,,coram ,,sanctissimo ,,be=e ,,! ,,mo/ ,,holy 7,,coram ,,sanctissimo7 ,,by ,,"m ,,m>y ,,loyola ,,( ,,! ,,b> ,,conv5t1 ,,york ,,edit$ ,,by ,,fa!r ,,?ur/on1 ,s4,j4 ,,/4 ,,l\is1 ,,mo4 ,b4 ,,h]d] #ag ,,s\? ,,broadway ,,london3 ,,s&s ,,co4 #aijd ,nihil ob/at4 ,,h]b]t ,,?ur/on1 ,s4,j41 ,c5sor ,deputatus4 ,imprimatur4 ,,h]b]tus ,,c>d4 ,,vaughan1 ,ar*iep4 ,we/mona/4 #ae? ,septemb]1 #aijj4 ,,to ,,jesus ,,*ri/ ,,ye/]day ,,to-,,day ,,& ,,! ,,same ,,= ,,ev] ,,preface4 ,! cu/om ( hon\r+ ! ,eu*>i/ic pres5ce ( ,*ri/ our ,"l by pay+ 8,visits0 to ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t may be quot$ z "o ( ! mo/ conspicu\s examples ( developm5t 9 ! devotional practice ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,d[n to ! latt] "p ( ! ,middle ,ages su* an usage seems to h be5 entirely unkn[n4 ,z f> z reg>ds ,engl&1 ! late ,fa!r ,bridgett1 if ,i mi/ake n1 says t 9 all ! rese>*es made by him :ile compil+ 8 ,hi/ory ( ! ,holy ,eu*>i/ 9 ,great ,brita9 he _h n come across "o cle> example ( a visit to ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t 9 pre-,re=mation times4 ,ev5 on ! ,cont95t ! idea ( any extra-liturgical cultus ( ! ,bless$ ,eu*>i/ seems to h gr[n up v t>dily4 ,!re 7 _m sa9ts z late z ! fifte5? c5tury1 say1 = example1 ,/4 ,frances ( ,rome1 ^: lives %[ no trace ( su* a conception1 ?\gh no?+ c\ld be m /rongly emphasis$ ?an _! devotion to ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t 9 ,holy ,communion4#a ,x is rem>kable to notice t ev5 ,/4 ,ignatius ,loyola1 9 ! book ( ! ,spiritual ,ex]cises1 :5 direct+ att5tion to ! abid+ pres5ce ( ,god ) ,8 creatures z a motive = awak5+ love1 says n a ^w ( ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t4 ,"o mu/ n1 ( c\rse1 press ! negative argum5t too f>4 ,no prud5t man w\ld inf] 9 ?is latt] case t ! practice ( visit+ *ur*es to commune ) our ,"l 9 ! ,tab]nacle 0 unkn[n 9 ! sixte5? c5tury1 b x is reasonable to conclude t ! un9t]rupt$ ,eu*>i/ic pres5ce ( ,god ) ,8 p did n !n play ! same conspicu\s "p 9 ! devotional life ( ! fai?ful t x does 9 our day4 ,?is late & gradual developm5t ( a devotion1 :i* seems to u n[ s natural & s unmi/akably involv$ 9 premises t all m5 accept$1 is c]ta9ly a rem>kable fact4 ,ev5 to ! pres5t day ! ,greek ,*ur*1 ?\gh its belief 9 transub/antiation is no less explicit ?an our own1 has nev] drawn ! inf]5ce t our ,"l has come 9 ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t to be our companion & refuge z well z our food4 ,x seems to h be5 "p ( ! ,div9e disp5sation1 9 ?is z 9 "s o!r matt]s1 to hold m5's eyes t !y %\ld n "k ,him4 ,?r\gh\t ! long c5turies our =efa!rs seem to h reg>d$ ! ,eu*>i/ic pres5ce z if ,*ri/ _h wi%$ to pres]ve ,8 incognito :ile ,he dwelt among/ !m1 or z if ,he 7 sleep+ z ( old 9 ! b>k ( ,pet] & w\ld rebuke ! want ( fai? ( ^? :o too importunately di/urb$ ,8 repose4 ,b surely we are "r 9 ?9k+ t if !y s appreh5d$ ,god's purpose 9 rema9+ on our alt>s1 _! appreciation ( ,8 boon 0 b in*oative & imp]fect4 ,to u n[ x seems s obvi\s t ! "w ( ,jesus ,*ri/ 9 ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t 0 n meant to be int]mitt5t1 limit$ to ! "t ( ,mass & ,holy ,communion1 t x is h>d to believe t ,*ri/ians :o truly recognis$ ?is pres5ce 9 _! mid/ c ev] h conceiv$ o!rwise4 ,p]haps we may draw ! lesson t if ! fulness ( und]/&+ 7 long delay$ 9 s pla9 a matt]1 x is n surpris+ t 9 o!r dogmas & practices :i* ju/ify !mselves less obvi\sly !re may be developm5ts 9 ! ,*ur*'s tea*+ n suspect$ or at lea/ n cle>ly appreh5d$ by our =efa!rs 9 ! fai?4 ,z ?+s are1 no dev\t ,ca?olic w\ld wi% to be depriv$ ( ! privilege ( draw+ ne> to our ,savi\r 9 ! ,tab]nacle & mak+ ,him ! daily confidant ( hopes & fe>s1 ( joys & tr\bles4 ,b :at di/resses _m pi\s s\ls is t hav+ ,him ready & will+ to li/5 !y %\ld s (t5 f9d !mselves tongue-ti$ 9 ,8 pres5ce4 ,! set =ms ( pray] :i* !y "k by he>t are worn ?readb>e by r\t9e1 & books too (t5 prove /iff & artificial4 ,! he>t has _m wants & long+s1 b h>dly kn[s h[ to put !m into words4 ,9 su* a case real help1 ,i ?9k1 is likely to be f\nd 9 ?is v miscellane\s collection ( mus+s1 self-arraignm5ts1 out-p\r+s ( _s1 to :i* ! au?oress has giv5 ! apt "n ( ,coram ,sanctissimo1 89 ! pres5ce ( ! ,mo/ ,holy04 ,!y are n int5d$ to be tak5 9 rotation1 or to be us$ e day1 b !re are times :5 a tr\bl$ wor%ipp]1 turn+ ov] ! leaves1 may light ^u some?+ "h :i* w *ime 9 ) 8 mood & w make ! task ( pray] m easy to him4 ,& if = "o or ano!r ! ?\ghts ( ?is little book may s]ve to break ! ice & to r5d] ! s\l = ! nonce m at home 9 t holy pres5ce1 ,i feel sure t ! au?oress w consid] ! lab\r sp5t 9 writ+ x to h be5 abundantly repaid4 ,x w be notic$ t 9 ! pages :i* foll[ v]se f9ds a place z well z prose4 ,x w\ld n be fair to let ?is g =? to ! _w )\t /at+ t x has be5 writt51 s to speak1 "u prote/1 & t )\t /rong enc\ragem5t ,"m ,m>y ,loyola w\ld h>dly h suff]$ x to see ! light4 ,al?\gh ! v]ses are p]haps unequal1 ,i d n 9 any way rep5t ! %>e ,i h _h 9 urg+ ! writ] to let !m /&4 ,x w\ld h be5 wor? a great] risk ( failure & a long] exp5diture ( "t to h secur$ ev5 a few su* happy l9es z may be read = in/ance 9 ! *apt] head$ 8,9 ,sil5ce & 9 ,hope10 describ+ ,/4 ,m>y ,magdal53-- ,%e came ) h] cru%+ memories1 ,%e came ) h] secret fe>s1 ,%e br\ght ,him h] hidd5 mis]y ,& h] bitt]1 burn+ te>s4 ,or aga93-- ,absorb$ 9 h] lov+ m9i/ries ,%e knelt at ,8 feet ap>t1 ,! sc&al ( e eye save "o ,t s\nde? ! secret he>t4 ,! v]ses at be/ are only an exp]im5t4 ,!y 7 writt5 9 ea* case = ! sake ( ! ?\ght1 n ( ! metrical =m1 & if ! au?oress c\ld h f\nd1 z %e long endeav\r$ to d1 any suitable religi\s poetry :i* express$ k9dr$ ideas1 & :i* w\ld h af=d$ t v>iety :i* is meant to be *>act]i/ic ( ?is little booklet1 %e w\ld h be5 glad1 ,i "k1 to escape ! seem+ presumption ( appe>+ z a writ] ( v]se4 ,b ,i d n ?9k t ! _m fri5ds :o use & appreciate ,"m ,loyola's ,confession & ,communion & h] o!r devotional books w be disappo9t$ 9 any?+ :i* may meet _! eye 9 ?is new ef=t ( h] p54 ,,h]b]t ,,?ur/on1 ,s4,j4 #aa? ,septemb]1 #aijj4 #a ,! e>lie/ satisfactory example ( visits to ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t :i* ,i h s f> come across occurs 9 ! life ( ,bless$ ,m>ia de ,malliaco 7,a4,d4 #acca-adad71 :o1 x is /at$1 89 fe/is solemnibus vigilabat 9 ecclesia coram corpore ,*ri/i04 ,! /ory ( ,/4 ,l\is ( ,france1 :o 9 a griev\s /orm plac$ himself on 8 knees be=e ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t on %ip-bo>d1 does n appe> to me to belong to q ! same category4 ,i %\ld be grateful to any read]s ( ?is note :o may be able to supply me ) e>li] in/ances4 ,,cont5ts4 ,,*apt] ,,page ,i4 ,,visits #a ,,ii4 ,,praise #i ,,iii4 8,,possumus0 #ad ,,iv4 ,,! ,,son ,,( ,,man #ah ,v4 ,,:at ,,?+s8 #ba ,,vi4 ,,v5ite ,,ad ,,me ,,omnes #cj ,,vii4 ,,! ,,hidd5 ,,god #cc ,,viii4 ,,look+ ,,?r\gh ,,! ,,lattices #cg ,,ix4 ,,"l1 ,,come ,,& ,,see6 #da ,x4 ,,neglect #dc ,,xi4 ,,fai? #dg ,,xii4 ,,aft] ,a ,,defeat #eb ,,xiii4 ,,aft] ,a ,,victory #ee ,,xiv4 ,a ,,div9e ,,fri5d #eg ,,xv4 ,,an ,,ev5+ ,,visit #ei ,,xvi4 ,,privileg$ #fc ,,xvii4 ,,! ,,improvid5ce ,,( ,,love #fg ,,xviii4 ,,*anges #gj ,,xix4 ,i ,,h ,,some:at ,,to ,,say ,,to ,,!e #gc ,,xx4 ,a ,,div9e ,,pla9t #gg ,,xxi4 ,,?anksgiv+ #hj ,,xxii4 ,,d>kness #he ,,xxiii4 8,,:at ,,is ,,tru?80 #ia ,,xxiv4 ,,8 ,,second ,,com+ #ie ,,xxv4 ,,our ,,e>? #ii ,,xxvi4 ,,*ri/ ,,our ,,/udy #ajd ,,xxvii4 ,,our ,,fa!r #aji ,,xxviii4 ,,h]eaft] #aaa ,,xxix4 ,,my ,,v9ey>d #aae ,,xxx4 ,,:]e ,,we ,,are ,,true #aah ,,xxxi4 ,,9 ,,sil5ce ,,& ,,9 ,,hope #aba ,,xxxii4 ,,god',s ,,"w #abd ,,xxxiii4 ,a ,,/rong ,,cry #abi ,,xxxiv4 8,,be ,,ready0 #acc ,,xxxv4 8,,dom9e1 ,,ecce ,,quem ,,amas ,,infirmatur0 #acg ,,xxxvi4 ,,aft] ,a ,,dea? #adb ,,xxxvii4 ,,god',s ,,ways #ade ,,xxxviii4 ,,twilight ,,& ,,noon #aec ,,xxxix4 ,,responsibility #aei ,,xl4 ,,life #aff ,i4 ,,visits4 ,g to ,him e>ly 9 ! morn+1 & let ?y foot we> ! /eps ( ,8 doors4--,ecclus4 vi4 #cf4 ,h[ c>eful we are to obs]ve ! c\rtesies ( life6 ,h[ uneasy till su* social duties are dis*>g$6 ,9 ! mak+ & return+ ( calls1 h[ fidgety if h9d]$1 h[ s5sible t delay dem&s apology6 ,& ?is :]e m]e acqua9tances are conc]n$4 ,b :at :5 !re is "q ( a fri5d1 a b5efactor1 "o devot$ to u & to our int]e/s8 ,if =mal visits are "h uncall$ =1 x is only because our he>t ne$s no prompt+4 ,un9vit$1 inconsid]ately (t51 we come & g1 8we>+ ! /eps ( 8 doors04 ,& our be/ ( fri5ds--d we treat ,him ?us8--z affectionately1 z famili>ly8 ,if n1 :y n8 ,is ,he n among ! b5efactors ^: gifts des]ve ?anks1 ! fri5ds ^: feel+s h to be consid]$1 ! acqua9tances1 at lea/1 ^: att5tions mu/ be ackn[l$g$8 ,is x because ,he puts ,himself s completely at our disposal t ,he is to be neglect$8 ,or because ,he is ,k+ ( k+s t ,he is to be consid]$ outside ! circle :]e c\rtesy is exact$8 ,ah1 ,"l1 h[ unm9dful we are ( :at is due to ,y6 ,h[ unm9dful ,i am ( ,y\r unfail+ devot$ness to me6 ,s5t into ?is _w z into a /range neighb\rhood1 ,i f\nd ,y wait+ to receive me1 to make me welcome1 to (f] ,y\r s]vices1 to %[ me all mann] ( graceful k9dness4 ,y h ?r[n op5 ,y\r h\se to me4 ,y invite me to ,y\r table4 ,y press ^u me ,y\r gifts3 8,all ye t ?ir/1 come to ! wat]s4444 ,come1 buy w9e & milk )\t money & )\t any price04#b 8,come to ,me & ,i w refre% y40#c 8,him t come? to ,me1 ,i w n ca/ out40#d ,y make use ( e motive to draw me to ,y\rself2 yet h to compla9 aft] all3 8,y w n come to ,me t y may h life40#e 8,!y began all at once to make excuse4 ,i h b\ght a f>m 444 ,i pray !e1 hold me excus$4 ,i h b\ght five yoke ( ox5 444 ,i pray !e1 hold me excus$4 ,i h m>ri$ a wife1 & !re=e ,i _c come40#f ,?us x 0 long ago2 ?us x is n[4 ,we h "t = o!r duties--= our correspond5ce1 our %opp+1 our aft]noon calls on o!r m fav\r$ fri5ds4 ,b no "t = a visit to ,him4 ,is x s f> !n to ! ne>e/ *ur*8 ,s f> t ,he may well accept ! di/ance z suffici5t reason = our abs5ce1 except at times :5 att5dance is ( obligation8 ,c ,i urge home duties & necess>y occupations1 :5 ,i see :o ^? are t c & d f9d "t to visit ,him8 ,o my ,"l1 :y ^! wret*$ subt]fuges ) ,y 8! ,god ( tru?08#g ,:y n fall at ,y\r feet & own t x is n di/ance1 nor lack ( leisure1 nor any reasonable plea t keeps me f ,y1 b simply & solely ! want ( love8 ,x is a reason ,i c\ld n give to any o!r fri5d4 ,i %\ld h to f9d "s o!r pretext ) :i* to col\r my neglect4 ,b ) ,y !re ne$ be no dissembl+4 ,y\r fri5d%ip /&s alone 9 ! p]fect frankness & confid5ce p]missible on bo? sides4 ,we may own to be+ cold & half-unwill+ visitors1 yet we are n = t unwelcome4 ,! petulance1 ! selfi%ness1 ! wayw>dness ( our moods t 9 ! v int]e/ ( o!r fri5d%ips call = self-re/ra9t1 may %[ !mselves 9 all _! ugl9ess be=e ! ,all-pity+1 ! ,fri5d 8m fri5dly ?an a bro!r10#h :om no?+ c %ock1 disgu/1 e/range4 ,he wants our int]c\rse ) ,him to be p]fectly free2 no?+ /udi$1 no?+ /ra9$4 ,he desires to h u z we are1 no less ?an z we w\ld be4 ,he wants to be tak5 into our confid5ce1 to be let into ! secret *amb]s ( our s\ls1 into :i* we only peep ourselves at /at$ times & ) half-av]t$ glance4 ,he w\ld %>e 9 ! int]e/s & tr\bles ( ! mom5t2 be call$ ^u = sympa?y 9 e ev5t great or small t int]rupts ! ev5 fl[ ( our home life or ( our inn] life2 take "p 9 e exp]i5ce :e!r ( sorr[ or ( joy4 ,! soldi] (f to ! front1 ! baby ) its brok5 toy1 ! girl ) h] fir/ secret1 no less ?an ! wife1 ! "m1 ! prie/1 ) _! burd5$ he>ts--,he wants !m all4 ,he sees u go+ (f "h & !re = help1 & com=t1 & c\nsel4 ,he he>s our feet z !y hurry pa/ ,8 door to we> ! door/eps ( o!r fri5ds1 & ,he calls to u 9 ^? tones div9e 9 _! t5d]ness ( reproa*3 8,y w n come to ,me4 ,my p h =sak5 ,me1 ! ,f\nta9 ( liv+ wat]1 & h digg$ to !mselves ci/]ns1 brok5 ci/]ns1 t c hold no wat]40#i 99 99 99 99 99 ,h[ long1 ,o ,"l1 h[ long8 ,:5 %all we wake up to ! reality ( ,y\r ,pres5ce 9 our mid/1 & to ! purpose ( t ,pres5ce8 ,we w\ld die = x if ne$ be1 & yet we he$ x n4 ,%all ,i wait till x is br\ght home to me by ! remorse ( my la/ h\r1 or by ! long1 long h\rs ( purgatory8 ,oh1 :y did ,i n make use ( my ,emmanuel1 my ,god ) me1 :il/ ,i _h "t1 8:il/ ,he 0 9 ! way ) me08#aj ,:y dur+ my dream-life d[n !re did ,i n realise ! ne$ ( ,him t is ! "o ne$ 9 ?is real life ( et]nity8 ,a *ild at cate*ism said3 8,won't x be dreadful = ^? :o don't believe 9 ! ,real ,pres5ce to f9d at ,judgm5t t x 0 real1 t our ,"l 0 !re aft] all6 ,ev5 if !y didn't "k any bett]1 & s x 0 n _! fault1 & our ,"l is n angry ) !m--,i ?9k !y w be s dreadfully sorry all ! same40 ,b if ^! w be sorry1 :at w be ! case ( ^? :o did "k & neglect$ ,him8 ,^? to :om ,he w say1 8,s long a "t h ,i be5 ) y1 & y h n kn[n ,me60#aa 8,i 0 daily ) y 9 ! temple40#ab ,"l ,jesus1 let n t be my bitt]e/ ?\ght 9 purgatory1 t l& ( bitt] ?\ghts4 ,x is "t t ,y\r love %\ld be return$1 t ,i %\ld make am5ds = ! pa/1 t ,i %\ld ha/5 to ,y ) my sorr[ & my love4 99 99 99 99 99 ,g to ,him e>ly 9 ! morn+4 ,is daily ,mass an impossibility 9 my case8 ,he waits = me !re1 to (f]1 = me & ) me1 ,8 sacrifice & m9e = ! int]e/s we %>e toge!r4 ,& let ?y feet we> ! /eps ( ,8 doors4 ,m especially 9 ! aft]noon or ev5+1 :5 ! *ur* is quiet & ,he is left all alone4 ,) a little goodwill & +5uity c\ld ,i n include a visit to ,him 9 my weekly1 if n 9 my daily programme8 ,c\ld ,i n s arrange my calls to o!r fri5ds z to leave a few mom5ts = my de>e/ & my be/8 ,h[ bless$ a remembrance :5 ,he is br\ght to my doors at ! la/1 to be my viaticum1 t 9 life ,i 0 fai?ful to ! duties ( fri5d%ip & wore ! /eps ( ,8 doors6 ,o bless$1 self-suffic+ ,god ,a?ir/ = me1 ,com+ a begg> to my door ,all suppliantly1 ,crav+ ) meek p]si/5ce alms ,( my poor he>t1 ,a ?\ght1 a ^w ( sympa?y--h[ sweet1 ,h[ sweet ,?\ art6 ,& mu/ ,?\ knock & ev] knock ,till life is fl[n1 ,seek+ va9 entrance to a he>t ,t is ,?9e own8 ,or wilt ,?\ r "w ?is h\r ,su* *ange 9 me ,t hi!r ,i may come 8we>+ ,?y /eps0 ,a?ir/ = ,!e6 #b ,isa4 lv4 #c ,matt4 xi4 #d ,john vi4 #e ,ibid4 v4 #f ,luke xiv4 #g ,psa4 xxx4 #h ,prov4 xviii4 #i ,j]4 ii4 #aj ,matt4 v4 #aa ,john xiv4 #ab ,luke xxii4 ,,ii4 ,,praise4 ,give praise to our ,god1 all ye ,8 s]vants1 & y t fe> ,him1 little & great4--,apoc4 xix4 #e4 ,:5 heav5 is op5$ = an in/ant x is to let out a bur/ ( praise4 8,glory to ,god 9 ! highe/60#ac 8,?\ art wor?y1 ,o ,"l our ,god1 to receive glory1 & hon\r1 & p[]60#ad 8,! ,lamb t 0 sla91 is wor?y to receive p[]1 & div9ity1 & wisdom1 & /r5g?1 & hon\r1 & glory1 & b5$iction4444 ,to ,him t sitte? on ! ?rone1 & to ! ,lamb1 b5$iction & hon\r & glory & p[] = ev] & ev]40#ae ,we lift up our heads2 we are rapt4 ,x is an unexpect$ /ra9 f fa!rl& t cat*es ! exile's e> & ?rills ?r\gh e fibre ( 8 be+4 ,x f9ds an aff9ity1 t bur/ ( praise1 9 e human s\l on :i* ! s5se ( exile weighs4 ,= x is ! /ra9 to :i* e s\l is attun$ by ! v fact ( its creation4 ,! language ( praise is our "m-tongue4 ,gem5tes et fl5tes 9 hac lacrym>um valle 0 no "p ( ,god's orig9al design = u4 ,we took ! gold5 h>ps out ( ,8 h& & /ra9$ & broke ! /r+s1 & n[ ! notes are pla9tive :5 n discordant4 ,b ,*ri/ has re/or$ all ?+s4 ,he has br\ght back our joy by tak+ our sorr[ on ,himself4 ,because "h on e>? ,he pray$ 8) a /rong cry & te>s0#af ! song ( praise is to be put aga9 ^u our lips4 ,yet a little :ile & 8,god %all wipe away all te>s 444 & dea? %all be no m1 nor m\rn+1 nor cry+1 nor sorr[ %all be any m04#ag ,he is "h ^u ! alt>1 wait+ to cat* up ! fa9t acc5ts ( my praise1 & be> !m ) ,8 own be=e ! ?rone ( ,god4 ,d ?is = me1 ,o de>e/ ,"l4 ,praise does n come easily to ^! lips ( m9e4 ,! c>es ( life1 & its failures1 & its pa9s2 heav9ess ( s\l1 & ! weight ( ! corruptible body1 ) all ! engross+ness ( self1 wr+ my he>t dry ( praise4 ,a sudd5 revelation ( ,y\r goodness 9 ! removal ( a trial1 or ! adv5t ( an unlook$-= joy1 w light5 x = a mom5t & lift x up to ,y 9 b5$iction4 ,yet ev5 ?is impulse ( ?ankful love is weak & _c long su/a9 itself1 & ,i fall aga9 humbl$ at ,y\r feet1 to feel h[ little ,i c d & say ev5 at my be/4 ,z to ! pure praise ( heav5--free ( all ?