,,memoirs ,,( ,,! ,,"r ,,rev4 ,,daniel ,,corrie1 ,,ll4,d4 ,illu/ration3 ,woodman1 ,sc4 ,daniel ,corrie1 ,,lld4 ,fir/ ,bi%op ( ,madras4 ,london1 ,publi%$ by ,seeley ,c4 ,fleet ,/reet ,jan4 #ahdg4 ,,memoirs ,,( ,,! ,,"r ,,rev4 ,,daniel ,,corrie1 ,,ll4,d4 ,,fir/ ,,bi%op ,,( ,,madras4 ,,compil$ ,,*iefly ,,f ,,8 ,,own ,,lett]s ,,& ,,j\rnals1 ,,by ,,8 ,,bro!rs4 ,,seeley1 ,,burnside1 ,,& ,,seeley1 ,,fleet ,,/reet1 ,,london ,,mdcccxlvii4 ,,leon>d ,,seeley1 ,,pr9t]1 ,,?ames ,,ditton4 ,,preface4 ,z ! great] portion ( ^! ,memoirs ( a lov$ & hon\r$ bro!r1 h be5 d]iv$ f 8 own pap]s1 x is hop$ t ! risk ( repres5t+ him o!r ?an he really 0 has1 9 a great measure1 be5 avoid$4 ,9 mak+ use1 h[ev]1 ( su* mat]ials z 7 9 ! possession ( ! ,editors1 !y judg$ x to be desirable to give some:at copi\s details ( _! bro!r's e>li] m9i/]ial lab\rs1 because !y conceiv$ t x 0 !n t ! pr9ciples & motives by :i* ?r\gh\t life he desir$ to be actuat$ 7 mo/ sev]ely te/$4 ,! ,editors 7 ( op9ion1 too1 t :il/ _m ( ! p>ticul>s connect$ ) _! bro!r's e>li] lab\rs 9 ,nor!rn ,india1 w\ld be new to ! great proportion ( ! pres5t g5]ation1 ^! records ( 8! day ( small ?+s0 c\ld n be )\t int]e/ & use to all :o may be engag$ 9 ! 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( ,april #aggg1 & 0 ! elde/ surviv+ son ( ! late ,rev4 ,john ,corrie1 = _m ye>s ,curate ( ,col/]wor?1 9 ! c\nty ( ,l9coln1 & ,vic> ( ,osb\rnby 9 ! same c\nty1 & aft]w>ds ,rector ( ,morcott1 9 ! c\nty ( ,rutl&4 ,! hi/ory ( ! e>ly "p ( ,mr4 ,corrie's life w be be/ told by ! foll[+ extract f 8 private ,j\rnal1 dat$ on 8 tw5ty-sev5? bir?day3-- 8,alas1 :5 ,i look back1 :at a dre>y wa/e appe>s6 ,sev5te5 ye>s sp5t at home )\t a ?\ght ( ,god or salvation1 ?\gh ,i _h ! b5efit ( family wor%ip1 & abundance ( good advice4 ,! succe$+ f\r ye>s ,i sp5t ) ,mr4 ,e41#a pr9cipally 9 ,london1 & its neighb\rhood1 expos$ to e temptation4 ,! fir/ s]i\s resolution ,i made ( re=mation 0 on ! night ( ,febru>y #aj1 #agih1 on :i* ,i he>d ( my "m's dea?1 :i*1 occurr+ sudd5ly1 0 a great %ock to me4 ,i lov$ h] mo/ de>ly1 & _h mu* reason to d s4 ,be+ totally ignorant1 h[ev]1 ( my own depravity1 & 9 d>kness z x reg>d$ ! "w ( ! ,r$eem]1 ,i soon broke all my resolutions4 ,9 ,may #agih1 ,i return$ to my fa!r3 &1 be+ remov$ f my temptations1 ,i 0 9 hope ( effectually re=m+ myself2 b1 alas6 on e conv5i5t occasion1 ,i became ! prey ( my =m] temptations4 ,9 ! ,octob] ( t ye>1 we remov$ f ,col/]wor? to ,gran?am1 :]e ,i became /ill m /rict1 att5d+ e mon? at ! ,"l's ,table2 b ,i 0 /ill ignorant ( ! way ( salvation4 ,9 ! summ] ( #agii1 ,i 0 ent]$ ( ,cl>e ,hall1 ,cambridge2 & be=e go+ into resid5ce1 ,i met frequ5tly ) ,mr4 ,g4 ,n41 :o took mu* pa9s to direct my views aright2 b ,i ob/9ately )/ood him1 & succe$$ too fatally1 ,i fe>1 9 h>d5+ ,c4 aga9/ 8 admonitions4 ,/ill1 ,i 0 de/itute ( true peace1 & det]m9$ on great] /rictness1 su* z fa/+ & p5ance1 c4 c4 ,i w5t into resid5ce at ,cambridge1 ,octob] #agii2 b in/ead ( fur!r re=mation1 ,i sp5t my fir/ ye> 9 a r\nd ( dissipation4 ,/ill1 h[ev]1 ,i ma9ta9$ appe>ances1 be+ seldom out ( gates aft] t5 o'clock1 or be+ abs5t f *apel4 ,i w5t occasionally to ,tr9ity ,*ur*1#b ?\gh ,i 0 mu* disgu/$ ) :at ,i he>d !re4 ,dur+ ! summ] ( #ahjj1 ,i _h "t = reflection1 & return$ to college 9 ! autumn1 ) "s fa9t desires ( do+ bett]4 ,at ,*ri/mas ( t ye>1 ,i 0 appo9t$ to an exhibition at ,tr9ity ,hall1 & remov$ ?i!r 9 ! ,janu>y ( #ahja4 ,i n[ began to feel a gr[+ atta*m5t to ,mr4 ,simeon's m9i/ry1 al?\gh ,i seldom v5tur$ to take a seat4 ,return+ home 9 ,june #ahja1 re=m$ 9 a great degree 9 my outw>d conduct1 & ) desires ! _w c\ld n satisfy1 x 0 my happ9ess to f9d ,john ,buckwor?1#c at 8 fa!r's2 :o1 tak+ me to visit "s religi\s p1 ,i ins5sibly began to love _! society1 & to p]ceive t x 0 ! way ( life ,i desir$ to foll[4 ,i reflect ) mu* gratitude on ! k9dness & =be>ance ( my fri5d ,buckwor?1 :o l$ me on by degrees1 till ,i v5tur$ to speak to him ( my /ate2 & f t "t ,i h exp]i5c$ a pleasure 9 ! ways ( ,god be=e unkn[n4 ,yet1 alas6 ,i began to be pr\d2 & return$ to college 9 ,octob] #ahja full ( self-conceit4 ,i n[ att5d$ ,tr9ity ,*ur* regul>ly2 b my walk 0 v unev54 ,ab\t ,*ri/mas ,i fell griev\sly1 & cont9u$ = ab\t a =tnight full ( t]ror1 & )\t resolution to proce$4 ,x pleas$ ! ,"l1 h[ev]1 to raise me up aga92 & s9ce t p]iod ,i h _h no di/ress+ appreh5sions respect+ ,god's will+ness1 & ! ,savi\r's suffici5cy1 to save to ! utt]mo/40 ,) ref]5ce to :at ,mr4 ,corrie t]ms 9 ! =ego+ extract1 a griev\s fall1 he express$ himself to 8 fri5d ,buckwor?1 9 a lett] dat$ ,dec4 #be1 #ahja1 z foll[s3-- 8,i 0 too =w>d & presumptu\s 9 my notions ( acceptance ) ,god1 & ( an int]e/ 9 ! ,savi\r2 & ,god has ?us left me to myself1 to prove to me ! pride & deceit ( my he>t4 ,i h be5 a%am$ ( my ,savi\r1 & he has )drawn f me ! s5se ( ,8 pres5ce2 & dismay & a fe>ful look+ = ( judgm5t has tak5 possession ( my s\l4 ,yet ! anxiety & long+ aft] ,8 pres5ce1 :i* ,i feel1 leads me to hope t ,he w n ca/ me (f = ev]4 ,god1 ,?\ kn[e/ my he>t3 ,?\ kn[e/ t ,i tru/ n 9 my own self = /r5g? to s]ve ,!e4 ,o %ut n ,?y m]ciful e>s to my pray]s60 ,aft] keep+ ! usual numb] ( ,t]ms 9 ,cambridge1 ,mr4 ,corrie 0 orda9$ ,deacon on ,tr9ity ,sunday1 ,june #ac1 #ahjb1 by ,dr4 ,toml9e1 ,bi%op ( ,l9coln1 to ! curacy ( ,buckm9/]1 9 ! c\nty ( ,leice/]4 ,8 views & feel+s ) respect to ! *ri/ian m9i/ry1 are express$ 9 ! foll[+ extract f a lett] writt5 ab\t ! "t ( ord9ation to ,mr4 ,buckwor?3-- 8,! m9i/ry appe>s to be inde$ an awful und]tak+3 ! ne>] ! "t approa*es1 ! m difficult d ! duties ( x appe>4 ,at ,c4 ! ob/acles seem to be great] ?an else:]e4 ,o = a firm reliance on t grace t c ov]come all ob/acles1 & make ev5 a b$ ( ?orns easy60 ,%ortly aft] ,mr4 ,corrie _h be5 orda9$ to ! curacy ( ,buckm9/]1 he receiv$ an appo9tm5t to t ( ,/oke ,ro*=d also4 ,on ?is latt] curacy he resid$1 until 9 #ahjf he accept$ a *apla9cy to ! ,ea/ ,india ,company2 & 8 correspond5ce ) ,mr4 ,buckwor?1 af=ds u "s notices ( 8 e>ly m9i/]ial life4 ,9 a lett] dat$ ,novemb] #aj1 #ahjb1 he writes1 8,i ye/]day met a l>ge p>ty f ,skill+ton at ,n4's4 ,y "k ,i nev] 0 among !m be=e4 ,i felt little edification3 _! mann] ( expression1 & _m passages 9 _! hymns1 7 n 9 unison ) my frame4 ,i felt n t #8,nature's la/ agony 0 o'er2' or t #8all 0 torn f my ble$+ he>t2' b ?\ght t #8w\ld to ,god ?is 7 my exp]i5ce6' ,o t ,i might love ,him supremely--t ,i might burn ) love 9 return = ,8 mat*less goodness6 ,b1 :at ,i mo/ object$ to 0 a hymn1 beg9n+1 #8,abraham :5 sev]ely tri$1' & 9 ! ?ird l9e1 #8,he ) ! h>% comm& compli$4' ,i may n be correct 9 any except ! m>k$ words2 b surely no?+ c be #8sev]e1' or #8h>%1' :i* proce$s f a ,god ( love1 :o is engag$ to make all ?+s "w toge!r = our good4 ,s5d me ^w1 de> ,b4 :at y ?9k ( ^! ?+s3 :e!r ^! rem>ks are n ! (fspr+ ( a capti\s & weak head2 or :e!r x is an artifice ( ,satan to prev5t me f pr(it+ by _! company2 =1 c]ta9 x is1 ,i feel little ( t elevation ,i h (t5 felt aft] religi\s conv]sation4 ,i sp5t ! ev5+ ( ,sunday at ,mrs4 ,b4's1 ,i tru/ pr(itably4 ,"s ( _! relations 7 !re1 & w5t away seem+ly impress$4 ,may ,god fix :at 0 said on _! he>ts6 ,i spoke to !m f my fav\rite subject1 #b ,cor4 viii4 #i4 ,! subject ( our pov]ty1 & ! way 9 :i* we 7 made ri* 9 ,*ri/1 7 ! pr9cipal topics ,i dwelt on4 ,o t ,he w\ld be pleas$ to own ! lab\rs ( ! v lea/ ( 8 s]vants1 :o am n wor?y to be call$ a s]vant6 ,bless$ be ,he :o has #8laid help on "o t is mighty2' & bless$ be ,he :o kn[s h[ to pity our infirmities1 & w s5d 8 ,_s to tea* u :at to ask =4 ,h[ my praise = ev] fl[s1 to ! adorable ,tr9ity = t gr& s*eme ( r$emption6 ,:ile ,i write1 ,i feel ! efficacy ( ,*ri/'s aton+ blood to purify s\ls pollut$ z m9e4 ,o :5 %all r$emption 9 its fulle/ import appe>6 ,:5 %all we beg9 ! triumphant song ( ! r$eem$1 #8,to ,him :o lov$ u & wa%$ u f our s9s 9 8 own blood6'0 8,m>* #g1 #ahjc4 8,my "t1 sorry am ,i to say1 has pass$ heavily ( late4 ,su* backw>dness to communion ) ,god1 su* slo?fulness 9 ,8 s]vice3 s _m pa9ful appreh5sions ) reg>d to temporal inconv5i5ces3 s _m di/ress+ d\bts ) reg>d to reta9+ ,/oke6 ,y1 p]haps1 w n wond] :5 ,i tell y t1 :at ) inw>d conflict & outw>d s]vice1 ,i am br\ght v l[2 or t ^! unbeliev+ fe>s h provok$ ! ,holy ,_s ( ,god to leave me1 9 "s measure1 to wre/le ) ^? inw>d & hidd5 corruptions ( my he>t1 :i*1 l a tr\bl$ sea1 ?r[ up mire & dirt 9 abundance4 ,yet by ?is1 if by no?+ else1 d ,i "k t ! ,"l fav\rs me1 s9ce my enemies1 :o h assault$ me s cont9ually1 h n prevail$ aga9/ me4 ,& ?\gh my s\l is ca/ d[n2 yet d ,i n d\bt b t1 :5 ! ,"l sees fit1 ,i %all praise ,him1 & aga9 rejoice 9 ! ,god ( my salvation4 8,y desire to "k h[ ,i g on1 t is1 ,i suppose1 h[ ! "w ( ! ,"l prosp]s4 ,o t ,i _h m to tell y on ?is head6 ,at ,sew/]n1 ,i h reason to fe> t my hopes 7 too sangu9e4 ,miss ,n4 0 la/ week attack$ v sudd5ly ) a fa9t+ fit4 ,x happ5$ to be ! day ,i 0 to dr9k tea ) !m4 ,i f\nd !m mu* al>m$2 &1 x gave me an opportunity ( speak+ on ! necessity ( a spe$y application to ,*ri/4444 ,may ! ,_s ( ,god apply x to _! he>ts6 ,at ,ea/on1 ,i 0 call$ to visit a woman :o has be5 long conf9$1 ?\gh till lately unkn[n to me4 ,i tru/ t ! ,"l has inde$ visit$ h] 9 m]cy4 ,i f\nd h] at fir/ 9 a v cont5t$ /ate1 suppos+1 79 h] own words71 t %e _h #8a good rep5t+ he>t4' ,i endeav\r$ to conv9ce h] t by nature no "o has a rep5t+ he>t1 b on ! contr>y t x is only evil1 yea #8desp]ately wick$4' ,on my return a few days aft]1 ,i f\nd h] 9 mu* anxiety1 say+ t %e _h be5 deceiv$ 9 h] op9ion ( h]self1 c42 & ?\gh h] d\bts are n yet remov$1 ,i tru/ %e disclaim$ all o!r gr\nd ( confid5ce b ! ,r$eem]'s m]its4 ,?is is matt] ( mu* com=t to me2 & ,o :at com=t t ,i h myself be5 taught ^! ?+s6 ,might ,i n h be5 #8a bl9d lead] ( ! bl9d4' ,might ,i n /ill h be5 ! slave ( ,satan1 & be5 8 in/rum5t 9 de/roy+ s\ls8 #8,o to grace h[ great a debtor6'0 8,april #be1 #ahjc4 8,soon aft] my la/ lett] to y1 peace began to dawn ^u my s\l2 & by imp]ceptible advances gradually to increase4 ,i h s9ce !n enjoy$ 9 g5]al a settl$ calm2 ?\gh ( late ,i h be5 sev]ely ex]cis$ by ! revival ( corruptions :i* ,i _h hop$ 7 9 a great measure subdu$4 ,! ,"l has let me pla9ly see t ! se$s ( ^! evils /ill rema94 ,at ! same "t ,i h reason to bless ,8 "n1 :o has made me m ?an conqu]or4 ,mr4 ,newton's lett] on ,temptation suits my exp]i5ce on t subject2 & x has be5 ! in/rum5t ( mu* com=t & /r5g? to me4 8,y p]haps h le>n$ f ! newspap]s ! sudd5 dea? ( ,mr4 ,*olmeley4#d ,he 0 rid+ ) "s fri5ds ne> 8 own h\se1 & fell f 8 horse 9 a fit1 & expir$ 9 a few m9utes1 )\t speak+ a ^w3 he 0 buri$ la/ ,saturday4 ,h[ l\dly d su* provid5ces call ^u u to be 9 cont9ual read9ess2 n only to awake f s91 b to be dilig5t 9 ! improvem5t ( our tal5t1 t :5 our ,"l come?1 ,he may receive ,8 own ) usury40 8,col/]wor?1 ,june #h1 #ahjc4 8,y\r lett] direct$ to ,high ,/reet1 foll[$ me hi!r4 ,i %\ld h answ]$ x soon]1 b h be5 mu* engag$ 9 cate*is+1 att5d+ visitations1 c41 besides my usual avocations4 ,) y\rself1 ,i h to compla9 ( mu* deadness ( s\l2 ?\gh ,i enjoy n[ & !n a pass+ glimpse ( ! ,div9e goodness1 = :i* ,i h mu* reason to be ?ankful1 & :i* keeps my s\l a?ir/ = ,god1 & leads me to long = bright] manife/ations ( ,8 love4 ,i _c b adore ! condesc5sion ( ,jehovah1 :o1 ,i tru/1 smiles ^u my lab\rs1 & owns ,8 own "w 9 ! mo/ wor?less ( ,8 creatures40 8,/oke1 ,octob] #ca1 #ahjc4 8,:at obligations am ,i "u to y = ! "p y h tak51 9 lead+ my feet into ! ways ( peace6 ,b1 :at inf9itely great] obligations d ,i owe to ! ,fri5d ( ,s9n]s6 ,t "n1 ! #8,fri5d ( ,s9n]s1' ende>s ! adorable ,savi\r to my s\l2 & gladly w\ld ,i leave all ?+s "h bel[ to see ,him z he is1 & love ,him z ,i ought4 ,b ,8 "t is be/3 & x is inf9ite condesc5sion t ,he grants u "h "s visits ( ,8 love1 & gives u to ta/e a bless$ness begun4 ,:5 ,i read y\r lett]1 ,i 0 almo/ ready to envy y ! pleasure y mu/ h enjoy$ dur+ y\r /ay 9 ,london2 b a little reflection reconcil$ me to my conf9$ situation4 ,?\gh y 7 fea/$ ) spiritual da9ties1 yet unless y\r spiritual appetite 0 good y w\ld p9e 9 ! mid/ ( pl5ty2 &1 bless$ be ,8 "n1 :]e ,he creates an appetite1 ,he w surely satisfy x1 7 x 9 a des]t4 #8,if ,elijah wants food1 rav5s %all fe$ him4'444 ,i h 9 g5]al enjoy$ mu* com=t 9 private1 b my public duties h n br\ght me s mu* consolation4 ,s mu* ( self mixes ) all ,i d1 t x m>s my peace2 &1 ,i fe>1 h9d]s ! success ( my lab\rs2 ?\gh x seems ! highe/ presumption to limit ! ,almighty1 or to suppose t a #8pot%]d ( ! e>?' %\ld ob/ruct ,8 designs4 ,! ,sunday prec$+ ! ,fa/-day1 ,i endeav\r$ to prep>e ! m9ds ( ! p = t occasion2 & 0 happy to f9d t x 0 n )\t effect4 ,! ?ree *ur*es 7 cr[d$4 ,i took my text f ,psalm lix4 #a1 #b4 ,i h read lately two ( ! ,homilies1 #8! ,homily on ! ,mis]y ( ,man1' & #8! ,homily on ,salvation4' ,by ! advice ( my fa!r1 ,i res]ve ! o!rs = ! fe/ivals = :i* !y are appo9t$4 ,i hope ?is may h ! effect ( remov+ prejudice--! ,"l grant x may6 ,i c appeal to ,him t my desires are to be useful 9 ,8 v9ey>d4 ,may t sov]eign grace be magnifi$ :i* has inspir$ ! desire6 ,ye/]day my fa!r adm9i/]$ ! ,sacram5t = me at ,buckm9/]2 ! numb] ( communicants 0 unusually l>ge1 ?\gh x is a "t ( ! ye> 9 :i* ! p d n usually att5d 9 numb]s4 ,i hope ?is is a tok5 = good1 & an enc\ragem5t to p]sev]e & wait ! ,"l's "t4444 8,my de> fri5d1 =get me n at ! ?rone ( grace3 ?i!r ,i always be> y 9 my m9d1 & ,i h mu* ne$ ( y\r pray]s1 t ,i may h utt]ance giv5 me to decl>e ! my/]ies ( ! ,gospel4 ,?is is all t is wor? liv+ =1 to make kn[n ! ri*es ( ,div9e grace1 & to be in/rum5tal 9 w9n+ s\ls to ,*ri/4 ,yet1 ,o :at coldness & backw>dness ,i feel ev5 9 ?is delightful s]vice6444 8,did y1 my fri5d1 p>tial z y are1 b "k ! ?\ghts t haunt my s\l1 & pursue me ev5 into ! pulpit1 y\r good op9ion w\ld1 ,i fe>1 be turn$ into disgu/4 ,b #8?is is a say+ wor?y ( all acceptation1 t ,*ri/ ,jesus came into ! _w to save s9n]s4' ,?is is all my salvation1 & all my desire2 & ?is %all be all my !me1 #8,wor?y is ! ,lamb t 0 sla94 ,f ?is hold1 ,satan has n prevail$ to drive me ( late4 ,to ?is hold w ,i cl+1 = ,he t is my righte\sness is also my /r5g?1 & 9 ,8 /r5g? ,i %all be m ?an conqu]or4 ,may ! s\l ( my fri5d #8blossom z ! rose2 & be z ! g>d5 ( ! ,"l1 well wat]$ e :]e & fruitful6'0 8,london1 ,decemb] #bj1 #ahjc4 8,i rejoice t y seem to expect no fur!r h9d]ance to y\r ord9ation at ,ea/]4 ,i hope y w be abundantly bless$ 9 y\r lab\rs1 = truly no?+ else c satisfy a s\l ?ir/+ aft] ! hon\r t comes ( ,god4 ,we ne$ mu* pati5ce1 de> ,b41 t aft] hav+ done ! w ( ,god we may inh]it ! promises-- #8,god moves 9 a my/]i\s way1 ,8 wond]s to p]=m1' &1 :5 our f9ite capacities c discov] no good work+1 ,he is br++ ab\t ! purposes ( ,8 own w4 ,(t5 has he giv5 my impati5t s\l to see ?is3 9 a mom5t hu%$ ! /orm ( rag+ & impetu\s passions2 & made1 ev5 :5 all 9 prospect seem$ gloomy1 a great calm4 ,?is exp]i5ce has be5 ( great s]vice to me1 9 enabl+ me to imp>t consolation to o!rs1 & to com=t !m ) ! same com=t :]e) ,i myself h be5 com=t$ ( ,god4 ,o ! heights & dep?s1 & l5g?s & bread?s1 ( ! love & condesc5sion ( ,god1 to submit1 z x 71 to ! caprices ( ! creatures ( ,8 h&1 yea1 ( ! rebels aga9/ ,8 gov]nm5t6 #8,is ?is ! mann] ( m51 ,o ,"l8' ,i feel1 inde$1 accord+ to y\r expression1 t #8)\t all-suffici5t grace1 quickly w\ld my he>t return to ! indulg5ce ( ^? ?+s :i* my judgm5t tells me1 are no?+ b vanity & s94' ,9 ! review ( my exp]i5ce s9ce ,i came hi!r1 mu* cause ( praise appe>s4 ,t promise has be5 v abundantly realiz$1 #8,he w n suff] y to be tempt$ above :at ye are able1 b w ) ! temptation make a way to escape4' ,& hav+ ?is exp]i5ce ,i w\ld gladly #8ca/ all my c>e ^u ,him1' :o1 ,i tru/1 #8c>e? = me1' 9 expectation t ,he w #8keep me by ,8 mighty p[] ?r\gh fai? unto salvation4'0 8,/oke1 ,febru>y #ad1 #ahjd4 8,i anticipate mu* pleasure 9 y\r company & f he>+ y prea* 9 "s ( my *ur*es4 ,i h1 h[ev]1 ,i tru/1 le>n$ 9 "s poor measure to #8cease f man2' nor d ,i expect ei!r pleasure or com=t fur!r ?an z a ,div9e bless+ %all att5d our communications4 ,! "w ( ! m9i/ry seems to be foll[$ ) little effect 9 ?is place3 = my own "p1 h[ev]1 ,i h felt mu* fre$om f slavi% fe>2 & h deliv]$ my message ) boldness4 ,if x 7 ! w ( ,god1 ,i %\ld rejoice 9 "s visible effects2 b ,i desire to resign myself to ,8 pleasure4 8,! ,me?odi/s h at l5g? e/abli%$ prea*+ at ,sew/]n2 &1 ,i und]/&1 "s h be5 br\ght "u convictions by _! means4 ,if ! "w be ( ,god1 ,i w\ld gladly bid x ,god spe$2 & if x be ( man1 x w come to no?+4 ,! m9i/]s ( ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur* lab\r "u "s disadvantages1 f ! necessity ( hav+ s _m p>i%es to att5d to1 c4444 ,e day conv9ces me m ( ! necessity ( subord9ation 9 religi\s1 z well z civil affairs4 ,! want ( ?is is ! cause ( t mania1 if ,i may s speak1 :i* prevails among ! ,me?odi/s1 & bids fair 9 "t to turn !m all into prea*]s & no he>]s4 ,!y seem to look ^u prea*+ z ! only in/rum5t ( conv]sion1 & ov]look o!r means1 su* z reflection1 self-exam9ation1 c42 h5ce _! v>i\s backslid+s1 fall+ f grace1 c41 ) ! _m reproa*es t are br\ght ^u ! gospel !reby4 ,^! ?+s make me lam5t s9c]ely1 ! defection :i*1 ,i fe>1 daily takes place f ! ,e/abli%m5t4 ,pure 9 h] doctr9es1 & apo/olic 9 h] con/itution1 our ,*ur* seems1 inde$1 #8! pill> & gr\nd ( tru?2' & ! be/ means1 "u ! great ,head1 ( keep+ m5 9 ! simplicity ( ! gospel4 ,i w\ld n1 h[ev]1 say ) ,mr4 ,d4 t !re is no salvation out ( h] pale4 ,i w\ld r pray1 e>ne/ly pray1 = a revival ( vital godl9ess 9 h] sons4444 ,o t x w\ld #8please ,god to illum9ate all ,bi%ops1 ,prie/s1 & ,deacons1 ) true k & und]/&+ ( ,8 ^w2' & enable !m to %ew its real p[] bo? 9 _! prea*+ & liv+44440 8,april #d1 #ahjd4 8,i %\ld h answ]$ y\r lett] soon]1 b h be5 bo? v unwell & v mu* engag$4 ,mrs4 ,b4 left ?is life = a bett]1 9 ! night ( ! #bf? ultimo4 ,i 0 9 ! h\se at ! "t ( h] dep>ture1 & ,i tru/ pr(it$ by ! awful ev5t4 ,%e 0 s5sible at ! la/1 ?\gh = "s days %e _h be5 w&]+4 ,frequ5tly dur+ h] illness1 %e confess$ t %e _h no hope b 9 ! blood & righte\sness ( ,*ri/1 & wi%$ to receive ,him z h] ,k+ to make h] holy1 z well z h] ,prophet to tea* h]1 & h] ,prie/ to atone = h] transgressions4 ,x 0 matt] ( surprise to me to he> h] express h]self ) a correctness on ! "w ( ! ,r$eem]1 :i* _h be5 unusual to h]2 & did n seem to be expect$ f "o :o _h become s late 9 life acqua9t$ ) ! way ( salvation4 ,i h felt m ?an ,i _h expect$ to feel f ! dep>ture ( "o ( my mo/ con/ant & att5tive he>]s4 ,may ! effect be la/+6 8,i h ( late _h reason to bless ,god = "s visible te/imony ( ,8 acceptance ( my lab\rs4 ,soon aft] y left u1 ,i w5t to visit an old p]son & 8 wife at ,sew/]n1 & tru/ t ! man is 9 a hopeful way4 ,"s p]sons at ,ea/on1 too1 h be5 awak5$1 & n[ meet = ! purpose ( social wor%ip4 ,! multitude1 alas6 cont9ue inatt5tive3 b1 "o s\l sav$1 & t ! meane/ or weake/ ( ,god's creation1 is abundant recomp5se = a life ( toil & lab\r4 8,la/ ,sunday1 ,i ex*ang$ duty ) ,mr4 ,g4 at ,w4 ,x is griev\s to obs]ve s small an att5dance at public wor%ip4 ,x seems a beacon to w>n u ( ! ill consequ5ces ( irregul>ity4 ,:5 a man %ews a contempt = ! in/itutions ( ! *ur* to :i* he belongs1 ! pr(anum vulgus1 ?\gh dull en\gh 9 g5]al1 c easily see ! motive t keeps him 9 ! *ur*1 & !y le>n to despise ! p]son :o1 = ! sake ( emolum5t1 w cont9ue a memb] ( ! *ur*40 ,to ! =ego+ notices ( ,mr4 ,corrie's e>ly m9i/]ial lab\rs1 may be add$ an extract f 8 ,j\rnal1 dat$ ,april #aj1 #ahjd4 8,on ,tr9ity ,sunday1 ,june #ac1 #ahjb1 ,i 0 orda9$ ,deacon4 ,i tru/ ,i _h a desire to d good to ! s\ls ( m52 b x 01 z ,i n[ p]ceive1 v fa9t1 ?\gh ,i hope my lab\rs h n be5 9 va94 ,& n[1 ,o ,"l1 ,i desire to adore t sov]eign grace1 :i* pluck$ me z a br& f ! m\? ( ! dev\r+ flame6 ,i w\ld p\r out my s\l 9 gratitude1 to t de> ,r$eem]1 ^: int]cession has deliv]$ me f s great a dea?2 & w\ld bless ! ,holy & ,et]nal ,_s :o has enlight5$ my d>k und]/&+1 s t ?\gh ,i "k n ! h\r1 nor ! day1 nor ! mon?1 nor ev5 ! ye>1 :5 ,he graci\sly wr\ght sav+ly ^u me1 yet ,i c say1 #8,:]eas ,i 0 bl9d1 n[ ,i see4' ,o ,holy1 ,bless$1 & glori\s ,tr9ity1 let ?y *oice/ bless+s desc5d on ,mr4 ,simeon1 :o1 reg>dless ( ! fr[ns he might incur1 fai?fully w>n$ me ( my dang]2 & let ?y wat*ful ,provid5ce ev] protect my fri5d ,buckwor?1 de>] ?an a bro!r2 &1 ,o1 p>don my manifold s9s6 ,?is is all my hope1 t ! blood ( ,jesus ,*ri/ cleanse? f all s91 & t ,8 ,_s is p[]ful to subdue ! mo/ invet]ate corruptions4 #8,on !e alone my hope relies1 ,at ?y de> cross ,i fall1 ,my ,"l1 my ,life1 my ,righte\sness1 ,my ,savi\r1 & my all4' ,imp>t to me f ?y fulness1 & let me ev]more be ab\nd+ 9 ?y "w4 ,i tru/ ?\ ha/ giv5 me to desire ! fur!rance ( ?y glory4 ,enable me to act accord+ly1 & to live to ,him :o lov$ me & gave himself = me4 ,let no?+ ev] prevail to allure me f ,!e1 nei!r ! hope ( pref]m5t1 nor ! fe> ( opposition4 ,i h a deceitful & desp]ately wick$ he>t1 b ,i tru/ ?\ wilt nev] leave me nor =sake me1 see+ ?\ ha/ giv5 me to hope 9 ?y ^w40 ,dur+ ! ,ea/] ,t]m #ahjd1 ,mr4 ,corrie return$ to ,cambridge = ! purpose ( keep+ 8 ,law ,ex]cises2#e & on ,sunday1 ,june #aj?1 ( t ye>1 0 orda9$ ,prie/ at ,buckd51 an ev5t :i* he ?us notices3-- 8,?is day ,i h be5 admitt$ to ! sacr$ ,ord] ( ,prie/s4 ,i h mu*1 ,o ,"l1 to be grateful to ,!e =6 ,i 0 kept calm & collect$ dur+ ! exam9ation2 &1 7glory be to ,?y "n67 ,i h be5 giv5 to feel1 9 "s measure1 my insuffici5cy = ^! ?+s4 ,make me1 ,i besee* !e1 m s5sible ( ?is1 & grant t ! solemn transactions ( ?is day may nev] rise up 9 judgm5t aga9/ me6 ,let me be a light 9 ! _w1 %[+ =? ?y praise2 & make me1 bo? 9 life & doctr9e1 an example to ,?y flock4 ,"l1 excite 9 my he>t /rong desires aft] ! welf>e ( immortal s\ls2 & grant t ^? to :om1 ,i tru/1 ?\ ha/ s5t me1 may be #8turn$ f d>kness to light1 & f ! p[] ( ,satan unto ,god4' ,to !e ,i look3 on !e ,i w\ld dep5d4 ,bless$ ,jesus6 be ?\ my righte\sness & my /r5g?4 ,fulfil all ! good pleasure ( ?y w 9 me40 ,9 answ] to a lett] receiv$ f ,mr4 ,buckwor?1 :o1 ! ,ea/] previ\sly1 _h be5 orda9$ to ! curacy ( ,dewsbury1 he writes1 ,augu/ #bd?1 #ahjd3-- 8,i rejoice to he> ( ! success ( y\r m9i/]ial ef=ts4 ,o t ! ,"l w\ld ha/5 ! "t :5 ,satan's k+dom %all be f9ally demoli%$1 & ! k+dom ( ! ,messiah e/abli%$ on its ru9s6 ,y w n[ h ano!r sn>e to cont5d )2 ! ,"l hav+ be5 pleas$ to own y = 8 s]vant1 ,satan w n[ seek to exalt y beyond measure4 ,we tread 9 a n>r[ pa?3 dang]s /& ?ick ar\nd3 a s+le false /ep may lead to consequ5ces mo/ ru9\s4 ,o :at ne$ ( wat*fulness6 ,may ! #8,wat*man ( ,israel' gu>d y2 !n w y be secure inde$6 ,= myself1 ,i c b j disc]n ! pulse ( spiritual life to beat1 & t *iefly by ! /ruggle betwe5 s9 & grace4 ,alas6 ,i h no active ex]tions to reflect on4 ,t ,i am n ! will+ captive ( natural incl9ation is all t ,i c say4 ,s9ce y 7 "h1 ,i h be5 oblig$ to apply = m$ical aid1 & h f\nd consid]able relief 7?anks be to ! *ief ,physician67 s t ,i am n[ 9 usual heal?1 except t ,i am oppress$ ) a languor :i* di/resses me exce$+ly1 & leaves me only able to sigh & cry4 ,h[ *e]+ ! consid]ation t #8our life is hid ) ,*ri/ 9 ,god6' ,!re x is secure4 ,h[ animat+ ! ?\ght t #8:5 ,*ri/ :o is our life %all appe>1 !n %all we also appe> ) him 9 glory6' ,o ! wond]s ( r$eem+ love1 t worms1 rebelli\s worms1 may n only hope1 b confid5tly expect su* transc5d5t bless$ness6 ,= ,*ri/ our ,head hav+ endur$ ! cross1 to d5y ,him ! rew>ds ( ,8 suff]+s w\ld be an inju/ice incapable ( ent]+ ! ,et]nal m9d4 ,:at %all ,i r5d] to ! ,"l t amid/ all my deadness1 ?is hope is n tak5 f me8 ,my help x /&e? only ) ! ,"l2 & ?\gh ,i am de/itute ( s5sible com=t1 yet ,i am enabl$ to re/ ^u ! un*angeable ^w ( promise1 t ^? :om ,he has ju/ifi$1 & to :om ,he has giv5 ! love ( hol9ess1 ! insep>able companion ( ju/ification1 ,he w infallibly glorify4 ,) respect to ! "w ( ! ,"l1 ,i hope x prosp]s among u4 ,i he> ( good be+ done1 & t is "s com=t to me4 ,among/ y\r num]\s fri5ds1 let me beg ( y to rememb] me at ! ?rone ( grace3 none m /&s 9 ne$ ( y\r e>ne/ supplications4 ,:il/ ,i c keep hold ( ! promise1 ,i am enc\rag$3 b ,i assure y1 x is inde$ a w>f>e1 a /ruggle1 a race4 ,y are (t51 (t5 pres5t to my m9d2 & :ile ,i h any appreh5sion ( ! ine/imable value ( spiritual bless+s1 ,i w n cease to pray t y may be enri*$ ) ! *oice/ ( !m2 & t we may be p]mitt$ to jo9 9 ! songs ( ! r$eem$40 8,/oke1 ,novemb] #ab1 #ahjd4 8,x is "s "t s9ce ,i he>d ( y1 b hope y are well3 if s1 ! less matt] :e!r ,i he> ( y or n4 ,h[ev]1 pray snat* "s pass+ h\r to let u "k h[ ! "w ( ! ,"l goes on at ,d42 =1 let matt]s g h[ !y may ) ourselves1 /ill w we say respect+ ! success ( ! ,gospel1 #8,good luck h ?\6' ,!re is 9 man a desire to be some?+1 some:]e2 & ?is desire is1 beyond a d\bt1 ! mov+ spr+ ( mu* ( t =w>dness we see 9 _m t\*+ ! promotion ( religion4 ,h[beit1 ! ,gospel is fur!r$4 8,y w be surpris$ to he> ( ! dea? ( ,james ,p4 ,he 0 buri$ at ,col/]wor? ab\t a =tnight s9ce4 ,) my fa!r's p]mission1 ,i prea*$ at 8 fun]al to a cr[d$ *ur*4 ,! effect ,i "k n1 b my own he>t seem$ h>d & ins5sible z a rock2 &1 inde$1 ?\gh ,i h pro( t my lab\rs are own$ by my graci\s ,"l1 yet ,i seem l ,gideon's fleece1 dry 9 ! mid/ ( div9e dew4 ,my hope1 h[ev]1 & my confid5ce1 is kept immoveably fix$ on ! rock ( ages2 & ,i h to bless ,god = a gr[+ devot$ness to 8 s]vice1 an increas+ det]m9ation to be ! _w's fool = ! sake ( ,*ri/1 & to c\nt ,8 reproa* my highe/ hon\r40 ,an entry 9 8 private ,j\rnal1 dat$ ,janu>y #bg?1 #ahje1 manife/s ! same di/ru/ ( self1 & ! same e>ne/ness = ! good ( 8 p4 8,at ,skill+ton1 ?is morn+1 ,i felt an e>ne/ desire1 _h x be5 ,god's w1 t ,i 7 able to prea* extempore4 ,i _h s /rong a desire to communicate to ! p :at ,i felt ( ,god's goodness1 t x seem$ a re/ra9t to conf9e myself to my pap]4 ,b1 ,"l1 ?\ kn[e/ :at a pr\d creature ,i am4 ,?\ see/ h[ ,i covet ! praise ( man1 & 9 m]cy to my s\l ha/ made me #8sl[ ( spee*4' ,o make me ( quick und]/&+ 9 ! ways ( godl9ess6 ,at ,/oke1 ,i felt some?+ ( ! same _s rema9+1 "s long+s aft] ,god 9 pray]1 & "s brea?+s = 8 bless+ on ! p dur+ ! s]mon2 b at ,buckm9/]1 h[ *ang$6 ,w&]+ ?\ghts & imag9ations4 ,h[ manifold are ! m]cies1 h[ inf9ite ! pati5ce ( ,god6 ,o :5 w x be t my he>t %all be immoveably fix$ on ,god3 :5 %all my s\l become z a wean$ *ild8 ,bless$ ,savi\r6 ?\ art my ,fri5d1 my ,advocate1 my ,head ( influ5ce3 visit me ) ?y salvation3 smile ^u my poor1 imp]fect1 defil$ lab\rs1 & glorify ?y "n 9 my weakness60 ,april #aj?1 be+ 8 #bh? bir?-day1 is ?us notic$3 8,ye/]day1 ,i 0 tw5ty-eight ye>s ( age3 b1 my he>t ev] prone to =get ! ,"l's m]cies1 ,i =got to make any reflections on ! ,div9e goodness 9 br++ me ?us f>4 ,"l1 ,i w\ld rememb]1 to ! glory ( ?y ri* & free grace1 t ?\ =give/ my transgressions1 & cov]e/ all m9e iniquities4 ,i h to praise !e t ?\ hide/ me f ! /rife ( tongues3 ?\ make/ my way v pleasant3 ?\ /rewe/ my pa? ) fl[]s3 ?\ ha/ also giv5 me "s tok5s t ,i h n run uns5t1 by bless+ my poor attempts to ! consci5ces ( my p1 & awak5+ "s ( !m1 ,i tru/1 f ! sleep ( s91 mak+ !m to he> ?y sweet voice speak+ peace to _! s\ls4 ,if a worm may be p]mitt$ to plead ) 8 ,mak]1 ,o let my cry ent] into ?y e>s1 & awak5 _m s9n]s among/ u to come to ,*ri/ t !y p]i% n6 ,yea1 ,"l1 give me to see ,j]usalem 9 prosp]ity3 nor w\ld ,i cease to plead ) !e till ?\ ha/ answ]$ my pray]4 ,i w\ld praise ?y holy "n = a gr[+ det]m9ation to glory 9 no?+ save 9 ! cross ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,i w\ld bless !e = a disposition to c\nt reproa* = 8 sake z my highe/ glory4 ,i pla9ly p]ceive t #8all :o w live godly mu/ suff] p]secution4' ,i _c hope to ent] into heav5 b #8?r\gh mu* tribulation1' ev5 z ?y *oice/ s]vants h done4 ,o enable me to keep my eye ev] fix$ on ,jesus1 t ,i may n be we>y1 or fa9t 9 my m9d6 ,:5 ,i look back1 ! brightness ( ?y fav\r makes my unpr(itabl5ess d>k inde$2 & ,i %\ld h j cause to fe>1 t ! av5g+ sword ( ?y ju/ice w\ld cut me d[n z a cumb]] ( ! gr\nd2 b ,jesus live?1 mak+ int]cession1 & !re=e ,i am n consum$4 ,nor %all ,i ev] be consum$1 see+1 #8,he is able to save to ! utt]mo/4' ,to all ?y o!r fav\rs1 ,o ,"l1 add a he>t to tru/ ?y ^w2 & h5ce=? let ! love ( ,*ri/ con/ra9 me to a m con/ant & uni=m ob$i5ce4 ,?\ kn[e/ t ,i love ?y law2 & ?\gh ,i come f> %ort ( its requirem5ts1 yet !re is n "o jot or tittle t ,i desire to h alt]$4 ,i cons5t to x t x is #8holy1 j1 & good1' & desire to con=m my :ole _s1 s\l & body1 to its div9e precepts4 ,let ?y ,holy ,_s1 !n1 c>ry on ! "w ?\ ha/ begun6 ,write ?y law ^u my he>t2 put x into my m9d2 & let me be *ang$ f glory to glory1 till ,i become #8meet = ! inh]itance ( ! sa9ts 9 light3' :i!r1 9 ?9e own good "t & way1 br+ me ( ?9e inf9ite m]cy1 = ,*ri/'s sake4 ,am540 ,9 ! ,ea/] t]m ( #ahje1 ,mr4 ,corrie 0 admitt$ to 8 ,l4,l4,b4 degree4 ,x 0 dur+ ?is visit to ,cambridge t ! subject ( a *apla9cy to ! ,ea/ ,india ,company 0 /rongly urg$ ^u him by ! late ,mr4 ,simeon4 ,aft] mu* & s]i\s consid]ation1 x seem$ to ,mr4 ,c4 to be 8 duty to devote himself to ! spread ( ! ,gospel among/ ! hea!n4 ,an appo9tm5t to ,india 0 accord+ly obta9$ = him1 ?r\gh ! influ5ce ( ! late ,mr4 ,william ,ho>e2 & ! foll[+ extracts f ,mr4 ,c4's j\rnal & lett]s w exhibit ! /ate ( 8 m9d1 9 ! prospect ( quitt+ 8 curacy1 = ! purpose ( ex]cis+ 8 m9i/ry 9 a di/ant l&4 8,july #be?1 #ahje4 ,i h = a long "t neglect$ to note d[n ! work+s ( my s\l2 b ,i w\ld n[ rem>k1 t :5 ,i h be5 9 my be/ frames1 my m9d has be5 mo/ resign$ to ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 ,india4 ,yet ,i feel mu* cleav+ to creatures1 & a want ( resignation4 ,"l1 tea* me to "k1 & d ?y w6 8,oct4 #f?4 ,z ! "t approa*es = leav+ ,engl&1 m anxiety ( m9d arises2 ?\gh bless$ be ,god1 no desire to draw back f ! "w4 ,o may ,i be f\nd b fai?ful6 ,"l1 /r5g!n & support me 9 ! "w4 #8,give :at ?\ comm&e/1--& !n comm& :at ?\ wilt3' let ?y w be done 9 me1 & by me2 & 9 life & dea? let me be ?9e1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/1 ?y de> ,son1 & my belov$ ,savi\r4 ,am560 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,buckwor?4 8,novemb] #ab1 #ahje4 8,f my la/ y w\ld1 p]haps1 expect to he> f me be=e ?is2 :i* might h be5 ! case1 b t ,i receiv$ in=mation1 :5 9 ,london1 t ! fleet does n sail = ,india be=e ,janu>y next4 ,x is n likely1 !re=e1 t ,i %all leave ?is place ,/oke be=e t "t2 unless1 inde$1 ,mr4 ,d4 %\ld meet ) a curate to supply my place4 ,he is n[ 9 ,london2 &1 z my engagem5t ) him ceases at ,m>t9mas1 %\ld he meet ) any p]son at lib]ty to ent] on ! curacy1 ,i _c expect1 nor d ,i desire1 to cont9ue long]4 ,he returns ?is week1 :5 x w be det]m9$4 ,on my way f ,london1 ,i /opp$ at ,cambridge1 & read pray]s = ,mr4 ,simeon on ! ,?ursday ev5+4 ,x 0 highly gratify+ to see v _m g[nsm5 att5tive he>]s ( ,god's ^w4 ,"o might comp>e x to s _m mess5g]s wait+ = in/ructions1 ) :i* !y 7 ab\t to po/ (f 9 all directions4 ,! ,"l increase _! numb]1 & long cont9ue ,mr4 ,simeon at ,cambridge1 an invaluable bless+ to ! *ur* & nation6--,i feel "s degree ( regret at leav+ ?is place2 &1 especially on acc\nt ( "s :o manife/ an atta*m5t to ! cause ( ,god1 :il/ yet !y are f> f be+ :at ,i c\ld wi% !m4 ,i exp]i5ce some?+ ( :at ! ,apo/le express$ t[>ds 8 p1 :5 he decl>$ he #8travail$ 9 bir? ( !m till ,*ri/ 7 =m$ 9 !m4' ,o t ! ,"l w\ld #8cut %ort 8 "w 9 righte\sness1' t ,i might leave !m ) a prospect ( r5d]+ an acc\nt ( !m ) joy6 ,i reflect ) mu* dissatisfaction on my conduct :il/ among !m3 s little ( ! example ( ,*ri/1 s little ( w>m? 9 public1 s little ( zeal 9 private1 s mu* ignorance1 & inexp]i5ce 9 /at+ ! tru?s ( ,god1 t ,i fe> le/ _! blood %\ld be requir$ at my h&s3 almo/ involunt>ily my s\l cries out1 #8,deliv] me f blood-guilt9ess1 ,o ,"l1 & my m\? %all s+ al\d ( ?y righte\sness6' ,o ! horrid wick$ness ( s\l-murd]6 ,h[ inf9itely valuable mu/ t blood be1 t c wa% out s f\l a /a96 ,o may ,i ev] exp]i5ce its heal+ & cleans+ p[]2 & may ! consid]ation ( ! ri*ness & ! fulness ( r$eem+ love animate me to great] ex]tions1 & fill my m\? ) m exalt$ praises6 ,"l ,jesus1 let ?y p[] re/ ^u me1 & ?y /r5g? be p]fect$ 9 my weakness6 ,out ( ! m\? ( a babe & suckl+ 9 ,div9e k1 orda9 praise & glory to ,?yself6 ,let my de> fri5d say1 #8,am51' to ^! unconnect$ petitions2 :il/1 ?r\gh grace1 my pray]s %all cont9ue to asc5d1 t e ne$ful gift & grace may be be/[$ ^u y1 t y may be enri*$ ) all spiritual k & und]/&+2 & t y may h utt]ance giv5 #8to decl>e ! :ole c\nsel ( ,god4'0 8,janu>y #ac?1 #ahjf4 8,i h n he>d fur!r respect+ ! "t ( sail+ = ,india1 b am gett+ ready = a removal on ! %orte/ notice4 ,) mu* ?ankfulness ,i in=m y1 t my m9d is q tranquil 9 ! prospect ( leav+ ev]y?+ de> to human nature4 ,i h1 inde$1 sometimes1 pa9ful convictions ( my insuffici5cy = ! great "w be=e me2 b am 9 g5]al enabl$ to believe1 t #8z my day is1 s %all my /r5g? be4' ,! affection my p express = me fills me ) %ame1 t ,i d n m des]ve x1 & ) fe> le/ ,i %\ld be tempt$ to ?9k ( myself m highly ?an ,i ought to ?9k4 ,x has pleas$ my graci\s ,"l1 h[ev]1 to give me ( late a deep exp]i5ce ( my own depravity1 & ( my unwor?9ess ( ! lea/ ( 8 m]cies4 ,my de> fri5ds seem entirely reconcil$ to a sep>ation4 ,i tru/ t we %all be able to "p )\t ! sorr[ ( ^? #8:o h no hope4' ,o h[ great ! condesc5sion ( our ,r$eem] ,god1 :o /oops to s close an union ) s9ful worms3 :o all[s ! sons & daught]s ( corruption to address ,him z _! ,husb& & _! head2 & salutes !m z ,8 sp\se & ,8 belov$6 ,me?9ks su* hon\r1 s undes]v$1 might well engage our e ?\ght1 & make our e inquiry only1 #8,:at %all ,i r5d]1 c48'0 #a ,a fri5d :o _h express$ an int5tion ( provid+ 9 life = ,mr4 ,c4 #b ,! *ur* ( :i* ! late ,rev4 ,*>les ,simeon 0 !n ,incumb5t4 #c ,! late ,rev4 ,john ,buckwor?1 ,vic> ( ,dewsbury1 ^: fa!r 0 an inhabitant ( ,col/]wor?4 #d ,montague ,*olmeley1 ,esq4 ( ,ea/on ,hall1 ne> ,gran?am1 "o ( ,mr4 ,corrie's p>i%ion]s1 & gr&fa!r ( ! pres5t ,sir ,montague ,j4 ,*olmeley1 ,b>t4 #e ,x 0 n[ t ,mr4 ,corrie became m intimately acqua9t$ ) ,h5ry ,m>tyn ?an he _h be=e be54 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,,dep>ture ,,= ,,india--,,voyage--,,arrival ,,at ,,calcutta4 ,e>ly 9 ! ye> #ahjf1 ,mr4 ,corrie took leave ( 8 relatives & p>i%ion]s to emb>k = ,india4 ,at t "t1 a voyage to ,india 0 look$ ^u z a mu* great] und]tak+ ?an x is consid]$ at ! pres5t day4 ,accord+ly on ,mr4 ,corrie's dep>ture f 8 fa!r's h\se1 ! p>i%ion]s press$ r\nd to take _! leave ( him2 _m ( !m deeply affect$1 believ+ 8t !y %\ld see 8 face no m40 ,aft] a prosp]\s j\rney to ,london & ,portsm\?1 he emb>k$ 7,m>* #cj1 #ahjf7 on bo>d ! ,asia ,ea/ ,indiaman1 b\nd to ,calcutta4 ,mr4 ,c4 0 accompani$ by a bro!r-,*apla91 ! ,rev4 ,joseph ,p>son1 "o ( 8 mo/ atta*$ ,college fri5ds4 ,among ! pass5g]s 7 _m cadets1 to sev]al ( :om ,mr4 ,c4 0 made useful1 & became 9 aft] life _! fri5d & c\nsellor4 ,"s p>ticul>s ( ! voyage are subjo9$ f ,mr4 ,corrie's ,j\rnal & ,lett]s1 :i* %ew ! lively int]e/ he took 9 ! welf>e ( all ar\nd him1 & indicate ! /eady purpose ) :i* he kept 9 view ! great "w be=e him4 ,9 8 j\rnal1 ,mr4 ,c4 writes "u date ( 8,april #aj?4 ,?is day ,i h complet$ my tw5ty-n9? ye>4 ,9 ! review ( ! pa/ ye>1 ,o :at reason h ,i to adore ! div9e m]cy4 ,soon aft] ,i _h det]m9$ on go+ to ,india1 :i* 0 9 ,june la/1 x pleas$ ,god to "w by 8 ^w1 & to raise a g5]al att5tion to et]nal ?+s1 among/ my p at ,buckm9/] & ,/oke1 giv+ me real fav\r 9 _! sight1 = :i* ,i desire to praise ,him1 confess+ t ,i am n wor?y to be rank$ among/ ! meane/ ( ,8 m9i/]s4 ,"s among/ !m1 ,i hope1 7 br\ght to ,god4 ,o t !y may cont9ue to walk 9 ! tru?2 & may ea* among/ !m become ,*ri/ians1 n 9 "n only1 b 9 de$ & 9 tru?6 ,s9ce ,i h be5 on ! po9t ( dep>t+ f ,engl&1 e objection to ! und]tak+ has be5 remov$ f my m9d4 ,my he>t is set on ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 ,india2 & ,i w\ld n draw back1 z f> z ,i "k myself1 to be made ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury4 ,i h tak5 leave ( my de> fri5ds1 mo/ likely = ev] 9 ?is _w4 ,i w\ld d$icate e faculty ( my s\l & body to my r$eem+ ,god4 ,"l1 accept me1 work+ 9 me t :i* is well-pleas+ 9 ?y sight1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/ my ,"l & ,savi\r2 to :om ) ,?y bless$ self1 & ,holy ,_s1 ,?ree p]sons 9 "o ,jehovah1 be all glory1 & hon\r1 & praise1 n[ & = ev]more4 ,am56 8,april #ad?4 ,on ,saturday aft]noon1 & ye/]day morn+1 ! w9d blew q a hurricane4 ,9 ! night ( ,saturday1 ,i c\ld n sleep = ! toss+ ( ! %ip3 ,i lay m$itat+ on dea?1 & f\nd my m9d calm & resign$2 b saw no?+ 9 :atev] ,i _h done on :i* ,i c\ld rely = a mom5t2 saw no?+1 9 fact1 b :at 0 defici5t & defil$ ) s94 ,yet1 9 ! consid]ation ( ! atonem5t1 & int]cession ( ,jesus1 ,i c\ld look )\t dismay1 ?\gh n ) any s5sible joy1 to a judgm5t-seat4 8,ye/]day ! w9d 0 too high to admit ( div9e s]vice4 ,mu* consid]ation ab\t our dang] dur+ ! prec$+ night2 b1 alas1 little disposition to praise ! ,"l = 8 goodness6 ,"s few ( ! pass5g]s li/5$ ) att5tion1 :il/ ,i read a s]mon on ! poop4 ,i _h mu* conv]sation at int]vals ) sev]al ( !m1 on ! subject ( religion2 & f\nd "s dispos$ to att5d4 ,ye/]day1 pass$ "o ( ! ,salvage isl&s3 to-day "o ( ! ,can>ies 7,palma47 ,no "o :o has n be5 = "s "t out ( sight ( l& c conceive ! delight :i* ! view ( ^! creat$2 or ! refre%m5t !y af=d$ ! eye4 ,z /up5d\s monum5ts ( ! div9e p[]1 !y ought to h rais$ m adoration 9 my he>t to ! great ,supreme4 ,b1 alas6 ,i f9d ! m ,i get famili>iz$ to ! wond]s ) :i* ,i am surr\nd$1 ! less s5sibly ,i feel my dep5d5ce on ,him 9 :om ,i live & move4 ,bless$ ,savi\r1 ,o let me be accept$1 & ev] pres]v$ ?r\gh ?y int]cession1 & kept by ?y p[] ?r\gh fai? unto salvation4 ,am540 ,:il/ (f ! coa/ ( ,africa1 ,mr4 ,corrie relates t ! ,lady ,burgess1 "o ( ! ,indiam5 9 company ) ! ,asia1 /ruck ^u a rock3 8,! ma/s 7 cut away3 ! p9nace1 contr>y to expectation1 float$1 7= %e fill$ ) wat]17 & soon aft] 0 driv5 cle> ( ! break]s1 ) ab\t =ty p]sons4 ,z _m z c\ld swim plung$ 91 & ab\t sev5ty at l5g? got into h]4 ,! boat also 0 mann$1 &1 by ! ex]tions ( ! *ief mate1 ! ladies1 7six 9 numb]17 7 put into h]1 & none all[$ to g ) !m1 le/1 be+ cr[d$ by too _m1 %e %\ld be swamp$4 ,! capta9 & "s o!rs :o c\ld n swim1 7 sav$ by lay+ !mselves on planks2 &1 be+ drift$ by ! waves1 7 aft]w>ds pick$ up by ! boats4 ,! ,leop>d's boats sav$ ab\t tw5ty-five4 ,! ladies 7 receiv$ on bo>d ! ,nelson2 ! great] "p ( ! crew 7 tak5 up by ! ,melville1 & "s by ! ,sov]eign & ,alex&]4 ,ab\t fifty p]i%$2 among/ :om 7 ! fir/ & six? mates1 ! purs]1 & tw5ty-f\r cadets2 ! great] "p ( ! o!rs 7 ,asiatics1 ) "s soldi]s40 ,) ref]5ce to ?is melan*oly occurr5ce1 ,mr4 ,c4 writes3 8,sunday1 ,april #bj4 ,?is morn+ has be5 sp5t 9 great anxiety4 ,ab\t two o'clock1 ,i he>d guns fir+ z signals ( di/ress4 ,:5 day broke1 ! wreck ( a vessel 0 se5 on ! rocks1 (f ! isl& ,b5ev5to4 ,ab\t eight boats 7 obs]v$ at a di/ance1 & at t5 o'clock we p]ceiv$ "o mak+ t[>ds ! ,asia4 ,soon aft]1 a pass5g] ( ! ,nelson1 & "o ( ! mates ( ! ,lady ,burgess1 came on bo>d1 f :om we le>nt t ! un=tunate %ip 0 ! ,lady ,burgess1 :i* 0 gone d[n ) e "p ( ! c>go4 ,six ladies1 pass5g]s1 rea*$ ! ,nelson 9 safety4 ,! mate1 aft] putt+ ! ladies on bo>d ! ,nelson1 return$ to ! wreck1 :5 h] poop rema9$ above wat] suffici5tly to pres]ve life3 on return+ a second "t1 no?+ 0 se5 b "p ( ! b[sprit1 e creature _h disappe>$2 b ! ,commodore1 hav+ s5t sev]al boats to _! assi/ance1 sugge/s a hope t all are sav$4 ,:at reason h we ( ?is %ip to adore a k9d ,provid5ce = be+ direct$ a diff]5t c\rse6 ,alas1 t su* indiff]5ce1 nay base rebellion aga9/ ,god %\ld /ill appe>6 ,o let me n be z ^? :o "k n ,god1 b grant me su* a due s5se ( all ?y m]cies1 ,o ,"l1 t my he>t may be unfeign$ly ?ankful1 & t ,i may %[ =? ?y praise n only ) my lips1 b 9 my life6 ,am540 ,! ,j\rnal proce$s3 8,april #bcrd1 ,/4 ,iago4--,w5t on %ore ) ! purs]4 ,on l&+ 0 /ruck by ! sc5]y1 :i* 0 q new to me1 & highly picturesque4 ,)9 ! bea* !re is a l[ valley1 hav+ ! appe>ance ( a m>%1 ) %rubs gr[+ 9 ! %ape ( a p9e-apple2 x _h a v pleas+ effect4 ,wat] 0 "h procur$ = ! fleet4 ,! t[n /&s on a hill1 on ! "r ( ! valley2 & )9 ! =tifications4 ,at ! foot ( ! asc5t1 & on ! bea*1 7 ?ree (fic]s rid+ on small lean ponies4 ,_! clo!s1 ragg$ & mu* worn1 7 su* a contra/ to an ,engli%man's idea ( ! ^w #8(fic]1' z to excite a smile4 ,fur!r on 7 "s slaves1 9 a /ate ( nature1 employ$ 9 break+ cocoa-nuts4 ,at ! entrance ( ! g>rison /ood a s5t9el1 )\t %oes or /ock+s1 8 o!r clo!s hang+ 9 rags1 & hav+ no lock to 8 musket2 altoge!r1 he rem9d$ me ( "o ( ,san*o ,panza's gu>ds4 ,9 ! t[n1 :i* consi/$ ( two r[s ( huts1 we f\nd p\ltry1 p9e-apples1 cocoa-nuts1 c4 c4 = sale4 ,! natives p]fectly und]/ood :at are call$ #8! tricks ( trade4' ,i am told !y sell a k9d ( ,port w9e ( inf]ior quality1 mix$ ) rum to keep x f go+ s\r2 !y h also a k9d ( g91 extract$ f ! sug>-cane4 ,_! wom5 are ! mo/ disgu/+ figures t c be conceiv$2 _m ( !m hav+ only a cov]+ r\nd ! wai/2 ! m5 too l m5 9 g5]al2 b "o1 a ,caffre slave1 0 ab\t sev5 feet high4 ,! c\ntry pres5ts a mo/ b>r5 appe>ance1 be+ v hilly1 & seldom visit$ ) ra94 ,aft] /ay+ ab\t ?ree h\rs1 ,i return$ to ! ,asia1 mo/ ?ankful t my lot _h be5 ca/ 9 ,brita91 & admir+ ! k9dness ( provid5ce to t happy isle4 ,long may a graci\s ,god ex]cise ! same fa!rly c>e ov] x6 ,long may ,engl& fl\ri%1 z ! place :i* ,god ha? *os5 to put 8 "n !re6 8,sunday1 ,april #bg?4 ,i _h s]vice on deck to-day1 ! sailors be+ v att5tive2 0 mu* affect$ ) languor1 s t ! day has pass$ 9 an unpr(itable mann]4 ,i _h a long conv]sation ) ,g41 & hope well ( him aga94 ,?\ght mu* ( my de> relations2 & _h an affect+ s5se ( ! value ( =m] privileges1 #8:5 ,i w5t to ! h\se ( ,god1 ) ! voice ( joy & gladness4' ,o = ! happy "t :5 ,i %all be privileg$ to draw ne> to ,god )\t re/ra9t6 ,bless$ be ,8 "n = "s sweet seasons 9 private4 ,o may ! impression ( !m rema91 & be productive ( hol9ess 9 he>t & life6 8,may #crd4 ,ye/]day ! w9d sprung up1 a light breeze1 & cont9ues to drive u two knots an h\r1 aft] a calm ( ?ree days4 ,9 ! night1 we _h a v n>r[ escape f runn+ f\l ( ! ,alex&]2 ! boats 7 ab\t to be l[]$ f ! idea t ! %ip might g d[n by ! concussion4 ,:at reason to be ?ankful = pres]vation6 ,o = a due s5se ( all ?y m]cies1 my ,god & ,savi\r6 8,friday1 ,may #aa?4 ,?is day _h div9e s]vice on deck3 9 ! ev5+ _h a conv]sation ) ,v4 on ! doctr9e ( ! ,atonem5t4 ,he seem$ mu* impress$1 & said he _h nev] be=e consid]$ x2 b hop$ he %\ld n[ make x ! /udy ( 8 life4 ,"l1 "w 9 him bo? to w & to d = ,jesus ,*ri/'s sake6 ,am54 ,i w\ld record1 to my %ame1 h[ feeble my ef=ts are = ! et]nal welf>e ( ^? ar\nd me2 &1 :5 ,i ?9k ( ! %ame ,i feel1 ,i desire to be r\s$ to great] ex]tions1 le/ ,jesus ,*ri/ %\ld pr(ess himself a%am$ ( me at ! la/ day4 ,o ! pi]c+ ?\ght ( be+ exclud$ f ?y bless$ vision6 ,prev5t x by ?y grace6 let me n fall1 ,i pray4 8,may #ah?4 ,s]vice on deck4 ,f\nd mu* sweetness 9 private devotion1 ) a disposition to pray = my de> relatives & fri5ds by "n4 ,my m9d tol]ably fix$ on div9e ?+s1 ) boldness to speak to any t came 9 my way1 on ! subject ( religion4 ,i h ( late obs]v$ ) pleasure a great *ange 9 ,p4's views & s5tim5ts respect+ scriptural tru?s2 & a practice m correspond5t !reto ?an =m]ly4 ,?is morn+1 he spoke ) mu* feel+1 on sev]al exp]im5tal tru?s ( ,*ri/ianity2 & ,i humbly hope1 is no /rang] to ! p[] ( !m4 ,o t ,i may be enabl$ to walk 9 wisdom t[>ds him1 & t he may be an hon\r$ in/rum5t 9 turn+ _m to righte\sness6 8,sunday1 ,june #a/4 ,i h neglect$ to make memor&a dur+ ! pa/ week1 & fe> x is a symptom ( spiritual decay3 yet1 ,i f9d1 9 g5]al1 mu* fix$ness ( m9d 9 private pray]2 & sometimes mu* t5d]ness ( _s4 ,! ,bible is my delight & daily c\nsellor2 & ,i ?9k ,i wat* e opportunity ( call+ ! att5tion ( ^? ar\nd me to ! ?+s ( et]nity4 ,yet1 ,i w\ld confess to my %ame1 t ^! attempts are feeble1 g5]ally v unskilfully conduct$1 & little calculat$ to produce a good effect1 & *iefly conf9$ to m intimate associates4 ,i pla9ly p]ceive t )\t a great ex]cise ( div9e p[]1 ,i am totally unfit = ! "w ( introduc+ ! ,gospel among/ ! hea!n2 & mu* fe> le/ ! objects ( "t & s5se %\ld div]t me f t pursuit4 ,yet1 ,"l1 ?\ kn[e/ t to be in/rum5tal 9 turn+ _m unto righte\sness is my highe/ ambition4 ,?is is ! det]m9ation ( my judgm5t2 ?\gh1 alas6 my affections draw me p[]fully to c\rt ! fav\r ( man1 & to covet ease4 ,i p]ceive myself poor & bl9d1 & mis]able1 & wret*$1 & lo/1 & undone2 b ,o ! joyful s\nd ( wisdom1 righte\sness1 sanctification1 & r$emption 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus = ru9$ s9n]s6 ,bless$ ,"l1 grant me a _s ( fai?1 t ,i may appreh5d ?is de> ,r$eem]2 & by virtue ( union ) ,him may obta9 acquittal f all condemnation1 & daily become m l ,him1 9 righte\sness & true hol9ess60 ,to ! ,rev4 ,j4 ,buckwor? he wrote z foll[s3-- 8,we are 9 hopes ( rea*+ ,madras 9 n9e weeks f ?is "t2 s t be=e y receive ?is1 :i* comes by way ( ,/4 ,hel5a1 ,i %all1 by ! div9e p]mission1 be 9 ,india4 ,inde$1 on ?is elem5t1 9 a peculi> mann] is ! apo/le's limitation to be att5d$ to1 #8,if ! ,"l w1 we %all d ?is or t4' ,my de> fri5d w be ready to fe> t an acc\nt ( our spiritual voyage is to be exclud$ f ?is pap]4 ,w\ld t ,i c\ld gladd5 y\r he>t ) tid+s ( a l>ge fleet /e]+ = ! hav5 ( ev]la/+ bless$ness2 b on ?is subject my mat]ials are scanty1 ?\gh1 bless$ be ,god1 "s news ( ?is k9d ,i c s5d y4444 ,we h tw5ty-two y\?s on bo>d1 go+ z cadets to ,india3 ( ^! a few all[ me to talk freely & famili>ly on ! be/ subjects2 ! o!rs treat me ) civility1 ?\gh sometimes !y are %y ( my company4 ,"o ,i s9c]ely hope is pi\s1 ?\gh v volatile 9 8 disposition3 ano!r atta*es himself v mu* to me1 & is mu* sep>at$ f 8 companions4 ,^! are ! mo/ promis+ among u1 #8! glean+ grapes1 "o or two1 on ! top ( ! upp]mo/ b\ghs4' ,i h di/ribut$ sev]al ,te/am5ts1 & o!r books2 b obs]ve no increase at pres5t4444 8,my ?\ghts lead me n[ to ,dewsbury1 :]e ,i fancy ,i behold my de> fri5d & 8 de> p>tn]1 happy 9 ea* o!r1 & happy 9 ! love ( ,jesus2 b n )\t "s ?orn1 to rem9d !m t _! ,god has a m complete happ9ess 9 /ore = !m4 ,y w n ne$ assurances t my daily pray]s asc5d on y\r behalf2 nor ne$ ,i ask y to believe t words _c express ! int]e/ ,i feel 9 y\r welf>e4 ,may ! ri*e/ bless+s ( ,provid5ce & ( grace desc5d ^u y bo?2 & may y br+ mu* hon\r to ! ways ( tru?1 by y\r lives & conv]sation1 till1 full ( days1 & full ( grace1 l %ocks ( corn 9 h>ve/1 y be ga!r$ into ! heav5ly g>n]6 ,i long to be publi%+ glad tid+s ( salvation to poor ,indians1 & am daily /udy+ _! language = ?is purpose3 an ,asiatic on bo>d helps me 9 acquir+ ! pronunciation1 & 9 return1 receives in/ruction 9 ! ,new ,te/am5t3 he evid5ces a tea*able disposition2 lam5ts ! folly & idolatry ( 8 c\ntrym51 & ,i tru/ w "o day become a witness aga9/ _! abom9ations40 ,b to return to ! ,j\rnal3-- 8,june #h?1 #ahjf4 ,on a review ( ?is week1 ,i feel mu* cause = humiliation1 & mu* = praise2 = humiliation1 t ,i ga!r no m boldness 9 ! cause ( ,god & ( 8 ,son4 ,yet1 ,i am ?ankful t my sil5t refusal to con=m to ! vanities ar\nd me is n unobs]v$2 & t a sne] ab\t sa9t%ip is n unfrequ5tly indulg$ 91 :5 ,i am pres5t4 ,i rejoice 9 ^! tok5s ( my sep>ation f ! temp] & practices ( ! _w2 yet ,i w\ld look to m c]ta9 evid5ce ( my love to ,jesus ?an ?is1 ev5 9 ! devot$ness ( my he>t to ,8 s]vice & glory2 & 9 ! love ,i feel = p]i%+ s\ls ar\nd me4 ,alas1 my evid5ces are v few3 yet ,i ?9k ,i w\ld r be a door-keep] 9 ! h\se ( ,god :]e ,i might see ,8 face1 ?an live 9 ! ri*e/ palace on e>?2 & to be in/rum5tal 9 turn+ s9n]s #8f ! p[] ( ,satan unto ,god1' is m desir$ by me ?an to be ,emp]or ( ! _w4 ,^! are my s5tim5ts & desires3 ,o ,"l1 let !m n evaporate 9 empty speculations = ,jesus ,*ri/'s sake6 8,?ursday night4 ,i w\ld record to ! hon\r ( ,div9e grace1 ! goodness ( ,god to my s\l4 ,rose ?is morn+ at half-pa/ five1 f\nd mu* e>ne/ness 9 pray]1 & my m9d mu* dispos$ to t duty1 b little if any s5sible com=t4 ,pray$ p>ticul>ly = a believ+1 wait+ _s1 :i* has be5 graci\sly v\*saf$4 ,i h obs]v$ two or ?ree in/ances ( answ]s to pray]1 9 ! wait+ frame ( my m9d2 9 ! att5tion ,i h be5 able to give to /udy1 & 9 "s o!r p>ticul>s4 ,"l1 keep me humble & ?ankful = ,jesus ,*ri/'s sake1 ,am56 8,june #bi?4 ,i h neglect$ to make memor&a ( my /ate4 ,ab/a9$ f d9n]1 ) a view to afflict my s\l be=e ,god1 on acc\nt ( my own s9s1 & ! s9s ( ^? ar\nd me4 ,o ,"l1 )\t ?y div9e influ5ce ,i fa/ & pray 9 va94 ,! s9s 9 myself ,i w\ld p>ticul>ly note are1 a backw>dness to ?9k on div9e subjects2 a g5]al deadness 9 religi\s duties2 a coldness ( affection t[>ds ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/2 a want ( zeal = ,god1 & ( love = s\ls2 & a fe> ( c5sure & reproa*1 :i* leads me to suff] s9 on my neighb\r unreprov$4 ,) respect to ^? ar\nd me1 _! pr(ane swe>+1 _! neglect ( ,god & ,8 wor%ip4 ,o w n ,god be av5g$ on su* a p z ?is8 ,w n ?is float+ city be sunk 9 ! mighty wat]s1 = ! wick$ness ( its inhabitants8 ,o ,"l1 let my cry come be=e ,!e1 9 behalf ( ?is %ip's company1 ?r\gh ! m$iation ( ,jesus ,*ri/6 8,sunday1 ,july #f?4 ,?is morn+ a mo/ trem5d\s gale came on4 ,w5t on deck at five o'clock4 ,! vessel roll+ s z once to %ip a sea on ! lee-side2 e p]son seem$ appreh5sive ( dang]4 ,= my own "p1 ,i d n recollect to h be5 afraid1 b ,i felt mu* awe & s]i\sness1 9 ! ?\ght ( appe>+ be=e ,god4 ,9 ! aft]noon 7two o'clock71 a man fell ov]bo>d f ! =emo/ ma9-y>d4 ,by ! uncommon ex]tions ( ,mr4 ,walk]1 ! ?ird mate1 & f\r ( ! m51 he 0 tak5 up alive1 & gives hopes ( recov]y4 ,mr4 ,w4's conduct on ?is occasion m]its ! greate/ praise1 & has mu* ende>$ him to e "o on bo>d4 8,july #bj?4 ,read ,*ur* ,hi/ory & ,p]sian4 ,! ,commodore spoke an ,am]ican1 :i* left ,calcutta on ,may #bh1 & :i* on ,june #bbnd1 spoke a %ip at sea1 & receiv$ in=mation t a frigate1 suppos$ to be deta*$ by ,j]ome ,buonap>te1#f put into ! ,cape & 0 captur$ by ,admiral ,popham2 f :5ce x is conclud$ t ,j]ome ,buonap>te ei!r foll[$ ! frigate into ! ,cape & 0 tak51 or proce$$ to ,india4 ,two c\ntry %ips _h be5 captur$ 9 ! /raits ( ,malacca4 8,?ursday1 ,july #bd?4 ,9 addition to ! news he>d on ,tuesday1 le>n$ f ! ,commodore1 t ! ,am]ican told him a g5]al peace _h be5 br\ght ab\t 9 ,india4 ,o t #8! ,pr9ce ( ,peace' w\ld e/abli% ,8 dom9ion among ^? p]i%+ hea!ns6 ,e day br+s me acqua9t$ ) "s new pro( ( t wret*$ slav]y :i* !y are "u to ! p[]s ( d>kness4 ,my m9d is b5t on ! "w ( ! m9i/ry among/ !m4 ,i ?9k ) delight on ! "t :5 ,i %all be able to address !m1 9 _! own language1 on ! glori\s tru?s ( ! gospel2 & am ?ankful t ,i f9d dilig5ce & ard\r 9 ! acquirem5t ( ,h9doo/anee4 ,yet1 :5 ,i reflect on ! backw>dness & timidity t possesses my m9d 9 ?is matt]1 among my pres5t associates1 ,i am ready to fe> le/ ,i %\ld be div]t$ f my purpose4 ,"l1 hold me up1 & br+ me ?r\gh1 m ?an conqu]or1 = ,8 sake :o1 ,i believe & feel1 #8lov$ me1 & gave himself = me6' 8,?ursday1 ,augu/ #ba/4 ,?is morn+ he>d t ,ceylon 0 9 sight2 w5t on deck soon aft]1 & saw l&1 b v indi/9ctly4 ,at half-pa/ "o ! %ore pres5t$ a beautiful object2 a great v>iety ( trees1 hills1 & pla9s4 ,my m9d m affect$ ?an ,i c express1 ) a s5se ( ! goodness ( ,god1 9 br++ me ?us f> 9 heal? & safety4 ,i feel no inconv5i5ce f ! climate1 & v little ( t li/lessness ,i s mu* fe>$4 ,o = a he>t to praise ! ,"l6 ,surely1 surely1 ,i am m ungrateful ?an any ( ,god's *ildr52 = ,8 *ild ,i feel ,i am6 ,o write ?y law on my he>t2 & let my ob$i5t life br+ glory to ,!e1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/6 ,o h[ ,i long to be decl>+ ! way ( salvation to p]i%+ s\ls6 ,o let me h t fai? :i* ov]comes ! _w2 set me free f e entanglem5t2 keep ?r\gh ?y ^w ^? on bo>d :om ?\ ha/ dispos$ to consid]ation2 =tify _! m9ds1 & keep !m f ! tempt]'s p[]1 to ! glory ( ?y grace1 ,am51 ,am56 8,sunday1 ,augu/ #bd?4 ,rose ?is morn+ at five o'clock4 ,aft] pray]--9 :i* ,i f\nd e>ne/ness1 & tol]able fix$ness ( m9d1 ?\gh no /irr+ ( affection--w5t on deck4 ,read 9 ! epi/le to ! ,hebrews1 & f\nd mu* light fla% on my m9d 9 read+4 ,saw m cle>ly ?an ev] ! di/9ction1 yet consi/5cy1 betwe5 ! old & new cov5ant4 ,at elev51 read a s]mon f ,walk]2 aft]w>ds jo9$ 9 pray] ) ,w1 ,p1 ,g1 & ,v4#g ,i f\nd mu* enl>gem5t ( he>t1 & mu* fre$om ( expression 9 pray]4 ,"l1 keep me humble2 &1 ,o bless ^! my associates6 ,conv9ce !m ( s92 lead !m to ,jesus2 make !m /rong 9 ! ,"l2 & be a _s ( adoption 9 _! he>ts1 = ,jesus ,*ri/'s sake6 ,"l1 bless my de> relatives4 ,o give !m grace to walk be=e !e ) p]fect he>ts2 & supply !m ) e ne$ful e>?ly bless+4 ,fe$ !m #8) food conv5i5t' = _! /ation1 & f9ally cr[n grace ) glory4 ,am56 ,no pray]s on deck1 or 9 ! cuddy4 8,monday4 ,ye/]day aft]noon1 a /range sail came 9 sight to ! nor?w>d4 ,cle>$ = action1 & lay at qu>t]s all night4 ,expect to rea* ,madras to-morr[ morn+ by six o'clock4 ,e "o seems unsettl$ 9 prospect ( go+ a%ore2 my own m9d has caught ! contagion4 ,no?+ to advantage has be5 done to-day4 #8,"l1 save or ,i p]i%4' 8,w$nesday4 ,7 disappo9t$ 9 our expectation1 by a /rong curr5t :i* set u s f> to ! we/w>d t we 7 oblig$ to tack1 & wait = ! sea-breeze1 :i* to our great joy sprang up ab\t ?ree o'clock2 & br\ght u into ,madras roads1 :]e we ca/ an*or exactly at t5 at night4 ,ye/]day morn+ ! air 0 mu* impregnat$ ) ! flav\r ( ! productions ( ,asia1 hav+ a smell l ! sickly smell aris+ f sweetmeats4 ,! entrance into ! roads 0 v delightful3 ! light-h\se be=e u1 ! ,european resid5ts' h\ses on ! left1 %[+ lights f v>i\s qu>t]s2 ! ,nabob ( ,arcot's palace light$ s z to appe> brilliantly illum9at$4 ,all ^! 7 pleas+ objects to eyes accu/om$ to look only ^u ! wide ext5d$ ocean = f\r mon?s pa/4 ,! /rik+ ( clocks1 too1 0 mo/ gratify+ to ! e>4 ,my m9d 0 mu* affect$ ) a s5se ( ! ,div9e goodness1 9 br++ u ?us f> 9 safety & peace4 ,z soon z we 7 an*or$1 two boats came f ,admiral ,tr[bridge = despat*es2 & a ,catam>an1#h ) ?ree natives *>g$ ) lett]s f ! ,t[n-major to ! ,comm&+ ,(fic]4 ,^! natives pres5t$ a mo/ disgu/+ appe>ance to a /rang]1 especially an ,european /rang]4 ,!y h no cov]+1 save a small piece ( cotton r\nd _! wai/s2 & a cap1 l a fool's cap1 ( f9e basketwork1 9 :i* !y c>ry _! lett]s3 &1 be+ entire /rang]s to our language1 my m9d 0 affect$ ) dismay & horror4 ,retir+ to my cab91 despond5cy almo/ ov]came me4 ,my native c\ntry1 ) its heal?y climate1 & hospitable inhabitants1 came =cibly to my m9d4 ,^? lov$ objects seem$ = ev] gone3 de> relatives = ev] fl$6 ,9 ex*ange1 a sickly climate1 a burn+ soil1 a hea!n population1 7 to be my associates4 ,alas6 h[ ^! consid]ations depress my spirits1 :ile a s5se ( my own unfitness to enc\nt] any ( ^! ob/acles1 leads me to consid] ?is z a place ( bani%m5t1 & an untimely burial-gr\nd6 ,yet h ,i n freely *os5 ?is und]tak+8 ,&1 has n ,god p[] to br+ me ?r\gh8 ,&1 is ,he n sov]eign ( ,asia1 z well z ( ,europe8 ,&1 is ,he n ready to save "h1 z !re8 ,o my fooli%1 unbeliev+ he>t6 ,i see ! tru? ( ^! sugge/ions2 yet unbelief prev5ts me f tak+ ! com=t ( !m4 ,o ,"l1 "w fai? 9 my he>t2 & enable me to glorify !e by a firm reliance on ?y promise1 t ?\ wilt n leave me1 b wilt make me #8m ?an conqu]or ?r\gh ,him t lov$ me1' ev5 ,jesus ?y ,son3 to :om ) ,!e & ! ,holy ,gho/ be glory = ev]6 8,?is morn+ sev]al boats fill$ ) natives came (f3 ! r[]s1 l ! ,catam>an ,jacks 9 appe>ance & dress3 ! ma/]s or dubo%es1#i hav+ :ite musl9 coats & petticoats4 ,^! dubo%es are v obsequi\s1 v press+ ( _! s]vices2 & h writt5 *>act]s1 z f =m] ma/]s2 b _m ( ^! are evid5tly =g]ies4 ,_m ( our ,b5gal pass5g]s are gone on %ore4 ,i felt too depress$ to g2 & too mu* int]e/$ 9 ,v4 & ,y4 to leave !m on bo>d4 ,y4 ,i hope1 seems 9 "s measure1 e/abli%$ 9 s\nd pr9ciples & practice4 ,v4 alas1 discov]s a backw>dness to conv]se on religi\s subjects2 & ,i fe>1 %uns me1 le/ ,i %\ld tr\ble him ) !m3 he is1 h[ev]1 v regul> 9 8 conduct2 & mu* respect$ by 8 associates4 ,b1 ,oh6 :at avails a m]e "n to live8--,he is n[ gone on %ore4 ,y4 rema9s on bo>d1 ) ! o!r ,madras cadets1 until an ord] = _! disemb>kation arrives4 ,o ,"l1 keep !m by ?y p[]6 ,o let n ,satan triumph ov] !m1 = ,jesus ,*ri/'s sake4 ,am54 8,,madras1 ,w$nesday ev5+1 ,aug4 #bg?1 #ahjf4 ,w5t on %ore1 & 0 mu* annoy$ by ! clamor\s importunity ( ! natives1 :o 7 wait+ 9 hundr$s on ! bea* to c>ry ! luggage1 or o!rwise s]ve ! new com]s3 _! h>% language1 & _! almo/ nak$ bodies1 _! eag] & obtrusive (f]s ( s]vice disgu/$ & we>i$ me exce$+ly4 ,) "s difficulty1 ,i got ?r\gh ! cr[d2 &1 on arriv+ at ! ,new ,navy ,tav]n1 f\nd "s ( my old %ipmates4 ,"h we 7 aga9 importun$ by dubo%es :o 7 eag] to s]ve u4 ,we made *oice ( "o :o prov$ a notori\s *eat3 he made (f ) six rupees giv5 him to hire a b&y2#aj & ,i "k n yet h[ mu* l95 he may h /ol54 ,! pr(usion ( silv] or gold r+s :i* ! natives we> on _! arms1 _! ancles1 _! e>s1 & _! toes1 appe>$ odd to me2 _! (f]s ( s]vice & _! :ole conduct1 :il/ ,i 0 on %ore1 h impress$ my m9d ) an op9ion ( _! deep depravity1 & _! entire want ( pr9ciple4444 8,on ,?ursday1 ,augu/ #bh?4 ,p>son & ,i w5t to call on ! ,london ,society's mission>y4 ,?\gh unkn[n to him1 & ?\gh c>ry+ no lett] ( introduction1 yet ,i 0 c]ta9 t if he 7 a real mission>y1 we %\ld be welcome2 & ,i 0 n disappo9t$ 9 ?is expectation4 ,we receiv$ a cordial reception3 ,m>tyn hav+ m5tion$ my "n1 we soon became cordial4 ,he appe>s a humble pi\s man1 n de/itute ( ability1 ) a degree ( zeal3 8 education appe>s to h be5 conf9$4 ,"h we le>n$ t ,dr4 ,k]1 ! ,s5ior ,*apla91 _h a lett] = me f ,m>tyn2 & t1 be+ oblig$ to g to ,s]+apatam = ! recov]y ( 8 heal?1 he _h left x at ! h\se ( ,mr4 ,torriano4 ,?i!r ,mr4 ,l4 drove me 9 8 b&y1 leav+ ,mr4 ,p>son to walk back to ! inn4 ,on arriv+ at ,mr4 ,t4's1 ,i f\nd ! lett]1 enclos$ 9 "o f ,dr4 ,k]1 recomm5d+ me to accept ,mr4 ,t4's invitation to take up our abode ) him2 :i* we did1 & exp]i5c$ mu* hospitality & k9dness4 ,mr4 ,t4 is a self-taught ,*ri/ian inde$3 8 son is a s5sible & v pi\s y\?1 & %[$ u mu* bro!rly love2 & f ! ,lieut5ant we receiv$ great reg>d4 ,next day ,mr4 ,p4 & myself call$ on ,mr4 ,v4 & f\nd him v res]v$3 he aft]w>ds1 on fur!r int]c\rse1 became m sociable2 & engag$ me to prea* = him on ,sunday ! #ca/2 :i* ,i did1 & took = a subject ! "* ( ,josiah4 ,! ,gov]nor1 c41 7 pres5t2 & ! *ur* 0 pretty full3 ! congregation 0 v att5tive2 ?\gh "s1 ,i he> sc(f$2 b o!rs express$ _! approbation4 ,9 ! ev5+ ,p4 (ficiat$ at ! *apel1 ,black ,t[n1 & exp\nd$ ! fir/ *apt] ( ! ,epi/le to ! ,romans4 ,i w5t to he> ,mr4 ,l4 :o prea*$ f ,psalm xxxvii4 #dj4 ,dur+ our /ay on %ore1 ,i w5t (t5 to ! cadets' t5ts1 & h reason to be ?ankful4 ,f\nd ,v4 & ,y4 kept free f ! vices ( ! place4 8,friday ev5+1 ,sept4 #e?4 ,i read a portion ( ! *ur* pray]s1 & address$ an exhortation to ! boys at ! ,asylum4 ,!re are ab\t two hundr$ half-ca/e boys educat$ !re1 & ma9ta9$ by public subscription4 ,dr4 ,k] is ,sup]9t5d5t2 & ,mr4 ,l4 is act+ ,ma/]4 ,dur+ our /ay at ,mr4 ,torriano's1 our ap>tm5t 0 a t5t com=tably fitt$ up1 :]e ,mr4 ,t4 g5]ally 78 son ,v4 always71 comes morn+ & ev5+ to jo9 9 wor%ip4 ,! =t is a mo/ complete /ructure1 seem+ly defy+ ! p[] ( man to take x3 ! build+s )9 x are v sumptu\s4 ,! ,black ,t[n f> exce$s my expectation1 9 ! commodi\sness ( its h\ses1 & 9 _! /ructure2 b ! /reets are n>r[2 & ! du/ & fil? 9 !m r5d] ! t[n exce$+ly un:olesome4 ,i d n f9d ! heat by any means s oppressive z ,i expect$3 morn+ & ev5+ x is z cool z summ] 9 ,engl&4 ,i frequ5tly walk$ sev]al miles4 ,! ,europeans are1 9 g5]al1 v av]se to ! idea ( evangeliz+ ! natives4 ,! *apla9s consid] x z a hopeless case2 & o!rs look ^u x z ne$less & impolitic4 ,i lam5t t my m9d 0 n m affect$ ) ! /upid idolatry ( ^! deprav$ p4 ,_! pagodas ab\nd2 & _! att5tion to !m might %ame p ( pur] pr9ciples2 :il/ _! deprav$ morals %[ t _! religion is conf9$ :olly to ext]nals2 & t !y are incapable ( communion ) a holy ,god4 ,^! consid]ations ought to impress me m4 ,o ! unconqu]able h>dness ( ?is /upid he>t6 ,yet1 bless$ be ,god1 :o has reconcil$ my m9d m to ! "w ( ! m9i/ry "h2 & has influ5c$ me to pref] ! hon\r :i* come? ( ,god1 m ?an ! fav\r ( m54 ,i ?9k ,i am m det]m9$ ?an ev] on publi%+ salvation to ^! ignorant hea!n4 ,i h to lam5t t my m9d seldom exp]i5c$ any s5sible com=t 9 ,god1 :il/ on %ore3 deadness & oppression ov]spread my s\l = ! mo/ "p2 yet1 ,i d n recollect1 except on "o occasion1 t ,i attempt$ to %un ! reproa* ( ! cross2 &1 9 g5]al ,i 0 enable to introduce s]i\s subjects4 8,sunday1 ,sept4 #g?4 ,came on bo>d ! ,alex&]1 9 consequ5ce ( ! ,asia be+ ord]$ r\nd by ,p5ang1 to take troops to ,b5gal3 mu* heav9ess ( m9d on acc\nt ( ! /ate ( ^? ar\nd me4444 8,saturday1 ,sept4 #ac?4 ,on ,tuesday ev5+ la/1 we came to an*or (f ,masulipatam4 ,dur+ t day1 9 mak+ 9 to ! %ore1 ! %ip 0 f\nd 9 ?ree & a half fa?oms 7%e draws ?ree fa?oms27 consequ5tly great al>m prevail$1 e "o expect+ t %e w\ld /rike in/antly4 ,! w9d be+ brisk1 ! %ip answ]$ ! helm2 &1 by ! ,div9e fav\r1 we got cle> ( ! dang]4 ,9 ! aft]noon1 a %ip :i* _h be5 9 sight = "s days1 haul$ h] w9d & /ood our c\rse3 ?is rais$ a suspicion ( h] be+ an enemy2 ! drum beat to qu>t]s & e prep>ation 0 made to prev5t h] bo>d+ u4 ,aft] "s "t1 %e hoi/$ ,dani% col\rs1 & came to an*or ne> u (f ,masulipatam4 ,dur+ ^! two times ( al>m1 ,i recollect to h be5 mu* m anxi\s z to ! ev5t1 ?an on =m] times ( dang] dur+ ! voyage2 & h reason to fe> ,i h suff]$ damage1 especially s9ce we left ,madras4 ,?is ,i "k has be5 ! case1 & ,i bless ,god :o has giv5 me to feel x1 & to lam5t x1 & to /rive & pray aga9/ x2 & 7bless$ be ,8 "n7 n 9 va94 8,on ,w$nesday1 ,p>son & myself w5t (f toge!r ) two (fic]s ( ! k+'s regim5t3 aft] a mo/ unpleasant passage ( tw5ty-f\r h\rs1 we arriv$ at ,masulipatam1 a di/ance ( n m ?an six miles 9 a /raight l9e4 ,our delay 0 ow+ to ! l& w9d1 :i*1 bl[+ directly opposite1 drove u f> to leew>d1 & oblig$ ! m5 to pu% ! boat along %ore ) long poles2 a t$i\s & labori\s op]ation4 ,on ent]+ ! =t1 we f\nd t ,colonel ,norris 7to :om we _h a lett] ( introduction f 8 fa!r-9 law1 ,mr4 ,torriano17 0 9 ! =t4 ,we w5t to 8 h\se1 & on be+ introduc$ to 8 lady1 pres5t$ our lett]1 :i* %e op5$1 & s5t to ! ,colonel1 :o 0 on a committee at ! b>racks4 ,breakfa/ 0 got = u imm$iately1 & e att5tion %[n u2 aft] breakfa/1 ! ,colonel came 91 & ord]$ u *ange ( clo!s2 aft] we _h dress$1 he came & %ook u v k9dly by ! h&1 & said1 he _h an ord] 9 8 pocket1 :i* oblig$ him to be p>ticul>ly k9d to u4 ,?is ord] he punctually obey$1 %ew+ u e m>k ( att5tion possible1 & ev5 reg>d4444 ,! propriety ( conduct necess>y 9 m9i/]s1 ! *>act]s ( _m em95tly pi\s mission>ies1 & ( ,*ri/ & ,8 ,apo/les1 7 ! pr9cipal subjects ( conv]sation4 ,may ,god give a bless+ to our poor attempts to spread ! sav\r ( ,jesus' "n2 & may ! ,colonel's k9dnesses to u be abundantly repaid out ( ! fulness ( ,*ri/6 ,aft] pass+ tw5ty-f\r h\rs v agreeably1 & ,i tru/ n unpr(itably1 we left ,masulipatam ye/]day ab\t ?ree o'clock1 ) ! purs]2 & ?\gh deta9$ a %ort "t at ! entrance ( ! riv]1 f want ( wat]1 we got on bo>d ! ,alex&] by five o'clock3 ! an*or 0 weigh$1 & we set sail z soon z possible4 8,tuesday4 ,ye/]day ,i 0 v unwell 9 consequ5ce ( dr9k+ too mu* wat]3 ! day pass$ 9 a re/less1 unpr(itable mann] to myself4 ,9 ! ev5+1 ,i 0 enabl$ to speak to ! surgeon on ! utility ( pray]2 :i* ,i did because ( "s s>ca/ic rem>ks made1 z to ! uselessness ( ! ,bible & ,pray]-book 9 "t ( action2 we be+ suspici\s t !re 0 an enemy's %ip 9 view4 ,he 0 sil5c$1 & aft]w>ds %[$ me m ?an usual att5tion4 ,we 7 look+ out all ! aft]noon ( ye/]day = a pilot2 & came to an*or at t5 9 ! ev5+ 9 ,saugor roads1 amid/ a fleet ( ,indiam5 homew>d-b\nd--two %ips ( w>1 ) _m c\ntry %ips--a mo/ gratify+ sight2 ?\gh1 ,i confess1 ,i felt little pleasure4 ,! remembrance ( de> relatives fill$ me ) deep regret1 :il/ ! prospect ( be+ in/rum5tal 9 fur!r+ ! ,"l's "w 9 ,india fill$ me ) joy2 & ,i felt ,i c\ld =sake all = ,*ri/'s sake4 8,?ursday4 ,we came to an*or 9 ,diamond h>b\r4 ,! sail+ up ! riv] 0 delightful2 ! gre5 h]bage & foliage mo/ refre%+ to ! eye2 & ! num]\s population rais$ wond] h[ provision c\ld be f\nd = s _m p]sons4 ,! :ole %ore1 z f> z ! eye c\ld rea*1 appe>$ "o cont9u$ village on ea* side4 ,! sight ( a bury+-gr\nd = ,europeans at ,diamond h>b\r1 ) sev]al monum5ts erect$ !re91 t5d$ to less5 my joy2 z did ! dea? ( ,capta9 ---- ( ! #gg?1 = :om ! col\rs 7 hoi/$ half-ma/ high1 & :o 0 buri$ 9 ! sea ! ev5+ we lay at an*or1 9 ,saugor roads4 ,capta9 ,c----1 ,ensign ,w41 ,p>son1 & myself1 left ! ,alex&] 9 a budg][1#aa ab\t n9e o'clock1 & sail$ f ,diamond h>b\r ab\t half pa/ t5 9 ! ev5+4 8,friday1 ,sept4 #ai?4 ,i w5t on %ore 9 ! morn+ at ,fulta1 & s5d+ "s provisions on bo>d to my *ums1 rema9$ till flood-tide1 :i* 0 n till two o'clock4 ,my m9d 0 mu* gratifi$ ) ! sc5e2 ! gre5 fields appe>+ "h & !re betwe5 ! groves1 7 v mu* l sc5es ,i rememb]$ 9 ,engl&2 _m birds 7 s++ mu* l ! night+ale2 h]ds ( cattle1 ( ! buffalo bre$1 ) h]dsm5 t5d+ !m "h & !re on ! bank4 ,a dead body float+ on ! riv] creat$ mu* horror 9 my m9d2 & ! bird call$ ! adjutant excit$ mu* surprise4 ,at ,fulta ,i f\nd a v elegant inn1 & accommodations v reasonable4 ,hav+ plac$ a *air at ! gate-way on ! elevat$ situation on ! bank ( ! riv]1 ! opposite bank appe>$ cov]$ ) villages1 & ! surface ( ! riv] ) boats4 ,i took out my bible1 & read ! #fj? *apt] ( ,isaiah4 ,! preci\s promises ( ! enl>gem5t ( ,*ri/'s ,*ur* came ) mu* p[] to my m9d2 ! la/ v]se 0 v enc\rag+1 & rais$ mu* joy1 f ! hope t ,i might be hon\r$ to be "o ( #8! little ones' :o %\ld #8become a ?\s&1 & a /rong nation4' ,! prospect ( all ^! sw>ms ( p b[+ to ! sceptre & dom9ion ( ,jesus1 fill$ my s\l ) exultation4 ,i f\nd mu* fre$om 9 pray]1 & sp5t "s "t 9 joy & rejoic+4 ,! budg][ be+ mu* long] 9 com+ up ?an 0 expect$1 occasion$ great anxiety2 &1 to my %ame be x spok51 impati5ce4 ,o h[ fickle is my m9d3 b ,jesus live?1 & ,he *ange? n6 ,bless$ be ,god = ,jesus ,*ri/6 ,i came on bo>d ab\t two o'clock ?is aft]noon2 & we are n[ at an*or ab\t t5 miles bel[ ,calcutta4 8,sept4 #ba/1 #ahjf4 ,ye/]day morn+1 be+ tir$ ( wait+ any long] = a fair w9d1 ,i left ! budg][ ab\t five o'clock1 & came up 9 ! t[-boat to ,calcutta4 ,! sc5e on ea* side ( ! riv] 0 mu* ! same z dur+ ! prec$+ day2 b be+ indispos$ f want ( food1 & by exposure to ! sun1 ,i felt b little lively joy4 ,read 9 ! ,bible1 & ,newton's ,hymns2 & f\nd mu* desire to be grateful = pres]vation dur+ ! voyage1 = meet+ ) k9d fri5ds1 & = ! abundant supply ( e temporal want2 above all1 t not)/&+ my manifold fail+s1 "s s5se ( my obligations to ,god 9 ,*ri/ /ill rema9s4 ,! sight ( ,calcutta af=d$ me great satisfaction3 ! approa* to x 0 t$i\s2 & ,i felt "s impati5ce at ! p]v]sity ( ! boatm54 ,alas1 ! depravity ( my nature is b little subdu$6 ,i walk$ up to ! *ur*1 & inquir$ 9 va9 = ,m>tyn3 w5t to ,d\ghty's hotel1 :]e ,i met ,v4 at ! door1 :o1 ,i fe>$1 0 oppress$ 9 _s & suff]+ f ! effects ( climate4 ,i took "s refre%m5t1 & 0 ab\t to g =? 9 que/ ( ,m>tyn1 :5 a note arriv$ f him1 desir+ me to g to him 9 ! college4#ab ,i set (f imm$iately1 & 0 receiv$ by him ) ! mo/ lively demon/rations ( joy4 ,"h ,i 0 desir$ to take up my abode2 & "h ,i am fix$ = ! pres5t4 ,mr4 ,br[n1#ac to :om ,i am indebt$ = my pres5t ent]ta9m5t1 appe>s a s5sible1 det]m9$1 pi\s man2 v diff]5t f ! descriptions ,i he>d ( him dur+ ! voyage40 ,on ! same day1 9 :i* ^! p>ticul>s are notic$ 9 8 j\rnal1 ,mr4 ,c4 s5t a lett] to 8 si/]2 writt51 z x appe>s1 at int]vals dur+ 8 voyage1 & communicat+ in=mation up to ! p]iod ( 8 arrival at ,calcutta4 ,! lett] itself is n less rem>kable = its pla9 good s5se1 ?an z manife/+ t /rong natural affection & love ( c\ntry1 :i* ent]$ s l>gely into ! "* ( ! writ]3 8,f ! date ( ?is lett]1 7,sep4 #ba/47 y w p]ceive h[ mu* long] our voyage has prov$ ?an at ! beg9n+ ( x we hop$ x w\ld4 ,tw5ty weeks are complet$ s9ce we left ,portsm\?3 ! usual "t a voyage ( ! k9d occupies is ab\t fifte5 weeks4 ,! *ief "p ( our delay 0 betwe5 ,/4 ,iago1 & ! ,cape ( ,good ,hope4 ,be=e we arriv$ at ,/4 ,iago1 we _h fair & /rong w9ds2 & s9ce we got r\nd ! ,cape1 ! wea!r has prov$ mo/ agreeable4 ,a ?\s& anxi\s ?\ghts daily fill my m9d on y\r acc\nt3 sep>ation f y has only t5d$ to %[ h[ mu* my com=t dep5d$ on y3 sc>cely = two successive wak+ h\rs has y\r image be5 out ( my remembrance4 ,i am v anxi\s t y %\ld come out to me2 & ,i am v anxi\s respect+ y\r voyage4 ,y h little1 humanly speak+1 to fe> f dang]s ( ! sea4 ,y\r greate/ inconv5i5ce w arise f n hav+ a p]son ) :om y c communicate freely3 to be "u a re/ra9t ( ?is k9d1 = five mon?s1 is a great] evil ?an y c at pres5t suppose4 ,y w1 no d\bt1 he> ( "s lady com+ out1 ) :om y c take half ( a cab92 & if su* an opportunity (f]s1 y ne$ n hesitate to embrace x4 ,b y w ne$ to use great caution h[ y tru/ /rang]s2 & by no means be too famili> ) any ( ! pass5g]s1 till y h _h "t to obs]ve _! dispositions3 ! evil ( a contr>y conduct has appe>$ v /rik+ly ) u2 & /ill m s 9 "s o!r ( ! %ips ( our fleet4 ,x is v easy to assume an appe>ance ( gaiety & good-hum\r1 :5 p only meet occasionally1 & = a %ort "t2 b :5 !y come to live toge!r1 & are oblig$ to meet ea* o!r at e turn1 )\t ,div9e grace1 few temp]s are f\nd suffici5tly accommodat+ to ma9ta9 t =be>ance1 & to make ^? concessions1 :i* are absolutely necess>y to peace & com=t4 ,h5ce1 :5 by an ungu>d$ confid5ce1 p]sons ( contr>y dispositions & habits h committ$ !mselves to ea* o!r1 !y soon become mutually disgu/$2 family circum/ances are expos$2 weaknesses ridicul$2 & contempt & hatr$ foll[s4 ,y see ,i write "u ! idea t y w n leave ,engl& till y he> ( my arrival 9 ,india4 ,i h only to add1 t my heal? is mu* improv$ s9ce ,i left y4 8,s9ce ,i began ?is lett]1 a v>iety ( ev5ts h tak5 place1 & cr[d s fa/ on my m9d1 t ,i "k n :]e or h[ to relate !m4 ,on ent]+ ,madras roads 9 ! ev5+1 ! lights reflect$ f ! h\ses built on ! %ore1 ) ! s\nd ( ! s5t9els' voices pass+ ! ^w1 & ! /rik+ ( ! clocks1 =m$ altoge!r ! mo/ rem>kable impression ,i recollect 9 life4 ,aft] hav+ = five mon?s be5 sep>at$ f ! civiliz$ _w 9 a great measure1 & hav+ se5 only ! b\ndless ocean1 & occasionally hail+ "s ( our consorts1 y may suppose ! entrance into society 0 highly gratify+4 ,my joy 0 sil5t1 & *iefly express$ 9 ejaculations ( praise to ,him :o _h s graci\sly pres]v$ u ?r\gh ! great deep2 nor 7 want+ pray]s = my native l&1 & = ! _m de> objects left beh9d4 ,?is pleasant temp] ( m9d 01 h[ev]1 ( %ort cont9uance1 z soon z we came to an*or1 "s ( ! natives came (f 9 catam>ans2 !y 7 almo/ nak$1 & v savage 9 appe>ance4 ,! consid]ation ( be+1 9 all probability1 to sp5d ! rema9d] ( my life among su* wret*$ be+s1 fill$ me ) melan*oly2 & r5d]$ me sleepless dur+ ! great] "p ( ! night2 & ! :ole ( ! next day1 ,i 0 v unhappy4 ,b y w p]ceive my s9 & unbelief 9 ?is matt]2 z _! wret*$ness %\ld r h excit$ compassion & anxiety = bett]+ _! condition3 ! idea ( no fur!r com=t rema9+ = me1 c]ta9ly arose f ! abs5ce ( ! prop] influ5ce ( t preci\s tru?1 #8,if ,he give peace1 :o !n c cause tr\ble8' ,i p]ceive ?is cle>ly n[2 & ,i am ?ankful t ,i am able to take ! com=t ( x to myself4 ,dur+ ! :ole ( our /ay1 ! anniv]s>y fe/ival ( "o ( _! idols 0 celebrat+ at a pagoda or temple1 9 sight ( ! h\se :]e we 74 ,_! *ief solemnities 7 celebrat$ dur+ ! night2 & consi/$ 9 mo/ wret*$ly bad music1 some?+ l bad bag-pipes1 accompani$ ) a tom-tom1 or small drum unbrac$1 & incapable ( music2 ) ^!1 at int]vals1 l\d %\ts 7 set up by ! p1 & some?+ ( a song 9 praise ( _! idol sung 9 alt]nate /ra9s1 :i* 7 respond$ by ! p to ea* o!r 9 a s+-song tone ( voice4 ,o :at a bless+ is ! ,gospel to mank9d6 ,well might ! angels s+ at ,messiah's bir?1 #8goodwill t[>ds m51' no less ?an #8glory to ,god6' ,h[ lovely does ,*ri/ianity appe>1 contra/$ ) ! absurdities ( ^! pitiable hea!n6 ,o1 h[ privileg$ is ,brita91 :]e ,div9e tru? %9es =? 9 all its purity6 ,may my happy native l& "k ! value ( h] privileges1 & improve !m3 ,o t1 to late/ ages1 h] rul]s may cont9ue nurs+ fa!rs1 & nurs+ mo!rs to ! ,*ur*2 & use _! widely-ext5d$ influ5ce 9 r5d]+ _! colonies happy z !mselves60 #f ,9 #ahjf1 ,napoleon plac$ 8 bro!r1 ,j]ome ,buonap>te1 9 comm& ( a squadron ( eight %ips ( ! l9e1 :i* 7 o/5sibly de/9$ = ! ,we/ ,indies4 #g ,cadets4 #h ,a species ( raft us$ by ! natives ( ,madras4 #i ,a k9d ( g5]al ,ag5t4 #aj ,a k9d ( gig4 #aa ,a native travell+ boat4 #ab ,! ,college ( ,=t ,william4 #ac ,! late ,rev4 ,david ,br[n1 at t "t ,*apla9 at ! ,presid5cy1 & ,provo/ ( ! ,college ( ,=t ,william4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,,at ,,alde5--,,appo9t$ ,,to ,,*un>4 ,on ,mr4 ,corrie's arrival 9 ,b5gal bo? he & ,mr4 ,p>son took up _! abode ) ,mr4 ,br[n at ,alde51 a %ort di/ance f ,calcutta1 & rema9$ "u ! same hospitable ro( until !y proce$$ to ! /ations t _h be5 assign$ to !m respectively by ! gov]nm5t4 ,h5ry ,m>tyn 0 _! fell[-gue/ = a "t1 & ) t hon\r$ s]vant ( ,god ,mr4 ,corrie's intimacy 0 close & bro!rly4 ,mr4 ,c4 0 also 9 ! habit ( prea*+ regul>ly dur+ 8 resid5ce ) ,mr4 ,br[n1 & ( ma9ta9+ con/ant int]c\rse ) ! :ole body ( ,*ri/ian ,mission>ies 9 ,calcutta & ,s]ampore4 ,9 8 ,j\rnal1 too1 occur _m intimations ( ! anxi\s affection ) :i* he reg>d$ su* ( ! ,cadets z rema9$ )9 rea* ( 8 visits1 or 7 will+ to correspond ) him4 ,a peculi> reg>d = ! welf>e ( "y p]sons 01 9 fact1 a di/+ui%+ feature ( ,mr4 ,corrie's "*4 ,e>ly 9 ,decemb] #ahjf1 ,mr4 ,corrie & ,mr4 ,p>son left ,alde51 ! "o hav+ be5 appo9t$ at ,*un>1 ! o!r at ,b]hampore4 ,z respects ,mr4 ,c4 x w be se51 t dur+ ! :ole ( 8 j\rney to ! place ( 8 de/9ation1 ! subject ( ! conv]sion ( ! hea!n occupi$ a l>ge portion ( 8 ?\ghts4 ,,fir/ ,,impressions ,,( ,,calcutta4 8,calcutta /rikes me z ! mo/ magnific5t city 9 ! _w2 & ,i am made mo/ happy by ! hope ( be+ in/rum5tal to ! et]nal good ( _m4 ,a great opposition1 ,i f9d1 is rais$ aga9/ ,m>tyn1 & ! pr9ciples he prea*es2 ?is gives me no uneas9ess--by ! help ( ,god1 ,i w /& fa/ 9 ! doctr9e ( ,*ri/ crucifi$1 & ma9ta9 x aga9/ all opposition4 ,b1 ,"l1 grant me ! wisdom t is f above1 t ,i may act ) discretion1 & 9 no?+ give unnecess>y (f5ce6 8,at ?ree o'clock1#ad ,m>tyn prea*$ f ,rom4 iii4 #ba-bc1 ! mo/ impressive & be/ composition ,i ev] he>d4 ,! disposition ( love & good w :i* appe>$ 9 him mu/ h _h great effect2 & ! calmness & firmness ) :i* he spoke rais$ 9 me great wond]4 ,may ,god grant a bless+ to ! ^w4 ,o may x sil5ce opposition1 & promote religion = ,jesus ,*ri/'s sake1 ,am54 8,tuesday1 ,sept4 #cj?4 ,i h neglect$ = "s "t to make a memor&um ( occurr5ces2 b rememb]1 t 9 g5]al1 my m9d has be5 )\t any lively s5se ( div9e ?+s2 ?\gh my he>t has be5 go+ out mu* aft] ,god4 ,! joy express$ by ! few s]i\s p "h is v great2 & 7 n ^? com=ts )held :i* ,i h be5 "s "t fav\r$ )1 _! k9dness w\ld h a t5d5cy to make me pr\d3 =1 ,oh6 ,i feel an evil he>t cleav+ to ! _w1 ?\gh n "u its =m] %ape4 ,i am n )\t a secret uneas9ess1 t ,i h n tal5ts to r5d] me equally acceptable ) o!rs4 ,?is is n to be cont5t ) ,god's appo9tm5ts2 ?\gh1 ,i ?9k1 ,i w\ld n h o!rs br\ght to my /&>d1 b w\ld rise to _!'s1 t ,god may be m glorifi$4 ,i h receiv$ great k9dness f ,mr4 ,br[n1 & mu* b5efit f 8 conv]sation4 ,bless$ be ,god1 ,i feel no disposition to %r9k f ! %ame ( ! cross1 b hope1 ) boldness1 to decl>e myself a fell[-lab\r] ) ,m>tyn1 9 ! controv]sy excit$ by 8 prea*+4 8,i prea*$ on ,sunday ,sept4 #bh1 ev5+1 at ! ,mission ,*ur*1 f #b ,!ss4 i4 #g-aj3 my m9d 0 some:at impress$ ) ! importance ( my (fice1 bo? be=e & dur+ ! s]vice4 ,i tru/ ! fur!rance ( ,god's glory1 & ! good ( s\ls1 01 & is1 my prevail+ desire4 ,w5t up to ,s]ampore ye/]day1 & 9 ! ev5+ 0 pres5t at ! m>riage ( ,mr4 ,desgranges4#ae ,mr4 ,br[n ent]$ into _! conc]ns ) mu* int]e/4 ,! pagoda#af 0 fix$ on1 & light$ up = ! celebration ( ! w$d+2 at eight o'clock ! p>ties came f ! ,mission h\se1 at ,s]ampore att5d$ by mo/ ( ! family4 ,mr4 ,br[n comm5c$ ) ! hymn1 #8,come1 graci\s ,_s1 heav5ly dove6' ,a div9e influ5ce seem$ to att5d u1 & mo/ delightful 7 my s5sations4 ,! circum/ance ( s _m be+ engag$ 9 spread+ ! glad tid+s ( salvation1--! temple ( an idol conv]t$ to ! purpose ( ,*ri/ian wor%ip1 & ! ,div9e pres5ce felt among u1--fill$ me ) joy unspeakable4 ,aft] ! m>riage s]vice ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 ,mr4 ,br[n gave out #8! ,w$d+ hymn2' & aft] sign+ c]tificates ( ! m>riage1 we adj\rn$ to ! h\se1 :]e ,mr4 ,br[n _h provid$ supp]4 ,two hymns giv5 out by ,mr4 ,m>%man#ag 7 felt v p[]fully4 ,he is a mo/ lively1 sangu9e mission>y2 8 conv]sation made my he>t burn )9 me1 & ,i f9d desires ( spread+ ! ,gospel gr[+ /rong] daily1 & my zeal 9 ! cause m ard5t4 ,b ,o #8my leanness' 9 comp>ison ( ^! #8burn+ & %9+ lights' ar\nd me4 ,yet1 9 ! /r5g? ( ,jehovah w ,i g =w>d1 & w tread 9 _! /eps1 & pursue !m at a di/ance1 ?\gh ,i may n hope to come ne> _! atta9m5ts4 8,oct4 #aj?4 ,i h = "s "t pa/ be5 oppress$ ) a s5se ( ! want ( spiritual affections3 my he>t z cold z ice1 no m\? to speak (1 or = ,god3 deadness 9 pray]1 & languor 9 e spiritual duty4 ,i p]ceive my great insuffici5cy = ! "w ( ! m9i/ry2 & lam5t exce$+ly my small opportunities ( education1#ah & my s9ful neglig5ce 9 n bett] improv+ ^? ,i _h4 #8,god be m]ciful to me a s9n]1' & p]fect praise to ,himself out ( my weak & unskilful m\?6 ,la/ night ,i w5t to ! ,mission-h\se1 at ,s]ampore & supp$ at ! same table ) ab\t fifty native conv]ts4 ,! triumph ( ! cross 0 mo/ evid5t 9 break+ d[n _! prejudices1 & unit+ !m ) ^? :o =m]ly 7 an abom9ation 9 _! eyes4 ,aft] supp]1 !y sang a ,b5galee hymn1 _m ( !m ) te>s ( joy2 & !y conclud$ ) pray] 9 ,b5galee1 ) evid5t e>ne/ness & emotion4 ,my own feel+s 7 too big = utt]ance4 ,o may ! "t be ha/5$ :5 e tongue %all confess ,jesus ,*ri/1 to ! glory ( ,god ! ,fa!r6 8,on ,friday ev5+1 ,oct4 #aj?4 we _h a meet+ 9 ! pagoda1 at :i* almo/ all ! mission>ies1 "s ( _! wives1 & ,capta9 ,w4 att5d$3 ) a view to comm5d ,m>tyn to ! fav\r & protection ( ,god 9 8 "w4 ,! ,div9e pres5ce 0 ) u4 ,i felt m ?an x w\ld h be5 prop] to express4 ,mr4 ,br[n comm5c$ ) a hymn & pray]1 ,mr4 ,desgranges succe$$ him1 ) mu* devotion & sweetness ( expression3 ,mr4 ,m>%man foll[$1 & dwelt p>ticul>ly on ! promis+ appe>ance ( ?+s2 &1 ) mu* humility1 plead$ ,god's promises = ! enl>gem5t ( ,zion2 ) _m petitions = ,mr4 ,br[n & 8 family4 ,! s]vice 0 conclud$ by ,mr4 ,c>ey1#ai :o 0 e>ne/ 9 pray] = ,mr4 ,br[n3 ! petition t #8hav+ lab\r$ = _m ye>s )\t enc\ragem5t or support1 9 ! ev5+ x might be light1' seem$ mu* to affect 8 own m9d1 & greatly impress$ u all4 ,aft]w>ds we supp$ toge!r at ,mr4 ,br[n's4 ,! influ5ce ( ?is association rema9$ on my m9d1 & %$ a div9e peace & composure ?r\gh my s\l4 8,sunday #ab?4 ,?is day ,i prea*$ at ! ,new ,*ur* f ,gal4 vi4 #ad4 ,! ,gov]nor ,g5]al1 c41 att5d$4 ,i felt a good deal ( palpitation be=e ,i asc5d$ ! pulpit1 b aft]w>ds exp]i5c$ great composure ( m9d2 & _h no idea t any "o w\ld be (f5d$1 be+ consci\s t ,i 0 speak+ ! tru?4 ,i f\nd mu* e>ne/ness 9 pray] be=e1 & aft]1 div9e s]vice4 ,god grant an increase to ,8 own ^w = ,jesus ,*ri/'s sake6 8,oct4 #ac?4 ,i came to ,s]ampore to d9n]4 ,_h a pleasant sail up ! riv]3 ! "t pass$ agreeably 9 conv]sation4 ,9 ! ev5+ a fire 0 k9dl$ on ! opposite bank2 & we soon p]ceiv$ t x 0 a fun]al pile1 on :i* ! wife 0 burn+ ) ! dead body ( h] husb&4 ,x 0 too d>k to di/+ui% ! mis]able victim ( sup]/ition2 b by ! light ( ! flames we c\ld discov] a great cr[d ( p3 _! horrid noise1 & s5seless music1 jo9$ ) ! te/imony ( "s ( ! s]vants1 conv9c$ u t our appreh5sions 7 f\nd$ on fact4 ,! noise cont9u$ till t5 o'clock1 & ! fire 0 kept burn+ till t "t4 ,my m9d 0 /ruck ) horror & pity4 ,on go+ out to walk ) ,m>tyn to ! pagoda1 ! noise s unnatural1 & s little calculat$ to excite joy1 rais$ 9 my m9d an awful s5se ( ! pres5ce & influ5ce ( evil spirits4 ,o t ! ,"l w\ld comm& 8 ^w to run & be glorifi$1 9 ca/+ !m out1 & plac+ 9 _! /ead ! mild influ5ce ( 8 ,gospel6 8,oct4 #ah?1 #ahjf4 ,on ,w$nesday la/1 ,mr4 ,br[n1 ,p>son & myself proce$$ up ! riv] ) ,m>tyn1 to set him on 8 way to ,d9apore4 ,we l&$ at ,ghyretee1 & walk$ ?r\gh a mo/ delightful av5ue2 aft]w>ds ?r\gh a neat village 7= ?is c\ntry71 & arriv$ at ,*&]nagore ab\t sev5 o'clock3 we took tea at a tav]n1 & w5t on bo>d our budg][1 ab\t n9e o'clock4 ,aft] jo9+ 9 pray]1 we retir$ to re/4 ,on ,?ursday morn+1 we proce$$ to ,*9surah1 on foot1 ?r\gh groves ( fruit trees2 we arriv$ at ,*9surah soon aft] sev5 o'clock1 & receiv$ a mo/ hospitable reception f ,mr4 ,=sy?3#bj aft] d9n]1 we w5t ) ,mr4 ,f4 above ,b&ell2 & aft] wor%ip1 return$ to ,*9surah 9 paun*way4#ba ,ye/]day morn+1 ! wea!r hav+ comm5c$ ra9y1 we det]m9$ to return to ,alde51 on acc\nt ( ,mr4 ,br[n's boat becom+ un9habitable4 ,we fir/ engag$1 accord+ to arrangem5t1 9 alt]nate pray]4 ,mr4 ,br[n comm5c$ ) read+ a portion ( ,scripture1 s++ a hymn1 & pray]1 :i* ord] 0 obs]v$ by ,p41 myself1 & ,m>tyn4 ,a s5se ( ! ,div9e pres5ce 0 exp]i5c$ by ea* ( u1 & our consolation 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus ab\nd$2 s t we left our fri5d )\t regret1 & he p>t$ ) u *e]fully2 ea* p]suad$ t ,god 0 ) u1 & w\ld be our #8%ield & exce$+ great rew>d4' 8,oct4 #bbnd4 ,on com+ d[n ! riv]1 ,i saw ! figures ( ,doorga#bb p>ad$ on ! riv]1 & ! indec5cies ( idol-wor%ip4 ,my m9d 0 inexpressibly griev$2 & mo/ e>ne/ly did ,i desire to be able to address ! poor delud$ hea!n4 8,nov4 #crd4 ,= "s "t pa/ ,i h made no memor&a ( ! /ate ( my m9d4 ,alas1 my wret*$ backw>dness to any really good ?+6 ,9 g5]al my he>t has be5 h>d & ins5sible1 ?\gh my desire has be5 to ! contr>y2 & ,i h _h b little incl9ation to pray1 ?\gh no disposition to give up pray]2 & sometimes h exp]i5c$ enl>gem5t ( he>t1 & melt+ ( s\l 9 pray]4 ,i h prea*$ sev]al times at ! ,old ,*ur*1 & once at ! ,new4 ,my purposes ( lab\r+ among ! hea!n are1 ,i bless ,god1 m fix$2 & a desire to be at my /ation1 & ab\t my prop] "w1 gr[s ^u me4 8,:5 ,i he> ( a _s ( covet\sness :i* has affect$ _m1 ,i fe> & tremble2 & ,i ?9k some?+ ( t disposition 0 work+ )9 me ?is morn+4 ,oh6 h[ (t5 h ,i said t ,i desire n to leave "o %ill+ beh9d me at dea?4 ,i w\ld record my own decl>ation1 besee*+ !e1 ,o ,"l1 t ,i may be enabl$ to tru/ !e = future supplies1 & to live by fai? ^u !e = daily bread6 8#bd?1 ,= "s days pa/ my m9d has enjoy$ quiet & peace ) ,god2 my indisposition has be5 9 a great measure remov$1 & ,i c speak & act z usual4 #8,praise ,god f :om all bless+s fl[4' ,my m9d has be5 calm & resign$ to ! w ( ,god1 9 ! prospect ( my de/9ation1 & 9 my prep>ation to set out = ,*un>2 b little1 alas6 ( lively affection1 ) mu* w&]+ ( he>t 9 pray]4 ,! y\?s :o came out ) me h be5 mu* on my m9d4 ,my de> relatives h n _h s p>ticul> an int]e/ 9 my pray]s z at "s o!r times2 b _! welf>e is exce$+ly de> to me1 & ! prospect ( hav+ my si/] ) me v *e]+4 8,nov4 #bi?4 ,?is morn+ ,mr4 ,br[n1 ,p>son1 ,mr4 ,?ompson#bc 7( ,madras71 & myself1 met 9 ! pagoda at ,alde51 to consult 9 :at way we may mo/ effectually promote ! glory ( our r$eem+ ,god 9 ! e>?4 ,aft] pray] by ,mr4 ,br[n1 & aft] "s conv]sation1 we agre$1 #a/4 ,to jo9 9 ! views1 & aid to ! utmo/ ( our p[]1 ! purposes ( ! ,briti% & ,=eign ,bible ,society3 #bndly4 ,to help =w>d ! translation ( ! ,scriptures into ! languages ( ! ,ea/1 z mu* z 9 u lies2 & to take ! exp5se ( ! ,sanscrit & ,greek ,te/am5ts ^u ourselves3 & #crdly4 ,to make a qu>t]ly report ( our prospects1 our plans1 & actual situation 9 our v>i\s /ations1 z f> z ! ,*ur* is conc]n$1 to ,mr4 ,br[n2 :o w add 8 own1 & cause a copy ( ! :ole to be transmitt$ to ea* individual4 ,aft] pray] we sep>at$4 8,dec4 #h4 ,to-day set (f = ,*un>4 ,9 ! /r5g? ( ! ,"l ,god ,i g =?4 ,o1 prep>e a p = ,?yself1 & make me ! in/rum5t ( ga!r+ !m into ?y fold6 ,keep me by ?y mighty p[] 9 body & s\l2 & enl>ge my he>t t ,i may delight 9 ,?y w1 & lay out all my "t & lab\r 9 ,?y s]vice6 ,am51 ,"l ,jesus4 ,am56 8,dec4 #ac?4 ,on ,monday la/ ,p>son & myself left ,alde51 to proce$ to our /ations2 ,mr4 ,br[n & ,mr4 ,?ompson accompany+ u4 ,we arriv$ at ,*9surah ab\t ?ree o'clock1 aft] a quick sail up ! riv]1 ! tide be+ 9 our fav\r3 we call$ on ,mr4 ,=sy?1 ) :om we sp5t ! ev5+4 ,mr4 ,f4 conduct$ family wor%ip1 & 0 excell5t 9 ! application1 & v f]v5t = ! fulfilm5t ( _m preci\s promises4 ,! pres5ce ( ,god 0 ) u4 ,mr4 ,f4 gave me fav\rable intellig5ce respect+ ,g5]al ,m4 at ,*un>1 to :i* place ,mr4 ,l4 _h s5t tracts1 :i* _h be5 notic$ ) approbation by ! ,g5]al4 ,i hope ! ,"l has prep>$ my way4 ,ye/]day morn+1 aft] breakfa/ & family wor%ip1 we set =w>d1 ,mr4 ,=sy? accompany+ u4 ,9 ! ev5+ we walk$ on ! bank1 :il/ ! boatm5 haul$ our boat along4 ,! enc\ragem5t & com=t 8 conv]sation rais$ 9 my m9d w1 ,i hope1 nev] be =gott53 mu* lively & spiritual conv]sation pass$1 *iefly on ! means mo/ suitable = u to employ "u pres5t circum/ances4 ,we conclud$ by commission+ ,messrs4 ,br[n & ,t4 to buy ,bibles1 ,te/am5ts1 & ,common ,pray]-books1 to be s5t to u f "t to "t = di/ribution4 ,our fri5ds left u to return to ,calcutta4 ,a sweet composure fills my he>t3 &1 )\t regret1 ,i leave all t e>? & s5se hold de>1 to d ?y w1 ,o my ,god6 ,let me f9d /r5g? accord+ to my day2 & call ,?\ me to any ?+ 9 :i* ,i may mo/ glorify ,!e4 ,leave me n = a mom5t2 = ?\gh n[1 #8by ?y goodness1 ?\ ha/ made my m\nta9 /rong1' yet if ?\ hide ?y face ,i %all be #8tr\bl$6' 8,dec4 #ad?4 ,ye/]day morn+ we left ,sook ,saugur3 9 ! aft]noon our att5tion 0 arre/$ by l\d lam5tations3 we obs]v$ a dy+ man put into ! riv] to expire2 ?is1 9 ! op9ion ( ! ,h9doos1 insur+ ,p>adise4 ,we 7 mu* %ock$ at ! spectacle4 ,"l1 h[ long1 h[ long %all ,satan triumph8 ,f\r out ( six are kill$ 9 ?is way1 & hurri$ out ( life40 ,on ! #af? ( ,decemb]1 ,mr4 ,corrie writes to 8 fa!r3-- 8,i am n[ on my way to my /ation at ,*un>1 five days' j\rney f ,calcutta1 & ?ree f ,b]hampore4 ,to ?is la/ place ,p>son is appo9t$1 & we are toge!r 9 ! same boat2 aft] :i* ,i h eight weeks' j\rney alone4 ,i h1 h[ev]1 sev]al introductions to *ri/ian fri5ds on ! way1 & ,m>tyn's /ation is be=e me1 :]e ,i int5d to /ay a few days ) him4 ,my m9d is at p]fect ease1 & my s\l happy 9 ! love ( ,god1 & ov]fl[+ ) gratitude to ! ,giv] ( all good4 ,mu* & unexpect$ k9dness has be5 %ewn me 9 ?is /range l&2 & ,i h f\nd t :osoev] =sake? aught = ,*ri/ %all reap an hundr$-fold #89 ! pres5t life3' h[1 !n1 c ,i d\bt ! fulfilm5t ( t "p ( ! promise :i* relates to ! life to come8 ,9 ! h\se ( ,mr4 ,br[n1 e att5tion t affection c\ld ?9k ( has be5 %ewn me4444 ,! c\ntry ?r\gh :i* we h come1 is1 9 g5]al1 v pleasant1 ?\gh flat4 ,we walk on ! bank morn+ & ev5+2 & amuse ourselves ) f9d+ out resemblances1 or fanci$ resemblances to sc5es we rememb] 9 ,brita94 ,we h e com=t we c wi% =2 & our morn+ & ev5+ wor%ip1 consi/+ ( s++1 pray]1 & read+ ! ,scriptures1 t5ds to revive our s\ls2 :il/ we walk z fri5ds1 & take sweet c\nsel toge!r on ! ends & means we purpose 9 our m9i/ry4 ,i h writt5 s (t5 t ,i =get :at ,i may h said to y2 b y :o "k h[ mu* ,i am ! creature ( impulse 9 e ?+--except my expressions ( affection = y all1 & 9 matt]s ( fact1--w n judge ( ! /ate ( my m9d f "o s+le lett]4 ,i allude especially to :at ,i h writt5 respect+ ! conv]sion ( ! hea!n4 ,y "k1 :at ,i n[ "k1 h[ sangu9e ,i am 9 s*emes t my s\l ent]s into2 & (t h ,i made calculations & /atem5ts :i* h aft]w>ds made me blu%4--,! /ate ( society among our own c\ntrym5 "h is mu* alt]$ = ! bett] )9 ^! few ye>s4 ,! ,m>quis ,wellesley op5ly patroniz$ religion2 :e!r f motives ( /ate policy or n1 x is n ours to judge4 ,he on e possible opportunity1 made moral "* a s9e qu non to 8 patronage1 & s\ght = m5 ( "* f e qu>t] to fill (fices ( tru/4 ,he av[$ly enc\rag$1 & contribut$ to1 ! translation ( ! ,scriptures into ! native languages2 & :]ev] he w5t1 paid a /rict reg>d to div9e wor%ip on ! ,sunday4 ,be=e 8 "t1 all causes 7 tri$ 9 ! c\rts ( ju/ice1 ?r\gh ! m$ium ( int]pret]s2 b by ! ,college :i* he in/itut$1 he furni%$ ! natives ) judges capable ( det]m9+ f _! own k ( ! language1 & judgm5t on ! evid5ce2 & has ?us laid ! f\ndation ( peace & ju/ice1 su* z ,asia be=e knew n4 ,he has be5 ! savi\r ( ,india to ,brita94 ,! /ate ( ! natives 9 a moral po9t ( view is deplorable2 ! mo/ %ock+ indec5cies =m a "p ( _! wor%ip2 & ly+1 *eat+1 c41 are n consid]$ crimes4 ,two y\?s :o 7 s]i\sly impress$ dur+ ! voyage1 & "o :o 0 our fell[-pass5g]1 & has s9ce be5 br\ght to consid]ation1 are go+ on consi/5tly 9 ! ways ( wisdom4 ,^! fir/-fruits ( our ,indian engagem5t af=d me ! mo/ lively enc\ragem5t1 & ! /ronge/ hope t ,god is ) me ( a tru?4 ,o may ,he be a _s ( p[] 9 my own he>t1 & a ^w ( p[] 9 my m\?1 t _m may be turn$ unto righte\sness3 !n ,i am sure t y w bless ! day t took me f y1 & we %all rejoice toge!r 9 ! lov+-k9dness ( our ,god60 ,b to return to ! ,j\rnal3 8,decemb] #ah?4 ,?is ev5+ we are at ,plassy4 ,walk+ on ! bank ( ! riv]1 we pass$ an old man br\ght d[n to die by ! riv]-side3 he exhibit$ signs ( consid]able vitality2 & c]ta9ly no symptoms ( imm$iate dissolution4 ,my _s 0 /irr$ )9 me2 & a ,brahm9 com+ pa/1 ,i began to talk to him on ! wick$ness ( kill+ m5 9 ?is way4 ,he said 8 %a/]s#bd comm&$ x1 & t ! doctor _h pron\nc$ ! man dy+4 ,i told him t ,god did no injury to man2 t ,he 0 good2 &1 !re=e1 ! %a/]s 7 n ,god's ^w2 & t ,god 0 displeas$ at su* proce$+s2 he und]/ood me1 & plead$ _! cu/oms4 ,i answ]$1 t ! cu/om1 ! %a/]s1 & ! p1 7 all bad2 & t :5 he di$ he w\ld g d[n & lie 9 fire = ev]4 ,he evid5tly und]/ood me & seem$ conf\nd$4 ,i !n told him t at ,cutwa1 a ,sahib liv$1 :o w\ld give him ! true ^w ( ,god1 & recomm5d$ him to g !re4 ,x appe>$1 h[ev]1 t he came f ,moor%$ebad1 & %[$ no disposition to return to ,cutwa4 ,pass+ on1 we f\nd a p>ty go+ to ,jugg]nau?4 ,i ask$ "o ( !m1 ,:y he w5t !re8 ,:at use x w\ld be to him1 & :at good x w\ld d to him8 ,he seem$ conf\nd$1 & made no reply4 ,i told him also ( ! ang] ( ,god1 & ( ! fire aft] dea?4 ,a ,birajee#be came runn+ aft] u to beg2 he 0 an old man4 ,on be+ told by him :at he 01 ,i said to him1 t he 0 a lazy man t w\ld d no "w1 b only eat1 & t ,god 0 angry ) him1 & t :5 he di$ he w\ld g d[n to fire = ev]4 ,he 0 surpris$ at ?is reception1 & c\ld only plead 8 age4 ,i recomm5d$ him to ,cutwa4 ,?is is my fir/ ef=t at mission>y "w3 b ,o1 h[ ,i blu%1 & abhor myself1 = ! imp]fect mann] ,i speak = ,god4 ,i "k en\gh ( ! language to h convey$ diff]5t ideas1 & m ( !m1 b ,i am no?+1 & "k no?+4 ,"l1 grant me wisdom & utt]ance2 &1 ,o1 smile on my feeble attempts = ! fur!rance ( ?9e own glory1 ?r\gh ,*ri/ ,jesus6 8,dec4 #ba/4 ,we are n[ by ! k9d provid5ce ( ,god at ,b]hampore4 ,on ,friday ,mr4 ,grant & ,mr4 ,ell]ton /opp$ our boat1 ab\t "o o'clock1 & we /ay$ at t place all night4 ,we met1 also1 ) ,messrs4 ,b4 & _! fri5ds2 "o a y\? f ,engl&1 by ! ,nelson4 ,!y also /ay$ ) u2 & 9 ! ev5+1 we 7 jo9$ by two (fic]s1 go+ d[n to ,calcutta4 ,we made a p>ty ( eight1 & sat up till twelve1 talk+ to little pr(it1 *iefly ab\t ! siege ( ,bhurtpore4 ,ye/]day morn+ we sep>at$1 & 7 accompani$ ! :ole ( ! day by ! ,messrs4 ,b41 :o jo9$ ) u 9 morn+ & ev5+ wor%ip4 8,dec4 #bcrd1 #ahjf4 7,bogwongola74 ,ye/]day morn+ we wait$ on ,g5]al ,p4 & aft]w>ds visit$ ! place appo9t$ = public wor%ip1 a l>ge upp] room4 ,9 ! aft]noon1 we visit$ ! hospital4 ,i drew ne> ! b$ ( a man app>5tly 9 ! la/ /age ( disease1 :o receiv$ ! ^w ) te>s1 & reque/$ me to pray ) him4 ,hav+ made ?is kn[n1 ,p4 invit$ ! o!rs to draw ne>3 a l>ge p>ty collect$ f all p>ts ( ! hospital4 ,i exp\nd$ ! ?ird *apt] ( ,/4 ,john's ,gospel1 & pray$4 ,mu* att5tion 9 ! poor m54 8,i left ,b]hampore ?is morn+ at sev5 o'clock2 &1 aft] pass+ ?r\gh a well-cultivat$ & f]tile c\ntry1 arriv$ "h at twelve4 ,i am n[ on ! great riv]1 proce$+ to ,mr4 ,creighton#bf at ,gomalty4 ,i am mu* pa9$ at he>t on acc\nt ( sep>ation f de> ,p>son1 & di%e>t5$ at ! prospect ( be+ s long on ! way to ,*un>2 & tir$ ) ! importunity ( ! natives4 ,nev]1 nev] h ,i felt s ke5ly ! sep>ation f de> relatives2 b ,i h no wi% to draw back1 b w\ld pray & hope t 8,god w be ! /r5g? ( my he>t1 & my portion = ev]10 9 & ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/4 8,dec4 #bf?4 ,la/ night ,i arriv$ at ,gomalty1 & f\nd a v k9d reception f ,mr4 ,creighton4 ,9 ! c\rse ( conv]sation1 ,i h le>n$ t he1 ) ,messrs4 ,ell]ton & ,grant1 h in/itut$ ab\t twelve s*ools 9 ! villages1 9 ?is neighb\rhood1 9 :i* _m *ildr5 ( ! poor natives are taught to read & write2 & *ri/ian tracts1 & ! ,new ,te/am5t 9 ,b5galee are read to !m1 & by !m4 ,"o ,brahm9 object$ to ! read+ ! ,holy ,scirptures2 b1 "s p>ts ( !m be+ read to him1 8 objections 7 remov$1 & he consid]$ t !y 7 v good4 ,9 "o ( ! s*ools ! ma/] is a ,brahm91 :o tea*es ^! tracts1 c42 ?\gh he says1 t if ! s5tim5ts conta9$ 9 !m prevail1 ! ,brahm9's p[] w soon be at an end4 ,! sal>y all[$ ! tea*]s is five rupees#bg p] mon?2 = :i* !y tea* z _m *ildr5 z *oose to come4 ,9 "o s*ool ab\t sev5ty or eighty *ildr5 att5d$ at fir/2 & ab\t =ty /ill cont9ue to come4 ,9 ?is s*ool ?irty h be5 taught1 & are gone (f to diff]5t employm5ts4 ,_m ( ! boys h made consid]able pr(ici5cy 9 read+ & writ+2 & ?r\gh !m1 ! k ( ! ,scriptures is diffus$ to a consid]able ext5t2 ! consequ5ce is1 t mu* less diss5sion is f\nd 9 ! neighb\rhood2 s t :5 ! native mission>ies come among/ !m1 ! p are mu* m ready to he> !m ?an 9 o!r di/ricts4 ,!y he>1 also1 ) mu* att5tion1 & 9 g5]al approve ( ,*ri/ian tru?4 8,dec4 #bg?4 ,to-day ,mr4 ,creighton s5t = ! s*oolma/] ( ! place ) 8 little *>ge1 ab\t f\rte53 "s o!rs 7 9 ! habit ( att5d+1 b 7 at ?is "t abs5t4 ,! me?od ( tea*+ is by writ+ ! "* 9 ! s&1 & !n pron\nc+ ! lett]2 ?us !y le>n bo? to read & write at ! same "t3 "s ( ! *ildr5 h made consid]able advancem5t4 ,! mann]s ( ! *ildr5 are mu* ! same z ^? ( *ildr5 at home2 & mu* gratification did _! cont5t$ faces & _! little tricks af=d me4 8,dec4 #bi?4 ,ye/]day morn+ ,messrs4 ,w4 ! two ,b's & ,a4 came ov] to att5d ,div9e wor%ip4 ,at t5 o'clock we w5t & he>d ! ,b5galee mission>ies prea* to _! c\ntrym53 ! ?ree appe> to be humble & s9c]e ,*ri/ians4 ,^? :o und]/ood !m say1 t ! prea*+ 0 v en]getic & eloqu5t4 8,gomalty1 ,jan4 #a/4 #ahjg4 ,i w\ld beg9 ! new ye> by review+ ! old4 ,! m]cies ( ! pa/ ye> are _m & great2 &1 = ^! m]cies1 ,i am b\nd to be exce$+ly ?ankful4 ,dur+ ! voyage1 my attempts 7 n )\t "s good effects on ! m9ds ( ,v4 & ,y4 especially3 ! ,"l made my pres5ce a re/ra9t on "s :o w\ld o!rwise h be5 m pr(ane1 & gave me fav\r 9 ! sight ( _m3 k9d fri5ds h be5 rais$ up = me 9 ,india1 :]ev] ,i h come1 & all my wants h be5 abundantly suppli$4 ,^! m]cies call = ! l\de/ praise to ,him :o rules on high2 b especially d spiritual m]cies call = gratitude3 t ,i h be5 kept f gross s9s be=e m52 t ,i h n be5 p]mitt$ :olly to re/ra9 pray] be=e ,god1 or to ca/ (f ,8 fe>2 t ,i h be5 enabl$ 9 public prea*+ to decl>e :at ,i believe to be ! :ole c\nsel ( ,god2 & t "s tok5s ( ,div9e approbation h be5 grant$ to ,8 ^w4 ,i feel a gr[+ boldness to speak = ,god 9 private1 & some?+ m ( a p[] to ca/ (f ! fe> ( man4 ,^! are subjects :i* may well furni% matt] = ev]la/+ songs4 ,i w\ld record :at ,i feel /ill wrong1 t ,i may be dispos$ to live m simply on ,*ri/ = /r5g? z well z righte\sness4 ,i f9d a disposition to seek ! applause ( m51 :i* sometimes leads me into words & actions :i* grieve ! ,holy ,_s1 & w\nd my own s\l4 ,!re is a s9ful nature2 a disposition to re/ 9 ! =m ( godl9ess2 & a _s ( indol5ce :i* causes me to wa/e h\rs & days to no pr(it4 ,^! ?+s grieve & b[ d[n my s\l4 ,i w\ld1 also1 record my purposes1 t ,i may be b\nd to p]=m !m4 ,i int5d to keep alo( f visit+ p>ties at ,*un>1 z mu* z ,i c2 to e/abli% wor%ip z (t5 z possible2 & to tea* & prea* ,jesus ,*ri/1 #8publicly & f h\se to h\se1' bo? to pr(ess$ ,*ri/ians1 & to ! hea!n4 ,b1 :5 ,i reflect h[ mo/ ( my resolutions h hi!rto come to no?+1 ,o ,"l1 let ?y p[] re/ ^u me6 ,i w\ld record my mo/ e>ne/ desires1 to m>k ! ,"l's deal+s ) me1 & ,8 answ]s to pray]4 ,my fir/ desire is1 t a #8door may be op5$' at ,*un>1 & t ,i may h p[] to ent] 9 !reat1 t s #8! ^w ( ,god may h free c\rse & be glorifi$' 9 ! conv]sion ( s\ls4 ,secondly1 t my de> family may be ! special objects ( ! fav\r ( ,jehovah2 & t my de> si/] may come out to me1 if x be ! w ( ,god1 o!rwise n4 ,?irdly1 t ,v41 ,y41 & ,b41 may be kept f ! p[] ( ! devil1 ! _w1 & ! fle%2 & t !y may be r$eem$ & pres]v$ f all iniquity1 & h lib]ty to s]ve ,god )\t fe>4 ,f\r?ly1 t ! *oice/ m]cies bo? ( ,provid5ce & ,grace1 may desc5d on all ^: he>ts h be5 dispos$ to fav\r me2 & t ! ,gov]nm5t ( ,india may be dispos$ to p]mit1 at lea/1 attempts = ! conv]sion ( ! natives2 & t ! k+dom ( ,*ri/ may come4 ,&1 ,o ,"l1 ,i w\ld devote my life1 my /r5g?1 my e faculty1 & e gift ( grace1 nature1 or provid5ce1 :olly to ?y s]vice & glory6 ,i (f] myself to ,!e4 ,o p>don1 accept1 & bless me1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/2 & br+ ^! purposes to good effect1 = ?y "n's sake6 8,jan4 #f?4 ,left ,mr4 ,creighton at ,gomalty ye/]day morn+4 ,9 travell+1 f\nd my m9d some:at /ay$ on ,god4 ,i welcom$ ! budg][1 & ! dre>y riv]1 z old ?\gh inconv5i5t fri5ds1 :o w\ld put me 9 ! way ( active usefulness4 ,i 0 mu* pleas$ ) ! s*ool 9 ,mr4 ,c4's bungal[2 &1 f ! pleasure ! ,brahm9 %[$1 9 mak+ ! s*ol>s read ! ,b5galee ,new ,te/am5t1 ,i h a hopeful pres5tim5t t ! k+dom ( ,satan1 ?us divid$ aga9/ itself1 _c /& long4 8,jan4 #af?4 ,?is morn+1 ,i visit$ ! wells ne> ,monghyr4#bh ,"o ( ! wells is cold2 b close to x1 ano!r bubbles up wat]1 l ! bubbles t rise f ! bottom ( a caldron z ! wat] gr[s hot4 ,i f\nd ?is wat] s hot1 t ,i 0 sc>cely able to be> my h& 9 x4 ,"h1 !y say1 ,ram's wife ba!d1 aft] %e _h be5 /ol5 away1 & recov]$ aga9 by h] husb&4 ,_m ,brahm9s & ,faque]s 7 /ay+ !re2 & 7 v importunate = money4 ,) a buck%i%#bi ,i (f]$ tracts1 & 0 imm$iately told t a ,sahib1 a %ort "t s9ce1 _h left _m4 ,a v int]e/+ boy1 ab\t fifte5 ye>s ( age1 read 9 "o ( ! tracts1 & told me t x meant1 ,!re is only "o ,god1 & t all _! poojahs1 c41 are va94 ,i spoke to him1 & an old man1 ) sev]al ar\nd2 ! boy seem$ to und]/& p]fectly :at ,i meant2 & said1 t :5 he und]/ood ! matt] ?or\ghly1 he %\ld leave (f poojah2 &1 z ,i spake ( hell z ! portion ( wick$ m51 sev]al beh9d %[$ symptoms ( scorn4 ,! old man discov]$ mu* impati5ce1 b1 = ! buck%i%1 /ay$ till ,i _h said all t ,i ?\ght necess>y4 ,! boy's fa!r manife/$ uneas9ess1 & evid5tly wi%$ 8 son away2 b = ! same reason p]mitt$ him to /ay4 ,! fa!r said1 t ,adam 0 fir/ creat$1 & t all m5 are 8 *ildr53 t ! _w 0 dr[n$1 & !n ,noah became ! p>5t ( u all4 ,i repli$ t x 0 true2 & t ,adam & ,noah wor%ipp$ ,god1 & paid no reg>d to poojahs & ! riv]4 ,:y1 !n1 did !y pay t reg>d to ! creature1 :i* 0 due only to ,god8 ,he answ]$1 t :5 ,god %\ld give all ! _w to be ( ! same op9ion1 x w\ld be s4 ,to :i* ,i repli$1 ,t x 0 true2 & t 9 ,engl& we wor%ipp$ ,god z ,adam & ,noah did2 & t n[ ! ^w 0 s5t to him4 8,jan4 #bf?4 ,on ,friday1 ,i left ! budg][1 & came ?r\gh a mo/ f]tile c\ntry to ,d9apore4 ,i obs]v$ "s ( ! cu/oms ( ! natives :i* expla9$ passages ( ,scripture4 ,9 ! ev5+1 ! conv]sation ( de> ,m>tyn seem$ to drive away all pa92 b weakness soon made me wi% = re/4 ,ye/]day1 ,i prea*$ "h to an att5tive p1 f ,matt4 vii4 #ba-bc4 ,"s ( ! (fic]s sc(f$4 ,oh6 :at cause = ?ankfulness 9 ! sweet communion ,i am fav\r$ ) 9 ,m>tyn1 & 9 ! k9dness ,i meet ) on all h&s6 ,o = a he>t to praise ! ,"l = 8 goodness6 ,o = p[] to d ,8 w1 to love ,8 "w2 & = a _s ( compassion = p]i%+ s\ls6 8,jan4 #bi?4 ,j leav+ ,d9apore to proce$ to ,*un>1 9 tol]able heal? & spirits4 ,i h f\nd b little ( spiritual com=t2 ?\gh mu* pleasure 9 communion ) de> ,m>tyn4 ,my purposes ( lab\r+ among/ ! hea!n are mu* reviv$1 enc\rag$ & /r5g!n$1 by ! conv]sation ( ?is de> fri5d3 we agre$ to ex*ange lett]s e o!r ,monday4 ,i f\nd ! vanity ( worldly pursuits 9 ! society ,i w5t into2 & p]ceive afre% t ,god is alone ! fit & satisfy+ portion ( ! s\l4 ,o may ,i live "u ?is impression1 & may my life & conduct te/ify t x is a div9e impression6 8,feb4 #ae?4 ,on approa*+ ,*un>1 ! appe>ance ( ! =t /ruck me z beautiful2 b1 f ! reports ( its unheal?9ess1 ,i 0 ready to consid] x z my grave1 & approa*$ x ) a heavy he>t4 ,i h f\nd "s e>ne/ness & lib]ty 9 pray+ = a bless+ on my entrance 9 among/ !m4 ,i tru/ ! ,"l w be entreat$40 #ad ,on ,sunday1 ,sept4 #ba4 #ae ,"o ( ! ,london ,society's ,mission>ies4 #af ,! ,h9doo temple ( ! idol ,bullub1 :i* ! ,brahm9s _h des]t$4 ,mr4 ,br[n _h repair$1 & fitt$ x up z a family *apel & /udy4 ,! pagoda 01 also1 sometimes appropriat$ to ! accommodation ( ,mr4 ,br[n's p>ticul> fri5ds4--,,memorial ,,sket*es ,,( ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n1 p4 #acg4 #ag ,bapti/ ,mission>y4 #ah ,dur+ ! f\r ye>s t ,mr4 ,corrie resid$ 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,london1 little or no att5tion 0 paid to 8 education4 #ai ,bapti/ ,mission>y4 #bj ,"o ( ! ,london ,society's ,mission>ies4 #ba ,a small cov]$ boat4 #bb ,"o ( ! pr9cipal ,h9doo female deities4 #bc ,! ,rev4 ,m>maduke ,?ompson1 late ,*apla9 at ,madras4 #bd ,holy books4 #be ,a k9d ( religi\s m5dicant4 #bf ,sup]9t5d5t ( ,indigo works4 #bg ,ab\t t5 %ill+s /]l+4 #bh ,! celebrat$ hot-well nam$ 8,seetacoom10--! f\nta9 ( ,seeta4--,,bi%op ,,heb]',s ,,j\rnal4 #bi ,pres5t4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,,settlem5t ,,at ,,*un>4 ,*un>1 ! fir/ sc5e ( ,mr4 ,corrie's /at$ m9i/ry 9 ,india1 us$ to be a place ( great] importance ?an x is n[ t ! fronti] ( ! ,briti% ,empire has be5 s mu* ext5d$ 9 all directions4 ,! =tress is spread ov] ! sides ( a high rock :i* is wa%$ by ! ,ganges2 & al?\gh ! place is n consid]$ unheal?y1 yet dur+ "s mon?s 9 ! ye>1 ! heat at ,*un> is int5se4 ,! ,europeans /ation$ !re1 :5 ,mr4 ,c4 0 *apla91 7 all milit>y1 & = ! mo/ "p invalids1 :o1 ?\gh unfit = active s]vice1 7 equal to g>rison-duty4 ,besides ^? ,europeans & "s ,sepoys1 !re 7 a few half-ca/es ( ,portuguese extraction1 & "s native wom5 :o foll[$ ! army4 ,)\t ! cantonm5ts 0 a ,h9doo & ,mahom$an population am\nt+ to #aj1jjj or #ab1jjj s\ls4 ,! ,europeans1 also1 at ,secrole 7ab\t twelve miles f ,*un>7 became aft]w>ds "p ( ,mr4 ,corrie's *>ge2 :il/ ! va/ hea!n population ( ,b5>es1 ) its cruel & s5seless sup]/itions1 op5$ out a l>ge field = ! ex]cise ( mission>y zeal & *ri/ian philan?ropy4 ,! extracts giv5 bel[ f ,mr4 ,corrie's j\rnal & ,lett]s1 w expla9 ! nature ( 8 (ficial duties1 & mission>y op]ations4 ,x w be se5 t he _h _m ob/acles to enc\nt] 9 8 ef=ts to imp>t ! k ( ,*ri/ to ^? 8:o lay 9 d>kness & 9 ! %ad[ ( dea?40#cj ,among ! _m trials1 too1 :i* 8 fai? _h to su/a91 n ! lea/ w appe> to h aris5 f ! det]m9$ ho/ility to all mission>y lab\rs1 manife/$ by ! ,gov]nm5t ( ,india2 9 =getfulness1 x may be presum$1 ( ! great tru?1 t z 8! k+doms ( ?is _w are0 de/9$ to 8become ! k+doms ( our ,"l & ( ,8 ,*ri/10 all opposition to ! spread ( ,*ri/ianity is ho/ility to ! 8,k+ ( k+s40#ca 8,sunday1 ,feb4 #bbnd4 ,?is day ,i beg9 my lab\rs at ,*un>1 & h mu* reason to adore him :o he>e? pray]1 = smoo?+ my way1 & op5+ a door ( hope t good w be done4 ,i arose at five o'clock ?is morn+ & prep>$ = div9e s]vice4 ,at sev5 o'clock1 ,i w5t to ! place ( wor%ip1 & f\nd !re ! effective artill]y-m51 ! g>rison invalids1 & sev]al ( ! o!rs1 ) ! ,colonel1 ,capta9 ,p41 ,lieut4 ,a41 & ! invalid (fic]s ,d4 & ,h4 ) "s o!r (fic]s ( ! ,=t4 ,obs]v$ sev]al v att5tive4 ,at half pa/ n9e o'clock ,i w5t to ! hospital1 & f\nd a table set1 & ! p v ready to he>1 & att5tive4 ,n[1 ,o ,"l1 8,d ?\ ! graci\s h>ve/ raise1 ,& ?9e alone %all be ! praise40 8,feb4 #be?4 ,?is ev5+ ,i w5t to see ! ,roman ,ca?olic *apel1 a small place ( ab\t eight feet squ>e1 surr\nd$ ) a v]&a4 ,a di% ) spices1 & ano!r ) fl\r1 7 plac$ on ! alt>4 ,a ,padre comes occasionally1 b he has n be5 "h = ! la/ two ye>s2 he has baptiz$ sev]al native wom5 connect$ ) ,europeans2 b ,i _c f9d t any o!r natives h be5 baptiz$ by him4 8,feb4 #bg?4 ,ye/]day & to-day1 ,i _h an opportunity ( talk+ ) "s poor wom51 ,portuguese ,roman ,ca?olics1 ab\t ,jesus ,*ri/2 & f\nd "s relief to my own m9d 9 recomm5d+ ,him to _! reg>d4 ,f "o ,i le>n$ 7:at inde$ ,i _h he>d be=e7 t at ,bettiah1 situate 9 :at us$ to be ! old k+dom ( ,nepaul1 eight days' j\rney inl& f ,*uprah1 all ! inhabitants are ,roman ,ca?olic *ri/ians3 a padre resides among/ !m1 & !y h a *ur*4 8,m>* #h?4 ,! week has pass$ ) little pr(it4 ,i receiv$ a lett] f de> ,m>tyn1#cb :i* com=t$ me n a little4 ,on return+ f public s]vice1 ,i f\nd "s e>ne/ness 9 pray] to ,god = my flock2 = ! ,*ur* 9 ,india2 & h] m9i/]s2 = my de> relatives2 = my =m] flock1 & all :o pray = me2 b especially = my de> c\ntry1 h] gov]nm5t1 h] m9i/]s1 h] p2 & = all *ri/ians4 ,aft] d9n] ,i call$ 9 ! ,bettiah-*ri/ian1#cc & f\nd him intellig5t1 & v att5tive to 8 padre4 ,he gave me ! hi/ory ( ! creation & fall ( man1 ) a mixture ( fable1 & "s confusion 9 ! connexion4 ,he seems to "k no?+ exp]im5tally ( ,*ri/2 &1 if ,i und]/ood him rightly1 consid]s t ! s9 ( ,adam1 :i* fell ^u 8 po/]ity1 is remov$ by ,*ri/2 & t n[ by att5d+ to ! sacram5ts we obta9 p>don ( s94 ,god grant me wisdom to deal prud5tly ) him3 he appe>s s9c]e1 b n v humble4 8,m>* #i?4 ,?is morn+ ,i w5t to ! hospital1 9 consequ5ce ( a message f a native woman1 :o is desir\s ( baptism3 %e appe>$ anxi\s to g 9 ,god's way1 z %e express$ x2 & ) te>s said1 t f h] he>t %e desir$ baptism4 ,on my ask+ h] :e!r %e 0 a s9n]8 ,%e repli$1 ,t be=e1 or t[>ds ,god1 %e 0 a s9n]3 b on be+ fur!r que/ion$1 confess$ %e did n "k :]e9 %e _h done amiss1 except x 7 9 liv+ 9 an unm>ri$ /ate2 look+ wi/fully at ! man4 ,i took occasion1 f ?is confession1 to speak ( ! evil ( ?is circum/ance1 & ( ! only way ( obta9+ =giv5ess1 ?r\gh ! blood ( ,*ri/4 ,%e promis$ to keep ?is ^w 9 h] he>t1 & to pray accord+ to my directions4 ,! man appe>s s5sible ( ! evil ( 8 pres5t habits2 & promises t1 if ! woman lives1 he w m>ry h]4 ,i am at a loss h[ to proce$3 to refuse h] baptism w evid5tly be a grief to h]2 & ,i hope %e is awak5$ to a s5se ( h] s94 ,may ! ,"l direct me6 8,m>* #ae?4 ,i w5t ye/]day ev5+ to ! b>racks2 & if circum/ances _h be5 fav\rable1 %\ld h m>ri$ ! p]sons above-m5tion$2 b f9d ,i %\ld h brok5 milit>y regulations if ,i _h done s4 ,to-day1 ! man seems unwill+2 b ! woman express$ dread at ! ?\ght ( cont9u+ 9 s94 ,i h obs]v$1 on sev]al occasions1 :5 expla9+ *ri/ian subjects ?r\gh a native :o und]/&s ,engli%1 t !y ! natives h a great reluctance to speak ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 & nev] d x till ,i urge x aga94 8,m>* #ag?4 ,a lett] f de> ,m>tyn dispirits me2#cd z1 f ! dislike manife/$ to 8 s*ools1 ,i may see h[ little is to be hop$ =3 yet we expect opposition2 :y !n %\ld ,i be dismay$8 ,o my s\l6 hope 9 ,god6 ,not)/&+1 ,i h engag$ a s*oolma/]1 & am wait+ to see ! result4 ,i h employ$ myself to-day 9 translat+ ! t5 comm&m5ts into ,h9doo/anee1 ) ! assi/ance ( a moon%ee4 ,he c\ld n1 = a long "t1 und]/& :y ,god is call$ a #8jeal\s ,god4' 8,m>* #ah?4 ,a native woman has be5 ) me1 express+ h] desire = baptism4 ,i made ! moon%ee read to h] ! t5 comm&m5ts2 & c\ld n help smil+ to he> "o ,h9doo expla9 ! law ( ,god to ano!r3 %e exhibits no humility4 ,! ,bettiah-*ri/ian pleas$ me mu* ?is ev5+3 he m5tion$ f\r good works :i* ,god approv$ (2 ?ree ( :i* ,i und]/ood to be fai?1 love1 & ob$i5ce to ! law4 ,i repli$1 t if fai? 0 9 ! he>t1 all ! o!r good works w\ld foll[2 if we really believ$ ! love ( ,*ri/ to s9n]s1 we mu/ love ,him 9 return4 ,he answ]$1 t x 0 true2 & said1 ,if fai? is n 9 ! he>t1 none ( ! o!r graces w\ld be !re4 ,all ?is 0 said ) a s]i\sness & gravity :i* look$ v l s9c]ity1 if x 0 n really s4 ,a female att5d+ ! woman :o has appli$ = baptism1 int]f]+ v improp]ly1 0 desir$ to hold h] peace4 ,%e left ! room ) m>ks ( great ang]1 hav+ be=e exhibit$ symptoms ( uneas9ess2 especially :5 ! sev5? comm&m5t 0 repeat$4 ,s does ,satan rage :5 8 /rongholds are attack$6 8,m>* #bbnd4 ,9 conv]sation ) ,mooney ,lol & ,moon%ee1 on ! necessity ( mak+ inquiry = ourselves 9 matt]s ( ! s\l1 ,i rem>k$ an expression :i* has dwelt mu* on my m9d3 #8,:5 we h a k+ ( our own to ord] u 9 ! "r way1 we w !n walk 9 x4' ,?is1 ) o!r circum/ances1 conv9ces me ( ! impolicy ( ! ,gov]nm5t1 9 )hold+ ,*ri/ianity f ! natives4 ,!y are ta/+ ( ,briti% lib]ty2 b1 hav+ no pr9ciples to guide !m1 :5 !y feel _! /r5g?1 !y w expel ! ,briti%2 :]eas n[1 if mission>ies 7 p]mitt$1 !y w\ld1 9 two g5]ations1 probably all embrace ,*ri/ianity4 8,m>* #bf?4 ,?is ev5+1 aft] conv]sation ) ! native woman1 ,i baptiz$ h]1 ) e>ne/ w>n+ n to tru/ to ! outw>d sign4 ,%e said1 ,%e _h be5 a s9n]1 b t %e w\ld pray to ,jesus1 night & day1 to make h] free f s91 & w\ld be ,8 slave1 & s]ve ,him = ev]4 ,aft] ! s]vice %e ca/ h] eyes up to heav51 & kept !m fix$ = "s "t1 ) an appe>ance ( mo/ ard5t supplication4 ,aft]w>ds ,i w5t home ) ,s]geant ,m',d41 ^: wife1 ?\gh a ,roman ,ca?olic1 wi%es to communicate4 8,april #bnd4 ,ye/]day morn+ ,i w5t to ! b>racks4 ,i ask$ ! native woman :om ,i lately baptiz$1 :e!r %e pray$8 ,%e answ]$1 #8,yes4' #8,:at d y pray to ,god =8' #8,to make me well 9 ?is _w if ,he pleases2 & if n1 to take me to ,himself4' ,i endeav\r$ to impress on h] ! necessity ( ask+ all 9 ,*ri/'s "n2 :i* %e seem$ to att5d to v dilig5tly4 ,! man 0 impress$4 ,9 ! ev5+ ,i w5t to bury a *ild2 & spoke to ?ree invalids1 pla9ly & at l5g?1 on ! necessity ( w9n+ ,*ri/4 8,april #f?4 ,i le>n$ f ! ,moon%ee t ! old s*oolma/]1 9 ord] to keep 8 s*ol>s f ! free s*ool1 circulat$ a report t ,i %\ld s5d ! *ildr5 to ,calcutta2 :i*1 x seems1 keeps _m back2 b ?is notion1 h[ev]1 is n[ done away )4 8,april #h?4 ,ye/]day ! ,bettiah-walla came aga9 aft] an abs5ce ( a =tnight4 ,he said he _h be5 unwell2 & 8 appe>ance bespoke x4 ,he told me t he 0 poor & helpless )\t ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,to-day he came aga91 & read1 ) evid5t int]e/1 ! f\rte5? & fifte5? *apt]s ( ,/4 ,john2 especially ! promise ( be+ "o ) ,god & ,*ri/4 ,! acc\nt ( ! fruitless bran*es also impress$ him2 & he confess$ t 8 he>t 0 backw>d t[>ds ,god4 ,?is morn+ ! *ildr5 ( ! s*ool came to me3 ,i 0 mu* /ruck ) _! appe>ance1 & artless mann]s4 ,! ,bettiah-walla receiv$ ! t5 comm&m5ts ) reluctance3 ! second is n 9 8 numb]4 ,i took sev]al occasions ( po9t+ out to him ! "n ( ,jesus1 z ! only m$ium ( access to ,god2 & obs]v$ t we mu/ n pray to sa9ts4 ,at he>+ ?is1 8 c\nt5ance fell4 ,o t ! ,"l may lead him into all tru?6 8,april #aj?1 #ahjg4 ,?is day ,i h complet$ my ?irtie? ye>4 ,i h be5 review+ my bir?-day memor&a1 & ,i feel q abas$4 ,alas6 :]e is ! bless$ness ,i exp]i5c$ "s "t back2 or 0 ,i !n "u a mi/ake z to my real /ate8 ,i suspect t mu* ( animal feel+ mix$ ) my =m] exp]i5ce1 = ,i ?9k my s\l is z fix$ z ev]1 9 kn[+ no?+ ^u e>? b #8,jesus ,*ri/ & him crucifi$4' ,yet1 ,o my ,god 7= m9e ?\ art7 se>* me6 ,! ,"l's m]cies to me are innum]able3 if ,i %\ld attempt to numb] !m1 !y exce$ ! m9utes ( my exi/5ce2 b alas6 my he>t is ins5sible2 my affections are z cold z ice3 ,i am become a /one to ! fe> ( dea?2 & ! t]ror ( ! ,"l1 r ?an ! sweet love ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 seems to con/ra9 all my do+s4 ,!re is n a desire1 ,i ?9k1 to keep back a tittle ( ,god's ^w4 ,i ev5 feel ! "t long till ! ,"l's day returns1 t ,i may h an opportunity ( w>n+ poor s9n]s3 yet :5 x comes my he>t is heavy2 & ,i g ) a k9d ( sull5ness & despond+ t>d9ess to ,god's "w4 ,o t x 7 ) me z 9 mon?s pa/6 ,! ,"l has m>vell\sly hid me f ! /rife ( tongues1 has wond]fully support$ my feeble m9d1 has enabl$ me to seek ! salvation ( s\ls ) a boldness unusual to my nature2 & has giv5 te/imony to ! ^w ( ,8 grace 9 ?is place4 ,he supports me 9 solitude1 & enables me to sp5d days alone )\t we>9ess3 prais$ be ,8 "n6 ,! undivid$ & glori\s ,tr9ity are wor?y ( my adoration & love4 ,o r let me g m\rn+ ?y abs5ce to ! grave ?an attempt to satisfy my s\l ) contemptible tra%6 ,yet1 9 ?y manifold m]cies1 let me ta/e ?y love1 & praise !e 9 ! use ( all t ?\ be/[e/6 ,! prosp]ity ( ,zion is my e>ne/ desire3 ! conv]sion ( ! ,briti% & ! hea!n1 ! success ( my prea*+1 s*ools1 & private attempts to d good are ! subjects ( my daily pray]4 ,o t ! ,"l w\ld bless ^! feeble ef=ts1 w\ld p]fect t :i* belonge? unto me6 ,into ?y h&s1 ,o ,"l1 ,i comm5d my s\l & body3 & look ) humble hope to be kept by ?y p[] ?r\gh fai? unto salvation4 8,m>tyn al>ms me by express+ a wi% = my removal4#ce ,i feel v reluctant to x2 & am enabl$ to resign myself to ,god 9 pray]1 ev5 to die "h2 if1 9 ?is way1 ,he w be m glorifi$4 8,april #ab?4 ,?is ev5+1 ,i buri$ ! native woman :om ,i lately baptiz$2 & spoke to ! p f #a ,cor4 xv4 #cc4 #8,evil communications corrupt good mann]s4' ,o ,"l1 grant ?y bless+6 ,let ?y promise come1 & !n %all s9n]s 9 great numb]s be conv]t$ unto !e60 ,! foll[+ ,lett] to ,mr4 ,buckwor? dat$ ,may #bbnd1 #ahjg1 conta9s "s int]e/+ p>ticul>s ( :i* !re is no record 9 ! ,j\rnal3-- 8,f ! fir/ ( ,janu>y till ! beg9n+ ( ?is mon?1 ,i 0 mu* affect$ by ?is climate2 & did n beg9 to recov] till ,april4 ,?anks to a k9d ,provid5ce1 ,i am n[ q well2 & h escap$ t fir/ attack on arrival1 :i* has c>ri$ (f f\r ( my fell[-pass5g]s4 ,! effect ( ?is climate 0 felt z sev]ely by my m9d z my body3 a li/lessness & languor r5d]$ any little ex]tion a burd53 ev5 my devotion 0 = ! mo/ )\t life or activity2 &1 alas6 little ( t lively _s ,i1 9 "s poor measure1 enjoy$ 9 ,engl&1 rema9s ) me4 ,i bless ,god :o enables me to live on ,*ri/ z my #8,all 9 ,all' & keeps alive 9 my he>t a s5se ( ! value ( ,8 fav\r1 & ! excell5cy ( ! #8pur*as$ possession4' ,! abs5ce ( lively feel+ ,i conceive to be occasion$ by ! want ( #8! communion ( sa9ts2' & ,i rememb]1 ) te>s sometimes1 ^? days #8:5 ,i w5t to ! h\se ( ,god ) ! multitude ( ^? t kept holy day4' ,i am v f>1 h[ev]1 f be+ )\t m>ks ( ! ,div9e fav\r3 ,i am enabl$ to sp5d weeks alone )\t we>9ess2 & to f9d pleasure 9 ^? /udies :i* may qualify me = ext5sive usefulness4 ,we h "h ab\t ?ree hundr$ ,europeans1 invalids1 & (fic]s2 ( ! latt] ,i see little1 al?\gh we ex*ange mutual civilities3 p]haps1 ,i am n ?ree h\rs 9 a week1 on ! av]age1 9 civiliz$ society2 ?\gh ,i might be mu* m if ,i *ose1 b f9d x my duty & privilege to avoid mu* visit+4 8,"o ,s]geant has embrac$ ! tru? 9 love1 ,i tru/2 & "s o!rs are hopeful4 ,a native1 desc5d$ f ,roman ,ca?olic p>5ts1 has be5 daily ) me2 & we read ! gospel 9 ,h9doo/anee toge!r3 he is a man ( good und]/&+4 ,:5 ,i f\nd him "h 7,febru>y7 he _h n se5 ! ,scriptures3 he n[ und]/&s mu* ( ! g5]al s5se ( ! gospels2 & evid5ces a pleas+ _s ( enquiry4 ,i am n at pres5t1 h[ev]1 )\t fe>s respect+ 8 real conv]sion4 ,%\ld x please ,god to "w effectually 9 him1 ! bless+ to 8 poor c\ntrym5 might prove incalculable4 ,y w wond]1 p]haps1 t ,i d n speak ) rapture on ! subject ( ! conv]sion ( ! natives2 be assur$1 de>e/ ,b41 no subject is ne>] my he>t2 & ?is ,i feel assur$ (1 t :il/ heal? & /r5g? rema91 my life %all be devot$ to ! fur!rance ( ?is "w1 z well z ! m imm$iate objects ( my pres5t appo9tm5t4 ,! works ( ! devil are "h manife/1 & excite an abhorr5ce 9 my s\l1 :i*1 by ! grace ( ,god1 w to ! la/ make me lab\r to de/roy !m3 b ! effects ( my lab\rs are n1 accord+ to human appe>ance1 likely to be imm$iate4 ,! ris+ g5]ation seem to be ! mo/ likely subjects2 & "s fav\r$ s]vant ( ,*ri/ may1 probably1 lay my head 9 ! du/1 & ent] on 8 lab\r "h among #8a p prep>$ = ! ,"l4' ,b #8!y :o s[ & !y :o reap %all rejoice toge!r' 9 ! day ( our ,"l's appe>+4 8,! sup]/ition ( ?is c\ntry is ( su* a complicat$ k9d1 t ,i c say no?+ ) c]ta9ty ab\t x1 at pres5t4 ,almo/ e p]son has a diff]5t idol2 or a diff]5t acc\nt ( ! same idol2 & ! objects ( _! wor%ip are innum]able4 ,a circum/ance t took place ye/]day morn+1 may help to %ew y ! folly ( _! wor%ip3 its wick$ness1 9 "s respects1 _c be nam$4 ,! =t ( ,*un> 79 :i* ,i live7 is a =tifi$ hill ( ab\t two miles 9 circumf]5ce2 ! ramp>ts comm& an ext5sive view on all sides1 & mo/ morn+s ,i take a walk ^u !m be=e sun-rise4 ,x seems1 t ! fir/ f\nd] ( ?is =t & 8 tutor are bo? canoniz$1 & are suppos$ to preside "h /ill1 & are wor%ipp$ z tutel> deities4 ,ye/]day morn+1 at ! s\? end1 mo/ remote f ! gu>d-h\se1 ,i f\nd ! firelock1 turban1 & sacr$ dr9k+-vessel ( "o ( ! s5t9els3 a brahm9 0 plac$ by ! s5try-box1 & 0 obs]v$ by me bel[4 ,i pass$ on4 ,z ,i return$1 he spoke2 b ,i did n /op4 ,?9k+ aft]w>ds t he might be ill1 ,i call$ a s]vant1 & s5t him to see4 ,n[ obs]ve4 ,he said t1 at ?ree 9 ! morn+1 he _h se5 two figures ( m5 approa*+1 t he *all5g$ !m1 & t !y imm$iately flew ^u him1 beat him unm]cifully1 &1 aft] he 0 /ripp$1 kick$ him (f ! ramp>t1 t5 feet at lea/ 7! ramp>ts 7 c]ta9ly sev5 feet high74 ,! ,jemad> 7a native (fic]7 :o1 ) o!rs1 0 come to 8 assi/ance1 0 v angry ) him1 & said ^! figures 7 ! id5tical f\nd] ( ! =t & 8 tutor1 :o dwell 9 ?is "p ( ! =t1 & h ?r[n two s5t9els ov] ! p>apet = int]rupt+ !m3 ?is ! brahm9 be=e m5tion$ believ$1 & ?is op9ion 0 curr5t4 ,i ask$ h[ ?is god came to beat him1 a brahm91 s sacr$ a man8 ,he readily answ]$1 ,t ! tutor is n a good1 b a bad _s2 & !y wor%ip him to keep him f do+ !m injury4 ,i said to "s o!rs1 t x 0 q pla9 t ev5 a brahm9 himself 0 n beyond ! p[] ( ^! demons2 h[ !n c\ld !y expect ! brahm9s to def5d !m8 ,!y 7 sil5t2 b evid5tly n conv9c$1 z !y (f] goats 9 sacrifice1 & p\r out w9e 9 libations1 :i* !y fancy ! demon eats & dr9ks4 ,i told !m n to be s pr(use 9 _! (f]+s1 le/ ,bhyzoont %\ld become s wanton z to de/roy !m all4 8,a ri* ,brahm9 told me ye/]day t if any "o di$ 9 ,b5>es1 or )9 t5 miles ( x1 he w\ld und\bt$ly g to heav51 ?\gh he 7 ev] s great an (f5d]4 ,i told him ,i w\ld come "s night & plund] 8 h\se1 & !n g to ,b5>es1 & s secure bo? pres5t & future ri*es4 ,he saw my mean+1 & said ) a smile1 #8!re is no ne$ = ,sahib to take any money by =ce2 my weal? is all at 8 feet1' & s evad$ my argum5t4 ,i c\ld fill volumes ) conv]sations ( ?is k9d1 b !y h no m seem+ effect ?an words spok5 to ! air2 s deeply-root$ is error 9 _! m9ds1 & s cong5ial are _! ly+ idols to ! corrupt nature ( man4 ,i %\ld n1 h[ev]1 =get ! p[] ( ,god1 nor limit its op]ation4 ,?is ,i feel sure (1 t ! "y1 ) means ( in/ruction1 w gr[ up a%am$ ( _! idolatry2 & means ( in/ruction are n n[ entirely want+4 ,my ?ree de> sons 9 ! fai? 7"y (fic]s :o 7 fell[-pass5g]s7 cont9ue to walk 9 ! tru?4 ,o1 7 ! ,briti% all true ,*ri/ians1 ! conv]sion ( ! hea!n _w1 humanly speak+1 w\ld be comp>atively an easy "w6 ,! appo9tm5t ( ,*apla9 is1 9 ?is po9t ( view1 important40 ,x w be recollect$ 7p4 #fb71 t a %ort "t be=e ,mr4 ,corrie left ,calcutta to proce$ to ,*un>1 he _h consult$ ) ,mr4 ,br[n & o!r fri5ds1 z to ! means by :i* !y 8might be/ promote ! glory ( ,god 9 ! e>?10 & t among o!r means t 7 deem$ likely to contribute t[>ds s noble an object1 "o 01 t ea* ( ! p>ties !n pres5t %\ld =w>d a qu>t]ly report ( 8 m9i/]ial plans & prospects1 to ,mr4 ,br[n 9 ,calcutta2 :o1 hav+ app5d$ 8 own obs]vations1 %\ld transmit a copy ( ! comb9$ reports to ea* individual4#cf ,x 0 consid]$ t a mutual k ( ! facts & obs]vations :i* might be accumulat$ 9 ! c\rse ( ea* o!r's lab\rs & exp]i5ce1 w\ld t5d greatly to enc\rage & direct !m z individuals1 amid ! difficulties :i* ! ,mission>y & ,*apla9 _h !n to cont5d )4 ,! fir/ ( ^! ,reports seems to h be5 made on ! #f? ( ,april #ahjg1 b no copy ( ,mr4 ,corrie's communications is met ) among 8 pap]s1 ( an e>li] date ?an ! ,report :i* is "h subjo9$4 8,*un>1 ,july #f1 #ahjg4 8,! same r\t9e ( engagem5ts & employm5ts (f]s little ( v>iety1 ei!r to amuse or pr(it my hon\r$ bre?r52 b ! idea ( be+ "u an engagem5t to communicate some?