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,,mirrors ,,of ,,the ,,lord ,,the ,,truth ,,freedom ,,kingship ,,justice ,,light ,,the ,,displeasure ,,of ,,jesus ,,righteousness ,,the ,,final ,,unmasking ,,the ,,inheritance ,,unspoken ,,sermons ,,first ,,series ,these ,ears of ,corn4 gathered and rubbed in my hands upon broken ,sabbaths1 ,i offer first to my ,wife1 and then to my other ,friends4 ,,the ,,child ,,in ,,the ,,midst4 ,and he came to ,capernaum3 and1 being in the house1 he asked them1 ,what was it that ye disputed among yourselves by the way8 ,but they held their peace3 for by the way they had disputed among themselves who should be the greatest4 ,and he sat down1 and called the twelve1 and saith unto them1 ,if any man desire to be first1 the same shall be last of all1 and servant of all4 ,and he took a child1 and set him in the midst of them3 and when he had taken him in his arms1 he said unto them1 ,whosoever shall receive one of such children in my name1 receiveth me2 and whosoever shall receive me1 receiveth not me1 but him that sent me4----,,mark ix4 #cc-cg4 ,of this passage in the life of our ,lord1 the account given by ,st ,mark is the more complete4 ,but it may be enriched and its lesson rendered yet more evident from the record of ,st ,matthew4 ,verily ,i say unto you1 ,except ye be converted1 and become as little children1 ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven4 ,whosoever shall humble himself as this little child1 the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven4 ,and whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me4 ,but whoso shall offend one of these little ones that believe in me1 it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck1 and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea4 ,these passages record a lesson our ,lord gave his disciples against ambition1 against emulation4 ,it is not for the sake of setting forth this lesson that ,i write about these words of our ,lord1 but for the sake of a truth1 a revelation about ,god1 in which his great argument reaches its height4 ,he took a little child--possibly a child of ,peter2 for ,st ,mark says that the incident fell at ,capernaum1 and in the house1--a child therefore with some of the characteristics of ,peter1 whose very faults were those of a childish nature4 ,we might expect the child of such a father to possess the childlike countenance and bearing essential to the conveyance of the lesson which ,i now desire to set forth as contained in the passage4 ,for it must be confessed that there are children who are not childlike4 ,one of the saddest and not least common sights in the world is the face of a child whose mind is so brimful of worldly wisdom that the human childishness has vanished from it1 as well as the divine childlikeness4 ,for the childlike is the divine1 and the very word marshals me the way that ,i was going4 ,but ,i must delay my ascent to the final argument in order to remove a possible difficulty1 which1 in turning us towards one of the grandest truths1 turns us away from the truth which the ,lord had in view here4 ,the difficulty is this3 ,is it like the ,son of man to pick out the beautiful child1 and leave the common child unnoticed8 ,what thank would he have in that8 ,do not even the publicans as much as that8 ,and do not our hearts revolt against the thought of it8 ,shall the mother's heart cleave closest to the deformed of her little ones8 and shall ,christ as we believe him choose according to the sight of the eye8 ,would he turn away from the child born in sin and taught iniquity1 on whose pinched face hunger and courage and love of praise have combined to stamp the cunning of avaricious age1 and take to his arms the child of honest parents1 such as ,peter and his wife1 who could not help looking more good than the other8 ,that were not he who came to seek and to save that which was lost4 ,let the man who loves his brother say which1 in his highest moments of love to ,god1 which1 when he is nearest to that ideal humanity whereby a man shall be a hiding-place from the wind1 he would clasp to his bosom of refuge4 ,would it not be the evil-faced child1 because he needed it most8 ,yes2 in ,god's name1 yes4 ,for is not that the divine way8 ,who that has read of the lost sheep1 or the found prodigal1 even if he had no spirit bearing witness with his spirit1 will dare to say that it is not the divine way8 ,often1 no doubt1 it will appear otherwise1 for the childlike child is easier to save than the other1 and may come first4 ,but the rejoicing in heaven is greatest over the sheep that has wandered the farthest--perhaps was born on the wild hill-side1 and not in the fold at all4 ,for such a prodigal1 the elder brother in heaven prays thus--,lord1 think about my poor brother more than about me1 for ,i know thee1 and am at rest in thee4 ,i am with thee always4 ,why1 then1 do ,i think it necessary to say that this child was probably ,peter's child1 and certainly a child that looked childlike because it was childlike8 ,no amount of evil can be the child4 ,no amount of evil1 not to say in the face1 but in the habits1 or even in the heart of the child1 can make it cease to be a child1 can annihilate the divine idea of childhood which moved in the heart of ,god when he made that child after his own image4 ,it is the essential of which ,god speaks1 the real by which he judges1 the undying of which he is the ,god4 ,heartily ,i grant this4 ,and if the object of our ,lord in taking the child in his arms had been to teach love to our neighbour1 love to humanity1 the ugliest child he could have found1 would1 perhaps1 have served his purpose best4 ,the man who receives any1 and more plainly he who receives the repulsive child1 because he is the offspring of ,god1 because he is his own brother born1 must receive the ,father in thus receiving the child4 ,whosoever gives a cup of cold water to a little one1 refreshes the heart of the ,father4 ,to do as ,god does1 is to receive ,god2 to do a service to one of his children is to receive the ,father4 ,hence1 any human being1 especially if wretched and woe-begone and outcast1 would do as well as a child for the purpose of setting forth this love of ,god to the human being4 ,therefore something more is probably intended here4 ,the lesson will be found to lie not in the humanity1 but in the childhood of the child4 ,again1 if the disciples could have seen that the essential childhood was meant1 and not a blurred and half-obliterated childhood1 the most selfish child might have done as well1 but could have done no better than the one we have supposed in whom the true childhood is more evident4 ,but when the child was employed as a manifestation1 utterance1 and sign of the truth that lay in his childhood1 in order that the eyes as well as the ears should be channels to the heart1 it was essential-- not that the child should be beautiful but--that the child should be childlike2 that those qualities which wake in our hearts1 at sight1 the love peculiarly belonging to childhood1 which is1 indeed1 but the perception of the childhood1 should at least glimmer out upon the face of the chosen type4 ,would such an unchildlike child as we see sometimes1 now in a great house1 clothed in purple and lace1 now in a squalid close1 clothed in dirt and rags1 have been fit for our ,lord's purpose1 when he had to say that his listeners must become like this child8 when the lesson he had to present to them was that of the divine nature of the child1 that of childlikeness8 ,would there not have been a contrast between the child and our ,lord's words1 ludicrous except for its horror1 especially seeing he set forth the individuality of the child by saying1 this little child1 one of such children1 and these little ones that believe in me8 ,even the feelings of pity and of love that would arise in a good heart upon further contemplation of such a child1 would have turned it quite away from the lesson our ,lord intended to give4 ,that this lesson did lie1 not in the humanity1 but in the childhood of the child1 let me now show more fully4 ,the disciples had been disputing who should be the greatest1 and the ,lord wanted to show them that such a dispute had nothing whatever to do with the way things went in his kingdom4 ,therefore1 as a specimen of his subjects1 he took a child and set him before them4 ,it was not1 it could not be1 in virtue of his humanity1 it was in virtue of his childhood that this child was thus presented as representing a subject of the kingdom4 ,it was not to show the scope but the nature of the kingdom4 ,he told them they could not enter into the kingdom save by becoming little children--by humbling themselves4 ,for the idea of ruling was excluded where childlikeness was the one essential quality4 ,it was to be no more who should rule1 but who should serve2 no more who should look down upon his fellows from the conquered heights of authority--even of sacred authority1 but who should look up honouring humanity1 and ministering unto it1 so that humanity itself might at length be persuaded of its own honour as a temple of the living ,god4 ,it was to impress this lesson upon them that he showed them the child4 ,therefore1 ,i repeat1 the lesson lay in the childhood of the child4 ,but ,i now approach my especial object2 for this lesson led to the enunciation of a yet higher truth1 upon which it was founded1 and from which indeed it sprung4 ,nothing is required of man that is not first in ,god4 ,it is because ,god is perfect that we are required to be perfect4 ,and it is for the revelation of ,god to all the human souls1 that they may be saved by knowing him1 and so becoming like him1 that this child is thus chosen and set before them in the gospel4 ,he who1 in giving the cup of water or the embrace1 comes into contact with the essential childhood of the child--that is1 embraces the childish humanity of it1 7not he who embraces it out of love to humanity1 or even love to ,god as the ,father of it7--is partaker of the meaning1 that is1 the blessing1 of this passage4 ,it is the recognition of the childhood as divine that will show the disciple how vain the strife after relative place or honour in the great kingdom4 ,for it is ,in my name4 ,this means as representing me2 and1 therefore1 as being like me4 ,our ,lord could not commission any one to be received in his name who could not more or less represent him2 for there would be untruth and unreason4 ,moreover1 he had just been telling the disciples that they must become like this child2 and now1 when he tells them to receive such a little child in his name1 it must surely imply something in common between them all--something in which the child and ,jesus meet--something in which the child and the disciples meet4 ,what else can that be than the spiritual childhood8 ,in my name does not mean because ,i will it4 ,an arbitrary utterance of the will of our ,lord would certainly find ten thousand to obey it1 even to suffering1 for one that will be able to receive such a vital truth of his character as is contained in the words2 but it is not obedience alone that our ,lord will have1 but obedience to the truth1 that is1 to the ,light of the ,world1 truth beheld and known4 ,in my name1 if we take all we can find in it1 the full meaning which alone will harmonize and make the passage a whole1 involves a revelation from resemblance1 from fitness to represent and so reveal4 ,he who receives a child1 then1 in the name of ,jesus1 does so1 perceiving wherein ,jesus and the child are one1 what is common to them4 ,he must not only see the ideal child in the child he receives--that reality of loveliness which constitutes true childhood1 but must perceive that the child is like ,jesus1 or rather1 that the ,lord is like the child1 and may be embraced1 yea1 is embraced1 by every heart childlike enough to embrace a child for the sake of his childness4 ,i do not therefore say that none but those who are thus conscious in the act partake of the blessing4 ,but a special sense1 a lofty knowledge of blessedness1 belongs to the act of embracing a child as the visible likeness of the ,lord himself4 ,for the blessedness is the perceiving of the truth--the blessing is the truth itself--the ,god-known truth1 that the ,lord has the heart of a child4 ,the man who perceives this knows in himself that he is blessed--blessed because that is true4 ,but the argument as to the meaning of our ,lord's words1 in my name1 is incomplete1 until we follow our ,lord's enunciation to its second and higher stage3 ,he that receiveth me1 receiveth him that sent me4 ,it will be allowed that the connection between the first and second link of the chain will probably be the same as the connection between the second and third4 ,i do not say it is necessarily so2 for ,i aim at no logical certainty4 ,i aim at showing1 rather than at proving1 to my reader1 by means of my sequences1 the idea to which ,i am approaching4 ,for if1 once he beholds it1 he cannot receive it1 if it does not shew itself to him to be true1 there would not only be little use in convincing him by logic1 but ,i allow that he can easily suggest other possible connections in the chain1 though1 ,i assert1 none so symmetrical4 ,what1 then1 is the connection between the second and third8 ,how is it that he who receives the ,son receives the ,father8 ,because the ,son is as the ,father2 and he whose heart can perceive the essential in ,christ1 has the essence of the ,father--that is1 sees and holds to it by that recognition1 and is one therewith by recognition and worship4 ,what1 then1 next1 is the connection between the first and second8 ,i think the same4 ,he that sees the essential in this child1 the pure childhood1 sees that which is the essence of me1 grace and truth--in a word1 childlikeness4 ,it follows not that the former is perfect as the latter1 but it is the same in kind1 and therefore1 manifest in the child1 reveals that which is in ,jesus4 ,then to receive a child in the name of ,jesus is to receive ,jesus2 to receive ,jesus is to receive ,god2 therefore to receive the child is to receive ,god himself4 ,that such is the feeling of the words1 and that such was the feeling in the heart of our ,lord when he spoke them1 ,i may show from another golden thread that may be traced through the shining web of his golden words4 ,what is the kingdom of ,christ8 ,a rule of love1 of truth--a rule of service4 ,the king is the chief servant in it4 ,the kings of the earth have dominion3 it shall not be so among you4 ,the ,son of ,man came to minister4 ,my ,father worketh hitherto1 and ,i work4 ,the great ,workman is the great ,king1 labouring for his own4 ,so he that would be greatest among them1 and come nearest to the ,king himself1 must be the servant of all4 ,it is like king like subject in the kingdom of heaven4 ,no rule of force1 as of one kind over another kind4 ,it is the rule of kind1 of nature1 of deepest nature--of ,god4 ,if1 then1 to enter into this kingdom1 we must become children1 the spirit of children must be its pervading spirit throughout1 from lowly subject to lowliest king4 ,the lesson added by ,st ,luke to the presentation of the child is3 ,for he that is least among you all1 the same shall be great4 ,and ,st ,matthew says3 ,whosoever shall humble himself as this little child1 the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven4 ,hence the sign that passes between king and subject4 ,the subject kneels in homage to the kings of the earth3 the heavenly king takes his subject in his arms4 ,this is the sign of the kingdom between them4 ,this is the all-pervading relation of the kingdom4 ,to give one glance backward1 then3 ,to receive the child because ,god receives it1 or for its humanity1 is one thing2 to receive it because it is like ,god1 or for its childhood1 is another4 ,the former will do little to destroy ambition4 ,alone it might argue only a wider scope to it1 because it admits all men to the arena of the strife4 ,but the latter strikes at the very root of emulation4 ,as soon as even service is done for the honour and not for the service-sake1 the doer is that moment outside the kingdom4 ,but when we receive the child in the name of ,christ1 the very childhood that we receive to our arms is humanity4 ,we love its humanity in its childhood1 for childhood is the deepest heart of humanity--its divine heart2 and so in the name of the child we receive all humanity4 ,therefore1 although the lesson is not about humanity1 but about childhood1 it returns upon our race1 and we receive our race with wider arms and deeper heart4 ,there is1 then1 no other lesson lost by receiving this2 no heartlessness shown in insisting that the child was a lovable--a childlike child4 ,if there is in heaven a picture of that wonderful teaching1 doubtless we shall see represented in it a dim childhood shining from the faces of all that group of disciples of which the centre is the ,son of ,god with a child in his arms4 ,the childhood1 dim in the faces of the men1 must be shining trustfully clear in the face of the child4 ,but in the face of the ,lord himself1 the childhood will be triumphant--all his wisdom1 all his truth upholding that radiant serenity of faith in his father4 ,verily1 ,o ,lord1 this childhood is life4 ,verily1 ,o ,lord1 when thy tenderness shall have made the world great1 then1 children like thee1 will all men smile in the face of the great ,god4 ,but to advance now to the highest point of this teaching of our ,lord3 ,he that receiveth me receiveth him that sent me4 ,to receive a child in the name of ,god is to receive ,god himself4 ,how to receive him8 ,as alone he can be received1--by knowing him as he is4 ,to know him is to have him in us4 ,and that we may know him1 let us now receive this revelation of him1 in the words of our ,lord himself4 ,here is the argument of highest import founded upon the teaching of our master in the utterance before us4 ,god is represented in ,jesus1 for that ,god is like ,jesus3 ,jesus is represented in the child1 for that ,jesus is like the child4 ,therefore ,god is represented in the child1 for that he is like the child4 ,god is child-like4 ,in the true vision of this fact lies the receiving of ,god in the child4 ,having reached this point1 ,i have nothing more to do with the argument2 for if the ,lord meant this--that is1 if this be a truth1 he that is able to receive it will receive it3 he that hath ears to hear it will hear it4 ,for our ,lord's arguments are for the presentation of the truth1 and the truth carries its own conviction to him who is able to receive it4 ,but the word of one who has seen this truth may help the dawn of a like perception in those who keep their faces turned towards the east and its aurora2 for men may have eyes1 and1 seeing dimly1 want to see more4 ,therefore let us brood a little over the idea itself1 and see whether it will not come forth so as to commend itself to that spirit1 which1 one with the human spirit where it dwells1 searches the deep things of ,god4 ,for1 although the true heart may at first be shocked at the truth1 as ,peter was shocked when he said1 ,that be far from thee1 ,lord1 yet will it1 after a season1 receive it and rejoice in it4 ,let me then ask1 do you believe in the ,incarnation8 ,and if you do1 let me ask further1 ,was ,jesus ever less divine than ,god8 ,i answer for you1 ,never4 ,he was lower1 but never less divine4 ,was he not a child then8 ,you answer1 ,yes1 but not like other children4 ,i ask1 ,did he not look like other children8 ,if he looked like them and was not like them1 the whole was a deception1 a masquerade at best4 ,i say he was a child1 whatever more he might be4 ,god is man1 and infinitely more4 ,our ,lord became flesh1 but did not become man4 ,he took on him the form of man3 he was man already4 ,and he was1 is1 and ever shall be divinely childlike4 ,he could never have been a child if he would ever have ceased to be a child1 for in him the transient found nothing4 ,childhood belongs to the divine nature4 ,obedience1 then1 is as divine as ,will1 ,service as divine as ,rule4 ,how8 ,because they are one in their nature2 they are both a doing of the truth4 ,the love in them is the same4 ,the ,fatherhood and the ,sonship are one1 save that the ,fatherhood looks down lovingly1 and the ,sonship looks up lovingly4 ,love is all4 ,and ,god is all in all4 ,he is ever seeking to get down to us--to be the divine man to us4 ,and we are ever saying1 ,that be far from thee1 ,lord6 ,we are careful1 in our unbelief1 over the divine dignity1 of which he is too grand to think4 ,better pleasing to ,god1 it needs little daring to say1 is the audacity of ,job1 who1 rushing into his presence1 and flinging the door of his presence-chamber to the wall1 like a troubled1 it may be angry1 but yet faithful child1 calls aloud in the ear of him whose perfect ,fatherhood he has yet to learn3 ,am ,i a sea or a whale1 that thou settest a watch over me8 ,let us dare1 then1 to climb the height of divine truth to which this utterance of our ,lord would lead us4 ,does it not lead us up hither3 that the devotion of ,god to his creatures is perfect8 that he does not think about himself but about them8 that he wants nothing for himself1 but finds his blessedness in the outgoing of blessedness4 ,ah6 it is a terrible--shall it be a lonely glory this8 ,we will draw near with our human response1 our abandonment of self in the faith of ,jesus4 ,he gives himself to us--shall not we give ourselves to him8 ,shall we not give ourselves to each other whom he loves8 ,for when is the child the ideal child in our eyes and to our hearts8 ,is it not when with gentle hand he takes his father by the beard1 and turns that father's face up to his brothers and sisters to kiss8 when even the lovely selfishness of love-seeking has vanished1 and the heart is absorbed in loving8 ,in this1 then1 is ,god like the child3 that he is simply and altogether our friend1 our father--our more than friend1 father1 and mother--our infinite love-perfect ,god4 ,grand and strong beyond all that human imagination can conceive of poet-thinking and kingly action1 he is delicate beyond all that human tenderness can conceive of husband or wife1 homely beyond all that human heart can conceive of father or mother4 ,he has not two thoughts about us4 ,with him all is simplicity of purpose and meaning and effort and end--namely1 that we should be as he is1 think the same thoughts1 mean the same things1 possess the same blessedness4 ,it is so plain that any one may see it1 every one ought to see it1 every one shall see it4 ,it must be so4 ,he is utterly true and good to us1 nor shall anything withstand his will4 ,how terribly1 then1 have the theologians misrepresented ,god in the measures of the low and showy1 not the lofty and simple humanities6 ,nearly all of them represent him as a great ,king on a grand throne1 thinking how grand he is1 and making it the business of his being and the end of his universe to keep up his glory1 wielding the bolts of a ,jupiter against them that take his name in vain4 ,they would not allow this1 but follow out what they say1 and it comes much to this4 ,brothers1 have you found our king8 ,there he is1 kissing little children and saying they are like ,god4 ,there he is at table with the head of a fisherman lying on his bosom1 and somewhat heavy at heart that even he1 the beloved disciple1 cannot yet understand him well4 ,the simplest peasant who loves his children and his sheep were--no1 not a truer1 for the other is false1 but--a true type of our ,god beside that monstrosity of a monarch4 ,the ,god who is ever uttering himself in the changeful profusions of nature2 who takes millions of years to form a soul that shall understand him and be blessed2 who never needs to be1 and never is1 in haste2 who welcomes the simplest thought of truth or beauty as the return for seed he has sown upon the old fallows of eternity1 who rejoices in the response of a faltering moment to the age-long cry of his wisdom in the streets2 the ,god of music1 of painting1 of building1 the ,lord of ,hosts1 the ,god of mountains and oceans2 whose laws go forth from one unseen point of wisdom1 and thither return without an atom of loss2 the ,god of history working in time unto christianity2 this ,god is the ,god of little children1 and he alone can be perfectly1 abandonedly simple and devoted4 ,the deepest1 purest love of a woman has its well-spring in him4 ,our longing desires can no more exhaust the fulness of the treasures of the ,godhead1 than our imagination can touch their measure4 ,of him not a thought1 not a joy1 not a hope of one of his creatures can pass unseen2 and while one of them remains unsatisfied1 he is not ,lord over all4 ,therefore1 with angels and with archangels1 with the spirits of the just made perfect1 with the little children of the kingdom1 yea1 with the ,lord himself1 and for all them that know him not1 we praise and magnify and laud his name in itself1 saying ,our ,father4 ,we do not draw back for that we are unworthy1 nor even for that we are hard-hearted and care not for the good4 ,for it is his childlikeness that makes him our ,god and ,father4 ,the perfection of his relation to us swallows up all our imperfections1 all our defects1 all our evils2 for our childhood is born of his fatherhood4 ,that man is perfect in faith who can come to ,god in the utter dearth of his feelings and his desires1 without a glow or an aspiration1 with the weight of low thoughts1 failures1 neglects1 and wandering forgetfulness1 and say to him1 ,thou art my refuge1 because thou art my home4 ,such a faith will not lead to presumption4 ,the man who can pray such a prayer will know better than another1 that ,god is not mocked2 that he is not a man that he should repent2 that tears and entreaties will not work on him to the breach of one of his laws2 that for ,god to give a man because he asked for it that which was not in harmony with his laws of truth and right1 would be to damn him--to cast him into the outer darkness4 ,and he knows that out of that prison the childlike1 imperturbable ,god will let no man come till he has paid the uttermost farthing4 ,and if he should forget this1 the ,god to whom he belongs does not forget it1 does not forget him4 ,life is no series of chances with a few providences sprinkled between to keep up a justly failing belief1 but one providence of ,god2 and the man shall not live long before life itself shall remind him1 it may be in agony of soul1 of that which he has forgotten4 ,when he prays for comfort1 the answer may come in dismay and terror and the turning aside of the ,father's countenance2 for love itself will1 for love's sake1 turn the countenance away from that which is not lovely2 and he will have to read1 written upon the dark wall of his imprisoned conscience1 the words1 awful and glorious1 ,our ,god is a consuming fire4 ,,the ,,consuming ,,fire4 ,our ,god is a consuming fire4--,,hebrews xii4 #bi ,nothing is inexorable but love4 ,love which will yield to prayer is imperfect and poor4 ,nor is it then the love that yields1 but its alloy4 ,for if at the voice of entreaty love conquers displeasure1 it is love asserting itself1 not love yielding its claims4 ,it is not love that grants a boon unwillingly2 still less is it love that answers a prayer to the wrong and hurt of him who prays4 ,love is one1 and love is changeless4 ,for love loves unto purity4 ,love has ever in view the absolute loveliness of that which it beholds4 ,where loveliness is incomplete1 and love cannot love its fill of loving1 it spends itself to make more lovely1 that it may love more2 it strives for perfection1 even that itself may be perfected--not in itself1 but in the object4 ,as it was love that first created humanity1 so even human love1 in proportion to its divinity1 will go on creating the beautiful for its own outpouring4 ,there is nothing eternal but that which loves and can be loved1 and love is ever climbing towards the consummation when such shall be the universe1 imperishable1 divine4 ,therefore all that is not beautiful in the beloved1 all that comes between and is not of love's kind1 must be destroyed4 ,and our ,god is a consuming fire4 ,if this be hard to understand1 it is as the simple1 absolute truth is hard to understand4 ,it may be centuries of ages before a man comes to see a truth--ages of strife1 of effort1 of aspiration4 ,but when once he does see it1 it is so plain that he wonders he could have lived without seeing it4 ,that he did not understand it sooner was simply and only that he did not see it4 ,to see a truth1 to know what it is1 to understand it1 and to love it1 are all one4 ,there is many a motion towards it1 many a misery for want of it1 many a cry of the conscience against the neglect of it1 many a dim longing for it as an unknown need before at length the eyes come awake1 and the darkness of the dreamful night yields to the light of the sun of truth4 ,but once beheld it is for ever4 ,to see one divine fact is to stand face to face with essential eternal life4 ,for this vision of truth ,god has been working for ages of ages4 ,for this simple condition1 this apex of life1 upon which a man wonders like a child that he cannot make other men see as he sees1 the whole labour of ,god's science1 history1 poetry--from the time when the earth gathered itself into a lonely drop of fire from the red rim of the driving sun-wheel to the time when ,alexander ,john ,scott worshipped him from its face--was evolving truth upon truth in lovely vision1 in torturing law1 never lying1 never repenting2 and for this will the patience of ,god labour while there is yet a human soul whose eyes have not been opened1 whose child-heart has not yet been born in him4 ,for this one condition of humanity1 this simple beholding1 has all the outthinking of ,god flowed in forms innumerable and changeful from the foundation of the world2 and for this1 too1 has the divine destruction been going forth2 that his life might be our life1 that in us1 too1 might dwell that same consuming fire which is essential love4 ,let us look at the utterance of the apostle which is crowned with this lovely terror3 ,our ,god is a consuming fire4 ,wherefore1 we receiving a kingdom which cannot be moved1 let us have grace1 whereby we may serve ,god acceptably with reverence and godly fear1 for our ,god is a consuming fire4--,we have received a kingdom that cannot be moved--whose nature is immovable3 let us have grace to serve the ,consuming ,fire1 our ,god1 with divine fear2 not with the fear that cringes and craves1 but with the bowing down of all thoughts1 all delights1 all loves before him who is the life of them all1 and will have them all pure4 ,the kingdom he has given us cannot be moved1 because it has nothing weak in it3 it is of the eternal world1 the world of being1 of truth4 ,we1 therefore1 must worship him with a fear pure as the kingdom is unshakeable4 ,he will shake heaven and earth1 that only the unshakeable may remain1 7verse #bg73 he is a consuming fire1 that only that which cannot be consumed may stand forth eternal4 ,it is the nature of ,god1 so terribly pure that it destroys all that is not pure as fire1 which demands like purity in our worship4 ,he will have purity4 ,it is not that the fire will burn us if we do not worship thus2 but that the fire will burn us until we worship thus2 yea1 will go on burning within us after all that is foreign to it has yielded to its force1 no longer with pain and consuming1 but as the highest consciousness of life1 the presence of ,god4 ,when evil1 which alone is consumable1 shall have passed away in his fire from the dwellers in the immovable kingdom1 the nature of man shall look the nature of ,god in the face1 and his fear shall then be pure2 for an eternal1 that is a holy fear1 must spring from a knowledge of the nature1 not from a sense of the power4 ,but that which cannot be consumed must be one within itself1 a simple existence2 therefore in such a soul the fear towards ,god will be one with the homeliest love4 ,yea1 the fear of ,god will cause a man to flee1 not from him1 but from himself2 not from him1 but to him1 the ,father of himself1 in terror lest he should do ,him wrong or his neighbour wrong4 ,and the first words which follow for the setting forth of that grace whereby we may serve ,god acceptably are these--,let brotherly love continue4 ,to love our brother is to worship the ,consuming ,fire4 ,the symbol of the consuming fire would seem to have been suggested to the writer by the fire that burned on the mountain of the old law4 ,that fire was part of the revelation of ,god there made to the ,israelites4 ,nor was it the first instance of such a revelation4 ,the symbol of ,god's presence1 before which ,moses had to put off his shoes1 and to which it was not safe for him to draw near1 was a fire that did not consume the bush in which it burned4 ,both revelations were of terror4 ,but the same symbol employed by a writer of the ,new ,testament should mean more1 not than it meant before1 but than it was before employed to express2 for it could not have been employed to express more than it was possible for them to perceive4 ,what else than terror could a nation of slaves1 into whose very souls the rust of their chains had eaten1 in whose memory lingered the smoke of the flesh-pots of ,egypt1 who1 rather than not eat of the food they liked best1 would have gone back to the house of their bondage--what else could such a nation see in that fire than terror and destruction8 ,how should they think of purification by fire8 ,they had yet no such condition of mind as could generate such a thought4 ,and if they had had the thought1 the notion of the suffering involved would soon have overwhelmed the notion of purification4 ,nor would such a nation have listened to any teaching that was not supported by terror4 ,fear was that for which they were fit4 ,they had no worship for any being of whom they had not to be afraid4 ,was then this show upon ,mount ,sinai a device to move obedience1 such as bad nurses employ with children8 a hint of vague and false horror8 ,was it not a true revelation of ,god8 ,if it was not a true revelation1 it was none at all1 and the story is either false1 or the whole display was a political trick of ,moses4 ,those who can read the mind of ,moses will not easily believe the latter1 and those who understand the scope of the pretended revelation1 will see no reason for supposing the former4 ,that which would be politic1 were it a deception1 is not therefore excluded from the possibility of another source4 ,some people believe so little in a cosmos or ordered world1 that the very argument of fitness is a reason for unbelief4 ,at all events1 if ,god showed them these things1 ,god showed them what was true4 ,it was a revelation of himself4 ,he will not put on a mask4 ,he puts on a face4 ,he will not speak out of flaming fire if that flaming fire is alien to him1 if there is nothing in him for that flaming fire to reveal4 ,be his children ever so brutish1 he will not terrify them with a lie4 ,it was a revelation1 but a partial one2 a true symbol1 not a final vision4 ,no revelation can be other than partial4 ,if for true revelation a man must be told all the truth1 then farewell to revelation2 yea1 farewell to the sonship4 ,for what revelation1 other than a partial1 can the highest spiritual condition receive of the infinite ,god8 ,but it is not therefore untrue because it is partial4 ,relatively to a lower condition of the receiver1 a more partial revelation might be truer than that would be which constituted a fuller revelation to one in a higher condition2 for the former might reveal much to him1 the latter might reveal nothing4 ,only1 whatever it might reveal1 if its nature were such as to preclude development and growth1 thus chaining the man to its incompleteness1 it would be but a false revelation fighting against all the divine laws of human existence4 ,the true revelation rouses the desire to know more by the truth of its incompleteness4 ,here was a nation at its lowest3 could it receive anything but a partial revelation1 a revelation of fear8 ,how should the ,hebrews be other than terrified at that which was opposed to all they knew of themselves1 beings judging it good to honour a golden calf8 ,such as they were1 they did well to be afraid4 ,they were in a better condition1 acknowledging if only a terror above them1 flaming on that unknown mountain height1 than stooping to worship the idol below them4 ,fear is nobler than sensuality4 ,fear is better than no ,god1 better than a god made with hands4 ,in that fear lay deep hidden the sense of the infinite4 ,the worship of fear is true1 although very low2 and though not acceptable to ,god in itself1 for only the worship of spirit and of truth is acceptable to him1 yet even in his sight it is precious4 ,for he regards men not as they are merely1 but as they shall be2 not as they shall be merely1 but as they are now growing1 or capable of growing1 towards that image after which he made them that they might grow to it4 ,therefore a thousand stages1 each in itself all but valueless1 are of inestimable worth as the necessary and connected gradations of an infinite progress4 ,a condition which of declension would indicate a devil1 may of growth indicate a saint4 ,so far then the revelation1 not being final any more than complete1 and calling forth the best of which they were now capable1 so making future and higher revelation possible1 may have been a true one4 ,but we shall find that this very revelation of fire is itself1 in a higher sense1 true to the mind of the rejoicing saint as to the mind of the trembling sinner4 ,for the former sees farther into the meaning of the fire1 and knows better what it will do to him4 ,it is a symbol which needed not to be superseded1 only unfolded4 ,while men take part with their sins1 while they feel as if1 separated from their sins1 they would be no longer themselves1 how can they understand that the lightning word is a ,saviour--that word which pierces to the dividing between the man and the evil1 which will slay the sin and give life to the sinner8 ,can it be any comfort to them to be told that ,god loves them so that he will burn them clean4 ,can the cleansing of the fire appear to them anything beyond what it must always1 more or less1 be--a process of torture8 ,they do not want to be clean1 and they cannot bear to be tortured4 ,can they then do other1 or can we desire that they should do other1 than fear ,god1 even with the fear of the wicked1 until they learn to love him with the love of the holy4 ,to them ,mount ,sinai is crowned with the signs of vengeance4 ,and is not ,god ready to do unto them even as they fear1 though with another feeling and a different end from any which they are capable of supposing8 ,he is against sin3 in so far as1 and while1 they and sin are one1 he is against them--against their desires1 their aims1 their fears1 and their hopes2 and thus he is altogether and always for them4 ,that thunder and lightning and tempest1 that blackness torn with the sound of a trumpet1 that visible horror billowed with the voice of words1 was all but a faint image to the senses of the slaves of what ,god thinks and feels against vileness and selfishness1 of the unrest of unassuageable repulsion with which he regards such conditions2 that so the stupid people1 fearing somewhat to do as they would1 might leave a little room for that grace to grow in them1 which would at length make them see that evil1 and not fire1 is the fearful thing2 yea1 so transform them that they would gladly rush up into the trumpet-blast of ,sinai to escape the flutes around the golden calf4 ,could they have understood this1 they would have needed no ,mount ,sinai4 ,it was a true1 and of necessity a partial revelation-- partial in order to be true4 ,even ,moses1 the man of ,god1 was not ready to receive the revelation in store2 not ready1 although from love to his people he prayed that ,god would even blot him out of his book of life4 ,if this means that he offered to give himself as a sacrifice instead of them1 it would show reason enough why he could not be glorified with the vision of the ,redeemer4 ,for so he would think to appease ,god1 not seeing that ,god was as tender as himself1 not seeing that ,god is the ,reconciler1 the ,redeemer1 not seeing that the sacrifice of the heart is the atonement for which alone he cares4 ,he would be blotted out1 that their names might be kept in4 ,certainly when ,god told him that he that had sinned should suffer for it1 ,moses could not see that this was the kindest thing that ,god could do4 ,but ,i doubt if that was what ,moses meant4 ,it seems rather the utterance of a divine despair3--he would not survive the children of his people4 ,he did not care for a love that would save him alone1 and send to the dust those thousands of calf-worshipping brothers and sisters4 ,but in either case1 how much could ,moses have understood1 if he had seen the face instead of the back of that form that passed the clift of the rock amidst the thunderous vapours of ,sinai8 ,had that form turned and that face looked upon him1 the face of him who was more man than any man2 the face through which the divine emotion would1 in the ages to come1 manifest itself to the eyes of men1 bowed1 it might well be1 at such a moment1 in anticipation of the crown with which the children of the people for whom ,moses pleaded with his life1 would one day crown him2 the face of him who was bearing and was yet to bear their griefs and carry their sorrows1 who is now bearing our griefs and carrying our sorrows2 the face of the ,son of ,god1 who1 instead of accepting the sacrifice of one of his creatures to satisfy his justice or support his dignity1 gave himself utterly unto them1 and therein to the ,father by doing his lovely will2 who suffered unto the death1 not that men might not suffer1 but that their suffering might be like his1 and lead them up to his perfection2 if that face1 ,i say1 had turned and looked upon ,moses1 would ,moses have lived8 ,would he not have died1 not of splendour1 not of sorrow1 7terror was not there17 but of the actual sight of the incomprehensible8 ,if infinite mystery had not slain him1 would he not have gone about dazed1 doing nothing1 having no more any business that he could do in the world1 seeing ,god was to him altogether unknown8 ,for thus a full revelation would not only be no revelation1 but the destruction of all revelation4 ,may it not then hurt to say that ,god is ,love1 all love1 and nothing other than love8 ,it is not enough to answer that such is the truth1 even granted that it is4 ,upon your own showing1 too much revelation may hurt by dazzling and blinding4 ,there is a great difference between a mystery of ,god that no man understands1 and a mystery of ,god laid hold of1 let it be but by one single man4 ,the latter is already a revelation2 and1 passing through that man's mind1 will be so presented1 it may be so feebly presented1 that it will not hurt his fellows4 ,let ,god conceal as he will3 7although ,i believe he is ever destroying concealment1 ever giving all that he can1 all that men can receive at his hands1 that he does not want to conceal anything1 but to reveal everything17 the light which any man has received is not to be put under a bushel2 it is for him and his fellows4 ,in sowing the seed he will not withhold his hand because there are thorns and stony places and waysides4 ,he will think that in some cases even a bird of the air may carry the matter1 that the good seed may be too much for the thorns1 that that which withers away upon the stony place may yet leave there1 by its own decay1 a deeper soil for the next seed to root itself in4 ,besides1 they only can receive the doctrine who have ears to hear4 ,if the selfish man could believe it1 he would misinterpret it2 but he cannot believe it4 ,it is not possible that he should4 ,but the loving soul1 oppressed by wrong teaching1 or partial truth claiming to be the whole1 will hear1 understand1 rejoice4 ,for1 when we say that ,god is ,love1 do we teach men that their fear of him is groundless8 ,no4 ,as much as they fear will come upon them1 possibly far more4 ,but there is something beyond their fear1--a divine fate which they cannot withstand1 because it works along with the human individuality which the divine individuality has created in them4 ,the wrath will consume what they call themselves2 so that the selves ,god made shall appear1 coming out with tenfold consciousness of being1 and bringing with them all that made the blessedness of the life the men tried to lead without ,god4 ,they will know that now first are they fully themselves4 ,the avaricious1 weary1 selfish1 suspicious old man shall have passed away4 ,the young1 ever young self1 will remain4 ,that which they thought themselves shall have vanished3 that which they felt themselves1 though they misjudged their own feelings1 shall remain-- remain glorified in repentant hope4 ,for that which cannot be shaken shall remain4 ,that which is immortal in ,god shall remain in man4 ,the death that is in them shall be consumed4 ,it is the law of ,nature--that is1 the law of ,god--that all that is destructible shall be destroyed4 ,when that which is immortal buries itself in the destructible--when it receives all the messages from without1 through the surrounding region of decadence1 and none from within1 from the eternal doors--it cannot1 though immortal still1 know its own immortality4 ,the destructible must be burned out of it1 or begin to be burned out of it1 before it can partake of eternal life4 ,when that is all burnt away and gone1 then it has eternal life4 ,or rather1 when the fire of eternal life has possessed a man1 then the destructible is gone utterly1 and he is pure4 ,many a man's work must be burned1 that by that very burning he may be saved--so as by fire4 ,away in smoke go the lordships1 the ,rabbi-hoods of the world1 and the man who acquiesces in the burning is saved by the fire2 for it has destroyed the destructible1 which is the vantage point of the deathly1 which would destroy both body and soul in hell4 ,if still he cling to that which can be burned1 the burning goes on deeper and deeper into his bosom1 till it reaches the roots of the falsehood that enslaves him--possibly by looking like the truth4 ,the man who loves ,god1 and is not yet pure1 courts the burning of ,god4 ,nor is it always torture4 ,the fire shows itself sometimes only as light--still it will be fire of purifying4 ,the consuming fire is just the original1 the active form of ,purity1--that which makes pure1 that which is indeed ,love1 the creative energy of ,god4 ,without purity there can be as no creation so no persistence4 ,that which is not pure is corruptible1 and corruption cannot inherit incorruption4 ,the man whose deeds are evil1 fears the burning4 ,but the burning will not come the less that he fears it or denies it4 ,escape is hopeless4 ,for ,love is inexorable4 ,our ,god is a consuming fire4 ,he shall not come out till he has paid the uttermost farthing4 ,if the man resists the burning of ,god1 the consuming fire of ,love1 a terrible doom awaits him1 and its day will come4 ,he shall be cast into the outer darkness who hates the fire of ,god4 ,what sick dismay shall then seize upon him6 ,for let a man think and care ever so little about ,god1 he does not therefore exist without ,god4 ,god is here with him1 upholding1 warming1 delighting1 teaching him--making life a good thing to him4 ,god gives him himself1 though he knows it not4 ,but when ,god withdraws from a man as far as that can be without the man's ceasing to be2 when the man feels himself abandoned1 hanging in a ceaseless vertigo of existence upon the verge of the gulf of his being1 without support1 without refuge1 without aim1 without end--for the soul has no weapons wherewith to destroy herself--with no inbreathing of joy1 with nothing to make life good2--then will he listen in agony for the faintest sound of life from the closed door2 then1 if the moan of suffering humanity ever reaches the ear of the outcast of darkness1 he will be ready to rush into the very heart of the ,consuming ,fire to know life once more1 to change this terror of sick negation1 of unspeakable death1 for that region of painful hope4 ,imagination cannot mislead us into too much horror of being without ,god--that one living death4 ,is not this to be worse than worst ,of those that lawless and incertain thoughts ,imagine howling8 ,but with this divine difference3 that the outer darkness is but the most dreadful form of the consuming fire--the fire without light--the darkness visible1 the black flame4 ,god hath withdrawn himself1 but not lost his hold4 ,his face is turned away1 but his hand is laid upon him still4 ,his heart has ceased to beat into the man's heart1 but he keeps him alive by his fire4 ,and that fire will go searching and burning on in him1 as in the highest saint who is not yet pure as he is pure4 ,but at length1 ,o ,god1 wilt thou not cast ,death and ,hell into the lake of ,fire--even into thine own consuming self8 ,death shall then die everlastingly1 ,and ,hell itself will pass away1 ,and leave her dolorous mansions to the peering day4 ,then indeed wilt thou be all in all4 ,for then our poor brothers and sisters1 every one--,o ,god1 we trust in thee1 the ,consuming ,fire--shall have been burnt clean and brought home4 ,for if their moans1 myriads of ages away1 would turn heaven for us into hell--shall a man be more merciful than ,god8 ,shall1 of all his glories1 his mercy alone not be infinite8 ,shall a brother love a brother more than ,the ,father loves a son8--more than ,the ,brother ,christ loves his brother8 ,would he not die yet again to save one brother more8 ,as for us1 now will we come to thee1 our ,consuming ,fire4 ,and thou wilt not burn us more than we can bear4 ,but thou wilt burn us4 ,and although thou seem to slay us1 yet will we trust in thee even for that which thou hast not spoken1 if by any means at length we may attain unto the blessedness of those who have not seen and yet have believed4 ,,the ,,higher ,,faith4 ,jesus saith unto him1 ,thomas1 because thou hast seen me1 thou hast believed3 blessed are they that have not seen1 and yet have believed4--,,john xx4 #bi4 ,the aspiring child is often checked by the dull disciple who has learned his lessons so imperfectly that he has never got beyond his school-books4 ,full of fragmentary rules1 he has perceived the principle of none of them4 ,the child draws near to him with some outburst of unusual feeling1 some scintillation of a lively hope1 some wide-reaching imagination that draws into the circle of religious theory the world of nature1 and the yet wider world of humanity1 for to the child the doings of the ,father fill the spaces2 he has not yet learned to divide between ,god and nature1 between ,providence and grace1 between love and benevolence2--the child comes1 ,i say1 with his heart full1 and the answer he receives from the dull disciple is--,god has said nothing about that in his word1 therefore we have no right to believe anything about it4 ,it is better not to speculate on such matters4 ,however desirable it may seem to us1 we have nothing to do with it4 ,it is not revealed4 ,for such a man is incapable of suspecting1 that what has remained hidden from him may have been revealed to the babe4 ,with the authority1 therefore1 of years and ignorance1 he forbids the child1 for he believes in no revelation but the ,bible1 and in the word of that alone4 ,for him all revelation has ceased with and been buried in the ,bible1 to be with difficulty exhumed1 and1 with much questioning of the decayed form1 re-united into a rigid skeleton of metaphysical and legal contrivance for letting the love of ,god have its way unchecked by the other perfections of his being4 ,but to the man who would live throughout the whole divine form of his being1 not confining himself to one broken corner of his kingdom1 and leaving the rest to the demons that haunt such deserts1 a thousand questions will arise to which the ,bible does not even allude4 ,has he indeed nothing to do with such8 ,do they lie beyond the sphere of his responsibility8 ,leave them1 says the dull disciple4 ,i cannot1 returns the man4 ,not only does that degree of peace of mind without which action is impossible1 depend upon the answers to these questions1 but my conduct itself must correspond to these answers4 ,leave them at least till ,god chooses to explain1 if he ever will4 ,no4 ,questions imply answers4 ,he has put the questions in my heart2 he holds the answers in his4 ,i will seek them from him4 ,i will wait1 but not till ,i have knocked4 ,i will be patient1 but not till ,i have asked4 ,i will seek until ,i find4 ,he has something for me4 ,my prayer shall go up unto the ,god of my life4 ,sad1 indeed1 would the whole matter be1 if the ,bible had told us everything ,god meant us to believe4 ,but herein is the ,bible itself greatly wronged4 ,it nowhere lays claim to be regarded as the ,word1 the ,way1 the ,truth4 ,the ,bible leads us to ,jesus1 the inexhaustible1 the ever unfolding ,revelation of ,god4 ,it is ,christ in whom are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge1 not the ,bible1 save as leading to him4 ,and why are we told that these treasures are hid in him who is the ,revelation of ,god8 ,is it that we should despair of finding them and cease to seek them8 ,are they not hid in him that they may be revealed to us in due time--that is1 when we are in need of them8 ,is not their hiding in him the mediatorial step towards their unfolding in us8 ,is he not the ,truth8--the ,truth to men8 ,is he not the ,high ,priest of his brethren1 to answer all the troubled questionings that arise in their dim humanity8 ,for it is his heart which ,contains of good1 wise1 just1 the perfect shape4 ,didymus answers1 ,no doubt1 what we know not now1 we shall know hereafter4 ,certainly there may be things which the mere passing into another stage of existence will illuminate2 but the questions that come here1 must be inquired into here1 and if not answered here1 then there too until they be answered4 ,there is more hid in ,christ than we shall ever learn1 here or there either2 but they that begin first to inquire will soonest be gladdened with revelation2 and with them he will be best pleased1 for the slowness of his disciples troubled him of old4 ,to say that we must wait for the other world1 to know the mind of him who came to this world to give himself to us1 seems to me the foolishness of a worldly and lazy spirit4 ,the ,son of ,god is the ,teacher of men1 giving to them of his ,spirit--that ,spirit which manifests the deep things of ,god1 being to a man the mind of ,christ4 ,the great heresy of the ,church of the present day is unbelief in this ,spirit4 ,the mass of the ,church does not believe that the ,spirit has a revelation for every man individually--a revelation as different from the revelation of the ,bible1 as the food in the moment of passing into living brain and nerve differs from the bread and meat4 ,if we were once filled with the mind of ,christ1 we should know that the ,bible had done its work1 was fulfilled1 and had for us passed away1 that thereby the ,word of our ,god might abide for ever4 ,the one use of the ,bible is to make us look at ,jesus1 that through him we might know his ,father and our ,father1 his ,god and our ,god4 ,till we thus know ,him1 let us hold the ,bible dear as the moon of our darkness1 by which we travel towards the east2 not dear as the sun whence her light cometh1 and towards which we haste1 that1 walking in the sun himself1 we may no more need the mirror that reflected his absent brightness4 ,but this doctrine of the ,spirit is not my end now1 although1 were it not true1 all our religion would be vain1 that of ,st ,paul and that of ,socrates4 ,what ,i want to say and show1 if ,i may1 is1 that a man will please ,god better by believing some things that are not told him1 than by confining his faith to those things that are expressly said--said to arouse in us the truth-seeing faculty1 the spiritual desire1 the prayer for the good things which ,god will give to them that ask him4 ,but is not this dangerous doctrine8 ,will not a man be taught thus to believe the things he likes best1 even to pray for that which he likes best8 ,and will he not grow arrogant in his confidence8 ,if it be true that the ,spirit strives with our spirit2 if it be true that ,god teaches men1 we may safely leave those dreaded results to him4 ,if the man is of the ,lord's company1 he is safer with him than with those who would secure their safety by hanging on the outskirts and daring nothing4 ,if he is not taught of ,god in that which he hopes for1 ,god will let him know it4 ,he will receive1 something else than he prays for4 ,if he can pray to ,god for anything not good1 the answer will come in the flames of that consuming fire4 ,these will soon bring him to some of his spiritual senses4 ,but it will be far better for him to be thus sharply tutored1 than to go on a snail's pace in the journey of the spiritual life4 ,and for arrogance1 ,i have seen nothing breed it faster or in more offensive forms than the worship of the letter4 ,and to whom shall a man1 whom the blessed ,god has made1 look for what he likes best1 but to that blessed ,god8 ,if we have been indeed enabled to see that ,god is our ,father1 as the ,lord taught us1 let us advance from that truth to understand that he is far more than father--that his nearness to us is beyond the embodiment of the highest idea of father2 that the fatherhood of ,god is but a step towards the ,godhood for them that can receive it4 ,what a man likes best may be ,god's will1 may be the voice of the ,spirit striving with his spirit1 not against it2 and if1 as ,i have said1 it be not so--if the thing he asks is not according to his will--there is that consuming fire4 ,the danger lies1 not in asking from ,god what is not good1 nor even in hoping to receive it from him1 but in not asking him1 in not having him of our council4 ,nor will the fact that we dare not inquire his will1 preserve us from the necessity of acting in some such matter as we call unrevealed1 and where shall we find ourselves then8 ,nor1 once more1 for such a disposition of mind is it likely that the book itself will contain much of a revelation4 ,the whole matter may safely be left to ,god4 ,but ,i doubt if a man can ask anything from ,god that is bad4 ,surely one who has begun to pray to him is child enough to know the bad from the good when it has come so near him1 and dares not pray for that4 ,if you refer me to ,david praying such fearful prayers against his enemies1 ,i answer1 you must read them by your knowledge of the man himself and his history4 ,remember that this is he who1 with the burning heart of an eastern1 yet1 when his greatest enemy was given into his hands1 instead of taking the vengeance of an eastern1 contented himself with cutting off the skirt of his garment4 ,it was justice and right that he craved in his soul1 although his prayers took a wild form of words4 ,god heard him1 and gave him what contented him4 ,in a good man at least1 revenge is1 as ,lord ,bacon says1 a kind of wild justice1 and is easily satisfied4 ,the hearts desire upon such a one's enemies is best met and granted when the hate is changed into love and compassion4 ,but it is about hopes rather than prayers that ,i wish to write4 ,what should ,i think of my child1 if ,i found that he limited his faith in me and hope from me to the few promises he had heard me utter6 ,the faith that limits itself to the promises of ,god1 seems to me to partake of the paltry character of such a faith in my child--good enough for a ,pagan1 but for a ,christian a miserable and wretched faith4 ,those who rest in such a faith would feel yet more comfortable if they had ,god's bond instead of his word1 which they regard not as the outcome of his character1 but as a pledge of his honour4 ,they try to believe in the truth of his word1 but the truth of his ,being1 they understand not4 ,in his oath they persuade themselves that they put confidence3 in himself they do not believe1 for they know him not4 ,therefore it is little wonder that they distrust those swellings of the heart which are his drawings of the man towards him1 as sun and moon heave the ocean mass heavenward4 ,brother1 sister1 if such is your faith1 you will not1 must not stop there4 ,you must come out of this bondage of the law to which you give the name of grace1 for there is little that is gracious in it4 ,you will yet know the dignity of your high calling1 and the love of ,god that passeth knowledge4 ,he is not afraid of your presumptuous approach to him4 ,it is you who are afraid to come near him4 ,he is not watching over his dignity4 ,it is you who fear to be sent away as the disciples would have sent away the little children4 ,it is you who think so much about your souls and are so afraid of losing your life1 that you dare not draw near to the ,life of life1 lest it should consume you4 ,our ,god1 we will trust thee4 ,shall we not find thee equal to our faith8 ,one day1 we shall laugh ourselves to scorn that we looked for so little from thee2 for thy giving will not be limited by our hoping4 ,o thou of little faith6 in everything1--,i am quoting your own ,bible2 nay1 more1 ,i am quoting a divine soul that knew his master ,christ1 and in his strength opposed apostles1 not to say christians1 to their faces1 because they could not believe more than a little in ,god2 could believe only for themselves and not for their fellows2 could believe for the few of the chosen nation1 for whom they had ,god's ancient word1 but could not believe for the multitude of the nations1 for the millions of hearts that ,god had made to search after him and find him2--,in everything1 says ,st ,paul1 ,in everything1 by prayer and supplication1 with thanksgiving1 let your requests be made known unto ,god4 ,for this everything1 nothing is too small4 ,that it should trouble us is enough4 ,there is some principle involved in it worth the notice even of ,god himself1 for did he not make us so that the thing does trouble us8 ,and surely for this everything1 nothing can be too great4 ,when the ,son of man cometh and findeth too much faith on the earth--may ,god in his mercy slay us4 ,meantime1 we will hope and trust4 ,do you count it a great faith to believe what ,god has said8 ,it seems to me1 ,i repeat1 a little faith1 and1 if alone1 worthy of reproach4 ,to believe what he has not said is faith indeed1 and blessed4 ,for that comes of believing in ,,him4 ,can you not believe in ,god himself8 ,or1 confess1--do you not find it so hard to believe what he has said1 that even that is almost more than you can do8 ,if ,i ask you why1 will not the true answer be--,because we are not quite sure that he did say it8 ,if you believed in ,god you would find it easy to believe the word4 ,you would not even need to inquire whether he had said it3 you would know that he meant it4 ,let us then dare something4 ,let us not always be unbelieving children4 ,let us keep in mind that the ,lord1 not forbidding those who insist on seeing before they will believe1 blesses those who have not seen and yet have believed--those who trust in him more than that--who believe without the sight of the eyes1 without the hearing of the ears4 ,they are blessed to whom a wonder is not a fable1 to whom a mystery is not a mockery1 to whom a glory is not an unreality--who are content to ask1 ,is it like ,him8 ,it is a dull-hearted1 unchildlike people that will be always putting ,god in mind of his promises4 ,those promises are good to reveal what ,god is2 if they think them good as binding ,god1 let them have it so for the hardness of their hearts4 ,they prefer the ,word to the ,spirit3 it is theirs4 ,even such will leave us--some of them will1 if not all--to the uncovenanted mercies of ,god4 ,we desire no less2 we hope for no better4 ,those are the mercies beyond our height1 beyond our depth1 beyond our reach4 ,we know in whom we have believed1 and we look for that which it hath not entered into the heart of man to conceive4 ,shall ,god's thoughts be surpassed by man's thoughts8 ,god's giving by man's asking8 ,god's creation by man's imagination8 ,no4 ,let us climb to the height of our ,alpine desires2 let us leave them behind us and ascend the spear-pointed ,himmalays of our aspirations2 still shall we find the depth of ,god's sapphire above us2 still shall we find the heavens higher than the earth1 and his thoughts and his ways higher than our thoughts and our ways4 ,ah ,lord6 be thou in all our being2 as not in the ,sundays of our time alone1 so not in the chambers of our hearts alone4 ,we dare not think that thou canst not1 carest not2 that some things are not for thy beholding1 some questions not to be asked of thee4 ,for are we not all thine--utterly thine8 ,that which a man speaks not to his fellow1 we speak to thee4 ,our very passions we hold up to thee1 and say1 ,behold1 ,lord6 ,think about us2 for thus thou hast made us4 ,we would not escape from our history by fleeing into the wilderness1 by hiding our heads in the sands of forgetfulness1 or the repentance that comes of pain1 or the lethargy of hopelessness4 ,we take it1 as our very life1 in our hand1 and flee with it unto thee4 ,triumphant is the answer which thou boldest for every doubt4 ,it may be we could not understand it yet1 even if thou didst speak it with most miraculous organ4 ,but thou shalt at least find faith in the earth1 ,o ,lord1 if thou comest to look for it now--the faith of ignorant but hoping children1 who know that they do not know1 and believe that thou knowest4 ,and for our brothers and sisters1 who cleave to what they call thy word1 thinking to please thee so1 they are in thy holy safe hands1 who hast taught us that whosoever shall speak a word against the ,son of man1 it shall be forgiven him2 though unto him that blasphemes against the ,holy ,ghost1 it shall not be forgiven4 ,,it ,,shall ,,not ,,be ,,forgiven4 ,and whosoever shall speak a word against the ,son of man1 it shall be forgiven him3 but unto him that blasphemeth against the ,holy ,ghost1 it shall not be forgiven4--,,luke xi4 #ah4 ,whatever belonging to the region of thought and feeling is uttered in words1 is of necessity uttered imperfectly4 ,for thought and feeling are infinite1 and human speech1 although far-reaching in scope1 and marvellous in delicacy1 can embody them after all but approximately and suggestively4 ,spirit and ,truth are like the ,lady ,una and the ,red ,cross ,knight2 ,speech like the dwarf that lags behind with the lady's bag of needments4 ,our ,lord had no design of constructing a system of truth in intellectual forms4 ,the truth of the moment in its relation to him1 ,the ,truth1 was what he spoke4 ,he spoke out of a region of realities which he knew could only be suggested--not represented--in the forms of intellect and speech4 ,with vivid flashes of life and truth his words invade our darkness1 rousing us with sharp stings of light to will our awaking1 to arise from the dead and cry for the light which he can give1 not in the lightning of words only1 but in indwelling presence and power4 ,how1 then1 must the truth fare with those who1 having neither glow nor insight1 will build intellectual systems upon the words of our ,lord1 or of his disciples8 ,a little child would better understand ,plato than they ,st ,paul4 ,the meaning in those great hearts who knew our ,lord is too great to enter theirs4 ,the sense they find in the words must be a sense small enough to pass through their narrow doors4 ,and if mere words1 without the interpreting sympathy1 may mean1 as they may1 almost anything the receiver will or can attribute to them1 how shall the man1 bent at best on the salvation of his own soul1 understand1 for instance1 the meaning of that apostle who was ready to encounter banishment itself from the presence of ,christ1 that the beloved brethren of his nation might enter in8 ,to men who are not simple1 simple words are the most inexplicable of riddles4 ,if we are bound to search after what our ,lord means--and he speaks that we may understand--we are at least equally bound to refuse any interpretation which seems to us unlike him1 unworthy of him4 ,he himself says1 ,why do ye not of your own selves judge what is right8 ,in thus refusing1 it may happen that1 from ignorance or misunderstanding1 we refuse the verbal form of its true interpretation1 but we cannot thus refuse the spirit and the truth of it1 for those we could not have seen without being in the condition to recognize them as the mind of ,christ4 ,some misapprehension1 ,i say1 some obliquity1 or some slavish adherence to old prejudices1 may thus cause us to refuse the true interpretation1 but we are none the less bound to refuse and wait for more light4 ,to accept that as the will of our ,lord which to us is inconsistent with what we have learned to worship in him already1 is to introduce discord into that harmony whose end is to unite our hearts1 and make them whole4 ,is it for us1 says the objector who1 by some sleight of will1 believes in the word apart from the meaning for which it stands1 to judge of the character of our ,lord8 ,i answer1 ,this very thing he requires of us4 ,he requires of us that we should do him no injustice4 ,he would come and dwell with us1 if we would but open our chambers to receive him4 ,how shall we receive him if1 avoiding judgment1 we hold this or that daub of authority or tradition hanging upon our walls to be the real likeness of our ,lord8 ,is it not possible at least that1 judging unrighteous judgment by such while we flatter ourselves that we are refusing to judge1 we may close our doors against the ,master himself as an impostor1 not finding him like the picture that hangs in our oratory4 ,and if we do not judge--humbly and lovingly--who is to judge for us8 ,better to refuse even the truth for a time1 than1 by accepting into our intellectual creed that which our heart cannot receive1 not seeing its real form1 to introduce hesitation into our prayers1 a jar into our praises1 and a misery into our love4 ,if it be the truth1 we shall one day see it another thing than it appears now1 and love it because we see it lovely2 for all truth is lovely4 ,not to the unregenerate mind4 ,but at least1 ,i answer1 to the mind which can love that ,man1 ,christ ,jesus2 and that part of us which loves him let us follow1 and in its judgements let us trust2 hoping1 beyond all things else1 for its growth and enlightenment by the ,lord1 who is that ,spirit4 ,better1 ,i say again1 to refuse the right form1 than1 by accepting it in misapprehension of what it really is1 to refuse the spirit1 the truth that dwells therein4 ,which of these1 ,i pray1 is liker to the sin against the ,holy ,ghost8 ,to mistake the meaning of the ,son of man may well fill a man with sadness4 ,but to care so little for him as to receive as his what the noblest part of our nature rejects as low and poor1 or selfish and wrong1 that surely is more like the sin against the ,holy ,ghost that can never be forgiven2 for it is a sin against the truth itself1 not the embodiment of it in him4 ,words for their full meaning depend upon their source1 the person who speaks them4 ,an utterance may even seem commonplace1 till you are told that thus spoke one whom you know to be always thinking1 always feeling1 always acting4 ,recognizing the mind whence the words proceed1 you know the scale by which they are to be understood4 ,so the words of ,god cannot mean just the same as the words of man4 ,can we not1 then1 understand them8 ,yes1 we can understand them--we can understand them more than the words of men4 ,whatever a good word means1 as used by a good man1 it means just infinitely more as used by ,god4 ,and the feeling or thought expressed by that word takes higher and higher forms in us as we become capable of understanding him1--that is1 as we become like him4 ,i am far less anxious to show what the sin against the ,holy ,ghost means1 than to show what the nonforgiveness means2 though ,i think we may arrive at some understanding of both4 ,i cannot admit for a moment that there is anything in the ,bible too mysterious to be looked into2 for the ,bible is a revelation1 an unveiling4 ,true1 into many things uttered there ,i can see only a little way4 ,but that little way is the way of life2 for the depth of their mystery is ,god4 ,and even setting aside the duty of the matter1 and seeking for justification as if the duty were doubtful1 it is reason enough for inquiring into such passages as this before me1 that they are often torture to human minds1 chiefly those of holy women and children4 ,i knew a child who believed she had committed the sin against the ,holy ,ghost1 because she had1 in her toilette1 made an improper use of a pin4 ,dare not to rebuke me for adducing the diseased fancy of a child in a weighty matter of theology4 ,despise not one of these little ones4 ,would the theologians were as near the truth in such matters as the children4 ,diseased fancy6 ,the child knew1 and was conscious that she knew1 that she was doing wrong because she had been forbidden4 ,there was rational ground for her fear4 ,how would ,jesus have received the confession of the darling8 ,he would not have told her she was silly1 and never to mind4 ,child as she was1 might he not have said to her1 ,i do not condemn thee3 go and sin no more8 ,to reach the first position necessary for the final attainment of our end1 ,i will inquire what the divine forgiveness means4 ,and in order to arrive at this naturally1 ,i will begin by asking what the human forgiveness means2 for1 if there be any meaning in the ,incarnation1 it is through the ,human that we must climb up to the ,divine4 ,i do not know that it is of much use to go back to the ,greek or the ,english word for any primary idea of the act--the one meaning a sending away1 the other1 a giving away4 ,it will be enough if we look at the feelings associated with the exercise of what is called forgiveness4 ,a man will say3 ,i forgive1 but ,i cannot forget4 ,let the fellow never come in my sight again4 ,to what does such a forgiveness reach8 ,to the remission or sending away of the penalties which the wronged believes he can claim from the wrong-doer4 ,but there is no sending away of the wrong itself from between them4 ,again1 a man will say3 ,he has done a very mean action1 but he has the worst of it himself in that he is capable of doing so4 ,i despise him too much to desire revenge4 ,i will take no notice of it4 ,i forgive him4 ,i don't care4 ,here1 again1 there is no sending away of the wrong from between them-- no remission of the sin4 ,a third will say3 ,i suppose ,i must forgive him2 for if ,i do not forgive him1 ,god will not forgive me4 ,this man is a little nearer the truth1 inasmuch as a ground of sympathy1 though only that of common sin1 is recognized as between the offender and himself4 ,one more will say3 ,he has wronged me grievously4 ,it is a dreadful thing to me1 and more dreadful still to him1 that he should have done it4 ,he has hurt me1 but he has nearly killed himself4 ,he shall have no more injury from it that ,i can save him4 ,i cannot feel the same towards him yet2 but ,i will try to make him acknowledge the wrong he has done me1 and so put it away from him4 ,then1 perhaps1 ,i shall be able to feel towards him as ,i used to feel4 ,for this end ,i will show him all the kindness ,i can1 not forcing it upon him1 but seizing every fit opportunity2 not1 ,i hope1 from a wish to make myself great through bounty to him1 but because ,i love him so much that ,i want to love him more in reconciling him to his true self4 ,i would destroy this evil deed that has come between us4 ,i send it away4 ,and ,i would have him destroy it from between us too1 by abjuring it utterly4 ,which comes nearest to the divine idea of forgiveness8 nearest1 though with the gulf between1 wherewith the heavens are higher than the earth8 ,for the ,divine creates the ,human1 has the creative power in excess of the ,human4 ,it is the ,divine forgiveness that1 originating itself1 creates our forgiveness1 and therefore can do so much more4 ,it can take up all our wrongs1 small and great1 with their righteous attendance of griefs and sorrows1 and carry them away from between our ,god and us4 ,christ is ,god's ,forgiveness4 ,before we approach a little nearer to this great sight1 let us consider the human forgiveness in a more definite embodiment--as between a father and a son4 ,for although ,god is so much more to us1 and comes so much nearer to us than a father can be or come1 yet the fatherhood is the last height of the human stair whence our understandings can see him afar off1 and where our hearts can first know that he is nigh1 even in them4 ,there are various kinds and degrees of wrongdoing1 which need varying kinds and degrees of forgiveness4 ,an outburst of anger in a child1 for instance1 scarcely wants forgiveness4 ,the wrong in it may be so small1 that the parent has only to influence the child for self-restraint1 and the rousing of the will against the wrong4 ,the father will not feel that such a fault has built up any wall between him and his child4 ,but suppose that he discovered in him a habit of sly cruelty towards his younger brothers1 or the animals of the house1 how differently would he feel6 ,could his forgiveness be the same as in the former case8 ,would not the different evil require a different form of forgiveness8 ,i mean1 would not the forgiveness have to take the form of that kind of punishment fittest for restraining1 in the hope of finally rooting out1 the wickedness8 ,could there be true love in any other kind of forgiveness than this8 ,a passing-by of the offence might spring from a poor human kindness1 but never from divine love4 ,it would not be remission4 ,forgiveness can never be indifference4 ,forgiveness is love towards the unlovely4 ,let us look a little closer at the way a father might feel1 and express his feelings4 ,one child1 the moment the fault was committed1 the father would clasp to his bosom1 knowing that very love in its own natural manifestation would destroy the fault in him1 and that1 the next moment1 he would be weeping4 ,the father's hatred of the sin would burst forth in his pitiful tenderness towards the child who was so wretched as to have done the sin1 and so destroy it4 ,the fault of such a child would then cause no interruption of the interchange of sweet affections4 ,the child is forgiven at once4 ,but the treatment of another upon the same principle would be altogether different4 ,if he had been guilty of baseness1 meanness1 selfishness1 deceit1 self-gratulation in the evil brought upon others1 the father might say to himself3 ,i cannot forgive him4 ,this is beyond forgiveness4 ,he might say so1 and keep saying so1 while all the time he was striving to let forgiveness find its way that it might lift him from the gulf into which he had fallen4 ,his love might grow yet greater because of the wandering and loss of his son4 ,for love is divine1 and then most divine when it loves according to needs and not according to merits4 ,but the forgiveness would be but in the process of making1 as it were1 or of drawing nigh to the sinner4 ,not till his opening heart received the divine flood of destroying affection1 and his own affection burst forth to meet it and sweep the evil away1 could it be said to be finished1 to have arrived1 could the son be said to be forgiven4 ,god is forgiving us every day--sending from between him and us our sins and their fogs and darkness4 ,witness the shining of his sun and the falling of his rain1 the filling of their hearts with food and gladness1 that he loves them that love him not4 ,when some sin that we have committed has clouded all our horizon1 and hidden him from our eyes1 he1 forgiving us1 ere we are1 and that we may be1 forgiven1 sweeps away a path for this his forgiveness to reach our hearts1 that it may by causing our repentance destroy the wrong1 and make us able even to forgive ourselves4 ,for some are too proud to forgive themselves1 till the forgiveness of ,god has had its way with them1 has drowned their pride in the tears of repentance1 and made their heart come again like the heart of a little child4 ,but1 looking upon forgiveness1 then1 as the perfecting of a work ever going on1 as the contact of ,god's heart and ours1 in spite and in destruction of the intervening wrong1 we may say that ,god's love is ever in front of his forgiveness4 ,god's love is the prime mover1 ever seeking to perfect his forgiveness1 which latter needs the human condition for its consummation4 ,the love is perfect1 working out the forgiveness4 ,god loves where he cannot yet forgive--where forgiveness in the full sense is as yet simply impossible1 because no contact of hearts is possible1 because that which lies between has not even begun to yield to the besom of his holy destruction4 ,some things1 then1 between the ,father and his children1 as between a father and his child1 may comparatively1 and in a sense1 be made light of--,i do not mean made light of in themselves3 away they must go-- inasmuch as1 evils or sins though they be1 they yet leave room for the dwelling of ,god's ,spirit in the heart1 forgiving and cleansing away the evil4 ,when a man's evil is thus fading out of him1 and he is growing better and better1 that is the forgiveness coming into him more and more4 ,perfect in ,god's will1 it is having its perfect work in the mind of the man4 ,when the man hath1 with his whole nature1 cast away his sin1 there is no room for forgiveness any more1 for ,god dwells in him1 and he in ,god4 ,with the voice of ,nathan1 ,thou art the man1 the forgiveness of ,god laid hold of ,david1 the heart of the king was humbled to the dust2 and when he thus awoke from the moral lethargy that had fallen upon him1 he found that he was still with ,god4 ,when ,i awake1 he said1 ,i am still with thee4 ,but there are two sins1 not of individual deed1 but of spiritual condition1 which cannot be forgiven2 that is1 as it seems to me1 which cannot be excused1 passed by1 made little of by the tenderness even of ,god1 inasmuch as they will allow no forgiveness to come into the soul1 they will permit no good influence to go on working alongside of them2 they shut ,god out altogether4 ,therefore the man guilty of these can never receive into himself the holy renewing saving influences of ,god's forgiveness4 ,god is outside of him in every sense1 save that which springs from his creating relation to him1 by which1 thanks be to ,god1 he yet keeps a hold of him1 although against the will of the man who will not be forgiven4 ,the one of these sins is against man2 the other against ,god4 ,the former is unforgivingness to our neighbour2 the shutting of him out from our mercies1 from our love--so from the universe1 as far as we are a portion of it--the murdering therefore of our neighbour4 ,it may be an infinitely less evil to murder a man than to refuse to forgive him4 ,the former may be the act of a moment of passion3 the latter is the heart's choice4 ,it is spiritual murder1 the worst1 to hate1 to brood over the feeling that excludes1 that1 in our microcosm1 kills the image1 the idea of the hated4 ,we listen to the voice of our own hurt pride or hurt affection 7only the latter without the suggestion of the former1 thinketh no evil7 to the injury of the evil-doer4 ,in as far as we can1 we quench the relations of life between us2 we close up the passages of possible return4 ,this is to shut out ,god1 the ,life1 the ,one4 ,for how are we to receive the forgiving presence while we shut out our brother from our portion of the universal forgiveness1 the final restoration1 thus refusing to let ,god be ,all in all8 ,if ,god appeared to us1 how could he say1 ,i forgive you1 while we remained unforgiving to our neighbour8 ,suppose it possible that he should say so1 his forgiveness would be no good to us while we were uncured of our unforgivingness4 ,it would not touch us4 ,it would not come near us4 ,nay1 it would hurt us1 for we should think ourselves safe and well1 while the horror of disease was eating the heart out of us4 ,tenfold the forgiveness lies in the words1 ,if ye forgive not men their trespasses1 neither will your heavenly ,father forgive your trespasses4 ,those words are kindness indeed4 ,god holds the unforgiving man with his hand1 but turns his face away from him4 ,if1 in his desire to see the face of his ,father1 he turns his own towards his brother1 then the face of ,god turns round and seeks his1 for then the man may look upon ,god and not die4 ,with our forgiveness to our neighbour1 in flows the ,consciousness of ,god's forgiveness to us2 or even with the effort1 we become capable of believing that ,god can forgive us4 ,no man who will not forgive his neighbour1 can believe that ,god is willing1 yea1 wanting to forgive him1 can believe that the dove of ,god's peace is hovering over a chaotic heart1 fain to alight1 but finding no rest for the sole of its foot4 ,for ,god to say to such a man1 ,i cannot forgive you1 is love as well as necessity4 ,if ,god said1 ,i forgive you1 to a man who hated his brother1 and if 7as is impossible7 that voice of forgiveness should reach the man1 what would it mean to him8 ,how would the man interpret it8 ,would it not mean to him1 ,you may go on hating4 ,i do not mind it4 ,you have had great provocation1 and are justified in your hate8 ,no doubt ,god takes what wrong there is1 and what provocation there is1 into the account2 but the more provocation1 the more excuse that can be urged for the hate1 the more reason1 if possible1 that the hater should be delivered from the hell of his hate1 that ,god's child should be made the loving child that he meant him to be4 ,the man would think1 not that ,god loved the sinner1 but that he forgave the sin1 which ,god never does4 ,every sin meets with its due fate--inexorable expulsion from the paradise of ,god's ,humanity4 ,he loves the sinner so much that he cannot forgive him in any other way than by banishing from his bosom the demon that possesses him1 by lifting him out of that mire of his iniquity4 ,no one1 however1 supposes for a moment that a man who has once refused to forgive his brother1 shall therefore be condemned to endless unforgiveness and unforgivingness4 ,what is meant is1 that while a man continues in such a mood1 ,god cannot be with him as his friend2 not that he will not be his friend1 but the friendship being all on one side--that of ,god--must take forms such as the man will not be able to recognize as friendship4 ,forgiveness1 as ,i have said1 is not love merely1 but love conveyed as love to the erring1 so establishing peace towards ,god1 and forgiveness towards our neighbour4 ,to return then to our immediate text3 ,is the refusal of forgiveness contained in it a condemnation to irrecoverable impenitence8 ,strange righteousness would be the decree1 that because a man has done wrong-- let us say has done wrong so often and so much that he is wrong--he shall for ever remain wrong6 ,do not tell me the condemnation is only negative--a leaving of the man to the consequences of his own will1 or at most a withdrawing from him of the ,spirit which he has despised4 ,god will not take shelter behind such a jugglery of logic or metaphysics4 ,he is neither schoolman nor theologian1 but our ,father in heaven4 ,he knows that that in him would be the same unforgivingness for which he refuses to forgive man4 ,the only tenable ground for supporting such a doctrine is1 that ,god cannot do more2 that ,satan has overcome2 and that ,jesus1 amongst his own brothers and sisters in the image of ,god1 has been less strong than the adversary1 the destroyer4 ,what then shall ,i say of such a doctrine of devils as that1 even if a man did repent1 ,god would not or could not forgive him8 ,let us look at the unpardonable sin1 as this mystery is commonly called1 and see what we can find to understand about it4 ,all sin is unpardonable4 ,there is no compromise to be made with it4 ,we shall not come out except clean1 except having paid the uttermost farthing4 ,but the special unpardonableness of those sins1 the one of which ,i have spoken and that which we are now considering1 lies in their shutting out ,god from his genial1 his especially spiritual1 influences upon the man4 ,possibly in the case of the former sin1 ,i may have said this too strongly2 possibly the love of ,god may have some part even in the man who will not forgive his brother1 although1 if he continues unforgiving1 that part must decrease and die away2 possibly resentment against our brother1 might yet for a time leave room for some divine influences by its side1 although either the one or the other must speedily yield2 but the man who denies truth1 who consciously resists duty1 who says there is no truth1 or that the truth he sees is not true1 who says that which is good is of ,satan1 or that which is bad is of ,god1 supposing him to know that it is good or is bad1 denies the ,spirit1 shuts out the ,spirit1 and therefore cannot be forgiven4 ,for without the ,spirit no forgiveness can enter the man to cast out the satan4 ,without the ,spirit to witness with his spirit1 no man could know himself forgiven1 even if ,god appeared to him and said so4 ,the full forgiveness is1 as ,i have said1 when a man feels that ,god is forgiving him2 and this cannot be while he opposes himself to the very essence of ,god's will4 ,as far as we can see1 the men of whom this was spoken were men who resisted the truth with some amount of perception that it was the truth2 men neither led astray by passion1 nor altogether blinded by their abounding prejudice2 men who were not excited to condemn one form of truth by the love which they bore to another form of it2 but men so set1 from selfishness and love of influence1 against one whom they saw to be a good man1 that they denied the goodness of what they knew to be good1 in order to put down the man whom they knew to be good1 because ,he had spoken against them1 and was ruining their influence and authority with the people by declaring them to be no better than they knew themselves to be4 ,is not this to be ,satan8 to be in hell8 to be corruption8 to be that which is damned8 ,was not this their condition unpardonable8 ,how1 through all this mass of falsehood1 could the pardon of ,god reach the essential humanity within it8 ,crying as it was for ,god's forgiveness1 these men had almost separated their humanity from themselves1 had taken their part with the powers of darkness4 ,forgiveness while they were such was an impossibility4 ,no4 ,out of that they must come1 else there was no word of ,god for them4 ,but the very word that told them of the unpardonable state in which they were1 was just the one form the voice of mercy could take in calling on them to repent4 ,they must hear and be afraid4 ,i dare not1 cannot think that they refused the truth1 knowing all that it was2 but ,i think they refused the truth1 knowing that it was true--not carried away1 as ,i have said1 by wild passion1 but by cold self-love1 and envy1 and avarice1 and ambition2 not merely doing wrong knowingly1 but setting their whole natures knowingly against the light4 ,of this nature must the sin against the ,holy ,ghost surely be4 ,this is the condemnation1 7not the sins that men have committed1 but the condition of mind in which they choose to remain17 that light is come into the world1 and men loved darkness rather than light1 because their deeds were evil4 ,in this sin against the ,holy ,ghost1 ,i see no single act alone1 although it must find expression in many acts1 but a wilful condition of mind1 ,as far removed from ,god and light of heaven1 ,as from the centre thrice to the utmost pole4 ,for this there could be no such excuse made as that even a little light might work beside it2 for there light could find no entrance and no room2 light was just what such a mind was set against1 almost because it was what it was4 ,the condition was utterly bad4 ,but can a man really fall into such a condition of spiritual depravity8 ,that is my chief difficulty4 ,but ,i think it may be4 ,and wiser people than ,i1 have thought so4 ,i have difficulty in believing it1 ,i say2 yet ,i think it must be so4 ,but ,i do not believe that it is a fixed1 a final condition4 ,i do not see why it should be such any more than that of the man who does not forgive his neighbour4 ,if you say it is a worse offence1 ,i say1 ,is it too bad for the forgiveness of ,god8 ,but is ,god able to do anything more with the man8 ,or how is the man ever to get out of this condition8 ,if the ,spirit of ,god is shut out from his heart1 how is he to become better8 ,the ,spirit of ,god is the ,spirit whose influence is known by its witnessing with our spirit4 ,but may there not be other powers and means of the ,spirit preparatory to this its highest office with man8 ,god who has made us can never be far from any man who draws the breath of life--nay1 must be in him2 not necessarily in his heart1 as we say1 but still in him4 ,may not then one day some terrible convulsion from the centre of his being1 some fearful earthquake from the hidden gulfs of his nature1 shake such a man so that through all the deafness of his death1 the voice of the ,spirit may be faintly heard1 the still small voice that comes after the tempest and the earthquake8 ,may there not be a fire that even such can feel8 ,who shall set bounds to the consuming of the fire of our ,god1 and the purifying that dwells therein8 ,the only argument that ,i can think of1 which would with me have weight against this conclusion1 is1 that the revulsion of feeling in any one who had thus sinned against the truth1 when once brought to acknowledge his sin1 would be so terrible that life would never more be endurable1 and the kindest thing ,god could do would be to put such a man out of being1 because it had been a better thing for him never to have been born4 ,but he who could make such a man repent1 could make him so sorrowful and lowly1 and so glad that he had repented1 that he would wish to live ever that he might ever repent and ever worship the glory he now beheld4 ,when a man gives up self1 his past sins will no longer oppress him4 ,it is enough for the good of life that ,god lives1 that the ,all-perfect exists1 and that we can behold him4 ,father1 forgive them1 for they know not what they do1 said the ,divine1 making excuse for his murderers1 not after it was all over1 but at the very moment when he was dying by their hands4 ,then ,jesus had forgiven them already4 ,his prayer the ,father must have heard1 for he and the ,son are one4 ,when the ,father succeeded in answering his prayer1 then his forgiveness in the hearts of the murderers broke out in sorrow1 repentance1 and faith4 ,here was a sin dreadful enough surely-- but easy for our ,lord to forgive4 ,all that excuse for the misled populace6 ,lord ,christ be thanked for that6 ,that was like thee6 ,but must we believe that ,judas1 who repented even to agony1 who repented so that his high-prized life1 self1 soul1 became worthless in his eyes and met with no mercy at his own hand1--must we believe that he could find no mercy in such a ,god8 ,i think1 when ,judas fled from his hanged and fallen body1 he fled to the tender help of ,jesus1 and found it--,i say not how4 ,he was in a more hopeful condition now than during any moment of his past life1 for he had never repented before4 ,but ,i believe that ,jesus loved ,judas even when he was kissing him with the traitor's kiss2 and ,i believe that he was his ,saviour still4 ,and if any man remind me of his words1 ,it had been good for that man if he had not been born1 ,i had not forgotten them1 though ,i know that ,i now offer nothing beyond a conjectural explanation of them when ,i say3 ,judas had got none of the good of the world into which he had been born4 ,he had not inherited the earth4 ,he had lived an evil life1 out of harmony with the world and its ,god4 ,its love had been lost upon him4 ,he had been brought to the very ,son of ,god1 and had lived with him as his own familiar friend2 and he had not loved him more1 but less than himself4 ,therefore it had been all useless4 ,it had been good for that man if he had not been born2 for it was all to try over again1 in some other way--inferior perhaps1 in some other world1 in a lower school4 ,he had to be sent down the scale of creation which is ever ascending towards its ,maker4 ,but ,i will not1 cannot believe1 ,o my ,lord1 that thou wouldst not forgive thy enemy1 even when he repented1 and did thee right4 ,nor will ,i believe that thy holy death was powerless to save thy foe--that it could not reach to ,judas4 ,have we not heard of those1 thine own1 taught of thee1 who could easily forgive their betrayers in thy name8 ,and if thou forgivest1 will not thy forgiveness find its way at last in redemption and purification8 ,look for a moment at the clause preceding my text3 ,he that denieth me before men shall be denied before the angels of ,god4 ,what does it mean8 ,does it mean--,ah6 you are mine1 but not of my sort4 ,you denied me4 ,away to the outer darkness8 ,not so4 ,it shall be forgiven to him that speaketh against the ,son of man2 for ,he may be but the truth revealed without him4 ,only he must have shame before the universe of the loving ,god1 and may need the fire that burneth and consumeth not4 ,but for him that speaketh against the ,spirit of ,truth1 against the ,son of ,god revealed within him1 he is beyond the teaching of that ,spirit now4 ,for how shall he be forgiven8 ,the forgiveness would touch him no more than a wall of stone4 ,let him know what it is to be without the ,god he hath denied4 ,away with him to the ,outer ,darkness6 ,perhaps that will make him repent4 ,my friends1 ,i offer this as only a contribution towards the understanding of our ,lord's words4 ,but if we ask him1 he will lead us into all truth4 ,and let us not be afraid to think1 for he will not take it ill4 ,but what ,i have said must be at least a part of the truth4 ,no amount of discovery in his words can tell us more than we have discovered1 more than we have seen and known to be true4 ,for all the help the best of his disciples can give us is only to discover1 to see for ourselves4 ,and beyond all our discoveries in his words and being1 there lie depths within depths of truth that we cannot understand1 and yet shall be ever going on to understand4 ,yea1 even now sometimes we seem to have dim glimpses into regions from which we receive no word to bring away4 ,the fact that some things have become to us so much more simple than they were1 and that great truths have come out of what once looked common1 is ground enough for hope that such will go on to be our experience through the ages to come4 ,our advance from our former ignorance can measure but a small portion of the distance that lies1 and must ever lie1 between our childishness and his manhood1 between our love and his love1 between our dimness and his mighty vision4 ,to him ere long may we all come1 all children1 still children1 more children than ever1 to receive from his hand the white stone1 and in the stone a new name written1 which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it4 ,,the ,,new ,,name4 ,to him that overcometh1 ,i will give a white stone1 and in the stone a new name written1 which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it4-- ,,rev4 ii4 #ag4 ,whether the ,book of the ,revelation be written by the same man who wrote the ,gospel according to ,st ,john or not1 there is1 at least1 one element common to the two--the mysticism4 ,i use the word mysticism as representing a certain mode of embodying truth1 common1 in various degrees1 to almost all1 if not all1 the writers of the ,new ,testament4 ,the attempt to define it thoroughly would require an essay4 ,i will hazard but one suggestion towards it3 ,a mystical mind is one which1 having perceived that the highest expression of which the truth admits1 lies in the symbolism of nature and the human customs that result from human necessities1 prosecutes thought about truth so embodied by dealing with the symbols themselves after logical forms4 ,this is the highest mode of conveying the deepest truth2 and the ,lord himself often employed it1 as1 for instance1 in the whole passage ending with the words1 ,if therefore the light that is in thee be darkness1 how great is the darkness6 ,the mysticism in the ,gospel of ,st ,john is of the simplest1 and1 therefore1 noblest nature4 ,no dweller in this planet can imagine a method of embodying truth that shall be purer1 loftier1 truer to the truth embodied4 ,there may be higher modes in other worlds1 or there may not--,i cannot tell2 but of all our modes these forms are best illustrations of the highest4 ,apparently the mysticism of ,st ,john's own nature enabled him to remember and report with sufficient accuracy the words of our ,lord1 always1 it seems to me1 of a recognizably different kind from those of any of the writers of the ,new ,testament--chiefly1 perhaps1 in the simplicity of their poetical mysticism4 ,but the mysticism in the ,book of the ,revelation is more complicated1 more gorgeous1 less poetic1 and occasionally1 ,i think1 perhaps arbitrary1 or approaching the arbitrary2 reminding one1 in a word1 of the mysticism of ,swedenborg4 ,putting aside both historical and literary criticism1 in neither of which with regard to the authorship of these two books have ,i a right even to an opinion1 ,i would venture to suggest that possibly their difference in tone is just what one might expect when the historian of a mystical teacher and the recorder of his mystical sayings1 proceeds to embody his own thoughts1 feelings1 and inspirations2 that is1 when the revelation flows no longer from the lips of the ,master1 but through the disciple's own heart1 soul1 and brain4 ,for surely not the most idolatrous of our ,bible-worshipping brothers and sisters will venture to assert that the ,spirit of ,god could speak as freely by the lips of the wind-swayed1 reed-like1 rebukable ,peter1 or of the ,thomas who could believe his own eyes1 but neither the word of his brethren1 nor the nature of his ,master1 as by the lips of ,him who was blind and deaf to everything but the will of him that sent him4 ,truth is truth1 whether from the lips of ,jesus or ,balaam4 ,but1 in its deepest sense1 the truth is a condition of heart1 soul1 mind1 and strength towards ,god and towards our fellow--not an utterance1 not even a right form of words2 and therefore such truth coming forth in words is1 in a sense1 the person that speaks4 ,and many of the utterances of truth in the ,revelation1 commonly called of ,st ,john1 are not merely lofty in form1 but carry with them the conviction that the writer was no mere trumpet of a prophecy1 but spoke that he did know1 and testified that he had seen4 ,in this passage about the gift of the white stone1 ,i think we find the essence of religion4 ,what the notion in the mind of the writer with regard to the white stone was1 is1 ,i think1 of comparatively little moment4 ,i take the stone to belong more to the arbitrary and fanciful than to the true mystical imagery1 although for the bringing out of the mystical thought in which it is concerned1 it is of high and honourable dignity4 ,for fancy itself will subserve the true imagination of the mystic1 and so be glorified4 ,i doubt if the writer himself associated any essential meaning with it4 ,certainly ,i will not allow that he had such a poor notion in it as that of a voting pebble--white1 because the man who receives it is accepted or chosen4 ,the word is used likewise for a precious stone set as a jewel4 ,and the writer thought of it mystically1 a mode far more likely to involve a reference to nature than to a political custom4 ,what his mystic meaning may be1 must be taken differently by different minds4 ,i think he sees in its whiteness purity1 and in its substance indestructibility4 ,but ,i care chiefly to regard the stone as the vehicle of the name1--as the form whereby the name is represented as passing from ,god to the man1 and what is involved in this communication is what ,i wish to show4 ,if my reader will not acknowledge my representation as ,st ,john's meaning1 ,i yet hope so to set it forth that he shall see the representation to be true in itself1 and then ,i shall willingly leave the interpretation to its fate4 ,i say1 in brief1 the giving of the white stone with the new name is the communication of what ,god thinks about the man to the man4 ,it is the divine judgment1 the solemn holy doom of the righteous man1 the ,come1 thou blessed1 spoken to the individual4 ,in order to see this1 we must first understand what is the idea of a name1--that is1 what is the perfect notion of a name4 ,for1 seeing the mystical energy of a holy mind here speaks of ,god as giving something1 we must understand that the essential thing1 and not any of its accidents or imitations1 is intended4 ,a name of the ordinary kind in this world1 has nothing essential in it4 ,it is but a label by which one man and a scrap of his external history may be known from another man and a scrap of his history4 ,the only names which have significance are those which the popular judgment or prejudice or humour bestows1 either for ridicule or honour1 upon a few out of the many4 ,each of these is founded upon some external characteristic of the man1 upon some predominant peculiarity of temper1 some excellence or the reverse of character1 or something which he does or has done well or ill enough1 or at least1 singularly enough1 to render him1 in the eyes of the people1 worthy of such distinction from other men4 ,as far as they go1 these are real names1 for1 in some poor measure1 they express individuality4 ,the true name is one which expresses the character1 the nature1 the being1 the meaning of the person who bears it4 ,it is the man's own symbol1--his soul's picture1 in a word1--the sign which belongs to him and to no one else4 ,who can give a man this1 his own name8 ,god alone4 ,for no one but ,god sees what the man is1 or even1 seeing what he is1 could express in a name-word the sum and harmony of what he sees4 ,to whom is this name given8 ,to him that overcometh4 ,when is it given8 ,when he has overcome4 ,does ,god then not know what a man is going to become8 ,as surely as he sees the oak which he put there lying in the heart of the acorn4 ,why then does he wait till the man has become by overcoming ere he settles what his name shall be8 ,he does not wait2 he knows his name from the first4 ,but as--although repentance comes because ,god pardons--yet the man becomes aware of the pardon only in the repentance2 so it is only when the man has become his name that ,god gives him the stone with the name upon it1 for then first can he understand what his name signifies4 ,it is the blossom1 the perfection1 the completion1 that determines the name2 and ,god foresees that from the first1 because he made it so2 but the tree of the soul1 before its blossom comes1 cannot understand what blossom it is to bear1 and could not know what the word meant1 which1 in representing its own unarrived completeness1 named itself4 ,such a name cannot be given until the man is the name4 ,god's name for a man must then be the expression in a mystical word--a word of that language which all who have overcome understand--of his own idea of the man1 that being whom he had in his thought when he began to make the child1 and whom he kept in his thought through the long process of creation that went to realize the idea4 ,to tell the name is to seal the success--to say1 ,in thee also ,i am well pleased4 ,but we are still in the region of symbol4 ,for supposing that such a form were actually observed between ,god and him that overcometh1 it would be no less a symbol--only an acted one4 ,we must therefore look deeper still for the fulness of its meaning4 ,up to this point little has been said to justify our expectations of discovery in the text4 ,let us1 ,i say1 look deeper4 ,we shall not look long before we find that the mystic symbol has for its centre of significance the fact of the personal individual relation of every man to his ,god4 ,that every man has affairs1 and those his first affairs1 with ,god1 stands to the reason of every man who associates any meaning or feeling with the words1 ,maker1 ,father1 ,god4 ,were we but children of a day1 with the understanding that some one had given us that one holiday1 there would be something to be thought1 to be felt1 to be done1 because we knew it4 ,for then our nature would be according to our fate1 and we could worship and die4 ,but it would be only the praise of the dead1 not the praise of the living1 for death would be the deepest1 the lasting1 the overcoming4 ,we should have come out of nothingness1 not out of ,god4 ,he could only be our ,maker1 not our ,father1 our ,origin4 ,but now we know that ,god cannot be the ,god of the dead--must be the ,god of the living2 inasmuch as to know that we died1 would freeze the heart of worship1 and we could not say ,our ,god1 or feel him worthy of such worth-ship as we could render4 ,to him who offers unto this ,god of the living his own self of sacrifice1 to him that overcometh1 him who has brought his individual life back to its source1 who knows that he is one of ,god's children1 this one of the ,father's making1 he giveth the white stone4 ,to him who climbs on the stair of all his ,god-born efforts and ,god-given victories up to the height of his being--that of looking face to face upon his ideal self in the bosom of the ,father--,god's him1 realized in him through the ,father's love in the ,elder ,brother's devotion--to him ,god gives the new name written4 ,but ,i leave this1 because that which follows embraces and intensifies this individuality of relation in a fuller development of the truth4 ,for the name is one which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it4 ,not only then has each man his individual relation to ,god1 but each man has his peculiar relation to ,god4 ,he is to ,god a peculiar being1 made after his own fashion1 and that of no one else2 for when he is perfected he shall receive the new name which no one else can understand4 ,hence he can worship ,god as no man else can worship him1-- can understand ,god as no man else can understand him4 ,this or that man may understand ,god more1 may understand ,god better than he1 but no other man can understand ,god as he understands him4 ,god give me grace to be humble before thee1 my brother1 that ,i drag not my simulacrum of thee before the judgment-seat of the unjust judge1 but look up to thyself for what revelation of ,god thou and no one else canst give4 ,as the fir-tree lifts up itself with a far different need from the need of the palm-tree1 so does each man stand before ,god1 and lift up a different humanity to the common ,father4 ,and for each ,god has a different response4 ,with every man he has a secret--the secret of the new name4 ,in every man there is a loneliness1 an inner chamber of peculiar life into which ,god only can enter4 ,i say not it is the innermost chamber--but a chamber into which no brother1 nay1 no sister can come4 ,from this it follows that there is a chamber also--7,o ,god1 humble and accept my speech7--a chamber in ,god himself1 into which none can enter but the one1 the individual1 the peculiar man1--out of which chamber that man has to bring revelation and strength for his brethren4 ,this is that for which he was made--to reveal the secret things of the ,father4 ,by his creation1 then1 each man is isolated with ,god2 each1 in respect of his peculiar making1 can say1 my ,god2 each can come to him alone1 and speak with him face to face1 as a man speaketh with his friend4 ,there is no massing of men with ,god4 ,when he speaks of gathered men1 it is as a spiritual body1 not a mass4 ,for in a body every smallest portion is individual1 and therefore capable of forming a part of the body4 ,see1 now1 what a significance the symbolism of our text assumes4 ,each of us is a distinct flower or tree in the spiritual garden of ,god1-- precious1 each for his own sake1 in the eyes of him who is even now making us1--each of us watered and shone upon and filled with life1 for the sake of his flower1 his completed being1 which will blossom out of him at last to the glory and pleasure of the great gardener4 ,for each has within him a secret of the ,divinity2 each is growing towards the revelation of that secret to himself1 and so to the full reception1 according to his measure1 of the divine4 ,every moment that he is true to his true self1 some new shine of the white stone breaks on his inward eye1 some fresh channel is opened upward for the coming glory of the flower1 the conscious offering of his whole being in beauty to the ,maker4 ,each man1 then1 is in ,god's sight worth4 ,life and action1 thought and intent1 are sacred4 ,and what an end lies before us6 ,to have a consciousness of our own ideal being flashed into us from the thought of ,god6 ,surely for this may well give way all our paltry self-consciousnesses1 our self-admirations and self-worships6 ,surely to know what he thinks about us will pale out of our souls all our thoughts about ourselves6 and we may well hold them loosely now1 and be ready to let them go4 ,towards this result ,st ,paul had already drawn near1 when he who had begun the race with a bitter cry for deliverance from the body of his death1 was able to say that he judged his own self no longer4 ,but is there not the worst of all dangers involved in such teaching-- the danger of spiritual pride8 ,if there be1 are we to refuse the spirit for fear of the pride8 ,or is there any other deliverance from pride except the spirit8 ,pride springs from supposed success in the high aim3 with attainment itself comes humility4 ,but here there is no room for ambition4 ,ambition is the desire to be above one's neighbour2 and here there is no possibility of comparison with one's neighbour3 no one knows what the white stone contains except the man who receives it4 ,here is room for endless aspiration towards the unseen ideal2 none for ambition4 ,ambition would only be higher than others2 aspiration would be high4 ,relative worth is not only unknown--to the children of the kingdom it is unknowable4 ,each esteems the other better than himself4 ,how shall the rose1 the glowing heart of the summer heats1 rejoice against the snowdrop risen with hanging head from the white bosom of the snow8 ,both are ,god's thoughts2 both are dear to him2 both are needful to the completeness of his earth and the revelation of himself4 ,god has cared to make me for himself1 says the victor with the white stone1 and has called me that which ,i like best2 for my own name must be what ,i would have it1 seeing it is myself4 ,what matter whether ,i be called a grass of the field1 or an eagle of the air8 a stone to build into his temple1 or a ,boanerges to wield his thunder8 ,i am his2 his idea1 his making2 perfect in my kind1 yea1 perfect in his sight2 full of him1 revealing him1 alone with him4 ,let him call me what he will4 ,the name shall be precious as my life4 ,i seek no more4 ,gone then will be all anxiety as to what his neighbour may think about him4 ,it is enough that ,god thinks about him4 ,to be something to ,god--is not that praise enough8 ,to be a thing that ,god cares for and would have complete for himself1 because it is worth caring for--is not that life enough8 ,neither will he thus be isolated from his fellows4 ,for that we say of