,transcrib]'s note3 ,unusual & inconsi/5t spell+ is z pr9t$4 ,new orig9al cov] art includ$ ) ?is e,book is grant$ to ! public doma94 ,illu/ration3 ,! ,wet ,sunday4 ,,! ,,wid[ ,,davis ,,& ,,! ,,"y ,,mill9]s ,a ,/ory = ,"y ,ladies4 ,,by ,,! ,,au?or ,,( ,,! ,,"m',s ,,mission1 ,,! ,,object ,,( ,,life1 ,,etc4 ,,lucy ,,ell5 ,,gu]nsey ,illu/ration ,,?ree ,,illu/rations4 ,illu/ration ,,new ,,york3 ,,nelson ,,phillips4 ,,c9c9nati3 ,,hit*cock ,,wald54 ,,cont5ts4 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,i4 ,,sunday ,,aft]noon ,,at ,,! ,,davis ,,cottage ,,ii4 ,,jane ,,saund]s ,,seek+ ,,light ,,iii4 ,,ob/9ate ,,ell5 ,,iv4 ,,bright] ,,days ,illu/ration ,illu/rations4 ,illu/ration ,,! ,,wet ,,sunday ,,jane ,,saund]s ,,! ,,"y ,,mill9]s ,,! ,,wid[ ,,davis ,,& ,,! ,,"y ,,mill9]s4 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,i4 ,,sunday ,,aft]noon ,,at ,,! ,,davis ,,cottage4 ,,mrs4 ,,davis _h once fill$ ! situation ( assi/ant tea*] 9 a s*ool1 :]e %e _h pr(it$ by opportunities ( in/ruction2 b aft] a p]iod ( prosp]ity1 a succession ( trials & losses1 foll[$ by wid[hood & brok5 heal?1 _h r$uc$ h] to extreme pov]ty4 ,subsequ5tly h] only *ild1 ,m>y1 hav+1 ?r\gh ! k9dness ( fri5ds1 be5 in/ruct$ 9 ! v>i\s bran*es ( ! mill9]y & dress-mak+ bus9ess1 0 able to af=d mat]ial help to h] "m1 9 ! little income %e e>n$1 & on :i* !y liv$ 9 cont5t$ obscurity4 ,m>y ,davis 0 employ$ at ! e/abli%m5t ( ! *ief mill9] & dressmak] 9 h] native t[n1 :]e h] /eady att5dance & nev] fail+ indu/ry 7 greatly valu$1 & :]e tol]able regul>ity 9 ! h\rs ( labor1 & an h\r snat*$ f re/1 ei!r 9 ! morn+ or ev5+1 at home1 enabl$ h] to m9i/] 9 _m ways to h] "m's p]sonal com=t4 ,sunday 0 ,m>y's happie/ day2 a portion ( x 0 sp5t 9 ! public wor%ip ( ,god1 & ! /udy ( 8 ^w2 a portion 9 in/ruct+ o!rs at ! ,sunday s*ool2 & ! rema9d] 9 enjoym5t ( h] "m's society4 ,b v diff]5t 7 ! ,sunday enjoym5ts ( ,m>y's "y companions at ,miss ,baylis's1 "s ( :om _h homes 9 ! t[n1 & "s liv$ 9 ! h\se ( bus9ess2 & ,mrs4 ,davis he>d ) pa9 & regret ( _! plans = amusem5t & pleasure on ! ,"l's day1 :i* !y consid]$ entirely _! own4 ,displays ( f9]y1 & meet+s = revelry & gossip1 aft] ! six days' re/ra9ts ( duty1 con/itut$ _! *ief idea ( enjoym5t1 z if ! cessation ( bodily toil impli$ also ! wa/e ( preci\s "t1 ! misapplication ( o!r tal5ts1 & total neglect ( ! immortal s\l4 ,no long] able1 ?r\gh infirm heal?1 to prosecute h] labor ( love 9 ! ,sunday s*ool1 or ! di/rict1 ,mrs4 ,davis appli$ h] he>t & m9d1 ) pray]ful int]e/1 to ! condition ( ^! ?\ghtless "y p1 & wat*$ 9 anxi\s hope = "s opportunity ( usefulness 9 _! behalf4 ,!y 7 h] daught]'s companions necess>ily = six days e week2 !y 7 immortal creatures2 & !y 7 liv+ n only )\t ,god 9 ! _w1 b 9 op5 rebellion aga9/ 8 au?ority1 & rejection ( 8 love4 ,?is 0 en\gh to enli/ ! active ef=ts ( a practical ,*ri/ian4 ,%e began ) a wet ,sunday aft]noon4 ,among ! small] mis]ies ( human life1 fir/ 9 ! catalogue ( ! mill9]'s appr5tice1 ! %opman or %opwoman1 & inde$ ( all employ$ 9 weekly labor1 ^: he>ts h n f\nd peace 9 ,him :o prep>e? ra9 = ! e>?1 give? sn[ l wool1 & cause? ! w9d to bl[1 /&s a wet ,sunday aft]noon4 ,va9 7 x to attempt an enum]ation ( its p[]s to disappo9t1 to cross & irritate ^? ^: m9ds are set ^u self-indulg5ce 9 "o =m or ano!r1 f ! tradesman1 int5t ^u 8 drive1 to ! little s]vant maid ^: turn is ! ,sunday out4 ,ra9 aga91 "m1 said ,m>y ,davis1 z %e prep>$ = *ur* "o ,sunday morn+2 h[ disappo9t$ two ( our new workwom5 w be1 = !y h talk$ ( no?+ all ! week b a pleasure trip ?is aft]noon4 ,d y ?9k !y w\ld come "h in/ead8 ask$ h] "m4 ,p]haps1 z !y h n be5 long en\gh 9 ! t[n to h made _m acqua9tances1 !y might be glad ( an invitation1 r ?an rema9 9 _! own room4 ,m>y %ook h] head2 %e did n ?9k x probable t two su* gay & dressy girls z ,jane & ,ell5 ,saund]s w\ld l to come to h] quiet home1 b %e w\ld be pass+ ! h\se1 & c\ld call to ask !m2 ?is1 on h] return f *ur*1 %e did4 ,%e f\nd ! si/]s sitt+ at ! w9d[1 ) mo/ uncom=table temp]s & discont5t$ faces1 look+ out ^u ! dirty /reet & ! fall+ ra91 mak+ rem>ks ^u e p]son :o pass$ by1 :o af=d$ any possible subject = _! ridicule & criticism ( dress or mann]4 ,:y1 ,m>y ,davis1 exclaim$ ,jane1 z ,m>y ent]$ ! room1 :o w\ld h ?\ght ( see+ y "h to-day8 ,are y come to sit ) u1 & help u to get ov] ?is mis]able day "s h[ or o!r8 ,i'm sure ,i don't "k :at to d ) myself4 99 99 ,see ,frontispiece4 ,m>y deliv]$ h] "m's message1 & obs]v$ ) pleasure t ,jane's c\nt5ance bright5$ up f its dull1 heavy expression ( idl5ess & ill-temp]1 ?\gh ,ell5 /ill look$ z sulky z be=e4 ,i'm sure x's v k9d ( y\r "m1 & ( y too1 ,m>y1 to ?9k ( u1 & to come 9 all ?is ra9 to ask u1 said ,jane4 ,y ne$ n praise my k9dness1 said ,m>y1 smil+1 = ,i h only call$ on my way f *ur*4 ,:at1 h y be5 to *ur* su* a morn+ z ?is8 ,y are wond]fully good ,i'm sure1 & don't c>e ab\t y\r clo!s z mu* z ,i d4 ,my cloak & boots are wat]-pro(1 y "k2 b ,i mu/ n /ay1 s :at %all ,i tell my "m8 ,t ,i %all be v glad to come1 v glad inde$1 won't y1 ,ell58 ,i--,i really don't "k1 /amm]$ ,ell52 p]haps x may cle> up yet4 ,o no1 ,i don't believe x w2 !re isn't a gleam ( sun%9e or a bit ( blue sky to be se54 ,i give x up altoge!r = to-day1 & y w\ldn't be s ill-natur$ z to g )\t me1 ev5 if ! wea!r %\ld get a little bett]4 ,!re 0 no kn[+ exactly :at ill-natur$ ?+ ,ell5 might n h be5 m$itat+1 if h] c\nt5ance at all indicat$ h] feel+s4 ,well1 said %e at la/1 ,i'm mu* oblig$ to y1 ,m>y1 b ,i don't ?9k ,i %all l to g out at all4 ,i w come1 said ,jane1 *e]fully2 :at "t %all ,i be at y\r h\se8 ,z e>ly z y please1 repli$ ,m>y4 ,i %all n be at home f my ,sunday s*ool class till betwe5 f\r & five1 b my "m w be v glad to see y2 & away tripp$ ,m>y ov] ! mud1 & ?r\gh ! ra9 to h] frugal d9n] at home1 be=e att5d+ ! ,sunday s*ool1 :]e %e taught a class ( little *ildr51 few ( :om w\ld probably be pres5t t day4 ,i wond] at y1 ,jane1 said ,ell5 scornfully1 z soon z ! si/]s 7 alone2 :y y w h a dull] aft]noon ?an sitt+ "h look+ out ( our w9d[2 & somebody might happ5 to come t w\ld *e] u up a little2 b at ,mrs4 ,davis's1 9 t /upid dull lane1 :at 9 ! _w is !re to see8 ,besides1 y w get wet 9 go+4 ,o b ,i ne$ n put on any?+ v nice to g !re1 y "k2 & x w be a *ange1 = ,i really am tir$ ( sitt+ "h4 ,i l ,m>y too2 & z %e is no gossip1 %e has n ask$ u to come = ! sake ( amus+ h]self1 b because %e knew we mu/ be disappo9t$ ( go+ :]e we lik$2 & ,i call t k9d4 ,i don't believe %e is sorry we are disappo9t$ ?\gh1 said ,ell52 y "k %e is r religi\s1 & ,i d>e say h] "m is z /iff z buckram1 & does no?+ b read ! ,bible1 & s+ psalms2 or p]haps %e w give y a lecture4 ,poor ,jane1 h[ y w rep5t go+ )9 h] rea*6 ,& ,ell5 laugh$ satirically at ! idea ( h] si/]'s mortification "u ! lecture ( h] religi\s ho/ess4 ,= %ame1 ,ell51 said ,jane1 half vex$ & half laugh+2 :at "r h y to object to h] read+ ! ,bible & s++ psalms if x makes h] com=table8 ,:at else h old p to d8 ,enjoym5t is all ov] = !m2 & if !y c get up some?+ to pass away _! "t1 & make !m easy ab\t dea?1 ,i'm sure ,i ?9k x is a great m]cy = !m4 ,besides1 x is ,sunday y "k & a little religion once a week is only prop] = ev]ybody1 ,i suppose4 ,well1 !n1 retort$ ,ell51 :y did y n g to *ur* ?is morn+1 in/ead ( grumbl+ "h ) me8 ,because1 repli$ ,jane1 ) hone/y1 ,i did n l to spoil my be/ ?+s1 & ,i did n *oose to g 9 %abby ones4 ,i c tell y1 ,i envi$ ,m>y t com=table cloak1 t we laugh$ at h] = buy+1 in/ead ( hav+ a pretty fancy mantle l ours4 ,%e ?\ght ( ! wet days1 we only ( ! f9e ones4 ,i d hate wet ,sundays1 exclaim$ ,ell5 passionately2 ,i c't ?9k :at !y are made =1 except x is to disappo9t p :o "w h>d all ! week & h no o!r day to enjoy !mselves 94 ,jane look$ at h] si/] ) m+l$ surprise & compassion4 ,%e _h q recov]$ f h] own annoyance1 & _h nev] se5 ,ell5 s ?or\ghly out ( temp] on ! subject be=e2 & %e ju/ly fe>$ t some?+ m 0 involv$ 9 ! disappo9tm5t ?an %e 0 at pres5t aw>e (4 ,w x be ( any use = me to /ay at home ) y1 ,ell58 said %e1 k9dly4 ,i =got :5 ,i accept$ ,m>y's invitation1 t y w\ld be alone4 ,o de> no1 g by all means1 & see h[ y l ! old woman's lecture4 ,i d>e say ,i %all hit ^u "s way to amuse myself by & by4 ,:5 ,m>y rea*$ home 9 ! aft]noon1 %e f\nd ,jane seat$ !re1 )\t any trace ( we>9ess or discont5t visible on h] bright face4 ,%e knew some?+ ( h] "m's p[]s to attract & int]e/1 & 0 n surpris$ :5 ,jane1 turn+ r\nd to notice h] entrance1 exclaim$ playfully1 ,i c't talk to y yet1 ,m>y2 ,i mu/ he> ! end ( :at y\r "m is tell+ me fir/4 ,are y wet1 de>8 ask$ ! "m1 z ,m>y ?rew (f h] cloak4 ,sc>cely at all1 "m1 ?ank y2 ,i am s glad ,i _h ?is useful cloak4 ,ah1 ,mrs4 ,davis1 said ,jane1 ,m>y is a s5sible girl2 :o kn[s x is n all sun%9e 9 ?is _w1 & we c\ld n p]suade h] to buy a ?+ t w\ld n /& a %[]4 ,i d n l to see p 9 di/ress ab\t spoil+ _! clo!s1 if x is "r = !m to be expos$ to ! risk ( gett+ wet1 said ,mrs4 ,davis2 & if we _c af=d to pur*ase = all k9ds ( wea!r1 x is wise/ to get su* z w n be greatly injur$ by any wea!r4 ,v true2 b y see1 ,mrs4 ,davis1 ours is a dang]\s k9d ( bus9ess = economy ( t sort4 ,we are engag$ 9 mak+ pretty ?+s1 & sett+ p (f to ! be/ advantage2 & x is v natural to l to d ! same = ourselves :5 we get an opportunity4 ,b ,i d confess t (t5 :5 we h be5 tempt$ to sp5d our money on :at is elegant1 we are oblig$ aft]w>d to feel ! want ( :at is useful4 ,y speak v c&idly1 said ,mrs4 ,davis1 smil+ k9dly2 w y =give me = ask+ :y ! good s5se1 or ! exp]i5ce :i* has taught y t y are liable to su* temptation1 does n c>ry y "o /ep fur!r1 & cause y to resi/ x8 ,ah1 t is j :at ,i %\ld l to "k1 said ,jane4 ,"h is y\r good ,m>y :o nev] yields to su* temptations1 nor covets any ( ! beautiful ?+s we make up1 ?\gh !y w\ld look z well ^u h] z on ! p :o are to we> !m4 ,:at is ! reason ( x8 ,i hate a weak m9d t has always to be tr\bl$ ) rep5tance aft] ! mis*ief is done4 ,is n ! great safegu>d aga9/ t unhappy consequ5ce f\nd 9 act+ always f /eady pr9ciple1 in/ead ( be+ l$ by *angeable feel+s8 ask$ ,mrs4 ,davis4 ,i d>e say x is4 ,& ,m>y has a /eady pr9ciple1 !n4 ,o d n quote me1 ,jane1 int]rupt$ ,m>y4 ,y d n "k h[ x w\ld h be5 ) me if ,i _h n a "m1 a de> ,*ri/ian "m1 %e add$ affectionately4 ,& a wis] & high] guide 9 ! c\nsel & control ( ! ,_s ( ,god1 said ,mrs4 ,davis4 ,de>1 de>1 h[ calmly y speak ( su* awful ?