4 ,to praise humility is to cause it to be desired from a secret self-love and to invite people to enter its domain through the wrong door4 #c4 ,to praise humility in any individual is to tempt him to vanity and to flatter him dangerously2 for the more he thinks himself humble the less he will really be so2 and possibly when he sees that others consider him humble he will think that he must be so4 #d4 ,as regards chastity1 to praise it in itself is to leave on the mind a secret and almost imperceptible image of the contrary vice1 and therefore to expose the mind to some danger of temptation4 ,there is a sting hidden in the honey of such praise4 #e4 ,to praise it in any individual is in a measure to expose him to the danger of falling4 ,it is to put a stumbling-block ,in his way4 ,it is to inflate that pride which under a fair disguise may lure him over a precipice4 #f4 ,we must never be content to rely upon our hitherto untarnished purity of life1 but must always fear1 since innocence is a treasure which we carry in a vessel of glass1 easily broken4 #g4 ,in a word1 the virtues of humility and chastity always seem to me like those subtle essences which evaporate if they are not kept very tightly corked4 #h4 ,however1 although ,i consider it wise very seldom to speak of these two virtues1 it is wise to practise them unceasingly1 humility being one of the most excellent virtues of the soul1 and purity that fair white adornment of the body which is its honour1 and which1 like a lily growing among thorns1 brings forth a wonderful flower1 whose fruit is honour and riches4 #i4 ,nevertheless1 ,i do not mean that we are to be so scrupulous as never to dare to speak of these virtues2 not even to praise them when occasion warrants or demands our doing so4 ,no1 indeed4 ,in one sense they can never be sufficiently praised1 nor ever sufficiently valued and cultivated4 ,what ,i mean is that we gain little by praising them4 ,our words in praise of a virtue are of little account in comparison with the smallest fruit2 that is1 with the least of the acts of a virtue4 ,i add this because ,i know you attach too much importance to my words1 and take them as literally as if they were oracles4 ,,upon ,,modesty4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 speaking of the virtue of modesty1 and dilating upon one of its chief properties1 namely1 its extraordinary sensitiveness to the slightest injurious influence1 made use of two beautiful comparisons3 ,however pure1 transparent1 and polished the surface of a mirror may be1 the faintest breath is sufficient to make it so dull and misty that it is unable to reflect any image4 ,so it is with the reputation of the virtuous4 ,however high and well established it may be1 according the words of wisdom3 ,oh6 how beautiful is the chaste generation6 #a a thoughtless1 unrestrained glance or gesture is quite sufficient to give occasion to a slanderous tongue to infect that reputation with the serpent's venom1 and to hide its lustre from the eyes of the world1 as clouds hide the brightness of the sun4 ,again1 look at this beautiful lily4 ,it is the symbol of purity2 it preserves its whiteness and sweetness1 amid all the blackness and ruggedness of the encircling thorns4 ,as long as it remains untouched its perfume is delicious and its dazzling beauty of form and colour charms every passer-by2 but1 as soon as it is culled1 the scent is so strong as to be overpowering1 and should you touch the petals they lose their satin smoothness as well as all their pure and white loveliness4 ,footnote #a3 ,wisd4 iv4 ,i4 ,,the ,,contempt ,,he ,,felt ,,for ,,his ,,body4 ,since our ,blessed ,father was not1 like the martyrs1 privileged to offer his body1 both by living and dying1 as a victim for ,god1 he found out1 with the ingenuity of love1 a method of self-humiliation and self-sacrifice to be carried out after his death4 ,when quite young and still pursuing his studies at ,padua1 falling dangerously ill1 and his life being despaired of1 he begged his tutor to see that when he was dead his body should be given into the hands of the surgeons for dissection4 ,having been of so little use to my neighbour in life1 he said1 ,i shall thus at least1 after my death1 be able to render him some small service4 ,happily for us1 ,god in ,his great mercy spared this precious life1 being contented1 as in the case of the sacrifice of ,isaac1 with the offering of ,his faithful servant's will and with his generous contempt for his own flesh4 ,a motive which urged ,blessed ,francis to the above resolution1 besides his desire of self-humiliation and immolation1 was the hope of putting an end to the scandalous practice then prevailing among the surgical and medical students at ,padua of secretly by night going to the cemeteries to disinter newly-buried bodies4 ,this they did when they had failed to obtain those of criminals from the officers of justice4 ,innumerable evils1 quarrels1 and even murders resulted from this practice1 and the indignation of the relatives and friends of the deceased persons whose corpses were stolen may be imagined4 ,by setting the example of a voluntary surrender of his own body for dissection our ,blessed ,father hoped to diminish such orders4 ,,upon ,,our ,,saint',s ,,humility4 ,it was of course impossible for ,blessed ,francis to be ignorant of the high esteem in which his piety was held1 not only by his own people1 but by all who knew him4 ,this knowledge was1 however1 as may well be believed1 a source of pain to him1 and often covered him with confusion4 ,he seldom spoke on the subject1 for true humility rarely speaks1 even humbly1 of itself4 ,yet on one occasion1 when more than usually worried by hearing himself praised1 he allowed these words to fall from his lips3 ,the truth is that these good people with all their eulogiums1 and expressions of esteem1 are sowing the seed of a bitter fruit for me to gather in the end4 ,when ,i am dead1 imagining that my poor soul has gone straight to ,heaven1 they will not pray for it1 and will leave me languishing in ,purgatory4 ,of what avail then will this high reputation be to me8 ,they are treating me like those animals which suffocate their young by their close pressure and caresses1 or like the ivy which drags down the wall it seems to crown with verdure4 ,i will now give you some examples of his humility4 ,he was sometimes told that people had spoken ill of him4 ,instead of excusing or defending himself1 he would say cheerfully1 ,do they say no more than that8 ,certainly1 they cannot know all1 they flatter me1 they spare me3 ,i see very well that they rather pity than envy me1 and that they wish me to be better than ,i am4 ,well6 ,god be praised for this1 ,i must correct my faults1 for if ,i do not deserve reproof in this particular matter1 ,i do in some other4 ,it is really a mercy that the correction is given so kindly4 ,if anyone took up his defence and declared that the whole accusation was false1 ,ah6 well1 he would say1 it is a warning to make me careful not to justify it1 for surely they are doing me a kindness by calling my attention to the dangers of this rock ahead4 ,then1 noticing how indignant we all were with the slanderers1 ,what1 he would exclaim1 have ,i given you leave to fly into a passion on my account8 ,let them talk--it is but a storm in a teacup1 a tempest of words that will die away and be forgotten4 ,we must be sensitive indeed if we cannot bear the buzzing of a fly6 ,who has told us that we are blameless8 ,possibly these people see our faults better than we see them ourselves1 and better than those who love us do4 ,when truths displease us1 we often call them slanders4 ,what harm do others do us by having a bad opinion of us8 ,we ought to have a bad opinion of ourselves4 ,such persons are not our adversaries1 but rather our allies1 since they enlist themselves on our side in the battle against our self-love4 ,why be angry with those who come to our aid against so powerful an enemy8 ,it happened once that a certain simple-minded woman told our saint bluntly that what she had heard of him had caused her to loose all esteem for him4 ,blessed ,francis replied quietly that her straightforward words only increased his fatherly affection for her1 as they were an evidence of great candour1 a virtue he highly respected4 ,the woman proceeded to declare that the reason she was so greatly disappointed in him was because she had been told that he had taken her adversary's part in a law-suit instead of acting as the father of all and siding with none4 ,nay1 rejoined the ,saint1 do not fathers interfere in the quarrels of their children1 judging between right and wrong8 ,besides1 the verdict of the court should have convinced you that you were in the wrong1 since it was given against you2 and had ,i been one of the judges ,i must have decided as they did4 ,the woman protested that injustice had been done to her1 but the ,saint quietly and patiently reasoned with her and assured her that although it was natural that she should feel angry at first1 yet1 when the bandage of passion had fallen from her eyes1 she would thank ,god for having deprived her of that which in justice she could not have retained4 ,this person finally admitted that she had been in the wrong1 but enquired if ,blessed ,francis was really not annoyed at her having lost her high opinion of him1 having formerly regarded him as a ,saint4 ,he assured her she was wrong in having done so1 and that1 far from being annoyed1 his esteem for her was all the greater on account of this1 her correct judgment4 ,believe me1 he went on to say1 ,i am speaking from a sense of truth1 and not out of false humility1 when ,i maintain that my friends over-rate me4 ,the fact is1 they try to persuade themselves that ,i really am what they so ardently desire me to be4 ,they expose me to the danger of losing my soul by pride and presumption4 ,you1 on the contrary1 are giving me a practical lesson in humility1 and are thus leading me in the way of salvation1 for it is written1 ,god will save the humble of heart4 ,,upon ,,mere ,,humbleness ,,of ,,speech4 ,he disliked expressions of humility unless they clearly came from the heart1 and said that words of this kind were the flower1 the cream1 and the quintessence of the most subtle pride1 subtle inasmuch as it was hidden even from him who spoke them4 ,he compared such language to a certain sublimated and penetrating poison1 which to the eye seems merely a mist4 ,those who speak this language of false humility are lifted up on high1 whilst in thoughts and motives they remain mean and low4 ,he considered similar fashions of speech to be even more intolerable than the words of vain persons who are the sport of their hearers1 and whose empty boasting makes them to be like balloons1 the plaything of everybody4 ,a mocking laugh is sufficient to let all the wind which puffs them out escape4 ,words of humility coming merely from the lips1 and not from the heart1 lead surely to vanity1 though by what seems the wrong road4 ,those who utter them are like people who take their salary gladly enough1 but insist on first making a show of refusing and of saying that they want nothing4 ,even excuses proffered in this manner accuse and betray the person who offers them4 ,the truly humble of heart do not wish1 to appear humble1 but to be humble4 ,humility is so delicate a virtue that it is afraid of its own shadow1 and cannot hear its own name uttered without running the risk of extinction4 ,,upon ,,various ,,degrees ,,of ,,humility4 ,blessed ,francis set the highest value upon the virtue of humility1 which he called the foundation of all moral virtues1 and together with charity1 the solid basis of true piety4 ,he used to say that there was no moral excellence more literally christian than humility1 because it was not known even by name to the heathen of old4 ,even of the most renowned among ancient philosophers1 such virtues as they possessed were inflated with pride and self-love4 ,not every kind of humility pleased him4 ,he was not willing to accept any as true metal until he had put it to many a test and trial4 #a4 ,he required in the first place that there should be genuine self-knowledge4 ,to be truly humble we must recognise the fact that we come from nothing1 that we are nothing1 that we can do nothing1 that we are worth nothing1 and in fine that we are idle do-nothings1 unprofitable servants1 incapable of even forming a single good thought1 as of ourselves4 ,yet self-knowledge1 he said1 if it stood alone1 however praiseworthy in itself1 would only render those who possessed it the more guilty if they did not act up to it1 in order to become better2 because moral virtue being in the will1 and mere knowledge only in the understanding1 the latter alone cannot in any way pass current as true virtue4 #b4 ,he even had some doubt of humility though residing in the will1 because it is quite possible to misuse it1 and to turn humility itself into vanity4 ,take for instance those who1 having been invited to a banquet1 take at once possession of the very lowest place1 or of one which they know to be inferior to that due to their rank4 ,they may do this on purpose to be invited to go higher amidst the applause of the company1 and with advantage to themselves4 ,he called this a veritable entering into vanity1 and through the wrong door3 for the truly humble do not wish to appear humble1 but only vile and lowly4 ,they love to be considered as of no accounts and1 as such1 to be despised and rebuffed4 #c4 ,even this did not satisfy him4 ,he was not content with mere natural virtue1 but insisted that humility must be ,christian1 given birth to1 and animated by charity4 ,otherwise he held it in small esteem1 refusing to admit that among christians it suffices to practise virtues in pagan fashion4 ,but what is this infused and supernatural humility8 ,it is to love and delight in one's own humiliation1 for the reason that by its means we are able to give glory to ,god1 ,who accepts the humility of ,his servants1 but puts far away from ,his heart the proud in spirit4 #d4 ,again1 our ,saint taught that in striving to please ,god by bearing humiliations1 we should aim at accepting such as are not of our own choice rather than those that are voluntary4 ,he used to say that the crosses fashioned by us for ourselves are always of the lightest and slenderest1 and that he valued an ounce of resignation to suffering above pounds' weight of painful toil1 good though it might be in itself1 undertaken of one's own accord4 #e4 ,quiet endurance of reproaches1 contempt1 or depreciation1 was1 in his opinion1 the true touch-stone of humility1 because it renders us more like to ,jesus ,christ1 the ,prototype of all solid virtue1 ,who humbled and annihilated ,himself1 making ,himself obedient unto death1 even the ignominious death of the ,cross4 #f4 ,he commended voluntary seeking after humiliations1 yet he insisted upon great discretion being practised in this search1 since it easily happens that self-love may subtly and imperceptibly insinuate itself therein4 #g4 ,next he considered that the highest1 or more properly speaking1 deepest degree of humility is that of taking pleasure and even delight in humiliations1 reputing them to be in truth the greatest of honours1 and of being just as much ill-content with honours as vain persons are with contempt and contumely4 ,in illustration of this he would quote ,moses1 who preferred the reproach of ,israel to the glories of a kingdom offered to him by ,pharaoh's daughter2 of ,esther1 who hated the splendid ornaments with which they decked her to make her pleasing in the eyes of ,assuerus2 of the ,apostles1 whose greatest joy was to suffer shame and reproach for the name of ,jesus2 and of ,david1 who danced before the ,ark amid a crowd of buffoons and mountebanks1 and who exulted in thus making himself appear contemptible in the eyes of ,michol1 his wife4 #h4 ,blessed ,francis called humility a descending charity1 and charity an ascending humility4 ,the former he compared to those streams which come down from the heights and flow down into the valleys4 ,the latter to the slender column of smoke spoken of in the ,canticle#a which rises up towards ,heaven1 and is composed of all the sweet essences of the perfumer4 #i4 ,the ,saint next gives a rare lesson on the measure or means of gauging humility4 ,obedience is to be its source and touch-stone4 ,this teaching he grounded on the saying of ,st4 ,paul3 that our ,lord humbled ,himself1 making ,himself obedient4#b ,do you see1 he would say1 by what scale humility must be measured8 ,by obedience4 ,if you obey promptly1 frankly1 cheerfully1 without murmuring1 expostulating1 or replying1 you are truly humble4 ,nor without humility can one be easily and really obedient1 for obedience demands submission of the heart1 and only the truly humble look upon themselves as inferior to all and as subject to every creature for the love of ,jesus ,christ4 ,they ever regard their fellow-men as their superiors1 they consider themselves to be the scorn of men and the off-scouring of the world4 ,thus these two virtues1 like two pieces of iron1 by friction one with the other1 enhance each other's brightness and polish4 ,we are humble only in as far as we are obedient1 and in fine we are pleasing to ,god only in as far as we have charity4 #aj4 ,he recommended all to endeavour to steep their every action in the spirit of humility1 as the swan steeps in water each morsel she swallows1 and how can this be done except by hiding our good works as much as we can from the eyes of men1 and by desiring that they may be seen only by ,him to ,whom all things are open1 and from ,whom nothing can be hid4 ,our ,saint himself1 urged by this spirit1 said that he would have wished1 had there been any goodness in him1 that it might have been hidden from himself as well as from all others until the ,judgment ,day1 when the secrets of all hearts will be revealed4 ,the ,gospel itself exhorts us to observe this secrecy1 for it warns us to serve ,god in secret1 and by hiding our virtues1 our prayers1 our almsgiving1 fittingly to worship ,him1 ,who is a hidden ,god4 #aa4 ,blessed ,francis did not1 however1 desire that we should put ourselves to the constraint and discomfort of avoiding good actions simply because of their being praiseworthy in the eyes of others4 ,what he approved of was a noble1 generous1 courageous humility1 not that which is mean1 timid1 and cowardly4 ,true1 he would not that anything should be done for so low a motive as to win the praise of men1 but at the same time he would not have an undertaking abandoned for fear of its success being appreciated and applauded4 ,it is only very weak heads1 he said1 that are made to ache by the scent of roses4 #ab4 ,above all things1 he recommended people not to speak either in praise or blame of themselves save when doing so is absolutely necessary1 and then with great reticence4 ,it was his opinion 7as it was ,aristotle's7 that both self-praise and self-blame spring from the same root of vanity and foolishness4 ,as for boasting1 it is1 he said1 so ridiculous a weakness that it is hissed down by even the vulgar crowd4 ,its one fitting place is in the mouth of a swaggering comedian4 ,in like manner words of contempt spoken of ourselves by ourselves1 unless they are absolutely heartfelt and come from a mind thoroughly convinced of the fact of its own misery1 are truly the very acme of pride1 and a flower of the most subtle vanity2 for it rarely happens that he who utters them either believes them himself or really wishes others to believe them3 on the contrary1 the speaker is mostly only anxious rather to be considered humble1 and consequently virtuous1 and seeks that his self-blame should redound to his honour4 ,self-dispraise in general is no more than a tricky kind of boasting4 ,it reminds me of oarsmen who turn their backs on the very place which with all the strength of their arms they are striving to reach4 ,the above sentiments of ,blessed ,francis with regard to humility are very striking1 but it is much more worthy of note that he himself carried his principles strictly into practice4 ,his actions were so many model lessons and living precepts on the subject4 ,o ,god6 how pleasing must the sacrifice of his humility have been in ,thine eyes which look down so closely upon the humble1 but regard the proud only from afar4 ,footnote #a3 ,cant4 iii4 #f4 ,footnote #b3 ,philipp4 ii4 #h4 ,,upon ,,humiliation4 ,the great lesson which on all possible occasions ,blessed ,francis inculcated on those who were fortunate enough to come into contact with him1 and to treat with him concerning their soul's welfare1 was that which our ,saviour teaches4 ,learn of ,me1 because ,i am meek and humble of heart4#a ,not1 however1 that he attached the meaning to the words meek1 and humble1 often1 but very erroneously1 given to them4 ,by meekness he did not understand a kind of honeyed sweetness1 too often mixed with a good deal of affectation and pretention4 ,a wolf's heart may be hidden under the fleece and gentle seeming of a lamb1 and underneath an outside covering of humility may lurk secret arrogance1 such that while appearing to lie down to be trodden under men's feet1 those humble after this fashion may by pride in their own pretended state of perfection be putting all men under their own feet4 ,our ,lord's words1 ,if any man will come after ,me1 let him deny himself take up his cross1 and follow ,me1 ,blessed ,francis1 in one of his letters1 explained as follows3 ,it is to walk side by side with our crucified ,bridegroom1 to abase ourselves1 to humble ourselves1 to despise ourselves even to the death of all our passions2 yea1 ,i say1 even to the death of the ,cross4 ,but observe1 my dear daughter1 that this abasement1 this humility1 this contempt of ourselves1 must1 as ,i have told you before1 be practised gently1 quietly1 persistently1 and not only sweetly1 but gladly and joyously4 ,footnote #a3 ,matt4 xi4 #bj4 ,,humility ,,with ,,regard ,,to ,,perfection4 ,whatever perfection the just man may recognize in himself1 he is like the palm tree1 which1 says the ,psalmist1 the higher it rears its lofty head the deeper down in the earth it casts its roots4 ,and certainly1 since all our perfection comes from ,god1 since we have no good or perfect gift which we have not received from the ,father of ,lights1 we have no reason to glorify ourselves4 ,truly1 we can do nothing of ourselves as of ourselves1 all our sufficiency1 in good1 proceeding from ,god4 ,our vanity is such that as soon as we begin to suspect we are not guilty1 we regard ourselves as innocent1 forgetting that if we do not fail in one direction we do in another1 and that1 as ,st4 ,gregory says1 our perfection1 in proportion to its advancement1 makes us the better perceive our imperfections4 ,without purity how should we recognise impurity8 ,it is light which makes us understand what darkness is4 ,many people not discerning in themselves certain particular vices think that they possess the opposite virtues1 and are deceived4 ,again1 seeing themselves freed from some earthly passions they imagine themselves to be clothed in heavenly affections2 and thus their ill-advised heart is darkened1 they feed upon wind1 and walk on in the vanity of their thoughts4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 reflecting one day upon the condition of his soul and feeling it to be enjoying great peace owing to its detachment from creatures1 made his own the sentiments of the great ,apostle1 who1 though not feeling himself guilty of anything1 yet did not therefore consider himself justified1 and who forgetting the past pressed on always farther and farther1 never thinking that he had yet reached the goal of perfection4#a ,i must read you the passage in which he expresses this view of himself3-- ,i find my soul a little more to my liking than usual1 because ,i see nothing in it which keeps it attached to this world1 and because it is more alive to the things of the next1 to its eternal joys4 ,ah6 if ,i were but as closely and consciously united to ,god as ,i am dissevered and alienated from the world1 how happy ,i should be6 ,and you1 too1 my daughter1 how rejoiced you would be6 ,but ,i am speaking of my feelings1 and my inward self2 as regards the exterior1 and1 worst of all1 as regards my deportment and behaviour1 they are full of all sorts of contradictory imperfections4 ,the good which ,i wish to do1 ,i do not do2 but nevertheless ,i know well that truly and with no pretence1 ,i do wish to do it1 and with a most unchanging will4 ,but1 my ,daughter1 how can it be that out of such a will so many imperfections show themselves as are continually springing up within me8 ,certainly1 they are not of my will1 though they be in my will1 and on my will4 ,they are like the mistletoe which grows and appears on a tree and in a tree1 although it is not of the tree1 nor out of the tree4 ,footnote #a3 ,philipp4 iii4 #ac4 ,,upon ,,excuses4 ,although to excuse ourselves for our faults is in many circumstances blameworthy1 whilst in general to accuse ourselves of them is laudable1 still when self-accusation is carried too far1 it is apt to run into affectation1 making us wish to pass for something different from what we really are1 or1 with scrupulosity1 making us persuade ourselves that we are what we describe ourselves to be4 ,it is true that the just man is his own accuser and that1 knowing his faults1 he declares them simply1 in order to be cured of them by wholesome corrections4 ,it is also true that it is a bad thing to excuse oneself1 an excuse being always worse than the fault committed1 inasmuch as it shows that we think we were right in committing the fault2 a persuasion which is contrary to truth4 ,if our first parents had not excused themselves1 the man throwing the blame on the woman1 the woman on the serpent1 and if1 on the contrary1 confessing their sin1 they had repented1 they would have crushed the serpent while in the act of wounding them1 and ,god1 who had invited them to this repentance by ,his loving rebuke1 ,adam1 where art thou8 would in ,his mercy1 have surely pardoned them4 ,this was what made ,david pray that ,god would set a watch before his mouth1 and on his lips1 lest he should be led to utter evil words4 ,by evil words he means excuses which we invent to cover our sins4#a ,our ,blessed ,father advises us as follows3 ,be just1 and without mature consideration1 neither excuse nor accuse your poor soul1 lest if you excuse it when you should not1 you make it insolent1 and if you accuse it lightly1 you discourage it and make it cowardly4 ,walk simply and you will walk securely4 ,i once heard him utter these striking words3 ,he who excuses himself unjustly1 and affectedly1 accuses himself openly and truly2 and he who accuses himself simply and humbly1 deserves to be excused kindly and to be pardoned lovingly4 ,there is a confession which brings confusion1 and another which brings glory4 ,confession1 says ,st4 ,ambrose1 is the true medicine for sin to him who repents of wrong doing4 ,footnote #a3 ,psalm cxl4 #c1 #d4 ,,upon ,,our ,,good ,,name4 ,it is hardly likely that ,blessed ,francis could have been ambitious of the empty honours attached to an office at court since he did not even trouble himself to keep up his own reputation1 except in as far as it might serve to advance the glory of ,god1 which was not only the great but the one passion of his heart4 ,when a very serious accusation against him was carried to the court1 he tells us3 ,i remained humble and silent1 not even saying what ,i might have said in my defence1 but contenting myself with bearing my suffering in my heart4 ,the effect of this patience has been to kindle in my soul a more ardent love of ,god1 and also to light up the fire of meditation4 ,i said to ,god3 ,thou art my ,protector1 and my ,refuge in this tribulation1 it is for ,thee to deliver me out of it4 ,o ,god of truth1 redeem me from the calumny of men6 ,he wrote as follows on the same subject to a holy soul who was far more keenly interested in what concerned him than in what affected herself3 ,after all1 ,providence knows the exact amount of reputation which is necessary to me1 in order that ,i may rightly discharge the duties of the service to which ,i have been called1 and ,i desire neither more nor less than it pleases that good ,providence to let me have4 ,,upon ,,despising ,,the ,,esteem ,,of ,,men4 ,he had no desire that we should make light of our reputation1 or be careless about it1 but he wished us to guard it for the service of ,god rather than for our own honour2 and more to avoid scandal than to glorify ourselves4 ,he used to compare reputation to snuff1 which may be beneficial if used occasionally and moderately1 but which clouds and injures the brain when used in excess2 and to the mandrake which is soothing when smelt at a distance1 but if brought too close1 induces drowsiness and lethargy4 ,in his ,philothea he devotes one chapter to the subject of guarding our reputation1 while at the same time practising humility4#a ,he did not1 however1 content himself with teaching by precept2 he went much further1 and continually impressed his lesson on others by his example4 ,on one occasion1 writing to me about some slanderous reports which had been spread in ,paris against him1 on account of conscientious and holy advice which he had given to virtuous people who had sought counsel of him1 he expressed himself in these words3 ,i am told that they are cutting my reputation to pieces in ,paris1 but ,i hope that ,god will build it up again1 stronger than ever1 if that is necessary for ,his service4 ,certainly ,i do not want it except for that purpose1 for1 provided that ,god be served1 what matters whether it be by good or evil report1 by the exaltation1 or by the defamation of our good name8 ,ah1 he said to me one day1 what is a man's reputation1 that so many should sacrifice themselves to this idol8 ,after all1--it is nothing but a dream1 a phantom1 an opinion1 so much smoke2 praise of which the very remembrance perishes with its utterance2 an estimate which is often so false that people are secretly amused to hear themselves extolled for virtues1 whose contrary vices they know to be dominating them1 and blamed for faults from which they are happily quite free4 ,surely those who complain of being slandered are over-sensitive6 ,their little cross1 made of words1 is so light that a breath of wind carries it away4 ,the expression1 'stung me1' meaning 'abused me1' is one that ,i have never liked1 for there is a great deal of difference between the humming of a bee1 and its stinging us6 ,we must indeed have sensitive ears1 if mere buzzing stings them6 ,truly1 those were clever people who invented the proverb3 ',a good name is better than riches'2 preferring reputation to wealth1 or1 in other words1 vanity to avarice4 ,oh1 my ,god6 how far removed is this from the spirit of faith6 ,was there ever any reputation more torn to pieces than that of ,jesus ,christ8 ,with what insults was ,he not overwhelmed8 ,with what calumnies was ,he not loaded8 ,and yet the ,father has given ,him a name which is above every name1 and exalted ,him the more1 the more he was humbled4 ,did not the ,apostles also come forth rejoicing from the presence of the ,council where they had received affronts--for the name of ,jesus8 ,oh1 it is a glorious thing to suffer in so worthy a cause6 ,but too often we will have none but open persecutions1 so that our light may shine in the midst of darkness1 and that our vanity may be gratified by a display of our sufferings4 ,we should like to be crucified gloriously in the midst of an admiring crowd4 ,what6 think you that the martyrs when they were suffering their cruel tortures1 were praised by the spectators for their patience8 ,on the contrary1 they were reviled and held up to execration4 ,ah6 there are very few who are willing to trample under foot their own reputation1 if so be1 they may thereby advance the glory of ,him ,who died an ignominious death upon the ,cross1 to bring us to a glory which has no end4 ,footnote #a3 ,part iii4 chap4 vii4 ,,upon ,,the ,,virtues ,,we ,,should ,,practise ,,when ,,calumniated4 ,blessed ,francis was once asked if we ought not to oppose calumny with the weapons of truth1 and if it was not as much our duty to keep1 for ,god's sake1 our good name1 as our bodily strength4 ,he answered that on such occasions many virtues were called into exercise1 each claiming precedence over the other4 ,the first is truth to which the love of ,god and of ourselves in ,god1 compels us to bear testimony4 ,nevertheless that testimony has to be calm1 gentle1 kindly1 given without ,irritation or vehemence1 and with no anxiety about consequences4 ,our ,saviour1 when ,he was accused of having a devil1 answered quite simply1 ,i have not a devil4#a ,if you should be blamed for any scandalous fault1 of which1 however1 you know you are not guilty1 say candidly and quietly that1 by the grace of ,god1 you are innocent of such a sin4 ,but1 if you are not believed1 humility now claims her right and bids you say that you have indeed many greater faults unknown to the world1 that you are in every way miserable and that if ,god did not sustain you in your weakness1 you would commit far greater crimes than you are accused of4 ,this sort of humility is in no way prejudicial to truth1 for was it not from the depths of true humility that ,david cried out saying1 that if ,god had not aided him his soul would have dwelt in hell4#b ,should the tempest of evil speaking continue1 silence steps to the front1 and offers her calm resistance to the storm1 following the teaching of the ,royal ,prophet1 who says3 ,and ,i became as a dumb man not opening his mouth4#c ,answering is the oil which feeds the lamp of calumny1 silence is the water which extinguishes it4 ,if silence is unavailing1 then patience reminds you that it is her turn to act1 and1 coming forward2 shelters you with her impenetrable shield2 patience1 as ,holy ,scripture tells us1 makes our work perfect4 ,if we be still assailed1 we must call to our aid constancy1 which is a kind of double-lined buckler of patience1 impervious to the most violent thrusts4 ,but should evil tongues1 growing yet sharper and keener1 cut to the very quick1 longanimity1 which is an unfailing1 undying patience1 is ready to enter the lists1 and eager to help us4 ,for when persecution1 instead of yielding to our patience1 is only the more irritated thereby1 like a fire which burns more fiercely in frosty weather1 then is the time for us to practise the virtue of longanimity4 ,and last of all comes perseverance1 which goes with us to the very end and without which the whole network of virtues would fall to pieces2 for it is the end which crowns the work1 and he who perseveres to the end shall be saved4 ,indeed1 who can say how many more virtues claim a place in this bright choir8 ,prudence1 gentleness1 modesty of speech1 and many another1 circle round their queen1 holy charity1 who is indeed the life and soul of them all4 ,charity it is which bids us bless those who curse us1 and pray for those who persecute us2 and this same charity not unfrequently transforms our persecutors into protectors and changes slanderous tongues into trumpets to sound our praise4 ,footnote #a3 ,john viii4 #di4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm xciii4 #ag4 ,footnote #c3 ,id4 xxxvii4 #ad4 ,,upon ,,some ,,spiritual ,,maxims4 ,on one occasion somebody quoted in his presence the maxims of a very great and very holy person 7,st4 ,teresa7 on the way to attain perfection4 ,despise the world4 ,despise no man4 ,despise yourself4 ,despise being despised4 ,be it so1 observed our ,blessed ,father1 as regards the three first sayings1 but1 in regard to the fourth1 to my mind1 the very highest degree of humility consists in loving and cherishing contempt1 and in being glad to be despised4 ,david so acted1 when he showed himself pleased to be despised as a buffoon by his own wife ,michol4 ,st4 ,paul1 too1 gloried in having been scourged1 stoned1 and looked upon as a fool1 the off-scouring and very refuse of the world4 ,the ,apostles came forth rejoicing from the presence of the ,councils in which1 for the love of ,jesus1 they had been loaded with opprobrium1 contumely1 and contempt4 ,a really humble man despising himself1 is only too glad to find others ready to agree with him1 and to help him to humble himself4 ,he receives reproaches as ,god's good gift1 and deems himself unworthy of aught else4 ,he had something1 too1 to say about the first three maxims4 ,taking the world in the sense of the universe1 it is1 he said1 a great stage1 on which are shown the wonders of ,almighty ,god1 all of ,whose works are very good--nay1 are perfect4 ,but1 even taking the word world in the sense in which it is mostly used in ,scripture1 meaning the company of the wicked1 he said1 that we should indeed despise their vices1 yet not themselves2 for who knows but that they will in the end1 be converted8 ,how many vessels of contempt have been1 by the change of the right hand of ,god1 transformed into vessels of honour8 ,to despise no one1 which is the second dictum1 seems at first sight to contradict the first1 if1 by the world be meant the vicious and not merely their vices4 ,it is certainly very right to despise no one1 but it is still more reasonable and more advantageous to ourselves1 who wish to advance in perfection1 to value and esteem all men1 because created by ,god to ,his image1 and because fitted for partaking of ,his grace and of ,his glory4 ,the third maxim1 which tells us to despise ourselves1 also needs some explanation4 ,we ought not under pretence of humility to slight and despise the graces which ,god has given us4 ,to do so would be to throw ourselves over the precipice of ingratitude in order to avoid perishing in the pitfall of vanity1 ,nothing1 said he1 can so humble us before the mercy of ,god1 as the multitude of his benefits2 nothing can so abase us before the throne of ,his justice1 as the countless number of our misdeeds4 ,we need never fear that the good things ,god has given us will feed our pride1 as long as we remember that whatever there may be in us that is good1 it is not of us4 ,,upon ,,patience4 ,i was complaining to him one day of a great injury which had been done to me4 ,he answered1 ,to anybody but you ,i should try to apply some soothing balm of consolation1 but your circumstances1 and the pure love which ,i bear to you1 dispense me from this act of courtesy4 ,i have no oil to pour into your wound1 and1 indeed1 were ,i to affect to sympathise with you1 it might only increase the pain of the wound you have received4 ,i have nothing but vinegar and cleansing salt to pour in1 and ,i must simply put in practice the command of the ,apostle3 ,reprove1 entreat4#a ,you finished your complaint by saying that great and tried patience was needful to enable a man to bear such attacks in silence4 ,certainly1 your patience is not of so high a stamp1 since you reserve to yourself the privilege of lamentation6 ,but1 ,father1 ,i replied1 you see it is only into your heart that ,i pour out my sorrow4 ,when a child is troubled to whom should it turn if not to its kind father8 ,you1 a child1 indeed2 and for how long do you mean to go on clinging to your childhood8 ,is it right that one who is the father of others1 one to whom ,god has given the rank of a ,bishop in ,his ,church1 should play the child8 ,when we are children1 says ,st4 ,paul1 we may speak as children1 but not when we are become men4 ,the lisping which pleases us in a baby is altogether unsuitable for a sturdy boy4 ,do you wish me to give you milk and pap instead of solid food8 ,am ,i like a nurse to breathe softly on your hurt8 ,are not your teeth strong enough to masticate bread1 the hard bread of suffering8 ,have you forgotten how to eat bread8 ,are your teeth set on edge by eating sour grapes8 ,it is a fine thing1 indeed1 for you to complain to an earthly father1 you1 who ought to be saying with ,david to your heavenly ,father3 ,i was dumb and ,i opened not my mouth1 because thou hast done it4#b ',but1' you will say1 'it is not ,god but wicked men who have done this to me6' ,ah1 indeed6 and do you forget that it is what is called the permissive will of ,god which makes use of the malice of men1 either to correct you or to exercise you in virtue8 ,job says3 ,the ,lord gave and the ,lord hath taken away4 #c ,he does not say3 ,the devil and the thieves took my goods and my dear ones from me3 he sees only the hand of ,god which does all these things by such instruments as it pleases ,him to use4 ,you seem unfortunately to have no wish to rank yourself with him who said that the rod and staff with which ,god struck him brought him consolation2 #d and that he was like a man helpless and abandoned1 yet1 nevertheless1 free from the dead2#e that he was as one deaf and dumb1 who paid no heed to the insults poured into his ears2 #f that he was humbled in the dust1 and kept silence even from good words1 which might have served to justify him and to defend his innocence4 ',but1 ,father1' you continue1 'how is it that you have become so harsh1 and have changed your gentleness1 as ,job says to ,almighty ,god1 into cruelty8 ,where is your unfailing compassion8' ,i answer1 my compassion is as great and as sincere as ever2 for ,god knows how much ,i love you1 since ,i love you more than myself1 and how ,i should reproach myself if ,i allowed my heart to be hardened against you4 ,it is1 however1 too clear that the injury you have received is resented by you1 since you complain of it4 ,we do not usually complain of what pleases us1 quite the reverse1 we are glad and rejoice and expect to be congratulated1 not pitied4 ,witness the great parables of the finding of the lost sheep and the lost groat4' ',well1' you reply1 'and do you really want me to tell you that black looks exhilarate me1 and that ,i can bear smoke puffed in my face without even sneezing8' ,o man of little faith and of most limited patience6 ,what then of our ,gospel maxims as to giving our cheek to the smiter1 and our beard to those who pluck it out2 what of the beatitude of the persecuted2 of the giving our coat to him who takes away our cloak2 of blessing those who curse us2 of a cordial and hearty love of our enemies8 ,are these sayings1 think you1 only curiosities to be put in a cabinet2 are they not rather those seals of the ,spouse1 which ,he desires us to set upon our hearts and our arms1 on our thoughts and on our works8 ,well1 well1 ,i pardon you from indulgence1 to use the expression of the ,apostle1 but1 on condition that you will be more courageous for the future1 and that you will shut up tightly in the casket of silence all like favours which ,god sends to you1 so as not to let their perfume escape1 and that you will render thanks in your heart to our ,father in ,heaven1 ,who deigns to bestow upon you a tiny splinter from the ,cross of ,his ,son4 ,what6 you delight in wearing a heavy cross of gold upon your breast1 and you cannot bear the weight of one light as is your own upon your heart1 but must needs try to rid yourself of it by complaining6 ,then1 again1 even when it is gone1 you must needs talk about what you have put up with1 and would like me to consider you patient merely because you do not openly resent the wrong done you4 ,as if the great virtue of patience consisted only in the not revenging yourself1 and not much more1 as it really does1 in uttering no word of complaint4 ,moreover1 it appears to me that you are quite wrong in so much as talking about being patient under injuries such as you have suffered4 ,patience is too distinguished a virtue to be needed for so trivial an act--the lesser good qualities of moderation1 forbearance1 and silence would amply suffice4 ,in silence and ,in hope shall your strength be4#g ,so he dismissed me1 ashamed of myself1 it is true1 but1 like the giant of fable1 strengthened by having fallen4 ,on leaving him ,i felt as if all the insults in the world would henceforth fail to make me utter one single word of complaint4 ,i was much consoled afterwards by coming across1 in one of his letters1 the same remark about moderation and forbearance as he had then addressed to me4 ,he writes3 ,nothing can have a more tranquillizing effect upon us in this world than the frequent consideration of the afflictions1 necessities1 contempts1 calumnies1 insults1 and humiliations which our ,lord suffered from ,his birth to ,his most painful death4 ,when we contemplate such a weight of bitterness as this1 are we not wrong in giving to the trifling misfortunes which befall us1 even the names of adversities and injuries8 ,are we not ashamed to ask a share of ,his divine patience to help us to bear such trifles as these1 seeing that the smallest modicum of moderation and humility would suffice to make us bear calmly the insults offered to us8 ,footnote #a3 #b ,tim4 iv4 #b ,footnote #b3 ,psalm xxxviii4 #aj4 ,footnote #c3 ,job i4 #ba4 ,footnote #d3 ,psalm xxii4 #d4 ,footnote #e3 ,psalm lxxxvii4 #e1 #f4 ,footnote #f3 ,psalm xxxvii4 #ae4 ,footnote #g3 ,isaiah xxx4 #ae4 ,,how ,,to ,,profit ,,by ,,bearing ,,with ,,insults4 ,he used to say that a harvest of virtues could be gathered in from a crop of affronts and injuries1 because they offer us in abundance opportunities of making such acts as the following3 #a4 ,of justice2 for who is there that has not sinned and consequently has not deserved punishment8 ,has anyone offended you8 ,well1 think how often you have offended ,god6 ,surely1 therefore1 it is meet that creatures1 the instruments of ,his justice1 should punish you4 #b4 ,but perhaps you were justly accused8 ,well1 if so1 simply acknowledge your fault1 asking pardon of ,god as well as of men1 and be grateful to those who have accused you1 even though they have done it in such a manner as to add unnecessary bitterness to your suffering4 ,remember that medicines are none the less salutary for being nauseous4 #c4 ,but may-be you were accused falsely8 ,if so1 calmly and quietly1 but without hesitation1 bear witness to the truth4 ,we owe this to our neighbours1 who might1 if we were silent1 believe the charge brought against us1 and thus be greatly disedified4 #d4 ,yet1 if1 after this1 people persist in blaming you1 abandon any further defence of yourself1 and conquer by silence1 modesty1 and patience4 #e4 ,prudence has its own part to play in the conflict2 for there is no better way of dealing with insults than by treating them with contempt4 ,he who gives way to anger looks as if he acknowledged the truth of the accusation4 #f4 ,discretion1 too1 comes to the aid of prudence by counselling toleration4 #g4 ,courage in all its power and grandeur raises you above yourself4 #h4 ,temperance bridles your passions and curbs them into submission4 #i4 ,humility will make you love and value your humiliation4 #aj4 ,faith will1 as ,st4 ,paul says1 stop the mouths of lions1 and more than this1 it will1 he says1 set before our eyes for our loving contemplation and imitation ,jesus ,christ ,himself1 overwhelmed with insults and calumnies1 yet silent1 unmoved1 as one who hears not and is dumb4 #aa4 ,hope will hold out before you an imperishable crown1 the reward of your trials and sufferings which endure but for a moment4 #ab4 ,charity1 last of all1 will come to you and abide with you--charity1 patient and sweet1 benign and yielding1 believing all1 hoping all1 enduring all1 ready and willing to suffer all4 ,the more we value our eternal salvation the more heartily shall we welcome suffering4 ,,upon ,,bearing ,,with ,,importunities4 ,blessed ,francis laid great stress upon the necessity of patience when we are importuned4 ,yet1 he would say1 patience seems almost too great a power to invoke in this matter4 ,in reality a little gentleness1 forbearance1 and self-control ought to suffice4 ,still1 when we speak of patience it must not be as if it were to be employed only in the endurance of really great evils1 for1 while we are waiting for these notable occasions that occur rarely in a lifetime1 we neglect the lesser ones4 ,we imagine that our patience is capable of putting up with great sufferings and affronts1 and we give way to impatience under the sting or bite of an insect4 ,we fancy that we could help1 wait upon1 and relieve our neighbour in long or severe sickness1 and yet we cannot bear that same neighbour's ill-bred manner1 and irritating moods1 his awkwardness and incivility1 and above all his importunity1 especially if he comes just at the wrong moment to talk to us about matters which seem to us frivolous and unimportant4 ,we triumphantly excuse ourselves for our impatience on these occasions by alleging our deeps sense of the value of time2 that one only thing1 says an ancient writer1 with regard to which avarice is laudable4 ,but we fail to see that we employ this precious time in doing many things far more vain and idle than in the satisfying the claims of our neighbour1 and possibly less important than those about which he talks to us1 occasioning what we call loss of time4 ,when we are conversing with others we should try to please them and to show that their conversation is agreeable to us1 and when we are alone we should take pleasure in solitude4 ,unfortunately1 however1 our minds are so inconsistent that we are always looking behind us1 like ,lot's wife4 ,in company we sigh for solitude1 and in solitude1 instead of enjoying its sweets1 we hanker after the company of others4 ,,that ,,he ,,who ,,complains ,,sins4 ,one of ,blessed ,francis' most frequent sayings was3 ,he who complains1 seldom does so without sinning4 ,now1 you are anxious to know what exactly he meant by this1 and if it is not allowable to complain to superiors of wrongs which have been done us1 and when we are ill1 to seek relief from suffering1 by describing our pains to the physician1 so that he may apply to them the proper remedies4 ,to put this interpretation on the words of ,blessed ,francis is to overstrain their meaning4 ,the letter killeth1 and needs to be interpreted by the spirit that quickeneth1 that is1 to be taken gently and sweetly4 ,our ,blessed ,father condemns complaining when it borders upon murmuring4 ,he used to say that those who thus complained sinned1 because our self-love always magnifies unduly any wrongs done to ourselves1 weighing them in the most deceitful of balances1 and applying the most extravagant epithets to things which if done by us to others we should pass over as not worth a thought4 ,he did not consider it at all wrong to claim from a court of justice1 quietly1 calmly1 and dispassionately1 reparation of injuries done to our property1 person1 or honour4 ,he has1 indeed1 devoted a whole chapter in his ,philothea#a to demonstrating that we may1 without failing in humility or charity1 do what is necessary for the preservation of our good name4 ,but human weakness is such that it is difficult even in a court of justice to keep our temper and retain a proper equanimity3 hence the proverb that1 in a hundred-weight of law1 there is not so much as an ounce of good nature4 ,it was also his wish that when sick we should state what ails us quite simply and straightforwardly to those who can relieve us1 always remembering that ,god commands us to honour the physician4#b ,to ,philothea he says3 ,when you are ill offer your sufferings1 pains1 and weakness to the service of our ,lord1 and entreat ,him to unite them to the torments which ,he endured for you4 ,obey the physician2 take medicine1 food1 and other remedies for the love of ,god2 remembering the gall which ,he accepted for love of you4 ,desire to recover your health that you may serve ,him1 but1 if ,he so will1 do not refuse to linger long upon your bed of pain1 so as to obey ,him2 in fine1 be ready to die if that is ,his pleasure1 that you may praise and enjoy ,him4#c ,it was his opinion that when we complain1 however justly1 a certain amount of self-love is always at the bottom of the complaint1 and that a habit of grumbling is a positive proof of our being too tender of ourselves and too cowardly4 ,after all1 of what use are complaints8 ,they do but beat the air and serve to prove that if we suffer wrong it is with regret1 with sadness1 and not without some desire of revenging ourselves4 ,an ungreased wheel makes the most noise in turning1 and in like manner1 he who has the least patience is the first to grumble4 ,we must remember1 however1 that all men deceive themselves4 ,those who complain do not mean to be considered impatient4 ,on the contrary1 they tell you that if it were not this particular thing1 they would speak and act differently2 but that1 as it is1 if ,god did not forbid vengeance they would assuredly take it in the most signal manner4 ,poor ,israelites6 really brought out of ,egypt1 but yet still hankering after the leeks and garlic of that miserable country6 ,truly such feebleness of mind is pitiable1 and most unworthy of a soul avowedly consecrated to the service of the ,cross of ,jesus ,christ4 ,it is not that we are absolutely forbidden to complain under great sufferings of body or mind1 or under great losses4 ,job1 the mirror of the patient1 uttered many complaints1 yet without prejudice to that virtue which made him so highly esteemed by ,god1 and renders him famous in all ages4 ,it would not only be unwise1 but possibly a sin1 so to conceal bodily suffering--under the pretext of being resolved not to complain--as to refuse to have recourse to either physician or remedies1 and thereby to risk bringing ourselves down to the gates of the grave4 ,even ,god1 the ,all-,perfect1 does not refrain from pouring forth ,his complaints against sinners1 as we know from many parts of ,holy ,scripture4 ,we must then in this matter preserve a just medium1 and although it behoves us sometimes to suffer in silence1 yet at other times we must make known our sufferings1 since that suffering is truly the most wretched which1 amid torments1 has no voice4#d ,the ,son of ,god1 the pattern of all perfection1 wept and cried aloud at the grave of ,lazarus and on the ,cross1 showing that ,he pities our sufferings and shares our griefs4 ,the measure of our complainings must be fixed by discretion1 which ,st4 ,anthony calls the regent and ruler of the kingdom of virtues1 appointed to guard it from the encroachments of sin1 ever striving to gain dominion there4 ,our ,blessed ,father gives us the following lesson on the subject3 ,we must1 he says1 abstain from a but little noticed1 yet most hurtful imperfection1 against which few people guard themselves4 ,this is1 that when we are compelled to blame our neighbour or to complain of his conduct1 which should be as seldom as possible1 we never seem to get done with the matter1 but go on perpetually repeating our complaints and lamentations2 a sure sign of irritation and peevishness and of a heart as yet destitute of true charity4 ,great and powerful minds only make mourning about great matters1 and even these they dismiss as quickly as possible1 never giving way to passion or fretfulness4 ,footnote #a3 ,part iii4 chap4 vii4 ,footnote #b3 ,eccles4 xxxviii4 #a1 #ab4 ,footnote #c3 ,part iii4 chap4 #c4 ,footnote #d3 ,virgil1 neid ,i4 ,,blessed ,,francis' ,,calmness ,,in ,,tribulation4 ,the similitude of the nest of the halcyon or kingfisher1 supposed to float on the sea1 which our ,saint describes so well and applies so exquisitely in one of his letters1 was the true picture of his own heart4 ,the great stoic1 ,seneca1 says that it is easy to guide a vessel on a smooth sea and aided by favourable winds1 but that it is in the midst of tempests and hurricanes that the skill of the pilot is shown4#a ,so it is with the soul1 whose fidelity and loyalty towards the ,divine ,lover is well tested by sufferings and sorrows4 ,the more he was crossed1 the more he was upset1 and1 like the palm tree1 the more violently the winds beat against him1 the deeper and stronger roots he threw out4 ,his own words express this truth so perfectly as to leave no doubt on the subject4 ,he says3 ,for some time past the many secret contradictions and oppositions which have invaded my tranquil life have brought with them so calm and sweet a peace that nothing can be compared to it4 ,indeed1 ,i cannot help thinking that they foretell the near approach of that entire union of my soul with ,god1 which is not only the greatest but the sole ambition and passion of my heart4 ,oh6 blessed servant of ,jesus ,christ1 how absolutely you practised that teaching which you impress so strongly on us in your ,theotimus1 in the words of blessed ,brother ,giles4 ,one to one6 one soul to one only love6 one heart to one only ,god6 ,to that only ,god1 the ,king eternal1 ,immortal1 invisible1 be honour and glory for ever and ever6 ,amen4 ,footnote #a3 ,senec1 ,de ,providentia1 cap4 iv4 ,,blessed ,,francis' ,,test ,,of ,,patience ,,in ,,suffering4 ,one day he was visiting a sick person who1 in the midst of intense suffering1 not only showed great patience in all her words and actions1 but plainly had the virtue deeply rooted in her heart4 ,happy woman1 said ,blessed ,francis1 who has found the honey-comb in the jaws of the lion6 ,wishing1 however1 to make more certain that the patience she showed was solid and real1 rooted and grounded in ,christian charity1 and such as to make her endure her sufferings for the love and for the glory of ,god alone1 he determined to try her4 ,he began to praise her constancy1 to enlarge upon her sufferings1 to express admiration at her courage1 her silence1 her good example1 knowing that in this way he would draw from her lips the true language of her heart4 ,nor was he deceived1 for she1 sincere and absolutely patient ,christian that she was1 answered him3 ,ah6 ,father1 you do not see the rebellious struggles of all my senses and feelings4 ,in the lower region of my soul everything is in confusion and disorder1 and if the grace and fear of ,god were not to us as a tower of strength ,i should long ago have altogether given way and rebelled against ,god4 ,picture me to yourself as like the ,prophet whom the ,angel carried by one hair of his head2 my patience1 as it were1 hangs on a single thread1 and were it not for the mighty help ,god is to me ,i should long ere now have been in hell4 ,it is not then my virtue but the grace of ,god in me which makes me show so much courage4 ,my own part in the matter is but pretence and hypocrisy4 ,were ,i to follow my own impulses ,i should moan1 struggle1 break out into passionate and bitter words1 but ,god restrains my lips with bit and bridle1 so that ,i dare not murmur under the blows dealt by ,his hand which ,i have learnt through ,his grace to love and honour4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 on leaving her sick-room1 said to those who were with him1 ,she has1 indeed1 true and ,christian patience4 ,instead of pitying her for her sufferings we ought rather to rejoice over them1 for this high virtue is only made perfect in infirmity4 ,but do you notice how ,god hides from her own eyes the perfection which ,he is giving her8 ,her patience is not only courageous1 but loving and humble2 like pure balm1 which1 when unadulterated1 sinks to the bottom of the water into which it is cast4 ,be careful1 however1 not to repeat to her what ,i have just said to you lest1 by doing so1 you should excite in her movements of vanity1 and spoil the whole work of grace1 whose waters only flow through the valley of humility4 ,let her peacefully possess her soul in patience1 for she is at peace even in this extremity of bitterness4 ,,upon ,,long ,,illnesses4 ,violent sicknesses either pass quickly or they carry us to the grave2 slow maladies drag wearily on and exercise the patience of the sufferers1 nor less that of those who tend them4 ,our ,blessed ,father says on the subject3 ,long sicknesses are good schools of mercy for those who wait upon the sick and of loving patience for those who suffer4 ,they who wait upon the sick are at the foot of the ,cross with our ,lady and ,st4 ,john1 whose compassion they imitate2 the sick man himself is on the ,cross with our ,saviour1 ,whose ,passion he imitates4 ,but how can we imitate either this compassion or this ,passion if we do not suffer from the motive of the love of ,god8 ,for the ,blessed ,virgin and ,st4 ,john1 the beloved ,disciple1 were moved by a compassion as much more sorrowful than ours1 as their love for the ,crucified1 their own dearest ,lord1 was greater than ours can be4 ,it was at the foot of the ,cross that the sword of grief pierced ,mary's soul1 and it was there that the beloved disciple drank that chalice of bitterness1 which1 after permitting him to share the glories of ,thabor1 the ,saviour predicted should be his4 ,the whole life of a true ,christian is one long period of suffering4 ,those who endure not with ,jesus ,christ1 are not fit to reign with ,him4 ,o soul in grace1 says our ,blessed ,father1 thou art not yet the spouse of ,jesus glorified1 but of ,jesus crucified4 ,this is why the rings1 necklaces1 and other ornaments which ,he gives you1 and with which ,he is pleased to adorn you1 are crosses1 nails1 and thorns2 and the marriage feast ,he sets before you gall1 hyssop1 and vinegar4 ,it is in ,heaven we shall possess the rubies1 diamonds1 and emeralds1 the wine1 the manna1 and the honey4 ,the world is a vast quarry in which are hewn out and shaped those living stones which are to build up the heavenly ,jerusalem1 as the ,church sings3 ,tunsionibus1 pressuris1 ,expoliti lapides ,suis cooptantur locis1 ,per manus ,artificis3 ,disponuntur permansuri ,sacris dificiis4#a ,thou too1 ,o ,church1 which here we see1 ,no easy task hath builded thee4 ,long did the chisels ring around6 ,long did the mallet's blows rebound6 ,long worked the head1 and toiled the hand6 ,ere stood thy stones as now they stand4 ,footnote #a3 ,office of the ,dedication of a ,church4 ,,blessed ,,francis' ,,holy ,,indifference ,,in ,,illness4 ,as regards our ,blessed ,father's patience in time of sickness1 ,i myself was with him in one only of his illnesses1 but others1 who saw him in many and were frequent witnesses of his patience1 gentleness1 and absolute indifference to suffering1 tell us marvels on that subject4 ,for my part1 on the one occasion when ,i saw him stretched upon his bed1 suffering with so much endurance and sweetness1 the sight at once recalled to me what ,st4 ,catherine of ,genoa tells us of a certain soul in ,purgatory4 ,this poor soul she represented as so perfectly united to ,god by charity that it was physically unable to utter the slightest complaint1 or to have the faintest shadow of a desire1 which was not absolutely in conformity with the divine will4 ,such souls1 she says1 wish to be in ,purgatory exactly as long as ,god shall please1 and this1 with a will so contented and so constant1 that for nothing in the whole world would they be elsewhere unless it were ,his will4 ,this is exactly how our ,blessed ,father suffered1 without in any way losing heart1 because of the services which he might have been able to render to ,god and his neighbour had he been in health4 ,he wished to suffer because to do so was the good pleasure of ,god1 ,who held the keys of his life and of his death1 of his health and of his sickness1 and of his whole destiny4 ,if he was asked whether he would take this or that1 physic or food1 whether he would be bled or blistered1 or the like1 he had but one answer to give3 ,do with the patient what you please1 ,god has put me at the disposal of the doctors4 ,nothing could be more simple or obedient than his behaviour1 for he honoured ,god in the physicians1 and in their remedies1 as ,he ,himself has commanded us all to do4 ,he always told the doctors and attendants exactly what was the matter with him1 neither exaggerating his malady by undue complaints1 nor making his suffering appear less than it really was by a forced and unnatural composure4 ,the first he said was cowardice1 the second dissimulation4 ,even although the inferior and sensible part of his soul might be under the pressure of intense pain1 there always flashed out from his face1 and especially from1 his eyes1 rays of that calm light which illumined the superior and reasonable part of his nature1 shining through the dark clouds of bodily affliction4 ,hence the weaker his body1 the stronger became his spirit1 enabling him to say with the ,apostle3 ,gladly1 therefore1 will ,i glory in my infirmities1 ,that the power of ,christ may dwell in me4#a ,footnote #a3 #b ,cor4 xii4 #i4 ,,upon ,,the ,,shape ,,of ,,the ,,cross4 ,the ,cross1 ,blessed ,francis says1 is composed of two pieces of wood1 which represent to us two excellent virtues1 necessary to those who desire to be fastened to it with ,jesus ,christ1 and on it to live a dying life1 and on it to die the death which is life4 ,these two great virtues most due to ,christians are humility and patience4 ,he wished1 however1 that those two virtues should be rooted and grounded in charity1 that is to say1 not only be practised in charity1 that is1 in a state of grace1 without which they are of no value for ,heaven1 but also from the motive of charity4 ,this is how he expresses himself3-- ,divine love will teach you that in imitation of the great ,lover we must be on the ,cross in company with humility1 deeming ourselves unworthy to endure anything for ,him ,who endured so much for us2 and in company with patience1 so as not to wish to come down from the ,cross1 not even all our life long if so it pleases the ,eternal ,father4 ,the motto of ,blessed ,teresa was1 ,to suffer or to die2 for divine love had attached this faithful servant of ,jesus crucified so closely to the ,cross that she wished not to live1 save that she might have opportunities of suffering for ,him4 ,the great and seraphic ,st4 ,francis considered that ,god had forgotten him and lovingly complained when he had passed a day untouched by any suffering2 and just as he called poverty his mistress1 so he called pain his sister4 ,our ,blessed ,father's motto was ,to love or to die4 ,in his ,treatise on the ,love of ,god he cries out3 ,to love1 or to die6 ,to die and to love6 ,to die to all other love in order to live to ,jesus' love1 that we may not die eternally1 but that living in ,thy eternal love1 ,o ,saviour of our souls1 we may eternally sing1 ,vive ,jesus1 ,live ,jesus4 ,i love ,jesus4 ,live ,jesus1 ,whom ,i love6 ,i love ,jesus1 ,who lives and reigns for ever and ever4 ,amen4#a ,footnote #a3 ,book xii1 c4 #ac4 ,a ,,diamond ,,cross4 ,it was one day reported very seriously to ,blessed ,francis as though it were some misdemeanor1 that one of his penitents who was accustomed to wear on her breast a rich diamond ornament1 had had the diamonds made up into a cross which she wore in the same manner as before1 and that this was a cause of scandal to certain persons4 ,ah6 he cried1 how true it is that the ,cross is an occasion of scandal to some1 and of edification to others6 ,i do not know who advised this lady to do what she has done1 but for my part ,i am much edified1 and only wish that all the gew-gaws and trinkets worn by women could be altered in the same holy manner4 ,that would indeed be to make vessels of the ,tabernacle out of their mirrors4#a ,among his letters ,i came across lately and with much pleasure1 one which ,i think must have been written to this very lady4 ,in it he says3 ,when ,i last had the pleasure of seeing you1 dear madam1 you were wearing outwardly on your heart a cross2 love it fervently1 ,i beseech you4 ,it is all gold if you look at it with loving eyes4 ,on one side it is true that you see the ,beloved of your heart1 dead1 crucified amid nails and thorns2 but on the other side you will find a cluster of precious stones ready to adorn the crown of glory which awaits you1 if only1 meanwhile1 you wear lovingly the crown of thorns with your ,king who willed to suffer so much that ,he might enter into ,his joy4 ,to a lady advanced in years and distinguished by her piety1 who was living in my diocese1 and whom1 out of reverence and affection1 he used to call his mother1 he wrote as follows1 when the infirmities of old age were pressing heavily upon her3 ,i see very plainly that you must from henceforth accustom yourself to the maladies and infirmities which declining years bring with them4 ,ah1 dear ,lord6 ,what happiness for a soul dedicated to ,god1 to be much tried by suffering1 before quitting this life6 ,my dearest mother1 how can we learn the lesson of generous and fervent love save amid thorns1 crosses1 languor1 and faintness1 and more especially when these sufferings are prolonged and lingering4 ,our dear ,saviour showed us the measure of ,his boundless love by that of ,his labours1 and of ,his sufferings4 ,show1 my dear mother1 your love to the ,bridegroom of your heart on the bed of pain2 for it was on that bed that ,he fashioned your heart1 even before it came into existence1 ,he beholding it as yet only in ,his divine plan4 ,ah6 this ,divine ,saviour has reckoned up all your pains1 all your sorrows1 and has paid with ,his ,precious ,blood for all the patience and the love which you need in order rightly to direct your labours to ,his glory and to your own salvation4 ,content yourself with calmly desiring to be all that ,god wills you to be4 ,footnote #a3 ,exod4 xxxviii4 #h4 ,,holy ,,magdalen ,,at ,,the ,,foot ,,of ,,the ,,cross4 ,our ,blessed ,father had a special reverence for the picture of ,magdalen at the foot of the ,cross1 calling it sometimes the library of his thoughts4 ,perhaps this representation was before his mind's eye1 when just before he rendered up his soul to ,god he murmured these words3 ,wash me yet more from my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin4#a ,oh6 he exclaimed1 when he was looking one day at this picture in my house at ,belley1 how happy1 and how profitable an exchange this penitent made6 ,she bestowed tears on the ,feet of ,jesus ,christ1 and in return those ,feet gave back to her ,blood1 but ,blood that washed away all her sins1 for ,christ has cleansed us from every stain in ,his ,blood1 and by the sprinkling of this hyssop has made us1 coal-black though we were1 white as snow6 ,oh1 gracious rain made by ,god to fall upon ,his inheritance1 how sweet1 how much to be desired thou art6 ,magdalen seeks our ,saviour while she holds ,him4 ,she demands ,him of ,himself4 ,she does not see ,him in the form she looked for3 therefore1 unsatisfied1 she seeks ,him away from ,himself4 ,she expected to see ,him in ,his robe of glory1 not in the poor garb of a gardener2 nevertheless she knew that it was ,he when ,he uttered her name ,mary4#b ,my dear sister1 my daughter1 it is our ,lord in the clothing of a gardener whom you meet every day in one place or another1 and in the various mortifications which present themselves to you4 ,you wish ,he would offer you grander mortifications4 ,oh6 my ,god6 the grandest are not the best4 ,do you not believe that ,he says to you also ,mary1 ,mary8 ,ah6 before you see ,him in ,his