\ght ( self1 :]e self is dr[n$ 9 ! glad1 triumphant1 all-absorb+ s5se ( ,y\r greatness1 & gr&eur1 & all-suffic+ness--( ?is ,i "k no?+4 ,yet x is ! language ( my c\ntry1 ! tongue ,i %all speak = ev]--%\ld ,i n be le>n+ x "h 9 "t8 ,a language may be le>n$ 9 a =eign l& ?\gh ! acc5t we only cat* on its own soil4 ,(t5 & (t51 de> ,ma/]1 ,i say to ,y ) ! ,twelve1 8,tea* me to pray04 ,i say to ,y n[1 8,tea* me to praise04 ,tea* me t highe/1 pure/ pray] :i* w be ! inc5se ris+ = ev] f my he>t :5 o!r pray] has ceas$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,full] & ri*] e h\r gr[s ! heav5ly h>mony1 z "p aft] "p is tak5 up by ! bless$ *ori/]s arriv+ f e>? & purgatory4 ,b = :om are res]v$ ! ri*e/ notes 9 ! an!m enton$ ) human voice by ,*ri/ ,himself8 ,surely = ^? :o h practis$ t praise ev5 "h 9 hac lacrym>um valle4 ,^: he>ts h nev] be5 all[$ ev5 9 exile to =get ! tongue ( fa!rl&4 ,:i* h leap$ up day by day 9 ! ,gloria 9 excelsis & ! ,magnificat1 9 ! ,b5$ictus & ! ,te ,deum4 ,:i* h p]si/$ 9 praise :5 ! he>t 0 weight$ heavie/1 :5 d\bt1 rep9+1 rebellion ev51 s\ght to /ifle its voice4 ,!y he>d ! call3 8,arise1 give praise 9 ! night04#ah ,& answ]$3 8,! ,"l gave1 & ! ,"l ha? tak5 away1 z x ha? pleas$ ! ,"l1 s is x done3 bless$ be ! "n ( ! ,"l04#ai ,x is ?is praise 9 ! night t s\nds sweete/ 9 ! e> ( ,god4 ,x is ( ^! ,8 fai?ful s]vants t ,he says3 8,!y %all praise ,me 9 ! l& ( _! captivity1 & %all be m9dful ( ,my "n04#bj ,:at wond] t _! song %all be sweete/ 9 ! ,city ( ,peace2 t _! voices %all m+le m intimately ?an ! re/ ) h]s ^: he>t 0 s++ ,ecce ancilla1 ev5 9 its agony1 ) ,8 ,:o hav+ sung a hymn w5t =? to ,calv>y6 #ac ,luke ii4 #ad ,apoc4 iv4 #ae ,ibid4 v4 #af ,heb4 v4 #ag ,apoc4 xxi4 #ah ,lam5t4 ii4 #ai ,job i4 #bj ,b>u* ii4 ,,iii4 8,,possumus40 8,c y dr9k ( ! *alice t ,i dr9k (80--8,we c40--,m>k x4 #ch1 #ci4 ,f> back 9 ! ages be=e ! _w 01 89 ! beg9n+10 ,i he> ! ,et]nal ,fa!r treat+ ) ,8 co-equal ,son ab\t my r$emption3-- 8,can/ ,?\ = t s\l & = its salvation g d[n f heav5 & be made man80 ,& ! ,div9e ,^w answ]$3 8,i c04 8,can/ ,?\ live a life ( ?irty-?ree ye>s1 toil+ & tea*+ & in/itut+ ,div9e means = its salvation1 & end t life ( h>d%ip & suff]+ by a dea? ( pa9 & %ame80 8,i c40 8,can/ ,?\ p]petuate t ,inc>nation & annihilation ev5 to ! end ( "t2 hid+ ,?yself "u ! =m ( bread 9 ord] to meet x on its entrance into life1 to be its companion1 its refuge1 its food all ! days ( its pilgrimage80 8,i c40 8,& :51 ,o ,lov] ( t s\l1 x %all meet ,?y love1 ,?y advances1 ,?y sacrifices z ,?\ kn[e/ x w meet !m1 can/ ,?\ be> ) x /ill1 support+ its coldness1 its wayw>dness1 its indiff]5ce1 its +ratitude80 ,& ,jesus said1 8,i c04 99 99 99 99 99 ,& n[ my ,r$eem] turns to "q me 9 my turn3-- 8,c y = ! sake ( y\r salvation co-op]ate ) ,me & turn to y\r own pr(it all ,i h done & am ready to d = y1 resolv+ to avoid ev]y?+ t w\ld imp]il ! great "w we h und]tak5--all griev\s s9 & all v5ial s9 t leads to mortal80 ,:at c ,i answ] b1 8,o ,"l1 ,i c08 8,c y1 z "s return = ,my love1 f9d x 9 y\r he>t to avoid n only s91 b ! infidelities :i* imp$e ,my "w 9 y\r s\l1 ob/ruct ,my grace & h9d] union betwe5 u80 ,:at is my answ] n[8 8,c y ) ! eye ( fai? see ,me 9 ,my suff]+ memb]s1 ! poor1 ! sick1 ! outca/1 ! unprotect$1 ! little helpless *ildr51 & = ,my sake sacrifice leisure1 or ease1 or worldly means to succ\r & s]ve !m80 8,give me ! fai?1 ,"l1 to recognise ,y 9 all ^!1 & 9 ! /r5g? ( t fai?1 ,i c40 8,c y come aft] ,me by tak+ up y\r cross daily1 ! cross ,i h laid ^u y to lik5 y to ,myself80 8,yes1 ,"l1 = b5ea? w be ! ev]la/+ arms4 ,y w n leave me alone1 & ) ,y\r help1 ,i c40 8,c y uphold ,my cause 9 ! face ( ridicule & disgrace1 ready1 if n glad1 to suff] reproa* = ,my "n80 8,9 ,him ,:o /r5g!ne? me1 ,"l1 ,i c40 8,c y be> to be ov]look$1 set at naught1 despis$ by ! _w z "o at v>iance ) its pr9ciples1 z foll[+ ano!r lead]8 ,c y be> ! taunt3 #8,& ?\ also wa/ ) ,jesus ( ,naz>e?'80 8,look on me1 ,"l1 9 h\rs ( trial z ,y look$ on ,pet]1 & su/a9$ by t glance1 ,i c40 8,c y dr9k /ill deep] ( ,my *alice--! *alice ,i dra9$ = y--be>+ ) con/ancy desolation ( _s & ! hid+ ( ! ,fa!r's ,face1 cont5t to s]ve ,him = ,himself r ?an = ,8 gifts80 8,9 union1 ,o my ,"l1 ) ,y\r desolate s\l on ,calv>y1 ,i c40 ,,iv4 ,,! ,,son ,,( ,,man4 8,i also h a he>t z well z y40--,job xii4 #c4 ,our ,"l does q simply :at "s ( u are too pr\d to d4 ,he owns to ! ye>n+ felt by e human he>t = ! sympa?y ( its k9d4 ,he speaks pla9ly ( ,8 desire to %>e ,8 joy & sorr[s ) ,8 fri5ds1 & is at no pa9s to conceal ,8 ne$ ( _! support1 ,8 gratitude = _! devot$ness1 ,8 di/ress at _! unfai?fulness & des]tion4 8,fa!r1 ,i w t :]e ,i am1 !y also :om ,?\ ha/ giv5 ,me may be ) ,me3 t !y may see ,my glory40#ba 8,y are !y :o h cont9u$ ) ,me 9 ,my temptations40#bb 8,my s\l is sorr[ful ev5 unto dea?3 /ay y "h1 & wat* ) ,me4444 ,c\ld y n wat* "o h\r ) ,me80#bc 8,! h\r come? 444 t y %all be scatt]$ e man to 8 own1 & %all leave ,me alone40#bd ,he comes to a weak woman = h] compassion & h] help4 ,he asks h] to spread abroad among ,8 fri5ds ! words 9 :i* ,he unburd5$ ,8 he>t to h]1 & beg !m to come & be> ,him company 9 ,8 life ( solitude & neglect4 ,to ea* "o ( u ,he says f ! tab]nacle3 8,/ay y "h1 & wat* ) ,me4444 ,c\ld y n wat* "o h\r ) ,me80 ,or if n "o h\r1 "o qu>t]8 ,/ay ) ,me because ,i am go+ to (f] ,my morn+ sacrifice1 & m5 are too busy to assi/ at ! oblation ( ,myself = !m4 ,/ay ) ,me = a few mom5ts at midday1 :5 ! gl>e ( ! _w & its ru% & its d9 are fi]ce/4 ,turn (f ! cr[d$ pavem5t into ! quiet *ur*4 8,come ap>t 444 & re/ a little40#be ,/ay ) ,me because x is t[>ds ev5+ & ! day is n[ f> sp5t4 ,!re w be no m visitors = ,me to-day1 none ?r\gh ! long h\rs ( ! night4 ,/ay ) ,me because x is t[>ds ev5+4 ,o ,lov] ( m51 s lonely1 s =sak51 if ,y\r object 9 /ay+ ) u day & night 0 to w9 our love1 h ,y n fail$8 ,has x be5 wor? ,y\r :ile to "w miracle aft] miracle to produce ,y\r ,real ,pres5ce ^u ! alt>8 ,h ,i made x wor? ,y\r :ile to be !re = me8 ,jesus1 de> ,jesus1 ,i bury my face 9 my h&s2 ,i "k ( no he>t m ungrateful1 m call\s ?an my own4 ,i h be5 mis]ably unm9dful ( ,y\r ,pres5ce "h = me4 ,i h let self1 pleasure1 tr\bles ev5--any?+ & ev]y?+ furni% an excuse = keep+ away f ,y & neglect+ ,y 9 t sacram5tal life :i* is liv$ "h = me4 #ba ,john xvii4 #bb ,luke xxii4 #bc ,matt4 xxvi4 #bd ,john xvi4 #be ,m>k vi4 ,v4 ,,:at ,,?+s8 8,art ,?\ a /rang] & ha/ n kn[n ! ?+s t h be5 done 9 ^! days80 ,to :om ,he said3 8,:at ?+s80--,luke xxiv4 #ah1 #ai4 ,"s ( u1 maybe1 are det]r$ f visit+ our ,"l 9 ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t by a false conception ( :at a visit %\ld be4 ,we suppose t ! occupations :i* fill our heads & our h&s f morn+ till night mu/ all be laid aside at ! *ur* door & /]nly =bidd5 entrance1 mu* 9 ! same way z we bid our dog lie d[n 9 ! por* & wait = u4 ,we read t ,/4 ,b]n>d ?us dismiss$ all secul> ?\ghts1 & we conclude--?\gh 8 biograph] does n say s--t !y return$ at ! end ( 8 pray]1 & n be=e4 ,self-ma/]y su* z ?is dem&s an ef=t to :i* few ( u feel equal4 ,d :at !y w1 ! m9d ( ! doctor & ! lawy] w run m or less ^u _! anxi\s cases1 ! /ud5t's head w be full ( 8 exam9ation1 ! "m's ( h] h\sehold c>es4 ,^! ?\ghts if indelib]ate w be at lea/ p]si/5t1 & if q delib]ate w become s9ful4 ,9 ei!r case !y r5d] pray] an impossibility--h5ce we /ay away4 ,n[ d we f9d ?is view ( pray] borne out by ! practice ( ,god's s]vants8 ,( ,david 9 p]plexity & tr\ble we read3 8,& ! ,phili/9es com+ spread !mselves 9 ! valley ( ,raphaim4 ,& ,david consult$ ! ,"l1 say+3 ,%all ,i g up to ! ,phili/9es8 & wilt ,?\ deliv] !m into my h&8 ,& ! ,"l said to ,david3 ,g up1 = ,i w surely deliv] ! ,phili/9es into ?y h&4444 ,& ! ,phili/9es came up aga94444 ,& ,david consult$ ! ,"l3 ,%all ,i g up aga9/ ! ,phili/9es8444 ,he answ]$3 ,g n up aga9/ !m40#bf ,( ,david 9 a mood ( joy & ?ankfulness we are told3 8,& ,k+ ,david came & sat be=e ! ,"l1 & said3 ,:o am ,i1 ,o ,"l ,god1 t ,?\ %\ld/ give su* ?+s to me80#bg ,see1 too1 ! simplicity & confid5ce ( ,eze*ias on receiv+ ! ?reat5+ message ( ,s5na*]ib3 8,& ,eze*ias took ! lett] f ! h& ( ! mess5g]s1 & read x1 & w5t up to ! h\se ( ! ,"l1 & spread x be=e ! ,"l04#bh ,a common compla9t is t daily worries & anxieties s invade our m9ds t our pray] has no *ance4 ,b is ?is our feel+ ab\t a talk ) a tru/y fri5d--a man ( s\nd judgm5t1 wide exp]i5ce & influ5ce1 on ^: int]e/ 9 all t conc]ns u we c c\nt ) c]ta9ty8 ,%\ld we say3 8,i _h half an h\r ) him ?is morn+1 b my m9d 0 s full ( t affair ,i c\ld f9d no?+ to say02 or3 8,i _h x all out ) him ?is morn+1 & am ev] s mu* bett] already08 ,:y n deal ?us famili>ly ) our be/ ,fri5d8 ,if ,eze*ias c\ld spread out 8 lett] be=e ! ,"l 9 t old ,temple1 :i* 0 b a %ad[ ( ! bett] ?+s to come1 :y may n we c>ry our good news & our bad be=e ! pity+ human ,he>t ( ,*ri/1 ) u all days on purpose to he> e day1 &1 if we w1 e h\r ( ! day1 all we h to tell ,him1 & he>+ all1 to help 9 all8 ,_h our ,"l said to u3 8,i w prosp] any spiritual conc]ns t y comm5d to ,me1 b really y mu/ look aft] y\r own temporal affairs1 & ,i %all c\nt x an irrev]5ce if y br+ su* ?+s into ,my pres5ce0--_h ,he said ?is1 !re might be "s excuse = ! pa9s we take to %ut ,him out ( ! c>es & bus9ess ( ev]yday life4 ,b has ,he said ?is1 or does all we "k ( ,him g to prove ! exact contr>y8 ,did ,he c\nt x an irrev]5ce :5 ! sick 7 ?ru/ ^u ,him at e /ep2 :5 a p>alytic let d[n f ! ro( & laid at ,8 feet /opp$ ,8 tea*+2 :5 mess5g]s came "o ^u ano!r to draw ,him "h & !re = "s temporal ne$3 8,"l1 he :om ,?\ love/ is sick02#bi 8,"l1 come d[n be=e t my son die08#cj ,did ,he refuse ! invitation at ,cana8 ,& if = a brief space ,he delay$ ! miracle design$ f all et]nity to manife/ ,8 t5d] int]e/ 9 ! joys z well z 9 ! sorr[s ( home life1 0 x n obvi\sly to %[ h[ ,m>y's he>t beat 9 unison ) ,81 & to hon\r ,8 ,"m's pray]8 8,"l1 come & see10 said ! weep+ si/]s z !y l$ ! way to ! grave4 ,look at ,him betwe5 !m1 li/5+ n[ to "o1 n[ to ! o!r1 z !y tell ! hi/ory ( ! pa/ ?ree days--h[ !y _h wat*$ & wait$ = ,him1 & c\nt$ on ,8 com+1 & ,he came n4 ,see _! te>ful eyes4 ,see ! eag] ,he>t1 long+ = ! mom5t :5 ,he may rew>d _! tru/ & turn _! m\rn+ into gladness4 ,:at %\ld we h felt & said t day at ,be?any if1 aft] rais+ ,laz>us1 ,he _h turn$ to u & made ,himself our li/5]1 plac+ ,himself1 z 0 ,8 wont1 at ! complete disposal ( ! "o :o want$ ,him8 ,%\ld we h felt %y ( try+ to int]e/ ,him 9 ! details ( our life1 9 our little joys & tr\bles8 ,or w\ld our he>ts h op5$ out to ,him1 & simply empti$ !mselves 9 ,8 pres5ce8 ,d we want an ideal visit to ,*ri/8 ,let u seek x 9 ,nicodemus' talks by night2 9 ! c5turion's urg5t plead+ = 8 s]vant2 9 ! unburd5+ ( s\l t we see 9 ,zac*eus & 9 ! si/]s at ,be?any4 ,& let u frame our own visits on su* models4 ,if a big worry ?reat5s to invade pray]1 :y n take x /raight away into pray]1 giv+ x ! place & "t x wants1 mak+ x ! subject-matt] ( our int]c\rse ) ,god1 & s turn+ a h9drance into a help6 ,( c\rse we mu/ d all ?is ) rev]5ce & a c]ta9 am\nt ( wat*fulness1 or our pray] w be no pray] at all1 b di/raction pure & simple4 ,b if we put our case be=e our ,"l & talk x ov] ) ,him1 repres5t+ our difficulty1 ask+ ,8 advice1 li/5+ to ,8 :isp]$ ^w 9 answ]1 our "t ( pray] w be :at ,he wants x to be--a "t ( re/1 & light1 & /r5g?4 ,"s may say t ?is s-call$ pray] is v unsup]natural1 & t ! results ( su* a compromise betwe5 pray] & di/raction w n be v satisfactory4 ,x may be s2 we c only reply t !re are times )\t numb] :5 ?is is ! only me?od ( gett+ results at all1 & t our ,"l's me?od ( deal+ ) ,8 own & !irs ) ,him 0 em95tly natural4 ,no1 surely1 our difficulty is n due to want ( sympa?y on ! "p ( ,*ri/ our ,"l4 ,x c only come f our fail+ to recognise ! full purpose ( ! ,inc>nation & its be>+ on e detail ( human life4 ,_h ,8 act ( ,r$emption be5 ,8 "o motive 9 com+ among/ u1 ,he might h come /raight f ,8 ?rone at ! "r h& ( ! ,fa!r to ! cross on ,calv>y4 ,b ! pro( ( love great] ?an :i* no man c give did n satisfy ,him4 ,he want$ z 8,fir/-born among/ _m bre?r510#ca z ,head ( ! human family1 to place ,himself 9 intimate communication ) x on e side1 to t\* z f> z might be e po9t1 e exp]i5ce ( human life1 ent]+ p]sonally into its my/]ies ( joy1 & fe>1 & love1 & sorr[4 ,& s we h ! ye>s ( infancy & *ildhood & y\?1 &--preci\s above all--! bless$ ye>s ( ! public life1 :5 8! ,"l ,jesus came 9 & w5t out among u10#cb prov+ by e ^w & act ,8 desire to be associat$ ) u ,8 bre?r51 ,8 "r to ,8 "n ( pr$ilection--! ,son ( ,man4 ,he x is ,:om we f9d wait+ = u :5 our turn comes to pass across ! %ort /age ( life on e>?4 ,he calls u to ,him1 calls u by our "n1 "o by "o4 ,he bids u take ,him to our he>ts z ! ne>e/ & de>e/ ( our fri5ds1 ,:o alone c /& by u :5 all o!rs fail4 ,he bids u cultivate ,8 fri5d%ip1 & try x & prove x4 ,& ,he promises t we %all f9d ,him :at all h f\nd ,him :o h put _! tru/ 9 ,him--:at ,m>?a & ,m>y1 & ,paul & ,b]n>d1 & ,t]esa & ,m>g>et ,m>y h f\nd ,him--! 8,fai?ful & ,true10#cc 8,jesus ,*ri/ ye/]day1 & to-day3 & ! same = ev]40#cd #bf #b ,k+s v4 #bg #a ,p>4 xvii4 #bh ,isa4 xxxvii4 #bi ,john xi4 #cj ,ibid4 iv4 #ca ,rom4 viii4 #cb ,acts i4 #cc ,apoc4 xix4 #cd ,heb4 xiii4 ,,vi4 ,,v5ite ,,ad ,,me ,,omnes4 --,matt4 xi4 #bh4 8,come to ,me1 heavy-lad5 ones1 come all60 ,i he>1 ,i rise1 ,i ha/5 at ,8 call2 ',nea? burd5 b5t1 across ! ?re%old /eal1 ,! curta9 lift1 & 9 ,8 ,pres5ce kneel3 ,!re loose my load--& wide1 ,) none to *eck nor *ide1 ,scatt]+1 a sorry sight1 on e side1 ,!y fall--pa9s1 tr\bles1 c>es--ly+1 h[ meet1 ,ab\t ! we>y1 way-worn1 w\nd$ ,feet2 ,"u ! ,eye ( yore b$imm$ ) te>s1 ,! ,he>t ,ge?semane oppress$ ) fe>s1 ,! ,he>t t sore afraid ,/rong supplication made1 ,& ) a sweat ( blood ! ,fa!r pray$4 ,b5ea? ,8 glance1 z sn[ 'nea? sunny ray1 ,"s ( my c>es dissolve & melt away1 ,& "s ,he takes & smoo!s a little space ,! less to *afe1 & lays aga9 9 place4 ',tis my/]y to me ,h[ "s ,he smiles to see1 ,& h[ on "s ,8 te>s fall t5d]ly4 ,"o ,i hold up to ,him1 & plead+ pray1 8,?is1 ,"l1 j ?is1 9 pity take away60 ,& ev] comes ,8 ^w ) *e]+ smile3 8,a little long]1 tru/ ,me yet a:ile2 ,ea* pang ( ke5 di/ress1 ,ea* pray]1 ,i m>k & bless1 ,ea* 9 its h\r %all %[ =? fruitfulness04 ,t1 my life's woe1 aga9/ a ble$+ ,side ,is press$1 & lo6 transfigur$1 glorifi$1 ,x gl[s z cry/al flu%$ ) rosy ray4 8,o gem unpriz$6 ,re/ore x1 ,"l1 ,i pray2 ,z co/ly gift f ,!e ,de> %all x be to me02 ,& 9 my he>t ,i hide x lov+ly4 ,a light5$ load ,he lays on me1 all sweet ,) words ( love--& ?us ,i leave ,8 ,feet1 ,) /eadi] /ep to plod on day by day1 ,) /\t] he>t to climb ! upw>d way2 ,& :5 anew life's /ra9 ,frets me ) we>y pa91 ,i take my load & g to ,him aga94 ,,vii4 ,,! ,,hidd5 ,,god4 ,v]e ,tu es ,deus absconditus6--,isaias xlv4 #ae4 ,!re is no use d5y+ t ) ! exception ( r>e int]vals1 our int]c\rse ) ,god 9 ?is life is m or less labori\s & difficult4 ,?is is only say+ t ,heav5 is n yet come4 ,fai? 0 meant to be a trial1 & a trial x c]ta9ly is4 ,! evid5ce ( s5se is aga9/ u2 ! levity ( imag9ation is aga9/ u2 ! incon/ancy ( our desires & ( our w is aga9/ u :5 we kneel d[n to pray4 8,behold ,he /&e? beh9d our wall40#ce ,we "k ,he is !re1 close z ! prie/ 9 ! confessional1 ) att5tion to e ^w we say4 ,yet1 = all t1 ! words & ! confid5ces come sl[ly4 ,x is h>d to prolong a conv]sation t is all on "o side1 & ?is1 s x seems to u1 is ! case 9 pray]4 ,useless to tell u t our fai? is at fault4 ,t 9 ! pres5ce ( ! ,pope1 or ! ,k+1 we %\ld be all att5tion4 ,:]e ! conditions are s diff]5t1 !re c be no p>allel4 ,! voice1 ! look1 ! "q & answ]1 ! surr\nd+s--all ^! are want+4 ,su* admonitions irritate u by _! inju/ice1 & we look away we>ily = help else:]e4 ,b :]e to look8 ,we _c alt] ! pres5t /ate ( ?