+s6 said ,jane1 some:at al>m$1 = %e rememb]$ h] si/]'s w>n+ ab\t a lecture1 & ?\ght x mu/ be com+ n[4 ,& :y %\ld we n speak calmly1 & ?ankfully too1 ( tru?s t are int5d$ to give peace to our he>ts1 & consi/5cy to our conduct8 ,y wi%$ to "k :at w\ld enable any "o to resi/ temptation1 did y n1 my de>8 ,yes1 b--b ,i did n "k t x belong$ to religion2 ,i ?\ght y said some?+ ab\t pr9ciple4 ,s ,i did4 ,i h no idea ( any real1 /rong1 tru/wor?y pr9ciple :i* does n spr+ f true religion4 ,i d n mean ! dull1 =mal1 he>tless pr(ession :i* "s are satisfi$ to call religion2 b ,i mean ! sweet & happy pleasure ( act+ out 9 all we d ! love ) :i* a liv+ fai? 9 ! "w & m]cy ( a mo/ preci\s ,savi\r fills our he>ts4 ,b ,i see ,m>y has made tea1 & by & by1 if y please1 y %all help u to read an int]e/+ acc\nt ( "o :o 0 rul$ by ?is pr9ciple1 & x w %[ my mean+ bett] ?an my own words c d x4 ,:5 ,jane rea*$ home at dusk t ev5+ ,ell5 0 abs5t2 b h] arrival at ! la/ mom5t all[$ by ! rules ( ! h\se1 & 9 ! highe/ possible spirits1 conv9c$ h] si/] t %e _h1 accord+ to h] own pr$ictions1 hit ^u "s way to amuse h]self4 ,o ,jane1 %e began1 :at a pity y w5t out s e>ly6 ,d y "k t good-natur$ ,fannie ,a%ton s5t h] little bro!r to say t h] fa!r & "m 7 go+ out1 & %e wi%$ u to come & h tea ) h]1 = %e 0 oblig$ to /ay at home to m9d ! little ones4 ,s ( c\rse ,i w5t1 & we h _h su* fun4 ,y & ,fanny & ! little ones8 said ,jane1 inquir+ly4 ,well1 !re 0 j ano!r or two2 & ,h5ry ,a%ton br\ght 9 a companion ) him to tea1 s we 7 a m]ry p>ty4 ,fanny said %e ought to enjoy h]self if %e _h to keep h\se1 & %e gave ! *ildr5 cakes & sug>-plums to keep !m 9 good humor1 & got !m (f to b$ z soon z %e c\ld1 & !n we did enjoy ourselves till ,i 0 oblig$ to come away4 ,!y all laugh$ ab\t y\r go+ to ,m>y ,davis2 & ,fanny said y w\ld be sure n to be caught s aga94 ,did y get ! lecture ,i promis$ y8 ,no1 inde$1 said ,jane2 & ,i don't "k t !re 0 any?+ to laugh at4 ,i h _h a v pleasant aft]noon1 & ,mrs4 ,davis is su* a nice k9d p]son1 h] mann]s & m9d are q l a lady's1 ?\gh %e is n v well (f n[1 ,i suppose4 ,i 0 s glad :5 %e ask$ me to g :5ev] ,i l on a ,sunday aft]noon2 & ,i %all v (t5 l1 let :o may laugh at x4 ,on wet ,sundays1 ,i suppose1 said ,ell52 b ( c\rse y w n g & mope !re on f9e ones4 ,we are to g next ,sunday ! excursion plann$ = to-day2 & our p>ty w h "s o!r pleasant p ,i c promise y4 ,ah1 ,ell51 take c>e4 ,y "k uncle said y 7 too fond ( company & new acqua9tances4 ,well1 d y ?9k he w\ld be pleas$ ) y\r prim ,mrs4 ,davis & h] daught]8 ,does he n wi% u to associate ) p above u1 r ?an bel[ u8 ,s take c>e = y\rself1 ,jane1 & don't suppose t y ne$ to wat* ov] me4 ,b y mu/ come ) me to ,m>y's "s day1 said ,jane1 & judge = y\rself4 ,y _c help lik+ ,mrs4 ,davis1 ,i'm sure4 ,& d y "k %e actually read su* a pretty /ory1 & y ?\ght %e read no?+ b ! ,bible4 ,n[ ,i "k !re 7 bits ( ! ,bible 9 ! book1 w]5't !re1 ,jane8 ask$ ,ell51 laugh+4 ,else y w\ld nev] h got ! /ory3 ,i %an't let h] *oose /ories = me4 ,x 0 all v good1 :]ev] x came f1 said ,jane1 & q fit = ,sunday1 ?\gh int]e/+ en\gh = o!r days4 ,i %all g & he> "s m ( x next ,sunday2 s1 good-night4 ,jane & ,ell5 ,saund]s 7 orphans1 left to ! c>e ( a respectable1 k9d-he>t$ uncle1 :o _h giv5 !m z mu* ( education z he consid]$ suitable to _! prospects 9 life1 & _h promis$ t aft] !y _h obta9$ suffici5t exp]i5ce 9 ! bus9ess to :i* !y _h be5 appr5tic$1 he w\ld set !m up 9 a small e/abli%m5t = !mselves4 ,9 ! mean "t !y 7 to be employ$ by ! ,misses ,baylis1 ^: ext5sive connection furni%$ opportunity = acquir+ t fur!r exp]i5ce4 ,! foll[+ ,sunday prov+ aga9 %[]y & dull1 f\nd ,jane ! will+ companion ( ,m>y ,davis1 :ile ,ell5 /ill pref]r$ to we> out h] temp] & pati5ce at ! w9d[1 9 anxi\s hope t "s cong5ial fri5d w\ld take compassion on h] solitude4 ,?is happ5$ at la/1 = ! excursion hav+ be5 aga9 def]r$1 ,fanny ,a%ton1 ) h] bro!r & 8 fri5d1 call$ to invite h] to a walk t[>d "s public g>d5s1 :]e !y c\ld take tea1 & f9d %elt] if s incl9$4 ,x nev] /ruck ! va9 & fooli% girl to obs]ve h[ h] company s]v$ ! design ( ,fanny ,a%ton1 by occupy+ ! att5tions ( ! bro!r1 "u ^: protection %e left home1 :ile %e h]self appropriat$ ^? ( 8 flatt]+ fri5d4 ,nor did ,ell5 pause to reflect1 t _h ,h5ry ,a%ton be5 s9c]e 9 8 pr(essions ( reg>d1 su* sc5es ( ,sabba?-break+ revelry z "s ( ^? :i* he occasionally p]mitt$ h] to witness or ov]he>1 7 n j ^? to :i* feel+s ( respect & a s5se ( propriety w\ld h introduc$ h]4 ,jane f\nd h] k9d fri5ds z agreeable z be=e1 & soon became a regul> & welcome visitor at ! cottage4 ,by a natural & easy transition f op9ion or opposition to decision & pro(1 ,mrs4 ,davis gradually l$ ! att5tion ( ! ignorant girl to ! great /&>d ( tru?1 & /imulat$ h] int]e/ by occasionally call+ ^u ,m>y to "n ! *apt] & v]se 9 :i* ! desir$ ref]5ce occurr$2 & z ,m>y _h le>n$ ,scripture f h] *ildhood1 %e s]v$ ! purpose ( a concordance to ! a/oni%$ ,jane4 ,de> ,m>y1 ,i nev] knew any?+ l y\r memory1 %e exclaim$ "o ev5+2 ,i wi% ,i c\ld rememb] :]e to f9d :at ,i want 9 ! ,bible z y d4 ,t is to be done by practice1 said ,mrs4 ,davis2 & if y w n ?9k x too *ildi%1 suppose ,i ask y to le>n a text = me e week4 ,say x ov] to y\rself ea* day1 & y w c]ta9ly "k x by ,sunday4 ,i'm sure ,i h no objection if x w please y1 said ,jane2 y are ! fir/ p]son :o ev] made me ?9k !re 0 any?+ int]e/+ 9 ! ,bible1 except+ to old p :o are go+ to die soon4 ,y are n old yet y "k1 %e add$ quickly4 ,i h no objection to be class$ ) old p1 ,i assure y1 said ,mrs4 ,davis1 smil+1 if x is "o ( _! privileges to f9d ! ,bible _! de>e/ consolation2 b d n "y p die sometimes8 ,p]haps !y d2 b !n "o does n expect t !y %\ld1 y "k4 ,b s9ce x does (t5 happ51 is x n wise to be prep>$ at any "t = t :i* mu/ come "s "t8 ,i d>e say y are q "r1 b x is s melan*oly to be ?9k+ ab\t dea?2 & :ile we are well ,i don't ?9k x c be necess>y3 !re is no ne$ to meet tr\ble half way1 is !re8 ,x is only melan*oly to ^? :o d n "k ( a ,fri5d 9 heav51 ) :om to be pres5t is f> bett] ?an any e>?ly pleasure4 ,my fa!r & "m & two little bro!rs are 9 heav51 said ,jane1 b t does n make me wi% to g !re yet4 ,b h y a ,savi\r 9 heav5 an advocate ) ! ,fa!r1 :o has 'wa%$ y f y\r s9s 9 8 own blood1' :o repres5ts y1 pleads = y1 loves y ) an ev]la/+ love1 = ^: sake y w be welcome to all ! happ9ess & honor ( 8 pres5ce & k+dom8 ,ah1 ,mrs4 ,davis1 :o c tell t8 ,all :o walk & live by fai? 9 ! ,son ( ,god1 de> ,jane1 c tell t4 ,!n ,i h no fai?1 = ,i "k no?+ ab\t su* ?+s2 & if !y make "o wi% to die1 ,i don't want to "k !m yet4 ,x is n necess>y to wi% to die2 b x is mo/ com=t+ to "k & feel t :i* w\ld take away ! /+ ( dea?1 if x pleas$ ,god to cut %ort our t]m ( life4 ,b ! v same fai? & love :i* w\ld rejoice to dep>t & be ) ,*ri/1 also enables ,god's p to live 9 cont5t & happ9ess on e>? z long z he sees good to sp>e !m4 ,d y wi% to die8 ask$ ,jane1 abruptly4 ,n n[1 de>4 ,b ,i did wi% x once :5 ,i _h "s sev]e trials2 ,i us$ to say ) ,david1 ',oh t ,i _h w+s l a dove6 = !n w\ld ,i fly away1 & be at re/ 4 4 4 ,i w\ld ha/5 my escape f ! w9dy /orm & tempe/4' ,b x 0 wrong1 & ,i "k n[ t 9 heav51 :]e !re is no sorr[1 or sigh+1 or s91 we _c glorify ,god 9 ! way t we may "h amid ! trials & temptations ( life4 ,b1 exclaim$ ,jane1 ) ! p]v]sity ( ! natural he>t1 ,i %\ld n wi% to live if ,i ?\ght ,i mu/ h trials & mis]ies 9 ?is _w4 ,!n1 de> girl1 d y n p]ceive h[ desirable is t div9e grace :i* s ov]comes ! self-w & ! selfi%ness ( our s9ful nature1 z to make u submissive & pati5t "u all ,god's deal+s8 ,y "k y mu/ submit aft] all1 = :o c successfully resi/ 8 w8 ,b to tru/ 8 love1 l an affectionate1 ob$i5t *ild :o kn[s t he 'do? n will+ly afflict1' is peace1 mo/ preci\s peace1 & ! secret ( true happ9ess4 ,ah1 ?\ght ,jane1 ,i am afraid ,ell5 w\ld say ,i am gett+ ! lecture n[4 ,b1 said %e1 if ,i wi%$ to feel z y say1 ,mrs4 ,davis1 h[ c ,i be made to d s8 ,is x n v h>d & difficult1 & %\ld ,i n be oblig$ to give up a great _m ?+s t ,i l8 ,! ,bible does n say s1 & ,i nev] he>d any true *ild ( ,god say s4 ,! message ( ! ,gospel is n a comm& to give up any?+1 or to be or d any?+1 ( ourselves2 x is j an invitation to receive some?+4 ,x (f]s to lo/ s9n]s a ,savi\r1 9 :om ,god has provid$ e bless+1 e gift1 e supply ( :i* we /& 9 ne$4 ,b1 ,mrs4 ,davis1 am ,i su* a s9n] z t--a lo/ s9n]8 ,i'm sure ,i don't wi% to s92 x is su* a /rong1 disagreeable "n to call p :o d no?+ v bad4 ,d y love ! ,"l ,god ) all y\r he>t1 & m9d1 & s\l1 & /r5g?8 ,& d y love y\r neighbor z y\rself8 ,no1 ,i c't say t ,i d1 repli$ ,jane1 color+2 b !n ,i h nev] done any h>m to anybody t ,i "k (4 ,b ,god's holy law dem&s t "s ?+ mu/ be done t is "r1 z well z no?+ done t is wrong2 s if y h fail$ at all1 y are a s9n]1 & mu/ n expect to escape ! displeasure ( an (f5d$ ,god1 :o sees only two classes ( human "*--sav$ believ]s & lo/ s9n]s4 ,y are able to judge = y\rself :e!r y h ca/ y\rself1 ) all y\r s9s & weakness1 on ! love & pity ( ! great ,r$eem]1 :o came to seek & to save t :i* is lo/2 or :e!r y are hop+ to ne$ no m]cy1 & get to heav5 "s o!r way4 ,y read ?is ev5+ :at ,scripture says ( ! p :o d t 9 ! t5? *apt] ( ,john's ,gospel4 ,b :at d y mean1 ,mrs4 ,davis8 ,y say we mu/ obey ,god's law1 & yet t no "o does obey x2 h[1 !n1 c any "o be sav$8 ,?is is j ! inquiry ,i l to he> y make1 de> ,jane4 ,x takes y\r att5tion at once to an answ] 9 ! life & dea?1 ! love & p[] ( ! ,son ( ,god1 :o di$ = our s9s1 & rose aga9 = our ju/ification4 ,! law man c\ld n keep ) 8 evil he>t1 ,jesus kept & p]fectly fulfill$2 9 place ( ! puni%m5t man des]v$1 & c\ld nev] h escap$ f1 ,jesus (f]$ 8 own suff]+s & dea? = e s9n] :o believes 9 him2 & all :o w n tru/ him entirely mu/ be> ! consequ5ces ( _! unbelief1 '= !re is none o!r "n "u heav5 giv5 among m51 :]eby we mu/ be sav$4' ,!n x does n matt] :e!r ,i obey ,god or n if ,*ri/ has di$ = me1 does x8 ,y mu/ fir/ be satisfi$ t ! b5efits ( 8 dea? are made y\rs by fai? p]sonally4 ,d y ?9k y c\ld "k positively t a fri5d _h endur$ "s dreadful suff]+ & disgrace t y might be sp>$1 & n love t fri5d1 & feel v deeply grateful = 8 love to y8 ,no1 inde$2 ,i hope n1 ,i ?9k n4 ,& c\ld y willfully grieve & disobey "o :om y love1 & take pleasure 9 :at he disapproves & caus$ 8 suff]+s8 ,o ,mrs4 ,davis1 ,i see :at y mean n[4 ,yes1 de> ,jane1 y see ! t5d] bond by :i* true believ]s 9 ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ are b\nd to obey 8 w1 & to foll[ 8 /eps4 ,8 love con/ra9s !m4 ,!y no long] wi% to live unto !mselves1 b into him :o di$ = !m4 ,!n ,i mu/ believe fir/1 ,i suppose8 ,x seems easy en\gh to d t4 ,x w\ld appe> t ! apo/le ,paul did n ?9k s1 :5 he wrote t '! natural man disc]ne? n ! ?