one1 we say of all4 ,it is as one that the man has claims amongst his fellows4 ,each will feel the sacredness and awe of his neighbour's dark and silent speech with his ,god4 ,each will regard the other as a prophet1 and look to him for what the ,lord hath spoken4 ,each1 as a high priest returning from his ,holy of ,holies1 will bring from his communion some glad tidings1 some gospel of truth1 which1 when spoken1 his neighbours shall receive and understand4 ,each will behold in the other a marvel of revelation1 a present son or daughter of the ,most ,high1 come forth from him to reveal him afresh4 ,in ,god each will draw nigh to each4 ,yes1 there will be danger--danger as everywhere2 but he giveth more grace4 ,and if the man who has striven up the heights should yet fall from them into the deeps1 is there not that fire of ,god1 the consuming fire1 which burneth and destroyeth not8 ,to no one who has not already had some speech with ,god1 or who has not at least felt some aspiration towards the fount of his being1 can all this appear other than foolishness4 ,so be it4 ,but1 ,lord1 help them and us1 and make our being grow into thy likeness4 ,if through ages of strife and ages of growth1 yet let us at last see thy face1 and receive the white stone from thy hand4 ,that thus we may grow1 give us day by day our daily bread4 ,fill us with the words that proceed out of thy mouth4 ,help us to lay up treasures in heaven1 where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt4 ,,the ,,heart ,,with ,,the ,,treasure4 ,lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth1 where moth and rust doth corrupt1 and where thieves break through and steal4 ,but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven1 where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt1 and where thieves do not break through nor steal4 ,for where your treasure is1 there will your heart be also4--,,matt4 vi4 #ai1 #bj1 #ba4 ,to understand the words of our ,lord is the business of life4 ,for it is the main road to the understanding of ,the ,word himself4 ,and to receive him is to receive the ,father1 and so to have ,life in ourselves4 ,and ,life1 the higher1 the deeper1 the simpler1 the original1 is the business of life4 ,the ,word is that by which we live1 namely1 ,jesus himself2 and his words represent1 in part1 in shadow1 in suggestion1 himself4 ,any utterance worthy of being called a truth1 is human food3 how much more ,the ,word1 presenting no abstract laws of our being1 but the vital relation of soul and body1 heart and will1 strength and rejoicing1 beauty and light1 to ,him who first gave birth to them all6 ,the ,son came forth to be1 before our eyes and in our hearts1 that which he had made us for1 that we might behold the truth in him1 and cry out for the living ,god1 who1 in the highest sense of all is ,the ,truth1 not as understood1 but as understanding1 living1 and being1 doing and creating the truth4 ,i am the truth1 said our ,lord2 and by those who are in some measure like him in being the truth1 the ,word can be understood4 ,let us try to understand him4 ,sometimes1 no doubt1 the ,saviour would have spoken after a different fashion of speech1 if he had come to ,englishmen1 instead of to ,jews4 ,but the lessons he gave would have been the same2 for even when questioned about a matter for its passing import1 his reply contained the enunciation of the great human principle which lay in it1 and that lies changeless in every variation of changeful circumstance4 ,with the light of added ages of ,christian experience1 it ought to be easier for us to understand his words than it was for those who heard him4 ,what1 ,i ask now1 is here the power of his word ,for3 ,for where your treasure is1 there will your heart be also8 ,the meaning of the reason thus added is not obvious upon its surface4 ,it has to be sought for because of its depth at once and its simplicity4 ,but it is so complete1 so imaginatively comprehensive1 so immediately operative on the conscience through its poetic suggestiveness1 that when it is once understood1 there is nothing more to be said1 but everything to be done4 ,why not lay up for ourselves treasures upon earth8 ,because there the moth and rust and the thief come4 ,and so we should lose those treasures6 ,yes2 by the moth and the rust and the thief4 ,does the ,lord then mean that the reason for not laying up such treasures is their transitory and corruptible nature8 ,no4 ,he adds a ,for3 ',for where your treasure is1 there will your heart be also4' ,of course the heart will be where the treasure is2 but what has that to do with the argument8 ,this3 that what is with the treasure must fare as the treasure2 that the heart which haunts the treasure-house where the moth and rust corrupt1 will be exposed to the same ravages as the treasure1 will itself be rusted and moth-eaten4 ,many a man1 many a woman1 fair and flourishing to see1 is going about with a rusty moth-eaten heart within that form of strength or beauty4 ,but this is only a figure4 ,true4 ,but is the reality intended1 less or more than the figure8 ,does not the rust and the moth mean more than disease8 ,and does not the heart mean more than the heart8 ,does it not mean a deeper heart1 the heart of your own self1 not of your body8 of the self that suffers1 not pain1 but misery8 of the self whose end is not comfort1 or enjoyment1 but blessedness1 yea1 ecstasy8 a heart which is the inmost chamber wherein springs the divine fountain of your being8 a heart which ,god regards1 though you may never have known its existence1 not even when its writhings under the gnawing of the moth and the slow fire of the rust have communicated a dull pain to that outer heart which sends the blood to its appointed course through your body8 ,if ,god sees that heart corroded with the rust of cares1 riddled into caverns and films by the worms of ambition and greed1 then your heart is as ,god sees it1 for ,god sees things as they are4 ,and one day you will be compelled to see1 nay1 to feel your heart as ,god sees it2 and to know that the cankered thing which you have within you1 a prey to the vilest of diseases1 is indeed the centre of your being1 your very heart4 ,nor does the lesson apply to those only who worship ,mammon1 who give their lives1 their best energies to the accumulation of wealth3 it applies to those equally who in any way worship the transitory2 who seek the praise of men more than the praise of ,god2 who would make a show in the world by wealth1 by taste1 by intellect1 by power1 by art1 by genius of any kind1 and so would gather golden opinions to be treasured in a storehouse of earth4 ,nor to such only1 but surely to those as well whose pleasures are of a more evidently transitory nature still1 such as the pleasures of the senses in every direction--whether lawfully or unlawfully indulged1 if the joy of being is centred in them--do these words bear terrible warning4 ,for the hurt lies not in this--that these pleasures are false like the deceptions of magic1 for such they are not3 pleasures they are2 nor yet in this--that they pass away1 and leave a fierce disappointment behind3 that is only so much the better2 but the hurt lies in this--that the immortal1 the infinite1 created in the image of the everlasting ,god1 is housed with the fading and the corrupting1 and clings to them as its good--clings to them till it is infected and interpenetrated with their proper diseases1 which assume in it a form more terrible in proportion to the superiority of its kind1 that which is mere decay in the one becoming moral vileness in the other1 that which fits the one for the dunghill casting the other into the outer darkness2 creeps1 that it may share with them1 into a burrow in the earth1 where its budded wings wither and damp and drop away from its shoulders1 instead of haunting the open plains and the high-uplifted table-lands1 spreading abroad its young pinions to the sun and the air1 and strengthening them in further and further flights1 till at last they should become strong to bear the ,god-born into the presence of its ,father in ,heaven4 ,therein lies the hurt4 ,he whose heart is sound because it haunts the treasure-house of heaven may be tempted of the devil1 but will be first led up of the ,spirit into the wilderness4 ,,the ,,temptation ,,in ,,the ,,wilderness4 ,then was ,jesus led up of the ,spirit into the wilderness1 to be tempted of the devil4 ,and when he had fasted forty days and forty nights1 he was afterward an hungered4 ,and when the tempter came to him1 he said1 if thou be the ,son of ,god1 command that these stones be made bread4 ,but he answered and said1 ,it is written1 ,man shall not live by bread alone1 but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of ,god4 ,then the devil taketh him up into the holy city1 and setteth him on a pinnacle of the temple1 and saith unto him1 ,if thou be the ,son of ,god1 cast thyself down2 for it is written1 ,he shall give his angels charge concerning thee1 and in their hands they shall bear thee up1 lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone4 ,jesus said unto him1 ,it is written again1 thou shall not tempt the ,lord thy ,god4 ,again1 the devil taketh him up into an exceeding high mountain1 and showeth him all the kingdoms of the world1 and the glory of them3 and saith unto him1 ,all these things will ,i give thee1 if thou wilt fall down and worship me4 ,then saith ,jesus unto him1 ,get thee hence1 ,satan2 for it is written1 ,thou shalt worship the ,lord thy ,god1 and him only shalt thou serve4 ,then the devil leaveth him2 and1 behold1 angels came and ministered unto him4--,,matt4 iv4 #a-aa4 ,this narrative must have one of two origins4 ,either it is an invention1 such as many tales told of our ,lord in the earlier periods of ,christianity2 or it came from our ,lord himself1 for1 according to the story1 except the wild beasts1 of earthly presence there was none at his ,temptation4 ,as to the former of the two origins3 ,the story bears upon it no sign of human invention4 ,the man who could see such things as are here embodied1 dared not invent such an embodiment for them4 ,to one in doubt about the matter it will be helpful1 ,i think1 to compare this story with the best of those for which one or other of the apocryphal gospels is our only authority--say the grand account of the ,descent into ,hell in the ,gospel according to ,nicodemus4 ,if it have not this origin1 there is but the other that it can have-- ,our ,lord himself4 ,to this ,i will return presently4 ,and now1 let us approach the subject from another side4 ,with this in view1 ,i ask you to think how much ,god must know of which we know nothing4 ,think what an abyss of truth was our ,lord1 out of whose divine darkness1 through that revealing countenance1 that uplifting voice1 those hands whose tenderness has made us great1 broke all holy radiations of human significance4 ,think of his understanding1 imagination1 heart1 in which lay the treasures of wisdom and knowledge4 ,must he not have known1 felt1 imagined1 rejoiced in things that would not be told in human words1 could not be understood by human hearts8 ,was he not always bringing forth out of the light inaccessible8 ,was not his very human form a veil hung over the face of the truth that1 even in part by dimming the effulgence of the glory1 it might reveal8 ,what could be conveyed must be thus conveyed3 an infinite ,more must lie behind4 ,and even of those things that might be partially revealed to men1 could he talk to his ,father and talk to his disciples in altogether the same forms1 in altogether the same words8 ,would what he said to ,god on the mountain-tops1 in the dim twilight or the gray dawn1 never be such that his disciples could have understood it no more than the people1 when the voice of ,god spoke to him from heaven1 could distinguish that voice from the inarticulate thunderings of the element8 ,there is no attempt made to convey to us even the substance of the battle of those forty days4 ,such a conflict of spirit as for forty days absorbed all the human necessities of ,the ,man in the cares of the ,godhead could not be rendered into forms intelligible to us1 or rather1 could not be in itself intelligible to us1 and therefore could not take any form of which we could lay hold4 ,it is not till the end of those forty days that the divine event begins to dawn out from the sacred depths of the eternal thought1 becomes human enough to be made to appear1 admits of utterance1 becomes capable of being spoken in human forms to the ears of men1 though yet only in a dark saying1 which he that hath ears to hear may hear1 and he that hath a heart to understand may understand4 ,for the mystery is not left behind1 nor can the speech be yet clear unto men4 ,at the same moment when the approaching event comes within human ken1 may from afar be dimly descried by the ,god-upheld intelligence1 the same humanity seizes on the ,master1 and he is an hungered4 ,the first sign that he has come back to us1 that the strife is approaching its human result1 is his hunger4 ,on what a sea of endless life do we float1 are our poor necessities sustained--not the poorest of them dissociated from the divine6 ,emerging from the storms of the ocean of divine thought and feeling into the shallower waters that lave the human shore1 bearing with him the treasures won in the strife1 our ,lord is straightway an hungered2 and from this moment the temptation is human1 and can be in some measure understood by us4 ,but could it even then have been conveyed to the human mind in merely intellectual forms8 ,or1 granting that it might1 could it be so conveyed to those who were only beginning to have the vaguest1 most error-mingled and confused notions about our ,lord and what he came to do8 ,no4 ,the inward experiences of our ,lord1 such as could be conveyed to them at all1 could be conveyed to them only in a parable4 ,for far plainer things than these1 our ,lord chose this form4 ,the form of the parable is the first in which truth will admit of being embodied4 ,nor is this all3 it is likewise the fullest2 and to the parable will the teacher of the truth ever return4 ,is he who asserts that the passage contains a simple narrative of actual events1 prepared to believe1 as the story1 so interpreted1 indubitably gives us to understand1 that a visible demon came to our ,lord and1 himself the prince of worldly wisdom1 thought1 by quoting ,scripture after the manner of the priests1 to persuade a good man to tempt ,god2 thought1 by the promise of power1 to prevail upon him to cast aside every claim he had upon the human race1 in falling down and worshipping one whom he knew to be the adversary of ,truth1 of ,humanity1 of ,god8 ,how could ,satan be so foolish8 or1 if ,satan might be so foolish1 wherein could such temptation so presented have tempted our ,lord8 and wherein would a victory over such be a victory for the race8 ,told as a parable1 it is as full of meaning as it would be bare if received as a narrative4 ,our ,lord spake then this parable unto them1 and so conveyed more of the truth with regard to his temptation in the wilderness1 than could have been conveyed by any other form in which the truth he wanted to give them might have been embodied4 ,still ,i do not think it follows that we have it exactly as he told it to his disciples4 ,a man will hear but what he can hear1 will see but what he can see1 and1 telling the story again1 can tell but what he laid hold of1 what he seemed to himself to understand4 ,his effort to reproduce the impression made upon his mind will1 as well as the impression itself1 be liable to numberless altering1 modifying1 even1 in a measure1 discomposing influences4 ,but it does not1 therefore1 follow that the reproduction is false4 ,the mighty hosts of life-bearing worlds1 requiring for the freedom of their courses1 and the glory of their changes1 such awful abysses of space1 dwindle in the human eye to seeds of light sown upon a blue plain4 ,how faint in the ears of man is the voice of their sphere-born thunder of adoration6 ,yet are they lovely indeed1 uttering speech and teaching knowledge4 ,so this story may not be just as the ,lord told it1 and yet may contain in its mirror as much of the truth as we are able to receive1 and as will afford us sufficient scope for a life's discovery4 ,the modifying influences of the human channels may be essential to ,god's revealing mode4 ,it is only by seeing them first from afar that we learn the laws of the heavens4 ,and now arises the question upon the right answer to which depends the whole elucidation of the story3 ,how could the ,son of ,god be tempted8 ,if any one say that he was not moved by those temptations1 he must be told that then they were no temptations to him1 and he was not tempted2 nor was his victory of more significance than that of the man who1 tempted to bear false witness against his neighbour1 abstains from robbing him of his goods4 ,for human need1 struggle1 and hope1 it bears no meaning2 and we must reject the whole as a fantastic folly of crude invention2 a mere stage-show2 a lie for the poor sake of the fancied truth2 a doing of evil that good might come2 and1 with how many fragments soever of truth its mud may be filled1 not in any way to be received as a divine message4 ,but asserting that these were real temptations if the story is to be received at all1 am ,i not involving myself in a greater difficulty still8 ,for how could the ,son of ,god be tempted with evil--with that which must to him appear in its true colours of discord1 its true shapes of deformity8 ,or how could he then be the ,son of his ,father who cannot be tempted with evil8 ,in the answer to this lies the centre1 the essential germ of the whole interpretation3 ,he was not tempted with ,evil but with ,good2 with inferior forms of good1 that is1 pressing in upon him1 while the higher forms of good held themselves aloof1 biding their time1 that is1 ,god's time4 ,i do not believe that the ,son of ,god could be tempted with evil1 but ,i do believe that he could be tempted with good--to yield to which temptation would have been evil in him--ruin to the universe4 ,but does not all evil come from good8 ,yes2 but it has come from it4 ,it is no longer good4 ,a good corrupted is no longer a good4 ,such could not tempt our ,lord4 ,revenge may originate in a sense of justice1 but it is revenge not justice2 an evil thing1 for it would be fearfully unjust4 ,evil is evil whatever it may have come from4 ,the ,lord could not have felt tempted to take vengeance upon his enemies1 but he might have felt tempted to destroy the wicked from the face of the earth--to destroy them from the face of the earth1 ,i say1 not to destroy them for ever4 ,to that ,i do not think he could have felt tempted4 ,but we shall find illustration enough of what ,i mean in the matter itself4 ,let us look at the individual temptations represented in the parable4 ,the informing idea which led to ,st ,matthew's arrangement seems to me superior to that showing itself in ,st ,luke's4 ,in the two accounts1 the closes1 while each is profoundly significant1 are remarkably different4 ,now let us follow ,st ,matthew's record4 ,and we shall see how the devil tempted him to evil1 but not with evil4 ,first1 ,he was hungry1 and the devil said1 ,make bread of this stone4 ,the ,lord had been fasting for forty days--a fast impossible except during intense mental absorption4 ,let no one think to glorify this fast by calling it miraculous4 ,wonderful such fasts are on record on the part of holy men2 and inasmuch as the ,lord was more of a man than his brethren1 insomuch might he be farther withdrawn in the depths of his spiritual humanity from the outer region of his physical nature4 ,so much the slower would be the goings on of that nature2 and fasting in his case might thus be extended beyond the utmost limits of similar fasts in others4 ,this1 ,i believe1 was all--and this all infinite in its relations4 ,this is the grandest1 simplest1 and most significant1 and1 therefore1 the divinest way of regarding his fast4 ,hence1 at the end of the forty days1 it was not hunger alone that made food tempting to him1 but that exhaustion of the whole system1 wasting itself all the time it was forgotten1 which1 reacting on the mind when the mind was already worn out with its own tension1 must have deadened it so1 that 7speaking after the experience of his brethren1 which alone will explain his17 it could for the time see or feel nothing of the spiritual1 and could only believe in the unfelt1 the unseen4 ,what a temptation was here6 ,there is no sin in wishing to eat2 no sin in procuring food honestly that one may eat4 ,but it rises even into an awful duty1 when a man knows that to eat will restore the lost vision of the eternal2 will1 operating on the brain1 and thence on the mind1 render the man capable of hope as well as of faith1 of gladness as well as of confidence1 of praise as well as of patience4 ,why then should he not eat8 ,why should he not put forth the power that was in him that he might eat8 ,because such power was his1 not to take care of himself1 but to work the work of him that sent him4 ,such power was his not even to honour his ,father save as his ,father chose to be honoured1 who is far more honoured in the ordinary way of common wonders1 than in the extraordinary way of miracles4 ,because it was ,god's business to take care of him1 his to do what the ,father told him to do4 ,to make that stone bread would be to take the care out of the ,father's hands1 and turn the divinest thing in the universe into the merest commonplace of self-preservation4 ,and in nothing was he to be beyond his brethren1 save in faith4 ,no refuge for him1 any more than for them1 save in the love and care of the ,father4 ,other refuge1 let it be miraculous power or what you will1 would be but hell to him4 ,god is refuge4 ,god is life4 ,was he not to eat when it came in his way8 ,and did not the bread come in his way1 when his power met that which could be changed into it8 ,regard that word changed4 ,the whole matter lies in that4 ,changed from what8 ,from what ,god had made it4 ,changed into what8 ,into what he did not make it4 ,why changed8 ,because the ,son was hungry1 and the ,father would not feed him with food convenient for him6 ,the ,father did not give him a stone when he asked for bread4 ,it was ,satan that brought the stone and told him to provide for himself4 ,the ,father said1 ,that is a stone4 ,the ,son would not say1 ,that is a loaf4 ,no one creative fiat shall contradict another4 ,the ,father and the ,son are of one mind4 ,the ,lord could hunger1 could starve1 but would not change into another thing what his ,father had made one thing4 ,footnote3 ,there was no such change in the feeding of the multitudes4 ,the fish and the bread were fish and bread before4 ,i think this is significant as regards the true nature of a miracle1 and its relation to the ordinary ways of ,god4 ,there was in these miracles1 and ,i think in all1 only a hastening of appearances2 the doing of that in a day1 which may ordinarily take a thousand years1 for with ,god time is not what it is with us4 ,he makes it4 ,and the hastening of a process does not interfere in the least with cause and effect in the process1 nor does it render the process one whit more miraculous4 ,in deed1 the wonder of the growing corn is to me greater than the wonder of feeding the thousands4 ,it is easier to understand the creative power going forth at once--immediately--than through the countless1 the lovely1 the seemingly forsaken wonders of the corn-field4 ,to the merely scientific man all this is pure nonsense1 or at best belongs to the region of the fancy4 ,the time will come1 ,i think1 when he will see that there is more in it1 namely1 a higher reason1 a loftier science1 how incorrectly soever herein indicated4 ,if we regard the answer he gave the devil1 we shall see the root of the matter at once3 ,man shall not live by bread alone1 but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of ,god4 ,yea even by the word which made that stone that stone4 ,everything is all right4 ,it is life indeed for him to leave that a stone1 which the ,father had made a stone4 ,it would be death to him to alter one word that ,he had spoken4 ,man shall not live by bread alone4 ,there are other ways of living besides that which comes by bread4 ,a man will live by the word of ,god1 by what ,god says to him1 by what ,god means between ,him and him1 by the truths of being which the ,father alone can reveal to his child1 by the communion of love between them4 ,without the bread he will die1 as men say2 but he will not find that he dies4 ,he will only find that the tent which hid the stars from him is gone1 and that he can see the heavens2 or rather1 the earthly house will melt away from around him1 and he will find that he has a palace-home about him1 another and loftier word of ,god clothing upon him4 ,so the man lives by the word of ,god even in refusing the bread which ,god does not give him1 for1 instead of dying because he does not eat1 he rises into a higher life even of the same kind4 ,for ,i have been speaking of the consciousness of existence1 and not of that higher spiritual life on which all other life depends4 ,that of course can for no one moment exist save from the heart of ,god4 ,when a man tries to live by bread and not by the word that comes out of that heart of ,god1 he may think he lives1 but he begins to die or is dead4 ,our ,lord says1 ,i can do without the life that comes of bread3 without the life that comes of the word of my ,father1 ,i die indeed4 ,therefore he does not think twice about the matter4 ,that ,god's will be done is all his care4 ,that done1 all will be right1 and all right with him1 whether he thinks about himself or not4 ,for the ,father does not forget the child who is so busy trusting in him1 that he cares not even to pray for himself4 ,in the higher aspect of this first temptation1 arising from the fact that a man cannot feel the things he believes except under certain conditions of physical well-being dependent upon food1 the answer is the same3 ,a man does not live by his feelings any more than by bread1 but by the ,truth1 that is1 the ,word1 the ,will1 the uttered ,being of ,god4 ,i am even ashamed to yield here to the necessity of writing what is but as milk for babes1 when ,i would gladly utter1 if ,i might1 only that which would be as bread for men and women4 ,what ,i must say is this3 that1 by the ,word of ,god1 ,i do not understand ,the ,bible4 ,the ,bible is a ,word of ,god1 the chief of his written words1 because it tells us of ,the ,word1 the ,christ2 but everything ,god has done and given man to know is a word of his1 a will of his2 and inasmuch as it is a will of his1 it is a necessity to man1 without which he cannot live3 the reception of it is man's life4 ,for inasmuch as ,god's utterances are a whole1 every smallest is essential3 he speaks no foolishness--there are with him no vain repetitions4 ,but by the word of the ,god and not ,maker only1 who is ,god just because he speaks to men1 ,i must understand1 in the deepest sense1 every revelation of ,himself in the heart and consciousness of man1 so that the man knows that ,god is there1 nay1 rather1 that he is here4 ,even ,christ himself is not ,the ,word of ,god in the deepest sense to a man1 until he is this ,revelation of ,god to the man1--until the ,spirit that is the meaning in the ,word has come to him1--until the speech is not a sound as of thunder1 but the voice of words2 for a word is more than an utterance-- it is a sound to be understood4 ,no word1 ,i say1 is fully a ,word of ,god until it is a ,word to man1 until the man therein recognizes ,god4 ,this is that for which the word is spoken4 ,the words of ,god are as the sands and the stars1--they cannot be numbered2 but the end of all and each is this--to reveal ,god4 ,nor1 moreover1 can the man know that any one of them is the word of ,god1 save as it comes thus to him1 is a revelation of ,god in him4 ,it is to him that it may be in him2 but till it is in him he cannot know that it was to him4 ,god must be ,god in man before man can know that he is ,god1 or that he has received aright1 and for that for which it was spoken1 any one of his words4 ,footnote3 ,no doubt the humble spirit will receive the testimony of every one whom he reveres1 and look in the direction indicated for a word from the ,father2 but till he thus receives it in his heart1 he cannot know what the word spoken of is4 ,if1 by any will of ,god--that is1 any truth in him--we live1 we live by it tenfold when that will has become a word to us4 ,when we receive it1 his will becomes our will1 and so we live by ,god4 ,but the word of ,god once understood1 a man must live by the faith of what ,god is1 and not by his own feelings even in regard to ,god4 ,it is the ,truth itself1 that which ,god is1 known by what goeth out of his mouth1 that man lives by4 ,and when he can no longer feel the truth1 he shall not therefore die4 ,he lives because ,god is true2 and he is able to know that he lives because he knows1 having once understood the word1 that ,god is truth4 ,he believes in the ,god of former vision1 lives by that word therefore1 when all is dark and there is no vision4 ,we now come to the second attempt of the ,enemy4 ,then if ,god is to be so trusted1 try him4 ,fain would ,i see the result4 ,shew thyself his darling4 ,here is the word itself for it3 ,he shall give his angels charge concerning thee2 not a stone shall hurt thee4 ,take him at his word4 ,throw thyself down1 and strike the conviction into me that thou art the ,son of ,god4 ,for thou knowest thou dost not look like what thou sayest thou art4 ,again1 with a written word1 in return1 the ,lord meets him4 ,and he does not quote the scripture for logical purposes--to confute ,satan intellectually1 but as giving even ,satan the reason of his conduct4 ,satan quotes ,scripture as a verbal authority2 our ,lord meets him with a ,scripture by the truth in which he regulates his conduct4 ,if we examine it1 we shall find that this answer contains the same principle as the former1 namely this1 that to the ,son of ,god the will of ,god is ,life4 ,it was a temptation to shew the powers of the world that he was the ,son of ,god2 that to him the elements were subject2 that he was above the laws of ,nature1 because he was the ,eternal ,son2 and thus stop the raging of the heathen1 and the vain imaginations of the people4 ,it would be but to shew them the truth4 ,but he was the ,son of ,god3 what was his ,father's will8 ,such was not the divine way of convincing the world of sin1 of righteousness1 of judgment4 ,if the ,father told him to cast himself down1 that moment the pinnacle pointed naked to the sky4 ,if the devil threw him down1 let ,god send his angels2 or1 if better1 allow him to be dashed to pieces in the valley below4 ,but never will he forestall the divine will4 ,the ,father shall order what comes next4 ,the ,son will obey4 ,in the path of his work he will turn aside for no stone4 ,there let the angels bear him in their hands if need be4 ,but he will not choose the path because there is a stone in it4 ,he will not choose at all4 ,he will go where the ,spirit leads him4 ,i think this will throw some light upon the words of our ,lord1 ,if ye have faith and doubt not1 if ye shall say unto this mountain1 ,be thou removed1 and be thou cast into the sea2 it shall be done4 ,good people1 amongst them ,john ,bunyan1 have been tempted to tempt the ,lord their ,god upon the strength of this saying1 just as ,satan sought to tempt our ,lord on the strength of the passage he quoted from the ,psalms4 ,happily for such1 the assurance to which they would give the name of faith generally fails them in time4 ,faith is that which1 knowing the ,lord's will1 goes and does it2 or1 not knowing it1 stands and waits1 content in ignorance as in knowledge1 because ,god wills2 neither pressing into the hidden future1 nor careless of the knowledge which opens the path of action4 ,it is its noblest exercise to act with uncertainty of the result1 when the duty itself is certain1 or even when a course seems with strong probability to be duty4 ,footnote3 ,in the latter case a man may be mistaken1 and his work will be burned1 but by that very fire he will be saved4 ,nothing saves a man more than the burning of his work1 except the doing of work that can stand the fire4 ,but to put ,god to the question in any other way than by saying1 ,what wilt thou have me to do8 is an attempt to compel ,god to declare himself1 or to hasten his work4 ,this probably was the sin of ,judas4 ,it is presumption of a kind similar to the making of a stone into bread4 ,it is1 as it were1 either a forcing of ,god to act where he has created no need for action1 or the making of a case wherein he shall seem to have forfeited his word if he does not act4 ,the man is therein dissociating himself from ,god so far that1 instead of acting by the divine will from within1 he acts in ,god's face1 as it were1 to see what he will do4 ,man's first business is1 ,what does ,god want me to do8 not ,what will ,god do if ,i do so and so8 ,to tempt a parent after the flesh in such a manner would be impertinence3 to tempt ,god so is the same vice in its highest form--a natural result of that condition of mind which is worse than all the so-called cardinal sins1 namely1 spiritual pride1 which attributes the tenderness and love of ,god not to man's being and man's need1 but to some distinguishing excellence in the individual himself1 which causes the ,father to love him better than his fellows1 and so pass by his faults with a smile4 ,not thus did the ,son of ,god regard his relation to his ,father4 ,the faith which will remove mountains is that confidence in ,god which comes from seeking nothing but his will4 ,a man who was thus faithful would die of hunger sooner than say to the stone1 ,be bread2 would meet the scoffs of the unbelieving without reply and with apparent defeat1 sooner than say to the mountain1 ,be thou cast into the sea1 even if he knew that it would be torn from its foundations at the word1 except he knew first that ,god would have it so4 ,and thus ,i am naturally brought to consider more fully how this should be a real temptation to the ,son of ,man4 ,it would be good to confound his adversaries2 to force conviction upon them that he was the ,god-supported messenger he declared himself4 ,why should he have ,adversaries a moment longer to interfere between him and the willing hearts which would believe if they could8 ,the answer to all this was plain to our ,lord1 and is plain to us now3 ,it was not the way of the ,father's will4 ,it would not fall in with that gradual development of life and history by which the ,father works1 and which must be the way to breed free1 ,god-loving wills4 ,it would be violent1 theatrical1 therefore poor in nature and in result1--not ,god-like in any way4 ,everything in ,god's doing comes harmoniously with and from all the rest4 ,son of ,man1 his history shall be a man's history1 shall be ,the ,man's history4 ,shall that begin with an exception8 ,yet it might well be a temptation to ,him who longed to do all he could for men4 ,he was the ,son of ,god3 why should not the sons of ,god know it8 ,but as this temptation in the wilderness was an epitome and type of the temptations to come1 against which for forty days he had been making himself strong1 revolving truth beyond our reach1 in whose light every commonest duty was awful and divine1 a vision fit almost to oppress a ,god in his humiliation1 so we shall understand the whole better if we look at his life in relation to it4 ,as he refused to make stones bread1 so throughout that life he never wrought a miracle to help himself2 as he refused to cast himself from the temple to convince ,satan or glory visibly in his ,sonship1 so he steadily refused to give the sign which the human ,satans demanded1 notwithstanding the offer of conviction which they held forth to bribe him to the grant4 ,how easy it seems to have confounded them1 and strengthened his followers6 ,but such conviction would stand in the way of a better conviction in his disciples1 and would do his adversaries only harm4 ,for neither could not in any true sense be convinced by such a show3 it could but prove his power4 ,it might prove so far the presence of a ,god2 but would it prove that ,god8 ,would it bring him nearer to them1 who could not see him in the face of his ,son8 ,to say ,thou art ,god1 without knowing what the ,thou means--of what use is it8 ,god is a name only1 except we know ,god4 ,our ,lord did not care to be so acknowledged4 ,on the same principle1 the very miracles which from their character did partially reveal his character to those who already had faith in him1 he would not do where unbelief predominated4 ,he often avoided cities and crowds1 and declined mighty works because of unbelief4 ,except for the loving help they gave the distressed1 revealing him to their hearts as the ,redeemer from evil1 ,i doubt if he would have wrought a single miracle4 ,i do not think he cared much about them4 ,certainly1 as regarded the onlookers1 he did not expect much to result from those mighty deeds4 ,a mere marvel is practically soon forgotten1 and long before it is forgotten1 many minds have begun to doubt the senses1 their own even1 which communicated it4 ,inward sight alone can convince of truth2 signs and wonders never4 ,no number of signs can do more than convey a probability that he who shews them knows that of which he speaks4 ,they cannot convey the truth4 ,but the vision of the truth itself1 in the knowledge of itself1 a something altogether beyond the region of signs and wonders1 is the power of ,god1 is salvation4 ,this vision was in the ,lord's face and form to the pure in heart who were able to see ,god2 but not in his signs and wonders to those who sought after such4 ,yet it is easy to see how the temptation might for a moment work upon a mind that longed to enter upon its labours with the credentials of its truth4 ,how the true heart longs to be received by its brethren--to be known in its truth6 ,but no4 ,the truth must show itself in ,god's time1 in and by the labour4 ,the kingdom must come in ,god's holy human way4 ,not by a stroke of grandeur1 but by years of love1 yea1 by centuries of seeming bafflement1 by aeons of labour1 must he grow into the hearts of the sons and daughters of his ,father in heaven4 ,the ,lord himself will be bound by the changeless laws which are the harmony of the ,fathers being and utterance4 ,he will be1 not seem4 ,he will be1 and thereby1 not therefore1 seem4 ,yet1 once more1 even on him1 the idea of asserting the truth in holy power such as he could have put forth1 must have dawned in grandeur4 ,the thought was good3 to have yielded to it would have been the loss of the world2 nay1 far worse--ill inconceivable to the human mind--the ,god of obedience had fallen from his throne1 and--all is blackness4 ,but let us not forget that the whole is a faint parable--faint ,i mean in relation to the grandeur of the reality1 as the ring and the shoes are poor types 7yet how dear67 of the absolute love of the ,father to his prodigal children4 ,we shall now look at the third temptation4 ,the first was to help himself in his need2 the second1 perhaps1 to assert the ,father2 the third to deliver his brethren4 ,to deliver them1 that is1 after the fashion of men--from the outside still4 ,indeed1 the whole ,temptation may be regarded as the contest of the seen and the unseen1 of the outer and inner1 of the likely and the true1 of the show and the reality4 ,and as in the others1 the evil in this last lay in that it was a temptation to save his brethren1 instead of doing the ,will of his ,father4 ,could it be other than a temptation to think that he might1 if he would1 lay a righteous grasp upon the reins of government1 leap into the chariot of power1 and ride forth conquering and to conquer8 ,glad visions arose before him of the prisoner breaking jubilant from the cell of injustice2 of the widow lifting up the bowed head before the devouring ,pharisee2 of weeping children bursting into shouts at the sound of the wheels of the chariot before which oppression and wrong shrunk and withered1 behind which sprung the fir-tree instead of the thorn1 and the myrtle instead of the brier4 ,what glowing visions of holy vengeance1 what rosy dreams of human blessedness--and all from his hand--would crowd such a brain as his6--not like the castles-in-the-air of the aspiring youth1 for he builds at random1 because he knows that he cannot realize2 but consistent and harmonious as well as grand1 because he knew them within his reach4 ,could he not mould the people at his will8 ,could he not1 transfigured in his snowy garments1 call aloud in the streets of ,jerusalem1 ,behold your ,king8 ,and the fierce warriors of his nation would start at the sound2 the ploughshare would be beaten into the sword1 and the pruning-hook into the spear2 and the nation1 rushing to his call1 learn war yet again indeed1--a grand1 holy war--a crusade--no2 we should not have had that word2 but a war against the tyrants of the race--the best1 as they called themselves-- who trod upon their brethren1 and would not suffer them even to look to the heavens4--,ah6 but when were his garments white as snow8 ,when1 through them1 glorifying them as it passed1 did the light stream from his glorified body8 ,not when he looked to such a conquest2 but when1 on a mount like this1 he spake of the decease that he should accomplish at ,jerusalem6 ,why should this be the sad end of the war8 ,thou shalt worship the ,lord thy ,god1 and him only shalt thou serve4 ,not even thine own visions of love and truth1 ,o ,saviour of the world1 shall be thy guides to thy goal1 but the will of thy ,father in heaven4 ,but how would he1 thus conquering1 be a servant of ,satan8 ,wherein would this be a falling-down and a worshipping of him 7that is1 an acknowledging of the worth of him7 who was the lord of misrule and its pain8 ,i will not inquire whether such an enterprise could be accomplished without the worship of ,satan1--whether men could be managed for such an end without more or less of the trickery practised by every ambitious leader1 every self-serving conqueror--without double-dealing1 tact1 flattery1 finesse4 ,i will not inquire into this1 because1 on the most distant supposition of our ,lord being the leader of his country's armies1 these things drop out of sight as impossibilities4 ,if these were necessary1 such a career for him refuses to be for a moment imagined4 ,but ,i will ask whether to know better and do not so well1 is not a serving of ,satan2--whether to lead men on in the name of ,god as towards the best when the end is not the best1 is not a serving of ,satan2--whether to flatter their pride by making them conquerors of the enemies of their nation instead of their own evils1 is not a serving of ,satan2--in a word1 whether1 to desert the mission of ,god1 who knew that men could not be set free in that way1 and sent him to be a man1 a true man1 the one man1 among them1 that his life might become their life1 and that so they might be as free in prison or on the cross1 as upon a hill-side or on a throne1--whether1 so deserting the truth1 to give men over to the lie of believing other than spirit and truth to be the worship of the ,father1 other than love the fulfilling of the law1 other than the offering of their best selves the service of ,god1 other than obedient harmony with the primal love and truth and law1 freedom1-- whether1 to desert ,god thus1 and give men over thus1 would not have been to fall down and worship the devil4 ,not all the sovereignty of ,god1 as the theologians call it1 delegated to the ,son1 and administered by the wisdom of the ,spirit that was given to him without measure1 could have wrought the kingdom of heaven in one corner of our earth4 ,nothing but the obedience of the ,son1 the obedience unto the death1 the absolute doing of the will of ,god because it was the truth1 could redeem the prisoner1 the widow1 the orphan4 ,but it would redeem them by redeeming the conquest-ridden conqueror too1 the stripe-giving jailer1 the unjust judge1 the devouring ,pharisee himself with the insatiable moth-eaten heart4 ,the earth should be free because ,love was stronger than ,death4 ,therefore should fierceness and wrong and hypocrisy and ,god-service play out their weary play4 ,he would not pluck the spreading branches of the tree2 he would lay the axe to its root4 ,it would take time2 but the tree would be dead at last--dead1 and cast into the lake of fire4 ,it would take time2 but his ,father had time enough and to spare4 ,it would take courage and strength and self-denial and endurance2 but his ,father could give him all4 ,it would cost pain of body and mind1 yea1 agony and torture2 but those he was ready to take on himself4 ,it would cost him the vision of many sad and1 to all but him1 hopeless sights2 he must see tears without wiping them1 hear sighs without changing them into laughter1 see the dead lie1 and let them lie2 see ,rachel weeping for her children and refusing to be comforted2 he must look on his brothers and sisters crying as children over their broken toys1 and must not mend them2 he must go on to the grave1 and they not know that thus he was setting all things right for them4 ,his work must be one with and completing ,god's ,creation and ,god's ,history4 ,the disappointment and sorrow and fear he could1 he would bear4 ,the will of ,god should be done4 ,man should be free1--not merely man as he thinks of himself1 but man as ,god thinks of him4 ,the divine idea shall be set free in the divine bosom2 the man on earth shall see his angel face to face4 ,he shall grow into the likeness of the divine thought1 free not in his own fancy1 but in absolute divine fact of being1 as in ,god's idea4 ,the great and beautiful and perfect will of ,god must be done4 ,get thee hence1 ,satan3 for it is written1 ,thou shalt worship the ,lord thy ,god1 and him only shalt thou serve4 ,it was when ,peter would have withstood him as he set his face steadfastly to meet this death at ,jerusalem1 that he gave him the same kind of answer that he now gave to ,satan1 calling him ,satan too4 ,then the devil leaveth him1 and behold angels came and ministered unto him4 ,so saith ,st ,matthew4 ,they brought him the food he had waited for1 walking in the strength of the word4 ,he would have died if it had not come now4 ,and when the devil had ended all the temptation1 he departed from him for a season4 ,so saith ,st ,luke4 ,then ,satan ventured once more4 ,when8 ,was it then1 when at the last moment1 in the agony of the last faint1 the ,lord cried out1 ,why hast thou forsaken me8 when1 having done the great work1 having laid it aside clean and pure as the linen cloth that was ready now to infold him1 another cloud than that on the mount overshadowed his soul1 and out of it came a voiceless persuasion that1 after all was done1 ,god did not care for his work or for him8 ,even in those words the adversary was foiled--and for ever4 ,for when he seemed to be forsaken1 his cry was still1 ,my ,god6 my ,god6 ,,the ,,eloi4 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 why hast thou forsaken me8--,,st ,,matthew xxvii4 #df4 ,i do not know that ,i should dare to approach this1 of all utterances into which human breath has ever been moulded1 most awful in import1 did ,i not feel that1 containing both germ and blossom of the final devotion1 it contains therefore the deepest practical lesson the human heart has to learn4 ,the ,lord1 the ,revealer1 hides nothing that can be revealed1 and will not warn away the foot that treads in naked humility even upon the ground of that terrible conflict between him and ,evil1 when the smoke of the battle that was fought not only with garments rolled in blood but with burning and fuel of fire1 rose up between him and his ,father1 and for the one terrible moment ere he broke the bonds of life1 and walked weary and triumphant into his arms1 hid ,god from the eyes of his ,son4 ,he will give us even to meditate the one thought that slew him at last1 when he could bear no more1 and fled to the ,father to know that he loved him1 and was well-pleased with him4 ,for ,satan had come at length yet again1 to urge him with his last temptation2 to tell him that although he had done his part1 ,god had forgotten his2 that although he had lived by the word of his mouth1 that mouth had no word more to speak to him2 that although he had refused to tempt him1 ,god had left him to be tempted more than he could bear2 that although he had worshipped none other1 for that worship ,god did not care4 ,the ,lord hides not his sacred sufferings1 for truth is light1 and would be light in the minds of men4 ,the ,holy ,child1 the ,son of the ,father1 has nothing to conceal1 but all the ,godhead to reveal4 ,let us then put off our shoes1 and draw near1 and bow the head1 and kiss those feet that bear for ever the scars of our victory4 ,in those feet we clasp the safety of our suffering1 our sinning brotherhood4 ,it is with the holiest fear that we should approach the terrible fact of the sufferings of our ,lord4 ,let no one think that those were less because he was more4 ,the more delicate the nature1 the more alive to all that is lovely and true1 lawful and right1 the more does it feel the antagonism of pain1 the inroad of death upon life2 the more dreadful is that breach of the harmony of things whose sound is torture4 ,he felt more than man could feel1 because he had a larger feeling4 ,he was even therefore worn out sooner than another man would have been4 ,these sufferings were awful indeed when they began to invade the region about the will2 when the struggle to keep consciously trusting in ,god began to sink in darkness2 when the ,will of ,the ,man put forth its last determined effort in that cry after the vanishing vision of the ,father3 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 why hast thou forsaken me8 ,never had it been so with him before4 ,never before had he been unable to see ,god beside him4 ,yet never was ,god nearer him than now4 ,for never was ,jesus more divine4 ,he could not see1 could not feel him near2 and yet it is ,my ,god that he cries4 ,thus the ,will of ,jesus1 in the very moment when his faith seems about to yield1 is finally triumphant4 ,it has no feeling now to support it1 no beatific vision to absorb it4 ,it stands naked in his soul and tortured1 as he stood naked and scourged before ,pilate4 ,pure and simple and surrounded by fire1 it declares for ,god4 ,the sacrifice ascends in the cry1 ,my ,god4 ,the cry comes not out of happiness1 out of peace1 out of hope4 ,not even out of suffering comes that cry4 ,it was a cry in desolation1 but it came out of ,faith4 ,it is the last voice of ,truth1 speaking when it can but cry4 ,the divine horror of that moment is unfathomable by human soul4 ,it was blackness of darkness4 ,and yet he would believe4 ,yet he would hold fast4 ,god was his ,god yet4 ,my ,god-- and in the cry came forth the ,victory1 and all was over soon4 ,of the peace that followed that cry1 the peace of a perfect soul1 large as the universe1 pure as light1 ardent as life1 victorious for ,god and his brethren1 he himself alone can ever know the breadth and length1 and depth and height4 ,without this last trial of all1 the temptations of our ,master had not been so full as the human cup could hold2 there would have been one region through which we had to pass wherein we might call aloud upon our ,captain-,brother1 and there would be no voice or hearing3 he had avoided the fatal spot6 ,the temptations of the desert came to the young1 strong man with his road before him and the presence of his ,god around him2 nay1 gathered their very force from the exuberance of his conscious faith4 ,dare and do1 for ,god is with thee1 said the devil4 ,i know it1 and therefore ,i will wait1 returned the king of his brothers4 ,and now1 after three years of divine action1 when his course is run1 when the old age of finished work is come1 when the whole frame is tortured until the regnant brain falls whirling down the blue gulf of fainting1 and the giving up of the ghost is at hand1 when the friends have forsaken him and fled1 comes the voice of the enemy again at his ear3 ,despair and die1 for ,god is not with thee4 ,all is in vain4 ,death1 not ,life1 is thy refuge4 ,make haste to ,hades1 where thy torture will be over4 ,thou hast deceived thyself4 ,he never was with thee4 ,he was the ,god of ,abraham4 ,abraham is dead4 ,whom makest thou thyself8 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 why hast thou forsaken me8 the ,master cries4 ,for ,god was his ,god still1 although he had forsaken him--forsaken his vision that his faith might glow out triumphant2 forsaken himself8 no2 come nearer to him than ever2 come nearer1 even as--but with a yet deeper1 more awful pregnancy of import--even as the ,lord himself withdrew from the bodily eyes of his friends1 that he might dwell in their profoundest being4 ,i do not think it was our ,lord's deepest trial when in the garden he prayed that the cup might pass from him1 and prayed yet again that the will of the ,father might be done4 ,for that will was then present with him4 ,he was living and acting in that will4 ,but now the foreseen horror has come4 ,he is drinking the dread cup1 and the ,will has vanished from his eyes4 ,were that ,will visible in his suffering1 his will could bow with tearful gladness under the shelter of its grandeur4 ,but now his will is left alone to drink the cup of ,the ,will in torture4 ,in the sickness of this agony1 the ,will of ,jesus arises perfect at last2 and of itself1 unsupported now1 declares--a naked consciousness of misery hung in the waste darkness of the universe--declares for ,god1 in defiance of pain1 of death1 of apathy1 of self1 of negation1 of the blackness within and around it2 calls aloud upon the vanished ,god4 ,this is the ,faith of the ,son of ,god4 ,god withdrew1 as it were1 that the perfect ,will of the ,son might arise and go forth to find the ,will of the ,father4 ,is it possible that even then he thought of the lost sheep who could not believe that ,god was their ,father2 and for them1 too1 in all their loss and blindness and unlove1 cried1 saying the word they might say1 knowing for them that ,god means ,father and more1 and knowing now1 as he had never known till now1 what a fearful thing it is to be without ,god and without hope8 ,i dare not answer the question ,i put4 ,but wherein or what can this ,alpine apex of faith have to do with the creatures who call themselves ,christians1 creeping about in the valleys1 hardly knowing that there are mountains above them1 save that they take offence at and stumble over the pebbles washed across their path by the glacier streams8 ,i will tell you4 ,we are and remain such creeping ,christians1 because we look at ourselves and not at ,christ2 because we gaze at the marks of our own soiled feet1 and the trail of our own defiled garments1 instead of up at the snows of purity1 whither the soul of ,christ clomb4 ,each1 putting his foot in the footprint of the ,master1 and so defacing it1 turns to examine how far his neighbour's footprint corresponds with that which he still calls the ,master's1 although it is but his own4 ,or1 having committed a petty fault1 ,i mean a fault such as only a petty creature could commit1 we mourn over the defilement to ourselves1 and the shame of it before our friends1 children1 or servants1 instead of hastening to make the due confession and amends to our fellow1 and then1 forgetting our paltry self with its well-earned disgrace1 lift up our eyes to the glory which alone will quicken the true man in us1 and kill the peddling creature we so wrongly call our self4 ,the true self is that which can look ,jesus in the face1 and say ,my ,lord4 ,when the inward sun is shining1 and the wind of thought1 blowing where it lists amid the flowers and leaves of fancy and imagination1 rouses glad forms and feelings1 it is easy to look upwards1 and say ,my ,god4 ,it is easy when the frosts of external failure have braced the mental nerves to healthy endurance and fresh effort after labour1 it is easy then to turn to ,god and trust in him1 in whom all honest exertion gives an ability as well as a right to trust4 ,it is easy in pain1 so long as it does not pass certain undefinable bounds1 to hope in ,god for deliverance1 or pray for strength to endure4 ,but what is to be done when all feeling is gone8 when a man does not know whether he believes or not1 whether he loves or not8 when art1 poetry1 religion are nothing to him1 so swallowed up is he in pain1 or mental depression1 or disappointment1 or temptation1 or he knows not what8 ,it seems to him then that ,god does not care for him1 and certainly he does not care for ,god4 ,if he is still humble1 he thinks that he is so bad that ,god cannot care for him4 ,and he then believes for the time that ,god loves us only because and when and while we love him2 instead of believing that ,god loves us always because he is our ,god1 and that we live only by his love4 ,or he does not believe in a ,god at all1 which is better4 ,so long as we have nothing to say to ,god1 nothing to do with him1 save in the sunshine of the mind when we feel him near us1 we are poor creatures1 willed upon1 not willing2 reeds1 flowering reeds1 it may be1 and pleasant to behold1 but only reeds blown about of the wind2 not bad1 but poor creatures4 ,and how in such a condition do we generally act8 ,do we not sit mourning over the loss of our feelings8 or worse1 make frantic efforts to rouse them8 or1 ten times worse1 relapse into a state of temporary atheism1 and yield to the pressing temptation8 or1 being heartless1 consent to remain careless1 conscious of evil thoughts and low feelings alone1 but too lazy1 too content to rouse ourselves against them8 ,we know we must get rid of them some day1 but meantime--never mind2 we do not feel them bad1 we do not feel anything else good2 we are asleep and we know it1 and we cannot be troubled to wake4 ,no impulse comes to arouse us1 and so we remain as we are4 ,god does not1 by the instant gift of his ,spirit1 make us always feel right1 desire good1 love purity1 aspire after him and his will4 ,therefore either he will not1 or he cannot4 ,if he will not1 it must be because it would not be well to do so4 ,if he cannot1 then he would not if he could2 else a better condition than ,god's is conceivable to the mind of ,god--a condition in which he could save the creatures whom he has made1 better than he can save them4 ,the truth is this3 ,he wants to make us in his own image1 choosing the good1 refusing the evil4 ,how should he effect this if he were always moving us from within1 as he does at divine intervals1 towards the beauty of holiness8 ,god gives us room to be2 does not oppress us with his will2 stands away from us1 that we may act from ourselves1 that we may exercise the pure will for good4 ,do not1 therefore1 imagine me to mean that we can do anything of ourselves without ,god4 ,if we choose the right at last1 it is all ,god's doing1 and only the more his that it is ours1 only in a far more marvellous way his than if he had kept us filled with all holy impulses precluding the need of choice4 ,for up to this very point1 for this very point1 he has been educating us1 leading us1 pushing us1 driving us1 enticing us1 that we may choose him and his will1 and so be tenfold more his children1 of his own best making1 in the freedom of the will found our own first in its loving sacrifice to him1 for which in his grand fatherhood he has been thus working from the foundations of the earth1 than we could be in the most ecstatic worship flowing from the divinest impulse1 without this willing sacrifice4 ,for ,god made our individuality as well as1 and a greater marvel than1 our dependence2 made our apartness from himself1 that freedom should bind us divinely dearer to himself1 with a new and inscrutable marvel of love2 for the ,godhead is still at the root1 is the making root of our individuality1 and the freer the man1 the stronger the bond that binds him to him who made his freedom4 ,he made our wills1 and is striving to make them free2 for only in the perfection of our individuality and the freedom of our wills call we be altogether his children4 ,this is full of mystery1 but can we not see enough in it to make us very glad and very peaceful8 ,not in any other act than one which1 in spite of impulse or of weakness1 declares for the ,truth1 for ,god1 does the will spring into absolute freedom1 into true life4 ,see1 then1 what lies within our reach every time that we are thus lapt in the folds of night4 ,the highest condition of the human will is in sight1 is attainable4 ,i say not the highest condition of the ,human ,being2 that surely lies in the ,beatific ,vision1 in the sight of ,god4 ,but the highest condition of the ,human ,will1 as distinct1 not as separated from ,god1 is when1 not seeing ,god1 not seeming to itself to grasp him at all1 it yet holds him fast4 ,it cannot continue in this condition1 for1 not finding1 not seeing ,god1 the man would die2 but the will thus asserting itself1 the man has passed from death into life1 and the vision is nigh at hand4 ,then first1 thus free1 in thus asserting its freedom1 is the individual will one with the ,will of ,god2 the child is finally restored to the father2 the childhood and the fatherhood meet in one2 the brotherhood of the race arises from the dust2 and the prayer of our ,lord is answered1 ,i in them and thou in me1 that they may be made perfect in one4 ,let us then arise in ,god-born strength every time that we feel the darkness closing1 or ,become aware that it has closed around us1 and say1 ,i am of the ,light and not of the ,darkness4 ,troubled soul1 thou art not bound to feel1 but thou art bound to arise4 ,god loves thee whether thou feelest or not4 ,thou canst not love when thou wilt1 but thou art bound to fight the hatred in thee to the last4 ,try not to feel good when thou art not good1 but cry to ,him who is good4 ,he changes not because thou changest4 ,nay1 he has an especial tenderness of love towards thee for that thou art in the dark and hast no light1 and his heart is glad when thou dost arise and say1 ,i will go to my ,father4 ,for he sees thee through all the gloom through which thou canst not see him4 ,will thou his will4 ,say to him3 ,my ,god1 ,i am very dull and low and hard2 but thou art wise and high and tender1 and thou art my ,god4 ,i am thy child4 ,forsake me not4 ,then fold the arms of thy faith1 and wait in quietness until light goes up in thy darkness4 ,fold the arms of thy ,faith ,i say1 but not of thy ,action3 bethink thee of something that thou oughtest to do1 and go and do it1 if it be but the sweeping of a room1 or the preparing of a meal1 or a visit to a friend4 ,heed not thy feelings3 ,do thy work4 ,as ,god lives by his own will1 and we live in him1 so has he given to us power to will in ourselves4 ,how much better should we not fare if1 finding that we are standing with our heads bowed away from the good1 finding that we have no feeble inclination to seek the source of our life1 we should yet will upwards toward ,god1 rousing that essence of life in us1 which he has given us from his own heart1 to call again upon him who is our ,life1 who can fill the emptiest heart1 rouse the deadest conscience1 quicken the dullest feeling1 and strengthen the feeblest will6 ,then1 if ever the time should come1 as perhaps it must come to each of us1 when all consciousness of well-being shall have vanished1 when the earth shall be but a sterile promontory1 and the heavens a dull and pestilent congregation of vapours1 when man nor woman shall delight us more1 nay1 when ,god himself shall be but a name1 and ,jesus an old story1 then1 even then1 when a ,death far worse than that phantom of grisly bone is griping at our hearts1 and having slain love1 hope1 faith1 forces existence upon us only in agony1 then1 even then1 we shall be able to cry out with our ,lord1 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 why hast thou forsaken me8 ,nor shall we die then1 ,i think1 without being able to take up his last words as well1 and say1 ,father1 into thy hands ,i commend my spirit4 ,,the ,,hands ,,of ,,the ,,father4 ,father1 into thy hand ,i commend my spirit4--,st ,luke xxiii4 #df4 ,neither ,st ,matthew nor ,st ,mark tells us of any words uttered by our ,lord after the ,eloi4 ,they both1 along with ,st ,luke1 tell us of a cry with a loud voice1 and the giving up of the ghost2 between which cry and the giving up1 ,st ,luke records the words1 ,father1 into thy hands ,i commend my spirit4 ,st ,luke says nothing of the ,eloi prayer of desolation4 ,st ,john records neither the ,eloi1 nor the ,father into thy hands1 nor the loud cry4 ,he tells us only that after ,jesus had received the vinegar1 he said1 ,it is finished1 and bowed his head1 and gave up the ghost4 ,will the ,lord ever tell us why he cried so8 ,was it the cry of relief at the touch of death8 ,was it the cry of victory8 ,was it the cry of gladness that he had endured to the end8 ,or did the ,father look out upon him in answer to his ,my ,god1 and the blessedness of it make him cry aloud because he could not smile8 ,was such his condition now that the greatest gladness of the universe could express itself only in a loud cry8 ,or was it but the last wrench of pain ere the final repose began8 ,it may have been all in one4 ,but never surely in all books1 in all words of thinking men1 can there be so much expressed as lay unarticulated in that cry of the ,son of ,god4 ,now had he made his ,father ,lord no longer in the might of making and loving alone1 but ,lord in right of devotion and deed of love4 ,now should inward sonship and the spirit of glad sacrifice be born in the hearts of men2 for the divine obedience was perfected by suffering4 ,he had been amongst his brethren what he would have his brethren be4 ,he had done for them what he would have them do for ,god and for each other4 ,god was henceforth inside and beneath them1 as well as around and above them1 suffering with them and for them1 giving them all he had1 his very life-being1 his essence of existence1 what best he loved1 what best he was4 ,he had been among them1 their ,god-brother4 ,and the mighty story ends with a cry4 ,then the cry meant1 ,it is finished2 the cry meant1 ,father1 into thy hands ,i commend my spirit4 ,every highest human act is just a giving back to ,god of that which he first gave to us4 ,thou ,god hast given me3 here again is thy gift4 ,i send my spirit home4 ,every act of worship is a holding up to ,god of what ,god hath made us4 ,here1 ,lord1 look what ,i have got3 feel with me in what thou hast made me1 in this thy own bounty1 my being4 ,i am thy child1 and know not how to thank thee save by uplifting the heave-offering of the overflowing of thy life1 and calling aloud1 ',it is thine3 it is mine4 ,i am thine1 and therefore ,i am mine4' ,the vast operations of the spiritual as of the physical world1 are simply a turning again to the source4 ,the last act of our ,lord in thus commending his spirit at the close of his life1 was only a summing up of what he had been doing all his life4 ,he had been offering this sacrifice1 the sacrifice of himself1 all the years1 and in thus sacrificing he had lived the divine life4 ,every morning when he went out ere it was day1 every evening when he lingered on the night-lapt mountain after his friends were gone1 he was offering himself to his ,father in the communion of loving words1 of high thoughts1 of speechless feelings2 and1 between1 he turned to do the same thing in deed1 namely1 in loving word1 in helping thought1 in healing action towards his fellows2 for the way to worship ,god while the daylight lasts is to work2 the service of ,god1 the only divine service1 is the helping of our fellows4 ,i do not seek to point out this commending of our spirits to the ,father as a duty3 that is to turn the highest privilege we possess into a burden grievous to be borne4 ,but ,i want to shew that it is the simplest blessedest thing in the human world4 ,for the ,human ,being may say thus with himself3 ,am ,i going to sleep--to lose consciousness--to be helpless for a time--thoughtless--dead8 ,or1 more awful consideration1 in the dreams that may come may ,i not be weak of will and scant of conscience8--,father1 into thy hands ,i commend my spirit4 ,i give myself back to thee4 ,take me1 soothe me1 refresh me1 'make me over again4' ,am ,i going out into the business and turmoil of the day1 where so many temptations may come to do less honourably1 less faithfully1 less kindly1 less diligently than the ,ideal ,man would have me do8--,father1 into thy hands4 ,am ,i going to do a good deed8 ,then1 of all times1--,father1 into thy hands2 lest the enemy should have me now4 ,am ,i going to do a hard duty1 from which ,i would gladly be turned aside1--to refuse a friend's request1 to urge a neighbour's conscience8--,father1 into thy hands ,i commend my spirit4 ,am ,i in pain8 ,is illness coming upon me to shut out the glad visions of a healthy brain1 and bring me such as are troubled and untrue8--,take my spirit1 ,lord1 and see1 as thou art wont1 that it has no more to bear than it can bear4 ,am ,i going to die8 ,thou knowest1 if only from the cry of thy ,son1 how terrible that is2 and if it comes not to me in so terrible a shape as that in which it came to him1 think how poor to bear ,i am beside him4 ,i do not know what the struggle means2 for1 of the thousands who pass through it every day1 not one enlightens his neighbour left behind2 but shall ,i not long with agony for one breath of thy air1 and not receive it8 shall ,i not be torn asunder with dying8--,i will question no more3 ,father1 into thy hands ,i commend my spirit4 ,for it is thy business1 not mine4 ,thou wilt know every shade of my suffering2 thou wilt care for me with thy perfect fatherhood2 for that makes my sonship1 and inwraps and infolds it4 ,as a child ,i could bear great pain when my father was leaning over me1 or had his arm about me3 how much nearer my soul cannot thy hands come6--yea1 with a comfort1 father of me1 that ,i have never yet even imagined2 for how shall my imagination overtake thy swift heart8 ,i care not for the pain1 so long as my spirit is strong1 and into thy hands ,i commend that spirit4 ,if thy love1 which is better than life1 receive it1 then surely thy tenderness will make it great4 ,thus may the ,human ,being say with himself4 ,think1 brothers1 think1 sisters1 we walk in the air of an eternal fatherhood4 ,every uplifting of the heart is a looking up to ,the ,father4 ,graciousness and truth are around1 above1 beneath us1 yea1 in us4 ,when we are least worthy1 then1 most tempted1 hardest1 unkindest1 let us yet commend our spirits into his hands4 ,whither else dare we send them8 ,how the earthly father would love a child who would creep into his room with angry1 troubled face1 and sit down at his feet1 saying when asked what he wanted3 ,i feel so naughty1 papa1 and ,i want to get good6 ,would he say to his child3 ,how dare you6 ,go away1 and be good1 and then come to me8 ,and shall we dare to think ,god would send us away if we came thus1 and would not be pleased that we came1 even if we were angry as ,jonah8 ,would we not let all the tenderness of our nature flow forth upon such a child8 ,and shall we dare to think that if we being evil know how to give good gifts to our children1 ,god will not give us his own spirit when we come to ask him8 ,will not some heavenly dew descend cool upon the hot anger8 some genial rain-drop on the dry selfishness8 some glance of sunlight on the cloudy hopelessness8 ,bread1 at least1 will be given1 and not a stone2 water1 at least1 will be sure1 and not vinegar mingled with gall4 ,nor is there anything we can ask for ourselves that we may not ask for another4 ,we may commend any brother1 any sister1 to the common fatherhood4 ,and there will be moments when1 filled with that spirit which is the ,lord1 nothing will ease our hearts of their love but the commending of all men1 all our brothers1 all our sisters1 to the one ,father4 ,nor shall we ever know that repose in the ,father's hands1 that rest of the ,holy ,sepulchre1 which the ,lord knew when the agony of death was over1 when the storm of the world died away behind his retiring spirit1 and he entered the regions where there is only life1 and therefore all that is not music is silence1 7for all noise comes of the conflict of ,life and ,death7--we shall never be able1 ,i say1 to rest in the bosom of the ,father1 till the fatherhood is fully revealed to us in the love of the brothers4 ,for he cannot be our father save as he is their father2 and if we do not see him and feel him as their father1 we cannot know him as ours4 ,never shall we know him aright until we rejoice and exult for our race that he is the ,father4 ,he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen1 how can he love ,god whom he hath not seen8 ,to rest1 ,i say1 at last1 even in those hands into which the ,lord commended his spirit1 we must have learned already to love our neighbour as ourselves4 ,,love ,,thy ,,neighbour ,thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself4--,,st ,,matthew xxii4 #ci4 ,the original here quoted by our ,lord is to be found in the words of ,god to ,moses1 7,leviticus xix4 #ah37 ,thou shalt not avenge1 nor bear any grudge against the children of thy people1 but thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself3 ,i am the ,lord ,our ,lord never thought of being original4 ,the older the saying the better1 if it utters the truth he wants to utter4 ,in him it becomes fact3 ,the ,word was made flesh4 ,and so1 in the wondrous meeting of extremes1 the words he spoke were no more words1 but spirit and life4 ,the same words are twice quoted by ,st ,paul1 and once by ,st ,james1 always in a similar mode3 ,love they represent as the fulfilling of the law4 ,is the converse true then8 ,is the fulfilling of the law love8 ,the apostle ,paul says3 ,love worketh no ill to his neighbour1 therefore love is the fulfilling of the law4 ,does it follow that working no ill is love8 ,love will fulfil the law3 will the law fulfil love8 ,no1 verily4 ,if a man keeps the law1 ,i know he is a lover of his neighbour4 ,but he is not a lover because he keeps the law3 he keeps the law because he is a lover4 ,no heart will be content with the law for love4 ,the law cannot fulfil love4 ,but1 at least1 the law will be able to fulfil itself1 though it reaches not to love4 ,i do not believe it4 ,i am certain that it is impossible to keep the law towards one's neighbour except one loves him4 ,the law itself is infinite1 reaching to such delicacies of action1 that the man who tries most will be the man most aware of defeat4 ,we are not made for law1 but for love4 ,love is law1 because it is infinitely more than law4 ,it is of an altogether higher region than law--is1 in fact1 the creator of law4 ,had it not been for love1 not one of the shall-nots of the law would have been uttered4 ,true1 once uttered1 they shew themselves in the form of justice1 yea1 even in the inferior and worldly forms of prudence and self-preservation2 but it was love that spoke them first4 ,were there no love in us1 what sense of justice could we have8 ,would not each be filled with the sense of his own wants1 and be for ever tearing to himself8 ,i do not say it is conscious love that breeds justice1 but ,i do say that without love in our nature justice would never be born4 ,for ,i do not call that justice which consists only in a sense of our own rights4 ,true1 there are poor and withered forms of love which are immeasurably below justice now2 but even now they are of speechless worth1 for they will grow into that which will supersede1 because it will necessitate1 justice4 ,of what use then is the law8 ,to lead us to ,christ1 the ,truth1--to waken in our minds a sense of what our deepest nature1 the presence1 namely1 of ,god in us1 requires of us1--to let us know1 in part by failure1 that the purest effort of will of which we are capable cannot lift us up even to the abstaining from wrong to our neighbour4 ,what man1 for instance1 who loves not his neighbour and yet wishes to keep the law1 will dare be confident that never by word1 look1 tone1 gesture1 silence1 will he bear false witness against that neighbour8 ,what man can judge his neighbour aright save him whose love makes him refuse to judge him8 ,therefore are we told to love1 and not judge4 ,it is the sole justice of which we are capable1 and that perfected will comprise all justice4 ,nay more1 to refuse our neighbour love1 is to do him the greatest wrong4 ,but of this afterwards4 ,in order to fulfil the commonest law1 ,i repeat1 we must rise into a loftier region altogether1 a region that is above law1 because it is spirit and life and makes the law3 in order to keep the law towards our neighbour1 we must love our neighbour4 ,we are not made for law1 but for grace--or for faith1 to use another word so much misused4 ,we are made on too large a scale altogether to have any pure relation to mere justice1 if indeed we can say there is such a thing4 ,it is but an abstract idea which1 in reality1 will not be abstracted4 ,the law comes to make us long for the needful grace1--that is1 for the divine condition1 in which love is all1 for ,god is ,love4 ,though the fulfilling of the law is the practical form love will take1 and the neglect of it is the conviction of lovelessness2 though it is the mode in which a man's will must begin at once to be love to his neighbour1 yet1 that our ,lord meant by the love of our neighbour2 not the fulfilling of the law towards him1 but that condition of being which results in the fulfilling of the law and more1 is sufficiently clear from his story of the good ,samaritan4 ,who is my neighbour8 said the lawyer4 ,and the ,lord taught him that every one to whom he could be or for whom he could do anything was his neighbour1 therefore1 that each of the race1 as he comes within the touch of one tentacle of our nature1 is our neighbour4 ,which of the inhibitions of the law is illustrated in the tale8 ,not one4 ,the love that is more than law1 and renders its breach impossible1 lives in the endless story1 coming out in active kindness1 that is1 the recognition of kin1 of kind1 of nighness1 of neighbourhood2 yea1 in tenderness and loving-kindness-- the ,samaritan-heart akin to the ,jew-heart1 the ,samaritan hands neighbours to the ,jewish wounds4 ,thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself4 ,so direct and complete is this parable of our ,lord1 that one becomes almost ashamed of further talk about it4 ,suppose a man of the company had put the same question to our ,lord that we have been considering1 had said1 ,but ,i may keep the law and yet not love my neighbour1 would he not have returned3 ,keep thou the law thus1 not in the letter1 but in the spirit1 that is1 in the truth of action1 and thou wilt soon find1 ,o ,jew1 that thou lovest thy ,samaritan8 ,and yet1 when thoughts and questions arise in our minds1 he desires that we should follow them4 ,he will not check us with a word of heavenly wisdom scornfully uttered4 ,he knows that not even his words will apply to every question of the willing soul2 and we know that his spirit will reply4 ,when we want to know more1 that more will be there for us4 ,not every man1 for instance1 finds his neighbour in need of help1 and he would gladly hasten the slow results of opportunity by true thinking4 ,thus would we be ready for further teaching from that ,spirit who is the ,lord4 ,but how1 says a man1 who is willing to recognize the universal neighbourhead1 but finds himself unable to fulfil the bare law towards the woman even whom he loves best1--,how am ,i then to rise into that higher region1 that empyrean of love8 ,and1 beginning straightway to try to love his neighbour1 he finds that the empyrean of which he spoke is no more to be reached in itself than the law was to be reached in itself4 ,as he cannot keep the law without first rising into the love of his neighbour1 so he cannot love his neighbour without first rising higher still4 ,the whole system of the universe works upon this law--the driving of things upward towards the centre4 ,the man who will love his neighbour can do so by no immediately operative exercise of the will4 ,it is the man fulfilled of ,god from whom he came and by whom he is1 who alone can as himself love his neighbour who came from ,god too and is by ,god too4 ,the mystery of individuality and consequent relation is deep as the beginnings of humanity1 and the questions thence arising can be solved only by him who has1 practically1 at least1 solved the holy necessities resulting from his origin4 ,in ,god alone can man meet man4 ,in him alone the converging lines of existence touch and cross not4 ,when the mind of ,christ1 the life of the ,head1 courses through that atom which the man is of the slowly revivifying body1 when he is alive too1 then the love of the brothers is there as conscious life4 ,from ,christ through the neighbours comes the life that makes him a part of the body4 ,it is possible to love our neighbour as ourselves4 ,our ,lord never spoke hyperbolically1 although1 indeed1 that is the supposition on which many unconsciously interpret his words1 in order to be able to persuade themselves that they believe them4 ,we may see that it is possible before we attain to it2 for our perceptions of truth are always in advance of our condition4 ,true1 no man can see it perfectly until he is it2 but we must see it1 that we may be it4 ,a man who knows that he does not yet love his neighbour as himself may believe in such a condition1 may even see that there is no other goal of human perfection1 nothing else to which the universe is speeding1 propelled by the ,father's will4 ,let him labour on1 and not faint at the thought that ,god's day is a thousand years3 his millennium is likewise one day--yea1 this day1 for we have him1 ,the ,love1 in us1 working even now the far end4 ,but while it is true that only when a man loves ,god with all his heart1 will he love his neighbour as himself1 yet there are mingled processes in the attainment of this final result4 ,let us try to aid such operation of truth by looking farther4 ,let us suppose that the man who believes our ,lord both meant what he said1 and knew the truth of the matter1 proceeds to endeavour obedience in this of loving his neighbour as himself4 ,he begins to think about his neighbours generally1 and he tries to feel love towards them4 ,he finds at once that they begin to classify themselves4 ,with some he feels no difficulty1 for he loves them already1 not indeed because they are1 but because they have1 by friendly qualities1 by showing themselves lovable1 that is loving1 already1 moved his feelings as the wind moves the waters1 that is without any self-generated action on his part4 ,and he feels that this is nothing much to the point2 though1 of course1 he would be farther from the desired end if he had none such to love1 and farther still if he loved none such4 ,he recalls the words of our ,lord1 ,if ye love them which love you1 what reward have ye8 and his mind fixes upon--let us say--one of a second class1 and he tries to love him4 ,the man is no enemy--we have not come to that class of neighbours yet--but he is dull1 uninteresting--in a negative way1 he thinks1 unlovable4 ,what is he to do with him8 ,with all his effort1 he finds the goal as far off as ever4 ,naturally1 in his failure1 the question arises1 ,is it my duty to love him who is unlovable8 ,certainly not1 if he is unlovable4 ,but that is a begging of the question4 ,thereupon the man falls back on the primary foundation of things1 and asks-- ,how1 then1 is the man to be loved by me8 ,why should ,i love my neighbour as myself8 ,we must not answer ,because the ,lord says so4 ,it is because the ,lord says so that the man is inquiring after some help to obey4 ,no man can love his neighbour merely because the ,lord says so4 ,the ,lord says so because it is right and necessary and natural1 and the man wants to feel it thus right and necessary and natural4 ,although the ,lord would be pleased with any man for doing a thing because he said it1 he would show his pleasure by making the man more and more dissatisfied until he knew why the ,lord had said it4 ,he would make him see that he could not in the deepest sense--in the way the ,lord loves--obey any command until he saw the reasonableness of it4 ,observe ,i do not say the man ought to put off obeying the command until he see its reasonableness3 that is another thing quite1 and does not lie in the scope of my present supposition4 ,it is a beautiful thing to obey the rightful source of a command3 it is a more beautiful thing to worship the radiant source of our light1 and it is for the sake of obedient vision that our ,lord commands us4 ,for then our heart meets his3 we see ,god4 ,let me represent in the form of a conversation what might pass in the man's mind on the opposing sides of the question4--,why should ,i love my neighbour8 ,he is the same as ,i1 and therefore ,i ought to love him4 ,why8 ,i am ,i4 ,he is he4 ,he has the same thoughts1 feelings1 hopes1 sorrows1 joys1 as ,i4 ,yes2 but why should ,i love him for that8 ,he must mind his1 ,i can only do with mine4 ,he has the same consciousness as ,i have4 ,as things look to me1 so things look to him4 ,yes2 but ,i cannot get into his consciousness1 nor he into mine4 ,i feel myself1 ,i do not feel him4 ,my life flows through my veins1 not through his4 ,the world shines into my consciousness1 and ,i am not conscious of his consciousness4 ,i wish ,i could love him1 but ,i do not see why4 ,i am an individual2 he is an individual4 ,my self must be closer to me than he can be4 ,two bodies keep me apart from his self4 ,i am isolated with myself4 ,now1 here lies the mistake at last4 ,while the thinker supposes a duality in himself which does not exist1 he falsely judges the individuality a separation4 ,on the contrary1 it is the sole possibility and very bond of love4 ,otherness is the essential ground of affection4 ,but in spiritual things1 such a unity is pre-supposed in the very contemplation of them by the spirit of man1 that wherever anything does not exist that ought to be there1 the space it ought to occupy1 even if but a blank1 assumes the appearance of a separating gulf4 ,the negative looks a positive4 ,where a man does not love1 the not-loving must seem rational4 ,for no one loves because he sees why1 but because he loves4 ,no human reason can be given for the highest necessity of divinely created existence4 ,for reasons are always from above downwards4 ,a man must just feel this necessity1 and then questioning is over4 ,it justifies itself4 ,but he who has not felt has it not to argue about4 ,he has but its phantom1 which he created himself in a vain effort to understand1 and which he supposes to be it4 ,love cannot be argued about in its absence1 for there is no reflex1 no symbol of it near enough to the fact of it1 to admit of just treatment by the algebra of the reason or imagination4 ,indeed1 the very talking about it raises a mist between the mind and the vision of it4 ,but let a man once love1 and all those difficulties which appeared opposed to love1 will just be so many arguments for loving4 ,let a man once find another who has fallen among thieves2 let him be a neighbour to him1 pouring oil and wine into his wounds1 and binding them up1 and setting him on his own beast1 and paying for him at the inn2 let him do all this merely from a sense of duty2 let him even1 in the pride of his fancied1 and the ignorance of his true calling1 bate no jot of his ,jewish superiority2 let him condescend to the very baseness of his own lowest nature2 yet such will be the virtue of obeying an eternal truth even to his poor measure1 of putting in actuality what he has not even seen in theory1 of doing the truth even without believing it1 that even if the truth does not after the deed give the faintest glimmer as truth in the man1 he will yet be ages nearer the truth than before1 for he will go on his way loving that ,samaritan neighbour a little more than his ,jewish dignity will justify4 ,nor will he question the reasonableness of so doing1 although he may not care to spend any logic upon its support4 ,how much more if he be a man who would love his neighbour if he could1 will the higher condition unsought have been found in the action6 ,for man is a whole2 and so soon as he unites himself by obedient action1 the truth that is in him makes itself known to him1 shining from the new whole4 ,for his action is his response to his maker's design1 his individual part in the creation of himself1 his yielding to the ,all in all1 to the tides of whose harmonious cosmoplastic life all his being thenceforward lies open for interpenetration and assimilation4 ,when will once begins to aspire1 it will soon find that action must precede feeling1 that the man may know the foundation itself of feeling4 ,with those who recognize no authority as the ground of tentative action1 a doubt1 a suspicion of truth ought to be ground enough for putting it to the test4 ,the whole system of divine education as regards the relation of man and man1 has for its end that a man should love his neighbour as himself4 ,it is not a lesson that he can learn by itself1 or a duty the obligation of which can be shown by argument1 any more than the difference between right and wrong can be defined in other terms than their own4 ,but that difference1 it may be objected1 manifests itself of itself to every mind3 it is self-evident2 whereas the loving of one's neighbour is not seen to be a primary truth2 so far from it1 that far the greater number of those who hope for an eternity of blessedness through him who taught it1 do not really believe it to be a truth2 believe1 on the contrary1 that the paramount obligation is to take care of one's self at much risk of forgetting one's neighbour4 ,but the human race generally has got as far as the recognition of right and wrong2 and therefore most men are born capable of making the distinction4 ,the race has not yet lived long enough for its latest offspring to be born with the perception of the truth of love to the neighbour4 ,it is to be seen by the present individual only after a long reception of and submission to the education of life4 ,and once seen1 it is believed4 ,the whole constitution of human society exists for the express end1 ,i say1 of teaching the two truths by which man lives1 ,love to ,god and ,love to ,man4 ,i will say nothing more of the mysteries of the parental relation1 because they belong to the teaching of the former truth1 than that we come into the world as we do1 to look up to the love over us1 and see in it a symbol1 poor and weak1 yet the best we can have or receive of the divine love4 ,footnote3 ,it might be expressed after a deeper and truer fashion by saying that1 ,god making human affairs after his own thoughts1 they are therefore such as to be the best teachers of love to him and love to our neighbour4 ,this is an immeasurably nobler and truer manner of regarding them than as a scheme or plan invented by the divine intellect4 ,and thousands more would find it easy to love ,god if they had not such miserable types of him in the self-seeking1 impulse-driven1 purposeless1 faithless beings who are all they have for father and mother1 and to whom their children are no dearer than her litter is to the unthinking dam4 ,what ,i want to speak of now1 with regard to the second great commandment1 is the relation of brotherhood and sisterhood4 ,why does my brother come of the same father and mother8 ,why do ,i behold the helplessness and confidence of his infancy8 ,why is the infant laid on the knee of the child8 ,why do we grow up with the same nurture8 ,why do we behold the wonder of the sunset and the mystery of the growing moon together8 ,why do we share one bed1 join in the same games1 and attempt the same exploits8 ,why do we quarrel1 vow revenge and silence and endless enmity1 and1 unable to resist the brotherhood within us1 wind arm in arm and forget all within the hour8 ,is it not that ,love may grow lord of all between him and me8 ,is it not that ,i may feel towards him what there are no words or forms of words to express-- a love namely1 in which the divine self rushes forth in utter self-forgetfulness to live in the contemplation of the brother--a love that is stronger than death1--glad and proud and satisfied8 ,but if love stop there1 what will be the result8 ,ruin to itself2 loss of the brotherhood4 ,he who loves not his brother for deeper reasons than those of a common parentage will cease to love him at all4 ,the love that enlarges not its borders1 that is not ever spreading and including1 and deepening1 will contract1 shrivel1 decay1 die4 ,i have had the sons of my mother that ,i may learn the universal brotherhood4 ,for there is a bond between me and the most wretched liar that ever died for the murder he would not even confess1 closer infinitely than that which springs only from having one father and mother4 ,that we are the sons and the daughters of ,god born from his heart1 the outcoming offspring of his love1 is a bond closer than all other bonds in one4 ,no man ever loved his own child aright who did not love him for his humanity1 for his divinity1 to the utter forgetting of his origin from himself4 ,the son of my mother is indeed my brother by this greater and closer bond as well2 but if ,i recognize that bond between him and me at all1 ,i recognize it for my race4 ,true1 and thank ,god6 the greater excludes not the less2 it makes all the weaker bonds stronger and truer1 nor forbids that where all are brothers1 some should be those of our bosom4 ,still my brother according to the flesh is my first neighbour1 that we may be very nigh to each other1 whether we will or no1 while our hearts are tender1 and so may learn brotherhood4 ,for our love to each other is but the throbbing of the heart of the great brotherhood1 and could come only from the eternal ,father1 not from our parents4 ,then my second neighbour appears1 and who is he8 ,whom ,i come in contact with soever4 ,he with whom ,i have any transactions1 any human dealings whatever4 ,not the man only with whom ,i dine2 not the friend only with whom ,i share my thoughts2 not the man only whom my compassion would lift from some slough2 but the man who makes my clothes2 the man who prints my book2 the man who drives me in his cab2 the man who begs from me in the street1 to whom1 it may be1 for brotherhood's sake1 ,i must not give2 yea1 even the man who condescends to me4 ,with all and each there is a chance of doing the part of a neighbour1 if in no other way yet by speaking truly1 acting justly1 and thinking kindly4 ,even these deeds will help to that love which is born of righteousness4 ,all true action clears the springs of right feeling1 and lets their waters rise and flow4 ,a man must not choose his neighbour2 he must take the neighbour that ,god sends him4 ,in him1 whoever he be1 lies1 hidden or revealed1 a beautiful brother4 ,the neighbour is just the man who is next to you at the moment1 the man with whom any business has brought you in contact4 ,thus will love spread and spread in wider and stronger pulses till the whole human race will be to the man sacredly lovely4 ,drink-debased1 vice-defeatured1 pride-puffed1 wealth-bollen1 vanity-smeared1 they will yet be brothers1 yet be sisters1 yet be ,god-born neighbours4 ,any rough-hewn semblance of humanity will at length be enough to move the man to reverence and affection4 ,it is harder for some to learn thus than for others4 ,there are whose first impulse is ever to repel and not to receive4 ,but learn they may1 and learn they must4 ,even these may grow in this grace until a countenance unknown will awake in them a yearning of affection rising to pain1 because there is for it no expression1 and they can only give the man to ,god and be still4 ,and now will come in all the arguments out of which the man tried in vain before to build a stair up to the sunny heights of love4 ,ah brother6 thou hast a soul like mine1 he will say4 ,out of thine eyes thou lookest1 and sights and sounds and odours visit thy soul as mine1 with wonder and tender comforting4 ,thou too lovest the faces of thy neighbours4 ,thou art oppressed with thy sorrows1 uplifted with thy joys4 ,perhaps thou knowest not so well as ,i1 that a region of gladness surrounds all thy grief1 of light all thy darkness1 of peace all thy tumult4 ,oh1 my brother6 ,i will love thee4 ,i cannot come very near thee3 ,i will love thee the more4 ,it may be thou dost not love thy neighbour2 it may be thou thinkest only how to get from him1 how to gain by him4 ,how lonely then must thou be6 how shut up in thy poverty-stricken room1 with the bare walls of thy selfishness1 and the hard couch of thy unsatisfaction6 ,i will love thee the more4 ,thou shalt not be alone with thyself4 ,thou art not me2 thou art another life--a second self2 therefore ,i can1 may1 and will love thee4 ,when once to a man the human face is the human face divine1 and the hand of his neighbour is the hand of a brother1 then will he understand what ,st ,paul meant when he said1 ,i could wish that myself were accursed from ,christ for my brethren4 ,but he will no longer understand those who1 so far from feeling the love of their neighbour an essential of their being1 expect to be set free from its law in the world to come4 ,there1 at least1 for the glory of ,god1 they may limit its expansive tendencies to the narrow circle of their heaven4 ,on its battlements of safety1 they will regard hell from afar1 and say to each other1 ,hark6 ,listen to their moans4 ,but do not weep1 for they are our neighbours no more4 ,st ,paul would be wretched before the throne of ,god1 if he thought there was one man beyond the pale of his mercy1 and that as much for ,god's glory as for the man's sake4 ,and what shall we say of the man ,christ ,jesus8 ,who1 that loves his brother1 would not1 upheld by the love of ,christ1 and with a dim hope that in the far-off time there might be some help for him1 arise from the company of the blessed1 and walk down into the dismal regions of despair1 to sit with the last1 the only unredeemed1 the ,judas of his race1 and be himself more blessed in the pains of hell1 than in the glories of heaven8 ,who1 in the midst of the golden harps and the white wings1 knowing that one of his kind1 one miserable brother in the old-world-time when men were taught to love their neighbour as themselves1 was howling unheeded far below in the vaults of the creation1 who1 ,i say1 would not feel that he must arise1 that he had no choice1 that1 awful as it was1 he must gird his loins1 and go down into the smoke and the darkness and the fire1 travelling the weary and fearful road into the far country to find his brother8--who1 ,i mean1 that had the mind of ,christ1 that had the love of the ,father8 ,but it is a wild question4 ,god is1 and shall be1 ,all in all4 ,father of our brothers and sisters6 thou wilt not be less glorious than we1 taught of ,christ1 are able to think thee4 ,when thou goest into the wilderness to seek1 thou wilt not come home until thou hast found4 ,it is because we hope not for them in thee1 not knowing thee1 not knowing thy love1 that we are so hard and so heartless to the brothers and sisters whom thou hast given us4 ,one word more3 ,this love of our neighbour is the only door out of the dungeon of self1 where we mope and mow1 striking sparks1 and rubbing phosphorescences out of the walls1 and blowing our own breath in our own nostrils1 instead of issuing to the fair sunlight of ,god1 the sweet winds of the universe4 ,the man thinks his consciousness is himself2 whereas his life consisteth in the inbreathing of ,god1 and the consciousness of the universe of truth4 ,to have himself1 to know himself1 to enjoy himself1 he calls life2 whereas1 if he would forget himself1 tenfold would be his life in ,god and his neighbours4 ,the region of man's life is a spiritual region4 ,god1 his friends1 his neighbours1 his brothers all1 is the wide world in which alone his spirit can find room4 ,himself is his dungeon4 ,if he feels it not now1 he will yet feel it one day--feel it as a living soul would feel being prisoned in a dead body1 wrapped in sevenfold cerements1 and buried in a stone-ribbed vault within the last ripple of the sound of the chanting people in the church above4 ,his life is not in knowing that he lives1 but in loving all forms of life4 ,he is made for the ,all1 for ,god1 who is the ,all1 is his life4 ,and the essential joy of his life lies abroad in the liberty of the ,all4 ,his delights1 like those of the ,ideal ,wisdom1 are with the sons of men4 ,his health is in the body of which the ,son of ,man is the head4 ,the whole region of life is open to him--nay1 he must live in it or perish4 ,nor thus shall a man lose the consciousness of well-being4 ,far deeper and more complete1 ,god and his neighbour will flash it back upon him-- pure as life4 ,no more will he agonize with sick assay to generate it in the light of his own decadence4 ,for he shall know the glory of his own being in the light of ,god and of his brother4 ,but he may have begun to love his neighbour1 with the hope of ere long loving him as himself1 and notwithstanding start back affrighted at yet another word of our ,lord1 seeming to be another law yet harder than the first1 although in truth it is not another1 for without obedience to it the former cannot be attained unto4 ,he has not yet learned to love his neighbour as himself whose heart sinks within him at the word1 ,i say unto you1 ,love your enemies4 ,,love ,,thine ,,enemy4 ,ye have heard that it hath been said1 ,thou shalt love thy neighbour1 and hate thine enemy2 but ,i say unto you1 ,love your enemies1 bless them that curse you1 do good to them that hate you1 and pray for them which despitefully use you1 and persecute you2 that ye may be the children of your ,father which is in heaven2 for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good1 and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust4 ,for if ye love them which love you1 what reward have ye8 do not even the publicans the same8 ,and if ye salute your brethren only1 what do ye more than others8 do not even the publicans so8 ,be ye therefore perfect1 even as your ,father which is in heaven is perfect4--,st ,matthew v4 #dc-dh4 ,is not this at length too much to expect8 ,will a man ever love his enemies8 ,he may come to do good to them that hate him2 but when will he pray for them that despitefully use him and persecute him8 ,when8 ,when he is the child of his ,father in heaven4 ,then shall he love his neighbour as himself1 even if that neighbour be his enemy4 ,in the passage in ,leviticus 7xix4 #ah17 already referred to as quoted by our ,lord and his apostles1 we find the neighbour and the enemy are one4 ,thou shalt not avenge1 nor bear any grudge against the children of thy people1 but thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself3 ,i am the ,lord4 ,look at the glorious way in which ,jesus interprets the scripture that went before him4 ,i am the ,lord1--,that ye may be perfect1 as your ,father in heaven is perfect4 ,is it then reasonable to love our enemies8 ,god does2 therefore it must be the highest reason4 ,but is it reasonable to expect that man should become capable of doing so8 ,yes2 on one ground3 that the divine energy is at work in man1 to render at length man's doing divine as his nature is4 ,for this our ,lord prayed when he said3 ,that they all may be one1 as thou1 ,father1 art in me1 and ,i in thee1 that they also may be one in us4 ,nothing could be less likely to human judgment3 our ,lord knows that one day it will come4 ,why should we love our enemies8 ,the deepest reason for this we cannot put in words1 for it lies in the absolute reality of their being1 where our enemies are of one nature with us1 even of the divine nature4 ,into this we cannot see1 save as into a dark abyss4 ,but we can adumbrate something of the form of this deepest reason1 if we let the thoughts of our heart move upon the face of the dim profound4 ,are our enemies men like ourselves8 let me begin by asking4 ,yes4 ,upon what ground8 ,the ground of their enmity8 ,the ground of the wrong they do us8 ,no4 ,in virtue of cruelty1 heartlessness1 injustice1 disrespect1 misrepresentation8 ,certainly not4 ,humanum est errare is a truism2 but it possesses1 like most truisms1 a latent germ of worthy truth4 ,the very word errare is a sign that there is a way so truly the human that1 for a man to leave it1 is to wander4 ,if it be human to wander1 yet the wandering is not humanity4 ,the very words humane and humanity denote some shadow of that loving-kindness which1 when perfected after the divine fashion1 shall include even our enemies4 ,we do not call the offering of human sacrifices1 the torturing of captives1 cannibalism--humanity4 ,not because they do such deeds are they men4 ,their humanity must be deeper than those4 ,it is in virtue of the divine essence which is in them1 that pure essential humanity1 that we call our enemies men and women4 ,it is this humanity that we are to love--a something1 ,i say1 deeper altogether than and independent of the region of hate4 ,it is the humanity that originates the claim of neighbourhead2 the neighbourhood only determines the occasion of its exercise4 ,is this humanity in every one of our enemies8 ,else there were nothing to love4 ,is it there in very deed8--,then we must love it1 come between us and it what may4 ,but how can we love a man or a woman who is cruel and unjust to us8-- who sears with contempt1 or cuts off with wrong every tendril we would put forth to embrace8--who is mean1 unlovely1 carping1 uncertain1 self-righteous1 self-seeking1 and self-admiring8--who can even sneer1 the most inhuman of human faults1 far worse in its essence than mere murder8 ,these things cannot be loved4 ,the best man hates them most2 the worst man cannot love them4 ,but are these the man8 ,does a woman bear that form in virtue of these8 ,lies there not within the man and the woman a divine element of brotherhood1 of sisterhood1 a something lovely and lovable1--slowly fading1 it may be1--dying away under the fierce heat of vile passions1 or the yet more fearful cold of sepulchral selfishness--but there8 ,shall that divine something1 which1 once awakened to be its own holy self in the man1 will loathe these unlovely things tenfold more than we loathe them now--shall this divine thing have no recognition from us8 ,it is the very presence of this fading humanity that makes it possible for us to hate4 ,if it were an animal only1 and not a man or a woman that did us hurt1 we should not hate3 we should only kill4 ,we hate the man just because we are prevented from loving him4 ,we push over the verge of the creation--we damn--just because we cannot embrace4 ,for to embrace is the necessity of our deepest being4 ,that foiled1 we hate4 ,instead of admonishing ourselves that there is our enchained brother1 that there lies our enchanted1 disfigured1 scarce recognizable sister1 captive of the devil1 to break1 how much sooner1 from their bonds1 that we love them6--we recoil into the hate which would fix them there2 and the dearly lovable reality of them we sacrifice to the outer falsehood of ,satan's incantations1 thus leaving them to perish4 ,nay1 we murder them to get rid of them1 we hate them4 ,yet within the most obnoxious to our hate1 lies that which1 could it but show itself as it is1 and as it will show itself one day1 would compel from our hearts a devotion of love4 ,it is not the unfriendly1 the unlovely1 that we are told to love1 but the brother1 the sister1 who is unkind1 who is unlovely4 ,shall we leave our brother to his desolate fate8 ,shall we not rather say1 ,with my love at least shalt thou be compassed about1 for thou hast not thy own lovingness to infold thee2 love shall come as near thee as it may2 and when thine comes forth to meet mine1 we shall be one in the indwelling ,god8 ,let no one say ,i have been speaking in a figure merely4 ,that ,i have been so speaking ,i know4 ,but many things which we see most vividly and certainly are more truly expressed by using a right figure1 than by attempting to give them a clear outline of logical expression4 ,my figure means a truth4 ,if any one say1 ,do not make such vague distinctions4 ,there is the person4 ,can you deny that that person is unlovely8 ,how then can you love him8 ,i answer1 ,that person1 with the evil thing cast out of him1 will be yet more the person1 for he will be his real self4 ,the thing that now makes you dislike him is separable from him1 is therefore not he1 makes himself so much less himself1 for it is working death in him4 ,now he is in danger of ceasing to be a person at all4 ,when he is clothed and in his right mind1 he will be a person indeed4 ,you could not then go on hating him4 ,begin to love him now1 and help him into the loveliness which is his4 ,do not hate him although you can4 ,the personalty1 ,i say1 though clouded1 besmeared1 defiled with the wrong1 lies deeper than the wrong1 and indeed1 so far as the wrong has reached it1 is by the wrong injured1 yea1 so far1 it may be1 destroyed4 ,but those who will not acknowledge the claim of love1 may yet acknowledge the claim of justice4 ,there are who would shrink with horror from the idea of doing injustice to those1 from the idea of loving whom they would shrink with equal horror4 ,but if it is impossible1 as ,i believe1 without love to be just1 much more cannot justice co-exist with hate4 ,the pure eye for the true vision of another's claims can only go with the loving heart4 ,the man who hates can hardly be delicate in doing justice1 say to his neighbour's love1 to his neighbour's predilections and peculiarities4 ,it is hard enough to be just to our friends2 and how shall our enemies fare with us8 ,for justice demands that we shall think rightly of our neighbour as certainly as that we shall neither steal his goods nor bear false witness against him4 ,man is not made for justice from his fellow1 but for love1 which is greater than justice1 and by including supersedes justice4 ,mere justice is an impossibility1 a fiction of analysis4 ,it does not exist between man and man1 save relatively to human law4 ,justice to be justice must be much more than justice4 ,love is the law of our condition1 without which we can no more render justice than a man can keep a straight line walking in the dark4 ,the eye is not single1 and the body is not full of light4 ,no man who is even indifferent to his brother can recognize the claims which his humanity has upon him4 ,nay1 the very indifference itself is an injustice4 ,i have taken for granted that the fault lies with the enemy so considered1 for upon the primary rocks would ,i build my foundation4 ,but the question must be put to each man by himself1 ,is my neighbour indeed my enemy1 or am ,i my neighbour's enemy1 and so take him to be mine8--awful thought6 ,or1 if he be mine1 am not ,i his8 ,am ,i not refusing to acknowledge the child of the kingdom within his bosom1 so killing the child of the kingdom within my own8 ,let us claim for ourselves no more indulgence than we give to him4 ,such honesty will end in severity at home and clemency abroad4 ,for we are accountable for the ill in ourselves1 and have to kill it2 for the good in our neighbour1 and have to cherish it4 ,he only1 in the name and power of ,god1 can kill the bad in him2 we can cherish the good in him by being good to it across all the evil fog that comes between our love and his good4 ,nor ought it to be forgotten that this fog is often the result of misapprehension and mistake1 giving rise to all kinds of indignations1 resentments1 and regrets4 ,scarce anything about us is just as it seems1 but at the core there is truth enough to dispel all falsehood and reveal life as unspeakably divine4 ,o brother1 sister1 across this weary fog1 dim-lighted by the faint torches of our truth-seeking1 ,i call to the divine in thee1 which is mine1 not to rebuke thee1 not to rouse thee1 not to say ,why hatest thou me8 but to say ,i love thee2 in ,god's name ,i love thee4 ,and ,i will wait until the true self looks out of thine eyes1 and knows the true self in me4 ,but in the working of the ,divine ,love upon the race1 my enemy is doomed to cease to be my enemy1 and to become my friend4 ,one flash of truth towards me would destroy my enmity at once2 one hearty confession of wrong1 and our enmity passes away2 from each comes forth the brother who was inside the enemy all the time4 ,for this ,the ,truth is at work4 ,in the faith of this1 let us love the enemy now1 accepting ,god's work in reversion1 as it were2 let us believe as seeing his yet invisible triumph1 clasping and holding fast our brother1 in defiance of the changeful wiles of the wicked enchantment which would persuade our eyes and hearts that he is not our brother1 but some horrible thing1 hateful and hating4 ,but again ,i must ask1 ,what if we are in the wrong and do the wrong1 and hate because we have injured8 ,what then8 ,why1 then1 let us cry to ,god as from the throat of hell2 struggle1 as under the weight of a spiritual incubus2 cry1 as knowing the vile disease that cleaveth fast unto us2 cry1 as possessed of an evil spirit2 cry1 as one buried alive1 from the sepulchre of our evil consciousness1 that ,he would take pity upon us the chief of sinners1 the most wretched and vile of men1 and send some help to lift us from the fearful pit and the miry clay4 ,nothing will help but the ,spirit proceeding from the ,father and the ,son1 the spirit of the ,father and the ,brother casting out and revealing4 ,it will be with tearing and foaming1 with a terrible cry and a lying as one dead1 that such a demon will go out4 ,but what a vision will then arise in the depths of the purified soul6 ,be ye therefore perfect1 even as your father which is in heaven is perfect4 ,love your enemies1 and ye shall be the children of the highest4 ,it is the divine glory to forgive4 ,yet a time will come when the ,unchangeable will cease to forgive2 when it will no more belong to his perfection to love his enemies2 when he will look calmly1 and have his children look calmly too1 upon the ascending smoke of the everlasting torments of our strong brothers1 our beautiful sisters6 ,nay1 alas6 the brothers are weak now2 the sisters are ugly now6 ,o brother1 believe it not4 ,o ,christ6 the redeemed would cry1 where art thou1 our strong ,jesus8 ,come1 our grand brother4 ,see the suffering brothers down below6 ,see the tormented sisters6 ,come1 ,lord of ,life6 ,monarch of ,suffering6 ,redeem them4 ,for us1 we will go down into the burning1 and see whether we cannot at least carry through the howling flames a drop of water to cool their tongues4 ,believe it not1 my brother1 lest it quench forgiveness in thee1 and thou be not forgiven1 but go down with those thy brothers to the torment2 whence1 if ,god were not better than that phantom thou callest ,god1 thou shouldst never come out2 but whence assuredly thou shalt come out when thou hast paid the uttermost farthing2 when thou hast learned of ,god in hell what thou didst refuse to learn of him upon the gentle-toned earth2 what the sunshine and the rain could not teach thee1 nor the sweet compunctions of the seasons1 nor the stately