+s or fix our w&]+ ?\ghts & un/able he>t4 ,no1 b we c accept all ?+s z !y are 9 tru?1 & 9 ! tru? f9d a rem$y4 8,behold ,he /&e? beh9d our wall40 ,b ! b>ri] betwe5 u is n a drawback1 an ob/acle to union ) ,him--insep>able inde$ f ! pres5t condition ( ?+s--yet an ob/acle = all t4 ,x is di/9ctly will$ by ,him z a necess>y "p ( our trial1 a :olesome discipl9e1 a purification ( love4 ,x has 9 x all ! privileges1 advantages1 bless+s1 t 9 ?is life belong to pa91 & c be won by pa9 alone4 ,x is a pres5t bless+ z well z a pl$ge ( bless+ to come4 8,bless$ are !y t h n se5 & h believ$40#cf ,x is a pl$ge ( t full cle> vision1 8res]v$ 9 heav5 = y1 :o1 by ! p[] ( ,god1 are kept by fai? unto salvation1 ready to be reveal$ 9 ! la/ "t4 ,:]e9 y %all greatly rejoice1 if n[ = a little "t y mu/ be made sorr[ful4444 ,t ! trial ( y\r fai? 7mu* m preci\s ?an gold tri$ by ! fire7 may be f\nd unto praise & glory & hon\r at ! appe>+ ( ,jesus ,*ri/3 ,:om hav+ n se5 y love2 9 ,:om also n[1 ?\gh y see ,him n1 y believe1 & believ+ %all rejoice ) joy unspeakable40#cg 8,we see n[ 9 a d>k mann]3 b !n face to face40#ch 8,i %all see ,him1 b n n[40#ci ,h[ w t face to face vision be ! bright] & ! sweet] = ! dimness n[6 ,h[ w ! joy ( t mom5t :5 we "p = ev] ) fai? be int5sifi$ by :at fai? has co/ u 9 ! pa/6 ,o days & h\rs1 y\r "w is ?is1 ,to hold me f my prop] place1 ,a little :ile f ,8 embrace1 ,= full] ga9 ( aft] bliss4 ,t out ( di/ance might ensue ,desire ( ne>ness d\bly sweet1 ,& unto meet+ :5 we meet1 ,delight a hundr$fold accrue4 --,9 ,memoriam #ce ,cant4 ii4 #cf ,john xx4 #cg #a ,pet] i4 #ch #a ,cor4 xiii4 #ci ,numb]s xxiv4 ,,viii4 ,,look+ ,,?r\gh ,,! ,,lattices4 --,cant4 ii4 #i4 ,b mean:ile ! ,belov$ is beh9d ! wall4 ,& ,he is !re ) all ! sympa?y = our difficulty :i* ,8 p]fect k ( x enables ,him to h4 8,jesus 444 ne$$ n t any man %\ld tell ,him 444 = ,he knew :at 0 9 man40#dj ,he kn[s ! we>9ess ( pray+ on aga9/ app>5tly unansw]$ pray]2 aga9/ ! pa9 ( physical re/lessness1 ! lab\r ( ?\ght1 ! irksom5ess ( conc5tration1 ! p]petual ga!r+ toge!r ( ! =ces t are play+ truant 9 a ?\s& fields1 recall$ = a brief space only to be (f aga9 m wayw>d = _! capture4 ,all ?is ,he kn[s4 ,& our rem$y is to rememb] t ,he kn[s x4 ,he ,:o has appo9t$ pray] to be ! *annel ( grace1 means su* pray] z we c br+ ,him4 ,he does n ask impossibilities4 ,he does n place u amid di/ract+ "w all day long & expect u to %ut x out by an ef=t ( w ! mom5t we kneel d[n to pray4 ,nor ev5 to %ut x out by repeat$ ef=ts4 ,he w\ld h u turn our di/ractions & we>9ess n s mu* into matt] = self-reproa*1 or humiliation ev51 z into a lov+1 tru/ful plea = ,8 pity & ,8 help4 ,?is is pray]4 ,lay ! tir$ bra91 ! /ra9$ muscles1 ! a*+ head--lay !m all d[n at ,8 feet )\t a ^w1 j = ,8 eye to re/ on & ,8 ,he>t to help & heal4 ,!re are times :5 physical lassitude1 cold or heat1 an importunate ?\ght1 a trial ) its /+ /ill fre%1 baffles e ef=t to fix ! m9d on ! subject ( pray]1 & conc5trates ! :ole att5tion on :at = ! mom5t is all-absorb+4 ,times h>d] /ill to manage1 :5 m9d & he>t are s absolutely vacant & call\s t !re is no r\s+ !m to action4 ,?is reflection w sometimes be helpful !n--,:at %\ld ,i h to say 7 ,i 9 ! pres5ce ( ! "o ,i love be/ 9 ! _w2 ) :om ,i am q at my ease2 my fri5d p> excell5ce2 to :om my trials1 difficulties1 "*1 ! secrets ( my s\l are kn[n2 t "o 9 ^: conc]ns & welf>e ,i take ! deepe/ int]e/2 ^: plans & views are m9e1 discuss$ aga9 & aga9 toge!r2 9 ^: company "t flies & ! h\r = p>t+ comes too soon--:at %\ld ,i f9d to say8 ,say x1 make an ef=t to say x to ,him ,:o is 9 ! tab]nacle yond]4 ,o ,jesus1 hidd5 ,god1 m fri5dly ?an a bro!r1#da ,i believe mo/ firmly t ,y are pres5t1 a few feet only f :]e ,i kneel4 ,y are beh9d t little wall1 li/5+ = e ^w ( confid5ce1 & love1 & ?anksgiv+1 & praise4 ,li/5+ :5 my he>t is free to p\r itself out to ,y z ! brook to ! riv] 9 ! days ( spr+4 ,li/5+ m t5d]ly :5 ! /ream is ice-b\nd2 :5 ,i kneel be=e ,y tr\bl$1 we>i$1 anxi\s ab\t _m ?+s1 ab\t _m s\ls p]haps1 yet dry & h>d1 )\t a ^w to say4 ,make my he>t s p]fectly at ease ) ,y1 ,o ,"l1 t x may be able to turn to ,y ev5 9 its coldness & in]tness2 to confide to ,y naturally all t mo/ intimately conc]ns x2 to be cont5t ) ?is1 :5 discont5t$ ) all else1 ) self mo/ ( all--t ,y "k all m5 & ne$ n t any %\ld give te/imony ( man1 = ,y "k :at is 9 man4#db #dj ,john ii4 #da ,prov4 xviii4 #db ,john ii4 ,,ix4 ,,"l1 ,,come ,,& ,,see6 --,john xi4 #cd4 ,come to my he>t z unto ,be?l'hem's grot1 ,a hovel-home t love despises n3 ,c love trans=m x to a pleasant spot8 ,"l1 come & see6 ,come to my he>t z once to ,be?any3 ,a bro!r's grave is !re1 & pite\sly ,are te>s & supplication call+ ,!e3 ,"l1 come & see6 ,h[ flock$ ( yore unto ,?y bless$ feet ,! sick1 ! sad1 ,?y m]cy to entreat6 ,i too h ne$s ,?y pity+ eye to meet3 ,"l1 come & see6 ,come1 lay ,?y h& ^u ea* lepr\s /a92 ,come ) ,?y ^w ( might ! fi5d to *a92 ,! op5 fe/]+ sore1 ! hidd5 pa91 ,"l1 come & see6 ,come to my he>t1 ?is dull cold he>t ( m9e1 ,all irresponsive to a love div9e2 ,:at lacks x to become ,?y hall[$ %r9e8 ,"l1 come & see6 ,happi] by f> ?an 9 ! old5 days ,judea's glori\s ,temple--:at delays ,its song & sacrifice1 its pray] & praise8 ,"l1 come & see6 ,p]*ance1 l ,temple ,c\rts1 do? s9ful /a91 ,! _w's l\d traffick+1 ! gre$ ( ga9 ,?y ,fa!r's h\se1 ! h\se ( pray] pr(ane3 ,"l1 come & see6 ,come1 ,holy ,"o1 ,i yield myself to ,!e2 ,e'en sc\rge 9 h&1 come1 ,"l & ,love1 to me4 ,:at *ange %all make me ,?9e1 ,?9e utt]ly8 ,"l1 come & see6 ,x4 ,,neglect4 ,he came unto ,8 own1 & ,8 own receiv$ ,him n4--,john i4 #aa4 ,h[ /range x seems1 ,o ,"l6 ,= ,y _h be5 promis$ s long4 ,y _h be5 s ard5tly desir$ by ! be/ & noble/ ( our race2 s glori\sly prefigur$1 s set =? 9 prophecy1 z to awak5 ! ke5e/ expectation & enk9dle ! mo/ gl[+ love4 ,h[ 0 x1 !n1 t ,y\r own receiv$ ,y n8 ,h[ is x t ev5 n[ ,y come unto ,y\r own & are n welcom$1 are n want$1 are left alone1 n ?r\gh ! night only--t p]haps 7 to be expect$--b ?r\gh ! long day h\rs1 ) ,y\r s-call$ fri5ds1 & ! we>y & ! heavy-lad5 )9 a /one's ?r[ ( ,y\r door8 ,ah1 ,"l1 ! outrage & ! sacrilege t m>k ! hatr$ ( ,y\r enemies are less to be wond]$ at1 less to be deplor$1 ?an ! coldness ( ^? ,y call ,y\r own4 ,y are n giv5 to compla94 ,b :5 along ! ages a meek remon/rance does break ^u ! sil5ce1 x is always ! same--! prote/ wrung f ,y by ! des]tion ( ^? ,y love4 8,behold 444 my famili> fri5ds also are dep>t$ f me4444 ,my bre?r5 h pass$ by me40#dc 8,d y n[ believe8 ,behold 444 y %all be scatt]$ e man to 8 own1 & %all leave ,me alone40#dd ,h[ ,y\r ,he>t felt ! desolation ( ab&onm5t2 h[1 to speak human language1 ,y feel x /ill1 ,y made kn[n 9 t cry ( unrequit$ love1 8,behold ?is ,he>t :i* has s lov$ m5 & is s little lov$ by !m04 99 99 99 99 99 ,:o w\ld h ?\ght t ,god c\ld upbraid s t5d]ly1 or t m5 c\ld he> su* reproa* )\t be+ t\*$ & won6 ,if n to make great sacrifices = ,him1 if n to give up all1 at lea/ to g a few /eps 9 ord] to keep ,him company 9 ,8 lonel9ess1 & sympa?ise ) ,him 9 ,8 sorr[s--surely ,he might h look$ = ?is6 ,de>e/ ,"l1 "o w\ld h expect$ ,y to be 9 su* reque/ ^u ! alt>1 expect$ t !re w\ld be cr[d+ & cru%+ 9 ,y\r pres5ce z 9 ! days ( ,y\r e>?ly life2 t we %\ld be se5 flock+ to ,y e>ly & late1 to %[ our appreciation ( ,y\r love1 & to p\r out our tr\bles into ,y\r will+ e>4 ,:]e is our fai? to leave ,y ?us des]t$8 8,d y believe8 ,behold y %all be scatt]$ e "o to 8 own1 & %all leave ,me alone40 99 99 99 99 99 ,he came unto ,8 own--t is1 ,he comes z f> z ,he c--f heav5 to ! ,ho/1 & d[n to ! alt> rails4 ,fur!r ,he _c come4 ,! re/ ( ! way mu/ be ours4 ,we mu/ meet ,him !re 9 ,holy ,communion1 or ,8 lov+ j\rney to u w h be5 9 va94 ,he w n =ce our free w4 ,b ,he does s want to come4 ,%all we disappo9t ,him8 ,oh1 if our own love w n draw u to ,him1 at lea/ let u h compassion on ,86 ,if we ?9k ourselves at lib]ty to deprive ourselves ( our communions1 surely we are n free to deprive ,him ( ,84 ,y long1 ,o ,lov] ( my s\l1 to come to me4 ,y\r delights are to be ) me1 cold1 inhospitable z ,i am4 ,come1 !n2 come1 ,"l ,jesus1 & 9 satisfy+ ,y\r own desire1 enk9dle m9e4 #dc ,job vi4 #dd ,john xvi4 ,,xi4 ,,fai?4 ,sola fides sufficit6 ,:at ma9ly h9d]s ! fre$om & happ9ess ( our int]c\rse ) ,*ri/ our ,"l 9 ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t is ! acc\nt we make ( feel+s4 ,9 spite ( all t c be said to u1 we p]si/ 9 apply+ ?is untru/wor?y te/ to our relations ) ,god1 ! result be+ disc\ragem5t & all its evil consequ5ces4 ,feel+s are wayw>d *ildr51 all ! m refractory (t5 = bl&i%m5ts & coax+4 ,our wise/ plan is n to notice !m ov]mu*2 to be glad c]ta9ly :5 !y %[ !mselves fri5dly1 & :5 !y are unpropiti\s to let !m alone4 ,feel+s we may disp5se )1 b fai? nev]4 ,fai? we mu/ foll[1 lean ^u1 cl+ to1 ) all ! m t5acity z ! days draw on ( :i* our ,"l said3 8,! ,son ( man :5 ,he come?1 %all ,he f9d1 ?9k y1 fai? on e>?80#de ,) ! vehem5ce t w take no refusal we mu/ con/ra9 h]1 say+3 8,/ay ) u1 because x is t[>ds ev5+04#df ,:]e fai? ent]s & takes full possession1 all good ?+s ent] ) h]4 ,we ne$ n g ab\t to seek anxi\sly = any?+ else3 ,sola fides sufficit6 99 99 99 99 99 ,give me1 my ,god1 a deep & lively fai? 9 all ,y\r ,holy ,_s has reveal$ & ,y\r ,*ur* tea*es4 ,give me ?is "o ?+ necess>y1 & x is en\gh = me4 ,sola fides sufficit6 ,! fai? ,i ask is a liv+ fai? t mu/ ne$s prove its vitality by good works4 ,give me ! fai? t lit up ! lives ( ,y\r sa9ts4 ,/r5g!n my hold on all reveal$ tru?4 ,b give me above all an int5se1 ev]-gr[+ realisation ( ! my/]y ( ! alt>1 ! c5tral ,my/]y ( our fai?4 ,realis$ by me z x 0 by ,y\r sa9ts1 :at a *ange t ,pres5ce w\ld make 9 my life6 ,m9d1 he>t1 imag9ation1 w1 views1 aims1 desires direct$ to x1 absorb$ by x--,o ,jesus1 :at a trans=mation ?is w\ld be6 ,sola fides sufficit6 ,"l1 increase my fai?6 ,?\ ,:o ( old did/ love ,?y h& to lay ,on ! dull1 vacant eyes t crav$ = light1 ,behold1 ,i come to ,!e1 & cry+1 pray3 ,o ,*ri/1 ,o ,son ( ,david1 give me sight6 ,a fai? sc>ce cl\d$ by ! mi/s ( e>?1 ,a fai? t pi]ce? heav5 ,i ask ( ,!e1 ,fai? to prize all ?+s by _! la/+ wor?3 ,?\ can/1 ,?\ wilt--,o ,"l1 t ,i may see6 ,if we w\ld ?9k m ab\t ar\s+ our fai? ?an excit+ our feel+s1 w\ld n our visits & our communions be ! ga9]s8 ,& w\ld n ! affections ( ! he>t (t5 foll[ ! lead ( fai?8 ,a few m9utes sp5t 9 try+ to br+ home to ourselves t ,he ,:o is really pres5t a few y>ds f :]e we sit or kneel is ! _w's long-promis$ ,messiah1 ,^: adv5t k+s & prophets desir$ to see2 ,:om 9 ,8 own "t all m5 desir$ to see & he>2 ,he at ,^: feet ,m>y sat at ,be?any1 unm9dful ( all b t ,face & t ,voice2 ,he ,^: words--8,peace be /ill10 8,?y bro!r %all rise aga910 8,g1 & n[ s9 no m0--br\ght hope & joy to ! tr\bl$ he>t2 ,he ,:o fell on ,8 ,face "u ! olive trees1 cru%$ to ! e>? by my s9s2 ,:o di$ ) ! ?\ght & ! love ( me 9 ,8 ,he>t t ,good ,friday long ago2 ,:o is to come aga9 9 ! ea/]n sky :]e e eye %all see ,him--a few m9utes ( e>ne/ dwell+ on ?\ghts su* z ^! w r\se 9 our s\ls fai? & hope & *>ity1 w k9dle humility1 sorr[1 gratitude1 desire--= fuel is furni%$ = ! fire4 8,"l1 ,i believe1 help ,?\ my unbelief40 ,i believe t b5ea? ,y\r humble veils ,y are "h truly pres5t1 ,o hidd5 ,god6 ,i believe ! day draws ne> :5 ,y w be ! hidd5 ,god no m2 :5 ,i %all see ,y com+ 9 ! cl\ds ( heav5 ) great p[] & maje/y1 all nature trembl+ at ,y\r approa*2 :il/ ! elect lift up _! heads because _! r$emption is at h&4 ,o ,judge ( ! liv+ & ! dead1 9 t awful day rememb] me6 ,rememb] me :5 ,y come to ga!r ,y\r own into ,y\r k+dom6 ,rememb]1 ,i besee* ,y1 9 t second com+1 h[ (t5 ,i h welcom$ ,y at ,y\r hidd5 com+1 & let my he>t welcome & leap up to meet ,y !n4 ,jesu1 quem velatum nunc aspicio1 ,oro1 fiat illud1 quod tam sitio1 ,ut1 ,te revelata c]n5s facie1 ,visu sim beatus ,tuae gloriae4 ,o ,jesu1 ,:om by fai? ,i n[ descry ,%r\d$ f mortal eye2 ,:5 wilt ,?\ slake ! ?ir/+ ( my he>t ,to see ,!e z ,?\ art1 ,face unto face 9 all ,?y glad array1 ',tranc$ ) ! glory ( t ev]la/+ day4 --,g4 ,t4 #de ,luke xviii4 #df ,ibid4 xxiv4 ,,xii4 ,,aft] ,a ,,defeat4 ,let n ?is ?+ disc\rage !e1 = v>i\s is ! ev5t ( w>4--#b ,k+s xi4 #be4 ,! *e]y words ,y h = me1 ,o ,"l & ,lead]1 :5 d[nca/ & tr\bl$ ,i come to tell ,y ( ano!r rev]se to our arms6 ,truly ,y\r ways are n our ways4 ,) u results are ev]y?+4 ,a g5]al may d 8 be/1 take e precaution1 be skilful 9 prep>ation1 & brave 9 action4 ,yet repeat$ mi%aps w beget mi/ru/1 & he w f9d himself sup]s$$ 9 comm&4 ,x mu/ be s4 ,b x is n ,y\r way ) u4 ,i h n done my be/4 ,i h be5 c>eless 9 prep>ation1 & weak & c[>dly 9 action4 ,yet ,y h no?+ b enc\ragem5t = me aft] a r\t4 ,no reproa*1 no )drawal ( confid5ce3 8,fight l a good soldi]2 & if sometimes ?\ fall ?r\gh frailty1 rise up aga9 ) great] /r5g? ?an be=e1 confid+ 9 ,my m abundant grace04#dg ,at my fir/ call = help re9=cem5ts are s5t to ! front1 n less1 by reason ( my unfai?fulness1 b m1 because ( my ne$4 ,& if ,i am sup]s$$ 9 comm&1 x is only by ,y\r com+ ,y\rself on to ! field1 & s /r5g!n+ my h&s1 t all mu/ give way be=e u4 ,i am sorry1 ,o my ,*ief1 = ! di%on\r to ,y\r "n & ! loss to ,y\r cause ?r\gh my fault4 ,b ,i d n despond4 ,i may fail 9 ev]y?+ else1 b 9 tru/ ,i w nev] fail4 ,if ,i am ov]?r[n sev5ty-sev5 times 9 ! day1 ,i w return to ! *>ge z (t51 my resolution ! same1 my confid5ce ! same z at fir/4 ,^! p]petual beg9n+s are pa9ful1 we>y "w1 b ,y\r pati5ce1 ,"l1 w nev] fail3 nei!r %all my goodwill4 ,i "k t ! /ruggle itself br+s ,y glory4 ,i "k t if ,i keep up ! /ruggle to ! end1 ,y w meet me :5 ! "t ( trial is ov] ) ! welcome ^w3 8,well done60 ,fe>ful ( self1 ) sore temptation press+1 ,i ha/51 ,god ( armies1 unto ,!e1 ,my e p[]1 my e s5se confess+ ,its insuffici5cy4 ,taught by ! pa/ !re is no help 9 me1 ,i ca/ myself on ,!e4 ,?is is n h>d4 ,b false 9 face ( ,heav51 ,to turn ) tru/+ he>t aga9 to ,!e1 ,n once1 n twice1 b sev5ty times sev51 ,9 brave humility3 ,:5 sm>t+ self w\ld hide its mis]y1 ,to ca/ myself on ,!e-- ,"l1 ?is is h>d4 ,?9e eye alone c measure ,! we>y pa9 ( ea* relapse to me3 ,yet fraught ) grace1 all /or$ ) hidd5 treasure1 ,is my infirmity2 ,/ronge/ ( pleas1 ! creature's frailty1 ,t ca/s x ^u ,!e4 #dg ,imit4 ( ,*ri/1 iii4 #f4 ,,xiii4 ,,aft] ,a ,,victory4 ,?anks be to ,god1 ,:o ha? giv5 u ! victory ?r\gh our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4--#a ,cor4 xv4 #eg4 ,s (t51 de> ,"l1 s v (t5 ,i come to ,y ) my defeats1 t x is a refre%m5t to h some?+ m *e]+ to (f] to ,y\r ,sacr$ ,he>t4 99 99 99 99 99 ,?anks be to ,god--,x 0 ,y\r grace1 my ,god1 ?r\gh\t--be=e1 accompany+1 cr[n+--my %>e j ! co-op]ation t did n reject ! help ,y gave4 ,:o ha? giv5 u--giv5 me1 s weak1 s c[>dly1 s little to be dep5d$ on 9 mom5ts ( tr\ble & conflict2 me1 su* a disgrace to ! col\rs (t51 su* a sorry soldi] at be/-- ,! victory--no?+ mu* = anyone else1 b some?+ ( a triumph1 de> ,"l1 = me4 ,our small successes are n acc\nt$ small by ,y1 ,o g5]\s ,lead]4 ,y welcome all1 are pr\d ( all1 lay up rew>d & praise = all aga9/ ! day ( rew>d4 ,?r\gh our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 by ,:om1 ) ,:om1 9 ,:om we ov]come4 ,we c d all ?