+s ( ! ,_s ( ,god4' ,say+ ',i believe1' is n believ+4 ,true fai? is ! gift ( ,god4 ,8 ,_s takes ( ! ?+s ( ,jesus1 & %[s !m to ! s9n]'s he>t4 ,x is a lesson beyond human tea*+1 de> ,jane1 b "o :i* ,god ! ,holy ,_s tea*es successfully1 :]e he tea*es at all1 & :i* we are too f> fall5 to le>n ( ourselves4 ,! v desire to le>n ( him is 8 "w2 & if y w\ld believe 9 ,jesus to ! salvation ( y\r s\l1 ask = ! bless+1 & y _c be d5i$4 ,jane rema9$ sil5t & ?\ghtful1 look+ into ! fire = "s "t1 & !n sudd5ly ask$ = ! text %e _h promis$ to le>n4 ,take ! tw5ty-?ird v]se ( ! six? *apt] ( ! ,epi/le to ,romans fir/1 said ,mrs4 ,davis4 ',! wages ( s9 is dea?4' ,is t en\gh to make y feel happy all ! week1 ,jane8 ,no1 said ,jane1 ) a slight t\* ( sadness 9 h] voice1 give me "s o!r2 ,i told y ,i did n want to ?9k ab\t dea? yet4 ,!n le>n ! :ole v]se4 ',! wages ( s9 is dea?2 b ! gift ( ,god is et]nal life ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,"l4' ,does x say t really8 ,& ,jane seiz$ ! book to satisfy h]self t x did inde$ say s4 ,%e 0 n =gott5 t night 9 ! affectionate pray]s ( h] fai?ful fri5ds4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,,jane ,,saund]s ,,seek+ ,,light4 ,,"o morn+ 9 ! ensu+ week1 z ! "y p 7 busily engag$ ^u "s elegant dresses = a ball ab\t to be giv5 9 ! neighborhood1 ,miss ,baylis ha/ily ent]$ ! room ) a roll ( black crape 9 h] h&s4 ,"y ladies1 said %e1 9 a voice some:at agitat$1 ,i am sure y w be sorry to he> t ! ball-dress = ,miss ,m4 is no long] ne$$2 %e di$ la/ night aft] a v %ort illness4 ,! "w fell f e h&1 & looks ( a/oni%m5t & regret ov]spread e c\nt5ance4 ,de>1 h[ awful6 exclaim$ "o4 ,& %e 0 "h only ! o!r day1 look+ s well & happy4 ,x is q a w>n+ to u all1 ,i'm sure1 said ,miss ,baylis2 %e _h ev]y?+ to make h] happy1 & 0 only j come out too4 ,poor ?+6 ,x is v sad inde$4 ,pray put away ^? fl[]s & ribbons t %e 0 go+ to we>1 ,i _c be> to see y d ano!r /it* at t ball-dress2 & "h1 ,miss ,davis1 beg9 imm$iately to cut out crape bonnets & mantles = poor ,mrs4 ,m4 & ! little si/]s4 ,?is w ?r[ sev]al families into m\rn+1 & ,i'm afraid we %all h a great deal to d 9 a v %ort "t4 ,&1 ) a few fur!r directions1 ,miss ,baylis disappe>$4 ,x 0 n possible = k9d-he>t$ girls1 h[ev] ?\ghtless1 to he> ) indiff]5ce ( ! sudd5 removal ( "o :o _h s lately /ood among !m1 giv+ h] ord]s = ?is ball-dress ) ! greate/ int]e/ & satisfaction4 ,!y rememb]$ h[ !y _h admir$ h] beauty1 & envi$ h] rank & /ation 9 life2 h[ affably %e _h spok5 to !m1 & h[ !y _h wat*$ h] graceful figure z %e rem\nt$ ! beautiful horse1 :i* %e told ,miss ,baylis 0 a bir?day gift f h] fa!r ! day be=e2 & h[ %e _h glanc$ up t[>d _! w9d[1 ) consci\sness t ! eyes ( "s six or eight "y p ab\t h] own age 7 e>ne/ly & admir+ly reg>d+ h]4 ,& n[--ah1 :at a pa9ful contra/6 ,i decl>e ,i feel q melan*oly & mis]able1 said ,ell5 ,saund]s2 d make ha/e1 ,m>y1 & let u get ov] ?is gloomy "w4 ,i wi% ! poor ?+ _h n be5 "h s lately1 x makes "o ?9k s mu* m ab\t h]4 ,i wond] if %e knew t text1 ,m>y--my text1 said ,jane s(tly z %e help$ ,m>y to fix ! patt]n ab\t to be cut out4 ,& 9 ano!r m9ute a te> /ole d[n ! "y mill9]'s *eek1 obs]v$ only by ! fri5d :o und]/ood & appreciat$ h] feel+4 ,let u hope t %e did1 de> ,jane1 & le>n ourselves to value x1 s z to be safe & happy 9 life or dea?4 ,b if %e did n "k :at y\r "m says all mu/ "k :o are sav$1 :at !n1 ,m>y8 ,s "y1 s pleasant1 s happy6--,& ,jane paus$4 ,god's ^w mu/ be true1 ,jane2 we h no?+ to d ) apply+ x to any "o's case b our own3 only we "k t ! ,judge ( all ! e>? w d "r4 ,he has s5t u a v solemn lesson1 & our day ( salvation is n[2 let u n neglect x1 = x may soon be ov] =ev]4 ,illu/ration3 ,jane ,saund]s4 ,x happ5$ t ,jane ,saund]s1 be+ an excell5t fitt]1 0 s5t to ,mrs4 ,m4's to take ! patt]n = frocks = ! *ildr54 ,%e 0 %[n into a l>ge & h&some room1 :]e ! front %utt]s 7 clos$1 & a l>ge bl9d hung to ! gr\nd1 at ! back w9d[1 exclud+ ne>ly all light1 & ! view ( trees & fl[]s 9 ! g>d5 to :i* x op5$4 ,jane sat wait+ "s "t1 feel+ v sad & gloomy1 & !n ! door 0 s(tly op5$1 & a little girl /ole 9 ) a frock 9 h] h&4 ,if y please1 said %e 9 a l[ voice1 mamma _c come to y1 b %e says y are to make x l ?is4 ,may ,i draw up ?is bl9d a little way1 t ,i may see to take y\r patt]n8 ask$ ,jane1 mov+ t[>d ! back w9d[4 ,yes1 ,i d>e say y may1 j = a m9ute1 b !re is no light any:]e 9 ! h\se m ?an ?is2 & poor mamma is ill ) cry+ ab\t de> ,cl>a4 ,are y n sorry ab\t h]1 too8 ,yes1 de>1 ,i am inde$1 v sorry1 said ,jane1 9 a tone ( s9c]e sympa?y4 ,b !y say %e has gone to heav51 said ! *ild1 & ev]ybody is happy !re4 ,i don't feel s sorry s9ce !y told me t1 = ,i "k :o lives 9 heav54 ,:om d y mean1 de>8 ask$ ,jane timidly4 ,:y1 ,i mean ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,i h got a nice book t tells ab\t him2 & x says he is s k9d & good1 & t he likes little *ildr5 to come to him1 & to love him4 ,s ,i %all g to him :5 ,i die2 b ,i mu/ love him1 & d :at he wi%es "h fir/4 ,i hope de> ,cl>a lov$ him1 b %e nev] told u4 ,d y love ,jesus ,*ri/8 add$ %e1 turn+ r\nd1 & look+ full into ,jane's face4 ,i--,i hope ,i %all1 said ,jane1 a/oni%$ & p]plex$ at ! /raight=w>d "q4 ,ah yes1 ,i hope s3 & !n if y die1 ,i c say t y lov$ him1 & ,i %all "k t y are gone to heav54 ,jane might h repli$ to "o old]2 b to ! simple1 tru/+ *ild %e c\ld n1 d>$ n say t %e knew no?+ ( ,jesus ,*ri/ to w>rant a hope ( happ9ess 9 heav52 & ?\gh %e w\ld gladly h prolong$ ! conv]sation1 %e felt awkw>d & conf\nd$1 & conclud$ h] task 9 sil5ce4 ,miss ,baylis 0 q "r 9 h] anticipations ( hav+ a great deal to d 9 a v %ort "t2 & ,saturday f\nd mu* "w /ill unf9i%$1 :i* 0 expect$ by "s ( h] be/ cu/om]s t ev5+4 ,:at 0 to be done8 ,!re 7 "s :o w\ld n be (f5d$ if _! dresses 7 s5t 9 e>ly on ,sunday morn+1 r ?an n at all2 & to secure ! f9i% ( z _m z possible1 ,miss ,robson1 ! =ewoman ( ! e/abli%m5t & ! expectant ( a junior p>tn]%ip 9 ! same1 set h]self dilig5tly =w>d to accompli% ! wi%es ( h] pr9cipals 9 ! be/ mann] _! unit$ wisdom c\ld devise4 ,x 0 v r>ely t ! "y p 7 deta9$ long beyond _! appo9t$ h\rs2 b :5 especially reque/$ to rema91 !y usually 7 will+ to comply4 ,e day ( ?is p>ticul> week !y _h work$ e>ly & late1 & 7 n prep>$ = ! fur!r dem&s ( ! oblig+ =ewoman4 ,x w greatly oblige ,miss ,baylis if "s ( y w /ay & "w until ab\t eight or n9e o'clock to-morr[ morn+1 "y ladies1 said %e1 on ! ,saturday aft]noon2 we c accompli% a great deal among u to-night1 & x is b once 9 a way z x 74 ,! poor ,m4's1 y "k1 mu/ h _! ?+s2 we _c refuse :at dea? has requir$2 & !n y see ! ball takes place on ,monday ev5+1 & we may h alt]ations to make 9 "s ( ! ?+s4 ,inde$1 ,miss ,robson1 ,i am half asleep ov] :at ,i am do+ n[1 said "o ( ! girls1 ) a yawn2 ,i don't ?9k ,miss ,baylis c expect u to /ay to-night4 ,i mean to lie 9 b$ all day on ,sunday4 ,well1 y c g to b$1 y "k1 directly y g home4 ,i am sure we w\ld n deprive y ( ! :ole ( y\r ,sunday4 ,x is z a favor ,miss ,baylis asks x2 %e does n1 ( c\rse1 dem& x1 b1 = my "p1 ,i h great pleasure 9 oblig+ h]1 & h no d\bt t all :o are liv+ 9 ! h\se w feel ! same4 ,i'm sure ,i don't ?\gh1 said ,ell51 unhesitat+ly2 ,i don't l to give up my own day to please any "o1 & ,i nev] ?\ght we %\ld be ask$4 ,only two or ?ree h\rs ( x1 my de>1 said ,miss ,robson1 soo?+ly3 9 fact1 ,i d>e say we c h done all t is really want$ by sev5 o'clock if we try h>d4 ,& :at %all we be fit = aft] sitt+ up all night1 ,i %\ld l to "k8 said ,fanny ,a%ton1 laugh+ satirically4 ,h[ev]1 my "m w\ld n all[ x1 s x's ( no use to ask me1 ,miss ,robson4 ,well1 ,i w say no m ?an ?is1 & ,miss ,robson look$ r\nd ) a mean+ smile1 t ,i h always f\nd ,miss ,baylis kn[s h[ to appreciate an obligation2 & ^? ( ! "y ladies :o d no?+ b lie 9 b$1 or amuse !mselves on a ,sunday1 might z well d some?+ useful = once to please ano!r p]son4 ,miss ,baylis expressly said t %e w\ld n ask any "o :o %e believes makes a consci5ti\s use ( h] ,sunday1 z ,m>y ,davis does1 go+ to *ur* & ,sunday s*ool regul>ly1 & hav+ a sick "m to att5d to1 & s on1 b only ^? :o d n ?9k x necess>y to be s v /rict1 & h no?+ to d = o!rs4 ,m>y ,davis1 x %\ld be obs]v$1 0 n pres5t :5 ,miss ,robson made h] appeal1 b 0 gone d[n to ! %op = "s articles requir$4 ,!n1 said ,jane1 :o _h li/5$ hi!rto )\t mak+ any rem>k1 does ,miss ,baylis ?9k t we1 :o are do+ a little wrong to please ourselves1 might z well d m to please h]8 ,do+ wrong1 ,jane ,saund]s8 ,:at a /range spee*6 exclaim$ two or ?ree at once4 ,we are do+ "r to claim our own day1 & to keep x too2 b x is c]ta9ly wrong to "w on ,sunday4 ,i am incl9$ to agree ) ,miss ,robson & ,miss ,baylis1 said ,jane2 & if ,i only want$ to please myself to-morr[1 ,i don't see any great diff]5ce 9 ! wrong betwe5 my amusem5t & my "w1 & w\ldn't m9d on t acc\nt work+ till noon1 or all day4 ,o1 b we ne$ n d t1 ,miss ,saund]s4 ,y are v k9d1 & ,i'll tell ,miss ,baylis :at y say1 said ,miss ,robson complac5tly4 ,o no1 pray d n1 ,miss ,robson1 exclaim$ ,jane1 = ,i _c cons5t to "w aft] midnight4 ,i wi% to make a bett] use ( ,sunday n[ ?an ,i us$ to d1 %e add$1 blu%+2 & ,i hope nev] aga9 to des]ve1 z ,i h done1 to be ask$ to "w on t day4 ,t's ,m>y ,davis's do+1 :isp]$ ! "y woman :o sat ne>e/ to ,miss ,robson4 ,x's un=tunate j n[1 at any rate1 return$ ,miss ,robson1 9 ! same confid5tial tone2 b y've no idea h[ highly ,miss ,baylis ?9ks ( ,m>y4 ,%e says %e does n agree ) h] 9 "s ?+s1 b %e w\ld tru/ h] = tru?1 & uprightness1 & hone/y & all t sort ( ?+1 beyond any "y p]son %e ev] knew1 & ,i w\ldn't say a ^w aga9/ h] = ! _w4 ,%e has be5 pretty well wat*$ ,i c tell y ?