glory1 ,he wishes to plant in your garden many flowers1 small and lowly indeed1 but such as ,he loves4 ,that is why ,he wears a gardener's dress4 ,may our hearts be for ever united to ,his ,heart1 and our wills to ,his good pleasure4 ,footnote #a3 ,psalm l4 #d4 ,footnote #b3 ,john xx4 #af4 ,,upon ,,the ,,power ,,of ,,gentleness ,,and ,,patience4 ,an ecclesiastic in ,blessed ,francis' diocese1 had1 because of his vicious and scandalous life1 been sent to prison4 ,after a few days' sojourn there he testified the deepest repentance1 and with tears and promises of amendment entreated the officers of the prison to allow him to be taken to the ,holy ,prelate1 who had already pardoned many of his offences1 that he might at his feet plead again for forgiveness4 ,this request was at first refused1 as the officers considered that his scandalous life deserved punishment1 if only as an example to others1 and they knew that with ,blessed ,francis1 to see a sinner was to pity and forgive him4 ,at last1 however1 they yielded to the priest's passionate entreaties1 and he was taken before his ,bishop4 ,throwing himself on his knees before the ,holy ,man1 he implored mercy1 declaring that he would lead a new life1 and set an example of all that was edifying1 whereas before he had given nothing but scandal4 ,blessed ,francis on his part knelt down before the culprit1 and with many tears1 addressed these remarkable words to him2 ,i1 too1 he said1 ask you to have pity upon me1 and upon all of us who are priests in this diocese1 upon the ,church1 and upon the ,catholic1 ,apostolic1 and ,roman religion1 the honour of which you are ruining by your scandalous life4 ,for that life gives occasion to the adversaries of our ,faith1 who are always on the watch like dragons to detect our slightest failings1 to condemn us4 ,for a priest to sin1 ,i tell you1 is to give occasion to devils to mock at the lives of our clergy1 and to blaspheme our ,holy ,faith1 ,i ask you also to have pity on yourself1 and on your own soul which you are losing for all eternity1 and to seek anew ,god's favour1 ,i exhort you in the name of ,jesus ,christ to return to ,god by a true repentance1 ,i conjure you to do this by all that is most holy1 and sacred in ,heaven1 or on earth1 by the ,blood of ,jesus ,christ which you profane1 by the loving-kindness of the ,saviour1 whom you crucify afresh1 by the ,spirit of ,grace against whom you are rebelling4 ,these remonstrances1 or rather the ,spirit of ,god speaking by the mouth of this zealous ,pastor1 had such effect that the guilty man was by this change of the ,right ,hand of the ,most ,high converted into a perfectly different being1 and became as notable an example of virtue as he had been an occasion of scandal4 ,again--,there was in his diocese a certain ecclesiastic who for very grave faults1 and for the scandal occasioned by them1 was not only imprisoned and treated while in prison with the greatest severity1 but moreover1 after regaining his liberty1 remained for six months suspended from all ecclesiastical functions4 ,our ,blessed ,father most unwillingly yielded to the entreaties of the officers of justice not in any way to interfere in the matter1 but to let the law take its course1 and to leave the offender in their hands to be treated with exceptional rigour4 ,so little1 however1 did this mode of dealing with the criminal answer1 that1 though while in prison he had been tractable1 humble1 lavish of promises of amendment1 and apparently penitent1 when once he had shaken off his fetters he relapsed into all his old evil habits1 and passed from bad to worse4 ,the authorities were in fine constrained to deprive him of his benefice1 and to banish him from the diocese4 ,a few years later a very similar case occurred in which the officers showed the same unwillingness to permit the intervention of ,blessed ,francis1 and this from no want of respect or love for him1 but1 as before1 from a fear lest his gentleness and charity should hinder the course of justice4 ,in this case1 however1 the holy ,bishop was firm4 ,if1 he said1 you forbid him to appear before me1 you will not forbid me to appear before him4 ,you do not wish him to come out of prison1 suffer me then to go to prison with him1 and to be the companion of his captivity4 ,we must comfort this poor brother1 who entreats us for help4 ,i promise you that he shall not leave the prison except with your leave4 ,accompanied by the officers of justice he then proceeded to the prison4 ,no sooner did he see the poor man kneeling humbly before his ,bishop1 and accusing himself of his sins1 than the holy ,prelate embraced him tenderly1 and turning to his gaolers said3 ,is it possible that you do not see that ,god has already pardoned this man8 ,is there any condemnation for one who is in ,christ ,jesus8 ,if ,god justifies him1 who shall condemn him8 ,certainly not ,i4 ,then1 turning to the culprit1 he said3 ,go in peace1 my brother1 and sin no more1 ,i know that you are truly penitent4 ,the officials protested that the man was a hypocrite1 and like that other suspended priest would himself soon show that they were right4 ,it is1 however1 possible1 replied the ,saint1 that had you treated that other priest with lenity1 he1 too1 would have truly repented2 beware1 then1 lest his soul should one day be required at your hands4 ,for my part1 if you will accept me as this man's bail1 ,i am ready to pledge my word for his good behaviour4 ,i am certain that he is sincerely repentant1 and even if he is deceiving me1 he will do more injury to himself than to me1 or others4 ,the guilty man1 bursting into tears1 declared himself willing to undergo any penance that might be imposed upon him1 and even to give up his benefice of his own accord1 if the ,bishop should judge this to be the proper course4 ,i should be much grieved if you were to take that step1 replied ,blessed ,francis1 the more so as ,i hope that1 just as the steeple in falling crushed the church1 so now being set up again it will make it more beautiful than before4 ,the officials gave way1 the prison doors were thrown open1 and after a month's suspension1 a divinis1 the penitent resumed all the duties of his sacred office4 ,thenceforth he lived so holy and exemplary a life as fully to verify the predictions of his holy ,bishop1 who1 when these two memorable instances1 one of perversion and the other of conversion1 were once afterwards discussed before him1 said3 ,it is better by gentleness to make penitents than by severity to make hypocrites4 ,i will now relate some other instances of ,blessed ,francis' extraordinary gentleness and of its softening effect upon others4 ,he had made himself surety for a considerable sum of money for one of his friends1 who1 at the time when payment was due1 happened to be in ,piedmont levying troops for the service of ,his ,highness the ,duke of ,savoy4 ,the creditor becoming impatient for the discharge of the debt1 applied to the good ,bishop1 and insisted upon his making the money good1 paying no attention whatever either to his gentle remonstrances1 or to his assurances that the debtor1 though unable at present to leave his troops1 would do so as soon as was consistent with his duty to his ,prince and his country1 and that meantime his regular payment of the interest1 and the knowledge that he was worth a hundred times more than the sum owing1 ought surely to satisfy the creditor4 ,blessed ,francis remained perfectly calm and unmoved amid the storm of invectives and reproaches that followed this remonstrance1 and which were accompanied by furious demands reiterated again and again1 that he himself as surety should repay the money4 ,at last1 speaking with incredible gentleness1 the ,saint said3 ,son1 ,i am your ,pastor4 ,can you as one of my flock1 have the heart to take the bread out of my mouth in place of helping to feed me8 ,you know that ,i am much straitened in circumstances1 and have really only barely enough for my maintenance4 ,i have never had in my possession the sum which you demand of me1 but for which1 out of charity1 ,i made myself surety3 do you wish to seize for it my goods1 rather than those of the real debtor8 ,well1 if so1 ,i have some patrimony4 ,i give it up to you3 there is my furniture4 ,turn it all out into the public square1 and sell it4 ,i put myself absolutely into your hands to do as you please4 ,i only ask of you to love me for ,god's sake1 and not to offend ,him in any way by anger1 hatred1 or scandal4 ,if you will do this ,i am content4 ,the only reply to this was a fresh outburst of furious invectives and accusations1 to which our ,blessed ,father replied with unalterable serenity3 ,sir1 since my indiscretion in making myself surety for my friend is the cause of your anger1 ,i will with all the haste possible do what ,i can to satisfy you4 ,at the same time1 ,i wish you to know that had you plucked out one of my eyes1 ,i would have looked as affectionately at you with the other1 as at the dearest friend ,i have in the world4 ,the creditor retired1 covered indeed with confusion1 but still muttering injurious words1 and calling the holy ,bishop a hypocrite1 a bigot1 and the like4 ,blessed ,francis immediately sent an account of the affair to the real debtor1 who came as quickly as was possible and at once discharged the debt4 ,the creditor1 full of shame and repentance1 hastened to ask pardon of our ,blessed ,father1 and he1 receiving the prodigal with open arms1 treated him ever afterwards with special tenderness1 calling him his friend regained4 ,again1 when he was in ,paris in #afai1 having gone there with the ,cardinal of ,savoy1 who wished to be present at the marriage of his brother1 the ,prince of ,piedmont1 with ,madame ,christine of ,france1 the ,king's sister1 our ,blessed ,father was told that a man of tolerably good position professing the so-called ,reformed ,religion wished to see him4 ,introduced into the ,bishop's apartment1 the ,protestant1 without the smallest sign of reverence1 or even courtesy1 addressed him in these words3 ,are you what they call the ,bishop of ,geneva8 ,sir1 replied our holy ,prelate1 that is my title1 though in that city ,i am not so much in request as ,i am in the other parts of the diocese committed to my charge4 ,well1 ,i should just like to know from you1 who are regarded everywhere as an apostolic man1 whether the ,apostles were in the habit of going about in carriages8 ,our ,blessed ,father1 in telling me this story1 owned that he was somewhat taken aback by the suddenness of this attack6 ,collecting his thoughts1 however1 and remembering the case of ,st4 ,philip the ,deacon1 who1 though not the ,apostle of that name1 was undoubtedly an apostolic man1 and who went up into the chariot of ,queen ,candace's eunuch1 he answered quietly that they did so when convenience required it1 and the occasion for doing so presented itself4 ,i should be very glad1 replied the man1 scornfully1 if you could show me that in ,scripture4 ,the ,bishop quoted the instance to which we have just referred4 ,his opponent1 not noticing the fact of this not being ,st4 ,philip the ,apostle1 retorted1 ,but this carriage was not his own1 it belonged to the eunuch1 who invited him to come up into it1 ,i never told you1 answered ,francis1 that the carriage was his own4 ,i only said that when the occasion presented itself the first preachers of the ,gospel rode in carriages4 ,but not in gilded coaches such as yours1 sir1 returned the ,protestant1 nor drawn by such splendid horses1 nor driven by a coachman in such superb livery4 ,why1 the ,king himself has nothing better6 ,this is what ,i complain of2 and this it is in you which scandalizes me4 ,and you1 above all1 who play the ,saint1 and whom the papists look upon as such4 ,fine ,saints1 forsooth1 who go to ,paradise so much at their ease6 ,blessed ,francis1 seeing at once where the shoe pinched1 answered gently1 ,alas1 sir1 the people of ,geneva who have seized upon the property belonging to my ,see have cut me down so close as regards money that ,i have barely enough to live upon in the most frugal way4 ,as to a carriage1 ,i have never had one1 nor money enough to buy one4 ,then that splendid carriage1 which is1 so to speak1 regal1 in which ,i see you every day driving about the city is not your own8 rejoined the antagonist4 ,certainly not1 replied the ,bishop1 and you are quite right in calling it regal1 for it belongs to ,his ,majesty1 and is one of those set apart by him for people who1 like myself1 are mere attendants of the ,princes of ,savoy4 ,the royal livery worn by the servants ought to have shown you this6 ,now1 indeed1 said the ,protestant1 ,i am satisfied1 and ,i esteem you4 ,i see that you are in the right1 and that1 notwithstanding1 you are humble4 ,after some further remarks he put some questions as to the birth and manner of life of the ,saint1 and was so perfectly contented with his replies that he quitted him with expressions of esteem and affection1 and ever afterwards held him in the highest respect4 ,again1 preaching during an ,advent and ,lent at ,grenoble1 not only a great concourse of ,catholics flocked to hear him1 but also such numbers of ,protestants of the ,geneva following that their ministers became alarmed and held meetings to decide what measures should be taken to avert a storm1 which threatened desolation to their strongholds and was fast emptying their conventicles4 ,they decided at last on a personal conflict with their opponent1 choosing one of their most furious pastors1 a man of violent temper and bitter tongue1 to argue with ,blessed ,francis1 and1 as they expected1 to worst him in a controversy4 ,the holy ,bishop1 who had already had much practice and success in this kind of warfare at ,thonon1 ,ternier1 and ,gaillard1 the bailiwicks of his diocese which he had brought back into the bosom of the ,true ,church1 cheerfully agreed to the proposal4 ,in answer to the remonstrances of his friends1 and especially of one gentleman of ,belley1 a man of the greatest probity and piety1 who painted the ,protestant ministers in the blackest colours1 and told the ,bishop that insults would literally be heaped upon him1 he replied1 ,well1 that is exactly what we want2 this contempt is just what ,i ask4 ,for how great is the glory to ,himself that ,god will derive from my confusion6 ,on his friends reminding him that he would be exposing his sacred office to derision1 ,what of that8 replied the ,bishop1 did not our ,saviour suffer shame for us--were not insults heaped upon ,him8 ,oh1 said the other1 you aim too high4 ,to tell you the truth1 said our ,saint1 ,i am hoping that ,god will give me the grace to endure insults without end1 for when we are finely humbled ,he will be gloriously exalted4 ,you will see conversion upon conversion following the train of this affair1 a thousand falling on the left hand and ten thousand on the right1 ,god is wont at all times to make our infamy redound to ,his honour4 ,did not the ,apostles come forth rejoicing from those assemblies in which they had suffered contumely for the name of ,jesus8 ,take courage1 ,god will help us2 those who hope in ,him never lack any good thing and are never confounded4 ,was it possible to carry patience further than this8 ,doubtless1 had the meeting taken place1 the envenomed darts of heresy would have glanced aside from the spotless1 shining shield of ,faith carried by ,blessed ,francis1 but the devil1 fearing to be worsted in the fight1 suggested so many prudent reasons to the ,protestant ,minister's friends1 who1 in reality1 had their doubts about both his virtue and his capacity for conducting the conference that they got it forbidden by the ,lieutenant of the ,king1 though himself at that time a heretic4 ,another striking example of patience4 ,a person of some influence and consideration once applied to ,blessed ,francis asking him to obtain an ecclesiastical preferment for a certain ,priest4 ,the ,bishop replied that in the matter of conferring benefices he had1 of his free will1 tied his own hands1 having left the choosing of fitting subjects to the decision of a board of examiners1 who were to recommend the person to be appointed after due examination of the merits and talents of the candidates4 ,as for himself1 he said1 he simply presided over the meeting4 ,should1 however1 the gentleman's friend present himself as a candidate1 he1 the ,bishop1 would promise to bear the recommendation in mind4 ,the petitioner felt piqued at this answer1 and quite losing his temper1 replied to the ,bishop in the most disrespectful and even insulting manner4 ,the gentle firmness with which his anger was met only infuriated him the more1 and he eventually lost all command over himself4 ,it was in vain that the ,bishop tried to soothe him by proposing to examine the claimant privately4 ,this had no effect4 ,the ,saint then said gently but gravely3 ,do you then wish me to give the charge of my sheep blindfolded and to the first comer8 ,ask yourself if there is reasonableness in such a request as you are making8 ,but not even this appeal to his reason turned the flood of the man's wrath1 and he quitted the ,bishop's presence in a passion of disrespect impossible to describe4 ,a most excellent ,priest who had been in the room all through the interview asked the ,bishop1 after the departure of his impudent visitor1 how he could bear such treatment with the patience he showed4 ,well1 he answered1 it was not he himself that spoke1 it was his passion4 ,after all he is one of my best friends1 and you will see that my silence on this occasion will only make our friendship the stronger4 ,more than this4 ,has not ,god from all eternity foreseen that these insults would be offered to me to-day1 and foreseen1 too1 that ,he would bestow on me such grace as would enable me to bear them joyfully8 ,should ,i not drain the chalice held to my lips by the hands of so loving a ,father8 ,oh6 how sweet is this inebriating cup1 offered to me by a hand which from my infancy ,i have learnt to adore4 ,but1 returned the ,priest1 were not your feelings stirred at all by this treatment8 ,well1 replied the ,bishop1 ,i tried to overcome them by fixing my thoughts on the good qualities of the man whose friendship ,i have so long and so happily enjoyed4 ,then1 too1 ,i hope that when this storm in a tea-cup has subsided and the clouds of passion have lifted1 my friend will come back to me with peace in his heart and serenity on his countenance4 ,nor was the ,saint's expectation disappointed4 ,his friend did come back1 and with many tears begged his forgiveness2 a forgiveness which was1 you may be sure1 granted so fully and with such loving readiness as to increase the fervour and sincerity of their old and mutual affection4 ,a ,,rejoinder ,,both ,,striking ,,and ,,instructive4 ,in the course of his long mission in the ,chablais1 he one day preached on that text which commands us to offer the right cheek to him who smites us on the left4 ,as he came down from the pulpit he was accosted by a ,protestant who asked him if he felt that he could practise what he had just preached1 or whether he was not rather one of those who preach but do not practise4 ,the ,saint replied3 ,my dear brother1 ,i am but a weak man and beset by infirmities4 ,at the same time1 miserable though ,i feel myself to be1 ,god teaches me what ,i ought to do4 ,i cannot tell you what ,i should actually do1 because though the spirit is willing1 the flesh is weak4 ,at the same time we know1 that while without grace we can do nothing1 with its aid we can do everything2 a reed in the hand of grace becomes a mighty staff that cannot be broken4 ,if we are told to be willing to give our life itself in defence of our faith1 how much more does it behove us to endure some small affront for the maintenance of charity6 ,moreover1 were ,i to be such a recreant to the grace of ,god as not to bear an insult of this kind patiently1 let me remind you that the same ,gospel which reproves those who preach but do not practise1 warns us against following the example of such teachers1 though it bids us do what they tell us to do4 ,yet1 resumed the other1 our ,saviour never presented the other cheek to the servant of the ,high ,priest who struck ,him2 on the contrary ,he resented the act4 ,what6 cried the holy ,bishop1 you place our ,lord on a level with those who preach but do not practise6 ,that is blasphemy6 ,as for us1 we entertain more reverent feelings towards that ,model of all perfection4 ,it is not for us to comment on the actions of ,him who1 as we firmly believe1 could not act otherwise than most perfectly4 ,neither is it for us to dare to say3 ',why hast ,thou done thus8' ,yet we may well remember ,his zeal for the salvation of that impious man's soul1 and the remonstrances which ,he deigned to use in order to bring him to repentance4 ,nay1 did ,he not offer not only ,his cheek to the smiter1 but ,his whole sacred ,body to the cruel scourging which covered ,him with wounds from ,head to ,foot8 ,,blessed ,,francis' ,,favourite ,,beatitude4 ,he was once asked which1 in his opinion1 was the most perfect of the eight ,beatitudes4 ,it was thought that he would answer3 ,the second1 ,blessed are the meek1 but it was not so2 he gave the preference to the eighth3 ,blessed are they that suffer for justice' sake4 ,he explained his preference by saying that the life of those who are persecuted for justice' sake is hidden in ,god with ,jesus ,christ1 and becomes conformable to ,his image2 for was not ,he persecuted all through ,his earthly life for justice' sake1 although ,he fulfilled it in all its perfection8 ,such persons are1 as it were1 shrouded by the veil which hides the countenance of ,god4 ,they appear sinful1 but they are just2 dead1 but they live2 fools1 but they are wise2 in a word1 though despised in the sight of men1 they are dear to ,god with whom they live for ever4 ,should ,god have given me one particle of justice1 enabling me thereby to do some little good1 it would be my wish that in the ,day of ,judgment1 when all secrets are revealed1 ,god alone should know my righteousness1 and that my sinful actions should be proclaimed to all creatures4 ,,his ,,gravity ,,and ,,affability4 ,grace produced in him that wonderful and perfectly harmonious blending of gravity and affability1 which was perhaps his most distinguishing characteristic4 ,there was in his whole demeanour and in the very expression of his face a lofty and dignified beauty which inspired reverence and even a sort of fear--that is1 such fear as engenders respect and makes any undue familiarity impossible4 ,yet1 at the same time he displayed such sweetness and gentleness as to encourage all who approached him4 ,no one1 however conscious of his own want of attractiveness1 feared a repulse from the holy ,bishop1 and all1 feeling sure of a welcome1 were only eager to please and satisfy him4 ,for my own part ,i must confess that when ,i succeeded in doing anything which he was able to praise1 and which consequently gave him pleasure1 ,i was so happy and elated that ,i felt as if ,i were raised to the seventh heaven6 ,indeed1 had he not taught me to refer everything to ,god1 many of my actions would1 ,i fear1 have stopped half-way thither4 ,people of high standing in society1 accustomed even to come into close contact with royalty itself1 have assured me that1 in the presence of our ,saint1 they felt a subtle influence guarding1 restraining1 elevating them as no other companionship1 however noble and distinguished1 could ever do4 ,it was as though in him they saw some reflection of the all-penetrating intelligence of ,god ,himself1 lighting up the inmost recesses of their heart1 and laying bare its mysteries4 ,yet his affability was no less marvellous1 making itself felt the instant you came in contact with him4 ,it was not like a quality or grace acquired2 it was not in any way apart from his own personality1 it was as if he were affability personified4 ,hence that power of winning over others1 of making himself all things to all men1 of gaining the support of so many in his plans and schemes1 all of which had but one aim and object1 namely1 the increase of the glory of ,god and the promotion of the salvation of souls4 ,,how ,,blessed ,,francis ,,dealt ,,with ,a ,,criminal ,,who ,,despaired ,,of ,,salvation4 ,he was once asked to visit in prison a poor criminal already condemned to death1 but who could not be induced to make his confession4 ,the unhappy man had committed crimes so terrible that he despaired of the forgiveness even of ,god1 and having often during his lifetime met death face to face in battle and in duels1 he appeared to be quite ready again to meet it boldly2 nay1 so hardened was he by the devil that he even spoke calmly of hell1 as of the abode destined for him for eternity4 ,our ,blessed ,father finding him in this frame of mind1 and altogether cold1 hard1 and reckless1 proclaiming himself the prey of ,satan and a victim prepared for hell1 thus addressed him3 ,my brother1 would you not rather be the prey of ,god and a victim of the ,cross of ,jesus ,christ8 ,what1 cried the criminal1 do you think that ,god would have anything to do with a victim as repulsive as ,i am8 ,oh1 ,god6 was the silent prayer of ,blessed ,francis1 remember ,thine ancient mercies and the promise which ,thou hast made never to quench utterly the smoking flax nor wholly to break the bruised reed4 ,thou who wiliest not the death of the sinner1 but rather that he should be converted and live1 make happy the last moments of this poor soul4 ,then he spoke aloud replying to the despairing words of the poor wretch1 for1 horrifying though they were1 they had proved to the skilled workman that there was something left to work upon1 that faith in ,god was not yet wholly dead in that poor heart4 ,at any rate1 would you not rather abandon yourself to ,god than to the evil one8 ,most assuredly1 replied the criminal1 but it is a likely thing indeed that' ,god would have anything to do with a man like me6 ,it was for men like you1 returned the ,bishop1 that the ,eternal ,father sent ,his ,son into the world1 nay for worse than you1 even for ,judas and for the miscreants who crucified ,him4 ,jesus ,christ came to save not the just1 but sinners4 ,but1 cried the other1 can you assure me that it would not be presumption on my part to have recourse to ,his mercy8 ,it would be great presumption1 replied our ,saint1 to think that ,his mercy was not infinite1 far above all sins not only possible but conceivable1 and that ,his redemption was not so plentiful1 but that it could make grace superabound where sin had poured forth a flood of evils4 ,on the contrary1 ,his mercy1 which is over all ,his works1 and which always overrides ,his justice1 becomes so much the greater the greater the mountain of our sins4 ,upon that very mountain he sets up the throne of ,his mercy4 ,with words such as these1 kindling1 or rather re-animating the spark of faith not yet wholly dead in the soul of the wretched man1 he relighted the flame of hope1 which up to that moment was quite extinguished1 and little by little softened and tamed the man's natural temper1 rendered savage by despair4 ,he led him on at last to resignation1 and persuaded him to cast himself into the arms of ,god for death and for life2 to deal with him according to ,his own good pleasure1 for his whole future in this world1 or in the next4 ,but ,he will damn me1 said the man1 for ,he is just4 ,no1 ,he will pardon you1 replied ,blessed ,francis1 if you cry to ,him for mercy1 for ,he is merciful and has promised forgiveness to whoever implores it of ,him with a humble and contrite heart4 ,well1 replied the criminal1 let ,him damn me if he pleases--,i am ,his4 ,he can do with me what the potter does with his clay4 ,nay1 replied the holy ,bishop1 say rather with ,david1 ,i am ,thine1 ,o ,lord1 save me4 ,not to make the story too long1 ,i may tell you that the holy ,bishop brought this man to confession1 repentance1 and contrition1 and that he died with great constancy1 sincerely acknowledging his sins and abandoning himself entirely to the most holy will of ,god4 ,the last words which our ,blessed ,father made him utter were these3 ,o ,jesus1 ,i give myself up to ,thee--,i abandon myself wholly to ,thee4 ,,upon ,,mortification4 ,it is far better to mortify the body through the spirit than the spirit through the body4 ,to deaden and beat down the body instead of trying to reduce the swelling of an inflated spirit is like pulling back a horse by its tail4 ,it is behaving like ,balaam1 who beat the ass which carried him1 instead of taking heed to the peril which threatened him and which the poor beast was miraculously warning him to avoid4 ,one of the three first ,postulants who entered the ,convent of the ,visitation1 established by me at ,belley1 left it before taking the novices' habit being unable to understand how ,religious could be holy in an ,order in which she saw so few austerities practised4 ,she has since then1 however1 been disabused of her error1 and has repented of it4 ,at that time she was under the guidance of those who considered that holiness consisted in mortifications in respect of food and clothing3 as if the stings of the flesh cease to be felt when you no longer eat of it1 and as if you could not be temperate over partridges and gluttonous over cabbages4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 writing to a novice in one of his convents who was perplexed on this subject1 says3 ,the devil does not trouble himself much about us if1 while macerating our bodies1 we are at the same time doing our own will1 for he does not fear austerity but obedience4 ,what greater austerity can there be than to keep our will in subjection and ,in continual obedience1 ,reassure yourself then1 ,o lover of voluntary penance1 if1 indeed1 the works of self-love deserve to be called penances6 ,when you took the habit after many prayers and much consideration1 it was thought good that you should enter the school of obedience and renunciation of your own will rather than remain the sport of your own judgment and of yourself4 ,do not then let yourself be shaken1 but remain where our ,lord has placed you4 ,it is true that there you suffer great mortifications of heart1 seeing yourself so imperfect and so deserving of reproof and correction1 but is not this the very thing you ought to seeks mortification of heart and a continual sense of your own misery8 ,yet1 you say1 you cannot do such penance as you would4 ,my dear daughter1 tell me what better penance can be given to an erring heart than to bear a continual cross and to be always renouncing self-love8 ,,upon ,,the ,,same ,,subject4 ,blessed ,francis was no great friend of unusual mortifications1 and did not wish them to be practised except in the pressing necessity of violent temptations4 ,in such cases it was his desire that those so assailed should try to repel force by force1 employing that holy violence which takes heaven by storm1 for1 as by cutting and burning health is restored to the body1 so also by these caustic remedies holiness is often preserved in the soul4 ,he used to say that to those who made all kinds of exterior austerities their custom1 the custom in time becomes a second nature2#a that those who had hardened their skin no longer felt any inconvenience from cold1 from hard couches1 or coarse garments1 and that when the flame of concupiscence kindled this dry wood they possessed no remedy which they could apply to extinguish the fire4 ,they are like the pagan king1 who had so accustomed himself to feed upon poison that when he wished to end his miseries with his life by taking it1 he was obliged to live on against his will1 and to serve as a sport to his enemies4 ,the devil cares very little about our body being laid low so long as he can hold on to us by the vices of the soul2 and so cunning is he that often out of bodily mortifications1 he extracts matter for vanity4 ,our holy ,bishop wrote as follows to a person who regretted that her health prevented her from continuing her accustomed austerities3 ,since you do not find yourself any longer able to practise corporal mortifications and the severities of penance1 and since it is not at all expedient that you should think of doing so1 on which point we are perfectly agreed1 keep your heart calm and recollected in the presence of its ,saviour2 and as far as possible do what you may have to do solely to please ,god1 and suffer whatever you may have to suffer according to ,his disposal of events in this life with the same intention4 ,thus ,god will possess you wholly and will graciously allow you to possess ,him one day eternally4 ,with regard to the various kinds of mortification1 that which is inward and hidden is far more excellent than that which is exterior1 the former not being compatible1 as is the latter1 with hypocrisy1 vanity1 or indiscretion4 ,again1 those mortifications which come upon us from without1 either directly from ,god or through men by ,his permission1 are always superior to those which depend upon our own choice and which are the offspring of our will4 ,many1 however1 find here a stumbling block1 being very eager to embrace mortifications suggested by their own inclinations1 which1 after all1 however apparently severe1 are really easy because they are what nature itself wants4 ,on the other hand1 mortifications which come to them from without and through others1 however light they may be1 they find insupportable4 ,for example1 a person will eagerly make use of disciplines1 hair-shirts1 and fasting1 and yet will be so tender of his reputation that if once in a way laughed at or spoken against1 he will become almost beside himself1 robbed of his rest and even sometimes of his reason2 and will perhaps in the end be driven to the most deplorable extremities4 ,another will throw himself with ardour into the practice of prayer1 penance1 silence1 and such like devotions1 but will break out into a fury of impatience and complain indignantly and unrestrainedly at the loss of a law-suit1 or at the slightest damage done to his property4 ,another will give alms liberally and make magnificent foundations for the relief of the poor and sick1 but will groan and tremble with fear when himself threatened with infirmity or sickness1 however slightly2 and upon experiencing the least possible bodily pain1 will give vent to interminable lamentations4 ,in proportion as people are more or less attached to honours1 gain1 or mere pleasures1 they bear with less or more patience the hindrances to them2 nor do the majority of men seriously consider that it is the hand of ,god which gives and which takes away1 which kills and which makes alive1 which exalts and which casts down1 as it pleases ,him4 ,in order to heal this spiritual malady in a certain person our ,blessed ,father wrote to her3 ,often and with all your heart kiss the crosses which ,god has laid upon your shoulders4 ,do not consider whether they are of precious and sweet-scented wood or not4 ,and1 indeed1 they are more truly crosses when they are of coarse1 common1 ill-smelling wood4 ,it is strange1 but one particular chant keeps ever coming back to my mind1 and it is the only one ,i know4 ,it is the canticle of the divine ,lamb2 sad1 indeed1 but at the same time harmonious and beautiful--,father1 not my will1 but ,thine be done4#b ,footnote #a3 ,it is not to be inferred that ,saint ,francis countenanced self-indulgence4 ,he only wished to remove the idea common in his day1 that devotion must be accompanied by austerity4--,ed4 ,footnote #b3 ,luke xxii4 #db4 ,,upon ,,fasting4#a ,one day when we were talking about that holy liberty of spirit of which he thought so highly1 as being one of the great aids to charity1 ,blessed ,francis told me the following anecdote1 which is a most practical illustration of his feelings on the subject4 ,he had been visited by a ,prelate1 whom1 with his accustomed hospitality and kindness1 he pressed to remain with him for several days4 ,when ,friday evening came1 our ,blessed ,father went to the ,prelate's room inviting him to come to supper1 which was quite ready4 ,supper6 cried his guest4 ,this is not a day for supper6 ,surely1 the least one can do is to fast once a week6 ,our holy ,bishop at once left him to do as he pleased1 desiring the servants to take his collation to his room1 while he himself joined the chaplains of the ,prelate and his own household at the supper table4 ,the chaplains told him that this ,prelate was so exact and punctilious in discharging all his religious exercises1 of prayer1 fasting1 and such like1 that he never abated one of them1 whatever company he might have4 ,not that he refused to sit down to table with his visitors on fast days1 but that he ate nothing but what was permitted by the rule he had imposed on himself4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 after telling me this1 went on to say that condescension was the daughter of charity1 just as fasting is the sister of obedience2 and that where obedience did not impose the sacrifice1 he would have no difficulty in preferring condescension and hospitality to fasting4 ,the lives of the ,saints furnish frequent examples of this4 ,above all1 ,scripture assures us1 that by hospitality some have merited to receive ,angels2 from which declaration ,st4 ,paul takes occasion to exhort the faithful not to forget liberality and hospitality1 as sacrifices well pleasing to ,god4#b ,remember1 he said1 that we must not be so deeply attached to our religious exercises1 however pious1 as not to be ready sometimes to give them up4 ,for1 if we cling to them too tightly1 under the pretext of fidelity and steadfastness1 a subtle self-love will glide in among them1 making us forget the end in the means1 and then1 instead of pressing on1 nor resting till we rest in ,god ,himself1 we shall stop short at the means which lead to ,him4 ,as regards the occurrence of which ,i have been telling you1 one ,friday's fast1 thus interrupted1 would have concealed many others2 and to conceal such virtues is no less a virtue than those which are so concealed4 ,god is a hidden ,god1 who loves to be served1 prayed to1 and adored in secret1 as the ,gospel testifies4#c ,you know what happened to that unthinking king of ,israel1 who1 for having displayed his treasures to the ambassadors of a barbarian prince1 was deprived of them all1 when that same heathen king descended upon him with a powerful army4 ,the practice of the virtue of condescension or affability may often with profit be substituted for fasting4 ,i except1 however1 the case of a vow1 for in that we must be faithful even to death1 and care nothing about what men may say1 provided that ,god is served4 ,they that please men have been confounded1 because ,god hath despised them4#d ,he asked me one day if it was easy for me to fast4 ,i answered that it was perfectly easy1 as it was a rare thing for me to sit down to table with any appetite4 ,then1 he rejoined1 do not fast at all4 ,on my expressing great astonishment at these words1 and venturing to remind our ,blessed ,father that it was a mortification1 strongly recommended to us by ,god ,himself4 ,yes1 he replied1 but for those who have better appetites than you have4 ,do some other good work1 and keep your body in subjection by some other mode of discipline4 ,he went on1 however1 to say that fasting was1 indeed1 the greatest of all corporal austerities1 since it puts the axe to the root of the tree4 ,the others only touch the bark lightly2 they only scrape or prune it4 ,whereas when the body waxes fat it often kicks1 and from this sort of fatness sin is likely to proceed4 ,those who are naturally sober1 temperate1 and self-restrained have a great advantage over others in the matter of study and spiritual things4 ,they are like horses that have been well broken in1 horses which have a strong bridle1 holding them in to their duty4 ,he was no friend to immoderate fasting1 and never encouraged it in his penitents1 as we see in his ,introduction to a ,devout ,life1 where he gives this reason against the practice3 ,when the body is over-fed1 the mind cannot support its weight2 but when the body is weak and wasted4 ,it cannot support the mind4 ,he liked the one and the other to be dealt with in a well-balanced manner1 and said that ,god wished to be served with a reasonable service2 adding--that it was always easy to bring down and reduce the bodily forces1 but that it was not so easy a matter to build them up again when thus brought low4 ,it is easy to wound1 but not to heal4 ,the mind should treat the body as its child1 correcting without crushing it3 only when it revolts must it be treated as a rebellious subject1 according to the words of the ,apostle3 ,i chastise my body and bring it into subjection4,footnote #e ,footnote #a3 ,the ,saint is here speaking of fasts of devotion1 not of those of obligation4--,ed4 ,footnote #b3 ,heb4 xiii4 #b1 #af4 ,footnote #c3 ,matt4 vi4 #f4 ,footnote #d3 ,psalm lii4 #f4 ,footnote #e3 #a ,cor4 ix4 #bg4 ,,doubts ,,solved ,,as ,,to ,,soldiers ,,fasting4 ,i was so young when called to the episcopate that ,i lived in a state of continual mistrust and uncertainty2 doubtful about this1 scrupulous about that2 ignorance being the grandmother of scruples1 as servile fear is their mother4 ,at the time of which ,i am going to speak1 the residences of our ,blessed ,father and myself were only eight leagues apart1 and in all my perplexities and difficulties ,i had recourse to his judgment and counsel4 ,i kept a little foot-boy in my service1 almost entirely employed in running to and fro between ,belley and ,annecy1 carrying my letters to him and bringing back his replies4 ,these replies were to me absolute decrees2 nay1 ,i should rather say oracles1 so manifestly did ,god speak by the mouth and pen of that holy man4 ,on one occasion it happened that the captains of some troops--then stationed in garrison on the borders of ,savoy and ,france1 on account of a misunderstanding which had arisen between the two countries--came to me at the beginning of ,lent to ask permission for their men to eat eggs and cheese during that season4 ,this was a permission which ,i had never given except to the weak and sickly4 ,i learned from the men themselves that they were exceedingly robust and hearty1 and only weak and reduced as regarded their purses1 their pay being so small that it barely supplied them with food4 ,nevertheless1 ,i did not consider this poor pay a sufficient reason for granting a dispensation1 especially in a district where ,lent is so strictly kept that the peasants are scandalized when told that on certain days they may eat butter4 ,in my difficulty ,i despatched a letter at once to our ,blessed ,father1 whose reply was full of sweetness and kindness4 ,he said that he honoured the faith and piety of the good centurions1 who had presented this request1 which1 indeed1 deserved to be granted1 seeing that it edified1 not the ,synagogue1 but the ,church4 ,he added that ,i ought not only to grant it1 but to extend it1 and instead of eggs1 to permit them to eat oxen1 and instead of cheese1 the cows of whose milk it is made4 ,truly1 he went on to say1 you are a wise person to consult me as to what soldiers shall eat in ,lent1 as if the laws of war and necessity did not over-ride all others without exception6 ,is it not a great thing that these good men submit themselves to the ,church1 and so defer to her as to ask her permission and blessing8 ,god grant that they may do nothing worse than eat eggs1 cheese1 or beef2 if they were guilty of nothing more heinous than that1 there would not be so many complaints against them4 ,,the ,,golden ,,mean ,,in ,,dispensations4 ,it is quite true1 said our ,blessed ,father1 on one occasion1 that there are certain matters in which we are meant to use our own judgment1 and in which1 if we judge ourselves1 we shall not be chastised by ,god4 ,but there are others in which1 with the eye of our soul1 that is1 with our judgment1 it is as with the eye of the body1 which sees all things excepting itself4 ,we need a mirror4 ,now1 this mirror1 as regards interior things1 is the person to whom we manifest our conscience1 and who is its judge in the place of ,god4 ,he went on to say that in the matter of granting dispensations to his flock1 he had told a certain ,prelate1 who had consulted him on the subject1 that the best rule to give to others1 or to take for oneself in such questions1 is to love one's neighbour as oneself1 and oneself as others1 in ,god and for ,god4 ,if1 he continued1 addressing the ,prelate1 you now take more trouble about granting these necessary dispensations to others than in getting them for yourself1 the time will come when you will be generous1 easy1 and indulgent towards others1 and severe and rigorous towards yourself4 ,perhaps you imagine that this second line of conduct is better than the other4 ,it is not1 and you will find the repose and peace of your soul only in the golden mean1 which is the one wholesome atmosphere for the nourishing of virtue4 ,,upon ,,the ,,words1 ,,eat ,,of ,,anything ,,that ,,is ,,set ,,before ,,you4 ,our ,blessed ,father held in great esteem the ,gospel maxim1 ,eat such things as are set before you4#a ,he deemed it a much higher and stronger degree of mortification to accommodate the tastes and appetite to any food1 whether pleasant or otherwise1 which may be offered1 than always to choose the most inferior and coarsest kinds4 ,for it not seldom happens that the greatest delicacies--or those at least which are esteemed to be such by epicures--are not to our taste1 and therefore to partake of them without showing the least sign of dislike is by no means so small a matter as may be thought4 ,it incommodes no one but the person who so mortifies himself1 and it is a little act of self-restraint so secret1 so securely hidden from others1 that the rest of the company imagine something quite different from the real truth4 ,he also considered that it was a species of incivility when seated at a meal to ask for some dish which was at the other end of the table1 instead of taking what was close at hand4 ,he said that such practices were evidence of a mind too keen about viands1 sauces1 and condiments2 too much absorbed in mere eating and drinking4 ,if1 he added1 this careful picking out of dishes is not done from greediness or gluttony1 but from a desire to choose the worst food1 it smacks of affectation1 which is as inseparable from ostentation as smoke from fire4 ,the conduct of people who do this is not unlike that of guests who take the lowest seats at the table1 in order that they may1 with the greater clat1 be summoned to the higher places4 ,the following incident will show his own indifference4 ,one day poached eggs were served to him1 and when he had eaten them1 he continued to dip his bread in the water in which they had been cooked1 apparently without noticing what he was doing4 ,the guests were all smiling4 ,upon discovering the cause of their amusement1 he told them it was too bad of them to undeceive him1 as he was taking the sauce with much relish1 verifying the proverb that ,hunger is the best sauce6 ,footnote #a3 ,luc4 x4 #h4 ,,upon ,,the ,,state ,,of ,,perfection4 ,the degree of perfection to which our ,blessed ,father brought his ,religious he makes manifest to us in one of his letters4 ,do you know1 he says1 what the cloister is8 ,it is the school of exact correction1 in which each individual soul must learn the lesson of allowing itself to be so disciplined1 planed1 and polished that at length1 being quite smooth and even1 it may be fit to be joined1 united1 and absolutely assimilated with the ,will of ,god4 ,to wish to be corrected is an evident sign of perfection1 for the principal point of humility is realizing our need of it4 ,a convent is a hospital for the spiritually sick4 ,the sick wish to be cured1 and1 therefore1 they willingly submit to be lanced1 probed1 cut1 cauterized1 and subjected to any and every pain and discomfort which medicine or surgery may suggest4 ,in the early days of the ,church1 religious were called by a name which signifies healers4 ,oh6 my daughter1 be truly your own healer1 and pay no heed to what self-love may whisper to the contrary4 ,say to yourself1 since ,i do not wish to die spiritually1 ,i will be healed1 and in order to be healed ,i will submit to treatment and correction1 and ,i will entreat the doctors to spare me nothing which may be required to effect my cure4 ,,marks ,,of ,,progress ,,in ,,perfection4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 who did not like people to be too introspective and self-tormenting1 said that they should1 however1 walk as it is written of the ,maccabees1 ,caute et ordinate2#a that is1 with circumspection and order1 or1 to use a common expression1 bridle in hand4 ,and one of the best proofs of our advancement in virtue is1 he said1 a love of correction and reproof2 for it is a sign of a good digestion easily to assimilate tough and coarse food4 ,in the same way it is a mark of spiritual health and inward vigour to be able to say with the ,psalmist1 ,the just man shall correct me in mercy and shall reprove me4#b ,it is a great proof of our hating vice1 and of the faults which we commit1 proceeding rather from inadvertence and frailty1 than from malice and deliberate intention1 that we welcome the warnings which make us think on our ways1 and turn back our feet 7that is to say1 our affections7 into the testimonies of ,god1 by which is meant the divine law4 ,an old philosopher said that to want to get well is part of the sick man's cure4 ,the desire to keep well is a sign of health4 ,he who loves correction necessarily desires the virtue contrary to the fault for which he is reproved1 and therefore profits by the warnings given him to escape the vice from which his fault proceeded4 ,a sick person who is really anxious to recover his health takes without hesitation the remedies prescribed by the physician1 however sharp1 bitter1 and painful they may be4 ,he who aims at perfection1 which is the full health1 and true holiness of the soul1 finds nothing difficult that helps him to arrive at that end4 ,justice and judgment1 that is to say correction1 establish in him the seat of perfect wisdom4 ,in a word1 better are the wounds of a friend 7like those of a surgeon who probes only to heal7 than the deceitful kisses of a flatterer1 an enemy4#c ,footnote #a3 #a ,mach4 vi4 #d4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm cxl4 #e4 ,footnote #c3 ,prov4 xxvii4 #f4 ,,upon ,,the ,,perfection ,,aimed ,,at ,,in ,,religious ,,houses4 ,our ,blessed ,father was speaking to me one day on the subject of exterior perfection1 and on the discontent expressed by certain ,religions1 who1 in their particular order1 had not found the strictness and severity of rule they desired4 ,he said3 ,these good people seem to me to be knocking their heads against a stone wall4 ,christian perfection does not consist in eating fish1 wearing serge1 sleeping on straw1 stripping oneself of one's possessions1 keeping strict vigils1 and such like austerities4 ,for1 were this so1 pagans would be the more perfect than ,christians1 since many of them voluntarily sleep on the bare ground1 do not eat a morsel of meat throughout the whole year1 are ragged1 naked1 shivering1 living for the most part only on bread and water1 and on that bread of suffering1 too1 which is far harder and heavier than the blackest of crusts4 ,if perfection consisted in exterior observances such as these1 they would have to go back in perfection were they to enter even the most strictly reformed of our ,religious ,houses1 for in none is a life led nearly so austere as theirs4 ,the question then is in what does the essential perfection of a ,christian life consist8 ,it must surely in the first place include the assiduous practice of charity1 for exterior mortifications without charity are of no account4 ,st4 ,paul1 we know1 reckons martyrdom itself as nothing1 unless quickened by charity4 ,i do not exactly know what standard of perfection they who insist so much upon exterior mortification wish to set up4 ,surely the greater or lesser degree of charity is the true measure of sanctity and the measure also of the excellence of religious rule4 ,now1 in what rule is charity1 the queen of the virtues1 more recommended that in that of ,st4 ,augustine8 which seems to be nothing but one long discourse on charity4 ,however1 it is not a question of comparing one rule with another1 it is rather of noticing which rule is as a matter of fact best observed4 ,for even had other rules1 in regard to the exterior perfectness of the life they prescribe1 every advantage over that of ,st4 ,augustine1 who does not know that it is safer to enter a community in which a rule of less excellence is exactly observed1 rather than another where a higher kind of rule is preached but not kept8 ,of what use are laws if they are not observed8 ,the consequence1 in my opinion1 of the mistake made by those who put over-much stress on esteem of mortification1 is1 that even ,religious get accustomed to make use in their judgments of those lying balances of which the ,psalmist speaks1#a and that the simple-minded are forced to trust to the guidance of blind leaders4 ,hence it has come to pass that true and essential perfection is not what the majority of people think it to be1 nor is it reached by the road along which the many travel4 ,may ,god have pity on us1 and bless us with the light of ,his countenance1 so that we may know ,his way upon the earth1 and may declare ,his salvation to all nations1 and may ,he turn aside from us in this our day1 that which ,he once threatened to those who thought themselves wise3 ,let them alone1 they are blind leaders of the blind4#a ,footnote #a3 ,psalm lxi4 #aj4 ,footnote #b3 ,matt4 xv4 #ad4 ,,upon ,,frugality4 ,the following notable example of frugality and economy was related to me by our ,blessed ,father himself4 ,monseigneur ,vespasian ,grimaldi1 who was ,piedmontese by birth1 made a tolerably large fortune in ,france as an ecclesiastic1 during the regency of ,catherine de ,medicis4 ,he was raised to the dignity of ,archbishop of ,vienne in ,dauphin1 and held several other benefices which brought him in a large revenue4 ,having amassed all these riches at court1 his desire was to live there in great pomp and splendour1 but whether it was that ,god did not bless his designs1 or that he was too much addicted to extravagance and display1 certain it is that he was always in difficulties1 not only about money1 but even about his health4 ,weary at last of dragging on a life so troubled and so wretched1 he resolved to quit the court1 and to retire into a peaceful solitude4 ,he had often in past days remarked the extraordinary beauty of the banks of ,lake ,leman1 where nature seems to scatter her richest gifts with lavish hand1 and there he resolved to fix his abode in a district subject to his own sovereign1 the ,duke of ,savoy1 and settling down in that quiet spot to spend the remainder of his days in peace4 ,he selected for this purpose the little village and market town of ,evian1 so called because of the abundance and clearness of its lovely streams and fountains4 ,the little town is situated on the very margin of the lake1 and backed by an outlying stretch of country is as charming to1 the eye as it is rich and fertile4 ,there1 having given up his archbishopric and all his benefices1 reserving only to himself a pension of two thousand crowns1 he established a retreat into which he was accompanied by only three or four servants4 ,he was at this time sixty-five years old1 but weighed down by physical infirmities much more than by the burden of his years4 ,he had chosen this particular spot purposely because there was no approach to it from the high road1 and there was little fear of visits from that great world of which he was now so weary1 in the crush and tumult of which he had spent so large a portion of his life in consequence of his position at court4 ,another reason for his choosing ,evian was that the little township being in the diocese of ,geneva1 which is included in the province of ,vienne in ,dauphin1 in settling there he was not leaving his own province4 ,living then in this calm retreat1 free from all bustle and all burdens of office1 with no show and state to keep up1 having nothing to attend to but the sanctification of his soul and the restoration of his bodily health1 a marvellous change was soon observed in him4 ,inward peace gave back to him health so vigorous and settled that those who had known him in the days of his infirmity declared him to be absolutely rejuvenated1 and truly he did feel in his soul a renewal of strength like that of the eagle4 ,this he attributed to exercises of the contemplative life to which he now devoted himself with fervour4 ,we see thus how true is the divine oracle which tells us that to those who seek first the ,kingdom of ,god and ,his justice all temporal things necessary shall be given1#a for ,god prospered this good ,prelate in even his worldly affairs4 ,the small sum of money which he had reserved for himself1 and which he spent in the most frugal and judicious manner possible1 so increased that when he died at the age of a hundred and two or a hundred and three years1 he left behind him more than #f1jjj crowns4 ,by his will he ordered the whole to be distributed in benefactions and alms throughout the neighbourhood1 and in fact it relieved every necessitous person to be found round about4 ,it was this very ,mgr4 ,vespasian ,grimaldi who1 assisted by the ,bishops of ,saint-,paul-,trois-,chteaux1 and of ,damascus1 conferred episcopal consecration upon ,blessed ,francis in the ,church of ,thorens1 in the diocese of ,geneva1 on the feast of the ,immaculate ,conception of ,our ,lady1 ,december #hth1 #afjb4 ,from this notable example we may easily gather3 #a4 ,that for ,prelates the atmosphere of ,courts is not to be recommended4 #b4 ,that it is favourable neither to the growth of holiness nor the maintenance of physical health4 #c4 ,that great fortunes entail great slavery and great anxieties4 #d4 ,a peaceful1 tranquil1 and hidden life1 even from the point of view of common sense and of the dictates of nature1 is the happiest4 #e4 ,that much more is this so when looked at in the light of grace and of the soul's welfare4 #f4 ,that the old saying is quite true that there is no surer way to increase one's income than that of frugality and judicious economy4 #g4 ,that one never has money enough to meet all the claims of worldly show and vain ostentation4 #h4 ,that he who lives in the style the world expects of him is never rich1 while he who regulates his expenditure simply by his natural needs is never poor4 #i4 ,that almsdeeds is an investment which multiplies itself a hundredfold even in this present life and ensures the fruit of a blessed eternity in the next1 provided only they have been given in the love1 and for the love of ,god4 ,footnote #a3 ,matt4 vi4 #cc4 ,,blessed ,,francis' ,,esteem ,,of ,,the ,,virtue ,,of ,,simplicity4 ,our ,blessed ,father had the highest possible esteem for the virtue of simplicity4 ,indeed1 my sisters1 you know what a prominent place he gives to it in his letters1 his ,spiritual ,conferences1 and elsewhere4 ,whenever he met with an example of it he rejoiced and openly expressed his delight4 ,i will here give you one instance which he told me1 as it were exulting over it4 ,after having preached the ,advent and ,lent at ,grenoble1 he paid a visit to ,la ,grande ,chartreuse1 that centre of wonderful devotion and austerity1 the surroundings of which are so wild1 solitary1 and almost terrible in their ruggedness1 that ,st4 ,bernard called it locus horroris et vast solitudinis4 ,at the time of his visit1 the ,prior ,general of the whole ,order was ,dom ,bruno d',affringues1 a native of ,st4 ,omer1 a man of profound learning and of still more profound humility and simplicity4 ,i knew him well1 and can bear witness to the beauty of his character1 which in its extreme sweetness and simplicity had something in it not of this earth4 ,he received ,blessed ,francis on his arrival with his usual delightful courtesy and sincerity4 ,after having conducted him to a guest chamber suited to his rank1 and having talked with him on many lofty and sublime subjects1 he suddenly remembered that it was some feast day of the ,order4 ,he therefore took leave of the ,bishop1 saying that he would gladly have stayed with him much longer1 but that he knew his honoured guest would prefer obedience to everything else1 and that he must retire to his cell to prepare for ,matins1 it being the feast of one of their great ,saints4 ,our ,saint approved highly of this exact observance of rule1 and they separated with mutual expressions of respect and regard4 ,on his way to his cell1 however1 the ,prior was met by the ,procurator of the ,monastery1 who asked him where he was going and where he had left his ,lordship1 the ,bishop of ,geneva4 ,i have left ,him1 the ,prior answered1 in his own chamber1 and ,i took leave of him that ,i might go to our cell and be ready to say ,matins to-night in choir because of to-morrow's feast4 ,truly1 ,reverend ,father1 said the ,procurator1 you are well up in the ceremonies of the world indeed6 ,why1 it is only a feast of our own ,order6 ,do we1 out in this desert1 have every day for our guests ,prelates of such distinction8 ,do you not know that ,god takes pleasure when for a sacrifice to ,him we offer hospitality and kindliness8 ,you will always have leisure to sing the praises of ,god2 you will have plenty of other opportunities for saying ,matins2 but who can entertain such a ,prelate better than you8 ,what a disgrace to the house that you should leave him thus alone6 ,my son1 replied the ,reverend ,father1 ,i see that you are quite right and that ,i have certainly done wrong4 ,so saying he at once retraced his steps to the ,bishop of ,geneva's apartment1 and finding him1 there said humbly3 ,my ,lord1 on leaving you ,i met one of our brethren who told me that ,i had been guilty of discourtesy in leaving you thus all alone2 that ,i should have an opportunity at another time of making up for my absence from ,matins1 but that we do not every day have a ,bishop of ,geneva under our roof4 ,i see that he is in the right and ,i have come back at once to ask your pardon1 and to beg you to excuse my apparent rudeness1 for ,i assure you truthfully that it was done in ignorance4 ,blessed ,francis was enraptured with this straightforwardness1 candour1 and simplicity1 and told me that he was more delighted with it than if he had seen the good ,prior work a miracle4 ,,blessed ,,francis' ,,love ,,of ,,exactitude4 ,this same ,dom ,bruno was remarkable for his exactitude and punctuality1 virtues which our ,blessed ,father always both admired and praised4 ,he was so exact in the observance of the smallest monastic detail that no novice could have surpassed him in carefulness4 ,at the same time he never allowed himself to be carried away by indiscreet fervour1 beyond the line laid down in his rule1 knowing how much harm would be done to his inferiors by his not preserving a calm and even tenor of life1 making himself all things to men1 that he might win them and keep them for ,jesus ,christ4 ,he would never allow the smallest austerities to be practised beyond those prescribed by the ,constitutions of the ,order4 ,though rigorous towards himself he was marvellously indulgent towards those whom he governed in the monastery4 ,for himself he had the heart of a judge1 for them that of a mother4 ,our holy ,bishop1 drawing a comparison between him and his predecessor1 who was addicted to such excessive austerities that it seemed as if he had either no body at all1 or one of iron1 said3 ,the late ,prior was like those unskilful physicians who by their treatment fill up our cemeteries3 for many who desired to imitate his mortified life1 and through a zeal without knowledge1 tried to do what was beyond their strength1 ended by falling into the pit4 ,on the other hand1 the actual ,prior of the ,grand ,chartreuse1 by his gentleness and moderation1 maintains among his monks1 peace and humility of soul1 together with health of body1 making them preserve their strength for ,god1 that is to say1 so as to serve ,him longer and with greater earnestness in those exercises which tend to ,his glory4 ,in doing this he follows the example of the ,patriarch ,jacob1 who1 on his return from ,mesopotamia1 could have reached his father's house much sooner had he accepted the offer of camels made by his brother ,esau1 when he came to meet him4 ,but ,jacob preferred to accommodate his pace to that of his little ones1 of his children1 and even of the lambs of his flock1 rather than to press on at the risk of throwing his household and followers into disorder4 ,this example was a favourite one with our ,blessed ,father1 and ,i am reminded of another of the same kind1 which he valued almost as much4 ,have you read1 he once said to me1 the life of ,blessed ,aloysius ,gonzaga of the ,society of ,jesus8 ,if you have1 perhaps you have remarked what it was that made that young prince so quickly become holy1 and almost perfect4 ,it was his extreme exactitude and punctuality1 and his faithful observance of the constitutions of his ,order4 ,this was such that he refused to put one foot before the other1 so to speak1 or draw back a single step in order to gratify himself4 ,this1 not of course in regard to things commanded1 or forbidden1 for the law of ,god leaves us in no doubt about such1 but in those indifferent matters which1 being neither commanded nor forbidden1 often make correct discernment difficult4 ,there are some who imagine that this way of discerning the will of ,god is impracticable for persons in the world1 and that it is only out of the world1 as they call the cloistered life1 that one can have recourse to it4 ,now1 although we do not deny that in the well-regulated and holy life of a convent by means of obedience1 and through the medium of superiors1 the knowledge of ,god's will in things indifferent can be more perfectly ascertained1 and more readily acted upon1 than in any other state of life1 still we venture to maintain that even in the world it is easier to ascertain ,god's will1 even in things indifferent1 than might at first sight appear4 ,it was one of ,blessed ,francis' common maxims that great fidelity towards ,god may be practised even in the most indifferent actions1 and he considered that to be a lower degree of fidelity which is only available for great and striking occasions4 ,he who is careful with farthings1 how much more so will he be with crowns8 ,not that he loved scrupulous minds1 those1 namely1 which are troubled and anxious about every trifle4 ,no1 indeed1 but he desired that ,god should be loved by all with a vigilant and attentive love1 exact1 punctual1 and faithful in the smallest matters1 pictured to us by the rod the ,prophet used when watching the boiling caldron1 to remove all the scum as it rose to the surface4#a ,and you may be sure that what he taught by word1 he himself was the first to practise4 ,he was the most punctual man ,i ever knew1 the most exact1 though without fussiness or worry4 ,he was not only most accurate in all details of the service of the altar and of the choir1 but1 even when reciting his office in private1 he never failed to observe all minuti of ceremonial in every way1 bowing his head1 genuflecting1 etc41 as if he were engaged in a solemn public function4 ,in his intercourse with the world he was just as exact2 he omitted no detail required by courtesy1 he spared no pains to avoid giving inconvenience or annoyance to anyone4 ,people who were old fashioned in their punctilious civilities1 and tedious and lengthy in their ceremonious discourse1 he treated with the most sweet and gracious forbearance1 letting them say all they had to say1 before he replied1 and then answering as his duty and the laws of politeness required4 ,all his actions were regular as clockwork1 and the holy presence of ,god was the loadstar of his soul4 ,one day ,i was complaining to him of the too great deference which he paid me4 ,and for how much then do you1 he answered1 account ,jesus ,christ1 whom ,i honour in your person8 ,oh6 ,i replied1 if you take that ground1 you ought to speak to me on your knees6 ,once two persons happened to be playing a game of skill when ,blessed ,francis was in the room4 ,one was cheating the other4 ,our holy ,prelate1 indignant at this1 remonstrated at once4 ,oh1 was the careless reply1 we are only playing for farthings4 ,and supposing you were playing for guineas1 returned ,francis1 how would it be then8 ,he1 who despises small faults will fall into great ones1 but he who is faithful and honest in small matters will also be honest in great ones4 ,he who fears to steal a pin will certainly not take a guinea4 ,in fine1 he who is faithful over a little shall be set over much4 ,i should like while ,i am on this subject to add a short saying which was often on the lips of this ,blessed ,father4 ,fidelity towards ,god consists in abstaining from even the slightest faults1 for great ones are so repulsive in themselves that often enough nature deters us from committing them4 ,footnote #a3 ,jer4 i4 #aa1 #ac4 ,a ,,test ,,of ,,religious ,,vocation4 ,here ,i will relate a pleasant little incident which befell ,dom ,bruno1 of whom ,i have spoken above4 ,our ,blessed ,father often quoted it as an example for others4 ,the ,germans1 particularly those on the banks of the ,rhine1 have a special devotion to ,st4 ,bruno1 who was a native of ,cologne1 in which city he is highly honoured4 ,a young man1 a native of the same place1 had a most ardent desire to enter the ,carthusian ,order1 but his parents1 influential people of the city1 prevented his being received into the ,chartreuse of ,cologne1 or into any other ,carthusian monastery in the neighbourhood4 ,the youth1 greatly distressed at this repulse1 left the city in haste1 and took refuge among the holy mountains where ,st4 ,bruno and his companions made their first retreat4 ,presenting himself at the ,grande ,chartreuse he asked to see the ,rev4 ,fr4 ,prior1 and throwing himself at his feet1 entreated that he might be clothed with the habit of the ,order1 concealing nothing from him1 neither his birth1 nor his place of residence1 nor the circumstances of his vocation1 etc4 ,the ,prior1 observing that he was fragile in appearance and of an apparently delicate constitution1 remonstrated1 pointing out to him how great were the austerities of the ,order1 and reminding him of the bleakness of the hills amidst which the monastery was situated1 and of the perpetual winter which reigns there4 ,the young man replied insisting that he knew all this1 and had counted the cost1 but that ,god would be his strength1 and enable him by ,his grace to overcome all obstacles4 ,even though1 said he1 ,i should walk in the shadow of death ,i shall fear no evil provided that ,god be with me4 ,then the ,prior took a more serious tone4 ,determined to test to the utmost the courage and resolution of the postulant1 he asked him sharply if he knew all that was required of those who aspire to enter the ,carthusian ,order4 ,are you aware1 he said1 that in the first place we require him to work at least one miracle8 ,can you do that8 ,i cannot1 replied the young man1 but the power of ,god within me can4 ,i trust myself entirely to ,his goodness4 ,i am certain that having called me to serve ,him in this vocation1 and implanted in me a thorough disgust for the things of the world1 ,he will not permit me to look back1 nor to return to that corrupt society which1 with all my heart and soul1 ,i have renounced4 ,ask of me whatever sign you will1 ,i am convinced that ,god will work a miracle1 even through me1 in testimony of this truth4 ,as he spoke the blood mounted to his forehead1 his eyes shone like stars1 his whole visage seemed on fire with enthusiasm4 ,dom ,bruno1 astonished at the vehemence of his words1 opened his arms1 and clasping him to his heart received him at once among his children4 ,then turning to those who stood around him1 ,my brothers1 he said1 his is an undeniable vocation4 ,may ,god of ,his clemency often send such labourers into the harvest of the ,chartreuse4 ,and to the young postulant1 ,have confidence1 my son1 ,god will help you1 and will love you1 and you will love ,him1 and will serve ,him among us4 ,this is the miracle we expect you to work4 ,you will ask me1 perhaps1 what use our ,blessed ,father could make of this example4 ,i will tell you4 ,when he was admitting any young girl into your congregation1 my sisters1 he invariably referred to it4 ,he used to speak to her only of ,calvary1 of the nails1 the thorns1 the crosses1 of inward mortification1 of surrender of will1 and crucifixion of private judgment1 of dying wholly to self1 in order to live only with ,god1 in ,god1 and for ,god3 in fine1 of living no longer according to natural inclinations and feelings1 but absolutely according to the spirit of faith1 and of your congregation4 ,did anyone object that your ,order was not so rigorous1 or severe1 as he made it out to be2 but that1 on the contrary1 the life led by its members was easy1 without many outward austerities1 as was proved by the fact that even the infirm and sickly were admitted into it1 and attained to the same sanctity as the rest1 he replied3 ,believe me1 that if the body is there preserved as if it were a vessel of election1 the spirit is there tested and tried in all possible ways1 since the spirit that fails to stand every possible trial is no stone fit for the building up of this congregation4 ,he went on to quote from the life of ,st4 ,bernard4 ,against that holy man it was once urged that the austerities and bodily macerations practised in his ,order frightened away young men1 and deterred them from entering it1 ,many1 said the ,saint1 see our crosses1 but see not how well we are able to carry them4 ,it happens to our crosses1 as it does to those which are painted on the walls of a church when the ,bishop in consecrating it makes a second cross upon them with holy oil4 ,the people see the cross made by the painter1 but they do not see that with which the ,bishop has covered it4 ,our crosses1 so plainly visible1 are softened by very many inward consolations1 which are concealed from the eyes of worldlings because they understand not the spiritual things of ,god1 nor see how we can find peace in this bitterness which so repels those whose only thought is of themselves1 and of their own pleasures4 ,in very truth1 our ,blessed ,father continued1 the worldling may notice in the rosebed of religion only the loveliness of the flowers1 and the sweetness of their perfume1 but these conceal many a thorn4 ,the crosses of community life are hidden because the sisters of this congregation have by interior mortification to make up for what is lacking in external austerities4 ,this law of your ,institute has been established out of consideration for the weak and infirm1 who may be admitted among you1 and to whose service the stronger members have to devote themselves4 ,this is the reason why all who purpose to enter the ,order have to resolve to make war to the death against their private judgment1 and still more against their self-will and self-love4 ,this is why all ought to mortify all their passions and affections1 and absolutely to bend their understanding under the yoke of obedience1 to live1 in short1 no longer according to the old man1 but entirely according to the new man1 in holiness and in justice4 ,so to live as to bear a continual cross even until death1 and dying upon it1 with the ,son of ,god1 to say1 ,with ,christ ,i am nailed to the ,cross1 and ,i live1 now not ,i1 but ,christ liveth in me4#a ,footnote #a3 ,gal4 ii4 #ai1 #bj4 ,,upon ,,following ,,the ,,common ,,life4 ,he always praised common life very highly4 ,his exalted opinion of its merits made him refuse to allow the ,sisters of the ,visitation to practise extraordinary austerities in respect to dress or food4 ,for these matters he prescribed rules such as can easily be observed by anyone who wishes to lead a christian life in the world4 ,his spiritual daughters1 following this direction1 imitate the example of ,jesus ,christ1 of ,his ,blessed ,mother1 and of the disciples of our ,lord1 who led no other kind of life4 ,for the rest1 they have at all times to submit themselves to the discretion and judgment of their superiors1 whose duty it is to decide for them on the expediency of extraordinary mortifications after hearing the circumstances of the case of any individual sister4 ,our ,saint himself often1 indeed1 practised bodily mortifications1 but always with judgment and prudence1 for he knew full well that the object of such austerities is the preservation of purity of soul1 not the destruction of bodily health4 ,in one word1 he practically set the life of ,jesus ,christ before that of ,st4 ,john the ,baptist4 ,,upon ,,the ,,judging ,,of ,,vocations4 ,although our ,blessed ,father has given you the fullest possible instructions on this subject1 in his seventeenth ,conference1 entitled1 ,on voting in a ,community1 ,i see that you are not quite satisfied in the matter4 ,i know very well that your dissatisfaction does not arise from any unworthy motive1 but only from a conscientious desire to do your duty to ,god1 and to the sisters whom you have in a way to judge4 ,to relieve your minds of doubt1 ,i am about to supplement the teaching of that ,conference with a few thoughts suggested to me at various times by ,blessed ,francis himself1 which ,i put before you in words of my own4 ,in the first place1 we must be careful never to confuse the terms vocation and avocation1 for their meaning is very different4 ,an avocation is the condition of life in which we serve ,god4 ,a vocation is ,his call to that condition of life4 ,when we call a servant to command him to do something1 the calling him is one thing1 his obeying and employing himself as directed quite another2 and this1 even if he do the work precisely as he is told1 and no more4 ,now1 there are two sorts of vocation4 ,the first is the call to faith or grace2 the second1 the call to a particular avocation in life4 ,to follow the first vocation1 viz41 to ,faith1 is necessary for salvation1 since he who refuses to listen to this call and to obey its voice risks the loss of his immortal soul4 ,a pagan or heretic called by ,god to embrace ,christianity or to submit to the ,catholic ,church1 and to the end neglecting this call1 must needs be lost1 for out of the true ,church there is no salvation4 ,again1 if a member of the true ,church who is spiritually dead in mortal sin1 refuse to listen to the call1 or vocation1 of preventing grace which bids him return to ,god by confession1 or by contrition of heart1 he is in a state of damnation4 ,not so1 however1 with the second kind of call or vocation4 ,as this is only to some particular condition of life in the world or the cloister1 although we must not neglect it1 but must listen with respect to what it may please ,god to say to our heart1 yet essentially it is not of vital importance to the welfare of our soul that we should follow such a call1 since1 at the most1 it is but an inward counsel1 which may be acted upon or not according to our choice4 ,and now remember that the counsels given in ,holy ,scripture are not precepts4#a ,our ,blessed ,father has often said that it would be not only an error1 but a heresy1 to maintain that there is any kind of legitimate calling or avocation in which it is impossible to save one's soul4 ,on the contrary1 in each1 grace is offered1 by means of which we may safely walk before ,god in holiness and justice all the days of our life4 ,to deny this would be to cut off from the hope of salvation1 not thousands only1 but millions of men and women1 those1 namely1 who are engaged all their lives long in occupations which they have undertaken1 not only without a vocation from ,god1 but sometimes even against their own inclination4 ,this is the teaching of this ,blessed ,father in his ,philothea1 where he says1 ,it is an error1 nay1 a heresy1 to wish to exclude the highest holiness of life from the soldier's barrack1 the mechanic's workshop1 the courts of princes1 or the household of married people4 ,he used to say that it is not sufficient merely to love our calling1 but that our most earnest endeavours as true and faithful ,christians should be to strive to attain perfection in that same calling4 ,he remarked1 too1 that we do wrong to waste time in arguing as to what that perfection consists in4 ,the glory of ,god should be the one aim of every devout soul4 ,only by the practice of virtue can that final end be reached1 and no virtue unaccompanied by charity avails to attain to it4 ,therefore1 charity is the bond of all perfection1 nay1 itself is all perfection4 ,he attached much more importance to the spirit in which a vocation is followed out1 than to the mere fact of its being embraced4 ,and this because the salvation of our souls1 which we shall owe to ,god's grace1 does not depend so much on the nature of our particular vocation or calling1 but on our own persevering faithful submission to the will of ,god1 which will of ,god is the salvation of us all4 ,now1 as we can save our souls1 so we can also lose them in any calling whatsoever4 ,would you desire a more unmistakable vocation than that of ,king ,saul1 or one more glorious than that of ,judas8 ,yet both were lost4 ,where will you find one more troubled1 and more interrupted by sin1 than that of ,king ,david8 ,yet in spite of all that happened to him1 how happy was its issue4 ,the vocation of a certain young lady who resolved upon taking the veil1 but only out of a sort of despair1 and because irritated against her family1 was nevertheless approved by our ,blessed ,father1 who to justify his approval gave the following explanation4 ,as regards the vocation of this young lady1 ,i consider it good1 mingled though it be in her mind with imperfections and desirable though it would have been that she should have come to ,god simply and solely for the sake of the happiness of being wholly ,his4 ,remember that those whom ,god calls to ,himself are not all drawn by ,him with the same kind1 or degree1 of motives4 ,there are but few who give themselves absolutely to ,his service from the one only desire to be ,his1 and to serve ,him alone4 ,among the women whose conversion the ,gospel has made famous1 ,magdalen alone came through love1 and with love4 ,the adulteress came through public shame1 the woman of ,samaria from private and individual self-reproach1 the woman of ,canaan in order to be healed of bodily infirmity4 ,again1 among the saints1 ,st4 ,paul1 the first hermit1 at the age of fifteen1 took refuge in his cave to escape persecution4 ,st4 ,ignatius ,loyola came through distress and suffering1 and so on with hundreds of others4 ,we must not expect all to begin by being perfect4 ,it matters little how we commence1 provided only that we are firmly resolved to go on well1 and to end well4 ,certainly ,leah intruded with scant courtesy into ,rachel's promised place1 as the wife of ,jacob1 yet she afterwards conducted herself so irreproachably1 and behaved with such modesty and sweetness1 that to her rather than to ,rachel was vouchsafed the blessing of being an ancestress of our ,lord4 ,those who were compelled to come into the marriage feast in the ,gospel1 ate1 and drank of the best1 nor1 had they been the guests for whom the banquet was prepared1 could they have fared better4 ,if1 then1 we would have a pledge of their good living and perseverance1 we must lock at the good dispositions of those who enter ,religion rather than at the motives which impel them3 for there are many souls who would not have entered the convent at all if the world had smiled upon them1 and whom we nevertheless may find to be resolute in trampling under their feet the vanities of that same world4 ,footnote #a3 #a ,cor4 vii4 ,,upon ,,prudence ,,and ,,simplicity4 ,i know not1 said our ,blessed ,father1 on one occasion1 what this poor virtue of prudence has done to me that ,i find it so difficult to love it3 if ,i do so at all1 it is only because ,i have no choice in the matter1 seeing that it is the very salt of life1 and a light to show us the way out of its difficulties4 ,on the other hand1 the beauty of simplicity charms me4 ,i would rather possess the harmlessness of one dove than the wisdom of a hundred serpents4 ,i know that a combination of wisdom and simplicity is useful1 and that the ,gospel recommends it to us2#a but ,i am of opinion that in this matter it should be as it is with certain medicines1 in which a minute dose of poison is mixed with many wholesome drugs4 ,if the doses1 of serpent and dove were equal1 ,i would not trust the medicine2 the serpent can kill the dove1 the dove cannot kill the serpent4 ,besides1 there is a sort of prudence that is human and worldly which ,scripture calls carnal wisdom1#b as it is only used for wrong-doing1 and is so dangerous and so subtle that those who possess it are unconscious of their own danger4 ,they deceive others1 yet are the first to be themselves deceived4 ,i am told that in an age so crafty as our own prudence is necessary1 if only to prevent our being wronged4 ,i say nothing against this dictum1 but ,i do believe that more in harmony with the mind of the ,gospel is that which teaches us that it is great wisdom in the sight of ,god to suffer men to devour us1 and to take away our goods1#c bearing the loss of them joyfully1 knowing that a better and a more secure substance awaits us4 ,in a word1 a good ,christian should always choose rather to be the anvil than the hammer1 the robbed than the robber1 the victim than the murderer1 the martyr than the tyrant4 ,let the world rage1 let the prudence of so-called philosophy stand aghast1 let the flesh despair2 it is better to be good and simple than clever and wicked4 ,footnote #a3 ,matt4 x4 #af4 ,footnote #b3 ,rom4 viii4 #f4 ,footnote #c3 #b ,cor4 xi4 #bj4 ,,the ,,same ,,subject ,,continued4 ,some of the friends of our ,saint1 actuated by this spirit of worldly prudence1 having seen the flattering reception given by the public to his ,philothea1 which had at once been translated into various languages1 advised him not to write any more books1 as it was impossible that any other work from his pen should meet with equal success4 ,these remarks were unwelcome to our ,blessed ,father1 who afterwards said to me3 ,these good people no doubt love me1 and their love makes them speak as they do1 out of the abundance of their hearts2 but if they will only be so good as to turn their eyes for a moment from me1 vile and wretched as ,i am1 and fix them upon ,god1 they will soon change their note2 for if it has pleased ,him to give ,his blessing to that first little book of mine1 why should ,he deny it to my next8 ,and if from little ,philothea ,he made ,his glory to shine forth1 as ,he brought forth the light from darkness1#a and the sacred fire from the clay#b1 is ,his arm thereby shortened1 or ,his power diminished8 ,can ,he not make living and thirst-quenching water flow forth from the jaw-bone of an ass8 ,but these good people do not dwell upon such considerations2 they think solely of my personal glory1 as if we ought to desire credit for ourselves1 and not rather ascribe all to ,god1 who works in us whatever good seems to emanate from us4 ,now1 according to the spirit of the ,gospel1 so far from its being right to depend upon the applause of the world1 ,st4 ,paul declares that if we please men1 we are not the servants of ,god1#c the friendship of the world being enmity with ,god4 ,if then that little book has brought to me some vain and unmerited praise1 it would be well worth my while to build upon its foundation some inferior work1 so as to beat down the smoke of this incense1 and earn that contempt from men which makes us so much the more pleasing to ,god1 because we are thereby more and more crucified to the world4 ,footnote #a3 ,gen4 i4 #b1 #c4 ,footnote #b3 ,mach4 i4 #ai1 #bb4 ,footnote #c3 ,gal4 i4 #aj4 ,,upon ,,mental ,,prayer4 ,i once asked our ,blessed ,father if it was not better to take one single point for mental prayer1 and to draw from this point one single affection and resolution1 as ,i thought that by taking three points and deducing from them very many affections and resolutions great confusion and perplexity of mind were occasioned4 ,he replied that unity and simplicity in all things1 but especially in spiritual exercises1 must always be preferred to multiplicity and complexity1 but that to beginners1 and to those little skilled in this exercise1 several points should be proposed so as fully to occupy their minds4 ,i enquired whether1 supposing that a single point were taken1 it would not be better to dwell likewise upon only one affection and resolution rather than upon several4 ,he answered that when ,spring is richest in flowers1 bees make the least honey1 because they are so delighted to flutter from flower to flower that they do not give themselves time to extract the essence and spirit of which they form their combs4 ,drones make a great deal of noise and produce a very small result4 ,and to the question whether it was not better often to repeat and dwell upon the same affection and resolution1 rather than to develop and expand it by thinking it out1 he replied that we ought to imitate painters and sculptors1 who work by repeating again and again the strokes of their brush and chisel1 and that in order to make a deep impression on the heart it is often necessary to go over the same thing many times4 ,he added that as those sink1 who in swimming move their legs and arms too rapidly1 it being necessary to stretch them leisurely and easily1 so also those who are too eager in mental prayer1 faint away in their thoughts1 their distracted meditations causing them only pain and dissatisfaction4 ,i am asked to explain that saying attributed by our ,blessed ,father to the great ,st4 ,anthony1 that he who prays ought to have his mind so fixed upon ,god1 as even to forget that he is praying4 ,here is the explanation in our ,saint's own words4 ,he says in one of his ,conferences3 ,the soul must be kept steadfastly in this path 7that1 namely1 of love and confidence in ,god7 without allowing it to waste its powers in continually trying to ascertain what precisely it is doing and whether its work is satisfactory4 ,alas6 our satisfactions and consolations do not always satisfy ,god3 they only feed that miserable love and care of ourselves which has to do neither with ,god nor with the thought of ,god4 ,certainly1 children whom our ,lord has set before us as models of the perfection to be aimed at by us are1 generally speaking1 especially in the presence of their parents1 quite untroubled about what is to happen4 ,they cling to them without a thought of providing for themselves4 ,the pleasures their parents procure them they accept in good faith and enjoy in simplicity1 without any curiosity whatever as to their causes or effects4 ,the love they feel for their parents and their reliance upon them is all they need4 ,those whose one desire is to please the ,divine ,lover have neither inclination nor leisure to turn back upon themselves1 for their minds tend continually in the direction whither love carries them4#a ,there is a saying of ,tauler's1 that holy man who wrote a book on mystic theology1 which our ,blessed ,francis held in high esteem1 and was never weary of inculcating upon those of his disciples who were anxious to lead a devout life1 or who1 having already entered upon it1 needed encouragement to make progress in it4 ,tauler was asked where he1 who was so great a contemplative1 and who held such close and familiar communication with ,god1 had found ,god4 ,he answered1 ,where ,i found myself4 ,on being further asked where he had found himself1 he said1 ,where ,i forgot myself in ,god4 ,he went on to say1 ,we must lose ourselves in order to find ourselves in ,god1 as it is written3 ,he that loveth his life shall lose it1 and he that hateth his life in this--world keepeth it unto life eternal4#b ,no man can serve two masters1 ,god and mammon4#c ,to follow one you must of necessity quit the other4 ,there is no fellowship between light and darkness or between ,christ and ,belial4#d ,the two lovers who built1 one the ,city of ,jerusalem1 the other the ,city of ,babylon1 of whom ,st4 ,augustine speaks1 have nothing in common4 ,it is the struggle of ,esau and ,jacob over again4 ,footnote #a3 ,conf4 xii4 ,footnote #b3 ,john xii4 #be4 ,footnote #c3 ,st4 ,matt4 #bd4 ,footnote #d3 ,cor4 vi4 #ad1 #ae4 ,,upon ,,aspirations4 ,as the ,saint's own ordinary and favourite spiritual exercise was the practice of the presence of ,god1 so he advised those whom he directed in the ways of holiness to devote themselves most earnestly to recollection1 and to the use of frequent aspirations or ejaculatory prayers4 ,on one occasion ,i asked him whether there would be more spiritual loss in omitting the exercise of mental prayer or in omitting that of recollection and aspirations4 ,he answered that the omission of mental prayer might be repaired during the day or night by frequent withdrawal of the mind into ,god and by aspirations to ,him1 but that mental prayer unaccompanied by aspirations was1 in his estimation1 like a bird with clipped wings4 ,he went on to say that3 by recollection we retire into ,god1 and draw ,god into ourselves1 as it is written3 ,i opened my mouth1 and panted1 because ,i longed for ,thy commandments1#a by which is meant the mouth of the heart to which ,god always graciously inclines ,his ear4 ,in the ,canticle the bride says that her ,beloved led her into ,his cellar of wine1 he set in order charity in me4#b ,or1 as another version has it1 ,he enrolled me under the banner of ,his love4 ,just as wine is stored up in vaults or cellars1 and as soldiers gather under their standards or banners2 so all the faculties of our soul gather together around the goodness and love of ,god by short spiritual retreats1 made from time to time throughout the day4 ,but when are they made1 and in what place8 ,at any moment1 and in any place1 and there is no meal1 or company1 or employment1 or occupation of any sort which can hinder them1 just as they on their part neither hinder nor interfere with anything that has to be done4 ,on the contrary1 this is a salt which seasons every kind of food1 or rather a sugar which never spoils any sauce4 ,it consists only in inward glances from ourselves and from ,god1 from ourselves into ,god1 and from ,god into ourselves1 without pictures or speech1 or any outward aid2 and the simpler this recollection is the better it is4 ,as regards aspirations1 they also are short but swift dartings of the soul into ,god1 and can be made by a simple mental glance cast towards ,him4 ,cast thy care1 or thoughts1 upon the ,lord1#c says ,david4 ,the more vigorously an arrow is shot from the bow the more swift is its flight4 ,the more vehement and loving is an aspiration1 the more truly is it a spiritual lightning-flash4 ,these transports or aspirations1 of which we have so many formulas1 are the better the shorter they are4 ,one of ,st4 ,bruno seems to me excellent on account of its brevity3 ,o goodness of ,god2 that also of ,st4 ,francis1 ,my ,god and my all6 and that of ,st4 ,augustine1 ,oh6 to love1 to go forward1 to die to self1 to reach ,god6 ,our ,blessed ,father treats excellently of these two exercises in his ,philothea1 and recommends them strongly1 saying that they hold to one another1 as did ,jacob and ,esau at their birth1 and follow one another1 as do respiration and aspiration4 ,and just as in respiration we draw the fresh outer air into our lungs1 and by aspiration drive out that into which the heat of our bodies has entered1 so by the breath of recollection we draw ,god into ourselves1 or retire into ,god1 and by aspirations we cast ourselves into the arms of ,his goodness4 ,happy the soul that often thus breathes1 and thus aspires1 for she abides in ,god and ,god in her4 ,footnote #a3 ,psalm cxviii1 #aca4 ,footnote #b3 ,cant4 ii4 #d4 ,footnote #c3 ,psalm liv4 #bc4 ,,upon ,,interior ,,recollection ,,and ,,ejaculatory ,,prayers4 ,the two exercises which he especially recommended to his penitents were interior recollection and ejaculatory aspirations and prayers4 ,by them1 he said1 the defects of all other spiritual exercises might be remedied1 and without them those others were saltless1 that is1 without savour4 ,he called interior recollection the collecting or gathering up of all the powers of the soul into the heart1 there to hold communion with ,god1 alone with ,him1 heart to heart4 ,this ,blessed ,francis could do in all places and at all hours without being hindered by any company or occupations4 ,this recollection of ,god and of ourselves was the favourite exercise of the great ,st4 ,augustine1 who so often exclaimed3 ,lord1 let me know ,thee1 and know myself6 and of the great ,st4 ,francis1 who cried out3 ,who art ,thou1 my ,god and my ,lord8 and who am ,i1 poor dust and a worm of the earth8 ,this frequent looking up to ,god and then down upon ourselves keeps us wonderfully to our duties1 and either prevents us from falling1 or helps us to raise ourselves quickly from our falls1 as the ,psalmist says3 ,i set the ,lord always in my sight3 for ,he is at my right hand1 that ,i be not moved4#a ,thou hast held me by my right hand2 and by ,thy will thou hast conducted me1 and with ,thy glory ,thou hast received me4#b ,he teaches us how to practise this exercise in his ,philothea1 where1 dealing with the subject of aspirations or ejaculatory prayers1 he says3 ,in this exercise of spiritual retreat and ejaculatory prayers lies the great work of devotion4 ,we may make up for the deficiency of all other prayers1 but failure in this can scarcely ever be repaired4 ,without it we cannot well lead the contemplative life1 and can only lead the active life very imperfectly2 without it repose is idleness1 and labour only vexation4 ,this is why ,i conjure you to embrace it with your whole heart1 and never to lay it aside4#c ,footnote #a3 ,psalm xv4 #h4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm lxxii4 #bd4 ,footnote #c3 ,part ii4 c4 xii4 and xiii4 ,,upon ,,doing ,,and ,,enduring4 ,his opinion was that one ounce of suffering was worth more than a pound of action2 but then it must be of suffering sent by ,god1 and not self-chosen4 ,indeed1 to endure pain which is of our own choosing is rather to do than to suffer1 and1 speaking in general1 our having chosen it spoils our good work1 because self-love has insinuated itself into our motives4 ,we wish to serve ,god in one way1 while ,he desires to be served in another2 we wish what ,he wishes1 but not as ,he wishes it4 ,we do not submit ourselves wholly and as we should do to ,his will4 ,a person who was very devout and who was accustomed to spend much time in mental prayer1 being attacked with severe headache1 was forbidden by her doctor to practise this devotion1 as it increased her suffering and prevented her recovery4 ,the patient much distressed at this prohibition wrote to consult our ,blessed ,father on the subject1 and this is his reply3 ,as regards meditation1 he says1 the doctors are right4 ,while you are so weak1 you must abstain from it2 but to make up you must double your ejaculatory prayers1 and offer them all to ,god as an act of acquiescence in ,his good pleasure1 which1 though preventing you from meditating1 in no way separates you from ,himself1 but1 on the contrary1 enables you to unite yourself more closely to ,him by the practice of calm and holy resignation4 ,what matters it how or by what means we are united to ,god8 ,truly1 since we seek ,him alone1 and since we find ,him no less in mortification than in prayer1 especially when ,he visits us with sickness1 the one ought to be as welcome to us as the other4 ,moreover1 ejaculatory prayers and the silent lifting of the heart to ,god1 are really a continued meditation1 and the patient endurance of pain and distress is the worthiest offering we can possibly make to ,him who saved us through suffering4 ,read also occasionally some good book that will fill up what is wanting to you of food for the spirit4 ,,upon ,,mortification ,,and ,,prayer4 ,our ,blessed ,father considered that mortification without prayer is like a body without a soul2 and prayer without mortification like a soul without a body4 ,he desired that the two should never be separated1 but that1 like ,martha and ,mary1 they should without disputing1 nay1 in perfect harmony1 unite in serving our ,lord4 ,he compared them to the scales in a balance1 one of which goes down when the other goes up4 ,in order to raise the soul by prayer1 we must lower the body by mortification1 otherwise the flesh will weigh down the soul and hinder it from rising up to ,god1 whose spirit will not dwell with a man sunk in gross material delights or cares4 ,the lily and the rose of prayer and contemplation can only grow and flourish among the thorns of mortification4 ,we cannot reach the hill of incense1 the symbol of prayer1 except by the steep ascent on which we find the myrrh of mortification1 needed to preserve our bodies from the corruption of sin4 ,just as incense1 which in ,scripture represents prayer1 does not give forth its perfume until it is burned1 neither can prayer ascend to ,heaven unless it proceeds from a mortified heart4 ,mortification averts temptations1 and prayer becomes easy when we are sheltered under the protecting wings of mortification4 ,when we are dead to ourselves and to our passions we begin to live to ,god4 ,he begins to feed us in prayer with the bread of life and understanding1 and with the manna of ,his inspirations4 ,in fine1 we become like that pillar of aromatic smoke to which the ,bride is compared1 compounded of all the spices of the perfumer4#a ,our ,blessed ,father's maxim on this subject was that3 ,we ought to live in this world as if our soul were in heaven and our body in the tomb4 ,footnote #a3 ,cant4 iii4 #f4 ,,upon ,,the ,,presence ,,of ,,god4 ,the practice of recollection of the presence of ,god was so much insisted upon by our ,blessed ,father that1 as you know1 my sisters1 he recommended it to your ,congregation to be the daily bread and constant nourishment of your souls4 ,he used to say that to be recollected in ,god is the occupation of the blessed2 nay1 more1 the very essence of their blessedness4 ,our ,lord in the ,gospel says that the angels see continually1 without interruption or intermission1 the face of their ,father in heavens and is it not life eternal to see ,god and to be always in ,his most holy presence1 like the angels1 who are called the supporters of ,his throne4 ,you know that whenever you are gathered together for recreation1 one of you is always appointed as a sort of sentinel to watch over the proper observance of this holy practice1 pronouncing from time to time1 aloud1 these words3 ,sisters1 we remind your ,charities of the holy presence of ,god1 adding1 if it has been a day of general communion1 and of the holy communion of to-day4 ,our ,blessed ,father on this subject says in his ,devout ,life3 ,begin all your prayers1 whether mental or vocal1 by an act of the presence of ,god1 ,adhere strictly to this rule1 the value of which you will soon realize4#a ,and again3 ,most of the failures of good people in the discharge of their duty come to pass because they do not keep themselves sufficiently in the presence of ,god4 ,if you desire more instruction on the matter1 read again what he has written about it in the same book4 ,footnote #a3 ,part ii4 chap4 #a4 ,,his ,,unity ,,of ,,spirit ,,with ,,god4 ,he who is joined to the ,lord is one spirit1#a says ,st4 ,paul4 ,our ,blessed ,father had arrived at that degree of union with ,god which is in some sort a unity1 because the will of ,god in it becomes the soul of our will1 that is1 its life and moving principle1 even as our soul is the life and the moving principle of our body4 ,hence his rapturous ejaculation3 ,oh6 how good a thing it is to live only in ,god1 to labour only in ,god1 to rejoice only in ,god6 ,again1 he expresses this sentiment even more forcibly in the following words3 ,henceforth1 with the help of ,god's grace1 ,i will no longer desire to be anything to any one1 or that any one be anything to me1 save in ,god1 and for ,god only4 ,i hope to attain to this when ,i shall have abased myself utterly before ,him4 ,blessed be ,god6 ,it seems to me that all things are indeed as nothing to me now1 except in ,him1 for whom and in whom ,i love every soul more and more tenderly4 ,elsewhere he says3 ,ah6 when will this poor human love of attentions1 courtesies1 responsiveness1 sympathy1 and favours be purified and brought into perfect accordance with the all pure love of the ,divine will8 ,when will our self-love cease to desire outward tokens of ,god's nearness and rest content with the changeless and abiding assurance which ,he gives to us of ,his eternity8 ,what can sensible presence add to a love which ,god has made1 which ,he supports1 and which ,he maintains8 ,what marks can be lacking of perseverance in a unity which ,god has created8 ,neither presence nor absence can add anything to a love formed by ,god ,himself4 ,footnote #a3 #a ,cor4 vi4 #ag4 ,,his ,,gratitude ,,to ,,god ,,for ,,spiritual ,,consolations4 ,in one of his letters written to a person both virtuous and honourable1 in whom he had great confidence1 he says3 ,if you only knew how ,god deals with my heart1 you would thank ,him for ,his goodness to me1 and entreat ,him to give me the spirit of counsel and of fortitude1 so that ,i may rightly act upon the inspirations of wisdom and understanding which ,he communicates to me4 ,he often expressed the same thought to me in different words4 ,ah6 he would say1 how good must not the ,god of ,israel be to such as are upright of heart1 since ,he is so gracious to those even who have a heart like mine1 miserable1 heedless of ,his graces1 and earth-bound6 ,oh6 how sweet is ,his spirit to the souls that love ,him and seek ,him with all their might6 ,truly1 ,his name is as balm1 and it is no wonder that so many ardent spirits follow ,him with enthusiastic devotion1 eagerly and joyously hastening to ,him1 led by the sweetness of ,his attractions4 ,oh6 what great things we are taught by the unction of divine goodness6 ,being at the same time illumined by so soft and calm a light that we can scarcely tell whether the sweetness is more grateful than the light1 or the light than the sweetness6 ,truly1 the breasts of the ,spouse are better than wine1 and sweeter than all the perfumes of ,arabia4#a ,sometimes ,i tremble for fear that ,god may be giving me my ,paradise in this world6 ,i do not really know what adversity is2 ,i have never looked poverty in the face2 the pains which ,i have experienced have been mere scratches1 just grazing the skin2 the calumnies spoken against me are nothing but a gust of wind1 and the remembrance of them dies away with the sound of the voice which utters them4 ,it is not only that ,i am free from the ills of life1 ,i am1 as it were1 choked with good things1 both temporal and spiritual4 ,yet in the midst of all ,i remain ungrateful and insensible to ,his goodness4 ,oh6 for pity's sake1 help me sometimes to thank ,god1 and to pray ,him not to let me have all my reward at once6 ,he1 indeed1 shows that ,he knows my weakness and my misery by treating me thus like a child1 and feeding me with sweetmeats and milk1 rather than with more solid food4 ,but oh1 when will ,he give me the grace1 after having basked in the sunshine of ,his favours1 to sigh and groan a little under the burden of ,his ,cross1 since to reign with ,him1 we must suffer with ,him1 and to live with ,him1 we must die together with ,him8 ,assuredly we must either love or die1 or rather we must die that we may love ,him2 that is to say1 die to all other love to live only for ,his love1 and live only for ,him who died that we may live eternally in the embrace of ,his divine goodness4 ,footnote #a3 ,cantic4 i4 #a1 #b4 ,,upon ,,the ,,shedding ,,of ,,tears4 ,although he was himself very easily moved to tears1 he did not set any specially high value on what is called the gift of tears1 except when it proceeds1 not from nature1 but directly from the ,father of light1 who sends ,his rain upon the earth from the clouds4 ,he told me once that1 just as it would be contrary to physical laws for rain1 in place of falling from heaven to earth1 to rise from earth to heaven2 so it was against all order that sensible devotion should produce that which is supernatural4 ,for this would be for nature to produce grace4 ,he compared tears shed1 in moments of mental excitement1 by persons gifted with a strong power of imagination1 to hot rains which fall during the most sultry days of summer1 and which scorch rather than refresh vegetation4 ,but when supernatural devotion1 seated in the higher powers of the soul1 breaking down all restraining banks1 spreads itself over the whole being of man1 he compared the tears it causes him to shed to a mighty1 irresistible and fertilising torrent1 making glad the ,city of ,god4 ,tears of this sort1 he thought much to be desired1 seeing that they give great glory to ,god and profit to the soul4 ,of those who shed such tears1 he said1 the ,gospel ,beatitude speaks when it tells us that3 ,blessed are they that weep4#a ,in one of his letters he writes as follows3 ,i say nothing1 my good daughter1 about your imagining yourself hard of heart1 because you have no tears to shed4 ,no1 my child1 your heart has nothing to do with this4 ,your lack of tears proceeds not from any want of affectionate resolve to love1 ,god1 but from the absence of sensible devotion1 which does not depend at all upon our heart1 but upon our natural temperament1 which we are unable to change4 ,for just as in this world it is impossible for us to make rain to fall when we want it1 or to stop it at our own good pleasure1 so also it is not in our power to weep from a feeling of devotion when we want to do so1 or1 on the other hand1 not to weep when carried away by our emotion4 ,our remaining unmoved at prayer and meditation proceeds1 not from any fault of ours1 but from the providence of ,god1 who wishes us to travel by land1 and often by desert land1 rather than by water1 and who wills to accustom us to labour and hardship in our spiritual life4 ,on this same subject ,i once heard him make one of his delightful remarks3 ,what6 he cried1 are not dry sweetmeats quite as good as sweet drinks8 ,indeed they have one special advantage4 ,you can carry them about with you in your pocket1 whereas the sweet drink must be disposed of on the spot4 ,it is childish to refuse to eat your food when none other is to be had1 because it is quite dry4 ,the sea is ,god's1 for ,he made it1 but ,his hands also laid the foundations of the dry land1 that is to say1 of the earth4 ,we are land animals1 not fish4 ,one goes to heaven by land as easily as by water4 ,god does not send the deluge every day4 ,great floods are not less to be feared than great droughts6 ,footnote #a3 ,matt4 v4 #e4 ,,upon ,,joy ,,and ,,sadness4 ,as the blessedness of the life to come is called joy in ,scripture1 ,good and faithful servant1 enter into the joy of thy ,lord1 so also--it is in joy that the happiness of this present life consists4 ,not1 however1 in all kinds of joy1 for the joy of the hypocrite is but for a moment1#a that is to say1 lasts but for a moment4 ,it is said of the wicked that they spend their days in wealth1 and in a moment go down to hell1#b and that mourning taketh hold of the end of false joy4#c ,true1 joy can only proceed from inward peace1 and this peace from the testimony of a good conscience1 which is called a continual feast4#d ,this is that joy of the ,lord1 and in the ,lord1 which the ,apostle recommends so strongly1 provided it be accompanied by charity and modesty4 ,our ,blessed ,father thought so highly of this joyous peace and peaceful joy that he looked upon it as constituting the only true happiness possible in this life4 ,indeed he put this belief of his into such constant practice that a great servant of ,god1 one of his most intimate friends1 declared him to be the possessor of an imperturbable and unalterable peace4 ,on the other hand1 he was as great an enemy to sadness1 trouble1 and undue hurry and eagerness1 as he was a friend to peace and joy4 ,besides all that he says on the subject in his ,philothea and his ,theotimus1 he writes thus to a soul who1 under the pretext of austerity and penance1 had abandoned herself to disquietude and grief3 ,be at peace1 and nourish your heart with the sweetness of heavenly love1 without which man's heart is without life1 and man's life without happiness4 ,never give way to sadness1 that enemy of devotion4 ,what is there that should be able to sadden the servant of ,him who will be our joy through all eternity8 ,surely sin1 and sin only1 should cast us down and grieve us4 ,if we have sinned1 when once our act of sorrow at having sinned has been made1 there ought to follow in its train joy and holy consolation4 ,footnote #a3 ,job xx4 #e4 ,footnote #b3 ,job xxi4 #ac4 ,footnote #c3 ,prov4 xiv4 #ac4 ,footnote #d3 ,ibid4 xv4 #ae4 ,,upon ,,the ,,degrees ,,of ,,true ,,devotion4 ,loving devotion1 or devout love1 has three degrees1 which are3 #a4 ,when we perform those exercises which relate to the service of ,god1 but with some sluggishness4 #b4 ,when we betake ourselves to them with readiness4 #c4 ,when we run and even fly to execute them with joy and with eagerness4 ,our ,blessed ,father illustrates this by two very apt comparisons4 ,ostriches never fly1 barn door fowls fly heavily1 close to the ground1 and but seldom2 eagles1 doves1 and swallows fly often1 swiftly and high4 ,thus sinners never fly to ,god1 but keep to the ground1 nor so much as look up to ,him4 ,those who are in ,god's grace but have not yet attained to devotion1 fly to ,god by their good actions rarely1 slowly1 and very heavily2 but devout souls fly to ,god frequently and promptly and soar high above the earth4#a ,his second comparison is this3 ,just as a man when convalescent from an illness walks as much as is necessary1 but slowly and wearily1 so the sinner being healed from his iniquity walks as much as ,god commands him to do1 but still only slowly and heavily1 until he attains to devotion4 ,then1 like a man in robust health1 he runs and bounds along the way of ,god's commandments2 and1 more than that1 he passes swiftly into the paths of the counsels and of heavenly inspirations4 ,in fact1 charity and supernatural devotion are not more different from one another than flame from fire1 seeing that charity is a spiritual fire1 and when its flame burns fiercely is called devotion4 ,thus devotion adds nothing to the fire of charity except the flame1 which renders charity prompt1 active1 and diligent1 not only in observing the commandments of ,god1 but also in the practice of the counsels and heavenly inspirations4 ,footnote #a3 ,the ,devout ,life4 ,part i4 c4 i4 ,,the ,,test ,,of ,,true ,,devotion4 ,it was his opinion that the touchstone of true devotion is the regulation of exercises of piety according to one's state of life4 ,he often compared devotion to a liquid which takes the form of the vessel into which it is put4 ,here are his words to ,philothea on the subject #a3 ,devotion1 he says1 must be differently practised by a gentleman1 by an artisan1 by a servant1 by a prince1 by a widow1 by a maiden1 by a wife1 and not only must the practice of devotion be different1 but it must in measure and in degree be accommodated to the strength1 occupations1 and duties of each individual4 ,i ask you1 ,philothea1 would it be proper for a ,bishop to wish to lead the solitary life of a ,carthusian monk8 ,if a father of a family were as heedless of heaping up riches as a ,capuchin2 if an artisan spent the whole day in church like a monk2 if a monk1 like a ,bishop1 were constantly in contact with the world in the service of his neighbour1 would not the devotion of each of these be misplaced1 ill-regulated1 and laughable8 ,yet this mistake is very often made1 and the world1 which cannot or will not distinguish between devotion and indiscretion in those who think themselves devout1 murmurs against and blames piety in general1 though in reality piety has nothing to do with mistakes such as these4 ,he goes on to say3 ,when creating them1 ,god commanded the plants to bring forth their fruits1 each according to its kind2 so ,he commands christians1 who are the living plants of ,his ,church1 to produce fruits of devotion1 each according to his state of life and calling4 ,at the close of the same chapter1 our ,blessed ,father says3 ,devotion or piety1 when it is real1 spoils nothing1 but on the contrary perfects everything4 ,whenever it clashes with the legitimate calling of those who profess it1 you may be quite certain that such devotion is spurious4 ',the bee1' says ,aristotle1 'draws her honey from a flower1 without injuring that flower in the least1 and leaves it fresh and intact as she found it4' ,footnote #a3 ,the ,devout ,life4 ,part i4 c1 #c4 ,,what ,,it ,,means ,,to ,,be ,a ,,servant ,,of ,,god4 ,some think that they are not making any progress in the service of ,god unless they feel sensible devotion and interior joy continually1 forgetting that the road to heaven is not carpeted with rose leaves but rather bristling with thorns4 ,does not the divine oracle tell us that through much tribulation we must enter the ,kingdom of ,heaven8 ,and that it is only taken by those who do violence to themselves8 ,our ,blessed ,father writes thus to a soul that was making the above mistake3 ,live wholly for ,god1 and for the sake of the love which ,he has borne to you1 do you bear with yourself in all your miseries4 ,in fact1 the being a good servant of ,god does not mean the being always spiritually consoled1 the always feeling sweet and calm1 the never feeling aversion or repugnance to what is good4 ,if this were so1 neither ,st4 ,paul1 nor ,st4 ,angela1 nor ,st4 ,catherine of ,siena1 could have served ,god well4 ,to be a servant of ,god is to be charitable towards our neighbour1 to have1 in the superior part of our soul1 an unswerving resolution to follow the will of ,god1 joined to the deepest humility and a simple confidence in ,him2 however many times we fall1 always to rise up again2 in fine1 to be patient with ourselves in our miseries1 and with others in their imperfections4 ,another error into which good people fall is that of always wanting to find out whether or not they are in a state of grace4 ,if you tranquillize them on this point1 then they begin to torment themselves as to the exact amount of progress they have made1 and are actually making1 in this happy state of grace1 as though their progress were in any way their own work4 ,they quite forget that though one may plant and another water1 it is ,god who gives the increase4 ,in order to cure this spiritual malady1 which borders very closely upon presumption1 he gives in another of his letters the following wise counsel3 ,remember that all that is past is nothing1 and that every day we should say with ,david3 ,now only am ,i beginning to love my ,god truly4 ,do much for ,god1 and do nothing without love1 let this be your aim1 eat and drink for this4 ,,that ,,devotion ,,does ,,not ,,always ,,spring ,,from ,,charity4 ,do not deceive yourself1 he once said to me1 people may be very devout1 and at the same time very wicked4 ,but1 ,i said1 they are then surely not devout1 but hypocrites6 ,no1 no1 he answered1 ,i am speaking of true devotion4 ,as ,i was quite unable to solve this riddle1 ,i begged him to explain it to me1 which he did most kindly1 and1 if ,i can trust my memory1 more or less as follows3 ,devotion is of itself and of its own nature a moral and acquired virtue1 not one that is supernatural and infused1 otherwise it would be a theological virtue1 which it is not4 ,it is then a virtue1 subordinate to that which is called ,religion1 and according to some is only one of its acts2#a as religion again is subordinate to one of the four cardinal virtues1 namely justice4 ,now you know that all the moral virtues1 and even the theological ones of faith and hope1 are compatible with mortal sin1 although become1 as it were1 shapeless and dead1 being without charity1 which is their form1 their soul1 their very life4 ,for1 if one can have faith so great as to be able to move mountains1 without charity1 and yet1 precisely because charity is absent1 be utterly worthless and wicked2 if it is possible to be a true prophet and yet a bad man1 as were ,saul1 ,balaam1 and ,caiphas2 to work miracles as ,judas is believed to have done1 and yet to be sinful as he was2 if we can give all our goods to the poor1 and suffer martyrdom by fire1 without having charity1 much more may we be devout without being charitable1 since devotion is a virtue less estimable in its nature than those which we have mentioned4 ,you must not then think it strange when ,i tell you that it is possible to be devout and yet wicked1 since we may have faith1 mercy1 patience1 and constancy to the extent of which ,i have spoken1 and yet1 with all that be stained with many deadly vices1 such as pride1 envy1 hatred1 intemperance1 and the like4 ,what then1 ,i asked1 is a truly devout man8 ,he answered3 ,i tell you again that1 though in sin1 one may be truly devout4 ,but such devotion1 though a virtue1 is dead1 not living1 ,i rejoined3 ,but how can this dead devotion be real8 ,in the same way1 he replied1 as a dead body is a real body1 soulless though it be4 ,i rejoined3 ,but a dead body is not really a man4 ,he answered3 ,it is not a true man1 whole and perfect1 but it is the true body of a man1 and the body of a true man though dead4 ,thus1 devotion without charity is true1 though dead and imperfect4 ,it is true devotion dead and shapeless1 but not true devotion living and fully formed4 ,it is only necessary to draw a distinction between the words1 true1 and complete or perfect1 which is done so clearly by ,st4 ,thomas1#b in order to find the solution of your difficulty4 ,he who possesses devotion without charity has true1 but not perfect or complete devotion2 in him who has charity1 devotion is not only true but perfect4 ,by charity he becomes good1 and by devotion devout2 losing charity he loses supernatural goodness and becomes sinful or bad1 but does not necessarily cease to be devout4 ,this is why ,i told you that one could be devout and yet wicked4 ,so also by mortal sin we do not necessarily lose faith or hope1 except we deliberately make an act of unbelief or of despair4 ,he had expressed a somewhat similar idea in the first chapter of his ,philothea1 though ,i had not then noticed it4 ,these are his words3 ,devotion is nothing more than a spiritual agility and vivacity1 helped by which charity acts more readily2 or better1 helped by which we more readily elicit acts of charity4 ,it belongs to charity to make us keep ,god's commandments1 but it belongs to devotion to make us keep them promptly and diligently4 ,this is why he who does not observe all the commandments of ,god cannot be considered either good or supernaturally devout1 since in order to be good we must have charity1 and to be devout we must have besides charity great alertness and promptitude in doing charitable actions4#c ,in another of his books1 speaking to ,theotimus1 he says3 ,all true lovers of ,god are equal in this1 that all give their heart to ,god1 and with all their strength2 but they are unequal in this1 that they give it diversely and in different manners1 whence some give all their heart1 with all their strength1 but less perfectly than others4 ,this one gives it all by martyrdom2 this1 all by virginity2 this1 all by the pastoral office2 and whilst all give it all by the observance of the commandments1 yet some give it with less perfection than others4#d ,we must remember that true devotion cannot be restricted to the practice of one virtue only2 we must employ all our powers in the worship and service of ,god4 ,one of the chief maxims of ,blessed ,francis was that the sort of devotion which is not only not a hindrance but actually a help to us in our legitimate calling is the only true one for us1 and that any other is false for us4 ,he illustrates this teaching to ,philothea by saying that devotion is like a liquid which takes the shape of the vessel into which it is put4 ,he even went further1 boldly declaring that it was not simply an error but a heresy to exclude devotion from any calling whatever1 provided it be a just and legitimate one4 ,this shows the mistake of those who imagine that we cannot save our souls in the world1 as if salvation were only for the ,pharisee1 and not for the ,publican1 nor for the house of ,zaccheus4 ,this error which approaches very nearly to that of ,pelagius1 makes salvation to be dependent on certain callings1 as though the saving of our souls were the work of nature rather than of grace4 ,our ,blessed ,father supports his teaching in this matter by many examples1 proving that in every condition of life we may be holy and may consequently save our souls1 and arrive at a very high degree of glory4 ,he concludes by saying3 ,some even have been known to lose perfection in solitude1 which is often so helpful for its attainment1 and to have regained it in a busy city life which seems to be so unfavourable to it4 ,wherever we are1 we can and ought to aspire to the perfect life4 ,footnote #a3 ,s4 ,thomas #b;a1 #b;ae1 ,quaest1 lxxxi41 art4 #b4 ,footnote #b3 #b;a1 #b;ae1 ,quaest1 lxxxii4 to lxxxviii4 ,footnote #c3 ,the ,devout ,life1 ,part i41 chap4 #a4 ,footnote #d3 ,book x41 chap4 #c4 ,,upon ,,perfect ,,contentment ,,in ,,the ,,privation ,,of ,,all ,,content4 ,it is true that the devout life1 which is nothing but an intense and fervent love of ,god1 is an angelic life and full of contentment and of extraordinary consolation4 ,it is1 however1 also true that those who submit themselves to the discipline of ,god1 even while experiencing the sweetness of this divine love1 must prepare their soul for temptation4 ,the path which leads to the ,land of ,promise is beset with difficulties--dryness1 sadness1 desolation1 and faint-hearted fears--and would end in bewildering discouragement1 did not ,faith and ,hope1 like ,joshua and ,caleb1 show us the fair fruits of this much to be desired country1 and thus animate us to perseverance4 ,but ,he who brings light out of darkness1 and roses out of thorns1 who helps us in all our tribulations1 and performs wonders in heaven and earth1 makes the happy souls whom ,he leads through ,his will to ,his glory to find perfect content in the loss of all content1 both corporal and spiritual when once they recognize that it is the will of ,god that they should go to ,him by the way of darkness1 perplexity1 crosses1 and anguish4 ,in saying this ,i am putting into my own words the thoughts of our ,blessed ,father as expressed in the eleventh chapter of the sixth book of his ,treatise on the ,love of ,god4 ,,upon ,,the ,,will ,,of ,,god4 ,meditating this morning on that passage of ,holy ,scripture which tells us that the life of man is in the good will of ,god1#a ,i reflected that to live according to the will of the flesh1 that is1 according to the human will1 is not really life1 since the prudence of the flesh is death2 but that to live according to the will of ,god is the true life of the soul1 since the grace attached to that divine will imparts a life to our soul far higher than the life our soul imparts to our body4 ,the divine will is our sanctification1 and this sanctification is the gate of eternal life2 of that true life in comparison with which the life which we lead on earth is more truly a death4 ,to live in ,god1 in whom is true life1 is to live according to ,his will4 ,our life1 then1 is to do ,his will4 ,this made ,st4 ,paul say that he lived1 yet not he himself1 but that ,jesus ,christ lived in him1#b because he had only one will and one mind with ,jesus ,christ1 ,i was rejoiced to find that unconsciously my thoughts on this subject had followed closely in the track of our ,blessed ,father's when he meditated on the same passage4 ,this ,i discovered on reading these words in one of his letters3 ,this morning1 being alone for a few moments1 ,i made an act of extraordinary resignation which ,i cannot put on paper1 but reserve until ,god permits me to see you1 when you shall know it by word of mouth4 ,oh6 how blessed are the souls who live on the will of ,god alone4 ,ah6 if even to taste a little of that blessedness in a passing meditation is so sweet to the heart which accepts that holy will with all the crosses it offers1 what must the happiness be of a soul all steeped in that will8 ,oh6 my ,god1 what a blessed thing is it not to bring all our affections into a humble and absolute subjection to the divine love6 ,this we have said1 this we have resolved to do1 and our hearts have taken the greatest glory of the love of ,god for their sovereign law4 ,now the glory of this holy love consists in its power of burning and consuming all that is not itself1 that all may be resolved and changed into it4 ,god exalts ,himself upon our annihilation of ourselves and reigns upon the throne of our voluntary servitude4 ,footnote #a3 ,psalm xxix4 #f4 ,footnote #b3 ,gal4 ii4 #bj4 ,,his ,,resignation ,,to ,,the ,,will ,,of ,,god4 ,it happened that ,blessed ,francis fell ill at the very time when his predecessor in the ,bishopric of ,geneva was imploring the ,holy ,see to appoint him as his coadjutor4 ,the illness was so serious that the physicians despaired of his life1 and this our ,blessed ,father was told4 ,he received the announcement quite calmly1 and even joyfully1 as though he saw the heavens open and ready to receive him1 and being entirely resigned to the will of ,god both in life and in death1 said only3 ,i belong1 to ,god1 let ,him do with me according to ,his good pleasure4 ,when someone in his presence said that he ought to wish to live if not for the service of ,god at least that he might do penance for his sins1 he answered thus3 ,it is certain that sooner or later we must die1 and whenever it may be1 we shall always have need of the great mercy of ,god3 we may as well fall into ,his pitiful hands to-day as to-morrow4 ,he is at all times the same1 full of kindness1 and rich in mercy to all those who call upon ,him3 and we are always evil1 conceived in iniquity1 and subject to sin even from our mother's womb4 ,he who finishes his course earlier than others has less of an account to render4 ,i can see that there is a design afoot to lay upon me a burden not less formidable to me than death itself4 ,between the two ,i should find it hard to choose4 ,it is far better to submit myself to the care of ,providence3 far better to sleep upon the breast of ,jesus ,christ than anywhere else4 ,god loves us4 ,he knows better than we do what is good for us4 ,whether we live1 or whether we die1 we are the ,lord's4#a ,he has the keys of life1 and of death4#b ,they who hope in ,him are never confounded4#c ,let us also go1 and die with ,him4 ,and when someone said it was a pity he should die in the flower of his age 7he was only thirty-five71 he answered3 ,our ,lord was still younger when ,he died4 ,the number of our days is before ,him1 ,he can gather the fruits which belong to ,him at any season4 ,do not let us waste our time and thoughts over circumstances2 let us consider only ,his most holy will4 ,let that be our guiding star2 it will lead us to ,jesus ,christ whether in the cribs or on ,calvary4 ,whoever follows ,him shall not walk in darkness but shall have the light of eternal life1 and shall be no more subject to death4 ,these were the words1 this was the perfect resignation1 of our ,blessed ,father4 ,who can say we have not here the cause of the prolongation of his days1 even as a like resignation led to the prolonging of those of ,king ,ezechias4 ,footnote #a3 ,rom4 xiv4 #h ,footnote #b3 ,apoc4 i4 #ah4 ,footnote #c3 ,psalm xxiv4 #c4 ,,that ,,we ,,must ,,always ,,submit ,,ourselves ,,to ,,god',s ,,holy ,,will4 ,in #afai1 when our ,saint was in ,paris with the ,prince of ,savoy1 a gentleman of the court fell dangerously ill4 ,he sent for ,blessed ,francis1 who1 when visiting him1 remarked with some surprise that1 although he bore his physical sufferings with great patience1 he fretted grievously about other troubles seemingly of very small moment4 ,he was distressed at the thought of dying away from home1 at being unable to give his family his last blessing1 at not having his accustomed physician by his side1 etc4 ,then he would begin to worry about the details of his funeral1 the inscription on his tombstone1 and so on4 ,nothing was right in his surroundings2 the sky of ,paris1 his doctors and nurses1 his servants1 his bed1 his rooms1 all were matters of complaint4 ,strange inconsistency6 exclaimed the holy ,bishop4 ,here is a brave soldier and a great statesman1 fretted by the merest trifles1 and unhappy because he cannot die in exactly the circumstances which he would have chosen for himself4 ,i am glad to be able to add that in spite of all this the poor man made a holy and a happy end4 ,but ,blessed ,francis afterwards said to me3 ,it is not enough to will what ,god wills1 we must also desire that all should be exactly1 even in the minutest detail and particular1 as ,god wills it to be4 ,for instance1 in regard to sickness we should be willing to be sick because it pleases ,god that we should be so2 and sick of that very sickness which ,god sends us1 not of one of a different character2 and sick at such time1 and in such place1 and surrounded by such attendants1 as it may please ,god to appoint4 ,in short1 we must in all things take for our law the most holy will of ,god4 ,,his ,,sublime ,,thoughts ,,on ,,holy ,,indifference4 ,many of the saints1 and especially ,st4 ,catherine of ,siena1 ,st4 ,philip ,neri1 and ,st4 ,ignatius ,loyola1 have spoken in the most beautiful and elevated language of that holy indifference which1 springing from the love of ,god1 makes life or death and all the circumstances of the one or the other equally acceptable to the soul which realizes that all is ordered by the will of ,god4 ,let us hear what our ,blessed ,father says on this subject in his ,treatise on the ,love of ,god4 ,god's will is the sovereign object of the indifferent soul2 wheresoever she sees it she runs after the odour of its perfumes1 directing her course ever thither where it most appears1 without considering anything else4 ,she is conducted by the divine will1 as by a beloved chain2 which way soever it goes she follows it3 she would prize hell with ,god's will more than heaven without it2 nay1 she would even prefer hell before heaven if she perceived only a little more of ,god's good-pleasure in that than in this1 so that if--to suppose what is impossible--she should know that her damnation would be more agreeable to ,god than her salvation1 she would quit her salvation and run to her damnation4#a ,this is1 indeed1 a bold and daring proposition1 but to convince you how tenaciously he clung to it ,i would remind you of his words in the ,conferences2#b on the same subject3 ,the saints who are in heaven are so closely united to the will of ,god that if there were even a little more of ,his good-pleasure in hell than in paradise they would quit paradise to go there4 ,and again in the same ,conference3 ,whether the malady conquers the remedies or the remedies get the better of the malady should be a matter of perfect indifference4 ,so much so that if sickness and health were put before us and our ,lord were to say to us3 ',if thou choose health ,i will not deprive thee of a single particle of my grace1 if thou choose sickness ,i shall not in any degree increase that grace1 but in the choice of sickness there is a little more of my good-pleasure1' the soul which has wholly forsaken herself and abandoned herself into the hands of our ,lord will undoubtedly choose sickness solely because it is more pleasing to ,god4 ,nay1 though this might mean a whole lifetime spent on her couch in constant suffering1 she would not for any earthly consideration desire to be in any other condition than this4 ,footnote #a3 ,bk4 ix41 c4 #e4 ,footnote #b3 ,conf4 ii4 ,,nothing1 ,,save ,,sin1 ,,happens ,,to ,,us ,,but ,,by ,,the ,,will ,,of ,,god4 ,nothing happens to us1 ,blessed ,francis was accustomed to say1 whether of good or of evil1 sin alone excepted1 but by the will of ,god4 ,good1 because ,god is the source of all good4 ,every best gift and every perfect gift is from above1 coming down from the ,father of lights4#a ,evil1 for1 ,shall there be evil in the city which the ,lord hath not done8#b ,the evil here spoken of is that of pain or trouble1 seeing that ,god cannot will the evil of crime1 which is sin1 though he permits it1 allowing the human will to act according to the natural liberty which ,he has given to it4 ,properly speaking1 sin cannot be said to happen to us1 because what happens to us must come from without1 and sin1 on the contrary1 comes from within1 proceeding from our hearts1 as holy ,scripture expressly states1 telling us also that iniquity comes from our fatness1#c that is to say1 from our ease and luxury4 ,oh1 what a happiness it would be for our souls if we accustomed ourselves to receive all things from the fatherly hand of ,him who1 in opening it1 fills all things living with blessing6 ,what unction should we not draw from this in our adversities6 ,what honey from the rock1 what oil from the stones6 ,and with how much moderation should we not behave in prosperity1 since ,god sends us both the one and the other1 that we may use both to the praise and glory of ,his grace4 ,footnote ,i3 ,st4 ,james i4 #ag4 ,footnote ,,ii3 ,amos iii4 #f4 ,footnote ,,iii3 ,psalm lxxii4 #g4 ,,upon ,,the ,,same ,,subject4 ,i must confess to you1 my sisters1 that ,i was astonished to read in one of our ,saint's letters that our ,lord ,jesus ,christ did not possess the quality of indifference in the sensitive part of ,his nature4 ,i will give the exact words in which this wonderful fact is stated4 ,this virtue of indifference1 he says1 is so excellent that our old ,adam1 and the sensitive part of our human nature1 so far as its natural powers go1 is not capable of it1 no1 not even in our ,lord1 who1 as a child of ,adam1 although exempt from all sin1 and from everything pertaining to sin1 yet in the sensitive part of his nature and as regards his human faculties was in no way indifferent1 but desired not to die upon the ,cross4 ,indifference1 and the exercise of it1 is entirely reserved for the spirit1 for the supreme portion of our nature1 for faculties set on fire by grace1 and in fine for ,himself personally1 inasmuch as ,he is divine and human1 the ,new ,man4 ,how1 then1 can we complain when as far as this lower portion of our nature is concerned we find ourselves unable to be indifferent to life1 and to death1 to health1 and to sickness1 to honour and to ignominy1 to pleasure and to pain1 to comfort and to discomfort1 when1 in a word1 we feel in ourselves that conflict going on which the vessel of election experienced in such a manner as to make him exclaim3 ,unhappy man that ,i am1 who shall deliver me from the body of this death8#a ,the love of ourselves is so deeply rooted in our nature that it is impossible wholly to rid ourselves of it4 ,even grace does not do away with our self-love1 but only reduces it to the service of divine charity4 ,by the love of self ,i mean a natural1 just1 and legitimate love1 so legitimate indeed as to be commanded by the law of ,god which bids us love our neighbour as ourselves2 that is to say1 according to ,god's will1 which is not only the one way in which we can rightly love our neighbour1 but also the one way in which we are commanded to love ourselves4 ,nevertheless1 this love of ourselves1 however just and reasonable it may be1 turns only too easily1 and too imperceptibly1 into a self-love1 which is unlawful and forbidden1 but into which even persons the most earnest and the most spiritual are at times surprised4 ,we often think we love someone1 or something in ,god1 and for ,god1 when it is really only in ourselves1 and for ourselves1 that we do so4 ,we think sometimes that we have only an eye to the interests of ,god1 which is ,his glory1 when it is really our own glory which we are seeking in our work4 ,this is when we stop short voluntarily at the creature to the prejudice of the ,creator2 as comes to pass in all sin1 whether mortal or venial4 ,we must therefore watch and be constantly on our guard lest we fall into this snare4 ,from it we must snatch our soul as we would a bird from the snare of the fowler4 ,we shall be safe if we remember that every just and lawful love in us is always either in actual touch with the love of ,god1 or can be brought into such touch1 whilst self-love is never in such touch1 nor can ever be brought into it4 ,this is the test by which we can detect the false coin that is mixed up with the true4 ,footnote #a3 ,rom4 vii4 #bd4 ,,upon ,,abandoning ,,ourselves ,,to ,,god4 ,i cannot tell you1 my sisters1 how great a point our ,blessed ,father made of self-abandonment1 i4e41 self-surrender into the hands of ,god4 ,in one place he speaks of it as3 ,the cream of charity1 the odour of humility1 the flower of patience1 and the fruit of perseverance4 ,great1 he says1 is this virtue1 and worthy of being practised by the best beloved children of ,god4#a ,and again1 ,our ,lord loves with a most tender love those who are so happy as to abandon themselves wholly to ,his fatherly care1 letting themselves be governed by ,his divine ,providence without any idle speculations as to whether the workings of this ,providence will be useful to them to their profit1 or painful to their loss1 and this because they