visitings of the morn and the eventide1 nor the human face divine1 nor the word that was nigh thee in thy heart and in thy mouth--the story of ,him who was mighty to save1 because he was perfect in love4 ,o ,father1 thou art ,all-in-all1 perfect beyond the longing of thy children1 and we are all and altogether thine4 ,thou wilt make us pure and loving and free4 ,we shall stand fearless in thy presence1 because perfect in thy love4 ,then shall thy children be of good cheer1 infinite in the love of each other1 and eternal in thy love4 ,lord ,jesus1 let the heart of a child be given to us1 that so we may arise from the grave of our dead selves and die no more1 but see face to face the ,god of the ,living4 ,,the ,,god ,,of ,,the ,,living4 ,he is not a ,god of the dead1 but of the living3 for all live unto him4--,,st ,,luke xx4 #ch4 ,it is a recurring cause of perplexity in our ,lord's teaching1 that he is too simple for us2 that while we are questioning with ourselves about the design of ,solomon's earring upon some gold-plated door of the temple1 he is speaking about the foundations of ,mount ,zion1 yea1 of the earth itself1 upon which it stands4 ,if the reader of the ,gospel supposes that our ,lord was here using a verbal argument with the ,sadducees1 namely1 ,i am the ,god of ,abraham1 ,isaac1 and ,jacob2 therefore they are1 he will be astonished that no ,sadducee was found with courage enough to reply3 ,all that ,god meant was to introduce himself to ,moses as the same ,god who had aided and protected his fathers while they were alive1 saying1 ,i am he that was the ,god of thy fathers4 ,they found me faithful4 ,thou1 therefore1 listen to me1 and thou too shalt find me faithful unto the death4 ,but no such reply suggested itself even to the ,sadducees of that day1 for their eastern nature could see argument beyond logic4 ,shall ,god call himself the ,god of the dead1 of those who were alive once1 but whom he either could not or would not keep alive8 ,is that the ,godhood1 and its relation to those who worship it8 ,the changeless ,god of an ever-born and ever-perishing torrent of life2 of which each atom cries with burning heart1 ,my ,god6 and straightway passes into the ,godless cold6 ,trust in me1 for ,i took care of your fathers once upon a time1 though they are gone now4 ,worship and obey me1 for ,i will be good to you for threescore years and ten1 or thereabouts2 and after that1 when you are not1 and the world goes on all the same without you1 ,i will call myself your ,god still4 ,god changes not4 ,once ,god he is always ,god4 ,if he has once said to a man1 ,i am thy ,god1 and that man has died the death of the ,sadducee's creed1 then we have a right to say that ,god is the ,god of the dead4 ,and wherefore should he not be so far the ,god of the dead1 if during the time allotted to them here1 he was the faithful ,god of the living8 ,what ,godlike relation can the ever-living1 life-giving1 changeless ,god hold to creatures who partake not of his life1 who have death at the very core of their being1 are not worth their ,maker's keeping alive8 ,to let his creatures die would be to change1 to abjure his ,godhood1 to cease to be that which he had made himself4 ,if they are not worth keeping alive1 then his creating is a poor thing1 and he is not so great1 nor so divine as even the poor thoughts of those his dying creatures have been able to imagine him4 ,but our ,lord says1 ,all live unto him4 ,with ,him death is not4 ,thy life sees our life1 ,o ,lord4 ,all of whom all can be said1 are present to thee4 ,thou thinkest about us1 eternally more than we think about thee4 ,the little life that burns within the body of this death1 glows unquenchable in thy true-seeing eyes4 ,if thou didst forget us for a moment then indeed death would be4 ,but unto thee we live4 ,the beloved pass from our sight1 but they pass not from thine4 ,this that we call death1 is but a form in the eyes of men4 ,it looks something final1 an awful cessation1 an utter change4 ,it seems not probable that there is anything beyond4 ,but if ,god could see us before we were1 and make us after his ideal1 that we shall have passed from the eyes of our friends can be no argument that he beholds us no longer4 ,all live unto ,him4 ,let the change be ever so great1 ever so imposing2 let the unseen life be ever so vague to our conception1 it is not against reason to hope that ,god could see ,abraham1 after his ,isaac had ceased to see him2 saw ,isaac after ,jacob ceased to see him2 saw ,jacob after some of the ,sadducees had begun to doubt whether there ever had been a ,jacob at all4 ,he remembers them2 that is1 he carries them in his mind3 he of whom ,god thinks1 lives4 ,he takes to himself the name of ,their ,god4 ,the ,living ,one cannot name himself after the dead2 when the very ,godhead lies in the giving of life4 ,therefore they must be alive4 ,if he speaks of them1 remembers his own loving thoughts of them1 would he not have kept them alive if he could2 and if he could not1 how could he create them8 ,can it be an easier thing to call into life than to keep alive8 ,but if they live to ,god1 they are aware of ,god4 ,and if they are aware of ,god1 they are conscious of their own being3 ,whence then the necessity of a resurrection8 ,for their relation to others of ,god's children in mutual revelation2 and for fresh revelation of ,god to all4--,but let us inquire what is meant by the resurrection of the body4 ,with what body do they come8 ,surely we are not required to believe that the same body is raised again4 ,that is against science1 common sense1 ,scripture4 ,st ,paul represents the matter quite otherwise4 ,one feels ashamed of arguing such a puerile point4 ,who could wish his material body which has indeed died over and over again since he was born1 never remaining for one hour composed of the same matter1 its endless activity depending upon its endless change1 to be fixed as his changeless possession1 such as it may then be1 at the moment of death1 and secured to him in worthless identity for the ages to come8 ,a man's material body will be to his consciousness at death no more than the old garment he throws aside at night1 intending to put on a new and a better in the morning4 ,to desire to keep the old body seems to me to argue a degree of sensual materialism excusable only in those pagans who in their ,elysian fields could hope to possess only such a thin1 fleeting1 dreamy1 and altogether funebrial existence1 that they might well long for the thicker1 more tangible bodily being in which they had experienced the pleasures of a tumultuous life on the upper world4 ,as well might a ,christian desire that the hair which has been shorn from him through all his past life should be restored to his risen and glorified head4 ,yet not the less is the doctrine of the ,resurrection gladdening as the sound of the silver trumpet of its visions1 needful as the very breath of life to our longing souls4 ,let us know what it means1 and we shall see that it is thus precious4 ,let us first ask what is the use of this body of ours4 ,it is the means of ,revelation to us1 the camera in which ,god's eternal shows are set forth4 ,it is by the body that we come into contact with ,nature1 with our fellow-men1 with all their revelations of ,god to us4 ,it is through the body that we receive all the lessons of passion1 of suffering1 of love1 of beauty1 of science4 ,it is through the body that we are both trained outwards from ourselves1 and driven inwards into our deepest selves to find ,god4 ,there is glory and might in this vital evanescence1 this slow glacier-like flow of clothing and revealing matter1 this ever uptossed rainbow of tangible humanity4 ,it is no less of ,god's making than the spirit that is clothed therein4 ,we cannot yet have learned all that we are meant to learn through the body4 ,how much of the teaching even of this world can the most diligent and most favoured man have exhausted before he is called to leave it6 ,is all that remains to be lost8 ,who that has loved this earth can but believe that the spiritual body of which ,st ,paul speaks will be a yet higher channel of such revelation8 ,the meek who have found that their ,lord spake true1 and have indeed inherited the earth1 who have seen that all matter is radiant of spiritual meaning1 who would not cast a sigh after the loss of mere animal pleasure1 would1 ,i think1 be the least willing to be without a body1 to be unclothed without being again clothed upon4 ,who1 after centuries of glory in heaven1 would not rejoice to behold once more that patient-headed child of winter and spring1 the meek snowdrop8 ,in whom1 amidst the golden choirs1 would not the vision of an old sunset wake such a song as the ancient dwellers of the earth would with gently flattened palm hush their throbbing harps to hear8 ,all this revelation1 however1 would render only a body necessary1 not this body4 ,the fulness of the word ,resurrection would be ill met if this were all4 ,we need not only a body to convey revelation to us1 but a body to reveal us to others4 ,the thoughts1 feelings1 imaginations which arise in us1 must have their garments of revelation whereby shall be made manifest the unseen world within us to our brothers and sisters around us2 else is each left in human loneliness4 ,now1 if this be one of the uses my body served on earth before1 the new body must be like the old4 ,nay1 it must be the same body1 glorified as we are glorified1 with all that was distinctive of each from his fellows more visible than ever before4 ,the accidental1 the nonessential1 the unrevealing1 the incomplete will have vanished4 ,that which made the body what it was in the eyes of those who loved us will be tenfold there4 ,will not this be the resurrection of the body8 of the same body though not of the same dead matter8 ,every eye shall see the beloved1 every heart will cry1 ,my own again6--more mine because more himself than ever ,i beheld him6 ,for do we not say on earth1 ,he is not himself to-day1 or ,she looks her own self2 ,she is more like herself than ,i have seen her for long8 ,and is not this when the heart is glad and the face is radiant8 ,for we carry a better likeness of our friends in our hearts than their countenances1 save at precious seasons1 manifest to us4 ,who will dare to call anything less than this a resurrection8 ,oh1 how the letter killeth6 ,there are who can believe that the dirt of their bodies will rise the same as it went down to the friendly grave1 who yet doubt if they will know their friends when they rise again4 ,and they call that believing in the resurrection6 ,what6 shall a man love his neighbour as himself1 and must he be content not to know him in heaven8 ,better be content to lose our consciousness1 and know ourselves no longer4 ,what6 shall ,god be the ,god of the families of the earth1 and shall the love that he has thus created towards father and mother1 brother and sister1 wife and child1 go moaning and longing to all eternity2 or worse1 far worse1 die out of our bosoms8 ,shall ,god be ,god1 and shall this be the end8 ,ah1 my friends6 what will resurrection or life be to me1 how shall ,i continue to love ,god as ,i have learned to love him through you1 if ,i find he cares so little for this human heart of mine1 as to take from me the gracious visitings of your faces and forms8 ,true1 ,i might have a gaze at ,jesus1 now and then2 but he would not be so good as ,i had thought him4 ,and how should ,i see him if ,i could not see you8 ,god will not take you1 has not taken you from me to bury you out of my sight in the abyss of his own unfathomable being1 where ,i cannot follow and find you1 myself lost in the same awful gulf4 ,no1 our ,god is an unveiling1 a revealing ,god4 ,he will raise you from the dead1 that ,i may behold you2 that that which vanished from the earth may again stand forth1 looking out of the same eyes of eternal love and truth1 holding out the same mighty hand of brotherhood1 the same delicate and gentle1 yet strong hand of sisterhood1 to me1 this me that knew you and loved you in the days gone by4 ,i shall not care that the matter of the forms ,i loved a thousand years ago has returned to mingle with the sacred goings on of ,god's science1 upon that far-off world wheeling its nursery of growing loves and wisdoms through space2 ,i shall not care that the muscle which now sends the ichor through your veins is not formed of the very particles which once sent the blood to the pondering brain1 the flashing eye1 or the nervous right arm2 ,i shall not care1 ,i say1 so long as it is yourselves that are before me1 beloved2 so long as through these forms ,i know that ,i look on my own1 on my loving souls of the ancient time2 so long as my spirits have got garments of revealing after their own old lovely fashion1 garments to reveal themselves to me4 ,the new shall then be dear as the old1 and for the same reason1 that it reveals the old love4 ,and in the changes which1 thank ,god1 must take place when the mortal puts on immortality1 shall we not feel that the nobler our friends are1 the more they are themselves2 that the more the idea of each is carried out in the perfection of beauty1 the more like they are to what we thought them in our most exalted moods1 to that which we saw in them in the rarest moments of profoundest communion1 to that which we beheld through the veil of all their imperfections when we loved them the truest8 ,lord1 evermore give us this ,resurrection1 like thine own in the body of thy ,transfiguration4 ,let us see and hear1 and know1 and be seen1 and heard1 and known1 as thou seest1 hearest1 and knowest4 ,give us glorified bodies through which to reveal the glorified thoughts which shall then inhabit us1 when not only shalt thou reveal ,god1 but each of us shall reveal thee4 ,and for this1 ,lord ,jesus1 come thou1 the child1 the obedient ,god1 that we may be one with thee1 and with every man and woman whom thou hast made1 in the ,father4 ,,end ,,of ,,first ,,series ,,unspoken ,,sermons ,,series ,,two ,,these ,,also ,,after ,,eighteen ,,years ,,to ,,my ,,wife ,,coraggio1 ,,bordighera ,january #ahhe ,,the ,,way4 ',if thou wouldest be perfect4'--,,st4 ,,matthew xix #ba4 ,for reasons many and profound1 amongst the least because of the fragmentary nature of the records1 he who would read them without the candle of the ,lord--that is1 the light of truth in his inward parts-- must not merely fall into a thousand errors--a thing for such a one of less moment--but must fail utterly of perceiving and understanding the life therein struggling to reveal itself--the life1 that is1 of the ,son of ,man1 the thought1 the feeling1 the intent of the ,lord himself1 that by which he lived1 that which is himself1 that which he poured out for us4 ,yet the one thing he has to do with is this life of ,jesus1 his inner nature and being1 manifested through his outer life1 according to the power of sight in the spiritual eye that looks thereupon4 ,in contemplating the incident revealing that life of which ,i would now endeavour to unfold the truth1 my readers who do not study the ,greek ,testament must use the revised version4 ,had ,i not known and rejoiced in it long before the revision appeared1 ,i should have owed the revisers endless gratitude1 if for nothing more than the genuine reading of ,st4 ,matthew's report of the story of the youth who came to our ,lord4 ,whoever does not welcome the change must fail to see its preciousness4 ,reading then from the revised version1 we find in ,st4 ,matthew the commencement of the conversation between ,jesus and the young man very different from that given in the ,gospels of ,st4 ,mark and ,st4 ,luke4 ,there is not for that the smallest necessity for rejecting either account2 they blend perfectly1 and it is to me a joy unspeakable to have both4 ,put together they give a completed conversation4 ,here it is as ,i read it2 let my fellow students look to the differing1 far from opposing1 reports1 and see how naturally they combine4 ',good ,master1' said the kneeling youth1 and is interrupted by the ,master3-- ',why callest thou me good8' he returns4 ',none is good save one1 even ,god4' ,daring no reply to this1 the youth leaves it1 and betakes himself to his object in addressing the ,lord4 ',what good thing shall ,i do1' he says1 'that ,i may have eternal life8' ,but again the ,lord takes hold of the word good3-- ',why askest thou me concerning that which is good8' he rejoins4 ',one there is who is good4--,but if thou wouldest enter into life1 keep the commandments4' ',which8' ',thou shalt not kill1 ,thou shalt not commit adultery1 ,thou shalt not steal1 ,thou shalt not bear false witness1 ,honour thy father and thy mother2 and1 ,thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself4' ',all these things have ,i observed3 what lack ,i yet8' ',if thou wouldest be perfect1 go1 sell that thou hast1 and give to the poor1 and thou shalt have treasure in heaven2 and come1 follow me4' ,let us regard the story4 ,as ,jesus went out of a house 7see ,st4 ,mark x4 #aj and #ag71 the young man came running to him1 and kneeling down in the way1 addressed him as ',good ,master4' ,the words with which the ,lord interrupts his address reveal the whole attitude of the ,lord's being4 ,at that moment1 at every and each moment1 just as much as when in the garden of ,gethsemane1 or encountering any of those hours which men call crises of life1 his whole thought1 his whole delight1 was in the thought1 in the will1 in the being of his ,father4 ,the joy of the ,lord's life1 that which made it life to him1 was the ,father2 of him he was always thinking1 to him he was always turning4 ,i suppose most men have some thought of pleasure or satisfaction or strength to which they turn when action pauses1 life becomes for a moment still1 and the wheel sleeps on its own swiftness3 with ,jesus it needed no pause of action1 no rush of renewed consciousness1 to send him home2 his thought was ever and always his ,father4 ,to its home in the heart of the ,father his heart ever turned4 ,that was his treasure-house1 the jewel of his mind1 the mystery of his gladness1 claiming all degrees and shades of delight1 from peace and calmest content to ecstasy4 ,his life was hid in ,god4 ,no vain show could enter at his eyes2 every truth and grandeur of life passed before him as it was2 neither ambition nor disappointment could distort them to his eternal childlike gaze2 he beheld and loved them from the bosom of the ,father4 ,it was not for himself he came to the world--not to establish his own power over the doings1 his own influence over the hearts of men3 he came that they might know the ,father who was his joy1 his life4 ,the sons of men were his ,father's children like himself3 that the ,father should have them all in his bosom was the one thought of his heart3 that should be his doing for his ,father1 cost him what it might6 ,he came to do his will1 and on the earth was the same he had been from the beginning1 the eternal first4 ,he was not interested in himself1 but in his ,father and his ,father's children4 ,he did not care to hear himself called good4 ,it was not of consequence to him4 ,he was there to let men see the goodness of the ,father in whom he gloried4 ,for that he entered the weary dream of the world1 in which the glory was so dulled and clouded4 ',you call me good6 ,you should know my ,father6' ,for the ,lord's greatness consisted in his ,father being greater than he3 who calls into being is greater than who is called4 ,the ,father was always the ,father1 the ,son always the ,son2 yet the ,son is not of himself1 but by the ,father2 he does not live by his own power1 like the ,father4 ,if there were no ,father1 there would be no ,son4 ,all that is the ,lord's is the ,father's1 and all that is the ,father's he has given to the ,son4 ,the ,lord's goodness is of the ,father's goodness2 because the ,father is good the ,son is good4 ,when the word good enters the ears of the ,son1 his heart lifts it at once to his ,father1 the ,father of all4 ,his words contain no denial of goodness in himself3 in his grand self-regard he was not the original of his goodness1 neither did he care for his own goodness1 except to be good3 it was to him a matter of course4 ,but for his ,father's goodness1 he would spend life1 suffering1 labour1 death1 to make that known6 ,his other children must learn to give him his due1 and love him as did the primal ,son6 ,the ,father was all in all to the ,son1 and the ,son no more thought of his own goodness than an honest man thinks of his honesty4 ,when the good man sees goodness1 he thinks of his own evil3 ,jesus had no evil to think of1 but neither does he think of his goodness2 he delights in his ,father's4 ',why callest thou me good8 ,none is good save one1 even ,god4' ,checked thus1 the youth turns to the question which1 working in his heart1 had brought him running1 and made him kneel3 what good thing shall he do that he may have eternal life8 ,it is unnecessary to inquire precisely what he meant by eternal life4 ,whatever shape the thing took to him1 that shape represented a something he needed and had not got--a something which1 it was clear to him1 could be gained only in some path of good4 ,but he thought to gain a thing by a doing1 when the very thing desired was a being3 he would have that as a possession which must possess him4 ,the ,lord cared neither for isolated truth nor for orphaned deed4 ,it was truth in the inward parts1 it was the good heart1 the mother of good deeds1 he cherished4 ,it was the live1 active1 knowing1 breathing good he came to further4 ,he cared for no speculation in morals or religion4 ,it was good men he cared about1 not notions of good things1 or even good actions1 save as the outcome of life1 save as the bodies in which the primary live actions of love and will in the soul took shape and came forth4 ,could he by one word have set at rest all the questionings of philosophy as to the supreme good and the absolute truth1 ,i venture to say that word he would not have uttered4 ,but he would die to make men good and true4 ,his whole heart would respond to the cry of sad publican or despairing pharisee1 ',how am ,i to be good8' ,when the ,lord says1 ',why askest thou me concerning that which is good8' we must not put emphasis on the me1 as if the ,lord refused the question1 as he had declined the epithet3 he was the proper person to ask1 only the question was not the right one3 the good thing was a small matter2 the good ,being was all in all4 ,footnote3 ,as it stands1 it is difficult to read the passage without putting emphasis on the me1 which spoils the sense4 ,i think it would better be1 ',why dost thou ask me concerning c48' ',why ask me about the good thing8 ,there is one living good1 in whom the good thing1 and all good1 is alive and ever operant4 ,ask me not about the good thing1 but the good person1 the good being--the origin of all good'--who1 because he is1 can make good4 ,he is the one live good1 ready with his life to communicate living good1 the power of being1 and so doing good1 for he makes good itself to exist4 ,it is not with this good thing and that good thing we have to do1 but with that power whence comes our power even to speak the word good4 ,we have to do with him to whom no one can look without the need of being good waking up in his heart2 to think about him is to begin to be good4 ,to do a good thing is to do a good thing2 to know ,god is to be good4 ,it is not to make us do all things right he cares1 but to make us hunger and thirst after a righteousness possessing which we shall never need to think of what is or is not good1 but shall refuse the evil and choose the good by a motion of the will which is at once necessity and choice4 ,you see again he refers him immediately as before to his ,father4 ,but ,i am anxious my reader should not mistake4 ,observe1 the question in the young man's mind is not about the doing or not doing of something he knows to be right2 had such been the case1 the ,lord would have permitted no question at all2 the one thing he insists upon is the doing of the thing we know we ought to do4 ,in the instance present1 the youth looking out for some unknown good thing to do1 he sends him back to the doing of what he knows1 and that in answer to his question concerning the way to eternal life4 ,a man must have something to do in the matter1 and may well ask such a question of any teacher6 ,the ,lord does not for a moment turn away from it1 and only declines the form of it to help the youth to what he really needs4 ,he has1 in truth1 already more than hinted where the answer lies1 namely1 in ,god himself1 but that the youth is not yet capable of receiving2 he must begin with him farther back3 ',if thou wouldest enter into life1 keep the commandments2'--for verily1 if the commandments have nothing to do with entering into life1 why were they ever given to men8 ,this is his task--he must keep the commandments4 ,then the road to eternal life is the keeping of the commandments6 ,had the ,lord not said so1 what man of common moral sense would ever dare say otherwise8 ,what else can be the way into life but the doing of what the ,lord of life tells the creatures he has made1 and whom he would have live for ever1 that they must do8 ,it is the beginning of the way4 ,if a man had kept all those commandments1 yet would he not therefore have in him the life eternal2 nevertheless1 without keeping of the commandments there is no entering into life2 the keeping of them is the path to the gate of life2 it is not life1 but it is the way--so much of the way to it4 ,nay1 the keeping of the commandments1 consciously or unconsciously1 has closest and essential relation to eternal life4 ,the ,lord says nothing about the first table of the law3 why does he not tell this youth as he did the lawyer1 that to love ,god is everything8 ,he had given him a glimpse of the essence of his own life1 had pointed the youth to the heart of all--for him to think of afterwards3 he was not ready for it yet4 ,he wanted eternal life3 to love ,god with all our heart1 and soul1 and strength1 and mind1 is to know ,god1 and to know him is eternal life2 that is the end of the whole saving matter2 it is no human beginning1 it is the grand end and eternal beginning of all things2 but the youth was not capable of it4 ,to begin with that would be as sensible as to say to one asking how to reach the top of some mountain1 ',just set your foot on that shining snow-clad peak1 high there in the blue1 and you will at once be where you wish to go4' ',love ,god with all your heart1 and eternal life is yours3'--it would have been to mock him4 ,why1 he could not yet see or believe that that was eternal life6 ,he was not yet capable of looking upon life even from afar6 ,how many ,christians are8 ,how many know that they are not8 ,how many care that they are not8 ,the ,lord answers his question directly1 tells him what to do--a thing he can do--to enter into life3 he must keep the commandments6--and when he asks1 ',which8' specifies only those that have to do with his neighbour1 ending with the highest and most difficult of them4 ',but no man can perfectly keep a single commandment of the second table any more than of the first4' ,surely not--else why should they have been given8 ,but is there no meaning in the word keep1 or observe1 except it be qualified by perfectly8 ,is there no keeping but a perfect keeping8 ',none that ,god cares for4' ,there ,i think you utterly wrong4 ,that no keeping but a perfect one will satisfy ,god1 ,i hold with all my heart and strength2 but that there is none else he cares for1 is one of the lies of the enemy4 ,what father is not pleased with the first tottering attempt of his little one to walk8 ,what father would be satisfied with anything but the manly step of the full-grown son8 ,when the ,lord has definitely mentioned the commandments he means1 the youth returns at once that he has observed those from his youth up3 are we to take his word for it8 ,the ,lord at least takes his word for it3 he looked on him and loved him4 ,was the ,lord deceived in him8 ,did he tell an untruth8 or did the ,master believe he had kept the commandments perfectly8 ,there must be a keeping of the commandments1 which1 although anything but perfect1 is yet acceptable to the heart of him from whom nothing is hid4 ,in that way the youth had kept the commandments4 ,he had for years been putting forth something of his life-energy to keep them4 ,nor1 however he had failed of perfection1 had he missed the end for which they were given him to keep4 ,for the immediate end of the commandments never was that men should succeed in obeying them1 but that1 finding they could not do that which yet must be done1 finding the more they tried the more was required of them1 they should be driven to the source of life and law--of their life and his law--to seek from him such reinforcement of life as should make the fulfilment of the law as possible1 yea1 as natural1 as necessary4 ,this result had been wrought in the youth4 ,his observance had given him no satisfaction2 he was not at rest2 but he desired eternal life--of which there was no word in the law3 the keeping of the law had served to develop a hunger which no law or its keeping could fill4 ,must not the imperfection of his keeping of the commandments1 even in the lower sense in which he read them1 have helped to reveal how far they were beyond any keeping of his1 how their implicit demands rose into the infinitude of ,god's perfection8 ,having kept the commandments1 the youth needed and was ready for a further lesson3 the ,lord would not leave him where he was2 he had come to seek and to save4 ,he saw him in sore need of perfection--the thing the commonplace ,christian thinks he can best do without--the thing the elect hungers after with an eternal hunger4 ,perfection1 the perfection of the ,father1 is eternal life4 ',if thou wouldest be perfect1' said the ,lord4 ,what an honour for the youth to be by him supposed desirous of perfection6 ,and what an enormous demand does he1 upon the supposition1 make of him6 ,to gain the perfection he desired1 the one thing lacking was1 that he should sell all that he had1 give it to the poor1 and follow the ,lord6 ,could this be all that lay between him and entering into life8 ,god only knows what the victory of such an obedience might at once have wrought in him6 ,much1 much more would be necessary before perfection was reached1 but certainly the next step1 to sell and follow1 would have been the step into life3 had he taken it1 in the very act would have been born in him that whose essence and vitality is eternal life1 needing but process to develop it into the glorious consciousness of oneness with ,the ,life4 ,there was nothing like this in the law3 was it not hard8--,hard to let earth go1 and take heaven instead8 for eternal life1 to let dead things drop8 to turn his hack on ,mammon1 and follow ,jesus8 lose his rich friends1 and he of the ,master's household8 ,let him say it was hard who does not know the ,lord1 who has never thirsted after righteousness1 never longed for the life eternal6 ,the youth had got on so far1 was so pleasing in the eyes of the ,master1 that he would show him the highest favour he could2 he would take him to be with him--to walk with him1 and rest with him1 and go from him only to do for him what he did for his ,father in heaven--to plead with men1 he a mediator between ,god and men4 ,he would set him free at once1 a child of the kingdom1 an heir of the life eternal4 ,i do not suppose that the youth was one whom ordinary people would call a lover of money2 ,i do not believe he was covetous1 or desired even the large increase of his possessions2 ,i imagine he was just like most good men of property3 he valued his possessions--looked on them as a good4 ,i suspect that in the case of another1 he would have regarded such possession almost as a merit1 a desert2 would value a man more who had means1 value a man less who had none--like most of my readers4 ,they have not a notion how entirely they will one day have to alter their judgment1 or have it altered for them1 in this respect3 well for them if they alter it for themselves6 ,from this false way of thinking1 and all the folly and unreality that accompany it1 the ,lord would deliver the young man4 ,as the thing was1 he was a slave2 for a man is in bondage to what ever he cannot part with that is less than himself4 ,he could have taken his possessions from him by an exercise of his own will1 but there would have been little good in that2 he wished to do it by the exercise of the young man's will3 that would be a victory indeed for both6 ,so would he enter into freedom and life1 delivered from the bondage of mammon by the lovely will of the ,lord in him1 one with his own4 ,by the putting forth of the divine energy in him1 he would escape the corruption that is in the world through lust--that is1 the desire or pleasure of having4 ,the young man would not4 ,was the ,lord then premature in his demand on the youth8 ,was he not ready for it8 ,was it meant for a test1 and not as an actual word of deliverance8 ,did he show the child a next step on the stair too high for him to set his foot upon8 ,i do not believe it4 ,he gave him the very next lesson in the divine education for which he was ready4 ,it was possible for him to respond1 to give birth1 by obedience1 to the redeemed and redeeming will1 and so be free4 ,it was time the demand should be made upon him4 ,do you say1 ',but he would not respond1 he would not obey6'8 ,then it was time1 ,i answer1 that he should refuse1 that he should know what manner of spirit he was of1 and meet the confusions of soul1 the sad searchings of heart that must follow4 ,a time comes to every man when he must obey1 or make such refusal--and know it4 ,shall ,i then be supposed to mean that the refusal of the young man was of necessity final8 that he was therefore lost8 that because he declined to enter into life the door of life was closed against him8 ,verily1 ,i have not so learned ,christ4 ,and that the lesson was not lost1 ,i see in this1 that he went away sorrowful4 ,was such sorrow1 in the mind of an earnest youth1 likely to grow less or to grow more8 ,was all he had gone through in the way of obedience to be of no good to him8 ,could the nature of one who had kept the commandments be so slight that1 after having sought and talked with ,jesus1 held communion with him who is the ,life1 he would care less about eternal life than before8 ,many1 alas6 have looked upon his face1 yet have never seen him1 and have turned back2 some have kept company with him for years1 and denied him2 but their weakness is not the measure of the patience or the resources of ,god4 ,perhaps this youth was never one of the ,lord's so long as he was on the earth1 but perhaps when he saw that the ,master himself cared nothing for the wealth he had told him to cast away1 that1 instead of ascending the throne of his fathers1 he let the people do with him what they would1 and left the world the poor man he had lived in it1 by its meanest door1 perhaps then he became one of those who sold all they had1 and came and laid the money at the apostles' feet4 ,in the meantime he had that in his soul which made it heavy3 by the gravity of his riches the world held him1 and would not let him rise4 ,he counted his weight his strength1 and it was his weakness4 ,moneyless in ,god's upper air he would have had power indeed4 ,money is the power of this world--power for defeat and failure to him who holds it--a weakness to be overcome ere a man can be strong2 yet many decent people fancy it a power of the world to come6 ,it is indeed a little power1 as food and drink1 as bodily strength1 as the winds and the waves are powers2 but it is no mighty thing for the redemption of men2 yea1 to the redemption of those who have it1 it is the saddest obstruction4 ,to make this youth capable of eternal life1 clearly--and the more clearly that he went away sorrowful--the first thing was to make a poor man of him6 ,he would doubtless have gladly devoted his wealth to the service of the ,master1 yea1 and gone with him1 as a rich man1 to spend it for him4 ,but part with it to free him for his service--that he could not--yet6 ,and how now would he go on with his keeping of the commandments8 ,would he not begin to see more plainly his shortcomings1 the larger scope of their requirements8 ,might he not feel the keeping of them more imperative than ever1 yet impossible without something he had not8 ,the commandments can never be kept while there is a strife to keep them3 the man is overwhelmed in the weight of their broken pieces4 ,it needs a clean heart to have pure hands1 all the power of a live soul to keep the law--a power of life1 not of struggle2 the strength of love1 not the effort of duty4 ,one day the truth of his conduct must dawn upon him with absolute clearness4 ,bitter must be the discovery4 ,he had refused the life eternal6 had turned his back upon ,the ,life6 ,in deepest humility and shame1 yet with the profound consolation of repentance1 he would return to the ,master and bemoan his unteachableness4 ,there are who1 like ,st4 ,paul1 can say1 ',i did wrong1 but ,i did it in ignorance2 my heart was not right1 and ,i did not know it3' the remorse of such must be very different from that of one who1 brought to the point of being capable of embracing the truth1 turned from it and refused to be set free4 ,to him the time will come1 ,god only knows its hour1 when he will see the nature of his deed1 with the knowledge that he was dimly seeing it so even when he did it3 the alternative had been put before him4 ,and all those months1 or days1 or hours1 or moments1 he might have been following the ,master1 hearing the words he spoke1 through the windows of his eyes looking into the very gulfs of ,godhead6 ,the sum of the matter in regard to the youth is this3--,he had begun early to climb the eternal stair4 ,he had kept the commandments1 and by every keeping had climbed4 ,but because he was well to do--a phrase of unconscious irony--he felt well to be--quite1 but for that lack of eternal life6 ,his possessions gave him a standing in the world--a position of consequence--of value in his eyes4 ,he knew himself looked up to2 he liked to be looked up to2 he looked up to himself because of his means1 forgetting that means are but tools1 and poor tools too4 ,to part with his wealth would be to sink to the level of his inferiors6 ,why should he not keep it8 why not use it in the service of the ,master8 ,what wisdom could there be in throwing away such a grand advantage8 ,he could devote it1 but he could not cast it from him6 ,he could devote it1 but he could not devote himself6 ,he could not make himself naked as a little child and let his ,father take him6 ,to him it was not the word of wisdom the ',good ,master' spoke4 ,how could precious money be a hindrance to entering into life6 ,how could a rich man believe he would be of more value without his money8 that the casting of it away would make him one of ,god's ,anakim8 that the battle of ,god could be better fought without its impediment8 that his work refused as an obstruction the aid of wealth8 ,but the ,master had repudiated money that he might do the will of his ,father2 and the disciple must be as his master4 ,had he done as the ,master told him1 he would soon have come to understand4 ,obedience is the opener of eyes4 ,there is this danger to every good youth in keeping the commandments1 that he will probably think of himself more highly than he ought to think4 ,he may be correct enough as to the facts1 and in his deductions1 and consequent self-regard1 be anything but fair4 ,he may think himself a fine fellow1 when he is but an ordinarily reasonable youth1 trying to do but the first thing necessary to the name or honour of a man4 ,doubtless such a youth is exceptional among youths2 but the number of fools not yet acknowledging the first condition of manhood nowise alters the fact that he who has begun to recognize duty1 and acknowledge the facts of his being1 is but a tottering child on the path of life4 ,he is on the path2 he is as wise as at the time he can be2 the ,father's arms are stretched out to receive him2 but he is not therefore a wonderful being2 not therefore a model of wisdom2 not at all the admirable creature his largely remaining folly would1 in his worst moments1 that is when he feels best1 persuade him to think himself2 he is just one of ,god's poor creatures4 ,what share this besetting sin of the good young man may have had in the miserable failure of this one1 we need not inquire2 but it may well be that he thought the ,master under-valued his work as well as his wealth1 and was less than fair to him4 ,to return to the summing up of the matter3-- ,the youth1 climbing the stair of eternal life1 had come to a landing-place where not a step more was visible4 ,on the cloud-swathed platform he stands looking in vain for further ascent4 ,what he thought with himself he wanted1 ,i cannot tell3 his idea of eternal life ,i do not know2 ,i can hardly think it was but the poor idea of living for ever1 all that commonplace minds grasp at for eternal life--its mere concomitant shadow1 in itself not worth thinking about1 not for a moment to be disputed1 and taken for granted by all devout ,jews3 when a man has eternal life1 that is1 when he is one with ,god1 what should he do but live for ever8 without oneness with ,god1 the continuance of existence would be to me the all but unsurpassable curse--the unsurpassable itself being1 a ,god other than the ,god ,i see in ,jesus2 but whatever his idea1 it must have held in it1 though perhaps only in solution1 all such notions as he had concerning ,god and man and a common righteousness4 ,while thus he stands1 then1 alone and helpless1 behold the form of the ,son of ,man6 ,it is ,god himself come to meet the climbing youth1 to take him by the hand1 and lead him up his own stair1 the only stair by which ascent can be made4 ,he shows him the first step of it through the mist4 ,his feet are heavy2 they have golden shoes4 ,to go up that stair he must throw aside his shoes4 ,he must walk bare-footed into life eternal4 ,rather than so1 rather than stride free-limbed up the everlasting stair to the bosom of the ,father1 he will keep his precious shoes6 ,it is better to drag them about on the earth1 than part with them for a world where they are useless6 ,but how miserable his precious things1 his golden vessels1 his embroidered garments1 his stately house1 must have seemed when he went back to them from the face of the ,lord6 ,surely it cannot have been long before in shame and misery he cast all from him1 even as ,judas cast from him the thirty pieces of silver1 in the agony of every one who wakes to the fact that he has preferred money to the ,master6 ,for1 although never can man be saved without being freed from his possessions1 it is yet only hard1 not impossible1 for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of ,god4 ,,the ,,hardness ,,of ,,the ,,way4 ,children1 how hard is it6--,st4 ,mark x4 #bd4 ,i suspect there is scarcely a young man rich and thoughtful who is not ready to feel our ,lord's treatment of this young man hard4 ,he is apt to ask1 ,why should it be difficult for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of heaven8 ,he is ready to look upon the natural fact as an arbitrary decree1 arising1 shall ,i say8 from some prejudice in the divine mind1 or at least from some objection to the joys of well-being1 as regarded from the creatures' side4 ,why should the rich fare differently from other people in respect of the world to come8 ,they do not perceive that the law is they shall fare like other people1 whereas they want to fare as rich people4 ,a condition of things in which it would be easy for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of heaven is to me inconceivable4 ,there is no kingdom of this world into which a rich man may not easily enter--in which1 if he be but rich enough1 he may not be the first3 a kingdom into which it would be easy for a rich man to enter could be no kingdom of heaven4 ,the rich man does not by any necessity of things belong to the kingdom of ,satan1 but into that kingdom he is especially welcome1 whereas into the kingdom of heaven he will be just as welcome as another man4 ,i suspect also that many a rich man turns from the record of this incident with the resentful feeling that there lies in it a claim upon his whole having2 while there are many1 and those by no means only of the rich1 who cannot believe the ,lord really meant to take the poor fellow's money from him4 ,to the man born to riches they seem not merely a natural1 but an essential condition of well-being2 and the man who has made his money1 feels it his by the labour of his soul1 the travail of the day1 and the care of the night4 ,each feels a right to have and to hold the things he possesses2 and if there is a necessity for his entering into the kingdom of heaven1 it is hard indeed that right and necessity should confront each other1 and constitute all but a bare impossibility6 ,why should he not 'make the best of both worlds'8 ,he would compromise1 if he might2 he would serve ,mammon a little1 and ,god much4 ,he would not have such a 'best of both worlds' as comes of putting the lower in utter subservience to the higher--of casting away the treasure of this world and taking the treasure of heaven instead4 ,he would gain as little as may be of heaven--but something1 with the loss of as little as possible of the world4 ,that which he desires of heaven is not its best2 that which he would not yield of the world is its most worthless4 ,i can well imagine an honest youth1 educated in ,christian forms1 thus reasoning with himself3--',is the story of general relation8 ,is this demand made upon me8 ,if ,i make up my mind to be a ,christian1 shall ,i be required to part with all ,i possess8 ,it must have been comparatively easy in those times to give up the kind of things they had6 ,if ,i had been he1 ,i am sure ,i should have done it--at the demand of the ,saviour in person4 ,things are very different now6 ,wealth did not then imply the same social relations as now6 ,i should be giving up so much more6 ,neither do ,i love money as he was in danger of doing3 in all times the ,jews have been ,mammon-worshippers6 ,i try to do good with my money6 ,besides1 am ,i not a ,christian already8 ,why should the same thing be required of me as of a young ,jew8 ,if every one who1 like me1 has a conscience about money1 and cares to use it well1 had to give up all1 the power would at once be in the hands of the irreligious2 they would have no opposition1 and the world would go to the devil6 ,we read often in the ,bible of rich men1 but never of any other who was desired to part with all that he had6 ,when ,ananias was struck dead1 it was not because he did not give up all his money1 but because he pretended to have done so4 ,st4 ,peter expressly says1 ',while it remained was it not thine own8 and after it was sold1 was it not in thine own power8' ,how would the ,lord have been buried but for the rich ,joseph8 ,besides1 the ,lord said1 ,if thou wouldst be perfect1 go1 sell that thou hast4 ,i cannot be perfect2 it is hopeless2 and he does not expect it4'--,it would be more honest if he said1 ',i do not want to be perfect2 ,i am content to be saved4' ,such as he do not care for being perfect as their ,father in heaven is perfect1 but for being what they call saved4 ,they little think that without perfection there is no salvation--that perfection is salvation3 they are one4--',and again1' he adds1 in conclusion triumphant1 'the text says1 ,how hard is it for them that trust in riches to enter into the kingdom of ,god6 ,i do not trust in my riches4 ,i know that they can do nothing to save me6' ,i will suppose myself in immediate communication with such a youth4 ,i should care little to set forth anything called truth1 except in siege for surrender to the law of liberty4 ,if ,i cannot persuade1 ,i would be silent4 ,nor would ,i labour to instruct the keenest intellect2 ,i would rather learn for myself4 ,to persuade the heart1 the will1 the action1 is alone worth the full energy of a man4 ,his strength is first for his own1 then for his neighbour's manhood4 ,he must first pluck out the beam out of his own eye1 then the mote out of his brother's--if indeed the mote in his brother's be more than the projection of the beam in his own4 ,to make a man happy as a lark1 might be to do him grievous wrong3 to make a man wake1 rise1 look up1 turn1 is worth the life and death of the ,son of the ,eternal4 ,i say then to the youth3-- ',have you kept--have you been keeping the commandments8' ',i will not dare to say that1' ,i suppose him to answer4 ',i ought to know better than that youth how much is implied in the keeping of the commandments6' ',but1' ,i ask insisting1 'does your answer imply that1 counting the ,lord a hard master1 you have taken the less pains to do as he would have you8 or that1 bending your energies to the absolute perfection he requires1 you have the more perceived the impossibility of fulfilling the law8 ,can you have failed to note that it is the youth who has been for years observing the commandments on whom the further1 and to you startling1 command is laid1 to part with all that he has8 ,surely not6 ,are you then one on whom1 because of correspondent condition1 the same command could be laid8 ,have you1 in any sense like that in which the youth answered the question1 kept the commandments8 ,have you1 unsatisfied with the result of what keeping you have given them1 and filled with desire to be perfect1 gone kneeling to the ,master to learn more of the way to eternal life8 or are you so well satisfied with what you are1 that you have never sought eternal life1 never hungered and thirsted after the righteousness of ,god1 the perfection of your being8 ,if this latter be your condition1 then be comforted2 the ,master does not require of you to sell what you have and give to the poor4 ,you follow him6 ,you go with him to preach good tidings6--you who care not for righteousness6 ,you are not one whose company is desirable to the ,master4 ,be comforted1 ,i say3 he does not want you2 he will not ask you to open your purse for him2 you may give or withhold2 it is nothing to him4 ,what6 is he to be obliged to one outside his kingdom--to the untrue1 the ignoble1 for money8 ,bring him a true heart1 an obedient hand3 he has given his life-blood for that2 but your money--he neither needs it nor cares for it4' ',pray1 do not deal harshly with me4 ,i confess ,i have not been what ,i ought1 but ,i want to repent1 and would fain enter into life4 ,do not think1 because ,i am not prepared1 without the certainty that it is required of me1 to cast from me all ,i have that ,i have no regard for higher things4' ',once more1 then1 go and keep the commandments4 ,it is not come to your money yet4 ,the commandments are enough for you4 ,you are not yet a child in the kingdom4 ,you do not care for the arms of your father2 you value only the shelter of his roof4 ,as to your money1 let the commandments direct you how to use it4 ,it is in you but pitiable presumption to wonder whether it is required of you to sell all that you have4 ,when in keeping the commandments you have found the great reward of loving righteousness--the further reward of discovering that1 with all the energy you can put forth1 you are but an unprofitable servant2 when you have come to know that the law can be kept only by such as need no law2 when you have come to feel that you would rather pass out of being than live on such a poor1 miserable1 selfish life as alone you can call yours2 when you are aware of a something beyond all that your mind can think1 yet not beyond what your heart can desire--a something that is not yours1 seems as if it never could be yours1 which yet your life is worthless without2 when you have come therefore to the ,master with the cry1 ,what shall ,i do that ,i may inherit eternal life8 it may be he will then say to you1 ,sell all that you have and give to the poor1 and come follow me4 ,if he do1 then will you be of men most honourable if you obey--of men most pitiable if you refuse4 ,till then you would be no comfort to him1 no pleasure to his friends4 ,for the young man to have sold all and followed him would have been to accept ,god's patent of peerage3 to you it is not offered4 ,were one of the disobedient1 in the hope of the honour1 to part with every straw he possessed1 he would but be sent back to keep the commandments in the new and easier circumstances of his poverty4 ',does this comfort you8 ,then alas for you6 ,a thousand times alas6 ,your relief is to know that the ,lord has no need of you--does not require you to part with your money1 does not offer you himself instead6 ,you do not indeed sell him for thirty pieces of silver1 but you are glad not to buy him with all that you have6 ,wherein do you differ from the youth of the story8 ,in this1 that he was invited to do more1 to do everything1 to partake of the divine nature2 you have not had it in your power to refuse2 you are not fit to be invited4 ,such as you can never enter the kingdom4 ,you would not even know you were in heaven if you were in it2 you would not see it around you if you sat on the very footstool of the throne4' ',but ,i do not trust in my riches2 ,i trust in the merits of my ,lord and ,saviour4 ,i trust in his finished work1 ,i trust in the sacrifice he has offered4' ',yes2 yes6--you will trust in anything but the ,man himself who tells you it is hard to be saved6 ,not all the merits of ,god and his ,christ can give you eternal life2 only ,god and his ,christ can2 and they cannot1 would not if they could1 without your keeping the commandments4 ,the knowledge of the living ,god is eternal life4 ,what have you to do with his merits8 ,you have to know his being1 himself4 ,and as to trusting in your riches--who ever imagined he could have eternal life by his riches8 ,no man with half a conscience1 half a head1 and no heart at all1 could suppose that any man trusting in his riches to get him in1 could enter the kingdom4 ,that would be too absurd4 ,the money-confident ,jew might hope that1 as his riches were a sign of the favour of ,god1 that favour would not fail him at the last2 or their possession might so enlarge his self-satisfaction that he could not entertain the idea of being lost2 but trust in his riches6--no4 ,it is the last refuge of the riches-lover1 the riches-worshipper1 the man to whom their possession is essential for his peace1 to say he does not trust in them to take him into life4 ,doubtless the man who thinks of nothing so much1 trusts in them in a very fearful sense2 but hundreds who do so will yet say1 ,i do not trust in my riches2 ,i trust in-- this or that stock-phrase4' ',you forget yourself2 you are criticizing the ,lord's own words3 he said1 ,how hard is it for them that trust in riches to enter into the kingdom of heaven6' ',i do not forget myself2 to this ,i have been leading you3--our ,lord1 ,i believe1 never said those words4 ,the reading of both the ,sinaitic and the ,vatican manuscript1 the oldest two we have1 that preferred1 ,i am glad to see1 by both ,westcott and ,tischendorf1 though not by ,tregelles or the ,revisers1 is1 ,children1 how hard is it to enter into the kingdom of ,god6 ,these words ,i take to be those of the ,lord4 ,some copyist1 with the mind at least of a rich man1 dissatisfied with the ,lord's way of regarding money1 and like yourself anxious to compromize1 must forsooth affix his marginal gloss--to the effect that it is not the possessing of riches1 but the trusting in them1 that makes it difficult to enter into the kingdom6 ,difficult8 ,why1 it is eternally impossible for the man who trusts in his riches to enter into the kingdom6 it is for the man who has riches it is difficult4 ,is the ,lord supposed to teach that for a man who trusts in his riches it is possible to enter the kingdom8 that1 though impossible with men1 this is possible with ,god8 ,god take the ,mammon-worshipper into his glory6 ,no6 the ,lord never said it4 ,the annotation of ,mr4 ,facingbothways crept into the text1 and stands in the ,english version4 ,our ,lord was not in the habit of explaining away his hard words4 ,he let them stand in all the glory of the burning fire wherewith they would purge us4 ,where their simplicity finds corresponding simplicity1 they are understood4 ,the twofold heart must mistake4 ,it is hard for a rich man1 just because he is a rich man1 to enter into the kingdom of heaven4' ,some1 no doubt1 comfort themselves with the thought that1 if it be so hard1 the fact will be taken into account3 it is but another shape of the fancy that the rich man must be differently treated from his fellows2 that as he has had his good things here1 so he must have them there too4 ,certain as life they will have absolute justice1 that is1 fairness1 but what will that avail1 if they enter not into the kingdom8 ,it is life they must have2 there is no enduring of existence without life4 ,they think they can do without eternal life1 if only they may live for ever6 ,those who know what eternal life means count it the one terror to have to live on without it4 ,take then the ,lord's words thus3 ',children1 how hard is it to enter into the kingdom of ,god6' ,it is quite like his way of putting things4 ,calling them first to reflect on the original difficulty for every man of entering into the kingdom of ,god1 he reasserts in yet stronger phrase the difficulty of the rich man3 ',it is easier for a camel to go through a needle's eye1 than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of ,god4' ,it always was1 always will be1 hard to enter into the kingdom of heaven4 ,it is hard even to believe that one must be born from above--must pass into a new and unknown consciousness4 ,the law-faithful ,jew1 the ceremonial ,christian1 shrinks from the self-annihilation1 the ,life of grace and truth1 the upper air of heavenly delight1 the all-embracing love that fills the law full and sets it aside4 ,they cannot accept a condition of being as in itself eternal life4 ,and hard to believe in1 this life1 this kingdom of ,god1 this simplicity of absolute existence1 is hard to enter4 ,how hard8 ,as hard as the ,master of salvation could find words to express the hardness3 ',if any man cometh unto me1 and hateth not 4444 his own life also1 he cannot be my disciple4' ,and the rich man must find it harder than another to hate his own life4 ,there is so much associated with it to swell out the self of his consciousness1 that the difficulty of casting it from him as the mere ugly shadow of the self ,god made1 is vastly increased4 ,none can know how difficult it is to enter into the kingdom of heaven1 but those who have tried--tried hard1 and have not ceased to try4 ,i care not to be told that one may pass at once into all possible sweetness of assurance2 it is not assurance ,i desire1 but the thing itself2 not the certainty of eternal life1 but eternal life4 ,i care not what other preachers may say1 while ,i know that in ,st4 ,paul the spirit and the flesh were in frequent strife4 ,they only1 ,i repeat1 know how hard it is to enter into life1 who are in conflict every day1 are growing to have this conflict every hour--nay1 begin to see that no moment is life1 without the presence that maketh strong4 ,let any tell me of peace and content1 yea1 joy unspeakable as the instant result of the new birth2 ,i deny no such statement1 refuse no such testimony2 all ,i care to say is1 that1 if by salvation they mean less than absolute oneness with ,god1 ,i count it no salvation1 neither would be content with it if it included every joy in the heaven of their best imagining4 ,if they are not righteous even as he is righteous1 they are not saved1 whatever be their gladness or their content2 they are but on the way to be saved4 ,if they do not love their neighbour--not as themselves3 that is a phrase ill to understand1 and not of ,christ1 but--as ,christ loves him1 ,i cannot count them entered into life1 though life may have begun to enter into them4 ,those whose idea of life is simply an eternal one1 best know how hard it is to enter into life4 ,the ,lord said1 ',children how hard is it to enter into the kingdom6' the disciples little knew what was required of them6 ,demands unknown before are continually being made upon the ,christian3 it is the ever fresh rousing and calling1 asking and sending of the ,spirit that worketh in the children of obedience4 ,when he thinks he has attained1 then is he in danger2 when he finds the mountain he has so long been climbing show suddenly a distant peak1 radiant in eternal whiteness1 and all but lost in heavenly places1 a peak whose glory-crowned apex it seems as if no human foot could ever reach--then is there hope for him2 proof there is then that he has been climbing1 for he beholds the yet unclimbed2 he sees what he could not see before2 if he knows little of what he is1 he knows something of what he is not4 ,he learns ever afresh that he is not in the world as ,jesus was in the world2 but the very wind that breathes courage as he climbs is the hope that one day he shall be like him1 seeing him as he is4 ,possessions are ,things1 and ,things in general1 save as affording matter of conquest and means of spiritual annexation1 are very ready to prove inimical to the better life4 ,the man who for consciousness of well-being depends upon anything but life1 the life essential1 is a slave2 he hangs on what is less than himself4 ,he is not perfect who1 deprived of every thing1 would not sit down calmly content1 aware of a well-being untouched2 for none the less would he be possessor of all things1 the child of the ,eternal4 ,things are given us1 this body first of things1 that through them we may be trained both to independence and true possession of them4 ,we must possess them2 they must not possess us4 ,their use is to mediate--as shapes and manifestations in lower kind of the things that are unseen1 that is1 in themselves unseeable1 the things that belong1 not to the world of speech1 but the world of silence1 not to the world of showing1 but the world of being1 the world that cannot be shaken1 and must remain4 ,these things unseen take form in the things of time and space--not that they may exist1 for they exist in and from eternal ,godhead1 but that their being may be known to those in training for the eternal2 these things unseen the sons and daughters of ,god must possess4 ,but instead of reaching out after them1 they grasp at their forms1 reward the things seen as the things to be possessed1 fall in love with the bodies instead of the souls of them4 ,there are good people who can hardly believe that1 if the young man had consented to give up his wealth1 the ,lord would not then have told him to keep it2 they too seem to think the treasure in heaven insufficient as a substitute4 ,they cannot believe he would have been better off without his wealth4 ',is not wealth power8' they ask4 ,it is indeed power1 and so is a wolf hid in the robe2 it is power1 but as of a brute machine1 of which the owner ill knows the handles and cranks1 valves and governor4 ,the multitude of those who read the tale are of the same mind as the youth himself--in his worst moment1 as he turned and went--with one vast difference1 that they are not sorrowful4 ,things can never be really possessed by the man who cannot do without them--who would not be absolutely1 divinely content in the consciousness that the cause of his being is within it--and with him4 ,i would not be misunderstood3 no man can have the consciousness of ,god with him and not be content2 ,i mean that no man who has not the ,father so as to be eternally content in him alone1 can possess a sunset or a field of grass or a mine of gold or the love of a fellow-creature according to its nature--as ,god would have him possess it--in the eternal way of inheriting1 having1 and holding4 ,he who has ,god1 has all things1 after the fashion in which he who made them has them4 ,to man1 woman1 and child1 ,i say--if you are not content1 it is because ,god is not with you as you need him1 not with you as he would be with you1 as you must have him2 for you need him as your body never needed food or air1 need him as your soul never hungered after joy1 or peace1 or pleasure4 ,it is imperative on us to get rid of the tyranny of things4 ,see how imperative3 let the young man cling with every fibre to his wealth1 what ,god can do he will do2 his child shall not be left in the hell of possession6 ,comes the angel of death6--and where are the things that haunted the poor soul with such manifold hindrance and obstruction6 ,the world1 and all that is in the world1 drops and slips1 from his feet1 from his hands1 carrying with it his body1 his eyes1 his ears1 every pouch1 every coffer1 that could delude him with the fancy of possession4 ',is the man so freed from the dominion of things8 does ,death so serve him--so ransom him8 ,why then hasten the hour8 ,shall not the youth abide the stroke of ,time's clock--await the ,inevitable on its path to free him8' ,not so6--for then first1 ,i presume1 does the man of things become aware of their tyranny4 ,when a man begins to abstain1 then first he recognizes the strength of his passion2 it may be1 when a man has not a thing left1 he will begin to know what a necessity he had made of things2 and if then he begin to contend with them1 to cast out of his soul what ,death has torn from his hands1 then first will he know the full passion of possession1 the slavery of prizing the worthless part of the precious4 ',wherein then lies the service of ,death8 ,he takes the sting1 but leaves the poison6' ,in this3 it is not the fetters that gall1 but the fetters that soothe1 which eat into the soul4 ,when the fetters of gold are gone1 on which the man delighted to gaze1 though they held him fast to his dungeon-wall1 buried from air and sunshine1 then first will he feel them in the soreness of their lack1 in the weary indifference with which he looks on earth and sea1 on space and stars4 ,when the truth begins to dawn upon him that those fetters were a horror and a disgrace1 then will the good of saving death appear1 and the man begin to understand that having never was1 never could be well-being2 that it is not by possessing we live1 but by life we possess4 ,in this way is the loss of the things he thought he had1 a motioning1 hardly towards1 yet in favour of deliverance4 ,it may seem to the man the first of his slavery when it is in truth the beginning of his freedom4 ,never soul was set free without being made to feel its slavery2 nothing but itself can enslave a soul1 nothing without itself free it4 ,when the drunkard1 free of his body1 but retaining his desire unable to indulge it1 has time at length to think1 in the lack of the means of destroying thought1 surely there dawns for him then at last a fearful hope6--not until1 by the power of ,god and his own obedient effort1 he is raised into such a condition that1 be the temptation what it might1 he would not yield for an immortality of unrequited drunkenness--all its delights and not one of its penalties--is he saved4 ,thus death may give a new opportunity--with some hope for the multitude counting themselves ,christians1 who are possessed by things as by a legion of devils2 who stand well in their church2 whose lives are regarded as stainless2 who are kind1 friendly1 give largely1 believe in the redemption of ,jesus1 talk of the world and the church2 yet whose care all the time is to heap up1 to make much into more1 to add house to house and field to field1 burying themselves deeper and deeper in the ash-heap of ,things4 ,but it is not the rich man only who is under the dominion of things2 they too are slaves who1 having no money1 are unhappy from the lack of it4 ,the man who is ever digging his grave is little better than he who already lies mouldering in it4 ,the money the one has1 the money the other would have1 is in each the cause of an eternal stupidity4 ,to the one as to the other comes the word1 ',how is it that ye do not understand8' ,,the ,,cause ,,of ,,spiritual ,,stupidity4 ',how is it that ye do not understand8'--,,st4 ,,mark viii4 #ba4 ,after feeding the four thousand with seven loaves and a few small fishes1 on the east side of the ,sea of ,galilee1 ,jesus1 having crossed the lake1 was met on the other side by certain ,pharisees1 whose attitude towards him was such that he betook himself again to the boat1 and recrossed the lake4 ,on the way the disciples bethought them that they had in the boat but a single loaf3 probably while the ,lord was occupied with the ,pharisees1 one of them had gone and bought it1 little thinking they were about to start again so soon4 ,jesus1 still occupied with the antagonism of the leaders of the people1 and desirous of destroying their influence on his disciples1 began to warn them against them4 ,in so doing he made use of a figure they had heard him use before--that of leaven as representing a hidden but potent and pervading energy3 the kingdom of heaven1 he had told them1 was like leaven hid in meal1 gradually leavening the whole of it4 ,he now tells them to beware of the leaven of the ,pharisees4 ,the disciples1 whose minds were occupied with their lack of provisions1 the moment they heard the word leaven1 thought of bread1 concluded it must be because of its absence that he spoke of leaven1 and imagined perhaps a warning against some danger of defilement from ,pharisaical cookery3 ',it is because we have taken no bread6' ,a leaven like that of the ,pharisees was even then at work in their hearts2 for the sign the ,pharisees sought in the mockery of unbelief1 they had had a few hours before1 and had already1 in respect of all that made it of value1 forgotten4 ,it is to the man who is trying to live1 to the man who is obedient to the word of the ,master1 that the word of the ,master unfolds itself4 ,when we understand the outside of things1 we think we have them3 the ,lord puts his things in subdefined1 suggestive shapes1 yielding no satisfactory meaning to the mere intellect1 but unfolding themselves to the conscience and heart1 to the man himself1 in the process of life-effort4 ,according as the new creation1 that of reality1 advances in him1 the man becomes able to understand the words1 the symbols1 the parables of the ,lord4 ,for life1 that is1 action1 is alone the human condition into which the light of the ,living can penetrate2 life alone can assimilate life1 can change food into growth4 ,see how the disciples here fooled themselves6 ,see how the ,lord calls them to their senses4 ,he does not tell them in so many words where they are wrong2 he attacks instead the cause in themselves which led to their mistake--a matter always of infinitely more consequence than any mistake itself3 the one is a live mistake1 an untruth in the soul1 the other a mere dead blunder born of it4 ,the word-connection therefore between their blunder and our ,lord's exhortation1 is not to be found2 the logic of what the ,lord said1 is not on the surface4 ,often he speaks not to the words but to the thought2 here he speaks not even to the thought1 but to the whole mode of thinking1 to the thought-matrix1 the inward condition of the men4 ,he addresses himself to rouse in them a sense of their lack of confidence in ,god1 which was the cause of their blunder as to his meaning4 ,he reminds them of the two miracles with the loaves1 and the quantity of fragments left beyond the need4 ,from one of these miracles they had just come2 it was not a day behind them2 yet here they were doubting already6 ,he makes them go over the particulars of the miracles--hardly to refresh their memories-they were tenacious enough of the marvel1 but to make their hearts dwell on them2 for they had already forgotten or had failed to see their central revelation--the eternal fact of ,god's love and care and compassion4 ,they knew the number of the men each time1 the number of the loaves each time1 the number of the baskets of fragments they had each time taken up1 but they forgot the ,love that had so broken the bread that its remnants twenty times outweighed its loaves4 ,having thus questioned them like children1 and listened as to the answers of children1 he turns the light of their thoughts upon themselves1 and1 with an argument to the man which overleaps all the links of its own absolute logic1 demands1 ',how is it that ye do not understand8' ,then they did understand1 and knew that he did not speak to them of the leaven of bread1 but of the teaching of the ,pharisees and of the ,sadducees4 ,he who trusts can understand2 he whose mind is set at ease can discover a reason4 ,how otherwise than by rebuking and quelling their anxiety1 could those words have made them see what then they saw8 ,what connection was there between ',how many baskets took ye up8' and ',how is it that ye do not understand8' ,what had the miracles to do with their discovering that when he spoke of leaven1 it was not of the leaven of bread8 ,if not of the leaven of bread1 how did the reference to those miracles of bread make them recognize the fact8 ,the lesson he would have had them learn from the miracle1 the natural lesson1 the only lesson worthy of the miracle1 was1 that ,god cared for his children1 and could1 did1 and would provide for their necessities4 ,this lesson they had not learned4 ,no doubt the power of the miracle was some proof of his mission1 but the love of it proved it better1 for it made it worth proving3 it was a throb of the ,father's heart4 ,the ground of the ,master's upbraiding is not that they did not understand him1 but that they did not trust ,god2 that1 after all they had seen1 they yet troubled themselves about bread4 ,because we easily imagine ourselves in want1 we imagine ,god ready to forsake us4 ,the miracles of ,jesus were the ordinary works of his ,father1 wrought small and swift that we might take them in4 ,the lesson of them was that help is always within ,god's reach when his children want it--their design1 to show what ,god is--not that ,jesus was ,god1 but that his ,father was ,god--that is1 was what he was1 for no other kind of ,god could be1 or be worth believing in1 no other notion of ,god be worth having4 ,the mission undertaken by the ,son1 was not to show himself as having all power in heaven and earth1 but to reveal his ,father1 to show him to men such as he is1 that men may know him1 and knowing1 trust him4 ,it were a small boon indeed that ,god should forgive men1 and not give himself4 ,it would be but to give them back themselves2 and less than ,god just as he is will not comfort men for the essential sorrow of their existence4 ,only ,god the gift can turn that sorrow into essential joy3 ,jesus came to give them ,god1 who is eternal life4 ,those miracles of feeding gave the same lesson to their eyes1 their hands1 their mouths1 that his words gave to their ears when he said1 'seek not ye what ye shall eat1 or what ye shall drink1 neither be ye of doubtful mind2 for your ,father knoweth that ye have need of these things2' ',seek ye first the kingdom of ,god1 and his righteousness1 and all these things shall be added unto you4' ,so little had they learned it yet1 that they remembered the loaves but forgot the ,father--as men in their theology forget the very ,greek3 ,theou logos4 ,thus forgetting1 they were troubled about provision for the day1 and the moment leaven was mentioned1 thought of bread4 ,what else could he mean8 ,the connection was plain6 ,the ,lord reminds them of the miracle1 which had they believed after its true value1 they would not have been so occupied as to miss what he meant4 ,it had set forth to them the truth of ,god's heart towards them2 revealed the loving care without which he would not be ,god4 ,had they learned this lesson1 they would not have needed the reminder2 for their hearts would not have been so filled with discomfort as to cause them mistake his word4 ,had they but said with themselves that1 though they had but one loaf1 they had him who makes all the loaves1 they would never have made the foolish blunder they did4 ,the answer then to the ,lord's reproach1 ',how is it that ye do not understand8' is plainly this3 their minds were so full of care about the day's bread1 that they could not think with simplicity about anything else2 the mere mention of leaven threw them floundering afresh in the bog of their unbelief4 ,when the ,lord reminded them of what their eyes had seen1 so of what he was and what ,god was1 and of the foolishness of their care--the moment their fear was taught to look up1 that moment they began to see what the former words of the ,lord must have meant3 their minds grew clear enough to receive and reflect in a measure their intent4 ,the care of the disciples was care for the day1 not for the morrow2 the word morrow must stand for any and every point of the future4 ,the next hour1 the next moment1 is as much beyond our grasp and as much in ,god's care1 as that a hundred years away4 ,care for the next minute is just as foolish as care for the morrow1 or for a day in the next thousand years--in neither can we do anything1 in both ,god is doing everything4 ,those claims only of the morrow which have to be prepared to-day are of the duty of to-day2 the moment which coincides with work to be done1 is the moment to be minded2 the next is nowhere till ,god has made it4 ,their lack of bread seems to have come from no neglect1 but from the immediacy of the ,lord's re-embarkation2 at the same time had there been a want of foresight1 that was not the kind of thing the ,lord cared to reprove2 it was not this and that fault he had come to set right1 but the primary evil of life without ,god1 the root of all evils1 from hatred to discourtesy4 ,certain minor virtues also1 prudence amongst the rest1 would thus at length be almost1 if not altogether1 superseded4 ,if a man forget a thing1 ,god will see to that3 man is not lord of his memory or his intellect4 ,but man is lord of his will1 his action2 and is then verily to blame when1 remembering a duty1 he does not do it1 but puts it off1 and so forgets it4 ,if a man lay himself out to do the immediate duty of the moment1 wonderfully little forethought1 ,i suspect1 will be found needful4 ,that forethought only is right which has to determine duty1 and pass into action4 ,to the foundation of yesterday's work well done1 the work of the morrow will be sure to fit4 ,work done is of more consequence for the future than the foresight of an archangel4 ,with the disciples as with the rich youth1 it was ,things that prevented the ,lord from being understood4 ,because of possession the young man had not a suspicion of the grandeur of the call with which ,jesus honoured him4 ,he thought he was hardly dealt with to be offered a patent of ,heaven's nobility--he was so very rich6 ,things filled his heart2 things blocked up his windows2 things barricaded his door1 so that the very ,god could not enter4 ,his soul was not empty1 swept1 and garnished1 but crowded with meanest idols1 among which his spirit crept about upon its knees1 wasting on them the gazes that belonged to his fellows and his ,master4 ,the disciples were a little further on than he2 they had left all and followed the ,lord2 but neither had they yet got rid of ,things4 ,the paltry solitariness of a loaf was enough to hide the ,lord from them1 to make them unable to understand him4 ,why1 having forgotten1 could they not trust8 ,surely if he had told them that for his sake they must go all day without food1 they would not have minded6 ,but they lost sight of ,god1 and were as if either he did not see1 or did not care for them4 ,in the former case it was the possession of wealth1 in the latter the not having more than a loaf1 that rendered incapable of receiving the word of the ,lord3 the evil principle was precisely the same4 ,if it be ,things that slay you1 what matter whether things you have1 or things you have not8 ,the youth1 not trusting in ,god1 the source of his riches1 cannot brook the word of his ,son1 offering him better riches1 more direct from the heart of the ,father4 ,the disciples1 forgetting who is lord of the harvests of the earth1 cannot understand his word1 because filled with the fear of a day's hunger4 ,he did not trust in ,god as having given2 they did not trust in ,god as ready to give4 ,we are like them when1 in any trouble1 we do not trust him4 ,it is hard on ,god1 when his children will not let him give2 when they carry themselves so that he must withhold his hand1 lest he harm them4 ,to take no care that they acknowledge whence their help comes1 would be to leave them worshippers of idols1 trusters in that which is not4 ,distrust is atheism1 and the barrier to all growth4 ,lord1 we do not understand thee1 because we do not trust thy ,father--whole-hearted to us1 as never yet was mother to her first-born6 ,full of care1 as if he had none1 we think this and that escapes his notice1 for this and that he does not think6 ,while we who are evil would die to give our children bread to eat1 we are not certain the only ,good will give us anything of what we desire6 ,the things of thy world so crowd our hearts1 that there is no room in them for the things of thy heart1 which would raise ours above all fear1 and make us merry children in our ,father's house6 ,surely many a whisper of the watching ,spirit we let slip through brooding over a need not yet come to us6 ,to-morrow makes to-day's whole head sick1 its whole heart faint4 ,when we should be still1 sleeping or dreaming1 we are fretting about an hour that lies a half sun's-journey away6 ,not so doest thou1 ,lord6 thou doest the work of thy ,father6 ,wert thou such as we1 then should we have good cause to be troubled6 ,but thou knowest it is difficult1 things pressing upon every sense1 to believe that the informing power of them is in the unseen2 that out of it they come2 that1 where we can descry no hand directing1 a will1 nearer than any hand1 is moving them from within1 causing them to fulfil his word6 ,help us to obey1 to resist1 to trust4 ,the care that is filling your mind at this moment1 or but waiting till you lay the book aside to leap upon you--that need which is no need1 is a demon sucking at the spring of your life4 ',no2 mine is a reasonable care--an unavoidable care1 indeed6' ',is it something you have to do this very moment8' ',no4' ',then you are allowing it to usurp the place of something that is required of you this moment6' ',there is nothing required of me at this moment4' ',nay1 but there is--the greatest thing that can be required of man4' ',pray1 what is it8' ',trust in the living ,god4 ,his will is your life4' ',he may not will ,i should have what ,i need6' ',then you only think you need it4 ,is it a good thing8' ',yes1 it is a good thing4' ',then why doubt you shall have it8' ',because ,god may choose to have me go without it4' ',why should he8' ',i cannot tell4' ',must it not be in order to give you something instead8' ',i want nothing instead4' ',i thought ,i was talking to a ,christian6' ',i can consent to be called nothing else4' ',do you not1 then1 know that1 when ,god denies anything a child of his values1 it is to give him something he values8' ',but if ,i do not want it8' ',you are none the less miserable just because you do not have it4 ,instead of his great possessions the young man was to have the company of ,jesus1 and treasure in heaven4 ,when ,god refused to deliver a certain man from a sore evil1 concerning which he three times besought him1 unaccustomed to be denied1 he gave him instead his own graciousness1 consoled him in person for his pain4' ',ah1 but that was ,st4 ,paul6' ',true2 what of that8' ',he was one by himself6' ',god deals with all his children after his own father-nature4 ,no scripture is of private interpretation even for a ,st4 ,paul4 ,it sets forth ,god's way with man4 ,if thou art not willing that ,god should have his way with thee1 then1 in the name of ,god1 be miserable--till thy misery drive thee to the arms of the ,father4' ',i do trust him in spiritual matters4' ',everything is an affair of the spirit4 ,if ,god has a way1 then that is the only way4 ,every little thing in which you would have your own way1 has a mission for your redemption2 and he will treat you as a naughty child until you take your ,father's way for yours4' ,there will be this difference1 however1 between the rich that loves his riches and the poor that hates his poverty--that1 when they die1 the heart of the one will be still crowded with things and their pleasures1 while the heart of the other will be relieved of their lack2 the one has had his good things1 the other his evil things4 ,but the rich man who held his things lightly1 nor let them nestle in his heart2 who was a channel and no cistern2 who was ever and always forsaking his money--starts1 in the new world1 side by side with the man who accepted1 not hated1 his poverty4 ,each will say1 ',i am free6' ,for the only air of the soul1 in which it can breathe and live1 is the present ,god and the spirits of the just3 that is our heaven1 our home1 our all-right place4 ,cleansed of greed1 jealousy1 vanity1 pride1 possession1 all the thousand forms of the evil self1 we shall be ,god's children on the hills and in the fields of that heaven1 not one desiring to be before another1 any more than to cast that other out2 for ambition and hatred will then be seen to be one and the same spirit4--',what thou hast1 ,i have2 what thou desirest1 ,i will2 ,i give to myself ten times in giving once to thee4 ,my want that thou mightst have1 would be rich possession4' ,but let me be practical2 for thou art ready to be miserable over trifles1 and dost not believe ,god good enough to care for thy care3 ,i would reason with thee to help thee rid of thy troubles1 for they hide from thee the thoughts of thy ,god4 ,the things readiest to be done1 those which lie not at the door but on the very table of a man's mind1 are not merely in general the most neglected1 but even by the thoughtful man1 the oftenest let alone1 the oftenest postponed4 ,the ,lord of life demanding high virtue of us1 can it be that he does not care for the first principles of justice8 ,may a man become strong in righteousness without learning to speak the truth to his neighbour8 ,shall a man climb the last flight of the stair who has never set foot on the lowest step8 ,truth is one1 and he who does the truth in the small thing is of the truth2 he who will do it only in a great thing1 who postpones the small thing near him to the great thing farther from him1 is not of the truth4 ,let me suggest some possible parallels between ourselves and the disciples maundering over their one loaf--with the ,bread of ,life at their side in the boat4 ,we too dull our understandings with trifles1 fill the heavenly spaces with phantoms1 waste the heavenly time with hurry4 ,to those who possess their souls in patience come the heavenly visions4 ,when ,i trouble myself over a trifle1 even a trifle confessed--the loss of some little article1 say--spurring my memory1 and hunting the house1 not from immediate need1 but from dislike of loss2 when a book has been borrowed of me and not returned1 and ,i have forgotten the borrower1 and fret over the missing volume1 while there are thousands on my shelves from which the moments thus lost might gather treasure holding relation with neither moth1 nor rust1 nor thief2 am ,i not like the disciples8 ,am ,i not a fool whenever loss troubles me more than recovery would gladden8 ,god would have me wise1 and smile at the trifle4 ,is it not time ,i lost a few things when ,i care for them so unreasonably8 ,this losing of things is of the mercy of ,god2 it comes to teach us to let them go4 ,or have ,i forgotten a thought that came to me1 which seemed of the truth1 and a revealment to my heart8 ,i wanted to keep it1 to have it1 to use it by and by1 and it is gone6 ,i keep trying and trying to call it back1 feeling a poor man till that thought be recovered--to be far more lost1 perhaps1 in a note-book1 into which ,i shall never look again to find it6 ,i forget that it is live things ,god cares about--live truths1 not things set down in a book1 or in a memory1 or embalmed in the joy of knowledge1 but things lifting up the heart1 things active in an active will4 ,true1 my lost thought might have so worked2 but had ,i faith in ,god1 the maker of thought and memory1 ,i should know that1 if the thought was a truth1 and so alone worth anything1 it must come again2 for it is in ,god--so1 like the dead1 not beyond my reach3 kept for me1 ,i shall have it again4 ',these are foolish illustrations--not worth writing6' ,if such things are not1 then the mention of them is foolish4 ,if they are1 then he is foolish who would treat them as if they were not4 ,i choose them for their smallness1 and appeal especially to all who keep house concerning the size of trouble that suffices to hide word and face of ,god4 ,with every haunting trouble then1 great or small1 the loss of thousands or the lack of a shilling1 go to ,god1 and appeal to him1 the ,god of your life1 to deliver you1 his child1 from that which is unlike him1 therefore does not belong to you1 but is antagonistic to your nature4 ,if your trouble is such that you cannot appeal to him1 the more need you should appeal to him6 ,where one cannot go to ,god1 there is something specially wrong4 ,if you let thought for the morrow1 or the next year1 or the next month1 distress you2 if you let the chatter of what is called the public1 peering purblind into the sanctuary of motive1 annoy you2 if you seek or greatly heed the judgment of men1 capable or incapable1 you set open your windows to the mosquitoes of care1 to drown with their buzzing the voice of the ,eternal6 ,if you tell me that but for care1 the needful work of the world would be ill done--',what work1' ,i ask1 'can that be1 which will be better done by the greedy or anxious than by the free1 fearless soul8 ,can care be a better inspirer of labour than the sending of ,god8 ,if the work is not his work1 then1 indeed1 care may well help it1 for its success is loss4 ,but is he worthy the name of man who1 for the fear of starvation1 will do better work than for the joy that his labour is not in vain in the ,lord8 ,i know as well as you that you are not likely to get rich that way2 but neither will you block up the gate of the kingdom of heaven against yourself4 ,ambition in every shape has to do with ,things1 with outward advantages for the satisfaction of self-worship2 it is that form of pride1 foul shadow of ,satan1 which usurps the place of aspiration4 ,the sole ambition that is of ,god is the ambition to rise above oneself2 all other is of the devil4 ,yet is it nursed and cherished in many a soul that thinks itself devout1 filling it with petty cares and disappointments1 that swarm like bats in its air1 and shut out the glory of ,god4 ,the love of the praise of men1 the desire of fame1 the pride that takes offence1 the puffing-up of knowledge1 these and every other form of ,protean self-worship--we must get rid of them all4 ,we must be free4 ,the man whom another enslaves may be free as ,god2 to him who is a slave in himself1 ,god will not enter in2 he will not sup with him1 for he cannot be his friend4 ,he will sit by the humblest hearth where the daily food is prepared2 he will not eat in a lumber-room1 let the lumber be thrones and crowns4 ,will not1 did ,i say8 ,cannot1 ,i say4 ,men full of things would not once partake with ,god1 were he by them all the day4 ,nor will ,god force any door to enter in4 ,he may send a tempest about the house2 the wind of his admonishment may burst doors and windows1 yea1 shake the house to its foundations2 but not then1 not so1 will he enter4 ,the door must be opened by the willing hand1 ere the foot of ,love will cross the threshold4 ,he watches to see the door move from within4 ,every tempest is but an assault in the siege of love4 ,the terror of ,god is but the other side of his love2 it is love outside the house1 that would be inside--love that knows the house is no house1 only a place1 until it enter--no home1 but a tent1 until the ,eternal dwell there4 ,things must be cast out to make room for their souls-- the eternal truths which in things find shape and show4 ,but who is sufficient to cast them out8 ,if a man take courage and encounter the army of bats and demon-snakes that infests the place of the ,holy1 it is but to find the task too great for him2 that the temple of ,god will not be cleansed by him2 that the very dust he raises in sweeping is full of corruptive forces4 ,let such as would do what they must yet cannot1 be what they must yet cannot1 remember1 with hope and courage1 that he who knows all about our being1 once spake a parable to the end that they ought always to pray1 and not to faint4 ,,the ,,word ,,of ,,jesus ,,on ,,prayer4 ',they ought always to pray4'--,,st4 ,,luke xviii4 ,i4 ,the impossibility of doing what we would as we would1 drives us to look for help4 ,and this brings us to a new point of departure4 ,everything difficult indicates something more than our theory of life yet embraces1 checks some tendency to abandon the strait path1 leaving open only the way ahead4 ,but there is a reality of being in which all things are easy and plain--oneness1 that is1 with the ,lord of ,life2 to pray for this is the first thing2 and to the point of this prayer every difficulty hedges and directs us4 ,but if ,i try to set forth something of the reasonableness of all prayer1 ,i beg my readers to remember that it is for the sake of action and not speculation2 if prayer be anything at all1 it is a thing to be done3 what matter whether you agree with me or not1 if you do not pray8 ,i would not spend my labour for that2 ,i desire it to serve for help to pray1 not to understand how a man might pray and yet be a reasonable soul4 ,first1 a few words about the parable itself4 ,it is an instance1 by no means solitary1 of the ,lord's use of a tale about a very common or bad person1 to persuade1 reasoning a fortiori1 of the way of the ,all-righteous4 ,note the points3 ',did the unrighteous judge1 to save himself from annoyance1 punish one with whom he was not offended1 for the sake of a woman he cared nothing about8 and shall not the living ,justice avenge his praying friends over whose injuries he has to exercise a long-suffering patience towards their enemies8'--for so ,i would interpret the phrase1 as correctly translated in the ,revision1 'and he is long-suffering over them4'--',i say unto you1 that he will avenge them speedily4 ,howbeit when the ,son of ,man cometh1 shall he find faith on the earth8' ,here then is a word of the ,lord about prayer3 it is a comfort that he recognizes difficulty in the matter--sees that we need encouragement to go on praying1 that it looks as if we were not heard1 that it is no wonder we should be ready to faint and leave off4 ,he tells a parable in which the suppliant has to go often and often to the man who can help her1 gaining her end only at the long last4 ,actual delay on the part of ,god1 we know from what follows1 he does not allow2 the more plain is it that he recognizes how the thing must look to those whom he would have go on praying4 ,here as elsewhere he teaches us that we must not go by the look of things1 but by the reality behind the look4 ,a truth1 a necessity of ,god's own willed nature1 is enough to set up against a whole army of appearances4 ,it looks as if he did not hear you3 never mind2 he does2 it must be that he does2 go on as the woman did2 you too will be heard4 ,she is heard at last1 and in virtue of her much going2 ,god hears at once1 and will avenge speedily4 ,the unrighteous judge cared nothing for the woman2 those who cry to ,god are his own chosen-- plain in the fact that they cry to him4 ,he has made and appointed them to cry3 they do cry3 will he not hear them8 ,they exist that they may pray2 he has chosen them that they may choose him2 he has called them that they may call him--that there may be such communion1 such interchange as belongs to their being and the being of their ,father4 ,the gulf of indifference lay between the poor woman and the unjust judge2 ,god and those who seek his help1 are closer than two hands clasped hard in love3 he will avenge them speedily4 ,it is a bold assertion in the face of what seems great delay--an appearance acknowledged in the very groundwork of the parable4 ,having made it1 why does he seem to check himself with a sigh1 adding1 ,howbeit when the ,son of ,man cometh1 shall he find faith on the earth8' ,after all he had said1 and had yet to say1 after all he had done1 and was going on to do1 when he came again1 after time given for the holy leaven to work1 would he find men trusting the ,father8 ,would he find them1 even then1 beyond the tyranny of appearances1 believing in spite of them8 ,would they be children enough towards ,god to know he was hearing them and working for them1 though they could not hear him or see him work8--to believe the ways of ,god so wide1 that even on the breadth of his track was room for their understanding to lose its way--what they saw1 so small a part of what he was doing1 that it could give them but little clue to his end8 that it was because the goal ,god had in view for them was so high and afar1 that they could detect no movement of approach thereto8 ,the sigh1 the exclamation1 never meant that ,god might be doing something more than he was doing1 but that the ,father would have a dreary time to wait ere his children would know1 that is1 trust in him4 ,the utterance recognizes the part of man1 his slowly yielded part in faith1 and his blame in troubling ,god by not trusting in him4 ,if men would but make haste1 and stir themselves up to take hold on ,god6 ,they were so slow of heart to believe6 ,they could but would not help it and do better6 ,he seems here to refer to his second coming--concerning the time of which1 he refused information2 concerning the mode of which1 he said it would be unexpected2 but concerning the duty of which1 he insisted it was to be ready3 we must be faithful1 and at our work4 ,do those who say1 lo here or lo there are the signs of his coming1 think to be too keen for him1 and spy his approach8 ,when he tells them to watch lest he find them neglecting their work1 they stare this way and that1 and watch lest he should succeed in coming like a thief6 ,so throughout3 if1 instead of speculation1 we gave ourselves to obedience1 what a difference would soon be seen in the world6 ,oh1 the multitude of so-called religious questions which the ,lord would answer with1 'strive to enter in at the strait gate'6 ,many eat and drink and talk and teach in his presence2 few do the things he says to them6 ,obedience is the one key of life4 ,i would meet difficulties1 not answer objections2 ,i would remove stumbling-blocks from the path of him who would pray2 ,i would help him to pray4 ,if1 seeing we live not by our own will1 we live by another will1 then is there reason1 and then only can there be reason in prayer4 ,to him who refuses that other will1 ,i have nothing to say4 ,the hour may come when he will wish there were some one to pray to2 now he is not of those whom ,i can help4 ,if there be a ,god1 and ,i am his creature1 there may be1 there should be1 there must be some communication open between him and me4 ,if any one allow a ,god1 but one scarce good enough to care about his creatures1 ,i will yield him that it were foolish to pray to such a ,god2 but the notion that1 with all the good impulses in us1 we are the offspring of a cold-hearted devil1 is so horrible in its inconsistency1 that ,i would ask that man what hideous and cold-hearted disregard to the truth makes him capable of the supposition6 ,to such a one ,god's terrors1 or1 if not his terrors1 then ,god's sorrows yet will speak2 the divine something in him will love1 and the love be left moaning4 ,if ,i find my position1 my consciousness1 that of one from home1 nay1 that of one in some sort of prison2 if ,i find that ,i can neither rule the world in which ,i live nor my own thoughts or desires2 that ,i cannot quiet my passions1 order my likings1 determine my ends1 will my growth1 forget when ,i would1 or recall what ,i forget2 that ,i cannot love where ,i would1 or hate where ,i would2 that ,i am no king over myself2 that ,i cannot supply my own needs1 do not even always know which of my seeming needs are to be supplied1 and which treated as impostors2 if1 in a word1 my own being is everyway too much for me2 if ,i can neither understand it1 be satisfied with it1 nor better it--may it not well give me pause--the pause that ends in prayer8 ,when my own scale seems too large for my management2 when ,i reflect that ,i cannot account for my existence1 have had no poorest hand in it1 neither1 should ,i not like it1 can do anything towards causing it to cease2 when ,i think that ,i can do nothing to make up to those ,i love1 any more than to those ,i hate1 for evils ,i have done them and sorrows ,i have caused them2 that in my worst moments ,i disbelieve in my best1 in my best loathe my worst2 that there is in me no wholeness1 no unity2 that life is not a good to me1 for ,i scorn myself--when ,i think all or any such things1 can it be strange if ,i think also that surely there ought to be somewhere a being to account for me1 one to account for himself1 and make the round of my existence just2 one whose very being accounts and is necessary to account for mine2 whose presence in my being is imperative1 not merely to supplement it1 but to make to myself my existence a good8 ,for if not rounded in itself1 but dependent on that which it knows not and cannot know1 it cannot be to itself a good known as a good--a thing of reason and well-being3 it will be a life longing for a logos to be the interpretative soul of its cosmos--a logos it cannot have4 ,to know ,god present1 to have the consciousness of ,god where he is the essential life1 must be absolutely necessary to that life6 ,he that is made in the image of ,god must know him or be desolate3 the child must have the ,father6 ,witness the dissatisfaction1 yea desolation of my soul--wretched1 alone1 unfinished1 without him6 ,it cannot act from itself1 save in ,god2 acting from what seems itself without ,god1 is no action at all1 it is a mere yielding to impulse4 ,all within is disorder and spasm4 ,there is a cry behind me1 and a voice before2 instincts of betterment tell me ,i must rise above my present self--perhaps even above all my possible self3 ,i see not how to obey1 how to carry them out6 ,i am shut up in a world of consciousness1 an unknown ,i in an unknown world3 surely this world of my unwilled1 unchosen1 compelled existence1 cannot be shut out from him1 cannot be unknown to him1 cannot be impenetrable1 impermeable1 unpresent to him from whom ,i am6 nay1 is it not his thinking in which ,i think8 is it not by his consciousness that ,i am conscious8 ,whatever passes in me must be as naturally known to him as to me1 and more thoroughly1 even to infinite degrees4 ,my thought must lie open to him3 if he makes me think1 how can ,i elude him in thinking8 ',if ,i should spread my wings toward the dawn1 and sojourn at the last of the sea1 even there thy hand would lead me1 and thy right hand would hold me6' ,if he has determined the being1 how shall any mode of that being be hidden from him8 ,if ,i speak to him1 if ,i utter words ever so low2 if ,i but think words to him2 nay1 if ,i only think to him1 surely he1 my original1 in whose life and will and no otherwise ,i now think concerning him1 hears1 and knows1 and acknowledges6 ,then shall ,i not think to him8 ,shall ,i not tell him my troubles--how he1 even he1 has troubled me by making me8--how unfit ,i am to be that which ,i am8--that my being is not to me a good thing yet8--that ,i need a law that shall account to me for it in righteousness--reveal to me how ,i am to make it a good--how ,i am to be a good1 and not an evil8 ,shall ,i not tell him that ,i need him to comfort me8 his breath to move upon the face of the waters of the ,chaos he has made8 ,shall ,i not cry to him to be in me rest and strength8 to quiet this uneasy motion called life1 and make me live indeed8 to deliver me from my sins1 and make me clean and glad8 ,such a cry is of the child to the ,father3 if there be a ,father1 verily he will hear1 and let the child know that he hears6 ,every need of ,god1 lifting up the heart1 is a seeking of ,god1 is a begging for himself1 is profoundest prayer1 and the root and inspirer of all other prayer4 ,if it be reasonable for me to cry thus1 if ,i cannot but cry1 it is reasonable that ,god should hear1 he cannot but hear4 ,a being that could not hear or would not answer prayer1 could not be ,god4 ',but1 ,i ask1 all this admitted--is what you call a necessary truth an existent fact8 ,you say1 ,it must be so2 ,i say1 ,what if there is no ,god6 ,convince me that prayer is heard1 and ,i shall know4 ,why should the question admit of doubt8 ,why should it require to be reasoned about8 ,we know that the wind blows3 why should we not know that ,god answers prayer8' ,i reply1 ,what if ,god does not care to have you know it at second hand8 ,what if there would be no good in that8 ,there is some testimony on record1 and perhaps there might be much were it not that1 having to do with things so immediately personal1 and generally so delicate1 answers to prayer would naturally not often be talked about2 but no testimony concerning the thing can well be conclusive2 for1 like a reported miracle1 there is always some way to daff it2 and besides1 the conviction to be got that way is of little value2 it avails nothing to know the thing by the best of evidence4 ,as to the evidence itself1 adduction of proof is scarce possible in respect of inward experience1 and to this class belongs the better part of the evidence3 the testimony may be truthful1 yet the testifier utterly self-deceived6 ,how am ,i to know the thing as he says he knows it8 ,how am ,i to judge of it8 ,there is king ,david3--,poetry6--old poetry6--and in the most indefinite language in the world6 ,doubtless he is little versed in the utterance of the human soul1 who does not recognize in many of the psalms a cry as true as ever came from depth of pain or height of deliverance2 but it may all have been but now the jarring and now the rhythmical movement of the waves of the psychical aether6--,i lay nothing upon testimony for my purpose now1 knowing the things that can be said1 and also not valuing the bare assent of the intellect4 ,the sole assurance worth a man's having1 even if the most incontestable evidence were open to him from a thousand other quarters1 is that to be gained only from personal experience--that assurance in himself which he can least readily receive from another1 and which is least capable of being transmuted into evidence for another4 ,the evidence of ,jesus ,christ could not take the place of that4 ,a truth is of enormous import in relation to the life--that is the heart1 and conscience1 and will2 it is of little consequence merely as a fact having relation to the understanding4 ,god may hear all prayers that ever were offered to him1 and a man may believe that he does1 nor be one whit the better for it1 so long as ,god has no prayers of his to hear1 he no answers to receive from ,god4 ,nothing in this quarter will ever be gained by investigation4 ,reader1 if you are in any trouble1 try whether ,god will not help you2 if you are in no need1 why should you ask questions about prayer8 ,true1 he knows little of himself who does not know that he is wretched1 and miserable1 and poor1 and blind1 and naked2 but until he begins at least to suspect a need1 how can he pray8 ,and for one who does not want to pray1 ,i would not lift a straw to defeat such a one in the argument whether ,god hears or does not hear prayer3 for me1 let him think what he will6 it matters nothing in heaven or in earth3 whether in hell ,i do not know4 ,as to the so-called scientific challenge to prove the efficacy of prayer by the result of simultaneous petition1 ,i am almost ashamed to allude to it4 ,there should be light enough in science itself to show the proposal absurd4 ,a ,god capable of being so moved in one direction or another1 is a ,god not worth believing in--could not be the ,god believed in by ,jesus ,christ--and he said he knew4 ,a ,god that should fail to hear1 receive1 attend to one single prayer1 the feeblest or worst1 ,i cannot believe in2 but a ,god that would grant every request of every man or every company of men1 would be an evil ,god--that is no ,god1 but a demon4 ,that ,god should hang in the thought-atmosphere like a windmill1 waiting till men enough should combine and send out prayer in sufficient force to turn his outspread arms1 is an idea too absurd4 ,god waits to be gracious not to be tempted4 ,a man capable of proposing such a test1 could have in his mind no worthy representative idea of a ,god1 and might well disbelieve in any3 it is better to disbelieve than believe in a ,god unworthy4 ',but ,i want to believe in ,god4 ,i want to know that there is a ,god that answers prayer1 that ,i may believe in him4 ,there was a time when ,i believed in him4 ,i prayed to him in great and sore trouble of heart and mind1 and he did not hear me4 ,i have not prayed since4' ,how do you know that he did not hear you8 ',he did not give me what ,i asked1 though the weal of my soul hung on it4' ,in your judgment4 ,perhaps he knew better4 ',i am the worse for his refusal4 ,i would have believed in him if he had heard me4' ,till the next desire came which he would not grant1 and then you would have turned your ,god away4 ,a desirable believer you would have made6 ,a worthy brother to him who thought nothing fit to give the ,father less than his all6 ,you would accept of him no decision against your desire6 ,that ungranted1 there was no ,god1 or not a good one6 ,i think ,i will not argue with you more4 ,this only ,i will say3 ,god has not to consider his children only at the moment of their prayer4 ,should he be willing to give a man the thing he knows he would afterwards wish he had not given him8 ,if a man be not fit to be refused1 if he be not ready to be treated with love's severity1 what he wishes may perhaps be given him in order that he may wish it had not been given him2 but barely to give a man what he wants because he wants it1 and without farther purpose of his good1 would be to let a poor ignorant child take his fate into his own hands--the cruelty of a devil4 ,yet is every prayer heard2 and the real soul of the prayer may require1 for its real answer1 that it should not be granted in the form in which it is requested4 ',to have a thing in another shape1 might be equivalent to not having it at all4' ,if you knew ,god1 you would leave that to him4 ,he is not mocked1 and he will not mock4 ,but he knows you better than you know yourself1 and would keep you from fooling yourself4 ,he will not deal with you as the child of a day1 but as the child of eternal ages4 ,you shall be satisfied1 if you will but let him have his way with the creature he has made4 ,the question is between your will and the will of ,god4 ,he is not one of those who give readiest what they prize least4 ,he does not care to give anything but his best1 or that which will prepare for it4 ,not many years may pass before you confess1 ',thou art a ,god who hears prayer1 and gives a better answer4' ,you may come to see that the desire of your deepest heart would have been frustrated by having what seemed its embodiment then4 ,that ,god should as a loving father listen1 hear1 consider1 and deal with the request after the perfect tenderness of his heart1 is to me enough2 it is little that ,i should go without what ,i pray for4 ,if it be granted that any answer which did not come of love1 and was not for the final satisfaction of him who prayed1 would be unworthy of ,god2 that it is the part of love and knowledge to watch over the wayward1 ignorant child2 then the trouble of seemingly unanswered prayers begins to abate1 and a lovely hope and comfort takes its place in the child-like soul4 ,to hear is not necessarily to grant-- ,god forbid6 but to hear is necessarily to attend to--sometimes as necessarily to refuse4 ',concerning this thing1' says ,st4 ,paul1 ',i besought the ,lord thrice1 that it might depart from me4 ,and he hath said unto me1 ,my grace is sufficient for thee2 power is made perfect in weakness4' ,god had a better thing for ,paul than granting his prayer and removing his complaint3 he would make him strong2 the power of ,christ should descend and remain upon him2 he would make him stronger than his suffering1 make him a sharer in the energy of ,god4 ,verily1 if we have ,god1 we can do without the answer to any prayer4 ',but if ,god is so good as you represent him1 and if he knows all that we need1 and better far than we do ourselves1 why should it be necessary to ask him for anything8' ,i answer1 ,what if he knows prayer to be the thing we need first and most8 ,what if the main object in ,god's idea of prayer be the supplying of our great1 our endless need--the need of himself8 ,what if the good of all our smaller and lower needs lies in this1 that they help to drive us to ,god8 ,hunger may drive the runaway child home1 and he may or may not be fed at once1 but he needs his mother more than his dinner4 ,communion with ,god is the one need of the soul beyond all other need2 prayer is the beginning of that communion1 and some need is the motive of that prayer4 ,our wants are for the sake of our coming into communion with ,god1 our eternal need4 ,if gratitude and love immediately followed the supply of our needs1 if ,god our ,saviour was the one thought of our hearts1 then it might be unnecessary that we should ask for anything we need4 ,but seeing we take our supplies as a matter of course1 feeling as if they came out of nothing1 or from the earth1 or our own thoughts1 instead of out of a heart of love and a will which alone is force1 it is needful that we should be made feel some at least of our wants1 that we may seek him who alone supplies all of them1 and find his every gift a window to his heart of truth4 ,so begins a communion1 a talking with ,god1 a coming-to-one with him1 which is the sole end of prayer1 yea1 of existence itself in its infinite phases4 ,we must ask that we may receive2 but that we should receive what we ask in respect of our lower needs1 is not ,god's end in making us pray1 for he could give us everything without that3 to bring his child to his knee1 ,god withholds that man may ask4 ,in regard1 however1 to the high necessities of our nature1 it is in order that he may be able to give that ,god requires us to ask--requires by driving us to it--by shutting us up to prayer4 ,for how can he give into the soul of a man what it needs1 while that soul cannot receive it8 ,the ripeness for receiving is the asking4 ,the blossom-cup of the soul1 to be filled with the heavenly dews1 is its prayer4 ,when the soul is hungry for the light1 for the truth--when its hunger has waked its higher energies1 thoroughly roused the will1 and brought the soul into its highest condition1 that of action1 its only fitness for receiving the things of ,god1 that action is prayer4 ,then ,god can give2 then he can be as he would towards the man2 for the glory of ,god is to give himself4--,we thank thee1 ,lord ,christ1 for by thy pain alone do we rise towards the knowledge of this glory of thy rather and our ,father4 ,and even in regard to lower things--what it may be altogether unfit to do for a man who does not recognize the source of his life1 it may be in the highest sense fit to grant him when he comes to that source to ask for it4 ,even in the case of some individual desire of one who in the main recognizes the ,father1 it may be well to give him asking whom1 not asking1 it would not benefit4 ,for the real good of every gift it is essential1 first1 that the giver be in the gift--as ,god always is1 for he is love--and next1 that the receiver know and receive the giver in the gift4 ,every gift of ,god is but a harbinger of his greatest and only sufficing gift--that of himself4 ,no gift unrecognized as coming from ,god is at its own best2 therefore many things that ,god would gladly give us1 things even that we need because we are1 must wait until we ask for them1 that we may know whence they come3 when in all gifts we find him1 then in him we shall find all things4 ,sometimes to one praying will come the feeling rather than question3 ',were it not better to abstain8 ,if this thing be good1 will he not give it me8 ,would he not be better pleased if ,i left it altogether to him8' ,it comes1 ,i think1 of a lack of faith and childlikeness--taking form1 perhaps1 in a fear lest1 asking for what was not good1 the prayer should be granted4 ,such a thought has no place with ,st4 ,paul2 he says1 ',casting all your care upon him1 for he careth for you2' ',in everything making your request known unto him4' ,it may even come of ambition after spiritual distinction4 ,in every request1 heart and soul and mind ought to supply the low accompaniment1 ',thy will be done2' but the making of any request brings us near to him1 into communion with our ,life4 ,does it not also help us to think of him in all our affairs1 and learn in everything to give thanks8 ,anything large enough for a wish to light upon1 is large enough to hang a prayer upon3 the thought of him to whom that prayer goes will purify and correct the desire4 ,to say1 ',father1 ,i should like this or that1' would be enough at once1 if the wish were bad1 to make us know it and turn from it4 ,such prayer about things must of necessity help to bring the mind into true and simple relation with him2 to make us remember his will even when we do not see what that will is4 ,surely it is better and more trusting to tell him all without fear or anxiety4 ,was it not thus the ,lord carried himself towards his ,father when he said1 ',if it be possible1 let this cup pass from me'8 ,but there was something he cared for more than his own fear--his ,father's will3 ',nevertheless1 not my will1 but thine be done4' ,there is no apprehension that ,god might be displeased with him for saying what he would like1 and not leaving it all to his ,father4 ,neither did he regard his ,father's plans as necessarily so fixed that they could not be altered to his prayer4 ,the true son-faith is that which comes with boldness1 fearless of the ,father doing anything but what is right fatherly1 patient1 and full of loving-kindness4 ,we must not think to please him by any asceticism even of the spirit2 we must speak straight out to him4 ,the true child will not fear1 but lay bare his wishes to the perfect ,father4 ,the ,father may will otherwise1 but his grace will be enough for the child4 ,there could be no riches but for need4 ,god himself is made rich by man's necessity4 ,by that he is rich to give2 through that we are rich by receiving4 ,as to any notion of prevailing by entreaty over an unwilling ,god1 that is heathenish1 and belongs to such as think him a hard master1 or one like the unjust judge4 ,what so quenching to prayer as the notion of unwillingness in the ear that hears6 ,and when prayer is dull1 what makes it flow like the thought that ,god is waiting to give1 wants to give us everything6 ',let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace1 that we may obtain mercy1 and find grace to help in time of need4' ,we shall be refused our prayer if that be better2 but what is good our ,father will give us with divine good will4 ,the ,lord spoke his parable 'to the end that they ought always to pray1 and not to faint4' ,,man',s ,,difficulty ,,concerning ,,prayer4 '--and not to faint4'--,,st4 ,,luke xviii4 #a4 ',how should any design of the ,all-wise be altered in response to prayer of ours6' ,how are we to believe such a thing8 ,by reflecting that he is the ,all-wise1 who sees before him1 and will not block his path4 ,such objection springs from poorest idea of ,god in relation to us4 ,it supposes him to have cares and plans and intentions concerning our part of creation1 irrespective of us4 ,what is the whole system of things for1 but our education8 ,does ,god care for suns and planets and satellites1 for divine mathematics and ordered harmonies1 more than for his children8 ,i venture to say he cares more for oxen than for those4 ,he lays no plans irrespective of his children2 and1 his design being that they shall be free1 active1 live things1 he sees that space be kept for them3 they need room to struggle out of their chrysalis1 to undergo the change that comes with the waking will1 and to enter upon the divine sports and labours of children in the house and domain of their ,father4 ,surely he may keep his plans in a measure unfixed1 waiting the free desire of the individual soul6 ,is not the design of the first course of his children's education just to bring them to the point where they shall pray8 and shall his system appointed to that end be then found hard and fast1 tooth-fitted and inelastic1 as if informed of no live causing soul1 but an unself-knowing force--so that he cannot answer the prayer because of the system which has its existence for the sake of the prayer8 ,true1 in many cases1 the prayer1 far more than the opportunity of answering it1 is ,god's end2 but how will the further end of the prayer be reached1 which is oneness between the heart of the child and of the ,father8 how will the child go on to pray if he knows the ,father cannot answer him8 ,will not may be for love1 but how with a self-imposed cannot8 ,how could he be ,father1 who creating1 would not make provision1 would not keep room for the babbled prayers of his children8 ,is his perfection a mechanical one8 ,has he himself no room for choice--therefore can give none8 ,there must be a ,godlike region of choice as there is a human1 however little we may be able to conceive it4 ,it were a glory in such system that its suns themselves wavered and throbbed at the pulse of a new child-life4 ,what perfection in a dwelling would it be that its furniture and the paths between were fitted as the trays and pigeon-holes of a cabinet8 ,what stupidity of perfection would that be which left no margin about ,god's work1 no room for change of plan upon change of fact--yea1 even the mighty change that1 behold now at length1 his child is praying6 ,see the freedom of ,god in his sunsets--never a second like one of the foregone6--in his moons and skies--in the ever-changing solid earth6-- all moving by no dead law1 but in the harmony of the vital law of liberty1 ,god's creative perfection--all ordered from within4 ,a divine perfection that were indeed1 where was no liberty6 where there could be but one way of a thing6 ,i may move my arm as ,i please3 shall ,god be unable so to move his8 ,if but for himself1 ,god might well desire no change1 but he is ,god for the sake of his growing creatures2 all his making and doing is for them1 and change is the necessity of their very existence4 ,they need a mighty law of liberty1 into which shall never intrude one atom of chance4 ,is the one idea of creation the begetting of a free1 grand1 divine will in us8 and shall that will1 praying with the will of the ,father1 find itself cramped1 fettered1 manacled by foregone laws8 ,will it not rather be a new-born law itself1 working new things8 ,no man is so tied by divine law that he can nowise modify his work3 shall ,god not modify his8 ,law is but mode of life-action4 ,is it of his perfection that he should have no scope1 no freedom8 ,is he but the prisoned steam in the engine1 pushing1 escaping1 stopped--his way ordered by valve and piston8 or is he an indwelling1 willing1 ordering power8 ,law is the slave of ,life4 ,is not a man's soul1 as it dwells in his body1 a dim-shadowing type of ,god in and throughout his universe8 ,if you say1 he has made things to go1 set them going1 and left them-- then ,i say1 ,if his machine interfered with his answering the prayer of a single child1 he would sweep it from him--not to bring back chaos1 but to make room for his child4 ,but order is divine1 and cannot be obstructive to its own higher ends2 it must subserve them4 ,order1 free order1 neither chaos1 nor law unpossessed and senseless1 is the home of ,thought4 ,if you say ,there can be but one perfect way1 ,i answer1 ,yet the perfect way to bring a thing so far1 to a certain crisis1 can ill be the perfect way to carry it on after that crisis3 the plan will have to change then4 ,and as this crisis depends on a will1 all cannot be in exact1 though in live preparation for it4 ,we must remember that ,god is not occupied with a grand toy of worlds and suns and planets1 of attractions and repulsions1 of agglomerations and crystallizations1 of forces and waves2 that these but constitute a portion of his workshops and tools for the bringing out of righteous men and women to fill his house of love withal4 ,would he have let his ,son die for a law of nature1 as we call it8 ,these doubtless are the outcome of willed laws of his own being2 but they take their relations in matter only for the sake of the birth of sons and daughters1 that they may yet again be born from above1 and into the higher region whence these things issue2 and many a modification of the ideal1 rendering it less than complete1 must be given to those whose very doom being to grow or perish implies their utter inability to lay hold of the perfect4 ,the best means cannot be the ideal ,best4 ,the embodiment of uplifting truth for the low1 cannot be equal to that for the higher1 else it will fail1 and prove for its object not good2 but1 as the low ascend1 their revelation will ascend also4 ,that ,god cannot interfere to modify his plans1 interfere without the change of a single law of his world1 is to me absurd4 ,if we can change1 ,god can change1 else is he less free than we--his plans1 ,i say1 not principles1 not ends3 ,god himself forbid6--change them after divine fashion1 above our fashions as the heavens are higher than the earth4 ,and as in all his miracles ,jesus did only in miniature what his ,father does ever in the great--in far wider1 more elaborate1 and beautiful ways1 ,i will adduce from them an instance of answer to prayer that has in it a point bearing1 it seems to me1 most importantly on the thing ,i am now trying to set forth4 ,poor1 indeed1 was the making of the wine in the earthen pots of stone1 compared with its making in the lovely growth of the vine with its clusters of swelling grapes--the live roots gathering from the earth the water that had to be borne in pitchers and poured into the great vases2 but it is precious as the interpreter of the same1 even in its being the outcome of our ,lord's sympathy with ordinary human rejoicing4 ,there is however an element in its origin that makes it yet more precious to me--the regard of our ,lord to a wish of his mother4 ,alas1 how differently is the tale often received6 how misunderstood6 ,his mother had suggested to him that here was an opportunity for appearing in his own greatness1 the potent purveyor of wine for the failing feast4 ,it was not in his plan1 as we gather from his words2 for the ,lord never pretended anything1 whether to his enemy or his mother2 he is ,the ,true4 ,he lets her know that he and she have different outlooks1 different notions of his work3 ',what to me and thee1 woman8' he said3 'my hour is not yet come2' but there was that in his look and tone whence she knew that her desire1 scarce half-fashioned into request1 was granted4 ,what am ,i thence to conclude1 worthy of the ,son of ,god1 and the ,son of ,mary1 but that1 at the prayer of his mother1 he made room in his plans for the thing she desired8 ,it was not his wish then to work a miracle1 but if his mother wished it1 he would6 ,he did for his mother what for his own part he would rather have let alone4 ,not always did he do as his mother would have him2 but this was a case in which he could do so1 for it would interfere nowise with the will of his ,father4 ,was the perfect son1 for1 being perfect1 he must be perfect every way1 to be the only son of man who needed do nothing to please his mother--nothing but what fell in with his plan for the hour8 ,not so could he be the root1 the living heart of the great response of the children to the ,father of all6 not so could the idea of the grand family ever be made a reality6 ,alas for the son who would not willingly for his mother do something which in itself he would rather not do6 ,if it would have hurt his mother1 if it had been in any way turning from the will of his ,father in heaven1 he would not have done it3 that would have been to answer her prayer against her4 ,his yielding makes the story doubly precious to my heart4 ,the ,son then could change his intent1 and spoil nothing3 so1 ,i say1 can the ,father2 for the ,son does nothing but what he sees the ,father do4 ,finding it possible to understand1 however1 that ,god may answer prayers to those who pray for themselves1 what are we to think concerning prayer for others8 ,one may well say1 ,it would surely be very selfish to pray only for ourselves6 but the question is of the use1 not of the character of the action3 if there be any good in it1 let us pray for all for whom we feel we can pray2 but is there to be found in regard to prayer for others any such satisfaction as in regard to prayer for ourselves8 ,the ground is changed--if the fitness of answering prayer lies in the praying of him who prays3 the attitude necessary to reception does not belong to those for whom prayer is made1 but to him by whom it is made4 ,what fitness then can there be in praying for others8 ,will ,god give to another for our asking what he would not give without it8 ,would he not1 if it could be done without the person's self1 do it without a second person8 ,if ,god were a tyrant1 one whose heart might be softened by the sight of anxious love2 or if he were one who might be informed1 enlightened1 reasoned with2 or one in whom a setting forth of character1 need1 or claim might awake interest2 then would there be plain reason in prayer for another--which yet1 however disinterested and loving1 must be degrading1 as offered to one unworthy of prayer4 ,but if we believe that ,god is the one unselfish1 the one good being in the universe1 and that his one design with his children is to make them perfect as he is perfect2 if we believe that he not only would once give1 but is always giving himself to us for our life2 if we believe--which once ,i heard a bishop decline to acknowledge--that ,god does his best for every man2 if also we believe that ,god knows every man's needs1 and will1 for love's sake1 not spare one pang that may serve to purify the soul of one of his children2 if we believe all this1 how can we think he will in any sort alter his way with one because another prays for him8 ,the prayer would arise from nothing in the person prayed for2 why should it initiate a change in ,god's dealing with him8 ,the argument ,i know not how to answer4 ,i can only1 in the face of it1 and feeling all the difficulty1 say1 and say again1 ',yet ,i believe ,i may pray for my friend--for my enemy--for anybody6 ,yet and yet1 there is1 there must be some genuine1 essential good and power in the prayer of one man for another to the maker of both--and that just because their maker is perfect1 not less than very ,god4' ,i shall not bring authority to bear1 for authority can at best but make us believe reason there1 it cannot make us see it4 ,the difficulty remains the same even when we hear the ,lord himself pray to his ,father for those the ,father loves because they have received his ,son--loves therefore with a special love1 as the foremost in faith1 the elect of the world--loves not merely because they must die if he did not love them1 but loves from the deeps of divine approval4 ,those who believe in ,jesus will be satisfied1 in the face of the incomprehensible1 that in what he does reason and right must lie2 but not therefore do we understand4 ,at the same time1 though ,i cannot explain1 ,i can show some ground upon which1 even had he not been taught to do so1 but left alone with his heart1 a man might yet1 ,i think1 pray for another4 ,if ,god has made us to love like himself1 and like himself long to help2 if there are for whom we1 like him1 would give our lives to lift them from the evil gulf of their ungodliness2 if the love in us would1 for the very easing of the love he kindled1 gift another--like himself who chooses and cherishes even the love that pains him2 if1 in the midst of a sore need to bless1 to give1 to help1 we are aware of an utter impotence2 if the fire burns and cannot out2 and if all our hope for ourselves lies in ,god--what is there for us1 what can we think of1 what do1 but go to ,god8--what but go to him with this our own difficulty and need8 ,and where is the natural refuge1 there must be the help4 ,there can be no need for which he has no supply4 ,the best argument that he has help1 is that we have need4 ,if ,i can be helped through my friend1 ,i think ,god will take the thing up1 and do what ,i cannot do--help my friend that ,i may be helped--perhaps help me to help him4 ,you see1 in praying for another we pray for ourselves--for the relief of the needs of our love2 it is not prayer for another alone1 and thus it comes under the former kind4 ,would ,god give us love1 the root of power1 in us1 and leave that love1 whereby he himself creates1 altogether helpless in us8 ,may he not at least expedite something for our prayers8 ,where he could not alter1 he could perhaps expedite1 in view of some help we might then be able to give4 ,if he desires that we should work with him1 that work surely helps him6 ,there are some things for which the very possibility of supposing them are an argument2 but ,i think ,i can go a little farther here1 and imagine at least the where if not the how1 the divine conditions in which the help for another in answer to prayer is born1 the divine region in which its possibility must dwell4 ,god is ever seeking to lift us up into the sharing of his divine nature2 ,god's kings1 such men1 namely1 as with ,jesus have borne witness to the truth1 share his glory even on the throne of the ,father4 ,see the grandeur of the creative love of the ,holy6 nothing less will serve it than to have his children1 through his and their suffering1 share the throne of his glory6 ,if such be the perfection of the ,infinite1 should that perfection bring him under bonds and difficulties1 and not rather set him freer to do the thing he would in the midst of opposing forces8 ,if his glory be in giving himself1 and we must share therein1 giving ourselves1 why should we not begin here and now8 ,if he would have his children fellow-workers with him2 if he has desired and willed that not only by the help of his eternal ,son1 but by the help also of the children who through him have been born from above1 other and still other children shall be brought to his knee1 to his fireside1 to the plenty of his house1 why should he not have kept some margin of room wherein their prayers may work for those whom they have to help1 who are of the same life as they8 ,i cannot tell how1 but may not those prayers in some way increase ,god's opportunity for working his best and highest will8 ,dealing with his children1 the good ones may add to his power with the not yet good--add to his means of helping them4 ,one way is clear3 the prayer will react upon the mind that prays1 its light will grow1 will shine the brighter1 and draw and enlighten the more4 ,but there must be more in the thing4 ,prayer in its perfect idea being a rising up into the will of the ,eternal1 may not the help of the ,father become one with the prayer of the child1 and for the prayer of him he holds in his arms1 go forth for him who wills not yet to be lifted to his embrace8 ,to his bosom ,god himself cannot bring his children at once1 and not at all except through his own suffering and theirs4 ,but will not any good parent find some way of granting the prayer of the child who comes to him1 saying1 ',papa1 this is my brother's birthday3 ,i have nothing to give him1 and ,i do love him so6 could you give me something to give him1 or give him something for me8' ',still1 could not ,god have given the gift without the prayer8 ,and why should the good of any one depend on the prayer of another8' ,i can only answer with the return question1 ',why should my love be powerless to help another8' ,but we must not tie ,god to our measures of time1 or think he has forgotten that prayer even which1 apparently unanswered1 we have forgotten4 ,death is not an impervious wall2 through it1 beyond it1 go the prayers4 ,it is possible we may have some to help in the next world because we have prayed for them in this3 will it not be a boon to them to have an old friend to their service8 ,i but speculate and suggest4 ,what ,i see and venture to say is this3 ,if in ,god we live and move and have our being2 if the very possibility of loving lies in this1 that we exist in and by the live air of love1 namely ,god himself1 we must in this very fact be nearer to each other than by any bodily proximity or interchange of help2 and if prayer is like a pulse that sets this atmosphere in motion1 we must then by prayer come closer to each other than are the parts of our body by their complex nerve-telegraphy4 ,surely1 in the ,eternal1 hearts are never parted6 surely1 through the ,eternal1 a heart that loves and seeks the good of another1 must hold that other within reach6 ,surely the system of things would not be complete in relation to the best thing in it--love itself1 if love had no help in prayer4 ,if ,i love and cannot help1 does not my heart move me to ask him to help who loves and can8--him without whom life would be to me nothing1 without whom ,i should neither love nor care to pray6--will he answer1 ',child1 do not trouble me2 ,i am already doing all ,i can'8 ,if such answer came1 who that loved would not be content to be nowhere in the matter8 ,but how if the eternal1 limitless ,love1 the unspeakable1 self-forgetting ,god-devotion1 which1 demanding all1 gives all1 should say1 ',child1 ,i have been doing all ,i could2 but now you are come1 ,i shall be able to do more6 here is a corner for you1 my little one3 push at this thing to get it out of the way'6 ,how if he should answer1 ',pray on1 my child2 ,i am hearing you2 it goes through me in help to him4 ,we are of one mind about it2 ,i help and you help4 ,i shall have you all safe home with me by and by6 ,there is no fear1 only we must work1 and not lose heart4 ,go1 and let your light so shine before men that they may see your good things1 and glorify me by knowing that ,i am light and no darkness'6--what then8 ,oh that lovely picture by ,michelangelo1 with the young ones and the little ones come to help ,god to make ,adam6 ,but it may be that the answer to prayer will come in a shape that seems a refusal4 ,it may come even in an increase of that from which we seek deliverance4 ,i know of one who prayed to love better3 a sore division came between--out of which at length rose a dawn of tenderness4 ,our vision is so circumscribed1 our theories are so small--the garment of them not large enough to wrap us in2 our faith so continually fashions itself to the fit of our dwarf intellect1 that there is endless room for rebellion against ourselves3 we must not let our poor knowledge limit our not so poor intellect1 our intellect limit our faith1 our faith limit our divine hope2 reason must humbly watch over all--reason1 the candle of the ,lord4 ,there are some who would argue for prayer1 not on the ground of any possible answer to be looked for1 but because of the good to be gained in the spiritual attitude of the mind in praying4 ,there are those even who1 not believing in any ear to hear1 any heart to answer1 will yet pray4 ,they say it does them good2 they pray to nothing at all1 but they get spiritual benefit4 ,i will not contradict their testimony4 ,so needful is prayer to the soul that the mere attitude of it may encourage a good mood4 ,verily to pray to that which is not1 is in logic a folly2 yet the good that1 they say1 comes of it1 may rebuke the worse folly of their unbelief1 for it indicates that prayer is natural1 and how could it be natural if inconsistent with the very mode of our being8 ,theirs is a better way than that of those who1 believing there is a ,god1 but not believing that he will give any answer to their prayers1 yet pray to him2 that is more foolish and more immoral than praying to the ,no-god4 ,whatever the ,god be to whom they pray1 their prayer is a mockery of him1 of themselves1 of the truth4 ,on the other hand1 let ,god give no assent to the individual prayer1 let the prayer even be for something nowise good enough to be a gift of ,god1 yet the soul that prays will get good of its prayer1 if only in being thereby brought a little nearer to the ,father1 and making way for coming again4 ,prayer does react in good upon the praying soul1 irrespective of answer4 ,but to pray for the sake of the prayer1 and without regard to there being no one to hear1 would to me indicate a nature not merely illogical but morally false1 did ,i not suspect a vague undetected apprehension of a ,something diffused through the ,all of existence1 and some sort of shadowiest communion therewith4 ,there are moods of such satisfaction in ,god that a man may feel as if nothing were left to pray for1 as if he had but to wait with patience for what the ,lord would work2 there are moods of such hungering desire1 that petition is crushed into an inarticulate crying2 and there is a communion with ,god that asks for nothing1 yet asks for everything4 ,this last is the very essence of prayer1 though not petition4 ,it is possible for a man1 not indeed to believe in ,god1 but to believe that there is a ,god1 and yet not desire to enter into communion with him2 but he that prays and does not faint will come to recognize that to talk with ,god is more than to have all prayers granted--that it is the end of all prayer1 granted or refused4 ,and he who seeks the ,father more than anything he can give1 is likely to have what he asks1 for he is not likely to ask amiss4 ,even such as ask amiss may sometimes have their prayers answered4 ,the ,father will never give the child a stone that asks for bread2 but ,i am not sure that he will never give the child a stone that asks for a stone4 ,if the ,father say1 ',my child1 that is a stone2 it is no bread2' and the child answer1 ',i am sure it is bread2 ,i want it2' may it not be well he should try his bread8 ,but now for another point in the parable1 where ,i think ,i can give some help--,i mean the ,lord's apparent recognition of delay in the answering of prayer3 in the very structure of the parable he seems to take delay for granted1 and says notwithstanding1 ',he will avenge them speedily6' ,the reconciling conclusion is1 that ,god loses no time1 though the answer may not be immediate4 ,he may delay because it would not be safe to give us at once what we ask3 we are not ready for it4 ,to give ere we could truly receive1 would be to destroy the very heart and hope of prayer1 to cease to be our ,father4 ,the delay itself may work to bring us nearer to our help1 to increase the desire1 perfect the prayer1 and ripen the receptive condition4 ,again1 not from any straitening in ,god1 but either from our own condition and capacity1 or those of the friend for whom we pray1 time may be necessary to the working out of the answer4 ,god is limited by regard for our best2 our best implies education2 in this we must ourselves have a large share2 this share1 being human1 involves time4 ,and perhaps1 indeed1 the better the gift we pray for1 the more time is necessary to its arrival4 ,to give us the spiritual gift we desire1 ,god may have to begin far back in our spirit1 in regions unknown to us1 and do much work that we can be aware of only in the results2 for our consciousness is to the extent of our being but as the flame of the volcano to the world-gulf whence it issues3 in the gulf of our unknown being ,god works behind our consciousness4 ,with his holy influence1 with his own presence1 the one thing for which most earnestly we cry1 he may be approaching our consciousness from behind1 coming forward through regions of our darkness into our light1 long before we begin to be aware that he is answering our request--has answered it1 and is visiting his child4 ,to avenge speedily must mean to make no delay beyond what is absolutely necessary1 to begin the moment it is possible to begin4 ,because the ,son of ,man did not appear for thousands of years after men began to cry out for a ,saviour1 shall we imagine he did not come the first moment it was well he should come8 ,can we doubt that to come a moment sooner would have been to delay1 not to expedite1 his kingdom8 ,for anything that needs a process1 to begin to act at once is to be speedy4 ,god does not put off like the unrighteous judge2 he does not delay until irritated by the prayers of the needy2 he will hear while they are yet speaking2 yea1 before they call he will answer4 ,the ,lord uses words without anxiety as to the misuse of them by such as do not search after his will in them2 and the word avenge may be simply retained from the parable without its special meaning therein2 yet it suggests a remark or two4 ,of course1 no prayer for any revenge that would gratify the selfishness of our nature1 a thing to be burned out of us by the fire of ,god1 needs think to be heard4 ,be sure1 when the ,lord prayed his ,father to forgive those who crucified him1 he uttered his own wish and his ,father's will at once3 ,god will never punish according to the abstract abomination of sin1 as if men knew what they were doing4 ',vengeance is mine1' he says3 with a right understanding of it1 we might as well pray for ,god's vengeance as for his forgiveness2 that vengeance is1 to destroy the sin--to make the sinner abjure and hate it2 nor is there any satisfaction in a vengeance that seeks or effects less4 ,the man himself must turn against himself1 and so be for himself4 ,if nothing else will do1 then hell-fire2 if less will do1 whatever brings repentance and self-repudiation1 is ,god's repayment4 ,friends1 if any prayers are offered against us2 if the vengeance of ,god be cried out for1 because of some wrong you or ,i have done1 ,god grant us his vengeance6 ,let us not think that we shall get off6 ,but perhaps the ,lord was here thinking1 not of persecution1 or any form of human wrong1 but of the troubles that most trouble his true disciple2 and the suggestion is comforting to those whose foes are within them1 for1 if so1 then he recognizes the evils of self1 against which we fight1 not as parts of ourselves1 but as our foes1 on which he will avenge the true self that is at strife with them4 ,and certainly no evil is1 or ever could be1 of the essential being and nature of the creature ,god made6 ,the thing that is not good1 however associated with our being1 is against that being1 not of it--is its enemy1 on which we need to be avenged4 ,when we fight1 he will avenge4 ,till we fight1 evil shall have dominion over us1 a dominion to make us miserable2 other than miserable can no one be1 under the yoke of a nature contrary to his own4 ,comfort thyself then1 who findest thine own heart and soul1 or rather the things that move therein1 too much for thee3 ,god will avenge his own elect4 ,he is not delaying2 he is at work for thee4 ,only thou must pray1 and not faint4 ,ask1 ask2 it shall be given you4 ,seek most the best things2 to ask for the best things is to have them2 the seed of them is in you1 or you could not ask for them4 ,but from whatever quarter come our troubles1 whether from the world outside or the world inside1 still let us pray4 ,in his own right way1 the only way that could satisfy us1 for we are of his kind1 will ,god answer our prayers with help4 ,he will avenge us of our adversaries1 and that speedily4 ,only let us take heed that we be adversaries to no man1 but fountains of love and forgiving tenderness to all4 ,and from no adversary1 either on the way with us1 or haunting the secret chamber of our hearts1 let us hope to be delivered till we have paid the last farthing4 ,,the ,,last ,,farthing4 ',verily ,i say unto thee1 thou shalt by no means come out thence1 till thou have paid the last farthing4'--,,st4 ,,matthew v4 #bf4 ,there is a thing wonderful and admirable in the parables1 not readily grasped1 but specially indicated by the ,lord himself--their unintelligibility to the mere intellect4 ,they are addressed to the conscience and not to the intellect1 to the will and not to the imagination4 ,they are strong and direct but not definite4 ,they are not meant to explain anything1 but to rouse a man to the feeling1 ',i am not what ,i ought to be1 ,i do not the thing ,i ought to do6' ,many maundering interpretations may be given by the wise1 with plentiful loss of labour1 while the child who uses them for the necessity of walking in the one path will constantly receive light from them4 ,the greatest obscuration of the words of the ,lord1 as of all true teachers1 comes from those who give themselves to interpret rather than do them4 ,theologians have done more to hide the gospel of ,christ than any of its adversaries4 ,it was not for our understandings1 but our will1 that ,christ came4 ,he who does that which he sees1 shall understand2 he who is set upon understanding rather than doing1 shall go on stumbling and mistaking and speaking foolishness4 ,he has not that in him which can understand that kind4 ,the gospel itself1 and in it the parables of the ,truth1 are to be understood only by those who walk by what they find4 ,it is he that runneth that shall read1 and no other4 ,it is not intended by the speaker of the parables that any other should know intellectually what1 known but intellectually1 would be for his injury--what knowing intellectually he would imagine he had grasped1 perhaps even appropriated4 ,when the pilgrim of the truth comes on his journey to the region of the parable1 he finds its interpretation4 ,it is not a fruit or a jewel to be stored1 but a well springing by the wayside4 ,let us try to understand what the ,lord himself said about his parables4 ,it will be better to take the reading of ,st4 ,matthew xiii4 #ad1 #ae1 as it is plainer1 and the quotation from ,isaiah 7vi4 #i1 #aj7 is given in full--after the ,septuagint1 and much clearer than in our version from the ,hebrew3--in its light should be read the corresponding passages in the other ,gospels3 in ,st4 ,mark's it is so compressed as to be capable of quite a different and false meaning3 in ,st4 ,john's reference1 the blinding of the heart seems attributed directly to the devil3--the purport is1 that those who by insincerity and falsehood close their deeper eyes1 shall not be capable of using in the matter the more superficial eyes of their understanding4 ,whether this follows as a psychical or metaphysical necessity1 or be regarded as a special punishment1 it is equally the will of ,god1 and comes from him who is the live ,truth4 ,they shall not see what is not for such as they4 ,it is the punishment of the true ,love1 and is continually illustrated and fulfilled3 if ,i know anything of the truth of ,god1 then the objectors to ,christianity1 so far as ,i am acquainted with them1 do not2 their arguments1 not in themselves false1 have nothing to do with the matter2 they see the thing they are talking against1 but they do not see the thing they think they are talking against4 ,this will help to remove the difficulty that the parables are plainly for the teaching of the truth1 and yet the ,lord speaks of them as for the concealing of it4 ,they are for the understanding of that man only who is practical--who does the thing he knows1 who seeks to understand vitally4 ,they reveal to the live conscience1 otherwise not to the keenest intellect--though at the same time they may help to rouse the conscience with glimpses of the truth1 where the man is on the borders of waking4 ,ignorance may be at once a punishment and a kindness3 all punishment is kindness1 and the best of which the man at the time is capable3 ',because you will not do1 you shall not see2 but it would be worse for you if you did see1 not being of the disposition to do4' ,such are punished in having the way closed before them2 they punish themselves2 their own doing results as it cannot but result on them4 ,to say to them certain things so that they could understand them1 would but harden them more1 because they would not do them2 they should have but parables--lanterns of the truth1 clear to those who will walk in their light1 dark to those who will not4 ,the former are content to have the light cast upon their way2 the latter will have it in their eyes1 and cannot3 if they had1 it would but blind them4 ,for them to know more would be their worse condemnation4 ,they are not fit to know more2 more shall not be given them yet2 it is their punishment that they are in the wrong1 and shall keep in the wrong until they come out of it4 ',you choose the dark2 you shall stay in the dark till the terrors that dwell in the dark affray you1 and cause you to cry out4' ,god puts a seal upon the will of man2 that seal is either his great punishment1 or his mighty favour3 ',ye love the darkness1 abide in the darkness3' ',o woman1 great is thy faith3 be it done unto thee even as thou wilt6' ,what special meaning may be read in the different parts of magistrate1 judge1 and officer1 beyond the general suggestion1 perhaps1 of the tentative approach of the final1 ,i do not know2 but ,i think ,i do know what is meant by 'agree on the way1' and 'the uttermost farthing4' ,the parable is an appeal to the common sense of those that hear it1 in regard to every affair of righteousness4 ,arrange what claim lies against you2 compulsion waits behind it4 ,do at once what you must do one day4 ,as there is no escape from payment1 escape at least the prison that will enforce it4 ,do not drive ,justice to extremities4 ,duty is imperative2 it must be done4 ,it is useless to think to escape the eternal law of things2 yield of yourself1 nor compel ,god to compel you4 ,to the honest man1 to the man who would fain be honest1 the word is of right gracious import4 ,to the untrue1 it is a terrible threat2 to him who is of the truth1 it is sweet as most loving promise4 ,he who is of ,god's mind in things1 rejoices to hear the word of the changeless ,truth2 the voice of the ,right fills the heavens and the earth1 and makes his soul glad2 it is his salvation4 ,if ,god were not inexorably just1 there would be no stay for the soul of the feeblest lover of right3 'thou art true1 ,o ,lord3 one day ,i also shall be true6' ',thou shalt render the right1 cost you what it may1' is a dread sound in the ears of those whose life is a falsehood3 what but the last farthing would those who love righteousness more than life pay8 ,it is a joy profound as peace to know that ,god is determined upon such payment1 is determined to have his children clean1 clear1 pure as very snow2 is determined that not only shall they with his help make up for whatever wrong they have done1 but at length be incapable1 by eternal choice of good1 under any temptation1 of doing the thing that is not divine1 the thing ,god would not do4 ,there has been much cherishing of the evil fancy1 often without its taking formal shape1 that there is some way of getting out of the region of strict justice1 some mode of managing to escape doing all that is required of us2 but there is no such escape4 ,a way to avoid any demand of righteousness would be an infinitely worse way than the road to the everlasting fire1 for its end would be eternal death4 ,no1 there is no escape4 ,there is no heaven with a little of hell in it--no plan to retain this or that of the devil in our hearts or our pockets4 ,out ,satan must go1 every hair and feather6 ,neither shalt thou think to be delivered from the necessity of being good by being made good4 ,god is the ,god of the animals in a far lovelier way1 ,i suspect1 than many of us dare to think1 but he will not be the ,god of a man by making a good beast of him4 ,thou must be good2 neither death nor any admittance into good company will make thee good2 though1 doubtless1 if thou be willing and try1 these and all other best helps will be given thee4 ,there is no clothing in a robe of imputed righteousness1 that poorest of legal cobwebs spun by spiritual spiders4 ,to me it seems like an invention of well-meaning dulness to soothe insanity2 and indeed it has proved a door of escape out of worse imaginations4 ,it is apparently an old 'doctrine2' for ,st4 ,john seems to point at it where he says1 ',little children1 let no man lead you astray2 he that doeth righteousness is righteous even as he is righteous4' ,christ is our righteousness1 not that we should escape punishment1 still less escape being righteous1 but as the live potent creator of righteousness in us1 so that we1 with our wills receiving his spirit1 shall like him resist unto blood1 striving against sin2 shall know in ourselves1 as he knows1 what a lovely thing is righteousness1 what a mean1 ugly1 unnatural thing is unrighteousness4 ,he is our righteousness1 and that righteousness is no fiction1 no pretence1 no imputation4 ,one thing that tends to keep men from seeing righteousness and unrighteousness as they are1 is1 that they have been told many things are righteous and unrighteous1 which are neither the one nor the other4 ,righteousness is just fairness--from ,god to man1 from man to ,god and to man2 it is giving every one his due--his large mighty due4 ,he is righteous1 and no one else1 who does this4 ,and any system which tends to persuade men that there is any salvation but that of becoming righteous even as ,jesus is righteous2 that a man can be made good1 as a good dog is good1 without his own willed share in the making2 that a man is saved by having his sins hidden under a robe of imputed righteousness--that system1 so far as this tendency1 is of the devil and not of ,god4 ,thank ,god1 not even error shall injure the true of heart2 it is not wickedness4 ,they grow in the truth1 and as love casts out fear1 so truth casts out falsehood4 ,i read1 then1 in this parable1 that a man had better make up his mind to be righteous1 to be fair1 to do what he can to pay what he owes1 in any and all the relations of life--all the matters1 in a word1 wherein one man may demand of another1 or complain that he has not received fair play4 ,arrange your matters with those who have anything against you1 while you are yet together and things have not gone too far to be arranged2 you will have to do it1 and that under less easy circumstances than now4 ,putting off is of no use4 ,you must4 ,the thing has to be done2 there are means of compelling you4 ',in this affair1 however1 ,i am in the right4' ',if so1 very well--for this affair4 ,but ,i have reason to doubt whether you are capable of judging righteously in your own cause3--do you hate the man8' ',no1 ,i don't hate him4' ',do you dislike him8' ',i can't say ,i like him4' ',do you love him as yourself8' ',oh1 come6 come6 no one does that6' ',then no one is to be trusted when he thinks1 however firmly1 that he is all right1 and his neighbour all wrong1 in any matter between them4' ',but ,i don't say ,i am all right1 and he is all wrong2 there may be something to urge on his side3 what ,i say is1 that ,i am more in the right than he4' ',this is not fundamentally a question of things3 it is a question of condition1 of spiritual relation and action1 towards your neighbour4 ,if in yourself you were all right towards him1 you could do him no wrong4 ,let it be with the individual dispute as it may1 you owe him something that you do not pay him1 as certainly as you think he owes you something he will not pay you4' ',he would take immediate advantage of me if ,i owned that4' ',so much the worse for him4 ,until you are fair to him1 it does not matter to you whether he is unfair to you or not4' ',i beg your pardon--it is just what does matter6 ,i want nothing but my rights4 ,what can matter to me more than my rights8' ',your duties--your debts4 ,you are all wrong about the thing4 ,it is a very small matter to you whether the man give you your rights or not2 it is life or death to you whether or not you give him his4 ,whether he pay you what you count his debt or no1 you will be compelled to pay him all you owe him4 ,if you owe him a pound and he you a million1 you must pay him the pound whether he pay you the million or not2 there is no business-parallel here4 ,if1 owing you love1 he gives you hate1 you1 owing him love1 have yet to pay it4 ,a love unpaid you1 a justice undone you1 a praise withheld from you1 a judgment passed on you without judgment1 will not absolve you of the debt of a love unpaid1 a justice not done1 a praise withheld1 a false judgment passed3 these uttermost farthings--not to speak of such debts as the world itself counts grievous wrongs--you must pay him1 whether he pay you or not4 ,we have a good while given us to pay1 but a crisis will come--come soon after all--comes always sooner than those expect it who are not ready for it--a crisis when the demand unyielded will be followed by prison4 ,the same holds with every demand of ,god3 by refusing to pay1 the man makes an adversary who will compel him--and that for the man's own sake4 ,if you or your life say1 ',i will not1' then he will see to it4 ,there is a prison1 and the one thing we know about that prison is1 that its doors do not open until entire satisfaction is rendered1 the last farthing paid4 ,the main debts whose payment ,god demands are those which lie at the root of all right1 those we owe in mind1 and soul1 and being4 ,whatever in us can be or make an adversary1 whatever could prevent us from doing the will of ,god1 or from agreeing with our fellow--all must be yielded4 ,our every relation1 both to ,god and our fellow1 must be acknowledged heartily1 met as a reality4 ,smaller debts1 if any debt can be small1 follow as a matter of course4 ,if the man acknowledge1 and would pay if he could but cannot1 the universe will be taxed to help him rather than he should continue unable4 ,if the man accepts the will of ,god1 he is the child of the ,father1 the whole power and wealth of the ,father is for him1 and the uttermost farthing will easily be paid4 ,if the man denies the debt1 or acknowledging does nothing towards paying it1 then--at last--the prison6 ,god in the dark can make a man thirst for the light1 who never in the light sought but the dark4 ,the cells of the prison may differ in degree of darkness2 but they are all alike in this1 that not a door opens but to payment4 ,there is no day but the will of ,god1 and he who is of the night cannot be for ever allowed to roam the day2 unfelt1 unprized1 the light must be taken from him1 that he may know what the darkness is4 ,when the darkness is perfect1 when he is totally without the light he has spent the light in slaying1 then will he know darkness4 ,i think ,i have seen from afar something of the final prison of all1 the innermost cell of the debtor of the universe2 ,i will endeavour to convey what ,i think it may be4 ,it is the vast outside2 the ghastly dark beyond the gates of the city of which ,god is the light--where the evil dogs go ranging1 silent as the dark1 for there is no sound any more than sight4 ,the time of signs is over4 ,every sense has its signs1 and they were all misused3 there is no sense1 no sign more--nothing now by means of which to believe4 ,the man wakes from the final struggle of death1 in absolute loneliness-- such a loneliness as in the most miserable moment of deserted childhood he never knew4 ,not a hint1 not a shadow of anything outside his consciousness reaches him4 ,all is dark1 dark and dumb2 no motion--not the breath of a wind6 never a dream of change6 not a scent from far-off field6 nothing to suggest being or thing besides the man himself1 no sign of ,god anywhere4 ,god has so far withdrawn from the man1 that he is conscious only of that from which he has withdrawn4 ,in the midst of the live world he cared for nothing but himself2 now in the dead world he is in ,god's prison1 his own separated self4 ,he would not believe in ,god because he never saw ,god2 now he doubts if there be such a thing as the face of a man--doubts if he ever really saw one1 ever anything more than dreamed of such a thing3--he never came near enough to human being1 to know what human being really was--so may well doubt if human beings ever were1 if ever he was one of them4 ,next after doubt comes reasoning on the doubt3 ',the only one must be ,god6 ,i know no one but myself3 ,i must myself be ,god--none else6' ,poor helpless dumb devil6--his own glorious lord god6 ,yea1 he will imagine himself that same resistless force which1 without his will1 without his knowledge1 is the law by which the sun burns1 and the stars keep their courses1 the strength that drives all the engines of the world4 ,his fancy will give birth to a thousand fancies1 which will run riot like the mice in a house but just deserted3 he will call it creation1 and his4 ,having no reality to set them beside1 nothing to correct them by2 the measured order1 harmonious relations1 and sweet graces of ,god's world nowhere for him2 what he thinks1 will be1 for lack of what ,god thinks1 the man's realities3 what others can he have6 ,soon1 misery will beget on imagination a thousand shapes of woe1 which he will not be able to rule1 direct1 or even distinguish from real presences--a whole world of miserable contradictions and cold-fever-dreams4 ,but no liveliest human imagination could supply adequate representation of what it would be to be left without a shadow of the presence of ,god4 ,if ,god gave it1 man could not understand it3 he knows neither ,god nor himself in the way of the understanding4 ,for not he who cares least about ,god was in this world ever left as ,god could leave him4 ,i doubt if any man could continue following his wickedness from whom ,god had withdrawn4 ,the most frightful idea of what could1 to his own consciousness1 befall a man1 is that he should have to lead an existence with which ,god had nothing to do4 ,the thing could not be2 for being that is caused1 the causation ceasing1 must of necessity cease4 ,it is always in1 and never out of ,god1 that we can live and do4 ,but ,i suppose the man so left that he seems to himself utterly alone1 yet1 alas6 with himself--smallest interchange of thought1 feeblest contact of existence1 dullest reflection from other being1 impossible3 in such evil case ,i believe the man would be glad to come in contact with the worst-loathed insect3 it would be a shape of life1 something beyond and besides his own huge1 void1 formless being6 ,i imagine some such feeling in the prayer of the devils for leave to go into the swine4 ,his worst enemy1 could he but be aware of him1 he would be ready to worship4 ,for the misery would be not merely the absence of all being other than his own self1 but the fearful1 endless1 unavoidable presence of that self4 ,without the correction1 the reflection1 the support of other presences1 being is not merely unsafe1 it is a horror--for anyone but ,god1 who is his own being4 ,for him whose idea is ,god's1 and the image of ,god1 his own being is far too fragmentary and imperfect to be anything like good company4 ,it is the lovely creatures ,god has made all around us1 in them giving us himself1 that1 until we know him1 save us from the frenzy of aloneness--for that aloneness is ,self1 ,self1 ,self4 ,the man who minds only himself must at last go mad if ,god did not interfere4 ,can there be any way out of the misery8 ,will the soul that could not believe in ,god1 with all his lovely world around testifying of him1 believe when shut in the prison of its own lonely1 weary all-and-nothing8 ,it would for a time try to believe that it was indeed nothing1 a mere glow of the setting sun on a cloud of dust1 a paltry dream that dreamed itself--then1 ah1 if only the dream might dream that it was no more6 that would be the one thing to hope for4 ,self-loathing1 and that for no sin1 from no repentance1 from no vision of better1 would begin and grow and grow2 and to what it might not come no soul can tell--of essential1 original misery1 uncompromising self disgust6 ,only1 then1 if a being be capable of self-disgust1 is there not some room for hope--as much as a pinch of earth in the cleft of a rock might yield for the growth of a pine8 ,nay1 there must be hope while there is existence2 for where there is existence there must be ,god2 and ,god is for ever good1 nor can be other than good4 ,but alas1 the distance from the light6 ,such a soul is at the farthest verge of life's negation6--no1 not the farthest6 a man is nearer heaven when in deepest hell than just ere he begins to reap the reward of his doings--for he is in a condition to receive the smallest show of the life that is1 as a boon unspeakable4 ,all his years in the world he received the endless gifts of sun and air1 earth and sea and human face divine1 as things that came to him because that was their way1 and there was no one to prevent them2 now the poorest thinning of the darkness he would hail as men of old the glow of a descending angel2 it would be as a messenger from ,god4 ,not that he would think of ,god6 it takes long to think of ,god2 but hope1 not yet seeming hope1 would begin to dawn in his bosom1 and the thinner darkness would be as a cave of light1 a refuge from the horrid self of which he used to be so proud4 ,a man may well imagine it impossible ever to think so unpleasantly of himself6 ,but he has only to let things go1 and he will make it the real1 right1 natural way to think of himself4 ,true1 all ,i have been saying is imaginary2 but our imagination is made to mirror truth2 all the things that appear in it are more or less after the model of things that are2 ,i suspect it is the region whence issues prophecy2 and when we are true it will mirror nothing but truth4 ,i deal here with the same light and darkness the ,lord dealt with1 the same ,st4 ,paul and ,st4 ,john and ,st4 ,peter and ,st4 ,jude dealt with4 ,ask yourself whether the faintest dawn of even physical light would not be welcome to such a soul as some refuge from the dark of the justly hated self4 ,and the light would grow and grow across the awful gulf between the soul and its haven--its repentance--for repentance is the first pressure of the bosom of ,god2 and in the twilight1 struggling and faint1 the man would feel1 faint as the twilight1 another thought beside his1 another thinking ,something nigh his dreary self--perhaps the man he had most wronged1 most hated1 most despised--and would be glad that some one1 whoever1 was near him3 the man he had most injured1 and was most ashamed to meet1 would be a refuge from himself--oh1 how welcome6 ,so might ,i imagine a thousand steps up from the darkness1 each a little less dark1 a little nearer the light--but1 ah1 the weary way6 ,he cannot come out until he have paid the uttermost farthing6 ,repentance once begun1 however1 may grow more and more rapid6 ,if ,god once get a willing hold1 if with but one finger he touch the man's self1 swift as possibility will he draw him from the darkness into the light4 ,for that for which the forlorn1 self-ruined wretch was made1 was to be a child of ,god1 a partaker of the divine nature1 an heir of ,god and joint heir with ,christ4 ,out of the abyss into which he cast himself1 refusing to be the heir of ,god1 he must rise and be raised4 ,to the heart of ,god1 the one and only goal of the human race--the refuge and home of all and each1 he must set out and go1 or the last glimmer of humanity will die from him4 ,whoever will live must cease to be a slave and become a child of ,god4 ,there is no half-way house of rest1 where ungodliness may be dallied with1 nor prove quite fatal4 ,be they few or many cast into such prison as ,i have endeavoured to imagine1 there can be no deliverance for human soul1 whether in that prison or out of it1 but in paying the last farthing1 in becoming lowly1 penitent1 self-refusing--so receiving the sonship1 and learning to cry1 ,father6 ,,abba1 ,,father6 '--the spirit of adoption1 whereby we cry1 ,abba1 ,father4'-,,romans viii4 #ae4 ,the hardest1 gladdest thing in the world is1 to cry ,father6 from a full heart4 ,i would help whom ,i may to call thus upon the ,father4 ,there are things in all forms of the systematic teaching of ,christianity to check this outgoing of the heart--with some to render it simply impossible4 ,the more delicate the affections1 the less easy to satisfy1 the readier are they to be damped and discouraged1 yea quite blown aside2 even the suspicion of a cold reception is enough to paralyze them4 ,such a cold wind blowing at the very gate of heaven-- thank ,god1 outside the gate6--is the so-called doctrine of ,adoption4 ,when a heart hears--and believes1 or half believes--that it is not the child of ,god by origin1 from the first of its being1 but may possibly be adopted into his family1 its love sinks at once in a cold faint3 where is its own father1 and who is this that would adopt it8 ,to myself1 in the morning of childhood1 the evil doctrine was a mist through which the light came struggling1 a cloud-phantom of repellent mien--requiring maturer thought and truer knowledge to dissipate it4 ,but it requires neither much knowledge nor much insight to stand up against its hideousness2 it needs but love that will not be denied1 and courage to question the phantom4 ,a devout and honest scepticism on ,god's side1 not to be put down by anything called authority1 is absolutely necessary to him who would know the liberty wherewith ,christ maketh free4 ,whatever any company of good men thinks or believes1 is to be approached with respect2 but nothing claimed or taught1 be the claimers or the teachers who they may1 must come between the soul and the spirit of the father1 who is himself the teacher of his children4 ,nay1 to accept authority may be to refuse the very thing the 'authority' would teach2 it may remain altogether misunderstood just for lack of that natural process of doubt and inquiry1 which we were intended to go through by him who would have us understand4 ,as no scripture is of private interpretation1 so is there no feeling in human heart which exists in that heart alone1 which is not1 in some form or degree1 in every heart2 and thence ,i conclude that many must have groaned like myself under the supposed authority of this doctrine4 ,the refusal to look up to ,god as our ,father is the one central wrong in the whole human affair2 the inability1 the one central misery3 whatever serves to clear any difficulty from the way of the recognition of the ,father1 will more or less undermine every difficulty in life4 ',is ,god then not my ,father1' cries the heart of the child1 'that ,i need to be adopted by him8 ,adoption6 that can never satisfy me4 ,who is my father8 ,am ,i not his to begin with8 ,is ,god not my very own ,father8 ,is he my ,father only in a sort or fashion--by a legal contrivance8 ,truly1 much love may lie in adoption1 but if ,i accept it from any one1 ,i allow myself the child of another6 ,the adoption of ,god would indeed be a blessed thing if another than he had given me being6 but if he gave me being1 then it means no reception1 but a repudiation4--,o ,father1 am ,i not your child8' ',no2 but he will adopt you4 ,he will not acknowledge you his child1 but he will call you his child1 and be a father to you4' ',alas6' cries the child1 'if he be not my father1 he cannot become my father4 ,a father is a father from the beginning4 ,a primary relation cannot be superinduced4 ,the consequence might be small where earthly fatherhood was concerned1 but the very origin of my being--alas1 if he be only a maker and not a father6 ,then am ,i only a machine1 and not a child--not a man6 ,it is false to say ,i was created in his image6 ',it avails nothing to answer that we lost our birthright by the fall4 ,i do not care to argue that ,i did not fall when ,adam fell2 for ,i have fallen many a time1 and there is a shadow on my soul which ,i or another may call a curse2 ,i cannot get rid of a something that always intrudes between my heart and the blue of every sky4 ,but it avails nothing1 either for my heart or their argument1 to say ,i have fallen and been cast out3 can any repudiation1 even that of ,god1 undo the facts of an existent origin8 ,nor is it merely that he made me3 by whose power do ,i go on living8 ,when he cast me out1 as you say1 did ,i then begin to draw my being from myself--or from the devil8 ,in whom do ,i live and move and have my being8 ,it cannot be that ,i am not the creature of ,god4' ',but creation is not fatherhood4' ',creation in the image of ,god1 is4 ,and if ,i am not in the image of ,god1 how can the word of ,god be of any meaning to me8 ,he called them gods to whom the word of ,god came1 says the ,master himself4 ,to be fit to receive his word implies being of his kind4 ,no matter how his image may have been defaced in me3 the thing defaced is his image1 remains his defaced image--an image yet that can hear his word4 ,what makes me evil and miserable is1 that the thing spoiled in me is the image of the ,perfect4 ,nothing can be evil but in virtue of a good hypostasis4 ,no1 no6 nothing can make it that ,i am not the child of ,god4 ,if one say1 ,look at the animals3 ,god made them3 you do not call them the children of ,god6 ,i answer3 ,but ,i am to blame2 they are not to blame6 ,i cling fast to my blame3 it is the seal of my childhood4 ,i have nothing to argue from in the animals1 for ,i do not understand them4 ,two things only ,i am sure of3 that ,god is to them a faithful creator2 and that the sooner ,i put in force my claim to be a child of ,god1 the better for them2 for they too are fallen1 though without blame4' ',but you are evil3 how can you be a child of the ,good8' ',just as many an evil son is the child of a good parent4' ',but in him you call a good parent1 there yet lay evil1 and that accounts for the child being evil4' ',i cannot explain4 ,god let me be born through evil channels4 ,but in whatever manner ,i may have become an unworthy child1 ,i cannot thereby have ceased to be a child of ,god--his child in the way that a child must ever be the child of the man of whom he comes4 ,is it not proof-- this complaint of my heart at the word ,adoption8 ,is it not the spirit of the child1 crying out1 ,abba1 ,father8' ',yes2 but that is the spirit of adoption2 the text says so4' ',away with your adoption6 ,i could not even be adopted if ,i were not such as the adoption could reach--that is1 of the nature of ,god4 ,much as he may love him1 can a man adopt a dog8 ,i must be of a nature for the word of ,god to come to--yea1 so far1 of the divine nature1 of the image of ,god6 ,heartily do ,i grant that1 had ,i been left to myself1 had ,god dropped me1 held no communication with me1 ,i could never have thus cried1 never have cared when they told me ,i was not a child of ,god4 ,but he has never repudiated me1 and does not now desire to adopt me4 ,pray1 why should it grieve me to be told ,i am not a child of ,god1 if ,i be not a child of ,god8 ,if you say--,because you have learned to love him1 ,i answer--,adoption would satisfy the love of one who was not but would be a child2 for me1 ,i cannot do without a father1 nor can any adoption give me one4' ',but what is the good of all you say1 if the child is such that the father cannot take him to his heart8' ',ah1 indeed1 ,i grant you1 nothing6--so long as the child does not desire to be taken to the father's heart2 but the moment he does1 then it is everything to the child's heart that he should be indeed the child of him after whom his soul is thirsting4 ,however bad ,i may be1 ,i am the child of ,god1 and therein lies my blame4 ,ah1 ,i would not lose my blame6 in my blame lies my hope4 ,it is the pledge of what ,i am1 and what ,i am not2 the pledge of what ,i am meant to be1 what ,i shall one day be1 the child of ,god in spirit and in truth4' ',then you dare to say the apostle is wrong in what he so plainly teaches8' ',by no means2 what ,i do say is1 that our ,english presentation of his teaching is in this point very misleading4 ,it is not for me to judge the learned and good men who have revised the translation of the ,new ,testament--with so much gain to every one whose love of truth is greater than his loving prejudice for accustomed form2--,i can only say1 ,i wonder what may have been their reasons for retaining this word adoption4 ,in the ,new ,testament the word is used only by the apostle ,paul4 ,liddell and ,scott give the meaning--,adoption as a son1 which is a mere submission to popular theology3 they give no reference except to the ,new ,testament4 ,the relation of the word ,greek3 niothesia to the form ,greek3 thetos1 which means taken1 or rather1 placed as one's child1 is1 ,i presume1 the sole ground for the so translating of it3 usage plentiful and invariable could not justify that translation here1 in the face of what ,st4 ,paul elsewhere shows he means by the word4 ,the ,greek word might be variously meant--though ,i can find no use of it earlier than ,st4 ,paul2 the ,english can mean but one thing1 and that is not what ,st4 ,paul means4 ,the spirit of adoption ,luther translates the spirit of a child2 adoption he translates kindschaft1 or childship' ,of two things ,i am sure--first1 that by niothesia ,st4 ,paul did not intend adoption2 and second1 that if the ,revisers had gone through what ,i have gone through because of the word1 if they had felt it come between ,god and their hearts as ,i have felt it1 they could not have allowed it to remain in their version4 ,once more ,i say1 the word used by ,st ,paul does not imply that ,god adopts children that are not his own1 but rather that a second time he fathers his own2 that a second time they are born--this time from above2 that he will make himself tenfold1 yea1 infinitely their father3 he will have them back into the very bosom whence they issued1 issued that they might learn they could live nowhere else2 he will have them one with himself4 ,it was for the sake of this that1 in his ,son1 he died for them4 ,let us look at the passage where he reveals his use of the word4 ,it is in another of his epistles--that to the ,galatians3 iv4 ,i-#g4 ',but ,i say that so long as the heir is a child1 he differeth nothing from a bondservant1 though he is lord of all2 but is under guardians and stewards until the term appointed of the father4 ,so we also1 when we were children1 were held in bondage under the rudiments of the world3 but when the fulness of the time came1 ,god sent forth his ,son1 born of a woman1 born under the law1 that he might redeem them which were under the law1 that we might receive the adoption of sons4 ,and because ye are sons1 ,god sent forth the ,spirit of his ,son into our hearts1 crying1 ,abba1 ,father4 ,so that thou art no longer a bondservant1 but a son2 and if a son1 then an heir through ,god4' ,how could the ,revisers choose this last reading1 'an heir through ,god1' and keep the word adoption8 ,from the passage it is as plain as ,st4 ,paul could make it1 that1 by the word translated adoption1 he means the raising of a father's own child from the condition of tutelage and subjection to others1 a state which1 he says1 is no better than that of a slave1 to the position and rights of a son4 ,none but a child could become a son2 the idea is--a spiritual coming of age2 only when the child is a man is he really and fully a son4 ,the thing holds in the earthly relation4 ,how many children of good parents--good children in the main too--never know those parents1 never feel towards them as children might1 until1 grown up1 they have left the house--until1 perhaps1 they are parents themselves1 or are parted from them by death6 ,to be a child is not necessarily to be a son or daughter4 ,the childship is the lower condition of the upward process towards the sonship1 the soil out of which the true sonship shall grow1 the former without which the latter were impossible4 ,god can no more than an earthly parent be content to have only children3 he must have sons and daughters-- children of his soul1 of his spirit1 of his love--not merely in the sense that he loves them1 or even that they love him1 but in the sense that they love like him1 love as he loves4 ,for this he does not adopt them2 he dies to give them himself1 thereby to raise his own to his heart2 he gives them a birth from above2 they are born again out of himself and into himself--for he is the one and the all4 ,his children are not his real1 true sons and daughters until they think like him1 feel with him1 judge as he judges1 are at home with him1 and without fear before him because he and they mean the same thing1 love the same things1 seek the same ends4 ,for this are we created2 it is the one end of our being1 and includes all other ends whatever4 ,it can come only of unbelief and not faith1 to make men believe that ,god has cast them off1 repudiated them1 said they are not1 yea never were1 his children--and he all the time spending himself to make us the children he designed1 foreordained--children who would take him for their ,father6 ,he is our father all the time1 for he is true2 but until we respond with the truth of children1 he cannot let all the father out to us2 there is no place for the dove of his tenderness to alight4 ,he is our father1 but we are not his children4 ,because we are his children1 we must become his sons and daughters4 ,nothing will satisfy him1 or do for us1 but that we be one with our father6 ,what else could serve6 ,how else should life ever be a good6 ,because we are the sons of ,god1 we must become the sons of ,god4 ,there may be among my readers--alas for such6--to whom the word ,father brings no cheer1 no dawn1 in whose heart it rouses no tremble of even a vanished emotion4 ,it is hardly likely to be their fault4 ,for though as children we seldom love up to the mark of reason2 though we often offend2 and although the conduct of some children is inexplicable to the parent who loves them2 yet1 if the parent has been but ordinarily kind1 even the son who has grown up a worthless man1 will now and then feel1 in his better moments1 some dim reflex of childship1 some faintly pleasant1 some slightly sorrowful remembrance of the father around whose neck his arms had sometimes clung4 ,in my own childhood and boyhood my father was the refuge from all the ills of life1 even sharp pain itself4 ,therefore ,i say to son or daughter who has no pleasure in the name ,father1 ',you must interpret the word by all that you have missed in life4 ,every time a man might have been to you a refuge from the wind1 a covert from the tempest1 the shadow of a great rock in a weary land1 that was a time when a father might have been a father indeed4 ,happy you are yet1 if you have found man or woman such a refuge2 so far have you known a shadow of the perfect1 seen the back of the only man1 the perfect ,son of the perfect ,father4 ,all that human tenderness can give or desire in the nearness and readiness of love1 all and infinitely more must be true of the perfect ,father--of the maker of fatherhood1 the ,father of all the fathers of the earth1 specially the ,father of those who have specially shown a father-heart4' ,this ,father would make to himself sons and daughters indeed--that is1 such sons and daughters as shall be his sons and daughters not merely by having come from his heart1 but by having returned thither--children in virtue of being such as whence they came1 such as choose to be what he is4 ,he will have them share in his being and nature--strong wherein he cares for strength2 tender and gracious as he is tender and gracious2 angry where and as he is angry4 ,even in the small matter of power1 he will have them able to do whatever his ,son ,jesus could on the earth1 whose was the life of the perfect man1 whose works were those of perfected humanity4 ,everything must at length be subject to man1 as it was to ,the ,man4 ,when ,god can do what he will with a man1 the man may do what he will with the world2 he may walk on the sea like his ,lord2 the deadliest thing will not be able to hurt him3--',he that believeth on me1 the works that ,i do shall he do also2 and greater than these shall he do4' ,god1 whose pleasure brought ,man into being1 stands away ,as it were1 an handbreath off1 to give ,boom for the newly-made to live4 ,he has made us1 but we have to be4 ,all things were made through the ,word1 but that which was made in the ,word was life1 and that life is the light of men3 they who live by this light1 that is1 live as ,jesus lived--by obedience1 namely1 to the ,father1 have a share in their own making2 the light becomes life in them2 they are1 in their lower way1 alive with the life that was first born in ,jesus1 and through him has been born in them--by obedience they become one with the godhead3 ',as many as received him1 to them gave he power to become the sons of ,god4' ,he does not make them the sons of ,god1 but he gives them power to become the sons of ,god3 in choosing and obeying the truth1 man becomes the true son of the ,father of lights4 ,it is enough to read with understanding the passage ,i have quoted from his epistle to the ,galatians1 to see that the word adoption does not in the least fit ,st4 ,paul's idea1 or suit the things he says4 ,while we but obey the law ,god has laid upon us1 without knowing the heart of the ,father whence comes the law1 we are but slaves--not necessarily ignoble slaves1 yet slaves2 but when we come to think with him1 when the mind of the son is as the mind of the ,father1 the action of the son the same as that of the ,father1 then is the son of the ,father1 then are we the sons of ,god4 ,and in both passages--this1 and that which1 from his epistle to the ,romans1 ,i have placed at the head of this sermon--we find the same phrase1 ,abba1 ,father1 showing1 if proof were needful1 that he uses the word ,greek3 uiothesia the same sense in both3 nothing can well be plainer1 that needs consideration at all1 than what that sense is4 ,let us glance at the other passages in which he uses the same word3 as he alone of the writers of the ,new ,testament does use it1 so1 for aught ,i know1 he may have made it for himsef4 ,one of them is in the same eighth chapter of the epistle to the ,romans2 this ,i will keep to the last4 ,another is in the following chapter1 the fourth verse2 in it he speaks of the ,greek3 viothesia1 literally the son-placing 7that is1 the placing of sons in the true place of sons71 as belonging to the ,jews4 ,on this ,i have but to remark that 'whose is the ,greek3 viothesia' cannot mean either that they had already received it1 or that it belonged to the ,jews more than to the ,gentiles2 it can only mean that1 as the elder-brother-nation1 they had a foremost claim to it1 and would naturally first receive it2 that1 in their best men1 they had always been nearest to it4 ,it must be wrought out first in such as had received the preparation necessary2 those were the ,jews2 of the ,jews was the ,son1 bringing the ,greek3 viothesia1 the sonship1 to all4 ,therefore theirs was the ,greek3 viothesia1 just as theirs was the gospel4 ,it was to the ,jew first1 then to the ,gentile--though many a ,gentile would have it before many a ,jew4 ,those and only those who out of a true heart cry ',abba1 ,father1' be they of what paltry little so-called church1 other than the body of ,christ1 they may1 or of no otherat all1 are the sons and daughters of ,god4 ,st4 ,paul uses the word also in his epistle to the ,ephesians1 the first chapter1 the fifth verse4 ',having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by ,jesus ,christ to himself1' says the authorized version2 ',having foreordained us unto adoption as sons through ,jesus ,christ unto himself1' says the revised--and ,i see little to choose between them3 neither gives the meaning of ,st4 ,paul4 ,if there is anything gained by the addition of the words 'of children' in the one case1 and 'as sons' in the other1 to translate the word for which 'adoption' alone is made to serve in the other passages1 the advantage is only to the minus-side1 to that of the wrong interpretation4 ,children we were2 true sons we could never be1 save through ,the ,son4 ,he brothers us4 ,he takes us to the knees of the ,father1 beholding whose face we grow sons indeed4 ,never could we have known the heart of the ,father1 never felt it possible to love him as sons1 but for him who cast himself into the gulf that yawned between us4 ,in and through him we were foreordained to the sonship3 sonship1 even had we never sinned1 never could we reach without him4 ,we should have been little children loving the ,father indeed1 but children far from the sonhood that understands and adores4 ',for as many as are led by the spirit of ,god1 these are sons of ,god2' ',if any man hath not the spirit of ,christ1 he is none of his2' yea1 if we have not each other's spirits1 we do not belong to each other4 ,there is no unity but having the same spirit4 ,there is but one spirit1 that of truth4 ,it remains to note yet another passage4 ,that never in anything he wrote was it ,st4 ,paul's intention to contribute towards a system of theology1 it were easy to show3 one sign of the fact is1 that he does not hesitate to use this word he has perhaps himself made1 in different1 and apparently opposing1 though by no means contradictory senses3 his meanings always vivify each other4 ,his ideas are so large that they tax his utterance and make him strain the use of words1 but there is no danger to the honest heart1 which alone he regards1 of misunderstanding them1 though 'the ignorant and unsteadfast wrest them' yet4 ,at one time he speaks of the sonship as being the possession of the ,israelite1 at another as his who has learned to cry ,abba1 ,father2 and here1 in the passage ,i have now last to consider1 that from the #ahth to the #beth verse of this same eighth chapter of his epistle to the ,romans1 he speaks of the niothesia as yet to come--and as if it had to do1 not with our spiritual1 but our bodily condition4 ,this use of the word1 however1 though not the same use as we find anywhere else1 is nevertheless entirely consistent with his other uses of it4 ,the #bcrd verse says1 ',and not only so1 but ourselves also1 which have the first fruits of the spirit1 even we ourselves groan within ourselves1 waiting for adoption1 the redemption of our body4' ,it is nowise difficult to discern that the ideas in this and the main use are necessarily associated and more than consistent4 ,the putting of a son in his true1 his foreordained place1 has outward relations as well as inward reality2 the outward depends on the inward1 arises from it1 and reveals it4 ,when the child whose condition under tutors had passed away1 took his position as a son1 he would naturally change his dress and modes of life3 when ,god's children cease to be slaves doing right from law and duty1 and become his sons doing right from the essential love of ,god and their neighbour1 they too must change the garments of their slavery for the robes of liberty1 lay aside the body of this death1 and appear in bodies like that of ,christ1 with whom they inherit of the ,father4 ,but many children who have learned to cry ,abba1 ,father1 are yet far from the liberty of the sons of ,god4 ,sons they are and no longer children1 yet they groan as being still in bondage6-- ,plainly the apostle has no thought of working out an idea2 with burning heart he is writing a letter3 he gives1 nevertheless1 lines plentifully sufficient for us to work out his idea1 and this is how it takes clear shape3-- ,we are the sons of ,god the moment we lift up our hearts1 seeking to be sons--the moment we begin to cry ,father4 ,but as the world must be redeemed in a few men to begin with1 so the soul is redeemed in a few of its thoughts and wants and ways1 to begin with3 it takes a long time to finish the new creation of this redemption4 ,shall it have taken millions of years to bring the world up to the point where a few of its inhabitants shall desire ,god1 and shall the creature of this new birth be perfected in a day8 ,the divine process may indeed now go on with tenfold rapidity1 for the new factor of man's fellow-working1 for the sake of which the whole previous array of means and forces existed1 is now developed2 but its end is yet far below the horizon of man's vision3-- ,the apostle speaks at one time of the thing as to come1 at another time as done--when it is but commenced3 our ways of thought are such4 ,a man's heart may leap for joy the moment when1 amidst the sea-waves1 a strong hand has laid hold of the hair of his head2 he may cry aloud1 ',i am saved2'--and he may be safe1 but he is not saved2 this is far from a salvation to suffice4 ,so are we sons when we begin to cry ,father1 but we are far from perfected sons4 ,so long as there is in us the least taint of distrust1 the least lingering of hate or fear1 we have not received the sonship2 we have not such life in us as raised the body of ,jesus2 we have not attained to the resurrection of the dead--by which word1 in his epistle to the ,philippians 7iii4 #b71 ,st4 ,paul means1 ,i think1 the same thing as here he means by the sonship which he puts in apposition with the redemption of the body3-- ,until our outward condition is that of sons royal1 sons divine2 so long as the garments of our souls1 these mortal bodies1 are mean--torn and dragged and stained2 so long as we groan under sickness and weakness and weariness1 old age1 forgetfulness1 and all heavy things2 so long we have not yet received the sonship in full--we are but getting ready one day to creep from our chrysalids1 and spread the great heaven-storming wings of the psyches of ,god4 ,we groan being burdened2 we groan1 waiting for the sonship--to wit1 the redemption of the body--the uplifting of the body to be a fit house and revelation of the indwelling spirit-- nay1 like that of ,christ1 a fit temple and revelation of the deeper indwelling ,god4 ,for we shall always need bodies to manifest and reveal us to each other--bodies1 then1 that fit the soul with absolute truth of presentment and revelation4 ,hence the revealing of the sons of ,god1 spoken of in the #aith verse1 is the same thing as the redemption of the body2 the body is redeemed when it is made fit for the sons of ,god2 then it is a revelation of them--the thing it was meant for1 and always1 more or less imperfectly1 was4 ,such it shall be1 when truth is strong enough in the sons of ,god to make it such--for it is the soul that makes the body4 ,when we are the sons of ,god in heart and soul1 then shall we be the sons of ,god in body too3 'we shall be like him1 for we shall see him as he is4' ,i care little to speculate on the kind of this body2 two things only ,i will say1 as needful to be believed1 concerning it3 first1 that it will be a body to show the same self as before--but1 second1 a body to show the being truly--without the defects1 that is1 and imperfections of the former bodily revelation4 ,even through their corporeal presence shall we then know our own infinitely better1 and find in them endlessly more delight1 than before4 ,these things we must believe1 or distrust the ,father of our spirits4 ,till this redemption of the body arrives1 the ,greek3 uiothesia is not wrought out1 is only upon the way4 ,nor can it come but by our working out the salvation he is working in us4 ,this redemption of the body--its deliverance from all that is amiss1 awry1 unfinished1 weak1 worn out1 all that prevents the revelation of the sons of ,god1 is called by the apostle1 not certainly the adoption1 but the ,greek3 niothesia1 the sonship in full manifestation4 ,it is the slave yet left in the sons and daughters of ,god that has betrayed them into even permitting the word adoption to mislead them6 ,to see how the whole utterance hangs together1 read from the #ahth verse to the #beth1 especially noticing the #aith3 ',for the earnest expectation of the creation waiteth for the revealing' 7the outshining7 'of the sons of ,god4' ,when the sons of ,god show as they are1 taking1 with the character1 the appearance and the place that belong to their sonship2 when the sons of ,god sit with the ,son of ,god on the throne of their ,father2 then shall they be in potency of fact the lords of the lower creation1 the bestowers of liberty and peace upon it2 then shall the creation1 subjected to vanity for their sakes1 find its freedom in their freedom1 its gladness in their sonship4 ,the animals will glory to serve them1 will joy to come to them for help4 ,let the heartless scoff1 the unjust despise6 the heart that cries ,abba1 ,father1 cries to the ,god of the sparrow and the oxen2 nor can hope go too far in hoping what that ,god will do for the creation that now groaneth and travaileth in pain because our higher birth is delayed4 ,shall not the judge of all the earth do right8 ,shall my heart be more compassionate than his8 ,if to any reader my interpretation be unsatisfactory1 ,i pray him not to spend his strength in disputing my faith1 but in making sure his own progress on the way to freedom and sonship4 ,only to the child of ,god is true judgment possible4 ,were it otherwise1 what would it avail to prove this one or that right or wrong8 ,right opinion on questions the most momentous will deliver no man4 ,cure for any ill in me or about me there is none1 but to become the son of ,god ,i was born to be4 ,until such ,i am1 until ,christ is born in me1 until ,i am revealed a son of ,god1 pain and trouble will endure--and ,god grant they may6 ,call this presumption1 and ,i can only widen my assertion3 until you yourself are the son of ,god you were born to be1 you will never find life a good thing4 ,if ,i presume for myself1 ,i presume for you also4 ,but ,i do not presume4 ,thus have both ,jesus ,christ and his love-slave ,paul represented ,god--as a ,father perfect in love1 grand in self-forgetfulness1 supreme in righteousness1 devoted to the lives he has uttered4 ,i will not believe less of the ,father than ,i can conceive of glory after the lines he has given me1 after the radiation of his glory in the face of his ,son4 ,he is the express image of the ,father1 by which we1 his imperfect images1 are to read and understand him3 imperfect1 we have yet perfection enough to spell towards the perfect4 ,it comes to this then1 after the grand theory of the apostle3--,the world exists for our education2 it is the nursery of ,god's children1 served by troubled slaves1 troubled because the children are themselves slaves--children1 but not good children4 ,beyond its own will or knowledge1 the whole creation works for the development of the children of ,god into the sons of ,god4 ,when at last the children have arisen and gone to their ,father2 when they are clothed in the best robe1 with a ring on their hands and shoes on their feet1 shining out at length in their natural1 their predestined sonship2 then shall the mountains and the hills break forth before them into singing1 and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands4 ,then shall the wolf dwell with the lamb1 and the leopard lie down with the kid and the calf1 and the young lion and the fatling together1 and a little child shall lead them4 ,then shall the fables of a golden age1 which faith invented1 and unbelief threw into the past1 unfold their essential reality1 and the tale of paradise prove itself a truth by becoming a fact4 ,then shall every ideal show itself a necessity1 aspiration although satisfied put forth yet longer wings1 and the hunger after righteousness know itself blessed4 ,then first shall we know what was in the ,shepherd's mind when he said1 ',i came that they may have life1 and may have it abundantly4' ,,life4 ',i came that they may have life1 and may have it abundantly4'--,st4 ,john x4 #aj4 ,in a word1 ,he came to supply all our lack--from the root outward2 for what is it we need but more life8 ,what does the infant need but more life8 ,what does the bosom of his mother give him but life in abundance8 ,what does the old man need1 whose limbs are weak and whose pulse is low1 but more of the life which seems ebbing from him8 ,weary with feebleness1 he calls upon death1 but in reality it is life he wants4 ,it is but the encroaching death in him that desires death4 ,he longs for rest1 but death cannot rest2 death would be as much an end to rest as to weariness3 even weakness cannot rest2 it takes strength as well as weariness to rest4 ,how different is the weariness of the strong man after labour unduly prolonged1 from the weariness of the sick man who in the morning cries out1 ',would ,god it were evening6' and in the evening1 ',would ,god it were morning6' ,low-sunk life imagines itself weary of life1 but it is death1 not life1 it is weary of4 ,never a cry went out after the opposite of life from any soul that knew what life is4 ,why does the poor1 worn1 out-worn suicide seek death8 ,is it not in reality to escape from death8--from the death of homelessness and hunger and cold2 the death of failure1 disappointment1 and distraction2 the death of the exhaustion of passion2 the death of madness--of a household he cannot rule2 the death of crime and fear of discovery8 ,he seeks the darkness because it seems a refuge from the death which possesses him4 ,he is a creature possessed by death2 what he calls his life is but a dream full of horrible phantasms4 ',more life6' is the unconscious prayer of all creation1 groaning and travailing for the redemption of its lord1 the son who is not yet a son4 ,is not the dumb cry to be read in the faces of some of the animals1 in the look of some of the flowers1 and in many an aspect of what we call ,nature8 ,all things are possible with ,god1 but all things are not easy4 ,it is easy for him to be1 for there he has to do with his own perfect will3 it is not easy for him to create--that is1 after the grand fashion which alone will satisfy his glorious heart and will1 the fashion in which he is now creating us4 ,in the very nature of being--that is1 ,god--it must be hard--and divine history shows how hard--to create that which shall be not himself1 yet like himself4 ,the problem is1 so far to separate from himself that which must yet on him be ever and always and utterly dependent1 that it shall have the existence of an individual1 and be able to turn and regard him--choose him1 and say1 ',i will arise and go to my ,father1' and so develop in itself the highest ,divine of which it is capable--the will for the good against the evil--the will to be one with the life whence it has come1 and in which it still is--the will to close the round of its procession in its return1 so working the perfection of reunion--to shape in its own life the ring of eternity--to live immediately1 consciously1 and active-willingly from its source1 from its own very life--to restore to the beginning the end that comes of that beginning--to be the thing the maker thought of when he willed1 ere he began to work its being4 ,i imagine the difficulty of doing this thing1 of effecting this creation1 this separation from himself such that will in the creature shall be possible--,i imagine1 ,i say1 the difficulty of such creation so great1 that for it ,god must begin inconceivably far back in the infinitesimal regions of beginnings--not to say before anything in the least resembling man1 but eternal miles beyond the last farthest-pushed discovery in protoplasm--to set in motion that division from himself which in its grand result should be individuality1 consciousness1 choice1 and conscious choice--choice at last pure1 being the choice of the right1 the true1 the divinely harmonious4 ,hence the final end of the separation is not individuality2 that is but a means to it2 the final end is oneness--an impossibility without it4 ,for there can be no unity1 no delight of love1 no harmony1 no good in being1 where there is but one4 ,two at least are needed for oneness2 and the greater the number of individuals1 the greater1 the lovelier1 the richer1 the diviner is the possible unity4 ,god is life1 and the will-source of life4 ,in the outflowing of that life1 ,i know him2 and when ,i am told that he is love1 ,i see that if he were not love he would not1 could not create4 ,i know nothing deeper in him than love1 nor believe there is in him anything deeper than love-- nay1 that there can be anything deeper than love4 ,the being of ,god is love1 therefore creation4 ,i imagine that from all eternity he has been creating4 ,as he saw it was not good for man to be alone1 so has he never been alone himself2--from all eternity the ,father has had the ,son1 and the never-begun existence of that ,son ,i imagine an easy outgoing of the ,father's nature2 while to make other beings--beings like us1 ,i imagine the labour of a ,god1 an eternal labour4 ,speaking after our poor human fashions of thought--the only fashions possible to us--,i imagine that ,god has never been contented to be alone even with the ,son of his love1 the prime and perfect idea of humanity1 but that he has from the first willed and laboured to give existence to other creatures who should be blessed with his blessedness--creatures whom he is now and always has been developing into likeness with that ,son--a likeness for long to be distant and small1 but a likeness to be for ever growing3 perhaps never one of them yet1 though unspeakably blessed1 has had even an approximate idea of the blessedness in store for him4 ,let no soul think that to say ,god undertook a hard labour in willing that many sons and daughters should be sharers of the divine nature1 is to abate his glory6 ,the greater the difficulty1 the greater is the glory of him who does the thing he has undertaken--without shadow of compromise1 with no half-success1 but with a triumph of absolute satisfaction to innumerable radiant souls6 ,he knew what it would cost6--not energy of will alone1 or merely that utterance and separation from himself which is but the first of creation1 though that may well itself be pain--but sore suffering such as we cannot imagine1 and could only be ,god's1 in the bringing out1 call it birth or development1 of the ,god-life in the individual soul--a suffering still renewed1 a labour thwarted ever by that soul itself1 compelling him to take1 still at the cost of suffering1 the not absolutely best1 only the best possible means left him by the resistance of his creature4 ,man finds it hard to get what he wants1 because he does not want the best2 ,god finds it hard to give1 because he would give the best1 and man will not take it4 ,what ,jesus did1 was what the ,father is always doing2 the suffering he endured was that of the ,father from the foundation of the world1 reaching its climax in the person of his ,son4 ,god provides the sacrifice2 the sacrifice is himself4 ,he is always1 and has ever been1 sacrificing himself to and for his creatures4 ,it lies in the very essence of his creation of them4 ,the worst heresy1 next to that of dividing religion and righteousness1 is to divide the ,father from the ,son--in thought or feeling or action or intent2 to represent the ,son as doing that which the ,father does not himself do4 ,jesus did nothing but what the ,father did and does4 ,if ,jesus suffered for men1 it was because his ,father suffers for men2 only he came close to men through his body and their senses1 that he might bring their spirits close to his ,father and their ,father1 so giving them life1 and losing what could be lost of his own4 ,he is ,god our ,saviour3 it is because ,god is our ,saviour that ,jesus is our ,saviour4 ,the ,god and ,father of ,jesus ,christ could never possibly be satisfied with less than giving himself to his own6 ,the unbeliever may easily imagine a better ,god than the common theology of the country offers him2 but not the lovingest heart that ever beat can even reflect the length and breadth and depth and height of that love of ,god which shows itself in his ,son--one1 and of one mind1 with himself4 ,the whole history is a divine agony to give divine life to creatures4 ,the outcome of that agony1 the victory of that creative and again creative energy1 will be radiant life1 whereof joy unspeakable is the flower4 ,every child will look in the eyes of the ,father1 and the eyes of the ,father will receive the child with an infinite embrace4 ,the life the ,lord came to give us is a life exceeding that of the highest undivine man1 by far more than the life of that man exceeds the life of the animal the least human4 ,more and more of it is for each who will receive it1 and to eternity4 ,the ,father has given to the ,son to have life in himself2 that life is our light4 ,we know life only as light2 it is the life in us that makes us see4 ,all the growth of the ,christian is the more and more life he is receiving4 ,at first his religion may hardly be distinguishable from the mere prudent desire to save his soul2 but at last he loses that very soul in the glory of love1 and so saves it2 self becomes but the cloud on which the white light of ,god divides into harmonies unspeakable4 ',in the midst of life we are in death1' said one2 it is more true that in the midst of death we are in life4 ,life is the only reality2 what men call death is but a shadow--a word for that which cannot be--a negation1 owing the very idea of itself to that which it would deny4 ,but for life there could be no death4 ,if ,god were not1 there would not even be nothing4 ,not even nothingness preceded life4 ,nothingness owes its very idea to existence4 ,one form of the question between matter and spirit is1 which was first1 and caused the other--things or thoughts2 whether things without thought caused thought1 or thought without things caused things4 ,to those who cannot doubt that thought was first1 causally preceding the earliest material show1 it is easily plain that death can be the cure for nothing1 that the cure for everything must be life--that the ills which come with existence1 are from its imperfection1 not of itself-- that what we need is more of it4 ,we who are1 have nothing to do with death2 our relations are alone with life4 ,the thing that can mourn can mourn only from lack2 it cannot mourn because of being1 but because of not enough being4 ,we are vessels of life1 not yet full of the wine of life2 where the wine does not reach1 there the clay cracks1 and aches1 and is distressed4 ,who would therefore pour out the wine that is there1 instead of filling to the brim with more wine6 ,all the being must partake of essential being2 life must be assisted1 upheld1 comforted1 every part1 with life4 ,life is the law1 the food1 the necessity of life4 ,life is everything4 ,many doubtless mistake the joy of life for life itself2 and1 longing after the joy1 languish with a thirst at once poor and inextinguishable2 but even that thirst points to the one spring4 ,these love self1 not life1 and self is but the shadow of life4 ,when it is taken for life itself1 and set as the man's centre1 it becomes a live death in the man1 a devil he worships as his god2 the worm of the death eternal he clasps to his bosom as his one joy6 ,the soul compact of harmonies has more life1 a larger being1 than the soul consumed of cares2 the sage is a larger life than the clown2 the poet is more alive than the man whose life flows out that money may come in2 the man who loves his fellow is infinitely more alive than he whose endeavour is to exalt himself above him2 the man who strives to be better1 than he who longs for the praise of the many2 but the man to whom ,god is all in all1 who feels his life-roots hid with ,christ in ,god1 who knows himself the inheritor of all wealth and worlds and ages1 yea1 of power essential and in itself1 that man has begun to be alive indeed4 ,let us in all the troubles of life remember--that our one lack is life--that what we need is more life--more of the life-making presence in us making us more1 and more largely1 alive4 ,when most oppressed1 when most weary of life1 as our unbelief would phrase it1 let us bethink ourselves that it is in truth the inroad and presence of death we are weary of4 ,when most inclined to sleep1 let us rouse ourselves to live4 ,of all things let us avoid the false refuge of a weary collapse1 a hopeless yielding to things as they are4 ,it is the life in us that is discontented2 we need more of what is discontented1 not more of the cause of its discontent4 ,discontent1 ,i repeat1 is the life in us that has not enough of itself1 is not enough to itself1 so calls for more4 ,he has the victory who1 in the midst of pain and weakness1 cries out1 not for death1 not for the repose of forgetfulness1 but for strength to fight2 for more power1 more consciousness of being1 more ,god in him2 who1 when sorest wounded1 says with ,sir ,andrew ,barton in the old ballad3-- ,fight on my men1 says ,sir ,andrew ,barton1 ,i am hurt1 but ,i am not slain2 ,i'll lay me down and bleed awhile1 ,and then ,i'll rise and fight again2 --and that with no silly notion of playing the hero--what have creatures like us to do with heroism who are not yet barely honest6--but because so to fight is the truth1 and the only way4 ,if1 in the extreme of our exhaustion1 there should come to us1 as to ,elijah when he slept in the desert1 an angel to rouse us1 and show us the waiting bread and water1 how would we carry ourselves8 ,would we1 in faint unwillingness to rise and eat1 answer1 ',lo ,i am weary unto death6 ,the battle is gone from me6 ,it is lost1 or unworth gaining6 ,the world is too much for me6 ,its forces will not heed me6 ,they have worn me out6 ,i have wrought no salvation even for my own1 and never should work any1 were ,i to live for ever6 ,it is enough2 let me now return whence ,i came2 let me be gathered to my fathers and be at rest6'8 ,i should be loth to think that1 if the enemy1 in recognizable shape1 came roaring upon us1 we would not1 like the red-cross knight1 stagger1 heavy sword in nerveless arm1 to meet him2 but1 in the feebleness of foiled effort1 it wants yet more faith to rise and partake of the food that shall bring back more effort1 more travail1 more weariness4 ,the true man trusts in a strength which is not his1 and which he does not feel1 does not even always desire2 believes in a power that seems far from him1 which is yet at the root of his fatigue itself and his need of rest--rest as far from death as is labour4 ,to trust in the strength of ,god in our weakness2 to say1 ',i am weak3 so let me be3 ,god is strong2' to seek from him who is our life1 as the natural1 simple cure of all that is amiss with us1 power to do1 and be1 and live1 even when we are weary1--this is the victory that overcometh the world4 ,to believe in ,god our strength in the face of all seeming denial1 to believe in him out of the heart of weakness and unbelief1 in spite of numbness and weariness and lethargy2 to believe in the wide-awake real1 through all the stupefying1 enervating1 distorting dream2 to will to wake1 when the very being seems athirst for a godless repose2--these are the broken steps up to the high fields where repose is but a form of strength1 strength but a form of joy1 joy but a form of love4 ',i am weak1' says the true soul1 'but not so weak that ,i would not be strong2 not so sleepy that ,i would not see the sun rise2 not so lame but that ,i would walk6 ,thanks be to him who perfects strength in weakness1 and gives to his beloved while they sleep6' ,if we will but let our ,god and ,father work his will with us1 there can be no limit to his enlargement of our existence1 to the flood of life with which he will overflow our consciousness4 ,we have no conception of what life might be1 of how vast the consciousness of which we could be made capable4 ,many can recall some moment in which life seemed richer and fuller than ever before2 to some1 such moments arrive mostly in dreams3 shall soul1 awake or asleep1 infold a bliss greater than its ,life1 the living ,god1 can seal1 perpetuate1 enlarge8 ,can the human twilight of a dream be capable of generating or holding a fuller life than the morning of divine activity8 ,surely ,god could at any moment give to a soul1 by a word to that soul1 by breathing afresh into the secret caves of its being1 a sense of life before which the most exultant ecstasy of earthly triumph would pale to ashes6 ,if ever sunlit1 sail-crowded sea1 under blue heaven flecked with wind-chased white1 filled your soul as with a new gift of life1 think what sense of existence must be yours1 if he whose thought has but fringed its garment with the outburst of such a show1 take his abode with you1 and while thinking the gladness of a ,god inside your being1 let you know and feel that he is carrying you as a father in his bosom6 ,i have been speaking as if life and the consciousness of it were one2 but the consciousness of life is not life2 it is only the outcome of life4 ,the real life is that which is of and by itself--is life because it wills itself--which is1 in the active1 not the passive sense3 this can only be ,god4 ,but in us there ought to be a life correspondent to the life that is ,god's2 in us also must be the life that wills itself--a life in so far resembling the self-existent life and partaking of its image1 that it has a share in its own being4 ,there is an original act possible to the man1 which must initiate the reality of his existence4 ,he must live in and by willing to live4 ,a tree lives2 ,i hardly doubt it has some vague consciousness1 known by but not to itself1 only to the ,god who made it2 ,i trust that life in its lowest forms is on the way to thought and blessedness1 is in the process of that separation1 so to speak1 from ,god1 in which consists the creation of living souls2 but the life of these lower forms is not life in the high sense--in the sense in which the word is used in the ,bible3 true life knows and rules itself2 the eternal life is life come awake4 ,the life of the most exalted of the animals is not such whatever it may become1 and however ,i may refuse to believe their fate and being fixed as we see them4 ,but as little as any man or woman would be inclined to call the existence of the dog1 looking strange lack out of his wistful eyes1 an existence to be satisfied with--his life an end sufficient in itself1 as little could ,i1 looking on the human pleasure1 the human refinement1 the common human endeavour around me1 consent to regard them as worthy the name of life4 ,what in them is true dwells amidst an unchallenged corruption1 demanding repentance and labour and prayer for its destruction4 ,the condition of most men and women seems to me a life in death1 an abode in unwhited sepulchres1 a possession of withering forms by spirits that slumber1 and babble in their dreams4 ,that they do not feel it so1 is nothing4 ,the sow wallowing in the mire may rightly assert it her way of being clean1 but theirs is not the life of the ,god-born4 ,the day must come when they will hide their faces with such shame as the good man yet feels at the memory of the time when he lived like them4 ,there is nothing for man worthy to be called life1 but the life eternal--,god's life1 that is1 after his degree shared by the man made to be eternal also4 ,for he is in the image of ,god1 intended to partake of the life of the most high1 to be alive as he is alive4 ,of this life the outcome and the light is righteousness1 love1 grace1 truth2 but the life itself is a thing that will not be defined1 even as ,god will not be defined3 it is a power1 the formless cause of form4 ,it has no limits whereby to be defined4 ,it shows itself to the soul that is hungering and thirsting after righteousness1 but that soul cannot show it to another1 save in the shining of its own light4 ,the ignorant soul understands by this life eternal only an endless elongation of consciousness2 what ,god means by it is a being like his own1 a being beyond the attack of decay or death1 a being so essential that it has no relation whatever to nothingness2 a something which is1 and can never go to that which is not1 for with that it never had to do1 but came out of the heart of ,life1 the heart of ,god1 the fountain of being2 an existence partaking of the divine nature1 and having nothing in common1 any more than the ,eternal himself1 with what can pass or cease3 ,god owes his being to no one1 and his child has no lord but his ,father4 ,this life1 this eternal life1 consists for man in absolute oneness with ,god and all divine modes of being1 oneness with every phase of right and harmony4 ,it consists in a love as deep as it is universal1 as conscious as it is unspeakable2 a love that can no more be reasoned about than life itself--a love whose presence is its all-sufficing proof and justification1 whose absence is an annihilating defect3 he who has it not cannot believe in it3 how should death believe in life1 though all the birds of ,god are singing jubilant over the empty tomb6 ,the delight of such a being1 the splendour of a consciousness rushing from the wide open doors of the fountain of existence1 the ecstasy of the spiritual sense into which the surge of life essential1 immortal1 increate1 flows in silent fulness from the heart of hearts--what may it1 what must it not be1 in the great day of ,god and the individual soul6 ,what then is our practical relation to the life original8 ,what have we to do towards the attaining to the resurrection from the dead8 ,if we did not make1 could not have made ourselves1 how can we1 now we are made1 do anything at the unknown roots of our being8 ,what relation of conscious unity can be betwixt the self-existent ,god1 and beings who live at the will of another1 beings who could not refuse to be--cannot even cease to be1 but must1 at the will of that other1 go on living1 weary of what is not life1 able to assert their relation to life only by refusing to be content with what is not life8 ,the self-existent ,god is that other by whose will we live2 so the links of the unity must already exist1 and can but require to be brought together4 ,for the link in our being wherewith to close the circle of immortal oneness with the ,father1 we must of course search the deepest of man's nature3 there only1 in all assurance1 can it be found4 ,and there we do find it4 ,for the will is the deepest1 the strongest1 the divinest thing in man2 so1 ,i presume1 is it in ,god1 for such we find it in ,jesus ,christ4 ,here1 and here only1 in the relation of the two wills1 ,god's and his own1 can a man come into vital contact--on the eternal idea1 in no one-sided unity of completest dependence1 but in willed harmony of dual oneness--with the ,all-in-all4 ,when a man can and does entirely say1 ',not my will1 but thine be done'--when he so wills the will of ,god as to do it1 then is he one with ,god--one1 as a true son with a true father4 ,when a man wills that his being be conformed to the being of his origin1 which is the life in his life1 causing and bearing his life1 therefore absolutely and only of its kind1 one with it more and deeper than words or figures can say--to the life which is itself1 only more of itself1 and more than itself1 causing itself--when the man thus accepts his own causing life1 and sets himself to live the will of that causing life1 humbly eager after the privileges of his origin1--thus receiving ,god1 he becomes1 in the act1 a partaker of the divine nature1 a true son of the living ,god1 and an heir of all he possesses3 by the obedience of a son1 he receives into himself the very life of the ,father4 ,obedience is the joining of the links of the eternal round4 ,obedience is but the other side of the creative will4 ,will is ,god's will1 obedience is man's will2 the two make one4 ,the root-life1 knowing well the thousand troubles it would bring upon him1 has created1 and goes on creating other lives1 that1 though incapable of self-being1 they may1 by willed obedience1 share in the bliss of his essential self-ordained being4 ,if we do the will of ,god1 eternal life is ours--no mere continuity of existence1 for that in itself is worthless as hell1 but a being that is one with the essential ,life1 and so within his reach to fill with the abundant and endless out-goings of his love4 ,our souls shall be vessels ever growing1 and ever as they grow1 filled with the more and more life proceeding from the ,father and the ,son1 from ,god the ordaining1 and ,god the obedient4 ,what the delight of the being1 what the abundance of the life he came that we might have1 we can never know until we have it4 ,but even now to the holy fancy it may sometimes seem too glorious to support--as if we must die of very life--of more being than we could bear--to awake to a yet higher life1 and be filled with a wine which our souls were heretofore too weak to hold6 ,to be for one moment aware of such pure simple love towards but one of my fellows as ,i trust ,i shall one day have towards each1 must of itself bring a sense of life such as the utmost effort of my imagination can but feebly shadow now--a mighty glory of consciousness6--not to be always present1 indeed1 for my love1 and not my glory in that love1 is my life4 ,there would be1 even in that one love1 in the simple purity of a single affection such as we were created to generate1 and intended to cherish1 towards all1 an expansion of life inexpressible1 unutterable4 ,for we are made for love1 not for self4 ,our neighbour is our refuge2 self is our demon-foe4 ,every man is the image of ,god to every man1 and in proportion as we love him1 we shall know the sacred fact4 ,the precious thing to human soul is1 and one day shall be known to be1 every human soul4 ,and if it be so between man and man1 how will it not be betwixt the man and his maker1 between the child and his eternal ,father1 between the created and the creating ,life8 ,must not the glory of existence be endlessly redoubled in the infinite love of the creature--for all love is infinite--to the infinite ,god1 the great one life1 than whom is no other--only shadows1 lovely shadows of him6 ,reader to whom my words seem those of inflation and foolish excitement1 it can be nothing to thee to be told that ,i seem to myself to speak only the words of truth and soberness2 but what if the cause why they seem other to thy mind be--not merely that thou art not whole1 but that thy being nowise thirsts after harmony1 that thou art not of the truth1 that thou hast not yet begun to live8 ,how should the reveller1 issuing worn and wasted from the haunts where the violent seize joy by force to find her perish in their arms--how should such reveller1 ,i say1 break forth and sing with the sons of the morning1 when the ocean of light bursts from the fountain of the east8 ,as little canst thou1 with thy mind full of petty cares1 or still more petty ambitions1 understand the groaning and travailing of the creation4 ,it may indeed be that thou art honestly desirous of saving thy own