,,the ,,path ,,to ,,rome ,by ,hilaire ,belloc '444 ,,amore ,,antiqui ,,ritus1 ,,alto ,,sub ,,numine ,,romae' ,,praise ,,of ,,this ,,book ,to every honest reader that may purchase1 hire1 or receive this book1 and to the reviewers also 7to whom it is of triple profit71 greeting--and whatever else can be had for nothing4 ,if you should ask how this book came to be written1 it was in this way4 ,one day as ,i was wandering over the world ,i came upon the valley where ,i was born1 and stopping there a moment to speak with them all--when ,i had argued politics with the grocer1 and played the great lord with the notary-public1 and had all but made the carpenter a ,christian by force of rhetoric--what should ,i note 7after so many years7 but the old tumble-down and gaping church1 that ,i love more than mother-church herself1 all scraped1 white1 rebuilt1 noble1 and new1 as though it had been finished yesterday4 ,knowing very well that such a change had not come from the skinflint populace1 but was the work of some just artist who knew how grand an ornament was this shrine 7built there before our people stormed ,jerusalem71 ,i entered1 and there saw that all within was as new1 accurate1 and excellent as the outer part2 and this pleased me as much as though a fortune had been left to us all2 for one's native place is the shell of one's soul1 and one's church is the kernel of that nut4 ,moreover1 saying my prayers there1 ,i noticed behind the high altar a statue of ,our ,lady1 so extraordinary and so different from all ,i had ever seen before1 so much the spirit of my valley1 that ,i was quite taken out of myself and vowed a vow there to go to ,rome on ,pilgrimage and see all ,europe which the ,christian ,faith has saved2 and ,i said1 ',i will start from the place where ,i served in arms for my sins2 ,i will walk all the way and take advantage of no wheeled thing2 ,i will sleep rough and cover thirty miles a day1 and ,i will hear ,mass every morning2 and ,i will be present at high ,mass in ,st ,peter's on the ,feast of ,st ,peter and ,st ,paul4' ,then ,i went out of the church still having that ,statue in my mind1 and ,i walked again farther into the world1 away from my native valley1 and so ended some months after in a place whence ,i could fulfil my vow2 and ,i started as you shall hear4 ,all my other vows ,i broke one by one4 ,for a faggot must be broken every stick singly4 ,but the strict vow ,i kept1 for ,i entered ,rome on foot that year in time1 and ,i heard high ,mass on the ,feast of the ,apostles1 as many can testify--to wit3 ,monsignor this1 and ,chamberlain the other1 and the ,bishop of so-and-so--o--polis in partibus infidelium2 for we were all there together4 ,and why 7you will say7 is all this put by itself in what ,anglo-,saxons call a ,foreword1 but gentlemen a ,preface8 ,why1 it is because ,i have noticed that no book can appear without some such thing tied on before it2 and as it is folly to neglect the fashion1 be certain that ,i read some eight or nine thousand of them to be sure of how they were written and to be safe from generalizing on too frail a basis4 ,and having read them and discovered first1 that it was the custom of my contemporaries to belaud themselves in this prolegomenaical ritual 7some saying in a few words that they supplied a want1 others boasting in a hundred that they were too grand to do any such thing1 but most of them baritoning their apologies and chanting their excuses till one knew that their pride was toppling over7--since1 ,i say1 it seemed a necessity to extol one's work1 ,i wrote simply on the lintel of my diary1 ,praise of this ,book1 so as to end the matter at a blow4 ,but whether there will be praise or blame ,i really cannot tell1 for ,i am riding my pen on the snaffle1 and it has a mouth of iron4 ,now there is another thing book writers do in their ,prefaces1 which is to introduce a mass of nincompoops of whom no one ever heard1 and to say 'my thanks are due to such and such' all in a litany1 as though any one cared a farthing for the rats6 ,if ,i omit this believe me it is but on account of the multitude and splendour of those who have attended at the production of this volume4 ,for the stories in it are copied straight from the best authors of the ,renaissance1 the music was written by the masters of the eighteenth century1 the ,latin is ,erasmus' own2 indeed1 there is scarcely a word that is mine4 ,i must also mention the ,nine ,muses1 the ,three ,graces2 ,bacchus1 the ,maenads1 the ,panthers1 the ,fauns2 and ,i owe very hearty thanks to ,apollo4 ,yet again1 ,i see that writers are for ever anxious of their style1 thinking 7not saying7-- ',true1 ,i used and which on page #dg1 but ,martha ,brown the stylist gave me leave2' or3 ',what if ,i do end a sentence with a preposition8 ,i always follow the rules of ,mr ,twist in his ',tis ,thus ',twas ,spoke1 ,odd's ,body an' ,i do not6' ,now this is a pusillanimity of theirs 7the book writers7 that they think style power1 and yet never say as much in their ,prefaces4 ,come1 let me do so444 ,where are you8 ,let me marshal you1 my regiments of words6 ,rabelais6 ,master of all happy men6 ,are you sleeping there pressed into desecrated earth under the doss-house of the ,rue ,st ,paul1 or do you not rather drink cool wine in some elysian ,chinon looking on the ,vienne where it rises in ,paradise8 ,are you sleeping or drinking that you will not lend us the staff of ,friar ,john wherewith he slaughtered and bashed the invaders of the vineyards1 who are but a parable for the mincing pedants and bloodless thin-faced rogues of the world8 ,write as the wind blows and command all words like an army6 ,see them how they stand in rank ready for assault1 the jolly1 swaggering fellows6 ,first come the ,neologisms1 that are afraid of no man2 fresh1 young1 hearty1 and for the most part very long-limbed1 though some few short and strong4 ,there also are the ,misprints to confuse the enemy at his onrush4 ,then see upon the flank a company of picked ,ambiguities covering what shall be a feint by the squadron of ,anachronisms led by old ,anachronos himself2 a terrible chap with nigglers and a great murderer of fools4 ,but here see more deeply massed the ten thousand ,egotisms shining in their armour and roaring for battle4 ,they care for no one4 ,they stormed ,convention yesterday and looted the cellar of ,good-,manners1 who died of fear without a wound2 so they drank his wine and are to-day as strong as lions and as careless 7saving only their ,captain1 ,monologue1 who is lantern-jawed74 ,here are the ,aposiopaesian ,auxiliaries1 and ,dithyramb that killed ,punctuation in open fight2 ,parenthesis the giant and champion of the host1 and ,anacoluthon that never learned to read or write but is very handy with his sword2 and ,metathesis and ,hendiadys1 two ,greeks4 ,and last come the noble ,gallicisms prancing about on their light horses3 cavalry so sudden that the enemy sicken at the mere sight of them and are overcome without a blow4 ,come then my hearties1 my lads1 my indefatigable repetitions1 seize you each his own trumpet that hangs at his side and blow the charge2 we shall soon drive them all before us headlong1 howling down together to the ,picrocholian ,sea4 ,so6 ,that was an interlude4 ,forget the clamour4 ,but there is another matter2 written as yet in no other ,preface3 peculiar to this book4 ,for without rhyme or reason1 pictures of an uncertain kind stand in the pages of the chronicle4 ,why8 ,because it has become so cheap to photograph on zinc4 ,in old time a man that drew ill drew not at all4 ,he did well4 ,then either there were no pictures in his book1 or 7if there were any7 they were done by some other man that loved him not a groat and would not have walked half a mile to see him hanged4 ,but now it is so easy for a man to scratch down what he sees and put it in his book that any fool may do it and be none the worse--many others shall follow4 ,this is the first4 ,before you blame too much1 consider the alternative4 ,shall a man march through ,europe dragging an artist on a cord8 ,god forbid6 ,shall an artist write a book8 ,why no1 the remedy is worse than the disease4 ,let us agree then1 that1 if he will1 any pilgrim may for the future draw 7if he likes7 that most difficult subject1 snow hills beyond a grove of trees2 that he may draw whatever he comes across in order to enliven his mind 7for who saw it if not he8 ,and was it not his loneliness that enabled him to see it871 and that he may draw what he never saw1 with as much freedom as you readers so very continually see what you never draw4 ,he may draw the morning mist on the ,grimsel1 six months afterwards2 when he has forgotten what it was like3 and he may frame it for a masterpiece to make the good draughtsman rage4 ,the world has grown a boy again this long time past1 and they are building hotels 7,i hear7 in the place where ,acedes discovered the ,water of ,youth in a hollow of the hill ,epistemonoscoptes4 ,then let us love one another and laugh4 ,time passes1 and we shall soon laugh no longer--and meanwhile common living is a burden1 and earnest men are at siege upon us all around4 ,let us suffer absurdities1 for that is only to suffer one another4 ,nor let us be too hard upon the just but anxious fellow that sat down dutifully to paint the soul of ,switzerland upon a fan4 ,when that first ,proverb-,maker who has imposed upon all peoples by his epigrams and his fallacious half-truths1 his empiricism and his wanton appeals to popular ignorance1 ,i say when this man 7for ,i take it he was a man1 and a wicked one7 was passing through ,france he launched among the ,french one of his pestiferous phrases1 ',ce n'est que le premier pas qui coute' and this in a rolling-in-the-mouth self-satisfied kind of a manner has been repeated since his day at least seventeen million three hundred and sixty-two thousand five hundred and four times by a great mass of ,ushers1 ,parents1 ,company ,officers1 ,elder ,brothers1 ,parish ,priests1 and authorities in general whose office it may be and whose pleasure it certainly is to jog up and disturb that native slumber and inertia of the mind which is the true breeding soil of ,revelation4 ,for when boys or soldiers or poets1 or any other blossoms and prides of nature1 are for lying steady in the shade and letting the ,mind commune with its ,immortal ,comrades1 up comes ,authority busking about and eager as though it were a duty to force the said ,mind to burrow and sweat in the matter of this very perishable world1 its temporary habitation4 ',up1' says ,authority1 'and let me see that ,mind of yours doing something practical4 ,let me see ,him mixing painfully with circumstance1 and botching up some ,imperfection or other that shall at least be a ,reality and not a silly ,fantasy4' ,then the poor ,mind comes back to ,prison again1 and the boy takes his horrible ,homer in the real ,greek 7not ,church's book1 alas672 the ,poet his rough hairy paper1 his headache1 and his cross-nibbed pen2 the ,soldier abandons his inner picture of swaggering about in ordinary clothes1 and sees the dusty road and feels the hard places in his boot1 and shakes down again to the steady pressure of his pack2 and ,authority is satisfied1 knowing that he will get a smattering from the ,boy1 a rubbishy verse from the ,poet1 and from the ,soldier a long and thirsty march4 ,and ,authority1 when it does this commonly sets to work by one of these formulae3 as1 in ,england north of ,trent1 by the manifestly false and boastful phrase1 ',a thing begun is half ended'1 and in the south by ',the ,beginning is half the ,battle'2 but in ,france by the words ,i have attributed to the ,proverb-,maker1 ',ce n'est que le premier pas qui coute'4 ,by this you may perceive that the ,proverb-,maker1 like every other ,demagogue1 ,energumen1 and ,disturber1 dealt largely in metaphor--but this ,i need hardly insist upon1 for in his vast collection of published and unpublished works it is amply evident that he took the silly pride of the half-educated in a constant abuse of metaphor4 ,there was a sturdy boy at my school who1 when the master had carefully explained to us the nature of metaphor1 said that so far as he could see a metaphor was nothing but a long ,greek word for a lie4 ,and certainly men who know that the mere truth would be distasteful or tedious commonly have recourse to metaphor1 and so do those false men who desire to acquire a subtle and unjust influence over their fellows1 and chief among them1 the ,proverb-,maker4 ,for though his name is lost in the great space of time that has passed since he flourished1 yet his character can be very clearly deduced from the many literary fragments he has left1 and that is found to be the character of a pusillanimous and ill-bred usurer1 wholly lacking in foresight1 in generous enterprise1 and chivalrous enthusiasm--in matters of the ,faith a prig or a doubter1 in matters of adventure a poltroon1 in matters of ,science an ignorant ,parrot1 and in ,letters a wretchedly bad rhymester1 with a vice for alliteration2 a wilful liar 7as1 for instance1 ',the longest way round is the shortest way home'71 a startling miser 7as1 ',a penny saved is a penny earned'71 one ignorant of largesse and human charity 7as1 ',waste not1 want not'71 and a shocking boor in the point of honour 7as1 ',hard words break no bones'--he never fought1 ,i see1 but with a cudgel74 ,but he had just that touch of slinking humour which the peasants have1 and there is in all he said that exasperating quality for which we have no name1 which certainly is not accuracy1 and which is quite the opposite of judgement1 yet which catches the mind as brambles do our clothes1 causing us continually to pause and swear4 ,for he mixes up unanswerable things with false conclusions1 he is perpetually letting the cat out of the bag and exposing our tricks1 putting a colour to our actions1 disturbing us with our own memory1 indecently revealing corners of the soul4 ,he is like those men who say one unpleasant and rude thing about a friend1 and then take refuge from their disloyal and false action by pleading that this single accusation is true2 and it is perhaps for this abominable logicality of his and for his malicious cunning that ,i chiefly hate him3 and since he himself evidently hated the human race1 he must not complain if he is hated in return4 ,take1 for instance1 this phrase that set me writing1 ',ce nest que le premier pas qui coute'4 ,it is false4 ,much after a beginning is difficult1 as everybody knows who has crossed the sea1 and as for the first step a man never so much as remembers it2 if there is difficulty it is in the whole launching of a thing1 in the first ten pages of a book1 or the first half-hour of listening to a sermon1 or the first mile of a walk4 ,the first step is undertaken lightly1 pleasantly1 and with your soul in the sky2 it is the five-hundredth that counts4 ,but ,i know1 and you know1 and he knew 7worse luck7 that he was saying a thorny and catching thing when he made up that phrase4 ,it worries one of set purpose4 ,it is as though one had a voice inside one saying3 ',i know you1 you will never begin anything4 ,look at what you might have done6 ,here you are1 already twenty-one1 and you have not yet written a dictionary4 ,what will you do for fame8 ,eh8 ,nothing3 you are intolerably lazy--and what is worse1 it is your fate4 ,beginnings are insuperable barriers to you4 ,what about that great work on ,the ,national ,debt8 ,what about that little lyric on ,winchelsea that you thought of writing six years ago8 ,why are the few lines still in your head and not on paper8 ,because you can't begin4 ,however1 never mind1 you can't help it1 it's your one great flaw1 and it's fatal4 ,look at ,jones6 ,younger than you by half a year1 and already on the ,evening ,yankee taking bribes from ,company ,promoters6 ,and where are you8' c41 c4--and so forth4 ,so this threat about the heavy task of ,beginning breeds discouragement1 anger1 vexation1 irritability1 bad style1 pomposity and infinitives split from helm to saddle1 and metaphors as mixed as the ,carlton4 ,but it is just true enough to remain fast in the mind1 caught1 as it were1 by one finger4 ,for all things 7you will notice7 are very difficult in their origin1 and why1 no one can understand4 ,omne ,trinum3 they are difficult also in the shock of maturity and in their ending4 ,take1 for instance1 the ,life of ,man1 which is the ,difficulty of ,birth1 the ,difficulty of ,death1 and the ,difficulty of the ,grand ,climacteric4 ,,lector4 ,what is the ,grand ,climacteric8 ,,auctor4 ,i have no time to tell you1 for it would lead us into a discussion on ,astrology1 and then perhaps to a question of physical science1 and then you would find ,i was not orthodox1 and perhaps denounce me to the authorities4 ,i will tell you this much2 it is the moment 7not the year or the month1 mind you1 nor even the hour1 but the very second7 when a man is grown up1 when he sees things as they are 7that is1 backwards71 and feels solidly himself4 ,do ,i make myself clear8 ,no matter1 it is the ,shock of ,maturity1 and that must suffice for you4 ,but perhaps you have been reading little brown books on ,evolution1 and you don't believe in ,catastrophes1 or ,climaxes1 or ,definitions8 ,eh8 ,tell me1 do you believe in the peak of the ,matterhorn1 and have you doubts on the points of needles8 ,can the sun be said truly to rise or set1 and is there any exact meaning in the phrase1 ',done to a turn' as applied to omelettes8 ,you know there is2 and so also you must believe in ,categories1 and you must admit differences of kind as well as of degree1 and you must accept exact definition and believe in all that your fathers did1 that were wiser men than you1 as is easily proved if you will but imagine yourself for but one moment introduced into the presence of your ancestors1 and ask yourself which would look the fool4 ,especially must you believe in moments and their importance1 and avoid with the utmost care the ,comparative ,method and the argument of the ,slowly ,accumulating ,heap4 ,i hear that some scientists are already beginning to admit the reality of ,birth and ,death--let but some brave few make an act of ,faith in the ,grand ,climacteric and all shall yet be well4 ,well1 as ,i was saying1 this ,difficulty of ,beginning is but one of three1 and is ,inexplicable1 and is in the ,nature of ,things1 and it is very especially noticeable in the ,art of ,letters4 ,there is in every book the ,difficulty of ,beginning1 the ,difficulty of the ,turning-,point 7which is the ,grand ,climacteric of a ,book7-- ,,lector4 ,what is that in a ,book8 ,,auctor4 ,why1 it is the point where the reader has caught on1 enters into the ,book and desires to continue reading it4 ,,lector4 ,it comes earlier in some books than in others4 ,,auctor4 ,as you say444 ,and finally there is the ,difficulty of ,ending4 ,,lector4 ,i do not see how there can be any difficulty in ending a book4 ,,auctor4 ,that shows very clearly that you have never written one1 for there is nothing so hard in the writing of a book--no1 not even the choice of the ,dedication--as is the ending of it4 ,on this account only the great ,poets1 who are above custom and can snap their divine fingers at forms1 are not at the pains of devising careful endings4 ,thus1 ,homer ends with lines that might as well be in the middle of a passage2 ,hesiod1 ,i know not how2 and ,mr ,bailey1 the ,new ,voice from ,eurasia1 does not end at all1 but is still going on4 ,panurge told me that his great work on ,conchology would never have been finished had it not been for the ,bookseller that threatened law2 and as it is1 the last sentence has no verb in it4 ,there is always something more to be said1 and it is always so difficult to turn up the splice neatly at the edges4 ,on this account there are regular models for ending a book or a ,poem1 as there are for beginning one2 but1 for my part1 ,i think the best way of ending a book is to rummage about among one's manuscripts till one has found a bit of ,fine ,writing 7no matter upon what subject71 to lead up the last paragraphs by no matter what violent shocks to the thing it deals with1 to introduce a row of asterisks1 and then to paste on to the paper below these the piece of ,fine ,writing one has found4 ,i knew a man once who always wrote the end of a book first1 when his mind was fresh1 and so worked gradually back to the introductory chapter1 which 7he said7 was ever a kind of summary1 and could not be properly dealt with till a man knew all about his subject4 ,he said this was a sovran way to write ,history4 ,but it seems to me that this is pure extravagance1 for it would lead one at last to beginning at the bottom of the last page1 like the ,hebrew ,bible1 and 7if it were fully carried out7 to writing one's sentences backwards till one had a style like the ,london ,school of ,poets3 a very horrible conclusion4 ,however1 ,i am not concerned here with the ending of a book1 but with its beginning2 and ,i say that the beginning of any literary thing is hard1 and that this hardness is difficult to explain4 ,and ,i say more than this--,i say that an interminable discussion of the difficulty of beginning a book is the worst omen for going on with it1 and a trashy subterfuge at the best4 ,in the name of all decent1 common1 and homely things1 why not begin and have done with it8 ,it was in the very beginning of ,june1 at evening1 but not yet sunset1 that ,i set out from ,toul by the ,nancy gate2 but instead of going straight on past the parade-ground1 ,i turned to the right immediately along the ditch and rampart1 and did not leave the fortifications till ,i came to the road that goes up alongside the ,moselle4 ,for it was by the valley of this river that ,i was to begin my pilgrimage1 since1 by a happy accident1 the valley of the ,upper ,moselle runs straight towards ,rome1 though it takes you but a short part of the way4 ,what a good opening it makes for a direct pilgrimage can be seen from this little map1 where the dotted line points exactly to ,rome4 ,there are two bends which take one a little out of one's way1 and these bends ,i attempted to avoid1 but in general1 the valley1 about a hundred miles from ,toul to the source1 is an evident gate for any one walking from this part of ,lorraine into ,italy4 ,and this map is also useful to show what route ,i followed for my first three days past ,epinal and ,remiremont up to the source of the river1 and up over the great hill1 the ,ballon d',alsace4 ,i show the river valley like a trench1 and the hills above it shaded1 till the mountainous upper part1 the ,vosges1 is put in black4 ,i chose the decline of the day for setting out1 because of the great heat a little before noon and four hours after it4 ,remembering this1 ,i planned to walk at night and in the mornings and evenings1 but how this design turned out you shall hear in a moment4 ,i had not gone far1 not a quarter of a mile1 along my road leaving the town1 when ,i thought ,i would stop and rest a little and make sure that ,i had started propitiously and that ,i was really on my way to ,rome2 so ,i halted by a wall and looked back at the city and the forts1 and drew what ,i saw in my book4 ,it was a sight that had taken a firm hold of my mind in boyhood1 and that will remain in it as long as it can make pictures for itself out of the past4 ,i think this must be true of all conscripts with regard to the garrison in which they have served1 for the mind is so fresh at twenty-one and the life so new to every recruit as he joins it1 he is so cut off from books and all the worries of life1 that the surroundings of the place bite into him and take root1 as one's school does or one's first home4 ,and ,i had been especially fortunate since ,i had been with the gunners 7notoriously the best kind of men7 and not in a big place but in a little town1 very old and silent1 with more soldiers in its surrounding circle than there were men1 women1 and children within its useless ramparts4 ,it is known to be very beautiful1 and though ,i had not heard of this reputation1 ,i saw it to be so at once when ,i was first marched in1 on a ,november dawn1 up to the height of the artillery barracks4 ,i remembered seeing then the great hills surrounding it on every side1 hiding their menace and protection of guns1 and in the south and east the silent valley where the high forests dominate the ,moselle1 and the town below the road standing in an island or ring of tall trees4 ,all this1 ,i say1 ,i had permanently remembered1 and ,i had determined1 whenever ,i could go on pilgrimage to ,rome1 to make this place my starting-point1 and as ,i stopped here and looked back1 a little way outside the gates1 ,i took in again the scene that recalled so much laughter and heavy work and servitude and pride of arms4 ,i was looking straight at the great fort of ,st ,michel1 which is the strongest thing on the frontier1 and which is the key to the circle of forts that make up this entrenched camp4 ,one could see little or nothing of its batteries1 only its hundreds of feet of steep brushwood above the vineyards1 and at the summit a stunted wood purposely planted4 ,next to it on the left1 of equal height1 was the hog back of the ,cote ,barine1 hiding a battery4 ,between the ,cote ,barine and my road and wall1 ,i saw the rising ground and the familiar ,barracks that are called 7,i know not why7 the ,barracks of ,justice1 but ought more properly to be called the ,barracks of petty tyrannies and good fellowship1 in order to show the philosophers that these two things are the life of armies2 for of all the virtues practised in that old compulsory home of mine ,justice came second at least if not third1 while ,discipline and ,comradeship went first2 and the more ,i think of it the more ,i am convinced that of all the suffering youth that was being there annealed and forged into soldiery none can have suffered like the lawyers4 ,on the right the high trees that stand outside the ramparts of the town went dwindling in perspective like a palisade1 and above them1 here and there1 was a roof showing the top of the towers of the ,cathedral or of ,st ,gengoult4 ,all this ,i saw looking backwards1 and1 when ,i had noticed it and drawn it1 ,i turned round again and took the road4 ,i had1 in a small bag or pocket slung over my shoulder1 a large piece of bread1 half a pound of smoked ham1 a sketch-book1 two ,nationalist papers1 and a quart of the wine of ,brule--which is the most famous wine in the neighbourhood of the garrison1 yet very cheap4 ,and ,brule is a very good omen for men that are battered about and given to despairing1 since it is only called ,brule on account of its having been burnt so often by ,romans1 ,frenchmen1 ,burgundians1 ,germans1 ,flemings1 ,huns perhaps1 and generally all those who in the last few thousand years have taken a short cut at their enemies over the neck of the ,cote ,barine4 ,so you would imagine it to be a tumble-down1 weak1 wretched1 and disappearing place2 but1 so far from this1 it is a rich and proud village1 growing1 as ,i have said1 better wine than any in the garrison4 ,though ,toul stands in a great cup or ring of hills1 very high and with steep slopes1 and guns on all of them1 and all these hills grow wine1 none is so good as ,brule wine4 ,and this reminds me of a thing that happened in the ,manoeuvres of #ahia1 quorum pars magna2 for there were two divisions employed in that glorious and fatiguing great game1 and more than a gross of guns--to be accurate1 a hundred and fifty-six--and of these one 7the sixth piece of the tenth battery of the eighth--,i wonder where you all are now8 ,i suppose ,i shall not see you again2 but you were the best companions in the world1 my friends7 was driven by three drivers1 of whom ,i was the middle one1 and the worst1 having on my ,livret the note 'conducteur mediocre'4 ,but that is neither here nor there2 the story is as follows1 and the moral is that the commercial mind is illogical4 ,when we had gone some way1 clattering through the dust1 and were well on on the ,commercy road1 there was a short halt1 and during this halt there passed us the largest ,tun or ,barrel that ever went on wheels4 ,you talk of the ,great ,tun of ,heidelburg1 or of those monstrous ,vats that stand in cool sheds in the ,napa ,valley1 or of the vast barrels in the ,catacombs of ,rheims2 but all these are built in situ and meant to remain steady1 and there is no limit to the size of a ,barrel that has not to travel4 ,the point about this enormous ,receptacle of ,bacchus and cavernous huge ,prison of ,laughter1 was that it could move1 though cumbrously1 and it was drawn very slowly by stupid1 patient oxen1 who would not be hurried4 ,on the top of it sat a strong peasant1 with a face of determination1 as though he were at war with his kind1 and he kept on calling to his oxen1 ',han'1 and ',hu'1 in the tones of a sullen challenge1 as he went creaking past4 ,then the soldiers began calling out to him singly1 ',where are you off to1 ,father1 with that battery8' and ',why carry cold water to ,commercy8 ,they have only too much as it is2' and ',what have you got in the little barrelkin1 the barrellet1 the cantiniere's brandy-flask1 the gourd1 the firkin8' ,he stopped his oxen fiercely and turned round to us and said3 ',i will tell you what ,i have here4 ,i have so many hectolitres of ,brule wine which ,i made myself1 and which ,i know to be the best wine there is1 and ,i am taking it about to see if ,i cannot tame and break these proud fellows who are for ever beating down prices and mocking me4 ,it is worth eight 'scutcheons the hectolitre1 that is1 eight sols the litre2 what do ,i say8 it is worth a ,louis a cup3 but ,i will sell it at the price ,i name1 and not a penny less4 ,but whenever ,i come to a village the innkeeper begins bargaining and chaffering and offering six sols and seven sols1 and ,i answer1 ,eight sols1 take it or leave it1 and when he seems for haggling again ,i get up and drive away4 ,i know the worth of my wine1 and ,i will not be beaten down though ,i have to go out of ,lorraine into the ,barrois to sell it4' ,so when we caught him up again1 as we did shortly after on the road1 a sergeant cried as we passed1 ',i will give you seven1 seven and a quarter1 seven and a half'1 and we went on laughing and forgot all about him4 ,for many days we marched from this place to that place1 and fired and played a confused game in the hot sun till the train of sick horses was a mile long1 and till the recruits were all as deaf as so many posts2 and at last1 one evening1 we came to a place called ,heiltz le ,maurupt1 which was like heaven after the hot plain and the dust1 and whose inhabitants are as good and hospitable as ,angels2 it is just where the ,champagne begins4 ,when we had groomed and watered our horses1 and the stable guard had been set1 and we had all an hour or so's leisure to stroll about in the cool darkness before sleeping in the barns1 we had a sudden lesson in the smallness of the world1 for what should come up the village street but that monstrous ,barrel1 and we could see by its movements that it was still quite full4 ,we gathered round the peasant1 and told him how grieved we were at his ill fortune1 and agreed with him that all the people of the ,barrois were thieves or madmen not to buy such wine for such a song4 ,he took his oxen and his barrel to a very high shed that stood by1 and there he told us all his pilgrimage and the many assaults his firmness suffered1 and how he had resisted them all4 ,there was much more anger than sorrow in his accent1 and ,i could see that he was of the wood from which tyrants and martyrs are carved4 ,then suddenly he changed and became eloquent3 ',oh1 the good wine6 ,if only it were known and tasted6444 ,here1 give me a cup1 and ,i will ask some of you to taste it1 then at least ,i shall have it praised as it deserves4 ,and this is the wine ,i have carried more than a hundred miles1 and everywhere it has been refused6' ,there was one guttering candle on a little stool4 ,the roof of the shed was lost up in the great height of darkness2 behind1 in the darkness1 the oxen champed away steadily in the manger4 ,the light from the candle flame lit his face strongly from beneath and marked it with dark shadows4 ,it flickered on the circle of our faces as we pressed round1 and it came slantwise and waned and disappeared in the immense length of the ,barrel4 ,he stood near the tap with his brows knit as upon some very important task1 and all we1 gunners and drivers of the battery1 began unhooking our mugs and passing them to him4 ,there were nearly a hundred1 and he filled them all2 not in jollity1 but like a man offering up a solemn sacrifice4 ,we also1 entering into his mood1 passed our mugs continually1 thanking him in a low tone and keeping in the main silent4 ,a few linesmen lounged at the door2 he asked for their cups and filled them4 ,he bade them fetch as many of their comrades as cared to come2 and very soon there was a circulating crowd of men all getting wine of ,brule and murmuring their congratulations1 and he was willing enough to go on giving1 but we stopped when we saw fit and the scene ended4 ,i cannot tell what prodigious measure of wine he gave away to us all that night1 but when he struck the roof of the cask it already sounded hollow4 ,and when we had made a collection which he had refused1 he went to sleep by his oxen1 and we to our straw in other barns4 ,next day we started before dawn1 and ,i never saw him again4 ,this is the story of the wine of ,brule1 and it shows that what men love is never money itself but their own way1 and that human beings love sympathy and pageant above all things4 ,it also teaches us not to be hard on the rich4 ,i walked along the valley of the ,moselle1 and as ,i walked the long evening of summer began to fall4 ,the sky was empty and its deeps infinite2 the clearness of the air set me dreaming4 ,i passed the turn where we used to halt when we were learning how to ride in front of the guns1 past the little house where1 on rare holidays1 the boys could eat a matelote1 which is fish boiled in wine1 and so on to the place where the river is held by a weir and opens out into a kind of lake4 ,here ,i waited for a moment by the wooden railing1 and looked up into the hills4 ,so far ,i had been at home1 and ,i was now poring upon the last familiar thing before ,i ventured into the high woods and began my experience4 ,i therefore took a leisurely farewell1 and pondered instead of walking farther4 ,everything about me conduced to reminiscence and to ease4 ,a flock of sheep passed me with their shepherd1 who gave me a good-night4 ,i found myself entering that pleasant mood in which all books are conceived 7but none written72 ,i was 'smoking the enchanted cigarettes' of ,balzac1 and if this kind of reverie is fatal to action1 yet it is so much a factor of happiness that ,i wasted in the contemplation of that lovely and silent hollow many miles of marching4 ,i suppose if a man were altogether his own master and controlled by no necessity1 not even the necessity of expression1 all his life would pass away in these sublime imaginings4 ,this was a place ,i remembered very well4 ,the rising river of ,lorraine is caught and barred1 and it spreads in a great sheet of water that must be very shallow1 but that in its reflections and serenity resembles rather a profound and silent mere4 ,the steeps surrounding it are nearly mountainous1 and are crowned with deep forests in which the province reposes1 and upon which it depends for its local genius4 ,a little village1 which we used to call ',st ,peter of the ,quarries'1 lies up on the right between the steep and the water1 and just where the hills end a flat that was once marshy and is now half fields1 half ponds1 but broken with luxuriant trees1 marks the great age of its civilization4 ,along this flat runs1 bordered with rare poplars1 the road which one can follow on and on into the heart of the ,vosges4 ,i took from this silence and this vast plain of still water the repose that introduces night4 ,it was all consonant with what the peasants were about3 the return from labour1 the bleating folds1 and the lighting of lamps under the eaves4 ,in such a spirit ,i passed along the upper valley to the spring of the hills4 ,in ,st ,pierre it was just that passing of daylight when a man thinks he can still read2 when the buildings and the bridges are great masses of purple that deceive one1 recalling the details of daylight1 but when the night birds1 surer than men and less troubled by this illusion of memory1 have discovered that their darkness has conquered4 ,the peasants sat outside their houses in the twilight accepting the cool air2 every one spoke to me as ,i marched through1 and ,i answered them all1 nor was there in any of their salutations the omission of good fellowship or of the name of ,god4 ,saving with one man1 who was a sergeant of artillery on leave1 and who cried out to me in an accent that was very familiar and asked me to drink2 but ,i told him ,i had to go up into the forest to take advantage of the night1 since the days were so warm for walking4 ,as ,i left the last house of the village ,i was not secure from loneliness1 and when the road began to climb up the hill into the wild and the trees ,i was wondering how the night would pass4 ,with every step upward a greater mystery surrounded me4 ,a few stars were out1 and the brown night mist was creeping along the water below1 but there was still light enough to see the road1 and even to distinguish the bracken in the deserted hollows4 ,the highway became little better than a lane2 at the top of the hill it plunged under tall pines1 and was vaulted over with darkness4 ,the kingdoms that have no walls1 and are built up of shadows1 began to oppress me as the night hardened4 ,had ,i had companions1 still we would only have spoken in a whisper1 and in that dungeon of trees even my own self would not raise its voice within me4 ,it was full night when ,i had reached a vague clearing in the woods1 right up on the height of that flat hill4 ,this clearing was called ',the ,fountain of ,magdalen'4 ,i was so far relieved by the broader sky of the open field that ,i could wait and rest a little1 and there1 at last1 separate from men1 ,i thought of a thousand things4 ,the air was full of midsummer1 and its mixture of exaltation and fear cut me off from ordinary living4 ,i now understood why our religion has made sacred this season of the year2 why we have1 a little later1 the night of ,st ,john1 the fires in the villages1 and the old perception of fairies dancing in the rings of the summer grass4 ,a general communion of all things conspires at this crisis of summer against us reasoning men that should live in the daylight1 and something fantastic possesses those who are foolish enough to watch upon such nights4 ,so ,i1 watching1 was cut off4 ,there were huge1 vague summits1 all wooded1 peering above the field ,i sat in1 but they merged into a confused horizon4 ,i was on a high plateau1 yet ,i felt myself to be alone with the immensity that properly belongs to plains alone4 ,i saw the stars1 and remembered how ,i had looked up at them on just such a night when ,i was close to the ,pacific1 bereft of friends and possessed with solitude4 ,there was no noise2 it was full darkness4 ,the woods before and behind me made a square frame of silence1 and ,i was enchased here in the clearing1 thinking of all things4 ,then a little wind passed over the vast forests of ,lorraine4 ,it seemed to wake an indefinite sly life proper to this seclusion1 a life to which ,i was strange1 and which thought me an invader4 ,yet ,i heard nothing4 ,there were no adders in the long grass1 nor any frogs in that dry square of land1 nor crickets on the high part of the hill2 but ,i knew that little creatures in league with every nocturnal influence1 enemies of the sun1 occupied the air and the land about me2 nor will ,i deny that ,i felt a rebel1 knowing well that men were made to work in happy dawns and to sleep in the night1 and everything in that short and sacred darkness multiplied my attentiveness and my illusion4 ,perhaps the instincts of the sentry1 the necessities of guard1 come back to us out of the ages unawares during such experiments4 ,at any rate the night oppressed and exalted me4 ,then ,i suddenly attributed such exaltation to the need of food4 ',if we must try this bookish plan of sleeping by day and walking by night1' ,i thought1 'at least one must arrange night meals to suit it4' ,i therefore1 with my mind still full of the forest1 sat down and lit a match and peered into my sack1 taking out therefrom bread and ham and chocolate and ,brule wine4 ,for seat and table there was a heathery bank still full of the warmth and savour of the last daylight1 for companions these great inimical influences of the night which ,i had met and dreaded1 and for occasion or excuse there was hunger4 ,of the ,many that debate what shall be done with travellers1 it was the best and kindest ,spirit that prompted me to this salutary act4 ,for as ,i drank the wine and dealt with the ham and bread1 ,i felt more and more that ,i had a right to the road2 the stars became familiar and the woods a plaything4 ,it is quite clear that the body must be recognized and the soul kept in its place1 since a little refreshing food and drink can do so much to make a man4 ,on this repast ,i jumped up merrily1 lit a pipe1 and began singing1 and heard1 to my inexpressible joy1 some way down the road1 the sound of other voices4 ,they were singing that old song of the ,french infantry which dates from ,louis ,,xiv1 and is called ',aupres de ma blonde'4 ,i answered their chorus1 so that1 by the time we met under the wood1 we were already acquainted4 ,they told me they had had a forty-eight hours' leave into ,nancy1 the four of them1 and had to be in by roll-call at a place called ,villey the ,dry4 ,i remembered it after all those years4 ,it is a village perched on the brow of one of these high hills above the river1 and it found itself one day surrounded by earthworks1 and a great fort raised just above the church4 ,then1 before they knew where they were1 they learnt that 7#a7 no one could go in or out between sunset and sunrise without leave of the officer in command2 7#b7 that from being a village they had become the 'buildings situate within ,fort ,no4 #ah'2 7#c7 that they were to be deluged with soldiers2 and 7#d7 that they were liable to evacuate their tenements on mobilization4 ,they had become a fort unwittingly as they slept1 and all their streets were blocked with ramparts4 ,a hard fate2 but they should not have built their village just on the brow of a round hill4 ,they did this in the old days1 when men used stone instead of iron1 because the top of a hill was a good place to hold against enemies2 and so now1 these #gc1dbf years after1 they find the same advantage catching them again to their hurt4 ,and so things go the round4 ,anyway ,villey the ,dry is a fort1 and there my four brothers were going4 ,it was miles off1 and they had to be in by sunrise1 so ,i offered them a pull of my wine1 which1 to my great joy1 they refused1 and we parted courteously4 ,then ,i found the road beginning to fall1 and knew that ,i had