+ on ?is day1 has be5 no little spur to activity1 t ,i might h some?+ to relate to !m4 ,! motive ,i feel to be an unwor?y "o2 b ^? among :om ,i am plac$ may h be5 b5efit$ f x1 & our plan w r$\nd to _! b5efit at lea/4 8,my m9d has at times1 be5 sorely ex]cis$ ) temptations to give up all ex]tion 9 ! cause ( ,*ri/1 & take my ease l ^? ar\nd me2 m especially1 ab\t a =tnight s9ce1 ! improbability ( success1 ! sne]s ( ! _w1 ! dread ( s+ul>ity1 7 ! *ief eng9es ! enemy attack$ me )1 respect+ ! ,europeans2 respect+ ! ,hea!n1 8 sugge/ions 7 *iefly1 ! opposition ( gov]nm5t1 ! extreme ignorance ( ! natives1 ! fe> ( commotions 9 ! c\ntry1 %\ld ,i attempt _! conv]sion4 ,^!1 l fi]y d>ts1 7 at diff]5t times1 & 9 div]s ways1 ca/ into my s\l1 & griev\sly w\nd$ me4 ,i bless ,god1 ^: love is ev]la/+1 t ,he has rebuk$ ! tempt]4 ,i look back z "o :o has escap$ %ipwreck1 b>ely ) life2 & ,i feel det]m9$1 ?r\gh ! grace ( ,*ri/1 to c\nt n ev5 life de> unto myself1 s t ,i may f9i% my c\rse ) joy1 & ! m9i/ry :i* ,i h receiv$ ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 to te/ify ! gospel ( ! grace ( ,god4 8,we h _h div9e s]vice regul>ly e ,sunday morn+1 at sun-rise1 9 ! =t4 ,our comm&+ (fic] has = "s "t left (f att5d+1 ?\gh he cont9ues v civil & oblig+4 ,he makes ill heal? an excuse2 al?\gh he has occasionally be5 9 ! =t soon aft] ! "t ( wor%ip1 & )\t any cause b 8 own pleasure4 ,ano!r (fic] has also left (f att5d+1 al?\gh = "s "t aft] my fir/ arrival1 he 0 regul>ly among u4 ,"s o!rs h all along be5 irregul> 9 _! att5dance1 & cont9ue to come occasionally4 ,! g5tleman & 8 wife1 ,i allud$ to 9 my la/ report1 d n g on z ,i _h hop$1 ?\gh !y are v k9d1 & my only intimate associates4 ,al?\gh he does n ent] into my views1 he yet talks famili>ly ) me on ! subject ( religion1 & tells me 8 own views & feel+s respect+ x2 :i*1 toge!r ) _! regul> att5dance on public wor%ip1 made me to hope !y 7 "u a div9e influ5ce4 ,b1 oh1 ! love ( ?is pres5t evil _w1 is a clog :i* weighs d[n ! s\ls ev5 ( ^? :o "k m ( its vanity1 ?an ^! p]sons at pres5t d4 8,among ! common m51 ,i tru/ "s good has be5 done1 al?\gh little to la/+ b5efit1 z yet4 ,i m5tion$ a s]geant ( ,invalids1 :o jo9$ himself to me soon aft] my arrival4 ,he is n[ 9 ! hospital1 & seem+ly 9 ! la/ /age ( sickness4 ,he made a pr(ession ( godl9ess 9 8 y\?1 9 ,engl&1 x seems4 ,he is n[ greatly alive to ! consequ5ces ( dea?4 ,he is become extremely communicative1 & 9 comp>ison ( :at he us$ to be1 eloqu5t4 ,8 exp]i5ce is su* a lesson to backslid]s1 z makes me anxi\s to communicate x sep>ately1 :5 ! f9al sc5e may be clos$2 &1 !re=e1 ,i %all say no?+ m ( him "h4 8,a ,s]jeant on ! p5sion-li/1 has1 s9ce my la/1 ev9c$ consid]able conc]n = salvation2 & is1 ,i tru/1 9 a fair way4 ,ano!r ,s]jeant also reads1 & ass5ts to ! books ,i l5d him1 & ,i am told1 is some:at re=m$ 9 conduct2 b /ill is by no means a hopeful "*4 8,! native woman :om ,i baptiz$1 di$ & 0 buri$1 ,april #ab?4 ,! man ) :om %e liv$1 is s9ce m>ri$1 hav+ express$ great conc]n = 8 =m] conduct1 & ?anks = my admonitions2 decl>+1 at ! same "t1 t he nev] be=e 0 told he 0 do+ wrong1 9 ?is respect2 & t1 = ! fifte5 ye>s he has be5 9 ?is c\ntry1 he _h n se5 a cl]gyman1 to 8 k1 till ,i arriv$ "h4 ,ano!r has put away 8 native woman2 & ano!r is n[ desir+ to be m>ri$1 b 8 comm&+ (fic] refuses to give p]mission1 on ! score ( ! woman's "*4 8,no public wor%ip z yet has be5 e/abli%$ at ! b>racks1 *iefly 9 consequ5ce ( my heal? hav+ be5 v unsettl$4 ,i am anxi\sly hop+ to be able soon to h opportunity ( speak+ to !m publicly ! ^w ( life4 ,x oppresses me ) grief1 :5 ,i c feel z ,i ought1 t _m1 p]haps #aej1 ( ! numb] ( ,invalids1 seldom1 or nev] jo9 ! public wor%ip4 ,! man :o = "s "t has read pray]s 9 8 dwell+ on ,sunday morn+s1 cont9ues to d s1 be+ lame1 & s unable to come up to ! ,=t2 ,i fe>1 h[ev]1 he is )\t exp]i5ce ( ! love & grace ( ,*ri/4 ,on ,:itsunday ,i adm9i/]$ ! ,"l's ,supp] to f\r4 ,?us f> respect+ ! ,europeans "h1 :om ,i consid] myself1 9 a peculi> mann]1 call$ to att5d to4 8,at ,secrole1 :i* ,i visit$ la/ week1 ,i f\nd a m]*ant ( real piety1 ?\gh f 8 relat+ ( a vision1 he is1 9 my op9ion1 some?+ en?usia/ic4 ,he devotes mu* "t to ! relief ( poor & sick natives4 ,he1 = "s "t1 read pray]s on ,sunday morn+s & ev5+s1 to ! few artill]y-m5 9 _! b>racks2 till1 on 8 imprud5tly adm9i/]+ m$ic9e to a sick man1 he 0 =bidd5 all communication ) !m4 ,he1 h[ev]1 /ill reads pray]s & a s]mon1 9 8 own h\se1 on ,sundays1 & "s jo9 him4 ,"o artill]y-man1 he speaks (1 z a true *ri/ian4 ,he _h n be=e met ) any :o c\ld und]/& him1 & _h frequ5t ?\ghts ( writ+ to ,mr4 ,br[n2 b fe>$ t 8 lett] w\ld n be welcome4 ,he is a /iff *ur*man2 & :5 ,i ask$ him :e!r he _h read ! ,mission>y ,magaz9e1 :i* ,i saw 9 8 %op1 he />t$ at ! idea1 & said #8,he nev] _h any connection ) ,diss5t]s4' 8,respect+ ! hea!n1 ,i h in/itut$ f\r s*ools = ! in/ruction ( *ildr52 two on ea* side ! ,=t4 ,on ei!r side1 "o = ,h9doos1 & "o = ,mussulmans4 ,9 "o ,h9doo s*ool are ?irty-sev53 9 ! o!r ?irte54 ,9 "o ,mussulman s*ool1 are tw5ty-two2 9 ! o!r sixte54 ,9 all eighty-eight *ildr54 ,( ^! a few n[ "k _! lett]s1 & ,i am mu* ex]cis$ 9 m9d respect+ ! introduction ( ! ,scriptures among !m4 ,! ,gooroos are q av]se to any books2 x has nev] be5 ! cu/om1 !y say1 = !m to read books2 & ! ,mahom$ans h books4 ,i tru/ ! ,"l w guide me1 & n suff] me to m> 8 "w by my extreme ignorance ( ! be/ mode ( proce$+4 ,! ne>] ,i approa* ! "w1 ! great] appe>s its difficulty1 ! m ,i feel my own insuffici5cy4 ,if any good is done among u1 h[ evid5tly w x appe> to be ( ,god4 8,n hav+ a copy ( my la/ report1 ,i "k n :e!r ,i m5tion$ "s native ,roman ,ca?olic ,*ri/ians :o daily att5d$ me = read+ ! ,scriptures4 ,only "o ( f\r cont9ues to come1 & he seems to be 9 e>ne/4 ,he has ) great reluctance be5 br\ght to confess1 t at lea/ ! purgatory ( ! ,papi/s1 _! transub/antiation1 & pray] to sa9ts1 h no f\ndation 9 ,scripture4 ,he has read ! ,gospels ?r\gh2 ,/4 ,john twice1 & we are n[ go+ ?r\gh ,/4 ,mat!w a second "t4 ,he has br\ght 8 wife & family to ,*un>2 & has express$ a wi% to in/ruct 8 native bre?r51 if ,i w f9d him subsi/5ce4 ,aft] _m expressions ( ?is k9d1 ,i told him1 t he mu/ consid] t ! ,company give no au?ority = ?is2 t he mu/ expect no m fav\r ?an o!rs1 f ! ,briti%2 t ,i w\ld only support him ) necess>ies1 b %\ld expect 8 *ildr5 w\ld be taught to e>n _! bread2 & desir$ him to reflect s]i\sly on ! subject1 & make x matt] ( pray] to ,god4 ,he has n express$ s mu* eag]ness s9ce ?is1 z be=e4 ,he1 h[ev]1 has mu* conv]sation ) ! native baptiz$ p]sons2 tells !m fai?fully ( _! s9 & hea!n practices2 & ,i ?9k is himself a true ,*ri/ian4 ,he ye/]day expla9$ to me ! ,p>able ( ! ,s[] v exactly1 )\t ref]5ce to our ,"l's explanation4 ,x may n be amiss to transcribe a few rem>ks ,i h not$ d[n respect+ ?is man's k ( div9e tru?4 ,i und]/& him bett] ?an he und]/&s me1 b ,i enquire ( him ! mean+ ( :at ,i h said1 till ,i f9d he has caught ! idea ,i wi% to convey4 8,saturday1 ,may #af?4 ,! ,bettiah-walla rememb]$ v exactly :at ,i expla9$ to him ye/]day ( our ,"l's disc\rse ) ,nicodemus2 he1 also1 rememb]$ v correctly ! explanation ( ! allusion to ! braz5 s]p5t1 repeat+ :at ,i _h told him ( t transaction4 ,on ask+ him1 9 :at s5se mu/ we look to ,*ri/2 he answ]$1 ,jesus ,*ri/ is n n[ on ! cross3 b1 z ,he said to ,?omas1 :o see+ ! pr9ts ( ! nails 9 8 h&s1 cri$ out #8,my ,"l & my ,god1'--#8,bless$ is he t ha? n se51 & yet ha? believ$1' s x is ) our he>ts t we mu/ look to ,him2 & believ+ t ,he ha? giv5 8 blood = u1 & hav+ our he>ts made clean by ,8 ,_s1 we %all n p]i%1 b h ev]la/+ life4 ,he expla9$ ,john iii4 #ag4 7)\t be+ ask$7 v scripturally1 & evid5tly ) a s5se ( its value4 8,may #ah?4 ,9 ! aft]noon1 ,i _h pleasure 9 acquir+ ! ,h9doo/anee4 ,on ask+ ! ,bettiah-walla :at 0 meant by ! decl>ation1 #8,no man c come to me except ! ,fa!r :i* ha? s5t me draw him2' he answ]$1 #8,no "o desires to come to ,*ri/ unless ,god enlight5 8 m9d1 & dispose 8 he>t4' ,on ask+ him1 ,:at is meant by ! expression1 9 ,john vi4 #dj4 #8,see+ ! ,son2' he repli$1 #8,see+ ,him 9 8 ^w1 & ) our he>ts4' ,he has _h a conv]sation ) a ,mahom$an1 :o conclud$ ) say+ t ,mahomet 0 ! la/ prophet4 ,! ,bettiah-walla answ]$1 #8,accord+ to _! own book ,jesus is ,noor-,ullah1 i4 e4 ! ,son ( ,god1 t ,he di$1 & rose1 & w5t up to heav51 & w come to judgm5t3' ,! ,mahom$an cons5t$4 ,bettiah-walla3 #8,y\r prophet is sleep+1 z y all[2 :e!r is greate/1 a sleep+ or a liv+ prophet8' ,he all[$ t ! liv+ "o 0 ! greate/1 & promis$ to come aga9 to-morr[4 ,! ,bettiah-walla answ]$ to my "q1 #8,h[ x is t if any man w d ,8 w he %all "k ( ! doctr9e :e!r x be ( ,god4' 7,john vii4 #ag47 #8,! ,holy ,gho/ w come ^u him & make 8 he>t glad & holy4'0 8,on "o occasion ,i discov]$ him 9 a fault1 :i* he confess$ ) te>s1 mak+ no attempt to conceal x1 & ,i believe has n fall5 into x aga94 ,x 0 at a "t ,i p]ceiv$ him to be mu* puff$ up ) 8 atta9m5ts1 & w\ld gladly h made him feel ! =ce ( ! apo/le's words1 #8,let him t ?9ke? c4' 8,my *ief employm5t has be5 ! /udy ( ,h9doo/anee1 9 :i* h[ev] ,i h made b little progress1 f frequ5t indisposition4 ,my exp]i5ce has 9 g5]al be5 ( a v pa9ful k9d4 ,accu/om$ to enjoy ! communion ( sa9ts1 & ! com=t ( _! fai? & love1 ,i "k b little1 ,i p]ceive1 h[ to live by fai?4 ,t passage has be5 ! food ( my s\l = "s "t pa/4 #b ,cor4 i4 #bb4 ,! "n ( ,jesus has be5 refre%+ #8z o9tm5t p\r$ =?2' & 9 ?is "n1 ,i d\bt n f9ally to triumph40 ,x may n1 p]haps1 be consid]$ =eign to ! purpose ( ^! ,memoirs to relate1 t ! s]geant ( invalids ref]r$ to 9 ! =ego+ ,report ( ,mr4 ,corrie's proce$+s1 0 ! son ( a diss5t+ m9i/] at ,/4 ,albans1 & _h be5 religi\sly br\ght up2 b t1 hav+ ca/ (f ! fe> ( ,god1 he _h run a sad c>e] ( s9 & intemp]ance1 until arre/$ 9 8 c\rse by ! sickness :i* prov$ fatal to him4 ,_m %ort notices occur1 9 ,mr4 ,corrie's j\rnal1 ( ! s]geant's la/ illness2 & a full] acc\nt ( him appe>$ at ! "t1 9 ! ,cottage ,magaz9e4 ,x may suffice1 !re=e1 to /ate t aft] ! unhappy man _h pass$ ?r\gh _m alt]nations ( t]ror & despair1 9 ! fe>ful expectation ( a judgm5t to come1 !re 0 reason to believe t he w5t d[n to ! grave 9 hope4 ,respect+ ! ,bettiah-*ri/ian & ! ,mahom$an :o are notic$ 9 ! ,report1 "s fur!r acc\nt occurs 9 a lett] to ! ,rev4 ,j4 ,buckwor?4 8,augu/ #bnd4 #ahjg4 8,by a lett] receiv$ ?is day1 f my si/]1 ,i le>n ! v agreeable tid+s ( y\r pres5tation to ! vic>age ( ,dewsbury4 ,?is ev5t takes away inde$1 e lat5t hope t y\r lot might h be5 ca/ 9 ,india2 b ! s\ls ( ! p ( ,dewsbury are ( equal value ) ^? ( ,asia2 & ,i e>ne/ly pray t y may reap a ri* h>ve/ ( s\ls z a rew>d ( y\r lab\rs among !m4444 8,b :il/ ,i am tak5 up ) ^? ^: faces ,i h se5 9 ! fle%1 y are want+ to "k h[ ! "w ( ! ,"l prosp]s 9 ,india4 ,i c only say t ! g5]al aspect ( spiritual affairs is pleas+4 ,7 y to ask p>ticul>s1 ,i c\ld n1 p]haps1 satisfactorily tell y :y ,i say s2 yet ! progress ( translation ( ! holy ,scriptures1 ) ! increas$ numb]s ( fai?ful enquir]s1 is surely matt] ( hope4 ,i c\ld dwell mu* on ! lab\rs ( t de> s]vant ( ,*ri/1 ,m>tyn1 9 translat+1 & 9 ex]t+ himself to propagate ! k ( salvation among ,europeans & hea!n2 b1 )\t an intimate acqua9tance ) ?is c\ntry & p1 mu* explanation w\ld be necess>y4 ,= myself1 ! climate has s mu* affect$ me z to make ! retrospect ( my life ne>ly a blank3 "s fruit1 h[ev]1 has already appe>$4 ,prais$ be ,he :o #8give? ! increase6'444 8,! native ,*ri/ian ,i =m]ly m5tion$1 has r5\nc$ ! errors ( ,pop]y1 ( 8 own accord1 aft] a good deal ( argum5t 9 fav\r ( 8 old op9ions4 ,i believe him to be s9c]e1 & t 8 he>t is "r ) ,god4 ,sometimes he seems amus$ r ?an griev$ ) ! opposition ( ! ,jews to our ,"l2 b ?is1 ?\gh x gives me pa91 is n s mu* to be wond]$ at1 f ! extreme want ( reflection manife/$ by all ! natives4 ,i n[ all[ him support = himself1 wife1 & two *ildr54 ,he is v ready 9 reprov+ & exhort+ a class ( p1 desc5dants ( ! ,portuguese1 :o are v num]\s 9 ,india1 & are nom9al ,*ri/ians4 ,he w>ns !m fai?fully ( ! s9 & folly ( p call$ ,*ri/ians1 liv+ z d ! hea!n2 &1 at my in/ance1 he reads to !m ! ,scriptures v frequ5tly3 s t ,i hope he may be made an in/rum5t ( good4 ,by 8 means1 also1 a ,mahom$an has be5 br\ght at lea/ to d\bt ! div9e commission ( ! ly+ prophet4 ,?is man n[ frequ5tly comes to me4 ,he has read ! ,s]mon on ! ,m\nt 7:i* ,i happily _h by me1 translat$ into ,p]sian1 by a ,mr4 ,*amb]s1 n[ dead7 & manife/s a v pleas+ e>ne/ness 9 se>* ( tru?4 ,ne>ly "o hundr$ & tw5ty *ildr5 are le>n+ to read1 at my exp5ce3 ! circum/ance ( be+ able to read ! ,scriptures :5 put into _! h&s w be ( no small advantage2 z ! cu/om ( ! son's p]si/+ 9 ! bus9ess & /eps ( ! fa!r1 precludes ! multitude f ev] ?9k+ ! k ( lett]s desirable4 ,inde$ ! "* 9 :i* _! sacr$ books are writt5 is n all[$ to be read by any b ,brahm9s4 ,! writt5 & pr9t$ *>act]s are ! same2 z !y h _h no pr9t$ books till ( late2 s t 9 le>n+ !y h an advantage ov] u1 z !y le>n to read & write at ! same "t1 fir/ mak+ ! lett] ) *alk1 or 9 ! du/1 & !n pron\nc+ x4 ,i h _h mu* pleasure at times 9 ex]cis+ ! pr(ici5cy ( ! *ildr54 ,"s ( !m h c\nt5ances expressive ( e good quality3 ! diff]5ce ( ! complexion is =gott5 "u ! impression t #8( "o blood ha? ,god made all ! families ( ! e>?4' ,a small pres5t delights ! little fell[s2 & !y sometimes come up to me ) smil+ faces1 z ,i pass2 & make salaam ) great appe>ance ( atta*m5t4 8,i h said t appe>ances are pleas+3 y w conclude t ,i speak comp>atively4 ,alas6 ,i ought to weep day & night at ! reflection1 t 9 ?is small place !re are ab\t #aj1jjj1 s\ls #8sitt+ 9 d>kness & ! %ad[ ( dea?6' ,o t ! ,"l may spe$ily op5 a door = ! entrance ( ,div9e light among !m6 ,i am le>n+ ! native language z fa/ z my slo?ful nature1 & ! unsettl$ /ate ( my affairs1 call+ me cont9ually "h & !re1 w let me4 ,my ,moon%ee c n[ p]fectly und]/& me3 & :5 ,i tell him my mean+1 he po9ts out ! prop] ^w4 ,9 ?is way1 besides my read+ = in/ruction1 ,i h translat$ ! hi/ory ( ,joseph2 & also to ! six? *apt] ( ,g5esis2 & h got to ! sev5? ( ,acts4 ,^! w soon be useless1 z bett] translations w be to be _h2 b !y are ( use to ! above-m5tion$ native ,*ri/ian = himself1 & ^? :o li/5 to 8 conv]sation2 & ^! ex]cises improve myself4 ,i %all beg9 ,p]sian soon 7,d4 ,v47 ,! ,hebrew is a key to ! ,arabic2 & ,arabic & ,p]sian are s bl5d$ ) ! ,h9doo/anee1 ! popul> language ( ?is c\ntry1 t )\t ! k ( ,arabic & ,p]sian1 ,h9doo/anee _c be p]fectly und]/ood4 8,9 ord]1 too1 to translate accurately1 y "k1 ! k ( ,hebrew & ,greek is necess>y4 ,y w\ld be a/oni%$ at ! subtilty ) :i* ! ,h9doos 7,i mean le>n$ ,h9doos7 argue on religi\s po9ts4 ,a ri* man ( ?is place "o day visit+ me1 we ent]$ into a discussion respect+ "o ( _! inc>nations ( ! deity4 ,! inc>nate ,god1 f _! acc\nt1 m>ri$ _m wives1 _h _m *ildr51 c4 & :5 ,i obs]v$ t ^! ?+s c\ld n be ! actions ( ,god1 assign+ my reasons1 c4 he readily answ]$1 t ! deity hav+ tak5 to himself a human body1 ^! actions 7 ! actions ( ! man1 & ! godhead resid+ 9 him _h no "p 9 !m2 t ,i ackn[l$g$ ,messiah ate1 drank1 slept c41 :i* 7 z little ! actions ( ,god1 z ^? relat$ ( ,kri%noo4 ,i answ]$1 t ! body be+ ! in/rum5t ( ! s\l1 ne$s refre%m5t to support x 9 its lab\rs2 b t ! body _c accompli% any ( its desires )\t ! concurr5ce ( ! _s t actuates x2 s t ?is multiply+ ( wives1 & o!r ackn[l$g$ s9ful actions1 w\ld n h be5 accompli%$ by ,kri%noo )\t ! animat+ _s4 ,he at l5g? left me1 some?+ 9 ang]4 8,i h writt5 ?is at diff]5t int]vals1 :i* may apologize = its blots & inaccuracies3 b :y %\ld ,i make apologies to y8 ,) :at inexpressible t5d]ness does ! remembrance ( ! sweet c\nsel ,i h tak5 ) y1 return at times6 ,i c n[1 9 my m9d's eye1 view ! roads we walk$ toge!r1 ! h\ses we visit$1 ! companies we frequ5t$2--! hymns we sang toge!r1 ! petitions we jo9$ 9 at ! ?rone ( grace1 are _m ( !m fre% 9 m9d2 &1 :5 ,i am 9 tol]ably good spirits1 !y delight me exce$+ly4 8,b1 my g5]al exp]i5ce is ( a m pa9ful nature3 d\bts & temptations press h>d ^u me4 ,! en]vat+ effects ( ! climate make all my graces )]2 & ,i g on r 9 ! _s ( sull5 ob/9acy ?an "u ! influ5ce ( ! con/ra9+ love ( ,jesus4 8,i hope y h writt5 to me4 ,?9k ( a solit>y be+1 on ! top ( a hill n9ety feet above ! level ( ! wat]1 )\t a creature ne> to speak a ^w ( com=t1 or to sugge/ a ^w ( advice2 & y w n ?9k an h\r ?r[n away t may support & animate 8 s\l 9 ! pursuit ( #8a k+dom t _c be mov$4'0 ,! anniv]s>y ( ! day on :i* ,mr4 ,corrie arriv$ 9 ,calcutta1 is m>k$ by ! foll[+ entry made 9 8 j\rnal1 8,septemb] #bj?1 #ahjg4 ,on ?is day ( ! mon? la/ ye>1 ,i arriv$ 9 ,calcutta f ,engl&4 ,i h det]m9$1 ?r\gh grace1 to keep new-ye>'s-day1 my bir?-day1 days ( ord9ation1 & ( my arrival 9 ,india1 z days ( exam9ation into my /ate & views4 ,on review+ ! memor&a connect$ ) ?is day1 ,i f9d great cause = ?ankfulness & praise4 ,:at ,i propos$1 9 ! fir/ place1 9 com+ to ,india1 0 ! propagation ( ,*ri/ianity among/ ! hea!n4 ,i _h little idea ( ! difficulties att5d+ ?is "w2 yet1 bless$ be ,god6 ,i h n lo/ sight ( x4 ,f\r s*ools w1 ,i tru/1 prep>e _m = read+ ! ^w ( life1 :5 x is ready = di/ribution4 ,! native ,*ri/ian has pr(it$ greatly by ! ,new ,te/am5t3 he appe>s truly pi\s2 & 8 desire to in/ruct o!rs1 :il/1 ,i hope1 x proves 8 own s9c]ity1 w1 no d\bt1 be b5eficial to _m4 ,my pray]s1 also1 h be5 answ]$ z x reg>ds ?is place4 ,"o is dep>t$ 9 peace3 "o or two o!rs are1 ,i hope1 impress$2 mo/ are att5tive2 & fav\r is %ew$ me by all4 ,i h exp]i5c$ mu* m]cy 9 re/oration to heal?2 & especially 9 ! re/or+ to me ! joy ( ,god's salvation2 & ! ,"l cont9ues to #8def5d me ) ,8 fav\r z ) a %ield4' ,i feel 9 dang] f ! love ( ! _w2 yet1 ,i hope1 ,i %all be able to ov]come x4 ,i h (t5 d$icat$ my all to ,god2 & ,i d aga9 n[ devote my all1 especially myself d ,i give up4 ,i ought to h made great] pr(ici5cy 9 ! ,h9doo/anee2 b ,i tru/1 ?r\gh ! p[] ( ,*ri/1 to be m assidu\s = ! future40 #cj ,luke i4 #gi4 #ca ,rev4 xi4 #ae2 xix4 #af4 #cb ,see ! ,j\rnals & ,lett]s ( ,h5ry ,m>tyn1 vol4 ii1 p4 #ba4 #cc ,mr4 ,corrie relates 7bel[1 p4 #gc47 9 :at way1 8 acqua9tance ) ?is ,bettiah-*ri/ian comm5c$4 #cd ,see ,j\rnals & ,lett]s ( ,h5ry ,m>tyn1 vol4 ii4 p4 #bh1 #bi4 #ce ,on acc\nt ( ! effect :i* ! heat ( ! climate seem$ to be produc+ on ,mr4 ,corrie's heal?4 ,see ,,j\rnals ,,& ,,lett]s ,,( ,,h5ry ,,m>tyn1 vol4 ii4 p4 #db4 #cf ,j\rnals & ,lett]s ( ,h5ry ,m>tyn1 vol4 ii4 p4 #da4 ,see "s ( ! l qu>t]ly communications f ,mr4 ,br[n1 pr9t$ 9 ,wilk9son's ,sket*es ( ,*ri/ianity 9 ,nor? ,india1 pp4 #ade & #afi4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,,resid5ce ,,at ,,*un>4 ,al?\gh ,mr4 ,corrie _h be5 b a %ort "t at ,*un>1 yet x 0 evid5t t 8 m9i/]ial lab\rs !re _h begun to excite att5tion bo? among ,h9doos & ,mahom$ans4 ,he _h n1 inde$1 acquir$ su* a k ( ! language ( ! c\ntry z satisfi$ 8 e>ne/ desire to make kn[n among ! hea!n ! glad tid+s ( salvation1 yet he _h made progress 9 ,h9doo/anee suffici5t to enable him to hold important communications ) ! p ( ! c\ntry4 ,we accord+ly f9d 9 8 ,j\rnal & ,lett]s m frequ5t notices ( 8 p]sonal int]c\rse ) ! native population4 8,sep4 #ba/4 ,an ,old ,brahm9 came f ,b5>es1 :om ,:eatly told me (4 ,he kn[s mo/ ( our *ur*-cate*ism4 ,he told me t ! answ]s to two que/ions1 ^? respect+ our duty t[>ds ,god1 & our duty t[>ds our neighb\r1 conta9$ ! sum ( all good4 ,= a long "t he _h a v bad op9ion ( ! ,engli%4 ,! ,mahom$ans1 he said1 d ab/a9 f "o k9d ( meat2 b ! ,engli% eat e ?+4 ,?is bad op9ion 0 confirm$ by he>+ a g5tleman1 :om e p]son prais$ z a good man1 9 a great rage1 us+ _m abusive expressions to a s]vant = kill+ a rabbit :i* %\ld n h be5 kill$4 ,b :5 he read ! holy ,scriptures1 he f\nd !m pure1 & t our practices 7 n consi/5t ) !m4 ,?is l$ him to ask :e!r ,i ?\ght all ! ,engli% w\ld be sav$8 ,i answ]$1 ,no3 :i* />tl$ him v mu*4 #8,i greatly fe>1' said he1 #8on t acc\nt4' #8,if ,i lose ca/e1 & aft]w>ds come %ort ( heav51 ,i %all fail 9 bo? worlds4' ,?is he said ) te>s4 #8,b1' said he1 #8,i ?\ght x mu/ be s1 because ! t5? comm&m5t says1 ,?\ %alt n covet1 c4' & !n he told me a /ory ( an ,engli% collector1 :o took by =ce a little spot ( gr\nd t he _h devot$ to ! reception & ent]ta9m5t ( sick travell]s1 :5 he w\ld n sell x to him3 :i* /umbl$ him greatly4 ,baptism1 & ! eat+ ( meat1 :i*1 he says1 disagrees ) him1 are ! rock he appe>s likely to split ^u4 ,i told him ! tru?1 & po9t$ x out to him f ! ,scriptures4 ,! ,"l r5d] x effectual to 8 salvation6 ,i gave him a ,new ,te/am5t1 at :i* he express$ great surprise1 say+1 he suppos$ x w\ld co/ sev]al rupees2 nor did he ?9k my reason 7viz47 ! love ( ,god1 9 giv+ 8 ,son = me1 suffici5tly con/ra9+ to induce me to give away a ?+ ( su* value4 8,sep4 #bg?4 ,! ,brahm9 came on ,tuesday2 &1 aft] _m endeav\rs to evade ! =ce ( ,god's ^w1 agre$1 ) mu* weep+1 to be baptiz$4 ,i h "s d\bt ( 8 s9c]ity on ?is po9t4 ,he is gone to ,calcutta4 8,dec4 #aa?4 ,ye/]day1 an old ,mahom$an call$ on me3 we _h a long conv]sation on religion4 ,aft] "s previ\s talk+1 he said #8,! deity is above our compreh5sion2 we are bl9d1 & speak ( ,him z bl9d m5 d f h&l+ an elephant2 ea* "o accord+ to 8 appreh5sion ( ! "p he h&les4' ,i answ]$1 #8,true2 b if a man possess+ sight 7 to behold ! elephant1 he w\ld describe x prop]ly2 & we might believe 8 report4' ,he answ]$1 #8,yes4' #8,su*1' ,i repli$1 #87 ! prophets & apo/les1' c4 ,?is l$ him to speak ( ! v>i\s prophets 9 :om1 he said1 we tru/$4 #8,our s]vices said he are confess$ly unwor?y ( ,god1 !re=e !re is ne$ t a wor?y ,m$iator be f\nd1 c4 "o :o wants no?+ = himself1 b c m]it = u4'0 ,agreeably to ! resolution :i* ,mr4 ,corrie _h =m$1 to obs]ve ,new-ye>'s-day z "o ( sev]al days = self-exam9ation1 we f9d him obs]v+ 9 8 j\rnal3 8,*un>1 ,janu>y #a/4 #ahjh4 ,i praise ,god :o has br\ght me ?us f> 9 m]cy2 & ,i p]ceive a good monum5t ( praise on ! review ( ! pa/4 ,my fir/ desire1 on la/ ,new-ye>'s-day1 0 to be enabl$ to be useful "h2 & ,i m>k an answ] to pray] 9 t ,i am he>d ) att5tion1 & h evid5tly obta9$ "s influ5ce among/ ! p4 ,"o1 ,i believe1 is gone home to ,*ri/2 :il/ ,i tru/1 ?ree o!rs h ent]$ on ! n>r[ way4 ,! ,gov]nm5t yet prohibits attempts at conv]sion2 & ! k+dom ( ,*ri/1 to outw>d appe>ance1 has made b little progress 9 ?is l&2 b !re is m]cy v\*saf$ suffici5t to enc\rage me to pray2 & !re is /ill cause = pray]4 ,! ,bettiah-walla & two o!rs h be5 rais$ up to me2 ) o!r hopeful appe>ances among/ ! native wom54 ,i bless ,god = r5ew$ heal? ( body & vig\r ( m9d2 & = some:at ( increas+ pati5ce & dilig5ce 9 ! "w ( ! m9i/ry4 ,) respect to my resolutions1 ,i f9d ,i h visit$ m ?an ,i wi%$ to d2 b less ?an ,i might h done1 & m ?an ,i hope to d = ! future4 ,i praise ,god t ,i am n s mu* a%am$ ( ! ,gospel ( ,*ri/ z ,i h be52 & t ,i h be5 enabl$ to prea* ,jesus ,*ri/ f h\se to h\se1 9 "s small degree2 b1 ,i h done f> less ?an ,i might h done3 ,yet1 ,o ,"l2 ,i ought to praise ,!e = ?y m]cy3 ,?\ ha/ wr\ght all my works 9 me6 ,i "k ,i am a s9n]2 b ?y grace is suffici5t = me1 & by ?y grace ,i am :at ,i am4 ,! native s*ools h refus$ books2 b ,i hope to e/abli% a ,*ri/ian s*ool1 & desire t my :ole life1 _s1 s\l1 & body1 may be occupi$ 9 ! "w ( ! ,"l40 ,! qu>t]ly report transmitt$ by ,mr4 ,corrie to ,mr4 ,br[n1 on ! #d? ( ,janu>y1 #ahjh1 supplies u ) an outl9e ( ! progress ( religion at ,*un> up to t date2 & t\*es ^u ! great practical difficulty1 insep>able f t loss ( ! means ( subsi/5ce1 :i* conv]ts f hea!nism usually h to endure4 8,let u beg9 our correspond5ce ) erect+ an ,eb5ez] to our graci\s ,"l1 :o cont9ues u 9 ! l& ( ! liv+1 & gives u opportunities ( obta9+ a great ne>ness to ,8 blissful pres5ce1 & a m exalt$ /ation among ^? :o turn _m to righte\sness4 ,i might well1 9 ! review ( ! pa/ ye>1 dread ! imputation ( unpr(itabl5ess1 b yet ,i p]ceive x a di%on\r to ! grace ( our ,r$eem]1 to disp>age ! smalle/ appe>ance ( ,8 grace 9 myself1 or 9 o!rs2 & ?\gh ,i am sure ,i mu/ say1 #8,"l1 :5 saw ,i !e a /rang]1 c41' ,i consid] x my duty to cr$it ! preci\s decl>ation spok5 by our great ,bi%op1 respect+ himself & 8 1 #8,?\gh ,israel be n ga!r$1 c4' ,is4 xliii4 8,pursu+ ! plan sugge/$ ) s mu* propriety by our s5ior bro!r1 ,i h to obs]ve t s9ce my la/1 "s *anges h tak5 place 9 our society1 :i* seem ^u ! :ole to h be5 = ! bett]1 z we h ga9$ a capta9 ( artill]y1 ( great decorum ( mann]s1 bo? 9 public & private4 ,( our old memb]s1 ,i am p]suad$ t ! se$ ( ! ^w has put =? ! #8t5d] blade' 9 ! lady & g5tleman ,i h be=e allud$ to2 :il/ consid]able alt]ation 9 ! outw>d conduct ( ano!r g5tleman is notic$2 b ,i fe>1 #8"o ?+' at lea/ is lack+ 9 him4 ,by f\r out ( ! six families "h1 ,i am ask$ to say grace at d9n]1 :i* :5 ,i fir/ arriv$ 0 unusual4 ,i "k n :at ,i ought to ?9k ( ?is1 kn[+ well t 9 ,*ri/1 no?+ availe? b #8fai? t worke? by love2' yet p]haps some?+ is ga9$4 ,! ,"l help me to be m devot$ to 8 glory1 t ,i may n seem to c\nt5ance !m 9 /opp+ %ort ( ! #8new creation6' ,"o p]son is (t5 v contemptu\s t[>ds me1 b f9ds no "o to jo9 him at pres5t4 ,among ! common ,europeans little b disc\ragem5t appe>s3 only "o seems entirely f "u ! dom9ion ( outw>d s94 ,he is ! s]geant ,i h m5tion$1 & appe>s a subject ( div9e grace4 ,sev]al are approv]s1 & att5dants on public wor%ip1 b ! sad abuse ( ! late holy fe/ival has damp$ my hopes respect+ !m4 8,! fir/ ,sunday 9 ,novemb]1 hav+ prep>$ a moveable tab]nacle1 x 0 erect$ at ! b>racks1 & div9e s]vice has be5 p]=m$ !re e ,sunday ev5+ s9ce4 ,on ! fir/ few occasions =ty or fifty att5d$1 ye/]day !re 7 ab\t tw5ty-five4 ,^! are1 = ! mo/ "p1 v att5tive1 & a good deal ( devotion appe>s among !m 9 mak+ ! responses1 c4 ,ab\t six1 p]haps1 att5d div9e s]vice twice a day4 ,at ! hospital "o man seems pi\sly affect$1 ano!r humble & resign$2 bo? ^! h be5 long ill & seem daily decay+4 ,"o1 ! fir/ "t ,i spoke expressly to him1 decl>$ ) mu* e>ne/ness1 t he believ$ he _h nev] (f5d$ 8 ,mak]2 he n[ speaks a diff]5t language4 ,"o man1 :o 0 greatly al>m$ dur+ a fit ( sickness1 is1 ,i fe>1 re/+ 9 a 8=m ( godl9ess10 ?\gh 8 outw>d conduct is dec5t1 & he comes e ,sunday ev5+ to jo9 9 wor%ip ) me4 8,at ,b5>es1 :]e ,i occasionally g1 ! pi\s m]*ant ,i h m5tion$1 appe>s mu* gr[n 9 #8grace & 9 ! k ( our ,"l & ,savi\r ,jesus ,*ri/1 c4' ,he reads ! s]vice ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& & a s]mon f "s au?or1 twice e ,sunday & e ,w$nesday ev5+1 9 a t5t erect$ = t purpose4 ,"o ,w$nesday ev5+ ,i (ficiat$ !re among tw5ty-sev51 :o he>d ! ^w ) mu* att5tion4 ,"o artill]y-man ( ! lately arriv$ p>ty1 ! m]*ant speaks ( z hopeful4 ,b ,i f9d t la/ week a re/ra9t 0 laid ^u ! artill]ym5 f att5d+3 ,i tru/ x w soon be remov$4 8,among ! ,company's s]vants !re1 "o kn[n z a pr(ici5t 9 ,h9doo lit]ature1 has discov]$ himself well acqua9t$ ) evangelical pr9ciples4 ,ano!r ,company's s]vant seems to me "o ( ! ,"l's secret ones4 ,i tru/ !re is among u #8z ! glean+ grapes :5 ! v9tage is done1' "o or two4 8,b :at ,i h to say on p]sonal exp]i5ce w ca/ fur!r light on ! religi\s /ate ( our society1 or r1 x w ca/ a %ade on ! prospect4 ,not)/&+ ^! agreeable p>ticul>s already pres5t$1 !re is little f>!r outw>d ackn[l$gm5t ( ,god among u2 !re appe>s z yet no disposition to speak & act op5ly z ! dep5d5t creatures & av[$ subjects ( ! ,mo/ ,high2 s t1 except n[ & !n 9 private1 ,i _c give v5t to ^? feel+s :i* ,i f9d x my duty & happ9ess to *]i%4 ,on ?is acc\nt mu* ( my religi\s ex]cises pass )\t t delight 9 ,god :i* ,8 love & m]cy dem&2 & my exp]i5ce 9 g5]al is t ( ! ,psalmi/1 :5 he said1 #8my he>t breake? = ! long+ 4' yet our /ate be=e ,god dep5ds 9 no respect on frames & feel+s2 & ?\gh mis]ably defective /ill 9 e po9t1 "s great] degree ( boldness = ,*ri/ 9 public1 & some?+ ( resignation to lab\r 9 8 v9ey>d ?\gh no fruit %\ld appe>1 ,i ackn[l$ge z ! "w ( 8 free ,_s1 by :om ,i tru/ to be upheld unto ! end4 ,my prea*+ s9ce my la/1 has be5 on ! foll[+ among o!r subjects1 #8,god is n a man1 c4' 7,numb4 xxiii4 #ai47 #8,9 ?is 0 manife/$1 c4' 7#a ,john iv4 #ai47 #8,h[ %all we escape1 c4' 7,heb4 ii4 #c47 8,! /ate ( ! natives "h has lately attract$ mu* ( my notice4 ,f _! long int]c\rse ) ,europeans1 native habits are mu* laid aside4 ,!y are g5]ally greatly addict$ to drunk5ness1 & are prov]bially dissolute4 ,!y are1 9 consequ5ce1 v little aw$ by ! ,european *ri/ians4 ,i am assur$ t !y are usually ready to ent] into p]sonal conte/ ) any ( ! ,european invalids1 :o may attempt to "l x ov] !m2 & except f ^? :o eat ! salt ( ! settlem5t1 none ( u h _m tok5s ( respect paid u4 ,9 ! f\r native s*ools1 !re are at pres5t sev5ty-five s*ol>s2 ^? m5tion$ z read+ books h left ! s*ools f "s cause or o!r1 & no m books h be5 receiv$4 8,! native wom5 connect$ ) ! ,europeans1 h assembl$ on ,tuesday ev5+s 9 ! ,=t1 & on ,friday ev5+s at ! b>racks4 ,! usual numb]s at bo? places is f t5 to sixte54 ,= ^! mu* ( my "t has be5 tak5 up 9 translations1 c4 ,ye/]day1 9 ! =t1 a congregation ( n9ete5 att5d$ pray]s 9 ,h9doo/anee4 ,i us$ ! translation our de> bro!r ,m>tyn fav\r$ me )1 except+ a few words alt]$ to ! dialect ( ?is "p ( ! c\ntry4 ,on ^! occasions ! native ,*ri/ian1 ,i be=e m5tion$1 is ( ! greate/ s]vice4 ,he has acquir$ a tol]ably accurate idea ( ! plan ( salvation1 & enl>ges1 ) mu* evid5t feel+1 on ! heads ,i sugge/ f ! portion ( ,scripture be=e u4 ,he (ficiates z cl]k 9 ! ,h9doo/anee congregation1 & ye/]day read ! lessons1 & expla9$ & appli$ !m z ,i sugge/$ to him4 ,! effect ( 8 exhortations la/s4 ,?is man is afflict$ ) an a/hma1 :i* lays him up n[ & !n2 b ! eag]ness ) :i* he returns to tea*+ ! native wom51 indicates1 ,i tru/1 8 he>t to be "r ) ,god4 ,"s diff]5ces took place 9 8 family "s "t s9ce1 :i* di/urb$ me a good deal2 b no fault has appe>$ 9 him4 ,9 a late fit ( illness1 ,i f\nd he _h a book ( pray]s1 conta9+ addresses to angels1 c4 ,sev]al ( ! wom5 h le>n$ f him ! ,t5 ,comm&m5ts1 ! ,"l's ,pray] & ! ,cre$2 & x excit$ a gleam ( holy joy ye/]day to he> sev]al repeat+ ^! aft] me1 & also :isp]+ "s ( ! responses4 ,?is rem9ds me ( a s*ool 9 :i* an ,european tea*es t5 *ildr5 = me1 "s ( !m orphans1 & "s :o are n eligible to ! s*ool 9 ,calcutta4 ,s9ce ! e/abli%m5t ( ev5+ wor%ip1 "o ( ^! *ildr5 has repeat$ ! ,*ur* cate*ism & "s que/ions ( ,scripture ,hi/ory1 ) an accuracy r surpris+ consid]+ _! ye>s4 ,^! also jo9 9 ! responses & 9 s++ ! ,psalms1 & increase ! #8,hosanna to ! ,son ( ,david4' 8,two y\?s1 "o ! son ( ! native tea*]1 are on my premises1 & read twice a day 9 ! ,h9doo/anee gospel4 ,"o discov]s no capacity :atev]1 nor does ! ^w seem to affect him 9 ! lea/4 ,he has made consid]able pr(ici5cy 9 ! k ( ! lett]s & reads ! gospel )\t mu* difficulty1 b c seldom at ! end ( a v]se1 tell ! cont5ts ( x4 ,! o!r discov]s consid]able quickness ( appreh5sion1 & ga9s k readily2 b z yet gives no evid5ce ( any he>t-"w begun4 ,him ,i int5d1 if x please ,god1 to appo9t tea*] ( a s*ool1 9 a %ort "t4 ,i "k n[ ( six *ildr51 ! (fspr+ ( native ,*ri/ians1 :om ,i wi% him to in/ruct2 two *ildr5 n[ att5d him4 8,( ! wom5 :o 7 c&idates = ,baptism1 "o1 x appe>s1 is liv+ 9 s93 & on my refus+ to baptize h] till ! fruits ( rep5tance %\ld appe> has giv5 up seek+ in/ruction4 ,! o!r appe>s v s9c]e2 %e comes a consid]able di/ance1 into ! ,=t1 twice a week 7on ,tuesdays & ,sundays7 & is h]self1 z f> z ,i "k1 ( unblemi%$ life4 ,b "s circum/ances connect$ ) h] daught]1 has made me def] ,baptism1 :i* seems to afflict h]2 & %e promises to pursue :atev] l9e ( conduct ,i may po9t out4 ,! difficulty is 9 sugge/+ :at ^! p are to d = an hone/ livelihood4 ,i am already engag$ 9 disbursem5ts beyond :at my pecuni>y circum/ances po9t out z prud5t2 & to tell !m to tru/ 9 ,provid5ce :il/ no means ( subsi/5ce appe>1 seems to sav\r too mu* ( fatalism4 8,let me1 !re=e1 conclude ) propos+ to ! consid]ation ( my bre?r51 ,! be/ mode ( employ+ native ,*ri/ians :o may be de/itute ( subsi/5ce8 ,& ,i ?9k to asc]ta9 ?is1 x may be ( s]vice to enquire1 ,:at are ! manufactures mo/ engag$ 9 at our diff]5t /ations8 ,&1 p]haps1 a b>t] might be e/abli%$ among !mselves1 )\t mu* ( our p]sonal int]f]5ce1 if communications 7 op5$ betwe5 !m2 :i* w\ld c]ta9ly be desirable40 ,9 a ,lett] to ,mr4 ,buckwor?1 writt5 a few days lat] ?an ! prec$+ ,report1 ,mr4 ,corrie ent]s m into detail respect+ 8 m9i/ry among ! hea!n1 & ! me?od ( tea*+ employ$ by ! native ,*ri/ian ( :om m5tion has s frequ5tly be5 made4 8,y\r welcome lett] ( ,febru>y la/ rea*$ me ,novemb] #a/3 & ,i sat d[n in/antly to read & answ] x2 & h fill$ ?ree %eets ( pap] :i* w\ld h be5 s5t _h opportunity (f]$2 &1 f y\r affection = myself1 w\ld h amus$ y4 ,i f9d on review1 h[ev]1 !y are v unsatisfactory2 & mu/ select f !m a mod]ate-siz$ epi/le4 ,y rightly suspect$ t ! climate might affect my body1 & by consequ5ce my spirits also2 z "s ( my lett]s to y w %ew2 b1 ?anks to ! ,"l our heal]1 ,i am z well1 & h be5 = "s "t1 z at any p]iod 9 my life4 ,m>y _h told me ( y\r pres5tation to ,d2 _h x tak5 place be=e ,i left ,engl&1 ! pleasure ( be+ a fell[-help] ) y w\ld probably h kept me !re = life2 b ,he :o kn[s :at is be/ = u has ord]$ x o!rwise2 & ,i am unspeakably cont5t4 ,at ! same "t1 ,i little knew my own unsuitabl5ess = ! "w ,i am engag$ 92 yet #8hi!rto ha? ! ,"l help$ me3' &1 ?\gh ,i groan "u a s5se ( my %ortcom+s1 ,he has n suff]$ me to g back f ,8 sacr$ ways3 & has1 moreov]1 giv5 ( ,8 ,div9e pres5ce4 ,^! opportunities ( writ+ call =? all my =m] feel+s t[>ds y2 & ,i am consci\s1 t ?\gh s widely sep>at$1 we are "o 9 ! ,"l ,*ri/4 ,b ,i mu/ refra91 & give y "s acc\nt ( matt]s "h40 ,aft] hav+ adv]t$ to ! fe>s ( ! ,indian ,gov]nm5t le/ ! animosity ( ! natives %\ld be excit$ by any attempts to conv]t !m to ,*ri/ianity1 ,mr4 ,corrie writes3 8,i suppose we %\ld be tak5 to task1 7 we to prea* 9 ! /reets & highways3 b o!r me?ods n less effectual are to be us$1 & less likely to produce popul> clam\r4 ,natives !mselves may & c be employ$1 ) ! greate/ advantage1 9 ,evangeliz+ _! bre?r51 :il/ ! ,m9i/] sup]9t5ds1 & directs & enc\rages4 ,i h great reason to be ?ankful1 t ! ,"l has rais$ up a native *ri/ian1 born ( ,roman ,ca?olic p>5ts1 :o1 f ,m>* la/1 has be5 daily ) me2 & n[1 hav+ acquir$ a suffici5t k ( ! way ( salvation1 is daily employ$ 9 in/ruct+ o!rs6 ,a despis$ race1 :om ! ,europeans h atta*$ to !mselves1 he> him ) great att5tion2 & "s ) evid5t pr(it4 ,he is at pres5t v ill2 b ,i tru/ ! ,"l w sp>e him to u1 :5 m ext5sive plans w be engag$ 94 8,at pres5t1 !re are sev5ty-five *ildr5 9 my native s*ools le>n+ to read1 :i* w t5d to und]m9e ! sup]/ructure ^: basis is ignorance2 & ,i purpose e/abli%+ a s*ool = native ,*ri/ian *ildr51 ( :om ,i "k n[ ( six1 & %all f9d m4 ,! bulk ( ! p are wret*$ly poor f _! indol5t habits1 :i* nev] let !m lay up = a ra9y day4 ,:5 a ,mahom$an gets a little money1 he usually sp5ds x 9 debau*]y2 & a ,h9doo works no m till x is gone4 ,?is is ! "* ( ! p3 h5ce1 begg>s innum]able sw>m2 _m truly wret*$ objects1 :o (t5 make "o retire ) ov]fl[+ eyes1 unable to supply !m all4 ,( ! ,europeans1 sev]al are v att5tive2 & my lab\r is evid5tly n 9 va91 ?\gh ,i "k only ( "o or two ,i c speak ( ) good hope4 ,( my ?ree de> "y fri5ds1 two are go+ on delightfully3 "o ( ^! has lately be5 ) a deta*m5t aga9/ a native pr9ce :o refus$ 8 tribute1 & saw "s hot "w3 twelve ( 8 bro!r (fic]s fell on ! occasion1 b he receiv$ only a slight w\nd 9 ! knee3 ! de> lad is mu* gr[n 9 spirituality s9ce !n2 & is n )\t trials ( #8cruel mock+s3' he writes to me once a week1 & ,i endeav\r1 by writ+ con/antly to him1 to enc\rage him to /& fa/4 ,away f ! means ( grace1 & )\t a s+le companion l-m9d$1 he pla9ly /&s by fai?4 ,! o!r at ,madras goes on well1 & has ! #8communion ( sa9ts' to resort to4 ,! ?ird1 a mo/ affectionate1 s5sible y\?1 is1 ,i fe>1 l$ captive2 ?\gh n1 ,i ?9k1 ) 8 w4 ,oh6 my he>t ye>ns ov] !m1 9 consid]ation ( ! _m1 _m ob/acles 9 _! way6 ,! demon t oppresses ,europeans 9 ?is l&1 #8goe? n out b by pray] & fa/+4' ,example1 opportunity1 solicitation allure !m to ! pa?s ( dea?2 & few1 alas1 return f !m6 ,^? ,i allude to1 are f eighte5 to tw5ty or !reab\ts2 f :i* y w see at once ! dang] !y are 940 ,on ! subject ( missions ,mr4 ,corrie adds3 8,! nature ( missions seems little und]/ood1 ev5 by ^? ^: he>ts ! ,"l incl9es = ! "w1 till !y come into x4 ,mr4 ,cecil's s]mon1 be=e ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& ,mission>y society1#cg ( :i* ,i h only se5 extracts1 is1 ,i ?9k1 an excell5t disc\rse on ?is subject4 ,! "w requires ! pati5ce ( a ,job1 ) ! prud5ce ( an ,apo/le3 & ,o1 ! self-d5ial requir$6 ,h[ little ,i am fit = ! "w1 my bro!r well kn[s2 yet "h1 by ! good provid5ce ( ,god1 ,i am well cont5t1 & det]m9$ to c\nt n ev5 #8life de>' s t ,i may make #8full pro( ( my m9i/ry1' & #8f9i% my c\rse ) joy4' ,i c\ld fill %eets ) conv]sations respect+ religion1 :i* ,i h _h mo/ days1 ) "s "o or o!r ( ! natives4 ,_! duplicity makes x1 beyond measure1 difficult to "k :5 !y are conv9c$1 or ev5 sil5c$4 ,! lea/ appe>ance ( impati5ce on my "p makes !m consid] me angry2 & n a ^w m w !y argue1 b yield e ?+4 ,i may say to y1 ! fri5d ( my bosom1 t my natural impati5ce is some:at abat$2 & ,i am n consci\s ( hav+ (f5d$ 9 ?is way (t52 b ev5 :at is ! effect ( eag]ness & zeal1 is con/ru$ into a passion1 by a p ^: highe/ p]fection consi/s 9 re/ra9+ ! feel+s1 & ^: despotic gov]nm5t r5d]$ disguise necess>y to exi/5ce & peace4 8,! same submissive disposition 9 ! p makes x difficult to "k :5 ,i am und]/ood2 z !y d n ei!r ackn[l$ge _! ignorance or ask explanation4 ,! dialects ( ! diff]5t prov9ces are s diff]5t z to make !m ne>ly diff]5t languages4444 ,among ! le>n$ & ! ,mahom$ans1 mu* ,p]sian & ,arabic is introduc$ into _! language1 :i* to ! ,h9doo is un9telligible2 &1 x is n[ well kn[n t a p]son :o le>ns ! language f books only1 w n be und]/ood by ! bulk ( ! p4 ,?is ,i am aw>e (1 & ask que/ions f ! wom5 above-m5tion$2 :5 ,i (t5 f9d ! mean+ has be5 imp]fectly1 or n at all und]/ood2 :i* leads to fre% explanation4 ,"o specim5 ( our mode ( proce$+1 ,i h made a memor&um (1 & :i* may amuse y3--,aft] hav+ read ! fir/ *apt] ( ,g5esis1 :i* ,i translat$1 ,i sugge/$ to ?is native ,*ri/ian to enl>ge ^u ! foll[+ heads1 :i* he did 9 ?is mann]1 #8,le>n1 fir/1 ! hon\r put ^u man by ,god3 ,he gave him dom9ion4' #8,see1' cont9u$ he1 #8! elephant2 "o bl[ ( 8 w\ld be in/ant dea?1 yet he goes "h & !re at man's ^w4' #8,obs]ve ! p[] ( ,god3 ,he comm&$1 & x 0 done1 c4' #8,let a man try to create an ant1 he _c d x2 let him try to make a hair1 he _c d x3 yet look at ! hills1 c41 ,god made !m2 & ?9k n t ,he us$ lab\r3 no1 ! ^w ( ,8 m\? 0 suffici5t4' ,i sugge/$1 #8,h[ ought we !n to fe> ?is great ,god6' ,he proce$$1 #8are y n afraid ( y\r ma/]s2 are y n fe>ful to (f5d !m le/ !y %\ld puni% y8' ,?is 0 s feel+ an appeal t !y answ]$1 #8,yes1 yes6' #8,o !n1' said he #8h[ ought y to fe> an inf9itely p[]ful ,god6 ,he is inf9ite 9 /r5g?2 &1 if y s9 aga9/ ,him1 y des]ve inf9ite puni%m5t3 & ?9k h[ great puni%m5t ,he w inflict6' ,"o ( !m at ?is fell a weep+4 ,i obs]v$1 #8,see ! goodness ( ,god 9 provid+ su* com=ts & accommodation = man 9 ?is _w4' ,he w5t on to speak ( ! great] love ( ,god 9 provid+ a salvation = our s\ls1 :i* he spoke ( ) mu* w>m?2 ! wom5 hang+ ^u 8 words4 ,^! occasions are (t5 productive ( sweet s5sations to my s\l3 :il/ yet ! want ( positive evid5ce ( grace 9 !m ! p s in/ruct$ g5]ally makes me to g heavily4 ,mo/ days are devot$ to close /udy ( ! native languages3 ! ,h9doo/anee prop] ,i c und]/&1 ?\gh n to speak x ) any flu5cy or accuracy3 & ,i also beg9 to "k a little ,p]sian1 :i* is a v agreeable /udy4 ,i rise at day-break1 breakfa/ betwe5 sev5 & eight1 take a slight repa/ ab\t "o1 & make my pr9cipal meal :5 ev5+ sets 94 ,!n my m9d is usually too exhau/$ = /udy1 & sweet w\ld be ! society ( "s ) :om ,i c\ld talk freely ( :at ,*ri/ did1 & said1 & suff]$ = u "h bel[4 ,= ! want ( su* society1 v little ( ! lively feel+ ,i enjoy$ 9 ,engl& ent]s into my exp]i5ce3 yet ,i am consci\s ( "s m boldness = ,*ri/1 & few] deviations f ,8 holy ways ?an be=e2 = :i* ,i adore ,8 free grace by :i* alone ,i /&4 ,^! expressions ,i owe to y\r affection1 :o w fe>1 p]haps1 = me2 le/ by any means ! tempt] ga9 ! bett] ( me4 ,o1 t ,i c\ld say ?is 7 nev] ! case6 ,yet1 ?\gh ,i %\ld ju/ly be deem$ a fool = ?us boa/+ to o!rs1 yet ,i may call ^u y to rejoice ) me t ,i h obta9$ help f ! ,"l ?us f>1 & h a hope t ,i %all nev] be a%am$4 8,f all t has pass$1 ,i see fur!r pro( t to prea* ne>ly or q ,*ri/ianity1 & live z ! _w lives1 is ! way to popul>ity3 to live & prea* s z to fancy to recomm5d ,*ri/ianity to ! c>nal m9d1 is ! way to be little e/eem$3 to live godly 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus is ! way to w9 s\ls1 & to obta9 fri5ds1 ) p]secution "h1 & ) ! c]ta9 expectation ( glory h]eaft]4 ,o ,holy ,gho/1 write ^! tru?s ) deep conviction on my m9d2 & let my s\l "k no?+ on e>? b ,jesus ,*ri/ & him crucifi$60 ,:5 x is consid]$ t ! lab\rs ( a native ,tea*] _c b be ( great importance1 ev5 9 ! mo/ effective /ate ( ,mission>y arrangem5ts1 x w n excite surprise t 9 ,mr4 ,corrie's circum/ances at ,*un>1 ! illness ( ! ,bettiah ,*ri/ian %\ld occasion him anxiety4 ,mr4 ,c's j\rnal1 h[ev]1 af=ds pleas+ evid5ce t ! ,bettiah-walla 9 8 sickness1 f\nd consolation 9 t gospel :i* he seems to h be5 e>ne/ly desir\s ( mak+ kn[n to 8 c\ntrym54 8,jan4 #g?4 ,i s5t (f to-day a copy ( ! ,gospels1 & ( ! ,morn+ ,pray]1 & ,t5 ,comm&m5ts1 to ,bettiah1 at ! reque/ ( a p]son :o is said to be ! ,sird>#ch ( ! ,*ri/ians !re1 & ( :om ev5 ! padras /& 9 awe3 he is repres5t$1 also1 z und]/&+ ,p]sian1 ,portuguese1 & a little ,lat94 ,i d9$ ) ,capta9 ,m----2 aft] sitt+ sil5t = "s "t1 ,i 0 induc$ by "s rem>ks ( ,major ,g5]al ----1 to ent] into a long argum5t 9 behalf ( ,*ri/ianity1 z ! ,g5]al ma9ta9$ ,mahom$anism to be equal to ,*ri/ianity3 ! argum5t arose f my rem>k+ t ,i ?\ght m5 w\ld inv>iably be guid$ 9 _! conduct respect+ temporal affairs by _! religi\s op9ions4 #8,?is1' he said1 #80 a great mi/ake1 & _h l$ to ! mo/ disa/r\s effects3 t no great] mis=tunes _h come on mank9d ?an ! cont5tions betwe5 ,*ri/ians on religi\s pret5ces4' ,i answ]$1 t ^! 7 n caus$ by ,*ri/ianity2 & ,gibbon himself be+ judge1 ,*ri/ianity 0 only ! pretext3 & on a comp>ison betwe5 ,*ri/ianity & ,mahom$anism1 ,i 0 enabl$ s to speak z to leave him )\t reply4 8,jan4 #aa?4 ,ye/]day1 ! ,bettiah-walla 0 seiz$ ) fev]4 ,i ask$ him h[ he 01 z x reg>d$ spiritual ?+s3 he said1 #8,happy4' ,to-day he is worse3 b1 9 answ] to my "q1 he told me1 #8t he 0 n afraid ( dea?1 b ( s94' ,9 ! ev5+ ,i took ,mr4 ,g4 to see him1 :o k9dly (f]$ 8 s]vices4 ,we f\nd him 9 dang]3 he told me t #88 m9d 0 fix$ on ,*ri/ ,jesus3 :o c\ld d all ?+s4' #8,i am1' said he1 #89 ,8 h&s2' &1 9 answ] to my "q1 he told me #8he f\nd com=t4' ,i h pray$ t ! ,"l w sp>e him2 & ,i tru/ he w be cont9u$ to ! ,*ur* "h4 8,jan4 #ag?4 ,! ,bettiah-walla bett]3 b v l[3 he speaks ( e ev5t z proce$+ f ! m]cy ( ,jesus4 ,aft] hav+ spok5 to him ( ! ,r$eem]1 ,i ask$ him if he rememb]$ ,*ri/'s words1 7,john iv4 #ac1 #ad47 #8he t dr9ke?1 c4' he took up ! words & f9i%$ ! passage1 add+1 ) a significant expression1 #8,h[ c ,i =get ,him8' ,& _m o!r decl>ations 7 add$ ( ,8 grace & greatness4 8,jan4 #ah?4 ,tw5ty-two wom5 att5d$1 & he>d ! hi/ory ( ,i%mael1 ) mu* att5tion4 ,! ,bettiah-walla1 speak+ ( ! tr\ble occasion$ to ,abraham & ,s>ah1 by ! /rife :i* arose f _! s9 9 ! matt] ( ,hag>1 spoke s feebly1 yet ) su* affection1 ( ! love ( ,*ri/1 ?r\gh :om !y receiv$ =giv5ess1 & ?r\gh :om we too mu/ seek =giv5ess1 t mo/ ( !m wept4 ,i c\ld sc>cely conta9 myself = joy4 ,o ,"l1 make ?y ^w effectual6 8,a ,tick\r woman :o 0 desir\s ( baptism 9 answ] to my que/ions1 & )\t any sugge/ion t c\ld lead to su* answ]s1 said1 #8t h] he>t is mu* employ$ 9 ?9k+ ( h] ,creator3 if x 7 n1 :at c\ld %e expect ( good ei!r "h or h]eaft]4' #bndly1 #8t ,god z ,creator & ,"l has a "r to comm& u2 & t %e is dispos$ to obey ,8 w 9 all ?+s4' #crdly1 #8t ,jesus ,*ri/ is ,god1 :o came into ! _w = u s9n]s1 & ?r\gh :om we may obta9 =giv5ess1 & ! fav\r ( ,god4' #d?ly1 #8t 9 ord] to ?is1 we mu/ lay hold ( ,him ) ! he>t1 pray to ,him1 & beg =giv5ess4' #e?ly1 #8t to be baptiz$1 & n to act ?us1 mu/ ne$s br+s d[n great] evils ^u u2 & 9 ! _w to come1 surely great de/ruction w be our lot1 c43' ) mu* m to ! same effect1 9 a _s ( seem+ s9c]ity & e>ne/ness4 8,jan4 #ca/4 #ahjh4 ,on ,friday ev5+1 ?irte5 wom5 7native7 att5d$ at ! b>racks4 ,s]geant ,w4 told me t 8 native wife1 a %ort "t s9ce1 ent]$ into a long conv]sation ) a ,brahm91 & exhort$ him to =sake 8 idolatry1 :i* he ackn[l$g$ to be unreasonable2 b ! loss ( ca/e fright5s him4 8,saturday1 ,feb4 #f4 ,j return$ f bury+ a drumm]'s wife4 ,! ,bettiah-walla expla9$ t ,i 0 n pray+ = ! dead1 b t we might h grace to walk 9 ,god's ways4 ,he told !m1 t :5 ! brea? is gone1 ! s\l is fix$ 9 an et]nal /ate2 & t 9 ! la/ day1 ! body too w be rais$ & p>take ) ! s\l ( happ9ess or mis]y3 he conclud$ ) an exhortation 79 :i* he mix$ _m quotations f scripture7 to wat* & pray t t day might n come ^u !m unaw>es4 ,_m natives 7 pres5t1 :o li/5$ ) deep att5tion2 except "o or two :o laugh$4 ,at my gate ,i f\nd a bl9d begg>1 :om ! ,bettiah-walla also exhort$ & :o w5t away2 z ,i h (t5 se5 ! poor glad to get a rupee & to be (f4 8,feby4 #aj?4 ,?is morn+ a ,brahm9 came to me1 :o decl>$ #8t ! ,sanscrit language is n ! inv5tion ( man1 b came f ,maha ,deva's#ci ,bni3 t f\r g5ii1 :o rema9 ab\t ! size ( *ildr5 ( eight ye>s ( age1 he>+ ! s\nd ( ! drum1 repeat$ ! s\nds1 f :5ce1 hav+ writt5 !m1 !y collect$ ! tw5ty-five lett]s ( ! alphabet4 ,on my ask+ him1 h[ s _m lett]s c\ld be collect$ f "o s\nd2 aft] "s dispute he said1 #8,maha ,deva's ,bni 0 n l to any n[ 9 size1 b at ! day ( judgm5t x w s\nd aga91 & /rike all ) horror4' ,i !n inquir$1 :o committ$ ?is language to writ+ 9 ! ,%a/]s8 ,he answ]$1 #8?ree ,fake]s1 to :om ! f\r g5ii communicat$ x4' ,on ask+ :]e !y liv$1 he m5tion$ #8a jungle ne> ! hill3' on ask+ :]e ! hill 01 he c\ld n tell2 &1 aft] a long argum5t1 w5t away promis+ to br+ a map1 & %ew me ! situation ( ! hill2 #8:i*1 h[ev]1 is beyond ! sn[y m\nta9s1 9 ! l& ( ! g5ii4' ,to ?is ,i object$1 t z ! ,%a/]s conf9$ ! resid5ce ( ! ,h9doos to ?is c\ntry1 ! religi\s m5 w\ld nev] call _! own place ( resid5ce unholy2 &1 !re=e1 x mu/ be 9 ?is l&4 ,we p>t$ ) ! promise ( 8 com+ aga94 8,feb4 #ab?4 ,ye/]day1 ! ,brahm9 came aga92 &1 aft] mu* conv]sation said1 #8!re is no diff]5ce 9 places2 & t only ! ignorant wor%ip /ones1 c41 b ! fe> ( popul> displeasure keeps !m sil5t4' ,9 ! ev5+1 he came aga91 & we _h a %>p dispute1 *iefly on ! di/ance ( places3 8 ,%a/]s describe ,h9doo/an z sev5ty-five millions ( miles long4 ,my moon%ee & ! ,brahm9 _h a w>m argum5t4 8,feb4 #ba/4 ,! ,tick\r woman gave notice t %e _h f\nd sponsors4 ,on call+ h]1 ,i ask$ h] if x 0 ! int5tion ( h] he>t to be ! slave ( ,jesus ,*ri/2 to :i* %e repli$ 9 ! affirmative1 ) great f]v5cy1 say+1 #8t x 0 h] desire to walk 9 ,8 pa?s always4' ,i rem9d$ h] ( :at ,i _h be5 read+ 9 ,john xiv41 #8,he t ha? my comm&m5ts1 & keepe? !m1 he x is t love? me2' to :i* %e answ]$1 #8t h] desire 0 to obey ,8 w2 t x may be well ) h] bo? 9 ?is life1 & ! next4' ,%e !n us$ "s expressions ( admiration at ! grace ( ,god to s9n]s2 & on my say+1 t :5 ! ,bettiah-walla return$1 ,i w\ld appo9t a day = baptism1 %e fell on ! gr\nd at my feet 9 te>s1 putt+ h] h& on my %oes1 & rais$ h] h& to h] =ehead4 ,on be+ ask$ a few days aft]w>ds #8:y %e s e>ne/ly desir$ baptism2' %e said1 #8t %e might be direct$ 9 ! "r way2 obta9 p>don ( s9s & receive ,god's m]cy2 bo? 9 ?is _w & t :i* is to come4' ,%e !n ent]$ on a long hi/ory ( h] life1 told me t h] husb& di$ & left h] 9 pov]ty1 t %e w5t ab\t begg+1 till h] daught] 0 m>ri$1 :o1 aft] mu* ill usage1 0 at l5g? left de/itute2 & n[1 to h] grief1 is connect$ ) ,p4 #8,x 0 ( no use1' %e said1 #8to walk 9 ,god's laws1 & 9 ?is way1 = ?ree or f\r days2 or1 9 attempt+ to deceive me1 = t ,god kn[s h] he>t2 & %\ld %e attempt to deceive me1 ,god w\ld puni% h] bo? 9 ?is _w1 & ! next4' ,i left h]1 desir+ h] to consid] :e!r %e w\ld cause h] daught] to take a sep>ate h\se2 :i* is evid5tly a trial to h]1 & :i* w1 9 good e>ne/1 prove h] s9c]ity1 if %e does40 ,! fir/ anniv]s>y ( ,mr4 ,corrie's m9i/]ial connexion ) ,*un> is ?us commemorat$ 9 8 ,j\rnal3 8,x is a ye> to-day ,feb4 #bb4 s9ce ,i comm5c$ my public duty at ,*un>2 &1 on consid]+ ! way 9 :i* ! ,"l ha? l$ me dur+ t p]iod1 ,i f9d great cause = ?ankfulness t ,i h n lab\r$ 9 va93 "s doors ( usefulness h be5 op5$1 & "s good has be5 done4 ,_m among/ ! invalids are alt]$ = ! bett] 9 _! conduct2 sev]al ( !m h m>ri$1 & two artill]y-m51 ,i w\ld fa9 hope1 are s]i\s & impress$4 ,among/ ! ,h9doos1 "s1 ,i tru/1 h be5 br\ght to ! k ( ,jesus ,*ri/2 yet1 ,i ?9k1 ,i am n s spiritually-m9d$ z ,i 0 be=e ,i left ,engl&3 ?\gh1 ,i ?9k1 ,i am m con/antly fix$1 & m undeviat+ly aim+1 at ! end ( my m9i/ry2 yet ,i fe> t ! w>m? ( spiritual affection is gone2 b ,i w #8d aga9 my fir/ works4' ,o ?\ :om my s\l love?1 grant me t #8gold1 :ite raim5t1 & aye salve1' :i* ?\ ha/ 9 /ore = ne$y creatures2 heal me = ?y m]cies' sake60 ,x has be5 already /at$ t ! ,europeans at ,secrole 7 reg>d$ by ,mr4 ,corrie z "p ( 8 m9i/]ial *>ge2 b z ,secrole 0 a k9d ( suburb to ,b5>es1 he 0 necess>ily br\ght into contact ) ! ,h9doos resid5t 9 & ab\t t #8v citadel ( ,idolatry4' ,hi!rto1 h[ev]1 x does n appe> t any opportunity _h occurr$ to ,mr4 ,c4 = see+ mu* ( ! native city4 ,"u date1 !re=e1 ( ,m>* #b1 #ahjh1 he writes3 8,ye/]day morn+1 desir+ to see ,b5>es1 ,i w5t d[n ! ,ganges 9 a small boat2 b 0 greatly disappo9t$ at ! appe>ance ( ! city1 :i* /&s entirely on ! we/ side ( ! riv]4 ,"o place1 ! resid5ce ( ,bad%ahzada1 has ! appe>ance ( ru9$ magnific5ce2 & sev]al ghauts are ext5sive & lab\r$ monum5ts ( sup]/ition3 b ! smallness ( dim5sions ( ! build+s ar\nd makes !m appe> no?+1 to an ,european4 ,amid/ !m all1 ,i came to ! ,briti% flag1 fly+ at ! ,ghaut ,mangees /airs1 :i* excit$ grateful s5sations4 ,idolatry is pla9ly on ! decay4 ,our boat l9e gett+ entangl$ ) ano!r boat1 mu* abuse 0 be/[$ on ! ,f]+hee40 ,mr4 ,corrie relates1 t on ?is occasion he prea*$ to "s natives ( ,b5>es1 z well z gave in/ruction to ! ,european soldi]y4 ,?ree weeks lat] ?an ?is visit he 0 call$ ^u to baptize a ,brahm91 :o aft] _m /ruggl+s ( consci5ce _h be5 /r5g!n$ by ! grace ( ,god to #8confess ! fai? ( ,*ri/ crucifi$4' ,an acc\nt ( ?is ev5t is giv5 by ,mr4 ,c4 9 a lett] to 8 fa!r1 dat$ ,m>* #be1 #ahjh4dj 8,i h to tell y ( ! baptism ( a ,brahm9 at ,b5>es1 on ,w$nesday la/1 :5 ,i 0 d[n !re1 :i* w gratify y mu*4 ,y mu/ rememb] t he und]/&s en\gh ( ,engli% = common purposes2 & mo/ ( our conv]sation 0 9 ,engli%4 ,he came to me 9 ,septemb] la/1 z ,i wrote to "s ( y2 he _h be=e be5 seek+ aft] tru?2 & a pi\s m]*ant at ,b5>es _h giv5 him a ,book ( ,common ,pray]3 ?is 0 ! *ief in/rum5t 9 8 conv]sion4 ,! two answ]s respect+ #8our duty t[>ds ,god & our duty t[>ds our neighb\r' /ruck him =cibly2 & he le>n$ _m ( ! pray]s1 & mu* ( ! cate*ism by he>t4 ,he 01 h[ev]1 greatly av]se to baptism 9 ,septemb]1 & argu$ t he c\ld s]ve ,god 9 private1 & ev5 promote ,8 cause m1 :il/ he refra9$ f ! op5 pr(ession ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,i po9t$ out f ,m>k xvi4 #af1 & ,john iii4 ! necessity ( att5d+ to #8! outw>d & visible sign1 z well z ! inw>d & spiritual grace1' if we w\ld #8make our call+ & election sure4' ,he left me ) te>s1 ackn[l$g+ t ,i spoke tru?2 b abs5t$ himself until ,janu>y la/1 :5 he aga9 w5t to ! pi\s m]*ant1 say+ he _h be5 v ill1 & n[ f\nd t none b ,jesus ,*ri/ c\ld save him3 he w\ld1 !re=e1 give up all = ,*ri/4 ,aft] mu* int]c\rse1 on ,tuesday la/ ,i ask$ him1 #8,are y will+ to be baptiz$8' ,answ]1 #8,yes1 ,i h no o!r ,"l1 no o!r ,savi\r1 b ,jesus ,*ri/3 ,he is ,god1 & my ,god4' ,:at makes y ?9k ,him ,god8 ,answ]1--#8,:y1 ,sahib1 ,i don't "k h[ _m times ,i may h be5 9 ! _w be=e1 or :e!r born at all1 or n1 be=e ?is "t2 b ,i h cont9u$ a great s9n] /ill1 7! ,h9doos believe 9 ! metempsy*osis17 a v great s9n]1 ,i believe3 ,i w5t to ,jugg]naut & "h to ,b5>es1 & "h & !re 7m5tion+ o!r places7 to poojah 7wor%ip27 b ,i 0 /ill v bad1 ,sahib1 v great s9n]4 ,:5 ,i f\nd no good among ,h9doos' wor%ip1 ,i w5t to ,musselmans1' to ,luckn[1 7m5tion+ a great mahom$an doctor !re17 to enquire2 b f\nd no good 9 ,musselmans' religion2 b all bad1 v bad4 ,!n ,i met ) ! t5 comm&m5ts1 & ^! two1 my duty t[>ds ,god1 & my duty t[>ds my neighb\r3 ?is my he>t say good1 v good3 ?is is ,jesus ,*ri/'s ^w1 & ,i pray to ,him = ,8 grace1 & ,he gave me und]/&+3 n[ ,i "k ! true ,god2 my he>t love ,8 ^w2 & ,i no m love s91 or bad way2 !re=e1 ,i "k ,jesus ,*ri/ is ,god1' ) m to ! same effect4 7,y w p]ceive t if m5 set !mselves to seek ,*ri/ 9 ?is way1 we %\ld h no ,arians or ,soc9ians47 ,i !n ask$1 ,:at d y ?9k w be aft] dea?8 ,answ]1 #8,i %all g to ,god2 :at else1 ,sahib8 ,n[ ,he has giv5 me grace1 ,i am all light )93 w ,he put light ) d>kness aga98 ,no1 ,i %all g to ,god aft] dea?4' ,w y =sake y\r family & fri5ds8 ,answ]1 #8,my fa!r1 ,sahib1 v old3 he wa% 9 ,ganges1 & make poojah3 ,i _c help him1 b ,i w love him1 ,i w hon\r him1 z ,jesus ,*ri/'s ^w is3 ,o6 ,i _c help him1 b ,i w make pray] = him3 ,i mu/ foll[ my ,"l ,*ri/2 !re is no ,savi\r b ,he3 ,h9doos1 ,musselmans1 all wor%ip devils1' ) m to t effect--add+ #8,ev] s9ce ,i 0 ) y1 ,sahib1 my he>t 0 full1 & n[1 if y please1 ,i w be baptiz$4' ,aft] pray]1 we sep>at$3 next day :5 he came to me1 ,i ask$ him1 #8,h y ?\ght mu* ( ! matt]1 & are y will+ to =sake all = ,*ri/8' ,he answ]$1 #8,i h made mu* pray] to ,god = ,8 grace2 & n[ ,i w =sake all = my ,"l ,*ri/3 y w pray1 ,sahib1 t ,he w wa% me1 & make me clean3 y w m5tion be=e ,him = ! old s9n]1 a v great s9n]1 an old rogue1 v bad1 v bad s9n]2 t ,he w save me1 & give me grace1 t ,i may love ,him ) all my he>t4 ,i _c keep ,8 comm&m5ts )\t 8 grace2 b ,i w pray always1 & love ,him1 & cleave to ,him 7lay+ hold ( 8 own g>m5t ) eag]ness27 &1 ,i w always speak tru?1 & take c>e ( my words4' ,all ?is ) ! expressive action ( ! natives1 :o h m action ?an ev5 ! ,fr5* 9 conv]sation4 ,at ! "t ( adm9i/]+ ! sacram5t ( baptism1 he made ! responses f ! ,book ( ,common ,pray]1 ) mu* feel+3 :5 address$ 9 ! s]vice1 he %ew$ ! mo/ lively att5tion1 & 0 v e>ne/ 9 ! pray]s3 aft] ! s]vice1 he %ook h&s ) all pres5t1 express$ ) te>s 8 ?ankfulness to ,god = 8 m]cy to s great a s9n]2 & said he w\ld s]ve ,him = ev]1 & devote all 8 "t to le>n+ ,8 ^w m p]fectly t he might in/ruct o!rs40 ,al?\gh !re 0 mu* to com=t & enc\rage ,mr4 ,corrie 9 ?is manife/ example ( ! p[] ( div9e grace1 9 ! conv]sion ( ?is ,brahm92 yet by an entry 9 8 j\rnal1 dat$ ,m>* #ca/1 we f9d him compla9+3-- 8,i h = sev]al days lab\r$ "u sad spiritual decay2 & h be5 dreadfully oppress$ ) ! fe> ( man2 & v backw>d to e good ^w & "w4 ,:5 ! ,brahm9 cons5t$ to be baptiz$ on ,tuesday1 ! enemy rais$ an al>m 9 my m9d respect+ :at ! effect might be2 tumults among ! natives2 ang] on ! "p ( ! ,europeans2 removal by ! gov]nm5t3 ^! sugge/ions greatly di/ract$ me3 & ,i got me to my ,"l "r humbly1 :o m]cifully deliv]$ me f all ^! fe>s2 & all ^! difficulties vani%$2 yet1 at ! "t1 ,i felt none ( t joy or gratitude ,i ought1 on acc\nt ( ! triumph ( ! cross40 ,! ,j\rnal proce$s3 8,april #aj?1 #ahjh4 ,to-day ,i am ?irty-"o ye>s ( age4 ,i praise ,god t ,i am 9 ! l& ( pray]2 ,i h be5 pray+ = a "r _s ( self-exam9ation4 ,x /rikes me z rem>kable 9 my exp]i5ce1 t al?\gh ,i c\ld be always on my knees1 ,i am usually /rait5$1 p]plex$1 & confus$ 9 pray]3 w&]+ ?\ghts p]plex me beyond measure2 & my imag9ation is wild & tr\bl$1 yet )\t ord]1 ev5 9 va9ly fly+ f "o sc5e to ano!r1 & mus+ on ! greate/ improbabilities4 ,my m9d is1 ?r\gh grace1 settl$ & gr\nd$ 9 ! ways ( ,*ri/2 &1 ,i am p]suad$ t ,i %all nev] leave ! heav5ly way1 because ! ,"l w keep me 9 fe> ( =sak+ x4 ,i h no enjoym5t 9 worldly company1 or amusem5ts2 o!rwise1 ,i h no?+ ( assurance1 z ,i h und]/ood x3 & ?\gh ,i cons5t to e tittle /at$ 9 our #ag? ,article1 x works no?+ ( #8unclean liv+ or presumption4' ,x does1 h[ev]1 pres]ve me f despair2 =1 ,i nev] %\ld be deliv]$ b by ! ,_s ( ,*ri/3 nor1 c\ld ,i hope t ,8 graci\s influ5ce w\ld be grant$ to my pray]s1 7 x n = ! unconditional1 cov5ant$1 love ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,i h _m %ort1 b sweet1 visits ( heav5ly grace4 ,my s\l is frequ5tly melt$ d[n 9 praise1 = ! ,div9e condesc5sion t[>ds me2 b little ( abid+ joy1 or realiz+ fai?1 /ays ) me4 ,i f9d #8! "w ( righte\sness' to be #8peace4' ,m ( my "t has be5 employ$ = ,god1 ?an ,i c\ld once h ?\ght possible to give2 yet few days pass t my s\l is n ov]:elm$ ) a s5se ( %ort-com+3 h5ce1 ,?\1 ,o ,*ri/1 art all ,i want6 8,we h _h "s slight awak5+s "h 7,*un>7 dur+ ! pa/ ye>3 "o 9 ,augu/2 b x is1 ,i fe>1 come to no?+1 except ,h4 :o may h f\nd m]cy ( ! ,"l3 ! o!rs h turn$ backw>d1 & ----1 di$ 9 consequ5ce ( intoxication4 ,at pres5t a great] enquiry is excit$ ?an ev]3 ?ree are come out 7f ! _w7 & sev]al are anxi\sly conc]n$4 #8,! ,"l kn[e? !m t are ,84' ,n[1 my s\l1 look to x le/ ?\ let any ( ^? ?+s #8slip' :i* ?\ ha/ he>d & le>n$ ( ,jesus4 ,o1 = a _s ( grace & supplication3 = #8good und]/&+ 9 ! ways ( godl9ess4' ,o1 = ! conv]sion ( s\ls6 ,"l1 he> me 9 ^! matt]s3 prosp] ?y "w2 let ?9e own k+dom come4 ,bless my c\ntry1 my family1 my fri5ds3 &1 ,o1 accept a poor worm :o (f]s himself unto ,!e4 ,take me1 z ?y de>-b\ght pur*ase2 & secure me unto ?yself4 ,let my life br+ glory to ?y "n2 & my dea? be> te/imony to ,?y fai?fulness & tru?3 let me live1 & die to ,*ri/ ,jesus1 ,am56 8,9 ! aft]noon1 ,i baptiz$ ! ,tick\r woman1 by ! "n ( #8,m>y4' ,satan cont9ues to m> my com=t2 ?\gh he _c1 ?r\gh ! grace ( ,*ri/1 prev5t ! ^w ( ,god4 ,:5 ,i baptiz$ ! ,brahm91 he rais$ 9 my m9d su* a fe> ( ! ang] ( ^? 9 p[] z almo/ drove me to my wits' end3 b n[ ,i see t all 0 ov]-rul$ = good1 9 ord] to prev5t my ov]we5+ conceit ( myself 9 ?is matt]40 ,x w h be5 obs]v$1 t ,mr4 ,corrie n unfrequ5tly compla9$ ( ! loss ( heal?4 ,! cause might no d\bt be trac$ to 8 want ( due reg>d to ! try+ nature ( ! climate ( ,india to an ,european con/itution4 ,repeat$ notices occur1 !re=e1 9 ,mr4 ,c4's ,j\rnal & ,lett]s1 ( a languor & g5]al debility :i* ?reat5$ to lay him altoge!r aside f duty1 if n to r5d] x necess>y = him to quit ! c\ntry4 ,at ?is "t1 h[ev]1 a mat]ial *ange = ! bett] seems to h tak5 place 9 8 heal?2 = 9 writ+ to 8 fa!r "u date ( ,april1 #bj1 #ahjh4 ,mr4 ,c4 rem>ks1 8,a graci\s ,provid5ce :o has foll[$ u ) goodness & m]cy all our days1 has prosp]$ me ?us f>4 ,y w bless ,god ) me1 :o upholds me 9 p]fect heal? 444 a mo/ surpris+ *ange seems to h pass$ ^u my con/itution1 s t ,i feel v little inconv5i5ce f ! heat4 ,la/ ye> ,i 0 oblig$ to h rec\rse to m$ic9e to keep me f fa9t+2 n[1 ?\gh ! hot w9ds h be5 bl[+ "s weeks1 ,i feel active & *e]ful z :5 ) y4 ,a sigh ( regret at our sep>ation (t51 inde$1 int]rupts my joys1 & s5ds me ) te>s n unfrequ5tly to y\r ,fa!r & my ,fa!r1 to y\r ,god & my ,god4 ,o1 praise to a preci\s ,r$eem]1 ?r\gh ^: love & grace s la/+ an union has be5 br\ght ab\t1 :i* swall[s up ev5 natural ties1 or r rivets !m by an indissoluble bond6 ,all pa9ful idea ( sep>ation & di/ance is lo/ 9 ! consid]ation ( t bett] c\ntry1 :]e we %all meet to "p no m = ev]6 8,y w rejoice to he> t ! ^w ( ,god is n )\t increas+ witness among ! soldi]s4 ,eighte5 att5d$ ! sacram5t ( ! ,"l's supp] on ,ea/]-day1 mo/ ( :om are s]i\s & att5tive2 & _m are regul> at our ev5+ wor%ip1 :]e !y att5d volunt>ily4 ,among _! wives also great att5tion cont9ues to be paid2 & k1 at lea/1 is increas$4 ,! ,brahm9 :om ,i baptiz$ came up 7f ,b5>es7 la/ ,sunday2 & aft] att5d+ wor%ip 9 ,h9doo/anee1 express$ mu* delight4 ,he propos$1 z a d\bt1 :at w\ld once h be5 an article ( fai? ) him3--#8,sahib1 y h be5 s little :ile 9 ?is c\ntry1 & yet "k ! language s well1 ,i ?9k y mu/ h be5 a ,h9doo be=e y 7 born 9 ,engl&1 &1 !re=e1 y\r fre% language came to y s quick aga94' ,a =tnight s9ce1 ,i baptiz$ a woman1 :o is evid5tly seek+ s9c]ely ! k+dom ( ,god4 ,ye/]day1 %e express$ h] gratitude = in/ruction1 by say+1 #8,i am a poor woman1 & h no?+ to (f] to ,sahib 9 return = 8 fav\r1 except ?ree f[ls :i* ,i %all s5d to-morr[1 if he w please to accept !m4' ,on my say+1 ,god has giv5 me pl5ty1 %e said1 #8,true1' b x is my duty to lay my neck b5ea? ,sahib's feet4' ,! language ( ! common p is1 inde$1 full ( complim5t2 b none ( !m %[ a disposition to give any ?+ away1 except 9 "s in/ances :]e grace seems to op5 _! he>ts4 ,ano!r1 ! wife ( an ,european1 :o seems ! be/ ,*ri/ian ( !m all1 on my notic+ a little dog1 s5t x to me next day1 begg+ my acceptance ( x4 ,to excuse myself1 ,i said x 0 too "y1 & %e is n[ keep+ x = my si/]1 & takes great pa9s 9 tea*+ x to beg1 c4 t my si/] may be amus$ ) x :5 %e arrives40 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,buckwor?4 8,april #be1 #ahjh4 8,! heat ( ! climate induces a despond5cy entirely unkn[n to y4 ,i p]ceive pla9ly t ?is despond5cy n a little infect$ my m9d mo/ ( ! la/ hot wea!r2 :i* 01 p]haps1 increas$ by cont9u$ ill heal?4 ,i h be5 enabl$1 h[ev]1 to hold fa/ my integrity2 nor ev] h h&l$ ! ^w ( ,god deceitfully2 nor has ! ^w be5 )\t witness4 ,a great increase is n[ made to my ev5+ congregations1 :i* are my only joy1 !y com+ volunt>ily2 & on ,w$nesday next1 ,i beg9 a weekly lecture4444 ,i am1 ?r\gh m]cy1 n[ 9 p]fect heal?1 & usual spirits2 & see x #8good = me to h be5 9 tr\ble4' ,my pres5t mode ( pass+ my "t w give y1 p]haps1 pleasure1 c]ta9ly amusem5t4 ,on an av]age ,i d n d9e f home above once a week1 & seldom see any ( my equals "h1 except a family1 :o1 ,i hope1 are pi\s1 ?\gh _! progress is sl[4 ,f morn+ 7five o'clock till eight7 ,i att5d to my own private affairs1 ) a little ex]cise3 !n till ?ree or f\r1 le>n ! native languages2 :5 e day1 ei!r "s ( ! natives come to me to read ! ,scriptures1 or ,i att5d "s place ( meet+ = t purpose4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn writes to me weekly3 he is prep>+ a copy ( ! gospels 9 ,h9doo/anee = ! press2 ?is w be an invaluable acquisition3 ! "o we h is s le>n$ z to be un9telligible to ! vulg> = ! mo/ "p4 ,i h alt]$ ! v]sion ( ,/4 ,john's ,gospel :i* we use4 ,! ,acts ( ! ,apo/les especially delight ! native tea*]3 ,i h told y ( ----2 y w\ld be surpris$ to see ! effect x has ^u him2 & ! eag]ness by :i* x is he>d by o!rs4 ,i feel x to be too little reg>d$ by myself1 & am too apt to consid] ! div9e manna a common ?+4 ,i s5d my fa!r by ^! %ips ! hi/ory ( a ,brahm9's conv]sion1 :om ,i lately baptis$4#da ,i baptiz$ a woman a =tnight s9ce2 & sev]al ( ! soldi]s' native wives4 ,s9n]s are pla9ly "u good impressions2 b1 ,oh6 ! pati5ce & p]sev]ance necess>y to deal ) !m6 8,dr4 ,bu*anan is on 8 way home3 :atev] he may publi% w give y a true & cle> insight into religi\s affairs "h2 except t y c h no idea ( ! magnitude ( ! "w ( conv]sion1 unless y 7 "h40 ,9 ! ,j\rnal1 ,mr4 ,corrie relates 8,may #ad?4 ,ye/]day morn+1 ,i w5t to ,:eatley's hospital4 ,! ,dhobee#db only seems truly 9 e>ne/3 he said t s9ce he fir/ he>d ! ^w1 8 he>t _h be5 mu* tak5 ) x2 t ! m he he>s x1 ! m he e/eems x2 & t he is happy 9 x4 #8,jesus ,*ri/1' he says1 #8is ! creator & pres]v] ( all ?+s1 :o w take him to ,god's pres5ce2 or if n1 ,8 w be done3 yet he w s]ve ,him2 & has =sak5 ,satan's works1 & w return to !m no m4 ,satan's works are wor%ipp+ /ones1 poojah1 c4 c4' ,"h "o ( ! by/&]s said1 #8,satan's works are also ly+1 /eal+1 c4 c4' ,to-night ,anselmo#dc is ill4 ,on my speak+ to him1 he said1 #8,:e!r well or ill1 ,i am always begg+ = p>don ( s9 f ,jesus ,*ri/3 ,i am n des]v+ ( x1 b am wor?y ( hell2 yet1 z ,he di$ = s9n]s1 ,god = ,8 sake w he> me3 ?is is my con/ant hope2 b n[1 inde$1 ,i ne$ m grace & support4'--,praise ,god = ^! ?+s4 ,o = pati5ce & p]sev]ance 9 ! ,"l's "w6 8,,secrole4 ,july #be?4 ,accord+ to leave obta9$1 & notice giv51 ,i came d[n on ,friday ev5+ ) ! view to p]=m div9e s]vice ye/]day4 ,on ,saturday morn+1 ,i wait$ on ! g5]al1 :o receiv$ me ) ! mo/ *ill+ coolness4 ,he told me t he _h no?+ to d ) div9e s]vice1 or ! artill]y-m52 & t he %\ld n int]f]e3 he _h he>d no?+ ( div9e s]vice1 except f my application4 ,mr4 ----1 :o _h be5 =w>d = my com+ d[n1 on he>+ ( my arrival flew q (f1 & said1 #8!y c\ld d z well n[ z be=e1 )\t div9e s]vice1' he1 h[ev]1 came ye/]day morn+4 ,a congregation ( at lea/ sixty assembl$2 & aft] s]vice1 ,mr4 ,a4 ?ank$ me1 & said he hop$ !y %\ld give me enc\ragem5t to come among/ !m (t5]4 ,aft]w>ds1 ! ,brigade ,major came ) a message f ! g5]al1 7:o did n come to *ur*7 say+1 t ,i 0 #8at lib]ty to come & g z ,i pleas$1 b ! artill]y-m5 & (fic]s c\ld n be p]mitt$ to att5d s f> f ! l9es1 = fe> ( ! natives seiz+ ! guns :il/ !y 7 at a di/ance3 if ! c\rt-h\se 7 us$ to assemble 91 or a place ( wor%ip erect$ ne> ! l9es1 he %\ld h no objection2 b all ?is 0 to be kept a secret4' ,well3 bless$ be ,god1 :o ha? op5$ a door "h = ,8 ^w6 ,_h !re be5 no ob/acles ?r[n 9 ! way1 x w\ld h be5 unusual4 ,satan nev] yet freely & )\t a /ruggle1 resign$ 8 dom9ion4 ,o ,"l1 ,i h no might or skill to resi/ ?is great enemy2 nei!r "k ,i :at to d2 b m9e eyes are t[>ds !e6 ,9 ! morn+ s]vice1 ,i 0 sadly amaz$ by ! pres5ce ( s _m ( ! great ones ( ! e>?2 b aft] ! s]vice comm5c$1 ^! feel+s vani%$4 8,aug4 #bd?4 ,on ,monday ,i w5t to ,mirzapore1 :]e ,i saw an old ,fake]1 ! mo/ wret*$ victim ( sup]/ition ,i h met )4 ,he has be5 a great travell]1 & by ! /range noises he utt]s1 & ! inhuman appe>ance he puts on1 causes ! p to take him = "s great "o4 ,he /ruck me z /rongly "u ,satanic influ5ce4 ,i endeav\r$ to ga9 f him "s idea ( 8 cre$2 b c\ld n4 ,n>s+ha1 :o is celebrat$ 9 ! ,bhagavat ,geeta1#dd is 8 titul> deity1 :om he consid]s equal to ! o!r gods4 ,i am conf\nd$ at ! ?\ght t1 f ! conduct ( ! ,engli% pres5t1 ,i 0 prev5t$ w>n+ him z ,i ought ( 8 dang]4 8,aug4 #ca/4 ,ye/]day 0 sp5t at ,ghazeepore2 mu* talk ab\t religion1 & religi\s p2 b little religi\s conv]sation4 ,9 pray]1 ,i h be5 sometimes enabl$ to make my #8reque/s kn[n ) ?anksgiv+2' b h felt great backw>dness to ! public s]vices ( ! ,*ur*4 #8,"l1 be m]ciful to me a s9n]6' = t ,i suff]$ ! ra9 to prev5t me f go+ to ! ev5+ wor%ip2 & t :5 ,i h spok5 unto ! m51 x has be5 9 a cold & indiff]5t mann]6 ,i see 9 ,rob9son#de ( ,cambridge 7^: life ,i read ye/]day7 h[ f> a p]son1 & ev5 a m9i/] ( religion may g1 & yet be z #8s\nd+ brass or a t9kl+ symbol4'0 #cg ,pr9t$ 9 ! ,proce$+s ( t ,society1 vol4 i4 p4 #agi1 & seq4 #ch ,head4 #ci ,! ,*ief ,deity4 #dj ,! sub/ance ( ?is acc\nt 0 aft]w>ds pr9t$ 9 ! ,mission>y ,regi/]1 vol4 i4 p4 #cag1 & seq4 #da ,see above pp4 #aaj1 c4 #db ,a ,native wa%]man4 #dc ,=m]ly a ,roman ,ca?olic4 ,see bel[ p4 #abe4 #dd ,a poetical ,exposition ( ! doctr9es ( a p>ticul> s*ool ( ,h9doo ,!ology4 ,x =ms an ,episode 9 ! ,maha ,bh>at1 "o ( ! great ,h9doo ,poems1 & has be5 translat$ by ,wilk9s4 ,an ab/ract ( x is giv5 9 ! ,qu>t]ly ,review1 ,vol4 #de4 #de ,an ,anabapti/ prea*]1 celebrat$ 9 8 day = 8 extreme op9ions1 bo? z respect$ politics & religion2 :o1 aft] hav+ writt5 a #8,plea = ! ,div9ity ( ,*ri/1' reject$ ,*ri/ianity & di$ a ,soc9ian4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,,visit ,,to ,,calcutta--,,arrival ,,( ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ,septemb] #ahjh1 ,mr4 ,corrie left ,*un>1 = ! purpose ( meet+ 8 si/] at ,calcutta on h] expect$ arrival f ,engl&2 & on 8 way ?i!r he sp5t "s weeks ) ,mr4 ,m>tyn1 at ,d9apore4 ,sev]al =ebod+ expressions occur 9 ,mr4 ,corrie's ,j\rnal respect+ ! possible t]m9ation ( ! unsatisfactory /ate ( heal? 9 :i* he f\nd ,mr4 ,m>tyn4 ,) ! purpose1 !re=e1 ( reliev+ t excell5t p]son f ! pressure ( cl]ical duty1 ,mr4 ,c4 rema9$ long] at ,d9apore ?an he _h at fir/ int5d$4 ,( ,mr4 ,m>tyn1 also1 he writes1 8,he ent]ta9s ! op9ion t he %all die be=e long2 & desir$ me to tell ,mr4 ,br[n t %\ld he die be=e my return1 he tru/$ he is 9 ! ,"l1 & happy4 ,he wi%es1 if x please ,god1 to be sp>$ on acc\nt ( ! translations1 b ) great e>ne/ness he said1 #8,i wi% to h my :ole s\l swall[$ up 9 ! w ( ,god4' ,he !n obs]v$1 #8,:5 ,i look back1 ,i see no?+ t af=ds me satisfaction3 all my consolation fl[s f ! free grace t is 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus3--t grace :i* is n[ (f]$ to-day1 ?is is alone :at com=ts my s\l4'0 ,consid]+ ! bro!rly affection t subsi/$ betwe5 ! two fri5ds1 x _c be a matt] ( surprise1 t :51 "u ^! circum/ances1 ! "t = p>t+ approa*$1 ,mr4 ,c4 %\ld h exp]i5c$ "s depression ( spirits4 8,?is morn+10 he writes1 80 a m\rnful "t ) me4 ,i c\ld sc>cely express myself f ! acut5ess ( my feel+s1 b tri$ to suppress !m4 ,i h no idea1 h[ev]1 b t ,i %all meet him aga91 if ,i am sp>$ to return2 b ,o6 let me n boa/ ( to-morr[1 b le>n to die daily40 ,:5 ,mr4 ,corrie rea*$ ,calcutta1 8 joy on meet+ a belov$ si/] 0 some:at modifi$ by ! intellig5ce :i* %e br\ght t "o ( 8 lett]s#df _h be5 pr9t$ 9 an ,engli% p]iodical4 ,! di/ress & al>m :i* ?is circum/ance occasion$ ,mr4 ,corrie w be readily acc\nt$ =1 :5 x is recollect$ t a viol5t dread ( ,mission>y op]ations 9 ,india1 _h at t "t tak5 possession ( ! m9ds ( _m influ5tial p]sons1 & t a motion _h ev5 be5 submitt$ to ! ,c\rt ( ,ea/ ,india proprietors = expell+ f ,india1 all ! ,*ri/ian ,mission>ies :o 7 !n lab\r+ !re2 & = prev5t+ ! circulation ( ! ,scriptures 9 any ( ! languages ( ! ,ea/4 ,no?+ c\ld be m probable1 !re=e1 ?an t ! publication ( any acc\nts ( ,mr4 ,corrie's lab\rs among ! hea!n1 w\ld draw d[n ^u him ! displeasure ( ! ,indian gov]nm5t4 ,t su*1 at lea/1 0 ! p]suasion ( ,mr4 ,c4 is pla9 en\gh1 = 9 ann\nc+ to a relative1 ! safe arrival ( 8 si/] 9 ,calcutta1 he adds3-- 8,i receiv$ little ( pa9ful intellig5ce by h] except ! news ( my lett] to ,buckwor? be+ publi%$4 ,i tru/ he has n publi%$ any m ( !m4 ,i _c write to him j yet on ! subject1 le/ ,i %\ld say some?+ t might w\nd 8 feel+s3 he has caus$ me m grief ?an any ev5t ( late has caus$ me40 ,soon aft]w>ds he m fully express$ 8 appreh5sions 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,buckwor? himself4 8,i he>d "s "t s9ce by a fri5d1 t #8a lett] f "o ( ! ,b5gal *apla9s :o came out 9 #ahjf1' _h be5 publi%$1 & 9 ! !n /ate ( ! c\rt ( ,india ,directors t[>ds ! evangelization ( ?is c\ntry1 might be ( great detrim5t4 ,m>y aft]w>ds br\ght me ^w :o ! (f5d+ *apla9 is1 & :o ! fri5d is t has publi%$ 8 lett]s4 ,i confess t = a "t ,i felt myself w\nd$ 9 ! h\se ( fri5d%ip4 ,9 ! eyes ( ! _w1 pride told me t my "* w\ld suff]2 & ,i /ill expect to see myself c>icatur$ by ! ,ed9burgh ,review]s1 or by "s su* enemies to all s]i\s ackn[l$gm5t ( ,god4 ,my bro!r w say1 :at is "* c41 to be+ useful to ! cause ( ! gospel8 ,& s say ,i1 if loss ( "* /& 9 competition ) t cause2 b really ,i am sure !re mu/ 9 my scrawls1 writt5 9 ! fulness ( my he>t1 be ample matt] = criticism2 & truly ! gospel ne$s n su* a sorry assi/ant2 especially if ! publication %\ld op]ate ei!r to my recal1 or to re/rictions be+ laid ^u me "h4 ,s well assur$ am ,i1 h[ev]1 ( ! purity ( my mu*-lov$ fri5d 9 8 motives = ?us s5d+ me into ! _w z an au?or1 t ,i %all love ! rod ev5 t smites me by 8 h&3 & he w rejoice t ,i /& ready to glory 9 ! cross ( ,*ri/1 & c\nt myself hon\r$1 if ?\ght wor?y to suff] %ame = ,8 sake4 ,i hope y h n s5t any m ( my lett]s to ! ,*ri/ian ,gu>dian2 & t if y judge any description ( ! p or cu/oms1 c4 int]e/+1 y w give x z an extract1 & )\t my "n & place ( abode1 fur!r ?an ,india4 ,i mu/ absolutely =bid y to publi% :at ,i am do+4 ,let ! great day ( ! ,"l make t manife/4 ,i am sure ,i %all be f\nd an unpr(itable s]vant1 & #8?is %all be my only plea1 t ,jesus liv$ & di$ = me4'0 ,dur+ ! :ole ( ,mr4 ,corrie's /ay 9 ,calcutta he took up 8 abode ) ! ,rev4 ,david ,br[n1 f ^: c\nsel & directions he seems to h d]iv$ at all times ! greate/ advantage4 ,to ! relative ref]r$ to above1 he writes on ?is occasion2-- 8,we are n[ "u ! ro( ( ,mr4 ,br[n4 ,i _c tell y h[ mu* we are indebt$ to ?is man ( ,god3 he has be51 & is to u y\ng] *apla9s1 a fa!r 9 ,israel4 ,8 affection = u exce$s ! affection ( mo/ fa!rs = _! *ildr54 ,8 lett]s convey ! in/ructions ( a ,bi%op1 ) ! t5d]ness ( a bro!r4 ,i tru/ we feel 8 wor? & value x aright40 ,yet ,mr4 ,corrie's anxiety to get back aga9 to 8 p at ,*un>1 did n all[ him to rema9 long 9 ,calcutta4 ,9 ! lett] j n[ quot$ he obs]ves3-- 8,my few %eep are 9 ! wild]ness )\t a %eph]d1 & "s ( :om ,i hop$ bett] ?+s ,i he> are gone a/ray3 ^! ?\ghts make e place /range to me except ,*un>4 ,!re is no "o ?+ on e>? wor? liv+ =1 b to be employ$ 9 our bless$ ma/]'s s]vice1 to be m9i/]+ 9 ob$i5ce to ,8 w to ! spiritual & temporal good ( mank9d4 ,:5 my s\l ceases to lab\r aft] ?is1 life w be no bless+ to me4 ,h[ preci\s ! idea t sa9ts are kept by ! p[] ( ,god6 ,?is is ! gr\nd on :i* ,i build my hope1 ( p]sev]ance to ! end2 & ,i "k :om ,i h believ$4 ,he :o has giv5 me to "k ! "n ( ,*ri/1 & to tru/ !re91 w enable me to draw out all ! virtues conta9$ 9 t preci\s "n to support me "u temptation1 & to enable me to hol9ess ( liv+40 ,ow+1 h[ev]1 to ! t$i\s nature ( ! passage up ! ,ganges1 ,mr4 ,c4 did n rea* ,*un> till ! middle ( ,janu>y #ahji4 ,on 8 way1 he sp5t a week ) ,mr4 ,m>tyn at ,d9apore1 & prea*$ !re on ,*ri/mas-day #ahjh4 ,on ! foll[+ ,new ye>'s day1 he plac$ on record 8 recollections ( ! pa/ ye>3-- 8,*uprah2 on ! way back f ,calcutta to ,*un>4 ,sunday1 ,jan4 #a/4 #ahji4 ,i desire to review ?is ye> pa/1 z 9 ,god's pres5ce1 & to note d[n ,8 deal+s1 z ,i %all give acc\nt at ! judgm5t-seat ( ,*ri/4 8,fir/1 let me note ,8 m]cies m9i/]ial1 9 ! success ( my lab\rs at ,*un>2 :]e a society ( f\rte5 are unit$ 9 ! ways ( ,god2 second1 p]sonal1 9 ! pres]vation ( life1 & ! v\*saf+ ( excell5t heal?2 ! br++ my si/]1 :o is n[ ) me1 & promises to be inde$ a helpmeet = me4 ,?ird1 spiritual1 inasmu* z ! ,holy ,_s is n )drawn f me2 nor has ! purpose ( liv+ only to ,god =sak5 me3 ,i see t no?+ is wor? liv+ =1 b to live to ,god4 ,i det]m9e1 ! ,"l be+ my help]1 to live to no o!r purpose4444 ,i am n s wat*ful ( myself z =m]ly2 b ,i r5ew my purposes1 w\ld d my fir/ works1 & g on unto p]fection4 ,i seem1 z f> z ,i "k myself1 kept f ! love ( weal?2 b ?is is1 9 "s degree at lea/1 f lavi%ness1 :i* hurries me (t5 into ! o!r extreme3 aga9/ ?is1 too1 d ,i resolve2 & w\ld use ?is _w's goods z "o t mu/ give an acc\nt4 ,! "w ( ! ,"l among ! hea!n %all be att5d$ to1 ) fre% vig\r4 ,i c say no?+ ( ! ,h9doo/anees at ,*un>1 nor ( ! ,s*ools2 b ,i hope to d m = !m ?an ev]4 ,o ,"l1 let pa/ m]cies be rememb]$1 z a con/ra9+ motive to future ex]tion2 &1 :il/ ,i w\ld m\rn = my s9s & %ort-com+1 ,o keep me 9 "t to come = ,*ri/'s sake4 ,am540 ,"u ! date ( ,*un>1 ,jan4 #bd1 #ahji1 he writes1 8,h be5 at home t5 days1 & ,i tru/ h n be5 q =getful ( ! goodness ( ,god1 9 tak+ me out & br++ me back 9 safety3 b ,i feel & deplore my h>d he>t$ness & corruption4 ,on ,sunday week resum$ duty at ,secrole1 tw5ty att5d$4 ,"h1 on ,sunday la/1 five s]vices h r5ew$ some?+ ( my =m] pa9 9 ! brea/4 ,b1 alas6 my lab\rs seem all to h be5 9 va94 ,n "o seems to h /ood 8 gr\nd4 ,my he>t is greatly ca/ d[n1 & w\ld fa9 %r9k f any fur!r trial4 ,self & worldl9ess comb9e to di%e>t5 me f ! "w ( ! ,"l4 ,o ,"l1 leave me n1 b revive ?y "w 9 me = ,jesus' sake6 ,am540 ,9 a lett] address$ to ,mr4 ,buckwor? on ! #h?4 ( ,feb2 ,mr4 ,c4 gives utt]ance to simil> feel+s ( discom=t3-- 8,not)/&+ ! _m objects new to y1 ) :i* ,i am surr\nd$1 ,i sc>ce "k :at to write to y ab\t3 x is a "t ( great spiritual dulness ) me2 &1 ow+ to ! indisposition ( ! native tea*]1 ! great "w we h *iefly at he>t seems at a /&4 ,my /r5g? is laid out1 9 ! mean "t1 among ! ,european soldi]s2 &1 alas1 to little seem+ purpose 444 ,i am ready to be we>y ( :at appe>s s hopeless a task z ! turn+ ( m51 s incorrigible1 f ! error ( _! ways3 ^! work+s ( my m9d are too gl>+ly impi\s to escape ev5 my half-awak5$ p]ception1 & ! greate/ ( all opposition ,i f9d to spr+ f my desp]ately wick$ he>t3 ,i tru/ some?+ ( self-abasem5t1 = ?is horribly rebelli\s _s1 exi/s at ! same "t4 8,y "k all ! controv]sy t has aris5 at home respect+ missions to ?is c\ntry3#dg !re is no kn[+ :at ! end ( su* opposition to ,*ri/'s k+dom w be4 ,we h be5 9 expectation ( a visit f ! ,fr5* ov] l&4 ,! late ev5ts 9 ,spa9 may be ! means ( keep+ u long] quiet "h4 ,! ,fr5* w\ld p]haps h e/abli%$ _! sy/em ( wor%ip :]e !y c\ld h got foot+2 & any mode ( ,*ri/ianity w\ld h be5 pref]able to ! idolatry & sup]/ition t ov]:elms ?is unhappy l&4 ,my pr9cipal employm5t n[ is ) a s*ool ( ,*ri/ian native *ildr51 five 9 numb]3 "s ( !m read easily ! ,holy ,scriptures 9 ,h9doo/anee2 & a gleam ( joy sometimes enliv5s my m9d :ile he>+ !m4 8,feb4 #ae?4 ,s9ce writ+ ! above1 ! old native ,*ri/ian has be5 enabl$ to r5ew 8 lab\rs2 & ano!r *ri/ian *ild is come to s*ool4 ,i h _h "o ( ^? sudd5 attacks y happily "k little ( 9 ,engl&2 x has n yet left me2 b my times are 9 ,god's h&4 ,i f9d x is good to be afflict$3 my s\l returns unto h] re/2 &1 ,i bless ,god = a desire only to "k & glorify ,him3 ?is ,i ?9k ,i c say is all 9 all ) me4 ,y w h he>d ( ! ,roman-ca?olic mission e/abli%$ 9 ?is c\ntry4 ,my ,cate*i/ is a fruit ( ?is mission2 & f\r m5 & f\r *ildr5 9 my employ besides4 ,!y are natives ( ,bettiah 9 ! k+dom ( ,nepaul1 i4 e41 ! old k+dom ( ,nepaul2 = n[ ! ,briti% po/]ity ( ,japhe? are dwell+ 9 almo/ e corn] ( ! t5ts ( ^! sons ( ,%em2 & ! old limits ( mo/ ( ! /ates ( ?is c\ntry are 9 consequ5ce alt]$4 8,"o man f ! same place pass$ ! :ole ( y\r summ] ) me "h2 & daily read ! ,scripture ) me2 9 :i* he seems to be taught ( ,god4 ,on return+ la/ ,septemb]1 he )/ood ! ,mission>y 7an ,italian7 to 8 face1 respect+ ! pray+ to sa9ts1 b[+ to images c43 he 01 9 consequ5ce1 excommunicat$2 &1 on be+ tak5 ill soon aft]w>ds 0 beset by two ag5ts ( ! mission>y1 :o s\nd$ ?reat5+s ( hell1 c41 9 8 e>s2 & decl>$ 8 body %\ld be ca/ on ! dunghill4 ,di/ress$1 x seems he paid a f9e to be re/or$ to ! ,*ur*1 & soon aft] di$4 ,9 8 la/ days1 he begg$ "s "o ( 8 relations to convey 8 ?anks to me1 & to comm5d 8 *ildr5 to me4 ,! message is come1 & ! unfeign$ te>s ( ^! few ,*ri/ians "h on le>n+ ! end ( ,anselmo1 7 a /rik+ pro( ( ! sympa?iz+ _s induc$ by ,*ri/ianity1 comp>$ ) ! h>d & unfeel+ _s ( ! hea!n4 ,on ! map ( ,h9doo/an y see ! c\ntry ( ! ,seiks2 _! capital is ,lahore4 ,! /ate consi/s ( a numb] ( indep5d5t *iefs1 "u a nom9al head2 _m ( ^! *iefs h s\ght our aid aga9/ ! oppression ( _! head2 &1 z ! c\ntry !y inhabit lies 9 r\te ( any ov]l& invad+ army1 we h s5t a =ce 9 aid ( ! petition]s4 ,two ( my "y fri5ds 7v de> to me 9 our common ,"l7 are ) ?is =ce4 ,! pr9cipal matt] ( int]e/ to u 9 ?is exp$ition is1 t ^! ,seiks are1 z a nation1 ,dei/s4#dh ,mu* sup]/ition1 inde$1 is among !m2 b !y are nei!r ,h9doos nor ,mussulmans2 & pr(ess !mselves wor%ipp]s ( "o invisible ,god4 ,su* a /ate ( m9d seems fav\rable to a reception ( ,*ri/ianity2 &1 may we n hope our int]c\rse among !m may be ! means ( br++ !m acqua9t$ ) t only "n :]eby !y mu/ be sav$8 ,m>tyn is go+ on1 9 company ) ! conv]t$ ,arabian1#di 9 translat+ ! ,scriptures into ,p]sian4 ,i h se5 ! ,ed9burgh ,review]'s rem>ks on ! ,mission>ies#ej & critique on _! ,j\rnals4 ,x is to be regrett$1 p]haps1 t 9 "s expressions !y are op5 to ridicule2 b x is a subject ( gratification t 9 none are !y op5 to reproa*4 ,^! same g5tlem5 w\ld gna% _! tee? to f9d ,h9doo/an1 f ne> ,delhi1 yea f ! ,seiks' c\ntry1 to ,cape ,comor91 plant$ ) ,*ri/ians1 :o daily pray = ! com+ ( ,*ri/'s k+dom 9 _! l&s2 & :o1 9 _! int]c\rse ) ^? ar\nd !m1 recomm5d ! gospel ( ,god our ,savi\r 9 a way n su* z w excite insurrection1 b induce v5]ation & ultimately conv]sion4 ,a prea*+ life ^! ,ed9burgh review]s !mselves _c ga9say2 & ^! less enlight5$ hea!n are less dispos$ ?an !y to )/& x4 ,b little visible effect w appe> 9 our day2 ! next g5]ation w f9d a p #8prep>$ = ! ,"l4' 8,our dwell+ is on ! banks ( ! ,ganges4 ,! common mode ( travell+ is by wat]1 9 commodi\s boats1 dragg$1 :5 ! w9d is adv]se1 l b>ges4 ,at ?is di/ance f home1 hospitality to /rang]s seems to me a peculi> ?\gh pa9ful duty1 z x breaks 9 too mu* ^u my leisure4 ,!re is no su* ?+ z an inn2 & v _m ( ! pass]s-by are "y (fic]s1 ^: situation is1 9 g5]al1 f> f be+ com=table4 ,to ^! ,i w\ld be especially k9d1 z be+ also less notic$ by _m :o judge ( ! att5tions due to !m by ! weal? & rank !y possess4 ,^? y\?s :o are n[ "h jo9 readily 9 our family wor%ip1 & delight me :5 ,i he> !m repeat+ ! ,"l's pray] aft] me ) s]i\sness4 ,de> lads1 my he>t ye>ns ov] !m1 expos$ z !y are to e k9d ( temptation1 )\t a rudd] or a pilot4 ,may ,god take !m into ,8 direction60 ,soon aft] ! date ( ! =ego+ lett]1 ,mr4 ,corrie 0 aga9 suff]+ f illness4 ,an attack ( fev] r5d]$ x necess>y = him to place himself "u m$ical c>e2 b ?r\gh\t ! mon?s ( ,febru>y & ,m>*1 8 disord] seems to h yield$ s little to ! rem$ies appli$1 t he 0 almo/ laid aside f duty4 ,?us 9 8 ,j\rnal "u date ( ,m>* #ai?4 he rem>ks3-- 8,m>* #ai? 7,sunday47 ,to-day--n 9 a condition = public wor%ip3 s !re 0 none 9 ! morn+4 ,a m]*ant & o!rs came to breakfa/2 & ,i _h family wor%ip ) !m4 ,i h be5 consid]+ my ways1 b am1 alas ,i sadly cl\d$1 s t ,i c rememb] b little4 ,my impati5ce respect+ ! backslid+ pr(essors has appe>$1 z x is1 sadly inconsi/5t3 ,i ought to h piti$ & pray$ = !m m1 & felt less ang]4 ,i bless ,god = m composure ( m9d1 & draw+ out ( s\l t[>ds ,god4 ,i see1 h[ev]1 ,i h little ( zeal = ,8 glory & h\se4 ,i w\ld h a m s+le eye 9 ?is matt]4 ,i w\ld desire my own salvation z a means ( display+ ! glory ( ,8 grace4 ,i w\ld desire ! salvation ( s9n]s1 t ,he may be glorifi$4 ,i w\ld engage 9 prop] means = ^! ends1 ) a s+le int5t t ,i may br+ glory to ,god1 & t ,god may be glorifi$ 9 me4 ,let my own p]sonal trials be all sanctifi$ to ?is end6 ,give grace1 ,o ,god ( grace1 to ?is end2 & ! glory %all r$\nd to ,!e1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/1 ! ,savi\r60 ,& aga91 a =tnight lat]1 he writes3-- 8,ea/] eve4 ,to-morr[ ! ,"l's ,supp] is to be adm9i/]$4 ,alas1 my s\l1 h[ _m sacr$ opportunities ( ?is k9d h be5 little bett] ?an pr(an$4 ,long did ,i att5d ! ,"l's ,table 9 my own self-confid5t _s1 & ! same day saw me break ! v[s ,i _h solemnly made4 ,:5 ?is self-confid5ce 0 9 "s measure discov]$1 ! ord9ance became m pr(itable inde$1 b ! contr>y _s grew ^u me2 & = "s "t1 ,i fe>1 ! consecrat$ elem5ts h be5 too little consid]$4 ,"l6 nev] let me fancy ! means any o!r ?an ! *annels ( ?y grace2 b ,o1 enable me to disc]n ! ,"l's body at 8 ,table1 & #8) meek he>t & due rev]5ce1' fe$ ^u ,him by fai?6 ,my illness1 ,i fe>1 does n leave me2 at lea/1 weakness gr[s ^u me4 ,i seem anxi\s to live4444 ,i w\ld live to glorify ,god1 too1 ?\gh he ne$s n my wret*$ poor s]vices4 ,i w\ld h my w swall[$ up 9 ,84 ,o ,"l grant me grace to ?is end1 !n come life or dea?1 all w be well4 8,ea/]-day morn+1 #bnd ,april4 ,bo? 9 public wor%ip1 & aft]w>ds1 ,i tru/ ! ,"l 0 pres5t to heal u3 ! p 7 v att5tive4 ,i rememb]$ my native l&1 ) sweet recollection1 ! tab]nacle ( ,god1 & ! communion ( sa9ts4 ,= my companions' & bre?r5's sakes w ,i seek ?y good1 ,o ,brita91 ! ,zion ( ! e>?6 ,o may ^! impressions ( love & grace rema9 ^u my s\l6 ,en\gh ,i see1 ev5 9 ?is day's s]vices1 ?\gh unusually joy\s1 to r5d] preci\s ,him :o be>s ! iniquities ( 8 p's holy ?+s40 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ! foll[+ mon?1 h[ev]1 a lett] to ! ,rev4 ,david ,br[n conta9s ! intellig5ce t x _h pleas$ ,god to recov] ,mr4 ,corrie f 8 illness3-- 8,*un>1 ,may #aa1 #ahji4 8,i ought to h made kn[n to y be=e ?is1 ! safe arrival ( ! ,bibles & ,new ,te/am5ts4 ,we h no troops "h at pres5t to dispose ( !m to4 ,! ,europeans h]eab\t w take a few to di/ribute at prime co/4 ,a =tnight s9ce belov$ ,m>tyn pass$ ?is by dawk4#ea ,he /aid only ?ree days1 & y w h he>d by ?is "t ( 8 safe arrival at ,cawnpore on ! #bi?4 ult4 ,sabat has left u ?is morn+4 ,! heat ( 8 temp] broke out aga9/ a wa%]man :o _h *ang$ a %eet1 b !re seems no d\bt ( ! grace ( ,god be+ 9 him4 ,he liv$ ) u s9ce ! #g?4 ,at ,b5>es1 he _h int5d$ to pass "s days1 b ab\t =ty p]sons :o _h =m]ly kn[n him1 came tumultu\sly to ! boat1 & aft] mu* confus$ dispute1 he ?\ght x prud5t to come on "h4 ,we h = "s "t be5 engag$ ab\t a ,*ur* at ,b5>es2 a subscription ( ab\t #cjjj ,rupees has be5 made1 & a spot ( gr\nd is fix$ on4 ,i tru/ n[ all opposition is sil5c$1 ?\gh n entirely done away4 ,! he>ts ( "s hat]s ( all good h be5 br\ght to give money ev54 ,"o family is highly respectable & regul> 9 religi\s duties4 ,"o "y (fic] has become a new creature4 ,( ! re/1 few alas6 seem will+ to g any fur!r4 ,m>tyn wi%es = my removal4 ,i did n desire x be=e he came1 n[ ,i %\ld h no objection to x4 ,less lab\r ?an is n[ put =? on1 p]haps 9 all1 eighty p1 7= ! rema9d] give me no opportunity ( lab\r+ = !m17 w\ld s]ve = eight hundr$1 & if w9n+ s\ls be our highe/ wisdom1 ! m we w91 ! wis] we %all be acc\nt$4 ,yet ! fe> t my ,b5>es congregation w\ld be left )\t a %eph]d1 makes me glad to cont9ue4 ,at ,*un>1 all seem dead & lifeless4 ,"s ( ! poor wom5 are inde$1 gr[+ 9 grace1 & t %\ld n be acc\nt$ little4 ,"o ( !m two days s9ce1 on ask+ h] 9 :at way %e mu/ atta9 to ,god's pres5ce ) peace1 repli$1 #8,if ,i rememb] ! "n ( ,jesus ,*ri/3 & rep5t+ ( my s9s1 put my tru/ 9 him1 ,i %all d\btless atta9 ,god's pres5ce4' ,sev]al are equally well in=m$1 & ,m>tyn express$ great satisfaction at _! att5tive repetition ( ! responses1 9 pray] c4 ,sabat holds my poor old man 9 utt] disda9 = 8 comp>ative ignorance4 ,sabat is inde$ a v sup]ior man2 none ( ! ,moon%ees c /& be=e him4 ,he is mo/ amus+ ) 8 logic on all occasions4 ,"s ( ! gay fri5ds ( a pi\s "y (fic]1 ask$ him if x 7 n writt5 9 ,scripture1 t m5 %all become be>s8 ,he1 9 ! simplicity ( 8 he>t1 ask$ ,m>tyn & myself at ,d9apore1 be=e ,sabat1 if !re 7 su* a passage ( ,scripture8 ,sabat repli$1 #8,o if !re is su* an expression 9 ! ^w ( ,god1 x mu/ be true2 & we w prove x by logic4' 8,i ?9k ,i express$ a wi% = ! tables y m5tion$1 ( ,arabic c4 ) a copy ( ! ,p]sian ( ,mat!w :5 ready4 ,mr4 ,my]s#eb w\ld s5d !m & !y w\ld be highly useful4 ,i am happy to say ! compla9t ,i 0 ill ( has q left me1 & ,i tru/ x is good = me t ,i 0 9 tr\ble4 ,x is good 9 any way to h ! he>t sep>at$ f ?is ensn>+ _w2 to be l$ to h all its fre% spr+s 9 ,god4 ,w\ld x 7 m ?us ) me6 ,i groan be+ burd5$ ) an e>?ly1 s5sual1 devili% nature4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld he> (t5] ( y & y\r's4 ,i am 9 hopes ^? communications t respect our project may pass ?r\gh my h&s to ,m>tyn2 x w\ld cause only "o day's delay4 ,! subject ( ! conv]sion ( ! natives is mu* m discuss$ among u4 ,i "k two conv]ts to ! subject f read+ ,bu*anan's ,memoir :i* ,i l5t !m4 8,my ,*ri/ian ,s*ool goes on well4 8,beside ! ,*ri/ian *ildr51 ,i h six ,*ri/ian m51 & "s families40 ,! anniv]s>y ( ,mr4 ,corrie's ord9ation is ?us notic$ by him3-- 8,saturday1 ,june #aj?4 ,?is day 9 #ahjb1 ,i 0 orda9$ a ,deacon at ,buckd51 & on ! #ab? ( ,june #ahjd1 a ,prie/1 at ! same place4 ,to-morr[ may suit my purpos$ season ( exam9ation2 & ,i pray ,god to enable me to ?is ne$ful "w4 ,fir/1 to look ov] my pres5t spiritual /ate4 ,secondly1 ,to exam9e my views 9 ! m9i/ry4 ,?irdly1 ,to pray = my ,native ,s*ool4 ,o ,"l6 v\*safe a _s ( grace & supplication = ,*ri/'s sake6 8,sunday1 ,june #aa?4 ,h be5 consid]+ my ways2 & respect+ my p]sonal exp]i5ce1 x is b too app>5t t ,i h = "s "t lab\r$ "u a spiritual decay4 ,! comm5cem5t ( x seems to h be5 soon aft] ?is "t la/ ye>1 :5 my _s began to fa9t 9 outw>d duties2 & ,i hurri$ away f !m to ,calcutta4 ,! ,"l does n leave me2 & ,i tru/ w n leave me2 yet1 ,o my s\l1 fe> be+ giv5 up to "w iniquity4 ,mu* res]ve1 ,i am aw>e1 9 my outw>d conduct is worn (f3 respect+ ?is1 ,i w\ld hope ! ne$less scrupulosity ,i indulg$ is go+2 yet connect$ ) my private exp]i5ce1 ,i w\ld be jeal\s ov] myself ) a godly jeal\sy4 ,frivol\sness & levity 9 tongue & action1 ,i w\ld wat* aga9/4 ,"l1 in/ruct me1 & tea* me 9 ?y way6 ,9 ! m9i/ry1 ,i h fail$ greatly 9 respect ( se>*+ out ! lo/ %eep ( ,*ri/'s flock2 nor h ,i a prop] s5se ( ! hurt & h9d]ance aris+ f ?is neglig5ce4 ,"l1 grant me a due s5se ( ! ,savi\r's dy+ love1 & ( ! s\l's wor?6 ,i ?9k ,i d attempt ! edification ( ^? :o come 9 my way2 & h less fe> ( %ame & reproa* = ,*ri/ ?an once ,i _h4 ,i f9d a gr[+ facility 9 speak+ ,h9doo/anee2 & ,i tru/ ( late m e>ne/ int5tion ( seek+ opportunities ( propagat+ ! ,gospel4 ,my views 9 com+ to ,india ,i w\ld hope are n alt]$2 to live & die "h2 & to sp5d my /r5g? & sub/ance 9 ?is l& is1 ,i ?9k1 my purpose4 ,! little *ildr5 are becom+ v int]e/+ to me4 ,o1 t !y may become p>tak]s ( ! grace ( ,god 9 tru?6 ,my native s]vants ,i w\ld try to make wise unto salvation1 & (t5 am e>ne/ly engag$ 9 in/ruct+ !m4 ,"l1 grant me s9c]ity & simplicity 9 deal+ ) ^!2 & enable me to rep5t ( my s9s1 to #8d my fir/ works2' & #8leav+ ! pr9ciples ( ! doctr9e ( ,*ri/1 g on unto p]fection4' ,i feel h[ entirely x is ,?y "w to accompli% ?is 9 me1 !n grant me ?y ,holy ,_s graci\sly = ,*ri/'s sake4 ,am560 ,) :at s9c]ity ( _s1 ?is recital ( 8 inw>d resolves & feel+s 0 p5n$1 may be ga!r$ f ! r5ew$ activity ) :i* ,mr4 ,corrie's re/or$ heal? 0 devot$ to ! employm5t ( e means )9 8 rea*1 t 0 calculat$ to ext5d ! k ( ,*ri/4 ,to ,mr4 ,br[n he writes e>ly 9 ,june #ahji3-- 8,i h at l5g? begun ! ,arabic & ,hebrew2 & ) ! help ( ! ,arabic1 ,hebrew & ,h9doo/anee1 hope to get a correct ,h9doo/anee v]sion ( ! ,psalms = ! black flock4 ,! #ea/ ,psalm !y are le>n+ by he>t40 ,simil> notices ( 8 application to ! /udy ( ! ,ori5tal languages occur1 also1 9 ,mr4 ,corrie's lett]s1 ab\t ?is "t1 to ,mr4 ,m>tyn4 ,yet ! ext]nal circum/ances ) :i* himself & fell[-lab\r]s 9 ! "w ( ! ,"l1 7 all ?is :ile conv]sant1 7 f> f enc\rag+4 ,9 ! lett] to ,mr4 ,br[n quot$ above1 ,mr4 ,corrie compla9$3-- 8,my h>p has long be5 #8hung ^u ! will[s4' ,e ?+ ar\nd u be>s ! image ( spiritual dea?4 ,:at little pr(ession !re 0 among u1 has issu$ 9 no?+ t appe>s decisive40 ,& a few weeks lat]1 aft] record+ 9 8 j\rnal t he 8_h (t5 exp]i5c$ ! ,div9e ,pres5ce & grace10 :il/ lectur+ 9 public 8on ! ,epi/le to ! ,galatians10 ,mr4 ,c4 adds3-- 8,i am1 nev]!less1 ca/ d[n greatly ) ! little appe>ance ( good work+ among u3 ! soldi]s seem h>d5$ to all addresses ,i make3 ! old native ,*ri/ian has n be5 lively ( late4 ,:5 n liv+ ne> to ,god1 ,i seem afraid ( ! doctr9e ( grace1 z x is call$2 :5 my s\l is deeply affect$ ) div9e tru?1 ,i c tru/ ,god ) ! consequ5ces ( ,8 own decl>ations40 ,:il/ hav+ ?us to lam5t ! spiritual apa?y ar\nd him1 ,mr4 ,corrie did n on t acc\nt slack5 8 ex]tions t[>d ha/5+ on ! day1 :5 8! /ream ( ,ganges %all roll ?r\gh tracts adorn$ ) ,*ri/ian *ur*es1 & ! holy hymn be he>d b5ea? ! %ade ( ! tam>9d40 ,accord+ly he writes to ! ,rev4 ,*>les ,simeon3-- 8,aug4 #b1 #ahji4 8,a door ( usefulness has be5 op5$ #8among ^? ( m9e own nation' at ,b5>es1 :]e ,i h be5 enabl$ to att5d e ?ird ,sunday1 & n[ mat]ials are collect+ to build a place ( wor%ip )1 by subscription4 ,"s ( ! pr9cipal p !re oppose ! measure by _! private influ5ce1 ?\gh !y h giv5 money = ! "w4 ,! report ( ! dea? ( "o ( ! *apla9s above1 r5d]s me anxi\s1 le/ ,i %\ld be remov$ be=e ?is s*eme is accompli%$2 b ,i "k ! accompli%m5t ( x re/s n ) me4 ,i n[ conf9e my public engagem5ts to ! morn+s1 except "o s]vice 9 ,h9doo/anee on ,sunday ev5+s4 ,i h m5tion$ a native ,*ri/ian :o reads & exp\nds ! lessons on ^! occasions1 s t my lab\r is b small :5 he is pres5t4 ,j n[1 he is at ,b5>es1 ) a view1 if possible1 to e/abli% ,*ri/ian wor%ip among a numb] ( ,portuguese & native ,*ri/ians1 :o reside 9 v>i\s capacities !re4 ,he goes f h\se to h\se among !m1 b has hi!rto _h little success4 ,only ?ree att5d wor%ip4 ,i may rem9d y1 t he conducts public wor%ip accord+ to our ,*ur* =m1 translat$4 ,! ,gospels we h1 & ,i h translat$ ! pr9cipal p>ticul>s ( ! ,old ,te/am5t hi/ory4 ,i may m5tion t ! wisdom ( ,god is manife/ "h1 9 record+ ! faults ( ! ,old ,te/am5t sa9ts4 ,a maxim among all classes ( ,natives1 seems to be1 t e p]son1 by obey+ 8 own religi\s guide1 w atta9 et]nal bless$ness1 & sev]al ( ! ,mahom$ans h be5 (f5d$1 at my ass]t+ t ,moses1 ,abraham1 ,david c41 7 s9n]s3 ! prov+ ^! sa9ts to h be5 s9n]s by nature1 z ourselves1 ov]turns ?is conceit & makes !m to seek out a ,savi\r1 :o is himself 9 no ne$ ( salvation4 ,to ?is po9t1 :5 ,i h opportunity1 ,i always br+ a ,mahom$an1 c>efully avoid+ disrespectful m5tion ( 8 ,prophet4 ,! ,h9doo/anee wom5 att5d1 ?\gh n 9 su* numb]s z at fir/1 yet regul>ly1 & ,i h no d\bt "s ( ^! mo/ despis$ ( ! human race1 w be f\nd at ! "r h& ( ! ,judge1 9 ! great day4 ,a few ev5+s s9ce1 a poor bl9d creature caus$ my he>t to joy exce$+ly1 by h] artless comm5dation ( ! ,r$eem]2 any praise ( myself might h aris5 f s]vility1 b1 ! epi!ts %e appli$ to our ,"l1 c\ld h be5 le>n$ only f ! ,scriptures4 ,= "s "t mu* ( my att5tion has be5 direct$ to ! education ( "s native *ri/ian boys4 ,watts' fir/ ,cate*ism !y c repeat1 & a pray] = morn+ & ev5+ 9 private2 two ( !m h begun ,p]sian & make quick progress3 !re are 9 all five1 f sev5 to twelve ye>s old1 & "s y\ng] *ildr5 w soon be admitt$4 ,i am attempt+ to introduce our own mode ( tea*+1 & :5 at home1 he> !m twice a day4444 ,no pa9s h be5 sp>$ by ! ,italian ,mission>ies1 at ,bettiah to fright51 or allure my old tea*] f me1 & "o man1 :o _h le>n$ ! way ( ,god m p]fectly "h1 & on go+ back refus$ to pray to sa9ts1 c41 0 excommunicat$ & griev\sly p]secut$ until 8 dea?1 :i* took place soon aft]4 ,! upro> ab\t ,missions has be5 he>d ( "h1 b no "o feels any ( ! al>m express$ at home4 ,i he> occasionally1 f "s fri5ds at ,malda1 ( ,mr4 ,m4 :o has v poor heal?2 "s poor helpless creatures h lately receiv$ baptism !re4 ,y w n suspect me ( depreciat+ 8 lab\rs1 by ?is expression2 ^? among :om ,i myself m9i/]1 are z despicable z human be+s c well be4 ,_! influ5ce on ! g5]al cause c be none1 _! individual s\ls are preci\s40 ,mr4 ,corrie _h n[ be5 ?ree ye>s 9 ,india1 & x w h be5 se5 t ^? ye>s _h n be5 sp5t 9 self-indulg5t inactivity1 or _h be5 unfruitful 9 great moral results4 ,yet he writes3-- 8,sept4 #bj?4 #ahji4 ,?is day completes my ?ird ye> 9 ,india2 & ?\gh ,i c\ld write a j\rnal ( ev5ts t w\ld set me (f 9 ! eyes ( m51 ,i "k myself to be an unpr(itable s]vant4 ,i h reason to cry1 #8,deliv] me f blood-guilt9ess1 ,o ,god2' f ! blood ( s\ls6 ,! p]v]s5ess ( ! natives draws out my p]v]se temp]4 ,i p]ceive my m9d ( late too mu* tak5 up ) ! dignity religion inspires ! m9d )1 rais+ x above ! petty c>es & mean jeal\sies ( an e>?ly m9d3 yet1 ,o let me nev] be high-m9d$ b fe>4 ,i desire to r5ew my d$ication ( myself1 my all to ,god2 to purpose great] ex]tion & m lab\rs among :ites & blacks4 ,"l1 ,i pray !e1 grant an increase ( spiritual influ5ce1 t ,i may g on f grace to grace6 ,o1 let me n fa9t nor tire1 = ,jesus' sake1 ,am560 ,! foll[+ lett]s to 8 ,*ri/ian fri5ds1 be> witness t ,mr4 ,corrie 0 enabl$1 9 "s measure1 to c>ry out ! desires & purposes :i* 8 ,j\rnal records4 ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,*un>1 ,oct4 #ab4 #ahji4 8,i h _h our meet+ s]vice ?is morn+4 ,cold myself & lifeless & /upid4 ,i wond] ! p att5d at all1 !y are s little excit$ to run ! ,*ri/ian race4 8,! ,*ri/ian ,native ,s*ool goes on z well z x c4 ,! *ildr51 sometimes n9e 9 numb]1 are read+ ! ,scriptures 9 ,h9doo/anee4 ,i h ne>ly f9i%$ a correct$ edition 7ab\t ! #d?7 ( ! hi/ory ( creation1 ,noah1 ,abraham1 ,isaac & ,jacob1 ,joseph1 ,moses1 ! *ildr5 ( ,israel1 ,jo%ua1 ,samuel1 ,david1 ,solomon1 ! division ( ! ,tribes1 ,elijah1 ,eli%a1 ! ,acts ( ! ,apo/les1 ! fir/ ,epi/le ( ,john4 ,f\r ( ! *ildr5 h ,watts' fir/ ,cate*ism p]fect1 ) pray]s = morn+ & ev5+4 ,two ( ^! h begun ,p]sian ,gramm>1 on a new plan ( my own1 aft] ! ,engli% mode ( "q & answ]4 ,we h t5 ,*ri/ians ab\t u ) :om ,i read & pray1 mo/ morn+s1 9 ,h9doo/anee4 ,"o y\? appe>s truly pi\s & reads & expla9s ! ,scriptures1 admirably to o!rs1 mo/ ev5+s aft] d>k4 ,a few ( ! ,h9doo/anee ,wom5 appe>$ to be guid$ by ! fe> ( ,god1--p]haps f\r or six4 ,! o!rs compla9 ( he>+ no?+ b sev]e language1 & told ! ,native tea*] lately t #8z he 0 paid = in/ruct+ !m1 he ought n to deal s sev]ely ) !m6 ,he told !m1 he 0 n paid to flatt] !m4' 8,i h lately be5 look+ into ! ,arabic & ,hebrew1 b ,i entirely despair ( mak+ any pr(ici5cy 9 !m4 ,! ,hebrew ,i %all g on )4 ,ev5 by ! help ( ! ,lexicon1 ,i ga9 great pleasure 9 obs]v+ ! roots & _! connection ) ! languages ar\nd u4 ,if ev] y pray = me p>ticul>ly1 pray t ,i may endure to ! end3 t pati5ce may hold out3 t ,i may be fai?ful unto dea?4 ,may ri*e/ grace be multipli$ to y & y\r's40 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,buckwor?4 8,nov1 #a4 #ahji4 8,i (t5 turn a look ( reg>d t[>ds highly fav\r$ ,brita91 & a te> />ts :il/ ,i bid x a long adieu2 b to a we>y pilgrim any lodg+ is welcome1 any place ( abode agreeable2 s 9 ,h9doo/an1 my we>y head %all re/1 & my long+ s\l m\nt up f h5ce to meet h] r$eem+ ,god4 ,!re1 my bro!r1 we %all meet2 till !n1 let our will+ feet1 our heads1 & our tongues be employ$ 9 spread+ ! ,savi\r's glori\s "n4 ,! ,savi\r6 ,o :at endless *>ms ,dwell 9 ! blissful s\nd6 ,y\r s]mon ref]r$ to w\ld h suit$ my p "h4 ,9 mu* weakness & fe>1 inde$1 ,i h be5 among !m4 ,! ,ev5+ ,lectures ,i told y ( exhau/$ me entirely2 & conspir$ ) o!r circum/ances to br+ on a liv] compla9t1 f :i*1 ,i sometimes ?9k1 ,i am n q free3 b ,i am able to endure my lab\r4 8,y expect to he> ( my black flock4 ,my native tea*] is1 at ?is "t1 laid up ) ,a/hma3 8 notions ( div9e tru? gr[ m cle> daily4 ,"s ( ! ,h9doo/anee wives ( ! soldi]s h1 also ga9$ good in=mation on *ri/ian subjects2 & f =ty to sixty regul>ly att5d public wor%ip on ,sundays1 & once 9 ! week4 ,i h n9e ,*ri/ian m5 & wom51 & six *ildr5 ab\t me2 ) ^! ,i read & pray 9 ,h9doo/anee e morn+ ,i am at home4 ,"o lad ( !m appe>s truly pi\s2 he has be5 ) me mo/ ( ! "t ,i h be5 "h2 he reads & prays 9 ! ev5+s ) ! o!rs g5]ally4 8,"o night lately ,i he>d him exp\nd+ "p ( ! sixte5? *apt] ( ,/4 ,john ) mu* feel+ & propriety4 ,i h ! *>ge ( him entirely2 ,i beg9 to love him1 & ?9k 8 disposition g5tle & well-incl9$3 he always att5ds at meals = 8 portion4 ,! o!r s]vants1 at times1 ,i he> tell him he is become an ,engli%man2 & seem to envy him n a little4444 ,i c\ld fill %eets ) ! conv]sations ,i frequ5tly h ) ! natives4 ,sev]al promis+ appe>ances 9 individuals1 h come to no?+4 ,i am1 !re=e1 glad t ,i h n writt5 any ?+ ab\t !m4 8,!re has be5 a s]i\s di/urbance "h 7& x is n n[ q ov]7 betwe5 ! ,mahom$ans & ,h9doos4 ,! =m] de/roy$ a pill>1 long an object ( sup]/ition among/ ! ,h9doos3 on :i* acc\nt ! latt] c>ri$ sw9e & slaught]$ !m 9 ! ,mosques4 ,"o hundr$ & =ty h lo/ _! lives2 b n all f religi\s diff]5ce1 _m tak+ occasion ( ! affray to gratify private rev5ge4#ec 8,i c say no?+ ( my prospects3 all y c picture ( ! difficulties att5d+ ?is "w is f> %ort ( ! reality4 ,i c only say1 to live & die 9 ?is "w1 or to lab\r until ,i c d no m1 is my n ha/y purpose1 =m$1 ,i tru/1 on no self-suffici5t gr\nds1 b on ! grace1 m]cy1 & com=t ( an un*ang+ ,god & ,savi\r4 8,i am writ+ a little daily 9 ,h9doo/anee1 ,p]sian1 ,arabic1 or ,hebrew4 ,my s*ool employs me two portions ( ! day4 ,i am *e]$ sometimes ) ! hope1 t ,i am educat+ ,mission>ies2 b x seems h>dly possible !y %\ld escape ! pollutions ar\nd !m40 #df ,t dat$ ,aug4 #b1 #ahjg4 #dg ,! controv]sy allud$ to grew out ( ! publication ( ,dr4 ,bu*anan's ,memoirs on ! ,exp$i5cy ( an ,ecclesia/ical ,e/abli%m5t = ,india4 #dh ,see ,w>d1 ,view ( ,hi/ory1 c4 ( ! ,h9doos4 ,vol4 ,,ii41 book #g1 *4 #d4 #di ,sabat4 ,= "s acc\nt ( ?is p]son1 see ,bu*anan's 8,/> 9 ! ,ea/40 pp4 #bc4 c4 ,he aft]w>ds apo/atiz$1 left ! ,briti% t]ritory 9 ,india1 & w5t into ! s]vice ( "s ( ! native pr9ces2 b 9 "s qu>rel t occurr$ he 0 suspect$ ( trea*]y to 8 patron1 0 put up into a sack & ca/ into ! sea4--,h\gh's 8,hi/ory ( ,*ri/ianity 9 ,india40 vol4 #d4 p4 #chi4 #ej ,an article 9 ! ,ed9burgh ,review = #ahjh1 entitl$ 8,indian ,missions10 writt5 by ! late ,rev4 ,sidney ,smi?4 ,at ! head ( ?is article are giv5 ! titles ( ! pr9cipal controv]sial pamphlets1 :i* appe>$ at t "t on ! subject ( ,missions to ,india4 #ea ,po/4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn 0 !n on 8 way to 8 new /ation at ,cawnpore4 #eb ,mr4 ,corrie's future fa!r 9-law4 #ec ,a m p>ticul> acc\nt ( ?is affair is giv5 bel[1 9 a ,lett] to ,mr4 ,simeon4 ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,,removes ,,f ,,*un>--,,arrives ,,at ,,cawnpore--,,illness ,,( ,,mr4 ,,m>tyn4 ,at ! end ( ! ye> #ahji1 ,mr4 ,corrie hav+ be5 direct$ to remove f ,*un> to ,agra1 made prep>ations = proce$+ to ! latt] /ation4 ,9 ! meantime1 h[ev]1 he suff]$ s mu* f ! illness m5tion$ 9 ! prec$+ lett] to ,mr4 ,buckwor?1 t = ?ree mon?s he omitt$ to keep any record ( 8 proce$+s4 ,on ! #crd ( ,feb4 #ahaj1 he obs]ves3-- 8,febru>y #crd4 #ahaj4 ,i h _h mu* se>*+ ( he>t 9 review ( my purposes & projects at diff]5t seasons ( my life1 (t5 purpos+ dilig5ce 9 acquir+ languages2 at o!r times my *ief desire & lab\r be+ :olly 9 ! imm$iate duties ( ! m9i/ry2 &1 to be altoge!r sep>at$ f m]e visit+ society4 ,i p]ceive myself to h succe$$ 9 no "o s*eme2 & am to ?is day unpr(itable & )\t ability to any good4 ,long1 long h ,i kn[n ?is 9 !ory1 b evid5tly did n ?9k x ( myself4 ,may ?is sad exp]i5ce lead me to true humility & deep contrition2 may x lead me to pray]1 & to dilig5ce 9 ! means ( grace6 ,! sickness ^u me is m viol5t ?an la/ ye>1 b seems yield+ to m$ic9e2 = :i* ,i w\ld bless ! ,"l1 & devote myself to ,8 cause4 ,^! two ,sabba?s ,i h be5 laid aside f public "w1 & fe> ,i am n suffici5tly humbl$4 ,o1 h[ ,i ought to ?ir/ aft] ! c\rts ( ! ,"l6 ,i ?9k ,i %\ld greatly regret be+ kept f ! m9i/ry ano!r ,sabba?1 b am ready to give up all hope ( success f my own lab\rs4 ,i "k ?is is f a =getfulness ( ! ,scripture1 & ( ! p[] ( ,god4 ,"l1 awak5 a _s ( fai? & pray]6 ,! old man goes on in/ruct+ ! native wom51 successfully1 9 a few cases1 ,i hope4 8,! ,roman ,ca?olic padre1 ) a fair c>riage t[>ds me tries all he c 9 private to c\nt]act ?is old man4 ,o1 t ,i 7 z 9 days & mon?s pa/3 &1 ,o1 t ! ,"l w\ld make ,8 ^w to prosp] among u3 &1 ,o1 t ,he may direct & prosp] my way to ,agra1 & make me !re a bless+ = ,jesus' sake60 ,! *ief circum/ances ( int]e/ connect$ ) ! rema9+ portion ( ,mr4 ,corrie's resid5ce at ,*un>1 are relat$ 9 ! foll[+ extracts f 8 lett]s & ,j\rnal4 ,z1 h[ev]1 9 ^? extracts !re occur "s allusions to an ,in/itution1 :i* ab\t ?is "t sprung up 9 ,india1 a few words ( in=mation w n be out ( place4 ,! patronage :i* ! ,m>quis ,wellesley 7!n ,e>l ( ,morn+ton7 ext5d$ to a plan = translat+ ! ,scriptures into ! languages ( ! ,ea/1 _h excit$ ! hope t our rule 9 ,india w\ld become ! means ( imp>t+ ! k ( ! true ,god to millions ( our fell[ m53 b ! retirem5t ( t l>ge-m9d$ ,nobleman f ! gov]nm5t ( ,india1 0 foll[$ by t det]m9$ opposition to ! diffusion ( ! gospel among ! natives ( ,h9doo/an1 ( :i* s _m traces h already appe>$ 9 ! pages ( ?is ,memoir4 ,! consequ5ce 01 t not)/&+ all attempts ( ,dr4 ,bu*anan1 ,mr4 ,br[n & o!rs1 to procure translations & copies ( ! ,scriptures2 & ?\gh aid$ 9 _! ef=ts by grants ( money f ! ,bible ,society 9 ,engl&1 yet !re 0 a fam9e ( ! ^w ( ,god ev5 among ! native ,*ri/ians ( ,india4 ,?is de>? ( ,bibles seems to h press$ m especially ^u ! ,*ri/ians ( ,tanjore1 s t 9 a s]mon prea*$ 9 ,calcutta1 on ,new-ye>'s day #ahaj1 ,mr4 ,br[n 0 induc$ to make an appeal on _! behalf4 ,! result 0 t a lib]al subscription1 head$ by ,g5]al ,hewitt1 ! comm&]-9-*ief1 0 rais$ = ! purpose ( =w>d+ ! di/ribution ( ! ,tamul ,scriptures 9 ,tanjore4 ,enc\rag$ by ! success :i* att5d$ ?is ef=t to procure a l>g] circulation ( ! ,^w ( ,god1 ,mr4 ,br[n & 8 fri5d proce$$ to orig9ate measures ( l>g] ent]prise4 ,!y e/abli%$ a ,biblio!ca ,biblica1 an in/itution :i* consi/$ ( a 8,translation libr>y0 & a 8,bible repository40 ,! 8libr>y0 0 int5d$ to conta9 ! ,scriptures 9 ! orig9al languages1 ,lexicons1 ,gramm>s1 works on ,biblical criticism1 & g5]ally1 all su* books z 7 likely to be useful to translators4 ,! 8,bible repository0 0 design$ to conta9 ,bibles & ,te/am5ts 9 all languages1 ,european z well z ,asiatic1 to be dispos$ ( at mod]ate prices4#ed ,x w be se5 t ) 8?is judici\s & effici5t in/rum5t0 = good1 ,mr4 ,corrie readily unit$ himself4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,buckwor?4 8,m>* #ab1 #ahaj4 8,i _c recollect h[ long x is s9ce ,i 0 fav\r$ ) a lett] f y3 s _m are ! accid5ts to :i* our lett]s are expos$ betwe5 ,brita9 & ,india1 t ,i attribute ! little int]c\rse we h _h to "s ( ^!2 &1 !re=e1 add "o m to ! _m lett]s ,i h s5t y2 & tru/ to he> ( y :5 opportunity s]ves4 ,sometimes my m9d has be5 deeply affect$ ) ! idea ( gr[+ old )\t a fri5d1 or solace ( decl9+ ye>s4 ,gray has well describ$ ! feel+s ( ,nature 9 ! l9es3 #8,on "s fond brea/ ! p>t+ s\l relies ,"s pi\s drops ! clos+ eye requires4' 8,x is ! privilege ( fai?1 inde$1 to raise ! s\l above creature dep5d5cies2 &1 ,i bless ,god t1 9 g5]al1 ,i am enabl$ to say #8none ( ^! ?+s move me4' ,/ill1 ,i cl+1 ) ! fonde/ recollection1 to ! h\rs ,i h sp5t ) y1 & ! advances 9 k1 & ,i w\ld hope 9 grace1 my s\l made 9 y\r society2 nor c ,i endure ! ?\ght ( our int]c\rse be+ at an end4 8,9 ?is /range l&1 ,god has also suppli$ sev]al ^: lett]s & occasional visits are a s\rce ( great com=t & enc\ragem5t to me4 ,i believe ! numb] ( true ,*ri/ians is increas+ among u1 & z ^! ab\nd #8! des]t w blossom z ! rose2' & ?is wild]ness %all be glad = !m4 ,! only pr9cipal cause ( conc]n is ! small advances t are mak+ t[>ds ! evangelization ( ! ,h9doos & ,mahom$ans4 ,if y ca/ y\r eye ov] ! map1 y w p]ceive ! di/ance betwe5 ! diff]5t abodes ( ! ,europeans2 & !n1 suppose ev5 at ^? /ations some?+ may be do+ t[>d ?is "w1 h[ is ! int]v5+ space to be suppli$8444 8,i am recov]$ f ano!r attack ( ! liv]1 mu* sev]] ?an la/ ye>'s1 & :i* prev5t$ me f public duty = ?ree ,sabba?s3 ,i reckon ^! int]ruptions z ! *oice/ bless+s4 ,! va9 m9d is tempt$1 9 full heal?1 to lay up = _m ye>s2 b ^! w>n+s /rongly impress ! exhortation1 #8:atsoev] ?y h& f9de? to d1 d x ) ?y might4' 8,my ,european flock1 z to numb]s1 has be5 at a /& ( late3 "s ( !m1 h[ev]1 are n[ gr[n unto "s /ature 9 ,*ri/2 & are a s\rce ( great refre%m5t at times4444 8,! old native ,*ri/ian has improv$ ( late1 & "s ( ! native ,*ri/ian flock give good evid5ce ( a true conv]sion4 ,at times1 :il/ m9i/]+ among ^!1 my he>t ov]fl[s ) delight2 & ! simplicity ) :i* !y express !mselves is v /rik+4 ,i only wi% ! numb] ( !m 0 great]3 =1 alas6 :o1 9 comp>ison ha? yet #8believ$ our report8' 8,i am remov$ f ?is /ation to ,agra1 once ! imp]ial city1 :]e are ! mo/ spl5did rema9s ( fall5 greatness 9 ,h9doo/an4 ,"o ( my de> "y fri5ds1 :om ,i he>d ( ye/]day1 says1 #8,y are ! fir/ :o has be5 commission$ to prea* 9 t ,n9eveh rep5tance & remission ( s9s4 ,i see a peculi> hon\r conf]r$ ^u y by ?is appo9tm5t4 ,may ,god prosp] y6' ,my s\l responds1 ,am56 ,! ,"l grant my ent]+ 9 among !m1 may be #8n 9 ^w only1 b 9 p[]1 & 9 ! ,holy ,gho/1 & 9 mu* assurance4' ,hi!rto ,i h be5 prev5t$ f proce$+1 b tru/ %ortly to g on my way1 by ! w ( ,god1 rejoic+4 ,"o com=t att5d+ ! j\rney is1 t x w take me by ! abode ( de>e/ ,m>tyn2 & ) him ,i %all make "s /ay4 8,we regret deeply t no m *apla9s1 :o w\ld l5d a help+ h&1 are com+ ov] to assi/ u4 ,9 ?ree ye>s1 ,i h be5 prep>+ myself1 ,i w\ld hope1 = great] ex]tions1 by le>n+ languages1 c42 & h done "s little "h t[>ds f\nd+ a ,*ri/ian *ur*2 b n[1 alas6 ! "w1 to human appe>ance1 w be at a /&4 ,my old deacon wi%es to g ) me ?\gh1 & ,i %all take him2 ?\gh at fir/ x seem$ bett] to leave him ) ^! #8few %eep 9 ! wild]ness3' b ^? ( !m :o are mo/ s]i\s h husb&s some:at l-m9d$1 &1 !re=e1 are less likely to suff] wrong2 & ! old man w be v useful 9 a new place4 ,mo/ ( ! ,*ri/ian m5 g ) me1 9 "o capacity or ano!r2 ?\gh !y are a heavy exp5se to me4 ,:]e we are go+1 ,i purpose to colonize !m1 if ,god 9 8 provid5ce %all supply opportunities4 ,oh6 7 y b "h to talk ov] ^! subjects ) me6 ,y _c well h a due idea ( ?is c\ntry1 nor ( our proce$+s1 unless y 7 to be ) u2 b ,i mu/ re/ra9 my feel+s1 & r give y "s in=mation t w amuse y4 8,two days s9ce1 a ,brahm9 9 au?ority "h1 & ) :om ,i h _h _m disputes1 took away a copy ( ! gospels1 aft] ,i _h read to him "s p>ticul>s ( ! dea? ( ,*ri/1 :i* impress$ him greatly at ! "t4 ,my removal has made him v anxi\s2 & sometime ago1 :5 ,i 0 fir/ ord]$ away1 he came1 & aft] _m expressions ( conc]n said1 #8,sir1 ,i h a great fav\r to beg be=e y leave ?is place2 pray cause to be writt5 = me y\r acc\nt ( ! fir/ beg9n+ ( ?+s1 ) ! g5ealogies ( ! fir/ ages4 ,be=e y came1 ,i nev] he>d ^! subjects spok5 (1 & :5 y are gone1 no "o w take ! tr\ble to unfold u any hidd5 ?+4' ,he has n[ ! beg9n+ ( ,g5esis1 & ! f\r ,gospels4 ,affairs on ! cont95t h tak5 a mo/ disa/r\s turn#ee to our appreh5sion2 b #8! ,"l reigne?2' & "o ?+ we _c b rejoice 91 ! fall ( ! man ( s940 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,m>* #ae1 #ahaj4 8,i ye/]day s5t (f by banghy#ef ,de ,coetlegon's ,s]mons1 & "s *apt]s ( ,g5esis 9 ,p]sian1 translat$ by my ,moon%ee f my ,h9doo/anee translations4 ,x is on ?is acc\nt ,i s5t ! ,s]mons1 z ! ,moon%ee w\ld give me no peace until y %\ld h a specim5 ( 8 p]=mance1 & give y\r op9ion :e!r or no x w be ( any use to g on 9 ?is way4 ,! occasion ( do+ ?us mu* arose f "s ,mahom$ans ab\t ! c\rt at ,mirzapore desir+ f me "s acc\nt ( ! books ( ,moses4 ,mr4 ,ricketts1 ! judge1 0 pass+ ?is1 & "s p 9 8 tra94 ,!y call$ ^u me & imm$iately express$ a wi% to see "s ( ! translations !y _h he>d ,i employ$ myself ab\t4 ,i produc$ ! epitome done by ,gladw91 x seems1 at ! reque/ ( ,mr4 ,cl>ke4 ,?is !y read = an h\r at lea/1 & on go+ away begg$ a copy4 ,aft]w>ds ! ,mol:ee told ! moon%ee t ! ,koran gives a m p>ticul> acc\nt ( ?+s ?an our books4 ,to ?is ! moon%ee answ]$1 t :at he _h se5 0 a v concise abridgm5t1 b if he 7 to see ! orig9al he w\ld =get ! ,koran4 ,?is br\ght on a viol5t dispute4 ,to make good 8 ass]tion1 ! translation y h a copy ( 0 made1 & ! rema9d] ( ! epitome add$4 ,"o *apt] 0 fir/ s5t to ,m>tyn1 :o approv$ ( x1 & n[ y mu/ also see x4 ,our ,cutwal#eg "h is a ,h9doo1 & has (t51 ) heat1 cont5d$ ) me ab\t ! comp>ative au!nticity ( our books2 b on ! prospect ( my leav+ seems s(t5$1 & has ( 8 own accord begg$ a copy ( ! beg9n+ ( ,g5esis & ( ! ,gospel2 :i* he has got4 ,he (t5 cont5ds eag]ly ) ! ,mahomm$ans1 & puts !m to sil5ce by ! argum5ts he has le>nt2 & on ! riots at ,b5>es a great conc\rse ( ,mahom$ans came to him & my moon%ee4 ,"o night !y cont9u$ to dispute until midnight1 n respect+ ,h9dooism & ,mahom$anism1 b entirely respect+ ! ,mahom$an & ,*ri/ian writ+s4 ,i hope ,i am gett+ bett]1 b n s spe$ily z la/ ye>4 ,my flock is already z )\t a %eph]d4 ,i h n be5 among !m = a mon?4 ,a few came to ! h\se on ,sunday ev5+1 b ! ex]tion on ! occasion1 ?\gh little m ?an family wor%ip1 has ?r[n me back40 8,april #c1 #ahaj4 8,y\r la/ lett] f\nd me v unwell1 s mu* s1 t greatly z ,i wi%$1 ,i c\ld n engage 9 answ]+ x4 ,i h no fe> ( be+ =gott5 by y1 yet ^! tok5s ( y\r reg>d are inde$ v acceptable4 ,x seems a weakness 9 my nature t makes me cl+ to creatures z ,i d2 & ! same weakness is ! s\rce ( :at y are s k9d z to call by a s(t] "n4 8,x w\ld be a cause ( deep regret to me to be exclud$ f y\r #8,translation libr>y2' y w really oblige me by ins]t+ my "n among ! subscrib]s1 & ,i w make an ef=t to set all /raight ) y & all ! _w4 ,aft] d$uct+ ! am\nt ( ! h\se "h1 :i* ,i h sold & am to be paid = 9 ,augu/1 ,i d n owe above #cjjj rupees3 yet ,i d owe all ,i am1 & all ,i ev] %all h 9 my p[]1 to su* purposes z y propose4 ,i w endeav\r fir/ to be j1 & !n ,i w glory 9 devot+ my all to ! propagation ( ! gospel 9 ,india4 ,! doctors say !re is no occasion = my go+ d[n ! c\ntry1 b ,i %all be guid$ mu* by ,mr4 ,rob9son4#eh ,he is ne> at h&2 yet come ,i %all n )\t "s alt]ation = ! worse4 ,i h n[ v little pa91 b am weak & incapable ( application4 ,i %\ld rejoice m 9 visit+ ,alde5 ?an ,cawnpore ev51 = ! *ildr5 are all v de> to me1 & _! playfulness delights me4 ,i he> ,m>tyn has receiv$ ! packet f y1 & has he>d f ,mr4 ,simeon t ,cambridge univ]sity vot$ ,bu*anan1 a ,d4,d4 degree4#ei ,i he> g5]al ,m4 wi%es to reside at ,ghazeepore ) ! #fg?4 ,! poor old man has ?r[n ob/acles 9 ! way ( our *ur* till ! mat]ials are likely to be lo/1 b ! congregation increases 9 proportion to ! g5]al's opposition4 ,w4 has (t5 #cj at ,div9e ,s]vice1 & usually ab\t #bj4 ,!y s+ hymns1 & are g5]ally a v int]e/+ p2 ?\gh b a few1 z usual1 give evid5ce ( any *ange40 8,*un>1 ,april #bh1 #ahaj4 8,y\r pap]s h rea*$ me 9 safety2--viz4 #a/4 a report = #ahji4 #bnd41 ! ,agra books & pap]s4 #crd41 ! ,biblio!ca ,biblica c4 ,! #8,translation libr>y' mu/ prove highly useful4 ,i h "s ( ! books y h m5tion$--,a ,golius1 ,diction>ium ,arabicum1 ,s*ult5s1 ,life ( ,salad91 ,/ill+fleet's ,orig9es ,sacr1 ,wells's ,geography1 & o!rs1 :i* %all be s5t d[n1 if y please2 except ,golius1 :i* is to be deliv]$ to ,m>tyn's c>e on my arrival at ,cawnpore4 ,b ! #8,bible repository' delights me4 ,?is is beyond all y\r o!r highly m]itori\s lab\rs1 = ! b5efit ( ! pres5t g5]ation4 ,i %all s5d x r\nd "h1 if ,i h "t1 b ,i h only eight days m "h1 & on my arrival at ,agra w make x public4 ,on receipt ( ! ,report1 ,i s5t x to "s acqua9tance "h4 ,"o s5t x to a ri* ,native#fj 9 ! city1 :o reads ,engli%2 he has return$ x ) a ,hoondee#fa = #ajj rupees1 & an address to ! ,bible ,society4 ,i %all1 ,d4 ,v4 s5d x (f to ! ,secret>y 9 due =m on ,monday1 & he may s5d x = publication2 x appe>s to me an ev5t t w\ld int]e/ at home1 b y w judge :5 y see ! :ole4 ,x has delight$ me highly4 ,i h be5 ?is week at ,b5>es tak+ leave4 ,e4 is n yet arriv$4 ,! old g5tleman !re is mo/ graci\s always to myself1 b is a rag+ be> beh9d my back aga9/ all our measures4 ,x has call$ =? all my little en]gy to make ! poor /& ,i h aga9/ 8 influ5ce4 ,! ,*ur* has be5 delay$ "u v>i\s pretexts twelve mon?s1 b ! mat]ials 7 collect$4 ,i made ^? ef=ts s9ce ,m>*1 & at l5g? got p]mission to beg9 la/ week4 ,rob9son und]took ! sup]9t5d5ce z a la/ res\rce--& 8 (f] 0 accept$4 ,! g5tleman1 h[ev]1 attack$ him :5 ! "w 0 begun1 & call$ me by "n1 ,augu/us ,brooke1 & ! ,salmons1 fanatics1 c4 ,i fe> ?is w make ,e4 less =w>d ?an he might o!rwise h be51 b ,i h left a few ,bibles & ,te/am5ts at ,:eatley's = sale3 mo/ are already suppli$4 ,?\gh ,i h n sold "o ,bible1 ,rob9son is anxi\s to get ! ,*ur* ready by ! "t y arrive4 ,y c f9d a congregation4 ,sev]al families & "s individuals spoke out on my com+ away1 ! fulness ( a graci\s he>t4 ,i (t5 ?9k ( an expression 9 a pray] ( old ,c>ey's1 9 ! pagoda1 #8t 9 ! ev5+ ( y\r resid5ce 9 ,india y might see ! light ( tru? %9e abroad4' ,y\r's & 8 pray] are1 ,i tru/1 he>d4 ,!re w be a *ange 9 ,european ,india1 yea !re is a *ange2 infidels are beg9n+ to hide _! faces1 & ! "y are gr[+ up at ! diff]5t /ations1 ) a rev]5ce = ! ways ( ,god4 ,i p]ceive ! m>ri$ especially mo/ easily prevail$ )4 ,ye/]day1 on an occasion ( extraord9>y awak5+1 ,i1 aft] two or ?ree visits1 adm9i/]$ ! ,"l's ,supp] to a "y ,capta9 & 8 wife1 & ! wife ( ano!r (fic]4 ,! latt] _h call$ h] husb& f a p>ty1 & entreat$ him to jo9 our wor%ip2 he c\ld sc>ce refuse4 ,%e appe>s s]v+ ,god ) all h] m9d1 ?\gh n ) all und]/&+3 ,i h j be5 s5d+ h] a book4 ,x pleases ,god to cont9ue me /ill 9 mu* weakness1 & no little fe> z to my long cont9uance among y4 ,if ,i desire any ?+ 9 life b to speak & act & write = ,him1 ,i pray ,he may graci\sly disappo9t me & hide f me ! evil t w\ld foll[2 b if ,he has giv5 me a desire to glorify ,him1 ,i tru/ ,he w sp>e me a little t ,i may %ew =? ,8 praise60 ,x may n be un9t]e/+ to m5tion1 t ! lett] :i* ,mr4 ,corrie /ates to h be5 writt5 by a ,h9doo to ! committee ( ! ,bible ,society1 is pr9t$ at l5g? 9 ,mr4 ,ow5's ,hi/ory ( t ,society1 7vol4 #b4 pp4 #cf-ch47 ,9 transmitt+ ! lett]1 ,mr4 ,c4 obs]v$3-- 8,?is native has acquir$ a consid]able =tune1 9 "s employm5t "u our gov]nm5t1 9 :i* x 0 necess>y = him to read & write 9 ,engli%4 ,on be+ press$ by argum5ts urg$ = ! supreme importance ( ,*ri/ianity1 he excus$ himself by say+1 #8,he ?\ght if x 7 s1 ! ,briti% gov]nm5t w\ld h made ! ,*ri/ian religion kn[n to _! subjects 9 ?is l&4' ,?is objection he urg$ 9 a v>iety ( ways1 & "h ! discussion end$4 ,on receiv+ ! report = #ahji1 9 answ] to ?is1 he s5t an address to ! ,bible ,society1 writt5 by himself1 & n[ 9 my possession1 reque/+ t x might be correct$2 :i* 0 done1 reta9+ 8 own expressions z mu* z possible40 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,may #g?4 #ahaj4 8,?is morn+ we left ,*un>1 & are n[ on our way to ,cawnpore4 ,i h recov]$ greatly ( late1 b n[ my si/] is fall5 unwell1 & ?us we are kept dep5dant1 & tru/ we f9d x be/ to be s4 ,on ,saturday morn+1 ,mr4 ,e4 arriv$1 b did n let me "k4 ,i h[ev] he>d ab\t mid-day1 & /raightway s5t an invitation to our h\se4 ,9 ! ev5+ he came1 & next morn+ ,mrs4 ,e4 & ! infant2 & we h left !m ?is morn+ 9 our =m] habitation4 ,i prea*$ a f>ewell s]mon ye/]day morn+1 f ,romans x4 #a41 fir/3 po9t+ out ! mean+ ( salvation z includ+ deliv]ance f dang]3--! dang] aris+ f s91 ! necessity ( salvation f s9 if we w\ld avoid its consequ5ces1 z well z to make u meet = ! inh]itance c4 & second3 ,:y ,i wi%$ !m to be sav$1 viz41 f ! consid]ation ( ! mis]y ( ,hell1 ! joys ( ,heav5 & ! pleasures ( religion "h4 ,!re 0 great att5tion4 ,i said a good deal too1 9 ! conclusion1 on ! /ra9 ( my prea*+ among !m1--t ,i 0 aw>e _m did n l x1--b po9t$ out ! necessity ( deliv]+ my own s\l1 z well z my desire n s mu* = _! fav\r & approbation1 consid]$ 9 itself1 b z connect$ ) salvation4 ,"h ,i int5d$ my successor %\ld he> some?