wretched soul1 but as yet thou canst know but little of thy need of him who is the first and the last and the living one4 ,,the ,,fear ,,of ,,god4 ',and when ,i saw him1 ,i fell at his feet as one dead4 ,and he laid his right hand upon me1 saying1 ,fear not2 ,i am the first and the last and the ,living one4'--,rev4 i4 #ag1 #ah4 ,it is not alone the first beginnings of religion that are full of fear4 ,so long as love is imperfect1 there is room for torment4 ,that lore only which fills the heart--and nothing but love can fill any heart--is able to cast out fear1 leaving no room for its presence4 ,what we find in the beginnings of religion1 will hold in varying degree1 until the religion1 that is the love1 be perfected4 ,the thing that is unknown1 yet known to be1 will always be more or less formidable4 ,when it is known as immeasurably greater than we1 and as having claims and making demands upon us1 the more vaguely these are apprehended1 the more room is there for anxiety2 and when the conscience is not clear1 this anxiety may well mount to terror4 ,according to the nature of the mind which occupies itself with the idea of the ,supreme1 whether regarded as maker or ruler1 will be the kind and degree of the terror4 ,to this terror need belong no exalted ideas of ,god2 those fear him most who most imagine him like their own evil selves1 only beyond them in power1 easily able to work his arbitrary will with them4 ,that they hold him but a little higher than themselves1 tends nowise to unity with him3 who so far apart as those on the same level of hate and distrust8 ,power without love1 dependence where is no righteousness1 wake a worship without devotion1 a loathliness of servile flattery4 ,neither1 where the notion of ,god is better1 but the conscience is troubled1 will his goodness do much to exclude apprehension4 ,the same consciousness of evil and of offence which gave rise to the bloody sacrifice1 is still at work in the minds of most who call themselves ,christians4 ,naturally the first emotion of man towards the being he calls ,god1 but of whom he knows so little1 is fear4 ,where it is possible that fear should exist1 it is well it should exist1 cause continual uneasiness1 and be cast out by nothing less than love4 ,in him who does not know ,god1 and must be anything but satisfied with himself1 fear towards ,god is as reasonable as it is natural1 and serves powerfully towards the development of his true humanity4 ,neither the savage1 nor the self-sufficient sage1 is rightly human4 ,it matters nothing whether we regard the one or the other as degenerate or as undeveloped--neither ,i say is human2 the humanity is there1 but has to be born in each1 and for this birth everything natural must do its part2 fear is natural1 and has a part to perform nothing but itself could perform in the birth of the true humanity4 ,until love1 which is the truth towards ,god1 is able to cast out fear1 it is well that fear should hold2 it is a bond1 however poor1 between that which is and that which creates--a bond that must be broken1 but a bond that can be broken only by the tightening of an infinitely closer bond4 ,verily1 ,god must be terrible to those that are far from him2 for they fear he will do1 yea1 he is doing with them what they do not1 cannot desire1 and can ill endure4 ,such as many men are1 such as all without ,god would become1 they must prefer a devil1 because of his supreme selfishness1 to a ,god who will die for his creatures1 and insists upon giving himself to them1 insists upon their being unselfish and blessed like himself4 ,that which is the power and worth of life they must be1 or die2 and the vague consciousness of this makes them afraid4 ,they love their poor existence as it is2 ,god loves it as it must be--and they fear him4 ,the false notions of men of low1 undeveloped nature both with regard to what is good and what the ,power requires of them1 are such that they cannot but fear1 and devotion is lost in the sacrifices of ingratiation3 ,god takes them where they are1 accepts whatever they honestly offer1 and so helps them to outgrow themselves1 preparing them to offer the true offering1 and to know him whom they ignorantly worship4 ,he will not abolish their fear except with the truth of his own being4 ,till they apprehend that1 and in order that they may come to apprehend it1 he receives their sacrifices of blood1 the invention of their sore need1 only influencing for the time the modes of them4 ,he will destroy the lie that is not all a lie only by the truth which is all true4 ,although he loves them utterly1 he does not tell them there is nothing in him to make them afraid4 ,that would be to drive them from him for ever4 ,while they are such as they are1 there is much in him that cannot but affright them2 they ought1 they do well to fear him4 ,it is1 while they remain what they are1 the only true relation between them4 ,to remove that fear from their hearts1 save by letting them know his love with its purifying fire1 a love which for ages1 it may be1 they cannot know1 would be to give them up utterly to the power of evil4 ,persuade men that fear is a vile thing1 that it is an insult to ,god1 that he will none of it--while yet they are in love with their own will1 and slaves to every movement of passionate impulse1 and what will the consequence be8 ,that they will insult ,god as a discarded idol1 a superstition1 a falsehood1 as a thing under whose evil influence they have too long groaned1 a thing to be cast out and spit upon4 ,after that how much will they learn of him8 ,nor would it be long ere the old fear would return--with this difference1 perhaps1 that instead of trembling before a live energy1 they would tremble before powers which formerly they regarded as inanimate1 and have now endowed with souls after the imagination of their fears4 ,then would spiritual chaos with all its monsters be come again4 ,god being what he is1 a ,god who loves righteousness2 a ,god who1 rather than do an unfair thing1 would lay down his ,godhead1 and assert himself in ceasing to be2 a ,god who1 that his creature might not die of ignorance1 died as much as a ,god could die1 and that is divinely more than man can die1 to give him himself2 such a ,god1 ,i say1 may well look fearful from afar to the creature who recognizes in himself no imperative good2 who fears only suffering1 and has no aspiration--only wretched ambition6 ,but in proportion as such a creature comes nearer1 grows towards him in and for whose likeness he was begun2 in proportion1 that is1 as the eternal right begins to disclose itself to him2 in proportion as he becomes capable of the idea that his kind belongs to him as he could never belong to himself2 approaches the capacity of seeing and understanding that his individuality can be perfected only in the love of his neighbour1 and that his being can find its end only in oneness with the source from which it came2 in proportion1 ,i do not say as he sees these things1 but as he nears the possibility of seeing them1 will his terror at the ,god of his life abate2 though far indeed from surmising the bliss that awaits him1 he is drawing more nigh to the goal of his nature1 the central secret joy of sonship to a ,god who loves righteousness and hates iniquity1 does nothing he would not permit in his creature1 demands nothing of his creature he would not do himself4 ,the fire of ,god1 which is his essential being1 his love1 his creative power1 is a fire unlike its earthly symbol in this1 that it is only at a distance it burns--that the farther from him1 it burns the worse1 and that when we turn and begin to approach him1 the burning begins to change to comfort1 which comfort will grow to such bliss that the heart at length cries out with a gladness no other gladness can reach1 ',whom have ,i in heaven but thee8 and there is none upon earth that ,i desire besides thee6' ,the glory of being1 the essence of life and its joy1 shining upon the corrupt and deathly1 must needs1 like the sun1 consume the dead1 and send corruption down to the dust2 that which it burns in the soul is not of the soul1 yea1 is at utter variance with it2 yet so close to the soul is the foul fungous growth sprung from and subsisting upon it1 that the burning of it is felt through every spiritual nerve3 when the evil parasites are consumed away1 that is when the man yields his self and all that self's low world1 and returns to his lord and ,god1 then that which1 before1 he was aware of only as burning1 he will feel as love1 comfort1 strength--an eternal1 ever-growing life in him4 ,for now he lives1 and life cannot hurt life2 it can only hurt death1 which needs and ought to be destroyed4 ,god is life essential1 eternal1 and death cannot live in his sight2 for death is corruption1 and has no existence in itself1 living only in the decay of the things of life4 ,if then any child of the father finds that he is afraid before him1 that the thought of ,god is a discomfort to him1 or even a terror1 let him make haste--let him not linger to put on any garment1 but rush at once in his nakedness1 a true child1 for shelter from his own evil and ,god's terror1 into the salvation of the ,father's arms1 the home whence he was sent that he might learn that it was home4 ,what father being evil would it not win to see the child with whom he was vexed running to his embrace8 how much more will not the ,father of our spirits1 who seeks nothing but his children themselves1 receive him with open arms6 ,self1 accepted as the law of self1 is the one demon-enemy of life2 ,god is the only ,saviour from it1 and from all that is not ,god1 for ,god is life1 and all that is not ,god is death4 ,life is the destruction of death1 of all that kills1 of all that is of death's kind4 ,when ,john saw the glory of the ,son of ,man1 he fell at his feet as one dead4 ,in what way ,john saw him1 whether in what we vaguely call a vision1 or in as human a way as when he leaned back on his bosom and looked up in his face1 ,i do not now care to ask3 it would take all glorious shapes of humanity to reveal ,jesus1 and he knew the right way to show himself to ,john4 ,it seems to me that such words as were spoken can have come from the mouth of no mere vision1 can have been allowed to enter no merely tranced ear1 that the mouth of the very ,lord himself spoke them1 and that none but the living present ,jesus could have spoken or may be supposed to speak them2 while plainly ,john received and felt them as a message he had to give again4 ,there are also1 strangely as the whole may affect us1 various points in his description of the ,lord's appearance which commend themselves even to our ignorance by their grandeur and fitness4 ,why then was ,john overcome with terror8 ,we recall the fact that something akin to terror overwhelmed the minds of the three disciples who saw his glory on the mount2 but since then ,john had leaned on the bosom of his ,lord1 had followed him to the judgment seat and had not denied his name1 had borne witness to his resurrection and suffered for his sake--and was now 'in the isle that is called ,patmos1 for the word of ,god and the testimony of ,jesus3' why1 ,i say1 was he1 why should he be afraid8 ,no glory even of ,god should breed terror2 when a child of ,god is afraid1 it is a sign that the word ,father is not yet freely fashioned by the child's spiritual mouth4 ,the glory can breed terror only in him who is capable of being terrified by it2 while he is such it is well the terror should be bred and maintained1 until the man seek refuge from it in the only place where it is not--in the bosom of the glory4 ,there is one point not distinguishable in the ,greek3 whether is meant1 'one like unto the ,son of ,man1' or1 'one like unto a son of ,man3' the authorized version has the former1 the revised prefers the latter4 ,i incline to the former1 and think that ,john saw him like the man he had known so well1 and that it was the too much glory1 dimming his vision1 that made him unsure1 not any perceived unlikeness mingling with the likeness4 ,nothing blinds so much as light1 and their very glory might well render him unable to distinguish plainly the familiar features of ,the ,son of ,man4 ,but the appearance of ,the ,son of ,man was not intended to breed terror in the son of man to whom he came4 ,why then was ,john afraid8 why did the servant of the ,lord fall at his feet as one dead8 ,joy to us that he did1 for the words that follow--surely no phantasmic outcome of uncertain vision or blinding terror6 ,they bear best sign of their source3 however given to his ears1 they must be from the heart of our great ,brother1 the one ,man1 ,christ ,jesus1 divinely human6 ,it was still and only the imperfection of the disciple1 unfinished in faith1 so unfinished in everything a man needs1 that was the cause of his terror4 ,this is surely implied in the words the ,lord said to him when he fell6 ,the thing that made ,john afraid1 he speaks of as the thing that ought to have taken from him all fear4 ,for the glory that he saw1 the head and hair pouring from it such a radiance of light that they were white as white wool--snow-white1 as his garments on mount ,hermon2 in the midst of the radiance his eyes like a flame of fire1 and his countenance as the sun shineth in his strength2 the darker glow of the feet1 yet as of fine brass burning in a furnace--as if they1 in memory of the twilight of his humiliation1 touching the earth took a humbler glory than his head high in the empyrean of undisturbed perfection2 the girdle under his breast1 golden between the snow and the brass2--what were they all but the effulgence of his glory who was himself the effulgence of the ,father's1 the poor expression of the unutterable verity which was itself the reason why ,john ought not to be afraid8--',he laid his right hand upon me1 saying unto me1 ,fear not2 ,i am the first and the last1 and the living one4' ,endless must be our terror1 until we come heart to heart with the fire-core of the universe1 the first and the last and the living one6 ,but oh1 the joy to be told1 by ,power himself1 the first and the last1 the living one--told what we can indeed then see must be true1 but which we are so slow to believe--that the cure for trembling is the presence of ,power2 that fear cannot stand before ,strength2 that the visible ,god is the destruction of death2 that the one and only safety in the universe1 is the perfect nearness of the ,living ,one6 ,god is being2 death is nowhere6 ,what a thing to be taught by the very mouth of him who knows6 ,he told his servant ,paul that strength is made perfect in weakness2 here he instructs his servant ,john that the thing to be afraid of is weakness1 not strength4 ,all appearances of strength1 such as might rightly move terror1 are but false appearances2 the true ,strong is the ,one1 even as the true ,good is the ,one4 ,the ,living ,one has the power of life2 the ,evil ,one but the power of death--whose very nature is a self-necessity for being destroyed4 ,but the glory of the mildest show of the ,living ,one is such1 that even the dearest of his apostles1 the best of the children of men1 is cowed at the sight4 ,he has not yet learned that glory itself is a part of his inheritance1 yea is of the natural condition of his being2 that there is nothing in the man made in the image of ,god alien from the most glorious of heavenly shows3 he has not learned this yet1 and falls as dead before it--when lo1 the voice of him that was and is and is for evermore1 telling him not to be afraid--for the very reason1 the one only reason1 that he is the first and the last1 the living one6 ,for what shall be the joy1 the peace1 the completion of him that lives1 but closest contact with his ,life8--a contact close as ere he issued from that ,life1 only in infinitely higher kind1 inasmuch as it is now willed on both sides4 ,he who has had a beginning1 needs the indwelling power of that beginning to make his being complete--not merely complete to his consciousness1 but complete in itself--justified1 rounded1 ended where it began--with an 'endless ending4' ,then is it complete even as ,god's is complete1 for it is one with the self-existent1 blossoming in the air of that world wherein it is rooted1 wherein it lives and grows4 ,far indeed from trembling because he on whose bosom he had leaned when the light of his love was all but shut in now stands with the glory of that love streaming forth1 ,john ,boanerges ought to have felt the more joyful and safe as the strength of the living one was more manifested4 ,it was never because ,jesus was clothed in the weakness of the flesh that he was fit to be trusted1 but because he was strong with a strength able to take the weakness of the flesh for the garment wherein it could best work its work3 that strength was now shining out with its own light1 so lately pent within the revealing veil4 ,had ,john been as close in spirit to the ,son of ,man as he had been in bodily presence1 he would have indeed fallen at his feet1 but not as one dead--as one too full of joy to stand before the life that was feeding his2 he would have fallen1 but not to lie there senseless with awe the most holy2 he would have fallen to embrace and kiss the feet of him who had now a second time1 as with a resurrection from above1 arisen before him1 in yet heavenlier plenitude of glory4 ,it is the man of evil1 the man of self-seeking design1 not he who would fain do right1 not he who1 even in his worst time1 would at once submit to the word of the ,master1 who is reasonably afraid of power4 ,when ,god is no longer the ruler of the world1 and there is a stronger than he2 when there is might inherent in evil1 and making-energy in that whose nature is destruction2 then will be the time to stand in dread of power4 ,but even then the bad man would have no security against the chance of crossing some scheme of the lawless moment1 where disintegration is the sole unity of plan1 and being ground up and destroyed for some no-idea of the ,power of darkness4 ,and then would be the time for the good--no1 not to tremble1 but to resolve with the ,lord of light to endure all1 to let every billow of evil dash and break upon him1 nor do the smallest ill1 tell the whitest lie for ,god--knowing that any territory so gained could belong to no kingdom of heaven1 could be but a province of the kingdom of darkness4 ,if there were two powers1 the one of evil1 the other of good1 as men have not unnaturally in ignorance imagined1 his sense of duty would reveal the being born of the good power1 while he born of the evil could have no choice but be evil4 ,but ,good only can create2 and if ,evil were ever so much the stronger1 the duty of men would remain the same--to hold by the ,living ,one1 and defy ,power to its worst--like ,prometheus on his rock1 defying ,jove1 and for ever dying--thus for ever foiling the ,evil4 ,for ,evil can destroy only itself and its own2 it could destroy no enemy--could at worst but cause a succession of deaths1 from each of which the defiant soul would rise to loftier defiance1 to more victorious endurance-- until at length it laughed ,evil in the face1 and the demon-god shrunk withered before it4 ,in those then who believe that good is the one power1 and that evil exists only because for a time it subserves1 cannot help subserving the good1 what place can there be for fear8 ,the strong and the good are one2 and if our hope coincides with that of ,god1 if it is rooted in his will1 what should we do but rejoice in the effulgent glory of the ,first and the ,last8 ,the ,first and the ,last is the inclosing defence of the castle of our being2 the ,master is before and behind2 he began1 he will see that it be endless4 ,he garrisons the place2 he is the living1 the live-making one4 ,the reason then for not fearing before ,god is1 that he is all-glorious1 all-perfect4 ,our being needs the all-glorious1 all-perfect ,god4 ,the children can do with nothing less than the ,father2 they need the infinite one4 ,beyond all wherein the poor intellect can descry order2 beyond all that the rich imagination can devise2 beyond all that hungriest heart could long1 fullest heart thank for--beyond all these1 as the heavens are higher than the earth1 rise the thought1 the creation1 the love of the ,god who is in ,christ1 his ,god and our ,god1 his ,father and our ,father4 ,ages before the birth of ,jesus1 while1 or at least where yet even ,moses and his law were unknown1 the suffering heart of humanity saw and was persuaded that nowhere else lay its peace than with the first1 the last1 the living one3-- ,o that thou woudest hide me in the grave1444 and remember me6444 ,thou shalt call1 and ,i will answer thee3 thou wilt have a desire to the work of thine hands4 ,,the ,,voice ,,of ,,job4 ',o that thou wouldest hide me in the grave1 that thou wouldest keep me secret1 until thy wrath be past1 that thou wouldest appoint me a set time1 and remember me6 ,if a man die1 shall he live again8 all the days of my appointed time will ,i wait1 till my change come4 ,thou shalt call1 and ,i will answer thee3 thou wilt have a desire to the work of thine hands4'--,job xiv4 #ac-ae4 ,the book of ,job seems to me the most daring of poems3 from a position of the most vantageless realism1 it assaults the very citadel of the ideal6 ,its hero is a man seated among the ashes1 covered with loathsome boils from head to foot1 scraping himself with a potsherd4 ,sore in body1 sore in mind1 sore in heart1 sore in spirit1 he is the instance-type of humanity in the depths of its misery--all the waves and billows of a world of adverse circumstance rolling free over its head4 ,i would not be supposed to use the word humanity either in the abstract1 or of the mass concrete2 ,i mean the humanity of the individual endlessly repeated3 ,job1 ,i say1 is the human being--a centre to the sickening assaults of pain1 the ghastly invasions of fear3 these1 one time or another1 ,i presume1 threaten to overwhelm every man1 reveal him to himself as enslaved to the external1 and stir him up to find some way out into the infinite1 where alone he can rejoice in the liberty that belongs to his nature4 ,seated in the heart of a leaden despair1 ,job cries aloud to the ,might unseen1 scarce known1 which yet he regards as the ,god of his life4 ,but no more that of a slave is his cry1 than the defiance of ,prometheus hurled at ,jupiter from his rock4 ,he is more overwhelmed than the ,titan1 for he is in infinite perplexity as well as pain2 but no more than in that of ,prometheus is there a trace of the cowardly in his cry4 ,before the ,judge he asserts his innocence1 and will not grovel--knowing indeed that to bear himself so would be to insult the holy4 ,he feels he has not deserved such suffering1 and will neither tell nor listen to lies for ,god4 ,prometheus is more stonily patient than ,job4 ,job is nothing of a ,stoic1 but bemoans himself like a child--a brave child who seems to himself to suffer wrong1 and recoils with horror-struck bewilderment from the unreason of the thing4 ,prometheus has to do with a tyrant whom he despises1 before whom therefore he endures with unbewailing unsubmission1 upheld by the consciousness that he is fighting the battle of humanity against an all but all-powerful ,selfishness3 endurance is the only availing weapon against him1 and he will endure to the ever-delayed end6 ,job1 on the other hand1 is the more troubled because it is ,he who is at the head and the heart1 who is the beginning and the end of things1 that has laid his hand upon him with such a heavy torture that he takes his flesh in his teeth for pain4 ,he cannot1 will not believe him a tyrant2 but1 while he pleads against his dealing with himself1 loves him1 and looks to him as the source of life1 the power and gladness of being4 ,he dares not think ,god unjust1 but not therefore can he allow that he has done anything to merit the treatment he is receiving at his hands4 ,hence is he of necessity in profoundest perplexity1 for how can the two things be reconciled8 ,the thought has not yet come to him that that which it would be unfair to lay upon him as punishment1 may yet be laid upon him as favour--by a love supreme which would give him blessing beyond all possible prayer-- blessing he would not dare to ask if he saw the means necessary to its giving1 but blessing for which1 once known and understood1 he would be willing to endure yet again all that he had undergone4 ,therefore is he so sorely divided in himself4 ,while he must not think of ,god as having mistaken him1 the discrepancy that looks like mistake forces itself upon him through every channel of thought and feeling4 ,he had nowise relaxed his endeavour after a godly life1 yet is the hand of the ,god he had acknowledged in all his ways uplifted against him1 as rarely against any transgressor6--nor against him alone1 for his sons and daughters have been swept away like a generation of vipers6 ,the possessions1 which made him the greatest of all the men of the east1 have been taken from him by fire and wind and the hand of the enemy6 ,he is poor as the poorest1 diseased as the vilest1 bereft of the children which were his pride and his strength6 ,the worst of all with which fear could have dismayed him is come upon him2 and worse now than all1 death is denied him6 ,his prayer that1 as he came naked from the womb1 so he may return naked and sore to the bosom of the earth1 is not heard2 he is left to linger in self-loathing1 to encounter at every turn of agonized thought the awful suggestion that ,god has cast him off6 ,he does not deny that there is evil in him2 for--',dost thou open thine eyes upon such an one1' he pleads1 'and bringest me into judgment with thee8' but he does deny that he has been a wicked man1 a doer of the thing he knew to be evil3 he does deny that there is any guile in him4 ,and who1 because he knows and laments the guile in himself1 will dare deny that there was once a ,nathanael in the world8 ,had ,job been ,calvinist or ,lutheran1 the book of ,job would have been very different4 ,his perplexity would then have been--how ,god being just1 could require of a man more than he could do1 and punish him as if his sin were that of a perfect being who chose to do the evil of which he knew all the enormity4 ,for me1 ,i will call no one ,master but ,christ--and from him ,i learn that his quarrel with us is that we will not do what we know1 will not come to him that we may have life4 ,how endlessly more powerful with men would be expostulation grounded1 not on what they have done1 but on what they will not do6 ,job's child-like judgment of ,god had never been vitiated and perverted1 to the dishonouring of the great ,father1 by any taint of such low theories as1 alas6 we must call the popular3 explanations of ,god's ways by such as did not understand ,him1 they are acceptable to such as do not care to know him1 such as are content to stand afar off and stare at the cloud whence issue the thunders and the voices2 but a burden threatening to sink them to ,tophet1 a burden grievous to be borne1 to such as would arise and go to the ,father4 ,the contradiction between ,job's idea of the justice of ,god and the things which had befallen him1 is constantly haunting him2 it has a sting in it far worse than all the other misery with which he is tormented2 but it is not fixed in the hopelessness of hell by an accepted explanation more frightful than itself4 ,let the world-sphinx put as many riddles as she will1 she can devour no man while he waits an answer from the world-redeemer4 ,job refused the explanation of his friends because he knew it false2 to have accepted such as would by many in the present day be given him1 would have been to be devoured at once of the monster4 ,he simply holds on to the skirt of ,god's garment--besieges his door--keeps putting his question again and again1 ever haunting the one source of true answer and reconciliation4 ,no answer will do for him but the answer that ,god only can give2 for who but ,god can justify ,god's ways to his creature8 ,from a soul whose very consciousness is contradiction1 we must not look for logic2 misery is rarely logical2 it is itself a discord2 yet is it nothing less than natural that1 feeling as if ,god wronged him1 ,job should yet be ever yearning after a sight of ,god1 straining into his presence1 longing to stand face to face with him4 ,he would confront the ,one4 ,he is convinced1 or at least cherishes as his one hope the idea1 that1 if he could but get ,god to listen to him1 if he might but lay his case clear before him1 ,god would not fail to see how the thing was1 and would explain the matter to him--would certainly give him peace2 the man in the ashes would know that the foundations of the world yet stand sure2 that ,god has not closed his eyes1 or--horror of all horrors-- ceased to be just6 ,therefore would he order his words before him1 and hear what ,god had to say2 surely the ,just would set the mind of his justice-loving creature at rest6 ,his friends1 good men1 religious men1 but of the pharisaic type--that is1 men who would pay their court to ,god1 instead of coming into his presence as children2 men with traditional theories which have served their poor turn1 satisfied their feeble intellectual demands1 they think others therefore must accept or perish2 men anxious to appease ,god rather than trust in him2 men who would rather receive salvation from ,god1 than ,god their salvation--these his friends would persuade ,job to the confession that he was a hypocrite1 insisting that such things could not have come upon him but because of wickedness1 and as they knew of none open1 it must be for some secret vileness4 ,they grow angry with him when he refuses to be persuaded against his knowledge of himself4 ,they insist on his hypocrisy1 he on his righteousness4 ,nor may we forget that herein lies not any overweening on the part of ,job1 for the poem prepares us for the right understanding of the man by telling us in the prologue1 that ,god said thus to the accuser of men3 ',hast thou considered my servant ,job1 that there is none like him in the earth1 a perfect and an upright man1 one that feareth ,god1 and escheweth evil8' ,god gives ,job into ,satan's hand with confidence in the result2 and at the end of the trial approves of what ,job has said concerning himself4 ,but the very appearance of ,god is enough to make ,job turn against himself3 his part was to have trusted ,god altogether1 in spite of every appearance1 in spite of every reality6 ,he will justify himself no more4 ,he sees that though ,god has not been punishing him for his sins1 yet is he far from what he ought to be1 and must become3 ',behold1' he says1 ',i am vile2 what shall ,i answer thee8 ,i will lay mine hand upon my mouth4' ,but let us look a little closer at ,job's way of thinking and speaking about ,god1 and his manner of addressing him--so different from the pharisaic in all ages1 in none more than in our own4 ,waxing indignant at the idea that his nature required such treatment-- ',am ,i a sea or a whale1' he cries out1 'that thou settest a watch over me8' ,thou knowest that ,i am not wicked4 ',thou settest a print upon the heels of my feet6'--that the way ,i have gone may be known by my footprints6 ,to his friends he cries3 ',will ye speak wickedly for ,god8 and talk deceitfully for him8' ,do you not know that ,i am the man ,i say8 ',will ye accept ,his person8'--siding with ,him against me8 ',will ye contend for ,god8'--be special pleaders for him1 his partisains8 ',is it good that ,he should search you out8 or as one man mocketh another1 do ye so mock ,him8'--saying what you do not think8 ',he will surely reprove you1 if ye do secretly accept persons6'--even the person of ,god himself6 ,such words are pleasing in the ear of the father of spirits4 ,he is not a ,god to accept the flattery which declares him above obligation to his creatures2 a ,god to demand of them a righteousness different from his own2 a ,god to deal ungenerously with his poverty-stricken children2 a ,god to make severest demands upon his little ones6 ,job is confident of receiving justice4 ,there is a strange but most natural conflict of feeling in him4 ,his faith is in truth profound1 yet is he always complaining4 ,it is but the form his faith takes in his trouble4 ,even while he declares the hardness and unfitness of the usage he is receiving1 he yet seems assured that1 to get things set right1 all he needs is admission to the presence of ,god--an interview with the ,most ,high4 ,to be heard must be to have justice4 ,he uses language which1 used by any living man1 would horrify the religious of the present day1 in proportion to the lack of truth in them1 just as it horrified his three friends1 the honest pharisees of the time1 whose religion was 'doctrine' and rebuke4 ,god speaks not a word of rebuke to ,job for the freedom of his speech3--he has always been seeking such as ,job to worship him4 ,it is those who know only and respect the outsides of religion1 such as never speak or think of ,god but as the ,almighty or ,providence1 who will say of the man who would go close up to ,god1 and speak to him out of the deepest in the nature he has made1 'he is irreverent4' ,to utter the name of ,god in the drama--highest of human arts1 is with such men blasphemy4 ,they pay court to ,god1 not love him2 they treat him as one far away1 not as the one whose bosom is the only home4 ,they accept ,god's person4 ',shall not his excellency'--another thing quite than that you admire--'make you afraid8 ,shall not his dread'--another thing quite than that to which you show your pagan respect--'fall upon you8' ,in the desolation of this man1 the truth of ,god seems to him1 yet more plainly than hitherto1 the one thing that holds together the world which by the word of his mouth came first into being4 ,if ,god be not accessible1 nothing but despair and hell are left the man so lately the greatest in the east4 ,like a child escaping from the dogs of the street1 he flings the door to the wall1 and rushes1 nor looks behind him1 to seek the presence of the living one4 ,bearing with him the burden of his death1 he cries1 ',look what thou hast laid upon me6 ,shall mortal man1 the helpless creature thou hast made1 bear cross like this8' ,he would cast his load at the feet of his maker6--,god is the ,god of comfort1 known of man as the refuge1 the life-giver1 or not known at all4 ,but alas6 he cannot come to him6 ,nowhere can he see his face6 ,he has hid himself from him6 ',oh that ,i knew where ,i might find him6 that ,i might come even to his seat6 ,i would order my cause before him1 and fill my mouth with arguments4 ,i would know the words which he would answer me1 and understand what he would say unto me4 ,will he plead against me with his great power8 ,no6 but he would put strength in me4 ,there the righteous might dispute with him2 so should ,i be delivered for ever from my judge4 ,behold1 ,i go forward1 but he is not there2 and backward1 but ,i cannot perceive him3 on the left hand1 where he doth work1 but ,i cannot behold him3 he hideth himself on the right hand1 that ,i cannot see him3 but he knoweth the way that ,i take3 when he hath tried me1 ,i shall come forth as gold4' ,he cannot find him6 ,yet is he in his presence all the time1 and his words enter into the ear of ,god his ,saviour4 ,the grandeur of the poem is that ,job pleads his cause with ,god against all the remonstrance of religious authority1 recognizing no one but ,god1 and justified therein4 ,and the grandest of all is this1 that he implies1 if he does not actually say1 that ,god owes something to his creature4 ,this is the beginning of the greatest discovery of all--that ,god owes himself to the creature he has made in his image1 for so he has made him incapable of living without him4 ,this1 his creatures' highest claim upon him1 is his divinest gift to them4 ,for the fulfilling of this their claim he has sent his son1 that he may himself1 the father of him and of us1 follow into our hearts4 ,perhaps the worst thing in a theology constructed out of man's dull possible1 and not out of the being and deeds and words of ,jesus ,christ1 is the impression it conveys throughout that ,god acknowledges no such obligation4 ,are not we the clay1 and he the potter8 how can the clay claim from the potter8 ,we are the clay1 it is true1 but his clay1 but spiritual clay1 live clay1 with needs and desires--and rights2 we are clay1 but clay worth the ,son of ,god's dying for1 that it might learn to consent to be shaped unto honour4 ,we can have no merits--a merit is a thing impossible2 but ,god has given us rights4 ,out of him we have nothing2 but1 created by him1 come forth from him1 we have even rights towards him--ah1 never1 never against him6 his whole desire and labour is to make us capable of claiming1 and induce us to claim of him the things whose rights he bestowed in creating us4 ,no claim had we to be created3 that involves an absurdity2 but1 being made1 we have claims on him who made us3 our needs are our claims4 ,a man who will not provide for the hunger of his child1 is condemned by the whole world4 ',ah1 but1' says the partisan of ,god1 'the ,almighty stands in a relation very different from that of an earthly father3 there is no parallel4' ,i grant it3 there is no parallel4 ,the man did not create the child1 he only yielded to an impulse created in himself3 ,god is infinitely more bound to provide for his child than any man is to provide for his4 ,the relation is infinitely1 divinely closer4 ,it is ,god to whom every hunger1 every aspiration1 every desire1 every longing of our nature is to be referred2 he made all our needs--made us the creatures of a thousand necessities--and have we no claim on him8 ,nay1 we have claims innumerable1 infinite2 and his one great claim on us is that we should claim our claims of him4 ,it is terrible to represent ,god as unrelated to us in the way of appeal to his righteousness4 ,how should he be righteous without owing us anything8 ,how would there be any right for the judge of all the earth to do if he owed nothing8 ,verily he owes us nothing that he does not pay like a ,god2 but it is of the devil to imagine imperfection and disgrace in obligation4 ,so far is ,god from thinking so that in every act of his being he lays himself under obligation to his creatures4 ,oh1 the grandeur of his goodness1 and righteousness1 and fearless unselfishness6 ,when doubt and dread invade1 and the voice of love in the soul is dumb1 what can please the father of men better than to hear his child cry to him from whom he came1 ',here ,i am1 ,o ,god6 ,thou hast made me3 give me that which thou hast made me needing4' ,the child's necessity1 his weakness1 his helplessness1 are the strongest of all his claims4 ,if ,i am a whale1 ,i can claim a sea2 if ,i am a sea1 ,i claim room to roll1 and break in waves after my kind2 if ,i am a lion1 ,i seek my meat from ,god2 am ,i a child1 this1 beyond all other claims1 ,i claim-- that1 if any of my needs are denied me1 it shall be by the love of a father1 who will let me see his face1 and allow me to plead my cause before him4 ,and this must be just what ,god desires6 ,what would he have1 but that his children should claim their father8 ,to what end are all his dealings with them1 all his sufferings with and for and in them1 but that they should claim their birthright8 ,is not their birthright what he made them for1 made in them when he made them8 ,is it not what he has been putting forth his energy to give them ever since first he began them to be--the divine nature1 ,god himself8 ,the child has1 and must have1 a claim on the father1 a claim which it is the joy of the father's heart to acknowledge4 ,a created need is a created claim4 ,god is the origin of both need and supply1 the father of our necessities1 the abundant giver of the good things4 ,right gloriously he meets the claims of his child6 ,the story of ,jesus is the heart of his answer1 not primarily to the prayers1 but to the divine necessities of the children he has sent out into his universe4 ,away with the thought that ,god could have been a perfect1 an adorable creator1 doing anything less than he has done for his children6 that any other kind of being than ,jesus ,christ could have been worthy of all-glorifying worship6 that his nature demanded less of him than he has done6 that his nature is not absolute love1 absolute self-devotion--could have been without these highest splendours6 ,in the light of this truth1 let us then look at the words at the head of this sermon3 ',oh that thou wouldest hide me in the grave6' ,job appeals to his creator1 whom his sufferings compel him to regard as displeased with him1 though he knows not why4 ,we know he was not displeased but ,job had not read the preface to his own story4 ,he prays him to hide him1 and forget him for a time1 that the desire of the maker to look again upon the creature he had made1 to see once more the work of his hands1 may awake within him2 that silence and absence and loss may speak for the buried one1 and make the heart of the parent remember and long after the face of the child2 then 'thou shalt call and ,i will answer thee3 thou wilt have a desire to the work of thine hands2' then will he rise in joy1 to plead with confidence the cause of his righteousness4 ,for ,god is nigher to the man than is anything ,god has made3 what can be closer than the making and the made8 that which is1 and that which is because the other is8 that which wills1 and that which answers1 owing to the will1 the heart1 the desire of the other1 its power to answer8 ,what other relation imaginable could give claims to compare with those arising from such a relation8 ,god must love his creature that looks up to him with hungry eyes--hungry for life1 for acknowledgment1 for justice1 for the possibilities of living that life which the making life has made him alive for the sake of living4 ,the whole existence of a creature is a unit1 an entirety of claim upon his creator3--just therefore1 let him do with me as he will--even to seating me in the ashes1 and seeing me scrape myself with a potsherd6-- not the less but ever the more will ,i bring forward my claim6 assert it--insist on it--assail with it the ear and the heart of the father4 ,is it not the sweetest music ear of maker can hear8--except the word of perfect son1 ',lo1 ,i come to do thy will1 ,o ,god6' ,we1 imperfect sons1 shall learn to say the same words too3 that we may grow capable and say them1 and so enter into our birthright1 yea1 become partakers of the divine nature in its divinest element1 that ,son came to us--died for the slaying of our selfishness1 the destruction of our mean hollow pride1 the waking of our childhood4 ,we are his father's debtors for our needs1 our rights1 our claims1 and he will have us pay the uttermost farthing4 ,yes1 so true is the ,father1 he will even compel us1 through misery if needful1 to put in our claims1 for he knows we have eternal need of these things3 without the essential rights of his being1 who can live8 ,i protest1 therefore1 against all such teaching as1 originating in and fostered by the faithlessness of the human heart1 gives the impression that the exceeding goodness of ,god towards man is not the natural and necessary outcome of his being4 ,the root of every heresy popular in the church draws its nourishment merely and only from the soil of unbelief4 ,the idea that ,god would be ,god all the same1 as glorious as he needed to be1 had he not taken upon himself the divine toil of bringing home his wandered children1 had he done nothing to seek and save the lost1 is false as hell4 ,lying for ,god could go no farther4 ,as if the idea of ,god admitted of his being less than he is1 less than perfect1 less than all-in-all1 less than ,jesus ,christ6 less than ,love absolute1 less than entire unselfishness6 ,as if the ,god revealed to us in the ,new ,testament were not his own perfect necessity of loving-kindness1 but one who has made himself better than1 by his own nature1 by his own love1 by the laws which he willed the laws of his existence1 he needed to be6 ,they would have it that1 being unbound1 he deserves the greater homage6 ,so it might be1 if he were not our father4 ,but to think of the living ,god not as our father1 but as one who has condescended greatly1 being nowise1 in his own willed grandeur of righteous nature1 bound to do as he has done1 is killing to all but a slavish devotion4 ,it is to think of him as nothing like the ,god we see in ,jesus ,christ4 ,it will be answered that we have fallen1 and ,god is thereby freed from any obligation1 if any ever were4 ,it is but another lie4 ,no amount of wrong-doing in a child can ever free a parent from the divine necessity of doing all he can to deliver his child2 the bond between them cannot be broken4 ,it is the vulgar1 slavish1 worldly idea of freedom1 that it consists in being bound to nothing4 ,not such is ,god's idea of liberty6 ,to speak as a man--the more of vital obligation he lays on himself1 the more children he creates1 with the more claims upon him1 the freer is he as creator and giver of life1 which is the essence of his ,godhead3 to make scope for his essence is to be free4 ,our ,lord teaches us that the truth1 known by obedience to him1 will make us free3 our freedom lies in living the truth of our relations to ,god and man4 ,for a man to be alone in the universe would be to be a slave to unspeakable longings and lonelinesses4 ,and again to speak after the manner of men3 ,god could not be satisfied with himself without doing all that a ,god and ,father could do for the creatures he had made--that is1 without doing just what he has done1 what he is doing1 what he will do1 to deliver his sons and daughters1 and bring them home with rejoicing4 ,to answer the cry of the human heart1 ',would that ,i could see him6 would that ,i might come before him1 and look upon him face to face6' he sent his son1 the express image of his person4 ,and again1 that we might not be limited in our understanding of ,god by the constant presence to our weak and dullable spiritual sense of any embodiment whatever1 he took him away4 ,having seen him1 in his absence we understand him better4 ,that we might know him he came2 that we might go to him he went4 ,if we dare1 like ,job1 to plead with him in any of the heart-eating troubles that arise from the impossibility of loving such misrepresentation of him as is held out to us to love by our would-be teachers2 if we think and speak out before him that which seems to us to be right1 will he not be heartily pleased with his children's love of righteousness--with the truth that will not part him and his righteousness8 ,verily he will not plead against us with his great power1 but will put strength in us1 and where we are wrong will instruct us4 ,for the heart that wants to do and think aright1 the heart that seeks to worship him as no tyrant1 but as the perfectly1 absolutely righteous ,god1 is the delight of the ,father4 ,to the heart that will not call that righteousness which it feels to be unjust1 but clings to the skirt of his garment1 and lifts pleading eyes to his countenance--to that heart he will lay open the riches of his being--riches which it has not entered that heart to conceive4 ',o ,lord1 they tell me ,i have so offended against thy law that1 as ,i am1 thou canst not look upon me1 but threatenest me with eternal banishment from thy presence4 ,but if thou look not upon me1 how can ,i ever be other than ,i am8 ,lord1 remember ,i was born in sin3 how then can ,i see sin as thou seest it8 ,remember1 ,lord1 that ,i have never known myself clean3 how can ,i cleanse myself8 ,thou must needs take me as ,i am and cleanse me4 ,is it not impossible that ,i should behold the final goodness of good1 the final evilness of evil8 how then can ,i deserve eternal torment8 ,had ,i known good and evil1 seeing them as thou seest them1 then chosen the evil1 and turned away from the good1 ,i know not what ,i should not deserve2 but thou knowest it has ever been something good in the evil that has enticed my selfish heart--nor mine only1 but that of all my kind4 ,thou requirest of us to forgive3 surely thou forgivest freely6 ,bound thou mayest be to destroy evil1 but art thou bound to keep the sinner alive that thou mayest punish him1 even if it make him no better8 ,sin cannot be deep as life1 for thou art the life2 and sorrow and pain go deeper than sin1 for they reach to the divine in us3 thou canst suffer1 though thou wilt not sin4 ,to see men suffer might make us shun evil1 but it never could make us hate it4 ,we might see thereby that thou hatest sin1 but we never could see that thou lovest the sinner4 ,chastise us1 we pray thee1 in loving kindness1 and we shall not faint4 ,we have done much that is evil1 yea1 evil is very deep in us1 but we are not all evil1 for we love righteousness2 and art not thou thyself1 in thy ,son1 the sacrifice for our sins1 the atonement of out breach8 ,thou hast made us subject to vanity1 but hast thyself taken thy godlike share of the consequences4 ,could we ever have come to know good as thou knowest it1 save by passing through the sea of sin and the fire of cleansing8 ,they tell me ,i must say for ,christ's sake1 or thou wilt not pardon3 it takes the very heart out of my poor love to hear that thou wilt not pardon me except because ,christ has loved me2 but ,i give thee thanks that nowhere in the record of thy gospel1 does one of thy servants say any such word4 ,in spite of all our fears and grovelling1 our weakness1 and our wrongs1 thou wilt be to us what thou art--such a perfect ,father as no most loving child-heart on earth could invent the thought of6 ,thou wilt take our sins on thyself1 giving us thy life to live withal4 ,thou bearest our griefs and carriest our sorrows2 and surely thou wilt one day enable us to pay every debt we owe to each other6 ,thou wilt be to us a right generous1 abundant father6 ,then truly our hearts shall be jubilant1 because thou art what thou art--infinitely beyond all we could imagine4 ,thou wilt humble and raise us up4 ,thou hast given thyself to us that1 having thee1 we may be eternally alive with thy life4 ,we run within the circle of what men call thy wrath1 and find ourselves clasped in the zone of thy love6' ,but be it well understood that when ,i say rights1 ,i do not mean merits--of any sort4 ,we can deserve from him nothing at all1 in the sense of any right proceeding from ourselves4 ,all our rights are such as the bounty of love inconceivable has glorified our being with-- bestowed for the one only purpose of giving the satisfaction1 the fulfilment of the same--rights so deep1 so high1 so delicate1 that their satisfaction cannot be given until we desire it--yea long for it with our deepest desire4 ,the giver of them came to men1 lived with men1 and died by the hands of men1 that they might possess these rights abundantly3 more not ,god could do to fulfil his part--save indeed what he is doing still every hour1 every moment1 for every individual4 ,our rights are rights with ,god himself at the heart of them4 ,he could recall them if he pleased1 but only by recalling us1 by making us cease4 ,while we exist1 by the being that is ours1 they are ours4 ,if he could not fulfil our rights to us--because we would not have them1 that is--if he could not make us such as to care for these rights which he has given us out of the very depth of his creative being1 ,i think he would have to uncreate us4 ,but as to deserving1 that is absurd3 he had to die in the endeavour to make us listen and receive4 ',when ye shall have done all the things that are commanded you1 say1 ,we are unprofitable servants2 we have done that which it was our duty to do4' ,duty is a thing prepaid3 it can never have desert4 ,there is no claim on ,god that springs from us3 all is from him4 ,but1 lest it should be possible that any unchildlike soul might1 in arrogance and ignorance1 think to stand upon his rights against ,god1 and demand of him this or that after the will of the flesh1 ,i will lay before such a possible one some of the things to which he has a right1 yea1 perhaps has first of all a right to1 from the ,god of his life1 because of the beginning he has given him--because of the divine germ that is in him4 ,he has a claim on ,god1 then1 a divine claim1 for any pain1 want1 disappointment1 or misery1 that would help to show him to himself as the fool he is2 he has a claim to be punished to the last scorpion of the whip1 to be spared not one pang that may urge him towards repentance2 yea1 he has a claim to be sent out into the outer darkness1 whether what we call hell1 or something speechlessly worse1 if nothing less will do4 ,he has a claim to be compelled to repent2 to be hedged in on every side2 to have one after another of the strong1 sharp-toothed sheep-dogs of the great shepherd sent after him1 to thwart him in any desire1 foil him in any plan1 frustrate him of any hope1 until he come to see at length that nothing will ease his pain1 nothing make life a thing worth having1 but the presence of the living ,god within him2 that nothing is good but the will of ,god2 nothing noble enough for the desire of the heart of man but oneness with the eternal4 ,for this ,god must make him yield his very being1 that ,he may enter in and dwell with him4 ,that the man would enforce none of these claims1 is nothing2 for it is not a man who owes them to him1 but the eternal ,god1 who by his own will of right towards the creature he has made1 is bound to discharge them4 ,god has to answer to himself for his idea2 he has to do with the need of the nature he made1 not with the self-born choice of the self-ruined man4 ,his candle yet burns dim in the man's soul2 that candle must shine as the sun4 ,for what is the all-pervading dissatisfaction of his wretched being but an unrecognized hunger after the righteousness of his father4 ,the soul ,god made is thus hungering1 though the selfish1 usurping self1 which is its consciousness1 is hungering only after low and selfish things1 ever trying1 but in vain1 to fill its mean1 narrow content1 with husks too poor for its poverty-stricken desires4 ,for even that most degraded chamber of the soul which is the temple of the deified ,self1 cannot be filled with less than ,god2 even the usurping ,self must be miserable until it cease to look at itself in the mirror of ,satan1 and open the door of its innermost closet to the ,god who means to dwell there1 and make peace4 ,he that has looked on the face of ,god in ,jesus ,christ1 whose heart overflows1 if ever so little1 with answering love1 sees ,god standing with full hands to give the abundance for which he created his children1 and those children hanging back1 refusing to take1 doubting the ,god-heart which knows itself absolute in truth and love4 ,it is not at first easy to see wherein ,god gives ,job any answer2 ,i cannot find that he offers him the least explanation of why he has so afflicted him4 ,he justifies him in his words2 he says ,job has spoken what is right concerning him1 and his friends have not2 and he calls up before him1 one after another1 the works of his hands4 ,the answer1 like some of our ,lord's answers if not all of them1 seems addressed to ,job himself1 not to his intellect2 to the revealing1 ,god-like imagination in the man1 and to no logical faculty whatever4 ,it consists in a setting forth of the power of ,god1 as seen in his handywork1 and wondered at by the men of the time2 and all that is said concerning them has to do with their show of themselves to the eyes of men4 ,in what belongs to the deeper meanings of nature and her mediation between us and ,god1 the appearances of nature are the truths of nature1 far deeper than any scientific discoveries in and concerning them4 ,the show of things is that for which ,god cares most1 for their show is the face of far deeper things than they2 we see in them1 in a distant way1 as in a glass darkly1 the face of the unseen4 ,it is through their show1 not through their analysis1 that we enter into their deepest truths4 ,what they say to the childlike soul is the truest thing to be gathered of them4 ,to know a primrose is a higher thing than to know all the botany of it--just as to know ,christ is an infinitely higher thing than to know all theology1 all that is said about his person1 or babbled about his work4 ,the body of man does not exist for the sake of its hidden secrets2 its hidden secrets exist for the sake of its outside--for the face and the form in which dwells revelation3 its outside is the deepest of it4 ,so ,nature as well exists primarily for her face1 her look1 her appeals to the heart and the imagination1 her simple service to human need1 and not for the secrets to be discovered in her and turned to man's farther use4 ,what in the name of ,god is our knowledge of the elements of the atmosphere to our knowledge of the elements of ,nature8 ,what are its oxygen1 its hydrogen1 its nitrogen1 its carbonic acid1 its ozone1 and all the possible rest1 to the blowing of the wind on our faces8 ,what is the analysis of water to the babble of a running stream8 ,what is any knowledge of things to the heart1 beside its child-play with the ,eternal6 ,and by an infinite decomposition we should know nothing more of what a thing really is1 for1 the moment we decompose it1 it ceases to be1 and all its meaning is vanished4 ,infinitely more than astronomy even1 which destroys nothing1 can do for us1 is done by the mere aspect and changes of the vault over our heads4 ,think for a moment what would be our idea of greatness1 of ,god1 of infinitude1 of aspiration1 if1 instead of a blue1 far withdrawn1 light-spangled firmament1 we were born and reared under a flat white ceiling6 ,i would not be supposed to depreciate the labours of science1 but ,i say its discoveries are unspeakably less precious than the merest gifts of ,nature1 those which1 from morning to night1 we take unthinking from her hands4 ,one day1 ,i trust1 we shall be able to enter into their secrets from within them--by natural contact between our heart and theirs4 ,when we are one with ,god we may well understand in an hour things that no man of science1 prosecuting his investigations from the surface with all the aids that keenest human intellect can supply1 would reach in the longest lifetime4 ,whether such power will ever come to any man in this world1 or can come only in some state of existence beyond it1 matters nothing to me3 the question does not interest me2 life is one1 and things will be then what they are now2 for ,god is one and the same there and here2 and ,i shall be the same there ,i am here1 however larger the life with which it may please the ,father of my being to endow me4 ,the argument implied1 not expressed1 in the poem1 seems to be this-- that ,job1 seeing ,god so far before him in power1 and his works so far beyond his understanding that they filled him with wonder and admiration--the vast might of the creation1 the times and the seasons1 the marvels of the heavens1 the springs of the sea1 and the gates of death2 the animals1 their generations and providing1 their beauties and instincts2 the strange and awful beasts excelling the rest1 behemoth on the land1 leviathan in the sea1 creatures1 perhaps1 now vanished from the living world2--that ,job1 beholding these things1 ought to have reasoned that he who could work so grandly beyond his understanding1 must certainly use wisdom in things that touched him nearer1 though they came no nearer his understanding3 'shall he that contendeth with the ,almighty instruct him8 he that reproveth ,god1 let him answer it4' ',wilt thou also disannul my judgment8 wilt thou condemn me that thou mayest be righteous8' ,in this world power is no proof of righteousness2 but was it likely that he who could create should be unrighteous8 ,did not all he made move the delight of the beholding man8 ,did such things foreshadow injustice towards the creature he had made in his image8 ,if ,job could not search his understanding in these things1 why should he conclude his own case wrapt in the gloom of injustice8 ,did he understand his own being1 history1 and destiny8 ,should not ,god's ways in these also be beyond his understanding8 ,might he not trust him to do him justice8 ,in such high affairs as the rights of a live soul1 might not matters be involved too high for ,job8 ,the maker of ,job was so much greater than ,job1 that his ways with him might well be beyond his comprehension6 ,god's thoughts were higher than his thoughts1 as the heavens were higher than the earth6 ,the true child1 the righteous man1 will trust absolutely1 against all appearances1 the ,god who has created in him the love of righteousness4 ,god does not1 ,i say1 tell ,job why he had afflicted him3 he rouses his child-heart to trust4 ,all the rest of ,job's life on earth1 ,i imagine1 his slowly vanishing perplexities would yield him ever fresh meditations concerning ,god and his ways1 new opportunities of trusting him1 light upon many things concerning which he had not as yet begun to doubt1 added means of growing in all directions into the knowledge of ,god4 ,his perplexities would thus prove of divinest gift4 ,everything1 in truth1 which we cannot understand1 is a closed book of larger knowledge and blessedness1 whose clasps the blessed perplexity urges us to open4 ,there is1 there can be1 nothing which is not in itself a righteous intelligibility--whether an intelligibility for us1 matters nothing4 ,the awful thing would be1 that anything should be in its nature unintelligible3 that would be the same as no ,god4 ,that ,god knows is enough for me2 ,i shall know1 if ,i can know4 ,it would be death to think ,god did not know2 it would be as much as to conclude there was no ,god to know4 ,how much more than ,job are we bound1 who know him in his ,son as ,love1 to trust ,god in all the troubling questions that force themselves upon us concerning the motions and results of things6 ,with all those about the lower animals1 with all those about such souls as seem never to wake from1 or seem again to fall into the sleep of death1 we will trust him4 ,in the confusion of ,job's thoughts--how could they be other than confused1 in the presence of the awful contradiction of two such facts staring each other in the face1 that ,god was just1 yet punishing a righteous man as if he were wicked8--while he was not yet able to generate1 or to receive the thought1 that approving love itself might be inflicting or allowing the torture--that such suffering as his was granted only to a righteous man1 that he might be made perfect--,i can well imagine that at times1 as the one moment he doubted ,god's righteousness1 and the next cried aloud1 ',though he slay me1 yet will ,i trust in him1' there must in the chaos have mingled some element of doubt as to the existence of ,god4 ,let not such doubt be supposed a yet further stage in unbelief4 ,to deny the existence of ,god may1 paradoxical as the statement will at first seem to some1 involve less unbelief than the smallest yielding to doubt of his goodness4 ,i say yielding2 for a man may be haunted with doubts1 and only grow thereby in faith4 ,doubts are the messengers of the ,living ,one to rouse the honest4 ,they are the first knock at our door of things that are not yet1 but have to be1 understood2 and theirs in general is the inhospitable reception of angels that do not come in their own likeness4 ,doubt must precede every deeper assurance2 for uncertainties are what we first see when we look into a region hitherto unknown1 unexplored1 unannexed4 ,in all ,job's begging and longing to see ,god1 then1 may well be supposed to mingle the mighty desire to be assured of ,god's being4 ,to acknowledge is not to be sure of ,god4 ,one great point in the poem is--that when ,job hears the voice of ,god1 though it utters no word of explanation1 it is enough to him to hear it3 he knows that ,god is1 and that he hears the cry of his creature4 ,that he is there1 knowing all about him1 and what had befallen him1 is enough2 he needs no more to reconcile seeming contradictions1 and the worst ills of outer life become endurable4 ,even if ,job could not at first follow his argument of divine probability1 ,god settled everything for him when1 by answering him out of the whirlwind1 he showed him that he had not forsaken him4 ,it is true that nothing but a far closer divine presence can ever make life a thing fit for a son of man--and that for the simplest of all reasons1 that he is made in the image of ,god1 and it is for him absolutely imperative that he should have in him the reality of which his being is the image3 while he has it not in him1 his being1 his conscious self1 is but a mask1 a spiritual emptiness2 but for the present1 ,job1 yielding to ,god1 was calmed and satisfied4 ,perhaps he came at length to see that1 if anything ,god could do to him would trouble him so as to make him doubt ,god--if he knew him so imperfectly who could do nothing ill1 then it was time that he should be so troubled1 that the imperfection of his knowledge of ,god and his lack of faith in him should be revealed to him--that an earthquake of his being should disclose its hollowness1 and at the same time bring to the surface the gold of ,god that was in him4 ,to know that our faith is weak is the first step towards its strengthening2 to be capable of distrusting is death2 to know that we are1 and cry out1 is to begin to live--to begin to be made such that we cannot distrust--such that ,god may do anything with us and we shall never doubt him4 ,until doubt is impossible1 we are lacking in the true1 the childlike knowledge of ,god2 for either ,god is such that one may distrust him1 or he is such that to distrust him is the greatest injustice of which a man can be guilty4 ,if then we are able to distrust him1 either we know ,god imperfect1 or we do not know him4 ,perhaps ,job learned something like this2 anyhow1 the result of what he had had to endure was a greater nearness to ,god4 ,but all that he was required to receive at the moment was the argument from ,god's loving wisdom in his power1 to his loving wisdom in everything else4 ,for power is a real and a good thing1 giving an immediate impression that it proceeds from goodness4 ,nor1 however long it may last after goodness is gone1 was it ever born of anything but goodness4 ,in a very deep sense1 power and goodness are one4 ,in the deepest fact they are one4 ,seeing ,god1 ,job forgets all he wanted to say1 all he thought he would say if he could but see him4 ,the close of the poem is grandly abrupt4 ,he had meant to order his cause before him2 he had longed to see him that he might speak and defend himself1 imagining ,god as well as his righteous friends wrongfully accusing him2 but his speech is gone from him2 he has not a word to say4 ,to justify himself in the presence of ,him who is ,righteousness1 seems to him what it is--foolishness and worthless labour4 ,if ,god do not see him righteous1 he is not righteous1 and may hold his peace4 ,if he is righteous1 ,god knows it better than he does himself4 ,nay1 if ,god do not care to justify him1 ,job has lost his interest in justifying himself4 ,all the evils and imperfections of his nature rise up before him in the presence of the one pure1 the one who is right1 and has no selfishness in him4 ',behold1' he cries1 ',i am vile2 what shall ,i answer thee8 ,i will lay mine hand upon my mouth4 ,once have ,i spoken2 but ,i will not answer3 yea1 twice2 but ,i will proceed no further4' ,then again1 after ,god has called to witness for him behemoth and leviathan1 he replies1 ',i know that thou canst do everything1 and that no thought can be withholden from thee4 ,who is he that hideth counsel without knowledge8' ,this question was the word with which first ,god made his presence known to him2 and in the mouth of ,job now repeating the question1 it is the humble confession1 ',i am that foolish man4'--',therefore1' he goes on1 'have ,i uttered that ,i understood not2 things too wonderful for me1 which ,i knew not4' ,he had not knowledge enough to have a right to speak4 ',hear1 ,i beseech thee1 and ,i will speak3'--,in the time to come1 he will yet cry--to be taught1 not to justify himself4 ',i will demand of thee1 and declare thou unto me4'--,the more diligently yet will he seek to know the counsel of ,god4 ,that he cannot understand will no longer distress him2 it will only urge him to fresh endeavour after the knowledge of him who in all his doings is perfect4 ',i have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear3 but now mine eye seeth thee4 ,wherefore ,i abhor myself1 and repent in dust and ashes4' ,job had his desire3 he saw the face of ,god--and abhorred himself in dust and ashes4 ,he sought justification2 he found self-abhorrence4 ,was this punishment8 ,the farthest from it possible4 ,it was the best thing--to begin with--that the face of ,god could do for him4 ,blessedest gift is self-contempt1 when the giver of it is the visible glory of the ,living ,one4 ,for there to see is to partake2 to be able to behold that glory is to live2 to turn from and against self is to begin to be pure of heart4 ,job was in the right when he said that he did not deserve to be in such wise punished for his sins3 neither did he deserve to see the face of ,god1 yet had he that crown of all gifts given him--and it was to see himself vile1 and abhor himself4 ,by very means of the sufferings against which he had cried out1 the living one came near to him1 and he was silent4 ,oh the divine generosity that will grant us to be abashed and self-condemned before the ,holy6--to come so nigh him as to see ourselves dark spots against his brightness6 ,verily we must be of his kind1 else no show of him could make us feel small and ugly and unclean6 ,oh the love of the ,father1 that he should give us to compare ourselves with him1 and be buried in humility and shame6 ,to be rebuked before him is to be his4 ,good man as ,job was1 he had never yet been right near to ,god2 now ,god has come near to him1 has become very real to him2 he knows now in very deed that ,god is he with whom he has to do4 ,he had laid all these troubles upon him that ,he might through them draw nigh to him1 and enable him to know him4 ,two things are clearly contained in1 and manifest from this poem3--that not every man deserves for his sins to be punished everlastingly from the presence of the ,lord2 and that the best of men1 when he sees the face of ,god1 will know himself vile4 ,god is just1 and will never deal with the sinner as if he were capable of sinning the pure sin2 yet if the best man be not delivered from himself1 that self will sink him into ,tophet4 ,any man may1 like ,job1 plead his cause with ,god--though possibly it may not be to like justification3 he gives us liberty to speak1 and will hear with absolute fairness4 ,but1 blessed be ,god1 the one result for all who so draw nigh to him will be--to see him plainly1 surely right1 the perfect ,saviour1 the profoundest refuge even from the wrongs of their own being1 yea1 nearer to them always than any wrong they could commit2 so seeing him1 they will abhor themselves1 and rejoice in him4 ,and1 as the poem indicates1 when we turn from ourselves to him1 becoming true1 that is1 being to ,god and to ourselves what we are1 he will turn again our captivity2 they that have sown in tears shall reap in joy2 they shall doubtless come again with rejoicing1 bringing their sheaves with them4 ,then will the waters that rise from ,god's fountains1 run in ,god's channels4 ,for the prosperity that follows upon ,job's submission1 is the embodiment of a great truth4 ,although a man must do right if it send him to ,hades1 yea1 even were it to send him for ever to hell itself1 yet1 while the ,lord liveth1 we need not fear3 all good things must grow out of and hang upon the one central good1 the one law of life-- the ,will1 the ,one ,good4 ,to submit absolutely to him is the only reason3 circumstance as well as all being must then bud and blossom as the rose4 ,and it will6--what matter whether in this world or the next1 if one day ,i know my life as a perfect bliss1 having neither limitation nor hindrance nor pain nor sorrow more than it can dominate in peace and perfect assurance8 ,i care not whether the book of ,job be a history or a poem4 ,i think it is both--,i do not care how much relatively of each4 ,it was probably1 in the childlike days of the world1 a well-known story in the east1 which some man1 whom ,god had made wise to understand his will and his ways1 took up1 and told after the fashion of a poet4 ,what its age may be1 who can certainly tell6--it must have been before ,moses4 ,i would gladly throw out the part of ,elihu as an interpolation4 ,one in whom1 of all men ,i have known1 ,i put the greatest trust1 said to me once what amounted to this3 ',there is as much difference between the language of the rest of the poem and that of ,elihu1 as between the language of ,chaucer and that of ,shakspere4' ,the poem is for many reasons difficult1 and in the original to me inaccessible2 but1 through all the evident inadequacy of our translation1 who can fail to hear two souls1 that of the poet and that of ,job1 crying aloud with an agonized hope that1 let the evil shows around them be what they may1 truth and righteousness are yet the heart of things4 ,the faith1 even the hope of ,job seems at times on the point of giving way2 he struggles like a drowning man when the billow goes over him1 but with the rising of his head his courage revives4 ,christians we call ourselves6--what would not our faith be1 were it as much greater than ,job's as the word from the mouth of ,jesus is mightier than that he heard out of the whirlwind6 ,here is a book of faith indeed1 ere the law was given by ,moses3 ,grace and ,truth have visited us--but where is our faith8 ,friends1 our cross may be heavy1 and the via dolorosa rough2 but we have claims on ,god1 yea the right to cry to him for help4 ,he has spent1 and is spending himself to give us our birthright1 which is righteousness4 ,though we shall not be condemned for our sins1 we cannot be saved but by leaving them2 though we shall not be condemned for the sins that are past1 we shall be condemned if we love the darkness rather than the light1 and refuse to come to him that we may have life4 ,god is offering us the one thing we cannot live without--his own self3 we must make room for him2 we must cleanse our hearts that he may come in2 we must do as the ,master tells us1 who knew all about the ,father and the way to him--we must deny ourselves1 and take up our cross daily1 and follow him4 ,,self-,,denial4 ',and he said unto all1 ,if any man would come after me1 let him deny himself1 and take up his cross daily1 and follow me4 ,for whosoever would save his life shall lose it2 but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake1 the same shall save it4'--,st4 ,luke ix4 #bc1 #bd4 ,christ is the way out1 and the way in2 the way from slavery1 conscious or unconscious1 into liberty2 the way from the unhomeliness of things to the home we desire but do not know2 the way from the stormy skirts of the ,father's garments to the peace of his bosom4 ,to picture him1 we need not only endless figures1 but sometimes quite opposing figures3 he is not only the door of the sheepfold1 but the shepherd of the sheep2 he is not only the way1 but the leader in the way1 the rock that followed1 and the captain of our salvation4 ,we must become as little children1 and ,christ must be born in us2 we must learn of him1 and the one lesson he has to give is himself3 he does first all he wants us to do2 he is first all he wants us to be4 ,we must not merely do as he did2 we must see things as he saw them1 regard them as he regarded them2 we must take the will of ,god as the very life of our being2 we must neither try to get our own way1 nor trouble ourselves as to what may be thought or said of us4 ,the world must be to us as nothing4 ,i would not be misunderstood if ,i may avoid it3 when ,i say the world1 ,i do not mean the world ,god makes and means1 yet less the human hearts that live therein2 but the world man makes by choosing the perversion of his own nature--a world apart from and opposed to ,god's world4 ,by the world ,i mean all ways of judging1 regarding1 and thinking1 whether political1 economical1 ecclesiastical1 social1 or individual1 which are not divine1 which are not ,god's ways of thinking1 regarding1 or judging2 which do not take ,god into account1 do not set his will supreme1 as the one only law of life2 which do not care for the truth of things1 but the customs of society1 or the practice of the trade2 which heed not what is right1 but the usage of the time4 ,from everything that is against the teaching and thinking of ,jesus1 from the world in the heart of the best man in it1 specially from the world in his own heart1 the disciple must turn to follow him4 ,the first thing in all progress is to leave something behind2 to follow him is to leave one's self behind4 ',if any man would come after me1 let him deny himself4' ,some seem to take this to mean that the disciple must go against his likings because they are his likings2 must be unresponsive to the tendencies and directions and inclinations that are his1 because they are such1 and his2 they seem to think something is gained by abstinence from what is pleasant1 or by the doing of what is disagreeable--that to thwart the lower nature is in itself a good4 ,now ,i will not dare say what a man may not get good from1 if the thing be done in simplicity and honesty4 ,i believe that when a man1 for the sake of doing the thing that is right1 does in mistake that which is not right1 ,god will take care that he be shown the better way--will perhaps use the very thing which is his mistake to reveal to him the mistake it is4 ,i will allow that the mere effort of will1 arbitrary and uninformed of duty1 partaking of the character of tyranny and even schism1 may add to the man's power over his lower nature2 but in that very nature it is ,god who must rule and not the man1 however well he may mean4 ,from a man's rule of himself1 in smallest opposition1 however devout1 to the law of his being1 arises the huge danger of nourishing1 by the pride of self-conquest1 a far worse than even the unchained animal self--the demoniac self4 ,true victory over self is the victory of ,god in the man1 not of the man alone4 ,it is not subjugation that is enough1 but subjugation by ,god4 ,in whatever man does without ,god1 he must fail miserably--or succeed more miserably4 ,no portion of a man can rule another portion1 for ,god1 not the man1 created it1 and the part is greater than the whole4 ,in effecting what ,god does not mean1 a man but falls into fresh ill conditions4 ,in crossing his natural1 therefore in themselves right inclinations1 a man may develop a self-satisfaction which in its very nature is a root of all sin4 ,doing the thing ,god does not require of him1 he puts himself in the place of ,god1 becoming not a law but a law-giver to himself1 one who commands1 not one who obeys4 ,the diseased satisfaction which some minds feel in laying burdens on themselves1 is a pampering1 little as they may suspect it1 of the most dangerous appetite of that self which they think they are mortifying4 ,all the creatures of ,god are good1 received with thanksgiving2 then only can any one of them become evil1 when it is used in relations in which a higher law forbids it1 or when it is refused for the sake of self-discipline1 in relations in which no higher law forbids1 and ,god therefore allows it4 ,for a man to be his own schoolmaster1 is a right dangerous position2 the pupil cannot be expected to make progress--except1 indeed1 in the wrong direction4 ,to enjoy heartily and thankfully1 and do cheerfully without1 when ,god wills we should1 is the way to live in regard to things of the lower nature2 these must nowise be confounded with the things of the world4 ,if any one say this is dangerous doctrine1 ,i answer1 ',the law of ,god is enough for me1 and for laws invented by man1 ,i will none of them4 ,they are false1 and come all of rebellion4 ,god and not man is our judge4' ,verily it is not to thwart or tease the poor self ,jesus tells us4 ,that was not the purpose for which ,god gave it to us ,i ,he tells us we must leave it altogether--yield it1 deny it1 refuse it1 lose it3 thus only shall we save it1 thus only have a share in our own being4 ,the self is given to us that we may sacrifice it2 it is ours that we like ,christ may have somewhat to offer--not that we should torment it1 but that we should deny it2 not that we should cross it1 but that we should abandon it utterly3 then it can no more be vexed4 ',what can this mean8--we are not to thwart1 but to abandon8 ,how abandon1 without thwarting8' ,it means this3--we must refuse1 abandon1 deny self altogether as a ruling1 or determining1 or originating element in us4 ,it is to be no longer the regent of our action4 ,we are no more to think1 ',what should ,i like to do8' but ',what would the ,living ,one have me do8' ,it is not selfish to take that which ,god has made us to desire2 neither are we very good to yield it--we should only be very bad not to do so1 when he would take it from us2 but to yield it heartily1 without a struggle or regret1 is not merely to deny the ,self a thing it would like1 but to deny the ,self itself1 to refuse and abandon it4 ,the ,self is ,god's making--only it must be the 'slave of ,christ1' that the ,son may make it also the free son of the same ,father2 it must receive all from him--not as from nowhere2 as well as the deeper soul1 it must follow him1 not its own desires4 ,it must not be its own law2 ,christ must be its law4 ,the time will come when it shall be so possessed1 so enlarged1 so idealized1 by the indwelling ,god1 who is its deeper1 its deepest self1 that there will be no longer any enforced denial of it needful2 it has been finally denied and refused and sent into its own obedient place2 it has learned to receive with thankfulness1 to demand nothing2 to turn no more upon its own centre1 or any more think to minister to its own good4 ,god's eternal denial of himself1 revealed in him who for our sakes in the flesh took up his cross daily1 will have been developed in the man2 his eternal rejoicing will be in ,god--and in his fellows1 before whom he will cast his glad self to be a carpet for their walk1 a footstool for their rest1 a stair for their climbing4 ,to deny oneself then1 is to act no more from the standing-ground of self2 to allow no private communication1 no passing influence between the self and the will2 not to let the right hand know what the left hand doeth4 ,no grasping or seeking1 no hungering of the individual1 shall give motion to the will2 no desire to be conscious of worthiness shall order the life2 no ambition whatever shall be a motive of action2 no wish to surpass another be allowed a moment's respite from death2 no longing after the praise of men influence a single throb of the heart4 ,to deny the self is to shrink from no dispraise or condemnation or contempt of the community1 or circle1 or country1 which is against the mind of the ,living one2 for no love or entreaty of father or mother1 wife or child1 friend or lover1 to turn aside from following him1 but forsake them all as any ruling or ordering power in our lives2 we must do nothing to please them that would not first be pleasing to him4 ,bight deeds1 and not the judgment thereupon2 true words1 and not what reception they may have1 shall be our care4 ,not merely shall we not love money1 or trust in it1 or seek it as the business of life1 but1 whether we have it or have it not1 we must never think of it as a windfall from the tree of event or the cloud of circumstance1 but as the gift of ,god4 ,we must draw our life1 by the uplooking1 acknowledging will1 every moment fresh from the living one1 the causing life1 not glory in the mere consciousness of health and being4 ,it is ,god feeds us1 warms us1 quenches our thirst4 ,the will of ,god must be to us all in all2 to our whole nature the life of the ,father must be the joy of the child2 we must know our very understanding his--that we live and feed on him every hour in the closest1 veriest way3 to know these things in the depth of our knowing1 is to deny ourselves1 and take ,god instead4 ,to try after them is to begin the denial1 to follow him who never sought his own4 ,so must we deny all anxieties and fears4 ,when young we must not mind what the world calls failure2 as we grow old1 we must not be vexed that we cannot remember1 must not regret that we cannot do1 must not be miserable because we grow weak or ill3 we must not mind anything4 ,we have to do with ,god who can1 not with ourselves where we cannot2 we have to do with the ,will1 with the ,eternal ,life of the ,father of our spirits1 and not with the being which we could not make1 and which is his care4 ,he is our care2 we are his2 our care is to will his will2 his care1 to give us all things4 ,this is to deny ourselves4 ',self1 ,i have not to consult you1 but him whose idea is the soul of you1 and of which as yet you are all unworthy4 ,i have to do1 not with you1 but with the source of you1 by whom it is that any moment you exist--the ,causing of you1 not the caused you4 ,you may be my consciousness1 but you are not my being4 ,if you were1 what a poor1 miserable1 dingy1 weak wretch ,i should be6 but my life is hid with ,christ in ,god1 whence it came1 and whither it is returning--with you certainly1 but as an obedient servant1 not a master4 ,submit1 or ,i will cast you from me1 and pray to have another consciousness given me4 ,for ,god is more to me than my consciousness of myself4 ,he is my life2 you are only so much of it as my poor half-made being can grasp--as much of it as ,i can now know at once4 ,because ,i have fooled and spoiled you1 treated you as if you were indeed my own self1 you have dwindled yourself and have lessened me1 till ,i am ashamed of myself4 ,if ,i were to mind what you say1 ,i should soon be sick of you2 even now ,i am ever and anon disgusted with your paltry1 mean face1 which ,i meet at every turn4 ,no6 let me have the company of the ,perfect ,one1 not of you6 of my elder brother1 the ,living ,one6 ,i will not make a friend of the mere shadow of my own being6 ,good-bye1 ,self6 ,i deny you1 and will do my best every day to leave you behind me4' ,and in this regard we must not fail to see1 or seeing ever forget1 that1 when ,jesus tells us we must follow him1 we must come to him1 we must believe in him1 he speaks first and always as the ,son of the ,father--and that in the active sense1 as the obedient ,god1 not merely as one who claims the sonship for the ground of being and so of further claim4 ,he is the ,son of the ,father as the ,son who obeys the ,father1 as the ,son who came expressly and only to do the will of the ,father1 as the messenger whose delight it is to do the will of him that sent him4 ,at the moment he says ,follow me1 he is following the ,father2 his face is set homeward4 ,he would have us follow him because he is bent on the will of the ,blessed4 ,it is nothing even thus to think of him1 except thus we believe in him--that is1 so do4 ,to believe in him is to do as he does1 to follow him where he goes4 ,we must believe in him practically--altogether practically1 as he believed in his ,father2 not as one concerning whom we have to hold something1 but as one whom we have to follow out of the body of this death into life eternal4 ,it is not to follow him to take him in any way theoretically1 to hold this or that theory about why he died1 or wherein lay his atonement3 such things can be revealed only to those who follow him in his active being and the principle of his life--who do as he did1 live as he lived4 ,there is no other following4 ,he is all for the ,father2 we must be all for the ,father too1 else are we not following him4 ,to follow him is to be learning of him1 to think his thoughts1 to use his judgments1 to see things as he saw them1 to feel things as he felt them1 to be hearted1 souled1 minded1 as he was--that so also we may be of the same mind with his ,father4 ,this it is to deny self and go after him2 nothing less1 even if it be working miracles and casting out devils1 is to be his disciple4 ,busy from morning to night doing great things for him on any other road1 we should but earn the reception1 ',i never knew you4' ,when he says1 ',take my yoke upon you1' he does not mean a yoke which he would lay upon our shoulders2 it is his own yoke he tells us to take1 and to learn of him--it is the yoke he is himself carrying1 the yoke his perfect ,father had given him to carry4 ,the will of the ,father is the yoke he would have us take1 and bear also with him4 ,it is of this yoke that he says1 ,it is easy1 of this burden1 ,it is light4 ,he is not saying1 ',the yoke ,i lay upon you is easy1 the burden light2' what he says is1 ',the yoke ,i carry is easy1 the burden on my shoulders is light4' ,with the garden of ,gethsemane before him1 with the hour and the power of darkness waiting for him1 he declares his yoke easy1 his burden light4 ,there is no magnifying of himself4 ,he first denies himself1 and takes up his cross--then tells us to do the same4 ,the ,father magnifies the ,son1 not the ,son himself2 the ,son magnifies the ,father4 ,we must be jealous for ,god against ourselves1 and look well to the cunning and deceitful ,self--ever cunning and deceitful until it is informed of ,god--until it is thoroughly and utterly denied1 and ,god is to it also ,all-in-all--till we have left it quite empty of our will and our regard1 and ,god has come into it1 and made it--not indeed an adytum1 but a pylon for himself4 ,until then1 its very denials1 its very turnings from things dear to it for the sake of ,christ1 will tend to foster its self-regard1 and generate in it a yet deeper self-worship4 ,while it is not denied1 only thwarted1 we may through satisfaction with conquered difficulty and supposed victory1 minister yet more to its self-gratulation4 ,the ,self1 when it finds it cannot have honour because of its gifts1 because of the love lavished upon it1 because of its conquests1 and the 'golden opinions bought from all sorts of people1' will please itself with the thought of its abnegations1 of its unselfishness1 of its devotion to ,god1 of its forsakings for his sake4 ,it may not call itself1 but it will soon feel itself a saint1 a superior creature1 looking down upon the foolish world and its ways1 walking on high 'above the smoke and stir of this dim spot2'--all the time dreaming a dream of utter folly1 worshipping itself with the more concentration that it has yielded the approbation of the world1 and dismissed the regard of others3 even they are no longer necessary to its assurance of its own worths and merits6 ,in a thousand ways will ,self delude itself1 in a thousand ways befool its own slavish being4 ,christ sought not his own1 sought not anything but the will of his ,father3 we have to grow diamond-clear1 true as the white light of the morning4 ,hopeless task6--were it not that he offers to come himself1 and dwell in us4 ,i have wondered whether the word of the ,lord1 'take up his cross1' was a phrase in use at the time3 when he used it first he had not yet told them that he would himself be crucified4 ,i can hardly believe this form of execution such a common thing that the figure of bearing the cross had come into ordinary speech4 ,as the ,lord's idea was new to men1 so ,i think was the image in which he embodied it4 ,i grant it might1 being such a hateful thing in the eyes of the ,jews1 have come to represent the worst misery of a human being2 but would they be ready to use as a figure a fact which so sorely manifested their slavery8 ,i hardly think it4 ,certainly it had not come to represent the thing he was now teaching1 that self-abnegation which he had but newly brought to light--nay1 hardly to the light yet--only the twilight2 and nothing less1 it seems to me1 can have suggested the terrible symbol6 ,but we must note that1 although the idea of the denial of self is an entire and absolute one1 yet the thing has to be done daily3 we must keep on denying4 ,it is a deeper and harder thing than any sole effort of most herculean will may finally effect4 ,for indeed the will itself is not pure1 is not free1 until the ,self is absolutely denied4 ,it takes long for the water of life that flows from the well within us1 to permeate every outlying portion of our spiritual frame1 subduing everything to itself1 making it all of the one kind1 until at last1 reaching the outermost folds of our personality1 it casts out disease1 our bodies by indwelling righteousness are redeemed1 and the creation delivered from the bondage of corruption into the liberty of the glory of the children of ,god4 ,every day till then we have to take up our cross2 every hour to see that we are carrying it4 ,a birthright may be lost for a mess of pottage1 and what ,satan calls a trifle must be a thing of eternal significance4 ,is there not many a ,christian who1 having begun to deny himself1 yet spends much strength in the vain and evil endeavour to accommodate matters between ,christ and the dear ,self--seeking to save that which so he must certainly lose--in how different a way from that in which the ,master would have him lose it6 ,it is one thing to have the loved self devoured of hell in hate and horror and disappointment2 another to yield it to conscious possession by the living ,god himself1 who will raise it then first and only to its true individuality1 freedom1 and life4 ,with its cause within it1 then1 indeed1 it shall be saved6--how then should it but live6 ,here is the promise to those who will leave all and follow him3 ',whosoever shall lose his life1 for my sake1 the same shall save it1'--in ,st4 ,matthew1 'find it4' ,what speech of men or angels will serve to shadow the dimly glorious hope6 ,to lose ourselves in the salvation of ,god's heart6 to be no longer any care to ourselves1 but know ,god taking divinest care of us1 his own6 to be and feel just a resting-place for the divine love--a branch of the tree of life for the dove to alight upon and fold its wings6 to be an open air of love1 a thoroughfare for the thoughts of ,god and all holy creatures6 to know one's self by the reflex action of endless brotherly presence--yearning after nothing from any1 but ever pouring out love by the natural motion of the spirit6 to revel in the hundredfold of everything good we may have had to leave for his sake--above all1 in the unsought love of those who love us as we love them--circling us round1 bathing us in bliss--never reached after1 ever received1 ever welcomed1 altogether and divinely precious6 to know that ,god and we mean the same thing1 that we are in the secret1 the child's secret of existence1 that we are pleasing in the eyes and to the heart of the ,father6 to live nestling at his knee1 climbing to his bosom1 blessed in the mere and simple being which is one with ,god1 and is the outgoing of his will1 justifying the being by the very facts of the being1 by its awareness of itself as bliss6--what a self is this to receive again from him for that we left1 forsook1 refused6 ,we left it paltry1 low1 mean2 he took up the poor cinder of a consciousness1 carried it back to the workshop of his spirit1 made it a true thing1 radiant1 clear1 fit for eternal companying and indwelling1 and restored it to our having and holding for ever6 ,all high things can be spoken only in figures2 these figures1 having to do with matters too high for them1 cannot fit intellectually2 they can be interpreted truly1 understood aright1 only by such as have the spiritual fact in themselves4 ,when we speak of a man and his soul1 we imply a self and a self1 reacting on each other3 we cannot divide ourselves so2 the figure suits but imperfectly4 ,it was never the design of the ,lord to explain things to our understanding--nor would that in the least have helped our necessity2 what we require is a means1 a word1 whereby to think with ourselves of high things3 that is what a true figure1 for a figure may be true while far from perfect1 will always be to us4 ,but the imperfection of his figures cannot lie in excess4 ,be sure that1 in dealing with any truth1 its symbol1 however high1 must come short of the glorious meaning itself holds4 ,it is the low stupidity of an unspiritual nature that would interpret the ,lord's meaning as less than his symbols4 ,the true soul sees1 or will come to see1 that his words1 his figures always represent more than they are able to present2 for1 as the heavens are higher than the earth1 so are the heavenly things higher than the earthly signs of them1 let the signs be good as ever sign may be4 ,there is no joy belonging to human nature1 as ,god made it1 that shall not be enhanced a hundredfold to the man who gives up himself--though1 in so doing1 he may seem to be yielding the very essence of life4 ,to yield self is to give up grasping at things in their second causes1 as men call them1 but which are merely ,god's means1 and to receive them direct from their source--to take them seeing whence they come1 and not as if they came from nowhere1 because no one appears presenting them4 ,the careless soul receives the ,father's gifts as if it were a way things had of dropping into his hand4 ,he thus grants himself a slave1 dependent on chance and his own blundering endeavour--yet is he ever complaining1 as if some one were accountable for the checks which meet him at every turn4 ,for the good that comes to him1 he gives no thanks--who is there to thank8 at the disappointments that befall him he grumbles--there must be some one to blame6 ,he does not think to what ,power it could be of any consequence1 nay1 what power would not be worse than squandered1 to sustain him after his own fashion1 in his paltry1 low-aimed existence6 ,how could a ,god pour out his being to uphold the merest waste of his creatures8 ,no world could ever be built or sustained on such an idea4 ,it is the children who shall inherit the earth2 such as will not be children1 cannot possess4 ,the hour is coming when all that art1 all that science1 all that nature1 all that animal nature1 in ennobling subjugation to the higher even as man is subject to the ,father1 can afford1 shall be the possession1 to the endless delight1 of the sons and daughters of ,god3 to him to whom he is all in all1 ,god is able to give these things2 to another he cannot give them1 for he is unable to receive them who is outside the truth of them4 ,assuredly we are not to love ,god for the sake of what he can give us2 nay1 it is impossible to love him save because he is our ,god1 and altogether good and beautiful2 but neither may we forget what the ,lord does not forget1 that1 in the end1 when the truth is victorious1 ,god will answer his creature in the joy of his heart4 ,for what is joy but the harmony of the spirit6 ,the good ,father made his children to be joyful2 only1 ere they can enter into his joy1 they must be like himself1 ready to sacrifice joy to truth4 ,no promise of such joy is an appeal to selfishness4 ,every reward held out by ,christ is a pure thing2 nor can it enter the soul save as a death to selfishness4 ,the heaven of ,christ is a loving of all1 a forgetting of self1 a dwelling of each in all1 and all in each4 ,even in our nurseries1 a joyful child is rarely selfish1 generally righteous4 ,it is not selfish to be joyful4 ,what power could prevent him who sees the face of ,god from being joyful8--that bliss is his which lies behind all other bliss1 without which no other bliss could ripen or last4 ,the one bliss of the universe is the presence of ,god--which is simply ,god being to the man1 and felt by the man as being1 that which in his own nature he is--the indwelling power of his life4 ,god must be to his creature what he is in himself1 for it is by his essential being alone1 that by which he is1 that he can create4 ,his presence is the unintermittent call and response of the creative to the created1 of the father to the child4 ,where can be the selfishness in being so made happy8 ,it may be deep selfishness to refuse to be happy4 ,is there selfishness in the ,lord's seeing of the travail of his soul and being satisfied8 ,selfishness consists in taking the bliss from another2 to find one's bliss in the bliss of another is not selfishness4 ,joy is not selfishness2 and the greater the joy thus reaped1 the farther is that joy removed from selfishness4 ,the one bliss1 next to the love of ,god1 is the love of our neighbour4 ,if any say1 ',you love because it makes you blessed1' ,i deny it3 ',we are blessed1 ,i say1 because we love4' ,no one could attain to the bliss of loving his neighbour who was selfish and sought that bliss from love of himself4 ,love is unselfishness4 ,in the main we love because we cannot help it4 ,there is no merit in it3 how should there be in any love8--but neither is it selfish4 ,there are many who confound righteousness with merit1 and think there is nothing righteous where there is nothing meritorious4 ',if it makes you happy to love1' they say1 'where is your merit8 ,it is only selfishness6' ,there is no merit1 ,i reply1 yet the love that is born in us is our salvation from selfishness4 ,it is of the very essence of righteousness4 ,because a thing is joyful1 it does not follow that ,i do it for the joy of it2 yet when the joy is in others1 the joy is pure4 ,that certain joys should be joys1 is the very denial of selfishness4 ,the man would be a demoniacally selfish man1 whom love itself did not make joyful4 ,it is selfish to enjoy in content beholding others lack2 even in the highest spiritual bliss1 to sit careless of others would be selfishness1 and the higher the bliss1 the worse the selfishness2 but surely that bliss is right altogether of which a great part consists in labour that others may share it4 ,such1 ,i will not doubt--the labour to bring others in to share with us1 will be a great part of our heavenly content and gladness4 ,the making1 the redeeming ,father will find plenty of like work for his children to do4 ,dull are those1 little at least can they have of ,christian imagination1 who think that where all are good1 things must be dull4 ,it is because there is so little good yet in them1 that they know so little of the power or beauty of merest life divine4 ,let such make haste to be true4 ,interest will there be and variety enough1 not without pain1 in the ministration of help to those yet wearily toiling up the heights of truth--perhaps yet unwilling to part with miserable self1 which cherishing they are not yet worth being1 or capable of having4 ,some of the things a man may have to forsake in following ,christ1 he has not to forsake because of what they are in themselves4 ,neither nature1 art1 science1 nor fit society1 is of those things a man will lose in forsaking himself3 they are ,god's1 and have no part in the world of evil1 the false judgments1 low wishes1 and unrealities generally1 that make up the conscious life of the self which has to be denied3 such will never be restored to the man4 ,but in forsaking himself to do what ,god requires of him--his true work in the world1 that is1 a man may find he has to leave some of ,god's things--not to repudiate them1 but for the time to forsake them1 because they draw his mind from the absolute necessities of the true life in himself or in others4 ,he may have to deny himself in leaving them--not as bad things1 but as things for which there is not room until those of paramount claim have been so heeded1 that these will no longer impede but further them4 ,then he who knows ,god1 will find that knowledge open the door of his understanding to all things else4 ,he will become able to behold them from within1 instead of having to search wearily into them from without4 ,this gave to king ,david more understanding than had all his teachers4 ,then will the things he has had to leave1 be restored to him a hundred fold4 ,so will it be in the forsaking of friends4 ,to forsake them for ,christ1 is not to forsake them as evil4 ,it is not to cease to love them1 'for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen1 how can he love ,god whom he hath not seen8' it is--not to allow their love to cast even a shadow between us and our ,master2 to be content to lose their approval1 their intercourse1 even their affection1 where the ,master says one thing and they another4 ,it is to learn to love them in a far higher1 deeper1 tenderer1 truer way than before--a way which keeps all that was genuine in the former way1 and loses all that was false4 ,we shall love their selves1 and disregard our own4 ,i do not forget the word of the ,lord about hating father and mother3 ,i have a glimpse of the meaning of it1 but dare not attempt explaining it now4 ,it is all against the self--not against the father and mother4 ,there is another kind of forsaking that may fall to the lot of some1 and which they may find very difficult3 the forsaking of such notions of ,god and his ,christ as they were taught in their youth--which they held1 nor could help holding1 at such time as they began to believe--of which they have begun to doubt the truth1 but to cast which away seems like parting with every assurance of safety4 ,there are so-called doctrines long accepted of good people1 which how any man can love ,god and hold1 except indeed by fast closing of the spiritual eyes1 ,i find it hard to understand4 ,if a man care more for opinion than for life1 it is not worth any other man's while to persuade him to renounce the opinions he happens to entertain2 he would but put other opinions in the same place of honour--a place which can belong to no opinion whatever3 it matters nothing what such a man may or may not believe1 for he is not a true man4 ,by holding with a school he supposes to be right1 he but bolsters himself up with the worst of all unbelief--opinion calling itself faith--unbelief calling itself religion4 ,but for him who is in earnest about the will of ,god1 it is of endless consequence that he should think rightly of ,god4 ,he cannot come close to him1 cannot truly know his will1 while his notion of him is in any point that of a false god4 ,the thing shows itself absurd4 ,if such a man seem to himself to be giving up even his former assurance of salvation1 in yielding such ideas of ,god as are unworthy of ,god1 he must none the less1 if he will be true1 if he would enter into life1 take up that cross also4 ,he will come to see that he must follow no doctrine1 be it true as word of man could state it1 but the living ,truth1 the ,master himself4 ,good souls many will one day be horrified at the things they now believe of ,god4 ,if they have not thought about them1 but given themselves to obedience1 they may not have done them much harm as yet2 but they can make little progress in the knowledge of ,god1 while1 if but passively1 holding evil things true of him4 ,if1 on the other hand1 they do think about them1 and find in them no obstruction1 they must indeed be far from anything to be called a true knowledge of ,god4 ,but there are those who find them a terrible obstruction1 and yet imagine1 or at least fear them true3 such must take courage to forsake the false in any shape1 to deny their old selves in the most seemingly sacred of prejudices1 and follow ,jesus1 not as he is presented in the tradition of the elders1 but as he is presented by himself1 his apostles1 and the spirit of truth4 ,there are 'traditions of men' after ,christ as well as before him1 and far worse1 as 'making of none effect' higher and better things2 and we have to look to it1 how we have learned ,christ4 ,,the ,,truth ,,in ,,jesus4 ',but ye did not so learn ,christ2 if so be that ye heard him1 and were taught in him1 even as truth is in ,jesus3 that ye put away1 as concerning your former manner of life1 the old man1 which waxeth corrupt after the lusts of deceit4' ,footnote3 ,that is1 'which is still going to ruin through the love of the lie4'--,eph4 iv4 #bj-bb4 ,how have we learned ,christ8 ,it ought to be a startling thought1 that we may have learned him wrong4 ,that must be far worse than not to have learned him at all3 his place is occupied by a false ,christ1 hard to exorcise6 ,the point is1 whether we have learned ,christ as he taught himself1 or as men have taught him who thought they understood1 but did not understand him4 ,do we think we know him--with notions fleshly1 after low1 mean human fancies and explanations1 or do we indeed know him--after the spirit1 in our measure as ,god knows him8 ,the ,christian religion1 throughout its history1 has been open to more corrupt misrepresentation than ever the ,jewish could be1 for as it is higher and wider1 so must it yield larger scope to corruption3--have we learned ,christ in false statements and corrupted lessons about him1 or have we learned himself8 ,nay1 true or false1 is only our brain full of things concerning him1 or does he dwell himself in our hearts1 a learnt1 and ever being learnt lesson1 the power of our life8 ,i have been led to what ,i am about to say1 by a certain utterance of one in the front rank of those who assert that we can know nothing of the ',infinite and ,eternal energy from which all things proceed2' and the utterance is this3-- ',the visiting on ,adam's descendants through hundreds of generations dreadful penalties for a small transgression which they did not commit2 the damning of all men who do not avail themselves of an alleged mode of obtaining forgiveness1 which most men have never heard of2 and the effecting a reconciliation by sacrificing a son who was perfectly innocent1 to satisfy the assumed necessity for a propitiatory victim2 are modes of action which1 ascribed to a human ruler1 would call forth expressions of abhorrence2 and the ascription of them to the ,ultimate ,cause of things1 even not felt to be full of difficulties1 must become impossible4' ,i do not quote the passage with the design of opposing either clause of its statement1 for ,i entirely agree with it3 almost it feels an absurdity to say so4 ,neither do ,i propose addressing a word to the writer of it1 or to any who hold with him4 ,the passage bears out what ,i have often said--that ,i never yet heard a word from one of that way of thinking1 which even touched anything ,i hold4 ,one of my earliest recollections is of beginning to be at strife with the false system here assailed4 ,such paganism ,i scorn as heartily in the name of ,christ1 as ,i scorn it in the name of righteousness4 ,rather than believe a single point involving its spirit1 even with the assurance thereby of such salvation as the system offers1 ,i would join the ranks of those who 'know nothing1' and set myself with hopeless heart to what ,i am now trying with an infinite hope in the help of the pure originating ,one-- to get rid of my miserable mean self1 comforted only by the chance that death would either leave me without thought more1 or reveal something of the ,ultimate ,cause which it would not be an insult to him1 or a dishonour to his creature1 to hold concerning him4 ,even such a chance alone might enable one to live4 ,i will not now enquire how it comes that the writer of the passage quoted seems to put forward these so-called beliefs as representing ,christianity1 or even the creed of those who call themselves ,christians1 seeing so many1 and some of them of higher rank in literature than himself1 believing in ,christ with true hearts1 believe not one of such things as he has set down1 but hold them in at least as great abhorrence as he3 his answer would probably be1 that1 even had he been aware of such being the fact1 what he had to deal with was the forming and ruling notions of religious society2--and that such are the things held by the bulk of both educated and uneducated calling themselves ,christians1 however many of them may vainly think by an explanatory clause here and there to turn away the opprobrium of their falsehood1 while they remain virtually the same--that such are the things so held1 ,i am1 alas6 unable to deny4 ,it helps nothing1 ,i repeat1 that many1 thinking little on the matter1 use quasi mitigated forms to express their tenets1 and imagine that so they indicate a different class of ideas3 it would require but a brief examination to be convinced that they are not merely analogous--they are ultimately identical4 ,but had ,i to do with the writer1 ,i should ask how it comes that1 refusing these dogmas as abominable1 and in themselves plainly false1 yet knowing that they are attributed to men whose teaching has done more to civilize the world than that of any men besides--how it comes that1 seeing such teaching as this could not have done so1 he has not taken such pains of enquiry as must surely have satisfied a man of his faculty that such was not their teaching2 that it was indeed so different1 and so good1 that even the forced companionship of such horrible lies as those he has recounted1 has been unable to destroy its regenerative power4 ,i suppose he will allow that there was a man named ,jesus1 who died for the truth he taught3 can he believe he died for such alleged truth as that8 ,would it not be well1 ,i would ask him1 to enquire what he did really teach1 according to the primary sources of our knowledge of him8 ,if he answered that the question was uninteresting to him1 ,i should have no more to say2 nor did ,i now start to speak of him save with the object of making my position plain to those to whom ,i would speak--those1 namely1 who call themselves ,christians4 ,if of them ,i should ask1 ',how comes it that such opinions are held concerning the ,holy ,one1 whose ways you take upon you to set forth8' ,i should be met by most with the answer1 ',those are the things he tells us himself in his word2 we have learned them from the ,scriptures2' by many with explanations which seem to them so to explain the things that they are no longer to be reprobated2 and by others with the remark that better ideas1 though largely held1 had not yet had time to show themselves as the belief of the thinkers of the nation4 ,of those whose presentation of ,christian doctrine is represented in the quotation above1 there are two classes--such as are content it should be so1 and such to whom those things are grievous1 but who do not see how to get rid of them4 ,to the latter it may be some little comfort to have one who has studied the ,new ,testament for many years and loves it beyond the power of speech to express1 declare to them his conviction that there is not an atom of such teaching in the whole lovely1 divine utterance2 that such things are all and altogether the invention of men--honest invention1 in part at least1 ,i grant1 but yet not true4 ,thank ,god1 we are nowise bound to accept any man's explanation of ,god's ways and ,god's doings1 however good the man may be1 if it do not commend itself to our conscience4 ,the man's conscience may be a better conscience than ours1 and his judgment clearer2 nothing the more can we accept while we cannot see good3 to do so would be to sin4 ,but it is by no means my object to set forth what ,i believe or do not believe2 a time may come for that2 my design is now very different indeed4 ,i desire to address those who call themselves ,christians1 and expostulate with them thus3-- ,whatever be your opinions on the greatest of all subjects1 is it well that the impression with regard to ,christianity made upon your generation1 should be that of your opinions1 and not of something beyond opinion8 ,is ,christianity capable of being represented by opinion1 even the best8 ,if it were1 how many of us are such as ,god would choose to represent his thoughts and intents by our opinions concerning them8 ,who is there of his friends whom any thoughtful man would depute to represent his thoughts to his fellows8 ,if you answer1 ',the opinions ,i hold and by which ,i represent ,christianity1 are those of the ,bible1' ,i reply1 that none can understand1 still less represent1 the opinions of another1 but such as are of the same mind with him-- certainly none who mistake his whole scope and intent so far as in supposing opinion to be the object of any writer in the ,bible4 ,is ,christianity a system of articles of belief1 let them be correct as language can give them8 ,never4 ,so far am ,i from believing it1 that ,i would rather have a man holding1 as numbers of you do1 what seem to me the most obnoxious untruths1 opinions the most irreverent and gross1 if at the same time he lived in the faith of the ,son of ,god1 that is1 trusted in ,god as the ,son of ,god trusted in him1 than ,i would have a man with every one of whose formulas of belief ,i utterly coincided1 but who knew nothing of a daily life and walk with ,god4 ,the one1 holding doctrines of devils1 is yet a child of ,god2 the other1 holding the doctrines of ,christ and his ,apostles1 is of the world1 yea1 of the devil4 ',how6 a man hold the doctrine of devils1 and yet be of ,god8' ,yes2 for to hold a thing with the intellect1 is not to believe it4 ,a man's real belief is that which he lives by2 and that which the man ,i mean lives by1 is the love of ,god1 and obedience to his law1 so far as he has recognized it4 ,those hideous doctrines are outside of him2 he thinks they are inside1 but no matter2 they are not true1 and they cannot really be inside any good man4 ,they are sadly against him2 for he cannot love to dwell upon any of those supposed characteristics of his ,god2 he acts and lives nevertheless in a measure like the true ,god4 ,what a man believes1 is the thing he does4 ,this man would shrink with loathing from actions such as he thinks ,god justified in doing2 like ,god1 he loves and helps and saves4 ,will the living ,god let such a man's opinions damn him8 ,no more than he will let the correct opinions of another1 who lives for himself1 save him4 ,the best salvation even the latter could give would be but damnation4 ,what ,i come to and insist upon is1 that1 supposing your theories right1 and containing all that is to be believed1 yet those theories are not what makes you ,christians1 if ,christians indeed you are4 ,on the contrary1 they are1 with not a few of you1 just what keeps you from being ,christians4 ,for when you say that1 to be saved1 a man must hold this or that1 then are you leaving the living ,god and his will1 and putting trust in some notion about him or his will4 ,to make my meaning clearer1--some of you say we must trust in the finished work of ,christ2 or again1 our faith must be in the merits of ,christ--in the atonement he has made--in the blood he has shed3 all these statements are a simple repudiation of the living ,lord1 in whom we are told to believe1 who1 by his presence with and in us1 and our obedience to him1 lifts us out of darkness into light1 leads us from the kingdom of ,satan into the glorious liberty of the sons of ,god4 ,no manner or amount of belief about him is the faith of the ,new ,testament4 ,with such teaching ,i have had a lifelong acquaintance1 and declare it most miserably false4 ,but ,i do not now mean to dispute against it2 except the light of the knowledge of the glory of ,god in the face of ,christ ,jesus make a man sick of his opinions1 he may hold them to doomsday for me2 for no opinion1 ,i repeat1 is ,christianity1 and no preaching of any plan of salvation is the preaching of the glorious gospel of the living ,god4 ,even if your plan1 your theories1 were absolutely true1 the holding of them with sincerity1 the trusting in this or that about ,christ1 or in anything he did or could do1 the trusting in anything but himself1 his own living self1 is a delusion4 ,many will grant this heartily1 and yet the moment you come to talk with them1 you find they insist that to believe in ,christ is to believe in the atonement1 meaning by that only and altogether their special theory about the atonement2 and when you say we must believe in the atoning ,christ1 and cannot possibly believe in any theory concerning the atonement1 they go away and denounce you1 saying1 ',he does not believe in the atonement6' ,if ,i explain the atonement otherwise than they explain it1 they assert that ,i deny the atonement2 nor count it of any consequence that ,i say ,i believe in the atoner with my whole heart1 and soul1 and strength1 and mind4 ,this they call contending for the truth6 ,because ,i refuse an explanation which is not in the ,new ,testament1 though they believe it is1 because they can think of no other1 one which seems to me as false in logic as detestable in morals1 not to say that there is no spirituality in it whatever1 therefore ,i am not a ,christian6 ,what wonder men such as ,i have quoted refuse the ,christianity they suppose such 'believers' to represent6 ,i do not say that with this sad folly may not mingle a potent faith in the ,lord himself2 but ,i do say that the importance they place on theory is even more sadly obstructive to true faith than such theories themselves3 while the mind is occupied in enquiring1 ',do ,i believe or feel this thing right8'--the true question is forgotten3 ',have ,i left all to follow him8' ,to the man who gives himself to the living ,lord1 every belief will necessarily come right2 the ,lord himself will see that his disciple believe aright concerning him4 ,if a man cannot trust him for this1 what claim can he make to faith in him8 ,it is because he has little or no faith1 that he is left clinging to preposterous and dishonouring ideas1 the traditions of men concerning his ,father1 and neither his teaching nor that of his apostles4 ,the living ,christ is to them but a shadow2 the all but obliterated ,christ of their theories no soul can thoroughly believe in3 the disciple of such a ,christ rests on his work1 or his merits1 or his atonement6 ,what ,i insist upon is1 that a man's faith shall be in the living1 loving1 ruling1 helping ,christ1 devoted to us as much as ever he was1 and with all the powers of the ,godhead for the salvation of his brethren4 ,it is not faith that he did this1 that his work wrought that--it is faith in the man who did and is doing everything for us that will save him3 without this he cannot work to heal spiritually1 any more than he would heal physically1 when he was present to the eyes of men4 ,do you ask1 ',what is faith in him8' ,i answer1 ,the leaving of your way1 your objects1 your self1 and the taking of his and him2 the leaving of your trust in men1 in money1 in opinion1 in character1 in atonement itself1 and doing as he tells you4 ,i can find no words strong enough to serve for the weight of this necessity--this obedience4 ,it is the one terrible heresy of the church1 that it has always been presenting something else than obedience as faith in ,christ4 ,the work of ,christ is not the ,working ,christ1 any more than the clothing of ,christ is the body of ,christ4 ,if the woman who touched the hem of his garment had trusted in the garment and not in him who wore it1 would she have been healed8 ,and the reason that so many who believe about ,christ rather than in him1 get the comfort they do1 is that1 touching thus the mere hem of his garment1 they cannot help believing a little in the live man inside the garment4 ,it is not wonderful that such believers should so often be miserable2 they lay themselves down to sleep with nothing but the skirt of his robe in their hand--a robe too1 ,i say1 that never was his1 only by them is supposed his--when they might sleep in peace with the living ,lord in their hearts4 ,instead of so knowing ,christ that they have him in them saving them1 they lie wasting themselves in soul-sickening self-examination as to whether they are believers1 whether they are really trusting in the atonement1 whether they are truly sorry for their sins--the way to madness of the brain1 and despair of the heart4 ,some even ponder the imponderable-- whether they are of the elect1 whether they have an interest in the blood shed for sin1 whether theirs is a saving faith--when all the time the man who died for them is waiting to begin to save them from every evil--and first from this self which is consuming them with trouble about its salvation2 he will set them free1 and take them home to the bosom of the ,father--if only they will mind what he says to them--which is the beginning1 middle1 and end of faith4 ,if1 instead of searching into the mysteries of corruption in their own charnel-houses1 they would but awake and arise from the dead1 and come out into the light which ,christ is waiting to give them1 he would begin at once to fill them with the fulness of ,god4 ',but ,i do not know how to awake and arise6' ,i will tell you3--,get up1 and do something the master tells you2 so make yourself his disciple at once4 ,instead of asking yourself whether you believe or not1 ask yourself whether you have this day done one thing because he said1 ,do it1 or once abstained because he said1 ,do not do it4 ,it is simply absurd to say you believe1 or even want to believe in him1 if you do not anything he tells you4 ,if you can think of nothing he ever said as having had an atom of influence on your doing or not doing1 you have too good ground to consider yourself no disciple of his4 ,do not1 ,i pray you1 worse than waste your time in trying to convince yourself that you are his disciple notwithstanding--that for this reason or that you still have cause to think you believe in him4 ,what though you should succeed in persuading yourself to absolute certainty that you are his disciple1 if1 after all1 he say to you1 ',why did you not do the things ,i told you8 ,depart from me2 ,i do not know you6' ,instead of trying to persuade yourself1 if the thing be true you can make it truer2 if it be not true1 you can begin at once to make it true1 to be a disciple of the ,living ,one--by obeying him in the first thing you can think of in which you are not obeying him4 ,we must learn to obey him in everything1 and so must begin somewhere3 let it be at once1 and in the very next thing that lies at the door of our conscience6 ,oh fools and slow of heart1 if you think of nothing but ,christ1 and do not set yourselves to do his words6 you but build your houses on the sand4 ,what have such teachers not to answer for who have turned your regard away from the direct words of the ,lord himself1 which are spirit and life1 to contemplate plans of salvation tortured out of the words of his apostles1 even were those plans as true as they are false6 ,there is but one plan of salvation1 and that is to believe in the ,lord ,jesus ,christ2 that is1 to take him for what he is--our master1 and his words as if he meant them1 which assuredly he did4 ,to do his words is to enter into vital relation with him1 to obey him is the only way to be one with him4 ,the relation between him and us is an absolute one2 it can nohow begin to live but in obedience3 it is obedience4 ,there can be no truth1 no reality1 in any initiation of atonement with him1 that is not obedience4 ,what6 have ,i the poorest notion of a ,god1 and dare think of entering into relations with him1 the very first of which is not that what he saith1 ,i will do8 ,the thing is eternally absurd1 and comes of the father of lies4 ,i know what he whispers to those to whom such teaching as this is distasteful3 ',it is the doctrine of works6' ,but one word of the ,lord humbly heard and received will suffice to send all the demons of false theology into the abyss4 ,he says the man that does not do the things he tells him1 builds his house to fall in utter ruin4 ,he instructs his messengers to go and baptize all nations1 'teaching them to observe all things whatsoever ,i have commanded you4' ,tell me it is faith he requires3 do ,i not know it8 and is not faith the highest act of which the human mind is capable8 ,but faith in what8 ,faith in what he is1 in what he says--a faith which can have no existence except in obedience--a faith which is obedience4 ,to do what he wishes is to put forth faith in him4 ,for this the teaching of men has substituted this or that belief about him1 faith in this or that supposed design of his manifestation in the flesh4 ,it was himself1 and ,god in him that he manifested2 but faith in him and his father thus manifested1 they make altogether secondary to acceptance of the paltry contrivance of a juggling morality1 which they attribute to ,god and his ,christ1 imagining it the atonement1 and 'the plan of salvation4' ',do you put faith in him1' ,i ask1 'or in the doctrines and commandments of men8' ,if you say ',in him1'--',is it then possible1' ,i return1 'that you do not see that1 above all things and all thoughts1 you are bound to obey him8' ,do you not mourn that you cannot trust in him as you would1 that you find it too hard8 ,too hard it is for you1 and too hard it will remain1 while the things he tells you to do--the things you can do--even those you will not try6 ,how should you be capable of trusting in the true one while you are nowise true to him8 ,how are you to believe he will do his part by you1 while you are not such as to do your part by him8 ,how are you to believe while you are not faithful8 ,how1 ,i say1 should you be capable of trusting in him8 ,the very thing to make you able to trust in him1 and so receive all things from him1 you turn your back upon3 obedience you decline1 or at least neglect4 ,you say you do not refuse to obey him8 ,i care not whether you refuse or not1 while you do not obey4 ,remember the parable3 ',i go1 sir1 and went not4' ,what have you done this day because it was the will of ,christ8 ,have you dismissed1 once dismissed1 an anxious thought for the morrow8 ,have you ministered to any needy soul or body1 and kept your right hand from knowing what your left hand did8 ,have you begun to leave all and follow him8 ,did you set yourself to judge righteous judgment8 ,are you being ware of covetousness8 ,have you forgiven your enemy8 ,are you seeking the kingdom of ,god and his righteousness before all other things8 ,are you hungering and thirsting after righteousness8 ,have you given to some one that asked of you8 ,tell me something that you have done1 are doing1 or are trying to do because he told you4 ,if you do nothing that he says1 it is no wonder that you cannot trust in him1 and are therefore driven to seek refuge in the atonement1 as if something he had done1 and not he himself in his doing were the atonement4 ,that is not as you understand it8 ,what does it matter how you understand1 or what you understand1 so long as you are not of one mind with the ,truth1 so long as you and ,god are not at one1 do not atone together8 ,how should you understand8 ,knowing that you do not heed his word1 why should ,i heed your explanation of it8 ,you do not his will1 and so you cannot understand him2 you do not know him1 that is why you cannot trust in him4 ,you think your common sense enough to let you know what he means8 ,your common sense ought to be enough to know itself unequal to the task4 ,it is the heart of the child that alone can understand the ,father4 ,would you have me think you guilty of the sin against the ,holy ,ghost--that you understand ,jesus ,christ and yet will not obey him8 ,that were too dreadful4 ,i believe you do not understand him4 ,no man can do yet what he tells him aright--but are you trying8 ,obedience is not perfection1 but trying4 ,you count him a hard master1 and will not stir4 ,do you suppose he ever gave a commandment knowing it was of no use for it could not be done8 ,he tells us a thing knowing that we must do it1 or be lost2 that not his ,father himself could save us but by getting us at length to do everything he commands1 for not otherwise can we know life1 can we learn the holy secret of divine being4 ,he knows that you can try1 and that in your trying and failing he will be able to help you1 until at length you shall do the will of ,god even as he does it himself4 ,he takes the will in the imperfect deed1 and makes the deed at last perfect4 ,correctest notions without obedience are worthless4 ,the doing of the will of ,god is the way to oneness with ,god1 which alone is salvation4 ,sitting at the gate of heaven1 sitting on the footstool of the throne itself1 yea1 clasping the knees of the ,father1 you could not be at peace1 except in their every vital movement1 in every their smallest point of consciousness1 your heart1 your soul1 your mind1 your brain1 your body1 were one with the living ,god4 ,if you had one brooding thought that was not a joy in him1 you would not be at peace2 if you had one desire you could not leave absolutely to his will you would not be at peace2 you would not be saved1 therefore could not feel saved4 ,god1 all and in all1 ours to the fulfilling of our very being1 is the religion of the perfect1 son-hearted ,lord ,christ4 ,well do ,i know it is faith that saves us--but not faith in any work of ,god--it is faith in ,god himself4 ,if ,i did not believe ,god as good as the tenderest human heart1 the fairest1 the purest1 the most unselfish human heart could imagine him1 yea1 an infinitude better1 higher than we as the heavens are higher than the earth--believe it1 not as a proposition1 or even as a thing ,i was convinced of1 but with the responsive condition and being of my whole nature2 if ,i did not feel every fibre of heart and brain and body safe with him because he is the ,father who made me that ,i am--,i would not be saved1 for this faith is salvation2 it is ,god and the man one4 ,god and man together1 the vital energy flowing unchecked from the creator into his creature--that is the salvation of the creature4 ,but the poorest faith in the living ,god1 the ,god revealed in ,christ ,jesus1 if it be vital1 true1 that is obedient1 is the beginning of the way to know him1 and to know him is eternal life4 ,if you mean by faith anything of a different kind1 that faith will not save you4 ,a faith1 for instance1 that ,god does not forgive me because he loves me1 but because he loves ,jesus ,christ1 cannot save me1 because it is a falsehood against ,god3 if the thing were true1 such a gospel would be the preaching of a ,god that was not love1 therefore in whom was no salvation1 a ,god to know whom could not be eternal life4 ,such a faith would damn1 not save a man2 for it would bind him to a ,god who was anything but perfect4 ,such assertions going by the name of ,christianity1 are nothing but the poor remnants of paganism2 and it is only with that part of our nature not yet ,christian that we are able to believe them--so far indeed as it is possible a lie should be believed4 ,we must forsake all our fears and distrusts for ,christ4 ,we must receive his teaching heartily1 nor let the interpretation of it attributed to his apostles make us turn aside from it4 ,i say interpretation attributed to them2 for what they teach is never against what ,christ taught1 though very often the exposition of it is--and that from no fault in the apostles1 but from the grievous fault of those who would understand1 and even explain1 rather than obey4 ,we may be sure of this1 that no man will be condemned for any sin that is past2 that1 if he be condemned1 it will be because he would not come to the light when the light came to him2 because he would not cease to do evil and learn to do well2 because he hid his unbelief in the garment of a false faith1 and would not obey2 because he imputed to himself a righteousness that was not his2 because he preferred imagining himself a worthy person1 to confessing himself everywhere in the wrong1 and repenting4 ,we may be sure also of this1 that1 if a man becomes the disciple of ,christ1 he will not leave him in ignorance as to what he has to believe2 he shall know the truth of everything it is needful for him to understand4 ,if we do what he tells us1 his light will go up in our hearts4 ,till then we could not understand even if he explained to us4 ,if you cannot trust him to let you know what is right1 but think you must hold this or that before you can come to him1 then ,i justify your doubts in what you call your worst times1 but which ,i suspect are your best times in which you come nearest to the truth--those1 namely1 in which you fear you have no faith4 ,so long as a man will not set himself to obey the word spoken1 the word written1 the word printed1 the word read1 of the ,lord ,christ1 ,i would not take the trouble to convince him concerning the most obnoxious doctrines that they were false as hell4 ,it is those who would fain believe1 but who by such doctrines are hindered1 whom ,i would help4 ,disputation about things but hides the living ,christ who alone can teach the truth1 who is the truth1 and the knowledge of whom is life2 ,i write for the sake of those whom the false teaching that claims before all to be true has driven away from ,god--as well it might1 for the ,god so taught is not a ,god worthy to be believed in4 ,a stick1 or a stone1 or a devil1 is all that some of our brethren of mankind have to believe in3 he who believes in a ,god not altogether unselfish and good1 a ,god who does not do all he can for his creatures1 belongs to the same class2 his is not the ,god who made the heaven and the earth and the sea and the fountains of water--not the ,god revealed in ,christ4 ,if a man see in ,god any darkness at all1 and especially if he defend that darkness1 attempting to justify it as one who respects the person of ,god1 ,i cannot but think his blindness must have followed his mockery of ',lord6 ,lord6' ,surely1 if he had been strenuously obeying ,jesus1 he would ere now have received the truth that ,god is light1 and in him is no darkness--a truth which is not acknowledged by calling the darkness attributed to him light1 and the candle of the ,lord in the soul of man darkness4 ,it is one thing to believe that ,god can do nothing wrong1 quite another to call whatever presumption may attribute to him right4 ,the whole secret of progress is the doing of the thing we know4 ,there is no other way of progress in the spiritual life2 no other way of progress in the understanding of that life3 only as we do1 can we know4 ,is there then anything you will not leave for ,christ8 ,you cannot know him--and yet he is the ,truth1 the one thing alone that can be known6 ,do you not care to be imperfect8 would you rather keep this or that1 with imperfection1 than part with it to be perfect8 ,you cannot know ,christ1 for the very principle of his life was the simple absolute relation of realities2 his one idea was to be a perfect child to his ,father4 ,he who will not part with all for ,christ1 is not worthy of him1 and cannot know him2 and the ,lord is true1 and cannot acknowledge him3 how could he receive to his house1 as one of his kind1 a man who prefers something to his ,father2 a man who is not for ,god2 a man who will strike a bargain with ,god1 and say1 ',i will give up so much1 if thou wilt spare me'6 ,to yield all to him who has only made us and given us everything1 yea his very self by life and by death1 such a man counts too much4 ,his conduct says1 ',i never asked thee to do so much for me1 and ,i cannot make the return thou demandest4' ,the man will have to be left to himself4 ,he must find what it is to be without ,god6 ,those who know ,god1 or have but begun to catch a far-off glimmer of his gloriousness1 of what he is1 regard life as insupportable save ,god be the ,all in all1 the first and the last4 ,to let their light shine1 not to force on them their interpretations of ,god's designs1 is the duty of ,christians towards their fellows4 ,if you who set yourselves to explain the theory of ,christianity1 had set yourselves instead to do the will of the ,master1 the one object for which the ,gospel was preached to you1 how different would now be the condition of that portion of the world with which you come into contact6 ,had you given yourselves to the understanding of his word that you might do it1 and not to the quarrying from it of material wherewith to buttress your systems1 in many a heart by this time would the name of the ,lord be loved where now it remains unknown4 ,the word of life would then by you have been held out indeed4 ,men1 undeterred by your explanations of ,christianity1 for you would not be forcing them on their acceptance1 and attracted by your behaviour1 would be saying to each other1 as ,moses said to himself when he saw the bush that burned with fire and was not consumed1 ',i will now turn aside and see this great sight6' they would be drawing nigh to behold how these ,christians loved one another1 and how just and fair they were to every one that had to do with them6 to note that their goods were the best1 their weight surest1 their prices most reasonable1 their word most certain6 that in their families was neither jealousy nor emulation6 that mammon was not there worshipped6 that in their homes selfishness was neither the hidden nor the openly ruling principle2 that their children were as diligently taught to share1 as some are to save1 or to lay out only upon self--their mothers more anxious lest a child should hoard than lest he should squander2 that in no house of theirs was religion one thing1 and the daily life another2 that the ecclesiastic did not think first of his church1 nor the peer of his privileges4 ,what do ,i hear you say8--',how then shall the world go on8' ,the ,lord's world will go on1 and that without you2 the devil's world will go on1 and that with you4 ,the objection is but another and overwhelming proof of your unbelief4 ,either you do not believe the word the ,lord spake-- that1 if we seek first the kingdom of ,god and his righteousness1 all things needful will be added to us2 or what he undertakes does not satisfy you2 it is not enough2 you want more2 you prefer the offers of ,mammon4 ,you are nowise anxious to be saved from the too-much that is a snare2 you want what you call a fortune--the freedom of the world4 ,you would not live under such restrictions as the ,lord might choose to lay upon you if he saw that something might be made of you precious in his sight6 ,you would inherit the earth1 and not by meekness2 you would have the life of this world sweet1 come of the life eternal1 the life that ,god shares with you1 what may3 so much as that comes to1 you would gladly leave ,god to look after1 if only you might be sure of not sharing with the rich man when you die4 ,but you find that1 unable to trust him for this world1 neither can you trust him for the world to come4 ,refusing to obey him in your life1 how can you trust him for your life8 ,hence the various substitutes you seek for faith in him3 you would hold him to his word1 bind him by his promises1 appeal to the atonement1 to the satisfaction made to his justice1 as you call it--while you will take no trouble to fulfil the absolutely reasonable and necessary condition1 yea1 morally and spiritually imperative condition--condition and means in one--on which he offers1 and through which alone he can offer you deliverance from the burden of life into the strength and glory of life--that you shall be true1 and to him obedient children4 ,you say ',christ has satisfied the law1' but you will not satisfy him6 ,he says1 ',come unto me1' and you will not rise and go to him4 ,you say1 ',lord ,i believe2 help mine unbelief1' but when he says1 ',leave everything behind you1 and be as ,i am towards ,god1 and you shall have peace and rest1' you turn away1 muttering about figurative language4 ,if you had been true1 had been living the life1 had been ,christians indeed1 you would1 however little1 have drawn the world after you4 ,in your churches you would be receiving truest nourishment1 yea strength to live--thinking far less of serving ,god on the ,sunday1 and far more of serving your neighbour in the week4 ,the sociable vile1 the masterful rich1 the deceitful trader1 the ambitious poor1 whom you have attracted to your communities with the offer of a salvation other than deliverance from sin1 would not be lording it over them and dragging them down2 they would be the cleaner and the stronger for their absence2 while the publicans and the sinners would have been drawn instead1 and turned into true men and women2 and the ,israelite indeed1 who is yet more repelled by your general worldliness than by your misrepresentations of ,god1 showing him selfish like yourselves who is the purity of the creation-- the ,israelite in whom is no guile would have hastened to the company of the loving men and true1 eager to learn what it was that made them so good1 so happy1 so unselfish1 so free of care1 so ready to die1 so willing to live1 so hopeful1 so helpful1 so careless to possess1 so undeferential to possession4 ,finding you to hold1 from the traditional force of false teaching1 such things as you do1 he would have said1 ',no6 such beliefs can never account for such mighty results6' ,you would have answered1 ',search the ,scriptures and see4' ,he would have searched1 and found--not indeed the things you imagine there1 but things infinitely better and higher1 things that indeed account for the result he wondered at2 he would have found such truth as he who has found will hold for ever as the only gladness of his being4 ,there you would have had your reward for being true ,christians in spite of the evil doctrines you had been taught and teaching3 you would have been taught in return the truth of the matter by him whom your true ,christianity had enticed to itself1 and sent to the fountainhead free of the prejudices that disabled your judgment4 ,thus delivered from the false notions which could not fail to have stunted your growth hitherto1 how rapid would it not have become6 ,if any of you tell me my doctrine is presumptuous1 that it is contrary to what is taught in the ,new ,testament1 and what the best of men have always believed1 ,i will not therefore proceed to defend even my beliefs1 the principles on which ,i try to live--how much less my opinions6 ,i appeal to you instead1 whether or not ,i have spoken the truth concerning our paramount obligation to do the word of ,christ4 ,if you answer that ,i have not1 ,i have nothing more to say2 there is no other ground on which we can meet4 ,but if you allow that it is a prime1 even if you do not allow it the prime duty1 then what ,i insist upon is1 that you should do it1 so and not otherwise recommending the knowledge of him4 ,i do not attempt to change your opinions2 if they are wrong1 the obedience alone on which ,i insist can enable you to set them right2 ,i only pray you to obey1 and assert that thus only can you fit yourselves for understanding the mind of ,christ4 ,i say none but he who does right1 can think right2 you cannot know ,christ to be right until you do as he does1 as he tells you to do2 neither can you set him forth1 until you know him as he means himself to be known1 that is1 as he is4 ,if you are serving and trusting in ,mammon1 how can you know the living ,god who1 the source of life1 is alone to be trusted in6 ,if you do not admit that it is the duty of a man to do the word of ,christ1 or if1 admitting the duty1 you yet do not care to perform it1 why should ,i care to convince you that my doctrine is right8 ,what is it to any true man what you think of his doctrine8 ,what does it matter what you think of any doctrine8 ,if ,i could convince your judgment1 your hearts remaining as they are1 ,i should but add to your condemnation4 ,the true heart must see at once1 that1 however wrong ,i may or may not be in other things1 at least ,i am right in this1 that ,jesus must be obeyed1 and at once obeyed1 in the things he did say3 it will not long imagine to obey him in things he did not say4 ,if a man do what is unpleasing to ,christ1 believing it his will1 he shall yet gain thereby1 for it gives the ,lord a hold of him1 which he will use2 but before he can reach liberty1 he must be delivered from that falsehood4 ,for him who does not choose to see that ,christ must be obeyed1 he must be left to the teaching of the ,father1 who brings all that hear and learn of him to ,christ1 that they may learn what he is who has taught them and brought them4 ,he will leave no man to his own way1 however much he may prefer it4 ,the ,lord did not die to provide a man with the wretched heaven he may invent for himself1 or accept invented for him by others2 he died to give him life1 and bring him to the heaven of the ,father's peace2 the children must share in the essential bliss of the ,father and the ,son4 ,this is and has been the ,father's work from the beginning--to bring us into the home of his heart1 where he shares the glories of life with the ,living ,one1 in whom was born life to light men back to the original life4 ,this is our destiny2 and however a man may refuse1 he will find it hard to fight with ,god--useless to kick against the goads of his love4 ,for the ,father is goading him1 or will goad him1 if needful1 into life by unrest and trouble2 hell-fire will have its turn if less will not do3 can any need it more than such as will neither enter the kingdom of heaven themselves1 nor suffer them to enter it that would8 ,the old race of the ,pharisees is by no means extinct2 they were ,st ,paul's great trouble1 and are yet to be found in every religious community under the sun4 ,the one only thing truly to reconcile all differences is1 to walk in the light4 ,so ,st ,paul teaches us in his epistle to the ,philippians1 the third chapter and sixteenth verse4 ,after setting forth the loftiest idea of human endeavour in declaring the summit of his own aspiration1 he says--not1 ',this must be your endeavour also1 or you cannot be saved2' but1 ',if in anything ye be otherwise minded1 ,god shall reveal even this unto you4 ,nevertheless whereto we have already attained1 let us walk by that same4' ,observe what widest conceivable scope is given by the apostle to honest opinion1 even in things of grandest import6--the one only essential point with him is1 that whereto we have attained1 what we have seen to be true1 we walk by that4 ,in such walking1 and in such walking only1 love will grow1 truth will grow2 the soul1 then first in its genuine element and true relation towards ,god1 will see into reality that was before but a blank to it2 and he who has promised to teach1 will teach abundantly4 ,faster and faster will the glory of the ,lord dawn upon the hearts and minds of his people so walking--then his people indeed2 fast and far will the knowledge of him spread1 for truth of action1 both preceding and following truth of word1 will prepare the way before him4 ,the man walking in that whereto he has attained1 will be able to think aright2 the man who does not think right1 is unable because he has not been walking right2 only when he begins to do the thing he knows1 does he begin to be able to think aright2 then ,god comes to him in a new and higher way1 and works along with the spirit he has created4 ,the soul1 without its heaven above its head1 without its life-breath around it1 without its love-treasure in its heart1 without its origin one with it and bound up in it1 without its true self and originating life1 cannot think to any real purpose-- nor ever would to all eternity4 ,when man joins with ,god1 then is all impotence and discord cast out4 ,until then1 there can be but jar2 ,god is in contest with the gates of hell that open in the man1 and can but hold his own2 when the man joins him1 then is ,satan foiled4 ,for then first nature receives her necessity3 no such necessity has she as this law of all laws--that ,god and man are one4 ,until they begin to be one in the reality as in the divine idea1 in the flower as in the root1 in the finishing as in the issuing creation1 nothing can go right with the man1 and ,god can have no rest from his labour in him4 ,as the greatest orbs in heaven are drawn by the least1 ,god himself must be held in divine disquiet until every one of his family be brought home to his heart1 to be one with him in a unity too absolute1 profound1 far-reaching1 fine1 and intense1 to be understood by any but the ,god from whom it comes1 yet to be guessed at by the soul from the unspeakableness of its delight when at length it is with the only that can be its own1 the one that it can possess1 the one that can possess it4 ,for ,god is the heritage of the soul in the ownness of origin2 man is the offspring of his making will1 of his life2 ,god himself is his birth-place2 ,god is the self that makes the soul able to say ,i too1 ,i myself4 ,this absolute unspeakable bliss of the creature is that for which the ,son died1 for which the ,father suffered with him4 ,then only is life itself2 then only is it right1 is it one2 then only is it as designed and necessitated by the eternal life-outgiving ,life4 ,whereto then we have attained let us walk by that same6 ,,end ,,of ,,the ,,second ,,series4 ,,unspoken ,,sermons ,,series ,,three ,,to ,,my ,,wife ,sun and wind and rain1 the ,lord ,is to seed his ,father buried ,for he is the living ,word1 ,and the quickening ,spirit4 ,,bordighera3 ,may #c1 #ahhi4 ,,the ,,creation ,,in ,,christ4 ,all things were made by him1 and without him was not anything made that was made4 ,in him was life1 and the life was the light of men4--,john i4 #c1 #d4 ,it seems to me that any lover of the gospel given to thinking1 and especially one accustomed to the effort of uttering thought1 can hardly have failed to feel dissatisfaction1 more or less definite1 with the close of the third verse1 as here presented to ,english readers4 ,it seems to me in its feebleness1 unlike1 and rhetorically unworthy of the rest4 ,that it is no worse than pleonastic1 that is1 redundant1 therefore only unnecessary1 can be no satisfaction to the man who would find perfection1 if he may1 in the words of him who was nearer the ,lord than any other4 ,the phrase 'that was made' seems1 from its uselessness1 weak even to foolishness after what precedes3 ',all things were made by him1 and without him was not anything made that was made4' ,my hope was therefore great when ,i saw1 in reading the ,greek1 that the shifting of a period would rid me of the pleonasm4 ,if thereupon any precious result of meaning should follow1 the change would not merely be justifiable--seeing that points are of no authority with anyone accustomed to the vagaries of scribes1 editors1 and printers--but one for which to give thanks to ,god4 ,and ,i found the change did unfold such a truth as showed the rhetoric itself in accordance with the highest thought of the apostle4 ,so glad was ,i1 that it added little to my satisfaction to find the change supported by the best manuscripts and versions4 ,it could add none to learn that the passage had been1 in respect of the two readings1 a cause of much disputation3 the ground of argument on the side of the common reading1 seemed to me worse than worthless4 ,let us then look at the passage as ,i think it ought to be translated1 and after that1 seek the meaning for the sake of which it was written4 ,it is a meaning indeed by no means dependent for its revelation on this passage1 belonging as it does to the very truth as it is in ,jesus2 but it is therein magnificently expressed by the apostle1 and differently from anywhere else--that is1 if ,i am right in the interpretation which suggested itself the moment ,i saw the probable rhetorical relation of the words4 ',all things were made through him1 and without him was made not one thing4 ,that which was made in him was life1 and the life was the light of men4' ,note the antithesis of the through and the in4 ,in this grand assertion seems to me to lie1 more than shadowed1 the germ of creation and redemption--of all the divine in its relation to all the human4 ,in attempting to set forth what ,i find in it1 ,i write with no desire to provoke controversy1 which ,i loathe1 but with some hope of presenting to the minds of such as have become capable of seeing it1 the glory of the truth of the ,father and the ,son1 as uttered by this first of seers1 after the grandest fashion of his insight4 ,i am as indifferent to a reputation for orthodoxy as ,i despise the championship of novelty4 ,to the untrue1 the truth itself must seem unsound1 for the light that is in them is darkness4 ,i believe1 then1 that ,jesus ,christ is the eternal son of the eternal father2 that from the first of firstness ,jesus is the son1 because ,god is the father--a statement imperfect and unfit because an attempt of human thought to represent that which it cannot grasp1 yet which it so believes that it must try to utter it even in speech that cannot be right4 ,i believe therefore that the ,father is the greater1 that if the ,father had not been1 the ,son could not have been4 ,i will not apply logic to the thesis1 nor would ,i state it now but for the sake of what is to follow4 ,the true heart will remember the inadequacy of our speech1 and our thought also1 to the things that lie near the unknown roots of our existence4 ,in saying what ,i do1 ,i only say what ,paul implies when he speaks of the ,lord giving up the kingdom to his father1 that ,god may be all in all4 ,i worship the ,son as the human ,god1 the divine1 the only ,man1 deriving his being and power from the ,father1 equal with him as a son is the equal at once and the subject of his father--but making himself the equal of his father in what is most precious in ,godhead1 namely1 ,love--which is1 indeed1 the essence of that statement of the evangelist with which ,i have now to do--a higher thing than the making of the worlds and the things in them1 which he did by the power of the ,father1 not by a self-existent power in himself1 whence the apostle1 to whom the ,lord must have said things he did not say to the rest1 or who was better able to receive what he said to all1 says1 ',all things were made' not by1 but 'through him4' ,we must not wonder things away into nonentity1 but try to present them to ourselves after what fashion we are able--our shadows of the heavenly4 ,for our very beings and understandings and consciousnesses1 though but shadows in regard to any perfection either of outline or operation1 are yet shadows of his being1 his understanding1 his consciousness1 and he has cast those shadows2 they are no more causally our own than his power of creation is ours4 ,in our shadow-speech then1 and following with my shadow-understanding as best ,i can the words of the evangelist1 ,i say1 ,the ,father1 in bringing out of the unseen the things that are seen1 made essential use of the ,son1 so that all that exists was created through him4 ,what the difference between the part in creation of the ,father and the part of the ,son may be1 who can understand8--but perhaps we may one day come to see into it a little2 for ,i dare hope that1 through our willed sonship1 we shall come far nearer ourselves to creating4 ,the word creation applied to the loftiest success of human genius1 seems to me a mockery of humanity1 itself in process of creation4 ,let us read the text again3 ',all things were made through him1 and without him was made not one thing4 ,that which was made in him was life4' ,you begin to see it8 ,the power by which he created the worlds was given him by his father2 he had in himself a greater power than that by which he made the worlds4 ,there was something made1 not through but in him2 something brought into being by himself4 ,here he creates in his grand way1 in himself1 as did the ,father4 ',that which was made in him was life' ,what does this mean8 ,what is the life the apostle intends8 ,many forms of life have come to being through the ,son1 but those were results1 not forms of the life that was brought to existence in him4 ,he could not have been employed by the ,father in creating1 save in virtue of the life that was in him4 ,as to what the life of ,god is to himself1 we can only know that we cannot know it--even that not being absolute ignorance1 for no one can see that1 from its very nature1 he cannot understand a thing without therein approaching that thing in a most genuine manner4 ,as to what the life of ,god is in relation to us1 we know that it is the causing life of everything that we call life--of everything that is2 and in knowing this1 we know something of that life1 by the very forms of its force4 ,but the one interminable mystery1 for ,i presume the two make but one mystery--a mystery that must be a mystery to us for ever1 not because ,god will not explain it1 but because ,god himself could not make us understand it--is first1 how he can be self-existent1 and next1 how he can make other beings exist3 self-existence and creation no man will ever understand4 ,again1 regarding the matter from the side of the creature--the cause of his being is antecedent to that being2 he can therefore have no knowledge of his own creation2 neither could he understand that which he can do nothing like4 ,if we could make ourselves1 we should understand our creation1 but to do that we must be ,god4 ,and of all ideas this--that1 with the self-dissatisfied1 painfully circumscribed consciousness ,i possess1 ,i could in any way have caused myself1 is the most dismal and hopeless4 ,nevertheless1 if ,i be a child of ,god1 ,i must be like him1 like him even in the matter of this creative energy4 ,there must be something in me that corresponds in its childish way to the eternal might in him4 ,but ,i am forestalling4 ,the question now is3 ,what was that life1 the thing made in the ,son--made by him inside himself1 not outside him--made not through but in him--the life that was his own1 as ,god's is his own8 ,it was1 ,i answer1 that act in him that corresponded in him1 as the son1 to the self-existence of his father4 ,now what is the deepest in ,god8 ,his power8 ,no1 for power could not make him what we mean when we say ,god4 ,evil could1 of course1 never create one atom2 but let us understand very plainly1 that a being whose essence was only power would be such a negation of the divine that no righteous worship could be offered him3 his service must be fear1 and fear only4 ,such a being1 even were he righteous in judgment1 yet could not be ,god4 ,the ,god himself whom we love could not be righteous were he not something deeper and better still than we generally mean by the word--but1 alas1 how little can language say without seeming to say something wrong6 ,in one word1 ,god is ,love4 ,love is the deepest depth1 the essence of his nature1 at the root of all his being4 ,it is not merely that he could not be ,god1 if he had made no creatures to whom to be ,god2 but love is the heart and hand of his creation2 it is his right to create1 and his power to create as well4 ,the love that foresees creation is itself the power to create4 ,neither could he be righteous--that is1 fair to his creatures--but that his love created them4 ,his perfection is his love4 ,all his divine rights rest upon his love4 ,ah1 he is not the great monarch6 ,the simplest peasant loving his cow1 is more divine than any monarch whose monarchy is his glory4 ,if ,god would not punish sin1 or if he did it for anything but love1 he would not be the father of ,jesus ,christ1 the ,god who works as ,jesus wrought4 ,what then1 ,i say once more1 is in ,christ correspondent to the creative power of ,god8 ,it must be something that comes also of love2 and in the ,son the love must be to the already existent4 ,because of that eternal love which has no beginning1 the ,father must have the ,son4 ,god could not love1 could not be love1 without making things to love3 ,jesus has ,god to love2 the love of the ,son is responsive to the love of the ,father4 ,the response to self-existent love is self-abnegating love4 ,the refusal of himself is that in ,jesus which corresponds to the creation of ,god4 ,his love takes action1 creates1 in self-abjuration1 in the death of self as motive2 in the drowning of self in the life of ,god1 where it lives only as love4 ,what is life in a child8 ,is it not perfect response to his parents8 thorough oneness with them8 ,a child at strife with his parents1 one in whom their will is not his1 is no child2 as a child he is dead1 and his death is manifest in rigidity and contortion4 ,his spiritual order is on the way to chaos4 ,disintegration has begun4 ,death is at work in him4 ,see the same child yielding to the will that is righteously above his own2 see the life begin to flow from the heart through the members2 see the relaxing limbs2 see the light rise like a fountain in his eyes1 and flash from his face6 ,life has again its lordship6 ,the life of ,christ is this--negatively1 that he does nothing1 cares for nothing for his own sake2 positively1 that he cares with his whole soul for the will1 the pleasure of his father4 ,because his father is his father1 therefore he will be his child4 ,the truth in ,jesus is his relation to his father2 the righteousness of ,jesus is his fulfilment of that relation4 ,meeting this relation1 loving his father with his whole being1 he is not merely alive as born of ,god2 but1 giving himself with perfect will to ,god1 choosing to die to himself and live to ,god1 he therein creates in himself a new and higher life2 and1 standing upon himself1 has gained the power to awake life1 the divine shadow of his own1 in the hearts of us his brothers and sisters1 who have come from the same birth-home as himself1 namely1 the heart of his ,god and our ,god1 his father and our father1 but who1 without our elder brother to do it first1 would never have chosen that self-abjuration which is life1 never have become alive like him4 ,to will1 not from self1 but with the ,eternal1 is to live4 ,this choice of his own being1 in the full knowledge of what he did2 this active willing to be the ,son of the ,father1 perfect in obedience--is that in ,jesus which responds and corresponds to the self-existence of ,god4 ,jesus rose at once to the height of his being1 set himself down on the throne of his nature1 in the act of subjecting himself to the will of the ,father as his only good1 the only reason of his existence4 ,when he died on the cross1 he did that1 in the wild weather of his outlying provinces in the torture of the body of his revelation1 which he had done at home in glory and gladness4 ,from the infinite beginning--for here ,i can speak only by contradictions-he completed and held fast the eternal circle of his existence in saying1 ',thy will1 not mine1 be done6' ,he made himself what he is by deathing himself into the will of the eternal ,father1 through which will he was the eternal ,son--thus plunging into the fountain of his own life1 the everlasting ,fatherhood1 and taking the ,godhead of the ,son4 ,this is the life that was made in ,jesus3 ',that which was made in him was life4' ,this life1 self-willed in ,jesus1 is the one thing that makes such life--the eternal life1 the true life1 possible--nay1 imperative1 essential1 to every man1 woman1 and child1 whom the ,father has sent into the outer1 that he may go back into the inner world1 his heart4 ,as the self-existent life of the ,father has given us being1 so the willed devotion of ,jesus is his power to give us eternal life like his own--to enable us to do the same4 ,there is no life for any man1 other than the same kind that ,jesus has2 his disciple must live by the same absolute devotion of his will to the ,father's2 then is his life one with the life of the ,father4 ,because we are come out of the divine nature1 which chooses to be divine1 we must choose to be divine1 to be of ,god1 to be one with ,god1 loving and living as he loves and lives1 and so be partakers of the divine nature1 or we perish4 ,man cannot originate this life2 it must be shown him1 and he must choose it4 ,god is the father of ,jesus and of us--of every possibility of our being2 but while ,god is the father of his children1 ,jesus is the father of their sonship2 for in him is made the life which is sonship to the ,father--the recognition1 namely1 in fact and life1 that the ,father has his claim upon his sons and daughters4 ,we are not and cannot become true sons without our will willing his will1 our doing following his making4 ,it was the will of ,jesus to be the thing ,god willed and meant him1 that made him the true son of ,god4 ,he was not the son of ,god because he could not help it1 but because he willed to be in himself the son that he was in the divine idea4 ,so with us3 we must be the sons we are4 ,we are not made to be what we cannot help being2 sons and daughters are not after such fashion6 ,we are sons and daughters in ,god's claim2 we must be sons and daughters in our will4 ,and we can be sons and daughters1 saved into the original necessity and bliss of our being1 only by choosing ,god for the father he is1 and doing his will--yielding ourselves true sons to the absolute ,father4 ,therein lies human bliss--only and essential4 ,the working out of this our salvation must be pain1 and the handing of it down to them that are below must ever be in pain2 but the eternal form of the will of ,god in and for us1 is intensity of bliss4 ',and the life was the light of men4' ,the life of which ,i have now spoken became light to men in the appearing of him in whom it came into being4 ,the life became light that men might see it1 and themselves live by choosing that life also1 by choosing so to live1 such to be4 ,there is always something deeper than anything said--something of which all human1 all divine words1 figures1 pictures1 motion-forms1 are but the outer laminar spheres through which the central reality shines more or less plainly4 ,light itself is but the poor outside form of a deeper1 better thing1 namely1 life4 ,the life is ,christ4 ,the light too is ,christ1 but only the body of ,christ4 ,the life is ,christ himself4 ,the light is what we see and shall see in him2 the life is what we may be in him4 ,the life 'is a light by abundant clarity invisible2' it is the unspeakable unknown2 it must become light such as men can see before men can know it4 ,therefore the obedient human ,god appeared as the obedient divine man1 doing the works of his father--the things1 that is1 which his father did--doing them humbly before unfriendly brethren4 ,the ,son of the ,father must take his own form in the substance of flesh1 that he may be seen of men1 and so become the light of men--not that men may have light1 but that men may have life2--that1 seeing what they could not originate1 they may1 through the life that is in them1 begin to hunger after the life of which they are capable1 and which is essential to their being2--that the life in them may long for him who is their life1 and thirst for its own perfection1 even as root and stem may thirst for the flower for whose sake1 and through whose presence in them1 they exist4 ,that the child of ,god may become the son of ,god by beholding the ,son1 the life revealed in light2 that the radiant heart of the ,son of ,god may be the sunlight to his fellows2 that the idea may be drawn out by the presence and drawing of the ,ideal--that ,ideal1 the perfect ,son of the ,father1 was sent to his brethren4 ,let us not forget that the devotion of the ,son could never have been but for the devotion of the ,father1 who never seeks his own glory one atom more than does the ,son2 who is devoted to the ,son1 and to all his sons and daughters1 with a devotion perfect and eternal1 with fathomless unselfishness4 ,the whole being and doing of ,jesus on earth is the same as his being and doing from all eternity1 that whereby he is the blessed son-,god of the father-,god2 it is the shining out of that life that men might see it4 ,it is a being like ,god1 a doing of the will of ,god1 a working of the works of ,god1 therefore an unveiling of the ,father in the ,son1 that men may know him4 ,it is the prayer of the ,son to the rest of the sons to come back to the ,father1 to be reconciled to the ,father1 to behave to the ,father as he does4 ,he seems to me to say3 ',i know your father1 for he is my father2 ,i know him because ,i have been with him from eternity4 ,you do not know him2 ,i have come to you to tell you that as ,i am1 such is he2 that he is just like me1 only greater and better4 ,he only is the true1 original good2 ,i am true because ,i seek nothing but his will4 ,he only is all in all2 ,i am not all in all1 but he is my father1 and ,i am the son in whom his heart of love is satisfied4 ,come home with me1 and sit with me on the throne of my obedience4 ,together we will do his will1 and be glad with him1 for his will is the only good4 ,you may do with me as you please2 ,i will not defend myself4 ,because ,i speak true1 my witness is unswerving2 ,i stand to it1 come what may4 ,if ,i held my face to my testimony only till danger came close1 and then prayed the ,father for twelve legions of angels to deliver me1 that would be to say the ,father would do anything for his children until it began to hurt him4 ,i bear witness that my father is such as ,i4 ,in the face of death ,i assert it1 and dare death to disprove it4 ,kill me2 do what you will and can against me2 my father is true1 and ,i am true in saying that he is true4 ,danger or hurt cannot turn me aside from this my witness4 ,death can only kill my body2 he cannot make me his captive4 ,father1 thy will be done6 ,the pain will pass2 it will be but for a time6 ,gladly will ,i suffer that men may know that ,i live1 and that thou art my life4 ,be with me1 father1 that it may not be more than ,i can bear4' ,friends1 if you think anything less than this could redeem the world1 or make blessed any child that ,god has created1 you know neither the ,son nor the ,father4 ,the bond of the universe1 the chain that holds it together1 the one active unity1 the harmony of things1 the negation of difference1 the reconciliation of all forms1 all shows1 all wandering desires1 all returning loves2 the fact at the root of every vision1 revealing that 'love is the only good in the world1' and selfishness the one thing hateful1 in the city of the living ,god unutterable1 is the devotion of the ,son to the ,father4 ,it is the life of the universe4 ,it is not the fact that ,god created all things1 that makes the universe a whole2 but that he through whom he created them loves him perfectly1 is eternally content in his father1 is satisfied to be because his father is with him4 ,it is not the fact that ,god is all in all1 that unites the universe2 it is the love of the ,son to the ,father4 ,for of no onehood comes unity2 there can be no oneness where there is only one4 ,for the very beginnings of unity there must be two4 ,without ,christ1 therefore1 there could be no universe4 ,the reconciliation wrought by ,jesus is not the primary source of unity1 of safety to the world2 that reconciliation was the necessary working out of the eternal antecedent fact1 the fact making itself potent upon the rest of the family--that ,god and ,christ are one1 are father and son1 the ,father loving the ,son as only the ,father can love1 the ,son loving the ,father as only the ,son can love4 ,the prayer of the ,lord for unity between men and the ,father and himself1 springs from the eternal need of love4 ,the more ,i regard it1 the more ,i am lost in the wonder and glory of the thing4 ,but for the ,father and the ,son1 no two would care a jot the one for the other4 ,it might be the right way for creatures to love because of mere existence1 but what two creatures would ever have originated the loving8 ,i cannot for a moment believe it would have been ,i4 ,even had ,i come into being as now with an inclination to love1 selfishness would soon have overborne it4 ,but if the ,father loves the ,son1 if the very music that makes the harmony of life lies1 not in the theory of love in the heart of the ,father1 but in the fact of it1 in the burning love in the hearts of ,father and ,son1 then glory be to the ,father and to the ,son1 and to the spirit of both1 the fatherhood of the ,father meeting and blending with the sonhood of the ,son1 and drawing us up into the glory of their joy1 to share in the thoughts of love that pass between them1 in their thoughts of delight and rest in each other1 in their thoughts of joy in all the little ones4 ,the life of ,jesus is the light of men1 revealing to them the ,father4 ,but light is not enough2 light is for the sake of life4 ,we too must have life in ourselves4 ,we too must1 like the ,life himself1 live4 ,we can live in no way but that in which ,jesus lived1 in which life was made in him4 ,that way is1 to give up our life4 ,this is the one supreme action of life possible to us for the making of life in ourselves4 ,christ did it of himself1 and so became light to us1 that we might be able to do it in ourselves1 after him1 and through his originating act4 ,we must do it ourselves1 ,i say4 ,the help that he has given and gives1 the light and the spirit-working of the ,lord1 the spirit1 in our hearts1 is all in order that we may1 as we must1 do it ourselves4 ,till then we are not alive2 life is not made in us4 ,the whole strife and labour and agony of the ,son with every man1 is to get him to die as he died4 ,all preaching that aims not at this1 is a building with wood and hay and stubble4 ,if ,i say not with whole heart1 ',my father1 do with me as thou wilt1 only help me against myself and for thee2' if ,i cannot say1 ',i am thy child1 the inheritor of thy spirit1 thy being1 a part of thyself1 glorious in thee1 but grown poor in me3 let me be thy dog1 thy horse1 thy anything thou willest2 let me be thine in any shape the love that is my ,father may please to have me2 let me be thine in any way1 and my own or another's in no way but thine2'--if we cannot1 fully as this1 give ourselves to the ,father1 then we have not yet laid hold upon that for which ,christ has laid hold upon us4 ,the faith that a man may1 nay1 must put in ,god1 reaches above earth and sky1 stretches beyond the farthest outlying star of the creatable universe4 ,the question is not at present1 however1 of removing mountains1 a thing that will one day be simple to us1 but of waking and rising from the dead now4 ,when a man truly and perfectly says with ,jesus1 and as ,jesus said it1 ',thy will be done1' he closes the everlasting life-circle2 the life of the ,father and the ,son flows through him2 he is a part of the divine organism4 ,then is the prayer of the ,lord in him fulfilled3 ',i in them and thou in me1 that they made be made perfect in one4' ,the ,christ in us1 is the spirit of the perfect child toward the perfect father4 ,the ,christ in us is our own true nature made blossom in us by the ,lord1 whose life is the light of men that it may become the life of men2 for our true nature is childhood to the ,father4 ,friends1 those of you who know1 or suspect1 that these things are true1 let us arise and live--arise even in the darkest moments of spiritual stupidity1 when hope itself sees nothing to hope for4 ,let us not trouble ourselves about the cause of our earthliness1 except we know it to be some unrighteousness in us1 but go at once to the ,life4 ,never1 never let us accept as consolation the poor suggestion1 that the cause of our deadness is physical4 ,can it be comfort to know that this body of ours1 because of the death in it1 is too much for the spirit--which ought not merely to triumph over it1 but to inspire it with subjection and obedience8 ,let us comfort ourselves in the thought of the ,father and the ,son4 ,so long as there dwells harmony1 so long as the ,son loves the ,father with all the love the ,father can welcome1 all is well with the little ones4 ,god is all right--why should we mind standing in the dark for a minute outside his window8 ,of course we miss the inness1 but there is a bliss of its own in waiting4 ,what if the rain be falling1 and the wind blowing2 what if we stand alone1 or1 more painful still1 have some dear one beside us1 sharing our outness2 what even if the window be not shining1 because of the curtains of good inscrutable drawn across it2 let us think to ourselves1 or say to our friend1 ',god is2 ,jesus is not dead2 nothing can be going wrong1 however it may look so to hearts unfinished in childness4' ,let us say to the ,lord1 ',jesus1 art thou loving the ,father in there8 ,then we out here will do his will1 patiently waiting till he open the door4 ,we shall not mind the wind or the rain much4 ,perhaps thou art saying to the ,father1 ,thy little ones need some wind and rain3 their buds are hard2 the flowers do not come out4 ,i cannot get them made blessed without a little more winter-weather4 ,then perhaps the ,father will say1 ,comfort them1 my son ,jesus1 with the memory of thy patience when thou wast missing me4 ,comfort them that thou wast sure of me when everything about thee seemed so unlike me1 so unlike the place thou hadst left4' ,in a word1 let us be at peace1 because peace is at the heart of things--peace and utter satisfaction between the ,father and the ,son--in which peace they call us to share2 in which peace they promise that at length1 when they have their good way with us1 we shall share4 ,before us1 then1 lies a bliss unspeakable1 a bliss beyond the thought or invention of man1 to every child who will fall in with the perfect imagination of the ,father4 ,his imagination is one with his creative will4 ,the thing that ,god imagines1 that thing exists4 ,when the created falls in with the will of him who 'loved him into being1' then all is well2 thenceforward the mighty creation goes on in him upon higher and yet higher levels1 in more and yet more divine airs4 ,thy will1 ,o ,god1 be done6 ,nought else is other than loss1 than decay1 than corruption4 ,there is no life but that born of the life that the ,word made in himself by doing thy will1 which life is the light of men4 ,through that light is born the life of men--the same life in them that came first into being in ,jesus4 ,as he laid down his life1 so must men lay down their lives1 that as he liveth they may live also4 ,that which was made in him was life1 and the life is the light of men2 and yet his own1 to whom he was sent1 did not believe him4 ,,the ,,knowing ,,of ,,the ,,son4 ,ye have neither heard his voice at any time1 nor seen his shape4 ,and ye have not his word abiding in you2 for whom he hath sent1 him ye believe not4--,john v4 #cg1 #ch4 ,we shall know one day just how near we come in the ,new ,testament to the very words of the ,lord4 ,that we have them with a difference1 ,i cannot doubt4 ,for one thing1 ,i do not believe he spoke in ,greek4 ,he was sent to the lost sheep of the house of ,israel1 and would speak their natural language1 not that which1 at best1 they knew in secondary fashion4 ,that the thoughts of ,god would come out of the heart of ,jesus in anything but the mother-tongue of the simple men to whom he spoke1 ,i cannot think4 ,he may perhaps have spoken to the ,jews of ,jerusalem in ,greek1 for they were less simple2 but at present ,i do not see ground to believe he did4 ,again1 are we bound to believe that ,john ,boanerges1 who indeed best1 and in some things alone1 understood him1 was able1 after such a lapse of years1 to give us in his gospel1 supposing the ,lord to have spoken to his disciples in ,greek1 the very words in which he uttered the simplest profundities ever heard in the human world8 ,i do not say he was not able2 ,i say--,are we bound to believe he was able8 ,when the disciples became1 by the divine presence in their hearts1 capable of understanding the ,lord1 they remembered things he had said which they had forgotten2 possibly the very words in which he said them returned to their memories2 but must we believe the evangelists always precisely recorded his words8 ,the little differences between their records is answer enough4 ,the gospel of ,john is the outcome of years and years of remembering1 recalling1 and pondering the words of the ,master1 one thing understood recalling another4 ,we cannot tell of how much the memory1 in best condition--that is1 with ,god in the man--may not be capable2 but ,i do not believe that ,john would have always given us the very words of the ,lord1 even if1 as ,i do not think he did1 he had spoken them in ,greek4 ,god has not cared that we should anywhere have assurance of his very words2 and that not merely1 perhaps1 because of the tendency in his children to word-worship1 false logic1 and corruption of the truth1 but because he would not have them oppressed by words1 seeing that words1 being human1 therefore but partially capable1 could not absolutely contain or express what the ,lord meant1 and that even he must depend for being understood upon the spirit of his disciple4 ,seeing it could not give life1 the letter should not be throned with power to kill2 it should be but the handmaid to open the door of the truth to the mind that was of the truth4 ',then you believe in an individual inspiration to anyone who chooses to lay claim to it6' ,yes--to everyone who claims it from ,god2 not to everyone who claims from men the recognition of his possessing it4 ,he who has a thing1 does not need to have it recognized4 ,if ,i did not believe in a special inspiration to every man who asks for the holy spirit1 the good thing of ,god1 ,i should have to throw aside the whole tale as an imposture2 for the ,lord has1 according to that tale1 promised such inspiration to those who ask it4 ,if an objector has not this spirit1 is not inspired with the truth1 he knows nothing of the words that are spirit and life2 and his objection is less worth heeding than that of a savage to the assertion of a chemist4 ,his assent equally is but the blowing of an idle horn4 ',but how is one to tell whether it be in truth the spirit of ,god that is speaking in a man8' ,you are not called upon to tell4 ,the question for you is whether you have the spirit of ,christ yourself4 ,the question is for you to put to yourself1 the question is for you to answer to yourself3 ,am ,i alive with the life of ,christ8 ,is his spirit dwelling in me8 ,everyone who desires to follow the ,master has the spirit of the ,master1 and will receive more1 that he may follow closer1 nearer1 in his very footsteps4 ,he is not called upon to prove to this or that or any man that he has the light of ,jesus2 he has to let his light shine4 ,it does not follow that his work is to teach others1 or that he is able to speak large truths in true forms4 ,when the strength or the joy or the pity of the truth urges him1 let him speak it out and not be afraid--content to be condemned for it2 comforted that if he mistake1 the ,lord himself will condemn him1 and save him 'as by fire4' ,the condemnation of his fellow men will not hurt him1 nor a whit the more that it be spoken in the name of ,christ4 ,if he speak true1 the ,lord will say ',i sent him4' ,for all truth is of him2 no man can see a true thing to be true but by the ,lord1 the spirit4 ',how am ,i to know that a thing is true8' ,by doing what you know to be true1 and calling nothing true until you see it to be true2 by shutting your mouth until the truth opens it4 ,are you meant to be silent8 ,then woe to you if you speak4 ',but if ,i do not take the words attributed to him by the evangelists1 for the certain1 absolute1 very words of the ,master1 how am ,i to know that they represent his truth8' ,by seeing in them what corresponds to the plainest truth he speaks1 and commends itself to the power that is working in you to make of you a true man2 by their appeal to your power of judging what is true2 by their rousing of your conscience4 ,if they do not seem to you true1 either they are not the words of the ,master1 or you are not true enough to understand them4 ,be certain of this1 that1 if any words that are his do not show their truth to you1 you have not received his message in them2 they are not yet to you the word of ,god1 for they are not in you spirit and life4 ,they may be the nearest to the truth that words can come2 they may have served to bring many into contact with the heart of ,god2 but for you they remain as yet sealed4 ,if yours be a true heart1 it will revere them because of the probability that they are words with the meaning of the ,master behind them2 to you they are the rock in the desert before ,moses spoke to it4 ,if you wait1 your ignorance will not hurt you2 if you presume to reason from them1 you are a blind man disputing of that you never saw4 ,to reason from a thing not understood1 is to walk straight into the mire4 ,to dare to reason of truth from words that do not show to us that they are true1 is the presumption of ,pharisaical hypocrisy4 ,only they who are not true1 are capable of doing it4 ,humble mistake will not hurt us3 the truth is there1 and the ,lord will see that we come to know it4 ,we may think we know it when we have scarce a glimpse of it2 but the error of a true heart will not be allowed to ruin it4 ,certainly that heart would not have mistaken the truth except for the untruth yet remaining in it2 but he who casts out devils will cast out that devil4 ,in the saying before us1 ,i see enough to enable me to believe that its words embody the mind of ,christ4 ,if ,i could not say this1 ,i should say1 ',the apostle has here put on record a saying of ,christ's2 ,i have not yet been able to recognise the mind of ,christ in it2 therefore ,i conclude that ,i cannot have understood it1 for to understand what is true is to know it true4' ,i have yet seen no words credibly reported as the words of ,jesus1 concerning which ,i dared to say1 ',his mind is not therein1 therefore the words are not his4' ,the mind of man call receive any word only in proportion as it is the word of ,christ1 and in proportion as he is one with ,christ4 ,to him who does verily receive his word1 it is a power1 not of argument1 but of life4 ,the words of the ,lord are not for the logic that deals with words as if they were things2 but for the spiritual logic that reasons from divine thought to divine thought1 dealing with spiritual facts4 ,no thought1 human or divine1 can be conveyed from man to man save through the symbolism of the creation4 ,the heavens and the earth are around us that it may be possible for us to speak of the unseen by the seen2 for the outermost husk of creation has correspondence with the deepest things of the ,creator4 ,he is not a ,god that hideth himself1 but a ,god who made that he might reveal2 he is consistent and one throughout4 ,there are things with which an enemy hath meddled2 but there are more things with which no enemy could meddle1 and by which we may speak of ,god4 ,they may not have revealed him to us1 but at least when he is revealed1 they show themselves so much of his nature1 that we at once use them as spiritual tokens in the commerce of the spirit1 to help convey to other minds what we may have seen of the unseen4 ,belonging to this sort of mediation are the words of the ,lord ,i would now look into4 ',and the ,father himself which hath sent me1 hath borne witness of me4 ,ye have neither heard his voice at any time1 nor seen his shape4 ,and ye have not his word abiding in you3 for whom he hath sent1 him ye believe not4' ,if ,jesus said these words1 he meant more1 not less1 than lies on their surface4 ,they cannot be mere assertion of what everybody knew2 neither can their repetition of similar negations be tautological4 ,they were not intended to inform the ,jews of a fact they would not have dreamed of denying4 ,who among them would say he had ever heard ,god's voice1 or seen his shape8 ,john himself says ',no man hath seen ,god at any time4' ,what is the tone of the passage8 ,it is reproach4 ,then he reproaches them that they had not seen ,god1 when no man hath seen ,god at any time1 and ,paul says no man can see him6 ,is there here any paradox8 ,there cannot be the sophism3 ',no man hath seen ,god2 ye are to blame that ye have not seen ,god2 therefore all men are to blame that they have not seen ,god6' ,if we read1 ',no man hath seen ,god1 but some men ought to have seen him1' we do not reap such hope for the race as will give the aspect of a revelation to the assurance that not one of those capable of seeing him has ever seen him6 ,the one utterance is of ,john2 the other of his master3 if there is any contradiction between them1 of course the words of ,john must be thrown away4 ,but there can hardly be contradiction1 since he who says the one thing1 is recorder of the other as said by his master1 him to whom he belonged1 whose disciple he was1 whom he loved as never man loved man before4 ,the word see is used in one sense in the one statement1 and in another sense in the other4 ,in the one it means see with the eyes2 in the other1 with the soul4 ,the one statement is made of all men2 the other is made to certain of the ,jews of ,jerusalem concerning themselves4 ,it is true that no man hath seen ,god1 and true that some men ought to have seen him4 ,no man hath seen him with his bodily eyes2 these ,jews ought to have seen him with their spiritual eyes4 ,no man has ever seen ,god in any outward1 visible1 close-fitting form of his own3 he is revealed in no shape save that of his son4 ,but multitudes of men have with their mind's1 or rather their heart's eye1 seen more or less of ,god2 and perhaps every man might have and ought to have seen something of him4 ,we cannot follow ,god into his infinitesimal intensities of spiritual operation1 any more than into the atomic life-potencies that lie deep beyond the eye of the microscope3 ,god may be working in the heart of a savage1 in a way that no wisdom of his wisest1 humblest child can see1 or imagine that it sees4 ,many who have never beheld the face of ,god1 may yet have caught a glimpse of the hem of his garment2 many who have never seen his shape1 may yet have seen the vastness of his shadow2 thousands who have never felt the warmth of its folds1 have yet been startled by ,no face3 only the sight ,of a sweepy garment vast and white4 ,some have dreamed his hand laid upon them1 who never knew themselves gathered to his bosom4 ,the reproach in the words of the ,lord is the reproach of men who ought to have had an experience they had not had4 ,let us look a little nearer at his words4 ',ye have not heard his voice at any time1' might mean1 ',ye have never listened to his voice1' or ',ye have never obeyed his voice' but the following phrase1 'nor seen his shape1' keeps us rather to the primary sense of the word hear3 ',the sound of his voice is unknown to you2' ',you have never heard his voice so as to know it for his4' ',you have not seen his shape2'--',you do not know what he is like4' ,plainly he implies1 ',you ought to know his voice2 you ought to know what he is like4' ',you have not his word abiding in you2'--',the word that is in you from the beginning1 the word of ,god in your conscience1 you have not kept with you1 it is not dwelling in you2 by yourselves accepted as the witness of ,moses1 the scripture in which you think you have eternal life does not abide with you1 is not at home in you4 ,it comes to you and goes from you4 ,you hear1 heed not1 and forget4 ,you do not dwell with it1 and brood upon it1 and obey it4 ,it finds no acquaintance in you4 ,you are not of its kind4 ,you are not of those to whom the word of ,god comes4 ,their ears are ready to hear2 they hunger after the word of the ,father4' ,on what does the ,lord found this his accusation of them8 ,what is the sign in them of their ignorance of ,god8--,for whom he hath sent1 him ye believe not4' ',how so8' the ,jews might answer4 ',have we not asked from thee a sign from heaven1 and hast thou not pointblank refused it8' ,the argument of the ,lord was indeed of small weight with1 and of little use to1 those to whom it most applied1 for the more it applied1 the more incapable were they of seeing that it did apply2 but it would be of great force upon some that stood listening1 their minds more or less open to the truth1 and their hearts drawn to the man before them4 ,his argument was this3 ',if ye had ever heard the ,father's voice2 if ye had ever known his call2 if you had ever imagined him1 or a ,god anything like him2 if you had cared for his will so that his word was at home in your hearts1 you would have known me when you saw me--known that ,i must come from him1 that ,i must be his messenger1 and would have listened to me4 ,the least acquaintance with ,god1 such as any true heart must have1 would have made you recognize that ,i came from the ,god of whom you knew that something4 ,you would have been capable of knowing me by the light of his word abiding in you2 by the shape you had beheld however vaguely2 by the likeness of my face and my voice to those of my father4 ,you would have seen my father in me2 you would have known me by the little you knew of him4 ,the family-feeling would have been awake in you1 the holy instinct of the same spirit1 making you know your elder brother4 ,that you do not know me now1 as ,i stand here speaking to you1 is that you do not know your own father1 even my father2 that throughout your lives you have refused to do his will1 and so have not heard his voice2 that you have shut your eyes from seeing him1 and have thought of him only as a partisan of your ambitions4 ,if you had loved my father1 you would have known his son4' ,and ,i think he might have said1 ',if even you had loved your neighbour1 you would have known me1 neighbour to the deepest and best in you4' ,if the ,lord were to appear this day in ,england as once in ,palestine1 he would not come in the halo of the painters1 or with that wintry shine of effeminate beauty1 of sweet weakness1 in which it is their helpless custom to represent him4 ,neither would he probably come as carpenter1 or mason1 or gardener4 ,he would come in such form and condition as might bear to the present ,england1 ,scotland1 and ,ireland1 a relation like that which the form and condition he then came in1 bore to the motley ,judea1 ,samaria1 and ,galilee4 ,if he came thus1 in form altogether unlooked for1 who would they be that recognized and received him8 ,the idea involves no absurdity4 ,he is not far from us at any moment--if the old story be indeed more than the best and strongest of the fables that possess the world4 ,he might at any moment appear3 who1 ,i ask1 would be the first to receive him8 ,now1 as then1 it would of course be the childlike in heart1 the truest1 the least selfish4 ,they would not be the highest in the estimation of any church1 for the childlike are not yet the many4 ,it might not even be those that knew most about the former visit of the ,master1 that had pondered every word of the ,greek ,testament4 ,the first to cry1 ',it is the ,lord6' would be neither 'good churchman' nor 'good dissenter4' ,it would be no one with so little of the mind of ,christ as to imagine him caring about stupid outside matters4 ,it would not be the man that holds by the mooring-ring of the letter1 fast in the quay of what he calls theology1 and from his rotting deck abuses the presumption of those that go down to the sea in ships--lets the wind of the spirit blow where it listeth1 but never blow him out among its wonders in the deep4 ,it would not be he who1 obeying a command1 does not care to see reason in the command2 not he who1 from very barrenness of soul1 cannot receive the meaning and will of the ,master1 and so fails to fulfil the letter of his word1 making it of none effect4 ,it would certainly1 if any1 be those who were likest the ,master--those1 namely1 that did the will of their father and his father1 that built their house on the rock by hearing and doing his sayings4 ,but are there any enough like him to know him at once by the sound of his voice1 by the look of his face4 ,there are multitudes who would at once be taken by a false ,christ fashioned after their fancy1 and would at once reject the ,lord as a poor impostor4 ,one thing is certain3 they who first recognized him would be those that most loved righteousness and hated iniquity4 ,but ,i would not forget that there are many in whom foolish forms cover a live heart1 warm toward everything human and divine2 for the worst-fitting and ugliest robe may hide the loveliest form4 ,every covering is not a clothing4 ,the grass clothes the fields2 the glory surpassing ,solomon's clothes the grass2 but the traditions of the worthiest elders will not clothe any soul--how much less the traditions of the unworthy6 ,its true clothing must grow out of the live soul itself4 ,some naked souls need but the sight of truth to rush to it1 as ,dante says1 like a wild beast to his den2 others1 heavily clad in the garments the scribes have left behind them1 and fearful of rending that which is fit only to be trodden underfoot1 right cautiously approach the truth1 go round and round it like a shy horse that fears a hidden enemy4 ,but let each be true after the fashion possible to him1 and he shall have the ,master's praise4 ,if the ,lord were to appear1 the many who take the common presentation of thing or person for the thing or person1 could never recognize the new vision as another form of the old3 the ,master has been so misrepresented by such as have claimed to present him1 and especially in the one eternal fact of facts--the relation between him and his father--that it is impossible they should see any likeness4 ,for my part1 ,i would believe in no ,god rather than in such a ,god as is generally offered for believing in4 ,how far those may be to blame who1 righteously disgusted1 cast the idea from them1 nor make inquiry whether something in it may not be true1 though most must be false1 neither grant it any claim to investigation on the chance that some that call themselves his prophets may have taken spiritual bribes ,to mingle beauty with infirmities1 ,and pure perfection with impure defeature-- how far those may be to blame1 it is not my work to inquire4 ,some would grasp with gladness the hope that such chance might be proved a fact2 others would not care to discern upon the palimpsest1 covered but not obliterated1 a credible tale of a perfect man revealing a perfect ,god3 they are not true enough to desire that to be fact which would immediately demand the modelling of their lives upon a perfect idea1 and the founding of their every hope upon the same4 ,but we all1 beholding the glory of the ,lord1 are changed into the same image4 ,,the ,,mirrors ,,of ,,the ,,lord4 ,but we all1 with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the ,lord1 are changed into the same image from glory to glory1 even as by the spirit of the ,lord4--,,ii4 ,corinthians iii4 #ah4 ,we may see from this passage how the apostle ,paul received the ,lord1 and how he understands his life to be the light of men1 and so their life also4 ,of all writers ,i know1 ,paul seems to me the most plainly1 the most determinedly practical in his writing4 ,what has been called his mysticism is at one time the exercise of a power of seeing1 as by spiritual refraction1 truths that had not1 perhaps have not yet1 risen above the human horizon2 at another1 the result of a wide-eyed habit of noting the analogies and correspondences between the concentric regions of creation2 it is the working of a poetic imagination divinely alive1 whose part is to foresee and welcome approaching truth2 to discover the same principle in things that look unlike2 to embody things discovered1 in forms and symbols heretofore unused1 and so present to other minds the deeper truths to which those forms and symbols owe their being4 ,i find in ,paul's writing the same artistic fault1 with the same resulting difficulty1 that ,i find in ,shakspere's--a fault that1 in each case1 springs from the admirable fact that the man is much more than the artist--the fault of trying to say too much at once1 of pouring out stintless the plethora of a soul swelling with life and its thought1 through the too narrow neck of human utterance4 ,thence it comes that we are at times bewildered between two or more meanings1 equally good in themselves1 but perplexing as to the right deduction1 as to the line of the thinker's reasoning4 ,the uncertainty1 however1 lies always in the intellectual region1 never in the practical4 ,what ,paul cares about is plain enough to the true heart1 however far from plain to the man whose desire to understand goes ahead of his obedience1 who starts with the notion that ,paul's design was to teach a system1 to explain instead of help to see ,god1 a ,god that can be revealed only to childlike insight1 never to keenest intellect4 ,the energy of the apostle1 like that of his master1 went forth to rouse men to seek the kingdom of ,god over them1 his righteousness in them2 to dismiss the lust of possession and passing pleasure2 to look upon the glory of the ,god and ,father1 and turn to him from all that he hates2 to recognize the brotherhood of men1 and the hideousness of what is unfair1 unloving1 and self-exalting4 ,his design was not to teach any plan of salvation other than obedience to the ,lord of ,life4 ,he knew nothing of the so-called ,christian systems that change the glory of the perfect ,god into the likeness of the low intellects and dull consciences of men--a worse corruption than the representing of him in human shape4 ,what kind of soul is it that would not choose the ,apollo of light1 the high-walking ,hyperion1 to the notion of the dull1 self-cherishing monarch1 the law-dispensing magistrate1 or the cruel martinet1 generated in the pagan arrogance of ,rome1 and accepted by the world in the church as the portrait of its ,god6 ,jesus ,christ is the only likeness of the living ,father4 ,let us see then what ,paul teaches us in this passage about the life which is the light of men4 ,it is his form of bringing to bear upon men the truth announced by ,john4 ,when ,moses came out from speaking with ,god1 his face was radiant2 its shining was a wonder to the people1 and a power upon them4 ,but the radiance began at once to diminish and die away1 as was natural1 for it was not indigenous in ,moses4 ,therefore ,moses put a veil upon his face that they might not see it fade4 ,as to whether this was right or wise1 opinion may differ3 it is not my business to discuss the question4 ,when he went again into the tabernacle1 he took off his veil1 talked with ,god with open face1 and again put on the veil when he came out4 ,paul says that the veil which obscured the face of ,moses lies now upon the hearts of the ,jews1 so that they cannot understand him1 but that when they turn to the ,lord1 go into the tabernacle with ,moses1 the veil shall be taken away1 and they shall see ,god4 ,then will they understand that the glory is indeed faded upon the face of ,moses1 but by reason of the glory that excelleth1 the glory of ,jesus that overshines it4 ,here1 after all1 ,i can hardly help asking--,would not ,moses have done better to let them see that the glory of their leader was altogether dependent on the glory within the veil1 whither they were not worthy to enter8 ,did that veil hide ,moses's face only8 ,did he not1 however unintentionally1 lay it on their hearts8 ,did it not cling there1 and help to hide ,god from them1 so that they could not perceive that the greater than ,moses was come1 and stormed at the idea that the glory of their prophet must yield8 ,might not the absence of that veil from his face have left them a little more able to realize that his glory was a glory that must pass1 a glory whose glory was that it prepared the way for a glory that must extinguish it8 ,moses had put the veil for ever from his face1 but they clutched it to their hearts1 and it blinded them--admirable symbol of the wilful blindness of old ,mosaist or modern ,wesleyan1 admitting no light that his ,moses or his ,wesley did not see1 and thus losing what of the light he saw and reflected4 ,paul says that the sight of the ,lord will take that veil from their hearts4 ,his light will burn it away4 ,his presence gives liberty4 ,where he is1 there is no more heaviness1 no more bondage1 no more wilderness or ,mount ,sinai4 ,the ,son makes free with sonship4 ,and now comes the passage whose import ,i desire to make more clear3 ',but we all1' having this presence and this liberty1 'with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the ,lord1 are changed into the same image1' that of the ,lord1 'from glory to glory1 even as of the ,lord1 the spirit4' ',we need no ,moses1 no earthly mediator1 to come between us and the light1 and bring out for us a little of the glory4 ,we go into the presence of the ,son revealing the ,father--into the presence of the ,light of men4 ,our mediator is the ,lord himself1 the spirit of light1 a mediator not sent by us to ,god to bring back his will1 but come from ,god to bring us himself4 ,we enter1 like ,moses1 into the presence of the visible1 radiant ,god--only how much more visible1 more radiant6 ,as ,moses stood with uncovered face receiving the glory of ,god full upon it1 so with open1 with uncovered face1 full in the light of the glory of ,god1 in the place of his presence1 stand we--you and ,i1 ,corinthians4 ,it is no reflected light we see1 but the glory of ,god shining in1 shining out of1 shining in and from the face of ,christ1 the glory of the ,father1 one with the ,son4 ,israel saw but the fading reflection of the glory of ,god on the face of ,moses2 we see the glory itself in the face of ,jesus4' ,but in what follows1 it seems to me that the revised version misses the meaning almost as much as the authorized1 when1 instead of 'beholding as in a glass1' it gives 'reflecting as a mirror4' ,the former is wrong2 the latter is far from right4 ,the idea1 with the figure1 is that of a poet1 not a man of science4 ,the poet deals with the outer show of things1 which outer show is infinitely deeper in its relation to truth1 as well as more practically useful1 than the analysis of the man of science4 ,paul never thought of the mirror as reflecting1 as throwing back the rays of light from its surface2 he thought of it as receiving1 taking into itself1 the things presented to it--here1 as filling its bosom with the glory it looks upon4 ,when ,i see the face of my friend in a mirror1 the mirror seems to hold it in itself1 to surround the visage with its liquid embrace4 ,the countenance is there--down there in the depth of the mirror4 ,true1 it shines radiant out of it1 but it is not the shining out of it that ,paul has in his thought2 it is the fact--the visual fact1 which1 according to ,wordsworth1 the poet always seizes--of the mirror holding in it the face4 ,that this is the way poet or prophet--,paul was both--would think of the thing1 especially in the age of the apostle1 ,i shall be able to make appear even more probable by directing your notice to the following passage from ,dante--whose time1 though so much farther from that of the apostle than our time from ,dante's1 was in many respects much liker ,paul's than ours4 ,the passage is this3--,dell' ,inferno3 ,canto xxiii4 #be-bg3 ,e quei3 ',s'io fossi d'impiombato vetro1 ,l'immagine di fuor tua non trarrei ,piu tosto a me1 che quella dentro impetro4' ,here ,virgil1 with reference to the power he had of reading the thoughts of his companion1 says to ,dante3 ',if ,i were of leaded glass1'--meaning1 ',if ,i were glass covered at the back with lead1 so that ,i was a mirror1'--',i should not draw thy outward image to me more readily than ,i gain thy inner one2'--meaning1 'than now ,i know your thoughts4' ,it seems1 then1 to me1 that the true simple word to represent the ,greek1 and the most literal as well by which to translate it1 is the verb mirror--when the sentence1 so far1 would run thus3 ',but we all1 with unveiled face1 mirroring the glory of the ,lord1--4' ,i must now go on to unfold the idea at work in the heart of the apostle4 ,for the mere correctness of a translation is nothing1 except it bring us something deeper1 or at least some fresher insight3 with him who cares for the words apart from what the writer meant them to convey1 ,i have nothing to do3 he must cease to 'pass for a man' and begin to be a man indeed1 on the way to be a live soul1 before ,i can desire his intercourse4 ,the prophet-apostle seems to me1 then1 to say1 ',we all1 with clear vision of the ,lord1 mirroring in our hearts his glory1 even as a mirror would take into itself his face1 are thereby changed into his likeness1 his glory working our glory1 by the present power1 in our inmost being1 of the ,lord1 the spirit4' ,our mirroring of ,christ1 then1 is one with the presence of his spirit in us4 ,the idea1 you see1 is not the reflection1 the radiating of the light of ,christ on others1 though that were a figure lawful enough2 but the taking into1 and having in us1 him working to the changing of us4 ,that the thing signified transcends the sign1 outreaches the figure1 is no discovery2 the thing figured always belongs to a higher stratum1 to which the simile serves but as a ladder2 when the climber has reached it1 'he then unto the ladder turns his back4' ,it is but according to the law of symbol1 that the thing symbolized by the mirror should have properties far beyond those of leaded glass or polished metal1 seeing it is a live soul understanding that which it takes into its deeps--holding it1 and conscious of what it holds4 ,it mirrors by its will to hold in its mirror4 ,unlike its symbol1 it can hold not merely the outward visual resemblance1 but the inward likeness of the person revealed by it2 it is open to the influences of that which it embraces1 and is capable of active co-operation with them3 the mirror and the thing mirrored are of one origin and nature1 and in closest relation to each other4 ,paul's idea is1 that when we take into our understanding1 our heart1 our conscience1 our being1 the glory of ,god1 namely ,jesus ,christ as he shows himself to our eyes1 our hearts1 our consciences1 he works upon us1 and will keep working1 till we are changed to the very likeness we have thus mirrored in us2 for with his likeness he comes himself1 and dwells in us4 ,he will work until the same likeness is wrought out and perfected in us1 the image1 namely1 of the humanity of ,god1 in which image we were made at first1 but which could never be developed in us except by the indwelling of the perfect likeness4 ,by the power of ,christ thus received and at home in us1 we are changed--the glory in him becoming glory in us1 his glory changing us to glory4 ,but we must beware of receiving this or any symbol after the flesh1 beware of interpreting it in any fashion that partakes of the character of the mere physical1 psychical1 or spirituo-mechanical4 ,the symbol deals with things far beyond the deepest region whence symbols can be drawn4 ,the indwelling of ,jesus in the soul of man1 who shall declare6 ,but let us note this1 that the dwelling of ,jesus in us is the power of the spirit of ,god upon us2 for 'the ,lord is that spirit1' and that ,lord dwelling in us1 we are changed 'even as from the ,lord the spirit4' ,when we think ,christ1 ,christ comes2 when we receive his image into our spiritual mirror1 he enters with it4 ,our thought is not cut off from his4 ,our open receiving thought is his door to come in4 ,when our hearts turn to him1 that is opening the door to him1 that is holding up our mirror to him2 then he comes in1 not by our thought only1 not in our idea only1 but he comes himself1 and of his own will--comes in as we could not take him1 but as he can come and we receive him--enabled to receive by his very coming the one welcome guest of the whole universe4 ,thus the ,lord1 the spirit1 becomes the soul of our souls1 becomes spiritually what he always was creatively2 and as our spirit informs1 gives shape to our bodies1 in like manner his soul informs1 gives shape to our souls4 ,in this there is nothing unnatural1 nothing at conflict with our being4 ,it is but that the deeper soul that willed and wills our souls1 rises up1 the infinite ,life1 into the ,self we call ,i and me1 but which lives immediately from him1 and is his very own property and nature--unspeakably more his than ours3 this deeper creative soul1 working on and with his creation upon higher levels1 makes the ,i and me more and more his1 and himself more and more ours2 until at length the glory of our existence flashes upon us1 we face full to the sun that enlightens what it sent forth1 and know ourselves alive with an infinite life1 even the life of the ,father2 know that our existence is not the moonlight of a mere consciousness of being1 but the sun-glory of a life justified by having become one with its origin1 thinking and feeling with the primal ,sun of life1 from whom it was dropped away that it might know and bethink itself1 and return to circle for ever in exultant harmony around him4 ,then indeed we are2 then indeed we have life2 the life of ,jesus has1 through light1 become life in us2 the glory of ,god in the face of ,jesus1 mirrored in our hearts1 has made us alive2 we are one with ,god for ever and ever4 ,what less than such a splendour of hope would be worthy the revelation of ,jesus8 ,filled with the soul of their ,father1 men shall inherit the glory of their ,father2 filled with themselves1 they cast him out1 and rot4 ,the company of the ,lord1 soul to soul1 is that which saves with life1 his life of ,god-devotion1 the souls of his brethren4 ,no other saving can save them4 ,they must receive the ,son1 and through the ,son the ,father4 ,what it cost the ,son to get so near to us that we could say ,come in1 is the story of his life4 ,he stands at the door and knocks1 and when we open to him he comes in1 and dwells with us1 and we are transformed to the same image of truth and purity and heavenly childhood4 ,where power dwells1 there is no force2 where the spirit-,lord is1 there is liberty4 ,the ,lord ,jesus1 by free1 potent communion with their inmost being1 will change his obedient brethren till in every thought and impulse they are good like him1 unselfish1 neighbourly1 brotherly like him1 loving the ,father perfectly like him1 ready to die for the truth like him1 caring like him for nothing in the universe but the will of ,god1 which is love1 harmony1 liberty1 beauty1 and joy4 ,i do not know if we may call this having life in ourselves2 but it is the waking up1 the perfecting in us of the divine life inherited from our ,father in heaven1 who made us in his own image1 whose nature remains in us1 and makes it the deepest reproach to a man that he has neither heard his voice at any time1 nor seen his shape4 ,he who would thus live must1 as a mirror draws into its bosom an outward glory1 receive into his 'heart of heart' the inward glory of ,jesus ,christ1 the ,truth4 ,,the ,,truth4 ,i am the truth4--,john xiv4 #f ,when the man of the five senses talks of truth1 he regards it but as a predicate of something historical or scientific proved a fact2 or1 if he allows that1 for aught he knows1 there may be higher truth1 yet1 as he cannot obtain proof of it from without1 he acts as if under no conceivable obligation to seek any other satisfaction concerning it4 ,whatever appeal be made to the highest region of his nature1 such a one behaves as if it were the part of a wise man to pay it no heed1 because it does not come within the scope of the lower powers of that nature4 ,according to the word of the man1 however1 truth means more than fact1 more than relation of facts or persons1 more than loftiest abstraction of metaphysical entity--means being and life1 will and action2 for he says1 ',i am the truth4' ,i desire to help those whom ,i may to understand more of what is meant by the truth1 not for the sake of definition1 or logical discrimination1 but that1 when they hear the word from the mouth of the ,lord1 the right idea may rise in their minds2 that the word may neither be to them a void sound1 nor call up either a vague or false notion of what he meant by it4 ,if he says1 ',i am the truth1' it must1 to say the least1 be well to know what he means by the word with whose idea he identifies himself4 ,and at once we may premise that he can mean nothing merely intellectual1 such as may be set forth and left there2 he means something vital1 so vital that the whole of its necessary relations are subject to it1 so vital that it includes everything else which1 in any lower plane1 may go or have gone by the same name4 ,let us endeavour to arrive at his meaning by a gently ascending stair4 ,a thing being so1 the word that says it is so1 is the truth4 ,but the fact may be of no value in itself1 and our knowledge of it of no value either4 ,of most facts it may be said that the truth concerning them is of no consequence4 ,for instance1 it cannot be in itself important whether on a certain morning ,i took one side of the street or the other4 ,it may be of importance to some one to know which ,i took1 but in itself it is of none4 ,it would therefore be felt unfit if ,i said1 ',it is a truth that ,i walked on the sunny side4' ,the correct word would be a fact1 not a truth4 ,if the question arose whether a statement concerning the thing were correct1 we should still be in the region of fact or no fact2 but when we come to ask whether the statement was true or false1 then we are concerned with the matter as the assertion of a human being1 and ascend to another plane of things4 ,it may be of no consequence which side ,i was upon1 or it may be of consequence to some one to know which1 but it is of vital importance to the witness and to any who love him1 whether or not he believes the statement he makes--whether the man himself is true or false4 ,concerning the thing it can be but a question of fact2 it remains a question of fact even whether the man has or has not spoken the truth2 but concerning the man it is a question of truth3 he is either a pure soul1 so far as this thing witnesses1 or a false soul1 capable and guilty of a lie4 ,in this relation it is of no consequence whether the man spoke the fact or not2 if he meant to speak the fact1 he remains a true man4 ,here ,i would anticipate so far as to say that there are truths as well as facts1 and lies against truths as well as against facts4 ,when the ,pharisees said ,corban1 they lied against the truth that a man must honour his father and mother4 ,let us go up now from the region of facts that seem casual1 to those facts that are invariable1 by us unchangeable1 which therefore involve what we call law4 ,it will be seen at once that the fact here is of more dignity1 and the truth or falsehood of a statement in this region of more consequence in itself4 ,it is a small matter whether the water in my jug was frozen on such a morning2 but it is a fact of great importance that at thirty-two degrees of ,fahrenheit water always freezes4 ,we rise a step here in the nature of the facts concerned3 are we come therefore into the region of truths8 ,is it a truth that water freezes at thirty-two degrees8 ,i think not4 ,there is no principle1 open to us1 involved in the changeless fact4 ,the principle that lies at the root of it in the mind of ,god must be a truth1 but to the human mind the fact is as yet only a fact4 ,the word truth ought to be kept for higher things4 ,there are those that think such facts the highest that can be known2 they put therefore the highest word they know to the highest thing they know1 and call the facts of nature truths2 but to me it seems that1 however high you come in your generalization1 however wide you make your law---including1 for instance1 all solidity under the law of freezing--you have not risen higher than the statement that such and such is an invariable fact4 ,call it a law if you will--a law of nature if you choose--that it always is so1 but not a truth4 ,it cannot be to us a truth until we descry the reason of its existence1 its relation to mind and intent1 yea to self-existence4 ,tell us why it must be so1 and you state a truth4 ,when we come to see that a law is such1 because it is the embodiment of a certain eternal thought1 beheld by us in it1 a fact of the being of ,god1 the facts of which alone are truths1 then indeed it will be to us1 not a law merely1 but an embodied truth4 ,a law of ,god's nature is a way he would have us think of him2 it is a necessary truth of all being4 ,when a law of ,nature makes us see this2 when we say1 ,i understand that law2 ,i see why it ought to be2 it is just like ,god2 then it rises1 not to the dignity of a truth in itself1 but to the truth of its own nature--namely1 a revelation of character1 nature1 and will in ,god4 ,it is a picture of something in ,god1 a word that tells a fact about ,god1 and is therefore far nearer being called a truth than anything below it4 ,as a simple illustration3 ,what notion should we have of the unchanging and unchangeable1 without the solidity of matter8 ,if1 such as we are1 we had nothing solid about us1 where would be our thinking about ,god and truth and law8 ,but there is a region perhaps not so high as this from the scientific point of view1 where yet the word truth may begin to be rightly applied4 ,i believe that every fact in nature is a revelation of ,god1 is there such as it is because ,god is such as he is2 and ,i suspect that all its facts impress us so that we learn ,god unconsciously4 ,true1 we cannot think of any one fact thus1 except as we find the soul of it--its fact of ,god2 but from the moment when first we come into contact with the world1 it is to us a revelation of ,god1 his things seen1 by which we come to know the things unseen4 ,how should we imagine what we may of ,god1 without the firmament over our heads1 a visible sphere1 yet a formless infinitude6 ,what idea could we have of ,god without the sky8 ,the truth of the sky is what it makes us feel of the ,god that sent it out to our eyes4 ,if you say the sky could not but be so and such1 ,i grant it--with ,god at the root of it4 ,there is nothing for us to conceive in its stead--therefore indeed it must be so4 ,in its discovered laws1 light seems to me to be such because ,god is such4 ,its so-called laws are the waving of his garments1 waving so because he is thinking and loving and walking inside them4 ,we are here in a region far above that commonly claimed for science1 open only to the heart of the child and the childlike man and woman--a region in which the poet is among his own things1 and to which he has often to go to fetch them4 ,for things as they are1 not as science deals with them1 are the revelation of ,god to his children4 ,i would not be misunderstood3 there is no fact of science not yet incorporated in a law1 no law of science that has got beyond the hypothetic and tentative1 that has not in it the will of ,god1 and therefore may not reveal ,god2 but neither fact nor law is there for the sake of fact or law2 each is but a mean to an end2 in the perfected end we find the intent1 and there ,god--not in the laws themselves1 save as his means4 ,for that same reason1 human science cannot discover ,god2 for human science is but the backward undoing of the tapestry-web of ,god's science1 works with its back to him1 and is always leaving him--his intent1 that is1 his perfected work--behind it1 always going farther and farther away from the point where his work culminates in revelation4 ,doubtless it thus makes some small intellectual approach to him1 but at best it can come only to his back2 science will never find the face of ,god2 while those who would reach his heart1 those who1 like ,dante1 are returning thither where they are1 will find also the spring-head of his science4 ,analysis is well1 as death is well2 analysis is death1 not life4 ,it discovers a little of the way ,god walks to his ends1 but in so doing it forgets and leaves the end itself behind4 ,i do not say the man of science does so1 but the very process of his work is such a leaving of ,god's ends behind4 ,it is a following back of his footsteps1 too often without appreciation of the result for which the feet took those steps4 ,to rise from the perfected work is the swifter and loftier ascent4 ,if the man could find out why ,god worked so1 then he would be discovering ,god2 but even then he would not be discovering the best and the deepest of ,god2 for his means cannot be so great as his ends4 ,i must make myself clearer4 ,ask a man of mere science1 what is the truth of a flower3 he will pull it to pieces1 show you its parts1 explain how they operate1 how they minister each to the life of the flower2 he will tell you what changes are wrought in it by scientific cultivation2 where it lives originally1 where it can live2 the effects upon it of another climate2 what part the insects bear in its varieties--and doubtless many more facts about it4 ,ask the poet what is the truth of the flower1 and he will answer3 ',why1 the flower itself1 the perfect flower1 and what it cannot help saying to him who has ears to hear it4' ,the truth of the flower is1 not the facts about it1 be they correct as ideal science itself1 but the shining1 glowing1 gladdening1 patient thing throned on its stalk--the compeller of smile and tear from child and prophet4 ,the man of science laughs at this1 because he is only a man of science1 and does not know what it means2 but the poet and the child care as little for his laughter as the birds of ,god1 as ,dante calls the angels1 for his treatise on aerostation4 ,the children of ,god must always be mocked by the children of the world1 whether in the church or out of it--children with sharp ears and eyes1 but dull hearts4 ,those that hold love the only good in the world1 understand and smile at the world's children1 and can do very well without anything they have got to tell them4 ,in the higher state to which their love is leading them1 they will speedily outstrip the men of science1 for they have that which is at the root of science1 that for the revealing of which ,god's science exists4 ,what shall it profit a man to know all things1 and lose the bliss1 the consciousness of well-being1 which alone can give value to his knowledge8 ,god's science in the flower exists for the existence of the flower in its relation to his children4 ,if we understand1 if we are at one with1 if we love the flower1 we have that for which the science is there1 that which alone can equip us for true search into the means and ways by which the divine idea of the flower was wrought out to be presented to us4 ,the idea of ,god is the flower2 his idea is not the botany of the flower4 ,its botany is but a thing of ways and means--of canvas and colour and brush in relation to the picture in the painter's brain4 ,the mere intellect can never find out that which owes its being to the heart supreme4 ,the relation of the intellect to that which is born of the heart is an unreal except it be a humble one4 ,the idea of ,god1 ,i repeat1 is the flower4 ,he thought it2 invented its means2 sent it1 a gift of himself1 to the eyes and hearts of his children4 ,when we see how they are loved by the ignorant and degraded1 we may well believe the flowers have a place in the history of the world1 as written for the archives of heaven1 which we are yet a long way from understanding1 and which science could not1 to all eternity1 understand1 or enable to understand4 ,watch that child6 ,he has found one of his silent and motionless brothers1 with ,god's clothing upon it1 ,god's thought in its face4 ,in what a smile breaks out the divine understanding between them6 ,watch his mother when he takes it home to her--no nearer understanding it than he6 ,it is no old association that brings those tears to her eyes1 powerful in that way as are flowers1 and things far inferior to flowers2 it is ,god's thought1 unrecognized as such1 