+s 9 ,him ,:o /r5g!ns u4 ,jesu1 ,tibi sit gloria6 ,?anks be to ,god1 ,:o has giv5 u ! victory ?r\gh our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,,xiv4 ,a ,,div9e ,,fri5d4 ,! woman 444 came & fell d[n be=e ,him1 & told ,him all ! tru?4--,m>k v4 #cc4 ,! :ole tru?4 ,only to "o ,fri5d c we tell t4 ,only "o fri5d%ip c\ld be> ! /ra9 ( t revelation4 ,! v exig5cies ( o!r fri5d%ips call = re/ra9t4 ,c we own to want ( confid5ce1 to utt] coldness & call\sness1 to a want ( sympa?y 9 joys & sorr[s t move to its dep?s ! he>t ( our fri5d8 ,c\ld ! mo/ self-=gett+ ( human fri5d%ips be> up aga9/ av[als su* z ^!8 ,no2 we mu/ draw ! l9e "h unless we want ! free fl[+ wat]s gradually to freeze into a glaci]4 ,own+ to mi/ru/ w h>dly be accept$ z a m>k ( tru/1 nor w ! ackn[l$gm5t ( coldness beget love4 ,poor affection ( ^! human he>ts ( ours6--jeal\s & suspici\s at ! lea/ %[ ( retic5ce1 yet unable to be> ! disclosures ( unres]ve4 ,we _c be h>d ^u a weakness common to u all1 b we long = a he>t human l our own1 yet /rong en\gh to support ! weight ( all we w\ld put ^u x4 ,nor are we disappo9t$4 ,"h 9 ! tab]nacle is :at we seek4 ,"h is a ,he>t wait+ = all1 ready = all4 ,"h we may unbosom ourselves completely4 ,"h we may tell ! :ole tru?4 ,n>r[ness & fickl5ess1 he>tlessness1 mi/ru/1 selfi%ness--+ratitude ev51 we may tell4 ,we may tru/ all to ?is ,belov$ )\t fe>4 ,= ,he kn[s :at is 9 man4 ,no revelation w surprise ,him1 no mis]y disgu/ ,him4 ,he w welcome ea* pa9ful av[al ) ! t5d]e/ sympa?y1 & take all we tell ,him z tok5s ( tru/ = :i* ,he is inf9itely oblig$ to u4 ,,xv4 ,,an ,,ev5+ ,,visit4 ,/ay ) u1 because x is t[>ds ev5+4--,luke xxiv4 #bi4 ,x is at night especially t ! %eph]d looks well to 8 %eep4 ,good ,%eph]d1 ,i ga!r r\nd ,y to-night ! %eep ( ,y\r _w-wide flock & commit !m to ,y\r keep+4 ,:]ev] !y are to be f\nd1 !re are ,y 9 ! mid/ ( !m4 ,9 cr[d$ cities--! gu>dian ( ! multitudes sleep+ ar\nd ,y on e side4 ,9 ! "o spot ( ! quiet village :]e a light w burn to-night--! ,keep] ( ! simple s\ls ar\nd ,y !re4 ,9 _m a hut ! wide _w ov]--cont5t among savage tribes to %>e ! poor %elt] ( ,y\r prie/4 ,ev]y:]e w>d+ (f ! pr[l+ wolf & ! evil t walke? 9 ! d>k4#dh ,) u n only all days1 b all nights unto ! end ( "t4 ,/ay ) u1 ,"l1 to-night4 ,/ay to adore1 & praise1 & give ?anks = u :il/ we sleep2 to draw d[n m]cy & grace ^u ! _w2 to succ\r f e>?'s tab]nacles ! holy suff]+ s\ls 9 purgatory 9 _! long night ( we>y pa94 ,/ay ) u1 to w>d (f ! ang] ( ,god f our cr[d$ cities ) _! d5s ( vice1 _! crimes t call to ,heav5 = v5geance4 ,/ay ) u1 to gu>d ! innoc5t1 to su/a9 ! tempt$1 to raise ! fall51 to curb ! p[] ( ! evil "o1 to prev5t s94 ,/ay ) u1 to com=t ! sorr[+1 to bless ! dea?-b$s1 to grant contrition to ! dy+1 to receive into ! arms ( ,y\r m]cy ! ?\s&s t ?is night mu/ come be=e ,y = judgm5t4 ,o ,good ,%eph]d1 /ay ) ,y\r %eep6 ,secure !m aga9/ ! p]ils t beset !m4 ,/ay1 above all1 ) ! suff]+ & ! dy+4 8,grant u a quiet night & a p]fect end40 ,be our m]ciful ,%eph]d to ! la/1 t )\t fe> we may appe> be=e ,y z our ,judge4 ,/ay ) u1 ,"l1 to-night4 ,m fav\r$ ?an ! camp ( ,israel slumb]+ "u ! gu>dian%ip ( ! pill> ( fire1 we sleep ) ! ,pres5ce ( ,god ,inc>nate %ield+ u on e side4 ,well may we say3 8,9 peace1 9 ! self same1 ,i w sleep & ,i w re/04 99 99 99 99 99 8,v\*safe1 ,o ,"l1 ?is night to keep u )\t s940 ,i map out ! :ole _w into di/ricts1 & place ea* "u ! jurisdiction ( ! ne>e/ tab]nacle4 ,f t c5tre let ! radiance ( ! ,div9e protection g =? to e s\l )9 its circuit1 enlight5+1 gu>d+--above all1 /r5g!n+ aga9/ s94 ,o ,"l1 f e tab]nacle s5d =? to-night a /rong efficaci\s grace1 to /op n "o b a ?\s& s9s4 ,because we h made ! ,mo/ ,high our refuge1#di let no evil come ne> to hurt u4 8,save u1 ,o ,"l1 wak+1 & keep u :ile we sleep1 t we may wat* ) ,*ri/ & re/ 9 peace40 #dh ,psa4 xc4 #di ,psa4 xc4 ,,xvi4 ,,privileg$4 ,my lots are 9 ,?y h&s4--,psa4 xxx4 #ae4 ,suppose1 my ,god1 ,y _h told u t z we "k ! wor? ( our s\l1 ,y 7 go+ to tru/ u ) ! *oice ( ! means by :i* its salvation is to be work$ out2 ,y 7 go+ to put be=e u ri*es & pov]ty1 sickness & heal?1 success & failure1 a long life & a %ort "o1 & we might take :i* seem$ be/ = u4 ,%\ld we be cont5t8 ,%\ld we n say1 if we 7 wise3 8,my ,god1 d n tru/ ?is to me4 ,i %all *oose1 ,i "k ,i %all1 :at ,i l1 n :at is be/ = me40 ,& suppose ,y 7 to tell u !re 7 s\ls to :om ,y w\ld n entru/ su* a decision4 ,ei!r !y 7 too weak1 or ,y 7 s anxi\s to save !m t ,y _h left ! *oice ( means1 n to !mselves1 b to ^? :o love !m bett] ?an !y love !mselves1 & :o w\ld *oose = !m m wisely--to _! gu>dian angel1 to _! patron sa9t1 ev5 to ! ,seat ( ,wisdom h]self--& if we wi%$ ,y w\ld let u be "o ( ^? fav\r$ s\ls4 ,%\ld we be cont5t !n8 ,or %\ld we say3 8,my ,god1 =give me = be+ mi/ru/ful /ill4 ,i "k my gu>dian angel & my holy patrons1 & mo/ ( all my ,"m ,m>y1 love me de>ly & w\ld d _! be/ = me40 ,b _! wisdom aft] all is n inf9ite4 ,!y might make a mi/ake1 & t mi/ake might mean ! loss ( ev]y?+ to me4 ,i _c af=d any risk "h4 ,my s\l is my only "o2 ,i mu/ save x :atev] happ5s4 ,i d>e n keep x 9 my own h&s1 & ,i d>e n tru/ x ev5 to ! highe/ & holie/ & wise/ ( ^? ar\nd ,y\r ?rone4 ,& suppose once aga9 ,y 7 to say to u3 8,!re are a few1 a v few1 ^: salvation is s de> to ,me t ,i w tru/ ! *oice ( means to no "o4 ,i w plan & arrange all ,myself4 ,no?+ %all happ5 to !m b :at has be5 =ese5 & prep>$ f all et]nity by ,my ,inf9ite ,wisdom & ,goodness4 ,no "o %all t\* !m2 no joy nor sorr[ %all come 9 _! way--no1 nor a hair ( _! head fall to ! gr\nd )\t ,my k & p]mission40 ,%\ld we n cry out3 8,my ,god--,i h>dly d>e to ask x2 b1 oh1 t ,i might be "o ( t happy *os5 few1 = surely !y are safe60 ,y *eck me by a w>n+3 8,^! s\ls w n h all _! own way 9 life4 ,_! road w sometimes be h>d & rugg$4 ,!y w see ?+s prosp] 9 ! h&s ( o!rs & fail 9 !irs4 ,!y w be h>dly us$ by ^? ar\nd !m--misjudg$1 set aside1 unju/ly treat$2 life to _m ( !m w be uphill "w40 ,d ,i draw back n[1 or d ,i cry out aga93 8,no matt] t1 oh1 no matt] t at all6 ,:at w !y c>e :5 !y "k ,y\r arm is r\nd !m z !y g uphill2 ,y\r h& s5ds ! cross & ! failure & ! pa96 ,no1 my ,god1 t does n fright5 me4 ,let me only be "o ( ^? ^: lot is altoge!r 9 ,y\r h&s1 & ,i w fe> no?+2 ,i w compla9 ( no?+2 nay1 ,i w be grateful = all t comes to me4 ,i w kiss ,y\r h& ev5 :5 ,y /rike me4 ,i %all feel peaceful & happy always 9 ! ?\ght t x is ! wisdom ( my ,god t ord]s all = me1 & ! love ( my heav5ly ,fa!r t provides ev]y?+ to help me4 ,let me be "o ( ^? *os5 ones1 & ,y w see h[ ,i value my privilege1 h[ ,i prize :atev] ,y s5d40 99 99 99 99 99 ,suppose--,i h be5 say+4 ,b ?is is no supposition4 ,i am t privileg$ "o ^: life 9 its m9ute/ details is ,y\r ord]+ & ,y\r c>e4 ,h[ c ,i compla91 my ,god6 ,h[ c ,i be mi/ru/ful or ev5 anxi\s--8,my lots are 9 ,?y h&s04 ,,xvii4 ,,! ,,improvid5ce ,,( ,,love4 ,my ?\ghts are n y\r ?\ghts1 nor y\r ways ,my ways1 sai? ! ,"l4--,isa4 lv4 #h4 ,h[ (t5 ,i kneel "h be=e ! tab]nacle & make my g5uflection & my act ( fai? )\t realis+ 9 ! v lea/ :at ,i believe1 :at ,i adore4 ,h[ little ,i he$ t :]e ,i /& is holy gr\nd4 ,t a few paces f me lies ! mo/ my/]i\s ( all my/]ies1 8! my/]y ( fai?10 ! my/]y ( love--love t ) inf9ite wisdom & inf9ite p[] at its s]vice has "h rea*$ its limits1 has f\nd b\nds :i* ,god ,himself _c ov]pass4 ,& yet is ! ,eu*>i/ aft] all ! greate/ ( my/]ies8 ,has x n its s\rce 9 a deep] my/]y /ill8 ,is any?+ wond]ful aft] ! ,inc>nation8 ,does n ! m>vel ( ,god made ,man out/rip all o!r m>vels8 ,if ! ,creator out ( love = man mu/ ne$s annihilate ,himself s f> z to assume a creat$ nature1 :]e w su* love /op8 ,into :at fur!r extravagances ( love w x n be betray$8 ,b h[ 0 x1 my ,god1 t ,y\r inf9ite wisdom did n fe> ! consequ5ces ( su* prodigality2 did n rememb] :o ^? are ) :om ,y h to deal2 did n consid] t too great lavi%ness blunts ! edge ( our appreciation & our gratitude8 ,_h ,y tak5 c\nsel ( u1 ,o lov+ ,"l1 we %\ld h bid ,y 9 ! v int]e/s ( love n to ov]do its manife/ation1 n to make ,y\rself too easy ( access1 le/ famili>ity %\ld endang] rev]5ce4 ,daily ,communion2 ! easy1 easy conditions on :i* ,y come to u2 ! t>ry+ day & night 9 e *ur* ?r\gh\t ! _w--?is we %\ld h said w\ld br+ ab\t a contempt ( ^! sacr$ my/]ies & deprive ,y ( ! love :i* is ! end ( _! in/itution4 ,y w\ld h _h to own to ! ju/ice ( our remon/rance1 to ackn[l$ge t su* fe>s 7 well gr\nd$4 ,x 0 n safe to ask c\nsel--except ( ,y\r own ,he>t4 8,:o ha? kn[n ! m9d ( ! ,"l8 & :o ha? be5 ,8 c\nsellor80#ej ,only ,8 ,he>t4 ,o ,sacr$ ,he>t1 h[ sadly ,y h laid ,him op5 to e sort ( indignity--to indiff]5ce1 coldness1 outrage1 sacrilege4 ,yet1 9 spite ( all1 ?is ,gift ( ,god is )\t rep5tance1#ea 8= ,my ?\ghts are n y\r ?\ghts1 nor y\r ways ,my ways1 sai? ! ,"l04 #ej ,isa4 xl4 #ea ,rom4 xi4 ,,xviii4 ,,*anges4 ,behold1 ,i make all ?+s new6--,apoc4 xxi4 #e4 ,h[ easily *anges come ab\t "u ,y\r h&1 ,o ,"l6 ,noiselessly1 almo/ unnotic$1 e h\r ( ! day & night1 all ! _w ov]1 ! mo/ /up5d\s *ange is tak+ place--! *ange ( ! l[ly sub/ance ( bread into ,y\r ,sacr$ ,body1 ( w9e into ,y\r ,preci\s ,blood4 ,s is x 9 ! _w ( s\ls4 ,! mo/ m>vell\s trans=mations co/ ,y b a ^w4 ,foll[ ,me6 ,& in/antly apo/le aft] apo/le leaves all & foll[s ,y--m9d1 he>t1 views1 ambitions1 ! :ole aspect ( life *ang$4 ,saul1 ,saul1 :y p]secute/ ?\ ,me8 ,& he :o _h 8beyond measure p]secut$ ! ,*ur* ( ,god0#eb rises to 8 feet ready to c>ry ! "n ( ,jesus 8be=e ! ,g5tiles1 & k+s1 & ! *ildr5 ( ,israel04#ec ,) a ^w ,y c *ange me4 ,! apa?y = spiritual ?+s w\ld g--! dulness ( sight1 ! sl[ness ( he>t1 ! l[ aims1 ! weak desires1 ! feebl5ess 9 ! conflict ) self1 ! nigg>dl9ess 9 ,y\r s]vice--all ^! w\ld g4 ,y c\ld draw me )9 ,y\r attraction2 ,y c\ld make me foll[ ,y1 n simply ?r\gh duty or int]e/1 b ) ! quick /ep ( "o to :om ,y\r s]vice is ! absorb+ int]e/ ( life4 ,y c\ld make ,y\rself s mu* ! ne$ ( my s\l t x w\ld turn to ,y z ! fl[]s to ! sun = w>m? & col\r1 = gr[?1 = beauty1 = its v life4 ,) a ^w ,y c\ld "w a *ange su* z ?is4 ,& :at is !re to h9d] x8 ,y are !re 9 ! tab]nacle1 ,o ,sun ( ,ju/ice1 ne> en\gh to w>m me ?r\gh & ?r\gh ) ,y\r heat2 & oh1 h[ (t51 did ,i only desire x1 ,y w\ld come /ill ne>]1 ent]+ my v he>t to make x live by ,y6 ,say ! ^w t ,y desire to say m ?an ,i to he>4 ,speak1 ,"l1 = ,?y s]vant he>e?4 ,say ! trans=m+ ^w ea* morn+ ov] my he>t :5 ,y /& at ! alt> & say x ov] ! bread & w9e4 ,say ! ^w t w *ange ! l[lie/1 ! vile/ ?+ ( e>? into ,y\rself4 ,see my he>t1 see ! he>ts ( all ,i love ^u ! pat51 await+ !re ,y\r creative ^w4 ,*ange !m f :at !y are to :at ,y w\ld h !m be4 #eb ,gal4 i4 #ec ,acts ix4 ,,xix4 ,i ,,h ,,some:at ,,to ,,say ,,to ,,!e4 --,luke vii4 #dj4 ,a ^w to me8 a ^w = me ap>t ,no o!r e> to he>k5--he>t to he>t8 ,a ^w ,?y hidd5 pleasure to imp>t8 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,is x a ^w ( love1 entreat+ m9e-- ,poor recomp5se inde$ = love div9e1 ,yet preci\s to t human ,he>t ( ,?9e8 ,de> ,ma/]1 say x6 ,a ^w ( blame8 ,"l1 ,i des]ve x--nay1 ,no ^w ( ,?9e c ,i des]ve--yet may ,i "k :at *id+ love w\ld h ,!e say8 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,a ^w to ca/ aside my crav5 fe>s1 ,& bravely be> ! cross ^! _m ye>s ,dragg$ aft] ,!e ) prote/ & ) te>s8 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,p]*ance a dread$ ^w1 n once or twice1 ,b (t5 su+ = a gift ( price2 ,c ,i invite t call to sacrifice8 ,yes1 ,ma/]1 say x6 ,a ^w f ,!e ! rightful c\rse w trace1 ,a ^w f ,!e ! %r9k+ _s brace1 ,a ^w f ,!e be/[ all ne$ful grace1 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,no ^w ( ,?9e b gives be=e x takes1 ,& tak+1 g5]\s comp5sation makes1 ,& ef=t ask+1 en]gy awakes1 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,a w>n+ maybe--fright$ love's disguise1 ,h[ /]n soe'er 9 seem+1 k9dly wise1 ,unveil+ dang] to unw>y eyes8 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,?y voice is ev] music to m9e e>1 ,sil5ce alone o'er:elms my s\l ) fe> ,say all1 say freely :at ,i crave to he>1 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,"o t5d] ^w to ,?omas br\ght belief1 ,"o pity+ ^w1 a k+dom to a ?ief1 ,"o only ^w w\ld br+ my s\l relief1 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,new %ape w\ld aims1 desires1 affections take1 ,new p[] ( sacrifice )9 me wake1 ,new ne$ ( toil & suff]+ = ,?y sake1 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,"o ^w1 ,i "k1 ,?\ ha/ = me--a ^w ,9 ! /ill h\rs ( pray] h[ (t5 he>d1 ,n long1 p]*ance1 its welcome s\nd def]r$1 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,^w life's incessant pray] mu/ wre/ f ,!e2 ,^w hold+ my et]nal de/9y1 ,^w ,i mu/ he> or p]i% utt]ly1 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,:5 pa/ my little day ( "t & grace1 ,lone 9 ano!r _w ,i seek my place1 ,& trembl+ fall be=e ,?y unveil$ ,face1 ,de> ,ma/]1 say x6 ,come6--ble/ recall f exile's we>y ye>s1 ,re/ f ! awful /rife 'twixt hopes & fe>s1 ,sweet ^w ( welcome aft] toil & te>s1 ,o ,ma/]1 say x6 ,?\gh sil5t n[1 keep ,?\ t ^w 9 /ore1 ,! ^w to make me ,?9e = ev]more2 ,by all ,?y lov+-k9dness1 ,i implore1 ,de> ,ma/]1 say x6 ,,xx4 ,a ,,div9e ,,pla9t4 ,my p h done two evils4 ,!y h =sak5 ,me1 ! f\nta9 ( liv+ wat]1 & h digg$ to !mselves ci/]ns1 brok5 ci/]ns1 t c hold no wat]4--,j]4 ii4 #ac4 ,:at he>t s h>d b c\ld f9d a motive = contrition 9 ?is t5d] reproa*6 ,no "q "h ( ! ,div9e maje/y outrag$1 ! ,div9e rights infr+$4 ,! h>m to ourselves--?is is ! evil we h done by =sak+ ,god4 ,& ,he /&s sadly by1 wat*+ our futile ef=ts to fill ) e>?'s sorry pleasures ! he>ts creat$ = ,himself4 ,! pla9t is e*o$ by ! ,inc>nate ,son4 8,y w n come to ,me t y may h life40#ed ,& e*o$ n once1 nor f ,j]usalem only1 b ?r\gh all "t & f ! c\ntless tab]nacles :]e ! ,eu*>i/ic ,life is be+ liv$ = u4 ,h[ is x t t cry does n arre/ u z we g he$lessly on our way8 ,:at a diff]5ce x w\ld make to our r\nd ( daily toil & worries & anxieties if we c>ri$ away (t5] f ! alt> ! ,life ,:o is wait+ !re to give ,himself to u4 ,he w\ld n encroa* ^u our "t4 ,he is ! mo/ consid]ate ( gue/s1 & kn[s we are no m able to lay aside our dome/ic c>es ?an 0 ,8 own bless$ ,"m 9 h] little cave-home at ,naz>e?4 ,he w\ld n int]f]e ) our projects1 our occupations1 our amusem5ts ev54 ,b ,he w\ld act ! "p ( a helpmate ?r\gh\t1 guid+ our plans1 sanctify+ our "w1 ennobl+ our pleasures--above all1 %>+ & soo?+ our sorr[s4 ,is an ally su* z ?is s easily f\nd t we c af=d to turn a deaf e> to ! invitation f ! tab]nacle3 8,:om seeke/ ?\--a fri5d8 ,i am ,he40 99 99 99 99 99 ,o ,lov+ ,"o1 :o are we t ,y %\ld s e>ne/ly entreat our fri5d%ip8 ,h ,y n ?rong+ ab\t ,y legions ^u legions ( angels8 ,:at ne$ c ,y h ( u8 ,yet ,y n only tol]ate our society b beg = x4 ,! little tr\blesome *ildr5 :om /rang]s f9d a nuisance are a solace to ! fa!r1 :o feels some?+ to be miss+ unless he has !m press+ & *att]+ all ab\t him4 ,s is x ) ,y4 ,to satisfy ,y\r ,he>t ,y mu/ h u1 ne$y & clamor\s1 all ab\t ,y1 besett+ ,y on e side4 ,"l1 _h we always treat$ ,y z ,y des]ve1 c\ld ,y be m 9 love ) our company8 ,surely ,y\r eag]ness %\ld drive away fe> t our unc\?ness & coldness w disgu/ ,y4 ,love 8is pati5t1 is k9d1 444 be>e? all ?+s1 444 hope? all ?+s1 endure? all ?+s40#ee ,o ,"l & ,lov]1 we w n disappo9t ,y4 ,s9ce ,y are cont5t to h u z we are1 we w draw ne> to ,y )\t fe>3 8,behold we come to ,!e2 = ,?\ art ! ,"l our ,god04#ef #ed ,john v4 #ee #a ,cor4 xiii4 #ef ,j]4 iii4 ,,xxi4 ,,?anksgiv+4 ,& he fell on 8 face be=e ,8 feet1 giv+ ?anks4--,luke xvii4 #af4 ,j z ,i d to-day1 de> ,"l1 9 ! fulness ( my he>t1 9 ! fir/ transport ( joy & praise & gratitude t comes ) ! s5se ( answ]$ pray]4 ,my happ9ess is all f ,y4 ,9 all t has happ5$ ,i trace ! work+s ( ,y\r h&1 & see h[ x has mov$ all second>y causes1 & ord]$ all ?+s sweetly4 8,?\1 ,o my ,god1 ha/ made me joyful ) great joy40#eg 8,bless$ be ! ,"l ,god ?is day40#eh 8,we bless ,!e1 ,o ,"l ,god1 because x ha? n happ5$ z we suspect$4 ,= ,?\ ha/ %ewn ,?y m]cy to u1 & ,?\ ha/ tak5 pity40#ei 8,bless ! ,"l1 ,o my s\l1 & let all t is )9 me bless ,8 holy "n4 ,bless ! ,"l1 ,o my s\l1 & nev] =get all ,he ha? done = !e4444 ,:o satisfie? ?y desire ) good ?