+ ( my op9ion ( our works4 ,9 ! ev5+1 my little flock 7 full ( expressions ( k9dness1 & ,i ?9k x 0 a season t w be rememb]$4 ,! ,h9doo/anees came 9 a body1 & made l\d expressions ( regret at my dep>ture1 _m ( !m weep+ al\d4 ,9 ! ev5+ too ,i baptiz$ ?ree ,caffres1 ! s]vants ( a g5tleman1 & :o _h = "s "t be5 "u in/ruction4 ,_m 7 pres5t1 & we begun ! s]vice by s++ "s v]ses f ,v5i ,creator4 ,two ( !m gave p]t95t answ]s to "s que/ions on ,*ri/ianity2 & on _! repeat+ ! cre$ 9 ,h9doo/anee mo/ pres5t 7 melt$ to te>s4 ,mr4 ,g4 has1 x seems1 pr(ess$ to ! ,g5]al t he w nev] g to ,b5>es1 unless he is ord]$1 & ! g5]al has decl>$ he w nev] ord] him4 ,! ,*ur* h[ev] is go+ on "u ,mr4 ,rob9son1 & mu* int]e/ is excit$ ab\t x4 ,! milit>y h desir$ him to make ! build+ a h&some "o1 & !y w add to ! subscription4 ,?us 9 spite ( ,satan & ^? he leads captive1 ! "w ( ! ,"l prosp]s & w prosp]4 ,i h _h packets ( lett]s on leav+1 & am a/oni%$ at ! k9d acceptance my little m ?an ab/a9+ f evil has met )4 ,x seems to be a wond] among !m1 t ,i p]=m$ my (ficial duty :5 call$ ^u2 & especially t ,i %\ld express my read9ess to s]ve !m4 ,de> ,mr4 ,r4 is greatly excit$ ( late t[>ds ! be/ ?+s2 8 he>t has be5 deeply t\*$ by ! dea? ( 8 y\nge/ si/]1 & he is t5d]ly alive to ! bless$ness ( ^? :o die 9 ! ,"l4 ,?is is a happy ev5t j n[1 :5 "s ( ! society !re1 7especially "o ,capta97 seem s]i\sly seek+ to secure ! bett] "p4 ,!y "k 8 ,fa!r's "*1 & ! advantages he has enjoy$2 & also !y h se5 him m retir$ & m att5tive to 8 duty ?an mo/2 & !y seem n[ to look to him = in=mation4 ,we "k h[ev]1 h[ sl[ ( gr[? ! heav5ly plant is1 f ! unt[>dness ( ! soil x falls into2 we "k h[ _m blights & ?orns x is expos$ to3 ?\gh "s good appe>s1 we /ill are n cont5t1 b1 fill$ ) hopes & fe>s1 we wat* = ! ev5t4 ,i told y ,i _h s5t ! plan ( ! libr>y to ,major ,wil=d4 ,he _h n und]/ood me1 s ,i int5d writ+ aga94 ,i enclose 8 note ) ! pap]s1 x w give y a m correct idea ( 8 m9d t[>ds ?is "w ?an ,i c4 ,i fe> ,e4 w n take any tr\ble to make kn[n ! ,bible ,society proce$+s4 ,i s5d a copy ( ! adv]tisem5t to ,:eatley's %op1 :]e x w be se5 by _m2 & h left "o doz5 ,bibles1 & two doz5 ,new ,te/am5ts1 ) ,mr4 ,e4 at ,*un>4 ,dr4 ,w4 ,i f9d1 does our cause good aga9/ 8 w1 by 8 incivility & grasp+ aft] fees4 ,d y inde$ come up ! c\ntry8 ,m>tyn talks ( my rema9+ a mon? at ,cawnpore3 at any rate ,i hope to leave !re to conduct y to ! imp]ial city4 ,x p]haps w\ld be ( importance to get ,m>tyn to resign ! s]vice1 & give himself to ! translat+ & pr9t+ ! scriptures4 ,he w n eat ! bread ( idl5ess1 & x is cle> 8 pres5t lab\rs w br+ an e>ly p]iod to 8 life4 ,i sc>ce "k h[ to write x1 b s x is4 ,i w give y a fai?ful acc\nt f ,cawnpore40 ,! foll[+ lett]1 address$ to ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,simeon ( ,cambridge1 conta9s a k9d ( retrospect ( ,mr4 ,c's lab\rs at ,*un>1 & is on t acc\nt giv5 at l5g?1 at ! risk ( ! repetition ( a few circum/ances :i* h be5 already m5tion$4 8,may #i?4 #ahaj4 8,i "k x w be agreeable to y to he> ( ! progress ,i am mak+1 if x may be call$ progress1 9 ! appo9tm5t ,i hold4 ,?ree ye>s la/ ,febru>y1 ,i arriv$ at ,*un>1 ) v imp]fect views ( ! nature ( ! "w ,i _h engag$ 92 ! habits & "* ( ,europeans und]go an almo/ entire *ange1 aft] a few ye>s resid5ce "h1 s t our "w among ! ,europeans takes a diff]5t turn f ! "w ( ! m9i/ry 9 ,engl&4 ,we h to argue = ! sanctity ( ! sabba?1 ! ext5sive import ( ! sev5? comm&m5t1 c41 be=e we c speak ( ! evil ( break+ ^! comm&m5ts4 ,! necessity ( c>+ ab\t ! example we set is decri$1 z1 say !y1 #8^? we live among d n own ! au?ority ( ! scriptures c4' ,my lab\rs h n1 h[ev]1 be5 9 va9 among ! ,europeans4 ,a small society among ! soldi]s1 ,i left at ,*un>1 & "s ( !m w no d\bt endure unto ! end4 ,( ! high] classes _m individuals are exempl>y4 ,a *ur*1 or r *apel1 is erect+ at ,b5>es1#fb & ?\gh my successor expresses no zeal = ! success ( x1 ,i d\bt n in/rum5ts w be rais$ up1 & s5t =? 9 due "t4 ,i w\ld to ,god1 "s ( ! _m "y m5 ar\nd y1 7 b excit$ to engage 9 ?is s]vice4 ,z to privations1 save t ( sep>ation f de> e>?ly ties1 :i* is inde$ a sev]e privation1 we h only to fe> be+ lull$ into indol5ce & fatal security4 ,our c\ntrym5 "h ought to be held 9 high e/imation1 & a s\l sav$ 9 ,india is inde$ a br& snat*$ f ! burn+1 :il/ x is usually1 also1 a valuable memb] re/or$ to society2 = sc>cely any motive1 b t :i* ! gospel supplies1 c r\se f ! apa?y & ov]:elm+ influ5ce ( an enfeebl+ climate & sy/ematic lu/4 8,soon aft] ,febru>y #ahjg1 ,i met ) a ,native ,*ri/ian1 :o engag$ 9 read+ ! ,h9doo/anee gospels ) me1 & 9 ,septemb] foll[+1 we began wor%ip 9 ,h9doo/anee1 to ! native wives ( ! soldi]s4 ,^! _h be5 baptiz$ by ,roman ,ca?olic prie/s1 b 7 deplorably ignorant ( e *ri/ian tru?4 ,i began also ) a ,moon%ee to translate f ! books ( ,moses2 & ?\gh ,i blu% (t5 9 review ( ^! fir/ attempts1 !y 7 useful 9 convey+ "s idea ( ! tru?1 z ! ,native ,*ri/ian1 by repeat$ ef=ts on my "p1 ga9$ a correct notion ( ! subject1 & by 8 exhortations c4 convey$ x to !m4 ,ab\t =ty cont9u$ to att5d once 9 ! week1 & once on ! ,sabba?1 till la/ ,"l's day2 "s ( ^! ,i tru/ to meet at ! "r h& ( ! ,judge #89 t day4' ,two ( !m are truly spiritual1 & _m ( !m unexceptionable 9 conduct4 ,! *ange 9 ^? :o att5d$ in/ruction1 is manife/ to all4 ,i baptiz$ dur+ my resid5ce at ,*un>1 two m5 & ?ree wom52 ! m5 & "o woman unconnect$ ) ,europeans1 & all except "o man are walk+ unblameably4 ,beside ^!1 _m ,roman ca?olic *ri/ians come f "t to "t1 & sev]al ( ^! are 9 my s]vice4 ,i h five *ri/ian *ildr5 also1 :o are go+ ) me1 t _! education may n be h9d]$ by my removal4 ,!re is ) me also1 a y\? ab\t sev5te51 ^: p>5ts are ! *ildr5 ( ,europeans2 ?is lad gives hope t he is a p>tak] ( ! grace ( ,god1 & is go+ ) me = ! express purpose ( le>n+ ! way ( ,god m p]fectly1 t he may become a tea*] ( ! *ri/ians "h1 9 g5]al ly+ 9 d>kness z mu* z ! hea!n4 ,8 purpose at pres5t is1 #8accord+ to ! language ( ea* p1' s t he requires in/ruction 9 ,engli% & 9 ! native languages also4 ,my native flock1 on my com+ away1 express$ _! regret by _m te>s1 & "s by l\d lam5tations4 ,! old tea*] goes ) me1 z !re are _m native *ri/ians at ,agra4 ,i wi%$ to h left him beh9d2 b circum/ances1 ) ! advice ( belov$ ,m>tyn1 induc$ me to let him come z he desir$4 ,he w probably soon return4 ,! tumult ab\t missions has subsid$ "h1 ?\gh ! g5]ality ( ! ,engli% are z av]se to x z ev]4 ,a riot took place at ,b5>es la/ ,septemb]1 :i* ! al>mi/s "h w no d\bt make all ! use !y c (1 9 _! reports home4 ,a qu>rel#fc took place betwe5 ! ,h9doos & ,musselmans1 9 :i* "s lo/ _! lives4 ,report at fir/ magnifi$ ! numb] to ?ree hundr$1 b ,i h se5 a copy ( ! (ficial report to gov]nm5t1 & ! foll[+1 y may dep5d1 is ! tru?4 ,9 ! reign ( ,aurungzebe1 a ,h9doo place ( wor%ip consi/+ ( a ,temple ) a sacr$ ,well )9 ! enclosure1 7or *ur*-y>d7 0 seiz$ ^u by ! k+'s ord]4 ,! temple 0 appropriat$ = ,mahom$an wor%ip1 b ! ,h9doos _h /ill access to ! well4 ,:il/ ! ,mahom$ans 7 9 p[]1 no disputes arose1 = ! ,h9doos consid] ! k+'s ord] "o road to heav54 ,s9ce ! ,engli% h _h dom9ion1 _m causes ( mutual compla9t h ris5 up1 f ! disrespect %ewn by ! diff]5t sects to ea* o!r 9 _! wor%ip4 ,! ,mahom$ans1 9 _! petition to gov]nm5t1 /ate1 t among/ o!r indignities1 ! ,h9doos _h on a late fe/ival1 plac$ an idol 9 ! pulpit ( ! temple by way ( contempt1 :il/ ! ,h9doos1 9 _! petition1 relate simil> in/ances ( disrespect1 %ewn to !m by ! ,mahom$ans4 ,! imm$iate cause ( ! riot 0 z foll[s4 ,an idol be+ "s "t s9ce dug out ( a ru91 a ,fake] began to make x ! object ( 8 wor%ip4 ,= ?is end he built ov] x a mud %$1 & aft]w>ds a ?at*$ little h\se1 on ! bord] ( ! disput$ gr\nd1 :]e ! ,mosque & ,well are4 ,a ri* m]*ant at la/ v[$ be=e ?is idol1 t if he might b h a *ild1 he w\ld build a /one h\se ov] x3 he _h a *ild1 & 9 build+ ! h\se1 encroa*$ on ! gr\nd ! ,mahom$ans claim$1 :o /raightway collect+1 demoli%$ ! idol1 & kill+ c[s1 spr9kl$ _! blood on _m temples ( ! ,h9doos1 & de/roy$ a sacr$ pill>4 ,! ,h9doos retaliat$1 & kill+ hogs1 spr9kl$ _! blood on ! ,mosques4 ,to prev5t ^! fanci$ pollutions !re 0 mu* viol5ce on bo? sides2 & five m5 7 kill$ & _m w\nd$4 ,! soldi]y put an end to ! tumult4 8,may #ag4 ,i dispat* ?is f ,allahabad4 ,i he>d "h f ,m>tyn1 :o is 9 usual heal?1 & ) ^: company ,i hope to be refre%$ 9 eight or t5 days1 if ! ,"l w4 ,?is is a l>ge /ation ( ,europeans1 & is highly des]v+ ( a *apla94 ,x is1 at pres5t1 9 ! ,cawnpore di/rict4 ,i h sev]al occasional duties z !y are call$1 to p]=m = ,m>tyn1 & am deta9$ ?ree days on t acc\nt4 ,i may h m5tion$1 t at ,b5>es a m]*ant calls ! soldi]s & p ( 8 own description to wor%ip 9 8 h\se on ! ,sunday & once a week2 & "h an inf]ior (fic] 9 ! ordnance dep>tm5t does ! same4 ,he tells me he _h la/ sabba? a congregation ( fifte54 ,i h l5t copies ( ! ,village ,s]mons at bo? places1 & !y use ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& pray]s4 ,b ! unhappy pride ( rank c4 :i* prevails "h to an ext5t y h no idea (1 prev5ts _! influ5ce f rea*+ f>1 ?\gh !y are witnesses ( ,god1 #8epi/les ( ,*ri/1 kn[n & read ( all m54' ,_h we a few m ,colonel ,proles1 7:om ,i believe y "k17 ! pres5ce ( m *apla9s might be bett] disp5s$ )4 ,he (ficiates unwe>i$ly1 z prie/1 z well z pr9ce ( ! ho/2 & y w be gratifi$ to he>1 t v decid$ m>ks ( fav\r f ! comm&] 9 *ief h be5 %ewn him ( late4 ,he is j put into an important comm& at ,delhi4 ,i h _h a m sev]e attack aga9 9 ! liv] ?is spr+1 f :i* ,i am1 ?r\gh m]cy1 recov]+1 & p]ceive ^! visitations to be mo/ m]ciful appo9tm5ts2 ,i hope !y may be sanctifi$ to me4 ,i tru/ y\r heal? may be re/or$ by ?is1 or t at lea/1 y may be cont9u$ to keep op5 ! doors ( ,tr9ity ,*ur* = _m ye>s40 ,! _s ( self-devotion 9 :i* ,mr4 ,corrie left ,*un> to proce$ to 8 new /ation1 may be se5 9 ^! lett]s3 9 8 ,j\rnal1 also1 he repeat$ly expresses 8 desire1 t 8 removal to ,agra may be = great] usefulness 9 ! m9i/ry1 & 8t 8 pr(it+ might appe> unto _m40 ,v e>ne/1 too1 are 8 express$ pray]s1 t ! ,*ri/ian y\?s :o accompani$ him might by 8 means be 8l$ to ,god1 ?r\gh ,*ri/1 9 hol9ess ( life20 & t he might be 8enabl$ to walk circumspectly1 s t ! ,"l might sanctify 8 int]c\rse ) !m40 ,& 8 petition ) reg>d to 8 own s\l 03-- 8,o ,"l1 my inmo/ ?\ghts inspect1 & tea* me to "k myself z ?\ kn[e/ me2 & n to ?9k ( myself above :at ,i ought to ?9k1 b to ?9k humbly6 ,o1 help me1 mighty ,"l1 & make me a bless+ to _m60 ,mr4 ,corrie rea*$ ,cawnpore on ,saturday1 ,june #b4 #ahaj1 & next day1 writes3-- 8,june #crd4 #ahaj1 7,sunday47 ,i arriv$ "h ye/]day morn+4 ,= "s days prec$+ ,i h be5 unsettl$1 & unable to apply myself to any good purpose4 ,to-day ,i h _h mu* sweet conv]sation ) ,m>tyn1 b ought to lam5t a want ( spiritual affection4 ,9 pray] dead & lifeless1 unaffect$ ) ! importance ( :at ,i am ab\t4 ,o ,"l1 revive me6 ,?is morn+ ,i prea*$ to ! #h? ,light ,dragoons1 b sadly )\t feel+ myself2 & ,i fe> !y too 74 ,o ?\1 :o can/ make ! dead to he> ?y voice1 raise u to a life ( righte\sness6 ,! ,g5]al "h is v att5tive to religi\s duties4 ,i love him = :at he does2 & pray1 z d o!rs1 t he may be bless$ 9 well do+4 ,o ,"l1 direct my way to ,agra1 & make me a bless+ !re60 ,on ! foll[+ ,sunday we f9d him not+3-- 8,june #aj?4 #ahaj4 ,i h be5 endeav\r+ to review my ways1 z connect$ ) ! m9i/ry ,i engag$ 9 ?is day1 9 #ahjb4 ,i p]ceive h[ greatly ,i h (f5d$ aga9/ my engagem5ts1 9 respect ( p]sonal hol9ess1 ( motives 9 my m9i/rations1 & ( int]c\rse ) ! _w4 ,i w\ld admire ! goodness ( ,god1 my ,savi\r1 9 hid+ me f ! /rife ( tongues1 9 be>+ ) ! unhall[$ fire ( my public s]vices1 9 pres]v+ me f return+ to ! _w4 ,especially ought ,i to praise ,him = any acceptance he has giv5 me 9 my "w4 ,i h be5 made acceptable to _m :o "k ,god1 & x is no small hon\r to be in/rum5tal 9 build+ up ,god's *ur*4 ,"s are gone to ! grave ) hope 9 ! "n ( ,*ri/1 ?r\gh my in/rum5tality1 especially ,dr4 ,b41 & a "y man at ,sew/]n4 ,on ! voyage to ,india1 ,r4 ,y4 0 r\s$ to consid] ! in/ructions a pi\s fa!r _h giv5 him2 & ,g4 ,v4 l$ to *oose ! bett] "p4 ,a "y man ,i 0 told1 0 al>m$ on acc\nt ( 8 s9s f ! fir/ s]mon ,i prea*$ at ! ,old ,*ur*1 ,calcutta4 ,b4 at ,*un> is walk+ 9 ! n>r[ way3 & ,i hope ,g4 w lay hold on et]nal life4 ,among ! soldi]s1 ,i reckon ?ree at ,*un>1 :o seem truly seek+ life et]nal1 beside _m o!rs m or less hopeful !re4 ,b1 ,i fe> = !m all2 s desp]ate are _! situations1 & try+ _! circum/ances4 ,b1 p]haps ,i ought to bless ,god above all = ! ?ree native wom51 viz41 ! wife ( s]geant ,w4 ( ,william ,b4 & ( ,john ,w41 !y seem to be truly #8p>tak]s ( ! b5efit2' & may ! ,"l grant t ,james may g on unto p]fection4 ,o may ! ,s's be f\nd among ! happy few2 ) ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,y4 n[ 9 ,calcutta6 ,i (t5 ?9k ,i lab\r 9 va92 & alas6 9 comp>ison ( ! _w ly+ 9 wick$ness1 :at are ^! few8 ,b1 h[ f> d !y exce$ any rew>d ,i c\ld possibly h reckon$ on1 consid]+ my own weakness1 inatt5tion & wor?lessness4 ,my ,god1 ,i bless !e = ^!6 ,^! are my joy & cr[n3 n[1 let me wat* ov] my own s\l2 &1 ,o ?\ ,_s ( life1 & love1 & lib]ty1 accompli% 9 me complete r$emption6 ,prosp] my way to ,agra1 & prep>e mu* p to ?yself !re1 = ,jesus ,*ri/'s sake6 ,?is ev5+ att5d$ ! fun]al ( ,capta9 ,w4--,h4 ,m4 #ecrd4 ,regim5t4 ,! b& play$ be=e ! corpse2 & a m affect+ sc5e ,i h n witness$ = a long "t4 ,god1 ,i praise !e t ,i h n be5 cut d[n z a cumb]] ( ! gr\nd4 ,o1 tea* me s to numb] my days t heav5ly1 holy wisdom may be my only pursuit60 ,mr4 ,corrie _h n be5 long at ,cawnpore be=e x became app>5t t ,mr4 ,m>tyn's heal? 0 9 s unsatisfactory a /ate1 z to r5d] x necess>y t he %\ld be reliev$ f ! duties ( ! /ation4 ,mr4 ,c4 0 9 consequ5ce deta9$ !re to assi/ ,mr4 ,m>tyn4 ,8 own acc\nt ( ?is circum/ance is conta9$ 9 a lett]3-- ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,cawnpore1 ,july #aj?4 #ahaj4 8,i h be5 ^u writ+ to y daily = a long "t1 till at la/ ,i "k n well :at ,i h to tell y4 ,:5 ,i arriv$ "h1 ,m>tyn 0 look+ v ill1 & a v little ex]tion laid him up4 ,s9ce !n y w "k t ,i h be5 ord]$ to rema9 "h = a "t1 to assi/ him2 & he is already greatly recov]$4 ,8 appe>ance is mu* improv$4 ,8 re/ & appetite mu* m regul>1 & he is altoge!r bett]4 ,x w be well1 h[ev]1 if 8 =m] weakness does n return1 :5 he %all aga9 be left to ! :ole duties ( ?is l>ge /ation1 = 8 frame is by no means suit$ = /rong lab\r4 ,= myself1 ,i am well1 & z /rong z ev] ,i recollect to h be54 ,if ,i c b avoid a return ( ! fev]1 ,i may la/ a long :ile2 b x is n = u to boa/ ( ! morr[4 ,i am "u ! same ro( ) ,m>tyn4 ,sabat is )9 call2 & ( him y w be glad to he> t he is f> m respectful & c>eful 9 8 int]c\rse ) ,m>tyn1 ?an he us$ to be4 ,he seems to feel t he has gone ! #8l5g? ( 8 te!r1' & is evid5tly anxi\s to keep on good t]ms4 ,he seldom omits do+ some?+ 9 ! translations daily2 s !y proce$ regul>ly4 ,i am greatly pleas$ ) 8 correct$ ,p]sian gospels1 :i* ,i c read ) facility2 & hav+ read mu* ( ! ,%ah ,nameh1 ?9k ! /yle mu* l t book4 ,! ,h9doo/anee ,new ,te/am5t w1 ,i suppose1 become a /&>d = future editions4 ,to any "o acqua9t$ ) ! ,h9doo/anee ( ,gil*ri/1 x w n be v difficult4 ,i am decid$ly ( op9ion t ! /yle ( any translation = ?is c\ntry1 ought to be high r ?an l[2 z x w be ! duty ( exp\nd]s to und]/& & expla9 x2 & "o l[ expression w make ! :ole appe> contemptible4 ,h>d words1 also1 :5 judici\sly ins]t$1 are no great detrim5t to ! s5se1 :e!r und]/ood or n1 z ,i h (t5 f\nd f ! *ildr54 ,i h se5 v little ( ! p "h1 beside ! religi\s soldi]s4 ,i he> sad acc\nts f my =m] flock at ,*un>4 ,a "y man1 a physician belov$ 9 ! ,"l1 writes me f !nce1 t ^? ,i ?\ght mo/ /aun* among ! m51 are fall5 into sad drunk5ness aga92 & "o ( my native ,*ri/ians1 too1 has turn$ out v ill !re4 ,i _h fitt$ up a small *ur* !re1 & left x = ! use ( ! s]i\s m52 b x is turn$ into worse ?an a #8d5 ( ?ieves4'0 ,9 ! lett]s :i* foll[1 w be f\nd _m p>ticul>s connect$ ) ! /udies & habits ( life ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn1 :i* _c fail to be read ) melan*oly int]e/4 ,some:at m9ute acc\nts1 too1 ( ! progress ( ! la/ illness ( t sa9t$ p]son1 occur 9 ! lett]s to ,mr4 ,br[n1 & :i* x has n be5 deem$ requisite to omit2 = x c nev] be ?\ght sup]flu\s to relate 8aft] :at sort0 ! s]vants ( ,god 8h clos$ up _! days on e>?40#fd ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,cawnpore1 ,july #ca4 #ahaj4 8,y w h receiv$ m9e ( ! #ad?4 :i* w h set y some:at at ease4 ,m>tyn is mu* affect$ by y\r anxiety ab\t him2 b he says1 he does n consid] himself 9 dang]2 & ?is morn+ said1 he ?\ght a mon?'s sil5ce w\ld entirely re/ore him4 ,i try all me?ods to induce him to leave ! translation = a few mon?s1 & sometimes seem to h prevail$2 & !n a little refre%m5t makes him ?9k himself well4 ,! wor/ sign seems to be t = a mon? pa/ he is r weak] ?an /rong]4 ,on my fir/ arrival he recruit$ greatly = a =tnight1 b is n[1 to say ! be/1 at a /&4 ,he has agre$ to g on ! riv] to try ! effect ( *ange & sil5ce2 & z soon z a boat c be procur$ w g t[>ds ,futtygur4 ,he objects to go+ to sea at pres5t1 t ! cold season "h w be b5eficial1 & t ! damps & fogs ( ,calcutta w\ld be less s at ?is "t2 & t he is det]m9$ to leave ?is 9 ,febru>y next1 9 ord] to get to sea 9 ,m>*4 ,b1 ! tru? is1 he expects ! ,new ,te/am5t to be done 9 ,arabic by t "t1 & t !n he %all be m at lib]ty4 ,! /ate ( 8 heal? seems ?is3 he is easily fatigu$1 & !n gets b brok5 re/1 ) confus$ & di/ress+ dreams4 ,a v little ex]tion 9 speak+ produces pa9s 9 ! *e/1 ) almo/ total loss ( voice1 & almo/ all ^! symptoms are produc$ by ! ev5+ ( e day4 ,he is sp>+ 9 8 food c41 z usual1 b takes suffici5t n\ri%m5t1 al?\gh1 he says1 ) little appetite1 b f a s5se ( necessity4 ,i ?9k y w consid] imm$iate relaxation necess>y1 z ,i d1 & h urg$ s repeat$ly1 & 9 su* a v>iety ( ways1 t any "o b himself w\ld ?9k ,i want$ to succe$ him "h4 ,b t to me w\ld be "o ( ! pa9ful circum/ances att5d+ 8 removal4 ,i ?9k ! wisdom & goodness ( ,god evid5t 9 my =m] appo9tm5t & 9 my pres5t de/9ation4 ,i c d a little 9 a quiet way = ! fur!rance ( our common cause1 b ?is l>ge /ation w\ld bo? occupy my :ole "t & make my defici5cies m conspicu\s4 8,aug4 #a/4 ,my he>t is seldom s mu* at ease z ,i wi% x to be :5 ,i write to y4 ,our de> bro!r w n believe t he is 9 any dang]2 nor is x likely he w die imm$iately4 ,a little c>e makes him feel bett]1 & n[ he hesitates ab\t go+ on ! riv] at pres5t4 ,he has = "s days be5 f morn+ till night ) ,sabat at ! ,arabic1 gett+ ready ! fir/ sev5 *apt]s ( ,mat!w3 :5 t is done he is go+ on ) ,fitrut 9 ,g5esis4 ,i wi% x _h be5 conv5i5t = y to come up2 y c\ld h tak5 him back ) y1 vi et armis3 b t is pa/4 ,he speaks ( himself z ?reat5$ ) consumption1 ) all ! composure o!rs speak ( a legacy2 b ?9ks x is n yet begun 9 him4 ,! failure ( 8 voice1 & 8 poor ?9 frame1 make me fe> ! wor/2 & ,i tell him freely my *ief hope ( a cure 9 him is f a removal f ?is place & cessation f lab\r imm$iately4 8,i c write y ( no?+ else at pres5t4 ,?is subject occupies mo/ ( my ?\ghts2 ,i d>e n dwell ^u ! probable issue4 ,b we may #8h all ?+s & ab\nd1' :il/ we h our ,god & ,savi\r4 ,t hymn ,i sang ) a heavy he>t1 :5 ,i fir/ left y\r pat]nal ro( = ,*un>2 & daily f9d x suitable4 ,! #8s9 t dwelle? 9 me' makes my life heavy2 & b = ! invisible h&1 ,i %\ld entirely fa9t1 or #8become a rebuke unto ! fooli%4'0 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,buckwor?4 8,cawnpore1 ,aug4 #af1 #ahaj4 8,i am n[ "u ,m>tyn's ro(3 y "k ( my removal to ,agra4 ,on our way ?i!r1 we f\nd our bro!r s unwell t ,i appli$1 & 0 ord]$ by ! ,g5]al comm&+1 to rema9 "h = a "t to assi/ him4 ,we enjoy all ! com=ts ( religi\s society we c desire4 ,i am z happy z ,i c desire to be on e>?4 ,_h ,i be5 ) y1 z y k9dly sugge/1 ,i c\ld n h be5 m s2 &1 p]haps n s useful4 ,i am ?ankful no su* temptation (f]$ to deta9 me 9 ,engl&2 ! wi% to h be5 a #8help] toge!r ) y1' w\ld probably h prevail$ above all o!rs4 ,x is 9 va9 to conceal t my heal? has suff]$ f ! climate2 & *iefly f imprud5ce4 ,! necessity ( cessation f lab\r x imposes is mo/ pa9ful4 ,i bless ,god = ^! sicknesses1 above all ,8 o!r m]cies1 z connect$ ) ! salvation :i* is 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,i tru/ ,i "k t he is bless$ :o is in/ruct$ :il/ und]go+ correction4 ,at times1 ,i h _h su* views z ,i _c describe1 ( ! excell5cy ( ! re/ rema9+ = ,god's p1 s z to make me #8desire to dep>t & be ) ,*ri/2' b1 ^! sweet mom5ts are alas6 only ( %ort duration4 ,h[ does ! corrupt nature emit cl\ds ( va9 & vile passions1 :i* obscure & d>k5 ! great] "p ( my days6 ,bless$ be ,god = ,jesus ,*ri/6 8,! acc\nt ( "o day w give y a g5]al idea ( our :ole mann] ( life4 ,we usually rise at day-break1 & ride out4 ,m>tyn & ,i breakfa/ betwe5 six & sev5 o'clock3 !n read ! scriptures ) a ,polyglott be=e u1 & pray4 ,m>tyn !n goes to 8 /udy4 ,i g to see ,m>y2 & %e & ,mrs4 ,s4 are le>n+ ,h9doo/anee 9 ord] to be able to speak on religion to _! female s]vants2 & if circum/ances fav\r1 to get a s*ool ( female native *ildr54 ,i am _! tea*]4 ,mrs4 ,s4 has a s*ool ( ,european *ildr5 belong+ to ! regim5t4 ,i return to read+1 usually ,h9doo/anee or ,p]sian4 ,at elev51 my ,*ri/ian *ildr5 come to say ! lesson !y h be5 le>n+ ) ! native s*oolma/]4 ,9 ! middle ( ! day we h a repa/2 & !n resume read+ till f\r1 :5 ! ,*ri/ian *ildr5 come aga9 to read 9 ! ,h9doo/anee gospels4 ,9 ! ev5+ we meet1 usually1 at ,capta9 ,s's1 or ,m>tyn's1 :5 we s+ "s hymns1 ) read+ & pray] be=e we sep>ate4 ,?is is ! peaceful t5or ( our way4 ,at ! int]vals1 two days 9 ! week ,i visit1 & pray )1 ! sick 9 ! hospitals3 on ! ,sabba?1 public wor%ip2 9 ! morn+ at ! drum-head ( "o ( ?ree ,european corps ly+ "h1 9 rotation2 9 ! ev5+ ( ,sunday & ,w$nesday1 we h social wor%ip ) a goodly numb] ( pi\s soldi]s 9 a public build+ fitt+ up1 b n yet ready to op5 z a *ur*3 besides ^! s]vices once a =tnight !re is public wor%ip 9 ! ,g5]al's h\se4 ,except ! soldi]s1 all our o!r ,engli% rank z g5tlem54 ,we h "h only ^! two classes1 except a v few p]sons 9 trade4 8,i d n consid] myself at home "h2 & am long+ = ,agra1 t ,i may comm5ce m ext5sive plans among ! hea!n4 ,my ,*ri/ian boys are becom+ v de> to me2 "o especially is v intellig5t & hopeful3 !y w be well gr\nd$ 9 pr9ciples2 & ,i pray ,god to give !m spiritual und]/&+4 ,!y come to me ) _! little compla9ts1 & _! ,arab black faces (t5 make me v m]ry2 nor w\ld ,i leave ! (t5 pa9ful1 because t$i\s task1 ( attempt+ to make !m wise unto salvation1 ev5 to be ! help] ( my belov$ ,buckwor?4 8,i "k n if ,i wrote to y on our leav+ ,*un> 9 ,may4 ,! native tea*] has return$ ?i!r2 & ,i reckon "s ( ! native *ri/ians !re to be truly spiritual4 ,i hope to h a l>ge native flock at ,agra3 !re are few ,europeans !re1 :i* w leave me m leisure ?an ,i h "h4 ,respect+ our bro!r ,m>tyn1 8 heal? is f> f good1 8 con/itution f> f /rong3 he is go+ to sea be=e long1 7,d4 ,v47 to try sea-air4 ,may ,god r5d] x effectual to 8 re/oration6 ,8 life is beyond all price to u4 ,y "k :at a pr(\nd s*ol> he is1 & all 8 acquirem5ts are d$icat$ to ! s]vice ( ,*ri/4 ,if ev] man1 s9ce ,/4 ,paul1 c\ld use ^! words1 he may1 #8,"o ?+ ,i d1 c41 7,philip4 iii4 #ac1 #ad47 ,he has1 ) a le>n$ native1 f9i%$ ! translation into ,h9doo/anee ( ! :ole ,new ,te/am5t2 :i* is ready to be s5t to ! press1 :5 money is suppli$4 ,he is go+ on ) ! books ( ,moses4 ,sabat has f9i%$ ! f\r ,gospels1 ! ,acts1 & to #bnd4 ,cor9?ians1 9 ,p]sian & ,arabic1 :i* ,m>tyn comp>es ) ! ,greek4 ,! ,bible ,society helps nobly1 & w cont9ue to fo/] #8! day ( small ?+s' among u4 8,x is 9 my he>t to live1 if heal? p]mits1 & to die1 among ^! p4 ,?is1 my bro!r1 is my true life1 ,i f9d2 & (t51 9 ! angui% excit$ by ! idea ( see+ y all no m1 ,i use ^? words1 #8,cease1 fond nature1 cease ?y /rife2 & let me langui% into life4' ,to live to ,god is life inde$4 ,i am inf9itely unwor?y ( ! place ,i fill1 & mis]ably defective 9 e "p ( x2 b no "o else (f]s to supply my lack1 s t ! little ,i d w\ld be left undone1 7 ,i n :]e ,i am4 ,may ,god keep me fai?ful unto dea?6 ,yea1 fai?ful is he1 !re=e ,i %all endure3 ?r\gh 8 p[]1 ,i %all meet y be=e ! ?rone4 ,x matt]s n1 !n1 :]e we are = ! %ort "t ( our day40 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,cawnpore1 ,aug4 #ag4 #ahaj4 8,i h made ?ree attempts at a report respect+ our bro!r's heal?4 ,on ! #ae?4 he 0 v lively1 & !n talk$ ( n go+ ev5 on ! riv]4 ,ye/]day he 0 weak]1 & la/ night _h a viol5t attack ( sickness1 :i* has n entirely left him yet1 & has br\ght him to a lam5table /ate ( weakness4 ,:at to d ,i don't "k4 ,i h urg$ 8 leav+ 8 /udies & try+ *ange ( air1 9 e possible way4 ,to-day1 inde$1 he talks aga9 ( go+ on ! riv]1 & ,i hope to keep him 9 ?is m9d4 ,y\r applications = ,arabic h set him to "w anew ) an ard\r t no?+ b dea? c repress4 ,f sev5 9 ! morn+ till ne> or aft] six 9 ! ev5+ 7save a little int]val at mid-day17 he is at "w ) ,sabat1 & ,mirza ,fitrut4 ,9 va9 ,i w>n him ( ! consequ5ces4 ,nev] 0 any "o s inatt5tive to heal?1 or s unskilful 9 sickness4 ,i 0 up ) him mu* ( ! =m] "p ( la/ night3 & )\t somebody he w\ld be worse f 8 unskilful applications4 ,he is inde$ mo/ tractable z to meats & dr9ks1 b !re my au?ority ov] him ends4 ,he w h told y ( ! delay occasion$ by want ( an ,arabic scribe4 ,i don't "k h[ _m copies1 b ,sabat says t51 h be5 attempt$ ( ! beg9n+ ( ,mat!w = y1 & h fail$4 ,i wrote to ,major ,wil=d lately1 to ask him if he w\ld read & give 8 op9ion ( ! ,sanscrit ,gospels4 ,i h receiv$ 8 answ] ?is morn+4 ,he says1 #8,i rejoice to he> ( ! progress t is mak+ 9 ! attempt to diffuse ! k ( ! ^w ( ,god among ! ,g5tiles1 b ,i lam5t t h>dly any?+ has hi!rto be5 done wor? notice1 to diffuse x among ! ,h9doos4 ,e ?+ seems calculat$ = ! ,mussulmans4444 ,! ,sanscrit translation ( ! gospels is useless1 = ! pr\d & /ubborn ,brahm9 w nev] read x4 ,we want a good translation 9 ,h9dee1 pure ,h9dee4444 ,:]e ! ,mission>ies at ,s]ampore h le>n$ ! ,h9dee1 ,i am at a loss to div9e4 ,i hope _! assi/ants d n und]/& a ^w ( ,p]sian4 ,) reg>d to ! ,sanscrit translation1 ,i am v unwill+ to h any?+ to d ei!r directly or indirectly ) ! ,s]ampore s*ool2 b 9 ! s9c]ity ( my he>t ,i wi% !m success4 ,x 0 my int5tion to h leisurely eras$ all ! ,p]sian words out ( my fri5d's' 7,hunt]'s translation1 a copy ( :i* ,i gave ,major ,w47 #8v]sion2 = ,i am n 9 ! lea/ afraid to revise 8 or any o!r v]sion1 ev5 publicly4 ,x has n be5 9 my p[] hi!rto 7f ill heal?71 & ,god alone kn[s :5 ,i %all be able to resume my /udies con amore et spirito4'--,?us f> ,major ,wil=d40 8,cawnpore1 ,sept4 #d1 #ahaj4 8,our bro!r x seems1 has told y1 he is s well1 all fur!r reports respect+ 8 heal? are ne$less4 ,i w\ld1 h[ev]1 prove h[ ready ,i am to comply ) y\r wi%es1 ?\gh1 ,i hope too1 all anxiety respect+ ,m>tyn's recov]y is at an end4 ,x seems he requires only re/4 ,x is to be hop$1 8 con/itution is n uns\nd1 b has be5 greatly tri$ by 8 cont9ual ex]tions4 ,dur+ ! la/ =tnight ! *ange = ! bett] 9 him has be5 v evid5t1 b on ,sunday ev5+1 ! pa9 9 8 brea/ return$1 suffici5tly to %ew him1 he mu/ n fancy himself :at he once 04 ,he began to ask1 :y he %\ld g to ,calcutta8--be+ s mu* bett]2 b ?is feel+ ( 8 =m] compla9t1 has1 ,i hope1 put all d\bts on ! subject to flight4 ,inde$ ,i h made 8 leav+ ! /ation a condition ( my rema9+4 ,! ,g5]al has cons5t$ to my be+ put 9 ord]s to rema9 "h1 till ,m>tyn's return1 & to give ,m>tyn an unlimit$ leave ( abs5ce4 ,s n[1 on ! #a/ ( ,nov4 he purposes leav+ ?is = ,calcutta1 & is m$itat+ s*emes ( usefulness on 8 way d[n1 & among ! native1 ,arm5ian1 & ,arabian *ri/ians 9 ,calcutta4 ,x w be ( mu* importance t y %\ld see him1 & talk ) him face to face1 ab\t ! translations1 c4 ,sabat1 ,i told y1 is mu* m on 8 gu>d & m respectful t[>ds ,m>tyn1 b causes him great uneas9ess1 by ! sl[ progress he makes 9 8 "w4 ,x is inde$ v try+ to our bro!r1 z1 )\t "s *ange1 ! translations w h>dly ev] be br\ght to an end4 ,x is ne$less = me to say any?+ ab\t ! subscriptions1 c4 z ,m>tyn writes to y s fully on ^? subjects4 ,= my own "p1 ,i am anxi\s1 t "s translation %\ld be got ready = circulation 9 ,india2 !re is yet1 none t seems suit$ to ! population we are among2 & my views are *iefly conf9$ to ^! p2 among ^! ,i %all probably live & die1 b no ext5sive good c fl[ f ! lab\rs ( any1 till ! ,scriptures are ready to be deliv]$ to !m4 ,i am !re=e m delight$ ) y\r int5tion ( publi%+ ! ,h9doo/anee gospels1 ?an ! ,arabic1 :il/ ,i pray y ,god's spe$ ) bo?4 ,ab\t "o fifte5? ( ! population ( ?is c\ntry is ,mahom$an1 & ( t fifte5? "p1 n "o 9 five hundr$ kn[s ,arabic2 b _m ( !m are acqua9t$ ) & admire ! ,p]sian1 & all ( !m und]/& ! ,moors1 z x is call$4 ,_m too ( ! ,h9doos und]/& x1 & a skilful read] c\ld easily make x und]/ood by all4 8,sep4 #ab4 ,?us f> ,i _h writt5 z above1 b y\r frequ5t lett]s f & to ,m>tyn1 made me ?9k x unnecess>y to s5d ?is4 ,9 consequ5ce ( y\r la/1 ,m>tyn int5ds leav+ ?is1 z soon z boats c be procur$ = himself & ,sabat1 b x is unc]ta9 :5 t may be1 z boats are 9 great reque/ = ! ,g5]al & 8 suite4 ,m>tyn _h frequ5tly express$ to me 8 op9ion respect+ ! incorrectness ( ,sabat's ,arabic1 z well z compla9$ ( 8 sl[ progress4 ,x is likely1 h[ev]1 t 8 "w w be f\nd bett] ?an y\r la/ w\ld sugge/3 s few are qualifi$ to criticise ,arabic1 t probably _m ( ! objections rais$1 w be f\nd gr\ndless4 ,i ?9k1 h[ev]1 de>e/ ,sir1 to give ! light ( life to ! population ( ,india is no small hon\r put ^u y\r ,committee1 & ,i hope y w put ! ,h9doo/anee translation1 ,m>tyn is br++ d[n1 to ! press /raightway4 ,we h1 dur+ la/ week1 be5 (t5 on ! riv] 9 a borr[$ p9nace1 & ! effect has be5 good to u all4 ,our de> bro!r cont9ues to m5d1 b ! l5g? ( 8 life w dep5d mu* on 8 desi/+1 or n1 f public duties4 ,he w\ld soon be laid up aga91 7 he to beg9 to prea*4 ,he w\ld1 at all ev5ts1 take half ( ! duty la/ ,sunday1 b beside n be+ he>d by half ! ,regim5t1 he 0 oblig$ to %ort5 ! s]vice1 & ) ! ,faque]s 9 ! ev5+1 br\ght on ! old pa9 9 8 brea/4 ,! same employm5ts z be=e occupy me1 s ,i h no?+ new to write to y4 ,our society ( soldi]s increases1 & we are inexpressibly happy toge!r4 ,mrs4 ,s4 has be5 unwell1 b is recov]+1 & inde$ we h m]cies multipli$ ^u u )\t numb]4 ,may we h grace to be m ?ankful40 ,x may be prop] "h to /ate1 t ! ,committee ref]r$ to 9 ?is lett]1 z be+ in/rum5tal 9 giv+ 8! ^w ( life to ! population ( ,india10 0 a ,committee =m$ 9 ,calcutta = hold+ correspond5ce ) ! ,briti% & ,=eign ,bible ,society 9 ,engl&4 ,?is correspond+ ,committee 0 def9itely organiz$ 9 ,augu/1 #ahji1 hav+ ,mr4 ,br[n = its ,secret>y2 & measures 7 !n adopt$ = c>ry+ =w>d approv$ translations ( ! ,scriptures 9 ! ,arabic1 ,p]sian1 ,h9doo/anee1 & ,tel+a languages4#fe ,t to 8live & die among0 ! p ( ,h9doo/anee1 :i* is "h only express$ z a probability1 _h become a settl$ purpose ) ,mr4 ,corrie1 may be ga!r$ f 8 ,j\rnal3-- 8,sept4 #bj?4 ,?is day has complet$ my f\r? ye> 9 ,india4 ,my int5tion ( rema9+ 9 ,india cont9ues ! same1 & ( seek+ ! fur!rance ( ! gospel among ! hea!n4 ,^! ,*ri/ian *ildr5 engross mu* ( my "t2 b n s mu* pray] z !y ought4 ,i w\ld purpose to pray m = !m4 ,oh6 may ,i h grace to be devot$ to ! m9i/ry6 ,i d det]m9e to be s1 ! ,"l be+ my help]3 my det]m9$ *oice is ! doctr9e ( ,*ri/ & him crucifi$4 ,o may my affections be m tak5 up ) ,god6 ,a v>iety ( circum/ances h ( late made me feel t ! be/ ( creatures are subject to vanity4 ,i w\ld compla9 ( none1 = ! mo/ va9 are f> pref]able to me2 b1 ,o may my s\l be m tak5 up ) ,god6 ,draw me1 ,o ,"l ! ,_s1 & ,i w run aft] ,!e6 ,m>tyn is n[ go+ to ,calcutta & to sea2 & ,i rema9 "h = a "t4 ,i feel my bodily heal? f> f /rong40 ,& 9 writ+ to a ne> relative1 ab\t ! same "t1 aft] m5tion+ ! int5d$ dep>ture ( ,m>tyn f ,cawnpore1 & ! consequ5t *anges1 ,mr4 ,c4 adds1 8,^! unc]ta9ties make u m & m to feel t ?is is n our re/4 ,i d rejoice 9 ! bless$ hope ( a re/ rema9+ = ! p ( ,god4 8,"o ( ! godly soldi]s dep>t$ ?is life la/ night4 ,8 end 0 peaceful & bless$4 ,8 la/ words to me1 ye/]day morn+1 71 #8,i desire to dep>t & to be ) ,*ri/ z soon z possible4' ,a day or two be=e1 on my ask+ him h[ he 01 he said1 #8,wait+ to be made free f corruption & fit = ,god4' ,& at ! same visit he said1 #8,bless$ ,savi\r6 ,he has done great ?+s = my s\l4' ,8 life1 = "s "t pa/1 _h be5 suitable to ! gospel4 ,?is is ! ?ird :o has be5 tak5 f ! little flock s9ce we came "h4 ,bless$ be ,god1 :o raises up "o & ano!r to supply _! places4 8,"o ( ! (fic]s has jo9$ himself to our meet+s = wor%ip1 c4 & is a hopeful & pleas+ "y man1 & a great enc\ragem5t to ! poor soldi]s1 :o = a "t 7 mu* disc\rag$ by _! sup]iors4 8,we h _h sev]al in/ances ( v awful awak5+s ( consci5ce 9 ! prospect ( dea?4 ,"o p]son1 a week or two s9ce1 c\ld n conta9 8 feel+s 9 ! mid/ ( ! _m sick ar\nd him1 9 ! hospital1 b op5ly accus$ himself1 & l\dly call$ = m]cy4 ,h[ev]1 ! g5]ality1 alas6 are c>eless1 not)/&+ ^! & o!r solemn w>n+s4 ,a gay1 sm>t "y ,capta91 a %ort "t s9ce 0 seiz$ ) a fit 9 a l>ge company1 at d9n]1 & di$ dur+ ! night4 ,a great cr[d att5d$ 8 fun]al1 & all ! solemnity & pomp ( milit>y p>ade att5d$1 b alas6 ! impression pass$ away4444 ,!re are inde$ a few 7& ! numb] is increas+7 ( godly p1 scatt]$ up & d[n1 :o are ea* a light 9 8 place40 ,! ref]5ces :i* are f\nd 9 ! =ego+ lett] & 9 ! lett]s :i* foll[1 to ! 8incorrectness ( ,sabat's ,arabic10 & to ! 8rage0 ( t unhappy man1 8aga9/ ! moon%ees ( ,calcutta10 are expla9$ by ! circum/ance1 t j be=e ,mr4 ,m>tyn left ,cawnpore1 he _h receiv$ intellig5ce f ,mr4 ,br[n t ! translations ( ! ,gospels into ,p]sian 7 consid]$ to be too imp]fect = publication2 :il/ x 0 ins9uat$ t ,sabat's translations into ,arabic 7 b copies f "s old v]sion4#ff ,?is app>5t failure 9 an object s ne> 8 he>t1 z ! translat+ ( ! ,scriptures1 occasion$ great di/ress ( m9d to ,mr4 ,m>tyn2 & all ! evil passions ( ,sabat 7 exasp]at$ by ! imputation ca/ on 8 le>n+4 ,9 ^! lett]s1 may be b too pla9ly trac$ ! unre/ra9$ work+s ( t pride1 selfi%ness & viol5ce 9 ,sabat :i* aft]w>ds end$ s m\rnfully1 ?\gh n unnaturally1 9 8 apo/asy f ! 8fai? :i*0 always 8worke? by love40 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,cawnpore1 ,oct4 #d1 #ahaj4 8,our bro!r ,m>tyn left ?is on ! #a/ = ,calcutta1 9 bett] heal? ?an = "s "t1 s t1 b = ! ,arabic translation1 he w\ld p]haps n h be5 p]suad$ to leave ?is at pres5t4 ,s9ce ,i wrote to y1 ,i h _h a specim5 ( ! viol5ce ( ,sabat1 & ! inexpressible tr\ble ,m>tyn mu/ h _h ) him4 ,x began be=e ! la/ lett] ( y\rs came1 ab\t boat-hire4 ,he began by writ+ t ,m>tyn ought to pay = 8 boat4 ,on ?is ,m>tyn ref]r$ him to y1 b he evid5tly wi%$ n to speak to y on ! subject4 ,soon aft] ?is1 y\r la/ arriv$1 & ,m>tyn did n tell him ! :ole ( its cont5ts2 at fir/ only said1 y 7 m ?an ev] urg5t = _! go+ d[n spe$ily4 ,z ! "t drew ne>1 he "o day came 91 & aft] mu* cross-purposes1 dem&$ to see ! ord] = 8 go+ d[n1 or he w\ld n /ir2 intimat+ t ,m>tyn _h "s s9i/] motive & int]e/$ purpose 9 tak+ him d[n ) him4 ,x is impossible to convey to y an idea ( ! aggravat+ mann] & expressions he us$4 ,i lo/ pati5ce1 & told him pla9ly1 h[ un*ri/ian 8 conduct 01 & h[ little l ! g5tility he pret5d$ to4 ,m>tyn !n read him y\r lett]1 :i* fill$ him ) rage aga9/ ! ,calcutta moon%ees1 c41 & he det]m9$ to set (f in/antly1 & put !m all to flight be=e ,m>tyn c\ld arrive4 ,?is mann] la/$ two or ?ree days1 :5 an invitation he _h ask$ =1 came f ,baillie1#fg & away he w5t to ,luckn[1 purpos+ to return ! ?ird day4 ,in/ead ( return+1 he s5t a note to say1 he w\ld /ay tw5ty days1 or a mon?1 & w\ld translate & ,baillie w\ld inspect2 & s he w\ld come d[n to ,calcutta arm$ = ! conte/ ) ! objectors !re4 ,m>tyn 0 hurt at ?is1 & wrote a /atem5t ( ! circum/ances to ,baillie2 tell+ ,sabat also1 he %\ld set (f z he int5d$1 %\ld g to sea1 & t ! disput$ translation w\ld rema9 9 susp5se2 & ( c\rse1 z he c\ld n g on ) ! "w1 x 0 likely 8 sal>y w\ld be /opp$2 add+ also1 t 8 family w\ld be oblig$ to remove into ano!r bungal[1 z my si/] w\ld come "h4 ,on ?is1 ,sabat wrote 9 ! mo/ e>ne/ mann]1 = ,m>tyn n to g )\t him2 at ! same "t say+1 he %\ld /ay f\r or five days long]4 ,to ?is ,m>tyn paid no att5tion1 b set (f1 & ye/]day ,sabat return$1 full ( rage aga9/ him1 & purpos+ to set (f to-morr[ or next day to ov]take him if possible1 & at all ev5ts to procure f y full r$ress ( 8 _m wrongs4 ,!re is little hope t any p]son b ,m>tyn1 suppos+ !m capable & will+ to sup]9t5d ,sabat's translations1 c\ld be> ) him2 & inde$ :5 ! "w w\ld be f9i%$ by him1 x is difficult to say4 ,8 un/eady & haughty temp] is likely to prev5t 8 ev] do+ ext5sive good1 n to say1 t ! love ( money has too evid5t hold ( him4 ,he has procur$ boats4 ,he is n[ full ( expressions ( conc]n ab\t 8 wife1 :o is )9 a mon? ( hav+ a *ild3 & inde$ 8 conc]n is prop] en\gh1 b _h he set (f z 0 fir/ agre$1 he might h be5 n[ 9 ,calcutta4 ,= my "p1 ,i feel q alone & a /rang] 9 ! mid/ ( ?is l>ge society4 ,p>son1 y may h he>d1 is wi%+ to come "h "u ! idea1 z he says1 t ,i 0 go+ away1 to leave ,m>tyn s9k+ "u ! duty4 ,i _h n ?\ght ( s do+2 b he>tily glad %all ,i be to give place to him1 z my own /r5g? is n likely to hold out long "u ! con/ant duties ( ?is /ation4 ,! folly & dissipation ( ! high] sort1 ca/ me greatly d[n4 ,h[ to deal ) !m1 ,i "k n4 ,! *ur* 0 op5$ la/ ,sunday1 :i* may give me m opportunities ) !m1 ?an ,i %\ld o!rwise h _h4 ,a few ( ! poor receive ! ^w gladly1 & !y are our joy & cr[n4 ,y\r op9ion ( ! ,native boys1 has caus$ me great disquietude4 ,i 0 conv9c$ ( dang] z to _! turn+ out well1 b hop$ n q s mu* z y describe4 ,x has made me m wat*ful ov] !m3 b ,i %all make a fair exp]im5t ) !m4 ,i tru/ all y\r family are enjoy+ good heal?1 & z mu* com=t z ?is _w ( s9 & sorr[ w admit (40 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,h4 ,,m>tyn4 8,cawnpore1 ,oct4 #h1 #ahaj4 8,y\rs ( ! #crd4 f ,allahabad1 came only ye/]day4 ,we 7 ?ankful to he> y _h got s f> 9 safety4 ,i receiv$ ! enclos$ also ye/]day1 & s5t "o or two ( less consequ5ce = y to ,calcutta4 ,we _h a v l>ge congregation ye/]day1 beside ! morn+ s]vice ) ! #ecrd4 ,i h escap$ ) a sev]e head-a*e ?is morn+2 ,i tru/ to be q well to-morr[4 ,i call$ at ,r----#8s1 ,g----#8s1 ,e----#8s1 & ,b----#8s ?is morn+1 s am mak+ great progress 9 my "w1 ,i hope2 ?\gh ?is ( call+ is a v insignificant "p ( x4 ,i h1 s9ce y left1 se5 9 ! life ( ,presid5t ,edw>ds1 t he ?\ght m9i/]s %\ld consid] _! tal5t = conv]sation1 &1 if !y _c improve conv]sation c41 %\ld /ay at home4 ,if ,i _h ! lea/ pret5sion to 8 usefulness 9 ! closet1 ,i %\ld be incl9$ to dwell !re4 ,! gateway to ! *ur* %all be put up z y wi%2 at pres5t we are busy mak+ ,sabat's h\se sweet4 ,i h got ! *ri/ian *ildr5 close by ! book-room1 & hope to h a wat*ful & effectual eye ov] !m n[4 8,i wrote to ,mr4 ,br[n on ,?ursday1 & gave him a p>ticul> acc\nt ( my op9ion ( ,sabat4 ,i told him1 :at1 ,i fancy1 ,i did n tell y 9 ! =m] cov] enclos+ ,mr4 ,br[n's1 t on ,sabat's return f ,luckn[1 he express$ great w>m? ab\t y\r go+ )\t him1 & ! subject ( y\r lett] to ,baillie4 ,x seems he 0 sorely hurt at y\r writ+ to ,baillie on ! subject2 ,baillie _h %ew$ him ! lett]1 c4 ,he wi%$ me to side ) him 9 ?9k+ y _h treat$ him z a ,h9doo1 c4 ,aft] _m words1 ,i told him1 t no o!r p]son ,i knew1 w\ld h borne ) him z y h done2 & t all ! *ri/ians 9 ,europe w\ld ?9k s1 if ! circum/ances 7 kn[n4 ,?is /opp$ 8 viol5ce2 & dur+ ! few rema9+ days he %ew$ great humiliation1 & at p>t+ seem$ mu* ca/ d[n4 ,i he> he _h be5 beat+ ! d&ees1#fh & !y all ran away at ,georgem[1 b z ,i h he>d no m1 suppose he got (f someh[4 ,! ,mirror is come ?is week z usual2 :5 y arrive1 be s good z to ord] x to come 9 my "n1 z ,i wi% to cont9ue x4 ,!re h be5 enquiries respect+ y1 f ev]ybody ,i h se51 & z _m k9d wi%es = y\r spe$y return 9 heal?40 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,cawnpore1 ,oct4 #aj1 #ahaj4 8,i s5t (f ye/]day by banghee1 a correct copy ( ! ,h9doo/anee ,new ,te/am5t1 = ,m>tyn at y\r h\se2 he has "o copy ) him beside4 ,i he>d f him f ,allahabad on ! #crd41 he 0 go+ on 8 way prosp]\sly4 ,i h s5t "s lett]s t came "h = him1 to meet him at ,patna4 ,%eph]d w be "h 9 a few days4 ,he 0 to leave ,me]ut on ! #a/4 ,i h !n ! :ole range ( ! ,doab4#fi ,our new *ur* 0 op5$1 z ,i told y1 by ,m>tyn1 & we _h a l>g] att5dance on ,sunday la/4 ,! natives are greatly pleas$ ) ! bell2 !y argue = ! antiquity & hol9ess ( _! own use ( bells 9 _! temples1 f ! ,engli% also us+ !m4 ,! ,%]woods are liv+ next door1 & h made a gate into our g>d54 ,! cont9ual calls ( duty ( "o k9d or o!r1 leave me v little "t ) !m4 ,i h got ! *ri/ian *ildr5 )9 call ( my w9d[1 & entirely sep>at$ f ! o!r p>ts ( ! premises4 ,m>y talks ( beg9n+ a s*ool = native *ri/ian girls4 ,%e c read ! ,p]sian "* pretty readily1 & we h a promis+ half-ca/e boy1 :o w be h] s*oolma/]4 ,we are progress+1 ,i ?9k1 bo? among ! ,europeans1 & 9 our little e/abli%m5t = ! natives2 yet1 ,i "k n :y1 my m9d is almo/ always ca/ d[n & )\t hope4 ,! select meet+ ( ! poor soldi]s is a s\rce ( mu*1 & almo/ ! only refre%m5t to me4 ,i w\ld desire greatly to beg9 a meet+ ) ! #h? ,light ,dragoons1 :]e _m ( ! m5 are hopeful1 b ,i fe> my bodily /r5g? w\ld s9k "u x1 = z x is1 ,i _c keep q rid ( a c\gh & o!r symptoms ( weak lungs4 ,i "k1 h[ev]1 t my ,r$eem] live?1--let me quietly leave all ) him1 & he w br+ x to pass6 ,:5 w ! *apla9s ,dr4 ,b4 m5tion$1 arrive8 ,simeon says1 he c get no *apla9s to come out2 ev5 worldly m5 dread our climate s mu*1 !y w n enc\nt] x40 #ed ,ow51 ,hi/4 ( ! ,bible ,society1 ,vol4 #b4 pp4 #a-cb4 #ee ,allud+ probably to ! successes ( ,napoleon 9 ,g]many1 :i* t]m9at$ 9 ! treaty ( ,s*nbrun4 #ef ,c>ri]4 #eg ,a k9d ( ,police (fic]4 #eh ,son ( ! late ,rev4 ,t4 ,rob9son1 ( ,leice/]4 #ei ,pe>son's ,memoirs ( ,dr4 ,bu*anan1 vol4 #b4 p4 #baa4 #fj ,nam$ ,j\n>a9 ,gho%aul1 a resid5t 9 ,b5>es4 #fa ,bill ( ,ex*ange4 #fb ,mr4 ,corrie laid ! fir/ /one ( ?is ,*ur*1 on ! morn+ ( ,tuesday1 ,april #bi1 #ahaj4 #fc ,a full acc\nt ( ?is religi\s tumult is giv5 9 ,bi%op ,heb]'s ,j\rnal4 #fd ,hook]1 8,a rem$y aga9/ ,sorr[ & ,fe>40 #fe ,ow5's ,hi/ory ( ! ,bible ,society1 vol4 ii4 pp4 #ad1 #ae4 #ff ,see ,m>tyn's ,lett] to ,mr4 ,br[n1 dat$ ,sept4 #aj1 #ahaj4 #fg ,! ,engli% resid5t at ,luckn[4 #fh ,native boatm54 #fi ,! :ole c\ntry ly+ betwe5 ! riv]s ,ganges & ,tumna4 ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,,resid5ce ,,at ,,cawnpore4 ,aft] ,mr4 ,m>tyn _h tak5 8 dep>ture = ,calcutta1 ! cl]ical duties connect$ ) ,cawnpore devolv$ ^u ,mr4 ,corrie4 ,"s idea ( ! v>i$ & labori\s nature ( ^? duties w h be5 ga!r$ f ! =ego+ correspond5ce1 & w h be5 suffici5t to expla9 ! anxiety ) :i* ! arrival 9 ,india ( additional ,*apla9s 0 made ! subject ( enquiry4 ,n ! lea/ fatigu+ portions ( a ,*apla9's duty 7 ! long j\rneys he 0 repeat$ly call$ on to make1 = ! purpose ( solemniz+ m>riages betwe5 ,europeans1 & adm9i/]+ ! ,sacram5t ( ,baptism to _! *ildr54 ,two j\rneys ( ?is k9d ,mr4 ,c4 _h to und]take )9 a mon? aft] he _h be5 9 ! sole *>ge ( ,cawnpore3--"o into ,bundelcund1 ! o!r to ,coel1 di/ant at lea/ #bjj miles up ! c\ntry4 ,9 ! latt] j\rney ,mr4 ,c4 0 accompani$ by a "y fri5d2 & "u date ( ,nov4 #bj1 rem>ks1 8,,coel4 ,arriv$ "h ?is morn+1 to m>ry a c\ple4 ,i h reason to be ?ankful t my pride1 & angry feel+s h be5 m 9 subjection t[>ds ! s]vants ?is j\rney4 ,i h1 h[ev]1 to lam5t "o in/ance ( undue ang]2 b1 9 g5]al1 _! p]v]s5ess has n caus$ ! impati5ce & excitem5t z on =m] occasions2 #8be n high-m9d$1 b fe>3' #8by fai? ye /&4' ,dur+ ! j\rney to ,mynpoorie1 ,g41 express$1 on ! :ole1 true *ri/ian conduct1 love ( ! ^w ( ,god1 & pray]1 & (t5 feel+ impressions ( 8 own unwor?9ess be=e ,god1 & ! ne$ ( ! ,holy ,_s's grace1 to p]fect him 9 hol9ess2 :i*1 also1 on ,sunday ev5+1 he spoke (1 z if he felt _! com=t+ & sanctify+ p[]4 ,may ! ,"l ,god1 ! ,savi\r1 confirm1 /r5g!n1 & e/abli% him6 8,at ,mynpoorie1 ! proposition = public wor%ip 0 readily ent]ta9$1 & mo/ ( ! /ation1 79 all fifte517 att5d$ at ! judge's h\se on ,sunday4 ,i prea*$ on ! b5efit ( ! scripture hi/ory1 ) "s boldness1 & com=t to myself2 & !re 0 a great att5tion giv52 & aft]w>ds two baptisms40 ,x w\ld seem f circum/ances notic$ 9 8 ,j\rnal1 t 9 consequ5ce ( 8 decl9+ to take "p 9 "s frivol\s amusem5ts t 7 go+ on at ,coel1 ,mr4 ,corrie did n meet ) t k9dness & social reg>d :i* he might naturally h expect$2 & 8 affectionate _s seems to h be5 some:at deeply w\nd$4 8,o my ,god60 he obs]ves1 8,i bless !e t ?\ did/ deign to look ^u me1 & to call me to ! adoption ( a son1 ?r\gh ! grace ( ,*ri/6 ,i h said unto my s\l1 #8,! ,"l is my portion 9 ! l& ( ! liv+4' ,:y %\ld a s\l its ?ir/ bemoan1 :o has a f\nta9 ne>8 ,i w\ld n take "o /ep backw>d to conciliate _! fav\r4 #8,let !m return to !e1 b return n ?\ to !m4' ,j]em4 xv4 #ai4 ,my s\l adores ! div9e w 9 ?is comm&4 ,no m w\ld ,i g to ! _w4 ,i h obs]v$ mu* ( late1 :at ,newton expresses 9 ! hymn1 #8,pray] answ]$ by crosses4' ,i h be5 desir+ to be m dead to ! _w1 & ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to make x bitt] to me40 ,8 ,j\rnal !n proce$s3-- 8,agra1 ,nov4 #bf?4 ,arriv$ "h ye/]day morn+ f ,coel4 ,9 ! morn+1 on view+ ! magnific5t rema9s ( ?is city1 ,i 0 n duly s5sible ( ! vanity ( e>?ly glory4 ,o t my m9d 7 always alive to ! vanity ( pres5t ?+s1 9 comp>ison ( et]nal6 8,9 consequ5ce ( ord]s f ,colonel ,b41 ! ,european artill]y1 to ! am\nt ( f\r hundr$1 att5d$ div9e s]vice 9 ! dewan4 ,i /ood on ! m>ble slab :i* 0 occupi$ =m]ly by ! vizi]1 :5 h&+ up petitions to ! emp]or1 9 ! balcony above4 ,_m ( ! (fic]s att5d$2 ,i prea*$ f ,mala*i iii4 #ah4 ,i mu* fe> !y did n und]/& me1 b a g5]al att5tion 0 giv53 9 ! aft]noon1 ,i w5t out to ,nonilla1 & baptiz$ ?ree *ildr52 sev]al ( ! "y (fic]s att5d$1 & kneel$ d[n v dev\tly4 ,my he>t rejoic$1 & 0 rais$ to ,god = a bless+ ^u !m4 ,to all appe>ance1 !y are su* z our ,"l1 9 ! days ( 8 fle%1 w\ld h lov$2 my s\l desires _! salvation4 ,oh1 t ! ,"l w\ld take !m effectually 9 h&6 ,oh1 ! dep? ( div9e wisdom & k6 ,alas1 t ^! engag+ =ms ( human nature %\ld be slaves ( s91 & s1 objects ( ! div9e displeasure4 ,j & righte\s are ?y ways1 ,o k+ ( sa9ts6 ,oh1 h[ ,i ought to praise ,god = ! acceptance ,he gives me among m5 :o yet are by no means con=m$ to ,8 ^w6 ,oh1 may ! good ,"l make !m will+ & ob$i5t1 t !y may be bless$ ) all spiritual bless+s 9 ,*ri/2 &1 may all _! k9dnesses be return$ a hundr$ fold into _! bosoms60 ,"s fur!r p>ticul>s ( ,mr4 ,corrie's j\rney up ! c\ntry1 z well z ( 8 flock at ,cawnpore1 are f\nd 9 ! foll[+ lett]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,h4 ,,m>tyn4 8,cawnpore1 ,dec4 #ba1 #ahaj4 8,i return$ la/ night f ,muttra & ,agra1 & f\nd y\r's ( ! #crd in/ant4444 ,if ,i 7 9 ,calcutta1 ,i %\ld vote aga9/ y\r prea*+ e week4 ,if y w n take re/1 de> bro!r1 come away back1 & und]/&1 if y c1 f ^? 9 p[]1 if ,i am to be p]mitt$ to rema9 ) y "h1 or n4 ,at ,agra !re w be little lab\r among ! ,europeans2 "s good1 ,i suppose1 might be done among ! native *ri/ians4 ,i ?is "t visit$ ! ,roman ,ca?olic place4 ,! premises are l>ge1 b e ?+ go+ to decay f ! covet\sness ( ,angelo4 ,!re is a *ur* ( "o long room1 ! ro( ar*$1 at ! ea/ end a r\nd recess1 l ! ,mosques ( ! ,mahom$ans1 & a picture ( ! ,virg9 ) a *ild half z l>ge z h]self1 ov] ! high alt>4 ,at ,agra we _h no public wor%ip on ,sunday2 !re 0 nobody 9 g>rison1 & ! ,artill]ym5 7 a f> way (f4 ,colonel ,m4 s5t aft] me a draft = #afjj rupees666 ,i suppose he meant to try1 :e!r a mighty bribe w\ld n prevail to draw me f our purpose4#gj ,i return$ x ) ?anks1 & h he>d no m ( ! matt]4 ,i h be5 ) ,capta9 ,p4 :o comm&s ! #ecrd1 & he w s5d to desire ! ,regim5t to be m>*$ to ,*ur* on ,sunday4 ,i he> f ,c--1 t ! society cont9ues to walk 9 ! fe> ( ! ,"l1 & are1 ,i hope1 multiply+ 9 numb]4 ,"s new memb]s are to be admitt$ to-night1 ,i d n "k h[ _m4 ,i regret to he>1 ! man ( ! #h?4 y rememb]1 has be5 behav+ ill s9ce ,i 0 "h1 yet !re is "o x seems1 :o is dispos$ to come out f among !m4 ,he has be5 (t5 ) ,c--1 s ,i %all g d[n z ,i int5d$ & fix$ ) ! s*oolma/] ( ! #h?4 ?\gh ! above man 0 ! fir/ enc\ragem5t1 & mu/ n[ be kept at a di/ance4 ,i %\ld n =get to tell y1 ( de> ,h>r+ton's cont9u$ /$fa/ness1 & att5tion to ! m5 :5 ,i am abs5t1 :i* is no d\bt "o reason ( _! consi/5cy4 ,s4 has invit$ ! religi\s m5 to a d9n] on ,*ri/mas day4 ,!y mu/ be greatly com=t$ by ^! circum/ances1 no long] con/ra9$ to hide !mselves ?r\gh fe> ( man4 ,we are all well1 bless$ be ! ,"l our ,savi\r4 ,may y increase 9 /r5g? ( body1 & be /r5g!n$ ) all might by ! ,_s 9 ! inn] man4 ,love to all ! sa9ts4 ,all "h wi% y grace1 m]cy1 & peace4 8,i %all proce$ ) all c>e ) ,mirza4 ,!re is no fe> ( any fur!r inconv5i5ce4 ,i h resi/$2 he has submitt$2 we are n[ z be=e4 ,i h n se5 him to-day1 b w1 7,d4 ,v417 write fully ab\t him 9 a few days40 ,lett]s :i* ,mr4 ,corrie address$ to ,mr4 ,m>tyn & ,mr4 ,br[n respectively1 a week lat] ?an ! prec$+ date1 give a pleas+ acc\nt ( ! /ate ( ! congregation at ,cawnpore2 & supply1 also1 a specim5 ( ! difficulties ) :i* ! e>li] ,mission>y lab\r]s 9 ,india _h to cont5d1 9 _! ef=ts to secure translations ( ! ,^w ( ,god into ! native languages4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,h4 ,,m>tyn4 8,cawnpore1 ,dec4 #bf1 #ahaj4 8,ye/]day div9e s]vice 0 appo9t$ at elev54 ,few ( ! soldi]s came1 b ! body ( ! *ur* 0 entirely fill$ ) ! g5try4 ,colonel & ,mrs4 ,w4 came1 & br\ght _m ( ! (fic]s ( ! #h?4 ,! civilians too1 7 all pres5t4 ,we _h upw>ds ( fifty at ! ,"l's table3--?ree complete tables4 ,among !m ! above & ,dr4 ,m41 ,capta9 & ,mrs4 ,e41 ,mr4 ,g4 ,s4 & ,h>r+ton ( ! #ecrd1 ) _m ( ! soldi]s beside ! society4444 ,!re 7 ?ree m admitt$ to ! society on ,friday night4 ,on ,sunday "o "p ( ! #ecrd 7 m>*$ to ,*ur*4 ,at two1 ,i !re=e w5t to ! s*ool-room ( ! #h?1 & ab\t ?irty came4 ,"o ( !m has lately be5 sev]al times to ! ,*ur*3 sev]al ( !m 7 dispos$ to be att5tive4 ,s4 _h a numb] ( ! religi\s m5 at d9n]4 ,h>r+ton d9$ ) u1 & aft] d9n] we w5t ov] & /aid a:ile at ,s4's4 ,x 0 a v happy "t4444 ,mr4 ,g4 has be5 read+ ,newton on ! ,prophecies1 & has n[ ,edw>ds on ,r$emption4 ,?is1 ) 8 att5dance ye/]day1 & g5]al sobriety1 looks well4 ,capta9 ,g4 & ,p4 are bo? unwell2 ,e4 is bett]3 ,i fe> 8 impressions are gone2 ,b4 has be5 unwell too2 p]haps y d n "k him1 he is an acqua9tance s9ce y left4 ,inde$1 ,i h se5 !m almo/ all1 b h n be5 at ! mess4 8,ye/]day ,i baptis$ my little boy by ! "n ( ,osman ,daniel4#ga ,! *ild aft]w>ds 0 read+ ! ,gospels almo/ all day4 ,i h n %ewn y\r muvi%tee to ,fitrut4 ,he has got to ! end ( ,jo%ua1 & does on an av]age m ?an two *apt]s a day4 ,beside t )\t y\r review+ 8 "w1 x w be b little wor?2 & if he 7 do+ x by task "w1 x w\ld be /ill m incorrect4 ,! fir/ discont5t he %ew$ 0 only ! usual policy ( an ,indian to try h[ f> 8 influ5ce ext5d$2 ,i took no notice ( x1 b positively refus$ 8 dem&s2 & = two or ?ree weeks made no inquiry aft] him1 on :i* he came entirely into ! old plan4 ,he comes e day1 & we translate a collect or two3 & 9 ?is way ,i %all h ! ,pray] book1 z well z ! ,bible translat$4 ,we h begun a little "w ( ,mrs4 ,%]wood's also1 9 ! mann] ( ! ,pilgrim's ,progress1 :i* ,i tell him1 he %all receive "s gratuity = do+4 ,?is seiz$ ^u him in/antly1 & he w\ld fa9 h tak5 ! book ) him2 b ,i w\ld n all[ t1 le/ ! great] "w be h9d]$40 ,mr4 ,corrie's private reflections on ! religi\s s]vices m5tion$ above1 7 z foll[3 8#be?4 ,dec4 #ahaj ,a l>ge att5dance at *ur*1 & above fifty att5d$ at ! ,"l's table4 ,o may _! s\ls be n\ri%$ by grace div9e6 ,my own he>t all ! morn+ unfeel+ & h>d1 dur+ ! :ole ( div9e wor%ip2 & at d9n] on go+ to ,s4's4 to see _! p>ty ( godly m51 & jo9+ 9 a hymn ) !m1 my s\l melt$ "u a s5se ( ! ,"l's grace & love to me4 ,o may ?is impression rema92 & may its con/ra9+ influ5ce att5d me6 ,prep>e me = my ev5+ "w1 ,o ,"l ! ,_s1 ,am560 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,cawnpore1 ,dec4 #bf1 #ahaj4 8,i s5d enclos$ a lett] to ,m>tyn2 if he is gone to sea1 y w p]use x1 & s5d x aft] him4 ,! acc\nt ( ,fitrut & ! translation1 y are conc]n$ 91 z mu* z he is1 & ,i %all give y an acc\nt ( our progress f "t to "t4 ,we are all "h v busy 9 "o way or o!r1 b ) all our bu/le we %\ld n be miss$ if tak5 away f ! face ( ! e>?4 ,i tru/1 h[ev]1 "s se$ is s[+1 t may spr+ up ano!r day4 ,! half-ca/e lad1 ,i h _h n[ a ye>1 dur+ :i*1 n "o in/ance ( misconduct has come to my he>+4 ,ye/]day he s]i\sly devot$ himself to ! "w ( a ,mission>y1 aft] a free *oice1 on my "p1 giv5 him1 to be a writ]1 or any ?+ else1 ,i c\ld s]ve him 94 ,he has begun to-day to le>n ,lat9 f ,lieut4 ,h>r+ton1 :o is tea*+ "o ( ! (fic]'s sons1 & an orphan ,european boy1 ,lat94 ,he is n[ ab\t eighte52 he is read+ & writ+ ,p]sian too1 & le>n+ to translate into ,h9doo/anee 8 native tongue4 ,! o!r native boys make consid]able pr(ici5cy4 ,i keep a /rict h& ov] !m40 ,on ! fir/ day ( ! new ye>1 ,mr4 ,corrie aga9 wrote to ,mr4 ,m>tyn1 b x 0 *iefly ab\t private matt]s4 ,! lett]1 h[ev]1 to ,mr4 ,br[n1 :i* enclos$ t to ,mr4 ,m4 is ( m g5]al int]e/4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,cawnpore1 ,jan4 #a1 #ahaa4 8,i s5d ano!r note = ,m>tyn4 ,he tells me y mu/ wait = pap] f ,engl& be=e y c pr9t ! ,h9doo/anee4 ,! late arrivals 9 our dep>tm5t are n fav\rable specim5s ( _! lab\rs at ,cambridge & ,lead5hall /reet4 ,!y are fright5$1 ,i fancy1 by ! ,tw9+s1#gb c43 b yet :at c !y d if m5 w n (f] !mselves8 ,dur+ my late j\rneys 9 ^! p>ts1 ,i obs]v$ ! idol-temples & ! mosques1 9 mo/ places fall+ to decay1 & ) little appe>ance ( be+ frequ5t$4 ,"h & !re a ri* und]l+ ( "s ( ! ,company's s]vants has retir$ & built a pagoda to commemorate 8 ill-gott5 weal?2 b 9 g5]al1 ! _s & fury ( idolatry does n appe>4 ,i h ?\ght mu*1 if ! "t 7 b come = ! lab\r]s to ent] 91 ! gospel w\ld n fail to be att5d$ to4 ,b :]e are ! lab\r]s8 ,at be/1 ,i 0 nev] b an "u-s]vant1 & n[ my h&s are full ( ,europeans3 & ! ,company's ,*apla9s w always be s1 unless !re 7 m ( !m4 ,may we h m ( ! _s ( pray]1 t ! ,"l may #8give ! ^w1' & !n #8great %all be ! company ( ! prea*]s6' 8,i h v little com=t 9 ! "w ( ! m9i/ry among ! ,europeans4 ,i consid] x always a second>y consid]ation1 yet h[ to be do+ x m = ! hea!n1 ,i "k n4 ,at ,agra1 ,i suppose !re may be great] opportunities2 b ,m>tyn w n hold up _m mon?s "u ! duties ( ?is /ation1 s ,i hope to be cont9u$ ) him40 ,! foll[+ extract f 8 ,j\rnal in=ms u ( ,mr4 ,corrie's private occupations & purposes3-- 8,janu>y #bnd1 #ahaa4 ,i am mu* occupi$ 9 read+ ,greek1 & o!r ex]cises1 t5d+1 ,i hope1 to mutual b5efit ) ,h41 b let me n deceive myself 9 fancy+ x all duty1 :5 x is all s agreeable4 ,! *ildr5 h made consid]able progress dur+ ! pa/ ye>3 z mu* z ,i c\ld expect4 ,james has begun ,lat91 "u ! express idea ( becom+ a tea*] ( o!rs3 & may he h grace to give himself will+ly to ?is "w6 ,i am v mu* tak5 up ) s*emes = ! fur!rance ( ! gospel2 b little is yet done4 ,! ,europeans require m "t & lab\r ?an ,i h to give to !m4 ,bless$ be ,god = "s success among !m4 ,o may !y :o fe> ,god increase 9 numb]6 ,dur+ ! ye>1 my pr(ici5cy has be5 v scanty3 "s k ( ! hi/ory ( ?is c\ntry1 "s pr(ici5cy 9 ,h9doo/anee2 ! ,h9doo/anee cate*ism3 ^! are my *ief employm5ts1 beside my m9i/ry among ! ,europeans4 ,i purpose to be m 9 ! /udy ( ^! languages1 m 9 writ+ s]mons1 m att5tive to ! *ildr52 to translate ! ,pilgrim's ,progress1 ! ,pray] book1 & any o!r "w t may be useful to ! *ildr54 ,"l1 direct my /eps1 & make me an in/rum5t ( good = ,jesus' sake1 ,am560 ,x w be recollect$ t1 9 consequ5ce ( a s]mon :i* ,mr4 ,br[n prea*$ on ,new-ye>'s day1 #ahaj1 an important ef=t 0 made to supply ! ,*ri/ians ( ,tanjore ) ,bibles4 ,enc\rag$1 x w\ld seem1 by ! success :i* att5d$ t ef=t1 ,mr4 ,m>tyn1 :il/ 9 ,calcutta 0 induc$ to occupy ,mr4 ,br[n's pulpit on ! #a/ ( ,janu>y1 #ahaa1 = ! purpose ( mak+ 8,an appeal on behalf ( #ijj1jjj ,*ri/ians 9 ,india :o 7 9 want ( a ,bible40 ,?is ,s]mon n only produc$ a la/+ effect on ^? :o he>d x deliv]$1 b hav+ be5 pr9t$ & widely circulat$1 call$ =? among ! ,europeans 9 ,india1 a /rong feel+ ( sympa?y 9 behalf ( ! native ,*ri/ians1 & contribut$ ma9ly t[>ds ! =mation ( an ,auxili>y ,bible ,society 9 ,calcutta4 ,x is to ^! circum/ances t allusion is made 9 ! foll[+ lett]2 al?\gh ! ,auxili>y ,society 0 n actually =m$ till ! #ba/ ( ,febru>y4#gc ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,cawnpore1 ,jan4 #bh1 #ahaa4 8,i am mu* pleas$ ) ! idea ( an ,auxili>y ,bible ,society4 ,i wond] ! ?\ght _h n occurr$ be=e4 ,:5 we receive ,m>tyn's s]mon ,i hope we %all be able to get y help f ?is place4 ,i h m5tion$ ! s]mon 9 sev]al places1 & x w be read "h ) great eag]ness4 ,we h no support f our new ,g5]al3 he sets b a v indiff]5t example to ! community1 :il/ he is quiet & civil en\gh 9 private4 #8,to ! poor ! gospel is prea*$1' & !y receive x1 ?\gh n 9 great numb]s4 8,i h _h five long j\rneys s9ce ,novemb]1 & expect to g to ,b>eilly next week to att5d two m>riages4 ,at ! o!r end ( ! cantonm5ts ,i h lately begun to assemble ! ,light ,dragoons on a ,?ursday ev5+4 ,at fir/ _m came1 & a few /ill cont9ue to att5d4 ,mo/ ( our ,hymn-books are di/ribut$1 & numb]s ( ! ,bibles1 b few ( ! ,new ,te/am5ts4444 8,i am at pres5t 9 v good heal?1 & /rong to lab\r4 ,we h s]vice ?ree times on ,sundays1 & on ,w$nesday1 ,?ursday1 & ,friday ev5+s4 ,! di/ance betwe5 ! two ,european regim5ts1 makes d\ble lab\r1 b 7bless$ be ,god67 x is n lab\r 9 va94 ,& :il/ !re is no s]vice t c\ld well be disp5s$ ) ,i c d no?+ bett] ?an pati5tly #8sp5d & be sp5t1' :ile /r5g? rema9s4 ,ev5 n[ ! hospitals are sadly neglect$1 b ! godly m51 & especially ,h>r+ton1 supply ! lack ) great dilig5ce40 ,( ! j\rney to ,b>eilly 7ab\t #agj miles di/ant f ,cawnpore7 !re is a %ort notice 9 ,mr4 ,c's ,j\rnal1 dat$1 8,febru>y #ba/4 ,i h _h a j\rney to ,b>eilly4 ,h4 w5t ) me to ,futtyghur4 ,i h reason to bless ,god = pres]vation f angry temp]s dur+ ! j\rney1 & = ! mu* sweet conv]se ,i _h ) ,h4 ,9 rid+ along1 our mann] 0 to read a s5t5ce f a book1 & to conv]se ^u x2 or s+ a hymn4 ,9 ?is way we>9ess 0 prev5t$1 & my he>t (t5 burn$ )9 me4 ,let me h[ev] wat* & pray t ! ?+s :i* ,i h wr\ght be n lo/4 ,o1 may ,i nev] be suff]$ to fa9t or gr[ we>y 9 ! heav5ly way6 ,my inw>d frame & _s is sadly prone to ?is4 ,i h to drag ?is #8body ( s9' along ) me4 ,h[ (t5 w\ld my _s sit d[n to re/2 or1 we>i$ ) ! con/ant load1 yield to ! dea?6 ,"l1 pres]ve & uphold me to ! end6 ,am540 ,dur+ ! two mon?s foll[+ ! date ( ?is extract1 ,mr4 ,corrie 0 *iefly occupi$ ) ! ord9>y cl]ical duties at ,cawnpore4 ,besides ^! h[ev]1 he did n cease to employ himself 9 urg+ on ! translation ( ! ,old ,te/am5t into ,h9doo/anee1 :i* ,mirza ,fitrut _h comm5c$ "u ! sup]9t5d5ce ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn2 & ,mr4 ,c's correspond5ce ab\t ?is "t %ews him1 also1 to h be5 actively engag$ 9 fur!r+ ! objects contemplat$ by ! ,calcutta ,bible ,society1 & 9 collect+ subscriptions = x4 ,?us 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,br[n1 ,mr4 ,c4 obs]ves1 8,april #h1 #ahaa4 8,i wrote to ,fitrut on ! receipt ( y\r la/4 ,he s5ds ^w1 t he is unwell1 b w come ov] soon4 ,i expect him daily1 b suppose he w raise ob/acles4 ,! copy ( ,m>tyn's s]mon :i* ,mr4 ,t4 s5t me1 has n be5 at home a day s9ce x arriv$4 ,applications f all h&s are daily made = x4 ,! p are a/oni%$ at ! numb] ( ,*ri/ians 9 ,india4 ,:il/ !y h be5 object+ to conv]sion1 behold a h>ve/ is already ga!r$6 ,i h ! promise ( _m subscriptions1 *iefly1 inde$1 f ^? :o h n mu* to give2 b till ,i c tell !m all ab\t y 9 ,calcutta1 ,i "k n exactly on :at gr\nd to ask = subscriptions40 ,&1 aga91 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,br[n1 dur+ ! same mon?3-- 8,by ,fitrut's desire ,i s5d y ! enclos$4 ,be=e x arrives1 y w h det]m9$ on 8 reque/4 ,he is n[ ready to set (f1 b t ,i d n *oose absolutely to promise ! increase ( sal>y he wi%es =4 ,9 ! meantime1 he is go+ on translat+1 & he comes e morn+ = an h\r or two1 to sup]9t5d my translations also4 ,no banghy has yet arriv$ ) s]mon c41 b ,col4 ,p4 has writt5 to ,lieut4 ,l41 assi/ant commiss>y "h1 reque/+ 8 aid & ex]tions = ! ,bible ,society4 ,he s5t a s]mon & a copy ( ! proce$+s1 c4#gd ,mr4 ,lumsda9e1 accord+ly1 is gett+ subscriptions f 8 fri5ds4 ,! g5]al has giv5 #bjj rupees1 & ! plan ( ! society is g5]ally approv$4 ,! public att5tion has be5 greatly excit$1 & our fri5ds "h ?\ght x advisable to give ! subject all ! publicity possible2 s ye/]day1 ,i gave notice f ! pulpit1 t on ,sunday next1 ,i %all prea* a s]mon on ! subject ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 & /ate ! views ( ! society lately =m$ 9 ,calcutta1 9 aid ( ! ,briti% & ,=eign ,bible ,society 9 ,london1 c4 ,i _h be=e wait$ on ,mr4 ,l4 & agre$ to act 9 conc]t4 ,?us1 m advantage to ! cause is likely to arise ?an we ev] hop$ =2 we want only copies ( proce$+s1 c41 to gratify ! att5tion ?us f> excit$1 be=e x subsides4 8,! religi\s m5 ( ! #ecrd41 ,i und]/&1 mean to give ea* a mon?'s pay4 ,!y say1 !y h be=e be5 call$ ^u = a mon?'s pay1 to help to c>ry on ! w>1 mu* m w !y contribute #8to ! help ( ! ,"l aga9/ ! mighty4' ,i h great reason = ?ankfulness = ! acceptance ! ^w ( ,god has among u4 ,! *ur* is usually cr[d$ 9 ! "p allott$ to ! g5try1 & our societies increase consid]ably4 ,ev5 ! wild ,iri% ,roman ,ca?olics ( ! #h? ,light ,dragoons1 pay great att5tion1 & ! ,?ursday ev5+s att5dance increases4 ,a s]geant1 8 wife1 & sev]al o!rs ( !m1 appe> 9 good e>ne/ seek+ salvation4 ,! ,company's ,europeans are ! lea/ att5tive1 & inde$1 ) a few exceptions1 ! ,company's (fic]s are ! lea/ con/ant at *ur*4 ,i h a ,h9doo/anee congregation ( n9e1 e morn+1 & am go+ ?r\gh ! ,epi/les ) !m4 ,! half-ca/e lad ,i h m5tion$1 has began to read to !m4 ,he cont9ues to give good hope t 8 he>t is 9 ! "w2 & ! *ildr5 also1 cont9ue improv+4 ,i am (t5 greatly exhau/$ f ! frequ5t public s]vices1 & feel (t5 mu* inw>d weakness4 ,%\ld ,i ev] be reliev$ f ?is1 ,i w\ld try to get to sea = a few weeks1 j recruit /r5g?1 & prev5t ! frame f giv+ way entirely4 ,i h _m ?\ghts ab\t ,b5>es2 if y s5d ! copies ( proce$+s to ,e41 ,i fe> he w nev] di/ribute !m4 ,y %\ld s5d "s to ,rob9son4 ,i am desir\s to see ! proce$+s ( ,m>tyn1 :5 y c sp>e 8 lett]4 ,y _c suppose h[ wid[$ ,i feel f 8 abs5ce4444 ,mr4 ,y4 tells me !re is a ,bible ,depository 9 ,calcutta4 ,:o has ! *>ge ( x8 ,i h be5 appli$ to = in=mation ab\t x1 b c\ld give none4444 ,to-day1 ,i h a lett] f ,m>tyn dat$ #ai? ,m>*1 #8,bombay1' conta9+ extracts f ,simeon1 on n tak+ fees1 f> m po9t$ ?an 8 cautions to ,p40 ,b assidu\sly occupi$ z ,mr4 ,corrie ?us appe>s to h be5 9 fur!r+ e plan t promis$ to yield moral b5efit to 8 fell[-m51 he 0 nev]!less alive1 at ! "t1 to ! importance ( wat*+ ov] ! /ate ( religion 9 8 own s\l4 ,on ! anniv]s>y ( 8 bir?-day he writes3-- 8,april #aj?4 ,?is day ,i am ?irty-f\r4 ,x 0 ! night ,i he>d ( my "m's dea?1 ,febru>y #agih1 t ,i fir/ rememb] my resolutions made to be religi\s4 ,till ! summ] ( #ahja1 ,i w5t on s9n+ & rep5t+1 z ,i ?\ght2 b q ignorant ( ! au?or & f9i%] ( salvation4 ,9 ! latt] end ( t ye>1 my views ( scripture tru? became m di/9ct2 &1 s9ce !n1 ,i h gone on my way1 #8look+ unto ,jesus2' b e ye> has br\ght me1 x %\ld seem1 only exp]i5ce ( my own depravity4 ,true1 ,i h exp]i5ce ( #8! ,"l's m]cy1' too1 9 t ,i am #8n consum$2' & ! fulness1 fre5ess1 & efficacy ( ! #8f\nta9 op5$' to purify my guilty s\l is s fully kn[n to my s\l1 & my own hope 9 t #8blood %$ = ! remission ( s9s1' s /ay$1 t my own guilt does n dismay me1 z x o!rwise might well d3 at ! same "t1 "o prop5sity aft] ano!r to evil />ts up s unavoidably1 t d\btless1 my s\l is #8full ( w\nds1 & bruises1 & putrify+ sores3' to ,!e1 !re=e1 ,o div9e ,physician1 d ,i turn my fa9t+ eyes4 ,i come to ,!e = heal+1 t x w\ld please ,!e to ca/ ! salt ( ,?y grace into ?is impure f\nta91 t ! /reams may be purifi$ f ! noxi\s qualities1 :i* n[ r5d] unfruitful ! :ole field ( ! s\l4 ,o ,"l1 ,i pray t ! ov]fl[+s ( s9 may be re/ra9$2 tea* me to wat* & pray2 quick5 me to dilig5ce 9 ?is "w1 & s]vice2 enable me to #8give att5dance to read+1 to exhortation1 to doctr9e2' to #8give myself :olly to !m1 t my pr(it+ may appe>' 9 ! edification ( ?y p1 ?r\gh ! ,"l & ,savi\r ,jesus ,*ri/60 8,june #aj?4 ,?is day n9e ye>s ago1 ,i 0 orda9$ a deacon2 & on ! twelf? ( ,june1 two ye>s aft]1 a prie/4 ,i h s9n$ griev\sly 9 respect ( p]sonal hol9ess2 &1 dur+ ! la/ ye>1 also1 ,i fe>1 z mu* z ev]4 ,i "k n :at to d aga9/ my /rong foe1 #8^: "n is legion4' ,! ,"l kn[s ,i purpose p]petual enmity ) e s92 &1 ,i ?9k1 if x 7 ! w ( ,god to take away e disposition to evil1 ,i %\ld rejoice2 b1 at ! same "t1 %\ld require su* measures ( grace to keep me humble1 z seem out ( ! way ( ,god's usual me?od to be/[4 ,inde$1 :5 ,i feel su* a disposition to self-importance 9 a v %ort "t1 if my evil dispositions are quiet1 :at devili% pride %\ld ,i n be puff$ up )1 if my he>t 7 fre$ f corruption4 ,bless$ be ,god1 ,i c say1 t no s9 ha? dom9ion ov] me2 yet d ,i n ju/ify myself3 ?\gh ,i am (t5 surpris$1 & get a spiritual fall1 yet ! enemy _c keep me d[n3 by fai? ,i rise1 by fai? ,i /&2 & #89 ! ,"l h ,i righte\sness & /r5g?4' ,i h be5 at ,cawnpore ab\t a ye>2 & s9ce ,octob] h _h ! :ole *>ge3 t5 are add$ to ! 7religi\s7 society s9ce !n2 & sev]al are enquir+ aft] ! ways ( godl9ess4 ,"s ( ! light dragoons1 7especially s]geant ,r47 are1 ,i hope1 s]i\sly impress$4 ,graci\s ,god1 ,i praise ,!e = ^! fruits6 ,i h to m\rn my unpr(itabl5ess among ! bett] sort4 ,i ?9k ,i am n suit$ to d good by mu* visit+1 &1 !re=e1 /ay at home4 ,i h be5 employ$ a great deal 9 translat+ = ! *ildr52 & ,ni*olas is v hopeful3 ^! 9 all are six1 besides ^? :o came ye/]day4 ,god ( all grace1 ! ,fa!r ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 give me a l>g] portion ( ! ,holy ,_s's grace3 make me holy 9 body1 s\l1 & _s2 #8hol9ess become? ?y h\se4' ,o ,"l1 my s\l is a?ir/ = hol9ess4 ,tea* me h[ to prea* hol9ess ?r\gh ! ,_s1 & by ! ,savi\r6 ,b1 ,i am =bidd5 by ! doctors to prea*1 on acc\nt ( ?is liv]4 ,may ,i pray ! m = ! s\ls ar\nd me3 ,o = a _s ( grace & supplication6 ,to ,!e1 ,o ,"l1 h ,i d$icat$ myself2 at ?y table1 ye/]day1 did ,i give myself away to ,!e2 &1 ?\gh ! wat*ful enemy robb$ me ( "p ( ! b5efit1 yet1 ,i "k1 ?\ ha/ accept$ me3 ,?\ did/ sit at ?9e own table2 x 0 a season ( refre%m5t to _m1 z well z to myself2 ab\t fifty att5d$2 9 ! ev5+1 a l>ge congregation4 ,i hope soon to e/abli% wor%ip = ! ,h9doo/anees2 ,james1 ,i tru/1 is fully b5t on ?is "w1 ?\gh he has a good deal ( y\?ful levity ab\t him4 ,"l1 bless all my flock1 my de> family1 & fri5ds6 ,bless my s\l1 ,o ,"l1 & let my s\l praise ,!e at all times60 ,! foll[+ lett] to ,mr4 ,simeon1 :il/ giv+ a g5]al outl9e ( ! religi\s condition ( ,cawnpore1 z pres5t$ dur+ ,mr4 ,corrie's m9i/rations at t /ation1 expla9s also1 ! l(ty1 self-d5y+ pr9ciple on :i* bo? ,mr4 ,m>tyn & himself _h decid$ to waive ! accept+ ( any fee = ! celebration ( m>riages1 c4 8,cawnpore1 ,june #d1 #ahaa4 8,z y\r ,indian fri5ds are1 at ?is "t1 widely sep>at$1 ,i %all n be likely to tr\ble y ) repetition ( intellig5ce f ?is qu>t]1 & ,i "k y w take "p 9 ! hopes & fe>s att5d+ ! "w ( ! m9i/ry 9 ?is place4 ,y w1 ,i hope1 he> f ,mr4 ,m>tyn himself f ,p]sia2 ! la/ ,i he>d ( him 0 f ,bombay1 ,m>* #ai?4 ,he _h b5efit$ little1 or no?+1 f ! *ange4 ,s9ce 8 dep>ture1 ,i h _h mu* enc\ragem5t 9 my "w4 ,i began ) a v disc\rag+ impression ( my unfitness to /& up 9 8 place1 b ! ^w deliv]$ 9 weakness1 has be5 att5d$ ) p[] to sev]al4 ,t5 h be5 add$ to ! religi\s society1 & sev]al are on probation1 9 "o ( ! ,european ,regim5ts2 9 ! o!r1 "s good has be5 done1 & ev5 f among ! ,company's ,artill]y-m5 7surely ! mo/ h>d5$ aga9/ all good1 ( any set ( m5 ,i ev] saw7 five are become regul> att5dants at ! ,"l's ,table4 ,we might h hop$ = m abundant fruit2 b t x 0 ! ,div9e w ,i %\ld be laid up a ?ird "t ) ! liv]1 & oblig$ to desi/ f all lab\r b ! ,sunday's duty4 ,i am n[ s affect$ ) m]cury1 t ,i _c appe> next ,sunday1 b ,i am happy to say1 t = sev]al days ! pa9s h left me1 & ,i tru/ ! disease has subsid$4 ,i hope ! life1 ?us repeat$ly r5ew$ to me1 w be m ?an ev] devot$ to ! "w ( ! m9i/ry1 = truly ,i f9d no life l liv+ to ,*ri/4 ,8 s]vice is p]fect fre$om & a great rew>d6 8,my abs5ce f ! ,iri% regim5t has be5 mo/ felt2 z 9 ! ,engli% regim5t1 "o ( ! (fic]s1 a nephew ( ! late ,dr4 ,elli/on ( ,sidney ,college1 has suppli$ my lack ( s]vice1 by read+ c41 hav+ #8fir/ giv5 himself unto ! ,"l4' ,we h e ,w$nesday ev5+ a p>ty ( fri5ds1 :o take sweet c\nsel toge!r4 ,x consi/s1 :5 altoge!r1 ( a ,lieut5ant ( ,dragoons & 8 wife1 ! ,payma/] ( ! #ecrd & 8 wife1 an ,assi/ant ,surgeon1 ! above ,lieut5ant1 my si/]1 & a "y lady :o is liv+ ) h]2 we sometimes h beside1 ano!r ,surgeon & 8 lady1 :o h be5 br\ght up among religi\s p2 an (fic] on ! /aff "h1 &1 n[ & !n1 a fri5d f ! c\ntry2 & !re are o!rs1 :o approve & are hopeful1 ?\gh !y d n yet c>e to come out f ! _w4 ,:5 we ?us happily meet1 we are enc\rag$ to ?9k1 ! :ole _w mu/ spe$ily b[ be=e ! ^w ( ! ,"l2 b1 alas1 we return aga9 ) ! compla9t ( ,melanc?on4 ,! multitude1 alas1 tread he$lessly ! broad way6 8,y w "k ( ! =mation ( an ,auxili>y ,bible society 9 ,calcutta4 ,x has rais$ #8no small /ir ab\t t way4' ,"h we h _h good success1 b ! enemy also has be5 at "w4 ,my application to ! ,comm&] ( "o ( ! corps "h1 0 ye/]day return$1 ) _m concessions z to ! purity ( our motives1 b repres5t+ ?is new association z ! mo/ dang]\s ?+ imag9able1 & pray+ me1 & o!rs1 to desi/ f promot+ ! objects ( x4 ,9 two entire regim5ts1 out ( ! five1 we h be5 ?us h9d]$1 b bless$ be ,god1 we h a majority1 ev5 9 po9t ( numb]s4 ,"o und5iable b5efit has aris5 f x1 ev5 to ! ,engli%2 = aft] a s]mon ,i prea*$ on ! subject1 ,april #bh?1 we _h a great] numb] ( applications = ,engli% ,bibles1 ?an = _m mon?s toge!r be=e4 8,dur+ ?is mon? my s*ool ( ,*ri/ian boys has increas$ to n9e4 ,i he> !m myself twice a day1 & f9d !y le>n ev5 quick] ?an _m ,engli% boys4 ,"s ( ! p>5ts1 see+ h[ desir\s ,i am to reta9 ^! *ildr5 at s*ool1 plague me n a little = money to support !mselves also1 say+ !y mu/ o!rwise remove to "s o!r place1 & take _! *ildr5 ) !m4 ,! ,*ri/ian man ,i left at ,*un>1 has )9 ^! few days arriv$ "h1 hav+ left 8 *>ge4 ,! h\se ,i fitt$ up1 is /ill us$ = public wor%ip by ! ,europeans1 b no "o pities my poor black flock1 s !y are aga9 left 9 ! wide wild]ness4 ,a few ( !m1 :o h1 ,i tru/ be5 made p>tak]s ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 & h ta/$ ( ! good ^w ( ,god1 att5d ! s]vice 9 ,engli%1 ?\gh !y und]/& no?+ ( :at is said1 yet !y he> ! "n ( #8,jesu ,kree%t1' &1 t1 !y say1 #8is pleasure4' ,at ?is place !re are _m ,*ri/ians ( ,portuguese desc5t1 b1 9 language & mann]s1 q ,h9doo/anees4 ,?r\gh two ( my ,*ri/ian p1 :o1 ,i tru/1 are real ,*ri/ians1 a desire has be5 excit$ among !m = he>+ & read+ ! ,scriptures4 ,! y\? ,i h m5tion$1 ( ,european desc5t1 is ) me /ill1 & v promis+4 ,i hope to e/abli% wor%ip 9 ,h9doo/anee1 9 a mon?'s "t1 = ! above native *ri/ians "h1 & to make ?is lad (ficiate4 ,if ,i 7 able to (ficiate myself1 ,i w\ld n set him s =w>d yet1 b our fri5ds "h advise t1 consid]+ ! difficulty ( aga9 putt+ affairs 9 ! tra9 !y n[ are1 we _h bett] secure ! pres5t opportunity1 & hope & pray t ! ,"l w be ) u1 till ,m>tyn's return1 :5 he w f9d ! way he _h prep>$1 some:at c>ri$ =w>d1 & may enl>ge x aft]1 z he judges prop]4 ,he _h address$ himself to ! multitude at l>ge :o us$ to assemble e ,sunday ev5+1 on 8 lawn1 till 8 heal? & /r5g? 7 exhau/$4 ,my heal? & /r5g? h be5 br\ght ne>ly z l[1 ?\gh ,i h a /rong] con/itution to r5ew ^u2 s ,i set ! above s]vants to "w at ! h\ses ( individual ,*ri/ians1 & n[ hope to e/abli% a small congregation f among !m1 aga9/ our bro!r's return4 8,f ,bombay1 ,m4 s5t me a "p ( a lett] ( y\r's1 on ! subject ( fees1 :i* he desir$ me to consid]4 ,i beg leave to /ate a few p>ticul>s on t subject = y\r in=mation4 ,fir/1 all 9 ! army1 bel[ ! rank ( ,capta91 are oblig$ to use ! /ricte/ economy1 9 ord] to ma9ta9 a family4 ,a ,capta9 may live )\t c>e1 b1 if x be consid]$ t he mu/ s5d 8 *ildr5 to ,engl& = education1 x w be easily believ$1 t e m>ri$ milit>y man1 :o has a family1 is likely to be poor to ! end ( 8 s]vice1 ) ! exception ( a few1 :o get /aff-appo9tm5ts1 & !y are almo/ ! only ones :o are ev] able to return home4 ,:5 we are s5t = to a di/ance1 ! exp5ces ( travell+ are paid by ! p>ties1 :i* usually co/s f =ty to sixty p\nds4 ,x is usually ! y\ng] (fic]s :o m>ry1 = ! old ones almo/ all live 9 s93 & inde$ f ! above circum/ances1 toge!r ) ! few opportunities ( religi\s in/ruction1 mo/ ( ! "y ones too2 & "s h told me pla9ly1 t !y c\ld get nobody to m>ry !m1 & if !y c\ld1 !y _h n money to give1 z 0 usually expect$ by ! ,*apla9s4 ,= ^! causes1 f ! fir/1 ,i wi%$ to decl9e be+ an ob/acle 9 ! way ( any4 ,sometimes "y m5 m>ry ! daught]s ( old ,indians by native mo!rs1 b ?\gh ! fa!r c\ld (t5 give a fee 9 ?is case1 he has himself sacrific$ consci5ce to money1 & ?9ks any "o w\ld d ! same1 & h[ are we to conv9ce him to ! contr>y1 b by refus+ 8 money8 ,! civilians :o m>ry1 are also usually ( ! y\ng] "p1 & h no?+ to sp>e )\t borr[+1 :i* !y c d inde$ too easily4 ,! eld] civilians are altoge!r z prepo/]\sly paid to excess1 & inde$ !re are v few ( !m1 :o are n 9 consequ5ce1 s va91 & c>ry !mselves s high1 t ,i "k n h[ we c %ew !m ! folly ( tru/+ 9 ^! ?+s1 b by refus+ ! opportunities ( obta9+ !m4 ,on ?is head1 !re w he diff]5ce ( op9ion1 b my humble judgm5t is1 to r5\nce ! fee1 to conv9ce !m by all possible means1 t a man's life consi/e? n 9 ^! ?+s4 ,9 s do+1 we are n injur+ our successor1 because he has a suffici5cy ( income = all ! purposes t 8 /ation 9 life c require4 ,i suppose y d n c>e :e!r we be able to keep a c>riage1 or n1 if we %\ld ev] return2 & suppose we save b en\gh to pay our passage to ,engl&1 ! retir+ p5sion is an abundant provision = our necessities4 ,i suppose1 t ev5 a *apla9 m>ries1 & has *ildr51 !n ev5 he has pl5ty to educate !m1 ?\gh 8 usefulness "h may be !reby conf9$1 & 9 :at situation w\ld x n be s8 ,i see no motive = receiv+ fees t ought to be ent]ta9$ a mom5t1 b t ( tak+ !m to give to ! poor1 & su* has be5 ! /ate ( ?+s among ! ,briti% "h hi!rto1 t ! m5tion ( su* a motive w\ld h excit$ d]ision1 z m]e hypocrisy4 ,x has nev] be5 conceiv$1 t a man came to ,india1 except to make money4 ,aft] all1 de> ,sir1 we h no su* ?+ z a regul> fee2 we are milit>y *apla9s1 & ! g5]al c\ld ord] u to (ficiate1 9 any "p ( ! di/rict1 !re be+ no legal imp$im5t3 y c recov] ! accu/om$ (f]+ by law2 we h no law on ! subject1 nor d ! soldi]s ev]1 on any occasion1 (f] a fee4 ,we h inde$ cu/om on our side1 b x is a cu/om t has made ! "n ( ,*apla9 an (f5ce4 ,w\ld gov]nm5t b appo9t a regul> supply ( ,*apla9s1 & let any reasonable fee be appo9t$1 = occasional duties1 z a "p ( _! subsi/5ce1 x w\ld be well4 ,o1 ,i wi% t "s ( ! "y m5 ar\nd y1 did b see ! diff]5t /ations ( ,india1 :]e numb]s ( _! c\ntrym5 are actually fall+ into ! jaws ( infidelity & deism1 = ! want ( "s "o m]ely to rem9d !m ( ! cu/oms & op9ions ( _! native l&4 ,!y come out boys2 !y leave ! ,sabba? & public wor%ip beh9d !m2 !y /raightway fall into s9ful habits1 & gr[ to argue = t1 :i* !y w\ld once h blu%$ to m5tion4 ,b :at1 if ! "y cl]gy knew1 & piti$1 & 7 will+ to come ov] & help u1 :at c\ld !y d :il/ ! way is %ut aga9/ !m8 ,consid]1 ?is di/rict conta9s1 ,i "k n ! exact numb]1 b ,i "k twelve subord9ate /ations1 at ea* ( :i*1 !re w be f tw5ty to =ty ,engli% & native ,*ri/ians 9 ! ,company's s]vice2 at ,allahabad1 "o hundr$ miles to ! ea/1 !re are ab\t two hundr$ ,europeans alone2 at ,futtyghur eighty miles to ! we/1 !re are at lea/ z _m1 & at ,b>eilly n mu* less ?an a hundr$4 ,to ^! places1 ! ,*apla9 ( ,cawnpore mu/ g1 to celebrate m>riages1 = ?is is ! only duty he _c be disp5s$ ) =2 b z to all o!r religi\s s]vices1 !y are left entirely de/itute1 & f ! long habits ( indiff]5ce !y h be5 91 x is n always1 ev5 :5 we d g1 t we c h public wor%ip4 ,o1 de> ,sir1 ought ! imm5se rev5ues ( ?is fruitful l& to be :olly appropriat$ to ! purposes ( m]*&ize6 ,ought ! s\ls ( our own c\ntrym51 n to speak ( ! natives1 to be weigh$ 9 ! balance aga9/ bales ( silk & cotton6 ,surely ?is sy/em w h an end6 8,mr4 ,?omason 0 s k9d z to s5d me "s ,*ri/ian ,obs]v]s1 ) ! pap] w> ) ! ,*ri/ian ,advocate4#ge ,^! are exce$+ly int]e/+ to u1 & y _c conf] a great] fav\r1 ?an by =w>d+ to ?is c\ntry1 supplies ( ,*ri/ian ,gu>dians1 ,eclectic ,reviews1 ,*ri/ian ,obs]v]s1 c4 ,we c l5d !m ab\t1 !y are read ) avidity1 & excite mu* conv]sation ab\t religi\s books4 8,i hope ?is w f9d y r5ew$ 9 ! out]1 z well z 9 ! inn] man4 ,! ,"l c s5d by :om he w1 b my s\l w\ld m\rn to he>1 t t c&le/ick1 :i* 0 ! means ( guid+ me into div9e light & peace1 0 remov$ f ,cambridge4 ,may y\r latt] days1 de>e/ ,sir1 be m bless$ ?an ! =m]1 & :5 he>t & /r5g? %all fail1 may y h ! assurance 9 y\r own s\l1 t ,god is ! /r5g? ( y\r he>t1 z well z ! portion y h *os5 = ev]6 8,if !re 7 to be a quantity ( copies ( ! ,*ri/ian ,gu>dian s5t out ye>ly1 !y w\ld be eag]ly pur*as$ by ! religi\s soldi]s1 & w\ld be highly useful4 ,! ,*ri/ian ,obs]v] is above _! modes ( ?9k+4 #gj ,mr4 ,m>tyn & ,mr4 ,corrie _h agre$ to decl9e all fees = ! solemniz+ ( m>riages1 c4 ,! reasons = _! decision on t matt] are giv5 at l5g? 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,simeon1 dat$ ,june #ad1 #ahaa4 #ga ,a little boy :o 0 rescu$ f dea?1 dur+ a fam9e1 & br\ght up by ,mr4 ,c4 #gb ,tw9+ 0 ! "n ( ! g5tleman :o 0 = expell+ all ,mission>ies f ,india4 ,see above p4 #aai4 #gc ,hi/ory ( ! ,bible ,society1 vol4 ii4 pp4 #ajh1 & seq4 #gd ,! ,calcutta ,auxili>y ,bible ,society pr9t$ #ajjj copies ( ! fir/ six ,reports ( ! ,p>5t ,society1 = circulation 9 ,india4 #ge ,dr4 ,e4 ,pe>son1 ,ma/] ( ,sidney ,sussex ,college1 ,cambridge1 betwe5 :om & ,mr4 ,simeon1 "s ,pamphlets 7 ex*ang$ on ! subject ( ,mr4 ,simeon's prea*+4 ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,,cawnpore--,,coel--,,return ,,to ,,calcutta4 ,! illness :i* ,mr4 ,corrie m5tions 9 ! =ego+ lett]1 z hav+ #8oblig$ him to desi/ f all lab\r1 except ! ,sunday duty1' n[ cont9u$ to increase ^u him2 s t1 9 ! beg9n+ ( ,july he 0 n only laid aside f duty1 b conf9$ to ! h\se4 ,f 8 ,j\rnal x appe>s1 also1 t he suff]$ greatly f ! exhau/ion consequ5t on fev]2 & t he 0 mu* h>ass$ by impati5ce & a n]v\s irritability ( temp]4 ,add$ to ?is1 ,mr4 ,c41 /ates himself to h be5 di/ress$ by ! #8m\rnful view1' :i* 8 m9d took #8( ! desolate /ate ( pr(ess+ ,*ri/ians 9 ,india1 scatt]$ z %eep ^u ! hills4' ,) ! hope1 !re=e1 ( recruit+ bo? heal? & spirits1 he sp5t a =tnight or m on ! riv]4 ,8 correspond5ce at ! same "t1 %ews t ! pressure ( bodily sickness did n prev5t ,mr4 ,c41 f occupy+ 8 m9d ) plans = ! p]man5t welf>e ( ,india4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,cawnpore1 ,july #aa1 #ahaa4 8,s9ce ,i wrote to y1 ,i h be5 entirely laid aside4 ,a fev] seiz$ me1 & ,i ?\ght ,i 0 foll[+ ,des ,granges2#gf b aft] "s days1 ?r\gh div9e m]cy1 x left me1 exce$+ly weak5$1 s t al?\gh n[1 9 my own op9ion1 able to (ficiate 9 public1 ^? ab\t me w n let me4 8,i _h a lett] f ,m>tyn1 dat$ #bd?4 ,april1 at ,muscat4 ,he gets no /rong]1 ,i fe>2 b y w h he>d f him y\rself3 ,i beg9 greatly to wi% him back aga94 ,s9ce ,i h be5 conf9$ to ! h\se1 ,mr4 ,%]wood & ,mr4 ,h>r+ton h1 9 turns1 read to ! p 9 *ur* ( an ev5+4 ,i am mu* gratifi$ by ?is help2 x relieves my m9d greatly4 ,at ! same "t ! numb]s fall (f4 ,! prea*+ ( ! ,cross is ! usual means ( salvation4 ,i am well aw>e t none ( my s]mons c be comp>$ ) ^? !y read1 9 po9t ( composition1 c4 & yet ! p g to sleep "u !m2 & ^? :o %ew$ "s love beg9 to #8wax cold4' ,i wi%1 !re=e1 to r5ew my public "w1 t #8?r\gh ! fooli%ness ( prea*+1' "s may believe & be sav$4 8,my ,moon%ee1 z y w expect1 is on ! way to ,s]ampore1 he left ?is place ne> a =tnight ago4 ,fitrut al>m$ him greatly at la/1 by tell+ him t he kn[s ,sabat is 8 great enemy1 & t no?+ b disgrace & loss ( "* w ensue to him4 ,fitrut is himself gone to ,luckn[1 he is at "w on ! ,psalms1 hav+ pass$ by ,e/h] & ,job2 he has giv5 9 z f> z ! #cg?4 ,! translation is1 9 g5]al1 v excell5t4 ,i hope t ! ,psalms1 :5 prop]ly correct$1 w be pr9t$ sep>ately2 no good w be done to any ext5t1 till ! ,scriptures are pr9t$2 !re=e1 ,god be ?ank$ = ! ,calcutta ,auxili>y ,bible ,society6 ,y4 told me ( ! opposition to ! measure at ,madras4 #8,x mu/ ne$s be t (f5ces come1 b woe to t man by :om !y come4' ,i expect !re w be a #8,hue & ,cry' rais$ by ! oppos]s at home to ?is society3 b x is f\nd$ on a rock4 8,i h be5 ?9k+ mu* ab\t a repres5tation be+ made to somebody or o!r at home1 7p]haps ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury71 on ! subject ( ! want ( ,*apla9s 9 ,india4 ,z ev]y?+ is 9 a /ate ( tranquillity "h1 & ! rev5ues are fl\ri%+1 p]haps x might be att5d$ to4 ,at ,allahabad !re ought to be a ,*apla91 & at ,futtyghur1 & at ,rew>ee & ,kurnaul4 ,at ,allahabad !re are always two companies ( ,artill]y1 & a l>ge society besides2 & at ,rew>ee1 & ,kurnaul ab\t ! same4 ,at ,futtyghur1 "o company1 & a l>ge society ( ,commission]s1 ,civilians1 c4 ,& at ,b5>es1 !re is c]ta9ly ne$ ( a *apla92 !re %\ld also1 at ,cawnpore & ,*un>1 be "o ,k+'s *apla91 at lea/ at ea* /ation1 or an additional ,company's *apla94 ,i am told h[ little likely su* a repres5tation w\ld be to produce ! desir$ effect1 b !re is no say+4 ,if y1 ! s5ior1 7 to draw up & sign some?+ ( ?is k9d1 & s5d x to ! juniors = _! signatures1 x appe>s to me1 x w\ld c]ta9ly be att5d$ to1 especially if ! ,k+ %\ld recov]1 & ! pres5t m9i/]s rema9 9 (fice4 8#ae?4 on ! riv]4 ,i h be5 s out ( spirits z n to be able to write to y z ,i c\ld wi%1 s delay$ s5d+ (f ?is4 ,i ought n h[ev] to deta9 ! ,society's money4 ,i fe> a voyage to sea w be necess>y to get me q well4 ,i 0 r$uc$ s mu* t ! doctors made me leave (f m]cury2 b !y talk ( mak+ me beg9 aga9 to use x1 ?ree times a day4 ,!y say1 !re is little or no dang] 9 ! compla9t2 x may be s1 b ,i w\ld h my #8lo9s gird$ ab\t' & my #8lamp burn+4' ,i lam5t ! fall+ (f ( ! p at *ur*1 :il/ ,i rejoice ,i am mu* com=t$ by ! fai? & love ( ! help]s suppli$ to me40 ,b not)/&+ ! means us$ by ,mr4 ,corrie = ! recov]y ( 8 heal?1 x pleas$ ,god /ill to afflict him4 ,! m$ical m5 accord+ly cont9u$ to prohibit 8 p]=mance ( any public duty = at lea/ six weeks or m4 ,dur+ ?is cessation f duty1 he took advantage ( a summons to m>ry a c\ple at ,coel1 to p]=m ! great] "p ( ! j\rney to t place by boat on ! riv]1 & purpos$ to sp5d a %ort "t at ,coel = ! b5efit ( *ange ( air4 ,_m days1 h[ev]1 _h n pass$ ov] be=e ,mr4 ,c4 took cold1 & 8 #8frame began to s9k & 8 spirits to langui%4' ,he !re=e decid$ on return+ to ,cawnpore1 & propos$ tak+ ,agra 9 8 way1 hav+ be5 engag$ to solemnize a m>riage !re4 ,b be=e he rea*$ ,agra1 ! fev] return$ ^u him ) great viol5ce1 s t he 0 deta9$ on ! road & r$uc$ to a /ate ( extreme debility4 ,"s acc\nt ( ?is j\rney is giv5 9 a lett]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,coel1 ,augu/ #bg1 #ahaa4 8,i made a j\rney by wat] to ?is neighb\rhood1 & !n by dawk to ?is place4 ,we conv5$ ! settlem5t = public wor%ip on ,sunday1 & _h ev5+ s]vice ) ! family4 ,!y are v k9d to me1 & ,i hope ,i help to remove ! prejudices ( "s aga9/ ! cause we wi% to s]ve1 by br++ be=e !m sometimes ! o!r side ( ! "q ab\t missions4 ,! comm&+ (fic] "h is an intellig5t man2 he fav\rs ! ,bible ,society1 z y w "k4 ,i h l5t him a copy ( ,m>tyn's ,h9doo/anee ,new ,te/am5t3 he says t he w h x copi$ & s5t to ! ,portuguese1 drumm]s1 c4 ,he is some:at acqua9t$ ) ,p]sian & ,arabic1 & expresses himself gratifi$ by :at he has se5 ( ! translation4 8,i ought to h writt5 to ,moon%ee be=e ?is1 b = a mon? ,i h n be5 ne> a po/-(fice1 except j 9 pass+ ,futtyghur4 ,i am greatly b5efit$ by *ange ( air1 & hope my little flock are suff]+ no lack1 ?r\gh ! k9dness ( ,h>r+ton & ,%]wood4 ,b ,i fe> /ay+ away long] ?an ne$ful1 & am n[ anxi\s to be at ,cawnpore4 8,agra1 ,saturday1 #ca/4 ,i h _h a sev]e attack ( illness1 :i* laid me up on ! road to ?is place4 ,a :ole day ,i 0 9 a wret*$ ,baza>1 & le>n$ some?+ ( ! value ( home & fri5ds to a sick man4 ,b my m9d 0 undi/urb$4 8,"l1 ,i believe ?\ ha/ prep>$1 ,unwor?y ?\gh ,i be1 ,= me a blood-b\ght1 free1 rew>d ,a gold5 h>p = me40 8,i am conf9$ to ,colonel ,b[ie's qu>t]s1 & 0 only j able la/ night to m>ry ! "y p4 ,i am sorry to f9d ! ,bible ,society has be5 s little enc\rag$ "h2 b ,i _c g out to see p on ! subject4 ,! surgeon "h tells me1 ,i mu/ g to sea40 ,yet aft] a few days repose1 add$ to ,god's bless+ on ! k9d att5tions ( 8 ho/ at ,agra1 ,mr4 ,corrie 0 suffici5tly recov]$ to all[ ( 8 proce$+ on 8 j\rney1 & be=e 8 arrival at ,cawnpore he f\nd himself mu* recruit$ 9 /r5g?4 ,z1 h[ev]1 he seems n[ to h be5 conv9c$1 t 8 illness 0 *iefly to be attribut$ to ! frequ5cy ( 8 prea*+2 ,mr4 ,c4 consid]$ x to be 8 duty to resolve to be m c>eful 9 t respect = ! future4 ,/ill1 ) ref]5ce to t matt] he rem>ks 9 8 ,j\rnal3-- 8,i tru/ x is ) a s+le eye to future usefulness t ,i purpose to be m c>eful ( my heal?1 & to be less engag$ 9 prea*+40 ,b :5 he 0 aga9 settl$ among 8 flock at ,cawnpore1 ,mr4 ,c's purpose to be 8less engag$ 9 prea*+10 0 b p>tially c>ri$ into effect4 ,he writes1 = example1 "u date ( 8#ah?4 ,sept4 #ahaa4 ,i h be5 ?9k+ ( ?ree sep>ate c\rses ( s]mons4 ,fir/1 = ,sunday morn+s3 to beg9 ) man's ru92 ju/ification2 illum9ation2 sep>ation f ! _w2 progress 9 ! #8fruits ( ! ,_s4' ,secondly1 = ! ,w$nesday ev5+s3 a view ( ! *ur* ( ,*ri/2 its e/abli%m5t2 progress2 & f9al triumph 9 ! _w1 not)/&+ ! opposition ( ,satan3 a c\rse f ,matt4 xvi4 #ah41 on ! plan ( ,edw>d's ,hi/ory ( ,r$emption4 ,?irdly3 to translate into ,h9doo/anee1 to be read by ,james to ! ,h9doo/anees1 a ,comm5t>y on ,g5esis i3 on ! orig9al /ate ( man2 ! fall2 ! promise 9 succession1 on to ! hi/ory ( our ,"l 9 ! gospels40 ,&1 aga91 9 a lett]3 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,cawnpore1 ,oct4 #aj1 #ahaa4 8,i c\ld put tw5ty copies ( ! ,new ,te/am5t into imm$iate use1 & we g on v lamely )\t !m4 ,writ+ is sl[1 incorrect1 & exp5sive4 ,no?+ w be done to purpose1 till we get pr9t$ copies 9 abundance4 ,?ree ( ! pi\s soldi]s are le>n+ ,h9doo/anee1 t !y may1 z !y say1 be able to exhort ! hea!n4 ,"o ( !m is a sup]ior "y man1 & v humble & unobtrusive4 ,he has long wi%$ to be able to talk ) ! ,brahm9s at a c]ta9 pagoda1 ne> ! riv]1 :]e he goes (t52 & purposes read+ ! ,new ,te/am5t to !m1 :5 he c get "o4#gg 8,! ,"l adds to u "o by "o1 accord+ to 8 promise4 ,s9ce my return1 ?ree h jo9$ ! society1 & all walk ord]ly4 ,our ,h9doo/anee wor%ip 0 well att5d$ la/ ,sunday4 ,moon%ee ,fitrut is come back f ,luckn[2 he ye/]day gave me ! #ba/4 *apt] ( ,prov]bs1 ! ,old ,te/am5t is complet$ s f>4 ,i h giv5 him a place ( abode on ! premises1 & done e ?+ to induce him to g on quietly4 ,?is "w w1 ,i hope1 be done 9 ?ree or f\r mon?s2 &1 please ,god to sp>e ,m>tyn to put ! f9i%+ h& to x1 w be ! greate/ "w1 z to utility1 ev] accompli%$ on ?is side ( ,india4 8,beside my o!r employm5ts1 ,i h n[ to translate f ,h5ry's ,comm5t>y on ,g5esis1 :i* s]ves z a ,h9doo/anee s]mon on ,sundays4 ,i "k no?+ else y w desire to he> (1 f ?is place4 ,! mis]able squabbles :i* disgu/ ! _w at ?is place1 ,i am happy to "k little ab\t4 ,happy privilege to be #8r$eem$ f a va9 conv]sation1'--to be deliv]$ #8f ! pres5t evil _w6' ,o1 = m p[] to proclaim al\d ! ye> ( release6 ,my /r5g? increases1 b n a ?ird 9 ! way ( public duty is done1 t might be done4 ,i prea* twice on ,sundays1 & on ,w$nesday ev5+2 & meet ! society on ,fridays4 ,i hope to beg9 my weekly meet+ ) ! ,dragoons on ,?ursday next3 b ,i believe x w\ld be "r = me to leave (f1 9 t case1 my pres5t ,w$nesday ev5+ engagem5t4 ,b ! ?ree hospitals are sadly neglect$2 ,i c only visit ^? :o are v ill4 ,i d>e n prea* 9 ! w>ds3 my brea/ & side are on fire ?is morn+1 f la/ night's ex]tion4 ,yet1 ! cold season be+ set 91 increases my /r5g?1 & ,i h no expectation b ( do+ well en\gh1 until ! heat comm5ces aga94 8,we h _h lately a rem>kable in/ance ( ! fre5ess & fulness ( r$eem+ love1 9 ! case ( a soldi]'s wife1 :o di$ "h4 ,i am collect+ a few p>ticul>s :i* ,i may s5d y40 ,! 8p>ticul>s0 "h ref]r$ to1 d n occur 9 ,mr4 ,c's correspond5ce or ,j\rnal2 b a notice ( an int]view he _h ) a dy+ soldi] a %ort "t be=e ! prec$+ lett] 0 writt51 may n be omitt$3-- 8,ye/]day ev5+ ,i w5t to ! hospital1 to visit ,j4 ,he has be5 ill "s "t4 ,he consid]s himself 9 a decl9e1 & inde$1 seems to be s2 he began by say+1 t #8he felt v compos$ 9 8 m9d1 look$ ^u ! _w z done )1 & no long] any ?+ to him1 & w\ld be happy1 if x 7 ! ,"l's w to take him to ,himself4' ,i ask$ him :5 he suppos$ ! ,"l began to make him a p>tak] ( ,8 grace8 ,he said1 #8x 0 at ,*un> he fir/ began to consid]1 & !re he became some:at enlight5$1 b lately 8 m9d _h become m confirm$ & /r5g!n$4' ,n wi%+ him to be deceiv$1 ,i rem9d$ him ( "s improprieties s9ce he left ,*un>3 he ackn[l$g$ #8t he _h be5 (t5 l$ a/ray1 & f\nd 8 he>t (t5 go+ wrong2 b = ^! ?+s he 0 he>tily sorry1 & hop$ by ! grace ( ,god to prevail aga9/ !m3 inde$1 = "s mon?s pa/1 he _h be5 m alive to religion ?an ev]4' ,i ask$ him ! gr\nd ( a s9n]'s hope t[>ds ,god3 he repli$ ) "s *e]fulness1 #8only ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4' ,i ask$ :at he expect$ ,*ri/ w\ld d = him3 he said1 #8to save him1 & make him a p>tak] ( salvation ) ! sa9ts 9 glory4' ,i po9t$ out ! mean+ ( ! ^w #8sa9t1' & ask$ him #8if he consid]$ t ,*ri/1 if he sav$ u1 w\ld make u holy1 & t heav5 0 ! enjoym5t ( a holy ,god1 & !re=e1 a happy place4' ,he said #8t ev5 n[ he 0 happy only :5 s9 0 subdu$ )9 him2 & to be fre$ f s9 9 heav51 w\ld be complete happ9ess4'0 ,amid lab\rs su* z ^!1 ,mr4 ,corrie writes3 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,buckwor?4 8,cawnpore1 ,oct4 #cj1 #ahaa4 8,i am recov]+ f an illness1 t has ne>ly laid me aside1 ev] s9ce ! #bd? ( ,april la/4 ,! ,"l my heal]1 ,i hope ,i may say1 r5ews my spiritual /r5g?1 z ! out] man is br\ght l[4 ,x 0 br\ght on by undue previ\s ex]tion4 ,i tru/ ,i am taught t ?is is n ! ,"l's w4 ,)\t a miracle1 we _c hope our flocks w be f$ ) ! bread ( life aft] our decease2 to abide ) !m is1 !re=e1 mo/ desirable1 & to use ! means = pres]v+ heal? to m9i/] among !m1 necess>y4 8,y w h he>d ( ! e/abli%m5t ( an ,auxili>y ,bible ,society 9 ,calcutta4 ,d\btless ! night has pass$ away1 & ! true light is n[ aris+ ^u ,india4 ,mr4 ,m>tyn is gone = *ange ( air1 hop+ to recov] heal?1 &1 p]haps1 avoid ! ?reat5$ beg9n+ ( a consumption3 he 0 at ,%iraz1 9 ,p]sia1 on ! #bf? ( ,june2 & is at "w on a ,p]sian translation ( ! ,new ,te/am5t4 ,8 translation ( ! ,new ,te/am5t into ,h9doo/anee1 is j put to ! press2 we greatly long = ?is "w to appe>4 ,y "k1 he 0 assi/$ by a le>n$ native1#gh :o pass$ six ye>s 9 ,engl&1 & is well acqua9t$ ) ! ,engli% language also4 ,! translation ( ! ,bapti/ mission>ies into ,h9doo/anee1 is really too defective to be useful to any ext5t4 ,y w n accuse me ( depreciat+ _! lab\rs3 #8,i speak ! tru? 9 ,*ri/4' ,i h ! great] "p ( _! "w4 ,! ,*ri/ians ab\t me lay x aside1 & pref] ! p>ts ( scripture !y h ( ,m>tyn's translation4 8,! above m5tion$ le>n$ native is liv+ on our premises1 & goes on translat+ ! ,old ,te/am5t2 9 any difficult passage he consults me ab\t ! mean+4 ,he has translat$ to ,isaiah1 & is n[ engag$ on t book4 ,?is "w1 please ,god to sp>e ,m>tyn to come back to correct x by ! ,hebrew1 w be a glori\s "w = ,h9doo/an ,prop]4 ,?is "p ( ,india is /ill )\t a translation1 except t ( ! ,bapti/ mission>ies4 ,two ( ^! mission>ies h gone to ,agra3 ,i 0 !re lately & saw !m2 !y _h n !n got q settl$4 ,! natives ( t qu>t] are v indep5d5t & fi]ce 9 _! mann]s1 ! ,mahom$ans especially4 ,y h he>d ( ! population ( ,india1 b c h no idea ( its imm5sity unless y saw x2 s t a man may visit ,i _c tell h[ _m villages ( ?ree hundr$1 f\r hundr$ p & upw>ds1 9 a circle ( six or eight miles3 !re seems1 !re=e1 little ne$ ( it9]at+ accord+ to y\r idea ( ! ^w2 b y may ?9k to h[ little an ext5t all t ! :ole ( ! mission>ies n[ 9 ,india c d is likely to be felt4 ,yet ! day1 ,i am c]ta91 has dawn$ t w nev] set till all ,india %all see ! glory ( ! ,"l4 8,( my own proce$+s1 ,i h little to say2 my native s*ool consi/s ( t52 f\r ( :om c say ! :ole ( ,watts's scripture cate*ism 7b inde$ "o ( ! f\r has j left me to g to 8 fri5ds :o live f> away74 ,i read ! scriptures & pray]s 9 ,h9doo/anee ) !m 9 ! s*ool-h\se e morn+1 & am help$ greatly 9 ^! ex]cises1 by ! y\? ,i h m5tion$1 ( ,european desc5t4 ,s9ce ,septemb]1 we h _h wor%ip 9 ,h9doo/anee2 9 *ur* on a ,sunday aft]noon1 fifty or sixty native ,*ri/ians sometimes att5d1 & usually ?irty or =ty2 my own p h le>n$ to s+ translations ( psalms & hymns to ,engli% tunes3 !y are v fond ( !m1 ?\gh ,i "k ! poetry is v poor3 ,i hope an ,indian ,watts may be rais$ up ere long1 to regulate ! psalmody ( ! ,indian *ur*4 8,y w\ld wi% to "k :at success ,i p]ceive 9 ! mid/ ( our lab\rs4 ,( ! ,europeans1 ab\t fifte5 or sixte5 h be5 add$ to our society dur+ ! la/ ye>3 ( ! natives1 ,i _c speak s c]ta9ly4 ,"o s]vant ( our own has be5 pi\sly incl9$ sometime1 & ,i hope he is n[ a decid$ "*2 & "o1 :om y w\ld call a footman1 :o us$ to h all ! vanity & fopp]y ( t class at home1 is become att5tive1 n only to 8 employm5t1 b s]i\s 9 wor%ip1 & dilig5t 9 read+ at leisure h\rs4 ,i h a p>ticul> reg>d = ?is y\?1 & %all greatly rejoice 9 8 turn+ to ,god3 he is m>ri$1 has good natural tal5ts1 is ( a pleas+ appe>ance2 & ?\gh "o is (t5 %ort-sight$ & deceiv$1 ,i fancy he w\ld make a good mission>y1 if he _h a he>t to x1 :i* ,i (t5 pray may be grant$ him4 8,i mu/ n =get to tell y h[ happy ,i am at my belov$ si/]'s hav+ comm5c$ a s*ool = native *ri/ian girls4 ,%e has s f> ma/]$ ! language z to be able to read ,h9doo/anee easily1 & to und]/& x pretty well4 ,! little girls "w z little girls d at home1 & say a lesson1 & le>n ! ,assembly's %ort] ,cate*ism1 :i* ,i translat$ long ago1 & by frequ5t corrections h got ne>ly wor?y ( pr9t+4 ,^! ?+s 7 h>dly ev] ?\ght ( = wom5 9 ?is c\ntry3 n[ & !n among ! ,mahom$ans1 a woman is f\nd :o c read1 b ,i h n he>d t ?is is ev] ! case among ! ,h9doos4 8,at leisure h\rs1 ,i am abridg+ ,miln]'s ,*ur* ,hi/ory1 & h f9i%$ ! fir/ two c5turies1 & ev5 translat$ ab\t half ! fir/3 ! s*ol>s ,i h _h s long are gr[+ great lads1 & want some?+ n[ beyond m]e s*ool-books3 "o is a promis+ boy1 & ! o!rs are z *ildr5 at t age usually are40 ,! expectation :i* ?is lett] %ews ,mr4 ,corrie to h ent]ta9$ ( 8 recov]y f ! illness1 "u :i* he _h be5 suff]+ dur+ ! prec$+ six mon?s1 turn$ out n to be well f\nd$4 ,al?\gh he _h latt]ly be5 some:at m att5tive to 8 heal?1 yet ! disease ( ! liv] n[ return$ ^u him ) increas$ sev]ity1 & altoge!r laid him aside f public duty4 ,yet 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,simeon1 dat$ e>ly 9 ,novemb]1 #ahaa1 ,mr4 ,c4 writes3-- 8,"o expression 9 x a lett] f ,mr4 ,s4 has br\ght be=e me an entirely new tra9 ( ideas respect+ my duty 9 ! m9i/ry4 ,y express ?ankfulness1 t y are enabl$ to d ! little y d n[1 comp>$ ) =m] ex]tions4 ,i p]ceive x is an inexpressible fav\r to be employ$ 9 ! ,"l's s]vice at all2 & in/ead ( be+ uneasy at n be+ able to d m1 ,i ought to be ?ankful = "s heal?1 & incl9ation to d some?+2 & :5 heal? is )drawn1 x is z mu* a duty to suff]1 z 9 heal? to d1 ! ,"l's w4 ,alas6 ,i seem to arrive s sl[ly at prop] views ( div9e ?+s1 t opportunity is gone be=e prop]ly und]/ood40 ,) ref]5ce to a fri5d1 :o aft] hav+ decid$ on go+ to ,india z a *apla91 *ang$ 8 m9d1 z ! "t = 8 leav+ ,engl& approa*$1 ,mr4 ,corrie adds3-- 8,mr4 ,l's family ,i "k1 & regret t he has )drawn 8 h& f ! pl\gh4 ,x is true1 t ! pa9 ( sep>ation f relatives1 & de>1 de> ,brita91 c be kn[n only to ^? :o h endur$ x2 b truly an hundr$-fold recomp5se att5ds x4 ,no "o c und]/& ! pangs ,i endur$1 at times1 betwe5 ! "t :5 fir/1 9 y\r rooms1 ! idea ( c>ry+ ! gospel to hea!n l&s took possession ( my m9d1 & ! p]iod ( my leav+ ,engl&4 ,yet de> z all ! places1 p]sons1 & privileges enjoy$ at home /ill are1 ,i w\ld n return to !m on any consid]ation ,i am at pres5t acqua9t$ )4 ,"h ! light ( ! gl[-worm ev5 is spl5did1 s gross is ! surr\nd+ d>kness2 & e /one put into moral ord] is s mu* rescu$ f *aos40 ,! foll[+ extract f ,mr4 ,c4's ,j\rnal w expla9 ! nature ( ! commun+s :i* he held1 at ?is "t1 ) 8 own he>t3-- 8,sunday1 ,nov4 #ag?4 ,i am prev5t$ ?is day f att5d+ public wor%ip4 ,o1 t ,i 7 m alive to ! importance ( ! m9i/ry1 & m fitt$ = ! sacr$ duties ( x4 ,i d n lam5t1 z ,i ought1 ! int]ruption ( any duty1 nor am humbl$1 z ,i ought to be1 "u ! mighty h& ( ,god4 ,i ?9k t ! _w & ! fe> ( man h less hold1 ( me b am afraid x is m f a _s ( misan?ropy ?an fai?4 ,i see ! folly ( natural m53 ,i feel ! be/ ( creatures to be mis]able com=t]s2 ,i fe> ,i despise !m1 r ?an look above !m to ,god4 ,h[ deeply d ,i p]ceive & feel1 t no?+ b ! p[] ( ,god c make me #8a "r _s1' or #8create 9 me a clean he>t4' ,may ! ,almighty ,god1 ! ,"l1 ^: (fice x is to quick5 ! s\ls ( m51 r5ew my :ole body1 s\l & _s1 & comm& a bless+ ^u ^? ar\nd me1 :o all ne$ 8 influ5ce z mu* z ,i d myself2 "s to be conv]t$1 "s to be guid$ 9 ! n>r[ way2 "o & all to be fitt$ = heav560 ,! cont9u$ abs5ce ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn f ,india1 induc$ ! gov]nm5t to appo9t ano!r *apla9 to ,cawnpore1 )\t1 h[ev]1 sup]s$+ ,mr4 ,m4 ,?is1 !re=e1 left ,mr4 ,corrie at lib]ty to proce$ to ,calcutta1 = ! purpose ( recruit+ 8 heal?4 ,z1 h[ev]1 x 0 n unlikely t ! new *apla9 might ?9k x 8 duty to conf9e 8 m9i/rations exclusively to ! ,europeans at ,cawnpore1 x became desirable to provide = ! c>ry+ on ( ^? mission>y op]ations = ! in/ruction ( ! native *ri/ians & o!rs1 :i* _h be5 orig9at$ by ,mr4 ,m>tyn4 ,! idea ( tra9+ up a class ( scripture-read]s = t purpose1 pres5t$ itself to ! m9d ( ,mr4 ,corrie & 8 fri5ds at ,cawnpore3 & 9 ?is !y seem to h anticipat$ a project to ! same effect :i* _h be5 ab\t t "t adopt$ by ! ,society = ,missions to ,africa & ! ,ea/1 at ! sugge/ion ( _! correspond+ committee 9 ,calcutta4#gi ,) ?is purpose 9 view1 !re=e1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,%]wood _h = "s "t be5 le>n+ ! language ( ! c\ntry1 & _h be5 tea*+ a class ( natives & half-ca/es to read ! ,h9doo/anee1 t ^! might become read]s ( ! ^w ( ,god to _! hea!n1 z well z to _! *ri/ian bre?r54 ,x 0 ) ref]5ce to ?is1 among o!r matt]s connect$ ) 8 removal f ,cawnpore t ,mr4 ,c4 writes ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,br[n4 8,cawnpore1 ,dec4 #c1 #ahaa4 8,i d n[ purpose1 ,d4 ,v4 to b5d my c\rse to ,calcutta1 at ! close ( ! cold wea!r2 :i* w be j two mon?s f ?is4 ,a con/ant head-a*e oppresses me1 & makes x necess>y to avoid ! viol5ce ( ! hot w9ds2 b ,i c\ld n be bett] ev5 9 ,engl&1 at ?is season1 ?an "h2 & till ,e4 arrives1 ,i _c move2 & he w n be "h till reliev$ by ! ,*apla9s f bel[4 ,y\r lett] ( ye/]day rejoic$ u all exce$+ly--! read+ s*eme ,i _h det]m9$ to pursue1 to ! utmo/ ( my ability4 ,we _h prev5t$ y\r views on ! subject1 by measures = cont9u+ ! gospel "h4 ,"o ( ! ,*ri/ian y\?s t has be5 ) me almo/ five ye>s1 has be5 induc$ ( 8 own accord to (f] himself to ?is "w4 ,he seems truly pi\s1 & lab\rs indefatigably to qualify himself to tea* o!rs4 ,he is ab\t tw5ty ye>s ( age1 & "u ! managem5t ( ! ,%]woods w be "o ( y\r fir/ read]s4 ,ano!r ( ! boys is bett] qualifi$ ?an ! above1 b is n old en\gh2 he gives e evid5ce ( s]i\sness4 ,ano!r ( ! boys is z =w>d 9 le>n+2 b ,i h no hope at pres5t1 t 8 m9d is at all "u ! influ5ce ( :at he le>ns4 ,i h se5 no occasion = any ,committee = ! managem5t ( ?is affair4 ,take ! :ole managem5t ( x y\rself2 especially z ! less t is said ( x among ! ,engli% ! bett]4 ,no "o c f9d fault ) me1 or any individual1 = support+ read]s2 b ! ,al>mi/s w\ld be up 9 arms1 if !y he>d ( supplies f home1 appropriat$ to su* a purpose4 8,i "k n h[ to acc\nt = ! /ory ( ! ,pilgrim4 ,i 0 ask$ ab\t su* a book by "s ,natives1 :5 ,i 0 at ,*un>3 ,i ?9k x mu/ be a "w ( a =m] ,roman ,ca?olic ,mission>y1 ( :om ,i h he>d1 & :o seems to h be5 a true ,evangeli/4 ,i "k ! ,*ri/ians ( ,bettiah h a book1 writt5 9 ! way ( a ,dialogue1 9 :i* ! errors ( ! ,brahm9s are refut$4 ,! ,pilgrim1 by ,mrs4 ,%]wood1 ,i translat$ 9 "p1 b ,fitrut got s angry ) x at la/1 he w\ld n g on2 & ! copi]1 :o is a ,h9doo1 said he %\ld be oblig$ to give t5 rupees 9 a fea/ to ! ,brahm9s1 to atone = 8 fault 9 writ+ su* a book4444 ,fitrut is to-day employ$ on ,isaiah lxiii4 ,he has = "s "t be5 v mu* out ( hum\r2 a p]fect comm5t on ! apo/le's words1 #8hateful & hat+4' ,i let him fume1 till 8 ill-hum\r is evaporat$1 :5 he becomes humble4 ,he has be5 9 to-day1 to beg he may g ) me to ,calcutta4 #8,9 heav5 or 9 e>?1 he has none b me to dep5d on2 & he _c be happy if ,i leave him beh9d4' ,i told him ,i h no au?ority to take him d[n1 & no boat-hire to give him4 ,he said1 #8he w\ld pay 8 own boat-hire1 if y %\ld n see fit to give x him1 :5 he got to ,calcutta4' ,i told him1 #8he mu/ n expect any?+ ( ! k9d3' & s he left me4 ,! ,roman ,ca?olic ,prie/ is ov] f ,luckn[1 & seems greatly alt]$ f la/ ye>4 ,he n[ pr(esses to be desir\s 8 p %\ld be taught to read ! ,scriptures2 & ,i hope we %all get some?+ e/abli%$ "u 8 inspection4 ,x is true he has little appe>ance ( s]i\s religion2 b he affects at lea/ great indiff]5ce to ! sign ( ! cross1 c41 & may s]ve z a draw] ( wat] = ! temple-s]vice4 ,he has tak5 away a copy ( ,g5esis = himself1 :i*1 he says1 he w read & exp\nd 9 *ur*40 ,& 9 ano!r lett] to ,mr4 ,br[n1 ( some:at lat] date1 ,mr4 ,c4 obs]ves3-- 8,we h be5 expect+ to he> f y ab\t ! read+ sy/em1 & especially we h be5 long+ = news ab\t ! pr9t+ ( ,m>tyn's ,translation4 ,mr4 ,e4 is on 8 way to ?is place1 & w be "h ab\t ! #aj? proximo4 ,! "w we wi% to c>ry on w1 ,i fe>1 suff]1 especially among ! ,light ,dragoons4 ,!re is a little leav5 evid5tly implant$ !re2 "s ( !m beg9 to assemble = read+ & pray]2 b !y are only z *ildr5 beg9n+ to walk1 & ,i see no "o to take !m by ! h&3 b ! ,"l w provide4 ,we are got into a plan t promises well1 if pursu$4 ,i say we1 = y "k my help]s ( ! #ecrd2 & ,mrs4 ,d4 ( ! ,light ,dragoons1 has be5 induc$ to (f] h]self to sup]9t5d ! s*ool ( ! ,light ,dragoons4 ,i h add$ que/ions & scripture pro(s to ! ,*ur* ,cate*ism1 :i* ! *ildr5 are gett+ (f4 ,at ,*ri/mas1 we _h ! *ildr5 ( bo? regim5ts at *ur*1 to be cate*is$1 & my si/] gave !m tea & cake4 ,we _h sev]al to see !m1 & x 0 ! mo/ fe/ive day t has be5 kn[n "h4 ,i am sure ,i h nev] felt s atta*$ to any place z ?is2 yet x appe>s to me t ,i %\ld n rema9 "h4 ,! ,h9doo/anee wor%ip w be c>ri$ on "u ! inspection ( ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,%]wood4 ,! y\? ,i m5tion$ lab\rs dilig5tly to qualify himself = in/ruct+ ! *ildr5 & wom51 & appe>s m & m devot$ to ! "w 9 _s & 9 tru?4 ,at ?is "t !re are on ^! premises 7i4 e4 on ,%]wood's f>m7 ab\t tw5ty *ildr5 le>n+ to read ! ,h9doo/anee gospels4 ,we are greatly p]plex$ = books = !m1 ?\gh no "t has yet be5 lo/ ) !m4 8,i am beg9n+ to pack up ,m>tyn's books2 b h n dispos$ ( 8 h\se yet4 ,inde$ ,i am lo? to ?9k he w n come back to ?is place2 y well "k h[ mu* ! funds ( ! ,bible ,society may suff] if !re be no "o "h to recomm5d ! subject3 &1 inde$1 ! disposition ( ! ,briti% 9 ^! p>ts1 9 g5]al1 t[>ds ! evangelization ( ,india1 w be no little affect$ by ! op9ions held at ?is l>ge /ation4 ,?is makes me greatly desire ,m>tyn's return hi!r4 ,b h y1 or has any "o 9 ,calcutta1 he>d f him lately8 ,we h begun "h to lose our c>e = ! objects ( 8 j\rney1 9 ! c>e = himself40 ,respect+ ! progress ( ! translation1 ,mr4 ,c4 adds3-- 8,fitrut left me ab\t ,new-ye>'s-day1 = ,b5>es1 & p>t$ by no means fri5ds4 ,he 0 at ,luckn[1 ,july1 ,augu/1 & ,septemb]3 9 ,octob] he came back & w5t on well ) 8 "w till ,novemb] #bj?1 he !n came to say1 he wi%$ to g to ,b5>es1 ,i begg$ him to f9i% ,isaiah1 ( :i* only a few *apt]s rema9$4 ,he want$ to borr[ money also1 :i* ,i refus$1 z ,i "k he is n 9 want1 b has _m hundr$ ,rupees out at int]e/4 ,he w5t on sull5ly till ! end ( ! ye>1 do+ only ! few rema9+ *apt]s ( ,isaiah4 ,i wi%$ him to h #ajj ,rupees = =ty *apt]s1 :i* he refus$3 s at l5g? ,i 0 oblig$ to say1 #8,i %\ld expect ! :ole to be done 9 f\r mon?s'4 ,he !n ask$1 if 8 sal>y 0 n to be cont9u$ till ,m>tyn's return8 ,i told him1 if he w\ld /ay & help me 9 my ,cate*isms1 c41 8 pay %\ld be cont9u$1 b t ,i c\ld n ?9k ( go+ on 9 ! trifl+ way he _h be5 do+ lately4 ,he !n talk$ ( apply+ p]sonally to y1 ) a va/ deal ( nons5se ab\t %>+ 9 ! pr(its ( ! ,translation1 c4 ,i told him1 y _h n s5t = him2 t he mu/ n expect boat-hire1 or any indulg5ce f y3 & ?us we p>t$4 ,i h s5t him ?is mon?'s sal>y ?r\gh ,mr4 ,rob9son1 b he> no?+ fur!r ( him or ( 8 ,translation4 ,i h got ! :ole ( ! ,old ,te/am5t f him to ! end ( ,isaiah1 & b\nd up 9 small volumes4 8,y w by ?is "t h he>d ( or se5 ,mrs4 ,h4 ,!y 7 "h ! fir/ ,sunday 9 ! ,new-ye>4 ,i prea*$ on ! unc]ta9ty ( life1 n kn[+ %e 0 9 *ur*4 ,! subject affect$ h] greatly1 b %e 0 9 a mo/ heav5ly temp] ( m9d4 ,i fe> h] end is ne>4 ,may my end be l h]s6 ,o1 h[ little c ! _w sp>e su* lovely examples ( piety2 b he :o gave h] z a light = a season1 c raise up o!r m num]\s in/rum5ts to %ew =? ,8 praise4 8,:5 we %all be able to leave ?is ,i _c say4 ,i h five mon?s' leave ( abs5ce f ! #aj? ( ,febru>y40 ,b be=e ,mr4 ,corrie left ,cawnpore1 a portion ( 8 ,european congregation 0 call$ into active s]vice1 by "s di/urbances 9 ,bundelkund4 ,x 0 on ! day be=e ,*ri/mas-day t he p>t$ ) ! soldi]s :o 7 memb]s ( 8! society10 s (t5 m5tion$2 & 9 record+ ?is circum/ance1 he adds t _m ( !m 7 p]sons ^: 8light s %one be=e m510 t1 he tru/$ 8glory 0 br\ght to ,god !reby40 ,he seems to h be5 mu* depress$ 9 _s on ! occasion2 & 0 made m deeply sorr[ful by ! intellig5ce :i* rea*$ him e>ly 9 ! foll[+ ,febru>y1 t "s ( 8 milit>y fri5ds _h fall5 9 an unsuccessful attempt to ga9 possession ( ,call+]1 an ext5sive hill-=t1 ab\t #aej miles f ,cawnpore4 ,mr4 ,c's fir/ impulse1 on he>+ ( ?is disa/]1 0 to proce$ direct f ,b&a1 7:]e he !n happ5$ to be7 to ! sc5e ( action1 = ! purpose ( att5d+ to ! w\nd$ m52 b be+ unable to obta9 any 8help = ! j\rney10 he reluctantly return$ back to ,cawnpore4 ,he /ates himself1 h[ev]1 to h 8felt z if he _h neglect$ 8 duty2 or1 at lea/1 _h be5 sadly defici5t 9 ,*ri/ian love40 ,he1 !re=e1 writes1 on ! #aa?4 ,feb4 #ahab3-- 8,i _h prep>$ all to set (f into ,bundelkund on ,monday ,feb4 #i4 :5 news came ( all be+ settl$4 8,god grant t ! impression made on "s may be la/+6 ,&1 ,o1 may ,i h grace to give myself to foll[ ! ,"l fully1 & to be ready to e good ^w & "w6 ,i h be5 consid]+ my unpr(itabl5ess ?is morn+1 & h mu* reason = deep humiliation40 ,& "u date ( ,friday1 ,feb4 #ac?4 ,mr4 ,c4 obs]ves3-- 8,f ! conv]sation 9 ! ,society ?is ev5+1 x appe>s t mo/ ( ! m5 _h _! m9ds ex]cis$ ) ?\ghts ( dea? dur+ ! late m>*4 ,a4 ,h4 s5t ^w #8t 8 m9d 0 m refre%$ ) ! consid]ations ( ! grace ( ,god1 & love ( ,*ri/1 ?an ev] he exp]i5c$ be=e2 t "o morn+ especially1 :il/ m>*+ along1 he felt su* a hatr$ & we>9ess ( s91 t ! hope ( be+ spe$ily remov$ f ! see+1 he>+1 & feel+ ( x1 0 highly agreeable to him4' ,"h 0 real & rational c\rage40 ,! *apla9 :o _h be5 appo9t$ to sup]s$e ,mr4 ,corrie at ,cawnpore1 hav+ arriv$ t[>d ! end ( ,febru>y #ahab1 & ent]$ on ! duties ( ! /ation1 ,mr4 ,c4 made imm$iate arrangem5ts = 8 j\rney to ,calcutta4 ,he l+]$ = a %ort "t 9 ! hope ( be+ able to see "s ( ! soldi]s :o 7 expect$ back f ,call+]1 b fail+ 9 ?is1 he left ,cawnpore on ,friday ! #bh? ( ,febru>y1 hav+ fir/ plac$ f\r native y\?s & a native ,*ri/ian read] "u ! direction ( ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,%]wood4 ,! "y p]son ( ,european desc5t1 ( :om m5tion (t5 occurs 9 ! prec$+ ,j\rnal & lett]s1 accompani$ ,mr4 ,c4 to ,calcutta1 9 ord] t he might !re foll[ out ! /udy ( ,greek & ,lat91 ) a view to 8 be+ aft]w>ds employ$ z a mission>y4 ,respect+ ! religi\s condition ( ! native congregation :i* ,mr4 ,c41 left at ,cawnpore1 he obs]ves1 "u date ( ,m>* #a1 #ahab3-- 8,9 ,septemb] la/1 we began ,h9doo/anee wor%ip1 :i* has be5 att5d$ sometimes by fifty or sixty1 b irregul>ly1 & g5]ally by ab\t tw5ty-five4 ,i h read among !m ,g5esis1 ) ! ,gospel ( ,/4 ,mat!w4 ,left ,goon#hj read+ ,exodus1 & ! ,acts4 ,i _h translat$ ,h5ry's ,comm5t>y on _m p>ts ( ,g5esis1 :i* is left ) ,mrs4 ,s4 ,"s ( ! wom5 _h le>n$ m or less ( ! %ort] ,cate*ism1 & "o ! :ole ( x1 & _h be5 baptiz$ & m>ri$3 sev]al ( ! p manife/$ great conc]n at my com+ away4 ,i ought to feel m ?ankful1 & may well h great se>*+s ( he>t on my own acc\nt4 ,i h done mu* duty z to quantity1 ( late2 b h mu* cause = humiliation 9 respect ( ! =mal mann] ( do+ x4 ,o ,"l6 enliv5 me1 & let me be enabl$ to pr(it by ?is j\rney6 ,enable me to be a witness = ,!e 9 e place2 & to fit myself = fur!r usefulness by due obs]vation ( ,?y provid5ces6 ,re/ore me to heal?1 if x be ,?y w1 t ,i may %ew =? ,?y praises60 ,z ,mr4 ,corrie 0 n[ pass+ ?r\gh ! sc5es ( 8 =m] lab\rs1 "s portions ( 8 ,j\rnal are subjo9$4 8,m>* #h4 ,above ,mirzapore1 la/ night1 :5 on %ore1 ,i obs]v$ a ,brahm9 at 8 devotions1 & wi%$ to ent] into disc\rse ) him4 ,aft] "s que/ions1 ,i ask$ him1 #8,:at b5efit he expect$ f 8 devotions8' ,ano!r ,brahm9 answ]$1 #8,:at b t ,n>s+ha %\ld supply food to fill 8 belly4' ,i obs]v$1 #8t _m :o nev] made poojah#ha 7 suppli$ ) food3' ,he said1 #8,if any w\ld make poojah he might s]ve u1 & we w\ld provide = him2 b !y t liv$ !re by !mselves made poojah1 & ,n>s+ha provid$ = !m4' ,b ,i ask$1 #8,9 ! _w to come :at d y expect f y\r devotions8' ,to ?is he answ]$1 #8,:o kn[s :at w be 9 ! life to come8' ,"o ( my ,d&ees on ?is said1 #8,sahib asks ab\t y\r ,%a/]s & y\r religion3 he is a ,brahm9 among ! ,engli% z y are3 he m>ries1 says 8 pray]s1 & gives to ! poor z y d1 if n1 :y %\ld he enquire ab\t y\r religion1 :o else ( ! ,engli% w\ld enquire8' 8#ae? ,m>*4 ,i h to-day be5 (ficiat+ to ! congregation 9 ! new ,*ur* at ,secrole3 on go+1 _h felt ?ankful = be+ p]mitt$ to wor%ip 9 ?is place1 & pray$ t x might be inde$ a h\se ( pray]4 ,o may ! ,"l grant a bless+ to 8 own tru?1 & br+ _m sons unto glory at ,*un>6 ,on ,w$nesday1 _h public wor%ip at ,*ur* = ! ,engli% & ,h9doo/anee2 _m att5d$4 ,i 0 griev$ at ! _s manife/$ by ,mr4 ----& o!rs !re4 ,! bitt]ness ( _! _s is :at ,i lam5t1 & _! contempt ( all subord9ation4 ,o may my own s\l be m att5tive to obey my ,"l 9 _s & 9 tru?6 ,i seldom enjoy ne>ness to ,god3 ,i d n walk closely ) him1 b suff] company1 read+1 & undue indulg5ce ( myself to int]f]e ) "t ( devotion4 ,"l1 ,i besee* !e to enable me to lay aside e weight1 & to run1 look+ unto ,jesus6 8,sunday1 ,m>* #bbnd4 ,at ,*un>1 ,s]jeant ,williams' wife1 on my ask+ h] if %e yet knew ! way ( acceptance ) ,god1 answ]$1 #8,x is ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/3 ,he is1 inde$1 himself ! way2 & ,i cont9ue day & night 9 ! consid]ation & expectation ( 8 m]cy4' ,at ,bux>1 an old woman :o seems 9 a dy+ /ate1 on my ask+ h] h[ s9 c\ld be =giv51 said1 #8,surely 9 no way b ?r\gh ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/2 ,he took our nature ^u him1 & endur$ suff]+ & dea? = our s9s1 & n[ ?r\gh ! m]cy ( ,god we %all be sav$4' ,i ask$ h] :at %e ?\ght ( ! employm5t ( heav58 ,%e said #8,%e %\ld !re see ! ,"l ,jesus1 & love & wor%ip him = ev]2 & t ^? :o d n love & wor%ip him on e>? _c ent] heav54'0 ,9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,br[n1 dat$ #f?4 ( ,april1 aft] m5tion+ sev]al ( ! =ego+ p>ticul>s respect+ ! /ate ( ?+s at ,*un> & ,bux>1 ,mr4 ,corrie adds3-- 8,dur+ ! %ort /ay ,i made at ,gazeepore1 ,i c\ld f9d nev] a ve/ige ( de> ,m>tyn's lab\rs4 ,"o man express$ great love = 8 =m] pa/or1 b lam5t$ t all are fall5 into decay4 ,p]haps ! lat5t sp>k may aga9 be light$ up1 if !y aga9 come "u #8! joyful s\nd2' b1 ,o1 :at are !y do+ at home1 t none are f\nd to come & help u80 ,! recurr5ce ( 8 bir?-day 0 n =gott5 by ,mr4 ,c4 z an occasion = self-exam9ation & ?anksgiv+4 8,april #aa?4 ,ye/]day1 ,i 0 ?irty-five ye>s old2 ! day did n pass unnotic$1 ?\gh ,i fall sadly %ort 9 ! _s ) :i* ,i w\ld s]ve ,god at all times4 ,i praise ,him :o ha? kept me wond]fully ( late1 s t ?\gh ,i am consci\s ( _m falls1 yet he ha? rais$ me up1 & re/or$ my s\l1 & made me wat*ful3 ,i h devot$ myself anew to ! ,"l my ,savi\r1 & hope my consci5ce witnesses truly t to me to live is ,*ri/1 ?\gh 9 no "o duty d ,i live z ,i ought3 ! hea!n especially ,i w\ld live & die )4 ,i praise ,god :o r5ews my bodily /r5g?3 to ,him w\ld ,i surr5d] myself4 ,o give me to live m simply by fai? 9 ,jesus1 & to live a life ( closet communion ) ! ,fa!r & ! ,son60 ,9 a l happy & wat*ful _s1 ,mr4 ,c4 cont9u$ to pursue 8 j\rney3-- 8,sunday1 ,april #ai?4 ,dur+ ! la/ week1 ,i h be5 9 ! ,muta-bangha ,nulla1#hb ! %ore on ei!r side pres5ts a gaudy1 flatt]+ view2 ,i h 9 g5]al be5 enabl$ to keep 9 m9d ! h>b\r ( et]nity1 & tru/ to atta9 to ! desir$ hav5 ?r\gh ! ab\nd+ grace ( ,god ! ,savi\r4 ,?is morn+ ,i 0 a good deal fav\r$ 9 pray]2 may ! sav\r ( ?y grace1 ,o ,"l1 rema9 ) me6 ,o h[ mu* to be desir$ are ?y c\rts3 h[ happy ! m5 :o1 ) joyful exp]i5ce ( ?y grace are always prais+ ,!e3 "o day1 ,o ,"l1 9 ?y heav5ly sanctu>y1 ,o h[ w x blot out ! remembrance ( all ! trials & conflicts att5d+ ?is militant /ate4 8,tuesday4 ,f ! v w9d+ c\rse ( ! /ream1 we are n yet at ,*9surah3 ,i hope to rea* !re ?is =5oon3 ye/]day ,i 0 unable to att5d to any ?+1 & am mu* ! same to-day3 ! j\rney ?us f9i%es mis]ably4 ,i =get m]cies 9 a mann] t ought to humble me exce$+ly1 & become 9 consequ5ce1 a prey to temptation4 ,in/ead ( be+ ?ankful = pres]vation c41 ,i kick aga9/ ! h& t upholds me1 s t ,i mu/ close ) ackn[l$g+ x to be #8( ! ,"l's m]cy t ,i am n consum$2' & #8:at %all ,i r5d] unto ! ,"l8' 8#bbnd4 ,arriv$ ye/]day ab\t f\r at ,*9surah1 & pass$ ! ev5+ ) ,mr4 ,=sy?3 le>n$ _m gratify+ p>ticul>s f him respect+ ! progress ( ! gospel2 & _h mu* pr(itable conv]sation on ! signs ( ! times4 ,o may ,i h t prep>ation ( he>t :i* is f ! ,"l1 t my j\rney may n be 9 va96 ,?anks to ! ,"l1 :o heale? my bodily infirmities2 & ,i tru/1 my spiritual ones also4 ,o may ,i h grace to give myself :olly to him60 #gf ,! mission>y m5tion$ 9 p4 #di1 & :o di$ ( fev] at ,vizagapatam1 ,july #ab1 #ahaj4 ,h\gh's ,hi/ory ( ,*ri/ianity 9 ,india1 vol4 iv4 pp4 #bfe1 c4 #gg ,aft] relat+ ?is circum/ance1 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,simeon1 ,mr4 ,c4 adds1 8,! ,ed9burgh ,review]s ne$ n be al>m$1 = he is a man ( sup]ior und]/&+1 z well z sup]ior piety1 & w nei!r pr(ane ! temple1 nor insult ! ,brahm9s40 #gh ,mirza ,fitrut4 #gi ,proce$+s ( ! ,society = ,missions to ,africa & ! ,ea/1 ,vol4 iii4 pp4 #bch-bdb1 #dbf4 #hj ,a native ,*ri/ian read]4 #ha ,wor%ip4 #hb ,"o ( ! *annels :i* connects ! ,ganges ) ! ,hooghley4 ,,*apt] ,x4 ,,calcutta4 ,on ! #bd? ( ,april #ahab1 ,mr4 ,corrie arriv$ 9 ,calcutta1 & took up 8 abode ) ,mr4 ,?omason4 ,he f\nd 8 fri5d ,mr4 ,br[n 9 a v debilitat$ /ate ( heal?4 ,dur+ ! prec$+ six mon?s1 ,mr4 ,b's /r5g? _h be5 manife/ly fail+2 b n[ 8 illness _h assum$ s ?reat5+ an aspect1 t a sea-voyage 0 recomm5d$ z ! only human means1 t promis$ to w>d (f ! dang] ( dea?4 ,mr4 ,br[n accord+ly cons5t$ to make trial ( t rem$y2 & hav+ express$ a great desire t ,mr4 ,corrie %\ld accompany him 9 ! voyage1 ! two fri5ds left ,calcutta e>ly 9 ,may1 & on ! #ad? ( t mon?1 emb>k$ on bo>d ! ,dov] ,ca/le1 ) ! int5tion to visit ,madras4 ,! fir/ effect ( ! sea-air 0 b5eficial to bo?4 ,respect+ 8 fri5d1 ,mr4 ,corrie obs]v$3-- 8,mr4 ,br[n1 s9ce 8 com+ on bo>d is mu* recov]$1 ?\gh /ill v weak4 ,he has1 at times a great deal ( 8 =m] wit1 & s\nd s5se 9 conv]sation4 ,he obs]v$1 t he _h g5]ally f\nd consid]able scrupulosity att5d$ ) little und]/&+1 & "s defect 9 morality40 ,?is record is dat$ on ! #ag? ( ,may3 & on ! #cj?1 ,mr4 ,corrie writes3-- 8,_m ev5ts h tak5 place s9ce writ+ ! above1 :i* ,i w\ld rememb]4 ,we lay at ,saugur till ! #bcrd4 dur+ t "t ,i 0 mu* occupi$ ab\t ,mr4 ,b4 & cab9s1 c4 ,i _h "t1 h[ev]1 to get ne> "s ( ^? ar\nd me2 our disc\rse 0 all ^u religion3 on ! #bcrd41 we weigh$ an*or1 & w5t d[n to ! fir/ buoy3 on ,sunday ! #bd?1 ow+ to ! confusion att5d+ heav+ ! an*or1 c41 we c\ld n h wor%ip4 ,i employ$ myself mo/ ( ! morn+ 9 read+ ,paley's ,s]mons4 ,mr4 ,b4 0 too ill to att5d to any ?+2 ab\t #b o'clock on t day1 z ,mr4 ,b4 & ,i 7 talk+1 we p]ceiv$ ! %ip to t\* gr\nd2 &1 aft] two or ?ree scrap+s ( t k9d1 fairly /ick fa/3 all appe>$ al>m$ on deck2 ! ma/s 7 ready to g ov]-bo>d1 & ! decks began to heave3 dur+ ?is "t ! rudd] broke (f3 9 ab\t half an h\r we 7 c>ri$ into deep wat]1 b oblig$ to an*or1 ! %ip be+ unmanageable3 %e 0 f\nd to leak1 & all h&s ord]$ to ! pumps3 on h] fir/ /rik+1 ,mr4 ,b4 quietly obs]v$1 8,x is ! ,"l1 let him d z seeme? him good20 !n quietly putt+ on 8 clo!s1 we came up into ! capta9's cab91 & rema9$ !re all ! "t3 on ,monday1 we attempt$ to float up ) ! tide1 b ! w9d fail+1 ! %ip w5t t[>d ! s&1 & ! an*or 0 lo/3 9 consequ5ce ( ?is all became dismay$1 & x 0 recomm5d$ t ! ,colonel & ,lady ,elizabe? ,murray1 ) ,mr4 ,b4 & myself1 %\ld g on bo>d ! pilot s*oon]2 we w5t accord+ly1 b "h great tr\bles await$ u4 ,mr4 ,b4 fa9t$ ?r\gh fatigue2 & z !re 0 only "o private cab91 he w\ld n take x1 b rema9$ on deck ! :ole ( t day & night1 & till ! ev5+ ( ,tuesday1 :5 we 7 tak5 on bo>d ! ,b>+3 "h we _h a quiet night1 & next day ,mr4 ,b4 appe>$ q reviv$2 b ! foll[+ night1 hav+ got *ill$ 9 8 sleep1 he arose v unwell1 & f :at ,i obs]v$1 ,i fir/ began to ?9k he w\ld n recov]3 on ,friday1 we got up to ,fulta1 :]e ,mr4 ,b4 aga9 appe>$ bett]1 b hav+ be5 worse dur+ ,saturday night1 he resolv$ to come to ,calcutta on ,sunday1 :]e he n[ is1 9 a v weak /ate1 at ,mr4 ,h>r+ton's4 ,dur+ all ^! *anges1 ,i h felt little ( ei!r hope or fe>1 pleasure or pa92 ! plague ( a h>d he>t has seiz$ me4 ,god grant me nev] to ?9k well ( myself1 till ,i c feel m ( 8 h& 9 my daily hi/ory6 ,?is ins5sibility began on go+ on bo>d ! ya*t1 :]e my retirem5ts 7 int]rupt$1 & my "t brok5 up2 be+ h\rly ) ,mr4 ,b41 & con/antly on ! wat* to wait ^u him1 de/roy$ my "t on bo>d2 & n[1 ,o ,"l1 ,i w\ld return to ,!e1 d ?\ quick5 me1 z ?