crossed the hills4 ,as the forest ended and the sloping fields began1 a dim moon came up late in the east in the bank of fog that masked the river4 ,so by a sloping road1 now free from the woods1 and at the mouth of a fine untenanted valley under the moon1 ,i came down again to the ,moselle1 having saved a great elbow by this excursion over the high land4 ,as ,i swung round the bend of the hills downwards and looked up the sloping dell1 ,i remembered that these heathery hollows were called 'vallons' by the people of ,lorraine1 and this set me singing the song of the hunters1 ',entends tu dans nos vallons1 le ,chasseur sonner du clairon1' which ,i sang loudly till ,i reached the river bank1 and lost the exhilaration of the hills4 ,i had now come some twelve miles from my starting-place1 and it was midnight4 ,the plain1 the level road 7which often rose a little71 and the dank air of the river began to oppress me with fatigue4 ,i was not disturbed by this1 for ,i had intended to break these nights of marching by occasional repose1 and while ,i was in the comfort of cities--especially in the false hopes that one got by reading books--,i had imagined that it was a light matter to sleep in the open4 ,indeed1 ,i had often so slept when ,i had been compelled to it in ,manoeuvres1 but ,i had forgotten how essential was a rug of some kind1 and what a difference a fire and comradeship could make4 ,thinking over it all1 feeling my tiredness1 and shivering a little in the chill under the moon and the clear sky1 ,i was very ready to capitulate and to sleep in bed like a ,christian at the next opportunity4 ,but there is some influence in vows or plans that escapes our power of rejudgement4 ,all false calculations must be paid for1 and ,i found1 as you will see1 that having said ,i would sleep in the open1 ,i had to keep to it in spite of all my second thoughts4 ,i passed one village and then another in which everything was dark1 and in which ,i could waken nothing but dogs1 who thought me an enemy1 till at last ,i saw a great belt of light in the fog above the ,moselle4 ,here there was a kind of town or large settlement where there were ironworks1 and where1 as ,i thought1 there would be houses open1 even after midnight4 ,i first found the old town1 where just two men were awake at some cooking work or other4 ,i found them by a chink of light streaming through their door2 but they gave me no hope1 only advising me to go across the river and try in the new town where the forges and the ironworks were4 ',there1' they said1 ',i should certainly find a bed4' ,i crossed the bridge1 being now much too weary to notice anything1 even the shadowy hills1 and the first thing ,i found was a lot of waggons that belonged to a caravan or fair4 ,here some men were awake1 but when ,i suggested that they should let me sleep in their little houses on wheels1 they told me it was never done2 that it was all they could do to pack in themselves2 that they had no straw2 that they were guarded by dogs2 and generally gave me to understand 7though without violence or unpoliteness7 that ,i looked as though ,i were the man to steal their lions and tigers4 ,they told me1 however1 that without doubt ,i should find something open in the centre of the workmen's quarter1 where the great electric lamps now made a glare over the factory4 ,i trudged on unwillingly1 and at the very last house of this detestable industrial slavery1 a high house with a gable1 ,i saw a window wide open1 and a blonde man smoking a cigarette at a balcony4 ,i called to him at once1 and asked him to let me a bed4 ,he put to me all the questions he could think of4 ,why was ,i there8 ,where had ,i come from8 ,where 7if ,i was honest7 had ,i intended to sleep8 ,how came ,i at such an hour on foot8 and other examinations4 ,i thought a little what excuse to give him1 and then1 determining that ,i was too tired to make up anything plausible1 ,i told him the full truth2 that ,i had meant to sleep rough1 but had been overcome by fatigue1 and that ,i had walked from ,toul1 starting at evening4 ,i conjured him by our common ,faith to let me in4 ,he told me that it was impossible1 as he had but one room in which he and his family slept1 and assured me he had asked all these questions out of sympathy and charity alone4 ,then he wished me good-night1 honestly and kindly1 and went in4 ,by this time ,i was very much put out1 and began to be angry4 ,these straggling ,french towns give no opportunity for a shelter4 ,i saw that ,i should have to get out beyond the market gardens1 and that it might be a mile or two before ,i found any rest4 ,a clock struck one4 ,i looked up and saw it was from the belfry of one of those new chapels which the monks are building everywhere1 nor did ,i forget to curse the monks in my heart for building them4 ,i cursed also those who started smelting works in the ,moselle valley2 those who gave false advice to travellers2 those who kept lions and tigers in caravans1 and for a small sum ,i would have cursed the whole human race1 when ,i saw that my bile had hurried me out of the street well into the countryside1 and that above me1 on a bank1 was a patch of orchard and a lane leading up to it4 ,into this ,i turned1 and1 finding a good deal of dry hay lying under the trees1 ,i soon made myself an excellent bed1 first building a little mattress1 and then piling on hay as warm as a blanket4 ,i did not lie awake 7as when ,i planned my pilgrimage ,i had promised myself ,i would do71 looking at the sky through the branches of trees1 but ,i slept at once without dreaming1 and woke up to find it was broad daylight1 and the sun ready to rise4 ,then1 stiff and but little rested by two hours of exhaustion1 ,i took up my staff and my sack and regained the road4 ,i should very much like to know what those who have an answer to everything can say about the food requisite to breakfast8 ,those great men ,marlowe and ,jonson1 ,shakespeare1 and ,spenser before him1 drank beer at rising1 and tamed it with a little bread4 ,in the regiment we used to drink black coffee without sugar1 and cut off a great hunk of stale crust1 and eat nothing more till the halt3 for the matter of that1 the great victories of '#ic were fought upon such unsubstantial meals2 for the ,republicans fought first and ate afterwards1 being in this quite unlike the ,ten ,thousand4 ,sailors ,i know eat nothing for some hours--,i mean those who turn out at four in the morning2 ,i could give the name of the watch1 but that ,i forget it and will not be plagued to look up technicalities4 ,dogs eat the first thing they come across1 cats take a little milk1 and gentlemen are accustomed to get up at nine and eat eggs1 bacon1 kidneys1 ham1 cold pheasant1 toast1 coffee1 tea1 scones1 and honey1 after which they will boast that their race is the hardiest in the world and ready to bear every fatigue in the pursuit of ,empire4 ,but what rule governs all this8 ,why is breakfast different from all other things1 so that the ,greeks called it the best thing in the world1 and so that each of us in a vague way knows that he would eat at breakfast nothing but one special kind of food1 and that he could not imagine breakfast at any other hour in the day8 ,the provocation to this inquiry 7which ,i have here no time to pursue7 lies in the extraordinary distaste that ,i conceived that morning for ,brule wine4 ,my ham and bread and chocolate ,i had consumed overnight4 ,i thought1 in my folly1 that ,i could break my fast on a swig of what had seemed to me1 only the night before1 the best revivifier and sustenance possible4 ,in the harsh dawn it turned out to be nothing but a bitter and intolerable vinegar4 ,i make no attempt to explain this1 nor to say why the very same wine that had seemed so good in the forest 7and was to seem so good again later on by the canal7 should now repel me4 ,i can only tell you that this heavy disappointment convinced me of a great truth that a ,politician once let slip in my hearing1 and that ,i have never since forgotten4 ',man1' said the ,director of the ,state1 'man is but the creature of circumstance4' ,as it was1 ,i lit a pipe of tobacco and hobbled blindly along for miles under and towards the brightening east4 ,just before the sun rose ,i turned and looked backward from a high bridge that recrossed the river4 ,the long effort of the night had taken me well on my way4 ,i was out of the familiar region of the garrison4 ,the great forest-hills that ,i had traversed stood up opposite the dawn1 catching the new light2 heavy1 drifting1 but white clouds1 rare at such an hour1 sailed above them4 ,the valley of the ,moselle1 which ,i had never thought of save as a half mountainous region1 had fallen1 to become a kind of long garden1 whose walls were regular1 low1 and cultivated slopes4 ,the main waterway of the valley was now not the river but the canal that fed from it4 ,the tall grasses1 the leaves1 and poplars bordering the river and the canal seemed dark close to me1 but the valley as a whole was vague1 a mass of trees with one ,lorraine church-tower showing1 and the delicate slopes bounding it on either side4 ,descending from this bridge ,i found a sign-post1 that told me ,i had walked thirty-two kilometres--which is twenty miles--from ,toul2 that it was one kilometre to ,flavigny1 and heaven knows how much to a place called ,charmes4 ,the sun rose in the mist that lay up the long even trends of the vale1 between the low and level hills1 and ,i pushed on my thousand yards towards ,flavigny4 ,there1 by a special providence1 ,i found the entertainment and companionship whose lack had left me wrecked all these early hours4 ,as ,i came into ,flavigny ,i saw at once that it was a place on which a book might easily be written1 for it had a church built in the seventeenth century1 when few churches were built outside great towns1 a convent1 and a general air of importance that made of it that grand and noble thing1 that primary cell of the organism of ,europe1 that best of all ,christian associations - a large village4 ,i say a book might be written upon it1 and there is no doubt that a great many articles and pamphlets must have been written upon it1 for the ,french are furiously given to local research and reviews1 and to glorifying their native places3 and when they cannot discover folklore they enrich their beloved homes by inventing it4 ,there was even a man 7,i forget his name7 who wrote a delightful book called ,popular and ,traditional ,songs of my ,province1 which book1 after he was dead1 was discovered to be entirely his own invention1 and not a word of it familiar to the inhabitants of the soil4 ,he was a large1 laughing man that smoked enormously1 had great masses of hair1 and worked by night2 also he delighted in the society of friends1 and talked continuously4 ,i wish he had a statue somewhere1 and that they would pull down to make room for it any one of those useless bronzes that are to be found even in the little villages1 and that commemorate solemn1 whiskered men1 pillars of the state4 ,for surely this is the habit of the true poet1 and marks the vigour and recurrent origin of poetry1 that a man should get his head full of rhythms and catches1 and that they should jumble up somehow into short songs of his own4 ,what could more suggest 7for instance7 a whole troop of dancing words and lovely thoughts than this refrain from the ,tourdenoise-- 444 ,son beau corps est en terre ,son ame en ,paradis4 ,tu ris8 ,et ris1 tu ris1 ma ,bergere1 ,ris1 ma ,bergere1 tu ris4 ,that was the way they set to work in ,england before the ,puritans came1 when men were not afraid to steal verses from one another1 and when no one imagined that he could live by letters1 but when every poet took a patron1 or begged or robbed the churches4 ,so much for the poets4 ,flavigny then1 ,i say 7for ,i seem to be digressing71 is a long street of houses all built together as animals build their communities4 ,they are all very old1 but the people have worked hard since the ,revolution1 and none of them are poor1 nor are any of them very rich4 ,i saw but one gentleman's house1 and that1 ,i am glad to say1 was in disrepair4 ,most of the peasants' houses had1 for a ground floor1 cavernous great barns out of which came a delightful smell of morning -- that is1 of hay1 litter1 oxen1 and stored grains and old wood2 which is the true breath of morning1 because it is the scent that all the human race worth calling human first meets when it rises1 and is the association of sunrise in the minds of those who keep the world alive3 but not in the wretched minds of townsmen1 and least of all in the minds of journalists1 who know nothing of morning save that it is a time of jaded emptiness when you have just done prophesying 7for the hundredth time7 the approaching end of the world1 when the floors are beginning to tremble with machinery1 and when1 in a weary kind of way1 one feels hungry and alone3 a nasty life and usually a short one4 ,to return to ,flavigny4 ,this way of stretching a village all along one street is ,roman1 and is the mark of civilization4 ,when ,i was at college ,i was compelled to read a work by the crabbed ,tacitus on the ,germans1 where1 in the midst of a deal that is vague and fantastic nonsense and much that is wilful lying1 comes this excellent truth1 that barbarians build their houses separate1 but civilized men together4 ,so whenever you see a lot of red roofs nestling1 as the phrase goes1 in the woods of a hillside in south ,england1 remember that all that is savagery2 but when you see a hundred white-washed houses in a row along a dead straight road1 lift up your hearts1 for you are in civilization again4 ,but ,i continue to wander from ,flavigny4 ,the first thing ,i saw as ,i came into the street and noted how the level sun stood in a haze beyond1 and how it shadowed and brought out the slight irregularities of the road1 was a cart drawn by a galloping donkey1 which came at and passed me with a prodigious clatter as ,i dragged myself forward4 ,in the cart were two nuns1 each with a scythe2 they were going out mowing1 and were up the first in the village1 as ,religious always are4 ,cheered by this happy omen1 but not yet heartened1 ,i next met a very old man leading out a horse1 and asked him if there was anywhere where ,i could find coffee and bread at that hour2 but he shook his head mournfully and wished me good-morning in a strong accent1 for he was deaf and probably thought ,i was begging4 ,so ,i went on still more despondent till ,i came to a really merry man of about middle age who was going to the fields1 singing1 with a very large rake over his shoulder4 ,when ,i had asked him the same question he stared at me a little and said of course coffee and bread could be had at the baker's1 and when ,i asked him how ,i should know the baker's he was still more surprised at my ignorance1 and said1 ',by the smoke coming from the large chimney4' ,this ,i saw rising a short way off on my right1 so ,i thanked him and went and found there a youth of about nineteen1 who sat at a fine oak table and had coffee1 rum1 and a loaf before him4 ,he was waiting for the bread in the oven to be ready2 and meanwhile he was very courteous1 poured out coffee and rum for me and offered me bread4 ,it is a matter often discussed why bakers are such excellent citizens and good men4 ,for while it is admitted in every country ,i was ever in that cobblers are argumentative and atheists 7,i except the cobbler under ,plinlimmon1 concerning whom would to heaven ,i had the space to tell you all here1 for he knows the legends of the mountain71 while it is public that barbers are garrulous and servile1 that millers are cheats 7we say in ,sussex that every honest miller has a large tuft of hair on the palm of his hand71 yet--with every trade in the world having some bad quality attached to it--bakers alone are exempt1 and every one takes it for granted that they are sterling3 indeed1 there are some societies in which1 no matter how gloomy and churlish the conversation may have become1 you have but to mention bakers for voices to brighten suddenly and for a good influence to pervade every one4 ,i say this is known for a fact1 but not usually explained2 the explanation is1 that bakers are always up early in the morning and can watch the dawn1 and that in this occupation they live in lonely contemplation enjoying the early hours4 ,so it was with this baker of mine in ,flavigny1 who was a boy4 ,when he heard that ,i had served at ,toul he was delighted beyond measure2 he told me of a brother of his that had been in the same regiment1 and he assured me that he was himself going into the artillery by special enlistment1 having got his father's leave4 ,you know very little if you think ,i missed the opportunity of making the guns seem terrible and glorious in his eyes4 ,i told him stories enough to waken a sentry of reserve1 and if it had been possible 7with my youth so obvious7 ,i would have woven in a few anecdotes of active service1 and described great shells bursting under my horses and the teams shot down1 and the gunners all the while impassive2 but as ,i saw ,i should not be believed ,i did not speak of such things1 but confined myself to what he would see and hear when he joined4 ,meanwhile the good warm food and the rising morning had done two things2 they had put much more vigour into me than ,i had had when ,i slunk in half-an-hour before1 but at the same time 7and this is a thing that often comes with food and with rest7 they had made me feel the fatigue of so long a night4 ,i rose up1 therefore1 determined to find some place where ,i could sleep4 ,i asked this friend of mine how much there was to pay1 and he said 'fourpence'4 ,then we exchanged ritual salutations1 and ,i took the road4 ,i did not leave the town or village without noticing one extraordinary thing at the far end of it1 which was that1 whereas most places in ,france are proud of their town-hall and make a great show of it1 here in ,flavigny they had taken a great house and written over it ,,ecole ,,communale in great letters1 and then they had written over a kind of lean-to or out-house of this big place the words ',hotel de ville' in very small letters1 so small that ,i had a doubt for a moment if the citizens here were good republicans--a treasonable thought on all this frontier4 ,then1 a mile onward1 ,i saw the road cross the canal and run parallel to it4 ,i saw the canal run another mile or so under a fine bank of deep woods4 ,i saw an old bridge leading over it to that inviting shade1 and as it was now nearly six and the sun was gathering strength1 ,i went1 with slumber overpowering me and my feet turning heavy beneath me1 along the tow-path1 over the bridge1 and lay down on the moss under these delightful trees4 ,forgetful of the penalty that such an early repose would bring1 and of the great heat that was to follow at midday1 ,i quickly became part of the life of that forest and fell asleep4 ,when ,i awoke it was full eight o'clock1 and the sun had gained great power4 ,i saw him shining at me through the branches of my trees like a patient enemy outside a city that one watches through the loopholes of a tower1 and ,i began to be afraid of taking the road4 ,i looked below me down the steep bank between the trunks and saw the canal looking like black marble1 and ,i heard the buzzing of the flies above it1 and ,i noted that all the mist had gone4 ,a very long way off1 the noise of its ripples coming clearly along the floor of the water1 was a lazy barge and a horse drawing it4 ,from time to time the tow-rope slackened into the still surface1 and ,i heard it dripping as it rose4 ,the rest of the valley was silent except for that under-humming of insects which marks the strength of the sun4 ,now ,i saw clearly how difficult it was to turn night into day1 for ,i found myself condemned either to waste many hours that ought to be consumed on my pilgrimage1 or else to march on under the extreme heat2 and when ,i had drunk what was left of my ,brule wine 7which then seemed delicious71 and had eaten a piece of bread1 ,i stiffly jolted down the bank and regained the highway4 ,in the first village ,i came to ,i found that ,mass was over1 and this justly annoyed me2 for what is a pilgrimage in which a man cannot hear ,mass every morning8 ,of all the things ,i have read about ,st ,louis which make me wish ,i had known him to speak to1 nothing seems to me more delightful than his habit of getting ,mass daily whenever he marched down south1 but why this should be so delightful ,i cannot tell4 ,of course there is a grace and influence belonging to such a custom1 but it is not of that ,i am speaking but of the pleasing sensation of order and accomplishment which attaches to a day one has opened by ,mass2 a purely temporal1 and1 for all ,i know1 what the monks back at the ironworks would have called a carnal feeling1 but a source of continual comfort to me4 ,let them go their way and let me go mine4 ,this comfort ,i ascribe to four causes 7just above you will find it written that ,i could not tell why this should be so1 but what of that871 and these causes are3 #a4 ,that for half-an-hour just at the opening of the day you are silent and recollected1 and have to put off cares1 interests1 and passions in the repetition of a familiar action4 ,this must certainly be a great benefit to the body and give it tone4 #b4 ,that the ,mass is a careful and rapid ritual4 ,now it is the function of all ritual 7as we see in games1 social arrangements and so forth7 to relieve the mind by so much of responsibility and initiative and to catch you up 7as it were7 into itself1 leading your life for you during the time it lasts4 ,in this way you experience a singular repose1 after which fallowness ,i am sure one is fitter for action and judgement4 #c4 ,that the surroundings incline you to good and reasonable thoughts1 and for the moment deaden the rasp and jar of that busy wickedness which both working in one's self and received from others is the true source of all human miseries4 ,thus the time spent at ,mass is like a short repose in a deep and well-built library1 into which no sounds come and where you feel yourself secure against the outer world4 #d4 ,and the most important cause of this feeling of satisfaction is that you are doing what the human race has done for thousands upon thousands upon thousands of years4 ,this is a matter of such moment that ,i am astonished people hear of it so little4 ,whatever is buried right into our blood from immemorial habit that we must be certain to do if we are to be fairly happy 7of course no grown man or woman can really be very happy for long--but ,i mean reasonably happy71 and1 what is more important1 decent and secure of our souls4 ,thus one should from time to time hunt animals1 or at the very least shoot at a mark2 one should always drink some kind of fermented liquor with one's food--and especially deeply upon great feast-days2 one should go on the water from time to time2 and one should dance on occasions2 and one should sing in chorus4 ,for all these things man has done since ,god put him into a garden and his eyes first became troubled with a soul4 ,similarly some teacher or ranter or other1 whose name ,i forget1 said lately one very wise thing at least1 which was that every man should do a little work with his hands4 ,oh6 what good philosophy this is1 and how much better it would be if rich people1 instead of raining the influence of their rank and spending their money on leagues for this or that exceptional thing1 were to spend it in converting the middle-class to ordinary living and to the tradition of the race4 ,indeed1 if ,i had power for some thirty years ,i would see to it that people should be allowed to follow their inbred instincts in these matters1 and should hunt1 drink1 sing1 dance1 sail1 and dig2 and those that would not should be compelled by force4 ,now in the morning ,mass you do all that the race needs to do and has done for all these ages where religion was concerned2 there you have the sacred and separate ,enclosure1 the ,altar1 the ,priest in his ,vestments1 the set ritual1 the ancient and hierarchic tongue1 and all that your nature cries out for in the matter of worship4 ,from these considerations it is easy to understand how put out ,i was to find ,mass over on this first morning of my pilgrimage4 ,and ,i went along the burning road in a very ill-humour till ,i saw upon my right1 beyond a low wall and in a kind of park1 a house that seemed built on some artificial raised ground surrounded by a wall1 but this may have been an illusion1 the house being really only very tall4 ,at any rate ,i drew it1 and in the village just beyond it ,i learnt something curious about the man that owned it4 ,for ,i had gone into a house to take a third meal of bread and wine and to replenish my bottle when the old woman of the house1 who was a kindly person1 told me she had just then no wine4 ',but1' said she1 ',mr ,so and ,so that lives in the big house sells it to any one who cares to buy even in the smallest quantities1 and you will see his shed standing by the side of the road4' ,everything happened just as she had said4 ,i came to the big shed by the park wall1 and there was a kind of counter made of boards1 and several big tuns and two men3 one in an apron serving1 and the other in a little box or compartment writing4 ,i was somewhat timid to ask for so little as a quart1 but the apron man in the most businesslike way filled my bottle at a tap and asked for fourpence4 ,he was willing to talk1 and told me many things3 of good years in wine1 of the nature of their trade1 of the influence of the moon on brewing1 of the importance of spigots1 and what not2 but when ,i tried to get out of him whether the owner were an eccentric private gentleman or a merchant that had the sense to earn little pennies as well as large ones1 ,i could not make him understand my meaning2 for his idea of rank was utterly different from mine and took no account of idleness and luxury and daftness1 but was based entirely upon money and clothes4 ,moreover we were both of us ,republicans1 so the matter was of no great moment4 ,courteously saluting ourselves we parted1 he remaining to sell wine and ,i hobbling to ,rome1 now a little painfully and my sack the heavier by a quart of wine1 which1 as you probably know1 weighs almost exactly two pounds and a half4 ,it was by this time close upon eleven1 and ,i had long reached the stage when some kinds of men begin talking of ,dogged ,determination1 ,bull-dog pluck1 the stubborn spirit of the ,island race and so forth1 but when those who can boast a little of the sacred ,french blood are in a mood of set despair 7both kinds march on1 and the mobility of either infantry is much the same71 ,i say ,i had long got to this point of exhaustion when it occurred to me that ,i should need an excellent and thorough meal at midday4 ,but on looking at my map ,i found that there was nothing nearer than this town of ,charmes that was marked on the milestones1 and that was the first place ,i should come to in the department of the ,vosges4 ,it would take much too long to describe the dodges that weary men and stiff have recourse to when they are at the close of a difficult task3 how they divide it up in lengths in their minds1 how they count numbers1 how they begin to solve problems in mental arithmetic3 ,i tried them all4 ,then ,i thought of a new one1 which is really excellent1 and which ,i recommend to the whole world4 ,it is to vary the road1 suddenly taking now the fields1 now the river1 but only occasionally the turnpike4 ,this last lap was very well suited for such a method4 ,the valley had become more like a wide and shallow trench than ever4 ,the hills on either side were low and exactly even4 ,up the middle of it went the river1 the canal and the road1 and these two last had only a field between them2 now broad1 now narrow4 ,first on the tow-path1 then on the road1 then on the grass1 then back on the tow-path1 ,i pieced out the last baking mile into ,charmes1 that lies at the foot of a rather higher hill1 and at last was dragging myself up the street just as the bell was ringing the noon ,angelus2 nor1 however tedious you may have found it to read this final effort of mine1 can you have found it a quarter as wearisome as ,i did to walk it2 and surely between writer and reader there should be give and take1 now the one furnishing the entertainment and now the other4 ,the delightful thing in ,charmes is its name4 ,of this name ,i had indeed been thinking as ,i went along the last miles of that dusty and deplorable road--that a town should be called ',charms'4 ,not but that towns1 if they are left to themselves and not hurried1 have a way of settling into right names suited to the hills about them and recalling their own fields4 ,i remember ,sussex1 and as ,i remember it ,i must1 if only for example1 set down my roll-call of such names1 as--,fittleworth1 where the ,inn has painted panels2 ,amberley in the marshes2 delicate ,fernhurst1 and ,ditchling under its hill2 ,arundel1 that is well known to every one2 and ,climping1 that no one knows1 set on a lonely beach and lost at the vague end of an impassable road2 and ,barlton1 and ,burton1 and ,duncton1 and ,coldwatham1 that stand under in the shadow and look up at the great downs2 and ,petworth1 where the spire leans sideways2 and ,timberley1 that the floods make into an island2 and ,no ,man's ,land1 where first there breaks on you the distant sea4 ,i never knew a ,sussex man yet but1 if you noted him such a list1 would answer3 ',there ,i was on such and such a day2 this ,i came to after such and such a run2 and that other is my home4' ,but it is not his recollection alone which moves him1 it is sound of the names4 ,he feels the accent of them1 and all the men who live between ,hind-head and the ,channel know these names stand for ,eden2 the noise is enough to prove it4 ,so it is also with the hidden valleys of the lie de ,france2 and when you say ,jouy or ,chevreuse to a man that was born in those shadows he grows dreamy--yet they are within a walk of ,paris4 ,but the wonderful thing about a name like ,charmes is that it hands down the dead4 ,for some dead man gave it a keen name proceeding from his own immediate delight1 and made general what had been a private pleasure1 and1 so to speak1 bequeathed a poem to his town4 ,they say the ,arabs do this2 calling one place 'the rest of the warriors'1 and another 'the end'1 and another 'the surprise of the horses'3 let those who know them speak for it4 ,i at least know that in the west of the ,cotentin 7a sea-garden7 old ,danes married to ,gaulish women discovered the just epithet1 and that you have ',st ,mary on the ,hill' and ',high ,town under the ,wind' and ',the ,borough over the ,heath'1 which are to-day exactly what their name describes them4 ,if you doubt that ,england has such descriptive names1 consider the great ,truth that at one junction on a railway where a mournful desolation of stagnant waters and treeless1 stonewalled fields threatens you with experience and awe1 a melancholy porter is told off to put his head into your carriage and to chant like ,charon1 ',change here for ,ashton under the ,wood1 ,moreton on the ,marsh1 ,bourton on the ,water1 and ,stow in the ,wold4' ,charmes does not fulfil its name nor preserve what its forgotten son found so wonderful in it4 ,for at luncheon there a great commercial traveller told me fiercely that it was chiefly known for its breweries1 and that he thought it of little account4 ,still even in ,charmes ,i found one marvellous corner of a renaissance house1 which ,i drew2 but as ,i have lost the drawing1 let it go4 ,when ,i came out from the inn of ,charmes the heat was more terrible than ever1 and the prospect of a march in it more intolerable4 ,my head hung1 ,i went very slowly1 and ,i played with cowardly thoughts1 which were really 7had ,i known it7 good angels4 ,i began to look out anxiously for woods1 but saw only long whitened wall glaring in the sun1 or1 if ever there were trees1 they were surrounded by wooden palisades which the owners had put there4 ,but in a little time 7now ,i had definitely yielded to temptation7 ,i found a thicket4 ,you must know that if you yield to entertaining a temptation1 there is the opportunity presented to you like lightning4 ,a theologian told me this1 and it is partly true3 but not of ,mammon or ,belphegor1 or whatever ,devil it is that overlooks the ,currency 7,i can see his face from here73 for how many have yielded to the ,desire of ,riches and professed themselves very willing to revel in them1 yet did not get an opportunity worth a farthing till they died8 ,like those two beggars that ,rabelais tells of1 one of whom wished for all the gold that would pay for all the merchandise that had ever been sold in ,paris since its first foundation1 and the other for as much gold as would go into all the sacks that could be sewn by all the needles 7and those of the smallest size7 that could be crammed into ,notre-,dame from the floor to the ceiling1 filling the smallest crannies4 ,yet neither had a crust that night to rub his gums with4 ,whatever ,devil it is1 however1 that tempts men to repose--and for my part ,i believe him to be rather an ,aeon than a ,devil3 that is1 a good-natured fellow working on his own account neither good nor ill--whatever being it is1 it certainly suits one's mood1 for ,i never yet knew a man determined to be lazy that had not ample opportunity afforded him1 though he were poorer than the cure of ,maigre1 who formed a syndicate to sell at a scutcheon a gross such souls as were too insignificant to sell singly4 ,a man can always find a chance for doing nothing as amply and with as ecstatic a satisfaction as the world allows1 and so to me 7whether it was there before ,i cannot tell1 and if it came miraculously1 so much the more amusing7 appeared this thicket4 ,it was to the left of the road2 a stream ran through it in a little ravine2 the undergrowth was thick beneath its birches1 and just beyond1 on the plain that bordered it1 were reapers reaping in a field4 ,i went into it contentedly and slept till evening my third sleep2 then1 refreshed by the cool wind that went before the twilight1 ,i rose and took the road again1 but ,i knew ,i could not go far4 ,i was now past my fortieth mile1 and though the heat had gone1 yet my dead slumber had raised a thousand evils4 ,i had stiffened to lameness1 and had fallen into the mood when a man desires companionship and the talk of travellers rather than the open plain4 ,but 7unless ,i went backward1 which was out of the question7 there was nowhere to rest in for a long time to come4 ,the next considerable village was ,thayon1 which is called ',thayon of the ,vosges'1 because one is nearing the big hills1 and thither therefore ,i crawled mile after mile4 ,but my heart sank4 ,first my foot limped1 and then my left knee oppressed me with a sudden pain4 ,i attempted to relieve it by leaning on my right leg1 and so discovered a singular new law in medicine which ,i will propose to the scientists4 ,for when those excellent men have done investigating the twirligigs of the brain to find out where the soul is1 let them consider this much more practical matter1 that you cannot relieve the pain in one limb without driving it into some other2 and so ,i exchanged twinges in the left knee for a horrible great pain in the right4 ,i sat down on a bridge1 and wondered2 ,i saw before me hundreds upon hundreds of miles1 painful and exhausted1 and ,i asked heaven if this was necessary to a pilgrimage4 7,but1 as you shall hear1 a pilgrimage is not wholly subject to material laws1 for when ,i came to ,epinal next day ,i went into a shop which1 whatever it was to the profane1 appeared to me as a chemist's shop1 where ,i bought a bottle of some stuff called 'balm'1 and rubbing myself with it was instantly cured47 ,then ,i looked down from the bridge across the plain1 and saw1 a long way off beyond the railway1 the very ugly factory village of ,thayon1 and reached it at last1 not without noticing that the people were standing branches of trees before their doors1 and the little children noisily helping to tread the stems firmly into the earth4 ,they told me it was for the coming of ,corpus ,christi1 and so proved to me that religion1 which is as old as these valleys1 would last out their inhabiting men4 ,even here1 in a place made by a great laundry1 a modern industrial row of tenements1 all the world was putting out green branches to welcome the ,procession and the ,sacrament and the ,priest4 ,comforted by this evident refutation of the sad nonsense ,i had read in ,cities from the pen of intellectuals--nonsense ,i had known to be nonsense1 but that had none the less tarnished my mind--,i happily entered the inn1 ate and drank1 praised ,god1 and lay down to sleep in a great bed4 ,i mingled with my prayers a firm intention of doing the ordinary things1 and not attempting impossibilities1 such as marching by night1 nor following out any other vanities of this world4 ,then1 having cast away all theories of how a pilgrimage should be conducted1 and broken five or six vows1 ,i slept steadily till the middle of the morning4 ,i had covered fifty miles in twenty-five hours1 and if you imagine this to be but two miles an hour1 you must have a very mathematical mind1 and know little of the realities of living4 ,i woke and threw my shutters open to the bright morning and the masterful sun1 took my coffee1 and set out once more towards ,epinal1 the stronghold a few miles away--delighted to see that my shadow was so short and the road so hot to the feet and eyes4 ,for ,i said1 ',this at least proves that ,i am doing like all the world1 and walking during the day4' ,it was but a couple of hours to the great garrison4 ,in a little time ,i passed a battery4 ,then a captain went by on a horse1 with his orderly behind him4 ,where the deep lock stands by the roadside--the only suggestion of coolness--,i first heard the bugles2 then ,i came into the long street and determined to explore ,epinal1 and to cast aside all haste and folly4 ,there are many wonderful things in ,epinal4 ,as1 for instance1 that it was evidently once1 like ,paris and ,melun and a dozen other strongholds of the ,gauls1 an island city4 ,for the rivers of ,france are full of long1 habitable islands1 and these were once the rallying-places of clans4 ,then there are the forts which are placed on high hills round the town and make it even stronger than ,toul2 for ,epinal stands just where the hills begin to be very high4 ,again1 it is the capital of a mountain district1 and this character always does something peculiar and impressive to a town4 ,you may watch its effect in ,grenoble1 in little ,aubusson1 and1 rather less1 in ,geneva4 ,for in such towns three quite different kinds of men meet4 ,first there are the old plain-men1 who despise the highlanders and think themselves much grander and more civilized2 these are the burgesses4 ,then there are the peasants and wood-cutters1 who come in from the hill-country to market1 and who are suspicious of the plain-men and yet proud to depend upon a real town with a bishop and paved streets4 ,lastly1 there are the travellers1 who come there to enjoy the mountains and to make the city a base for their excursions1 and these love the hill-men and think they understand them1 and they despise the plain-men for being so middle-class as to lord it over the hill-men3 but in truth this third class1 being outsiders1 are equally hated and despised by both the others1 and there is a combination against them and they are exploited4 ,and there are many other things in which ,epinal is wonderful1 but in nothing is it more wonderful than in its great church4 ,i suppose that the high ,dukes of ,burgundy and ,lorraine and the rich men from ,flanders and the ,house of ,luxemburg and the rest1 going to ,rome1 the centre of the world1 had often to pass up this valley of the ,moselle1 which 7as ,i have said7 is a road leading to ,rome1 and would halt at fipinal and would at times give money for its church2 with this result1 that the church belongs to every imaginable period and is built anyhow1 in twenty styles1 but stands as a whole a most enduring record of past forms and of what has pleased the changing mind when it has attempted to worship in stone4 ,thus the transept is simply an old square barn of rough stone1 older1 ,i suppose1 than ,charlemagne and without any ornament4 ,in its lower courses ,i thought ,i even saw the ,roman brick4 ,it had once two towers1 northern and southern2 the southern is ruined and has a wooden roof1 the northern remains and is just a pinnacle or minaret too narrow for bells4 ,then the apse is pure and beautiful ,gothic of the fourteenth century1 with very tall and fluted windows like single prayers4 ,the ambulatory is perfectly modern1 ,gothic also1 and in the manner that ,viollet le ,duc in ,france and ,pugin in ,england have introduced to bring us back to our origins and to remind us of the place whence all we ,europeans came4 ,again1 this apse and ambulatory are not perpendicular to the transept1 but set askew1 a thing known in small churches and said to be a symbol1 but surely very rare in large ones4 ,the western door is purely ,romanesque1 and has ,byzantine ornaments and a great deep round door4 ,to match it there is a northern door still deeper1 with rows and rows of inner arches full of saints1 angels1 devils1 and flowers2 and this again is not straight1 but so built that the arches go aslant1 as you sometimes see railway bridges when they cross roads at an angle4 ,finally1 there is a central tower which is neither ,gothic nor ,romanesque but pure ,italian1 a loggia1 with splendid round airy windows taking up all its walls1 and with a flat roof and eaves4 ,this some one straight from the south must have put on as a memory of his wanderings4 ,the barn-transept is crumbling old grey stone1 the ,romanesque porches are red1 like ,strasburg1 the ,gothic apse is old white as our cathedrals are1 the modern ambulatory is of pure white stone just quarried1 and thus colours as well as shapes are mingled up and different in this astonishing building4 ,i drew it from that point of view in the market-place to the north-east which shows most of these contrasts at once1 and you must excuse the extreme shakiness of the sketch1 for it was taken as best ,i could on an apple-cart with my book resting on the apples--there was no other desk4 ,nor did the apple-seller mind my doing it1 but on the contrary gave me advice and praise saying such things as-- ',excellent2 you have caught the angle of the apse444 ,come now1 darken the edge of that pillar444 ,i fear you have made the tower a little confused1' and so forth4 ,i offered to buy a few apples off him1 but he gave me three instead1 and these1 as they incommoded me1 ,i gave later to a little child4 ,indeed the people of ,epinal1 not taking me for a traveller but simply for a wandering poor man1 were very genial to me1 and the best good they did me was curing my lameness4 ,for1 seeing an apothecary's shop as ,i was leaving the town1 ,i went in and said to the apothecary-- ',my knee has swelled and is very painful1 and ,i have to walk far2 perhaps you can