holding communion with her4 ,she weeps with a delight inexplicable4 ,it is only a daisy6 only a primrose6 only a pheasant-eye-narcissus6 only a lily of the field6 only a snowdrop6 only a sweet-pea6 only a brave yellow crocus6 ,but here to her is no mere fact2 here is no law of nature2 here is a truth of nature1 the truth of a flower--a perfect thought from the heart of ,god--a truth of ,god6--not an intellectual truth1 but a divine fact1 a dim revelation1 a movement of the creative soul6 ,who but a father could think the flowers for his little ones8 ,we are nigh the region now in which the ,lord's word is at home--',i am the truth4' ,i will take an illustrative instance altogether to my mind and special purpose4 ,what1 ,i ask1 is the truth of water8 ,is it that it is formed of hydrogen and oxygen8--,that the chemist has now another mode of stating the fact of water1 will not affect my illustration4 ,his new mode will probably be one day yet more antiquated than mine is now4--,is it for the sake of the fact that hydrogen and oxygen combined form water1 that the precious thing exists8 ,is oxygen-and-hydrogen the divine idea of water8 ,or has ,god put the two together only that man might separate and find them out8 ,he allows his child to pull his toys to pieces2 but were they made that he might pull them to pieces8 ,he were a child not to be envied for whom his inglorious father would make toys to such an end6 ,a school-examiner might see therein the best use of a toy1 but not a father6 ,find for us what in the constitution of the two gases makes them fit and capable to be thus honoured in forming the lovely thing1 and you will give us a revelation about more than water1 namely about the ,god who made oxygen and hydrogen4 ,there is no water in oxygen1 no water in hydrogen3 it comes bubbling fresh from the imagination of the living ,god1 rushing from under the great white throne of the glacier4 ,the very thought of it makes one gasp with an elemental joy no metaphysician can analyse4 ,the water itself1 that dances1 and sings1 and slakes the wonderful thirst--symbol and picture of that draught for which the woman of ,samaria made her prayer to ,jesus--this lovely thing itself1 whose very wetness is a delight to every inch of the human body in its embrace--this live thing which1 if ,i might1 ,i would have running through my room1 yea1 babbling along my table--this water is its own self its own truth1 and is therein a truth of ,god4 ,let him who would know the love of the maker1 become sorely athirst1 and drink of the brook by the way--then lift up his heart--not at that moment to the maker of oxygen and hydrogen1 but to the inventor and mediator of thirst and water1 that man might foresee a little of what his soul may find in ,god4 ,if he become not then as a hart panting for the water-brooks1 let him go back to his science and its husks3 they will at last make him thirsty as the victim in the dust-tower of the ,persian4 ,as well may a man think to describe the joy of drinking by giving thirst and water for its analysis1 as imagine he has revealed anything about water by resolving it into its scientific elements4 ,let a man go to the hillside and let the brook sing to him till he loves it1 and he will find himself far nearer the fountain of truth than the triumphal car of the chemist will ever lead the shouting crew of his half-comprehending followers4 ,he will draw from the brook the water of joyous tears1 'and worship him that made heaven1 and earth1 and the sea1 and the fountains of waters4' ,the truth of a thing1 then1 is the blossom of it1 the thing it is made for1 the topmost stone set on with rejoicing2 truth in a man's imagination is the power to recognize this truth of a thing2 and wherever1 in anything that ,god has made1 in the glory of it1 be it sky or flower or human face1 we see the glory of ,god1 there a true imagination is beholding a truth of ,god4 ,and now we must advance to a yet higher plane4 ,we have seen that the moment whatever goes by the name of truth comes into connection with man2 the moment that1 instead of merely mirroring itself in his intellect as a thing outside of him1 it comes into contact with him as a being of action2 the moment the knowledge of it affects or ought to affect his sense of duty1 it becomes a thing of far nobler import2 the question of truth enters upon a higher phase1 looks out of a loftier window4 ,a fact which in itself is of no value1 becomes at once a matter of life and death--moral life and death1 when a man has the choice1 the imperative choice of being true or false concerning it4 ,when the truth1 the heart1 the summit1 the crown of a thing1 is perceived by a man1 he approaches the fountain of truth whence the thing came1 and perceiving ,god by understanding what is1 becomes more of a man1 more of the being he was meant to be4 ,in virtue of this truth perceived1 he has relations with the universe undeveloped in him till then4 ,but far higher will the doing of the least1 the most insignificant duty raise him4 ,he begins thereby to be a true man4 ,a man may delight in the vision and glory of a truth1 and not himself be true4 ,the man whose vision is weak1 but who1 as far as he sees1 and desirous to see farther1 does the thing he sees1 is a true man4 ,if a man knows what is1 and says it is not1 his knowing does not make him less than a liar4 ,the man who recognizes the truth of any human relation1 and neglects the duty involved1 is not a true man4 ,the man who knows the laws of nature1 and does not heed them1 the more he teaches them to others1 the less is he a true man4 ,but he may obey them all and be the falsest of men1 because of far higher and closer duties which he neglects4 ,the man who takes good care of himself and none of his brother and sister1 is false4 ,a man may be a poet1 aware of the highest truth of a thing1 of that beauty which is the final cause of its existence2 he may draw thence a notion of the creative loveliness that thought it out2 he may be a man who would not tell a lie1 or steal1 or slander--and yet he may not be a true man1 inasmuch as the essentials of manhood are not his aim3 having nowise come to the flower of his own being1 nowise1 in his higher degree1 attained the truth of a thing--namely1 that for which he exists1 the creational notion of him--neither is he striving after the same4 ,there are relations closer than those of the facts around him1 plainer than those that seem to bring the maker nigh to him1 which he is failing to see1 or seeing fails to acknowledge1 or acknowledging fails to fulfil4 ,man is man only in the doing of the truth1 perfect man only in the doing of the highest truth1 which is the fulfilling of his relations to his origin4 ,but he has relations with his fellow man1 closer infinitely than with any of the things around him1 and to many a man far plainer than his relations with ,god4 ,now the nearer is plainer that he may step on it1 and rise to the higher1 till then the less plain4 ,these relations make a large part of his being1 are essential to his very existence1 and spring from the very facts of the origination of his being4 ,they are the relation of thought to thought1 of being to being1 of duty to duty4 ,the very nature of a man depends upon or is one with these relations4 ,they are truths1 and the man is a true man as he fulfils them4 ,fulfilling them perfectly1 he is himself a truth1 a living truth4 ,as regarded merely by the intellect1 these relations are facts of man's nature2 but that they are of man's nature makes them truths1 and the fulfilments of them are duties4 ,he is so constituted as to understand them at first more than he can love them1 with the resulting advantage of having thereby the opportunity of choosing them purely because they are true2 so doing he chooses to love them1 and is enabled to love them in the doing1 which alone can truly reveal them to him1 and make the loving of them possible4 ,then they cease to show themselves in the form of duties1 and appear as they more truly are1 absolute truths1 essential realities1 eternal delights4 ,the man is a true man who chooses duty2 he is a perfect man who at length never thinks of duty1 who forgets the name of it4 ,the duty of ,jesus was the doing in lower forms than the perfect that which he loved perfectly1 and did perfectly in the highest forms also4 ,thus he fulfilled all righteousness4 ,one who went to the truth by mere impulse1 would be a holy animal1 not a true man4 ,relations1 truths1 duties1 are shown to the man away beyond him1 that he may choose them1 and be a child of ,god1 choosing righteousness like him4 ,hence the whole sad victorious human tale1 and the glory to be revealed6 ,the moral philosopher who regards duties only as facts of his system2 nay1 even the man who rewards them as truths1 essential realities of his humanity1 but goes no farther1 is essentially a liar1 a man of untruth4 ,he is a man indeed1 but not a true man4 ,he is a man in possibility1 but not a real man yet4 ,the recognition of these things is the imperative obligation to fulfil them4 ,not fulfilling these relations1 the man is undoing the right of his own existence1 destroying his raison d'etre1 making of himself a monster1 a live reason why he should not live1 for nothing on those terms could ever have begun to be4 ,his presence is a claim upon his creator for destruction4 ,the facts of human relation1 then1 are truths indeed1 and of awfullest import4 ',whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer2 and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him6' ,the man who lives a hunter after pleasure1 not a labourer in the fields of duty1 who thinks of himself as if he were alone on the earth1 is in himself a lie4 ,instead of being the man he looks1 the man he was made to be1 he lives as the beasts seem to live--with this difference1 ,i trust1 that they are rising1 while he1 so far as lies in himself1 is sinking4 ,but he cannot be allowed to sink beyond ,god's reach2 hence all the holy--that is1 healing--miseries that come upon him1 of which he complains as so hard and unfair3 they are for the compelling of the truth he will not yield--a painful suasion to be himself1 to be a truth4 ,but suppose1 for the sake of my progressive unfolding1 that a man did everything required of him--fulfilled all the relations to his fellows of which ,i have been speaking1 was toward them at least1 a true man2 he would yet feel1 doubtless would feel it the more1 that something was lacking to him--lacking to his necessary well-being4 ,like a live flower1 he would feel that he had not yet blossomed1 and could not tell what the blossom ought to be4 ,in this direction the words of the ,lord point1 when he says to the youth1 ',if thou wouldst be perfect4' ,the man whom ,i suppose1 would feel that his existence was not yet justified to itself1 that the truth of his being and nature was not yet revealed to his consciousness4 ,he would remain unsatisfied2 and the cause would be that there was in him a relation1 and that the deepest1 closest1 and strongest1 which had not yet come into live fact1 which had not yet become a truth in him1 toward which he was not true1 whereby his being remained untrue1 he was not himself1 was not ripened into the divine idea1 which alone can content itself4 ,a child with a child's heart who does not even know that he has a father1 yet misses him--with his whole nature1 even if not with his consciousness4 ,this relation has not yet so far begun to be fulfilled in him1 as that the coming blossom should send before it patience and hope enough to enable him to live by faith without sight4 ,when the flower begins to come1 the human plant begins to rejoice in the glory of ,god not yet revealed1 the inheritance of the saints in light2 with uplifted stem and forward-leaning bud expects the hour when the lily of ,god's field shall know itself alive1 with ,god himself for its heart and its atmosphere2 the hour when ,god and the man shall be one1 and all that ,god cares for shall be the man's4 ,but again ,i forget my progression4 ,the highest truth to the intellect1 the abstract truth1 is the relation in which man stands to the source of his being--his will to the will whence it became a will1 his love to the love that kindled his power to love1 his intellect to the intellect that lighted his4 ,if a man deal with these things only as things to be dealt with1 as objects of thought1 as ideas to be analysed and arranged in their due order and right relation1 he treats them as facts and not as truths1 and is no better1 probably much the worse1 for his converse with them1 for he knows in a measure1 and is false to all that is most worthy of his faithfulness4 ,but when the soul1 or heart1 or spirit1 or what you please to call that which is the man himself and not his body1 sooner or later becomes aware that he needs some one above him1 whom to obey1 in whom to rest1 from whom to seek deliverance from what in himself is despicable1 disappointing1 unworthy even of his own interest2 when he is aware of an opposition in him1 which is not harmony2 that1 while he hates it1 there is yet present with him1 and seeming to be himself1 what sometimes he calls the old ,adam1 sometimes the flesh1 sometimes his lower nature1 sometimes his evil self2 and sometimes recognizes as simply that part of his being where ,god is not2 then indeed is the man in the region of truth1 and beginning to come true in himself4 ,nor will it be long ere he discover that there is no part in him with which he would be at strife1 so ,god were there1 so that it were true1 what it ought to be--in right relation to the whole2 for1 by whatever name called1 the old ,adam1 or antecedent horse1 or dog1 or tiger1 it would then fulfil its part holily1 intruding upon nothing1 subject utterly to the rule of the higher2 horse or dog or tiger1 it would be good horse1 good dog1 good tiger4 ,when the man bows down before a power that can account for him1 a power to whom he is no mystery as he is to himself2 a power that knows whence he came and whither he is going2 who knows why he loves this and hates that1 why and where he began to go wrong2 who can set him right1 longs indeed to set him right1 making of him a creature to look up to himself without shadow of doubt1 anxiety or fear1 confident as a child whom his father is leading by the hand to the heights of happy-making truth1 knowing that where he is wrong1 the father is right and will set him right2 when the man feels his whole being in the embrace of self-responsible paternity--then the man is bursting into his flower2 then the truth of his being1 the eternal fact at the root of his new name1 his real nature1 his idea--born in ,god at first1 and responsive to the truth1 the being of ,god1 his origin--begins to show itself2 then his nature is almost in harmony with itself4 ,for1 obeying the will that is the cause of his being1 the cause of that which demands of itself to be true1 and that will being righteousness and love and truth1 he begins to stand on the apex of his being1 to know himself divine4 ,he begins to feel himself free4 ,the truth--not as known to his intellect1 but as revealed in his own sense of being true1 known by his essential consciousness of his divine condition1 without which his nature is neither his own nor ,god's--trueness has made him free4 ,not any abstract truth1 not all abstract truth1 not truth its very metaphysical self1 held by purest insight into entity1 can make any man free2 but the truth done1 the truth loved1 the truth lived by the man2 the truth of and not merely in the man himself2 the honesty that makes the man himself a child of the honest ,god4 ,when a man is1 with his whole nature1 loving and willing the truth1 he is then a live truth4 ,but this he has not originated in himself4 ,he has seen it and striven for it1 but not originated it4 ,the one originating1 living1 visible truth1 embracing all truths in all relations1 is ,jesus ,christ4 ,he is true2 he is the live ,truth4 ,his truth1 chosen and willed by him1 the ripeness of his being1 the flower of his sonship which is his nature1 the crown of his one topmost perfect relation acknowledged and gloried in1 is his absolute obedience to his father4 ,the obedient ,jesus is ,jesus the ,truth4 ,he is true and the root of all truth and development of truth in men4 ,their very being1 however far from the true human1 is the undeveloped ,christ in them1 and his likeness to ,christ is the truth of a man1 even as the perfect meaning of a flower is the truth of a flower4 ,every man1 according to the divine idea of him1 must come to the truth of that idea2 and under every form of ,christ is the ,christ4 ,the truth of every man1 ,i say1 is the perfected ,christ in him4 ,as ,christ is the blossom of humanity1 so the blossom of every man is the ,christ perfected in him4 ,the vital force of humanity working in him is ,christ2 he is his root--the generator and perfecter of his individuality4 ,the stronger the pure will of the man to be true2 the freer and more active his choice2 the more definite his individuality1 ever the more is the man and all that is his1 ,christ's4 ,without him he could not have been2 being1 he could not have become capable of truth2 capable of truth1 he could never have loved it2 loving and desiring it1 he could not have attained to it4 ,nothing but the heart-presence1 the humanest sympathy1 and whatever deeper thing else may be betwixt the creating ,truth and the responding soul1 could make a man go on hoping1 until at last he forget himself1 and keep open house for ,god to come and go4 ,he gives us the will wherewith to will1 and the power to use it1 and the help needed to supplement the power1 whatever in any case the need may be2 but we ourselves must will the truth1 and for that the ,lord is waiting1 for the victory of ,god his father in the heart of his child4 ,in this alone can he see of the travail of his soul1 in this alone be satisfied4 ,the work is his1 but we must take our willing share4 ,when the blossom breaks forth in us1 the more it is ours the more it is his1 for the highest creation of the ,father1 and that pre-eminently through the ,son1 is the being that can1 like the ,father and the ,son1 of his own self will what is right4 ,the groaning and travailing1 the blossom and the joy1 are the ,father's and the ,son's and ours4 ,the will1 the power of willing1 may be created1 but the willing is begotten4 ,because ,god wills first1 man wills also4 ,when my being is consciously and willedly in the hands of him who called it to live and think and suffer and be glad--given back to him by a perfect obedience--,i thenceforward breathe the breath1 share the life of ,god himself4 ,then ,i am free1 in that ,i am true--which means one with the ,father4 ,and freedom knows itself to be freedom4 ,when a man is true1 if he were in hell he could not be miserable4 ,he is right with himself because right with him whence he came4 ,to be right with ,god is to be right with the universe2 one with the power1 the love1 the will of the mighty ,father1 the cherisher of joy1 the lord of laughter1 whose are all glories1 all hopes1 who loves everything1 and hates nothing but selfishness1 which he will not have in his kingdom4 ,christ then is the ,lord of life2 his life is the light of men2 the light mirrored in them changes them into the image of him1 the ,truth2 and thus the truth1 who is the ,son1 makes them free4 ,,freedom4 ,the ,truth shall make you free4444 ,whosoever committeth sin1 is the servant of sin4 ,and the servant abideth not in the house for ever3 but the ,son abideth ever4 ,if the ,son therefore shall make you free1 ye shall be free indeed4--,john viii4 #cb1 #cd-cf4 ,as this passage stands1 ,i have not been able to make sense of it4 ,no man could be in the house of the ,father in virtue of being the servant of sin2 yet this man is in the house as a servant1 and the house in which he serves is not the house of sin1 but the house of the ,father4 ,the utterance is confused at best1 and the reasoning faulty4 ,he must be in the house of the ,father on some other ground than sin4 ,this1 had no help come1 would have been sufficient cause for leaving the passage alone1 as one where1 perhaps1 the words of the ,lord were misrepresented--where1 at least1 perceiving more than one fundamental truth involved in the passage1 ,i failed to follow the argument4 ,i do not see that ,i could ever have suggested where the corruption1 if any1 lay4 ,most difficulties of similar nature have originated1 like this1 ,i can hardly doubt1 with some scribe who1 desiring to explain what he did not understand1 wrote his worthless gloss on the margin3 the next copier took the words for an omission that ought to be replaced in the body of the text1 and inserting them1 falsified the utterance1 and greatly obscured its intention4 ,what do we not owe to the critics who have searched the scriptures1 and found what really was written6 ,in the present case1 ,dr4 ,westcott's notation gives us to understand that there is another with 'a reasonable probability of being the true reading4' ,the difference is indeed small to the eye1 but is great enough to give us fine gold instead of questionable ore4 ,in an alternative of the kind1 ,i must hope in what seems logical against what seems illogical2 in what seems radiant against what seems trite4 ,what ,i take for the true reading then1 ,i ,english thus3 ',every one committing sin is a slave4 ,but the slave does not remain in the house for ever2 the son remaineth for ever4 ,if then the son shall make you free1 you shall in reality be free4' ,the authorized version gives1 ',whosoever committeth sin1 is the servant of sin2 'the revised version gives1 ',every one that committeth sin is the bondservant of sin2' both accepting the reading that has the words1 'of sin4' ,the statement is certainly in itself true1 but appears to me useless for the argument that follows4 ,and ,i think it may have been what ,i take to be the true reading1 that suggested to the apostle ,paul what he says in the beginning of the fourth chapter of his ,epistle to the ,galatians--words of spirit and life from which has been mistakenly drawn the doctrine of adoption1 merest poison to the child-heart4 ,the words of the ,lord here are not that he who sins is the slave of sin1 true utterly as that is2 but that he is a slave1 and the argument shows that he means a slave to ,god4 ,the two are perfectly consistent4 ,no amount of slavery to sin can keep a man from being as much the slave of ,god as ,god chooses in his mercy to make him4 ,it is his sin makes him a slave instead of a child4 ,his slavery to sin is his ruin2 his slavery to ,god is his only hope4 ,god indeed does not love slavery2 he hates it2 he will have children1 not slaves2 but he may keep a slave in his house a long time in the hope of waking up the poor slavish nature to aspire to the sonship which belongs to him1 which is his birthright4 ,but the slave is not to be in the house for ever4 ,the father is not bound to keep his son a slave because the foolish child prefers it4 ,whoever will not do what ,god desires of him1 is a slave whom ,god can compel to do it1 however he may bear with him4 ,he who1 knowing this1 or fearing punishment1 obeys ,god1 is still a slave1 but a slave who comes within hearing of the voice of his master4 ,there are1 however1 far higher than he1 who yet are but slaves4 ,those to whom ,god is not all in all1 are slaves4 ,they may not commit great sins2 they may be trying to do right2 but so long as they serve ,god1 as they call it1 from duty1 and do not know him as their father1 the joy of their being1 they are slaves--good slaves1 but slaves4 ,if they did not try to do their duty1 they would be bad slaves4 ,they are by no means so slavish as those that serve from fear1 but they are slaves2 and because they are but slaves1 they can fulfil no righteousness1 can do no duty perfectly1 but must ever be trying after it wearily and in pain1 knowing well that if they stop trying1 they are lost4 ,they are slaves indeed1 for they would be glad to be adopted by one who is their own father6 ,where then are the sons8 ,i know none1 ,i answer1 who are yet utterly and entirely sons or daughters4 ,there may be such--,god knows2 ,i have not known them2 or1 knowing them1 have not been myself such as to be able to recognize them4 ,but ,i do know some who are enough sons and daughters to be at war with the slave in them1 who are not content to be slaves to their father4 ,nothing ,i have seen or known of sonship1 comes near the glory of the thing2 but there are thousands of sons and daughters1 though their number be yet only a remnant1 who are siding with the father of their spirits against themselves1 against all that divides them from him from whom they have come1 but out of whom they have never come1 seeing that in him they live and move and have their being4 ,such are not slaves2 they are true though not perfect children2 they are fighting along with ,god against the evil separation2 they are breaking at the middle wall of partition4 ,only the rings of their fetters are left1 and they are struggling to take them off4 ,they are children--with more or less of the dying slave in them2 they know it is there1 and what it is1 and hate the slavery in them1 and try to slay it4 ,the real slave is he who does not seek to be a child2 who does not desire to end his slavery2 who looks upon the claim of the child as presumption2 who cleaves to the traditional authorized service of forms and ceremonies1 and does not know the will of him who made the seven stars and ,orion1 much less cares to obey it2 who never lifts up his heart to cry ',father1 what wouldst thou have me to do8' ,such are continually betraying their slavery by their complaints4 ',do we not well to be angry8' they cry with ,jonah2 and1 truly1 being slaves1 ,i do not know how they are to help it4 ,when they are sons and daughters1 they will no longer complain of the hardships1 and miseries1 and troubles of life2 no longer grumble at their aches and pains1 at the pinching of their poverty1 at the hunger that assails them2 no longer be indignant at their rejection by what is called ,society4 ,those who believe in their own perfect father1 can ill blame him for anything they do not like4 ,ah1 friend1 it may be you and ,i are slaves1 but there are such sons and daughters as ,i speak of4 ,the slaves of sin rarely grumble at that slavery2 it is their slavery to ,god they grumble at2 of that alone they complain--of the painful messengers he sends to deliver them from their slavery both to sin and to himself4 ,they must be sons or slaves4 ,they cannot rid themselves of their owner4 ,whether they deny ,god1 or mock him by acknowledging and not heeding him1 or treat him as an arbitrary1 formal monarch2 whether1 taking no trouble to find out what pleases him1 they do dull things for his service he cares nothing about1 or try to propitiate him by assuming with strenuous effort some yoke the ,son never wore1 and never called on them to wear1 they are slaves1 and not the less slaves that they are slaves to ,god2 they are so thoroughly slaves1 that they do not care to get out of their slavery by becoming sons and daughters1 by finding the good of life where alone it can or could lie4 ,could a creator make a creature whose well-being should not depend on himself8 ,and if he could1 would the creature be the greater for that8 ,which1 the creature he made more1 or the creature he made less dependent on himself1 would be the greater8 ,the slave in heart would immediately1 with ,milton's ,satan1 reply1 that the farthest from him who made him must be the freest1 thus acknowledging his very existence a slavery1 and but two kinds in being--a creator1 and as many slaves as he pleases to make1 whose refusal to obey is their unknown protest against their own essence4 ,being itself must1 for what they call liberty1 be repudiated6 ,creation itself1 to go by their lines of life1 is an injustice6 ,god had no right to create beings less than himself2 and as he could not create equal1 he ought not to have created6 ,but they do not complain of having been created2 they complain of being required to do justice4 ,they will not obey1 but1 his own handiwork1 ravish from his work every advantage they can6 ,they desire to be free with another kind of freedom than that with which ,god is free2 unknowing1 they seek a more complete slavery4 ,there is1 in truth1 no mid way between absolute harmony with the ,father and the condition of slaves--submissive1 or rebellious4 ,if the latter1 their very rebellion is by the strength of the ,father in them4 ,of divine essence1 they thrust their existence in the face of their essence1 their own nature4 ,yet is their very rebellion in some sense but the rising in them of his spirit against their false notion of him--against the lies they hold concerning him4 ,they do not see that1 if his work1 namely1 they themselves1 are the chief joy to themselves1 much more might the life that works them be a glory and joy to them the work--inasmuch as it is nearer to them than they to themselves1 causing them to be1 and extends1 without breach of relation1 so infinitely above and beyond them4 ,for nothing can come so close as that which creates2 the nearest1 strongest1 dearest relation possible is between creator and created4 ,where this is denied1 the schism is the widest2 where it is acknowledged and fulfilled1 the closeness is unspeakable4 ,but ever remains what cannot be said1 and ,i sink defeated4 ,the very protest of the rebel against slavery1 comes at once of the truth of ,god in him1 which he cannot all cast from him1 and of a slavery too low to love truth--a meanness that will take all and acknowledge nothing1 as if his very being was a disgrace to him4 ,the liberty of the ,god that would have his creature free1 is in contest with the slavery of the creature who would cut his own stem from his root that he might call it his own and love it2 who rejoices in his own consciousness1 instead of the life of that consciousness2 who poises himself on the tottering wall of his own being1 instead of the rock on which that being is built4 ,such a one regards his own dominion over himself--the rule of the greater by the less1 inasmuch as the conscious self is less than the self--as a freedom infinitely greater than the range of the universe of ,god's being4 ,if he says1 ',at least ,i have it my own way6' ,i answer1 ,you do not know what is your way and what is not4 ,you know nothing of whence your impulses1 your desires1 your tendencies1 your likings come4 ,they may spring now from some chance1 as of nerves diseased2 now from some roar of a wandering bodiless devil2 now from some infant hate in your heart2 now from the greed or lawlessness of some ancestor you would be ashamed of if you knew him2 or it may be now from some far-piercing chord of a heavenly orchestra3 the moment it comes up into your consciousness1 you call it your own way1 and glory in it6 ,two devils amusing themselves with a duet of inspiration1 one at each ear1 might soon make that lordly me you are so in love with1 rejoice in the freedom of willing the opposite each alternate moment2 and at length drive you mad at finding that you could not1 will as you would1 make choice of a way and its opposite simultaneously4 ,the whole question rests and turns on the relation of creative and created1 of which relation few seem to have the consciousness yet developed4 ,to live without the eternal creative life is an impossibility2 freedom from ,god can only mean an incapacity for seeing the facts of existence1 an incapability of understanding the glory of the creature who makes common cause with his creator in his creation of him1 who wills that the lovely will calling him into life and giving him choice1 should finish making him1 should draw him into the circle of the creative heart1 to joy that he lives by no poor power of his own will1 but is one with the causing life of his life1 in closest breathing and willing1 vital and claimant oneness with the life of all life4 ,such a creature knows the life of the infinite ,father as the very flame of his life1 and joys that nothing is done or will be done in the universe in which the ,father will not make him all of a sharer that it is possible for perfect generosity to make him4 ,if you say this is irreverent1 ,i doubt if you have seen the ,god manifest in ,jesus4 ,but all will be well1 for the little god of your poor content will starve your soul to misery1 and the terror of the eternal death creeping upon you1 will compel you to seek a perfect father4 ,oh1 ye hide-bound ,christians1 the ,lord is not straitened1 but ye are straitened in your narrow unwilling souls6 ,some of you need to be shamed before yourselves2 some of you need the fire4 ,but one who reads may call out1 in the agony and thirst of a child waking from a dream of endless seeking and no finding1 ',i am bound like ,lazarus in his grave-clothes6 what am ,i to do8' ,here is the answer1 drawn from this parable of our ,lord2 for the saying is much like a parable1 teaching more than it utters1 appealing to the conscience and heart1 not to the understanding3 ,you are a slave2 the slave has no hold on the house2 only the sons and daughters have an abiding rest in the home of their father4 ,god cannot have slaves about him always4 ,you must give up your slavery1 and be set free from it4 ,that is what ,i am here for4 ,if ,i make you free1 you shall be free indeed2 for ,i can make you free only by making you what you were meant to be1 sons like myself4 ,that is how alone the ,son can work4 ,but it is you who must become sons2 you must will it1 and ,i am here to help you4' ,it is as if he said1 ',you shall have the freedom of my father's universe2 for1 free from yourselves1 you will be free of his heart4 ,yourselves are your slavery4 ,that is the darkness which you have loved rather than the light4 ,you have given honour to yourselves1 and not to the ,father2 you have sought honour from men1 and not from the ,father6 ,therefore1 even in the house of your father1 you have been but sojourning slaves4 ,we in his family are all one2 we have no party-spirit2 we have no self-seeking3 fall in with us1 and you shall be free as we are free4' ,if then the poor starved child cry--',how1 ,lord8' the answer will depend on what he means by that how4 ,if he means1 ',what plan wilt thou adopt8 ,what is thy scheme for cutting my bonds and setting me free8' the answer may be a deepening of the darkness1 a tightening of the bonds4 ,but if he means1 ',lord1 what wouldst thou have me to do8' the answer will not tarry4 ',give yourself to me to do what ,i tell you1 to understand what ,i say1 to be my good1 obedient little brother1 and ,i will wake in you the heart that my father put in you1 the same kind of heart that ,i have1 and it will grow to love the ,father1 altogether and absolutely1 as mine does1 till you are ready to be torn to pieces for him4 ,then you will know that you are at the heart of the universe1 at the heart of every secret--at the heart of the ,father4 ,not till then will you be free1 then free indeed6' ,christ died to save us1 not from suffering1 but from ourselves2 not from injustice1 far less from justice1 but from being unjust4 ,he died that we might live--but live as he lives1 by dying as he died who died to himself that he might live unto ,god4 ,if we do not die to ourselves1 we cannot live to ,god1 and he that does not live to ,god1 is dead4 ',ye shall know the truth1' the ,lord says1 'and the truth shall make you free4 ,i am the truth1 and you shall be free as ,i am free4 ,to be free1 you must be sons like me4 ,to be free you must be that which you have to be1 that which you are created4 ,to be free you must give the answer of sons to the ,father who calls you4 ,to be free you must fear nothing but evil1 care for nothing but the will of the ,father1 hold to him in absolute confidence and infinite expectation4 ,he alone is to be trusted4' ,he has shown us the ,father not only by doing what the ,father does1 not only by loving his ,father's children even as the ,father loves them1 but by his perfect satisfaction with him1 his joy in him1 his utter obedience to him4 ,he has shown us the ,father by the absolute devotion of a perfect son4 ,he is the ,son of ,god because the ,father and he are one1 have one thought1 one mind1 one heart4 ,upon this truth--,i do not mean the dogma1 but the truth itself of ,jesus to his father--hangs the universe2 and upon the recognition of this truth--that is1 upon their becoming thus true--hangs the freedom of the children1 the redemption of their whole world4 ',i and the ,father are one1' is the centre-truth of the ,universe2 and the circumfering truth is1 'that they also may be one in us4' ,the only free man1 then1 is he who is a child of the ,father4 ,he is a servant of all1 but can be made the slave of none3 he is a son of the lord of the universe4 ,he is in himself1 in virtue of his truth1 free4 ,he is in himself a king4 ,for the ,son rests his claim to royalty on this1 that he was born and came into the world to bear witness to the truth4 ,,kingship4 ,art thou a king then8 ,jesus answered1 ,thou sayest that ,i am a king6 ,to this end was ,i born1 and for this cause came ,i into the world1 that ,i should bear witness unto the truth3 every one that is of the truth heareth my voice4--,john xviii4 #cg4 ,pilate asks ,jesus if he is a king4 ,the question is called forth by what the ,lord had just said concerning his kingdom1 closing with the statement that it was not of this world4 ,he now answers ,pilate that he is a king indeed1 but shows him that his kingdom is of a very different kind from what is called kingdom in this world4 ,the rank and rule of this world are uninteresting to him4 ,he might have had them4 ,calling his disciples to follow him1 and his twelve legions of angels to help them1 he might soon have driven the ,romans into the abyss1 piling them on the heap of nations they had tumbled there before4 ,what easier for him than thus to have cleared the way1 and over the tributary world reigned the just monarch that was the dream of the ,jews1 never seen in ,israel or elsewhere1 but haunting the hopes and longings of the poor and their helpers6 ,he might from ,jerusalem have ruled the world1 not merely dispensing what men call justice1 but compelling atonement4 ,he did not care for government4 ,no such kingdom would serve the ends of his father in heaven1 or comfort his own soul4 ,what was perfect empire to the ,son of ,god1 while he might teach one human being to love his neighbour1 and be good like his father6 ,to be love-helper to one heart1 for its joy1 and the glory of his father1 was the beginning of true kingship6 ,the ,lord would rather wash the feet of his weary brothers1 than be the one only perfect monarch that ever ruled in the world4 ,it was empire he rejected when he ordered ,satan behind him like a dog to his heel4 ,government1 ,i repeat1 was to him flat1 stale1 unprofitable4 ,what then is the kingdom over which the ,lord cares to reign1 for he says he came into the world to be a king8 ,i answer1 ,a kingdom of kings1 and no other4 ,where every man is a king1 there and there only does the ,lord care to reign1 in the name of his father4 ,as no king in ,europe would care to reign over a cannibal1 a savage1 or an animal race1 so the ,lord cares for no kingdom over anything this world calls a nation4 ,a king must rule over his own kind4 ,jesus is a king in virtue of no conquest1 inheritance1 or election1 but in right of essential being2 and he cares for no subjects but such as are his subjects in the same right4 ,his subjects must be of his own kind1 in their very nature and essence kings4 ,to understand his answer to ,pilate1 see wherein consists his kingship2 what it is that makes him a king2 what manifestation of his essential being gives him a claim to be king4 ,the ,lord's is a kingdom in which no man seeks to be above another3 ambition is of the dirt of this world's kingdoms4 ,he says1 ',i am a king1 for ,i was born for the purpose1 ,i came into the world with the object of bearing witness to the truth4 ,everyone that is of my kind1 that is of the truth1 hears my voice4 ,he is a king like me1 and makes one of my subjects4' ,pilate thereupon--as would most ,christians nowadays1 instead of setting about being true--requests a definition of truth1 a presentation to his intellect in set terms of what the word 'truth' means2 but instantly1 whether confident of the uselessness of the inquiry1 or intending to resume it when he has set the ,lord at liberty1 goes out to the people to tell them he finds no fault in him4 ,whatever interpretation we put on his action here1 he must be far less worthy of blame than those ',christians' who1 instead of setting themselves to be pure 'even as he is pure1' to be their brother and sister's keeper1 and to serve ,god by being honourable in shop and counting-house and labour-market1 proceed to 'serve' him1 some by going to church or chapel1 some by condemning the opinions of their neighbours1 some by teaching others what they do not themselves heed4 ,neither ,pilate nor they ask the one true question1 ',how am ,i to be a true man8 ,how am ,i to become a man worth being a man8' ,the ,lord is a king because his life1 the life of his thoughts1 of his imagination1 of his will1 of every smallest action1 is true--true first to ,god in that he is altogether his1 true to himself in that he forgets himself altogether1 and true to his fellows in that he will endure anything they do to him1 nor cease declaring himself the son and messenger and likeness of ,god4 ,they will kill him1 but it matters not3 the truth is as he says6 ,jesus is a king because his business is to bear witness to the truth4 ,what truth8 ,all truth2 all verity of relation throughout the universe--first of all1 that his father is good1 perfectly good2 and that the crown and joy of life is to desire and do the will of the eternal source of will1 and of all life4 ,he deals thus the death-blow to the power of hell4 ,for the one principle of hell is--',i am my own4 ,i am my own king and my own subject4 ,i am the centre from which go out my thoughts2 ,i am the object and end of my thoughts2 back upon me as the alpha and omega of life1 my thoughts return4 ,my own glory is1 and ought to be1 my chief care2 my ambition1 to gather the regards of men to the one centre1 myself4 ,my pleasure is my pleasure4 ,my kingdom is--as many as ,i can bring to acknowledge my greatness over them4 ,my judgment is the faultless rule of things4 ,my right is--what ,i desire4 ,the more ,i am all in all to myself1 the greater ,i am4 ,the less ,i acknowledge debt or obligation to another2 the more ,i close my eyes to the fact that ,i did not make myself2 the more self-sufficing ,i feel or imagine myself--the greater ,i am4 ,i will be free with the freedom that consists in doing whatever ,i am inclined to do1 from whatever quarter may come the inclination4 ,to do my own will so long as ,i feel anything to be my will1 is to be free1 is to live4 ,to all these principles of hell1 or of this world--they are the same thing1 and it matters nothing whether they are asserted or defended so long as they are acted upon--the ,lord1 the king1 gives the direct lie4 ,it is as if he said3--',i ought to know what ,i say1 for ,i have been from all eternity the son of him from whom you issue1 and whom you call your father1 but whom you will not have your father3 ,i know all he thinks and is2 and ,i say this1 that my perfect freedom1 my pure individuality1 rests on the fact that ,i have not another will than his4 ,my will is all for his will1 for his will is right4 ,he is righteousness itself4 ,his very being is love and equity and self-devotion1 and he will have his children such as himself--creatures of love1 of fairness1 of self-devotion to him and their fellows4 ,i was born to bear witness to the truth--in my own person to be the truth visible--the very likeness and manifestation of the ,god who is true4 ,my very being is his witness4 ,every fact of me witnesses him4 ,he is the truth1 and ,i am the truth4 ,kill me1 but while ,i live ,i say1 ,such as ,i am he is4 ,if ,i said ,i did not know him1 ,i should be a liar4 ,i fear nothing you can do to me4 ,shall the king who comes to say what is true1 turn his back for fear of men8 ,my ,father is like me2 ,i know it1 and ,i say it4 ,you do not like to hear it because you are not like him4 ,i am low in your eyes which measure things by their show2 therefore you say ,i blaspheme4 ,i should blaspheme if ,i said he was such as anything you are capable of imagining him1 for you love show1 and power1 and the praise of men4 ,i do not1 and ,god is like me4 ,i came into the world to show him4 ,i am a king because he sent me to bear witness to his truth1 and ,i bear it4 ,kill me1 and ,i will rise again4 ,you can kill me1 but you cannot hold me dead4 ,death is my servant2 you are the slaves of ,death because you will not be true1 and let the truth make you free4 ,bound1 and in your hands1 ,i am free as ,god1 for ,god is my father4 ,i know ,i shall suffer1 suffer unto death1 but if you knew my father1 you would not wonder that ,i am ready2 you would be ready too4 ,he is my strength4 ,my father is greater than ,i4' ,remember1 friends1 ,i said1 ',it is as if he said4' ,i am daring to present a shadow of the ,lord's witnessing1 a shadow surely cast by his deeds and his very words6 ,if ,i mistake1 he will forgive me4 ,i do not fear him2 ,i fear only lest1 able to see and write these things1 ,i should fail of witnessing1 and myself be1 after all1 a castaway--no king1 but a talker2 no disciple of ,jesus1 ready to go with him to the death1 but an arguer about the truth2 a hater of the lies men speak for ,god1 and myself a truth-speaking liar1 not a doer of the word4 ,we see1 then1 that the ,lord bore his witness to the ,truth1 to the one ,god1 by standing just what he was1 before the eyes and the lies of men4 ,the true king is the man who stands up a true man and speaks the truth1 and will die but not lie4 ,the robes of such a king may be rags or purple2 it matters neither way4 ,the rags are the more likely1 but neither better nor worse than the robes4 ,then was the ,lord dressed most royally when his robes were a jest1 a mockery1 a laughter4 ,of the men who before ,christ bare witness to the truth1 some were sawn asunder1 some subdued kingdoms2 it mattered nothing which3 they witnessed4 ,the truth is ,god2 the witness to the truth is ,jesus4 ,the kingdom of the truth is the hearts of men4 ,the bliss of men is the true ,god4 ,the thought of ,god is the truth of everything4 ,all well-being lies in true relation to ,god4 ,the man who responds to this with his whole being1 is of the truth4 ,the man who knows these things1 and but knows them2 the man who sees them to be true1 and does not order life and action1 judgment and love by them1 is of the worst of lying2 with hand1 and foot1 and face he casts scorn upon that which his tongue confesses4 ,little thought the sons of ,zebedee and their ambitious mother what the earthly throne of ,christ's glory was which they and she begged they might share4 ,for the king crowned by his witnessing1 witnessed then to the height of his uttermost argument1 when he hung upon the cross--like a sin1 as ,paul in his boldness expresses it4 ,when his witness is treated as a lie1 then most he witnesses1 for he gives it still4 ,high and lifted up on the throne of his witness1 on the cross of his torture1 he holds to it3 ',i and the ,father are one4' ,every mockery borne in witnessing1 is a witnessing afresh4 ,infinitely more than had he sat on the throne of the whole earth1 did ,jesus witness to the truth when ,pilate brought him out for the last time1 and perhaps made him sit on the judgment-seat in his mockery of kingly garments and royal insignia1 saying1 ',behold your king6' ,just because of those robes and that crown1 that sceptre and that throne of ridicule1 he was the only real king that ever sat on any throne4 ,is every ,christian expected to bear witness8 ,a man content to bear no witness to the truth is not in the kingdom of heaven4 ,one who believes must bear witness4 ,one who sees the truth1 must live witnessing to it4 ,is our life1 then1 a witnessing to the truth8 ,do we carry ourselves in bank1 on farm1 in house or shop1 in study or chamber or workshop1 as the ,lord would1 or as the ,lord would not8 ,are we careful to be true8 ,do we endeavour to live to the height of our ideas8 ,or are we mean1 self-serving1 world-flattering1 fawning slaves8 ,when contempt is cast on the truth1 do we smile8 ,wronged in our presence1 do we make no sign that we hold by it8 ,i do not say we are called upon to dispute1 and defend with logic and argument1 but we are called upon to show that we are on the other side4 ,but when ,i say truth1 ,i do not mean opinion3 to treat opinion as if that were truth1 is grievously to wrong the truth4 ,the soul that loves the truth and tries to be true1 will know when to speak and when to be silent2 but the true man will never look as if he did not care4 ,we are not bound to say all we think1 but we are bound not even to look what we do not think4 ,the girl who said before a company of mocking companions1 ',i believe in ,jesus1' bore true witness to her ,master1 the ,truth4 ,david bore witness to ,god1 the ,truth1 when he said1 ',unto thee1 ,o ,lord1 belongeth mercy1 for thou renderest to every man according to his work4' ,,justice4 ,also unto thee1 ,o ,lord1 belongeth mercy2 for thou renderest to every man according to his work4--,psalm lxii4 #ab4 ,some of the translators make it kindness and goodness2 but ,i presume there is no real difference among them as to the character of the word which here1 in the ,english ,bible1 is translated mercy4 ,the religious mind1 however1 educated upon the theories yet prevailing in the so-called religious world1 must here recognize a departure from the presentation to which they have been accustomed3 to make the psalm speak according to prevalent theoretic modes1 the verse would have to be changed thus3--',to thee1 ,o ,lord1 belongeth justice1 for thou renderest to every man according to his work4' ,let the reason of my choosing this passage1 so remarkable in itself1 for a motto to the sermon which follows1 remain for the present doubtful4 ,i need hardly say that ,i mean to found no logical argument upon it4 ,let us endeavour to see plainly what we mean when we use the word justice1 and whether we mean what we ought to mean when we use it--especially with reference to ,god4 ,let us come nearer to knowing what we ought to understand by justice1 that is1 the justice of ,god2 for his justice is the live1 active justice1 giving existence to the idea of justice in our minds and hearts4 ,because he is just1 we are capable of knowing justice2 it is because he is just1 that we have the idea of justice so deeply imbedded in us4 ,what do we oftenest mean by justice8 ,is it not the carrying out of the law1 the infliction of penalty assigned to offence8 ,by a just judge we mean a man who administers the law without prejudice1 without favour or dislike2 and where guilt is manifest1 punishes as much as1 and no more than1 the law has in the case laid down4 ,it may not be that justice has therefore been done4 ,the law itself may be unjust1 and the judge may mistake2 or1 which is more likely1 the working of the law may be foiled by the parasites of law for their own gain4 ,but even if the law be good1 and thoroughly administered1 it does not necessarily follow that justice is done4 ,suppose my watch has been taken from my pocket2 ,i lay hold of the thief2 he is dragged before the magistrate1 proved guilty1 and sentenced to a just imprisonment3 must ,i walk home satisfied with the result8 ,have ,i had justice done me8 ,the thief may have had justice done him--but where is my watch8 ,that is gone1 and ,i remain a man wronged4 ,who has done me the wrong8 ,the thief4 ,who can set right the wrong8 ,the thief1 and only the thief2 nobody but the man that did the wrong4 ,god may be able to move the man to right the wrong1 but ,god himself cannot right it without the man4 ,suppose my watch found and restored1 is the account settled between me and the thief8 ,i may forgive him1 but is the wrong removed8 ,by no means4 ,but suppose the thief to bethink himself1 to repent4 ,he has1 we shall say1 put it out of his power to return the watch1 but he comes to me and says he is sorry he stole it and begs me to accept for the present what little he is able to bring1 as a beginning of atonement3 how should ,i then regard the matter8 ,should ,i not feel that he had gone far to make atonement--done more to make up for the injury he had inflicted upon me1 than the mere restoration of the watch1 even by himself1 could reach to8 ,would there not lie1 in the thief's confession and submission and initial restoration1 an appeal to the divinest in me--to the eternal brotherhood8 ,would it not indeed amount to a sufficing atonement as between man and man8 ,if he offered to bear what ,i chose to lay upon him1 should ,i feel it necessary1 for the sake of justice1 to inflict some certain suffering as demanded by righteousness8 ,i should still have a claim upon him for my watch1 but should ,i not be apt to forget it8 ,he who commits the offence can make up for it--and he alone4 ,one thing must surely be plain--that the punishment of the wrong-doer makes no atonement for the wrong done4 ,how could it make up to me for the stealing of my watch that the man was punished8 ,the wrong would be there all the same4 ,i am not saying the man ought not to be punished--far from it2 ,i am only saying that the punishment nowise makes up to the man wronged4 ,suppose the man1 with the watch in his pocket1 were to inflict the severest flagellation on himself3 would that lessen my sense of injury8 ,would it set anything right8 ,would it anyway atone8 ,would it give him a right to the watch8 ,punishment may do good to the man who does the wrong1 but that is a thing as different as important4 ,another thing plain is1 that1 even without the material rectification of the wrong where that is impossible1 repentance removes the offence which no suffering could4 ,i at least should feel that ,i had no more quarrel with the man4 ,i should even feel that the gift he had made me1 giving into my heart a repentant brother1 was infinitely beyond the restitution of what he had taken from me4 ,true1 he owed me both himself and the watch1 but such a greater does more than include such a less4 ,if it be objected1 ',you may forgive1 but the man has sinned against ,god6'--,then it is not a part of the divine to be merciful1 ,i return1 and a man may be more merciful than his maker6 ,a man may do that which would be too merciful in ,god6 ,then mercy is not a divine attribute1 for it may exceed and be too much2 it must not be infinite1 therefore cannot be ,god's own4 ',mercy may be against justice4' ,never--if you mean by justice what ,i mean by justice4 ,if anything be against justice1 it cannot be called mercy1 for it is cruelty4 ',to thee1 ,o ,lord1 belongeth mercy1 for thou renderest to every man according to his work4' ,there is no opposition1 no strife whatever1 between mercy and justice4 ,those who say justice means the punishing of sin1 and mercy the not punishing of sin1 and attribute both to ,god1 would make a schism in the very idea of ,god4 ,and this brings me to the question1 ,what is meant by divine justice8 ,human justice may be a poor distortion of justice1 a mere shadow of it2 but the justice of ,god must be perfect4 ,we cannot frustrate it in its working2 are we just to it in our idea of it8 ,if you ask any ordinary ,sunday congregation in ,england1 what is meant by the justice of ,god1 would not nineteen out of twenty answer1 that it means his punishing of sin8 ,think for a moment what degree of justice it would indicate in a man--that he punished every wrong4 ,a ,roman emperor1 a ,turkish cadi1 might do that1 and be the most unjust both of men and judges4 ,ahab might be just on the throne of punishment1 and in his garden the murderer of ,naboth4 ,in ,god shall we imagine a distinction of office and character8 ,god is one2 and the depth of foolishness is reached by that theology which talks of ,god as if he held different offices1 and differed in each4 ,it sets a contradiction in the very nature of ,god himself4 ,it represents him1 for instance1 as having to do that as a magistrate which as a father he would not do6 ,the love of the father makes him desire to be unjust as a magistrate6 ,oh the folly of any mind that would explain ,god before obeying him6 that would map out the character of ,god1 instead of crying1 ,lord1 what wouldst thou have me to do8 ,god is no magistrate2 but1 if he were1 it would be a position to which his fatherhood alone gave him the right2 his rights as a father cover every right he can be analytically supposed to possess4 ,the justice of ,god is this1 that--to use a boyish phrase1 the best the language will now afford me because of misuse--he gives every man1 woman1 child1 and beast1 everything that has being1 fair play2 he renders to every man according to his work2 and therein lies his perfect mercy2 for nothing else could be merciful to the man1 and nothing but mercy could be fair to him4 ,god does nothing of which any just man1 the thing set fairly and fully before him so that he understood1 would not say1 ',that is fair4' ,who would1 ,i repeat1 say a man was a just man because he insisted on prosecuting every offender8 ,a scoundrel might do that4 ,yet the justice of ,god1 forsooth1 is his punishment of sin6 ,a just man is one who cares1 and tries1 and always tries1 to give fair play to everyone in every thing4 ,when we speak of the justice of ,god1 let us see that we do mean justice6 ,punishment of the guilty may be involved in justice1 but it does not constitute the justice of ,god one atom more than it would constitute the justice of a man4 ',but no one ever doubts that ,god gives fair play6' ',that may be--but does not go for much1 if you say that ,god does this or that which is not fair4' ',if he does it1 you may be sure it is fair4' ',doubtless1 or he could not be ,god--except to devils4 ,but you say he does so and so1 and is just2 ,i say1 he does not do so and so1 and is just4 ,you say he does1 for the ,bible says so4 ,i say1 if the ,bible said so1 the ,bible would lie2 but the ,bible does not say so4 ,the lord of life complains of men for not judging right4 ,to say on the authority of the ,bible that ,god does a thing no honourable man would do1 is to lie against ,god2 to say that it is therefore right1 is to lie against the very spirit of ,god4 ,to uphold a lie for ,god's sake is to be against ,god1 not for him4 ,god cannot be lied for4 ,he is the truth4 ,the truth alone is on his side4 ,while his child could not see the rectitude of a thing1 he would infinitely rather1 even if the thing were right1 have him say1 ,god could not do that thing1 than have him believe that he did it4 ,if the man were sure ,god did it1 the thing he ought to say would be1 ',then there must be something about it ,i do not know1 which if ,i did know1 ,i should see the thing quite differently4' ,but where an evil thing is invented to explain and account for a good thing1 and a lover of ,god is called upon to believe the invention or be cast out1 he needs not mind being cast out1 for it is into the company of ,jesus4 ,where there is no ground to believe that ,god does a thing except that men who would explain ,god have believed and taught it1 he is not a true man who accepts men against his own conscience of ,god4 ,i acknowledge no authority calling upon me to believe a thing of ,god1 which ,i could not be a man and believe right in my fellow-man4 ,i will accept no explanation of any way of ,god which explanation involves what ,i should scorn as false and unfair in a man4 ,if you say1 ,that may be right of ,god to do which it would not be right of man to do1 ,i answer1 ,yes1 because the relation of the maker to his creatures is very different from the relation of one of those creatures to another1 and he has therefore duties toward his creatures requiring of him what no man would have the right to do to his fellow-man2 but he can have no duty that is not both just and merciful4 ,more is required of the maker1 by his own act of creation1 than can be required of men4 ,more and higher justice and righteousness is required of him by himself1 the ,truth2--greater nobleness1 more penetrating sympathy2 and nothing but what1 if an honest man understood it1 he would say was right4 ,if it be a thing man cannot understand1 then man can say nothing as to whether it is right or wrong4 ,he cannot even know that ,god does it1 when the it is unintelligible to him4 ,what he calls it may be but the smallest facet of a composite action4 ,his part is silence4 ,if it be said by any that ,god does a thing1 and the thing seems to me unjust1 then either ,i do not know what the thing is1 or ,god does not do it4 ,the saying cannot mean what it seems to mean1 or the saying is not true4 ,if1 for instance1 it be said that ,god visits the sins of the fathers on the children1 a man who takes visits upon to mean punishes1 and the children to mean the innocent children1 ought to say1 ',either ,i do not understand the statement1 or the thing is not true1 whoever says it4' ,god may do what seems to a man not right1 but it must so seem to him because ,god works on higher1 on divine1 on perfect principles1 too right for a selfish1 unfair1 or unloving man to understand4 ,but least of all must we accept some low notion of justice in a man1 and argue that ,god is just in doing after that notion4 ,the common idea1 then1 is1 that the justice of ,god consists in punishing sin3 it is in the hope of giving a larger idea of the justice of ,god in punishing sin that ,i ask1 ',why is ,god bound to punish sin8' ',how could he be a just ,god and not punish sin8' ',mercy is a good and right thing1' ,i answer1 'and but for sin there could be no mercy4 ,we are enjoined to forgive1 to be merciful1 to be as our father in heaven4 ,two rights cannot possibly be opposed to each other4 ,if ,god punish sin1 it must be merciful to punish sin2 and if ,god forgive sin1 it must be just to forgive sin4 ,we are required to forgive1 with the argument that our father forgives4 ,it must1 ,i say1 be right to forgive4 ,every attribute of ,god must be infinite as himself4 ,he cannot be sometimes merciful1 and not always merciful4 ,he cannot be just1 and not always just4 ,mercy belongs to him1 and needs no contrivance of theologic chicanery to justify it4' ',then you mean that it is wrong to punish sin1 therefore ,god does not punish sin8' ',by no means2 ,god does punish sin1 but there is no opposition between punishment and forgiveness4 ,the one may be essential to the possibility of the other4 ,why1 ,i repeat1 does ,god punish sin8 ,that is my point4' ',because in itself sin deserves punishment4' ',then how can he tell us to forgive it8' ',he punishes1 and having punished he forgives8' ',that will hardly do4 ,if sin demands punishment1 and the righteous punishment is given1 then the man is free4 ,why should he be forgiven8' ',he needs forgiveness because no amount of punishment will meet his deserts4' ,i avoid for the present1 as anyone may perceive1 the probable expansion of this reply4 ',then why not forgive him at once if the punishment is not essential-- if part can be pretermitted8 ,and again1 can that be required which1 according to your showing1 is not adequate8 ,you will perhaps answer1 ',god may please to take what little he can have2' and this brings me to the fault in the whole idea4 ,punishment is nowise an offset to sin4 ,foolish people sometimes1 in a tone of self-gratulatory pity1 will say1 ',if ,i have sinned ,i have suffered4' ,yes1 verily1 but what of that8 ,what merit is there in it8 ,even had you laid the suffering upon yourself1 what did that do to make up for the wrong8 ,that you may have bettered by your suffering is well for you1 but what atonement is there in the suffering8 ,the notion is a false one altogether4 ,punishment1 deserved suffering1 is no equipoise to sin4 ,it is no use laying it in the other scale4 ,it will not move it a hair's breadth4 ,suffering weighs nothing at all against sin4 ,it is not of the same kind1 not under the same laws1 any more than mind and matter4 ,we say a man deserves punishment2 but when we forgive and do not punish him1 we do not always feel that we have done wrong2 neither when we do punish him do we feel that any amends has been made for his wrongdoing4 ,if it were an offset to wrong1 then ,god would be bound to punish for the sake of the punishment2 but he cannot be1 for he forgives4 ,then it is not for the sake of the punishment1 as a thing that in itself ought to be done1 but for the sake of something else1 as a means to an end1 that ,god punishes4 ,it is not directly for justice1 else how could he show mercy1 for that would involve injustice8 ,primarily1 ,god is not bound to punish sin2 he is bound to destroy sin4 ,if he were not the ,maker1 he might not be bound to destroy sin--,i do not know2 but seeing he has created creatures who have sinned1 and therefore sin has1 by the creating act of ,god1 come into the world1 ,god is1 in his own righteousness1 bound to destroy sin4 ',but that is to have no mercy4' ,you mistake4 ,god does destroy sin2 he is always destroying sin4 ,in him ,i trust that he is destroying sin in me4 ,he is always saving the sinner from his sins1 and that is destroying sin4 ,but vengeance on the sinner1 the law of a tooth for a tooth1 is not in the heart of ,god1 neither in his hand4 ,if the sinner and the sin in him1 are the concrete object of the divine wrath1 then indeed there can be no mercy4 ,then indeed there will be an end put to sin by the destruction of the sin and the sinner together4 ,but thus would no atonement be wrought--nothing be done to make up for the wrong ,god has allowed to come into being by creating man4 ,there must be an atonement1 a making-up1 a bringing together--an atonement which1 ,i say1 cannot be made except by the man who has sinned4 ,punishment1 ,i repeat1 is not the thing required of ,god1 but the absolute destruction of sin4 ,what better is the world1 what better is the sinner1 what better is ,god1 what better is the truth1 that the sinner should suffer--continue suffering to all eternity8 ,would there be less sin in the universe8 ,would there be any making-up for sin8 ,would it show ,god justified in doing what he knew would bring sin into the world1 justified in making creatures who he knew would sin8 ,what setting-right would come of the sinner's suffering8 ,if justice demand it1 if suffering be the equivalent for sin1 then the sinner must suffer1 then ,god is bound to exact his suffering1 and not pardon2 and so the making of man was a tyrannical deed1 a creative cruelty4 ,but grant that the sinner has deserved to suffer1 no amount of suffering is any atonement for his sin4 ,to suffer to all eternity could not make up for one unjust word4 ,does that mean1 then1 that for an unjust word ,i deserve to suffer to all eternity8 ,the unjust word is an eternally evil thing2 nothing but ,god in my heart can cleanse me from the evil that uttered it2 but does it follow that ,i saw the evil of what ,i did so perfectly1 that eternal punishment for it would be just8 ,sorrow and confession and self-abasing love will make up for the evil word2 suffering will not4 ,for evil in the abstract1 nothing can be done4 ,it is eternally evil4 ,but ,i may be saved from it by learning to loathe it1 to hate it1 to shrink from it with an eternal avoidance4 ,the only vengeance worth having on sin is to make the sinner himself its executioner4 ,sin and punishment are in no antagonism to each other in man1 any more than pardon and punishment are in ,god2 they can perfectly co-exist4 ,the one naturally follows the other1 punishment being born of sin1 because evil exists only by the life of good1 and has no life of its own1 being in itself death4 ,sin and suffering are not natural opposites2 the opposite of evil is good1 not suffering2 the opposite of sin is not suffering1 but righteousness4 ,the path across the gulf that divides right from wrong is not the fire1 but repentance4 ,if my friend has wronged me1 will it console me to see him punished8 ,will that be a rendering to me of my due8 ,will his agony be a balm to my deep wound8 ,should ,i be fit for any friendship if that were possible even in regard to my enemy8 ,but would not the shadow of repentant grief1 the light of reviving love on his countenance1 heal it at once however deep8 ,take any of those wicked people in ,dante's hell1 and ask wherein is justice served by their punishment4 ,mind1 ,i am not saying it is not right to punish them2 ,i am saying that justice is not1 never can be1 satisfied by suffering--nay1 cannot have any satisfaction in or from suffering4 ,human resentment1 human revenge1 human hate may4 ,such justice as ,dante's keeps wickedness alive in its most terrible forms4 ,the life of ,god goes forth to inform1 or at least give a home to victorious evil4 ,is he not defeated every time that one of those lost souls defies him8 ,all hell cannot make ,vanni ,fucci say ',i was wrong4' ,god is triumphantly defeated1 ,i say1 throughout the hell of his vengeance4 ,although against evil1 it is but the vain and wasted cruelty of a tyrant4 ,there is no destruction of evil thereby1 but an enhancing of its horrible power in the midst of the most agonizing and disgusting tortures a divine imagination can invent4 ,if sin must be kept alive1 then hell must be kept alive2 but while ,i regard the smallest sin as infinitely loathsome1 ,i do not believe that any being1 never good enough to see the essential ugliness of sin1 could sin so as to deserve such punishment4 ,i am not now1 however1 dealing with the question of the duration of punishment1 but with the idea of punishment itself2 and would only say in passing1 that the notion that a creature born imperfect1 nay1 born with impulses to evil not of his own generating1 and which he could not help having1 a creature to whom the true face of ,god was never presented1 and by whom it never could have been seen1 should be thus condemned1 is as loathsome a lie against ,god as could find place in heart too undeveloped to understand what justice is1 and too low to look up into the face of ,jesus4 ,it never in truth found place in any heart1 though in many a pettifogging brain4 ,there is but one thing lower than deliberately to believe such a lie1 and that is to worship the ,god of whom it is believed4 ,the one deepest1 highest1 truest1 fittest1 most wholesome suffering must be generated in the wicked by a vision1 a true sight1 more or less adequate1 of the hideousness of their lives1 of the horror of the wrongs they have done4 ,physical suffering may be a factor in rousing this mental pain2 but ',i would ,i had never been born6' must be the cry of ,judas1 not because of the hell-fire around him1 but because he loathes the man that betrayed his friend1 the world's friend4 ,when a man loathes himself1 he has begun to be saved4 ,punishment tends to this result4 ,not for its own sake1 not as a make-up for sin1 not for divine revenge--horrible word1 not for any satisfaction to justice1 can punishment exist4 ,punishment is for the sake of amendment and atonement4 ,god is bound by his love to punish sin in order to deliver his creature2 he is bound by his justice to destroy sin in his creation4 ,love is justice--is the fulfilling of the law1 for ,god as well as for his children4 ,this is the reason of punishment2 this is why justice requires that the wicked shall not go unpunished--that they1 through the eye-opening power of pain1 may come to see and do justice1 may be brought to desire and make all possible amends1 and so become just4 ,such punishment concerns justice in the deepest degree4 ,for ,justice1 that is ,god1 is bound in himself to see justice done by his children--not in the mere outward act1 but in their very being4 ,he is bound in himself to make up for wrong done by his children1 and he can do nothing to make up for wrong done but by bringing about the repentance of the wrong-doer4 ,when the man says1 ',i did wrong2 ,i hate myself and my deed2 ,i cannot endure to think that ,i did it6' then1 ,i say1 is atonement begun4 ,without that1 all that the ,lord did would be lost4 ,he would have made no atonement4 ,repentance1 restitution1 confession1 prayer for forgiveness1 righteous dealing thereafter1 is the sole possible1 the only true make-up for sin4 ,for nothing less than this did ,christ die4 ,when a man acknowledges the right he denied before2 when he says to the wrong1 ',i abjure1 ,i loathe you2 ,i see now what you are2 ,i could not see it before because ,i would not2 ,god forgive me2 make me clean1 or let me die6' then justice1 that is ,god1 has conquered--and not till then4 ',what atonement is there8' ,every atonement that ,god cares for2 and the work of ,jesus ,christ on earth was the creative atonement1 because it works atonement in every heart4 ,he brings and is bringing ,god and man1 and man and man1 into perfect unity3 ',i in them and thou in me1 that they may be made perfect in one4' ',that is a dangerous doctrine6' ,more dangerous than you think to many things--to every evil1 to every lie1 and among the rest to every false trust in what ,christ did1 instead of in ,christ himself4 ,paul glories in the cross of ,christ1 but he does not trust in the cross3 he trusts in the living ,christ and his living father4 ,justice then requires that sin should be put an end to2 and not that only1 but that it should be atoned for2 and where punishment can do anything to this end1 where it can help the sinner to know what he has been guilty of1 where it can soften his heart to see his pride and wrong and cruelty1 justice requires that punishment shall not be spared4 ,and the more we believe in ,god1 the surer we shall be that he will spare nothing that suffering can do to deliver his child from death4 ,if suffering cannot serve this end1 we need look for no more hell1 but for the destruction of sin by the destruction of the sinner4 ,that1 however1 would1 it appears to me1 be for ,god to suffer defeat1 blameless indeed1 but defeat4 ,if ,god be defeated1 he must destroy--that is1 he must withdraw life4 ,how can he go on sending forth his life into irreclaimable souls1 to keep sin alive in them throughout the ages of eternity8 ,but then1 ,i say1 no atonement would be made for the wrongs they have done2 ,god remains defeated1 for he has created that which sinned1 and which would not repent and make up for its sin4 ,but those who believe that ,god will thus be defeated by many souls1 must surely be of those who do not believe he cares enough to do his very best for them4 ,he is their ,father2 he had power to make them out of himself1 separate from himself1 and capable of being one with him3 surely he will somehow save and keep them6 ,not the power of sin itself can close all the channels between creating and created4 ,the notion of suffering as an offset for sin1 the foolish idea that a man by suffering borne may get out from under the hostile claim to which his wrong-doing has subjected him1 comes first of all1 ,i think1 from the satisfaction we feel when wrong comes to grief4 ,why do we feel this satisfaction8 ,because we hate wrong1 but1 not being righteous ourselves1 more or less hate the wronger as well as his wrong1 hence are not only righteously pleased to behold the law's disapproval proclaimed in his punishment1 but unrighteously pleased with his suffering1 because of the impact upon us of his wrong4 ,in this way the inborn justice of our nature passes over to evil4 ,it is no pleasure to ,god1 as it so often is to us1 to see the wicked suffer4 ,to regard any suffering with satisfaction1 save it be sympathetically with its curative quality1 comes of evil1 is inhuman because undivine1 is a thing ,god is incapable of4 ,his nature is always to forgive1 and just because he forgives1 he punishes4 ,because ,god is so altogether alien to wrong1 because it is to him a heart-pain and trouble that one of his little ones should do the evil thing1 there is1 ,i believe1 no extreme of suffering to which1 for the sake of destroying the evil thing in them1 he would not subject them4 ,a man might flatter1 or bribe1 or coax a tyrant2 but there is no refuge from the love of ,god2 that love will1 for very love1 insist upon the uttermost farthing4 ',that is not the sort of love ,i care about6' ,no2 how should you8 ,i well believe it6 ,you cannot care for it until you begin to know it4 ,but the eternal love will not be moved to yield you to the selfishness that is killing you4 ,what lover would yield his lady to her passion for morphia8 ,you may sneer at such love1 but the ,son of ,god who took the weight of that love1 and bore it through the world1 is content with it1 and so is everyone who knows it4 ,the love of the ,father is a radiant perfection4 ,love and not self-love is lord of the universe4 ,justice demands your punishment1 because justice demands1 and will have1 the destruction of sin4 ,justice demands your punishment because it demands that your father should do his best for you4 ,god1 being the ,god of justice1 that is of fair-play1 and having made us what we are1 apt to fall and capable of being raised again1 is in himself bound to punish in order to deliver us--else is his relation to us poor beside that of an earthly father4 ',to thee1 ,o ,lord1 belongeth mercy1 for thou renderest to every man according to his work4' ,a man's work is his character2 and ,god in his mercy is not indifferent1 but treats him according to his work4 ,the notion that the salvation of ,jesus is a salvation from the consequences of our sins1 is a false1 mean1 low notion4 ,the salvation of ,christ is salvation from the smallest tendency or leaning to sin4 ,it is a deliverance into the pure air of ,god's ways of thinking and feeling4 ,it is a salvation that makes the heart pure1 with the will and choice of the heart to be pure4 ,to such a heart1 sin is disgusting4 ,it sees a thing as it is1--that is1 as ,god sees it1 for ,god sees everything as it is4 ,the soul thus saved would rather sink into the flames of hell than steal into heaven and skulk there under the shadow of an imputed righteousness4 ,no soul is saved that would not prefer hell to sin4 ,jesus did not die to save us from punishment2 he was called ,jesus because he should save his people from their sins4 ,if punishment be no atonement1 how does the fact bear on the popular theology accepted by every one of the opposers of what they call ,christianity1 as representing its doctrines8 ,most of us have been more or less trained in it1 and not a few of us have thereby1 thank ,god1 learned what it is--an evil thing1 to be cast out of intellect and heart4 ,many imagine it dead and gone1 but in reality it lies at the root 7the intellectual root only1 thank ,god7 of much the greater part of the teaching of ,christianity in the country2 and is believed in--so far as the false can be believed in--by many who think they have left it behind1 when they have merely omitted the truest1 most offensive modes of expressing its doctrines4 ,it is humiliating to find how many comparatively honest people think they get rid of a falsehood by softening the statement of it1 by giving it the shape and placing it in the light in which it will least assert itself1 and so have a good chance of passing both with such as hold it thoroughly1 and such as might revolt against it more plainly uttered4 ,once for all ,i will ease my soul regarding the horrid phantasm4 ,i have passed through no change of opinion concerning it since first ,i began to write or speak2 but ,i have written little and spoken less about it1 because ,i would preach no mere negation4 ,my work was not to destroy the false1 except as it came in the way of building the true4 ,therefore ,i sought to speak but what ,i believed1 saying little concerning what ,i did not believe2 trusting1 as now ,i trust1 in the true to cast out the false1 and shunning dispute4 ,neither will ,i now enter any theological lists to be the champion for or against mere doctrine4 ,i have no desire to change the opinion of man or woman4 ,let everyone for me hold what he pleases4 ,but ,i would do my utmost to disable such as think correct opinion essential to salvation from laying any other burden on the shoulders of true men and women than the yoke of their ,master2 and such burden1 if already oppressing any1 ,i would gladly lift4 ,let the ,lord himself teach them1 ,i say4 ,a man who has not the mind of ,christ--and no man has the mind of ,christ except him who makes it his business to obey him--cannot have correct opinions concerning him2 neither1 if he could1 would they be of any value to him3 he would be nothing the better1 he would be the worse for having them4 ,our business is not to think correctly1 but to live truly2 then first will there be a possibility of our thinking correctly4 ,one chief cause of the amount of unbelief in the world is1 that those who have seen something of the glory of ,christ1 set themselves to theorize concerning him rather than to obey him4 ,in teaching men1 they have not taught them ,christ1 but taught them about ,christ4 ,more eager after credible theory than after doing the truth1 they have speculated in a condition of heart in which it was impossible they should understand2 they have presumed to explain a ,christ whom years and years of obedience could alone have made them able to comprehend4 ,their teaching of him1 therefore1 has been repugnant to the common sense of many who had not half their privileges1 but in whom1 as in ,nathanael1 there was no guile4 ,such1 naturally1 press their theories1 in general derived from them of old time1 upon others1 insisting on their thinking about ,christ as they think1 instead of urging them to go to ,christ to be taught by him whatever he chooses to teach them4 ,they do their unintentional worst to stop all growth1 all life4 ,from such and their false teaching ,i would gladly help to deliver the true-hearted4 ,let the dead bury their dead1 but ,i would do what ,i may to keep them from burying the living4 ,if there be no satisfaction to justice in the mere punishment of the wrong-doer1 what shall we say of the notion of satisfying justice by causing one to suffer who is not the wrong-doer8 ,and what1 moreover1 shall we say to the notion that1 just because he is not the person who deserves to be punished1 but is absolutely innocent1 his suffering gives perfect satisfaction to the perfect justice8 ,that the injustice be done with the consent of the person maltreated makes no difference3 it makes it even worse1 seeing1 as they say1 that justice requires the punishment of the sinner1 and here is one far more than innocent4 ,they have shifted their ground2 it is no more punishment1 but mere suffering the law requires6 ,the thing gets worse and worse4 ,i declare my utter and absolute repudiation of the idea in any form whatever4 ,rather than believe in a justice--that is1 a ,god--to whose righteousness1 abstract or concrete1 it could be any satisfaction for the wrong-doing of a man that a man who did no wrong should suffer1 ,i would be driven from among men1 and dwell with the wild beasts that have not reason enough to be unreasonable4 ,what6 ,god1 the father of ,jesus ,christ1 like that6 ,his justice contented with direst injustice6 ,the anger of him who will nowise clear the guilty1 appeased by the suffering of the innocent6 ,very ,god forbid6 ,observe3 the evil fancy actually substitutes for punishment not mere suffering1 but that suffering which is farthest from punishment2 and this when1 as ,i have shown1 punishment1 the severest1 can be no satisfaction to justice6 ,how did it come ever to be imagined8 ,it sprang from the trustless dread that cannot believe in the forgiveness of the ,father2 cannot believe that even ,god will do anything for nothing2 cannot trust him without a legal arrangement to bind him4 ,how many1 failing to trust ,god1 fall back on a text1 as they call it6 ,it sprang from the pride that will understand what it cannot1 before it will obey what it sees4 ,he that will understand first will believe a lie--a lie from which obedience alone will at length deliver him4 ,if anyone say1 ',but ,i believe what you despise1' ,i answer1 ,to believe it is your punishment for being able to believe it2 you may call it your reward1 if you will4 ,you ought not to be able to believe it4 ,it is the merest1 poorest1 most shameless fiction1 invented without the perception that it was an invention--fit to satisfy the intellect1 doubtless1 of the inventor1 else he could not have invented it4 ,it has seemed to satisfy also many a humble soul1 content to take what was given1 and not think2 content that another should think for him1 and tell him what was the mind of his ,father in heaven4 ,again ,i say1 let the person who can be so satisfied be so satisfied2 ,i have not to trouble myself with him4 ,that he can be content with it1 argues him unready to receive better4 ,so long as he can believe false things concerning ,god1 he is such as is capable of believing them--with how much or how little of blame1 ,god knows4 ,opinion1 right or wrong1 will do nothing to save him4 ,i would that he thought no more about this or any other opinion1 but set himself to do the work of the ,master4 ,with his opinions1 true or false1 ,i have nothing to do4 ,it is because such as he force evil things upon their fellows--utter or imply them from the seat of authority or influence--to their agony1 their paralysation1 their unbelief1 their indignation1 their stumbling1 that ,i have any right to speak4 ,i would save my fellows from having what notion of ,god is possible to them blotted out by a lie4 ,if it be asked how1 if it be false1 the doctrine of substitution can have been permitted to remain so long an article of faith to so many1 ,i answer1 ,on the same principle on which ,god took up and made use of the sacrifices men had1 in their lack of faith1 invented as a way of pleasing him4 ,some children will tell lies to please the parents that hate lying4 ,they will even confess to having done a wrong they have not done1 thinking their parents would like them to say they had done it1 because they teach them to confess4 ,god accepted men's sacrifices until he could get them to see--and with how many has he yet not succeeded1 in the church and out of it6--that he does not care for such things4 ',but1' again it may well be asked1 'whence then has sprung the undeniable potency of that teaching8' ,i answer1 ,from its having in it a notion of ,god and his ,christ1 poor indeed and faint1 but1 by the very poverty and untruth in its presentation1 fitted to the weakness and unbelief of men1 seeing it was by men invented to meet and ease the demand made upon their own weakness and unbelief4 ,thus the leaven spreads4 ,the truth is there4 ,it is ,christ the glory of ,god4 ,but the ideas that poor slavish souls breed concerning this glory the moment the darkness begins to disperse1 is quite another thing4 ,truth is indeed too good for men to believe2 they must dilute it before they can take it2 they must dilute it before they dare give it4 ,they must make it less true before they can believe it enough to get any good of it4 ,unable to believe in the love of the ,lord ,jesus ,christ1 they invented a mediator in his mother1 and so were able to approach a little where else they had stood away2 unable to believe in the forgivingness of their father in heaven1 they invented a way to be forgiven that should not demand of him so much2 which might make it right for him to forgive2 which should save them from having to believe downright in the tenderness of his father-heart1 for that they found impossible4 ,they thought him bound to punish for the sake of punishing1 as an offset to their sin2 they could not believe in clear forgiveness2 that did not seem divine2 it needed itself to be justified2 so they invented for its justification a horrible injustice1 involving all that was bad in sacrifice1 even human sacrifice4 ,they invented a satisfaction for sin which was an insult to ,god4 ,he sought no satisfaction1 but an obedient return to the ,father4 ,what satisfaction was needed he made himself in what he did to cause them to turn from evil and go back to him4 ,the thing was too simple for complicated unbelief and the arguing spirit4 ,gladly would ,i help their followers to loathe such thoughts of ,god2 but for that1 they themselves must grow better men and women4 ,while they are capable of being satisfied with them1 there would be no advantage in their becoming intellectually convinced that such thoughts were wrong4 ,i would not speak a word to persuade them of it4 ,success would be worthless4 ,they would but remain what they were--children capable of thinking meanly of their father4 ,when the heart recoils1 discovering how horrible it would be to have such an unreality for ,god1 it will begin to search about and see whether it must indeed accept such statements concerning ,god2 it will search after a real ,god by whom to hold fast1 a real ,god to deliver them from the terrible idol4 ,it is for those thus moved that ,i write1 not at all for the sake of disputing with those who love the lie they may not be to blame for holding2 who1 like the ,jews of old1 would cast out of their synagogue the man who doubts the genuineness of their moral caricature of ,god1 who doubts their travesty of the grandest truth in the universe1 the atonement of ,jesus ,christ4 ,of such a man they will unhesitatingly report that he does not believe in the atonement4 ,but a lie for ,god is against ,god1 and carries the sentence of death in itself4 ,instead of giving their energy to do the will of ,god1 men of power have given it to the construction of a system by which to explain why ,christ must die1 what were the necessities and designs of ,god in permitting his death2 and men of power of our own day1 while casting from them not a little of the good in the teaching of the ,roman ,church1 have clung to the morally and spiritually vulgar idea of justice and satisfaction held by pagan ,rome1 buttressed by the ,jewish notion of sacrifice1 and in its very home1 alas1 with the mother of all the western churches6 ,better the reformers had kept their belief in a purgatory1 and parted with what is called vicarious sacrifice6 ,their system is briefly this3 ,god is bound to punish sin1 and to punish it to the uttermost4 ,his justice requires that sin be punished4 ,but he loves man1 and does not want to punish him if he can help it4 ,jesus ,christ says1 ',i will take his punishment upon me4' ,god accepts his offer1 and lets man go unpunished--upon a condition4 ,his justice is more than satisfied by the punishment of an infinite being instead of a world of worthless creatures4 ,the suffering of ,jesus is of greater value than that of all the generations1 through endless ages1 because he is infinite1 pure1 perfect in love and truth1 being ,god's own everlasting son4 ,god's condition with man is1 that he believe in ,christ's atonement thus explained4 ,a man must say1 ',i have sinned1 and deserve to be tortured to all eternity4 ,but ,christ has paid my debts1 by being punished instead of me4 ,therefore he is my ,saviour4 ,i am now bound by gratitude to him to turn away from evil4' ,some would doubtless insist on his saying a good deal more1 but this is enough for my purpose4 ,as to the justice of ,god requiring the punishment of the sinner1 ,i have said enough4 ,that the mere suffering of the sinner can be no satisfaction to justice1 ,i have also tried to show4 ,if the suffering of the sinner be indeed required by the justice of ,god1 let it be administered4 ,but what shall we say adequate to confront the base representation that it is not punishment1 not the suffering of the sinner that is required1 but suffering6 nay1 as if this were not depth enough of baseness to crown all heathenish representation of the ways of ,god1 that the suffering of the innocent is unspeakably preferable in his eyes to that of the wicked1 as a make-up for wrong done6 nay1 again1 'in the lowest deep a lower deep1' that the suffering of the holy1 the suffering of the loving1 the suffering of the eternally and perfectly good1 is supremely satisfactory to the pure justice of the ,father of spirits6 ,not all the suffering that could be heaped upon the wicked could buy them a moment's respite1 so little is their suffering a counterpoise to their wrong2 in the working of this law of equivalents1 this lex talionis1 the suffering of millions of years could not equal the sin of a moment1 could not pay off one farthing of the deep debt4 ,but so much more valuable1 precious1 and dear1 is the suffering of the innocent1 so much more of a satisfaction--observe--to the justice of ,god1 that in return for that suffering another wrong is done3 the sinners who deserve and ought to be punished are set free4 ,i know the root of all that can be said on the subject2 the notion is imbedded in the gray matter of my ,scotch brains2 and if ,i reject it1 ,i know what ,i reject4 ,for the love of ,god my heart rose early against the low invention4 ,strange that in a ,christian land it should need to be said1 that to punish the innocent and let the guilty go free is unjust6 ,it wrongs the innocent1 the guilty1 and ,god himself4 ,it would be the worst of all wrongs to the guilty to treat them as innocent4 ,the whole device is a piece of spiritual charlatanry--fit only for a fraudulent jail-delivery4 ,if the wicked ought to be punished1 it were the worst possible perversion of justice to take a righteous being however strong1 and punish him instead of the sinner however weak4 ,to the poorest idea of justice in punishment1 it is essential that the sinner1 and no other than the sinner1 should receive the punishment4 ,the strong being that was willing to bear such punishment might well be regarded as worshipful1 but what of the ,god whose so-called justice he thus defeats8 ,if you say it is justice1 not ,god that demands the suffering1 ,i say justice cannot demand that which is unjust1 and the whole thing is unjust4 ,god is absolutely just1 and there is no deliverance from his justice1 which is one with his mercy4 ,the device is an absurdity--a grotesquely deformed absurdity4 ,to represent the living ,god as a party to such a style of action1 is to veil with a mask of cruelty and hypocrisy the face whose glory can be seen only in the face of ,jesus2 to put a tirade of vulgar ,roman legality into the mouth of the ,lord ,god merciful and gracious1 who will by no means clear the guilty4 ,rather than believe such ugly folly of him whose very name is enough to make those that know him heave the breath of the hart panting for the waterbrooks2 rather than think of him what in a man would make me avoid him at the risk of my life1 ,i would say1 ',there is no ,god2 let us neither eat nor drink1 that we may die6 ,for lo1 this is not our ,god6 ,this is not he for whom we have waited6' ,but ,i have seen his face and heard his voice in the face and the voice of ,jesus ,christ2 and ,i say this is our ,god1 the very one whose being the ,creator makes it an infinite gladness to be the created4 ,i will not have the ,god of the scribes and the pharisees whether ,jewish or ,christian1 protestant1 ,roman1 or ,greek1 but thy father1 ,o ,christ6 ,he is my ,god4 ,if you say1 ',that is our ,god1 not yours6' ,i answer1 ',your portrait of your ,god is an evil caricature of the face of ,christ4' ,to believe in a vicarious sacrifice1 is to think to take refuge with the ,son from the righteousness of the ,father2 to take refuge with his work instead of with the ,son himself2 to take refuge with a theory of that work instead of the work itself2 to shelter behind a false quirk of law instead of nestling in the eternal heart of the unchangeable and righteous ,father1 who is merciful in that he renders to every man according to his work1 and compels their obedience1 nor admits judicial quibble or subterfuge4 ,god will never let a man off with any fault4 ,he must have him clean4 ,he will excuse him to the very uttermost of truth1 but not a hair's-breadth beyond it2 he is his true father1 and will have his child true as his son ,jesus ,christ is true4 ,he will impute to him nothing that he has not1 will lose sight of no smallest good that he has2 will quench no smoking flax1 break no bruised reed1 but send forth judgment unto victory4 ,he is ,god beyond all that heart hungriest for love and righteousness could to eternity desire4 ,if you say the best of men have held the opinions ,i stigmatize1 ,i answer1 ',some of the best of men have indeed held these theories1 and of men who have held them ,i have loved and honoured some heartily and humbly--but because of what they were1 not because of what they thought2 and they were what they were in virtue of their obedient faith1 not of their opinion4 ,they were not better men because of holding these theories4 ,in virtue of knowing ,god by obeying his son1 they rose above the theories they had never looked in the face1 and so had never recognized as evil4 ,many have arrived1 in the natural progress of their sacred growth1 at the point where they must abandon them4 ,the man of whom ,i knew the most good gave them up gladly4 ,good to worshipfulness may be the man that holds them1 and ,i hate them the more therefore2 they are lies that1 working under cover of the truth mingled with them1 burrow as near the heart of the good man as they can go4 ,whoever1 from whatever reason of blindness1 may be the holder of a lie1 the thing is a lie1 and no falsehood must mingle with the justice we mete out to it4 ,there is nothing for any lie but the pit of hell4 ,yet until the man sees the thing to be a lie1 how shall he but hold it6 ,are there not mingled with it shadows of the best truth in the universe8 ,so long as a man is able to love a lie1 he is incapable of seeing it is a lie4 ,he who is true1 out and out1 will know at once an untruth2 and to that vision we must all come4 ,i do not write for the sake of those who either make or heartily accept any lie4 ,when they see the glory of ,god1 they will see the eternal difference between the false and the true1 and not till then4 ,i write for those whom such teaching as theirs has folded in a cloud through which they cannot see the stars of heaven1 so that some of them even doubt if there be any stars of heaven4 ,for the holy ones who believed and taught these things in days gone by1 all is well4 ,many of the holiest of them cast the lies from them long ere the present teachers of them were born4 ,many who would never have invented them for themselves1 yet receiving them with the seals affixed of so many good men1 took them in their humility as recognized truths1 instead of inventions of men2 and1 oppressed by authority1 the authority of men far inferior to themselves1 did not dare dispute them1 but proceeded to order their lives by what truths they found in their company1 and so had their reward1 the reward of obedience1 in being by that obedience brought to know ,god1 which knowledge broke for them the net of a presumptuous self-styled orthodoxy4 ,every man who tries to obey the ,master is my brother1 whether he counts me such or not1 and ,i revere him2 but dare ,i give quarter to what ,i see to be a lie1 because my brother believes it8 ,the lie is not of ,god1 whoever may hold it4 ',well1 then1' will many say1 'if you thus unceremoniously cast to the winds the doctrine of vicarious sacrifice1 what theory do you propose to substitute in its stead8' ',in the name of the truth1' ,i answer1 ,none4 ,i will send out no theory of mine to rouse afresh little whirlwinds of dialogistic dust mixed with dirt and straws and holy words1 hiding the ,master in talk about him4 ,if ,i have any such1 ,i will not cast it on the road as ,i walk1 but present it on a fair patine to him to whom ,i may think it well to show it4 ,only eyes opened by the sun of righteousness1 and made single by obedience1 can judge even the poor moony pearl of formulated thought4 ,say if you will that ,i fear to show my opinion4 ,is the man a coward who will not fling his child to the wolves8 ,what faith in this kind ,i have1 ,i will have to myself before ,god1 till ,i see better reason for uttering it than ,i do now4 ',will you then take from me my faith1 and help me to no other8' ,your faith6 ,god forbid4 ,your theory is not your faith1 nor anything like it4 ,your faith is your obedience2 your theory ,i know not what4 ,yes1 ,i will gladly leave you without any of what you call faith4 ,trust in ,god4 ,obey the word--every word of the ,master4 ,that is faith2 and so believing1 your opinion will grow out of your true life1 and be worthy of it4 ,peter says the ,lord gives the spirit to them that obey him3 the spirit of the ,master1 and that alone1 can guide you to any theory that it will be of use to you to hold4 ,a theory arrived at any other way is not worth the time spent on it4 ,jesus is the creating and saving lord of our intellects as well as of our more precious hearts2 nothing that he does not think1 is worth thinking2 no man can think as he thinks1 except he be pure like him2 no man can be pure like him1 except he go with him1 and learn from him4 ,to put off obeying him till we find a credible theory concerning him1 is to set aside the potion we know it our duty to drink1 for the study of the various schools of therapy4 ,you know what ,christ requires of you is right--much of it at least you believe to be right1 and your duty to do1 whether he said it or not3 do it4 ,if you do not do what you know of the truth1 ,i do not wonder that you seek it intellectually1 for that kind of search may well be1 as ,milton represents it1 a solace even to the fallen angels4 ,but do not call anything that may be so gained1 ,the ,truth4 ,how can you1 not caring to be true1 judge concerning him whose life was to do for very love the things you confess your duty1 yet do them not8 ,obey the truth1 ,i say1 and let theory wait4 ,theory may spring from life1 but never life from theory4 ,i will not then tell you what ,i think1 but ,i will tell any man who cares to hear it what ,i believe4 ,i will do it now4 ,of course what ,i say must partake thus much of the character of theory that ,i cannot prove it2 ,i can only endeavour to order my life by it4 ,i believe in ,jesus ,christ1 the eternal ,son of ,god1 my elder brother1 my lord and master2 ,i believe that he has a right to my absolute obedience whereinsoever ,i know or shall come to know his will2 that to obey him is to ascend the pinnacle of my being2 that not to obey him would be to deny him4 ,i believe that he died that ,i might die like him--die to any ruling power in me but the will of ,god--live ready to be nailed to the cross as he was1 if ,god will it4 ,i believe that he is my ,saviour from myself1 and from all that has come of loving myself1 from all that ,god does not love1 and would not have me love--all that is not worth loving2 that he died that the justice1 the mercy of ,god1 might have its way with me1 making me just as ,god is just1 merciful as he is merciful1 perfect as my father in heaven is perfect4 ,i believe and pray that he will give me what punishment ,i need to set me right1 or keep me from going wrong4 ,i believe that he died to deliver me from all meanness1 all pretence1 all falseness1 all unfairness1 all poverty of spirit1 all cowardice1 all fear1 all anxiety1 all forms of self-love1 all trust or hope in possession2 to make me merry as a child1 the child of our father in heaven1 loving nothing but what is lovely1 desiring nothing ,i should be ashamed to let the universe of ,god see me desire4 ,i believe that ,god is just like ,jesus1 only greater yet1 for ,jesus said so4 ,i believe that ,god is absolutely1 grandly beautiful1 even as the highest soul of man counts beauty1 but infinitely beyond that soul's highest idea--with the beauty that creates beauty1 not merely shows it1 or itself exists beautiful4 ,i believe that ,god has always done1 is always doing his best for every man2 that no man is miserable because ,god is forgetting him2 that he is not a ,god to crouch before1 but our father1 to whom the child-heart cries exultant1 ',do with me as thou wilt4' ,i believe that there is nothing good for me or for any man but ,god1 and more and more of ,god1 and that alone through knowing ,christ can we come nigh to him4 ,i believe that no man is ever condemned for any sin except one--that he will not leave his sins and come out of them1 and be the child of him who is his father4 ,i believe that justice and mercy are simply one and the same thing2 without justice to the full there can be no mercy1 and without mercy to the full there can be no justice2 that such is the mercy of ,god that he will hold his children in the consuming fire of his distance until they pay the uttermost farthing1 until they drop the purse of selfishness with all the dross that is in it1 and rush home to the ,father and the ,son1 and the many brethren--rush inside the centre of the life-giving fire whose outer circles burn4 ,i believe that no hell will be lacking which would help the just mercy of ,god to redeem his children4 ,i believe that to him who obeys1 and thus opens the doors of his heart to receive the eternal gift1 ,god gives the spirit of his son1 the spirit of himself1 to be in him1 and lead him to the understanding of all truth2 that the true disciple shall thus always know what he ought to do1 though not necessarily what another ought to do2 that the spirit of the father and the son enlightens by teaching righteousness4 ,i believe that no teacher should strive to make men think as he thinks1 but to lead them to the living ,truth1 to the ,master himself1 of whom alone they can learn anything1 who will make them in themselves know what is true by the very seeing of it4 ,i believe that the inspiration of the ,almighty alone gives understanding4 ,i believe that to be the disciple of ,christ is the end of being2 that to persuade men to be his disciples is the end of teaching4 ',the sum of all this is that you do not believe in the atonement8' ,i believe in ,jesus ,christ4 ,nowhere am ,i requested to believe in any thing1 or in any statement1 but everywhere to believe in ,god and in ,jesus ,christ4 ,in what you call the atonement1 in what you mean by the word1 what ,i have already written must make it plain enough ,i do not believe4 ,god forbid ,i should1 for it would be to believe a lie1 and a lie which is to blame for much non-acceptance of the gospel in this and other lands4 ,but1 as the word was used by the best ,english writers at the time when the translation of the ,bible was made--with all my heart1 and soul1 and strength1 and mind1 ,i believe in the atonement1 call it the a-tone-ment1 or the at-one-ment1 as you please4 ,i believe that ,jesus ,christ is our atonement2 that through him we are reconciled to1 made one with ,god4 ,there is not one word in the ,new ,testament about reconciling ,god to us2 it is we that have to be reconciled to ,god4 ,i am not writing1 neither desire to write1 a treatise on the atonement1 my business being to persuade men to be atoned to ,god2 but ,i will go so far to meet my questioner as to say--without the slightest expectation of satisfying him1 or the least care whether ,i do so or not1 for his opinion is of no value to me1 though his truth is of endless value to me and to the universe--that1 even in the sense of the atonement being a making-up for the evil done by men toward ,god1 ,i believe in the atonement4 ,did not the ,lord cast himself into the eternal gulf of evil yawning between the children and the ,father8 ,did he not bring the ,father to us1 let us look on our eternal ,sire in the face of his true son1 that we might have that in our hearts which alone could make us love him--a true sight of him8 ,did he not insist on the one truth of the universe1 the one saving truth1 that ,god was just what he was8 ,did he not hold to that assertion to the last1 in the face of contradiction and death8 ,did he not thus lay down his life persuading us to lay down ours at the feet of the ,father8 ,has not his very life by which he died passed into those who have received him1 and re-created theirs1 so that now they live with the life which alone is life8 ,did he not foil and slay evil by letting all the waves and billows of its horrid sea break upon him1 go over him1 and die without rebound--spend their rage1 fall defeated1 and cease8 ,verily1 he made atonement6 ,we sacrifice to ,god6--it is ,god who has sacrificed his own son to us2 there was no way else of getting the gift of himself into our hearts4 ,jesus sacrificed himself to his father and the children to bring them together--all the love on the side of the ,father and the ,son1 all the selfishness on the side of the children4 ,if the joy that alone makes life worth living1 the joy that ,god is such as ,christ1 be a true thing in my heart1 how can ,i but believe in the atonement of ,jesus ,christ8 ,i believe it heartily1 as ,god means it4 ,then again1 as the power that brings about a making-up for any wrong done by man to man1 ,i believe in the atonement4 ,who that believes in ,jesus does not long to atone to his brother for the injury he has done him8 ,what repentant child1 feeling he has wronged his father1 does not desire to make atonement8 ,who is the mover1 the causer1 the persuader1 the creator of the repentance1 of the passion that restores fourfold8--,jesus1 our propitiation1 our atonement4 ,he is the head and leader1 the prince of the atonement4 ,he could not do it without us1 but he leads us up to the ,father's knee3 he makes us make atonement4 ,learning ,christ1 we are not only sorry for what we have done wrong1 we not only turn from it and hate it1 but we become able to serve both ,god and man with an infinitely high and true service1 a soul-service4 ,we are able to offer our whole being to ,god to whom by deepest right it belongs4 ,have ,i injured anyone8 ,with him to aid my justice1 new risen with him from the dead1 shall ,i not make good amends8 ,have ,i failed in love to my neighbour8 ,shall ,i not now love him with an infinitely better love than was possible to me before8 ,that ,i will and can make atonement1 thanks be to him who is my atonement1 making me at one with ,god and my fellows6 ,he is my life1 my joy1 my lord1 my owner1 the perfecter of my being by the perfection of his own4 ,i dare not say with ,paul that ,i am the slave of ,christ2 but my highest aspiration and desire is to be the slave of ,christ4 ',but you do not believe that the sufferings of ,christ1 as sufferings1 justified the supreme ruler in doing anything which he would not have been at liberty to do but for those sufferings8' ,i do not4 ,i believe the notion as unworthy of man's belief1 as it is dishonouring to ,god4 ,it has its origin doubtless in a salutary sense of sin2 but sense of sin is not inspiration1 though it may lie not far from the temple-door4 ,it is indeed an opener of the eyes1 but upon home-defilement1 not upon heavenly truth2 it is not the revealer of secrets4 ,also there is another factor in the theory1 and that is unbelief--incapacity to accept the freedom of ,god's forgiveness2 incapacity to believe that it is ,god's chosen nature to forgive1 that he is bound in his own divinely willed nature to forgive4 ,no atonement is necessary to him but that men should leave their sins and come back to his heart4 ,but men cannot believe in the forgiveness of ,god4 ,therefore they need1 therefore he has given them a mediator4 ,and yet they will not know him4 ,they think of the father of souls as if he had abdicated his fatherhood for their sins1 and assumed the judge4 ,if he put off his fatherhood1 which he cannot do1 for it is an eternal fact1 he puts off with it all relation to us4 ,he cannot repudiate the essential and keep the resultant4 ,men cannot1 or will not1 or dare not see that nothing but his being our father gives him any right over us--that nothing but that could give him a perfect right4 ,they regard the father of their spirits as their governor6 ,they yield the idea of the ,ancient of ,days1 'the glad creator1' and put in its stead a miserable1 puritanical martinet of a ,god1 caring not for righteousness1 but for his rights2 not for the eternal purities1 but the goody proprieties4 ,the prophets of such a ,god take all the glow1 all the hope1 all the colour1 all the worth1 out of life on earth1 and offer you instead what they call eternal bliss--a pale1 tearless hell4 ,of all things1 turn from a mean1 poverty stricken faith4 ,but1 if you ate straitened in your own mammon-worshipping soul1 how shall you believe in a ,god any greater than can stand up in that prison-chamber8 ,i desire to wake no dispute1 will myself dispute with no man1 but for the sake of those whom certain believers trouble1 ,i have spoken my mind4 ,i love the one ,god seen in the face of ,jesus ,christ4 ,from all copies of ,jonathan ,edwards's portrait of ,god1 however faded by time1 however softened by the use of less glaring pigments1 ,i turn with loathing4 ,not such a ,god is he concerning whom was the message ,john heard from ,jesus1 that he is light1 and in him is no darkness at all4 ,,light4 ,this then is the message which we have heard of him1 and declare unto you1 that ,god is light1 and in him is no darkness at all4--#a ,john i4 #e4 ,and this is the condemnation1 that light is come into the world1 and men loved darkness rather than light2 because their deeds were evil4--,john iii4 #ai4 ,we call the story of ,jesus1 told so differently1 yet to my mind so consistently1 by four narrators1 the gospel4 ,what makes this tale the good news8 ,is everything in the story of ,christ's life on earth good news8 ,is it good news that the one only good man was served by his fellow-men as ,jesus was served--cast out of the world in torture and shame8 ,is it good news that he came to his own1 and his own received him not8 ,what makes it fit1 ,i repeat1 to call the tale good news8 ,if we asked this or that theologian1 we should1 in so far as he was a true man1 and answered from his own heart and not from the tradition of the elders1 understand what he saw in it that made it good news to him1 though it might involve what would be anything but good news to some of us4 ,the deliverance it might seem to this or that man to bring1 might be founded on such notions of ,god as to not a few of us contain as little of good as of news4 ,to share in the deliverance which some men find in what they call the gospel--for all do not apply the word to the tale itself1 but to certain deductions made from the epistles and their own consciousness of evil--we should have to believe such things of ,god as would be the opposite of an evangel to us--yea1 a message from hell itself2 we should have to imagine that whose possibility would be worse than any ill from which their 'good news' might offer us deliverance3 we must first believe in an unjust ,god1 from whom we have to seek refuge4 ,true1 they call him just1 but say he does that which seems to the best in me the essence of injustice4 ,they will tell me ,i judge after the flesh3 ,i answer1 ,is it then to the flesh the ,lord appeals when he says1 ',yea1 and why even of yourselves judge ye not what is right8' ,is he not the light that lighteth every man that cometh into the world8 ,they tell me ,i was born in sin1 and ,i know it to be true2 they tell me also that ,i