+s4444 ,! ,"l is compassionate & m]ciful4444 ,he ha? n dealt ) u accord+ to our s9s4444 ,! m]cy ( ! ,"l is f et]nity & unto et]nity ^u !m t fe> ,him40#fj 8,give glory to ! ,"l1 = ,he is good3 = ,8 m]cy endure? = ev]4 ,let !m say s t h be5 r$eem$ by ! ,"l1 :om ,he ha? r$eem$ f ! h& ( ! enemy4444 ,!y cri$ to ! ,"l 9 _! tribulation1 & ,he deliv]$ !m out ( _! di/resses4444 ,let ! m]cies ( ! ,"l give glory to ,him & ,8 wond]ful works to ! *ildr5 ( m54 ,= ,he ha? satisfi$ ! empty s\l1 & ha? fill$ ! hungry s\l ) good ?+s40#fa 8,praise ye ! ,"l1 = ! ,"l is good2 s+ ye to ,8 "n1 = x is sweet40#fb 8,:o heale? ! brok5 ( he>t1 & b9de? up _! bruises40#fc 8,! ,"l ha? grant$ me my petition :i* ,i ask$ ( ,him40#fd 8,bless$ be ,god1 ,:o ha? n turn$ away my pray]1 nor ,8 m]cy f me40#fe 8,o ,"l our ,god1 all ?is /ore 444 is f ,?y h&40#ff 8,o ,"l1 !re is none l ,!e40#fg 99 99 99 99 99 ,he fell on 8 face be=e ,8 feet giv+ ?anks4 ,! "r place1 ! "r po/ure = ?anksgiv+4 ,my :ole self1 body & s\l1 seeks to p\r itself out 9 praise4 ,& yet1 my ,god1 :5 d we feel ourselves m helpless1 m b\nd 9 by our n>r[ness ?an :5 we come to ?anksgiv+6 ,our he>t is fre] on ! pa? ( sorr[ ?an on t ( joy4 ,x kn[s its way bett]4 ,x c g fur!r4 ,!re are nov5as ( ,t5 ,fridays1 ,masses & ,communions1 ye> aft] ye> ( p]si/5t pray]4 ,b :5 ! answ] comes at la/2 :5 sudd5ly ! burd5 is lift$2 :5 ! ?rill ( gladness & ! /illness ( peace succe$ "o ano!r 9 sweet alt]nations )9 ! s\l--h[ poor1 h[ soon end$ is our ,te ,deum6 ,a ru% to ,y\r feet--a few te>s p]haps--a few brok5 words ( gratitude1 &--our he>t fails u4 ,9 va9 d we lift x up 9 ,david's he>t1 t c5sor ( glori\s praise4 ,!re weighs ^u x /ill ! /ifl+ s5se ( oppression4 ,we c b s9k back 9 our helplessness & long = ! full fre$om ( all our p[]s t is to come4 ,oh yes1 ! s\l nev] feels s p[]less1 s imprison$ z :5 ! call ^u x is = ?anksgiv+4 ,x is a cag$ bird always1 b x nev] beats m hopelessly aga9/ ! b>s ?an :5 x w\ld so> upw>d 9 ! free flight ( praise4 ,x is !n we turn to our ,god ) u on ! alt>1 to ! ,victim ( inf9ite wor? plac$ at our disposal to be (f]$ to ,god z a full1 wor?y1 adequate return = all ,8 goodness to u4 8,:at %all ,i r5d] to ! ,"l = all ,he ha? r5d]$ unto me80 ,i w come to ! alt> ( ,god to unite my ?anksgiv+ & my praise ) ! div9e gratitude ( ! ,god-,man4 ,i w (f] ) ,him ,8 sacrifice & m9e1 a gift ( inf9ite value f my grateful he>t4 ,i w receive into my poor he>t1 ^: p[]s1 /ret*$ to _! utmo/1 fall inf9itely %ort ( :at is due to ,him1 ! ,he>t ( ! ,man-,god4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my ,god1 ,i rejoice beyond measure t 9 ,mass & ,holy ,communion ,i c (f] ,y a ?anksgiv+ t is adequate because inf9ite1 a ?anksgiv+ wor?y ( ,y\r acceptance4 ,look n on ! pov]ty ( my praise1 b 8look ^u ! ,face ( ,?y ,*ri/04#fh ,p] ,ipsum1 et cum ,ipso1 et 9 ,ipso 444 omnis honor et gloria4 ,am54 #eg ,cf4 #b ,esdras xii4 #eh #a ,k+s v4 #ei ,tobias viii4 #fj ,psa4 cii4 #fa ,ibid4 cvi4 #fb ,psa4 cxxxiv4 #fc ,ibid4 cxlvi4 #fd #a ,k+s i4 #fe ,psa4 lxv4 #ff #a ,p>4 xxix4 #fg ,ibid4 xvii4 #fh ,psa4 lxxxiii4 ,,xxii4 ,,d>kness4 ,my ,god1 ,my ,god1 :y ha/ ,?\ =sak5 ,me8--,matt4 xxvii4 #df4 ,my ,god6 z if ,y belong$ to no "o else 9 ! wide _w4 ,z if ,y & ,i 7 alone 9 creation4 ,z if nei!r 9 heav5 above nor 9 ! e>? b5ea?1 nor 9 ! wat]s "u ! e>?1 ,y _h a s+le o!r creature6 ,my ,god6 z if = me alone y _h done all 9 ! ord]s ( nature1 grace1 & glory2 work+ = me f ! beg9n+1 ?r\gh all causes1 by all creatures1 9 all ev5ts4 ,z if = me alone 7 ! e>? & ! sea & all )9 !m4 ,= me all ! ord]+ ( ,y\r ,provid5ce 9 ! affairs ( "t4 ,= me ! heav5 ( heav5s & all ! conc\rse !re4 ,= me ! ,sa9ts & ,m>y2 ! ,inc>nation1 ! ,life1 & dea?1 & tea*+ ( ,*ri/2 ! ,*ur* & ,sacram5ts2 ! ,eu*>i/1 & ,mass1 & ,communion4 ,= me life ev]la/+ & ! ,bless$ ,vision ( ,y\rself4 ,my ,god6 = ,:om ,i am made4 ,)\t ,:om happ9ess = me 7 ! wilde/ ( impossibilities4 ,! ,supreme ,good able to satisfy to ! full e want ( my complex nature4 ,inf9ite ,goodness provid+ = all & = ea* ) an exquisite discrim9ation ( my ne$4 ,my ,god6 9 a s5se kn[n to myself & ,y alone--fa!r1 "m1 si/]1 bro!r1 lov]1 fri5d--all 9 all to me4 ,my ,god6 z if ,y belong$ to me r ?an to ,y\rself2 belong$ to me r ?an ,i to ,y4 ,z if ,y 7 = my sake r ?an ,i = ,y\rs4 ,or at lea/ z if we s belong$ to "o ano!r z ( necessity to imply & supplem5t ea* o!r--z hill & valley1 light & %ade1 ! ocean & ! void x fills4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 :y ha/ ,?\ =sak5 me8 ,:y ?is d>kness 9 :i* ,i grope = ,y 9 va91 9 :i* ,i seek 9 va9 to f9d ,y\r ,face8 ,:y ^! nameless fe>s1 ?is dread ( ,y1 ?is %r9k+ f ,y8 ,or1 h>d] /ill to be>1 ?is heav9ess ( s\l1 ?is h>dness ( he>t1 ?is we>9ess ( ,y1 my ,god1 ?is re/lessness 9 ,y\r pres5ce1 ?is impati5ce ( ,y\r ways--:y all ?is inconsi/5cy & p]v]sity8 ,:y1 ,o ,supreme ,good1 d ,y %[ ,y\rself to me z inf9itely desirable1 only to elude my grasp :5 ,i /ret* out my h&s to feel = ,y & draw ,y to myself8 ,:y d ,y bru% pa/ me 9 ! d>kness to leave me all ! m desolate & disconsolate because ,y 7 s ne>8 ,:y are ,y deaf :5 ,i cry8 ,:y1 "h 9 ?is tab]nacle1 are ,y s ne> & yet s f> away8 ,:y d ,y make x m & m impossible = me to f9d re/ out ( ,y1 & !n d5y ,y\rself to my s\l8 ,:y h ,y s\ght = me s p]si/5tly :5 ,i fl$ f ,y1 to hide f me n[ t ,i seek ,y8 ,my ,god1 my ,god1 :y ha/ ,?\ =sak5 me8 ,is ,y\r answ] to me ?is--t ,i h =sak5 ,y fir/8 ,is ! hid+ ( ,y\r ,face ! j puni%m5t ( wilful deafness to ,y\r voice & resi/ance to ,y\r lead+8 ,are ,y wait+ = "s act ( m9e z ! price ( ,y\r turn+ to me8 ,is x pride or any o!r passion t int]poses z a cl\d betwe5 u8 ,:at is x1 my ,god8 ,take x away at any co/4 ,i am sorry = my ins9c]ity2 = all meanness 9 my deal+s ) ,y2 = all wilful bl9dness & deafness2 = ! c[>dice t fe>s to see :at w call = ef=t & = sacrifice4 ,if consci5ce does n reproa* me1 ,i am n h]eby ju/ifi$1 because ,y\r all-see+ eye may note1 does note :at escapes m9e4 ,i own to :atev] ,y see t is amiss4 ,i am p]fectly consci\s t !re is m--oh1 a ?\s& times m ?an en\gh to make ,y turn away ,y\r ,face & =sake me utt]ly4 ,%[ me :at ,y w h me see1 t ,i may am5d x1 & be> ) :at ,y d>e n %[ me1 le/ ,i %\ld be utt]ly ca/ d[n & despair4 ,my ,god1 ,my ,god1 :y ha/ ,?\ =sak5 ,me6 ,y h taught me by ,y\r own meek compla9t t ,i too may compla9 lov+ly4 ,i look up ?r\gh ! d>kness ( ,calv>y4 ,i he> above me t cry f ,y\r own lips1 & ,i am in/ruct$ & com=t$4 ,if ! well-belov$ ,son = be>+ ! appe>ance ( s9 0 ?us %ut out f ! ,fa!r's ,face1 h[ %all a s9n] compla98 ,if ?is 0 done 9 ! gre5 wood1 :at %all be done 9 ! dry8 ,& if all ?r\gh ! blackness ( t desolation ,he rema9$ /ill ! well-belov$ ,son1 s may ! weake/ ( ,8 bre?r51 s may ,i rema9--de> to ! ,fa!r's ,he>t ?r\gh all ! discipl9e ( *a/isem5t1 ?r\gh all ! ne$ful purification ( my imp]fect love4 ,9 ! v midnight ( ,8 d]eliction ,he call$ on ! ,fa!r1 clung to ! ,fa!r1 ?rew ,himself on ! ,fa!r ) absolute tru/4 ,s may ,i1 s mu/ ,i1 9 ! d>kness t is b ! fa9te/ %ad[ ( ,84 ,fa!r1 into ,?y h&s ,i comm5d my _s--= ?is trial1 = e trial1 = ! la/ trial1 :5 ! %ad[ ( dea? w close r\nd me1 & x w be h>d to f9d ,y\r ,face4 ,into ! h&s t creat$ me1 t r$eem$ me1 into :i* ,i %all pass at ! mom5t ( dea?1 ,fa!r1 into ,?y h&s ,i comm5d my _s4 8,my ,god1 ,my ,god60--into ! night w5t =? ,t lonely cry1 ,pite\s z nev] pla9t f burd5$ brea/ ,its mis]y4 ,w5t =? = me into ! night1 t wail ,( woe div9e2 ,8 bitt] d]eliction b>$1 to draw ,! /+ f m9e4 ,& yet ano!r cry ere %ades ( dea? ,ar\nd ,him /ole1 ,reveal$ ! sanctu>y d>k & lone ,( ,jesu's s\l3 8,fa!r1 into ,?y h&s0--a ,son's beque/1 ,t we might "k ,! filial1 all un%ak5 tru/1 b5ea? ,t dep? ( woe4 8,fa!r1 into ,?y h&s0--t we might le>n ,s9ce ,jesus di$ ,!irs fir/ ! "r to claim ! ,fa!r's love1 ,8 crucifi$4 ,,xxiii4 8,,:at ,,is ,,tru?80 --,john xviii4 #ch4 8,pilate sai? to ,him3 ,:at is tru?8 ,& :5 he said ?is he w5t out40 ,too (t51 ,o ,"l1 9 my deal+s ) ,y ,i am l ,pilate4 ,mov$ by ,y\r grace to desire ! ?+s t are = my peace1 ,i come to ,y to "k my way3 8,:at %all ,i d to possess ev]la/+ life80#fi 8,make ! way kn[n to me1 :]e9 ,i %\ld walk40#gj 8,tea* me to d ,?y w1 = ,?\ art my ,god40#ga ,& :5 ,i h said ?is ,i g out4 ,i d n wait to he> an answ] :i* may exact m ( me ?an ,i am prep>$ to give4 ,i am afraid to rema9 9 ,y\r ,pres5ce1 le/ ,y %\ld beckon :i!r ,i am n will+ to foll[4 ,& s ,i ask lightly3 8,:at is tru?80 )\t wait+ to he> :at ! ,"l my ,god w speak 9 me4#gb ,h[ mu* m readily ,i pray = light ?an = /r5g?4 8,"l1 t ,i may see60 ,& :5 ! scales beg9 to fall f my eyes1 ,i turn away le/ ,i %\ld f9d :at ,i am seek+4 ,x is n ,y\r way1 ,o ,"l1 to con/ra9 our free w4 ,y meet u half-way1 m ?an half-way by a great deal4 ,b ,y h decre$ t fur!r & m abundant grace1 ! grace t is efficaci\s1 %all be ! rew>d ( correspond5ce4 ,if we )hold ?is1 we ent] ^u a t]rible conte/ betwe5 ,y\r invitation on ! "o h& & ! %r9k+ ( nature on ! o!r4 8,pilate sai? to ,him3 ,:at is tru?8 ,& :5 he _h said ?is he w5t out aga9 to ! ,jews & said to !m3 ,i f9d no cause 9 ,him4444 ,!n ,pilate took ,jesus & sc\rg$ ,him4444 ,& w5t =? aga9 & sai? to ! ,jews3 ,behold ,i br+ ,him =? unto y t y may "k t ,i f9d no cause 9 ,him4444 ,take ,him y & crucify ,him = ,i f9d no cause 9 ,him4444 ,! ,jews answ]$3 ,he ought to die because ,he made ,himself ! ,son ( ,god4 ,:5 ,pilate !re=e _h he>d ?is say+ he fe>$ ! m4 ,& he ent]$ into ! hall aga9 & said to ,jesus3 ,:5ce art ,?\8 ,b ,jesus gave him no answ]4 ,f !nce=? ,pilate s\ght to release ,him4444 ,& he sai? to ! ,jews3 ,behold y\r ,k+4444 ,!n he deliv]$ ,him to !m to be crucifi$40 99 99 99 99 99 ,oh1 ! agony ( m9d1 ! risk1 ! mis]y we br+ ^u ourselves by our vacillations & trifl+ ) grace6 ,surely ! rem$y is to ga9 by pray] /r5g? proportion$ to ! light ,god gives4 ,x is z easy = ,him to give ! "o z ! o!r1 = 8!re is none /rong l our ,god04#gc ,b ,i mu/ ask1 = 8/r5g? come? f ,heav504#gd 8,ask & x %all be giv5 to y40 8,god is my /rong ,"o1 9 ,him w ,i tru/ 444 my rock1 & my /r5g?1 & my ,savi\r40#ge ,he w n leave me 9 my weakness4 ,if ,he %[s me ,8 ways1 ,he w give me /r5g? to walk 9 !m4 8,my ,god is made my /r5g?40#gf #fi ,luke xviii4 #gj ,psa4 cxlii4 #ga ,ibid4 #gb ,psa4 lxxxiv4 #gc #a ,k+s ii4 #gd #a ,ma*4 iii4 #ge #b ,k+s xxii4 #gf ,isa4 xlix4 ,,xxiv4 ,,8 ,,second ,,com+4 ,!y %all see ! ,son ( ,man com+ 9 ! cl\ds ( heav5 444 & !n %all all ! tribes ( ! e>? m\rn4--,matt4 xxiv4 #cj4 ,de>e/ ,"l1 is !re a sadd] ^w ?an ?is 9 ! :ole ( ! writt5 ,^w8 ,did a sadd] ev] fall f ,y\r sacr$ lips8 ,t :5 ,y come aga9 to f9i% ! "w ( r$emption by ! de/ruction ( ! la/ enemy1 dea?2 to ga!r to ,y\rself ^? = ^: salvation ,y came d[n f heav51 & 7 inc>nate1 & suff]$1 & di$1 & f\nd$ ,y\r ,*ur*1 & gave ,y\r sacram5ts2 ^? :om ,y bade to wat* & wait = ,y & lift up _! heads at ,y\r com+2 t :5 at la/ ,y come1 ?is %all be ,y\r reception--8!n %all all ! tribes ( ! e>? m\rn06 ,:at an awful te/imony to ! decay ( tru? among ! *ildr5 ( m51 to ! un*ri/ianis+ ( ! _w6 8,all ! tribes ( ! e>?10 z if ! elect w\ld be b z ! e>s ( corn left on ! field aft] ! h>ve/+4 ,o ,messiah1 s long promis$1 s e>ne/ly expect$--is ?is ! return ( ^? to :om ,y 7 s5t1 among :om ,y h liv$ z "o ( !mselves1 = :om ,y h sacrific$ ev]y?+ ,y took f our nature8 8,!y %all see ! ,son ( ,man com+0--n n[ 9 ! midnight sil5ce z once to ,m>y1 n hidd5 "u l[ly accid5ts z ?r\gh long c5turies ^u ! alt>1 b 89 great p[] & maje/y10 8! ,k+ 9 ,8 beauty10 reveal$ to e eye4 8,& !n %all all ! tribes ( ! e>? m\rn40 99 99 99 99 99 ,! awfulness ( ^! words mu/ h /ruck ! ,twelve z !y sat ab\t ,y\r feet t day on ,olivet look+ d[n ^u ,josaphat1 = ,john re-e*o$ !m f ,patmos half a c5tury lat]3 8,behold1 ,he come? ) ! cl\ds1 & e eye %all see ,him4444 ,& all ! tribes ( ! e>? %all bewail !mselves because ( ,him40#gg ,h[ our he>ts w\ld s9k )9 u 7 x n = ^? o!r words equally ) ^! ! words ( tru?3 8,he %all s5d ,8 angels to ga!r toge!r ,8 elect f ! f\r w9ds1 f ! utt]mo/ "p ( ! e>?1 to ! utt]mo/ "p ( heav540#gh ,f e corn] ( ! e>? w ^? bless$ ones come troop+ 9--8a great multitude1 :i* no man c numb]1 ( all nations1 & tribes1 & peoples1 & tongues04#gi ,"l ,jesus6 ,:o w\ld n desire ) desire to be "o ( t great multitude1 7 x only to console ,y\r ,he>t = ! losses ( t day6 ,let ?is happ9ess be m9e1 & t ( z _m z c be rea*$ by ! utmo/ /ret*+ ( ,y\r m]cy1 ! fulle/ & f>!/ fl[+ ( ,y\r preci\s ,blood6 ,qua]5s me s$i/i lassus1 ,r$emi/i crucem passus3 ,tantus labor non sit cassus4 ,h m]cy1 ,o ,"l1 on all ! tribes ( e>?1 t !y may n p]i%1 nor bewail !mselves because ( ,y :5 ,y come to judgm5t4 ,h m]cy1 t :5 ! day ( ! ,"l1 t dreadful day %all come1 ! numb] ( ! elect may be multipli$1 & ! ?ir/ ( ,y\r ,he>t appeas$4 #gg ,apoc4 i4 #gh ,m>k xiii4 #gi ,apoc4 vii4 ,,xxv4 ,,our ,,e>?4 ,coeli en>rant gloriam ,dei4--,psa4 xviii4 #a4 ,! heav5s decl>e ! glory ( ,god4 ,!re are h\rs :5 ! gr&eur ( ! midnight skies draws f our he>ts3 8,coeli en>rant10 & conv]sely3 8,quam sordet tellus60 8,h[ vile e>? appe>s :5 ,i look up to heav560#hj ,:5 we w\ld wi% to be s f> away f e>?1 s ne> to ,god1 t we c\ld cov] x ) our two h&s & %ut x out ) all its s9fulness f ,8 sight4 ,& !re are h\rs :5 we re-e*o ,david's o!r cry3 8,! e>? is ! ,"l's40#ha ,/udd$ ) millions ( />s--its sanctu>y lamps--"h 9 gr& con/ellations1 !re 9 solit>y beauty amid ! d>kness1 x lies out/ret*$ be=e its ,creator1 a v heav54 ,yes1 speck z x is 9 creation1 our _w has a beauty all its own 9 ! eyes ( ,him ,:o made x4 8,!re is n f\nd ! l to x 9 glory40 ,m>r$ & s9-/a9$1 x is /ill ! de> _w ( ! ,inc>nation1 ! _w ,god s lov$ z to give to x ,8 ,son4 ,its highways1 its fields1 its wat]s h felt ! tread ( ,8 feet2 to ! end ( "t ,he has made x ,8 home4 8,i h *os5 & h sanctifi$ ?is place1 & ,my eyes & ,my he>t %all be !re always40#hb ,always4 ,8 int]e/ 9 x is z ke51 z human1 z :51 a wayf>] "h1 ,he %>$ its joys & sorr[s4 ,its e man1 woman1 & *ild to-day has a di/9ct place 9 ,8 he>t4 ,8 sacram5tal ,pres5ce sanctifies x f pole to pole4 ,on ea* ( its alt>s a div9e sacrifice is (f]$ day by day4 ,9 ea* ( its tab]nacles is ga!r$ up ! wor%ip ( all creation4 ,f ea* an unceas+ praise goes up to ! ,?rone ( ,god1 inf9itely transc5d+ ! paltry outrages ( man4 ,f ea* radiates a div9e life1 communicat+ itself to all ! memb]s ( ! ,body ( ,*ri/4 ,f ea* z f a well-spr+ g =? all graces ( light & /r5g?2 all holy impulses & high resolves2 all c\rage1 /eadfa/ness1 p]sev]ance 9 well-do+2 all works ( love to ! memb]s1 born ( love to ! ,head4 ,all spiritual en]gy1 f ! robu/ virtue ( ! sa9t to ! weake/ sup]natural act ( ! rep5tant s9n]1 is fl[+ ?is h\r f e>?'s c\ntless tab]nacles1 giv+ to ,god a glory be=e :i* ! mat]ial glory ( ! />ry heav5s pales into insignificance4 ,o hidd5 ,god1 ,i adore ,y z ! s\rce ( all ?is glori\s life4 ,:o w\ld n love ! _w1 :i* ,y h s lov$ z to make x ,y\r home all days ev5 to ! end ( "t8 ,:o w\ld n /rive ) ,y & = ,y\r sake to light up its d>k places1 to cleanse its f\l places1 to spread f> & ne> ! sav+ k ( its ,r$eem]1 t s ! love p\r$ out ^u x1 ! ,blood %$ = x1 may n h be5 9 va98 ,:at c ,i d1 ,o ,"l1 )9 my n>r[ sph]e to help on ! com+ ( ,y\r ,k+dom 9 ! _w8 ,:at h ,y giv5 me to give away aga9 9 ,y\r s]vice8 ,z to :at d ,y say to me3 8,freely h y receiv$1 freely give08#hc ,is x heal?1 weal?1 tal5t1 influ5ce1 leisure = good works 9 any ( ! v>i\s fields call+ = my aid & op5 to me8 ,is x devot$ness & self-sacrifice 9 ! apo/olate ( home life8 ,or is x ! noble/ & mo/ f>-rea*+ ( works = ,god1 ! tra9+ ( "y s\ls 9 ,8 love & s]vice8 ,am ,i do+ good "w = ,y 9 my allott$ sph]e8 ,:at acc\nt am ,i prep>+ to give ,y ( ! tal5ts entru/$ to me8 ,h[ c\ld ,i be> x1 ,o my ,"l1 %\ld ,y ev] h to reproa* me1 z 8an evil & slo?ful s]vant10 ) hid+ ! tal5t giv5 me = ,y\r s]vice8 ,:at am ,i do+ ) my life1 ) its en]gies1 its opportunities1 its responsibilities1 its graces8 ,:]e are ! s\ls ,i am help+ to save8 ,:]e is ! lot ,i am bright5+1 ! cross ,i am light5+ = ,y\r de> sake8 ,9 :at direction am ,i fur!r+ ,y\r int]e/s & sacrific+ self to ,y\r glory8 ,unless ,i c lay my h&s 9 ,y\rs1 & look up tru/fully into ,y\r ,face ) 8,"l1 ,?