tell me how to cure it1 or give me something that will4' ',there is nothing easier1' he said2 ',i have here a specific for the very thing you complain of4' ,with this he pulled out a round bottle1 on the label of which was printed in great letters1 ',,balm'4 ',you have but to rub your knee strongly and long with this ointment of mine1' he said1 'and you will be cured4' ,nor did he mention any special form of words to be repeated as one did it4 ,everything happened just as he had said4 ,when ,i was some little way above the town ,i sat down on a low wall and rubbed my knee strongly and long with this balm1 and the pain instantly disappeared4 ,then1 with a heart renewed by this prodigy1 ,i took the road again and began walking very rapidly and high1 swinging on to ,rome4 ,the ,moselle above fipinal takes a bend outwards1 and it seemed to me that a much shorter way to the next village 7which is called ,archettes1 or 'the very little arches'1 because there are no arches there7 would be right over the hill round which the river curved4 ,this error came from following private judgement and not heeding tradition1 here represented by the highroad which closely follows the river4 ,for though a straight tunnel to ,archettes would have saved distance1 yet a climb over that high hill and through the pathless wood on its summit was folly4 ,i went at first over wide1 sloping fields1 and some hundred feet above the valley ,i crossed a little canal4 ,it was made on a very good system1 and ,i recommend it to the riparian owners of the ,upper ,wye1 which needs it4 ,they take the water from the ,moselle 7which is here broad and torrential and falls in steps1 running over a stony bed with little swirls and rapids71 and they lead it along at an even gradient1 averaging1 as it were1 the uneven descent of the river4 ,in this way they have a continuous stream running through fields that would otherwise be bare and dry1 but that are thus nourished into excellent pastures4 ,above these fields the forest went up steeply4 ,i had not pushed two hundred yards into its gloom and confusion when ,i discovered that ,i had lost my way4 ,it was necessary to take the only guide ,i had and to go straight upwards wherever the line of greatest inclination seemed to lie1 for that at least would take me to a summit and probably to a view of the valley2 whereas if ,i tried to make for the shoulder of the hill 7which had been my first intention7 ,i might have wandered about till nightfall4 ,it was an old man in a valley called the ,curicante in ,colorado that taught me this1 if one lost one's way going upwards to make at once along the steepest line1 but if one lost it going downwards1 to listen for water and reach it and follow it4 ,i wish ,i had space to tell all about this old man1 who gave me hospitality out there4 ,he was from ,new ,england and was lonely1 and had brought out at great expense a musical box to cheer him4 ,of this he was very proud1 and though it only played four silly hymn tunes1 yet1 as he and ,i listened to it1 heavy tears came into his eyes and light tears into mine1 because these tunes reminded him of his home4 ,but ,i have no time to do more than mention him1 and must return to my forest4 ,i climbed1 then1 over slippery pine needles and under the charged air of those trees1 which was full of dim1 slanting light from the afternoon sun1 till1 nearly at the summit1 ,i came upon a clearing which ,i at once recognized as a military road1 leading to what we used to call a 'false battery'1 that is1 a dug-out with embrasures into which guns could be placed but in which no guns were4 ,for ever since the ,french managed to produce a really mobile heavy gun they have constructed any amount of such auxiliary works between the permanent forts4 ,these need no fixed guns to be emplaced1 since the ,french can use now one such parapet1 now another1 as occasion serves1 and the advantage is that your guns are never useless1 but can always be brought round where they are needed1 and that thus six guns will do more work than twenty used to do4 ,this false battery was on the brow of the hill1 and when ,i reached it ,i looked down the slope1 over the brushwood that hid the wire entanglements1 and there was the whole valley of the ,moselle at my feet4 ,as this was the first really great height1 so this was the first really great view that ,i met with on my pilgrimage4 ,i drew it carefully1 piece by piece1 sitting there a long time in the declining sun and noting all ,i saw4 ,archettes1 just below2 the flat valley with the river winding from side to side2 the straight rows of poplar trees2 the dark pines on the hills1 and the rounded mountains rising farther and higher into the distance until the last ,i saw1 far off to the south-east1 must have been the ,ballon d',alsace at the sources of the ,moselle--the hill that marked the first full stage in my journey and that overlooked ,switzerland4 ,indeed1 this is the peculiar virtue of walking to a far place1 and especially of walking there in a straight line1 that one gets these visions of the world from hill-tops4 ,when ,i call up for myself this great march ,i see it all mapped out in landscapes1 each of which ,i caught from some mountain1 and each of which joins on to that before and to that after it1 till ,i can piece together the whole road4 ,the view here from the ,hill of ,archettes1 the view from the ,ballon d',alsace1 from ,glovelier ,hill1 from the ,weissenstein1 from the ,brienzer ,grat1 from the ,grimsel1 from above ,bellinzona1 from the ,principessa1 from ,tizzano1 from the ridge of the ,apennines1 from the ,wall of ,siena1 from ,san ,quirico1 from ,radicofani1 from ,san ,lorenzo1 from ,montefiascone1 from above ,viterbo1 from ,roncigleone1 and at last from that lift in the ,via ,cassia1 whence one suddenly perceives the ,city4 ,they unroll themselves all in their order till ,i can see ,europe1 and ,rome shining at the end4 ,but you who go in railways are necessarily shut up in long valleys and even sometimes by the walls of the earth4 ,even those who bicycle or drive see these sights but rarely and with no consecution1 since roads also avoid climbing save where they are forced to it1 as over certain passes4 ,it is only by following the straight line onwards that any one can pass from ridge to ridge and have this full picture of the way he has been4 ,so much for views4 ,i clambered down the hill to ,archettes and saw1 almost the first house1 a swinging board ',at the sign of the ,trout of the ,vosges'1 and as it was now evening ,i turned in there to dine4 ,two things ,i noticed at once when ,i sat down to meat4 ,first1 that the people seated at that inn table were of the middle-class of society1 and secondly1 that ,i1 though of their rank1 was an impediment to their enjoyment4 ,for to sleep in woods1 to march some seventy miles1 the latter part in a dazzling sun1 and to end by sliding down an earthy steep into the road1 stamps a man with all that this kind of people least desire to have thrust upon them4 ,and those who blame the middle-class for their conventions in such matters1 and who profess to be above the care for cleanliness and clothes and social ritual which marks the middle-class1 are either anarchists by nature1 or fools who take what is but an effect of their wealth for a natural virtue4 ,i say it roundly2 if it were not for the punctiliousness of the middle-class in these matters all our civilization would go to pieces4 ,they are the conservators and the maintainers of the standard1 the moderators of ,europe1 the salt of society4 ,for the kind of man who boasts that he does not mind dirty clothes or roughing it1 is either a man who cares nothing for all that civilization has built up and who rather hates it1 or else 7and this is much more common7 he is a rich man1 or accustomed to live among the rich1 and can afford to waste energy and stuff because he feels in a vague way that more clothes can always be bought1 that at the end of his vagabondism he can get excellent dinners1 and that ,london and ,paris are full of luxurious baths and barber shops4 ,of all the corrupting effects of wealth there is none worse than this1 that it makes the wealthy 7and their parasites7 think in some way divine1 or at least a lovely character of the mind1 what is in truth nothing but their power of luxurious living4 ,heaven keep us all from great riches--,i mean from very great riches4 ,now the middle-class cannot afford to buy new clothes whenever they feel inclined1 neither can they end up a jaunt by a ,turkish bath and a great feast with wine4 ,so their care is always to preserve intact what they happen to have1 to exceed in nothing1 to study cleanliness1 order1 decency1 sobriety1 and a steady temper1 and they fence all this round and preserve it in the only way it can be preserved1 to wit1 with conventions1 and they are quite right4 ,i find it very hard to keep up to the demands of these my colleagues1 but ,i recognize that they are on the just side in the quarrel2 let none of them go about pretending that ,i have not defended them in this book4 ,so ,i thought of how ,i should put myself right with these people4 ,i saw that an elaborate story 7as1 that ,i had been set upon by a tramp who forced me to change clothes3 that ,i dressed thus for a bet3 that ,i was an officer employed as a spy1 and was about to cross the frontier into ,germany in the guise of a labourer3 that my doctor forbade me to shave--or any other such rhodomontade73 ,i saw1 ,i say1 that by venturing upon any such excuses ,i might unwittingly offend some other unknown canon of theirs deeper and more sacred than their rule on clothes2 it had happened to me before now to do this in the course of explanations4 ,so ,i took another method1 and said1 as ,i sat down-- ',pray excuse this appearance of mine4 ,i have had a most unfortunate adventure in the hills1 losing my way and being compelled to sleep out all night1 nor can ,i remain to get tidy1 as it is essential that ,i should reach my luggage 7which is at ,remiremont7 before midnight4' ,i took great care to pay for my glass of white wine before dinner with a bank-note1 and ,i showed my sketches to my neighbour to make an impression4 ,i also talked of foreign politics1 of the countries ,i had seen1 of ,england especially1 with such minute exactitude that their disgust was soon turned to admiration4 ,the hostess of this inn was delicate and courteous to a degree1 and at every point attempting to overreach her guests1 who1 as regularly as she attacked1 countered with astonishing dexterity4 ,thus she would say3 ',perhaps the joint would taste better if it were carved on the table2 or do the gentlemen prefer it carved aside8' ,to which a banker opposite me said in a deep voice3 ',we prefer1 madam1 to have it carved aside4' ,or she would put her head in and say3 ',i can recommend our excellent beer4 ,it is really preferable to this local wine4' ,and my neighbour1 a tourist1 answered with decision3 ',madame1 we find your wine excellent4 ,it could not be bettered4' ,nor could she get round them on a single point1 and ,i pitied her so much that ,i bought bread and wine off her to console her1 and ,i let her overcharge me1 and went out into the afterglow with her benediction1 followed also by the farewells of the middle-class1 who were now taking their coffee at little tables outside the house4 ,i went hard up the road to ,remiremont4 ,the night darkened4 ,i reached ,remiremont at midnight1 and feeling very wakeful ,i pushed on up the valley under great woods of pines2 and at last1 diverging up a little path1 ,i settled on a clump of trees sheltered and1 as ,i thought1 warm1 and lay down there to sleep till morning2 but1 on the contrary1 ,i lay awake a full hour in the fragrance and on the level carpet of the pine needles looking up through the dark branches at the waning moon1 which had just risen1 and thinking of how suitable were pine-trees for a man to sleep under4 ',the beech1' ,i thought1 'is a good tree to sleep under1 for nothing will grow there1 and there is always dry beech-mast2 the yew would be good if it did not grow so low1 but1 all in all1 pine-trees are the best4' ,i also considered that the worst tree to sleep under would be the upas tree4 ,these thoughts so nearly bordered on nothing that1 though ,i was not sleepy1 yet ,i fell asleep4 ,long before day1 the moon being still lustrous against a sky that yet contained a few faint stars1 ,i awoke shivering with cold4 ,in sleep there is something diminishes us4 ,this every one has noticed2 for who ever suffered a nightmare awake1 or felt in full consciousness those awful impotencies which lie on the other side of slumber8 ,when we lie down we give ourselves voluntarily1 yet by the force of nature1 to powers before which we melt and are nothing4 ,and among the strange frailties of sleep ,i have noticed cold4 ,here was a warm place under the pines where ,i could rest in great comfort on pine needles still full of the day2 a covering for the beasts underground that love an even heat--the best of floors for a tired man4 ,even the slight wind that blew under the waning moon was warm1 and the stars were languid and not brilliant1 as though everything were full of summer1 and ,i knew that the night would be short2 a midsummer night2 and ,i had lived half of it before attempting repose4 ,yet1 ,i say1 ,i woke shivering and also disconsolate1 needing companionship4 ,i pushed down through tall1 rank grass1 drenched with dew1 and made my way across the road to the bank of the river4 ,by the time ,i reached it the dawn began to occupy the east4 ,for a long time ,i stood in a favoured place1 just above a bank of trees that lined the river1 and watched the beginning of the day1 because every slow increase of light promised me sustenance4 ,the faint1 uncertain glimmer that seemed not so much to shine through the air as to be part of it1 took all colour out of the woods and fields and the high slopes above me1 leaving them planes of grey and deeper grey4 ,the woods near me were a silhouette1 black and motionless1 emphasizing the east beyond4 ,the river was white and dead1 not even a steam rose from it1 but out of the further pastures a gentle mist had lifted up and lay all even along the flanks of the hills1 so that they rose out of it1 indistinct at their bases1 clear-cut above against the brightening sky2 and the farther they were the more their mouldings showed in the early light1 and the most distant edges of all caught the morning4 ,at this wonderful sight ,i gazed for quite half-an-hour without moving1 and took in vigour from it as a man takes in food and wine4 ,when ,i stirred and looked about me it had become easy to see the separate grasses2 a bird or two had begun little interrupted chirrups in the bushes1 a day-breeze broke from up the valley ruffling the silence1 the moon was dead against the sky1 and the stars had disappeared4 ,in a solemn mood ,i regained the road and turned my face towards the neighbouring sources of the river4 ,i easily perceived with each laborious mile that ,i was approaching the end of my companionship with the ,moselle1 which had become part of my adventure for the last eighty miles4 ,it was now a small stream1 mountainous and uncertain1 though in parts still placid and slow4 ,there appeared also that which ,i take to be an infallible accompaniment of secluded glens and of the head waters of rivers 7however canalized or even overbuilt they are71 ,i mean a certain roughness all about them and the stout protest of the hill-men3 their stone cottages and their lonely paths off the road4 ,so it was here4 ,the hills had grown much higher and come closer to the river-plain2 up the gullies ,i would catch now and then an aged and uncouth bridge with a hut near it all built of enduring stone3 part of the hills4 ,then again there were present here and there on the spurs lonely chapels1 and these in ,catholic countries are a mark of the mountains and of the end of the riches of a valley4 ,why this should be so ,i cannot tell4 ,you find them also sometimes in forests1 but especially in the lesser inlets of the sea-coast1 and1 as ,i have said1 here in the upper parts of valleys in the great hills4 ,in such shrines ,mass is to be said but rarely1 sometimes but once a year in a special commemoration4 ,the rest of the time they stand empty1 and some of the older or simpler1 one might take for ruins4 ,they mark everywhere some strong emotion of supplication1 thanks1 or reverence1 and they anchor these wild places to their own past1 making them up in memories what they lack in multitudinous life4 ,i broke my fast on bread and wine at a place where the road crosses the river1 and then ,i determined ,i would have hot coffee as well1 and seeing in front of me a village called ,rupt1 which means 'the cleft' 7for there is here a great cleft in the hillside71 ,i went up to it and had my coffee4 ,then ,i discovered a singular thing1 that the people of the place are tired of making up names and give nothing its peculiar baptism4 ,this ,i thought really very wonderful indeed1 for ,i have noticed wherever ,i have been that in proportion as men are remote and have little to distract them1 in that proportion they produce a great crop of peculiar local names for every stream1 reach1 tuft1 hummock1 glen1 copse1 and gully for miles around2 and often when ,i have lost my way and asked it of a peasant in some lonely part ,i have grown impatient as he wandered on about 'leaving on your left the stone we call the ,nuggin1 and bearing round what some call ,holy ,dyke till you come to what they call ,mary's ,ferry'444 and so forth4 ,long-shoremen and the riparian inhabitants of dreadful and lonely rivers near the sea have just such a habit1 and ,i have in my mind's eye now a short stretch of tidal water in which there are but five shoals1 yet they all have names1 and are called ',the ,house1 the ,knowle1 ,goodman's ,plot1 ,mall1 and the ,patch4' ,but here in ,rupt1 to my extreme astonishment1 there was no such universal and human instinct4 ,for ,i said to the old man who poured me out my coffee under the trellis 7it was full morning1 the sun was well up1 and the clouds were all dappled high above the tops of the mountains73 ',father1 what do you call this hill8' ,and with that ,i pointed to a very remarkable hill and summit that lie sheer above the village4 ',that1' he said1 'is called the hill over above ,rupt4' ',yes1 of course1' ,i said1 'but what is its name8' ',that is its name1' he answered4 ,and he was quite right1 for when ,i looked at my map1 there it was printed1 ',hill above ,rupt'4 ,i thought how wearisome it would be if this became a common way of doing things1 and if one should call the ,thames 'the ,river of ,london'1 and ,essex 'the ,north side'1 and ,kent 'the ,south side'2 but considering that this fantastic method was only indulged in by one wretched village1 ,i released myself from fear1 relegated such horrors to the colonies1 and took the road again4 ,all this upper corner of the valley is a garden4 ,it is bound in on every side from the winds1 it is closed at the end by the great mass of the ,ballon d',alsace1 its floor is smooth and level1 its richness is used to feed grass and pasturage1 and knots of trees grow about it as though they had been planted to please the eye4 ,nothing can take from the sources of rivers their character of isolation and repose4 ,here what are afterwards to become the influences of the plains are nurtured and tended as though in an orchard1 and the future life of a whole fruitful valley with its regal towns is determined4 ,something about these places prevents ingress or spoliation4 ,they will endure no settlements save of peasants2 the waters are too young to be harnessed2 the hills forbid an easy commerce with neighbours4 ,throughout the world ,i have found the heads of rivers to be secure places of silence and content4 ,and as they are themselves a kind of youth1 the early home of all that rivers must at last become--,i mean special ways of building and a separate state of living1 a local air and a tradition of history1 for rivers are always the makers of provinces--so they bring extreme youth back to one1 and these upper glens of the world steep one in simplicity and childhood4 ,it was my delight to lie upon a bank of the road and to draw what ,i saw before me1 which was the tender stream of the ,moselle slipping through fields quite flat and even and undivided by fences2 its banks had here a strange effect of ,nature copying man's art3 they seemed a park1 and the river wound through it full of the positive innocence that attaches to virgins3 it nourished and was guarded by trees4 ,there was about that scene something of creation and of a beginning1 and as ,i drew it1 it gave me like a gift the freshness of the first experiences of living and filled me with remembered springs4 ,i mused upon the birth of rivers1 and how they were persons and had a name--were kings1 and grew strong and ruled great countries1 and how at last they reached the sea4 ,but while ,i was thinking of these things1 and seeing in my mind a kind of picture of ,the ,river ,valley1 and of men clustering around their home stream1 and of its ultimate vast plains on either side1 and of the white line of the sea beyond all1 a woman passed me4 ,she was very ugly1 and was dressed in black4 ,her dress was stiff and shining1 and1 as ,i imagined1 valuable4 ,she had in her hand a book known to the ,french as ',the ,roman ,parishioner'1 which is a prayer-book4 ,her hair was hidden in a stiff cap or bonnet2 she walked rapidly1 with her eyes on the ground4 ,when ,i saw this sight it reminded me suddenly1 and ,i cried out profanely1 ',devil take me6 ,it is ,corpus ,christi1 and my third day out4 ,it would be a wicked pilgrimage if ,i did not get ,mass at last4' ,for my first day 7if you remember7 ,i had slept in a wood beyond ,mass-time1 and my second 7if you remember7 ,i had slept in a bed4 ,but this third day1 a great ,feast into the bargain1 ,i was bound to hear ,mass1 and this woman hurrying along to the next village proved that ,i was not too late4 ,so ,i hurried in her wake and came to the village1 and went into the church1 which was very full1 and came down out of it 7the ,mass was low and short--they are a ,christian people7 through an avenue of small trees and large branches set up in front of the houses to welcome the procession that was to be held near noon4 ,at the foot of the street was an inn where ,i entered to eat1 and finding there another man--,i take him to have been a shopkeeper--,i determined to talk politics1 and began as follows3 ',have you any anti-,semitism in your town8' ',it is not my town1' he said1 'but there is anti-,semitism4 ,it flourishes4' ',why then8' ,i asked4 ',how many ,jews have you in your town8' ,he said there were seven4 ',but1' said ,i1 'seven families of ,jews--' ',there are not seven families1' he interrupted2 'there are seven ,jews all told4 ,there are but two families1 and ,i am reckoning in the children4 ,the servants are ,christians4' ',why1' said ,i1 'that is only just and proper1 that the ,jewish families from beyond the frontier should have local ,christian people to wait on them and do their bidding4 ,but what ,i was going to say was that so very few ,jews seem to me an insufficient fuel to fire the anti-,semites4 ,how does their opinion flourish8' ',in this way1' he answered4 ',the ,jews1 you see1 ridicule our young men for holding such superstitions as the ,catholic4 ,our young men1 thus brought to book and made to feel irrational1 admit the justice of the ridicule1 but nourish a hatred secretly for those who have exposed their folly4 ,therefore they feel a standing grudge against the ,jews4' ,when he had given me this singular analysis of that part of the politics of the mountains1 he added1 after a short silence1 the following remarkable phrase-- ',for my part ,i am a liberal1 and would have each go his own way3 the ,catholic to his ,mass1 the ,jew to his ,sacrifice4' ,i then rose from my meal1 saluted him1 and went musing up the valley road1 pondering upon what it could be that the ,jews sacrificed in this remote borough1 but ,i could not for the life of me imagine what it was1 though ,i have had a great many ,jews among my friends4 ,i was now arrived at the head of this lovely vale1 at the sources of the river ,moselle and the base of the great mountain the ,ballon d',alsace1 which closes it in like a wall at the end of a lane4 ,for some miles past the hills had grown higher and higher upon either side1 the valley floor narrower1 the torrent less abundant2 there now stood up before me the marshy slopes and the enormous forests of pine that forbid a passage south4 ,up through these the main road has been pierced1 tortuous and at an even gradient mile after mile to the very top of the hill2 for the ,ballon d',alsace is so shaped that it is impossible for the ,moselle valley to communicate with the ,gap of ,belfort save by some track right over its summit4 ,for it is a mountain with spurs like a star1 and where mountains of this kind block the end of main valleys it becomes necessary for the road leading up and out of the valley to go over their highest point1 since any other road over the passes or shoulders would involve a second climb to reach the country beyond4 ,the reason of this1 my little map here1 where the dark stands for the valley and the light for the high places1 will show better than a long description4 ,not that this map is of the ,ballon d',alsace in particular1 but only of the type of hill ,i mean4 ,since1 in crossing a range1 it is usually possible to find a low point suitable for surmounting it1 such summit roads are rare1 but when one does get them they are the finest travel in the world1 for they furnish at one point 7that is1 at the summit7 what ordinary roads going through passes can never give you3 a moment of domination4 ,from their climax you look over the whole world1 and you feel your journey to be adventurous and your advance to have taken some great definite step from one province and people to another4 ,i would not be bound by the exaggerated zig-zags of the road1 which had been built for artillery1 and rose at an easy slope4 ,i went along the bed of the dell before me and took the forest by a little path that led straight upward1 and when the path failed1 my way was marked by the wire of the telegraph that crosses to ,belfort4 ,as ,i rose ,i saw the forest before me grow grander4 ,the pine branches came down from the trunks with a greater burden and majesty in their sway1 the trees took on an appearance of solemnity1 and the whole rank that faced me--for here the woods come to an even line and stand like an army arrested upon a downward march -- seemed something unusual and gigantic4 ,nothing more helped this impression of awe than the extreme darkness beneath those aged growths1 and the change in the sky that introduced my entry into the silence and perfume of so vast a temple4 ,great clouds1 so charged with rain that you would have thought them lower than the hills 7and yet just missing their tops71 came covering me like a tumbled roof and gathered all around2 the heat of the day waned suddenly in their shade3 it seemed suddenly as though summer was over or as though the mountains demanded an uncertain summer of their own1 and shot the sunshine with the chill of their heights4 ,a little wind ran along the grass and died again4 ,as ,i gained the darkness of the first trees1 rain was falling4 ,the silence of the interior wood was enhanced by a bare drip of water from the boughs that stood out straight and tangled ,i know not how far above me4 ,its gloom was rendered more tremendous by the half-light and lowering of the sky which the ceiling of branches concealed4 ,height1 stillness1 and a sort of expectancy controlled the memories of the place1 and ,i passed silently and lightly between the high columns of the trees from night 7as it seemed7 through a kind of twilight forward to a near night beyond4 ,on every side the perspective of these bare innumerable shafts1 each standing apart in order1 purple and fragrant1 merged into recesses of distance where all light disappeared1 yet as ,i advanced the slight gloaming still surrounded me1 as did the stillness framed in the drip of water1 and beneath my feet was the level carpet of the pine needles deadening and making distant every tiny noise4 ,had not the trees been so much greater and more enduring than my own presence1 and had not they overwhelmed me by their regard1 ,i should have felt afraid4 ,as it was ,i pushed upward through their immovable host in some such catching of the breath as men have when they walk at night straining for a sound1 and ,i felt myself to be continually in a hidden companionship4 ,when ,i came to the edge of this haunted forest it ceased as suddenly as it had begun4 ,i left behind me such a rank of trees aligned as ,i had entered thousands of feet below1 and ,i saw before me1 stretching shapely up to the sky1 the round dome-like summit of the mountain--a great field of grass4 ,it was already evening2 and1 as though the tall trees had withdrawn their virtue from me1 my fatigue suddenly came upon me4 ,my feet would hardly bear me as ,i clambered up the last hundred feet and looked down under the rolling clouds1 lit from beneath by the level light of evening1 to the three countries that met at my feet4 ,for the ,ballon d',alsace is the knot of ,europe1 and from that gathering up and ending of the ,vosges you look down upon three divisions of men4 ,to the right of you are the ,gauls4 ,i do not mean that mixed breed of ,lorraine1 silent1 among the best of people1 but ,i mean the tree ,gauls1 who are hot1 ready1 and born in the plains and in the vineyards4 ,they stand in their old entrenchments on either side of the ,saone and are vivacious in battle2 from time to time a spirit urges them1 and they go out conquering eastward in the ,germanics1 or in ,asia1 or down the peninsulas of the ,mediterranean1 and then they suck back like a tide homewards1 having accomplished nothing but an epic4 ,then on the left you have all the ,germanics1 a great sea of confused and dreaming people1 lost in philosophies and creating music1 frozen for the moment under a foreign rigidity1 but some day to thaw again and to give a word to us others4 ,they cannot long remain apart from visions4 ,then in front of you southward and eastward1 if you are marching to ,rome1 come the ,highlanders4 ,i had never been among them1 and ,i was to see them in a day2 the people of the high hills1 the race whom we all feel to be enemies1 and who run straight across the world from the ,atlantic to the ,pacific1 understanding each other1 not understood by us4 ,i saw their first rampart1 the mountains called the ,jura1 on the horizon1 and above my great field of view the clouds still tumbled1 lit from beneath with evening4 ,i tired of these immensities1 and1 feeling now my feet more broken than ever1 ,i very slowly and in sharp shoots of pain dragged down the slope towards the main road3 ,i saw just below me the frontier stones of the ,prussians1 and immediately within them a hut4 ,to this ,i addressed myself4 ,it was an inn4 ,the door opened of itself1 and ,i found there a pleasant woman of middle age1 but frowning4 ,she had three daughters1 all of great strength1 and she was upbraiding them loudly in the ,german of ,alsace and making them scour and scrub4 ,on the wall above her head was a great placard which ,i read very tactfully1 and in a distant manner1 until she had restored the discipline of her family4 ,this great placard was framed in the three colours which once brought a little hope to the oppressed1 and at the head of it in broad black letters were the three words1 ',freedom1 ,brotherhood1 and an ,equal ,law'4 ,underneath these was the emblematic figure of a cock1 which ,i took to be the ,gallic bird1 and underneath him again was printed in enormous italics-- ,quand ce coq chantera ,ici credit l'on fera4 ,which means-- ,when you hear him crowing ,then's the time for owing4 ,till that day--,pay4 ,while ,i was still wondering at this epitome of the ,french people1 and was attempting to combine the ,french military tradition with the ,french temper in the affairs of economics2 while ,i was also delighting in the memory of the solid coin that ,i carried in a little leathern bag in my pocket1 the hard-working1 ,god-fearing1 and honest woman that governs the little house and the three great daughters1 within a yard of the frontier1 and on the top of this huge hill1 had brought back all her troops into line and had the time to attend to me4 ,this she did with the utmost politeness1 though cold by race1 and through her politeness ran a sense of what ,teutons called ,duty1 which would once have repelled me2 but ,i have wandered over a great part of the world1 and ,i know it now to be a distorted kind of virtue4 ,she was of a very different sort from that good tribe of the ,moselle valley beyond the hill2 yet she also was ,catholic-- 7she had a little tree set up before her door for the ,corpus ,christi3 see what religion is1 that makes people of utterly different races understand each other2 for when ,i saw that tree ,i knew precisely where ,i stood4 ,so once all we ,europeans understood each other1 but now we are divided by the worst malignancies of nations and classes1 and a man does not so much love his own nation as hate his neighbours1 and even the twilight of chivalry is mixed up with a detestable patronage of the poor4 ,but as ,i was saying--7 she also was a ,catholic1 and ,i knew myself to be with friends4 ,she was moreover not exactly of- what shall ,i say8 the words ,celtic and ,latin mean nothing-- not of those who delight in a delicate manner2 and her good heart prompted her to say1 very loudly-- ',what do you want8' ',i want a bed1' ,i said1 and ,i pulled out a silver coin4 ',i must lie down at once4' ,then ,i added1 ',can you make omelettes8' ,now it is a curious thing1 and one ,i will not dwell on-- ,,lector4 ,you do nothing but dwell4 ,,auctor4 ,it is the essence of lonely travel2 and if you have come to this book for literature you have come to the wrong booth and counter4 ,as ,i was saying3 it is a curious thing that some people 7or races7 jump from one subject to another naturally1 as some animals 7,i mean the noble deer7 go by bounds4 ,while there are other races 7or individuals--heaven forgive me1 ,i am no ethnologist7 who think you a criminal or a lunatic unless you carefully plod along from step to step like a hippopotamus out of water4 ,when1 therefore1 ,i asked this family-drilling1 house-managing1 mountain-living woman whether she could make omelettes1 she shook her head at me slowly1 keeping her eyes fixed on mine1 and said in what was the corpse of ,french with a ,german ghost in it1 ',the bed is a franc4' ',motherkin1' ,i answered1 'what ,i mean is that ,i would sleep until ,i wake1 for ,i have come a prodigious distance and have last slept in the woods4 ,but when ,i wake ,i shall need food1 for which1' ,i added1 pulling out yet another coin1 ',i will pay whatever your charge may be2 for a more delightful house ,i have rarely met with4 ,i know most people do not sleep before sunset1 but ,i am particularly tired and broken4' ,she showed me my bed then much more kindly1 and when ,i woke1 which was long after dusk1 she gave me in the living room of the hut eggs beaten up with ham1 and ,i ate brown bread and said grace4 ,then 7my wine was not yet finished1 but it is an abominable thing to drink your own wine in another person's house7 ,i asked whether ,i could have something to drink4 ',what you like1' she said4 ',what have you8' said ,i4 ',beer1' said she4 ',anything else8' said ,i4 ',no1' said she4 ',why1 then1 give me some of that excellent beer4' ,i drank this with delight1 paid all my bill 7which was that of a labourer71 and said good-night to them4 ,in good-nights they had a ceremony2 for they all rose together and curtsied4 ,upon my soul ,i believe such people to be the salt of the earth4 ,i bowed with real contrition1 for at several moments ,i had believed myself better than they4 ,then ,i went to my bed and they to theirs4 ,the wind howled outside2 my boots were stiff like wood and ,i could hardly take them off2 my feet were so martyrized that ,i doubted if ,i could walk at all on the morrow4 ,nevertheless ,i was so wrapped round with the repose of this family's virtues that ,i fell asleep at once4 ,next day the sun was rising in angry glory over the very distant hills of ,germany1 his new light running between the pinnacles of the clouds as the commands of a conqueror might come trumpeted down the defiles of mountains1 when ,i fearlessly forced my boots on to my feet and left their doors4 ,the morning outside came living and sharp after the gale--almost chilly4 ,under a scattered but clearing sky ,i first limped1 then1 as my blood warmed1 strode down the path that led between the trees of the farther vale and was soon following a stream that leaped from one fall to another till it should lead me to the main road1 to ,belfort1 to the ,jura1 to the ,swiss whom ,i had never known1 and at last to ,italy4 ,but before ,i call up the recollection of that hidden valley1 ,i must describe with a map the curious features of the road that lay before me into ,switzerland4 ,i was standing on the summit of that knot of hills which rise up from every side to form the ,ballon d',alsace1 and make an abrupt ending to the ,vosges4 ,before me1 southward and eastward1 was a great plain with the fortress of ,belfort in the midst of it4 ,this plain is called by soldiers 'the ,gap of ,belfort'1 and is the only break in the hill frontier that covers ,france all the way from the ,mediterranean to ,flanders4 ,on the farther side of this plain ran the ,jura mountains1 which are like a northern wall to ,switzerland1 and just before you reach them is the ,frontier4 ,the ,jura are fold on fold of high limestone ridges1 thousands of feet high1 all parallel1 with deep valleys1 thousands of feet deep1 between them2 and beyond their last abrupt escarpment is the wide plain of the river ,aar4 ,now the straight line to ,rome ran from where ,i stood1 right across that plain of ,belfort1 right across the ridges of the ,jura1 and cut the plain of the ,aar a few miles to the west of a town called ,solothurn or ,soleure1 which stands upon that river4 ,it was impossible to follow that line exactly1 but one could average it closely enough by following the high road down the mountain through ,belfort to a ,swiss town called ,porrentruy or ,portrut--so far one was a little to the west of the direct line4 ,from ,portrut1 by picking one's way through forests1 up steep banks1 over open downs1 along mule paths1 and so forth1 one could cross the first ridge called the ',terrible ,hill'1 and so reach the profound gorge of the river ,doubs1 and a town called ,st ,ursanne4 ,from ,st ,ursanne1 by following a mountain road and then climbing some rocks and tracking through a wood1 one could get straight over the second ridge to ,glovelier4 ,from ,glovelier a highroad took one through a gap to ,undervelier and on to a town called ,moutier or ,munster4 ,then from ,munster1 the road1 still following more or less the line to ,rome but now somewhat to the east of it1 went on southward till an abrupt turn in it forced one to leave it4 ,then there was another rough climb by a difficult path up over the last ridge1 called the ,weissenstein1 and from its high edge and summit it was but a straight fall of a mile or two on to ,soleure4 ,so much my map told me1 and this mixture of roads and paths and rock climbs that ,i had planned out1 ,i exactly followed1 so as to march on as directly as possible towards ,rome1 which was my goal4 ,for if ,i had not so planned it1 but had followed the highroads1 ,i should have been compelled to zig-zag enormously for days1 since these ridges of the ,jura are but little broken1 and the roads do not rise above the crests1 but follow the parallel valleys1 taking advantage only here and there of the rare gaps to pass from one to another4 ,here is a sketch of the way ,i went1 where my track is a white line1 and the round spots in it are the towns and villages whose names are written at the side4 ,in this sketch the plains and low valleys are marked dark1 and the crests of the mountains left white4 ,the shading is lighter according to the height1 and the contour lines 7which are very far from accurate7 represent1 ,i suppose1 about a thousand feet between each1 or perhaps a little more2 and as for the distance1 from the ,ballon d',alsace to ,soleure might be two long days' march on a flat road1 but over mountains and up rocks it was all but three1 and even that was very good going4 ,my first stage was across the plain of ,belfort1 and ,i had determined to sleep that night in ,switzerland4 ,i wandered down the mountain4 ,a little secret path1 one of many1 saved me the long windings of the road4 ,it followed down the central hollow of the great cleft and accompanied the stream4 ,all the way for miles the water tumbled in fall after fall over a hundred steps of rock1 and its noise mixed with the freshness of the air1 and its splashing weighted the overhanging branches of the trees4 ,a little rain that fell from time to time through the clear morning seemed like a sister to the spray of the waterfalls2 and what with all this moisture and greenery1 and the surrounding silence1 all the valley was inspired with content4 ,it was a repose to descend through its leaves and grasses1 and find the lovely pastures at the foot of the descent1 a narrow floor between the hills4 ,here there were the first houses of men2 and1 from one1 smoke was already going up thinly into the morning4 ,the air was very pure and cold2 it was made more nourishing and human by the presence and noise of the waters1 by the shining wet grasses and the beaded leaves all through that umbrageous valley4 ,the shreds of clouds which1 high above the calm1 ran swiftly in the upper air1 fed it also with soft rains from time to time as fine as dew2 and through those clear and momentary showers one could see the sunlight4 ,when ,i had enjoyed the descent through this place for but a few miles1 everything changed4 ,the road in front ran straight and bordered--it led out and onwards over a great flat1 set here and there with hillocks4 ,the ,vosges ended abruptly4 ,houses came more thickly1 and by the ceaseless culture of the fields1 by the flat slate roofs1 the white-washed walls1 and the voices1 and the glare1 ,i knew myself to be once more in ,france of the plains2 and the first town ,i came to was ,giromagny4 ,here1 as ,i heard a bell1 ,i thought ,i would go up and hear ,mass2 and ,i did so1 but my attention at the holy office was distracted by the enormous number of priests that ,i found in the church1 and ,i have wondered painfully ever since how so many came to be in a little place like ,giromagny4 ,there were three priests at the high altar1 and nearly one for each chapel1 and there was such a buzz of ,masses going on1 beginning and ending1 that ,i am sure ,i need not have gone without my breakfast in my hurry to get one4 ,with all this there were few people at ,mass so early2 nothing but these priests going in and out1 and continual