\gh1 & ,miss ,baylis says %e does m "w & bett] ?an any ( ! o!rs1 & is always "h fir/ on a ,monday morn+1 look+ s fre% & happy1 :ile "s ( y come l\ng+ & yawn+ 9 z if y 7 tir$ to dea?4 ,t's true en\gh1 repli$ ! o!r1 laugh+2 ,i always d feel tir$ to dea? on a ,monday1 & ,i c't ?9k :y x is4 ,well1 y _h bett] get ,m>y's rem$y !n4 ,b get on ) y\r "w z fa/ z y c4 ,i "k "o reason :y ,m>y does a great deal m ?an "s4 ,%e nev] gossips away h] "t1 = y don't he> h] voice once 9 an h\r4 ,& ! =ewoman1 consci\s t %e 0 n j !n sett+ ! be/ ( examples1 began to /it* away ) r$\bl$ vigor4 ,on ,monday morn+ ,m>y arriv$ at five o'clock1 anxi\s to d h] be/ 9 ! em]g5cy4 ,%e f\nd ,jane 9 ! "w-room be=e h]1 & ! two fri5ds :o _h honor$ ,god on ,sunday1 s]v$ _! employ]s m effectually on ,monday ?an ^? :o _h yield$ to ,miss ,robson's proposal1 = indol5ce c\ld n v ju/ly be reprim&$ :i* 0 decl>$ to result f ! ov]work1 & want ( lawful re/4 ,not)/&+ h] good resolutions1 ,jane ,saund]s once or twice yield$ to ,ell5's entreaties to jo9 h] & h] companions 9 ,sunday aft]noon excursions1 b _h n d]iv$ f !m any ( ! enjoym5t s lib]ally promis$4 ,! fact 01 t h] consci5ce 0 suffici5tly awak5$ to p]ceive t _! c\rse 0 "o ( folly & s91 & t !re 0 evid5tly no fe> ( ,god be=e _! eyes2 & if h] he>t did n at once c&idly r5\nce _! pleasures1 x 0 uneasy & di/urb$ :ile %>+ !m4 ,%e saw t ,ell5 0 absorb$ 9 vanity & pride1 elat$ ) flatt]y1 & discont5t$ & re/less :5 any o!r seem$ likely to attract ! att5tion %e covet$4 ,!n ,jane return$ ) ?ankfulness to h] quiet aft]noon ) ,mrs4 ,davis4 ,& aft] ! sudd5 dea? ( ! int]e/+ ,miss ,m41 %e _h prevail$ on "o or two o!rs to accompany h]4 ,^! also1 be+ t\*$ ) ! k9d int]e/ felt = _! true welf>e1 & f9d+ !mselves nei!r scold$ nor lectur$1 repeat$ ! visit1 & soon wi%$ to foll[ ,jane's example ( le>n+ a text e week4 ,?us1 ! little p>ty grew by degrees1 until all ,mrs4 ,davis's *airs & b5*es 7 9 requisition1 & "o or two fri5ds 9 ! t[n1 he>+ f _! "y dep5d5ts ( ! ,bible-read+ at ?is humble refuge f ,sunday idl5ess & s91 s5t n[ & !n a little pres5t ( groc]y1 or o!r useful ?+s1 t ! wid[ might be enabl$ to %[ hospitality )\t emb>rassm5t or privation 9 ! week4 ,i wi%1 ,jane1 said ,ell51 "o day1 if y are det]m9$ to g to t ,mrs4 ,davis's1 y w\ld call = me at ,mr4 ,a%ton's on y\r way home4 ,i expect to sp5d ! ev5+ !re1 & !y h s (t5 ask$ ab\t y1 t x seems q disrespectful ( y nev] to g ne> !m4 ,i did g1 y "k1 ,ell51 once1 to please y1 & ,i did n l ! way y all behav$ at all4 ,ah1 t is y\r prim1 precise nons5se1 s9ce y w5t s mu* ) ,m>y2 b surely ,i h z mu* "r to *oose my fri5ds z y h1 said ,ell51 toss+ h] head2 b x is ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,a%ton :o want to see y1 or ,i'm sure ,i %\ld n press x4 ,i w call = y1 & wait 9 ! %op until y are ready1 said ,jane2 ,i w\ld r n come 94 ,well1 y w see h[ t w be2 s ,i %all expect to see y4 ,& ! si/]s p>t$1 "o to giddy amusem5t & folly ) a "y p>ty b5t on do+ _! own pleasure2 ! o!r to ! happy little gr\p assembl$ r\nd ! wid[ & h] ,bible4 ,y gave u s little to le>n1 ,mrs4 ,davis1 said ,jane1 t ,i h le>n$ a long piece besides4 ,i _c f9d fault ) t1 my de>1 repli$ ,mrs4 ,davis2 b ! reason ,i gave y little 01 t y might consid] x deeply1 because ! s5t5ce1 ?\gh s %ort1 conta9s ! pi? ( _m a volume4 ,s y said2 b really ,i _c see s v mu* 9 x4 ,!y crucifi$ ,him2 :at is x b a /atem5t ( a fact8 ,x is1 z y say1 a /atem5t ( a fact1 & h[ solemnly important a fact1 ,i hope y w le>n to und]/&4 ,b ,i want to tell y1 de> girls1 ab\t a fri5d ( my e>ly days1 :o f\nd a great deal 9 t text4 ,%e 01 z y seem to be1 anxi\s to be :at %e call$ 'v good2' b ,i hope y\r ef=ts w be m ,scriptural t[>d t end1 ?an h]s 7 9 ! beg9n+ ( h] c\rse4 ,%e 0 a w>m-he>t$1 spirit$ girl1 br\ght up by worldly p>5ts1 & all[$ to d v mu* z %e pleas$ 9 mo/ ?+s4 ,aft] %e grew up to womanhood1 x happ5$ t %e he>d "s />tl+ s]mons f an em95t prea*] ( ! ,gospel1 :i* conv9c$ h] t !re mu/ be some?+ m int]e/+ 9 religion ?an %e yet und]/ood1 & a great deal m to be done ?an %e _h ev] attempt$4 ,s %e resolv$ to r5\nce '! _w1' :i*1 9 h] view1 consi/$ ( amusem5ts1 visit+1 gay & exp5sive dress1 & novel-read+1 all ( :i* %e rigidly d5i$ h]self1 & ?\ght %e 0 wond]fully successful 9 atta9+ an exalt$ position among ! p ( ,god4 ,any appe>ance ( remon/rance or opposition on ! "p ( h] indulg5t fri5ds made h] decl>e h]self firm & ready = m>tyrdom 9 def5se ( h] new op9ions4 ,y d n ne$ me to tell y t h] religion 0 z mu* oppos$ to ! pure ,gospel z h] worldl9ess1 & m dang]\s to h] s\l2 = %e 0 build+ h]self up 9 self-righte\sness1 :ile ! religion ( ! he>t1 & ! tea*+ ( ,god's ,holy ,_s1 7 /ill unkn[n to h]4 ,"o day1 dur+ a c\rse ( lectures on ! hi/ory ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 ,elizabe?'s favorite m9i/] took = 8 text ?is %ort passage1 & %e sat ready1 z usual1 to li/5 & admire1 pr\d ( h] ability to appreciate :at %e call$ 'a good s]mon4' ',h[ clev]6' ?\ght %e1 z %e prep>$ h] p5cil & pap] to take notes4 ',:at c he say ab\t su* a little text z t8' ,& n[ ,i am go+ to read to y :at %e 0 able to rememb] aft]w>d ( ! s]mon4 ',!y crucifi$ ,him4' ',!y1' repeat$ ! prea*]1 paus+ on ! ^w1 :o 7 !y8 ',crucifi$1' :at 0 x8 ',him1' :o 0 ,he8 ,let u answ] ! la/ "q fir/4 ',god :o at sundry times & 9 div]s mann]s spake 9 "t pa/ unto ! fa!rs by ! prophets1 ha? 9 ^! la/ days spok5 unto u by 8 ,son1 :om he ha? appo9t$ heir ( all ?+s4' ',:o1 be+ 9 ! =m ( ,god1 ?\ght x n robb]y to be equal ) ,god3 b made himself ( no reputation1 & took ^u him ! =m ( a s]vant1 & 0 made 9 ! lik5ess ( m53 & be+ f\nd 9 fa%ion z a man1 he humbl$ himself1 & became ob$i5t unto dea?1 ev5 ! dea? ( ! cross4' ,he 0 ! same ( :om x is writt51 ',! ,^w 0 ) ,god1 & ! ,^w 0 ,god2' & '! ,^w 0 made fle%1 & dwelt among u 4 4 4 ! only begott5 ( ! ,fa!r1 full ( grace & tru?4' ,b h[ came ?is wond]ful p]son 9 company ) ?ieves1 endur+ a disgraceful dea?1 a public execution8 ,he 0 n p]sonally guilty1 = no *>ge des]v+ ( puni%m5t c\ld be prov$ aga9/ him4 ,he 0 n p[]less1 = he c\ld heal ! sick & raise ! dead2 & angels :o 7 eag]ly look+ into ! ev5ts ( 8 extraord9>y c>e]1 w\ld h sp$ to d 8 bidd+4 ,! ignorant taunt ( 8 enemies 01 ',he sav$ o!rs1 himself he _c save1' :i* 0 only true because he did n *oose to take himself out ( _! h&s4 ,! cr[n+ act ( 8 e>?ly m9i/ry mu/ be p]=m$2 & :ile 'by wick$ h&s' ! ,son ( ,god 0 'crucifi$ & sla91' ! et]nal purpose ( r$eem+ love 0 accompli%$2 & t s9n]s might be sav$1 ,*ri/ di$4 ,he 0 'made s91' 'numb]$ ) transgressors1' 'endur$ ! cross1 despis+ ! %ame1' & 'lift$ up1 t :osoev] believe? 9 him %\ld n p]i%1 b h et]nal life4' ,s '!y crucifi$ him4' ,_h ! ,jews be5 8 execution]s1 !y w\ld h /on$ him2 b be+ condemn$ by ! ,roman gov]nor1 ! ,roman puni%m5t mu/ be inflict$4 ,a pa9ful1 l+]+1 & cruel dea?2 nay1 m1 an accurs$ dea?1 = x is writt51 ',curs$ is e "o t hange? on a tree4' ,god _h manife/$ 8 displeasure aga9/ s9 by ca/+ out ( heav5 rebelli\s angels1 ':o kept n _! fir/ e/ate1' & by p\r+ out a de/roy+ flood ^u rebelli\s m52 b n[ he 0 decl>+ '! ri*es ( 8 grace1' 9 8 k9dness t[>d u by ,jesus ,*ri/2 & draw+ ! eye ( fai? & ! affections ( ! he>t to '! ,lamb ( ,god1 :i* take? away ! s9 ( ! _w4' ,s '!y crucifi$ him4' ',!y4' ,aga9 let me ask1 ,:o 7 !y8 ,y reply1 ,! ,roman soldi]s crucifi$ him2 & s !y did1 aggravat+ ) e +5uity ! sorr[s !y c\ld n und]/&4 ,b :o put ,jesus into ! h& ( ! ,roman gov]nor8 ,! *ief prie/s & scribes1 :o scorn$ 8 in/ructions1 envi$ 8 influ5ce1 & dete/$ 8 purity4 ',:at w ye t ,i %all d unto him8 ask$ ! irresolute gov]nor4 ',crucify him1' %\t$ ! false-witnesses & _! angry ma/]s4 ,s '!y crucifi$ him4' ,& are we to /op !re8 ,o no6 ',=asmu* z ye "k1' "s ( y at lea/1 't ye 7 n r$eem$ ) corruptible ?+s1 z silv] & gold 4 4 4 b ) ! preci\s blood ( ,*ri/1 z ( a lamb )\t blemi% & )\t spot4' ,!n1 :at if1 pass+ by ! actual h&s t /ruck1 & ! voices t %\t$1 we pass along ! /ream ( "t1 dur+ :i* multitudes t no man c numb] h be5 sav$ & bless$ ?r\gh ?is solemn fact1 & consid] ourselves at ! pres5t mom5t1 y & ,i1 did we n crucify him8 ',he 0 w\nd$ = our transgressions1 he 0 bruis$ = our iniquities3 ! *a/isem5t ( our peace 0 ^u him2 ) 8 /ripes we are heal$ 4 4 4 & ! ,"l ha? laid on him ! iniquity ( u all4' ,if ,jesus _h n di$1 we c\ld nev] h be5 sav$2 if ,jesus _h n di$1 man c\ld nev] h e/imat$ 9 any degree ! dep? & p[] ( t inf9ite love f :i* ! plan ( salvation sprang4 ,x 0 n t ,god ne$$ to be appeas$1 '= ,god s lov$ ! _w1 t he gave 8 only begott5 ,son2' b x 0 t 8 moral gov]nm5t be+ ?us righte\sly upheld1 ! lo/ might be s\ght & f\nd1 & 8 love comm5d$ to u1 '9 t1 :ile we 7 yet s9n]s1 ,*ri/ di$ = u4' ,x 0 n t ,god 0 angry & implacable1 b t man1 be+ r$eem$ by ! blood ( ,*ri/1 0 to be won & reconcil$ to him4 ,x 0 ! sett+ up1 z x 71 ( an et]nal alt>1 on :i* s9n]s1 feel+ helpless & undone1 might lay _! load ( s9 & c>e1 & on :i* ! "o is consum$ & put away =ev]1 & ! o!r is *ang$ into sanctify+ discipl9e4 ,if y\r s9s be n rep5t$ ( & confess$1 & blott$ out !re1 !y are yet on y\r own heads2 & unp>don$ s9n]s mu/ die1 = '! wages ( s9 is dea?4' ,o1 x is an easy ?+ to read & believe a hi/ory1 & give a sigh to ! fate ( an unju/ly condemn$ & p]secut$ man1 & ?is may be done s9c]ely by an amiable1 k9d he>t t is nev] influ5c$ beyond ! mom5t by ! fact2 b1 x is q ano!r ?+ to take ,god at 8 ^w1 to receive 8 message ( m]cy & love1 &1 believ+ 9 8 love to y1 to yield up 9 return ! affection ( y\r he>ts1 & ! grateful s]vice ( y\r lives4 ,i w\ld solemnly ask y to g to y\r closets1 se>* & see :at is y\r real position be=e ,god1 look to ,jesus :o 0 lift$ up t he might draw all to him2 & !n1 9 p5it5ce & self-r5unciation1 y w le>n :o '!y' 7 t 'crucifi$ him4' ,mrs4 ,davis paus$1 & left ! m9ds ( h] "y fri5ds to m$itate = a little :ile on ! tru?s %e _h read4 ,%e obs]v$ ) enc\ragem5t t no head 0 turn$ to "q ! impression made ^u ano!r1 &1 p]haps1 9 t sil5ce ea*1 at lea/ = once1 look$ anxi\sly into h] own he>t4 ,!n %e resum$4 ,elizabe? _h prep>$ to foll[ ! prea*] ) h] ready p5cil1 t %e might enjoy ov] aga91 or detail to o!rs1 ! eloqu5ce %e s mu* admir$4 ,soon1 h[ev]1 h] h& paus$1 ! pap] rema9$ blank1 & h] eyes rose ) a/oni%m5t & al>m to ! face ( ! e>ne/ speak]4 ,at fir/ %e /ruggl$ pr\dly aga9/ ! ?\ght t %e1 if a believ]1 c\ld h any?+ to d ) ! dea? ( ,jesus4 ,! p]sonal application ( su* a fact _h nev] ent]$ h] m9d be=e1 & yet ! frightful alt]native 0 n to be endur$ = a mom5t4 ,%e meant to be sav$1 %e mu/ be sav$4 ,%e c\ld n1 %e w\ld n1 ca/ 9 h] lot ) ! enemies ( ,god1 ) unbeliev]s1 ) lov]s ( pleasure1 & ( ! _w :i* %e ?