are well assured that nothing can be sent1 nothing permitted by this paternal and most loving ,heart1 which will not be a source of good and profit to them4 ,all that is required is that they should place all their confidence in ,him1 and say from their heart1 ,into ,thy hands ,i commend my spirit1 my soul1 my body1 and all that ,i have1 to do with them as it shall please ,thee4#b ,you are inclined1 my sisters1 to say that we are not all of us capable of such entire self-renunciation1 that so supreme an act of self-abandonment is beyond our strength4 ,hear then1 too1 what our ,blessed ,father goes on to say4 ,these are his words in the same ,conference3 ,never are we reduced to such an extremity that we cannot pour forth before the divine majesty the perfume of a holy submission to ,his most holy will1 and of a continual promise never wilfully to offend ,him4 ,footnotes #a1 #b3 ,conf4 #b4 ,,upon ,,interior ,,desolation4 ,as there are1 more thorns than roses in our earthly life1 and more dull days than sunny ones1 so also in our spiritual life our souls are more frequently clouded by a sense of desolation1 dryness1 and gloom1 than irradiated by heavenly consolations and brightness4 ,yet our ,blessed ,father says that those are mistaken who think that1 even in ,christians1 whose conscience does not accuse them of sins unconfessed1 but on the contrary bears good witness for them1 a heavy heart and sorrow-laden mind is a proof of ,god's displeasure4 ,has ,god not said that ,he is with us in tribulation1 and is not ,his ,cross the mark of the chosen8 ,at the birth of ,jesus1 while the shepherds were surrounded by the light which shone from heaven and their ears filled with the songs of angels1 ,mary and ,joseph were in the stable in the darkness of night1 the silence only broken by the weeping of the ,holy ,child4 ,yet who would not rather be with ,jesus1 ,mary1 and ,joseph in that shadowy gloom than with the shepherds even in their ecstasy of heavenly joy8 ,st4 ,peter1 indeed1 amid the glories of ,thabor said3 ,it is good to be here1 let us make here three tabernacles4#a ,but ,holy ,scripture adds3 ,not knowing what he said4 ,the faithful soul loves ,jesus covered with wounds and disfigurements on ,calvary1 amid the darkness1 the blood1 the crosses1 the nails1 the thorns1 and the horror of death3 loves ,him1 ,i say1 as dearly1 as fervently as in ,his triumph1 and cries out from a full heart amid all this desolation3 ,let us make here three tabernacles1 one for ,jesus1 one for ,his holy ,mother1 and one for ,his beloved disciple4 ,footnote #a3 ,luke ix1 #cc4 ,,upon ,,the ,,presence ,,in ,,our ,,souls ,,of ,,the ,,grace ,,of ,,god4 ,there is1 ,i think1 no greater temptation than one which assails many good people1 namely1 the desire to know for certain whether or not they are in a state of grace4 ,to a poor soul entangled in a perfect spider's web of doubt and mistrust1 our ,blessed ,father wrote the following consoling words3 ,to try and discover whether or not your heart is pleasing to ,god is a thing you must not do1 though you may undoubtedly try to make sure that ,his ,heart is pleasing to you4 ,now1 if you meditate upon ,his ,heart it will be impossible but that it should be well pleasing to you1 so sweet is it1 so gentle1 so condescending1 so loving towards those of ,his poor creatures who do but acknowledge their wretchedness3 so gracious to the unhappy1 so good to the penitent4 ,ah6 who would not love this royal ,heart1 which to us is as the heart both of a father and of a mother8 ,as regards interior desolation there are some souls who seem to think that no devotion is worthy of the name which is not sensible and full of emotion4 ,to one who complained to our ,blessed ,father of having lost all relish for exercises of piety1 he wrote in the following words3 ,the love of ,god consists neither in consolations nor in tenderness--otherwise our ,lord would not have loved ,his father when ,he was sorrowful unto death1 nor when ,he cried out1 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 why hast ,thou forsaken me8#a ,that is to say1 then1 when ,he performed the greatest act of love that it is possible to imagine4 ,the truth is1 we are always hungering after consolation1 for a little sugar to be added to our spiritual food2 in other words1 we always want to experience our feelings of love and tenderness1 and thereby to be cheered and comforted4 ,footnote #a3 ,matt4 xxvii4 #df4 ,,upon ,,our ,,desire ,,to ,,save ,,our ,,soul4 ,faith teaches us1 by means of the ,holy ,scriptures1 that ,god ardently desires that we should be saved1#a and that none should perish4 ,his will is our sanctification1 that is to say1 ,he wishes us to be holy4 ,moreover1 to prove that ,his desire is neither barren nor unhelpful1 ,he gives us in ,his holy ,church all the graces necessary for our salvation1 so that if we are lost it will only be because of our own wilful malice4 ,unfortunately1 however1 though it may be that all desire to save their souls1 all are not willing to accept the means offered them for so doing4 ,hence the disorders which we see in the world around us and the truth1 that1 while many are called few are chosen4 ,on this subject our ,blessed ,father speaks as follows in his ,theotimus3 ,we are1 he says1 to will our salvation in such sort as ,god wills it2 now ,he wills it by way of desire1 and we also must incessantly desire it1 in conformity with ,his desire4 ,nor does ,he will it only1 but1 in effect1 gives us all necessary means to attain to it4 ,we then1 in fulfilment of the desire we have to be saved1 must not only wish to be saved1 but1 in effect1 must accept all the graces which ,he has provided for us1 and offers us4 ,with regard to salvation itself1 it is enough to say3 ,i desire to be saved4 ,but1 with regard to the means of salvation1 it is not enough to say3 ,i desire them4 ,we must1 with an absolute resolution1 will and embrace the graces which ,god presents to us2 for our will must correspond with ,god's will4 ,and1 inasmuch as ,he gives us the means of salvation1 we ought to avail ourselves of such means1 just as we ought to desire salvation in such sort as ,god desires it for us1 and because ,he desires it4#b ,footnote #a3 #a ,tim4 ii4 #d4 ,footnote #b3 ,the ,love of ,god4 ,bk4 viii4 #d4 ,,upon ,,good ,,natural ,,inclinations4 ,blessed ,francis always impressed upon us the necessity of making use for the glory of ,god of any good inclinations natural to us4 ,if you possess such1 he would say1 remember that they are gifts1 of which you will have to render an account4 ,take care1 then1 to employ them in the service of ,him who gave them to you4 ,engraft upon this wild stock the shoots of eternal love which ,god is ready to bestow upon you1 if1 by an act of perfect self-renunciation1 you prepare yourself to receive them4 ,there are people who are naturally inclined to certain moral virtues1 such as silence1 sobriety1 modesty1 chastity1 humility1 patience1 and the like1 and who1 however little they may cultivate these virtues1 make great progress in them4 ,this was the case with many of the great pagan philosophers as we know1 and it is quite true1 that with all of us1 the bent and inclination of the mind towards the acquisition of any kind of excellence1 whether moral or physical1 is an immense assistance4 ,still1 we must bear in mind the fact that the acquiring of every moral virtue and every physical power1 nay1 of the whole world itself1 is nothing1 if1 in gaining them1 we should lose our own soul4 ,st4 ,paul tells us this1#a and for the same reason1 our ,blessed ,father warns us not to keep our talents wrapped up in a napkin1 not to hide their light under the bushel of nature1 but to trade with them according to the intention of ,him who is their author and distributor4 ,he reminds us that this divine ,giver who bestowed them on us in order thereby to increase ,his exterior glory1 promises us a reward if we use them as ,he means us to do1 and threatens us with punishment if we are careless in the matter4 ,you ask me how we are to deal with these inclinations and manage these talents or virtues8 ,well1 you have the answer to that question in the words of our ,blessed ,father which ,i quoted3 ,engraft on the wild stock of natural inclination shoots of divine charity4 ,footnote #a3 #a ,cor4 xiii4 #a1 #c4 ,,how ,,to ,,speak ,,of ,,god4 ,st4 ,francis loved those words of ,st4 ,peter3 ,if any man speak1 let him speak as the words of ,god4 ,if any man minister1 let him do it as of the power which ,god administreth1#a and of ,st4 ,paul3 ,all things whatsoever you do1 whether in word or in work1 do them in the name 7that is to say1 to the honour and glory7 of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ4#b ,that we may carry out this excellent precept in our actions1 our ,blessed ,father gives us some remarkable teaching4 ,in one of his letters he says3 ,we must never speak of ,god or of things relating to ,his worship1 that is1 of religion1 carelessly1 and in the way of ordinary conversation1 but always with great respect1 esteem1 and devotion4 ,this advice applies to those who speak of ,god1 and of religious matters as they would of any ordinary topics of conversation1 without taking into account the circumstances of time1 place1 or persons4 ,st4 ,jerome complained of this abuse1 saying that whilst there are masters and experts in every art and science1 only on matters of theology and ,holy ,scripture1 the foundations of all arts and sciences1 can few be found to speak well4 ,yet questions relating to them are discussed most flippantly at table1 and in public places2 the hare-brained youth1 the uneducated labourer1 and the dotard1 give their opinions freely on the highest mysteries of the ,faith4 ,again1 ,blessed ,francis says3 ,always speak of ,god as of ,god1 that is to say1 reverently and devoutly1 not in a self-sufficient1 preaching spirit1 but with gentleness1 charity1 and humility4#c ,in the same book he gives his advice to ,philothea in the following words3 ,never1 then1 speak of ,god or of religion for form's sake1 or to make conversation1 but always with attention and devotion4 ,i tell you this1 that you may not be guilty of an extraordinary sort of vanity1 which is observable in many who profess to be devout4 ,these people1 on all possible occasions1 throw in expressions of piety and fervour without the least thought of what they are saying1 and1 having uttered these phrases1 imagine that they themselves are such1 as their words would indicate1 which is not at all the case4 ,footnote #a3 #a ,st4 ,peter iv4 #aa4 ,footnote #b3 ,col4 iii #ag4 ,footnote #c3 ,part iii41 chap4 #bf4 ,,upon ,,eccentricities ,,in ,,devotion4 ,blessed ,francis had a great dislike of any kind of affectation or singularity practised by devout persons1 whether in ,religious houses or in the world4 ,he went so far as to say that it rendered their piety not merely offensive1 but ridiculous4 ,he wished every one to conform as far as possible to the way of life proper to his or her calling1 without affecting any peculiarity4 ,he gave as his authority for this desire the example of our ,lord1 who1 in the days of ,his flesh1 condescended to make ,himself like to ,his brethren in all things excepting sin4 ,the holy ,bishop inculcated this lesson upon his penitents1 not only by word1 but much more by his example4 ,never during the whole fourteen years which1 happily for me1 ,i spent under his direction studying most closely all his actions1 his very gestures1 his words1 and his teaching2 never1 ,i say1 did ,i observe in him the faintest shadow of singularity4 ,i must confess to having1 in order to find out exactly what he was1 practised a ruse1 which some might think inexcusable or impertinent4 ,every year he paid me a week's visit1 and before he came ,i took care to have some holes pierced in the doors or boarding of his rooms1 that ,i might closely observe his behaviour when quite alone4 ,well1 ,i can truly say that whatever he did1 whether he prayed1 read1 meditated1 or wrote1 in his lying down and in his rising up1 at all times and in all circumstances1 he was the same--calm1 unaffected1 simple--his outward demeanour corresponding with the interior beauty of his soul4 ,francis quite alone was the very same as ,francis in company4 ,i think1 myself1 that this was the result of his continual attention to the presence of ,god1 a practice which he recommended so strongly to all who were under his direction4 ,when he prayed1 it was as though he saw the angels and the saints gathered round him4 ,he remained for hours calm1 motionless as a statue1 and changeless in expression4 ,never1 even when alone1 did he for the sake of greater comfort sit or stand or assume attitudes other than those he permitted himself when in public4 ,he never so much as crossed his legs1 or rested his head on his hand4 ,the unvarying but easy gravity of his demeanour naturally inspired an unfailing love and respect4 ,he said that our exterior deportment should be like water which1 the better it is1 the more is it tasteless4 ,i was much pleased on hearing a very famous and devout person1#a whom ,i met in ,paris1 say this to me about our ,saint4 ,that nothing brought so vividly to his mind what the conversation of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ must have been among men1 as the presence and angelic deportment of the holy ,bishop1 of whom one might truly say that he was not only clothed with1 but absolutely full of1 ,jesus ,christ4 ,nor will this appear strange to us if we remember that the just soul1 that is to say1 the soul which is in a state of grace1 is said to be conformed to the image of the ,son of ,god1 and is called a participator of the divine nature4 ,footnote #a3 ,st4 ,vincent de ,paul4 ,,upon ,,confraternities4 ,he advised devout people to give in their names boldly1 and without much consultation1 to the confraternities which they happened to meet with1 so as to become by this means participators of grace with all those who fear ,god and live according to ,his law4 ,he pitied the scruples of those good souls who fear to enrol themselves1 lest1 as they ignorantly imagine1 they should sin by not fulfilling certain duties laid down in the rules given for the guidance and discipline of these confraternities1 but which are rather recommended than commanded4 ,for1 he said1 if the rules of ,religious ,orders are not in themselves binding under pain of either mortal or venial sin1 how much less so are the statutes of confraternities8 ,the following out of the recommendations given to their members to do certain things1 to recite certain prayers1 to take part in certain meetings or processions1 is a matter of counsel1 and not of precept4 ,to those who perform such pious actions1 ,indulgences are granted1 which those who do not practise them fail to gain2 but such failure1 even if wilful1 is not a sin4 ,there is much to gain1 and nothing to lose4 ,on this subject he speaks thus to ,philothea3 ,enter readily into the confraternities of the place in which you are living1 and specially into those whose exercises are the most fruitful and edifying4 ,in doing this1 you will be practising a kind of obedience which is very pleasing to ,god1 and the more so because although the joining confraternities is not commanded1 yet it is recommended by the ,church1 who1 to show that she desires ,catholics to enrol themselves therein1 grants ,indulgences and other privileges to their members4 ,then1 too1 it is always a charitable thing to concur and co-operate with others in their good works4 ,and although it may be that we should make quite as good exercises by ourselves as we do in common with our fellow-members1 yet we promote the glory of ,god better by uniting ourselves with our brethren and neighbours1 and sharing our good deeds with them4#a ,footnote #a3 ,part ii41 chap4 #ae4 ,,upon ,,intercourse ,,with ,,the ,,world4 ,there are some good people whose zeal not being sufficiently tempered with knowledge1 as soon as they desire to give themselves up to a devout life1 fly from society and from intercourse with others as owls shun the company of birds that fly by day4 ,their morose and unsociable conduct causes a dislike to be taken to devotion instead of rendering it sweet and attractive to all4 ,our ,blessed ,father was altogether opposed to such moroseness1 wishing ,his devout children to be by their example a light to the world1 and the salt of the earth1 so as to impart a flavour to piety which might tempt the appetite of those who would otherwise surely turn from it with disgust4 ,to a good soul who asked him whether ,christians who wished to live with some sort of perfection should see company and mix in society1 he answers thus3 ,perfection1 my dear lady1 does not lie in avoiding our fellow-men1 but it does lie in not over-relishing social pleasures and in not taking undue delight in them4 ,there is danger for us in all that we see in a sinful world1 for we run the risk of fixing our affections upon things worldly2 at the same time to those who are steadfast and resolute1 the mere sight of the things of this world will do no harm4 ,in a word1 the perfection of charity is the perfection of life1 for the life of our soul is charity4 ,the early ,christians1 who were in the world in their body though not in their heart1 undoubtedly were very perfect4#a ,as regards the world's opinion of us1 and the estimation in which we are held by others1 it is not well to be too sensitive4 ,at the same time1 to be altogether indifferent about our reputation is blameworthy4 ,our ,blessed ,prelate teaches his ,philothea exactly what we have to do3 ,if1 he says1 the world despises us1 let us rejoice1 for it is right--we see for ourselves that we are very contemptible4 ,if it esteems us1 let us despise its esteem and its judgment1 for it is blind4 ,trouble yourself very little about what the world thinks2 do not ask or even care to know4 ,despise equally its appreciation and its contempt1 and let it say what it will1 good or evil4 ,i do not approve of doing what is not right1 that people may have a bad opinion of us4 ,transgressing is always transgressing1 and we are thereby making our neighbour transgress likewise4 ,on the contrary1 ,i desire that1 keeping our eyes always fixed upon our ,lord1 we do what we have to do without regarding what the world thinks of us1 or its behaviour towards us4 ,we need not endeavour to give others a good opinion of ourselves1 yet neither have we to try to give a bad one1 and especially must we be careful not to do wrong with this intent4 ,but we can never stand quite well with the world2 it is far too exacting4 ,if out of compliance we yield to it1 and play and dance with it1 it will be scandalized2 and if we do not1 it will accuse us of hypocrisy and gloom2 if we are well-dressed it will impute to us some bad motive2 and if we are ill-dressed it will call us mean2 it will style our gaiety dissoluteness and our mortification gloom4 ,it will exaggerate our failings and publish our faults2 and if it cannot find fault with our actions it will attack our motives4 ,whatever we do the world will find fault4 ,if we spend a long time at confession it will ask what we can have to say2 if we take but a short time1 it will say that we do not tell everything4 ,if one little cross word escape us it will pronounce our temper unbearable2 it will denounce our prudence as avarice1 our gentleness as folly4 ,spiders invariably spoil the bees' labour4 ,therefore1 do not mind what opinion the world has of you1 good or bad2 do not distress yourself about it1 whichever it be4 ,to say that we are not what the world thinks1 when it speaks well of us1 is wise1 for the world1 like a quack doctor1 always exaggerates4 ,you question me1 regarding the contempt which we should feel for the world and the world's opinion of us2 in other words you want to know exactly what ,st4 ,paul means when he says that1 being crucified to the world and the world to us1 we should glory only in the ,cross of our ,saviour ,jesus ,christ4#b ,this seems to you a paradox2 light evolved from darkness1 and glory from shame4 ,let me remind you that the ,christian religion is full of such paradoxes1 and that we belong to an all-powerful ,god1 who has given life to us by ,his death2 who has healed us by ,his wounds1 and who makes us rich by ,his poverty4 ,i cannot1 however1 explain the difficulty to you better than by quoting the words of our ,blessed ,father in one of his letters4 ,he says3 ,in this alone lies our glory1 that our divine ,saviour died for us1 the ,master for ,his slaves1 the just for the unjust4 ,footnote #a3 ,cf4 ,the ,devout ,life4 ,part iv41 c4 #g4 ,footnote #b3 ,galat4 vi4 #ad4 ,,against ,,over-,,eagerness4 ,blessed ,francis advised his penitents to avoid above all things1 excessive eagerness1 which1 in his view1 is the mortal foe of true devotion4 ,he says3 ,it is far better to do a few things well than to undertake many good works and leave them half done4 ,this was the mistake of the man in the ,gospel who began to build and was not able to finish because he had not counted the cost beforehand4 ,there are some who think they are never doing well unless they are doing much4 ,they are like the ,pharisees who considered the perfection of prayer to consist in its length4 ,our ,lord reproves them for this and much more for devouring widows' houses with their long prayers4 ,in one of his ,conferences the ,saint speaks thus3 ,it is not by the multiplicity of things we do that we acquire perfection1 but by the perfection and purity of intention with which we do them4 ,and this is what he says on the subject in his ,theotimus3 ,to do few actions but with great purity of intention and with a firm will to please ,god1 is to do excellently4 ,such greatly sanctify us4 ,some men eat much1 and yet are ever lean1 thin1 and delicate1 because their digestive power is not good2 there are others who eat little1 and yet are always in excellent health and vigorous1 because their stomach is good4 ,even so1 there are some souls that do many good works and yet increase but little in charity1 because they do those good works either coldly and negligently1 or have undertaken them rather from natural instinct and inclination than because ,god so willed and with heaven-given fervour4 ,on the contrary1 others there are who get through little work1 but do it with so holy a will2 and inclination1 that they make a wonderful advancement in charity2 they have little talent1 but they husband it so faithfully that the ,lord largely2 rewards them for it4#a ,footnote #a3 ,love of ,god4 ,b4 xii41 c4 #g4 ,,upon ,,the ,,same ,,subject4 ,our ,blessed ,father always insisted on the necessity of discretion as well as charity in our devotion1 and warned us against that want of self-restraint and calmness1 which he called eagerness4 ,this1 he said1 is1 indeed1 the remora of true devotion1 and its worst enemy1 the more so because it decks itself in the livery of devotion1 in order more easily to entrap the unwary and to make them mistake zeal without knowledge for genuine fervour4 ,he was very fond of that saying of an ancient ,emperor3 ,make haste slowly1 and of another3 ,soon enough1 if well enough4 ,he would rather have a little done thoroughly well1 than a great deal undertaken with over-eagerness4 ,one of his favourite maxims was ,little and good4 ,in order to persuade us that he was right1 he used to warn us against thinking that perfection depends on the number of our good works1 exterior or interior4 ,when asked what then became of that insatiable love of which the masters of the spiritual life speak1 that love which never thinks that it has reached the goal1 but is always pressing on farther and farther1 spanning the whole extent of heaven with giant strides1 he answered3 ,the tree of that love must grow at the roots1 rather than by the branches4 ,he explained his meaning thus3 ,to grow by the branches is to wish to perform a great number of good works1 of which many are imperfect1 others superfluous like the useless leaves which overload the vine1 and have to be nipped off before the grapes can grow to any proper size4 ,on the other hand we grow at the roots when we do only a few good works1 but those few most perfectly1 that is to say1 with a great love of ,god1 in which all the perfection of the ,christian consists4 ,it is to this that the ,apostle exhorts us when he bids us be rooted and grounded in charity if we would comprehend the surpassing charity of the knowledge of ,jesus ,christ4 ,true devotion1 he used to say1 should be gentle1 tranquil1 and discreet1 whereas eagerness is indiscreet1 tempestuous1 and turbulent4 ,especially he found fault with the eagerness which attempts to do several things at once4 ,he said it was like trying to thread more than one needle at a time4 ,one of his favourite mottos was3 ,sufficient to the day is the labour thereof4 ,when he was reproached1 as he sometimes was1 with bestowing such earnest and undivided attention on the most trivial concerns of the people who came to him for sympathy and advice1 he answered3 ,these troubles appear great to them1 and1 therefore1 they must be consoled1 as if they really were so4 ,god knows1 too1 that ,i do not want any great employment4 ,it is perfectly indifferent to me what my occupation is so long as it is a serving of ,him4 ,to do these small works is all that is1 at the time being1 asked of me4 ,is not doing the will of ,god a work great enough for anyone8 ,we turn little actions into great ones when we perform them with a supreme desire to please ,god1 who measures our services1 not by the excellence of the work we do1 but by the love which accompanies it1 and that love by its purity1 and that purity by the singleness of its intention4 ,,upon ,,liberty ,,of ,,spirit4 ,he was a great enemy to every sort of spiritual restriction and constraint1 and was fond of quoting the words of ,st4 ,paul3 ,where the spirit of ,god is1 there is liberty4#a ,and again3 ,you are redeemed with a great price1 do not make yourselves slaves again4#b ,he had advised a lady of rank to work with her own hands1 in order to avoid sloth1 and1 as she was well to do1 he suggested to her to devote her manual labour to the adornment of altars or to the service of the poor1 following the advice of the ,apostle1 who counsels us to labour with our hands to provide for the wants of the needy4 ,this lady1 who always followed his suggestions to the very letter as if they were commands1 having done some little piece of work for herself1 felt a scruple about the matter1 as though she had failed in the exact obedience which she had resolved to yield1 not only to the commands of the holy ,prelate1 but even to his opinions4 ,she therefore1 asked him if she ought to give in alms exactly what a piece of work she had done for herself was worth4 ,moreover1 having been advised to fast on ,fridays she wished1 she said1 in order to gain more merit to make a vow that she would always practise this mortification4 ,here is his reply3 ,i approve of your ,friday fasts1 but not that you should make any vow to keep them1 nor that you should tie yourself down1 tightly in such matters4 ,still more do ,i approve of your working with your hands1 spinning and so forth1 at times when nothing greater or more important claims your attention1 and that what you make should be destined either for the altar or for the poor1 ,i should not1 however1 like you to keep to this so strictly1 that if it should happen that you do something for yourself or for your family you should feel obliged to give the poor the value of your work4 ,for1 holy liberty and freedom must reign1 and we must have no other law than love1 which1 when it bids us to do some kind of work for our own family or friends1 must not be looked upon as if it had led us to do wrong4 ,still less does it require us to make amends1 as you wished to do seeing that whatever it invites us to take in hand1 whether for the rich or for the poor1 is equally pleasing to our ,lord4 ,what do you think of this doctrine1 you who go by rule and measure in valuing an act of virtue8 ,is liberality displayed towards the rich1 in your opinion1 worth as much as alms given to the poor8 ,see now1 this holy ,bishop follows a very different rule1 and measuring the one action and the other by the golden standard of charity1 esteems them as equal1 provided both be done with equal charity4 ,footnote #a3 ,,ii4 ,cor4 iii4 #ag4 ,footnote #b3 ,cor4 vii4 #bc ,,upon ,,nature ,,and ,,grace4 ,in certain minds there seems always to lurk some remains of ,pelagianism1 a hydra from which though bruised and crushed by the ,church--the pillar and bulwark of the ,truth--new heads are ever springing forth4 ,many1 as ,i am willing to believe1 from lack of consideration1 ascribe too much to nature1 and too little to grace1 making too great capital of the matter of moral virtues1 and too little of the manner in which they are practised4 ,these people forget that in our works ,god does not regard how much we do1 but with how much love we do it1 non quantum1 sed ex quanta1 in the language of the schools4 ,on this subject our ,blessed ,father gives the following excellent advice to a pious person who1 because she had to devote the greater part of her time to household affairs and to mix a good deal in society was discouraged1 and thought it almost impossible for her to lead a devout life4 ,do not1 he says1 look at all at the substance of the things which you do1 but rather1 poor though they be1 at the honour by which they are ennobled1 that of being willed by ,god1 ordered by ,his ,providence1 and arranged by ,his wisdom1 in a word1 that of being pleasing to ,god4 ,and if they please ,him1 whom can they reasonably offend8 ,strive1 my dearest daughter1 to become every day more pure in heart4 ,this purity of heart consists in setting on all things their true value1 and in weighing them in the balance of the sanctuary1 which balance is only another name for the wilt of ,god4 ,in the same way in his ,theotimus he teaches that acts of the lesser virtues are often more pleasing to ,god1 and consequently more meritorious1 because done with great love1 than the most splendid virtues when practised with less of heavenly charity4 ,charity is the pure gold which makes us rich in immortal wealth4 ,,upon ,,exaggerated ,,introspection4 ,blessed ,francis was not at all fond of too much self-introspection1 or of the habit of turning an unimportant matter over and over a hundred times in the mind4 ,he called this pernicious hair-splitting2 or1 with the ,psalmist3 ,spinning spiders' webs4#a ,people given to it he used to say are like the silkworm1 which imprisons and entangles itself in its own cocoon4 ,in his twelfth ,conference he speaks further on this subject4 ,the soul1 he says1 which is wholly bent on pleasing its divine ,lover1 has neither desire nor leisure to fall back upon itself4 ,it presses on continually 7or should do so7 along the one straight path which has that love for its aim1 not allowing itself to waste its powers in continual self-inspection for the purpose of seeing what it is doing or if it is satisfied4 ,alas6 our own satisfactions and consolations do not satisfy ,god1 they only feed that miserable love and care of ourselves which is quite apart from ,god and the thought of ,him4 ,a great deal of time is wasted in these useless considerations which would be far better employed in doing good works4 ,by over considering whether we do right1 we may actually do wrong4 ,st4 ,anthony was once asked how we might know if we prayed properly4 ,by not knowing it at all1 he answered4 ,he certainly prays well who is so taken up with ,god that he does not know he is praying4 ,the traveller who is always counting his steps will not make much headway4 ,footnote #a3 ,cf4 ,ps4 lxxxix4 #aj4 ,,upon ,,interior ,,reformation4 ,our ,blessed ,father used to say that1 generally speaking1 grace worked as nature1 and not as art1 does4 ,art only reproduces what appears outwardly as in painting and sculpture1 but nature begins her work from within1 so that in a living creature the internal organs are formed before the skin1 whence the saying that the heart is the first living part of man4 ,when1 therefore1 he wished to lead souls on from a worldly to a devout life1 he did not at first suggest changes in the exterior1 in the dressing of the hair1 in the fashion of garments1 and so on4 ,no1 he spoke only to the heart1 and of the heart1 knowing that when once that stronghold is gained1 nothing else can resist4 ,when a house is on fire1 said he1 see how all the furniture is thrown out of the window6 ,so is it when the heart is possessed by true love of ,god1 all that is not of ,god seems then to it of no moment at all4 ,if a man1 says the ,canticle of ,canticles give all his riches for love he will think that he has done nothing4#a ,i will give you a trifling illustration of this teaching which may be useful to you4 ,a lady of high rank1 having placed herself under the direction of the holy ,prelate1 became more and more assiduous in attending the services of the ,church1 spending much time in prayer and meditation1 and1 in what leisure was left her from her household cares1 visiting the sick and poor4 ,her friends and acquaintances1 however1 observed with surprise that she made no change at all in external matters1 that her dress was as rich as ever1 and that she laid aside none of her magnificent ornaments4 ,this so scandalized them that they began to murmur openly1 not only against her1 but also against her director4 ,they even went so far as to accuse her of hypocrisy1 forgetting that a hypocrite always tries to appear better in the eyes of others than he really is1 whereas she1 in spite of interior amendment1 remained quite unchanged in her exterior4 ,the truth was that she did not in the least care for her ornaments1 but as it was her husband's will that she should dress as before1 she followed the example of ,esther1 who1 though she detested all vain pomp and show1 to please ,assuerus1 decked herself out with magnificence4 ,on one occasion some busybody told our ,blessed ,father that this lady1 devout though she was1 had not even given up wearing ear-rings1 and expressed great surprise that he who was so good a confessor had not advised her to have done with the like vanities4 ,to all this ,francis replied with his accustomed gentleness1 and with a touch of humour3 ,i assure you1 ,i do not know that she has got ears1 much less ear-rings in them4 ,she always comes to confession with her head so completely enveloped in a great hood or scarf that ,i cannot see so much as its shape4 ,then1 too1 let us remember that the saintly ,rebecca of old1 who was quite as virtuous as this lady1 lost nothing of her sanctity by wearing the ear-rings which ,eleazer presented to her as the gift of his master ,isaac6 ,thus did our ,blessed ,father deal with matters which are a stumbling-block to the weak and foolish1 showing how true it is that all things work together for good to those who are good1 and that to the pure all things are pure4 ,footnote #a3 ,cant4 viii4 #g4 ,,his ,,vision ,,of ,,the ,,most ,,holy ,,trinity4 ,all ,christians ought to be not only devout but absolutely devoted to the most ,blessed ,trinity4 ,it is the most august and fundamental of all our mysteries2 it is that to which we are consecrated by our entrance into the holy ,church1 for we are baptized in the name of the ,father1 of the ,son1 and of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,but you1 my sisters1 ought in an especial manner to be devoted to this great and ineffable mystery1 remembering the wonderful vision which our ,blessed ,father1 your founder1 had on the day of his episcopal consecration4 ,in that sublime vision ,almighty ,god showed him most clearly and intelligibly that the three adorable ,persons of the most ,holy ,trinity were operating in his soul1 producing there special graces which were to aid him in his pastoral office1 at the very moment that the three ,bishops who were consecrating him1 blessed him1 and performed all the holy ceremonies which render this action so great and so solemn4 ,thenceforth he always regarded himself as consecrated to the ever-,blessed ,trinity and as a vessel of honour and sanctification4 ,then1 too1 in the year #afaj1 he both founded and opened your ,institute on the day dedicated by the ,church to the memory and adoration of that incomprehensible mystery4 ,trinity ,sunday that year happening to fall on the ,feast of ,st4 ,claude1 he gave you that saint as your special intercessor with the most ,holy ,trinity4 ,again1 you ,congregation began with three members only1 and this of set purpose1 in order to honour the ,blessed ,trinity as well as to accomplish what is written in the ,gospel1 that when two or three are gathered together in the name1 that is to say1 for the glory of ,god1 ,he will be in the midst of them1 and will animate and govern them by ,his spirit2 the spirit of love1 unity1 and concord1 which makes us keep the unity of the spirit in the bond of peace1 and renders us one through love1 as the ,father1 the ,son1 and the ,holy ,ghost are one only1 in nature1 essence1 and substance4 ,it is this peace of ,god1 passing all understanding1 which has up to the present time kept all the convents of your ,order in unity4 ,woe to him who shall break down this defence and rampart6 ,may the ever-,blessed ,trinity avert this misery1 and both regard and preserve you always1 as adopted daughters of the ,father1 adopted sisters of the ,son1 and spouses of the ,holy ,ghost6 ,amen4 ,,his ,,devotion ,,to ,,our ,,blessed ,,lady4 ,astrologers1 as you know1 make a great point of observing what star is rising on the horizon at the moment of a person's birth4 ,they call it the ascendant1 and it forms1 as it were1 the apex of their horoscope4 ,well1 this is an idle fancy1 but we may draw from it a useful suggestion4 ,it would be good for us to notice what star was in the ascendant in the heavens1 that is to say1 what blessed ,saint's feast day illumined the heaven of the ,church militant at the moment of our birth4 ,i cannot tell you how much this knowledge has helped many a soul4 ,ah6 how bright and glorious an ascendant our ,blessed ,father had6 seeing that he was born under the very sign and protection of the ,mother of ,god1 on one of the days in the ,octave of her ,assumption1 ,august #bast1 #aefg4 ,no wonder that he always had a special devotion to her and showed it in every possible way2 among others1 in giving her name to many of the confraternities and congregations established by him in the ,church4 ,no wonder either that he had so great a love of purity1 and that under the protection1 and with the assistance of the ,queen of ,virgins1 he should have consecrated himself to ,god in holy virginity and continence4 ,you know that it was on the ,feast of the ,immaculate ,conception that he received episcopal consecration1 and at the same time that inward unction which we learn so much of from the history of his life4 ,he also dedicated his ,theotimus#a to the ,queen of ,sovereign ,charity1 and preached continually and with extraordinary sweetness and fervour upon the perfections and greatness of that divine ,mother4 ,finally1 my dear sisters1 there was nothing that he recommended so much to his spiritual children as this devotion to the ,blessed ,virgin4 ,you1 indeed1 more than all others1 ought to bear witness to this1 seeing that he made you daughters of holy ,mary1 under the title of the ,visitation1 marked thereby to distinguish you from so many other congregations consecrated to the honour and service of ,god under the title of ,our ,lady4 ,his devotion to our ,blessed ,lady was1 indeed1 as might have been expected from one so single-minded and sincere as he1 eminently practical1 ,from his earliest youth he sought her protection and aid in all difficulties and temptations4 ,when he was pursuing his studies while at college in ,paris1 the evil spirit was permitted by ,god to insinuate into his mind the terrible idea that he was one of the number of the damned4 ,this delusion took such possession of his soul that he lost his appetite1 was unable to sleep1 and day by day grew more and more wasted and languid4 ,his tutor and director noticing how his health was affected and how pale1 listless1 and joyless he had become1 often questioned him as to the cause of his dejection and evident suffering1 but his tormentor who had filled his mind with this delusion1 being what is called a dumb devil1 the poor youth could give no explanation4 ,for one whole month he suffered this mental torture1 this agony of soul4 ,he had lost all the sweetness of divine love1 but not1 happily1 his fidelity to it4 ,he looked back with bitter tears to the happy time when he was1 as it were1 inebriated with that sweetness1 nor did any ray of hope illumine the darkness of that night of despair4 ,at last1 led by a divine inspiration1 he entered a church to pray that this agony might pass4 ,on his knees before a statue of the ,blessed ,virgin he implored the assistance of the ,mother of ,mercy with tears and sighs1 and the most fervent devotion4 ,he ended by reciting the ,memorare1 that devout prayer attributed to ,st4 ,augustine or ,st4 ,bernard1 and which was such a favourite with our ,blessed ,father and taught by him to all his penitents4 ,i may here mention that it was from his lips that ,i first learnt that prayer1 that ,i wrote it down in the beginning of my breviary1 and have made constant use of it in all my necessities4 ,but1 to return to my story4 ,no sooner had he finished this appeal to the ,mother of ,mercy than he began to experience the power of her intercession4 ,he seemed to hear the voice of ,god within him saying3 ,i am thy salvation3 ,oh6 man of little faith1 wherefore dost thou doubt8 ,thou art mine and ,i will save thee2 have confidence2 ,i am ,he who has overcome the world4 ,then1 in a moment1 the devil departed from him2 the delusions with which that wicked one had filled his mind vanished2 joy and consolation took their place2 where darkness had reigned light assumed the empire1 and ,francis felt he could never sufficiently thank ,god for this deliverance4 ,can you wonder that after such a battle and such a victory won through the intercession of the ,mother of ,god he always advised those who were undergoing temptation to have recourse to her powerful aid8 ,she is indeed terrible--to our foes--as an army in battle array1 and a tower of strength against the face of our enemies2 and what marvel seeing that it is she who has crushed the serpent's head8 ,footnote #a3 ,the ,treatise on the ,love of ,god4 ,,his ,,devotion ,,to ,,the ,,holy ,,winding ,,sheet ,,of ,,turin4 ,with regard to our ,blessed ,father's explanation of his special devotion to the ,holy ,winding ,sheet1 as connected with circumstances preceding his birth1 ,i may here say a few words4 ,he was born1 as you know1 on the #bast of ,august1 #aefg4 ,his mother was then very young1 not quite fifteen1 and frail and delicate in health4 ,it happened that at that very time the ,holy ,winding ,sheet1 then in the ,chapel of ,chambery1 was1 by command of ,his ,highness of ,savoy1 and at the request of the ,princess ,anne d',este1 wife1 by her second marriage1 of ,james of ,savoy1 ,duke of ,nemours and ,prince of ,geneva1 brought to ,annecy4 ,charles1 ,cardinal of ,lorraine1 and ,louis1 ,cardinal of ,guise1 were at the time at ,annecy1 where the sacred relic was displayed with great solemnity and exposed to the veneration of the multitudes who flocked to the place from all parts4 ,among these crowds came the father and mother of ,blessed ,francis1 and we may well believe that ,god made use of this holy relic to imprint upon both the mother and the unborn child some special influence of grace4 ,there is another winding sheet at ,besancon 7for our ,lord was buried in two1 ,holy ,scripture itself suggesting this by the use of the word linteamina1#a linen cloths71 that city being the metropolis of the ecclesiastical province1 in which the ,bishopric of ,belley is situated4 ,one day when our ,blessed ,father was passing by the place the authorities had the relic exposed in his honour1 and begged him to preach upon the subject4 ,he did so1 with tears of emotion and such a torrent of vehement eloquence1 as went straight to the hearts of all who listened to him4 ,in his own diocese he took care to have the feast of the ,holy ,winding ,sheet kept in all the churches4 ,he generally himself preached on that day1 and always with much feeling and devotion4 ,he had a most special devotion to the ,holy ,winding ,sheet1 as it is to be seen at ,turin4 ,he had it copied or represented in all sorts of different ways1 or1 ,i should rather say1 by all sorts of different arts2 in embroidery1 in oil painting1 in copperplate1 in coloured engraving1 in miniature1 in demi-relief1 in etching4 ,he had it in his chamber1 his chapel1 his oratory1 his study1 his refectory2 in a word1 everywhere4 ,on one occasion ,i asked him the reason of this4 ,he answered3 ,it is the great treasure of the ,house of ,savoy1 the defence of the country2 it is our great relic2 more than this1 it is the miraculous picture of the sufferings of ,jesus ,christ1 traced with ,his own blood4 ,and then1 too1 ,i have a special reason for my devotion to this holy relic1 seeing that before ,i was born my mother dedicated me to our ,lord1 while contemplating this sacred standard of salvation4 ,it is said that he who carries the standard into battle1 rather than surrender it to the enemy1 should wrap its folds round his body and glory in so dying4 ,ah6 ,what a happiness it would he if we could thus fold round about us the ,holy ,winding ,sheet1 buried with ,jesus ,christ for love of ,him1 in whom we are buried by baptism4 ,footnote #a3 ,luke xxiv4 #ab4 ,,upon ,,merit4 ,every good work can1 as you know1 have four qualities3 it can be meritorious1 satisfactory1 consolatory1 or impetratory4 ,in order to have the two first qualities it must be performed when we are in a state of grace2 that is to say1 through the motive of charity1 or1 at least1 in charity4 ,but the two last it can have1 although imperfectly1 without charity2 for how many sinners there are who feel consolation in doing works which are morally good1 and how many who in praying impetrate graces and favours from the mercy of ,god4 ,between the two first qualities of good works there is this difference1 that the first abides with and belongs wholly and entirely to the person who performs the work1 and cannot be communicated2 that power of communication being reserved solely for the merits of ,jesus ,christ our ,lord1 which do not stop short1 as it were1 and end in ,him1 but can be1 and1 in fact1 are1 communicated to us4 ,neither the saints in heaven nor those on earth have power to communicate to us one tittle of their merits2 not the former1 because in glory they are rewarded far beyond their deserving2 not the latter1 because they have not yet reached the goal1 and whatever sanctity they may possess1 they may1 through sin1 fall away from it1 and all have need of the grace and mercy of ,god to keep them from so falling4 ,the second quality1 however1 is communicable1 because we can share in the necessities of one another1 and can make satisfaction one for another2 spiritual riches being no less communicable than temporal ones1 and the abundance of some being able to relieve the starvation of others4 ,hear what our ,blessed ,father says on this subject in his eighteenth ,conference3 ,we must never think that by going to ,holy ,communion for others1 or by praying for them1 we lose anything4 ,we need not fear that by offering to ,god this communion or prayer in satisfaction for the sins of others we shall not make spiritual profit for ourselves4 ,the merit of the communion and of the prayer will remain with us1 for we cannot merit grace for one another2 it is our ,lord alone who can do that4 ,we can beg for graces for others1 but we can never merit them4 ,,upon ,,good ,,will ,,and ,,good ,,desires4 ,good will being of so great importance1 you ask me of what use it is1 if it does not manifest itself by its works4 ,and ,st4 ,gregory tells us that where there are no works there can be no love at all1 or at least none that is sincere4 ,our ,blessed ,father will give the best possible answer to your question4 ,these are his words3 ,the angel who proclaimed the birth of our infant ,saviour sang glory to ,god1 announcing that he published joy1 peace1 and happiness to men of good will4 ,this was done in order that no one might be ignorant that to receive this ,child all that is needed is to be of good will1 even though as yet one may have effected nothing of good1 for ,christ comes to bless all good wills1 and1 little by little1 ,he will render them fruitful and of good effect1 provided we allow ,him to govern them4 ,with regard to good desires1 it is1 indeed1 marvellous that they should so often come to nothing1 and that such magnificent blossoms should produce so little fruit4 ,he gives1 however1 a reason for this1 which pleases me very much4 ,god knows1 he says1 why ,he permits so many good desires to require such length of time and such severe effort to bring them to action1 nay1 more than this1 why sometimes they are never actuated at all4 ,yet if there were no other profit from them than that resulting from the mortification of a soul which loves ,god1 that would be much4 ,in fact1 we must not desire evil things at all2 good things we must desire only in moderation2 but desire supremely1 and in a limitless degree1 that one only divine ,good1 ,god ,himself4 ,,against ,,the ,,making ,,of ,,rash ,,vows4 ,a certain person of my acquaintance#a having learnt on good authority that ,blessed ,francis had in his early youth made a vow to say his rosary every day1 wished to imitate him in this work of piety1 and yet did not like to make the vow without first consulting him4 ,he received the answer3 ,beware of doing so4 ,my friend replying3 ,why do you refuse to others the advice which you took for yourself in your youth8 ,blessed ,francis continued3 ,the very word youth decides the question1 because ,i made the vow at that time with less reflection1 but now that ,i am older ,i say to you1 ,do not do it4 ,i do not tell you not to say your rosary2 on the contrary1 ,i advise you as earnestly as ,i can1 and even conjure you not to allow a single day to pass without reciting that prayer1 which is most pleasing to ,god1 and to the ,blessed ,virgin4 ,but do it from a firm and fixed purpose1 rather than from a vow1 so that if you should happen to omit it either from weariness or forgetfulness1 or any other circumstance1 you may not be perplexed by scruples1 and run the risk of offending ,god4 ,for it is not enough to vow1 we must also pay our vow1 and that under pain of sin1 which is no small matter4 ,i assure you that this vow has often been a hindrance to me1 and many a time ,i have been on the point of asking to be dispensed1 and set free from it1 or at least of having it changed into some other work of equal worth1 which might interfere less with the discharge of my duties4 ,but1 rejoined this person1 is not what is done by vow more meritorious than what is done only from a firm and settled purpose8 ,i suspected that was it1 replied ,blessed ,francis2 in that case who do you wish should profit by what you do8 ,a fine question1 cried the other1 my neighbour1 do you think8 ,no1 certainly1 ,i want to gain it for myself4 ,then there is nothing more to be said1 replied ,blessed ,francis4 ,i see ,i have been making a mistake1 ,i imagined1 of course1 that you wished to make your vow to ,god1 for ,god1 and for ,his sake1 and so by your vow to merit or gain something for ,god4 ,what6 ,are we to talk of our merits and graces as if ,he needed them1 and were not ,himself absolute merit and infinite goodness and perfection8 ,our ,blessed ,father loved to see this bird beating its wings against the bars of its cage4 ,at last to let him fly1 he said3 ',but what then is merit1 but a work pleasing to ,god1 and a work done in ,his grace1 and by ,his help1 and for ,his love--a work which ,he rewards with increase of grace and glory8' ,certainly1 said the other1 that is how ,i1 too1 understood it4 ,well1 then1 replied he1 if you understand it thus1 why do you contend against your understanding and your conscience8 ,are we not meriting for ,god1 when we do a good work in a state of grace and for the love of ,god8 ,and ought not the love of ,god which seeks nothing but ,his interests1 that is to say1 ,his glory1 to be the chief end and final aim of all our good works1 rather than the reward we thereby merit1 which is merely an accessory8 ,and of what use to ,god are the merits and good works of men8 continued the other4 ,for one thing1 replied he1 ,god thereby saves you from taking a false step4 ,you are standing on the brink of a precipice1 and you have your eyes shut4 ,let me give you a helping hand4 ,in very truth1 no good works of ours1 though done in a state of grace and for the love of ,god1 can increase ,his interior and essential glory4 ,the reason is that this glory1 being ,god ,himself and consequently infinite1 can neither be increased by our good actions nor diminished by our sins2 and it is in this sense that ,david says that ,god is ,god and has no need of our goods4#b ,it is not thus1 however1 with the exterior glory which is rendered to ,him by creatures1 and for the obtaining of which ,he drew them forth out of nothingness into existence4 ,this is finite1 by reason of its subject1 ,god's creature1 and therefore can be increased by our good works done in and for the love of ,god1 or1 on the other hand1 diminished by our evil actions1 by which we dishonour ,god1 and rob ,him of ,his glory1 though only of glory which is exterior and outside of the divine nature4 ,now that we do increase the exterior glory of ,god by our good works1 done as ,i have said1 is evident from the testimony of the ,apostle1 when he calls the man who is purified from sin by justifying grace3 ,a vessel unto honour sanctified and profitable to the ,lord prepared unto every good work4#c ,indeed1 it is the very fact that a work done in grace increases the exterior glory of ,god1 which makes it meritorious1 ,his goodness being pledged by ,his promise to glorify those who glorify ,him1 and to give the crown of justice to those who fight the good fight1 and who do1 or endure1 anything for the glory of ,his name4 ,this is why ,i said that we must merit for ,god1 that is to say1 we should refer our actions to the glory of ,god1 and act out of love for ,him4 ,so we shall merit eternal life1 provided always we be free from mortal sin1 since ,god is not pledged to give the glories of heaven to any but those who shall labour in ,his grace4 ,if1 on the other hand1 we wish to merit for ourselves1 that is to say1 if we positively intend that the whole aim of our labour be the reward of grace1 or glory1 which we hope for3 and if we do not1 in performing our good works seek first and chiefly the glory of ,god2 then we really merit nothing for ourselves1 since we do nothing for ,god4 ,the reason of this is that there is so close a relationship between merit and reward 7the two ,latin names for them1 meritum and merces1 having the same root and meaning71 that one cannot exist without the other any more than a mountain without a valley1 or paternity without sonship4 ,you see now that in the theory you have unwittingly adopted you entirely destroy the nature of true merit1 and are in danger of being shipwrecked on the same rock as those heretics of our day who hold that good works are unprofitable for salvation4 ,i am convinced1 as you may well believe1 that you are as far from wishing to run the risk with them as you are from sharing their belief4 ,remember this1 that in order to do a good work in true charity you must not make your own interest your ultimate aim1 but ,god's interest1 which is nothing else but ,his exterior glory4 ,the more1 too1 that you think of ,god's interest the more ,he will think of yours1 and the less you trouble yourself about reward1 the greater will your reward be in heaven1 because pure love1 never mercenary1 looks only to the good of the beloved one1 not to its own4 ,this is the end and aim of the sacred teaching that we must seek first the ,kingdom of ,god1 that is to say1 ,his glory1 knowing assuredly that in seeking this all good things will be added unto us4 ,he who only wishes to merit for himself does nothing for ,god and merits nothing for himself3 but1 on the other hand1 he who does everything for ,god and for ,his honour merits much for himself4 ,in this game he who loses1 wins2 and he who thinks only of winning for himself1 plays a losing game4 ,his good works are1 as it were1 hollow1 and weigh too lightly in the divine balance4 ,he falls asleep on his pile2 of imaginary spiritual wealth1 and awakening finds he has nothing in his hands4 ,he has laboured for himself1 not for ,god1 and therefore receives his reward from himself and not from ,god4 ,like a moth1 he singes his wings in the flame of a merit which is truly imaginary1 no work being really meritorious except that which is done in a state of grace1 and with ,god for its last end4 ,all this1 replied the person1 does not at all satisfy me on the point which ,i brought forward1 namely1 as to whether work done by vow is not more meritorious than that which is done without it1 seeing that to the action of the particular virtue which is vowed is added that of the virtue of religion which is the vow4 ,certainly1 replied our ,blessed ,father1 as regards the question whether it is more meritorious to say the ,rosary by vow rather than of one's free choice1 it is undoubtedly1 as you say1 adding one act of virtue to another to do so in discharge of one's vow1 for is not prayer the highest of all religious actions8 ,again1 if ,i pray with devotion and fervour1 am ,i not adding to prayer another religious action1 which is devotion8 ,if ,i offer to ,god this prayer1 as incense1 or a spiritual sacrifice1 or as an oblation1 are not sacrifice and oblation two religious actions8 ,moreover1 if by this prayer ,i desire to praise ,god1 is not divine praise a religious act8 ,if in praying ,i adore ,god1 is not adoration one also8 ,and if ,i pray thus with devotion1 adoration1 sacrifice1 oblation1 and praise1 have we not here five acts of the virtue of religion added by me to the sixth1 which is prayer8 ,but1 rejoined the other1 the vow is more than all that4 ,if1 replied ,blessed ,francis1 you say that the act of making a vow is in itself more than all these six together1 you must really bring me some proof of its being so4 ,i mean1 said the other1 than each of these acts taken separately1 ,that1 returned our ,blessed ,father1 is not the opinion of the ,angelical ,doctor1#d who1 when enumerating the eleven acts of religion1 places the making a vow only in the eighth rank1 with seven preceding it1 namely1 prayer1 devotion1 adoration1 sacrifice1 oblation1 the paying of tithes1 and first-fruits2 and three after it3 the praise of ,god1 the taking of lawful oaths1 and the adjuring of creatures in ,god4 ,it is not that the act of making a vow is not an excellent thing2 but we have no right to set it above other virtues which surpass it in excellence1 and other good works of greater worth4 ,we must leave everything in its place1 going neither against the order of reason nor against that of divine charity4 ,a man who boasts too much of his noble birth provokes scrutiny into the genuineness of his claim and risks its being disallowed4 ,all the same1 persisted this person1 ,i maintain that a good work done by vow is more meritorious than one done without it1 charity1 of course1 being taken for granted4 ,it is not enough1 replied ,francis1 to take charity for granted4 ,we must also suppose it to be greater in the man who does the action with a vow than in the one who does it without2 for if he who says some particular prayer1 because bound by vow1 has less charity than he who says the same without being so bound1 he1 doubtless1 has1 and you will not deny it1 less merit than the other1 because merit is not in proportion to the vow made1 but to the charity which accompanies it1 and without which it has neither life nor value4 ,and supposing equal charity1 vow1 or no vow1 resumed the person1 will not the action done by vow have greater merit than the other8 ,it will only have the same eternal glory for its reward1 replied our ,blessed ,father1 in so far as it has the same amount of charity1 and thus each will receive the same reward of eternal life4 ,but as regards accidental glory1 supposing that there were a special halo for the vow which would add a fourth to the three of which schoolmen treat1 or1 if you wish1 that there should be as many special and accidental halos of glory as there are kinds of virtue1 they will be unequal in accidental glory4 ,but then we should have to prove that this multiplicity of halos1 or accidental glories1 exists1 in addition to the three of which the schoolmen speak4 ,this ,i would ask you now to do1 though ,i am doubtful as to the result4 ,of what then does it avail you1 said the other1 to have made that vow about which ,i have been consulting you8 ,it renders me1 replied our ,blessed ,father1 more careful1 diligent1 and attentive in keeping my word to ,god1 in binding myself closer to ,him1 in strengthening me to keep my promise 7for ,i do not deny that there is something more stable in the vow than in mere purpose and resolution71 in keeping myself from the sin ,i might incur1 if ,i should fail in what ,i have vowed1 in stimulating me to do better1 and to make use of this means to further my progress in the love of ,god1 ,you do not then pretend to merit more on account of it8 said the other4 ,i leave all that to ,god1 replied ,francis1 ,he knows the measure of grace which ,he gives1 or wishes to give me4 ,i desire no more1 and only as much as it may please ,him to bestow on me for ,his glory4 ,love is not eager to serve its own interests1 it leaves the care of them to its ,beloved1 who will know how to reward those who love ,him with a pure and disinterested love4 ,i close this subject with two extracts from the writings of our ,blessed ,father4 ,in the first he says3 ,i do not like to hear people say1 ,we must do this1 or that1 because there is more merit in it4 ,there is more merit in saying1 ',we must do all for the glory of ,god4' ,if we could serve ,god without merit--which cannot be done--we ought to wish to do so4 ,it is to be feared that by always trying to discover what is most meritorious we may miss our way1 like hounds1 which when the scent is crossed1 easily lose it altogether4 ,footnote #a3 ,undoubtedly ,m4 ,camus himself4 ,note4--,it is considered by critics that ,m4 ,camus puts much of his own into the month of ,st4 ,francis in this section4--,ed4 ,footnote #b3 ,psal4 xv4 #b4 ,footnote #c3 #b ,tim4 ii4 #ba4 ,footnote #d3 ,s4 ,thom4 #b;a1 #b;ae1 ,quaest1 xxiii4 art4 vii4 ,,upon ,,the ,,pro-,,passions ,,of ,,our ,,lord4 ,i have been asked whether our ,lord ,jesus ,christ had passions4 ,i cannot do better than answer in the exact words of our ,blessed ,father1 taken from his ,theotimus4 ,he says3 ,jesus ,christ feared1 desired1 grieved1 and rejoiced4 ,he even wept1 grew pale1 trembled1 and sweated blood1 although in ,him these effects were not caused by passions like to ours4 ,therefore the great ,st4 ,jerome1 and1 following his example1 the ,schools of ,theology1 out of reverence for the divine ,person in whom they existed1 do not dare to give the name of passions to them1 but call them reverently pro-passions1 to show that in our ,lord these sensible emotions1 though not passions1 took the place of passions4 ,moreover1 ,he suffered nothing whatever on account of them1 excepting what seemed good to ,him1 governing and controlling them at ,his will4 ,this1 we who are sinners do not do1 for we suffer and groan under these disorderly emotions1 which1 against our will1 and to the great prejudice of our spiritual peace and welfare1 disturb our souls4#a ,footnote #a3 ,book ,i4 chap4 #c4 ,,his ,,victory ,,over ,,the ,,passions ,,of ,,love ,,and ,,anger4 ,blessed ,francis candidly owned that the two passions which it cost him the most to conquer were love of creatures and anger4 ,the former overcame by skill1 the latter by violence1 or as he himself was wont to say1 by taking hold of his heart with both hands4 ,the strategy by which he conquered love of creatures was this4 ,he gave his affections an altogether new object to feed upon and to live for1 an object absolutely pure and holy1 the ,creator4 ,the soul1 we know1 cannot live without love1 therefore all depends on providing it with an object worthy of its love4 ,our will is like our love4 ,we become earthly1 says ,st4 ,augustine1 if we love the earth1 but heavenly if we love heaven4 ,nay more1 if we love ,god1 we actually1 by participation1 become godlike4 ,osee1 speaking of idolaters1 says3 ,they became abominable as those things were which they loved4#a ,all our ,saint's writings breathe love1 but a love so holy1 pure1 and beautiful as to justify itself in every expression of it3--,pure words 444 justified in themselves 444 sweeter than honey and the honeycomb4 ,as regards the passion of anger1 which was very strong in him1 he fought against it1 face to face1 with such persevering force and success that meekness and gentleness are considered his chief characteristics4 ,footnote #a3 ,osee ix4 #aj4 ,,upon ,,our ,,passions ,,and ,,emotions4 ,one day1 at a time when ,i was writing a treatise on the subject of the human passions--which treatise was afterwards published among my ,miscellaneous ,works--,i went to him to be enlightened upon several points4 ,after having answered my questions1 and satisfied my mind1 he asked me3 ,and what will you say about the affections8 ,i must confess that this question surprised me1 for though ,i am quite aware of the distinction between the reasonable and the sensitive appetite1 ,i had no idea that there was such a difference between the passions and the affections1 as he told me existed4 ,i imagined that when the passions were governed by reason1 they were called affections1 but he explained to me that this was not so at all4 ,he said that our sensitive appetite was divided into two parts3 the concupiscent and the irascible4444 ,the reasonable appetite is also divided1 like the sensitive1 into the concupiscent and the irascible1 but it makes use of the mind as its instrument4 ,the sensitive concupiscent appetite is again subdivided into six passions3 #a1 love2 #b1 hate2 #c1 desire2 #d1 aversion2 #e1 joy2 #f1 sadness4 ,the irascible comprises five passions3 #a1 anger2 #b1 hope2 #c1 despair2 #d1 fear2 #e1 courage4 ,the reasonable appetite1 which is the will1 has just as many affections1 and they bear the same names4 ,there is1 however1 this difference between the passions and the affections4 ,we possess the passions in common with the irrational brute creation1 which1 as we see1 is moved by love1 hate1 desire1 aversion1 joy1 sadness1 anger1 hope1 despair1 fear1 and fearlessness1 but without the faculty of reason to guide and regulate the impulse of the senses4 ,the carnal man1 that is to say1 he who allows himself to be carried away by the impetuosity of his feelings1 is1 says the ,psalmist3 compared to senseless beasts and is become like to them4#a ,he1 however who makes use of his reason1 directs his affections uprightly and well1 employing them in the service of the reasonable appetite1 only in as far as they are guided by the light and teaching of natural reason4 ,as this1 however1 is faulty and liable to deceptions and illusions1 mistakes are often made which are called by philosophers disorders of mind4 ,but when the regenerate1 that is to say1 the ,christian who possesses both grace and charity1 makes use of the passions of his sensitive appetite1 as well as of the affections of his reason1 for the glory of ,god1 and for the love of ,him alone1 this does not happen4 ,then he loves what he ought to love1 he hates what he ought to hate1 he desires what ,god wills that he should desire1 he flies from what displeases ,god1 he is saddened by offences done against ,god1 he rejoices and takes delight in the things which are pleasing to ,god4 ,then his zeal fills him with anger and indignation against all that detracts from the honour due to ,god2 he hopes in ,god and not in the creature1 he fears nothing save to offend ,god1 he is fearless in ,god's service4 ,thus1 the ,psalmist1 a man after ,god's own heart1 was able to say that his flesh1 that is1 the passions seated in his senses1 and his heart1 namely1 the affections rooted in his mind1 rejoiced in the living ,god4#b ,the winds1 which1 as some of the ancients held1 come forth from the caverns and hollows of the earth1 produce two very different effects upon the sea4 ,without winds we cannot sail1 and yet through them tempests and shipwrecks happen4 ,the passions and affections shut up in the two caverns of the concupiscent and the irascible appetite are so many inward impulses which urge us on to evil if they are rebellious1 disorderly1 and irregular1 but if directed by reason and charity1 lead us into the haven of rest1 the port of life eternal4 ,this is what our ,blessed ,father taught me1 and if you desire any more information on the subject you will find it in his ,treatise on the ,love of ,god4#c ,his words did indeed open my eyes6 ,they were of the greatest assistance to me in writing the book ,i alluded to4 ,footnote #a3 ,psal4 xlviii4 #ac4 ,footnote #b3 ,psal4 lxxxiii4 #c4 ,footnote #c3 ,book #a4 chap4 #e4 ,,how ,,he ,,came ,,to ,,write ,,his ,,philothea4 ,there is something remarkable about the origin of this book1 ,an ,introduction to the ,devout ,life1 addressed by him to ,philothea1 that is1 to every soul which desires to love and serve ,god1 and especially to persons living in the world4 ,one peculiarity about it is that it was composed two years before its author had thought of writing any book at all4 ,he says on this subject in his preface3 ,it was by no choice or desire of mine that this ,introduction saw the light4 ,some time ago1 a soul#a richly endowed with honourable and virtuous qualities1 having received from ,god the grace to aspire to the devout life1 desired my special assistance in the matter4 ,i1 on my part1 having had much to do with her in spiritual concerns1 and having for a long time past observed in her a great aptitude for such a life1 took great pains in instructing her4 ,i not only led her through all the exercises suitable to her condition and aspirations1 but ,i also gave her some written notes1 to which she might refer when necessary4 ,later on she showed these to a learned and devout ,religious man1 who1 considering that they might be of use to many1 strongly urged me to publish them1 which he easily persuaded me to do1 because his friendship had great power over me1 and because ,i valued his judgment very