little bells4 ,i am still wondering4 ,giromagny is no place for relics or for a pilgrimage1 it cures no one1 and has nothing of a holy look about it1 and all these priests-- ,,lector4 ,pray dwell less on your religion1 and-- ,,auctor4 ,pray take books as you find them1 and treat travel as travel4 ,for you1 when you go to a foreign country1 see nothing but what you expect to see4 ,but ,i am astonished at a thousand accidents1 and always find things twenty-fold as great as ,i supposed they would be1 and far more curious2 the whole covered by a strange light of adventure4 ,and that is the peculiar value of this book4 ,now1 if you can explain these priests--- ,,lector4 ,i can4 ,it was the season of the year1 and they were swarming4 ,,auctor4 ,so be it4 ,then if you will hear nothing of what interests me1 ,i see no reason for setting down with minute care what interests you1 and ,i may leave out all mention of the ,girl who could only speak ,german1 of the ,arrest of the ,criminal1 and even of the ,house of ,marshal ,turenne--- this last something quite exceptionally entertaining4 ,but do not let us continue thus1 nor push things to an open quarrel4 ,you must imagine for yourself about six miles of road1 and then--then in the increasing heat1 the dust rising in spite of the morning rain1 and the road most wearisome1 ,i heard again the sound of bugles and the sombre excitement of the drums4 ,it is a thought-provoking thing1 this passing from one great garrison to another all the way down the frontier4 ,i had started from the busy order of ,toul2 ,i had passed through the silence and peace of all that ,moselle country1 the valley like a long garden1 and ,i had come to the guns and the tramp of ,epinal4 ,i had left ,epinal and counted the miles and miles of silence in the forests1 ,i had crossed the great hills and come down into quite another plain draining to another sea1 and ,i heard again all the clamour that goes with soldiery1 and looking backward then over my four days1 one felt--one almost saw--the new system of fortification1 the vast entrenched camps each holding an army1 the ungarnished gaps between4 ,as ,i came nearer to ,belfort1 ,i saw the guns going at a trot down a side road1 and1 a little later1 ,i saw marching on my right1 a long way off1 the irregular column1 the dust and the invincible gaiety of the ,french line4 ,the sun here and there glinted on the ends of rifle-barrels and the polished pouches4 ,their heavy pack made their tramp loud and thudding4 ,they were singing a song4 ,i had already passed the outer forts2 ,i had noted a work close to the road2 ,i had gone on a mile or so and had entered the long and ugly suburb where the tramway lines began1 when1 on one of the ramshackle houses of that burning1 paved1 and noisy endless street1 ,i saw written up the words1 ,wine2 shut or open4 ,as it is a great rule to examine every new thing1 and to suck honey out of every flower1 ,i did not--as some would--think the phrase odd and pass on4 ,i stood stock-still gazing at the house and imagining a hundred explanations4 ,i had never in my life heard wine divided into shut and open wine4 ,i determined to acquire yet one more great experience1 and going in ,i found a great number of tin cans1 such as the ,french carry up water in1 without covers1 tapering to the top1 and standing about three feet high2 on these were pasted large printed labels1 '#cj'1 '#dj'1 and '#ej'1 and they were brimming with wine4 ,i spoke to the woman1 and pointing at the tin cans1 said-- ',is this what you call open wine8' ',why1 yes1' said she4 ',cannot you see for yourself that it is open8' ,that was true enough1 and it explained a great deal4 ,but it did not explain how--seeing that if you leave a bottle of wine uncorked for ten minutes you spoil it--you can keep gallons of it in a great wide can1 for all the world like so much milk1 milked from the ,panthers of the ,god4 ,i determined to test the prodigy yet further1 and choosing the middle price1 at fourpence a quart1 ,i said-- ',pray give me a hap'orth in a mug4' ,this the woman at once did1 and when ,i came to drink it1 it was delicious4 ,sweet1 cool1 strong1 lifting the heart1 satisfying1 and full of all those things wine-merchants talk of1 bouquet1 and body1 and flavour4 ,it was what ,i have heard called a very pretty wine4 ,i did not wait1 however1 to discuss the marvel1 but accepted it as one of those mysteries of which this pilgrimage was already giving me examples1 and of which more were to come--7wait till you hear about the brigand of ,radicofani74 ,i said to myself-- ',when ,i get out of the ,terre ,majeure1 and away from the strong and excellent government of the ,republic1 when ,i am lost in the ,jura ,hills to-morrow there will be no such wine as this4' ,so ,i bought a quart of it1 corked it up very tight1 put it in my sack1 and held it in store against the wineless places on the flanks of the hill called ,terrible1 where there are no soldiers1 and where ,swiss is the current language4 ,then ,i went on into the centre of the town4 ,as ,i passed over the old bridge into the market-place1 where ,i proposed to lunch 7the sun was terrible--it was close upon eleven71 ,i saw them building parallel with that old bridge a new one to replace it4 ,and the way they build a bridge in ,belfort is so wonderfully simple1 and yet so new1 that it is well worth telling4 ,in most places when a bridge has to be made1 there is an infinite pother and worry about building the piers1 coffer-dams1 and heaven knows what else4 ,some swing their bridges to avoid this trouble1 and some try to throw an arch of one span from side to side4 ,there are a thousand different tricks4 ,in ,belfort they simply wait until the water has run away4 ,then a great brigade of workmen run down into the dry bed of the river and dig the foundations feverishly1 and begin building the piers in great haste4 ,soon the water comes back1 but the piers are already above it1 and the rest of the work is done from boats4 ,this is absolutely true4 ,not only did ,i see the men in the bed of the river1 but a man whom ,i asked told me that it seemed to him the most natural way to build bridges1 and doubted if they were ever made in any other fashion4 ,there is also in ,belfort a great lion carved in rock to commemorate the siege of #ahgj4 ,this lion is part of the precipice under the castle1 and is of enormous size--- how large ,i do not know1 but ,i saw that a man looked quite small by one of his paws4 ,the precipice was first smoothed like a stone slab or tablet1 and then this lion was carved into and out of it in high relief by ,bartholdi1 the same man that made the statue of ,liberty in ,new ,york ,harbour4 ,the siege of #ahgj has been fixed for history in yet another way1 and one that shows you how the ,church works on from one stem continually4 ,for there is a little church somewhere near or in ,belfort 7,i do not know where1 ,i only heard of it7 which1 a local mason and painter being told to decorate for so much1 he amused himself by painting all round it little pictures of the siege--of the cold1 and the wounds1 and the heroism4 ,this is indeed the way such things should be done1 ,i mean by men doing them for pleasure and of their own thought4 ,and ,i have a number of friends who agree with me in thinking this1 that art should not be competitive or industrial1 but most of them go on to the very strange conclusion that one should not own one's garden1 nor one's beehive1 nor one's great noble house1 nor one's pigsty1 nor one's railway shares1 nor the very boots on one's feet4 ,i say1 out upon such nonsense4 ,then they say to me1 what about the concentration of the means of production8 ,and ,i say to them1 what about the distribution of the ownership of the concentrated means of production8 ,and they shake their heads sadly1 and say it would never endure2 and ,i say1 try it first and see4 ,then they fly into a rage4 ,when ,i lunched in ,belfort 7and at lunch1 by the way1 a poor man asked me to use all my influence for his son1 who was an engineer in the navy1 and this he did because ,i had been boasting of my travels1 experiences1 and grand acquaintances throughout the world7--when1 ,i say1 ,i had lunched in a workman's cafe at ,belfort1 ,i set out again on my road1 and was very much put out to find that showers still kept on falling4 ,in the early morning1 under such delightful trees1 up in the mountains1 the branches had given me a roof1 the wild surroundings made me part of the out-of-doors1 and the rain had seemed to marry itself to the pastures and the foaming beck4 ,but here1 on a road and in a town1 all its tradition of discomfort came upon me4 ,i was angry1 therefore1 with the weather and the road for some miles1 till two things came to comfort me4 ,first it cleared1 and a glorious sun showed me from a little eminence the plain of ,alsace and the mountains of the ,vosges all in line2 secondly1 ,i came to a vast powder-magazine4 ,to most people there is nothing more subtle or pleasing in a powder-magazine than in a reservoir4 ,they are both much the same in the mere exterior1 for each is a flat platform1 sloping at the sides and covered with grass1 and each has mysterious doors4 ,but1 for my part1 ,i never see a powder-magazine without being filled at once with two very good feelings--- laughter and companionship4 ,for it was my good fortune1 years and years ago1 to be companion and friend to two men who were on sentry at a powder-magazine just after there had been some anarchist attempts 7as they call them7 upon such depots--and for the matter of that ,i can imagine nothing more luscious to the anarchist than seven hundred and forty-two cases of powder and fifty cases of melinite all stored in one place4 ,and to prevent the enormous noise1 confusion1 and waste that would have resulted from the over-attraction of this base of operations to the anarchists1 my two friends1 one of whom was a duty-doing ,burgundian1 but the other a loose ,parisian man1 were on sentry that night4 ,they had strict orders to challenge once and then to fire4 ,now1 can you imagine anything more exquisite to a poor devil of a conscript1 fagged out with garrison duty and stale sham-fighting1 than an order of that kind8 ,so my friends took it1 and in one summer night they killed a donkey and wounded two mares1 and broke the thin stem of a growing tree4 ,this powder-magazine was no exception to my rule1 for as ,i approached it ,i saw a round-faced corporal and two round-faced men looking eagerly to see who might be attacking their treasure1 and ,i became quite genial in my mind when ,i thought of how proud these boys felt1 and of how ,i was of the 'class of ninety1 rifled and mounted on its carriage' 7if you don't see the point of the allusion1 ,i can't stop to explain it4 ,it was a good gun in its time--now they have the seventy-five that doesn't recoil--requiescat71 and of how they were longing for the night1 and a chance to shoot anything on the sky line4 ,full of these foolish thoughts1 but smiling in spite of their folly1 ,i went down the road4 ,shall ,i detail all that afternoon8 ,my leg horrified me with dull pain1 and made me fear ,i should never hold out1 ,i do not say to ,rome1 but even to the frontier4 ,i rubbed it from time to time with balm1 but1 as always happens to miraculous things1 the virtue had gone out of it with the lapse of time4 ,at last ,i found a side road going off from the main way1 and my map told me it was on the whole a short cut to the frontier4 ,i determined to take it for those few last miles1 because1 if one is suffering1 a winding lane is more tolerable than a wide turnpike4 ,just as ,i came to the branching of the roads ,i saw a cross put up1 and at its base the motto that is universal to ,french crosses-- ,ave ,crux ,spes ,unica4 ,i thought it a good opportunity for recollection1 and sitting down1 ,i looked backward along the road ,i had come4 ,there were the high mountains of the ,vosges standing up above the plain of ,alsace like sloping cliffs above a sea4 ,i drew them as they stood1 and wondered if that frontier were really permanent4 ,the mind of man is greater than such accidents1 and can easily overleap even the high hills4 ,then having drawn them1 and in that drawing said a kind of farewell to the influences that had followed me for so many miles--the solemn quiet1 the steady industry1 the self-control1 the deep woods1 of ,lorraine--#a rose up stiffly from the bank that had been my desk1 and pushed along the lane that ran devious past neglected villages4 ,the afternoon and the evening followed as ,i put one mile after another behind me4 ,the frontier seemed so close that ,i would not rest4 ,i left my open wine1 the wine ,i had found outside ,belfort1 untasted1 and ,i plodded on and on as the light dwindled4 ,i was in a grand wonderment for ,switzerland1 and ,i wished by an immediate effort to conquer the last miles before night1 in spite of my pain4 ,also1 ,i will confess to a silly pride in distances1 and a desire to be out of ,france on my fourth day4 ,the light still fell1 and my resolution stood1 though my exhaustion undermined it4 ,the line of the mountains rose higher against the sky1 and there entered into my pilgrimage for the first time the loneliness and the mystery of meres4 ,something of what a man feels in ,east ,england belonged to this last of the plain under the guardian hills4 ,everywhere ,i passed ponds and reeds1 and saw the level streaks of sunset reflected in stagnant waters4 ,the marshy valley kept its character when ,i had left the lane and regained the highroad4 ,its isolation dominated the last effort with which ,i made for the line of the ,jura in that summer twilight1 and as ,i blundered on my whole spirit was caught or lifted in the influence of the waste waters and of the birds of evening4 ,i wished1 as ,i had often wished in such opportunities of recollection and of silence1 for a complete barrier that might isolate the mind4 ,with that wish came in a puzzling thought1 very proper to a pilgrimage1 which was3 ',what do men mean by the desire to be dissolved and to enjoy the spirit free and without attachments8' ,that many men have so desired there can be no doubt1 and the best men1 whose holiness one recognizes at once1 tell us that the joys of the soul are incomparably higher than those of the living man4 ,in ,india1 moreover1 there are great numbers of men who do the most fantastic things with the object of thus unprisoning the soul1 and ,milton talks of the same thing with evident conviction1 and the ,saints all praise it in chorus4 ,but what is it8 ,for my part ,i cannot understand so much as the meaning of the words1 for every pleasure ,i know comes from an intimate union between my body and my very human mind1 which last receives1 confirms1 revives1 and can summon up again what my body has experienced4 ,of pleasures1 however1 in which my senses have had no part ,i know nothing1 so ,i have determined to take them upon trust and see whether they could make the matter clearer in ,rome4 ,but when it comes to the immortal mind1 the good spirit in me that is so cunning at forms and colours and the reasons of things1 that is a very different story4 ,that1 ,i do indeed desire to have to myself at whiles1 and the waning light of a day or the curtains of autumn closing in the year are often to me like a door shutting after one1 as one comes in home4 ,for ,i find that with less and less impression from without the mind seems to take on a power of creation1 and by some mystery it can project songs and landscapes and faces much more desirable than the music or the shapes one really hears and sees4 ,so also memory can create4 ,but it is not the soul that does this1 for the songs1 the landscapes1 and the faces are of a kind that have come in by the senses1 nor have ,i ever understood what could be higher than these pleasures1 nor indeed how in anything formless and immaterial there could be pleasure at all4 ,yet the wisest people assure us that our souls are as superior to our minds as are our minds to our inert and merely material bodies4 ,i cannot understand it at all4 ,as ,i was pondering on these things in this land of pastures and lonely ponds1 with the wall of the ,jura black against the narrow bars of evening--7my pain seemed gone for a moment1 yet ,i was hobbling slowly7--,i say as ,i was considering this complex doctrine1 ,i felt my sack suddenly much lighter1 and ,i had hardly time to rejoice at the miracle when ,i heard immediately a very loud crash1 and turning half round ,i saw on the blurred white of the twilit road my quart of ,open ,wine all broken to atoms4 ,my disappointment was so great that ,i sat down on a milestone to consider the accident and to see if a little thought would not lighten my acute annoyance4 ,consider that ,i had carefully cherished this bottle and had not drunk throughout a painful march all that afternoon1 thinking that there would be no wine worth drinking after ,i had passed the frontier4 ,i consoled myself more or less by thinking about torments and evils to which even such a loss as this was nothing1 and then ,i rose to go on into the night4 ,as it turned out ,i was to find beyond the frontier a wine in whose presence this wasted wine would have seemed a wretched jest1 and whose wonderful taste was to colour all my memories of the ,mount ,terrible4 ,it is always thus with sorrows if one will only wait4 ,so1 lighter in the sack but heavier in the heart1 ,i went forward to cross the frontier in the dark4 ,i did not quite know where the point came3 ,i only knew that it was about a mile from ,delle1 the last ,french town4 ,i supped there and held on my way4 ,when ,i guessed that ,i had covered this mile ,i saw a light in the windows on my left1 a trellis and the marble tables of a cafe4 ,i put my head in at the door and said-- ',am ,i in ,switzerland8' ,a ,german-looking girl1 a large heavy man1 a ,bavarian commercial traveller1 and a colleague of his from ,marseilles1 all said together in varying accents3 ',yes4' ',why then1' ,i said1 ',i will come in and drink4' ,this book would never end if ,i were to attempt to write down so much as the names of a quarter of the extraordinary things that ,i saw and heard on my enchanted pilgrimage1 but let me at least mention the ,commercial ,traveller from ,marseilles4 ,he talked with extreme rapidity for two hours4 ,he had seen all the cities in the world and he remembered their minutest details4 ,he was extremely accurate1 his taste was abominable1 his patriotism large1 his wit crude but continual1 and to his ,german friend1 to the host of the inn1 and to the blonde serving-girl1 he was a familiar god4 ,he came1 it seems1 once a year1 and for a day would pour out the torrent of his travels like a waterfall of guide-books 7for he gloried in dates1 dimensions1 and the points of the compass in his descriptions72 then he disappeared for another year1 and left them to feast on the memory of such a revelation4 ,for my part ,i sat silent1 crippled with fatigue1 trying to forget my wounded feet1 drinking stoup after stoup of beer and watching the ,phocean4 ,he was of the old race you see on vases in red and black2 slight1 very wiry1 with a sharp1 eager1 but well-set face1 a small1 black1 pointed beard1 brilliant eyes like those of lizards1 rapid gestures1 and a vivacity that played all over his features as sheet lightning does over the glow of midnight in ,june4 ,that delta of the ,rhone is something quite separate from the rest of ,france4 ,it is a wedge of ,greece and of the ,east thrust into the ,gauls4 ,it came north a hundred years ago and killed the monarchy4 ,it caught the value in1 and created1 the great war song of the ,republic4 ,i watched the ,phocean4 ,i thought of a man of his ancestry three thousand years ago sitting here at the gates of these mountains talking of his travels to dull1 patient1 and admiring northerners1 and travelling for gain up on into the ,germanics1 and ,i felt the changeless form of ,europe under me like a rock4 ,when he heard ,i was walking to ,rome1 this man of information turned off his flood into another channel1 as a miller will send the racing water into a side sluice1 and he poured out some such torrent as this3 ',do not omit to notice the famous view ,s4,e4 from the ,villa ,so and ,so on ,monte ,mario2 visit such and such a garden1 and hear ,mass in such and such a church4 ,note the curious illusion produced on the piazza of ,st ,peter's by the interior measurements of the trapezium1 which are so many years and so many yards1444' c41 and so forth444 exactly like a mill4 ,i meanwhile sat on still silent1 still drinking beer and watching the ,phocean2 gradually suffering the fascination that had captured the villagers and the ,german friend4 ,he was a very wonderful man4 ,he was also kindly1 for ,i found afterwards that he had arranged with the host to give me up his bed1 seeing my weariness4 ,for this1 most unluckily1 ,i was never able to thank him1 since the next morning ,i was off before he or any one else was awake1 and ,i left on the table such money as ,i thought would very likely satisfy the innkeeper4 ,it was broad day1 but not yet sunrise 7there were watery thin clouds left here and there from the day before1 a cold wind drove them7 when1 with extreme pain1 going slowly one step after the other and resting continually1 ,i started for ,porrentruy along a winding road1 and pierced the gap in the ,jura4 ,the first turn cut me off from ,france1 and ,i was fairly in a strange country4 ,the valley through which ,i was now passing resembled that of the lovely river ,jed where it runs down from the ,cheviots1 and leads like a road into the secret pastures of the lowlands4 ,here also1 as there1 steep cliffs of limestone bounded a very level dale1 all green grass and plenty2 the plateau above them was covered also with perpetual woods1 only here1 different from ,scotland1 the woods ran on and upwards till they became the slopes of high mountains2 indeed1 this winding cleft was a natural passage through the first ridge of the ,jura2 the second stood up southward before me like a deep blue storm4 ,i had1 as ,i passed on along this turning way1 all the pleasures of novelty2 it was quite another country from the governed and ordered ,france which ,i had left4 ,the road was more haphazard1 less carefully tended1 and evidently less used4 ,the milestones were very old1 and marked leagues instead of kilometres4 ,there was age in everything4 ,moss grew along the walls1 and it was very quiet under the high trees4 ,i did not know the name of the little river that went slowly through the meadows1 nor whether it followed the custom of its ,french neighbours on the watershed1 and was called by some such epithet as hangs to all the waters in that gap of ,belfort1 that plain of ponds and marshes3 for they are called 'the ,sluggish'1 'the ,muddy'1 or 'the ,laggard'4 ,even the name of the ,saone1 far off1 meant once ',slow ,water'4 ,i was wondering what its name might be1 and how far ,i stood from ,porrentruy 7which ,i knew to be close by71 when ,i saw a tunnel across the valley1 and ,i guessed by the trend of the higher hills that the river was about to make a very sharp angle4 ,both these signs1 ,i had been told1 meant that ,i was quite close to the town2 so ,i took a short cut up through the forest over a spur of hill--a short cut most legitimate1 because it was trodden and very manifestly used--and ,i walked up and then on a level for a mile1 along a lane of the woods and beneath small1 dripping trees4 ,when this short silence of the forest was over1 ,i saw an excellent sight4 ,there1 below me1 where the lane began to fall1 was the first of the ,german cities4 ,,lector4 ,how ',german'8 ,,auctor4 ,let me explain4 ,there is a race that stretches vaguely1 without defined boundaries1 from the ,baltic into the high hills of the south4 ,i will not include the ,scandinavians among them1 for the ,scandinavians 7from whom we ,english also in part descend7 are long-headed1 lean1 and fierce1 with a light of adventure in their pale eyes4 ,but beneath them1 ,i say1 there stretches from the ,baltic to the high hills a race which has a curious unity4 ,yes2 ,i know that great patches of it are ,catholic1 and that other great patches hold varying philosophies2 ,i know also that within them are counted long-headed and round-headed men1 dark and fair1 violent and silent2 ,i know also that they have continually fought among themselves and called in ,welch allies2 still ,i go somewhat by the language1 for ,i am concerned here with the development of a modern ,european people1 and ,i say that the ,germans run from the high hills to the northern sea4 ,in all of them you find 7it is not race1 it is something much more than race1 it is the type of culture7 a dreaminess and a love of ease4 ,in all of them you find music4 ,they are those ,germans whose countries ,i had seen a long way off1 from the ,ballon d',alsace1 and whose language and traditions ,i now first touched in the town that stood before me4 ,,lector4 ,but in ,porrentruy they talk ,french6 ,,auctor4 ,they are welcome2 it is an excellent tongue4 ,nevertheless1 they are ,germans4 ,who but ,germans would so preserve--would so rebuild the past8 ,who but ,germans would so feel the mystery of the hills1 and so fit their town to the mountains8 ,i was to pass through but a narrow wedge of this strange and diffuse people4 ,they began at ,porrentruy1 they ended at the watershed of the ,adriatic1 in the high passes of the ,alps2 but in that little space of four days ,i made acquaintance with their influence1 and ,i owe them a perpetual gratitude for their architecture and their tales4 ,i had come from ,france1 which is full of an active memory of ,rome4 ,i was to debouch into those larger plains of ,italy1 which keep about them an atmosphere of ,rome in decay4 ,here in ,switzerland1 for four marches1 ,i touched a northern1 exterior1 and barbaric people2 for though these mountains spoke a distorted ,latin tongue1 and only after the first day began to give me a ,teutonic dialect1 yet it was evident from the first that they had about them neither the ,latin order nor the ,latin power to create1 but were contemplative and easily absorbed by a little effort4 ,the ,german spirit is a marvel4 ,there lay ,porrentruy4 ,an odd door with ,gothic turrets marked the entry to the town4 ,to the right of this gateway a tower1 more enormous than anything ,i remembered to have seen1 even in dreams1 flanked the approach to the city4 ,how vast it was1 how protected1 how high1 how eaved1 how enduring6 ,i was told later that some part of that great bastion was ,roman1 and ,i can believe it4 ,the ,germans hate to destroy4 ,it overwhelmed me as visions overwhelm1 and ,i felt in its presence as boys feel when they first see the mountains4 ,had ,i not been a ,christian1 ,i would have worshipped and propitiated this obsession1 this everlasting thing4 ,as it was ,i entered ,porrentruy soberly4 ,i passed under its deep gateway and up its steep hill4 ,the moment ,i was well into the main street1 something other of the ,middle ,ages possessed me1 and ,i began to think of food and wine4 ,i went to the very first small guest-house ,i could find1 and asked them if they could serve me food4 ,they said that at such an early hour 7it was not yet ten7 they could give me nothing but bread1 yesterday's meat1 and wine4 ,i said that would do very well1 and all these things were set before me1 and by a custom of the country ,i paid before ,i ate4 7,a bad custom4 ,up in the ,limousin1 when ,i was a boy1 in the noisy valley of the ,torrent1 on the ,vienne1 ,i remember a woman that did not allow me to pay till she had held the bottle up to the light1 measured the veal with her finger1 and estimated the bread with her eye2 also she charged me double4 ,god rest her soul67 ,i say ,i paid4 ,and had ,i had to pay twenty or twenty-three times as much it would have been worth it for the wine4 ,i am hurrying on to ,rome1 and ,i have no time to write a georgic4 ,but1 oh6 my little friends of the north2 my struggling1 strenuous1 introspective1 self-analysing1 autoscopic1 and generally reentrant friends1 who spout the ',hue6 ,pater1 oh6 ,lenae6' without a ghost of an idea what you are talking about1 do you know what is meant by the god8 ,bacchus is everywhere1 but if he has special sites to be ringed in and kept sacred1 ,i say let these be ,brule1 and the silent vineyard that lies under the square wood by ,tournus1 the hollow underplace of ,heltz le ,maurupt1 and this town of ,porrentruy4 ,in these places if ,i can get no living friends to help me1 ,i will strike the foot alone on the genial ground1 and ,i know of fifty maenads and two hundred little attendant gods by name that will come to the festival4 ,what a wine6 ,i was assured it would not travel4 ',nevertheless1' said ,i1 'give me a good quart bottle of it1 for ,i have to go far1 and ,i see there is a providence for pilgrims4' ,so they charged me fourpence1 and ,i took my bottle of this wonderful stuff1 sweet1 strong1 sufficient1 part of the earth1 desirable1 and went up on my way to ,rome4 ,could this book be infinite1 as my voyage was infinite1 ,i would tell you about the shifty priest whom ,i met on the platform of the church where a cliff overhangs the valley1 and of the anarchist whom ,i met when ,i recovered the highroad--- he was a sad1 good man1 who had committed some sudden crime and so had left ,france1 and his hankering for ,france all those years had soured his temper1 and he said he wished there were no property1 no armies1 and no governments4 ,but ,i said that we live as parts of a nation1 and that there was no fate so wretched as to be without a country of one's own--what else was exile which so many noble men have thought worse than death1 and which all have feared8 ,i also told him that armies fighting in a just cause were the happiest places for living1 and that a good battle for justice was the beginning of all great songs2 and that as for property1 a man on his own land was the nearest to ,god4 ,he therefore not convinced1 and ,i loving and pitying him1 we separated2 ,i had not time to preach my full doctrine1 but gave him instead a deep and misty glass of cool beer1 and pledged him brotherhood1 freedom1 and an equal law4 ,then ,i went on my way1 praying ,god that all these rending quarrels might be appeased4 ,for they would certainly be appeased if we once again had a united doctrine in ,europe1 since economics are but an expression of the mind and do not 7as the poor blind slaves of the great cities think7 mould the mind4 ,what is more1 nothing makes property run into a few hands but the worst of the capital sins1 and you who say it is 'the modern facilities of distribution' are like men who cannot read large print without spectacles2 or again1 you are like men who should say that their drunkenness was due to their drink1 or that arson was caused by matches4 ,but1 frankly1 do you suppose ,i came all this way over so many hills to talk economics8 ,very far from it6 ,i will pray for all poor men when ,i get to ,st ,peter's in ,rome 7,i should like to know what capital ,st ,peter had in that highly capitalistic first century71 and1 meanwhile1 do you discuss the margin of production while ,i go on the open way2 there are no landlords here1 and if you would learn at least one foreign language1 and travel but five miles off a railway1 you town-talkers1 you would find how much landlordism has to do with your 'necessities' and your 'laws'4 ,,lector4 ,i thought you said you were not going to talk economics8 ,,auctor4 ,neither am ,i4 ,it is but the backwash of a wave444 ,well1 then1 ,i went up the open way1 and came in a few miles of that hot afternoon to the second ridge of the ,jura1 which they call 'the ,terrible ,hill'1 or 'the ,mount ,terrible'--and1 in truth1 it is very jagged4 ,a steep1 long crest of very many miles lies here between the vale of ,porrentruy and the deep gorge of the ,doubs4 ,the highroad goes off a long way westward1 seeking for a pass or neck in the chain1 but ,i determined to find a straight road across1 and spoke to some wood-cutters who were felling trees just where the road began to climb4 ,they gave me this curious indication4 ,they said-- ',go you up this muddy track that has been made athwart the woods and over the pastures by our sliding logs' 7for they had cut their trunks higher up the mountains71 'and you will come to the summit easily4 ,from thence you will see the ,doubs running below you in a very deep and dark ravine4' ,i thanked them1 and soon found that they had told me right4 ,there1 unmistakable1 a gash in the forest and across the intervening fields of grass1 was the run of the timber4 ,when ,i had climbed almost to the top1 ,i looked behind me to take my last view of the north4 ,i saw just before me a high isolated rock2 between me and it was the forest4 ,i saw beyond it the infinite plain of ,alsace and the distant ,vosges4 ,the cliff of limestone that bounded that height fell sheer upon the tree-tops2 its sublimity arrested me1 and compelled me to record it4 ',surely1' ,i said1 'if ,switzerland has any gates on the north they are these4' ,then1 having drawn the wonderful outline of what ,i had seen1 ,i went up1 panting1 to the summit1 and1 resting there1 discovered beneath me the curious swirl of the ,doubs1 where it ran in a dark gulf thousands of feet below4 ,the shape of this extraordinary turn ,i will describe in a moment4 ,let me say1 meanwhile1 that there was no precipice or rock between me and the river1 only a down1 down1 down through other trees and pastures1 not too steep for a man to walk1 but steeper than our steep downs and fells in ,england1 where a man hesitates and picks his way4 ,it was so much of a descent1 and so long1 that one looked above the tree-tops4 ,it was a place where no one would care to ride4 ,i found a kind of path1 sideways on the face of the mountain1 and followed it till ,i came to a platform with a hut perched thereon1 and men building4 ,here a good woman told me just how to go4 ,i was not to attempt the road to ,brune-,farine--that is1 ',whole-,meal ,farm'--as ,i had first intended1 foolishly trusting a map1 but to take a gully she would show me1 and follow it till ,i reached the river4 ,she came out1 and led me steeply across a hanging pasture2 all the while she had knitting in her hands1 and ,i noticed that on the levels she went on with her knitting4 ,then1 when we got to the gully1 she said ,i had but to follow it4 ,i thanked her1 and she climbed up to her home4 ,this gully was the precipitous bed of a stream2 ,i clanked down it--thousands of feet--warily2 ,i reached the valley1 and at last1 very gladly1 came to a drain1 and thus knew that ,i approached a town or village4 ,it was ,st ,ursanne4 ,the very first thing ,i noticed in ,st ,ursanne was the extraordinary shape of the lower windows of the church4 ,they lighted a crypt and ran along the ground1 which in itself was sufficiently remarkable1 but much more remarkable was their shape1 which seemed to me to approach that of a horseshoe2 ,i never saw such a thing before4 ,it looked as though the weight of the church above had bulged these little windows out1 and that is the way ,i explain it4 ,some people would say it was a man coming home from the ,crusades that had made them this eastern way1 others that it was a symbol of something or other4 ,but ,i say-- ,,lector4 ,what rhodomontade and pedantry is this talk about the shape of a window8 ,,auctor4 ,little friend1 how little you know6 ,to a building windows are everything2 they are what eyes are to a man4 ,out of windows a building takes its view2 in windows the outlook of its human inhabitants is framed4 ,if you were the lord of a very high tower overlooking a town1 a plain1 a river1 and a distant hill 7,i doubt if you will ever have such luck671 would you not call your architect up before you and say-- ',sir1 see that the windows of my house are tall1 narrow1 thick1 and have a round top to them'8 ,of course you would1 for thus you would best catch in separate pictures the sunlit things outside your home4 ,never ridicule windows4 ,it is out of windows that many fall to their deaths4 ,by windows love often enters4 ,through a window went the bolt that killed ,king ,richard4 ,king ,william's father spied ,arlette from a window 7,i have looked through it myself1 but not a soul did ,i see washing below74 ,when a mob would rule ,england1 it breaks windows1 and when a patriot would save her1 he taxes them4 ,out of windows we walk on to lawns in summer and meet men and women1 and in winter windows are drums for the splendid music of storms that makes us feel so masterly round our fires4 ,the windows of the great cathedrals are all their meaning4 ,but for windows we should have to go out-of-doors to see daylight4 ,after the sun1 which they serve1 ,i know of nothing so beneficent as windows4 ,fie upon the ungrateful man that has no window-god in his house1 and thinks himself too great a philosopher to bow down to windows6 ,may he live in a place without windows for a while to teach him the value of windows4 ,as for me1 ,i will keep up the high worship of windows till ,i come to the windowless grave4 ,talk to me of windows6 ,yes4 ,there are other things in ,st ,ursanne4 ,it is a little tiny town1 and yet has gates4 ,it is full of very old houses1 people1 and speech4 ,it was founded 7or named7 by a ,bear ,saint1 and the statue of the saint with his bear is carved on the top of a column in the market-place4 ,but the chief thing about it1 so it seemed to me1 was its remoteness4 ,the gorge of the ,doubs1 of which ,i said a word or two above1 is of that very rare shape which isolates whatever may be found in such valleys4 ,it turns right back upon itself1 like a very narrow ,u1 and thus cannot by any possibility lead any one anywhere2 for though in all times travellers have had to follow river valleys1 yet when they come to such a long and sharp turn as this1 they have always cut across the intervening bend4 ,here is the shape of this valley with the high hills round it and in its core1 which will show better than description what ,i mean4 ,the little picture also shows what the gorge looked like as ,i came down on it from the heights above4 ,in the map the small white ',a' shows where the railway bridge was1 and in this map1 as in the others1 the dark is for the depth and the light is for the heights4 ,as for the picture1 it is what one sees when one is coming over the ridge at the north or top of the map1 and when one first catches the river beneath one4 ,i thought a good deal about what the ,romans did to get through the ,mont ,terrible1 and how they negotiated this crook in the ,doubs 7for they certainly passed into ,gaul through the gates of ,porrentruy1 and by that obvious valley below it74 ,i decided that they probably came round eastward by ,delemont4 ,but for my part1 ,i was on a straight path to ,rome1 and as that line lay just along the top of the river bend ,i was bound to take it4 ,now outside ,st ,ursanne1 if one would go along the top of the river bend and so up to the other side of the gorge1 is a kind of subsidiary ravine--awful1 deep1 and narrow--and this was crossed1 ,i could see1 by a very high railway bridge4 ,not suspecting any evil1 and desiring to avoid the long descent into the ravine1 the looking for a bridge or ford1 and the steep climb up the other side1 ,i made in my folly for the station which stood just where the railway left solid ground to go over this high1 high bridge4 ,i asked leave of the stationmaster to cross it1 who said it was strictly forbidden1 but that he was not a policeman1 and that ,i might do it at my own risk4 ,thanking him1 therefore1 and considering how charming was the loose habit of small uncentralized societies1 ,i went merrily on to the bridge1 meaning to walk across it by stepping from sleeper to sleeper4 ,but it was not to be so simple4 ,the powers of the air1 that hate to have their kingdom disturbed1 watched me as ,i began4 ,i had not been engaged upon it a dozen yards when ,i was seized with terror4 ,i have much to say further on in this book concerning terror3 the panic that haunts high places and the spell of many angry men4 ,this horrible affection of the mind is the delight of our modern scribblers2 it is half the plot of their insane 'short stories'1 and is at the root of their worship of what they call 'strength'1 a cowardly craving for protection1 or the much more despicable fascination of brutality4 ,for my part ,i have always disregarded it as something impure and devilish1 unworthy of a ,christian4 ,fear ,i think1 indeed1 to be in the nature of things1 and it is as much part of my experience to be afraid of the sea or of an untried horse as it is to eat and sleep2 but terror1 which is a sudden madness and paralysis of the soul1 that ,i say is from hell1 and not to be played with or considered or put in pictures or described in stories4 ,all this ,i say to preface what happened1 and especially to point out how terror is in the nature of a possession and is unreasonable4 ,for in the crossing of this bridge there was nothing in itself perilous4 ,the sleepers lay very close together--,i doubt if a man could have slipped between them2 but1 ,i know not how many hundred feet below1 was the flashing of the torrent1 and it turned my brain4 ,for the only parapet there was a light line or pipe1 quite slender and low down1 running from one spare iron upright to another4 ,these rather emphasized than encouraged my mood4 ,and still as ,i resolutely put one foot in front of the other1 and resolutely kept my eyes off the abyss and fixed on the opposing hill1 and as the long curve before me was diminished by successive sharp advances1 still my heart was caught half-way in every breath1 and whatever it is that moves a man went uncertainly within me1 mechanical and half-paralysed4 ,the great height with that narrow unprotected ribbon across it was more than ,i could bear4 ,i dared not turn round and ,i dared not stop4 ,words and phrases began repeating themselves in my head as they will under a strain3 so ,i know at sea a man perilously hanging on to the tiller makes a kind of litany of his instructions4 ,the central part was passed1 the three-quarters2 the tension of that enduring effort had grown intolerable1 and ,i doubted my ability to complete the task4 ,why8 ,what could prevent me8 ,i cannot say2 it was all a bundle of imaginaries4 ,perhaps at bottom what ,i feared was sudden giddiness and the fall-- ,at any rate at this last supreme part ,i vowed one candle to ,our ,lady of ,perpetual ,succour if she would see that all went well1 and this candle ,i later paid in ,rome2 finding ,our ,lady of ,succour not hung up in a public place and known to all1 as ,i thought ,she would be1 but peculiar to a little church belonging to a ,scotchman and standing above his high altar4 ,yet it is a very famous picture1 and extremely old4 ,well1 then1 having made this vow ,i still went on1 with panic aiding me1 till ,i saw that the bank beneath had risen to within a few feet of the bridge1 and that dry land was not twenty yards away4 ,then my resolution left me and ,i ran1 or rather stumbled1 rapidly from sleeper to sleeper till ,i could take a deep breath on the solid earth beyond4 ,i stood and gazed back over the abyss2 ,i saw the little horrible strip between heaven and hell--the perspective of its rails4 ,i was made ill by the relief from terror4 ,yet ,i suppose railway-men cross and recross it twenty times a day4 ,better for them than for me6 ,there is the story of the awful bridge of the ,mont ,terrible1 and it lies to a yard upon the straight line--quid dicam--the segment of the ,great ,circle uniting ,toul and ,rome4 ,the high bank or hillside before me was that which ends the gorge of the ,doubs and looks down either limb of the sharp bend4 ,i had here not to climb but to follow at one height round the curve4 ,my way ran by a rather ill-made lane and passed a village4 ,then it was my business to make straight up the farther wall of the gorge1 and as there was wood upon this1 it looked an easy matter4 ,but when ,i came to it1 it was not easy4 ,the wood grew in loose rocks and the slope was much too steep for anything but hands and knees1 and far too soft and broken for true climbing4 ,and no wonder this ridge seemed a wall for steepness and difficulty1 since it was the watershed between the ,mediterranean and the cold ,north ,sea4 ,but ,i did not know this at the time4 ,it must have taken me close on an hour before ,i had covered the last thousand feet or so that brought me to the top of the ridge1 and there1 to my great astonishment1 was a road4 ,where could such a road lead1 and why did it follow right along the highest edge of the mountains8 ,the ,jura with their unique parallels provide twenty such problems4 ,wherever it led1 however1 this road was plainly perpendicular to my true route1 and ,i had but to press on my straight line4 ,so ,i crossed it1 saw for a last time through the trees the gorge of the ,doubs1 and then got upon a path which led down through a field more or less in the direction of my pilgrimage4 ,here the country was so broken that one could make out but little of its general features1 but of course1 on the whole1 ,i was following down yet another southern slope1 the southern slope of the third chain of the ,jura1 when1 after passing through many glades and along a stony path1 ,i found a kind of gate between two high rocks1 and emerged somewhat suddenly upon a wide down studded with old trees and also many stunted yews1 and this sank down to a noble valley which lay all before me4 ,the open down or prairie on which ,i stood ,i afterwards found to be called the ',pasturage of ,common ,right'1 a very fine name2 and1 as a gallery will command a great hall1 so this field like a platform commanded the wide and fading valley below4 ,it was a very glad surprise to see this sight suddenly unrolled as ,i stood on the crest of the down4 ,the ,jura had hitherto been either lonely1 or somewhat awful1 or naked and rocky1 but here was a true vale in which one could imagine a spirit of its own2 there were corn lands and no rocks4 ,the mountains on either side did not rise so high as three thousand feet4 ,though of limestone they were rounded in form1 and the slanting sun of the late afternoon 7all the storm had left the sky7 took them full and warm4 ,the valley remaining wide and fruitful went on out eastward till the hills became mixed up with brume and distance4 ,as ,i did not know its name ,i called it after the village immediately below me for which ,i was making2 and ,i still remember it as the ,valley of ,glovelier1 and it lies between the third and fourth ridges of the ,jura4 ,before leaving the field ,i drew what ,i saw but ,i was much too tired by the double and prodigious climb of the past hours to draw definitely or clearly4 ,such as it is1 there it is4 ,then ,i went down over the smooth field4 ,there is something that distinguishes the rugged from the gracious in landscape1 and in our ,europe this something corresponds to the use and presence of men1 especially in mountainous places4 ,for men's habits and civilization fill the valleys and wash up the base of the hills1 making1 as it were1 a tide mark4 ,into this zone ,i had already passed4 ,the turf was trodden fine1 and was set firm as it can only become by thousands of years of pasturing4 ,the moisture that oozed out of the earth was not the random bog of the high places but a human spring1 caught in a stone trough4 ,attention had been given to the trees4 ,below me stood a wall1 which1 though rough1 was not the haphazard thing men pile up in the last recesses of the hills1 but formed of chosen stones1 and these bound together with mortar4 ,on my right was a deep little dale with children playing in it--and this' ,i afterwards learned was called a 'combe'3 delightful memory6 ,all our deeper hollows are called the same at home1 and even the ,welsh have the word1 but they spell it cwm2 it is their mountain way4 ,well1 as ,i was saying1 everything surrounding me was domestic and grateful1 and ,i was therefore in a mood for charity and companionship when ,i came down the last dip and entered ,glovelier4 ,but ,glovelier is a place of no excellence whatever1 and if the thought did not seem extravagant ,i should be for putting it to the sword and burning it all down4 ,for just as ,i was going along full of kindly thoughts1 and had turned into the sign of 7,i think it was7 the ',sun' to drink wine and leave them my benediction-- ,,lector4 ,why your benediction8 ,,auctor4 ,who else can give benedictions if people cannot when they are on pilgrimage8 ,learn that there are three avenues by which blessing can be bestowed1 and three kinds of men who can bestow it4 7#a7 ,there is the good man1 whose goodness makes him of himself a giver of blessings4 ,his power is not conferred or of office1 but is inhaerens persona2 part of the stuff of his mind4 ,this kind can confer the solemn benediction1 or ,benedictio major1 if they choose2 but besides this their every kind thought1 word1 or action is a ,benedictio generalise and even their frowns1 curses1 angry looks and irritable gestures may be called ,benedictiones minores vel incerti4 ,i believe ,i am within the definitions4 ,i avoid heresy4 ,all this is sound theology4 ,i do not smell of the faggot4 ,and this kind of ,benedictory ,power is the fount or type or natural origin1 as it were1 of all others4 7#b7 ,there is the ,official of ,religion who1 in the exercise of his office-- ,,lector4 ,for ,heaven's sake-- ,,auctor4 ,who began it8 ,you protested my power to give benediction1 and ,i must now prove it at length2 otherwise ,i should fall under the accusation of lesser ,simony--that is1 the false assumption of particular powers4 ,well1 then1 there is the ,official who ex officio1 and when he makes it quite clear that it is qua sponsus and not sicut ut ipse1 can give formal benediction4 ,this power belongs certainly to all ,bishops1 mitred ,abbots1 and ,archimandrates2 to ,patriarchs of course1 and a fortiori to the ,pope4 ,in ,rome they will have it that ,monsignores also can so bless1 and ,i have heard it debated whether or no the same were not true in some rustic way of parish priests4 ,however this may be1 all their power proceeds1 not from themselves1 but from the accumulation of goodness left as a deposit by the multitudes of exceptionally good men who have lived in times past1 and who have now no use for it4 7#c7 ,thirdly--and this is my point--any one1 good or bad1 official or non-official1 who is for the moment engaged in an opusfaustum can act certainly as a conductor or medium1 and the influence of what he is touching or doing passes to you from him4 ,this is admitted by every one who worships trees1 wells1 and stones2 and indeed it stands to reason1 for it is but a branch of the well-known ',sanctificatio ex loco1 opere1 tactu vel conditione4' ,i will admit that this power is but vague1 slight1 tenuous1 and dissipatory1 still there it is3 though of course its poor effect is to that of the ,benedictio major what a cat's-paw in the ,solent is to a north-east snorter on ,lindsey ,deeps4 ,i am sorry to have been at such length1 but it is necessary to have these things thrashed out once for all4 ,so now you see how ,i1 being on pilgrimage1 could give a kind of little creeping blessing to the people on the way1 though1 as ,st ,louis said to the ,hascisch-eaters1 ',may it be a long time before you can kiss my bones4' ,so ,i entered the ',sun' inn and saw there a woman sewing1 a great dull-faced man like an ox1 and a youth writing down figures in a little book4 ,i said-- ',good morning1 madam1 and sirs1 and the company4 ,could you give me a little red wine8' ,not a head moved4 ,true ,i was very dirty and tired1 and they may have thought me a beggar1 to whom1 like good sensible ,christians who had no nonsense about them1 they would rather have given a handsome kick than a cup of cold water4 ,however1 ,i think it was not only my poverty but a native churlishness which bound their bovine souls in that valley4 ,i sat down at a very clean table4 ,i notice that those whom the ,devil has made his own are always spick and span1 just as firemen who have to go into great furnaces have to keep all their gear highly polished4 ,i sat down at it1 and said again1 still gently-- ',it is1 indeed1 a fine country this of yours4 ,could you give me a little red wine8' ,then the ox-faced man who had his back turned to me1 and was the worst of the lot1 said sulkily1 not to me1 but to the woman-- ',he wants wine4' ,the woman as sulkily said to me1 not looking me in the eyes-- ',how much will you pay8' ,i said1 ',bring the wine4 ,set it here4 ,see me drink it4 ,charge me your due4' ,i found that this brutal way of speaking was just what was needed for the kine and cattle of this pen4 ,she skipped off to a cupboard1 and set wine before me1 and a glass4 ,i drank quite quietly till ,i had had enough1 and asked what there was to pay4 ,she said ',threepence1' and ,i said ',too much1' as ,i paid it4 ,at this the ox-faced man grunted and frowned1 and ,i was afraid2 but hiding my fear ,i walked out boldly and slowly1 and made a noise with my stick upon the floor of the hall without4 ,neither did ,i bid them farewell4 ,but ,i made a sign at the house as ,i left it4 ,whether it suffered from this as did the house at ,dorchester which the man in the boat caused to wither in one night1 is more than ,i can tell4 ,the road led straight across the valley and approached the further wall of hills4 ,these ,i saw were pierced by one of the curious gaps which are peculiar to limestone ranges4 ,water cuts them1 and a torrent ran through this one also4 ,the road through it1 gap though it was1 went up steeply1 and the further valley was evidently higher than the one ,i was leaving4 ,it was already evening as ,i entered this narrow ravine2 the sun only caught the tops of the rock-walls4 ,my fatigue was very great1 and my walking painful to an extreme1 when1 having come to a place where the gorge was narrowest and where the two sides were like the posts of a giant's stile1 where also the fifth ridge of the ,jura stood up beyond me in the further valley1 a vast shadow1 ,i sat down wearily and drew what not even my exhaustion could render unremarkable4 ,while ,i was occupied sketching the slabs of limestone1 ,i heard wheels coming up behind me1 and a boy in a waggon stopped and hailed me4 ,what the boy wanted to know was whether ,i would take a lift1 and this he said in such curious ,french that ,i shuddered to think how far ,i had pierced into the heart of the hills1 and how soon ,i might come to quite strange people4 ,i was greatly tempted to get into his cart1 but though ,i had broken so many of my vows one remained yet whole and sound1 which was that ,i would ride upon no wheeled thing4 ,remembering this1 therefore1 and considering that the ,faith is rich in interpretation1 ,i clung on to the waggon in such a manner that it did all my work for me1 and yet could not be said to be actually carrying me4 ,distinguo4 ,the essence of a vow is its literal meaning4 ,the spirit and intention are for the major morality1 and concern ,natural ,religion1 but when upon a point of ritual or of dedication or special worship a man talks to you of the ,spirit and ,intention1 and complains of the dryness of the ,word1 look at him askance4 ,he is not far removed from ,heresy4 ,i knew a man once that was given to drinking1 and ,i made up this rule for him to distinguish between ,bacchus and the ,devil4 ,to wit3 that he should never drink what has been made and sold since the ,reformation--,i mean especially spirits and champagne4 ,let him 7said ,i7 drink red wine and white1 good beer and mead--if he could get it--liqueurs made by monks1 and1 in a word1 all those feeding1 fortifying1 and confirming beverages that our fathers drank in old time2 but not whisky1 nor brandy1 nor sparkling wines1 not absinthe1 nor the kind of drink called gin4 ,this he promised to do1 and all went well4 ,he became a merry companion1 and began to write odes4 ,his prose clarified and set1 that had before been very mixed and cloudy4 ,he slept well2 he comprehended divine things2 he was already half a republican1 when one fatal day--it was the feast of the eleven thousand virgins1 and they were too busy up in heaven to consider the needs of us poor hobbling1 polyktonous and betempted wretches of men--,i went with him to the ,society for the ,prevention of ,annoyances to the ,rich1 where a certain usurer's son was to read a paper on the cruelty of ,spaniards to their mules4 ,as we were all seated there round a table with a staring green cloth on it1 and a damnable gas pendant above1 the host of that evening offered him whisky and water1 and1 my back being turned1 he took it4 ,then when ,i would have taken it from him he used these words-- ',after all1 it is the intention of a pledge that matters2' and ,i saw that all was over1 for he had abandoned definition1 and was plunged back into the horrible mazes of ,conscience and ,natural ,religion4 ,what do you think1 then1 was the consequence8 ,why1 he had to take some nasty pledge or other to drink nothing whatever1 and become a spectacle and a judgement1 whereas if he had kept his exact word he might by this time have been a happy man4 ,remembering him and pondering upon the advantage of strict rule1 ,i hung on to my cart1 taking care to let my feet still feel the road1 and so passed through the high limestone gates of the gorge1 and was in the fourth valley of the ,jura1 with the fifth ridge standing up black and huge before me against the last of the daylight4 ,there were as yet no stars4 ,there1 in this silent place1 was the little village of ,undervelier1 and ,i thanked the boy1 withdrew from his cart1 and painfully approached the inn1 where ,i asked the woman if she could give me something to eat1 and she said that she could in about an hour1 using1 however1 with regard to what it was ,i was to have1 words which ,i did not understand4 ,for the ,french had become quite barbaric1 and ,i was now indeed lost in one of the inner places of the world4 ,a cigar is1 however1 even in ,undervelier1 a cigar2 and the best cost a penny4 ,one of these1 therefore1 ,i bought1 and then ,i went out smoking it into the village square1 and1 finding a low wall1 leaned over it and contemplated the glorious clear green water tumbling and roaring along beneath it on the other side2 for a little river ran through the village4 ,as ,i leaned there resting and communing ,i noticed how their church1 close at hand1 was built along the low banks of the torrent4 ,i admired the luxuriance of the grass these waters fed1 and the generous arch of the trees beside it4 ,the graves seemed set in a natural place of rest and home1 and just beyond this churchyard was that marriage of hewn stone and water which is the source of so peculiar a satisfaction2 for the church tower was built boldly right out into the stream and the current went eddying round it4 ,but why it is that strong human building when it dips into water should thus affect the mind ,i cannot say1 only ,i know that it is an emotion apart to see our device and structure where it is most enduring come up against and challenge that element which we cannot conquer1 and which has always in it something of danger for men4 ,it is therefore well to put strong mouldings on to piers and quays1 and to make an architecture of them1 and so it was a splendid thought of the ,romans to build their villas right out to sea2 so they say does ,venice enthrall one1 but where ,i have most noticed this thing is at the ,mont ,st ,michel--only one must take care to shut one's eyes or sleep during all the low tide4 ,as ,i was watching that stream against those old stones1 my cigar being now half smoked1 a bell began tolling1 and it seemed as if the whole village were pouring into the church4 ,at this ,i was very much surprised1 not having been used at any time of my life to the unanimous devotion of an entire population1 but having always thought of the ,faith as something fighting odds1 and having seen unanimity only in places where some sham religion or other glozed over our tragedies and excused our sins4 ,certainly to see all the men1 women1 and children of a place taking ,catholicism for granted was a new sight1 and so ,i put my cigar carefully down under a stone on the top of the wall and went in with them4 ,i then saw that what they were at was vespers4 ,all the village sang1 knowing the psalms very well1 and ,i noticed that their ,latin was nearer ,german than ,french2 but what was most pleasing of all was to hear from all the men and women together that very noble good-night and salutation to ,god which begins-- ,te1 lucis ante terminum4 ,my whole mind was taken up and transfigured by this collective act1 and ,i saw for a moment the ,catholic ,church quite plain1 and ,i remembered ,europe1 and the centuries4 ,then there left me altogether that attitude of difficulty and combat which1 for us others1 is always associated with the ,faith4 ,the cities dwindled in my imagination1 and ,i took less heed of the modern noise4 ,i went out with them into the clear evening and the cool4 ,i found my cigar and lit it again1 and musing much more deeply than before1 not without tears1 ,i considered the nature of ,belief4 ,of its nature it breeds a reaction and an indifference4 ,those who believe nothing but only think and judge cannot understand this4 ,of its nature it struggles with us4 ,and we1 we1 when our youth is full on us1 invariably reject it and set out in the sunlight content with natural things4 ,then for a long time we are like men who follow down the cleft of a mountain and the peaks are hidden from us and forgotten4 ,it takes years to reach the dry plain1 and then we look back and see our home4 ,what is it1 do you think1 that causes the return8 ,i think it is the problem of living2 for every day1 every experience of evil1 demands a solution4 ,that solution is provided by the memory of the great scheme which at last we remember4 ,our childhood pierces through again444 ,but ,i will not attempt to explain it1 for ,i have not the power2 only ,i know that we who return suffer hard things2 for there grows a gulf between us and many companions4 ,we are perpetually thrust into minorities1 and the world almost begins to talk a strange language2 we are troubled by the human machinery of a perfect and superhuman revelation2 we are over-anxious for its safety1 alarmed1 and in danger of violent decisions4 ,and this is hard3 that the ,faith begins to make one abandon the old way of judging4 ,averages and movements and the rest grow uncertain4 ,we see things from within and consider one mind or a little group as a salt or leaven4 ,the very nature of social force seems changed to us4 ,and this is hard when a man has loved common views and is happy only with his fellows4 ,and this again is very hard1 that we must once more take up that awful struggle to reconcile two truths and to keep civic freedom sacred in spite of the organization of religion1 and not to deny what is certainly true4 ,it is hard to accept mysteries1 and to be humble4 ,we are tost as the great schoolmen were tost1 and we dare not neglect the duty of that wrestling4 ,but the hardest thing of all is that it leads us away1 as by a command1 from all that banquet of the intellect than which there is no keener joy known to man4 ,i went slowly up the village place in the dusk1 thinking of this deplorable weakness in men that the ,faith is too great for them1 and accepting it as an inevitable burden4 ,i continued to muse with my eyes upon the ground444 ,there was to be no more of that studious content1 that security in historic analysis1 and that constant satisfaction of an appetite which never cloyed4 ,a wisdom more imperative and more profound was to put a term to the comfortable wisdom of learning4 ,all the balance of judgement1 the easy1 slow convictions1 the broad grasp of things1 the vision of their complexity1 the pleasure in their innumerable life--all that had to be given up4 ,fanaticisms were no longer entirely to be despised1 just appreciations and a strong grasp of reality no longer entirely to be admired4 ,the ,catholic ,church will have no philosophies4 ,she will permit no comforts2 the cry of the martyrs is in her far voice2 her eyes that see beyond the world present us heaven and hell to the confusion of our human reconciliations1 our happy blending of good and evil things4 ,by the ,lord6 ,i begin to think this intimate religion as tragic as a great love4 ,there came back into my mind a relic that ,i have in my house4 ,it is a panel of the old door of my college1 having carved on it my college arms4 ,i remembered the ,lion and the ,shield1 ,haec fuit1 ,haec almae janua sacra domus4 ,yes1 certainly religion is as tragic as first love1 and drags us out into the void away from our dear homes4 ,it is a good thing to have loved one woman from a child1 and it is a good thing not to have to return to the ,faith4 ,they cook worse in ,undervelier than any place ,i was ever in1 with the possible exception of ,omaha1 ,neb4 ,,lector4 ,why do you use phrases like 'possible exception'8 ,,auctor4 ,why not8 ,i see that all the religion ,i have stuck into the book has no more effect on you than had ,rousseau upon ,sir ,henry ,maine4 ,you are as full of ,pride as a minor ,devil4 ,you would avoid the cliche and the commonplace1 and the phrase toute faite4 ,why8 ,not because you naturally write odd prose--contrariwise1 left to yourself you write pure journalese2 but simply because you are swelled and puffed up with a desire to pose4 ,you want what the ,martha ,brown school calls 'distinction' in prose4 ,my little friend1 ,i know how it is done1 and ,i find it contemptible4 ,people write their articles at full speed1 putting down their unstudied and valueless conclusions in ,english as pale as a film of dirty wax--sometimes even they dictate to a typewriter4 ,then they sit over it with a blue pencil and carefully transpose the split infinitives1 and write alternative adjectives1 and take words away out of their natural place in the sentence and generally put the ,queen's ,english--yes1 the ,queen's ,english--on the rack4 ,and who is a penny the better for it8 ,the silly authors get no real praise1 not even in the horrible stucco villas where their clique meet on ,sundays4 ,the poor public buys the ,marvel and gasps at the cleverness of the writing and despairs1 and has to read what it can understand1 and is driven back to toshy novels about problems1 written by cooks4 ',the hungry sheep1' as some one says somewhere1 'look up and are not fed2' and the same poet well describes your pipings as being on wretched straw pipes that are 'scrannel'--a good word4 ,oh1 for one man who should write healthy1 hearty1 straightforward ,english6 ,oh1 for ,cobbett6 ,there are indeed some great men who write twistedly simply because they cannot help it1 but their honesty is proved by the mass they turn out4 ,what do you turn out1 you higglers and sticklers8 ,perhaps a bad triolet every six months1 and a book of criticism on something thoroughly threadbare once in five years4 ,if ,i had my way-- ,,lector4 ,i am sorry to have provoked all this4 ,,auctor4 ,not at all6 ,not at all6 ,i trust ,i have made myself clear4 ,well1 as ,i was saying1 they cook worse at ,undervelier than any place ,i was ever in1 with the possible exception of ,omaha1 ,neb4 ,however1 ,i forgave them1 because they were such good people1 and after a short and bitter night ,i went out in the morning before the sun rose and took the ,moutier road4 ,the valley in which ,i was now engaged--the phrase seems familiar--was more or less like an ,h4 ,that is1 there were two high parallel ranges bounding it1 but across the middle a low ridge of perhaps a thousand feet4 ,the road slowly climbed this ridge through pastures where cows with deep-toned bells were rising from the dew on the grass1 and where one or two little cottages and a village already sent up smoke4 ,all the way up ,i was thinking of the surfeit of religion ,i had had the night before1 and also of how ,i had started that morning without bread or coffee1 which was a folly4 ,when ,i got to the top of the ridge there was a young man chopping wood outside a house1 and ,i asked him in ,french how far it was to ,moutier4 ,he answered in ,german1 and ,i startled him by a loud cry1 such as sailors give when they see land1 for at last ,i had struck the boundary of the languages1 and was with pure foreigners for the first time in my life4 ,i also asked him for coffee1 and as he refused it ,i took him to be a heretic and went down the road making up verses against all such1 and singing them loudly through the forest that now arched over me and grew deeper as ,i descended4 ,and my first verse was-- ,heretics all1 whoever you be1 ,in ,tarbes or ,nimes1 or over the sea1 ,you never shall have good words from me4 ,caritas non conturbat me4 ,if you ask me why ,i put a ,latin line at the end1 it was because ,i had to show that it was a song connected with the ,universal ,fountain and with ,european culture1 and with all that ,heresy combats4 ,i sang it to a lively hymn-tune that ,i had invented for the occasion4 ,i then thought what a fine fellow ,i was1 and how pleasant were my friends when ,i agreed with them4 ,i made up this second verse1 which ,i sang even more loudly than the first2 and the forest grew deeper1 sending back echoes-- ,but ,catholic men that live upon wine ,are deep in the water1 and frank1 and fine2 ,wherever ,i travel ,i find it so1 ,benedicamus ,domino4 ,there is no doubt1 however1 that if one is really doing a catholic work1 and expressing one's attitude to the world1 charity1 pity1 and a great sense of fear should possess one1 or1 at least1 appear4 ,so ,i made up this third verse and sang it to suit-- ,on childing women that are forlorn1 ,and men that sweat in nothing but scorn3 ,that is on all that ever were born1 ,miserere ,domine4 ,then1 as everything ends in death1 and as that is just what ,heretics least like to be reminded of1 ,i ended thus-- ,to my poor self on my deathbed1 ,and all my dear companions dead1 ,because of the love that ,i bore them1 ,dona ,eis ,requiem4 ,i say ',i ended4' ,but ,i did not really end there1 for ,i also wrote in the spirit of the rest a verse of ,mea ,culpa and ,confession of ,sin1 but ,i shall not print it here4 ,so my song over and the woods now left behind1 ,i passed up a dusty piece of road into ,moutier1 a detestable town1 all whitewashed and orderly1 down under the hills4 ,i was tired1 for the sun was now long risen and somewhat warm1 and ,i had walked ten miles1 and that over a high ridge2 and ,i had written a canticle and sung it--- and all that without a sup or a bite4 ,i therefore took bread1 coffee1 and soup in ,moutier1 and then going a little way out of the town ,i crossed a stream off the road1 climbed a knoll1 and1 lying under a tree1 ,i slept4 ,i awoke and took the road4 ,the road after ,moutier was not a thing for lyrics2 it stirred me in no way4 ,it was bare in the sunlight1 had fields on either side2 and in the fields stood houses4 ,in the houses were articulately-speaking mortal men4 ,there is a school of ,poets 7,i cannot read them myself7 who treat of common things1 and their admirers tell us that these men raise the things of everyday life to the plane of the supernatural4 ,note that phrase1 for it is a shaft of light through a cloud revealing their disgusting minds4 ,everyday life6 ,as ,la ,croix said in a famous leading article3 ',la ,presse8' ,,pooh6' ,i know that everyday life4 ,it goes with sandals and pictures of lean ugly people all just like one another in browny photographs on the wall1 and these pictures are called1 one ',the ,house of ,life'1 or another1 ',the ,place ,beautiful'1 or yet again a third1 ',the ,lamp of the ,valley'1 and when you complain and shift about uneasily before these pictures1 the scrub-minded and dusty-souled owners of them tell you that of course in photographs you lose the marvellous colour of the original4 ,this everyday life has mantelpieces made of the same stuff as cafe-tables1 so that by instinct ,i try to make rings on them with my wine-glass1 and the people who suffer this life get up every morning at eight1 and the poor sad men of the house slave at wretched articles and come home to hear more literature and more appreciations1 and the unholy women do nothing and attend to local government1 that is1 the oppression of the poor2 and altogether this accursed everyday life of theirs is instinct with the four sins crying to heaven for vengeance1 and there is no humanity in it1 and no simplicity1 and no recollection4 ,i know whole quarters of the towns of that life where they have never heard of ,virtus or ,verecundia or ,pietas4 ,,lector4 ,then-- ,,auctor4 ,alas6 alas6 ,dear ,lector1 in these houses there is no honest dust4 ,not a bottle of good wine or bad2 no prints inherited from one's uncle1 and no children's books by ,mrs ,barbauld or ,miss ,edgeworth2 no human disorder1 nothing of that organic comfort which makes a man's house like a bear's fur for him4 ,they have no debts1 they do not read in bed1 and they will have difficulty in saving their souls4 ,,lector4 ,then tell me1 how would you treat of common things8 ,,auctor4 ,why1 ,i would leave them alone2 but if ,i had to treat of them ,i will show you how ,i would do it4 ,let us have a dialogue about this road from ,moutier4 ,,lector4 ,by all means4 ,,auctor4 ,what a terrible thing it is to miss one's sleep4 ,i can hardly bear the heat of the road1 and my mind is empty6 ,,lector4 ,why1 you have just slept in a wood6 ,,auctor4 ,yes1 but that is not enough4 ,one must sleep at night4 ,,lector4 ,my brother often complains of insomnia4 ,he is a policeman4 ,,auctor4 ,indeed8 ,it is a sad affliction4 ,,lector4 ,yes1 indeed4 ,,auctor4 ,indeed1 yes4 ,,lector4 ,i cannot go on like this4 ,,auctor4 ,there4 ,that is just what ,i was saying4 ,one cannot treat of common things3 it is not literature2 and for my part1 if ,i were the editor even of a magazine1 and the author stuck in a string of dialogue1 ,i would not pay him by the page but by the word1 and ,i would count off #e per cent for epigrams1 #aj per cent for dialect1 and some quarter or so for those stage directions in italics which they use to pad out their work4 ,so4 ,i will not repeat this experiment1 but next time ,i come to a bit of road about which there is nothing to say1 ,i will tell a story or sing a song1 and to that ,i pledge myself4 ,by the way1 ,i am reminded of something4 ,do you know those books and stories in which parts of the dialogues often have no words at all8 ,only dots and dashes and asterisks and interrogations8 ,i wonder what the people are paid for it8 ,if ,i knew ,i would earn a mint of money1 for ,i believe ,i have a talent for it4 ,look at this-- ,there4 ,that seems to me worth a good deal more money than all the modern 'delineation of character'1 and 'folk' nonsense ever written4 ,what verve6 ,what terseness6 ,and yet how clear6 ,,lector4 ,let us be getting on4 ,,auctor4 ,by all means1 and let us consider more enduring things4 ,after a few miles the road going upwards1 ,i passed through another gap in the hills and-- ,,lector4 ,pardon me1 but ,i am still ruminating upon that little tragedy of yours4 ,why was the guardian a duchess8 ,,auctor4 ,well1 it was a short play and modern1 was it not8 ,,lector4 ,yes4 ,and therefore1 of course1 you must have a title in it4 ,i know that4 ,i do not object to it4 ,what ,i want to know is1 why a duchess8 ,,auctor4 ,on account of the reduction of scale3 the concentration of the thing4 ,you see in the full play there would have been a lord1 two baronets1 and say three ladies1 and ,i could have put suitable words into their mouths4 ,as it was ,i had to make absolutely sure of the element of nobility without any help1 and1 as it were1 in one startling moment4 ,do you follow8 ,is it not art8 ,i cannot conceive why a pilgrimage1 an adventure so naturally full of great1 wonderful1 far-off and holy things should breed such fantastic nonsense as all this2 but remember at least the little acolyte of ,rheims1 whose father1 in #aeab1 seeing him apt for religion1 put him into a cassock and designed him for the ,church1 whereupon the youngling began to be as careless and devilish as ,mercury1 putting beeswax on the misericords1 burning feathers in the censer1 and even going round himself with the plate without leave and scolding the rich in loud whispers when they did not put in enough4 ,so one way with another they sent him home to his father2 the archbishop thrusting him out of the south porch with his own hands and giving him the ,common or ,ferial ,malediction1 which is much the same as that used by carters to stray dogs4 ,when his father saw him he fumed terribly1 cursing like a pagan1 and asking whether his son were a roysterer fit for the gallows as well as a fool fit for a cassock4 ,on hearing which complaint the son very humbly and contritely said-- ',it is not my fault but the contact with the things of the ,church that makes me gambol and frisk1 just as the ,devil they say is a good enough fellow left to himself and is only moderately heated1 yet when you put him into holy water all the world is witness how he hisses and boils4' ,the boy then taking a little lamb which happened to be in the drawing-room1 said-- ',father1 see this little lamb2 how demure he is and how simple and innocent1 and how foolish and how tractable4 ,yet observe6' ,with that he whipped the cassock from his arm where he was carrying it and threw it all over the lamb1 covering his head and body2 and the lamb began plunging and kicking and bucking and rolling and heaving and sliding and rearing and pawing and most vigorously wrestling with the clerical and hierarchically constraining garment of darkness1 and bleating all the while more and more angrily and loudly1 for all the world like the great goat ,baphomet himself when the witches dance about him on ,all-hallowe'en4 ,but when the boy suddenly plucked off the cassock again1 the lamb1 after sneezing a little and finding his feet1 became quite gentle once more1 and looked only a little confused and dazed4 ',there1 father1' said the boy1 'is proof to you of how the meekest may be driven to desperation by the shackles ,i speak of1 and which ,i pray you never lay upon me again4' ,his father finding him so practical and wise made over his whole fortune and business to him1 and thus escaped the very heavy ,heriot and ,death ,dues of those days1 for he was a ,socage tenant of ,st ,remi in ,double ,burgage4 ,but we stopped all that here in ,england by the statute of ,uses1 and ,i must be getting back to the road before the dark catches me4 ,as ,i was saying1 ,i came to a gap in the hills1 and there was there a house or two called ,gansbrunnen1 and one of the houses was an inn4 ,just by the inn the road turned away sharply up the valley2 the very last slope of the ,jura1 the last parallel ridge1 lay straight before me all solemn1 dark1 and wooded1 and making a high feathery line against the noon4 ,to cross this there was but a vague path rather misleading1 and the name of the mountain was ,weissenstein4 ,so before that last effort which should lead me over those thousands of feet1 and to nourish ,instinct 7which would be of use to me when ,i got into that impenetrable wood71 ,i turned into the inn for wine4 ,a very old woman having the appearance of a witch sat at a dark table by the little criss-cross window of the dark room4 ,she was crooning to herself1 and ,i made the sign of the evil eye and asked her in ,french for wine2 but ,french she did not understand4 ,catching1 however1 two words which sounded like the ,english ',white' and ',red'1 ,i said ',yaw' after the last and nodded1 and she brought up a glass of exceedingly good red wine which ,i drank in silence1 she watching me uncannily4 ,then ,i paid her with a five-franc piece1 and she gave me a quantity of small change rapidly1 which1 as ,i counted it1 ,i found to contain one ,greek piece of fifty lepta very manifestly of lead4 ,this ,i held up angrily before her1 and 7not without courage1 for it is hard to deal with the darker powers7 ,i recited to her slowly that familiar verse which the well-known ,satyricus ,empiricius was for ever using in his now classical attacks on the grammarians2 and without any ,alexandrian twaddle of accents ,i intoned to her--and so left her astounded to repentance or to shame4 ,then ,i went out into the sunlight1 and crossing over running water put myself out of her power4 ,the wood went up darkly and the path branched here and there so that ,i was soon uncertain of my way1 but ,i followed generally what seemed to me the most southerly course1 and so came at last up steeply through a dip or ravine that ended high on the crest of the ridge4 ,just as ,i came to the end of the rise1 after perhaps an hour1 perhaps two1 of that great curtain of forest which had held the mountain side1 the trees fell away to brushwood1 there was a gate1 and then the path was lost upon a fine open sward which was the very top of the ,jura and the coping of that multiple wall which defends the ,swiss ,plain4 ,i had crossed it straight from edge to edge1 never turning out of my way4 ,it was too marshy to lie down on it1 so ,i stood a moment to breathe and look about me4 ,it was evident that nothing higher remained1 for though a new line of wood--firs and beeches--stood before me1 yet nothing appeared above them1 and ,i knew that they must be the fringe of the descent4 ,i approached this edge of wood1 and saw that it had a rough fence of post and rails bounding it1 and as ,i was looking for the entry of a path 7for my original path was lost1 as such tracks are1 in the damp grass of the little down7 there came to me one of those great revelations which betray to us suddenly the higher things and stand afterwards firm in our minds4 ,there1 on this upper meadow1 where so far ,i had felt nothing but the ordinary gladness of ,the ,summit1 ,i had a vision4 ,what was it ,i saw8 ,if you think ,i saw this or that1 and if you think ,i am inventing the words1 you know nothing of men4 ,i saw between the branches of the trees in front of me a sight in the sky that made me stop breathing1 just as great danger at sea1 or great surprise in love1 or a great deliverance will make a man stop breathing4 ,i saw something ,i had known in the ,west as a boy1 something ,i had never seen so grandly discovered as was this4 ,in between the branches of the trees was a great promise of unexpected lights beyond4 ,i pushed left and right along that edge of the forest and along the fence that bound it1 until ,i found a place where the pine-trees stopped1 leaving a gap1 and where on the right1 beyond the gap1 was a tree whose leaves had failed2 there the ground broke away steeply below me1 and the beeches fell1 one below the other1 like a vast cascade1 towards the limestone cliffs that dipped down still further1 beyond my sight4 ,i looked through this framing hollow and praised ,god4 ,for there below me1 thousands of feet below me1 was what seemed an illimitable plain2 at the end of that world was an horizon1 and the dim bluish sky that overhangs an horizon4 ,there was brume in it and thickness4 ,one saw the sky beyond the edge of the world getting purer as the vault rose4 ,but right up--a belt in that empyrean--ran peak and field and needle of intense ice1 remote1 remote from the world4 ,sky beneath them and sky above them1 a steadfast legion1 they glittered as though with the armour of the immovable armies of ,heaven4 ,two days' march1 three days' march away1 they stood up like the walls of ,eden4 ,i say it again1 they stopped my breath4 ,i had seen them4 ,so little are we1 we men3 so much are we immersed in our muddy and immediate interests that we think1 by numbers and recitals1 to comprehend distance or time1 or any of our limiting infinities4 ,here were these magnificent creatures of ,god1 ,i mean the ,alps1 which now for the first time ,i saw from the height of the ,jura2 and because they were fifty or sixty miles away1 and because they were a mile or two high1 they were become something different from us others1 and could strike one motionless with the awe of supernatural things4 ,up there in the sky1 to which only clouds belong and birds and the last trembling colours of pure light1 they stood fast and hard2 not moving as do the things of the sky4 ,they were as distant as the little upper clouds of summer1 as fine and tenuous2 but in their reflection and in their quality as it were of weapons 7like spears and shields of an unknown array7 they occupied the sky with a sublime invasion3 and the things proper to the sky were forgotten by me in their presence as ,i gazed4 ,to what emotion shall ,i compare this astonishment8 ,so1 in first love one finds that this can belong to me4 ,their sharp steadfastness and their clean uplifted lines compelled my adoration4 ,up there1 the sky above and below them1 part of the sky1 but part of us1 the great peaks made communion between that homing creeping part of me which loves vineyards and dances and a slow movement among pastures1 and that other part which is only properly at home in ,heaven4 ,i say that this kind of description is useless1 and that it is better to address prayers to such things than to attempt to interpret them for others4 ,these1 the great ,alps1 seen thus1 link one in some way to one's immortality4 ,nor is it possible to convey1 or even to suggest1 those few fifty miles1 and those few thousand feet2 there is something more4 ,let me put it thus3 that from the height of ,weissenstein ,i saw1 as it were1 my religion4 ,i mean1 humility1 the fear of death1 the terror of height and of distance1 the glory of ,god1 the infinite potentiality of reception whence springs that divine thirst of the soul2 my aspiration also towards completion1 and my confidence in the dual destiny4 ,for ,i know that we laughers have a gross cousinship with the most high1 and it is this contrast and perpetual quarrel which feeds a spring of merriment in the soul of a sane man4 ,since ,i could now see such a wonder and it could work such things in my mind1 therefore1 some day ,i should be part of it4 ,that is what ,i felt4 ,this it is also which leads some men to climb mountain-tops1 but not me1 for ,i am afraid of slipping down4 ,then you will say1 if ,i felt all this1 why do ,i draw