\ art wont6 ,i f\nd ! ev5+ pray]s 9 *ur* v grateful on ,sunday1 & ! s]mon suitable4 ,god6 ,i ?ank !e = ^! visits3 ,o enable me to rememb] !m ?ankfully6 ,! g5]al temp] ( ,mr4 ,b4 0 deep humiliation2 ! p5it5tial psalms he said 7 j suit$ to him1 & (t5 he prais$ ,god = 8 ^w1 & = ! record ( 8 deal+s ) 8 sa9ts3 (t5 he said1 #8! ,"l's w is be/2 ,8 way is be/1 ,8 "t is be/2 ,he doe? all ?+s well6' ,he said1 #8a man does n "k ! wick$ness ( 8 he>t till he gr[s old3' he _h be5 m s5sible ( ,satan's attacks dur+ ! la/ two ye>s ?an at any p]iod ( 8 life3 ! ,(fice = visit+ ! ,sick he (t5 read1 & express$ 8 feel+ ( h[ suitable x 040 ,fatigue & exposure to ! wea!r1 add$ to ! want ( su/5ance prop] = an invalid1 s work$ ^u ! exhau/$ frame ( ,mr4 ,br[n1 t not)/&+ all t m$ical skill & ! att5tion ( fri5ds c\ld d = him1 he clos$ 8 mortal c>e] )9 ab\t a =tnight ( 8 return to ,calcutta4 ,z reg>d$ ,mr4 ,corrie1 8 heal? /ill requir$ t he %\ld try ! efficacy ( a sea-voyage1 & !re=e he made arrangem5ts = emb>k+ = ! ,isle ( ,france1 at ! beg9n+ ( ,july4 ,9 ! mean:ile1 h[ev]1 he 0 occupi$ 9 v>i\s cl]ical duties1 & paid ! la/ tribute ( affection to 8 deceas$ fri5d1 ,mr4 ,br[n1 by a fun]al s]mon prea*$ 9 ! ,presid5cy *ur*4 ,) ref]5ce to ?is & ! circum/ances connect$ ) 8 int5d$ voyage1 ,mr4 ,c4 rem>ks3-- 8,diamond ,h>b\r1 %ip ,b5gal1 m]*antman1 ,july #e1 #ahab4 ,s9ce my la/ memor&a1 h[ _m /rik+ ev5ts h occurr$1 & h[ little1 alas1 improv$6 8,on ! f\rte5? ( ,june1 ,mr4 ,b4 dep>t$ ?is life4 ,i h le>n$1 f ?is ev5t1 ! absolute necessity ( keep+ ! m9d 9 a humble1 wait+ po/ure4 ,"l1 may ,i wat* & pray1 & h pati5ce to endure1 t ,i may inh]it ! promises4 ,i h _h frequ5t public m9i/rations2 among/ o!rs1 prea*$ on ! tw5ty-fif? 9 ! new *ur*1 a fun]al s]mon = ,mr4 ,b41 x _h ! effect ( remov+ prejudice f ! m9ds ( "s2 ! enmity ( ---- is too app>5t1 b he c g no fur!r ?an p]mitt$4 ,o ,"l1 look 9 m]cy on ! congregation at ! new *ur*1 & take n ! light ( ?y tru? f !m6 ,! frequ5t calls into ! heat1 ) _m int]ruptions1 r5d]$ x ne$ful = me to seek *ange1 & behold ,i am "h1 ,i ?9k by ! w ( ,god4 ,i hope to get rid ( ! disease ( ! liv]1 b ! failure ( my lungs1 ,i am consci\s (1 w n be s easily repair$4 8,i am 9 ! ,"l's h&s4 ,agra seems on all acc\nts be/ fitt$ = me1 pres5t+ less lab\r among ,europeans1 & m opportunities ( s*ools1 c4 among ! natives4 ,"l1 br+ me ?i!r1 if x be ?y w6 8,july #ab?4 ,i h be5 deta9$ "h beyond my expectations2 my m9d g5]ally at peace ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,i h humbl$ myself1 & r5ew$ my rep5tance1 & tru/ ,i am at peace ?r\gh ! blood ( spr9kl+4 ,dur+ ! week h _h _m conv]sations ) ,p42 &1 ,i hope1 ) good effect2 he has be5 extract+ ! passages t ref] to ,ju/ification1 & said la/ night1 he is det]m9$ to give ! subject ?or\gh consid]ation4 ,9 pray] ,i h _h m fre$om ?an on %ore1 & h be5 l$1 f reflect+ on ,god's c>e ( 8 *ur*1 to pray = ! enl>gem5t ( x 9 ,india40 ,:il/ deta9$ on ! %ores ( ,india1 ,mr4 ,corrie receiv$ a lett] f ,mr4 ,buckwor?1 :i* call$ =? ! foll[+ reply3-- 8,july #bj1 #ahab4 8,a lett] ( y\r's )\t date1 rea*$ me ye/]day1 & delight$ me mu*4 ,i h _h _m appreh5sions respect+ y\r cont9uance 9 ?is #8vale ( te>s3#8--fe>s = myself & = y\r flock & family1 n = y\rself4 ,i tru/ t z x is bett] = u t y %\ld rema92 y w be giv5 to u = a season long]4 8,y & ,i h bo? err$ 9 excess ( lab\r2 we "k :o ha? said1 8,i w h m]cy & n sacrifice40 ,i d n1 h[ev]1 regret hav+ done :at ,i c\ld4 ,x is "h1 ,i tru/1 we d n presume 9 expect+ p>don = our iniquities2 & ?\gh we might h s]v$ our g5]ation m effectually by simple dep5d5ce on ! promis$ bless+1 on quiet unconsum+ lab\r1 we may hope :5 our head is laid l[1 o!rs %all ent] into our lab\rs4 ,! prospect 9 ?is l& is inde$ v disc\rag+ on ?is head4 ,gov]nm5t cont9ues its det]m9$ opposition to e ?+ t5d+ to br+ ! light ( ! ,gospel be=e ! hea!n4 ,x is n[1 also1 a melan*oly consid]ation t s _m ( _! native subjects1 be>+ ! ,*ri/ian "n1 are left to #8p]i% = lack ( k4' ,w\ld to ,god some?+ might be done on ?is subject 9 ! new settlem5t ( ! ,*>t]6 ,surely ! religi\s public at home1 w make an ef=t to br+ ! circum/ances ( ! ,indian ,*ur* be=e ,p>liam5t4 8,i am highly gratifi$ by ! acc\nt ( y\r "y fri5ds :o h devot$ !mselves to mission>y lab\r4 #8,say unto !m1 be /rong1 fe> n4' ,h[ e>ne/ly d ,i wi% a way 7 op5$ = !m to ?is l&2 h[ gladly w\ld ,i hail !m z bre?r52 b1 unless !y c\ld come 9 "s way accr$it$ f home1 su* is ! /ate ( ?+s "h1 ,i c\ld n s]ve !m mu*4 ,!re is no h9drance ca/ 9 my own way1 b su* z ! ,gospel meets ) e :]e2 b :at ,i mean is1 t v little c\ld be done to procure ! cons5t ( ,gov]nm5t to _! /ay1 unless !y _h leave f home4 ,by ! ,*>t]1 ! ,company ought to h s*oolma/]s z well z ,*apla9s = _! ,european regim5ts2 c\ld none ( ! ,london fri5ds procure s*oolma/]s to be s5t "h8 ,mr4 ,?omason is greatly 9 want ( an assi/ant 9 ! old *ur*1 ,calcutta2 c\ld n "o ( y\r "y fri5ds get orda9$1 & come ov] to u8 ,:il/ ,mr4 ,br[n 0 alive1 ,mr4 ,?omason _h help2 n[ he /&s alone 9 ,calcutta4 ,besides1 ! #8,society = ,missions to ,africa & ! ,ea/1' want to s5d a mission>y to ,ceylon1 a mo/ important field ( lab\r4 ,i w\ld urge _! com+ to ?is l&1 if a way 7 op5$1 9 pref]5ce to ,africa1 because "h ! natives are n sangu9>y1 & ! l& is "u ,european gov]nm5t2 & also1 because ?\gh ,i h lo/ my heal?1 & o!rs also1 yet ,i ?9k ano!r :o %\ld foll[ my advice might "h live to ! age ( man1 not)/&+ ! diff]5ce ( climate4 ,mr4 ,desgranges de/roy$ himself2 #8! zeal ( ,god's h\se ate him up1' ,i ?9k may be said ( ?is memb] ( ,*ri/1 9 8 measure2 & ! same ( belov$ & hon\r$ ,m>tyn4 ,not)/&+ ! opposition ( ,gov]nm5t1 a "w is work+ 9 ?is l&1 :i* ! despis]s wond] at1 & "k n h[ to resi/4 ,! public s5tim5t appe>$ glori\sly on ! f\ndation ( ! ,calcutta ,auxili>y ,bible ,society2 ev5 ^? :o oppose (ficially1 say+ !y obey ord]s f home1 _c resi/ ! ,*ri/ian argum5t 9 behalf ( ! _m already baptiz$4 ,missions h uni=mly be5 disc\rag$ by ! ,briti% gov]nm5t "h1 yet we f9d t5 or twelve ?\s& conv]ts among _! subjects2 & n[ _m1 v _m ( our ,briti% fell[-subjects "h are awak5$ s]i\sly to _! own /ate1 & to a s5se ( ! duty we owe !m4 ,"s "y (fic]s1 ,i "k1 h s*ools 9 _! own h\se1 :]e !y educate ! native *ri/ian *ildr5 !y f9d ab\t !m4 ,at e ,european /ation1 !re are "s ( ^! *ildr54 ,"o m>ri$ (fic] & 8 lady h collect$ ab\t tw5ty1 & pray ) !m 9 ,h9doo/anee e morn+4 ,let ^! consid]ations1 my bro!r1 excite a _s ( pray] = u "h2 among y\r "y bre?r51 at y\r qu>t]ly meet+s1 make m5tion ( our affairs1 t we may h a place 9 y\r jo9t supplications2 & ,god grant t "s ( !m may be l$ to (f] !mselves to ! help ( ! ,"l60 ,!n1 aft] m5tion+ "s p>ticul>s respect+ ! /ate 9 :i* he left 8 flocks at ,cawnpore1 ,*un> & ,b5>es1 & :i* h already be5 relat$1 ,mr4 ,corrie proce$s3 8,:at a dre>y wa/e f ,b5>es to ,calcutta6 ,!re are inde$1 sev]al wor?y individuals 9 t place2 b 8,! s\nd ( ! *ur*-go+ bell ,^! beautiful pla9s nev] he>d2 ,nev] sigh$ at ! s\nd ( ! knell1 ,nor smil$ :5 a sabba? appe>$40 8,mr4 ,m>tyn is 9 ,p]sia2 ,i he>d f him1 dat$ ,m>* #bj? f ,%iraz2 he _h f9i%$ a copy ( ! ,new ,te/am5t1 & ( ! ,psalms1 9 ,p]sian1 & 0 employ$ on ! book ( ,daniel3 he purposes go+ into ,arabia1 to prove specim5s ( ,arabic translation1 be=e 8 return4 ,i baptiz$ f\r conv]ts a few days ago1 ! fruits ( a ,native bro!r's lab\rs1 :o possesses good m9i/]ial abilities1 & promises great usefulness4 ,( ! ,bapti/s1 ,i may speak 9 a body4 ,_! *ief success is 9 ,calcutta1 :]e "s1 9 mo/ mon?s1 are add$ to !m4 ,!y h "s bre?r5 at ,agra2 "s at ,d9apore1 or ,patna 7:i* are close toge!r17 b ,i he> ( none p]suad$ by !m except a "y (fic]1 :o 0 awak5$ by "s means at a di/ance f ,*ri/ian society1 & hav+ none t he c\ld advise )1 wrote to !m2 & f "o /ep to ano!r seems n[ dispos$ to jo9 !m4 ,he has be5 p]suad$ to pause4 ,_! lab\rs 9 ,*9ese & ,sanscrit are valuable1 because !y h prop] helps2 b _! o!r productions are inf]ior4 ,( ^? :o h jo9$ !m 9 ,calcutta1 x is no disp>ag+ ( _! individual wor? to say t !y are mo/ly ( inf]ior rank4 ,i hesitate n to say1 !y prevail by legal consid]ations = ! mo/ "p2 & ,i lam5t t _! prejudices aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& w n suff] !m to take "o /ep beyond _! own n>r[ enclosure4 ,b may ! "w ( ! ,"l1 z f> z x is ,8 "w1 prosp] 9 _! h&s1 no less ?an 9 ours3 & may we all be f\nd "o 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus6 ,= myself1 ,i write ?is on bo>d ( %ip 9 ,saugur roads1 at ! entrance ( ! riv] lead+ to ,calcutta4 ,i am go+ to sea on acc\nt ( a liv]-compla9t1 :i* has afflict$ me n[ upw>ds ( ?ree ye>s1 & does n give way to m$ic9e4 ,i am told1 x has n yet injur$ my con/itution1 b m9i/]ial lab\rs completely c\nt]act ! effects ( m$ic9e1 s t ,i c only hope = a cure f re/ & *ange ( air4 ,i feel x a duty to try ^!2 & = ?is purpose came d[n f ,cawnpore40 ,sc>cely _h ,mr4 ,corrie put to sea1 :5 he aga9 _h to enc\nt] ! p]ils ( ! deep4 ,writ+ on ! #ca/ ,july1 he rem>ks3-- 8,on ! #bg? x began to bl[ a gale1 :i* cont9u$ ! :ole day ) great viol5ce3 & ?\gh its viol5ce abat$ 9 ! ev5+1 x has be5 bl[+ wea!r ev] s9ce4 ,ye/]day1 we 7 oblig$ to heave ov]bo>d #cgj bags ( rice1 x hav+ got damag$ f ! wat] we %ipp$ cont9ually1 & gave ! %ip s great a lur* t we 7 afraid %e w\ld s9k1 ! pumps n be+ able to keep h] cle>4 ,on ,monday especially1 our dang] 0 app>5t1 & my m9d 0 at fir/ a good deal discompos$4 ,i retir$ to my cab91 & on a review c\ld say t ,i h n wa/$ my heal? 9 self-pleas+1 t h[ev] mix$ my s]vices h be5 ) s9ful motives1 yet ! fur!rance ( ! gospel has be5 my *ief aim1 & n[ ,i am "h seek+ r5ewal ( /r5g?1 mu* aga9/ my own incl9ation2 b at ! urg5t importunities ( fri5ds3 & if x please ,god to re/ore me1 ,i int5d no o!r "w or way b to s]ve ,him 9 ! gospel ( 8 ,son4 ,su* reflections enc\rag$ me to draw ne> ) fai? to ,god 9 ,*ri/4 ,i 0 fav\r$ ) fre$om ( access1 & by pray] & ?anksgiv+1 0 enabl$ to #8ca/ my burd5 on ! ,"l1' & to hope = & expect ! pres]vation af=d$4 ,i1 at ! same "t1 devot$ my body1 s\l1 & _s anew to ! s]vice ( ,god my ,savi\r2 & ,i d n[ r5ew t d$ication1 & purpose ?r\gh ?y /r5g?1 ,o bless$ ,savi\r1 to "k no?+1 & foll[ aft] no?+1 b ! k ( my ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 & ! diffusion ( 8 bless$ tru?4 8,augu/ #crd4 ,! w9d /ill boi/]\s1 & (t5 /ormy2 ?is de/roys our com=t ) ! poor att5dance we h on bo>d4 ,i endeav\r to improve my m9d by read+ & conv]sation ) ----1 :o seems to come m & m into true notions on religion2 may grace be v\*saf$ him1 t he may feel _! importance1 & re/ ^u !m6 ,dur+ ye/]day & to-day we h be5 return+ to ne>ly our =m] way2 ! wi% ( putt+ into "s port has be5 mu* pres5t ) me1 & ! hope ( be+ able to return1 )\t go+ to ! ,isle ( ,france1 has made me too anxi\s4 ,o ,"l1 give me grace to be submissive to ?9e appo9tm5ts6 ,i "k n :at is be/3 ?\1 ,"l well kn[e/3 ,o direct1 contr\l1 & support my s\l6 ,! sight ( ! rag+ sea1 :i* at times made me feel p[]fully ! pres5ce & maje/y ( ,god1 ceases to h t effect3 because o!rs appreh5d no dang]1 ,i am ready to conclude !re is none1 & s live )\t t look+ unto ,jesus :i* is my duty & my privilege4 ,o ,"l1 ?\gh to human appreh5sion dang] is n nigh2 yet my life is 9 ?y h&s1 & ?9e are all my ways2 & 9 ! practice ( ^! words ,i desire to live & die4 ,am560 ,ow+ to ?is /ormy wea!r1 contr>y w9ds1 & a /rong curr5t1 ! %ip made b little way1 = aft] a =tnight's sail+1 ,mr4 ,corrie f\nd himself no fur!r on 8 voyage ?an ! ,cacoas isl&s4 ,! capta9 !n decid$ to retrace _! c\rse some:at1 ) a view to gett+ to ! we/w>d1 & t object 0 accompli%$ s f> t t[>d ! end ( ,augu/1 ! %ip 0 sl[ly work+ h] way d[n ! coa/1 & on ! #f? ( ,septemb] ent]$ ! ,vizagapatam roads4 ,x appe>s h[ev]1 f ,mr4 ,corrie's ,j\rnal1 t ! prospect ( a long & t$i\s voyage1 & ! consequ5t unc]ta9ty z to ! "t :5 he might get back aga9 to ,india1 (t5 #8fill$ 8 m9d ) pa9ful anxiety4' ,! return1 too1 ( =m] pa9s 9 8 side1 he reg>d$ z be+ *iefly occasion$ by #8! want ( regul> food & ex]cise4' ,^! & o!r consid]ations weigh$ s p[]fully on 8 m9d t = "s "t previ\sly to com+ )9 sight ( ! coa/ ( ,india1 he _h decid$ to ab&on ! voyage to ! ,isle ( ,france1 & to #8disemb>k at :atev] port ! %ip might put 94' ,on rea*+ ,vizagapatam he c>ri$ t purpose into effect4 ,?is place _h !n be5 occupi$ = ab\t eight ye>s z a c5tral /ation by ! ,london ,mission>y ,society2 & 01 moreov]1 a place ( mu* int]e/ to ,mr4 ,corrie1 z be+ ! sc5e ( ! lab\rs & dea? ( ,mr4 ,desgranges1 :o is s feel+ly m5tion$ 9 ! =ego+ lett] to ,mr4 ,buckwor?4 ,"h1 !re=e1 ,mr4 ,corrie rema9$ = m ?an a =tnight 9 ! h\se ( ,mr4 ,prit*ett1 ! ,london ,society's mission>y4 ,dur+ 8 /ay at ,vizagapatam1 ,mr4 ,c4 notes on 8,septemb] #bj?4 ,?is day six ye>s ,i arriv$ 9 ,calcutta3 ,i sc>cely "k :at to say or ?9k ( ! "t gone by4 ,i feel myself an unpr(itable s]vant4 ,my coldness 9 pray]2 my want ( love to ! ,bible2 my g5]ally read+ o!r books 9 its /ead1 oppress me ) a s5se ( guilt4 ,! fav\r %[n me "h is v humiliat+1 be+ s mu* m ?an ,i des]ve4 ,o ,god1 give me grace to "k & d ?y w1 & to delight 9 ?y law60 ,mr4 ,corrie's dep>ture f ,vizagapatam is notic$ z foll[s3-- 8,septemb] #bcrd4 ,on bo>d ! %ip ,union1 leav+ ,vizagapatam4 ,arriv$ "h on ! #f?1 wrote to ,mr4 ,prit*ett1 & w5t on %ore by invitation1 9 ! ev5+1 to _! family wor%ip4 ,i h be5 hospitably ent]ta9$ ev] s9ce1 at ! mission-h\se1 ?\gh ow+ to ! l[ness ( ! place1 & consequ5t heat1 ,i %\ld h pref]r$ a high] situation4 ,i h obs]v$ 9 g5]al t ! mission>ies are m5 ( true piety1 & ( m c&\r ?an ,i expect$3 !y receive t5 pagodas p] mon? f ,gov]nm5t 7a pitiful sum17 = :i* !y (ficiate z ,*apla9 to ! /ation2 b d n baptize or m>ry4 ,!y h public wor%ip 9 ! c\rt-h\se on ,sunday1 & at ! h\se on top ( ! hill2 ! att5dance is g5]ally good4#hc ,i (ficiat$ at ! latt] place ! two ,sundays ,i 0 !re4 ,on ,sunday la/ ,i adm9i/]$ ! ,"l's ,supp] to twelve2 & la/ night m>ri$ a c\ple2 baptiz$ eight *ildr51 & prea*$ 9 ! c\rt-h\se 9 ! ev5+1 & aft]w>ds adm9i/]$ ! ,"l's ,supp] to six4444 8,?\gh ! mission>ies are d\btless good m51 yet ,i see decid$ly ! advantage m5 :o h be5 br\ght up f y\? ) att5tion to le>n+1 h ov] !m4 ,i sugge/$ a native ,*ri/ian s*ool1 & x w1 ,i expect1 be adopt$2 & accord+ to my views ( ! subject1 w supply a door ( entrance among ! hea!n4 ,may ,i rememb] _! ,*ri/ian love1 & be excit$ to imitate x6 ,may ! remembrance ( ! att5tion %[n me op]ate to r5d] me m anxi\s to des]ve x6 8,septemb] #bd?4 ,la/ night we 7 oblig$ to come to an*or (f ,vizagapatam4 ,?is morn+ a slight breeze sprung up2 & we are n[1 #d a4 m4 los+ sight ( hospitable ,walt]e4 ,my he>t1 ev] cleav+ to creatures1 view$ ,mr4 ,p's h\se sev]al times dur+ ! day1 ) regret at leav+ x4444 ,i "k1 ,o ,"l1 t ?y salvation is life et]nal1 & t 9 ?y light alone does light & joy appe> to ! s\l4 ,o ,"l my ,god1 lift ^u me ! light ( ?y c\nt5ance = ! sake ( ?9e ,ano9t$60 ,! foll[+ are also extracts f ,mr4 ,c's ,j\rnal3-- 8,sunday1 #bg? ,sept4--,?is has be5 a mo/ unpr(itable day2 ! temp] ( ^? on bo>d seems m remov$ f ! *ri/ian temp] ?an any ?+ ,i h se54 ,a contemptu\s disreg>d ( e ?+ sacr$ rem9ds me cont9ually ( ! caution n to ca/ pe>ls be=e sw9e2 yet let me n suff] s9 ^u my neighb\r unreprov$4 ,i h attempt$ to pray1 & h gone ov] ! usual subjects2 b1 alas1 ) little he>t3 x occurr$ to me ! increas$ numb] ( names ,i h to m5tion ought to make me m>k m decid$ly ! p[] ( ,god t[>ds me4 8,octob] #f?1--,bel[ ,k$g]ee4 ,dur+ ! la/ week1 ,i 0 occupi$ a good deal ) "s writ+s ( ,madame de ,/ael2 & c\ld n b be ?ankful = m com=table views ( religi\s tru? ?an %e c af=d3 ,i felt h[ absolutely absurd all h] !ories ( happ9ess are1 & h[ insane h] mo/ exempl>y *>act]s4 ,at ! same "t1 ,i felt a fe> le/ any fooli% pride ( s5tim5t1 or f9e feel+1 %\ld tempt me to =sake ! f\nta9 ( liv+ wat]s1 & 0 l$ to pray ) "s f]v5cy = a m simple reg>d to ! ^w ( ,god1 & m att5tion to x4 ,on ,sunday1 ! #d?1 we fell 9 ) a pilot1 & ye/]day ev5+ an*or$ 9 ,saugur roads4 ,to-day1 we are at an*or bel[ ,k$g]ee light-h\se4 ,i h felt mu* ?ankfulness = a safe return to ?is l&4 ,i "k n :e!r or n my side is well1 b feel t ,i am weak] ?an =m]ly2 easily affect$ by ! heat1 & d n soon recov] f ! use ( m$ic9e4 ,i h1 h[ev] mu* reason to adore ! love & k9dness ( ,god my ,savi\r1 t ?is l&1 once ! l& ( bani%m5t to me1 is become a l& ( promise4 ,i return to x n by con/ra9t1 b z a home3 !re are si/]s1 bro!rs1 & de> fri5ds 9 ! ,"l1 to :om my s\l cleaves1 & to :om ,i am welcome4 ,o my ,god1 surely ,i owe !e myself1 my s\l & body6--,i h ow$ to !e my days2 ?\ ha/ deliv]$ me f ! great deep1 & my s\l %all praise !e6 ,my "w among ! ,briti%1 my native s*ools & tea*+1 to ^! employm5ts ,i consecrate my days40 ,on ! ev5+ ( ,?ursday ! #h? ,octob] #ahab1 ,mr4 ,corrie rea*$ ,calcutta1 & on f9d+ t ,mr4 ,?omason 0 laid aside f duty1 by an attack ( illness1 ,mr4 ,c4 und]took ! s]vices at ! ,old ,*ur* = a few weeks1 until 8 fri5d %\ld be convalesc5t4 ,x 0 n 8 desire1 h[ev]1 to rema9 long abs5t f 8 own /ation1 n[ t 8 heal? _h be5 9 a great measure re/or$ to him1 & he1 !re=e1 made prep>ations = proce$+ to ,agra4 ,b be=e leav+ ,calcutta1 ,mr4 ,c4 0 unit$ 9 m>riage to ,elizabe?1 ! only *ild ( ,mr4 ,w4 ,my]s1 a g5tleman ^: "n has already occurr$ 9 ^! memoirs z among ! fri5ds ( ! ,rev4 ,d4 ,br[n4 ,respect+ ,miss ,my]s1 ! obs]vation ( ,mr4 ,?omason 01 9 ref]5ce to h] m>riage ) ,mr4 ,corrie1 t %e 0 #8"o :o ent]$ into all 8 mission>y views1 & 0 inde$ a help-meet = him4' ,x 0 n[1 also1 t ! ,*ri/ian fri5d%ip :i* subsi/$ ?r\gh\t aft]-life betwe5 ,mr4 ,corrie & ,abdool ,messeeh1 may be said to h comm5c$2 = ! s9c]ity ( ,abdool's pr(ession ( ! gospel hav+ by ?is "t be5 well prov$1 x 0 decid$ t he %\ld accompany ,mr4 ,corrie to ,agra1 z a ,scripture ,read] & ,cate*i/4 ,an outl9e ( ! hi/ory ( ?is rem>kable conv]t to ! ,*ri/ian fai?1 0 drawn up at ! "t by ,mr4 ,corrie1#hd & has be5 frequ5tly repr9t$2 s t x w\ld be sup]flu\s1 9 ?is place1 to d m ?an to supply su* a brief sket* ( ,abdool's e>li] life1 z may s]ve = ! elucidation ( "s p>ticul>s respect+ him1 :i* are giv5 bel[4 ,x w be rememb]$1 !n1 t ,abdool 0 a native ( ,delhi2 b t :5 arriv$ at man's e/ate he accompani$ 8 family to ,luckn[2 be+ all ! :ile a zeal\s ,mahom$an4 ,f !nce he remov$ to ,cawnpore1 :]e he 0 s impress$ by ! prea*+ ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn1 t he became a c&idate = baptism1 accompani$ ,mr4 ,m4 to ,calcutta1 & 01 aft] due probation1 admitt$ into ! *ur* ( ,*ri/1 by ,mr4 ,br[n1 on ,:it-,sunday1 #ahaa4 ,f t "t until he jo9$ ,mr4 ,corrie's family1 ,abdool liv$ 9 ,calcutta or ! neighb\rhood1 suff]+ mu* opposition f ! ,mahom$ans1 b be+ ! in/rum5t ( mu* good to _m ( 8 c\ntrym54 ,at ! latt] end ( ,novemb] #ahab1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,corrie took leave ( ,calcutta = ,agra1 ,abdool ) sev]al ,*ri/ian native *ildr5 occupy+ a boat by !mselves4 ,abdool employ$ himself dur+ ! j\rney 9 tea*+ ! *ildr5 to read1 c41 & 9 compos+ hymns to native measures4 ,^! he 0 9 ! habit ( s++ ) ! *ildr5 & s]vants :5 ! p>ty came to an*or = ! night4 ,z also1 ! j\rney f ,calcutta occupi$ _m weeks1 x 0 cu/om>y to rema9 at an*or ?r\gh\t e ,sunday t occurr$ on ! way2 & on ^? occasions ,abdool us$ to collect toge!r ! boatm5 & o!rs on ! banks ( ! riv]1 & expla9 ! scriptures to !m4 ,on _m occasions1 too1 he ma9ta9$ argum5ts ) ,brahm9s & ,romani/s on subjects connect$ ) _! respective sup]/itions2 b1 z copi\s acc\nts ( ^? disputes are giv5 9 ! pr9t$ j\rnal ( ,abdool's proce$+s1 x is n consid]$ necess>y to repeat !m4 ,! result usually 0 to call =? mu* ho/ility to ,abdool1 & to expose him to p]sonal dang]4 ,?us1 f ,cawnpore1 #ag? ,feb4 #ahac1 ,mr4 ,corrie writes to 8 bro!r-9-law3-- ,,to ,j4 ,w4 ,,%]]1 ,,esq4 #8,we expect to leave ?is ab\t ! #be?2 we %\ld h gone be=e n[1 b t ,abdool ,messeeh is gone to ,luckn[ to visit 8 family1 & w n return until ! #bd?4 ,i 0 n = 8 go+1 nor did he int5d to g1 b on 8 writ+ f ,allahabad1 a bro!r & nephew ( 8 came ov] "h1 & receiv$ him ) mu* affection1 & told him1 t 8 fa!r1 "m1 ano!r bro!r & ?ree si/]s1 ) _! *ildr51 _h det]m9$ on com+ ov]1 if he w\ld n g to see !m2 pr(ess+ also1 t all 8 family wi% to become ,*ri/ians toge!r ) him4 ,!re has be5 a great /ir at ,luckn[ ab\t 8 conv]sion4 ,a cr[d assembl$ "o night ab\t 8 fa!r's h\se & dem&$ t he %\ld op5ly r5\nce ,abdool1 or !y %\ld suspect him also ( becom+ a ,*ri/ian4 ,he & ! bro!rs said1 !y w\ld n r5\nce ,abdool1 :o _h always behav$ k9dly1 & n[ wrote to !m ) great affection4 ,a tumult ensu$1 :i* requir$ ! int]f]5ce ( ! ,cutwal2 & ! report 0 c>ri$ to ! ,nabob's son1 if n to ! ,nabob4 ,! great m5 took ! "p ( ,abdool's family1 & reprov$ ! o!rs2 b "u ^! circum/ances1 ,i did n ?9k x advisable = ,abdool to g ov]1 nor w\ld he b = ! desire manife/$ by 8 family to cleave to him4 ,?is made him det]m9$ to run all risks1 & also because 8 si/]s' husb&s ?reat5$ to =sake !m1 if !y came ov] "h2 & ,abdool argu$ x 0 n "r = him to be ! cause ( _! disobey+ _! husb&s1 s he w\ld g to !m4 ,inde$ 8 :ole conduct manife/s a great deal ( discretion & good s5se1 ?\gh no sup]iority 9 und]/&+2 s t ,i fe> no?+ f indiscretion1 & h s5t a s]vant ( my own ) him1 & hope ! ,"l w be 8 def5ce4 ,9 a lett]1 h[ev]1 :i* ,mr4 ,corrie address$ soon aft] ?is to ,lieut5ant 7n[ ,capta97 ,peevor ( ,h4 ,m4 #ag? foot1 he /ates t ,abdool 80 oblig$ to retreat privately10 f ,luckn[1 ! rage ( ! ,mahom$ans 0 s great aga9/ him4 ,yet x appe>s t 88 fa!r1 "m1 two bro!rs & two nephews1 _h all pr(ess$ _! read9ess to embrace ! gospel10 & t ! nephews return$ ) ,abdool to ,cawnpore4 #hc ,f ! p]iod ( _! fir/ arrival at ,vizagapatam1 ! ,mission>ies seem to h be5 9 ! habit ( conduct+ public wor%ip accord+ to ! ritual ( ! *ur* ( ,engl&2 & proce$$ to translate ! ,engli% liturgy into ! ,teloogoo language4 #hd ,mission>y ,regi/]1 vol4 i4 p4 #bfa-bff4 ,,*apt] ,,xi4 ,,agra4 ,mr4 ,corrie & 8 p>ty rea*$ ,agra on ! #ah? ( ,april #ahac4 ,!re he 0 made acqua9t$ ) ! dea? ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn4 ,9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,%]]1 & ) ref]5ce to t ev5t1 ,mr4 ,c4 writes3-- 8,we arriv$ "h 9 good heal?1 & f\nd y\r lett] conta9+ ! affect+ intellig5ce ( ,m>tyn's dea?3--to u afflictive1 to him happy beyond expression4 ,i ?\ght ( writ+ imm$iately1 b c\ld f9d no?+ beyond lam5tations to express2 lam5tations = u1 n = him4 ,he 0 meet = ! 8inh]itance ( ! sa9ts 9 light10--my ma/] is tak5 away f me1 ,o = a d\ble portion ( 8 _s6 ,! "w ( pr9t+ & di/ribut+ ! scriptures1 w h5ce=? g on m sl[ly4 ,x is impossible to h s lively an impression ( ! importance ( supply+ ! writt5 ^w1 :]e p h n int]c\rse ) ! spiritually ne$y4 ,y all feel = ! poor ,engli%1 because y n[ & !n talk ) !m1 & h demon/ration ( _! ignorance on et]nal ?+s4 ,?us ^? :o ent] among ! hea!n h a demon/ration on ! subject1 :i* con/ra9s !m to pity !m1 & to exclaim1 #8,o t !y _h b a ,bible6'0 ,%ortly aft] 8 arrival at ,agra1 ,mr4 ,corrie enquir$ =1 & obta9$ a h\se1 e way suitable = ! resid5ce ( ,abdool ,messeeh4 ,! r5t 0 agre$ ^u1 & possession 9 "p giv51 b 9 ! meantime ,abdool's circum/ances becom+ kn[n1 ! own] ( ! h\se1 a ,mahom$an1 dep>t$ f 8 agreem5t1 & w\ld n accept ,abdool = a t5ant4 ,b %ortly aft]w>ds a prop]ty call$ ,boottats ,kuttra1 a c\rt 9 ! middle ( ! pr9cipal /reet 9 ,agra1 be+ put up = sale1 x 0 b\ght by an ,engli% g5tleman1 :o g5]\sly gave x = ! purposes ( ! mission4 ,9 ?is place ,abdool ,messeeh regul>ly conduct$ ,div9e ,s]vice twice on ,sundays1 & once1 sometimes twice1 dur+ ! week4 ,he _h family wor%ip also1 daily ) ! ,native ,*ri/ians1 :o resid$ 9 or ne> ! ,kuttra4 ,"s acc\nt ( ^! mission>y proce$+s is giv5 by ,mr4 ,c4 9 answ] to a lett] f ,mr4 ,%]]4 ,he writes1 on ! #h? ,june #ahac3-- 8,! plan ( a ,native ,free-,s*ool ,i admire greatly2 & h no d\bt ( its utility & success4 ,i h be5 proce$+ on t plan ev] s9ce ,i came to ! c\ntry4 ,james#he fail$ me1 & "o ( ! boys1 7,simon7 ?r\gh ! wick$ness ( 8 p>5ts1 is likely to fail me also2 yet ,i d n despair4 ,osman is "o ( ! clev]e/ ( any1 9 ,engli%2 ,ni*olas1 mo/ solid2 ,abdool's two nephews are promis+1 especially ! y\ng]1 ,%um%] ,rham4 ,we h a tribe ( y\ng] ones1 & a :ole ho/ ( little sons ( drumm]s4 ,j4 ,a4 is com+1 on ! fir/ opportunity1 to be my ,engli% ma/] = !m2 :i* w relieve me mu*1 bo? z to "t & lab\r2 aft] two disappo9tm5ts1 & _m attempts1 we h at l5g? obta9$ an old premise 9 ! city4 ,?is is ! f\r? day we h be5 9 possession2 & a s*ool is already collect$ !re4 ,! :ole city r+s ) ?is1 to !m new doctr9e2 & copies ( ! ,new ,te/am5t are eag]ly s\ght =3 n a tongue moves 9 opposition2 :i* is a matt] bo? ( surprise1 & congratulation4 ,abdool ,messeeh is greatly call$ =?2 & 8 he>t becomes m & m 9 ! "w1 z p come =w>d4 ,two or ?ree1 inde$ _m1 h pr(ess$ _! wi% to be baptiz$2 b p]haps ^! are n ! mo/ hopeful1 = be+ mo/ =w>d4 ,! subject has n[ got among/ ! ,engli%2 & !y evid5tly don't "k :at to make ( x4444 ,! p 9 ! city g5]ally speak ( ! s*ool ) great approbation1 & hope x w be made a college4 ,! e/abli%m5t = ! :ole is n[1 a ,molwee #bj ,rs42 an ,o/ad #aj ,rs42 a writ] #g ,rs42 & a s*oolma/] = ! little boys #h ,rs42 besides ,durwan #c ,rs42 & ab\t #be ,rs4 = ! ma9t5ance ( *ildr51 c4 c4 ,s t1 ,i fe>1 ,i _c enl>ge mu* our pres5t e/abli%m5t40 ,al?\gh x _h hi!rto be5 ! un*ri/ian policy ( ! ,indian gov]nm5t ei!r to disc\nt5ance all ef=ts to raise ! moral & religi\s condition ( _! subjects1 or to leave !m to be altoge!r dep5d5t = in/ruction 9 ! great tru?s ( reveal$ religion1 on ! p]sonal zeal & n>r[ res\rces ( a few private individuals1 yet a bett] /ate ( ?+s appe>$ n[ to be at h&4 ,! v>i\s mission>y societies1 & ! religi\s portion ( ,brita9 at l>ge1 reg>d$ ! r5ewal ( ! company's *>t] to be a fav\rable opportunity = press+ ^u ! att5tion ( ! legislature1 ! de/itute condition ( ,india ) respect to ! gospel4 ,?is 0 accord+ly done1 & ! result 01 t dur+ ! mon? ( ,june #ahac1 ! p>liam5t affirm$ ! necessity = a ,*ur* e/abli%m5t 9 ,india2 vot$ t x 0 ! duty ( ,engl& to promote ! moral & religi\s improvem5t ( h] subjects 9 ,india2 & t facilities ought likewise to be af=d$ to p]sons desir\s ( go+ to ,india = ! purpose ( accompli%+ ^? b5evol5t designs4 ,?is fav\rable *ange 9 ! policy ( gov]nm5t 0 ( c\rse unkn[n to ,mr4 ,corrie1 :5 he address$ ! foll[+ lett]3 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,mr4 ,,simeon4 8,agra1 ,june #bc1 #ahac4 8,:at w ! new *>t] br+ to light 9 respect ( our #8project1' z ,mr4 ,cecil us$ to speak8 ,! desirabl5ess ( "s ext5sion ( our pres5t e/abli%m5t1 is beyond all dispute3 ! mo/ c>eless among u cry %ame on ! want ( att5tion ( our gov]nors to ?is po9t4 ,if we _h a suffici5t e/abli%m5t ( prop] *apla9s1 !re ne$ be little fur!r anxiety ab\t evangeliz+ ,india3 b :o are to supply ! places ( ,br[n1 ,bu*anan1 ,jeffreys1 & ,m>tyn8 ,x seems almo/ z if ,mr4 ,c>ey's prophecy 7 com+ true1 t ,god w\ld n employ u 9 ! "w ( evangelization4 ,amid/ ! great att5tion we he> (1 excit$ to ! di/ribution ( ! scriptures1 h[ comes x1 none ( our ,bre?r5 (f] !mselves to come & di/ribute ! ^w ( life8 ,& :at are we1 :o believe ,episcopacy to be ! ,ord] ( ! primitive *ur*1 to d = duly orda9$ pa/ors1 f among ! native conv]ts8 ,i write ?us freely1 my hon\r$ fa!r 9 ! gospel1 = n[ ,mr4 ,br[n & ,mr4 ,m>tyn no long] br+ ^! subjects be=e y1 & ,mr4 ,?omason1 ?\gh he is ne>] ! sc5e ( action1 has really no m to d ) ! natives ?an y h1 nor does ,mr4 ,p>son give himself to ?is "w4 ,mr4 ,?omason has m to d z ,m9i/] ( ! ,old ,*ur*1 ,secret>y1 etc4 etc4 ?an "o man ought to h1 & ?is situation mu/ always occupy "o3 & ,mr4 ,p>son gives himself :olly to ! ,briti% soldi]s1 among :om he is em95tly useful4 8,i am n[ next on ! li/ ( ,*apla9s to be appo9t$ to ,calcutta1 & if ,i mu/ g1 !re w !n be no *apla9 out ( ,calcutta1 to ent] into ! affairs ( ! ,natives4 ,!re is no t[n 9 ,india1 :]e a p]son may n be usefully employ$ 9 mission>y "w1 & = sup]9t5dance1 ,calcutta is a pref]able situation1 b !n !re mu/ be some?+ to sup]9t5d4 ,at pres5t1 ,i am 9 "s p]plexity on ?is subject4 ,god has be5 pleas$ to make ! lab\rs ( ,abdool-,messeeh v acceptable 9 ?is place 9 g5]al4 ,i ye/]day s5t (f to ,mr4 ,bates a copy ( 8 j\rnal f ,m>* to ?is "t2 !re are eighte5 *ildr5 at 8 s*ool 9 ! city1 & six c&idates = baptism3 ! :ole city1 conta9+ a population ( upw>ds ( fifty ?\s&1 is mov$1 & v little opposition has appe>$2 none t des]ves to be call$ opposition3 ! ,kazee#hf has begun to move aga9/ u4 ,i tru/ we %all give no occasion = tumult1 nor h ,i ! smalle/ fe> on t head4 ,m>tyn's translation is admir$ z a composition1 no less ?an z conta9+ important tru?2 c\ld he look f ,heav5 & see ,abdool ,messeeh1 ) ! translat$ ,new ,te/am5t 9 8 h&1 prea*+ to ! li/5+ ?rong1 & c\ld he "k ( ,mr4 ,m4's wi% to foll[ 8 /eps 9 ?is "w1 x w\ld add fre% delight to 8 holy s\l6 ,n[ ?is prospect ( a ris+ native *ur* makes "o reflect1 :at is to be done = !m4 ,c\ld ,abdool ,messeeh be prop]ly orda9$1 he is1 9 my op9ion1 = humility1 zeal & discretion1 mo/ em95tly wor?y ( ! m9i/ry4 ,f]v5t & exp]im5tal piety ) su* matur$ judgm5t1 ,i nev] expect$ to meet ) 9 a native ( ,h9doo/an1 & su* are ! s5tim5ts ( ,mr4 ,m4 & ano!r ,*ri/ian fri5d1 n[ ) u1 respect+ him4 ,b accord+ to my views on ! subject1 he _c ) propriety adm9i/] ! ,*ri/ian ,sacram5ts2 & my successors w\ld n1 p]haps1 admit him to _! pres5ce4 ,x seems my duty1 to decl9e all removal1 z f> z ,i may be p]mitt$1 &1 ,i tru/1 ,i %all be able to d s1 ?\gh x w\ld1 9 _m respects1 prove a trial bo? p]sonal & o!rwise4 ,! ,arm5ian bi%ops1 & ! bi%ops ( ! ,syrians1 h occurr$ to me1 if _! ord9ations be consid]$ valid4#hg ,if ,i _h any suitable help] to :om ! "w might be committ$1 ,i %\ld p]haps1 ?9k x advisable to take ! privilege ( furl\gh1 = ! recov]y ( my /r5g?1 if x please ,god4 ,! great quantity ( m$ic9e1 ,i 0 oblig$ to take1 r$uc$ me mu*1 & ! "r side is /ill v t5d]4 ,i tru/ 9 ?is1 & all my ways1 to ackn[l$ge ! ,"l1 & d\bt n1 he w guide me aright4 ,may 8 k+dom come m fully 9 my own he>t1 t ,i may d 8 w 9 all ?+s60 ,! success :i*1 "u ! div9e bless+1 _h s signally m>k$ ! lab\rs ( ,abdool ,messeeh at ,agra1 0 n unatt5d$ by correspond5t difficulties4 ,! loss ( ca/e & ! consequ5t de/itution :i* foll[$ ! native conv]ts1 requir$ to be alleviat$ by supply+ !m ) su/5ance1 until "s employm5t c\ld be f\nd = !m4 ,! s*ools also1 :i* _h be5 e/abli%$ "u ! fav\rable circum/ances1 m5tion$ 9 ! =ego+ lett]s1 7 necess>ily att5d$ ) a c]ta9 regul> exp5se4 ,z1 !re=e1 ,mr4 ,corrie's res\rces 7 altoge!r inadequate to meet ! /at$ & increas+ dem&s ^u !m1 he appli$ to ! ,calcutta ag5ts ( ! ,society = ,missions to ,africa & ! ,ea/1 to asc]ta9 h[ f> assi/ance might be look$ = f t ,society4 ,he sugge/$ to !m1 at ! same "t1 t an auxili>y mission>y society might be =m$ 9 ,calcutta1 :i* might aid ! "w he _h 9 h&1 by mon?ly subscriptions4 ,he advis$1 moreov]1 t a few fri5ds ( missions %\ld =m !mselves into a committee1 = ! purpose ( consid]+ h[ native conv]ts c\ld be be/ employ$1 & _! *ildr5 be br\ght up to trades4 ,! result ( ?is application to ,calcutta1 0 ! =mation ( an association1 & ! collect+ ( subscriptions to ! am\nt ( f\r hundr$ p\nds1 ! express objects ( :i* 7 to enable ,mr4 ,corrie to 8e/abli% & support native s*ools at ,agra & else:]e40 ,subscriptions f private s\rces also1 7 n want+4 ,to a fri5d :o took an int]e/ 9 ! ,agra mission1 ,mr4 ,corrie writes on ! #bnd ( ,aug4 #ahac4 8,i 0 f> f expect+ any sep>ate contribution to ! "w "h1 b d n ev5 wi% to refuse x2 = sure ,i am t ( money ?us sp5t1 we %all be able to say at la/1 #8:at ,i h giv5 away1 rema9s4'0 ,he !n goes on to in=m 8 correspond5t1 t 8,! ,sunday 7,july #be47 be=e ye/]day 0 ! beg9n+ ( our visible edifice4 ,! f\ndation is1 ,i am p]suad$1 laid 9 ,*ri/4 ,! ,hukeem#hh & ,abdool's nephew1 are bo? n only enlight5$ 9 m9d1 b in=m$ also 9 judgm5t4 ,! =m] once l$ a p>ty to fight = ,islam1 consequ5tly 8 conv]sion has call$ =? m ( ! spite ( ! enemy ?an we be=e h se54 ,sev]al h told ,abdool pla9ly1 t "u any o!r gov]nm5t !y w\ld h ris5 ^u him4 ,i obs]ve )\t say+ any?+ to any ar\nd4 ,mr4 ,h4 talks to e body 9 ! same /ra91 & !n tells ,e4 ! rem>ks p make4 ,:y6 ,i "k be=e h& :at su* p w say40 ,! ,hukeem m5tion$ 9 ! prec$+ extract1 0 a ,mahom$an f ,bhurtpore1 & physician to ! ,rajah's family4 ,8 fir/ acqua9tance ) div9e tru? 0 ?r\gh ! m$ium ( ! ,p5tateu* 9 ,arabic1 :i* a ,romi% prie/ _h l5t him "s ye>s be=e ! date ( ! lett] j quot$4 ,aft]w>ds1 meet+ ) a copy ( ! gospels translat$ into ,p]sian1 by ,sabat1 ! ,hukeem became conv9c$ ( ! tru? ( ,*ri/ianity1 b made no op5 pr(ession ( ! gospel2 until "u ! in/ruction ( ,abdool1 he le>n$ 8! way ( ,god m p]fectly10 & 0 baptis$ by ! "n ( ,talib ,messeeh ,khan1 on ! ,sunday above-m5tion$4 ,8 baptism occasion$ s great a s5sation among ! ,mahom$ans1 t ,abdool's h\se 9 ! city 0 = "s days a con/ant sc5e ( com]s & go]s4 ,! disciples ( ! v>i\s ,musselman sa9ts came 9 bodies 7sometimes ( upw>ds ( =ty7 to enquire ab\t ! mode ( initiation into ! ,*ri/ian ,religion4 ,! elde/ nephew ( ,abdool 0 baptis$ at ! same "t ) ! ,hukeem4 ,^! promis+ appe>ances1 h[ev]1 br\ght ) !m correspond5t anxieties1 s f> z respect$ ,mr4 ,corrie2 = 9 writ+ to ,mr4 ,%]] 7,aug4 #ah1 #ahac17 he rem>ks3-- 8,i nev] be=e felt ! c>e att5d+ ! w9n+ ( s\ls z n[2 & nev] be=e s entirely felt my own p]fect insignificance & folly4 ,:ile all 0 only beg9n+1 !re 0 food = va9 glory1 & no occasion = suspicion or wat*fulness4 ,n[ "t has be5 giv5 = probation1 my re/ sometimes dep>ts f me le/ ,satan %\ld ga9 an advantage ov] u40 ,mr4 ,corrie !n goes on to in=m ,mr4 ,s43 8,! ,hukeem ,i baptiz$ proves a man ( sup]ior und]/&+4 ,he has begun ,hebrew1 & if he proce$s z he has begun1 w prove a mo/ valuable corrector ( ! ,h9doo/anee ,old ,te/am5t1 :i* ,mirza ,fitrut has translat$ f ! ,engli%4 ,he is n1 h[ev]1 s oblig+ 9 8 disposition z ,abdool ,messeeh4 ,! elde/ nephew ( ,abdool has be51 ev] s9ce 8 baptism1 q ano!r creature1--lively1 devot$1 & ! s]vant ( all4 ,he is on y\r fund1 z a ,read]2 & ! ,hukeem receives = himself & family #bj ,r4 till he becomes qualifi$ = "s (fice 9 ! *ur*4 ,to prove ! s9c]ity ( ! ,fake]s1 ,i hir$ =ty ,bigohs#hi ( l&1 & !y h lab\r$ ) read9ess = _! bread1 9 cle>+1 we$+1 wat*+1 c4 ,?is has be5 a pres5t extra exp5se1 b ,i am told ! gra9 w produce a return4 ,9 consequ5ce ( ! sc>city1 multitudes ( poor are v ill (f1 & a subscription1 at ! sugge/ion ( ,mr4 ,f4 0 ent]$ into = _! relief4 ,! sum am\nts to #ae ,rs4 a day1 & ,abdool & ,i are ! ,almon]s3 a m tr\blesome & un?ankful (fice ,i 0 nev] engag$ 94 ,two mon?s1 x is ?\ght1 w put an end to ! pres5t di/ress4 ,?ree ,s*ools1 beside ! "o at home1 are ga9+ gr\nd4 ,! supply y m5tion$ c\ld easily be appropriat$1 & :5 some?+ is det]m9$1 ,i w s5d d[n a /atem5t ( items4 ,i refra9 at pres5t1 le/ ,i %\ld seem to claim :at w come z an (f]+ to ! ,"l4 ,i feel x w\ld be an hon\r to live on bread & wat] t all might g 9 ?is "w & way2 b ! claims ( ju/ice & family dem& att5tion also40 ,occupations ( v>i\s k9ds n[ s multipli$ ^u ,mr4 ,corrie1 t 8 private ,j\rnal 0 b irregul>ly kept4 ,! completion ( sev5 ye>s' resid5ce 9 ,india 01 h[ev]1 too m>k$ an ev5t to pass unnotic$ by him1 & he !re=e writes3-- 8,agra1 ,sep4 #ai1 #ahac4 ,to-morr[ w complete to me sev5 ye>s 9 ,india4 ,_m m]cies h att5d$ me1 & _m in/ances ( ,god's graci\s deal+s1 :i* ought to be _h 9 remembrance1 to ,8 praise1 & my own com=t & enc\ragem5t4 ,! dea? ( ,mr4 ,br[n1 & aft]w>ds ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn1 depriv$ me ( two pill>s on :om ,i lean$ p>tly = s long a "t3 & to ?is h\r ,i feel my e>?ly ma/]s to be tak5 away f me4 ,!re is n[ none on e>?1 to :om ,i look = guidance z to :at ,i %\ld d 9 my m9i/ry4 ,= a "t ?is disc\rag$ me2 b ! ,"l m]cifully made my way pla91 & 8 "w "h is go+ on ) seem+ success4 ,= ?is "w ,abdool ,messeeh 0 rais$ up1 & qualifi$1 & s5t ( ,god4 ,he is em95tly humble1 tea*able1 p]sev]+1 & zeal\s4 ,two 7 baptiz$ f ! hea!n on ,july #be3 & eight m1 ) ?ree ( _! *ildr51 on ,augu/ #be4 ,!re are n[ _m cate*um5s1 & upw>ds ( n9ety *ildr5 9 s*ool1 at ?ree places4 ,keep+ ! j\rnal ( ,abdool's lab\rs1 has int]rupt$ my private j\rnal2 ?\gh1 aft] all1 !y are q di/9ct4 ,9 g5]al1 my m9d has be5 too mu* occupi$ 9 ! outw>d "w4 ,i h liv$ too little 9 ! habit ( ejaculatory pray]2 & cont5t$ myself ) v little ( spirituality ( m9d2 s t if success _h dep5d$ on me1 x mu/ utt]ly h fail$4 ,b ! spiritual temple gr[s up #8n by might1 or by p[]1' b by ! ,_s ( ! ,"l4 ,oh may he c>ry on 8 "w )91 & enable me to gr[ up into ,*ri/ 9 all ?+s4 ,i h engag$ too l>gely 9 exp5ces1 consid]+ ! natural claims ^u me4 ,! s*ools & native *ri/ians /& me 9 n less ?an #cjj ,rs4 mon?ly2 :ile build+ c4 is likely to involve me 9 debt4 ,! he>t ( ,mr4 ,b4 01 inde$1 m]cifully dispos$ to give ,kuttra2 & help is promis$ f o!r qu>t]s1 & ,i d\bt n b ! ,"l w provide1 s9ce1 ,i ?9k1 ,i seek n my own va9 glory1 b ,8 wor?y praise & hon\r4 ,= "s days pa/1 ,i h exp]i5c$ a s5sible return ( ! liv] compla9t4 ,:at ?is may be ! =]unn] (1 ,i "k n4 ,x w\ld be a pa9ful trial to cease f lab\r n[1 ?\gh t may be ne$ful to try my humility1 :il/1 ,oh :at may x prove to my ,european flock6 ,:o %all speak to !m1 or make kn[n ! way ( salvation8 ,"l6 direct me 9 ?is matt]4 ,enable me to give myself to m$itation & pray]3 & grant me to "k & d ?y w4444 ,prais$ be ?y "n1 :o ha/ kept me 9 my purpose respect+ com+ to ,india4 ,! love ( s\ls1 m ?an ( weal?1 or e>?ly hon\r1 ,i tru/1 /ill1 ?r\gh grace1 pr$om9ates2 & may grace reign 9 my s\l1 ?r\gh righte\sness1 unto et]nal life1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/40 ,x 0 soon aft] ! date ( ! prec$+ extract1 t intellig5ce rea*$ ,agra f ,engl&1 t x 0 int5d$ to publi% a memoir ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn2 & ,mr4 ,corrie 9 consequ5ce1 address$ ! foll[+ lett] ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,s>g5t4 8,agra1 ,nov4 #a4 #ahac4 8,i h v lately le>n$ ?r\gh ,mr4 ,?omason t y h und]tak5 to draw up a life ( ! ,rev4 ,h4 ,m>tyn4 ,x w be ( use = y to "k t :5 he left ,cawnpore 9 #ahaj to seek *ange ( air1 ,i 0 ) him1 & p]suad$ him to leave 9 my h&s a numb] ( memor&ums he 0 ab\t to de/roy4 ,!y 7 seal$ up1 b on 8 dea?1 be+ op5$1 !y prove to be ,j\rnals ( ! ex]cises ( 8 m9d f ,janu>y #ahjc1 to #ahjg1 inclusive4 ,!y seem to me no less wor?y ( publication ?an ! ,j\rnal ( ,mr4 ,bra9]d1 if m books ( t k9d %\ld be judg$ necess>y4 ,s9ce ! beg9n+ ( #ahjg1 ,mr4 ,m4 fav\r$ me ) almo/ a weekly lett]1 9 :i* 8 v>i\s employm5ts & engagem5ts = ! fur!rance ( ! gospel 9 ?is c\ntry1 are detail$ ) occasional v int]e/+ rem>ks4 ,?is correspond5ce ceas$ on my be+ ord]$ by our comm&]-9-*ief to assi/ ,mr4 ,m4 9 ! duties ( ! /ation ( ,cawnpore1 :5 ,i took up my abode ) him f ,june till 8 dep>ture1 ,octob] #a/4 ,o!r lett]s pass$ betwe5 u aft] t "t1 & x is my int5tion to s5d y copies ( all ! above correspond5ce1 toge!r ) 8 private ,memor&ums4 ,! latt]1 ) copies ( ,m>tyn's lett]s f ,feb4 to ,july #ahjg1 7 s5t (f ?is day to ,mr4 ,?omason 9 ,calcutta1 to be =w>d$ to ,engl& by ! fir/ opportunity1 & ! copies ( ! rema9+ lett]s %all foll[ z soon z may be4 ,( c\rse ,i h omitt$ to copy :at seems purely p]sonal3 yet mu* rema9s :i* y w p]haps judge unnecess>y = publication1 & w ex]cise y\r own judgm5t on t head4 ,all ! extracts seem to me1 h[ev]1 to ca/ light on ! progress ( mission>y "w 9 ?is l&1 & may p]haps be ?\ght int]e/+ to ^? :o take a conc]n 9 ,indian affairs4 ,^! extracts give s full a view ( ,mr4 ,m's "* t no?+ rema9s = me to add4 ,only ,i may say1 a m p]fect "* ,i nev] met )1 nor expect to see aga9 on e>?4 ,dur+ ! f\r ye>s we 7 fell[-lab\r]s 9 ?is c\ntry1 ,i _h no less ?an six opportunities ( enjoy+ 8 company2 ! la/ "t = f\r mon?s toge!r1 & "u ! same ro( all ! "t2 & ea* opportunity only increas$ my love & v5]ation = him4 8,i conclude ! above intellig5ce w plead my excuse = writ+ to y )\t previ\s introduction1 & ,i 0 anxi\s x %\ld rea* y ?r\gh ! ne>e/ *annel4 ,y\r bro!r 9 ,calcutta has told me sev]al times ( y\r welf>e2 & dur+ belov$ ,m>tyn's life ,i us$ to he> ( y sometimes4 ,y\r p]son1 :il/ a /ud5t at ,k+'s ,college1 0 well kn[n to me1 & y\r "* admir$1 ?\gh ,i _h n /ead9ess ( pr9ciple suffici5t at t "t to imitate y2 & consequ5tly _h no pret5sions to an acqua9tance ) y1 ?\gh ,i (t5 greatly desir$ x4 ,to t #8,fa!r 9 ,israel1' ,mr4 ,simeon1 ,i owe all my com=t on e>? & all my hopes respect+ et]nity3 = ?r\gh 8 in/rum5tality ! se$s ( grace1 ,i tru/1 71 dur+ my resid5ce at ,cambridge1 especially dur+ ! latt] "p ( my /ay1 implant$ 9 my he>t1 & h influ5c$1 ?\gh alas6 un/eadily1 my aft] days4 8,f ?is f> c\ntry y w h[ev] desire o!r tid+s1 if any4 ,! discussions 9 ,p>liam5t respect+ ! religi\s "p ( ! ,company's *>t]1 give me mu* pa91 z bo? fri5ds & oppos]s evid5tly view ! subject imp]fectly4 ,! oppos]s "k full well1 or might "k1 t if e s]vant ( ! ,company 9 ,india 7 a cl]gyman1 s long z we g on z h]et(ore1 x w\ld n excite an enquiry sc>cely f any native2 he w\ld conclude x 0 ! ,engli% ca/e1 & !re 8 reflections w\ld end4 ,on ! o!r h&1 x seems premature to connect ! conv]sion ( ! natives ) an ecclesia/ical e/abli%m5t1 = unless our ,bi%ops %\ld be m51 n only ( le>n+ & sobriety1 b ( zeal1 !y w nev] hold out aga9/ ! disc\ragem5ts a resid5ce 9 ?is c\ntry pres5ts4 ,inde$1 9 ?is "w1 a man mu/ engage ) ! _s ( ^? words--8,?\gh ! fig-tree %\ld n blossom20 c4 ,x is n t ! evangelization ( ,india is a hopeless project1 or t to attempt x is att5d$ ) political dang]2 = ! /ory ,g5]al ,kyd produc$ 9 ! ,h\se ( ,commons1 to %ew ! dang] ( int]f]+ ) ! natives1 is bo? errone\sly /at$ & ridicul\sly appli$4 ,! idea ( grave m9i/]s ( religion go+ out to %oot monkeys1 w\ld n h be5 ent]ta9$ 9 any o!r connexion b z supply+ an objection to ,missions4 ,b ! "y m5 7 n de/roy$ by ! natives2 ! elephant on :i* !y rode took fright at ! clam\r ( lam5tation & displeasure rais$ by ! p on ! monkey be+ kill$1 & plung$ into a deep place ( ! riv] ,jumna1 :5 ! ,h[dah on :i* !y sat gett+ loose f ! elephant's back1 ! "y m5 7 dr[n$4 ,g5]al ,kyd w\ld p]haps say1 he _h se5 ,*apla9s 9 ,india %oot+ monkeys1 & he %\ld at ! same "t h ! c&or to /ate1 t none ( t description made !mselves obnoxi\s to ! natives by _! religion1 & consequ5tly !re is no?+ to fe> f an e/abli%m5t ( t k9d4 ,! "w ( evangelization is h[ev]1 go+ on2 ! in/ruction ( ! natives already be>+ ! ,*ri/ian "n1 op5s a way = wide & la/+ b5efit4 ,ev] s9ce my arrival & %ort acqua9tance ) ?is c\ntry1 x has appe>$ t natives w be ! great means ( conv]t+ _! bre?r54 ,mr4 ,m>tyn has done :at no native c\ld d1 & :at _h n be5 done be=e1--left an idiomatical & fai?ful translation ( ! ,new ,te/am5t 9 ! ,h9doo/anee language4 ,?is language is kn[n pretty g5]ally by ^? tribes also :o d n use x 9 _! usual conv]sation4 ,?is city is ne> ! ,mahratta /ates1 & ! resort ( p f all p>ts ( ,india1 :o all und]/& ! t5or ( ?is translation1 z has be5 abundantly prov$40 ,z illu/rative ( ! importance :i* ,mr4 ,corrie atta*$ to ! hav+ _m s*ools1 x may be m5tion$1 t ab\t ! "t ! =ego+ lett] 0 writt51 he _h x 9 contemplation to obta9 leave ( abs5ce f ,agra1 ) ! view to visit diff]5t /ations1 & to e/abli% s*ools :]ev] x might be practicable4 ,) ref]5ce to su* a plan1 he writes ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,i h _h x 9 m9d to ask leave ( ,gov]nm5t1 to g to diff]5t /ations to in/itute s*ools = ! ,native *ri/ian *ildr54 ,all t w\ld be requir$ w\ld be1 private unlimit$ leave ( abs5ce1 ) directions to report or n1 z !y might ?9k prop]4 ,sir ,george ,n4 w\ld1 ,i ?9k1 make no objection1 if ! noble ,e>l did n2 & if he 7 put into possession ( ! real /ate ( ?+s1 ,i ?9k he w\ld r enc\rage4 ,x w\ld be a peculi> glory on 8 gov]nm5t to take measures = bett]+ ! /ate ( ! ,native *ri/ian subjects1 z well z ( ! o!r classes ( natives2 & sure ,i am t ! way 9 :i* ,i propose to proce$1 w\ld excite no jeal\sy among ! natives1 b r call =? _! e/eem = our national "*40 ,at ?is "t1 too1 ! acc\nts ,mr4 ,c4 receiv$ ( ,abdool's proce$+s at ,me]ut1 7:]e ! latt] 0 on a visit71 7 ( ! mo/ enc\rag+ k9d4 ,he 0 gratifi$1 also1 by ! intellig5ce t ,mr4 ,vet* 0 at "w at ,delhi1 among ! ,arm5ian & ,portuguese ,*ri/ians !re4 ,! opposition to mission>y lab\rs at ,agra1 _h moreov]1 = ! pres5t ceas$1 :il/ ! s*ools 7 prosp]+ z mu* z c\ld reasonably be expect$4 ,z h[ev]1 any *anges among ! *apla9s w\ld1 9 all probability1 occasion ,mr4 ,c4's removal f ,agra1 x became an object ( great solicitude to him t s promis+ a /ate ( ?+s %\ld n retrograde1 = want ( adequate sup]9t5d5ce & pecuni>y support2 & he1 9 consequ5ce1 address$ ! foll[+ communication to ! ,secret>y ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 9 ,engl&3-- 8,agra1 ,e4 ,i4 ,dec4 #ca4 #ahac4 8,y are made acqua9t$ ?r\gh ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,?omason1 ) ! lab\rs ( ,abdool ,messeeh1 :o is engag$ z a ,cate*i/ = ! ,society = ,missions to ,africa & ! ,ea/2 & ( ! success att5d+ !m4 ,s9ce our arrival at ?is place 9 ,m>* la/1 =ty-"o adults1 & f\rte5 *ildr5 ( !irs1 h be5 baptiz$ into ! fai? ( ,*ri/1 & all cont9ue to walk 9 ! tru?4 ,! prospect ( increas+ numb]s is v enc\rag+1 & z sev]al ( ! conv]ts are m5 ( le>n+ & ( "s influ5ce1 !re seems gr\nd to hope t la/+ b5efit is int5d$ by our ,almighty & mo/ m]ciful ,fa!r to ?is place4 8,! want ( useful books 9 _! own language w1 h[ev]1 r5d] ! ,native conv]ts = a long "t 9 ne$ ( ,european intellig5ce & firmness4 ,?\gh ! grace ( ! gospel be suffici5t = _! individual salvation1 yet !y are n suffici5tly acqua9t$ ) ! hi/ory ( mank9d1 & especially ( ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/1 to enable !m to calculate on ! probable consequ5ces ( any p>ticul> mode ( conduct3 nor c !y = "s "t reap ! b5efits to be d]iv$ f ! exp]i5ce ( ^? :o h gone be=e !m 9 ! good way4 8,i feel1 !re=e1 anxi\s to call ! att5tion ( ! ,society ( :i* y are ,secret>y1 to ?is "p ( ! _w2 & to beg1 t1 if practicable1 a ,mission>y may be s5t ov] to take *>ge ( ?is infant *ur*4 ,! place ( wor%ip & ! premises n[ occupi$1 %\ld ) pleasure be made ov] 9 p]petuity = ! use ( ! ,mission2 & ,i ?9k ,i may affirm1 t ! fri5ds ( religion 9 ?is c\ntry w\ld f9d suffici5t support = ! p]son :om y may s5d1 )\t 8 cont9u+ bur!nsome to ! ,society4 8,among ! reasons :y a ,mission>y %\ld be s5t to ?is c\ntry1 9 pref]5ce to any o!r1 ,i w\ld beg leave respectfully to sugge/ two2 viz4 ! teem+ population ( ,india1 & ! protection ( equitable laws1 :i* put x 9 ! p[] ( a ,mission>y to d m good ) less p]sonal inconv5i5ce "h ?an 9 any o!r hea!n c\ntry4 8,! objections rais$ at home to ! evangelization ( ,india1 on ! score ( political dang]1 are f\nd$ 9 entire misrepres5tation ( ! subject4 ,x seems n to h occurr$ to ei!r fri5ds or foes ( ! measure1 t !re are none among ! natives :o h ! means1 :atev] might be _! w1 ( resi/+ ! ,briti% ,gov]nm5t4 ,almo/ all ! anci5t reign+ families are r$uc$ to a /ate ( dep5d5ce3 nor at any "t1 did ev] ! zeal ( ! ,h9doos lead !m to any =midable opposition ev5 to ! intol]ant & av[$ly proselyt+ ,mahom$ans3 s t nei!r d pa/ exp]i5ce nor pres5t probabilities oppose any difficulty 9 ! way ( publi%+ ! gospel 9 ,india4 8,besides1 x might well be expect$ t reflect+ m5 %\ld discrim9ate betwe5 a s5seless attack ^u images1 processions1 c4 & ! simple in(f5sive /atem5t ( ,div9e tru?4 ,! =m] might well be expect$ to r\se e bad passion ( ! human m9d2 ! latt] w always comm& respect if n ob$i5ce1 :il/ ! same ,div9e tru? assures u 8 ^w %all n return void4 ,our me?od is to /ate ! pla9 tru?s ( ! gospel ) little or no ref]5ce to any o!r sy/em call$ religion4 ,by po9t+ out ! ,scripture doctr9es ( man's fall1 ?r\gh ! transgression ( ,adam1 & 8 recov]y by ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 :i* appeals to matt]s ( obvi\s & g5]al exp]i5ce1 usually su* a s5sation is produc$ z leads "s "o or o!r to exam9e :at f\ndation he re/s ^u2 & ! result is always1 t !re is salvation 9 none b 9 ,god inc>nate6 8,p]mit me also respectfully to solicit ! att5tion ( y\r ,society to ! subject ( provid+ m9i/]s f among ! ,native conv]ts3 = x seems out ( ! "q ev] to expect a suffici5t numb] ( regul>ly-orda9$ m9i/]s f ,engl&4 ,! ,liturgy ( our *ur* translat$1 has be5 ( s+ul> b5efit 9 ?is place3 & e circum/ance 9 ! case ( a *ur* newly ga!r$ f among ! hea!n1 demon/rates t ! ord] ( our *ur* is t ( ! primitive ,*ri/ian *ur*es4 ,:atev] may be said 9 fav\r ( ! lib]ty ( p to *oose _! own m9i/]s1 or 9 fav\r ( extempore pray]1 9 a m advanc$ /ate ( ,*ri/ian education & exp]i5ce1 does n apply 9 our circum/ances3 & x foll[s ( c\rse1 t a p]son :o %\ld be ! means ( plant+ ! gospel 9 any city or place1 rema9s ! sup]9t5d5t & umpire 9 all cases requir+ arrangem5t4 ,"u ?is p]suasion x w\ld be pa9ful ei!r to leave a native congregation )\t a pa/or1 or to usurp au?ority4 ,i w\ld humbly1 h[ev]1 reque/ advice & help on ?is head4 ,abdool ,messeeh seems1 = heav5ly-m9d$ness1 discretions & zeal1 to be wor?y ( ! m9i/ry3 & we are endeav\r+ to qualify "s promis+ "y ,*ri/ians 9 ?is place = ! m9i/ry1 by in/ruct+ !m 9 ! le>n$ languages ( ?is c\ntry1 & 9 ,hebrew3 to :i* we propose add+ ! /udy ( ,greek1 & ?us we hope !y may "o day be f\nd wor?y ( ,episcopal ord9ation4 8,! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,?omason w =w>d ?is3 & ,i tru/ no apology is necess>y = endeav\r+ to draw ! att5tion ( ! ,society1 ( :i* y are ,secret>y1 to ?is qu>t]4 ,! op9ion ( "o :o resides on ! spot1 & ^: p]sonal safety1 atta*m5ts & int]e/s are mu* m involv$ 9 ! subject ?an any retir$ ,indian1 may p]haps be consid]$ wor?y ( att5tion1 h[ev] insignificant ! writ] may be4 ,i may be also all[$ to express anxiety1 t ! *ur* to :i* ,i belong may take a conspicu\s "p 9 ! progressive "w ( evangelization n[ go+ on 9 ?is c\ntry2 s9ce %e possesses facilities above all o!r ,societies1 & h] ord9ances are be/ calculat$1 9 my op9ion1 to ensure edification1 & t ! "w %\ld n fail 9 aft]-g5]ations40 ,e>ly 9 ,janu>y #ahad1 ,mr4 ,corrie left ,agra on a visit to ,delhi2 & 0 !re met by "s natives f ,me]ut1 :o 7 desir\s ( baptism4 ,"o ( ^! 0 a ,moon%ee1 9 ! s]vice ( ,dr4 ,r41 & :o1 f conv]sation ) ,abdool ,messeeh1 & ! read+ ( ! translat$ ,scriptures1 _h be5 conv9c$ t #8,jesus is ! ,son ( ,god4' ,ano!r 0 a ,molwee1 a native ( ,rampoor1 :o _h1 9 l mann]1 be5 l$ to expect salvation only ?r\gh ,*ri/4 ,a ?ird 0 an ag$ ,birajee1 :o possess$ great influ5ce among ! natives1 b ^: fai? 9 ! ,h9doo & ,mahom$an sy/ems _h be5 completely %ak5 by ! dei/ical writ+s ( ,cub]1 a satirical poet1 :o liv$ at ,b5>es4 ,?is ,birajee _h made _m enquiries respect+ ! ,*ri/ian religion1 & once ?\ght ( jo9+ ! ,romi% sect1 b 0 det]r$ f do+ s by f9d+ t !y us$ images 9 _! wor%ip4 ,he _h ultimately be5 br\ght to a k ( 8! tru? z x is 9 ,jesus10 by ! p]usal ( ! ,new ,te/am5t1 a copy ( :i*1 9 ! ,nagree1 he _h lately obta9$4 ,= ! sake1 !re=e1 ( ^! & o!r natives1 ,mr4 ,corrie det]m9$ on a visit to ,me]ut4 ,!re he _h ! satisfaction to f9d a congregation ( f tw5ty to ?irty ,*ri/ians1 "u ! direction ( ,mr4 ,b[ley1#ij assi/$ by ! ,hukeem f ,agra2 & aft] due enquiry & exam9ation1 he baptiz$ ! ,rampoor ,molwee & ! ,birajee1 on ,sunday1 ,janu>y #cj4 ,on ! foll[+ day ,mr4 ,c4 baptiz$ also a native woman1 & return$ to ,agra e>ly 9 ,febru>y4 ,x may "h be m5tion$1 t ! success ) :i* x pleas$ ,god to m>k ! lab\rs ( ,mr4 ,corrie & 8 fri5ds at ,agra1 made t city a place t[>d :i* ^?1 n unnaturally1 look$ = assi/ance1 :o 7 anxi\s = ! spread ( ! gospel among ! tribes ( ,nor!rn ,india4 ,mr4 ,c4 0 !re=e1 frequ5tly reque/$ to supply1 f among ! conv]ts at ,agra1 scripture-read]s1 to be employ$ at o!r /ations4 ,9 answ] to an application ( t nature1 he writes-- ,,to ,,capta9 ,,peevor4 8,feb4 #c4 #ahad4 8,i h be5 ?9k+ :o ,i c\ld s5d y z a read]2 b really fe> t none ( ^? at pres5t ) me1 are fit = ! appo9tm5t4 ,x requires "s "t to make !m acqua9t$ ) ! ,scriptures2 & "s "t = !m to lay aside ! old ways ( ?9k+1 9 :i* !y h be5 br\ght up3 s t only "o1 l y\rself1 :o w\ld be> ) !m1 r ?an expect !m to b5d 9 all ?+s to y1 c\ld be intru/$ ) ! c>e ( a v rec5t conv]t4 ,abdool ,messeeh's nephew is1 next to 8 uncle1 ! mo/ deeply humbl$ ( ! new conv]ts2 & him 8 uncle does n wi% to "p )1 at pres5t4 ,i w1 h[ev]1 :5 we rea* home1 write to y fur!r on ! subject2 = y mu/ "k we left ,agra on ! #aj? ( ,janu>y1 & h be5 at ,delhi & ,me]ut40 ,yet ! quick succession 9 :i* fir/ "o native & !n ano!r _h be5 add$ to ! *ur* at ,agra & else:]e1 0 s unusual a ph5om5on 9 ,india1 t "s ( ! fri5ds ( missions seem to h be5 appreh5sive1 le/ conv]ts %\ld h be5 admitt$ to baptism1 be=e ! s9c]ity ( _! fai? & rep5tance _h be5 suffici5tly te/$4 ,on t po9t1 !re=e1 ,mr4 ,corrie writes 9 answ] ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,mr4 ,,?omason4 8,_m k9d & cordial ?anks = y\r cautions respect+ baptism4 ,i h 9 no in/ance adm9i/]$ t sacram5t b :]e !re seem$ exp]i5ce1 z well z k1 ( ! grace ( ,god4 ,ev5 ! y\?s seem conv9c$ ( s91 & aw>e ( ! necessity ( avoid+ x4 ,b ! fur!r we advance1 ! m ardu\s does my po/ become4 ,no?+ has occurr$ to make me d\bt ! s9c]ity ( any ( ! baptiz$1--b o!rs h tri$ to deceive4 ,i wi% all ! conv]ts c\ld rema9 ) me2 b x is no s9 9 !m t !y _c live )\t food2 & ,i _c ma9ta9 !m all40 ,mr4 ,corrie !n adds1 on ! subject ( scripture read]s3-- 8,! ,hukeem discov]s great reluctance to leave1 b at ! reque/ ( ,s4 = a native ,*ri/ian1 he goes on ,?ursday next1 & ,abdool ,messeeh goes ) him on a visit4 ,he w be 9 z good h&s z "h3 8 son is likely to prove a treasure4 ,he is q famili> ) ! ,arabic ( ! ,koran1 is v quick ( compreh5sion1 ne$s seldom to h a lesson repeat$1 & is devot$ to /udy4 ,8 frame ( body is b weakly2 & ?us devot$ness to le>n+ is accompani$ 7z is g5]ally ! case7 ) less appe>ance ( zeal = o!rs4 ,h[ few1 l ,m>tyn1 live only t !y may imp>t k6 ,?is y\? appe>s a s9c]e conv]t4 ,he & two o!rs are1 h5ce=?1 to h a lesson daily 9 ,hebrew4 ,9 two mon?s he has le>n$ to con/rue ! ,engli% ,new ,te/am5t2 & purposes acquir+ also ! rudim5ts ( ,greek40 ,! foll[+ extracts f lett]s writt5 ab\t ?is "t1 af=d additional evid5ce ( t caution & godly wisdom1 by :i* ,mr4 ,corrie's mission>y lab\rs 7 direct$3-- ,,to ,j4 ,w4 ,,%]]1 ,,esq4 8,agra1 ,m>* #d1 #ahad4 8,i h little to write to y ab\t1 except :at is connect$ ) ! affairs ( our ,*ur* "h4 ,! numb] ( conv]ts & pres5t inquir]s on all h&s1 r5d]s att5tion to our conc]ns necess>y t #8! "w %\ld n fail4' ,i d n write d[n ! t5? "p ( ! int]e/+ p>ticul>s t come to our e>s f ,delhi1 ,me]ut1 & ! ,mahratta c\ntry3 all :i*1 ?\gh1 if consid]$ 9 respect ( individuals1 compreh5ds b a v insignificant "p ( ! population1 yet %ews1 ,i ?9k1 t 8! report is gone =?10 & enquiry beg9s to be made4 ,lab\r]s also1 are1 ,i tru/1 spr++ up1 qualifi$ = ! "w ( in/ruction4444 ,! ,rampoor ,molwee seems v dis9t]e/$2 & is by f> ! mo/ clev] man we h yet _h4 ,! ,moon%ee1 :o accompani$ him1 is n v sup]ior1 b appe>s s9c]ely dispos$ to imp>t :at he kn[s2 & expresses a wi% to g into ! lately-acquir$ t]ritory1 t[>ds ! ,seiks1 :]e 8 family resides4 ,at ,delhi1 ! k+'s sons1 x is said1 h got a copy ( ! gospels4 ,prais$ be ,god1 no?+ actually wrong has yet appe>$ 9 any ( ! conv]ts1 ?\gh x may be suppos$ t ,i am sometimes tir$ ) _! compla9ts & reque/s40 ,,to ,,capta9 ,,peevor4 8,agra1 ,m>* #bj1 #ahad4 8,i h by no means be5 =getful ( y\r wi%es respect+ a read]1 b h n yet be5 able to det]m9e any?+ = y4 ,! success att5d+ ! ^w is v gratify+ & enc\rag+2 b x requires "t to acquire in=mation suffici5t to become a tea*] ( o!rs2 s t ,i hesitate ev5 to wi% ! new conv]ts to leave ?is place3 & = ano!r reason also1 viz4 le/ ?r\gh temptation or unwat*fulness1 any?+ amiss %\ld appe> 9 !m2 :5 y "k h[ ! enemy w\ld triumph4 #8,!re are y\r conv]ts6' w\ld be ! cry4 #8,s w\ld we h x6' ,b be assur$1 x is z mu* my wi% z x c be y\r's1 to s5d ! light ( ! gospel to y z fa/ z possible4 8,i d n "k t our plan ( s*ool+ is by any means ! mo/ advantage\s4 ,x is simply ?is3--,be=e n9e o'clock1 ! *ildr5 le>n by he>t1 cate*ism or gramm>1 9 ! way ( "q & answ]4 ,aft] t ,p]sian2 & aft] mid-day1 ,engli%4 ,?is s*ool consi/s ( ,*ri/ian *ildr54444 ,! natives are s irregul> 9 _! habits1 & s entirely neglig5t ( "t1 at ! same "t s ignorant ( ! advantages ( regul>ity1 & improvem5t ( "t1 t !y fly (f if too mu* tr\bl$ on ! subject4 ,9 ?is "w ,i am (t5 rem9d$ ( t passage1 #8,ye h ne$ ( pati5ce1 t hav+ done ! w ( ,god1 ye may receive ! promises4' ,may we be foll[]s ( !m1 :o1 ?r\gh fai? & pati5ce1 inh]it ! promises6 ,fai? we ackn[l$ge to be a heav5ly pr9ciple1 b (t5 look = pati5ce 9 ourselves2 :i*1 alas1 is no m ( ourselves ?an fai?40 ,)9 a %ort "t ( ! date ( ?is lett] to ,capta9 ,peevor1 ! fall ( two ( ! baptiz$ f 8_! /$fa/ness10 occasion$ ,mr4 ,corrie "s di/ress1 al?\gh 8 k ( ! native "* _h prep>$ him1 z has be5 se51 to expect t (f5ces w\ld soon] or lat] come4 ,z reg>d$ 8 own exp]i5ce1 h[ev]1 all outw>d trials & p]plexities only seem to h l$ him to dep5d m simply on ! div9e aid4 ,?us on ! #aj? ( ,april #ahad1 7,ea/]-day7 ,mr4 ,c4 writes3-- 8,to-day ,i h complet$ my #cg? ye>4 ,an ev5tful ye> ! la/ has be51 f ! spiritual enl>gem5t ( ! ,*ur*1 bo? among :ite & black4 ,_m trials1 too1 h sprung up f ! same cause2 & (t5 ,i am at my wits' end4 ,i f9d all creatures1 9 !mselves1 b mis]able com=t]s2 & ,i h1 at times1 a deep1 deep feel+ ( ! disord] & mis]y introduc$ by s92 ( ! /range p]v]s5ess & bl9dness ( my own nature 9 p>ticul>1 & ( human nature 9 g5]al4 ,my own folly & p]v]s5ess appe>s1 9 ! pref]5ce ( outw>d lab\r & bodily ex]cise to spiritual ob$i5ce1 & m5tal discipl9e4 ,yet1 at times1 ,i h /rong] views ?an ,i ev] _h be=e1 ( ! excell5ce ( ! ,div9e nature1 & ! bless$ness ( kn[+1 & be+ ) ,god4 ,i tru/ my he>t is n we>y ( ?is "w1 ?\gh (t5 groan+ 9 x4 ,god has rais$ pecuni>y help1 b ! responsibility atta*$ to x makes me sometimes wi% to decl9e x4 ,mr4 ,b4 is com+ to help 9 ?is "w1 :i* ,i %\ld rejoice 93 & ! ,molwee1 f ,rampoor1 promises to be a #8burn+ & a %9+ light4' ,my de> wife gr[s 9 union ( he>t & lab\r ) me2 &1 on ! :ole1 ,i h no?+ to regret b my own h>dness ( he>t1 :il/ ,i w\ld set up an #8,eb5ez]' to my cov5ant ,god6 ,am540 ,x 0 at ?is "t t ,mr4 ,corrie1 at ! sugge/ion ( ,mr4 ,?omason1 address$ a lett] to ! committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society 9 ,calcutta1 on ! subject ( mission>y s*oolma/]s4 ,9 t communication he obs]v$3-- 8,agra1 ,april #f1 #ahad4 8,! circum/ance lately come to our k respect+ ! provisions 9 ! ,hon\rable ,company's new *>t]1 = af=d+ religi\s in/ruction to our fell[ subjects 9 ?is c\ntry1 leads me to submit ! foll[+ consid]ations to y\r notice1 to be =w>d$ to ,engl&1 if y approve1 = ! consid]ation ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 8,! /ate ( ^? desc5dants ( ,europeans1 & o!rs pr(ess+ ,*ri/ianity1 at ! diff]5t ,european /ations1 has always appe>$ to me wor?y ( att5tion1 bo? z x respects !mselves1 & z a m$ium ?r\gh :i* ! natives 9 g5]al might be approa*$1 ) ! greate/ success4 ,!re are _m p]sons ( ! above description at ,b]hampore1 ,monghyr1 ,bagulpore1 ,patna1 ,d9apore1 ,bux>1 ,b5>es1 ,*un>1 ,allahabad1 ,cawnpore1 ,agra1 ,delhi1 ,me]ut1 & o!r inf]ior /ations4 8,at ea* ( ^! places1 a s*oolma/] might be plac$ ) great advantage4 ,8 o/5sible1 & inde$ fir/ duty1 %\ld be to educate ,*ri/ian *ildr51 & to conduct public wor%ip = native *ri/ians4 ,! ,div9e bless+ w\ld1 d\btless1 att5d ! education ( ^! *ildr52 & "s ( !m w\ld be l$ to *oose ! "w ( in/ruction2 & w\ld g =? among ! natives1 ) t5fold advantage ov] any ,european mission>y4 ,z ^! p are 9 g5]al v poor1 ! s*oolma/] mu/ be suppli$ ) a ma9t5ance1 &1 toge!r ) ! *ri/ian *ildr51 %\ld give in/ruction 9 ,engli% to z _m *ildr5 z he c\ld att5d to4 ,! ,native *ri/ian *ildr5 might le>n ! pr9ciples ( religion 9 ,h9doo/anee2 & be f>!r in/ruct$ 9 ! language ( ! c\ntry1 by means ( native in/ructors1 "u ! sup]9t5dance ( ! ,european ma/]2 :il/ ! latt] w\ld in/ruct !m 9 ,engli%1 & ?us op5 to !m ! /ores ( ,european le>n+4 ,_m ( ! natives w\ld rejoice 9 an opportunity ( hav+ _! *ildr5 taught ,engli%1 gratis2 & ! necess>y int]c\rse ) a s*oolma/]1 = ?is purpose1 t5ds greatly to remove prejudice1 & to prep>e ! m9d = ! reception ( ,div9e tru?4 ,at ea* ( ! above /ations1 a way appe>s to be prep>$ = ! propagation ( ! gospel2 & a soil made ready1 z x 71 to receive ! se$ ( *ri/ian in/ruction1 ! fruits ( :i* w\ld spread ?r\gh ! l&4 8,! modes ( in/ruction us$ by our ,*ur* are1 also1 exactly suit$ to ! /ate ( ! p pr(ess+ *ri/ianity at ^! places2 & !y are usually z anxi\s = ! pray]-book1 7translat$7 z = ! ,new ,te/am5t4 ,if our ,society c\ld b supply lab\r]s = ?is field1 d\btless1 on a prop] repres5tation ( ! subject1 gov]nm5t w\ld readily p]mit !m to proce$ hi!r4 8,_! ,*ri/ian subjects h a claim ^u gov]nm5t = su* p]mission1 to say ! lea/3 & 9 ?is way1 "p ( _! subjects w\ld become atta*$ to !m no less f duty1 ?an f int]e/4 ,! pr(ess$ly ,*ri/ian "p ( ! natives1 are z little atta*$ to u z any o!r2 a s9c]e lov] ( 8 c\ntry _c b wi% t ?is portion ( ! population1 at lea/1 %\ld be br\ght to feel common int]e/ ) u4 ,our civil ,in/itutions h furni%$ mu* new in=mation to ! natives1 on ! subject ( moral "r & wrong2 & f ! increase ( respectability1 ( late ye>s1 9 ! ,hon\rable ,company's s]vants1 z well z f ! gr[? ( real piety among !m1 mu* religi\s k is gone abroad2 add to ?is1 also1 ! consid]able di/ribution ( translations ( ! ,scriptures1 9 v>i\s languages1 ( late ye>s4 ,f all ?is1 an att5tive obs]v] _c b conclude1 t z ! subject ( civil lib]ty becomes bett] und]/ood by ! natives1 m political dang] is to be appreh5d$ f ?is qu>t]2 unless x be c\nt]act$ by ^? motives to cont5tm5t1 & ob$i5ce to ! 8p[]s t be10 :i* ! gospel alone supplies1 ?an f any temp]ate attempts at evangelization4 ,( ^! attempts1 ! plan ( s*oolma/]s1 su* z our society c\ld approve at ! diff]5t /ations1 z above sugge/$1 seems to me ! lea/ objectionable1 & to imply no cause ( irritation :atev] 9 ! natives4 ,:il/ !re is e gr\nd1 f reason & ,scripture1 to expect t ! bless+ ( ,god w\ld att5d endeav\rs ( ?is k9d40 ,z1 also1 ! gov]nm5t ( ,"l ,moira !n pr(ess$ to h 9 contemplation "s s*eme = ! education ( ! natives ( ,india at l>ge1 ,mr4 ,corrie ?\ght x 8 duty to write to ,sir ,george ,nug5t1 to reque/ t ! ,native *ri/ians might n be ov]look$4 ,) ref]5ce to t important matt] he obs]ves 9 a lett] ,,to ,j4 ,w4 ,,%]]1 ,,esq4 8,april #ba1 #ahad4 8,i fe> le/ ! s*ool-plan propos$ by gov]nm5t %\ld swall[ up all ! funds gov]nm5t c sp>e1 9 m]e lit]>y objects1 & ! gospel be left /ill to dep5d on ! *>ity ( ,god's p4 ,!re is no?+ 9 ,arabic or ,sanscrit1 z at pres5t /udi$ 9 ,india1 t c enl>ge ! m9d or prep>e x = ! gospel3 s t if ,*ri/ians also are n to be educat$1 we %all be j :]e we 740 ,b :il/ ,mr4 ,corrie 0 ?us busily occupi$ ) plans = ! ext5sion & p]petuat+ ( div9e tru?1 8 heal? _h aga9 begun to decl9e2 = 9 writ+ to 8 bro!r-9-law1 he concludes "s obs]vations on ! /ate ( religion at ,agra1 ) ! rem>ks3-- 8,! c>e ( ^! ?+s t5ds greatly to increase ! inflammation 9 my side1 :i* is z bad z ev] x 0 at ,cawnpore1 ?\gh ,i tru/ x w1 z hi!rto1 give way to m$ic9e40 ,9 ?is expectation1 h[ev]1 ,mr4 ,c4 0 disappo9t$4 ,8 illness s increas$ ^u him1 t e>ly 9 ,july #ahad1 a voyage to sea 0 decid$ ^u1 z ! only means likely to prolong 8 life4 ,9 ! lett]s :i* ,mr4 ,c4 wrote to 8 fri5ds ab\t ?is "t1 he speaks ( himself z be+ greatly tri$ at ! ?\ght ( hav+ 8to leave a v>iety ( hopeful prospects & p]sons1 )\t kn[+ h[ !y w\ld t]m9ate20 & 9 8 ,j\rnal obs]ves3-- 8,july #ca1 #ahad4 ,hav+ be5 recomm5d$ by ! m$ical m5 to g to ,engl& = ! recov]y ( my heal?1 application has be5 made = leave to d s4 ,my m9d is1 9 consequ5ce1 mu* occupi$ by ! subject4 ,sometimes x is sugge/$ t ,i am we>y ( ! "w1 & wi% to run away f ! difficulties :i* ! v>i\s temp]s1 & wants ( ! p impose ^u me4 ,b c]ta9 x is t my frame is s %att]$ t ^! difficulties agitate me m ?an c be conceiv$1 & s z to prev5t my ga9+ /r5g?4 ,on ! o!r h&1 ,i ?9k ! horror ,i feel at ! sea-voyage1 ) ! exp5ce & tr\ble att5d+ x1 w\ld prev5t my und]tak+ x f m]e self-pleas+ motives4 ,i feel1 at ! same "t1 s little ability to b5efit ! cause ( missions at home1 t ,i see no good1 9 t view1 likely to arise f ! j\rney4 ,only a wi% to recov] /r5g? to s]ve ,god 9 newness ( life1 ,i ?9k1 is upp]mo/1 ?\gh _m base & fooli% ?\ghts intrude !mselves40 ,be=e1 h[ev]1 tak+ 8 dep>ture f ,agra1 ,mr4 ,corrie adm9i/]$ ! ,"l's ,supp] to fifty-n9e native communicants1 & on ! next day 7,aug4 #ah?47 he committ$ ! congregation to ! c>e ( ,mr4 ,b[ley & ,abdool ,messeeh1 8amid _m te>s on ! "p ( ! new conv]ts1 & mu* sorr[ on 8 own40 ,respect+ t season ( int]e/ & solemnity1 ,mr4 ,c4 writes3-- 8,! w ( ! ,"l is to be ackn[l$g$ 9 my dep>ture1 no less ?an 9 my arrival at ?is /ation4 ,dur+ ! prec$+ sixte5 mon?s1 sev5ty-"o natives h receiv$ baptism1 ( :om ab\t fifty are adults2 ab\t half ( !m ,mahom$ans1 & ! o!r half ,h9doos4 ,( ^!1 "o has be5 expell$1 six h apo/atiz$1 f\r are gone to _! fri5ds1 & are1 we hope1 hold+ fa/ _! pr(ession2 & o!rs are occupy+ diff]5t /ations1 z read]s & ,cate*i/s3 sev]al cate*um5s rema9 to be fur!r prov$4 ,i w\ld rem>k1 t exactly 9 opposition to ! popul> op9ion among ,europeans 9 ,india1 ! m le>n$ conv]ts1 & ^? :o _h be5 ,fake]s1 caus$ u ! mo/ anxiety & tr\ble4 ,9 ?is1 z 9 o!r respects1 ! ,"l's ways are n z man's ways2 & 8 gospel w make its way 9 ?is c\ntry1 z usual1 fir/ among ! poor & lea/ reg>d$ ( mank9d40 ,x rema9s only to rem>k1 t z ! prec$+ pages1 9 connection ) ! publi%$ ,j\rnal ( ,abdool ,messeeh1 make x appe>1 t ! moral results ( ,mr4 ,corrie's %ort resid5ce at ,agra 7 nei!r few nor unimportant2 s1 x is believ$1 t ! foll[+ obs]vations address$ by him1 soon aft] leav+ ,agra1 to a fri5d desir\s ( in=mation respect+ ! natives ( ,india1 w %ew1 t 8 lab\rs _h n be5 prompt$ by a bl9d or indiscrim9at+ zeal1 b 7 regulat$ by ! enlight5$ convictions1 & feel+ he>t1 ( a ,*ri/ian philosoph]4 8,! population ( ,india consi/s ( ,mahom$ans & ,h9doos2 ?\gh ! majority ( !m are ,h9doos4 ,! common p ( bo? classes1 are mu* alike 9 habits1 & sup]/itions4 ,!re is little t is social 9 ! g5]al religi\s wor%ip ( ei!r ,mahom$ans1 or ,h9doos2 except at c]ta9 fe/ivals1 :5 !y resort 9 cr[ds to ! place ( assembly2 & _! respective processions are celebrat$ 9 mu* ! same noisy & unmean+ mann]4 8,9 diff]5t p>ts ( ! c\ntry !re are ,durgahs1 or tombs ( em95t ,mahom$ans deceas$2 :i* are end[$ ) l&s1 = ! support ( p]sons to read ! ,koran at !m4 ,?is is suppos$ to h a happy effect on ! /ate ( ! deceas$4 ,at ^! places1 an anniv]s>y is g5]ally obs]v$1 :i* is att5d$ z a fair1 by ! p1 no less ?an to make (f]+s at ! %r9e4 ,!re are c]ta9 idol temples1 also1 by mak+ pilgrimages to :i*1 ,h9doos ?9k !y b5efit deceas$ ance/ors1 & =w>d _! own future happ9ess4 ,at ^! tombs & temples1 ! prie/s ent]ta9 disciples1 :o are in/ruct$ 9 _! respective cre$s4 8,except at su* places1 ! g5]ality ( ,mahom$ans obs]ve ! times ( daily pray] accord+ to _! incl9ation1 :]ev] !y happ5 to be4 ,9 l>ge ,mahom$an t[ns1 inde$1 a few assemble at ! ,mosques on ,fridays3 at ,agra1 ! numb]1 7except on fe/ivals17 0 usually six4 ,! ,h9doos1 also1 make _! (f]+s at ! idol-temple1 at ! "t mo/ conv5i5t to !mselves4 ,s t !re is no g5]al appe>ance ( religi\s obs]vances among !m1 except at ! fe/ivals2 :5 ! :ole c\ntry we>s ! appe>ance ( a m\ntebank-%[4 ,on ^! occasions1 a portion ( "t is giv5 to he> ! hi/ory ( ! prophet1 or god1 connect$ ) ! occasion2 & ri* individuals unite to pay a pundit1 or le>n$ ,h9doo1 :o reads to !m1 usually 9 ! ev5+1 portions ( _! books1 9 a *aunt+ tone ( voice1 & expla9s s5t5ce by s5t5ce1 to ! audi5ce1 z he goes on4 ,by su* means ! ,mahom$ans1 especially ! high] classes ( !m1 are acqua9t$ ) ! pr9cipal names 9 ! ,old & ,new ,te/am5ts1 & ) "s p>ticul>s ( _! hi/ory2 ) ! exce$+ly gross int]mixtures :i* are to be f\nd 9 ! ,koran4 ,! ,h9doo books1 also1 conta9 "s /ories d]iv$ f ! books ( ,moses1 or f anci5t tradition1 mix$ ) mu* fable4 ,^! facts1 on :i* all agree1 s]ve z po9ts on :i* a ,*ri/ian may engage !m 9 conv]sation1 & f :i* by rational d$uction1 he may prove !m 9 error2 :il/ ! ,holy ,gho/ alone c conv]t !m to ! ackn[l$gm5t ( ! tru?4 8,! g5]al habits ( bo? ,mahom$ans & ,h9doos greatly assimilate4 ,!y alike ba! _! bodies1 "u ! idea ( r5d]+ !mselves m holy 9 ! sight ( ! ,deity2 !y alike obs]ve ! di/9ction ( ca/e1 & avoid eat+ ) c]ta9 classes ( m52 !y alike rev]e ,fake]s1 or religi\s m5dicants2 !y alike pay adoration to ! ris+ or sett+ sun1 ! new moon1 & to rec5tly-light$ lamps2 & !y alike implore1 9 _! pray]s1 ! int]cession ( deceas$ p]sons1 reput$ holy2 & obs]ve times & seasons1 acc\nt$ lucky or unlucky4 ,!y all believe 9 gho/s & app>itions1 & ! active ag5cy ( evil spirits4 ,to gu>d aga9/ _! influ5ce1 !y we> *>ms3 & dep5d on ! aid ( "s p>ticul> patron god or sa9t4 ,! m religi\s enrol !mselves z ! disciples ( "s r5[n$ holy man3 & 9 sickness or "u any calamity1 or ) a view to obta9 "s desir$ object1 !y multiply *>ms1 or increase _! (f]+s1 at ! tomb or temple3 make v[s1 or (f] 9 sacrifice a goat or a f[l1 sometimes a buffalo3 & on ! day ! ,mahom$ans commemorate ,abraham's (f]+ up 8 son1 a camel is sacrific$1 ! fle% ( :i* is eag]ly s\ght aft] z holy meat4 ,h5ce ! argum5ts us$ by ,abdool ,messeeh1 respect+ ! necessity ( inw>d purity4 ,! insuffici5cy ( any m$iator1 b "o t is ,div9e3 ! doctr9e ( ! atonem5t by ! sacrifice ( ,immanuel3 ! happ9ess ( hav+ an ,almighty fri5d1 patron1 & protector2 & be+ "u ! tea*+ & guidance ( ! ,holy & good ,_s2 7 equally applicable to ,h9doos & ,mahom$ans2 & 8 in/ructions prov$ equally attractive to bo? descriptions ( p4444 ,! difficulties 9 ! way ( improv+ e class ( native ,indians1 are great] ?an any "o c suppose :o has n be5 acqua9t$ ) !m4 ,!y are n1 h[ev]1 ( a nature to dem& great bodily ex]tion or mu* sev]e privation4 ,!y arise f causes :i* require a common measure ( und]/&+2 & an intimate acqua9tance ) human nature1 z describ$ 9 holy ,scripture4 8,p]sons ^: int]c\rse ) ! natives relates m]ely to temporal conc]ns1 c h little idea ( _! peculi> habits & prejudices4 ,x is ?us t ,i acc\nt = ! v incorrect reports respect+ ! religi\s /ate ( ! natives ( ,india1 & :i* h be5 publi%$ 9 ,engl& by "s :o resid$ ye>s among !m4 ,i h ev5 kn[n m5 ( real piety1 ^: situations l$ !m to mu* int]c\rse ) ! natives1 = m]cantile & o!r temporal purposes1 express x z _! op9ion t no?+ less ?an a miracul\s int]position c\ld conv]t !m to ,*ri/ianity4 ,i acc\nt = ?is f ! circum/ance1 t !y f9d su* a disposition to *ican]y & imposition1 9 ! natives1 z requires ! ex]cise ( a degree ( au?ority & ev5 ( sev]ity1 9 m5 deal+ ) !m1 :i* is unkn[n 9 ,engl&4444 ,f hav+ liv$ always "u an absolute1 milit>y despotism1 ! natives ( ,india1 beside t natural prop5sity to selfi%ness1 :i* 9 !m is uncontroll$1 are cauti\s h[ !y (f5d _! sup]iors2 & su* !y consid] ,europeans ( almo/ e rank4 ,!y mu/ h _h mu* pro( ( ! =be>ance & g5tl5ess ( a :ite man1 be=e !y w ask que/ions on any subject1 fur!r ?an he appe>s dispos$ to answ]2 & !y w be cauti\s h[ !y answ] to 8 que/ions1 le/ !y %\ld un9t5tionally (f5d4444 ,?is s]vile _s does n give place entirely1 ev5 on conv]sion4 ,x r5d]s mu* pati5ce & t5d]ness necess>y 9 deal+ ) new conv]ts1 no less ?an ) ! unconv]t$4 ,!y h v little idea ( an option be+ all[$ !m 9 ?+s indiff]5t2 & w (t5 appe> hesitat+ & indecisive1 :5 _! only fe> is (f5d+ _! sup]iors4 ,s t ! impossibility ( b5efitt+1 or improv+ ! moral /ate ( ! diff]5t classes ( native ,*ri/ians1 is ass]t$ by _m ( ! ,briti%1 equally ) ! impossibility ( ! conv]sion ( ! ,hea!n40 #he ,! y\? ( ,european desc5t s (t5 m5tion$ 9 ,mr4 ,corrie's correspond5ce4 ,he accept$ a cl]k%ip ( "s k9d 9 ! ,company's s]vice1 9 pref]5ce to becom+ a mission>y4 #hf ,native judge4 #hg ,9 a lett] address$ ab\t ?is "t to ! correspond5ts 9 ,calcutta ( ! ,society = ,missions to ,africa & ! ,ea/1 ,mr4 ,c4 recomm5ds !m #8to advise ) ! society1 z to ! ord9ation ( native m9i/]s1 )\t :i*1' he adds1 #8! ,sacram5ts _c be regul>ly adm9i/]$1 nor any p]man5cy look$ = 9 ?is "w4' #hh ,a native physician4 #hi ,! ,bigoh or ,bigga is less ?an an ,engli% acre4 #ij ,:o aft]w>ds became s well kn[n z a devot$ & em95tly useful ,mission>y ,cl]gyman4 ,,*apt] ,,xii4 ,,voyage ,,to ,,engl&4 ,x 0 on ! #ah? ( ,augu/ #ahad1 t ,mr4 ,corrie left ,agra4 ,on 8 way to ,calcutta he paid visits to 8 fri5ds at ! diff]5t /ations on ! riv]1 m especially at ,*un> & ,b5>es1 ! sc5e ( 8 e>lie/ m9i/rations 9 ,india4 ,:il/ at ! latt] place1 he receiv$ intellig5ce t ,mr4 ,b[ley & ,abdool ,messeeh 7 s disc\rag$ by "s difficulties t occurr$ soon aft] 8 dep>ture f ,agra1 t bo? 87 ready to desi/ f ! "w ( ! ,"l40 ,?is occasion$ great sorr[ & anxiety to ,mr4 ,c41 inasmu* z he n only anticipat$ ! break+ up ( ! native congregation :i* he _h be5 ma9ly in/rum5tal 9 ga!r+ ar\nd him2 b1 also1 t x might af=d matt] = triumph to ! enemies ( missions4 ,) ref]5ce to ?is subject1 ,mr4 ,c4 obs]v$ 9 a lett] ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,if ,abdool %\ld give up 9 disc\ragem5t1 my plans w\ld be mu* set aside4 ,b #8,jehovah ,jireh1' mu/ be my motto4 ,?is p]plexity br+s me (t5 to my knees1 & !re=e ,i hope w "w = my good4 ,an expression ( ,mr4 ,br[n1 9 our la/ int]c\rse1 (t5 occurs to me3--#8,in/ead ( pray+ always & n fa9t+1 we fa9t always & nev] pray1 till we f9d ourselves 9 a /rait4'0 ,on rea*+ ,calcutta1 ,mr4 ,corrie f\nd t all 8 m$ical fri5ds concurr$ 9 ! op9ion t a sea-voyage 0 absolutely necess>y to eradicate 8 disord]2 b z 8 wife's expect$ conf9em5t did n all[ ( 8 imm$iate emb>kation1 ,mr4 ,c4 employ$ himself dur+ 8 /ay at ,calcutta1 9 sett+ on foot a s*ool = native *ri/ian s*oolma/]s4 ,he _h an opportunity too1 ( becom+ acqua9t$ ) ,bi%op ,middleton1 :o _h !n rec5tly arriv$ 9 ,india1 & ( submitt+ to ! consid]ation ( t prelate1 _m circum/ances connect$ ) ! /ate ( religion 9 t c\ntry4 ,on ! #a/ ,janu>y #ahae1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,corrie w5t on bo>d ! ,h4 ,c4 %ip ,europe1 ) ! int5tion ( proce$+1 9 ! fir/ in/ance1 to ! ,cape ( ,good ,hope4 ,b on arriv+ at ! ,cape1 ,mr4 ,corrie 0 recomm5d$ to proce$ to ,engl& = ! b5efit ( ! cold] climate2 & ) ?is advice he consid]$ x 8 duty to comply4 ,9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,%]]1 dat$ f ,cape ,t[n1 ,m>* #bi1 #ahae1 ,mr4 ,c4 relates3-- 8,?is morn+ ,i h writt5 to ! ,adjutant ,g5]al1 enclos+ a m$ical c]tificate ( ! necessity = my go+ on4 ,our own ,surgeon ,n4 an old practition] "h1 ,dr4 ,h4 & ,dr4 ,s4 ! g>rison-surgeon1 concur 9 op9ion1 & )\t hesitation on ! subject4 ,i ought1 ,i believe1 to consid] ?is z ! voice ( ,provid5ce1 & to acquiesce 9 x1 z ,i hope ,i d4 ,b ! :ole ( ?is disp5sation has prov$ ! greate/ trial ,i ev] met )4 ,i _c see my way at all 9 x2 & ,i g on1 driv51 z x 71 by circum/ances4 ,i =esee innum]able difficulties be=e me1 )\t "o c]ta9ty ( good to foll[1 & utt]ly despair ( pr(it+ myself or o!rs 9 ,engl&4 ,i am call$ to walk by fai? m ?an ev]3 s5se is all oppos$40 ,%ortly aft] ! date ( ?is lett]1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,corrie sail$ f ! ,cape = ,engl&1 & aft] a prosp]\s voyage1 l&$ at ,s\?ampton on ! #bbnd ,june4 ,"h ,mr4 ,c4 0 made acqua9t$ = ! fir/ "t1 ) ! publication ( ! ,j\rnal ( ,abdool ,messeeh1 & ! int]e/ excit$ by x4 ,he he>d also1 ) sorr[1 ( ! dea? ( ,dr4 ,bu*anan4 ,on rea*+ ,london he 0 visit$ by sev]al ( ^? fri5ds :o int]e/$ !mselves ) ! progress ( ! gospel among ! ,h9doos2 & at an e>ly day att5d$ a meet+ ( ! ,committee ( ! ,society = ,missions to ,africa & ! ,ea/1 to communicate to !m in=mation on mission>y subjects4 ,he 01 also1 invit$ to att5d a ,committee ( ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 to answ] enquiries respect+ _! prospects 9 ,india4 ,on all ^! occasions ,mr4 ,c4 endeav\r$ to %ew1 t f ! co-op]ation ( _m pi\s individuals among ! ,engli% 9 ,india2 f ! read9ess ) :i* *ildr5 7 s5t to s*ool :5ev] opportunity 0 af=d$1 & f ! eag]ness ) :i* translations ( ! ,scriptures 7 receiv$ by _m among ! natives1 !re appe>$ to be fair prospects ( good be+ done among !m4 ,he press$ ^u 8 fri5ds at ! same "t1 ! fact1 t b little or no?+ _h yet be5 effect$ 9 ,india1 = want ( a suffici5cy ( lab\r]s1 & t no?+ w\ld be done )\t !m2 t :]ev] mission>ies ?or\ghly acqua9t$ ) ! language ( ! c\ntry _h resid$1 !y f\nd pl5ty to d1 & t ?\gh few ( ! natives ( ,india 9 comp>ison ) ! multitude1 %ew$ any conc]n = religion1 /ill ! numb] ( su* z did s1 exce$$ ! opportunities ( in/ruction4 ,x 0 a gratify+ circum/ance to ,mr4 ,c4 to obs]ve1 f ! eag]ness ) :i* all p]sons ) :om he conv]s$1 enquir$ aft] ! progress ( missions among ! hea!n1 t !re _h be5 a great increase ( zeal = ! spread ( div9e tru?1 z comp>$ ) ! /ate ( religi\s feel+ at ! "t he left ,engl& 9 #ahjf4 ,he express$ himself1 also1 agreeably surpris$ to f9d t ! increas$ reg>d = sacr$ ?+s :i* he obs]v$ 9 ,london1 0 n less visible 9 8 native village & c\nty2 9 ! m ord]ly obs]vance ( ! ,sabba?1 & 9 ! att5tion t 0 giv5 by ! g5try & cl]gy to ! education ( ! poor1 to ,sunday s*ools1 & to ! support ( diff]5t religi\s societies4 ,on ! o!r h& 8 affectionate nature 0 afflict$ by he>+ ( ! dea? ( neighb\rs & fri5ds2 by le>n+ t "s ) :om he _h =m]ly 8walk$ 9 ! h\se ( ,god z fri5ds10 _h turn$ aside f ! simplicity ( ! gospel2 & by hav+ to witness ! _m o!r *anges :i* ! lapse ( ye>s nev] fails to br+ ab\t 9 families & localities4 ,deep !re=e 7 ! emotions call$ =? bo? 9 prea*] & he>]s1 :51 = ! fir/ "t aft] 8 return f ,india1 ,mr4 ,corrie occupi$ 8 fa!r's pulpit1 & urg$ 8 surviv+ neighb\rs to use ! numb]less *anges & trials & dea?s1 t _h occurr$ s9ce he la/ address$ !m1 z a reason = increas$ anxiety to secure to !mselves an endur+ inh]itance4#ia ,no soon]1 h[ev]1 _h ,mr4 ,c4 some:at recruit$ 8 heal?1 ?an he visit$ 8 fri5ds1 9 diff]5t p>ts ( ,engl&2 tak+ occasion to plead ! cause ( missions1 bo? f ! pulpit & at public meet+s1 z opportunities occurr$4 ,su* portions ( 8 "t1 also1 z 7 n ?us occupi$1 he devot$ to a revision ( ! ,liturgy 9 ,h9doo/anee4 ,8 purpose 01 if practicable1 to c>ry out ) him to ,india1 a repr9t ( t important translation1 = ! use ( ! native ,*ri/ians4 ,9 ! spr+ ( #ahaf1 ,mr4 ,corrie 0 engag$ to prea* ! anniv]s>y s]mon = ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society 9 ,london4 ,) ref]5ce to t circum/ance he wrote ,,to ,j4 ,w4 ,,%]]1 ,,esq4 8,i am appo9t$ to prea* t s]mon1 :i* ,i w\ld gladly h avoid$3 b x 0 said1 #8,t _m w\ld be disc\rag$ if ,i held back2 = t ! idea w\ld be1 t ! subject ( missions 0 n consid]$ s important by u 9 ,india1 z x has be5 repres5t$ "h4' ,i !re=e cons5t$1 leav+ ! issue to ,god40 ,be=e prea*+ ! s]mon1 h[ev]1 ,mr4 ,corrie avail$ himself ( ,mr4 ,simeon's judgm5t & exp]i5ce2 & 9 transmitt+ a copy ( ! manuscript to t hon\r$ fri5d1 he obs]v$3-- 8,i am deeply s5sible ( its defects4 ,be+ anxi\s to introduce a numb] ( facts1 n1 z ,i ?9k1 suffici5tly kn[n1 !re is too little ,scripture quotation2 & ,i feel x to be want+ 9 a devotional _s1 ?\gh ,i hope ! relation may occasion a feel+ ( compassion1 & excite to ex]tion 9 behalf ( ! hea!n40 ,?is hope seems1 9 "s measure1 to h be5 realiz$1 = ! acc\nts giv5 at ! "t1 /ate t ?is s]mon1 :i* 0 prea*$ on ! #cj? ( ,april1 & gr\nd$ on ,isaiah xliv4 #bj1 awak5$ peculi> int]e/4#ib ,z1 also1 x embodies ,mr4 ,corrie's convictions respect+ ! moral condition & responsibilities ( ! hea!n1 & developes ! means :i* 8 exp]i5ce l$ him to reg>d z be/ calculat$ to rescue ! ,h9doo f debas+ sup]/itions2 a brief ab/ract ( ! s]mon _c well be omitt$4 ,let x be obs]v$1 !n1 t ,mr4 ,corrie purpos$ 9 ! fir/ in/ance 8,fairly to meet ! objections made aga9/ mission>y ef=ts1 z if ! pres5t /ate ( ! hea!n 7 unavoidable--z if !y 7 sc>cely acc\ntable = _! errors1--& our solicitude on _! behalf 7 !re=e sup]flu\s40 ,to meet objections ( ?is k9d1 he goes on to trace ! orig9 ( all false religion1 & 9 ?is1 obs]ves t 8,int]c\rse ) hea!n nations _h incl9$ him to ! op9ion1 t ! orig9al revelation made to our fir/ p>5ts aft] _! fall1 is ! gr\nd ( all ! wor%ip (f]$ up ?r\gh\t ! _w4 ,t ! disp5sations ( ,god to ,noah & to ! ,*ur* be=e him1 mu/ h be5 kn[n to ! family ( ,noah1 & w\ld be rememb]$ by 8 imm$iate desc5dants2 & c>ri$ by !m into ! diff]5t c\ntries1 :i!r !y 7 aft]w>ds scatt]$4 ,h5ce1 x 01 he appreh5d$1 t ! cu/om proce$$1 ( (f]+ sacrifices 9 wor%ip1 by ! hea!n tribes ( e description1 z ! only means ( pacify+ ! ,evil ,_s2 :o1 accord+ to _! appreh5sion ( him1 is go+ ab\t seek+ :om he may dev\r4 8,b !re are _m circum/ances 9 ! /ate ( ! idolatr\s nations ( ! ea/1 t discov] a /ill lat] acqua9tance ) ,div9e revelation1 ?an ! "t ( ,noah4 ,_m co9cid5ces 9 ! fabul\s hi/ories ( ! ,h9doos ) ! writ+s ( ! ,old & ,new ,te/am5t1 indicate t ! =efa!rs ( t race 7 n altoge!r ignorant ( ! subsequ5t circum/ances ( ! *ur* ( ,god4 ,_! pres5t deplorable ignorance & error1 _c !re=e1 be said to arise f any appo9tm5t ( ! ,almighty2 b f _! wilful neglect ( ^? notices ( 8 w ) :i* !y 7 orig9ally fav\r$4 ,! s9s ( ! fa!rs are ?us1 9 an especial mann]1 visit$ ^u _! *ildr54 ,! neglect ( p>5tal in/ruction1 by a j connection betwe5 guilt & puni%m5t1 involves _! po/]ity 9 ignorance1 :i* is ! p>5t ( sup]/ition1 & ! fruitful s\rce ( _! mis]ies & _! crimes4 ,?is view ( ! subject ought1 !re=e1 to be kept di/9ctly 9 m9d2 t we may n *>ge ,god fooli%ly ) be+1 9 any o!r way ?an by ! in/itut$ ord] ( connection betwe5 cause & effect1 ! au?or ( t bl9dness ( m9d1 & h>dness ( he>t1 :i* excludes ! hea!n f ! div9e fav\r4 ,! decl>ation ( ,god1 by ! prophet ,hosea1 respect+ ,israel1 is true also ( ! hea!n1 ?\gh 9 a subord9ate degree3 #8,?\ ha/ de/roy$ ?yself4' 8,^! obs]vations are 9 a p>ticul> mann] applicable to ! idolatr\s nations ( ,india4 ,9 _! pres5t circum/ances1 view$ by ! light ( revelation1 !y evid5tly appe> #8)\t ,god & )\t hope 9 ! _w2' n only z !y are )\t ,*ri/1 b z _! own religi\s views & feel+s r5d] !m totally incapable ( enjoy+ ,god1 or ( p>ticipat+ 9 ! happ9ess ( ! heav5ly /ate40 ,!n aft] recit+ _m ( ! sup]/iti\s practices ( ! hea!n1 & %ew+ t ! efficacy ( any religi\s rite :i* !y might p]=m1 0 n reg>d$ by !m z be+1 9 any moral s5se1 dep5d5t on ! /ate ( m9d 9 ! wor%ipp]s2 :il/ on ! o!r h& _! idea ( s91 be+ connect$ ) ! neglect ( c]emonial obs]vances1 & n ) moral del9qu5cies1--!y all[$ !mselves 9 all k9ds ( s5sual indulg5ces1 )\t any compunctions ( consci5ce or feel+s ( %ame2 ,mr4 ,corrie proce$$ to obs]ve3-- 8,h[ !n c we avoid ! conclusion1 t ! religi\s views & feel+s ev51 ( ^! mis]able m51 d1 9 ! v nature ( ?+s1 exclude !m f ! approbation ( ,god1 & incapacitate !m = ! enjoym5ts ( ! heav5ly /ate8 ,x is impossible t a s9n]1 go+ out ( ?is _w1 9 expectation ( any ?+ correspond+ ) e>?ly hon\rs1 amusem5ts or enjoym5ts1 %\ld n be met by disappo9tm5t & %ame4 ,x is impossible1 t a s\l utt]ly ignorant ( holy1 spiritual1 & intellectual enjoym5ts1 %\ld f9d any place among #8! g5]al assembly & *ur* ( ! fir/-born2 ! innum]able company ( angels1 & ! spirits ( j m5 made p]fect4' ,"h1 !re=e1 ! *ri/ian takes 8 firm /& aga9/ all :o oppose mission>y ef=ts4 ,! hea!n1 n only accord+ to ! un]r+ ^w ( ,god1 b by ! evid5ce ( facts1 are 9 a p]i%+ condition4 ,)\t ,*ri/1 !y _c be sav$4 #8,he t ha? ! ,son1 ha? life2 & he t ha? n ! ,son ( ,god1 ha? n life4' ,& myriads ( ^! immortal spirits are pass+ into et]nity1 ^: /ate & dispositions prove !m to be utt]ly ali5at$ f ! fav\r ( ,god1 de/itute ( spiritual life1 & fatally incapacitat$ = ! enjoym5ts ( a bett] _w4 ,= )\t dispositions suit$ to ! enjoym5ts ( ! heav5ly /ate1 !y c\ld no m compreh5d ! happ9ess aris+ f !m1 ev5 if admitt$ to a p>ticipation ( heav51 ?an a brute c enjoy ! pleasures ( reason4 ,& unless ?is be kept 9 m9d1 x c sc>cely be hop$1 t a due measure ( zeal = ! salvation ( ! hea!n w be ma9ta9$ among u40 ,mr4 ,corrie !n w5t on to give 8 reasons = reg>d+ 7#a/47 ,! di/ribution ( ! ,scriptures 9 diff]5t hea!n languages2 7#bnd47 ,! e/abli%+ ( ,missions2 & 7#crd47 ,! education ( y\?2 z be+ among ! mo/ likely means1 "u ! ,div9e fav\r1 to fur!r ! rescue ( ! hea!n f _! p]il\s condition2 & he conclud$ by e>ne/ly exhort+ 8 he>]s to d all 9 _! p[] to aid 9 a "w s press+1 & involv+ su* fe>ful responsibilities4 ,!re seems to be no d\bt b t ,mr4 ,c4's ,s]mon on ?is1 z 8 addresses on o!r occasions1 :il/ convey+ to ! religi\s portion ( ! community1 a m accurate conception ( ! moral condition ( ! hea!n _w1 s]v$ also to deep5 ! convictions ( _m1 t x is a prim>y ,*ri/ian duty to be unwe>i$ 9 our ef=ts to br+ ! hea!n 8out ( d>kness into0 ,god's 8m>vell\s light40 ,x 0 pla9 also1 f 8 lett]s & communications ) fri5ds1 t ?is awak5$ int]e/ on behalf ( missions1 act$ v b5eficially on 8 own m9d4 ,8 exp]i5ce :il/ 9 ,india _h be5 su*1 t he _h to be> up n only aga9/ ! ord9>y difficulties insep>able f ! mission>y life1 b also aga9/ ! ho/ility ( ! gov]nm5t1 ! indiff]5ce ( 8 fell[-c\ntrym5 9 ,india1 & ! misgiv+s ( ev5 good m51 z to ! possibility ( conv]t+ ! hea!n4 ,he _h1 moreov]1 9 a great measure1 to ma9ta9 s*ools & tea*]s1 & scripture-read]s1 out ( su* res\rces z 8 own income & ! occasional contributions ( a few ,*ri/ian fri5ds might supply4 ,b 8 resid5ce 9 ,engl& _h br\ght to 8 k ! enc\rag+ fact1 t !re 7 ?\s&s 9 8 native c\ntry1 :o _h become e>ne/ly desir\s ( promot+ ! be/ int]e/s ( _! fell[-subjects 9 ,india4 ,) ref]5ce to ?is circum/ance1 ,mr4 ,corrie _h occasion to rem>k3-- 8,i 0 frequ5tly fav\r$ to witness ! lively int]e/ express$1 by p]sons 9 all ranks ( life1 ) reg>d to ! /ate ( ! hea!n4 ,! b>e m5tion ( "s ( ! cruelties & sup]/itions we daily witness1 drew =? te>s ( commis]ation4 ,! news ( a s+le s\l turn$ f hea!n d>kness to ! light ( ! gospel1 drew =? bur/s ( praise & ?anksgiv+ to ! ,god ( all grace & m]cy4 ,nor 7 ^! empty expressions only2 = ! abundant contributions ?r\gh\t ,brita91 = c>ry+ on ! "w ( ,missions1 prov$ t multitudes 7 s9c]e 9 ^? expressions ( int]e/ 9 ! cause40 ,:51 !re=e1 aft] a resid5ce ( ne>ly two ye>s 9 ,engl&1 ,mr4 ,corrie prep>$ to return to 8 =m] sc5e ( lab\r1 he c>ri$ ) him bo? a deep] impression ( ! importance ( ! "w 9 :i* he _h be5 s long engag$1 & also1 ! *e]+ consci\sness t 9 su* difficulties z might h]eaft] occur 9 8 mission>y c>e]1 he w\ld be accompani$ by ! pray]s & sympa?ies ( ?\s&s4 ,nor c\ld he ov]look t additional enc\ragem5t to ex]tion1 :i* _h rec5tly be5 suppli$ by ! k9d & public mann]1 9 :i* 8 lab\rs at ,agra _h be5 comm5d$ by ! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta4#ic ,x may be also "h m5tion$1 t al?\gh ! frequ5t public s]vices 9 :i* ,mr4 ,corrie engag$1 _h n all[$ him repose suffici5t to recruit 8 heal? s effectually z c\ld h be5 desir$1 yet he 0 unwill+ to let pass any opportunity t occurr$ to promote ! cause ( missions4 ,)9 a few days1 !re=e1 ( 8 dep>ture f ,engl&1 he agre$ to att5d a meet+ ( ! ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society 9 ,london1 = ! purpose ( address+ two mission>ies :o 7 ab\t to proce$ to ,india2 & ! next day he prea*$ a f>ewell s]mon at ! *ur* ( ,/4 ,m>y ,woolno?4 ,on ! #ad? ( ,april #ahag1 ,mr4 ,corrie emb>k$ on bo>d ! ,c>natic1 ,indiaman1 ) 8 wife & infant daught]1 & ! same day sail$ f ! ,d[ns4 ,!re 7 on bo>d ! ,c>natic1 besides 8 own family & ^? ( ! two mission>ies above m5tion$1 upw>ds ( =ty pass5g]s1 & a deta*m5t ( soldi]s4 8,we h ab\t ?ree hundr$ s\ls on bo>d10 obs]ves ,mr4 ,c4 9 a lett] to 8 fa!r1 8b h[ to set ab\t attempt+ _! good1 x is difficult to say40 ,z reg>d$ himself1 ,mr4 ,c4 add$3-- 8,a solemn1 b n a pa9ful feel+1 sometimes fills my m9d on recollect+ my fa!r's h\se1 & ! di/ant prospect ( aga9 behold+ x2 b ! consid]ation ( ! #8h\se n made ) h&s1' quiets e anxiety1 & ! sure & c]ta9 hope ( meet+ !re may well reconcile u to tempor>y sep>ation4 ,i h _h _m ?\ghts ( late1 ab\t ! v>iety ( religi\s divisions 9 ,engl&1 & see cle>ly1 t mo/ ( !m arise f excess ( spiritual advantages2 & ?us ! means int5d$ = _! good1 become to _m an #8occasion ( fall+4' ,no view ( religion b :at affects ! he>t1 temp]1 & life1 is ( any avail = et]nity4 ,! great facts ( ! ,tr9ity 9 ,unity1 ! inc>nation & vic>i\s dea? ( ! ,son ( ,god1 ! promise ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 all ^! rema9 true & c]ta91 ?\gh all m5 %\ld d5y !m4 ,! influ5ce !y h1 !re=e1 ^u my he>t & life1 is ! great ?+ ,i h to att5d to4 ,if ,i d s und]/& & feel ^! tru?s1 z to engage me 9 private1 & influ5ce me 9 public1 ! end = :i* !y 7 reveal$ is effect$ 9 me2 & ,i %all be l$ by !m to ! issue !y promise3 o!rwise !y s]ve no good purpose to me40 ,on approa*+ ,madeira he aga9 wrote to 8 fa!r3-- 8,y w be glad to he> t we h proce$$ ?us f> 9 safety4444 ,our %ip is 9 all respects mo/ com=table1 s t 9 all ?+s relat+ to our voyage1 we1 z yet1 h only cause = ?ankfulness4 ,i hope we may be c>ri$ to our desir$ hav5 9 peace1 & t y w he> ( our cont9u$ welf>e 9 t f> c\ntry2 & t we may yet aga9 see ea* o!r 9 ! body1 to rec\nt new m]cies1 & to excite to r5ew$ praises4 ,my m9d is kept 9 p]fect peace2 & ,i am enabl$ to keep ! object ( my call+ /eadily 9 view4 ,less ( det]m9ation1 z to :at ,i %all d1 ?an on my fir/ go+ to ,india1 b ,i tru/ a full det]m9ation to d :at my h& f9de? to d1 9 its "t & season40 ,9 a private memor&um1 ,mr4 ,c4 rem>ks3-- 8,my m9d is1 ,i ?9k1 m resolutely & delib]ately set ^u ! "w ( ! m9i/ry 9 ,india2 m dispos$ to sp5d & to be sp5t 9 t s]vice2 & to glory 9 x4 ,i am 9 dang] f ! reasonabl5ess & propriety t appe> to me 9 s do+3 = ?\gh x is inde$ a reasonable ?+1 to (f] body1 s\l & _s to ! ,"l's s]vice1 yet reason _c enable me to d x4 ,! quick5+ grace ( ! ,holy ,_s c alone keep ! s\l alive to ,god4 ,! exp]i5ce ( ! ,savi\r's love alone1 con/ra9s dull nature1 ev5 :5 reg5]at$1 to activity 9 sav+ s\ls4 ,o = m exp]i5ce ( a ,savi\r's love6 8,may #aj?4 ,dur+ ! pa/ week1 ,i h _h mu* ?\ght ( life1 z a /ate ( endurance1 r ?an enjoym5t4 ,we endure a %ip 9 ord] to g to ,india3 a cab91 9 ord] to atta9 to a h\se3 m$ic9e1 9 ord] to heal?3 ! society on bo>d1 because we _c get away3 ! inmates1 9 hopes ( do+ !m good4 ,9 ! view ( ^! circum/ances1 ,oh6 h[ great does ! goodness ( ,god appe>1 9 ,8 long suff]+ & pati5ce6 ,may x lead me to a m entire rep5tance4 8,augu/ #crd1 #ahag4 ,came to an*or 9 ,madras roads1 at n9e o'clock ,a4 ,m4 ,our voyage has be5 v fav\rable1 9 respect to wea!r & spe$4 ,at sea1 (f ! ,cape1 he>d by a vessel1 f ,b5gal1 ( ! dea? ( ,mr4 ,my]s3#id ?is has prov$ a sev]e trial to u2 b ! c]ta9ty t he di$ 9 ! ,"l1 prev5t$ u sorr[+ immod]ately4 ,?us ! ,"l is m9dful ( u1 & lays no heavi] burd5 on u ?an we c be>40 ,! ,c>natic rea*$ ,madras e>ly 9 ,augu/1 & rema9$ !re = t5 days or a =tnight4 ,dur+ t p]iod ,mr4 ,corrie & 8 family 7 ! gue/s ( 8 k9d fri5d1 ! ,rev4 ,m>maduke ,?ompson4 ,9 a lett] writt5 to 8 bro!r f ,madras1 ,mr4 ,c4 in=ms him t 8,!re is a gr[+ respect = religion 9 ?is place4 ,inde$1 !re are _m in/ances ( s]i\s religion ?r\gh\t ! ,presid5cy1 bo? among ! ,civil & ,milit>y s]vants ( ! ,company4 ,! ,*apla9s h ent]$ into a regul> communication ) ea* o!r 9 connection ) ! ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 & at "s /ations ?+s seem wond]fully prep>$ = !m4 ,at "o /ation :]e ,mr4 ,spr+ is1 ,telli*]ry1 he f\nd t ?r\gh a native ,*ri/ian1 :om ,god _h /irr$ up to read ! ,scriptures to 8 neighb\rs1 ?irte5 ( ! hea!n 7 anxi\s to be baptiz$1 "s ( :om h accord+ly be5 baptiz$4 ,we he> too1 t ne> ,delhi1 a company ( ab\t five hundr$ p _h collect$ to conv]se on ! subject ( ! ,*ri/ian ,scriptures1 :i* _h be5 circulat$ among !m1 & t !y _h resolv$ to be ,*ri/ians2 al?\gh !y pr(ess$ an unwill+ness to associate ) ! ,engli%1 on acc\nt ( _! eat+ all k9ds ( food4 ,i hope !y w le>n ! ways ( ,god m p]fectly40 ,! ,c>natic sail$ f ,madras on ! #bj? ( ,augu/1 & arriv$ at ,calcutta by ! end ( t mon?4 #ia ,mr4 ,corrie's text on ! occasion allud$ to1 0 #a ,john ii4 #ag4 #ib ,see ,mission>y ,regi/] = #ahaf1 p4 #ahe4 #ic ,see ,bi%op ,middleton's ,s]mons & ,*>ges1 p4 #aig4 #id ,mrs4 ,corrie's fa!r4 ,,*apt] ,,xiii4 ,,return ,,to ,,calcutta4 ,al?\gh ,mr4 ,corrie1 at ! "t he l&$ 9 ,india1 0 "o ( ! ,s5ior *apla9s 9 ,b5gal1 & on t acc\nt _h a claim to reside 9 ,calcutta1 yet z a junior *apla9 _h be5 appo9t$ to ! ,presid5cy dur+ ,mr4 ,c4's abs5ce f ! c\ntry1 x 0 decid$ t ! latt] %\ld proce$ to "o ( ! out-/ations1 until a vacancy %\ld aga9 occur 9 ,calcutta4 ,to ,mr4 ,c4 0 accord+ly assign$ ! *apla9cy at ,b5>es4 ,be=e1 h[ev]1 he proce$$ to t /ation1 he address$ himself to ! "w ( missions2 ! natives z usual flock+ ar\nd him4 ,9 ref]5ce to t object1 he writes to 8 bro!r3-- 8,calcutta1 ,sep4 #bb4 #ahag4 8,i f9d a great progress 9 public op9ion respect+ ! spread ( ! gospel4 ,a ,diocesan ,committee1#ie & ,s*ool-,book ,society1#if & ,h9doo ,college1#ig are =m$2 9 addition to ! ,bible ,society1 & ,*ur* ,mission>y ,committee1 be=e exi/+2 consid]able ex]tions1 also are mak+ to enl>ge ! ,free ,s*ool1#ih :i* n[ bo>ds1 clo!s & educates upw>ds ( two hundr$ *ildr54 ,b not)/&+ all ^! fav\rable appe>ances1 vital religion has ev5 m ?an ev] to /ruggle )2 a =m ( godl9ess )\t ! p[] ( x2 a s*eme ( doctr9e approa*+ to ! tru?1 b /ill n ! tru? itself1 is ! fa%ion ( ! day4 ,true religion does h[ev] make way1 ?\gh x #8come? n ) obs]vation4'0 ,on ,sunday1 #ab? ( ,octob]1 ,mr4 ,corrie prea*$ a s]mon at ! ,old ,*ur* 9 ,calcutta1 on behalf ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,?is seems to h be5 ! fir/ disc\rse deliv]$ f ! pulpit ( ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur* 9 ,india1 ) a pr(ess$ly mission>y object2#ii & 0 on t acc\nt n )\t its effect4 ,aft] ! s]vice1 a native-conv]t 0 baptiz$ by ! "n ( ,fuez ,messeeh4 ,?is p]son _h come f ,b>eilly to ,calcutta1 & _h be5 = sev]al mon?s "u ,*ri/ian in/ruction4 ,! acc\nt :i* he gave ( himself to ,mr4 ,corrie 01 t at ! age ( eighte51 be+ disgu/$ ) ! idolatry ( ! ,h9doos1 he became a ,mahom$an1 & liv$ s /rict a life z to ga9 _m disciples by 8 reput$ sanctity4 ,t f9d+ no peace ( m9d amid ! practice ( all k9ds ( au/]ities2 & hav+1 9 ! mean:ile1 he>d mu* ( ! gospel1 he contriv$ to obta9 a copy ( ,m>tyn's ,h9doo/anee ,new ,te/am5t2 t he read x1 & 0 l$ 8to "k & feel t !re is none o!r "n "u heav51 giv5 among m51 :]eby he mu/ be sav$1 b only ! "n ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/40 ,x 0 on ! ev5+ ( ,nov4 #ag1 #ahag1 t ,mr4 ,corrie left ,calcutta = ,b5>es4 ,! foll[+ are extracts f 8 ,j\rnal at ?is "t3-- 8,we h 9 company1 ,abdullah1 baptiz$ 9 ,engl&2 ,fuez ,messeeh1 baptiz$ 9 ,calcutta2 ,noor ,messeeh1 baptiz$ at ,agra2 a ,*ri/ian ,khidmutg>1#ajj baptiz$ at ! ,lall-,baza> ,*apel 9 ,calcutta2 ,khri/noo1 baptiz$ at ,agra2 ! five ,*ri/ian y\?s1 "u ! patronage ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society2 & sev]al ,*ri/ian families4 ,dur+ ! #ai? & #bj?1 we _h an opportunity ( witness+ two di/ress+ in/ances ( ! unfeel+ conduct ( ! ,h9doos1 t[>ds ! sick & dy+4 ,on "o occasion1 two wom5 7 employ$1 at ! riv]-side1 fill+ ! m\? ( a *ild ) mud4 ,miss ,b4 ask$ !m if ! *ild 7 ill8 ,"o ( !m answ]$1 #8,yes4' ,miss ,b4 #8,y are go+ to kill x outright4' ,on :i* !y began to laugh1 & talk ) ea* o!r2 & prosecut$ _! "w ( dea?4 ,f>!r on1 a sick man 0 laid1 ) sev]al p sitt+ r\nd4 ,a "y & h&some ,brahm9 0 attempt+ to b9d a weight r\nd 8 neck1 9 ord] to s9k him 9 ! riv]1 :i* ! sick man 0 resi/+1 ) m>ks ( mu* rema9+ /r5g?4 ,abdullah call$ out1 #8,take him into "s w>m place1 & he w recov]3' to :i* ! ,brahm9 answ]$1 ) a significant nod1 #8,aye1 ,aye1 we w put him into a w>m place3' on :i* ! p]sons ar\nd laugh$ al\d4 ,on ! ev5+ ( ! #ba/1 ,fuez ,messeeh1 :il/ walk+ on ! bank ( ! riv]1 said among o!r ?+s1 t #8at times he exp]i5c$ su* delight 9 contemplat+ ! love ( ,*ri/1 t no reli% rema9$ = e>?ly ?+s4' ,noor ,messeeh1 7:o appe>s truly a p>tak] ( ! grace ( ,*ri/7 jo9$ u2 & aft] "s "t ask$1 ) seem+ int]e/1 #8,:e!r if a p]son s9n$ aft] believ+ 9 ,*ri/1 he might hope = =giv5ess8' ,"o ( ! ,*ri/ian y\?s enquir$1 #8,:e!r if a p]son did n believe 9 ,*ri/1 & yet practis$ virtue1 8 virtue w\ld be accept$ ( ,god8' ,^! que/ions seem to me1 to expla9 ! doctr9e conta9$ 9 ! xvi4 & xviii4 ,articles ( our ,*ur*4 ,! situation ( native ,*ri/ians1 9 respect ( ! ,mahom$ans & ,hea!n1 po9t out to !m ! necessity ( fai? 9 ,*ri/1 9 ord] to acceptance ) ,god2 & at ! same "t1 tea*es !m ! inefficacy ( a m]e pr(ession ( ,*ri/ianity4 8,sunday #bd?4 ,our ,*ri/ian congregation consi/$ ( sev5te54 ,fuez ,messeeh read fir/ ! #aaf? ,psalm1 & aft]w>ds ! xvi & xvii? *apt]s ( ,/4 ,john4 ,he 0 himself evid5tly affect$ by ! repeat$ ref]5ces to our ,"l's div9ity1 & spoke to ! o!rs on t subject2 & ( ! great condesc5sion ( ! ,savi\r1 9 becom+ ! surety ( s9n]s2 ) ! love t ought to subsi/ among ,*ri/ians3 say+1 #8!y ought to be z ! eyes 9 ! head1 :i* ?\gh !y dwell 9 two sockets1 yet 7 int5t always on ! same objects2 & con/itut$ b "o organ ( vision4' 8,at ,augurdeep4 ,9 ! ev5+ w5t into ! village1 :]e is a celebrat$ ,idol temple4 ,fuez ,messeeh ent]$ into a dispute ) a ,brahm91 be=e tw5ty-five or ?irty p1 assembl$ = poojah 7wor%ip47 ,! ,brahm9 0 =c$ at l5g? to confess t ,idolatry 0 inexcusable3 on :i* an appeal 0 made to ! by/&]s1 :o decl>$ t ! ,brahm9s l$ !m a/ray4 8,dec4 #bbnd1 at ,bauglipore4 ,visit$ ! ,roman ,ca?olic ,*ri/ians "h1 :om we f\nd /ill 9 great pov]ty1 & compla9+ ( ! neglect ( _! prie/s4 ,gave ,augu/9e ,clem5tis 7:o pr(esses to wi% = a s*ool & has sev]al *ildr5 ( 8 own7 t5 rupees t[>ds erect+ a %$1 & engag+ a s*oolma/]1 ) a promise ( fur!r assi/ance4 ,left ) him1 = ! use ( ! int5d$ s*ool1 "o copy ( ! ,new ,te/am5t 9 ,p]sian1 "o copy 9 ,h9doo/anee1 & "o copy ( ! ,psalms 9 ,p]sian4 ,gave him also a copy ( ! ,psalms1 & "s copies ( family pray]s1 9 ,h9doo/anee1 = di/ribution4 8,bux>1 ,jan4 #ah1 #ahah4 ,_h div9e s]vice ?is morn+ 9 ,engli%1 & baptis$ an ,israelite1 ag$ fifty-five1 :o has be5 long 9 our milit>y s]vice1 & :o seems spiritually alive to ! true "* ( ,*ri/1 z ! promis$ ,messiah4 ,9 ! aft]noon _h s]vice 9 ,h9doo/anee4 ,tw5ty-five adults1 beside our own p1 att5d$4 ,! anxiety manife/$ by sev]al ( ! ,jews = religi\s in/ruction1 is v pleas+2 & mu/1 if possible1 be gratifi$4 ,may ! ,"l raise up a suitable tea*]2 & direct & prosp] me 9 my wi%es to erect a place ( wor%ip = !m60 ,no soon] _h ,mr4 ,corrie arriv$ at ,b5>es1 7,jan4 #bf4 #ahah47 ?an he project$ a mission>y e/abli%m5t 9 ! neighb\rhood ( t l>ge & popul\s city4 ,! foll[+ extract f a lett] address$ to ! secret>y ( ! ,calcutta ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 w expla9 ! objects he _h 9 view3-- 8,?ree native ,battalions are usually canton$ "h2 two are n[ at ! /ation4 ,i h be5 tak+ measures = ! e/abli%m5t ( a s*ool = ! y\ng] drumm]s & fif]s1 & = ! *ildr5 ( native ,*ri/ians atta*$ to ^! ,corps4 ,i h already tw5ty-f\r names ( *ildr51 ^: p>5ts desire t !y %\ld become s*ol>s too4 ,we also1 on ,sunday ,feb4 #h?4 began ,h9doo/anee wor%ip1 & ab\t fifte5 ( ! above class att5d$4 ,= ! s*ool1 ,i h met ) a small bungal[ conv5i5tly situat$1 (f]$ = six hundr$ rupees4 ,9 ?is bungal[ ,mr4 ,adl+ton c\ld also reside = ! pres5t4 ,i beg1 !re=e1 t ! ,committee w consid] :e!r !y c adopt ?is bungal[ & premises = a ,mission>y resid5ce2 or :e!r !y w\ld wi% ,mr4 ,adl+ton to reside altoge!r 9 ,b5>es2 & t premises %\ld be procur$ = him !re on 8 return f ,agra8#aja ,let me repeat1 !n1 t at ?is place !re are imm$iate calls on ! ,society = assi/ance2 & t n m]ely 9 ! hope ( probable b5efit1 b f ! actual wants ( pr(ess+ native ,*ri/ians2 :il/ _m ( ! natives1 ,mahom$an & ,hea!n1 are awak5$ to disc]n ! importance ( ,*ri/ianity1 & w probably be enc\rag$ or disc\rag$ by ! read9ess or o!rwise :i* we manife/ 9 meet+ ^! wants ( our ,*ri/ian bre?r540 ,mr4 ,corrie _h ! satisfaction to f9d t ! ,committee 9 ,calcutta readily ent]$ into 8 views1 & au?oriz$ him to pur*ase ! premises ref]r$ to 9 ! prec$+ lett]4 ,he 0 ?us enabl$ to op5 a s*ool1 to ! support ( :i* _m ( ! ,european resid5ts at ,b5>es contribut$1 by mon?ly b5efactions & subscriptions4 ,e>ly 9 ,febru>y ,mr4 ,corrie visit$ ,*un>1 8 fir/ /ation 9 ,india1 & :]e ! native *ur* 0 n[ "u ! c>e ( ,mr4 ,b[ley4 ,x appe>s f ! report he s5t to ! ,calcutta ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 t ,mr4 ,c4 f\nd ! mission at ,*un> 9 a satisfactory /ate4 ,"u date ( ,feb4 #i1 #ahah1 he writes3 8,on ! #e? in/ant ,i w5t to ,*un>3 x 0 r late 9 ! ev5+ :5 ,i arriv$1 b ,i f\nd sev]al ( ! conv]t$ ,h9doos wait+ to see me4 ,next morn+ at sev5 o'clock1 ab\t eighty ( ! native ,*ri/ians att5d$ = div9e wor%ip4 ,!y began by s++ a hymn1 9 ! native measures1 on ! suff]+s ( ,*ri/ians4 ,! regul>ity ) :i* !y sung1 & ! e>ne/ness mo/ ( !m manife/$1 greatly affect$ me4 ,mr4 ,b[ley exp\nd$ ! ,p>able ( ! ,wise & ,fooli% ,virg9s2 & conclud$ ! s]vice ) pray]4 ,among o!r ?+s1 he pray$ = a bless+ on ! k+1 & on 8 nobles 9 ,engl&1 & 9 ,india4 ,i m5tion ?is n z a pro( ( ,mr4 ,b[ley's loyalty1 = t 0 kn[n long be=e1 b to %ew h[ ! lab\rs ( su* m5 t5d to atta* ! natives ( ,india to ! ,briti% nation1 by unit+ _! mo/ important int]e/s4 ,at t5 o'clock1 ab\t "o hundr$ ,europeans att5d$ div9e s]vice 9 ,engli%2 aft] :i*1 twelve ( _! *ildr5 7 baptiz$1 & elev5 m>riages celebrat$4 ,at ?ree p4 m41 ! native congregation aga9 assembl$ to ! numb] ( ab\t n9ety adults2 :51 aft] ev5+ pray]1 ,i endeav\r$ to expla9 to !m & apply ! second ,psalm4 ,x appe>s t ! usual numb] ( ,europeans :o att5d ,div9e s]vice regul>ly 9 ,engli%1 is ab\t =ty1 & ! usual numb] ( native ,*ri/ians :o att5d wor%ip 9 ,h9doo/anee1 is ab\t sev5ty or eighty4 ,! numb] 9 bo? congregations has be5 gradually & regul>ly increas+1 & te/ifies ( itself to ! dilig5ce & exempl>y conduct ( ,mr4 ,b[ley1 & ( ! bless+ att5d+ 8 lab\rs4 ,! little ,i 0 able1 9 my %ort visit1 to see ( ! /ate ( ! p1 impress$ me deeply ) ! value ( 8 lab\rs4 ,i knew ! degradation ( bo? ,european invalids & _! native wives & families1 f ?ree ye>s resid5ce among !m1 & n[ to behold s _m ( !m adorn+ by _! lives ! doctr9e ( ,god our ,savi\r1 0 to me mo/ gratify+1 & w be consid]$ an ample recomp5ce = all _! contributions1 by ! support]s ( our ,society4 ,!re be+ b "o place = bo? ! free-s*ool & ! congregation to assemble 91 ,i c\ld n see ! s*ol>s at _! tasks4 ,?ree or f\r *ildr5 ( p>5ts1 :o c af=d x1 pay half a rupee p] mon?2 ) :i*1 toge!r ) volunt>y contributions ( "s ( ! pi\s soldi]s1 ,mr4 ,b[ley has provid$ wall-%ades = ev5+ s]vice1 & supplies ! lights4 ,i1 also1 conv]s$ at ,*un> ) t5 ,h9doos1 :o appe> to be fully conv9c$ ( ! tru? ( ,*ri/ianity1 ?\gh n yet prep>$ to enc\nt] ! consequ5ces ( an op5 pr(ession ( x4 ,"s ( !m ev5 jo9 ,mr4 ,b[ley occasionally 9 pray]s4 ,"o ( !m1 on be+ ask$1 :at he consid]$ ! great peculi>ity ( ! ,*ri/ian religion8 answ]$1 ,t 9 e o!r sy/em ( religion1 works 7 made a condition ( ju/ification1 b t 9 ,*ri/ianity1 only fai? 9 ,*ri/ is requir$2 :il/1 wond]ful to say1 x produc$ m exempl>y hol9ess ?an any o!r sy/em40 ,by a /atem5t :i* ,mr4 ,corrie put 9 circulation at ,secrole1 dat$ #aa? ( ,m>*1 x w be se5 t he 0 n unm9dful ( ! duties connect$ ) t /ation3-- 8,x hav+ be5 f\nd on enquiry1 t _m *ildr5 ( ,*ri/ians1 *iefly connect$ ) ! native battalions1 7 )\t ! means ( in/ruction1 a s*ool 0 e/abli%$ 9 ! l9es1 9 ! mon? ( ,febru>y1 = _! b5efit1 :i* n[ consi/s ( ! foll[+ numb] & description ( s*ol>s3 #d ,adult ,*ri/ians1 le>n+ to read ,h9doo/anee 9 ! ,nagree "*4 #b ,adult ,h9doos1 le>n+ to read ,engli%4 #d ,"y m51 :o 7 educat$ = a %ort "t 9 ! ,orphan s*ool4 #d ,*ri/ian y\?s1 :o ) ! la/-m5tion$1 =m "o class 9 read+1 writ+1 & ca/+ acc\nts4 #e ,*ri/ian boys1 :o read ! ,new ,te/am5t1 & write4 #aj ,*ri/ian boys1 le>n+ fir/ lessons 9 ,engli% read+ & writ+4 #b ,mahom$an boys1 le>n+ fir/ lessons 9 ,engli% read+ & writ+4 #h ,*ri/ian girls1 le>n+ to read ,engli%4 -- #ci0 ,( ! above-m5tion$ boys1 eight1 x 0 /at$1 7 orphans1 or ! *ildr5 ( p>5ts :o 7 too indig5t to ma9ta9 !m2 ! consequ5ce 0 t !y _h to be provid$ ) su/5ance z well z education4 ,to ! s*ool 0 also atta*$ a ,*ri/ian ,moon%ee1 ^: (fice x 0 to read ! ,scriptures morn+ & ev5+1 to z _m ,*ri/ians z *ose to att5d2 & on ,sundays1 to read ! s]vice ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 & a previ\sly-prep>$ exhortation1 7bo? 9 ,h9doo/anee7 to ! native ,*ri/ians 9 ! l9es1 ( :om ab\t ?irty or =ty1 ) _! *ildr51 7 9 ! habit ( regul>ly att5d+4 ,! object ( ?is /atem5t 0 to make ! ,european resid5ts at ,b5>es acqua9t$ ) ! mission>y op]ations 9 progress among !m1 & to af=d !m 8an opportunity ( contribut+ to ! support ( measures1 ! b5eficial t5d5cy ( :i* !y 7 s well able to appreciate40 ,! result 0 t ! s*ools at ,secrole receiv$ su* an increase ( patronage1 z to be almo/ :olly support$ by local contributions4 ,ab\t ! middle ( ,m>*1 ,mr4 ,corrie aga9 visit$ ,*un>4 ,9 a lett] f ,b5>es1 dat$ ,m>* #bd1 #ahah1 he writes3-- 8,i att5d$ at ,*un> la/ week4 ,on ,good ,friday1 we fir/ _h div9e s]vice 9 ,engli%1 9 a b>rack2 & aft]w>ds 9 ,h9doo/anee1 at ! ,free-s*ool4 ,! numb] ( communicants aft] ! fir/ s]vice1 0 sev5te54 ,( ! native congregation1 tw5ty-sev5 females & two m5 rema9$ to commemorate ! dea? ( our ,"l4 ,almo/ ! :ole congregation 7 9 te>s dur+ ! s]mon1 9 :i* ,mr4 ,b[ley set be=e !m ! ,savi\r's suff]+s3 & dur+ ! communion1 ! great] numb] appe>$ to be deeply affect$1 & all ( !m exee$+ly s]i\s & att5tive4 ,!re 0 an evid5t bless+ v\*saf$ to u1 &1 9 my own case1 a lively s5se ( ! ,div9e pres5ce1 :i* seem$ also to p]vade ! :ole congregation4 ,friday be=e1 ,i he>d ?irty-two native ,*ri/ians read1 :o h )9 ^! few mon?s1 mo/ ( !m1 & all ( !m s9ce ,mr4 ,b[ley came to ,*un>1 begun to le>n1 "s ! ,p]sian1 o!rs ! ,nagree "*2 & "s ( !m n[ read ! ,scriptures 9 ,h9doo/anee1 ) flu5cy1 & all ( !m express$ mu* delight aris+ f _! new atta9m5t4 ,inde$1 a rem>kable t5d]ness ( consci5ce seems to di/+ui% mo/ ( !m2 & _! alt]$ exempl>y conduct is ! talk ( all1 & z usual1 by "s ridicul$1 & by o!rs comm5d$4 8,on ,?ursday1 ,i cate*is$ ! fir/ class 9 ! ,free-s*ool1 consi/+ ( sev5 boys1 :o n only repeat$ _! cate*ism correctly1 b answ]$ v intellig5tly _m que/ions ,i ask$ !m1 aris+ out ( ! cate*ism4 ,!y also repeat$ passages ( ,scripture1 :i* !y got (f z tasks1 & ! :ole class repeat$ v]se by v]se1 ! ?irte5? *apt] ( ,prov]bs4 ,"s ( ! *ildr5 9 ! ,free-s*ool1 & _! mo!rs1 :o are among/ ! mo/ exempl>y ( ,mr4 ,b[ley's congregation1 are ! families ( non-commission$ (fic]s belong+ to native corps n[ 9 ! field4 ,x mu/ /rike e reflect+ m9d :at a com=t e/abli%m5ts su* z t ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society at ,*un>1 mu/ be to ,europeans ( ! above class4 ,if in/ead ( leav+ _! wives & *ildr5 comp>atively unprotect$1 & expos$ to ! temptations ( ?is hea!n l&1 !y c\ld place !m :]e _! *ildr5 might receive education at little or no exp5se1 & _! wives be receiv+ good in/ruction1 in/ead ( be+ left to e w9d ( temptation1 surely mu* ( ! pa9 aris+ f sep>ation 9 "t ( w> w\ld be alleviat$4 8,! s*ool-room be+ too small to conta9 ! ,native congregation1 & enc\rag$ by ! ,committee's#ajb approbation ( my wi% to build a l>g] h\se = _! accommodation1 ,i desir$ ,mr4 ,b[ley to look out = a prop] spot to build ^u4 ,a h\se & premises1 contigu\s to ! b>racks1 ! own] refus$ to dispose ( to u2 & ?is l$ u to fix ^u a spot ab\t two hundr$ y>ds fur!r f ! b>racks1 & on two sides b\nd$ by ! ,native t[n4 ,! possessor1 ,mr4 ,turnbull1 0 appli$ to = x1 & he begg$ ,mr4 ,g4 ,rob9son to g up & fix a price on x4 ,mr4 ,r4 accord+ly w5t ) me la/ week & valu$ ! premises at #ejj ,rupees4 ,on ?is be+ report$ to ,mr4 ,turnbull1 he g5]\sly wrote1 say+1 t he begg$ ,i w\ld accept ! gr\nd = ! purpose int5d$4 ,?is1 ,i hope1 is a tok5 = good1 & may be tak5 z an enc\ragem5t to proce$4444 ,i ?9k !re w be no difficulty 9 rais+ #d or #ejjj ,rupees = our int5d$ *ur*40 ,mr4 ,corrie _h ! happ9ess to f9d t ^! anticipations 7 n premature1 = on a subscription pap] be+ put into circulation1 ! ,m>quis ( ,ha/+s 0 pleas$ to head ! li/ ( contributions by a donation ( #ajjj sicca rupees1 t[>ds build+ a *ur* at ,*un>4 ,enc\rag+1 h[ev]1 z 0 ?is improv$ /ate ( feel+ 9 fav\r ( mission>y lab\rs1 !re rema9$ abundant scope = ! ex]cise ( *ri/ian zeal4 ,9 a lett]1 address$ to 8 bro!r ab\t ?is "t1 ,mr4 ,corrie writes f ,b5>es3-- 8,9 a neighb\r+ di/rict 7) ! magi/rate ( :i* ,i am well acqua9t$7 dur+ ! la/ ye>1 two wid[s 7 burn$ on an av]age e mon?2 six lep]s 7 buri$ alive1 or dr[n$1 by _! fri5ds2 & n less ?an "o hundr$ p]sons de/roy$ !mselves by dr[n+1 9 fits ( passion1 "u ! idea t _! gho/s w\ld haunt ! (f5d+ p>ty4 ,su* be+ ! /r5g? ( passion 9 !m1 y w n be surpris$ t murd]s are exce$+ly frequ5t3 &1 :at is wor/ ( all1 _! religion enc\rages ^! excesses4444 ,! progress ( ! gospel is sl[1 b advanc+4 ,! unholy rivalry ( "s :o diff] f u 9 modes ( wor%ip is a /umbl+-block to a few2 & x grieves me to be (t5 oblig$ to sp5d my "t & my brea? 9 prov+ ! lawfulness ( infant-baptism1 & ! propriety ( baptism by spr9kl+4 ,satan ?us divides1 b he %all n f9ally prevail40 ,x 0 n[ ! w ( ,god to ex]cise ! fai? & pati5ce ( ,8 s]vant1 by a no less sev]e affliction ?an ! dea? ( an only son4 ,h[ great ?is trial prov$ to ,mr4 ,corrie1 w be se5 f 8 lett] on t occasion-- ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,my]s4 8,april #i1 #ahah4 8,our de>e/ ,gr&mama w h he>d ! melan*oly tid+s communicat$ to ,mr4 ,%]] ye/]day4 ,i judg$ x be/1 t1 if possible1 ! heavy affliction %\ld n come ^u y sudd5ly4 ,y\r /ill ble$+ he>t w m sev]ely feel ?is arr[ ( ! ,almighty1 w+$ no d\bt ) love1 b pi]c+ to ! v quick4 ,our lovely boy 0 becom+ inexpressibly int]e/+4 ,he 0 tak5 ) a sev]e attack ne>ly ?ree weeks ago1 :i* yield$ to /rong m$ic9e1 ?\gh he nev] 0 aft] z be=e1 b seem$ m5d+1 :5 by "s means1 he caught a sev]e cold4 ,! doctor says x 0 ( ! nature ( ,influ5za1 & _m 9 ! h\se h suff]$ f x4 ,on ,saturday morn+ we s5t = ! doctor2 m$ic9es did n produce ! wi%$-= effect1 & we _h a v re/less night on ,saturday4 ,on ,sunday morn+ my he>t began to s9k on 8 acc\nt1 & ! ,"l's pray] 9 ,*ur* tri$ bo? my pr9ciples & my feel+s4 8,?r\gh\t ,sunday1 little alt]ation appe>$2 b he re/$ s well on ,sunday night1 t ! doctor on ,monday morn+ pron\nc$ him out ( dang]4 ,ab\t elev5 he alt]$ = ! worse4 ,8 little sweet c\nt5ance assum$ an appe>ance ( eag]ness1 & ab\t twelve he 0 manife/ly convuls$1 ?\gh n /rongly4 ,on ?is1 our doctor call$ 9 ano!r skilful m$ical man1 :o happ5$ to be at ! /ation1 & new m$ic9es 7 tri$ :i* promis$ p>tial relief1 & ! fond "m began aga9 to hope4 ,ab\t twelve on ,monday night1 he 0 9 great pa91 & ! "w ( dea? 0 evid5tly rapidly go+ on4 ,we comm5d$ him to our cov5ant ,god 9 pray]4 ,i plead$1 z well z ,i 0 able1 ,8 promise to be ! ,god ( our se$1 z well z our own ,god4 ,i pray$ = ! *ild z a memb] ( ,*ri/'s my/ical body & a bran* ( ! true ,v9e2 & bes\ght t ! suff]+ *ild might be rememb]$ 9 ! suff]+ ,*ri/4 ,our pray]s 7 m]cifully he>d1 & our babe f t "t suff]$ comp>atively little4 ,ab\t five on ! morn+ ( ! #g?1 8 s\l seem$ long+ to m\nt upw>d4 ,we aga9 9 pray] comm5d$ him to our cov5ant ,god1 & ab\t half-pa/ five1 he ceas$ to brea! )\t a /ruggle or ev5 a sigh4 8,x seem$ to me inconceivable t my m9d %\ld ev] h become s confus$ respect+ ! tru?s ( ,scripture4 ,dur+ ! :ole ( ,tuesday1 & on ,tuesday night especially1 ,i became al>m$ le/ any ?+ extravagant %\ld escape me4 ,my ,god ev] graci\sly kept me f br++ a reproa* on ! pr9ciples ,i prea*3 b ,o6 ,i seem only n[ to h begun to und]/& _m ( !m4 ,i n[ "k :at is meant by ! bread ( affliction1 & ! wat] ( adv]sity3 ,i n[ und]/& ! #ch? ,psalm 9 a way ,i nev] did be=e2 & ?\gh ev5 at ?is mom5t no "o ,scripture c\ld ,i po9t to1 & say t x supports me1 yet1 ,i feel myself on safe gr\nd1 & seem secur$ on all sides f dang]4 8,i hope ! bitt]ness ( ?is dea? is pa/ to u bo?1 ?\gh our b]eavem5t 7z ,i conceive x ought n7 w nev] be =gott54 ,we are con/ra9$ to ab/ract our ?\ghts f ! lovely object t b\nd our affections s fa/2 & d1 we hope1 rejoice 9 8 ga91 :il/ we m\rn our sad loss4 ,my und]/&+ ye/]day receiv$ a lesson f ,anna4 ,:5 we sat d[n to ! c]emony ( d9n]1 %e became rav+ = wat]4 ,sometimes x 0 #8,de> papa1 give ,nana "s wat]4' ,!n ) a curtsey to nurse1 #8,please ,nan1 give ,nana "s wat]4' ,!n ) ang] cry+ = wat]2 b ?\gh our he>ts 7 ble$+ = h] di/ress1 we w\ld n give h] wat] = h] hurt4 ,?us1 ?\ght ,i1 our heav5ly ,fa!r is look+ d[n ^u u4 ,he he>d our pray]s1 our te>s = ! life ( our babe2 ,he saw our di/ress1 & ,he d\btless piti$1 b = our good1 d5ies our desires4 ,oh1 may ! ,holy ,_s s5d home ! lesson effectually6 8,on ent]+ ! pulpit on ,sunday morn+ 9 heav9ess ( he>t1 :5 ,i pron\nc$ ! s5t5ce #8,our ,fa!r :i* art 9 heav51' x p[]fully came to my m9d1 #8,is he less a ,fa!r ?an ?\ art1 t he %\ld n c>e = !e & ?y *ild8' ,"l6 ,i believe1 help my unbelief60 ,9 ackn[l$g+ ! *ri/ian sympa?y ( ,capta9 ,peevor1 express$ 9 connection ) ?is dome/ic sorr[1 ,mr4 ,c4 writes3-- 8,we try to realize ! tru?s y k9dly br+ be=e u2 b x is h>d to walk by fai? :5 s5se & sight s p[]fully attract ! contr>y way4 ,we are n1 h[ev]1 )\t exp]i5ce ( ! grace ( our ,"l2 & hope ! lesson int5d$ may n be lo/ ^u u4 ,"o day 9 ?is s*ool ( adv]sity1 has taught me m ?an ye>s ( ease & prosp]ity40 ,x 0 n[1 also1 t ,mr4 ,corrie communicat$ ) ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,buckwor?4 8,b5>es1 ,m>* #ad1 #ahah4 8,y w see by ! date1 :]e ,i am /ation$4 ,! place is important1 on _m acc\nts4 ,x is c5tral1 & ne> sev]al mission>y /ations3 b we want help]s at ,*un>1 my fir/ /ation 9 ,india4 ,mr4 ,b[ley's lab\rs h be5 greatly bless$ to ! *ri/ian "p ( ! population2 :o 7 #8z %eep )\t a %eph]d1' till he w5t among !m4 ,mr4 ,adl+ton is at ?is "t visit+ de> bro!r ,abdool2 ( :om he writes v fav\rable acc\nts1 z to spiritual ?+s2 b 8 bodily heal? has greatly decl9$1 & is decl9+4 ,a few h be5 add$ to ! *ur* at ,agra2 & sev]al be>+ ! *ri/ian "n1 seem to h exp]i5c$ a new bir? unto righte\sness4 ,) respect to ! public /ate ( affairs1 y w he> ( ! wond]ful ev5ts :i* h tak5 place "h1 dur+ ! la/ six mon?s2 by :i* ! :ole cont95t ( ,india is become subject to ,briti% au?ority4#ajc ,v critical h be5 our circum/ances repeat$ly1 at "o place #abjj ( our troops 7 assault$ by a great] numb] ( ?\s&s--at ano!r place1 #c1jjj ( our troops 7 set ^u by #dj1jjj2 & su* is ! incon/ant nature ( ! natives ( ?is c\ntry1 t 9 ei!r ( ! above affairs1 _h victory decl>$ aga9/ u1 ! :ole ( ,india w\ld h be5 9 a flame4 ,?is1 !n1 is ! ,"l's do+1 & x is m>vell\s 9 our eyes4 ,we h _m pray+ s\ls n[ 9 our ,indian army2 & ! numb] is increas+3 & we "k t our ,god is a he>] ( pray]40 8,april #i4 ,s9ce ,i began my lett]1 x has pleas$ ,god to relieve y ( ! *>ge we put ^u y1 respect+ our ,infant4#ajd ,he 0 remov$ f our sight on ! #g?1 & is n[ ) 8 ,fa!r & our ,fa!r1 ) 8 ,god & our ,god4 ,i "k n h[ to write ab\t any?+ else1 b yet ,i wi% n to fill my pap] ) ! expression ( feel+s :i*1 no d\bt1 e "o 9 simil> circum/ances exp]i5ces4 ,i %all only say1 t ,i seem nev] to h kn[n sadness till n[40 ,?is ext5sion ( ! ,briti% rule 9 ,india1 by op5+ out wid] fields = mission>y ex]tions1 r5d]$1 also1 ! want ( lab\r]s m s5sibly app>5t4 ,h5ce ,mr4 ,corrie writes ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,mr4 ,,simeon4 8,b5>es1 ,june #af1 #ahah4 8,i write n[ to acqua9t y ) ! dea? ( "o ( our *apla9s at ,cawnpore on ! #bbnd in/ant1 t y may1 if possible1 get "s prop] p]son appo9t$ 9 8 place4 ,our hon\r$ fri5d ,mr4 ,grant1 w n be backw>d to use 8 influ5ce1 if x c avail--& may ,god grant1 = ! honor ( 8 gospel 9 ^! l&s1 t a true m9i/] ( 8 ^w may be s5t out4 ,x is inconceivable to ^? n on ! spot1 h[ mu* pi\s well-educat$ m5 may effect1 above ! usual run1 ev5 ( pi\s m5 :o come out z mission>ies4 ,if translations be to supply ! gift ( tongues1 !n ^? translations ought to come z ne> ! "* ( t gift z possible4 ,n[ ! ,s]ampore translations all1 ,i fe>1 fail entirely 9 idiom & e recomm5dation4 ,( _! ,h9doo/anee translation1 ,i c speak f "s k1 t x is calculat$ to displease ! lea/ fa/idi\s1 by ! mixture ( ,p]sian1 ,arabic1 & ,engli% words 9 x1 z well z by ! turn giv5 to _m phrases1 f ! lit]al r5d]+ f ! ,engli%4 ,?us1 #8on ^! two hang all ! law & ! prophets1' ! ^w us$ is lit]ally1 #8susp5d$ z f a peg4' ,su* is my own feel+ respect+ ?is translation1 t ,i %\ld ab/a9 f giv+ x to an intellig5t ,h9doo1 & no o!r c\ld make any?+ ( x2 & at ?is place1 we h1 9 consequ5ce1 no?+ to meet ! enquiries ( ! ,h9doos1 except a cate*ism translat$ by ,mr4 ,b[ley1 :i* is read ) avidity4 8,div9e provid5ce is1 ,i hope1 op5+ a door ( great usefulness "h1 ?r\gh ! means ( ! ,baboo ,joy ,n>ian--a k9d ( ,dei/1 :o is ab\t giv+ up a h\se1 & #e1jjj4 to end[ x z a s*ool1 to our ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,! h\se 9 ,b5>es we h actual possession (1 & x is n[ und]go+ a little repair1 ) a view to comm5ce a s*ool ( g5]al le>n+1 ( :i* ,mr4 ,adl+ton w be ! sup]9t5d5t40 ,! "n ( ,joy ,n>a9 w be rememb]$1 z t ( ! ri* native at ,b5>es1 :o1 "s ye>s ago1 s5t a lett] & a b5efaction to ! ,bible ,society4#aje ,x appe>s t ! same b5evol5t individual _h at t "t =m$1 also1 ! design ( build+ & end[+ a free-s*ool1 by means ( :i* ! poor] classes ( 8 c\ntrym5 might receive education4#ajf ,he seems to h gone s f> z to h himself drawn up a plan ( ! in/itution1 to h comm5c$ build+ a suitable h\se1 & to h (f]$ to pay = ! support ( a s*oolma/] & assi/ants2 b1 f "s cause or o!r1 no?+ _h be5 def9itely settl$ up to ! "t t ,mr4 ,corrie 0 appo9t$ *apla9 at ,b5>es1 aft] 8 return f ,engl&4 ,soon aft] ,mr4 ,c4's arrival at t /ation1 h[ev]1 ,joy ,n>a9 br\ght ! subject ( ! free-s*ool be=e him2 & ! foll[+ extract f a lett] address$ by ,mr4 ,c4 to ! committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 gives ! sub/ance ( :at pass$ betwe5 ,joy ,n>a9 & himself3-- 8,he proposes giv+ a l>ge h\se 9 ! city = a s*ool1 end[+ x ) #bjj ,rs4 a mon?1 7ab\t #cjj4 a ye>17 ,mr4 ,adl+ton to be ! tea*]4 ,i sugge/$ to him to let u h ! h\se on ,mr4 ,adl+ton's arrival f ,agra1 to beg9 op]ations2 & t = ! pres5t ,mr4 ,a %\ld d]ive 8 support f ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 :il/ he 7,joy ,n>a917 %\ld pay = books & incid5tal exp5ses4 ,?is seem$ to delight him4 ,i propos$ t he %\ld make ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society's committee tru/ees ( 8 end[m5t2 res]v+ to himself ! approval ( _! ag5t1 :o1 if approv$ ( at ! end ( "o ye>1 %\ld be confirm$ = life2 or1 dur+ con=mity ) ! rules ( ! end[m5t2 :i*1 ,i propos$1 %\ld be = g5]al le>n+3 our ,mission>y to be at lib]ty to receive enquir]s aft] tru?1 9 8 private ap>tm5ts1 aft] s*ool-h\rs40 ,to ^! sev]al propositions1 ,joy ,n>a9 cordially ass5t$1 & al?