\ght %e _h r5\nc$4 ,:at !n mu/ %e d8 ,lay aside h] self-complac5cy1 h] self-d5ials1 h] religi\s obs]vances1 h] *>itable acts1 h] read9ess = m>tyrdom1 & take up 'only h] s9s1' & c>ry !m to ,jesus8 ,mu/ %e be l ! p5it5t ,magdal5e1 ! convict$ ,pet]1 ! man :o w\ld n s mu* z lift up 8 eyes 9 ! temple1 b smote ^u 8 brea/1 cry+1 ',god be m]ciful to me a s9n]8' ,yes1 %e mu/ d ?us if %e w\ld be sav$1 because x 0 = s9n]s t ,jesus di$4 ,x 0 s9 t crucifi$ him1 & ! utmo/ d>+ ( h] self-righte\s _s _h nev] gone s f> z to ass]t1 or to imag9e1 t %e _h n s9n$4 ,%e _h a temp]1 & a tongue1 & vanity & pride t c\ld h contradict$1 at any mom5t1 su* self-complac5t ?\ghts4 ,%e _h !re=e always made ! condesc5d+ admission t nobody is p]fect1 t all h fail+s2 b %e hop$ %e 0 a great deal bett] ?an _m1 & 0 do+ some?+ occasionally to comm5d h]self to ! favor ( a disc]n+ ,god4 ,& n[ came ?is humbl+ ,scriptural decl>ation ( aton+ m]it & =giv+ love1 proclaim+ to fai? & p5it5ce a complete salvation1 ! effect ( :i* uproots ! love ( s91 de?rones self1 & secures a lov+ ob$i5ce to lawful au?ority2 frees ! toil+ slave1 & makes him an adopt$ *ild4 ,elizabe? w5t home sad t night2 ! words %e _h fail$ to write on pap] s9k+ into h] pr\d he>t & prob+ its secret dep?s4 ,%e tri$ to pray z usual1 b n[ x seem$ no pray] at all2 %e _h to le>n z a little *ild1 & to seek a ,div9e b ev] ready tea*]4 ,i ne$ n describe to y ! ex]cises ( h] s\l "u ! unexpect$ light t _h dawn$ ^u h]2 b %e 0 n able to fight long aga9/ ! sacr$ tru?1 t 'n by works ( righte\sness :i* we h done1 b accord+ to 8 m]cy he sav$ u2' & !n %e saw h[ grateful love w\ld seek to r5d] e act righte\s1 & impress e ?\ght & feel+ ) ! beauty ( hol9ess1 n m]ely to save self1 b to glorify ,god4 ,o my de> "y fri5ds1 nev] suppose t ,god calls y to d any?+ by way ( m]it 9 ord] t y may be sav$1 = !re is no m]it 9 p5it5ce or fai?4 ,& if y ask1-- ',mu/ we n give up our gaiety1 & our amusem5ts1 & our love ( dress1 & our ,sunday excursions1 & our ?\ghtless1 or envi\s1 or unholy talk1' or any o!r ?+s 9 :i* y all[ y\rselves8 ,i answ]1 y are n told to ?9k ab\t giv+ up any?+1 except z ! prop] fruit ( fai? & love to ,god & ,*ri/1 :i* ! ,_s ( ,god has implant$ 9 y\r he>t2 s t x is no long] pleasure1 b pa9 & grief1 to d any?+ t is inconsi/5t ) ob$i5ce & devot$ness to him4 ,x w !n no long] be1-- ',mu/ ,i give up ?is8 ,or d5y myself t8' ,b r-- ',:at %all ,i r5d] unto my ,"l = all 8 b5efits t[>d me8 ,i w take ! cup ( salvation 4 4 4 ,i w (f] to !e ! sacrifice ( ?anksgiv+1 & call ^u ! "n ( ! ,"l4 ,:i!r he leads1 ,i w g2 :at he loves1 ,i w love2 & :at he bids1 ,i w d2 8 fri5ds %all be my fri5ds1 8 foes my foes1 8 ^w my delight4' ,x %all no long] be1-- ',h[ ne> may ,i rema9 to ! _w1 & yet be a believ] 9 ,him8' ,b1-- ',h[ f> may ,i get f worldl9ess1 & h[ closely may ,i walk ) ,him8' ,! love ( ,jesus & ! love ( dress & vanity _c agree toge!r 9 ! same he>t2 ! love ( ,jesus & ! practice ( ,sabba?-break+ _c exi/ 9 ! same p]son2 "o mu/ exclude ! o!r1 & ! way ( hol9ess w be f\nd ! way ( true enjoym5t4 ,h[ ,i wi%1 said ,jane ,saund]s to h]self z %e walk$ along1 accord+ to promise1 to call = h] si/]1 h[ ,i wi% ,i _h n to call = ,ell5 to-night4 ,i want to g & be alone & ?9k1 b %e w n let me4 ,:y %\ld ,i be tr\bl$ ab\t h]8 ,!n memory recall$1 l a /ill small voice ( g5tle rebuke1 a portion ( a *apt] %e _h le>n$3 ,he fir/ f9de? 8 own bro!r ,simon1 & sai? unto him1 ,we h f\nd ! ,messias2 4 4 4 & he br\ght him to ,jesus4 ,%e admir$ ! bro!r's love3 %\ld a si/]'s love be less zeal\s8 ,:5 ,jane 0 ann\nc$ at ,mr4 ,a%ton's1 a ru% 0 made f ! sitt+-room1 :i* op5$ by a glass door into ! %op1 & be=e %e c\ld express any w or wi% ^u ! subject1 %e 0 dragg$ into ! mid/ ( ! p>ty assembl$ !re1 :o seem$ to be ab\t to sit d[n to supp]4 ,ell51 said %e1 ,i h call$ z y bade me1 & we h only j "t to get home by n9e o'clock4 ,w y get ready at once8 ,:y did y n come e>li] !n8 said ,ell51 va9ly endeavor+ to conceal h] annoyance4 ,b x w n matt] = y to be a little late = once2 ,miss ,baylis w excuse y1 ,i "k4 ,i hope n to give h] any cause = excus+ me1 ,ell52 s be quick1 !re's a de> girl1 & let u g4 ,mrs4 ,a%ton1 ,i am sure y w ?9k x q "r = u to obey ,miss ,baylis's rules4 ,& ,jane look$ plead+ly t[>d ,mrs4 ,a%ton4 ,c]ta9ly1 my de>1 c]ta9ly2 we w n ask y to /ay to-night4 ,i am v sorry1 ,miss ,ell51 b ,i see we mu/ n h ! pleasure ( y\r company & y\r si/]'s to supp]4 ,pray d g & put on y\r bonnet1 ,ell51 :isp]$ ,jane1 e>ne/ly4 ,really1 ,i am q sorry1 said ,mr4 ,a%ton1 r\s+ himself f a doze 9 8 easy *air2 "o s seldom gets a sight ( y1 ,miss ,jane2 b y are q "r ab\t m9d+ rules4 ,i'm a great advocate = punctuality & ob$i5ce myself2 !re's no manag+ "y p )\t !m4 ,well1 b y c come 9 & sp5d next ,sunday ) u in/ead4 ,o no1 inde$1 sir1 ?ank y2 ,i _c inde$1 said ,jane quickly4 ,_c8 ,:y :o is to h9d] y8 ask$ ,mr4 ,a%ton1 look+ at h] ) "s surprise4 ,i--,i mean--,i %\ld say--,i am v mu* oblig$ to y1 sir1 b ,i w\ld r n1 /amm]$ ,jane1 color+ deeply4 ,o1 t's ano!r ?+2 w n & _c h r diff]5t mean+s1 ,miss ,jane2 b ,i hope y don't ?9k !re's any m h>m 9 com+ "h1 ?an 9 go+ to visit "s o!r fri5ds on a ,sunday4 ,we he> t y are turn+ religi\s1 & we ?9k x a pity y %\ld wi% to gr[ dull & =mal4 ,o1 ,i am n religi\s1 said ,jane2 & ,i nev] knew1 until ,i w5t to ,mrs4 ,davis's1 :at a happy ?+ x is to be s1 at lea/1 to h su* religion z h]s4 ,if ,fanny & ,ell5 w\ld come only once1 !y w\ld soon see t we are n dull & =mal4 ,well1 well1 my de>1 ,i'm afraid y are gett+ on fa/2 b e "o to 8 ta/e4 ,i'm sure ,i %all nev] p]secute any "o = 8 cre$1 = ev]ybody has a "r to judge = himself1 accord+ to 8 consci5ce1 ,i ?9k4 ,jane felt exce$+ly uncom=table1 b %e did n "k h[ to reply to a s5tim5t :i*1 nev]!less1 %e knew to be false & dang]\s4 ,at la/1 h[ev]1 summon+ c\rage1 %e said1 z meekly z %e c\ld1 le/ ,mr4 ,a%ton %\ld ?9k h] presumptu\s3 ,we /udy ! ,bible at ,mrs4 ,davis's1 sir1 to f9d out :at is ,god's w1 & !n our consci5ces c tell u aft]w>d :e!r we try to d x or n4 ,ah1 ,i d>e say2 t is ,mrs4 ,davis's way1 y see1 said ,mr4 ,a%ton4 ,o sir1 surely x is ! "r way4 ,h[ c we tell :at is really true & "r 9 any o!r way8 ,i nev] argue1 my de>2 ,i let p ?9k z !y please1 said ,mr4 ,a%ton1 ha/ily4 ,n[1 ,ell51 aga9 implor$ ,jane1 see+ h] yet unprep>$ to dep>t1 inde$ ,i mu/ g )\t y4 ,& %e op5$ ! door1 on :i* ,ell5 & ,fanny d>t$ up /airs1 leav+ h] to wait 9 ! %op until _! return4 ,x 0 evid5t t ! family 9 ! sitt+-room suppos$ %e also _h gone up to ha/5 ! process ( dress+ = ! walk1 = a conv]sation imm$iately comm5c$1 :i* !y c\ld sc>cely h int5d$ = h] e>1 b ! door n be+ completely clos$1 & ,jane hav+ seat$ h]self 9 ! d>k1 to wait z desir$1 %e c\ld n avoid he>+ x4 ,i'll tell y :at1 ,h>ry1 said ,mr4 ,a%ton to 8 son1 x's easy en\gh to be se5 :i* ( ^? two girls w make ! s5sible woman1 & ,i hope y won't be pay+ too mu* att5tion to t fooli% ,miss ,ell54 ,o1 y ne$ n fe>1 repli$ ! hopeful ,mr4 ,h>ry2 x only amuses u to see h[ %e is puff$ up ) vanity & conceit4 ,%e little ?9ks ! fun we make ( h] = x4 ,b ,i c tell y1 we nev] talk nons5se to prim ,miss ,jane4 ,all ! bett] = h]2 %e's a /eady girl1 ?\gh %e may be gett+ a little ,me?odi/ical2 b t's a great deal bett] ?an ! silly ?\ghts t seem to fill h] si/]'s m9d4 ,a va91 dressy1 giddy girl w make a mis]able1 helpless1 extravagant wife = any man :o has ! mis=tune to m>ry h]2 & ev5 if ! old uncle c\ld give h] a good settlem5t1 ,i %\ld nev] wi% to see t little simpleton daught]-9-law ( m9e4 ,de>1 de>1 ,mr4 ,a%ton1 ( c\rse n1 said 8 wife2 ,h5ry w\ld nev] be s fooli%4 ,mr4 ,h>ry 0 sav$ ! necessity ( a reply by ! entrance ( ,ell5 & ,fanny1 :5 he />t$ up to (f] 8 escort home4 ,:]eupon ,jane1 burn+ ) indignation1 ?rew op5 ! door1 & haughtily decl9$ 8 s]vices4 ,:atev] is ! matt] ) y1 ,jane8 exclaim$ ,ell51 z soon z !y _h left ! h\se2 ,i nev] saw y s rude & disagreeable be=e4 ,i am v sorry1 ,i don't wi% to be rude or disagreeable1 said ,jane2 b ,i d wi% ,i c\ld p]suade y to-- ,to come & be made a ,me?odi/1 ,i d>e say1 cri$ ,ell51 angrily2 b y ne$ n expect x1 s don't wa/e y\r tr\ble ^u me4 ,jane said no m until !y rea*$ _! own room1 :51 putt+ h] arm r\nd h] si/]1 & affectionately kiss+ h] half reluctant *eek1 %e :isp]$ ! conv]sation %e _h ov]he>d1 s f> only z x relat$ to ,ell5 h]self4 ,9 va9 ,ell5 w\ld h d\bt$2 %e knew t ,jane scorn$ a falsehood2 & aft] a hy/]ical /ruggle to exhibit no o!r feel+ ?an indignation at ! imp]t95ce1 %e laid h] head on h] si/]'s %\ld] & wept bitt] te>s ( mortification & di/ress4 ,de> ,ell51 said ,jane1 :5 ! disappo9t$ girl 0 a little calm$1 if y w\ld b tru/ ^? :o love y1 in/ead ( su* fri5ds z ^!1 h[ happy we might be6 ,w y n he> ab\t ,jesus ,*ri/1 & let u foll[ him toge!r8 ,o1 ,ell51 he is no pret5d$ fri5d1 to laugh at our faults :5 we are out ( sight4 ,he scre5s !m f o!rs1 & %[s !m only to ourselves1 t we may confess !m1 & t he may =give !m4 ,i d feel t ?is vexati\s ev5t has /r5g!n$ 9 me e desire & resolution ,i ev] _h to s]ve & foll[ him1 = he is ! fai?ful & true ,fri5d1 & j ! "o we ne$ to keep u safe f h>m & tr\ble4 ,& if ! little girl at ! h\se ( m\rn+ _h be5 pres5t to ask aga91 9 h] artless tone ( wi%ful inquiry1 ,d 'y' love ,jesus ,*ri/8 ,jane's full he>t w\ld h prompt$ ! reply1 ',"l1 ?\ kn[e/ all ?+s2 ?\ kn[e/ t ,i love !e4' ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,,ob/9ate ,,ell54 ,,m>y ,,davis & h] fri5d ,jane 7 "o day 9 ! %[-room toge!r1 complet+ "s arrangem5ts = ! display ( fa%ions1 :i*1 at /at$ p]iods ( ! ye>1 br\ght all ! ladies ( ! neighborhood to inspect ,miss ,baylis's ta/eful & tempt+ productions4 ,o ,m>y1 said ,jane1 z %e settl$ a bonnet on ! /&1 ,i d s (t5 wi% we 7 n mill9]s4 ,i h nev] told y yet :at ,i h be5 ?9k+ ab\t x1 because y are "o y\rself2 b x seems to me q a diff]5t sort ( bus9ess f :at x did :5 ,i began x4 ,does x8 ,:y8 said ,m>y1 go+ on ) h] "w1 :i* j !n 0 ! completion ( a pretty little cap4 ,:y1 :at h we be5 do+ n[1 b sett+ out temptations to p to come & sp5d _! money on _m ?+s !y d n really want1 :o w be p]suad$ to commit all sorts ( extravagances1 in/ead ( do+ good ) ! means t ,god has giv5 !m4 ,illu/ration3 ,! ,"y ,mill9]s4 ,i h ?\ght ( t1 said ,m>y1 b ,i nev] p]suade2 ,i %[ ! ?+ ,i am ask$ =1 & x seems to me1 t z p mu/ h respectable clo?