it1 and put it in my book1 seeing that my drawings are only for fun8 ,my jest drags down such a memory and makes it ludicrous4 ,well1 ,i said in my beginning that ,i would note down whatever most impressed me1 except figures1 which ,i cannot draw 7,i mean figures of human beings1 for mathematical figures ,i can draw well enough71 and ,i have never failed in this promise1 except where1 as in the case of ,porrentruy1 my drawing was blown away by the wind and lost--- if anything ever is lost4 ,so ,i put down here this extraordinary drawing of what ,i saw1 which is about as much like it as a printed song full of misprints is to that same song sung by an army on the march4 ,and ,i am consoled by remembering that if ,i could draw infinitely well1 then it would become sacrilege to attempt to draw that sight4 ,moreover1 ,i am not going to waste any more time discussing why ,i put in this little drawing4 ,if it disturbs your conception of what it was ,i saw1 paste over it a little bit of paper4 ,i have made it small for the purpose2 but remember that the paper should be thin and opaque1 for thick paper will interfere with the shape of this book1 and transparent paper will disturb you with a memory of the picture4 ,it was all full of this1 as a man is full of music just after hearing it1 that ,i plunged down into the steep forest that led towards the great plain2 then1 having found a path1 ,i worked zig-zag down it by a kind of gully that led through to a place where the limestone cliffs were broken1 and 7so my map told me7 to the town of ,soleure1 which stands at the edge of the plain upon the river ,aar4 ,i was an hour or more going down the enormous face of the ,jura1 which is here an escarpment1 a cliff of great height1 and contains but few such breaks by which men can pick their way4 ,it was when ,i was about half-way down the mountain side that its vastness most impressed me4 ,and yet it had been but a platform as it were1 from which to view the ,alps and their much greater sublimity4 ,this vastness1 even of these limestone mountains1 took me especially at a place where the path bordered a steep1 or rather precipitous1 lift of white rock to which only here and there a tree could cling4 ,i was still very high up1 but looking somewhat more eastward than before1 and the plain went on inimitably towards some low vague hills2 nor in that direction could any snow be seen in the sky4 ,then at last ,i came to the slopes which make a little bank under the mountains1 and there1 finding a highroad1 and oppressed somewhat suddenly by the afternoon heat of those low places1 ,i went on more slowly towards ,soleure4 ,beside me1 on the road1 were many houses1 shaded by great trees1 built of wood1 and standing apart4 ,to each of them almost was a little water-wheel1 run by the spring which came down out of the ravine4 ,the water-wheel in most cases worked a simple little machine for sawing planks1 but in other cases it seemed used for some purpose inside the house1 which ,i could not divine2 perhaps for spinning4 ,all this place was full of working1 and the men sang and spoke at their work in ,german1 which ,i could not understand4 ,i did indeed find one man1 a young hay-making man carrying a scythe1 who knew a little ,french and was going my way4 ,i asked him1 therefore1 to teach me ,german1 but he had not taught me much before we were at the gates of the old town and then ,i left him4 ,it is thus1 you will see1 that for my next four days or five1 which were passed among the ,german-speaking ,swiss1 ,i was utterly alone4 ,this book must not go on for ever2 therefore ,i cannot say very much about ,soleure1 although there is a great deal to be said about it4 ,it is distinguished by an impression of unity1 and of civic life1 which ,i had already discovered in all these ,swiss towns2 for though men talk of finding the ,middle ,ages here or there1 ,i for my part never find it1 save where there has been democracy to preserve it4 ,thus ,i have seen the ,middle ,ages especially alive in the small towns of ,northern ,france1 and ,i have seen the ,middle ,ages in the ,university of ,paris4 ,here also in ,switzerland4 ,as ,i had seen it at ,st ,ursanne1 so ,i found it now at ,soleure4 ,there were huge gates flanking the town1 and there was that evening a continual noise of rifles1 at which the ,swiss are for ever practising4 ,over the church1 however1 ,i saw something terribly seventeenth century1 namely1 ,jaweh in great ,hebrew letters upon its front4 ,well1 dining there of the best they had to give me 7for this was another milestone in my pilgrimage71 ,i became foolishly refreshed and valiant1 and instead of sleeping in ,soleure1 as a wise man would have done1 ,i determined1 though it was now nearly dark1 to push on upon the road to ,burgdorf4 ,i therefore crossed the river ,aar1 which is here magnificently broad and strong1 and has bastions jutting out into it in a very bold fashion4 ,i saw the last colourless light of evening making its waters seem like dull metal between the gloomy banks2 ,i felt the beginnings of fatigue1 and half regretted my determination4 ,but as it is quite certain that one should never go back1 ,i went on in the darkness1 ,i do not know how many miles1 till ,i reached some cross roads and an inn4 ,this inn was very poor1 and the people had never heard in their lives1 apparently1 that a poor man on foot might not be able to talk ,german1 which seemed to me an astonishing thing2 and as ,i sat there ordering beer for myself and for a number of peasants 7who but for this would have me their butt1 and even as it was found something monstrous in me71 ,i pondered during my continual attempts to converse with them 7for ,i had picked up some ten words of their language7 upon the folly of those who imagine the world to be grown smaller by railways4 ,i suppose this place was more untouched1 as the phrase goes1 that is1 more living1 more intense1 and more powerful to affect others1 whenever it may be called to do so1 than are even the dear villages of ,sussex that lie under my downs4 ,for those are haunted by a nearly cosmopolitan class of gentry1 who will have actors1 financiers1 and what not to come and stay with them1 and who read the paper1 and from time to time address their village folk upon matters of politics4 ,but here1 in this broad plain by the banks of the ,emmen1 they knew of nothing but themselves and the ,church which is the common bond of ,europe1 and they were in the right way4 ,hence it was doubly hard on me that they should think me such a stranger4 ,when ,i had become a little morose at their perpetual laughter1 ,i asked for a bed1 and the landlady1 a woman of some talent1 showed me on her fingers that the beds were #ej;c41 #ge;c41 and a franc4 ,i determined upon the best1 and was given indeed a very pleasant room1 having in it the statue of a saint1 and full of a country air4 ,but ,i had done too much in this night march1 as you will presently learn1 for my next day was a day without salt1 and in it appreciation left me4 ,and this breakdown of appreciation was due to what ,i did not know at the time to be fatigue1 but to what was undoubtedly a deep inner exhaustion4 ,when ,i awoke next morning it was as it always is3 no one was awake1 and ,i had the field to myself1 to slip out as ,i chose4 ,i looked out of the window into the dawn4 ,the race had made its own surroundings4 ,these people who suffocated with laughter at the idea of one's knowing no ,german1 had produced1 as it were1 a ,german picture by the mere influence of years and years of similar thoughts4 ,out of my window ,i saw the eaves coming low down4 ,i saw an apple-tree against the grey light4 ,the tangled grass in the little garden1 the dog-kennel1 and the standing butt were all what ,i had seen in those ,german pictures which they put into books for children1 and which are drawn in thick black lines3 nor did ,i see any reason why tame faces should not appear in that framework4 ,i expected the light lank hair and the heavy unlifting step of the people whose only emotions are in music4 ,but it was too early for any one to be about1 and my ,german garden1 si j'ose m'exprimer ainsi1 had to suffice me for an impression of the ,central ,europeans4 ,i gazed at it a little while as it grew lighter4 ,then ,i went downstairs and slipped the latch 7which1 being ,german1 was of a quaint design74 ,i went out into the road and sighed profoundly4 ,all that day was destined to be covered1 so far as my spirit was concerned1 with a motionless lethargy4 ,nothing seemed properly to interest or to concern me1 and not till evening was ,i visited by any muse4 ,even my pain 7which was now dull and chronic7 was no longer a subject for my entertainment1 and ,i suffered from an uneasy isolation that had not the merit of sharpness and was no spur to the mind4 ,i had the feeling that every one ,i might see would be a stranger1 and that their language would be unfamiliar to me1 and this1 unlike most men who travel1 ,i had never felt before4 ,the reason being this3 that if a man has ,english thoroughly he can wander over a great part of the world familiarly1 and meet men with whom he can talk4 ,and if he has ,french thoroughly all ,italy1 and ,i suppose ,spain1 certainly ,belgium1 are open to him4 ,not perhaps that he will understand what he hears or will be understood of others1 but that the order and nature of the words and the gestures accompanying them are his own4 ,here1 however1 ,i1 to whom ,english and ,french were the same1 was to spend 7it seemed7 whole days among a people who put their verbs at the end1 where the curses or the endearments come in ,french and ,english1 and many of whose words stand for ideas we have not got4 ,i had no room for good-fellowship4 ,i could not sit at tables and expand the air with terrible stories of adventure1 nor ask about their politics1 nor provoke them to laughter or sadness by my tales4 ,it seemed a poor pilgrimage taken among dumb men4 ,also ,i have no doubt that ,i had experienced the ebb of some vitality1 for it is the saddest thing about us that this bright spirit with which we are lit from within like lanterns1 can suffer dimness4 ,such frailty makes one fear that extinction is our final destiny1 and it saps us with numbness1 and we are less than ourselves4 ,seven nights had ,i been on pilgrimage1 and two of them had ,i passed in the open4 ,seven great heights had ,i climbed3 the ,forest1 ,archettes1 the ,ballon1 the ,mont ,terrible1 the ,watershed1 the pass by ,moutier1 the ,weissenstein4 ,seven depths had ,i fallen to3 twice to the ,moselle1 the gap of ,belfort1 the gorge of the ,doubs1 ,glovelier valley1 the hole of ,moutier1 and now this plain of the ,aar4 ,i had marched #ahj miles4 ,it was no wonder that on this eighth day ,i was oppressed and that all the light long ,i drank no good wine1 met no one to remember well1 nor sang any songs4 ,all this part of my way was full of what they call ,duty1 and ,i was sustained only by my knowledge that the vast mountains 7which had disappeared7 would be part of my life very soon if ,i still went on steadily towards ,rome4 ,the sun had risen when ,i reached ,burgdorf1 and ,i there went to a railway station1 and outside of it drank coffee and ate bread4 ,i also bought old newspapers in ,french1 and looked at everything wearily and with sad eyes4 ,there was nothing to draw4 ,how can a man draw pain in the foot and knee8 ,and that was all there was remarkable at that moment4 ,i watched a train come in4 ,it was full of tourists1 who 7it may have been a subjective illusion7 seemed to me common and worthless people1 and sad into the bargain4 ,it was going to ,interlaken2 and ,i felt a languid contempt for people who went to ,interlaken instead of driving right across the great hills to ,rome4 ,after an hour1 or so of this melancholy dawdling1 ,i put a map before me on a little marble table1 ordered some more coffee1 and blew into my tepid life a moment of warmth by the effort of coming to a necessary decision4 ,i had 7for the first time since ,i had left ,lorraine7 the choice of two roads2 and why this was so the following map will make clear4 ,here you see that there is no possibility of following the straight way to ,rome1 but that one must go a few miles east or west of it4 ,from ,burgundy one has to strike a point on the sources of the ,emmen1 and ,burgdorf is on the ,emmen4 ,therefore one might follow the ,emmen all the way up4 ,but it seemed that the road climbed up above a gorge that way1 whereas by the other 7which is just as straight7 the road is good 7it seemed7 and fairly level4 ,so ,i chose this latter ,eastern way1 which1 at the bifurcation1 takes one up a tributary of the ,emmen1 then over a rise to the ,upper ,emmen again4 ,do you want it made plainer than that8 ,i should think not4 ,and1 tell me--what can it profit you to know these geographical details8 ,believe me1 ,i write them down for my own gratification1 not yours4 ,i say a day without salt4 ,a trudge4 ,the air was ordinary1 the colours common2 men1 animals1 and trees indifferent4 ,something had stopped working4 ,our energy also is from ,god1 and we should never be proud of it1 even if we can cover thirty miles day after day 7as ,i can71 or bend a peony in one's hand as could ,frocot1 the driver in my piece--a man you never knew--or write bad verse very rapidly as can so many moderns4 ,i say our energy also is from ,god1 and we should never be proud of it as though it were from ourselves1 but we should accept it as a kind of present1 and we should be thankful for it2 just as a man should thank ,god for his reason1 as did the madman in the ,story of the ,rose1 who thanked ,god that he at least was sane though all the rest of the world had recently lost their reason4 ,indeed1 this defaillance and breakdown which comes from time to time over the mind is a very sad thing1 but it can be made of great use to us if we will draw from it the lesson that we ourselves are nothing4 ,perhaps it is a grace4 ,perhaps in these moments our minds repose444 ,anyhow1 a day without salt4 ,you understand that under 7or in7 these circumstances-- ,when ,i was at ,oxford there was a great and terrible debate that shook the ,empire1 and that intensely exercised the men whom we send out to govern the ,empire1 and which1 therefore1 must have had its effect upon the ,empire1 as to whether one should say 'under these circumstances' or 'in these circumstances'2 nor did ,i settle matters by calling a conclave and suggesting ,quae quum ita sint as a common formula1 because a new debate arose upon when you should say sint and when you should say sunt1 and they all wrangled like kittens in a basket4 ,until there rose a deep-voiced man from an outlying college1 who said1 ',for my part ,i will say that under these circumstances1 or in these circumstances1 or in spite of these circumstances1 or hovering playfully above these circumstances1 or-- ,i take you all for ,fools and ,pedants1 in the ,chief1 in the ,chevron1 and in the quarter ,fess4 ,fools absolute1 and ,pedants lordless4 ,free ,fools1 unlanded ,fools1 and ,fools incommensurable1 and ,pedants displayed and rampant of the ,tierce ,major4 ,fools incalculable and ,pedants irreparable2 indeed1 the arch ,fool-pedants in a universe of pedantic folly and foolish pedantry1 ,o you pedant-fools of the world6' ,but by this time he was alone1 and thus was this great question never properly decided4 ,under these circumstances1 then 7or in these circumstances71 it would profit you but little if ,i were to attempt the description of the ,valley of the ,emmen1 of the first foot-hills of the ,alps1 and of the very uninteresting valley which runs on from ,langnau4 ,i had best employ my time in telling the story of the ,hungry ,student4 ,,lector4 ,and if you are so worn-out and bereft of all emotions1 how can you tell a story8 ,,auctor4 ,these two conditions permit me4 ,first1 that ,i am writing some time after1 and that ,i have recovered2 secondly1 that the story is not mine1 but taken straight out of that nationalist newspaper which had served me so long to wrap up my bread and bacon in my haversack4 ,this is the story1 and ,i will tell it you4 ,now1 ,i think of it1 it would be a great waste of time4 ,here am ,i no farther than perhaps a third of my journey1 and ,i have already admitted so much digression that my pilgrimage is like the story of a man asleep and dreaming1 instead of the plain1 honest1 and straightforward narrative of fact4 ,i will therefore postpone the ,story of the ,hungry ,student till ,i get into the plains of ,italy1 or into the barren hills of that peninsula1 or among the over-well-known towns of ,tuscany1 or in some other place where a little padding will do neither you nor me any great harm4 ,on the other hand1 do not imagine that ,i am going to give you any kind of description of this intolerable day's march4 ,if you want some kind of visual ,concept 7pretty word71 take all these little chalets which were beginning and make what you can of them4 ,,lector4 ,where are they8 ,,auctor4 ,they are still in ,switzerland2 not here4 ,they were overnumerous as ,i maundered up from where at last the road leaves the valley and makes over a little pass for a place called ,schangnau4 ,but though it is not a story1 on the contrary1 an exact incident and the truth--a thing that ,i would swear to in the court of justice1 or quite willingly and cheerfully believe if another man told it to me2 or even take as historical if ,i found it in a modern ,english history of the ,anglo-,saxon ,church--though1 ,i repeat1 it is a thing actually lived1 yet ,i will tell it you4 ,it was at the very end of the road1 and when an enormous weariness had begun to add some kind of interest to this stuffless episode of the dull day1 that a peasant with a brutal face1 driving a cart very rapidly1 came up with me4 ,i said to him nothing1 but he said to me some words in ,german which ,i did not understand4 ,we were at that moment just opposite a little inn upon the right hand of the road1 and the peasant began making signs to me to hold his horse for him while he went in and drank4 ,how willing ,i was to do this you will not perhaps understand1 unless you have that delicate and subtle pleasure in the holding of horses' heads1 which is the boast and glory of some rare minds4 ,and ,i was the more willing to do it from the fact that ,i have the habit of this kind of thing1 acquired in the ,french manoeuvres1 and had once held a horse for no less a person than a ,general of ,division1 who gave me a franc for it1 and this franc ,i spent later with the men of my battery1 purchasing wine4 ,so to make a long story short1 as the publisher said when he published the popular edition of ,pamela1 ,i held the horse for the peasant2 always1 of course1 under the implicit understanding that he should allow me when he came out to have a drink1 which ,i1 of course1 expected him to bring in his own hands4 ,far from it4 ,i can understand the anger which some people feel against the ,swiss when they travel in that country1 though ,i will always hold that it is monstrous to come into a man's country of your own accord1 and especially into a country so free and so well governed as is ,switzerland1 and then to quarrel with the particular type of citizen that you find there4 ,let us not discuss politics4 ,the point is that the peasant sat in there drinking with his friends for a good three-quarters of an hour4 ,now and then a man would come out and look at the sky1 and cough and spit and turn round again and say something to the people within in ,german1 and go off2 but no one paid the least attention to me as ,i held this horse4 ,i was already in a very angry and irritable mood1 for the horse was restive and smelt his stable1 and wished to break away from me4 ,and all angry and irritable as ,i was1 ,i turned around to see if this man were coming to relieve me2 but ,i saw him laughing and joking with the people inside2 and they were all looking my way out of their window as they laughed4 ,i may have been wrong1 but ,i thought they were laughing at me4 ,a man who knows the ,swiss intimately1 and who has written a book upon ',the ,drink ,traffic3 ,the ,example of ,switzerland'1 tells me they certainly were not laughing at me2 at any rate1 ,i thought they were1 and moved by a sudden anger ,i let go the reins1 gave the horse a great clout1 and set him off careering and galloping like a whirlwind down the road from which he had come1 with the bit in his teeth and all the storms of heaven in his four feet4 ,instantly1 as you may imagine1 all the scoffers came tumbling out of the inn1 hullabooling1 gesticulating1 and running like madmen after the horse1 and one old man even turned to protest to me4 ,but ,i1 setting my teeth1 grasping my staff1 and remembering the purpose of my great journey1 set on up the road again with my face towards ,rome4 ,i sincerely hope1 trust1 and pray that this part of my journey will not seem as dull to you as it did to me at the time1 or as it does to me now while ,i write of it4 ,but now ,i come to think of it1 it cannot seem as dull1 for ,i had to walk that wretched thirty miles or so all the day long1 whereas you have not even to read it2 for ,i am not going to say anything more about it1 but lead you straight to the end4 ,oh1 blessed quality of books1 that makes them a refuge from living6 ,for in a book everything can be made to fit in1 all tedium can be skipped over1 and the intense moments can be made timeless and eternal1 and as a poet who is too little known has well said in one of his unpublished lyrics1 we1 by the art of writing-- ,can fix the high elusive hour ,and stand in things divine4 ,and as for high elusive hours1 devil a bit of one was there all the way from ,burgdorf to the ,inn of the ,bridge1 except the ecstatic flash of joy when ,i sent that horse careering down the road with his bad master after him and all his gang shouting among the hollow hills4 ,so4 ,it was already evening4 ,i was coming1 more tired than ever1 to a kind of little pass by which my road would bring me back again to the ,emmen1 now nothing but a torrent4 ,all the slope down the other side of the little pass 7three or four hundred feet perhaps7 was covered by a village1 called1 if ,i remember right1 ,schangnau1 and there was a large school on my right and a great number of children there dancing round in a ring and singing songs4 ,the sight so cheered me that ,i determined to press on up the valley1 though with no definite goal for the night4 ,it was a foolish decision1 for ,i was really in the heart of an unknown country1 at the end of roads1 at the sources of rivers1 beyond help4 ,i knew that straight before me1 not five miles away1 was the ,brienzer ,grat1 the huge high wall which it was my duty to cross right over from side to side4 ,i did not know whether or not there was an inn between me and that vast barrier4 ,the light was failing4 ,i had perhaps some vague idea of sleeping out1 but that would have killed me1 for a heavy mist that covered all the tops of the hills and that made a roof over the valley1 began to drop down a fine rain2 and1 as they sing in church on ,christmas ,eve1 'the heavens sent down their dews upon a just man'4 ,but that was written in ,palestine1 where rain is a rare blessing2 there and then in the cold evening they would have done better to have warmed the righteous4 ,there is no controlling them2 they mean well1 but they bungle terribly4 ,the road stopped being a road1 and became like a ,californian trail4 ,i approached enormous gates in the hills1 high1 precipitous1 and narrow4 ,the mist rolled over them1 hiding their summits and making them seem infinitely lifted up and reaching endlessly into the thick sky2 the straight1 tenuous lines of the rain made them seem narrower still4 ,just as ,i neared them1 hobbling1 ,i met a man driving two cows1 and said to him the word1 ',guest-house8' to which he said ',yaw6' and pointed out a clump of trees to me just under the precipice and right in the gates ,i speak of4 ,so ,i went there over an old bridge1 and found a wooden house and went in4 ,it was a house which one entered without ceremony4 ,the door was open1 and one walked straight into a great room4 ,there sat three men playing at cards4 ,i saluted them loudly in ,french1 ,english1 and ,latin1 but they did not understand me1 and what seemed remarkable in an hotel 7for it was an hotel rather than an inn71 no one in the house understood me--neither the servants nor any one2 but the servants did not laugh at me as had the poor people near ,burgdorf1 they only stood round me looking at me patiently in wonder as cows do at trains4 ,then they brought me food1 and as ,i did not know the names of the different kinds of food1 ,i had to eat what they chose2 and the angel of that valley protected me from boiled mutton4 ,i knew1 however1 the word ,wein1 which is the same in all languages1 and so drank a quart of it consciously and of a set purpose4 ,then ,i slept1 and next morning at dawn ,i rose up1 put on my thin1 wet linen clothes1 and went downstairs4 ,no one was about4 ,i looked around for something to fill my sack4 ,i picked up a great hunk of bread from the dining-room table1 and went out shivering into the cold drizzle that was still falling from a shrouded sky4 ,before me1 a great forbidding wall1 growing blacker as it went upwards and ending in a level line of mist1 stood the ,brienzer ,grat4 ,to understand what ,i next had to do it is necessary to look back at the little map on page #aje4 ,you will observe that the straight way to ,rome cuts the ,lake of ,brienz rather to the eastward of the middle1 and then goes slap over ,wetterhorn and strikes the ,rhone ,valley at a place called ,ulrichen4 ,that is how a bird would do it1 if some ,high ,pope of ,birds lived in ,rome and needed visiting1 as1 for instance1 the ,great ,auk2 or if some old primal relic sacred to birds was connected therewith1 as1 for instance1 the bones of the ,dodo4444 ,but ,i digress4 ,the point is that the straight line takes one over the ,brienzer ,grat1 over the lake1 and then over the ,wetterhorn4 ,that was manifestly impossible4 ,but whatever of it was possible had to be done1 and among the possible things was clambering over the high ridge of the ,brienzer ,grat instead of going round like a coward by ,interlaken4 ,after ,i had clambered over it1 however1 needs must ,i should have to take a pass called the ,grimsel ,pass and reach the ,rhone ,valley that way4 ,it was with such a determination that ,i had come here to the upper waters of the ,emmen1 and stood now on a moist morning in the basin where that stream rises1 at the foot of the mountain range that divided me from the lake4 ,the ,brienzer ,grat is an extraordinary thing4 ,it is quite straight2 its summits are1 of course1 of different heights1 but from below they seem even1 like a ridge3 and1 indeed1 the whole mountain is more like a ridge than any other ,i have seen4 ,at one end is a peak called the ',red ,horn'1 the other end falls suddenly above ,interlaken1 and wherever you should cut it you would get a section like this1 for it is as steep as anything can be short of sheer rock4 ,there are no precipices on it1 though there are nasty slabs quite high enough to kill a man--,i saw several of three or four hundred feet4 ,it is about five or six thousand feet high1 and it stands right up and along the northern shore of the lake of ,brienz4 ,i began the ascent4 ,spongy meads1 that soughed under the feet and grew steeper as one rose1 took up the first few hundred feet4 ,little rivulets of mere dampness ran in among the under moss1 and such very small hidden flowers as there were drooped with the surfeit of moisture4 ,the rain was now indistinguishable from a mist1 and indeed ,i had come so near to the level belt of cloud1 that already its gloom was exchanged for that diffused light which fills vapours from within and lends them their mystery4 ,a belt of thick brushwood and low trees lay before me1 clinging to the slope1 and as ,i pushed with great difficulty and many turns to right and left through its tangle a wisp of cloud enveloped me1 and from that time on ,i was now in1 now out1 of a deceptive drifting fog1 in which it was most difficult to gauge one's progress4 ,now and then a higher mass of rock1 a peak on the ridge1 would show clear through a corridor of cloud and be hidden again2 also at times ,i would stand hesitating before a sharp wall or slab1 and wait for a shifting of the fog to make sure of the best way round4 ,i struck what might have been a loose path or perhaps only a gully2 lost it again and found it again4 ,in one place ,i climbed up a jagged surface for fifty feet1 only to find when it cleared that it was no part of the general ascent1 but a mere obstacle which might have been outflanked4 ,at another time ,i stopped for a good quarter of an hour at an edge that might have been an indefinite fall of smooth rock1 but that turned out to be a short drop1 easy for a man1 and not much longer than my body4 ,so ,i went upwards always1 drenched and doubting1 and not sure of the height ,i had reached at any time4 ,at last ,i came to a place where a smooth stone lay between two pillared monoliths1 as though it had been put there for a bench4 ,though all around me was dense mist1 yet ,i could see above me the vague shape of a summit looming quite near4 ,so ,i said to myself-- ',i will sit here and wait till it grows lighter and clearer1 for ,i must now be within two or three hundred feet of the top of the ridge1 and as anything at all may be on the other side1 ,i had best go carefully and knowing my way4' ,so ,i sat down facing the way ,i had to go and looking upwards1 till perhaps a movement of the air might show me against a clear sky the line of the ridge1 and so let me estimate the work that remained to do4 ,i kept my eyes fixed on the point where ,i judged that sky line to lie1 lest ,i should miss some sudden gleam revealing it2 and as ,i sat there ,i grew mournful and began to consider the folly of climbing this great height on an empty stomach4 ,the soldiers of the ,republic fought their battles often before breakfast1 but never1 ,i think1 without having drunk warm coffee1 and no one should attempt great efforts without some such refreshment before starting4 ,indeed1 my fasting1 and the rare thin air of the height1 the chill and the dampness that had soaked my thin clothes through and through1 quite lowered my blood and left it piano1 whimpering and irresolute4 ,i shivered and demanded the sun4 ,then ,i bethought me of the hunk of bread ,i had stolen1 and pulling it out of my haversack ,i began to munch that ungrateful breakfast4 ,it was hard and stale1 and gave me little sustenance2 ,i still gazed upwards into the uniform meaningless light fog1 looking for the ridge4 ,suddenly1 with no warning to prepare the mind1 a faint but distinct wind blew upon me1 the mist rose in a wreath backward and upward1 and ,i was looking through clear immensity1 not at any ridge1 but over an awful gulf at great white fields of death4 ,the ,alps were right upon me and before me1 overwhelming and commanding empty downward distances of air4 ,between them and me was a narrow dreadful space of nothingness and silence1 and a sheer mile below us both1 a floor to that prodigious hollow1 lay the little lake4 ,my stone had not been a halting-place at all1 but was itself the summit of the ridge1 and those two rocks on either side of it framed a notch upon the very edge and skyline of the high hills of ,brienz4 ,surprise and wonder had not time to form in my spirit before both were swallowed up by fear4 ,the proximity of that immense wall of cold1 the ,alps1 seen thus full from the level of its middle height and comprehended as it cannot be from the depths2 its suggestion of something never changing throughout eternity--yet dead--was a threat to the eager mind4 ,they1 the vast ,alps1 all wrapped round in ice1 frozen1 and their immobility enhanced by the delicate1 roaming veils which 7as from an attraction7 hovered in their hollows1 seemed to halt the process of living4 ,and the living soul whom they thus perturbed was supported by no companionship4 ,there were no trees or blades of grass around me1 only the uneven and primal stones of that height4 ,there were no birds in the gulf2 there was no sound4 ,and the whiteness of the glaciers1 the blackness of the snow-streaked rocks beyond1 was glistening and unsoftened4 ,there had come something evil into their sublimity4 ,i was afraid4 ,nor could ,i bear to look downwards4 ,the slope was in no way a danger4 ,a man could walk up it without often using his hands1 and a man could go down it slowly without any direct fall1 though here and there he would have to turn round at each dip or step and hold with his hands and feel a little for his foothold4 ,i suppose the general slope1 down1 down1 to where the green began was not sixty degrees1 but have you ever tried looking down five thousand feet at sixty degrees8 ,it drags the mind after it1 and ,i could not bear to begin the descent4 ,however ,i reasoned with myself4 ,i said to myself that a man should only be afraid of real dangers4 ,that nightmare was not for the daylight4 ,that there was now no mist but a warm sun4 ,then choosing a gully where water sometimes ran1 but now dry1 ,i warily began to descend1 using my staff and leaning well backwards4 ,there was this disturbing thing about the gully1 that it went in steps1 and before each step one saw the sky just a yard or two ahead3 one lost the comforting sight of earth4 ,one knew of course that it would only be a little drop1 and that the slope would begin again1 but it disturbed one4 ,and it is a trial to drop or clamber down1 say fourteen or fifteen feet1 sometimes twenty1 and then to find no flat foothold but that eternal steep beginning again4 ,and this outline in which ,i have somewhat1 but not much1 exaggerated the slope1 will show what ,i mean4 ,the dotted line is the line of vision just as one got to a 'step'4 ,the little figure is ,,auctor4 ,,lector is up in the air looking at him4 ,observe the perspective of the lake below1 but make no comments4 ,i went very slowly4 ,when ,i was about half-way down and had come to a place where a shoulder of heaped rock stood on my left and where little parallel ledges led up to it1 having grown accustomed to the descent and easier in my mind1 ,i sat down on a slab and drew imperfectly the things ,i saw3 the lake below me1 the first forests clinging to the foot of the ,alps beyond1 their higher slopes of snow1 and the clouds that had now begun to gather round them and that altogether hid the last third of their enormous height4 ,then ,i saw a steamer on the lake4 ,i felt in touch with men4 ,the slope grew easier4 ,i snapped my fingers at the great devils that haunt high mountains4 ,i sniffed the gross and comfortable air of the lower valleys1 ,i entered the belt of wood and was soon going quite a pace through the trees1 for ,i had found a path1 and was now able to sing4 ,so ,i did4 ,at last ,i saw through the trunks1 but a few hundred feet below me1 the highroad that skirts the lake4 ,i left the path and scrambled straight down to it4 ,i came to a wall which ,i climbed1 and found myself in somebody's garden4 ,crossing this and admiring its wealth and order 7,i was careful not to walk on the lawns71 ,i opened a little private gate and came on to the road1 and from there to ,brienz was but a short way along a fine hard surface in a hot morning sun1 with the gentle lake on my right hand not five yards away1 and with delightful trees upon my left1 caressing and sometimes even covering me with their shade4 ,i was therefore dry1 ready and contented when ,i entered by mid morning the curious town of ,brienz1 which is all one long street1 and of which the population is ,protestant4 ,i say dry1 ready and contented2 dry in my clothes1 ready for food1 contented with men and nature4 ,but as ,i entered ,i squinted up that interminable slope1 ,i saw the fog wreathing again along the ridge so infinitely above me1 and ,i considered myself a fool to have crossed the ,brienzer ,grat without breakfast4 ,but ,i could get no one in ,brienz to agree with me1 because no one thought ,i had done it1 though several people there could talk ,french4 ,the ,grimsel ,pass is the valley of the ,aar2 it is also the eastern flank of that great massif1 or bulk and mass of mountains called the ,bernese ,oberland4 ,western ,switzerland1 you must know1 is not 7as ,i first thought it was when ,i gazed down from the ,weissenstein7 a plain surrounded by a ring of mountains1 but rather it is a plain in its northern half 7the plain of the lower ,aar71 and in its southern half it is two enormous parallel lumps of mountains4 ,i call them 'lumps'1 because they are so very broad and tortuous in their plan that they are hardly ranges4 ,now these two lumps are the ,bernese ,oberland and the ,pennine ,alps1 and between them runs a deep trench called the valley of the ,rhone4 ,take ,mont ,blanc in the west and a peak called the ,crystal ,peak over the ,val ,bavona on the east1 and they are the flanking bastions of one great wall1 the ,pennine ,alps4 ,take the ,diablerets on the west1 and the ,wetterhorn on the east1 and they are the flanking bastions of another great wall1 the ,bernese ,oberland4 ,and these two walls are parallel1 with the ,rhone in between4 ,now these two walls converge at a point where there is a sort of knot of mountain ridges1 and this point may be taken as being on the boundary between ,eastern and ,western ,switzerland4 ,at this wonderful point the ,ticino1 the ,rhone1 the ,aar1 and the ,reuss all begin1 and it is here that the simple arrangement of the ,alps to the west turns into the confused jumble of the ,alps to the east4 ,when you are high up on either wall you can catch the plan of all this1 but to avoid a confused description and to help you to follow the marvellous1 ,hannibalian and never-before-attempted charge and march which ,i made1 and which1 alas6 ended only in a glorious defeat--to help you to picture faintly to yourselves the mirific and horripilant adventure whereby ,i nearly achieved superhuman success in spite of all the powers of the air1 ,i append a little map which is rough but clear and plain1 and which ,i beg you to study closely1 for it will make it easy for you to understand what next happened in my pilgrimage4 ,the dark strips are the deep cloven valleys1 the shaded belt is that higher land which is yet passable by any ordinary man4 ,the part left white you may take to be the very high fields of ice and snow with great peaks which an ordinary man must regard as impassable1 unless1 indeed1 he can wait for his weather and take guides and go on as a tourist instead of a pilgrim4 ,you will observe that ,i have marked five clefts or valleys4 ,a is that of the ,aar1 and the little white patch at the beginning is the lake of ,brienz4 ,b is that of the ,reuss4 ,c is that of the ,rhone2 and all these three are north of the great watershed or main chain1 and all three are full of ,german-speaking people4 ,on the other hand1 ,d is the valley of the ,toccia1 ,e of the ,maggia1 and ,f of the ,ticino4 ,all these three are south of the great watershed1 and are inhabited by ,italian-speaking people4 ,all these three lead down at last to ,lake ,major1 and so to ,milan and so to ,rome4 ,the straight line to ,rome is marked on my map by a dotted line ending in an arrow1 and you will see that it was just my luck that it should cross slap over that knot or tangle of ranges where all the rivers spring4 ,the problem was how to negotiate a passage from the valley of the ,aar to one of the three ,italian valleys1 without departing too far from my straight line4 ,to explain my track ,i must give the names of all the high passes between the valleys4 ,that between ,a and ,c is called the ,grimsel2 that between ,b and ,c the ,furka4 ,that between ,d and ,c is the ,gries ,pass1 that between ,f and ,c the ,nufenen1 and that between ,e and ,f is not the easy thing it looks on the map2 indeed it is hardly a pass at all but a scramble over very high peaks1 and it is called the ,crystalline ,mountain4 ,finally1 on the far right of my map1 you see a high passage between ,b and ,f4 ,this is the famous ,st ,gothard4 ,the straightest way of all was 7#a7 over the ,grimsel1 then1 the moment ,i got into the valley of the ,rhone 7#b71 up out of it again over the ,nufenen1 then the moment ,i was down into the valley of the ,ticino 7,f71 up out of it again 7#c7 over the ,crystalline to the valley of the ,maggia 7,e74 ,once in the ,maggia valley 7the top of it is called the ,val ,bavona71 it is a straight path for the lakes and ,rome4 ,there were also these advantages3 that ,i should be in a place very rarely visited--all the guide-books are doubtful on it2 that ,i should be going quite straight2 that ,i should be accomplishing a feat1 viz4 the crossing of those high passes one after the other 7and you must remember that over the ,nufenen there is no road at all74 ,but every one ,i asked told me that thus early in the year 7it was not the middle of ,june7 ,i could not hope to scramble over the ,crystalline4 ,no one 7they said7 could do it and live4 ,it was all ice and snow and cold mist and verglas1 and the precipices were smooth--a man would never get across2 so it was not worth while crossing the ,nufenen ,pass if ,i was to be balked at the ,crystal1 and ,i determined on the ,gries ,pass4 ,i said to myself3 ',i will go on over the ,grimsel1 and once in the valley of the ,rhone1 ,i will walk a mile or two down to where the ,gries ,pass opens1 and ,i will go over it into ,italy4' ,for the ,gries ,pass1 though not quite in the straight line1 had this advantage1 that once over it you are really in ,italy4 ,in the ,ticino valley or in the ,val ,bavona1 though the people are as ,italian as ,catullus1 yet politically they count as part of ,switzerland2 and therefore if you enter ,italy thereby1 you are not suddenly introduced to that country1 but1 as it were1 inoculated1 and led on by degrees1 which is a pity4 ,for good things should come suddenly1 like the demise of that wicked man1 ,mr 7deleted by the censor71 who had oppressed the poor for some forty years1 when he was shot dead from behind a hedge1 and died in about the time it takes to boil an egg1 and there was an end of him4 ,having made myself quite clear that ,i had a formed plan to go over the ,grimsel by the new road1 then up over the ,gries1 where there is no road at all1 and so down into the vale of the ,tosa1 and having calculated that on the morrow ,i should be in ,italy1 ,i started out from ,brienz after eating a great meal1 it being then about midday1 and ,i having already1 as you know1 crossed the ,brienzer ,grat since dawn4 ,the task of that afternoon was more than ,i could properly undertake1 nor did ,i fulfil it4 ,from ,brienz to the top of the ,grimsel is1 as the crow flies1 quite twenty miles1 and by the road a good twenty-seven4 ,it is true ,i had only come from over the high hills2 perhaps six miles in a straight line4 ,but what a six miles6 and all without food4 ,not certain1 therefore1 how much of the pass ,i could really do that day1 but aiming at crossing it1 like a fool1 ,i went on up the first miles4 ,for an hour or more after ,brienz the road runs round the base of and then away from a fine great rock4 ,there is here an alluvial plain like a continuation of the lake1 and the ,aar runs through it1 canalized and banked and straight1 and at last the road also becomes straight4 ,on either side rise gigantic cliffs enclosing the valley1 and 7on the day ,i passed there7 going up into the clouds1 which1 though high1 yet made a roof for the valley4 ,from the great mountains on the left the noble rock jutted out alone and dominated the little plain2 on the right the buttresses of the main ,alps all stood in a row1 and between them went whorls of vapour high1 high up--just above the places where snow still clung to the slopes4 ,these whorls made the utmost steeps more and more misty1 till at last they were lost in a kind of great darkness1 in which the last and highest banks of ice seemed to be swallowed up4 ,i often stopped to gaze straight above me1 and ,i marvelled at the silence4 ,it was the first part of the afternoon when ,i got to a place called ,meiringen1 and ,i thought that there ,i would eat and drink a little more4 ,so ,i steered into the main street1 but there ,i found such a yelling and roaring as ,i had never heard before1 and very damnable it was2 as though men were determined to do common evil wherever ,god has given them a chance of living in awe and worship4 ,for they were all bawling and howling1 with great placards and tickets1 and saying1 ',this way to the ,extraordinary ,waterfall2 that way to the ,strange ,cave4 ,come with me and you shall see the never-to-be-forgotten ,falls of the ,aar1' and so forth4 ,so that my illusion of being alone in the roots of the world dropped off me very quickly1 and ,i wondered how people could be so helpless and foolish as to travel about in ,switzerland as tourists and meet with all this vulgarity and beastliness4 ,if a man goes to drink good wine he does not say1 ',so that the wine be good ,i do not mind eating strong pepper and smelling hartshorn as ,i drink it1' and if a man goes to read a good verse1 for instance1 ,jean ,richepin1 he does not say1 ',go on playing on the trombone1 go on banging the cymbals2 so long as ,i am reading good verse ,i am content4' ,yet men now go into the vast hills and sleep and live in their recesses1 and pretend to be indifferent to all the touts and shouters and hurry and hotels and high prices and abominations4 ,thank ,god1 it goes in grooves6 ,i say it again1 thank ,god1 the railways are trenches that drain our modern marsh1 for you have but to avoid railways1 even by five miles1 and you can get more peace than would fill a nosebag4 ,all the world is my garden since they built railways1 and gave me leave to keep off them4 ,also ,i vowed a franc to the ,black ,virgin of ,la ,delivrande 7next time ,i should be passing there7 because ,i was delivered from being a tourist1 and because all this horrible noise was not being dinned at me 7who was a poor and dirty pilgrim1 and no kind of prey for these cabmen1 and busmen1 and guides and couriers71 but at a crowd of drawn1 sad1 jaded tourists that had come in by a train4 ,soon ,i had left them behind4 ,the road climbed the first step upwards in the valley1 going round a rock on the other side of which the ,aar had cut itself a gorge and rushed in a fall and rapids4 ,then the road went on and on weary mile after weary mile1 and ,i stuck to it1 and it rose slowly all the time1 and all the time the ,aar went dashing by1 roaring and filling the higher valley with echoes4 ,i got beyond the villages4 ,the light shining suffused through the upper mist began to be the light of evening4 ,rain1 very fine and slight1 began to fall4 ,it was cold4 ,there met and passed me1 going down the road1 a carriage with a hood up1 driving at full speed4 ,it could not be from over the pass1 for ,i knew that it was not yet open for carriages or carts4 ,it was therefore from a hotel somewhere1 and if there was a hotel ,i should find it4 ,i looked back to ask the distance1 but they were beyond earshot1 and so ,i went on4 ,my boots in which ,i had sworn to walk to ,rome were ruinous4 ,already since the ,weissenstein they had gaped1 and now the ,brienzer ,grat had made the sole of one of them quite free at the toe4 ,it flapped as ,i walked4 ,very soon ,i should be walking on my uppers4 ,i limped also1 and ,i hated the wet cold rain4 ,but ,i had to go on4 ,instead of flourishing my staff and singing1 ,i leant on it painfully and thought of duty1 and death1 and dereliction1 and every other horrible thing that begins with a ,d4 ,i had to go on4 ,if ,i had gone back there was nothing for miles4 ,before it was dark--indeed one could still read--,i saw a group of houses beyond the ,aar1 and soon after ,i saw that my road would pass them1 going over a bridge4 ,when ,i reached them ,i went into the first1 saying to myself1 ',i will eat1 and if ,i can go no farther ,i will sleep here4' ,there were in the house two women1 one old1 the other young2 and they were ,french-speaking1 from the ,vaud country4 ,they had faces like ,scotch people1 and were very kindly1 but odd1 being ,calvinist4 ,i said1 ',have you any beans8' ,they said1 ',yes4' ,i suggested they should make me a dish of beans and bacon1 and give me a bottle of wine1 while ,i dried myself at their great stove4 ,all this they readily did for me1 and ,i ate heartily and drank heavily1 and they begged me afterwards to stop the night and pay them for it2 but ,i was so set up by my food and wine that ,i excused myself and went out again and took the road4 ,it was not yet dark4 ,by some reflection from the fields of snow1 which were now quite near at hand through the mist1 the daylight lingered astonishingly late4 ,the cold grew bitter as ,i went on through the gloaming4 ,there were no trees save rare and stunted pines4 ,the ,aar was a shallow brawling torrent1 thick with melting ice and snow and mud4 ,coarse grass grew on the rocks sparsely2 there were no flowers4 ,the mist overhead was now quite near1 and ,i still went on and steadily up through the half-light4 ,it was as lonely as a calm at sea1 except for the noise of the river4 ,i had overworn myself1 and that sustaining surface which hides from us in our health the abysses below the mind--,i felt it growing weak and thin4 ,my fatigue bewildered me4 ,the occasional steeps beside the road1 one especially beneath a high bridge where a tributary falls into the ,aar in a cascade1 terrified me4 ,they were like the emptiness of dreams4 ,at last it being now dark1 and ,i having long since entered the upper mist1 or rather cloud 7for ,i was now as high as the clouds71 ,i saw a light gleaming through the fog1 just off the road1 through pine-trees4 ,it was time4 ,i could not have gone much farther4 ,to this ,i turned and found there one of those new hotels1 not very large1 but very expensive4 ,they knew me at once for what ,i was1 and welcomed me with joy4 ,they gave me hot rum and sugar1 a fine warm bed1 told me ,i was the first that had yet stopped there that year1 and left me to sleep very deep and yet in pain1 as men sleep who are stunned4 ,but twice that night ,i woke suddenly1 staring at darkness4 ,i had outworn the physical network upon which the soul depends1 and ,i was full of terrors4 ,next morning ,i had fine coffee and bread and butter and the rest1 like a rich man2 in a gilded dining-room all set out for the rich1 and served by a fellow that bowed and scraped4 ,also they made me pay a great deal1 and kept their eyes off my boots1 and were still courteous to me1 and ,i to them4 ,then ,i bought wine of them--the first wine not of the country that ,i had drunk on this march1 a ,burgundy--and putting it in my haversack with a nice white roll1 left them to wait for the next man whom the hills might send them4 ,the clouds1 the mist1 were denser than ever in that early morning2 one could only see the immediate road4 ,the cold was very great2 my clothes were not quite dried1 but my heart was high1 and ,i pushed along well enough1 though stiffly1 till ,i came to what they call the ,hospice1 which was once a monk-house1 ,i suppose1 but is now an inn4 ,i had brandy there1 and on going out ,i found that it stood at the foot of a sharp ridge which was the true ,grimsel ,pass1 the neck which joins the ,bernese ,oberland to the eastern group of high mountains4 ,this ridge or neck was steep like a pitched roof--very high ,i found it1 and all of black glassy rock1 with here and there snow in sharp1 even1 sloping sheets just holding to it4 ,i could see but little of it at a time on account of the mist4 ,hitherto for all these miles the ,aar had been my companion1 and the road1 though rising always1 had risen evenly and not steeply4 ,now the ,aar was left behind in the icy glen where it rises1 and the road went in an artificial and carefully built set of zig-zags up the face of the cliff4 ,there is a short cut1 but ,i could not find it in the mist4 ,it is the old mule-path4 ,here and there1 however1 it was possible to cut off long corners by scrambling over the steep black rock and smooth ice1 and all the while the cold1 soft mist wisped in and out around me4 ,after a thousand feet of this ,i came to the top of the ,grimsel1 but not before ,i had passed a place where an avalanche had destroyed the road and where planks were laid4 ,also before one got to the very summit1 no short cuts or climbing were possible4 ,the road ran deep in a cutting like a ,devonshire lane4 ,only here the high banks were solid snow4 ,some little way past the summit1 on the first zig-zag down1 ,i passed the ,lake of the ,dead in its mournful hollow4 ,the mist still enveloped all the ridge-side1 and moved like a press of spirits over the frozen water1 then--as suddenly as on the much lower ,brienzer ,grat1 and 7as on the ,brienzer ,grat7 to the southward and the sun1 the clouds lifted and wreathed up backward and were gone1 and where there had just been fulness was only an immensity of empty air and a sudden sight of clear hills beyond and of little strange distant things thousands and thousands of feet below4 ,,lector4 ,pray are we to have any more of that fine writing8 ,,auctor4 ,i saw there as in a cup things that ,i had thought 7when ,i first studied the map at home7 far too spacious and spread apart to go into the view4 ,yet here they were all quite contained and close together1 on so vast a scale was the whole place conceived4 ,it was the comb of mountains of which ,i have written2 the meeting of all the valleys4 ,there1 from the height of a steep bank1 as it were 7but a bank many thousands of feet high71 one looked down into a whole district or little world4 ,on the map1 ,i say1 it had seemed so great that ,i had thought one would command but this or that portion of it2 as it was1 one saw it all4 ,and this is a peculiar thing ,i have noticed in all mountains1 and have never been able to understand--- namely1 that if you draw a plan or section to scale1 your mountain does not seem a very important thing4 ,one should not1 in theory1 be able to dominate from its height1 nor to feel the world small below one1 nor to hold a whole countryside in one's hand--yet one does4 ,the mountains from their heights reveal to us two truths4 ,they suddenly make us feel our insignificance1 and at the same time they free the immortal ,mind1 and let it feel its greatness1 and they release it from the earth4 ,but ,i say again1 in theory1 when one considers the exact relation of their height to the distances one views from them1 they ought to claim no such effect1 and that they can produce that effect is related to another thing--the way in which they exaggerate their own steepness4 ,for instance1 those noble hills1 my downs in ,sussex1 when you are upon them overlooking the weald1 from ,chanctonbury say1 feel like this--or even lower4 ,indeed1 it is impossible to give them truly1 so insignificant are they2 if the stretch of the ,weald were made nearly a yard long1 ,chanctonbury would not1 in proportion1 be more than a fifth of an inch high6 ,and yet1 from the top of ,chanctonbury1 how one seems to overlook it and possess it all6 ,well1 so it was here from the ,grimsel when ,i overlooked the springs of the ,rhone4 ,in true proportion the valley ,i gazed into and over must have been somewhat like this-- ,it felt for all the world as deep and utterly below me as this other-- ,moreover1 where there was no mist1 the air was so surprisingly clear that ,i could see everything clean and sharp wherever ,i turned my eyes4 ,the mountains forbade any very far horizons to the view1 and all that ,i could see was as neat and vivid as those coloured photographs they sell with bright green grass and bright white snow1 and blue glaciers like precious stones4 ,i scrambled down the mountain1 for here1 on the south side of the pass1 there was no snow or ice1 and it was quite easy to leave the road and take the old path cutting off the zig-zags4 ,as the air got heavier1 ,i became hungry1 and at the very end of my descent1 two hundred feet or so above the young ,rhone1 ,i saw a great hotel4 ,i went round to their front door and asked them whether ,i could eat1 and at what price4 ',four francs1' they said4 ',what6' said ,i1 'four francs for a meal6 ,come1 let me eat in the kitchen1 and charge me one4' ,but they became rude and obstinate1 being used only to deal with rich people1 so ,i cursed them1 and went down the road4 ,but ,i was very hungry4 ,the road falls quite steeply1 and the ,rhone1 which it accompanies in that valley1 leaps in little falls4 ,on a bridge ,i passed a sad ,englishman reading a book1 and a little lower down1 two ,american women in a carriage1 and after that a priest 7it was lucky ,i did not see him first4 ,anyhow1 ,i touched iron at once1 to wit1 a key in my pocket71 and after that a child minding a goat4 ,altogether ,i felt myself in the world again1 and as ,i was on a good road1 all down hill1 ,i thought myself capable of pushing on to the next village4 ,but my hunger was really excessive1 my right boot almost gone1 and my left boot nothing to exhibit or boast of1 when ,i came to a point where at last one looked down the ,rhone valley for miles4 ,it is like a straight trench1 and at intervals there are little villages1 built of most filthy chalets1 the said chalets raised on great stones4 ,there are pine-trees up1 up on either slope1 into the clouds1 and beyond the clouds ,i could not see4 ,i left on my left a village called ',between the ,waters'4 ,i passed through another called ',ehringen'1 but it has no inn4 ,at last1 two miles farther1 faint from lack of food1 ,i got into ,ulrichen1 a village a little larger than the rest1 and the place where ,i believed one should start to go either over the ,gries or ,nufenen ,pass4 ,in ,ulrichen was a warm1 wooden1 deep-eaved1 frousty1 comfortable1 ramshackle1 dark1 anyhow kind of a little inn called ',the ,bear'4 ,and entering1 ,i saw one of the women whom god loves4 ,she was of middle age1 very honest and simple in the face1 kindly and good4 ,she was messing about with cooking and stuff1 and she came up to me stooping a little1 her eyes wide and innocent1 and a great spoon in her hand4 ,her face was extremely broad and flat1 and ,i have never seen eyes set so far apart4 ,her whole gait1 manner1 and accent proved her to be extremely good1 and on the straight road to heaven4 ,i saluted her in the ,french tongue4 ,she answered me in the same1 but very broken and rustic1 for her natural speech was a kind of mountain ,german4 ,she spoke very slowly1 and had a nice soft voice1 and she did what only good people do1 ,i mean1 looked you in the eyes as she spoke to you4 ,beware of shifty-eyed people4 ,it is not only nervousness1 it is also a kind of wickedness4 ,such people come to no good4 ,i have three of them now in my mind as ,i write4 ,one is a ,professor4 ,and1 by the way1 would you like to know why universities suffer from this curse of nervous disease8 ,why the great personages stammer or have ,st ,vitus' dance1 or jabber at the lips1 or hop in their walk1 or have their heads screwed round1 or tremble in the fingers1 or go through life with great goggles like a motor car8 ,eh8 ,i will tell you4 ,it is the punishment of their intellectual pride1 than which no sin is more offensive to the angels4 ,what6 here are we with the jolly world of ,god all round us1 able to sing1 to draw1 to paint1 to hammer and build1 to sail1 to ride horses1 to run1 to leap2 having for our splendid inheritance love in youth and memory in old age1 and we are to take one miserable little faculty1 our one-legged1 knock-kneed1 gimcrack1 purblind1 rough-skinned1 underfed1 and perpetually irritated and grumpy intellect1 or analytical curiosity rather 7a diseased appetite71 and let it swell till it eats up every other function8 ,away with such foolery4 ,,lector4 ,when shall we get on to444 ,,auctor4 ,wait a moment4 ,i say1 away with such foolery4 ,note that pedants lose all proportion4 ,they never can keep sane in a discussion4 ,they will go wild on matters they are wholly unable to judge1 such as ,armenian ,religion or the ,politics of ,paris or what not4 ,never do they use one of those three phrases which keep a man steady and balance his mind1 ,i mean the words 7#a7 ,after all it is not my business4 7#b7 ,tut6 tut6 ,you don't say so6 and 7#c7 ,credo in ,unum ,deum ,patrem ,omnipotentem1 ,factorem omnium visibilium atque invisibilium2 in which last there is a power of synthesis that can jam all their analytical dust-heap into such a fine1 tight1 and compact body as would make them stare to see4 ,i understand that they need six months' holiday a year4 ,had ,i my way they should take twelve1 and an extra day on leap years4 ,,lector4 ,pray1 pray return to the woman at the inn4 ,,auctor4 ,i will1 and by this road3 to say that on the day of ,judgement1 when ,st ,michael weighs souls in his scales1 and the wicked are led off by the ,devil with a great rope1 as you may see them over the main porch of ,notre ,dame 7,i will heave a stone after them myself ,i hope71 all the souls of the pedants together will not weigh as heavy and sound as the one soul of this good woman at the inn4 ,she put food before me and wine4 ,the wine was good1 but in the food was some fearful herb or other ,i had never tasted before--a pure spice or scent1 and a nasty one4 ,one could taste nothing else1 and it was revolting2 but ,i ate it for her sake4 ,then1 very much refreshed1 ,i rose1 seized my great staff1 shook myself and said1 ',now it is about noon1 and ,i am off for the frontier4' ,at this she made a most fearful clamour1 saying that it was madness1 and imploring me not to think of it1 and running out fetched from the stable a tall1 sad1 pale-eyed man who saluted me profoundly and told me that he knew more of the mountains than any one for miles4 ,and this by asking many afterwards ,i found out to be true4 ,he said that he had crossed the ,nufenen and the ,gries whenever they could be crossed since he was a child1 and that if ,i attempted it that day ,i should sleep that night in ,paradise4 ,the clouds on the mountain1 the soft snow recently fallen1 the rain that now occupied the valleys1 the glacier on the ,gries1 and the pathless snow in the mist on the ,nufenen would make it sheer suicide for him1 an experienced guide1 and for me a worse madness4 ,also he spoke of my boots and wondered at my poor coat and trousers1 and threatened me with intolerable cold4 ,it seems that the books ,i had read at home1 when they said that the ,nufenen had no snow on it1 spoke of a later season of the year2 it was all snow now1 and soft snow1 and hidden by a full mist in such a day from the first third of the ascent4 ,as for the ,gries1 there was a glacier on the top which needed some kind of clearness in the weather4 ,hearing all this ,i said ,i would remain--but it was with a heavy heart4 ,already ,i felt a shadow of defeat over me4 ,the loss of time was a thorn4 ,i was already short of cash1 and my next money was ,milan4 ,my return to ,england was fixed for a certain date1 and stronger than either of these motives against delay was a burning restlessness that always takes men when they are on the way to great adventures4 ,i made him promise to wake me next morning at three o'clock1 and1 short of a tempest1 to try and get me across the ,gries4 ,as for the ,nufenen and ,crystalline passes which ,i had desired to attempt1 and which were 7as ,i have said7 the straight line to ,rome1 he said 7and he was right71 that let alone the impassability of the ,nufenen just then1 to climb the ,crystal ,mountain in that season would be as easy as flying to the moon4 ,now1 to cross the ,nufenen alone1 would simply land me in the upper valley of the ,ticino1 and take me a great bend out of my way by ,bellinzona4 ,hence my bargain that at least he should show me over the ,gries ,pass1 and this he said1 if man could do it1 he would do the next day2 and ,i1 sending my boots to be cobbled 7and thereby breaking another vow71 crept up to bed1 and all afternoon read the school-books of the children4 ,they were in ,french1 from lower down the valley1 and very ,genevese and heretical for so devout a household4 ,but the ,genevese civilization is the standard for these people1 and they combat the ,calvinism of it with missions1 and have statues in their rooms1 not to speak of holy water stoups4 ,the rain beat on my window1 the clouds came lower still down the mountain4 ,then 7as is finely written in the ,song of ,roland71 'the day passed and the night came1 and ,i slept4' ,but with the coming of the small hours1 and with my waking1 prepare yourselves for the most extraordinary and terrible adventure that befell me out of all the marvels and perils of this pilgrimage1 the most momentous and the most worthy of perpetual record1 ,i think1 of all that has ever happened since the beginning of the world4 ,at three o'clock the guide knocked at my door1 and ,i rose and came out to him4 ,we drank coffee and ate bread4 ,we put into our sacks ham and bread1 and he white wine and ,i brandy4 ,then we set out4 ,the rain had dropped to a drizzle1 and there was no wind4 ,the sky was obscured for the most part1 but here and there was a star4 ,the hills hung awfully above us in the night as we crossed the spongy valley4 ,a little wooden bridge took us over the young ,rhone1 here only a stream1 and we followed a path up into the tributary ravine which leads to the ,nufenen and the ,gries4 ,in a mile or two it was a little lighter1 and this was as well1 for some weeks before a great avalanche had fallen1 and we had to cross it gingerly4 ,beneath the wide cap of frozen snow ran a torrent roaring4 ,i remembered ,colorado1 and how ,i had crossed the ,arkansaw on such a bridge as a boy4 ,we went on in the uneasy dawn4 ,the woods began to show1 and there was a cross where a man had slipped from above that very ,april and been killed4 ,then1 most ominous and disturbing1 the drizzle changed to a rain1 and the guide shook his head and said it would be snowing higher up4 ,we went on1 and it grew lighter4 ,before it was really day 7or else the weather confused and darkened the sky71 we crossed a good bridge1 built long ago1 and we halted at a shed where the cattle lie in the late summer when the snow is melted4 ,there we rested a moment4 ,but on leaving its shelter we noticed many disquieting things4 ,the place was a hollow1 the end of the ravine--a bowl1 as it were2 one way out of which is the ,nufenen1 and the other the ,gries4 ,here it is in a sketch map4 ,the heights are marked lighter and lighter1 from black in the valleys to white in the impassable mountains4 ,e is where we stood1 in a great cup or basin1 having just come up the ravine ,b4 ,c is the ,italian valley of the ,tosa1 and the neck between it and ,e is the ,gries4 ,d is the valley of the ,ticino1 and the neck between ,e and it is the ,nufenen4 ,a is the ,crystal ,mountain4 ,you may take the necks or passes to be about #hjjj1 and the mountains #aj1jjj or #aa1jjj feet above the sea4 ,we noticed1 ,i say1 many disquieting things4 ,first1 all1 that bowl or cup below the passes was a carpet of snow1 save where patches of black water showed1 and all the passes and mountains1 from top to bottom1 were covered with very thick snow2 the deep surface of it soft and fresh fallen4 ,secondly1 the rain had turned into snow4 ,it was falling thickly all around4 ,nowhere have ,i more perceived the immediate presence of great ,death4 ,thirdly1 it was far colder1 and we felt the beginning of a wind4 ,fourthly1 the clouds had come quite low down4 ,the guide said it could not be done1 but ,i said we must attempt it4 ,i was eager1 and had not yet felt the awful grip of the cold4 ,we left the ,nufenen on our left1 a hopeless steep of new snow buried in fog1 and we attacked the ,gries4 ,for half-an-hour we plunged on through snow above our knees1 and my thin cotton clothes were soaked4 ,so far the guide knew we were more or less on the path1 and he went on and ,i panted after him4 ,neither of us spoke1 but occasionally he looked back to make sure ,i had not dropped out4 ,the snow began to fall more thickly1 and the wind had risen somewhat4 ,i was afraid of another protest from the guide1 but he stuck to it well1 and ,i after him1 continually plunging through soft snow and making yard after yard upwards4 ,the snow fell more thickly and the wind still rose4 ,we came to a place which is1 in the warm season1 an alp2 that is1 a slope of grass1 very steep but not terrifying2 having here and there sharp little precipices of rock breaking it into steps1 but by no means 7in summer7 a matter to make one draw back4 ,now1 however1 when everything was still ,arctic it was a very different matter4 ,a sheer steep of snow whose downward plunge ran into the driving storm and was lost1 whose head was lost in the same mass of thick cloud above1 a slope somewhat hollowed and bent inwards1 had to be crossed if we were to go any farther2 and ,i was terrified1 for ,i knew nothing of climbing4 ,the guide said there was little danger1 only if one slipped one might slide down to safety1 or one might 7much less probably7 get over rocks and be killed4 ,i was chattering a little with cold2 but as he did not propose a return1 ,i followed him4 ,the surface was alternately slabs of frozen snow and patches of soft new snow4 ,in the first he cut steps1 in the second we plunged1 and once ,i went right in and a mass of snow broke off beneath me and went careering down the slope4 ,he showed me how to hold my staff backwards as he did his alpenstock1 and use it as a kind of brake in case ,i slipped4 ,we had been about twenty minutes crawling over that wall of snow and ice2 and it was more and more apparent that we were in for danger4 ,before we had quite reached the far side1 the wind was blowing a very full gale and roared past our ears4 ,the surface snow was whirring furiously like dust before it3 past our faces and against them drove the snow-flakes1 cutting the air3 not falling1 but making straight darts and streaks4 ,they seemed like the form of the whistling wind2 they blinded us4 ,the rocks on the far side of the slope1 rocks which had been our goal when we set out to cross it1 had long ago disappeared in the increasing rush of the blizzard4 ,suddenly as we were still painfully moving on1 stooping against the mad wind1 these rocks loomed up over as large as houses1 and we saw them through the swarming snow-flakes as great hulls are seen through a fog at sea4 ,the guide crouched under the lee of the nearest2 ,i came up close to him and he put his hands to my ear and shouted to me that nothing further could be done--he had so to shout because in among the rocks the hurricane made a roaring sound1 swamping the voice4 ,i asked how far we were from the summit4 ,he said he did not know where we were exactly1 but that we could not be more than #hjj feet from it4 ,i was but that from ,italy and ,i would not admit defeat4 ,i offered him all ,i had in money to go on1 but it was folly in me1 because if ,i had had enough to tempt him and if he had yielded we should both have died4 ,luckily it was but a little sum4 ,he shook his head4 ,he would not go on1 he broke out1 for all the money there was in the world4 ,he shouted me to eat and drink1 and so we both did4 ,then ,i understood his wisdom1 for in a little while the cold began to seize me in my thin clothes4 ,my hands were numb1 my face already gave me intolerable pain1 and my legs suffered and felt heavy4 ,i learnt another thing 7which had ,i been used to mountains ,i should have known71 that it was not a simple thing to return4 ,the guide was hesitating whether to stay in this rough shelter1 or to face the chances of the descent4 ,this terror had not crossed my mind1 and ,i thought as little of it as ,i could1 needing my courage1 and being near to breaking down from the intensity of the cold4 ,it seems that in a tourmente 7for by that excellent name do the mountain people call such a storm7 it is always a matter of doubt whether to halt or go back4 ,if you go back through it and lose your way1 you are done for4 ,if you halt in some shelter1 it may go on for two or three days1 and then there is an end of you4 ,after a little he decided for a return1 but he told me honestly what the chances were1 and my suffering from cold mercifully mitigated my fear4 ,but even in that moment1 ,i felt in a confused but very conscious way that ,i was defeated4 ,i had crossed so many great hills and rivers1 and pressed so well on my undeviating arrow-line to ,rome1 and ,i had charged this one great barrier manfully where the straight path of my pilgrimage crossed the ,alps--and ,i had failed6 ,even in that fearful cold ,i felt it1 and it ran through my doubt of return like another and deeper current of pain4 ,italy was there1 just above1 right to my hand4 ,a lifting of a cloud1 a little respite1 and every downward step would have been towards the sunlight4 ,as it was1 ,i was being driven back northward1 in retreat and ashamed4 ,the ,alps had conquered me4 ,let us always after this combat their immensity and their will1 and always hate the inhuman guards that hold the gates of ,italy1 and the powers that lie in wait for men on those high places4 ,but now ,i know that ,italy will always stand apart4 ,she is cut off by no ordinary wall1 and ,death has all his army on her frontiers4 ,well1 we returned4 ,twice the guide rubbed my hands with brandy1 and once ,i had to halt and recover for a moment1 failing and losing my hold4 ,believe it or not1 the deep footsteps of our ascent were already quite lost and covered by the new snow since our halt1 and even had they been visible1 the guide would not have retraced them4 ,he did what ,i did not at first understand1 but what ,i soon saw to be wise4 ,he took a steep slant downward over the face of the snow-slope1 and though such a pitch of descent a little unnerved me1 it was well in the end4 ,for when we had gone down perhaps #ijj feet1 or a thousand1 in perpendicular distance1 even ,i1 half numb and fainting1 could feel that the storm was less violent4 ,another two hundred1 and the flakes could be seen not driving in flashes past1 but separately falling4 ,then in some few minutes we could see the slope for a very long way downwards quite clearly2 then1 soon after1 we saw far below us the place where the mountain-side merged easily into the plain of that cup or basin whence we had started4 ,when we saw this1 the guide said to me1 ',hold your stick thus1 if you are strong enough1 and let yourself slide4' ,i could just hold it1 in spite of the cold4 ,life was returning to me with intolerable pain4 ,we shot down the slope almost as quickly as falling1 but it was evidently safe to do so1 as the end was clearly visible1 and had no break or rock in it4 ,so we reached the plain below1 and entered the little shed1 and thence looking up1 we saw the storm above us2 but no one could have told it for what it was4 ,here1 below1 was silence1 and the terror and raging above seemed only a great trembling cloud occupying the mountain4 ,then we set our faces down the ravine by which we had come up1 and so came down to where the snow changed to rain4 ,when we got right down into the valley of the ,rhone1 we found it all roofed with cloud1 and the higher trees were white with snow1 making a line like a tide mark on the slopes of the hills4 ,i re-entered ',the ,bear'1 silent and angered1 and not accepting the humiliation of that failure4 ,then1 having eaten1 ,i determined in equal silence to take the road like any other fool2 to cross the ,furka by a fine highroad1 like any tourist1 and to cross the ,st ,gothard by another fine highroad1 as millions had done before me1 and not to look heaven in the face again till ,i was back after my long detour1 on the straight road again for ,rome4 ,but to think of it6 ,i who had all that planned out1 and had so nearly done it6 ,i who had cut a path across ,europe like a shaft1 and seen so many strange places6--now to have to recite all the litany of the vulgar2 ,bellinzona1 ,lugano1 and this and that1 which any railway travelling fellow can tell you4 ,not till ,como should ,i feel a man again444 ,indeed it is a bitter thing to have to give up one's sword4 ,i had not the money to wait2 my defeat had lowered me in purse as well as in heart4 ,i started off to enter by the ordinary gates--not ,italy even1 but a half-,italy1 the canton of the ,ticino4 ,it was very hard4 ,this book is not a tragedy1 and ,i will not write at any length of such pain4 ,that same day1 in the latter half of it1 ,i went sullenly over the ,furka2 exactly as easy a thing as going up ,st ,james' ,street and down ,piccadilly4 ,i found the same storm on its summit1 but on a highroad it was a different affair4 ,i took no short cuts4 ,i drank at all the inns--at the base1 half-way up1 near the top1 and at the top4 ,i told them1 as the snow beat past1 how ,i had attacked and all but conquered the ,gries that wild morning1 and they took me for a liar2 so ,i became silent even within my own mind4 ,i looked sullenly at the white ground all the way4 ,and when on the far side ,i had got low enough to be rid of the snow and wind and to be in the dripping rain again1 ,i welcomed the rain1 and let it soothe like a sodden friend my sodden uncongenial mind4 ,i will not write of ,hospenthal4 ,it has an old tower1 and the road to it is straight and hideous4 ,much ,i cared for the old tower6 ,the people of the inn 7which ,i chose at random7 cannot have loved me much4 ,i will not write of the ,st ,gothard4 ,get it out of a guide-book4 ,i rose when ,i felt inclined2 ,i was delighted to find it still raining4 ,a dense mist above the rain gave me still greater pleasure4 ,i had started quite at my leisure late in the day1 and ,i did the thing stolidly1 and my heart was like a dully-heated mass of coal or iron because ,i was acknowledging defeat4 ,you who have never taken a straight line and held it1 nor seen strange men and remote places1 you do not know what it is to have to go round by the common way4 ,only in the afternoon1 and on those little zig-zags which are sharper than any other in the ,alps 7perhaps the road is older71 something changed4 ,a warm air stirred the dense mist which had mercifully cut me off from anything but the mere road and from the contemplation of hackneyed sights4 ,a hint or memory of gracious things ran in the slight breeze1 the wreaths of fog would lift a little for a few yards1 and in their clearings ,i thought to approach a softer and more desirable world4 ,i was soothed as though with caresses and when ,i began to see somewhat farther and felt a vigour and fulness in the outline of the ,trees1 ,i said to myself suddenly-- ',i know what it is6 ,it is the ,south1 and a great part of my blood4 ,they may call it ,switzerland still1 but ,i know now that ,i am in ,italy1 and this is the gate of ,italy lying in groves4' ,then and on till evening ,i reconciled myself with misfortune1 and when ,i heard again at ,airolo the speech of civilized men1 and saw the strong ,latin eyes and straight forms of the ,race after all those days of fog and frost and ,german speech and the north1 my eyes filled with tears and ,i was as glad as a man come home again1 and ,i could have kissed the ground4 ,the wine of ,airolo and its songs1 how greatly they refreshed me6 ,to see men with answering eyes and to find a salute returned2 the noise of careless mouths talking all together2 the group at cards1 and the laughter that is proper to mankind2 the straight carriage of the women1 and in all the people something erect and noble as though indeed they possessed the earth4 ,i made a meal there1 talking to all my companions left and right in a new speech of my own1 which was made up1 as it were1 of the essence of all the ,latin tongues1 saying-- ',ha6 ,si jo a traversa li montagna no erat facile6 ,nenni6 ,,ii san ,gottardo8 ,nil est6 pooh6 poco6 ,ma hesterna jo ha voulu traversar in ,val ,bavona1 e credi non ritornar1 namfredo1 fredo erat in alto6 ,la tourmente ma prise444' ,and so forth1 explaining all fully with gestures1 exaggerating1 emphasizing1 and acting the whole matter1 so that they understood me without much error4 ,but ,i found it more difficult to understand them1 because they had a regular formed language with terminations and special words4 ,it went to my heart to offer them no wine1 but a thought was in me of which you shall soon hear more4 ,my money was running low1 and the chief anxiety of a civilized man was spreading over my mind like the shadow of a cloud over a field of corn in summer4 ,they gave me a number of 'good-nights'1 and at parting ,i could not forbear from boasting that ,i was a pilgrim on my way to ,rome4 ,this they repeated one to another1 and one man told me that the next good halting-place was a town called ,faido1 three hours down the road4 ,he held up three fingers to explain1 and that was the last intercourse ,i had with the ,airolans1 for at once ,i took the road4 ,i glanced up the dark ravine which ,i should have descended had ,i crossed the ,nufenen4 ,i thought of the ,val ,bavona1 only just over the great wall that held the west2 and in one place where a rift 7you have just seen its picture7 led up to the summits of the hills ,i was half tempted to go back to ,airolo and sleep and next morning to attempt a crossing4 ,but ,i had accepted my fate on the ,gries and the falling road also held me1 and so ,i continued my way4 ,everything was pleasing in this new valley under the sunlight that still came strongly from behind the enormous mountains2 everything also was new1 and ,i was evidently now in a country of a special kind4 ,the slopes were populous1 ,i had come to the great mother of fruits and men1 and ,i was soon to see her cities and her old walls1 and the rivers that glide by them4 ,church towers also repeated the same shapes up and up the wooded hills until the villages stopped at the line of the higher slopes and at the patches of snow4 ,the houses were square and coloured2 they were graced with arbours1 and there seemed to be all around nothing but what was reasonable and secure1 and especially no rich or poor4 ,i noticed all these things on the one side and the other till1 not two hours from ,airolo1 ,i came to a step in the valley4 ,for the valley of the ,ticino is made up of distinct levels1 each of which might have held a lake once for the way it is enclosed3 and each level ends in high rocks with a gorge between them4 ,down this gorge the river tumbles in falls and rapids and the road picks its way down steeply1 all banked and cut1 and sometimes has to cross from side to side by a bridge1 while the railway above one overcomes the sharp descent by running round into the heart of the hills through circular tunnels and coming out again far below the cavern where it plunged in4 ,then when all three--the river1 the road1 and the railway--- have got over the great step1 a new level of the valley opens4 ,this is the way the road comes into the south1 and as ,i passed down to the lower valley1 though it was darkening into evening1 something melted out of the mountain air1 there was content and warmth in the growing things1 and ,i found it was a place for vineyards4 ,so1 before it was yet dark1 ,i came into ,faido1 and there ,i slept1 having at last1 after so many adventures1 crossed the threshold and occupied ,italy4 ,next day before sunrise ,i went out1 and all the valley was adorned and tremulous with the films of morning4 ,now all of you who have hitherto followed the story of this great journey1 put out of your minds the ,alps and the passes and the snows--postpone even for a moment the influence of the happy dawn and of that ,south into which ,i had entered1 and consider only this truth1 that ,i found myself just out of ,faido on this blessed date of ,god with eight francs and forty centimes for my viaticum and temporal provision wherewith to accomplish the good work of my pilgrimage4 ,now when you consider that coffee and bread was twopence and a penny for the maid1 you may say without lying that ,i had left behind me the escarpment of the ,alps and stood upon the downward slopes of the first ,italian stream and at the summit of the entry road with eight francs ten centimes in my pocket--my body hearty and my spirit light1 for the arriving sun shot glory into the sky4 ,the air was keen1 and a fresh day came radiant over the high eastern walls of the valley4 ,and what of that8 ,why1 one might make many things of it4 ,for instance1 eight francs and ten centimes is a very good day's wages2 it is a lot to spend in cab fares but little for a coupe4 ,it is a heavy price for ,burgundy but a song for ,tokay4 ,it is eighty miles third-class and more2 it is thirty or less first-class2 it is a flash in a train de luxe1 and a mere fleabite as a bribe to a journalist4 ,it would be enormous to give it to an apostle begging at a church door1 but nothing to spend on luncheon4 ,properly spent ,i can imagine it saving five or six souls1 but ,i cannot believe that so paltry a sum would damn half an one4 ,then1 again1 it would be a nice thing to sing about4 ,thus1 if one were a modern fool one might write a dirge with ',huit francs et dix centimes' all chanted on one low sad note1 and coming in between brackets for a 'motif1 and with a lot about autumn and ,death--which last1 ,death that is1 people nowadays seem to regard as something odd1 whereas it is well known to be the commonest thing in the world4 ,or one might make the words the ,backbone of a triolet1 only one would have to split them up to fit it into the metre2 or one might make it the decisive line in a sonnet2 or one might make a pretty little lyric of it1 to the tune of ',madame la ,marquise'-- ',huit francs et dix centimes1 ,tra la la1 la la la4' ,or one might put it rhetorically1 fiercely1 stoically1 finely1 republicanly into the ,heroics of the ,great ,school4 ,thus-- ,,hernani 7with indignation7444 dans ces efforts sublimes',qu'avez vous a offrir8' ,,ruy ,,blas 7simply7 ,huit francs et dix centimes6 ,or finally 7for this kind of thing cannot go on for ever71 one might curl one's hair and dye it black1 and cock a dirty slouch hat over one ear and take a guitar and sit on a flat stone by the roadside and cross one's legs1 and1 after a few pings and pongs on the strings1 strike up a ,ballad with the