highly4 ,i am able to give some further details4 ,this soul richly endowed with honourable and virtuous qualities1 as our ,blessed ,father described her to be1 was a lady from ,normandy of good family1 who had married a gentleman of note in ,savoy4 ,his estates were partly in the diocese of ,geneva1 where he mostly resided1 and he was nearly related to our ,blessed ,father4 ,the lady1 who was of a most pious disposition1 decided that she could not possibly choose a better guide in the devout life than our ,saint1 her ,bishop1 and her relative by marriage4 ,blessed ,francis instructed her carefully both by word of mouth and also by written lessons1 which she not only kept and treasured up1 but sorted and arranged according to their various subjects1 so as to be able to find in a moment the counsel she wanted4 ,for two years she went on steadily collecting and amassing these precious documents as one by one he wrote them for her4 ,at the end of that time1 owing to the disturbed state of the country1 a great change came over her life4 ,her husband served his ,prince1 the ,duke of ,savoy1 in the war in ,piedmont1 and was obliged to leave the management of all his affairs and of his property to his wife1 who was as skilful in such matters as she was devout4 ,the business of a great lawsuit in which her husband was concerned obliged her to take up her residence for more than six months at ,chambery1 where the senate or parliament was held4 ,during her stay in this place she took for her director ,pre ,jean ,ferrier1 the ,rector of the ,jesuit ,college1 and confessor to our ,blessed ,father4 ,in her difficulties she applied to this ,father for advice1 and he willingly gave it4 ,sometimes it agreed with what ,blessed ,francis had said to her on similar occasions1 sometimes it differed4 ,when it differed1 in order to prove that she was not speaking at random1 and that she had something stronger than her own memory to rely upon1 she would show him some of the written memoranda of which ,i have spoken4 ,the good ,priest1 who was deeply versed in all spiritual matters1 found so much in them that was profitable and delightful1 that on one occasion he asked her if she had many more of the same sort4 ,so many1 ,father1 she replied1 that if they were arranged in proper order they would make a good-sized volume4 ,the ,father at once expressed his wish to see them all1 and after having slowly and thoughtfully perused them1 begged as a further favour that he might have several copies made of them4 ,this being readily granted1 he distributed the said copies among the ,fathers of the ,college1 who fully appreciated the gift1 and treasured it most carefully4 ,when this lady returned to ,geneva1 the ,father ,rector wrote a letter by her to our ,blessed ,father1 praising her many virtues and her business talents1 and begging him to continue to guide and counsel a soul so rich in all ,christian graces and heavenly dispositions4 ,he then went on to extol in the highest terms the written teaching with which he 7,francis7 had assisted her4 ,our ,blessed ,father read ,pre ,ferrier's first letter1 he has told me1 without giving a thought to the matter of his own writings4 ,but when this was followed by letter upon letter urging and imploring him not to keep such a treasure buried1 but to allow other souls to be enlightened and guided in the way of salvation by his teaching1 our ,blessed ,father was puzzled4 ,he wrote to ,pre ,ferrier saying that his present charge was so onerous1 and engrossing1 that he had no leisure for writing1 and moreover that he had no talent for it1 and could not imagine why people wanted him to attempt to do so4 ,pre ,ferrier replied1 saying that if his ,lordship did not publish the excellent instructions which he had given in writing to this lady he would be keeping back truth unlawfully1 depriving souls of great advantages1 and ,god of great glory4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 much surprised1 showed the letter to the lady1 begging her to explain it4 ,she replied that ,pre ,ferrier had made the same request to her1 entreating her to have the memoranda1 given her for her private direction1 published4 ,what memoranda8 said ,blessed ,francis4 ,oh6 ,father1 replied the lady1 do you not remember all those little written notes on various subjects which you gave me to help my memory8 ,and pray what could be done with those notes8 he enquired4 ,possibly you might make a sort of ,almanack out of them1 a sentence for every day in the year4 ,an ,almanack6 cried the lady4 ,why1 ,father1 do you know that there are enough of them to fill a big book6 ,little by little the pile has grown larger than you would think6 ,many feathers make a pound1 and many strokes of the pen make a book4 ,you had better see the papers1 and judge for yourself4 ,the ,father ,rector has had them copied1 and they make a thick volume4 ,what6 cried ,blessed ,francis1 has the good ,father really had the patience to read through all these poor little compositions1 put together for the use of an unenlightened woman6 ,you have done us both a great honour1 indeed1 by giving the learned doctor such a trifle to amuse himself with1 and by showing him these precious productions of mine6 ,yet he values them so much1 replied the lady1 that he persists in assuring me that he has never come across any writings more useful1 or more edifying2 and he goes on to say that this is the general feeling of all the ,fathers of his house1 who are all eager to possess copies4 ,if you refuse to take the matter in hand1 they will themselves see that this light is not left much longer under a bushel4 ,really1 said our ,blessed ,father1 it is amazing that people should want me to believe that ,i have written a book without meaning it4 ,however1 let us examine these precious pearls of which so much is thought4 ,the lady then brought to him all the bundles of notes which she had shown to ,pre ,ferrier4 ,our ,blessed ,father was astonished to see how many there were1 and wondered at the care which the lady had taken to collect and preserve them4 ,he asked to be allowed to look them through again1 and begged ,pre ,ferrier not to attempt to send to the press disconnected and detached fragments which he had never for a moment thought of publishing4 ,he added1 however1 that if on examination he thought that what had been written for the consolation of one soul might prove useful to others1 he would not fail to put them into good order1 and to add what was necessary to make them acceptable to those who might take the trouble to read them4 ,this he did1 and the result was the ,introduction1#b which we are therefore justified in saying was composed two years before its author thought of writing it6 ,the simplicity1 beauty1 and usefulness of this book is well known4 ,it showed the possibility of living a holy life in any station1 amid the tumult of worldly cares1 the seductions of prosperity1 or the temptations of poverty4 ,it brought new light to devout souls1 and encouragement to all1 whether high or low1 who were desirous of finding and following ,jesus4 ,but1 alas6 there is a reverse side to the picture4 ,i mean the misrepresentations and calumnies which our ,blessed ,father had to endure from those who pretended that the principles on which the book was based were absurd1 and that it inculcated a degree of devotion quite impracticable in ordinary life4 ,i can hardly speak calmly about this matter1 and so content myself with remarking that in spite of bitter opposition the book has already1 in my own time1 passed through thirty editions in ,french1 and has been translated not only into ,latin1 but into ,italian1 ,spanish1 ,german1 ,english1 in short1 into most ,european languages4 ,in order that you may not think1 however1 that ,i have exaggerated in what ,i have said of the opposition which it excited1 ,i will close the subject with our ,blessed ,father's own calm and gentle words of lament4 ,in his preface to the ,treatise on the ,love of ,god1 he says3 ,three or four years afterwards ,i published the ,introduction to a ,devout ,life upon the occasion1 and in the manner which ,i have put down in the preface thereof3 regarding which ,i have nothing to say to you1 dear reader1 save only that1 though this little book has in general had a gracious and kind acceptance1 yes1 even amongst the gravest ,prelates and ,doctors of the ,church1 yet it has not escaped the rude censure of some who have not merely blamed me but bitterly and publicly attacked me1 because ,i tell ,philothea that dancing is an action indifferent in itself1 and that for recreation's sake one may make puns and jokes4 ,knowing the quality of these censors1 ,i praise their intention1 which ,i think was good4 ,i should have desired them1 however1 to please to consider that the first proposition is drawn from the common and true doctrine of the most holy and learned divines2 that ,i was writing for such as live in the world1 and at court2 that withal ,i carefully point out the extreme dangers which are found in dancing2 and that as to the second proposition1 it is not mine but ,st4 ,louis'1 that admirable ,king1 a ,doctor worthy to be followed in the art of rightly conducting courtiers to a devout life4 ,for1 ,i believe1 if they had weighed this1 their charity and discretion would never have permitted their zeal1 how vigorous1 and austere soever1 to arm their indignation against me4 ,footnote #a3 ,madame de ,charmoisy1 ne ,louise ,dutchatel4 ,ed4 ,footnote #b3 ,the ,saint added advice given by him to his mother and others4 ,ed4 ,,upon ,,the ,,example ,,of ,,the ,,saints4 ,god said to ,moses3 ,look1 and make it 7the tabernacle7 according to the pattern that was shewn thee in the mount1#a and he did so4 ,the ancient philosopher was right when he described the art of imitating as the mistress of all others1 because it is by making copies that we learn how to draw originals1 ,the way of precept is long1 said the ,stoics1 but example makes it short and efficacious4 ,seneca1 treating of the best method of studying philosophy1 says that it is to nourish and clothe ourselves with the maxims of eminently philosophical minds4 ,blessed ,francis always inculcated this practice of imitating others in virtue4 ,hence his choice of spiritual books to be read and followed4 ,with respect to the ,lives of the ,saints1 he advised the reading by preference of those of holy men and women whose vocation has either been identical with or very much like our own1 in order that we may put before ourselves models we can copy more closely4 ,on one occasion1 however1 when ,i was telling him how ,i had taken him for my pattern1 and how closely ,i watched his conduct and ways1 trying thereon to model my own1 and that he must be careful not to do anything less perfect1 for if he did1 ,i should certainly imitate it as a most exalted virtue1 he said3 ,it is unfortunate that friendship1 like love1 should have its eyes bandaged and hinder us from distinguishing between the defects and the good qualities of the person to whom we are attached4 ,what a pity it is that you should force me to live among you as if ,i were in an enemy's country1 and that ,i have to be as suspicious of your eyes and ears as if you were spies6 ,still ,i am glad that you have spoken to me as you have done1 for a man warned is a man armed1 and ,i seem to hear a voice saying3 ',child of earth1 be on thy guard1 and always walk circumspectly1 since ,god and men are watching thee6' ,our enemies are constantly on the alert to find fault and injure us by talking against us2 our friends ought to observe us just as narrowly but for a very different reason1 in order1 namely1 that they may be able to warn us of our failings1 and kindly to help us to get rid of them4 ,the just man1 says the ,psalmist1 shall correct me in mercy1 and shall reprove me1 but let not the oil of the sinner fatten my head4 ,by the oil of the sinner is meant flattery4 ,do not be offended with me if ,i assure you that you are still more cruel to me1 for you not only refuse to give me a helping hand to aid me in getting rid of my faults1 which you might do by wholesome and charitable warnings1 but you seem by your unfair copying of my faults to wish1 to make me an accomplice in your own wrong doings6 ,as for me1 the affection ,god has given me for you is very different4 ,my jealousy for ,god's honour makes me long so ardently to see you walk in ,his ways that your slightest failing is intolerable to me1 and so far am ,i from wishing to imitate your faults1 that1 if ,i seem to overlook them for a time1 ,i am1 believe me1 doing violence to myself1 by waiting with patience for a fitting opportunity to warn you of them4 ,footnote #a3 ,exod4 xxv4 #dj4 ,,upon ,,the ,,love ,,of ,,god',s ,,word4 ,blessed ,francis considered--as indeed ,i have already told you in another place--that to love to listen to ,god1 speaking to us1 either by the living voice of ,his ,priests1 or in pious books1 which are often the voice of ,his ,saints1 was one of the strongest marks of predestination4 ,but he also insisted on the folly and uselessness of listening to1 or reading1 without putting in practice the lessons so conveyed to us4 ,this1 he said1 was like beholding our faces in a glass1 then going our way1 and forgetting what we are like4 ,it is to learn the will of our ,master and not to take pains to fulfil ,his commands4 ,in his ,philothea he says3 ,be devoted to the word of ,god1 whether it comes to you in familiar conversation with your spiritual friends1 or in listening to sermons4 ,always hear it with attention and reverence1 profit by it as much as possible1 and never permit it to fall to the ground4 ,receive it into your heart as a precious balm1 following the example of the ,blessed ,virgin1 who kept carefully in her heart every word that was spoken in praise of her divine ,child4 ,do not forget that our ,lord gathers up the words which we speak to ,him in our prayers1 in proportion to the diligence with which we gather up those ,he addresses to us by the mouth of ,his preachers4 ,as regards spiritual reading1 he recommended it most strongly as being food for the soul1 which we could always keep at hand1 at all times and in all places4 ,he said that we might be where we could not always hear sermons1 or easily have recourse to a spiritual director and guide1 and that our memory might not always serve us to recall what we had been taught1 either by preachers1 or by those who had instructed us specially and individually in the way of salvation4 ,he therefore desired those who aspired to lead a devout life to provide themselves with pious books which would kindle in their hearts the flame of divine love1 and not to let a single day pass without using them4 ,he wished them to be read with great respect and devotion1 saying that we should regard them as missives sent to us by the ,saints from heaven1 to show us the way thither1 and to give us courage to persevere in it4 ,,his ,,love ,,of ,,retirement4 ,it is well known that if our ,blessed ,father had lived to return from ,lyons1 his intention was to retire from the world and its activities in which he had so long taken a part1 and to lead henceforth a purely contemplative life4 ,with this intention he had1 some years before his death1 caused a little hermitage to be built in a most suitable and sequestered spot on the shores of the beautiful lake of ,annecy4 ,this1 however1 he had had done quite quietly without giving any idea of the real purpose for which it was destined4 ,on this same shore there is a ,benedictine ,monastery called ,taloire1 easily accessible1 as it is built on the slope of the ,hill4 ,into it he had introduced some salutary reforms1 and he was on terms of the most affectionate intimacy with the holy men who lived a hidden life in its quiet seclusion4 ,at the top of a neighbouring spur of this same mountain1 on a gentle and smooth rising ground1 surrounded by rich vineyards and delightful shrubs of various kinds1 watered by clear streams1 stood an old chapel1 dedicated to ,god1 under the name of ,st4 ,germain1 a ,saint who had been one of the first monks in the ,monastery and who is greatly honoured in that part of the country4 ,blessed ,francis secretly gave the necessary funds for repairing and decorating this chapel1 and for building round it five or six cells pleasantly enclosed4 ,this hermitage1 the ,superior said1 would be most useful to his monks1 enabling them to make their spiritual retreats in quiet solitude4 ,indeed1 from time to time he sent them there for this purpose1 in accordance with the rule of ,st4 ,benedict1 which so greatly recommends solitude1 a rule practised to the letter in the hermitages of ,montserrat in ,spain4 ,here1 then1 in this quiet and lonely retreat1 it was the intention of ,blessed ,francis to spend the last years of his life1 and when he spoke upon the subject in private to the good ,prior1 he expressed himself in these words3 ,when ,i get to our hermitage ,i will serve ,god with my breviary1 my rosary1 and my pen4 ,then ,i shall have plenty of happy and holy leisure1 which ,i can spend in putting on paper1 for the glory of ,god and the instruction of souls1 thoughts which have been surging through my mind for the last thirty years and which have been useful to me in my sermons1 in my instructions1 and in my own private meditations4 ,my memory is crowded with these1 but ,i hope1 besides1 that ,god will inspire me with others1 and that ideas will fall upon me from heaven thick and fast as the snowflakes which in winter whiten all our mountains4 ,oh6 who will give me the wings of a dove1 that ,i may fly to this holy resting place1 and draw breath for a little while beneath the shadow of the ,cross8 ,i expect until my change come6#a ,footnote #a3 ,job xiv4 #ad4 ,,how ,,he ,,sanctified ,,his ,,recreations4 ,blessed ,francis1 gentle and indulgent to others as regards recreation1 was severe towards himself in this matter4 ,he never had a garden in either of the two houses which he occupied during the time of his episcopate1 and only took walks when the presence of guests made them necessary1 or when his physician prescribed them for his health1 for he obeyed him faithfully4 ,but he acted otherwise with his friends and neighbours4 ,he approved of agreeable conversation after meals1 never showing weariness1 or making them feel ill at ease4 ,when ,i went to visit him1 he took pains to amuse me after the fatigue of preaching1 either by a row on the beautiful lake of ,annecy1 or by delightful walks in the fine gardens on its banks4 ,he did not refuse similar recreations which ,i offered him when he came to see me1 but he never asked for or sought them for himself4 ,although he found no fault with those who talked enthusiastically of architecture1 pictures1 music1 gardening1 botany1 and the like1 and who devoted themselves to these studies or amusements1 he desired that they should use them as mystical ladders by means of which the soul may rise to ,god1 and by his own example he showed how this might be done4 ,if any one pointed out to him rich orchards filled with well-grown fruit trees3 ,we1 he would say1 are the agriculture and husbandry of ,god4 ,if buildings of just proportion and symmetry3 ,we1 he would say1 are the edifice of ,god4 ,if some magnificent and beautifully decorated church3 ,we are the living temples of the living ,god4 ,why are not our souls as richly adorned with virtues8 ,if flowers3 ,ah6 when will our flowers give fruits1 and1 indeed1 be themselves fruits of honour and integrity8 ,when there was any talk of budding and grafting1 he would say3 ,when shall we be rightly grafted8 ,when shall we yield fruits both plentiful and well flavoured to the heavenly ,husbandman1 who cultivates us with so much care and toil8 ,when rare and exquisite pictures were shown to him3 ,there is nothing1 he would say1 so beautiful as the soul which is made to the image and likeness of ,god4 ,when he was taken into a garden1 he would exclaim3 ,ah6 when will the garden of our soul be planted with flowers and plants1 well cultivated1 all in perfect order1 sealed and shut away from all that can displease the heavenly ,gardener1 who appeared under that form to ,magdalen6 ,at the sight of fountains3 ,when will fountains of living water spring up in our hearts to life eternal8 ,how long shall we continue to dig for ourselves miserable cisterns1 turning our backs upon the pure source of the water of life8 ,ah6 when shall we draw freely from the ,saviour's fountains6 ,when shall we bless ,god for the rivers of ,israel6 ,and so on with mountains1 lakes1 and rivers4 ,he saw ,god in all things and all things in ,god4 ,,what ,,he ,,drew ,,from ,,some ,,lines ,,of ,,poetry4 ,one day we went together into the cell of a certain ,carthusian monk1 a man whose rare beauty of mind1 and extraordinary piety1 drew many to visit him1 and in later days have taken his candlestick from under its bushel and set it up on high as one of the lights of the ,french ,church4 ,he had written in capital letters round the walls of his cell these two beautiful lines of an old ,latin poet3 ,tu mihi curarum requies1 tu nocte vel atra ,lumen1 et in solis tu mihi turba locis4#a ,thou art my rest in grief and care1 ,my light in blackest gloom2 ,in solitude which thou dost share1 ,for crowds there is no room4 ,our ,blessed ,father read and re-read these lines several times1 thinking them so beautiful that he wished to engrave them on his memory1 believing that they had been written by some ,christian poet1 perhaps ,prudentius4 ,finding1 however1 that they were composedly a pagan1 and on a profane subject1 he said it was indeed a pity that so brilliant a burst of light should only have flashed out from the gross darkness of heathenism4 ,however1 he continued1 this good ,father has made the vessels of the ,egyptians into a tabernacle1 lining it with the steel mirrors which had lent themselves to feminine vanity4 ,thus it is that to the pure all things are pure4 ,this1 indeed1 is quite a different thing from the way of acting of those who make light of the holy words of ,scripture1 using them carelessly and even jestingly in idle conversation1 a practice intolerable among ,christians who profess to reverence these oracles of salvation4 ,we then began to analyse these beautiful lines1 taking them in the sense in which the holy monk had taken them when he wrote them on his walls1 namely1 as addressed to ,god4 ,our ,blessed ,father said that ,god alone was the repose of those who had quitted the world and its cares to listen to ,his voice speaking to their hearts in solitude1 and that without this attentive hearkening1 solitude would be a long martyrdom1 and a source of anxiety in place of a centre of tranquillity4 ,at the same time he said that those who were burdened with ,martha's busy anxieties would not fail to enjoy in the very midst of their hearts the deep peace of ,mary's better part1 provided they carried all their cares to ,god4 ,we saw afterwards another inscription containing these words of the ,psalmist3 ,this is my rest for ever and ever3 ,here will ,i dwell for ,i have chosen it4#b ,it is in ,god1 said our ,blessed ,father1 rather than in a cell1 that we should choose our abode1 never to change it4 ,oh6 happy and blessed are they who dwell in that house1 which is not only the house of the ,lord1 but the ,lord ,himself4 ,happy1 indeed1 for they shall praise ,him for ever and ever4 ,then we came upon another inscription1 bearing these words3 ,one thing ,i have asked of the ,lord1 this will ,i seek after2 that ,i may see the delight of the ,lord and visit ,his ,temple4#c ,this true dwelling of the ,lord1 said he1 is ,his holy will2 which is signified by the word delight2 i4e41 pleasure4 ,since in ,god there is no pleasure that is not good1 what difference can there be between the good pleasure and the will of ,god8 ,the will of ,god never tends but towards goodness4 ,we then went back to the second part of the ,latin distich3 ,tu nocte vel atra1 lumen3 my light in blackest gloom4 ,yes1 truly1 he said1 ,jesus born in ,bethlehem brought a glorious day-dawn into the midst of night2 and by ,his ,incarnation did ,he not come to enlighten those who were sitting in darkness and in the shadow of death8 ,he is1 indeed1 our ,light and our ,salvation2 when we walk through the valley of the shadow of death we need fear nothing if ,he is at our side4 ,he is the ,light of the world2 ,he dwells in light inaccessible1 light that no darkness can overtake4 ,he alone can lighten our darkness4 ,upon the last clause of the beautiful verse3 ,et in solis tu mihi turba locis4 ,in solitude which thou dost share1 ,for crowds there is no room4 he said3 ,yes1 communion with ,god in solitude is worth a thousandfold the pleasantest converse with the gay crowds who throng the doors of the wealthy2 for the rich man can only maintain his splendour by dint of much toil1 and is worn out by his cares and by the importunity of others4 ,miserable1 indeed1 are riches acquired at so great cost1 retained with so much trouble1 and yet lost with such painful regret4 ,this was one of his favourite sayings3 ,we must find our pleasure in ourselves when we are alone1 and in our neighbour as in ourselves when we are in his company4 ,yet1 wherever we may be1 we must primarily find our pleasure in ,god alone1 who is the maker of both solitude and society4 ,he who does otherwise will find all places wearisome and unsatisfying2 for solitude without ,god is death1 and the society of men without ,god is more harmful than desirable4 ,wherever we may be1 if ,god is there1 all is well3 where ,he is not1 nothing is well3 without ,him we can do nothing that has any worth4 ,footnote #a3 ,tibul iv41 ,eleg xiii4 ii4 #ab4 ,footnote #b3 ,psal4 cxxxi4 #ad4 ,footnote #c3 ,psal4 xxvi4 #d4 ,,upon ,,being ,,content ,,with ,,our ,,position ,,in ,,life4 ,perhaps there is nothing of which men are more apt to complain than of their own condition in life4 ,this temptation to discontent and unhappiness is a favourite device of the enemy of souls4 ,the holy ,bishop used to say3 ,away with such thoughts6 ,do not sow wishes in other people's gardens2 do not desire to be what you are not1 but rather try most earnestly to be the best of what you are4 ,try with all your might to perfect yourself in the state in which ,god has placed you1 and bear manfully whatever crosses1 heavy or light1 may be laid upon your shoulders4 ,believe me1 this is the fundamental principle of the spiritual life2 and yet1 of all principles it is the least well understood4 ,every one follows the bent of his own taste and desires2 very few find their sole happiness in doing their duty according to the pleasure of our ,lord4 ,what is the use of building castles in ,spain1 when we have to live in ,france6 ,this1 as you remember1 is old teaching of mine1 and by this time you ought to have mastered it thoroughly4 ,,upon ,,self-,,sufficiency ,,and ,,contentedness4 ,there is one kind of self-sufficiency which is blameworthy and another which is laudable4 ,the former is a form of pride and vanity1 and those whom it dominates are termed conceited4 ,holy ,scripture says of them that they trust in themselves4 ,this vanity is so absurd that it seems more deserving of contempt and ridicule than of grave blame4 ,but to turn to good and rational contentedness4 ,of it the ancient stoic said that what is sufficient is always at our command1 and that what we labour for is superfluous2 and again1 that if we live according to the laws of nature we shall never be poor1 but if we want to live according to our fancies we shall never be rich4 ,to be contented with what really suffices1 and to persuade ourselves that what is more than this ,is either evil or leading to evil1 is the true means of leading a tranquil1 and therefore a happy1 life4 ,this is not only my own opinion1 but it is also that of our ,blessed ,father1 who congratulates a pious soul on being contented with the sufficiency she had4 ,god be praised for your contentment with the sufficiency which ,he has given you4 ,persevere in thanking ,him for it4 ,it is1 indeed1 the beatitude of this poor earthly life to be contented with what is sufficient1 because those who are not contented when they have enough will never be contented1 how much soever they may acquire4 ,in the words of your book--since you call it your book--,nothing will ever content those who are not contented when they have enough4 ,,the ,,reverence ,,of ,,blessed ,,francis ,,for ,,the ,,sick4 ,if the poor1 by reason of their poverty1 are members of ,jesus ,christ1 the sick are also such by reason of their sickness4 ,our ,saviour ,himself has told us so3 ,i was sick1 and you visited ,me4#a ,for if the great ,apostle ,st4 ,paul said that with the weak he was weak1#b how much more the divine ,exemplar1 whom he but copied8 ,our ,blessed ,father expressed as follows his feelings of respect and honour towards a sick person to whom he was writing4 ,while ,i think of you sick and suffering in your bed1 ,i regard you with special reverence1 and as worthy of being singularly honoured as a creature visited by ,god1 clothed in ,his apparel1 ,his favoured spouse4 ,when our ,lord was on the ,cross ,he was proclaimed ,king even by ,his enemies1 and souls who are bearing the cross 7of suffering7 are declared to be queens4 ,do you know why the angels envy us8 ,assuredly1 because we can suffer for our ,lord1 whilst they have never suffered anything for ,his sake4 ,st4 ,paul1 who had been raised to heaven and had tasted the joys of ,paradise1 considered himself happy only because of his infirmities1 and of his bearing the ,cross of our ,lord4 ,farther on he entreats her1 as a person signed with the ,cross1 and a sharer in the sufferings of ,jesus ,christ1 to commend to ,god1 though in an agony of pain1 an affair of much importance which concerned the glory of ,god4 ,he held that in a condition such as hers was1 prayer would be more readily heard1 just as our ,saviour1 praying fervently on the ,cross1 was heard for ,his reverence4 ,the ,psalmist was of the same opinion1 saying that ,god heard him willingly when he cried to ,him in the midst of his tribulation1 and that it was in his afflictions that ,god was nearest to him4 ,our ,blessed ,father believed that prayers offered by those who are in suffering1 though they be short1 are more efficacious than any others4 ,he says3 ,i entreat you to be so kind as to recommend to ,god a good work which ,i greatly desire to see accomplished1 and especially to pray about it when you are suffering most acutely3 for then it is that your prayers1 however short1 if they are heartfelt1 will be infinitely well received4 ,ask ,god at that time also for the virtues which you need the most4 ,footnote #a3 ,matt4 xxv4 #cf4 ,footnote #b3 ,cor4 xi4 #bi4 ,,upon ,,the ,,care ,,of ,,the ,,sick4 ,one day we went together to visit a very aged lady in her last illness4 ,her piety1 which was of no ordinary kind1 made her look forward calmly to the approach of death1 for which she had prepared by the reception of the ,sacraments of ,penance and of the ,blessed ,eucharist4 ,she only awaited the visit of her doctor before asking for that of ,extreme ,unction4 ,all her worldly affairs were in perfect order1 and but one thing troubled her1 namely1 that her children who had all assembled round her1 on hearing of her danger1 were too indefatigable in their attendance upon her1 and this1 as she thought1 to the detriment of their own health4 ,our ,blessed ,father wishing to comfort her1 said tenderly3 ,do you know that ,i1 on the contrary1 when ,i am ill1 am never so happy as when ,i see my relatives and servants all busy about me1 tiring themselves out on my behalf4 ,you are astonished1 and ask me why ,i feel like this4 ,well1 it is because ,i know that ,god will repay them generously for all these services4 ,for if a cup of cold water given to a poor man in the love and for the love of ,god receives such a reward as eternal life2 if our least labours undertaken for the love of ,god work in us the weight of a supreme glory1 why should we pity those whom we see thus occupied1 since we are not ill-disposed towards them1 nor envious of their advantages8 ,for unto you it is given1 said ,st4 ,paul to the christians of his day1 not only to believe in ,christ1 but also to suffer for ,him4 ,the reapers and vintagers are never happier than when they are heavily laden1 because that proves the harvest1 or the vintage1 to have been plentiful4 ,in truth1 if those who wait on us1 whether in health or in sickness1 are only considering us1 and not ,god1 and are only seeking to please us1 they make so bad a use of their toil that it is right they should suffer for it4 ,he who serves the prophet for the love of the prophet shall receive the reward of the prophet4 ,but1 if they serve us for the love of ,god they are more to be envied than pitied2 for he who serves the prophet in consideration of ,him who sends him shall receive the reward of ,god1 a reward which passes all imagination1 which is beyond price1 and which no words can express4 ,in his visiting of the sick when on their death-bed our ,blessed ,father was truly an angel of peace and consolation4 ,he treated the sick person with the utmost sweetness and gentleness1 speaking from time to time a few words suited to his condition and frame of mind1 sometimes uttering very short ejaculatory prayers1 or aspirations for him1 sometimes leading the sufferer to utter them himself1 either audibly1 or1 if speech was painful to him1 secretly in his heart2 and then allowing him to struggle undisturbed with the mortal pains which were assailing him4 ,he could not bear to see the dying tormented with long exhortations4 ,that was not the time1 he would say1 for preaching1 or even for long prayers2 all that was needed was to keep the soul sustained in the atmosphere of the divine will1 which was to be its eternal element in heaven1 to keep it up1 ,i say1 by short beatings of the wings1 like birds1 who in this way save themselves from falling to the earth4 ,,upon ,,speaking ,,well ,,of ,,the ,,dead4 ,when any of his friends or relatives died he never tired of speaking well of them nor of recommending their souls to the prayers of others4 ,he used to say3 ,we do not remember our dead1 our dear ones who have left us1 nearly enough2 and the proof that we do not remember them enough is that we speak of them too seldom4 ,we turn away conversation from that subject as though it were a painful one2 we let the dead bury their dead1 their memory die out in us with the sound of the funeral knell1 seeming to forget that a friendship which can end even with death can never have been a true one4 ,holy ,scripture itself tells us that true charity1 that is1 divine and supernatural love1 is stronger than death6 ,it seems to me that as a burning coal not only remains alive but burns more intensely when buried under ashes1 so sincere and pure love ought to be made stronger by death1 and to impel us to more fervent prayers for our deceased friends and relatives than to supplications for those who are yet living4 ,for thus we look upon the dead more absolutely as in ,god1 since1 having died in ,him1 as we piously believe1 they rest upon the bosom of ,his mercy4 ,then1 praise can no longer be suspected of flattery1 and1 as it is a kind of impiety to tear to pieces the reputation of the dead1 like wild beasts digging up a corpse to devour it2 so it is a mark of piety to rehearse and extol the good qualities of the departed1 since our doing so incites us to imitate them3 nothing affecting us so deeply and so strongly as the example of those with whom we come in close and frequent contact4 ,in order to encourage people to pray for the dead he used to represent to them that in this one single work of mercy all the other thirteen are included1 explaining his statement in the following manner4 ,are we not1 he would say1 in some sort visiting the sick when we obtain by our prayers relief or refreshment for the poor ,souls in purgatory8 ,are we not giving drink to the thirsty and feeding the hungry when we bestow the cool1 refreshing dew of our prayers upon those who1 plunged in the midst of its burning flames1 are all athirst and hungering for the vision of ,god8 ,when we help on their deliverance by the means which ,faith suggests1 are we not most truly ransoming prisoners8 ,are we not clothing the naked when we procure for souls a garment of light1 the light of glory8 ,is it not an act of the most princely hospitality to obtain for them an entrance into the heavenly ,jerusalem1 and to make them fellow-citizens with the saints and servants of ,god in the eternal ,zion8 ,then1 as regards the spiritual works of mercy4 ,is it not the most splendid thing imaginable to counsel the doubtful1 to convert the sinner1 to forgive injuries1 to bear wrongs patiently8 ,and yet1 what is the greatest consolation we can give to the afflicted in this life compared to the solace our prayers bring to the poor souls who are in such grievous suffering8 ,,upon ,,death4 ,strictly speaking1 the sojourn which we make on earth1 in the days of our flesh and which we call life1 is rather death than life1 since every moment leads us from the cradle to the grave4 ,this made an ancient philosopher say that we are dying every day of our lives1 that every day some portion of our being falls away1 and that what we call life is truly death4#a ,hence the beautiful saying of the wise woman of ,thecua3 ,we all die1 and like waters that return no more1 we fall down into the earth4#b ,nature has imprinted in the hearts of all men a horror of death4 ,our ,saviour1 even1 taking upon ,himself our flesh and making ,himself like to ,his brethren1 sin only excepted1 would not be exempted from this infirmity1 although ,he knew that the passage into another world would set ,him free from all miseries and transport ,him into a glory which ,he already possessed as regarded ,his soul4 ,seneca says that death ought not to be considered an evil when it has been preceded by a good life4 ,what makes death so formidable is that which follows upon it4 ,we have1 however1 the shield of a most blessed hope to protect us against the terrors that arise from fear of the divine judgments4 ,this hope makes us put our trust1 not in our own virtue1 but solely in the mercy of ,god1 and assures us that those who trust in ,his goodness are never confounded4 ,but1 you say1 ,i have committed many faults4 ,true1 but who is so foolish as to think that he can commit more sins than ,god can pardon8 ,who would dare to compare the greatness of his guilt with the immensity of that infinite mercy which drowns his sins in the depths of the sea of oblivion each time we repent of them for love of ,him8 ,it belongs only to those who despair like ,cain to say that their sin is so great that there is no pardon for them1#c for with ,god there is mercy and plentiful redemption1 and ,he shall redeem ,israel from all his iniquities4#d ,listen to the words of holy consolation which were addressed by our ,blessed ,father to a soul encompassed and assaulted by the terrors of death and of the judgment to follow4 ,they are to be found in one of his letters4 ,yes1 he says1 death is hideous indeed1 that is most true1 but the life which is beyond1 and which the mercy of ,god will give to us1 is much to be desired4 ,there must be no mistrust in your mind1 for1 miserable though we may be1 we are not half so miserable as ,god is merciful to those who desire to love ,him1 and have fixed their hope in ,him4 ,when ,st4 ,charles ,borromeo was at the point of death he had the crucifix brought to him1 that by the contemplation of his ,saviour's death he might soften the bitterness of his last agony4 ,the best remedy of all against an unreasonable dread is meditation upon the death of ,him who is our life2 we should never think of our own death without going on to reflect upon that of ,christ4 ,footnote #a3 ,senec4 ,epist4 #bd4 ,footnote #b3 ,kings xiv4 #ad4 ,footnote #c3 ,gen4 iv4 #ac4 ,footnote #d3 ,psal4 cxxix4 #g-h4 ,,upon ,,wishing ,,to ,,die4 ,you ask me if we are permitted to wish for death rather than offend ,god any more8 ,i will tell you a thought which ,i believe was suggested to me by our ,blessed ,father1 but ,i cannot distinctly remember on what occasion4 ,it is always dangerous to wish for death1 because this desire1 generally speaking1 is only to be met with in those who have arrived at a very high pitch of perfection1 which we dare not think we have reached1 or else in persons of a morose and melancholy temperament1 and but seldom in those of ordinary disposition like ourselves4 ,it is alleged that ,david1 ,st4 ,paul1 and other saints expressed their longing to be delivered from the burden of this body so that they might appear before ,god and be satisfied with the vision of ,his glory4 ,but we must remember that it would be presumptuous to speak the language of ,saints1 not having their sanctity1 and to imagine that we had it would be inexcusable vanity4 ,to entertain such a wish because of sadness1 disappointment1 or dejection is akin to despair4 ,but1 you say1 it is that you may no longer offend ,god4 ,this1 no doubt1 shows great hatred of sin1 but the ,saints longed for death1 more that they might glorify ,god4 ,whatever we may pretend1 ,i believe it to be very difficult to have only this one end in view1 in our desire to die4 ,usually it will be found that we are simply discontented with life4 ,to get to heaven we must not only not sin1 but we must do good4 ,if we refrain from sin we shall escape punishment1 but more is required to deserve heaven4 ,,upon ,,the ,,same ,,subject4 ,there are some who imagine that ,st4 ,paul desired to die in order only that he might sin no more when he said that he felt in himself a contradiction between the law of his senses and of his reason2 and1 feeling this1 cried out3 ,oh6 unhappy man that ,i am1 who shall deliver me from the body of this death8#a ,these people1 therefore1 as though they were so many little ,apostles1 when they are1 by some trifle1 goaded to impatience1 instantly say that they desire to die1 and pretend that their only wish is to be in a condition in which they cannot possibly offend ,god4 ,this is1 indeed1 to cover up mere impatience and irritation with a fine cloak6 ,but what is still worse1 it is to wrench and distort the words of the ,apostle and apply them in a sense of which he never thought4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 in one of his letters1 gives an explanation of this passage which is so clear and so excellent that ,i am sure if will be useful to you4 ,he speaks thus3 ,oh1 unhappy man that ,i am1 said the great ,apostle1 who shall deliver me from the body of this death8 ,he felt within himself1 as it were1 an armed host of ill humours1 antipathies1 bad habits1 and natural inclinations which conspired to bring about his spiritual death2 and because he fears them he declares that he hates them1 and because he hates them he cannot support them without pain1 and his grief makes him burst out into the exclamation which he himself answers in these words3 ,the grace of ,god by ,jesus ,christ4 ,this will deliver him not from the death of the body with its terrors1 not from the last combat1 but from defeat in the struggle1 and will preserve him from being overcome4 ,you see how far the ,apostle is from invoking death1 although elsewhere he desires to be set free from the prison of the body that he may be with ,jesus ,christ4 ,he calls the mass of temptations which urge and incite him to sin a body of death1 sin being the true death of the soul4 ,grace is the death of this death and the devourer of this abortion of hell1 for where sin abounded grace superabounds4 ,grace1 which has been merited for us by ,jesus ,christ our ,saviour1 to whom be honour and glory for ever and ever4 ,footnote #a3 ,rom4 vii4 #bd4 ,,upon ,,the ,,desire ,,of ,,heaven4 ,here is a little village story to show how often true and solid piety is to be found among the lowly and ignorant1 of whom the world thinks not at all4 ,i had it from the lips of our ,blessed ,father1 who loved to tell it4 ,while visiting his diocese1 passing through a little country town1 he was told that a well-to-do inhabitant was very ill and desired to see him1 and to receive his blessing before he died4 ,our ,blessed ,father hastened to his bedside and found him at the point of death1 yet in full possession of all his faculties4 ,when he saw the ,bishop the good farmer exclaimed3 ,oh6 my ,lord1 ,i thank ,god for permitting me to receive your blessing before ,i die4 ,then the room being cleared of all his relations and friends1 and he being left quite alone with the holy ,prelate1 he made his confession and received absolution4 ,his next question was1 ,my ,lord1 shall ,i die8 ,the ,bishop1 unwilling to alarm him unnecessarily1 answered quietly and reassuringly that he had seen people far more ill than he recover1 but that he must place all his trust in ,god1 the ,master of life and death1 who knows the number of our days1 which cannot be even one more than he has decreed4 ,but1 my ,lord1 returned the man1 do you really yourself think that ,i shall die8 ,my son1 replied the good ,prelate1 a physician could answer that question better than ,i can4 ,all ,i can tell you is that ,i know your soul to be just now in a very excellent state of preparation for death1 and that perhaps were you summoned at any other time1 you might not be so fit to go4 ,the best thing you can do is to put aside all desire of living and all care about the matter1 and to abandon yourself wholly to the providence and mercy of ,god1 that ,he may do with you according to ,his good pleasure1 which will be undoubtedly that very thing which is best for you4 ,oh1 my ,lord1 cried the sick man1 it is not because ,i fear to die that ,i ask you this1 but rather because ,i fear ,i shall not die1 for ,i can't reconcile myself to the idea of recovering from this sickness4 ,francis was greatly surprised at hearing him speak in this manner1 for he knew that a longing to die is generally either a grace given to very perfect souls such as ,david1 ,elias1 ,st4 ,paul1 and the like2 or1 on the contrary1 in sinners a prelude to despair1 or an outcome of melancholy4 ,he therefore asked the man if he would really be sorry to live1 and1 if so1 why such disgust for life1 the love of which is natural in all men4 ,my ,lord1 answered the good man1 this world appears to me to be of so small account that ,i cannot think why so many people care for nothing beyond what it has to give4 ,if ,god had not commanded us to remain here below until ,he calls us by death ,i should have quitted it long ago4 ,the ,bishop1 imagining that the man had something on his mind1 or that the bodily pain he was enduring was too much for him1 asked him what his trouble was--perhaps something about money8 ,not at all1 replied he1 ,i have up to the present time1 and ,i am seventy1 enjoyed excellent health1 and have abundant means4 ,indeed1 ,i do not1 thank ,god1 know what poverty is4 ,francis questioned him as to his wife and children1 asking him if any one of them was an anxiety to him4 ,they are each one a comfort and a delight to me1 he answered1 ,indeed1 if ,i had any regret in quitting this world it would be that ,i shall have to part from them4 ,more and more surprised1 and unable to understand the man's distaste for life1 the ,bishop said3 ,then1 my brother1 why do you so long for death8 ,my ,lord1 replied he1 it is because ,i have heard in sermons so much about the joys of ,paradise that this world seems to me a mere prison4 ,then1 speaking out of the fullness of his heart1 and giving vent to his thoughts1 he uttered marvellous words concerning the ,vision of ,god in ,heaven1 and the love kindled by it in the souls of the blessed4 ,he entered into so many details respecting the rapturous joys of ,eternity that the good ,bishop shed tears of delight1 feeling that the good man had been taught by ,god in these things1 and that flesh and blood had not revealed them to him1 but the ,holy ,spirit4 ,after this1 descending from those high and heavenly speculations1 the poor farmer depicted the grandeur1 the wealth1 and the choicest pleasures of the world in their true colours1 showing their intrinsic vileness1 and how in reality they are vanity and vexation of spirit1 so as to inspire ,blessed ,francis himself with increased contempt for them4 ,the ,saint1 nevertheless1 did no more than silently acquiesce in the good man's feelings1 and to calm the excitement under which he saw that he was labouring1 desired him to make acts of resignation1 and indifference as to living or dying4 ,he told him to follow the example set by ,st4 ,paul1 and by ,st4 ,martin1 and to make his own the words of the ,psalmist3 ,for what have ,i in heaven8 ,and besides ,thee what do ,i desire upon earth8#a ,a few hours later1 having received ,extreme ,unction from the hands of the holy ,bishop1 the man quietly1 and apparently without suffering1 passed from this world4 ,so likewise may we when our last hour comes fall gently asleep4 ,blessed are the dead who die in the ,lord6 ,another story told me by our ,blessed ,father relates to himself and a man with whom he came in contact4 ,when he was at ,paris in the year #afai1 this gentleman1 who was not only rich in this world's goods but also in piety and charity1 came to consult him on matters of conscience1 and began thus3 ,father1 ,i am much afraid that ,i shall not save my soul1 and therefore ,i have come to you to beg you to put me in the right way4 ,the ,bishop asked him what was the cause of this fear4 ,he answered3 ,my being too rich4 ,you know ,scripture makes the salvation of the rich a matter of such difficulty that1 in my case1 ,i fear it is an impossibility4 ,francis1 thinking that perhaps he had made his money dishonestly1 and that on that account his conscience was now pricking him1 questioned him as to this4 ,not at all1 he answered1 ,my parents1 who were excellent people1 left me no ill-gotten goods1 and what ,i have added to my inheritance has been amassed by my own frugality and honest work1 ,god preserve me from the sin of appropriating what belongs to my neighbour6 ,no1 my conscience does not reproach me in that respect4 ,well1 then1 said the ,bishop1 have you made a bad use of this wealth8 ,i live1 he replied1 in such a manner as becomes my rank and position1 but ,i am afraid that ,i do not give enough to the poor1 and you know that we shall be one day judged on this point4 ,have you any children8 asked ,francis4 ,yes1 he replied2 but they are all well provided for1 and can easily do without me4 ,really1 said the ,bishop1 ,i do not see whence your scruples can arise2 you are the first man ,i have ever met who has complained to me of having too much money2 most people never have enough4 ,it was easy to set this good soul at rest1 so docile was he in following the ,bishop's advice4 ,the latter told me afterwards that he found upon enquiry that the man had formerly held high appointments1 discharging his duties in them most faithfully1 but had retired from all in order to devote himself to works of piety and mercy4 ,moreover1 he passed all his time in churches or hospitals1 or in the houses of the uncomplaining poor1 upon whom he spent more than half his income4 ,by his will1 after his many pious legacies were paid1 it was found that our ,lord ,himself was his real heir1 for he gave to the town hospital a sum of money equal to that which was divided among his children4 ,i may add that a life so holy and devoted was crowned by a most happy death4 ,truly1 ,blessed are the merciful1 for they shall obtain mercy6 ,footnote #a3 ,psal4 lxxii4 #be4 ,,what ,,it ,,is ,,to ,,die ,,in ,,god4 ,on one occasion ,blessed ,francis was asked what it was to die in ,god2 what was the meaning of those words3 ,blessed are the dead who die in the ,lord1 that they may rest from their labours1 for their works follow them4#a ,he replied that to die in ,god was to die in the grace of ,god1 because ,god and ,his grace are as inseparable as the sun and its rays4 ,he was asked again1 if to die in ,god meant to die while in habitual grace1 or to die in the exercise of charity1 that is to say1 whilst impelled by actual grace4 ,he answered that in order to be saved it was enough to die in habitual or sanctifying grace1 that is to say1 in habitual charity2 seeing that those who die in this state1 as for instance newly-baptized infants1 though they may never have performed a single act of charity1 obtain ,paradise by right of inheritance1 habitual charity making them children of ,god by adoption4 ,those1 however1 who die1 not only in the holy and supernatural state of habitual charity1 but whilst actually engaged in works of charity1 come into the possession of heaven by a double title1 that of inheritance and that of reward2 therefore is it written that their works follow them4 ,the crown of justice is promised by the just ,judge to those who shall have fought a good fight and finished their course with perseverance1 even to the end4 ,going on to explain what is meant by man's dying in actual grace1 he said that it was to die while making acts of lively faith and hope1 of contrition1 resignation1 and conformity to the will of ,god4 ,he added these words1 which have always remained deeply impressed on my mind3 ,although ,god is all-powerful1 it is impossible for ,him to condemn to eternal perdition a soul whose will1 at the moment of its leaving the body1 is subject to1 and united with1 ,his own4 ,footnote #a3 ,apoc4 xiv4 #ac4 ,,upon ,,length ,,of ,,life4 ,judging from outward appearances1 from the vigour of his frame1 from his sound constitution1 and from the temperate simplicity of his manner of life1 it seemed probable that ,blessed ,francis would live to an advanced age4 ,one day ,i said as much to him1 he being at that time about forty-two or forty-three years old4 ,ah6 he replied with a sigh1 the longest life is not always the best4 ,the best is that which has been best spent in the service of ,god1 adding these words of ,david3 ,woe is me that my sojourning is prolonged2 ,i have dwelt with the inhabitants of ,cedar1 my soul hath been long a sojourner4#a ,i thought he was secretly grieving over his banishment from his ,see1 his beloved ,geneva 7he always called it thus71 wrapped in the darkness of error1 and ,i quoted to him the words3 ,upon the rivers of ,babylon there we sat1 and wept4#b ,oh6 no1 he answered1 it is not that exile which troubles me4 ,i am only too well off in our city of refuge1 this dear ,annecy4 ,i meant the exile of this life on earth4 ,as long as we are here below are we not exiled from ,god8 ,while we are in the body we are absent from the ,lord4#c ,unhappy man that ,i am6 ,who shall deliver me from the body of this death8 ,the grace of ,god by ,jesus ,christ4#d ,i ventured in reply to remind him how much he had to make his life happy3 how his friends esteemed him1 how even the very enemies of religion honoured him1 how all who came in contact with him delighted in his society4 ,all that1 he answered1 is beneath contempt4 ,those who had sung ,hosanna to the ,son of ,god three days later cried out ,crucifige4 ,such things do not make my life any dearer to me4 ,if ,i were told that ,i should live as long again as ,i have already done1 and that without pain1 without law-suits1 without trouble1 or inconveniences of any kind1 but with all the content and prosperity men desire in life1 ,i should be sadly disturbed in mind6 ,of what small account are not the things of time to him who is looking forward to a blessed ,eternity6 ,i have always praised the words of the ,blessed ,ignatius de ,loyola1 ',oh6 how vile and mean earth appears to me when ,i meditate upon and look up to heaven4' ,footnote #a3 ,psalm cxix4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm cxxxvi4 #a4 ,footnote #c3 ,cor4 v4 #f4 ,footnote #d3 ,rom4 vii4 #bd-ce4 ,,upon ,,purgatory4 ,concerning ,purgatory1 ,st4 ,francis used to say that in the controversy with ,protestants there was no point on which the ,church could support her doctrine by so many proofs1 drawn both from the ,scriptures and from the ,fathers and ,councils1 as on this4 ,he blamed those who oppose the doctrine for their lack of piety towards the dead4 ,on the other hand1 he reproved those ,catholic preachers who1 when speaking of ,purgatory and of the pains and torments suffered there by the holy souls1 do not at the same time enlarge upon their perfect love of ,god1 and consequent entire satisfaction in the accomplishment of ,his will1 with which their own will is so indissolubly united1 that they cannot possibly feel the slightest movement of impatience or irritation4 ,nor can they desire to be anywhere but where they are1 were it even till the consummation of all things1 if such should be ,god's good pleasure4 ,on this subject he recommended the careful study of the ,treatise on ,purgatory1 written by blessed ,catherine of ,genoa4 ,by his advice ,i read the book with attention1 and have often re-read it1 always with fresh relish and profit4 ,i have even invited ,protestants to read if1 and they have been quite satisfied by it4 ,one young convert admitted that had he seen this ,treatise before his conversion it would have helped him more than all the discussions into which the subject had led him4 ,st4 ,francis was of opinion that the thought of ,purgatory ought rather to comfort than to terrify4 ,the majority of those1 he used to say1 who dread ,purgatory do so in view of their own interests1 and out of self-love1 rather than for ,god's interests4 ,the cause of this is that those who preach on the subject are in the habit of depicting only the pains of that prison1 and say not a word on the joy and peace which the souls therein detained enjoy4 ,it is true that the torments of ,purgatory are so great that the most acute sufferings of this life cannot be compared with them2 but1 then1 on the other hand1 the inward satisfaction of the sufferers is such that no amount of earthly prosperity or contentment can equal it4 #a4 ,the souls who are waiting there enjoy a continual union with ,god4 #b4 ,their wills are in perfect subjection to ,his will2 or1 to speak more correctly1 their wills are so absolutely transformed into the will of ,god that they cannot will anything but what ,he wills4 #c4 ,if ,paradise were open to them1 they would rather cast themselves down into hell than appear before ,god stained and denied as they see themselves still to be4 #d4 ,they accept their ,purgatory lovingly and willingly1 because it is the good pleasure of ,god4 #e4 ,they wish to be there1 in the manner in which it pleases ,god that they should be1 and for as long as ,he wills4 #f4 ,they cannot sin4 #g4 ,they cannot feel the slightest movement of impatience4 #h4 ,nor be guilty of the smallest imperfection4 #i4 ,they love ,god more than themselves and more than any other creature1 and with a perfect1 pure1 and disinterested love1 #aj4 ,they are in ,purgatory consoled by the angels4 #aa4 ,they are secure of their salvation4 #ab4 ,they are in a state of hope1 which cannot but be realized4 #ac4 ,their grief is holy and calm4 #ad4 ,in short1 if ,purgatory is a species of hell as regards suffering1 it is a species of ,paradise as regards charity4 ,the charity which quickens those holy souls is stronger than death1 more powerful than hell2 its lamps are all of fire and flame4 ,neither servile fear nor mercenary hope has any part in their pure affection4 ,purgatory is a happy state1 more to be desired than dreaded1 for all its flames are flames of love and sweetness4 ,yet still it is to be dreaded1 since it delays the end of all perfection1 which consists in seeing ,god1 and therefore fully loving ,him1 and by this sight and by this love praising and glorifying ,him through all eternity4 ,,upon ,,penance4 ,he compared penance to an almond tree1 not only in allusion to the word amendment and the expression1 amend your ways1 both of which in the ,french language resemble in sound the word almond1 but by a very ingenious comparison4 ,the almond tree1 he said1 has its blossom of five petals1 which as regards number bear some resemblance to the five fingers of the hand1 its leaves are in the shape of a tongue1 and its fruit of a heart4 ,thus the ,sacrament of ,penance has three parts which make up its whole4 ,the first which concerns the heart is contrition1 of which ,david says that ,god heals those who are contrite of heart1#a and that ,he does not despise the humble and contrite heart4#b ,the second1 which concerns the tongue1 is confession4 ,the third1 which regards the hand1 that is to say1 the doing of good works1 is satisfaction4 ,moreover1 he went on to say1 as there are almonds of two kinds1 the one sweet1 the other bitter1 which being mixed make a pleasant flavour1 agreeable to the palate1 so also in penance there is a certain blending of sweetness and bitterness1 of consolation and pain1 of love and regret1 resembling in taste the pomegranate1 which has a certain sharp sweetness and a certain sweet sharpness far more agreeable than either sharpness or sweetness separately4 ,penance which had only the sweetness of consolation would not be a cleansing hyssop1 powerful to purge away the stains of iniquity4 ,nor1 if it had only the bitterness of regret and sorrow1 without the sweetness of love1 could it ever lead us to that justification which is only perfected by a loving displeasure at having offended the ,eternal1 ,supreme1 and ,sovereign ,goodness4 ,our ,blessed ,father treats of this mingling of love and sorrow proper to true penitence with so much grace and gravity in his ,theotimus that ,i think nothing grander or sweeter could be written on the subject4 ,here is an extract4 ,amidst the tribulation and remorse of a lively repentance ,god often kindles at the bottom of our heart the sacred fire of ,his love2 this love is converted into the water of tears1 then by a second change into another and greater fire of love4 ,thus the penitent ,magdalen1 the great lover1 first loved her ,saviour2 her love was converted into tears1 and these tears into an excellent love2 whence our ,saviour told her that many sins were pardoned her because she had loved much4 ,the beginning of perfect love not only follows upon penitence1 but clings to it and knits itself to it2 in one word1 this beginning of love mingles itself with the end of penitence1 and in this moment of mingling penitence and contrition merit life everlasting4#c ,footnote #a3 ,psalm cxlvi4 #c4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm l4 #ai4 ,footnote #c3 ,love of ,god1 ,book ,,ii1 c4 #bj4 ,,upon ,,penitent ,,confusion4 ,our ,blessed ,father had a wonderful aptitude for distinguishing between what was real and genuine and what was false in the shame manifested by his penitents4 ,he used to say that when this confusion was full of trouble and agitation it proceeded from self-love1 from vexation and shame at having to own our sins and imperfections1 not from the spirit of ,god4 ,this he expresses in his second ,conference in these words3 ,we must never suffer our confusion to be attended with sadness and disquietude2 that kind of confusion proceeds from self-love1 because we are troubled at not being perfect1 not so2 much for the love of ,god as for love of ourselves4 ,an extract from ,theotimus will close this subject most suitably3 ,remorse which positively excludes the love of ,god is infernal1 it is like that of the lost4 ,repentance which does not regret the love of ,god1 even though as yet it is without it1 is good and desirable1 but imperfect3 it can never save us until it attains to love1 and is mingled with it4 ,so that1 as the great ,apostle said1 even if he gave his body to be burned1 and all his goods to the poor1 and had not charity it would all be of no avail2 we1 too1 may say with truth1 that1 however great our penitence may be1 even though it make our eyes overflow with tears of sorrow1 and our hearts to break with remorse1 still if we have not the holy love of ,god it will serve us nothing as regards eternal life4#a ,footnote #a3 ,book ii4 c4 #ai4 ,,upon ,,interior ,,peace ,,amidst ,,anxieties4 ,it is a great mistake when souls1 in other respects good and pious1 imagine that it is impossible to preserve inward peace amid bustle and turmoil4 ,there are some even1 strange to say1 who though dedicated to ,god by their holy calling1 complain if they are employed by their community in laborious and troublesome offices1 calling them distracting functions and occupations4 ,assuredly1 these good people know not what they say1 any more than did ,st4 ,peter on ,mount ,thabor4 ,what do they mean by distracting occupations8 ,possibly those which separate us from ,god8 ,i know nothing which can separate us from ,his love except sin1 which is that labour in brick and clay in which the infernal ,pharaoh1 tyrant of souls1 and king over the children of pride1 employs his unhappy subjects4 ,these are the strange gods who give no rest either by night or by day4 ,but with that exception1 ,i know of no legitimate occupation which can either separate us from ,god1 or1 still more1 which cannot serve as a means to unite us to ,him4 ,this may be said of all callings1 of those of soldiers1 lawyers1 merchants1 artisans4 ,our ,blessed ,father devotes two chapters in his ,theotimus to this subject1 but he speaks even more explicitly upon it in one of his letters1 in which he says3 ,let us all belong wholly to ,god1 even amid the tumult and disturbance stirred up round about us by the diversity of human affairs4 ,when can we give better proof of our fidelity than amid contrarieties1 ,alas6 my dearest daughter1 my sister1 solitude has its assaults1 the world has its disorder and uproar2 yet in either we must be of good heart1 since everywhere heaven is close to those who have confidence in ,god1 and who with humility and gentleness implore ,his fatherly assistance4 ,beware of letting your carefulness degenerate into trouble and anxiety4 ,tossed about upon the waves and amid the winds of many a tumult1 always look up to heaven1 and say to our ,lord3 ',o ,god1 it is for ,thee that ,i set my sails and plough the seas2 be ,thou my guide and my pilot6' ,and then console yourself by remembering that when we are in port the joys which will be ours will blot out all remembrance of our toils and struggles to reach it4 ,we are now voyaging thither in the midst of all these storms1 and shall safely reach our harbour if only we have an upright heart1 a good intention1 firm courage1 eyes fixed on ,god1 and place all our confidence in ,him4 ,if the violence of the tempest makes our head dizzy1 and we feel shaken and sick1 do not let us be surprised1 but1 as quickly as we can1 let us take breath again1 and encourage ourselves to do better4 ,i feel quite sure that you are not forgetful of your good resolutions as you pursue your way2 do not then distress yourself about these little attacks of anxiety1 and vexation1 caused by the multiplicity of domestic affairs4 ,nay1 my dear daughter1 all this tumult gives you opportunities of practising the dearest and most lovable of the virtues recommended to you by our ,lord4 ,believe me1 true virtue is not nourished in external calm any more than are good fish found in the stagnant waters of the marshes4 ,,upon ,,discouragement4 ,our ,blessed ,father used to say that the most cowardly of all temptations was discouragement4 ,when the enemy of our salvation makes us lose hope of ever advancing in virtue he has gained a great advantage over us1 and may very soon succeed in thrusting us down into the abyss of vice4 ,those who fly into a passion at the sight of their own imperfections are like people who want to strike and bruise their own faces1 because they are not handsome enough to please their self-love4 ,they only hurt themselves the more4 ,the holy ,bishop wishing to correct this fault in one of his penitents said to her3 ,have patience with every one1 but especially with yourself4 ,i mean1 do not be over-troubled about your imperfections1 but always have courage enough at once to rise up again when you fall into any of them4 ,i am very glad to hear that you begin afresh every day4 ,there is no better means for persevering in the spiritual life than continually to be beginning again1 and never to think that one has done enough4 ,on these words we may make the following reflections3 #a4 ,how shall we patiently suffer the faults of our neighbour if we are impatient over our own8 #b4 ,how shall we reprove others in a spirit of gentleness if we correct ourselves with irritation1 with disgust1 and with unreasonable sharpness8 ,what can come out of a bag but what is in it8 #c4 ,those who fret impatiently over their own imperfections will never correct themselves of them1 for correction1 if it is to be of use1 must proceed from a tranquil1 restful mind4 ,cowardice1 says ,david1 is the companion of trouble and tempest4 #d4 ,he who has lost courage has lost everything1 he who has thrown up the game can never win1 nor can the soldier who has thrown away his arms return to the fight1 however much he may want to do4 #e4 ,david said3 ,i waited for him that saved me from pusillanimity and a storm4 ,he who believes himself to be far advanced in the ways of ,god has not yet even made a good beginning4 #f4 ,st4 ,paul1 who had been raised to the third heaven1 who had fought so many good fights1 run so many splendid races1 and had kept the ,faith inviolate1 in spite of all1 never thought that he had finished his work1 or reached the goal1 but always pressed forward as though he had but just begun4#a #g4 ,this mortal life is but a road leading to heaven4 ,it is a road to which we must steadily keep4 ,he who stops short in it runs the risk of not reaching safely the presence of ,god in which it ends4 ,he who says1 ,i have enough1 thereby shows that he has not enough2 for in spiritual things sufficiency implies the desire for more4 ,footnote #a3 #b ,cor4 xii4 #b1 #d4 ,,upon ,,rising ,,after ,a ,,fall4 ,our ,blessed ,father was a great enemy to hurry and over-eagerness1 even in rising up again after a fall4 ,he used to say that if our act of contrition is more hurried than humble we are very likely to fall again soon1 and that this second fall will be worse than the first4 ,as he considered our penitence incomplete without an act of the love of ,god1 so also he maintained recovery from a fall to be imperfect if not accompanied by tranquillity and peace4 ,he wished us to correct ourselves1 as well as others1 in a spirit of sweetness4 ,here is the advice which he gives on the subject4 ,when we happen to fall from some sudden outburst of self-love1 or of passion1 let us as soon as possible prostrate ourselves in spirit before ,god1 saying1 with confidence and humility3 ,have mercy on me1 for ,i am weak4 ,let us rise again with peace and tranquillity and knot up again our network of holy indifference1 then go on with our work4 ,when we discover that our lute is out of tune1 we must neither break the strings nor throw