\ kn[e/0 my daily pray]1 8,?y ,k+dom come0 is a mock]y1 a self-delusion1 a %am4 #hj ,/4 ,ignatius4 #ha ,psa4 xxiv4 #hb #b ,p>4 vii4 #hc ,matt4 x4 ,,xxvi4 ,,*ri/ ,,our ,,/udy4 ,y h n s le>n$ ,*ri/4--,ephes4 iv4 #bj4 ,x behoves u to h "r conceptions ( ! great spiritual realities :i* affect our life "h & our de/9y h]eaft]4 ,above all mu/ we le>n aright ,him ,:o is ! ,way1 ! ,tru?1 & ! ,life4 ,gradually1 f our e>lie/ *ildhood1 ! idea ( ,*ri/ has be5 =m+1 develop+1 tak+ def9ite %ape 9 our m9ds4 ,may-be x is /]eotyp$ by ?is "t4 ,x is all-imp]ative = u t ! ,*ri/ we h s conceiv$ %\ld be ! true ,*ri/--8! ,*ri/1 ! ,son ( ! ,liv+ ,god04 ,t\t sort des ides4 ,our idea ( ,him w n affect ,himself or alt] our fundam5tal relations ) ,him1 b x w affect ! :ole m\ld+ ( our spiritual life1 our :ole "*1 our e ?\ght1 ^w & de$ "h1 & our :ole et]nity h]eaft]4 ,surely1 !n1 we mu/ exam9e our impression ( ,*ri/1 & %\ld we f9d t ! influ5ce ( e>ly education1 ( a false cre$1 ( un:olesome read+ or association1 or ! tr5d ( our "* has di/ort$ 9 our m9ds ! true ,*ri/ z reflect$ 9 ! ,gospels1 we mu/ at all co/s correct t impression4 ,if x has become /]eotyp$ we mu/ break up our m\ld & />t our "w afre%4 ,m$itation ^u ! ,gospels2 ! quiet1 /eady gaze ( ! inw>d eye on ,*ri/2 ! /udy ( ,him day aft] day "u all circum/ances & amid ev] %ift+ sc5es1 & n ( ,8 outw>d be>+1 ,8 words & actions only1 b ( ! ,he>t f :i* ^! spr+--?us x 0 t ! sa9ts built up ,8 image 9 _! s\ls1 a true liv+ image :i* trans=m$ !m into ! lik5ess ( itself1 & became a p[] )9 !m1 draw+ all ?+s to ,him ,:o 0 to !m all 9 all4 ,y h n s le>n$ ,*ri/4 ,if ,*ri/ our ,"l has n z yet drawn me :olly to ,himself1 x is because my conception ( ,him is faulty4 ,:e!r ?is is ! result ( simple c>elessness :i* has all[$ ,8 image 9 my m9d to take %ape anyh[1 or ( ,jans5i/ic habits ( ?\ght t h fa%ion$ = me a ,"l /]n1 exact+1 repell5t1 a v c>icature ( ! ,*ri/ ( ! ,gospels1 ,*ri/ our ,"l2 or :e!r x is my own "*1 timor\s1 suspici\s1 selfi%1 unsympa?is+1 t has inspir$ my pres5t idea ( ,him--f :atev] s\rce ! misconception has come1 x mu/ be set "r1 or its results w be simply fatal--fatal to ! gr[? ( any?+ l p]sonal love & famili> fri5d%ip ) ,him2 fatal to ,8 influ5ce on my life1 my actions1 my "w = ,him 9 ! s\ls ( o!rs4 ,n any ,*ri/1 ! creature ( my own di/ort$ fancy1 b ,him ,:om ! ,fa!r has s5t1 ,i am to fall d[n & wor%ip4 ,he alone has p[] z ,he alone has "r to occupy & absorb my :ole int]e/1 my :ole affection1 my :ole self4 ,he alone c be a liv+ influ5ce radiat+ f my own life to ! lives ( o!rs4 99 99 99 99 99 ,o ,*ri/ my ,"l1 give me s to "k ,y t my k may be glory to ,y1 & life to my own s\l & ! s\ls ( o!rs4 8,?is is et]nal life3 t !y may "k ,!e1 ! only true ,god1 & ,jesus ,*ri/1 ,:om ,?\ ha/ s5t40#hd ,be ,y\rself my ,ma/] 9 ?is "o ?+ necess>y4 ,& let me g to ! s\rce to draw--le>n+ ,y f ! sc5es ( ,y\r life4 ,let me /& by ! well ( ,sam>ia1 & ! pool ( ,be?saida1 & ! bi] at ,na9--& wat* & li/54 ,let ! *>m ( ,y\r div9e ,p]son subdue & w9 me1 & ! s\nd ( ,y\r voice be famili> to me4 ,let ! k ( ,y\r ways ) ! s9n]1 ! suff]]1 ! little *ildr51 grave su* a picture ( ,y 9 my he>t t n ev5 its p]v]sity c br+ be=e me :5 ,i say 8,jesus0 any o!r =m ?an t ( ! mo/ beautiful1 ! mo/ t5d]1 ! mo/ compassionate ( m54 ,v]onica wip$ ,y\r sacr$ suff]+ ,face1 & receiv$ z ! greate/ ( rew>ds1 /amp$ on h] veil1 & /ill m ^u h] he>t1 t v]a icon--t true image ( ,*ri/ :i* 0 !nce=? to be insep>able f h] memory1 ! v "n by :i* all ages 7 to "k h]4 ,/amp on my he>t1 de> ,"l1 ! true lik5ess ( ,y\rself4 ,& z ?is lik5ess mu/ be ev] gr[+1 let me come (t5 to ! alt> rails to le>n ,y m & m4 ,! tab]nacle is ! ,gospel hi/ory cont9u$4 ,"t has n dimm$ ,y\r fairness1 ,o beautiful ,"o1 nor dull$ ! sympa?y ( ,y\r human ,he>t4 ,all t ,y 7 to ,y\r own 9 ?is _w1 all t ,y are to !m ?is h\r 9 heav51 is "h )9 ! tab]nacle1 is "h = me4 ,"h !n let me come to /udy ,y--pati5t1 t5d]1 ob$i5t /ill1 meek & humble ( he>t1 ,jesus1 ye/]day1 to-day & = ev]6 #hd ,john xvii4 ,,xxvii4 ,,our ,,fa!r4 ,o clap y\r h&s1 all ye nations2 %\t unto ,god ) ! voice ( joy4--,psa4 xlvi4 #a4 ,my ,god1 :at w\ld h become ( u _h ,y %[n ,y\rself to u z ! ,all-j in/ead ( ! ,all-lov+ ,"o ,y are8 ,_h ,y be5 m m9dful ( ,y\r ,maje/y ?an ( our ne$8 ,we "k s little h[ to comport ourselves 9 ,y\r pres5ce1 t x might h seem$ m fitt+ ,y %\ld rema9 9 ! recesses ( ,y\r ,godhead1 manife/ ,y\rself b dimly & r>ely1 & re/rict our wor%ip ( ,y to ! mo/ di/ant homage4 ,x w\ld h be5 b ! manife/ation ( ano!r attribute 9 place ( t sweet m]cy :i* has %ap$ ! :ole c\rse1 n ( r$emption's plan only1 b ( ! inn] life ( ea* "o ( u4 ,my ,god1 x might h be5 s--& :at !n w\ld h become ( u8 ,:]e w\ld praise h be51 & tru/1 & lov+ return to ,y\r arms aft] a fall8 ,bless$ be ,y\r "n t ,y will$ to %[ ,y\rself our ,fa!r1 will$ t ) ! y\ng] race1 ,y\r human family1 m]cy %\ld ev] be 9 ! asc5dant4 8,bless$ be ,y = ev]1 my ,god1 my ,m]cy10#he = hav+ %[n ,y\rself to our weak sight 9 ?is s(t5$ light1 ! light t begets love--z ,"o easily appeas$1 z ,"o con/ra9+ tru/1 z ,"o ) arms widespread to ,y\r timid *ildr5--! ,all-=giv+1 ,all-t5d]1 ,all-compassionate--our ,fa!r ,:o art 9 heav54 #he ,cf4 ,psa4 lviii4 ,,xxviii4 ,,h]eaft]4 ,?\ kn[e/ n n[1 b ?\ %alt "k h]eaft]4--,john xiii4 #g4 ,i look =w>d into ! et]nal ye>s & see myself at la/ 9 my re/ on ! bosom ( ,god4 ,all ov]6 ,life1 & unc]ta9ty1 & dea?1 & judgm5t1 & purgatory4 ,& ) my head on ! ,he>t ( ,him ,:o has lov$ me to ! end1 ,i look back4 ,h[ cle> ev]y?+ is f ?is height1 9 ?is uncl\d$ light & ?is untr\bl$ peace6 ,all mi/s swept away2 all d\bts dispell$2 all que/ions set at re/2 all crav+s satisfi$4 ,?\ %alt "k h]eaft]4 ,:y t p]si/5t pray] rema9$ unansw]$2 :y evil prosp]$ & good 0 ov]come2 :y 9 spite ( e ef=t ^? difficulties rema9$ difficulties to ! la/--h[ pla9 x all is n[6 ,i see n[ ! ev]la/+ results ( ! ?\ghts1 & words1 & acts t sp$ s quickly by4 ,i see ! di/9ct "w ( ea* 9 %ap+ my et]nity4 ,i see ! relation ( grace to glory2 :y ,i enjoy ! bless$ vision ( ,god ?us f> & no f>!r4 ,:]e ,i guid$ my /eps by ! light ( fai?1 clung to ,god 9 ! d>kness1 8jo9$ myself to ,him & endur$0--:at fruit ( joy = et]nity6 ,:]e !re 0 c[>dice1 self-seek+1 above all1 mi/ru/ ( ,god--:at loss t c nev]1 nev] be repair$6 ,oh1 :y did ,i n realise t ,i 0 meant to live by fai? dur+ my little life d[n !re1 9 ord] to enjoy ! fruits ( fai? 9 ?is real life ( et]nity6 ,?\ kn[e/ n n[1 b ?\ %alt "k h]eaft]4 ,b ,i may "k n[ if ,i pray = light & /r5g?4 ,i may "k n[ ! ?+s t are = my peace4 ,i may h n[ ! spiritual insight1 ! lum5 cordium :i* ! ,holy ,_s gives to all :o ask4 ,"l ,jesus1 "h really pres5t1 make me see n[ by ! light ( fai? :at ,i %all see almo/ directly 9 ! light ( et]nity2 :5 ,i look back on life1 & grace1 & sacram5ts1 & opportunities1 on worldly aims & worldly hon\rs--f my place 9 heav54 ,by ! te>s ,y %$ ov] ,j]usalem t knew n ! day ( h] visitation1 grant t ,i1 t all ,i love1 t all m5 may "k 9 ?is our day ! ?+s t are = our peace4 ,dawn n[--! h\rs ( e>?'s expectancy1 ,f ! grey heav5 en\gh ( light to guide ,! w>y feet--no m2 en\gh to trace ,aga9/ ! sky 9 outl9e fa9t & blurr$ ,fair =ms1 _! fairness %r\d$ = ! nonce3 ,9 e l9e ( grace & symmetry ,& t5d] hue to be reveal$1 :5 day ,?is hazy sc5e %all flood ) liv+ light1 ,ba?+ all ?+s 9 beauty4 ,n[ we "k ,9 "p1 ! noontide comes & we %all see4 ,o re/less he>t6 res5t+ my/]y1 ,angry ) night1 t by ,div9e decree ,divides ) day ! task ( p]fect+ ,god's _w ( s\ls--fret n aga9/ ! gloom ,t1 baffl+1 humbles !e4 ,:y ?is rev]se1 ,?is wrong defeat+ "r1 brave ef=t cr[n$ ,by failure1 good ) itself at v>iance1 ,?\ "k'/ n n[2 n[ ! /rong trial ( fai?1 ,! cl++1 bl9d ) te>s1 unto ?y ,god ,9 pati5t tru/--h]eaft] ?\ %alt see4 ,,xxix4 ,,my ,,v9ey>d4 ,let u see if ! v9ey>d fl\ri%4--,cant4 vii4 #ab4 ,! vivid lightn+s ( ! ,ea/ t reveal 9 all ! brightness ( day :at lay hidd5 9 d>kness1 h _! p>allel 9 ! flood ( light fla%$ at times ^u ! s\l4 ,)\t w>n+1 )\t app>5t cause1 x comes--a mom5t>y brightness1 b la/+ 9 its effects4 ,imag9ation1 m9d1 he>t1 all h be5 /eep$ 9 x2 h5ce=? ! tru? x has lit up becomes a =ce to influ5ce our life "h & our et]nity h]eaft]4 ,has our responsibility to o!rs be5 ev] ?ru/ ^u u 9 "o ( ^! bur/s ( light8 ,h we realis$1 z x 7 = ! fir/ "t1 ! influ5ce :i* 9 ,god's inscrutable designs we h ov] ! de/9y ( o!rs2 ! dread p[] :i* witt+ly or unwitt+ly1 = good or = evil1 we are ev] ex]cis+ ov] ^? ar\nd u2 ! acc\nt :i* w be dem&$ ( su* a tru/8 ,o ,god1 ,y h giv5 8to e "o ( u comm&m5t conc]n+ our neighb\r04#hf ,:at k9d ( influ5ce has m9e be5 ?us f>8 ,at ! six?1 ! n9?1 ! elev5? h\r x 0 said to me3 8,g y into ,my v9ey>d04#hg ,:at has be5 ! result ( t call & ( t mission8 ,!re has be5 a corn] ( t v9ey>d m>k$ out = me to t5d4 ,am ,i lab\r+ 9 x ) e>ne/ness1 ) self-sacrifice1 ) ! purity ( int5tion t ov]comes difficulties1 & survives disappo9tm5t1 & is undi/urb$ by failure1 because x looks to ,y alone1 works n = self b = ,y\r glory8 ,or am ,i slumb]+ at my po/8 ,) :at feel+s d ,i he> ,y say to me3 8,let u see if ! v9ey>d fl\ri%1 if ! fl[]s be ready to br+ =? fruits06#hh ,is x ( me ,y say3 8,i pass$ by ! field ( ! slo?ful man1 & by ! v9ey>d ( ! fooli% man4 ,& behold x 0 all fill$ ) nettles1 & ?orns _h cov]$ ! face !re(1 & ! /one-wall 0 brok5 d[n08#hi ,mu/ ,i own 9 my %ame1 8,my v9ey>d ,i h n kept08#ij ,o ,"l ( ! v9ey>d1 ,^: love & tru/ are %[n 9 ?is1 t ,y h call$ me to lab\r = :at is de>] to ,y ?an ,y\r v life--h[ h ,i ju/ifi$ ,y\r tru/8 ,d n puni% my slo?fulness by mak+ ov] to ano!r's m e>ne/ toil :at has be5 giv5 into my c>e4 ,b r /& by & help me to "w accord+ to ,y\r w1 t no?+ may p]i% or suff] loss ?r\gh fault ( m9e4 ,help me to wat* vigilantly ! little plot committ$ to me2 to ca/ out c>efully all noxi\s we$s2 to dig1 to prune1 to b9d up & /r5g!n :at is weak2 89 solicitude n slo?ful1 9 _s f]v5t s]v+ ! ,"l04#ia ,!n %all my v9ey>d fl\ri% & br+ =? fruit to ,y\r glory 9 due season4 #hf ,ecclus4 xvii4 #hg ,matt4 xx4 #hh ,cant4 vii4 #hi ,prov4 xxiv4 #ij ,cant4 i4 #ia ,rom4 xii4 ,,xxx4 ,,:]e ,,we ,,are ,,true4 ,?\ saye/1 ,i am ri*1 & made weal?y1 & h ne$ ( no?+3 & kn[e/ n1 t ?\ art wret*$1 & mis]able1 & poor1 & bl9d1 & nak$4--,apoc4 iii4 #ag4 ,x seems to me1 de> ,"l1 t ,y c h>dly reproa* me ) ?is4 ,i "k b too well h[ defici5t ,i am 9 humility2 h[ ,i fire up at ev5 a h9t imply+ blame1 suspicion1 mi/ru/2 h[ reluctantly ,i own to ^? ab\t me t ,i am 9 ! wrong4 ,b alone ) ,y1 my inw>d witness1 x is o!rwise4 ,!re is no difficulty1 no reluctance "h4 ,once 9 ! ,pres5ce ,*amb]1 ! curta9 dropp$ beh9d me1 ! gaze ( creatures turn$ aside1 ,i am myself1 & true1 )\t disguise1 fe9t1 trick+ out ( any sort4 ,i d n trim my spee*1 or tone d[n my 8,peccavi10 8to make excuses 9 s9s04#ib ,i conceal nei!r my fail+s nor my ne$s4 ,) ! privilege ( ! creature 9 pres5ce ( ! ,creator1 ,i lie on my face be=e ,y j z ,i am1 = ,y\r eye to see1 ,y\r e> to he>k5 to1 ,y\r ,he>t to pity & to bless4 ,h[ c\ld !re be pret5ce ) ,y or affectation8 ,i "k & feel t 8,?y eyes are ^u me10#ic 8behold+ ! good & ! evil02#id t 8,god ,:o see? all0#ie 8is ! weigh] ( spirits04#if ,be=e t all-see+ ,eye self-delusion1 conceit1 untru?fulness 9 e %ape mu/ melt away4 ,i _c inde$ "k my no?+ness & s9fulness z !y are kn[n to ,y4 ,i d n fa?om "o ( ! ?\s& motives ,i h = self-abasem5t 9 ,y\r sight4 ,b ,i ?9k my self-k z f> z x goes is true4 ,i am ready to see ) ,y t ,i am wret*$ & mis]able & poor & bl9d & nak$4 ,i "k & feel ) ! mo/ intimate conviction t 9 my s\l are ! se$s ( e evil passion2 t !y w *oke ! good se$ & ru9 me unless ,y\r p[] represses !m2 t unless ,y\r ,almighty h& *ecks ! weight ( temptation1 my enemy mu/ prevail ov] me2 t x is ow+ to ,y\r goodness ,i h n be5 tempt$ z o!rs2 t ( myself ,i am no?+ b weakness & mis]y & s94 ,h[ x comes to pass t my self-k does n be> bett] fruit2 t :5 occasion requires ,i am n m ready to own to :at ,i am ?us consci\s (1 am n m indulg5t & compassionate 9 my judgm5t ( o!rs--,i "k n4 ,b ,i ?ank ,y = :at ,y h giv52 & ask e>ne/ly = m & /rong] light to br+ ab\t con=mity betwe5 my int]ior conviction & my ext]ior words & actions4 ,v5i1 ,pat] paup]um1 ,v5i1 ,dator mun]um1 ,v5i1 ,lum5 cordium4 #ib ,psa4 cxl4 #ic ,job vii4 #id ,prov4 xv4 #ie ,ecclus4 vii4 #if ,prov4 xvi4 ,,xxxi4 ,,9 ,,sil5ce ,,& ,,9 ,,hope4 --,isa4 xxx4 #ae4 ,%e came ) h] cru%+ memories1 ,%e came ) h] secret fe>s1 ,%e br\ght ,him h] hidd5 mis]y ,& h] bitt] burn+ te>s4 ,& all alone at t *e]less bo>d ,prep>$ ,him h] own sweet fea/1 ,(f]+ h] he>t ) h] spik5>d ,& ! kiss t 8nev] ceas$04 ,%e m>vell$ :5 ,he upbraid$ ,! cruel ?\ghts ( m51 ,& te>s fell fa/ z ,he laud$ h]-- ,h]1 ,m>y ,magdal54 ,z %e m>k$ h[ ,8 ,he>t no tok5 ,( h] contrite love _h miss$1 ,! love t _h giv5 ( its be/1 ,ano9t$1 & wa%$1 & kiss$2 ,& t5d]$ a he>t ) p5it5ce ,fill$ to ! v brim1 ,& brav$ ! scorn ( a c>p+ cr[d ,to /ake its all on ,him4 ,absorb$ 9 h] lov+ m9i/ries ,%e knelt at ,8 ,feet ap>t1 ,! sc&al ( e eye save "o ,t s\nde? ! secret he>t4 ,%e knew t h] un=giv5 pa/ ,lay op5 to ,8 k51 ,yet no ^w ( supplication ,spake ,m>y ,magdal54 ,love taught a sublim] plead+1 ,elect$ a bett] "p-- ,calm tru/ 9 ,him ,:o spurne? n ,! humble contrite he>t4 ,f out ! fulness ( ,8 own ,came pl5>y release3 8,h] _m s9s are p>don$ h]3 ,arise & g 9 peace04 ,o ,*ri/1 ,:o t poor s9n]'s love ,s glori\sly ha/ cr[n$1 ,t ?r\gh all "t h] "n ) ,?9e ,%all ?r\gh ! _w res\nd2 ,:o waite/ "h ! p5it5t1 ,all-pity+ n[ z !n1 ,give me ! brave1 unfalt]+ tru/ ,( ,?y de> ,magdal54 ,,xxxii4 ,,god',s ,,"w4 ,to ! ,"l 0 ,8 own "w kn[n f ! beg9n+ ( ! _w4--,acts xv4 #ah4 ,7 ,y\r "w kn[n to u1 my ,god1 z x is to ,y1 h[ well ord]$ our m9ds & he>ts1 our views1 affections1 lives w\ld be6 ,h[ all ?+s w\ld fall into _! prop] places--ev5ts public & private1 e detail ( ,y\r ,provid5ce affect+ ourselves & o!rs6 ,our desires especially1 h[ tranquil1 h[ subord9at$ !y w\ld be6 ,or1 r1 w\ld !re be any desire save = ! fur!rance ( ,y\r "w by ! fulfilm5t ( ,y\r w8 ,b may n ?is be our disposition n[ by means ( fai?8 ,may we n see 9 all t happ5s ! action or ! p]mission ( ,god1 to ,:om ,8 own "w is kn[n8 ,a *ild 9 ! mid/ ( a cr[d is consci\s ( no?+ b its imm$iate surr\nd+s4 ,cru%$ & /ifl$1 x c see & feel only ! objects actually t\*+ x4 ,b let ! fa!r take x up 9 8 arms & hold x al(t--:at a diff]5ce ! elevation w make6 ,i am 9 a cr[d2 9 ! d>k1 ) ! n>r[e/ views & int]e/s2 kn[+ b dimly = :at we are come toge!r2 f9d+ no mean+ (t5 9 :at is /irr+ ar\nd me4 ,b %\ld ,god deign to raise me to ,8 po9t ( view1 :at a *ange w\ld come ov] me6 ,h[ diff]5tly ,i %\ld look on all ?+s6 ,9 all t happ5s ,i %\ld see ! good pleasure or ! p]mission ( ,8 ,provid5ce3 8rea*+ f end to end mightily1 & ord]+ all ?+s sweetly04#ig ,?is w\ld n dull my susceptibilities1 nor cramp my desires4 ,f> f x6 ,) ! wid5$ prospect int]e/s w\ld multiply on e side4 ,b all ?+s w\ld be se5 9 _! true light4 ,9 all ,i %\ld recognise ! ,div9e w unfold+ itself 9 ! c\rse ( ev5ts1 & guid+ all ?+s1 undet]r$ by ! action ( man's free w1 to its own pr$et]m9$ ends4 ,9 a deadly conte/ involv+ my c\ntry's hon\r & welf>e1 my patriotism w\ld run high4 ,b too viol5t regrets at ! rev]ses ( our arms1 too vehem5t anxiety z to ! issue1 w\ld be held 9 *eck by my ignorance ( ,god's designs4 ,once kn[n by ! issue1 ,8 w w\ld be accept$ loyally1 simply because x 0 ,8 w4 8,?anks be to ,god1 ,:o ha? giv5 u ! victory40#ih ,or--9 spite ( human feel+ & repugnance--8,! ,"l gave1 & ! ,"l ha? tak5 away3 bless$ be ! "n ( ! ,"l04#ii ,s 9 family trials1 ! hidd5 sorr[s ( ! he>t1 ! vicissitudes ( ! spiritual life--!re w\ld be ! habit ( look+ up into my ,fa!r's ,face to see ,8 mean+ 9 x all2 & :]e ,i c\ld n see1 le>n+ to b[ my head & kiss ,8 h&4 8,yea1 ,fa!r2 = s ha? x seem$ good 9 ,?y sight40#ajj ,does ! ,creator ask too mu* ( ,8 little creature :5 ,he bids x submit itself ?us to ,him8 ,or is x n r a m>vell\s condesc5sion on ,8 "p to invite ! fusion ( our w ) ! ,div9e1 ?us associat+ u ) ,himself 9 ! "w kn[n to ,him f ! beg9n+8 99 99 99 99 99 ,:at ,y want1 my ,god1 ,y %all h1 & z *e]fully z ,i c give x4 ,to give )\t co/ or pa9 is n always 9 my p[]4 ,y d n ask ?is3 nay1 ,y accept ! co/ & pa9 z prov+ great] love4 ,y value above all ?