\gh at ! date ( ! =ego+ lett] to ,mr4 ,simeon1 ! prop]ty 0 n legally made ov]1 yet ! s*ool-h\se _h be5 put into ! possession ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,! s*ool itself 0 op5$ on ,monday1 ,july #ag1 #ahah1 "u ! sup]9t5d5ce ( ,mr4 ,adl+ton2 ! second ma/] be+ a "y man1 c\ntry-born1 b educat$ 9 ,engl&1 & intimately acqua9t$ ) ! colloquial language & mann]s ( ! natives4 ,mr4 ,corrie obs]ves1 h[ev]1 to ! ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society3-- 8,to give full effect to ?is gift ( ,joy ,n>a91 y mu/ s5d u "o or two m5 ( z good education z possible1 & z soon z y c f9d !m4 ,! disposition to he> & receive ! ^w1 is increas+ daily among ! natives4 ,_m ( ! ri* & le>n$ ,h9doos1 especially ( ?is city1 seem ready to welcome ! gospel40 ,& aga9 to ! ,committee 9 ,calcutta3-- 8,a man ( le>n+ %\ld by all means be s5t out to t s*ool1 bo? to release ,mr4 ,adl+ton1 & to occupy a po/ ?an :i* !re is none m conspicu\s 9 all ! sph]e ( mission>y lab\r2 &1 x ought1 !re=e1 to be suppli$ accord+ly40 ,x 0 :il/ engag$ 9 wat*+ ov] ! fir/ beg9n+s ( ?is ,in/itution1 t ,mr4 ,corrie wrote to 8 bro!r1 8,july #bi1 #ahah4 8,?is c\ntry becomes daily m & m int]e/+ to ! *ri/ian4 ,! p>am\nt influ5ce ( our gov]nm5t n[ seems to hold out "s degree ( p]man5cy to our rule2 &1 9 consequ5ce1 ! natives are less emb>rass$ ) ! fe> ( ! return ( =m] sup]iors2 & ! consequ5t p]secution t w\ld h foll[$ any att5tion to our religion4 ,consid]ate m5 among !m1 !re=e1 beg9 to speak out _! dissatisfaction ) ,idolatry2 & to enquire :at bett] we h to (f] !m4 ,?is disposition is mo/ provid5tially met by ! in/itutions :i* h ris5 among/ u ( late3 & ! h& ( ,god 9 dispos+ all ?+s = ! spread ( ,8 tru?1 seems evid5tly display$4 ,fir/1 !re is ! ,diocesan ,committee1 :i* conf9es itself to supply+ ^? only :o und]/& ,engli%1 ) bibles1 pray]-books1 & tracts4 ,next1 ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 :i* supplies ! native *ri/ians ) bibles1 & pray]-books 9 ! native languages3 z well z its m direct objects4 ,!n ! ,s*ool-,book ,society1 :i* supplies elem5t>y books 9 all languages1 = all description ( p]sons2 & !n ! glori\s ,bible ,society1 l ! #8lion :i* cov]e?1' embrac+ all classes & climes1 9 ! di/ribution ( ! words ( life et]nal4 ,if to ^! be add$1 ! lab\rs ( mission>ies ( diff]5t d5om9ations1 x w appe> t ! k+dom ( ,god is ne> to ,india4 ,( mission>ies1 h[ev]1 we h z yet1 b a scanty supply4 ,may ! ,"l ( ! h>ve/1 ?ru/ =? lab\r]s into ,india4 8,9 ! beg9n+ ( ?is mon? ,i baptiz$1 at ,*un>1 a ,brahm91 & a ,moon%ee1 9 ! pres5ce ( ! native *ri/ian congregation1 & ( _m ,hea!n & ,mahom$ans4 ,! ,brahm9 decl>$ t he _h visit$ all ! places reput$ holy by ,h9doos1 f ,br9dr9a? 9 ! bord]s ( ! sn[y m\nta9s 9 ! ,n4 ,w41 to ,jugg]nau? 9 ! l[] p>ts ( ,b5gal1 b f\nd no?+ on :i* 8 m9d c\ld re/1 till he he>d ! gospel at ,*un>4 ,t he f\nd all ! ,h9doos 9 error1 & pla9ly told !m s2 9 pro( ( 8 be+ 9 e>ne/1 he broke (f ! ,brahm9's cord1 7or1 z he call$ x1 #8! ly+ cord1'7 be=e !m all4 ,! ,moon%ee bore a simil> te/imony respect+ ! insuffici5cy ( ! ,mahom$an fai?4#ajg ,?ree m are wait+ = my next visit to ,*un> 9 ord] to be !n baptiz$4444 ,^! are enc\rag+ circum/ances2 may ,god grant u 8 bless+ to improve !m to 8 glory60 ,b besides relat+ su* enc\rag+ circum/ances z ^!1 ,mr4 ,corrie's correspond5ce conta9s _m incid5tal notices1 also1 ( 8 int]c\rse ) natives ( all classes4 ,?us on ! #ah? ( ,augu/1 he in=ms ,mr4 ,%]]3-- 8,we are go+ on z usual "h1 do+ a little3 #8unkn[n & yet well kn[n4' ,sev]al ( ! high ,natives h visit$ me lately2 *iefly f ! intimacy !y p]ceiv$ ,mr4 ,bird#ajh _h =m$ ) u2 b x l$1 ?\gh !y meant x n1 to religi\s discussions4 ,a ne> relation ( ! ,rajah ( ,b5>es1 took away ye/]day a ,h9doo/anee ,new ,te/am5t1 & ,h9doo/anee ,pray]-book1 ) evid5t desire1 aft] a long discussion on subjects connect$ ) !m40 ,&1 aga91 9 writ+ to ! same relative 9 ! mon? ( ,octob]1 ,mr4 ,c4 obs]ves3-- 8,joy ,n>a9's s*ool goes on v well4 ,_m ( good ca/e & family n[ come = in/ruction 9 ,engli%4 ,! enquiries !y make on religi\s subjects1 h l$ to ! conviction1 9 sev]al1 ( ! folly ( idolatry4 ,inde$1 ,i am oblig$ to refra9 at times f talk+ ) !m1 le/ ! :ole design %\ld be ob/ruct$ by ! rapid progress "s ( !m are mak+ 9 ,*ri/ian k40 ,! s*ool "h m5tion$1 hav+1 by ,de$1 be>+ date ,oct4 #ba1 #ahah1 be5 legally plac$ "u ! control ( ! ,calcutta ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society & _! successors1 ,mr4 ,corrie 0 reque/$ by ,joy ,n>a9 to draw up1 9 ,engli%1 a detail$ /atem5t ( ! plan & objects contemplat$ by ! s*ool4 ,a draft ( ! /atem5t 01 9 ! fir/ in/ance1 #aa? ,nov4 #ahah4 submitt$ by ,mr4 ,corrie to ! ,ag5t ( ! ,gov]nm5t at ,b5>es1 & 0 aft]w>ds translat$ into sev]al ( ! languages ( ! c\ntry1 & circulat$ among ! natives ( ,india4 ,z illu/rative ( a rem>kable moral movem5t1 t[>ds ! matur+ ( :i* ! subject ( ^! memoirs mat]ially contribut$1 ! docum5t is too important to be omitt$4 8,! foll[+ /atem5t ( ! object & plan ( ! ,in/itution1 is publi%$1 ) a view to engage su* support z may enable ! manag]s to ext5d to ! utmo/ ! b5efits x is int5d$ to convey4 8#a4 ,9 ?is s*ool1 f\r languages are taught1 viz4 ,engli%1 ,p]sian1 ,h9doo/anee & ,b5galee4 8#b4 ,= ! purpose ( af=d+ in/ruction 9 ^! languages1 an ,engli% ma/]1 z sup]9t5d5t ( ! ,in/itution1 is engag$2 prop] assi/ance & le>n$ tea*]s 9 ! o!r languages respectively1 are also reta9$4 8#c4 ,x is int5d$ to ma9ta91 z well z educate1 a numb] ( poor boys1 :o are to be accommodat$ 9 ! h\se1 z soon z prop] arrangem5ts c be made1 & a small daily all[ance w be made to su* poor boys z _c be receiv$ into ! h\se1 to su* ext5t z ! funds may admit (4 8#d4 ,! b5efits ( ! ,in/itution to be at ! same "t op5 to all :o are desir\s ( avail+ !mselves ( !m1 )\t reg>d to ca/e or c\ntry2 & = ?is purpose1 tea*]s1 pap]1 p5s & ink1 w be provid$ gratis1 = all ! s*ol>s2 x be+ left to ! option ( su* p>5ts z c af=d to pay = _! *ildr5's education1 to contribute at _! pleasure to ! g5]al exp5ses ( ! s*ool1 & !reby to ext5d ! b5efits ( x fur!r to ! poor4 8#e4 ,! prim>y design ( tea*+ ! above languages be+1 to enable indu/ri\s y\?s to obta9 = !mselves a com=table livelihood1 ! fir/ c>e w be to in/ruct ! s*ol>s 9 read+ & writ+ grammatically1 & 9 ! mo/ necess>y rules ( ari?metic2 toge!r ) ! gov]nm5t regulations on ! subjects ( police1 & ord9>y affairs3 aft] :i* su* y\?s z desire fur!r improvem5t1 may be in/ruct$ 9 g5]al hi/ory1 geography1 & a/ronomy4 8#f4 ,no s*ol> to be admitt$ into ! s*ool "u sev5 ye>s ( age1 except su* z are on ! f\ndation1 nor any to be admitt$ to receive ma9t5ance f ! funds :o are above eighte5 ye>s4 ,ea* s*ol> to rema9 9 s*ool1 if practicable1 at lea/ two ye>s1 b no s*ol> to receive pecuni>y support beyond ! p]iod ( sev5 ye>s1 nor above ! age ( tw5ty1 unless = ! pursuit ( "s /udy approv$ by ! manag]s4 8#g4 ,all ! s*ol>s are requir$ to att5d regul>ly e day1 to ab/a9 f all improp] language 9 s*ool1 & to ma9ta9 a respectable moral "* 9 society2 )\t :i* no s*ol> c be admitt$1 or if admitt$1 be reta9$ on 8 ill conduct be+ discov]$4 8#h4 ,! s*ool to be op5 to all visitors e ,tuesday1 & all contributors to ! funds to be admitt$ to inspect ! acc\nts on ! second ,tuesday 9 e mon?4 8,x be+ int5d$ to =m a libr>y & museum also connect$ ) ! s*ool1 z soon z practicable1 any donation ( natural curiosities1 or ( books1 9 ,engli%1 or 9 any ( ! languages ( ,india1 7especially gramm>s1 diction>ies1 & books ( hi/ory7 w be ?ankfully receiv$2 & a book w be kept 9 :i* ! names ( donors w be record$1 ) ! nature & ext5t ( ! donation40 8,b5>es1 #aa? ,novemb]1 #ahah40 ,at ! "t ! =ego+ /atem5t 0 put into circulation1 !re 7 no less ?an "o hundr$ & sixte5 s*ol>s 9 ! s*ool2 b x _h already become app>5t t ! mon?ly sum grant$ by ! f\nd]1 0 by no means suffici5t to meet ! necess>y exp5ses ( ! e/abli%m5t4 ,joy ,n>a9 !re=e1 made a =mal application to ! ,gov]nor-,g5]al 9 c\ncil = pecuni>y assi/ance1 :5 ,"l ,ha/+s1 ) ! ready att5tion :i* he always manife/$ = ! moral improvem5t ( ,india1 ord]$ a regul> mon?ly all[ance to be contribut$ f ! funds ( gov]nm5t t[>d ! effici5t ma9t5ance ( ! s*ool4 ,b ! resid5ce ( ,mr4 ,corrie at ,b5>es 0 n[ draw+ to a close4 ,he receiv$ ab\t ?is "t1 an appo9tm5t to ! vacant ,*apla9cy at ,cawnpore2 b be=e he c\ld proce$ to t /ation1 a vacancy _h occurr$ at ! ,presid5cy by ! dep>ture ( ! s5ior *apla9 on sick-leave4 ,?is ev5t 0 ! occasion ( ,mr4 ,corrie's recall to ,calcutta4 ,he accord+ly left ,b5>es 9 ,decemb] #ahah1 amid ! regrets ( a l>ge body ( respectable natives1 :o _h se5 s mu* reason = reg>d+ him z ! fri5d & promot] ( e in/itution :i* 0 calculat$ to promote _! welf>e4 ,x c\ld n1 !re=e1 b be a matt] ( gratification to him1 to be foll[$ to ,calcutta by ! subjo9$ ,address writt5 9 ,engli%1 ,p]sian1 ,h9doo/anee1 & ,b5galee3-- ,,f ,,! ,,inhabitants ,,( ,,b5>es1 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,d4 ,,corrie4 8,= sev]al ye>s pa/ we h ent]ta9$ a desire1 t no "o w\ld indulge 9 any k9d ( controv]sy1 & t all !ological discussion might cease among/ u4 ,= ! atta9m5t ( ?is our desire1 ,joy ,n>a9 ,mah>aj1 (t5 attempt$ to e/abli% a s*ool1 b 0 nev] able to accompli% 8 design4 ,:5 y arriv$ at ,b5>es1 & k9dly engag$ ! sup]9t5d5ce ( a s*ool1 9 ! :i* in/ruction %\ld be af=d$ 9 ! ,engli%1 ,p]sian1 ,h9due & ,b5galee languages1 f t "t our wi%es began to be realiz$3 see+ t z at all times x is a difficult ?+ to collect individuals ( diff]5t religi\s pr9ciples1 y by y\r inve/igation1 lib]ality & k9dness1 c4 caus$ upw>ds ( #bjj to lay aside _! religi\s prejudices & engage 9 ! same pursuit4 ,s9ce :51 by ! w ( ,god1 y 7 pleas$ to emb>k = ,calcutta1 y\r condesc5sion1 lib]ality1 & *>ity2 y\r k9dness1 love = ! tru?1 & enmity to deception2 y\r excell5t und]/&+1 conv9c+ k1 & acqua9tance ) ! !ological works ( ! ,*ri/ian religion2 y\r ,*ri/ian-l conduct1 y\r af=d+ in/ruction to ^? desir\s ( be+ m acqua9t$ ) ! way ( salvation by ! m$iation ( ,*ri/1 & meet+ ! views ( ! le>n]2 are subjects ( daily conv]sation1 & cause u to admire t prud5ce :i*1 alo( f ! viol5ce made use ( by ^? ( o!r dyna/ies1 causes ,rajahs1 ,baboos1 great & le>n$ ,pundits1 ,m\luwees1 ,moon%ees1 9 fact ! great ( ! city1 to c\rt y\r fri5d%ip4 ,a remembrance ( ^! ?+s occasions mu* sorr[1 & produces a desire = ano!r int]view4 ,"h we tru/ t ,god ,almighty w aga9 suff] u to meet1 & t z long z x please ,him to reta9 y 9 ,calcutta1 ,he w n fail on y\r acc\nt to bless bo? u & ! s*ool40 7,"h foll[ ! signatures ( ,joy ,n>a9 & ( #bff o!r natives ( ,b5>es47 #ie ,=m$ 9 #ahae4 #if ,in/itut$ ,may #ahag4 #ig ,orig9at$ by natives 9 ,aug4 #ahaf4 #ih ,e/abli%$ 9 #aghi4 #ii ,see ,mission>y ,regi/] = #ahah1 p4 #ddh4 #ajj ,a k9d ( footman4 #aja ,mr4 ,adl+ton _h gone to ,agra to visit ,abdool ,messeeh4 #ajb ,! ,calcutta ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 #ajc ,by ! t]m9ation ( ! ,p9d>ry & ,mahratta w>s4 #ajd ,t ( ,godfa!r4 #aje ,see above p4 #adi4 #ajf ,joy ,n>a9's own acc\nt ( ! circum/ances :i* l$ him ?us to consult ! good ( 8 c\ntrym51 may be se5 9 ! ,mission>y ,regi/] = #ahai1 pp4 #daf1 #dag4 #ajg ,a full] acc\nt ( ! baptism ( ^! p]sons is giv5 9 ! ,mission>y ,regi/] = #ahbj1 p4 #abc4 #ajh ,! magi/rate ( ! di/rict4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv4 ,,removal ,,to ,,calcutta4 ,x 0 n )\t regret t ,mr4 ,corrie quitt$ a place :i* he _h f\nd 7to use 8 own words17 8a sc5e ( delightful lab\r40 ,9 anticipation ( 8 probable removal f ,b5>es1 he _h writt5 "s "t be=e ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,mr4 ,,simeon4 8,i am at a loss to decide h[ to act %\ld my removal be det]m9$ on by ,gov]nm5t4 ,y w see a report ( our ,*ur* ,mission>y proce$+s "h1 no d\bt1 by ,mr4 ,?omason4 ,!re is a great deal too mu* said 9 x ab\t me1 especially %\ld ,i be remov$ soon1 s z to be prev5t$ e/abli%+ ! plans 9 agitation4 ,b ,i pray ,i may be able to g on 9 simplicity ( m9d1 9 ob$i5ce to ! w ( ,god's provid5ce1 & seek no?+ = myself2 :o am inde$ no?+1 & des]ve to be ! #8(f-sc\r+ ( all4' ,if ,i 7 pr(ess$ly a ,mission>y1 & _h ! same prospect ( entrance into ?is v citadel ( ,idolatry1 ,i %\ld consid] x a call to live & die 9 ?is place2 b z a ,*apla9 ( ! ,gov]nm5t1 am ,i n to consid] ! disposal ( ,gov]nm5t1 z ! voice ( provid5ce to me8 ,i c truly say t1 9 ! prospect ( leav+ ?is place1 #8,i am oppress$2 ,o ,"l1 und]take = me6'0 ,be=e proce$+1 h[ev]1 to ,calcutta1 ,mr4 ,c4 visit$ ,*un>1 & !re adm9i/]$ ! ,"l's ,supp] to sixty communicants1 ( :om half 7 native ,*ri/ians4 ,he drew up a plan1 also1 = ! future guidance ( ^? :o 7 engag$ 9 ! mission at t place & ,b5>es1 ) a view to secure regul>ity & effici5cy to _! ex]tions3 & 9 ?is he s arrang$ z to secure ! coop]ation ( all ! p>ties1 = ^: guidance 8 directions 7 int5d$4 ,x may be m5tion$1 too1 9 connexion ) ! mission at ,*un>1 t ,mr4 ,c4 _h employ$ himself1 dur+ 8 resid5ce at ,b5>es1 9 c>efully exam9+ & correct+ a revision ( ,mr4 ,m>tyn's ,h9doo/anee translation ( ! ,new ,te/am5t1 into ,h9do[ee1 :i* ,mr4 ,b[ley _h f\nd x necess>y to und]take = ! sake ( ! native population1 among :om he lab\r$2 & :i* 0 aft]w>ds pr9t$ by ! ,bible ,society4 ,at ! close ( ! ye> #ahah1 ,mr4 ,corrie comm5c$ 8 j\rney to ,calcutta4 ,on ! way ?i!r he t\*$ at ,bux>1 a place to :i* he _h frequ5tly paid mission>y visits2 & :]e a great desire _h (t5 be5 manife/$ on ! "p ( ! ,*ri/ian inhabitants1 to h a s*oolma/] or ,mission>y locat$ among !m4 ,z a pro( ( ! anxiety :i* ^! ,*ri/ians /ill *]i%$ = ! advantages ( a /at$ m9i/ry1 !re 0 n[ plac$ 9 ,mr4 ,corrie's h&s a li/ ( ab\t sev5ty p]sons1 7*iefly ( ! less weal?y class17 :o 7 will+ to contribute c]ta9 mon?ly paym5ts t[>d build+ a *ur*1 & ! ma9t5ance ( a ,mission>y4 ,on rea*+ ,calcutta1 among ! fir/ objects ( ,mr4 ,corrie's c>e 01 ! plac+ "u prop] in/ruction "s ,h9doo/anee y\?s1 :o _h accompani$ him f ,b5>es4 ,he _h = "s "t be5 9 ! habit ( devot+ mu* att5tion to _! education1 ) a view to _! future usefulness z tea*]s2 & he n[ plac$ !m 9 a s*ool = ,h9doo/anee boys1 :i* ! ,calcutta ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society _h j e/abli%$ 9 t city4 ,) ref]5ce to ! importance ( su* an ,in/itution1 ,mr4 ,corrie _h long ent]ta9$ a decid$ op9ion4 ,9 a lett]1 ant]ior to ?is p]iod1 he _h obs]v$ to ,mr4 ,%]]1 8,i see s /rongly1 & exp]i5ce also 9 my connection ) ! adult conv]ts1 ! improbability ( f9d+ /eady1 judici\s pa/ors1 except f among ^? :o h be5 educat$ 9 ,*ri/ian /udies1 t ,i %\ld l to devote ! re/ ( my days to ! in/ruction ( native y\?s1 ) a view to ! m9i/ry4 ,t may be bett] done 9 ,calcutta ?an else:]e1 f ! great] read9ess ) :i* books may be _h1 & especially help = ! in/ruction ( o!rs got ready4 ,besides1 future ,mission>ies w act ) great] effect1 aid$ by well-educat$ native bre?r54 ,s t 9 e po9t ( view ?is appe>s to be a prime object1 to educate = ! m9i/ry40 ,z respect$ himself1 x is sc>cely necess>y to /ate t ! sc5e ( lab\r at ! ,presid5cy 01 9 mo/ respects1 widely diff]5t f t to :i* ,mr4 ,corrie _h be5 accu/om$ 9 ! prov9ces4 ,9 a lett] to 8 bro!r1 dat$ e>ly 9 #ahai1 ,mr4 ,c4 relates1 z a specim5 ( 8 engagem5ts1-- 8,mr4 ,p>son & myself g on happily 9 our jo9t ,*apla9cy4 ,! ,bi%op is abs5t at ,madras1 :]e1 we he>1 he is confirm+1 9 8 s]mons1 all ,mr4 ,?ompson's lab\rs4 ,he is 9 _m respects a valuable man4 8,i h lately be5 appo9t$ ,honor>y ,*apla9 to ! ,milit>y ,orphan ,in/itution1#aji :]e ,i (ficiate e ,sunday ,morn+ soon aft] six o'clock4 ,at ! ,ca!dral ,i read pray]s or prea* at n9e2 & ! same at eight 9 ! ev5+4 ,i take ! weekly occasional duties 9 turn4 ,i am1 also1 ex (ficio1 a ,gov]nor ( ! ,free ,s*ool1 & a memb] ( ! ,select ,ve/ry2 :o are ,tru/ees ( *>ities di/ribut$ to ! mon?ly am\nt ( #c1daa rupees1 among #efh ,p5sion]s40 ,! connexion ) ! 8,select ,ve/ry0 "h m5tion$1 did n h[ev] prove )\t its difficulties2 = x happ5$ t ,mr4 ,corrie comm5c$ 8 duties at ! ,presid5cy be=e a dispute _h subsid$1 respect+ ! mode 9 :i* t ,ve/ry 0 con/itut$1 & ! au?ority :i* !y claim$ to ex]cise4 ,x seems to h be5 ! cu/om = ! memb]s ( ! ,ve/ry to re-elect !mselves annually1 s z to admit new memb]s into _! body only z vacancies occurr$ by dea?s1 resignations1 or dep>tures = ,engl&4 ,!y _h cu/om>ily1 also1 appo9t$ ! (fic]s connect$ ) ! ,*ur*1 n[ call$ ! ,ca!dral4 ,b x appe>s t at ! ,ea/] prec$+ ,mr4 ,corrie's connection ) ! ,ca!dral1 a c]ta9 numb] ( p]sons oppos$ ! re-election ( ! ,select ,ve/ry1 z be+ contr>y to ! practice usual 9 ,engl&2 & ! s5ior ,*apla91 at ! same "t1 claim$ ! "r to nom9ate ! *ur*w>d5s4 ,! ,select ,ve/ry1 on ! o!r h&1 reg>d$ !mselves 7& _h long be5 s recogniz$ by gov]nm5t7 z special ,tru/ees = a ,*ur* :i* _h be5 orig9ally built by private individuals2 & = ! due di/ribution ( c]ta9 funds1 aris+ ma9ly f legacies left = *>itable purposes1 & "u ! adm9i/ration ( ! ,ve/ry4 ,h[ev] mu*1 !re=e1 to be deplor$1 might be ! animosity & indecor\s language1 into :i* "s ( ! p>ties conc]n$ 9 ! dispute1 seem to h be5 betray$1 x _c be a matt] ( surprise t ! ,ve/ry1 z a body1 %\ld hesitate to ab&on long-ackn[l$g$ claims1 & to h& ov] to o!r p]sons1 ! di/ribution ( c]ta9 *>ities :i* !y conceiv$ to be legally entru/$ to ! ,ve/ry4 ,to su* a l5g?1 h[ev]1 _h ! dispute respect+ ?is matt] be5 c>ri$1 t bo? p>ties compla9$ to ! ,gov]nor ,g5]al 9 ,c\ncil2 & ! ,gov]nm5t _h giv5 x z an op9ion1 r ?an z a decision1 t ! ve/ry %\ld rema9 9 possession ( its accu/om$ functions1 until ! au?orities 9 ,engl& might judge x prop] to int]f]e4 ,b not)/&+ ?is op9ion on ! "p ( ,gov]nm5t1 ! oppon5ts ( ! ,ve/ry reviv$ ! dispute1 at ! ,ea/] ( #ahai4 ,mu* correspond5ce seems to h tak5 place on ! subject1 & _m h>d words aga9 to h be5 us$2 & ,mr4 ,corrie z "o1 among o!rs1 :o consid]$ x _! duty to ma9ta9 !mselves 9 ! position :i* _h be5 ?us sanction$ by ,gov]nm5t1 became1 z a matt] ( c\rse1 ! subject ( repreh5sion on ! "p ( ^?1 :o oppos$ ! claims ( ! ,ve/ry4 ,yet x is /at$ by ^? :o 7 9 ,calcutta at ! "t1 & 7 also well acqua9t$ ) ! facts ( ! case1 t ! subject ( ^! ,memoirs 0 enabl$ s f> to keep ap>t f ! bitt]ness ( ?is /rife1 z to exhibit ?r\gh\t 8! prud5ce & meekness becom+ ! m9i/] ( ,*ri/40 ,) ! exception1 h[ev]1 ( pass+ occurr5ces su* z ^!1 !re 0 b little div]sity 9 ! duties :i* n[ fell to ,mr4 ,corrie's lot1 beyond :at may be f\nd 9 ! life ( a p>o*ial cl]gyman4 ,! hi/ory ( any "o day 01 to a great ext5t !re=e1 ! hi/ory ( ! succe$+ mon?2 & s on1 f mon? to mon?3 = z x 0 n yet c]ta91 :e!r ! s5ior ,*apla91 :o _h gone to ! ,cape1 w\ld return to ,india or n1 ,mr4 ,corrie c\ld n reg>d himself z m ?an a tempor>y resid5t at ! ,presid5cy1 & did n !re=e feel at lib]ty to engage s actively 9 ! conc]ns ( sev]al religi\s societies 9 ,calcutta1 z he aft]w>ds felt call$ ^u to d4 ,b :5 intellig5ce rea*$ ,india1 e>ly 9 #ahbj1 t ! s5ior ,*apla9 _h proce$$ to ,engl&1 & ,mr4 ,c4 ?us became entitl$ to succe$ to ! vacant *apla9cy1 he began to lay himself out = "s /eady c\rse ( mission>y lab\r 9 ,calcutta & ! neighb\rhood4 ,"o ( 8 fir/ movem5ts 01 to endeav\r to collect a native congregation 9 ,calcutta1 by means ( ,mr4 ,b[ley1 :o _h come d[n f ,*un> to sup]9t5d ! pr9t+ ( t revis$ ,h9do[ee translation ( ! ,new ,te/am5t1 :i* has be5 already m5tion$4#aaj ,! ult]ior object ,mr4 ,corrie _h 9 view 9 ?is 01 to provide a sph]e ( lab\r = ,abdool ,messeeh1 :o 0 expect$ to rea* ,calcutta 9 ! spr+ ( #ahbj1 & ^: /ate ( heal? might probably r5d] x desirable t he %\ld rema9 !re = ! future4 ,mr4 ,corrie 01 also1 desir\s to excite a deep] int]e/ = mission>y objects1 among ! poor] classes ab\t ! ,presid5cy1 9 ! belief t less att5tion _h hi!rto be5 giv5 to effect ?is1 ?an1 on e *ri/ian pr9ciple1 seem$ necess>y4 ,z hav+ n[1 also1 und]tak5 ! (fice ( ,secret>y to ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society 9 ,calcutta1 ,mr4 ,c4 0 9 bett] circum/ances to direct ^! mission>y plans4 ,"s acc\nt ( 8 occupations1 is giv5 9 a lett] to 8 si/]1 :o _h return$ to ,engl&3-- 8,may #ai1 #ahbj4 8,abdool ,messeeh is "h3 ,i am daily at "w ) him1 writ+ a ,comm5t>y 9 ,h9doo/anee1 f six 9 ! morn+ till breakfa/ & aft]1 if ,i am n call$ away4 ,we h got him a h\se 9 ,me]-jan-kee-gully4 ,x is a roomy 7upp]-room$7 h\se1 b out ( repair2 s we get x = fifty rupees a mon?2 & "h he collects ! poor f\r times a week4 ,! ,*ur* ,mission>y conc]ns occupy me too a good deal2 & we are sett+ up a pr9t+-press 9 my g-d[ns4#aaa ,to-day ! fir/ %eet ( a tract is pr9t+ (f1 z a beg9n+40 ,soon aft] ! date ( ! =ego+ extract1 ,mr4 ,corrie _h an exam9ation ( ! boys ( 8 ,h9doo/anee-s*ool1 9 ! pres5ce ( ! memb]s ( ! ,calcutta ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 & ( su* o!r p]sons z int]e/$ !mselves ab\t mission>y objects4 ,8 _m avocations did n admit ( 8 und]tak+ ! sup]9t5d5ce ( a l>g] numb] ( s*ol>s ?an t ) :i* ! s*ool _h comm5c$2 b ! result ( ! exam9ation prov$1 t ! b5efit d]iv$ f be+ habituat$ to *ri/ian example & ! progress :i* ! boys _h made 9 a k ( ! ,h9doo/anee ,new ,te/am5t1 ! ,h9doo/anee ,cate*ism1 & ! pr9ciples ( ! ,*ri/ian religion 9 g5]al1 7 ( a v enc\rag+ nature4 ,impress$1 !re=e1 ) ! conviction t a ,*ri/ian education 0 ( ! greate/ importance z a means to r5d] ! natives !mselves effici5t in/rum5ts ( ,god to _! c\ntrym51 ,mr4 ,corrie welcom$ ! idea ( e/abli%+ a mission>y ,college by ! ,bi%op4 ,) ref]5ce to t circum/ance1 he wrote to 8 bro!r3-- 8,i am q sure t all m5 w rejoice 9 ! e/abli%m5t ( ! ,college2 al?\gh le>n+ alone w d b little4 ,x !re=e appe>s to me m ?an ev] necess>y to ma9ta9 /r5u\sly ! lab\rs & plans ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,"u ^! feel+s ,i 0 l$ la/ ,?ursday into a long conv]sation ) ! ,bi%op1 respect+ ,mission>y proce$+s1 9 :i* ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society & its views 7 br\ght =w>d & discuss$4 ,! ,bi%op's *ief objection 01 t ! s5d+ out ( ,engli% cl]gym5 z ,mission>ies1 w\ld prev5t ! ,ea/ ,india ,company f mak+ su* a provision ( ,*apla9s1 z !y ought to make4 ,z f> z x goes1 ! argum5t is j2 b ,i ?9k he ought r to adopt su* ,mission>ies1 & by po9t+ out to ,gov]nm5t ! b5efits produc$ by !m1 to draw =? ,gov]nm5t support1 :i* o!rwise may n be af=d$ 9 any way40 ,x may n be amiss to m5tion1 t h[ev] mu* ,mr4 ,corrie might be occupi$ by matt]s ( public int]e/1 he did n neglect ! *>ities ( social life4 ,on ! contr>y1 he did n all[ 8 gate to be clos$ aga9/ any :o might h a reason = desir+ to hold communication ) him4 ,&1 z 9 ,india1 p]sons arriv+ f ,engl&1 or visit+ ! ,presid5cy 71 at t "t1 reg>d$ z hav+ an almo/ unlimit$ claim on ! hospitality ( ! resid5ts 9 ,calcutta1 ,mr4 ,c4 0 seldom )\t 8 %>e ( su* gue/s4 ,?is circum/ance1 add$ to 8 natural k9d-he>t$ness1 gave occasion to "o1 :o lov$ him1 & :o 0 !n "u 8 ro(1 to rem>k1 #8z long z he lives & :]ev] he lives1 he w h z _m p ab\t him z fall 9 8 way2 until e corn] be occupi$1 & he himself is left )\t a corn]4' ,to _m ( ! y\ng] portion ( ^! visitors ,mr4 ,c4 01 also1 (t5times ! in/rum5t ( great moral good2 & 9 su* cases x 0 8 cu/om1 z occasion s]v$ or might require1 to address to !m a lett] ( enc\ragem5t or direction1 aft] !y _h left him4 ,an extract f a lett] to ,capt4 ,moyle ,%]]1 ,h4 ,m4 #cd? regim5t1 & :o _h be5 on a visit to 8 bro!r 9 ,calcutta1 may s]ve to illu/rate ! _s ( su* communications3-- 8,calcutta1 ,may #bg1 #ahbj4 8,y are by ?is "t settl$ ) y\r regim5t1 & beg9 to f9d exactly h[ ! m9ds ( ^? ar\nd y /& affect$ to ! pr9ciples ( true religion4 ,"s pa9ful discov]ies w probably h be5 made1 & on ! o!r h&1 p]haps1 consolation w h aris5 f unexpect$ s\rces4 ,su* is ! beg9n+1 especially ( a life ( piety4 ,we are apt to wond] t :at we see s cle>ly to be rational & necess>y1 is n equally se5 by o!rs :5 br\ght be=e !m2 & ! result is1 to make u feel m exp]im5tally t :at we h le>n$ on ^! subjects1 has n be5 f man's tea*+1 b t ,god has be5 lead+ u by ways t we knew n4 ,! discov]y ( our own inbr$ s9 is :at is mo/ di/ress+ at ?is /age4 ,inde$1 to ! end ( life su* ebullitions ( ! s9 t dwelle? 9 u1 occasionally take place1 z almo/ conf\nd ! ,*ri/ian1 & s5d him back to 8 fir/ pr9ciples2 & x seems z if ! :ole "w ( religion 7 yet to beg94 ,yea1 h[ (t5 does ?is inw>d enemy impel him to ! v br9k ( disgrace1 & he escapes z by miracle1 f temporal no less ?an et]nal ru94 ,su* is my exp]i5ce up to ?is day2 & n[1 :at ) ! exp]i5ce upw>ds ( =ty ye>s h suppli$ ( ! _w's insuffici5cy to af=d happ9ess1 & ( ! p[] ( s91 unless ,god prev5t1 to "w temporal & et]nal ru91 ! grave beg9s to appe> a refuge1 & ,i h a deep conviction t !y only are completely bless$ :o are 9 heav54 ,i ?9k y 7 q "r 9 n tak+ "p ) ! ,wesleyans till y "k m ( !m4 ,by degrees ! truly s9c]e w draw to y z _! natural sup]ior1 & y w be able to direct _! read+ & to regulate _! affairs f> m to _! advantage ?an !y c d !mselves40 ,dur+ ! ,octob] ( #ahbj1 ,mr4 ,corrie 0 afflict$ by ! dea? ( "o ( ! eld] ( ! ,h9doo/anee boys1 :o 7 9 ! s*ool "u 8 c>e4 ,! y\? 9 "q 0 a ,h9doo by bir?1 & :5 a *ild _h be5 pur*as$ up ! c\ntry1 f 8 p>5ts1 dur+ a season ( sc>city4 ,he _h !re=e be5 "u ,*ri/ian in/ruction ! great] "p ( 8 life4 ,x seems t he di$ ( consumption1 & t dur+ a long illness1 he _h af=d$ satisfactory evid5ce t he _h n receiv$ a ,*ri/ian education 9 va94 ,! dea? ( ?is y\? 0 n long aft]w>ds foll[$ by ! removal ( ! rema9+ y\?s1 to assi/ 9 ! s*ools at diff]5t mission>y /ations4 ,be=e1 h[ev]1 ,mr4 ,corrie's ,h9doo/anee s*ol>s _h be5 ?us disp]s$1 !re _h be5 admitt$ among !m1 = ! purpose ( receiv+ in/ruction 9 ord] to baptism1 a ,h9doo y\? :o _h be5 s]vant to a conv]t$ ,moon%ee4#aab ,?is y\?1 :5 full ( ! idea ( mak+ ! pilgrimage to ,jugg]nau?1 _h accid5tally fall5 9 ) ! ,moon%ee1 & accompani$ him z f> z ,b5>es4 ,9 consequ5ce1 h[ev]1 ( ! conv]sations1 :i* he held ) ! ,moon%ee on ! subject ( religion1 8 fai? 9 ! efficacy ( a pilgrimage to ,jugg]nau? _h entirely abat$1 by ! "t !y rea*$ ,b5>es3 & he accord+ly return$ back to ,delhi ) ! ,moon%ee1 9 ! capacity ( s]vant2 al?\gh he left 8 ma/]1 aft] a :ile1 to avoid ! sc(fs ( 8 ,h9doo acqua9tances4 ,he c\ld n1 h[ev]1 rid himself ( ! conviction t 8 ma/] 0 "r1 & became s uneasy "u t conviction1 t he quitt$ 8 home 9 se>* ( peace ( m9d4 ,ev5tually he made 8 way to ,calcutta1 & became an inmate ( ! ,h9doo/anee s*ool !re1 & 9 due "t 0 baptis$4 ,x may "h n be un9t]e/+ to relate1 t aft] ,mr4 ,corrie became ,secret>y to ! ,calcutta ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 he 0 9 ! habit ( employ+ himself z he f\nd opportunity1 9 contribut+ to ! pages ( a #8,qu>t]ly ,circul>1' :i* fir/ appe>$ 9 #ahbj1 & conta9$ f "t to "t1 a summ>y ( #8,mission>y ,intellig5ce1' = ! use ( ,mission>ies & o!rs1 at ! diff]5t /ations 9 ,india4 ,among 8 contributions to ?is p]iodical may be m5tion$ a s]ies ( pap]s1 conta9+ a #8,sket* ( ! progress ( ,*ri/ianity 9 ,calcutta & 9 ! prov9ces ( ! presid5cy ( ,b5gal4' ,mr4 ,corrie _h (t5 be5 /ruck by obs]v+ ! importance atta*$ by hi/orians to b imp]fect records ( =m] ages1 provid$ ^? records happ5$ to be> ! m>ks ( au!nticity2 & he conceiv$1 !re=e1 t "s future hi/orian ( ! *ur* ( ,*ri/ 9 ,india1 might possibly d]ive assi/ance f a notice ( su* facts & circum/ances z t #8,sket*' might be ! means ( rescu+ f oblivion4 ,x may ) tru? be add$1 t no p]son !n liv+ 0 bett] qualifi$ ?an ,mr4 ,c4 to record ! m rec5t occurr5ces connect$ ) ! hi/ory ( ,*ri/ianity 9 ,b5gal1 he hav+ himself be5 n only a c>eful obs]v] ( all t conc]n$ ! progress ( true religion 9 t ,presid5cy1 b also ! p]sonal fri5d ( ^? m5 ( ,god1 :o _h imm$iately prec$$ him1 & to ^: zeal & lab\rs may be trac$ ! fir/ orig9 ( almo/ e religi\s in/itution 9 ,b5gal4 ,! ,calcutta ,diocesan ,committee ( ! ,society = promot+ ,*ri/ian k1 hav+ n[1 also1 direct$ _! att5tion to ! translation ( religi\s ,tracts into ! languages ( ,india1 a translation into ,h9doo/anee1 bo? 9 ! ,nagree & ,nu/aliq "*1 ( 8,sellon's ,abridgm5t ( ! ,holy ,scriptures10 0 assign$ to ! sup]9t5d5ce & revision ( ,mr4 ,corrie4 ,hav+ be5 reque/$1 moreov]1 by ! ,committee ( ! ,calcutta ,bible ,society1 to /ate = _! in=mation1 su* p>ticul>s illu/rative ( ! b5efit att5d+ ! circulation ( ! ,holy ,scriptures1 z might h fall5 "u 8 own obs]vation1 ! foll[+ 0 8 reply3-- 8,calcutta1 #f? ,feb4 #ahba4 8,9 compliance ) y\r reque/ t ,i w\ld /ate any circum/ances )9 my own k1 t5d+ to %ew ! good aris+ f ! di/ribution ( ! ,scriptures alone1 ,i h endeav\r$ to call to m9d "s facts 9 corroboration ( my g5]al feel+ ( ! good aris+ f ! measure 9 "q4 ,! b5efit aris+ to pr(ess$ ,*ri/ians is n1 ,i believe1 )9 y\r contemplation1 o!rwise ,i might say mu* respect+ ! b5efit ! native ,*ri/ians on ?is side ( ,india h d]iv$ f ! ,bible ,society4 ,dur+ ! preval5ce ( ! ,mahratta p[]1 _m ,*ri/ians 7 employ$ 9 (fices ( tru/ by ! ,native pr9ces1 *iefly 9 situations connect$ ) ! army4 8,i _h1 :il/ resid+ at ,agra1 frequ5t applications f ,*ri/ians ( t class1 & _m ( !m s5t f f>1 = copies ( ! ,p]sian & ,h9doo/anee translations3 to %ew ! ne$ !y /ood 9 ( su* supplies1 ,i may j obs]ve1 t a ,*ri/ian ( ! class ref]r$ to1 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,bur?pore ,rajah1 on apply+ p]sonally to me = a copy ( ! ,new ,te/am5t1 0 ask$ if he _h ev] p]us$ ! ,gospel 9 any language8 he answ]$ t he _h nev] ev5 se5 ! ,book2 & 9 ! figurative language ( ! c\ntry1 add$1 t #8he knew n :e!r ! ,book 0 made ( wood or pap]4' 8,among ! mo/ rem>kable in/ances ( ,mahom$ans & ,h9doos d]iv+ b5efit f ! ,scriptures alone1 ! foll[+ occur to me3 8,9 #ahac1 a ,mahom$an ,hukeem came to me at ,agra f ,bur?pore1 say+1 t he _h _m ye>s be=e read ! ,p5tateu* 9 ,arabic1 a copy ( :i* _h be5 giv5 to him by a ,roman ,ca?olic prie/3 t ab\t two ye>s be=e ! "t he came to me1 he _h obta9$ a copy ( ,/4 ,mat!w's gospel 9 ,p]sian1 f read+ ( :i* he _h become conv9c$ ( ! div9ity ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,?is man1 ) 8 son1 0 aft]w>ds baptiz$4 8,! next in/ance t occurs to me1 is ( an ag$ ,h9doo3 ?is man f read+ ! writ+s ( ,cub]1 _h be5 l$ to r5\nce ,idolatry1 & f9d+ ! ,law & ,gospel spok5 ( by ,cub]1 z div9e books1 he 0 = sev]al ye>s anxi\s to possess a copy4 ,aft] sev]al ineffectual attempts to procure a copy f ,engli% g5tlem51 he at l5g? obta9$ ! ,gospels 9 ! ,nagree "*4 ,he 0 also aft]w>ds baptiz$4 ,a ?ird in/ance ( good d]iv$ f ! ,scriptures alone1 0 ,burukut ,museeh 9 #ahac2 he got a manuscript copy ( ,job1 :i* he p]us$ ) great int]e/2 aft]w>ds he got a copy ( ! ,psalms2 !n ,isaiah2 & f9ally ! ,new ,te/am5t 9 ,h9doo/anee4 ,8 exempl>y life & happy dea? are record$ 9 ! ,mission>y ,regi/]4 8,! only o!r case t occurs to me1 is t ( ,fuez ,musseeh1 baptiz$ 9 #ahag4 ,at sev5te5 ye>s ( age1 he became a ,mahom$an purely f ! abhorr5ce ( idolatry express$ 9 ! ,koran2 he rema9$ upw>ds ( tw5ty ye>s a /rict & indefatigable disciple ( ! ,koran1 liv+ z a ,fake] & obta9+ great hon\r among 8 c\ntrym5 = 8 suppos$ sanctity4 ,at l5g?1 be+ disgu/$ 9 8 own m9d ) ! practices recomm5d$ by 8 spiritual guides1 & we>i$ ) 8 own ineffectual lab\rs aft] hol9ess1 he ab&on$ all 8 hon\rs z a ,religieux1 & b\ght f a lady a copy ( ! ,new ,te/am5t1 if haply he might f9d 9 x t re/ = 8 s\l he _h hi!rto s\ght 9 va9 f o!r qu>t]s4 ,he s\ght1 & f\nd1 z 8 conduct hi!rto leads u to ?9k1 ! object ( 8 pursuit4 8,i h met :il/ resid+ out ( ,calcutta1 ) v _m natives1 :o f read+ ! ,scriptures1 h _h all prejudice aga9/ ,*ri/ianity remov$2 & "s ( !m1 z ,joy ,n>a9 ,ghossaul1 at ,b5>es1 h be5 set ^u _m works ( b5evol5ce & *>ity1 f _! k ( duty z le>n$ f ! ,bible1 ?\gh !y h n d]iv$ all ! b5efits to be desir$ f ! copies ( ! ,scriptures circulat$ among !m4 ,h[ f> ?is p>tial good is to be appreciat$1 ea* ,*ri/ian w =m 8 own judgm5t4 ,z a prep>+ ( ! way ( ! ,"l1 x is by no means to be und]valu$1 & future lab\r]s w reap ! fruit ( ! preci\s se$ :i* ! ,bible ,society has be5 s[+ 9 ,india ) s mu* dilig5ce = sev]al ye>s pa/40 ,! memor&a :i* occur 9 ,mr4 ,corrie's ,j\rnal aft] 8 return to ,india1 are v few1 b "u date ( ,june #aa1 #ahba1 he rem>ks3-- 8,i h be5 endeav\r+ to call my ways to remembrance1 & f9d en\gh to be humbl$ = 9 ! review1 b a difficulty z to h[ ,i %\ld speak ( x4 ,?is difficulty ,i wi% to acc\nt =4 ,=m]ly ,i c\ld write ( my /ate ) ease2 lately ,i h neglect$ to make memor&a4 ,i h c]ta9ly be5 mu* employ$ 9 public matt]s4 ,my duties z ,*apla91 & z ,secret>y to ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1--! s*ools1 ! press1 leave me v little "t1 & t little ,i f9d difficult to apply to a good purpose4 ,my want ( retirem5t prev5ts ! "r use ( ! little ,i might h4 ,i am deeply consci\s t ! evil prop5sities ( my nature are by no means eradicat$2 & ,i ought to be al>m$ t !y d n m al>m me4 ,i feel daily t ,i s91 & resolve daily aga9/ my prop5sities1 yet daily am m or less ov]come4 ,oh6 ,i desire to awake to righte\sness6 ,i desire to be al>m$2 to be sav$ f s91 & quick5$ & made alive to ,god4 ,o ,_s ( light & love1 ( p[] & ( a s\nd m9d1 "w 9 me to w & d ( ?y good pleasure6 ,i see1 9 read+ ! epi/le to ,titus1 t except 9 su* po9ts z are agreeable to my nature1 ,i am f> f ! "* ( a true m9i/] ( ,*ri/40 ,!re is reason1 h[ev]1 to hope t ,mr4 ,corrie's m9i/rations 9 ,calcutta 7 n altoge!r 9 va94 ,at any rate1 x is well kn[n t 8 lab\rs 7 unceas+1 :e!r reg>d be _h to 8 duties z *apla91 or ^? connect$ ) ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 & ! sup]9t5d5ce ( ! native s*ools4 ,9 ! ,decemb] too1 ( ?is ye>1 he 0 appo9t$ to prea* ! s]mon at ! ?ird visitation ( ,bi%op ,middleton2 & 9 ! same mon? pr9t$1 among ! ,qu>t]ly ,mission>y ,intellig5ce1 a biographical sket* ( 8 old fri5d ,joy ,n>a91 :o _h di$ at ,b5>es 9 ,novemb]4 ,b t :i* n[ m especially occupi$ ! att5tion ( ,mr4 ,c4 & o!rs1 engag$ 9 conduct+ ! affairs ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society 9 ,calcutta1 0 ! education ( ! native females ( ,india4 ,! /ate ( society _h until lately1 seem$ hopelessly to exclude ! native female f all %>e 9 ! b5efits ( education2 b ! success :i* _h att5d$ a s*ool set on foot by ! ,bapti/ mission1 _h induc$ "s fri5ds ( religion 9 ,india1 to communicate ) ! ,briti% & ,=eign ,s*ool-,society 9 ,engl&1 ) a view to ext5d ! means ( in/ruction to ! females ( ,india1 z widely z practicable4 ,funds 7 9 consequ5ce1 rais$ = t purpose2 & ,miss ,cooke1 a lady ( education & piety1 arriv$ 9 ,calcutta dur+ ,nov4 #ahba1 = ! purpose ( devot+ h]self to ! "w4 ,x 0 e>ly 9 ,janu>y #ahbb1 t ! ,calcutta ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 took measures = ! =mation ( female s*ools1 "u ! sup]9t5d5ce ( ?is lady2 & su* 0 ! success att5d+ _! fir/ ef=ts1 t ?ree s*ools 7 9 op]ation by ! middle ( ,febru>y4 ,x 0 !n ?\ght desirable to br+ ! subject m di/9ctly be=e ! resid5ts 9 ,calcutta1 9 ! hope t ! fri5ds to ! moral & intellectual improvem5t ( ! natives ( ,india1 might be induc$ to assi/ 9 c>ry+ on ?is important & difficult und]tak+3 & to ,mr4 ,corrie x 0 assign$1 to draw up & circulate ! foll[+ address3 8,,native ,,female ,,education4 8,! importance ( education1 9 ord] to ! improvem5t ( ! /ate ( society among ! natives ( ?is c\ntry1 is n[ g5]ally ackn[l$g$1 & ! eag]ness ( ! natives !mselves = in/ruction beg9s to exce$ ! opportunities hi!rto af=d$ !m4 8,b to r5d] education effectual to ! improvem5t ( society1 x mu/ obvi\sly1 be ext5d$ to bo? sexes4 ,man requires a #8,help-meet2' & 9 e c\ntry ! infant m9d receives its e>lie/ impressions f ! female sex4 ,:]ev]1 !re=e1 ?is sex is left 9 a /ate ( ignorance & degradation1 ! ende>+ & important duties ( wife & "m _c be duly dis*>g$2 & no great progress 9 g5]al civilization & morals c1 9 su* a /ate ( ?+s1 be reasonably hop$ =4 8,su* h[ev]1 ) few exceptions has hi!rto be5 ! /ate ( ! female sex 9 ?is c\ntry2 b a happy *ange 9 ?is respect seems at l5g? to be gradually tak+ place4 ,a mo/ pleas+ pro( ( ?is occurr$ 9 ! int]e/+ fact1 t ?irty-five girls 7 among ! numb] ( s*ol>s1 at ! la/ exam9ation ( ! ,s*ool ,society1 9 ! h\se ( "o ( ! mo/ respectable natives 9 ,calcutta4 8,! arrival ( a lady ( judgm5t & exp]i5ce1 at su* a crisis1 = ! purpose ( devot+ h] "t & tal5ts to ! "w ( native female education1 c\ld n b be reg>d$1 by all int]e/$ 9 ! improvem5t ( society among ! natives ( ?is c\ntry1 z a mo/ fav\rable ev5t4 8,?is lady 7,miss ,cooke7 0 recomm5d$1 9 ! fir/ in/ance1 by ! ,briti% & ,=eign ,s*ool ,society1 to ! ,calcutta ,s*ool ,society2 b ! ,committee ( ?is ,society1 be+ compos$ p>tly ( native g5tlem51 7 n prep>$ unanim\sly & actively to engage 9 any g5]al plan ( native female education4 ,mo/ ( ^!1 h[ev]1 h express$ _! good-w t[>ds su* a plan1 & _! int5tion ( avail+ !mselves1 z circum/ances may admit1 ( ,miss ,cooke's dis9t]e/$ s]vices to obta9 in/ruction = _! families4 8,"u ^! circum/ances ! correspond+ ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society h cordially und]tak5 to promote1 z !y may be enabl$1 ! objects ( ,miss ,cooke's mission4 8,miss ,cooke w1 z %e may f9d opportunity1 af=d in/ruction at home to ! female *ildr5 ( ! high] classes ( natives2 & at ! sugge/ion ( an enlight5$ native g5tleman1 a sep>ate s*ool w be attempt$1 = poor female *ildr5 ( high ca/e1 ) a view to _! becom+ h]eaft] tea*]s 9 ! families ( _! weal?y c\ntry-wom54 8,miss ,cooke has already made suffici5t progress 9 ! acquirem5t ( ,b5galee1 to enable h] to sup]9t5d ! e/abli%m5t ( s*ools2 & hav+ be5 att5d$ 9 h] fir/ attempt by a female fri5d1 :o c conv]se 9 ,b5galee1 "s int]e/+ conv]sations took place ) ! mo!rs ( ! *ildr5 fir/ collect$1 9 :i* ,miss ,cooke's motives 7 fully expla9$ to !m4 ,soon aft]1 a petition 0 pres5t$ to ,miss ,cooke1 9 consequ5ce ( :i*1 a second female s*ool has be5 e/abli%$ 9 ano!r qu>t] ( ! t[n1 & a ?ird s*ool has be5 =m$ 9 ,mirzapore1 ne> ! ,*ur* ,mission-,h\se4 ,?us ?ree s*ools are already e/abli%$ "u ,miss ,cooke's imm$iate c>e1 conta9+ ab\t sixty girls2 & ! disposition manife/$ t[>ds ^! s*ools by ! natives1 af=ds reason to expect t a wi% to h female s*ools w 9 "t become g5]al4 8,x is int5d$ !re=e1 to erect 9 a suitable situation 9 ! native t[n1 a s*ool-room1 ) a dwell+-h\se atta*$1 9 :i* an ext5sive sy/em ( female education may be attempt$2 & ?is plan1 s peculi>ly )9 _! prov9ce1 is submitt$1 ) mu* respect & confid5ce ( success1 to ! sympa?y & patronage ( ! ladies ( ?is ,presid5cy1 by ! correspond+ ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,:atev] assi/ance may be af=d$1 ei!r z donations or mon?ly subscriptions1 w be exclusively appli$ to ! purposes ( female education1 & a report ( progress w be submitt$1 f "t to "t by ,miss ,cooke1 = ! in=mation ( subscrib]s40 8,calcutta1 ,feb4 #bc1 #ahbb40 ,! result ( ?is appeal 01 t )9 a few weeks n less ?an #c1jjj rupees 7 subscrib$ = ! fur!rance ( ! object contemplat$2 ! ,gov]nor ,g5]al1 ,lady ,ha/+s1 & o!rs ( ! fir/ di/9ction be+ among ! mo/ lib]al ( ! contributors4 ,nor 0 x among ! lea/ rem>kable circum/ance connect$ ) ?is great social movem5t1 t a highly respectable ,brahm9 wrote & circulat$ a tract1 = ! express purpose ( recomm5d+ to 8 c\ntrym5 ! importance ( female education4 ,he urg$ x also1 z ! duty ( e p>5t to rescue ?us _! female (fspr+ f t /ate ( degradation1 to :i* 7z he prov$ f hi/ory7 ! wom5 9 ,h9doo/an 7 n =m]ly subject4 ,) ref]5ce to ^! & simil> occurr5ces1 ,mr4 ,corrie writes to 8 bro!r4 8,calcutta1 ,april #ai1 #ahbb4 8,our mission>y engagem5ts are becom+ m & m important2 & opportunities = ext5d+ our plans m & m frequ5t & easy3 ,b ) all ^! prospects1 a _s unfri5dly to ! gospel is gone =? among/ ! natives1 & !y are comm5c+ ,dei/ical politicians4 ,f\r native newspap]s h />t$ 9 ,calcutta2 two 9 ,b5galee1 "o 9 ,h9doo/anee1 & "o 9 ,p]sian4 ,!y _c all /& long1 b !y m>k ! _s ( ! times4 ,!y are all "u an influ5ce unfri5dly to our ,*ur* e/abli%m5t3 b we are gett+ on ) our s*ools1 hav+ n[ upw>ds ( f\r hundr$ boys1 & "o hundr$ & ?irty-f\r girls1 "u our ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 )9 ! b\nd>y ( ,calcutta2 :ile ! ,diocesan ,committee h sev]al s*ools 9 ! suburbs4 ,! y\? 9 ^! s*ools w1 we hope1 gr[ up ) impressions fav\rable to our views ( ?+s40 ,on ,w$nesday1 ,may #bf1 #ahbb1 ,mr4 ,corrie prea*$ a s]mon at ! ,old ,*ur*1 9 aid ( ! ,society = ,missions to ,africa & ! ,ea/4 ,! s]mon 0 aft]w>ds pr9t$ ) ! fif? report ( ! ,calcutta ,committee ( t ,society1 & conta9s "s valuable rem>ks on ! advantages connect$ ) direct in/ruction 9 ! fai? ( ,*ri/1 ov] ! education :i* m]ely imp>ts su* k z has ref]5ce only to ! affairs ( ?is life4 ,"o s5t5ce may "h be cit$ z illu/rative ( ! great *ange :i* ! m9d ( ,india _h und]gone1 s9ce ! "t :5 ,mr4 ,corrie c\ld lab\r = ! conv]sion ( ! hea!n1 only at ! risk ( incurr+ ! c5sure ( gov]nm5t3-- 8,our ,*ur*1 ) reason we ?9k1 calls h]self ,apo/olical3 n[1 :at is ?is b mission>y8 ,& a portion ( mission>y _s has always resid$ among h] memb]s4 ,"t has be51 inde$1 :5 ?is 0 reg>d$ by _m r z a m>k ( diss5t2 b n[1 bless$ be ,god1 %e seems to be ris+1 ?r\gh all h] ranks1 to h] high & prop] "* z a mission>y body40 ,ab\t six weeks only _h pass$ s9ce ! deliv]y ( ?is disc\rse1 :5 ,mr4 ,corrie 0 summon$ to att5d ! dea?-b$ ( ! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta1 :o 0 call$ to 8 re/ aft] b a few days' illness4 ,consid]+ ! peculi> circum/ances ( ,india1 & ! !n novelty ( episcopal rule 9 t c\ntry1 x c\ld sc>cely be expect$ t ,mr4 ,corrie1 among o!rs1 %\ld be able to recognise ! wisdom ( e act ( ,bi%op ,middleton's adm9i/ration1 & ! equity ( ! control :i* t able prelate claim$ to ex]cise ov] ! temporal z well z spiritual affairs ( ! *apla9s to ! ,ea/ ,india ,company2 b 8 correspond5ce abundantly %[s t he c\ld well appreciate ! ,bi%op's "*4 ,) reg>d m especially to ! cause ne>e/ 8 he>t--t ( missions1 ,mr4 ,c4 consid]$ x to h d]iv$ f ! deceas$ prelate1 exactly t k9d ( sanction :i* 0 !n requir$2 x want$ only (ficial c\nt5ance1 & ! reputation ( or?odoxy4 ,to lab\r = ! moral improvem5t & conv]sion ( our hea!n fell[-subjects1 us$ to be reg>d$ z *>act]is+ a p>ty 9 ! *ur*1 & z proce$+ f a k9d ( fanaticism t w\ld endang] ! /ability ( our ori5tal empire4 ,b ! int]e/ :i* ,bi%op ,middleton _h tak5 9 ! ,mission>y cause1 _h giv5 reason to believe1 t (ficial dignity comb9$ ) a high reputation = s\nd judgm5t & secul> le>n+1 7 n incompatible ) ! conviction1 t our rule 9 ,india _h e ?+ to hope f ! spread ( ,*ri/ianity2 & t x 0 n fanatical to suppose1 t s va/ an empire _h be5 committ$ to our gov]nance = ! noble purpose ( mak+ kn[n ! ,son ( ,god1 to a p :o 7 ignorant ( ,him4 ,)9 two mon?s ( ! dea? ( ,bi%op ,middleton1 ! ,ar*deacon ( ,calcutta fell a victim to ! ,*ol]a2 & z t circum/ance r5d]$ x necess>y = ! ,gov]nm5t to delegate ! adm9i/ration ( ! affairs ( ! ,see to o!r h&s1 ,mr4 ,corrie & ,mr4 ,p>son 7 commission$ to ex]cise su* jurisdiction z by law might be w>rant$1 until a successor to ,bi%op ,middleton %\ld arrive f ,engl&4 ,9 a memor&um1 p5n$ ab\t t "t1 ,mr4 ,corrie writes3-- 8,sep4 #bh?1 #ahbb4 ,?is day sixte5 ye>s ago ,i fir/ l&$ 9 ,calcutta4 ,h[ alt]$ ! /ate ( society6 ,!n ,mr4 ,br[n 0 s5ior ,*apla94 ,he _h at "t de> ,m>tyn 9 8 h\se1 & receiv$ ,p>son & myself into 8 family4 ,n[ he & 8 wife are numb]$ ) ! dead1 & all _! *ildr5 return$4444 ,h[ _m o!r *anges1 also1 9 ! /ate ( ! religi\s society ( ,calcutta1 s t ,mr4 ,u4 only rema9s ( ! fri5ds ( religion 9 8 class ( society ( t day4 ,h[ v>i$ has be5 ! sc5e ( my own ,indian-life6 8,9 respect ( public affairs1 great *anges1 also1 h tak5 place4 ,9 ecclesia/ical matt]s great *anges4 ,a bi%op & ar*deacon appo9t$ 9 #ahad1 & ,bi%op's college has be5 ! result4 ,! subject ( missions has ?us1 by degrees1 become "o ( ackn[l$g$ duty & advantage to society4 ,! bi%op hurri$ (f by sudd5 dea?3 ! ar*deacon tak5 (f n two mon?s aft]1 m sudd5ly /ill3 ,p>son & ,i appo9t$ to ex]cise _! functions pro tempore4 ,i w\ld1 h[ev]1 rem>k especially ! /ate ( my own m9d dur+ ?is long p]iod4 ,i came to ,india *iefly ) a view to ! propagation ( ! gospel2 & t view1 ,i tru/ ,i c say1 has n be5 lo/ sight (4 ,my "t has be5 pr9cipally devot$ to t object4 ,my money1 too1 has *iefly gone 9 t cause4 ,i tru/ a mission has be5 e/abli%$ at ,*un>1 ,agra1 & ,b5>es1 ?r\gh my humble means1 :i* w g on1 & #8increase ) ! increase ( ,god4' ,9 ,calcutta1 ! lab\rs ( ,secret>y to ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 9 addition to my own (ficial duties1 h help$ to br+ on ! loss ( /r5g? ,i am n[ suff]+ "u4 ,b ,i w\ld be aw>e t ! /ate ( he>t is *iefly to be att5d$ to4 ,& "h ,i c see no "o duty s p]=m$1 t ,i d>e ?9k ( x 9 ! view ( pres5t+ x to ,god2 & 7 x n t ,jesus is ! righte\sness & /r5g? ( all :o believe1 ,i c\ld n ent]ta9 ! slighte/ hope4 8,= ab\t ?ree mon?s1 my ancles h swoll5 occasionally1 ) bad dige/ion1 & a*+ ( ! limbs & legs4 ,! doctor says x is ! effect ( climate2 by :i* ,i und]/& t my frame is debilitat$ s5sibly1 by ! heat4 ,he says1 re/ is ! only rem$y1 & ,i am come to ,pultah ,ghaut#aac = re/1 & retirem5t4 ,my pray] to ,god is t ,i may be made fully alive to my real /ate1 & may n wa/e away )\t feel+ ! t5d5cy ( su* a wa/+4 ,i desire to h my lo9s girt ab\t & my lamp suppli$ ) oil2 s t1 :5ev] ! bridegroom is ann\nc$1 ,i may be ready to ent] 94 8,i desire to be m spiritually m9d$2 & to h m ( a realiz+ fai?1 z to ! tru?s ,i am ex]cis$ ab\t day by day out ( ! holy ^w4 ,i w\ld fa9 see religion on ! increase among u2 & h m abundant fruit ( ! ^w4 ,oh6 t ! ,_s 7 p\r$ ^u ,europeans & natives6 ,oh6 t ! k+dom ( ,*ri/ 7 e/abli%$ 9 my own he>t6 m settl$ 9 my family2 my flock2 & on all ar\nd g5]ally4 ,oh6 t ! salvation 7 come out ( ,zion4 ,!n %\ld ?is nation be glad & rejoice2 & ,he ^: "n is ,jehovah1 be ackn[l$g$ ?r\gh\t ! l&4 ,am540 ,! debility ( :i* ,mr4 ,corrie "h compla9s _h s increas$1 t ! m$ical m5 decid$ t x w\ld n be safe = him to rema9 9 ,calcutta dur+ ! hot wea!r2 & moreov]1 advis$ a long sea-voyage z ! be/ means = recruit+ 8 impair$ heal?4 ,he did n1 h[ev]1 ?9k a voyage to be ( s mu* consequ5ce2 yet e>ly 9 ,febru>y #ahbc he quitt$ ,calcutta1 accompani$ by 8 family & ,capta9 ,/eph5 ( ! ,eng9e]s1 & w5t to reside on ! coa/1 ne> ,jugg]naut4 ,= ! fir/ eight or n9e weeks ( 8 resid5ce at ,pooree1 ,mr4 ,corrie's heal? _h be5 greatly re/or$2 b ! anxiety & fatigue :i* he und]w5t 9 att5d+ ! sick-b$ ( ,capta9 ,/eph51 :o di$ at ,pooree on ! #aj? ( ,may1 br\ght on a s]i\s attack ( fev]4 ,9 ?is /ate he att5d$ ! fun]al ( 8 deceas$ fri5d2 b be+ too unwell to proce$ ?r\gh ! s]vice1 he 0 c>ri$ home 9 a /ate ( ! greate/ exhau/ion4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! day1 h[ev]1 ,mr4 ,corrie reviv$ suffici5tly to all[ ( 8 writ+ to ,mr4 ,?omason1 an acc\nt ( ! la/ illness ( ,capta9 ,/eph52 aft] :i* ! fev] return$ ) su* viol5ce t = sev]al days ! suff]] 0 sc>cely s5sible4 ,! foll[+ is 8 lett]3-- ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,t4 ,,?omason4 8,pooree1 ,may #aj1 #ahbc4 8,! la/ sad (fices hav+ be5 p]=m$ = y\r belov$ son-9-law1 ,i w endeav\r to recal "s ( ! pleas+ expressions :i* fell f 8 lips dur+ ! la/ week1 bo? ) a view to ! com=t ( 8 fri5ds1 & to indulge myself on a subject :i* engrosses all my ?\ghts4 ,my acqua9tance ) ! de> dep>t$ comm5c$ 9 ,septemb] #ahad1 :5 ,i saw him almo/ ! :ole ( e day dur+ ab\t a week4 ,aga9 9 #ahag & #ahah1 our int]c\rse 0 r5ew$ bo? at ,ghazeepoor & ,b5>es4 ,he 0 !n1 x is almo/ ne$less to say1 /rictly correct 9 8 conv]sation & g5]al conduct1 b did n exhibit t s]i\s impression ( div9e tru? :i* latt]ly appe>$ 9 him4 ,:5 we w5t on bo>d ! s*oon]1 ,i soon discov]$ a m>k$ diff]5ce 9 him 9 t respect4 ,!re 0 an evid5t love ( religi\s ex]cises1 & religi\s books2 & ,i obs]v$ m ?an once a s]i\s att5tion to private devotion4 ,f t p]iod our int]c\rse 0 unres]v$1 & 8 g5]al conv]sation & rem>ks1 su* z belong to godl9ess4 ,he jo9$ u regul>ly 9 our morn+ & ev5+ family wor%ip4 ,he frequ5tly spoke ( 8 expectation t 8 illness w\ld end 9 dea?1 b we hop$ o!rwise2 & no?+ p>ticul>1 z to 8 views 9 ! prospect ( su* an ev5t 0 m5tion$4 ,he _h nev] be5 free f b[el-compla9t s9ce we came toge!r1 & dur+ ! e>ly "p ( ! week comm5c+ ,april #bg1 he compla9$ ( an increase to 8 disord] f hav+ tak5 cold1 ?\gh no su* appe>ances z usually att5d a cold appe>$ ab\t him4 ,he kept up z usual till ,friday ! #bnd ( ,may1 :5 he did n come to breakfa/ ) ! family1 b came out to d9n]4 8,on ,saturday he did n leave 8 room4 ,on ,sunday ,i w5t into 8 room1 & ask$ if ,i %\ld jo9 him 9 read+ ! ^w ( ,god & pray]1 s9ce he no long] c\ld jo9 ) u4 ,to ?is he gladly ass5t$1 & began to speak ( ! great m]cy ( ,god t[>ds him 9 pres]v+ him f acute pa91 :il/ he felt himself s9k+ gradually4 ,i read ! fir/ lesson = ! day1 & he made sev]al rem>ks on ! applicabl5ess ( ! admonitions to ! spiritual /ate ( ! ,*ri/ian4 ,be+ dr[sy1 f ! opiates adm9i/]$ to allay 8 disease1 he desir$ me to def] pray+ till ! aft]noon4 ,9 ! aft]noon he 0 q awake1 spoke ( ! m]cies ( ,god t[>d him1 compla9+ also ( 8 want ( gratitude to 8 ,god & ,savi\r4 ,i spoke to him ( :at ,i ?\ght ( 8 /ate :5 at ,ghazeepoor 9 #ahad1 & especially "s rem>ks he !n made on hymn s++1 & express$ my delight at 8 n[ alt]$ feel+1 & ! gr\nd ( enc\ragem5t x af=d$ him4 ,he said t he _h /rong convictions ( s9 be=e t "t2 t he ow$ mu* to 8 deceas$ ,aunt ,/eph51 :o _h tri$ mu* to impress 8 m9d ) a s5se ( religion2 add+1 #8,i "k n[ :y ,*ri/ians take s mu* pleasure 9 hymn-s++2 !y love to dwell ^u ! ideas convey$ by ! words4' ,i may "h obs]ve t he sev]al times1 s9ce we h be5 at ,pooree1 spoke ( 8 ,aunt ,/eph51 & ( all 8 family1 & ! obligations he ow$ h]4 8,to-day he also m5tion$ 8 wi% to p>take ( ! ,"l's ,supp]1 be=e 8 intellects %\ld become cl\d$4 ,on ,monday1 ,may #e?1 he ask$ me if ,i 7 prep>$ to adm9i/] to him ! ,"l's ,supp]4 ,z no "t _h be5 m5tion$ ! day be=e1 ,i propos$ to put (f ! celebration till next day1 :5 we w\ld make x a family ord9ance2 to ?is he *e]fully ass5t$4 ,i d n recollect any p>ticul>s ( :at fell f him t day1 b 8 conv]sation 0 always ) ref]5ce to 8 dy+ soon1 & fill$ ) ?anksgiv+ to 8 ,god & ,savi\r = ! comp>ative ease 9 :i* he lay1 & especially = ! hope ( heav5 :i* he enjoy$2 (t5 exclaim+ t x 0 all ( m]cy1 & entirely fl[+ f ! ,savi\r's m]its4 ,on ,tuesday ,may #f1 8 m9d 0 confus$ all ! morn+ f opiates2 ab\t two1 ,p4 ,m4 see+ him collect$1 ,i ask$ if he w\ld n[ h ! ,sacram5t adm9i/]$8 ,he said he wi%$ to be m awake & w\ld po/pone x till ! morr[2 add+1 #8,i h committ$ my all into ! h&s ( my bless$ ,savi\r1 & ,i c tru/ him to keep me sleep+ or wak+4' 8,on ,w$nesday he 0 tak5 up ) "s temporal matt]s1 & wrote ! lett] :i* ,i =w>d$ to y on t day4 ,aft]w>ds ,mrs4 ,corrie & ,i w5t into 8 room1 & we all1 ,i tru/1 by fai? f$ on ,*ri/ 9 our he>ts1 ) ?anksgiv+4 ,our sick bro!r 0 mu* alive dur+ ! :ole ( ! s]vice1 & read ! passages 9 :i* ! congregation jo91 ) mu* cle>ness & f]vor4 ,on go+ into 8 room ab\t an h\r aft] ! s]vice1 he broke out1 #8,oh1 may ?is disp5sation be bless$ to my de> ,e/h]1 t %e may give h]self :olly up to ,god1 & fix all h] love on him alone4 ,%e has a deep s5se ( h] own unwor?9ess1 & ,i bless ,god = ! piety t is 9 h]4' ,on ,?ursday ,may #h?1 !re appe>$ no alt]ation 9 ! /ate ( 8 disease4 ,two surgeons f ,cuttack hav+ arriv$1 our own doctor br\ght !m to see him4 ,!y w5t into ! next room to communicate _! ?\ghts on 8 case1 :5 he he>d !m agree t no?+ c\ld be done = 8 relief4 ,on my go+ into 8 room aft] !y w5t away1 he seiz$ my h& ) all 8 rema9+ /r5g?1 & said1 #8,oh my de> fri5d1 h[ mu* am ,i indebt$ to ,god = plac+ me at ?is "t ) fri5ds1 :o d all !y c = my com=t1 )\t conceal+ _! conc]n t my s\l %\ld be prep>$ = dea?2' add+ mu* on ! evil too _m m$ical m5 are guilty ( 9 *]i%+ hopes ( life :5 _! pati5ts %\ld r be ?9k+ ( dea?1 & contra/+ ! diff]5ce ( 8 pres5t circum/ances ) :at !y w\ld h be5 _h he gone1 on leav+ ,calcutta1 among /rang]s & irreligi\s p]sons2 !n add+ praise & ?anksgiv+ to ,god4 ,on ! e>ly "p ( ?is aft]noon ,mrs4 ,corrie w5t into 8 room1 :5 he pres5tly began to speak to h] z = ! la/ "t1 pray+ t h] husb& might be sp>$ to h]1 & h] *ildr51 & to ! *ur*1 add+ _m expressions ( 8 reg>d & affection4 8,on ,friday1 ,may #i?4 ,on my ent]+ 8 room e>ly1 & enquir+ aft] 8 /ate1 he said1 #8,i h _h a wret*$ night1 n 9 body1 = ,i h be5 easy1 b 9 m9d4 ,i h be5 ?9k+ ( ?is & t treatm5t :i* might h be5 us$2 b x is all wrong1 & ?us my wick$ness br+s its own puni%m5t4 ,i h mu* tri$ to rep5t ( my daily wick$ness1 & ( my wick$ life4' ,add+ a good deal on ! subject ( ,god's ord]+ all our affairs1 & ! duty ( look+ above human ag5ts--& said1 #8,o nev] did we>y travell] desire 8 home m ?an ,i desire my re/3' mo/ cordially ackn[l$g+ ) me ! duty ( submission1 & jo9+ 9 pray] = an increase 9 fai? & pati5ce4 ,"s fav\rable symptoms appe>$1 b he seem$ to build no?+ on !m4 ,= sev]al days we _h an ,european ,s]geant to sit up at night4 ,he has express$ 8 surprise at ! con/ant pati5ce our bro!r manife/$1 & told me1 t he 0 mu* 9 pray] dur+ ,friday night4 8,on ,saturday morn+1 ab\t half pa/ ?ree1 a viol5t dis*>ge ( blood took place1 & aga9 ab\t five4 ,i w5t into 8 room j aft] ! latt]1 & f\nd him pro/rate inde$4 8,he began at once1 #8,o my ,god1 suff] me n to fall f !e3 make my rep5tance s9c]e1 & let my fai? /& firm--,o6 accept me1 unwor?y6 = ! m]its ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,i am wret*$ & mis]able1 let my s\l be cleans$ 9 8 blood & pres5t$ spotless be=e !e2 bless my de> wife & *ildr51 bless my de> fa!r & "m1 bless y 7address+ himself to me17 & y\r family2 & ,god make y a great] bless+ ?an ev] to ! *ur*1 b don't wa/e y\r life 9 ?is c\ntry1 g home & d good among ! poor4 ,o ,god6 bless all ! doctors :o h att5d$ me1 & let !m n =get _! own mortality amid/ ^! sc5es2' add+ pray]s = su* g5]ally z he might at any "t h _h disagreem5t )4 ,on my rem9d+ him ( our bless$ness 9 hav+ an advocate ) ! ,fa!r to r5d] ^! petitions available1 he add$ /rong expressions ( ! m]cy ( ,god t[>ds him1 & ( 8 e>ne/ desire to be at re/ ) ,god2 add+ #8,o ,god1 ?\ kn[e/ t ,i love !e1' & ask$ me if ,i ?\ght x wrong to pray = 8 dismissal4 ,he spoke ( 8 temporal affairs z settl$1 & said he _h no anxiety ab\t 8 *ildr51 ! ,"l w\ld provide = !m4 ,ab\t #g1 on go+ into 8 room1 ,i spoke respect+ ! little probability :5 we fir/ met t ,i %\ld survive him3 he began to pray = bless+s = me1 add+1 #8,bless ! ,"l1 ,o my s\l1 & =get n all 8 b5efits2 :o =give? all ?y s9s1 :o heale? all ?y diseases4' ,add+ ) emphasis1 #8=get n all 8 b5efits2 t he _h be5 =getful all 8 days1 b ! ,"l _h %ew$ him great m]cy4' ,f t "t he spoke little4 ,be+ remov$ to ano!r b$1 he dos$ mu* f m$ic9e4 ,ab\t t51 obs]v+ him re/less1 ,i ask$ if he want$ any?+8 he said #8,no4' ,if he reta9$ 8 peace ( m9d8 ,he said1 #8,8 m9d _h become v confus$4' ,& on rem9d+ him ( ! #8,advocate ) ! ,fa!r1' he fa9tly add$1 #8,bless ,god = all ! way ,he has l$ me1' or to t effect4 ,ab\t elev51 see+ him re/less1 & less ( consci\sness ab\t him1 ,i ask$ him if he knew me1 he said1 #8,yes2' & 9 answ] to my "q1 #8,if ,i %\ld pray = him8' he said1 #8,yes2' b !re 0 no respond to ! few petitions ,i (f]$ up1 & he 0 no long] s5sible4 ,at half-pa/ "o1 ano!r dis*>ge ( blood took place1 :i* l$ u to ?9k him expir+2 b ! _s l+]$ till half-pa/ two1 :51 we d\bt n1 he ent]$ into 8 mu*-desir$ re/4 ,i may tell y1 ?\gh ,i mean to s5d a m$ical /atem5t ( ! fact1 t ! ?ree doctors asc]ta9$ aft] 8 dea?1 t ! liv] 0 p]fectly s\nd1 b ! colon _h become ulc]at$2 & at l5g?1 a blood-vessel be+ eat5 ?r\gh1 ! dis*>ge above-m5tion$ ensu$1 & br\ght on dissolution2 b t ?is mu/ h happ5$ at no great di/ance ( "t1 & t no *ange ( climate or treatm5t1 c\ld h prev5t$ ! fatal result4 ,?is morn+ ! belov$ rema9s 7 committ$ to _! p>5t e>?1 9 ! ,pooree bury+-gr\nd4 ,! bury+-gr\nd is an enclos$ squ>e on ! s&s ( ,jugg]nau?4 8,^? s&s1 aft] almo/ a ye> f ! ,rutt ,jattra1 are /ill /rew$ ) ! :it5$ bones ( ! wret*$ victims ( ?is ,indian ,molo*1 & ,i indulg$ ! idea1 :il/ /&+ by ! grave1 t we 7 tak+ possession ( ! l& 9 ! "n ( ,jesus our ,"l4 ,)\t disp>agem5t to a few o!r rema9s !re int]r$1 & ( ^: hi/ory ,i "k no?+1 ,i knew t we 7 committ+ to ! e>? ! rema9s ( a memb] ( ,8 my/ical body2 & w ,he n br+ 9 ! remnant ( ,8 elect1 & %all n ^!1 at pres5t1 wret*$ ,h9doos1 b[ to ,8 sceptre1 & confess ,him #8,"l1 to ! glory ( ,god ! ,fa!r8' ,!n1 in/ead ( t he>tless brutality ) :i* idolatr\s rema9s are treat$1 dec5t burial w be giv5 !m2 & in/ead ( ! h[l+ ( jackalls & wild dogs ov] _! rema9s1 #8,dev\t m5 w make lam5tation1' ?\gh !y w n sorr[ z #8^? :o h no hope4' ,^! rem>ks1 de>e/ bro!r1 are indulg$ 91 r to ease my own he>t1 ?an to com=t y & y\r sorr[+ family4 ,i am inexpressibly afflict$ = ?is my bro!r1 b :at is my grief comp>$ ) 8 family's8 ,i s5d (f ?is blott$ & only copy1 bo? t y may receive x )9 a due "t ( y\r k ( ! afflict+ ev5t2 & t no discretion may rema9 ) me z to multiply+ copies4 ,mrs4 ,corrie jo9s me 9 t5d] sympa?y to all y\r h\se40 ,= ! rema9+ portion ( ! mon? ( ,may1 ,mr4 ,corrie cont9u$ to ga9 no /r5g?4 ,a *ange ( air 01 !re=e recomm5d$1 & he remov$ to ,cuttack1 ab\t fifty miles inl&4 ,!re x pleas$ ,god to recov] him surpris+ly fa/4 ,b 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,%]]1 dat$ ,june #ac1 #ahbc1 he obs]v$3-- 8,by ! frequ5t attacks ( illness ,i h ( late exp]i5c$1 our ?\ghts are sometimes direct$ t[>ds y 9 ,engl&2 b ,i mu/ rema9 ano!r ye> 9 ord] to ! p5sion4 ,! ,"l only kn[s :at "t may br+ =?4 ,i feel mo/ reluctant to leave ,india1 & no?+ b necessity %all lead me to leave x at pres5t40 ,t5 days lat] ,mr4 ,corrie writes to 8 bro!r3 8,cuttack1 ,orissa1 ,june #bc1 #ahbc4 8,y w h he>d ! reason = my be+ "h1 s ,i w n repeat ! hi/ory ( my ailm5t4 ,i am1 ?r\gh ,div9e m]cy1 mu* bett]1 b ?is enfeebl+ climate is n fav\rable to ! recov]y ( /r5g?1 especially at ! age ( =ty-six4 ,y accuse me ( writ+ despond+ly1 ,i am n aw>e ( any su* feel+2 ?\gh sickness induces reflection1 & #8x is a s]i\s ?+ to die4' ,al?\gh my fai? 9 ! ,r$eem] is un%ak51 & af=ds at times /rong consolation1 yet ! pres5ce ( s9 (t5 cl\ds ! view4 ,b ,i w n fill my pap] ) su* reflections4 8,on ! dea? ( ! ,ar*deacon ab\t two mon?s aft] t ( ! ,bi%op1 ,p>son & ,i 7 appo9t$ ,ecclesia/ical ,commission]s4 ,! ,ar*deacon ( ,bombay remon/rat$ aga9/ our appo9tm5t1 & "s ( ! ,*apla9s h act$ )\t ref]5ce to u4 ,we h gone on quietly2 z 9 fact1 !re is little = u to d (ficially2 & ,i %\ld n wond] to see 9 "s ( ! high *ur* ,reviews1 7if opportunity (f]7 accusations ( neglect4 ,! fact is1 ! ,bi%op has no au?ority :atev] beyond :at 8 p]sonal "* may procure him4 ,! late ,bi%op lab\r$ all 8 ,indian life1 to e/abli% an au?ority indep5d5t ( ! local ,gov]nm5t4 ,?is 0 resi/$ cov]tly by ! ,gov]nm5t1 & 0 felt to be a grievance by ! ,*apla9s4 ,i rejoice greatly 9 ,mr4 ,heb]'s appo9tm5t1 & tru/ x is a tok5 = good to ! e/abli%$ *ur* 9 ,india4 ,no?+ %ort ( annihilation z a society1 w be refus$ him by ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society 9 ,calcutta2 & 9 tru?1 ev]y?+ %ort ( a sep>ate exi/5ce = x1 0 repeat$ly (f]$ to ! late ,bi%op4 8,i %\ld n h ent]$ on ?is subject1 except to tell y h[ 9 ! provid5ce ( ,god1 ,i h be5 affect$ by ev5ts40 ,dur+ ,mr4 ,corrie's abs5ce f ! ,presid5cy1 ! ,rev4 ,isaac ,wilson arriv$ f ,engl&1 & ! ,calcutta correspond+ ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society hav+ ?us obta9$ ! aid ( a cl]gyman1 :om !y c\ld appo9t z secret>y1 decid$ on =m+ a ,*ur* ,mission>y ,association1 z _h be5 done at ,madras4 ,up to ?is "t1 x w be rememb]$1 ! conc]ns ( ! ,society = ,missions to ,africa & ! ,ea/1 _h be5 conduct$ 9 ,b5gal by a ,committee appo9t$ orig9ally f ,engl&2 s t al?\gh ! fri5ds ( religion _h by ?is arrangem5t possess$ ! means ( sub/antially contribut+ to ! support ( ,missions1 yet !y _h n be5 =mally embodi$ 9 a ,society4 ,! jeal\sy & opposition ( ,gov]nm5t to ,mission>y op]ations hav+ n[1 h[ev]1 some:at abat$1 x 0 ?\ght important to take advantage ( ! fir/ fav\rable opportunity t pres5t$ itself1 to place ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society on a m def9ite foot+4 ,! arrival 9 ,india ( an episcopally orda9$ ,mission>y1 :o c\ld r5d] ess5tial aid to an object t appe>$ s desirable1 decid$ ! correspond+ ,committee to take measures = ! =mation ( an ,association s soon z ev] ,mr4 ,corrie %\ld return to ! ,presid5cy4 ,?is he 0 enabl$ to d dur+ ! mon? ( ,july1 & accord+ly on ! #ca/ ( t mon?1 ! be/ means = =m+ su* an ,association 7 tak5 into consid]ation4 ,on ! #aa? ( ,augu/ ano!r meet+ ( ! correspond+ ,committee & _! fri5ds 0 held1 at :i* rules = ! conduct+ ( a ,*ur* ,mission>y ,association 7 provisionally agre$ ^u2 & ) a view to a public meet+ t[>ds ! end ( ! mon?1 copies ( ! proce$+s ( ! ,committee 7 9 ! meantime pr9t$ & circulat$ = ! in=mation ( ! subscrib]s to ,*ur* ,missions 9 ,b5gal4 ,on ! #bh? ( ,augu/ a public meet+ 0 held1 & ! ,calcutta ,*ur* ,mission>y ,association 0 =m$1 ,mr4 ,corrie be+ *os5 ! fir/ ,presid5t4 ,9 ! ,report ( ! proce$+s on ! latt] occasion1 x is /at$ t 8,! ,rev4 ,d4 ,corrie1 9 accept+ ! (fice ( ,presid5t ( ! ,association1 address$ ! meet+ 9 a spee* :i* brea!d an ard5t _s ( piety1 ( affection1 & ( zeal = ! sacr$ cause ( ,missions4 ,x w\ld be impossible to convey any adequate idea ( x by a cursory m5tion 9 ?is place ( ! p]suasive topics !n s feel+ly urg$4 ,suffice x1 !re=e1 to say1 t1 z ,mr4 ,corrie himself 0 deeply affect$1 s he made a deep impression ^u ! :ole audi5ce40 ,! =mation ( ?is ,association 0 n1 h[ev]1 effect$ )\t "s little opposition1 b z t appe>s to h aris5 f a misund]/&+ ( ! motives & relative positions ( ! p>ties conc]n$1 & 0 spe$ily allay$1 x is !re=e "h m5tion$ m]ely 9 def]5ce to ! tru? ( hi/ory4 ,respect+ 8 own affairs ,mr4 ,corrie wrote to ,mr4 ,%]]1 !n 9 ,engl&3-- 8,calcutta1 ,sep4 #aa1 #ahbc4 8,we are all1 ?r\gh m]cy1 q well4 ,we _c be s mu* alone z my /ate ( body requires1 b we are m alone ?an :5 y 7 "h1 & our s\ls & bodies b5efit by x2 ?\gh ,i _c b regret ! p>tial exclusion x occasions f "s ( ! excell5t ( ! e>?4 8,( public affairs ,i c say no?+1 except t a ,committee = public ,in/ruction is =m$4 ,?is 0 plann$ "u ,mr4 ,adam's reign4 ,a picture ( him 0 vot$ aft] ,"l ,amh]/'s arrival1 by a great meet+ at ! ,t[n-hall4 ,mr4 ,a4 is gone to ,bombay 9 v bad heal?4 8,our great man1 ! ,bi%op1 w soon1 we hope1 be "h4 ,he w come opportunely = our ,mission>y affairs1 & 8 com+ w prove1 we tru/1 a bless+ to _m4 ,!y say he means to make ! s5ior ,*apla9 ,ar*deacon2 :e!r t means ,mr4 ,%eph]d1 or myself1 ,i "k n1 & am n anxi\s ab\t x4 ,i %\ld lose 9 po9t ( emolum5t1 b ! ease w\ld suit me 9 my pres5t /ate ( heal?4 ,i tru/ ,i c bless ,god = an increas+ indiff]5ce z to outw>d ?+s & di/9ctions4 8,mr4 ,jett]1 ab\t a =tnight s9ce1 baptiz$ a "y ,brahm92 & inquir]s increase at ,mirzapore4 ,! place is becom+ kn[n4 ,x is n[1 also1 assum+ a pleas+ appe>ance40 ,accord+ to expectation1 ,bi%op ,heb] rea*$ ,india at ! beg9n+ ( ,oct4 #ahbc4 ,s soon z ev] x 0 kn[n t ! ,bi%op _h rea*$ ,saugur1 ,mr4 ,corrie1 z s5ior *apla91 ,mr4 ,abbott z regi/r> ( ! diocese1 & ,pr9cipal ,mill ( ,bi%op's ,college1 w5t d[n ! riv] 9 ! gov]nm5t ya*t1 to conduct 8 lord%ip to ,calcutta4 ,on ,saturday1 ,oct4 #ah?1 ! ,bi%op 0 in/all$ 9 ! ,ca!dral1 & on ! foll[+ ,monday 0 pleas$ to appo9t ,mr4 ,corrie to ! ,ar*deaconry ( ,calcutta4 ,) ref]5ce to t circum/ance ,bi%op ,heb] wrote to ,mr4 ,williams ,wynn4#aad 8,i h be/[$ ! ,ar*deaconry1 mu* to my satisfaction1 on ! s5ior resid5t *apla91 ,mr4 ,corrie1 :o is extremely popul> 9 ! place1 & "o ( ! mo/ amiable & g5tlemanly m5 9 mann]s & temp]1 ,i ev] met )40 ,9 a lett] f ,dum ,dum1 ,nov4 #c1 #ahbc1 ann\nc+ 8 appo9tm5t to ! ,ar*deaconry1 ,mr4 ,corrie also in=ms ,mr4 ,%]]3-- 8,we are mis]ably (f = ,*apla9s1 & y w see f ! date t ,i am at ,dum ,dum do+ duty !re until we get a re9=cem5t4 ,i am1 h[ev]1 b weak1 be+ on ! recov]y f a fev] :i* 0 br\ght on by go+ out 9 ! heat1 to m>ry a c\ple ab\t ! middle ( ,octob]4 ,i _h become q unfit = ! ,presid5cy duties4 ,! sight ( ! ,ca!dral us$ to make me ill1 f ! weak /ate into :i* ,i _h fall52 & ,i trembl$ l a leaf 9 ! breeze :5 ,i asc5d$ ! /eps ( ei!r desk or pulpit4 ,at ! same "t ,i c\ld n leave ! c\ntry1 n be+ entitl$ to ! p5sion1 = a ye> to come4 ,i am n[ reliev$ f ^? di/ress+ occasions1 & my m9d is eas$ ( a burd54 ,i feel t1 humanly speak+1 ,i may yet be /rong "h1 & d a little 9 ! ,mission>y cause40 ,nor 7 ^! ,mr4 ,corrie's anticipations ) respect to 8 heal? premature2 = be+ n[ releas$ f ! duties ( ! ,ca!dral1 he gradually recov]$ 8 /r5g?1 & atta9$ to su* a heal?9ess ( appe>ance1 t p]sons :o _h n se5 him = "s "t1 c\ld sc>cely imag9e t he _h be5 s s]i\sly ill4 ,b besides ! b5eficial *ange :i* _h ?us be5 effect$ 9 ,ar*deacon ,corrie's p]sonal condition1 x 0 no small satisfaction to him to f9d1 t 9 c>ry+ on ! affairs ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 he c\ld n[ h ! advantage ( ! support & direction ( 8 ,diocesan4 ,= ! difficulties 9 ! way ( co-op]at+ ) t society1 :i* appe>$ insup]able to ! late ,bi%op ,middleton1 hav+ be5 ei!r surm\nt$ or remov$1 x became ! pleasant duty ( ! ,ar*deacon1 to propose t ! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta %\ld be respectfully reque/$ to accept ! (fice ( ,presid5t ( ! ,auxili>y ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 :i* 0 =m$ 9 t city1 on ! #a/ ( ,decemb] #ahbc4 ,nor1 aft] ! active "p :i* he _h tak5 9 ! proce$+s ( ! ,society1 c\ld x be o!rwise ?an gratify+ to ! ,ar*deacon1 to he> ,bi%op ,heb]1 on t occasion1 publicly express 8 lord%ip's conviction1 t ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 9 conjunction ) o!rs ( a simil> nature1 _h be5 ! means ( accompli%+ ext5sive good4 ,= ! two mon?s foll[+ ! occasion "h ref]r$ to1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie 0 *iefly resid5t at ,dum ,dum4 ,to 8 bro!r he writes f 8,calcutta1 ,m>* #aa1 #ahbd4 8,our hot season has comm5c$4 ,dur+ ! cold season we h be5 resid+ *iefly at ,dum ,dum1 ! ,artill]y /ation1 sev5 miles f ! =t1 :]e1 s9ce my pref]m5t1 ,i h done ! ,*apla9's duty4 ,mr4 ,crau=d1 n[ ,*apla9 ( ! ,old ,*ur*1 hav+ fri5ds 9 ! ,artill]y regim5t1 ) :om he sp5ds "s days e week1 has agre$ to take ! duties ( ,dum ,dum = ! pres5t1 leav+ to me ! *>ge ( ! old *ur*4 ,9 ?is ,mr4 ,wilson1 a ,*ur* ,mission>y1 assi/s me2 s t ,i h _h1 z yet1 no relief1 except f ! occasional duties ( ?is l>ge place4 ,& inde$1 ?is 0 all ,i desir$1 z1 :5 n expos$ to ! sun & consequ5t fatigue1 ,i am z well z ,i am likely1 ) my n]v\s frame1 to be any:]e4 ,we mu/ n[ consid] ourselves fix$ "h = sev5 ye>s1 %\ld life be prolong$4 ,:at may be necess>y = our *ildr5 9 t p]iod1 we "k n4 ,hi!rto !y h enjoy$ good heal?2 & if x please ,god to cont9ue x to !m1 we d n mean to sep>ate !m f u4 ,b we exp]i5ce 9 fact1 ,i tru/1 z well z 9 !ory1 our dep5d5ce on a high] p[]1 & are dispos$ to d :at may be ,8 holy w1 z we discov] x4 8,( our public affairs y he> ?r\gh public *annels4 ,( private & family affairs ,i d n l to say mu* on pap]4 ,! bi%op has prov$ t[>d myself mo/ dis9t]e/$ & k9d4 ,_h he be5 less imp>tial & less feel+ ?an he is1 ,i %\ld n n[ h be5 "h4 ,repeat$ attacks ( fev] _h s weak5$ me1 t ,i c\ld n g ?r\gh my duties2 & "h no unemploy$ cl]gyman is at h& to help a fri5d 9 ne$4 ,i 0 !re=e1 prep>+ = a voyage to ! ,cape1 :i* by dra9+ our res\rces w\ld bo? h kept u l[ 9 circum/ances1 & w\ld h s5t me back to :at _h prov$ a di/ress+ situation4 ,we _c !re=e1 b feel ! h& ( ,provid5ce 9 ! v consid]ate k9dness ( ! ,bi%op4 ,he has met ) mu* annoyance1 ,i fe>1 9 consequ5ce1 f qu>t]s :]e submission to ,episcopal au?ority us$ to be ! ord] ( ! day2 b :i*1 l all ord] n f\nd$ on ,scripture pr9ciples1 is only submitt$ to :5 on _! own side4 ,i d n say t ,episcopacy is n f\nd$ on ,scripture1 b t1 all ob$i5ce to x does n re/ on ! same f\ndation4 ,i c truly say1 ,i nev] took a /ep 9 our ,*ur* ,mission>y proce$+s :i* _h n ! sanction ( episcopal pr9ciples4 8,we h n[ ?ree ,mission>ies f ! ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel4 ,! ,college has begun op]ations1 & ,i feel no little satisfaction t ! fir/ /ud5t is a y\? previ\sly prep>$ by ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,he is giv5 up to ! ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel1 p>tly because !y h funds unappropriat$1 & ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society has n1 & p>tly because ,i c\ld n f9d among our fri5ds ! support ,i wi%$ = 9 respect ( ?is y\?4 ,alas6 h[ mu* ( human infirmity cleaves to u all2 = ,i d n pret5d to be free f x1 & o!rs see m1 p]haps ?an ,i %\ld l to ackn[l$ge4 ,our ,bi%op is ! mo/ free f p>ty-views ( any man ,i ev] met )4 ,9 a rul] ?is is beautiful1 & ,i h felt ! b5efit result+ f x4 ,b a few ye>s ago x seem$ z if x 0 impossible to ex]cise su* a _s4 ,c]ta9ly ,bi%op ,heb] 9 ^? days1 w\ld n h be5 rais$ to ! ,b5*2 :5 unlimit$ submission 0 ! only condition ( coop]ation4 ,"s w\ld h giv5 up ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 & h resolv$ all ! ,episcopal ,societies into ! ,diocesan ,committee4 ,i )/ood x1 & held :at is n[ ackn[l$g$1 t ! ,bi%op is 7su*7 9 8 (fice alone1 & t :5ev] he sits 9 committee1 he sits z a private memb]1 & n z ,bi%op4 ,h5ce he c sit 9 any ,society conduct$ on episcopal pr9ciples4 ,! "t inde$ seems approa*+ :5 all societies w s5d out m5 ( a simil> _s1 & !n our co-op]ation w be complete4 ,! ?ree m51 ( ! ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel1 appe> truly pi\s1 ?\gh z yet !y manife/ n t love ( pray] & religi\s ex]cises :i* ma9ta9 religion 9 its p[]4 8,i long to he> m ( y all1 b we mu/ be cont5t1 ,i believe1 to endure ?is long+ z a necess>y concomitant ( our volunt>y bani%m5t4 ,i e>ne/ly wi% y w\ld1 z y h opportunity1 direct ! att5tion ( "y m5 ( piety to ?is c\ntry4 ,( tw5ty-six ,*apla9s all[$ = ,b5gal1 only ?irte5 are pres5t2 ! di/ress consequ5tly is great1 especially 9 ,calcutta4 ,no "o ( u c be ill1 or omit a s]mon1 )\t ca/+ additional lab\r on m5 already fully employ$1 :il/ ! ,diss5t]s are 9 numb] /rong2 bo? exhibit+ v>iety to draw p1 & reliev+ ea* o!r f too mu* "w4 8,our ,gov]nm5t has decl>$ w> aga9/ ! k+ ( ,burmah1 & an exp$ition is ord]$ aga9/ t c\ntry4 ,we h _h skirmi%+ already on ! bord]s1 & h lo/ "s (fic]s4 ,happily !re is no p[] 9 ! int]ior to di/urb u at pres5t4 ,runjeet ,s+1 ! k+ ( ,lahore1 is mov+ on ! banks ( ! ,indus2 & x is said an army ( obs]vation is =m+ on ! ,bombay side1 to wat* him4 ,we are all well1 & expect+ a j\rney ?r\gh ! ,upp] ,prov9ces 9 company ) ! ,bi%op & family1 to comm5ce 9 ,june40 ,be=e ! "t arriv$ = und]tak+ ! j\rney "h m5tion$ z 9 prospect1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie 0 call$ ^u to (ficiate at ! ord9ation ( ,*ri/ian ,david1 a native ( ,malab>4 ,?is p]son _h be5 a pupil ( ,s*w>tz1 & _h = _m ye>s be5 employ$ z a cate*i/ 9 ,ceylon1 by ! ,society = promot+ ,*ri/ian k4 ,he _h prov$ himself to be s fai?ful a lab\r]1 9 ! ,*ri/ian cause1 t except = "s legal scruple on ! "p ( ,bi%op ,middleton1 he w\ld h receiv$ ord9ation f t prelate 9 #ahba4 ,he n[ came to ,calcutta1 br++ ) him ! recomm5dation ( ,ar*deacon ,twi/leton1 & = a title1 a colonial *apla9cy to :i* he _h be5 appo9t$ by ,sir ,edw>d ,b>nes1 ! ,gov]nor ( ,ceylon4 ,! day fix$ ^u by ,bi%op ,heb]1 = ! ord9ation ( ,*ri/ian ,david1 0 ,asc5sion-day 7,may #bg1 #ahbd17 & on ! foll[+ ,tr9ity ,sunday1 he 0 orda9$ prie/4 ,) ref]5ce to t mo/ int]e/+ ev5t1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie wrote ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,calcutta1 ,june #aj1 #ahbd4 8,i _h to exam9e him on su* po9ts z a mission>y to ! hea!n1 unacqua9t$ ) ,we/]n sci5ce %\ld "k4 ,! ,bi%op 0 s pleas$ ) my que/ions & ,*ri/ian ,david's answ]s1 t he has s5t a copy ( !m to ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury40 ,aft] "s obs]vations on private matt]s1 ! ,ar*deacon !n adds3 8,all public religi\s affairs y w le>n f ! ,mission>y ,regi/]4 ,a ,ladies' ,society = promot+ native female education2 ,lady ,amh]/1 ,patroness66#aae ,:o w\ld h dreamt ( ?is a few ye>s ago8 8,we set out next week ) ! ,bi%op1 b a difficulty has aris5 ab\t my be+ abs5t at ! same "t ) him ,i be+ ex (ficio ,commiss>y4 ,?is w 9 all probability br+ u back f ,*un>4 ,i h got ov] ! hot season )\t a fev]1 & am n[ tol]ably well1 ?\gh con/ra9$ to keep 9 doors4 ,i look =w>d to com+ to ,engl& z a dream ( :i* ! reality is b>ely probable4 ,o1 may we be m 9 ! contemplation ( our heav5ly home6 ,i h no reason to be dissatisfi$ ) ! _w1 fur!r ?an z s9 r5d]s x uneasy to me1 sometimes me to x2 & my *ildr5 w p]haps be bett] (f by my rema9+ "h4 ,= ! re/1 ,i h b little anxiety2 & home is home1 9 a ,*ri/ian1 z well z 9 a worldly s5se2 nor %all we be at home until we get to heav540 ,! difficulty ref]r$ to 9 ! =ego+ lett]1 z reg>d$ ! abs5ce ( bo? ,bi%op & ,ar*deacon f ,calcutta at ! same "t1 hav+ be5 surm\nt$1 ,bi%op ,heb]1 accompani$ by 8 ,*apla91 ,mr4 ,/[e1 comm5c$ 8 j\rney t[>d ! upp] prov9ces on ! #ae? ( ,june1 #ahbd4 ,ar*deacon ,corrie1 ) 8 wife & *ildr51 foll[$ 9 a sep>ate budg][4 ,aft] ?ree days voyage on ! riv]1 !y p>t$ company2 ! ,bi%op & 8 *apla9 proce$+ to ,dacca1 :il/ ! ,ar*deacon & 8 family pass$ on by ,b]hampore1 & ,malda1 to ,bhaugulpore1 :]e !y 7 to wait = ! ,bi%op4 ,b 9 ! meantime ,mr4 ,/[e 0 tak5 dang]\sly ill at ,dacca1 & di$ !re on ! #ag? ( ,july4#aaf ,bi%op ,heb] jo9$ ! ,ar*deacon's p>ty on ! #aj? ( ,augu/1 & proce$$ to visit ! sev]al /ations ( ,monghyr1 ,patna1 ,d9apore1 ,bux>1 ,b5>es1 ,*un>1 c41 9 succession4#aag ,:51 ne> ,allahabad1 ! ,ar*deacon wrote to 8 bro!r3-- 8,sept4 #ab1 #ahbd4 8,we h se5 mu* done "h 9 ! way ( prep>ation2 b !n x is mu* only z comp>$ ) ! =m] /ate ( ?+s4 ,) ref]5ce to :at rema9s to be done1 no?+ comp>atively has be5 accompli%$4 ,! c\ntry ne> ,allahabad1 :i* ! ,engli% possess$ :5 ,i arriv$ 9 ,b5gal1 ext5d$ 9 l5g? ab\t twelve hundr$ miles1 by an av]age bread? ( "o hundr$ & fifty or two hundr$4 ,t con/itut$ ! ,b5gal ,presid5cy4 ,! ,ganges may be consid]$ a l9e runn+ ?r\gh ! l5g? ( ! tract1 divid+ x into two p>ts4 ,?r\gh\t ?is ext5t1 !re 0 only "o place ( ,prote/ant wor%ip & t 9 ,calcutta2 & n a build+ appropriat$ to wor%ip out ( ,calcutta1 belong+ to ! ,engli%4 ,!re are n[ 9 ,calcutta f\r places ( wor%ip 9 ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*2 besides ! ,mission ,college1 & ?ree ,diss5t+ ,*apels4 ,!re is a ,*ur* at ,dacca1 ,b5>es1 ,*un>1 ,futtyghur1 & ,me]ut4 ,*ur*es are 9 ! c\rse ( erection at ,agra & ,cawnpore4 ,:il/ at ! old /ations ( ,d9apore & ,b]hampore1 public wor%ip is /ill p]=m$ 9 an empty b>rack4 ,!re are at ,monghyr & ,b5>es1 diss5t+ ,*apels1 & p]haps at "s ( ! upp] /ations also4 ,all ?is has n be5 accompli%$ )\t consid]able individual ex]tion1 z well z public support3 & ?\gh individual piety is /ill lam5tably sc>ce1 yet mu* m ( public att5tion to religi\s obs]vances prevails ?an =m]ly2 & also mu* m ( individual piety4 ,) respect to ! natives1 :5 ,i arriv$ 9 ! c\ntry1 a few conv]ts 7 f\nd at ,s]ampore2 & a few1 ,i believe exi/$ at ,d9apore3 nor 7 !re any attempts to conv]t ! natives ent]$ ^u beyond ^? places1 except at ,cutwa1 :]e ! late mission>y1 ,*amb]la91#aah _h settl$4 ,n[1 we h a few native conv]ts 9 ,calcutta1 at ,burdwan1 & at ,cutwa & its bran* 9 ,be]bhoom2 at ,monghyr1 ,bux>1 ,b5>es1 ,*un> & ,me]ut4 ,9 ea* ( ^! places1 a few conv]ts are f\nd2 & :at w ev5tually "w greatly = ! good ( ! hea!n1 "s ( ! ,roman ,ca?olic conv]ts1 & desc5dants ( ,europeans1 :o _h become q native 9 _! habits & language1 are attract$ by ! lab\rs ( ! mission>ies at ^? places2 & 9 "s ( !m1 z at ,*un>1 :]e ! native congregation is ! l>ge/ on ! side ( ,india1 ! ,roman ,ca?olics con/itute ! *ief "p4 ,besides ^!1 ,i might m5tion ,me]ut1 & ,futtyghur1 :]e mission>ies are lab\r+1 & "s conv]ts h be5 ga9$4 ,?us :]e all 0 d>kness1 n[1 "h & !re1 a glimm]+ ( light beg9s to appe>4 ,b a ref]5ce to ! situation ( ^! places on a map1 & ( ! small numb] to :om ! means ( grace h prov$ effectual at ea* place1 w %ew y h[ little has yet be5 accompli%$4 ,h[ mu* rema9s to be done1 ere ?is p c possess ev5 ! means ( kn[+ ! way ( life6 ,we are n[1 z y "k1 att5d+ ! ,bi%op4 ,8 visit _c fail to increase ! disposition ( ! ,briti% to help on ! "w ( missions4 ,at ,bux>1 he sat d[n 9 ! hut ( ! native cate*i/1 & he>d ! ,*ri/ians read2 & que/ion$ !m 9 _! cate*isms2 at ,b5>es1 he w5t 9 8 robes to ! ,h9doo/anee *apel1 :]e ,mr4 ,morris (ficiates1 & pron\nc$ ! bless+2 & ! same at ,*un>4 ,he has acquir$ suffici5t ,h9doo/anee to give ! bless+ 9 t language4 ,also at ,b5>es1 he adm9i/]$ ,confirmation to f\rte5 native ,*ri/ians1 & aft]w>ds ! ,"l's ,supp]3 & at ,*un> to fifty-sev5 native ,*ri/ians4 ,he ask$ ! que/ions & pron\nc$ ! pray]1 9 ,confirmation1 9 ,h9doo/anee1 & also ! words address$ 9 giv+ ! elem5ts 9 ! ,"l's ,supp]4 ,9 ! latt] ord9ance1 he 0 assi/$ at ,b5>es by ,mr4 ,morris2 & at ,*un> by myself4 ,b1 9 g5]al1 ,i h n be5 able to d m ?an att5d him 9 public2 my /ate ( weakness n all[+ ( visit+ or d9+ f home4 ,"s ( ! old al>mi/s /ill rema91 :o1 by ^! proce$+s1 are sil5c$ if n conv9c$2 & sc(f]s are put to %ame4 ,! ,bi%op1 also1 visits all ! mission>y native s*ools1 z he proce$s2 & ! ,mission>ies are greatly enc\rag$ by ! int]e/ he takes 9 _! proce$+s40 ,! ,ar*deacon !n adds3-- 8,i mu/ say a few words ab\t myself4 ,! season has n be5 fav\rable1 z yet1 = re/or+ my /r5g?4 ,we h _h comp>atively little ra92 & ! ea/ w9d fail$ by ! #bj? ( ,augu/4 ,s9ce !n ! we/-w9d has bl[n3 & n[ 9 ! aft]noon bl[s hot4 ,! riv] is fall5 z mu* z is usual 9 ,novemb]4 ,not)/&+1 ,i am greatly /rong] ?an :5 9 ,calcutta1 & h no positive disease3 at lea/ ,i ?9k s4 ,we n[ beg9 to feel ! coolness at night--! =]unn] ( ! cool season4 ,six weeks w br+ x "h4 ,i !n hope1 ) c>e1 to recruit1 & feel mu* ! goodness ( ,god 9 all[+ me ?is hope40 ,on ! #bg? ( ,novemb] #ahbd1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie address$ ! foll[+ lett] to ,mr4 ,buckwor?1 f ,cawnpore3-- 8,y w h he>d1 f my fri5ds1 ( ! debilitat+ effects ?is climate has at l5g? began to h on my frame2 b ,i am ?ankful to be able to say1 t ,i am bett] ?is ye> ?an la/4 ,kn[+ ! cool] nature ( ?is "p ( ! c\ntry1 at ?is season ( ! ye>1 ! ,bi%op k9dly invit$ me to accompany him on 8 visitation1 & "h we arriv$ e>ly 9 ,octob]4 ,! latitude is five degrees high] ,nor? ?an t ( ,calcutta2 &1 be+ )9 two hundr$ miles ( ! ,sn[y ,m\nta9s1 is m ?an proportionably cool]4 ,y\r p>i% news is v int]e/+ to me2 & ! increase ( y\r places ( wor%ip mu/ be a s\rce ( great gratification to y4 ,if x %\ld be giv5 me to be y\r help] 9 "o ( ^! ,*ur*es1 sep>ate f occasional duties1 "s day1 x w\ld1 ,i tru/1 be a com=t to bo? ( u4 ,b x becomes u m ?an ev] n to boa/1 or lay plans respect+ ! morr[4 ,we h n[ pass$ a fair proportion ( ! days usually assign$ to man2 & besides ?is1 we h bo? p]sonal exp]i5ce ( a dy+ nature4 ,i feel = my own "p1 h[ sickness ev5 may lose ! effect ( impress+ ! idea ( dea?2 & h h\rly ne$ to pray = m ( t quick5+ ,_s1 :o alone makes u & keeps u alive to ,god & ?+s div9e & et]nal4 ,our situation "h is q diff]5t f y\rs1--we h no p>i% annals to record4 ,i arriv$ at ?is /ation on ! day f\rte5 ye>s aft] sa9t$ ,m>tyn _h d$icat$ ! ,*ur*4 ,! h\se he occupi$ /&s close by4 ,! view ( ! place1 & ! remembrance ( :at _h pass$1 greatly affect$ me4 ,i arriv$ on ! ,sunday morn+1 aft] div9e s]vice _h begun2 7! ,bi%op hav+ come on ! day be=e7 &1 z ! ,*apla9 is sick1 ,i _h to assi/ 9 adm9i/]+ ! ,sacram5t2 & well x 01 on ! :ole1 t none pres5t c\ld ent] into my feel+s1 or ,i %\ld h be5 ov]come4 8,y wi% to he> tid+s ( our ,bi%op2 &1 f public s\rces1 y w h he>d ( ! fav\r he %ews g5]ally to ! righte\s cause4 ,( ! natural amiability ( ! man1 x is impossible to convey an adequate idea4 ,our *ildr5 speak ( him always z #8! de> ,bi%op4' ,i m]ely m5tion ?is to %ew h[ lovely he appe>s 9 8 g5]al temp] & habits4 ,8 conv]sation is v lively2 & f 8 l>ge acqua9tance ) books & m51 v in/ructive1 & t5d+ to improve ^? he meets )2 :il/ he indu/ri\sly seeks opportunities ( public wor%ip1 ,sunday & week day2 & urges on all ! importance ( att5d+ on ! means ( grace4 ,surely ?is l& has cause ( praise to ,god1 t su* an "o has be5 plac$ at ! head ( affairs "h6 8,at ?is /ation1 !re are ab\t two ?\s& five hundr$ ,*ri/ians1 & ! *apla9 be+ sick ,i rema9$ "h1 to d ! p>o*ial duties4 ,hav+ accompani$ ! ,bi%op to ,luckn[1 :]e we 7 ent]ta9$ by ! ,k+ ( ,oude1 ,i return$ hi!r4 ,! ,bi%op pres5t$ ! ,k+ ) a ,bible1 & a ,book ( ,common ,pray]1 9 ! native language2 & ! ,k+ 0 s tak5 ) ! ,bi%op1 t he begg$ to h 8 picture2 :i* 0 accord+ly tak5 imm$iately1 by an em95t ,engli% arti/1 :om ! ,k+ keeps 9 con/ant pay4 ,! ,bi%op w5t on 8 way to ,me]ut1 ,delhi1 & ,agra2 at ! latt] place ,i hope to meet him1 ab\t ,*ri/mas2 ,i am n[ !re=e 9 a sph]e ,i greatly l4 ,on ,sunday la/ ,i _h two full s]vices2 & att5d$ a meet+ ) ! ,dragoon regim5t on ,w$nesday1 & ) ! ,foot regim5t la/ night1 & feel no ill effects2 by :i* y w judge ( ! bodily /r5g? :i* is m]cifully r5ew$ to me4 ,i h "o ( ! le>n$ native conv]ts ) me2 & he is collect+ ! few native ,*ri/ians "h1 & we %all1 ,i hope1 be useful to !m also40 #aji ,in/itut$ 9 ! ye> #aghb4 #aaj ,see above1--p4#cbb4 #aaa ,a pr9t] & pr9t+-press1 s5t out by ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 _h j arriv$ f ,engl&4 #aab ,moon%ee ,mooneef ,masseeh1 :o 0 baptis$ at ,*un> 9 #ahah4 #aac ,a place on ! riv] ,hooghley4 #aad ,j\rnal1 c41 vol4 #c4 p4 #bcj1 #bnd edit4 #aae 8,! ,ladies ,society = ,native female education 9 ,calcutta1 & its vic9ity10 0 =m$ on ! #be? ( ,m>* #ahbd4 #aaf ,see ,life ( ,bi%op ,heb]1 ,vol4 ii4 pp4 #bag1 c4 #aag ,x has n be5 ?\ght necess>y to notice 9 detail1 ! _m int]e/+ occurr5ces :i* h already be5 relat$ 9 ,bi%op ,heb]'s ,j\rnal & ,correspond5ce4 #aah ,"o ( ! ,bapti/s4 ,,*apt] ,,xv4 ,,cawnpore--,,calcutta--,,return ,,( ,,mr4 ,,?omason--,,dea? ,,( ,,bi%op ,,heb]4 ,x 0 because ,ar*deacon ,corrie did n f9d himself equal to ! fatigue ( travell+1 t :5 ! p>ty rea*$ ,luckn[1 x 0 decid$1 t in/ead ( proce$+ ) ! ,bi%op1 he %\ld endeav\r to recruit 8 /r5g? by rema9+ /ation>y = a "t at ,cawnpore4 ,f t place1 !re=e1 he writes ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,mr4 ,,?omason4 8,cawnpore1 ,dec4 #bf1 #ahbd4 8,i h be5 expect+1 = "s "t1 to receive a few copies ( ! la/ ,report ( our ,calcutta ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,i am v desir\s ( endeav\r+ to help ! funds2 b _c well make applications )\t giv+ "s in=mation z to our plans4 ,i beg9 to fe> t ev5 if ab\t eight copies 7 dispat*$ imm$iately1 !y w\ld n rea* me 9 "t1 z ,i am only wait+ ! ,bi%op's decision z to my movem5ts4 ,i h n[ done ! duty "h1 = five ,sundays1 & expect to be "h ab\t ?ree ,sundays m4 ,i c\ld mu* h wi%$ ,mr4 ,torriano#aai to h arriv$ be=e ,i leave1 b he w f9d 8 way comp>atively smoo?4 ,y "k ,i br\ght ,fuez ,messeeh ) me f ,b5>es1 :]e he 0 do+ little1 & _h fall5 ill4 ,he is /ill prev5t$ by ! c\gh1 :i* has = "s "t affect$ him1 f do+ all ,i believe he is will+ to d = ! gospel4 ,i h e reason to believe him to be a p>tak] ( ,div9e grace2 ?\gh 8 tal5t 9 communicat+ :at he kn[s to o!rs1 is n great4 ,he1 on our arrival1 br\ght a few ( ! families ( ! ,*ri/ian drumm]s & fif]s to our h\se1 = ,sunday wor%ip2 & ab\t six ( _! girls are le>n+ to read ,h9doo/anee & to sew1 ) ,mrs4 ,corrie4 ,ab\t ?ree weeks ago1 ,mr4 ,fi%]1 ,pet] ,dilsooke & 8 wife ,ru?1 ) _! two sons came "h4 ,!y _h a *it lett] f ,mr4 ,fi%]1 & ,i h s9ce writt5 to him1 & asc]ta9$ t he ?9ks well ( !m z ,*ri/ians4 ,i h reta9$ him on t5 rupees a mon?1 to tea* su* ,*ri/ians adults z wi% to le>n to read ! ,scriptures 9 _! native tongue1 & ,nagree "*1 & he has a s*ool 9 ! l9es1 ( eight adults2 & 8 wife tea*es ! ,*ri/ian girls 9 our h\se1 _! two boys g to ! ,free ,s*ool4 ,!re are ?ree native corps "h g5]ally4 ,! ,*ri/ians connect$ ) !m are n few] ?an sixty or sev5ty2 & !re are _m ( a simil> class connect$ ) ! _m public (fices ( ! field comm&1 besides a consid]able numb] ( poor p ( ! same description1 :o resort to ,cawnpore1 z ! ,calcutta ( ! ,upp] ,prov9ces4 ,! native population too1 is wond]fully increas$ s9ce ,i 0 resid5t "h4 ,on ! :ole1 ?is place calls l\dly = ,mission>y help2 & ,i greatly hope some?+ may be done1 at lea/ = ^? :o pr(ess ,*ri/ianity1 & und]/& only ! native language4 ,already our congregation on ,sunday la/ _h increas$ to ab\t tw5ty2 & ,i am writ+ to ,*un> = copies ( ! native cate*ism1 & ,nagree hymns1 :i* are mu* desir$ by "s ( ! ,*ri/ians4 ,i happily got a supply ( ! ,scriptures 9 v>i\s languages4 ,%\ld ! ,bi%op decide on my resid+ 9 ! ,upp] ,prov9ces1 ^! /ores w prove invaluable2 & become ! means ( bless+1 ,i hope1 to _m4 ,! duties ( a ,*apla91 ,i "k f exp]i5ce1 leave him1 at su* /ations z ?is1 little leisure = extra-p>o*ial engagem5ts4 ,z ,i %all h m leisure = su* pursuits1 ) lib]ty to remove f place to place1 ,i %all consid] x a peculi> happ9ess to be ! means ( e/abli%+ *ri/ian wor%ip1 = ! class ( p :o are to be f\nd at e /ation pr(ess+ ,*ri/ianity1 & kn[+ only ! native language4 8,i believe no copies ( ! #8,outl9e ( ,anci5t ,hi/ory1'#abj h be5 s5t to ,bombay2 w y be s good z to s5d twelve or tw5ty copies to ,mr4 ,f>i%1 z a specim51 t m may be s5t if requir$8 ,! fir/ class ( native y\?s1 9 ! ,free ,s*ool "h1 are read+ x2 & get1 f ! =m] *apt]s ( ! "w1 su* in=mation on ! e>ly religi\s hi/ory ( ! _w1 z !y w\ld n o!rwise at pres5t obta94 ,?is ,free ,s*ool w1 ,i hope1 prove v useful to ?is "p ( ! c\ntry4 ,!re are t5 boys & t5 girls already on ! f\ndation1 on ! plan ( ! ,calcutta ,free ,s*ool4 ,_m poor ,*ri/ian day-s*ol>s1 & sev5te5 natives1 are le>n+ ,engli%4 ,!re are also1 belong+ to ! ,in/itution1 a ,p]sian & ,h9dee s*ool1 conta9+ toge!r ab\t "o hundr$ *ildr52 :o read only ! ,s*ool-book ,society's books4 ,! "y man :o is s*oolma/]1 is a consci5ti\s man1 & att5ds dilig5tly to ! duties ( ! s*ool4 ,! divisions y h he>d ( ne>ly annihilat$ ! s*ool = a "t2 & an opposition s*ool 0 op5$ = day-s*ol>s4 ,?is w ev5tually d no h>m4 ,competition w produce ex]tion1 & education w be bett] =w>d$4 ,x is wond]ful h[ mu* a little sup]9t5d5ce may help on ^! ?+s1 :]e !re is no selfi% end 9 view1 & no seek+ ( preem95ce2 & ,i _c b hope ,mr4 ,torriano w prove a great bless+ to ?is place4 ,h[ w\ld x h rejoic$ ! he>t ( ,m>tyn1 c\ld he h _h ! *ief au?orities associat$ by ord] ( ,gov]nm5t1 to assi/ him 9 ! "w ( education2 & h[ gladly w\ld he h made himself _! s]vant 9 ! "w1 = ,jesus' sake6 ,"o poor bl9d man1 :o liv$ 9 an ou?\se ( ,m>tyn's1 & receiv$ a small mon?ly sum f him1 (t5 comes to our h\se2 & af=ds a m\rnful pleasure 9 rem9d+ me ( "s little occurr5ce ( ^? times4 ,a weal?y native too1 :o liv$ next door to u1 & :o 0 intimate ) ,sabat & ,abdool ,messeeh1 s5t 8 nephew to me1 a few days ago1 to make #8,salaam2' & to express to me ! pleasure he d]iv$ f 8 acqua9tance ) ,m>tyn4 ,^! are all ! traces ,i h f\nd ( t #8excell5t "o ( ! e>?1' at ! /ation40 ,! ,ar*deacon rema9$ /ill ano!r mon? at ,cawnpore1 & !n proce$$ t[>d ! valley ( ! ,dhoon1#aba ) ! int5tion ( sp5d+ ! hot season !re4 ,he writes to 8 si/]1 9 a lett] dat$ 8,m>* #f1 #ahbe4 8,we left ,cawnpore on ,janu>y #bd2 7 "o ,sunday at ,futtyghur1 & two at ,me]ut1 & are to-day at ,muzuff]nugur1 ?ree m>*es ,n4 ,w4 ( ,me]ut1 & 9 sight ( ! sn[y m\nta9s4 ,at ,futtyghur we met de> old ,abdool1 :o is gr[n rem>kably l>g]1 b is r$uc$ 9 /r5g?4 ,at ,me]ut we enjoy$ ! society ( sev]al excell5t p]sons4 ,mr4 ,fi%] has regul> s]vice 9 a f9e *ur*1 on ! plan ( ! ca!dral 9 ,calcutta1 on ,w$nesdays & ,fridays1 besides ! morn+ & ev5+ s]vice on ,sundays4444 ,i 0 mu* pleas$ ) :at ,i saw ( ,mr4 ,f41 & 8 lab\rs are bless$4 8,we are proce$+ to ! ,dhoon1 a valley on ! fir/ range ( hills4 ,we expect to rea* ! ,ghaut#abb 9 five days1 & to be at ,dehrah1 ! head /ation on ! ,dhoon1 by next ,sunday4 ,we h 9 company ) u1 a son ( ,mr4 ,lay>d ( ,uff+ton1#abc :o has suff]$ f ! climate1 al?\gh he has be5 only a ye> 9 ! c\ntry2 b w1 ,i hope1 recov] among ! hills1 z he has no symptoms ( s]i\s illness ab\t him4 ,i am1 ?r\gh great m]cy1 q well4 ,i d n expect1 inde$1 t my n]ves1 nev] /rong1 w be ev] :at !y 72 /ill ,i am well1 h recov]$ my =m] appe>ance & size1 & h no?+ to compla9 (4 8,i h daily m cause = ?ankfulness 9 my pres5t appo9tm5t4 ,be+ conf9$ to no /ation1 ,i c g g5]ally :]e ,i am likely to be mo/ useful2 & retreat1 z we are n[ do+1 f ! viol5ce ( ! hot w9ds4 ,! c\ntry acquir$ by ! ,nepaul w> is likely to be ( great s]vice z a retreat = invalids f ! burn+ pla9s4 ,!re is a m\nta9 ne> ,dehrah 9 ! ,dhoon1 :i* c be climb$ ) "s difficulty1 & has a f9e level top :]e we c pit* our t5t1 & h ! !rmomet] at #fj dur+ ! mon? ( ,may4 ,!re we expect to pass ! mon?s ( ,april & ,may1 & to desc5d :5 ! ra9s ?reat52 & s return to ! pla9s4 ,f>!r on1 ! climate is equally fav\rable2 ) a great] range to roam ov]2 b we are cont5t to take ! ne>e/ %elt]1 z ,i h no desire aft] field sports1 & we are happy en\gh at home4 ,we h "o ( ! ,agra y\?s1 nam$ ,amannee1 ) u1 s t we make a congregation ( six1 & enjoy ! repose ( ! sabba? mu*4 ,we h a c\ple ( small camel-trunks fill$ ) books1 & s c>ry ) u food = ! m9d z well z ! body4444 ,?us y "k all our affairs4 ,surr\nd$ by temporal m]cies1 ,i tru/ we are /ill say+1 #8,:om h we 9 heav5 b ,!e1 & !re is none on e>?1 c4 c4'0 ,to 8 bro!r1 ! ,ar*deacon writes3-- 8,dehrah ,dhoon1 ,m>* #cj1 #ahbe4 8,i am s mu* recruit$ 9 /r5g? z to indulge ! hope ( "s fur!r ye>s ( fur!r endeav\r = ! good ( ,india4 ,y he> ( our public affairs f public s\rces1 b !re are c]ta9 disc\ragem5ts 9 ! situation ( affairs1 bo? z x respects *ur* & /ate1 :i* y w n he>1 & :i* x is sc>cely wor? :ile to fill "o's pap] )4 ,he #8^: k+dom rule? ov] all1' is engag$ to make #8all ?+s "w toge!r = good to !m t love ,him1' & ) ,8 love 9 our he>ts :at ne$ disquiet u8444 ,our difficulties 9 *ur*-matt]s arise *iefly f want ( cordial union1 & f ! fluctuat+ nature ( our ,society1 :i* r5d]s x necess>y to beg9 our affairs anew e few ye>s2 & causes ! lab\r ( communicat+ intellig5ce to be cont9ually recurr+4 ,b ! *ur* g5]ally is1 ,i d\bt n1 advanc+ among u2 & we mu/ n gr[ we>y2 h[ev]1 ( necessity1 we gr[ less able to d :at we w\ld4 ,9 our ,bi%op we h all we c h 9 "o man1 to unite u & to help our "w by its v>i\s in/rum5ts4 8,y w\ld be delight$ if y c\ld visit u 9 our pres5t situation4 ,we are liv+ on ! ridge ( ,kalunga hill1 ne> :]e ,g5]al ,gillespie fell t5 ye>s ago4#abd ,! h\se we occupy is a k9d ( hunt+ bungal[1 ?ree miles f cantonm5ts1 belong+ to ! comm&+ (fic] "h4 ,leop>ds 9 pl5ty live ar\nd u1 & "s ( our workm5 go+ a few days ago to dr9k wat] at a pool1 9 a recess 9 ! wood1 spi$ a l>ge tig] on ! opposite side4 ,we1 h[ev]1 h no?+ to fe> f !m2 & n[ ! novelty is ov]1 ! day passes 9 our usual /udies & pursuits1 v happily4 ,! *ildr5 & ,i ride on ponies1 ?r\gh ! pa?-ways1 e>ly 9 ! morn+2 ) a few m5 ) l>ge /icks ahead1 to fright5 away any ?+ t might come among u4 ,we h _h sn[ on ! neighb\r+ hill1 )9 a week1 & specks ( x are /ill visible4 ,we contemplate asc5d+ ! second range ( hills1 ab\t #h1jjj feet above ^? we n[ are on2 & to pit* our t5t !re1 dur+ ! approa*+ mon?s ( ,april & ,may1 :]e ! !rmomet] ranges1 we are told1 betwe5 #fj & #gj4 ,"h we are happy to h x1 f twelve o'clock to six1 ab\t #hj4444 ,ev5 ?is is a relief unspeakable f ! pla9s1 & our nights are cool2 ! w9d regul>ly sett+-91 9 ! ev5+1 f ! sn[y m\nta9s4 ,i h no?+ to say ab\t ?is p1 7:o diff] a good deal f ! p ( ! pla9s17 because ,i "k b little ab\t !m40 ,9 ano!r lett] to 8 bro!r1 dat$ #f? ( ,april1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie obs]ves3-- 8,i h told ,g4 t our ,bi%op confirm$ ab\t #aej adult natives1 at ! diff]5t ,*ur* ,mission>y /ations betwe5 ?is & ,calcutta2 :i* %[s t we lab\r n 9 va94 ,! progress1 ?\gh sl[1 is /ill a progress1 9 respect ( ! diffusion ( ,div9e tru?1 9 ^! p>ts4 ,x w be an especial c>e to e/abli% sem9>ies1 at ! pr9cipal /ations1 = ! in/ruction ( native *ri/ian y\?s1 on z p]man5t a foot+ z we c4 ,our t]ritories1 9 ?is "p ( ! _w1 are beg9n+ to be too ext5sive4 ,we c sc>cely hope to h m51 at ! head ( affairs1 always ( capacity en\gh = su* a load ( gov]nm5t2 b ,he :o rule? ov] all1 w d\btless use u = "s good purpose1 to ?is b5ight$ l&4 ,may ^? ( u :o feel ! importance ( ?is subject be up & do+6 ,!re is a g5]al fall+ (f among/ ! ,h9doos1 f _! =m] sy/em4 ,!y h no rev]5ce = ! usual =ms ( an oa?4 ,!y set little by ! ,brahm9s g5]ally2 &1 except on fe/ivals1 & at p>ticul>ly celebrat$ places1 _! idolatr\s rites are fall5 into consid]able disuse4 ,! ,h9doos1 too1 mu* m g5]ally ?an =m]ly1 keep ! ,mahom$an fe/ivals4 ,^! facts are notic$ by all ! m5 9 (fice1 ?r\gh\t ! c\ntry4 ,f ?is1 h[ev]1 no good has1 z yet1 aris51 to ! righte\s cause4 ,?\gh less obs]vant ( _! own rites1 !y "k no?+ ( ! gospel t !y %\ld value x4 ,_! fe/ivals resemble an ,engli% fair1 mu* m ?an :at we consid] by ! ^w #8wor%ip2' & x is n to be wond]$ at1 t ! natural man loves ^! occasions2 or t a p s circum/anc$1 %\ld at fir/ turn away f ! humbl+1 self-d5y+ tru?s ( ! gospel1 :5 set be=e !m4 8,^! regions1 ! ,dhoon are becom+ mu* resort$ to at ?is season by ! ,briti%1 on acc\nt ( ! coolness ( ! climate4 ,i h a *ri/ian y\? ) me1 :om ,i daily in/ruct1 & we met "h a ,brahm91 :o has be5 baptiz$ by "o ( ! ,bapti/ ,mission>ies4 ,he w\ld n /ay ) 8 tea*]1 hav+ be5 long us$ to a rov+ life4 ,he seems q conv9c$ ( ! supreme importance ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,he reads ! scriptures ) me2 & ,i hope may gr[ 9 k1 & 9 grace40 ,to ,mr4 ,%]]1 :o _h j arriv$ 9 ,calcutta f ,engl&1 9 company ) ! ,rev4 ,francis ,goode1 "o ( ! ,company's ,*apla9s1 ! ,ar*deacon writes3-- 8,may #be1 #ahbe4 8,! arrival ( ,mr4 ,goode1 aft] "s rec5t com]s1 is a s\rce ( mu* ?anksgiv+4 ,i c n[ say1 z f> z ! *ur* 9 ,india is conc]n$1 #8,"l6 n[ lette/ ?\ ?y s]vant dep>t1 ei!r to "s retreat = a "t on e>?1 or to ! re/ :i* rema9e?6' ,i speak only 9 respect ( ! prospects ( ! *ur* at ?is ,presid5cy1 :i*1 f ! sev]al valuable m9i/]s %e n[ possesses1 may well d )\t s bruis$ a re$ z ,i am4 8,mr4 ,newton1#abe y w "k1 is n[ ! f9ancial secret>y ( our ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,he1 above all our ,committee1 has be5 ) me l-m9d$1 ent]+ ) all 8 _s into our conc]ns1 & look+ our difficulties 9 ! face4 ,hav+1 z ,i hope1 got ,mirzapore into "s =m1 we mu/ g on cauti\sly2 by :i* ,i mean1 h our res\rces 9 view be=e we ext5d our plans4 ,i am n[ anxi\s to get ! ,female ,c5tral ,s*ool built1 & to ext5d no m1 b r contract ! pres5t scale ( small s*ools40 ,x w h be5 se5 t x 0 9 ,bi%op ,heb]'s contemplation1 t ! ,ar*deacon %\ld p]man5tly reside 9 ! ,upp] ,prov9ces1 t by ?is means m effectual assi/ance might be r5d]$ to ! ,bi%op 9 adm9i/]+ ! affairs ( 8 va/ diocese4 ,x 0 h[ev]1 ultimately arrang$ t :il/ ,bi%op ,heb] 0 visit+ ,madras & ,bombay1 ! ,ar*deacon %\ld proce$ to ,calcutta4 ,) ?is object 9 view1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie left ! ,dhoon1 9 ! beg9n+ ( ,june1 = ,me]ut4 ,f t place he wrote ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,june #be1 #ahbe4 8,we h be5 "h 7z y w h he>d ?r\gh ,mrs4 ,ell]ton7 a week4 ,i feel "s com=t 9 ! idea ( be+ a hundr$ miles ne>] to y1 b "h1 ,i appreh5d1 we mu/ /ay a mon? at lea/4 ,! season has be5 unusually w>m "h4 ,= sev]al ye>s pa/1 ! seasons h prov$ irregul>1 b ?is ye> ! regul> hot w9ds h be5 bl[+1 & ! natives anticipate a pl5tiful production ( ! fruits ( ! e>?4 ,we are ti$ 9 ! meantime2 & on e acc\nt ,i mu/ n expose myself to ! heat m ?an ,i c help4 ,we are at pres5t 9 a bungal[ :i* ,p>son & 8 family inhabit$ mo/ ( ! "t !y 7 at ,me]ut4 ,x is 9 ,mr4 ,fi%]'s comp\nd2 & "h1 ,i believe1 we mu/ /ay1 = no o!r place is to be f\nd4 ,an additional regim5t ( ,cavalry & "o ( ,infantry1 are to be "h1 s t e corn] is fill$4 ,we h be5 liv+ ) ! ,fi%]s almo/ entirely1 b h n[ got _! leave to supply ourselves 9 ?is bungal[4 8,mr4 ,f4 is m att5d$ to ?an any *apla9 9 ! c\ntry1 by ! upp] classes1 z well z by ! l[]2 & has a wide correspond5ce among conductors1 writ]s1 c4 at surr\nd+ /ations4 ,he has also a native congregation4 ,?is is d\btless 8 prop] "w4 ,a mission>y1 h[ev]1 w\ld n at all int]f]e ) any ?+ do+ "h4 ,x is evid5tly ( ,god alone1 t ! few natives pr(ess+ *ri/ianity h be5 drawn toge!r & kept toge!r4 ,_m are report$ z prep>$ = ! reception ( *ri/ianity at ,delhi1 & ,mr4 ,h4 ,fi%] ye/]day w5t to reside !re1 ) ,anund ,musseeh4 ,anund has be5 unwell ) ! small-pox1 & unable to att5d ,mr4 ,fi%]1 = scriptural in/ruction1 z ! ,bi%op desir$2 s t 8 ord9ation mu/ be po/pon$ until "s m di/ant p]iod4 ,i am anxi\s to he> f ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,committee respect+ ,abdool & ,b[ley1 9 answ] to my lett] ( ! #ad? ( ,april4 ,if ,i he> no?+ ,i %all br+ !m d[n1 consid]+ ! ,bi%op's wi%es suffici5t au?ority40 ,to ! same relative1 ! ,ar*deacon aga9 wrote 8,july #bc1 #ahbe4 8,we purpose leav+ ?is ,me]ut at ! end ( ,augu/1 & %all get d[n to y spe$ily4 ,i told y t ! heat affect$ me1 b by keep+ quiet1 ,i h avoid$ feel+ m ?an languor4 ,i h n yet call$ on any1 except "o or two 9 ! next premises ar\nd u4 ,i h always assi/$ ,mr4 ,fi%]2 & kept 8 flock toge!r dur+ twelve days he 0 abs5t at ,lehornupore & ,deyrah1 :]e 8 son ,john is4 ,he & 8 son ,samuel _h a n>r[ escape f dr[n+1 on _! return4 ,"o ( ! m\nta9-torr5ts came d[n sudd5ly4 ,a ,suw>r1#abf :o 0 ) !m1 escap$ ) difficulty1 toge!r ) 8 horse4 ,samuel's horse 0 c>ri$ d[n a good way1 b bo? 8 & ,mr4 ,fi%]'s horse1 be+ 9 bett] he>t ?an ! ,suw>r's horse1 got ov]4 ,a p$e/rian1 :o attempt$ to swim ov]1 0 dr[n$4 8,we h n[ ! ra9s1 b scantily4 ,! natives beg9 to say ! ra9s w n be heavy ?is ye>40 ,9 accordance ) ! purpose express$ 9 ! =ego+ lett]1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie left ,me]ut on ! #bbnd ( ,augu/4 ,9 a lett] address$ to ,mr4 ,%]]1 on ! #be? ( t mon?1 ! ,ar*deacon rem>ks3-- 8,we left mu* good at ,me]ut1 & pass$ our "t pleasantly2 &1 ,i hope1 n unpr(itably4444 ,we are 9 sight ( ,futtyghur1 f :5ce ,i %all dispat* ?is4 ,goodness & m]cy cont9ue to att5d u4 ,! wea!r is unusually fav\rable = u1 b ! c\ntry requires ra94 8,at ,me]ut we _h a ,bible ,society ,s]mon on ! #ad?1 & a public meet+ on ! #af?4 ,consid]able int]e/1 above =m] ye>s1 0 excit$1 & a fair collection made4 ,"s conv]ts to ! cause1 also1 among ! upp] classes ( ,society40 ,on 8 way to ! ,presid5cy1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie visit$ ,cawnpore1 ,*un>1 ,b5>es1 & o!r /ations ) :i* he _h be5 be=e "t connect$ or acqua9t$4 ,) reg>d to ,cawnpore1 he obs]v$ 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,%]]1 dat$ 8,allahabad1 ,sep4 #ab1 #ahbe40 8,i wrote to ,mr4 ,?omason1 f ,cawnpore1 ab\t a native *apel4 ,i am happy to tell y t little1 if any?+1 w be ne$$ f ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society to accompli% ?is object4 ,i put a pap] into circulation be=e ,i left1 & !re 0 en\gh = pres5t purposes be+ rais$ at ! /ation4 8,on ! ,sunday1 :i* ,i pass$ at ,*un>1 ab\t two hundr$ att5d$ ,div9e s]vice1 ( :om ab\t =ty 7 unbaptiz$ inhabitants ( ! place1 & mo/ ( :om att5d e sabba?-day4 ,"s ( ! s*ol>s :o h receiv$ in/ruction 9 ,engli%1 af=d ! mo/ pleas+ hopes ( _! s9c]e conv]sion40 ,& 9 a lett] to ! same relative1 he writes f 8,b5>es1 ,sep4 #bf1 #ahbe4 8,we are deta9$ "h long] ?an ,i wi%$1 b ,i hope to d some?+ = ! mission by ! delay4 ,our fri5ds are ea* do+ :at he c 9 8 sph]e4 ,!y h sugge/$ t ,i %\ld write a lett] to ! ,committee1 :i* might be pr9t$ 9 ! ,mon?ly ,intellig5ce1 giv+ "s acc\nt ( ! s*ools & congregations4 ,i w s5d su* a lett]1 & x may be pr9t$ or n40 ,) ref]5ce also to ?is subject1 ! ,ar*deacon in=ms 8 bro!r 9 a lett] dat$ 8,oct4 #aa1 #ahbe1 above ,monghyr4 8,mr4 ,h4 ,fi%]1 at ,delhi--8 fa!r at ,me]ut3 ,mr4 ,torriano1 at ,cawnpore--h ea* a native mission>y :o lab\rs ar\nd !m1 & in/ructs especially ^? natives :o pr(ess *ri/ianity4 ,?is la/ class is fa/ improv+1 ,i w\ld fa9 hope1 9 k & "*2 & ?us !y become #8,epi/les ( ,*ri/1 read & kn[n' among ! hea!ns3 & ! reproa* :i* =m]ly att5d$ ! gospel is less5+40 ,?us :]ev] ! ,ar*deacon might be1 ! subject ne>e/ 8 he>t 01 ! progress ( ! gospel among ! hea!n4 ,x 0 on ! #be? ( ,octob] #ahbe1 t ,ar*deacon ,corrie arriv$ 9 ,calcutta1 on 8 return f ! ,upp] ,prov9ces4 ,among ! fir/ ?+s to :i* ! ,ar*deacon direct$ 8 att5tion1 7 ! affairs ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 :i* he f\nd to be z prosp]\s z c\ld well be expect$4 ,at ! end ( ! foll[+ mon? he 0 gladd5$ by ! ord9ation ( 8 long-tri$ fri5d ,abdool ,messeeh1 :o1 toge!r ) ,messrs ,rei*>dt & ,b[ley1 0 admitt$ into ! ord] ( ,deacons1 by ,bi%op ,heb]4 ,! ord9ation took place on ! #cj? ( ,novemb]1 9 ! ,ca!dral ( ,calcutta1 & 9 ! pres5ce ( a l>ge congregation1 among :om 7 m ?an tw5ty cl]gym54 ,x 0 rem>k$ by "o :o 0 pres5t on t int]e/+ occasion1 t 8,no?+ c\ld equal ! joy ( ,mr4 ,corrie3 he appe>$ z if he c\ld j !n adopt ! language ( ,simeon ( old4 ,he has wat*$ ! gradual progress ( e ?+3 he c\ld rememb] :5 matt]s assum$ a f> diff]5t semblance40 ,on ! #bcrd ( ,decemb] ! ,ar*deacon att5d$ ! ,bi%op at a public exam9ation ( ! *ildr5 educat$ 9 ! s*ools ma9ta9$ 9 ! ,calcutta ,ladies' ,society = ,native ,female ,education2 :51 dur+ ! exam9ation1 ! ,rajah ,boid5au? came =w>d & pres5t$ ! ,society ) a donation ( #bj1jjj sicca rupees1 t[>d ! erection ( a c5tral s*ool4 ,"o ( ! great objects :i* ! ,ar*deacon _h long _h 9 view1 0 ?us 9 ! progress ( be+ realiz$2 & z a prelim9>y measure1 he obta9$ p]mission to place "u ! ,ladies' ,society1 ^? ,female-s*ools at ,burdwan :i* _h hi!rto be5 support$ by ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,^! sev]al causes = rejoic+ 7 n1 h[ev]1 )\t a correspond+ draw-back4 ,! hot season ( #ahbe _h be5 unusually unheal?y1 & among o!rs :o _h suff]$ 9 heal? 7 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,?omason1 especially ! latt]4 ,?is decid$ ,mr4 ,?omason to return to ,europe e>ly 9 ! spr+ ( #ahbf4 ,mr4 ,%]]1 too1 hav+ accompli%$ ! object = :i* he w5t out to ,india1 0 prep>+ to return to 8 family 9 ,engl&4 ,! ,bi%op1 moreov]1 left ,calcutta on ! #cj? ( ,janu>y #ahbf1 = ! purpose ( hold+ visitations 9 ,madras4 ,"u ^! circum/ances ,ar*deacon ,corrie writes to ,mr4 ,%]]1 !n on ! po9t ( emb>k+ = ,engl&3-- 8,feb4 #bb1 #ahbf4 8,a feel+ ( desolation oppresses me1 :i* ,i try to %ake (f1 by look+ to ,him :o possesses all fulness1 9 ord] to supply 8 ne$y dep5d5ts4 ,9 ,p4 ,i lo/ my worldly advis]1 & 9 ,mr4 ,?omason my religi\s help]3 b ! ,"l live?4 ,9 y1 ,i w n say h[ mu* we seem to h lo/2 b ?is mu* ,i _c b say4 ,!re is no possibility ( my foll[+ y 9 less ?an five ye>s1 & :at may occur be=e !n1 :o c tell8 ,x w\ld be presumptu\s to say any ( u %all see t p]iod2 & yet !re is no d\bt a secret hope t we %all4 ,h[ ,i %all "p ) ! "m & ! *ildr51 ,i "k n4 ,x seems z if !y ought soon] to g into a m fav\rable climate1 & if x 7 necess>y1 ,i suppose ! necessity w\ld g f> to reconcile me to x4 ,my he>t goes ) y to ,morcott & ,col/]wor?2 may y be c>ri$ to !m 9 heal? & safety1 & may ! peace ( ,god att5d y\r meet+ ) !m6 ,x seems sup]flu\s to say any?+ ab\t my love = !m4 ,!y ne$ no assurance ( x2 yet x is a relief to write ab\t x40 ,"s fur!r acc\nt ( 8 condition is giv5 by ! ,ar*deacon ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,m>* #ad1 #ahbf1 8,we cont9ue mu* z y left u4 ,! wet has set 91 & ! monsoon has be5 almo/ con/antly aga9/ y4 ,! ,bi%op 0 tw5ty days rea*+ ,madras4 ,?is w delay y\r progress2 b great is our happ9ess 9 kn[+ t w9ds & waves obey ,8 w1 8^: we are1 & :om we s]ve40 8,our ,friday ev5+ s]vices h be5 b irregul>ly att5d$4 ,! ,gov]nm5t d9n]s h1 no d\bt1 int]f]$2 & next ,friday ,lady ,a4 has an #8at home4' ,%all we ev] h #8! p[]s t be' on our side8 ,yea1 d\btless1 x %all be ev5 s4 8,y w "k all ab\t ,"l ,a's recal be=e ?is rea*es y4 ,may x please ,god to s5d u a ,gov]nor :o w at lea/ own 8 duty 9 respect ( ! ,god ( ,*ri/ians6 ,! mo/ pa9ful ?+ 9 ! pres5t adm9i/ration is1 t our duty z ,*ri/ians is n recognis$4 ,policy is av[$ly ! idol wor%ipp$4 8,i am ?ankful & happy 9 my pres5t situation4 ,i "k n :at "t1 if p]mitt$ to me1 may br+ =?1 b ,i _c at pres5t conceive ( happ9ess 9 leav+ my /ation4 ,a few %ort ye>s w unite u all1 ,i tru/1 :]e probably natural feel+ w be absorb$ 9 relation%ip to ,*ri/1 b n1 ,i appreh5d1 be =gott54 ,9 ! mean "t1 :ile pass+ ?r\gh ?is #8valley ( ,baca1' let our correspond5ce s]ve z #8pools ( refre%m5t4'0 ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,calcutta1 ,april #aa1 #ahbf4 8,be=e ?is rea*es y1 we hope y w h receiv$ back our de> ,%]]1 well 9 all respects4 ,9 ?is *ang+ _w1 we "k n :at a day may br+ =?1 b we are taught t 8suffici5t unto ! day is ! evil !re(20 &1 !re=e1 ,i w anticipate none ( ^? ?+s1 evil to nature1 to :i* bo? he on ! wat] & 8 family on l& are liable1 b tru/ t y\r meet+ has be5 joy\s & ?ankful4 ,we g on mu* z ,%]] left u4 ,! fall ( ,bhurtpore & peace ) ,ava1#abg leave ! c\ntry ext]nally quiet1 b 9 s ext5d$ an empire1 compos$ ( su* discordant elem5ts1 we are less1 9 reality1 settl$4 ,two native regim5ts at ,bhurtpore refus$ to g into ! tr5*es2 ! bus9ess 0 hu%$ up1 b a discov]y 0 made ( ! /ate ( ! native m9d4 ,! fact is1 t #8! p[]s :i* be1' :ile !y fe> ! smalle/ movem5t 9 fav\r ( ,*ri/ianity1 fe> no?+ :5 sav+ money is conc]n$4 ,:]eas ! native1 if he be lib]ally dealt )1 w give y 8 ca/e ev51 if y d n dem& x all at once4 8,! ,"l reigne?10 mu/ be our motto2 & ?\gh we _c b see :at is do+1 mu/ ref] ourselves1 to ,8 p[]1 provid5ce & grace1 to ord] all ?+s z %all be = ,8 own glory4 8,ye/]day ,i complet$ =ty-n9e ye>s4 ,great goodness h ,i exp]i5c$1 great +ratitude am ,i consci\s (2 b great is ! m]cy ( ,god my ,savi\r2 inf9ite ! value ( ,jesus' blood4 ,!re=e ,i w hope on1 & expect to be pres]v$ by 8! p[] ( ,god ?r\gh fai? unto salvation40 8,he re/ore? my s\l = 8 "n's sake40 ,)9 a few days ( ! date ( ! =ego+ lett]1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie receiv$ ! afflict+ intellig5ce t x _h pleas$ ,god sudd5ly to remove ,bi%op ,heb] f ?is sc5e ( trial1 to ! *ur* triumphant 9 heav54 ,app5d$ to a copy ( ! lett] f ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,doran :i* ann\nc$ ?is ev5t1 & ! circum/ances by :i* x 0 accompani$1 ! ,ar*deacon wrote ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,calcutta1 ,april #ae1 #ahbf4 8,by ! copy on ! o!r side y w see ) :at a heavy /roke ,god has smitt5 u2 d\btless 9 m]cy1 ?\gh we see x n n[4 ,no?+ c be add$ at pres5t to ,mr4 ,doran's acc\nt4 ,all "h is mute a/oni%m5t4 ,public & individual conc]n is spread ov] all4 ,i w s5d all ! public docum5ts1 & w take ! fir/ fur!r opportunity to s5d m p>ticul>s40 ,^! p>ticul>s are too well kn[n to ne$ repetition 9 ?is place1 b ! foll[+ extract f a lett] address$ ab\t t "t by ! ,ar*deacon to 8 bro!r1 may n be )\t int]e/3-- 8,y w he> f o!r s\rces ( ! loss all ,india has su/a9$1 9 ! dea? ( ,bi%op ,heb]4 ,my fir/ impression 0 to in=m ,%]]1 :o1 f be+ s lately among u1 c\ld judge m readily ( our feel+s on ! occasion4 ,i h pr9t$1 & privately di/ribut$1 a s]mon prea*$ at ! "t2 & h s5t "s copies to ,mr4 ,pratt4 ,mr4 ,rob9son subsequ5tly ar*deacon ( ,madras1 took "s copies to s5d home1 ) a s]mon ( 8 own1 prea*$ at ,tri*9opoly1 ! ,sunday aft] ! ,bi%op's dea?4 ,we _c b be anxi\s z to :o w succe$ to ?is see4 ,our late belov$ ,bi%op 0 s entirely a ,mission>y1 t we c sc>cely hope to see "o l him2 & 9 respect ( temp] & beauty ( g5]al disposition1 to expect ! l ( him seems utt]ly hopeless4 ,9 :at ,i h said ( him 9 ! s]mon1 ,i h said :at ,i "k 8 views 7 on c]ta9 po9ts1 r ?an express$ my own4 ,su* 0 ! natural amiability ( ,bi%op ,heb]'s "*1 t x 0 (t5 difficult to say :e!r he act$ f nature or grace4 ,b :atev] might be judg$ by "s1 at times1 to be errors ( judgm5t1 ! g5]al t5or ( 8 life 0 s oppos$ to worldly maxims1 & :at ! _w w\ld h wi%$ him to foll[1 t !re seems no d\bt grace 0 ! rul+ influ5ce ( 8 conduct4 ,! great numb] ( subscrib]s he obta9$ = ! society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel1 %ews :at an influ5ce he _h obta9$2 & h[ _m he _h drawn ov] to support ! ,mission>y cause40 ,! s]mon "h allud$ to1 0 prea*$ 9 ! ,ca!dral ,*ur* ( ,calcutta1 on ,sunday1 ,april #bc1 f ,heb4 xiii4 #g1 #h4 ,9 a %ort notice prefix$ to ! s]mon1 ! reason = pr9t+ x is /at$ to be 8n any idea ( its pret5sions to lit]>y m]it1 b a s9c]e desire on ! "p ( ! au?or1 to improve ! melan*oly occasion ( x1 to ! good ( a community ) :i* he _h be5 connect$ ne>ly tw5ty ye>s40 ,! ,ar*deacon add$1 t z 8all :o approa*$ _! late belov$ & v5]at$ diocesan1 c\ld n b admire 8 brilliant conv]sation1 v>i\s acquirem5ts1 & comm&+ tal5ts1 x 0 hop$ t1 ! p]usal ( ! s]mon might t5d to recomm5d1 to "s at lea/1 ! cultivation ( ^? pr9ciples ( ,*ri/ian piety :i* spread a *>m ov] all 8 o!r great qualities40 ,! limits )9 :i* x is desirable to comprise ^! memoirs1 d n all[ ( ! ins]tion "h ( ! vivid sket* ( ,bi%op ,heb]'s m9i/]ial life 9 ,india1 :i* ?is s]mon conta9s1 b z1 9 ! lett] quot$ above1 specific ref]5ce is made to ! ,bi%op's 8views on c]ta9 po9ts10 x may be prop] to quote ! outl9e ( ! doctr9es :i* ! ,ar*deacon /ates himself to h 8he>d ! deceas$ prelate prea*10 on diff]5t occasions4 8,x 0 ! ^w ( ,god :i* he adm9i/]$4 ,= man1 fall5 f ,god & f> f orig9al righte\sness1 he prea*$ a full & free r$emption by ! blood ( ,*ri/--ju/ification by fai?--! ne$ ( ! ,holy ,_s's grace to incl9e & enable man to rep5t1 & to br+ =? fruit meet = rep5tance1 p]suad+ man1 by ! t]rors ( ! ,"l1 to flee f ! wra? to come1 & by ! m]cies ( ,*ri/1 to be reconcil$ unto ,god--! pleasantness ( religi\s ways--! com=t att5d+ ! dea? ( ! righte\s--! t]rors ( a judgm5t-day to ! imp5it5t1 & ! rew>ds ( ! fai?ful s]vant--sett+ =? e ,*ri/ian duty 9 its relation to ,*ri/ian pr9ciple1 9 8 own peculi>ly lively & impressive mann]40 ,x is sc>cely necess>y to add1 t ,ar*deacon ,corrie 0 among ^? :o met 9 ! ,t[n-hall ( ,calcutta1 on ! #f? ( ,may1 = ! purpose ( express+ _! deep conc]n at ! loss :i* ,india _h su/a9$ 9 ! dea? ( ,bi%op ,heb]1 & = devis+ means by :i* ! memory ( ! lab\rs ( t man ( ,god might be transmitt$ to future g5]ations4#abh ,on ! #ah? ( ,may1 ! ,ar*deacon1 aft] hav+ long desir$ to see su* an object accompli%$1 0 call$ ^u to take "p 9 ! c]emonial ( lay+ ! f\ndation-/one ( a ,c5tral ,s*ool = ! education ( native females4 ,f\r ye>s1 x w be rememb]$1 _h n[ elaps$ s9ce female education 9 ,india _h be5 fir/ comm5c$ on a g5]al plan2 b ! difficulties 9 ! way ( su* an und]tak+ 7 app>5tly s s]i\s1 t b few c\ld h v5tur$ ev5 to hope t su* an inroad on ,h9doo prejudice & sup]/ition c\ld h be5 made1 z t above five hundr$ females %\ld already h be5 br\ght "u in/ruction 9 ,calcutta & ! vic9ity alone4 ,! gr\nd pur*as$ = ! site ( ! s*ool & o!r requisite build+s1 0 9 ! c5tre ( ! ,h9doo population1 & ab\t half a mile to ! nor? ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y /ation at ,mirzapore4 ,! f\ndation /one 0 laid by ! ,lady ,amh]/1 pray] hav+ be5 (f]$ up by ! ,ar*deacon = ! div9e bless+ on ! und]tak+4 ,_m natives 7p>ticul>ly wom5 & _! daught]s7 7 pres5t1 on ?is int]e/+ occasion2 & ! ,rajah ,boid9a? ,roy1 ?r\gh an int]pret]1 congratulat$ ! ,lady ,amh]/ on ! success :i* _h cr[n$ ! ex]tions ( h] ,lady%ip & ! ,ladies ( ,calcutta2 express+ also1 8 deep s5se ( ! gratitude :i* himself & o!rs ent]ta9$ = ! b5efits :i* might be expect$ f ! education ( 8 c\ntry-wom54 ,! demise ( ! ,bi%op devolv$ on ! ,ar*deacon ! adm9i/ration ( ! affairs ( ! diocese dur+ ! vacancy ( ! ,see4 ,9 writ+ to 8 bro!r he !re=e obs]v$3-- 8,calcutta1 ,june #bi1 #ahbf4 8,we are n[ resid+ 9 ! ,episcopal h\se1 :i* ,gov]nm5t all[s me to use1 z ,commiss>y = ! ,see1 & gives me ! ,bi%op's sal>y in/ead ( my own4 ,x is a new ?+ to me1 to be consult+ ,burn's ,ecclesia/ical law1 ,gibson1 c4 ,!re is1 inde$1 no p[] ve/$ 9 ! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta1 = ,gov]nm5t res]ve ! decision ( e po9t to !mselves2 & ! lett]s pat5t give no indep5d5t au?ority4 ,yet su* a man z ,bi%op ,heb] w be appli$ to f all p>ts ( ,india1 on po9ts affect+ divorce1 wills1 c41 & 8 op9ion w be receiv$ z law3 s t su* /udies z ,i h m5tion$1 are n 9 va94 ,! love = antiquity1 inde$1 :i* "s ent]ta91 ov]looks1 ,i ?9k1 too mu* ! pres5t race ( m52 & soon] ?an deviate f anci5t modes1 w\ld suff] !m to pass out ( life 9 _! ignorance2 b ,i h z yet discov]$ no gr\nd = su* rigid adh]5ce to rules adapt$ to ! ,*ur* 9 a settl$ /ate1 & am sure ! e>ly ,evangeli/s did n obs]ve !m4 8,all ?+s "h beg9 to assume _! usual appe>ance aga91 except t our belov$ ,bi%op no m occupies 8 seat among u2 & t a second ,escut*eon1 hung up 9 ! ,ca!dral1 rem9ds u1 t two ,bi%ops h pass$ away f among u4 ,my m9d seems we>i$ ) consid]+ :at may be de/9$ = our ,indian ,*ur*4 ,! "w ( ,missions _h assum$ a regul> =m4 ,9 ! s\? ( ,india1 regul> help1 & en\gh ( x1 w\ld give ,*ri/ianity an almo/ e/abli%$ =m2 s _m ,natives pr(ess ,*ri/ianity4 ,may ,god be graci\s unto ! l&1 & s5d u a man ( a "r _s60 ,by ! advice ( ! m$ical m5 9 ,calcutta1 ! ,ar*deacon decid$ on a j\rney up ! riv]1 z = z ,b5>es & ,*un>4 ,he1 !re=e1 left ,calcutta 9 ! mon? ( ,july #ahbf1 visit+ sev]al ( ! out-/ations z he pass$ along4 ,on rea*+ ,b5>es1 "o ( ! *ief objects ( 8 att5tion naturally 0 ,joy ,n>a9's s*ool1 9 ! f\nd+ ( :i* ! ,ar*deacon _h tak5 s mu* int]e/4 ,he _h n[ ! satisfaction to f9d ! ,s*ool 9 excell5t ord]2 !re be+ 9 x "o hundr$ & ?irty-"o boys "u daily in/ruction4 ,besides ?is1 he f\nd t two y\?s :o _h be5 educat$ 9 ! s*ool1 _h be5 engag$ ev] s9ce ,janu>y la/1 z assi/ant ,engli%-tea*]s 9 ! free-s*ool at ,cawnpore1 & 7 giv+ satisfaction2 & t ! success ( ^? y\?s 9 ?us obta9+ a com=table provision = !mselves1 _h recomm5d$ ! s*ool to ! good op9ion ( ! natives ( ,b5>es & ! neighb\rhood4 ,! ,ar*deacon f\nd1 also1 t six o!r s*ools _h be5 e/abli%$1 9 diff]5t p>ts ( ! city1 9 :i*1 among o!r books1 ! gospels 7 read4 ,) ref]5ce to ^! s*ools he obs]ves3 8,! /reets ( ,b5>es1 be+ = ! mo/ "p v n>r[1 ! boys assemble 9 long ,v]&ahs1 & ! pass]s-by see & he> all t takes place4 ,?is1 ?\gh unfav\rable = ! purposes ( a ,s*ool1 yet causes :at ! boys read to be he>d by _m2 & sometimes a hundr$ p1 & upw>ds1 w cr[d ar\nd1 :ile ! boys are exam9$1 9 ! previ\s week's ,ex]cises3 & ?us _! k is diffus$40 ,on rea*+ ,*un>1 ! ,ar*deacon records 9 a memor&um dat$-- 8,*un>1 ,sep4 #ag1 #ahbf4 8,x is tw5ty ye>s s9ce ,i rea*$ ,b5gal1 hav+ arriv$ 9 ,calcutta on ,saturday1 ,sept4 #bj1 #ahjf4 ,i _h appo9t$ ! #bj?4 ,sept4 z a day = call+ my ways to remembrance2 b h a=etime too mu* neglect$ ?is duty3 & ,i fe> int]ruption on ,w$nesday1 ! ,anniv]s>y ( my actual entrance on life 9 ?is l&4 ,_m s9ful causes h ( late ye>s1 prev5t$ me f mak+ ,memor&a ( ! /ate ( my m9d1 z =m]ly1 b ,i h ?us depriv$ myself ( ! p[] ( call+ _m ?+s to m9d1 ( :i* ,i ought deeply to rep5t2 & am con/ra9$ to pray1 8,cleanse me f my secret faults10 secret & hidd5 by =getfulness f myself4 ,e>ly 9 #ahai1 ,i arriv$ at ! highe/ emolum5ts 9 ! way ( ,*apla9s4 ,9 #ahbb1 ,i receiv$ increas$ emolum5ts z a ,commiss>y = ! ,see2 & n[ enjoy alone1 all ! advantages aris+ f ! second vacancy ( ! ,see4 ,i feel decid$ly1 & pa9fully1 t l>ge means h n be5 ( advantage to myself1 or family4 ,my own s\l has gradually lo/ mu* ( ! livel9ess ,i once possess$ 9 religion4 ,! read9ess to lab\r1 ! will+ness to att5d to ! poor1 ! pleasure ( go+ "h & !re to s]ve o!rs1 ei!r (ficially or ( *oice1 is greatly dep>t$ f me4 ,increas$ ye>s1 & debility1 may h a %>e 9 ?is indisposition to active duties1 b are f> f be+ ! :ole cause4 ,i am deeply consci\s1 also1 t ! receiv+ ( s _m p]sons f "t to "t into our h\se 7?\gh 9 _m cases a m]e return+ ( civilities1 or r fav\rs previ\sly by u receiv$1 & a debt ( gratitude1 & 9 almo/ e case appe>+ to be an ex]cise ( hospitality7 yet ! numb]s at table1 consequ5t desultory conv]sation1 c4 weak5 ! p[] ( religion 9 me1 & ,i seem to myself to h no /r5g? 9 comp>ison ( =m] days4 ,i h _m ?\ghts h[ f> ?is company & con/antly full table h _h a %>e 9 my loss ( heal?4 ,i w\ld especially call to m9d1 my dulness 9 secret duties1 & h[ seldom ,i c #8take hold on ,god4' ,i read & kneel 9 devotion1 b too g5]ally )\t appreh5d+ or appropriat+ any b5efit4 ,deeply humiliat+ z ?is is1 ,i yet bless my ,savi\r t x is no worse2 t ,he has n ca/ me utt]ly f 8 pres5ce1 nor tak5 ,8 ,holy ,_s f me4 ,i am consci\s ( a desire to be #8z 9 days pa/1' & ( "s endeav\r aft] x4 ,b ,o6 ,i h mu* gr\nd to rega92 _m days to r$eem1 & few] left to "w out my salvation 94 ,! cross ( ,*ri/ is my only hope & glory4 ,! ,"l1 ,i ?9k1 kn[s ,i desire to be crucifi$ ) ,*ri/2 & to h all iniquity tak5 away4 ,"l1 "w ?\ 9 me to d1 no less ?an to w6 ,oh6 incl9e & enable my de> p>tn] to be> 9 m9d m & m1 ! subjects ( our late conv]sations2 t our own s\ls & our lovely & belov$ *ildr51 may be improv$ 9 e grace ( ! ,_s2 & t our light may yet %9e be=e m51 to ! glory ( our heav5ly ,fa!r4 ,pres]ve our de> *ildr5 9 heal?2 & ,o6 give !m spiritual heal+ & bless+4 ,make u m & m "o 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,help me to walk circumspectly1 & to behave 9 pres5t circum/ances z become? ! gospel ( ,*ri/4 ,o keep me f any fall1 ei!r 9 public or private2 & lead me 9 ! pa?s ( righte\sness = ?y "n's sake4 ,o!r plea h ,i none3 o!r refuge h ,i none4 ,to !e1 to !e alone ,i cleave4 ,a poor feeble v9e1 ,i w\ld cleave to !e z ! /em2 & 9 ?y /r5g? alone be /rong4 ,quick5 me m & m4 ,lead me f /r5g? to /r5g?4 #8,hold ?\ me up1 s %all ,i be safe8' ,o6 =sake n ! "w ( ?9e own h&s4 ,i am ?9e1 save me4 ,am540 ,z x 0 at ,*un> t ,ar*deacon ,corrie comm5c$ 8 mission>y lab\rs1 8 acc\nt ( ! /ate ( ! native *ur* !re may n be omitt$4 ,he writes3-- 8,! congregation ( ! ,h9doo/anee wor%ipp]s1 is r on ! increase4 ,! day ,i 0 !re1 upw>ds ( two hundr$ att5d$1 ( :om at lea/ fifty 7 unbaptiz$ natives4 ,i conv]s$ ) "s ( ! rec5t conv]ts1 :o appe> to be really s9c]e4 ,among !m "s are natives ( villages 9 ! neighb\rhood1 :o1 at fir/1 7 greatly oppos$ by _! relatives2 b retreat+ to ,*un>1 !y cont9u$ to receive r5ew$ /r5g? & enc\ragem5t1 by att5d+ on ! means ( grace4 ,by repeat+ _! visits home at int]vals1 !y h at l5g? ov]come prejudice s f>1 z to be he>d ) att5tion1 on ! subject ( _! *ange2 & 9 "o case1 ! conv]t 7:o is "o ( sev]al bro!rs1 ,brahm9s1 :o are ! pr9cipal cultivators 9 ! village7 has be5 ackn[l$g$ by 8 family1 & all[$ to resume 8 place among !m4 8,( ^? natives :o att5d ,*ri/ian wor%ip1 "o :ole family h become c&idates = baptism4 ,! fir/ ( ! family :o became impress$ ) ! subject ( religion1 0 ! elde/ son2 ab\t two ye>s ago1 he propos$ himself = baptism1 b 8 fa!r entreat$ ,mr4 ,b[ley to delay1 & he also w\ld consid] :e!r he %\ld n jo9 ! son4 ,mr4 ,b[ley on ?is acc\nt recomm5d$ delay to ! son2 he has cont9u$ /eady1 & n[ ! fa!r & "m1 & "s o!r memb]s ( ! family1 are resolv$ to embrace ,*ri/ianity40 ,on ! #bj? ( ,septemb] ! ,ar*deacon comm5c$ 8 j\rney back to ,calcutta4 ,:5 above ,rajemahl1 he wrote ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,oct4 #d1 #ahbf4 8,at ,b5>es & ,*un>1 our fri5ds are greatly improv$1 & _! usefulness & com=ts increas$ by ! ord9ation4 ,!re is also m ( ,*ri/ian union & love among !m1 & _! "w prosp]s4 ,we call on ! *apla9s & mission>ies z we pass along1 & on few besides4 ,we hope to rea* ! ,b]hampore riv] to-day4 ,we h be5 m]cifully pres]v$1 dur+ our j\rney on ?is unc]ta9 riv]4 ,by go+ leisurely1 we h n _h an al>m1 :ile mo/ p]sons we h met ) h lo/ boats1 or be5 "s way annoy$4 ,:at lies be=e me ,i "k n4 ,i regret n hav+ regul>ly to prea*1 = ?