the instrument aside2 but listen attentively to find out what is the cause of the discord1 and then gently tighten or slacken the strings1 according to what is required4 ,to those who replied to him that we ought to judge ourselves with severity1 he said3 ,it is true that with regard to ourselves we ought to have the heart of a judge1 but as the judge who hastily1 or under the influence of passion1 pronounces sentence1 runs the risk of committing an injustice1 but not so when reason is master of his actions and behaviour1 we must1 in order to judge ourselves with equity1 do so with a gentle1 peaceful mind1 not in a fit of anger1 nor when so troubled as hardly to know what we are doing4 ,,upon ,,kindliness ,,towards ,,ourselves4 ,since the measure and the model of the love which ,god commands us to bear towards our neighbour ought to be the just and ,christian love which we should bear towards ourselves1 and as charity1 which is patient and kind1 obliges us to correct our neighbours' faults with gentleness and sweetness1 our ,blessed ,father did not consider it right that we should correct ourselves in a manner different from this1 nor be harsh and severe with ourselves because of our falls and ill-doings4 ,in one of his letters he wrote as follows3 ,when we have committed a fault1 let us at once examine our heart and ask it whether it does not still preserve living and entire the resolution to serve ,god4 ,it will1 ,i hope1 answer yes1 and that it would rather die a thousand deaths than give up this resolution4 ,let us go on to ask it further4 ,why1 then1 are you stumbling now8 ,why are you so cowardly8 ,it will reply3 ,i was taken by surprise3 ,i know not how2 but ,i am tolerably firm now4 ,ah6 my dear daughter1 we must pardon it2 it was not from infidelity1 but from infirmity that it failed4 ,we must then correct ourselves gently and quietly1 and not irritate and disturb ourselves still more4 ,rise up1 my heart1 my friend1 we should say to ourselves1 and lift up our thoughts to our ,help1 and our ,god4 ,yes1 my dear daughter1 we must be charitable to our own soul1 and not rebuke it over harshly when we see that the fault it has committed was not fully wilful4 ,moreover1 he would not have us accuse ourselves over-vehemently and exaggerate our faults4 ,at the same time1 he had no desire that in regard to ourselves we should err on the side of leniency4 ,he wanted us to embrace the happy medium1 by humiliating without discouraging ourselves1 and by encouraging ourselves with humility4 ,in another letter he says3 ,be just1 neither accuse nor excuse your poor soul1 except after much consideration1 for fear lest if you excuse yourself when you should not1 you become careless1 and if you accuse yourself without cause1 you discourage yourself and become cowardly4 ,walk simply and you will walk securely4 ,,upon ,,imperfections4 ,some people have so high an opinion of their own perfection that should they discover any failings or imperfections in themselves they are thrown into despair4 ,they are like people so anxious about their health that the slightest illness alarms them1 and who take so many precautions to preserve this precious health that in the end they ruin it4 ,our ,blessed ,father wished us to profit1 not only by our tribulations1 but also by our imperfections1 and that these latter should serve to establish and settle us in a courageous humility1 and make us hope1 even against hope1 and in spite of the most discouraging appearances4 ,in this way1 he said1 we draw our healing and help from the very hand of our adversaries4 ,to a person who was troubled at her imperfections1 he wrote thus3 ,we should1 indeed1 like to be without imperfections1 but1 my dearest daughter1 we must submit patiently to the trial of having a human1 rather than an angelic1 nature4 ,our imperfections ought not1 indeed1 to please us2 on the contrary1 we should say with the holy ,apostle3 ,unhappy man1 that ,i am1 who shall deliver me from the body of this death6#a ,but1 at the same time1 they ought not to astonish us1 nor to discourage us3 we should draw from them submission1 humility1 and mistrust of ourselves2 never discouragement and loss of heart1 far less distrust of ,god's love for us2 for though ,he loves not our imperfections and venial sins1 ,he loves us1 in spite of them4 ,the weakness and backwardness of a child displeases its mother1 but she does not for that reason love it less4 ,on the contrary1 she loves it more fondly1 because she compassionates it4 ,so1 too1 is it with ,god1 who cannot1 as ,i have said1 love our imperfections and venial sins1 but never ceases to love us1 so that ,david with reason cries out to ,him3 ,have mercy on me1 ,o ,lord1 for ,i am weak4#b ,footnote #a3 ,rom4 vii4 #bd4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm vi4 #c4 ,,the ,,just ,,man ,,falls ,,seven ,,times ,,in ,,the ,,day4 ,a good man meditating upon this passage1 and taking it too literally1 fell into a perfect agony1 saying to himself3 ,alas6 how many times a day1 then1 must not ,i1 who am not just1 fall8 ,yet during his evening examination of conscience1 however closely and carefully he searched1 and however much he was on the watch during the day to observe his failings and faults1 he sometimes could not make up the number4 ,greatly troubled and perplexed about this1 he carried his difficulties to our ,blessed ,father1 who settled them in this way3 ,in the passage which you have quoted1 he said1 we are not told that the just man sees or feels himself fall seven times a day1 but only that he does fall seven times1 and that he raises himself up again without paying any heed to his so doing4 ,do not then distress yourself2 humbly and frankly confess what you have observed of faulty in yourself1 and what you do not see1 leave to the sweet mercy of ,him who puts out ,his hand to prevent those who fall without malice1 from being jarred or bruised against the hard ground2 and who raises them up again so quickly and gently that they never notice it nor are conscious of having so much as fallen4 ,the great imperfection of most of us proceeds from want of reflection1 but1 on the other hand1 there are many who think overmuch1 who fall into the mistake of too close self-inspection1 and who are perpetually fretting over their failings and weaknesses4 ,blessed ,francis writes again on the subject3 ,it is quite certain that as long as we are imprisoned in this heavy and corruptible body there will always be something wanting in us4 ,i do not know whether ,i have already told you that we must have patience with every one2 and1 first of all1 with ourselves4 ,for since we have learnt to distinguish between the old ,adam and the new1 between the outward man and the inward1 we are really more troublesome to ourselves than any of our neighbours4 ,,upon ,,the ,,purgative ,,way4 ,of the three ways leading to perfection the first is called the purgative1 and consists in the purifying of the soul2 from which1 as from a piece of waste ground1 we must take away the brambles and thorns of sin before planting there trees which shall bear good fruit4 ,this purgation has1 however1 two different stages2 that which precedes the justification of the soul1 and that which follows it4 ,this latter may again be subdivided into two parts4 ,there is not only the freeing of the soul from sin1 whether mortal or venial1 but there is also its purgation from any inclination or attachment to either the one or the other4 ,it is not enough to be purged from deadly sin2 we must labour incessantly to rid ourselves of any love1 however slight1 of the sin from which we have been cleansed1 otherwise we shall be only too likely to fall back into it again4 ,it is the same as regards venial sins4 ,our ,blessed ,father speaks of this purgative way in his ,philothea as follows3 ,we can never be wholly pure from venial sins1 at least1 never for any continuous length of time1 but we can and may get rid of any sort of affection for these lesser faults4 ,assuredly it is one thing to tell falsehoods once or twice1 lightly and thoughtlessly1 and in matters of small importance2 and another to take delight in lying and to cling fondly to this sort of sin4#a ,besides venial sins1 there are certain natural propensities and inclinations which are called imperfections1 since they tend towards evil1 and1 if unchecked1 lead to excesses of various kinds4 ,they are not1 properly speaking1 sins1 either mortal or venial2 nevertheless they are true failings and defects of which we must endeavour to correct ourselves1 inasmuch as they are displeasing both to ,god and man4 ,such are propensities to anger1 grief1 joy1 excessive laughter1 flattery1 favouritism1 self-pity1 suspicion1 over-eagerness1 precipitancy1 and vain affections4 ,we must strive to rid ourselves of those defects which1 like weeds1 spring up without being sown in the soil of our corrupt nature1 and incline us to evil from our birth4 ,the means of getting rid of all these evils1 whether mortal sins1 venial ones1 imperfections1 or attachment to any or all of these1 you will find most clearly set forth by our ,blessed ,father in the same book4#b ,i once asked him what was the true difference between venial sin and imperfection1 and ,i will try to recall his teaching on the subject that ,i may impart it to you4 ,every venial sin is an imperfection1 but every imperfection is not a venial sin4 ,in sin there is always malice1 and malice is in the will1 hence the maxim that nothing involuntary is sin2 and according to the degree of this malice1 whether great or small1 and according to the matter on which it is exercised1 the sin is either mortal or venial4 ,you ask me if imperfections are matters sufficient for confession1 as well as venial sin4 ,our ,blessed ,father considered that it was well to accuse ourselves of them in order to learn from the confessor how to correct ourselves of and get rid of them4 ,he did not1 however1 think them sufficient matter for the ,sacrament1 and for this reason when his penitents only told him of imperfections he would make them add some venial sin committed in the past1 so as to furnish sufficient matter for absolution1 ,i say sufficient1 but not absolutely necessary matter1 for it is only mortal sin that has these two qualities4 ,footnote #a3 ,part i4 chap4 #bb4 ,footnote #b3 ,part i4 chaps4 #f1 #g1 #bb1 #bc1 #bd4 ,,upon ,,venial ,,sin4 ,he compares venial sin to the diamond which was thought by its presence to prevent the loadstone from attracting iron4 ,a soul attached to venial sin is retarded in its progress in the path of justice1 but when the hindrance is removed ,god dilates the heart and makes it to run in the way of ,his commandments4 ,you ask me if a great number of venial sins can ever make up a mortal one1 and consequently cause us to lose the grace of ,god4 ,no1 indeed6 ,not all the venial sins which ever existed could make one mortal sin3 but nevertheless1 not many venial sins are needed to dispose us to commit a mortal one1 as it is written that he that contemneth small things shall fall by little and little1#a and that he who loves danger shall perish in it4#b ,for1 according to the maxim of ,st4 ,bernard1 received by all spiritual writers1 not to advance in the way of ,god is to fall back1 not to sow with ,him is to scatter1 not to gather up is to lose1 not to build is to pull down1 not to be for ,god is to be against ,him1 not to reap with ,him is to lay waste4 ,now to commit a venial sin is essentially a not working with ,god1 though it may not be a positive working against ,him4 ,charity1 says our ,blessed ,father1 being an active quality cannot be long without either acting or dying3 it is1 say the early ,fathers1 symbolized by ,rachel4 ,give me children1 she said to her husband1 otherwise ,i shall die4#c ,thus charity urges the heart which she has espoused to make her fertile in good works2 otherwise she will perish4 ,venial sin1 especially when the soul clings to it1 makes us run the risk of losing charity1 because it exposes us to the danger of committing mortal sin1 by which alone charity is driven forth and banished from the soul4 ,on this subject our ,blessed ,father1 in the chapter from which we have already quoted1 speaks as follows3 ,neither venial sin1 nor even the affection to it1 is contrary to the essential resolution of charity1 which is to prefer ,god before all things2 because by this sin we love something outside reason but not against reason4 ,we make too much and more than is fit of creatures1 yet we do not positively prefer them before the ,creator4 ,we occupy ourselves more than we ought in earthly things2 yet we do not1 for all that1 forsake heavenly things4 ,in fine1 venial sin impedes us in the way of charity1 but does not put us out of it1 and1 therefore1 venial sin1 not being contrary to charity1 never destroys charity either wholly or partially4 ,further on he says3 ,however1 venial sin is sin1 and consequently it troubles charity1 not as a thing that is contrary to charity itself1 but as being contrary to its operations and progress and even to its intention4 ,for1 as this intention is that we should direct all our actions to ,god1 it is violated by venial sin1 which is the referring of an action to something outside of ,god and of the divine will4 ,footnote #a3 ,eccle4 iii4 #bg4 ,footnote #b3 ,id4 iii4 #bg4 ,footnote #c3 ,the ,love of ,god4 ,book iv4 chap4 #b4 ,,upon ,,complicity ,,in ,,the ,,sins ,,of ,,another4 ,there are some scrupulous minds which are perplexed by everything and frightened at shadows4 ,in conversation1 and in mixing with others1 a faulty word which they may hear or a reprehensible action they may witness1 however much they may in their secret hearts detest it1 is at once charged upon their own conscience as a partaking in the sins of others4 ,they are also troubled with doubts1 and are uncertain whether it is their duty or not to denounce the faults of their neighbour1 to express their own disapproval1 and to rebuke the offender4 ,to a soul perplexed on this subject our ,blessed ,father gives the following wholesome advice3 ,as regards conversation1 my dear daughter1 do not worry about anything said or done by others4 ,if good1 you can praise ,god for it1 if evil1 it will furnish you with an opportunity of serving ,god by turning away your thoughts from it1 showing neither surprise nor irritation1 since you are not a person of sufficient importance to be able to put a stop to bad or idle talk4 ,indeed1 any attempt on your part to do so would make things worse4 ,acting as as ,i bid you to do you will remain unharmed amid the hissing of serpents and1 like the strawberry1 will not assimilate their poison even though licked by their venomous tongues4 ,,upon ,,equivocating4 ,our ,saint used to say that to equivocate was1 in his opinion1 to canonize lying1 and that simplicity was1 after all1 the best kind of shrewdness4 ,the children of darkness1 he said1 use cunning and artifice in their dealings with one another1 but the children of ,god should take for their motto the words3 ,he that walketh sincerely walketh confidently4 ,duplicity1 simulation1 insincerity always betray a low mind4 ,if1 in the language of the wise man1 the lips that lie kill the soul1 what can be the effect of the conversation of one who habitually speaks with a double heart8#a ,footnote #a3 ,psalm xii4 #c4 ,,upon ,,solitude4 ,some one was praising country life1 and calling it holy and innocent4 ,blessed ,francis replied that country life has drawbacks just as city life has1 and that as there is both good and bad company1 so there is also good and bad solitude4 ,good1 when ,god calls us into it1 as ,he says by a prophet1 ,i will lead her into the wilderness and ,i will speak to her heart4#a ,bad1 when it is of that kind of which it is written1 ,woe to him that is alone4#b ,as regards holiness and innocence1 he said that country folk were certainly far from being1 as a matter of course1 endowed with these good qualities4 ,as for temptations and occasions of sin1 he said3 ,there are evil spirits who go to and fro in desert places quite as much as in cities2 if grace does not hold us up everywhere1 everywhere we may stumble4 ,lot1 who in the most wicked of all cities was holy and just1 when in solitude fell into the most dreadful of sins4 ,men carry themselves about with them and find themselves everywhere1 and frailty can no more be got rid of by them than can the shadow by the body that casts it4 ,many deceive themselves greatly and become their own seducers by imagining that they possess those virtues1 the sins contrary to which they do not commit4 ,the absence of a vice and the possession of its contrary virtue are very different things4 ,to be without folly is1 indeed1 to have the beginning of wisdom1 but it is a beginning so feeble as by itself scarcely to deserve the name of wisdom4 ,abstaining from evil is a very different thing from doing good1 although this abstaining is of itself a species of good3 it is like the plan of a building compared with the building itself4 ,virtue does not consist so much in habit as in action4 ,habit is in itself an indolent sort of quality1 which1 indeed1 inclines us to do good1 but does no more1 unless inclination be followed by action4 ,how shall he who has no one in command set over him learn obedience8 ,he who is never contradicted1 patience8 ,he who has no superior1 humility8 ,and how shall he who1 like a misanthrope1 flies from intercourse with other men1 notwithstanding that he is obliged to love them as himself1 how shall he1 ,i say1 learn brotherly love8 ,there are many virtues which cannot be practised in solitude2 above all1 mercy1 upon the exercise of which we shall be questioned and judged at the last day2 and of which it is said3 ,blessed are the merciful1 for they shall obtain mercy4#c ,footnote #a3 ,osee ii4 #ad4 ,footnote #b3 ,eccle4 iv4 #aj4 ,footnote #c3 ,matt4 v4 #g4 ,,upon ,,vanity4 ,it is a vanity of the understanding to think ourselves more than we really are2 but it is a far more dangerous vanity of the will to aspire to a condition higher than our own1 and to persuade ourselves that we are deserving of it4 ,he who thinks himself to be more than he is has in his mind some picture of content and satisfaction1 and consequently some sort of tranquillity like one who finds his peace and repose in his riches4 ,but he who aspires to a condition more exalted than his own is in a constant state of disquietude1 like the needle of the compass which trembles incessantly until it points to the north4 ,an ancient proverb makes the happiness of this life to consist in wishing to be what we are and nothing more4 ,quod sis esse velis1 nihilque malis4 ,blessed ,francis who1 in his own opinion1 had already risen too high in the hierarchy of the ,church1 turned his thoughts rather to giving up his dignities than to seeking promotion4 ,he looked forward to the calm retreat of solitude rather than the dignity of illustrious offices4 ,he was even apprehensive of the high esteem in which he knew that he was held1 dreading lest he should be less the servant of ,god for thus delighting men4 ,on one occasion some worthy soul having warned him to keep humble amid the praises and acclamations bestowed on him1 he answered3 ,you please me greatly by recommending holy humility to me1 for1 do you know1 when the wind gets imprisoned in our valleys1 among our mountains1 even the little flowers are beaten down and the trees are uprooted4 ,i am situated rather high up and1 in my post of ,bishop1 am tossed about most of all4 ,o ,lord6 save us3 command these winds of vanity to cease to blow and there will be a great calm4 ,stand firm1 ,o my soul1 and clasp very tightly the foot of our ,saviour's holy ,cross3 the rain which falls there in plenteous showers on all sides stills the wind1 however violent it may be4 ,when ,i am there1 ,o my ,god1 as ,i sometimes am1 how sheltered is my soul1 and how refreshed by that crimson dew6 but no sooner have ,i moved a single step away than the wind again takes me off my feet6 ,,upon ,,the ,,knowledge ,,which ,,puffs ,,up4 ,you wish to know what ,st4 ,paul means when he says that knowledge puffs up and that charity edifies4#a ,i imagine he means by the knowledge which puffs up1 that which is destitute of charity and which consequently tends only to vanity4 ,all those are vain1 say the sacred ,scriptures1 who have not the knowledge of ,god2#b and what is this knowledge of ,god if not the knowledge of ,his ways and of ,his will8 ,it is the ,god of knowledge who teaches this knowledge to men2 the science of the saints1 the science which makes saints1 the science of salvation1 a science without which all else is absolute ignorance4 ,he who thinks that he knows something and does not know how to save his soul1 does not yet know what it is most important to know4 ,those who know many things without knowing themselves1 and without knowing ,god in the manner in which even in this present life he can be known and desires to be known1 resemble the giants in the fable1 who piled up mountains and then buried themselves beneath them4 ,do not1 however1 think for a moment that1 in order to save our souls1 or to be truly devout1 we must be ignorant2 for1 as sugar spoils no sauce1 true knowledge is in no wise opposed to devotion4 ,on the contrary1 by enlightening the understanding it contributes much to fervour in the will4 ,listen to what our ,blessed ,father says on this subject in his ,theotimus3 ,knowledge is not of itself contrary1 but very useful to devotion4 ,meeting1 they should marvellously assist one another2 though it too often happens through our misery that knowledge hinders the birth of devotion1 because knowledge puffeth up and makes us proud1 and pride1 which is contrary to all virtue1 ruins all devotion4 ,without doubt1 the eminent science of a ,cyprian1 an ,augustine1 a ,hilary1 a ,chrysostom1 a ,basil1 a ,gregory1 a ,bonaventure1 a ,thomas1 not only taught these ,saints to value1 but greatly enhanced their devotion2 as again1 their devotion not only supernaturalized1 but eminently perfected their knowledge4#c ,footnote #a3 #a ,cor4 viii4 #a4 ,footnote #b3 ,sap4 xiii4 #a4 ,footnote #c3 ,book vi4 chap4 #d4 ,,upon ,,scruples4 ,it was ,blessed ,francis' opinion that scruples have their origin in a cunning self-esteem4 ,i call it cunning because it is so subtle and crafty as to deceive even those who are troubled by it4 ,as a proof of this assertion he evidenced the fact that those who suffer from this malady will not acquiesce in the judgment of their directors1 however discreet and enlightened in the ways of ,god they may be2 obstinately clinging to their own opinions instead of1 by humble submission1 accepting the remedies and consequent peace offered to them4 ,who can wonder at the prolonged sufferings of the sick man who resolutely refuses every salutary remedy which he is entreated to take8 ,who will pity one who suffers himself to die of hunger and thirst1 although everything that could satisfy the one and quench the other be placed within his reach8 ,holy ,scripture teaches us that the crime of disobedience is equal in guilt to that of idolatry and witchcraft4 ,but what shall we say of the disobedience of the scrupulous1 who so idolize their own opinions as to be absolutely slaves to them1 and whom no sort of remonstrance or reasoning will convince of the idleness of their unfounded fears4 ,they will tell you1 in answer to your judicious and soothing arguments1 that you are only flattering them1 that they are misunderstood1 that they do not explain themselves clearly1 and so on4 ,this is1 indeed1 a malady difficult of cure1 because1 like jealousy1 its fires are fed by everything with which it comes in contact4 ,may ,god preserve you from this lingering and sad disease1 which ,i regard as the quartan fever or jaundice of the soul4 ,,upon ,,temptations4 ,if we only knew how to make a good use of temptations1 said our ,blessed ,father1 instead of dreading1 we should welcome them--,i had almost said desire them4 ,but because our weakness and our cowardice are only too well known to us1 from our long experience1 and from many sorrowful falls1 we have good reason to say1 ,lead us not into temptation4 ,if to this just mistrust of ourselves we united confidence in ,god1 who is stronger to deliver us from temptation than we are weak in falling into it1 our hopes would rise in proportion to the lessening of our fears4 ,for by ,thee ,i shall be delivered from temptation1 and through my ,god ,i shall go over a wall4#a ,with such a support can we not boldly tread upon the asp and the basilisk1 and trample under foot the lion and the dragon8#b ,as it is in temptation that we learn to know the greatness of our courage and of our fidelity to ,god1 so it is by suffering temptation that we make progress in strength of heart1 and that we learn to wield the weapons of our warfare1 which are spiritual against the spiritual malice of our invisible enemies4 ,then it is that our soul1 clothed in the panoply of grace1 appears terrible to them as an army in battle array1 and as the hosts of the ,lord4 ,some think that all is lost when they are tormented by thoughts of blasphemy and impiety1 and fancy that their faith is gone4 ,yet as long as these thoughts merely distress them and they are resisted1 they cannot harm them1 and such stormy winds only serve to make souls become more deeply rooted in faith4 ,as much has to be said of temptations against purity and other virtues1 for the maxim is quite a general one4 ,there is no good ,christian who is not tempted4 ,the angel said to ,tobias3 ,because thou wast acceptable to ,god it was necessary that temptation1 should prove thee4#c ,footnote #a3 ,psalm xxvi4 #cj4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm xc4 #ac4 ,footnote #c3 ,job xii4 #ac4 ,,upon ,,the ,,same ,,subject4 ,you ask me why ,god permits the enemy of our salvation to afflict us with so many temptations1 which put us into such great danger of offending ,god and losing our soul4 ,i might answer you in words from ,holy ,scripture1 but ,i will give you our ,blessed ,father's teaching on the subject1 which is only an interpretation of what ,st4 ,paul and ,st4 ,james tell us in their epistles3 ,do you know1 he says1 what ,god does in temptation8 ,he permits the evil one to furbish up his wares and to offer them to us for sale1 so that by the contempt with which we look upon them we may show our affection for divine things4 ,must you then1 my dear sister1 my dearest daughter1 because of this temptation1 fret and disquiet yourself and change your manner of thought8 ,oh1 no6 by no means1 it is the devil who prowls round about your soul1 peeping and prying to see if he can find an open door4 ,he did this with ,job1 with ,st4 ,anthony1 with ,st4 ,catherine of ,siena1 and with an infinity of good souls whom ,i know1 as well as with my own1 which is good-for-nothing1 and which ,i do not know4 ,and have you1 my good daughter1 to distress yourself about what the devil attempts8 ,let him wait outside and keep all the avenues of your soul fast shut4 ,in the end he will be tired out1 or if not ,god will force him to raise the siege4 ,remember what ,i think ,i have told you before4 ,it is a good sign when the devil stirs up such a tumult outside the fortress of your will1 for it shows he is not inside it4 ,one cause of our interior trouble and mental disturbance is the difficulty we experience in discerning whether a temptation comes from within or from without1 whether it is from our own heart or from the enemy1 who takes up his position as a besieger before that heart8 ,you may apply the following test in order to find out4 ,does the temptation please or displease you8 ,one of the ancient ,fathers says that sins which displease us cannot harm us4 ,how much less then displeasing temptations6 ,notice that1 as long as the temptation displeases you there is nothing to fear1 for why should it displease if not because your will does not consent to it8 ,but1 you say1 if ,i1 as it were1 dally with the temptation1 either from inadvertence or torpor1 or slothful unwillingness to reject and repel it1 is not that in a way taking pleasure in it8 ,the evil of temptation is not measured by its duration3 it may be working against us all our life long1 but while it displeases us it cannot make us fail into sin2 on the contrary1 being repulsive to us1 this very antipathy not only preserves us from being infected by its venom1 but adds strength to our virtue and jewels to our crown4 ,but ,i am so much afraid of taking pleasure in it6 ,that very fear is a proof that it displeases you1 for we are not afraid of that which pleases us4 ,we are not terrified except by what displeases us1 just as we can only enjoy what is good or has the appearance of being good4 ,if you were able all the time to look upon temptation as an evil it cannot have pleased you4 ,still1 is it wrong to find pleasure in thinking of what is sinful8 ,if this pleasure is felt before we reflect that the thing is evil it is of no consequence1 since voluntary malice and consent are needed to make this pleasure a sin4 ,how shall we know whether or not we have yielded this consent8 ,assuredly1 it is difficult to define the nature of voluntary consent4 ,this difficulty gave rise to the saying of the ,psalmist1 ,who can understand sins8#a ,this1 too1 is why he prays to be delivered from his secret faults1 that is to say1 from sins which he cannot easily discern4 ,i will1 however1 on this subject give you another excellent lesson which ,i learned from our ,blessed ,father4 ,when you are doubtful1 he said to me1 whether or not you have consented to evil1 always take the doubt for a negative1 and for this reason4 ,a true and full consent of the will is necessary to form a real grave sin1 there being no sin in what is not voluntary4 ,now full consent is so clear that there can never be left in the mind a shadow of doubt about its having taken place4 ,this plain teaching surely cuts the gordian knot of our perplexities4 ,footnote #a3 ,psalm xviii4 #ac4 ,,thoughts ,,on ,,the ,,incarnation4 ,there are two opinions held by theologians on the subject of the ,incarnation4 ,some hold that had ,adam never sinned the ,son of ,god would not have become incarnate1 others that the ,incarnation would have taken place even had our first parents remained in the state of innocence and original justice in which they were created4 ,for1 as they urge1 the ,word was made flesh1 not to merely be a redeemer and restorer of the human race1 but that through ,him ,god might be glorified4 ,our ,blessed ,father held this second opinion1 which he advanced1 not only in familiar conversation and in the pulpit1 but also in his writings4 ,in his ,theotimus he expresses himself thus3 ,god knew from all eternity that ,he could create an innumerable multitude of beings with divers perfections and qualities1 to whom ,he might communicate ,himself4 ,and considering that amongst all the different communications which were possible1 none was so excellent as that of uniting ,himself to some created nature1 in such sort that the creature might be engrafted and implanted in the ,divinity1 and become one single person with it3 ,his infinite goodness1 which of itself and by itself tends towards communication1 resolved and determined to communicate ,himself in this manner4 ,so that1 as eternally there is an essential communication in ,god1 by which the ,father communicates all ,his infinite and indivisible divinity to the ,son in producing ,him1 and the ,father and the ,son together producing the ,holy ,ghost1 communicate to ,him also their own singular divinity2 so this sovereign sweetness was so perfectly communicated externally to a creature that the created nature and the divinity retaining each of them its own properties were1 notwithstanding so united together that they were but one same person4 ,now of all the creatures which that ,sovereign ,omnipotence could produce1 ,he thought good to make choice of human nature which afterwards in effect was united to the person of ,god the ,son1 ,he created it1 and to it ,he destined the incomparable honour of personal union with ,his divine majesty1 to the end that for all eternity it might enjoy above all others the treasures of ,his infinite glory4#a ,this thought has always pleased me exceedingly2 this thought1 ,i mean1 of the communication of ,god1 in the worthiest manner possible1 namely1 through the mystery of the ,incarnation4 ,but ah6 ,what shall we then say of the mystery of the most holy ,eucharist1 which is1 as it were1 an extension of the ,incarnation6 ,in the holy ,eucharist the ,son of ,god1 in ,his overflowing mercy1 not content with having made ,himself the ,son of ,man1 a sharer in our humanity and our ,brother1 has invented a wondrous way of communicating ,himself to each one of us in particular4 ,by this ,he incorporates ,himself in us1 and us in ,him4 ,he dwells in us1 and makes us dwell in ,him1 becoming our food and support1 flesh of our flesh1 and bone of our bone1 by a grace which surpasses every other grace1 since it contains in itself the author of all grace6 ,truly1 we possess in this divine mystery1 though veiled and hidden under the sacramental species1 ,him whom the angels desire to see1 even while they see ,him continually4 ,nor is there any difference between their possession and ours1 except in the manner in which it is effected4 ,for if they have the advantage of sight1 we have that of a closer intimacy1 seeing that ,he is only before them as the ,beatific ,vision1 while ,he is actually within us1 as the living and life-giving bread1 a bread strengthening our heart1 or1 rather1 the very heart of our heart1 or the soul of our heart1 or the heart of our soul4 ,and if the heart of the disciples of ,emmaus burned within them when ,he only spoke to them on their way1 what ardour should be kindled in our breasts by the receiving of ,him who came to bring the fire of divine love upon earth1 that it might inflame and kindle all hearts6 ,you ask me whether we are happier in having been redeemed from that state of original sin into which our first parents fell than had we been born in the innocence which was theirs at their creation4 ,at first sight it would seem that never to have been bound by the chain of misery and evil with which the first sin of ,adam fettered us would surely have been more desirable than even to be loosed from it by the divine goodness6 ,this1 however1 is a merely human judgment1 revealed to us by flesh and blood4 ,the light of faith1 far brighter and more ennobling1 teaches us a sublimer lesson4 ,this is what our ,blessed ,father says on the subject3 ,who can doubt of the abundance of the means of salvation1 since we have so great a ,saviour1 for the sake of whom we have been made1 and by whose merits we have been ransomed4 ,for ,he died1 for all1 because all were dead1 and ,his mercy was more far-reaching when ,he built up anew the race of men than ,adam's misery when he ruined it4 ,indeed1 ,adam's sin was so far from quenching ,god's love for mankind1 that1 on the contrary1 it stirred it up1 and invited it4 ,so that by a most sweet and loving re-action1 love was quickened by the presence of sin1 and as if re-collecting its forces for victory over evil1 made grace to superabound where sin had abounded4#b ,whence1 ,holy ,church1 in an excess of devout wonder1 cries out 7upon ,easter-eve71 ',o truly necessary sin of ,adam1 which was blotted out by the death of ,jesus ,christ6 ,o happy fault which merited to have such and so great a ,redeemer6' ,truly1 ,theotimus1 we may say1 as did he of old1 ',we were ruined1 had we not been undone2 that is1 ruin brought us profit1 since in effect human nature1 through being redeemed by its ,saviour1 has received more graces than ever it would have received if ,adam had remained innocent4'#c ,one of the marvels of divine ,omnipotence is that it knows by a secret power1 reserved to itself alone1 how to draw good from evil1 the contrary from the contrary2 water from1 fire1 as in the furnace of the three children#d and fire from water1 as in the sacred fire which was found in a well1 the thick water of which was changed into fire4 ,by this secret power ,he makes all things work together for good to those who love ,him4 ,truly1 says our ,blessed ,father1 in the same place1 as the rainbow touching the thorn aspalathus1 makes it more odoriferous than the lily1 so our ,saviour's ,redemption1 touching our miseries makes them more beneficial and worthy of love than original innocence could ever have been4 ,i say to you1 says our ,saviour1 there shall be joy in ,heaven upon one sinner that doth penance2 more than upon ninety-nine just1 who need not penance1#e and so the state of redemption is a hundred times better than that of innocence4 ,verily1 by the watering of our ,saviour's ,blood1 made with the hyssop of the ,cross1 we have been re-clothed in a whiteness incomparably more excellent than the snowy robe of innocence4 ,we come out1 like ,naaman1 from the stream of salvation more pure and clean than if we had never been leprous1 to the end that the divine majesty1 as ,he has ordained also for us1 should not be overcome by evil1 but overcome evil by good1#f that mercy 7as a sacred oil7 should keep itself above judgment1#g and ,god's tender mercies be over all ,his works4#h ,footnote #a3 ,book ii4 chap4 #d4 ,footnote #b3 ,col4 i4 #af4 ,footnote #c3 ,the ,love of ,god4 ,book ii1 c4 #e4 ,footnote #d3 ,daniel iii4 #ej4 ,footnote #e3 ,luke xv4 #g4 ,footnote #f3 ,rom4 xii4 ,footnote #g3 ,james ii4 #ac4 ,footnote #h3 ,psalm cxliv4 #i4 ,,upon ,,confession ,,and ,,communion4 ,these two ,sacraments were styled by ,blessed ,francis the two poles of the christian life1 because around them that life ever revolves4 ,one purifies the soul1 the other sanctifies it4 ,he greatly admired the saying of ,st4 ,bernard that all the spiritual good which we possess is derived from the frequent use of the ,sacraments4 ,he would say that those who neglect the ,sacraments are not unlike the people in the ,parable1 who would not accept the invitation to the ,marriage ,feast1 and who thus incurred the wrath of the ,lord who had prepared it4 ,some plead as their excuse that they are not good enough2 but how are they to become good if they keep aloof from the source of all goodness8 ,others say3 ,we are too weak2 but is not this the ,bread of the strong8 ,others2 ,we are infirm2 but in this ,sacrament have you not the ,good ,physician ,himself8 ,others3 ,we are not worthy2 but does not the ,church direct that even the holiest of men should not approach the ,feast without having on his lips the words3 ,lord6 ,i am not worthy that ,thou shouldst enter under my roof8 ,to those who plead that they are overwhelmed with cares and with the business of this life1 ,he cries3 ,come to me all you that labour and are burdened and ,i will refresh you4#a ,if any fear to come lest they should incur condemnation1 are they not in yet greater danger of being condemned for keeping away8 ,indeed1 the plea of humility is as false as that of ,achaz1 who detracted from the glory of ,god when he feigned to be afraid of tempting ,him4 ,what better way of learning to receive ,him well can there be than receiving ,him often8 ,is it not so with other acts which are perfected by frequent repetition8 ,he extolled highly the precept of ,st4 ,augustine on this subject4 ,it was his desire that any person 7he was speaking of the laity7 free from mortal sin1 and without any affection for it1 should communicate confidently yet humbly every ,sunday1#b if not advised by his confessors to do so oftener4 ,he does not say anyone who is without venial sin1 for from that who is exempt8 ,his sentiments with regard to ,holy ,communion were most sweet and so tempered by divine love1 that reverent fear was in no way prejudicial to confidence1 neither was confidence to reverence4 ,he fervently desired that we should annihilate ourselves when receiving the ,blessed ,sacrament1 as our ,lord annihilated ,himself in order to communicate ,himself to us1 bowing down the heaven of ,his greatness to accommodate and unite ,himself with our lowness4 ,but you will be better satisfied to hear his feelings expressed in his own words4 ,they were addressed1 not directly1 but through the medium of another1 to a person1 who from a false idea of humility dared not approach this divine mystery1 and who1 in the words but not in the spirit of ,st4 ,peter1 entreated her ,saviour to depart from her4 ,tell her1 he says1 to communicate fearlessly1 calmly1 yet with all humility1 in order to correspond with the action of that ,spouse who in order to unite ,himself with us annihilated ,himself and lovingly abased ,himself to the extent even of becoming our food and our pasturage2 condescending thus to us who are the food and pasturage of worms4 ,oh6 my daughter1 those who communicate according to the spirit of the ,heavenly ,bridegroom1 annihilate themselves and say to our ,lord3 feed on me1 change me1 annihilate me1 convert me into ,thyself4 ,there is nothing1 ,i think1 in the world of which we have more absolute possession1 or over which we have more entire dominion1 than over the food which1 for our own self-preservation1 we annihilate4 ,well1 our ,lord has condescended to this excess of love1 namely1 to give ,himself to us for our food2 and as for us1 what ought not we to do in order that ,he may possess us1 that ,he may feed on us1 that ,he may make us what ,he pleases8 ,read what is said on this subject in the ,devout life and the ,conferences4 ,footnote #a3 ,matt4 xi4 #bh4 ,footnote #b3 ,by the recent ,decree of ,pope ,pius ,x41 ,his ,holiness desires that1 with such dispositions1 it should be daily4--,ed4 ,,upon ,,confession4 ,our ,blessed ,father thought so much of frankness1 candour and ingenuousness in ,confession1 that when he met with these virtues in his penitents he was filled with joy and satisfaction4 ,it happened one day that he received a letter from one of his spiritual daughters telling him that she had been betrayed into the sin of malicious envy 7by which she meant jealousy7 of one of her sisters4 ,he answered her letter as follows3 ,i tell you with truth that your letter has filled my soul with so sweet a perfume1 that ,i can affirm that ,i have not for a long time read any thing so consoling4 ,i repeat1 my dear daughter1 that this letter awakens in me such fresh ardour of love towards ,god who is so good1 and towards you whom ,he desires to make so good1 that ,i can only make an act of thanksgiving for this to ,his divine ,providence4 ,thus it is1 my daughter1 that we must always without a moment's hesitation thrust our hands into the secret recesses of our hearts to tear out the foul growths which have sprung up there1 from the mingling of our self-love with our humours1 inclinations1 and antipathies4 ,oh1 my ,god6 ,what satisfaction for the heart of a most loving ,father to hear a beloved daughter protest that she has been envious and malicious6 ,how blessed is this envy1 since it is followed by so frank a confession6 ,your hand in writing your letter made a stroke more valiant than ever did that of ,alexander6 ,,upon ,a ,,change ,,of ,,confessor4 ,i have told you by word of mouth1 and now ,i repeat in writing1 so that you may better remember it1 that the scruple of scruples is not to dare to change one's ,confessor4 ,the ,priest who should put this scruple into your head deserves to be left1 as himself scrupulous1 and unsafe4 ,virtue1 like truth1 is always to be found half way between two faulty extremes4 ,to be always changing one's ,confessor1 and never to dare to do so1 or sooner to omit ,confession than to confess to any one but our usual ,confessor1 are two blame-worthy extremes4 ,in the one case we show ourselves volatile and ill-balanced2 in the other we are cowardly4 ,if you ask me which of the two is the more to be avoided ,i should say the second1 and this because it seems to me to indicate a low tone of mind1 human respect1 attachment to the creature1 and in general a slavish spirit which is quite contrary to the spirit of ,god1 who only dwells there1 where there is perfect liberty4 ,st4 ,paul tells us that being redeemed by the ,precious ,blood of ,jesus ,christ we ought not to make ourselves slaves of men4 ,possibly1 however1 you would more readily submit your judgment to that of our ,blessed ,father than to mine4 ,i remind you then how highly he thought of this holy christian liberty4 ,you may be quite sure that he inculcated it on persons like yourself living in the world since1 as ,i am going to show you1 he made a great point of it with his ,religious4 ,the ,holy ,council of ,trent having decreed that three or four times a year all nuns should have extra-ordinary ,confessors given to them to relieve them from the yoke and constraint which might ensue from being always under the direction of one and the same ordinary ,confessor1 our ,blessed ,father decreed that every three months1 in the four ,ember weeks the ,sisters of the ,visitation1 of which ,order he was the ,founder1 should have an ,extraordinary ,confessor1 carefully recommending to the ,superiors to ask for one even oftener for any ,sisters who might desire or really need his help4 ,blessed ,teresa#a was also very careful to ensure to her ,sisters this holy and reasonable liberty1 which renders the yoke of the ,saviour sweet and light as it should be1 and her daughters1 the ,carmelites1 still value their privilege as she did4 ,our ,blessed ,father used1 moreover1 to say that ,religious men to whom the direction of nuns was entrusted1 and all convents subject to their jurisdiction1 would do well to observe the excellent rule and custom some of them have of never leaving a ,confessor for more than a year in a convent4 ,he added that ,superiors should reserve to themselves the power of withdrawing ,confessors even before the time for which they were appointed had expired1 and indeed whenever it may please them1 and should not keep any ,confessor longer than the time for which he was appointed1 unless for some very urgent reason or pressing necessity4 ,to show you that it was not only to me that our ,blessed ,father expressed his opinion on this point1 this is how he wrote about it to a ,superior of the ,visitation4 ,we ought not to be so fickle as to wish without any substantial reason to change our ,confessor1 but1 on the other hand1 we should not be immovable and persistent when legitimate causes make such a change desirable1 and ,bishops should not so tie their own hands as to be unable to effect the change when expedient1 and especially when either the ,sisters or the ,spiritual ,father desire it4 ,footnote #a3 ,st4 ,teresa was not then canonised4 ,ed4 ,,upon ,,different ,,methods ,,of ,,direction4 ,in the year #afai our ,blessed ,father went to ,paris where he remained for eight or nine months4 ,i was there at the same time1 having been summoned for the ,advent and ,lent sermons4 ,many pious persons came to consult him on their spiritual concerns1 and thus gave him the opportunity of observing the variety of methods employed by ,god to draw souls to ,himself1 and also the different ways in which ,his ,priests guide and direct these same souls4 ,among others1 he told me of two priests celebrated for their preaching1 and who also applied themselves most zealously to the administration of the ,sacrament of ,penance4 ,both were faithful servants of ,god and exemplary in the discharge of their functions1 but yet so different in their methods of direction1 that they almost seemed to oppose one another1 though both had the one single aim in view1 namely1 to promote the service and the glory of ,god1 ,one of them1 said the ,saint1 is severe and almost terrible in his preaching4 ,he proclaims the judgments of ,god like the very trump of doom4 ,in his special devotions1 too1 he speaks of nothing but mortifications1 austerities1 constant self-examination and such like exercises4 ,thus1 by the wholesome fears with which he fills the minds of his penitents1 he leads them to an exact observance of ,god's law1 and to an anxious solicitude for their own salvation4 ,he does not harass them with scruples1 and yet keeps them in a marvellous state of subjection4 ,the effect of his direction is that ,god is greatly feared and dreaded by them1 that they fly from sin as from a serpent1 and that they earnestly practise virtue4 ,this divine fear is coupled with a high esteem for their ,director1 and a friendship for him1 holy indeed1 but so strong and vehement that it seems to these souls as though1 were they to lose their guide1 they must needs go astray4 ,the other ,director leads souls to ,god by quite a different path4 ,his sermons are always on the love of ,god4 ,he inculcates the study of virtue rather than the hatred of vice4 ,he makes his penitents love virtue more because it pleases ,god1 than because it is itself worthy of love1 and he makes them hate vice more because it displeases ,god than because of the sufferings which it brings upon those who are slaves to it4 ,the effect of this direction is to make souls conceive a love for ,god that is great1 pure and disinterested2 also a great affection for their neighbour for the love of ,god2 while1 as for their sentiments towards their ,director1 they approach him with reverential awe1 beholding ,god in him and him in ,god1 having no affection for his person beyond that due to all our fellow-men4 ,our ,blessed ,father never told me the name of this ,director1 nor even gave me the slightest hint as to who he was1 and ,i therefore sought no further explanation1 contenting myself with admiring the ways of ,god and ,his various desires for the good of the souls whom ,he calls to ,his service4 ,i became penetrated1 too1 with the conviction that by many different routes we can reach one and the same goal4 ,let every spirit praise the ,lord4 ,,advice ,,upon ,,having ,a ,,director4 ,i asked him one day who was his ,director4 ,taking from his pocket the ,spiritual ,combat1 he said3 ,you see my ,director in this book1 which1 from my earliest youth1 has1 with the help of ,god1 taught me and been my master in spiritual matters and in the interior life4 ,when ,i was a student at ,padua1 a ,theatine ,father instructed and gave me advice from it1 and following its directions all has been well with me4 ,it was written by a very holy member of that celebrated congregation1 the author concealing his own name under that of his ,orders which makes use of the book almost in the same way as the ,jesuits make use of the ,exercises of ,st4 ,ignatius ,loyola4 ,i reminded him that in his ,philothea#a he recommends people to have a living ,director4 ,that is true1 he answered1 but have you not noticed that ,i say he must be chosen out of ten thousand8#b ,because there is scarcely one in a thousand to be found having all the qualities necessary for this office1 or who1 if he has them1 displays them constantly and perseveringly2 men being so variable that they never remain in one state1 as ,holy ,scripture assures us4#c ,i asked him if we must then run uncertainly and pursue our way without guidance4 ,he answered3 ,we must seek it among the dead2 among those who are no longer subject to passion or change1 and who have ceased to be swayed by human interests4 ,as an ,emperor of old said that his most faithful counsellors were the dead1 meaning books1 so we may say that our safest spiritual directors are books of piety4 ,but what1 ,i asked1 are those who cannot read to do8 ,they1 he replied1 must have good books read to them by people in whom they can have absolute confidence4 ,besides1 such simple souls as these do not1 as a rule1 trouble themselves much about methods of devotion1 or1 if they do1 ,god for the most part bestows on them such graces as to make it plain that ,he ,himself is their ,teacher1 and that they are truly ,theodidacts1 or taught by ,god4 ,must we then1 ,i asked1 give up all spiritual guides8 ,by no means1 he answered1 for besides the fact that we are bound to obey the law of ,god coming to us through our ,superiors1 both spiritual and temporal1 we must also defer most humbly to our ,confessors1 to whom we lay bare the secrets of our conscience4 ,then1 when we find difficulties in the books which we have chosen for our guidance1 difficulties which1 as we read1 we cannot settle to our satisfaction1 we must consult those who are well versed in mystic language1 or rather1 ,i should say1 in spiritual matters1 and listen humbly to their opinion4 ,we must not1 however1 always consult the same man2 for1 besides the fact that ,holy ,scripture warns us that there is safety where there is much counsel1#d we must remember that if we always consulted the same living oracle1 he would in time become superior to the dead one2 that he would make himself a supplanter1 a second ,jacob1 pushing aside the book which we had chosen for our guide1 and assuming dominion and mastery over both dead and living1 that is1 over the book and the reader who had chosen it for his direction4 ,to prevent this encroachment1 ,i had almost said this unfelt and imperceptibly increasing tyranny1 it is well when we meet with difficulties to consult several persons1 following the advice given by the ,holy ,ghost through the ,apostle ,st4 ,paul not to make ourselves the slaves of men1 having been delivered and redeemed at so great a price1 even that of the ,precious ,blood of ,jesus ,christ4#e ,in answer to my remark that ,i very much preferred as a book ,the ,imitation of ,christ to the ,spiritual ,combat1 he said that they were both the works of writers truly animated by the ,spirit of ,god1 that they were indeed different in many respects1 but that it might be said of each of them as it is of the ,saints3 ,there was not found the like to him4#f ,he added that in such matters comparisons were always more or less odious2 that beauty1 however it might vary1 was always beauty2 that the book of the ,imitation had in some respects great advantages over the ,combat1 but that the latter had also some advantages over the ,imitation4 ,among these he mentioned with special commendation its arrangement and that it goes deeper into things and more thoroughly to the root of the matter4 ,he concluded by saying that we should do well to read the one and not neglect the other1 for that both books were so short that to do this would not put us to much expenditure of time or trouble4 ,he valued the ,imitation1 he said1 greatly for its brevity and conciseness as an aid to prayer and contemplation1 but the ,combat as a help in active and practical life4 ,footnote #a3 ,book #a4 c4 #aj4 ,footnote #b3 ,this hyperbole of ,st4 ,francis is sometimes pushed to excess1 ,it is a question1 too1 if ,m4 ,camus always understood him rightly4 ,,ed4 ,footnote #c3 ,job xiv4 #b4 ,footnote #d3 ,prov4 xi4 #ad4 ,footnote #e3 #a ,cor4 vii4 #bc4 ,footnote #f3 ,eccle4 xliv4 #bj4 ,,upon ,,true ,,and ,,mistaken ,,zeal4 ,zeal was a virtue which ,blessed ,francis ever regarded with a certain amount of suspicion1 ,it is1 he used to say1 generally speaking1 impetuous1 and although it strives to exterminate vice by reproving sinners1 it is apt1 if not guided by moderation and prudence1 to produce most disastrous effects4 ,there is a zeal so bitter and fierce that it pardons nothing1 exaggerates the smallest faults1 and1 like an unskilful physician1 only makes the disease of the soul more serious4 ,there is zeal of another kind1 which is so lax and weakly tender1 that it forgives everything1 thinking in so doing to practise charity1 which is patient and kind1 seeks not her own1 and bears all wrongs done to her even joyfully2 but such zeal1 too1 is quite mistaken1 for true charity cannot endure without grief any wrong done to ,god1 that is to say1 anything contrary to ,his honour and glory4 ,true zeal must be accompanied by knowledge and judgment4 ,it pardons certain things1 or1 at least1 winks at them1 until the right time and place are come for correcting them2 it reproves others when it sees there is hope of amendment1 leaving no stone unturned when it thinks there is a possibility of preserving or advancing the glory of ,god4 ,it is certain that zeal tempered with gentleness is far more efficacious than that which is turbulent and boisterous4 ,this is why the ,prophet1 wishing to demonstrate the power of the ,messiah to bring the whole universe under the sweet yoke of obedience to ,him1 does not speak of ,him as the ,lion of the ,tribe of ,juda1 but as the ,lamb1 the ,ruler of the ,earth4 ,the ,psalmist says the very same thing in a few words3 ,mildness is come upon us1 and we shall be corrected4 ,i was complaining one day to our ,saint of injuries which ,i had suffered through the mistaken zeal of some persons of eminent virtue1 and he replied thus3 ,do you not know that the best honey is made by the bees which have the sharpest sting8 ,it is true1 indeed1 that nothing hurts us so much as wrong done by those on whose support we reckoned1 as ,david knew well when he said3 ,for if my enemy had reviled me1 ,i would verily have borne with it1 and if he that hated me had spoken great things against me1 ,i would perhaps have hidden myself from him1 but thou1 a man of one mind1 my guide1 and my familiar--who together didst take sweet meats with me3 in the house of ,god we walked with consent4#a ,consider1 the ,saint went on to say1 by whom ,jesus ,christ was betrayed4 ,listen to the words spoken by him through the mouth of ,his ,prophet1 spoken moreover of ,his most sacred wounds1 ,with these ,i was wounded in the house of them that loved me4#b ,and1 after all1 is not hope always at the bottom of ,pandora's box8 ,virtuous people carried away by this mistaken zeal1 will1 directly their eyes are opened1 only too gladly recognise the truth1 and will love you more than ever4 ,pray to ,god to enlighten them and to deliver you from the attacks of calumny4 ,and if the worst comes to the worst1 is it not the duty of a true ,christian to bless those who curse him1 to pray for those who persecute him1 and to render good for evil1 provided he really wishes to be a faithful child of the ,heavenly ,father1 who makes ,his sun to shine1 and ,his rain to fall1 on the wicked as well as on the good4#c ,let your sighs and lamentations be breathed softly into the ear of ,god alone1 saying to ,him3 ,they will curse1 and ,thou wilt bless1 and they that look to ,thee shall not be confounded4#d ,footnote #a3 ,psalm liv4 #ac-af4 ,footnote #b3 ,zach4 xiii4 #f4 ,footnote #c3 ,matt4 v4 #dd-de4 ,footnote #d3 ,psalm cviii4 #bh4 ,,upon ,,the ,,institution ,,of ,,the ,,visitation ,,order4 ,when he instituted the ,congregation of the ,visitation of ,holy ,mary in the town of ,annecy1 where he resided1 he had no intention either of multiplying ,religious ,houses or of forming a new ,order or ,institute with vows1 of which he said there were already enough in the ,church4 ,his idea was to form an assembly of devout widows and maidens1 free and unbound either by monastic vows or enclosure1 who should1 in their house1 occupy themselves with prayer and manual labour1 only going out for two objects1 namely1 to discharge their own domestic duties or to perform works of mercy done for their neighbour to the glory of ,god4 ,those who embraced this mode of life practised it with such success that not only the town of ,annecy1 but all the country round felt the influence of their holy life1 and was greatly edified by their example2 while the sick and poor1 whom they visited in their distress1 were both consoled and relieved by them4 ,later on1 these holy women formed a little settlement at ,lyons1 but not to the satisfaction of the then ,archbishop1 afterwards ,cardinal1 de ,marquemont4 ,this ,prelate1 although a person of much excellence1 having lived the greater part of his life in ,rome1 where he was ,auditor to the ,rota1 was so thoroughly imbued with all the ,italian maxims as to the management of women that he could not endure their living thus without vows or enclosure4 ,he therefore not only advised1 but even urged our ,blessed ,father to insist upon their choosing some one of the monastic ,rules approved by the ,church1 and upon their taking perpetual vows1 and preserving an inviolable enclosure4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 who was extremely pliable1 condescending1 and ready to yield to the will of others1 allowed himself to be persuaded by this great ,prelate4 ,the ,archbishop then promised that he would submit to the approbation of ,rome the ,constitutions which the holy ,bishop had prepared for the guidance of this simple community1 provided that they were in accordance with the ,rule of ,st4 ,augustine4 ,our ,blessed ,father also induced his dear daughters to lay aside their original manner of life in order to embrace this second1 which took the shape of an ,order properly so called1 having perpetual vows4 ,since this change he has often told me that the ,congregation owed its establishment simply to the providence and ordering of ,god1 ,whose ,spirit breathes where ,he wills1 and ,who effects changes with ,his own right hand when it pleases ,him2 and ,whose own perfection it is which makes ,his works admirable in our eyes4 ,as for me1 he once said to me1 ,i am filled with astonishment when ,i reflect that1 alone and unaided1 but with extraordinary calmness of mind1 ,i have done what ,i wished to undo1 and undone what ,i wished to do4 ,what do you mean by that8 ,i asked4 ,and he replied3 ,i never thought for a moment of forming a ,religious ,order1 being of opinion that their number is already amply sufficient4 ,no1 ,i only intended to gather together a little company of maidens and widows without solemn vows and without enclosure1 having no wealth1 but that of holy charity1 which is indeed all silk and gold1 and is the great bond which unites all ,christians1 the true bond of all perfection1 the bond of the ,spirit of ,god1 the spirit of holy and absolute liberty4 ,he went on to say that their occupation had hitherto been1 as ,i have already told you1 prayer1 manual labour1 and visiting the sick and destitute4 ,i fear1 he added1 that there will be quite an uproar in the little town when1 under the new system1 their vows and enclosure oblige them to abandon their works of mercy4 ,indeed1 ,i gave their ,order the title of the ,visitation of ,holy ,mary that they might take for their pattern in their visits to the sick1 that visit which the ,blessed ,virgin paid to her cousin ,st4 ,elizabeth1 with whom she dwelt for three months1 to help her and to wait upon her4 ,now that they are enclosed1 they will be rather visited than visitors2 but since the holy providence of ,god so orders it1 may that providence be for ever blessed4 ,all that ,i have just told you is clearly expressed in the letter written by him on the subject of the change to ,cardinal ,bellarmine1 which can be seen in the volume of his letters4 ,in remembrance1 as it were1 of his first design1 he expresses his desire to obtain from the ,holy ,see1 through the intervention of the great ,cardinal1 three privileges for this ,institution4 ,the first1 that it should only be obliged to recite the office of the ,blessed ,virgin4 ,the second1 that widows should be allowed to be received and to live there1 wearing their secular dress1 without taking any vows1 and with power to come out if at any time the necessity of their affairs should oblige them to do so4 ,the third1 that even married women should be allowed to enter1 and to remain for a short time with the permission of their husbands and of the ,spiritual ,father1 without being either ,benefactresses or ,foundresses4 ,the letter justifies all this1 and is full of beautiful and sensible reasons for it4 ,i know also that during his lifetime1 when the twelve first ,houses of the ,order were established1 he saw that in them all those rules were carried out4 ,i cannot here refrain from quoting for you a passage from ,cardinal ,bellarmine's reply to the letter written to him by our ,blessed ,father on this subject4 ,it shows very plainly how highly that good and learned ,prelate approved of the first design for the constitution of this ,order1 and how little he favoured the change of plan1 which has1 nevertheless1 we must admit1 redounded greatly to the glory of ,god and to the edification of the whole ,church4 ,the ,cardinal says in this letter3 ,i will give you the same advice as ,i should take for myself were ,i in similar circumstances4 ,i should then keep these maidens and widows exactly as they are at present1 not making any change in a state of things which is so admirable4 ,for1 before the time of ,boniface ,,viii4 there were consecrated persons in the ,church1 the ,eastern as well as the ,western1 mentioned by the ,fathers4 ,among the ,latins1 ,st4 ,cyprian1 ,st4 ,ambrose1 ,st4 ,jerome1 and ,st4 ,augustine2 among the ,greeks1 ,st4 ,athanasius1 ,st4 ,chrysostom1 ,st4 ,basil1 and many others2 but they were not enclosed in their convents in such a manner that they could not come out of them when1 necessary4 ,and your most ,reverend ,lordship is aware that simple vows are no less binding and are of no less merit in the sight of ,god than solemn ones4 ,indeed1 the solemnizing of vows1 as well as the rule of ,enclosure1 was originated by an ecclesiastical decree of the said ,boniface ,,viii4 ,even at the present day1 the convent of noble ladies1 founded by ,st4 ,frances of ,rome1 nourishes in that city1 although without any enclosure or solemn profession4 ,therefore1 if in your country maidens and widows live in so holy a manner1 without being either cloistered or enclosed1 and are able thus to be of use to those in the world1 ,i do not see why their mode of living should be changed4 ,what our ,blessed ,father dreaded for the ,institute was what happens to those ,institutes which fail in exactitude of observance4 ,and he often quoted ,saint ,bernard's saying that though devotion had given birth to riches1 these unnatural daughters had stifled their mother4 ,whenever he heard of any ,house established in his time beginning to complain of want of comforts or conveniences he would say3 ,one day they will have only too many4 ,all his letters are full of exhortations to put up with discomforts1 and to lean upon ,providence1 casting all care upon ,god1 ,who feeds the young ravens1 satisfies the hunger of all flesh1 and fills every living creature with blessings4 ,wealth1 not poverty1 was what he feared for his ,order4 ,this is what he says in the ,constitutions3 ,for the more perfect observance of the holy virtue of poverty1 when once the buildings of the convents are finished1 the revenues shall be limited according to the place where each convent is situated1 to the end that even in this a proper mean may be kept1 and that there be no superfluity of goods in the ,community1 but only a fair sufficiency1 and when this is once attained nothing further shall be taken for the reception of the ,sisters coming to it1 but what shall be requisite to keep up and maintain well the just competency of the convent4#a ,and in the letter which he wrote to the most ,serene ,infanta1 ,margaret of ,sovoy1 ,dowager ,duchess of ,mantua1 to invite her to take this ,congregation under her protection1 he says3 ,this ,congregation does not solicit alms1 but is established in such a manner that the ladies who enter it give a dowry in order to maintain the buildings1 the sacristy1 the chaplain1 and to defray the expenses of illness1 etc41 either by means of a regular and perpetual income1 or by some other way which cannot injure anyone or interfere in any possible manner with the payment of the taxes and subsidies due to his most ,serene ,highness the ,duke4 ,i hope also that the above-mentioned ,congregation will in a few years' time be endowed with revenues sufficient for the support of the ,community1 ,thus widows without children1 and young girls who desire to serve ,god in chastity1 obedience1 and poverty1 will have every facility for entering it1 since they will be received without any other payment than that of a dowry or pension provided by their family for their support4 ,footnote #a3 ,constitution #e4 ,,his ,,defence ,,of ,,his ,,new ,,congregation ,,of ,,the ,,visitation4 ,on one occasion1 some one speaking to him1 my ,sisters1 of your ,congregation1 said3 ,but what do you mean to do with all this crowd of women and maidens8 ,of what use will they be to the ,church of ,god8 ,are there not already enough of such institutions into which these applicants might be drafted8 ,would you not be doing better if you were to establish some ,college for the training and education of ,priests1 and spend your time on them instead of on these persons to whom one must repeat a thing a hundred times before they can retain it8 ,and then1 after all1 if they do1 it is a treasure buried1 a candlestick under a bushel4 ,is it not a case of painting on water and sowing on sand8 ,our ,blessed ,father1 smiling graciously1 answered with his extraordinary serenity and sweetness3 ,it is not for me to work with costly materials2 goldsmiths handle the precious metals1 potters only clay4 ,believe me1 ,god is a skilled workman2 with poor tools ,he can accomplish wonderful work4 ,he is wont to choose weak things to confound the strong2 ignorance to confound knowledge1 and that which is nothing to confound that which seems to be something4 ,what did ,he not do with a rod in the hand of ,moses8 ,with the jaw-bone of an ass in that of ,samson8 ,with what did ,he vanquish ,holofernes8 ,was it not by the hand of a woman8 ,when ,he willed to create the world1 out of what did ,he form it1 save nothingness8 ,believe me1 great fires are often kindled from small sparks4 ,where was the sacred fire found when the ,jews returned from their captivity among the ,medes8 ,in a little mud6 ,this weaker sex is deserving of being treated with great tenderness2 we must take much more care of it than we do of the stronger one4 ,st4 ,bernard says that the charge of souls is for the weak far more than for the strong4 ,our ,lord never refused ,his assistance to women4 ,he was generally followed by several of them1 and they did not forsake ,him on the ,cross1 where he was abandoned by all ,his disciples excepting ,his beloved ,john4 ,the ,church who gives the title of devout to this sex does not hold it in such low estimation as you do4 ,besides1 do you reckon as nothing the good example which they may set wherever ,god calls them8 ,is it unimportant in your opinion to be a sweet odour in ,jesus ,christ1 an odour of life eternal8 ,of the two requisites for a good pastor1 precept and example1 which think you is the most estimable8 ,for my part ,i think more of an ounce of example than of a hundred pounds' weight of precept4 ,without a good life doctrine turns into scandal2 it is like a church bell1 it calls others1 but itself never goes in2 hence the reproach3 ,physician1 heal thyself4 ,even if holy women only served as perfumes for the ,church they would not be useless4 ,a great deal of incense is employed by her in her ceremonies6 ,it is true