am judged with the same severity as if ,i had been born in righteousness1 and that ,i know to be false4 ,they make it a consequence of the purity and justice of ,god that he will judge us1 born in evil1 for which birth we were not accountable1 by our sinfulness1 instead of by our guilt4 ,they tell me1 or at least give me to understand1 that every wrong thing ,i have done makes me subject to be treated as if ,i had done that thing with the free will of one who had in him no taint of evil--when1 perhaps1 ,i did not at the time recognize the thing as evil1 or recognized it only in the vaguest fashion4 ,is there any gospel in telling me that ,god is unjust1 but that there is a way of deliverance from him8 ,show me my ,god unjust1 and you wake in me a damnation from which no power can deliver me--least of all ,god himself4 ,it may be good news to such as are content to have a ,god capable of unrighteousness1 if only he be on their side6 ,who would not rejoice to hear from ,matthew1 or ,mark1 or ,luke1 what1 in a few words1 he meant by the word gospel--or rather1 what in the story of ,jesus made him call it good news6 ,each would probably give a different answer to the question1 all the answers consistent1 and each a germ from which the others might be reasoned2 but in the case of ,john1 we have his answer to the question3 he gives us in one sentence of two members1 not indeed the gospel according to ,john1 but the gospel according to ,jesus ,christ himself4 ,he had often told the story of ,jesus1 the good news of what he was1 and did1 and said3 what in it all did ,john look upon as the essence of the goodness of its news8 ,in his gospel he gives us all about him1 the message concerning him2 now he tells us what in it makes it to himself and to us good news--tells us the very goodness of the good news4 ,it is not now his own message about ,jesus1 but the soul of that message--that which makes it gospel--the news ,jesus brought concerning the ,father1 and gave to the disciples as his message for them to deliver to men4 ,throughout the story1 ,jesus1 in all he does1 and is1 and says1 is telling the news concerning his father1 which he was sent to give to ,john and his companions1 that they might hand it on to their brothers2 but here1 in so many words1 ,john tells us what he himself has heard from ,the ,word--what in sum he has gathered from ,jesus as the message he has to declare4 ,he has received it in no systematic form2 it is what a life1 the life1 what a man1 the man1 has taught him4 ,the ,word is the ,lord2 the ,lord is the gospel4 ,the good news is no fagot of sticks of a man's gathering on the ,sabbath4 ,every man must read the ,word for himself4 ,one may read it in one shape1 another in another3 all will be right if it be indeed the ,word they read1 and they read it by the lamp of obedience4 ,he who is willing to do the will of the ,father shall know the truth of the teaching of ,jesus4 ,the spirit is 'given to them that obey him4' ,but let us hear how ,john reads the ,word--near what is ,john's version of the gospel4 ',this then is the message1' he says1 'which we have heard of him1 and declare unto you1 that ,god is light1 and in him is no darkness at all4' ,ah1 my heart1 this is indeed the good news for thee6 ,this is a gospel6 ,if ,god be light1 what more1 what else can ,i seek than ,god1 than ,god himself6 ,away with your doctrines6 ,away with your salvation from the 'justice' of a ,god whom it is a horror to imagine6 ,away with your iron cages of false metaphysics6 ,i am saved--for ,god is light6 ,my ,god1 ,i come to thee4 ,that thou shouldst be thyself is enough for time and eternity1 for my soul and all its endless need4 ,whatever seems to me darkness1 that ,i will not believe of my ,god4 ,if ,i should mistake1 and call that darkness which is light1 will he not reveal the matter to me1 setting it in the light that lighteth every man1 showing me that ,i saw but the husk of the thing1 not the kernel8 ,will he not break open the shell for me1 and let the truth of it1 his thought1 stream out upon me8 ,he will not let it hurt me to mistake the light for darkness1 while ,i take not the darkness for light4 ,the one comes from blindness of the intellect1 the other from blindness of heart and will4 ,i love the light1 and will not believe at the word of any man1 or upon the conviction of any man1 that that which seems to me darkness is in ,god4 ,where would the good news be if ,john said1 ',god is light1 but you cannot see his light2 you cannot tell1 you have no notion1 what light is2 what ,god means by light1 is not what you mean by light2 what ,god calls light may be horrible darkness to you1 for you are of another nature from him6' ,where1 ,i say1 would be the good news of that8 ,it is true1 the light of ,god may be so bright that we see nothing2 but that is not darkness1 it is infinite hope of light4 ,it is true also that to the wicked 'the day of the ,lord is darkness1 and not light2' but is that because the conscience of the wicked man judges of good and evil oppositely to the conscience of the good man8 ,when he says1 ',evil1 be thou my good1' he means by evil what ,god means by evil1 and by good he means pleasure4 ,he cannot make the meanings change places4 ,to say that what our deepest conscience calls darkness may be light to ,god1 is blasphemy2 to say light in ,god and light in man are of differing kinds1 is to speak against the spirit of light4 ,god is light far beyond what we can see1 but what we mean by light1 ,god means by light2 and what is light to ,god is light to us1 or would be light to us if we saw it1 and will be light to us when we do see it4 ,god means us to be jubilant in the fact that he is light--that he is what his children1 made in his image1 mean when they say light2 that what in him is dark to them1 is dark by excellent glory1 by too much cause of jubilation2 that1 however dark it may be to their eyes1 it is light even as they mean it1 light for their eyes and souls and hearts to take in the moment they are enough of eyes1 enough of souls1 enough of hearts1 to receive it in its very being4 ,living ,light1 thou wilt not have me believe anything dark of thee6 thou wilt have me so sure of thee as to dare to say that is not of ,god which ,i see dark1 see unlike the ,master6 ,if ,i am not honest enough1 if the eye in me be not single enough to see thy light1 thou wilt punish me1 ,i thank thee1 and purge my eyes from their darkness1 that they may let the light in1 and so ,i become an inheritor1 with thy other children1 of that light which is thy ,godhead1 and makes thy creatures need to worship thee4 ',in thy light we shall see light4' ,all man will not1 in our present imperfection1 see the same light2 but light is light notwithstanding1 and what each does see1 is his safety if he obeys it4 ,in proportion as we have the image of ,christ mirrored in us1 we shall know what is and is not light4 ,but never will anything prove to be light that is not of the same kind with that which we mean by light1 with that in a thing which makes us call it light4 ,the darkness yet left in us makes us sometimes doubt of a thing whether it be light or darkness2 but when the eye is single1 the whole body will be full of light4 ,to fear the light is to be untrue1 or at least it comes of untruth4 ,no being1 for himself or for another1 needs fear the light of ,god4 ,nothing can be in light inimical to our nature1 which is of ,god1 or to anything in us that is worthy4 ,all fear of the light1 all dread lest there should be something dangerous in it1 comes of the darkness still in those of us who do not love the truth with all our hearts2 it will vanish as we are more and more interpenetrated with the light4 ,in a word1 there is no way of thought or action which we count admirable in man1 in which ,god is not altogether adorable4 ,there is no loveliness1 nothing that makes man dear to his brother man1 that is not in ,god1 only it is infinitely better in ,god4 ,he is ,god our saviour4 ,jesus is our saviour because ,god is our saviour4 ,he is the ,god of comfort and consolation4 ,he will soothe and satisfy his children better than any mother her infant4 ,the only thing he will not give them is--leave to stay in the dark4 ,if a child cry1 ',i want the darkness1' and complain that he will not give it1 yet he will not give it4 ,he gives what his child needs--often by refusing what he asks4 ,if his child say1 ',i will not be good2 ,i prefer to die2 let me die6' his dealing with that child will be as if he said--',no2 ,i have the right to content you1 not giving you your own will but mine1 which is your one good4 ,you shall not die2 you shall live to thank me that ,i would not hear your prayer4 ,you know what you ask1 but not what you refuse4' ,there are good things ,god must delay giving until his child has a pocket to hold them--till he gets his child to make that pocket4 ,he must first make him fit to receive and to have4 ,there is no part of our nature that shall not be satisfied--and that not by lessening it1 but by enlarging it to embrace an ever-enlarging enough4 ,come to ,god1 then1 my brother1 my sister1 with all thy desires and instincts1 all thy lofty ideals1 all thy longing for purity and unselfishness1 all thy yearning to love and be true1 all thy aspiration after self-forgetfulness and child-life in the breath of the ,father2 come to him with all thy weaknesses1 all thy shames1 all thy futilities2 with all thy helplessness over thy own thoughts2 with all thy failure1 yea1 with the sick sense of having missed the tide of true affairs2 come to him with all thy doubts1 fears1 dishonesties1 meannesses1 paltrinesses1 misjudgments1 wearinesses1 disappointments1 and stalenesses3 be sure he will take thee and all thy miserable brood1 whether of draggle-winged angels1 or covert-seeking snakes1 into his care1 the angels for life1 the snakes for death1 and thee for liberty in his limitless heart6 ,for he is light1 and in him is no darkness at all4 ,if he were a king1 a governor2 if the name that described him were ,the ,almighty1 thou mightst well doubt whether there could be light enough in him for thee and thy darkness2 but he is thy father1 and more thy father than the word can mean in any lips but his who said1 'my father and your father1 my ,god and your ,god2' and such a father is light1 an infinite1 perfect light4 ,if he were any less or any other than he is1 and thou couldst yet go on growing1 thou must at length come to the point where thou wouldst be dissatisfied with him2 but he is light1 and in him is no darkness at all4 ,if anything seem to be in him that you cannot be content with1 be sure that the ripening of thy love to thy fellows and to him1 the source of thy being1 will make thee at length know that anything else than just what he is would have been to thee an endless loss4 ,be not afraid to build upon the rock ,christ1 as if thy holy imagination might build too high and heavy for that rock1 and it must give way and crumble beneath the weight of thy divine idea4 ,let no one persuade thee that there is in him a little darkness1 because of something he has said which his creature interprets into darkness4 ,the interpretation is the work of the enemy--a handful of tares of darkness sown in the light4 ,neither let thy cowardly conscience receive any word as light because another calls it light1 while it looks to thee dark4 ,say either the thing is not what it seems1 or ,god never said or did it4 ,but1 of all evils1 to misinterpret what ,god does1 and then say the thing as interpreted must be right because ,god does it1 is of the devil4 ,do not try to believe anything that affects thee as darkness4 ,even if thou mistake and refuse something true thereby1 thou wilt do less wrong to ,christ by such a refusal than thou wouldst by accepting as his what thou canst see only as darkness4 ,it is impossible thou art seeing a true1 a real thing--seeing it as it is1 ,i mean--if it looks to thee darkness4 ,but let thy words be few1 lest thou say with thy tongue what thou wilt afterward repent with thy heart4 ,above all things believe in the light1 that it is what thou callest light1 though the darkness in thee may give thee cause at a time to doubt whether thou art verily seeing the light4 ',but there is another side to the matter3 ,god is light indeed1 but there is darkness2 darkness is death1 and men are in it4' ,yes2 darkness is death1 but not death to him that comes out of it4 ,it may sound paradoxical1 but no man is condemned for anything he has done2 he is condemned for continuing to do wrong4 ,he is condemned for not coming out of the darkness1 for not coming to the light1 the living ,god1 who sent the light1 his son1 into the world to guide him home4 ,let us hear what ,john says about the darkness4 ,for here also we have1 ,i think1 the word of the apostle himself3 at the #acth verse he begins1 ,i think1 to speak in his own person4 ,in the #aith verse he says1 ',and this is the condemnation1'--not that men are sinners--not that they have done that which1 even at the moment1 they were ashamed of--not that they have committed murder1 not that they have betrayed man or woman1 not that they have ground the faces of the poor1 making money by the groans of their fellows--not for any hideous thing are they condemned1 but that they will not leave such doings behind1 and do them no more3 ',this is the condemnation1 that light is come into the world1 and men' would not come out of the darkness to the light1 but 'loved darkness rather than light1 because their deeds were evil4' ,choosing evil1 clinging to evil1 loving the darkness because it suits with their deeds1 therefore turning their backs on the inbreaking light1 how can they but be condemned--if ,god be true1 if he be light1 and darkness be alien to him6 ,whatever of honesty is in man1 whatever of judgment is left in the world1 must allow that their condemnation is in the very nature of things1 that it must rest on them and abide4 ,but if one happens to utter some individual truth which another man has made into one of the cogs of his system1 he is in danger of being supposed to accept all the toothed wheels and their relations in that system4 ,i therefore go on to say that it does not follow1 because light has come into the world1 that it has fallen upon this or that man4 ,he has his portion of the light that lighteth every man1 but the revelation of ,god in ,christ may not yet have reached him4 ,a man might see and pass the ,lord in a crowd1 nor be to blame like the ,jews of ,jerusalem for not knowing him4 ,a man like ,nathanael might have started and stopped at the merest glimpse of him1 but all growing men are not yet like him without guile4 ,everyone who has not yet come to the light is not necessarily keeping his face turned away from it4 ,we dare not say that this or that man would not have come to the light had he seen it2 we do not know that he will not come to the light the moment he does see it4 ,god gives every man time4 ,there is a light that lightens sage and savage1 but the glory of ,god in the face of ,jesus may not have shined on this sage or that savage4 ,the condemnation is of those who1 having seen ,jesus1 refuse to come to him1 or pretend to come to him but do not the things he says4 ,they have all sorts of excuses at hand2 but as soon as a man begins to make excuse1 the time has come when he might be doing that from which he excuses himself4 ,how many are there not who1 believing there is something somewhere with the claim of light upon them1 go on and on to get more out of the darkness6 ,this consciousness1 all neglected by them1 gives broad ground for the expostulation of the ,lord--',ye will not come unto me that ye might have life6' ',all manner of sin and blasphemy1' the ,lord said1 'shall be forgiven unto men2 but the blasphemy against the spirit shall not be forgiven4' ,god speaks1 as it were1 in this manner3 ',i forgive you everything4 ,not a word more shall be said about your sins--only come out of them2 come out of the darkness of your exile2 come into the light of your home1 of your birthright1 and do evil no more4 ,lie no more2 cheat no more2 oppress no more2 slander no more2 envy no more2 be neither greedy nor vain2 love your neighbour as ,i love you2 be my good child2 trust in your father4 ,i am light2 come to me1 and you shall see things as ,i see them1 and hate the evil thing4 ,i will make you love the thing which now you call good and love not4 ,i forgive all the past4' ',i thank thee1 ,lord1 for forgiving me1 but ,i prefer staying in the darkness3 forgive me that too4' ',no2 that cannot be4 ,the one thing that cannot be forgiven is the sin of choosing to be evil1 of refusing deliverance4 ,it is impossible to forgive that sin4 ,it would be to take part in it4 ,to side with wrong against right1 with murder against life1 cannot be forgiven4 ,the thing that is past ,i pass1 but he who goes on doing the same1 annihilates this my forgiveness1 makes it of no effect4 ,let a man have committed any sin whatever1 ,i forgive him2 but to choose to go on sinning--how can ,i forgive that8 ,it would be to nourish and cherish evil6 ,it would be to let my creation go to ruin4 ,shall ,i keep you alive to do things hateful in the sight of all true men8 ,if a man refuse to come out of his sin1 he must suffer the vengeance of a love that would be no love if it left him there4 ,shall ,i allow my creature to be the thing my soul hates8' ,there is no excuse for this refusal4 ,if we were punished for every fault1 there would be no end1 no respite2 we should have no quiet wherein to repent2 but ,god passes by all he can4 ,he passes by and forgets a thousand sins1 yea1 tens of thousands1 forgiving them all--only we must begin to be good1 begin to do evil no more4 ,he who refuses must be punished and punished--punished through all the ages--punished until he gives way1 yields1 and comes to the light1 that his deeds may be seen by himself to be what they are1 and be by himself reproved1 and the ,father at last have his child again4 ,for the man who in this world resists to the full1 there may be1 perhaps1 a whole age or era in the history of the universe during which his sin shall not be forgiven2 but never can it be forgiven until he repents4 ,how can they who will not repent be forgiven1 save in the sense that ,god does and will do all he can to make them repent8 ,who knows but such sin may need for its cure the continuous punishment of an aeon8 ,there are three conceivable kinds of punishment--first1 that of mere retribution1 which ,i take to be entirely and only human--therefore1 indeed1 more properly inhuman1 for that which is not divine is not essential to humanity1 and is of evil1 and an intrusion upon the human2 second1 that which works repentance2 and third1 that which refines and purifies1 working for holiness4 ,but the punishment that falls on whom the ,lord loveth because they have repented1 is a very different thing from the punishment that falls on those whom he loveth in deed but cannot forgive because they hold fast by their sins4 ,there are also various ways in which the word forgive can be used4 ,a man might say to his son--',my boy1 ,i forgive you4 ,you did not know what you were doing4 ,i will say no more about it4' ,or he might say--',my boy1 ,i forgive you2 but ,i must punish you1 for you have done the same thing several times1 and ,i must make you remember4' ,or1 again1 he might say--',i am seriously angry with you4 ,i cannot forgive you4 ,i must punish you severely4 ,the thing was too shameful6 ,i cannot pass it by4' ,or1 once more1 he might say--',except you alter your ways entirely1 ,i shall have nothing more to do with you4 ,you need not come to me4 ,i will not take the responsibility of anything you do4 ,so far from answering for you1 ,i shall feel bound in honesty to warn my friends not to put confidence in you4 ,never1 never1 till ,i see a greater difference in you than ,i dare hope to see in this world1 will ,i forgive you4 ,i can no more regard you as one of the family4 ,i would die to save you1 but ,i cannot forgive you4 ,there is nothing in you now on which to rest forgiveness4 ,to say1 ,i forgive you1 would be to say1 ,do anything you like2 ,i do not care what you do4' ,so ,god may forgive and punish2 and he may punish and not forgive1 that he may rescue4 ,to forgive the sin against the holy spirit would be to damn the universe to the pit of lies1 to render it impossible for the man so forgiven ever to be saved4 ,he cannot forgive the man who will not come to the light because his deeds are evil4 ,against that man his fatherly heart is moved with indignation4 ,,the ,,displeasure ,,of ,,jesus4 ,when ,jesus therefore saw her weeping1 and the ,jews also weeping which came with her1 he groaned in the spirit1 and was troubled4--,john xi4 #cc4 ,grimm1 in his lexicon to the ,new ,testament1 after giving as the equivalent of the word ,greek3 embrimaomai in pagan use1 ',i am moved with anger1' ',i roar or growl1' ',i snort at1' ',i am vehemently angry or indignant with some one1' tells us that in ,mark i4 #dc1 and ,matthew ix4 #cj1 it has a meaning different from that of the pagans1 namely1 ',i command with severe admonishment4' ,that he has any authority for saying so1 ,i do not imagine1 and believe the statement a blunder4 ,the ,translators and ,revisers1 however1 have in those passages used the word similarly1 and in one place1 the passage before us1 where a true version is of yet more consequence1 have taken another liberty and rendered the word 'groaned4' ,the ,revisers1 at the same time1 place in the margin what ,i cannot but believe its true meaning--'was moved with indignation4' ,let us look at all the passages in which the word is used of the ,lord1 and so1 if we may1 learn something concerning him4 ,the only place in the gospel where it is used of any but the ,lord is ,mark xiv4 #e4 ,here both versions say of the disciples that they 'murmured at' the waste of the ointment by one of the women who anointed the ,lord4 ,with regard to this rendering ,i need only remark that surely 'murmured at' can hardly be strong enough1 especially seeing 'they had indignation among themselves' at the action4 ,it is indeed right and necessary to insist that many a word must differ in moral weight and colour as used of or by persons of different character4 ,the anger of a good man is a very different thing from the anger of a bad man2 the displeasure of ,jesus must be a very different thing from the displeasure of a tyrant4 ,but they are both anger1 both displeasure1 nevertheless4 ,we have no right to change a root-meaning1 and say in one case that a word means he was indignant1 in another that it means he straitly or strictly charged1 and in a third that it means he groaned4 ,surely not thus shall we arrive at the truth6 ,if any statement is made1 any word employed1 that we feel unworthy of the ,lord1 let us refuse it2 let us say1 ',i do not believe that2' or1 ',there must be something there that ,i cannot see into3 ,i must wait2 it cannot be what it looks to me1 and be true of the ,lord6' ,but to accept the word as used of the ,lord1 and say it means something quite different from what it means when used by the same writer of some one else1 appears to me untruthful4 ,we shall take first the passage1 ,mark i4 #dc--;in the authorized version1 ',and he straitly charged him2' in the revised1 ',and he strictly charged him1' with 'sternly' in the margin4 ,literally1 as it seems to me1 it reads1 and ought to be read1 ',and being angry' or 'displeased' or 'vexed' 'with him1 he immediately dismissed him4' ,there is even some dissatisfaction implied1 ,i think1 in the word ,i have translated 'dismissed4' ,the word in ,john ix4 #cd1 'they cast him out1' is the same1 only a little intensified4 ,this adds something to the story1 and raises the question1 ,why should ,jesus have been angry8 ,if we can find no reason for his anger1 we must leave the thing as altogether obscure2 for ,i do not know where to find another meaning for the word1 except in the despair of a would-be interpreter4 ,jesus had cured the leper--not with his word only1 which would have been enough for the mere cure1 but was not enough without the touch of his hand--the ,sinaitic version says 'his hands'--to satisfy the heart of ,jesus--a touch defiling him1 in the notion of the ,jews1 but how cleansing to the sense of the leper6 ,the man1 however1 seems to have been unworthy of this delicacy of divine tenderness4 ,the ,lord1 who could read his heart1 saw that he made him no true response--that there was not awaked in him the faith he desired to rouse3 he had not drawn the soul of the man to his4 ,the leper was jubilant in the removal of his pain and isolating uncleanness1 in his deliverance from suffering and scorn2 he was probably elated with the pride of having had a miracle wrought for him4 ,in a word1 he was so full of himself that he did not think truly of his deliverer4 ,the ,lord1 ,i say1 saw this1 or something of this kind1 and was not satisfied4 ,he had wanted to give the man something so much better than a pure skin1 and had only roused in him an unseemly delight in his own cleanness--unseemly1 for it was such that he paid no heed to the ,lord1 but immediately disobeyed his positive command4 ,the moral position the man took was that which displeased the ,lord1 made him angry4 ,he saw in him positive and rampant self-will and disobedience1 an impertinent assurance and self-satisfaction4 ,filled1 not with pure delight1 or the child-like merriment that might well burst forth1 mingled with tears1 at such deliverance2 filled1 not with gratitude1 but gratification1 the keener that he had been so long an object of loathing to his people2 filled with arrogance because of the favour shown to him1 of all men1 by the great prophet1 and swelling with boast of the same1 he left the presence of the healer to thwart his will1 and1 commanded to tell no man1 at once 'began'--the frothy1 volatile1 talking soul--'to publish it much1 and to blaze abroad the matter1 insomuch that ,jesus could no more openly enter into a city1 but was without in desert places4' ,let us next look at the account of the healing of the two blind men1 given in the ninth chapter of ,matthew's gospel4 ,in both the versions the same phrases are used in translation of the word in question1 as in the story of the leper in ,mark's gospel--'straitly1' 'strictly1' 'sternly charged them4' ,i read the passage thus3 ',and ,jesus was displeased'--or1 perhaps1 'much displeased'--'with them1 saying1 ,see that no man know it4' ',but they went forth1 and spread abroad his fame in all that land4' ,surely here we have light on the cause of ,jesus' displeasure with the blind men6 it was the same with them as with the leper3 they showed themselves bent on their own way1 and did not care for his4 ,doubtless they were1 in part1 all of them moved by the desire to spread abroad his fame2 that may even have seemed to them the best acknowledgment they could render their deliverer4 ,they never suspected that a great man might desire to avoid fame1 laying no value upon it1 knowing it for a foolish thing4 ,they did not understand that a man desirous of helping his fellows might yet avoid a crowd as obstructive to his object4 ',what is a prophet without honour8' such virtually ask1 nor understand the answer1 ',a man the more likely to prove a prophet4' ,these men would repay their healer with trumpeting1 not obedience4 ,by them he should have his right--but as they not be judged fit6 ,in his modesty he objected1 but they would take care he should not go without his reward6 ,through them he should reap the praises of men6 ',not tell6' they exclaim4 ',indeed1 we will tell6' ,they were too grateful not to rumour him1 not grateful enough to obey him4 ,we cannot surely be amazed at their self-sufficiency4 ,how many are there not who seem capable of anything for the sake of the church or ,christianity1 except the one thing its ,lord cares about--that they should do what he tells them6 ,he would deliver them from themselves into the liberty of the sons of ,god1 make them his brothers2 they leave him to vaunt their church4 ,his commandments are not grievous2 they invent commandments for him1 and lay them1 burdens grievous to be borne1 upon the necks of their brethren4 ,god would have us sharers in his bliss--in the very truth of existence2 they worship from afar1 and will not draw nigh4 ,it was not1 ,i think1 the obstruction to his work1 not the personal inconvenience it would cause him1 that made the ,lord angry1 but that they would not be his friends1 would not do what he told them1 would not be the children of his father1 and help him to save their brethren4 ,when ,peter in his way next--much the same way as theirs--opposed the will of the ,father1 saying1 ',that be far from thee1 ,lord6' he called him ,satan1 and ordered him behind him4 ,does it affect anyone to the lowering of his idea of the ,master that he should ever be angry8 ,if so1 ,i would ask him whether his whole conscious experience of anger be such1 that he knows but one kind of anger4 ,there is a good anger and a bad anger4 ,there is a wrath of ,god1 and there is a wrath of man that worketh not the righteousness of ,god4 ,anger may be as varied as the colour of the rainbow4 ,god's anger can be nothing but ,godlike1 therefore divinely beautiful1 at one with his love1 helpful1 healing1 restoring2 yet is it verily and truly what we call anger4 ,how different is the anger of one who loves1 from that of one who hates6 yet is anger anger4 ,there is the degraded human anger1 and the grand1 noble1 eternal anger4 ,our anger is in general degrading1 because it is in general impure4 ,it is to me an especially glad thought that the ,lord came so near us as to be angry with us4 ,the more we think of ,jesus being angry with us1 the more we feel that we must get nearer and nearer to him--get within the circle of his wrath1 out of the sin that makes him angry1 and near to him where sin cannot come4 ,there is no quenching of his love in the anger of ,jesus4 ,the anger of ,jesus is his recognition that we are to blame2 if we were not to blame1 ,jesus could never be angry with us2 we should not be of his kind1 therefore not subject to his blame4 ,to recognize that we are to blame1 is to say that we ought to be better1 that we are able to do right if we will4 ,we are able to turn our faces to the light1 and come out of the darkness2 the ,lord will see to our growth4 ,it is a serious thought that the disobedience of the men he had set free from blindness and leprosy should be able to hamper him in his work for his father4 ,but his best friends1 his lovers did the same4 ,that he should be crucified was a horror to them2 they would have made him a king1 and ruined his father's work4 ,he preferred the cruelty of his enemies to the kindness of his friends4 ,the former with evil intent wrought his father's will2 the latter with good intent would have frustrated it4 ,his disciples troubled him with their unbelieving expostulations4 ,let us know that the poverty of our idea of ,jesus--how much more our disobedience to him6--thwarts his progress to victory1 delays the coming of the kingdom of heaven4 ,many a man valiant for ,christ1 but not understanding him1 and laying on himself and his fellows burdens against nature1 has therein done will-worship and would-be service for which ,christ will give him little thanks1 which indeed may now be moving his holy anger4 ,where we do that we ought not1 and could have helped it1 be moved to anger against us1 ,o ,christ6 do not treat us as if we were not worth being displeased with2 let not our faults pass as if they were of no weight4 ,be angry with us1 holy brother1 wherein we are to blame2 where we do not understand1 have patience with us1 and open our eyes1 and give us strength to obey1 until at length we are the children of the ,father even as thou4 ,for though thou art lord and master and saviour of them that are growing1 thou art perfect lord only of the true and the safe and the free1 who live in thy light and are divinely glad3 we keep thee back from thy perfect lordship4 ,make us able to be angry and not sin2 to be angry nor seek revenge the smallest2 to be angry and full of forgiveness4 ,we will not be content till our very anger is love4 ,the ,lord did not call the leprosy to return and seize again upon the man who disobeyed him4 ,he may have deserved it1 but the ,lord did not do it4 ,he did not wrap the self-confident seeing men in the cloud of their old darkness because they wrapped themselves in the cloud of disobedience4 ,he let them go4 ,of course they failed of their well-being by it2 for to say a man might disobey and be none the worse1 would be to say that no may be yes1 and light sometimes darkness2 it would be to say that the will of ,god is not man's bliss4 ,but the ,lord did not directly punish them1 any more than he does tens of thousands of wrongs in the world4 ,many wrongs punish themselves against the bosses of armed law2 many wrong-doers cut themselves1 like the priests of ,baal1 with the knives of their own injustice2 and it is his will it should be so2 but1 whether he punish directly or indirectly1 he is always working to deliver4 ,i think sometimes his anger is followed1 yea1 accompanied by an astounding gift1 fresh from his heart of grace4 ,he knows what to do1 for he is love4 ,he is love when he gives1 and love when he withholds2 love when he heals1 and love when he slays4 ,lord1 if thus thou lookest upon men in thine anger1 what must a full gaze be from thine eyes of love6 ,let us now look at the last case in which this word ,greek3 embrimaomai is used in the story of our ,lord--that form of it1 at least1 which we have down here1 for sure they have a fuller gospel in the ,father's house1 and without spot of blunder in it3 let us so use that we have that we be allowed at length to look within the leaves of the other6 ,in the authorized version of the gospel of ,john1 the eleventh chapter1 the thirty-third verse1 we have the words3 ',when ,jesus therefore saw her weeping1 and the ,jews also weeping which came with her1 he groaned in the spirit and was troubled2'--according to the margin of the revised version1 'he was moved with indignation in the spirit1 and troubled himself4' ,also in the thirty-eighth verse we read1 according to the margin of the revised version1 ',jesus therefore again being moved with indignation in himself cometh to the tomb4' ,indignation--anger at the very tomb6 in the presence of hearts torn by the loss of a brother four days dead1 whom also he loved6 ,yes1 verily1 friends6 such indignation1 such anger as1 at such a time1 in such a place1 it was eternally right the heart of ,jesus should be moved withal4 ,i can hardly doubt that he is in like manner moved by what he sees now at the death-beds and graves of not a few who are not his enemies1 and yet in the presence of death seem no better than pagans4 ,what have such gained by being the ,christians they say they are8 ,they fix their eyes on a grisly phantasm they call ,death1 and never lift them to the radiant ,christ standing by bed or grave6 ,for them ,christ has not conquered ,death3 ,thou art our king1 ,o ,death6 to thee we groan6 ,they would shudder at the thought of saying so in words2 they say it in the bitterness of their tears1 in their eyes of despair1 in their black garments1 in their instant retreat from the light of day to burrow in the bosom of darkness8 ',what1 would you have us not weep8' ,weep freely1 friends2 but let your tears be those of expectant ,christians1 not hopeless pagans4 ,let us look at the story4 ,the ,lord had all this time been trying to teach his friends about his father--what a blessed and perfect father he was1 who had sent him that men might look on his very likeness1 and know him greater than any likeness could show him2 and all they had gained by it seemed not to amount to an atom of consolation when the touch of death came4 ,he had said hundreds of things to ,martha and ,mary that are not down in the few pages of our earthly gospel2 but the fact that ,god loves them1 and that ,god has ,lazarus1 seems nothing to them because they have not ,lazarus6 ,the ,lord himself1 for all he has been to them1 cannot console them1 even with his bodily presence1 for the bodily absence of their brother4 ,i do not mean that ,god would have even his closest presence make us forget or cease to desire that of our friend4 ,god forbid6 ,the love of ,god is the perfecting of every love4 ,he is not the ,god of oblivion1 but of eternal remembrance4 ,there is no past with him4 ,so far is he from such jealousy as we have all heard imputed to him1 his determination is that his sons and daughters shall love each other perfectly4 ,he gave us to each other to belong to each other for ever4 ,he does not give to take away2 with him is no variableness or shadow of turning4 ,but if my son or daughter be gone from me for a season1 should not the coming of their mother comfort me8 ,is it nothing that he who is the life should be present1 assuring the well-being of the life that has vanished1 and the well-being of the love that misses it8 ,why should the ,lord have come to the world at all1 if these his friends were to take no more good of him than this8 ,having the elder brother1 could they not do for a little while without the younger8 ,must they be absolutely miserable without him8 ,all their cry was1 ',lord1 if thou hadst been here1 my brother had not died6' ,you may say they did not know ,christ well enough yet4 ,that is plain--but ,christ had expected more of them1 and was disappointed4 ,you may say1 ',how could that be1 seeing he knew what was in man8' ,i doubt if you think rightly how much the ,lord gave up in coming to us4 ,perhaps you have a poor idea of how much the ,son was able to part with1 or rather could let the ,father take from him1 without his sonship1 the eternal to the eternal1 being touched by it1 save to show it deeper and deeper1 closer and closer4 ,that he did not in this world know everything1 is plain from his own words1 and from signs as well3 ,i should scorn to imagine that ignorance touching his ,godhead1 that his ,godhead could be hurt by what enhances his devotion4 ,it enhances in my eyes the idea of his ,godhead4 ,here1 ,i repeat1 ,i cannot but think that he was disappointed with his friends ,martha and ,mary4 ,had he done no more for them than this8 ,was his father and their father no comfort to them8 ,was this the way his best friends treated his father1 who was doing everything for them possible for a father to do for his children6 ,he cared so dearly for their hearts that he could not endure to see them weeping so that they shut out his father4 ,his love was vexed with them that they would sit in ashes when they ought to be out in his father's sun and wind4 ,and all for a lie6--since the feeling in their hearts that made them so weep1 was a false one4 ,remember1 it was not their love1 but a false notion of loss4 ,were they no nearer the light of life than that8 ,to think they should believe in death and the grave1 not in him1 the ,life6 ,why should death trouble them8 ,why grudge the friendly elements their grasp on the body1 restoring it whence it came1 because ,lazarus was gone home to ,god1 and needed it no more8 ,i suspect that1 looking into their hearts1 he saw them feeling and acting just as if ,lazarus had ceased to exist4 ',lord1 if thou hadst been here1 my brother had not died4 ,but ,i know1 that even now1 whatsoever thou wilt ask of ,god1 ,god will give it thee4' ',thy brother shall rise again4' ',i know that he shall rise again in the resurrection at the last day4' ',i am the resurrection1 and the life3 he that believeth in me1 though he were dead1 yet shall he live4 ,and whosoever liveth1 and believeth in me1 shall never die4' ,i will not now endeavour to disclose anything of the depth of this word of the ,lord4 ,it will suffice for my present object to say that the sisters must surely have known that he raised up the daughter of ,jairus and the son of the widow of ,nain2 and if the words he had just spoken1 ',thy brother shall rise again1' seemed to ,martha too good to be true in the sense that he was going to raise him now1 both she and ,mary believing he could raise him if he would1 might at least have known that if he did not1 it must be for reasons as lovely as any for which he might have done it4 ,if he could1 and did not1 must it not be as well as1 yes1 better than if he did8 ,martha had gone away1 for the moment at least1 a little comforted2 and now came ,mary1 who knew the ,lord better than her sister--alas1 with the same bitter tears flowing from her eyes1 and the same hopeless words1 almost of reproach1 falling from her lips6 ,then it was--at the sight of her and the ,jews with her weeping1 that the spirit of the ,lord was moved with indignation4 ,they wept as those who believe in death1 not in life4 ,mary wept as if she had never seen with her eyes1 never handled with her hands the ,word of life6 ,he was troubled with their unbelief1 and troubled with their trouble4 ,what was to be done with his brothers and sisters who would be miserable1 who would not believe in his father6 ,what a life of pain was theirs6 ,how was he to comfort them8 ,they would not be comforted6 ,what a world was it that would go on thus--that would not free itself from the clutch of death1 even after death was dead1 but would weep and weep for thousands of years to come1 clasped to the bosom of dead ,death6 ,was existence1 the glorious out-gift of his father1 to be the most terrible of miseries1 because some must go home before others8 ,it was all so sad6--and all because they would not know his father6 ,then came the reaction from his indignation1 and the labouring heart of the ,lord found relief in tears4 ,the ,lord was standing1 as it were1 on the watershed of life4 ,on one side of him lay what ,martha and ,mary called the world of life1 on the other what he and his father and ,lazarus called more abundant life4 ,the ,lord saw into both worlds--saw ,martha and ,mary on the one side weeping1 on the other ,lazarus waiting for them in peace4 ,he would do his best for them--for the sisters--not for ,lazarus6 ,it was hard on ,lazarus to be called back into the winding-sheet of the body1 a sacrifice to their faithlessness1 but it should be done6 ,lazarus should suffer for his sisters6 ,through him they should be compelled to believe in the ,father1 and so be delivered from bondage6 ,death should have no more dominion over them6 ,he was vexed with them1 ,i have said1 for not believing in ,god1 his and their father2 and at the same time was troubled with their trouble4 ,the cloud of his loving anger and disappointed sympathy broke in tears2 and the tears eased his heart of the weight of its divine grief4 ,he turned1 not to them1 not to punish them for their unbelief1 not even to chide them for their sorrow2 he turned to his father to thank him4 ,he thanks him for hearing a prayer he had made--whether a moment before1 or ere he left the other side of the ,jordan1 ,i cannot tell4 ,what was the prayer for having heard which he now thanks his father8 ,surely he had spoken about bringing ,lazarus back1 and his father had shown himself of one mind with him4 ',and ,i knew that thou hearest me always1 but because of the multitude which standeth around ,i said it1 that they may believe that thou didst send me4' ',i said it3' said what8 ,he had said something for the sake of the multitude2 what was it8 ,the thanksgiving he had just uttered4 ,he was not in the way of thanking his father in formal words2 and now would not naturally have spoken his thanks aloud2 for he was always speaking to the ,father1 and the ,father was always hearing him2 but he had a reason for doing so1 and was now going to give his reason4 ,he had done the unusual thing for the sake of being heard do it1 and for holy honesty-sake he tells the fact1 speaking to his father so as the people about him may hear1 and there be no shadow of undisclosed doubleness in the action--nothing covert1 however perfect in honesty4 ,his design in thus thanking aloud must be made patent6 ',i thank thee1 father1 for hearing me2 and ,i say it1 not as if ,i had had any doubt of thy hearing me1 but that the people may understand that ,i am not doing this thing of myself1 but as thy messenger4 ,it is thou1 father1 art going to do it2 ,i am doing it as thy right hand4--,lazarus1 come forth4' ,i have said the trouble of the ,lord was that his friends would not trust his father4 ,he did not want any reception of himself that was not a reception of his father4 ,it was his father1 not he1 that did the works6 ,from this disappointment came1 it seems to me1 that sorrowful sigh1 ',nevertheless1 when the son of man cometh1 shall he find faith on the earth8' ,the thought of the ,lord in uttering this prayer is not his own justification1 but his father's reception by his children4 ,if ever the ,lord claims to be received as a true man1 it is for the sake of his father and his brethren1 that in the receiving of him1 he may be received who sent him4 ,had he now desired the justification of his own claim1 the thing he was about to do would have been powerful to that end2 but he must have them understand clearly that the ,father was one with him in it--that they were doing it together--that it was the will of the ,father--that he had sent him4 ,lazarus must come and help him with these sisters whom he could not get to believe6 ,lazarus had tasted of death1 and knew what it was3 he must come and give his testimony6 ',they have lost sight of you1 ,lazarus1 and fancy you gone to the nowhere of their unbelief4 ,come forth2 come out of the unseen4 ,we will set them at rest4' ,it was hard1 ,i repeat1 upon ,lazarus2 he was better where he was2 but he must come and bear the ,lord company a little longer1 and then be left behind with his sisters1 that they and millions more like them might know that ,god is the ,god of the living1 and not of the dead4 ,the ,jews said1 ',behold how he loved him6' but can any ,christian believe it was from love to ,lazarus that ,jesus wept8 ,it was from love to ,god1 and to ,martha and ,mary4 ,he had not lost ,lazarus2 but ,martha and ,mary were astray from their father in heaven4 ',come1 my brother2 witness6' he cried2 and ,lazarus came forth1 bound hand and foot4 ',loose him and let him go1' he said--a live truth walking about the world3 he had never been dead1 and was come forth2 he had not been lost1 and was restored6 ,it was a strange door he came through1 back to his own--a door seldom used1 known only to one--but there he was6 ,oh1 the hearts of ,martha and ,mary6 ,surely the ,lord had some recompense for his trouble1 beholding their joy6 ,any ,christian woman who has read thus far1 ,i now beg to reflect on what ,i am going to put before her4 ,lazarus had to die again1 and thanked ,god1 we may be sure1 for the glad fact4 ,did his sisters1 supposing them again left behind him in the world1 make the same lamentations over him as the former time he went8 ,if they did1 if they fell again into that passion of grief1 lamenting and moaning and refusing to be comforted1 what would you say of them8 ,i imagine something to this effect3 ',it was most unworthy of them to be no better for such a favour shown them4 ,it was to behave like the naughtiest of faithless children4 ,did they not know that he was not lost8--that he was with the ,master1 who had himself seemed lost for a few days1 but came again8 ,he was no more lost now than the time he went before6 ,could they not trust that he who brought him back once would take care they should have him for ever at last6' ,would you not speak after some such fashion8 ,would you not remember that he who is the shepherd of the sheep will see that the sheep that love one another shall have their own again1 in whatever different pastures they may feed for a time8 ,would it not be hard to persuade you that they ever did so behave8 ,they must have felt that he was but 'gone for a minute 444 from this room into the next2' and that1 however they might miss him1 it would be a shame not to be patient when they knew there was nothing to fear4 ,it was all right with him1 and would soon be all right with them also6 ',yes1' ,i imagine you saying1 'that is just how they would feel6' ',then1' ,i return1 'why are you so miserable8 ,or why is it but the cold frost of use and forgetting that makes you less miserable than you were a year ago8' ',ah1' you answer1 'but ,i had no such miracle wrought for me6 ,ah1 if ,i had such a miracle wrought for me1 you should see then6' ',you mean that if your husband1 your son1 your father1 your brother1 your lover1 had been taken from you once and given to you again1 you would not1 when the time came that he must go once more1 dream of calling him a second time from the good heaven8 ,you would not be cruel enough for that6 ,you would not bemoan or lament6 ,you would not make the heart of the ,lord sad with your hopeless tears6 ,ah1 how little you know yourself6 ,do you not see that1 so far as truth and reason are concerned1 you are now in precisely the position supposed--the position of those sisters after ,lazarus was taken from them the second time8 ,you know now all they knew then4 ,they had no more of a revelation by the recall of ,lazarus than you have4 ,for you profess to believe the story1 though you make that doubtful enough by your disregard of the very soul of it4 ,is it possible that1 so far as you are concerned1 ,lazarus might as well not have risen8 ,what difference is there between your position now and theirs8 ,lazarus was with ,god1 and they knew he had gone1 come back1 and gone again4 ,you know that he went1 came1 and went again4 ,your friend is gone as ,lazarus went twice1 and you behave as if you knew nothing of ,lazarus4 ,you make a lamentable ado1 vexing ,jesus that you will not be reasonable and trust his father6 ,when ,martha and ,mary behaved as you are doing1 they had not had ,lazarus raised2 you have had ,lazarus raised1 yet you go on as they did then6 ',you give too good reason to think that1 if the same thing were done for you1 you would say he was only in a cataleptic fit1 and in truth was never raised from the dead4 ,or is there another way of understanding your behaviour3 you do not believe that ,god is unchangeable1 but think he acts one way one time and another way another time just from caprice8 ,he might give back a brother to sisters who were favourites with him1 but no such gift is to be counted upon8 ,why then1 ,i ask1 do you worship such a ,god8' ',but you know he does not do it6 ,that was a mere exceptional case4' ',if it was1 it is worthless indeed--as worthless as your behaviour would make it4 ,but you are dull of heart1 as were ,martha and ,mary4 ,do you not see that he is as continually restoring as taking away--that every bereavement is a restoration--that when you are weeping with void arms1 others1 who love as well as you1 are clasping in ecstasy of reunion8' ',alas1 we know nothing about that6' ',if you have learned no more ,i must leave you1 having no ground in you upon which my words may fall4 ,you deceived me2 you called yourself a ,christian4 ,you cannot have been doing the will of the ,father1 or you would not be as you are4' ',ah1 you little know my loss6' ',indeed it is great6 it seems to include ,god6 ,if you knew what he knows about death you would clap your listless hands4 ,but why should ,i seek in vain to comfort you8 ,you must be made miserable1 that you may wake from your sleep to know that you need ,god4 ,if you do not find him1 endless life with the living whom you bemoan would become and remain to you unendurable4 ,the knowledge of your own heart will teach you this-- not the knowledge you have1 but the knowledge that is on its way to you through suffering4 ,then you will feel that existence itself is the prime of evils1 without the righteousness which is of ,god by faith4' ,,righteousness4 --that ,i may win ,christ1 and be found in him1 not having mine own righteousness1 which is of the law1 but that which is through the faith of ,christ1 the righteousness which is of ,god by faith4--,ep4 to the ,philippians iii4 #h1 #i4 ,what does the apostle mean by the righteousness that is of ,god by faith8 ,he means the same righteousness ,christ had by his faith in ,god1 the same righteousness ,god himself has4 ,in his second epistle to the ,corinthians he says1 ',he hath made him to be sin for us who knew no sin1 that we might be made the righteousness of ,god in him2'--',he gave him to be treated like a sinner1 killed and cast out of his own vineyard by his husbandmen1 that we might in him be made righteous like ,god4' ,as the antithesis stands it is rhetorically correct4 ,but if the former half means1 'he made him to be treated as if he were a sinner1' then the latter half should1 in logical precision1 mean1 'that we might be treated as if we were righteous4' ',that is just what ,paul does mean1' insist not a few4 ',he means that ,jesus was treated by ,god as if he were a sinner1 our sins being imputed to him1 in order that we might be treated as if we were righteous1 his righteousness being imputed to us4' ,that is1 that1 by a sort of legal fiction1 ,jesus was treated as what he was not1 in order that we might be treated as what we are not4 ,this is the best device1 according to the prevailing theology1 that the ,god of truth1 the ,god of mercy1 whose glory is that he is just to men by forgiving their sins1 could fall upon for saving his creatures6 ,i had thought that this most contemptible of false doctrines had nigh ceased to be presented1 though ,i knew it must be long before it ceased to exercise baneful influence2 but1 to my astonishment1 ,i came upon it lately in quite a modern commentary which ,i happened to look into in a friend's house4 ,i say1 to my astonishment1 for the commentary was the work of one of the most liberal and lovely of ,christians1 a dignitary high in the church of ,england1 a man whom ,i knew and love1 and hope ere long to meet where there are no churches4 ,in the comment that came under my eye1 he refers to the doctrine of imputed righteousness as the possible explanation of a certain passage--refers to it as to a doctrine concerning whose truth was no question4 ,it seems to me that1 seeing much duplicity exists in the body of ,christ1 every honest member of it should protest against any word tending to imply the existence of falsehood in the indwelling spirit of that body4 ,i now protest against this so-called doctrine1 counting it the rightful prey of the foolishest wind in the limbo of vanities1 whither ,i would gladly do my best to send it4 ,it is a mean1 nauseous invention1 false1 and productive of falsehood4 ,say it is a figure1 ,i answer it is not only a false figure but an embodiment of untruth2 say it expresses a reality1 and ,i say it teaches the worst of lies2 say there is a shadow of truth in it1 and ,i answer it may be so1 but there is no truth touched in it that could not be taught infinitely better without it4 ,it is the meagre misshapen offspring of the legalism of a poverty-stricken mechanical fancy1 unlighted by a gleam of divine imagination4 ,no one who knows his ,new ,testament will dare to say that the figure is once used in it4 ,i have dealt already with the source of it4 ,they say first1 ,god must punish the sinner1 for justice requires it2 then they say he does not punish the sinner1 but punishes a perfectly righteous man instead1 attributes his righteousness to the sinner1 and so continues just4 ,was there ever such a confusion1 such an inversion of right and wrong6 ,justice could not treat a righteous man as an unrighteous2 neither1 if justice required the punishment of sin1 could justice let the sinner go unpunished4 ,to lay the pain upon the righteous in the name of justice is simply monstrous4 ,no wonder unbelief is rampant4 ,believe in ,moloch if you will1 but call him ,moloch1 not ,justice4 ,be sure that the thing that ,god gives1 the righteousness that is of ,god1 is a real thing1 and not a contemptible legalism4 ,pray ,god ,i have no righteousness imputed to me4 ,let me be regarded as the sinner ,i am2 for nothing will serve my need but to be made a righteous man1 one that will no more sin4 ,we have the word imputed just once in the ,new ,testament4 ,whether the evil doctrine may have sprung from any possible misunderstanding of the passage where it occurs1 ,i hardly care to inquire4 ,the word as ,paul uses it1 and the whole of the thought whence his use of it springs1 appeals to my sense of right and justice as much as the common use of it arouses my abhorrence4 ,the apostle says that a certain thing was imputed to ,abraham for righteousness2 or1 as the revised version has it1 'reckoned unto him3' what was it that was thus imputed to ,abraham8 ,the righteousness of another8 ,god forbid6 ,it was his own faith4 ,the faith of ,abraham is reckoned to him for righteousness4 ,to impute the righteousness of one to another1 is simply to act a falsehood2 to call the faith of a man his righteousness is simply to speak the truth4 ,was it not righteous in ,abraham to obey ,god8 ,the ,jews placed righteousness in keeping all the particulars of the law of ,moses3 ,paul says faith in ,god was counted righteousness before ,moses was born4 ,you may answer1 ,abraham was unjust in many things1 and by no means a righteous man4 ,true2 he was not a righteous man in any complete sense2 his righteousness would never have satisfied ,paul2 neither1 you may be sure1 did it satisfy ,abraham2 but his faith was nevertheless righteousness1 and if it had not been counted to him for righteousness1 there would have been falsehood somewhere1 for such faith as ,abraham's is righteousness4 ,it was no mere intellectual recognition of the existence of a ,god1 which is consistent with the deepest atheism2 it was that faith which is one with action3 ',he went out1 not knowing whither he went4' ,the very act of believing in ,god after such fashion that1 when the time of action comes1 the man will obey ,god1 is the highest act1 the deepest1 loftiest righteousness of which man is capable1 is at the root of all other righteousness1 and the spirit of it will work till the man is perfect4 ,if you define righteousness in the common-sense1 that is1 in the divine fashion--for religion is nothing if it be not the deepest common-sense--as a giving to everyone his due1 then certainly the first due is to him who makes us capable of owing1 that is1 makes us responsible creatures4 ,you may say this is not one's first feeling of duty4 ,true2 but the first in reality is seldom the first perceived4 ,the first duty is too high and too deep to come first into consciousness4 ,if any one were born perfect1 which ,i count an eternal impossibility1 then the highest duty would come first into the consciousness4 ,as we are born1 it is the doing of1 or at least the honest trying to do many another duty1 that will at length lead a man to see that his duty to ,god is the first and deepest and highest of all1 including and requiring the performance of all other duties whatever4 ,a man might live a thousand years in neglect of duty1 and never come to see that any obligation was upon him to put faith in ,god and do what he told him--never have a glimpse of the fact that he owed him something4 ,i will allow that if ,god were what he thinks him he would indeed owe him little2 but he thinks him such in consequence of not doing what he knows he ought to do4 ,he has not come to the light4 ,he has deadened1 dulled1 hardened his nature4 ,he has not been a man without guile1 has not been true and fair4 ,but while faith in ,god is the first duty1 and may therefore well be called righteousness in the man in whom it is operative1 even though it be imperfect1 there is more reason than this why it should be counted to a man for righteousness4 ,it is the one spiritual act which brings the man into contact with the original creative power1 able to help him in every endeavour after righteousness1 and ensure his progress to perfection4 ,the man who exercises it may therefore also well be called a righteous man1 however far from complete in righteousness4 ,we may call a woman beautiful who is not perfect in beauty2 in the ,bible men are constantly recognized as righteous men who are far from perfectly righteous4 ,the ,bible never deals with impossibilities1 never demands of any man at any given moment a righteousness of which at that moment he is incapable2 neither does it lay upon any man any other law than that of perfect righteousness4 ,it demands of him righteousness2 when he yields that righteousness of which he is capable1 content for the moment1 it goes on to demand more3 the common-sense of the ,bible is lovely4 ,to the man who has no faith in ,god1 faith in ,god cannot look like righteousness2 neither can he know that it is creative of all other righteousness toward equal and inferior lives3 he cannot know that it is not merely the beginning of righteousness1 but the germ of life1 the active potency whence life-righteousness grows4 ,it is not like some single separate act of righteousness2 it is the action of the whole man1 turning to good from evil--turning his back on all that is opposed to righteousness1 and starting on a road on which he cannot stop1 in which he must go on growing more and more righteous1 discovering more and more what righteousness is1 and more and more what is unrighteous in himself4 ,in the one act of believing in ,god--that is1 of giving himself to do what he tells him--he abjures evil1 both what he knows and what he does not yet know in himself4 ,a man may indeed have turned to obey ,god1 and yet be capable of many an injustice to his neighbour which he has not yet discovered to be an injustice2 but as he goes on obeying1 he will go on discovering4 ,not only will he grow more and more determined to be just1 but he will grow more and more sensitive to the idea of injustice--,i do not mean in others1 but in himself4 ,a man who continues capable of a known injustice to his neighbour1 cannot be believed to have turned to ,god4 ,at all events1 a man cannot be near ,god1 so as to be learning what is just toward ,god1 and not be near his neighbour1 so as to be learning what is unfair to him2 for his will1 which is the man1 lays hold of righteousness1 chooses to be righteous4 ,if a man is to be blamed for not choosing righteousness1 for not turning to the light1 for not coming out of the darkness1 then the man who does choose and turn and come out1 is to be justified in his deed1 and declared to be righteous4 ,he is not yet thoroughly righteous1 but is growing in and toward righteousness4 ,he needs creative ,god1 and time for will and effort4 ,not yet quite righteous1 he cannot yet act quite righteously1 for only the man in whom the image of ,god is perfected can live perfectly4 ,born into the world without righteousness1 he cannot see1 he cannot know1 he is not in touch with perfect righteousness1 and it would be the deepest injustice to demand of him1 with a penalty1 at any given moment1 more than he knows how to yield2 but it is the highest lore constantly to demand of him perfect righteousness as what he must attain to4 ,with what life and possibility is in him1 he must keep turning to righteousness and abjuring iniquity1 ever aiming at the perfection of ,god4 ,such an obedient faith is most justly and fairly1 being all that ,god himself can require of the man1 called by ,god righteousness in the man4 ,it would not be enough for the righteousness of ,god1 or ,jesus1 or any perfected saint1 because they are capable of perfect righteousness1 and1 knowing what is perfect righteousness1 choose to be perfectly righteous2 but1 in virtue of the life and growth in it1 it is enough at a given moment for the disciple of the ,perfect4 ,the righteousness of ,abraham was not to compare with the righteousness of ,paul4 ,he did not fight with himself for righteousness1 as did ,paul--not because he was better than ,paul and therefore did not need to fight1 but because his idea of what was required of him was not within sight of that of ,paul2 yet was he righteous in the same way as ,paul was righteous3 he had begun to be righteous1 and ,god called his righteousness righteousness1 for faith is righteousness4 ,his faith was an act recognizing ,god as his law1 and that is not a partial act1 but an all-embracing and all-determining action4 ,a single righteous deed toward one's fellow could hardly be imputed to a man as righteousness4 ,a man who is not trying after righteousness may yet do many a righteous act3 they will not be forgotten to him1 neither will they be imputed to him as righteousness4 ,abraham's action of obedient faith was righteousness none the less that his righteousness was far behind ,paul's4 ,abraham started at the beginning of the long1 slow1 disappointing preparation of the ,jewish people2 ,paul started at its close1 with the story of ,jesus behind him4 ,both believed1 obeying ,god1 and therefore both were righteous4 ,they were righteous because they gave themselves up to ,god to make them righteous2 and not to call such men righteous1 not to impute their faith to them for righteousness1 would be unjust4 ,but ,god is utterly just1 and nowise resembles a legal-minded ,roman emperor1 or a bad pope formulating the doctrine of vicarious sacrifice4 ,what1 then1 is the righteousness which is of ,god by faith8 ,it is simply the thing that ,god wants every man to be1 wrought out in him by constant obedient contact with ,god himself4 ,it is not an attribute either of ,god or man1 but a fact of character in ,god and in man4 ,it is ,god's righteousness wrought out in us1 so that as he is righteous we too are righteous4 ,it does not consist in obeying this or that law2 not even the keeping of every law1 so that no hair's-breadth did we run counter to one of them1 would be righteousness4 ,to be righteous is to be such a heart1 soul1 mind1 and will1 as1 without regard to law1 would recoil with horror from the lightest possible breach of any law4 ,it is to be so in love with what is fair and right as to make it impossible for a man to do anything that is less than absolutely righteous4 ,it is not the love of righteousness in the abstract that makes anyone righteous1 but such a love of fairplay toward everyone with whom we come into contact1 that anything less than the fulfilling1 with a clear joy1 of our divine relation to him or her1 is impossible4 ,for the righteousness of ,god goes far beyond mere deeds1 and requires of us love and helping mercy as our highest obligation and justice to our fellow men--those of them too who have done nothing for us1 those even who have done us wrong4 ,our relations with others1 ,god first and then our neighbour in order and degree1 must one day become1 as in true nature they are1 the gladness of our being2 and nothing then will ever appear good for us1 that is not in harmony with those blessed relations4 ,every thought will not merely be just1 but will be just because it is something more1 because it is live and true4 ,what heart in the kingdom of heaven would ever dream of constructing a metaphysical system of what we owed to ,god and why we owed it8 ,the light of our life1 our sole1 eternal1 and infinite joy1 is simply ,god--,god--,god--nothing but ,god1 and all his creatures in him4 ,he is all and in all1 and the children of the kingdom know it4 ,he includes all things2 not to be true to anything he has made is to be untrue to him4 ,god is truth1 is life2 to be in ,god is to know him and need no law4 ,existence will be eternal ,godness4 ,you would not like that way of it8 ,there is1 there can be1 no other2 but before you can judge of it1 you must know at least a little of ,god as he is1 not as you imagine him4 ,i say as you imagine him1 because it cannot be that any creature should know him as he is and not desire him4 ,in proportion as we know him we must desire him1 until at length we live in and for him with all our conscious heart4 ,that is why the ,jews did not like the ,lord3 he cared so simply for his father's will1 and not for anything they called his will4 ,the righteousness which is of ,god by faith in the source1 the prime of that righteousness1 is then just the same kind of thing as ,god's righteousness1 differing only as the created differs from the creating4 ,the righteousness of him who does the will of his father in heaven1 is the righteousness of ,jesus ,christ1 is ,god's own righteousness4 ,the righteousness which is of ,god by faith in ,god1 is ,god's righteousness4 ,the man who has this righteousness1 thinks about things as ,god thinks about them1 loves the things that ,god loves1 cares for nothing that ,god does not care about4 ,even while this righteousness is being born in him1 the man will say to himself1 ',why should ,i be troubled about this thing or that8 ,does ,god care about it8 ,no4 ,then why should ,i care8 ,i must not care4 ,i will not care6 ',if he does not know whether ,god cares about it or not1 he will say1 ',if ,god cares ,i should have my desire1 he will give it me2 if he does not care ,i should have it1 neither will ,i care4 ,in the meantime ,i will do my work4' ,the man with ,god's righteousness does not love a thing merely because it is right1 but loves the very rightness in it4 ,he not only loves a thought1 but he loves the man in his thinking that thought2 he loves the thought alive in the man4 ,he does not take his joy from himself4 ,he feels joy in himself1 but it comes to him from others1 not from himself--from ,god first1 and from somebody1 anybody1 everybody next4 ,he would rather1 in the fulness of his content1 pass out of being1 rather himself cease to exist1 than that another should4 ,he could do without knowing himself1 but he could not know himself and spare one of the brothers or sisters ,god had given him4 ,the man who really knows ,god1 is1 and always will be1 content with what ,god1 who is the very self of his self1 shall choose for him2 he is entirely ,god's1 and not at all his own4 ,his consciousness of himself is the reflex from those about him1 not the result of his own turning in of his regard upon himself4 ,it is not the contemplation of what ,god has made him1 it is the being what ,god has made him1 and the contemplation of what ,god himself is1 and what he has made his fellows1 that gives him his joy4 ,he wants nothing1 and feels that he has all things1 for he is in the bosom of his father1 and the thoughts of his father come to him4 ,he knows that if he needs anything1 it is his before he asks it2 for his father has willed him1 in the might and truth of his fatherhood1 to be one with himself4 ,this then1 or something like this1 for words are poor to tell the best things1 is the righteousness which is of ,god by faith--so far from being a thing built on the rubbish heap of legal fiction called vicarious sacrifice1 or its shadow called imputed righteousness1 that only the child with the child-heart1 so far ahead of and so different from the wise and prudent1 can understand it4 ,the wise and prudent interprets ,god by himself1 and does not understand him2 the child interprets ,god by himself1 and does understand him4 ,the wise and prudent must make a system and arrange things to his mind before he can say1 ,i believe4 ,the child sees1 believes1 obeys--and knows he must be perfect as his father in heaven is perfect4 ,if an angel1 seeming to come from heaven1 told him that ,god had let him off1 that he did not require so much of him as that1 but would be content with less2 that he could not indeed allow him to be wicked1 but would pass by a great deal1 modifying his demands because it was so hard for him to be quite good1 and he loved him so dearly1 the child of ,god would at once recognize1 woven with the angel's starry brilliancy1 the flicker of the flames of hell1 and would say to the shining one1 ',get thee behind me1 ,satan4' ,nor would there be the slightest wonder or merit in his doing so1 for at the words of the deceiver1 if but for briefest moment imagined true1 the shadow of a rising hell would gloom over the face of creation2 hope would vanish2 the eternal would be as the carcase of a dead man2 the glory would die out of the face of ,god--until the groan of a thunderous no burst from the caverns of the universe1 and the truth1 flashing on his child's soul from the heart of the ,eternal1 ,immortal1 ,invisible1 withered up the lie of the messenger of darkness4 ',but how can ,god bring this about in me8' ,let him do it1 and perhaps you will know2 if you never know1 yet there it will be4 ,help him to do it1 or he cannot do it4 ,he originates the possibility of your being his son1 his daughter2 he makes you able to will it1 but you must will it4 ,if he is not doing it in you--that is1 if you have as yet prevented him from beginning1 why should ,i tell you1 even if ,i knew the process1 how he would do what you will not let him do8 ,why should you know8 ,what claim have you to know8 ,but indeed how should you be able to know8 ,for it must deal with deeper and higher things than you can know anything of till the work is at least begun4 ,perhaps if you approved of the plans of the glad creator1 you would allow him to make of you something divine6 ,to teach your intellect what has to be learned by your whole being1 what cannot be understood without the whole being1 what it would do you no good to understand save you understood it in your whole being--if this be the province of any man1 it is not mine4 ,let the dead bury their dead1 and the dead teach their dead2 for me1 ,i will try to wake them4 ,to those who are awake1 ,i cry1 ',for the sake of your father and the first-born among many brethren to whom we belong1 for the sake of those he has given us to love the most dearly1 let patience have her perfect work4 ,statue under the chisel of the sculptor1 stand steady to the blows of his mallet4 ,clay on the wheel1 let the fingers of the divine potter model you at their will4 ,obey the ,father's lightest word2 hear the ,brother who knows you1 and died for you2 beat down your sin1 and trample it to death4 ,brother1 when thou sittest at home in thy house1 which is the temple of the ,lord1 open all thy windows to breathe the air of his approach2 set the watcher on thy turret1 that he may listen out into the dark for the sound of his coming1 and thy hand be on the latch to open the door at his first knock4 ,shouldst thou open the door and not see him1 do not say he did not knock1 but understand that he is there1 and wants thee to go out to him4 ,it may be he has something for thee to do for him4 ,go and do it1 and perhaps thou wilt return with a new prayer1 to find a new window in thy soul4 ,never wait for fitter time or place to talk to him4 ,to wait till thou go to church1 or to thy closet1 is to make him wait4 ,he will listen as thou walkest in the lane or the crowded street1 on the common or in the place of shining concourse4 ,remember1 if indeed thou art able to know it1 that not in any church is the service done that he requires4 ,he will say to no man1 ',you never went to church3 depart from me2 ,i do not know you2' but1 ',inasmuch as you never helped one of my father's children1 you have done nothing for me4' ,church or chapel is not the place for divine service4 ,it is a place of prayer1 a place of praise1 a place to feed upon good things1 a place to learn of ,god1 as what place is not8 ,it is a place to look in the eyes of your neighbour1 and love ,god along with him4 ,but the world in which you move1 the place of your living and loving and labour1 not the church you go to on your holiday1 is the place of divine service4 ,serve your neighbour1 and you serve him4 ,do not heed much if men mock you and speak lies of you1 or in goodwill defend you unworthily4 ,heed not much if even the righteous turn their backs upon you4 ,only take heed that you turn not from them4 ,take courage in the fact that there is nothing covered1 that shall not be revealed2 and hid1 that shall not be known4 ,,the ,,final ,,unmasking4 ,for there is nothing covered1 that shall not be revealed2 and hid1 that shall not be known4--,matthew x4 #bf2 ,luke xii4 #b4 ,god is not a ,god that hides1 but a ,god that reveals4 ,his whole work in relation to the creatures he has made--and where else can lie his work8--is revelation--the giving them truth1 the showing of himself to them1 that they may know him1 and come nearer and nearer to him1 and so he have his children more and more of companions to him4 ,that we are in the dark about anything is never because he hides it1 but because we are not yet such that he is able to reveal that thing to us4 ,that ,god could not do the thing at once which he takes time to do1 we may surely say without irreverence4 ,his will cannot finally be thwarted2 where it is thwarted for a time1 the very thwarting subserves the working out of a higher part of his will4 ,he gave man the power to thwart his will1 that1 by means of that same power1 he might come at last to do his will in a higher kind and way than would otherwise have been possible to him4 ,god sacrifices his will to man that man may become such as himself1 and give all to the truth2 he makes man able to do wrong1 that he may choose and love righteousness4 ,the fact that all things are slowly coming into the light of the knowledge of men--so far as this may be possible to the created--is used in three different ways by the ,lord1 as reported by his evangelist4 ,in one case1 with which we will not now occupy ourselves--,mark iv4 #bb2 ,luke viii4 #af--;he uses it to enforce the duty of those who have received light to let it shine3 they must do their part to bring all things out4 ,in ,luke xii4 #b1 is recorded how he brought it to bear on hypocrisy1 showing its uselessness2 and1 in the case recorded in ,matthew x4 #be1 he uses the fact to enforce fearlessness as to the misinterpretation of our words and actions4 ,in whatever mode the ,lord may intend that it shall be wrought out1 he gives us to understand1 as an unalterable principle in the government of the universe1 that all such things as the unrighteous desire to conceal1 and such things as it is a pain to the righteous to have concealed1 shall come out into the light4 ',beware of hypocrisy1' the ,lord says1 'for there is nothing covered1 that shall not be revealed1 neither hid1 that shall not be known1' ,what is hypocrisy8 ,the desire to look better than you are2 the hiding of things you do1 because you would not be supposed to do them1 because you would be ashamed to have them known where you are known4 ,the doing of them is foul2 the hiding of them1 in order to appear better than you are1 is fouler still4 ,the man who does not live in his own consciousness as in the open heavens1 is a hypocrite--and for most of us the question is1 are we growing less or more of such hypocrites8 ,are we ashamed of not having been open and clear8 ,are we fighting the evil thing which is our temptation to hypocrisy8 ,the ,lord has not a thought in him to be ashamed of before ,god and his universe1 and he will not be content until he has us in the same liberty4 ,for our encouragement to fight on1 he tells us that those that hunger and thirst after righteousness shall be filled1 that they shall become as righteous as the spirit of the ,father and the ,son in them can make them desire4 ,the ,lord says also1 ',if they have called the master of the house ,beelzebub1 how much more shall they call them of his household6 ,fear them not therefore3 for there is nothing covered1 that shall not be revealed2 and hid1 that shall not be known4' ,to a man who loves righteousness and his fellow men1 it must always be painful to be misunderstood2 and misunderstanding is specially inevitable where he acts upon principles beyond the recognition of those around him1 who1 being but half-hearted ,christians1 count themselves the law-givers of righteousness1 and charge him with the very things it is the aim of his life to destroy4 ,the ,lord himself was accused of being a drunkard and a keeper of bad company--and perhaps would in the present day be so regarded by not a few calling themselves by his name1 and teaching temperance and virtue4 ,he lived upon a higher spiritual platform than they understand1 acted from a height of the virtues they would inculcate1 loftier than their eyes can scale4 ,his ,himalays are not visible from their sand-heaps4 ,the ,lord bore with their evil tongues1 and was neither dismayed nor troubled2 but from this experience of his own1 comforts those who1 being his messengers1 must fare as he4 ',if they have called the master of the house ,beelzebub1 how much more shall they call them of his household6'--',if they insult a man1 how much more will they not insult his servants6' ,while men count themselves ,christians on any other ground than that they are slaves of ,jesus ,christ1 the children of ,god1 and free from themselves1 so long will they use the servants of the ,master despitefully4 ',do not hesitate1' says the ,lord1 'to speak the truth that is in you2 never mind what they call you2 proclaim from the housetop2 fear nobody4' ,he spoke the words to the men to whom he looked first to spread the news of the kingdom of heaven2 but they apply to all who obey him4 ,few who have endeavoured to do their duty1 have not been annoyed1 disappointed1 enraged perhaps1 by the antagonism1 misunderstanding1 and false representation to which they have been subjected therein--issuing mainly from those and the friends of those who have benefited by their efforts to be neighbours to all4 ,the tales of heartlessness and ingratitude one must come across1 compel one to see more and more clearly that humanity1 without willed effort after righteousness1 is mean enough to sink to any depth of disgrace4 ,the judgments also of imagined superiority are hard to bear4 ,the rich man who will screw his workmen to the lowest penny1 will read his poor relation a solemn lecture on extravagance1 because of some humblest little act of generosity6 ,he takes the end of the beam sticking out of his eye to pick the mote from the eye of his brother withal6 ,if1 in the endeavour to lead a truer life1 a man merely lives otherwise than his neighbours1 strange motives will be invented to account for it4 ,to the honest soul it is a comfort to believe that the truth will one day be known1 that it will cease to be supposed that he was and did as dull heads and hearts reported of him4 ,still more satisfactory will be the unveiling where a man is misunderstood by those who ought to know him better--who1 not even understanding the point at issue1 take it for granted he is about to do the wrong thing1 while he is crying for courage to heed neither himself nor his friends1 but only the ,lord4 ,how many hear and accept the words1 ',be not conformed to this world1' without once perceiving that what they call ,society and bow to as supreme1 is the ,world and nothing else1 or that those who mind what people think1 and what people will say1 are conformed to--that is1 take the shape of--the world4 ,the true man feels he has nothing to do with ,society as judge or lawgiver3 he is under the law of ,jesus ,christ1 and it sets him free from the law of the ,world4 ,let a man do right1 nor trouble himself about worthless opinion2 the less he heeds tongues1 the less difficult will he find it to love men4 ,let him comfort himself with the thought that the truth must out4 ,he will not have to pass through eternity with the brand of ignorant or malicious judgment upon him4 ,he shall find his peers and be judged of them4 ,but1 thou who lookest for the justification of the light1 art thou verily prepared for thyself to encounter such exposure as the general unveiling of things must bring8 ,art thou willing for the truth whatever it be8 ,i nowise mean to ask1 ,have you a conscience so void of offence1 have you a heart so pure and clean1 that you fear no fullest exposure of what is in you to the gaze of men and angels8--as to ,god1 he knows it all now6 ,what ,i mean to ask is1 ,do you so love the truth and the right1 that you welcome1 or at least submit willingly to the idea of an exposure of what in you is yet unknown to yourself--an exposure that may redound to the glory of the truth by making you ashamed and humble8 ,it may be1 for instance1 that you were wrong in regard to those1 for the righting of whose wrongs to you1 the great judgment of ,god is now by you waited for with desire3 will you welcome any discovery1 even if it work for the excuse of others1 that will make you more true1 by revealing what in you was false8 ,are you willing to be made glad that you were wrong when you thought others were wrong8 ,if you can with such submission face the revelation of things hid1 then you are of the truth1 and need not be afraid2 for1 whatever comes1 it will and can only make you more true and humble and pure4 ,does the ,lord mean that everything a man has ever done or thought must be laid bare to the universe8 ,so far1 ,i think1 as is necessary to the understanding of the man by those who have known1 or are concerned to know him4 ,for the time to come1 and for those who are yet to know him1 the man will henceforth1 if he is a true man1 be transparent to all that are capable of reading him4 ,a man may not then1 any more than now1 be intelligible to those beneath him1 but all things will be working toward revelation1 nothing toward concealment or misunderstanding4 ,who in the kingdom will desire concealment1 or be willing to misunderstand8 ,concealment is darkness2 misunderstanding is a fog4 ,a man will hold the door open for anyone to walk into his house1 for it is a temple of the living ,god--with some things worth looking at1 and nothing to hide4 ,the glory of the true world is1 that there is nothing in it that needs to be covered1 while ever and ever there will be things uncovered4 ,every man's light will shine for the good and glory of his neighbour4 ',will all my weaknesses1 all my evil habits1 all my pettinesses1 all the wrong thoughts which ,i cannot help--will all be set out before the universe8' ,yes1 if they so prevail as to constitute your character--that is1 if they are you4 ,but if you have come out of the darkness1 if you are fighting it1 if you are honestly trying to walk in the light1 you may hope in ,god your father that what he has cured1 what he is curing1 what he has forgiven1 will be heard of no more1 not now being a constituent part of you4 ,or if indeed some of your evil things must yet be seen1 the truth of them will be seen--that they are things you are at strife with1 not things you are cherishing and brooding over4 ,god will be fair to you--so fair6--fair with the fairness of a father loving his own--who will have you clean1 who will neither spare you any needful shame1 nor leave you exposed to any that is not needful4 ,the thing we have risen above1 is dead and forgotten1 or if remembered1 there is ,god to comfort us4 ',if any man sin1 we have a comforter with the ,father4' ,we may trust ,god with our past as heartily as with our future4 ,it will not hurt us so long as we do not try to hide things1 so long as we are ready to bow our heads in hearty shame where it is fit we should be ashamed4 ,for to be ashamed is a holy and blessed thing4 ,shame is a thing to shame only those who want to appear1 not those who want to be4 ,shame is to shame those who want to pass their examination1 not those who would get into the heart of things4 ,in the name of ,god let us henceforth have nothing to be ashamed of1 and be ready to meet any shame on its way to meet us4 ,for to be humbly ashamed is to be plunged in the cleansing bath of the truth4 ,as to the revelation of the ways of ,god1 ,i need not speak2 he has been always1 from the first1 revealing them to his prophet1 to his child1 and will go on doing so for ever4 ,but let me say a word about another kind of revelation--that of their own evil to the evil4 ,the only terrible1 or at least the supremely terrible revelation is that of a man to himself4 ,what a horror will it not be to a vile man--more than all to a man whose pleasure has been enhanced by the suffering of others--a man that knew himself such as men of ordinary morals would turn from with disgust1 but who has hitherto had no insight into what he is--what a horror will it not be to him when his eyes are opened to see himself as the pure see him1 as ,god sees him6 ,imagine such a man waking all at once1 not only to see the eyes of the universe fixed upon him with loathing astonishment1 but to see himself at the same moment as those eyes see him6 ,what a waking6--into the full blaze of fact and consciousness1 of truth and violation6 ,to know my deed1 'twere best not know myself6 ,or think what it must be for a man counting himself religious1 orthodox1 exemplary1 to perceive suddenly that there was no religion in him1 only love of self2 no love of the right1 only a great love of being in the right6 ,what a discovery--that he was simply a hypocrite--one who loved to appear1 and was not6 ,the rich seem to be those among whom will occur hereafter the sharpest reverses1 if ,i understand aright the parable of the rich man and ,lazarus4 ,who has not known the insolence of their meanness toward the poor1 all the time counting themselves of the very elect6 ,what riches and fancied religion1 with the self-sufficiency they generate between them1 can make man or woman capable of1 is appalling4 ,mammon1 the most contemptible of deities1 is the most worshipped1 both outside and in the house of ,god3 to many of the religious rich in that day1 the great damning revelation will be their behaviour to the poor to whom they thought themselves very kind4 ',he flattereth himself in his own eyes until his iniquity is found to be hateful4' ,a man may loathe a thing in the abstract for years1 and find at last that all the time he has been1 in his own person1 guilty of it4 ,to carry a thing under our cloak caressingly1 hides from us its identity with something that stands before us on the public pillory4 ,many a man might read this and assent to it1 who cages in his own bosom a carrion-bird that he never knows for what it is1 because there are points of difference in its plumage from that of the bird he calls by an ugly name4 ,of all who will one day stand in dismay and sickness of heart1 with the consciousness that their very existence is a shame1 those will fare the worst who have been consciously false to their fellows2 who1 pretending friendship1 have used their neighbour to their own ends2 and especially those who1 pretending friendship1 have divided friends4 ,to such ,dante has given the lowest hell4 ,if there be one thing ,god hates1 it must be treachery4 ,do not imagine ,judas the only man of whom the ,lord would say1 ',better were it for that man if he had never been born6' ,did the ,lord speak out of personal indignation1 or did he utter a spiritual fact1 a live principle8 ,did he speak in anger at the treachery of his apostle to himself1 or in pity for the man that had better not have been born8 ,did the word spring from his knowledge of some fearful punishment awaiting ,judas1 or from his sense of the horror it was to be such a man8 ,beyond all things pitiful is it that a man should carry about with him the consciousness of being such a person--should know himself and not another that false one6 ',o ,god1' we think1 'how terrible if it were ,i6' ,just so terrible is it that it should be ,judas6 ,and have ,i not done things with the same germ in them1 a germ which1 brought to its evil perfection1 would have shown itself the canker-worm1 treachery8 ,except ,i love my neighbour as myself1 ,i may one day betray him6 ,let us therefore be compassionate and humble1 and hope for every man4 ,a man may sink by such slow degrees that1 long after he is a devil1 he may go on being a good churchman or a good dissenter1 and thinking himself a good ,christian4 ,continuously repeated sin against the poorest consciousness of evil must have a dread rousing4 ,there are men who never wake to know how wicked they are1 till1 lo1 the gaze of the multitude is upon them6--the multitude staring with self-righteous eyes1 doing like things themselves1 but not yet found out2 sinning after another pattern1 therefore the hardest judges1 thinking by condemnation to escape judgment4 ,but there is nothing covered that shall not be revealed4 ,what if the only thing to wake the treacherous1 money-loving thief1 ,judas1 to a knowledge of himself1 was to let the thing go on to the end1 and his kiss betray the ,master8 ,judas did not hate the ,master when he kissed him1 but not being a true man1 his very love betrayed him4 ,the good man1 conscious of his own evil1 and desiring no refuge but the purifying light1 will chiefly rejoice that the exposure of evil makes for the victory of the truth1 the kingdom of ,god and his ,christ4 ,he sees in the unmasking of the hypocrite1 in the unveiling of the covered1 in the exposure of the hidden1 ,god's interference1 for him and all the race1 between them and the lie4 ,the only triumph the truth can ever have is its recognition by the heart of the liar4 ,its victory is in the man who1 not content with saying1 ',i was blind and now ,i see1' cries out1 ',lord ,god1 just and true1 let me perish1 but endure thou6 ,let me live because thou livest1 because thou savest me from the death in myself1 the untruth ,i have nourished in me1 and even called righteousness6 ,hallowed be thy name1 for thou only art true2 thou only lovest2 thou only art holy1 for thou only art humble6 ,thou only art unselfish2 thou only hast never sought thine own1 but the things of thy children6 ,yea1 ,o father1 be thou true1 and every man a liar6' ,there is no satisfaction of revenge possible to the injured4 ,the severest punishment that can be inflicted upon the wrong-doer is simply to let him know what he is2 for his nature is of ,god1 and the deepest in him is the divine4 ,neither can any other punishment than the sinner's being made to see the enormity of his injury1 give satisfaction to the injured4 ,while the wronger will admit no wrong1 while he mocks at the idea of amends1 or while1 admitting the wrong1 he rejoices in having done it1 no suffering could satisfy revenge1 far less justice4 ,both would continually know themselves foiled4 ,therefore1 while a satisfied justice is an unavoidable eternal event1 a satisfied revenge is an eternal impossibility4 ,for the moment that the sole adequate punishment1 a vision of himself1 begins to take true effect upon the sinner1 that moment the sinner has begun to grow a righteous man1 and the brother human whom he has offended has no choice1 has nothing left him but to take the offender to his bosom--the more tenderly that his brother is a repentant brother1 that he was dead and is alive again1 that he was lost and is found4 ,behold the meeting of the divine extremes--the extreme of punishment1 the embrace of heaven6 ,they run together2 'the wheel is come full circle4' ,for1 ,i venture to think1 there can be no such agony for created soul1 as to see itself vile--vile by its own action and choice4 ,also ,i venture to think there can be no delight for created soul--short1 that is1 of being one with the ,father--so deep as that of seeing the heaven of forgiveness open1 and disclose the shining stair that leads to its own natural home1 where the eternal father has been all the time awaiting this return of his child4 ,so1 friends1 how ever indignant we may be1 however intensely and however justly we may feel our wrongs1 there is no revenge possible for us in the universe of the ,father4 ,i may say to myself with heartiest vengeance1 ',i should just like to let that man see what a wretch he is--what all honest men at this moment think of him6' but1 the moment come1 the man will loathe himself tenfold more than any other man could1 and that moment my heart will bury his sin4 ,its own ocean of pity will rush from the divine depths of its ,god-origin to overwhelm it4 ,let us try to forethink1 to antedate our forgiveness4 ,dares any man suppose that ,jesus would have him hate the traitor through whom he came to the cross8 ,has he been pleased through all these ages with the manner in which those calling themselves by his name have treated1 and are still treating his nation8 ,we have not yet sounded the depths of forgiveness that are and will be required of such as would be his disciples6 ,our friends will know us then3 for their joy1 will it be1 or their sorrow8 ,will their hearts sink within them when they look on the real likeness of us8 ,or will they rejoice to find that we were not so much to be blamed as they thought1 in this thing or that which gave them trouble8 ,let us remember1 however1 that not evil only will be unveiled2 that many a masking misconception will uncover a face radiant with the loveliness of the truth4 ,and whatever disappointments may fall1 there is consolation for every true heart in the one sufficing joy--that it stands on the border of the kingdom1 about to enter into ever fuller1 ever-growing possession of the inheritance of the saints in light4 ,,the ,,inheritance4 ,giving thanks unto the ,father1 which hath made us meet to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in light4--,ep4 to the ,colossians i4 #ab4 ,to have a share in any earthly inheritance1 is to diminish the share of the other inheritors4 ,in the inheritance of the saints1 that which each has1 goes to increase the possession of the rest4 ,hear what ,dante puts in the mouth of his guide1 as they pass through ,purgatory3-- ,perche s'appuntano i vostri desiri ,dove per compagnia parte si scema1 ,invidia muove il mantaco a' sospiri4 ,ma se l'amor della spera suprema ,torcesse 'n suso 'l desiderio vostro1 ,non vi sarebbe al petto quella tema2 ,che per quanto si dice piu li nostro1 ,tanto possiede piu di ben ciascuno1 ,e piu di caritade arde in quel chiostro4 ,because you point and fix your longing eyes ,on things where sharing lessens every share1 ,the human bellows heave with envious sighs4 ,but if the loftiest love that dwelleth there ,up to the heaven of heavens your longing turn1 ,then from your heart will pass this fearing care3 ,the oftener there the word our they discern1 ,the more of good doth everyone possess1 ,the more of love doth in that cloister burn4 ,dante desires to know how it can be that a distributed good should make the receivers the richer the more of them there are2 and ,virgil answers-- ,perocche tu rificchi ,la mente pure alle cose terrene1 ,di vera luce tenebre dispicchi4 ,quello 'nfinito ed ineffabil bene1 ,che lassu e1 cosi corre ad amore1 ,com' a lucido corpo raggio viene4 ,tanto si da1 quanto trova d' ardore3 ,si che quantunque carita si stende1 ,cresce sovr' essa l' eterno valore4 ,e quanta gente pin lassu s' intende1 ,piu v' e da bene amare1 e pin vi s' ama1 ,e come specchio1 l' uno all' altro rende4 ,because thy mind doth stick ,to earthly things1 and on them only brood1 ,from the true light thou dost but darkness pick4 ,that same ineffable and infinite ,good1 ,which dwells up there1 to ,love doth run as fleet ,as sunrays to bright things1 for sisterhood4 ,it gives itself proportionate to the heat3 ,so that1 wherever ,love doth spread its reign1 ,the growing wealth of ,god makes that its seat4 ,and the more people that up thither strain1 ,the more there are to love1 the more they love1 ,and like a mirror each doth give and gain4 ,in this inheritance then a man may desire and endeavour to obtain his share without selfish prejudice to others2 nay1 to fail of our share in it1 would be to deprive others of a portion of theirs4 ,let us look a little nearer1 and see in what the inheritance of the saints consists4 ,it might perhaps be to commit some small logical violence on the terms of the passage to say that 'the inheritance of the saints in light' must mean purely and only 'the possession of light which is the inheritance of the saints4' ,at the same time the phrase is literally 'the inheritance of the saints in the light2' and this perhaps makes it the more likely that1 as ,i take it1 ,paul had in his mind the light as itself the inheritance of the saints--that he held the very substance of the inheritance to be the light4 ,and if we remember that ,god is light2 also that the highest prayer of the ,lord for his friends was that they might be one in him and his father2 and recall what the apostle said to the ,ephesians1 that 'in him we live and move and have our being1' we may be prepared to agree that1 although he may not mean to include all possible phases of the inheritance of the saints in the one word light1 as ,i think he does1 yet the idea is perfectly consistent with his teaching4 ,for the one only thing to make existence a good1 the one thing to make it worth having1 is just that there should be no film of separation between our life and the life of which ours is an outcome2 that we should not only know that ,god is our life1 but be aware1 in some grand consciousness beyond anything imagination can present to us1 of the presence of the making ,god1 in the very process of continuing us the live things he has made us4 ,this is only another way of saying that the very inheritance upon which1 as the twice-born sons of our father1 we have a claim--which claim his sole desire for us is that we should1 so to say1 enforce--that this inheritance is simply the light1 ,god himself1 the ,light4 ,if you think of ten thousand things that are good and worth having1 what is it that makes them good or worth having but the ,god in them8 ,that the loveliness of the world has its origin in the making will of ,god1 would not content me2 ,i say1 the very loveliness of it is the loveliness of ,god1 for its loveliness is his own lovely thought1 and must be a revelation of that which dwells and moves in himself4 ,nor is this all3 my interest in its loveliness would vanish1 ,i should feel that the soul was out of it1 if you could persuade me that ,god had ceased to care for the daisy1 and now cared for something else instead4 ,the faces of some flowers lead me back to the heart of ,god2 and1 as his child1 ,i hope ,i feel1 in my lowly degree1 what he felt when1 brooding over them1 he said1 ',they are good2' that is1 ',they are what ,i mean4' ,the thing ,i am reasoning toward is this3 that1 if everything were thus seen in its derivation from ,god1 then the inheritance of the saints1 whatever the form of their possession1 would be seen to be light4 ,all things are ,god's1 not as being in his power--that of course--but as coming from him4 ,the darkness itself becomes light around him when we think that verily he hath created the darkness1 for there could have been no darkness but for the light ,without ,god there would not even have been nothing2 there would not have existed the idea of nothing1 any more than any reality of nothing1 but that he exists and called something into being4 ,nothingness owes its very name and nature to the being and reality of ,god4 ,there is no word to represent that which is not ,god1 no word for the where without ,god in it2 for it is not1 could not be4 ,so ,i think we may say that the inheritance of the saints is the share each has in the ,light4 ,but how can any share exist where all is open8 ,the true share1 in the heavenly kingdom throughout1 is not what you have to keep1 but what you have to give away4 ,the thing that is mine is the thing ,i have with the power to give it4 ,the thing ,i have no power to give a share in1 is nowise mine2 the thing ,i cannot share with everyone1 cannot be essentially my own4 ,the cry of the thousand splendours which ,dante1 in the fifth canto of the ',paradiso1' tells us he saw gliding toward them in the planet ,mercury1 was-- ,ecco chi crescera li nostri amori6 ,lo1 here comes one who will increase our loves6 ,all the light is ours4 ,god is all ours4 ,even that in ,god which we cannot understand is ours4 ,if there were anything in ,god that was not ours1 then ,god would not be one ,god4 ,i do not say we must1 or can ever know all in ,god2 not throughout eternity shall we ever comprehend ,god1 but he is our father1 and must think of us with every part of him--so to speak in our poor speech2 he must know us1 and that in himself which we cannot know1 with the same thought1 for he is one4 ,we and that which we do not or cannot know1 come together in his thought4 ,and this helps us to see how1 claiming all things1 we have yet shares4 ,for the infinitude of ,god can only begin and only go on to be revealed1 through his infinitely differing creatures--all capable of wondering at1 admiring1 and loving each other1 and so bound all in one in him1 each to the others revealing him4 ,for every human being is like a facet cut in the great diamond to which ,i may dare liken the father of him who likens his kingdom to a pearl4 ,every man1 woman1 child--for the incomplete also is his1 and in its very incompleteness reveals him as a progressive worker in his creation--is a revealer of ,god4 ,i have my message of my great ,lord1 you have yours4 ,your dog1 your horse tells you about him who cares for all his creatures4 ,none of them came from his hands4 ,perhaps the precious things of the earth1 the coal and the diamonds1 the iron and clay and gold1 may be said to have come from his hands2 but the live things come from his heart--from near the same region whence ourselves we came4 ,how much my horse may1 in his own fashion--that is1 ,god's equine way--know of him1 ,i cannot tell1 because he cannot tell4 ,also1 we do not know what the horses know1 because they are horses1 and we are at best1 in relation to them1 only horsemen4 ,the ways of ,god go down into microscopic depths1 as well as up into telescopic heights--and with more marvel1 for there lie the beginnings of life3 the immensities of stars and worlds all exist for the sake of less things than they4 ,so with mind2 the ways of ,god go into the depths yet unrevealed to us2 he knows his horses and dogs as we cannot know them1 because we are not yet pure sons of ,god4 ,when through our sonship1 as ,paul teaches1 the redemption of these lower brothers and sisters shall have come1 then we shall understand each other better4 ,but now the lord of life has to look on at the wilful torture of multitudes of his creatures4 ,it must be that offences come1 but woe unto that man by whom they come6 ,the ,lord may seem not to heed1 but he sees and knows4 ,i say1 then1 that every one of us is something that the other is not1 and therefore knows some thing--it may be without knowing that he knows it--which no one else knows2 and that it is every one's business1 as one of the kingdom of light1 and inheritor in it all1 to give his portion to the rest2 for we are one family1 with ,god at the head and the heart of it1 and ,jesus ,christ1 our elder brother1 teaching us of the ,father1 whom he only knows4 ,we may say1 then1 that whatever is the source of joy or love1 whatever is pure and strong1 whatever wakes aspiration1 whatever lifts us out of selfishness1 whatever is beautiful or admirable--in a word1 whatever is of the light---must make a part1 however small it may then prove to be in its proportion1 of the inheritance of the saints in the light2 for1 as in the epistle of ,james1 ',every good gift1 and every perfect gift is from above1 and cometh down from the ,father of lights1 with whom is no variableness1 neither shadow of turning4' ,children fear heaven1 because of the dismal notions the unchildlike give them of it1 who1 without imagination1 receive unquestioning what others1 as void of imagination as themselves1 represent concerning it4 ,i do not see that one should care to present an agreeable picture of it2 for1 suppose ,i could persuade a man that heaven was the perfection of all he could desire around him1 what would the man or the truth gain by it8 ,if he knows the ,lord1 he will not trouble himself about heaven2 if he does not know him1 he will not be drawn to him by it4 ,i would not care to persuade the feeble ,christian that heaven was a place worth going to2 ,i would rather persuade him that no spot in space1 no hour in eternity is worth anything to one who remains such as he is4 ,but would that none presumed to teach the little ones what they know nothing of themselves6 ,what have not children suffered from strong endeavour to desire the things they could not love6 ,well do ,i remember the pain of the prospect--no1 the trouble at not being pleased with the prospect--of being made a pillar in the house of ,god1 and going no more out6 ,those words were not spoken to the little ones4 ,yet are they1 literally taken1 a blessed promise compared with the notion of a continuous church-going6 ,perhaps no one teaches such a thing2 but somehow the children get the dreary fancy3 there are ways of involuntary teaching more potent than words4 ,what boy1 however fain to be a disciple of ,christ and a child of ,god1 would prefer a sermon to his glorious kite1 that divinest of toys1 with ,god himself for his playmate1 in the blue wind that tossed it hither and thither in the golden void6 ,he might be ready to part with kite and wind and sun1 and go down to the grave for his brothers--but surely not that they might be admitted to an everlasting prayer-meeting6 ,for my own part1 ,i rejoice to think that there will be neither church nor chapel in the high countries2 yea1 that there will be nothing there called religion1 and no law but the perfect law of liberty4 ,for how should there be law or religion where every throb of the heart says ,god6 where every song-throat is eager with thanksgiving6 where such a tumult of glad waters is for ever bursting from beneath the throne of ,god1 the tears of the gladness of the universe6 ,religion8 ,where will be the room for it1 when the essence of every thought must be ,god8 ,law8 ,what room will there be for law1 when everything upon which law could lay a shalt not will be too loathsome to think of8 ,what room for honesty1 where love fills full the law to overflowing--where a man would rather drop sheer into the abyss1 than wrong his neighbour one hair's-breadth8 ,heaven will be continuous touch with ,god4 ,the very sense of being will in itself be bliss4 ,for the sense of true life1 there must be actual1 conscious contact with the source of the life2 therefore mere life--in itself1 in its very essence good--good as the life of ,god which is our life--must be such bliss as1 ,i think1 will need the mitigation of the loftiest joys of communion with our blessed fellows2 the mitigation of art in every shape1 and of all combinations of arts2 the mitigation of countless services to the incomplete1 and hard toil for those who do not yet know their neighbour or their ,father4 ,the bliss of pure being will1 ,i say1 need these mitigations to render the intensity of it endurable by heart and brain4 ,to those who care only for things1 and not for the souls of them1 for the truth1 the reality of them1 the prospect of inheriting light can have nothing attractive1 and for their comfort--how false a comfort6--they may rest assured there is no danger of their being required to take up their inheritance at present4 ,perhaps they will be left to go on sucking things dry1 constantly missing the loveliness of them1 until they come at last to loathe the lovely husks1 turned to ugliness in their false imaginations4 ,loving but the body of ,truth1 even here they come to call it a lie1 and break out in maudlin moaning over the illusions of life4 ,the soul of ,truth they have lost1 because they never loved her4 ,what may they not have to pass through1 what purifying fires1 before they can even behold her6 ,the notions of ,christians1 so called1 concerning the state into which they suppose their friends to have entered1 and which they speak of as a place of blessedness1 are yet such as to justify the bitterness of their lamentation over them1 and the heathenish doubt whether they shall know them again4 ,verily it were a wonder if they did6 ,after a year or two of such a fate1 they might well be unrecognizable6 ,one is almost ashamed of writing about such follies4 ,the nirvana is grandeur contrasted with their heaven4 ,the early ,christians might now and then plague ,paul with a foolish question1 the answer to which plagues us to this day2 but was there ever one of them doubted he was going to find his friends again8 ,it is a mere form of ,protean unbelief4 ,they believe1 they say1 that ,god is love2 but they cannot quite believe that he does not make the love in which we are most like him1 either a mockery or a torture4 ,little would any promise of heaven be to me if ,i might not hope to say1 ',i am sorry2 forgive me2 let what ,i did in anger or in coldness be nothing1 in the name of ,god and ,jesus6' ,many such words will pass1 many a self-humiliation have place4 ,the man or woman who is not ready to confess1 who is not ready to pour out a heartful of regrets--can such a one be an inheritor of the light8 ,it is the joy of a true heart of an heir of light1 of a child of that ,god who loves an open soul--the joy of any man who hates the wrong the more because he has done it1 to say1 ',i was wrong2 ,i am sorry4' ,oh1 the sweet winds of repentance and reconciliation and atonement1 that will blow from garden to garden of ,god1 in the tender twilights of his kingdom6 ,whatever the place be like1 one thing is certain1 that there will be endless1 infinite atonement1 ever-growing love4 ,certain too it is that whatever the divinely human heart desires1 it shall not desire in vain4 ,the light which is ,god1 and which is our inheritance because we are the children of ,god1 insures these things4 ,for the heart which desires is made thus to desire4 ,god is2 let the earth be glad1 and the heaven1 and the heaven of heavens6 ,whatever a father can do to make his children blessed1 that will ,god do for his children4 ,let us1 then1 live in continual expectation1 looking for the good things that ,god will give to men1 being their father and their everlasting saviour4 ,if the things ,i have here come from him1 and are so plainly but a beginning1 shall ,i not take them as an earnest of the better to follow8 ,how else can ,i regard them8 ,for never1 in the midst of the good things of this lovely world1 have ,i felt quite at home in it4 ,never has it shown me things lovely or grand enough to satisfy me4 ,it is not all ,i should like for a place to live in4 ,it may be that my unsatisfaction comes from not having eyes open enough1 or keen enough1 to see and understand what he has given2 but it matters little whether the cause lie in the world or in myself1 both being incomplete3 ,god is1 and all is well4 ,all that is needed to set the world right enough for me--and no empyrean heaven could be right for me without it--is1 that ,i care for ,god as he cares for me2 that my will and desires keep time and harmony with his music2 that ,i have no thought that springs from myself apart from him2 that my individuality have the freedom that belongs to it as born of his individuality1 and be in no slavery to my body1 or my ancestry1 or my prejudices1 or any impulse whatever from region unknown2 that ,i be free by obedience to the law of my being1 the live and live-making will by which life is life1 and my life is myself4 ,what springs from myself and not from ,god1 is evil2 it is a perversion of something of ,god's4 ,whatever is not of faith is sin2 it is a stream cut off--a stream that cuts itself off from its source1 and thinks to run on without it4 ,but light is my inheritance through him whose life is the light of men1 to wake in them the life of their father in heaven4 ,loved be the ,lord who in himself generated that life which is the light of men6 ,,end ,,of ,,the ,,third ,,series4