\gh m9i/]s are too apt to read ! ,scriptures = o!rs1 ,i f9d x good 9 any way to be kept close to !m4 8,i sometimes long to visit y all2 b va9 are su* long+s1 = aft] all1 we are only t to ea* o!r :i* ,god makes u4 ,! light ( ,8 c\nt5ance alone1 make? :ole2 & ,i %\ld h no com=t 9 leav+ my po/1 )\t "s m evid5t necessity ?an appe>s at pres5t40 ,ar*deacon ,corrie arriv$ 9 ,calcutta t[>d ! end ( ,octob]1 & e>ly 9 ! foll[+ mon? 7,nov4 #ab?7 0 pres5t at ! op5+ ( a new *apel at ,mirzapore1 9 :i* x 0 int5d$ to h ! s]vices ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& /at$ly conduct$ 9 ,b5galee4 ,n long be=e ,bi%op ,heb] left ,calcutta on 8 la/ visitation1 he _h recomm5d$ ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society to make a pecuni>y grant t[>d ! build+ ( ! *apel1 & ! ,ar*deacon _h laid ! f\ndation-/one ( x dur+ ! ,april ( ?is ye>2 ! object ma9ly contemplat$ 9 ! erection ( x be+1 to af=d native ,*ri/ians & su* natives z might be enquir+ aft] ,*ri/ianity1 an opportunity = att5d+ ! wor%ip ( ,god1 conduct$ 9 _! own language4 ,on ?is occasion1 a consid]able numb] ( native ,*ri/ians 7 assembl$ )9 ! *apel1 & ! doors 7 ?rong$ by cr[ds ( ,h9doos & ,mahom$ans1 :o 7 attract$ to ! spot4 ,on ! day foll[+1 ! ,ar*deacon writes ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,calcutta1 ,nov4 #ac1 #ahbf4 8,f ,%]] y w le>n our own affairs1 & w "k t s9ce he left u we h be5 up to ,b5>es4 ,we are r5d]$ uncom=table 9 ?is l>ge h\se by ! decay+ /ate ( "s "p ( ! walls2 s t our p]sonal com=t is n increas$ by ! enl>gem5t ( our limits4 ,& s ,i h f\nd x 9 e advance 9 temporal circum/ances2 some?+ or o!r connect$ ) x1 has always prev5t$ increase ( enjoym5t4 ,all true happ9ess dwells 9 ! m9d3 & ,o1 8,:at %all ,i r5d] to ! ,"l10 t ! peace ( ,god1 ?r\gh ,*ri/ ,jesus1 is no /rang] to my brea/8 ,too (t51 alas1 h ,i _h reason to m\rn my backslid+s 9 he>t1 & temp]1 & conduct2 b if guilt remov$ return1 ! p[] ( ! atonem5t may1 also1 be aga9 & aga9 prov$4 8,i f9d myself m a bi%op ?an dur+ ! =m] vacancy ( ?is ,see2 b "h aga9 ! pass+s-by ( "s1 ! reluctance ) :i* o!rs apply = :at !y _c d )\t1 c4 might well embitt] ?is tempor>y elevation also2 b t1 ,i tru/1 ,i h le>n$ to =be> 9 "s measure1 & to =give z ,i expect =giv5ess2 s t no brea* has occurr$ ) any ( our body4 ,i am b\nd bo? 9 consci5ce & consi/5cy to take "p 9 ^? measures :i* h1 all along1 giv5 (f5ce to "s1 :il/ !y are oblig$ also to take me ) !m 9 _! plans4 ,! reluctance1 h[ev]1 is on _! "p1 = #8s t ,*ri/ be prea*$1 ,i rejoice4' 8,n[ our cold season is set 91 ,i ?9k ) reluctance1 ( return+ to ,engl&4 ,"h1 ,i tru/1 ,i am useful 9 help+ on projects = ! good ( _m ?\s&s2 9 ,engl&1 a small p>i% w\ld be all ,i c\ld und]take ! *>ge (4 ,no?+1 !re=e1 b decid$ inability to rema9 9 ,india %\ld make me leave x4 ,our *ildr51 inde$1 _c "h fully compreh5d t fl[ ( ! ,*ri/ian affections :i* ! int]e/ tak5 9 all classes at home calls =?2 & :e!r ,i %all be able to "p ) !m & _! "m1 = ?ree ye>s1 to visit ,engl&1 ,i "k n4 ,i greatly %r9k f su* a sep>ation4 8,y w h read ! life ( ,dr4 ,e4 ,d4 ,cl>ke1 & w h se5 ! int5se desire ) :i*1 :5 abroad1 he s\ght lett]s f home4 ,n[ some?+ simil> has always dwelt 9 me1 ?\gh wife & *ildr51 de> z life1 h consol$ me "u long sil5ce f home4 ,! life ( ,cl>ke is admirably well done4 ,i rememb] ! p]son ( ! biograph]1 & admir$ 8 f9e deliv]y ( a s]mon at ,/4 ,m>y's ,cambridge2 ! subject ( x ,i h =gott54 ,b t is a long "t ago1 he mu/ be gett+ old n[1 & ,i am foll[+ fa/ aft] him40 ,dur+ ?is mon? 7,nov47 x 01 t a circum/ance occurr$ ( "s int]e/1 z indicative ( ! feel+ ( ! native m9d1 ) reg>d to ,*ri/ianity4 ,x appe>$ t = want ( funds1 ! ,committee ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society 9 ,calcutta1 7 int5d+ to )draw _! mission>y f ,culna1 a popul\s t[n & di/rict on ! we/ bank ( ! ,hooghly1 :]e s*ools _h be5 e/abli%$4 ,b no soon] 7 ! pr9cipal native inhabitants ( ! place 7:o 7 *iefly ( ! ,brahm9 ca/e7 appris$ ( t int5tion1 ?an !y pres5t$ a petition 9 ,b5galee1 to ,ar*deacon ,corrie1 reque/+ t ! mission>y might be cont9u$ ) !m4 ,among o!r ?+s1 !y obs]v$ t3-- 8,!y ackn[l$g$ t !y =m]ly ent]ta9$ "s slight degree ( appreh5sion ( our sacr$ books2 b t 9 consequ5ce ( ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,de]r mak+ kn[n to !m ^! our ,scriptures1 n only _h _! fe>s entirely vani%$1 b !y consid]$ t ^! books 7 des]v+ ( unqualifi$ reception1 & highly b5eficial2 & on ?is acc\nt1 !y consid]$ !mselves equally b5efitt$1 & rejoic$1 z mu* z a man born bl9d :5 he receives 8 sight40 ,x hav+ be5 decid$ to appo9t an assi/ant to ,mr4 ,b[ley1 9 ! mission at ,*un>1 ,mr4 ,l&eman1 :o 0 born 9 ,india1 & well acqua9t$ ) ,h9doo/anee1 0 ! p]son fix$ ^u4 ,previ\sly1 h[ev]1 to ! dep>ture ( ?is g5tleman f ,calcutta1 a meet+ 0 held 7,dec4 #ae1 #ahbf17 9 ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,libr>y1 at ,mirzapore1 :5 ,ar*deacon ,corrie deliv]$ an address to ,mr4 ,l&eman1 9 :i* he took a brief review ( ! circum/ances connect$ ) ! !n /ate ( missions1 & ! duties aris+ out ( !m4 ,! :ole address 0 *>act]is$ by t l>ge-m9d$ness1 s+l5ess ( he>t1 & t5d]ness1 :i* ! ,ar*deacon 0 wont to manife/ on occasions l ^!4#abi ,z sev]al mon?s _h n[ pass$ s9ce ! dea? ( ,bi%op ,heb]1 ! intellig5ce ( ! appo9tm5t ( 8 successor1 0 daily expect$ to rea* ,calcutta4 ,?us ! ,ar*deacon writes ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,calcutta1 ,janu>y #be1 #ahbg4 8,x seems t ! news ( ,bi%op ,heb]'s dea? _h rea*$ ,engl& ov]l& 9 ,augu/4 #8,! ,osprey1' & #8,b>ett1' c>ry (ficial acc\nts4 ,we %all n[ soon he> ( a successor4 ,! head ( ! ,*ur* reigne?1 let ! e>? rejoice2 & may we wait ! result 9 pati5ce4 ,y w he> t ,mr4 ,mack publi%$1 9 ! #8,mon?ly ,fri5d ( ,india1' an attack on our ,mirzapore fri5ds2 v unk9d1 & mi/ak54 ,x has recoil$ pa9fully on _! own head2 = ,adam1 :o is n[ editor ( ! ,b5gal ,*ronicle1 has tak5 x up1 & #8,john ,bull1' has respond$2 & ! old sores ab\t ,s]ampore premises1 imp]fect translations1 & fallaci\s /atem5ts1 h all be5 laid op5 aga94 ,we h kept sil5ce1 ?\gh call$ ^u = explanations1 c4 c41 & ! /orm is a little bl[n ov]4444 ,! "t ( difficulty 9 our funds1 7viz7 ! end ( our ye>1 has come on1 & ,i am (t5 mu* ca/ d[n 9 m9d4 ,great temptations arise to )draw1 & leave ?+s to !mselves3 = few come freely to take a "p4444 ,b is n ! cause ( missions ! cause ( ,*ri/8 ,i fe> really = ^?1 :o1 ) ! opportunities n[ af=d$1 c ov]look t cause4 ,x seems pure selfi%ness1 to be cont5t t ^! natives %\ld g on 9 ignorance & s91 s we get b to heav5 ourselves3 & x is (t51 ,i d\bt1 fe> = myself1 r ?an love = ! hea!n1 t keeps me1 9 a measure1 at ! ,mission>y helm4 ,b "h ,i mu/ /ay3 yet aft] all1 if ,i we> away1 "s might feel x !n incumb5t on !m to take x up m effici5tly4 ,d\btless a pr9ciple is at "w 9 ?is community1 :i* w lead ! population =w>d rapidly 9 k & "* g5]ally2 & if x be n rightly direct$1 ^? :o neglect ! pres5t season ( op]ation w suff]3 b ,i %all n see t "t1 rapid z ! progress is4 ,new /ates are pla9ly no place = a p]son :o possesses a compet5cy1 & c enjoy repose4 ,india especially1 is n a c\ntry a man :o kn[s any?+ ( ,engl& w\ld *oose to gr[ old 94 ,"h1 9 a peculi> degree1 ! m9d is =c$ to look (f1 bo? f ! ,*ur* & f ! _w1 to ! ,rock1 ,*ri/40 ,,to ,,! ,,same4 8,feb4 #bb1 #ahbg4 8,we are n[ m out ( ! way ( su* a bu/le z we =m]ly 7 subject to1 be+1 7z ,i ?9k ,i told y7 fix$ 9 a nice little h\se at ,cossipore2 b ,i fe> fall+ into ! opposite extreme2 = :5 we cease to d all we ought = ! good ( our fell[-s9n]s1 we s9 aga9/ ! law ( ,*ri/4 ,surely1 !re is z little peace 9 retir+1 selfi% ease1 z 9 bu/l+ ambiti\s publicity4 ,i return$ a few days s9ce1 f ,burdwan4 ,! fields inde$1 9 t qu>t]1 seems #8:ite = ! h>ve/1' b bo? ,mr4 ,p][ne1 & ,mr4 ,de]r1 are oblig$ to leave _! po/s1 & seek *ange ( air4 ,mr4 ,b[ley is1 also1 becom+ well att5d$ to1 ab\t ,*un>4 ,isaiah lx4 #d1 #e4acj has be5 mu* on my m9d1 z applicable to ^! two sph]es ( ,mission>y lab\r at ?is "t2 & fe> fills my he>t1 :il/ x is enl>g$ ) gratitude & ?ankfulness4 8,:at may be ! effect ( su* a commotion z seems approa*+1 on ! p[]s t be1 & h[ we %all provide = ! increas$ calls = m5 & money1 ,i "k n4 ,b surely ,he :om we s]ve 9 ! gospel ( ,8 ,son1 c1 & w appe> = u4 ,rum\rs h rea*$ u ab\t a new ,bi%op1 & m5 unkn[n to mission>y fame1 h be5 nam$4 ,?is seems sad3 let u 9 pati5ce wait ! ev5t4 8,gov]nm5t has giv5 =ty rupees mon?ly to ,*un> ,*ur*2 & ! same to ,gorrikepore ,*ur*3 & ,i am n )\t hope ( gett+ a mon?ly sal>y = ,b[ley1 z ,m9i/] on ! ,e/abli%m5t1 to a congregation ( native ,*ri/ian subjects ( ! ,gov]nm5t4 ,ye/]day 0 ! ,bible ,society anniv]s>y4 ,an excell5t report1 drawn up by ,mr4 ,goode3 all our old plans are go+ on1 sometimes briskly1 sometimes heavily4 #8,fa9t1 yet pursu+1' my habitual motto40 ,9 ! foll[+ mon?1 7,m>* #ae7 ,ar*deacon ,corrie aga9 visit$ ,burdwan1 = ! purpose ( exam9+ ! s*ools !re1 & also = mak+ enquiry into ! conduct ( ! head ,pundit connect$ ) ! mission1 :o1 = "s "t _h be5 c>ry+ on a sy/em ( d\ble-deal+4 ,x appe>$ t ?is ,pundit _h induc$ no less ?an ?irte5 ,brahm9s 7mo/ ( !m s*ool-pundits7 to apply to ! ,mission>y at ,burdwan = ,*ri/ian baptism2 & t1 z a prelim9>y /ep1 !y _h accord+ly be5 receiv+ daily in/ruction f ! mission>y1 & evid5c+ ! :ile a good deal ( app>5t s9c]ity & e>ne/ness4 ,at l5g? h[ev]1 "o ( ! numb] w5t to ! mission>y1 & told him1 t all t _h occurr$ 0 m]e hypocrisy1 & _h be5 kept up at ! in/igation ( ! head-,pundit2 t ! only object !y _h 9 view1 0 to induce1 if !y c\ld1 ! mission>y to 8report !m z enquir]s aft] tru?20 _! notion be+1 t if t 7 b once publi%$1 !y w\ld h ! mission>y 9 _! p[]1 z !y ?\ght t1 = consi/5cy's sake1 he mu/ keep up appe>ances1 & s be oblig$ to cont9ue !m 9 _! s*ools1 & pay !m _! wages4 ,x has be5 ?\ght desirable to m5tion ! p>ticul>s ( ?is transaction1 because a repetition ( su* or simil> attempts to deceive mission>ies1 may be expect$ to occur ! m frequ5tly1 9 proportion z ! pr(ession ( ,*ri/ianity becomes m common among ! natives ( ,india4 ,x does n seem1 h[ev]1 t ! ,*ri/ian mission>y ne$ be unduly depress$ by ! occurr5ce ( su* in/ances ( ! sad depravity ( ! native "*2 = :il/ deplor+ ! mis]able condition ( ! deceiv]s !mselves1 he w "k t ev5 !y mu/ h receiv$ m di/9ct ideas ( div9e tru? ?an !y o!rwise w\ld h _h4 ,= himself1 he w le>n h[ little confid5ce c be plac$ 9 any pr(ession ( ,*ri/ianity1 :i* does n orig9ate 9 a *ange ( he>t1 by ! p[] ( ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,/ill1 ! ,ar*deacon f\nd "s enc\rag+ circum/ances connect$ ) ! mission at ,burdwan4 ,9 ! report ( 8 visit1 he relates3-- 8,i _h "s conv]sation ) ,manick1 a ,brahm9 :o 0 baptiz$ on ! #af? ( ,decemb]4 ,he _h be5 = "s "t employ$ by diff]5t mission>ies4 ,i ask$ him1 #8,:at he _h se5 9 ,*ri/ianity :i* l$ him to embrace x8' he repli$1 #8,9 ! ,h9doo poorans & %a/]s !re is no c]ta9ty3 "o ass]ts "o ?+1 ano!r1 ano!r2 b "h is a cle> way'--#8,9 :at way 9 p>ticul>8'--#8,m especially 9 ! way ( wor%ipp+ ,god3 9 o!r sy/ems a v>iety ( c]emonies & rites mu/ be obs]v$2 9 ?is x is requir$ only to pray to ,god alone'--#8,:at h y le>n$ to pray =8'--#8,daily ,i pray = p>don ( s92 = ?is ,i daily require4'--#8,:at d y und]/& by s98'--#8,:atev] is n accord+ to ,god's comm&s4' ,he !n1 9 answ]1 repeat$ briefly ! sub/ance ( ! ,t5 ,comm&m5ts2 & said t e "o mu/ lab\r to fulfil !m to ! utmo/ ( 8 p[]1 ?\gh no "o c\ld d x p]fectly4 ,a good deal m conv]sation foll[$40 ,! next communication f ! ,ar*deacon %ews him to h be5 /ill anxi\s respect+ :o might be ,bi%op ,heb]'s successor4 ,x is address$ ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,calcutta1 ,april #g1 #ahbg4 8,x is n[ a ye> s9ce ,provid5ce 0 pleas$ to )draw our ,bi%op1 & we h no tid+s ( a successor4 ,we %all no d\bt1 he> 9 due "t1 b ! delay ( arrivals keeps u1 also1 9 ignorance h[ matt]s /& ) ^? :o are de> to u 9 ! bonds ( nature4 ,s9ce ! beg9n+ ( ,janu>y1 we h cont9u$ to reside at ,cossipore *iefly4 ,! quiet1 fre$om & air9ess ( ! situation is v agreeable to u2 & :5 a ,bi%op arrives1 ,i %all h less occasion to be s frequ5tly 9 t[n4 ,! %ip t c>ries ?is1 c>ries also ,mr4 ,p][ne & family4 ,8 removal j n[ is v pa9ful1 on acc\nt ( ! mission1 z y c well judge4 ,de]r w reside !re2 b decl9es tak+ *>ge ( ! mission4 ,mr4 ,wilson w g up e mon?3 he has be5 ?ree times s9ce y left u2 & is v acceptable to ! p2 & we may hope ! "w w g on4 ,de> ,abdool ,messeeh is gone to 8 re/4 ,a tum\r some:]e 9 ! back1 ( :i* he _h ne>ly di$ two ye>s ago1 prov$ to be a c>buncle1 br\ght on mortification & dea?4 ,he always spoke ( x z a boil2 & 8 little m$ical k prov$ inde$ a fatal ?+ to him4 ,b 8 end 0 accord+ to ! t5or ( 8 life1--peaceful1 intellig5t1 resign$4 ,8 la/ s5sible brea? 0 exp5d$ 9 s++ a hymn1 ( ! k9d & mean+ ( t 9 ,simeon's collection1 8,"l1 rememb] me60#aca ,an obitu>y is s5t home1 :i* y w no d\bt see4#acb ,mr4 ,rei*>dt w n[ h ! pr9cipal *>ge at ,mirzapore4 ,8 ,g]man ord] & sy/em1 is becom+ v important to u4 ,!re are ?ree cate*i/s1 :o ought to be lectur$ once a week at lea/3 & an acc\nt kept ( _! lab\rs = ! in=mation ( ! ,society4 ,mr4 ,w4 seems z if he c\ld n d ?is4 ,he w talk & prea* f morn+ to night2 b ?is p>ticul>ity seems to him1 re/+ 9 ! lett]2 b ,rei*>dt ?9ks o!rwise1 & rightly2 & w lab\r also to r5d] ! :ole a spiritual s]vice4 ,my sph]e1 z f> z x appe>s1 is ab\t ,b5>es4 ,!re our fri5ds require only to be l$2 & ,i feel ,i h no p[] to comm&4 ,i am expect+ #cjj ,rupees a mon? f ,gov]nm5t = ,mr4 ,morris1 z m9i/] ( ,*un>4 ,gre5wood is com+ d[n to ! ,calcutta ,gramm> s*ool1 p]haps has arriv$ !re2 & ,morris c (ficiate also 9 ,h9doo/anee1 leav+ ,b[ley free to it9]ate4 ,! ,society w be reliev$1 9 "p1 by ^! means1 besides 9 "s degree accr$it$ by ,gov]nm5t4 ,inde$1 s9ce ,i h be5 9 *>ge1 ,gov]nm5t has done e ?+ ,i ask$4 ,bo? ,mr4 ,h4 & ,b4 & ,"l ,comb]m]e1 h1 9 (ficial matt]s1 %ewn mu* k9dness2 & ,i ask no?+ else4444 ,! exp5ces ( ! mission1 ( necessity increase1 z ! "w increases4 ,b[ley n[ requires ?ree bungal[s 9 diff]5t villages1 :]e influ5tial p h embrac$ ! gospel2 & _! neighb\rs desire1 also1 to he> m ( #8?is way4' ,mirza ,bagir1 son ( ! travell]1 ,abu ,talib ,khan1 0 baptiz$ la/ mon?4 ,mr4 ,w4 ,bird 0 ! means ( 8 becom+ acqua9t$ ) ! ,scriptures1 & s5t him to ,b[ley = baptism40 ,9 a communication address$1 9 ,may1 to ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society 9 ,engl&1 ! ,ar*deacon ent]s m fully into "s ( ! enc\rag+ circum/ances1 & prospective difficulties1 !n att5d+ missions1 & :i* are t\*$ ^u 9 ! lett] giv5 above4 8,opportunities op5 on e side = mission>y "w3 b we _c meet !m4 ,i agree entirely1 t ! prospect ( good1 & n pres5t local patronage1 %\ld move u 9 attempt+ new plans2 b ev]y:]e ! population is v l>ge1 & access to !m comp>atively easy4 ,gov]nm5t has grant$ to ,mr4 ,morris at ,*un> #cjj rupees a mon?1 9 consid]ation ( s]vices r5d]$ to ! native congregation2 b new op5+s r\nd t /ation call = increas$ help4 ,"o conv]t baptiz$ la/ ye>1 has1 f 8 fi%]'s dea?1 become heir ( 8 prop]ty 9 l&3 a place ( wor%ip is requir$ 9 8 village2 ) a s*ool1 & a native cate*i/4 ,a ,zem9d>1 also lately baptiz$1 possess+ prop]ty 9 l& 9 a village opposite to ,*un>1 has call$ = ! same k9d ( aid3 a bungal[ is build+1 & a cate*i/ w reside ) him4 ,?us success 9 our lab\rs entails increas$ exp5se4 ,we may hope t ,div9e ,provid5ce w raise up aid2 b at pres5t1 we see n h[4 ,we may inde$1 hope t ! days ( indiff]5ce on ! "p ( ! ,briti% are gone by1 & t our ,bi%ops w cont9ue1 9 succession1 to uphold ! "w ( evangelization2 b x seems to me t ! mo/ try+ p]iod = all our plans may yet be to come4 ,till help be rais$ up among ! natives1 or ! ,gov]nm5t take up ! subject1 ! "w w be up hill3 we _c expect ! natives to jo9 he>tily till !y ta/e ! good ( :at is br\ght be=e !m2 & t w n be1 humanly speak+1 till ! "y n[ educat+1 gr[ into active life4 ,! ,gov]nm5t has giv5 a prec$5t at ,*un>1 ( help+ to af=d in/ruction to conv]t$ natives2 b till congregations are collect$1 ,gov]nm5t1 on ! pres5t sy/em1 _c help directly4 ,fifte5 or tw5ty ye>s !n mu/ pass on ?is 8,sy/em ( ,m5dicancy10 z ,bi%op ,heb] well t]m$ x2 & z we feel x to be1 9 a way :i* y at home _c well und]/&3 y address congregations :]e all ackn[l$ge ! duty1 & pr(ess fai? 9 ,god = its success--we mix ) ^? :o sc>cely ackn[l$ge ! duty or utility ( attempt+ ! conv]sion ( ! hea!n1 & h no hope ( success4 ,we are enc\rag$ h[ev]1 to p]sev]e2 & ,i tru/ t our fai? w be f\nd ( a k9d m preci\s ?an gold t p]i%e?1 ?\gh x be tri$1 & sometimes z by fire2 & t1 aft] all1 *iefly f )940 ,dur+ ! summ] ( #ahbg1 ! ,ar*deacon _h 8 equanimity some:at di/urb$ by ! intellig5ce t ! s]mon :i* he _h pr9t$ on ! dea? ( ,bi%op ,heb]1 only = circulation among 8 own fri5ds1 & ^? ( ! deceas$ prelate1 _h be5 made public 9 ,engl&4 ,) ref]5ce to t circum/ance1 he writes ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,i am fill$ ) conc]n to he> t my s]mon has be5 repr9t$ 9 ,engl&4 ,x 0 int5d$ to be purely private1 & ,i s5t "s copies to be di/ribut$ privately4 ,x w be f9e game = ! review]s3 well1 ,i mu/ be cont5t4 ,no man ev] less s\ght publicity1 or 0 less fitt$ = ! trials connect$ ) x4 ,i h be5 l$ f "o /ep to ano!r1 & x is s+ul> t ^? ) :om ,i h felt mo/ closely unit$1 h seem$ lea/ to rejoice 9 my advancem5t f "t to "t4 ,i h acqua9t$ y ) "s ( my exp]i5ce 9 ! s*ool ( au?ority2 & x has made me desire retirem5t m ?an ev]2 yet h[ ,i %all leave ?is c\ntry1 except ill-heal? compel me1 ,i "k n40 ,x mu/ n be omitt$ to m5tion1 t ) ! adm9i/ration ( ! diocese ( ,calcutta1 dur+ ?is vacancy ( ! see1 0 connect$ a m active att5tion to ! op]ations ( ! ,society = ,propagat+ ! ,gospel1 & ( ! ,society = ,promot+ ,*ri/ian ,k1 ?an ! ,ar*deacon _h be=e felt call$ ^u to give4 ,to ?is 0 add$ an occasional correspond5ce ) ! ,engli% function>ies ( ^? ,societies4 ,! foll[+ communication address$ to ! secret>y ( ! ,society = ,promot+ ,*ri/ian ,k1 w n be read )\t int]e/3-- 8,calcutta1 ,sep4 #ae1 #ahbg4 8,i _h ye/]day ! hon\r to receive y\r lett] ( ,m>* #a/41 & beg to (f] my be/ ?anks to ! v5]able ,society = ,promot+ ,*ri/ian ,k1 = its acceptance ( my (f]s ( s]vice1 & to y\rself = ! oblig+ mann] 9 :i* y\r communication is convey$4 ,on ! subject ( ! ,native s*ools1 ,i w\ld respectfully call y\r att5tion to ! condition on :i* ,i propos$ to transf] ! funds to ! ,society = ,promot+ ,*ri/ian ,k2 viz4 8if ! ,society = ,promot+ ,*ri/ian ,k s5d out no m ,mission>ies40 ,x is ) ref]5ce to ! sup]9t5d5ce alone any difficulty c arise4 ,my humble op9ion is1 t all ! ,societies 9 ! ,e/abli%m5t %\ld /rive toge!r 9 ! good cause1 & ea* support z _m s*ools z x c1 ea* at ! same "t supply+ sup]9t5d5ce = its own s*ools4 ,9 ?is way all classes :o support our ,e/abli%m5t w be induc$ to l5d _! aid2 & x is agreeable to ! con/itution ( human nature1 & n contr>y to ! gospel1 t ea* ,society %\ld lab\r to support its own s*ools :il/ x rejoices 9 ! prosp]ity ( all4 ,! sup]9t5d5ts be+ am5able to "o ,society1 :il/ ! exp5ses ( ! s*ools are suppli$ by ano!r1 has l$1 ,i mu/ say1 to less ex]tion1 & a less /rict economy ?an w\ld o!rwise h be5 ! case2 & z 9 ! case ( ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,d',mello at ,h[rah1 "s ( 8 s*ools be+ support$ by ! ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel1 :il/ o!rs ( !m are support$ by ! ,society = ,promot+ ,*ri/ian ,k1 causes a p]plexity 9 our proce$+s1 :i* ! public w n take ! tr\ble to und]/&4 ,my purpose1 h[ev]1 9 writ+ n[ is n to oppose b m]ely to put y 9 possession ( ! true /ate ( ?+s "h1 & my e>ne/ endeav\rs %all be direct$ 9 conjunction ) ! o!r fri5ds ( ! ,society "h1 to promote its int]e/s & uphold ! cr$it x has ju/ly acquir$ by its long & mo/ b5eficial lab\rs 9 ! cause ( pure & undefil$ religion4 ,9 its ,engli% dep>tm5t x is unrivall$1 & ! edification af=d$ by its l5d+ libr>ies 9 ?is c\ntry _c be express$ 9 adequate language4 8,!re is a circum/ance connect$ ) ! support ( native s*ools :i* has n be5 prom95tly br\ght =w>d2 viz4 ! provid+ ( s*ool-books4 ,?is is a s\rce ( consid]able exp5se1 b )\t incurr+ x1 s*ools are utt]ly ineffici5t4 ,! s*ool-book ,society supplies its books to religi\s ,societies at half-price2 ^! are mo/ly ( a m]e elem5t>y "*1 b necess>y 9 _! place4 ,besides ^!1 our ,diocesan ,committee pr9t$ an edition ( ! disc\rses1 miracles1 & p>ables ( our bless$ ,savi\r1 :i* has long be5 exp5d$4 ,! ,diocesan ,committee's ,national s*ools h be5 suppli$ f "t to "t ) copies bo? ( ! :ole ,new ,te/am5t1 & ( ! ,gospels & ,acts sep>ately1 by ! ,calcutta ,auxili>y ,bible ,society1 & ) copies ( a cate*ism on ! evid5ces & lead+ doctr9es ( ,*ri/ianity1 & ( ,watts' cate*ism1 & ( dialogues on ! ev5ts relat$ 9 ! book ( ,g5esis1 by a ,mr4 ,ell]ton1 f ! press ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society 7all gratis17 9 ,b5galee4 ,la/ week at a meet+ ( ! ,diocesan ,committee's ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel1 ,i submitt$ to ! meet+ ! necessity ( pr9t+ ! books mo/ s\ght aft] by ! ,natives1 aft] ! gospels1 viz4 ,watts's ,cate*ism & ,ell]ton's dialogues1 at ! press ( ,bi%op's ,college4 ,a "q !n arose1 at ^: exp5se %\ld !y be pr9t$1 ! ,society = ,promot+ ,*ri/ian ,k1 or ! ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel8 & ?is "q is to be discuss$ next qu>t]ly meet+4 ,9 ! meantime ! s*ools w be suppli$ f ! =m] s\rces4 ,! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,tw$dle has be5 resid5t s9ce ,june la/ 9 ! ,society's h\se1 connect$ ) ! ,russypuglah circle ( s*ools1 & is greatly enc\rag$ by ! att5tion :i* _m ( ! adult population pay to ! subject ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,sev]al h pr(ess$ _! desire to be baptiz$1 b he delays a little to prove _! s9c]ity & imp>t fur!r in/ruction4 ,9 t neighb\rhood ! desire = s*ools is v urg5t1 & all1 be x obs]v$1 are will+1 ,i might say desir\s1 t ! ,*ri/ian ,scriptures %\ld be introduc$4 ,! objection to ! ,scriptures seems *iefly among ! ,brahm9s & ,pundits1 & !y c\nt]act1 )\t great c>e on ! "p ( ! ,mission>y1 ! will+ness at lea/ ( ! p to "k some?+ ab\t ! ,gospel4 ,! wise & ! le>n$ among ! ,h9doos1 z =m]ly among ! ,greeks1 are1 g5]ally speak+1 lea/ dispos$ to att5d to ! ?+s :i* belong to _! peace4 ,to ! poor ! gospel is prea*$1 & !y w receive x2 & z a weal?y native lately obs]v$ to me respect+ native female education1 #8,we %all soon be oblig$ to tea* our daught]s lett]s1 = all ! poor are becom+ m kn[+ ?an ! ri*3' s ! sup]iority ( "* :i* ,*ri/ianity produces 9 ! poor w =ce ! ri* to reflect on _! ways4 ,till !n1 we %all h to /ruggle ) scanty funds & poor conv]ts2 & h[ long t may be1 ,god only kn[s1 b 9 due "t we 8%all reap if we fa9t n40 ,if y w h y\r s*ools prosp]1 & produce ! fruits ( righte\sness1 pray s5d ,mission>ies2 b all[ me to say1 o!r k9d ( m5 are want$ "h1 ?an w\ld suit well en\gh = ,nor? ,am]ica4 ,we want1 besides good "*1 activity1 aptness to le>n languages1 & to imp>t in/ruction4 ,a ,mission>y :o %\ld come "h m]ely to imp>t in/ruction 9 ,engli% w\ld only wa/e 8 ,society's money1 disappo9t ! expectations ( ^? :o s5t him1 & expose ! m9i/]ial "* to contempt4 ,! natives c p]ceive1 & d admire ! dis9t]e/$ness ( a man1 :o c be cont5t ) little1 :il/ he sp5ds 8 /r5g? 9 native lab\rs2 b a cl]gyman liv+ among a few ,europeans at an out-/ation1 )\t o!r employm5t1 w\ld be liable to be consid]$ z on "s acc\nt or o!r disgrac$2 l "s :o h be5 dismiss$ ! s]vice ( gov]nm5t ) a pittance to subsi/ on4 8,i might p]haps h omitt$ to write n[1 z we h he>d ( ! appo9tm5t ( a ,bi%op2 b ,i am anxi\s to af=d to ^? :o1 l y\rself1 take an int]e/ 9 ! ,*ur* 9 ,india1 in=mation respect+ ! true /ate ( our affairs4 ,! review] ( ! *ur* 9 ,india notices ! _m applications to ,bi%op ,heb] = ,mission>ies2 & z an indication ( improv$ feel+ among ,europeans "h1 x is a mo/ gratify+ fact2 b if x %\ld lead any to (f] himself z a ,mission>y "u ! idea t ,engli% s]vices 7 ! *ief ?+ requir$1 & ?is idea %\ld n be correct$ by ^? :o s5d him =?1 ! effect w\ld be to misapply mission>y-funds1 & to fill ,india ) a poor cl]gy to ! sav+ ( a ri* ,gov]nm5t4 8,accept1 ,i pray1 my unfeign$ apology = any ?+ ,i h writt5 :i* may appe> irrelevant or uncall$ =4 ,z f> z ,i "k myself1 my only desire is to promote ! int]e/s ( ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur* 9 ^! l&s4 ,i %all n aga9 intrude myself on y\r att5tion2 & at ! age ( fifty1 9 a climate l ?is1 & aft] tw5ty-"o ye>s s]vice1 _c expect to be ( mu* use to a cause1 ! prosp]ity ( :i* con/itutes my *ief joy40 #aai ,rev4 ,josiah ,torriano1 ,vic> ( ,/an/$-,m\nt-fit*et1 ,essex1 =m]ly ,*apla9 to ! ,e4 ,i4 ,c4 #abj ,a s*ool-book writt5 9 ,h9doo/anee1 by ,ar*deacon ,corrie4 #aba ,a full acc\nt ( ?is "p ( ,h9doo/an1 ) views ( ! sc5]y1 is conta9$ 9 8! ,himalaya ,t\ri/10 edit$ by ,e4 ,rob]ts4 #abb ,! m\nta9-pass at ,hurdw>1 ! entrance to ! ,dhoon4 #abc ,ne> ,/am=d4 #abd ,g5]al ,g4 fell at ! comm5cem5t ( ! ,nepaul w>1 9 an h]oic assault on ! =t ( ,kalunga1 on ! #cj? ( ,octob] #ahad4 #abe ,edw>d ,a4 ,newton1 ,esq4 n[ ( ,pittsfield1 ,massa*usetts1 ,u4,s4 #abf ,a horse soldi]4 #abg ,bhurtpore 0 tak5 by /orm on ! #ah? ( ,janu>y1 #ahbf2 & peace 0 conclud$ ) ,ava t[>ds ! end ( ! same mon?4 #abh ,an acc\nt ( ! proce$+s on t sorr[ful occasion is giv5 9 an ,app5dix to ! ,life ( ,bi%op ,heb]4 #abi ,! address is giv5 at l5g? 9 ! ,mission>y ,regi/] = #ahbg1 pp4 #dhi1 c4 #acj 8,lift up ?9e eyes r\nd ab\t & see1 all !y ga!r !mselves toge!r1 !y come to !e2 ?y sons %all come f f>1 & ?y daught]s %all be nurs$ at ?y side4 ,!n ?\ %alt see1 & fl[ toge!r1 & ?9e he>t %all fe>1 & be enl>g$2 because ! abundance ( ! sea %all be conv]t$ unto !e1 ! =ces ( ! ,g5tiles %all come unto !e40 #aca ,! foll[+ lit]al translation ( ?is hymn is giv5 by ! ,ar*deacon 9 8 memoir ( ,abdool3-- ,belov$ ,savi\r1 let n me ,9 ?y k9d he>t =gott5 be6 ,( all t deck ! field or b[]1 ,?\ art ! sweete/1 faire/ fl[]6 ,y\?'s morn has fl$1 old age comes on2 ,b s9 di/racts my s\l alone2 ,belov$ ,savi\r1 let n me ,9 ?y k9d he>t1 =gott5 be6 ,see ,mission>y ,regi/]1 #ahbg1 p4 #dec4 #acb ,ibid4 p4 #ddi-dec4 ,,*apt] ,,xvi4 ,,arrival ,,( ,,bi%op ,,james--,,consecration ,,( ,,! ,,bi%op',s ,,college--,,dea? ,,( ,,bi%op ,,james--,,visit ,,to ,,! ,,upp] ,,prov9ces4 ,al?\gh ,dr4 ,james 0 consecrat$ ,bi%op ( ,calcutta on ! #crd ,june1 #ahbg1 yet intellig5ce ( 8 appo9tm5t to t ,see1 did n rea* ,calcutta till t[>d ! close ( ! ye>4 ,9 ! mean:ile que/ions & difficulties _h aris51 :i* ! au?ority ( a ,commiss>y 0 n suffici5tly recognis$ to settle1 & ! lett]s ( ! ,ar*deacon conta91 9 consequ5ce1 _m expressions ( anxiety = ! arrival ( ! ,diocesan4 ,to 8 bro!r he writes3-- 8,i h s5t home sev]al folios ( late ab\t ,missions & o!r matt]s3 "s private to ,mr4 ,%]]1 "s to ,mr4 ,bick]/e?4 ,if y h any curiosity ab\t su* matt]s1 y may gratify x by ref]r+ to ^? s\rces2 = ,i am we>y ( ! subject1 ?\gh x is gett+ e day m p]plex+1 & des]v+ ( m att5tion40 ,! dome/ic affairs ( ! ,ar*deacon 71 also1 a s\rce ( trial2 = ! heal? ( 8 *ildr5 7especially t ( ! elde/17 _h ( late be5 gradually suff]+ f ! climate1 until x became necess>y to arrange = s5d+ !m to ,engl&1 accompani$ by _! "m4 ,9 ! prospect ( ?is sep>ation f 8 family1 he writes ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,nov4 #ab1 #ahbg4 8,altoge!r1 we conclud$ t x 0 ! w ( ,god t !y %\ld proce$ to ,engl&4 ,:]e9 we h decid$ amiss1 ! ,"l p>don u2 = ,i am pa9fully c]ta9 t n e movem5t t comes recomm5d$ by fair appe>ances1 is f above1 b (t5 to prove :e!r we tru/ ,god or n40 ,& aft] ! day ( actual sep>ation _h arriv$ ! ,ar*deacon writes ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,calcutta1 ,dec4 #ad1 #ahbg4 8,! %ip :i* c>ries ?is1 sails at ! same "t ) ! #8,duke ( ,lanca/]1' :i* c>ries my e>?ly treasures4 ,i try to ?9k ( my *ildr5 z go+ to s*ool1 & _! ,"m go+ to take c>e ( !m4 ,?is1 9 our circum/ances1 is duty2 b ,i h kn[n no trial to be comp>$ to x1 except p>t+ ) ,m>y1 :5 ,i w5t ! fir/ "t to emb>k at ,portsm\?4 ,i _c1 9 sob] ?\ght1 br+ myself to resolve on foll[+ !m2 b mu* may arise to r5d] x prop]1 if n necess>y3 & z ,i made no positive resolve on leav+ home ab\t return+1 ,i make none n[ ab\t rema9+ "h4 ,:5 our infants 7 call$ away1 _! ,"m & o!rs 9 _! /ead 7 left4 ,n[ all are go+2 b !re is hope1 9 e s5se1 ( meet+ aga94 ,i feel too pr\d1 ,i fe>1 ( my *ildr51 z mo/ p>5ts p]haps d4 ,_! ,"m & ,i h enjoy$ z mu* ( happ9ess1 z e>? af=ds2 & remembrance ( happ9ess only w foll[ h]3 :e!r ev] to be r5ew$1 ,he only kn[s c]ta9ly :o is engag$ to make all ?+s "w toge!r = our good40 ,! "t 0 n[ approa*+ :5 ! ,ar*deacon 0 to be reliev$ f 8 duties z ,commiss>y1 = )9 a mon? ( ! date ( ! prec$+ lett]1 he writes ,,to ,,8 ,,wife4 8,janu>y #ba1 #ahbh4 8,! ,bi%op is at l5g? arriv$4 ,he 0 in/all$ ye/]day4 ,on ,monday ! report ( ! #8,m>y ,anne's' arrival rea*$ u2 on ,friday ,jan4 #ag1 we w5t d[n1 ,messrs4 ,eales1 ,abbott1 ,mill1 ,cracraft1 ,pr9sep 7! y\ng]47 ,we f\nd ! %ip at ,culpee1 ne> to :]e we met ,bi%op ,heb]4 ,bi%op ,james resembles him mu* 9 appe>ance & mann]4 ,he is evid5tly ( a k9d disposition1 & = my own "p1 ,i h mu* reason to be satisfi$ ) my reception4 8,i h n asc]ta9$ any ( ! ,bi%op's plans1 nor p]haps has he yet settl$ any4 ,i m5tion$ ! resid5ce 9 ! ,upp] ,prov9ces1 b he did n ?9k ! ,ar*deacon c\ld be sp>$ f ,calcutta1 on acc\nt ( ! frequ5t abs5ce ( ! ,bi%op40 ,! bi%op1 h[ev]1 express$ a wi% t1 subject to 8 own in/ructions1 8 correspond5ce ) ! ,*apla9s & ! ,gov]nm5t1 %\ld be c>ri$ on by ! ,ar*deacon1 b x does n appe> t any plan to t effect 0 settl$4 ,z reg>d$ himself1 ! ,ar*deacon occupi$ 8 comp>ative fre$om f public bus9ess1 9 assi/+ ! *apla9s 9 _! cl]ical duties1 9 f9i%+ ! translation ( ! ,pray]-book & ! ,homilies into ,h9doo/anee1 & 9 sup]9t5d+ a translation ( ! ,pray]-book into ,p]sian by ,mr4 da ,co/a4 ,^! 7 all aft]w>ds pr9t$1 ei!r by1 or by ! aid (1 ! ,pray]-book & ,homily ,society4 ,) ref]5ce to ^! occupations1 ! ,ar*deacon writes ,,to ,,8 ,,wife4 8,feb4 #ab1 #ahbh4 8,i h be5 (ficiat+ at ,h[rah1 & ! same s]mon enabl$ me to assi/ ,goode2 s t ,i h n be5 idle1 & am mu* ! bett] = x40 ,& aga93-- 8,i "k n :at ,c4 has tak5 to ,engl& = y3 ,i told him to take y a copy ( ! translations ( ! ,common ,pray]4 ,i s5d ?ree copies1 by ?is %ip1 to ! ,pray] ,book & ,homily ,society4 ,x is f\nd fault )1 z ,m>tyn's ,te/am5t 02 b ,i c>e little1 z "t w br+ to light ! lab\rs ,i h gone ?r\gh2 & ^? :o c improve x may40 ,he adds-- 8,i h be5 mu* mov$ by ! affection ( ! ,h9doo/anee congregation = ,john ,adl+ton4 ,he has always be5 m dispos$ to suff] 9 sil5ce1 ?an to compla92 yet aft] "s "t ! ,native ,*ri/ians became s atta*$ to him on acc\nt ( 8 m9i/rations1 t "o day1 on go+ to ,*ur*1 he f\nd a punkah#acc hung up = him4 ,! place = ! ,communion table be+ b>e1 "o begg$ to be all[$ to place a mat on x4 ,ano!r plac$ a c>pet1 :]e ,john /ood to m9i/]2 & lately "o came & said1 he _h be5 s com=t$ at ! ,communion1 t he begg$ to be all[$ to pres5t a silv] cup1 & wi%$ to "k :at %ape ,john w\ld h x made 94 ,^! are g5u9e expressions ( ,*ri/ian ,native feel+1 beyond :at has appe>$ "h2 = ,b[ley is a great discipl9>ian1 & 8 p are m "u awe ?an ,john's flock4 ,^! facts ! ,h9doo/anee ,homilies br\ght to my m9d2 = ! translation is n[ read to ! p40 ,x has n[ to be obs]v$1 t z ! frequ5t correspond5ce :i* ! ,ar*deacon ma9ta9$ ) 8 wife1 dur+ ! "t t %e 0 abs5t f ,india1 af=ds a k9d ( ,j\rnal ( ! writ]'s own feel+s1 & ( su* occurr5ces z pass$ "u 8 notice1 little m = ! pres5t is necess>y ?an to subjo9 extracts f 8 lett]s to h]4 ,?us1 "u date ( ,april #g?1 he writes3-- 8,i %\ld tell y t ,mr4 ,de]r _h a mo/ int]e/+ occasion la/ week1 at ,culna2 he has baptiz$ five p]sons !re1 & ano!r (f]$ himself4 ,! new ,*ri/ians begg$ ! baptism might take place 9 _! qu>t] ( ! l>ge spread+ t[n4 ,no appropriate build+ be+ available1 ,mr4 ,de]r _h a table set "u a tree1 9 a l>ge ,mango grove2 ! table cov]$ ) #8a fair l95 clo?1' & on x a m>ble bas9 full ( pure wat]4 ,! ,*ri/ians sung a hymn4 ,ab\t "o hundr$ & fifty assembl$4 ,mr4 ,de]r prea*$ f 8,hall[$ be ?y "n40 ,all 7 hu%$ 9 sil5t att5tion2 n a s\nd besides ,mr4 ,de]r's voice1 except ! g5tle sigh+ ( ! breeze among ! bran*es4 ,mr4 ,de]r hopes a good impression 0 made4 ,a little circum/ance *>act]i/ic ( ! p mu/ be add$3 aft] ! s]vice1 an old woman came up to ,mr4 ,de]r full ( bu/le1 #8,sir1' said %e #8"o ( y\r ,*ri/ians owes me money1 comm& him to pay me4' ,mr4 ,de]r said ?is 0 n a suitable "t = su* bus9ess4 #8,sir1' repli$ %e1 #8if ,i am n he>d 9 s holy an assembly1 :]e %all ,i get ju/ice8'0 ,x might seem an unk9dness to 8 memory to keep back ano!r portion ( ! same lett]1 illu/rative z x is 7) _m o!r extracts t might be giv57 ( t endur+ /r5g? ( natural affection1 ) :i* ! subject ( ^! ,memoirs 0 s peculi>ly imbu$4 8,?is is a day1 on sev]al acc\nts1 to be rememb]$ by u4 ,x is y\r bir?-day2 x is also close on my own4 ,x is a day long to be rememb]$1 too1 = ! sorr[ we 7 visit$ ) t5 ye>s ago2 :5 our ,john 0 remov$ f ?is sc5e ( trial1 to behold 8 ,fa!r's face 9 heav54 ,x is fit t we %\ld call ^! ?+s to remembrance2 :il/ deep humiliation becomes u1 be=e ,him :o has be5 ab\t our pa? all our days4 ,we h mu*1 also1 to praise him =1 bo? z x respects ! pa/1 & ! pres5t4 ,i ?9k ( y n[ z ab\t ! ,*annel1 approa*+ y\r desir$ hav54 ,h[ ! wea!r may h prov$1 & :at ! society on bo>d %ip1 & :e!r my *ildr5 h escap$ all accid5ts1 & h[ y\r heal? has be58 ,^! are anxi\s que/ions to :i* ,i mu/ wait "s mon?s = an answ]4 ,to :at1 also1 may await y 9 ,engl&4 #8,is my fa!r yet alive1' ! #8old man' to :om we all owe s mu*8 ,b :y p]plex myself on ^! acc\nts8 ,i c\ld n b obs]ve ye/]day1 h[ bless$ is ! appo9tm5t1 t "t alleviates ! feel+ ( loss4 ,:at agonies did we endure1 :5 our ,john 0 tak5 away8 ,( ,emily1 ,i confess1 ,i ?9k less1 because ,i knew h] n z y did2 b n[ x seems well1 t !y are safely lodg$ 9 ! ,lamb's bosom1 & x w\ld be unk9d to wi% !m back4 ,o may our two rema9+ loves he> ! ,savi\r's voice1 & 9 _! e>ly y\?1 "k ! love & k9dness ( ,8 he>t60 ,! ,ar*deacon aft]w>ds =w>d$ to 8 wife1 ! foll[+ memor&um3-- 8,calcutta1 ,?ursday1 ,april #aj1 #ahbh4 8,?is day completes my fifty-fir/ ye>4 ,! la/ ye> has prov$ v ev5tful 9 sev]al respects4 ,! *ange 9 my circum/ances by ! dep>ture to ,engl& ( my wife & *ildr51 is great & pa9ful beyond my expectation1 ?\gh ,i anticipat$ pa9ful ?+s4 ,! *ange 9 ! circum/ances ( ! ,*ur* ,mission1 by ! sickness ( sev]al1 & ! defection ( o!rs1 is pa9ful to a degree4 ,a blight seems to h come ov] my temporal prospects2 & mu* reason is !re = self-exam9ation1 z to :y ,i am ?us3 b ,i ne$ n g f>1 nor se>* long4 ,to my own s\l1 at lea/1 ! cause is s obvi\s z to sil5ce all compla9ts4 ,if ^! be n = my individual s91 yet my s9s des]ve mu* m ( mortification & %ame4 ,9 company1 va9 words & compliances leave a s5se ( s9 t w\ld drive me to solitude3 solitude _c be improv$ )\t ! grace ( solitude4 ,indol5ce1 pref]5ce ( amusem5t to pr(it1 want ( delight 9 ! ,scriptures2 9 public & 9 private1 9 ! pulpit & 9 ! closet1 9 capacity to b5efit myself or o!rs1 is br\ght m p[] fully home to me1 z ,i advance 9 life4 ,& w x ev] be o!rwise8 ,& h[ c ,i meet dea? 9 ?is /ate8 ,i "k !oretically ! fulness1 fre5ess & suffici5cy ( ! ,savi\r's grace1 b am ,i a p>tak] !re98 ,i c ?9k ( my belov$ family )\t ex]tion1 & foll[ ! intimations ( my wife's w1 ?\gh %e be f> remov$ f ! k ( :at ,i d1 or p[] ( contradict+ me2 7 ! love ( ! ,savi\r z really 9 me1 w\ld x n op]ate 9 ! same way ) ref]5ce to ,8 w8 ,i "k x w\ld2 & pray to be kept f self-deceiv+4 ,o1 may ,i take no re/ until ,i h ! evid5ce ( t fai? 9 me :i* worke? by love1 & ov]comes ! _w1 ! fle% & ! ,devil6 ,i resolve t ?us x %all be1 ! ,"l be+ my help]4' ,am540 ,9 a subsequ5t lett] ! ,ar*deacon writes to 8 wife3-- 8,i h be5 v busy s9ce ,i la/ wrote4 ,a poor creature :o kill$ 8 wife 9 a fit ( jeal\sy1 s5t = me la/ week2 & ,i visit$ him sev]al times be=e ! day1 & on ! morn+ ( 8 execution4 ,my dreams = sev]al nights 7 ( prison]s & fett]$ captives1 implor+ help4 ,! man 0 a native ( ,dacca1 a ,native *ri/ian1 spoke ,engli% ) consid]able flu5cy1 & _h acquir$1 f att5d+ on ,mi*ael ,ros>io1 a consid]able k ( ,scripture3 & _h n 8 awful crime call$ = m pung5t sorr[ ?an he exhibit$1 he might h pass$ out ( life ) a good "n = *ri/ian k4 ,to 8 own ma/] he ha? giv5 an acc\nt4 ,! day aft] ?is poor creature left ! _w1 ,i 0 />tl$ by a note f ,g4 say+1 #88 bro!r 0 inde$ gone6' ,we _h he>d1 ( 8 7! aid-de-camp7 illness1 b _h no idea he 0 9 dang]3 b s x has come to pass4 ,t f9ely-=m$ y\?1 :o 01 p]haps1 too pr\d ( ! p]sonal advantages ,god _h giv5 him1 0 seiz$ ) fev]1 & sunk "u ! effects1 ( x 9 a few days1 ag$ tw5ty-"o6 ,poor ,r4 ,g4 :5 he f\nd 8 bro!r 0 9 dang]1 spoke to him ( ! ,savi\r3 & ! dy+ y\?1 x seems1 p\r$ out a pray]1 t1 = ,*ri/'s m]its1 he might f9d a place 9 ,8 k+dom4 #8,& ?is1' says ,r4 ,g4 #8is ! only ray ( light t ?is d>k disp5sation af=ds4'0 ,! foll[+ lett] records an int]e/+ passage 9 ! hi/ory ( ,bi%op's ,college1 ,calcutta4 8,may #af1 #ahbh4 8,ye/]day 0 ,asc5sion day1 & x 0 a #8high day' at ,bi%op's ,college4 ,! consecration ( ! *apel & burial-gr\nd took place4 ,all ! cl]gy 7 invit$ by adv]tisem5t4 ,! ,bi%op said t he %\ld be at ! ,ghaut1#acd opposite ! ,college1 at five o'clock 9 ! morn+4 ,i left home1 !re=e1 at f\r3 ,la?am & ,adl+ton w5t ) me4 ,we arriv$ fir/2 & z ! ,bi%op _h said t 8 coa* w\ld be full1 we took advantage ( a d+y1#ace & pass$ ov] be=e him1--b !re 0 no meet+1 or any reception at ! ,ghaut4 ,we mu/]$ at ,mill's2 & f !nce proce$$ to ! place appo9t$ = a bury+-gr\nd4 ,m4 _h prep>$ a %eph]d's crook1 gilt1 ) an ornam5t$ /aff2 & ?is 0 c>ri$ be=e u1 by a ,native *ri/ian f ,madras1 ) a coat ( crimson col\r1 su* z y "k !y we> on ! coa/4 ,we !n assembl$ 9 ! anti-*apel ( ! *apel1 & ! ,consecration s]vice began2 ! gild$ crook be+ c>ri$ be=e u1 up to ! ,communion-table4 ,! c]emony 0 !n gone ?r\gh1 & ,m4 prea*$ ! ,s]mon f ,mala*i i4 #b4 #8,f ! ris+ ( ! sun ev5 until ! go+ d[n ( ! same1 my "n %all be great among ! ,g5tiles1 c4' ,9 ! conclusion1 he quot$ "p ( ! pray] us$ by ,bi%op ,middleton1 on lay+ ! fir/ /one2 & po9t$ to 8 monum5t on ! wall4 ,i 01 p]haps1 ! only p]son pres5t besides himself1 :o _h tak5 "p 9 t c]emony4 ,mr4 ,s*midt1 ! ,old ,*ur* organi/1 _h be5 engag$1 ) 8 ?ree s*ool-s++ boys1 & also a f+] organ = ! occasion4 ,!y *aunt$ #8,! ,v5ite1' #8,te ,deum1' #8,jubilate1' & sang an ,asc5sion hymn be=e ,communion1 & aft] ,communion1 an an!m f ! eigh? ,psalm4 ,! ,arm5ian deacon 0 pres5t 9 8 fe/ival robes1 :i* 7 ( yell[ /uff1 ) a coll> worn z our sc>f1 figur$ ) l>ge crosses emboss$4 ,! ,bi%op provid$ a breakfa/ 9 ! hall1 to :i* =ty p]sons sat d[n4 8,may #ah?4 ,we are j return$ f ! ,ca!dral1 ,w4 & ,j4 ,adl+ton 7 orda9$ prie/s4 ,h5d]son prea*$ ! s]mon4 ,de> ,john1 z pale z dea?2 b he got ?r\gh )\t di/ress4 ,:5 we comm5c$ ! ,communion ,s]vice1 & ,i 0 read+ ! pray]s = ! ,*ur* militant1 ! remembrance ( ! la/ ord9ations1 & ( ! belov$ ,bi%op ,heb]1 came s /rongly ^u me1 t ,i c\ld sc>cely give utt]ance to ! expression ( ?anks = ^? dep>t$ 9 ! fai? & fe> ( ,god our ,savi\r3 ,i1 h[ev]1 got ?r\gh4 ,! :ole congregation 7 kept ! :ole "t1 b only ,mrs4 ,james1 & ,miss ,o4 communicat$1 besides ! cl]gy40 ,9 ! lett]s :i* ,ar*deacon ,corrie wrote ab\t ?is "t1 he frequ5tly m5tions ! fail+ heal? ( ,bi%op ,james4 ,?us he writes 9 a communication1 dat$ 8,calcutta1 ,june #cj1 #ahbh4 8,! ,bi%op left ?is place la/ week1 = ! ,upp] ,prov9ces4 ,he cont9u$ v ill pa/ ,*9surah4 ,he has con/itut$ me 8 commiss>y = ?is ,ar*deaconry1 & ! o!r ,ar*deacons = _!'s respectively2 & s devolv$ ev]y?+ ^u u1 res]v+ only ! p[] ( int]f]+ :5 he pleases2 & t be=e any def9itive s5t5ce %all be pass$1 ref]5ce %all be made to him4 ,_h ! =m] ,bi%ops done ?is1 !y might bo?1 p]haps1 h be5 alive /ill2 & _h n ! pres5t ,bi%op _! fate be=e him1 he might n h ?\ght ( su* a measure2 & if !re be a real necessity = x1 z to a consid]able ext5t !re is1 !re %\ld be m ,indian ,bi%ops40 ,?is deput+ ( ! adm9i/ration ( a portion ( ! diocese to ! ,ar*deacon1 necess>ily increas$ 8 occupations2 yet 8 correspond5ce intimates t he nei!r decl9$ to p]=m ord9>y cl]ical duty z occasion s]v$1 nor to att5d to affairs ( missions4 ,sc>cely a mon? h[ev] _h elaps$1 ere increas$ illness oblig$ ! ,bi%op to return to ,calcutta2 & s s]i\sly unwell 0 he on rea*+ t place1 t x 0 n consid]$ advisable = him to l&4 ,respect+ ! ,bi%op's /ate ( heal?1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie writes1 ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,calcutta1 ,augu/ #h1 #ahbh4 8,bi%op ,james has be51 & n[ is1 at dea?'s door1 f liv] compla9t4 ,he 0 affect$ ) x 9 ,engl&1 & ?is climate has excit$ ! disease1 almo/ to dea?1 if inde$ he survive4 ,he has s5t 9 8 resignation ( ! bi%oprick1 & is gone to ,new ,an*orage to emb>k on bo>d ! ,huntley1 = ,p5ang4 ,he told me t 8 plan is1 to /ay a:ile at ,p5ang1 & g f !nce to ,bombay1 &1 if possible1 to ,new ,s\? ,wales1 & s to ,engl&4 ,?us we are aga9 )\t a ,bi%op1 al?\gh he w be nom9ally s1 :il/ he rema9s )9 ! ,company's t]ritories40 ,) ref]5ce to missions1 ! ,ar*deacon adds3-- 8,a bless+ is v\*saf$ to ,de]r's lab\rs1 beyond mo/4 ,he has lately baptiz$ elev5 p]sons1 viz4 five at ,burdwan1 & six at ,culna4 ,our ,report exhibits sixty add$ to ! ,*ur*2 & s9ce ,may #a/1 fifte5 m4 ,simon1 "o ( my s*ool-boys1 has resign$ a sal>y ( eighty rupees a mon?1 to engage 7unsolicit$7 9 ,mission>y "w4 ,?us1 among _m disc\ragem5ts ! gospel gr[s among u40 ,dur+ ! ensu+ mon? ! ,ar*deacon _h occasion to visit "s ( ! /ations on ! riv]2 & obs]ves 9 a memor&um3 dat$ 8,fultah1 ,sep4 #ah1 #ahbh4 8,by unexpect$ circum/ances ,i f9d myself "h1 j tw5ty-two ye>s s9ce pass+ a day "h on my fir/ arrival 9 ,india4 ,h[ alt]$ = ! worse is ?is place6 ,h[ _m *anges h ,i se5 s9ce !n6 ,h[ alt]$ 9 contra/1 are my circum/ances6 ,a /rang] !n1 w&]+1 fri5dless1 & 9 my own appreh5sion1 poor2 = ,i und]/ood 9 ,engl&1 my sal>y w\ld be ?ree hundr$ p\nds a ye>1 & 0 w>n$ t x w\ld supply no sup]fluities4 ,?\gh ?is 0 a mi/ake z to /]l+ am\nt1 & !re 0 some?+1 ,i appreh5d1 ( a pi\s fraud us$1 to prev5t my tak+ ! appo9tm5t f temporal motives2--?\gh ,i h enjoy$ mu* beyond :at 0 !n contemplat$ by fri5ds or myself1 yet ,i am /ill poor2 ?\gh1 bless$ be ,god1 nei!r fri5dless1 nor )\t a c]ta9 object 9 life4 ,:5 ,i say poor1 ,i mean 9 worldly reckon+1 = ,i am ri*1 9 n c>+ = ri*es4 ,i h long se5 t !y add nei!r to p]sonal wor?1 nor public usefulness2 except z us$ ) a s+le eye1 to ! grace & goodness ( ,god 9 grant+ !m4 ,z to objects1 ,i n[ see :at is practicable1 9 ref]5ce to ! spread ( ! gospel 9 ! l&1 :i* ,i 0 utt]ly ignorant ( :5 ,i came "h 9 #ahjf2 & :at reason = ?anksgiv+ to ,god is !re1 t times & circum/ances are s mu* m fav\rable n[6 ,!n all 0 untri$ & unc]ta9 to a great degree2 n[ ! "w ( ,missions is bett] und]/ood2 success has be5 9 _m in/ances grant$ to x1 & ! duty & probability ( success ( ! "w made1 9 a consid]able degree1 manife/40 ,at ! "t ! =ego+ rem>ks 7 p5n$1 ! ,*ur* 9 ,india _h be5 aga9 depriv$ ( h] *ief pa/or1 by dea?2 al?\gh ! intellig5ce ( ,bi%op ,james' decease did n rea* ,calcutta until ! #ag? ( ,oct4 ,9 appris+ ,mrs4 ,corrie ( t m\rnful ev5t1 & ( 8 prea*+ ! ,bi%op's fun]al s]mon1 9 ! ca!dral on ,sunday morn+1 ,oct4 #ai1 ! ,ar*deacon writes3-- 8,i took = a text ,job xxx4 #bc1 8,i "k t ?\ wilt br+ me to dea?1 & to ! h\se appo9t$ = all liv+40 ,i (f]$-- 8,i4 ,"s reflections on our situation 9 ! _w4 ,z rational creatures1 we are subject to a law :i* we h brok51 9 consequ5ce ( :i* dea? reigns4 ,b a reprieve is proclaim$1 & an (f] ( escape f ! second dea? made by ,jesus ,*ri/4 8,,ii4 ,*ri/ianity c r5d] ! prospect ( dea? & ! grave1 com=table--#8a h\se1' #8a home4' 8,,iii4 ,b x is by self-application t x does s2 8,i "k t ?\ wilt br+ me to dea?40 8,,iv4 ,& by a det]m9ation to live "u ! influ5ce ( ! self-application4 8,i "k10 is exp]im5tal1 n m]e !ory4 8,application1 #a/4 ,let e in/ance ( mortality ar\nd u1 lead u to set our h\se 9 ord]2 ?us we %all be gr[+ 9 capacity = ! enjoym5ts & employm5ts ( heav54 ,nor c our conduct1 9 ?is respect1 fail to h a p[]ful influ5ce on our g5]al "*1 z memb]s ( society4 ,he :o ?9ks n ( dea?1 & ( prep>ation = x1 _c set an example ( religi\s liv+ to o!rs4 ,he :o wilfully po/pones ! subject1 w %un solitude2 ! conc]ns ( a future /ate w be1 z mu* z possible1 kept out ( sight1 & temporal consid]ations w be all 9 all4 8,f9ally1 ) ref]5ce to ! occasion ( my appe>+ 9 ?is place to-day1 to m5 :o live n "u ! impression ( dea? & ! grave1 ! removal ( "o aft] ano!r1 ( ! *ief pa/ors ( ! ,*ur*1 w appe> 9 no o!r light1 ?an ! removal ( secul> p]sons4 ,! improvem5t 9 ! religi\s condition ( our own community be+ susp5d$1 & ! consequ5t influ5ce su* improvem5ts might h _h on ! immortal int]e/s ( ! natives1 among :om we dwell1 be+ int]rupt$1 & to a consid]able ext5t po/pon$1--^! w n ent] into ! consid]ation ( ^?1 :o value n ,*ri/ianity z ! only gr\nd ( a s9n]'s hope2 ! only guide ( 8 judgm5t & practice4 ,h[ _m ( our c\ntrym5 n[ proce$+ 9 an irreligi\s c\rse1 might1 by ! example1 & ! ex]tion ( great atta9m5ts put =? 9 ! s]vice ( religion1 aid$ by ! influ5ce ( high /ation1 h be5 turn$ to a life ( righte\sness6 ,h[ _m ( ! y\?1 among our c\ntrym5 at our /ations1 expos$ to e w9d ( temptation1 ) sc>cely any controll+ influ5ce1 might by su* ex]tions1 & su* influ5ce1 h be5 sav$ f premature dea?1 & r5d]$ heirs ( ev]la/+ life6 ,^! & simil> consid]ations1 w n ent] into ! calculations ( m5 :o live only = ! pres5t _w4 ,true ,*ri/ians1 h[ev]1 :il/ !y sympa?ise ) b]eav$ relations & fri5ds1 m\rn *iefly ! loss ( ! immortal int]e/ ( mank9d1 involv$ 9 ^!1 seem+ly premature1 b]eavem5ts4 ,!y w pray t surviv+ m9i/]s may be enabl$ to r$\ble _! dilig5ce & zeal2 z _! "w is no less1 & _! disadvantages great]4 ,!y w pray t ! ,"l ( ! h>ve/ may s5d suitable lab\r]s into ! great & important field ( lab\r2 & !n1 :atev] may be ! result z to o!rs1 our own enjoym5ts w be height5$1 by consci\s att5tion to ! duties :i* pres5t circum/ances call u to2 & we %all be kept 9 pati5t cont9uance 9 well do+2 wait+ = t glory1 hon\r1 & immortality1 :i* ! ,"l1 ! righte\s judge1 w give to all :o love 8 appe>+40 ,by ! premature dea? ( ,bi%op ,james1 ! adm9i/ration ( ! diocese ( ,calcutta devolv$ = ! second "t on ,ar*deacon ,corrie2 & x c\ld sc>cely be suppos$1 b t ! increas$ dem&s on 8 "t :i* ^! *anges br\ght ) !m1 w\ld to "s ext5t deb> him f correspond+ s frequ5tly ) 8 fri5ds1 z he might =m]ly h be5 able to d4 ,we f9d him1 !re=e1 n[ obs]v+ to 8 valu$ fri5d1 ! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,buckwor?4 8,among ! causes ( my n writ+ to y1 "o is1 t mu* ( :at ,i write home is publi%$1 s t y "k g5]ally :at ,i am ab\t4 ,?is circum/ance1 also1 has contribut$ to ! difficulty ,i (t5 f9d 9 writ+ to fri5ds4 ,! publication ( my lett]s has at times occasion$ me great uneas9ess1 *iefly on my own acc\nt4 ,y _c b "k h[ little qualifi$ ,i am = ! public sph]e unto :i* ,i h be5 call$4 ,y "k1 also1 h[ little 9 e>ly life ,i int5d$ x2 &1 ,i c truly say1 ,i h nev] desir$ x1 & n[ greatly wi% = ! %ade1 my prop] place4 ,ano!r cause ( my unfrequ5t correspond5ce is1 ! we>isome1 inw>d conflict ,i endure1 ) little or no int]mission4 ,i travel1 inde$1 heavily on ! heav5ly way4 ,few1 ,i ?9k1 c be burd5$ z ,i am ) ! body ( s9 & dea?4 ,my views ( ! plan ( salvation h be5 cle>1 ,i appreh5d1 f ! e>ly "p ( my c\rse2 & ,i may ?ank y1 9 no small degree = ?is2 b e n[ & !n1 ! evil ( my he>t breaks out1 z x 71 m invet]ately ?an ev]1 & ,i seem ready to p]i%4 ,! text ( ! fir/ s]mon y prea*$ at ,/oke1 is my /ronghold at ?is "t1 ,psalm xxv4 #aa1 8,= ?y "n's sake1 ,o ,"l1 p>don my iniquity2 = x is great40 ,x ne$s inf9ite m]cy1 & inf9ite m]it2 & bo? are manife/$ 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4444 ,^! int]ruptions1 & ! diff]5ces :i* h aris5 among/ ! religi\s public ) y1 make me fe> ! latt] day glory is n to be reveal$ s soon z once 0 g5]ally appreh5d$4 ,i see no reason to diff] f ,scott's g5]al view ( ,scripture tru?2 b ,i obs]ve mo/ ( ^? at home1 :o cont5d s /r5u\sly = ! p]sonal reign ( ,*ri/1 & ^? "h1 :o h be5 mo/ dissatisfi$ ) ,mission>y matt]s1 are high doctr9al m54 ,well1 ! c\nsel ( ! ,"l %all /&4 ,8 h& goes n =? ev5 n[ 9 va93 :]e humble m5 p]sev]e 9 sett+ =? ! ,savi\r1 z ! s9n]'s only hope1 "s are drawn to ,him4 ,s\ls are add$ to ! ,*ur* frequ5tly1 at almo/ e ,mission>y /ation2 & ! ,^w ( ,god is tak+ root1 up & d[n ?is "p ( ,india4 ,?ree rem>kable in/ances h lately come to light1 ( individuals f> remov$ f ea* o!r1 9 ! upp] p>ts ( ! ,presid5cy1 receiv+ incid5tally ! ,new ,te/am5t translat$1 tak+ x home1 &1 aft] und]/&+ ! bless$ cont5ts1 call+ _! fri5ds & neighb\rs1 to he> ! ,scriptures read4 ,9 "o case1 ! man 0 murd]$2 ?\gh x is ?\ght = 8 weal?1 r ?an 9 a way ( p]secution4 ,9 ano!r case1 ! man 0 oblig$ ?r\gh p]secution to flee f 8 native place1 & 9 ! ?ird case1 z a bro!r ( "s influ5ce 9 ! place1 has tak5 a decid$ "p 9 fav\r ( ! gospel1 x is hop$ m good w result to ! neighb\rhood4 ,b ! lab\r]s are v1 v few2 & if l>g] sal>ies are n to be giv5 to ,mission>ies1 ! numb] mu/ dim9i% r ?an increase4 ,x seems z if we mu/ lab\r m1 to raise up lab\r]s on ! spot4 ,?is has always be5 an object ) me2 b ,i h _h b little success4 ,n[1 inde$1 "s "y m51 born 9 ?is c\ntry1 are com+ =w>d to (f] !mselves = ,mission>y "w4 ,! *>act]s ( su*1 9 a natural po9t ( view1 are almo/ always less robu/ ?an t ( ,engli%m54 ,_! bodies are g5]ally feebl]1 & ! m9d seems to p>take ( ! same4 ,!y1 h[ev]1 assimilate m to ! natives2 seem to be> ) _! feebl5ess ( "*1 & meet ! case ( ! unconv]t$ ) m read9ess ?an ,engli%m5 c d1 f ! entirely diff]5t *annel 9 :i* _! ideas fl[4 ,x is1 p]haps1 nev] int5d$ t ! ,indian %\ld equal ! ,european 9 en]gy2 & we mu/ be cont5t ) ?+s z ! ,god ( nature int5d$ !m4 ,my atta*m5t to ! c\ntry increases1 z my acqua9tance ) ! p1 &1 also1 ! language1 becomes m famili>4 ,i mu/ m5tion1 t dur+ ! la/ ye>1 & ) ! help ( compet5t assi/ants1 ,i h translat$ & h pr9t$ a complete copy ( ! ,book ( ,common ,pray]4 ,e lett] & tittle ( ! ,pray]-,book is n[ clo!d 9 ! ,h9doo/anee language1 & w become increas+ly useful1 z ! bord]s ( our ,zion become enl>g$40#acf ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,novemb] #ahbh1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie set out to visit ! ,upp] ,prov9ces ( ,b5gal4 ,a ,j\rnal ( 8 proce$+s is conta9$ 9 8 correspond5ce ) 8 wife4#acg ,?us he writes f 8,burdwan1 ,nov4 #h1 #ahbh4 8,i ye/]day1 at half pa/ t5 o'clock1 w5t to ,bogbon>3 ,c&y & ,hammond w5t ) me4 ,i felt reliev$ on gett+ away f ,calcutta4 ,at twelve ! tide turn$4 ,i _h a long look at our sweet ,cossipore abode4 ,! ,ganges is unusually full ?is season1 s t by ! "t ,i rea*$ ,s]ampore1 ! tide turn$ aga94 ,i /opp$ !re=e at ,m>%man's1 :]e ,mrs4 ,j4 ,m>%man gave me a k9d welcome4 8,be>]s be+ procur$1 ,i set (f soon aft] f\r o'clock1 = ,*9surah2 b x be+ ,kalee-poojah1 !y 7 tipsy4 ,at fir/1 !y %\t$ & jok$2 aft]w>ds1 gett+ tir$1 !y qu>rell$1 & scold$1 &1 amid/ deaf5+ noise1 ,i did n get to ,h]klot's till #h o'clock4444 ,i set (f = ,burdwan1 :]e ,i arriv$ be=e t5 ?is morn+4 ,de]r & 8 family are well4 ,!y h two f9e *ildr51 a boy1 & a girl1 v l ea* o!r1 & ! picture ( heal?4 ,my m9d is kept 9 a measure ( peace4 ,i h begun ! book ( ,jo%ua1 = travell+ read+4 ,i tru/ ,jo%ua's ,god is ) me2 & t ,i g on my way accord+ to ,8 w4 8,sunday1 #i?4 ,?is has be5 a day ( mix$ feel+4 ,9 ! morn+1 ,i met ! native ,*ri/ians at family wor%ip4 ,!re 7 tw5ty-two pres5t4 ,!re are two sick1 & ?ree abs5t1 mak+ tw5ty-sev5 adults1 besides *ildr54 ,a conv]t$ ,brahm9 read #a ,cor4 xi42 & ,de]r int]pret$ :at obs]vations ,i wi%$ to make to !m1 on ! ,"l's ,supp]4 ,!y seem$ to und]/&4 ,some?+ also 0 said to ! wom51 on ! hon\r conf]r$ on !m by ! gospel1 9 re/or+ !m to _! orig9al /ate1 z ! helpmeet ( man1 & fell[-s]vants ( ! ,"l4 ,!y seem$ to und]/&1 & 7 v att5tive4 ,at t5 o'clock1 ,div9e s]vice 9 ,engli%2 ab\t fifte5 pres5t4 ,kn[+ t ! ,b5galee wor%ip 0 wait+1 ,i did n prolong ! ,engli% s]vice beyond half-pa/ elev5--got back to ! ,mission-h\se qu>t] be=e twelve o'clock2 b ! ,b5galee wor%ip did n comm5ce till half-pa/4 ,aft] a selection f ! morn+ pray]1 & a hymn1 ,de]r prea*$ on ! in/itution ( ! ,"l's ,supp]4 ,i f\nd t ?ree m5 & two wom5 _h n be5 in/ruct$ ) ref]5ce to ! ,sacram5t1 & at my desire !y )drew4 ,! ,"l's ,supp] 0 !n adm9i/]$ to t5 m5 & six wom52 ,i read ! pray] ( consecration 9 ,engli%4 ,i !n pron\nc$ ! words 9 ,b5galee1 :i* ,i _h writt5 d[n 9 ,roman *>act]s2 & gave ! bread1 & ,de]r ! w9e4 ,! :ole w5t (f1 ,i tru/1 9 an edify+ mann]2 &1 on ! :ole1 ?ankfulness prevail$4444 ,"o end ( my com+ 01 by ?is means to try "s1 & promote ! edification ( o!rs4 ,x is f\nd t be+ baptiz$ m]ely1 does n prev5t return to ca/e3 p>tak+ ( ! ,"l's ,supp] does4 ,9 consequ5ce1 "o tri$ to evade putt+ ! bread into 8 m\?2 & ano!r1 on dr9k+ ( ! cup1 nodd$ slily to ano!r1 z mu* z to say 79 my int]pretation ( 8 look & mann]7 #8,we are caught4' ,?is is sad3 b "s are s9c]e beyond all d\bt2 &1 ,i may be mi/ak5 9 my judgm5t ( o!rs4 ,mrs4 ,de]r & h] si/] say ( ! wom51 t _! c>elessness 7z x appe>s to me7 is m]ely _! %yness at ! appe>ance ( a /rang]4 ,"o ?+ 0 v pleas+1 !y 7 almo/ all well-look+ p2 clean1 & nicely dress$--& gave me ! impression ( be+ ! bett] sort4 ,! two ,i h m5tion$ z sick1 are a "y ,brahm9 & 8 wife4 ,he is upw>ds ( six feet high1 ) q ! erect1 indep5d5t look & mann] ( ! ,brahm9--,he is ( ! highe/ ca/e4 ,"o uncle is ,treasur] to ! ,comm]cial ,bank2 & a c\s9 is ! ,dewan#ach ( ! ,burdwan ,rajah1 at "o ( 8 ,purgunahs4#aci ,not)/&+ ! fav\rable appe>ances "h1 x w\ld be easy = an unfeel+ man to break up ! "w2 & r5d] :at is do+1 matt] ( worldly scorn4 ,! ,engli% ar\nd are too c>eless to take notice ( :at is do+2 & too ignorant ( ! ways ( ! p among :om !y dwell1 to judge rightly4 ,i h always be5 av]se to excit+ too mu* att5tion 9 !m to mission>y "w1 kn[+ h[ easily an ungodly man might turn x all into ridicule4 ,b f my inmo/ s\l1 ,i rejoice ev5 9 ^! v imp]fect beg9n+s--,i am sure !y are ! beg9n+ ( bett] days4 8,nov4 #bj?4 ,i am n[ )9 f\r coss eight miles ( ,b5>es1 on ! ,calcutta side ( ! ,ganges1 wait+ = be>]s1 :o ought to h be5 wait+ = me4 ,y are made acqua9t$ ) my int5tion ( visit+ ! missions "h4 ,i wrote to y f ,burdwan on ! twelf?4 ,on t day ,i w5t to ,bancorah1 & _h a ra9y & v tiresome j\rney on acc\nt ( ! brok5 road4 ,i receiv$ great k9dness f ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,cl>ke--,dr4 ,c4 laid my dawk1 s z to admit ( my re/+ e night at "o ( ! /age+ bungal[s1 & ,i am1 ?us f>1 r refre%$ ?an o!rwise by ! j\rney4 ,i am glad to h travell$ ?is road2 = aft] hav+ trav]s$ 9 all directions ! valley ( ! ,ganges1 ,i _h no idea ( ! v>i$ sc5]y :i* bord]s on x2 on ! we/ side1 z well z ! ea/4 ,ab\t "o hundr$ miles f ,calcutta1 at ,bancorah1 ! gr\nd beg9s to rise3 ! range ( hills we saw at ,cuttack1 runs on ! left h& 7go+ upw>ds72 & y proce$ ?r\gh an unev5 surface ( c\ntry1 7! sc5]y a good deal l ! ,dhoon17 asc5d+ = a hundr$ miles m4 ,!n a table-l& comm5ces1 ( ne>ly ano!r hundr$ miles1 b ab\nd+ 9 ups & d[ns2 & pres5t+1 at diff]5t po9ts1 views su* z we saw 9 ! ,himalahs2 only by no means on s gr& a scale4444 ,at ab\t ?ree hundr$ miles f ,calcutta1 /eep ghauts occur2 & by degrees1 ! travell] gets to ! pla9s y "k s well4 8,nov4 #bb1 #ahbh4 ,i arriv$ ab\t twelve o'clock on ! #bj? at ,secrole4 ,on ! way f a l>ge ghaut1 :]e ,i cross$ ! riv]1 a new1 tall /eeple1 po9t+ to ! skies1 attract$ my eag] eyes1 z ,i approa*$ ,secrole4 ,y _c conceive :at a picture ! ,*ur* is n[ become4 ,! inside enl>g$ by ! removal ( ! int]nal wall1 to ! nor?1 & ! s\?2 & ! v]&ah inclos$4 ,a new pulpit & read+-desk ( really exquisite workman%ip2 & ! front ( ! organ-gall]y ( ! same2 execut$1 z ! :ole has be51 "u ,mr4 ,j4 ,p4 ,pr9sep's imm$iate eye4 ,a well-proportion$ /one font1 plac$ ne> ! we/ entrance2 & ! :ole arrang$ ) real ta/e & propriety4 ,i c\ld fill %eets ) all ,i see & he>4 ,i w only n[ add1 t ! /ate ( ?is /ation af=ds a /rik+ comm5t on ! s9 ( despis+ ! day ( small ?+s4 ,i us$ to come1 fir/ to ,:eatley's back p>l\r1 & meet a few writ]s & artill]y m54 ,we !n got an unoccupi$ h\se1 & all ! /ation assembl$2 b next week1 an al>m 0 tak53 #8,! discont5t$ w\ld take advantage ( our assembl+1 & fall ^u u1 & cut (f all ! ,engli% toge!r4' ,g5]al ,m4 w\ld no m all[ ! artill]y-m5 to att5d4 ,?omas ,b4 decl>$ he w\ld n aga9 v5ture into su* a ru9\s dwell+2 b /range to say ! h\se is yet /&+4 ,we !n assembl$ 9 ,s's4 h\se1 e ?ird ,sunday3 & aft] two m ye>s1 ,i v5tur$ to circulate a proposal = build+ a place ( wor%ip1 out ( :i*1 by rem>kable progress z y "k1 has sprung ! pres5t commodi\s & really elegant /ructure4 ,! new ,mission>ies are n arriv$ "h yet2 nor likely to be "h = t5 days to come4 8,*un>1 ,nov4 #bi4 ,to my great joy1 ! *ur* is sub/antially repair$1 looks bett] ?an ev]1 & is likely to /& a c5tury4 ,i ye/]day _h ev5+ s]vice3 ! ,*ur* 0 full2 n less ?an two hundr$ & fifty p1 includ+ ?ree (fic]s & _! families1 ( ! ,regul>s4 ,la/ ,sunday ,i _h s]vice twice at ,secrole4 ,p4 0 "h4 ,to-morr[ ,i purpose hav+ s]vice twice "h4 ,?is w te/ify ( my /r5g?2 = inde$1 n be+1 by my situation1 call$ to x1 ,i w\ld n attempt s mu*1 if ,i suff]$ f x4 8,b5>es1 ,dec4 #f?4 #ahbh4 ,crau=d1 ,wilk9son1 ,b[ley1 ,eteson1 & ,fr5d h arriv$2 :o1 toge!r ) ,proby1 make sev5 ,padres3 & to-day ,mr4 ,adams1 ( ! ,london ,society1 & ,mr4 ,rob]tson1 ( ! same1 came 94 ,we comm5c$ soon aft] t5 o'clock1 & cont9u$ till aft] two4 ,we4 discuss$ ! signs ( ! times1 ) ref]5ce to ! spread ( ! gospel among ,europeans & ,natives 9 ,india4 ,! utility ( s*ools :]e boys leave e>ly1 & ! evid5ces requir$ 9 adults1 9 ord] to baptism4 ,ea* spoke 9 turn1 &1 on ! :ole1 ord] 0 kept2 & all seem$ gratifi$4 ,x 0 admitt$1 t ! progress ( ! gospel advances4 ,_m in/ances 7 adduc$ ( its ga9+ a hold on ! native public4 ,"o man1 eighte5 coss f ,allahabad1 he>d ! gospel f a ,mission>y2 & receiv$ a copy ( ! ,new ,te/am5t4 ,he read x at home to 8 family2 8 neighb\rs also came to he>1 till ! usual effects began to appe>2 "s sid+ ) him1 o!rs oppos+4 ,lately he came to ,mr4 ,crau=d1 to "k :at he mu/ d4 ,a ,fake] receiv$ a gospel1 & s5t x to 8 village 9 ,goruckpore di/rict4 ,8 bro!r1 a ,?annad>1#adj _h1 also1 receiv$ a gospel f ,mr4 ,wilk9son4 ,! two bro!rs n[ unite 9 read+ ! ,gospel1 & collect _! neighb\rs to he>4 ,! rais+ up ( native tea*]s 0 also adduc$3 & ! p[] ( ,div9e tru?1 9 r5d]+ ag$ ,h9doos active & indu/ri\s 9 spread+ ! k ( ! gospel1 in/anc$ 9 sev]al cases4 ,s*ools 7 admitt$ to be ( incalculable value2 especially z r5d]+ ! visits ( ! ,mission>y welcome to ! adults ( a village2 &1 x may be hop$1 9 preoccupy+ ! m9d ) "s degree ( useful k2 ?\gh1 z yet1 no direct in/ances ( conv]sion h come to light 9 ! s*ools4 ,x 0 agre$1 t rep5tance t[>ds ,god1 & fai? 9 ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 %\ld be requir$ 9 c&idates = baptism3 b x 0 also agre$1 t ! fruits ( ^! w\ld appe> 9 va/ v>iety1 & be diff]5tly judg$ ( by ,mission>ies2 s t no "o %\ld judge ano!r 9 ! admission ( conv]ts4 ,9 ! ev5+1 ,i prea*$ 9 ! ,*ur* f ,john xvii4 #bj1 #ba4 8,nei!r pray ,i = ^! alone1 b = !m also :i* %all believe on me ?r\gh _! ^w2 t !y all may be "o1 z ?\1 ,fa!r1 art 9 me1 & ,i 9 !e1 t !y also may be "o 9 u2 t ! _w may believe t ?\ ha/ s5t me40 8,decemb] #ab?4 ,ye/]day we pass$ at ! mission bungal[4 ,mr4 ,e4 f ,ghazeepoor also jo9$ u4 ,s t !re 7 eight padres4 ,! =5oon 0 pass$ z ! day be=e4 ,we discuss$ ! influ5ce ! p]sonal "* ( a ,m9i/] is likely to h on 8 (fice2 & agre$ to "s resolutions on a pray]-union1 z =m]ly set on foot by ,mr4 ,br[n4 ,?is may prove a bless+ to o!rs also4 ,at d9n]1 mu* discussion arose ab\t record+ conv]sations ) natives on religi\s po9ts2 & ! g5]al op9ion 0 fav\rable to its utility4 ,i 0 ask$ to pr9t my s]mon1 prea*$ on ,w$nesday ev5+4 ,if ,i see any prospect ( usefulness1 ,i may d s4#ada 8,dec4 #ac?1 #ahbh4 ,?is ev5+1 ,i h exp]i5c$ ! greate/ pleasure 9 ,h9doo/anee wor%ip1 ,i c rememb] ev] to h done4 ,ab\t sun-set1 ,i rode into ! ,baza>1 & saw a cr[d2 & on approa*+1 ,i f\nd ! mission>ies ) ,tryloke1 rais$ on ! /eps ( a door2 ,t4 argu+ ) great s]i\sness1 & p]fect calmness ( mann]1 & ! p li/5+ att5tively4 ,!re _h be5 levity1 x seems1 display$ by "s ( ! cr[d be=e ,i came2 b !y 7 !n all s]i\s2 & ,t's mann] & appe>ance 7 v patri>*al4 ,i 0 mu* solemniz$ by ! sc5e3 we !n adj\rn$ to ! prea*+-h\se4 ,*>les pray$ & read our ,"l's disc\rse ) ! woman ( ,sam>ia1 ) a comm5t1 add+ also "s appropriate rem>ks ( 8 own1 & end$ ) pray]4 ,kewal ,messeeh1 !n1 comm5c$ a hymn1 9 ,h9doo/anee2 & a few jo9$ him4 ,! measure also 0 ,h9doo/anee4 ,! words1 & 8 correct mann]1 affect$ me mu*2 & arre/$ ! att5tion ( _m ( ! he>]s4 ,x 0 to ! effect ( 8,o ,jesu1 ,savi\r1 ,god1 %ew m]cy20 & !n in/anc$ sev]al pro(s ( 8 p[]2 & ! la/ v]se 0 an exhortation to tru/ 9 t m]cy1 z ! only safe way ( salvation4 ,tryloke !n read a s]mon on1 8,!re is joy 9 heav5 ov] "o s9n] t rep5te?40 ,he read ) animation1 b t[>ds ! conclusion ( 8 pray]1 8 e>ne/ness = 8 neighb\rs1 & especially = 8 own family1 0 v affect+4 ,he seem$ to wre/le = a bless+ ^u !m4 ,d\btless ^! are ! fruits ( ! ,_s2 & ,god's pres5ce is evid5tly ) !m4 8,sunday ev5+1 #ad?4 ,?is =5oon1 a full *ur* at ,engli% s]vice4 ,at ?ree o'clock1 p4 m41 ,mr4 ,fr5d read pray]s 9 ,h9doo/anee1 ) wond]ful propriety1 consid]+ ! %ort "t he has be5 9 ! c\ntry4 ,8 pronunciation is di/9ct1 & he w\ld be p]fectly und]/ood1 ?\gh "s words 7 imp]fectly express$4 ,aft] pray]s1 ?ree adult conv]ts f ,h9dooism 7 baptiz$ by ,mr4 ,b[ley4 ,! "m ( "o ( !m came 9 an agony to *ur*1 & also 8 bro!r2 b he refus$ to =ego 8 purpose4 ,aft] *ur*1 ! poor woman seem$ m resign$1 say+1 #8h] son 0 old en\gh to judge = himself2 & %e did n "k :at might h mov$ him to ! /ep4' ,! family live ne> ! *ur*4 ,ano!r 0 a tea*] ( a s*ool2 ! ?ird 0 br\ght to ! fai? ( ,*ri/ by means ( an ,indigo plant]1 & s5t hi!r = baptism4 ,he gave 8 mala#adb to ,mr4 ,eteson1 say+1 x 0 once 8 treasure1 #8b n[1' said he1 #8^! are my treasures2' ref]r+ to a ,h9doo/anee ,pray]-book & ,new ,te/am5t he _h "u 8 arm4 ,aft] ! baptisms1 ,mr4 ,wilk9son prea*$ 9 ,h9doo/anee1 on ! baptism ( ! ,eunu*4 ,i c\ld n b be v ?ankful = ! means ( in/ruction ?us suppli$4 ,i felt h[ mu* bett] ! p ( ?is place 7 (f1 9 respect ( means ( grace1 ?an :5 ,i resid$ "h2 &1 ,i ?9k1 ,i 01 f my he>t1 cont5t to s9k 9 ! scale2 & t ^! devot$ s]vants ( ,*ri/ %\ld become 9 e way m useful1 & z m9i/]s1 m hon\rable2 & may an abundant bless+ foll[ ! in/ructions af=d$ "h ?is day60 8,dec4 #be?1 #ahbh4 ,?is day has be5 a day ( ?anksgiv+4 ,at *ur*1 ,i prea*$1 & adm9i/]$ ! ,sacram5t ( ! ,supp]1 ) ,proby4 ,?irty-eight att5d$ ! ,"l's ,supp]1 ( ! ,engli% congregation2 & ,i f\nd ,mr4 ,eteson _h above tw5ty communicants1 at ! ,h9doo/anee ,*apel4 ,p4 is1 at times1 all gloom1 z if ?is 7 a day ( v5geance = ,b5>es2 & ! p 7 fill+ up _! measure ( wra?4 ,i ma9ta91 t he w\ld be ( an opposite op9ion1 c\ld he h se5 ! place tw5ty-?ree ye>s ago4 ,i am mu* importun$ to g to ,goruckpore2 & propose leav+ ?is to-morr[ night1 by dawk1 = t qu>t]4 ,i g only five /ages by be>]s2 & !n expect to f9d a buggy ! re/ ( ! way4 ,y w conclude1 t at times1 ,i feel anxi\s ab\t :o may be ! next ,bi%op2 & y w1 ,i "k1 give me ! e>lie/ intellig5ce y c4 ,! two "y m5 la/ arriv$ promise well2 & at times1 ,i am ready to ?9k t means = =w>d+ ! k+dom ( ,*ri/ are ris+ up ar\nd1 :i* may r5d] my s]vices ( little consequ5ce1 & !n1 ,i %\ld ?9k1 ,i _h bett] )draw4 ,b :o %all reckon on to-morr[8 ,may we lab\r = ! ?+s :i* are et]nal2 & :e!r 9 ,india or ,engl&1 we %all h ! pres5ce ( ! ,savi\r to support & com=t u6 8,goruckpore1 ,dec4 #bi1 #ahbh4 ,on ,sunday ,i prea*$ twice = ,mr4 ,e4 ,9 ! morn+1 ! s+]s sang a psalm-tune ,i d n recollect to h he>d s9ce ,i left ,col/]wor?4 ,x rem9d$ me /rongly ( e>ly days4444 ,! b&-ma/] 0 cl]k3 & is a man ( real piety1 & m ?an common propriety ( mann]s4 ,! s++ is well conduct$ !re4 ,a new *ur* is build+1 on a plan suppli$ by ,bi%op ,heb]2 b ! dra9 ( money1 caus$ by ! ,burmese w>1 has caus$ all matt]s :i* require money1 to g on v sl[ly1 ev] s9ce4 ,at n9e o'clock 9 ! ev5+1 ,i left ,mr4 ,e4 & came on 9 a palanqu9 t[>ds ?is place4 ,?r\gh ! k9dness ( ,mr4 ,bird & ,mr4 ,wilk9son1 ,i _h five relays ( horses1 & a buggy wait+ on ! road3 s by sev5 9 ! morn+ ,i m\nt$ ! gig4 ,on ! bank ( ! ,ganges1 ,i f\nd ,mr4 ,bird 9 a t5t1 wait+ = me1 ) breakfa/ ready4 ,we made a com=table meal1 & he aft]w>ds drove me ?r\gh a c\ntry1 f9ely cultivat$1 to ,goruckpore2 :]e we arriv$ j aft] sun-set4 ,?is di/rict has be5 reclaim$ f ! =e/ ne>ly1 s9ce ! ,engli% ga9$ possession2 & a quantity ( ! =e/-trees rema91 9 scatt]$ clumps1 :i* give a ri* appe>ance to ! c\ntry4 ,x is 9 sight1 too1 ( ! p]petual sn[s2 & is seldom scor*$ z ! pla9 ( ! ,ganges is4 ,r4 ,b4 has a h\se ( ! be/ /yle ( ! ,m(fusil1#adc surr\nd$ ) q a p>k4 8,tuesday1 #cj?4 ,aft] breakfa/1 ,i set out to explore ! mission-premises "h2 & 0 mu* gratifi$ inde$ ) ! g5]al appe>ance4 ,fir/1 came ! ,*ri/ian h\ses1 situat$ close to ! t[n2 ) a field ( ab\t ?ree acres 9 cultivation be=e !m1 t[>ds ! high road4 ,on ! nor? side ( ?is field /&s ! sem9>y1 z x is call$4 ,a pucka#add build+1 ) two l[] rooms at ! nor? end2 & ov] !m "o sleep+ room4 ,! :ole v]&ah$ all r\nd1 ) ta/y pill>s1 9 front ( ! dwell+ "p4 ,?is =ms a mo/ com=table abode = a s+le man4 ,9 ?is w dwell a c\ntry lad1 nam$ ,raphael1 :om ,i br\ght up f ,calcutta4 ,he seems to h receiv$ religi\s b5efit f ,crau=d's ,friday ev5+ cate*iz+1 at ! old ,*ur* room2 & is m5tion$ 9 ! la/ ,report ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,committee1 z a mission>y /ud5t4 ,he came ov] "h ) ,wilk9son1 f ,b5>es2 & y w be glad to he> t bo? ,w4 & ,r4 ,b4 are fav\rably impress$ ) :at !y h z yet se5 ( him4 ,next to ! sem9>y1 ea/w>d1 across ! road1 is ! ,*ur*1 at pres5t levell$ ) ! gr\nd4 ,! la/ ye> "h 0 unusually ra9y4 ,! e>? became s saturat$ ) ra91 t all ! wells 7 runn+ ov]2 & ! s&y soil becom+ ?us impregnat$ ) moi/ure1 ! f\ndations ( ! ,*ur* gave way4 ,r4 ,b4 ) 8 usual decision1 pull$ x all d[n2 & is n[ employ$ 9 rebuild+ x on piles1 & on a broad] f\ndation2 int5d+1 also1 a less pond]\s ro(4 ,beh9d ! ,*ur*1 ea/w>d1 is ! p>sonage2 a v pretty & commodi\s build+4 ,x consi/s ( a l[] room to ! we/1 & "o ( simil> dim5sions to ! ea/2 ) two rooms on ea* side2 a v]&ah all r\nd1 & corn] rooms to ea* side3 a complete ,indian dwell+1 ou?\ses 9 abundance2 & a f9e g>d51 kept up by ! prison]s s5t5c$ to h>d lab\r4 ,! :ole ext5t ( gr\nd is ab\t twelve acres2 :i* is made ov] to ! ,mission1 includ+ ! site ( ! ,*ur*4 ,i mu/ n =get to m5tion a nice build+1 ne>ly f9i%$1 int5d$ = *ri/ian girls3 & call$1 9 joke1 #8! nurs]y4' ,s>ah ,b[ley 0 to h come "h1 to take *>ge ( x1 b ?is plan is susp5d$1 ow+ to ! dep>ture ( ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,cl>ke4 ,p]haps ,b[ley & 8 daught] w come "h1 = ! hot season2 & !n ! plan w proce$4 ,all ^! temporal advantages1 ! ,mission owes to ,mr4 ,b2 & x is a matt] ( ?ankfulness t he has notice ( be+ appo9t$ ,commission] "h1 on ! new sy/em2 & w n[1 7if sp>$7 9 all probability1 cont9ue "h sev]al ye>s4 8,y w n[ h "s idea ( ! ext]nal /ate ( ?is place2 b _c adequately conceive ( ! beauty ( ! situation ( ?is "p ( ,india4 ,b n[ = ! bett] "p4 ,on my go+ into ! ,mission-h\se1 all ! ,*ri/ians collect$1 old & "y2 & ! room 0 fill$4 ,i c\ld n speak to !m all at once1 & s propos$ a hymn4 ,we sang ! ?irty-f\r? ( ,b[ley's ,h9doo/anee translation1 & !n "s f ,betteah 7 introduc$1 ! *ildr5 ( p]sons :o _h receiv$ copies ( ! ,gospels f me at ,*un>1 & :i* are kept n[ z relics4 ,raphael1 "o ( my s*ool-boys1 is major-domo ( ! *ri/ian settlem5t2 & %ew$ x to me ) great glee4 ,! ag$ ,zem9d>1 & sev]al conv]ts f ,islam1 conv]s$ = "s "t2 & two or ?ree ,h9doo devotees sat #8clo!d' beside u1 #8& 9 _! "r m9d4' ,on com+ away1 ,i saw "o ( ^! talk+ ) great e>ne/ness to a fat ,fake]1 cov]$ ) a%es2 he seem$ to be repeat+ ,scripture to him1 b ,i did n /ay to he>1 le/ ,i %\ld put an end to ! disc\rse4 8,w$nesday1 #ca/4 ,?is morn+ at eight o'clock1 ,i assembl$ ) ! ,*ri/ians at morn+ pray] 9 ! s*ool-room4 ,=ty-?ree 7 pres5t2 ( :om ab\t t5 or twelve 7 boys1 ( t5 or twelve ye>s ( age or "u2 ! rema9d] adults1 male & female4 ,! morn+ ,psalms 7 read1 9 alt]nate v]ses1 9 ,h9doo/anee4 ,! ?ird ( ,/4 ,mat!w 0 !n read1 & ! latt] "p comm5t$ on by ,mr4 ,w42 a hymn 0 fir/ sung1 ,i %\ld h said1 & all conclud$ ) pray]1 by ,mr4 ,w4 ,?us ! ^w ( ,god gr[s & increases4 ,ab\t two1 p4 m4 ,i w5t aga9 to ! ,mission-h\se1 & read ! second ,homily1 & "p ( ! ?ird1 ) ! ,zem9d>1 & an intellig5t "y conv]t f ,islam & a few o!rs4 ,!y ent]$ into ! subject e>ne/ly1 & mu* conv]sation arose out ( diff]5t p>ts ( ! read+4 8,janu>y #a/4 #ahbi4 ,i1 ?is morn+1 w5t on ! top ( ! h\se be=e sun-rise1 & _h a sight ( a peak ( ! sn[y m\nta9s4 ,x br\ght /rongly to my m9d ,masoree ,tabea1 & ! happy days we pass$ !re 9 #ahbe3 my he>t ye>n$ aft] our sweet *ildr51 & ,i tri$ to pray = !m1 t ?is may prove a happy ye> to !m1 & t ?r\gh all et]nity we may rejoice toge!r4 ,we _h a ,new-ye>'s day s]vice1 ) ! native ,*ri/ians2 x 0 to me1 & ,i believe to sev]al ( !m1 an int]e/+ s]vice2 ,i spoke to !m on life z a j\rney4 ,i am almo/ con/antly ) y 9 _s2 & associate y 9 all my poor pray]s1 = m]cy1 & bless+4 ,to-day news h arriv$ "h ( v>i\s movem5ts1 seem+ly propiti\s4 ,may div9e grace accompany !m to ^? conc]n$2 & !y _c fail to prove s6 8#ag?4 ,i h told y ( all ! p ,i met )1 up to ,monghyr4 ,on ! #ad?1 ,i got to ,boglipore1 & walk$ to ! cantonm5ts ( ,8 ,maje/y's #crd ,regim5t1 n[ /ation$ !re4 ,!y are on ! ,calcutta side ( ! old /ation1 & ! di/ance is consid]able4 ,i 0 r heat$1 & c\ld only leave ^w ) a s]jeant1 t ,i w\ld come up next morn+ to ! s*ool-h\se4 ,aft] a :ile1 ! s*ool-ma/] came to my boat1 a pi\s "y man :o receiv$ ! k ( ! tru? "u a ,*apla9 9 ,new ,s\? ,wales4 ,he has be5 ! means ( draw+ eight o!rs to jo9 9 a religi\s society1 & seems an e/imable "*4 ,next morn+1 at n9e o'clock1 ,i w5t up & f\nd ! comm&+ (fic]1 ,colonel ,c41 at ! mess-room2 & five *ildr5 ) p>5ts & sponsors assembl$4 ,! ,colonel w5t ) me to ! s*ool1 :]e ,i cate*is$ ! ,prote/ant *ildr51 & gave ea* a little book4 ,he !n w5t ) me to ! hospital1 :]e ,i read pray]s2 & exhort$ ! convalesc5t1 ab\t tw5ty or ?irty 9 numb]4 ,! ,colonel !n took me1 9 8 gig1 to 8 bungal[1 & introduc$ me to 8 wife1 & a gr[n-up daught]4 ,!re 0 a little son also1 :o seem$ greatly pleas$ ) a book ,i gave him4 ,i 0 mu* press$ to /ay & d9e ) ! mess1 b ,i _h accompli%$ :at seem$ 9 my p[]1 & decl9$ ! civility4 ,i gave a good _m ( ! tracts & religi\s books ,i m5tion$1 z hav+ be5 br\ght out = me by ,mr4 ,eteson1 to ! s*oolma/] = di/ribution4 8,jan4 #bbnd4 ,i am ne> ,cutwa4 ,x _h be5 my int5tion to g ov] to ,maldah1 f bel[ ,*&ree2 b unexpect$ly ?is riv] is /ill op52 & ! ,manjee#ade said1 x w\ld make five days diff]5ce1 z to ! l5g? ( ! j\rney2 beside ! delay ( go+ ov] to ,maldah3 & ,i h be5 long en\gh abs5t f ,calcutta1 at ?is "t4 ,i he>1 also1 t ! ,gov]nor ,g5]al is ab\t ,maldah1 %oot+2 s t ,i %\ld h _h little com=t 9 ! visit4 ,at ,b]hampore1 ,i call$ on ! ,d's1 ,mr4 ,hill1 & ! new ,*apla91 ,mr4 ,w9tle2 b rema9$ only ab\t ?ree h\rs3 !re seem$ no?+ to deta9 me4 ,i am expect+ to see ! ,v's41 ?is ev5+1 or e>ly to-morr[1 at ,kri%nagur1 to call at ,culna1 & p]haps meet ,mr4 ,de]r1 & inspect ! s*ools4444 ,my recreation is draw+ to a close1 = ! pres5t1 = ,calcutta has nev] be5 a resid5ce ( my *oice4 ,on ! :ole1 my j\rney has yield$ all ! pleasure ,i expect$4 ,i h kept free f colds1 & h reap$ all ! b5efit ( ! *ange & v>iety4444 ,i h met ) k9dness ev]y:]e2 & se5 mu* ( a religi\s nature1 to enc\rage4 ,f long acqua9tance ) ! natives1 ,i h also d]iv$ amusem5t1 beyond any o!r "t1 f obs]v+ _! innoc5t sports4 ,b alas6 _! language1 ev5 :5 9 sport1 is sadly corrupt4 ,h[ev]1 ,i see m & m1 h[ little ^? :o d n mix famili>ly ) !m c "k !m4 ,_! :ole conduct may be con/ru$ ei!r s]i\sly1 or z 9 joke1 if necessity oblige !m to conceal _! real mean+4 ,*ri/ian k is d\btless ga9+ gr\nd1 :]ev] ,mission>ies dwell4 ,at ,monghyr1 ,mr4 ,m4 told me t _m natives n[ come to he> ! ^w regul>ly4 ,mr4 ,hill1 at ,b]hampore1 told me ! same4 ,! int]ruption !y us$ to meet ) seldom occurs2 & _m li/5 att5tively to ! end ( a disc\rse1 in/ead ( go+ out & 91 z =m]ly4 ,/ill1 x is b #8! day ( small ?+s2' &1 respect+ ! g5]al population1 b a v few come "u ! #8joyful s\nd4'--,i he>d1 at ,monghyr1 ( a weal?y f>m]1 z y w\ld say 9 ,engl&1 ne> ,%e]gotty1 :o receiv$ a ,h9doo/anee ,new ,te/am5t1 f ,mr4 ,b[ley1 9 "o ( 8 j\rnies back f ,calcutta4 ,! man read x to 8 neighb\rs also2 & o!r ,mission>ies1 :o h s9ce met ) him1 7 delight$ ) ! love he %ew$ = ! tru?4 ,?is man has lately be5 murd]$2 x is ?\ght1 on acc\nt ( valuable ornam5ts he wore2 b ! p>ticul>s are n kn[n4 ,^! incid5tal occurr5ces %ew ! value ( it9]ant lab\r]s40 #acc ,a bo>d susp5d$ f ! ceil+1 & hav+ ropes atta*$ by :i* to sw+ x to & fro1 = ! purpose ( cool+ ! room4 #acd ,l&+-place4 #ace ,a small k9d ( boat4 #acf ,x may "h be m5tion$ t ! ,cre$ ( ,/4 ,a?anasius1 z translat$ 9 ?is ,pray]-book1 s attract$ ! att5tion ( ! le>n$ ,mahom$ans1 & ! dem& to possess x became consequ5tly s great1 t ,ar*deacon ,corrie 0 induc$ to h sev]al hundr$ copies ( x /ruck (f = sep>ate circulation4 ,"o ( ^? p]sons1 on apply+ = a copy ( ! ,cre$1 obs]v$1 8,n[ we "k :at y ,*ri/ians believe40 ,! ,ar*deacon on relat+ ?is circum/ance /at$1 also1 t no?+ c\ld exce$ ! bitt] enmity aga9/ ! doctr9e ( ,*ri/1 :i* ! exposition ( div9e tru? conta9$ 9 t ,cre$1 seem$ to /ir up 9 ! ,mahom$an he>t4 #acg ,_m p>ticul>s connect$ ) ?is ,j\rney1 & n conta9$ 9 ! foll[+ pages1 may be se5 9 ! ,mission>y ,regi/] = #ahbi4 #ach ,*ief ,m9i/] or ag5t4 #aci ,a l>ge division or di/rict ( l&4 #adj ,a k9d ( police-(fic]4 #ada ,x does n appe> t ! ,s]mon 0 ev] pr9t$4 #adb ,ros>y or /r+ ( beads4 #adc ,out-/ations4 #add ,brick4 #ade ,/e]sman4 ,,*apt] ,,xvii4 ,,gov]nm5t ,,retr5*m5ts--,,plan ,,= ,a ,,college--,,dea? ,,( ,,mr4 ,,?omason--,,abolition ,,( ,,suttee--,,arrival ,,( ,,bi%op ,,turn]4 ,x 0 on ! #cj? ( ,janu>y1 #ahbi1 t ! ,ar*deacon arriv$ at ,calcutta f 8 visitation ( ! ,upp] ,prov9ces4 ,he f\nd "s ( 8 fri5ds prep>+ to leave ,india2 & o!rs suff]+ f ! effects ( climate4 ,among ! latt] 0 ,mr4 ,?omason1 :o _h be5 return$ to ,india only a few mon?s1 b ^: heal? _h altoge!r giv5 way4 ,) ref]5ce to su* *anges z 7 ?us go+ on ar\nd him1 ! ,ar*deacon writes ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,m>* #aj1 #ahbi4 8,i _c at pres5t see x my duty to prep>e = leav+ ,india4 ,x is n1 z y ju/ly say1 a c\ntry to gr[ old 91 b my heal? is wond]fully r5ew$1 & ! "w ( missions1 in/ead ( becom+ pla9]1 is daily becom+ m difficult4 ,x w\ld appe> t ease makes m5 m fa/idi\s1 yet ! "w does prosp]4 ,piety does1 h[ev]1 appe> n[ to be m requisite "h ?an 9 ,new ,zeal&1 z y well "k t m5 ( m]e worldly pr9ciples c sc>cely br+ !mselves to believe1 t ! natives ( ?is c\ntry ne$ conv]sion4 ,a p]son ( ^! pr9ciples go+ =? z a ,mission>y1 !re=e sits quietly d[n among ! p1 & if he sup]9t5d a s*ool or two1 ?9ks he does all t is practicable4 8,conjecture tires z to :o may be our next ,bi%op1 b ,i ?9k we might h le>n$ f ! pa/1 to #8cease f man4'0 ,!n ) ref]5ce to ! measures :i* _h1 ab\t t "t1 be5 adopt$1 = ! purpose ( revis+ & curtail+ ! :ole exp5diture ( ! ?ree ,presid5cies ( ,india1 ! ,ar*deacon adds3-- 8,all "h are 9 amazem5t at ! turn+ ( all ?+s upside d[n1 9 ! s]vice2 & "k n :at to expect4 ,x is conclud$ t some?+ is 9 view ) ref]5ce to ! r5ewal ( ! *>t]1--b :at1 no "o c conjecture4 8,z yet1 we see n 9 #8! p[]s t be' any?+ m fav\rable to true religion1 ?an =m]ly4 ,education is enc\rag$1 z x has be5 = "s ye>s pa/2 b1 z =m]ly1 entirely f private funds4 ,no hope ( aid f gov]nm5t is held out4 ,! only fav\rable symptom t ,i am aw>e (1 is1 t ,mr4 ,w4 ,b4 is to become a memb] ( ! ,committee ( ,public ,education4 ,he has _h exp]i5ce ( ! ease ) :i* ,*ri/ian in/ruction c be imp>t$2 & w d all he c to improve ! pres5t sy/em40 ,soon aft] ! date ( ?is lett]1 ! ,ar*deacon aga9 alludes to ! /ate ( public affairs 9 a lett] ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,at pres5t !re is great uneas9ess ?r\gh\t e "p ( ! community4 ,! :ole sy/em ( civil adm9i/ration 9 ! upp] bran*es1 is *ang$1 & ! mo/ lucrative appo9tm5ts cut (f4 ,! same duties are p]=m$ by ! same m5 9 ano!r mann]1 & on r$uc$ emolum5ts4 ,! army has be5 r$uc$ two companies 9 ea* ,regim5t1 by :i* a cr[d ( "y m5 are made sup]num]>ies2 & ! pay at "s places is r$uc$1 :i* x is ?\ght is only a prelude to its be+ r$uc$ g5]ally4 ,among ! natives great al>m has be5 occasion$ by an enquiry set on foot respect+ all lakhrage l&s1 n hi!rto rat$ 9 ! ,gov]nm5t books4 ,^! consi/ ( religi\s end[m5ts & l&s grant$ by =m] ,gov]nm5ts = s]vices done to ! /ate4 ,^!1 9 "s cases1 h be5 resum$1 & no hold] ( su* e/ate is c]ta9 ( reta9+ x4 ,9 ! public (fices _m cl]ks h be5 dismiss$1 & by ! civil arrangem5ts above allud$ to1 v _m are ?r[n out ( employm5t4 ,s t no "o ( any class or condition is satisfi$2 & "s p>ts ( ! army are all b 9 a /ate ( mut9y4 ,! mo/ sob]-m9d$ ,i "k (1 ?9k ! mak+ all ^! *anges toge!r1 injudici\s4 ,! necessity ( economy is ! reason assign$ = all ?is1 b surely ! spl5did ent]ta9m5ts giv5 by ! ,c\rt ( ,directors 9 ,london1 look n mu* l a necessity = tak+ f ! m]e subsi/5ce ( subalt]n (fic]s4 ,i try to be sil5t & to wait ! end4 ,c]ta9ly ! p]sonal "* ( our rul]s seem$ to promise u bright] prospects z to ! enc\ragem5t to be af=d$ to ,*ri/ian plans & improvem5t4 ,b no--!y give lib]ally ( _! own sub/ance to ,societies1 b n a rupee1 or a smile ( approbation mu/ come f ,gov]nm5t2 s t ! 8sy/em ( ,m5dicancy0 mu/ cont9ue "s "t long]40 ,) ref]5ce to ! same subject1 ! ,ar*deacon writes3-- ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,aug4 #af1 #ahbi4 8,a ?ir/ = le>n+ ,engli% has discov]$ itself all ov] ! c\ntry2 :i* no d\bt1 looks hopefully1 z to improvem5t4 ,x is dispirit+1 h[ev]1 t we h s few ,mission>ies1 & next1 t ! ,gov]nm5t %ut _! eyes m ob/9ately ?an ev] aga9/ e ?+ 9 ! %ape ( ,*ri/ian k4 ,9 answ] to an application = aid to a s*ool at ,me]ut1 9 :i* ,mahom$ans1 ,h9doos & ,*ri/ians are taught toge!r1 x 0 said1 t x w\ld n be "r to appropriate funds int5d$ = native education to in/ruct *ildr5 ( ,europeans1 i4 e4 ,indo-,britons4 ,& ,i h be5 appli$ to = an op9ion ab\t ! removal ( ! ,*apla9 f ,h[rah1 x n be+ "r1 ,gov]nm5t ?9ks1 to supply f funds rais$ f natives1 a religi\s e/abli%m5t = ,europeans1 except = ! ,company's s]vants4 ,i am endeav\r+1 ) no little anxiety1 y w suppose1 to combat ?is view ( ?+s1 & h be5 mu* assi/$ 9 ! matt] by ,w4 ,b4 :o is a ne> neighb\r4 ,i wi% y 7 ne>] ,london1 to speak a ^w to "s ( y\r old fri5ds1 n[ 9 ! ,direction1 to get a di/9ct recognition ( ! "r ( native ,*ri/ians1 includ+ c\ntry-born1 to a %>e 9 ! public measures = ! improvem5t ( ! c\ntry4 ,i h writt5 to ,p4 & %all write to ,mr4 ,a4 to ask x1 z he may1 ( ,"l ,e4 & ! ,bo>d ( ,control4 ,i am hopeless1 yet ! ab/ract "r ( ! claim might ga9 a he>+ :]e p]sonal int]e/ is out ( ! way2 & ! ,gov]nm5t has always act$ on ! pr9ciple t ! c\ntry-born %\ld %>e40 ,yet ?is settl$ det]m9ation on ! "p ( ! ,indian ,gov]nm5t1 to leave ,*ri/ianity & ,*ri/ian education to %ift = !mselves1 _h n ! effect ( slack5+ ,ar*deacon ,corrie's ex]tions to secure by private aid1 "s ( ^? advantages = ! ,*ri/ian population1 :i* he _h solicit$ 9 va9 f public res\rces4 ,two mon?s ant]ior to ! date ( ! =ego+ lett]1 he _h put into circulation 9 ,calcutta1 ! outl9e ( a plan = e/abli%+ 9 t city an ,in/itution1 :i* %\ld aim at promot+ ! int]e/s ( true religion 9 connection ) l>ge & lib]al education4 ,9 =w>d+ a copy ( ?is outl9e1 he writes3-- ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,calcutta1 ,augu/ #ai1 #ahbi4 8,by ! enclos$1 y w see :at has be5 occupy+ me1 9 "p1 = "s "t4 ,! class ( ,indo-,britons1 or ,ea/-,indians1 z !y beg9 to call !mselves1 is increas+ v fa/4 ,besides ! numb] 9 *>ity s*ools1 !re are n less ?an five hundr$ 9 bo>d+ s*ools1 9 ?is place4 ,n above "o hundr$ p]haps c pay1 s z to remun]ate ! ma/]s2 yet !y are all desc5dants ( g5tlem54 ,hi!rto !y h g5]ally be5 idle1 & dissipat$2 possess+ all ! vices ( bo? fa!r & "m1 )\t any ( ! r$eem+ po9ts 9 ei!r4 ,y w conclude !re h always be5 exceptions4 ,b1 )9 ^! fifte5 ye>s1 a *ange has be5 go+ on2 & a great improvem5t is becom+ visible among t class4 ,yet !y h hi!rto _h no bond ( union1 & /& sep>ate f all e/abli%$ ord]4 ,! ,diss5t]s1 be+ m on a level ) !m 9 mo/ respects1 & really ex]t+ !mselves = ! improvem5t ( ?is class1 w\ld ga9 ! majority ( !m ere long4 ,i hope1 if we c br+ ! plan ( ! ,prospectus to be>1 we may succe$ 9 e/abli%+ a connect+ l9k betwe5 ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 & ^! really ,coloni/s4 ,! l[] bran*1 or a ,gramm>-s*ool1 is fir/ to be attempt$2 ab\t tw5ty ?\s& rupees are set d[n1 9 %>es & donations2 & ) a l sum 9 addition1 we %all be able to make a beg9n+4 ,a ma/] w be want$ f ,engl&4 ,we c\ld1 ,i ?9k give him #ejj a ye>1 & a h\se1 wor? "h on ! l[e/ scale #bej m2 ) a p]-c5tage on any pr(its t might arise4444 ,we h a good deal to cont5d )3 fir/1 our ,gov]nor-g5]al1 to my great dismay1 has all b av[$ t ! improvem5t ( ! ,*ri/ian "p ( ! ,indian community is no "p ( 8 duty4 ,next1 a mo/ ext5sive =g]y ( ,gov]nm5t-bonds has be5 discov]$4 ,?ree hundr$ ?\s& p\nds1 x is said1 is n ! :ole ext5t ( x4 ,_m :o deal 9 ! funds1 f9d !y h b\ght =g$ bonds2 consequ5tly x is n a good "t = subscriptions4 ,& la/1 n lea/1 ,lib]alism prevails "h too1 z 9 ,engl&2 & w nei!r d good itself1 nor agree to any s*eme propos$ by o!rs1 if religion be includ$4 ,b we mu/ d :at we c4 ,o6 my he>t sick5s at ! proce$+s ( ,p>liam5t2 & ,i feel resign$1 at times1 to give my bones to ,india1 ,engl& be+ no long] ! l& ( attraction x 04 ,ano!r disc\ragem5t to ! s*eme inclos$ is1 t x has be5 decl>$ to be oppos$ to ,bi%op's ,college2 :]eas x w prove a p[]ful auxili>y1 by supply+ y\?s ^: abilities & dispositions h be5 tri$ z /ud5ts1 & c&idates = ,mission>y "w4 ,i am j n[1 also1 mu* occupi$ ) a correspond5ce ) ,gov]nm5t1 on ! subject ( supply+ religi\s in/ruction to ,*ri/ians n 9 ! imm$iate s]vice ( ,gov]nm5t4 ,i hold t !y ought to be suppli$4 ,! correspond5ce1 ,i expect1 w be ref]r$ home4 ,b :o c>es = religion 9 high places at home8 & :at c ! ,ar*bi%op d1 8 (fice be+ s little set by80 ,x rema9s n[ to subjo9 an outl9e ( ! ,ar*deacon's views1 respect+ su* a lib]al education on ,*ri/ian pr9ciples z1 9 8 judgm5t1 0 calculat$ to meet ! anomalies & exig5cies ( ! sev]al classes ( ,briti% subjects 9 our va/ ,ea/]n empire4 ,he propos$1 !n1 8,t a ,college %\ld be f\nd$ 9 ,calcutta1 9 :i*1 :il/ ! v>i\s bran*es ( ,lit]ature & ,sci5ce %\ld be made ! subjects ( in/ruction1 an ess5tial "p ( ! sy/em %\ld be1 to imbue ! m9ds ( ! y\?s ) a k ( ! ,doctr9es & ,duties ( ,*ri/ianity4 8,t ?is ,college %\ld be1 9 e way1 con=mable to ! ,unit$ ,*ur* ( ,engl& & ,irel&4 ,b z !re are also _m 9 ?is l& :o are n memb]s ( t ,*ur*1 & :o are at pres5t completely exclud$ f ! means ( be/[+ ^u _! *ildr5 a lib]al education1 x 0 fur!r propos$ t p]sons ( all p]suasions %\ld be p]mitt$ to att5d ! v>i\s classes 9 ! project$ sem9>y1 "u c]ta9 re/rictions1 b )\t su* re/ra9ts z %\ld g to int]f]e ) _! religi\s op9ions4 8,t 9 conduct+ ! ,in/itution1 a lib]al & enl>g$ c\rse ( education %\ld be pursu$1 adapt$ to ! respective atta9m5ts ( ! ,/ud5ts2 ! ,college to be divid$ into two dep>tm5ts1--a high] dep>tm5t = ! eld]1 & a l[] dep>tm5t = ! y\ng] /ud5ts4 8,! sy/em to comprise ,religi\s & ,moral in/ruction1 ,classical le>n+1 ,hi/ory1 ,mod]n ,languages1 ,ma!matics1 ,natural ,philosophy1 ,m$ic9e & ,surg]y1 ,*emi/ry1 ,jurisprud5ce1 & o!r bran*es1 z "t & circum/ances might admit ( & require4 8,! ,college to be op5 to ! sons ( native ,g5tlem51 z well z to all d5om9ations ( ,*ri/ians2 & to be divid$ into two sections1 viz41 "o consi/+ ( ^? :o %\ld con=m 9 all respects ) ! regulations ( ! ,in/itution1 to be designat$ #8,memb]s2' ! o!r section to consi/ ( ^? only1 :o might att5d ! classes = ! purpose ( receiv+ in/ruction4 8,! advantages ( ! ,in/itution to be available = all ,/ud5ts1 ) ! exception ( "s !ological privileges1 :i* unavoidably w\ld h to be re/rict$ to ! #8,memb]s' ( ! ,college3 no /ud5t1 n be+ a ,memb] ( ! ,college1 to be requir$ to comply ) any religi\s =m ( wor%ip1 provid$ he submitt$ to ! g5]al sy/em ( education1 pursu$ )9 its walls4 8,! b5efit ( att5d+ any c\rse ( ,lectures 9 ! high] bran*es to be af=d$ to all :o might be dispos$ to avail !mselves ( x1 "u ! prec$+ & su* o!r regulations z might be specifi$4 8,all /ud5ts ent]+ z #8,memb]s1' ( ! ,college1 to be requir$ to con=m 9 e respect1 to ! ,doctr9es1 ,usages & ,=ms ( ! ,unit$ ,*ur* ( ,engl& & ,irel&2 & ,memb]s ( ! ,college only to be receiv$ z resid5t /ud5ts )9 its walls1 & ^! to be subject to su* rules ( discipl9e1 & to su* an ext5t1 z may !reaft] be agre$ & det]m9$ ^u40 ,! great pr9ciple h[ev]1 :i* x 0 purpos$ to embody 9 ! project$ ,college 01 t :il/ 9 a ,*ri/ian community e sy/em ( g5]al education ought to comprise in/ruction 9 ! doctr9es & duties ( ,*ri/ianity2 & :il/1 9 ! !n exi/+ /ate ( society 9 ,india1 to compel all /ud5ts to comply ) ! =ms ( ,*ri/ian wor%ip1 w\ld be to defeat ! object :i* x 0 conceiv$ ! ,in/itution w\ld effect1 yet t 9 all education ! ,,^w ,,( ,,god ought to =m an indisp5sable elem5t4 ,x 0 ma9ta9$ by ! ,ar*deacon t )\t ?is1 ! acquisition ( o!r bran*es ( k c\ld nei!r be conducive to ! happ9ess ( ! individual1 nor to ! welf>e ( ! /ate4 ,x 01 int5d$1 also1 t ! ,college %\ld expressly h 9 view ! uphold+ ( ! anci5t ,in/itutions ( ,engl&1 & ! inculcation ( ^? doctr9es & t discipl9e :i* 7 pr(ess$ly held & taught by ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*4 ,x 0 propos$1 !re=e1 t none %\ld be 8memb]s0 ( ! ,college1 :o 7 n also memb]s ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&2 & t ^! %\ld1 z a matt] ( c\rse1 be requir$ to be pres5t at ,div9e ,s]vice to be p]=m$ )9 ! walls ( ! ,college1 & to be in/ruct$ z ,*ur*-(-,engl&-m54 ,x 0 :il/ matt]s ( su* public importance engag$ ! att5tion ( ,ar*deacon ,corrie1 t intellig5ce ( ! dea? ( ,mr4 ,?omason rea*$ ,calcutta4 ,9 not+ t ev5t ! ,ar*deacon writes to ,mr4 ,%]]3-- 8,y w h he>d ( ! ,*ur*'s loss 9 ! dea? ( ,mr4 ,?omason4 ,a blank is made n likely to be soon fill$ up4 ,i prea*$ a fun]al ,s]mon la/ ,sunday morn+1 7,augu/ #i71 9 8 old pulpit1 & did him :at hon\r ,i c\ld1 b f> b5ea? 8 wor?40 ,! ,ar*deacon _h1 also1 n[ to enc\nt] a b]eavem5t :i* m ne>ly t\*$ 8 natural affections4 ,8 fa!r _h di$ dur+ ! spr+ ( #ahbi2 & !re=e1 he writes ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,augu/ #bg1 #ahbi4 8,y\rs ( ! #f? ( ,may1 ) ,h5ry's note enclos$1 came to h& ye/]day aft]noon4 ,! black seal l$ me to =ebode ! ev5t :i* ! cont5ts ( ! lett] confirm$4 ,8 great age made su* an ev5t probable1 & to be look$ =2 & ) ! hope t we h t dea? to him 0 ga91 we _c compla91 mu* less #8sorr[ z ^? :o h no hope4' ,a great1 great blank is1 h[ev]1 occasion$ by my belov$ ,fa!r's removal2 & soon ! eld] bran*es ( 8 family w\ld be /rang]s to ^? ar\nd !m on e>?1 b = ! de> *>ges giv5 to !mselves40 ,f 8 ,j\rnal 7n[ s r>ely kept7 "s insight into ! ,ar*deacon's private commun+s is obta9$ 9 ! foll[+ memor&a3-- 8,sep4 #aa1 #ahbi4 8,if sp>$ to ! #bj?1 ,i %all h be5 tw5ty-?ree ye>s complete 9 ,india4 ,_m ?+s ( late comb9e to weigh d[n my spirits4 ,! defection ( ,mission>ies1 & n[ ( ,l4 :o ?\gh unwell1 w\ld n wi% to /ay if well4 ,! incl9ation ( ,gov]nm5t1 to )hold all aid f *ri/ian m9i/rations1 ev5 among ,*ri/ians3 beg9n+1 at once1 by )draw+ ! ,*apla9 f ,h[rah4 ,! dea? ( my fa!r2--& anxiety = my family1 con/itute a load ( c>e4 ,i am n con/itutionally prone to despond2 b nei!r c ,i ?r[ (f impressions z "s c4 ,! c>e !re=e1 ( answ]+ gov]nm5t1 & provid+ = ,h[rah 444 :il/ !y h r5d]$ me anxi\s1 h1 also1 /irr$ me up to ex]tion4 ,ye/]day 9 conv]sation ) ! ,gov]nor-g5]al1 ,i 0 enabl$ to speak freely1 yet respectfully ,i hope1 on ! duties ( ,mission>ies4 ,i po9t$ out to him ! diff]5t l9e ( /udy1 & reflection on ,mission>y call+s1 requir$ f t ( a ,m9i/] to in/ruct ,*ri/ians2 & ! wrong done to ! ,engli% societies & ! ,engli% public1 by employ+ ,mission>ies o!rwise ?an z ,mission>ies3 & appeal$ to him1 t1 not)/&+ ! duty due to ?is ,gov]nm5t1 :e!r z an ,engli% g5tleman he c\ld wi% ! "m c\ntry to be burd5$ ) ! *>ge ( ! religi\s in/ruction ( ,india8 ,t1 ,i 0 q c]ta91 t by provid+ = ! support ( ,*ri/ian in/ruction1 z occasions arose1 7on a mod]ate scale7 t ?is ,gov]nm5t ne$ n be burd5$2 &1 at ! same "t1 ,engl& w\ld be reliev$4 ,he said ) reg>d to ,h[rah1 he w\ld consid] m ( ! matt]40 8,sep4 #ai1 #ahbi4 8,9 conv]sation ) ,sir ,*>les ,grey1#adf on ! subjects lately />t$ by ,gov]nm5t1 respect+ ! duty1 or o!rwise1 ( apply+ rev5ues1 d]iv$ f ! natives ( ?is c\ntry to ! support ( religi\s wor%ip among ,*ri/ian settl]s1 he said1 ! anomaly ought n to be appli$ to t "o subject alone3 x comm5c$ 9 our tak+ ^u u to gov]n ! c\ntry at all4 ,a p ( /range tongue1 & cu/oms e way =eign to !irs1 come1 & sit d[n among ! ,h9doos1 & make !m pay = adm9i/]+ laws1 to :i* !y _h be5 unus$1 & introduce usages abhorr5t to _! modes ( ?9k+4 ,n[1 if we c d ?is 9 "o respect1 :y n 9 ano!r8 ,& if 9 m]e political & prud5tial matt]s1 = _! good1 z we say1 :y n 9 respect to religion1 :i* we hold to be ! greate/ ( all good80 ,x w be se5 t ! same important subject _h be5 adv]t$ to1 9 a lett]1 :i* 9 ! prospect ( ! r5ewal ( ! ,ea/ ,india ,company's *>t]1 ! ,ar*deacon _h rec5tly address$ ,,to ,,! ,,ar*bi%op ,,( ,,cant]bury4 8,!re are "s circum/ances 9 ! /ate ( ecclesia/ical affairs "h1 :i* x seems desirable y\r ,grace %\ld be acqua9t$ ) be=e ! r5ewal ( ! ,ea/ ,india ,company's ,*>t]1 ) a view to _! be+ put into "s way ( ord] at lea/1 & settl$ by an ackn[l$g$ rule4 8#a4 ,x is n di/9ctly und]/ood h[ ! law ( m>riage /&s 9 ?is c\ntry4 ,x is ackn[l$g$ t ! m>riage acts h n _h1 & h n n[1 any =ce 9 ?is c\ntry2 b ,bi%op ,middleton held t ?is ,see1 be+ atta*$ to ! ,prov9ce ( ,cant]bury by ,act ( ,p>liam5t or ! ,lett]s ,pat5t1 has become subject to ! ecclesia/ical law ( ,engl&1 :i* requires m>riages to be celebrat$ by a ,cl]gyman1 & )9 ,canonical h\rs4 ,& ?is rule 0 g5]ally adh]$ to till ! late ,bi%op cons5t$ to an ord] ( ,gov]nm5t sanction+ m>riages by public ,function>ies1 bo? civil & milit>y2 & direct+ !m to be regi/]$ by ! ,regi/r> ( ! ,ar*deaconry3 & ?us matt]s /& at pres5t4 ,"s ( our fir/ lawy]s say1 t m>riage by a layman is to all purposes good2 o!rs say1 only to "s purposes2 t x b9ds ! p>ties1 b conf]s no "r ( d[] on ! wid[1 or ( inh]itance on ! (fspr+4 ,x is ( great importance t "s decl>ation on ! subject1 by au?ority1 %\ld be set =?4 ,i "k t a good deal ( anxiety is at times exp]i5c$ by "s :o h be5 m>ri$ by laym52 & sev]al sons ( m5 ( rank & prop]ty are among ! s]vants ( ?is ,gov]nm5t1 :o may ev5tually be deeply affect$1 %\ld any irregul>ity be discov]$ 9 ! pres5t sy/em4 ,up to ,m>* #ahbh1 ! ,*apla9s 7 on all occasions appli$ to1 to celebrate m>riages1 & !y _h (t5 long j\rneys to make = ?is purpose2 b n[1 unless !y be ne> at h&1 _m d n c>e to s5d = !m1 :il/ ! sanction ( ! ,gov]nm5t makes no diff]5ce :atev] 9 ! law ( ! case4 ,an easy rem$y w\ld be1 ! keep+ ! numb] ( ,*apla9s always full1 tak+ measures t ,*apla9s retir+ %\ld be oblig$ to an e>ly det]m9ation on ! po9t soon aft] _! return to ,engl&1 & n1 z at pres5t1 be all[$ to l+] on = ye>s1 keep+ _! places unsuppli$4 ,an increase ( ,*apla9s is1 ,i fe>1 out ( ! "q2 yet w\ld x n be1 if b a common reg>d = ! cr$it ( our religion & ! religi\s welf>e ( ,*ri/ian subjects exi/$ :]e x %\ld4 ,9 _m ( ! di/ricts ( ?is ,presid5cy1 especially 9 ^? mo/ fav\rable to ! gr[? ( indigo & sug>1 & 9 "s degree 9 all ( !m1 _m ,*ri/ian settl]s h fix$ !mselves4 ,a ,di/rict1 y\r ,grace w "k1 is z l>ge z an ,engli% c\nty2 & if a ,*apla9 7 appo9t$ at ! *ief /ation1 :]e mo/ ( ! s]vants ( ,gov]nm5t reside1 & :]e !re are g5]ally f five to fifte5 families1 !y w\ld be at h& to celebrate ,*ri/ian rites 9 ! ,di/rict2 & on ,fe/ivals1 "p ( ! ,*ri/ians resid5t 9 ! ,di/rict w\ld resort = div9e s]vice to ! head /ation4 ,if want ( funds prev5t$ su* appo9tm5ts1 ! necessity mu/ be pati5tly submitt$ to1 b f ! gr\nd-r5t ( ! :ole c\ntry1 surely ! ,ea/ ,india ,company ought to make "s res]ve = religi\s purposes beyond ! m]e wants ( ! milit>y4 ,b ?is is connect$ ) ano!r po9t to :i* ,i w\ld n[ entreat y\r ,grace's att5tion4 8#b4 ,hi!rto x 0 ?\ght "h1 t only ! fewness ( ! ,*ri/ian portion ( ! inhabitants prev5t$ appropriations be+ made f ! res\rces ( ,gov]nm5t = _! religi\s in/ruction3 b x is n[ answ]$1 t ,*ri/ians h no claim on ,gov]nm5t = religi\s in/ruction1 & t 9 fact x w\ld n be "r to appropriate rev5ue d]iv$ f ! natives ( ?is c\ntry1 to ! supply+ ( ,*apla9s to ,*ri/ian settl]s4 ,n[ ! settl]1 prop]ly speak+1 7i4 e4 p]sons ^: bir?-place is 9 ,brita91 & :o are /ill look+ to ,brita9 z a home17 are few 9 numb]4 ,!re are n above #ajjj ( t description beyond ! b\nd>ies ( ,calcutta1 & n half a doz5 ( !m 9 any "o place4 ,!y are scatt]$ ov] ! face ( ! c\ntry4 ,b if by settl]s y\r ,grace und]/& desc5dants ( ,europeans born 9 ?is c\ntry1 & ( :i* class _m ( ! ,indigo-plant]s1 scatt]$ up & d[n ! c\ntry1 are1 & include 9 !m desc5dants ( private soldi]s by native mo!rs1 & *ildr5 ( all descriptions ( ,briti%1 & :o h be5 increas+ = m ?an #ajj ye>s1 x w1 ,i ?9k1 appe> t ! t]m is n applicable to !m4 ,!y are1 to all int5ts1 native-born subjects ( ?is ,gov]nm5t1 ! (fspr+ ( ! soil4 ,( ?is class !re are 9 ,calcutta n few] ?an #djjj2 & at all ! pr9cipal /ations ( ! army1 & 9 e place :]e ,europeans h be5 /ation$1 !y are to be f\nd f #cj to #cjj at ea*4 ,i h plac$ ! subject 9 ?is light t y\r ,grace may be aw>e ( ! true /ate ( ! class ,i h 9 view4 8,x is said t ,european settl]s h no claim on ?is ,gov]nm5t = a religi\s e/abli%m5t4 ,i w n /ay to argue t po9t2 b !n1 ,i ma9ta91 t ^! ,indo-,britons are native-born subjects ( ! ,briti% ,indian ,gov]nm5t1 &1 !re=e1 h a claim on a ,gov]nm5t n only ,*ri/ian1 b proprietors ( ! l&3 9 fact bo? k+ & l&lord4 ,x has be5 (ficially ann\nc$ t s*ools 9 :i* ! *ildr5 ( ,europeans 7i4 e4 p]haps remov$ six g5]ations f ! ,european /ock17 are taught toge!r ) ,h9doos & ,mahom$ans1 h no claim on ! funds appropriat$ to native education4 ,%all we !n apply to ! ,briti% ,p>liam5t = an annual grant1 z = ,canada8 ,! ma9 object !n is to procure f ! prop] qu>t] an ackn[l$gm5t ( ! duty ( apply+ "s "p ( ! rev5ue ( ?is c\ntry to ! education & religi\s in/ruction ( native ,*ri/ians1 9 _! proportions1 z to t ( ,h9doos & ,mahom$ans4 8,x is only lately x has become kn[n "h t ! ,ea/ ,india ,company's ,*>t] is to be r5ew$ 9 ! next session ( ,p>liam5t1 :i* mu/ plead my excuse = ?is intrusion40 ,x 0 ab\t ?is "t t ,ar*deacon ,corrie suppli$ ! place ( ! ,gov]nm5t *apla9 at ,b>rackpore1 9 ! abs5ce ( ! ,rev4 ,h4 ,fi%]1 :o _h proce$$ up ! c\ntry4 ,except 9 t p>ticul>1 !re occurr$ b little v>iety 9 ! occupations ( ! ,ar*deacon4 ,8 lett]s1 h[ev]1 m5tion 8 desire = ! arrival ( ! ,bi%op4 ,?us 9 writ+ to 8 bro!r he obs]ves3-- 8,i am by no means at ease 9 my appo9tm5t1 f ! increas+ ill-w ( p :o nei!r d any ?+ to purpose !mselves1 nor w let ^? alone :o are do+ :at !y c4 ,& if ,i add1 t we h at ?is "t ! hotte/ wea!r ,i h ev] exp]i5c$ 9 ,b5gal1 hav+ no cessation day or night1 = ne>ly a week pa/1 & no imm$iate prospect ( *ange--! catalogue ( ill may seem complete4 ,b1 ,o6 no ill h ,i exp]i5c$1 comp>$ ) ! lea/ ,i e day des]ve2 & mu* ( m]cy rema9s to m+le 9 ! cup4 ,! dep>ture ( my belov$ fa!r f ,col/]wor?1 seem$ mu* to weak5 my tie to ,engl&1 8 dea? /ill m4 ,?is c\ntry may n[ become my home = ! rema9d] ( my pilgrimage4 ,my /r5g? is wond]fully r5ew$1 yet ,i _c conceive ( any 9 ,engl&1 n positively ill1 exp]i5c+ ! lassitude ,i am seldom free f4 ,yet ! y\ng] sons ( ! be/ ,engli% families1 are com+ out 9 ?is s]vice 9 cr[ds1 & ev5 ! heirs app>5t to titles2 su* we are told is ! difficulty ( provid+ 9 any cr$itable way1 = ! sons ( ! g5try40 ,! ,ar*deacon adds3-- 8,i "k n :e!r y h "t to read ,reviews4 ,i ?9k !y are1 z f> z ! facts detail$ c be reli$ on1 ! hi/ory ( ,provid5ce1 & ! la/ article#adg 9 ! ,qu>t]ly = ,april1 seems on true gr\nds to =ebode mu* di/ress to ,brita94 ,?is also falls 91 ,i ?9k1 ) ! prophetic intimations respect+ ^! times4 ,i see no gr\nd :atev]1 = ! doctr9es ( a #8,p]sonal ,reign1' or a fir/ lit]al resurrection1 b ,i d ?9k ) ,scott1 t ! witnesses are ab\t to be sla94 ,mr4 ,fab]'s idea ( tr\ble at h&1 seems j 9 agreem5t2 ?\gh ,i h no idea ( two ,*ur*es be+ repres5t$ by ! #8witnesses4' ,!re c be b "o true ,*ur*2 b :e!r x be ! witnesses cont9u+ to prophecy 9 sackclo?1 /ill1 ! result is likely to be ! same2 & ,engl& n[ 9 league ) ! ,apo/acy1#adh mu/ n expect to escape ! plagues1 "u :i* x %all utt]ly p]i%4 ,babylon is already fall5 9 ! purpose ( ,god1 & unless ,engl& purge away ! leav5 t has crept into h]1 ) ,babylon mu/ be h] end40 ,ab\t ! middle ( ,novemb] #ahbi1 ! ,ar*deacon 0 releas$ f mu* anxiety1 & depression ( spirits1 by ! return to ,india ( ,mrs4 ,corrie4 ,9 ann\nc+ h] safe arrival1 he writes ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,nov4 #cj1 #ahbi4 8,to me ! m]cy is beyond expression4 ,y c nev] "k ! depression ( a sep>ation su* z ,i h exp]i5c$4 ,dea? alone c\ld h r5d]$ x m hopeless1 b sc>cely less pa9ful3 b ?anks be to ,god x is ov]1 & if x be ,8 w1 may no su* trial befal me aga96 ,our anxieties are n[ ab\t our *ildr54 ,!y seem plac$ 9 mo/ desirable circum/ances3 may ! bless+ ( ,god b att5d ! in/ructions !y receive6 ,:il/ we _c b desire t !y %\ld acquire useful k1 & n be altoge!r )\t ! k ( ! usual mann]s ( _! class 9 life1 our he>ts' *ief pray] & desire ( ,god = !m is1 t !y may become wise unto salvation4' 444 ,h[ preci\s t promise1 #8,i w be ?y ,god1 & ! ,god ( ?y se$6' ,b = ?is :at c\ld we d = !m at ?is di/ance8 ,b our ,god he>e? pray]2 ,he rememb]e? 8 #8cov5ant to a ?\s& g5]ations4' ,9 read+ ,deut]onomy1 ! expression1 #8t x may be well ) !e & ?y se$ aft] !e1' supplies bo? a /imulus to duty & an enc\ragem5t4 ,:il/ we are ab\t our ,"l's "w "h1 ,he w be m]ciful & graci\s to our *ildr540 ,x 0 n[ t !re occurr$ an ev5t ( great moral & political importance to ,india4 ,all ! ,mission>ies 9 ,calcutta & neighb\rhood1 _h "s mon?s ago pres5t$ a memorial to ,"l ,william ,b5t9ck1 respect+ ! cruel practice ( wid[-burn+2 & ,gov]nm5t _h be5 9 ! habit ( disc\rag+ t revolt+ sup]/ition )\t v5tur+ directly to prohibit x4 ,b1 aft] satisfy+ !mselves ( ! feel+s ( ! ,native army & ,native community1 ! ,gov]nor ,g5]al 9 ,c\ncil1 took ! decisive /ep ( adopt+ a ,regulation on ! #d? ( ,decemb]1 to ! effect ( decl>+ 8! habit ( ,suttee1 or burn+ or bury+ alive ! wid[s ( ,h9doos1 illegal & puni%able by ! ,crim9al ,c\rts40 ,soon aft] ! date ( ?is ,regulation1 ,bi%op ,turn]1 7:o _h be5 consecrat$ 9 ! prec$+ ,may17 arriv$ 9 ,calcutta4 ,! ,ar*deacon hav+ m5tion$ 9 a lett] to 8 bro!r1 t ! ,bi%op prea*$ 9 ! ,ca!dral = ! fir/ "t on ,sunday1 #ac? ,decemb]1 obs]ves 8,bi%op ,turn] seems to come 9 a _s ( ,*ri/ian conciliation4 ,i w n say mu* le/ ,i %\ld be disappo9t$4 ,he is1 h[ev]1 lik$1 & w be popul> 9 all probability40 ,!n aft] hav+ /at$ h[ mu* ! acc\nt :i* ,mrs4 ,corrie _h giv5 ( 8 relatives 9 ,engl&1 _h 8rek9dl$ 9 him a desire to be aga9 among !m10 ! ,ar*deacon adds1 8,i am h[ev] ?\ght1 ,i f9d1 a p>ty man 9 ,*ur* politics1 & x may be s 9 "p1 b h[ f> x is "r or n y _c tell4 ,i h said to ,h4 t x is an easy matt] = y at home to ca/ y\r gu9ea into ! treasury ( ?is or t ,society1 9 ! hope t good w arise f x2 b ! application ( y\r b\nty1 is a m difficult op]ation4 ,:e!r ,jesus ,*ri/ %all be set =? 9 ! glory ( ,8 grace be=e ! ,g5tiles1 or %all be made a m]e #8,ma/] ( ! c]emonies1' z ,h]vey#adi expresses x1 to introduce to ! ,div9e pres5ce human m]it1 is no indiff]5t "q4 ,& "h we h to decide ^u t "q1 9 ! application ( ,engli% lib]ality4 ,b inde$1 bro!r1 ,i try to wat* ov] myself 9 ?is respect also2 & if ,i _h opportunity1 c\ld coop]ate ) ev5 a ,papi/1 9 ! conv]sion ( ! hea!n4 ,i d ?9k1 h[ev]1 t :at ,i h done has effect$ good40 ,!n ) ref]5ce to ! late ,gov]nm5t ,regulation he obs]ves1 8,if ,i %\ld say no?+ ab\t ! abolition ( ,suttee1 y w\ld ?9k x /range4 ,great hon\r has ! ,gov]nm5t ga9$ 9 ?is matt]4 ,addresses ( congratulation to ,"l ,w4 ,b41 f ! ,european ,society1 & f ! ,h9doo also1 & ,mahom$an classes1 are gett+ sign$ by numb]s40 ,to 8 ,si/]1 also1 ! ,ar*deacon writes 8,dec4 #ag1 #ahbi4 8,! glori\s abolition ( ,suttee1 w di/+ui% ! pres5t ,gov]nm5t1 :5 ! discont5t aris+ f retr5*m5t w be =gott540 ,!n ) reg>d to ! expect$ r5ewal ( ! *>t] ( ! ,ea/ ,india ,company1 he adds 8,! m g5]al admission ( ,europeans into ?is c\ntry seems det]m9$ ^u2 :i* w help =w>d ! progress ( ,*ri/ianity1 9 its remote consequ5ces2 b w probably ru9 _m 9 a temporal po9t ( view4 ,f all ,i c le>n1 comm]ce is a los+ conc]n to ! m]*ant g5]ally4 ,! m]e ag5t1 ( c\rse1 d$ucts 8 commission f ! scanty produce1 & ?rives4 ,b :at is all ?is to y1 ,i beg9 to ?9k1 al?\gh1 inde$1 9 its consequ5ces1 x may ext5d ev5 to ,morcott4 ,a few ye>s1 ,i h he>d "s exp]i5c$ m5 say1 is likely to produce a g5]al cra%2 & !n our divid5ds & p5sions may be put 9 jeop>dy3 s t m]e selfi%ness might make "o alive to national affairs2 :il/ to ! ,*ri/ian !y supply matt] = mu* pray] & solicitude be=e ,god4 ,my fav\rite !me1 inspiration & song1 is mu* involv$ 9 all ?is progress ( ?+s4 ,x may be t 9 "t ( adv]sity m5 may consid] h[ mu* _! all dep5ds on ,god1 & may become m c>eful ( mission>y "w1 :i* is s peculi>ly ,8 own4 ,we h _h days ( ease & outw>d prosp]ity1 & little he>t has be5 f\nd1 & little ( a "r _s1 ev5 9 ^? :o fav\r ! righte\s cause40 ,( ! new ,bi%op ( ,calcutta1 ! ,ar*deacon obs]ves-- 8,he promises to be ev]y?+ desirable 9 8 /ation1 & y w be glad to he> t he approves ( all my public acts4 ,i h %ewn him1 also1 a lett] :i* ,i wrote to ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury1 all ( :i* he approves & said1 t he _h no?+ to d b to foll[ up ! views !re /at$40 ,)9 a mon? ( ! date ( ?is lett]1 "o ( ^? failures 9 ! m]cantile _w occurr$1 :i* "s 8exp]i5c$ m50 _h anticipat$4 ,! ,ar*deacon1 writ+ 8( g5]al news10 obs]ves ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,calcutta1 ,jan4 #h4 #ahbi4 8,! failure ( ,palm]'s h\se has creat$ ! mo/ ext5sive ru9 = a long "t exp]i5c$4 ,?ree millions are said to be ! ext5t ( ! debts3 !y promise to pay half1 b x does n seem to be expect$4 ,?is1 ) ! =g]ies y h he>d (1 am\nt+1 ,i am told1 to tw5ty-two ,lacs1 h giv5 a lesson ( ! unc]ta9ty ( ri*es su* z p]haps nev] occurr$1 at "o "t1 9 any s+le community be=e4 ,x is impossible to enum]ate ! losses su/a9$ by individuals4 ,"s r$uc$ f weal? to no?+2 o!rs f a pittance to begg>y4 ,truly #8ri*es make to !mselves w+s & fly away1' b ?is w make no "o1 x is to be fe>$1 less eag] 9 ! pursuit ( !m40 ,aft] relat+ "s private matt]s connect$ ) ! /ate ( society 9 ,calcutta1 ! ,ar*deacon proce$s 8,! ,bi%op held 8 fir/ ,visitation la/ ,w$nesday1 ! #f? in/4 ,he _h appo9t$ me to prea*1 & aft]w>ds ,i 0 reque/$ by ! ,bi%op & ,cl]gy to publi% ! ,s]mon4 ,! ,bi%op told me privately t x 0 ! ?+ ( all o!rs1 he %\ld wi% to s5d to ,engl& at ?is "t4 ,i feel grateful = ! acceptance1 :il/ ,i _c b feel1 t "t & circum/ances1 & n ! m]its ( ! ,s]mon1 call x =?4#aej444 ,! ,bi%op seems b5t on conciliation1 ) m decision ?an 8 pr$ecessor4444 ,he has become ,patron ( ! ,calcutta ,bible ,society1 ,presid5t ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 & is to preside ?is ev5+ at a public meet+ ( ! ,bible ,association 9 ! ,t[n ,hall4 ,he has att5d$ ! exam9ation ( s*ools1 at ,mirzapore1 ,mrs4 ,wilson's s*ool1 ! ,female ,orphan ,asylum1 & o!r ,in/itutions4 8,jan4 #af?4 ,among ! sudd5 *anges :i* occur "h frequ5tly1 n ! lea/ unexpect$1 is ! sev]e illness ( ! ,bi%op's ,*apla91 & ! necessity1 z ! doctors affirm1 ( 8 return to ,europe4 ,9 consequ5ce1 ! ,bi%op reque/$ z a p]sonal k9dness1 t we w\ld take up our abode ) him4 ,aft] two days delib]ation1 we h agre$ to d s1 n )\t mu* appreh5sion on my "p4 ,to keep a consci5ce void ( (f5ce1 bo? t[>ds ,god & man1 w1 ,i fe>1 n be easy2 b _m advantages may arise f ! arrangem5t1 if we c b keep ! ev5 pa? ( duty4 ,! ,bi%op may be r5d]$ m happy 9 8 "w2 & social pray]1 :i* 7 he alone mu/ be omitt$1 w also help to keep up 9 him1 z well z 9 u1 prop] feel+s z well z "r views4 ,i %all b5efit by 8 conv]sation1 & le>n some:at ( ! alt]$ /ate ( society 9 ,engl&1 z all ,i he> leads me to conclude4 ,our mutual (ficial duties may be m readily effect$1 & ! plans ( ! v>i\s ,societies c>ri$ =w>d40 ,! foll[+ notice ( pass+ ev5ts1 z giv5 9 ! same lett]1 may n be )\t int]e/3-- 8,y w\ld be delight$ to see h[ cr[d$ ! ,old ,*ur* n[ is4 ,ye/]day ! ,bi%op prea*$ !re4 ,! city is n[ divid$ into p>i%es1 & ea* is to h its own ve/ry1 & c>e ( its own poor4 ,ye/]day a s]mon 0 prea*$1 & #agec ,rs4 collect$ = ! poor ( ! ,old ,*ur* di/rict4444 ,! ,bi%op has confirm$ #cag p]sons1 :i*1 consid]+ t a confirmation 0 held 9 ,june1 #ahbh1 %ews a rapid increase ( population40 ,on ! #ah? ( ,febru>y #ahcj1 ! ,ar*deacon & 8 wife w5t to reside at ! palace z ! ,bi%op's inmates2 & ! foll[+ memor&um1 :i* occurs "u t date1 9 8 private ,j\rnal1 does b reit]ate ! s5tim5ts conta9$ 9 ! prec$+ lett]3-- 8,we h to-day ent]$ on a new c\rse1 by tak+ up our abode ) ! ,bi%op1 on 8 invitation4 ,x has be5 ! subject ( mu* anxiety ) u1 & ( pray]4 ,! reasons :i* det]m9$ u to ?is /ep are ^!3--#a/4 ,! ,bi%op's k9d invitation3--,8 lonel9ess f ! dep>ture ( ,mr4 ,c>t]2 & ! hope t our be+ "h1 may help to keep up ! habits ( dome/ic religion to :i* he _h = "s "t be5 accu/om$4 #bnd4 ,on our own "p1 ! desire to b5efit by 8 conv]sation & ext5sive acquirem5ts2 & to be work]s toge!r 9 ! progress ( improvem5t1 bo? 9 & out ( ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*1 especially 9 ! "w ( missions4 #crd4 ,z x respects our usefulness 9 society1 we %all be prev5t$ %ew+ hospitality to ! same ext5t z =m]ly2 & if x %\ld prev5t any ( our "y fri5ds1 :o are aim+ at improvem5t 9 p]sonal piety1 f visit+ u1 ! *ange w be unfav\rable2 b x w1 also1 cut u (f f mu* unpr(itable visit+ & exp5ce1 to :i*1 ( late ye>s1 we h be5 mu* expos$1 & by :i* ,i h be5 mu* tri$4 #d?4 ,we %all be mu* m "u re/ra9t ?an 9 our own sep>ate dwell+2 b %all at ! same "t see m ( ea* o!r1 & = ?is we h be5 sigh+ = ye>s pa/4 ,o t we may b be enabl$ to improve ! opportunities af=d$1 to our mutual gr[? 9 e gift1 & especially 9 ! love ( ! ,savi\r1 z well z ^? ?+s :i* make = our ev]la/+ peace6 ,= ?is we are insuffici5t ( ourselves4 ,may ! grace ( ,*ri/ re/ ^u u1 & !n %all we prosp]60 ,dur+ ! ye> #ahbi an edition ( ! ,book ( ,common ,pray] 9 ,h9doo/anee hav+ be5 pr9t$ by ! ,calcutta ,correspond+ ,committee ( ! ,pray]-,book & ,homily ,society1 "u ! sup]9t5d5ce ( ,ar*deacon ,corrie1 he =w>d$ a copy ( t important "w to ,engl&1 = ! purpose ( hav+ x pres5t$ to ! public libr>y 9 ,cambridge4 ,8 reason = do+ ?is is ?us /at$ 9 a lett]1 ( ,m>* #e1 #ahcj1 ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,i h be5 l$ to d ?is f our ,bi%op tak+ ! tr\ble to s5d a copy to ! ,bodleian ,libr>y at ,ox=d4 ,if x be wor?y ( a place 9 ! "o1 z ! ,bi%op ?9ks1 x may be equally s ( a place at ,cambridge40 ,! hi/ory ( a "w by means ( :i* ! ,s]vices ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& 7 fir/ made accessible to ! ,native *ri/ians ( ,h9doo/an1 may n "h be omitt$1 especially z t hi/ory has be5 suppli$ by ! ,ar*deacon himself4 ,to ! ,secret>y ( ! ,calcutta ,correspond+ ,committee ( ! ,pray]-,book & ,homily ,society1 he writes 8,:5 ,i began ?is edition ( ! ,book ( ,common ,pray] 9 ,h9doo/anee1#aea x 0 at fir/ int5d$ to h alt]$ v little f ! ,comp5dium1 pr9t$ by ! ,pray] ,book & ,homily ,society 9 ,london1 b a ne> adh]5ce to t model 0 soon f\nd impracticable4 ,i w "h /ate1 t ! above ,comp5dium1 :i* is usually ascrib$ to ! late ,rev4 ,h4 ,m>tyn1 0 ! fruit ( my own lab\r fifte5 ye>s ago1 & t ) v inadequate help4 ,x seems b due to t em95t s*ol>1 t ,i %\ld publicly av[ ?is1 z 8 translation ( ! ,new ,te/am5t1 %[s h[ inf]ior ! ,comp5dium ( ! ,pray] ,book is to 8 /yle1 & h[ altoge!r unwor?y ( 8 fame4 ,! ,comp5dium h[ev]1 has answ]$ an important purpose2 ! want ( some?+ ( ! k9d 0 s mu* felt by _m native *ri/ians1 t x 0 eag]ly adopt$ by !m1 & its imp]fections ev5 h ga9$ curr5cy among !m4 8,x 0 at fir/ int5d$1 also to h pr9t$ a small portion only ( ! new edition1 ) a view to collect ! op9ions ( compet5t p]sons1 respect+ ! execution2 b ! difficulty ( obta9+ su* op9ions1 f ! complete occupation ( ! "t ( e public ,function>y 9 8 (ficial duties1 is well kn[n2 & ! delay t mu/ inevitably arise on t plan1 to ! accompli%m5t ( a "w mu* ne$$1 seem$ to urge ! necessity ( mak+ ! mo/ ( pres5t "t1 & ( us+ ! assi/ance provid5tially suppli$1 :il/ x c\ld be _h4 ,on ?is acc\nt ! :ole ( ! ,book ( ,common ,pray]1 includ+ e "p ( ! ,rubric & ,articles ( ,religion1 has be5 pr9t$4 ,! ,/ate ,pray]s1 z !y are usually call$1 are n includ$1 nor ! ,psalms3 ! latt]1 are pr9t$ sep>ately by ! ,auxili>y ,bible ,society1 & c be suppli$ 9 t =m to congregations prep>$ to use !m4 ,aft] ! translation 0 f9i%$1 ! native assi/ants 7 necess>ily reta9$1 till ! "w %\ld be c>ri$ ?r\gh ! ,press3 ?is af=d$ opportunity = translat+ ! ,ord9ation ,s]vices also1 & #ajj copies 7 pr9t$4 ,( ! :ole ,book ?ree hundr$ copies h be5 pr9t$2 & to #ajj copies ( ^! are add$ ! ,ord9ation ,s]vices4 ,^!1 x may be said1 are n likely soon to be br\ght into use1 b t seems no reason :y ! mode adopt$ by our ,*ur*1 9 ^! s]vices1 & ! scriptural s5tim5ts !y brea!1 %\ld n be laid op5 to ! natives ( ?is c\ntry4 ,besides ^! complete copies1 #ajjj copies ( ! ,psalt] h be5 pr9t$ = m g5]al di/ribution4 ,ow+ to my abs5ce f ,calcutta1 m ( ! ,occasional ,(fices 7 add$ ?an is usual 9 su* a ,comp5dium2 b ?\gh a little m exp5ce has ?us be5 incurr$1 ! "w is m valuable4 ,"o ?\s& copies1 also1 ( ! ,morn+ & ,ev5+ ,pray]s & ,litany1 ) ! occasional ,pray]s & ,?anksgiv+s1 h be5 pr9t$ 9 ,nagree1 = ! b5efit ( ,*ri/ians :o use only t "*4 8,x seems necess>y to /ate1 t "s ,engli% t]ms h be5 reta9$1 an explanation ( !m be+ giv5 9 p>5!sis1 :]e !y are fir/ us$4 ,on ?is po9t !re w probably be a diff]5ce ( op9ion1 b z ! ,engli% t]ms are famili> to ,native ,*ri/ians connect$ ) ! ,briti%2 & ! words1 ,sacram5t1 ,baptism1 & su* l1 d]iv$ f ! ,lat9 ,scriptures1 are us$ by ! num]\s ,roman ,ca?olic ,*ri/ians ( ?is c\ntry1 ! reta9+ ( !m 9 ! ,pray] ,book1 is at lea/ useful to ^! classes1 :il/ x is obvi\s1 t ! words1 ,l5t1 ,:it-sunday1 & "s o!rs1 d n at all expla9 ! ev5ts !y are us$ to di/+ui%1 & a ^w common to sev]al classes ( *ri/ians1 & to :i* !y all atta* ! same mean+1 may z well be us$ z any o!r1 :il/ x t5ds to unite !m by a common phraseology4 8,! assi/ance ,i h receiv$ f a p]son br\ght up 9 ! c\ntry1 & well v]s$ 9 ! writ]s1 bo? 9 ,p]sian & ,h9doo/anee1 mo/ e/eem$ by le>n$ natives1 all[s me to hope t ! translation1 g5]ally1 is likely to be> ! te/ ( c&id criticism4 ,! *ief objection :i* ,i anticipate1 arises f ! difficulty ( clo?+ _m ideas peculi>ly ,*ri/ian1 9 popul> language4 ,! natives ( ?is c\ntry1 at ! same "t1 g5]ally h ! ideas !mselves to acquire1 & ! *ri/ian tea*] may !re=e z readily expla9 ! mean+ ( an appropriate t]m1 z1 by us+ circumlocutions1 l[] ! /&>d ( ! language & keep 8 p 9 a l[ /ate ( m5tal cultivation4 ,i w only add t (t5 ! atta*+ a %ade ( diff]5ce to ! mean+ ( a ^w1 w\ld lead to a conclusion unfav\rable to ! translator1 )\t cause3 ,i am at ! same "t aw>e1 t improvem5ts may be made 9 ! "w1 & hope1 if life & opportunity be v\*saf$1 to br+ =? h]eaft] a m p]fect edition40 ,9 ! same lett] to 8 bro!r1 :i* is ref]r$ to above1 ! ,ar*deacon /ates 8,our affairs "h g on 9 "o uni=m c\rse ( public grumbl+1 & private discont5t4 ,all :o are t\*$ by ! retr5*m5ts ( ,gov]nm5t1 ?9k !y h cause to compla91 & ! army are c]ta9ly h>dly us$4 ,b ,i try to h little to say 9 ^! matt]s4 ,mission>y matt]s & education1 supply suffici5t employm5t )\t go+ into politics4 ,we w\ld fa9 make fa/] progress1 b sickness1 & ob/acles aris+ f climate1 h9d] u2 & we mu/ be cont5t to foll[ ! c\rse ( ,provid5ce1 & n to =ce x4 8,y w h he>d ?r\gh ,%]]1 t we h become "p ( ! ,bi%op's h\sehold4 ,i f9d 8 conv]sation v improv+3 he is naturally *e]ful1 & our int]c\rse is easy & agreeable4 ,a "p ( 8 plan is to con/itute 8 ,ar*deacons1 8 commiss>ies1 & to delegate to !m ! details ( ! respective ,ar*deaconries4 ,i cont9ue1 !re=e1 a ,bi%op 9 p>tibus /ill1 & hav+ su* opportunities ( ref]5ce to ! ,bi%op on all occasions1 ,i am n likely to commit ! int]e/s ( ! *ur*4 ,! only po9t on :i* ,i diff] f ! ,bi%op1 is on ! policy ( all[+ ,mission>ies to engage 9 ,engli% duties4 ,?is is a f> easi] employm5t1 ?an prop] mission>y "w1 & x is1 moreov]1 a misapplication ( ,mission>y funds4 ,x w also prev5t1 ,i fe>1 ! ,ea/ ,india ,company1 f contribut+ z !y ought1 to ! support ( a m9i/ry = _! *ri/ian subjects4 8,i sc>cely "k :at "p ( our hi/ory "h w mo/ int]e/ y4 ,! abolition ( ,suttee w no d\bt be he>d ( all ov] ,europe4 ,! la/ ye> pres5t$ a return ( #hjj wid[s1 & upw>d1 consign$ to ! fire 9 ?is presid5cy4 ,( ^! upw>ds ( #fjj took place 9 ,b5gal2 s t 9 ?is "o prov9ce ! /r5g? ( ! practice lay4 ,a consid]able s5sation has !re=e be5 felt 9 ,calcutta1 b no :]e else4 ,at ,b5>es1 ,suttees h be5 ev5 prev5t$1 & ! poor wid[ 7glad no d\bt7 retir$ quietly home1 say+1 ,su* 0 h] fate4 ,:at has be5 said aga9/ ! abolition 9 ,calcutta1 has be5 *iefly by "s ( ! mo/ weal?y4 ,!y are n1 h[ev]1 unit$2 argum5ts pro & con are discuss$ among !mselves1 ) great fre$om1 & no little acrimony1 & !y exhibit ! spectacle ( a family divid$ aga9/ itself4 ,i wi% y 7 m ( a politician4 ,we require on ! r5ewal ( ! ,ea/ ,india ,company's *>t]1 t "s fur!r expression ( public op9ion %\ld be %[n1 on ! subject ( *ri/ian education4 ,ye>s ago1 ,mr4 ,wilb]=ce obta9$ t #ajj1jjj rupees %\ld be appropriat$ t[>ds ! moral improvem5t ( ?is p by education4 ,! said sum is inde$ appropriat$1 b x is to ,mahom$an & ,h9doo le>n+1 su* z x is3 n[ :at is requir$ is1 t ,*ri/ian education %\ld also h a %>e ( ! public support40 ,! foll[+ lett] to ,mr4 ,%]]1 ab\t ! same date1 supplies "s int]e/+ p>ticul>s connect$ ) ! /ate ( society 9 ,calcutta4 8,we h be5 n[ ne>ly a mon? 9 ! ,bi%op's h\se4 ,our mode ( life is z foll[s3 pray]s at eight o'clock1 :5 ! bi%op sometimes exp\nds2 & aga91 also1 at half pa/ n9e o'clock 9 ! ev5+4 ,we breakfa/ aft] pray]s2 h tiff9#aeb at two o'clock1 d9n] at half pa/ six or sev54 ,"o ev5+1 7,friday7 any p]son :o is n afraid ( ! ,bible1 is welcome to come 9 at eight o'clock1 & aft] tea ! ,bi%op reads & exp\nds1 & dismisses u ) pray]4 ,9 ! season ( ,l5t1 ! ,bi%op cate*izes 9 ! ,ca!dral1 on ,w$nesday morn+s1 & prea*es 9 ! ev5+ on ,fridays4 ,he is frequ5tly at ! ,?ursday ev5+ lecture4 ,he visit$ lately ) me at ,burdwan1 & takes a lively int]e/ 9 ,missions2 prea*es 9 ,bi%op's ,college ,*apel1 on ,sunday ev5+s1 to ! few /ud5ts & o!rs1 & ent]s mu* into ! affairs ( t in/itution4 ,a ,*apel is comm5c$ at ! free s*ool1 & a ,m>9]'s ,*ur* at ! cu/om-h\se is prep>+1 & ! build+ ( a ,*ur* at ,h[rah is 9 progress4 ,a =m ( an association = ! bett] obs]vance ( ! ,"l's day has be5 drawn up by ! ,bi%op1 & s5t to ! ,*apla9s1 & all ! diss5t+ ,m9i/]s2 & ye/]day1 s]mons 7 prea*$ 9 all ! ,*ur*es & ,*apels "h1 on ! duty ( sanctify+ ! ,sabba?4 ,f ^! p>ticul>s1 y w judge :at _s he is (4 ,9 our habitual int]c\rse he is *e]ful1 communicative1 & in/ructive2 & hi!rto1 all has gone on v happily1 ) e promise ( cont9u+ to d s4 ,among ! *anges ! ,bi%op has br\ght ab\t is1 ! e/abli%m5t ( *>itable committees connect$ ) ea* *ur*4 ,!y h be5 9 op]ation above a mon?1 & promise mu* good1 bo? f ! prev5tion ( imposition1 & ! "r appropriation ( *>ity4 8,! ,h9doo ,college is work+ fa/] ?an its pres5t support]s wi%4 ,! y\?s are gr[+ up free-?9k]s2 & lately1 "s ( !m p>took ( a fea/ ) "o ( ! infidel *ri/ian tea*]s4 ,! ?+ got w9d1 & ! p>5ts 7"o a ,brahm97 became al>m$4 ,an inquiry 0 set on foot1 & ! ?+ hu%$ up1 b a /rict injunction issu$1 t religion 9 any %ape %\ld n be m5tion$ to ! pupils4 ,x has occurr$ to me t ^! high & ri* ,h9doos1 may soon f9d !mselves oblig$ to urge ! ,gov]nm5t to pass a regulation1 t loss ( ca/e may n deprive individuals ( prop]ty4 ,a pro-suttee p>ty is set on foot4 ,radah ,cant ,deb & o!rs be+ memb]s4 ,!y call !mselves ! ,dhurm ,s\bah 7:i*1 z y h be5 s s long away1 ,i may translate = y7 8! righte\s association20 b !y h already fall5 out ab\t a treasur]3 & /rong recrim9ations are publi%$1 :i* promise little co-op]ation among !m4 8,o h[ greatly d we ne$ /eady good m5 at ,mirzapore4 ,! situation ( ! mission-premises is becom+ m & m important4 ,all ! mod]n re=m$ ,h9doos reside 9 t qu>t]2 & a man ( fair atta9m5ts & attractive "* plac$ !re1 might become a mighty in/rum5t ( good4 ,well3 no d\bt ! "r p]son w be =?com+ 9 ! "r "t40 ,z explanatory ( ! lab\rs ( ,bi%op ,turn]1 m5tion$ above1 x may n be out ( place to /ate1 t ( late ye>s ,european paup]s _h increas$ to su* an ext5t 9 ,calcutta1 t n only _h ! *>itable funds 9 ! h&s ( ! ,select ,ve/ry at ! ,ca!dral1 become inadequate to meet ! exig5cies ( ! di/ress$1 b frauds _h be5 practis$ ) su* facility on ! *>itable "p ( ! community1 t x became necess>y to provide = ! full] inve/igation ( ! cases ( applicants = relief4 ,to rem$y ^! evils a 8,*>itable ,society0 0 =m$ at ! sugge/ion ( ! ,bi%op1 :i* 0 c>ri$ on by a ,c5tral ,committee ( ,sup]9t5dance aid$ by subord9ate ,committees1 correspond+ 9 numb] ) ! ecclesia/ical di/ricts into :i* ,calcutta 0 divid$4 ,x w be se51 also1 by ! foll[+ memor&um1 dat$ ,april #aj1 #ahcj1 t ! ,ar*deacon1 = 8 "p1 _h n be5 unm9dful ( ! necessity ( lab\r+ = ! public good1 ?