that there are1 as you say1 a great many other ,congregations already in the ,church1 into which some of those who are enrolled in this new one might enter2 but there are1 besides1 many in the ,visitation who1 on account of their age or infirmities1 or because of their feebleness of constitution1 though they be young1 are quite incapable of enduring the bodily austerities imposed by other ,orders1 and therefore cannot be admitted into them4 ,if we receive into this one some who are strong and healthy1 it is that they may wait upon the weak and delicate1 for whom this ,congregation has chiefly been instituted1 and to put in practice that holy command3 ,bear ye one another's burdens1 and so you shall fulfil the law of ,christ4#a ,as for your exhortation to me to think about forming a ,congregation of ,priests1 do you not see that that is already planned by ,m4 de ,berulle1 a great and faithful servant of ,god1 who has far more capacity for the work1 and much more leisure also1 than ,i can get8 ,remember how heavily burdened ,i am with the charge of a diocese1 in which is situated such a place as ,geneva1 the very fountain-head of the errors which are troubling the whole ,church4 ,in conclusion1 let us leave great designs to great workmen4 ,god will do what ,he pleases with my little plan4 ,footnote #a3 ,gal4 vi4 #b4 ,,upon ,,the ,,odour ,,of ,,sanctity4 ,our ,blessed ,father held in the very highest esteem the odour of sanctity1 and revered those who by their good example shed it abroad through the world1 not for their own glory1 but for the glory of ,god4 ,on another occasion when some morose and captious person was finding fault with the ,visitation ,order1 and after taking exception to it because of its newness1 wound up by saying to ,blessed ,francis1 ,and then of what use will it be to the ,church8 ,the holy ,prelate answered pleasantly3 ,to play the part of the ,queen of ,sheba4 ,and what part is that8 returned the man1 ,to render homage to ,him who is greater than ,solomon1 and to fill the whole militant ,jerusalem with perfumes and sweet odours4 ,in one of his ,conferences he expresses the same thought as follows3 ,in my opinion the divine ,majesty has made choice of you to go forth as perfume-bearers1 seeing that ,he has commissioned you to go and scatter far and wide the sweet odours of the virtues of your ,institute4 ,and as young maidens love sweet odours 7for the ,bride in the ,canticle of ,canticles says that the name of her ,beloved is as oil1 or balm1 shedding on all sides the sweetest perfumes1 and therefore1 she adds1 the young maidens have followed ,him1 attracted by ,his divine perfumes71 so do you1 my dear sisters1 as perfume-bearers of the ,divine ,goodness1 go forth1 shedding all around the incomparable sweetness of sincere humility1 gentleness1 and charity1 so that many young maidens may be attracted thereby1 and may embrace your manner of life1 and that they may even in this world enjoy1 like you1 a holy loving peace and tranquillity of soul1 and in the world to come eternal happiness4 ,,he ,,rebukes ,,pharisaism4 ,on one occasion when the ,sisters of the ,visitation had made a foundation in a city famous for the piety of its inhabitants and in which there were already a number of ,religious ,houses highly esteemed for external austerities and severe discipline1 they met with much criticism and even harsh treatment on account of their own gentler and apparently easier rule4 ,in the end1 they made known to ,blessed ,francis what they had to put up with4 ,i ought1 perhaps1 to say that1 among other ill-natured remarks1 they had been reproached with having strewn a path of roses to lead them to ,heaven1 and with having brought our ,saviour down from the ,cross2 meaning that they did not practise many corporal austerities4 ,those who said this quite forgot the fact that this ,order of the ,visitation was founded for the reception and consolation largely of women1 whether young or old1 weak in bodily health1 though strong and healthy in mind1 whose feeble frames could not support the external rigour demanded by other ,communities4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 as ,i told you1 having heard from letters addressed to him by the ,superior1 of the harsh treatment and sufferings of his poor daughters1 wrote to her several times on the subject4 ,the following words of his are especially remarkable for their beauty3 ,beware1 my daughter1 of replying in any way whatever to these good ,sisters1 or to their friends in the world1 unless1 indeed1 you do so with unalterable humility1 gentleness1 and sweetness4 ,do not defend yourselves1#a for such is the express command of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,if they despise your ,order because it appears to them inferior to theirs1 they violate the law of charity1 which does not permit the strong to despise the weak1 or the great the small4 ,granted that they are superior to you1 do the ,seraphim despise the little ,angels1 or the great ,saints in ,paradise1 those of inferior1 nay1 of the lowest rank8 ,oh1 my dear daughter1 whoever loves ,god the most will be the most loved by ,him1 and will be the most glorious up in ,heaven4 ,do not distress yourself1 the prize is awarded to those who love4 ,footnote #a3 ,rom4 xii4 #ai4 ,,upon ,,religious ,,superiors4 ,speaking of ,superiors1 ,i may tell you that ,blessed ,francis divided them into four classes4 ,first1 he said1 there are those who are very indulgent to others1 and also to themselves4 ,secondly1 there are those who are severe to others1 and equally so to themselves4 ,thirdly1 there are some who are indulgent to their subordinates and rigid to themselves4 ,fourthly1 there are those who are indulgent to themselves and rigorous to others4 ,he condemned the first as careless and criminal persons1 heedless of their duties3 they abandon the ship they should pilot1 to the mercy of the waves4 ,a ,superior of the second kind often spoils everything precisely because he wishes to do too much1 and falls into those exaggerations which have lent truth to the saying1 ,absolute right is absolute injustice4 ,he who would rule well1 runs an ancient aphorism1 must rule with a slack hand4 ,we must not hold our horse's bridle over tightly1 for though we may save him from stumbling we hinder him even from walking4 ,superiors of the third class are better because they put a kindly construction upon the faults and infirmities of others less known to them1 as they necessarily are1 than their own4 ,this is the reason why they are severe to themselves and indulgent to others--a line of conduct which generally meets with the approval of their subjects4 ,the latter are the more edified because they see their ,superiors observing those very laws from which they have dispensed them4 ,it is just so with the laity3 they are mostly more anxious about the morals of their clergy than they are about their own4 ,superiors of the fourth and last kind are truly unfaithful servants4 ,they resemble those ,pharisees who laid on the shoulders of other men heavy burdens which they themselves would not touch with the tip of their finger4 ,our ,blessed ,father wished that all these four classes could be merged in a fifth1 that of which the watchword should be holy equality according to that precept both of nature and of the ,gospel3 ,do to others as you would be done by2 treat others as you would wish to be treated yourself1 and treat yourself as you know you ought to be treated4 ,in fact1 since each man is to himself his nearest neighbour1 we all recognise the injustice of demanding in the life of others what we do not practise in our own4 ,to command others to do what we do not ourselves do is to be like ,urias1 who carried his own condemnation and death-warrant in his bosom4 ,one day1 in his presence1 ,i was praising a certain ,superior for his extreme goodness1 gentleness1 patience1 and condescension1 which attracted all hearts to him1 just as flies are attracted to a honeycomb4 ,he answered1 ,goodness is not good when it puts up with evil2 on the contrary1 it is bad when it allows evils to go on which it can1 and should1 prevent4 ,gentleness in such a case is not gentleness1 but weakness and cowardice4 ,patience in such a case is not patience1 but absolute stupidity4 ,when we suffer evil which we could prevent1 we do not merely tolerate but become accomplices in wrong-doing4 ,i am of opinion that subjects are made good by bad1 ,i mean1 by harsh and disagreeable ,superiors4 ,the severity of a mother is more wholesome for a child than the petting of an indulgent nurse1 and the firmness of a father is always more useful to his children than their mother's tenderness4 ,the rougher the file the better it smoothes the iron1 and the more rust it rubs off2 the hotter the iron1 the better the surface it gives to the cloth4 ,he related with regard to this subject an anecdote which will both please and profit you4 ,the head of a certain ,religious ,order1 which was at the time undergoing a vigorous reform1 had1 with the consent of the ,provincial ,chapter1 established a ,novitiate ,house which was to serve as the one only ,seminary for the whole province4 ,it was decided that no novice should be clothed until he had been examined by three ,fathers of the ,order appointed for that purpose4 ,the first was to enquire into the birth and condition of those who presented themselves for examination1 the second into their literary capacity1 and the third into their manner of life and vocation4 ,this last1 in order to get a firm grip on the pulse of the postulants1 and to sound their vocation to the very quick almost always asked them if they would have courage and patience enough to put up with bad ,superiors1 bad in the extreme1 cruel1 rude1 peevish1 choleric1 melancholy1 captious1 pitiless1 those1 in a word1 whom they would find it impossible to please or satisfy4 ,some1 evading the question1 replied that there could be none such in the ,order1 or1 at least1 would not be suffered to remain in office1 seeing that it was governed with so much gentleness and benignity1 and that its yoke was so sweet and desirable4 ,the examiner1 who did not like evasive and ambiguous replies of this sort1 determined to get an answer that should be straight-forward and to the point4 ,taking a much sterner tone1 he represented a ,superior to them as a sort of slave-driver3 a man who would govern his subjects by blows and stripes1 and who yet would expect them to drink this chalice of bitterness as if offered to their lips by the hand of ,god4 ,some of the postulants fearing the test1 became pale or crimson with agitation1 and either answered nothing1 showing by their silence that they could not swallow the pill1 or1 if they answered at all1 declared that they could not believe he was speaking seriously1 and that they were not galley-slaves4 ,these he dismissed at once as unfit to be received into the ,order4 ,others1 however1 full of courage and constancy1 still answered1 that they were prepared for any ill-treatment1 and that nothing could deter them from carrying out their ,god-inspiring resolution4 ,that no creature1 however cruel and however unfeeling1 could separate them from the love of ,jesus ,christ1 nor from ,his service4 ,these the examining ,father received with open arms into the bosom of the ,order4 ,you may judge from this how skilful was this master of novices in hewing1 hammering1 and cutting the stones he was endeavouring to fit for the spiritual edifice of the ,order4 ,our ,blessed ,father himself1 in spite of all the sweetness and gentleness of his natural disposition1 did not fail to follow this plan to a certain extent1 representing to all who came to him1 desiring to enter into religion1 the interior and spiritual crosses which they must resolve to carry all their life long1 not the least heavy of which1 and at the same time not the least useful in helping them to make great advance in perfection would perhaps be the severity of ,superiors4 ,,upon ,,unlearned ,,superiors4 ,a certain community having had their ,superior taken from them on account of their complaints of the severity of his rule1 and having a new one set over them in his place1 came to ,blessed ,francis to pour out their grievances on the subject of their recently appointed head4 ,they declared that he was an ignorant man4 ,what is to be done with you8 cried our ,blessed ,father1 you remind me of the frogs to whom ,jupiter could not give a king who was to their taste4 ,we ought certainly to wish to have good and capable ,superiors1 but still whatever they may be we must put up with them4 ,one of the complainers was so wanting in discretion as to say that their one-eyed horse had been changed into a blind one4 ,blessed ,francis suffered this jest to pass1 merely frowning slightly1 but his modest silence only unchained the tongue of another scoffer who presumed to say that an ass had been given to them instead of a horse4 ,then ,blessed ,francis spoke1 and1 rebuking this last speech1 added in a tone of gentle remonstrance1 that the first remark1 though far from being respectful1 was more endurable because it was a proverb and implied that a ,superior had been given to them who was less capable than his predecessor1 and that this was expressed in figurative terms1 as ,david speaks of himself in relation to ,almighty ,god in one of the ,psalms when he says3 ,i am become as a beast before ,thee4#a ,the second sarcasm1 however1 he added1 has nothing figurative in it1 and is absolutely and grossly insulting4 ,we must never speak of our ,superiors in such a manner1 however worthless they may be4 ,remember that ,god would have us obey even the vicious and froward1#b and he that resisteth the power resisteth the ordinance of ,god4 ,then taking up the defence of this much-abused ,superior1 ,do you imagine1 he said1 that it is not within the power of ,god to exalt in a moment one who is poor in spirit by bestowing on him the gift of intelligence8 ,is not ,he the ,god of knowledge8 ,is it not ,he who imparts it to men8 ,are not all the faithful taught of ,god8 ,the science of the ,saints is the science of ,salvation1 and this is a knowledge more frequently given to those who are destitute of the knowledge which puffs up4 ,in what condition think you was ,saul when ,god raised him to the throne of ,israel8 ,he was keeping his father's asses4 ,on what did ,jesus ,christ ride triumphant on ,palm ,sunday8 ,was it not upon an ass8 ,again1 in his eleventh ,conference1 he says3 ,if ,balaam was well instructed by an ass1 we may with greater reason believe that ,god1 ,who gave you this ,superior1 will enable him to teach you according to ,his will1 though it may not be according to your own4 ,he wound up his remarks on the subject of the new ,superior by saying3 ,i understand that this good man is most gentle and kind1 and that if he does not know much he does none the less well1 so that his example makes up for any deficiency in his teaching4 ,it is far better to have a ,superior who does the good which he fails in teaching1 than one who tells us what we ought to do1 but does not himself practise it4 ,footnote #a3 #a ,peter ii4 #ah4 ,footnote #b3 ,rom4 xiii4 #b4 ,,upon ,,the ,,founding ,,of ,,convents4 ,you know1 my ,sisters1 with what circumspection and prudence our ,blessed ,father moved in the matter of foundations4 ,during the last thirteen years of his life1 in which he established your ,congregation1 he only accepted twelve convents and refused three times as many1 saying1 as was his wont1 ,few and good4 ,he was always very particular about the ,superiors to whom he committed the charge of monastic houses1 knowing the immense importance of such choice and its influence upon all the members of a ,religious family4 ,he was fond of comparing a convent to a beehive1 and in one of his ,conferences applies this comparison to your own ,order as follows3--,your ,congregation1 he says1 is like a bee-hive which has already sent forth various swarms3 but with this difference1 that when bees go forth to settle in another hive and to begin a new household each swarm chooses a particular queen under whom they live and dwell apart4 ,you1 my dear souls1 though you may go into a new hive1 that is1 begin a new house of your ,order1 have always only one and the same ,king1 our crucified ,lord1 under ,whose authority you will live secure and safe wherever you may be4 ,do not fear that anything will be wanting to you1 for1 as long as you do not choose any other ,king ,he will ever be with you2 only take great care to grow in love and fidelity to ,his divine goodness1 keeping as close to ,him as possible4 ,thus all will be well with you4 ,learn from ,him all that you will have to do2 do nothing without ,his counsel1 for ,he is the faithful ,friend who will guide you and govern you and take care of you1 as with all my heart ,i beseech ,him to do4#a ,very often ,i urged him to consent to certain foundations which it was proposed to make1 but ,he always gave me some good reason for refusing4 ,it was not without trouble and difficulty that we obtained a little colony for ,belley4 ,he often said to me3 ,the ,sisters are as yet but novices in piety1 they must be left to grow a little stronger2 have patience1 for we shall be doing quite enough if the little we do is what pleases our divine ,master4 ,it is better for them to grow at the roots by virtue rather than in the branches by forming new houses4 ,will they1 do you think1 be more perfect because they have more convents8 ,footnote #a3 ,conf4 #f4 ,,upon ,,receiving ,,the ,,infirm ,,into ,,communities4 ,regarding the reception of the infirm1 he might have exclaimed with ,st4 ,paul3 ,who is weak and ,i am not weak8 ,blessed ,francis shared largely in this spirit1 so much did he love the infirm1 whether of body or of mind4 ,he loved the poor in spirit2 poor1 that is1 whether in earthly goods or in the wisdom of the world1 and he used to say that their simplicity was a soil suitable for the planting of all sorts of virtues1 that it would yield much fruit in due season4 ,he was of opinion that during the year of ,novitiate established in all communities preparatory to the embracing of religious life1 too much attention was paid to the consideration of infirmities1 both spiritual and corporal1 just as if convents were not in reality so many hospitals for healing the diseases of body and mind4 ,hence1 he added1 came the name of ,therapeutes1 that is1 curers1 healers1 or operators1 formerly given to ,monks4 ,it is true that there are certain bodily diseases which from the fact of their being infectious necessitate the separation of such as are afflicted with them from the healthy4 ,so also there are spiritual maladies1 such as incompatibility of temper and incorrigibility of defects1 which may make it proper to refuse those who are thus disqualified for entering ,religion1 just as in former days1 persons suffering from these disabilities could be dismissed even after ,profession4 ,in one of his letters he thus expresses his feeling for the infirm3 ,i am1 he says1 a great partisan of the infirm and am always afraid lest the inconveniences to which they must naturally put the ,community should excite a spirit of human prudence in our convents and banish the spirit of charity in which our ,congregation was founded1 and which is our safest guide in selecting our ,sisters4 ,i take1 then1 the side of your infirm applicant1 and provided that she be humble and ready to recognise and appreciate your charity1 you must receive the poor girl2 it will be a constant opportunity for the ,sisters to practise the holy virtue of loving-kindness4 ,,upon ,,self-,,pity4 ,gentle and compassionate as his disposition was1 full of tenderness1 and sympathy for the feeble and the frail1 ,blessed ,francis was nevertheless strict and severe in his dealings with those whom he knew to be too lenient to themselves1 either in temporal or spiritual matters4 ,he who practised so much severity in his own case1 assuredly had the right to advise others to do as much1 and especially1 like him1 to refrain from complaining at the inconveniences and sufferings endured in time of sickness4 ,he succeeded in inspiring his ,daughters of the ,visitation with his spirit1 teaching them that true ,christian patience1 which is neither apathy nor insensibility1 nor the dull stupid endurance of the ,stoics2 but a sweet and reasonable submission to the ,will of ,god1 coupled with cheerful obedience to the physician whom ,he commands us to honour1 and a grateful acceptance of the remedies prescribed for us4 ,,upon ,,the ,,government ,,of ,,nuns ,,by ,,religious ,,men4 ,it was never his opinion that nuns should be under the jurisdiction and guidance of other ,religious1 especially of those of their own ,order4 ,for this he alleged several very weighty reasons1 which ,i have been careful to bear in mind that ,i may impart them to you at the right time and place4 ,for the present1 however1 ,i will content myself with reading you one of his letters1 and with afterwards making a little comment upon it4 ,i observe1 he says1 that many influential people are inclined to think that ,religious ,houses should be under the authority of the ,ordinaries1 according to the old rule revived lately throughout almost the whole of ,italy2 whilst others would have them to be under ,superiors of their own ,order1 conformably to a custom introduced about four or five hundred years ago1 and almost universally observed in ,france4 ,for my own part1 ,i confess that ,i cannot bring myself to adopt the view of those who desire that convents of women should be placed under the guidance of ,religious men1 still less of the ,fathers of their own ,order4 ,and in this ,i feel that ,i am of the same mind as the ,holy ,see1 which always1 where it can be reasonably brought about1 opposes itself to the government of nuns by ,regulars4 ,i do not say that such government is not sometimes advantageous1 even at the present day1 but ,i do say that it would be far better if in general it were done away with4 ,and this for many reasons4 ,it seems to me that it is no more difficult for the ,pope to exempt the nuns of any ,order from the jurisdiction of the ,fathers of that same ,order1 than it is for him to exempt monasteries from the jurisdiction of their ,ordinary1 a procedure inspired no doubt by the most excellent motives1 and that has been carried out successfully for so many centuries4 ,the ,pope has1 as a matter of fact1 kept our own nuns in ,france under the rule of the ,bishops1 and it appears to me that these same good nuns do not know what is good for them when they seek to be transferred to the jurisdiction of a ,religious ,order1 seeing that ,regular ,superiors are apt to be a little rigorous in the exercise of their authority1 and to deprive those under them of holy liberty of spirit4 ,i would call your attention to the fact mentioned by our ,blessed ,father that almost everywhere in ,italy the nuns are under the guidance and jurisdiction of the ,bishops4 ,of this ,i was myself an eye-witness1 and ,i noticed at ,florence1 that out of fifty convents1 only four are not under the jurisdiction and direction of the ,archbishop4 ,i would also remind you that the ,holy ,apostolic ,see has1 as far as possible1 and for many reasons1 revived this ancient form of government of nuns4 ,that these reasons exist it is well to bear in mind1 though it may not always be prudent to urge them in public4 ,again1 if in former times it was thought advisable to exempt nuns from the guidance and jurisdiction of their ,ordinaries1 or ,diocesan ,pastors1 at the present day there are far more weighty reasons for replacing them under the authority of the ,bishops1 and for taking from the ,regulars this exceptional jurisdiction4 ,this is exactly what our ,blessed ,father thought about the matter4 ,remember then always that to put convents under the ,bishops is to bring things back to their first and purest state1 for as regards exemption we can assuredly say that from the beginning it was not so4 ,it seems1 too1 to me1 that nuns who desire the guidance of ,monks1 especially of ,fathers of their own ,order1 are true daughters of ,zebedee2 they know not what they ask1 nor what they want1 nor what they are doing4 ,,that ,,we ,,must ,,not ,,be ,,wedded ,,to ,,our ,,own ,,plans4 ,our ,blessed ,father used to praise very highly the conduct of ,blessed ,john of ,avila as having been prompted by great strength of mind1 and extraordinary forgetfulness of self in that his zeal made him not only love his neighbour as himself but even more than himself4 ,i will give you an instance of this in ,francis' own words1 addressed to ,theotimus3 ,the ,blessed ,ignatius of ,loyola1 having with such pains set up the company of ,jesus1 which he saw produced many fair fruits1 and foresaw many more that would ripen in time to come1 had1 nevertheless1 the nobleness of soul to resolve that1 though he should see it dissolved 7which would be the bitterest pain which could befall him7 within half an hour afterwards1 he would be stayed and tranquil in the ,will of ,god4 ,john of ,avila1 that holy and learned preacher of ,andalusia1 having a design to form a company of reformed ,priests for the advancement of ,god's glory1 and having already made good progress in the matter1 as soon as he saw the ,jesuits in the field1 thinking they were enough for that time1 immediately1 with incomparable meekness and humility1 renounced his own undertaking4 ,oh1 how blessed are such souls1 bold and strong in the undertakings ,god proposes to them1 and withal tractable and facile in giving them up when ,god so disposes4 ,it is a mark of a most perfect ,indifference to leave off doing a good work when ,god pleases1 and to return1 our journey half accomplished when ,god's ,will1 which is our guide1 so ordains4#a ,i may tell you1 my ,sisters1 that you have only to change the name of ,john of ,avila into that of the ,blessed ,francis de ,sales1 and you can apply to an event in his life these very words4 ,i know that he had in his mind a scheme of forming a ,congregation of ,priests1 not bound by monastic vows1 something on the pattern of your ,order of the ,visitation in its beginning2 but1 of course1 conformable to the calling of the ,priesthood4 ,hearing1 however1 that ,pierre de ,berulle1 that faithful servant of ,god1 afterwards a ,cardinal1 had established the ,congregation of the ,french ,oratory1 now so greatly distinguished for its piety and learning1 he abandoned his enterprise1 rejoicing that ,god should have given this holy commission to one less busy than himself1 and therefore more capable of ordering all things in this holy ,society1 and thus promoting the glory of ,god4 ,i have said1 that he meant to take the ,visitation as a model of this projected ,congregation of ,priests1 intending them to develop1 and to prosper side by side4 ,i must add1 however1 that even before the formation of your ,congregation he had made an attempt in the same direction by drawing together a little company of hermits on the gloomy but holy mountain of ,notre ,dame de ,voiron1 and preparing for them laws and constitutions in the observance of which they have lived with great sanctity ever since4 ,you know also that his zeal was so condescending in its nature1 and that he was so little wedded to his own opinions1 that1 though the ,visitation had flourished for four or five years with great edification to others as well as to itself1 yet as soon as ,his ,grace the ,archbishop of ,lyons1 afterwards ,cardinal de ,marquemont1 had represented to him that it would better for it to be re-constructed with vows and enclosures like other ,orders1 he consented to change its whole constitution4 ,speaking of great works undertaken for the glory of ,god1 which1 owing to the illness or death of their founder or head1 sometimes seem in danger of falling to the ground1 ,blessed ,francis said3 ,there are some undertakings which ,god wishes to be begun indeed by us1 but completed by others4 ,thus ,david gathered together materials for the temple which his son ,solomon built1 ,st4 ,francis1 ,st4 ,dominic1 ,st4 ,ignatius ,loyola1 sighed for the grace of martyrdom1 and sought for it by all possible means2 yet ,god would not crown them with it1 contenting ,himself with the offering of their will4 ,to submit ourselves simply and cheerfully to the ,will of ,god in the failure of undertakings which concern ,his glory is an act of no small resignation4 ,footnote #a3 ,book ix4 chap4 #f4 ,,his ,,views ,,regarding ,,ecclesiastical ,,dignities4 ,it is certain that two great ,pontiffs1 ,clement ,,viii4 and ,paul ,v41 held ,blessed ,francis in the highest possible esteem4 ,paul ,v4 more than once when speaking to me dwelt upon his merit1 and said how suitable and indeed how necessary such a ,bishop was for a diocese like that of ,geneva4 ,we know1 too1 that the same ,pope often thought of raising him to the dignity of ,cardinal4 ,our ,blessed ,father was himself well aware of this1 and mentioned it in letters written to his confidential friends1 some of which have since been published4 ,it is probable that the fact that this honour was never conferred upon him was owing to the political difficulties which beset the ,supreme ,pontiff in these matters4 ,puzzled at his not receiving the hat1 ,i one day expressed to him my great surprise at the delay4 ,why1 he answered1 can you really think this dignity would in any way conduce to my serving our ,lord and ,his ,church better than ,i can now do8 ,would ,rome1 which would be the place of my residence1 afford me more opportunities for so doing1 than this post in which ,god has placed me8 ,should ,i have more work there1 more enemies to fight against1 more souls to direct1 more cares1 more pious exercises1 more visits to make1 or more pastoral functions to discharge8 ,you would enter1 ,i replied1 into the solicitude of all the churches2 and from the direction of one particular ,church you would be promoted to share in the care of the ,universal ,church1 becoming1 as it were1 the co-assessor of the ,holy ,see4 ,nevertheless1 he replied1 you see ,cardinals of our own day1 who when they were ,bishops and had dioceses were distinguished for their piety1 quit their residence at ,rome1 which is only theirs by a positive and ecclesiastical law1 in order to return to their flocks among which the law of ,god has fixed their homes1 bidding them watch over these flocks and feed and guide the souls entrusted to them4 ,he then told me a memorable circumstance concerning the great ,cardinal ,bellarmine of saintly memory4 ,that ,prelate was promoted to the dignity1 unknown to himself and against his will1 by ,clement ,,viii4 ,under the pontificate of ,paul ,v41 who succeeded ,leo ,,xi41 he was promoted to the ,archbishopric of ,capua1 again contrary to his own wishes1 but by the desire of the ,pope4 ,he bowed beneath this yoke1 but not until he had remonstrated with the ,holy ,father1 who1 in reply1 simply commanded him to take upon himself the episcopal charge4 ,immediately after his consecration he prepared to take up his residence at ,capua4 ,the ,pope1 who desired his services at ,rome1 sent for him1 and asked him if he was quite resolved to live in his diocese4 ,the ,cardinal replied that he was1 because unwillingly as he had accepted this charge he had done so with the conviction that his ,holiness felt he could dispense with his services at ,rome1 nor would otherwise have placed him over the diocese of ,capua4 ,the ,pope replied that he would dispense him from residing in his diocese4 ,holy ,father1 he answered1 that is not what ,i have been teaching in the schools all my life4 ,i have always held that the residence of ,bishops in their diocese is commanded by the law of ,god1 and that therefore they cannot be dispensed from observing it4 ,at least1 returned the ,pope1 give us half the year4 ,and during those six months1 replied ,bellarmine1 at whose hands will the blood of the lost sheep of my flock be required8 ,then1 at least1 three months1 pleaded the ,pope4 ,the ,cardinal gave the same answer as he had given about the six1 and1 in fact1 soon took his departure for ,capua1 where he remained in uninterrupted residence for three years1 in the course of which time1 as a relaxation from the labours of his office1 he wrote his beautiful ,commentary on the ,psalms4 ,such was the high value set by the holy ,cardinal upon the residence of a ,bishop among his flock3 and ,st4 ,charles ,borromeo1 and more recently his worthy successor1 ,cardinal ,borromeo1 have been as uncompromising as ,bellarmine was4 ,as for our ,blessed ,father1 he only valued the ,honours and dignities of the ,church and of the world in proportion as they afford means for serving ,god and advancing ,his glory4 ,this was the golden standard with which he measured the holy ,city of ,jerusalem4 ,,his ,,promotion ,,to ,,the ,,bishopric ,,of ,,geneva ,,and ,,his ,,refusal ,,of ,,the ,,archbishopric ,,of ,,paris4 ,although in the life of our ,blessed ,father his promotion to the ,bishopric of ,geneva is described at great length1 yet1 in my opinion1 the subject has been treated very superficially1 and no attempt has been made to give a full account of the matter4 ,the truth is that the ,saint had all his life but one aim in regard to the following out of his holy vocation1 namely1 to serve ,god in whatever sacred office he might be called to fill4 ,he had passed through all the various ecclesiastical offices of ,canon1 ,parish ,priest1 ,provost1 ,dean of the ,cathedral ,church1 ,preacher1 ,confessor1 and ,missionary1 when ,m4 de ,granier1 at that time ,bishop of ,geneva1 inspired by ,god1 desired to make him his successor4 ,in this1 as in all other matters1 our ,saint recognised the inspiration1 and with a single eye1 that saw ,god only1 committed himself entirely to ,his providence4 ,he did nothing at all either to hinder or to further the design1 leaving it all to ,m4 de ,granier1 who obtained the consent of the ,duke of ,savoy to propose ,francis to his ,holiness4 ,it was1 however1 a condition that he should at once present himself at ,rome to be examined in full ,consistory4 ,he was therefore obliged to undertake the journey thither4 ,this journey1 as we know1 is fairly well described by the writers of his life4 ,they tell also of his success1 and of the approval bestowed upon him by ,pope ,clement1 who used the inspired words3 ,drink water out of thine own cistern1 and the streams of thine own well4 ,let thy fountains be conveyed abroad1 and in the streets divide thy waters4#a ,from so excellent a vocation what but good results could be expected8 ,a good tree cannot bear evil fruit4 ,we know well how worthily ,blessed ,francis walked in the vocation to which he had been called1 and how the light of his holy life1 like the dawn of morning1 shone more and more unto the perfect day4 ,in the year #afai1 having come to ,paris with the ,princes of ,savoy1 he remained there for eight months1 during which time it is impossible to give any idea of all that he did for the glory of ,god and the good of souls4 ,the eyes of all men in this great theatre were turned upon him1 as were those of the ,romans upon ,cato1 when one day he showed himself in their assembly4 ,it was not only by the people of ,paris that he was thought so much of1 but also by their pastor1 the ,cardinal de ,retz 7,peter de ,gondi71 a ,prelate of incomparable gentleness1 benignity1 liberality1 modesty1 and every other delightful quality4 ,the sweet attractive grace of ,blessed ,francis' manners and conversation produced such an effect upon him that he at once desired to make him his coadjutor1 with right of succession4 ,not expecting any opposition from the holy ,bishop1 and having gained the consent of the ,king1 he thought that nothing remained to be done but to carry out the formalities prescribed by the ,roman ,congregations4 ,francis1 however1 with marvellous adroitness1 warded off the blow1 leaving the great ,cardinal penetrated with admiration of his virtue if without the satisfaction of gaining his compliance4 ,among the various reasons for this refusal which are to be found in his letters1 one or two please me especially4 ,for instance1 he said that he did not think he ought to change a poor wife for a rich one2 and again1 that if he did ever quit his spouse it would not be to take another1 but in order not to have one at all1 following the ,apostolic counsel3 ,art thou bound1 to a wife1 seek not to be loosed4 ,art thou loosed from a wife1 seek not a wife4#b ,it is true that honours and dignities are but trifles2 yet to despise and refuse them is not a trifling thing4 ,it is easy to disdain them from a distance1 but difficult to deal with them face to face1 and either to quit them when we possess them1 or to refuse them when they are offered4 ,blessed is the rich man that is found without blemish1 and that hath not gone after gold nor put his trust in money1 nor in treasures4 ,who is he8 and we will praise him1 for he hath done wonderful things in his life4#c ,such a one1 my ,sisters1 believe me1 was your ,father and mine1 my preserver and your ,founder1 ,blessed ,francis de ,sales4 ,footnote #a3 ,prov4 v4 #ae1 #af4 ,footnote #b3 #a ,cor4 vii4 #bg4 ,footnote #c3 ,eccle4 xxxi4 #h1 #i4 ,a ,,bishop',s ,,care ,,for ,,his ,,flock4 ,good digestions assimilate all kinds of food1 and convert it into wholesome nourishment1 and so in like manner holy souls turn all that they meet with into material for instruction and into help towards their eternal profit4 ,thus1 the great ,st4 ,anthony1 saw the ,creator on every page of the book of nature and in all living creatures4 ,the tiniest flower1 growing and blossoming at his feet1 raised his thoughts to ,him ,who is the ,flower of the ,field and the ,lily of the ,valley1 the ,blossom springing from the root of ,jesse4 ,those who are smitten by some passionate human love are so absolutely possessed by it that they think of nothing else1 and since their tongue speaks out of the abundance of their heart this is their one subject of conversation1 all others being distasteful to them4 ,they write the name of the beloved object on rocks and trees1 and wherever they can they leave behind them some carved token or emblem of their affection4 ,just so was it with our ,blessed ,father4 ,his delight was to make all subjects of conversation1 all incidents that might occur1 further in one way or another the glory of ,god1 and kindle ,his divine love in the hearts of others4 ,on one occasion1 when he was visiting that part of his diocese which lies among the lofty and bleak mountains of ,faucigny1 where it is always winter1 he heard that a poor cowherd had lost his life by falling over a steep precipice while trying to save one of his herd4 ,from this incident he drew a marvellous lesson upon the care which a ,bishop ought to take of the flock entrusted to his charge by ,god1 showing that he ought to be ready to sacrifice even life itself for its salvation4 ,he thus relates the incident1 and gives his comments on it in one of his letters4 ,during the past few days ,i have seen mountains1 terrible in their grandeur1 covered with ice ten or twelve inches thick2 and the inhabitants of the neighbouring valleys told me that a herdsman going out to try and recover a cow which had strayed away fell over a precipice from a height of thirty feet1 and was found frozen to death at the bottom4 ,oh1 ,god6 ,i cried1 and was the ardour of this poor herdsman in his search for the beast that had strayed1 so burning that even the cold of those frozen heights could not chill it8 ,why1 then1 am ,i so slothful and lax in the quest after my wandering sheep8 ,this thought filled my heart with grief1 yet in no wise melted its frozen surface4 ,i saw in this region many wonderful sights4 ,the valleys were full of happy homesteads1 the mountains coated with ice and snow4 ,like the fertile and smiling valleys1 the village mothers play their homely part1 while a ,bishop1 raised to such a lofty eminence in the ,church of ,god1 remains ice-bound as the mountains4 ,ah6 will there never rise a sun with rays powerful enough to melt this ice which freezes me6 ,what zeal for souls1 what humility1 what holy fervour breathe in these words6 ,,on ,,the ,,first ,,duty ,,of ,,bishops4 ,being a ,bishop1 he used to say to me1 you are at the same time a superintendent1 sentinel1 and overseer in the ,house of ,god1 for this is what the word ,bishop means4 ,it is then your part to watch over and guard your whole diocese1 making continual supplications1 crying aloud day and night like a watchman on the walls1 as the prophet bids you do1 knowing that you have to render an account to the great ,father of the family of all the souls committed to your care4 ,but especially you ought to watch over two classes of people who are the heads of all the others1 namely1 the ,parish ,priests and the fathers of families1 for they are the source of most of the good and of most of the evil which is to be found in parishes or households4 ,from the instruction and good example given by ,parish ,priests1 who are the shepherds of the flock1 proceeds all the advance of that flock in knowledge and virtue4 ,they are like the rods of which ,jacob made use to give the colours he wanted to the fleeces of the lambs4 ,teaching does much1 but example does incomparably more4 ,it is the same with fathers and mothers of families3 on their words1 but still more on their conduct1 depends all the welfare of their households4 ,as ,bishop you are the master-builder1 the superintendent4 ,it is your duty then to watch over the leaders of your flock and over those who1 like ,saul1 are a head taller than the rest4 ,through them healing and blessing flows down upon others1 even as ,aaron's ointment descended from his head to the very hem of his garment4 ,this is why you ought continually to exhort and instruct1 in season and out of season1 for you are the ,parish ,priest of all ,parish ,priests1 and the ,father of all ,fathers of families4 ,,upon ,,the ,,pastoral ,,charge4 ,on one occasion ,i was complaining to him of the difficulties which ,i met with in the discharge2 of my episcopal duties4 ,he replied that on entering the service of ,god we must prepare ourselves for temptation1 since no one could follow ,jesus ,christ or be of the number of ,his true disciples except by bearing ,his ,cross1 nor could anyone enter ,heaven except by the path and through the gate of suffering4 ,remember1 he said1 that our first father even in the state of innocence was put into the earthly ,paradise to work in it and to keep it4 ,do you imagine that he was banished from it in order to do nothing8 ,consider how ,god condemned him and all his posterity to labour1 and to till an ungrateful earth which produced of itself nothing but thorns and thistles4 ,there is much more toil and difficulty in weeding and cultivating souls than any earthly soil1 rough1 stony1 and barren though it may be4 ,the art of arts is the direction of souls1 it is of no use to undertake it unless we have made up our minds to innumerable labours and disappointments4 ,the ,son of ,god being a sign of contradiction1 can we wonder if ,his work is exposed to the same2 and if ,he had so much difficulty in winning souls1 is it likely that his coadjutors and those who labour with ,him will have less8 ,then fearing to depress me by the enumeration of so many difficulties1 he went on to cheer me with the example of the ,prince of ,pastors1 the ,bishop of our souls1 the ,author and ,finisher of our faith1 who preferred shame and toil to joy1 that ,he might further the work of oar salvation4 ,he added that of the ,apostles1 and other ,pastors of the ,church1 reminding me that if we think much of the honour of being their successors we must1 with the inheritance1 accept its burdens1 nor shelter ourselves by1 in legal phrase1 disclaiming liability for debts beyond the assets inherited4 ,otherwise1 he said1 we should be like that kinsman of ,ruth who wished to have the inheritance of the first husband1 but not to marry the widow and raise up to him an heir4 ,he generally wound up his remarks with some reminder of that love which makes all that is bitter to be sweet3 sometimes quoting to me those words of ,st4 ,augustine1 ,where we love1 there is no labour1 or if there is any we love the labour itself1 for he who labours in loving1 loves to labour for the beloved object4 ,,upon ,,the ,,care ,,of ,,souls4 ,a ,priest once complained to ,blessed ,francis of the thorns besetting his path in life1 of the difficulties of his holy calling1 of the anxieties inseparable from it1 but chiefly of the intractableness of stiff-necked ,christians1 who refuse to submit to the easy yoke of ,jesus ,christ1 and to do what their duty requires4 ,the ,bishop replied that their obstinacy was not so much to be wondered at as the weakness of their ,pastors who were so easily discouraged and impatient1 just because they saw that the seed sown by their labours did not forthwith produce the plentiful harvest they desired4 ,the peasant is not blamed for failing to reap an abundant harvest1 but only for not carefully cultivating his field1 and for not doing all that is necessary to make his land productive4 ,discouragement is a mark of excessive love of self and of zeal unaccompanied by knowledge4 ,the best lesson for those who have the care of souls1 is that which the ,apostle gives to all in the person of one3 ,preach the word3 be instant in season and out of season3 reprove1 entreat1 rebuke in all patience and doctrine4#a ,in this text the word patience is the key to the whole mystery1 for patience has its perfect work when it is accompanied by charity1 which is patient1 kind1 and is the virtue by which we possess our souls in peace4 ,the charge of souls means having to bear with the weak1 for the strong are able to go on by themselves in their progress towards what is good4 ,our holy ,bishop explained this by two beautiful similitudes3 ,the plumage of birds is heavy1 and yet without this load they could neither raise themselves from the ground nor hover in the air4 ,the burden borne by holy souls is like a load of cinnamon1 which1 by its perfume invigorates him who carries it4 ,so souls which are weak serve to make their ,pastors1 who bear the burden of them1 rise on wings towards ,heaven1 and on earth to run in the way of ,god's commandments4 ,the other comparison ,is this3 ,notice1 he said1 a shepherd driving a flock of sheep3 if one of them breaks a leg the shepherd at once takes it on his shoulders to carry it back to the fold1 and this single one is certainly a heavier load than all the rest together1 who go along of themselves4 ,in like manner souls which of themselves advance in the way of ,god afford little occasion for their ,pastors to exercise care and vigilance4 ,it is of the faulty and intractable they have chiefly to think1 ,st4 ,bernard says that the care of souls is not a care of the strong1 but of the infirm1 for if any one helps thee more than he is helped by thee1 know that thou art not his father but his equal4 ,even the prophets complain of men of obstinate and rebellious hearts4 ,to work among them is to go down to the sea in ships and to do our business in great waters1 for these waters are ,god's people with whom we have to deal4 ,footnote #a3 #b ,tim4 iv4 #b4 ,,upon ,,learning ,,and ,,piety4 ,by rights1 the more learned a man becomes the more pious should he be4 ,this does not1 however1 always happen1 and if we must choose between the two1 there is no doubt that it is better to be uneducated but pious1 rather than to be learned without being religious-minded4 ,blessed ,francis remarked one day when we were speaking of a ,parish ,priest whose holy life was highly praised1 but with whose defects as a teacher great fault was found3 ,it is quite true that knowledge and piety are1 as it were1 the two eyes of a ,priest2 still1 as a man can1 by dispensation1 receive ,holy ,orders even though he has only one eye1 so also it is quite possible for a ,parish ,priest to be a most faithful servant in his ministry by simply leading a zealous1 exemplary1 and well-regulated life4 ,the function of teaching may be discharged by others1 who1 as ,st4 ,paul says1 are instructors but not fathers4#a ,but no one can be a pattern to others except by giving good example1 and this cannot be done by proxy4 ,besides1 the ,gospel tells us that we are to pluck out the eye which offends4 ,it is better to enter heaven with one eye1 than to be cast into hell-fire with two4#b ,there is1 indeed1 he continued1 a degree of ignorance so gross as to be inexcusable and to render him who is plunged into it in very truth a blind leader of the blind4 ,when1 however1 a man is in good repute for his piety he surely has within him that true light which leads him to ,jesus ,christ and enables him to show light to others4 ,it is as though he said to them1 like ,gideon1 ,do as ,i do1 or with ,st4 ,paul1 ,be ye followers of me1 as ,i also am of ,christ4#c ,such a one does not walk in darkness and those who follow him are sure to reach the haven4 ,though he has not talents of learning and erudition such as would make him shine in the pulpit1 yet he has enough if he can1 as the ,apostle says1 exhort in sound doctrine and convince the gainsayers4#d ,remark1 he added1 how ,god taught ,balaam by the mouth of his ass4 ,thus1 his charity dexterously covered the defects of his neighbour1 and by this lesson he taught us to value an ounce of piety more than many pounds of empty learning4 ,footnote #a3 #a ,cor4 iv4 #ae4 ,footnote #b3 ,matt4 xviii4 #i4 ,footnote #c3 #a ,cor4 iv4 #af4 ,footnote #d3 ,tit4 i4 #i4 ,,advice ,,to ,,bishop ,,camus ,,as ,,to ,,resigning ,,his ,,see4 ,when ,i was consulting him once as to whether or not ,i should follow the bent of my own inclination in the matter of retiring into a private and solitary life1 he1 wishing to ascertain by what spirit ,i was led1 answered me in the beautiful words of ,st4 ,augustine3 ,otium sanctum diligit charitas veritatis1 et negotium justum suscipit veritas charitatis4#a ,charity1 the holy love of eternal truth1 draws us into retirement1 that we may in that calm leisure contemplate things divine2 but when our hearts are filled with true charity we are none the less urged to undertake good works in order to advance the glory of ,god by serving our neighbour4 ,although he esteemed ,mary's part--called in the ,gospel the better part--much more highly than ,martha's1 yet it was his opinion that ,martha's1 undertaken purely for the love of ,god1 was more suitable to this present life1 and that ,mary's had more in common with that of a blessed eternity4 ,he only made an exception as regards some special and extraordinary vocations1 some irresistible and most powerful attractions1 acting upon the soul1 and in the case of those who do not possess the talents requisite for serving as ,martha served1 and have only those suitable for a purely contemplative life4 ,also those who1 having expended1 all their physical strength in the service of the ,church1 withdraw into solitude towards the close of their life1 there to prepare for that last journey which is ordained for all flesh4 ,for this reason he repulsed and silenced me--not indeed harshly1 for his incomparable sweetness was incompatible with harshness--but firmly and decidedly whenever ,i spoke to him of quitting my post and of resigning the helm into the hand of some more skilful pilot4 ,he called my desire to do so a temptation1 and in the end closed the discussion so peremptorily that1 during his lifetime1 ,i never ventured to revive it with anyone4 ,he dealt in almost exactly the same manner with that virtuous soul#b the corner-stone of the spiritual edifice of the ,congregation of the ,visitation which he founded1 for he kept her in the world for more than seven years1 bringing up and educating the children whom ,god had given her and affording spiritual help to her father and father-in-law4 ,he kept her back1 ,i say1 for this long period1 before permitting her to retire into the solitude of the cloister2 so exact was he in himself following1 and in leading those who were under his direction to follow1 the holy light of faith rather than the false and lurid glimmers of their natural inclinations4 ,on a previous occasion a certain ,bishop whom ,i knew well asked him whether in his opinion it would be allowable for him to give up his ,bishopric with its heavy burdens and retire into private life1 bringing forward as an example ,st4 ,gregory of ,nazianzen1 surnamed the ,theologian1 the oracle of his time1 who gave up the charge of three ,bishoprics1 ,sozima1 ,nazianzen1 and the ,patriarchate of ,constantinople1 that he might go and end his days ,in rural life1 on his paternal estate of ,arianzen4 ,our ,blessed ,father replied that we must presume that these great ,saints never did anything without being moved to do it by the ,spirit of ,god1 and that we must not judge of their actions by outward appearances4 ,he added that ,st4 ,gregory in quitting ,constantinople was only yielding to pressure and violence1 as is proved by the manner in which he said his last ,mass in public1 and which brought tears into the eyes of all who heard him4 ,this same ,bishop replying that the greatness of his own charge terrified him1 and that he was overpowered by the thought of having to answer for so many souls3 ,alas6 said ,blessed ,francis1 what would you say1 or do1 if you had such a burden as mine on your shoulders8 ,and yet that must not lessen my confidence in the mercy of ,god4 ,the ,bishop still complaining and declaring that he was like a candle which consumes itself in order to give light to others1 and that he was so much taken up with the service of his neighbour that he had scarcely any leisure to think of himself and to look after the welfare of his own soul1 our ,blessed ,father replied3 ,well1 considering that the eternal welfare of your neighbour is a part1 and so large a part1 of your own1 are you not securing the latter by attending to the former8 ,and how1 indeed1 could you possibly work out your own salvation except by furthering that of others1 seeing that you have been called to do so precisely in this manner8 ,the ,bishop still objecting and saying that he was like a whetstone which is worn out by the mere sharpening of blades1 and that while trying to lead others to holiness he ran the risk of losing his own soul1 our ,holy ,prelate rejoined3 ,read the history of the ,church and the lives of the ,saints1 and you will find more ,saints among ,bishops than in any other ,order or avocation1 there being no other position in the ,church of ,god which furnishes such abundant means of sanctification and perfection4 ,for remember that the best means of making progress in perfection is the teaching others both by word and example4 ,bishops are by their very office compelled to do this and to strive with all their heart and soul to be a pattern and model to their flocks4 ,the whole life of a ,christian on earth is a warfare1 and should be one unceasing progress towards the goal of perfection4 ,were you to do as you propose it would be in a manner to look behind you1 and to imitate the children of ,ephraim1 who turned back when they should have faced the enemy4 ,you were going on so well1 who is it who is holding you back8 ,stay in the ship in which ,god has placed you to make the voyage of life2 the passage is so short that it is not worth while changing the boat4 ,for1 indeed1 if you feel giddy in a large vessel1 how much more so will you in a slight skiff tossed by every motion of the waves6 ,a lower condition of life1 though less busy and apparently more tranquil1 is none the less equally subject to temptation4 ,this reasoning so convinced the ,bishop#c that he remained faithful to his post in the army of ,holy ,church4 ,footnote #a3 ,de ,civit4 ,dei4 ,lib4 #ai4 cap #ai4 ,footnote #b3 ,st4 ,jane ,frances de ,chantal4 ,footnote #c3 ,this ,bishop was evidently ,m4 ,camus himself4 ,ed4 ,,the ,,joyous ,,spirit ,,of ,,blessed ,,francis4 ,so light-hearted and gay was he1 so truly did his happy face express the serenity and peace of his soul that it was almost impossible to remain for any time in his company without catching something of this joyous spirit4 ,i feel sure that only those of dull and gloomy temperament can take exception to what ,i am going to relate in order to illustrate our ,blessed ,father's delightful gift of pleasantry in conversation4 ,on one occasion when ,i was paying a visit to him at ,annecy two young girls1 sisters1 and both most virtuous and most devout1 were professed in one of the convents1 he performing the ceremony1 and ,i1 by his desire1 giving the exhortation4 ,while preaching1 although ,i said nothing to my mind very heart-stirring1 ,i noticed that a venerable ,priest who was present was so much affected as to attract the attention of everyone4 ,after the ceremony1 when we were breakfasting with the holy ,bishop1 the ,priest being also at table1 ,i asked ,blessed ,francis what had been the cause of such emotion4 ,he replied that it was not to be wondered at seeing that this good ,priest had lost his aureola1 and had been reduced from the high rank of a martyr to the lowly one of a ,confessor6 ,he went on to explain that the ,priest had been married1 but that on the death of his wife1 who was a most saintly woman1 he had become a ,priest1 and that all the children of that happy marriage had been so piously brought up that every one of them had devoted himself or herself to the service of the ,altar1 the young girls just professed being of the number4 ,the tears shed by the ,priest were therefore of joy1 not of sorrow1 for he saw his most ardent desire fulfilled1 and that his daughters were now the ,brides of the ,lamb4 ,but1 ,i cried1 what did you mean by saying that a man married to such a wife as that was a ,martyr8 ,that may be the case when a man has a bad wife1 but it cannot be true in his case4 ,our ,blessed ,father's manner changed at once from gaiety to seriousness4 ,take care1 he said to me in a low voice1 that the same thing does not happen to you2 ,i will tell you how1 by-and-by1 in private4 ,when we were alone afterwards ,i reminded him of his promise4 ,take care1 he said again with some severity of aspect1 lest if you yield to the temptation which is now assailing you something worse does not befall you4 ,he was alluding to my desire to give up the burden of my ,bishopric and to retire into more private life4 ,your wife1 he went on to say1 meaning the ,church1 whose ring when he consecrated me he had put on my finger1 is far more holy1 far more able to make you holy than was that good man's faithful wife1 whose memory is blessed4 ,it is true that the many spiritual children whom she lays in your arms are a cause of so much anxiety that your whole life is a species of martyrdom1 but remember that in this most bitter bitterness you will find peace for your soul1 the peace of ,god which is beyond all thought or imagination4 ,if you quit your place in order to seek repose1 possibly ,god will permit your pretended tranquillity to be disturbed by as many vexations as the good brother ,leone's1 who1 amid all his household cares in the monastery1 was often visited by heavenly consolations4 ,of these he was deprived when1 by permission extorted from his ,superior1 he had retired into his cell in order1 as he said1 to give himself up more absolutely to contemplation4 ,know 7,oh6 how deeply these words are engraven on my memory7 that ,god hates the peace of those whom ,he had destined for war4 ,he is the ,god of armies and of battles1 as well as of peace1 and he compares the ,sulamite1 the peaceful soul1 to an army drawn up in battle array and in that formation terrible to its enemies4 ,i may add that our ,blessed ,father's predictions were perfectly verified1 and after his death when the very things he had spoken of happened to me ,i remembered his words with tears4 ,as ,i write ,i call to mind another instance of his delightful manner which you will like to hear4 ,young as ,i was when consecrated a ,bishop1 it was his desire that ,i should discharge all the duties of my holy office without leaving out any single one of them1 although ,i was inclined to make one exception1 that of hearing confessions4 ,i considered myself too young for this most responsible work1 and wanting in that prudence and wisdom which are born of experience4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 however1 thought differently in the matter1 and ,i1 holding this judgment in so much higher esteem than my own1 gave way1 bent my neck under the yokes and took my place in the confessional4 ,there ,i was besieged by penitents1 who scarcely allowed me any time for rest or refreshment4 ,one day1 worn out with this labour1 ,i wrote to ,st4 ,francis1 saying1 among other things1 that intending to make a ,confessor he had really made a ,martyr4 ,in answering my letter he said that he knew well that the vehemence of my spirit suffered the pangs of a woman in travail1 but then ,i must take courage and remember that it is written1 a woman when she is in labour hath sorrow because her hour is come2 but when she hath brought forth the child she remembereth no more the anguish for joy that a man is born into the world4#a ,footnote #a3 ,john xvi4 #ba4 ,,upon ,,daily ,,mass4 ,,his ,,advice ,,to ,a ,,young ,,priest4#a ,to a ,priest whom ,i know well1 and whom our ,blessed ,father loved much in ,our ,lord1 he gave most excellent advice1 and in a very kindly manner1 conveyed it to him by means of an ingenious artifice4 ,the ,priest was young1 and owing to his extreme youth1 although he was a ,parish ,priest1 he dreaded saying ,mass often1 contenting himself with doing so on ,sundays and holidays4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 wishing to lead him to say his ,mass every day1 devised this plan4 ,he presented him with a little box covered with crimson satin1 embroidered in gold and silver and studded with pearls and garnets4 ,before he actually put it into his hands1 however1 he said to him1 ,i have a favour to ask of you which ,i am sure you will not refuse me1 since it only concerns the glory of ,god1 which ,i know you have so much at heart4 ,i am at your command1 replied the ,priest4 ,oh1 no1 said the ,bishop1 ,i am not speaking to you as one who commands1 but as one who requests1 and ,i make this request in the name and for the love of ,god1 which is our common watchword4 ,after that1 what could the ,priest possibly refuse him8 ,his silence testified his readiness to obey1 better than any words could have done4 ,blessed ,francis then opening the box showed him that it was quite full of unconsecrated hosts1 and said1 ,you are a ,priest1 ,god has called you to that vocation1 and also to the ,pastoral ,office in ,his ,church4 ,would it be the right thing if an artisan1 a magistrate1 or a doctor only worked at his profession one or two days in the week8 ,you have the power to say ,holy ,mass every day4 ,why do you not avail yourself of it8 ,consider that the action of saying ,mass is the loftiest1 the most august1 of all the functions of religion1 the one which renders more glory to ,god and more solace to the living and the dead than any other4 ,i conjure you1 then1 by the glory of ,him in whom we live and move and have our being1 to approach the ,altar every day1 and never1 except under extreme necessity1 to fail to do so4 ,there is nothing1 thank ,god1 to prevent your doing this4 ,i know your soul as well as a soul can be known1 and of this you are yourself quite aware1 you who have so frankly unfolded to me the inmost recesses of your conscience4 ,far from seeing any impediment1 ,i see that everything invites you to do what ,i ask1 and that you may so use the daily and supersubstantial ,bread ,i make you this present1 entreating you not to forget at the holy ,altar him who makes you this prayer on the part of ,god ,himself4 ,the young ,priest was somewhat surprised1 and without attempting to evade the implied rebuke contented himself with submitting to the judgment of the holy ,bishop his secret unworthiness1 his youth1 his unmortified passions1 his fear of misusing so divine a mystery by not living as they should live who each day offer it up4 ,all this excusing yourself1 replied our ,blessed ,father1 is only so much self-accusing as would appear if ,i chose to examine your reasons in detail and weigh them in the scales of the sanctuary4 ,but without entering into any discussion of them let it suffice that you refer the matter to my judgment4 ,i tell you then1 and in this ,i think that ,i have the ,spirit of ,god1 that all the reasons which you bring forward to dispense yourself from so profitable an exercise of piety are really those which oblige you to practise it4 ,this holy exercise will ripen your youth1 moderate your passions1 weaken your temptations1 strengthen your weakness1 illuminate your path1 and the very act of practising it will teach you to do so with greater perfection4 ,moreover1 if the sense of your unworthiness would make you abstain from it out of humility1 as happened to ,st4 ,bonaventure1 and if your own unfitness makes the custom of daily celebrating productive in your soul of less fruit than it should1 consider that you are a public person1 and that your flock and your ,church have need of your daily ,mass4 ,more than that1 you ought to be stimulated and spurred on by the thought that every day on which you refrain from celebrating you deprive the exterior glory of ,god of increase1 the ,angels of their delight1 and the ,blessed of a most special happiness4 ,the young ,priest deferred to this counsel1 saying ,fiat1 fiat1 and from that time for a space of thirty years has never failed to say ,mass daily1 even when on long journeys through ,france1 ,italy1 ,spain1 ,germany1 and in heretical countries4 ,he never failed1 ,i repeat1 even under conditions which seemed to make the saying of ,mass impossible4 ,such power have remonstrances when tempered with kindness and prudence4 ,footnote #a3 ,possibly ,m4 ,camus himself4 ,ed4 ,a ,,priest ,,saying ,,mass ,,should ,,be ,,considerate ,,of ,,others4 ,he was told that ,i was very lengthy in my preparation for saying ,holy ,mass1 and that this was a cause of inconvenience to many who either wished to be present at it or to speak to me afterwards4 ,i was accustomed1 by his orders1 to say daily ,mass at a fixed hour1 and not in the private chapel of the ,bishop's house1 unless ,i happened to be ill1 but in a large chapel adjoining the ,cathedral ,church1 where synods1 ordinations1 and similar pastoral functions were held4 ,the bell rang for this ,mass always at a few minutes before the appointed hour1 but those who knew the length of my preparation in the sacristy did not hurry to come to it1 and those who did not know lost patience1 and in winter time often got chilled to the bone4 ,our ,blessed ,father1 wishing to correct this fault in me1 waited quietly till the right moment came for doing so4 ,he was paying me one of his annual visits at ,belley1 when it chanced that one morning he was detained very late in his room writing some letters which he had to send off without loss of time4 ,when eleven o'clock drew near1 his servants1 knowing that he never failed to say ,mass unless hindered by illness or some real impediment1 came to remind him that he had not yet done so4 ,the ,altar in the private ,chapel had been prepared for him4 ,he came out of his room1 wearing as usual his rochet and mosetta1 and after saluting those who had come to see him and to hear his ,mass1 said a short prayer at the foot of the ,altar1 then vested and celebrated the holy sacrifice4 ,mass ended1 he knelt down again1 and1 after another short prayer1 joined us with a face of angelic serenity4 ,having greeted each of us affectionately1 he entered into conversation with us1 until we were called1 as we soon were1 to table4 ,i1 who watched his actions most closely and ever found them regular and harmonious as a stave of music1 was amazed at the brevity of this preparation and thanksgiving4 ,in the evening1 therefore1 when we were alone together1 ,i said1 using the filial privilege which ,i knew was mine1 ,father1 it seemed to me this morning that your preparation for ,mass and your thanksgiving were very hasty and short4 ,he turned suddenly1 and1 embracing me1 exclaimed1 ,oh1 how delighted ,i am that you are so straightforward in telling me home truths6 ,for three or four days ,i have been wanting to do the same thing to you1 but did not know how to begin6 ,now1 tell me what do you say as to that lengthiness of yours which inconveniences everybody8 ,all complain1 and quite openly1 though possibly these complaints have not yet reached your ears1 so few dare speak the truth to ,bishops4 ,doubtless it is because no one loves you as ,i do that ,i have been asked to speak about this4 ,my commission is quite authentic1 though ,i do not show you the signatures4 ,a little of your superfluity handed over to me would do us both good1 by making you go more quickly and1 me more slowly4 ,do you think1 he continued1 that the people who are so anxious to assist at your ,mass have any sympathy with your long preparation before-hand in the sacristy8 ,still less those who are waiting to speak to you after ,mass1 with your interminable thanksgiving4 ,many of these people come from a distance1 and have business engagements in the town4 ,but1 ,father1 ,i said1 how ought we to make our preparation8 ,scripture says1 ,before prayer prepare thy soul1 and be not as a man that tempteth ,god4#a ,how much more1 then1 must we prepare with all care for the stupendous act of celebrating ,mass1 before which1 in the words of the ,preface1 the powers of ,heaven tremble8 ,how can one play on a lute without tuning it8 ,why do you not make this preparation earlier1 in your morning exercise1 which ,i know1 or at least ,i think1 you never neglect8 ,i rise at four o'clock in the summer1 sometimes sooner1 ,i replied1 and ,i do not go to the ,altar till about nine or ten o'clock4 ,and do you suppose1 he returned1 that the interval from four to nine is very great to ,him1 in ,whose sight a thousand years are as yesterday8#b ,this passage1 so well applied1 was like a sudden illumination to me4 ,and what about the thanksgiving8 ,i said4 ,wait till your evening exercise to make it1 he answered2 you make your examination of conscience1 surely so great an act will have its weight2 and is not thanksgiving one of the points of self-examination8 ,both these acts can be made more at leisure and more calmly in the morning and evening3 no one will be inconvenienced by them1 and they will interfere with none of your ordinary duties4 ,but1 ,i objected1 will it not be a cause of disedification to others to see me so quick over things8 ,god should not be adored hurriedly4 ,we may hurry as much as we like1 he replied2 ,god goes faster than we do4 ,he is as the lightning which comes forth from the east and the next moment flashes in the west4 ,all things are present to ,him2 