+s ! fai? t gives 9 ! d>k1 n see+ ,y\r op5 h&1 nor ! smile :i* w\ld be its in/ant rew>d2 n und]/&+ z yet ! joy our fidelity is to ,him ,:o deigns to realise ,8 et]nal designs ?r\gh ! in/rum5tality ( our free w4 ,o ,god1 let n m9e be want+6 ,take all ,i h1 take x at any co/4 ,i make ,y welcome to all4 ,my rew>d %all be to kneel at ,y\r feet "o day1 & foll[ ,y\r f+]1 %[+ h[1 "h 9 brightness1 "h 9 %ade1 ,y\r "w 0 entru/$ to me1 &--my ,god1 :at joy6 ,i h n disappo9t$ ,y4 #ig ,wisd4 viii4 #ih #a ,cor4 xv4 #ii ,job i4 #ajj ,matt4 xi4 ,,xxxiii4 ,a ,,/rong ,,cry4 ,!y rebuk$ him1 t he %\ld hold 8 peace4 ,b he cri$ out mu* m3 8,son ( ,david1 h m]cy on me04--,luke xviii4 #ci4 ,!re are mom5ts :5 we fl+ ourselves be=e ! ,tab]nacle ) a desire too vehem5t = words4 ,^! translate our ?\ghts & ne$s up to a c]ta9 po9t4 ,beyond t1 we mu/ betake ourselves to ! cry ( ! he>t4 ,:at a relief to "k t t cry passes in/antly into ! pres5ce ( ,him ,:o made u1 & is welcom$ !re4 ,nay1 x has n ev5 a pres5ce-*amb] to seek1 = 8,he is n f> f any "o ( u04#aja 8,8 e> lies ev] on our lips40 ,& ?is is yet too f>4 ,z ! sponge 9 mid-ocean s are we borne up1 environ$1 p5etrat$1 saturat$ ) ,him4 8,9 ,him we live & move & h our be+40#ajb ,?is is ,he to ,:om we cry4 ,nor ne$ we ev5 cry4 ,= 8all ?+s are nak$ & op5 to ! eyes ( ,him to ,:om our spee* is04#ajc ,our ,god is nigh unto u2 ,he is )9 u2 m pres5t to u ?an we are to ourselves4 ,he kn[s ! ne$ t ca/s u on our face be=e ,him4 ,he saw our tr\ble be=e x took %ape 9 our s\l4 ,he kn[s ea* ?rill ( pa91 & ! agony ( helplessness1 & ! fe> t holds u z 9 a vice4 ,all ?is ,he kn[s4 ,& ,he is n displeas$ ) ! passionate e>ne/ness ( our cry = help4 ,job 0 blameless be=e ,god :5 8 mis]y =c$ f him bold words ( expo/ulation4 ,jacob 0 bless$ = be+ /rong aga9/ ,god4 ,our ,almighty ,fa!r loves to be ov]come by ,8 *ildr54 ,he is will+ to h ,8 gifts wre/$ f ,him by ! int5sity ( pray]4 ,nor w ,he h su* pray] to be disconc]t$ or turn$ aside by ! evid5ce ( its untimel9ess4 ,no1 n ev5 :5 ,he ignores or d5ies x4 ,he loves ! tru/ t cat*es up ! rebuff & fl+s x back1 a passionate plea = m]cy3-- 8,x is n good to take ! *ildr5's bread & to ca/ x to ! dogs40#ajd 8,yea1 ,"l2 = ! :elps also eat ( ! crumbs t fall f ! table ( _! ma/]s40 ,oh1 t ,i _h ?is /r5g? ( purpose1 ?is tru/ t sweeps all be=e x6 ,"h on ! alt> ,i h my model 9 pray]--,him 8,:o 9 ! days ( ,8 fle% ) a /rong cry (f]$ up pray]s & supplications#aje3 ,abba1 ,fa!r1 all ?+s are possible to ,!e1 remove ?is *alice f me1 b n :at ,i w1 b :at ,?\ wilt40#ajf 8,& be+ 9 an agony1 ,he pray$ ! long]40#ajg 8,& ,he pray$ ! ?ird "t1 say+ ! self same ^w40#ajh 99 99 99 99 99 ,our pray] c nev] be too urg5t1 too p]si/5t1 if only we kneel by ,y\r side & foll[ ,y\r lead1 ,o ,"l4 ,we may return aga9 & aga9 ^u ! same plea3 ,abba1 ,pat]1 omnia ,tibi possibilia sunt4 ,all ?+s1 all ?+s are possible to ,!e2 take ?is *alice f me4 ,yet--= ,?\ kn[e/ be/1 & ,i am %ortsight$ & self-seek+1 & "k n ! ?+s t are = my peace--n my w1 b ,?9e be done4 ,let t w be done :i* 9 a little :ile1 :5 ,i look d[n ^u ?is trial f ! uncl\d$ brightness ( my place 9 heav51 ,i %all joyfully own to h be5 = ! be/1 bett] a ?\s& times ?an any?+ ,i c\ld h devis$4 8,fa!r1 if ,?\ wilt1 remove ?is *alice f me4 ,b if ?is *alice may n pass away1 b ,i mu/ dr9k x1 ,?y w be done40 #aja ,acts xvii4 #ajb ,acts xvii4 #ajc ,heb4 iv4 #ajd ,m>k vii4 #aje ,heb4 v4 #ajf ,m>k xiv4 #ajg ,luke xxii4 #ajh ,matt4 xxvi4 ,,xxxiv4 8,,be ,,ready60 7,a visit = ! ,fir/ ,friday ( ! mon?47 8,be ready60 ,y\r ^w ( w>n+1 ,"l1 & my "o desire4 ,& s ,i come to ,y to get ready4 ,i %all be too weak & suff]+ on my b$ ( dea?1 too appall$ by ! sight ( my pa/ life to be able to d mu* by way ( prep>ation = ! ,la/ ,sacram5ts4 ,yet ,i %all ne$ all _! grace1 & ,i mu/ br+ to !m at lea/ ! necess>y dispositions4 ,take ! c>e ( all ^u ,y\rself4 ,see ,y\rself to my dispositions4 ,look ^u all z a tru/ committ$ to ,y long ago1 committ$ to ,y aga9 & aga9 ) ! m self-ab&onm5t z ! "t & circum/ances ( my la/ h\r are absolutely unkn[n to me4 ,let me f9d out 9 t h\r h[ well x is to h hop$ 9 ! ,"l4 ,let me f9d ,y1 my ,"l1 9 dea? equal to ,y\rself--to all ,i h f\nd ,y 9 life4 ,& :5 ! h\r = ,sacram5ts has pass$2 :5 ! ,*ur* has /ret*$ h] h& to ! utmo/ to hold me to ! la/1 up to ! v conf9es ( t _w :]e h] jurisdiction /ops2 :5 my s\l is pass+ beyond ! rea* ( t h& :i* has /ay$ me up till !n1 & be5 help & heal+ all my life ?r\gh--!n1 ,o my ,savi\r1 d = me imm$iately1 by ,y\rself1 :at ,y h done = me ?r\gh ,y\r ,*ur*4 ,he> ,y\rself my la/ confession made /raight to ,y\r ,he>t4 ,he> my la/ av[al 8( my s _m s9s02 ( ^? = :i* ,i h sorr[$ mo/ bitt]ly1 :i* h be5 br\ght (t5e/ "u ! absolv+ h& ( ,y\r prie/4 ,:5 my la/ words 9 ?is _w are said2 :5 my eyes are clos$ to ! crucifix1 & my h&s c grasp ! ros>y no long]2 :5 my e>s are %ut to all ! s\nds ( e>?1 & all ?+s are s9k+ r\nd me--!n let me feel ,y ne>4 ,inspire ,y\rself my la/ cry = m]cy4 ,sweep away ! cl\ds t w ga!r ?ick & fa/ be=e ! eyes ( my s\l1 seek+ to hide t m]cy f me4 ,let ,y\r h& hold me4 ,let ,y\r arm be r\nd me :5 all else is fall+ away4 ,y h pass$1 ,o ,"l1 ?r\gh ! agony ( dea?3 be ) me 9 my agony4 ,all ! nameless t]rors ( t h\r are kn[n to ,y4 ,all ! dang]s t await me !n are cle> to ,y "h 9 ! tab]nacle--! weakness1 ! we>9ess1 ! pa9s ( _s1 & ( s5se1 ! temptations kept = ! la/1 ! lonel9ess1 ! unsuspect$ sn>es1 ! lack ( human help4 ,o human ,he>t1 be my secure refuge 9 t awful h\r4 ,i call ^u ,y n[ to fulfil 9 my fav\r !n ! promise to ^? devot$ to ,y\r sacr$ ,he>t3 8,i w be _! assur$ refuge 9 life & m especially at dea?40 ,record>e1 ,jesu pie1 ,quod sum causa ,tuae viae ,ne me p]das illa die4 ,qua]5s me s$i/i lassus1 ,r$emi/i crucem passus3 ,tantus labor non sit cassus4 ,recollect1 ,o love div9e1 ',twas = ?is lo/ %eep ( ,?9e ,?\ ,?y glory did/ resign4 ,satte/ we>y seek+ me1 ,suff'r$/ ^u ! tree3 ,let n va9 ,?y lab\r be4 ,,xxxv4 8,,dom9e1 ,,ecce ,,quem ,,amas ,,infirmatur40 --,john xi4 #c4 ,h[ _m ,be?anies1 ,"l ,jesus1 h !re be5 9 ! _w s9ce ! day ,y /ood ) ,m>?a & ,m>y by ! grave ( ,laz>us6 ,h[ _m !re are at ?is h\r6 ,& ea* ) all its pa9 is kn[n to ,y\r pity+ ,he>t4 ,e detail kn[n--! fe>1 ! anxiety1 ! we>y yet unwe>i$ pray]1 ! long1 long wait+ = ,y\r com+2 ! hope t rises & falls & cl+s ! fa/] = its less foo?old to ,y\r promises1 ,y\r m]cy1 ,y\r de> human ,he>t4 ,y "k x all4 ,y h se5 all1 he>d all = ye>s4 ,& /ill ,y wait1 j z ,y wait$ beyond ! ,jordan :il/ ! si/]s wept beside _! bro!r's b$1 beside 8 grave4 8,n[ ,jesus lov$ ,m>?a1 & h] si/] ,m>y1 & ,laz>us4 ,:5 ,he _h he>d !re=e t he 0 sick1 ,he /ill rema9$ 9 ! same place two days40#aji ,:y1 ,"l1 :y--) ,y\r he>t s t5d] & ,y\r arm s /rong1 & dang] ne>1 & "t %ort1 & ^? ,y love s fe>ful & s sad8 ,:y did y /ill rema91 ,o ,"l8 ,truly ,y\r ?\ghts are n z our ?\ghts1 nor ,y\r ways z ours4 ,our love /&s s5try r\nd its de> ones1 to w>d (f pa9 or sorr[3 8,f> be x f ,!e1 ,"l1 ?is %all n be unto ,!e04#aaj ,y\r love1 seek+ r to sanctify ?an to sp>e1 assigns to sorr[ a def9ite "w 9 behalf ( ,y\r belov$4 8,:om ! ,"l love?1 ,he *a/ise?1 & ,he sc\rge? e son :om ,he receive?40#aaa 8,n[ ,jesus lov$ ,m>?a1 & ,m>y1 & ,laz>us4 ,:5 ,he _h he>d !re=e t he 0 sick1 ,he /ill rema9$ 9 ! same place two days40 8,our ,"l ,himself 0 p]fect$ by ,8 passion40#aab ,& 9 t passion x 0 n ! nails :i* tore ! fle%1 b ! angui% :i* r5t ! _s1 t drew =? ,8 bitt] cry4 ,x 0 ! passion ( ,8 ,he>t t 0 ! h>de/4 ,x is by ! crucifixion ( ! he>t t ,*ri/ is p]fect$ 9 u4 ,!re=e ,he /ays away & leaves u to suff]+ h>d] f> to be> ?an physical pa94 ,we cry out4 ,we s5d our messages to ,him4 ,& ,he does n come4 8,my ,god1 ,my ,god1 :y ha/ ,?\ =sak5 me60 ,he he>s & does n come4 ,! e*o ( ,8 own cry ( desolation moves ,8 ,he>t4 ,& /ill ,he does n come4 ,x is because ,jesus loves t ,he does viol5ce to ,8 he>t & lets ! cross d = ,8 fri5ds :at x alone c d4 ,?is is ,8 way ( %[+ love4 ,he expects u to und]/& x4 ,9 ! cross1 z 9 ! sacr$ my/]y ( ! alt>1 ,8 love puts on /range disguises4 ,b puts !m on s regul>ly1 s frankly1 t los+ by ?is "t _! p[] ( disguise1 !y ought to reveal in/ead ( hid+ ,him4 ,we mu/ be pati5t & wait4 ,! "t ( ,8 com+1 ) its ways & means1 we c leave to ,8 wisdom & ,8 love4 ,our "w is to s5d urg5tly & p]sev]+ly ! message ^: tru/ vanqui%$ ,8 ,he>t at la/ & made ,him say1 8,let u g to him04 99 99 99 99 99 8,"l1 behold1 he :om ,?\ love/ is sick40 ,be=e a ?\s& tab]nacles t cry is ris+4 ,no pray]1 b plead+ m pot5t ?an any pray]4 ,its p]sev]ance is its p[]4 ,c x b hold out1 ignore neglect1 support delay1 x is sure to he> 9 ,god's own "t3 8,?y bro!r %all rise aga94444 ,laz>us1 come =?40 ,li/51 ,"l ,jesus1 to t cry4 ,by ! pity x woke 9 ,y\r sacr$ ,he>t--li/56 ,by ! te>s ,y %$ ) ! weep+ si/]s--li/56 ,n = "o ,laz>us only1 b = ea* & e "o ?r\gh\t ! _w1 d we entreat ,y3 ,dom9e1 ecce quem amas infirmatur6 ,if a miracle is ne$$1 we ask x ) confid5ce4 ,is !re "o ,y w\ld "w m gladly8 ,o ,"l1 make ha/e to help u4 ,to-day1 to-day--to-morr[1 p]haps1 x w be too late4 ,ecce quem amas infirmatur6 #aji ,john xi4 #aaj ,matt4 xvi4 #aaa ,heb4 xii4 #aab ,heb4 ii4 ,,xxxvi4 ,,aft] ,a ,,dea?4 ,& 8 disciples came & took ! body1 & buri$ x1 & came & told ,jesus4--,matt4 xiv4 #ab4 ,poor disciples6 ,!y _h lo/ _! ma/]4 ,life lay a blank be=e !m2 all its mean+ gone1 all its purpose *ang$4 ,! support on :i* !y _h lean$ 0 tak5 away--:at 0 to become ( !m8 ,poor disciples inde$--yet happy too4 ,= ! h& t dealt ! bl[ held ! rem$y4 ,x l$ !m to ,jesus4 ,:at does t mean b t all !y _h lo/ 0 made up to !m a ?\s&fold8 ,!y took ! body1 & buri$ x1 & came & told ,jesus4 ,we c see ,him receiv+ ! =lorn little b&4 ,we c he> ,8 words ( t5d] pity & com=t z ,he drew !m out & got f !m all _! tr\bl$ tale4 ,we c feel ! relief x 0 to tell ,him all2 feel ! peace t /ole into _! he>ts z ,he spoke to !m ( _! ma/]1 & g5tly won !m f _! grief1 & drew !m to ,himself4 ,!y yield$ to ! div9e attraction ( t ,eye & t ,voice1 to ! irresi/ible sympa?y ( t ,he>t1 to ! grace t spoke to _! own he>ts4 ,& ?us t bitt] loss prov$ ! cr[n+ grace ( _! lives1 ! cause ( _! et]nal joy--because !y let x lead !m to ! feet ( ,*ri/--because !y came & told ,jesus4 ,o ,ma/]6 ,i too come to ,y\r feet to tell ,y all4 ,i h buri$ my dead4 ,i h lo/ :at c nev] be re/or$ to me 9 ?is _w4 ,i h come f ! grave ) half myself buri$ !re4 ,i h come back to a life ) all its mean+ gone f x--a life )\t joy1 int]e/1 any?+ to :i* my s\l responds--a dre>y wa/e /ret*+ be=e me t ,i mu/ cross alone4 ,:]e %all ,i turn = c\rage & = /r5g?8 ,:]e b to ,y to ,:om ! disciples ( ,john turn$ 9 _! desolation8 ,op5 to me ,y\r arms & ,y\r ,he>t4 ,li/5 t5d]ly to me :il/ ,i tell ,y all my tr\ble4 ,speak to my s\l & calm x & /r5g!n x4 ,make up to me = :at ,y h tak5 away4 ,& if ,y ask :at comp5sation ,i desire1 ,i answ]3 8,none o!r ?an ,?yself1 ,o ,"l04 ,let u bo? be ga9]s by ?is bitt] loss--,y by ! full] surr5d] into ,y\r h&s ( all t ,i h & am2 ,i by ! full] gift ( ,y\rself to my s\l--a fulness satisfy+ its e crav+ ) ! love ( ,him1 f ,:om nei!r life nor dea?1 nor ?+s pres5t nor ?+s to come1 h p[] to "p me4 ,,xxxvii4 ,,god',s ,,ways4 ,:]e9 ha/ ,?\ lov$ u8--,mala*4 i4 #b4 ,my ,god1 ,i may tell ,y any?+ & ev]y?+4 ,all ,i h to tell int]e/s ,y1 m especially ! difficulties & tr\bles :i* d n easily come out to o!rs1 & are n = ! mo/ "p v helpfully met :5 !y d come out4 8,= :at man kn[e? ! ?+s ( a man1 b ! _s ( a man t is 9 him80#aac ,b 8! ,_s 7( ,god7 se>*e? all ?+s40#aad ,y "k me ?r\gh & ?r\gh1 & ,i am only own+ to :at ,y see & und]/& p]fectly :5 ,i tell ,y ( rep9+s ar\s$ by gifts & opportunities be/[$ on o!rs1 b d5i$ to me4 ,i f9d myself que/ion+1 if n ,y\r wisdom1 at lea/ ,y\r love1 9 t ,i am less ri*ly d[]$ ?an o!rs ) ! happy temp]am5t1 ! tal5ts1 ! moral & social qualities t we reckon among ! bett] gifts ( life1 t r5d] life n a duty m]ely1 nor a s\rce ( m]it1 b a cont9ual joy4 ,i d n see t 8! l9es are fall5 unto me 9 goodly places02 r ,i ask petulantly1 8,:]e9 ha/ ,?\ lov$ me80 ,! s\rce ( su* disquiet is selfi%ness4 ,?is is ! dismal consolation ,i %\ld get 7 ,i to confide my tr\ble to ! mo/ indulg5t ( fri5ds4 ,b h ,y no bett] com=t = me1 my ,creator & my ,fa!r8 ,to :om %all ,i g 9 my pa9s if n to ,him ,^: 8h&s h made me & =m$ me02#aae to my ,fa!r 8t ha? possess$ me1 & made me1 & creat$ me02#aaf ,:o says to me1 8,i w h m]cy on !e m ?an a "m08#aag ,!re is no humbl+ av[al ,i may n tru/ to ,y1 & tru/+ x be sure ( sympa?y4 8,:y ha/ ,?\ done s to u80 0 ! meek remon/rance ( ! mo/ submissive ( h&maids4 8,:]e9 ha/ ,?\ lov$ u80 0 said by ! mo/ cross-gra9$ & ?ankless ( peoples4 ,& to bo? que/ion]s ,y v\*saf$ a reply4 ,i too1 !n1 may ask3 ,:y1 ,fa!r1 ha/ ,?\ done s to me8 ,9 )hold+ :at is good 9 itself1 :at w\ld h made me happi]1 ,:]e9 ha/ ,?\ lov$ me8 ,y\r answ] might be3 8,%all ! ?+ =m$ say to ,him t =m$ x1 :y ha/ ,?\ made me ?us80#aah ,b 9 place ( rebuke ,y sil5ce my tr\ble by an invitation3 8,come up hi!r04#aai ,i am to take my /& by ,y\r side1 & f t height look ar\nd on ! design fram$ f et]nity4 ,p>ts ( a plan c be view$ aright only 9 connection ) ! :ole4 ,to consid] !m indep5d5tly is to miss n only ! mean+ & gr&eur ( ! s*eme 9 its entirety1 b p>ticul> excell5ce also4 ,?is ,i "k4 ,yet ! t5d5cy ( selfi%ness is to contract ! vision1 & let ! t9y portion assign$ to itself 9 ! univ]sal design absorb ! int]e/ & w>p ! judgm5t4 ,i am too ne> to e>?1 too involv$ 9 its pass+ int]e/s to pres]ve ! relative proportion necess>y = view+ ?+s aright4 ,i mu/ move fur!r (f--look =w>d a few ye>s--plant my feet1 n on ?is transitory _w1 b on ! et]nal %ore1 & f t /&po9t look out ^u creation4 8,he ha? begott5 u 444 t we might be "s beg9n+ ( ,8 creature40#abj ,:at an unseal+ ( eyes awaits me ! mom5t aft] dea?6 ,:at a vi/a all b inf9ite w op5 out be=e me z ! div9e plan unfolds6 ,all ?is human race1 :i* because x encloses my lot is apt to engross my :ole int]e/--if inde$ my int]e/ ext5ds to ! race & is n absorb$ by ! little mis]able me--all ?is va/ assemblage ( human s\ls to be--b "s beg9n+ ( ,8 creature6 ,9 et]nity ,i %all see ! "p assign$ to ?is beg9n+ 9 ! univ]sal s*eme4 ,i %all see ! "p assign$ to ea* unit4 ,i %all grasp )\t ef=t1 )\t reason+1 ! self-evid5t fact t ! dignity ( e human be+ lies 9 its hav+ a place 9 ,god's et]nal design2 t indep5d5t or solit>y greatness is an impossibility2 t our happ9ess no less ?an our gr&eur consi/s 9 fill+ t place 9 ! va/ mosaic :i* div9e wisdom & love has appo9t$ u2 t ! significance ( ! creature1 its beauty & well-be+ are to be f\nd only 9 its con=mity ) ! ideal 9 ! ,creator's m9d4 ,^? :o on e>? h work$ out t ideal & !reby rea*$ _! appo9t$ place are happy4 ,^? :o1 absorb$ by selfi% aims1 h fail$ to fit !mselves = ! place assign$ !m1 are necess>ily ca/ aside z failures--& ?is :atev] ! gifts1 /ation1 influ5ce t di/+ui%$ !m 9 ! mom5t>y int]val betwe5 two et]nities t we call ,"t4 ,no?+ inde$ w a/\nd me m ?an ! rev]sal ( lots 9 ! _w beyond ! grave4 ,i %all see h[ 9 innum]able in/ances pa?s ( glory h l$ to ev]la/+ confusion & oblivion4 ,h[1 on ! o!r h&1 ! unnotic$1 ! meagrely gift$1 h made _! way up to ! highe/ hon\r1 & are plac$ 8) ! pr9ces ( ,8 p04 ,! begg> ( ! ,roman /reets1 %unn$ by e pass]by1 ! %eph]dess ( an obscure village1 ! simple1 illit]ate ,cur d',ars1 z 8! fri5ds ( ,god are made exce$+ly hon\rable04 ,:il/ high above all1 ,k+ ( ,k+s & ,"l ( ,lords1 is a village ,c>p5t] ( h]et(ore4 ,truly ,god's ways are n our ways6 ,:5 ,i see z ,he sees1 !re w be no he>tburn+s1 no p9+ = any?