\gh 8 success seems to h fall5 %ort ( 8 wi%es4 8,9 review+ ! pa/ ye>1 mu* cause1 bo? = humiliation & = gratitude appe>s4 ,9 my own exp]i5ce1 a s5se ( defect & failure _c b be felt4 ,i c see no?+ accompli%$ ei!r 9 a public or private view4 ,no?+ h ,i atta9$ b to "k m deeply t ,i am no?+1 & mu/ be indebt$ :olly to grace3 yea1 to grace p>don+ griev\s despite1 leap+ ov] opposition1 & #8c>ry+ (f ! prey1' )\t correspond+ ef=t on my "p to fall 9 ) grace4 ,9 public ,i attempt$ to e/abli% a s*ool = ! c\ntry-born4 ,! s*eme 0 too l>ge2 &1 9 yield+ ?is po9t to ,n----1 my own folly appe>s4 ,i fail$ also ) ,h[rah1 ?r\gh ! opposition ( unreasonable m54 ,b bo? ^! objects are likely to be atta9$ by ! ,bi%op3 & 9 ?is #8,i rejoice4' ,let good b be effect$1 & #8,i w rejoice4' ,o!r s*emes ,i _h 9 m9d = ! fur!rance & e/abli%m5t ( ! gospel1 :i* are approv$ by ! ,bi%op2 especially ! plan ( end[m5ts1 9 :i* ,i hope some?+ may be accompli%$4 ,i h be5 mu* tri$ 9 respect ( ,mirzapore4 ,expectations f ! s*ool baffl$ & likely to fail1 f ! failure 7= s x is 9 fact7 ( ,r4 ,mission>y prospects mu* cl\d$1 f ! lack ( in/rum5ts4 ,yet d\btless ! work+ is advanc+1 & ! gospel is spread+4 ,^! are matt]s ( mu* ?\ght ) me4444 ,if ,i c\ld1 ) propriety1 )draw to a quiet mission>y /ation1 my m9d w\ld h :at at all times seems be/ = x2 b to )draw f a po/ to :i* ,i h be5 call$1 )\t a cle> disp5sation lead+ to x1 w\ld embitt] su* a plan4 ,i see no?+ = x1 b pati5tly to abide 9 my pres5t situation1 & to wait till affairs indicate :at ,i ought to d4 ,may ,i only be pres]v$ f giv+ (f5ce 9 my public or private capacity2 & may ,i h grace to improve opportunities ( work+ 9 ! s]vice ( ! gospel60 ,b not)/&+ ?is some:at dispirit$ view ( ! results ( 8 lab\rs1 ! hopes ( ! ,ar*deacon respect+ ! e/abli%+ ( a s*ool = ! c\ntry-born1 seem$ ab\t to be realiz$ s soon z t important project 0 tak5 9 h& by ! ,bi%op4 ,9 a lett] :i* ! ,ar*deacon wrote on ! #bcrd ( ,april #ahcj1 he obs]ves ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,i wrote to y "s "t s9ce respect+ a project = a s*ool 9 ?is city4 ,we are /ill busy ab\t x1 & n )\t hopes ( succe$+ 9 e/abli%+ x4 ,great ob/acles1 h[ev]1 occur4 ,our ,gov]nm5t j n[ is too mu* on ! ,utilit>ian sy/em2 :i* seems to mean1 #8,t e "o mu/ d ! be/ he c = himself1 see+ t no aid is to be af=d$4' ,"o ?+ ?is w "w1 :i* = ?is c\ntry w prove b5eficial1 :atev] x may prove to ,old ,engl&--x w r5d] ?is c\ntry indep5d5t ( ,engl&4 ,x is well1 c]ta9ly1 t ! res\rces ( ?is c\ntry1 bo? individual & g5]al1 %\ld be call$ =?1 & ) a little =be>+ c>e1 !y might = ages be auxili>y to ! "m-c\ntry2 b by refus+ pres5t aid1 unk9d feel+s are call$ =?1 & :]e no obligation is conf]r$ on ! "o h&1 no gratitude is felt on ! o!r40 ,! lett] 9 :i* ! prec$+ obs]vations are conta9$1 0 n f9i%$ until ! #aa? ( ,may1 "u :i* date ! ,ar*deacon adds3-- 8,no?+ fur!r has occurr$ "h wor? rem>k+1 except t a ma/] has unexpect$ly turn$ up = ! ,gramm>-,s*ool4 ,pray d y ev] ?9k ( ,india 9 a political po9t ( view8 ,h[ ! *>t] is con/itut$1 or :e!r x c be alt]$ = ! bett]8 ,we seem to want "s att5tion f home2 & ,i w\ld fa9 hope we %all get x n[ ! *>t] is aga9 to be discuss$4 ,we are "u ! regulations ( ! ,gov]nm5t z to abode4 ,if "o w\ld e/abli% a s*ool1 or promote education 9 any way1 we are liable to be bani%$ to ,engl&1 if ,gov]nm5t %\ld n happ5 to l our project2 &1 if x does1 we mu/ ask leave to pay ! exp5ces out ( our own pockets1 = n a ,rupee w ,gov]nm5t give3 & yet 9 ?is presid5cy alone1 sev5 millions /]l+ are drawn annually f ! l&1 & z mu* m f monopolies ( salt1 & opium1 & f c]ta9 duties6 ,is none ( ?is to be laid out o!rwise ?an to promote increas$ divid5ds 9 ,lead5hall ,/reet80 ,an able head-ma/] hav+ ?us be5 obta9$ 9 ! p]son ( ! ,rev4 ,j4 ,macque51 x 0 det]m9$ on ! #d? ( ,june #ahcj1 to e/abli% ! 8,calcutta ,high ,s*ool10 on a plan arrang$ by ,bi%op ,turn]4 ,to provide = ! educational dep>tm5t1 x 0 propos$ to raise a sum ( money by transf]able %>es1 :i* 7 to be> int]e/ aris+ f divid5ds ( pr(its2 ! %>es to be paid by in/alm5ts1 & ! proce$s to be ve/$ 9 ! names ( c]ta9 ,tru/ees4 ,a ,committee ( managem5t & visitors 0 appo9t$1 & su* regulations agre$ ^u z 7 calculat$ to give effici5cy & /ability to ! s*ool4 ,b t at :i* ! ,ar*deacon *iefly aim$ 01 if possible to obta9 f ,gov]nm5t1 or ! b5evol5ce ( individuals1 an end[m5t = ! ,s*ool4 ,b ! little prospect !re 0 ( assi/ance f ! =m] s\rce w be collect$ f a lett] writt5 by ! ,ar*deacon ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,june #ag1 #ahcj4 8,our increas$ acqua9tance ) ! ,bi%op r5d]s u m at home ) him1 & we see m to admire 9 him4 ,he is by f> be/ suit$ = ?is appo9tm5t ( any :o h occupi$ x4 ,) m practical k ( m51 & ( p>o*ial matt]s ?an any ( !m1 he has l>ge views ( usefulness2 &1 ) p]fect propriety ( language1 /ates !m to ,gov]nm5t4 ,_h we a man :o _h any fix$ views ( ,gov]nm5t at ! head ( affairs1 some?+ effectual might be accompli%$ = ! religi\s welf>e ( ,india1 b :5 ---- is on "o h&1 & ---- on ! o!r1 ( ,gov]nm5t1 :at c be expect$ b fancies & crudities8 ,& su* seem mo/ ( ! public acts at pres5t4 8,i may m5tion to y t 9 a ,report on ,ecclesia/ical affairs lately made up by ! ,f9ance ,committee1 ! employm5t ( mission>ies g5]ally1 )\t reg>d to class1 & ,roman ,ca?olic prie/s1 0 recomm5d$1 to prev5t increase ( *apla9s2 & ! pr9ciple broadly affirm$1 t ,gov]nm5t is n b\nd to supply ! means ( grace to any besides ! ,european troops1 to :i* ! *>t] b9ds !m4 ,?is gave opportunity to /ate o!r views & pr9ciples1 :i* mu/ h surpris$ c]ta9 p]sons n a little4 ,y ne$ n be surpris$1 %\ld y he> ( ! ,bi%op's arrival 9 ,engl& a few mon?s h5ce2 z x is q evid5t1 t %\ld ! ,home ,gov]nm5t dep5d on ! in=mation d]iv$ f ?is qu>t]1 no?+ w be done = u 9 an ecclesia/ical po9t ( view2 & tw5ty m ye>s ( ?is mis]able sy/em w be p]petrat$1 :i* c only end 9 confusion almo/ irrem$iable40 #adf ,*ief ,ju/ice4 #adg 8,on ! /ate & prospects ( ! c\ntry40 #adh ,! allusion is to t legislative alliance ) ,pop]y :i* m>k$ ! ye> #ahbi4 #adi ,!ron & ,aspasio1 ,dialog4 vii4 #aej ,! text select$ on ?is occasion 0 #b ,cor4 iv4 #e2 ! purpose ( ! prea*] 0 to %ew #a/1 8,:at is ! subject-matt] ( a fai?ful m9i/]'s tea*+20 & #bnd1 :at 8,8 object & aim 9 8 lab\rs40 #aea ,! edition ( #ahbi4 #aeb ,lun*eon4 ,,*apt] ,,xviii4 ,,disquietude ,,conc]n+ ,,! ,,anglo-,,h9doo ,,college--,,dea? ,,( ,,bi%op ,,turn]4 ,on ! #bj? ( ,june1 #ahcj1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie left ,calcutta 9 company ) ! ,bi%op1 ) a view to att5d t ,prelate 9 a visitation ( ! ,upp] ,prov9ces4 ,!y proce$$1 h[ev]1 only z f> z ,*un>1 circum/ances hav+ decid$ ! ,bi%op to def] 8 ,visitation ( ,delhi & ! int]m$iate ,/ations4 ,! ,bi%op & ,ar*deacon1 !re=e1 return$ to ! ,presid5cy by ! latt] end ( ,septemb]4 ,"o result ( ?is j\rney 01 to create a great] anxiety ?an ev] 9 ! m9d ( ! ,ar*deacon1 t 9 ! contemplat$ r5ewal ( ! ,ea/ ,india ,company's ,*>t]1 "s m effici5t provision %\ld be made = ! spiritual wants ( ,india1 ?an _h hi!rto be5 ! case4 ,on t important subject he writes1 ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,calcutta1 ,oct4 #f1 #ahcj4 8,! times are tr\bl\s bo? at home & abroad2 discont5t is spread ?r\gh e bran* ( ?is s]vice1 9 _m cases unreasonably1 9 _m ! privations actually inflict$ cause mu* di/ress4 ,y\r political atmosph]e seems v cl\dy2--:at may foll[ ! dea? ( ,george ,,iv4 we d>e n conjecture4 ,x affects my m9d especially1 ) ref]5ce to ! r5ewal ( ! ,ea/ ,india ,company's *>t]4 #8,! ,"l reigne?1' might well s]ve on ?is head1 z on ! affairs ( ,engl&2 b ,i h no call to int]f]e 9 ! latt]1 :]eas ,i mu/ plead = ,india4 ,d1 belov$ bro!r1 look ab\t = aid 9 ?is matt]2 affairs "h 9 ref]5ce to religion are m & m press+4 ,! "y civilians are n[ s5t out ( ,calcutta soon aft] _! arrival1 qualifi$ or n1 s t at ! small /ations1 !re are m ?an =m]ly4 ,y w rememb] t out-(-!-way place ,azimgurh3 !re are five civilians1 ?ree "y (fic]s1 & a doctor1 ) ! usual ,cranies3#aec su* is ! g5]al increase at our ,/ations4 ,n[1 a ,*apla9 at ea* ( su* /ations1 is too mu* at pres5t to expect1 b su* a numb] z w\ld admit ( a ,*apla9 f ,b5>es1 ,gazeepore1 or ,gorruckpore1 visit+ ! subord9ate /ations at /at$ int]vals1 might & ought to be all[$4 ,in/ead ( ?is1 x is recomm5d$ f ?is ,gov]nm5t1 to r$uce ! pres5t numb] ( ,*apla9s to sev51 & to secure ! occasional s]vices ( ,mission>ies1 ( any & e p]suasion1 & to aboli% ! ,scot* e/abli%m5t altoge!r4 ,our ,h\se ( ,commons seems inde$ at a l[ ebb4 ,f :at a height ( spl5d\r1 9 eloqu5ce & l(ty feel+s at lea/1 is ,p>liam5t fall54 ,i look 9 va9 = an advocate = poor ,india1 9 all t passes1--at lea/ z report$ "h4 ,p]haps a dissolution ( ,p>liam5t may br+ to light "s #8gem ( pur] ray2' ?\gh x is r to be fe>$ le/ ,india be lo/ sight ( amid/ cont5d+ politics at home4 ,i c tell y 9 confid5ce1 t our ,bi%op has repres5t$ to ! p[]s "h1 t by su* a s*eme ( ,*ur* arrangem5ts z above1 ,gov]nm5t w\ld recognise ,missions1 :i* !y h nev] done2 h no control ov] ! ag5ts s au?oris$2 & t by a v>iety ( proc$ure 9 ^? employ$1 confusion probably w\ld ensue4 ,:]eas if !y are s]i\s 9 _! attempts to ext5d s\nd k1 by ext5d+ ! ,*ur* e/abli%m5t1 & tak+ m pa9s ?an at pres5t to secure fit p]sons1 !y might provide a body ( mo/ effici5t ag5ts 9 =w>d+ ! improvem5t ( ! c\ntry4 ,i ne$ n tell y1 except to refre% y\r memory1 t 7 a ,cl]gyman ( respectable "* & atta9m5ts plac$ at ,kri%naghur1 & e o!r ,sudd]#aed ,/ation1 ! indigo-plant]s w\ld 9 "t avail !mselves ( 8 s]vices1 by com+ 9 ) _! families at ! ,fe/ivals1 or receiv+ occasional visits at _! h\ses2 besides1 !re might be a s*ool "u 8 own eye at home4 ,w\ld n _m ( ! plant]s be induc$ to e/abli% a s*ool ea*1 :i* ! ,*apla9 w\ld occasionally visit1 c48 ,all ?is has be5 /at$ to ! ,gov]nor ,g5]al1 :o at ! "t is fri5dly1 b is hopeless z to ! ,c\rt ( ,directors4 ,our ,bi%op is ( op9ion t 7 ! subject tak5 up judici\sly at home1 by a p]son n suspect$ ( p>ty _s2 & ! ,bi%op ( ,london1 & ,ar*bi%op1 :o are bo? desir\s ( ,india's religi\s welf>e1 7 judici\sly in/ruct$ h[ to proce$1 & fully & truly in=m$ ( ! /ate ( ?+s "h1--t ! ,duke ( ,portl&1 = in/ance1 & _m 9 high places w\ld jo9 9 fur!r+ an ext5sion ( ,*ur* e/abli%m5t1 along ) o!r measures4 ,! subject tak5 up s+ly1 our ,bi%op fe>s1 w\ld n f9d suffici5t patronage4 ,i h said all ,i c1 to urge our ,bi%op to g home himself4 ,x w\ld1 ,i "k1 be a v5tur+ ( ev]y?+1 & myself1 p]haps1 dur/ n1 7 ,i 9 8 place1 make ! v5ture1 yet circum/ances seem to call = x4 8,a controv]sy has aris5 on ! subject ( mission>y ex]tions1 mo/ unexpect$ly4 ,! :ole hi/ory is 9 po9t4 ,i w s5d x to y by ,capta9 ,j4 next week4 ,! mission>y ( ! ,scot* ,g5]al ,assembly1 & ,mr4 ,hill1 op5$ a ,lecture 9 a h\se 9 ! squ>e1 opposite to ! ,h9doo ,college3 "s ( ! y\?s att5d$2 ! ,college c\ncil =bad !m60 ,! hi/ory "h ref]r$ to1 is too in/ructive to be omitt$4 ,x appe>s t n only s]i\s *ri/ians1 b ! fri5ds ( morality & social ord] g5]ally1 & _m ( ! p>5ts ( ! /ud5ts 9 ! ,h9doo ,college1 _h become al>m$ at obs]v+1 t :il/ ! sy/em ( education pursu$ 9 ! ,college 0 subv]t+ ! pupils' fai? 9 ,h9dooism1 x 0 sub/itut+ no o!r fai? in/ead4 ,_m ( ! /ud5ts1 9 fact1 7 becom+ sceptics1 o!rs d[nright a!i/s4 ,to obviate1 if x might be1 ! mis*iev\s consequ5ces likely to result f su* an education z t1 x 0 det]m9$ to give ! /ud5ts an opportunity = becom+ acqua9t$ ) ! evid5ces ( ,natural & ,reveal$ religion4 ,9 ord] to ?is1 ,mr4 ,duff1 ! ,mission>y ( ! ,scot* *ur*1 hav+ (f]$ ! use ( 8 rooms = ! purpose1 ,mr4 ,james ,hill1 "o ( ! ,mission>ies ( ! ,london ,society1 began a c\rse ( lectures on ! evid5ces ( religion2 & _m ( ! /ud5ts ( ! ,h9doo ,college att5d$4 ,! subjects discuss$ 7 exclusively religi\s1 & 7 li/5$ to ) m>k$ att5tion4 ,b no soon] did x rea* ! e>s ( ! ,manag]s ( ! ,anglo-,indian ,college t ^! lectures 7 att5d$ by "s ( ! /ud5ts1 ?an t att5dance 0 prohibit$ by a public ord]2 z if ,*ri/ianity 7 ! only religion t ought n to h a he>+4 ,x 0 /at$ at ! "t1 9 excuse = su* ( ! manag]s ( ! ,college z 7 ,europeans1 t !y _h sign$ ! ord] ( prohibition ) a great degree ( reluctance1 & only because "s ( ! p>5ts ( ! /ud5ts _h requir$ ! c\ncil to int]f]e2--b x 0 n easy to und]/& h[ ! int]dict+ ( ^? ,/ud5ts f li/5+ to ,*ri/ian mission>ies1 c\ld be di/+ui%$ f an act ( religi\s p]secution4 ,) reg>d to ! pr9ciple on :i* ! ,h9doo ,college 0 c>ri$ on1 x 0 /at$ by ,ar*deacon ,corrie 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,%]]1 t at ! fir/ int]view :i* ! ,ar*deacon _h ) ,"l ,william ,b5t9ck1 he 0 l$ to obs]ve to 8 ,lord%ip t ! ,college 0 bre$+ up a race ( ,infidels & ,philosoph]s s call$2 & t ! fir/ petition = a ,colonial c\ncil w\ld probably come f !nce4 ,! same subject =ms a prom95t portion ( a lett]1 9 ! foll[+ mon?1 ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,calcutta1 ,nov4 #d1 #ahcj4 8,i wi% sometimes ,i c\ld h an h\r's conv]sation ) y1 = ,i "k n h[ to set ab\t writ+ all y w\ld l to he>4 ,ram ,mohun ,roy is a pass5g] 9 ! ,albion4 ,x is said he is become a ,fake]1 & does n lose ca/e by ?is proce$+4 ,he has n call$ on ! pres5t ,bi%op4 ,! ,h9doo college is work+ ! ru9 ( ca/e2 &1 unless bett] pr9ciples be ins9uat$1 ! ru9 ( ,briti% int]e/s4 ,miss ,b4 visit$ ! college la/ week1 & exam9$ "o ( ! classes 9 hi/ory4 ,%e ask$ ab\t ,am]ica1 & 0 in=m$ v accurately ( its =m ( gov]nm5t1 ) high comm5dations ( ! limit$ p[] ( ! ,presid5t2 & also ( ! (fice be+ elective4 ,on be+ ask$ if ?is _h always be5 ! condition ( t c\ntry1 #8,x 0 answ]$1 8,t !y 7 =m]ly a ,colony ( ,engl&1 b t on be+ tax$ excessively1 !y _h tak5 ^u !m ! gov]n+ ( !mselves1 z10 said ! y\?1 8we %all "o day d40 ,to ! "q1 ( :at religion 7 ! ,am]icans8' ,x 0 answ]$1 #8,prote/ant *ri/ians g5]ally1 & t ,unit>ianism 0 mak+ rapid progress among !m4' ,mr4 ,duff1 ! ,scot* ,mission>y1 goes a good deal into ! debat+ ,societies1 :i* ^! ,b5galees h e/abli%$ lately among !mselves4 ,politics & religion are exclud$ f ! subjects ( discussion1 b :5 discov]ies 9 sci5ce or gov]nm5t happ5 to come up2 ,france is eulogis$ unb\nd$ly1 & ,am]ica2 b ,engl&1 if ref]r$ to1 always depreciat$4 ,?us our ,rul]s are prep>+ a sc\rge = _! own backs4444 ,i hope1 too1 ! c\nt]act+ influ5ce is at "w4 ,mr4 ,duff has a s*ool ( upw>ds ( #bjj1 9 ! ,*itpore road1 9 ! h\se :]e fir/ ! ,anglo-,h9doo ,college 0 held4 ,! ,me?odi/ mission>ies h e/abli%$ !mselves 9 t /reet1 a little bel[ ! ,nietta ,baza>1 & h a s*ool ( #aae ,portuguese boys1 & also "s girls2 & are collect+ a ,congregation ( t class4 ,we h sev5ty boys at ,mirzapore2 & n[ a regul> congregation ( upw>ds ( ?irty ,*ri/ians4 ,mrs4 ,wilson goes on z usual2 & a s*ool is1 ,i hope1 9 a fair way ( be+ p]man5tly e/abli%$ on ! ru9s ( ! ,gramm> ,s*ool4 ,x is call$ ! #8,high s*ool1' & has n9ety s*ol>s1 c\ntry-born4 ,a v en]getic ma/] is at ! head ( x4 ,a ,m>9]s' ,*ur* has be5 fitt$ up j beh9d ,fairlie & ,co's4 h\se 9 ! ,/r&4 ,! att5dance ( sailors has n yet be5 l>ge1 b we hope ! place is ga9+ att5tion40 ,soon aft] ! date ( ! =ego+ ,lett]1 ! ,ar*deacon 0 attack$ by fev]1 :i* almo/ incapacitat$ him = att5d+ to any public duty4 ,! transition1 f ! hot to ! cold season1 0 ?is ye> s sudd5 z to cause great unheal?9ess 9 ,calcutta4 ,! ,ar*deacon compla9$1 9 8 correspond5ce1 ( feel+ great debility1 & an 8ineffici5cy aris+ f l5g!n$ resid5ce 9 t wa/+ climate40 ,x 0 dur+ ?is sickness t ! foll[+ memor&um 0 p5n$3-- 8,nov4 #ba1 #ahcj4 ,i h _h mu* m$itation ( late on ! inw>d witness ( ! ,_s1 z a "p ( *ri/ian exp]i5ce :i* few cultivate z !y ought4 ,besides ! ackn[l$g+ ( ! tru? ( ,god's ^w1 !re mu/ be an acqua9tance )1 & belief ( its cont5ts2 & ! exp]i5ce ( x z influ5c+ our temp]s & e action4 ,)\t ?is latt]1 !re c be no #8assur+ ( our he>ts be=e him4' ,may ,i be enabl$ to realise ?is latt] tru?1 & p]sev]e 9 seek+ su* realis+ views ( ,god's m]cy 9 ,*ri/1 z %all enable me to say1 #8,he lov$ me1 & gave ,himself = me6 ,) ?is witness ,i %all be enabl$ to pass on ! few ye>s t seem to rema91 ) m c\rage1 decision1 & usefulness40 ,x 0 n till ! middle ( ,janu>y #ahca1 t ,ar*deacon ,corrie recov]$ "s degree ( heal?4 ,!n x 0 t he writes1 ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,janu>y #ae1 #ahca4 8,we are1 ?r\gh ,god's goodness1 9 our usual heal? aga94 ,i _h be5 ill s9ce ! beg9n+ ( ,novemb] ) a cold1 & = a "t1 ) fev]4 ,! news f ,france#aee has giv5 occasion to balls & d9n]s1 & spee*es at ! ,t[n-,hall "h3--may excesses be prev5t$1 & may ! lib]ty obta9$ = ,div9e tru?1 be us$ = ext5sion ?r\gh ! :ole cont95t ( ,europe4 ,d\btless1 #8,! "t ( ! end is com+1' b :at its di/9ct features w be1 ,i ?9k ! ,scriptures d n def9e1 except z to ! righte\sness & peace t %all prevail4 ,"h tru? advances ) sl[ /eps1 b x is on ! advance1 d\btless4444 ,missions are e :]e receiv+ additions to _! conv]ts1 ?\gh y "k h[ little z yet ! p c be said to be int]e/$40 ,,to ,,! ,,same4 8,febru>y #bd1 #ahca4 8,mission>y "w looks m enc\rag+ ?an ,i h ev] kn[n x "h4 ,! classes are add+ to _! numb]s1 especially 9 ! villages to ! s\? & we/ ( ,calcutta3 at a village call$ ,rass-poonjee twelve miles s\? ea/1 ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society has a s*ool4 ,i 0 !re on ,monday la/ ) our ,mission>y ladies4 ,!re are ab\t fifty *ildr51 & a new movem5t appe>s 9 sixte5 adults =m$ into an ex]cis+ s*ool to le>n to read4 ,! s*ool-h\se 0 fill$ ) p1 :o li/5$ v s]i\sly1 9 sev]al in/ances1 ) m>ks ( approbation3 :il/1 ?r\gh a native ,*ri/ian :o und]/&s ,engli%1 ,i set be=e !m ! fall ( man1 & ! means ( 8 re/oration to ,god & happ9ess4 8,mrs4 ,c4 & ,i w5t to ,burdw> la/ week4444 ,we /aid a week ) ! ,v's4 ,tw5ty-two ( ! ,european resid5ts att5d$ ! communion on ,sunday4 ,among !m y\r %ipmate1 ,m4 ,s4 :o is judge !re4 ,a gratify+ fact 0 e/abli%$ f consid]able obs]vation1--t n an individual educat$ 9 ! ,mission-s*ools1 has be5 br\ght z a culprit be=e ! magi/rate !re4 ,! ,d's h also #abj girls 9 f\r s*ools4 ,i 0 griev$ to obs]ve t among/ ^! fav\rable appe>ances !re are few in/ances ( conv]sion s deep z "o c\ld wi%4 ,! natives see ! temporal advantage ( be+ "u a sahib's protection1 & ?\gh suff]+s connect$ ) loss ( ca/e are1 to a degree1 unavoidable1 o!r b5efits accrue to !m4 ,?is is evid5tly fav\rable to ! g5]al diffusion ( ,*ri/ian k1 b we ne$ greatly1 m ( ! ,holy ,_s's grace4 ,?is has set u on a union 9 pray]1 aft] ! me?od propos$ by ,mr4 ,br[n 9 #ahjb4 ,i w s5d y soon "s ( ! #8proce$+s4' 8,a newspap] call$ #8,! ,re=m]1' has be5 set on foot by natives1 9 ,engli%1 ( :i* f\r 7weekly7 numb]s h appe>$1 :i* ,i w also s5d y4 #8,! s*oolma/] is abroad1' b1 z ,i h /at$ be=e1 ! influ5ce at "w 9 ! #8,re=m]1' & all 9 t connexion1 is anti-,engli%1 & ,*ri/ian only1 z x _c help be+ s4#aef ,b y w be glad to he> t a lecture on #8,morals1' is propos$ = ! ,h9doo ,college40 ,!n aft] ref]r+ to "s ( ! religi\s movem5ts :i* h already be5 m5tion$1 ! ,ar*deacon adds1 8,) all ^! fav\rable appe>ances1 y w und]/& t _m p]plexities arise 9 ! detail ( ?+s4 ,! tru? ( t say+ (t5 appe>s--#8t if ,*ri/ianity 7 n div9e1 its own fri5ds w\ld prove its ru94' ,x may n appe> s manife/ at home1 b "h1 :]e ! contra/ betwe5 tru? & error is s m>k$1 ! errors ( ^? hold+ ! tru? "w mu* evil4444 ,w\ld t we _h "s addition to ! #8moral /r5g?1' z ,"l ,wellesley us$ to call x1 ( our dep>tm5t6 ,:at w ! new ,*>t] produce8 ,he :o kn[e? ! end f ! beg9n+1 is well aw>e2 & kn[e? h[ to ov]rule all to 8 own glory6 ,o = a /rong] fai? to look )9 ! veil1 & to cr$it :at ! ,savi\r sai? bo? 9 respect to "o's self & ! _w at l>ge6 ,i "k n h[ x is ) y1 b ,i _c b feel t ! ev5+ ( life is draw+ on2 & ! expectation ( escap+ f ^! unc]ta9ties to ! possession ( et]nal realities1 is at times welcome40 ,! 8union 9 pray]10 to :i* ! ,ar*deacon "h ref]s1 0 ! result ( a meet+ ( ,cl]gym51 held at 8 sugge/ion1 9 ! ,old ,*ur* rooms 9 ,calcutta1 on ! #bh? ( ! prec$+ mon?1 8to take into consid]ation ! propriety ( unit+ 9 pray]1 & engag+ o!rs to d s1 = ! outp\r+ ( ! ,holy ,_s40 ,x seem$ to himself1 & o!rs conv]sant ) ,india1 t ! /ate ( religion among pr(ess+ *ri/ians1 & ! widely ext5d$ ignorance & error ( hea!n nations1 7 su* z to call =? ! sympa?ies ( all :o desir$ to fur!r ! prosp]ity ( ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/1 & ! conv]sion ( ! _w4 ,consid]+1 h[ev]1 t x is only by ! ,almighty p[] & grace ( ,god ! ,holy ,gho/1 t 8! :ole *ur* is gov]n$ & sanctifi$10 & t ! prea*+ ( ! ,gospel is 9 an age or c\ntry made effectual to ! conv]sion & salvation ( ^? :o he>1 x 0 agre$ by ! ,ar*deacon & 8 cl]ical fri5ds1 to set ap>t individually a /at$ portion ( "t = ! purpose ( pray+ ,god 8! ,fa!r1 t = ,*ri/'s sake1 ,he w\ld p\r ,8 ,_s ^u all fle%40 ,!y agre$1 also1 to engage _! congregations & fri5ds1 z mu* z possible1 to unite ) !m sev]ally 9 pray]1 at ! same /at$ "t & = ! same great object4 ,! resolutions agre$ ^u at ! meet+ 7 subscrib$ by ! ,ar*deacon & ! o!r ,cl]gym51 & 7 embodi$ 9 a circul>1 9 :i* also 7 po9t$ out ! special objects = :i* ! influ5ces ( ! ,holy ,_s %\ld be s\ght4 ,?is circul> seems to h be5 repr9t$1 & made ! subject ( sup]cili\s animadv]sions 9 "s ( ! ,calcutta newspap]s4 ,nor 0 t matt] = surprise2 s9ce p]sons :o _h delud$ !mselves ) ! belief t sci5ce & m]ely secul> education1 7 alone suffici5t to make man :at ,god w\ld h him to be1 c\ld n be expect$ to und]/& & ent] into ! convictions ( ^? :o reg>d+ ! grace & influ5ce ( ! ,holy ,gho/ to be ess5tial to ! true civilization ( ! _w1 pray$ & lab\r$ accord+ly4 ,! allusion by ! ,ar*deacon to ! 8errors ( ^? :o held ! tru?10 0 call$ =? by ! circum/ance t "s 9 ,india _h be5 unsettl$ by a ,treatise on ,fai?1 writt5 by ,mr4 ,?omas ,ersk9e1 a ,scot* advocate1 & :i* _h rec5tly rea*$ ,calcutta4 ,?is book1 ?\gh ( b ephem]al exi/5ce1 seems to h produc$ discussion at ! "t1 & excit$ 9 ! ,ar*deacon "s fe>s le/ x %\ld h div]t$ ! att5tion ( 8 fri5ds f ! great tru?s :i* accompany salvation4 ,8 own reflections on ,mr4 ,ersk9e's op9ions are conta9$ 9 a memor&um1 dat$ 8,april #aj1 #ahca4 ,to-day ,i h atta9$ fifty-f\r ye>s1 & ( ^!1 tw5ty-n9e sp5t 9 ! m9i/ry4 ,9 review ( ! pa/1 *iefly unpr(itabl5ess & unfai?fulness is to be se54 ,my own defects are c]ta9ly becom+ m app>5t to myself3 ! fulness & fre5ess ( ! ,gospel become increas+ly glori\s1 & no?+ b full1 free1 unconditional =giv5ess ( all s91 & ju/ification f all ?+s1 w\ld meet my case4 ,) ref]5ce to ! pa/ ye>1 ,i d hope "s progress has be5 made4 ,mu* enquiry has be5 /irr$ up by ,ersk9e's view ( ! ,gospel3 ,i h exam9$ x ) mu* anxiety1 b see no reason to *ange my =m] views on t subject4 ,p>don is full & free to all :o receive ,*ri/1 because life et]nal is 9 ,him2 & :osoev] receives ,him _c fail ( life et]nal1 yea1 possesses x ) ,him4 ,!re may be "s occasion = ,mr4 ,e's *>ge aga9/ "s = ref]r+ exclusively to fruits z an evid5ce ( fai?4 ,i ?9k ,i h met ) "s :o1 :il/ !y ackn[l$ge ju/ification to be exclusively ( fai?1 yet dep5d on works to ju/ify _! fai?2 & ?us _! dep5d5ce1 aft] all1 is on works4 ,su*1 z f> z ,i "k myself1 is n my feel+40 ,x has "h to be /at$ t ,bi%op ,turn] _h quitt$ ,calcutta at ! end ( ,septemb] #ahcj1 ) ! int5tion ( visit+ ! o!r ,presid5cies4 ,8 ,lord%ip _h proce$$ ov]l& f ,madras to ,bombay1 & f !nce _h gone to ,ceylon4 ,dur+ 8 ,visitation he _h ma9ta9$ a regul> correspond5ce ) ,ar*deacon ,c4 & seems n[ to h be5 on 8 way back to ,calcutta2 = ! ,ar*deacon writes1 ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,calcutta1 ,april #cj1 #ahca4 8,our k9d ,bi%op is n yet return$1 b we are expect+ him daily4 ,he left ,colombo on ! #d? = ,jaffna1 c4 to ,madras2 & !nce by sea hi!r4 ,he is mu* out ( he>t ) ,ceylon 9 ev]y?+ b z respects ,mission>y "w2 & he says t ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society has done1 & is do+ en\gh !re1 to answ] all ! exp5diture ev] incurr$ by x4 ,i am desir+ him back greatly1 ! times seem+ to call = him "h1 = :i* 8 wisdom & pi\s lib]ality w1 ,i hope1 be f\nd j suit$40 ,!n foll[ "s in/ructive p>ticul>s respect+ ! ,anglo-,h9doo ,college4 8,! ,h9doo college y knew :5 yet 9 embryo1 & y\r conclusion ( an argum5t ) ,h4 ,m4 is beg9n+ to be realiz$1 #8,well1 well1 build away1 & "s w come aft] y :o w use x 9 a prop] mann]4' ,! mode proce$$ on1 has succe$$ 9 deta*+ _m ( ! ,h9doo y\?s f religion ( e k9d4 ,9 s5tim5t ?is has appe>$ = ?ree or f\r ye>s1 x n[ beg9s to appe> 9 practice4 ,at ! late ,ea/ ,indian d9n]1 sixte5 ,h9doo lads _h b\ght tickets to g1 actually det]m9+ to break ?r\gh all re/ra9ts4 ,?is 0 h[ev] prev5t$2 ,sir ,e4 ,r41 ,mr4 ,c41 & ,j4 ,y4 7 ! means ( prev5t+ _! "y fri5ds f do+ ?is op5 viol5ce to ,h9doo feel+2 b "o y\? ( ! ,mot]jee family has left 8 home1 & tak5 a h\se1 det]m9$ to live 9 ,european fa%ion4 ,he 01 also1 ab\t to m>ry a "y woman ( ,portuguese orig91 "o ( ! ,de ,rozio family1 b ?is ,i am told is put (f4 ,! ma9 mov] 9 ! meet+ among ! ,h9doos is ,d41 ! poet4 ,mr4 ,h4 ,w4 became s conv9c$ ( ! ne$ ( morals to ! ,h9doo ,college sy/em1 t he propos$ a moral philosophy lecture1 & ,d4 z ! lectur]4 ,w4 ,b41 :o is "o ( ! ,committee ( ,public ,education1 let 8 colleagues1 :o _h cons5t$1 "k ! "* ( ,d4 & x 0 agre$ be/ to po/pone ! appo9tm5t2 & n[ ,d4 is dismiss$ f ! ,h9doo ,college on a *>ge1 by respectable ,h9doos1 ( ,a!ism4 ,he /\tly d5i$ ! *>ge2 b !y said1 #8,we see y\r works4' ,x is evid5t ! ,engli% ,i h nam$1 are at _! wit's end4 ,! "y m5 say1 !y w no long] be guilty ( ! hypocrisy ( uphold+ ,h9dooism4 ,*ri/ianity !y h be5 w>n$ aga9/ z an ,engli% prejudice2 & !y seem to hate ,*ri/ianity & ,engl& he>tily4 ,_! advis]s n[ say1 #8,wait = ,ram ,mohun ,roy's return4' ,9 ! mean "t1 "s ( ! y\?s are gone to o!r s*ools4 ,upw>ds ( fifty h left ! ,h9doo ,college1 six are ent]$ at ! ,high ,s*ool4 ,mrs4 ,wilson has a p>ty daily ( f t5 to fifte5 :o come expressly to read ! ,scriptures ) h]4 ,"o begg$ = an ,engli% ,te/am5t1 ,mrs4 ,w4 said1 #8,y c und]/& ,b5galee bett]1' b1 said %e1 #8,i d>e n take a ,b5galee "o home4 ,an ,engli% "o my fri5ds w n suspect1 & ,i c read x at leisure4' ,two come daily to ,mr4 ,s&ys at ,mirzapore1 pr(ess$ly to be assi/$ 9 prep>+ _! lessons2 b !y always also read ! ,bible4 ,!y are n ( ! fir/ 9 weal?2 t class seem to a man oppos$ to e ?+ ,engli%4 ,n a movem5t 9 fav\r ( religion 9 any =m is he>d (4 ,?is has aris5 9 a degree1 f ! "p ,r4 & 8 fri5ds1#aeg h be5 & are play+4 ,!y compla9 z if !y _h lo/ mighty privileges once 9 possession1 & claim to be employ$ by ! /ate1 z a matt] ( "r4 ,?is ,i ?9k has aris5 f ,gov]nm5t hav+ )held all patronage f plans ( ,*ri/ian improvem5t4 ,! little !y are advanc$ above =m] days1 is entirely ?r\gh _! own ex]tions4 ,yet two ?irds ( !m are rais$ above ! /ation _! fa!rs held1 & _! pret5sions are ridicul\s4 ,) !m1 h[ev]1 ! enlight5$ ,h9doos seem dispos$ to make common cause4 ,!y c effect no?+ at pres5t1 b ! impolicy1 n to say ! s91 ( )hold+ *ri/ian in/ruction is n[ beg9n+ to appe>40 ,9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,%]] ( a some:at lat] date1 ! ,ar*deacon m5tions o!r incid5ts connect$ ) ! ,h9doo ,college1 :i* may "h be fitly relat$4 8,! ,h9doo ,college10 he writes1 8has borne "s fruit1 n agreeable to ^? :o plant$ x4 ,! "y m5 are _m ( !m lic5ti\s to a degree4 ,! m moral ( !m are sc(f]s at all t is good4 ,"o v clev] y\?1 aft] fea/+ ) 8 fri5ds on beef1 c4 ?rew ! bones into a neighb\r+ ,brahm9's comp\nd4#aeh ,! ,brahm9 & 8 fri5ds attack$ ! convivial p>ty1 & a sad fracas ensu$4 ,"o ( ! lads comes (t5 to me1 & ,i am n )\t hopes ( him40 ,bi%op ,turn] arriv$ 9 ,calcutta on ! #d? ( ,may #ahca1 b he 0 9 a /ate ( heal?1 :i* excit$ mu* appreh5sion among 8 fri5ds4 ,z also1 8 heal? cont9u$ to decl9e aft] 8 return to ,calcutta1 a voyage to ,p5ang & ,new ,s\? ,wales 0 recomm5d$1 9 ! hope t 8 valuable life might be prolong$2 b ! rapid decay ( ! ,bi%op's /r5g? r5d]$ x necess>y = him to ab&on all ?\ghts ( leav+ home4 ,on ! #bi? ( ,june a /ill fur!r *ange = ! worse took place2 s t ,ar*deacon ,corrie writes1 ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,july #d1 #ahca4 8,i regret to say t our ,bi%op is 9 b a v indiff]5t /ate4 ,he came back to u e>ly 9 ,may unwell2 & ! debility has increas$ till hope ( 8 cont9uance among u is well nigh tak5 away4 ,8 disease is "s int]nal dis>rangem5t4 ,?is 0 excit$ into activity by ! fatigue & heat he _h to endure :il/ on 8 visitation ( ! o!r ,presid5cies4 ,he is dy+1 we fe>1 ( debility1 ) occasional p>oxysms ( %ort brea?+4444 ,i d n l to give up ! hope ( 8 liv+3 ?\gh x w\ld seem unbro!rly "u ^! circum/ances1 to let a %ip g )\t acqua9t+ y ) our /ate4 ,to me ! loss w\ld be ! greate/ ,i h exp]i5c$ out ( my own family4 ,! k9dness & confid5ce ) :i* he has treat$ me1 & ! b5efit ,i h d]iv$ f 8 conv]sation1 mu/ ev] be deeply felt4 ,to ! ,indian ,*ur* ! loss w be great] ?an any yet suff]$4 ,he unites ! be/ qualities ( 8 pr$ecessors1 ) ! k ( ! bus9ess ( a cl]gyman1 9 ! conduct+ ( s*ools1 managem5t ( *>ities1 c4 c4 ,j n[ ?ree ,p4 ,m4 8 m$ical att5dant reports ! ,bi%op worse4 ,! ,"l be graci\s to ?is l&1 & br+ light out ( ?is d>kness60 ,)9 ?ree days ( ! date ( ?is lett]1 ! ,indian *ur* 0 depriv$ = ! f\r? "t ( its *ief ,pa/or1 by ! dea? ( ,bi%op ,turn]4 ,among ! ,ar*deacon's pap]s is ! foll[+ acc\nt ( ! la/ illness ( ! ,bi%op4 8,on ,saturday ev5+1 ! #bnd ( ,july1 ! ,bi%op fir/ spoke to me z if he 7 n to rema9 9 ,india4 ,aft] our ev5+ drive ,i accompani$ him up /airs1 & he indicat$ a wi% t ,i %\ld sit d[n ) him 9 ! draw+-room4 #8,he 0 go+ to ,p5ang1' he said1 #8& if he did n recov] !re z he expect$1 %\ld proce$ to ,new ,s\? ,wales4 ,he n[ _h se5 en\gh ( ! ,diocese to judge ( ! /ate ( religion g5]ally among/ u4 ,he ?\ght ! /ate z fav\rable z1 "u pres5t circum/ances1 he c\ld well expect4 ,he judg$ too x w\ld be progressive4 ,!re is a sad defici5cy ( cl]gy1 b1 not)/&+1 _m active ag5ts are at "w3' & he allud$ to sev]al laym51 especially (fic]s1 ( :om he _h spok51 z wisely & dilig5tly att5d+ to s*ools 9 diff]5t places he _h visit$4 #8,t no difficulties manife/$ !mselves1 at pres5t1 9 ! adm9i/ration ( ecclesia/ical affairs1 & t he %\ld leave ,india )\t anxiety4' 8#b4 ,! ,bi%op _h int5d$ to h cross$ ! riv] next morn+1 9 ord] to p>take ( ! ,"l's ,supp]1 9 ,bi%op's ,college ,*apel4 ,i 0 afraid he might n be able2 & _h made arrangem5ts = ! duty at ,b>rackpore1 9 ord] to rema9 ) him3 z ,i _h1 inde$1 be=e1 f 8 say+ e>ly 9 ,june1 aft] he c\ld n g to *ur*1 #8^! dull ,sundays de/roy me4' ,i _h1 !re=e1 rema9$ at home two ,sundays2 & ?\gh he said no?+ on ! subject1 ,i _h ! satisfaction to see t x 0 agreeable to him4 ,on ! ev5+ ( ! #bnd1 ! ,bi%op said1 #8he felt x w\ld be too mu* = him to cross ! riv]2' & he gladly ass5t$ to my proposal to h communion at home1 aft] my return f morn+ s]mon1 9 ! ,old ,*ur*4 ,accord+ly1 ab\t half-pa/-twelve1 on ,sunday1 ! #crd1 ! ,bi%op1 ,mrs4 ,corrie1 & ,miss ,bird1 assembl$ 9 ! draw+-room3 prep>ations hav+ be5 previ\sly made4 ,x 0 a v solemn occasion4 ,he 0 able to kneel only :il/ receiv+ ! elem5ts4 ,aft] communicat+1 ,mrs4 ,corrie left ! room1 be+ mu* mov$1 & unwill+ to give him pa9 by %ew+ x4 ,aft] a %ort pause1 ! ,bi%op said1 #8,h[ _m bless+s h we to be ?ankful =8' #8,i h (t5 enjoy$ ^! ord9ances 9 adm9i/]+ !m1 b a p]son mu/ be 9 my circum/ances to feel ! value ( !m4' #8,i h gr[+ evid5ce t ,i "k 9 :om ,i h tru/$3' & !n w5t on to contra/ ! unc]ta9ty att5d+ sci5ce1 ) ! c]ta9ty religion supplies4 #8,a little k ( sci5ce1' he said1 #8makes u confid5t2 b z we advance1 we feel less c]ta9ty2 :il/ ! m we advance 9 religi\s k1 ! great] c]ta9ty we atta94' ,i "h left ! room1 & ! ,bi%op cont9u$ 9 conv]sation ) ,miss ,b4 = "s "t respect+ family matt]s4 ,9 ! ev5+1 ! ,bi%op retir$1 = ! fir/ "t1 be=e tea4 8#c4 ,on ,monday1 he did n leave 8 room2 & 8 m$ical att5dant be+ n[ 9 ! h\se1 ,i m]ely saw him twice1 on go+ into 8 room to enquire aft] him4 ,9 ! ev5+ he w5t out 9 ! ,tonjon1 & spoke to me1 on ! bank ( ! riv]1 ab\t a m>riage :i* he _h be5 consult$ ^u2 b he 0 soon tir$1 & retir$ to 8 room1 )\t com+ into ! draw+-room4 8#d4 ,on ,tuesday1 he did n leave 8 c\*4 ,i saw him e>ly3 he 0 v unwell2 & 8 m$ical att5dant be+ con/antly ) him1 ,i did n g into ! room aga9 till ab\t #d ,p4 ,m4 ,he !n reque/$ me to make kn[n to ,mr4 ,rob]tson ( ,b>eilly1 ! /ate ( weakness into :i* x _h pleas$ ,god to br+ him4 ,aft] :i* he said1 #8he enquir$ n aft] ,mrs4 ,corrie1 b he felt deeply ! k9dness %e _h uni=mly manife/$4' #8,he desir$ 8 k9d love to h]2 & t %e %\ld be told he felt 8 obligation4' ,on my say+ t1 #8_h he be5 able to come into ! draw+-room1 %e _h hop$ to see him 9 ! ev5+1 & w\ld be glad to come to 8 room3' he said ) emotion1 #8he ?\ght he w\ld r be sp>$4' #8,he did n1' he said1 #8speak mu* to me on ! /ate ( ! diocese2 ,i knew x z well z he did1 & 9 "s respects bett]2 & add$1 #8,i say ) tru?1 ,i feel no reluctance to leave ?+s z !y are4 ,!re 0 no?+ ( importance claim+ imm$iate att5tion1 & %\ld any difficulty arise1 y w get ov] x4' 8,! fai?fulness ( ,god to ,8 ^w 0 ref]r$ to by him2 & on my m5tion+ an expression ( ! late ,rev4 ,d4 ,br[n1 on 8 dea?-b$1 viz4 #8,! ,"l's w is be/4 ,8 way is be/4 ,8 "t is be/4' ,! ,bi%op add$1 #8t he greatly ne$$ ! int]cession ( 8 fri5ds1 t su* might be 8 /ate ( m9d4' 8#e4 ,9 ! night ( ! #e?1 ! ,bi%op be+ re/less1 ! doctor ask$1 #8if he w\ld l me to come & sit beside him8' ,on 8 ass5t+1 ,i 0 call$2 ,i w5t to 8 b$-side1 he took me k9dly by ! h& & said1 #8he fe>$ he int]rupt$ me4' ,he !n began to say1 #8h[ happy he %\ld be1 c\ld he speak to ! natives 9 _! own tongue2' & ref]r$ to 8 head-be>]4 ,i (f]$ to speak to him 9 ,h9doo/anee2 b ! ,bi%op said1 #8n n[1 he is fe>fully untutor$4' ,he spoke a good deal on subjects ( religion1 connect$ ) 8 own /ate2 ( ! insuffici5cy ( le>n+1 tal5ts1 c4 c41 )\t ! bless+ ( ,god2 h[ (t5 ,god br+s ab\t great ?+s by small means2 & in/rum5ts we %\ld n h ?\ght (4 ,aft] ab\t an h\r1 he ask$ me to pray ) him2 !n said1 #8he w\ld try to compose himself to re/4' 8#f4 ,w$nesday1 ,july #f?1 0 a day ( int5se & incessant suff]+1 f difficulty ( brea?+4 ,he seem$ unable to att5d to any ?+2 b on ,miss ,b4 go+ into ! room1 he desir$ h] to read to him a ,psalm1 & conv]s$ ab\t a qu>t] ( an h\r on po9ts :i* occurr$ 9 read+4 ,ab\t #d o'clock ,i w5t into 8 room3 ,i obs]v$1 t #8,i fe>$ he _h _h a try+ day4' ,he said ) emphasis1 #8,v4' 8,on my say+1 #8t :5 he felt able to att5d1 if he w\ld j express 8 wi%es1 ,i %\ld be glad to wait ^u him = pray]3' he ass5t$4 ,he aft] "s "t obs]v$1 9 brok5 s5t5ces1 7= 8 articulation _h become indi/9ct7 #8,t we d n arrange matt]s 9 religion suffici5tly = ourselves4' ,m ,i c\ld n und]/&4 ,9 ord] to keep up ! tra9 ( ?\ght1 ,i said t #8our m]cy consi/s 9 t ! cov5ant is ord]$ 9 all ?+s & sure4' ,he ass5t$1 & said1 #8b to ^? :o 7 ord]ly !re might be m ( joy & peace 9 believ+4' ,i said #89 great bodily di/ress1 x seem$ to me1 !re c\ld be little beside a *ild-l reliance on a fa!r's c>e & love4' ,he said1 #8,i h an assur$ hope3' & add$1 #8t we want ,god to d "s great ?+ = u1 t %all prev5t ! necessity ( humiliation1 & clos+ ) ,*ri/4' ,aft] ?is ,i read a hymn1 #8,jesus ! way1 ! tru?1 ! life4' ,he said1 #8t "o feel+ 0 univ]sal1 x p]vad$ all he>ts4' ,9 cont9uation ,i read ! hymn1 #8,?is ,god is ! ,god we adore2' & !n pray$ out ( ! ,visitation ( ! ,sick1 end+ ) ! ,"l's pray]1 & #8,! grace ( our ,"l1 c41' to :i* he add$ a f]v5t #8,am54' ,aft] a pause1 ! ,bi%op broke out 9 pray]3 #8,o ?\ ,god ( all grace1 /abli%1 /r5g!n1 settle u4 ,h m]cy on all1 t !y may come to ! k ( ! tru?1 & be sav$4 ,!re is none o!r "n giv5 by :i* !y c be sav$4 ,o!r f\ndation c no man lay4' ,on 8 ceas+1 ,i add$1 #8& ?is is a sure f\ndation4' ,on :i* 8 feel+s 7 mu* mov$2 & ! doctor com+ 91 our conv]sation end$4 8,9 ! ev5+1 x 0 f\nd t ! ,bi%op's articulation _h fail$4 ,he spoke no m aft] ! above record$ pray]1 express+ feel+s among/ ! mo/ appropriate t c\ld h occupi$ ! ?\ghts ( a dy+ man4 ,he manife/$ little1 if any1 consci\sness1 dur+ ! rema9+ h\rs he liv$2 brea?+ ! :ole "t ) great difficulty4 ,ab\t t5 o'clock he 0 help$ f 8 b$ to an easy *air1 f :i* he did n aga9 move2 nor did he appe> to sleep1 or to get ! lea/ repose or cessation f suff]+4 ,8 appe>ance exhibit$ ! mo/ p]fect picture t c be conceiv$1 ( pati5t endurance4 ,n a ^w or a look indicat$ a wi% or a want4 8#g4 ,ab\t half-pa/-six1 he *ang$ = dea?4 ,i read ! ,comm5datory ,pray]1 & we wat*$ = 8 dep>ture4 ,ab\t half-pa/-eight1 ano!r *ange came on to a /ate ( less suff]+1 b ( m weakness2 & ! l+]+ _s took its flight1 at a qu>t] be=e t5 on ! morn+ ( ! #g? ( ,july40 ,! ,ar*deacon app5d$ ! foll[+ note3 8,i h n ins]t$ ! answ]s ,i made1 on _m ( ! occasions "h ref]r$ to4 ,:at is 9 ! ?ird p]son is ! sub/ance ( :at 0 said2 & ! words z ne>ly z ,i c\ld rememb] !m4 ,:at are giv5 z ! ,bi%op's words1 7 spok5 z writt540#aei ,hav+ wat*$ ov] ! dea?-b$ ( ,bi%op ,turn]1 !re yet rema9$ to ! ,ar*deacon ! afflict+ (fice ( prea*+ ! ,fun]al ,s]mon4 ,?is he did on ,sunday1 ,july #aj?2 & "o :o 0 pres5t on t occasion relat$1 t ! prea*] 0 enabl$ to dis*>ge 8) firmness & /r5g? ( voice1 ?\gh ) deep feel+10 ! m\rnful duty :i* _h devolv$ ^u him4 ,! e/imate :i* an almo/ bro!rly intimacy ) ! deceas$ enabl$ ! ,ar*deacon to =m ( ,bi%op ,turn]'s wor?1 0 ?us summ$ up3-- 8,we h left u1 9 ! "* ( our dep>t$ ,bi%op1 an example ( "o :o s\ght glory1 hon\r1 & immortality1 by pati5t cont9uance 9 well-do+4 ,he began :]e ! scriptures tea* u to beg9--) p]sonal religion4 ,he _h l[ ?\ghts ( himself4 ,he 0 s]i\sly affect$ ) a s5se ( 8 frailties & unwor?9ess1 & re/$ 8 hope ( salvation1 only on ! m]cy ( ,god 9 ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,he _h atta9$1 9 a rem>kable degree1 ! _s ( self-contr\l2 s t he 0 to a consid]able ext5t a copy ( ! great ,%eph]d & ,bi%op ( our s\ls1 ^: ^w is 8,le>n ( me1 = ,i am meek & l[ly40 ,he took ,revelation = 8 guide2 & :il/ ! ,tri-une ,god ( ! ,bible 0 ! object ( 8 adoration1 ! w ( ,god 0 ! rule ( 8 practice4 8,9 8 peculi> (fice he came ne> to ! apo/olical /&>d giv5 9 ! ,epi/les to ,timo?y & ,titus4 ,( 8 le>n+1 & capacity = p]petuat+ an ord] ( m9i/]s 9 ! *ur*1 x w\ld require "o ( a simil> measure ( le>n+ & piety to speak1 b all c\ld judge t z a ,bi%op he 0 blameless & free f reproa*4 ,mod]ate 9 all 8 habits & pursuits4 ,dis9t]e/$ 9 a high degree1 & free f all suspicion ( ! love ( money4 ,he 0 apt to tea*--a true lab\r] 9 ! ^w & doctr9e--sob] 9 judgm5t--wise to solve difficulties--( a compassionate _s--& he>tily desir\s ( m5's et]nal good4444 ,! lively s5se he _h ( 8 own responsibility r5d]$ him m ke5ly alive to su* defects 9 any ( ^? "u 8 au?ority1 z might h9d] _! usefulness1 or d injury to ! cause !y _h solemnly pl$g$ !mselves to s]ve4 ,he felt himself b\nd1 !re=e1 :5 occasion arose1 to reprove & to rebuke #8) all au?ority4' ,an assur$ hope t 9 be+ releas$ f ! body1 he %\ld be ) ,*ri/1 /r5g!n$ our dep>t$ ,prelate to endure protract$ & int5se bodily suff]+ ) pati5ce & =titude n to be surpass$2 till at l5g?1 be+ releas$ f ?is /rife ( nature1 he ent]$ into t et]nal life to :i* he _h long aspir$60 ,) ref]5ce to ! dea? ( ! ,bi%op1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie also writes1 ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,aug4 #f1 #ahca4 8,at fir/ my m9d 0 m /unn$1 ?an by any loss yet exp]i5c$4 ,x seem$ su* a m>k ( div9e )draw+2 & yet ! deceas$ w\ld h argu$ ! contr>y4 ,he us$ to say1 t #8designs :i* took all at once1 seldom held a long c\rse3' & ,i desire to draw ?is inf]5ce1--t see+ ! ,"l tries u1 ,he w at l5g? e/abli% u40 ,by ! demise ( ,bi%op ,turn]1 ! ,ar*deacon _h = ! f\r? "t to adm9i/] ! affairs ( ! diocese4 ,9 ! lett] j quot$ he adds3-- 8,i am aga9 ,commiss>y = ?is ,see1 & feel myself adequate to ! *>ge4 ,! r\t9e ( duty is famili> to me2 & ,i c act ) m decision f feel+ my gr\nd40 ,at ! same "t he _h to cont5d alone ) su* difficulties z might occur1 !re be+ less ( co-op]ation (t5times ?an w\ld h be5 desirable4 ,! ,ar*deacon's obs]vation on t po9t 9 ano!r lett] is1 t 8,a ,bi%op has b to signify 8 w1 & ^? :o d n l x1 w n oppose x2 b ) a m]e ,locum t55s1 fri5ds argue & oppos]s %ew !mselves4 ,i d :at ,i c to c>ry fri5ds ) me1 & ov]rule1 z ,i am able1 objectors1 or leave !m beh9d4 ,i feel z be=e & m ?an ev]1 ! undesirabl5ess ( p[]1 beyond a small measure4 ,n to recomm5d measures ( emolum5t c41 to ,gov]nm5t1 is to #8act unk9dly2' & to int]f]e to prev5t abuses is to be an #8enemy4' 444 ,b 9 no?+ h ,i m to be ?ankful =1 ?an 9 ! /r5g? giv5 me to be> ^! ?+s2 p]si/+ at ! same "t1 9 ! measures ,i ?9k "r40 ,?is k9d ( we> & te> ( body & m9d1 c\pl$ ) sep>ation f 8 *ildr5 & relatives1 seems to h v mu* t5d$ to fo/] a desire 9 ! ,ar*deacon to leave ,india at ! fir/ opportunity t might w>rant su* a /ep4 ,8 feel+s ) reg>d to t subject1 _h inde$ be5 s frequ5tly express$1 9 8 own correspond5ce1 &1 also1 9 t ( ,mrs4 ,corrie ) _! *ildr51 t 8 family fully expect$ t he w\ld return to ,engl& :5 ! newly-appo9t$ ,bi%op %\ld arrive 9 ,calcutta4 ,x 0 !re=e1 ) ref]5ce to ?is1 t he writes ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,calcutta1 ,oct4 #bb1 #ahca4 8,i ye/]day receiv$ a lett] f ,mr4 ,goode ( ,clapham3 he _h se5 y a few days be=e he wrote1 & said y 7 expect+ t ,i might be on ! way home4 ,i d>e say ,i write v diff]5tly on ! subject at diff]5t times4 ,to-day we h _h ra91 & ! !rmomet] be+ only #hb1 ,i feel active2 & aft] all1 mu* ( ! want ( ela/icity exp]i5c$1 mu/ p]haps be put to ! acc\nt ( ye>s4 ,i "k n :e!r y read ,blackwood1 b ! article #8,*ri/oph] ,nor? tak+ a day's %oot+1' rem9d$ me ( mu* ( ! cause ( my own ailm5ts4 ,on button+ on 8 gait]s & prep>+ = ! walk1 he f\nd 8 in/ep _h lo/ some?+ ( its spr+4 ,?is is my case1 & x w\ld be va9 to expect to rega9 t spr+1 9 any c\ntry or clime4444 ,:at ,i h sometimes ?\ght (1 z to com+ home1 is to leave ?is ab\t ,janu>y #ahcc2 b circum/ances may put x (f to #ahcd1 ev5 if life be sp>$40 ,!n ) ref]5ce to :at 0 call$ ! 8,re=m ,bill10 & ! orig9 ( ! 8,tr9it>ian ,bible ,society10 ! ,ar*deacon obs]ves3-- 8,all affairs "h appe> flat1 comp>$ ) ! _s-/irr+ ev5ts t are occurr+ ar\nd y4 ,i1 on my fir/ voyage1 attempt$ a ,poem1 beg9n+ ) some?+ ab\t1 #8,brita91 ! glory ( all l&s4' ,p>son got hold ( x1 & by 8 well-des]v$ raill]y cur$ me ( ! only poetical fit1 ) :i* ,i 0 ev] visit$4 ,b :e!r ,brita9 is to cont9ue ! glory ( all l&s1 appe>s n[ to be d\btful4 ,well3 we mu/ look m at ! ,*ur*2 ( :i* #8glori\s ?+s' are /ill #8spok54' ,! "p ( x call$ ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 is expos$ f )9 z well z f )\t4 ,capta9 ,gordon's proce$+s1 if p]si/$ 91 w ?r[ ! weight ( ! ,bible ,society into ! diss5t+ int]e/1 by )draw+ ! wrong-heads 9 ! *ur* :o adh]e to him40 ,on ! same subject ! ,ar*deacon obs]ves ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,we h he>d ) mu* conc]n ( ! proce$+s ( ,capta9 ,gordon & 8 fri5ds 9 ! ,bible ,society3 to me x indicates ! break+ up ( ! ,society1 & ! splitt+ ( ! religi\s _w into small1 p[]less p>ties4444 ,h[ x grieves "o to see m5 pass by all ! political patrons1 ! traffick+ b5efici>ies1 c41 c41 & make ?is ado ab\t ,soc9ian p>ticipation 9 giv+ away ,bibles6 ,! :ole ( _! argum5ts g on ! idea ( ! ,bible ,society be+ ! ,*ur*1 ?an :i* no?+ c be m vague3 n "o act ( *ur*-memb]%ip is p]=m$ by ! ,bible ,society40 ,ab\t ! same date ! ,ar*deacon writes ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 8,! s\nd ( mo/ ( ! controv]sies :i* occupy y at home1 rea*es u "h2 & ,i ?9k !re 0 "s reason = ! accusation aga9/ _m pi\s m9i/]s1 :o make sanctification almo/ ! ,savi\r3 :]eas true & effectual hol9ess arises f cle> views ( reconciliation to ,god by ,*ri/4 ,n !oretical views1 b t he>t-felt s5se ( ! preci\sness ( ! ,savi\r1 :i* only ^? :o exp]i5ce x c und]/&1 & :i* e believ] %\ld seek to realize m & m4 ,on ! o!r h&1 we h an in/ance or two ( "y conv]ts ent]+ into ?is view1 s z to g beyond _! exp]i5ce1 & aft]w>ds to become greatly p]plex$4 ,may we1 de>e/ si/]1 le>n m & m ( t expression1--#8,! life ,i live 444 ,i live by ! fai? ( ! ,son ( ,god8'0 ,among ! important objects :i* engag$ ! att5tion ( ! late ,bi%op ,turn]1 0 t ( provid+ additional accommodation = public wor%ip2 & by 8 lord%ip's ex]tions 9 t respect1 arrangem5ts _h be5 made = build+ ?ree additional *ur*es 9 & ab\t ,calcutta4 ,"o ( ^! 0 design$ to be connect$ ) ! ,free ,s*ool2 s z n only to enable ! :ole ( ! *ildr5 9 t e/abli%m5t to att5d public wor%ip on ! ,s*ool premises1 b1 also1 to s]ve = ! accommodation ( ! imm$iate neighb\rhood 9 :i* ! ,s*ool 0 situate4 ,_m circum/ances1 h[ev]1 occurr$ aft] ,bi%op ,turn]'s dea? to ret>d ! completion ( ! ,free-,s*ool ,*ur*1 b ?is hav+ be5 at l5g? effect$1 ! ,*ur* 0 op5$ on ,nov4 #bj1 #ahca1 ! ,ar*deacon prea*+ on ! occasion1 f ,matt4 xviii4 #aa4 ,! s]mon 0 aft]w>ds pr9t$2 & on m5tion+ ?is 9 a lett] to 8 bro!r1 ! ,ar*deacon obs]ves3-- 8,i "k ! ,s]mon is wor? little b = local circum/ances1 & t ,i h _h to cont5d ) "s cross-gra9$ spirits1 s9ce ! ,bi%op's dea?1 to get ! ,*ur* op5$ at all4 ,! ,s]mon w1 ,i hope1 c\nt]act _! misrepres5tations ) ! public40 ,"s additional & m /rik+ results ( education )\t religion1 began n[ to attract att5tion4 ,^? ,h9doo philosoph]s1 z !y 7 call$1 :o boa/$ ( _! desire to rescue _! c\ntrym5 f ignorance & sup]/ition1 _h begun to take al>m at ! fre$om ) :i* "s ( ! natives1 :o _h be5 educat$ at ! ,h9doo ,college1 7 attack+ ! ,brahm9ical fai? & morals4 ,!y !re=e1 some:at inconsi/5tly1 resolv$ to hold no communication ) any :o impugn$ ! ,h9doo sy/em2 & w5t s f> z to procure ! ejection f h\se & home1 ( ! native editor ( a pap] call$ 8,! ,enquir]10 because he cont9u$ fe>lessly to expose ,h9dooism4 ,on ! o!r h&1 ! sceptical & infidel portion ( ! ,native community1 av[$ _! s5tim5ts :5ev] occasion occurr$1 & act$ out _! education )\t res]ve4 ,a curi\s incid5t1 illu/rative ( ?is /ate ( m9d occurr$ 9 ! ,decemb] ( #ahca4 ,a l>ge importation ( 8,pa9e's ,age ( ,reason0 _h arriv$ f ,am]ica = sale 9 ,calcutta1 & a native booksell]1 by way ( exp]im5t1 fix$ ! price ( ! book at "o rupee4 ,at fir/1 a few copies only 7 sold at ?is l[ price2 b ! "w 0 f\nd s exactly to fall 9 ) ! pr9ciples & ta/es ( ! "y enlight5$ ,baboos ( ,calcutta1 t at ! end ( five days ! booksell] _h n a copy ( ,pa9e's blasphemy left1 al?\gh ! price _h be5 rais$ to z high z five rupees ! s+le copy4 ,z 0 to be expect$1 moreov]1 ! same ,h9doo lib]ali/s1 :o p]secut$ su* ( _! native bre?r5 z expos$ ! ,brahm9ical sup]/ition1 7 ready en\gh to avail !mselves ( an opportunity to %ew _! ho/ility to ,*ri/ianity4 ,!y accord+ly _h portions ( ! 8,age ( ,reason10 translat$ into ,b5galee1 & publi%$ 9 "o ( _! newspap]s2 call+ ^u ! ,*ri/ian mission>ies at l>ge1 & on ! ,ar*deacon by "n1 to answ] ,pa9e's infidel lucubrations4 ,sev]al1 h[ev]1 ( ! mo/ respectable ( ! ,h9doos 9 ,calcutta1 express$ _! disapprobation ( ?is proce$+1 & deprecat$ all notice ( ! publication4 ,at ,*ri/mas-tide ! ,ar*deacon took "p 9 ! admission ( "s native conv]ts into ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/4 ,x 0 on ! #bf? ( ,dec4 #ahca1 t ! ,*apel at ,mirzapore 0 fill$ ) native ,*ri/ians1 ! *ildr5 f ,/4 ,james' & ,infant ,s*ools1 & ! fri5ds ( missions1 f ,calcutta & neighb\rhood4 ,div9e s]vice comm5c$ by ! ,native ,*ri/ians s++ a ,b5galee hymn2 & dur+ ,morn+ ,pray]1 ! ,sacram5t ( baptism 0 adm9i/]$ to t5 native adults1 & eight native *ildr54 ,at ?is season1 too1 x 01 t !re 0 an exam9ation ( ! s*ools1 & a d9n] provid$ = ! native ,*ri/ians & _! *ildr52 ( :i* ! foll[+ lively acc\nt 0 giv5 by ! ,ar*deacon ,,to ,,8 ,,daught]s4 8,! *ri/ians at ! ,*ur*-,mission-h\se1 d9$ all toge!r on ,monday la/4 ,!re 7 #aij :o sat d[n to d9n]1 z !y report ( ! ,"l ,mayor's & o!r su* fea/s2 & :y may we n say s ( ?is fea/1 ?\gh !y all sat on ! gr\nd8 ,!y _h1 moreov]1 ?ree c\rses & a des]t4 ,planta9 leaves be+ plac$1 "o = ea*1 ) a little space betwe54 ,!y !n seat$ !mselves1 ea* beh9d ?is plate ( ,nature's manufacture4 ,!n came ! cooks1 & gave1 "o1 a l>ge spoonful ( rice1 ano!r1 a portion ( vegetable curry4 7,i %\ld premise1 !re 0 rice en\gh = ea*1 plac$ at once1 & a small portion ( curry47 ,?is latt] be+ discuss$1 a portion ( meat-curry 0 !n plac$ beside ! rema9+ rice1--aft] ?is1 sweet-meats1 & !n fruit4 ,:5 all 7 arrang$1 & ready to beg91 ,roop1 ! cate*i/1 said a grace2--r too long1 ,i ?\ght1 z1 ,i d>e say1 ?\ght "s ( ! hungry *ildr54 ,!y seem$ all v happy4 ,x 0 a day ( ?ankfulness to _m ( u4 ,t5 ye>s ago1 !re 0 n "o *ri/ian connect$ ) ?is ,mission2 n[1 ( ^! ab\t "o hundr$ & fifty are connect$ ) ,kri%nagur4 ,"s ( !m resid+ 9 ! neighb\r+ villages1 ! rema9d] 7 gue/s1 connect$ ) o!r ,missions4 ,all 7 fea/$ = ab\t f\r p\nds1 :i* y\r papa suppli$4 ,!re 7 "s ,engli% fri5ds1 too1 ) ,mr4 ,s&ys4 ,we all assembl$ 9 ! ,*apel = wor%ip at twelve o'clock1 & x 0 q fill$2 s t if ?+s prosp]1 z we hope !y w1 ! ,*apel mu/ soon be enl>g$40 ,except :5 occasions l ^! call$ ! ,ar*deacon f home1 8 "t 0 n[ *iefly sp5t betwe5 ,calcutta & ,b>rackpore4 ,he appe>s1 too1 to h cont9u$ ! cu/om orig9at$ by ! late ,bi%op1 ( all[+ any fri5ds :o might *use to att5d 8 family-wor%ip on ,friday-ev5+s2 & to _m 7 ^? social meet+s ! means ( in/ruction4 ,respect+ himself1 he obs]ves 9 a memor&um1 dat$ 8,b>rackpore1 ,april #bb1 #ahcb4 8,on ! #aj? ( ?is mon?1 ,i complet$ #ee ye>s4 ,great m]cies on ! "p ( ,god1 great +ratitude on my "p1 appe> 9 review4 ,su* has be5 my hi/ory ?r\gh\t4 ,i d n look on x z a ?+ ( c\rse1 b z a pro( ( ! invet]ate nature ( human depravity2 & z sett+ =? ! unutt]able condesc5sion & love ( ,god1 ! ,savi\r4 ,i w\ld n h x cont9ue2 :il/ ,i am sure if left to myself x w cont9ue1 & cont9u+ mu/ exclude me f ,heav54 ,my expectation1 & my desire is1 to be sav$ f s92 & ,i ?ank ,god1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/1 t ?us x w be4 ,! prospect be=e me1 if life be sp>$1 is full ( anxiety4 ,i feel v reluctant to quit ,india4 ,i _h int5d$ to h sp5t my life "h2 b t impli$ an useful life4 ,my pres5t appo9tm5t has op]at$ to make my defects m manife/4 ,:o w\ld h ?\ght1 :5 ,i 0 glad ( release f ! duties ( ! ,presid5cy1 7be+ f debility unable to p]=m !m17 t s mu* publicity w\ld h foll[$8 ,:o c\ld h calculat$ on ! ,bi%ops be+ remov$1 "o aft] ano!r8 ,?is is ! ,"l's do+4 ,if ,i h n br\ght discr$it on my religi\s pr(ession1 x is also ( ,him4 ,he has hid me 9 #8! secret ( 8 pavilion'3 ,i feel ?is mo/ s5sibly40 ,! ,ar*deacon's correspond5ce %ews t ! anxiety "h express$ respect+ ! future1 0 mu* increas$ by ! acc\nts :i* rea*$ ,india ( t turbul5t _s1 :i* n[ p]vad$ ,engl&2 & :i* _h be5 call$ =? & fo/]$ by unpr9cipl$ m52 :o1 9 ! abs5ce ( argum5ts1 d]iv$ f tru? & righte\sness1 9 fav\r ( _! s*emes ( re=m1 did n scruple to recomm5d ! use ( ! brick-bat & ! bludgeon4 ,?us 9 writ+ ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,april #be1 #ahcb4 8,! ov]l& news h rea*$ u up to ! #ac? ,janu>y4 ,v tr\bl\s times seem com+ ov] y4 ,may ! ,"l av]t or guide ! /orm1 z ,he surely w6 ,b :o may be swept away 9 its viol5ce1 :o c say8 ,:at anxiety y mu/ h exp]i5c$ ab\t ,lucy dur+ ! riots at ,bri/ol6 ,& n[ aga9 burn+s h comm5c$ 9 v>i\s p>ts4 ,^! ?+s make ! prospect ,engl&w>ds v dre>y1 & add to ! natural indecision ( my m9d z to :at x may be "r to d1 respect+ hav+ our *ildr5 "h1 or go+ to !m4 ,yet ,i expect & confid5tly believe1 t :5 ! "t comes our pa? w be pla940 ,& ) ref]5ce to ! same subject he writes ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,! rejection ( ! ,re=m ,bill by ! ,h\se ( ,lords1 seems v disa/r\s4 ,i ?9k !y did _! duty1 b ! late promotions 9 ! ,*ur* look z if ! prov]b 7 ab\t to be realiz$1 #8,quem ,deus vult p]d]e c4' ,:at c result f ! influ5ce ( su* m5 b laxity ( doctr9e & ( practice1 & *anges 9 e dep>tm5t8 ,*ange may be requir$ 9 "s ?+s1 b !y %\ld be m5 :o fe> ,god & rev]5ce 8 ^w1 :o make ! *anges4 ,well3 ! ,*ur* %all /& to :i* we belong4 ,! ,rock1 ,*ri/1 is n to be %ak5 by ^! convulsions4--,yet ^! tr\bles 9 ,old ,engl& di/ress me mu*1 n only = ! sake ( ! l& ( my fa!rs1 b z affect+ ! det]m9ation ,i %all be oblig$ to come to1 if sp>$ a few mon?s long]1 z to return or n return to y4 ,sometimes fri5ds "h say1 ,i %all h ! (f] ( becom+ ,bi%op1 or "o ( ! ,bi%opricks ( ,india4 ,?is ,i d n myself ?9k2 or :5 ! ?\ght occurs1 x creates only fe> le/ ! (f] %\ld be made4444 ,ev] s9ce ,i left college1 pres5t duties h requir$ pres5t ex]tion2 & if ,i h any reputation = discretion1 x is1 because l ! owl1 ,i h pres]v$ sil5ce on po9ts on :i* ,i 0 ignorant4 ,) ^! true ?\ghts ( myself1 e occasion ( publicity has br\ght me only secret humiliation2 )1 at times1 ov]fl[+ feel+s ( ?ankfulness to ,god1 :o #8out ( ! m\?s ( babes orda9s praise4' ,b n[ my secret desire is = privacy4 ,?is p]haps1 is at ! bottom1 aft] all1 ( t hank]+ ,i feel aft] :at ,i always call$ ,home4 ,?\gh ,engl& s9ce our fa!r's dea?1 pres5ts no p>ticul> home to my m9d1 ! ,isl& g5]ally is home2 & %\ld x be ! w ( ,god t ,i come among y1 a small circle w b\nd my affections4 ,& yet ,i %\ld soon love all ^? :om my bro!rs & si/] love1 & all :o h %ewn k9dness to ! *ildr5 ( our love4 ,b :5 ,i %\ld be loos+ my cords & prep>+ to take d[n ! e>?ly h\se ( ?is tab]nacle1 ,i may be 9 dang] ( becom+ m atta*$ to ! pass+ sc5e4 ,s1 aft] all1 !re is no safety b 9 fe>+ always4 8,all ?+s "h cont9ue mu* z usual1 except inde$1 t ! great r$uctions 9 ! army h l$ to ! display 9 sev]al p>ts ( ! c\ntry ( a disposition to plund] & to insurrection4 ,x is n1 ,i appreh5d1 f dissatisfaction ) ?is m ?an ) any o!r gov]nm5t1 :i* might h be5 9 possession4 ,b x is human nature unre/ra9$ by ! outw>d or inw>d influ5ce ( ,*ri/ianity3 & our m5 9 au?ority w n le>n1 h[ mu* !y owe to ! ,gospel1 ev5 z x respects ?is life1 9 re/ra9+ ! evil passions ( mank9d4 ,a small (f]+ to ! idol1 ( any plund] ga9$1 sanctifies ! rema9d] to ! possessors3 & n[ t s mu* c\ntry is left )\t ! pres5ce ( any milit>y =ce1 :y %\ld n ! natives help !mselves to :atev] is )9 rea*8 ,?is is ! _s at "w 9 mu* ( ?is l&40 ,mean:ile ! prea*+ ( ! gospel 0 n )\t effect1 = ! ,ar*deacon 0 able to in=m ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,july #g1 #ahcb4 8,9 our mission ?is ye>1 #ajh h be5 add$ to ! ,*ur*1 ( :om sev5ty-two are adults2 & !re is a gr[+ will+ness 9 ! natives to li/5 to ! ,gospel4 ,we h a conv]t$ ,jew1#afj also1 seek+ ! welf>e ( ! lo/ %eep ( ! h\se ( ,israel2 & ,mr4 ,wolff is 9 ! ,punjab on 8 way hi!r4 ,he has be5 imprison$1 ba/9do$1 made to "w z a slave1 & sc>cely rea*$ ,pe%aw> alive2 b n[ ,runjeet ,s+h1 he>+ ( 8 connection by m>riage ) ! ,gov]nor ,g5]al1 has s5t him a gu>d ( hon\r2 & he :o 0 ye/]day lit]ally a begg>1 f9ds himself treat$ z a pr9ce40 ,9 ! foll[+ mon? ! ,ar*deacon _h ! happ9ess to witness ! baptism ( "o ( ^? native y\?s1 :o h be5 already m5tion$ 9 connection ) ! ,h9doo ,college 9 ,calcutta2#afa & ( :om sev]al1 by att5d+ ! lectures ( ,mr4 ,duff & ,mr4 ,hill1 on ! ,evid5ces ( ,religion1 _h be5 l$ into a belief ( ! tru? ( ! ,bible1 z a revelation f ,god4 ,! y\? 9 "q 0 baptis$ 9 ! ,old ,*ur* on ! #bf? ( ,augu/1 & soon aft] became a /ud5t 9 ,bi%op's ,college4 ,! decid$ pref]5ce1 h[ev]1 :i* ?is y\? & o!rs evid5c$ = ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 seems to h occasion$ mu* annoyance to _m1 ( :om bett] ?+s might h be5 hop$4 8,! ,bapti/s10 z ! ,ar*deacon writes to 8 si/]1 8did all !y c\ld to prejudice !m ! native y\?s aga9/ u3 s t :5 ! y\? ref]r$ to1 came to talk ov] ! ,baptismal s]vice1 all ! usual objections 7 famili> to him2 b he 0 satisfi$ ) ! explanations s (t5 r5d]$ ( !m4 ,^!10 adds ! ,ar*deacon1 8are little refre%m5ts amid/ mu* to depress u3 = ! _s :i* is abroad 9 ,engl&1 is also spread+ "h4 ,_m are n only dispos$ to fav\r diss5t1 b to disc\rage ! ,*ur*4 ,"h1 :]e are no ti!s or exactions to compla9 (1 we might expect to be let alone4 ,b no3 we mu/ be pull$ d[n1 if possible1 f ! elevation we h ga9$4 ,our ,gov]nor ,g5]al & 8 ,lady h done mu* t[>ds ?is1 by go+ alike ne>ly to ,*ur* & meet+2 s ,mr4 ,j4 ,hill publi%es a book to expla91 z he pr(ess$1 ! pr9ciples ( ,indep5d5cy1 b x is 9 reality a collection ( ! bitt]e/ ?+s :i* h be5 utt]$ f "t to "t1 aga9/ ,e/abli%m5ts 9 g5]al1 & ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& 9 p>ticul>4 ,x has h[ev]1 answ]$ 8 end ) few or none2 :il/ x has expos$ to _m ! bitt]ness !y w\ld n believe c\ld dwell "u s meek an ext]ior40 ,s aga9 ! ,ar*deacon 9 writ+ to 8 bro!r obs]ves3-- 8,"h we h no ti!s1 no collection ( ,*ur*-dues1 to call =? ill feel+4 ,we int]f]e 9 no way b 9 our religi\s "*1 yet ?is (f5ds40 ,x might truly be said t !re 0 8mu* to depress0 ! _s ( a ,*ri/ian1 :5 su* p]sons z ,mr4 ,hill pr(ess$ to be1 c\ld h s c>efully treasur$ up1 to be p\r$ =? z occasion s]v$1 8! bitt]e/ ?+s :i* _h be5 utt]$ aga9/ ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&20 because su* a proce$+ mu/ h giv5 reason = d\bt+ ! religi\s s9c]ity ( ! p>ties !mselves4 7,phil4 i4 #ae2 #a ,cor4 xiii4 #a-c47 ,:atev] evils might h be5 connect$ ) 8e/abli%m5ts 9 g5]al1 & ) ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& 9 p>ticul>20 no p]son ) tru? c\ld *>ge ^? evils ^u t ,*ur* 9 ,india4 ,on ! contr>y1 x 0 impossible to ov]look ! ext5sive good :i* our ,*ur* 0 at t mom5t effect+1 9 e corn] ( ! ,ea/]n empire2 & t by means ( funds z unconnect$ ) ! ,/ate1 z ,mr4 ,hill himself c\ld h desir$4 ,if hi/ory & exp]i5ce !re=e1 _h n expla9$1 t x 0 ,episcopacy & n ,e/abli%m5ts t call$ =? ! sad exhibition ( ,indep5d5cy ( :i* ! ,ar*deacon compla9$1 ?is outbreak ( ,mr4 ,hill & 8 fri5ds mu/ h appe>$ mo/ unacc\ntable4 ,! ,ar*deacon !re=e1 be+ fully aw>e t ! "q to be decid$ 01 8,! (fice ( ! m9i/ry1 is x ( ,*ri/1 or only by ! suffrages & all[ance ( ! p80 repr9t$1 7b )\t any allusion to ,mr4 ,hill's book17 ,hey's tract on ! ?ree-fold m9i/ry ( ! ,new ,te/am5t2 & z subsidi>y to ?is tract1 ,dr4 ,mill pr9t$ ,*ill+wor? on ! ,apo/olical in/itution ( ,episcopacy4 ,bo? 7 eag]ly read1 & _m :o sc>cely knew ! diff]5ce betwe5 ! ,*ur* & diss5t1 _h n[ _! eyes effectually op5$4 ,amid/ su* causes = sorr[1 !re 7 c\nt]balanc+ occasions = rejoic+4 ,9 ! lett] to 8 si/] already ref]r$ to1 ! ,ar*deacon writes3 8,i am n )\t fruit 9 my own sph]e4 ,sev]al respectable ,mahomm$ans h come mo/ morn+s1 = "s mon?s pa/1 to read ! scriptures ) me4 ,two ( !m 7 baptis$ ab\t a mon? s9ce1 & two are to be baptis$ to-morr[ 7,sep4 #e47 & new enquir]s are (t5 appe>+2 s t !re seems a prospect ( a native ,*ur* be+ ga!r$ f t class1 9 "t40 ,! baptisms "h spok5 ( z expect$ to occur1 took place 9 ! mission-*apel at ,mirzapore on ! #e? ( ,septemb]4 ,"o ( ! p>ties baptis$ 0 a "y p]son ( tal5t & great respectability1 :o _h gone ?r\gh ! usual c\rse ( education at ! ,mahomm$an ,college1 ) a view to 8 becom+ a ,molwee4 ,! sacram5t 0 adm9i/]$ by ! ,ar*deacon1 :o conduct$ ! s]vice 9 ,h9doo/anee4 ,aft] ! baptism1 he address$ ! ,european portion ( ! congregation1 exhort+ !m 8to take he$1 le/ :il/ ! natives ( ,india 7 ?us ent]+ into ! k+dom ( ,god1 !y1 ! pr(essors ( ! ,*ri/ian "n1 %\ld come %ort ( ev]la/+ life40 #aec ,writ]s4 #aed ,*ief /ation4 #aee ,respect+ ! revolution :i* plac$ ,l\is ,philippe on ! ?rone4 #aef ,no?+ c\ld be worse ?an ! /ate ( ! ,native press ab\t ?is "t4 ,besides pap]s publi%$ 9 ,engli%1 !re 7 n9e or t5 9 ! ,b5galee language1 "s ( :i* conta9$ ! mo/ pollut+ language & s5tim5ts4 #aeg ,^! 7 ! ,anglo-,indians1 :o1 = "s "t pa/1 _h be5 clam\r+ = political privileges4 #aeh ,x w be rememb]$ t animals ( ! ox-tribe are sacr$ among ! ,h9doos2 s t :il/ ! 8fea/+ on beef0 manife/$ ! greate/ contempt = ,h9dooism on ! "p ( ! y\?s2 no great] insult & pr(anation c\ld h be5 inflict$ on ! ,brahm9 ?an to h ox-bones ?r[n into 8 premises4 #aei ,"s notices ( ,bi%op ,turn] are collect$ 9 ! ,mission>y ,regi/]1 = ,m>* & ,may #ahcb4 #afj ,mr4 ,samuel4 #afa ,see above pp4 #did1 et seq4 ,,*apt] ,,xix4 ,,arrival ,,( ,,bi%op ,,wilson4--,,baptism ,,( ,,natives4--,,ord9ations4--,,visitation ,,( ,,! ,,upp] ,,prov9ces4 ,! ,rev4 ,daniel ,wilson _h be5 consecrat$ to ! ,see ( ,culcutta e>ly 9 ?is ye>1 & 0 n[ approa*+ ! %ores ( ,india4 ,x appe>s t on 8 appo9tm5t to ! ,see1 ,dr4 ,wilson _h writt5 to ,ar*deacon ,corrie to in=m him ( t circum/ance1 & _h k9dly tak5 occasion to express a desire t ! ,ar*deacon w\ld = ! pres5t cont9ue 8 s]vices 9 ,india4 ,) ref]5ce to ?is e/imable prelate ! ,ar*deacon writes ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,dr4 ,wilson has n yet arriv$1 b is daily expect$4 ,i "k no "o m suitable to h be5 s5t among u1 b our expectation mu/ be f ,god alone4 ,x w\ld co/ me a sev]e pang 7 ,i told ,i %\ld n be all[$ to visit ,engl& aga91 yet ! prospect ( rema9+ "h is n pa9ful to me2 & x is *iefly on our *ildr5's acc\nt t ,i h ?\ght ( retir+4444 ,y are n likely to "k1 unless ,i tell y1 t ,mr4 ,*>les ,grant has writt5 me a v k9d lett]1 /at+ :y ,i 0 n call$ home to be made ,bi%op4444 ,i am m ?an satisfi$1 = ,i desire n ! (fice4 ,i h felt a measure ( ! responsibility atta*$ to x2 exp]i5c$ :at x is to be set on an high place #8z a m>k = envy to %oot at2' & above all1 ,i "k to a demon/ration h[ mu* m su* m5 z ! la/1 or ! pres5t ,bi%op c effect1 beyond my utmo/ ability40 ,t x might meet 8 lord%ip z soon z he %\ld arrive 9 ,india1 ! ,ar*deacon address$ ! foll[+ lett] ,,to ,,! ,,bi%op ,,( ,,calcutta4 8,oct4 #b1 #ahcb4 8,! news ( y\r appo9tm5t to ,india1 rea*$ ?is c\ntry at ! latt] end ( ,july1 & caus$ ?anksgiv+s to asc5d f _m he>ts4 ,y\r two k9d lett]s did n rea* me till ,septemb] #ba1 s t ! "t _h pass$ = address+ a lett] to ! ,cape4 ,?is w1 we hope1 meet y be=e ! end ( ?is mon?1 on ! ,sibbald's ent]+ ! ,riv]1 & 9 good heal?1 & )\t disa/] on ! voyage4 ,our he>ty congratulations are (f]$1 & pray]s t y\r entrance 9 among u1 may be #89 ! fulness ( ! bless+ ( ! ,gospel6' 8,f :at y are report$ to h said at ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society's anniv]s>y meet+1 x w\ld appe> t y _h be5 l$ to expect t arre>s ( bus9ess await y1 to be arrang$3 ,i am happy to say t n a case1 t ,i am aw>e (1 is 9 arre>2 t ?\gh mu* int]e/+ bus9ess connect$ ) our public in/itutions1 w claim y\r att5tion1 no?+ 9 ! way ( (ficial arrangem5t rema9s = y\r decision4 ,i am mo/ happy to obs]ve y\r int5tion ( endeav\r+ to pres]ve heal?4 ,our =m] ,bi%ops no d\bt _h ! same purpose1 b !y did n take advice f ^? m us$ to ! climate4 ,i %all1 please ,god we meet1 expla9 to y h[ bo? ,bi%ops ,heb] & ,turn] br\ght on1 inadv]t5tly1 _! own end4 ,!re is no?+ 9 ! climate to prev5t mo/ con/itutions cont9u+1 ) c>e1 to enjoy good heal?4 ,at ! same "t1 x has appe>$ to me t no p>ticul> age is m favorable ?an ano!r2 or t !re is any su* ?+ z becom+ inur$ to ! climate1 s z to be> exposure at c]ta9 times4 ,exp]i5ce tea*es u to avoid c]ta9 situations & n to expose ourselves to ! climate at c]ta9 times1 if we c avoid x2 & ?is is all1 9 my op9ion1 t any "o ga9s by long resid5ce "h4 ,all ?is w soon become famili> to y2 & ,i h no d\bt1 "u usual circum/ances1 y w be able to g ?r\gh all y\r duties ) com=t4444 8,i %all say no?+ ( my own affairs1 except t ,i 0 n int5d+ to leave ! c\ntry ?is ye>2 & t x w be my delight1 z well z duty1 to be assi/+ 9 e way ,i c40 ,on ! report rea*+ ,calcutta t ! 8,sibbald0 _h arriv$ 9 ! riv]1 ! ,ar*deacon1 z on l =m] occasions1 obta9$ ! use ( "o ( ! gov]nm5t vessels1 met ! ,bi%op1 & convey$ him to ,calcutta4 ,8 lord%ip arriv$ !re on ! #d? ( ,novemb]1 & 0 in/all$ on ! next day4 ,! ,ar*deacon 0 ?us reliev$ f "s ( ^? anxieties :i* 7 connect$ ) (ficial duties1 b he 0 n )\t trials ( a dome/ic nature4 ,! %ip 9 :i* 8 wife _h emb>k$ = ,engl& 9 ! middle ( ,decemb]1 0 wreck$ (f ,cor+a1 on h] passage to ,madras1 & ! pass5g]s only sav$ by tak+ to ! long-boat4 ,!y ultimately l&$ at ,masulipatam1 & ! fatigue & exposure to ! cold :i* ,mrs4 ,corrie & ! o!r pass5g]s und]w5t1 prov$ ( no la/+ detrim5t to !m2 b all _! luggage 0 lo/4 ,a lett] address$ to 8 wife soon aft] h] dep>ture f ,india w give "s idea ( ! nature ( ! ,ar*deacon's occupations at ?is "t3-- 8,janu>y #f1 #ahcc4 8,! la/ few days h furni%$ increas+ occupation4 ,on ,w$nesday ,i breakfa/$ ) ! ,bi%op1 & arrang$ ) him = ! exam9ation ( ! c&idates = ,ord9ation4 ,i !n w5t to ,da ,co/a1 :o has be5 too ill to leave home1 & correct$ two pro( %eets ( ,isaiah1 9 ,p]sian1 & two ( ! ,new ,te/am5t 9 ,h9doo/anee4 ,i return$ home at two o'clock1 :5 ! ,natives1 :o read ! ,scriptures ) me1 occupi$ me till f\r4 ,on ,?ursday ,i 0 occupi$ ne>ly ! :ole ( ! day 9 writ+ to ,g4 on 8 (f5ce2 & 9 ! ev5+ ! ,bi%op d9$ ) y\r "m & ,i1 & we talk$ ov] ,*ur* affairs4 ,on ,friday1 !re 0 a meet+ ( ! ,high ,s*ool manag]s1 to appo9t ,lambrick pro-tem1 head1 & "y ,?ompson second ma/]4 ,i !n w5t to ! exam9ation1 ( ,native ,s*ools at ,mirzapore1 ! be/ by f> we h _h3 ,dunsmore _! sup]9t5d5t4 ,?is kept me till #b o'clock4 ,i came home & f\nd ! c&idates' pap]s = my inspection1 :i* by close application ,i got ?r\gh by dusk4 ,i !n w5t to ,a4 ,s4 to d9n] at six1 & f !nce to ! t[n-hall1 to ! ,bible ,association g5]al meet+1 at half pa/ #g o'clock1 & home at t54 ,! ,bi%op took ! *air1 ,bann]jee spoke well1 b too long4 ,ye/]day ,i wrote two public lett]s1 & prep>$ notes ( an address :i* ! ,bi%op wi%$ me to make to ! c&idates = ,ord9ation1 & _! duties z !y relat$ to ?is c\ntry4 ,at f\r ,i w5t to ! ,molwee's1 & conv]s$ a:ile ) ab\t a doz5 natives on ,john iii41 & !n came home to d9n]4 ,n[ = "s fragm5ts4 ,a ,moon%ee is to be baptis$ on ,w$nesday1 :o _m ye>s ago receiv$ a ,new ,te/am5t at ,dacca4 ,he _c rememb] ! date1 b x 0 f ! ,*apla9 :o 0 !re be=e ,s4 ,he has be5 read+ ?is1 & enquir+ at diff]5t places2 till at l5g?1 conv9c$ ( ! div9ity ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 he wi%es to take up 8 ,cross4 ,he appe>s m spiritual ?an ! ,molwee2 b y "k we mu/ n too readily tru/ appe>ances4 ,he has a wife1 :o1 he says1 is p]suad$ also1 & !y h two *ildr54 8,pa/ #b o'clock--,we h be5 deta9$ at ! ,ca!dral till n[1 & h _h a mo/ in/ructive disc\rse f ! ,bi%op1 ,acts xxii4 ,! ,ord9ation ( two deacons & sev5 prie/s altoge!r1 is inde$ a new sight 9 ,calcutta4 ,! ,ca!dral 0 cr[d$1 & ! s]vice full ( int]e/4 ,at ! ,communion aft]w>ds1 "o hundr$ & fifte5 att5d$4 ,_m appe>$ deeply affect$40 ,mrs4 ,corrie hav+ proce$$ f ,masulipatam to ,madras1 ! ,ar*deacon obta9$ leave to jo9 h] !re1 ) a view to arrange = h] passage to ,engl& by ano!r %ip4 ,he 0 consequ5tly abs5t f ,calcutta until ! beg9n+ ( ,m>*4 ,on ! #i? ( t mon? he writes3-- ,,to ,,8 ,,wife4 8,i f\nd ?+s "h ( a mix$ nature2 "s pleas+1 "s pa9ful4 ,( ! pleas+ 0 ! baptism ( tw5ty-five ,h9doos 9 ,mirzapore *apel1 on ! ev5+ ,i arriv$4 ,! ,h9doo/anee congregation mu* increas$4 ,a f9e y\? ( ab\t eighte51 ! son ( an ,engli%man1 b ab&on$ by ! fa!r1 has ) 8 ,"m1 s\ght in/ruction4 ,he is dress$ z a ,mahomm$an4 ,ano!r y\? ( ! same description1 0 confirm$1 b ,i h n yet se5 him40 ,"s p>ticul>s ( ! !n /ate ( society1 :i* ! ,ar*deacon communicat$ 9 a lett] to ,mr4 ,%]]1 may n be omitt$3-- 8,m>* #cj1 #ahcc4 8,y w le>n f o!r s\rces ! great di/ress :i* prevails ?r\gh ! failure ( ! great h\ses "h4 ,"o po9t ( retribution ,i _c b ?9k is obs]vable 9 ! recoil ( ! ,free-trade sy/em4 ,!y 7 ! m5 :o ma9ta9$ ! ,hurkc>u & ,india ,gazette1 to vilify ! ,company & to run d[n ! ,gov]nm5t2 & j 9 proportion z !y injur$ ! int]e/s ( ! ,company1 _! own 7 injur$4444 ,( public matt]s y w1 also1 he>4 ,we h n[ a newspap] at ,cawnpore1 at ,me]ut1 ,agra1 & ,delhi4 ,! ,delhi pap] has an article on ! misconceptions ( ! ,natives1 %ew+ h[ easily !y are l$ away by rum\rs1 c42 :i* seems to po9t out ! impolicy ( ^! v newspap]s4 ,! subject ( ,missions is daily ga9+ gr\nd2 yet opposition is at "w und]h&4 ,pa9e's #8,age ( ,reason' has be5 circulat$ to a l>ge ext5t among ! educat$ ,h9doos2 & a v plausible "w writt5 "h1 b pr9t$ 9 ,engl&1 entitl$ #8,*ri/ianity ( human orig91' has got consid]able curr5cy40 ,x 0 dur+ ! ,m>* ( ?is ye> t ! ,ar*deacon1 among o!rs1 resign$ 8 (fice ( gov]nor ( ! ,free-,s*ool 9 ,calcutta4 ,= a consid]able p]iod ! affairs ( ! s*ool _h be5 a s\rce ( cont5tion at ! ,presid5cy1 9 consequ5ce ( a diff]5ce ( op9ion betwe5 ! gov]nors & ! committee ( t ,in/itution1 respect+ ! managem5t ( ! *>ity4 ,x 0 !re=e at l5g? agre$ t ! po9ts at issue %\ld be submitt$ to ! arbitration ( ! ,bi%op1 x be+ at ! same "t und]/ood t 8 lord%ip's aw>d %\ld be f9al4 ,"o portion ( ! aw>d 0 t ! gov]nors & secret>y ( ! s*ool %\ld resign _! (fice1 9 ord] ?us to all[ ( su* a recon/ruction ( ! gov]nm5t ( ! ,s*ool z might seem calculat$ to compose ! exi/+ diff]5ces4 ,! ,bi%op himself l$ ! way1 by resign+ 8 (fice ( ,patron2 & ! ,ar*deacon readily foll[$ s dis9t]e/$ an example4 ,soon aft] ?is1 ! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta decid$ t ! ,ar*deacon %\ld make a visitation ( ! ,upp] ,prov9ces4 ,an application 0 accord+ly made to gov]nm5t = ! purpose ( obta9+ travell+ all[ances = ! occasion2 & e>ly 9 ,may an ,ord] to t effect pass$ ! ,c\ncil4 ,be=e leav+ ,calcutta ! ,ar*deacon relates ,,to ,,8 ,,wife4 8,june #i1 #ahcc4 8,! subject ( ,infant-,s*ools is to be tak5 up by ! ,bi%op4 ,ye/]day mo/ ( our fri5ds among ! ,*apla9s breakfa/$ ) him1 & a meet+ 0 resolv$ on1 to be call$ next ,monday at ! ,bi%op's4 ,"l & ,lady ,w4 are full1 also1 ( ! subject1 & are to give l>gely1 c4 ,a c5tral s*ool is to be built1 & a ,ma/] & ,mi/ress to be s5t = f ,engl&2 s t ! little "o on :i* y be/[$ s mu* c>e1 & :i* ,mr4 ,u4 let die a k9d ( natural dea?1 is to be succe$$ by a magnific5t (fspr+ 7%all ,i call x872 & ,bi%op ,turn] w yet speak to ! place 9 ?is way1 ?\gh 8 "n be =gott54 ,a meet+1 also1 is call$ to =w>d /eam-communication1 :i* has be5 tak5 up anew at ,bombay2 & ,"l ,w4 is1 also1 aid+ individually2 & we are to h answ]s to our ,lett]s 9 f\r or five mon?s1 if n to h leave ( abs5ce = six mon?s1 ) p]mission to visit ,clapham1 )\t loss ( pay or batta4 ,su* are ! topics ( ! day40 ,9 ! same lett] ! ,ar*deacon m5tions an occurr5ce :i* w n be read )\t int]e/3-- 8,"o ( ! y\?s :o 0 to h be5 baptiz$ on ,:it-sunday1 0 seiz$ 9 ! /reet1 by 8 relatives1 & c>ri$ home to ,bunhoogly4 ,he _h be5 !re conf9$ 9 a room = fifte5 days1 ?reat5$1 & 0 to h _h a madd5+ potion adm9i/]$ to him1 b = ! cries & entreaties ( 8 "m1 ^: love = ! fruit ( h] womb prevail$ ov] h] sup]/ition4 ,! y\? brib$ a s]vant to c>ry a lett] to ,bann]jee1#afb & he ) "y ,h5ry ,r4 w5t 9 a palanqu9 c>riage on ! ,b]hampore road1 on ,sunday ,ev5+ ! #bnd1 :5 ! lad escap$2 fl$ to ! appo9t$ place ( meet+1 &1 gett+ into ! c>riage1 0 br\ght to ,mirzapore4 ,a ri* uncle1 "o ( ! ,dutts1 came on ,friday la/ ) a ,brahm91 & tri$ to coax ! lad away aga92 promis+ him all sorts ( lib]ty1 & e ?+1 b leave to become a *ri/ian4 ,! y\? /$fa/ly refus$4 ,on ?is a compla9t 0 lodg$ at ! ,police (fice aga9/ ,bann]jee1 *>g+ him ) viol5tly c>ry+ (f ! lad1 b !y c\ld n su/a9 ! *>ge1 & ! case 0 dismiss$3 & "h ! matt] re/s at pres5t4 ,he is a v intellig5t lad ( sixte51 b %ort ( 8 age4 ,i _h an int]e/+ conv]sation ) him on ,sunday ev5+1 too long to write to y1 b ! sub/ance ( x 0 z foll[s3 #8,a full conviction ( ! tru? ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,its suitabl5ess to mank9d z reveal+ a ,savi\r1 & ! lad's own individual ne$ ( p>don ( s91 & ( grace & /r5g? to be> 8 trials1 & to obey ,god4' ,! poor fell[ 0 v fev]i% f ! agitation he _h gone ?r\gh4 ,mr4 ,s4 0 prep>+ tea = him1 & he slept 9 "o ( ,s's room = security4 ,h[ little we "k ( su* difficulties 9 ! way ( salvation6 ,our ease & levity are equal imp$im5ts1 & p]haps s\rces ( great] dang]40 ,! y\? m5tion$ 9 ! =ego+ lett] 0 nam$ ,brijonaut ,ghose1 & _h be5 educat$ at ! ,h9doo ,college1 b aft]w>ds became a pupil at ! ,mirzapore s*ool1 "u ,kri%na ,mohun ,bann]jee4 ,!re1 x appe>s1 he 0 9 ! habit ( conv]s+ freely ) 8 companions respect+ ! follies ( ,h9dooism1 & ?is hav+ rea*$ ! e>s ( 8 p>5ts1 !y became appreh5sive t _! son w\ld embrace ,*ri/ianity1 & s =bade 8 att5dance at ! s*ool4 ,8 abs5ce 0 n p>ticul>ly notic$ at ! "t2 b on 8 return+ aga9 aft] "s "t _h elaps$1 he /at$ ! reason = 8 abs5ce1 & %ew$ a great] desire = in/ruction 9 ! great tru?s ( revelation4 ,! opposition to 8 att5d+ at ,mirzapore1 n[ became m decid$ on ! "p ( ?is y\?'s p>5ts3 !y took him to _! home1 conf9$ him to ! h\se1 & _h him c>efully wat*$ = sev]al days4 ,! y\?1 h[ev]1 contriv$ to escape1 & in/antly w5t to ,mirzapore2 b z ! fri5ds ( t ,in/itution 71 = e reason1 anxi\s n to make conv]ts by /ratagem1 x 0 decid$ t a tempor>y resid5ce %\ld be provid$ = ! y\?1 & a ,brahm9 provid$ to dress 8 food1 t he might n lose ca/e4 ,b be=e a resid5ce c\ld be obta9$1 ! y\? 0 aga9 captur$ by 8 relations1 & subject$ to ! treatm5t :i* ! ,ar*deacon's lett] relates4 ,s soon1 !re=e1 z ev] ! y\? f\nd himself rescu$ f ! unnatural viol5ce ( 8 p>5ts1 he e>ne/ly desir$ to be baptiz$4 ,& z !re 0 no d\bt respect+ 8 fitness = baptism1 s f> z conc]n$ 8 k ( ! ,gospel1 & ! s9c]ity ( 8 fai? 9 its promises1 !re seem$1 at fir/1 to be no reason = disappo9t+ 8 desire2 especially z baptism w\ld effect a complete sep>ation ( ! y\? f 8 relatives1 & ?us prove a c]ta9 protection aga9/ _! future p]secution4 ,to prev5t1 h[ev]1 any suspicion t s solemn a rite _h be5 ha/ily adm9i/]$1 or t ! ,mission>ies _h act$ f unwor?y motives1 x 0 consid]$ bett] t ! baptism ( ! y\? %\ld be def]r$4 ,b 9 ! mean:ile ! fa!r ( ! y\? obta9$ a writ ( ,habeas ,corpus f ! ,supreme ,c\rt 9 ,calcutta1 call+ ^u ,bann]jee to produce ,brijonaut ,ghose1 & to %ew cause :y he 0 deta9$ at ,mirzapore or else:]e4 ,bann]jee1 ( c\rse1 appe>$ 9 ,c\rt ) ! y\?1 & /at$1 ?r\gh ! ,advocate ,g5]al1 all ! circum/ances connect$ ) ! y\?'s hi/ory4 ,! ,c\rt1 h[ev]1 decid$ t ! p>5ts 7 ! natural gu>dians ( _! *ildr51 & ! y\? 0 !re=e ord]$ to be deliv]$ up to 8 fa!r4 ,x 0 9 va9 t ! y\? p]sonally express$ 8 unwill+ness to return home1 & alleg$ 8 dread ( ! repetition ( ! viol5ce :i* he _h already exp]i5c$3 ! ,c\rt did n feel call$ ^u to int]f]e until ! dread$ viol5ce _h be5 actually (f]$2 & consequ5tly reit]at$ ! ord] = ! boy to be giv5 up to ! fa!r4 ,! poor fell[ 0 !n seiz$ hold ( by 8 fa!r2 b x requir$ consid]able ex]tion to get him out ( c\rt4 ,he wept mo/ bitt]ly1 repeat$ 8 appeals to ! judges1 seiz$ hold ( ! table at :i* ! b>ri/]s 7 seat$1 & 0 only dragg$ away in* by in*4 ,?is unusual sc5e gave rise1 z x w be conclud$1 to mu* discussion1 & 9 its probable consequ5ces 0 ( no ord9>y importance3 x occurr$ on ! day on :i* ! ,ar*deacon left ,calcutta2 :o 9 ann\nc+ 8 int5d$ j\rney to 8 bro!r1 obs]ves3-- 8,my visitation out & home1 w embrace a circle ( betwe5 #bjjj & #cjjj miles4 ,i h no fe> z to heal?2 & = ! re/1 ,i h ! ^w ( tru?1 #8,i w be ) !e 9 all places :i!rsoev] ,i %all lead !e4'0 ,full p>ticul>s ( ! ,ar*deacon's proce$+s are conta9$ 9 8 lett]s to ! pres5t ,bi%op ( ,calcutta1 & 9 8 correspond5ce ) ,mrs4 ,corrie3 x is f bo? ^! s\rces t ! foll[+ in=mation is d]iv$2-- 8,on ! #ac? ,july1 #ahcc1 ,i w5t to ,*9surah1 & f\nd de> ,b4 on ! /eps ( ! ,*ur* to receive me4 ,pass$ a peaceful day on ! #ad? ) him4 ,hav+ be5 less at ease = want ( repose1 ,i enjoy$ ,saturday z mu* bodily z m5tally4 ,on ,sunday morn+ ,i prea*$ to ! soldi]s3 & 9 ! ev5+ ,b42 !re 0 a collection made bo? times = ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society ( ab\t #ajj ,rs4 ,! *ur* 9 ! ev5+ 0 ne>ly z full z 9 ! morn+4 ,capta9 ,j4 came up to see a fri5d1 & pass$ an h\r on ,sunday ) me2 he breakfa/$ ) u on ,monday morn+2 & he & ,b4 came on ) me to ,b&el4 ,i ?\ght mu* ( ! _m p>t+s we h _h 9 ^! places4 ,belov$ ,mr4 ,br[n came up ) ,m>tyn & ,p>sons & me to ,=sy?'s "h 9 #ahjf2afc & aga9 ) ,p>sons & me 9 ,novemb] ( t ye>4 ,m4 & ,miss ,c4 & ,i paid ,f4 a visit "h 9 #ahab4 ,n[ :]e are mo/ ( ^!8 ,_! place o!rs fill4 ,yet ! "w ( ! ,"l goes =w>d6 8,i consid] my j\rney n[ comm5c$4 ,! wea!r is fav\rable2 ! w9d fair & /eady till t[>d ev5+1 b n /rong2 & v cl\dy4 8,rea*$ ,santipore1 ,july #af?1 & expect$ to be at ,culna by breakfa/ "t4 ,arriv$ at ,culna by n9e4 ,mr4 ,a4 came d[n to ! boat1 & we aft]w>d w5t up to ! ,mission bungal[ & /aid till ev5+4 ,_! mode ( life is j :at p at home fancy ( ,mission>y life 9 ,india2 ! h\se 0 clean & airy2 ! *ildr5 are kept 9 su* ord] z ,*ri/ian *ildr5 %\ld be1 playful yet ob$i5t4 8,i 0 ne>ly a day soon] ?an 0 expect$2 only two ( ! f\r s*ools 7 s5t = to be exam9$1 & ( !m only ! fir/ classes1 & a few ( ! second4 ,!re 7 =ty-"o boys3 !y read ) great correctness ! #f? ( ,/4 ,mat!w3 & g5]ally gave correct explanations f notes suppli$ to ea* s*ool by ,mr4 ,a41 explanatory ( :at !y read4 ,!y read ) equal correctness ,ell]ton's ,dialogues1 #e? ,*31 & are exp]t 9 _! explanations2 ! :ole ( ?is book ! boys _h read2 x is a great fav\rite among ! s*ol>s2 & a few days s9ce f\r y\?s1 :o _h be5 educat$ 9 ^! s*ools1 came to ,mr4 ,a4 & reque/$ a copy ( ea* ( ! ,dialogues = _! private use4 8,mr4 ,a4 has a s*ool ( sixte5 girls 9 "o ( ! rooms ( ! bungal[2 "o ( !m a few mon?s s9ce 01 ) h] "m's cons5t1 baptiz$4 ,!re is also an ,engli% class ( ab\t ?irty2 _! pr(ici5cy 0 n s manife/4 ,! tea*] is a ,mahom$an1 :o le>n$ ,engli% at "s s*ool 9 ! ,*itpore road4 ,mr4 ,a4 speaks ( a great & fav\rable *ange 9 ! respectable natives t[>ds him4 ,?is appe>s among o!r ?+s1 9 "s weal?y p1 :o _h set up a s*ool 9 opposition to "o ( ! mission s*ools1 hav+1 aft] "s conv]sation ) him on ,*ri/ianity1 giv5 up _! s*ool1 & s5t ! boys to 84 ,culna is a great m>t = gra91 s t tracts are c>ri$ f ?is to _m di/ant p>ts ( ! c\ntry1 & ,mr4 ,a4 speaks ( /rang]s1 :o come to ! m>ket1 z desir\s ( obta9+ tracts to c>ry away ) !m4 ,9 ! ev5+ tw5ty-"o ( ! native ,*ri/ians att5d$ = wor%ip4 ,mr4 ,a4 leads ! psalmody ) 8 viol91 j l\d en\gh to keep !m 9 tune2 ! effect 0 v pleas+4 8,july #ah?4--,we cross$ ! riv]1 aft] leav+ ! mission h\se1 = fre] air4 ,mr4 ,a4 came ) me4 ,x rem9d$ me ( our visit ) ! late ,bi%op1 :5 he _h 9 l mann] cross$ ! riv] ) u4 ,we spoke ( him ) mu* affection1 & especially ( ! good judgm5t display$ 9 8 rem>ks on ,mission>y op]ations4 ,9 ! night !re 0 mu* ra92 b ye/]day ! w9d 0 fair1 & /eady )\t ra91 z f> z ,nuddea4 ,i /aid at ! m\? ( ! ,jell+hee an h\r1 expect+ t ,mr4 ,r4 might h come f ,kri%naghur to ! neighb\r+ factory to meet me1 z ,i _h writt5 to him ab\t my plans f ,*9surah4 ,he 0 n come1 nor is x ( consequ5ce1 z ,i c\ld n h gone at t "t to see ! ,nuddea s*ool4 ,we proce$$ v sl[ly1 yet rea*$ a po9t ne> ! factory ) ! upp]-room$ h\se4 ,!re 0 a f9e pla9 cov]$ ) gr[+ rice4 ,a clev]-look+ "y brahm91 9 "p own] ( ! field1 came up to make salaam4 ,i engag$ him 9 conv]sation by sett+ ! "y baboo to ask him que/ions2 no good seem$ to foll[2 b on ! passage 8,come unto me1 all ye t lab\r & are heavy lad510 c4 be+ read1 ,i obs]v$1 t if ! brahm9 w\ld admit1 t s9 is a burd51 x w\ld make him uneasy2 s t ,i fe>$ he w\ld put away ! invitation4 ,he became ?\ghtful1 & left u a little s]i\sly4 ,! #ah? pass$ r uncom=tably4 ,i _h call$ ! moon%ee1 & _h j comm5c$ read+ ! #a/ ( ,acts ) him1 :5 we began to move r\nd & r\nd6 ,! riv] _h made on bo? sides a deep ind5t into ! bank2 & ! wat] 0 boil+ l a :irlpool4 ,aft] "s "t ! d&ies made ! side2 b ! riv] ran a p]fect sluice4 ,i got on %ore1 & aft] two or ?ree trials ! p9nace 0 dragg$ ) mu* difficulty out ( ?is situation4 ,b = a mile1 ! riv] ran ) l viol5ce2 & ,i _h to walk all t way2 ! day 0 cle> & ! heat great2 ,i _h a *attah1 & walk$ no fa/] ?an ! d&ies1 :o 7 b5d+ to ! e>? almo/ 9 _! endeav\r to drag ! p9nace on4 ,i ab/a9$ f wat] ?\gh exce$+ly ?ir/y2 & only moi/5$ my m\? ) a wet t[el1 & aft] an h\r's repose felt no inconv5i5ce4 ,! riv] /ill ran v /rong1 & has be5 v tortu\s s9ce pass+ ! ,jell+hee4 ,ab\t twelve a heavy fall ( ra9 came on2 ! m5 fa/5$ ! p9nace slightly to ! bank2 & all came on bo>d = %elt]4 ,?is cont9u$ till ?ree1 :5 we set (f aga91 & a /rong w9d spr++ up1 we made head aga9/ ! torr5t4 ,! ru% ?r\gh ! wat] 0 by no means pleasant2 b we 7 m]cifully br\ght to a quiet re/+-place ab\t half-pa/-six1 ,p4 ,m42 ! w9d di$ away & we _h a cool refre%+ night4 ,dur+ ! day at int]vals1 ,i _h mu* conv]sation ) ! moon%ee on po9ts ( religion 9 :i* he is int]e/$4 ,we read also two *apt]s ( ! ,acts1 & conv]s$ mu* on ! cont5ts4 ,!re is little expectation left ( our rea*+ ,b]hampore on ! #bj?1 :i* ,i mu* regret4 ,x is ,8 pleasure1 h[ev]1 :o is ! ,god ( ,provid5ce1 z well z ( ,grace4 ,! riv] is n[ ris+ rapidly2 & z x has n yet ov]fl[$ its banks1 we h to cont5d aga9/ ! :ole /r5g? ( ! /ream1 especially at e turn+4 ,on ! #ai? our progress 0 small4 ,ab\t eight ,a4 ,m4 heavy ra9 came on1 s z q to obscure ! horizon3 ?is deta9$ u till ne> noon4 ,we track$ :5 ! w9d lull$2 small ra9 fell till ne> f\r ,p4 ,m41 :5 ! w9d rose1 b n fair = u4 ,at l5g? at ,dewan ,gunge ! c\rse became fair1 :5 we fell aga9 ^u a :irlpool2 b ! w9d c>ri$ u sl[ly ?r\gh1 & ) "s ex]tion we rea*$ a po9t ne> ,cutwa4 8,i 0 "h /rongly rem9d$ ( my fir/ visit 9 #ahjf1 :5 ,i walk$ ?r\gh ! sun f ,dewan ,gunge to visit ,*amb]la94#afd ,! matt$ bungal[1 8 fir/ wife's tomb1 visible z we sat at table1 & ! delicate little girl1 ! daught] ( t wife1 sitt+ by him1 & 8 m\rn+ = ! rec5t loss ( 8 second wife1 & ! melan*oly all ^! circum/ances ca/ ^u our conv]sation1 7 vividly call$ to my m9d4 ,!n 8 primitive mode ( liv+1 vegetable curry1 & spr+ wat]1 gave me a feel+ ( v5]ation = 8 "*4 ,i well rememb] too h[ 9 ! ev5+ ,p>son's lively conv]sation *e]$ him & he came on ! next day ) u to ,plassey4 ,at p>t+ we sang ,*amb]la9's mu* us$ hymn1 8,o'er ! gloomy hills ( d>kness1 c40 ,i well rememb] ! en]gy ) :i* he us$ to s+4 ,he is n[ s++ ! #8new song' 9 liveli] /ra9s1 & 8 "w has n fall5 to ! gr\nd4 ,! moon%ee c\ld n come on1 on acc\nt ( ! ra94 ,x is subject ( mu* regret to f9d myself on ! ev5+ ( ! #bj? t5 coss f ,b]hampore by l&1 & n less ?an fifte5 di/ant by wat]4 ,b ,i am n consci\s ( hav+ lo/ an h\r s9ce ,i left ,*9surah4 ,if ,i c\ld h =ese5 ! ob/acles1 :i* h aris5 f ! w9d+ c\rse & /r5g? ( ! /ream & failure ( w9d1 ,i might h pass$ )\t visit+ ,culna1 b ^! reflections are n[ 9 va94 ,may ,i b h wisdom & /r5g? to improve su* opportunities z may pres5t !mselves at ,b]hampore6 8,i arriv$ at ,b]hampore 9 ! =5oon ( ! #bbnd ,july1 & call$ on ! *ief milit>y p]son & made kn[n my purpose ( rema9+ ov] ! foll[+ ,sunday4 8,on ,tuesday =5oon ,i inspect$ ) ,col4 ,t4 ! place newly appropriat$ = div9e s]vice4 ,x is fitt$ up ) pews = sev5ty or eighty ( ! upp] classes1 & ) b5*es = ! private soldi]s4 ,x is suppli$ also ) two *&eli]s ( eighte5 lights ea*1 & abundance ( wall %ades = ev5+ s]vice4 8,on ,w$nesday ,i exam9$ all ! classes 9 ! regim5t s*ool1 consi/+ ( sixty boys & =ty-two girls4 ,! upp] classes read _! scripture lesson ) di/9ctness & propriety1 & 7 pretty ready 9 ,crossman's ,cate*ism3 ?is 0 _! *ief atta9m5t4 ,9 ! regim5tal libr>y !re are betwe5 #cjj & #djj volumes ( a miscellane\s k9d2 few treat+ ( religi\s subjects4 ,to keep up ! libr>y1 s]geants subscribe f\r annas a mon?1 corporals & privates "o4 ,!re are #bac subscrib]s4 ,! ,*ri/ian ,k ,society's libr>y is conf9$ *iefly to ! hospital4 ,on ,?ursday =5oon ,i call$ on "s ( ! ,civil s]vants1 & on ,friday visit$ ! hospital1 & read to & exhort$ ! m dang]\sly sick4 ,mr4 ,m4 arriv$ to-day2 b w5t at once1 be+ v poorly1 to ,mr4 ,p's h\se1 :i* is ab\t two miles f ! b>racks4 ,on ,saturday morn+ ,i made "s prep>ation = ! foll[+ day4 ,at half-pa/-six ,a4 ,m4 on ,sunday1 7! #bh? ( ,july7 ! regim5t 0 m>*$ to *ur*4 ,!re are 9 ! :ole #gjj m51 ( :om ab\t half are ,prote/ants1 & "s ( ^! be+ on duty1 ^? :o att5d are v suffici5tly accommodat$1 :i* 0 by no means ! case 9 ! place =m]ly us$ = _! assembl+4 ,mr4 ,m4 0 too unwell to assi/1 s t ,i _h ! morn+ s]vice on my h&s1 & ! sacram5t1 ( :i* notice _h be5 circulat$3 tw5ty p]sons att5d$4 ,at half-pa/-?ree ,p4 ,m4 ab\t ?irty convalesc5t out ( ! =ty-two sick assembl$ 9 ! w>d ( ! hospital4 ,9 ! ev5+ ,mr4 ,m4 read pray]s4 ,!re 7 ab\t #aej soldi]s pres5t2 & all ! pews 7 occupi$ z 9 ! morn+4 8,^! are ! pr9cipal ev5ts 9 ! way ( duty :i* occupi$ me at ,b]hampore4 ,a /ation s*ool w\ld be v desirable = ! _m poor ,*ri/ian *ildr51 unconnect$ ) ! army2 b 9 ! abs5ce ( a *apla91 & f my own inability to endure ! ex]tion1 & inde$ f want ( "t1 no?+ 0 done t[>ds su* an object4 ,i _h mu* pleasure 9 r5ew+ acqua9tance ) sev]al ,i _h kn[n up ! c\ntry2 b c\ld b5efit !m little1 be+ always made unwell by ! morn+'s ex]tion4 ,! w9d has almo/ q fail$ ^! two days1 :i* r5d]s ! heat m oppressive4 8,!re is a mission "h ( ! ,london ,society4 ,mr4 ,h4 has be5 at ,b]hampore sev]al ye>s1 & is mu* respect$4 ,! success among ! natives has be5 v limit$2 b he is v dilig5t 9 endeav\r+ to make ! tru? kn[n1 prea*+ once or twice a day 9 _! baza>s & villages40 ,9 a lett] to ,mrs4 ,corrie dat$ 8on ! ,ganges10 ,augu/ #a/4 ! ,ar*deacon1 aft] hav+ giv5 a detail$ acc\nt ( 8 equipm5ts1 c4 adds3-- 8,n[ = my companion4 ,he is a baptiz$ ,h9doo1 ( respectable1 ?\gh n weal?y connections2 0 educat$ at ,mr4 ,h>e's s*ool2 att5d$ fir/ ,mr4 ,d]os>io1 & aft]w>ds ,mr4 ,duff3 became a tea*] 9 ,mr4 ,duff's s*ool1 & 0 f9ally baptiz$ 9 ! ,scot* congregation4 ,he is n[ on ! way to ,futtyghur2 ,r4 is ,judge1 & a pi\s "y doctor ,m4 ) him h e/abli%$ a s*ool1 & wi% = a native *ri/ian tea*]4 ,well3 ?is y\?1 by "n1 ,gopy ,na? ,mundee1 0 recomm5d$ z a s*oolma/]2 & to g ) me1 0 ?\ght by pi\s fri5ds 9 ,calcutta1 a favorable opportunity4 ,a place 9 ! baggage-boat 0 assign$ him1 toge!r ) a le>n$ ,mahomm$an enquir]1 :o w ?us1 ,i conclude1 get a free passage to ! upp] prov9ces4 ,he is reput$ weal?y1 & asks no?+ b a passage f me4 ,! o!r y\? f9ds ! p9nace m com=table ?an ! baggage-boat1 7i4 e4 ! boat lad5 ) scriptures & tracts1 = ,i h no baggage7 & ! second night he coolly propos$ sleep+ on my c\* 9 ! out] cab94 ,?is ,i told him w\ld be inconv5i5t to me1 b t he might sleep 9 my palkee1#afe on ! top2 & !re ev] s9ce has be5 8 domicile4 ,he is up z soon z ,i am1 & at fir/ 8 want ( acqua9tance ) ! peculi>ities ( our habits 0 try+ to me1 b ,i _h to deal ) a *ri/ian1 & mu/ n (f5d him4 ,by degrees we became intimate1 & ,i beg9 to expla9 to him our ideas ( propriety4 ,he is1 ,i h reason to believe1 a *ri/ian2 has tak5 my obs]vations 9 good "p1 & n[ ,i f9d little to int]rupt my com=t1 beside :at ! con/ant pres5ce ( any except my belov$ family w\ld occasion4 ,i f9d him especially defici5t 9 scripture k1 & 9 doctr9al div9ity4 ,h5ce1 ( late1 e morn+ ex]cise is a lecture on "s po9t ( scripture4 ,we1 to-day1 comm5ce = morn+-wor%ip ! ,psalms4444 ,ab\t t5 ! ,molwee comes :5 he c2 & he has also f\nd out ! com=t ( ! ,p9nace2 s t he n[ comes daily4 ,he reads ! scripture 9 ,h9doo/anee1 ) me fir/1 !n he & ! ,baboo mutually in/ruct ea* o!r4 ,! ,baboo le>ns ,h9doo/anee f ! ,molwee1 & ! latt] ,engli% f ! =m]3 b "h ,i am (t5 appeal$ to by bo?4 ,i mu/ add t ! ,baboo 78 age is tw5ty7 has begun 9 consequ5ce ( previ\s conv]sations1 to read ! scriptures 9 ,b5galee to ! d&ies4 ,he (f]$ to in/ruct ,ame]1#aff b he said taunt+ly1 #8,o no3 ,i fail$ once1 & ,i'll h no m to d ) x4' ,to-day we ent]$ ! tr\bl\s ,ganges4 ,a squall came on soon aft] we ent]$2 !n a lull1 :i* left u on a s&-bank 9 ! middle ( ! riv]40 ,9 a lett] to ! same1 dat$ ,aug4 #g?1 he writes3 8,ye/]day be+ v anxi\s respect+ ! objects ( my j\rney1 ,i look$ into ,bi%op ,heb]'s j\rnal2 & ,i see m cle>ly :at ,i h to d4 ,8 be+ a ,bi%op1 8 lively conv]sations1 & especially 8 com+ to confirm1 rais$ an int]e/ :]ev] he w5t1 :i* ,i c h no pret5sion to expect4 ,b at ,b]hampore1 not)/&+ my inability to g among/ ! p privately1 all ! /ation att5d$ ,div9e s]vice1 & in/ead ( t5 or twelve z usual at ! ,"l's ,supp]1 tw5ty att5d$4 ,= ?is enc\ragem5t ,i feel ?ankful1 & tru/1 z heal? returns1 ,i may at ! /ation be=e me be ! means ( quick5+ att5tion to ! ?+s :i* belong to salvation4 #h?4 ,/ation>y 9 a jungle1 ! wea!r cool1 ! night aga9 /ormy1 ! w9d /ill contr>y4 ,i _h an int]e/+ conv]sation aft] breakfa/ ) ! ,baboo1 expla9+ to him ! subject ( ! annual ,atonem5t & ye> ( ,jubilee ( ! ,israelites4 ,we read ! xvi? & xxv? ( ,leviticus1 & ! correspond+ passages 9 ! ,hebrews4 ,x is gratify+ to obs]ve ! pleasure ^! disc\rses give him1 & truly1 ,israel 9 anci5t days ,n only _h a view ,( ,s9ai 9 a blaze1 ,b saw ! gospel too4 ,i h ^! few days be5 /udy+ ! ,levitical ,in/itutions ) r5ew$ int]e/ & b5efit4 8,augu/ #i4 ,ye/]day ev5+1 ab\t t5 ( ! d&ies 7 l$ to sit d[n by u on ! top ( ! ,p9nace2 & by keep+ ! ,baboo to int]pret :at ,i said to !m1 !y 7 deta9$ = an h\r1 conv]s+ on ! subject ( a m$iator4 ,by degrees !y 7 l$ to see t ,jesus 0 m wor?y ?an _! prophet1 & !y appe>$ v s]i\s 9 _! mann]4 8,i h be5 engag$ ) ! ,molwee & ,baboo 9 new arrang+ ! words 9 ! ,p]sian ,litany1 :i* is ne>ly accompli%$4 ,9 ! ev5+1 f\r ( ! d&ies aga9 seat$ !mselves ne> to u on ! poop1 & by degrees !y 7 l$ aga9 to ! subject ( a m$iator1 :o c\ld pay our debt ( s91 & procure = u p>don & acceptance ) ,god40 8,rea*$ ,monghir on ! #ag?1 9 "t to give notice = div9e s]vice ! next day4 ,mr4 ,w41 ! ,commission]1 _h return$ home only ! ev5+ be=e4 ,8 return 0 favorable1 z he op5$ 8 h\se z on =m] occasions1 & at half pa/ t51 all ! ,*ri/ians at ! /ation assembl$4 ,at ,boglipore1 !re are n above tw5ty ,*ri/ian resid5ts2 at ,monghir !re are sev5ty or eighty1 x be+ a favorite /ation = invalids to take up _! abode4 ,9 ref]5ce to ! c\ntry & climate1 ! /ation w\ld be "o ( ! mo/ desirable on ?is side ( ,india1 ! opportunities ( do+ good are _m4 ,on ! opposite side ( ! riv]1 is ! di/rict ( ,purneah1 :]e _m ,indigo ,plant]s are settl$1 & visits to t di/rict at suitable seasons might be made v pr(itable to ! resid5ts4 ,mr4 ,w4 told me t ^? invalids :o h families are gradually leav+ ,monghir1 9 ord] to settle :]e _! *ildr5 c h gratuit\s1 or *eap education4 ,a ,bapti/ ,mission has be5 e/abli%$ "h _m ye>s4 ,_! ,h9doo/anee congregation consi/s ( ab\t sixty ( all ages2 only fifte5 ( ^! adults h giv5 up ca/e = *ri/ianity2 ! rema9d] are ( mix$ race4 ,mr4 ,l4 :o pr9cipally (ficiates 9 ,h9doo/anee1 has a *apel also ne> ! l>ge baza>1 &1 ?\gh he _h no reg>d to ! c\rt-h\se :5 ! *apel 0 built1 ! suitors 9 ! c\rt att5d 9 great numb]s4 ,he has sometimes #djj he>]s2 on ,sunday la/ ab\t #aej 7 pres5t4 ,mr4 ,m4 ! o!r ,mission>y1 9 conjunction ) 8 bro!r-9-law1 receives pupils1 bo? boys & girls4 ,at ?is "t !y h tw5ty-"o boys1 & elev5 girls4 ,^! are mo/ ( ! p>ticul>s :i* w ,i ?9k be int]e/+ to y4 ,on ,monday morn+ e>ly1 a w9d f a fav\rable qu>t] sprang up1 & c>ri$ u r\nd ! =t1 & we are proce$+ n rapidly1 b on ! :ole favorably4 ,?is sudd5 *ange ( w9d prev5t$ me f writ+ f ,monghir4 ,i hope to s5d ?is f ,patna by ! end ( ! week4 ,i h look$ ov] ! r\te ,i h to take1 ) ! respective di/ances ( /ations4 ,i %all s5d a sket* ( ! j\rney by l& soon4 8,mr4 ,l4 m5tion$ t he "s "t ago met at ,boglipore1 ) "o ( ! hill-m5 :o und]/&s ,h9doo/anee2 & wi%+ to "k some?+ ( ! hill language1 he engag$ ?is man to tea* him4 ,aft] a "t1 he began to att5d s]i\sly to ! ,new ,te/am5t1 :i* !y read toge!r2 & he seems to h exp]i5c$ a decid$ conv]sion4 ,?is man is v anxi\s to imp>t ! k ( ,*ri/ianity to ! hill-m51 & is prep>+ to return z a mission>y among !m4 ,he has be5 once1 accompani$ by a native ,*ri/ian2 & on giv+ 8 p an acc\nt ( ! new life on :i* he is ent]$1 0 n reject$1 b invit$ to return & tell !m m ( ?is way4 8,on ,?ursday ! #bbnd ,augu/1 we arriv$ at ,patna ab\t half pa/ "o ,p4 ,m4 ,z my /ay w\ld be %ort1 ,i ?\ght x bett] to rema9 9 ! boat4 ,at t /ation ,i f\nd mu* to gratify1 & to lead to expectation ( good1 if prop] means are devis$4 ,! ,*apla9 came to see me on arriv+1 & ,i d9$ ) him 9 ! ev5+2 ! conv]sation 0 on subjects connect$ ) our "w4 ,he spoke ( ,wolff's visit "h1 & ! impression x _h made on sev]al2 8 own m9d 0 mu* /irr$ up to ! consid]ation ( ! spread ( ! ,gospel4 8,!re is no appropriate place ( wor%ip at ,patna4 ,div9e s]vice once 9 ! =5oon1 9 ! c\rt-h\se1 is all ! public duty p]=m$1 !re be+ no place fitt$ = ev5+ s]vice4 ,a g5tleman :o has an appo9tm5t 9 ! opium dep>tm5t ma9ta9s a boys' s*ool ( ab\t ?irty s*ol>s ne> 8 h\se1 9 :i* ! ,gospels are read by ! m =w>d boys4 ,he ent]ta9s also a pi\s ,*ri/ian y\?1 educat$ by ,mr4 ,wilk9son1 :o assembles 8 s]vants & o!rs = wor%ip on ,sundays4 ,! collector's lady has two boys' s*ools ( ab\t ?irty ea*1 & a girl's s*ool 9 :i* ab\t ! same numb] are taught4 ,i exam9$ ! girl's s*ool2 & besides ! junior classes1 :o are in/ruct$ 9 cate*ism1 & elem5t>y read+1 !re 7 five :o read flu5tly 9 any "p ( ! f\r gospels 7,nagree "*73--!y repeat$ ! t5 ,comm&m5ts1 ! ,cre$1 & ! ,"l's ,pray]1 & gave z good an acc\nt ( ! fall ( man1 ! promise ( a ,savi\r1 ! life & suff]+s ( ! ,son ( ,god1 & ! purpose ( 8 dea?1 z mo/ *ildr5 9 a ,*ri/ian s*ool might be expect$ to d4 ,^! in/ructions are giv5 9 a great measure by ! collector's lady h]self4 8,:5 leav+ ,patna on ,saturday morn+ ! ,*ur* mission>y tea*] br\ght a petition sign$ by ab\t ?irty h\sehold]s1 ,mahomm$ans1 pray+ = a s*ool4 ,if an effici5t tea*] c\ld be suppli$ by any ( ! *ur* societies1 "h is a f9e op5+4 ,! population is imm5se1 & sev]al ( ! ,engli% resid5ts at ,patna w\ld will+ly c\nt5ance ! und]tak+4 ,i tru/ ! matt] w n re/ till a s*ool be e/abli%$4 ,i 0 told by m ?an "o1 t s9ce ,mr4 ,wolff's conf]5ce ) ! ,mahomm$ans "h1 mu* att5tion has be5 manife/$ by _m ( !m to ! subject ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,wolff's *ief disputant is v desir\s ( obta9+ a "w 9 ,p]sian or ,h9doo/anee on ! evid5ces ( ,*ri/ianity1 to meet ! enquiry excit$ among ! natives4 ,he frequ5tly comes to a fri5d 9 ! opium dep>tm5t1 & conv]ses on ! subject4 ,?is g5tleman obta9$ subscriptions1 & s5t to ,calcutta = copies ( ! ,p]sian ,p5tateu*1 :i* h be5 read by ! le>n$ natives1 & _m copies 9 ,h9doo/anee h be5 tak5 f ! cate*i/4 ,he speaks ( sev]al respectable ,mahom$ans1 :o occasionally att5d$ ! ,sunday morn+ wor%ip conduct$ by ! native ,*ri/ian2 & ! att5tion he meets ) g5]ally1 :5 he goes out to speak to ! p & di/ribute tracts1 is v enc\rag+4 ,"s ( ! families "h meet on ,?ursday ev5+s1 at ea* o!rs' h\ses to read a *apt]1 a s]mon1 & pray]4 8,a s*eme 0 on foot lately to comm5ce a native college2 b funds are n =?com+4 8,on ! #bd? ,i came f ,patna to ,d9apore4 ,on arriv+ ,i receiv$ a v civil note f ,g5]al ,o',h1 & soon aft] call$ ^u him2 he k9dly invit$ me to take up my abode ) him2 b ,i am engag$ to ,mr4 ,r4 ,at ,d9apore ! *apla9 labors almo/ beyond 8 /r5g?4 ,on ,sunday morn+ ,i prea*$ to a l>ge congregation f ! text ,matt4 xxv4 #ac4 ,9 ! ev5+ also ! att5dance 0 good1 & ,i prea*$ aga94 ,next day ,i 0 v we>y & /aid at home1 consult+ ) ,r4 on "s alt]ations 9 ! *ur*1 & on =m+ a ,*ur* ,mission>y ,association4 ,on ,tuesday morn+ ,i exam9$ ! regim5tal s*ools1 consi/+ ( =ty two boys1 & ne>ly z _m girls3 & aft]w>ds ! /ation s*ool ( =ty "o boys & girls ( all ages & descriptions1 z y may judge f !re be+ five sepoys among !m1 "o ,iri%man also belong+ to ! artill]y4 ,we did n get home till ne> t51 hav+ comm5c$ soon aft] six1 bo? a good deal fagg$4 ,mr4 ,s4 f ,patna1 & ,mr4 ,l4 ! ,commission]1 _h come up to see u4 ,wilk9son too 0 come f ,goruckpore = *ange ( air4 ,he has _h a sev]e illness1 & ! doctors say he mu/ visit ,engl& 9 ord] to complete recov]y4 ,i fe> ! *ange recomm5d$ is q necess>y4 ,8 congregation am\nts to #acj1 & he speaks ( 8 assi/ant z q compet5t to ! *>ge ( !m1 & wor?y ( confid5ce4 ,if a new mission>y %\ld arrive1 he might g !re to le>n ! language2 & he c\ld att5d to ! "o ,engli% s]vice on ,saturday4 ,i tru/ "s arrangem5t ( ! k9d may be accompli%$ %\ld ,mr4 ,wilk9son's dep>ture be unavoidable4 8,!y lately lo/ a little boy ( sev5 mon?s :o seems to h be5 a v preci\s *ild3 he 0 c>ri$ (f 9 tw5ty-f\r h\rs3 !re 0 no doctor 9 ! /ation4 8,on ,w$nesday at half pa/ #f ,a4 ,m4 we assembl$ 9 ! ,bapti/ry1 & =m$ a ,*ur* ,mission>y ,association4 ,!re 7 six (fic]s pres5t & _m privates & o!rs4 ,y w see ! p>ticul>s 9 ! ,*ri/ian ,intellig5c]4 ,!re are ab\t #bjj natives pr(ess+ ,*ri/ianity at ,d9apore4 ,at pres5t ,mr4 ,r4 employs a pi\s ,drumm]1 an ,ea/ ,indian1 :o assembles !m on ,?ursday ev5+2 f ?irty to fifty att5d4 8,aft] breakfa/ on ,w$nesday ,i came away1 be+ comm5d$ to ,god 9 pray]4 ,! w9d blew fair & /rong & we rea*$ ,*uprah by night4 ,s4 & 8 wife are at ,*uprah at pres5t4 ,i wrote him a note1 n int5d+ to g up1 b he con/ra9$ me to promise to breakfa/ ) !m ! next day1 :i* ,i did2 & ! affection manife/$ by !m 0 v gratify+ to me4 8,on ! #cj? 7,augu/ #ahcc17 ! day 0 oppressively hot1 & ! night exce$+ly close1 s t no relief c\ld be f\nd any :]e4 ,i rose we>y to a degree4 ,by #d o'clock1 x be+ full moon1 ,i set ! p (f3 & :5 !y 7 gone1 ,i _h a ba! on ! deck1 & nev] exp]i5c$ ! =ce ( ! expression s s5sibly1 ,z cold wat] to a ?ir/y s\l2 ! refre%m5t 0 indescribable4 ,i ?\ght ! next morn+ to h _h a simil> enjoym5t2 b ! night 0 cool1 & ! morn+ breeze made me %iv]1 & ,i 0 glad to escape f ! wat]4 ,su* are ! *anges 9 ?is climate6 8,we c\ld n make ,bux> on ,saturday3 b ,sunday1 ,sept4 #a/1 we arriv$ at mid-day4 ,at #d ,p4 ,m4 ,i w5t to ,h9doo/anee s]vice1 ! cate*i/ read ! pray]s3 !re 7 tw5ty wom5 & ?ree m5 pres5t1 besides ,mrs4 ,m4 & h] *ild2 %e reads ! ,scriptures to ! wom51 :5 h] husb& goes on ,mission>y j\rnies4 ,b few ( ! ,europeans att5d ,engli% s]vice 9 ! =5oon3 & ! numb]s 9 ! ,h9doo/anee congregation are fill$ up z its memb]s are remov$ by dea? or o!rwise4 ,x is report$ t ! /ation is to be aboli%$ z a ,gov]nm5t po/4 ,ab\t tw5ty *ildr51 male & female1 ( ,european invalids are taught to read & write by a s]geant1 :o (ficiates z cl]k1 = :i* he has twelve rupees a mon? f ,gov]nm5t1 & ! *ildr5 pay eight annas a mon?4 ,_! pr(ici5cy 0 v mod]ate4 ,! mission z f> z ,i c\ld judge1 langui%es at ?is place1 z at ,patna1 = want ( sup]9t5d5ce by an ,engli% ,mission>y4 ,a few ( ! old faces 7 !re2 among !m ,m>y ,c>oll1 an int]e/+ "*4 ,%e came to my boat ?is morn+1 & enquir$ aft] ,mem ,sahib1 & :e!r ,i _h tak5 ! p5sion1 & 7 go+ f ! c\ntry1 z %e he>d4 ,%e said if ,mem _h be5 "h1 %e %\ld h got "s tea2 s ,i gave h] a tea-cup full to take home ) h]4 ,%e is feeble & fail+1 b nev] misses s]vice1 & respond$ cordially to my rem>ks on ! end ( "t1 & ! love ( ! ,savi\r 9 prep>+ a place = 8 p4 ,at #f ,p4 ,m4 ! little *apel 0 full = ,engli% s]vice1 :5 ,i (ficiat$ to ab\t eighty4 8,aft] ev5+ s]vice ,i w5t across ! riv] ) ,m4 ,s4 & ! doctor1 & enjoy$ a cool refre%+ night 9 8 quiet bungal[4 ,?is morn+ e>ly 7! #bnd7 ,i came ov] to ! p9nace & _h mu* conv]sation ) ,m4 on ! affairs ( ! ,mission1 & gave su* advice z circum/ances seem$ to call =4 ,i left him su* books & translations z ,i _h br\ght & c\ld sp>e1 ( :i* he 0 9 great ne$4 ,i saw also an int]e/+ "y conv]t1 baptiz$ ?ree ye>s ago at ,luckn[ by ,mr4 ,b[ley4 ,8 answ]s to my que/ions1 on 8 views ( ,*ri/ian tru?1 7 v satisfactory4 ,z usual he is =sak5 by 8 ,mahom$an fri5ds1 a bro!r & "m4 ,he tea*es a s*ool "h ( fifte5 ,mahom$an boys1 :o receives ,*ri/ian in/ruction f him4 ,m4 came ov] at #h ,a4 ,m4 & we w5t to breakfa/ ) ,colonel ,bird4 ,i feel z if my visit "h 0 v opportune4 ,may ! ,"l1 ev5 our ,god1 grant 8 bless+1 ,am56 ,i "k n h[ ,i h omitt$ to notice a %ock ( an e>?quake :i* occurr$ on ! night ( ! #bf? ,augu/1 betwe5 #aa & #ab4 ,! motion cont9u$ = h\rs1 & exce$+ly al>m$ ! :ole c\ntry4 ,at #bj m9utes be=e #ab x 0 mo/ viol5t2 :5 e w9d[ %ook1 & _m h\ses crack$3 "s ( ! native h\ses at ,patna are ?r[n d[n1 & "s ,european s damag$ z to require be+ rebuilt 9 "p4 ,no %ock ( s long cont9uance has occurr$ 9 ! memory ( man4 ,all 7 r\s$1 & mo/ left _! h\ses = ! op5 air4 ,i did n leave my cot2 b ,mr4 ,r4 came & /ood by me = half an h\r1 occasionally go+ to com=t 8 wife & "m4 8,on ! ev5+ ( ,septemb] #crd1 a gale came z we rea*$ ,ghazepore4 ,x blew fre% all ! night1 b be+ f ! ea/ we suff]$ no?+4 ,mr4 ,t4 k9dly ask$ me up2 &1 aft] breakfa/+ ) ! ,*apla9 on ! #d?1 ,i came to 8 spl5did abode4 ,x ra9$ h>d all ! #d? & #e?3 9 ! night my cook & baggage-boats 7 swamp$ at ! ghaut opposite ! mausoleum4 ,all ! s*ool-books & ! ,scriptures1 :i* ,i 0 tak+ up ! c\ntry1 are spoilt4 ,( my own ,i lo/ no?+2 b am deta9$ ov] ,sunday to get ano!r boat4 ,i h visit$ ! s*ool & %all prea* on ,sunday4 8,on ! morn+ ( ! #g?1 ,i exam9$ ! regim5tal s*ool4 ,!re are above #ajj boys & girls 9 "o l>ge room3 ! great] "p are boys1 & ! girls :o att5d are ( t5d] age4 ,! exhibition 0 on a l[ scale 9 scripture read+ & cate*ism & acc\nts4 ,! comm&+ (fic] told me he 0 aw>e ( ! comp>atively l[ atta9m5ts ( ! s*ool-ma/] s]geant2 b he _h no "o ( equally good conduct :om he c\ld sub/itute1 & he ?\ght good example ( great importance to ! *ildr54 ,!re are b few sick 9 hospital at pres5t2 ! *apla9 told me he visit$ !m weekly1 & f cot to cot4 ,i _h ! :ole s]vice on ! morn+ ( ! #h?1 ,mrs4 ,r4 be+ unwell4 ,9 ! ev5+ ,i prea*$ also1 & ! att5dance 0 v consid]able1 z ,i 0 told is v usually ! case4 8,i arriv$ at ,b5>es ab\t midday on ! #aj?2 & on ! #aa? e>ly w5t to ! ,mission>ies ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society to inspect ! end[$ s*ool 9 ! city4 ,!re are #adi boys2 ( ^! fifty receive in/ruction 9 ,engli%4 ,we began to exam9e !m at six1 & cont9u$ engag$ ) !m till n9e4 ,i enclose a li/#afg ( ! boys1 exhibit+ _! progress2 & 9 respect ( ! ,engli% ,i h mu* pleasure 9 report+ mo/ favorably4 ,! pronunciation ( ! y\?s is bett] ?an ,i h f\nd 9 any o!r native s*ool2 & ! fir/ class is really pr(ici5t 9 ! subjects enum]at$ opposite _! names4 ,a box ( books = s*ools entru/$ to me by ,lady ,w4 ,b5t9ck1 suppli$ "s v useful rew>ds1 & ! y\?s seem$ mu* gratifi$ ) !m4 ,i regret t f ! extreme heat ,i 0 unable to att5d equally to ! o!r dep>tm5t ( ! s*ool4 ,i m]ely enquir$ into ! nature ( ! in/ruction !y are receiv+4 ,!y all read ! scriptures 9 ! languages !y le>n1 & ! ,h9doo/anee tea*] w\ld n be satisfi$ )\t our wait+ to he> 8 class repeat a "p ( ! ,*ri/ian cate*ism 9 use4 ,! s*ool is "u ! imm$iate *>ge ( ,mr4 ,s41 & ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,smi? has till )9 ! la/ mon? frequ5tly giv5 in/ruction 9 ! week4 ,! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,leupolt has n[ und]tak5 t *>ge4 8,on ! morn+ ( ! #ab? ,i visit$ ! female s*ool4 ,!re are eighty 9 usual att5dance2 b "h ,i 0 f ! heat oblig$ to conf9e my att5tion to ! fir/ class4 ,?is consi/s ( eighte51 ( :om ?irte5 7 pres5t4 ,^! read 9 two places ( ,/4 ,mat!w's ,gospel ) read9ess 9 ,h9dee4 ,!y read also 9 ,g5esis1 & 9 a small abridgm5t ( ,scripture ,hi/ory4 ,!y answ]$ que/ions on ! subjects !y read intellig5tly1 & %ew$ a fair acqua9tance ) ! lead+ tru?s ( revelation4 ,!y repeat$ ) accuracy ! ,scripture cate*ism 9 use1 & f9i%$ ) s++ toge!r a ,*ri/ian hymn4 ,?is x seems !y at fir/ object$ to le>n2 b n[ !y are fond ( ?is "p ( ! s*ool-ex]cises4 ,specim5s ( m>k+ bo? 9 ,engli% & ,h9dee 7 exhibit$1 :i* %ew mu* pr(ici5cy4 8,mr4 ,smi? collect$ ! s*ol>s ( ! ?ree ,h9dee s*ools at ! ,mission premises3 b f ! excessive heat ,i 0 able to att5d to only "o s*ool4 ,9 ?is ab\t half ! numb]1 7fifte57 are read+ portions ( our ,scriptures2 b ! s*ools h n long be5 9 op]ation1 & ! pr(ici5cy ( ! boys 0 accord+ly small4 ,9 consequ5ce ( ! det5tion at ,ghazepore1 ,i 0 unable to give a ,sunday bo? to ,b5>es & ,*un>4 ,x 0 agre$ !re=e t ,i %\ld prea* a ,mission>y ,s]mon at ,b5>es on ,sunday4 ,i w5t by l& to ,*un> & am happy to say ,i f\nd ,mr4 ,b[ley p]fectly re/or$ to heal?1 & capable ( 8 usual lab\rs1 aft] hav+ = sev]al ye>s seem$ decay+4 ,!re h be5 no additions ( late to ! native congregation1 ?\gh !re h be5 sev]al enquir]s4 ,mr4 ,b[ley is at pres5t engag$ 9 a correspond5ce ) ! *ief ,molwee at ,luckn[1 :o hav+1 z he conclud$1 discomfitt$ ,mr4 ,wolff 9 argum5t1 s5t 8 /atem5ts to ,mr4 ,b[ley1 *all5g+ him to answ] !m if he c\ld4 ,x is rem>kable t he heads 8 pamphlet 7n pr9t$7 ,te/imonies to ,mohamm$ conta9$ 9 ! ,*ri/ian ,scriptures2--lit]ally1 ,glad tid+s ( ,mohamm$ f ! ,prophets & ! ,gospel4 ,! misapplication ( 8 quotations is gl>+2 b ! fact ( our ,scriptures be+ read1 ?\gh n q new1 is ?us confirm$4 8,on ! morn+ ( ! #ad? we visit$ ! boys' & girls' s*ool2 9 ! =m] are above =ty1 & ,i 0 glad to f9d t "s f9e lads1 :om ,i saw "h 9 #ahcj1 h f\nd provision at ! neighb\r+ /ations z writ]s1 c4 ,! pres5t s*ool consi/s ( r small boys4 ,9 ! girls' s*ool are upw>ds ( sixty2 ^! are mu* att5d$ to by ! lady ( ! ,adjutant1 & exhibit$ a v satisfactory pr(ici5cy 9 ,scripture k & ! ,cate*ism2 besides be+ well in/ruct$ 9 ne$le "w4 ,mr4 ,e4 cate*ises bo? boys & girls on ,sunday morn+s 9 ,*ur* be=e div9e s]vice1 :5 "s ( _! fri5ds are also pres5t4 8,! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,association is 9 b5eficial op]ation2 !y raise funds = ! support ( 7,i ?9k7 ?ree read]s ( ! ,scriptures1 & two native s*ools4 ,on ! :ole my m9d is mu* set at re/ on "s po9ts1 respect+ ! ,mission at ,*un> by ?is visit4 ,! ,"l grant 8 bless+6 8,on ,sunday1 ! #ae? ,septemb] ,i prea*$ = ! ,*ur* ,mission at ,b5>es1 & #aef ,rs4 7 collect$ aft] ! s]mon4 ,?is1 consid]+ t ! ,*apla9 raises ab\t #acj ,rs4 mon?ly = ! support ( ! native female s*ool1 0 beyond expectation4 ,to fai?ful lab\rs & consi/5t "* mu* ( ! success ( ! plans = assi/+ ! ,mission1 bo? "h & at ,*un>1 is to be attribut$4 ,! /ate ( ,engli% society1 bo? at ,ghazepore & ,b5>es1 is v fav\rable to ,*ri/ian projects4 ,may ,god raise up1 z 9 due "t ,he no d\bt w1 suitable in/rum5ts = ext5d+ ! k ( ,8 sav+ "n6 ,on ,tuesday morn+ ,i pass$ an h\r at sunrise ) ! ,mission>y bre?r5 9 read+ & pray]1 & came away to ,juanpore 9 ! ev5+4 8,at ?is place is a pretty little ,*ur* 9 ! ,go?ic /yle4 ,!re are ?ree pr9cipal resid5ts1 by :om *iefly ! funds h be5 rais$4 ,lady ,william x seems k9dly said to ,mr4 ,b4 at ,allahabad1 :5 told ( ?is und]tak+1 t %e w\ld pay = glaz+ ! w9d[s2 ?is has be5 done & #abj ,rs4 are ow+1 besides :i* #bbj ,rs4 7 due = p>tial pew+4 ,on ,sunday1 ,septemb] #bbnd1 ,i (ficiat$ 9 ?is pretty build+4 ,! advantage ( hav+ an appropriate place = div9e s]vice 0 nev] m manife/ ?an "h4 ,9 ! morn+ ! :ole ,*ri/ian community assembl$1 9 numb] ?irty-five2 ( ^! f\rte5 rema9$ to p>take ( ! ,"l's ,supp]4 ,9 ! ev5+ !re 7 tw5ty pres5t1 & ab\t ?is numb] usually assembl$ on ,sundays twice a day1 :5 ! judge1 collector1 & comm&+ (fic] (ficiate 9 turn1 read+ ! s]vice ( ! ,*ur*1 & a pr9t$ s]mon4 ,^! ?ree families meet also = social wor%ip at ea* o!r's h\ses on ,?ursday ev5+s4 ,!re is a ,cate*i/ ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society at ,jaunpore4 ,8 "n is ,mirza ,yusuf ,bukir1 a son ( ! celebrat$ travell]1 ,abu ,talib ,khan4 ,?is man resid$ at ,allahabad :5 ,mr4 ,w4 ,bird 0 !re1 & obta9$ f him a ,new ,te/am5t 9 ,p]sian1 & occasionally ask$ ( ,mr4 ,bird explanations ( passages4 ,?is l$ to 8 conv]sion4 ,he n[ in/ructs ! ,*ri/ians connect$ ) ! native regim5t at ,jaunpore1 & reads ! scriptures to ! s]vants ( two families4 ,mr4 ,br[n d]ives assi/ance f him also 9 translat+ tracts = circulation1 :5 8 public duties all[ him any leisure1 :i* is seldom4 ,i _h ! pleasure to baptize ,mirza's wife on ! #bd?1 aft] sev]al ye>s ( refusal to receive ! ,*ri/ian religion4 ,?is %ews 8 p]sev]ance2 & all ! fri5ds at ! /ation be> te/imony to 8 consi/5t piety2 ?\gh x is ?\ght he has n suffici5t employm5t :]e he is1 & ,i wrote to ,dr4 ,c4 at ,patna on ! subject ( 8 be+ employ$ !re1 to :i* ,mirza p]fectly agrees4 ,a y\? taught 9 ! ,*ur* ,mission>y s*ool at ,b5>es w1 ,i expect1 be ent]ta9$ 9 ! native college at ,jaunpore z a tea*] ( ,engli%4 ,x 0 at "o "t 9 contemplation to h plac$ him 9 a s*ool 9 connexion ) ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society2 b !re n be+ suffici5t funds at disposal1 x 0 det]m9$ to h ,engli% taught 9 ! native in/itution1 = "h1 z e :]e1 ! p are desir\s ( education 9 ,engli%4 8,my bodily /r5g? is consid]ably r5ew$2 b ! conf9em5t ( ! boat1 equally ) dawk travell+1 has prev5t$ my d]iv+ all ! b5efit ,i tru/ ,i may n[ hope =1 at lea/ on rea*+ ,cawnpore4 ,i am prep>+ a diff]5t r\te to t :i* we talk$ ( toge!r4 ,by ! "o !n propos$ ,i c\ld1 if heal? held out1 by sc>cely int]mitt+ a day ( travell+ or visit+ s*ools1 rea* ,bombay by ! middle ( ,m>*1 & !n1 if a %ip be ready to sail1 rea* ,calcutta by ! end ( ,april or e>ly 9 ,may4 ,b unless duty call$1 ,bombay w\ld be out ( my way2 & ,i _c b own t ! _s ( ent]prise has mu* dep>t$ f me4 ,i %all n[ propose to g f ,cawnpore to ,saugor 7n includ$ 9 ! =m] plan7 expect+ to be !re ! second ,sunday 9 ,novemb]2 at ,mh[ ! fir/ ,sunday 9 ,decemb]2 ,neemu* ! ?ird 9 ,decemb]2 ,nuse]abad at ,*ri/mas2 ,agra ! fir/ or second ,sunday 9 ,janu>y2 !n ,muttra1 ,delhi1 ,me]ut1 ,kurnaul1 & to ! sn[y m\nta9s dur+ ,april1 ,may & till ! middle ( ,june2 return by ,me]ut1 ,fettyguhr1 & ! ,ganges1 s z to rea* ,calcutta 9 ,july1 or e>ly 9 ,augu/4 ,?is w\ld n make my abs5ce f ,calcutta above ?ree mon?s long] ?an 9 ! =m] s*eme1 & w\ld keep me ^u my own gr\nd2 & 9 ! hills ,i %\ld h useful employm5t4 ,b 9 ! view ( su* a j\rney ,i _c b feel h[ appropriate ! language ( ! ,apo/le is1 ,if ! ,"l w8 ,i d tru/ my resolves are all =m$ 9 t _s1 & ,i (t5 d feel t a reconcil$ ,god is ne> at h&4 ,if ! ,bi%op c\ld b make ?is t\r ,i %\ld expect ,god w\ld greatly bless 8 visits4 ,i f9d e :]e "s :o seem wait+ = ! k+dom ( ,god1 & a few :o love & live on ! ,gospel ( our ,savi\r4 ,a m>vell\s *ange 9 public feel+ has c]ta9ly tak5 place among ! upp] classes ( our c\ntrym51 9 respect ( ! disposition to fav\r good plans4 ,x seems a pity t _! means ( support+ su* plans %\ld be %ort5$ j n[4 ,i 0 expect+ ! society ( a valu$ "y fri5d f ,cawnpore to ,mh[1 :5 behold6 ! y\? has f\nd = himself a wife2 & ! lady _c travel su* long /ages z ,i mu/ make4 ,i mu/ !re=e proce$ alone1 ) my own ?\ghts to keep me company4 ,i leave ?is1 ,d4,v4 on ,monday ev5+ by l&1 hav+ left my p9nace "h3 ,i int5d to /ay ov] ! heat ( ,tuesday at a /ag+ bungal[2 g =ty miles to ,futtypore1 :]e are ,*ri/ian fri5ds2 /ay ) !m till ,?ursday ev5+1 & proce$ to ,cawnpore s z to arrive by ,friday to breakfa/4 8,on ! #be? ,septemb]1 ,i arriv$ at ,allahabad1 & on ! #bf? w5t to breakfa/ ) ! ,*apla92 & aft]w>ds ) him visit$ & exam9$ ! s*ool 9 ! =t4 ,!re are tw5ty boys & eight or t5 girls receiv+ in/ruction3 ( ^! eight or t5 are orphans1 & _! s*ool+ is paid = out ( ! sacram5tal & o!r collections3 & also pap]1 p5s1 & books are suppli$ to ! s*ool4 ,! o!r *ildr5 pay ?ree & half ,rs4 ea* a mon?1 z remun]ation to ! tea*]s4 ,! pr(ici5cy ( ! *ildr5 0 v mod]ate1 except 9 ! ,*ur* ,cate*ism1 9 :i* ab\t twelve ( !m gave ready & intellig5t answ]s to que/ions4 ,!re1 z at o!r /ations1 ! rew>d-books suppli$ to me by ,lady ,william 7 gladly receiv$4 ,on ! #bh?1 ,i 0 unwell1 & oblig$ to lie by4 ,on ! #bi?1 t[>ds ev5+ ,i exam9$ ! native girls' s*ool1 :]e sev]al ladies ( ! /ation met me4 ,by ! c>e ( fri5ds "h a l>ge comp\nd close ^u ! baza> has be5 obta9$1 & a v commodi\s s*ool-room erect$ f funds rais$ on ! spot4 ,?is 0 ! fir/ "t ! s*ool 0 us$1 n9ete5 girls 7 pres5t1 all *ildr5 ( ,mahom$ans6 ,x is expect$ t ! numb] ( *ildr5 w n increase4 ,( ^? pres5t t5 read ) flu5cy any "p ( ! ,h9doo/anee ,new ,te/am5t1 & repeat$ correctly ! ,h9doo/anee cate*ism 9 use4 ,! s*ool is "u ! c>e ( an (fic]'s wid[1 assi/$ by a poor woman1 :o tea*es ! l[] classes4 8,a cate*i/ ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society is also /ation$ "h1 nam$ ,david ,batavia1 orig9ally f ,ceylon4 ,he reads pray]s ) ! ,native ,*ri/ians 9 ! invalid l9es1 am\nt+ to f t5 to fifte52 & also to ab\t ! same numb] ( *ri/ians ( ! same class 9 ! =t4 ,he goes ab\t f "t to "t di/ribut+ tracts1 & conv]s+ ) ! natives ab\t ,*ri/ianity4 ,8 piety & b5evol5ce are admitt$ by all :o "k him1 b no ext5sive good has yet appe>$ to result f 8 lab\rs4 ,he resides 9 a h\se :i* 0 giv5 to ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 by ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,crau=d1 :5 he 0 ,*apla9 "h4 ,! h\se is well situat$ = a ,mission>y's resid5ce4 ,on ,sunday morn+ we _h ,div9e ,s]vice 9 ! g>rison at six4 ,!re is n[ only "o ,company ( ,artill]y "h1 & ( ^! _m are ,roman ,ca?olics2 s t only ab\t =ty 7 pres5t3 b ! conductors & o!rs connect$ ) ! magaz9e1 :o ) _! families reside 9 ! =t1 exce$ sixty2 & ) a few f cantonm5ts made a congregation ( ab\t #ajj4 ,i prea*$ 9 ! morn+1 & 9 ! ev5+ at ! circuit bungal[1 :]e upw>ds ( ?irty att5d$4 ,! p>tition-wall 9 ?is bungal[ is ab\t to be remov$1 :5 x w be mu* m commodi\s = public wor%ip ?an 9 its pres5t /ate1 & x is expect$ m w att5d4 ,on ,sunday ev5+ la/--^? :o came late c\ld ) difficulty be seat$4 ,! situation ( ! gr\nd ab\t ! =t is bel[ ! level ( ! ,ganges dur+ ! ra9s4 ,! riv] is kept out by an embankm5t1 :i* 0 ?is ye> 9 dang] ( giv+ way4 ,! gr\nd is ?us l[ = a di/ance ( ab\t two miles f ! =t1 :]e on a ris+ gr\nd ! ,milit>y ,cantonm5ts & ,civilians' h\ses are situat$4 ,no ,*ur* c\ld !re=e be erect$ ne>] ?an ab\t two miles f ! =t4 ,a vacant space may !re be f\nd close to ! circuit bungal[1 ! ne>e/ po9t to ! =t4 ,s t !re mu/ always be two congregations at ?is /ation4 ,mr4 ,r4 ,bird has in=m$ y ( ! numb]s & gr[+ importance ( ,allahabad2 z a ,mission>y /ation x is become ( v great importance4 ,a num]\s & weal?y population reside 9 ! baz>s1 engag$ ext5sively 9 trade2 & ! t[n be+ at ! junction ( ! riv]s ,ganges & ,jumna1 w increase 9 proportion z ! c\ntry is prosp]\s4 ,! numb]s :o n[ resort to ! ,bo>d ( ,rev5ue & to ! ,sudd] ,c\rt w give opportunity ( circulat+ ! glad tid+s ov] all upp] ,india2 & ,mr4 ,l's exp]i5ce at ,monghir has l$ me to build mu* on ?is resort ( /rang]s4 8,futtypore1 ,octob] #crd4 ,at ?is /ation !re are only f\r gov]nm5t s]vants2 & only "o ( !m m>ri$4 ,! judge & doctor are old acqua9tances ( m9e1 & ,i am /ay+ a day to break ! j\rney to ,cawnpore1 :]e ,i hope to arrive to-morr[ morn+4 ,a s*ool is ma9ta9$ by ^! few resid5ts "h1 ! m$ical man giv+ a good deal ( 8 "t to x1 & also to a hospital :]e _m sick poor are att5d$ to3 ! exp5se ( ?is is also ma9ta9$ by fri5ds on ! spot4 ,! population be+ to a consid]able ext5t ,moham$an1 ! s*ool is n s well att5d$ z is desirable4 ,i visit$ x ?is morn+3 !re 7 ?irty boys pres5t2 ( ^! six h made "s pr(ici5cy 9 ,engli% "u a native1 educat$ 9 ! s*ool at ,cawnpore4 ,8 pr(ici5cy is v mod]ate1 & 8 s*ol>s accord+ly come on sl[ly4 ,!y 7 read+ ! #crd *apt] ( ,/4 ,mat!w1 hav+ ) mu* pati5ce & good managem5t be5 br\ght to read our ,scriptures4 ,at fir/ mu* opposition 0 made to _! introduction4 ,!y are aw>e1 !y say1 t f read+ ^! books p become ,*ri/ians4 ,"h z e :]e ! field is op5 = ,mission>y lab\r4 8,i h "h met ) an (fic] :o has travell$ ! r\te ,i m5tion$ a few days s9ce by ,saugor to ,mh[1 ,neemu*1 ,nuse]abad1 & ,agra4 ,i 0 appreh5sive t !re might be d5se jungle to pass ?r\gh1 & dang] f mal>ia2 b he tells me ! c\ntry is pretty well cultivat$1 & t !re is no jungle to speak (2 t ! aspect ( ! c\ntry1 moreov]1 is int]e/+1 mu* beyond ^! level pla9s4 ,i seem !re=e fix$ 9 t plan4 ,i %all be ready to leave ,cawnpore1 ,i conclude1 by ! la/ week 9 ,octob]2 & w s5d be=e ,i proce$1 a detail$ acc\nt ( ! progress ,i expect to make4 8,i leave "h ! "y ,baboo :o accompani$ me1 & ^: conduct has be5 uni=mly ,*ri/ian & correct4 8,i arriv$ at ,cawnpore on ! morn+ ( ! #d? ,octob]4 ,f ! wi% n to lose "t1 ,i _h left my boat at ,allahabad & proce$$ dawk1 z ,i _h to t place f ,b5>es1 via ,jaunpore4 8,?is mode ( travell+ made me v unwell1 & prev5t$ = a :ole week my tak+ s active a "p z ,i o!rwise might h done4 ,i 0 also prev5t$ visit+ ,luckn[1 :i* ,i c\ld h done only by dawk4 ,i wrote h[ev] to ,mr4 ,gre5wood = in=mation4 ,he also came ov] = a day to ,cawnpore1 & repres5t$ 8 situation at ,luckn[ z pleasant & 8 prospects z enc\rag+4 ,he receives e att5tion & aid :i* ,*ri/ian k9dness c devise1 f ! *ief au?orities !re4 8,octob] #f4 ,i att5d$ ,div9e s]vice at ! *ur* bungal[1 & /ood up once m 9 ,m>tyn's pulpit4 ,! place is a little enl>g$1 by add+ ! portion :]e ! communion-table /ood1 to ! body ( ! build+1 & add+ ano!r space to :i* ! communion-table has be5 remov$3 & also a small ve/ry4 ,i 0 r late f ! di/ance ( ,mr4 ,w's4 bungal[1 & ?is prev5t$ my m9d1 9 go+1 f dwell+ on ! well-kn[n sc5e1 & by-gone exp]i5ce4 ,! congregation 0 full & att5tive1 & my m9d a good deal solemniz$ by ! s]vice4 ,s t on return+1 ! remembrance ( ,m>tyn1 & ! ,%]woods & ,m>y1 ) ! occupations ( t p]iod1 came p[]fully to my recollection1 & ,i c\ld n prev5t ! te>s f fl[+ r pl5tifully4 ,!y 7 n1 h[ev]1 te>s ( regret altoge!r1 = joys dep>t$4 ,a s5se ( mu* %ort-com+ 9 duty mix$ 9 my feel+s2 & ! =giv+ love ( ,god1 ) ! prospect ( all jo9+ 9 ?ankful adoration 9 ! realms ( bliss1 greatly prepond]at$4 ,i almo/ involunt>ily began to s+3-- 8,?y m]cy1 my ,god1 is ! !me ( my song40 8,! two ,*apla9s at ,cawnpore p]=m _! public s]vice on ,sundays at ! rid+-s*ool ( ! ,lanc]s1 :]e ! horse & foot ,artill]y also att5d1 & at ! *ur* bungal[1 :]e ,h4 ,m4 ,infantry regim5t att5ds1 & ! civil s]vants & o!r inhabitants ( ! /ation4 ,?is duty ! ,*apla9s take alt]nately4 ,ev5+ s]vice is always held 9 ! *ur* bungal[ at half an h\r aft] sun set2 & ?is duty ! ,*apla9s divide betwe5 !m4 ,besides ?is !re is an ev5+ s]vice on ,tuesdays at ! ,magaz9e1 = ! families connect$ ) t dep>tm5t2 on ,w$nesday ev5+ 9 ! small *apel on ,mr4 ,w's premises1 :]e _m ( ! rid+-s*ool congregation att5d1 & on ,?ursday ev5+ 9 a l>ge room ne> ! ,infantry b>racks4 ,on ,sunday ev5+ also !re is ev5+ s]vice 9 ! *apel ( ,mr4 ,w's premises4 8,! att5dance on ^! occasions is g5]ally full1 especially at ! *ur* bungal[ on ,sunday ev5+s1 :5 a v consid]able numb] ( ! upp] classes1 z well z o!rs1 are regul>ly pres5t4 ,i (ficiat$ at all ^! places1 except ! rid+-s*ool3 be+ prev5t$ by illness f go+ out ! ,sunday ,i 0 at lib]ty = t s]vice4 ,on ,sunday1 ! #bj?1 ,i prea*$ 9 ! *ur* bungal[ 9 behalf ( ! mission "h1 :5 #fie ,rs4 7 collect$ & #ajj ,rs4 s5t aft]w>ds1 besides "s blank tickets1 :i* w\ld make ! collection upw>ds ( #ajjj ,rs4 8,!re is an e/abli%m5t at ,cawnpore call$ ! ,free ,s*ool1 e/abli%$ & p>tly ma9ta9$ by private contributions2 & to :i* ,gov]nm5t all[s #djj ,rs4 a mon?4 ,9 ?is !re are at pres5t sev5ty-two *ildr5 le>n+ ,engli%1 ( :om eighte5 are *ri/ians :o are bo>d$ & clo!d also f ! funds4 ,!re is a ,p]sian class1 & also a ,sanscrit class4 ,^? :o le>n ,engli% all le>n toge!r accord+ to _! pr(ici5cy4 ,sev]al native y\?s h become qualifi$ 9 ?is s*ool = public (fices1 & h obta9$ situations ( consid]able emolum5t4 8,connect$ ) ! mission are f\r s*ools1 sup]9t5d$ by diff]5t fri5ds1 :o take an int]e/ 9 !m4 ,^! h ea* an ,engli% class1 z well z s*ol>s :o le>n ,h9doo/anee or ,p]sian4 ,ab\t #bej ( ^! boys assembl$ 9 ! *ur* bungal[ on ! morn+ ( ! #ab?4 ,i 0 oblig$ to conf9e ! exam9ation to ! ,engli% classes1 :i* occupi$ u f sunrise till aft] n9e4 ,! fir/ class ( ! ,free ,s*ool boys _h made ! greate/ progress1 & _! pronunciation ( ,engli% 0 v correct2 b ! be/ boys _h be5 provid$ = 9 v>i\s ways lately1 s t ^? pres5t _h n advanc$ f>4 ,a few ( !m _h "s k ( gramm>1 & c\ld po9t out ) read9ess ! position ( c\ntries & rem>kable places on ! globe4 ,! boys ( ! magaz9e s*ool 7 next 9 pr(ici5cy1 & a class 9 ,h9doo/anee read ) admirable accuracy & read9ess portions 9 ! ,h9doo/anee ,new ,te/am5t1 :i* !y at ! same "t translat$4 ,! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,c4 (ficiates 9 ,h9doo/anee at ! *ur* bungal[1 at #d ,p4 ,m4 on ,sundays & ,?ursdays4 ,i att5d$ on "o occasion2 !re 7 six m5 & six wom51 :i* con/itute ! *ief ( 8 regul> congregation4 ,a cate*i/1 br\ght up by ,mr4 ,b[ley1 has be5 /ation$ "h ab\t ?ree ye>s4 ,he goes into ! baza> almo/ daily to conv]se ) 8 c\ntrym5 on ! important subject ( religion4 ,he is spok5 ( z ma9ta9+ a /eady *ri/ian "*4 ,he (ficiates z cl]k to ,mr4 ,c4 & reads ! *apt]1 :i* ,mr4 ,c4 exp\nds aft] pray]s4 8,i exam9$ ! s*ool ( ,h4 ,m4 #dd?1 :i* is 9 ! be/ condition by f> ( any s*ool ,i h se5 dur+ ?is j\rney3 ! g5]al read+ & k ( ! ,engli% language1 ! acqua9tance ) ,engli% hi/ory1 & accuracy 9 dates1 ! pr(ici5cy 9 geography & ari?metic ( ! fir/ class ( ! boys1 consi/+ ( sev51 0 exce$+ly pleas+4 ,?ree ( !m also read ,h9doo/anee4 ,! fir/ class ( girls also 7 v well in/ruct$1 & ^! classes1 z well z ! l[] ones1 7 all well acqua9t$ ) ! ,*ur* ,cate*ism4 ,!re 7 #ajj ( bo? sexes4 ,! s*ool ( ! ,lanc]s consi/s ( ab\t sev5ty2 _! pr(ici5cy 0 n s good1 hav+ be5 int]rupt$ by sickness4 ,! mortality ( ?is /ation has be5 great ?is ye>1 beyond mo/ o!r seasons4 ,! heat bo? = int5s5ess & cont9uance has ?is ye> be5 unusual4 ,! regi/] betwe5 ,july & ,septemb] exhibits a li/ ( #bbd buri$4 ,! *ildr5 ( ! regim5ts h be5 c>ri$ (f to a great am\nt4 ,on acc\nt ( ?is sickness ! duty ( visit+ ! hospital came heavily ^u ! *apla9s1 especially on ,mr4 ,w41 z ^! visits 7 mo/ly made dur+ ! day1 :5 8 colleague 0 unable to g out 9 ! heat4 ,a consid]able s]i\sness has be5 wr\ght 9 ! m9ds ( ! g5]ality at ! /ation by ! mortality ar\nd1 9 connection ) ! labors ( ! *apla9s4 ,! att5dance at ! ,"l's ,table1 "o ( ! ,sundays ,i 0 !re1 am\nt$ to #aae1 ( :om t5 7 native ,*ri/ians2 & x 0 said n to be a l>ge communion4 8,! collections on ^! occasions are lib]al1 beyond :at is f\nd at mo/ o!r /ations4 ,! subject ( missions = sev]al ye>s pa/ has be5 br\ght frequ5tly to ! notice ( ! congregation1 & a box ) two op5+s is c>ri$ r\nd to collect ! (f]+s at ! communion2--"o m>k$ ,mission>y1 ! o!r ,*>itable4 ,! collection is usually ab\t #bjj ,rs4 & /at$ congregational collections are also made4 ,a *>itable committee has be5 =m$ "s "t2 also a ,mission>y committee4 ,! *>itable committee relieves weekly betwe5 #djj & #ejj poor3 ! ,mission>y committee h 9 h& n[ ab\t #aj1jjj ,rs4 8,x is n decid$ :at k9d ( ,mission>y ,in/itution %all be e/abli%$1 or 9 :at mann] x is propos$ to conduct x4 ,! want ( s*oolma/]s qualifi$ to tea* ,engli% is1 h[ev]1 becom+ manife/1 & any plan :i* w\ld supply ?is want w\ld be des]v+ ( w>m support4 ,x is n 9 ! fir/ in/ance a ,mission>y1 s mu* z a s*oolma/]1 t is call$ = 9 a v>iety ( places at ?is "t3 m5 :o w\ld tea* grammatically on a small all[ance4 ,! free-s*ool at ,cawnpore might s]ve z ! l[] bran* ( su* an e/abli%m5t4 ,at pres5t1 z soon z qualifi$ to e>n f #bj ,rs4 a mon? & upw>ds1 ! s*ol>s leave s*ool4 ,a plan mu/ !re=e be adopt$ to reta9 promis+ y\?s till !y become suffici5tly in/ruct$ to in/ruct o!rs4 8,i 0 reque/$ by ! ,*apla9 to /ate p>ticul>ly ! condition ( ! /ation libr>ies4 ,dur+ 8 ,gov]nm5t1 ,"l ,ha/+s induc$ ! ,c\rt ( ,directors to s5d out a libr>y to ea* /ation ( ,european troops4 ,^! 7 mo/ly suppli$ accord+ to a li/ ,"l ,ha/+s himself s5t home1 & are g5]ally speak+ ( a useful t5d5cy4 ,no additions h1 h[ev]1 be5 made to ! li/ fir/ suppli$1 & "s additional supplies are greatly ne$$4 ,9 ! ,infantry regim5t ! comm&+ (fic] has enc\rag$ ! resort ( ! soldi]s to ! read+ room1 & a consid]able _s ( read+ & improvem5t prevails 9 ,h4 ,m4 #dd?4 ,! soldi]s1 assi/$ by ! (fic]s1 h add$1 ,i believe1 to ! ,gov]nm5t /ock2 & _m ( ! soldi]s' wives h b5efitt$ also by ! ,libr>y3--a circum/ance too unusual hi!rto 9 ! army4 ,! appo9tm5t ( ,libr>ian1 & also ! c>e ( ! books1 0 orig9ally assign$ by ,gov]nm5t to ! ,*apla9s ( /ations1 b ?is ord] has n be5 prop]ly att5d$ to4 8,9 ! ,cavalry ,corps at ,cawnpore1 ! public libr>y has n be5 enc\rag$1 & on ,gov]nm5t det]m9+ to erect a new read+-room1 ! ,*apla9s 7 n consult$ z to ! site or dim5sions4 ,! situation ( ! new read+-room is n consid]$ favorable = ! resort ( ! soldi]s1 & no less ?an #fjjj ,rs4 h be5 exp5d$1 :5 a room ( half ! co/ w\ld h equally answ]$ ! purpose4 ,if ,gov]nm5t 7 to republi% ! ord] plac+ ! /ation libr>ies "u ! *>ge ( ! ,*apla9s1 & to ord] t 9 all arrangem5ts respect+ ! libr>ies & s*ools & ! rooms = !m1 ! ,*apla9 %\ld be ( ! ,committee1 x w\ld conduce greatly to ! effici5cy ( ^! in/itutions2 & if ei!r f public or private s\rces a few suitable books 7 f "t to "t add$ to ! exi/+ /ock1 x w\ld t5d greatly to keep up a _s ( read+ among ! soldi]s40 ,f ,cawnpore1 ! ,ar*deacon proce$$ to ,b&a4 ,he arriv$ at t place on ! ev5+ ( ,saturday1 ,oct4 #bf1 & on ! ,monday foll[+ receiv$ lett]s f ! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta1 in=m+ him t x 0 ! int5tion ( ! au?orities 9 ,engl&1 to appo9t him to ! ,bi%opric ( ,bombay1 :i* an act pass$ ?is ye> = ! r5ewal ( ! ,ea/ ,india ,company's ,*>t]1 _h enabl$ 8 maje/y1 ,k+ ,william ,,iv41 to erect4 ,! directions ( ! ,bi%op also 71 t ! ,ar*deacon %\ld =?) return to ! presid5cy1 prep>atory to 8 proce$+ to ,engl&4 ,! intellig5ce :i* ! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta convey$1 0 altoge!r unexpect$ by ! ,ar*deacon1 & occasion$ him "s emb>rassm5t4 ,! calls ^u 8 pecuni>y res\rces _h ( late be5 _m1 :at ) ! *>ges att5dant on ! education ( 8 *ildr51 & 8 wife's voyages to ,engl&1 add$ to "s loss by ! failure ( a h\se ( ag5cy4 ,unless1 !re=e1 gov]nm5t %\ld provide = ! exp5ses1 :i* a voyage to ,engl&1 = consecration1 w\ld entail ^u him1 he c\ld sc>cely avoid contract+ "s debt = ! "t2 & t he felt w\ld sc>cely be "r = him to risk1 at 8 p]iod ( life4 ,^!1 & o!r consid]ations :i* 7 likely to affect ! future welf>e ( 8 family1 ! ,ar*deacon c&idly /at$ to ! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta 9 a lett] f ,b&a1 9 :i* he fur!r obs]ves3-- 8,i turn my face t[>d ,calcutta to-morr[1 ,d4,v4 ,i _h rea*$ j ! bord] ( my =m] local k1 & %\ld h be5 v unwill+ to give up ! prospect be=e me _h ,i proce$$ mu* fur!r4 ,i _h tak5 no measures directly or indirectly t[>ds ! atta9m5t ( ! honor & responsibility 9 "q2 & tru/ ,i may hope t ,god w guide & second my poor endeav\rs to s]ve ! ,*ur* accord+ to ,8 w4 ,if !n ,i say ,i turn t[>d ,calcutta ) "s reluctance1 x is m]ely le/ :at ,i h /at$ %\ld prev5t my go+ to ,engl&4 ,if prev5t$ go+1 ! omission ( visit+ ! rema9+ /ations w\ld be 9 va91 & ! loss su/a9$ = no good purpose4 ,=1 little z ,i feel capable ( effect+1 yet good w ,i am p]suad$ foll[ ^! pass+ visits4 8,our ,*ur* goes on h] way1 do+ :at %e c2 too secure1 p]haps1 t h] endeavors are g5]ally kn[n & appreciat$4 ,^? :o sep>ate f u tell all !y d1 & seem sometimes to make mu* ( little4 ,to ^? at a di/ance !y h[ev] seem ! only p at "w1 & 9 consequ5ce are appli$ to = books & = in=mation on mission>y subjects1 & = mission>ies & s*ool-ma/]s4 ,mr4 ,d4 = in/ance1 has be5 appli$ to1 to supply a tea*] at ,allahabad2 & at ,b&a he 0 appli$ to 9 ! fir/ in/ance to supply a tea*] at ,futtypore4 ,9 visit+ ! /ations1 ,i see almo/ e "o :o is dispos$ to take an int]e/ 9 missions1 s*ools1 c4 ,!y h almo/ all be5 educat$ 9 ,*ur*-(-,engl& pr9ciples & modes ( wor%ip1 & w\ld all pref] receiv+ aid f u1 & rema9+ connect$ ) ! ,e/abli%m5t4 ,^! visits br+ !m acqua9t$ ) :at is do+ among _! own fri5ds4 ,!y w le>n :]e to look = help1 su* z !y c 9 all respects approve4 ,9 ?is way "s1 :o 7 incl9$ to good1 are l$ to come =w>d op5ly1 & ! cause ( tru? & righte\sness ga!rs /r5g?4 ,! disposition to e/abli% s*ools is increas+ ev]y:]e2 & if half a doz5 tea*]s c\ld be got at once1 !y might be set to "w4 ,) ref]5ce to ?is subject ! ,high ,s*ool might become an important ,in/itution1 & w\ld be well employ$ 9 educat+ "s ( ! be/ boys ) ! expectation ( be+ useful z s*ool-ma/]s4 8,i mu/ travel to ,allahabad by l&1 :i* w occupy ab\t t5 days2 & !n ,i %all hire a boat to proce$ d[nw>ds4 ,a lett] is t5 days rea*+ ,calcutta f ?is2 s t a few l9es1 if y see cause = *ang+ my c\rse1 w\ld meet me at ,b5>es4 ,i c\ld ev5 !n return to ,saugor by a m direct r\te1 & pursue ! plan be=e int5d$ ) ! loss ( n m ?an a mon?4 ,i h made obs]vations 9 my progress ) ref]5ce to future visitations1 :i* ,i int5d to commit to writ+ ) a view to aid 9 enabl+ to d m good40 ,to ! same prelate he writes3-- 8,nov4 #ab?1 #ahbc1 ne> ,gazeepore4 ,on arriv+ at ,b5>es ye/]day morn+1 ,i f\nd y\r favor ( ! #e? in/4 8,at ,b5>es ,i 0 n less ?an #bjj miles f ! po9t :5ce ,i return$2 ,i %\ld !re=e1 _h ,i delay$ at ,b5>es1 h be5 able to m>* /raight to ! hills1 )\t "t to accompli% any ?+ at int]m$iate /ations4 ,i ?9k !re=e y w approve ( my com+ on at once to ,calcutta1 z ,i am n[ do+4 ,i c\ld n h borne s long a j\rney by dawk4 ,i pass$ ,sunday la/ at ,*un>1 & took "p ( ! duty ) ,mr4 ,e42 ,mr4 ,smi? (ficiat$ twice at ,b5>es4 8,i am happy to /ate t ,messrs4 ,knorpp & ,leupolt are su* pr(ici5ts 9 ,h9doo/anee1 z already to be able to und]take ! duties ( ! native ,*ri/ian ,*apel40 #afb ,! ,native ,*ri/ian ma/] ( ! ,mirzapore s*ool1 & ! p]son :o _h =m]ly be5 eject$ f h\se & home = edit+ ! ,enquir]4 #afc ,see above pp4 #ed1 #ee4 #afd ,see ,m>tyn's ,lett]s & ,j\rnals4 ,octob] #bcrd1 #ahjf1 = "o or two notices :i* w illu/rate :at is "h said4 #afe ,palanqu94 #aff ,"o ( ! att5dants4 #afg ,f ?is li/ x appe>s1 t ! fir/ class 7( #i boys7 c\ld read1 spell1 & translate ,goldsmi?'s ,hi/ory ( ,engl& to p4 #gg1 & ,scripture ,lessons1 on ! ,hi/ory ( ,joseph to p4 #ad4 ,!y committ$ to memory ! #aag? ,no4 on ,agriculture1 & #bdh? ,no4 on ,a/ronomy1 ( ,blair's ,preceptor4 ,!y work$ ex]cises on ! #ad? ,rule ( ,syntax ( ,l5nie's ,gramm>2 ! ,rule ( ,?ree2 #ac? ,problem on ! t]re/rial globe ( ,goldsmi?'s ,gramm> ( ,geography1 & 7 committ+ to memory ! #bnd "p ( ,watts' ,cate*ism a second "t4 ,,*apt] ,,xx4 ,,delay ,,9 ,,8 ,,nom9ation ,,to ,,! ,,bi%opric--,,n>r[ ,,escape ,,f ,,dea?--,,summon$ ,,to ,,engl&--,,visits ,,! ,,cape ,,& ,,/4 ,,hel5a--,,8 ,,consecration--,,int]view ,,) ,,! ,,k+--,,arrival ,,9 ,,madras--,,visit ,,to ,,tanjore ,,& ,,t9nevelly4 ,! ,ar*deacon arriv$ 9 ,calcutta1 f 8 visitation1 on ! #cj? ( ,novemb] #ahcc4 ,he !re le>n$1 x seems1 t 8 probable de/9ation _h be5 *ang$2 = 9 writ+ to ,mr4 ,%]]1 he obs]ves-- 8,y are aw>e ( ! int5tion ( ^? 9 p[]1 respect+ my be+ appo9t$ to ,madras4 ,i h n s\ght1 & may !re=e1 ,i tru/1 receive ! appo9tm5t z f ,god1 & expect ,him to guide & uphold me 9 ! duties ( x4 ,to h gone home )\t s public a designation1 w\ld1 9 "s s5se1 h be5 m agreeable to me2 expect+1 z ,i mu/1 to be (t5 call$ be=e ! public3 b to h tak5 #8sweet c\nsel' once m ) y & my family w\ld h be5 a great gratification4 ,%\ld ! appo9tm5t take place "h1 x w be l tak+ a f9al adieu ( y all1 z x respects ! life t n[ is40 ,x appe>s1 h[ev]1 t = sev]al mon?s he receiv$ no fur!r communications on ! subject ( ! ,bi%opric4 ,?us he writes ,,to ,,8 ,,wife4 8,feb4 #f1 #ahcd4 8,i h receiv$ sev]al lett]s f v>i\s qu>t]s on my rum\r$ pref]m5t4 ,9 ! mean "t1 ,i he> no m on ! subject4 ,i am n1 h[ev]1 9 ! lea/ anxi\s4 ,i am sure :atev] be ,god's w mu/ be be/4 ,i h no reluctance to rema9 "h40 ,! ,ar*deacon 0 n[1 9 fact1 on bo>d a pilot-s*oon]1 cruis+ 9 ! bay ( ,b5gal1 ) a view to recov] himself f ! effects ( a bad cold4 ,f !nce he writes ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,! r5ewal ( ! ,ea/ ,india ,company's ,*>t] promises great & important *anges = ?is c\ntry4 ,!y are all int5d$ by ! fram]s ( ! ,bill2 )\t any reg>d to religion 9 any =m4 ,h[ f> ,god w ov]rule ?is proce$+ 9 rul]s pr(ess$ly ,*ri/ian1 rema9s to be se54 ,c]ta9 x is t great *anges h already tak5 place1 9 bo? ,european & ,native ,society4 ,9 ! latt]1 any real good has be5 effect$ ?r\gh ,god's bless+ on mission>y ex]tions4 ,to ?is1 ,gov]nm5t 9 =m] days 0 oppos$2 n[ x is n s3 & we require only m5 & support1 to spread ! *ri/ian k f> & wide2 & we d hope ,div9e ,provid5ce is fav\r+ ! purpose1 & w supply ! means4 ,z to our ,european ,society1 a fri5d :o 0 ) u lately f ,madras1 says1 t 9 all ! ,society1 *iefly m]cantile1 he came 9 contact ) :il/ ) me1 he saw or he>d no?+ 9 g5]al (f5sive to *ri/ian feel+4 ,?is f a /rang]1 & "o capable ( judg+1 speaks well = ,calcutta4 ,inde$1 at ?is "t1 e pulpit 9 ,calcutta1 & ! adjo9+ /ations1 is suppli$ ) a fai?ful prea*]2 & ! example ( our belov$ ,bi%op makes ev5 ! timid bold #8to decl>e ! :ole c\nsel ( ,god4'0 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 8,m>* #d1 #ahcd4 8,be=e ?is rea*es y1 my de/9ation w be fix$4 ,if n remov$ f ?is presid5cy1 x is probable my resid5ce h5ce=? w be at ,agra1 ! seat ( ! new resid5cy1 z next 9 au?ority to ! ,bi%op1 :o w cont9ue at ,calcutta4 ,9 ei!r case1 ! prospect ( y & ,i meet+ aga91 is remov$ to a di/ance ,i d n l to let my m9d dwell ^u4 ,:5 ,i recur to ,/oke1 a ?\s& ov]p[]+ recollections cr[d ^u me4444 ,= myself1 my days h pass$ z a dream4 ,i h _h mu* enjoym5t1 b seem n to h accompli%$ any "o ?+ z ,i might h done4 ,i 0 beg9n+ to anticipate mu* enjoym5t 9 ! society ( ,%]] & my bro!rs1 b t seems to be def]r$ = a season1 if x ev] arrive4 ,! anxieties att5dant on dome/ic life h be5 comp>atively few4 ,! loss ( *ildr5 ,i n[ contemplate z a graci\s appo9tm5t1 fix+ by a process at ! "t pa9ful1 two olive-bran*es 9 ! ,p>adise ( ,god2 & if x please ,god1 t ,eliza & ! *ildr5 rea* me 9 safety1 no e>?ly c>e w m1 ,i ?9k di/urb me4 ,yet ,i "k c>es w arrive1 b z my day is1 /r5g? w be v\*saf$40 ,9 ! mon? foll[+ ! date ( ! =ego+ lett]1 ,ar*deacon ,corrie _h a n>r[ escape f dea? by dr[n+4 ,! circum/ances att5d+ ! dang] to :i* he 0 expos$1 are ?us relat$ by himself 9 a lett] ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,calcutta1 ,may #f1 #ahcd4 8,i may m5tion t on ! #bbnd ult4 ,j4 ,jackson & ,i set (f to g to ,i%ipore1 or ! ,gov]nm5t p[d]-mills4 ,?r\gh ! k9dness ( a fri5d 9 ! ,milit>y ,bo>d1 ! use ( a h\se !re _h be5 assign$ me1 = two mon?s1 ne> to our valu$ fri5d ,major ,p[ney2 & we 7 go+ to take possession4 ,we proce$$ 9 a bholiah1#afh ) a fair w9d1 & _h rea*$ opposite ! grove1 :5 an al>m 0 giv5 t ! ,bore#afi 0 com+ 94 ,john & ,i _h j "t to get f "u ! cov]1 :51 sure en\gh1 a foam+ break] 0 close a/]n4 ,! fir/ wave ! boat surm\nt$1 b !n #8broa*+ to1' z sailors say1 ! second wave turn$ h] bottom upw>ds4 ,john & ,i & all ! p1 t5 9 numb]1 7 plung$ into ! deep4 ,i = "s "t c\ld n rise1 & swall[$ a good deal ( wat]1 :5 ,i provid5tially became involv$ 9 ! sail1 by ! aid ( :i* ,i rea*$ ! surface2 & my s]vant 7,wahid7 :o 0 swimm+ 9 se>* ( me1 pres5tly seiz$ my arm & drew me t[>ds ! boat1 :i* 0 float+ up ) ! tide2 & by degrees ,i got ^u h] keel4 ,john _h "s difficulty also1 9 rea*+ ! boat2 & we 7 pick$ up by a fri5dly ,indigo-plant]1 :o himself n>r[ly escap$4 ,he gave me a blanket1 :i* prev5t$ cold1 & at ,tittagur1 we got f ,mr4 ,bateman1 at ! ,bi%op's c\ntry-h\se1 a *ange ( clo!s1 & 9 ! ev5+ we return$ by l& )\t suff]+ any inconv5i5ce :atev]4 ,! news someh[ got abroad1 & ,i h receiv$ mu* sympa?y1 & m tok5s ( int]e/ 9 my fate ?an ,i expect$4 ,! dang] 0 imm95t1 b 0 ov] 9 a few m9utes40 ,9 a memor&um p5n$ on ! day foll[+ t on :i* ?is accid5t occurr$1 aft] recit+ ! =ego+ p>ticul>s respect+ x1 ! ,ar*deacon adds3-- 8,on f9d+ myself bel[ ! flood ! ?\ght occurr$1 #8,is my end come8' ,b ,i d n recollect t any ejaculation or any cry = help escap$ me4 ,aft]w>d 9 ,mr4 ,p's boat !re appe>$ dang] f ! r\ghness ( ! wea!r1 :5 ,i did ref] myself to ,god1 to be dispos$ ( accord+ to ,8 w1 )\t res]vation4 ,i h ?is morn+ be=e day1 solemnly call$ my ways to remembrance be=e ,god1 & h solemnly #8receiv$ ! ,atonem5t1' if ,i nev] receiv$ x be=e2 desir+ to receive ,*ri/ z my sanctification1 z well z my righte\sness2 hav+ pro( ev5 s9ce ?is ev5t1 t unless ,he sanctify z well z ju/ify me1 ,i %all rema9 unholy /ill40 ,dur+ ! mon? ( ,july1 ,mrs4 ,corrie & h] daught]s rea*$ ,calcutta 9 safety1 & 9 ! mean:ile ! ,ar*deacon _h receiv$ directions to proce$ to ,engl& = consecration4 ,he obs]v$ 9 a lett] address$1 on ! #bd? ( ,june ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,a few days1 s9ce1 ,i receiv$ f ,mr4 ,grant an (ficial notice ( my nom9ation z ,bi%op ( ,bombay1 & desir+ me to come home = consecration at my e>lie/ conv5i5ce4 ,i h receiv$ a v]bal cons5t f ! *iefs 9 au?ority "h also1 to s5d me home on s]vice ) ! same all[ance ,i n[ h1 till ,i ent] on my new appo9tm5t4444 ,i w say no?+ ( ! prospect be=e me1 b t ,i feel r depress$ ?an elevat$ by x4 ,bombay is z new to me z x w\ld be to y1 except t ,i "k :at x is to be> ?is climate & p40 ,x 0 f\nd1 h[ev]1 t ! ,indian au?orities _h no p[] to all[ ! ,ar*deacon to receive 8 pres5t /ip5d until he %\ld ent] on 8 new appo9tm5t4 ,! reason inde$ :y ! ,gov]nm5t at home c\ld give no def9ite in/ructions until n[1 respect+ ! ,ar*deacon's movem5ts 01 t al?\gh ! provisions ( ! new *>t] all[$ ( 8 appo9tm5t to "o ( ! additional bi%oprics1 x decid$ also t 8 /ip5d z ,ar*deacon %\ld !reupon cease1 & t 8 all[ance z ,bi%op %\ld n comm5ce until he actually l&$ 9 ,india1 to ex]cise ! duties ( 8 (fice !re4 ,b z "u su* circum/ances he felt call$ ^u to decl9e ! (fice1 x 0 9 contemplation to s5d out a bi%op f ,engl& :o1 9 conjunction ) ! bi%op ( ,calcutta1 %\ld consecrate ! ?ird bi%op 9 ,india4 ,! difficulty allud$ to hav+ h[ev] be5 surm\nt$1 ! ,ar*deacon writes ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,augu/ #d1 #ahcd4 8,i am happy 9 ! prospect ( enjoy+ y\r society = a season aga94 ,i ?9k we %all correspond ) m intimate1 ?\gh ,i sc>cely conceive we c ) w>m]1 feel+ ?an be=e4 ,my he>t has always clung to ! idea ( bro!rs & si/] z1 next to wife & *ildr51 ! /ronge/ tie to e>?3 & my visit home w1 ,i am sure1 only /r5g!n ?is feel+4 ,i wrote to ,h4 9 ,may1 ( my expectation ( com+ home 9 ,septemb]4 ,"s rum\rs _h l$ me lately to conclude t ,i might be sp>$ ! j\rney & voyage2 b la/ week ,i receiv$ a notification f ! ,commission]s = ,indian affairs1 t ,8 ,maje/y has grant$ me a p5sion ( #hjj a ye>1 to be drawn only :5 d]iv+ no emolum5t f ecclesia/ical pref]m5t 9 ,india4 ,?is we conclude ,mr4 ,grant meant z a supply = ! exp5ces ( visit+ ,engl& = consecration4 ,x is all he c d2 & ! ,c\rt ( ,directors are altoge!r s oppos$ to ! increase ( ! numb] ( ,bi%ops1 t !y w af=d no aid :atev]4444 ,i expect to emb>k 9 ,octob]4 ,x 0 9 ,octob] la/ t ,i 0 fir/ in=m$ ( ! pref]m5t int5d$ = me1 b till ,june la/1 _h no c]ta9ty3 & n[ ! difficulties by sea & l&1 & especially ! sep>ation f family1 r5d] ! prospect f> f *e]+4 ,i d n pret5d to be ins5sible to ! di/9ction impli$ 9 be+ a bi%op1 ?\gh he>tily glad t no #8,lord%ip' is connect$ ) x 9 ?is in/ance4#agj ,i "k ,indian society well2 & "k t f ! famili>ity ) :i* all 9 ! s]vice mix1 f ! ,ensign or ,writ] ( six mon?s /&+1 to ! ,g5]al or grave ,judge ( ! ,circuit1 t a man com+ ) a title is view$ ) mu* jeal\sy3 & unless1 l ,heb]1 he make himself "o ) !m1 :il/ e s5t5ce he utt]s proves 8 m5tal sup]iority1 he w r be %unn$ ?an s\ght4 ,z x is1 :il/ ,i seek n !irs' b !m1 ,i may1 z 9 "t pa/1 be p]mitt$ to d a little good 9 my way40 ,ar*deacon ,corrie _h made e prep>ation = proce$+ to ,engl&1 int5d+ t ,mrs4 ,c4 & 8 daught]s %\ld rema9 9 ,india2 b ! heal? ( 8 wife began s decid$ly to fail aga91 t ! m$ical m5 p]emptorily decid$ t h] only human *ance ( recov]y 0 f a voyage to ! ,cape4 ,?is un=ese5 dome/ic trial prev5t$ ! ,ar*deacon f emb>k+ s soon z 0 orig9ally arrang$2 b on ! #ab? ( ,novemb] he quitt$ ! %ores ( ,b5gal 9 ! %ip 8,exm\?40 ,x pleas$ ,god to grant him a prosp]\s voyage to ! ,cape1 :]e he arriv$ ) 8 family on ! #ac? ( ,janu>y #ahce4 ,aft] a /ay !re ( "s days1 ! ,ar*deacon emb>k$ = ,engl&1 tak+ ) him 8 elde/ daught]1 ! re/ ( 8 family rema9+ at ! ,cape4 ,9 a memor&um dat$ ,feb4 #ac?4 he rem>ks3-- 8,we left ,/4 ,hel5a ye/]day ev5+ ab\t #g o'clock1 & h ?us f> _h a fair & fav\r+ w9d4 ,on ! #aa? ,i w5t ) ,anna to visit ,napoleon's grave4 ,! spot is seque/]$1 & might well attract 8 notice 9 life4 ,he us$ frequ5tly to retire1 & read "u ! trees :i* n[ ov]%ad[ 8 tomb4 ,great 0 ! k9dness ( ! ,engli% ,gov]nm5t t[>ds him2 b 8 re/less m9d c\ld take pleasure only 9 tr\bl$ sc5es4 ,he 0 a great in/rum5t 9 break+ d[n old b>ri]s to ! progress ( ,div9e tru?4 ,may ,god 9 m]cy supply ! means ( e/abli%+ ,8 tru?1 on ! ,cont95t ( ,europe & 9 all ! e>?6 ,i receiv$ mu* civility f ! ,gov]nor1 ,8 ,maje/y's ,commission]s & o!rs4 ,only "o ,*apla9 9 ! isl&1 & he sickly4 ,! population is ab\t #e1jjj4 ,!re is a good deal do+ 9 ! way ( s*ools4 ,a ,free-s*ool conta9s "o hundr$ & tw5ty boys2 ,plantation day-s*ool fifty-five boys1 & tw5ty-two girls4 ,f\r ev5+ s*ools n9ety-two3 f\r girls' ,day-s*ools1 fifty-sev53 ,hutsgate1 tw5ty-six4 ,9 all1 #eab *ildr51 ( :om sixty-n9e are support$ by ,gov]nm5t1 & sixty-eight boys1 & tw5ty-five girls by ! ,b5evol5t ,society4 ,!re are ab\t #cjj ,*9ese settl]s2 indu/ri\s1 b ignorant4 ,= ^! a s*ool-ma/] is to be recomm5d$ by ,8 ,maje/y's ,commission]s4 ,mr4 ,brook1 h[ev]1 told me1 t !y h families by ! race ( mix$ blood1 & t _! *ildr5 g to s*ool & become id5tifi$ ) _! "m's class4 ,! lab\rs ( ! ,*apla9 are too mu* = 8 heal?3 ano!r is greatly ne$$40 ,on ,tuesday ,april #g1 ! ,ar*deacon & 8 daught] l&$ at ,dov] f ! #8,exm\?1' slept at ,cant]bury1 & proce$$ ! next day to ,london1 :]e he 0 cordially welcom$ by ,mrs4 ,wilb]=ce ,bird1 ! daught] ( 8 valu$ fri5d1 ! late ,rev4 ,david ,br[n4 ,he rem>ks 9 a memor&um1 dat$ ,april #ab?4-- 8,i h be5 prosp]$ hi!rto 9 all my expectations4 ,i h endeav\r$ to pray = p>don & grace to guide me--all t ,i h aim$ at hi!rto1 has succe$$4 ,may ,i be enabl$ to receive ! good1 s z n to be elat$ & s grieve ! ,holy ,_s to leave me to d>kness & corruption4444 ,! views on ! way to t[n 7 enliv5+ on all sides4 ,multitudes ( small1 mo/ com=table dwell+s1 well des]v+ ! "n ( #8,! happy homes ( ,engl&2' besides ! /ately h\ses scatt]$ up & d[n3 :il/ increas+ build+s at e place1 indicate high prosp]ity1 & give an appe>ance ( com=t t goes to ! he>t4 ,b com=t is insep>able f duty1 & my duty seems to call me away f ^! fair sc5es to a lit]ally & spiritually1 #8dry & b>r5 l&4' ,may ,god b g ) me1 = he c op5 spr+s 9 ! des]t40 ,9 ob$i5ce1 !re=e1 to ! calls ( duty1 ! ,ar*deacon did n consid] himself at lib]ty to rema9 9 ,engl& long] ?an might be absolutely necess>y = accompli%+ ! object ( 8 voyage4 ,)9 a few days1 !re=e1 ( 8 arrival 9 ,london1 he wait$ ^u ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury1 to receive 8 ,grace's directions respect+ su* matt]s z might be prelim9>y to consecration4 ,! ,melb\rne adm9i/ration hav+1 h[ev]1 j at t "t return$ to p[]1 ! unsettl$ /ate ( ?+s consequ5t ^u a *ange ( ,m9i/ry1 occasion$ "s delay 9 ! prep>ation ( ! (ficial docum5ts connect$ ) ! def9+ ( ! b\nd>ies c4 ( ! diocese ( ,madras1 to :i* see ! ,ar*deacon _h ultimately be5 nom9at$4 ,9 ! mean:ile1 ! ,ar*deacon took occasion to communicate ) ! ,committees ( ! religi\s ,societies 9 connection ) ! ,*ur*2 & _h ! happ9ess to receive f all1 ! assurance ( _! will+ness to aid him to ! utmo/ ( _! p[]1 9 fur!r+ 8 plans = ! good ( 8 future diocese4 ,all ! "t t 0 n tak5 up by su* necess>y occupations z ^!1 he sp5t ) 8 surviv+ relations & fri5ds4 ,8 olde/ & mo/ valu$ fri5d1 ,mr4 ,buckwor?1 he 0 n p]mitt$ aga9 to meet on e>?2 = t s]vant ( ,god di$ dur+ ! v week1 9 :i* ! ,ar*deacon rea*$ ! %ores ( ,engl&4 ,x 0 :il/ visit+ 8 relatives t ,ar*deacon ,corrie writes ,,to ,,8 ,,wife4 8,june #e1 #ahce4 8,i h n[ to tell y t ! ,ar*bi%op has fix$ ,tr9ity ,sunday1 z ! day = my consecration4 ,on ! #ad? in/ant1 ,i expect1 !re=e1 if ! ,"l w1 to be set ap>t z ,bi%op ( ,madras4 ,?is news ,i receiv$ ye/]day2 & ,i awoke ?is morn+ ) su* an oppressive feel+ ( ! case1 z to compel me to arise & pray = relief4 ,! ,savi\r's grace c r5d] me ev5 an in/rum5t ( good2 & 9 ?is consid]ation alone ,i f9d any ?+ l repose40 ,be=e return+ to ,london1 ! ,ar*deacon visit$ ,cambridge1 & 0 !re admitt$ to 8 ,doctor's degree1 by royal m&ate1 on ! #aa? ( ,june4 ,he proce$$ to ,london on ! foll[+ day4 ,! day appo9t$ = 8 consecration hav+ arriv$1 he 0 admitt$ to ! episcopate by ! ,ar*bi%op1 assi/$ by ! ,bi%ops ( ,li*field1 ,c>lisle1 & ,bangor2 ! prea*] on ! occasion be+ ! ,rev4 ,josiah ,pratt4 ,9 a memor&um1 9 :i* ,dr4 ,corrie not$ d[n ! p>ticul>s ( ! s]vice 9 :i* he _h be5 engag$1 he rem>ks3-- 8,i awoke 9 ! morn+ at f\r o'clock1 & set myself to pray]4 ,i !n read 9 ! ,epi/les to ,timo?y1#aga & ! ,hebrews1 ) a view to ! s]vice be=e me1 & 0 enabl$ to realize 9 a small degree ! p>don+ m]cy ( ,god1 & to hope = grace 9 all "t to come4 ,i !n ask$ = m]cies suit$ to my appreh5sion ( my pres5t /ate2 = relatives & fri5ds2 & = ! ,*ur* ( ,god at l>ge4 ,dur+ ! s]vice at ,lambe?1 ,i ent]$ ) "s fix$ness1 into ! s5tim5ts express$ 9 ! pray]s2 & int5d to review !m frequ5tly1 to br+ my v[s to remembrance4 ,:5 hav+ ! robes put on me1 ! language ( ! ,*ur* 9 ,isaiah came to my m9d1 & ,i pray$ to be clo!d ) ! g>m5ts ( ,salvation1 & ! robe ( righte\sness4 8,:il/ /&+ be=e ! table 9 my ro*et1 ,i ?\ght ( ,latim]1 l$ to ! /ake 9 8 long %irt2 &1 ,i tru/1 desir$ to be f\nd fai?ful unto dea?4444 ,on ! :ole1 ,i bless ,god = ! grace v\*saf$ to me ?is day1 & only desire t ! impression may rema92 :i* pa/ exp]i5ce tea*es me w n be ! case1 unless ,?\1 ,o ,"l1 c>ry on t1 ,i tru/1 ,?\ ha/ began4 #8,=sake n ! "w ( ,?9e own h&1' = ,jesus' sake1 ,am5 & ,am540 ,soon aft] 8 consecration1 ,bi%op ,corrie rem>ks 9 a lett] to 8 wife1 z he notes also 9 a memor&um3-- 8,i am n yet reconcil$ to my *ange ( signature4 ,! mean+ ( ! *ange ,i und]/& to be1 t ^? :o are appo9t$ to rule 9 ! *ur* ( ,*ri/1 take ! "n ( t portion ( ,8 body 7,he be+ ,head & ,bridegroom ( ! ,*ur*7 to :i* !y are1 9 ! language ( ,scripture1 #8m>ri$4' ,if my new "n d n rem9d me ( allegiance1 & t5d 9 "s degree1 to b9d me to ob$i5ce1 x w n op]ate z x ought to d4 ,i f9d1 h[ev]1 ! same old nature /ill )9 me1 & t x *ange? n ) a "n4 ,may a new nature1 z well z a new "n1 be wr\ght 9 me60 ,on ! #ah? ( ,june1 ! ,bi%op _h1 by special appo9tm5t1 a private audi5ce ( ! k+4 ,! acc\nt ( ?is int]view ) ,k+ ,william ,,iv4 0 record$ at ! "t by ,bi%op ,corrie1 & is too *>act]i/ic ( t k9d-he>t$ sov]eign to be omitt$3-- 8,i w5t to ,/4 ,james' at f\r o'clock10 obs]ves ! ,bi%op1 8& _h an int]view ) ! k+ alone4 ,on ent]+ 8 closet1 8 ,maje/y came =w>d1 (f]$ 8 h& :i*1 kneel+ on "o knee1 ,i kiss$4 ,he !n desir$ me to sit d[n2 & deta9$ me ab\t half an h\r4 ,ask$1 ,:]e ,i 0 educat$8 ,:]e born8 ,h[ long ,i _h be5 9 ,india8 ,my income8 ,p5sion8 ,h[ long ,i 0 go+ out =8 ,my motives 9 go+8 ,:e!r ,i _h any relatives1 c4 ,say+1 among/ o!r ?+s1 #8t ! ,indian ,bi%ops ought to h a h\se3 t he did n l ! cutt+ d[n ( sal>ies2 fe>$ x w\ld br+ back ! old abuses2 express$ a high op9ion ( ! ,indian s]vants ( gov]nm5t1 & mu* int]e/ 9 ! welf>e ( ,india2 wi%$ me heal? & /r5g? to p]=m my duties2 told me n to rema9 9 ,india1 if my heal? fail$2 & said he %\ld be happy to he> ( a ,bi%op's appo9tm5t to ,bombay4 ,he !n mo/ graci\sly dismiss$ me40 ,on ,friday ! #ah?1 ! ,bi%op att5d$ ! ,committee ( ! ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel4 ,! ,bi%ops ( ,li*field & ,bangor 7 pres5t2 & at ! reque/ ( ! meet+1 ! la/-nam$ prelate drew up a resolution congratulatory ( ,dr4 ,c4 on 8 appo9tm5t to ,madras1 & expressive ( ! good wi%es ( ! society t[>ds him2 aft] :i* he took 8 leave4 ,! next day1 ! ,bi%op & 8 daught] w5t on bo>d a /eam] at ! ,t[]-/airs & jo9$ ! 8,exm\?10 :i* 0 !n ly+ 9 ! ,d[ns1 & 9 :i* !y _h secur$ a passage to ,madras4 ,at f\r o'clock t ev5+1 ! an*or 0 rais$1 & ! %ip got "u sail = h] de/9ation4 ,dur+ ! foll[+ week1 h[ev]1 !y did n make mu* way1 = on ! #bf? ( ,june1 ! ,bi%op writes ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,(f ,plym\?4 8,! w9d has be5 contr>y1 z y w conclude f ! date ( ?is4 ,x is /ill contr>y1 b hav+ n[ sea-room1 ! pilot is ab\t to leave u4 ,f>ewell1 !n1 to ,engl&1 probably = ev]2 ?\gh ,i h no pres5tim5t or resolve on t head4 ,& f>ewell to belov$ relatives4 ,h[ happy are we 9 ! prospect ( dwell+ toge!r 9 ! #8city :i* ha? f\ndations6' ,9 ?is1 surely1 we :o h lately met are fav\r$2 & truly ?ankful am ,i = ?is communion ) y4 8,we'll praise ,god = all t is pa/1 ,& tru/ ,him = all t's to come40 ,!re 7 on bo>d ! ,exm\?1 sev]al pass5g]s2 among :om 7 ! ,rev4 ,m4 ,wilk9son & 8 family1 return+ to _! mission>y lab\rs 9 ,india4 ,besides pass5g]s1 7 "o hundr$ recruits1 ) _! (fic]s1 proce$+ to jo9 ,h4 ,m4 #af? regim5t ( foot4 ,on ,sundays1 z ! wea!r p]mitt$1 ! ,bi%op 0 9 ! habit ( celebrat+ div9e s]vice on deck1 & ( admitt+ daily to family-pray] 9 8 cab91 z _m z *ose to att5d2 :il/ ,mr4 ,wilk9son collect$ f among ! soldi]s1 a ,bible-class ( sixte51 ) :om he read ! ,scriptures e day4 ,9 ! ev5+ ( ! #f? ( ,septemb]1 ! ,exm\? rea*$ ! ,cape ( ,good ,hope1 :]e ! ,bi%op _h ! com=t ( f9d+ 8 wife's heal? greatly recruit$4 ,z1 also1 ! ,*apla9s at ! ,cape 7 9 expectation ( ,bi%op ,corrie's return1 !y _h prep>$ _! "y p = ,confirmation1 & he accord+ly adm9i/]$ t rite on ! #ab? ( ,septemb]1 to #aej c&idates4 ,on t day also1 8 y\nge/ daught] 0 m>ri$ to ,mr4 ,george ,bird1 ( ! ,madras civil s]vice4 ,on ! #ac?1 ! ,bi%op ) 8 wife & daught] sail$ f ,simon's bay1 & rea*$ ,madras on ! #bd? ( ,octob]4 ,on ! same day1 previ\sly to l&+1 he record$ ! foll[+ memor&um3-- 8,aft] sev]al days ( v sl[ progress1 we are n[1 ?r\gh ,god's goodness1 9 sight ( ,madras1 b unable to g 91 until ! sea-breeze spr+s up4 ,un9t]rupt$ m]cies h foll[$ me ?r\gh ! voyage home & hi!rto4 ,mu* fav\r has be5 %ewn to me by _m ( ! excell5t ( ! e>?4 ,p]sons 9 au?ority h manife/$ great civility4 ,supplies =?com+ 9 ! mo/ ready mann]1 & f unlook$-= s\rces4 ,i tru/ "s k on v>i\s subjects has be5 acquir$ by me1 & "s increas$ att5tion to ! holy ,scriptures4 ,new duties n[ await me1 & ! prospect (t5 oppresses me1 le/ ,i fail4 ,keep ?y s]vant f presumptu\s s9s1 & enable me to walk humbly ) !e4 ,let no elation1 on acc\nt ( outw>d circum/ances1 f9d place 9 me2 nor depression on acc\nt ( consci\s ineffici5cy1 prevail to h9d] me f do+ :at ,i c6 ,may ,i be enabl$ to ord] my h\sehold 9 a becom+ mann]4 ,prep>e my ways1 ,o ,"l1 ) ^? 9 au?ority2 & enable me to act 9 all ?+s z ! s]vant ( ,jesus ,*ri/60 ,bi%op ,corrie hav+ l&$ at ,madras on ,saturday ,oct4 #bd1 0 in/all$ at ,/4 ,george's ,*ur*1 dur+ ! morn+-s]vice1 on ! foll[+ ,w$nesday4 ,ar*deacon ,rob9son (ficiat$ on ! occasion4 ,= ! fir/ few weeks aft] 8 arrival 9 ,madras1 ! ,bi%op occupi$ himself almo/ exclusively 9 mak+ himself acqua9t$ ) ! /ate ( ?+s ar\nd him4 ,?us on ! #ae? ( ,decemb]1 he writes ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,i h be5 tak5 up hi!rto 9 ex*ang+ visits ( civility4 ,i h prea*$1 inde$1 9 all ! *ur*es1 ( :i* we h six 9 ,madras1 & "o at ! ,m\nt1 six miles di/ant4 ,i h1 also1 visit$ "s ( ! s*ools1 & be5 mak+ myself acqua9t$ ) ! /ate ( ?+s "h z to religion4 ,x is l[ en\gh ) respect to ! desc5dants ( ,europeans4 ,a di/rict ,visit+ ,society is mu* on my m9d1 z a means ( gett+ at individuals1 9 a m direct way ?an has be5 attempt$ hi!rto4 ,i ?9k ,i beg9 to see my way 9 ?is matt]2 b feel (t5 mu* oppress$4 ,we h sev]al good m5 among/ ! ,*apla9s2 b ,i am n yet famili>ly acqua9t$ ) !m1 & our communications are consequ5tly some:at /iff4 8,madras is n at all l ,calcutta2 we live 9 h\ses surr\nd$ by l>ge g>d5s4 ,ours /&s 9 betwe5 two or ?ree acres1 & is q private1 ?\gh 9 ! c5tre ( ! place1 & ab\t ?ree miles f ! l&+-place4 ,! surf :i* breaks on ! %ore all along ! coa/1 is con/antly s\nd+1 & at fir/ attract$ our notice2 b x is n[ become a common ?+4 8,! ,missions 9 ! s\? are 9 mu* confusion1 9 ,tanjore1 f ! ca/e "q2 9 ,t9nevelly f ,rh5ius's sep>ation4 ,i am reque/$ to visit !m next mon?40 ,! "q ( ca/e "h allud$ to1 0 9 tru? none o!r 9 pr9ciple ?an t :i* tr\bl$ ! ,*ur* 9 ! fir/ ages1 7,gal4 ii4 #c1 c47 & 9 l mann] _h creat$ divisions & he>t-burn+s among ! native ,*ri/ians at ,tanjore4 ,sc>cely _h ,bi%op ,corrie arriv$ 9 ,madras1 be=e he receiv$ a long petition f "s ( ! native prie/s1 native cate*i/s1 s*oolma/]s & o!r native ,*ri/ians 9 ,tanjore & its vic9ity1 reque/+1 among o!r ?+s1 t ! injunctions left by ! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta respect+ ! total abolition ( ca/e1 might be some:at relax$4 ,x 0 ) ref]5ce to t circum/ance1 t ! ,bi%op address$ ! foll[+ lett] to ! s5ior native cate*i/ at ,tanjore3-- 8,madras1 ,dec4 #bi1 #ahce4 8,i lately receiv$ a lett] 9 ! ,tamul language1 :i* has be5 translat$ = me1 & purports to be f sev]al ,*ri/ians1 inhabitants ( ! villages ov] :i* y 7 =m]ly ,cate*i/4 ,!y express great regret on acc\nt ( y\r removal1 & compla9 ( ^? :o are at pres5t plac$ by ! ,rev4 ,mission>ies to in/ruct !m4 ,x is my purpose1 8if ! ,"l w10 to visit ,tanjore ab\t ! middle ( ,janu>y1 :5 ,i w endeav\r to asc]ta9 :at is ! true "* ( ! ,cate*i/s compla9$ (1 & w take su* measures respect+ !m z ! case may require4 ,9 ! mean "t1 y w be s good z to make kn[n ?is my purpose to ! p>ties :o wrote ! lett]4 ,i wi% at ! same "t1 to beg ( y1 :o h s long be5 a tea*] ( ! m]cy ( ,god to o!rs1 to consid] anew ! "q ( ca/e4 ,c y hold x z a ,*ri/ian pr9ciple t ,god is a respect] ( p]sons1 & t ^? :o are high-born1 c1 on t acc\nt1 claim to come fir/ to ! table ( ! ,"l8 ,no man ( any ca/e1 :o is an unbeliev]1 or an immoral p]son1 or pr(ane break] ( any ( ! comm&m5ts ( ,god1 ought to be p]mitt$ to come at all to ! ,"l's ,supp]2 & ,i am c]ta9 t due respect w always be %ewn to respectable ,*ri/ians1 by true ,*ri/ians :o may be inf]ior to !m 9 temporal circum/ances4 ,b y w n1 ,i ?9k1 wi% to ma9ta9 t any "o c claim prec$5ce 9 spiritual ?+s1 m]ely on acc\nt ( natural bir? or any outw>d di/9ction4 ,i ne$ n quote to y ! scriptures1 t 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 8!re is nei!r circumcision1 nor uncircumcision1 ,b>b>ian1 ,scy?ian1 bond nor free20 b 8z _m z receiv$ ,him1 to !m gives he p[] to become ! sons ( ,god40 8,i pray ,god t y & o!rs1 :o are lead]s 9 ! ,"l's army1 may c&idly consid] ?is po9t 9 a purely ,*ri/ian view1 & )\t ref]5ce to any pa/ proce$+s4 ,i desire to come among y z a peace-mak]1 & re/ore h>mony among y if ,i c4 ,i greatly lam5t ! di/ress :i* _m1 ,i he>1 are suff]+2 & if y1 :o are lead]s1 w meet me 9 ! _s ( ,*ri/ian love1 "s ( ! di/ress may be remov$4 ,n only1 !re=e1 9 reg>d to ! purity ( ! ,*ri/ian doctr9e1 b f love1 also1 to y\r c\ntrym5 & fell[-*ri/ians1 ,i hope y w be = peace40 ,! sep>ation ( ,mr4 ,rh5ius at ,t9nevelly1 f ! ,*ur* mission at t place1 _h occurr$ be=e ,bi%op ,corrie rea*$ ,madras4 ,x appe>s t e>ly 9 #ahce1 ,mr4 ,rh5ius _h mo/ unju/ifiably publi%$ a tract = ! purpose ( impugn+ ! gov]nm5t1 ritual1 & discipl9e1 ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 not)/&+ t he /ood connect$ z a mission>y ) ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,h[ev] pa9ful x might !re=e be1 to t ,society1 to dissolve _! connection ) a p]son :o _h = tw5ty ye>s zeal\sly lab\r$ z a mission>y1 yet1 "u ! circum/ances ( ! case1 !y felt b\nd 9 consi/5cy1 z consci5ti\s memb]s ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 to decl>e t ! relation%ip :i* _h hi!rto subsi/$ betwe5 ,mr4 ,rh5ius & ! ,society 0 at an end4 ,9 ?is decision ,mr4 ,rh5ius readily acquiesc$1 & quitt$ ,t9nevelly 9 ,june #ahce1 hav+ previ\sly deliv]$ ov] all ! conc]ns ( ! ,*ur*-mission !re1 to ! ,society's repres5tative4 ,)9 a few mon?s1 h[ev]1 ,mr4 ,rh5ius ?\ght prop] to return to ,t9nevelly1 at ! invitation ( "s dissatisfi$ cate*i/s2 & ! natural consequ5ce 01 t ! :ole mission at t place und]w5t a *ange f a /ate ( organization & peace1 to a sc5e ( /rife & disord]4 ,x 0 ) ! hope t "s rem$y might be sugge/$ = ?is lam5table /ate ( ?+s1 t ! ,bi%op ?\ght x ( importance t he %\ld asc]ta9 p]sonally :at might be done = peace & ord]4 8,i g10 he obs]ves1 9 a ,lett] to 8 bro!r1 8at mu* p]sonal & pecuni>y inconv5i5ce4 ,x w co/ me #ajj2 b my in/ructions are call$ =1 & ,i _c direct 9 ! d>k4 ,i g ) mu* fe> & di/ru/ ( myself2 b by calm inve/igation1 & tak+ no ha/y /eps1 ,i tru/ ,i may effect "s good40 ,9 a memor&um :i* ! ,bi%op made ,janu>y #b1 #ahcf1 9 ! prospect ( ! j\rney1 he /ates3-- 8,i h exam9$ ! ,madras ,asylum1 bo? male & female2 & ! high s*ool at ,vep]y4 ,exam9$ also1 ! native girls' s*ool ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,9 all ( !m a v consid]able k ( ,scripture is f\nd4 ,i h receiv$ ,mr4 ,hickey1 z a ,mission>y to ! ,portuguese congregation ( ! ,vep]y ,mission2 & am endeav\r+ to br+ ab\t a di/rict ,visit+ ,society = ,black ,t[n1 & to h ! ,*ur*-build+ fund conf9$ to ?is ,diocese2 :i* seems agreeable to all ,i h met )1 :o wi% well to ! object4 ,i h tak5 /eps t[>ds issu+ m>riage lic5ces4 ,9 all ?is1 !re is all ! prosp]ity ,i c\ld desire3 yet nev] at "o p]iod h my trials be5 s great4 ,! exp]i5ce ( t ,pope1 :o is said to h d\bt$ ( 8 salvation1 m & m1 z he advanc$ 9 ! ,ord]s ( 8 ,*ur*1 till hav+ ga9$ ! highe/ /ep1 he utt]ly despair$1 sick5$ & di$1 has be5 mu* on my m9d4444 ,frequ5tly ,i awake 9 ! night ) a feel+ ( dismay inexpressible1 z to :at may be ! end ( myself1 & 9 respect ( ! objects contemplat$ by my (fice4 ,int5d+ to visit ,tanjore & ,t9nevelly1 ,i am at a loss utt]ly h[ to proce$1 or :at to attempt4 ,i am inde$ oppress$3 ,o ,"l1 und]take = me4 ,i w /ill ?ank ,god1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,"l60 ,x 0 on ! #aa? ( ,janu>y #ahcf1 t ,bi%op ,corrie left ,madras on 8 mission ( peace4 ,! incid5ts connect$ ) ?is j\rney are relat$ 9 ! foll[+ correspond5ce ) 8 wife & family1 or 9 occasional memor&a3-- 8,sadras1 ,jan4 #ab1 #ahcf4 ,i arriv$ "h at #d o'clock ?is morn+1 j #aa h\rs aft] ! ,palkee left home1 & ?is includ$ ! passage ( ! riv] aft] ,i left y1 & ! delay at ! fir/ /age ( ne>ly half an h\r4 ,! be>]s !re=e1 travel fa/] "h ?an 9 our c\ntry3 !y d n *ange %\ld]s s (t51 b g g5]ally a sw++ /ep1 :i* is v uneasy4 ,! road lay all ! way )9 s\nd ( ! surf1 & "h ! ,bungal[ is n above a gun-%ot f ! sea4 ,!re is "o old =t1 & _m desc5dants ( ,dut*1 all v poor2 ! ,bungal[ is 9 v nice ord]1 & has accommodation = ?ree p>ties4 ,a ,colonel1 8 wife1 & "s *ildr51 ) an ,ayah1#agb came 9 ab\t #g2 !y h two rooms1 & ,i "o1 b we see no?+ ( ea* o!r4 ,not)/&+ ! noise ( ! be>]s1 & ! jolt+ ( ! ,palkee1 ,i slept a good deal1 & _h a nap aft] arriv+1 al?\gh a di/urb$ "o4 ,fi% & eggs 7 provid$ = breakfa/1 & ,i am z com=table z ,i c be f home2 b ,i feel mu* a /rang] & v lonely4 ,my ?\ghts are (t5 ) y all1 & heavy ?\ghts also arise z to ! result ( my j\rney4 ,! m ! /ate ( ! ,tanjore p is enquir$ into1 ! m difficult x appe>s to deal ) !m4 ,_! tea*]s h c\nt5anc$ mu* t is wrong among !m1 by adm9i/]+ among !m1 )\t reprov+ _! errors2 f :i* !y at l5g? h conclud$ !mselves blameless2 & 9 look+ ov] ! li/ ( *>ges urg$ aga9/ !m1 _m seem matt]s ( *oice1 :i* we all obs]ve or n accord+ to ta/e4 ,may ,he 9 :om alone is wisdom & /r5g?1 give me bo? to p]ceive & to "k :at ?+s ,i ought to /ipulate =1 & grace fai?fully to fulfil ! same2 & may ,he #8turn ! he>ts ( ! disob$i5t' among !m1 #8to ! wisdom ( ! j6'0 8,myav]am1 ,jan4 #ad4 ,i arriv$ "h at half pa/ six1 & hav+ *ang$ my clo!s & repos$ a little1 purpose giv+ y a brief sket* ( my j\rney ?us f>4 ,i am 9 ! h\se ( ,sir ,h5ry ,montgom]y1 ! deputy ,collector ( ,tanjore1 b h n yet se5 him or 8 lady4 ,! :ole way ,i h come is1 z to c\ntry1 n only )\t int]e/ b v dre>y2 p>tly ,i suppose1 t be+ along %ore1 ! sea air is unfav\rable to vegetation4 ,! road 0 to ,sadras firm & good1 aft] t to ,pondi*]ry1 p>tly s&y1 & p>tly lakes ( wat]1 & p>tly on ! v br9k ( ! sea4 ,s9ce leav+ ,cuddalore1 at fir/ s&y & heavy1 !n /iff soil1 b no made road2 & x took twelve h\rs to travel ab\t ?irty-six miles4 ,we cross$ f\r pretty broad riv]s dur+ la/ night2 two ( !m bran*es ( ! ,col]oon1 a "n r5[n$ 9 ,orme's acc\nt ( ,h9doo/an1 & :i* ,i little expect$ ev] to behold4 ,on two ( ! riv]s are f]ry boats1 provid$ by ,gov]nm5t1 good & sub/antial2 b all ! o!r boats ,i h be5 oblig$ to use are bo? comp>atively small & v fragile4 ,! wat] has n[h]e be5 deep1 ?\gh en\gh to give a good duck+4 ,! ,col]oon ev5 might h be5 pass$ by wad+1 b ! be>]s pr(ess$ fe> ( ,alligators4 ,! song ( ! be>]s cont9ues ! same all ! way z at ,madras4 8,"o mode ( adorn+ _! temples1 is peculi> to ?is "p ( ,india4 ,ne> a ,h9doo ,pagoda on ?is side ,sadras1 ,i obs]v$ a colossal figure ( a man seat$ on a ?rone4 ,= a "t ,i c\ld n make out :at x c\ld be4 ,ye/]day morn+1 ! same k9d ( figure pres5t$ itself ) a spe>man on ea* side /&+ by x1 & 9 front a huge figure ( a horse4 ,ye/]day ev5+1 pass+ ne> a %ady grove !re seem$ to be a r[ ( tig]s gu>d+ ! entrance1 :i* 9 ! gloom ( ! twilight appe>$ at fir/ v =midable3 & j be=e ,i rea*$ my pres5t position1 a r[ ( elephants1 & figures ( m5 on horseback1 seem$ to gu>d ! entrance to a temple2 & beh9d 7 figures z ( a flock ( %eep4 ,?is is all ,i h se5 new on my way4 ,?is place is l a g>d5 9 n q a wild]ness1 = ! c\ntry seems f]tile1 b irregul>ly cultivat$2 & a pretty lawn ) a v>iety ( fl[]s 9 front1 gives a lovely appe>ance1 to my eye1 :i* has se5 no?+ l x s9ce leav+ ,madras4 ,i mu/ n1 h[ev]1 disp>age ,cuddalore2 b x is an old regul>ly =m$ t[n1 ) #cjj ,european p5sion]s scatt]$ ab\t x1 besides ! g5try1 civil & milit>y4 ,i pass$ ye/]day f half pa/ #i till half pa/ #d1 ga9+ useful in=mation on mission>y matt]s4 ,contr>y to my =m] exp]i5ce on ?is po9t4 ,i sleep a good deal dur+ ! night1 s z to require no sleep dur+ ! day4 8,twelve o'clock4 ,at breakfa/1 met ,sir ,h5ry & 8 lady4 ,!y are nice "y p1 & bo? seem v happy & intellig5t4 ,!y h be5 "h five ye>s1 q seque/]$3 he has be5 elev5 ye>s 9 ! s]vice1 b looks consid]ably y\ng]1 ) f9e speak+ eyes4 ,!y g home next ye> on furl\gh4 ,!y make me v welcome1 & ,i h a nice ap>tm5t1 all 9 ! bungal[ /yle4 ,tanjore =ty miles3 ,i am to be driv5 "p ( ! way 9 ! ev5+4 ,! *ri/ian ,cate*i/1 & "s ( 8 p h be5 to see me2 ab\t #fjj "y & old are "u *ri/ian in/ruction4 8,i am n yet half on my way2 ! di/ance looks at times dre>y1 & ! old idea ( dragg+ a l5g!n$ *a91 applies a little to my case4 ,may duty prevail z x ought1 & my *a9s w feel proportionably light]6 ,?9k ( me :5 on y\r knees6 8,tanjore1 ,janu>y #ag4 ,int5d+ to proce$ at b$time to ,tri*9opoly1 ,i leave ?is = to-night's po/2 z o!rwise sev]al days w\ld int]v5e be=e y he> ( me aga9--! di/ance to ,tri*9opoly is ?irty-six miles4 ,on ,friday ,i _h a busy day ) ! ,mission>ies1 asc]ta9+ ! numb] & /ate ( _! congregations1 acc\nts ( _! proce$+s c4 ,ye/]day ,i 0 occupi$ almo/ ! :ole day ) ! ,noncon=mi/s3 at "o "t1 & = ab\t two h\rs1 ! room 0 q full ( !m4 ,x 0 a "t ( great anxiety to me1 he>+ _! objections1 & answ]+ !m4 ,! task 0 n difficult1 b ! po9t ,i /ood ^u 0 ! duty ( att5d+ ! ,"l's ,supp]1 )\t reg>d to :o else might be pres5t4 ,i /at$ t ! bread repres5ts our ,"l's body1 & ! w9e 8 blood1 :i* he (f]$ on ! cross = our r$emption4 ,9 communicat+1 we are to ?9k only ( ! ,savi\r1 ^: memorial is be=e u2 & 9 receiv+ ! bread & w9e1 we receive ,*ri/ z ! au?or ( our salvation4 ,b if ,i refuse to receive ! emblems ( ! ,savi\r because ano!r has p>tak5 be=e me1 ,i lose sight ( ! ,savi\r1 & treat ! bread & w9e z common food4 ,?is !y c\ld n get ov]1 & ,i am l$ to hope1 mo/ ( !m w yield ?is po9t1 & if s1 ,i %all h to ?ank ,god = hav+ come4 ,if n ,i h done :at ,i c\ld 9 ?is matt]4 ,?r\gh ,god's goodness ,i am q well to-day & prep>+ to prea* 9 ,engli% at half-pa/ t52 & to att5d family s]vice at f\r ,p4 ,m4--,ev5+4 ,! congregation 9 ! morn+ 0 ab\t fifty1 besides _m natives1 :o und]/& ,engli%4 ,i h be5 address+ ! native congregation ?r\gh ,mr4 ,coombes3 may a bless+ foll[ f above6 8,janu>y #ai?4 ,i receiv$ y\rs ( ! #ae?1 ye/]day1 at ,tri*9opoly1 & sat d[n to answ] x1 b 0 int]rupt$4 ,i wrote y f ,tanjore mo/ ( ! p>ticul>s ( my visit !re4 ,!re is no?+ to see b ! fruits ( ,sw>tz's lab\rs 9 two ,*ur*es1 & ! _m call$ by ! "n ( ,*ri/ among ! natives4 ,mr4 ,coombes is invaluable !re f 8 k ( ,tamil1 & ! "r _s he manife/s4 ,i arriv$ !re ye/]day morn+ soon aft] six3 e ?+ 0 done = my com=t4 ,i w5t be=e breakfa/ to ! ,*ur*1 :i* 0 ne>1 & saw ,heb]'s grave1 :i* w long r5d] ,tri*9opoly a place ( int]e/4 8,tri*9opoly is a l>ge /ation1 ) good roads ab\t x4 ,bo? at ,tanjore1 & !re1 ! *ief city is )9 ! ,=t1 :i* at ,tri*9opoly encompasses a pyramidical hill1 on ! top ( :i* is a h\se ( impos+ appe>ance1 a k9d ( mona/]y ( ,brahm9s4 ,i write ?is at a /ag+ bungal[1 half way to ,madura4 ,i h "h an invitation f ,mr4 ,blackburn ! ,judge ( ,madura2 & ! ,cutwal has be5 ord]$ to %ew me all att5tion4 ,on arriv+ ,i 0 salut$ ) ! rattl+ ( tom-toms1 & f\r or five native hautboys & ! ,tahsild>#agc came aft] breakfa/ to wait ^u me ) l /ate4 ,! bungal[ /&s 9 a valley surr\nd$ by irregul> hills1 some?+ l ^? at ,*un>4 ,! climate is cool1 & at night cold4 ,! cause ( s mu* coolness 9 ?is latitude1 mu/ rise f ! sea on ! ea/1 & ! ghauts on ! we/4 ,i am n[ =ty miles f ! sea1 hav+ be5 v]g+ inl& ev] s9ce leav+ ,cuddalore4 8,madura1 ,w$nesday morn+4 ,i arriv$ "h at two ?is morn+1 & h _h "s h\rs quiet sleep 9 a f9e upp] room4 ,i h n yet se5 ,mr4 ,blackburn1 b e ?+ ar\nd is 9 ! mo/ com=table /yle ( an ,indian ,judge4 ,! c\ntry all ar\nd is flat1 ) a cont9uation ( irregul> deta*$ hills z ye/]day4 ,! night travell+ q unh+es my frame1 z ! h&-writ+ %ews4 ,i %all become m /eady aft] a meal4 ,?is place is wor? describ+1 b ! po/ goes to ,madras at eight1 s ,i h n "t4 8,jan4 #ba4 ,i am n[ ?r\gh ,god's goodness )9 sixty miles ( ,palamcottah2 ano!r night's run w1 proce$+ z ,i h done1 br+ me to my j\rney's end1 outw>d b\nd4 ,i ye/]day s5t (f a lett] = y f ,madura4 ,! collector1 ,mr4 ,blackburn1 0 z k9d z possible4 ,he invit$ ! o!r ?ree civilians to tiff94 ,!re 7 two (fic]s ) a deta*m5t1 at "s di/ance1 & f\r ,am]ican mission>ies :om ,i did n see4 ,! ,judge has an infant1 :om ,i am to baptize on my way back1 & !re are *ildr5 ( writ]s1 c41 desir\s ( ! same4 ,none ( our ,bi%ops came s f> s\?2 s t ,i am ! fir/ :o has visit$ ^! p>ts4 ,alas1 h[ inadequate to meet public expectation6 8,mr4 ,blackburn's h\se is "o ( ! be/ 9 ! c\ntry4 ,to ! s\? ( x is a l>ge %eet ( wat]1 & a small isl& 9 ! mid/1 ) a truly picturesque temple ^u x4 ,madura is fam\s 9 ,h9doo ,my?ology4 ,a gr& fe/ival is to be held on #a/ ,febru>y1 :5 ! idol w be br\ght f ! temple at "s di/ance1 & take a sail on ! lake & visit ! summ]-h\se on ! isl&4 ,ab\t a lac ( p g5]ally collect on ! occasion4 ,i h se5 sev]al temples1 all 9 ! /yle ( ,jugg]nau? = size4 8,at ,madura1 z at ,tri*9opoly1 ! temple is )9 ! =t1 & ! t[n is !re4 ,! c\ntry all along v int]e/+1 & ! population v scanty4 ,9 ! ra9s1 ! face ( ! c\ntry mu/ be cov]$ ) wat]1 x is s flat2 & n[ !re are little /reams & rills con/antly occurr+4 ,^! are f$ by ! wat] f ! hills to ! we/w>d1 & = six ye>s ! supply has be5 v scanty4 ,?is ye> ! ra9 has fall5 pl5tifully1 & crops ( all k9d1 b pr9cipally rice1 are abundant4 ,! p are beg9n+ to ga!r 9 ! rice4 ,!y are at "w 9 a ?re%+-place close to ! /ag+ bungal[4 ,i feel v lonely to-day1 ?\gh 9 mu* peace--my m9d has be5 mu* ) y all dur+ ! night4 8,palamcottah1 ,friday4--,at ! end ( my j\rney4 ,i n[ beg9 to look back1 & ! way seems n s long z did ! di/ance ,i h come4 ,i 0 go+ on z usual1 & _h fall5 asleep :5 ! ,palkee 0 set d[n at two1 & ,i 0 told ,mr4 ,tuck] 0 come4 ,he _h k9dly come out ab\t t5 miles2 we return$ ab\t two miles1 :5 ! :ole body ( cate*i/s 7 /&+ on ea* side ! way1 & receiv$ u ) a song ( praise4 ,i got out & ?ank$ !m = _! congratulations1 express+ my wi%es = _! prosp]ity4 ,we !n came on a tumultu\s cavalcade1 & rea*$ ! mission-h\se at tw5ty m9utes pa/ f\r4 ,mr4 ,tuck] pray$1 & ,i w5t to re/ = two h\rs4 ,we breakfa/$ at eight1 aft] family wor%ip4 ,aft] t1 t5 divisions ( cate*i/s & s*oolma/]s1 came 9 rotation to make salaam4 ,!y m>*$ 91 s++ a v]se ( praise4 ,fl[]s 7 scatt]$ on my head1 & gold & silv] />s2 "s ( :i* ,i made ,joseph ga!r1 :5 all 7 gone1 to br+ to ,anna4 ,! ,engli% resid5ts h be5 to see me also2 y "k t bu/le r upsets ?an gratifies me4 ,my feel+s h r be5 blunt$ ?an pleas$ by all ?is2 & a feel+ ( my own utt] wor?lessness be=e ,god keeps me l[1 z also ( unpr(itabl5ess t[>ds m54 8,janu>y #be?4 ,my purpose is to /ay "h ov] ,sunday next1 to be at ,madura on ,tuesday2 ,tri*9opoly on ,?ursday2 & at ,tanjore1 till ! ,sunday ev5+ foll[+4 ,on ! ,monday1 ,mayav]am2 ,tuesday1 at ,porto ,nova2 ,w$nesday at ,cuddalore4 ,p]haps /ay !re till ,monday ev5+4 ,friday1 at ,sadras2 & on ,saturday1 ,febru>y #ab?1 at ,dulce ,domum4 ,su* is my purpose3 may ,god ( 8 goodness dispose accord+ly6 8,ye/]day we _h morn+ s]vice 9 ,engli%1 & 9 ! aft]noon1 9 ,tamil4 ,i prea*$ bo? times1 ! latt] y w judge1 by an int]pret]--! native congregation ab\t #ejj4 ,mr4 ,rh5ius's proce$+s are ( ! mo/ injuri\s k9d4 ,he is ei!r bl9d$ by self-love1 or mo/ mis]ably mis9=m$1 :i* mu/ be 8 own fault2 b ,i h n "t to-day = p>ticul>s4 ,we are all go+ to d9e ) ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,pr5d]ga/2 ,mr4 ,p4 is also "h4 ,till ?is mom5t ,i h be5 occupi$ ) ab\t #bjj cate*i/s & s*ool-ma/]s40 ,! foll[+ rem>ks on ! /ate ( ! ,t9nevelly ,mission1 occur among ! ,bi%op's private memor&a3-- 8,palamcottah1 ,jan4 #bh1 #ahcf4 8,i h be5 "h n[ sev5 days1 & h be5 endeav\r+ to =m a di/9ct idea ( ! circum/ances ( ?is ,mission4 ,x appe>s1 t f ! fir/1 expectations ( r$ress ( wrongs h be5 held out to su* natives z s\ght aid f ! ,mission>ies4 ,h5ce a ,vakeel#agd has be5 employ$ at ! *>ge ( ! mission1 to asc]ta9 p>ticul>s ( compla9t1 & to make repres5tations accord+ly to ! ,tahsild>s & 9 ! cut*]y#age ( ! collector4 ,& ?is practice has s increas$1 t ,mr4 ,pettitt is *iefly occupi$ 9 he>+ & arrang+ ! temporal affairs ( native applicants4 ,! consequ5ce has be5 t :ole villages1 or ! great] "p ( ! inhabitants ( "s villages1 h 8come ov]10 z ! expression is1 at once1 to put !mselves "u ,*ri/ian in/ruction o/5sibly1 b at ! same "t1 to enjoy ! protection ref]r$ to4 ,( ! _m ?us report$1 comp>atively few h receiv$ baptism4 ,9 "o village ( #fjj1 only =ty are baptiz$4 8,on enquir+ ( ! assembl$ inspect+ ,cate*i/s to-day1 #8,h[ x came to pass1 t ( s _m report$ "u ,*ri/ian in/ruction1 = sev]al ye>s1 s few 7 really baptiz$8'--! answ] giv5 01 #8,p>tly f ! inatt5tion or bad example ( ! ,cate*i/s2 p>tly1 t _m be+ disappo9t$ 9 _! expectations ( worldly b5efit1 drew back to hea!nism2 or1 hav+ obta9$ _! object1 became satisfi$1 & 7 n desir\s ( baptism4' 8,x appe>s t little or no di/9ction is obs]v$ 9 ! treatm5t ( ! baptiz$1 & unbaptiz$4 ,! ,cate*i/ m>ries ! unbaptiz$ :5 call$ ^u1 & also ! baptiz$4 ,9 bo? cases a *>m is put on ! neck ( ! female1 in/ead ( a r+ on ! f+]4 ,! same s]vices are obs]v$ at ! burial ( ! baptiz$ & unbaptiz$2 except t 9 ! =m] case1 go+ to ! h\se ( ! deceas$1 & m c]emony is obs]v$4 ,"s d n use ! ,*ur* s]vice ov] ! unbaptiz$1 b pray extempore4 ,mr4 ,rh5ius 9 ! e>ly "p ( 8 ,mission1 us$ ! s]vice ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& 9 baptism2 & confirm$ "s "y p]sons by ! imposition ( h&s1 z direct$ 9 our ,confirmation-s]vice2 b aft]w>ds omitt$ our =ms altoge!r4 8,! *ildr5 ( conv]ts seem n to h be5 att5d$ to1 aft] ! ,scripture rule4 ,"s p]sons hav+ families1 7 report$1 by a ,cate*i/1 z baptiz$ sev5 ye>s ago4 ,_! *ildr51 nei!r !n1 nor s9ce baptiz$4 ,x seems t ,mr4 ,rh5ius has s5t to all 8 ,cate*i/s & ,s*ool-ma/]s to come & pay _! respects to ! ,bi%op2 & accord+ly a consid]able numb] came aft] breakfa/4 ,on ,mr4 ,d5t hav+ call$1 ,i expla9$ t ,i 0 ! ,inspector ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&'s ,missions2 & t !y hav+ left x1 :at _h ,i to d ) !m8 ,"o v plausibly answ]$1 #8,t !y wor%ipp$ ! same ,"l1 & held ! same fai?1 & prea*$ ! same ,gospel z be=e4' ,i ask$ if no?+ 0 said 9 ,scripture ( ! s9 ( s*ism8 ,!y answ]$1 #8,yes4' ,i !n said1 #8,0 !re no s91 t :5 "o man 9 a village beat ! drum to call ! p to pray]s1 ano!r %\ld beat ! same drum8 ,:5 "o began to pray1 ano!r %\ld beg9 to pray8' ,!y own$ ?is 0 wrong2 b attempt$ to lay ! blame on ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society's cate*i/s3 b ,i obs]v$ f ! case ( ! "y man :o came be=e me ! o!r day1 7a cate*i/ ( ,mr4 ,rh5ius'7 t he _h own$ t he held public wor%ip1 at ! same "t ) ! ,*ur* ,mission>y cate*i/4 ,a long exam9ation ( p]sons foll[$1 :i*1 ) in=mation be=e receiv$1 l$ me to address ! p>ty z foll[s3--#8,t = fifte5 ye>s pa/1 ! ^w ( ,god _h be5 made kn[n1 & spread abroad 9 ^! p>ts by means ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,t _m _h become enlight5$ ) ! light ( life4 ,t ,mr4 ,rh5ius _h be5 suppli$ dur+ t "t1 ) funds z a ,mission>y ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society4 ,t hav+ sep>at$ f ! ,society1 he left ! place2 & t dur+ 8 abs5ce all 0 peace 9 ! mission4 ,t ! "y man pres5t1 :o wrote ! lett]1 /at+ t ! congregations 7 wi%+ = 8 return1 admitt$ t he did n ( 8 own k write ?us1 b t ! cate*i/s1 :o sign$ ! lett]1 told him s4 ,t "s ( ! ,head-m5 ^: names 7 affix$ to ! lett]1 told me1 #8t !y knew n t x 0 a lett] ( recal1 b ?\ght x only a fri5dly lett] ( congratulation on 8 arrival at ,arcot4 ,t "o ( ! inspect+ cate*i/s 7!n pres5t1 & n[ 9 ,mr4 ,rh5ius' employm5t7 _h confess$ hav+ express$ to ,mr4 ,tuck] 8 sorr[ = hav+ sign$ ! lett] to ,mr4 ,rh5ius2 & t he did n "k t x 0 an invitation to come back1 hav+ read only a "p ( x2 & 0 n aw>e h[ bad a man ,david ,pillay is3--,t a head-man pres5t1 _h confess$ j n[1 t if ,mr4 ,pettit w\ld h let him ! l&1 & ! palmyra-trees at ,dobnavoor1 = ! money he wi%$ 7viz4 f\r ,rs4 in/ead ( t5 ,rs47 he w\ld n h jo9$ ,mr4 ,rh5ius3--,t sev]al o!r ( ,mr4 ,rh5ius' p pres5t1 _h own$ to hav+ be51 at diff]5t times1 convict$ ( del9qu5cies3--,t ,mr4 ,rh5ius _h be5 told ( ! deceits practis$ ^u him1 b he w\ld n believe x ( ^? :o invit$ him back4 ,^! ?+s1 9 my pres5ce1 _h be5 confess$ by !m3 b he _h come back1 & all ?is division _h foll[$4 ,! ,society w\ld !re=e nev] receive ,mr4 ,rh5ius aga94 ,t1 = myself1 ,i c\ld n b grieve to ?9k1 h[1 9 ?is way1 ,satan _h prevail$ to h9d] ! success ( ! gospel4 ,t n[ ! hea!n laugh$1 & said1 #8,! prea*]s ( ! ,gospel ( ,peace1 are qu>rell+ among/ !mselves4' ,t = ^? pres5t1 :o by deceiv+ ,mr4 ,rh5ius1 & br++ him back1 _h be5 ! occasion ( ?is evil1 ,i %\ld pray t ,god w\ld give !m rep5tance1 t !y might seek ! p>don ( ?is _! great s91 & n f9ally p]i% among ! unbeliev]s40 ,! ,bi%op adds3-- 8,9 "o case ( n9ety-n9e families1 9 two adjo9+ villages1 only ?ree families are baptiz$2 & 9 "s congregations n an individual is baptiz$40 ,two days aft] ! date ( ?is memor&um1 ! ,bi%op prep>$ to leave ,palamcottah4 ,he writes ,,to ,,8 ,,wife4 8,jan4 #cj1 #ahcf4 8,my dawk is ord]$ = to-morr[ ev5+1 s t ,i beg9 to ?9k ( myself z on my way home aga94 ,i "k n well :e!r any good has be5 accompli%$ by my visit1 except conv9c+ ! p t ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society w n ab&on ! mission4 ,! ag5ts ( ,mr4 ,r4 _h circulat$ f> & wide t su* w\ld be ! case4 ,!re is no end to ! falsehoods propagat$ by 8 ag5ts1 & to :i* he gave indirect occasion4 8,i h se5 no?+ ( ! c\ntry ar\nd1 b f j a little ev5+'s drive2 yet t[>ds ! we/ x is said to be int]e/+ z to sc5]y1 be+ t[>ds ! ,ghauts4 ,i am no h& at draw+1 z y "k1 b ?is sket* w give y "s idea ( ?is /ation40 8,feb4 #a1 ,/age+ ,bungal[4 8,fifty-two miles on ! way to ,madras1 & 9 good heal?4 ,?anks be to ,god6 ,! dre>9ess ( ?is place answ]s v well to my /ate ( m9d1 & gives opportunity = look+ back4444 ,mr4 ,peet & ,mr4 ,bailey came ov] f ,travancore4 8,aft] ! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta _h be5 !re & _h pla9ly spok5 out :at re=ms 7 consid]$ necess>y = ! cl]gy1 ! two ,metrans collect$ a ha/y synod ( _! ,*ur*1 & vot$ 9 a viol5t mann] t !y w\ld h no re=m1 nor any?+ fur!r to d ) ! mission>ies4 ,9 consequ5ce ! labors ( tw5ty ye>s seem come to no?+4 ,x is n[1 ,i believe1 int5d$ t ! mission>ies %all tea* & prea* z opportunity (f]s4 ,if any ( ! cl]gy re=m1 ( :i* !y h n[ "s hope1 _! way w be pla92 b x rema9s to be se54 ,x _h become necess>y = ,mr4 ,tuck] to g ov] to see ! ,resid5t1 & consult ) him z to ! protection x may be 9 8 p[]1 or be "r = him to af=d1 to ^? :o may turn f _! errors to ! tru?4 ,mr4 ,t4 w n be above a week or t5 days aft] me at ,madras4 8,ye/]day1 ,i orda9$ ,john ,devasagayam1 prie/4 ,mr4 ,tuck] prea*$1 & ,messrs4 ,blackman1 ,pettitt1 ,peet1 & ,bailey1 ) ,mr4 ,tuck]1 jo9$ 9 ! imposition ( h&s4 ,! s]vice 0 all new to me2 ,i _h to look out my places1 :i* took my att5tion too mu* (f f ! s5tim5ts express$ 9 ! s]vice4 ,x 01 h[ev]1 on ! :ole a day ( s]i\sness1 & ,i hope ( bless+4 ,john prea*$ 9 ! ev5+ 9 ,tamil2 8 text 0 appropriate1 ,ephesians vi1 #ah1 #ai4 ,i 0 told he gave a sket* ( 8 tra9+ "u ,dr4 ,john1 ! colleague ( good ,dr4 ,rottl] at ,tranqueb>2 & relat$ ! circum/ances ( 8 conv]sion1 desir$ ! congregation to pray = him1 c4 8,aft] social pray] ) ! mission family & ! cate*i/s1 ,i came away at half-pa/-eight4 ,i arriv$ "h1 fifty-two miles1 by n9e ?is morn+4 ,by ?is y w judge h[ well ^! be>]s c>ry2 !y g ?ree be=e & ?ree beh9d1 & _! /ages are g5]ally ab\t tw5ty miles & sometimes ?irty2 :i* !y accompli% )\t seem+ at all di/ress$4 ,to-morr[1 d4 v4 ,i h "s *ildr5 to baptize at ,madura1 & !n onw>d 9 ! ev5+ t[>ds ,tri*9opoly1 f :5ce ,i purpose writ+ aga940 8,v]ully ,malay1 ,feb4 #c1 #ahcf4agf 8,i am to-day at a /age+ ,bungal[ 9 ! ,tondeman's c\ntry1--! title ( an indep5d5t pr9ce :o reta9s 8 pat]nal inh]itance indep5d5t ( ! ,company1 9 "n1 & he is wise en\gh to be quiet1 collect 8 own rev5ue1 & live at peace ) ! lion4 ,ye/]day1 ,i s5t (f a lett] to y\r belov$ "m f ,madura1 & :i* ,i hope is be=e me2 b am n c]ta91 z ,i h come on pretty quick4 ,i m5tion$1 9 go+ f h5ce1 a beautiful lake ) a v ta/y summ]-h\se1 on an ,isl& 9 ! middle ( x1--9 front ( ! ,collector's h\se at ,madura4 ,ye/]day 0 ! annual ,fe/ival ( ! ,idol at ,madura2 a float1 ) a v spl5did temple erect$ ^u x1 0 prep>$ on ! lake4 ,a g5tleman pres5t said x 0 l ! ,*9ese ,temples erect$ 9 ,/4 ,james's ,p>k1 :5 ! alli$ ,sov]eigns 7 9 ,engl&4 ,! ,idol 0 br\ght ) great noise1 & amid/ a l>ge conc\rse ( p1 f ! ,temple 9 ! =t1 above a mile di/ant1 & plac$ on ! float1 :i* 0 !n drawn by ropes1 f ! %ore1 twice r\nd ! lake4 ,aft] a re/1 ! float 0 drawn t[>ds ! ,isl&1 :]e ! ,idol 0 to pass ! ev5+1 & ! ,temple & ! entire bank ( ! lake to be illum9at$ at night4 ,va/ cr[ds 7 go+ t[>ds ,madura1 z ,i came away1 to see ! illum9ation2 & all ! ,europeans 7 to be at ,mr4 ,blackburne's to view ! sight4 ,i felt no inducem5t to /ay4 ,colonel ,maclean 0 !re ) ! ,tondeman1 z resid5t4 ,two ,am]ican mission>ies :o 7 settl$ at ,madura1 came to breakfa/1 & /aid till #aa o'clock conv]s+ on mission>y subjects4 ,!y are v self-d5y+ & p]sev]+ 9 _! lab\rs3 ,i 0 mu* tak5 ) !m4 ,two o!rs ( _! p>ty 7 gone to ,ceylon = *ange1 hav+ lo/ _! wives at ,madura1 )9 ?ree mon?s ( _! l&+4 ,i baptiz$ a *ild ( ,mr4 ,hoop]1 ! ,judge1 & saw ! cate*i/ ( ! ,propagation ,society4 ,!re is a bran* ( ! ,tanjore mission "h1 :i* has be5 mu* neglect$ ( late ye>s1--! ,"l's ,supp] has n be5 adm9i/]$ dur+ two ye>s pa/4 ,i saw ,mr4 ,ros51 ! mission>y ( t ,society 9 ,t9nevelly4 ,8 sph]e ( lab\r is ab\t #bj miles di/ant f ,palamcottah4 ,he came hi!r to see me1 & br\ght me a /atem5t ( 8 mission4 ,he is a ,dane by nation1 & a good man1 b is deaf & q inadequate to be alone4444 ,! p ( ,tanjore are 9 a deplorable /ate ( apa?y1 & want ( spiritual life4 ,i came away f ,madura be=e #e ,p4 ,m41 & rea*$ my halt+-/age by five ?is morn+1 :5 ! be>]s be+ ready1 ,i came on hi!r1 & am only #bj miles f ,tri*9opoly4 ,i expect to be !re by n9e ?is ev5+1 & to enjoy a com=table b$ at ,mr4 ,blair's1 :i* ,i r anticipate2 = ?ree di/urb$ nights add consid]ably to ! natural tremul\sness ( my frame40 8,tri*9opoly1 ,?ursday morn+4 8,i arriv$ "h la/ night j at gun-fire4 ,mrs4 ,blair is1 x seems1 s mu* bett] z to h gone to ! neighb\rhood = *ange ( air1 & ,mr4 ,b4 is ) h]2 b ev]y?+ 0 ready = me "h1 & ,i 0 glad to g at once to b$4 ,?is morn+ e>ly1 ,i 0 r\s$ by ! sweet s\nd ( #8fairy-l music3' ?\gh1 to be sure1 ! great drum r dissipat$ ! idea ( fairies4 ,! ,european b>rack is1 ,i f9d1 ne>2 b ! mo/ joy\s ev5t1 is a lett] ?is morn+ f ,mr4 ,ba9bridge1 say+ y are all well40 ,,to ,,8 ,,wife4 8,tanjore1 ,feb4 #f1 #ahcf4 8,y w "k1 ,i pass$ ! :ole ( ,?ursday & ye/]day1 at ,mr4 ,blair's at ,tri*9opoly2 he seems a v valuable man4 ,!re are fifte5 families or s1 :o meet toge!r on ,tuesday ev5+s = religi\s improvem5t2 & among ! soldi]s !re is a ,wesleyan1 & a ,*ur* ( ,engl& ,society4 ,9 ! latt]1 !re are sev]al ( ! (fic]s ( ,h4 ,m4 ,regim5t1 :o meet ! m51 & read pray]s & a s]mon4 ,f9d+ !re 7 s _m pi\s p at ! ,/ation1 ,i told ! ,*apla9 we w\ld h s]vice la/ night4 ,accord+ly1 at a qu>t] pa/ #f1 we assembl$ 9 ! *ur*3 !re 7 n s few z #ajj soldi]s1 & ! *ur* appe>$ fill$1 ?\gh n cr[d$1 ) (fic]s & _! families4 ,my text 0 ,psalm cxxx4 #d4 ,a *air 0 plac$ = me by ! ,communion-table1 ^u ,heb]'s grave4 ,i 0 tir$ 9 body1 & c\ld feel no?+ on any subject2 b x 0 a v solemn occasion to me1 t he1 "o ( ! fl[]s ( human nature1 %\ld h be5 cut d[n s seem+ly prematurely1 & ,i1 a )]$ /alk1 left & put into 8 place4 ,surely ,god's ways are n z man's ways6 ,f ,heb] all good ( :i* man is capable1 might h be5 expect$1 :il/ ,i c only say1 #8my desire is to ! remembrance ( ,?y "n4'--,he p]fects /r5g? 9 human weakness1 & by ?+s fooli% 9 ! eye ( c>nal reason1 humbles man's pride1 & causes x to be ackn[l$g$ t ! #8excell5cy ( ! p[] is ( ,himself4' ,?is is my only1 b--bless$ be ,god6--my suffici5t consolation 9 my (fice4 ,may ,god make manife/ 8 /r5g? 9 my weakness6 8,did ,i tell y ,i w5t "o ev5+ to ! ,=t at ,palamcottah1 & _h s]vice ) ! few artill]ym58 ,!y seem$ mo/ att5tive1 & "s ( !m mu* mov$2 & la/ ,sunday "s ( !m came to ,*ur*1 ?\gh n ord]$1 & knelt 9 pray]1 & appe>$ v att5tive4 ,:o kn[s b ! arr[1 %ot at a v5ture1 may fix a sav+ conviction 9 !m8 ,may x prove s60 8,tanjore1 ,feby4 #g?1 #ahcf4 8,i h _h a v fatigu+ morn+4 ,at half-pa/ sev5 we w5t to ,tamil s]vice2 aft] morn+ pray] ,i prea*$ on ! latt] "p ( #a ,cor4 xi4 ,mr4 ,coombes int]pret+ = me4 ,aft] s]vice ! ,"l's ,supp] 0 adm9i/]$ to upw>ds ( #bjj ,native *ri/ians4 ,among !m 7 ?ree ( ! hi!rto noncon=mi/s1 ! mo/ intellig5t ( ! :ole *ri/ian community2 ,pakianad5 ! native judge1 ,w>swasyanad51 ! native prie/2 & ,?omas1 head cate*i/4 ,:at effect _! con=mity w h on ! re/1 rema9s to be se52 b my object 9 com+ hi!r at ?is "t seems ga9$4 ,?anks to ,god6 ,!re is a disposition1 ,i fe>1 to require p]sonal apologies f !m3 if ?is is done1 m inconv5i5ce w arise2 & surely we %\ld be cont5t1 if ! pr9ciple ( ca/e be yield$ by !m4 ,! s]vice 0 n ov] till aft] elev54 ,i feel t if ,i 7 to att5d ! aft]noon-s]vice1 & prea* z int5d$1 ,i %\ld probably h fev]2 &1 ) ! j\rney be=e me1 ,i rema9 at home all ! aft]noon4 8,monday4 ,! c\ntry g5]ally is un9t]e/+ & ?9ly peopl$1 b all la/ night we seem$ pass+ ?r\gh a t[n3 ! f]tility ( ! ,tanjore c\ntry is prov]bial4 ,soon aft] day1 we arriv$ at a village :]e all 0 bu/le & activity3 x is _! ,idol fe/ival4 ,a c> v mu* decorat$1 & mu* m 9 ! /yle ( a triumphal c> ?an any !y h 9 ! nor?1 0 be+ dragg$ ?r\gh ! /reet1 ) frequ5t dis*>ges ( heavy pieces1 or fireworks4 ,! be>]s took me d[n a lane to avoid ! cr[d1 or p]haps t my f]+ee#agg pres5ce might n (f5d ! god4 ,i am /ay+ ov] ! day on ! bord] ( ! ,tanjore c\ntry4 ,9 ! ev5+ cross ! ,col]oon1 & %all rea* ,porto ,novo by n9e or t54 ,la/ night ,i slept v little--my ?\ghts 7 mu* ) y4 ,sir ,h4 ,montgom]y has s5t a peon#agh to att5d me ?r\gh ea* ( ! ?ree /ages "u him3 ?is civility saves me tr\ble1 & secures :at ,i may want4 8,tuesday4 ,porto ,novo4 ,?is is a v int]e/+ place1 close on ! sea4 ,i proce$ to ,cuddalore ?is ev5+ & f !nce1 to-morr[1 g to ,sadras4 ,i %all n probably write aga91 z ,i %all be z soon at ,madras z ! po/40 ,! ,bi%op rea*$ ,madras on ! #ab? ( ,febru>y1 b n )\t hav+ suff]$ f ! fatigue insep>able f s long a j\rney4 ,he consid]$ himself1 h[ev]1 to h be5 amply comp5sat$ = all ! exp5ce & exhau/ion :i* he _h enc\nt]$1 s9ce1 if no o!r good %\ld result1 8 visit to ,palamcottah & ,tanjore _h br\ght to light ! real /ate ( ! missions !re4 ,) ref]5ce !re=e to t subject1 he writes ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,madras1 ,feb4 #ag1 #ahcf4 8,we h _m hundr$ ,native *ri/ians "h1 & 9 ! prov9ces to ! s\?w>d1 _m ?\s&s2 b !y are 9 a mo/ deplorably l[ /ate z to true religion4444 ,9 ,tanjore1 ( ne>ly #e1jjj pr(ess$ *ri/ians1 sc>cely "o is kn[n to be spiritually-m9d$2 & 9 ,t9nevelly1 ( ! #aj1jjj report$ *ri/ians1 v few inde$ are really conv]t$ to ,god4 ,( !m all1 n above #b1jjj m51 wom5 & *ildr5 includ$1 are baptiz$1 ?\gh all are treat$ z *ri/ians4 ,! old missions 9 t qu>t] are also 9 a l[ /ate2 & 9 ! mo/ s\!rn po9t #c1jjj desc5dants ( ! fir/ conv]ts h return$ to hea!nism1 & are m oppos$ to attempts at _! conv]sion ?an ^? :o nev] he>d ( ,*ri/4444 ,afflict+ z is ! /ate ( ^! p1 !re is no room = disc\ragem5t4 ,we mu/ endeav\r to d !m good ) m simplicity & dilig5ce4 ,i h he>d "h ( a v *>act]i/ic rem>k ( ,bi%op ,turn]4 ,:5 ask$ :at he ?\ght ( ! ,tanjore *ri/ians8 ,he answ]$1 ,t he ?\ght ! be/ way ( deal+ ) !m w\ld be1 to excommunicate !m all1 & beg9 ! "w ( conv]sion anew40 ,! causes :i* ma9ly contribut$ to ?is /ate ( ?+s seem to h be51 ! worldly advantages & protection connect$ ) ! pr(ession ( *ri/ianity 9 ,s\!rn ,india1 & ! want ( a suffici5t numb] ( compet5t mission>ies4 ,worldly advantages h always be5 f\nd to call =? ! duplicity ( ! native "*1 & to lead !m = unwor?y ends to place !mselves "u *ri/ian in/ruction4#agi ,9 ?is case ! numb] ( self-seek]s seems to h be5 s great1 t1 ) e desire to d s1 x became utt]ly impracticable = a few mission>ies to give adequate att5tion to e individual native :o might (f] himself = in/ruction4 ,! employm5t (1 & tru/+ to1 native cate*i/s became ?us unavoidable1 to a mu* great] ext5t ?an "u diff]5t circum/ances c\ld h happ5$4 ,!n1 z ^! 9 _! turn betray$ ! confid5ce plac$ 9 !m1 by practis+ z mu* deception z ! pret5d$ cate*um5s c\ld d2 & z ^? :o visit$ ^! localities on behalf ( ! mission>y societies1 c\ld 9 mo/ cases hold int]c\rse ) ! natives !mselves1 only ?r\gh an int]pret]1 ! inspectors ( ! mission 7 ! m easily misl$ by outw>d appe>ances1 & int]e/$ repres5tations4 ,x 7 d\btless no difficult matt] to sugge/1 t if a great] degree ( caution _h be5 us$ 9 ! fir/ in/ance1 on ! "p ( ! mission>ies1 "s ( ! evils :i* ! ,bi%op f\nd 9 op]ation might h be5 prev5t$2 b x is to be fe>$ t ! blame mu/ ultimately re/ on t lukew>mness 9 *ri/ians1 :i* has nev] yet suppli$ mission>ies 9 numb]s at all comm5surate ) ! magnitude ( ! "w to be done2 nor funds adequate to ! effici5t support ( ! few mission>ies :o h gone =?4 #afh ,a r[-boat cov]$ at "o end4 #afi ,! ru% ( ! spr+-tide up ! riv]4 ,! elevation ( ! wave ?us occasion$1 is v consid]able2 & ! noise & rapidity ( ! ru% is appall+4 #agj ,x 0 errone\sly ass]t$ at ! "t t ! usual appellation ( c\rtesy 0 n to be assign$ to ! suffragan ,bi%ops ( ,india4 #aga ,mr4 ,pratt prea*$ f #a ,tim4 ii4 #a-d2 & ! ,s]mon 0 aft]w>ds pr9t$ by ! ,ar*bi%op's comm&4 #agb ,native nurse4 #agc ,*ief ,native ,rev5ue & ,police ,(fic]4 #agd ,a k9d ( ,law ,ag5t4 #age ,(fice4 #agf ,address$ to 8 daught]4 #agg ,european4 #agh ,mess5g]--s]vant4 #agi ,see above pp4 #djd1 #dje4 ,,*apt] ,,xxi4 ,,*ur*-,,build+ ,,fund--,,subscriptions ,,= ,,! ,,iri% ,,cl]gy--,,! ,,madras ,,gramm> ,,s*ool--,,memorial ,,to ,,gov]nm5t--,,prim>y ,,visitation--,,dea? ,,( ,,mrs4 ,,corrie--,,ord9ation--,,dea? ,,( ,,bi%op ,,corrie4 ,on ! return ( ! ,bi%op f ,tanjore & ,t9nevelly1 he took measures = secur+ t c]ta9 subscriptions collect$ 9 ,madras1 t[>d ! build+ ( *ur*es1 & :i* _h hi!rto be5 transmitt$ to ,calcutta1 to ! 8fund = all ,india10 %\ld h5ce=? be ve/$ 9 ,tru/ees1 & be appli$1 "u ! direction ( diocesan & local committees1 exclusively to ! wants ( ! presid5cy ( ,madras4 ,! ,bi%op1 also1 9 addition to 8 o!r occupations1 prea*$ e ,w$nesday aft]noon dur+ ,l5t at ! *ur* 9 ! ,=t1 & on ,friday ev5+s at ! ,ca!dral4 ,9 a lett] :i* relates ^! circum/ances1 ! ,bi%op also obs]ves ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,april #e1 #ahcf4 8,a movem5t has lately tak5 place among ! ,ea/ ,indian community :i* indicates improvem5t4 ,arrangem5ts are be+ attempt$ = e/abli%+ an ,indian ,mission>y ,society4 ,"o rule is to be1 t no mission>y engag$ by !m %all receive above eighty ,rs4 a mon?1 & z mu* less z may be4 ,?is1 orig9at+ ) !mselves1 looks well1 b no?+ is yet settl$1 nor any =mal ann\ncem5t ( ! ,society40 ,! provisional ,committee1 h[ev]1 ( ?is project$ ,indian ,mission>y ,society1 soon aft]w>ds issu$ an outl9e ( _! plan ( op]ations1 :i* 0 ( ! s-call$ lib]al diss5t+ ca/e4 ,z ! /ory ( ! p]secutions & suff]+s ( ! ,iri% cl]gy1 _h by ?is "t rea*$ ,india1 x is sc>cely necess>y to say t ,bi%op ,corrie sympa?is$ deeply ) ^? 8 bre?r51 9 _! afflictions4 ,?us he writes ,,to ,,mr4 ,,%]]4 8,madras1 ,july #d1 #ahcf4 8,i 0 reque/$ by "s fri5ds to call a meet+#ahj to consid] on means = reliev+ ! ,iri% ,cl]gy4 ,a failure 0 pr$ict$1 b #cjj 7 subscrib$ 9 ! room1 & s5t to ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,armagh1 by ! la/ %ip3 #djj m h be5 s9ce receiv$ by our treasur]2 & by ! end ( ! mon? we expect to receive 9 all #aj1jjj ,rs40 ,! ,bi%op !n goes on to /ate1 t 8,:at seems ( mo/ importance to ?is place1 is ! e/abli%m5t ( a ,gramm> s*ool4 ,ab\t f\r ye>s ago ,i wrote1 or au?oris$ ,mr4 ,m4 to write1 = a ma/] = ! ,calcutta ,high ,s*ool4 ,mr4 ,m4 & ,i1 :5 ,i 0 at home1 talk$ ov] ! subject ( a ma/]1 & he r5ew$ 8 enquiries1 & f\nd "o4 ,amid/ my _m new avocations1 ! subject _h q escap$ me1 till ,i receiv$ an (ficial notice f ! ,high ,s*ool ,committee1 t !y did n require a ma/]1 & %\ld n receive ! "o engag$1 nor hon\r ,mr4 ,m's draft = 8 passage4 ,at fir/ ,i 0 9 tr\ble1 b fri5ds "h view$ ?is refusal z provid5tial = ,madras4 ,! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta s5t me #ajjj ,rs4 to pay ! passage-money1 on ! "y man's arrival 9 ! ,juliana4 ,he agre$ to rema9 "h1 & we fulfill$ all 8 expectations f ,calcutta4 ,on ! #a/ in/4 ! s*ool comm5c$1 ne> ,mr4 ,tuck]'s ,*apel1 ) ?irty-?ree pupils1 & ! prospect ( n few] ?an #ajj4 ,b sal>ies ( all grades are l[] "h ?an 9 ,calcutta2 & in/ead ( eight ,rs4 = ea* boy1 z !re1 we c only *>ge f\r ,rs4 ,s t we %all h m to /ruggle ) "h4 ,b ! "w is1 ,i tru/1 inde$ ( ,god1 & w prosp]4 ,! new ,roman ,ca?olic ,bi%op & 8 ,*apla91 _h op5$ a s*ool ne> :]e ours is1 & _h ab\t =ty boys1 mo/ ( !m sons ( ,prote/ants1 :o w n[ come to u aga940 ,! s*ool "h ref]r$ to1 is t n[ call$ by ! ,bi%op's "n1 & 0 9 fact1 ! resuscitation ( a s*ool kn[n z ! 8,p>5tal ,academy10 b :i* _h be5 clos$ = ne>ly two ye>s1 9 consequ5ce ( ! inability ( ! manag+ ,committee to meet ) a suitable ma/]4 ,on its be+ m]g$ 9 ! ,madras ,gramm> ,s*ool1 ! =m] laws ( ! ,academy 7 remodell$1 & a g5]al outl9e ( a c\rse ( in/ruction prescrib$2 ! :ole be+ accompli%$ ma9ly at ! sugge/ion or by ! assi/ance ( ! ,bi%op4 ,x 0 also ab\t ?is "t t ! att5tion ( ,bi%op ,corrie1 0 m p>ticul>ly occupi$ by a desire to aid 9 abat+ ! h>d%ip :i* ,gov]nm5t impos$ on ! *ri/ian s]vants ( ! ,company1 bo? civil & milit>y1 by oblig+ !m to att5d at ! religi\s fe/ivals ( hea!n & ,mahomm$ans2 &1 9 "s in/ances1 by call+ ^u !m to pres5t (f]+s1 & to d homage to s5seless & impure idols4 ,_m _h be5 ! repres5tations1 to ! au?orities 9 ,engl&1 ( ! s9fulness connect$ ) ?is direct enc\ragem5t ( idolatry1 & ! viol5ce :i* 0 ?us done to ! consci5ces & feel+s ( ! public s]vants ( ! ,gov]nm5t2 n to m5tion ! inconsi/5cy ( a compulsory att5dance on an un*ri/ian c]emonial1 ) t tol]ation :i* ,gov]nm5t pr(ess$ to af=d to all _! subjects 9 ! ,ea/4 ,we>i$ out1 z x w\ld appe>1 by ! importunity ( ! aggriev$ p>ties1 ! ,c\rt ( ,directors1 9 a dispat* to ! ,indian ,gov]nm5ts e>ly 9 #ahcc1 ord]$1 among o!r ?+s 8,t ! int]f]5ce ( ,briti% function>ies 9 ! int]ior managem5t ( native temples2 9 ! cu/oms1 habits1 & religi\s proce$+s ( _! prie/s & att5dants2 9 ! arrangem5t ( _! c]emonies1 rites1 & fe/ivals2 & g5]ally1 9 ! conduct ( _! int]ior economy1 %all cease4 8,t 9 all matt]s relat+ to _! temples1 _! wor%ip1 _! fe/ivals1 _! religi\s practices1 & _! c]emonial obs]vances1 our native subjects be entirely left to !mselves40 ,x might h be5 ?\ght t a dispat* s pla91 & direct 9 prohibit+ any fur!r outrages on ! consci5ces ( *ri/ians1 w\ld h met ) ! ready att5tion ( ! local ,gov]nm5ts 9 ,india2 b z reg>d$ ,madras1 x does n appe> t a s+le /ep 0 tak5 to c>ry ?is positive ord] into effect4 ,aft] submitt+1 !re=e1 = ?ree ye>s m to ?is unacc\ntable cl++ ( ,gov]nm5t to ,mahomm$anism & idolatry1 x 0 resolv$ by a num]\s body ( ! cl]gy1 civilians1 & milit>y1 "u ! presid5cy ( ,madras1 to address ! local ,gov]nm5t4 ,accord+ly1 a ,memorial 0 drawn up1 9 :i* ! evils compla9$ ( 7 enum]at$1 & ! recital ( !m corroborat$ by docum5t>y evid5ce2 & :i* conclud$ by respectfully b e>ne/ly pray+1 t ! in/ructions ( ! ,c\rt ( ,directors might be practically & univ]sally en=c$4 ,?is docum5t ,bi%op ,corrie 0 reque/$ to =w>d to ,gov]nm5t1 b 9 ! fir/ in/ance1 he _h ?\ght x bett]1 z a matt] ( c\rtesy & good judgm5t1 to submit a copy ( x to ! ,gov]nor1 9 8 private capacity2 & 9 do+ s1 ! ,bi%op po9t$ out to ,sir ,f4 ,adam1 9 :at respects ! relief pray$ = might1 z he ?\ght1 be readily conc$$4 ,! ,gov]nor 0 at ! "t resid+ on ! ,nilgh]ries1 b ! ,bi%op's c\rtesy 0 entirely ?r[n away1 = no notice ( any k9d 0 tak5 ( 8 communication4 ,9 ! mon? ( ,july1 !re=e1 ! ,memorial 0 made public1 & sign$ by ab\t #bjj ( our c\ntrym5 ( all ranks2 & on ! #f? ( ,augu/1 ! ,bi%op =w>d$ ! docum5t to ! ,gov]nor ( ,madras 9 ,c\ncil1 accompani$ by ! foll[+ lett]3-- 8,i h ! hon\r to transmit to y\r ,excell5cy 9 ,c\ncil1 at ! reque/ ( ^? :o h sign$ x1 a ,memorial1 toge!r ) ! orig9al signatures to x1 enum]at+ in/ances :]e9 ^? ^: duty x is to engage 9 !m1 feel !mselves aggriev$ by practices & ord]s :i* seem to !m contr>y to ! comm& ( ,god2 !reby subject+ !m to ! pa9ful alt]native ( violat+ ! dictates ( _! consci5ces1 or incurr+ ! displeasure ( ! ,gov]nm5t2 & pray+1 t ! same tol]ation & exemptions1 :i* h be5 long grant$ to _! ,mahomm$an & hea!n fell[ subjects1 may be ext5d$ to ! ,*ri/ian memb]s ( ?is ,presid5cy4 8,x is my duty to /ate1 t ,i fully concur 9 e "p ( ! ,memorial1 & its pray]3 & ,i e>ne/ly hope1 t x may be ?\ght fitt+ to conc$e ! full measure ( relief pray$ =2 & 9 respect to su* "p z re/s alone ) ! ,gov]nm5t ( ,india to grant1 t y\r ,excell5cy 9 ,c\ncil w be pleas$ to transmit ! ,memorial to ! ,"r ,honorable ! ,gov]nor ,g5]al 9 ,c\ncil1 ) y\r p[]ful recomm5dation 9 its fav\r40 ,= a l5g? ( "t ?is ,memorial1 l ! ,bi%op's =m] communication1 0 n hon\r$ by any reply4 ,c]ta9 rum\rs1 h[ev]1 7 afloat1 to ! effect1 t angry feel+s _h be5 /irr$ up 9 ! m9d ( ! ,gov]nor 9 ,c\ncil4 ,& ?is prov$ to be ! case3 = 7t ! :ole hi/ory ( ?is transaction may be br\ght toge!r7 x may be /at$1 t e>ly 9 ,octob]1 ! ,bi%op receiv$ a lett] f ! ,*ief ,secret>y to ! ,gov]nm5t1 reproa*+ him 9 v unbecom+ t]ms1 = n 8us+ 8 influ5ce to allay ! zeal ( ov]heat$ m9ds20 & in=m+ him t bo? ! ,memorial & a copy ( t lett] _h be5 =w>d$ to ! ,gov]nor-g5]al4 ,a communication l ?is c\ld h no o!r effect ?r\gh\t ,india1 ?an to produce 9 all :o knew ! p>ties conc]n$1 & reta9$ ! feel+s ( g5tlem51 a blu% ( %ame = ! ,gov]nor 9 ,c\ncil1 & ! gov]nm5t ,secret>y4 ,z reg>d$ ! insult$ prelate1 x _h long be5 a settl$ conviction 9 8 m9d1 t to be truly civiliz$ a man mu/ be truly a *ri/ian2 8 natural disposition1 !re=e1 dispos$ him to pass ov] ?is uncall$-= rud5ess1 z be+ b a common-place manife/ation ( t want ( delicacy & ref9em5t :i* *>act]ises e modification ( hea!nism4 ,b1 hold+ z he did an (ficial /ation 9 ! c\ntry1 x seem$ to him t sil5ce "u su* circum/ances might be a compromise ( ! respect due to 8 (fice2 & !re=e1 z soon z ! ,bi%op le>nt t a copy ( ?is lett] to him _h be5 s5t to ,calcutta1 he address$ ! foll[+ ,,to ,,! ,,"r ,,hon4 ,,! ,,"l ,,auckl&4 8,on my return to ?is ,presid5cy a few days s9ce1 ,i fir/ le>nt t ! ,"r ,hon4 ! ,gov]nor ( ,madras 9 ,c\ncil1 _h1 toge!r ) a ,memorial on ! subject ( religi\s tol]ation1 ?\ght good to s5d to y\r ,lord%ip 9 ,c\ncil1 a copy ( a lett] dat$ ,octob] #aa1 address$ to me1 & :i* ,i _h conclud$ 0 int5d$ only = ! in=mation ( ! ,memoriali/s4 ,9 t lett] ! ,gov]nor has be5 pleas$ to admoni% me z to ! duty my (fice impos$ ^u me1 ) ref]5ce to ! said ,memorial4 ,! au?ority ( ,gov]nm5t to dictate to me z to ! p]=mance ( my duties1 ,i entirely d5y4 ,i hold myself free to act on my own judgm5t1 z to :at is my duty2 & diff]+ entirely z ,i d f ! ,"r ,hon4 ! ,gov]nor ( ,madras 9 ,c\ncil1 bo? z to ! propriety ( grant+ ! tol]ation pray$ = by ! ,memoriali/s1 & z to ! consequ5ce ( def]r+ to grant ! relief s\ght1 ,i consid] myself to h /rictly be5 )9 ! l9e ( my duty 9 =w>d+ ! ,memorial to ,gov]nm5t4 8,on ?is po9t1 h[ev]1 ,i ne$ n h tr\bl$ y\r ,lord%ip4 8,my object is to call att5tion to ! fact1 t ! ,memorial1 :i* ,i am told ,i %\ld h us$ my influ5ce to suppress1 0 prep>$ & 9 circulation = approval or correction1 at sev]al ( ! pr9cipal /ations ( ?is ,presid5cy1 :5 ,i arriv$ at ,madras1 9 ! latt] end ( ,octob]1 #ahce4 ,copies _h be5 pr9t$ = m ready circulation1 z ,i aft]w>ds le>nt2 & 9 ,m>* la/1 "o ( ^? copies 0 put into my h&s4 ,obs]v+ t (fic]s 7 employ$ on s]vices 9 :i* ,i h nev] kn[n ,europeans to be employ$ 9 ! ,b5gal ,presid5cy1 ,i took ! lib]ty to =w>d privately1 e>ly 9 ,april la/1 ! copy ( ! ,memorial s5t me1 to ! ,"r ,hon4 ! ,gov]nor ( ,madras1 !n at ! ,neilgh]ries1 conclud+ t he _h ! p[] to grant relief to ! milit>y2 & w\ld1 :5 he knew ! pa9 ! p]=mance ( ^? duties inflict$1 be dispos$ to take measures to remove ! occasion ( compla9t4 ,( ?is communication no notice 0 tak54#aha 8,i obs]ve t "s ( ! ,calcutta newspap]s accuse ! ,memoriali/s ( ask+ = m tol]ation ?an !y are will+ to grant to o!rs2 & simil> op9ions may be held 9 o!r qu>t]s4 ,i !re=e take ! lib]ty1 9 ! "n ( all ! cl]ical subscrib]s to ! ,memorial1 expressly to d5y ?is2 & ,i am p]suad$ t ,i speak ! s5tim5ts ( ! lay subscrib]s also on ?is po9t4 ,if ! fir+ a salute on ,*ri/mas day be consid]$ a claim+ f ! natives a concession 9 fav\r ( our religion1 let ! salute be discont9u$2 & if !re be any o!r c]emony ( our religion1 on :i* natives are requir$ to att5d 7?\gh ,i "k n ( any7 let compulsory att5dance be =bidd54 8,if ! ,memoriali/s h express$ !mselves /rongly respect+ ! object ( "s ( ! c]emonies 9 :i* !y are liable to be call$ ^u to take "p1 !y express only _! own repugnance to be associat$ 9 su* c]emonies1 )\t ! slighte/ wi% to impose re/ra9t ^u ! natives1 or to int]rupt !m 9 ! smalle/ degree 9 _! own obs]vances4 ,t ,prote/ants may be exempt$ f tak+ "p 9 proce$+s1 :i* imply ! violation ( _! own peculi> pr9ciples1 is ! only desire ( ! ,memoriali/s4 8,9 ! hope t ! in=mation n[ convey$ may rea* y\r ,lord%ip be=e ! subject ( ! ,memorial is decid$ ^u 9 ,c\ncil1 ,i h ! hon\r c40 ,?is lett] 0 dispat*$ to ,calcutta t[>d ! end ( ,novemb]1 & 0 c\rte\sly ackn[l$g$ by ,"l ,auckl&2 b be=e ! (ficial reply to ! ,memorial 0 made public 9 ,madras1 & 9 :i* ! conduct ( t ,gov]nm5t to ! ,bi%op 0 fa9tly repreh5d$1 ! ,bi%op 0 beyond ! rea* ( fur!r insult4 ,on ,friday1 ,aug4 #bf1 #ahcf1 ,bi%op ,corrie held 8 prim>y ,visitation 9 ! ,ca!dral at ,madras4 ,! s]mon on ! occasion 0 prea*$ by ! ,bi%op's exam9+ ,*apla91 ! ,rev4 ,j4 ,tuck]1 ,fell[ ( ,corpus ,*ri/i ,college1 ,ox=d4 ,! ,*>ge1 aft] "s prelim9>y notices ( :at _h be5 effect$ by ^? prelates :o _h previ\sly held ,visitations 9 ,madras1 proce$$ to t\* ^u ! subject ( ca/e among ! pr(ess$ly ,*ri/ian natives4 ,on ?is po9t ! ,bi%op /at$ x to be 8 decid$ op9ion1 t ^? :o 7 engag$ 9 mission>y lab\rs %\ld require f all natives desir\s ( baptism1 an explicit av[al1 t !y reg>d$ all = :om ,*ri/ di$ z spiritually equal 9 ,*ri/4 ,! ,bi%op adv]t$ also to ! subject ( education1 & spoke ( ! necessity ( unit+ religi\s in/ruction ) intellectual improvem5t4 ,he /rongly recomm5d$ cate*etical in/ruction1 z a means ( great usefulness4 ,z important auxili>ies to m9i/]ial lab\rs1 he m5tion$ sev]al ,societies ) approbation2 & sugge/$ ) reg>d to ,visit+ ,societies1 :e!r paid ag5cy might n be b5eficially employ$4 ,! ,bi%op !n allud$ to ! prospects ( ,*ri/ianity 9 ,india2 & :il/ recogniz+ ! good feel+ :i* prompt$ "s p]sons to desire t *ri/ians ( e d5om9ation %\ld unite to spread ! gospel among ! hea!n1 he yet reg>d$ su* an union z impracticable4 ,he notic$1 moreov]1 ! subject ( admitt+ p]sons into ,holy ,ord]s1 & express$ x to be 8 op9ion t a compet5t degree ( le>n+ %\ld be f\nd among ! g5]al body ( ! cl]gy4 ,al?\gh !re might be circum/ances "u :i* a ,bi%op 9 ,india w\ld h to be cont5t ) a l[] /&>d ( acquirem5ts 9 c&idates = ! m9i/ry1 yet1 x 0 8 op9ion1 t at ! v lea/ a ,bi%op ought to dem& a fair ,engli% education1 a ?or\gh k ( hi/ory1 *ronology1 ! prophetical p>ts ( scripture1 & ( ! evid5ces by :i* ! ,bible is prov$ to be ! ^w ( ,god2 besides a full acqua9tance ) ! doctr9es ( our ,*ur*1 & a g5]al k ( ! argum5ts by :i* its polity may be v9dicat$4 ,aft] ref]r+ to ! age at :i* ! ,bi%op wi%$ "y p]sons to be pres5t$ = ,confirmation1 & m5tion+ "s arrangem5ts & regulations he hop$ to e/abli% respect+ ! celebration ( m>riages1 ! ,bi%op conclud$ 8 ,*>ge by putt+ 8 ,cl]gy 9 m9d ( ! great importance ( self-devotion to ! "w ( _! m9i/ry4 ,) ref]5ce to ?is meet+ ( 8 cl]gy1 ! ,bi%op obs]ves 9 a memor&um1 dat$ 8,aug4 #cj1 #ahcf4 ,on ,friday la/ ,i held my fir/ ,visitation4 ,prep>+ a ,*>ge 0 a matt] ( mu* anxiety2 especially z ! ,bi%op ( ,calcutta _h ent]$ s m9utely1 9 8 ,*>ge ( ,dec4 #ahcd1 into all p>ticul>s connect$ ) m9i/]ial duty1 & ) ! circum/ances ( ?is c\ntry4 ,by ,god's goodness ,i accompli%$ my purpose1 & mu/ leave ! result to ,god4 ,9 ! ev5+1 ! ,cl]gy d9$ ) me1 9 numb]1 includ+ "s cate*i/s1 tw5ty4 ,i n[ desire to consid] :at may be ! prop] objects ( my j\rney to ! out-/ations4 #a/4 ,! enc\ragem5t ( ! pi\s1 by prea*+1 conv]sation1 & jo9+ 9 religi\s ex]cises4 #bnd4 ,! exam9ation ( s*ools1 & confirm+ ! "y1 & exhort+ !m1 bo? be=e & aft] ,confirmation4 #crd4 ,by endeav\r+ to set "r _m po9ts ( litigation2 & to e/abli%1 if possible1 a good und]/&+ betwe5 ,*apla9s & milit>y ,comm&]s4 ,!re is at pres5t mu* irritation on t po9t2 & ! ,gov]nm5t is dispos$ to act v arbitr>ily t[>ds ,*apla9s4 ,9 all ^! attempts1 may my suffici5cy be ( ,god1 & ,8 /r5g? p]fect$ 9 my great weakness60 ,! day foll[+ ! date ( ?is memor&um1 ! ,bi%op prep>$ to leave ,madras = ! purpose ( visit+ "s ( ! out-/ations4 ,! places he purpos$ to visit 7 ,wallajabad1 ,arnee1 ,arcott1 ,vellore1 to ,bangalore2 !nce to ,bell>y1 ,hyd]abad1 ,masulipatam1 return+ d[n ! coa/ to ! presid5cy4 ,! foll[+ notices ( 8 visitation 7 drawn up1 aft] 8 return to ,madras3-- 8,i left ,madras1 accompani$ by ! v5]able ,ar*deacon ,h>p]1 on ! ev5+ ( ,augu/ #ca/4 ,our fir/ visit 0 to ,wallajabad4 ,e ?+ appe>$ well conduct$ 9 ?is important ,in/itution4#ahb ,! y\?s1 eighty-sev5 9 numb]1 ) ! o!r memb]s ( ! e/abli%m5t1 7 assembl$ = ,div9e s]vice1 & ! ord]ly behavi\r1 & *e]ful appe>ance ( ! boys1 manife/$ t ,mr4 ,hall1 ! sub-conductor 9 *>ge1 des]ves ! good op9ion :i* has be5 ent]ta9$ ( him4 ,he des]ves also mu* cr$it on acc\nt ( 8 att5tion to ! religi\s in/ruction ( ! boys4 8,all t seems want+ is a good s*ool-ma/]1 ) leisure to ! boys f _! respective drills = two h\rs ea* day1 7:i* at pres5t is n all[$7 = receiv+ in/ruction 9 read+1 writ+1 c4 ) a small suitable libr>y1 :i* might be suppli$ at v little exp5se4 ,! good to be effect$ by ?is in/itution has already begun to appe> 9 ! "y m5 already appo9t$ to ,corps4 ,at ,vellore we f\nd a set ( ! ,wallajabad y\?s atta*$ to ! #be? ,n4 ,i4 ( ^: g5]al good conduct ! adjutant spoke 9 high t]ms4 ,ano!r set 0 at ,bangalore1 :o 7 also well spok5 (1 & f ! #bf? ,n4 ,i4 ! adjutant writes1 s9ce my return to ,madras1 #8! sixte5 drumm]s & fif]s1 all prote/ants1 f ! dept at ,wallajabad1 are ! mo/ promis+ y\?s ( ! k9d ,i h ev] yet se54 8,at ,arnee !re is no place ( wor%ip = ! soldi]s to assemble 9--a tempor>y place erect$ by subscription ( ! (fic]s & privates1 _h lately be5 bl[n d[n4 ,a small build+ erect$ at ! exp5se ( ! pi\s soldi]s1 & capable ( hold+ only #aej or #bjj p]sons1 0 us$ = ! s]vices connect$ ) ! ,confirmation4 ,! ,*apla9 ( ,arcot att5ds alt]nate ,sundays1 !re be+ no h\se at ,arnee 9 :i* he c reside4 ,he _h be5 indefatigable & successful 9 prep>+ c&idates = ,confirmation1 ( :om sev5ty-"o 7 confirm$2 sev]al be+ reject$ z too "y1 & "s because ( une/abli%$ moral habits4 ,%\ld a regim5t be aga9 /ation$ "h1 a suitable ?\gh tempor>y build+ %\ld be erect$ = public wor%ip4 8,a ,temp]ance ,society ( ab\t sixty memb]s exi/s 9 ,h4 ,m4 #da/ ,regim5t4 8,at ,arcot1 ! *ur* is small1 b 9 good ord]4 ,! int]ior arrangem5ts are n well done1 s t mu* room is lo/4 ,?irty-two p]sons 7 confirm$1 all ,ea/ ,indians1 includ+ a few f ,vellore4 ,"h ! c>e ( ! ,*apla91 z at ,arnee1 appe>$ 9 ! intellig5ce manife/$ by ! "y p ( ,arcot1 beyond ^? ( ,vellore4 ,at ,vellore1 ! :ole *ri/ian community att5d$ ,div9e ,s]vice on ,tuesday1 #f? ,septemb]4 ,! place us$ = ,div9e s]vice is "p ( an old palace1 :i* requires be+ bett] fitt$ up4 ,a s*ool1 conta9+ sev5ty-two *ildr51 includ+ a few natives1 is support$ by subscription1 rais$ at ! /ation4 ,at ,vellore1 is also a congregation ( ab\t #abe natives1 includ+ a few families ( ,european p5sion]s1 :o are att5d$ to by a native ,cate*i/ ( ! ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel1 & assemble 9 a small1 b neat *apel1 belong+ to t ,society4 8,a peon %\ld be all[$ "h1 to take c>e ( ! bury+-gr\nd1 :i* 0 9 a neglect$ /ate4 8,at ,bangalore1 ,i rema9$ f ! #i? to ! #bj? ,septemb]4 ,dur+ t "t1 ,i f\nd t ! s*ools & hospitals ( ! diff]5t ,corps1 _h be5 regul>ly visit$ by ! ,*apla9s4 ,a ,temp]ance ,society is 9 exi/5ce1 conta9+ ne>ly #bjj memb]s4 ,a *>ity-s*ool = boys1 & ano!r = girls1 unconnect$ ) ! army1 ea* conta9+ ab\t twelve s*ol>s1 7:o are bo>d$ & clo!d also17 are support$ by volunt>y contributions4 ,a ,fri5d-9-,ne$ ,society is also 9 op]ation1 9 :i* relief is provid$ = sick natives1 & money weekly disburs$ 9 small sums to ! ne$y ( t class4 ,! ,*apla9s h ! sup]9t5dance ( ^! in/itutions1 assi/$ by a ,committee ( ! resid5t g5tlem54 8,! regul> ,sunday s]vices are1 "o at sev51 = "o ( ,h4 ,m4 regim5ts1 & ! ,artill]y horse & foot ) ! ,*ri/ians connect$ ) ! native troops4 ,at elev51 a s]vice 9 ! b>rack ( ! regim5t1 = ^? :o may n h att5d$ 9 ! morn+ at *ur*--& "o s]vice at elev5 9 *ur*1 & at qu>t] pa/ six 9 ! ev5+ = ! /ation g5]ally4 ,! att5dance at ^! volunt>y s]vices is bett] ?an at any /ation 9 ,india4 ,n9ety-eight p]sons 7 confirm$1 & !re 7 no less ?an #ajd communicants4 8,f ! inconv5i5t /ructure ( a b>rack-room1 z well z f ! associations connect$ ) x1 mu* ( ! b5efit ( ,div9e s]vice is lo/ to ! troops 9 ! b>racks4 ,i1 !re=e1 at ! desire ( sev]al ( ! resid5ts1 advocat$ ! erection ( ano!r#ahc place ( wor%ip1 9 a situation m conv5i5t also = ! ,artill]y & ,dragoons2 & receiv$ consid]able support t[>ds ! atta9m5t ( t end4 ,a place %\ld also be fitt$ up 9 ! ,=t1 :]e _m ,*ri/ians connect$ ) ! ars5al & public (fices reside1 & :]e "o ( ! ,*apla9s %\ld (ficiate "o ev5+ 9 ! week4 8,a congregation ( ab\t =ty native ,*ri/ians assemble 9 ! *ur* at n9e on ,sunday morn+s1 & are m9i/]$ to by a cate*i/ ( ! ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel4 8,i rema9$ f #bcrd ,sep4 to ,oct4 #crd at ,bell>y4 ,?is is a l>ge & important field ( lab\r = a cl]gyman1 b !re has be5 no ,*apla9 "h = ab\t ?ree ye>s pa/2 & "o consequ5ce appe>$ 9 ! small] numb] ( c&idates1 comp>$ ) ! population1 = ,confirmation4 ,( ! fifty :o 7 confirm$1 ab\t "o half 7 unconnect$ ) ! army4 ,beside ! regim5tal s*ool1 :i* is well conduct$1 a *>ity s*ool ( ab\t =ty *ildr5 is support$ by volunt>y contributions at ! /ation1 & a ,society is 9 op]ation = ! relief ( poor & sick natives4 ,ab\t #aej rupees a mon? are exp5d$ 9 ?is way4 ,( ! soldi]s ( ,h4 ,m4 #ee?1 ,i f\nd a few 9 communion ) ! mission>ies ( ! ,london ,mission>y ,society at ,bell>y1 & ab\t fifte5 or tw5ty 9 connection ) ! ,wesleyan ,me?odi/s4 ,sixty-f\r p]sons att5d$ ! communion on ,sunday1 ,octob] #bnd1 ( :om a consid]able numb] 7 f ! private soldi]s4 8,s9ce my visit to ,bell>y1 ,i le>n t an (fic] ( ! ,brigadi] ,g5]al's ,/aff1 reads pray]s & a s]mon 9 *ur* on ,sunday morn+s1 & t ! att5dance is consid]able4 ,! *ur* at ?is /ation ne$s enl>g+2 & contributions 9 aid ( ! ,*ur*-build+ ,fund 7 set on foot to assi/ 9 meet+ ! necess>y outlay4 ,! pres5ce ( a ,*apla9 is greatly desir$ by ! resid5ts1 & ,ghooty & ,cuddapah 9 ?is di/rict1 %\ld be visit$ by him4 8,i rema9$ at ,hyd]abad & /ations dep5d5t on x1 f ,oct4 #h to ! #be?4 ,beside ! regim5tal s*ool at ,secund]abad1 a /ation s*ool is ma9ta9$ by subscription1 9 :i* ab\t =ty boys1 ( :om sev5 are entirely ma9ta9$ by ! *>ity1 are educat$ 9 ,engli%1 ,teloogoo1 & ,h9doo/anee--also a l>ge class ( ,teloogoo boys1 & a few ,tamil boys4 8,at ,bol>am1 9 a s*ool1 ab\t fifty boys1 ,*ri/ians1 ,mahomm$ans1 & ,h9doos1 are in/ruct$ 9 ,engli%1 & ne>ly an equal numb] 9 ,teloogoo2 ! exp5ces ( :i* are suppli$ p>tly by subscription1 b *iefly by ! ,nizam's ,gov]nm5t4 ,an ,engli% s*ool ( ab\t tw5ty boys is ma9ta9$ at ! ,resid5cy4 ,! ,scriptures1 9 _! respective languages1 are read 9 all ! classes4 8,!re are two s]vices 9 *ur* at ,secund]abad on ,sundays4 ,! *ur* "h1 z at ,bell>y1 is f> too small = ! ,european congregation4 ,a subscription 9 aid ( ! ,*ur*-build+ ,fund 0 comm5c$ "h4 ,a congregation ( native ,*ri/ians also assemble 9 ! *ur* on ,sundays at #i ,a4 ,m43 a native ,cate*i/ reads pray]s1 & a prep>$ s]mon1 9 ,tamil4 ,?is congregation consi/s ( ab\t n9ety memb]s4 8,a ,society = ! relief ( poor natives is also 9 op]ation "h4 ,ab\t =ty sick are usually ent]ta9$ at a "t till !y get well2 &1 9 all1 ab\t #aej rupees a mon?1 exp5d$ on ! indig5t natives4 ,on ,w$nesday1 ! #af? ,octob]1 #ada natives1 includ+ #af native ,*ri/ians1 7 confirm$2 &1 on ! foll[+ ,sunday1 #aaj communicants att5d$ at ! ,"l's ,table4 8,at ?is /ation1 ! s]vices ( a second ,*apla9 are greatly requir$4 ,besides "o ( ,h4 ,m4 regim5ts1 two companies ( ,artill]y1 & ! ,european details ( a regim5t ( ,cavalry1 & ( f\r regim5ts ( ,native ,infantry1 ) _! s*ools & hospitals1 are to be att5d$ to4 ,9 addition to :i*1 ! ,*ri/ians connect$ ) ! ,resid5cy1 & "s engag$ 9 m]cantile pursuits on ! "o h&1 & ,bol>am ) its #ahj ,*ri/ians1 all ,prote/ants1 except "o family1 on ! o!r h&1 %\ld be visit$ on alt]nate ,sundays4 8,jaulna1 also )9 ?is di/rict1 is a l>ge /ation1 & %\ld h a ,*apla9 appo9t$ to x z soon z possible4 8,at ,masulipatam ,i rema9$ f ,oct4 #bf till ,nov4 #h?4 ,"h1 z at ,bell>y1 !re has be5 no resid5t ,*apla9 = sev]al ye>s4 ,! s*ool 9 ! ,pettah1 f\nd$ by ,dr4 ,roy1 is at a /&2 & no means ( education are suppli$ 9 ! ,=t1 b by a v ag$ & ne>ly sup]annuat$ p5sion$ s]geant4 ,pray]s are read1 & a s]mon once on ,sundays1 9 ! ,=t ,*ur* by ! ,=t adjutant1 & 9 ! ,pettah *apel by a ,civil s]vant4 8,! mo/ urg5t desire 0 express$ "h1 z at ,bell>y1 by ! pr9cipal resid5ts1 = a resid5t ,*apla94 8,on ,friday1 #d? ( ,novemb]1 =ty "y p]sons 7 confirm$1 & on ! #f?1 upw>ds ( =ty att5d$ ! ,sacram5t4 ,a ,*apla9 is mu* ne$$ "h1 n only on acc\nt ( ! numb] ( ,prote/ants at ! ,/ation1 b also on acc\nt ( ! sev]al out-/ations 9 ?is1 & neighb\r+ di/ricts4 8,pass$ ,sunday1 ! #ac? ( ,novemb]1 at ,nellore4 ,ab\t sixty p]sons att5d$ ,div9e ,s]vice 9 ! ,c\rt ,h\se1 ( :om f\rte5 rema9$ to receive ! ,sacram5t4 ,return$ to ,madras on ,novemb] #ae?4 8,! numb] ( p]sons confirm$ by me at ! diff]5t /ations1 am\nts to #dcj2 & s9ce my return to ,madras1 ,i h confirm$ 9 ! ,ca!dral #aci1ahd & at ! ,poonamalee #dh1 almo/ all ( ! newly-arriv$ recruits1 mak+ a total ( #fag2 ( :om n above tw5ty 7 native ,*ri/ians4 ,! rema9d] ,europeans1 or desc5dants ( ,europeans4 8,ar*deacon ,h>p] r5d]$ me ! mo/ effici5t assi/ance dur+ my visitation1 9 inspect+ ! ,regi/]s1 & enquir+ into ! /ate ( ! ,*ur*es & burial-gr\nds at ! diff]5t ,/ations1 z well z inspect+ s*ools1 & visit+ ! sick 9 hospital4 ,at ,bell>y & ,masulipatam1 ! lab\rs ( ! ,ar*deacon 7 v heavy 9 exam9+ ! c&idates = ,confirmation1 & baptiz+ _m *ildr51 & att5d+ sev]al m>riages4 ,)\t 8 aid1 my ,visitation1 imp]fect z ?is my fir/ essay may h be51 w\ld h be5 f> m defective4 8,i h to ackn[l$ge ! mo/ ready & oblig+ att5tions ( all ! ,au?orities1 bo? civil & milit>y1 ) :om my duties br\ght me into connection4 8,9 g5]al1 ,i f\nd at ea* /ation a consid]able preval5ce ( true religi\s feel+ & practice1 especially among ! soldi]s ( ,8 ,maje/y's regim5ts1 & ! ,artill]y4 ,temp]ance ,societies are f\nd to be greatly aid+ t[>ds ! moral improvem5t ( ! army2 & ?\gh f human infirmity ! pl$ge is too (t5 brok51 yet _m examples ( improvem5t ( "*1 & b5efit to heal?1 appe> connect$ ) ^! ,societies1 & ! g5]al good ( society is =w>d$ by !m4 8,a f>!r pro( ( ! preval5ce ( ,*ri/ian pr9ciples1 is ! exi/5ce ( associations = ! relief ( ! native poor1 connect$ ) ! sev]al /ations4 ,i %\ld h notic$ 9 its prop] place an association ( ?is k9d at ,masulipatam also4 ,i h kn[n consid]able sums contribut$ at diff]5t /ations1 = ! relief ( native poor on p>ticul> em]g5cies2 b ?is p]man5t c>e = ! native poor1 is a manife/ improvem5t 9 ,european society4 8,^! associations h 9 e case ,i am acqua9t$ )1 aris5 "u ! c>e ( a ,cl]gyman1 & supply evid5ce ( ! b5efit t might arise to ! c\ntry g5]ally1 7 ! ,ecclesia/ical ,e/abli%m5t prop]ly kept up4 8,! defici5cy 9 ! numb] ( ,*apla9s is greatly felt1 & deeply to be lam5t$4 ,n only are sev]al l>ge /ations )\t ! means ( grace1 b small] /ations are left )\t occasional visits ( ,*apla9s1 & :ole prov9ces )\t any appe>ance ( reg>d by ! ,gov]nm5t = _! spiritual & et]nal good4 ,i w\ld e>ne/ly reque/#ahe ! att5tion ( ! ,hon\rable ,c\rt ( ,directors to ?is mo/ important subject4 8,sixte5 ,*apla9s only are at _! po/s1 & two are sick 7! ,rev]5d ,messrs4 ,cubitt & ,grme47 ,besides ! /ations n[ suppli$1 & ^? ,i h enum]at$ z call+ = ,*apla9s1 =m]ly !re 0 a ,*apla9 at ea* ( ! foll[+ /ations1 ,poonamatee1 ,*ittoor1 ,vellore1 ,telli*]ry1 & ,palamcottah4 ,! circum/ances ( mo/ ( ^! /ations are some:at alt]$2 b connect$ ) ea* ( !m are o!r /ations1 :i* 7 visit$ occasionally by ! ,*apla9s1 ne>ly all ( :i* are n[ )\t ! ord9ances ( religion40 ,besides ! in=mation :i* ^! notices convey respect+ ! ,bi%op's proce$+s on 8 ,visitation1 _m additional p>ticul>s ( a m private nature are conta9$ 9 8 correspond5ce ) 8 wife & relatives4 ,9 sev]al ( 8 lett]s1 he compla9s ( hav+ _h to und]go excessive fatigue1 & f ,secund]abad writes to ,mrs4 ,corrie3-- 8,i am desir$ by ,dr4 ,meikle to #8keep quiet' = a day or two4 ,he says1 ,i h be5 ov]-ex]t+ myself1 :il/ my feel+ is t ,i d no?+ to purpose4 ,may ,god glorify ,himself 9 ,8 v poor s]vant60 ,! fact 01 t 9 travell+ by dawk f ! banks ( ! ,ki/oor to ,hyd]abad1 ! j\rney 0 p]=m$ *iefly 9 ! night1 & ! ,bi%op's re/ 0 consequ5tly di/urb$ at almo/ e /age1 by natives ( rank1 :o came to pay _! respects to him4 ,:5 entreat$ by ! ,ar*deacon to sp>e himself1 by decl9+ ^! civilities1 ! ,bi%op's usual reply 01 8,:5 ^! good p put !mselves to s mu* inconv5i5ce on my acc\nt1 h[ c ,i d less ?an get out ( my palanke51 & ex*ange a k9d ^w ) !m80 ,9 a lett]1 h[ev]1 :i* ! ,bi%op on 8 return to ,madras wrote to ,mr4 ,%]]1 he obs]ves1 8,i mu/ n1 if sp>$1 make aga9 s hurri$ a j\rney4 ,"t is do+ its "w ) me40 ,yet v soon aft] ?is1 all ?\ght ( 8 own heal? 0 absorb$ 9 8 anxiety respect+ t ( 8 wife1 :o _h become s enfeebl$ z to r5d] x necess>y t a sea-voyage %\ld be attempt$1 z ! only human means likely to save h] life4 ,b be=e arrangem5ts c\ld be made = c>ry+ ?is object into effect1 %e became sudd5ly worse2 & aft] two or ?ree days ( suff]+1 di$ on ! #ba/ ( ,decemb] #ahcf1 9 ! hope ( et]nal life ?r\gh our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,! ,bi%op drew up1 & pr9t$ = private circulation1 a %ort acc\nt ( 8 wife's la/ illness4 ,!re are conta9$ 9 t acc\nt1 passages ( mu* int]e/1 b :i* _c "h be transcrib$3 ! sub/ance ( all is conta9$ 9 a s+le s5t5ce ( a memor&um1 p5n$ by ! surviv+ m\rn] himself1 dat$ 8,dec4 #bd1 #ahcf4 ,:5 ! likelihood ( h] dep>ture began to be manife/1 ! ,savi\r alone 0 h] only gr\nd ( hope t[>ds ,god1 & t hope su/a9$ h] 9 peace1 ?\gh !re 0 no?+ ( triumph40 ,z reg>d$ 8 own feel+s 9 connection ) ?is heavy dome/ic trial1 ! ,bi%op adds3-- 8,my feel+s ( lonel9ess are indescribable4 ,all be=e me appe>s blank2 ,i seem cut (f f all e>?ly good4 ,all ?is ,i feel ,i des]ve at ! h& ( ,god4 ,he might ju/ly h ca/ me into ! blackness ( d>kness = ev]4 ,j1 !re=e1 art ?\1 ,o ,"l1 9 ?is disp5sation :i* has laid me s l[4 ,tea* me1 ,o ,"l1 to seek spiritual improvem5t 9 x1 & let x prove to me #8lov+ correction6'0 ,) ref]5ce to ?is m\rnful ev5t1 ! ,bi%op also obs]ves 9 ! la/ lett] :i* he liv$ to address ,,to ,,8 ,,bro!r4 8,y _c und]/& ! *ange x 8 wife's dea? has wr\ght 9 e circum/ance ( my life2 & h[ at e turn a s5se ( loss is =c$ ^u me4 ,yet y h felt an a*+ void on ! dea? ( our own p>5ts & ne> connections1 & c judge ( ! int5sity ( pa9 ,i at times exp]i5ce4 ,i w n dwell long] on ! subject4 ,i h ev]y?+ :i* ,*ri/ian fai? & hope c supply1 z to ! ga9 my wife has ent]$ ^u1 b my own s5se ( loss prev5ts1 z yet1 ! consolation ,i might o!rwise possess40 ,! necess>y occupations1 h[ev]1 connect$ ) 8 (ficial duties1 t5d$1 9 "s measure1 to less5 ! ,bi%op's ke5 s5se ( 8 b]eavem5t4 ,among ^? duties1 n ! lea/ engross+1 0 an ,ord9ation ( :i* he _h giv5 notice1 previ\sly to ,mrs4 ,corrie's decease4 ,! ,ord9ation took place on ,sunday ! #h? ( ,janu>y #ahcg4 ,! c&idates :o pres5t$ !mselves = ,holy ,ord]s 7 mission>ies ab\t to be employ$ by ! ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel--?ree = ,deacon's ,ord]s & ?ree = ,prie/'s4 ,respect+ ^! c&idates ! ,bi%op rem>ks1 9 ! lett] j quot$1 8bo? ,mr4 ,tuck] & ! ,ar*deacon 7 well satisfi$ ) _! atta9m5ts1 z !y h j cause to be ) _! piety40 ,! ,bi%op himself prea*$ ! ,ord9ation ,s]mon1 f ,ephes4 iv4 #aa1 #ab2 & took occasion !nce to po9t out ! exi/5ce ( ! m9i/ry1 z a di/9ctly-in/itut$ ,(fice 9 ! ,*ur* ( ,god ?r\gh\t all "t2 expla9+1 also1 ! object & end ( t ,(fice1 & ! solemn responsibility atta*$ to x4 ,x is /at$ by "o :o 0 pres5t on ! occasion1 t ! ,s]mon 0 8m>k$ by lucid simplicity1 pa?os1 f]v\r1 & p[]2 m+l$ ) k9dly feel+s t[>d o!r bodies ( pr(ess+ ,*ri/ians40 ,& z ! opportunity = witness+ ! admission1 at "o "t1 ( s _m p]sons into ! ,*ri/ian m9i/ry1 _h nev] be=e occurr$ 9 s\!rn ,india1 ! ,ca!dral 0 cr[d$ ?r\gh\t all its usual accommodations4 ,dur+ ?is mon?1 also1 ! att5tion ( ! ,bi%op 0 a good deal occupi$ ) ! subject ( a new ,*ur* = ,/4 ,?om4 ,9 ! prec$+ ,june he _h address$ a lett] to ! ,society = promot+ ,*ri/ian ,k1 /at+ t 8,at ,/4 ,?om1 ! orig9al ,european settlem5t 9 ?is place1 is an imm5se population ( all classes2 ,h9doos1 ,mahomm$ans1 ,portuguese ,*ri/ians1 & v _m ,ea/ ,indians baptis$ 9 ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*1 & _m connect$ ) ! ,vep]y congregation1 di/ant f\r or five miles4 ,bi%op ,turn]1 :5 "h1 suppli$ money to pur*ase a piece ( gr\nd on :i* to erect a place ( wor%ip3 ! pur*ase 0 made & ! gr\nd lies wa/e4 ,no fur!r attempt has be5 made t[>ds provid+ ,*ri/ian in/ruction = ^? hundr$s :o are pr(ess$ly ( our communion40 ,he und]took1 !re=e1 to ask ! aid ( ! ,society above-m5tion$1 t[>d build+ a ,*ur* = ?is spiritually-de/itute population2 & 0 s sangu9e ( ! success ( 8 application1 t t[>d ! end ( ,janu>y1 he visit$ ,/4 ,?om1 att5d$ by ! ,ar*deacon & ! ,rev4 ,w4 ,taylor1 = ! purpose ( survey+ ! gr\nd & exam9+ localities4 ,he aft]w>ds reque/$ ,mr4 ,taylor to prep>e ! head+ ( a subscription-pap]1 ! fir/ "n app5d$ to :i* ! ,bi%op purpos$ to be t ( 8,a ,fri5d10 ) a subscription ( #ajjj rupees2 t 8,fri5d0 hav+ plac$ a consid]able sum at ! ,bi%op's disposal4 ,mean:ile1 ! ,society 9 ,engl& ent]$ mo/ readily into 8 views1 contribut+ f _! funds all ! sum he /at$ to be requir$3 b intellig5ce ( t lib]ality 0 n de/9$ to gladd5 8 _s1 = 8 e>?ly c>e] 0 n[ fa/ draw+ to a close4 ,! ,bi%op1 z has be5 obs]v$1 _h compla9$ ( great fatigue & exhau/ion1 :5 on 8 ,visitation2 b x appe>s t :5 at ,hyd]abad1 9 ,octob] #ahcf1 he _h suff]$ also f a pa9 9 ! head1 :i* came on sudd5ly1 & 0 s acute z to oblige him to h rec\rse to m$ical advice4 ,f t "t ?is pa9 nev] left him2 & ! con/ant & peculi> mann] 9 :i* x affect$ him1 0 only n mu* notic$ because he attribut$ x all to ! anxiety ( m9d he _h gone ?r\gh1 on acc\nt ( 8 wife4 ,dur+ sev]al weeks1 h[ev]1 ! ,bi%op _h be5 frequ5tly obs]v$ to make x a matt] ( supplication at family-pray]1 t himself & h\sehold 8might be prep>$ = any sudd5 or unexpect$ ev5ts :i* might await !m2 & might be1 moreov]1 enabl$ to be> all 9 a holy temp] ( m9d40 ,nor did 8 petitions prove to be unseasonable3 = on ,tuesday1 ,janu>y #ca/1 :5 on 8 way to ! ,=t1 9 company ) ! ,ar*deacon1 = ! purpose ( att5d+ !re a meet+ ( ! ,committee ( ! ,society = propagat+ ! ,gospel1 he 0 seiz$ ) an unusual gidd9ess1 :i* prev5t$ him f read+ a pap] he _h 9 h&4 ,on rea*+ ! ve/ry ( ! ,=t *ur*1 he suff]$ v mu* f pa9 9 ! head1 & sickness1 & 0 altoge!r s ill t ! ,ar*deacon 7:o sc>cely ev] aft]w>ds left him7 _h him convey$ home1 & m$ical aid s5t =4 ,aft] lee*es _h be5 appli$ to ! head1 ! ,bi%op seem$ to recov] a little f ! /ate ( /upor 9 :i* he 0 f\nd to be on fir/ rea*+ 8 h\se2 b1 except at int]vals1 he 0 only p>tially consci\s ?r\gh\t ! f\r rema9+ days ( 8 life4 ,:51 h[ev]1 he seem$ to revive some:at1 he manife/$ great pleasure at hav+ passages ( scripture read to him4 ,& ev5 on ,saturday ,feb4 #d?1 7! day be=e he di$7 :5 sight & consci\sness 7 well nigh gone1 he yet indicat$ 8 cordial ass5t to diff]5t texts ( ,scripture :i* 8 daught] repeat$ to him4 ,m p>ticul>ly :5 %e read ,isaiah xii4 8,i w say1 ,o ,"l1 ,i w praise !e10 c4 he ask$ h] to recite ,c[p]'s p>aphrase3 ,i w praise ,!e e day ,n[ ?9e ang]'s turn$ away2 ,com=table ?\ghts arise ,f ! ble$+ sacrifice4 ,"h1 9 ! fair gospel-field1 ,wells ( free salvation yield1 ,/reams ( life1 a pl5te\s /ore1 ,& my s\l %all ?ir/ no m4 ,jesus is become at l5g? ,my salvation & my /r5g?2 ,& 8 praises %all prolong1 ,:ile ,i live1 my pleasant song4 ,praise ye1 !n1 8 glori\s "n ,publi% 8 exalt$ fame6 ,/ill is "w y\r praise exce$s ,excell5t are all 8 de$s4 ,raise aga9 ! joyful s\nd ,let ! nations roll x r\nd6 ,zion %\t1 = ?is is ,he1 ,god ! ,savi\r dwells 9 !e3 & himself repeat$ 8,f ! ble$+ sacrifice40 ,to ! text 8,behold ! ,lamb ( ,god20 c4 he answ]$ 8,yes20 & on h] add+ 8,him ha? ,god exalt$ to be a ,pr9ce & a ,savi\r20 ! ,bi%op rem>k$1 8,a ,pr9ce & a ,savi\r on all occasions40 ,at ano!r "t :5 8 daught] read1 8,i am ! resurrection & ! life20 c4 he ask$1 8,believe/ ?\ ?is80 ,!n :5 #a ,john iii4 #b1 _h be5 sugge/$ to him1 ! dy+ prelate repeat$ sev]al times 8,we %all see ,him z ,he is40 ,! la/ ,scripture ( :i* he seem$ to be consci\s1 0 ,rev4 v4 #ac4 8,bless+1 & hon\r1 & glory1 c41 be unto ! ,lamb = ev] & ev]20 & 9 ?is _s ( praise & ?anksgiv+ he appe>s to h pass$ into et]nity1 = 8 la/ words 71 8,= ev]10--8,= ev]40 ,& s ?is s]vant ( ,*ri/ ent]$ into re/ on ! morn+ ( ,sunday1 ,feb4 #e1 #ahcg1 9 ! #ei? ye> ( 8 age4 ,! po/-mortem exam9ation ( ! body exhibit$ a solid coagulum ( blood1 ( ! size ( a turkey's egg1 situate on ! "r side ( ! bra91 9 its sub/ance4 ,! situation & appe>ance ( ! coagulum1 :5 tak5 9 connexion ) ! circum/ance t ! ,bi%op always felt ! pa9 9 ! same spot1 l$ ! m$ical m5 to conclude t ! disease 0 ( "s /&+3 t x orig9at$1 9 fact1 9 ! fatigue & anxiety connect$ ) 8 ,visitation4 ,! rema9s ( ,bi%op ,corrie 7 int]r$ 9 ! ,ca!dral burial-gr\nd1 on ! ev5+ ( ! day ( 8 dea?4 ,! fun]al procession 0 l$ by ! s*ol>s ( ! ,madras ,gramm> ,s*ool1 ( :i* ! ,bi%op 0 ,patron1 & :i* _h be5 s mu* indebt$ to 8 fo/]+ c>e4 ,!n foll[$ ,g]icke's s*ol>s1 & ! pupils ( ! ,vep]y ,s*ool2 & ^! 7 succe$$ by a tra9 ( ,native ,cate*i/s4 ,aft] !m1 & imm$iately prec$+ ! c(f91 came ! ,ar*deacon & ,cl]gy4 ,! pall 0 borne by six g5tlem5 ( rank2 & ! ,gov]nor ( ! ,presid5cy foll[$ z ,*ief ,m\rn]1 support$ by ! ,*ief ,ju/ice1 & ! ,comm&]-9-,*ief4 ,! ,bi%op 0 deposit$ by ! side ( ,mrs4 ,corrie1 & )9 a few feet ( ! spot :]e1 six weeks be=e1 he _h /ood a wid[$ m\rn] ov] 8 wife's rema9s4 ,on ,monday1 #f? ,febru>y1 ! ,gov]nor 9 ,c\ncil issu$ an ,ord] expressive ( 8 s5se ( 8! respect :i* ! unaffect$ piety1 b5evol5ce & exempl>y life0 ( ! deceas$ ,prelate 8_h univ]sally inspir$40 ,?is ord] appe>$ 9 ! ,gov]nm5t ,gazette on ! #g? ,febru>y2#ahf &1 on ! foll[+ day1 a public meet+1 at :i* ! ,gov]nor presid$1 0 held 9 ! ,college ,hall1 = ! purpose ( consid]+ ! mo/ appropriate mode ( express+ ! feel+s ) :i* ! late ,bi%op 0 reg>d$ by ! inhabitants ( ! ,presid5cy4 ,?is meet+ resolv$ to set on foot a subscription1 9 ord] to raise funds = erect+ a monum5t 9 ! ,ca!dral to ! ,bi%op's memory3 & x 0 fur!r agre$ t any surplus ( ! funds rais$ = ! monum5t %\ld be devot$ to ! f\nd+ ( s*ol>%ips at ! ,gramm> ,s*ool1 to be call$ 8,corrie ,s*ol>%ips40#ahg ,! ,committee ( ! ,madras ,gramm> ,s*ool n[ resolv$ also1 t _! ,in/itution %\ld 9 future be designat$ 8,bi%op ,corrie's ,gramm> ,s*ool40--,funds hav+ accord+ly be5 rais$ suffici5t = ! purposes specifi$1 a monum5t 0 execut$ by ! skill & good ta/e ( ,mr4 ,h5ry ,weekes1 :i* is n[ 9 ! ,ca!dral ( ,madras4 ,nor 7 ! ,calcutta fri5ds ( ! deceas$ ,bi%op backw>d to te/ify _! reg>d = 8 wor?4 ,= at a public meet+1 :i* 0 held on ! #af? ,m>*1 9 ! ,t[n ,hall1 ,bi%op ,wilson be+ 9 ! *air1 x 0 resolv$ to solicit subscriptions = ! purpose ( erect+ m>ble slabs1 bo? 9 ! old ,*ur* & 9 ! ,ca!dral1 to ! memory ( ! deceas$ ,prelate2 & = ! pur*ase ( a ,portrait ( him4 ,x 01 moreov]1 resolv$ to appropriate any surplus funds d]iv$ f su* subscriptions1 to ! f\nd+ ( s*ol>%ips 9 ! ,calcutta ,high ,s*ool1 to be call$ 8,bi%op ,corrie's ,s*ol>%ips40#ahh ,& all ^! tok5s ( respect 7 9 due "t effect$4 ,9 ,ceylon1 also1 a g5]al meet+ 0 call$ at ! ,k+'s h\se1 ,colombo1 by ,8 ,excell5cy ! ,gov]nor1 at :i*1 subscriptions 7 ent]$ into = ! purpose ( erect+ a monum5t to ! ,bi%op's memory 9 ,/4 ,pet]'s ,*ur*1 ,colombo1 & = f\nd+ s*ol>%ips1 :i* %\ld be> 8 "n1 9 ! ,gramm> ,s*ool at ,madras4 ,bo? :i* objects 7 accompli%$4#ahi ,?us t]m9at$ ! e>?ly lab\rs ( ! fir/ ,bi%op ( ,madras1 aft] a brief b n unimportant episcopate1 if a judgm5t may be =m$ f ! am\nt ( good effect$1 f ! g5]al gloom :i* ! ,bi%op's decease ca/ ov] ! :ole ,presid5cy1 & ! respect ) :i* 8 memory 0 *]i%$4 ,to ^? :o 7 intimately acqua9t$ ) ,bi%op ,corrie1 x w n excite surprise t 8 dea? %\ld h call$ =? all ! public manife/ations ( sorr[ & respect1 :i* h "h be5 recit$4 ,= aft] mak+ e abatem5t = t human s9fulness & infirmity f :i* he 0 n exempt1 !re /ill rema9$ to him m ?an an ord9>y %>e ( natural k9dness ( he>t1 b5evol5ce ( disposition1 & w>m? ( affection2 s t he c\ld n b be g5]ally belov$4 ,nor w ! read] ( ^! pages be dispos$ to "q t ,bi%op ,corrie w long be rememb]$ 9 ,india1 z ! man ( ,god1 ?r\gh ^: in/rum5tality orig9at$ mu* ( ! moral good :i*1 s9ce 8 "t1 has be5 sl[ly spread+ itself ov] t l& ( d>kness & sup]/ition4#aij ,b *iefly1 x is believ$1 w 8 "n he held 9 hon\r ?r\gh\t our ,ea/]n ,empire1 z "o ( t small b& ( h]oic spirits :o1 9 self-devotion to ,*ri/ & zeal = ! ext5sion ( ! ,r$eem]'s k+dom1 manfully /ruggl$ aga9/ difficulties & disc\ragem5ts ( :i* we c =m b an inadequate e/imate3--:o nev] suff]$ !mselves to d\bt b t ! cause !y _h by grace esp\s$ w\ld /ill g on & prosp]1 until 8at ! "n ( ,jesus e knee %\ld b[1 & e tongue confess t ,he is ,"l1 unto ! glory ( ,god ! ,fa!r40 #ahj ,! meet+ 0 held 9 ! ,college ,hall1 at ,madras1 on ! #f? ( ,june4 #aha ,! foll[+ 0 ! communication "h m5tion$3 8,! accompany+ ,memorial 0 br\ght to me a few days s9ce ) a reque/ t ,i w\ld jo9 9 a repres5tation to ,gov]nm5t on ! subject ( its cont5ts4 ,i h always ab/a9$ f tak+ "p 9 su* repres5tations1 be+ aw>e t ,gov]nm5t may h good reasons = measures1 :i* ! public _c be acqua9t$ )2 &1 9 respect ( int]f]5ce ) ,pagodas1 c41 ,i h ! fulle/ confid5ce t ,gov]nm5t w pursue ! c\rse :i* appe>s wise & prop]4 ,b ) ref]5ce to ! ,*ri/ian milit>y s]vants ( ! ,/ate1 :o are occasionally compell$ to d hon\r to ! sup]/itions ( ! c\ntry1 ,i am p]suad$ y w n take amiss my br++ ! case to y\r notice4 ,i h m>k$ ! /atem5ts 9 ! pr9t$ pap] :i* seem to require relief1 ) ! in/ances cit$ 9 ! ,app5dix1 assur$ t y\r own b5evol5t reg>d = ! feel+s ( ! ,*ri/ian soldi]y w br+ !m all ! relief t is desirable40 #ahb ,a s*ool = c\ntry-born *ildr51 :o receiv$ a ,*ri/ian education1 & became fif]s1 c4 to ! ,company's ,native troops4 ,! s*ool 0 aft]w>ds remov$ to ,arcot4 #ahc ,ab\t #ajjj rupees 71 9 consequ5ce1 collect$ t[>d ano!r build+2 b x does n appe> t s9ce ! ,bi%op's "t any ,*ur* has be5 erect$ !re4 #ahd ,! ,confirmation 9 ! ,ca!dral 0 held on ,w$nesday1 ,nov4 #cj1 #ahcf4 #ahe ,x is satisfactory to "k t ?is reque/ has be5 att5d$ to4 #ahf ,see ,app5dix ,i4 #ahg ,see ,app5dix ,,ii4 #ahh ,see ,app5dix ,,iii4 #ahi ,see ,app5dix ,,iv4 #aij ,see ,app5dix ,v4 ,,corrig5da4 ,page #ci l9e #ba1 = enable1 read unable4 -- #dh -- #e1 at ,*un>--at ,b]hampore1 read to ,*un>-- to ,b]hampore4 -- #ei -- #cc1 = ,scirptures1 read ,scriptures4 -- #adi note1 -- ,j\n>a91 -- ,joy ,n>a94 -- #agf -- -- ,tumna1 -- ,jumna4 -- #bih l9e #ae1 -- po9t1 -- po9ts4 -- #cjd -- #ba1 -- exee$+1 -- exce$+4 -- #caa -- #cb1 -- ,n>ian1 -- ,n>a94 -- #eai -- #b1 -- ,culcutta1 -- ,calcutta4 ,,app5dix4 ,i4 ,! foll[+ notice appe>$ 9 ! ,gov]nm5t ,gazette ( ,feb4 #g?1 #ahcg3-- 8,) feel+s ( unfeign$ sorr[1 ! ,"r ,honorable ! ,gov]nor 9 ,c\ncil1 records ! demise ( ! ,"r ,rev4 ! ,"l ,bi%op ( ,madras4 ,! ,v5]able ,prelate expir$ at half pa/ ?ree o'clock1 on ! morn+ ( ,sunday la/4 ,z a tribute ( respect to 8 memory1 ! flag ( ! g>rison 0 hoi/$ half-/aff-high dur+ ! day1 & on ! fun]al procession leav+ 8 ,lord%ip's late resid5ce1 fifty-n9e m9ute guns1 correspond+ ) ! age ( ! deceas$1 7 fir$ f ! ,=t batt]y4 8,8 ,lord%ip's rema9s 7 att5d$ to ! grave by ! ,"r ,honorable ! ,gov]nor1 ! ,judges ( ! ,supreme ,c\rt1 ,8 ,excell5cy ! ,comm&]-9-*ief1 ! memb]s ( ,c\ncil1 all ! pr9cipal civil & milit>y function>ies at ! ,presid5cy1 & an imm5se conc\rse ( all classes ( ! community2 desir\s ( manife/+ ! feel+ ( respect :i* ! unaffect$ piety1 b5evol5ce & exempl>y conduct ( ! ,bi%op1 _h univ]sally inspir$4 8,publi%$ by ord] ( ! ,"r ,hon\rable ! ,gov]nor 9 ,c\ncil4 87,sign$7 ,h4 ,*ami]1 ,*ief ,secret>y40 ,,ii4 ,on ,w$nesday ev5+1 ,feb4 #h?1 #ahcg1 a public meet+ 0 held at ! ,college1 = ! purpose ( consid]+ ! fitte/ mode ( te/ify+ ! reg>d & respect ent]ta9$ = ! "* ( ! late ,bi%op ,corrie4 ,! ,"r ,hon\rable ! ,gov]nor 9 ! *air4 ,! foll[+ resolutions 7 propos$ & c>ri$ unanim\sly3-- #a/4 ,t a subscription be ent]$ into = ! purpose ( erect+ a monum5t 9 ! ,ca!dral at ,madras to ! memory ( ! ,"r ,rev4 ! late ,"l ,bi%op ( ! ,diocese4 ,propos$ by ,sir ,f4 ,adam4 ,second$ by ,sir4 ,r4 ,comyn4 #bnd4 ,t aft] sett+ aside a sum suffici5t to defray ! exp5ces ( ! monum5t1 ! residue =m a fund = ! end[m5t ( s*ol>%ips1 to be call$1 8,bi%op ,corrie's s*ol>%ips10 9 ,bi%op ,corrie's ,gramm> s*ool4 ,propos$ by ,sir ,p4 ,maitl&4 ,second$ by ,mr4 ,sullivan4 #crd4 ,t a ,committee be =m$ = ! purpose ( c>ry+ ! above resolutions into effect1 & t x be compos$ ( ! foll[+ g5tlem53 ,sir ,p4 ,maitl&1 ,mr4 ,sullivan1 ! ,ar*deacon1 & ,col4 ,cadell4 ,propos$ by ,sir ,e4 ,gambi]4 ,second$ by #d?4 ,t ,messrs4 ,arbu?not & ,co4 be reque/$ to und]take ! (fice ( ,treasur]s4 ,propos$ by ! ,ar*deacon4 ,second$ by ,capta9 ,dalrymple4 #e?4 ,?anks to ! ,*airman 7= 8 k9dness 9 tak+ ! *air & = 8 able conduct 9 x7 hav+ be5 propos$ by ,brigadi] ,g5]al ,doveton1 & second$ by ,colonel ,waugh1 ! meet+ 0 dissolv$4 ,,iii4 ,at a public ,meet+ ( ! fri5ds ( ! late ,bi%op ( ,madras1 held at ! ,t[n ,hall1 ,calcutta on ,m>* #af1 #ahcg4 ,x 0 resolv$1 #a/4 ,t ?is ,meet+ has he>d ) ! deepe/ regret ( ! demise ( ! ,bi%op ( ,madras1 & consid] x a duty :i* !y owe to ! ,*ur* ( :i* he 0 s di/+ui%$ a memb]1 to raise "s tok5 ( reg>d to 8 "* at ?is ,presid5cy1 :i* 0 ! sc5e ( 8 ardu\s lab\rs1 & 8 preem95t example = almo/ ?irty ye>s4 #bnd4 ,t ,subscriptions be solicit$ = ! purpose ( erect+ a ,m>ble ,slab 9 ! ,old ,*ur*1 ne> ^? ( 8 rev]$ fri5ds ,br[n1 ,m>tyn & ,?omason1 & a simil> "o 9 ! ,ca!dral2 & = pa9t+ a lik5ess ( ! late ,bi%op1 to be hung up 9 ! ,old ,*ur* ,rooms4 #crd4 ,t ! surplus :i* may rema9 aft] defray+ ! exp5ses ( ! ,monum5ts & ! ,portrait1 be appropriat$ = ! purpose ( end[+ ,s*ol>%ips 9 ! ,calcutta ,high ,s*ool1 to be call$ 8,bi%op ,corrie's ,s*ol>%ips10 & t especial reg>d be _h 9 ! nom9ation1 to ev5tual prep>ation = ,mission>y lab\r4 #d?4 ,t a ,committee be =m$ ( ! foll[+ ,g5tlem51 to see ^! objects c>ri$ into effect1 viz4 to nom9ate ! ,tru/ees = ! above purposes4 ,! ,v5]able ,ar*deacon ,dealtry1 ,rev4 ,h4 ,fi%]1 ,h4 ,m4 ,pig\1 ,esq4 ,major ,g4 ,hut*9son1 ,john ,d\gal1 ,esq4 ,a4 ,beattie1 ,esq4 ,c4 ,w4 ,brietzcke1 ,esq4 ,rev4 ,r4 ,b4 ,boswell1 ,secret>y4 #e?4 ,t ,messrs4 ,gisborne & ,co4 be appo9t$ ,treasur]s1 & ^? :o are fri5dly to ! above design1 be reque/$ to =w>d _! ,subscriptions to ^? ,g5tlem5 z e>ly z possible4 ,resolution ( ,committee on #f? ,april1 #ahcg4 ,! ,committee1 und]/&+ t an excell5t lik5ess ( ! late ,bi%op is 9 ! possession ( 8 fri5ds 9 ,engl&1 ,resolv$ t ! ,secret>y be au?oris$ to write to ! ,rev4 ,george ,corrie1 ( ,ca?>9e ,hall1 ,cambridge1 & reque/ him to obta9 a copy ( ?is lik5ess1 execut$ 9 ! be/ possible way1 & to h ! same suitably fram$ & transmitt$ to ,india ) z little delay z possible4 ,,iv4 ,at a ,g5]al ,meet+ held at ! ,k+'s h\se1 ,colombo1 on ,m>* ! #crd1 & aga9 by adj\rnm5t on ,m>* ! #g?1 call$ by ,8 ,excell5cy ! ,"r ,hon\rable ,sir ,r4 ,w4 ,horton1 ,gov]nor ( ,ceylon1 :o presid$2 x 0 resolv$1 #a/4 ,on ! motion ( ! ,rev4 ,b4 ,bailey1 second$ by ,c4 ,e4 ,lay>d1 ,esq4 ,t ?is ,meet+ cordially approves ! objects contemplat$ by ! ,madras ,meet+ z record$ 9 _! fir/ two ,resolutions4 7,see above p4 #fcb47 #bnd4 ,on ! motion ( ,j4 ,/eu>t1 ,esq41 second$ by ! ,rev4 ,joseph ,m>%4 ,t ! foll[+ g5tlem5 =m a ,committee1 to correspond ) ! ,madras ,committee1 viz4 ,! ,hon\rable ,mr4 ,s]jeant ,,r\gh1 ,*ief ,ju/ice4 ,! ,rev4 ,b4 ,,bailey1 ,,s5ior ,colonial ,*apla94 ,! ,rev4 ,j4 ,h4 ,,de ,,s>am4 ,c4 ,e4 ,,lay>d1 ,esq4 & t ! ,rev4 ,,joseph ,,bailey1 be ,treasur] & ,secret>y4 #crd4 ,on ! motion ( ,c4 ,e4 ,lay>d1 ,esq41 second$ by ! ,rev4 ,j4 ,bailey4 ,t a pla9 m>ble ,tablet to ! ,memory ( ! ,"r ,rev4 ,,daniel ,,corrie1 ,,ll4,d4 ,late ,bi%op ( ,madras & ,ceylon1 be plac$ 9 ,/4 ,pet]'s ,*ur*1 ,colombo1 at an exp5se n exce$+ ?irty p\nds2 & t ! balance ( ! subscriptions rais$ 9 ,ceylon1 9 excess ( su* sum1 be transmitt$ to ! ,madras ,committee4 #d?4 ,on ! motion ( ! ,rev4 ,j4 ,h4 ,de ,s>am1 second$ by ! ,rev4 ,j4 ,m>%4 ,t ! ,secret>y be reque/$ to correspond ) ! ,rev]5d ! ,cl]gy at ! out-/ations ( ,galle1 ,k&y1 ,tr9comalee1 & ,jaffna1 on ! objects ( ?is ,meet+4 #e?4 ,on ! motion ( ! ,rev4 ,b4 ,bailey1 second$ by ,c4 ,e4 ,lay>d1 ,esq4 ,t ! ?anks ( ! ,meet+ be giv5 to ,8 ,excell5cy ! ,gov]nor1 = ! in=mation he has j giv51 respect+ ! proce$+s 9 #ahbe1 connect$ ) ! f\nd+ ( a ,s+halese ,s*ol>%ip 9 ,bi%op's ,college1 ,calcutta & t he be reque/$ to transmit any fur!r in=mation he may obta9 on ! subject1 to ! memb]s ( ! ,committee1 = ! regulation ( _! proce$+s ) respect to ,,corrie',s ,s*ol>%ips4 #f?4 ,on ! motion ( ,j4 ,/eu>t1 ,esq41 second$ by ,c4 ,e4 ,lay>d1 ,esq4 ,t ! ?anks ( ?is ,meet+ be giv5 to ,8 ,excell5cy ! ,gov]nor1 = ! int]e/ he has tak5 9 ! g5]al objects ( ?is ,meet+1 & = 8 able conduct 9 ! *air4 ,v4 ,! prec$+ pages be> suffici5t te/imony to ! zeal & activity ( ,bi%op ,corrie1 9 =w>d+ e plan = secur+ a ,*ri/ian education to ! y\? ( ,india4 ,b x is well kn[n among ! deceas$ ,prelate's fri5ds1 t he 0 9 ! habit ( translat+ & compil+ s*ool-books = ! use ( su* ,h9doo/anee s*ools z m imm$iately came "u 8 own sup]9t5dance4 ,x is a matt] ( regret t ! _m enquiries :i* ! ,editors ( ^! ,memoirs h made1 ) a view to obta9+ a def9ite li/ ( ! books 9 "q1 h be5 b p>tially successful4 ,x may1 h[ev]1 be m5tion$ t besides translat+ into ,h9doo/anee1 ,sellon's ,abridgm5t ( ,scripture1 ,watts' ,cate*ism1 ,! ,assembly's ,%ort] ,cate*ism1 portions ( ,miln]'s ,*ur* ,hi/ory1 c41 ! ,bi%op drew up 9 ,engli%1 8,a g5]al ,outl9e ( ,anci5t ,hi/ory10 = ! use ( ! ,h9doo/anee y\?4 ,a ?ird ,edition ( ?is 8,outl9e0 0 go+ ?r\gh ! press at ! "t ( ! ,bi%op's dea?2 & o!r ,editions h s9ce !n be5 pr9t$4 ,among 8 pap]s 0 f\nd1 also1 a manuscript translation into ,h9doo/anee ( a brief ,*ur* ,hi/ory1 by ! ,rev4 ,e4 ,sims1 entitl$ 8,*ri/ian ,records40 ,,! ,,end4 ,,leon>d ,,seeley1 ,,?ames ,,ditton1 ,,surrey4 ,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,words may h inconsi/5t hyph5ation 9 ! text4 ,obsolete & alt]native spell+s 7 left un*ang$4 ,typographical errors not$ 9 ! ,corrig5da 7 n correct$ 9 ! ref]5c$ text4 ,o!r misspell$ words 7 correct$4 ,words & phrases 9 italics are surr\nd$ by und]scores1 l ?is4 ,footnotes 7 r5umb]$ sequ5tially & 7 mov$ to ! end ( ! *apt]4 ,obvi\s pr9t+ errors1 su* z p>tially pr9t$ or miss+ lett]s & punctuation1 7 correct$4 ,extrane\s punctuation 0 delet$4 ,duplicate lett]s at l9e end+s 7 remov$4 ,! foll[+ 7 *ang$3 *ang$ 8#ef0 to 8#fe0 9 ! ,table ( ,cont5ts4 add$ 8to0 444 be s good z to ord] x 444 add$ 8(0 444 on ?is side ( ,india4 *ang$ 8n0 to 8?an0 444 n less ?an 444 add$ 8to0 444 r$uce ! pres5t numb] ( ,*apla9s to sev5 444