with ,him there is neither past nor future4 ,how can we escape from ,his spirit8 ,i acquiesced1 and since then all has gone well in this matter4 ,footnote #a3 ,eccle4 xviii4 #bc4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm lxxxix4 #d4 ,,blessed ,,francis ,,encourages ,,the ,,bishop ,,of ,,belley4 ,owing to the fact that the ,see of ,belley had been vacant for four years1 a dispensation was obtained from the ,bishop enabling me1 at the age of twenty-five1 to be consecrated ,bishop1 and at the same time to be put in possession of that ,see to which the ,king1 ,henry ,,iv41 had already appointed me4 ,blessed ,francis ,himself consecrated me1 in my own ,cathedral ,church of ,belley1 ,august #cjth1 #afji4 ,after a while scruples began to disturb my mind on account of this consecration1 seemingly so premature4 ,i had1 as it were1 been made a captain when ,i had scarcely enlisted as a soldier4 ,i carried my troubles to the director of my conscience1 this ,blessed ,father who consoled and cheered me by suggesting many excellent reasons for this unusual state of things4 ,the necessities of the diocese1 the testimony to my character of so many persons of dignity and piety1 the judgment of ,henry the ,great1 whose memory he held in high honour1 and1 last of all1 and above all1 the command of ,his ,holiness4 ,he concluded by urging me not to look back1 but rather to stretch forward to the things which were before me1 following the advice of ,st4 ,paul4 ,you have come to the vineyard1 he went on to say1 in the first hour of your day4 ,beware lest you labour there so slothfully1 that those who enter at the eleventh hour outstrip you both in the work and in reward4 ,one day ,i said jestingly to him3 ,father1 virtuous and exemplary as you are considered to be1 you have committed one fault in your life1 that of having consecrated me too early4 ,he answered me with a laugh which opened a heaven of joy to me4 ,it is certainly true1 he said1 that ,i have committed that sin1 but ,i am much afraid ,god will never forgive me for it1 for up to the present moment ,i have never been able to repent of it4 ,i conjure you by the bowels of our common ,master to live in such a manner that you may never give me cause for regret in this matter and rather1 often to stir up in yourself the grace which was bestowed upon you from on high by the imposition of my hands4 ,i have1 you must know1 been called to the consecration of other ,bishops1 but only as assistant4 ,i have never consecrated any one but you3 you are my only one1 my apprenticeship work4 ,take courage4 ,god will help us4 ,he is our light and our salvation1 whom shall we fear8 ,he is the ,protector of our life1 of whom shall we be afraid8 ,,upon ,a ,,compassionate ,,mind4 ,although his soul was one of the strongest and most well-balanced possible1 yet it was capable of the tenderest and most compassionate feelings for the sorrows of others4 ,he did not repine over the miseries and infirmities of human nature1 he only desired that all souls should be strengthened by grace4 ,to a lady who was heart-broken at the death of a sister whom she passionately loved1 he wrote3 ,i will not say to you1 do not weep1 for1 on the contrary1 it is just and reasonable that you should weep a little--but only a little--my dear daughter1 as a proof of the sincere affection which you bore her1 following the example of our dear ,master1 who shed a few tears over ,his friend ,lazarus1 but not many1 as do those whose thoughts1 being bounded by the moments of this miserable life1 forget that we1 too1 are on our way to ,eternity1 in which if we live well in this life we shall be reunited to our beloved dead1 nor ever be parted from them again4 ,we cannot prevent our poor hearts from being affected by the changes of this life1 and by the loss of those who have been our pleasant companions in it4 ,still never must we be false to our solemn promise to unite our will inseparably to the ,will of ,god4 ,again1 let me remind you how tenderly he expresses himself on the sorrowful occasions of the death of his dearest relatives and friends4 ,indeed1 he says1 at times like these ,i myself weep much4 ,then my heart1 hard as a stone with regard to heavenly things1 breaks and pours forth rivers of tears4 ,but ,god be praised6 ,they are always gentle tears1 and1 speaking to you as to my own dear daughter1 ,i never shed them without a loving grateful thought of the providence of ,god4 ,for1 since our ,saviour loved death and gave ,his death to be the object of our love1 ,i cannot feel any bitterness1 or grudge against it1 whether it be that of my sisters or of anyone else1 provided it be in union with the holy death of my ,saviour4 ,and in another place he says3 ,i must say just one word in confidence to you4 ,there is not a man living who has a heart more tender and more open to friendship than mine1 or who feels more keenly than ,i do the pain of separation from those ,i love2 nevertheless4 ,i hold so cheap this poor earthly life which we lead that ,i never turn back to ,god with a more ardent affection than when ,he has dealt me some blow of the kind or permitted one to be dealt me4 ,,upon ,,doing ,,one',s ,,duty1 ,,without ,,respect ,,of ,,persons4 ,after ,i had preached several ,advents and ,lents in various towns of my diocese of ,belley1 he thought it well that ,i should do so in my own native city1 ,paris4 ,well knowing1 as he did1 the various views and judgments of the great world which rules there1 he wished to teach me to care very little what people said about me1 and he impressed the lesson upon me by relating to me the following story of an aged ,priest and the college clock4 ,a good ,father being incapacitated by infirmities even more than by age from fulfilling the duty of teaching binding on his ,order1 and yet being anxious to have some little useful employment1 was entrusted by his ,superior with the winding and regulating the college clock4 ,very soon1 however1 he came to complain of the difficulty and almost impossibility of his work2 not1 he said1 that it was at all beyond his strength1 but that it was quite beyond him to satisfy everyone4 ,when the clock was a little slow1 he said1 the young men who had difficult and troublesome work to do indoors1 complained1 declaring that the town clocks were much faster1 and to please them he would put it on a little4 ,as soon as this was done complaints burst forth from those whose work lay outside the college1 in visiting the sick and prisoners1 or providing for the needs of the household in the city4 ,they came back declaring that the town clocks were much slower1 and reproaching me for having put theirs on4 ,the ,superior settled the matter by telling the good ,father to let the clock take its own course1 but always to use soft words to those who might complain1 and to assure each one of them that he would do his best to keep the clock right if possible4 ,so let it be with you1 concluded our ,blessed ,father4 ,you are going to be exposed to the criticism of many2 if you attend to all that they say of you1 your work1 like ,penelope's1 will never be done1 but every day you will have to begin it over again4 ,even some of your friends will in perfect good faith give you suggestions on matters which seem to them important1 but which in reality are not so at all4 ,one will tell you that you speak too fast1 another that you gesticulate too much1 a third that you speak too slowly1 and don't move enough--one will want quotations1 another will dislike them2 one will prefer doctrinal1 another moral lessons2 some one thing1 some another4 ,they will be like drones who do nothing but disturb the working bees1 and who1 though they can sting1 yet make no honey4 ,well6 what is to be done in all this8 ,why1 you must always answer gently1 promising to try and correct yourself of your faults whatever they may be1 for there is nothing which pleases these counsellors so much as to see that their suggestions are accepted as judicious1 and1 at least1 worthy of consideration4 ,in the meantime go your own way1 follow the best of your own character1 pay no heed to such criticisms1 which are often contradictory one of the other4 ,keep ,god before your eyes1 abandon yourself to the guidance of the spirit of grace1 and say often with the ,apostle1 ',if ,i yet pleased men ,i should not be the servant of ,christ1' who said of ,himself that ,he was not of this world4 ,neither1 indeed1 were ,his ,apostles1 for the friendship of the world is enmity with ,god4 ,it is no small matter for a steersman in the midst of a storm to keep the rudder straight4 ,of little consequence ought it to be to us that we are judged by men4 ,god is our only true judge1 and it is ,he ,who sees the secrets of our hearts1 and all that is hidden in darkness4 ,,the ,,honour ,,due ,,to ,,virtue4 ,honour is like thyme which the pagans thought ought only to be burnt on the ,altar of ,virtue4 ,in ancient ,rome the ,temple of ,honour could only be entered through the ,temple of ,virtue4 ,the virtue of ,blessed ,francis de ,sales was so generally recognized by both ,catholics and ,protestants that he may be truly said to have been universally reverenced4 ,a remarkable instance of this occurred at ,grenoble1 the chief town of ,dauphin1 in the year in which he went there to preach during ,advent and ,lent4 ,monsieur de ,lesdigiures1 the ,king's ,viceroy at ,grenoble1 and ,marshal of ,france1 was not yet converted to the ,catholic ,faith4 ,he1 however1 received the ,bishop with affectionate warmth1 and paid him extraordinary honours4 ,he frequently invited him to his table1 and often visited him in his house1 sometimes even being present at his sermons1 for he really valued the teaching of the holy ,bishop1 and thought most highly of his virtue4 ,the ,protestants of ,grenoble took fright at this1 more particularly because of the long1 private interviews which took place between the ,magistrate and the holy ,bishop4 ,wherever he went the ,king's representative spoke of ,blessed ,francis in the highest terms1 and invariably made a point of giving him his title1 ,bishop of ,geneva4 ,in short1 he paid him such deference as excited universal astonishment4 ,in vain did the ,huguenot clergy storm and rage1 in vain did they threaten to excommunicate anyone having dealings with the ,bishop4 ,they could not prevent the majority of their congregations from pressing every day to hear the ,saint's sermons1 which created a great sensation amongst them4 ,the ,huguenot preachers1 far from gaining fresh adherents1 saw their flock steadily dwindling away4 ,at last1 in despair1 the ,consistory determined to send a deputation to remonstrate with ,m4 de ,lesdigiures on the warm welcome he was giving the holy ,bishop1 and on his own behaviour in scandalizing the whole ,protestant party by attending ,blessed ,francis' sermons4 ,the deputation1 formed of the elders and most notable men of the sect1 reached the ,marshal's house early in the morning1 so that he was not even dressed when their request for an interview was brought to him4 ,being a man who would not be dictated to1 he sent down word to the ,huguenots that if they came to visit him as friends1 or to communicate any matter of business to him1 he would receive them gladly1 but if they meant to remonstrate with him1 in the name of the ,consistory or ministers1 on the politeness he was showing to the ,bishop of ,geneva1 they might rest assured that they would go out through the window faster than they had come in by the door6 ,this message was enough4 ,the deputation broke up at once2 but with how many lamentations over this unexpected reception1 given by one whom they had reckoned upon as the chief stay and prop of their sect4 ,their next plan was to send one of the principal noblemen of the province1 a ,protestant like themselves1 upon the same errand as before4 ,he1 however1 fared no better than the deputation4 ,tell those gentlemen 7said ,m4 de ,lesdigiures7 that ,i am old enough to know the rules of politeness4 ,up to the age of thirty ,i was myself a ,roman ,catholic4 ,i know how ,roman ,catholics treat their ,bishops1 and with what respect these ,bishops are treated by ,kings and ,princes4 ,they hold a rank altogether different from that of our ministers1 who1 even the highest among them1 are only ,parish ,priests1 since they themselves deny the very existence of the order of ,bishop1 however good a foundation for it there may seem to be in the teaching of ,holy ,scripture4 ,as for me1 my belief is that they will in the end be sorry they have given up this distinction of rank4 ,tell ,m4 ,b4 7he was a minister of low birth1 had formerly been ,m4 de ,lesdigiures' servant1 and owed to him his actual position in the so-called ,reformed ,church of ,grenoble7 that when ,i see among ,huguenot ministers1 sons and brothers of sovereign ,princes1 as ,i do among ,roman ,catholic ,bishops1 ,archbishops1 and ,cardinals1 ,i will perhaps change my mind as to how to treat them socially4 ,as regards the ,bishop of ,geneva1 ,i can only say that if ,i were in his place and were1 as he is1 sovereign ,prince of this city1 ,i would see that ,i was properly obeyed1 and that my authority was duly recognised4 ,i know what are his rights and titles better than ,b 444 or any of his colleagues can possibly do2 it is for me to give them a lesson on the subject1 and for them1 if they are wise1 to listen4 ,it is not for young1 uneducated men to presume to show a man of my age and rank how to behave himself4 ,after this the ,viceroy redoubled his attentions to the holy ,bishop1 to whom he paid every honour in his power4 ,on the other hand1 he himself received such good impressions of our religion from what he saw of the ,bishop that they greatly facilitated his conversion1 which took place after he had been promoted to the rank of ,constable4 ,he died an excellent ,catholic1 and most happily4 ,,upon ,,memory ,,and ,,judgment4 ,on one occasion ,blessed ,francis was complaining to me of the shortness of his memory4 ,i tried to console him by reminding him that even if it were true1 there was no lack in him of judgment1 for in that he always excelled4 ,in reply1 he said that it was certainly unusual to find a good memory and excellent judgment united1 although the two qualities might be possessed together by some in a moderate degree4 ,he added that there were of course exceptions to the rule1 but such exceptions were mostly of rare and extraordinary merit4 ,he gave as an instance one of his most intimate friends1 the great ,anthony ,favre1 first ,president of ,savoy1 and one of the most celebrated lawyers of his time1 who united in his own person remarkable keenness of judgment with a marvellous memory4 ,in truth1 he went on to say1 these two qualities are so different in their nature1 that it is not difficult for one to push the other out4 ,one is the outcome of vivacity and alertness1 the other is not unfrequently characteristic of the slow and leaden-footed4 ,after some more conversation with me on this subject1 in which ,i deplored my want of judgment1 he concluded with these words3 ,it is a common thing for people to complain of their defective memory1 and even of the malice and worthlessness of their will1 but nobody ever deplores his poverty of spirit1 i4e41 of judgment4 ,in spite of the ,beatitude1 everyone rejects such a thought as a doing an injustice to themselves4 ,well1 courage6 advancing years will bring you plenty of judgment3 it is one of the fruits of experience and old age4 ,but as for memory1 its failure is one of the undoubted defects of old people4 ,that is why ,i have little hope of the improvement of my own2 but provided ,i have enough to remember ,god that is all ,i want4#a ,i remembered1 ,o ,lord1 ,thy judgments of old3 and ,i was comforted4 ,footnote #a3 ,psalm cxviii4 #eb4 ,a ,,priest ,,should ,,not ,,aim ,,at ,,imitating ,,in ,,his ,,sermons ,,any ,,particular ,,preacher4 ,i esteemed him so highly1 and not without reason1 that all his ways delighted me4 ,among others1 ,i thought that ,i should like to imitate his style of preaching4 ,can it be said that ,i chose a bad model or was wanting in taste8 ,do not1 however1 imagine for a moment that ,i have ever aimed at reproducing his lofty and deep thoughts and teaching1 the eloquent sweetness of his language1 the marvellous power which swayed the hearts of his audience4 ,no1 ,i have always felt that to be beyond my powers1 and ,i have only tried to mould my action1 gestures1 and intonation after the pattern set by him4 ,now1 as it happened1 that owing to his constitution and temperament his speech was always slow and deliberate1 not to say prosy1 and my own quite the opposite1 ,i became so strangely changed that my dear people at ,belley 7where the above incident occurred7 almost failed to recognise me4 ,they thought a changeling had been foisted upon them in the place of their own ,bishop1 whose vehement action and passionate words they dearly loved1 even though sometimes they had found his discourses hard to follow4 ,in fact1 ,i had ceased to be myself2 ,i was now nothing more than a wretched copy with nothing in it really recalling the original4 ,our ,blessed ,father heard of this1 and being eager to apply a remedy chose his opportunity1 and one day1 when we were talking about sermons1 quietly remarked that he was told ,i had taken it into my head to imitate the ,bishop of ,geneva in my preaching4 ,i replied that it was so1 and asked if ,i had chosen a bad model1 and if he did not preach better than ,i did4 ,ah1 he replied1 this is a chance for attacking his reputation6 ,but1 no1 he does not preach so badly1 only the worst of it is that they tell me you imitate him so badly that his style is not recognisable3 that you have spoiled the ,bishop of ,belley yet have not at all succeeded in reproducing the ,bishop of ,geneva4 ,you had better1 like the artist who was forced to put the name of his subject under every portrait he painted1 give out that you are only copying me4 ,well1 be it so1 ,i replied1 in good time you will see that little by little from being a pupil ,i have become a master1 and in the end my copies will be taken for originals4 ,jesting apart1 he continued1 you are spoiling yourself1 ruining your preaching1 and pulling down a splendid building to re-fashion it into one which sins against the rules of nature and art4 ,you must remember1 too1 that if at your age1 like a piece of cloth1 you have taken a wrong fold1 it will not be easy to smooth it out4 ,ah6 if manners could be changed1 what would ,i not give for such as yours8 ,i do what ,i can to stir myself up1 ,i do not spare the spur1 but the more ,i urge myself on1 the less ,i advance4 ,i have difficulty in getting my words out1 and still more in pronouncing them4 ,i am heavier than a block1 ,i can neither excite my own emotions1 nor those of others4 ,you have more fire in the tip of your fingers than ,i have in my whole body4 ,where you fly like a bird1 ,i crawl like a tortoise4 ,and now they tell me that you1 who are naturally so rapid1 so lively1 so powerful in your preaching1 are weighing your words1 counting your periods1 drooping your wings1 dragging yourself on1 and making your audience as tired as yourself4 ,is this the beautiful ,noemi of bygone days8 the city of perfect loveliness1 the joy of the whole earth8 ,why should ,i dwell more on his reproof8 ,sufficient to say that he cured me of my error1 and ,i returned to my former style of preaching1 ,god grant that it may be for ,his glory6 ,,upon ,,short ,,sermons4 ,he highly approved of brevity in preaching1 and used to say that the chief fault of the preachers of the day was lengthiness4 ,i ventured to ask how that could be a fault1 and how he could speak of abundance as if it were famine8 ,he answered3 ,when the vine is thick in leaves it always bears less fruit1 multiplicity of words does not produce great results4 ,you will find that a powerful and spirited horse will always start off promptly1 and as promptly pull up4 ,a poor post hack1 on the contrary1 will go on several paces after his rider has reined him in4 ,why is that8 ,because he is weak4 ,so it is with the mind and intellect4 ,he who is strong leaves off speaking when he pleases1 because he has great control over himself1 and readiness of judgment4 ,a weak-minded man speaks much1 but loses himself in his own thoughts1 nor thinks of finishing what he has to say4 ,look at all the homilies and sermons of the ancient ,fathers and observe how short they were1 yet how much more efficacious than our lengthy ones6 ,wise ,st4 ,francis of ,assisi1 in his ,rule1 prescribes that the preachers of his ,order shall preach the ,gospel with brevity1 and gives an excellent reason3 ',remembering1' he says1 'that3 a short word shall the ,lord make upon the earth4'#a ,the more you say1 the less your hearers will retain4 ,the less you say1 the more they will profit4 ,believe me in this1 for ,i speak from experience4 ,by overloading the memory of a hearer we destroy it1 just as lamps are put out when they are filled too full of oil1 and plants are spoilt by being too abundantly watered4 ,when a discourse is too long1 by the time the end is reached1 the middle is forgotten1 and by the time the middle is reached the beginning has been lost4 ,moderately good preachers are accepted1 provided they are brief1 and the best become tiresome when they are too lengthy4 ,there is no more disagreeable quality in a preacher than prolixity4 ,our ,blessed ,father sometimes surprised me by saying that we ought to be pleased if1 when going up into the pulpit to preach1 we saw before us a small and scattered audience4 ,thirty years of experience1 he said1 have made me speak thus3 ,i have always seen greater results from the sermons which ,i have preached to small congregations than from those which ,i have delivered in crowded churches4 ,an occurrence which ,i am going to relate will justify what ,i say4 ,when ,i was ,provost1 or rather ,dean1 of my church1 my predecessor in this diocese1 sent me1 in company with some other ,priests1 to instruct in the ,faith the inhabitants of the three bailiwicks of the ,chablais1 namely1 ,thonon1 ,ternier1 and ,gaillard4 ,the towns being full at that time of ,huguenots1 we had no access to them1 and could only say ,mass and give instruction in some scattered and rather distant chapels4 ,one ,sunday1 when the weather was very bad1 there were only seven persons at my ,mass1 and these few suggested to some one to tell me that ,i ought not to take the trouble of preaching after ,mass1 as it was the custom then to do1 the number of hearers being so small4 ,i replied that neither did a large audience encourage me1 nor a scanty one discourage me2 provided only that ,i could edify one single person1 that would be enough for me4 ,i went up2 therefore1 into the pulpit1 and ,i remember that the subject of my sermon was praying to the ,saints1 ,i treated it very simply and catechetically1 not at all controversially1 as you know that is neither my style nor is the doing so to my taste4 ,i said nothing pathetic1 and put nothing very forcibly1 yet one of my small audience began to weep bitterly1 sobbing and giving vent to audible sighs4 ,i thought that he was ill1 and begged him not to put any constraint upon himself1 as ,i was quite ready to break off my sermon1 and to give him any help he needed4 ,he replied that he was perfectly well in body1 and he begged me to go on speaking boldly1 for so ,i should be administering the needful healing to the wound4 ,the sermon1 which was very short1 being ended1 he hurried up to me1 and throwing himself at my feet cried out3 ',reverend sir1 you have given me life1 you have saved my soul to-day4 ,oh1 blessed the hour in which ,i came here and listened to your words6 ,this hour will be worth a whole eternity to me4' ,and then1 being asked to do so1 he related openly before the little congregation1 that1 having conferred with some ministers on this very same subject of praying to the ,saints1 which they made out to be sheer idolatry1 he had decided on the following ,thursday to return to their ranks 7he was a recent convert to ,catholicism71 and to abjure the ,catholic religion4 ,but1 he added1 that the sermon which he had just heard had instructed him so well1 and had so fully dispersed all his doubts1 that he took back with his whole heart the promise he had given them1 and vowed new obedience to the ,roman ,church4 ,i cannot tell you what an impression this great example1 taking place in so small a congregation1 made throughout the country1 or how docile and responsive to the words of life and of truth it made all hearts4 ,i could allege other similar instances1 some even more remarkable4 ,for myself ,i now prefer small congregations1 and am never so well pleased as when ,i see only a little group of people listening to my preaching4 ,seneca once said to his friend ,lucillus that they themselves formed a theatre wide enough for the communication of their philosophy1 and1 speaking of those who came to hear his teaching1 he says3 ,satis sunt pauci1 satis est alter1 satis est unus4 ,a few are enough--two are enough--nay1 one is enough4 ,why should not a ,christian ,philosopher be content with what was enough for this ,stoic8 ,footnote #a3 ,rom4 ix4 #bh4 ,,upon ,,preaching ,,and ,,preachers4 ,on the subject of preaching1 ,blessed ,francis had very definite and weighty thoughts4 ,he considered that it was not sufficient for a preacher to teach the ways of ,god to the unrighteous1 and by converting the wicked1 to build up by his words the walls of ,jerusalem1 that is1 of holy ,church1 while making known to ,god's people the ways of divine providence4 ,he wanted more than this1 and said that every sermon ought to have some special plan1 with always for its end the giving glory to ,god and the converting and instructing of those who were to hear it4 ,sometimes this would be the setting forth of a mystery1 sometimes the clearing up of some point of faith1 sometimes the denouncing of a particular vice1 sometimes the endeavouring to plant some virtue in the hearts of the hearers4 ,no one1 he said1 can sufficiently lay to heart the importance of having a definite aim in preaching2 for want of it many carefully studied sermons are without fruit4 ,some preachers are content to explain their text with all the painstaking and mental effort that they can bring to bear upon the subject4 ,others give themselves up to elaborate and exhaustive research and excite the admiration of their hearers1 either by their scientific reasonings1 their eloquence1 the studied grace of their gestures1 or by their perfect diction4 ,others add to all this beautiful and useful teaching1 but so that it only slips in here and there1 as it were1 by chance1 and is not expressly dwelt upon4 ,but when we have only one aim1 and when all our reasonings and all our movements tend towards it and gather round it1 as the radii of a circle round the unity of its centre1 then the impression made is infinitely more powerful4 ,such speaking has the force of a mighty river which leaves its mark upon the hardest of the stones it flows over4 ,drones visit every flower1 yet gather no honey from any4 ,the working bee does otherwise3 it settles down upon each flower just as long as is necessary for it to suck in enough sweetness to make its one honeycomb4 ,so those who follow my method will preach profitable sermons1 and will deserve to be accounted faithful dispensers of the divine mysteries2 prudent administrators of the word of life and of eternal life4 ,when our ,blessed ,father heard a certain preacher praised up to the skies1 he asked in what virtues he excelled2 whether in humility1 mortification1 gentleness1 courage1 devotion or what8 ,when told that he was said to preach very well1 he replied3 ,that is speaking1 not acting3 the former is far easier than the latter4 ,there are many who speak and yet act not1 and who destroy by their bad example what they build up with their tongue4 ,a man whose tongue is longer than his arm1 is he not a monstrosity8 ,on one occasion1 of some one who had delighted all his hearers by a sermon he had preached1 it was said3 ,to-day he literally did wonders4 ,the ,saint replied3 ,if he did that he must be one of those absolutely blameless men of whom ,scripture says 'they have not sought after gold1 nor hoped for treasures of gold and silver4' ,another time he was told that this same preacher had on a particular day surpassed himself4 ,ah6 he said1 what new act of self-renunciation has he made8 ,what injury has he borne8 ,for it is only after overcoming ourselves in this way that we surpass ourselves4 ,do you wish to know1 he continued1 how ,i test the excellence and value of a preacher8 ,it is by assuring myself that those who have been listening to him come away striking their breasts and saying3 ',i will1 do better'2 not by their saying3 ',oh how well he spoke1 what beautiful things he said6' ,for to say beautiful things in fluent and well-chosen words shows indeed the learning and eloquence of a man2 but the conversion of sinners and their departing from their evil ways is the sure sign that ,god has spoken by the mouth of the preacher1 that he possesses the true power of speech1 which is inspired by the science of the ,saints1 and that he proclaims worthily in the name of ,almighty ,god that perfect law which is the salvation of souls4 ,the true fruit of preaching is the destruction of sin and the establishment of the kingdom of justice upon earth4#a ,by this justice1 of which the prophet speaks1 is meant justification and sanctification4 ,for this1 ,god sends his preachers1 as ,jesus ,christ sent ,his ,apostles1 that they may bring forth fruit1 and that this fruit may remain1#b and by consequence that they may labour for a meat which perishes not1 but which endures unto life everlasting4#c ,when ,i was in residence in my diocese ,i never failed to preach on every possible day in ,advent and ,lent1 besides doing so on all ,sundays and holidays4 ,some good people who set themselves up as judges in such matters1 full of worldly prudence said that ,i was making myself too common1 and bringing the holy function of preaching into contempt4 ,this came to the ears of our ,blessed ,father1 and he1 despising such poor earthly wisdom1 observed1 that to blame a husbandman or vinedresser for cultivating his land too well was really to praise him4 ,speaking to me on the subject1 and fearing that all that had been said might discourage me1 he related to me what follows3 ,i had1 he said1 the best father in the world1 but as he had spent a great part of his life at court and in the camp1 he knew the maxims that hold in those conditions of life far better than he did the principles of holy living4 ,while ,i was ,provost1 he continued1 ,i preached on all possible occasions1 whether in the ,chablais1 where ,i was busy for many years uprooting heresy1 or1 on my return1 in the ,cathedral1 in parish churches1 and even in the chapels of the most obscure ,confraternities4 ,while at ,annecy ,i never refused any invitation whencesoever it came to preach4 ,one day my good father took me aside and said to me3 ',provost1 you preach too often4 ,even on week days ,i am always hearing the bell ringing for sermons1 and when ,i ask who is preaching ,i invariably get the same answer3 ,the ,provost1 the ,provost4 ,in my time1 it was not so2 sermons were rare1 but then they were sermons6 ,they were learned and well studied1 more ,greek and ,latin was quoted in one of them than in ten of yours2 people were delighted and edified1 they crowded to hear them1 just as they would have crowded to gather up manna4 ,now1 you make preaching so common that no one thinks much of it1 and you yourself are held in far less esteem4' ,you see my good father spoke according to his lights and quite sincerely4 ,you may be sure he was not wishing me ill1 but he was guided by the maxims of the world in which he had been brought up4 ,yet what folly in the sight of ,god are all the principles of human wisdom6 ,if we pleased men we should not be the servants of ,jesus ,christ1 ,he ,himself1 the model of all preachers1 did not use all this circumspection1 neither did the ,apostles who followed in ,his footsteps4 ,preach the word3 be instant in season out of season4#d ,believe me1 we can never preach enough1 especially in this border-land of heresy1 heresy which is only kept alive by sermons1 and which will never be destroyed except by that very breath of ,god which is holy preaching4 ,if you will take my advice1 therefore1 you will shut your eyes against the counsels of your worldly-wise monitors and listen rather to ,st4 ,paul1 who says to you3 ,but be thou vigilant1 labour in all things1 do the work of an evangelist1 fulfil thy ministry4#e ,moreover1 when the ,apostle continues1 ,be sober1 he refers to temperance in eating and drinking1 not to sobriety or restraint in the discharge of pastoral duties4 ,blessed is the pastor who shall be found watching and feeding his flock6 ,i tell you that the divine ,master will set him over all his goods4 ,and when the ,prince of ,pastors shall come he will receive from ,his hand a crown of glory which can never fade4 ,footnote #a3 ,dan4 ix #bd4 ,footnote #b3 ,john xv4 #af4 ,footnote #c3 ,id4 vi4 #bg4 ,footnote #d3 #b ,tim4 iv4 #b1 #c4 ,footnote #e3 #b ,tim4 iv4 #e4 ,,blessed ,,francis ,,and ,,the ,,bishop ,,of ,,belley',s ,,sermon4 ,one day ,i was to preach at the ,visitation ,convent at ,annecy1 the first established convent of the ,order1 and ,i knew that our ,blessed ,father1 as well as a great congregation1 would be present4 ,i had1 to tell the truth1 taken extra pains in the consideration of my subject1 and intended to do my very best4 ,i had chosen for text a passage in the ,canticle of ,canticles1 and this ,i turned and twisted into every possible form1 applying it to the ,visitation vocation which ,i extolled far too extravagantly to please the good ,bishop4 ,when he and ,i were alone together afterwards1 he told me that1 though my hearers had been delighted with me1 and could not say enough in praise of my sermon1 there was one solitary exception1 one individual who was not pleased with it4 ,on my expressing surprise and much curiosity to know whom ,i could have hurt or distressed by my words1 he answered quietly that ,i saw the person now before me4 ,i looked around--there was no one present but himself4 ,alas6 ,i cried1 this is indeed a wet blanket thrown upon my success4 ,i had rather have had your approbation than that of a whole province6 ,however1 ,god be praised6 ,i have fallen into the hands of a surgeon who wounds only to heal4 ,what more have you to say1 for ,i know you do not intend to spare me8 ,i love you too much1 he replied1 either to spare or to flatter you1 and had you loved our ,sisters in the same way1 you would not have wasted words in puffing them up in place of edifying them1 and in praising their vocation1 of which they have already quite a sufficiently high opinion4 ,you would have dealt out to them more salutary doctrine1 in proportion as it would have been more humiliating4 ,always remember that the whole object of preaching is to root out sin1 and to plant justice in its stead4 ,on my replying to this that those whom ,i addressed were already delivered from the hands of their enemies1 the world1 the flesh1 and the devil1 and were serving ,god securely in holiness and justice1 ,then1 he said1 since they are standing1 you should teach them to take heed lest they fall1 and to work out their salvation with fear and trembling4 ,it is right1 indeed1 for you to encourage them to persevere in their holy undertaking1 but you must do so without exposing them to the danger of presumption and vanity4 ,enough said2 ,i know that for the future you will be careful in this matter4 ,the next day he sent me to preach in a convent of ,poor ,clares1 an ,order renowned for the exemplary life of its members and for their extraordinary austerities4 ,i took good care to avoid the rock on which ,i had struck the day before1 and against which he had warned me4 ,there was as large a congregation as before1 but ,i confined myself to plain and simple language1 without a thought of studied rhetoric4 ,i did not praise the austerities of the good nuns1 nor did ,i labour to please any of my hearers1 their edification was my sole object4 ,on our return to the house1 our ,blessed ,father said1 embracing me tenderly1 that though most of those present were dissatisfied1 and compared my sermon most unfavourably with that of the preceding day1 yet1 that he1 on the contrary1 who had then found fault with me1 was now perfectly contented and pleased1 and that he believed that ,god was pleased also4 ,as for your past faults1 he continued1 ,i give you a plenary indulgence for them all4 ,if you continue to preach as you have just done1 whatever the world may say1 you will be doing much service for the ,master of the ,vineyard1 and will become a fitting servant of ,his ,testament4 ,one day ,i was preaching before him at ,annecy in the church which he used as his cathedral4 ,he was surrounded by all his canons1 who1 with the whole ,chapter1 attended him to the bench where he was in the habit of sitting to hear sermons4 ,this particular one of mine pleased him as regarded its matter and delivery1 but ,i suffered an allusion to escape me referring to his own name of ,sales1 and implying1 or rather affirming1 that he was the salt 7,sal es7 with which the whole mass of the people was seasoned4 ,this praise was so distasteful to him that1 on our return from the church1 he took me to task for it1 in a tone and with a manner as severe as was possible to his gentle nature4 ,you were going on so well1 he said4 ,what could have induced you to play these pranks8 ,do you know that you spoilt your sermon by them8 ,truly1 ,i am a fine sort of salt1 fit only to be thrown into the street and trampled under foot by the people4 ,for certainly you must have said what you did say in order to put me to shame--you have found out the right way to do that--but1 at least1 spare your own friends4 ,i tried to excuse myself1 alleging that what the ,bishop of ,saluces once said to him had suddenly come into my heads and that1 quite without premeditation1 the very same words escaped my lips1 ,but1 he replied1 in the pulpit such things must not escape our lips4 ,i am quite aware that this time they really did escape you1 but you must not allow it to happen again4 ,i may here explain1 for your benefit1 what ,i meant by this reference to a saying of the ,bishop of ,saluces4 ,that holy prelate1 who died in the odour of sanctity1 and who was a disciple of ,sr4 ,philip ,neri1 was an intimate friend of our ,blessed ,father's4 ,on one occasion1 when the latter was passing through ,saluces on his way to the shrine of ,our ,lady of ,montdeay1 the good ,bishop received him with every mark of respect1 and begged him to preach in his cathedral4 ,after the sermon1 he said to him1 ,my ,lord1 truly tu ,sal es2 at ego1 neque sal1 neque lux4 ,that is to say1 ,you are a true salt 7,sal es71 and ,i am neither salt nor light1 alluding to the word ,saluces 7,sal lux71 his diocese4#a ,footnote #a3 ,,note4--,another version says that it was ,st4 ,francis who answered3 ,on the contrary1 tu sal et lux4 ,see ,vies de ,s4 ,f4 de ,sales4 by his nephew1 ,charles ,auguste de ,sales and ,hamon4 ,also the life of ,blessed ,juvenal ,ancina1 the said ,bishop of ,saluces4 ,ed4 ,,upon ,,controversy4 ,the gentleness of his disposition made ,blessed ,francis averse to disputing1 either in private or public1 in matters of religion4 ,rather1 he loved to hold informal and kindly conferences with any who had wandered from the right way2 and by this means he brought back countless souls into the ,catholic ,church4 ,his usual method of proceeding was this4 ,he first of all listened readily to all that his opponents had to say about their religion1 not showing any sign of weariness or contempt1 however tired he might be of the subject4 ,by this means he sought to incline them to give him in his turn some little attention4 ,when1 if only out of mere civility1 he was given in his turn an opportunity of speaking1 he did not lose a moment of the precious time1 but at once took up the subject treated by the heretic1 or perhaps another which he considered more useful1 and deduced from it briefly1 clearly1 and very simply the truth of the ,catholic belief1 and this without any air of contending1 without a word which breathed of controversy1 but neither more nor less than as if dealing in a catechetical instruction with an ,article of the ,faith4 ,if interrupted by outcries and contemptuous expressions1 he bore the annoyance with incredible patience1 and1 without showing himself disturbed in the least1 continued his discourse as soon as ever an opportunity was given to him4 ,you would never believe1 he said1 how beautiful the truths of our holy ,faith appear to those who consider them calmly4 ,we smother them when we try to dress them up1 and we hide them when we aim at rendering them too conspicuous4 ,faith is an infused1 not a natural1 knowledge2 it is not a human science1 but a divine light1 by means of which we see things which1 in the natural order1 art invisible to us4 ,if we try to teach it as human sciences are taught1 by ocular demonstrations and by natural evidence1 we deceive ourselves2 ,faith is not to be found where human reason tries only to support itself by the experience of the senses4 ,all the external proofs which can be brought to bear upon our opponents are weak1 unless the ,holy ,spirit is at work in their soul's1 teaching them to recognise the ways of ,god4 ,all that has to be done is to propose to them simply the truths of our ,faith4 ,to propose these truths is to compel men to accept them1 unless1 indeed1 they resist the ,holy ,spirit1 either through dullness of understanding1 or through uncircumcision of the heart4 ,the attaching over much importance to the light of natural reason is a quenching of the ,spirit of ,god4 ,faith is not an acquired1 but an infused virtue2 it must be treated with accordingly1 and in instructing heretics we must beware of taking to ourselves any part of the glory which belongs to ,god alone4 ,one of the greatest misfortunes of heretics is that their ministers in their discourses travesty our ,faith1 representing it as something quite different from what it really is4 ,for example1 they pretend that we have no regard for ,holy ,scripture2 that we worship the ,pope as ,god2 that we regard the ,saints as divinities2 that we hold the ,blessed ,virgin as being more than ,jesus ,christ2 that we pay divine worship to images and pictures2 that we believe souls in ,purgatory to be suffering the selfsame agony and despair as those in ,hell2 that we deprive the laity of participation in the ,blood of ,jesus ,christ2 that we adore bread in the ,eucharist2 that we despise the merits of ,jesus ,christ1 attributing our salvation solely to the merit of our good works2 that auricular confession is mental torture2 and so on1 endeavouring by calumnies of this sort to discredit our religion and to render the very thought of it odious to those who are so thoroughly misinformed as to its nature4 ,when1 on the contrary1 they are made acquainted with our real belief on any of these points1 the scales fall from their eyes1 and they see that the fascination and cajolery of their preachers has hidden from them the truth as to ,god's goodness and the beauty of ,god's truth1 and has put darkness before them in the place of light4 ,it is true that at first they may shrug their shoulders1 and laugh us to scorn2 but when they have left us1 and1 being alone1 reflect a little on what we have told them1 you will see them flutter back like decoyed birds1 saying to us1 ',we should like to hear you speak again about those things which you brought before us the other day4' ,then they fall1 some on the right hand1 others on the left1 and ,truth1 victorious on all sides1 brings them by different paths to know it as it really is4 ,he gave me many instances of conversions he had himself made in this manner during his five years' mission in the ,chablais4 ,he gave them to show how useful this mode of proceeding was1 and how far more helpful to souls than mere controversy can be4 ,,the ,,same ,,subject ,,continued4 ,blessed ,francis did not approve of controversial sermons1#a ,the ,christian pulpit1 he used to say1 is a place for improving of morals1 not for wrangling about them1 for instructing the faithful in the truth of their belief1 rather than for convincing of their error those who have separated themselves from the ,church4 ,an experience of thirty years in the work of evangelising makes me speak thus4 ,we made some trial of the controversial method1 when ,god through us led back the ,chablais to the ,catholic ,faith1 but when ,i attempted to throw my treating of controversial subjects in the pulpit into the form of a discussion1 it was never successful4 ,in place of reclaiming our separated brethren1 this method scares them away2 when they see that we are of set purpose attacking them1 they instantly put themselves on their guard2 when we bring the lamp too close to their eyes1 they start back from the light4 ,nor have ,i ever observed that any of my fellow labourers in this work of the ,lord were more successful in following out this plan1 of fencing1 as ,i may more justly call it1 even though they engaged in it with the utmost enthusiasm1 and in a place where the congregation all sang hymns together1 and each one in his turn acted the preacher1 each saying exactly what he liked1 and no one taking any kind of official lead among them4 ,but1 in truth1 this fencing was what ,st4 ,paul calls beating the air4#b ,i do not mean that we must not prove ,catholic truths1 and refute the contrary errors2 for the weapons of the spiritual armoury and of the ,word of ,god are powerful to destroy all false teaching which rears itself up against the truth1 and to condemn disobedience to ,god2 but we must not slash with our words as desperate fencers do1 but rather manage them dexterously1 as does a surgeon when using his lancet--he probes skilfully1 so as to wound the patient as little as possible4 ,and1 indeed1 ,blessed ,francis' way of dealing with this branch of theology1 bristling with thorns as it does at every point1 was so sweet and pleasant as to make it1 as it were1 blossom into roses4 ,i could relate many instances of the success of his preaching1 without employing controversy1 in bringing back wanderers from the fold1 equally with other sinners1 into the ,church4 ,he accomplished this by simply stating great truths1 and bringing them home to his hearers4 ,one of the most remarkable instances1 perhaps1 is that of the ,protestant lady1 who hearing him preach on the ,last ,judgment at ,paris in the year #afai1 having been attracted more by curiosity than by any good motive to listen to the sermon1 there received that first flash of light which afterwards guided her into the bosom of the true ,church1 into which later she was followed by all the members of her noble family1 one that has since given us many celebrated divines and preachers4 ,this incident1 however1 with many more of the same kind1 is fully related in the life of our ,blessed ,father4 ,so successful was he with ,protestants that ,cardinal du ,perron used to say that if it were only a question of confounding the heretics1 he thought he had found out the secret1 but to convert them he felt obliged to send for the ,bishop of ,geneva4 ,footnote #a3 ,note4--,it is more correct to say that ,st4 ,francis preferred moral sermons to controversy4 ,footnote #b3 #a ,cor4 ix4 #bf4 ,,upon ,,reason ,,and ,,reasoning4 ,he used to say that reason never deceives1 but reasoning often does4 ,when a person went to him with some complaint1 or about some troublesome business1 he would always listen most patiently and attentively to any reasons which were put before him1 and1 being full of prudence and good judgment1 he could always discern between what had any bearing on the matter and what was foreign to it4 ,when1 therefore1 people began obstinately to defend their opinions by reasons1 which1 plausible though they might appear1 really carried no weight sufficient to secure a judgment1 he would sometimes say very gently1 ,yes1 ,i know quite well that these are your reasons1 but do you know that all reasons are not reasonable8 ,someone on one occasion having retorted that he might as well assert that heat was not warm1 he replied seriously1 ,reason and reasoning are two different things3 reasoning is only the path leading to reason4 ,thus he would endeavour to bring the person who had strayed away from truth back to it4 ,truth and reason can never be separated1 because they are one and the same thing4 ,,upon ,,quoting ,,holy ,,scripture4 ,st4 ,charles ,borromeo never read the ,scriptures except on his knees1 just as if he were listening to ,god speaking on ,mount ,sinai in thunder and lightning4 ,blessed ,francis also would not allow the ,bible to be treated with anything but the most extreme reverence1 whether in public speaking1 in writing1 or in private reading4 ,he was especially averse to that habit which some preachers have of plunging into the mystical meaning of a passage1 whether allegorical or figurative1 before they have explained its literal sense4 ,to do this1 he said1 is to build the roof of a house before laying the foundation4 ,holy ,scripture must be treated with more reverence and more consistency--it is not material to be cut according to our fancy1 and made into ornamental garments such as fashion suggests4 ,,upon ,,political ,,diplomacy4 ,on one occasion ,i expressed my surprise to our ,blessed ,father that his ,serene ,highness ,charles ,emanuel1 ,duke of ,savoy1 who was one of the most excellent ,princes and foremost politicians of his age1 should never have employed him in his affairs1 especially in those which regarded ,france1 where they did not prosper4 ,as may be supposed1 ,i explained the reason of my surprise1 insisting that his gentleness1 patience1 skill1 and probity were certain to bring about the desired result4 ,he listened in silence1 and then answered with a seriousness and earnestness which put me to shame1 ,you say too much1 you exaggerate3 you imagine that others esteem me as you do1 you who are always looking at me through a magnifying glass4 ,however1 let us put that aside4 ,as regards our ,prince1 my feeling is very different from yours1 for in this very matter ,i consider that he shows the excellence of his judgment4 ,i will tell you why ,i speak and think this4 ,in the first place1 ,i have not all that skill and prudence in the management of affairs with which you credit me4 ,is it likely ,i should have8 ,the mere words1 human prudence1 business1 politics1 terrify me4 ,that is not all4 ,to speak frankly1 ,i know nothing of the art of lying1 dissimulating1 or pretence1 which latter is the chief instrument and the mainspring of political manoeuvring2 the art of arts in all matters of human prudence and of civil administration4 ,not for all the provinces of ,savoy1 of ,france1 nay1 not for the whole empire1 would ,i connive at deceit4 ,i deal with others frankly1 in good faith1 and very simply2 the words of my lips are the outcome of the thoughts of my heart4 ,i cannot carry two faces under one hood2 ,i hate duplicity with a mortal hatred1 knowing that ,god holds the deceitful man in abomination4 ,there are very few who1 knowing me1 do not at least discern this much of my character4 ,they therefore judge very wisely that ,i am by no means fit for an office in which you have to speak peace to your neighbour whilst you are plotting mischief against him in your heart4 ,moreover1 ,i have always followed1 as a heavenly1 supreme1 and divine maxim1 those great words of the ,apostle3 ,no man being a soldier to ,god entangleth himself with secular business that he may please ,him to whom he hath engaged himself4#a ,footnote #a3 ,tim4 ii1 #d4 ,,upon ,,ambition4 ,st4 ,francis was truly like ,aaron called to the pastoral charge by ,god alone1 without his having used artifices or other means to procure himself such honour4 ,this plainly appears from his life written by so many worthy persons4 ,his ,bishopric was1 indeed1 no sinecure1 being a most onerous burden4 ,he says of it himself in one of his letters3 ,the affairs of this diocese are not streams1 they are torrents which cannot be forded4 ,alluding to the words of the prophet3 ,and1 it was a torrent which ,i could not pass over4#a ,towards the close of his life1 when ,madame ,christina of ,france1 the ,king's sister1#b married ,his ,serene ,highness the ,prince of ,piedmont1 heir to the ,duke of ,savoy1 she wished to have ,blessed ,francis in some official position close to her person1 and1 to effect this1 proposed to make him her ,grand ,almoner4 ,certain prelates who had been themselves hoping to obtain this office1 seeing their design thus frustrated1 murmured bitterly1 bursting forth into angry invectives against the ,saint1 as if by cabals1 and intrigue1 according to the custom of the world1 he had succeeded in gaining the post for himself4 ,st4 ,francis1 however1 was merely amused by what he called the buzzing of flies1 and wrote to one in whom he could confide3 ,her ,highness and the ,prince of ,piedmont wish me to become the ,princess's ,grand ,almoner1 but you will believe me readily enough1 ,i am sure1 when ,i tell you that ,i neither1 directly nor indirectly1 have shown any wish to obtain this office4 ,no1 truly1 my dearest ,mother1 ,i have no ambition save that of being able to employ the remainder of my days usefully in the service and to the honour of our ,lord4 ,indeed1 ,i hold courts in sovereign contempt1 because they are centres of the power of this world1 which ,i abhor each day more and more--itself1 its spirit1 its maxims1 and all its follies4 ,footnote #a3 ,ezech4 xlvii4 #e4 ,footnote #b3 ,louis ,,xiii4 ,,upon ,,courts ,,and ,,courtiers4 ,blessed ,francis did not hold the opinion of many that the courts of ,princes are places the very atmosphere of which is so tainted as to infect all who frequent them1 and to be invariably prejudicial to the health and holiness of the soul4 ,those who describe a court in terms of this sort are usually very ignorant on the subject4 ,they speak of what they have never seen nor heard about from competent witnesses4 ,a soul which has received the grace of ,god1 and preserves it1 can work out its salvation anywhere1 nor is there any harmful intercourse so disease-laden that it cannot be overcome by this heavenly antidote1 ,david1 and after him ,st4 ,louis1 says our ,holy ,bishop1 in the press of the perils1 toils1 and travails which they endured1 as well in peace as in war1 did not cease to sing in truth3 ',what have ,i in ,heaven1 and1 besides ,thee1 what do ,i desire upon earth8'#a ,st4 ,bernard lost none of the ground which he desired to gain in this holy love by passing much time in the courts and armies of great ,princes where he laboured to guide matters of state to the advancement of ,god's glory4 ,he changed his habitation1 but he changed not his heart1 nor did his heart change its love1 nor his love its object2 in fine1 to speak his own language1 changes were made round about him1 but not in him4 ,his employments were different1 yet he was indifferent to all employment1 and different from them all1 his soul not taking its colour from his affairs and conversations1 as the chameleon does from the places where it is1 but remaining ever wholly united to ,god1 ever white in purity1 ever red with charity1 and ever full of humility4 ,i am not ignorant1 ,theotimus1 of that wise man's counsel1 ,he ever flies the ,court and legal strife ,who seeks to sow the seeds of holy life3 ,rarely do camps effect the soul's increase1 ,virtue and faith are daughters unto peace4 ,and the ,israelites had good reason to excuse themselves to the ,babylonians1 who urged them to sing the sacred ,canticles of ,sion3 ,how shall we sing the song of the ,lord in a strange land8#b ,but do not forget that those poor people were not only among the ,babylonians1 but were also their captives1 and whoever is intent only on winning the favours of princes1 dignities1 military honours1 alas6 he is lost1 he cannot sing the hymn of heavenly love4 ,but he who is at ,court1 in the army1 at the bar1 only because it is his duty1 ,god helps him1 and heavenly sweetness is an ,epithem on his heart1 to preserve him from the plague which rages round about him4 ,there are some kinds of fish1 such as salmon1 and the like1 which1 instead of losing their flavour1 become better and more agreeable to the taste when they forsake the salt water of the sea for the sweet water of rivers4 ,roses smell sweeter when planted near garlic1 and in like manner there are souls which grow more fervent in places where libertinism and irreligion seem to drag all virtue at their chariot wheels4#c ,our ,blessed ,father's piety was of this sort1 for1 knowing that he who is consecrated to ,god should not entangle himself in the intrigues of the world4#d he speaks thus to one in whom he confided3 ,i must confess that1 as regards business1 especially that of a worldly nature1 ,i feel myself more than ever to be nothing but a poor priest1 having1 thank ,god1 learnt at court to be more simple and less worldly4 ,truly1 we may say here with the wise man3 ,who is he and we will praise him8 for he hath done wonderful things in his life4#e ,footnote #a3 ,psalm lxxii4 #be4 ,footnote #b3 ,psalm cxxxvi4 #d4 ,footnote #c3 ,love of ,god4 ,book xii4 c4 #d4 ,footnote #d3 #b ,tim4 ii4 #d4 ,footnote #e3 ,eccles4 xxxi4 #i4 ,,upon ,,the ,,carnival4 ,his sad time each year was the ,carnival1 those days of disorder and licence which1 like a torrent1 carry away into excesses of one sort or another even the staunchest and most fervent in their piety4 ,he felt1 indeed1 like ,job of old1 who offered sacrifices and prayers1 and afflicted both body and soul with fasts and mortifications1 while his children were passing their time in revellings and banquetings4 ,as our ,blessed ,father was all things to all men1 and weak with the weak1 so he also burned with the scandalised2 and who would not be scandalised to see the ,pagan festival of the ,bacchanalia celebrated among ,christians8 ,for this very reason1 as we know1 the name of ,god is blasphemed by many1 and the ,catholic religion unjustly blamed1 as if it permitted what it cannot prevent1 as if it commanded what it tolerates with reluctance1 as if it ordered what it detests and declaims against by the mouth of its preachers4 ,perhaps you would like to hear the words in which our ,blessed ,father pours forth his lamentations over this period of the year1 so full of disorder and confusion4 ,i must tell you1 he says1 that now ,i have come to my sorrowful time4 ,from the ,epiphany even to ,lent my heart is full of strange sensations4 ,miserable and detestable as ,i am1 ,i am weighed down with grief to see the loss of so much devotion1 ,i mean the falling off of so many souls4 ,these two last ,sundays ,i have found our communions diminished by one-half4 ,that has grieved me very much1 for even if those who made them do not give way to sin1 why1 and for what1 do they now omit them8 ,for nothing at all--out of mere vanity1 it is that which grieves me4 ,,an ,,instance ,,of ,,his ,,compassion ,,for ,,animals4 ,the ,church inculcates on the ,clergy perfect gentleness and kindness4 ,this is why they may never take any part in anything involving bloodshed4 ,his having shed the blood of a fellow man1 even when required by the interests of justice1 is considered a canonical irregularity1 and deprives a ,priest of the right to celebrate ,holy ,mass4 ,blessed ,francis was remarkable for his gentleness and tender-heartedness towards all creatures4 ,i will give you a little instance of this4 ,one day he was at my house1 when a nobleman of distinction called upon us4 ,this gentleman was at the head of a hunting party1 and seeing in my orchard a roebuck which had been given to me and which was peacefully feeding1 he proposed1 as he said1 to amuse our ,blessed ,father by setting his dogs upon the poor animal1 and to confine the hunt to my orchard4 ,the good ,bishop's remonstrances were in vain4 ,but though he refused to go to the orchard1 he could not avoid being a witness1 however unwillingly1 of what took place1 as his room overlooked the ground4 ,great numbers of people came to enjoy the spectacle2 the horns were blown1 the dogs barked1 while the poor roebuck1 as if it knew who would fain have been its deliverer1 bounding towards the window near which the ,bishop was seated1 seemed1 like a suppliant1 to be imploring his help4 ,blessed ,francis drew back1 and begged as earnestly that the hunt might be given up as if he had been asking pardon for a criminal4 ,he did not see the end1 for the animal was at once brought to bay and despatched4 ,they wanted him to see it when dead1 but he did not deign so much as to look at it1 and when the venison was served at table1 he most unwillingly partook of the dish4 ,alas1 he exclaimed1 what hellish pleasure6 ,this is just how infuriated demons pursue poor souls by temptations to sin1 so as to precipitate them into the abyss of everlasting death1 yet of that no one thinks4 ,,upon ,,hunting4 ,blessed ,francis was sometimes taxed with over much good nature and gentleness1 and was told that this was the cause of many disorders which would not have occurred had he been more wholesomely severe4 ,he1 however1 answered calmly and sweetly that he had always in his mind the words of the great ,st4 ,anselm1 the glory of our ,alps1 among which he was born4 ,that ,saint1 he observed1 was in the habit of saying that if he had to be punished either for being too indulgent or being over-rigorous1 he would far rather it should be for the former4 ,he gave as his reason that judgment with mercy would be meted out to the merciful1 and that ,god would always have more pity on the pitiful than on the rigorous4 ,he went on to recall that most sound maxim3 ,sovereign right is only sovereign injustice1 and remarked that in ,holy ,scripture those pastors who were over-severe were invariably blamed4 ,our ,saint used always to say that sugar never yet spoilt any sauce1 but that too much salt or vinegar often did4 ,his speaking of ,st4 ,anselm's gentleness reminds me of the story told of the same ,saint by ,blessed ,francis in his ,philothea4 ,one day1 he says1 as he1 ,st4 ,anselm1 was travelling1 a hare1 being closely run by the hounds which pursued it1 took refuge between his horse's feet1 and the dogs remained yelping around unable to molest their prey in this its strange sanctuary4 ,his followers were highly entertained at so novel a spectacle1 but ,saint ,anselm groaned and wept4 ',even thus1' said he1 'do the enemies of the soul pursue it and drive it into all manner of sins1 until at the last they can kill and devour it1 and whilst the terrified soul seeks for some refuge and help1 its enemies mock and laugh if it finds none4'#a ,our ,blessed ,father1 following the example of the holy ,archbishop1 was invariably kind and gentle1 even with the brute creation4 ,he not only himself never did them harm1 but he prevented1 as far as he could1 any being done to them by others1 for he believed that those who thus inflict pain on innocent creatures often1 even at the risk of their own lives1 display a cruel and malevolent kind of courage4 ,he went so far as to regard it as a venial sin to injure creatures for the sole pleasure of harming them where no advantage of any sort would accrue to ourselves2 his reason being that we in this way deprive them of the joy to be found in mere existence bestowed upon them by ,god4 ,what1 then1 he was asked1 do you say to the chase1 and to the killing of animals for the food of man8 ,as regards the food of man1 he replied1 the very words you use justify the act1 and it is that end which justifies the chase4 ,from this we may conclude that the mere pleasure of the chase was not sufficient1 in his opinion1 to render lawful the indulging in it4 ,although he blamed the superstition of the ,turks1 who think that they acquire merit in the sight of ,god by lavishing kindness on senseless brutes1 even the most savage and cruel1 such as wolves and lions1 still he used to say that this pity had a good natural source1 and that those who were so compassionate to animals were likely to be no otherwise to men1 nature teaching us not to despise our own flesh4 ,in spite of these feelings1 he was very far from falling into those mistakes which casuists enumerate as the result of excess in gentleness and kindness4 ,the various writers of the life of ,blessed ,francis tell us how it was commonly remarked that all animals by natural instinct seemed to recognise his tender1 compassionate feelings for them1 and that when hunted and pursued1 they at once took refuge with him1 witness the pigeons1 which at different times when he was saying the ,divine ,office1 flew for safety and shelter into his very hands4 ,footnote #a3 ,devout ,life4 ,part ,,ii4 c4 #ac4 ,,upon ,,the ,,fear ,,of ,,ghosts4 ,fear is a natural passion1 which1 like all the others1 is in itself neither bad nor good1 but bad when it is excessive and disquieting1 good when it is subordinate to reason4 ,there are some who1 because naturally timid and apprehensive1 would never dare to speak in public4 ,others are so afraid of thunder and lightning that they faint in a storm4 ,others are afraid of noises at night1 and have a horror of darkness and solitude4 ,others1 again1 have so great a fear of ghosts and apparitions that they dare not sleep alone in a room4 ,i have been told1 on good authority1 that one of our ,bravest and most distinguished ,generals1 who went to battle as gaily and confidently as he would go to a marriage1 declared that he could never suffer his valet1 after settling him for the night1 to leave his sleeping apartment1 it being quite impossible for him to sleep when left alone at night4 ,our ,blessed ,father writes in the following consoling manner to a pious person who suffered from the weakness of being afraid of ghosts3 ,i am told1 he says1 that you are afraid of spirits4 ,the ,sovereign ,spirit of our ,god is everywhere1 and without ,his ,will or permission no other spirit dare stir4 ,those who fear this ,divine ,spirit ought not to fear any other4 ,you are beneath ,his wings1 like a little chicken under those of its mother2 what do you fear8 ,in my youth ,i1 too1 was a prey to these imaginations1 and in order to get the better of them ,i forced myself when quite a child to go alone into places which my fancy had peopled with fantastic terrors4 ,i went alone1 ,i say1 but my heart was armed with confidence in ,god4 ,now ,i am grown so strong in this confidence that darkness and the solitude of the night are delightful to me1 since in solitude ,i realise better the all-embracing ,presence of ,god4 ,the good angels are there round about us like a company of soldiers on guard4 ,the truth of ,god1 says the ,psalmist1 shall compass thee with a shield2 thou shall not be afraid of the terror of night4#a ,this feeling of safety you will acquire little by little1 in proportion as the grace of ,god grows in you3 for grace engenders confidence1 and confidence is never confounded4 ,see how1 with this timid1 fearful soul1 he makes himself weak and infirm4 ,if ,i may be permitted to add to this great example my own poor and worthless experience1 ,i would say that when ,i was young ,i was greatly afflicted with this weakness4 ,it was indeed1 perhaps1 the chief impediment to my entering the ,order of ,st4 ,bruno1 which is1 in my opinion1 the holiest1 as it certainly is the most retired and the most steadfast of all the religious orders4 ,i1 however1 lost this infirmity as soon as ,i had received the imposition of hands from the ,blessed ,francis de ,sales1 and ,i may add that ,almighty ,god permitted me to succeed1 in the episcopal chair1 three ,saints of that order which ,i revered so much1 namely1 ,saints ,artauld1 ,audace1 and ,anthelme4#b ,footnote #a3 ,psalm xi4 #e4 ,footnote #b3 ,six ,carthusians occupied the ,see of ,belley3 ,ponce de ,balmay1 ,st4 ,anthelme1 ,raynauld1 ,st4 ,arthaut1 ,bernard1 and ,bd4 ,boniface of ,savoy4 7,trsor de ,chronologie1 ,chez ,palm1 ,paris1 #ahhj74 ,audace1 first ,bp4 of ,belley1 was not canonised1 nor was he a ,carthusian4 ,,his ,,portrait4 ,i have known great servants of ,god who would not on any account allow their portraits to be painted1 imagining that their doing so must involve some degree of vanity and dangerous self-complacency4 ,our ,blessed ,father was not of this opinion1 but1 making himself all things to all men that he might win all to ,jesus ,christ1 he made no objection to having his portrait taken when asked to do so4 ,he gave as his reason that since we are obliged by the law of holy charity to communicate to our neighbour the representation of our mind1 imparting to him without dissimulation or jealousy what we have learnt concerning the science of salvation1 so we ought to be still less niggardly in pleasing our friends by placing before their eyes the picture of our outward self which they so earnestly desire to have4 ,if we see1 not only without annoyance1 but even with pleasure1 our books1 which are the portraits of our minds1 in the hands of our fellow men1 why grudge them the picture of our countenance1 if it contribute anything to their satisfaction4 ,on this subject he expresses himself as follows in one of his letters3 ,here1 then1 is the picture of the earthly man1 for ,i am unwilling to refuse you anything which you desire4 ,i am told that my portrait has never been really well painted4 ,that1 ,i think1 matters very little1 surely man passeth as an image4 ,yea1 and he is disquieted in vain4#a ,i borrowed it in order to send it to you1 for ,i have not myself got my own portrait4 ,ah6 if the image of my ,creator were imprinted in all its splendour on my soul1 how gladly would ,i let you see it6 ,o ,jesu1 tuo lumine1 luo redemptos sanguine1 sana1 refove1 perfice1 tibi conformes1 effice4 ,amen4 ,thus did he turn every subject into an occasion of elevating the soul to ,god4 ,footnote #a3 ,psalm xxxviii4 #g ,,upon ,,blessed ,,francis' ,,true ,,charity4 ,since charity was the animating motive of all that our ,holy ,bishop thought1 said1 or did1 and since it was in truth his very spirit1 we cannot better close these reminiscences of that saintly spirit than by quoting the words of the ,prince of the ,apostles3 ,before all things have a constant charity among yourselves1 for charity covers a multitude of sins4 ,let every one behave himself according to the dispensation of grace4 ,if any man speak1 let him speak as the words of ,god4 ,if any man minister1 let him do it as of the power which ,god administers1 that in all things ,god may be honoured through ,jesus ,christ1 to whom is glory and empire for ever and ever4 ,amen4#a ,footnote #a3 #a ,peter iv4 #h1 #aj1 #aa4 ,,the ,,end4