+1 !y may z well buy :at is new & pretty :5 !y are ab\t x4 ,ah6 ,b x is n :at 'mu/' be _h t ,i am object+ to2 y w see1 pres5tly1 _m ladies w buy ?+s !y nev] ?\ght (1 j because ,miss ,baylis says !y are fa%ionable1 or *eap1 or v becom+2 & %e says h] bills are sure to be paid1 because no lady likes h] mill9]'s acc\nt to be kn[n4 ,besides1 ,m>y1 "o is oblig$ to be s ins9c]e1 & tell p ?+s are becom+ & suitable1 :5 "o sees all ! :ile !y are j ! v opposite4 ,oblig$8 said ,m>y4--,oblig$ to say :at is n true1 ,jane8 ,miss ,baylis ?9ks s1 & ,miss ,robson does x )\t any scruple1 z y w he> if y /ay 9 ! %[-room4 ,b y & ,i1 ,jane8 ,well1 de> ,m>y1 n y1 ,i am q sure1 b ,i c't say z mu* = myself2 if ,i %\ld be det]m9$ to get on1 ,i may be tempt$4 ,& y may dep5d ^u x t all :o get on d x4 ,"o might h a good bus9ess1 ,i ?9k1 if "o only work$ = ^? :o mean :at !y say1 & want :at !y come to look at1 said ,m>y4 ,good en\gh to satisfy y1 p]haps2 b is x n ! gay & fa%ionable1 ! va9 & extravagant1 :o make mill9]s' =tunes8 ,well1 b is x "r to want to make a =tune8 ,does n ! ,bible say1 ',he t make? ha/e to be ri* %all n be innoc5t2' & ',!y t w be ri* fall into temptation & a sn>e1 & into _m fooli% & hurtful lu/s8' ,& !y may d t 9 any k9d ( bus9ess4 ,!n y w\ld n ?9k x "r to induce p to buy y\r goods8 ,n aga9/ my consci5ce1 &1 z y said j n[1 my s5se ( _! be+ prop] = !m4 ,well1 n[1 :om w\ld y wi% to buy t pretty cap y h j f9i%$ s nicely8 ,"s nice-look+ lady1 :o c af=d to sit /ill1 ,i ?9k1 repli$ ,m>y1 laugh+1 z %e held up h] "w to see ! effect2 = ^! gossam] quill+s w nev] keep _! prop] places 9 a breeze4 ,hu%1 ,m>y6 ,look1 look6 :isp]$ ,jane4 ,"h come "s ladies to get ! fir/ look at ! ?+4 ,& two or ?ree ladies advanc$ into ! room4 ,i want a pretty cap1 & ,miss ,baylis says !re is "o j ! ?+ "h1 said an eld]ly p]son 9 spectacles1 ) a florid complexion & a bu/l+ mann]1 b1 :o 0 "o ( ! ri*e/ ( ,miss ,baylis's cu/om]s4 ,is ?is x8 %e ask$1 tak+ ! cap out ( ,m>y's h&1 & turn+ to "o ( h] fri5ds4 ,v pretty1 isn't x8 ,& q new1 ,miss ,baylis said4 ,i'll j try x on4 ,& ! delicate little cap 0 pres5tly plac$ on a head consid]ably too l>ge = ! %ape4 ,w x d1 d y ?9k8 said ! lady1 look+ good-humor$ly at ,m>y1 :ile ! fri5ds _h gone to "s o!r "p ( ! room1 p]haps to avoid giv+ an op9ion4 ,m>y saw at once t x did n d at all4 ,i ?9k1 ma'am1 said %e1 mode/ly1 if y w all[ me1 ,i c %[ y "s o!rs :i* may suit bett]6 ,b ?is is a new /yle1 is x n8 ,yes1 ma'am1 b--p]haps ?is1 ! /yle is n old ( ?is "o4 ,& %e pres5t$ a com=table look+ cap1 mu* bett] suit$ to ! age & appe>ance ( ! lady4 ,ah1 yes1 ?is is v com=table4 ,& x look$ com=table too1 ,m>y ?\ght4 ,b1 cont9u$ ! lady1 ,i want some?+ a little m dressy1 y "k4 ,?is is r too mu* ( a morn+ cap4 ,we c make up ! same patt]n 9 h&som] mat]ials1 if y ?9k prop]1 ma'am1 said ,m>y respectfully4 ,well1 yes1 d s !n4 ,i ?9k ?is suits me v well1 & x fits s com=tably4 ,at ?is mom5t ,miss ,baylis appe>$1 & imm$iately suspect+ t ! mill9]y _h n be5 recomm5d$ ) any p>ticul> eloqu5ce1 %e began to praise ! cap1 entreat$ ! lady to try x aga91 & expatiat$ s w>mly on ! becom+ effect ( ! late/ fa%ion1 t ! cap 0 pur*as$1 & ! lady dep>t$1 fully p]suad$ t %e _h ! prettie/ head-dress 9 ! t[n4 ,i wi% ,miss ,robson to att5d 9 ! %[-room1 y "k1 ,m>y1 said ,miss ,baylis4 ,%e 0 n q ready1 ma'am1 repli$ ,m>y2 & %e only ask$ me to wait until %e came4 ,!n ,miss ,robson came =w>d1 & be+ a /yli% look+ little p]son1 ) a head & %\ld]s t suit$ e decoration t c\ld be put ^u !m1 & admirably %[$ (f ,miss ,baylis's fa%ion1 %e seldom fail$1 by h] flatt]y & ins9uat+ mann]s1 to p]suade any pur*as]s :o came )9 ! p[] ( h] tongue1 t ! ?+1 :atev] x might be1 :i* seem$ to please1 or :i* requir$ to be got rid (1 01 )\t d\bt1 ! v article !y mo/ want$1 & c]ta9ly ought to buy4 ,m>y1 ,i 0 v ne> speak+ out ab\t t cap1 said ,jane1 = x vex$ me to see x c>ri$ (f by t fooli% old lady4 ,i wond] h] companions did n advise h] n to make h]self look ridicul\s4 ,i felt sorry to see s little idea ( :at is com=table & suitable 9 old age1 said ,m>y2 ,i did :at ,i c\ld to help x4 ,miss ,baylis is to blame2 %e said _m ?+s t 7 untrue ab\t x1 & n[ y see "o reason :y ,i dislike ! bus9ess2 ,i ?9k ,i %all ask uncle to let me d some?+ else4 ,b ,i %all talk to y\r "m ab\t x fir/4 ,jane did n =get ! subject1 & :5 %e told ,mrs4 ,davis ( h] wi% to give up h] pres5t occupation1 %e felt a little disappo9t$ :5 h] k9d fri5d ask$ calmly1 ,on :at gr\nd1 my de>1 w y "n ?is wi% to y\r uncle8 ,he w want a good reason = x1 ( c\rse4 ,i %all tell him t x is a bus9ess :i* tempts p to be va9 & worldly1 & t ,i d n l to sp5d my "t s4 ,b exam9e well1 de> ,jane1 be=e y blame ! bus9ess4 ,!re w always be p :o h nei!r "t1 n incl9ation1 nor ability to make _! own clo?+2 & is x n "r t !y %\ld h x done = !m8 ,yes1 ,i suppose x is4 ,well1 _c directions be obey$1 & ! be/ me?od & ! be/ mat]ials employ$1 )\t vanity1 or ins9c]ity1 or worldl9ess on ! "p ( ! workman8 ,!y might by ,m>y4 ,& :y n by ,jane1 if %e has ! same pr9ciple to guide h]1 & ! same desire to adorn ! ,gospel %e pr(esses to love8 ,x appe>s to me t y\r idea is j met by ! advice ( ! apo/le1 ',let e man abide 9 ! call+ :]e9 he is call$1' if x be a lawful "o4 ,! only objection y br+ aga9/ y\r bus9ess is t :i* covet\sness or "s su* s9 jo9s to x4 ,!re is no?+ wrong 9 itself2 & if y see x abus$ into wrong by o!rs1 y %\ld try to prove t x is no m ( necessity ! m9i/] ( s9 ?an any o!r call+ 9 ! _w4 ,b "o w\ld nev] get on1 y "k4 ,x w\ld be b a poor second-rate sort ( bus9ess1 if "o c\ld n d z o!rs d4 ',:at is 'gett+ on1' ,jane8 ,:]e does "o get to8 ,:at is ! end 9 view8 ,is x to glorify ,god 9 "s prospect ( a future t we may nev] live to see8 ,x seems to me t ! ,*ri/ian has no?+ to d ) :at ! _w calls 'gett+ on1' b 8 desire & duty are to glorify ,god e day & e h\r ( 8 life 9 ! pres5t1 ! only "t he is sure (2 & if do+ t1 ':y take ye ?\ght = ! morr[8' ',:y envy ! fooli% _! rapid prosp]ity1 :5 s few c be> x )\t be+ 'lift$ up to _! hurt8' ,h[ f> bett] to walk ) ,god 9 consci5ti\s reg>d to tru?fulness & s9c]ity1 dep5d+ pray]fully on 8 provid5ce1 ?an to manage a fir/ rate fa%ionable bus9ess ) a worldly eye to 'gett+ on4' ,!n don't y ?9k "o ought to wi% to give up "s day1 & be--be indep5d5t8 hesitat$ ,jane4 ,to save some?+1 ,i mean1 t we may h x to live ^u :5 we are n able to "w4 ,t may be done--x _h bett] be done--q hone/ly1 ,jane2 & ! believ] w n all[ 8 pres5t consci5ce to be blott$ ) any kn[n s91 to secure a future object4 ,if ,god's ,_s is 9 him1 & ,god's ^w guides him1 he w h pati5ce1 he w live frugally1 & he w give *e]fully1 nor refuse to d good ) 8 dime n[1 because he hopes to h 8 doll> to give away by & by4 ,! look+ =w>d to a "t to sp5d 9 self-indulg5ce t :i* has be5 laid up 9 ye>s ( indu/ry1 is "o ( ! devil's sn>es to *eck b5evol5ce & fo/] covet\sness2 & he p]suades m5 t x is lawful f ! highe/ to ! l[e/ bran* ( e>?ly bus9ess4 ,x is n = ! true ,*ri/ian to /oop f 8 high call+ to ?is2 x is ( ! _w1 x is l ! _w1 x is m$dl+ ) =bidd5 ?+s1 & yet x may be made to seem s plausible1 t x ne$s a c>eful ex]cise ( ,*ri/ian judgm5t & ! /rict wat*fulness ( an enlight5$ consci5ce to disc]n motives = e>n+ & sav+1 z well z = giv+ & sp5d+4 ,!n1 said ,jane1 y see no inconsi/5cy 9 help+ to make va9 & extravagant p m va9 & extravagant /ill4 ,i see t ,m>y & y are engag$ 9 obey+ ! ord]s ( p ( v opposite dispositions1 )\t be+ aw>e 9 _m cases ( :at !y are1 & )\t be+ influ5c$ = ! bett] or ! worse by !m4 ,our consi/5cy1 my de> girl1 does n lie 9 ! p[] ( ^? ar\nd u2 x mu/ h its deep liv+ root 9 ! love ( ,*ri/ 9 our own he>ts4 ,well1 !n1 ,mrs4 ,davis1 ,i am sure y w agree ) me 9 ! next ?+ ,i am go+ to say4 ,i mean to alt] ! /yle ( my own dress at once1 & no long] look l a %[-block = ! exhibition ( ! fa%ions4 ,i confess !re is some?+ ab\t x occasionally t may be improv$1 my de>2 b x w be "r to consid] t 9 future1 & n ca/ aside :at y h already b\ght1 unless y c af=d to d s4 ,ah6 ,!n y ?9k me wrong aga9 ,i see8 ,be sure t ,god has *ang$ y\r he>t fir/1 ,jane4 ,8 "w beg9s )92 & ! he>t t is be+ prob$ & cleans$ & r5ew$ by 8 grace does n beg9 ) ext]nal ?+s4 ,i knew a "y lady once--%e 0 su* by bir? & /ation--:o became acqua9t$ ) a ,*ri/ian family1 & admir$ & lov$ !m ard5tly4 ,!y 7 extremely pla9 9 _! dress1 & hav+ resolv$ to foll[ !m 9 ev]y?+1 %e did s 9 t4 ,%e n only gave up ! gay society %e _h mix$ 91 & (f5d$ all h] relatives by d5\nc+ !m z worldly1 & unwor?y ( h] att5tion & love1 b %e gave away all h] ornam5ts1 _m ( :i* 7 v valuable1 burn$ or de/roy$ all h] fa%ionable clo!s1 & appe>$ abroad 9 a pla9 common g[n1 & a bonnet ) only ribbon en\gh on x to s]ve = /r+s4 ,h] fri5ds began to ?9k %e 0 d]ang$2 b %e said t ,god's p 7 'a peculi> p1' & ! ,"l ,jesus himself 0 said to be mad4 ,%e 0 s5t f home = a "t1 9 ! hope ( giv+ a turn to h] ?\ghts2 b ?is only /r5g!n$ h] resolutions1 & increas$ ! ardor ( h] app>5t devotion to h] religi\s views4 ,at la/1 believ+ h] to be s9c]e & consci5ti\s 9 all ^! s+ul>ities1 h] "m receiv$ h] aga91 all[+ h] to dress1 act1 visit1 read1 & g among ! sick & poor z %e pleas$1 :ile ! subject ( religion 0 nev] m5tion$ 9 h] pres5ce except+ ) respect & concurr5ce 9 any?+ %e ?\ght prop] to say4 ,by degrees %e we>i$ ( a pr(ession :i* _h no endur+ life-giv+ en]gy )91 & no connection ) true fai? f above2 & aft] ! lapse ( ab\t two ye>s1 ! cessation ( all opposition left ! sp>ks %e _h k9dl$ h]self to die out4 ,i met h] 9 ! /reet to h] way to pay a morn+ visit1 dress$ exp5sively & fa%ionably1 ev5 to a :ite bonnet & fea!rs2 & ,i he>d ( h] %ortly aft]w>ds danc+ among ! gaye/ & mo/ ?\ghtless at a ball giv5 by "s ( h] worldly fri5ds1 :o 7 delight$ to p]ceive t %e _h :at !y call$ 'come to h] s5ses aga94' ,once aft]w>d ,i _h an opportunity ( speak+ to h]1 :5 %e boldly d5\nc$ all :o made any pr(ession ( religion1 z hypocrites or self-deceiv]s1 & said %e %\ld =ev] suspect ev]ybody :o wore a /raight ribbon1 or a common g[n unsuit$ to h] /ation 9 life2 t %e _h made a great mi/ake h]self 9 be+ influ5c$ by ! example ( o!rs :ile 9 _! society2 b t %e _h n[ rega9$ ! ex]cise ( h] own indep5d5t judgm5t1 & 0 once m a reasonable creature4 ,?us1 y see1 %e _h return$ f ! extremity ( outw>d opposition to ! _w & its ways1 to ! po9t f :i* %e set out4 ,b did %e nev] h any m religi\s ?