+ h[ev] good 9 itself t has n f\nd place 9 ,8 designs = me4 ,n>r[ views w melt away s completely z to be deem$ :olly inexplicable 9 ! pa/2 egotism disappe> 9 ! bur/ ( admiration at ! design reveal$ 9 creation4 ,:at w be my delight to h a place1 my p>ticul> place1 9 t glori\s s*eme6 ,:at my regret1 z ,i turn away to purgatory1 t ,i h fail$ to co-op]ate 9 ! p]fect+ ( ! :ole 9 ! measure det]m9$ = me6 ,& ?is ,i %all see soon6 ,soon ,i %all be view+ all ?+s f ,god's /&po9t1 ! only "o possible 9 ! l& ( ,tru?4 ,recognis+ at la/ 9 my outfit a m>vell\s adaptation ( means to ! end1 ,i %all see :]e9 ,he has lov$ me4 ,i %all bless ,8 w t has ord]$ all ?+s sweetly4 ,i %all trace ,8 love 9 )hold+ z well z 9 giv+1 9 orda9+ my limitations & defici5cies no less ?an my aptitudes z means = atta9+ to my place 9 ,8 k+dom4 ,! great] or less glory & happ9ess ( t place w be a matt] ( indiff]5ce to me4 ,to rea* ! degree 9 :i* ,he w\ld place me1 to satisfy ,him1 to give ,him ?r\gh\t et]nity ! praise & rev]5ce & s]vice ,he asks ( me--?is w be ! only ambition possible to my enlight5$ und]/&+ & w4 8,9 ,?y light we %all see light40#aba 99 99 99 99 99 ,o ,fa!r1 t x might be ?us ev5 n[6 ,t n[1 :il/ my place 9 heav5 is to be s\ght & rea*$1 ,i might h ! light & /r5g? to accept1 n ) resignation only--?is 7 too poor a gratitude--b ) deepe/1 t5d]e/ ?ankfulness1 ! means fa%ion$ to my h&1 design$ by ,y\r wisdom = me6 #aac #a ,cor4 ii4 #aad ,ibid4 #aae ,psa4 cxviii4 #aaf ,deut4 xxxii4 #aag ,ecclus4 iv4 #aah ,rom4 ix4 #aai ,apoc4 iv4 #abj ,/4 ,james i4 #aba ,psa4 xxxv4 ,,xxxviii4 ,,twilight ,,& ,,noon4 ,my eyes are ev] t[>ds ! ,"l4--,psa4 xxiv4 #ae4 ,h[ m>vell\s is ! vehem5ce ( ,david's utt]ances :5 we consid] ! dimness ) :i* ,god reveal$ ,himself 9 ! "t ( twilight be=e ! com+ ( ,*ri/6 ,he 0 n altoge!r ! hidd5 ,god4 ,?r\gh\t ,8 deal+s ) ,8 p we are /ruck by ! m+l+ ( light & d>kness1 di/ance & ne>ness1 t]rific *a/isem5t & ! t5d]e/ bl&i%m5ts ( love4 ,!re 0 wond]ful condesc5sion & approa* 9 ! tab]nacle ( ! wild]ness1 9 ! revelations to ! prophets1 9 ! int]v5tions ( m]cy t times )\t numb] succ\r$ ! /iff-neck$ p4 ,!re are words ( love 9 ! ,old ,te/am5t unsurpass$ p]haps 9 t5d]ness by any 9 ! ,new4 ,yet :5 ,8 pres5ce is ne>e/1 :5 ,8 reproa*es are mo/ t\*+1 ,8 words mo/ ende>+1 we are consci\s ( ! measureless diff]5ce betwe5 ,god's manife/ation 9 ! pa/ & ! intimacy & famili>ity br\ght into our relations ) ,him by ! ,inc>nation4 ,we :o live 9 ! full illum9ation ( t day :i* k+s & prophets desir$ to see1 _c b feel h[ little e>?'s mo/ enlight5$ m5 knew ! ,god ,:o made !m1 be=e 8! ,^w 0 made fle% & dwelt among/ u04 ,yet s p[]fully 7 !y drawn to ,him1 t _! words are ! fitte/ expon5ts ( e human he>t :5 by desire1 praise1 affection1 ?anksgiv+1 x leaps up to ,god4 ,!y give expression to our e ne$4 ,b1 alas6 !y give too mu* matt] also = self-reproa*4 8,my eyes are always t[>ds ! ,"l10 said ,david4 ,god reveal$ ,himself ) special intimacy to ! man accord+ to ,8 own ,he>t1 t spoke 9 8 own p]son ( ! suff]+s & ! glories ( ,him ,:o 0 to delight 9 ! "n ( ! ,son ( ,david4 ,yet aft] all :at did ,david "k ( ! ,"l comp>$ ) ! k v\*saf$ to ! lea/ enlight5$ ( ! ,*ur*'s *ildr56 ,he _h ! memory ( pa/ m]cies to ! 8se$ ( ,abraham ,8 s]vant1 ! sons ( ,jacob ,8 *os504#abb ,he _h ! %ad[y pres5ce ( ,god 9 ! ,ark ( ! ,cov5ant4 ,& he _h ! dim =ekn[l$ge ( ,"o to come1 ( ! root ( ,jesse1 8beautiful above ! sons ( m510#abc yet 8a worm1 & no man1 ! reproa* ( m51 & ! outca/ ( ! p10#abd ( 8a ,holy ,"o ,:o %\ld n see corruption10#abe b 8sit on ! "r h& ( ,god till all ,8 enemies be made ,8 foot/ool04#abf ,?is 0 all4 ,b x 0 en\gh to keep ! eyes ( ,david fix$ on ,god3 8,my eyes are always t[>ds ! ,"l40 ,i ?9k ( myself4 ,i ?9k ( ! c>eful tea*+ f my *ildhood onw>ds3 ( ! ,gospel /ories s famili> to me t ,i may foll[ ! life ( ! ,god-man f ,8 crib to ,8 cross2 liv+ 9 ,8 company2 li/5+ to ,8 tea*+2 not+ ,8 look & ge/ure & act2 /udy+ ,8 ways & deal+s ) m51 ,8 likes & dislikes1 ! human "* :i* individualis$ ,him & ende>$ ,him to ,8 fri5ds4 ,i may wat* ,him at ,8 "w1 ,i may m>k ! effect ^u ,him ( k9dness & appreciation1 &1 on ! o!r h&1 ( +ratitude1 scorn1 cruelty & hate4 ,i may see him ?ir/y1 wayworn1 footsore1 & fea/ ! eyes ( my s\l on ! absolute p]fection ) :i* all ! ev5tualities ( life 7 met by ,him ,:o1 v ,god ( v ,god1 0 yet ! ,son ( ,man & "o ( u4 ,aga91 ,i may contemplate ,him abid+ ev] ) ,8 ,*ur*1 ! s\rce ( e sup]natural act ?r\gh\t its l5g? & bread?4 ,i may see ! ,div9e sap fl[+ ?r\gh ! v9e to its fur!/ extremities1 ! pr9ciple ( life & gr[?1 ( beauty & ( fruitfulness 9 e s\l ,8 grace has sanctifi$4 ,i "k t all ,8 m]its are plac$ at my disposal2 t ,he desires to make ! meane/ actions ( my life m]itori\s ( an et]nal rew>d by unit+ !m ) ,84 ,i h 8 invitation 9 ! e>ly morn+ to (f] ) ,him ,8 daily sacrifice t is (f]$ = me4 ,i he> ,him ask+ ( me1 if n a daily1 at lea/ a frequ5t invitation to my he>t4 ,i he> him call+ 8,come aside & re/ a little0 :5 9 aft]noon h\rs ! day's tasks are light5+2 call+ me to ,him = an ev5+ bless+ :5 ! day's "w is done4 ,?r\gh ! long h\rs ( day & night ,8 eye is foll[+ me--h[ (t5 are my eyes t[>ds ! ,"l8 ,o eag] he>t ( ,david1 t has met1 if n ) adequate response1 at lea/ ) all y\r /r5g?1 ! advances ( our ,god1 become to ours ! /imulus !y s sadly ne$6 ,9 our noontide spl5d\r1 9 ! fulness ( fruition1 we turn back to cat* ! gl[+ heat ( y\r desires3 8,o ,god my ,god1 to ,!e d ,i wat* at break ( day4 ,= ,!e my s\l ha? ?ir/$2 = ,!e my fle%1 oh1 h[ _m ways60#abg ,y\r envy+ ( our happi] days & high] privileges %all make u appreciate !m bett]3 8,!y h se5 ,?y go+s1 ,o ,god1 ! go+s ( my ,god1 ( my ,k+ ,:o is 9 ,8 sanctu>y04#abh ,we w prize ,8 sanctu>y 9 our mid/2 ! sanctu>y ne>e/ to u1 :]e mo/ ( all our homage & our love are due4 ,morn+1 aft]noon1 & ev5+ we w seek ,him !re to bless ,him & be bless$4 8,9 ! *ur*es bless ye ,god ! ,"l40#abi 8,seek ye ! ,"l1 & be /r5g!n$1 seek ,8 face ev]more40#acj #abb ,psa4 civ4 #abc ,ibid4 xliv4 #abd ,ibid4 xxi4 #abe ,ibid4 xv4 #abf ,ibid4 cix4 #abg ,psa4 lxii4 #abh ,ibid4 lxvii4 #abi ,ibid4 lxvii4 #acj ,ibid4 civ4 ,,xxxix4 ,,responsibility4 ,behold ,i & my *ildr51 :om ,god ha? giv5 me4--,heb4 ii4 ,no sympa?y is s g5u9e & s ready1 none s acceptable & helpful z t creat$ by simil>ity ( exp]i5ce4 8,:at do? he "k t ha? n be5 tri$80#aca 8,:o c rejoice ) !m t rejoice1 & weep ) !m t weep0#acb l "o ^: he>t has ?rill$ ) ! same gladness1 & f\nd relief 9 ! same te>s8 ,no?+ m ende>s our ,"l to u ?an ! pro(s ( fell[-feel+ t come out 9 e act ( ,8 human life4 ,! ,inc>nation 0 ! supreme gift ( ,8 sympa?y4 ,e we>y j\rney to & fro1 e cure ( s\l or body1 e ^w ( w>n+ & ( com=t spoke ( ,8 sympa?y4 ,! ,eu*>i/ is ,8 sympa?y inc>nate to ! end ( "t4 ,no burd5 ( ours is un%>$ by ! ,son ( man4 ,he has devis$ exp$i5ts t bewild] u by _! condesc5sion1 9 ord] to br+ home to u ! tru?3 8,i also h a he>t z well z y40#acc ,he w weep ) 8 fri5ds beside a grave4 ,he w c[] be=e pa9 & ignom9y4 ,he w be 8tempt$ 9 all ?+s l z we are04#acd ,nay1 ,he w ev5 clo! ,himself ) ! appe>ance ( s91 be 8made s9 = u02#ace feel its burd5 & its %ame2 be> ! p5alty ( its guilt1 to prove ,8 devot$ness to u 9 ,8 mo/ w9n+ ( ways--! %>+ ( our mis]ies out ( love4 ,all ! heavy-lad5 ,he invites to ,him1 b none1 p]haps1 are m t5d]ly welcom$ ?an ^? :o come b[$ b5ea? ! weight ( responsibility4 ,:e!r ?is devolves ^u !m ?r\gh _! relations ) o!rs z sup]iors1 or is ! consequ5ce ( k9%ip or fri5d%ip1 x surely w9s = !m ! sympa?y ( ,him ,:o kn[s by ,8 own exp]i5ce ! nature ( all su* responsibilities & ! solicitude !y entail4 8,y call ,me ,ma/]1 & ,"l1 & y say well1 = s ,i am40#acf 8,is n ,he ?y ,fa!r t ha? possess$ !e1 & made !e & creat$ !e80#acg 8,z "o :om ! "m c>esse?1 s w ,i com=t y40#ach ,he is our ,eld] ,bro!r1 8fir/-born among/ _m bre?r520#aci 8! ,physician ( ,:om we all h ne$20#adj 8! ,%eph]d & ,bi%op ( our s\ls04#ada ,he kn[s1 !re=e1 exp]im5tally ! peculi> trials ( ! *>ge ) :i* we are lad51 & we may p\r out our he>ts to ,him ) ! fre$om t comes ( p]fect tru/ 9 ,"o 8sorr[ful10 8heavy10 8tr\bl$0--89 all ?+s l z we are04#adb ,my c>es1 de> ,"l1 are kn[n to ,y1 & n kn[n only1 b laid ^u me by ,y\r own h&4 ,!y weigh heavily at times4 ,! int]e/s at /ake are s trem5d\s1 & my ignorance & helplessness s great4 ,(t5 en\gh ,i d n see :at to d = ! be/2 (t5] /ill ,i _c take ! c\rse t seems to me be/4 ,i am afraid ( a false /ep2 ,i am afraid ( miss+ opportunities4 ,:]e to make a /&1 & :]e to yield2 :5 to comm&1 & :5 to entreat2 :5 to (f] a ^w ( remon/rance or ( c\nsel1 & :5 to say no?+ & tru/ to pray]--all ^! are p]plexities 9 :i* ,i ne$ & pray = ! guidance ( ,y\r holy ,_s4 ,!re is a "t to speak & a "t to keep sil5ce1 b ?is is ,y\r secret1 ,o ,"l6 ,give me ! opportunities won by long pray]4 ,put ^u my lips ! well-tim$ ^w4 ,s5d me ! success t comes ( ca/+ out ! nets at ,y\r ^w1 "u ,y\r eye1 ) ,y\r bless+4 ,& solve = me o!r problems--h[ to tea* my *ildr5 to take _! place befitt+ly 9 ! _w )\t be+ ( ! _w2 h[ to tra9 !m = ! battle ( life2 to provide !m ) an equipm5t = m9d & he>t t w suffice = ! ne$s ( ^! p]il\s times2 to /r5g!n !m by self-k1 self-rev]5ce1 self-control aga9/ ! intellectual & moral dang]s !y w h to face1 & prep>e !m = ! burn+ que/ions ( ! day be=e !y are flung into _! mid/4 ,i tremble at ! sight ( ^! dang]s beg9n+ s e>ly n[ :5 life is liv$ s fa/4 ,& ! "m's words1 ! "m's arms d n rea* z f> z h]et(ore4 ,%e c only pray & tru/4 ,h[ e>ne/ly ,y bid u tru/1 ,o ,"l6 8,fe> n3 = ! battle is n y\rs1 b ,god's40#adc 8,ca/ ?y c>e ^u ! ,"l1 & ,he %all su/a9 !e40#add 8,be quiet1 fe> n1 & let n ?y he>t be afraid40#ade 8,i %all fe> b ,i w tru/ 9 ,!e40#adf 8,my ,god is my help]1 & 9 ,him w ,i put my tru/40#adg 8,9 my affliction ,i call$ ^u ! ,"l1 & ,i cri$ to my ,god40#adh 8,h[ long1 ,o ,"l1 wilt ,?\ =get me1 h[ long do/ ,?\ turn away ,?y face f me8 ,consid]1 & he> me1 ,o ,"l my ,god40#adi 99 99 99 99 99 8,behold ,i & my *ildr51 :om ,god ha? giv5 me60 ,i ga!r !m r\nd me "h at ,y\r feet4 ,i tru/ !m to ,y\r c>e4 ,keep !m 9 ,y\r fai? & 9 ,y\r love1 & br+ !m safely ?r\gh ! d>k p]ils ( ?is life to ! hav5 ( salvation4 8,behold ,i & my *ildr51 :om ,god ha? giv5 me40 ,let me say ?is "o day z we /& 9 ! brightness ( ,y\r ,pres5ce4 ,let me say 9 ! fulness ( my joy3 8,( !m :om ,?\ ha/ giv5 me1 ,i h n lo/ "o40#aej 99 99 99 99 99 8,fe> n6 /& & see ! great wond]s ( ! ,"l1 :i* ,he w d40#aea 8,i w seek t :i* 0 lo/1 & t :i* 0 driv5 away1 ,i w br+ aga92 & ,i w b9d up t :i* 0 brok51 & ,i w /r5g!n t :i* 0 weak40#aeb 8,i w give !m life ev]la/+2 & !y %all n p]i% = ev]1 & no man %all pluck !m out ( ,my h&40#aec #aca ,ecclus4 xxxiv4 #acb ,rom4 xii4 #acc ,job xii4 #acd ,heb4 iv4 #ace #b ,cor4 v4 #acf ,john xiii4 #acg ,deut4 xxxii4 #ach ,isa4 lxvi4 #aci ,rom4 viii4 #adj ,luke v4 #ada #a ,pet] ii4 #adb ,heb4 iv4 #adc #b ,p>4 xx4 #add ,psa4 liv4 #ade ,isa4 vii4 #adf ,psa4 lv4 #adg ,psa4 xvii4 #adh ,ibid4 #adi ,ibid4 xii4 #aej ,john xvii4 #aea ,exod4 xiv4 #aeb ,eze*4 xxxiv4 #aec ,john x4 ,,xl4 ,,life4 ,z long z ! heir is a *ild1 he is "u tutors & gov]nors until ! "t appo9t$ by ! fa!r4--,galat4 iv4 #a1 #b4 ,life is a s*ool--nei!r m nor less4 ,n m4 ,!re=e we mu/ n expect to f9d x satisfy+4 ,we mu/ n look "h = ! fre$om1 ! gladness1 ! w>m?1 ! indef9able happ9ess ( home4 ,b surely ! et]nal ,home is wor? wait+ =6 8,x ha? n yet appe>$ :at we %all be40#aed 8,eye ha? n se51 nor e> he>d1 nei!r ha? x ent]$ into ! he>t ( man1 :at ?+s ,god ha? prep>$ = !m t love ,him40#aee ,yet we may inf] some?+ ( ! gr&eur & bless$ness ( ! life to come f ! /udy ( our own s\ls1 f ! va/ness ( _! capacity1 _! insatiable ?ir/ = k1 ! dep? & t5d]ness ( _! affections4 ,capacity supposes complem5t4 ,! aspirations ,god has giv5 ,he w surely satisfy4 ,& !re=e all t ! noble/1 ! mo/ highly gift$1 ! mo/ lov+ ( our race h desir$ = _! p]fect happ9ess1 w be giv5 to !m 9 a fulness ( :i* !y c =m no conception--8good measure1 press$ d[n1 %ak5 toge!r1 runn+ ov]04#aef ,! mo/ f>-rea*+ p5etration ( ! secrets ( nature & ( grace2 ! p]fect realisation & m a ?\s& times ?an realisation ( home2 ! satisfaction ( all ! crav+s ( k9dr$ & ( fri5d%ip1 to say no?+ ( ! ess5tial joy ( :i* ^! are b ! r$undance--?is is :at awaits u h]eaft]4 ,n "h1 nor yet4 ,we mu/ n look n[ = any?+ b ! fa9te/ anticipation ( :at is 9 /ore = u--we are at s*ool4 ,h[ is x t ?is elem5t>y tru? has s little hold ^u u8 ,life w\ld be mu* less ( a disappo9tm5t if we rememb]$ its true "* & purport1 if we _h m ( ! wisdom ( ! s*oolboy :o lives ) 8 he>t 9 ! future1 & = ! r\gh discipl9e ( ! pres5t is = ev] promis+ himself ! comp5sations ( home4 ,life is a s*ool4 ,no?+ less4 ,!re=e we mu/ bew>e ( squ&]+ ! "t giv5 u to prep>e = our f9al /ate4 ,we are "h = our tra9+1 n = our enjoym5t1 & mu/ g 9 = ! exp]i5ces & ! "w our education dem&s4 ,we h to drill ourselves 9 reg>d to our pleasures & our pa9s4 ,pleasure mu/ n be suff]$ to monopolize our int]e/4 ,x is b ! half holiday ?r[n into s*ool life to make its pressure be>able4 ,pa9 mu/ n ca/ u d[n utt]ly1 b deta* u f our surr\nd+s "h1 & fo/] 9 u ! homesickness ( ! sa9ts4 ,& we h to "w1 "w s]i\sly at ! =mation ( m9d & he>t--! task allott$ u 9 ?is _w4 ,bo? h to be con=m$ to ! lik5ess ( ,him ,:o is ! patt]n ( all ! elect4 ,bo? h to be br\ght into h>mony ) ! surr\nd+s 9 :i* !y w f9d !mselves directly4 8,let ?is m9d be 9 y1 :i* 0 also 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus40#aeg 8,our conv]sation mu/ be 9 heav540#aeh ,meantime we h ) u1 n only z ,ma/]1 b z ,fa!r & ,eld] ,bro!r1 ,him ,:o has pass$ ?r\gh ! exp]i5ce ( human life2 ,:o1 8because ! *ildr5 are p>tak]s ( fle% & blood1 ha? also ,himself 9 l mann] be5 p>tak] ( ! same10#aei 8l to u 9 all ?+s except+ s902#afj ,^: ^w ( com=t z we take to ,him our we>y tasks is a rem9d] at once ( _! necessity & ( _! recomp5se3 8,"w y\r "w be=e ! "t1 & ,he w give y y\r rew>d 9 ,8 "t40#afa ,my ,god1 ,i ?ank ,y = ! immortal _s ,y h giv5 me4 ,i ?ank ,y = its va/ capacity1 :i* ,i recognise 9 a crav+ t no?+ "h c sate4 ,its v ne$9ess appeals to ,y\r b5efic5ce1 8abyss calle? ^u abyss40#afb ,keep up ! ke5ness ( its desire1 ! hung] & ?ir/ :i* ,y h decl>$ bless$1 till ! "t comes = satisfy+ x fully4 ,let me n seek to assuage x by any?+ transitory4 ,let me 8s pass ?r\gh ! ?+s ( "t z n to =feit ^? ( et]nity04#afc ,let me be s*ool$ by ! tasks & trials1 ! little joys & sorr[s & pass+ brightnesses ( ?is life = ! great future1 ! true life t lies beyond4 ,may my happ9ess no less ?an my duty be f\nd 9 prep>+ n[ = :at ,i am to d & to be h]eaft]4 ,& :5 my s*ool days are ov] & my lessons "h are le>n$--de> ,fa!r1 take me ,home6 #aed #a ,john iii4 #aee #a ,cor4 ii4 #aef ,luke vi4 #aeg ,philip4 ii4 #aeh ,cf4 ,ibid4 iii4 #aei ,heb4 ii4 #afj ,ibid4 iv4 #afa ,ecclus4 li4 #afb ,psa4 xli4 #afc ,collect = #crd ,sunday aft] ,p5teco/4 ,,! ,,ab]de5 ,,univ]sity ,,press ,,limit$4 ,,transcrib]',s ,,notes ,?is file uses und]scores to indicate italic text4 ,9 ! footnotes1 #a ,p>4 & #b ,p>4 ref] to ! fir/ & second ,books ( ,p>alipom5on1 :i* are also kn[n z ! ,books ( ,*ronicles4 ,footnotes h be5 r5umb]$ & mov$ to ! ends ( _! *apt]s4 ,miss+ italics m>k+s 9 *apt] subheads h be5 sil5tly correct$4 ,itemiz$ *anges f ! orig9al text3 ,on page #cg1 *ang$ 8may-be0 to 8maybe01 ne> 8are det]r$ f visit+0 ,on page #ei1 *ang$ 8heavy lad50 to 8heavy-lad501 ne> 8)9 a /one's ?r[0 ,on page #fi1 *ang$ 8fault 0 to 8fault401 9 8?r\gh my fault0 ,on page #fi1 *ang$ 8fail 0 to 8fail401 9 8w nev] fail0 ,on page #if1 *ang$ 8#c ,k+s0 to 8#a ,k+s01 9 8,footnote #eh0 ,on page #aae1 *ang$ 8,ps4 xxiii40 to 8,psa4 xxiv01 9 8,footnote #ha0