\ghts or desires8 ask$ ,jane4 ,i d n "k2 b ,i %\ld suppose h] h\rs ( private m$itation1 if %e ev] _h any1 c\ld n be v happy ones4 ,poor girl1 x 0 v sad1 said ,jane2 ,i hope ,i %all n be l h]1 ,mrs4 ,davis4 ,i hope n1 inde$1 de> ,jane2 b ,i h m5tion$ h] to y1 t y may see h[ possible x is to assume 'a =m ( godl9ess1' )\t kn[+ any?+ ( '! p[] !re(4' ,be sure t :at outw>d *anges y make1 y d s because y love ,god1 & desire to glorify him1 & c ask him to sanctify ! motive1 :i* no eye b 8 own c see 9 its true light4 ,o6 ,mrs4 ,davis1 h[ k9d y are to talk to me 9 ?is way4 ,i am a v weak1 fooli% creature1 & ,i fe> ,i am want+ to be do+ some?+ to look religi\s1 be=e ,i h got any real religion at all4 ,b ,i d sometimes feel sure t ,i love ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 & !n ,i want to d some?+ to please him4 ,t is q "r1 ,jane2 & ,god =bid t ,i %\ld *eck t lov+ ?\ght4 ,ah1 b !n ,i f9d myself want+ to seem bett] ?an o!rs1 in/ead ( rememb]+ h[ wret*$ly wor?less ,i am myself be=e ,god4 ,i _c ?9k h[ x is1 b ,i nev] seem to h a good ?\ght or a "r feel+ ab\t salvation1 b some?+ va9 or self-righte\s or abom9able gets by ! side ( x directly1 & !n ,i hate myself m ?an ev]4 ,o ?ank ,god1 de> girl1 = reveal+ to y some?+ ( ! deceitfulness ( y\r own he>t1 = no?+ else c make u dep5d entirely on ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,!re is no safe place = ! s\l1 no purify+ influ5ce = ! he>t1 & no real fulfillm5t ( duty1 except look+ unto him2 & to be draw+ contra/s or mak+ outw>d diff]5ces betwe5 ourselves & o!rs1 is j a plot ( ,satan to turn aside our gaze f ! "r direction & our /ep front progress 9 our ,ma/]'s s]vice4 ,b !re are _m diff]5ces betwe5 ,god's p & ! p ( ! _w t %\ld be se51 are !re n8 ,yes1 _m2 b !y are1 if ,i may v5ture to use ! expression1 diff]5ces ( gr[? & feature3 !y w come ) our spiritual progress1 & %\ld n be assum$ z a badge by ourselves4 ,x is z easy & natural = a real ,*ri/ian to dress ) mode/ simplicity1 z = a worldly p]son to be 9 ! height ( ! fa%ion2 & z easy to re/ra9 ! wi%es )9 ! limit ( "o's means1 z = an extravagant p]son to exce$ !m4 ,! love ( ,god is a regulator ( all su* matt]s1 :5 ! ,holy ,_s has plant$ x ) r5ew+ p[] )9 our he>ts4 ,8 *ildr5 be> 8 lik5ess )\t any unnatural ef=t ( _! own4 ,ell5's displeasure aga9/ h] fri5ds1 ! ,a%tons1 gradually subsid$4 ,fanny1 %e knew1 _h no?+ to d ) ! cause ( (f5se2 & :5 h] *ang$ mann] to ,mr4 ,h>ry _h induc$ 8 urg5t inquiries into ! reason1 %e _h all[$ h]self to be satisfi$ ) 8 assurances t he _h only spok5 to disguise f 8 p>5ts ! real /ate ( 8 feel+s t[>d h]1 until he %\ld be able to act indep5d5tly ( _! au?ority4 ,alas6 ,poor ,ell5 9 h] gratifi$ vanity did n pause to reflect1 t ! s9 ( ! excuse 0 /ill great] ?an ! orig9al mis*ief2 b1 _h %e done s1 %e w\ld h _h no reason = surprise1 = he :o delib]ately disreg>d$ ,god 0 n likely to be scrupul\s ab\t ! fif? comm&m5t1 or any o!r :i* oppos$ 8 incl9ation4 ,jane obs]v$ ! r5ewal ( ! int]c\rse ) great uneas9ess1 & made _m attempts1 by giv+ up h] own greate/ pleasure t ( jo9+ ,mrs4 ,davis on a ,sunday 9 ord] to induce h] si/] to walk ) h] alone1 or rema9 at home toge!r4 ,h y qu>rel$ ) ,m>y ,davis1 ask$ ,ell5 on "o occasion :5 ?is proposal 0 made1 t y are always teas+ me to /ay ) y8 ,no2 b ,i h n qu>rel$ ) y ei!r1 & we s seldom h an aft]noon toge!r4 ,:y1 y are s dreadfully dull n[1 y h no?+ to talk ab\t4 ,i am sure ,i w talk if y w li/5 to me1 said ,jane *e]fully4 ,ah1 y w1 ,i d>e say2 b x is ab\t :at ,i don't want to he>4 ,i don't "k at all :y y %\ld ?9k ill ( me1 ,jane1 & t ,i ne$ to be sav$1 & all t4 ,i g to *ur* v (t5 9 a morn+1 & if ,i happ5 to miss a ,sunday or two1 ,i g twice 9 "o day to make up = x2 & :5 !re is a collection y don't "k h[ mu* ,i put 9 m ?an y ?9k1 dep5d ^u x2 & ,i %\ldn't boa/ ( x1 only "o mu/ speak up = "o's self4 ,x is n :at ,i ?9k1 de> ,ell52 ,i only tell y sometimes :at ! ,bible says1 & x is n possible to speak up = ourselves to ,god1 y "k4 ,y mu/ he> :at he says "s day2 & if y h no ,savi\r to speak = y1 :at c y d8 ,i hate to he> y1 ,jane1 exclaim$ ,ell5 impati5tly2 x is all ! nons5se t ,mrs4 ,davis has put into y\r head1 & ,i don't believe a ^w ( x4 ,y pret5d to love me "o m9ute1 & ! next y make out t ,i am s wick$ ,i c't g to heav54 ,& !n y w\ld rob "o ( ! only pleasure we h1 our little treats on a ,sunday4 ,i only want y to try to f9d y\r pleasure 9 ano!r way1 = ,i q agree ) y t we d ne$ pleasure1 or *ange1 or recreation1 :atev] y please to call x1 aft] six days' close "w4 ,!n :y 9 ! _w d y nev] take any8 ask$ ,ell51 9 great a/oni%m5t at ! admission2 x is our own day1 & we ought to enjoy x4 ,no1 x is ! ,"l's day1 & he gives ! real re/1 & ! true pleasure4 ,:i* ( u gives ! be/ pro( ( t on a ,monday morn+1 ,ell58 ,( c\rse y expect me to say y1 because y happ5 to get up fir/4 ,yes1 ,i d2 y\r head a*es1 y are s tir$1 y wi% !re 0 no "w to d1 & !n ) a few o!rs y grumble toge!r & f9d fault ) ev]y?+ because y miss ! excitem5t & ! flatt]y ( ! day be=e4 ,:ile y & ,m>y sit at "w ?9k+ h[ good y are1 said ,ell51 kn[+ full well ! tru? ( h] si/]'s /atem5t4 ,we (t5 ?9k h[ good x is to h a day t no "o has a "r to int]f]e )2 :5 we may h "t to read1 & ?9k1 & pray = all ! help we ne$ to make u happy & cont5t$ to "w on ! o!r days1 & to rem9d u t x is n m]ely to e>n money1 or s]ve an e>?ly mi/ress1 b to s]ve our heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,x is s happy1 ,ell51 to turn f our "w = ! body to t clo?+ = a bett] _w prep>$ = u by our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 :i* we h no?+ to d ) ! mak+ (1 b only to put x on4 ,all v f9e inde$2 & y pret5d ?is makes y will+ to get to "w aga9 on ,monday1 said ,ell51 scornfully4 ,x makes me happy to be j :]e ,god's w makes x my duty to be1 repli$ ,jane1 meekly4 ,i'm sure ,i wond] y condesc5d to be a mill9]2 ,i wond] x isn't mu* too worldly a bus9ess = y4 ,i ?\ght x 01 & want$ to give x up2 b ,mrs4 ,davis conv9c$ me t "o may e>n an hone/ liv+ 9 x )\t be+ worldly & frivol\s4 ,well1 y ne$n't expect me to g into p>tn]%ip ) y1 & s ,i %all tell uncle1 = y w\ld ru9 our prospects at once1 ,i see2 b ,i'm go+ out n[1 s good-by4 ,y h a cold1 de> ,ell52 pray d n /ay out late3 y "k ! ev5+s are gett+ *illy1 & come on e>ly n[4 ,d take a %awl1 9 case y %\ld feel cold 9 t light musl94 ,b ,jane might z well h talk$ to ! musl9 itself1 & ,ell5 flitt$ away z light & ?\ghtless z ev]4 ,h] lesson 0 to be le>n$ "u o!r tea*+4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,,bright] ,,days4 ,,mr4 ,,saund]s1 9 ! mean "t1 _h n be5 unm9dful ( 8 nieces' int]e/s1 & hav+ he>d ( a respectable bus9ess ab\t to be dispos$ (1 he secur$ ! premises & ! good-w ( ! resign+ p]son1 & !n w5t to in=m !m ( _! future prospects4 ,to 8 regret & surprise he 0 in=m$ t ,ell5 _h be5 tak5 s]i\sly ill1 & _h be5 remov$ by ,jane's desire4 ,foll[+ ,miss ,baylis's directions1 he soon f\nd himself at ! neat little cottage ( a respectable wid[1 ^: mann]s indicat$ ! f> sup]ior /ation ( h] =m] days4 ,"h he 0 receiv$ ) respect & pleasure by ,jane1 :o expla9$ h] reasons = ! removal to 8 entire satisfaction4 ,& :at has made h] ill2 d y "k1 ,jane8 he ask$4 ,jane 0 sil5t1 & ,mrs4 ,davis reliev$ h] by simply /at+ ! tru?4 ,late h\rs 9 ! damps ( autumn ev5+s1 ) too little c>e 9 ! matt] ( suitable clo?+4 ,v fooli%1 inde$1 said ,mr4 ,saund]s2 b ,i %\ld h ?\ght y _h too mu* to d to admit ( gett+ out (t5 9 an ev5+4 ,y don't mean ,sundays1 ,i hope8 & he look$ aga9 at ,jane1 :o 0 sil5t & emb>rass$4 ,really1 ,jane1 said he gravely1 ,i see n[ h[ x is1 b ,i ?\ght bett] ( y2 y\r lett]s h be5 s s5sible ( late t x seem$ "t to tru/ y accord+ to my promise2 b :o c expect giddy1 ?\ghtless ,sabba?-break]s ev] to d any good = !mselves 9 ! _w8 ,x is n respectable to g holiday-mak+ in/ead ( m9d+ y\r *ur* & y\r ,bible on a ,sunday4 ,i wond] ,miss ,baylis has n se5 to x = y1 if y c't judge = y\rselves4 ,jane repli$ t ,miss ,baylis usually w5t out ( t[n on ,saturday night1 & knew v little ( h] "y p's habits on a ,sunday4 ,well1 !n1 %e ought to "k !m2 ,i c't see h[ %e c %irk ! responsibility4 ,i see aft] ! do+s ( my %opm5 & s]vants1 & put !m 9 ! "r way4 ,mr4 ,saund]s's "r way1 h[ev]1 0 n precisely ! w9n+1 lov+ way t t5ds1 "u ,god's bless+1 to make ! ,sabba? a delight1 ! holy ( ! ,"l1 & honorable4 ,8 views 7 ^? ( a respectable =mali/1 connect+ ,god's bless+ ) human ob$i5ce1 9 high] subjects1 besides ^? ( temporal int]e/s1 :i*1 x may readily be admitt$1 are usually b5efit$ by su* outw>d respect4 ,mrs4 ,davis took an opportunity ( exculpat+ ,jane f h] uncle's condemnation2 & ?\gh x seem$ to make ,ell5's conduct /ill m repreh5sible1 yet he spoke ) k9dness & =be>ance to ! suff]+ girl1 & told h] ( 8 plans = _! future welf>e4 ,ell5 01 inde$1 s]i\sly ill4 ,%e _h paid no reg>d to ,jane's w>n+ conc]n+ h] dress or ! ev5+ damp1 & aft] tak+ tea out on ! grass ) h] "y fri5ds1 at a place ( public resort 9 ! c\ntry1 _h return$ by wat] at a late h\r1 & ! next day 0 s ill f sev]e cold1 t ,miss ,baylis gladly acc$$ to ! e>ne/ reque/ ( ,jane & ,m>y1 t %e might be remov$ to ! c>e ( "o :o _h be5 too sadly exp]i5c$ 9 att5dance on ! sick4 ,ell5 _h decl>$ t %e %\ld n l ,mrs4 ,davis at all2 b 9 va9 %e tri$ to n\ri% h] prejudices aga9/ ! k9d & g5tle h& t m9i/]$ to h] wants1 & ! mild voice t spoke only ( sympa?y & int]e/1 & at la/ ceas$ to expect ! sev]ity & lectur+ :i* %e _h p]si/$ 9 associat+ ) ! religion ( ! ,*ri/ian wid[4 ,%e did n "k t ! weapons ( ,*ri/ian love become poli%$ by con/ant use1 & t ! mell[+ influ5ce ( its pr9ciples s(t5s d[n ! r\ghness or ! sev]ity :i* sometimes t+es ! ef=ts or ! judgm5t ( zeal\s spiritual y\?4 ,b1 to ! deep regret ( h] k9d fri5ds1 %e /udi\sly evad$ e attempt to lead h] m9d to any s]i\s ?\ght1 & employ$ ,fanny ,a%ton to retail to h] ! news ( ! t[n1 & to supply h] ) frivol\s novels1 ) :i* %e beguil$ h] "t :5 able to read4 ,aft] recov]+ 9 "s degree f ! sev]] symptoms ( h] illness1 x became evid5t t no fur!r progress 0 made1 & ,ell5 grew impati5t ( h] incessant c\gh1 h] re/less nights1 & cont9u$ weakness2 & at la/ h] m$ical att5dant intimat$ to ,mrs4 ,davis1 t 8 irritable pati5t 0 probably f> gone 9 rapid decl9e4 ,x 0 a sev]e %ock to ! affectionate si/]1 ^: spiritual life & gr[? 9 grace & k _h only ref9$ h] love = ?is ne>e/ e>?ly relative2 b to break ! intellig5ce to ! invalid h]self1 became a s\rce ( ! deepe/ & mo/ pa9ful anxiety4 ,fanny ,a%ton _h begg$ ,ell5 to be prep>$ = a treat h] bro!r int5d$ to give !m1 at a beautiful spot a few miles up ! riv]4 ,he _h obta9$ ! loan ( a pretty little sail+-bunt1 manageable ei!r ) canvas or o>1 & ! fir/ f9e ,sunday 0 appo9t$ = ! excursion4 ,fanny promis$ t in/ead ( tak+ refre%m5t out ( doors1 x %\ld be prep>$ = !m at ! small inn1 kept = ! accommodation ( p>ties ( pleasure1 & t !y %\ld return home be=e sunset4 ,! day arriv$1 & ,ell5 attempt$ to dress = ! excursion1 not)/&+ ,jane's assurances t h] /r5g? 0 unequal to ! ef=t4 ,%e insi/$ on try+1 & prote/$ t ! air w\ld revive & refre% h]4 ,%e look$ up ) envy into ! heal?y c\nt5ance ( h] si/]1 :o /ood be=e h] ready dress$ = *ur*1 & ^: s]5ity 0 cl\d$ only by anxiety = h]4 ,poor ,ell5 tri$ h] %awl1 & decl>$ x 0 too heavy1 %e c\ld n we> x2 h] bonnet hurt h] head1 ev]y?+ w5t wrong1 h] h&s trembl$ ) weakness & excitem5t2 & at la/1 ?r[+ aside h] prep>ations1 %e sank d[n ^u h] b$ & bur/ into te>s4 ,y are "r1 ,jane1 %e sobb$1 ,i am n /rong en\gh yet2 y mu/ call & tell !m ,i _c g to-day4 ,jane turn$ te>fully away f ! ?9 pale =m ( ! lately bloom+ girl1 & w5t to d h] bidd+4 ,t day1 :i* _h s pa9fully impress$ ! invalid ) ! fir/ real consci\sness ( h] weakness1 0 pass$ 9 rep9+ & discont5t1 & :5 ! h\r = ! assembl+ ( ,mrs4 ,davis's read+ p>ty _h arriv$1 & ,jane /ill rema9$ at h] b$side1 %e desir$ h] to g d[n1 & draw+ a book f "u h] pill[1 said %e pref]r$ to read alone4 ,! next day a try+ task devolv$ on ,jane1 :o 0 consid]$ ! mo/ fit p]son to break to h] si/] news :i* mu/ almo/ ov]:elm h]1 b :i* c\ld n long be )held4 ,sev]al times dur+ ! day ,ell5 _h impati5tly inquir$ = ,fanny1 :o1 %e said1 ought to h be5 to see h]4 ,b %e w come 9 ! ev5+1 ,i am sure1 to tell me all ab\t ! p>ty1 & :o w5t1 & :o 0 sorry t ,i c\ld n g4 ,fanny is a nice girl1 ,jane2 ,i am surpris$ t y nev] lik$ h]4 ,i mu/ g !re z soon z ,i c get out2 ,mr4 ,a%ton won't call me va9 & silly n[1 s9ce ,i've _h ?is illness to make me s /eady & quiet4 ,& %e tri$ to smile at ! bitt] recollection4 ,jane made no reply1 & ,ell5 look$ aga9 9 h] face4 ,:y1 ,jane1 %e exclaim$1 ,i hope y are n go+ to be ill too2 y really look dreadful1 & z if y _h be5 cry+ all night4 ,:at is ! matt] ) y8 ,x 0 a v good ?+ y c\ld n g out ye/]day1 de> ,ell51 said ,jane1 t5d]ly4 ,i don't ?9k s at all2 b t is n an answ] to my "q1 y h n be5 cry+ ab\t me surely1 ,jane8 ,& aga9 %e gaz$ inquisitively1 & ) "s ris+ al>m1 ^u h] si/]4 ,mr4 ,a%ton call$ la/ night1 said ,jane4 ,mr4 ,a%ton8 ,h[ v k9d6 ,i'm sure ,i did n expect him to come & inquire aft] me4 ,he came to see if ,fanny _h be5 "h4 ,:y8 ,did n ,fanny g /raight home aft] ! p>ty came back8 ,! boat 0 v late 9 leav+ to return1 ,i believe1 falt]$ ,jane2 & ,h5ry ,a%ton1 & ! o!r "y m5 _h tak5 too mu* to dr9k4 ,o ,jane6 ,g on--:at else8 :isp]$ ,ell51 turn+ dea?ly pale1 & trembl+ viol5tly4 ,tell me quickly1 :at else8 ,! boat upset2 ,h5ry 0 pick$ up1 & five ( ! o!rs2 b poor ,fanny-- ,ell5 he>d no m2 %e sank back1 app>5tly lifeless1 & rema9$ s = "s "t4 ,! unhappy "y p1 to ! numb] ( n9e1 hav+ delay$ _! return too late = ! idle ef=ts ( f\r half-intoxicat$ "y m51 emb>k$ ha/ily1 9 ! hope ( rea*+ a riv] /eam]1 :i* might t[ !m easily along4 ,! ef=t to cat* ! rope :i* 0 to connect !m ) ! /eam]1 caus$ a lur*1 :i* fright5$ ! female portion ( ! p>ty1 & !y ru%$ to "o side2 ?is upset ! boat1 & 9 an in/ant !y 7 all /ruggl+ 9 ! wat] = _! lives4 ,fanny clung to h] bro!r1 :o1 9 a mom5t ( sobriety1 might h sav$ h]2 b n[1 /upefi$ ) dr9k & fe>1 he 0 int5t only on self-pres]vation1 & ?\gh ! /eam] hov]$ = a consid]able "t ab\t ! fatal spot1 ?ree ( ! "y wom5 7 se5 no m4 ,! wret*$ fa!r _h return$ home aft] eag] inquiries at ! riv] side1 :5ce no?+ c\ld be se5 ( ! boat1 & 0 aga9 on 8 way1 9 almo/ frantic despair1 :5 he 0 met by ! be>]s ( 8 son1 & ! news ( 8 daught]'s fate4 ,h5ry 0 seiz$ ) bra9 fev]1 & 8 /ruggles to rea* 8 si/]1 ^: cries = help seem$ to r+ 9 8 e>s1 7 frightful & di/ress+ to 8 brok5-he>t$ p>5ts1 :o m\rn$ too late _! neglig5ce ( p>5tal duty4 ,ell5's lam5tation = ,fanny ,a%ton's unhappy end 0 m+l$ ) ?ankfulness = h] own escape4 ,x w\ld h kill$ me q1 said %e %udd]+2 = _h ,i be5 sav$ f dr[n+1 ,i mu/ h di$ f ! effects ( su* fright & cold4 ,& y feel y w\ld n h be5 prep>$ = su* a summons to ano!r _w1 de> ,ell51 said ,jane1 :51 aft] a "t1 h] si/] ?us recurr$ to ! ev5t4 ,o1 ,i don't "k ab\t t2 x did n come y "k1 s ,i ne$ n ?9k ab\t x6 ,b x mu/ come "s day1 & by "s means4 ,if n by sudd5 accid5t1 by sickness &-- ,well really1 ,jane1 ,i wond] h[ y ev] expect me to get well1 talk+ ab\t su* ?+s1 said ,ell51 ) irritation2 b ,i want y to write to uncle1 & ask = me to h a *ange ( air directly2 ,i'm tir$ ( be+ "h1 & ,i want "s companions ) m life & _s ?an y h1 to r\se me out ( melan*oly ?\ghts4 ,poor ,fanny1 %e always _h some?+ pleasant to talk ab\t4 ,& ,ell5 wept h]self to sleep1 ) h] h& ^u ! la/ novel t h] fri5d _h br\ght1 & :i* ,jane s(tly drew away1 leav+ h] ,bible 9 its place4 ,:5 ,ell5 awoke %e discov]$ ! ex*ange1 & felt annoy$2 b sudd5ly h] ?\ghts took a new turn4 ,:at if ,jane's fe>s 7 really excit$ ab\t h] heal?8 ,:at if all ?is excessive weakness1 & di/ract+ c\gh1 meant some?+ m ?an tempor>y indisposition8 ,%e _h obs]v$ ! looks ( t5d] pity ) :i* all seem$ to reg>d h]1 & ! increas$ desire to guide h] m9d to heav5ly ?+s4 ,c\ld x be t h] life 0 really 9 dang]1 & !y wi%$ to make h] aw>e ( x )\t any sudd5 %ock8 ,!n %e bur/ into passionate weep+1 bury+ h] face 9 ! pill[1 aga9/ :i* %e lean$1 until r\s$ by ! g5tle h& ( h] k9d nurse4 ,o ,mrs4 ,davis6 %e cri$ ) brok5 voice4 ,d tell me1 am ,i--am ,i dy+8 ,is x possible t ,i _c get well8 ,y\r s\l w die1 my *ild1 if y d n ask ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ to save x4 ,if y _h peace 9 him1 y w\ld resign y\rself to 8 w = life or dea?4 ,o6 ,i _c2 ,i love ! _w1 & ,i want to live4 ,x is a cruel ?+ to die s "y4 ,o1 d s5d = o!r doctors1 !y may ?9k ( some?+ to cure me4 ,i w h *ange ( air & sc5e2 ,i w try ev]y?+4 ,& 9 re/less impati5ce1 poor ,ell5 wait$ ! arrival ( h] k9d uncle1 :o came to take h] to 8 h\se1 t %e might try ! effect ( h] native air4 ,mrs4 ,saund]s 0 a m rigid =mali/ ?an h] husb&1 & c>efully att5d$ to all h] duties1 "u ! conviction t h] own righte\sness & m]it mu/ secure h] a future heav54 ,( a pres5t e>ne/ ( its bless$ness %e _h no idea2 ( ! ,_s ( adoption %e knew no?+2 ! mighty co/ ( r$emption %e _h nev] calculat$1 & believ$ t h] frigid rules1 & unlovely notions ( a godly & sob] life1 fully entitl$ h] to glory 9 h]self1 & upbraid all :o m manife/ly fail$ 9 ob$i5ce to ,god's comm&s4 ,ell5 _h nev] tr\bl$ h]self ab\t h] aunt's religion be=e3 b %e ?\ght x especially disagreeable n[1 & miss$ ! lov+ acc5ts ( true grace 9 ! fri5ds %e _h left4 ,%e did n und]/& ! diff]5ce betwe5 h] aunt's & ,mrs4 ,davis's religion1 b %e felt its influ5ce1 & began to ?9k t1 if p mu/ ne$s be religi\s1 ^? :o made ! ,"l ,jesus _! only hope & example 7 greatly pref]able 9 temp]1 humility1 self-d5ial1 & ,*ri/ian *>ity4 ,aft] a %ort resid5ce 9 ?is uncom=table home1 %e entreat$ leave to return to ,mrs4 ,davis2 & h] reque/ 0 will+ly second$ by ,mrs4 ,saund]s1 :o decl>$ t a m discont5t$1 un*ri/ian invalid _h nev] fall5 to h] *>ge4 ,& s poor ,ell51 weak]1 & sadd]1 & m irritable ?an be=e1 0 welcom$ aga9 by ! k9d wid[ z a daught]1 ov] :om h] lov+ he>t ye>n$ ) ! long+ ( "o :o kn[s :at a pite\s object is an unsav$ s9n] 9 ! day ( tr\ble4 ,%e felt n[ t ! suff]+ ( ! weak body 0 a small consid]ation comp>$ ) ! imp5d+ de/ruction ( ! s\l1 & %e spoke firmly & solemnly to ! dy+ girl1 &1 kneel+ by h] side1 spoke = h] to ,him :o c prosp] 8 ^w on its err& ( m]cy4 ,a y\?ful he>t1 fill$ ) vanity & worldl9ess1 is a v /ubborn ?+3 habitual disreg>d ( ,god & neglect ( 8 ^w are z fatal to su* a "o z to ^? ^: bold iniquities proclaim _! ru9 to ! _w1 & mu/ end 9 ! same condemnation4 ,! conv5i5t season anticipat$ by e "o :o def]s acqua9tance ) ,god to "s future "t1 is n (t5 f\nd 9 ! season ( sickness4 ,x is pa9fully inconv5i5t1 :5 consci5ce is t]rifi$1 ! he>t full ( idols1 ! body languid ?r\gh weakness1 or torm5t$ by pa91 to be grop+ 9 confusion & d>kness aft] an unkn[n & neglect$ ,god4 ,poor ,ell5 f\nd x s1 & amid h] self-reproa*es = wa/$ opportunities1 %e 0 (t5 he>d to deplore ) bitt] regret ^? missp5t days1 :5 %e _h resolutely ca/ 9 h] lot ) ^? :o fe>$ n ,god1 & refus$ to praise him = 8 goodness1 & to he> ( 8 wond]ful works to ! *ildr5 ( m54 ,happy are ^? "y p :o c sp5d a ,*ri/ian ,sunday 9 a ,*ri/ian home2 & deeply to be felt & c>$ = are ^? :o h only ! h\se ( ! hirel+ to %elt] !m f ! temptation to w&] 9 /reets or revel 9 godless pleasures4 ,b a home may be )\t ,god2 & a hirel+'s room may be a sc5e ( heav5ly affection1 :5 ,god & ! s9n] meet1 bless+ & bless$1 9 hall[$ int]c\rse1 :i*-- ,wafts ! happy s\l a:ile ,f>1 f> away f ?is l[ sph]e2 ,& 9 a ,savi\r's lov+ smile1 ,arms x anew = duty "h4 ,aft] ,ell5's dea? ,mr4 ,saund]s v k9dly1 & 9 gratitude to ,mrs4 ,davis = h] t5d] c>e1 (f]$ to ,m>y ! p>tn]%ip ) ,jane 9 ! bus9ess he _h wi%$ ! two si/]s to und]take2 & ,m>y _h ! satisfaction ( once m surr\nd+ h] belov$ "m ) _m ( ! com=ts to :i* %e _h be5 accu/om$ 9 e>li] life4 ,! fri5ds adorn$ !mselves 9 mode/ app>el1 z wom5 pr(ess+ godl9ess1 & f\nd !mselves able to execute exp5sive or fa%ionable ord]s = _! cu/om]s )\t comm5d+ worldl9ess1 or compromis+ _! own p]sonal consi/5cy2 & x 0 (t5 ow+ to _! judici\s & s5sible advice1 respectfully (f]$1 t advanc+ age 0 sav$ f m]it$ ridicule1 & extravagance *eck$ by due reg>d to means & /ation4 ,z employ]s1 !y did n =get ! exp]i5ce ( _! pa/ life 9 _! conduct t[>d _! own dep5d5ts2 & :5 ,saturday's "w 0 done1 x 0 "o ( _! *ief desires & pleasures to provide z f> z lay 9 _! p[]1 = ! ,*ri/ian enjoym5t ( ! day ( re/4 ,_! home 0 also _! workwoman's home1 if !y _h no o!r1 & mat]nal k9dness & fri5dly int]e/ made x attractive & happy4 ,& to ^? :o 7 able to appreciate _! _m privileges & advantages1 ! ,"l's day became emphatically a delight1 & 0 anticipat$ ) joy z ! workwoman's be/ & happie/ day4 ,,! ,,end4