refrain-- ,car j'ai toujours huit francs et dix centimes6 a jocular1 sub-sardonic1 a triumphant refrain6 ,but all this is by the way2 the point is1 why was the eight francs and ten centimes of such importance just there and then8 ,for this reason1 that ,i could get no more money before ,milan2 and ,i think a little reflection will show you what a meaning lies in that phrase4 ,milan was nearer ninety miles than eighty miles off4 ,by the strict road it was over ninety4 ,and so ,i was forced to consider and to be anxious1 for how would this money hold out8 ,there was nothing for it but forced marches1 and little prospect of luxuries4 ,but could it be done8 ,i thought it could1 and ,i reasoned this way4 ',it is true ,i need a good deal of food1 and that if a man is to cover great distances he must keep fit4 ,it is also true that many men have done more on less4 ,on the other hand1 they were men who were not pressed for time--,i am2 and ,i do not know the habits of the country4 ,ninety miles is three good days2 two very heavy days4 ,indeed1 whether it can be done at all in two is doubtful4 ,but it can be done in two days1 two nights1 and half the third day4 ,so if ,i plan it thus ,i shall achieve it2 namely1 to march say forty-five miles or more to-day1 and to sleep rough at the end of it4 ,my food may cost me altogether three francs4 ,i march the next day twenty-five to thirty1 my food costing me another three francs4 ,then with the remaining two francs and ten centimes ,i will take a bed at the end of the day1 and coffee and bread next morning1 and will march the remaining twenty miles or less 7as they may be7 into ,milan with a copper or two in my pocket4 ,then in ,milan1 having obtained my money1 ,i will eat4' ,so ,i planned with very careful and exact precision1 but many accidents and unexpected things1 diverting my plans1 lay in wait for me among the hills4 ,and to cut a long story short1 as the old sailor said to the young fool-- ,,lector4 ,what did the old sailor say to the young fool8 ,,auctor4 ,why1 the old sailor was teaching the young fool his compass1 and he said--- ',here we go from north1 making round by west1 and then by south round by east again to north4 ,there are thirty-two points of the compass1 namely1 first these four1 ,n41 ,w41 ,s41 and ,e41 and these are halved1 making four more1 viz41 ,,nw41 ,s ,w41 ,,se41 and ,,ne4 ,i trust ,i make myself clear1' said the old sailor4 ',that makes eight divisions1 as we call them4 ,so look smart and follow4 ,each of these eight is divided into two symbolically and symmetrically divided parts1 as is most evident in the nomenclature of the same1' said the old sailor4 ',thus between ,n4 and ,,ne4 is ,,nne41 between ,,ne4 and ,e4 is ,,ene41 between ,e4 and ,,se4 is444' ',i see1' said the young fool4 ,the old sailor1 frowning at him1 continued-- ',smart you there4 ,heels together1 and note you well4 ,each of these sixteen divisions is separated quite reasonably and precisely into two4 ,thus between ,n4 and ,,nne4 we get ,n4 by ,e41' said the old sailor2 'and between ,,nne4 and ,,ne4 we get ,,ne4 by ,e41 and between ,,ne4 and ,,ene4 we get ,,ne4 by ,e41' said the old sailor2 'and between ,,ene4 and ,e4 we get ,e4 by ,n41 and then between ,e4 and ,,ese4 we get444' ,but here he noticed something dangerous in the young fool's eyes1 and having read all his life ,admiral ,griles' ',notes on ,discipline'1 and knowing that discipline is a subtle bond depending 'not on force but on an attitude of the mind1' he continued-- ',and so ,,to ,,cut ,a ,,long ,,story ,,short we come round to the north again4' ,then he added1 ',it is customary also to divide each of these points into quarters4 ,thus ,,nne4 #c_/d ,e4 signifies444' ,but at this point the young fool1 whose hands were clasped behind him and concealed a marlin-spike1 up and killed the old sailor1 and so rounded off this fascinating tale4 ,well then1 to cut a long story short1 ,i had to make forced marches4 ,with eight francs and ten centimes1 and nearer ninety than eighty-five miles before the next relief1 it was necessary to plan and then to urge on heroically4 ,said ,i to myself1 ',the thing can be done quite easily4 ,what is ninety miles8 ,two long days6 ,who cannot live on four francs a day8 ,why1 lots of men do it on two francs a day4' ,but my guardian angel said to me1 ',you are an ass6 ,ninety miles is a great deal more than twice forty-five4 ,besides which' 7said he7 'a great effort needs largeness and ease4 ,men who live on two francs a day or less are not men who attempt to march forty-five miles a day4 ,indeed1 my friend1 you are pushing it very close4' ',well1' thought ,i1 'at least in such a glorious air1 with such ,hills all about one1 and such a race1 one can come to no great harm4' ,but ,i knew within me that ,latins are hard where money is concerned1 and ,i feared for my strength4 ,i was determined to push forward and to live on little4 ,i filled my lungs and put on the spirit of an attempt and swung down the valley4 ,alas6 ,i may not linger on that charge1 for if ,i did ,i should not give you any measure of its determination and rapidity4 ,many little places passed me off the road on the flanks of that valley1 and mostly to the left4 ,while the morning was yet young1 ,i came to the packed little town of ,bodio1 and passed the eight franc limit by taking coffee1 brandy1 and bread4 ,there also were a gentleman and a lady in a carriage who wondered where ,i was going1 and ,i told them 7in ,french7 'to ,rome'4 ,it was nine in the morning when ,i came to ,biasca4 ,the sun was glorious1 and not yet warm3 it was too early for a meal4 ,they gave me a little cold meat and bread and wine1 and seven francs stood out dry above the falling tide of my money4 ,here at ,biasca the valley took on a different aspect4 ,it became wider and more of a countryside2 the vast hills1 receding1 took on an appearance of less familiar majesty1 and because the trend of the ,ticino turned southerly some miles ahead the whole place seemed enclosed from the world4 ,one would have said that a high mountain before me closed it in and rendered it unique and unknown1 had not a wide cleft in the east argued another pass over the hills1 and reminded me that there were various routes over the crest of the ,alps4 ,indeed1 this hackneyed approach to ,italy which ,i had dreaded and despised and accepted only after a defeat was very marvellous1 and this valley of the ,ticino ought to stand apart and be a commonwealth of its own like ,andorra or the ,gresivaudan3 the noble garden of the ,isere within the first gates of the ,dauphine4 ,i was fatigued1 and my senses lost acuteness4 ,still ,i noticed with delight the new character of the miles ,i pursued4 ,a low hill just before me1 jutting out apparently from the high western mountains1 forbade me to see beyond it4 ,the plain was alluvial1 while copses and wood and many cultivated fields now found room where1 higher up1 had been nothing but the bed of a torrent with bare banks and strips of grass immediately above them2 it was a place worthy of a special name and of being one lordship and a countryside4 ,still ,i went on towards that near boundary of the mountain spur and towards the point where the river rounded it1 the great barrier hill before me still seeming to shut in the valley4 ,it was noon1 or thereabouts1 the heat was increasing 7,i did not feel it greatly1 for ,i had eaten and drunk next to nothing71 when1 coming round the point1 there opened out before me the great fan of the lower valley and the widening and fruitful plain through which the ,ticino rolls in a full river to reach ,lake ,major1 which is its sea4 ,weary as ,i was1 the vision of this sudden expansion roused me and made me forget everything except the sight before me4 ,the valley turned well southward as it broadened4 ,the ,alps spread out on either side like great arms welcoming the southern day2 the wholesome and familiar haze that should accompany summer dimmed the more distant mountains of the lakes and turned them amethystine1 and something of repose and of distance was added to the landscape2 something ,i had not seen for many days4 ,there was room in that air and space for dreams and for many living men1 for towns perhaps on the slopes1 for the boats of happy men upon the waters1 and everywhere for crowded and contented living4 ,history might be in all this1 and ,i remembered it was the entry and introduction of many armies4 ,singing therefore a song of ,charlemagne1 ,i swung on in a good effort to where1 right under the sun1 what seemed a wall and two towers on a sharp little hillock set in the bosom of the valley showed me ,bellinzona4 ,within the central street of that city1 and on its shaded side1 ,i sank down upon a bench before the curtained door of a drinking booth and boasted that ,i had covered in that morning my twenty-five miles4 ,the woman of the place came out to greet me1 and asked me a question4 ,i did not catch it 7for it was in a foreign language71 but guessing her to mean that ,i should take something1 ,i asked for vermouth1 and seeing before me a strange door built of red stone1 ,i drew it as ,i sipped my glass and the woman talked to me all the while in a language ,i could not understand4 ,and as ,i drew ,i became so interested that ,i forgot my poverty and offered her husband a glass1 and then gave another to a lounging man that had watched me at work1 and so from less than seven francs my money fell to six exactly1 and my pencil fell from my hand1 and ,i became afraid4 ',i have done a foolish thing1' said ,i to myself1 'and have endangered the success of my endeavour4 ,nevertheless1 that cannot now be remedied1 and ,i must eat2 and as eating is best where one has friends ,i will ask a meal of this woman4' ,now had they understood ,french ,i could have bargained and chosen2 as it was ,i had to take what they were taking1 and so ,i sat with them as they all came out and ate together at the little table4 ,they had soup and flesh1 wine and bread1 and as we ate we talked1 not understanding each other1 and laughing heartily at our mutual ignorance4 ,and they charged me a franc1 which brought my six francs down to five4 ,but ,i1 knowing my subtle duty to the world1 put down twopence more1 as ,i would have done anywhere else1 for a pour boire2 and so with four francs and eighty centimes left1 and with much less than a third of my task accomplished ,i rose1 now drowsy with the food and wine1 and saluting them1 took the road once more4 ,but as ,i left ,bellinzona there was a task before me which was to bring my poverty to the test2 for you must know that my map was a bad one1 and on a very small scale1 and the road from ,bellinzona to ,lugano has a crook in it1 and it was essential to find a short cut4 ,so ,i thought to myself1 ',i will try to see a good map as cheaply as possible1' and ,i slunk off to the right into a kind of main square1 and there ,i found a proud stationer's shop1 such as would deal with rich men only1 or tourists of the coarser and less humble kind4 ,i entered with some assurance1 and said in ,french-- ',sir1 ,i wish to know the hills between here and ,lugano1 but ,i am too poor to buy a map4 ,if you will let me look at one for a few moments1 ,i will pay you what you think fit4' ,the wicked stationer became like a devil for pride1 and glaring at me1 said-- ',look6 ,look for yourself4 ,i do not take pence4 ,i sell maps2 ,i do not hire them6' ,then ,i thought1 ',shall ,i take a favour from such a man8' ,but ,i yielded1 and did4 ,i went up to the wall and studied a large map for some moments4 ,then as ,i left1 ,i said to him-- ',sir1 ,i shall always hold in remembrance the day on which you did me this signal kindness2 nor shall ,i forget your courtesy and goodwill4' ,and what do you think he did at that8 ,why1 he burst into twenty smiles1 and bowed and seemed beatified1 and said3 ',whatever ,i can do for my customers and for visitors to this town1 ,i shall always be delighted to do4 ,pray1 sir1 will you not look at other maps for a moment8' ,now1 why did he say this and grin happily like a gargoyle appeased8 ,did something in my accent suggest wealth8 or was he naturally kindly8 ,i do not know2 but of this ,i am sure1 one should never hate human beings merely on a first1 nor on a tenth1 impression4 ,who knows8 ,this map-seller of ,bellinzona may have been a good man2 anyhow1 ,i left him as rich as ,i had found him1 and remembering that the true key to a forced march is to break the twenty-four hours into three pieces1 and now feeling the extreme heat1 ,i went out along the burning straight road until ,i found a border of grass and a hedge1 and there1 in spite of the dust and the continually passing carts1 ,i lay at full length in the shade and fell into the sleep of men against whom there is no reckoning4 ,just as ,i forgot the world ,i heard a clock strike two4 ,i slept for hours beneath that hedge1 and when ,i woke the air was no longer a trembling furnace1 but everything about me was wrapped round as in a cloak of southern afternoon1 and was still4 ,the sun had fallen midway1 and shone in steady glory through a haze that overhung ,lake ,major1 and the wide luxuriant estuary of the vale4 ,there lay before me a long straight road for miles at the base of high hills2 then1 far off1 this road seemed to end at the foot of a mountain called1 ,i believe1 ,ash ,mount or ,cinder ,hill4 ,but my imperfect map told me that here it went sharp round to the left1 choosing a pass1 and then at an angle went down its way to ,lugano4 ,now ,lugano was not fifteen miles as the crow flies from where ,i stood1 and ,i determined to cut off that angle by climbing the high hills just above me4 ,they were wooded only on their slopes2 their crest and much of their sides were a down-land of parched grass1 with rocks appearing here and there4 ,at the first divergent lane ,i made off eastward from the road and began to climb4 ,in under the chestnut trees the lane became a number of vague beaten paths2 ,i followed straight upwards4 ,here and there were little houses standing hidden in leaves1 and soon ,i crossed the railway1 and at last above the trees ,i saw the sight of all the ,bellinzona valley to the north2 and turning my eyes ,i saw it broaden out between its walls to where the lake lay very bright1 in spite of the slight mist1 and this mist gave the lake distances1 and the mountains round about it were transfigured and seemed part of the mere light4 ,the ,italian lakes have that in them and their air which removes them from common living4 ,their beauty is not the beauty which each of us sees for himself in the world2 it is rather the beauty of a special creation2 the expression of some mind4 ,to eyes innocent1 and first freshly noting our great temporal inheritance--#a mean to the eyes of a boy and girl just entered upon the estate of this glorious earth1 and thinking themselves immortal1 this shrine of ,europe might remain for ever in the memory2 an enchanted experience1 in which the single sense of sight had almost touched the boundary of music4 ,they would remember these lakes as the central emotion of their youth4 ,to mean men also who1 in spite of years and of a full foreknowledge of death1 yet attempt nothing but the satisfaction of sense1 and pride themselves upon the taste and fineness with which they achieve this satisfaction1 the ,italian lakes would seem a place for habitation1 and there such a man might build his house contentedly4 ,but to ordinary ,christians ,i am sure there is something unnatural in this beauty of theirs1 and they find in it either a paradise only to be won by a much longer road to a bait and veil of sorcery1 behind which lies great peril4 ,now1 for all we know1 beauty beyond the world may not really bear this double aspect2 but to us on earth--if we are ordinary men--beauty of this kind has something evil4 ,have you not read in books how men when they see even divine visions are terrified8 ,so as ,i looked at ,lake ,major in its halo ,i also was afraid1 and ,i was glad to cross the ridge and crest of the hill and to shut out that picture framed all round with glory4 ,but on the other side of the hill ,i found1 to my great disgust1 not as ,i had hoped1 a fine slope down leading to ,lugano1 but a second interior valley and another range just opposite me4 ,i had not the patience to climb this so ,i followed down the marshy land at the foot of it1 passed round the end of the hill and came upon the railway1 which had tunnelled under the range ,i had crossed4 ,i followed the railway for a little while and at last crossed it1 penetrated through a thick brushwood1 forded a nasty little stream1 and found myself again on the main road1 wishing heartily ,i had never left it4 ,it was still at least seven miles to ,lugano1 and though all the way was downhill1 yet fatigue threatened me4 ,these short cuts over marshy land and through difficult thickets are not short cuts at all1 and ,i was just wondering whether1 although it was already evening1 ,i dared not rest a while1 when there appeared at a turn in the road a little pink house with a yard all shaded over by a vast tree2 there was also a trellis making a roof over a plain bench and table1 and on the trellis grew vines4 ',into such houses1' ,i thought1 'the gods walk when they come down and talk with men1 and such houses are the scenes of adventures4 ,i will go in and rest4' ,so ,i walked straight into the courtyard and found there a shrivelled brown-faced man with kindly eyes1 who was singing a song to himself4 ,he could talk a little ,french1 a little ,english1 and his own ,italian language4 ,he had been to ,america and to ,paris2 he was full of memories2 and when ,i had listened to these and asked for food and drink1 and said ,i was extremely poor and would have to bargain1 he made a kind of litany of ',i will not cheat you2 ,i am an honest man2 ,i also am poor1' and so forth4 ,nevertheless ,i argued about every item--the bread1 the sausage1 and the beer4 ,seeing that ,i was in necessity1 he charged me about three times their value1 but ,i beat him down to double1 and lower than that he would not go4 ,then we sat down together at the table and ate and drank and talked of far countries2 and he would interject remarks on his honesty compared with the wickedness of his neighbours1 and ,i parried with illustrations of my poverty and need1 pulling out the four francs odd that remained to me1 and jingling them sorrowfully in my hand4 ',with these1' ,i said1 ',i must reach ,milan4' ,then ,i left him1 and as ,i went down the road a slight breeze came on1 and brought with it the coolness of evening4 ,at last the falling plateau reached an edge1 many little lights glittered below me1 and ,i sat on a stone and looked down at the town of ,lugano4 ,it was nearly dark4 ,the mountains all around had lost their mouldings1 and were marked in flat silhouettes against the sky4 ,the new lake which had just appeared below me was bright as water is at dusk1 and far away in the north and east the high ,alps still stood up and received the large glow of evening4 ,everything else was full of the coming night1 and a few stars shone4 ,up from ,she town came the distant noise of music2 otherwise there was no sound4 ,i could have rested there a long time1 letting my tired body lapse into the advancing darkness1 and catching in my spirit the inspiration of the silence--had it not been for hunger4 ,i knew by experience that when it is very late one cannot be served in the eating-houses of poor men1 and ,i had not the money or any other4 ,so ,i rose and shambled down the steep road into the town1 and there ,i found a square with arcades1 and in the south-eastern corner of this square just such a little tavern as ,i required4 ,entering1 therefore1 and taking off my hat very low1 ,i said in ,french to a man who was sitting there with friends1 and who was the master1 ',sir1 what is the least price at which you can give me a meal8' ,he said1 ',what do you want8' ,i answered1 ',soup1 meat1 vegetables1 bread1 and a little wine4' ,he counted on his fingers1 while all his friends stared respectfully at him and me4 ,he then gave orders1 and a very young and beautiful girl set before me as excellent a meal as ,i had eaten for days on days1 and he charged me but a franc and a half4 ,he gave me also coffee and a little cheese1 and ,i1 feeling hearty1 gave threepence over for the service1 and they all very genially wished me a good-night2 but their wishes were of no value to me1 for the night was terrible4 ,i had gone over forty miles2 how much over ,i did not know4 ,i should have slept at ,lugano1 but my lightening purse forbade me4 ,i thought1 ',i will push on and on2 after all1 ,i have already slept1 and so broken the back of the day4 ,i will push on till ,i am at the end of my tether1 then ,i will find a wood and sleep4' ,within four miles my strength abandoned me4 ,i was not even so far down the lake as to have lost the sound of the band at ,lugano floating up the still water1 when ,i was under an imperative necessity for repose4 ,it was perhaps ten o'clock1 and the sky was open and glorious with stars4 ,i climbed up a bank on my right1 and searching for a place to lie found one under a tree near a great telegraph pole4 ,here was a little parched grass1 and one could lie there and see the lake and wait for sleep4 ,it was a benediction to stretch out all supported by the dry earth1 with my little side-bag for pillow1 and to look at the clear night above the hills1 and to listen to the very distant music1 and to wonder whether or not1 in this strange southern country1 there might not be snakes gliding about in the undergrowth4 ,caught in such a skein of influence ,i was soothed and fell asleep4 ,for a little while ,i slept dreamlessly4 ,just so much of my living self remained as can know1 without understanding1 the air around4 ,it is the life of trees4 ,that under-part1 the barely conscious base of nature which trees and sleeping men are sunk in1 is not only dominated by an immeasurable calm1 but is also beyond all expression contented4 ,and in its very stuff there is a complete and changeless joy4 ,this is surely what the great mind meant when it said to the ,athenian judges that death must not be dreaded since no experience in life was so pleasurable as a deep sleep2 for being wise and seeing the intercommunion of things1 he could not mean extinction1 which is nonsense1 but a lapse into that under-part of which ,i speak4 ,for there are gods also below the earth4 ,but a dream came into my sleep and disturbed me1 increasing life1 and therefore bringing pain4 ,i dreamt that ,i was arguing1 at first easily1 then violently1 with another man4 ,more and more he pressed me1 and at last in my dream there were clearly spoken words1 and he said to me1 ',you must be wrong1 because you are so cold2 if you were right you would not be so cold4' ,and this argument seemed quite reasonable to me in my foolish dream1 and ,i muttered to him1 ',you are right1 ,i must be in the wrong4 ,it is very cold444' ,then ,i half opened my eyes and saw the telegraph pole1 the trees1 and the lake4 ,far up the lake1 where the ,italian ,frontier cuts it1 the torpedo-boats1 looking for smugglers1 were casting their search-lights4 ,one of the roving beams fell full on me and ,i became broad awake4 ,i stood up4 ,it was indeed cold1 with a kind of clinging and grasping chill that was not to be expressed in degrees of heat1 but in dampness perhaps1 or perhaps in some subtler influence of the air4 ,i sat on the bank and gazed at the lake in some despair4 ,certainly ,i could not sleep again without a covering cloth1 and it was now past midnight1 nor did ,i know of any house1 whether if ,i took the road ,i should find one in a mile1 or in two1 or in five4 ,and1 note you1 ,i was utterly exhausted4 ,that enormous march from ,faido1 though it had been wisely broken by the siesta at ,bellinzona1 needed more than a few cold hours under trees1 and ,i thought of the three poor francs in my pocket1 and of the thirty-eight miles remaining to ,milan4 ,the stars were beyond the middle of their slow turning1 and ,i watched them1 splendid and in order1 for sympathy1 as ,i also regularly1 but slowly and painfully1 dragged myself along my appointed road4 ,but in a very short time a great1 tall1 square1 white house stood right on the roadway1 and to my intense joy ,i saw a light in one of its higher windows4 ,standing therefore beneath1 ,i cried at the top of my voice1 ',hola6' five or six times4 ,a woman put her head out of the window into the fresh night1 and said1 ',you cannot sleep here2 we have no rooms1' then she remained looking out of her window and ready to analyse the difficulties of the moment2 a good-natured woman and fat4 ,in a moment another window at the same level1 but farther from me1 opened1 and a man leaned out1 just as those alternate figures come in and out of the toys that tell the weather4 ',it is impossible1' said the man2 'we have no rooms4' ,then they talked a great deal together1 while ,i shouted1 ',quid vis8 ,non e possibile dormire in la foresta6 e troppo fredo6 ,vis ne me assassinare8 ,veni de ,lugano--e piu--non e possibile ritornare6' and so forth4 ,they answered in strophe and antistrophe1 sometimes together in full chorus1 and again in semichorus1 and with variations1 that it was impossible4 ,then a light showed in the chinks of their great door2 the lock grated1 and it opened4 ,a third person1 a tall youth1 stood in the hall4 ,i went forward into the breach and occupied the hall4 ,he blinked at me above a candle1 and murmured1 as a man apologizing ',it is not possible4' ,whatever ,i have in common with these southerners made me understand that ,i had won1 so ,i smiled at him and nodded2 he also smiled1 and at once beckoned to me4 ,he led me upstairs1 and showed me a charming bed in a clean room1 where there was a portrait of the ,pope1 looking cunning2 the charge for that delightful and human place was sixpence1 and as ,i said good-night to the youth1 the man and woman from above said good-night also4 ,and this was my first introduction to the most permanent feature in the ,italian character4 ,the good people6 ,when ,i woke and rose ,i was the first to be up and out4 ,it was high morning4 ,the sun was not yet quite over the eastern mountains1 but ,i had slept1 though so shortly yet at great ease1 and the world seemed new and full of a merry mind4 ,the sky was coloured like that high metal work which you may see in the studios of ,paris2 there was gold in it fading into bronze1 and above1 the bronze softened to silver4 ,a little morning breeze1 courageous and steady1 blew down the lake and provoked the water to glad ripples1 and there was nothing that did not move and take pleasure in the day4 ,the ,lake of ,lugano is of a complicated shape1 and has many arms4 ,it is at this point very narrow indeed1 and shallow too2 a mole1 pierced at either end with low arches1 has here been thrown across it1 and by this mole the railway and the road pass over to the eastern shore4 ,i turned in this long causeway and noticed the northern view4 ,on the farther shore was an old village and some pleasure-houses of rich men on the shore2 the boats also were beginning to go about the water4 ,these boats were strange1 unlike other boats2 they were covered with hoods1 and looked like floating waggons4 ,this was to shield the rowers from the sun4 ,far off a man was sailing with a little brown sprit-sail4 ,it was morning1 and all the world was alive4 ,coffee in the village left me two francs and two pennies4 ,i still thought the thing could be done1 so invigorating and deceiving are the early hours1 and coming farther down the road to an old and beautiful courtyard on the left1 ,i drew it1 and hearing a bell at hand ,i saw a tumble-down church with trees before it1 and went in to ,mass2 and though it was a little low village ,mass1 yet the priest had three acolytes to serve it1 and 7true and gracious mark of a ,catholic country67 these boys were restless and distracted at their office4 ,you may think it trivial1 but it was certainly a portent4 ,one of the acolytes had half his head clean shaved6 ,a most extraordinary sight6 ,i could not take my eyes from it1 and ,i heartily wished ,i had an ,omen-book with me to tell me what it might mean4 ,when there were oracles on earth1 before ,pan died1 this sight would have been of the utmost use4 ,for ,i should have consulted the oracle woman for a ,lira--at ,biasca for instance1 or in the lonely woods of the ,cinder ,mountain2 and1 after a lot of incense and hesitation1 and wrestling with the god1 the oracle would have accepted ,apollo and1 staring like one entranced1 she would have chanted verses which1 though ambiguous1 would at least have been a guide4 ,thus3 ,matutinus adest ubi ,vesper1 et accipiens te ,saepe recusatum voces intelligit hospes ,rusticus ignotas notas1 ac flumina tellus ,occupat--,in sancto tum1 tum1 stans ,aede caveto ,tonsuram ,hirsuti ,capitis1 via namque pedestrem ,ferrea praeveniens cursum1 peregrine1 laborem ,pro pietate tua inceptum frustratur1 amore ,antiqui ,ritus alto sub ,numine ,romae4 ,,lector4 ,what ,hoggish great ,participles6 ,,auctor4 ,well1 well1 you see it was but a rustic oracle at #i #c_/d d4 the revelation1 and even that is supposing silver at par4 ,let us translate it for the vulgar3 ,when early morning seems but eve ,and they that still refuse receive3 ,when speech unknown men understand2 ,and floods are crossed upon dry land4 ,within the ,sacred ,walls beware ,the ,shaven ,head that boasts of ,hair1 ,for when the road attains the rail ,the ,pilgrim's great attempt shall fail4 ,of course such an oracle might very easily have made me fear too much4 ,the 'shaven head' ,i should have taken for a priest1 especially if it was to be met with 'in a temple'--it might have prevented me entering a church1 which would have been deplorable4 ,then ,i might have taken it to mean that ,i should never have reached ,rome1 which would have been a monstrous weight upon my mind4 ,still1 as things unfolded themselves1 the oracle would have become plainer and plainer1 and ,i felt the lack of it greatly4 ,for1 ,i repeat1 ,i had certainly received an omen4 ,the road now neared the end of the lake1 and the town called ,capo di ,lago1 or ',lake-head'1 lay off to my right4 ,i saw also that in a very little while ,i should abruptly find the plains4 ,a low hill some five miles ahead of me was the last roll of the mountains1 and just above me stood the last high crest1 a precipitous peak of bare rock1 up which there ran a cog-railway to some hotel or other4 ,i passed through an old town under the now rising heat2 ,i passed a cemetery in the ,italian manner1 with marble figures like common living men4 ,the road turned to the left1 and ,i was fairly on the shoulder of the last glacis4 ,i stood on the ,alps at their southern bank1 and before me was ,lombardy4 ,also in this ending of the ,swiss canton one was more evidently in ,italy than ever4 ,a village perched upon a rock1 deep woods and a ravine below it1 its houses and its church1 all betrayed the full ,italian spirit4 ,the frontier town was ,chiasso4 ,i hesitated with reverence before touching the sacred soil which ,i had taken so long to reach1 and ,i longed to be able to drink its health2 but though ,i had gone1 ,i suppose1 ten miles1 and though the heat was increasing1 ,i would not stop2 for ,i remembered the two francs1 and my former certitude of reaching ,milan was shaking and crumbling4 ,the great heat of midday would soon be on me1 ,i had yet nearly thirty miles to go1 and my bad night began to oppress me4 ,i crossed the frontier1 which is here an imaginary line4 ,two slovenly customs-house men asked me if ,i had anything dutiable on me4 ,i said ,no1 and it was evident enough1 for in my little sack or pocket was nothing but a piece of bread4 ,if they had applied the ,american test1 and searched me for money1 then indeed they could have turned me back1 and ,i should have been forced to go into the fields a quarter of a mile or so and come into their country by a path instead of a highroad4 ,this necessity was spared me4 ,i climbed slowly up the long slope that hides ,como1 then ,i came down upon that lovely city and saw its frame of hills and its lake below me4 ,these things are not like things seen by the eyes4 ,i say it again1 they are like what one feels when music is played4 ,i entered ,como between ten and eleven faint for food1 and then a new interest came to fill my mind with memories of this great adventure4 ,the lake was in flood1 and all the town was water4 ,como dry must be interesting enough2 ,como flooded is a marvel4 ,what else is ,venice8 ,and here is a ,venice at the foot of high mountains1 and all in the water1 no streets or squares2 a fine even depth of three feet and a half or so for navigators1 much what you have in the ,spitway in ,london ,river at low spring tides4 ,there were a few boats about1 but the traffic and pleasure of ,como was passing along planks laid on trestles over the water here and there like bridges2 and for those who were in haste1 and could afford it 7such as take cabs in ,london71 there were wheelbarrows1 coster carts1 and what not1 pulled about by men for hire2 and it was a sight to remember all one's life to see the rich men of ,como squatting on these carts and barrows1 and being pulled about over the water by the poor men of ,como1 being1 indeed1 an epitome of all modern sociology and economics and religion and organized charity and strenuousness and liberalism and sophistry generally4 ,for my part ,i was determined to explore this curious town in the water1 and ,i especially desired to see it on the lake side1 because there one would get the best impression of its being really an aquatic town2 so ,i went northward1 as ,i was directed1 and came quite unexpectedly upon the astonishing cathedral4 ,it seemed built of polished marble1 and it was in every way so exquisite in proportion1 so delicate in sculpture1 and so triumphant in attitude1 that ,i thought to myself-- ',no wonder men praise ,italy if this first ,italian town has such a building as this4' ,but1 as you will learn later1 many of the things praised are ugly1 and are praised only by certain followers of charlatans4 ,so ,i went on till ,i got to the lake1 and there ,i found a little port about as big as a dining-room 7for the ,italian lakes play at being little seas4 ,they have little ports1 little lighthouses1 little fleets for war1 and little custom-houses1 and little storms and little lines of steamers4 ,indeed1 if one wanted to give a rich child a perfect model or toy1 one could not give him anything better than an ,italian lake71 and when ,i had long gazed at the town1 standing1 as it seemed1 right in the lake1 ,i felt giddy1 and said to myself1 ',this is the lack of food1' for ,i had eaten nothing but my coffee and bread eleven miles before1 at dawn4 ,so ,i pulled out my two francs1 and going into a little shop1 ,i bought bread1 sausage1 and a very little wine for fourpence1 and with one franc eighty left ,i stood in the street eating and wondering what my next step should be4 ,it seemed on the map perhaps twenty-five1 perhaps twenty-six miles to ,milan4 ,it was now nearly noon1 and as hot as could be4 ,i might1 if ,i held out1 cover the distance in eight or nine hours1 but ,i did not see myself walking in the middle heat on the plain of ,lombardy1 and even if ,i had been able ,i should only have got into ,milan at dark or later1 when the post office 7with my money in it7 would be shut2 and where could ,i sleep1 for my one franc eighty would be gone8 ,a man covering these distances must have one good meal a day or he falls ill4 ,i could beg1 but there was the risk of being arrested1 and that means an indefinite waste of time1 perhaps several days2 and time1 that had defeated me at the ,gries1 threatened me here again4 ,i had nothing to sell or to pawn1 and ,i had no friends4 ,the ,consul ,i would not attempt2 ,i knew too much of such things as ,consuls when poor and dirty men try them4 ,besides which1 there was no ,consul ,i pondered4 ,i went into the cool of the cathedral to sit in its fine darkness and think better4 ,i sat before a shrine where candles were burning1 put up for their private intentions by the faithful4 ,of many1 two had nearly burnt out4 ,i watched them in their slow race for extinction when a thought took me4 ',i will1' said ,i to myself1 'use these candles for an ordeal or heavenly judgement4 ,the left hand one shall be for attempting the road at the risk of illness or very dangerous failure2 the right hand one shall stand for my going by rail till ,i come to that point on the railway where one franc eighty will take me1 and thence walking into ,milan3--and heaven defend the right4' ,they were a long time going out1 and they fell evenly4 ,at last the right hand one shot up the long flame that precedes the death of candles2 the contest took on interest1 and even excitement1 when1 just as ,i thought the left hand certain of winning1 it went out without guess or warning1 like a second-rate person leaving this world for another4 ,the right hand candle waved its flame still higher1 as though in triumph1 outlived its colleague just the moment to enjoy glory1 and then in its turn went fluttering down the dark way from which they say there is no return4 ,none may protest against the voice of the ,gods4 ,i went straight to the nearest railway station 7for there are two71 and putting down one franc eighty1 asked in ,french for a ticket to whatever station that sum would reach down the line4 ,the ticket came out marked ,milan1 and ,i admitted the miracle and confessed the finger of ,providence4 ,there was no change1 and as ,i got into the train ,i had become that rarest and ultimate kind of traveller1 the man without any money whatsoever-- without passport1 without letters1 without food or wine2 it would be interesting to see what would follow if the train broke down4 ,i had marched #cgh miles and some three furlongs1 or thereabouts4 ,thus did ,i break--but by a direct command--the last and dearest of my vows1 and as the train rumbled off1 ,i took luxury in the rolling wheels4 ,i thought of that other medieval and papistical pilgrim hobbling along rather than 'take advantage of any wheeled thing'1 and ,i laughed at him4 ,now if ,moroso-,malodoroso or any other ,non-,aryan1 ,antichristian1 over-inductive1 statistical1 brittle-minded man and scientist1 sees anything remarkable in one self laughing at another self1 let me tell him and all such for their wide-eyed edification and astonishment that ,i knew a man once that had fifty-six selves 7there would have been fifty-seven1 but for the poet in him that died young7--he could evolve them at will1 and they were very useful to lend to the parish priest when he wished to make up a respectable ,procession on ,holy-days4 ,and ,i knew another man that could make himself so tall as to look over the heads of the scientists as a pine-tree looks over grasses1 and again so small as to discern very clearly the thick coating or dust of wicked pride that covers them up in a fine impenetrable coat4 ,so much for the moderns4 ,the train rolled on4 ,i noticed ,lombardy out of the windows4 ,it is flat4 ,i listened to the talk of the crowded peasants in the train4 ,i did not understand it4 ,i twice leaned out to see if ,milan were not standing up before me out of the plain1 but ,i saw nothing4 ,then ,i fell asleep1 and when ,i woke suddenly it was because we were in the terminus of that noble great town1 which ,i then set out to traverse in search of my necessary money and sustenance4 ,it was yet but early in the afternoon4 ,what a magnificent city is ,milan6 ,the great houses are all of stone1 and stand regular and in order1 along wide straight streets4 ,there are swift cars1 drawn by electricity1 for such as can afford them4 ,men are brisk and alert even in the summer heats1 and there are shops of a very good kind1 though a trifle showy4 ,there are many newspapers to help the ,milanese to be better men and to cultivate charity and humility2 there are banks full of paper money2 there are soldiers1 good pavements1 and all that man requires to fulfil him1 soul and body2 cafes1 arcades1 mutoscopes1 and every sign of the perfect state4 ,and the whole centres in a splendid open square1 in the midst of which is the cathedral1 which is justly the most renowned in the world4 ,my pilgrimage is to ,rome1 my business is with lonely places1 hills1 and the recollection of the spirit4 ,it would be waste to describe at length this mighty capital4 ,the mists and the woods1 the snows and the interminable way1 had left me ill-suited for the place1 and ,i was ashamed4 ,i sat outside a cafe1 opposite the cathedral1 watching its pinnacles of light2 but ,i was ashamed4 ,perhaps ,i did the master a hurt by sitting there in his fine great cafe1 unkempt1 in such clothes1 like a tramp2 but he was courteous in spite of his riches1 and ,i ordered a very expensive drink for him also1 in order to make amends4 ,i showed him my sketches1 and told him of my adventures in ,french1 and he was kind enough to sit opposite me1 and to take that drink with me4 ,he talked ,french quite easily1 as it seems do all such men in the principal towns of north ,italy4 ,still1 the broad day shamed me1 and only when darkness came did ,i feel at ease4 ,i wandered in the streets till ,i saw a small eating shop1 and there ,i took a good meal4 ,but when one is living the life of the poor1 one sees how hard are the great cities4 ,everything was dearer1 and worse1 than in the simple countrysides4 ,the innkeeper and his wife were kindly1 but their eyes showed that they had often to suspect men4 ,they gave me a bed1 but it was a franc and more1 and ,i had to pay before going upstairs to it4 ,the walls were mildewed1 the place ramshackle and evil1 the rickety bed not clean1 the door broken and warped1 and that night ,i was oppressed with the vision of poverty4 ,dirt and clamour and inhuman conditions surrounded me4 ,yet the people meant well4 ,with the first light ,i got up quietly1 glad to find the street again and the air4 ,i stood in the crypt of the cathedral to hear the ,ambrosian ,mass1 and it was 7as ,i had expected7 like any other1 save for a kind of second lavabo before the ,elevation4 ,to read the distorted stupidity of the north one might have imagined that in the ,ambrosian ritual the priest put a non before the credo1 and nec's at each clause of it1 and renounced his baptismal vows at the kyrie2 but the ,milanese are ,catholics like any others1 and the northern historians are either liars or ignorant men4 ,and ,i know three that are both together4 ,then ,i set out down the long street that leads south out of ,milan1 and was soon in the dull and sordid suburb of the ,piacenzan way4 ,the sky was grey1 the air chilly1 and in a little while--alas6--it rained4 ,lombardy is an alluvial plain4 ,that is the pretty way of putting it4 ,the truth is more vivid if you say that ,lombardy is as flat as a marsh1 and that it is made up of mud4 ,of course this mud dries when the sun shines on it1 but mud it is and mud it will remain2 and that day1 as the rain began falling1 mud it rapidly revealed itself to be2 and the more did it seem to be mud when one saw how the moistening soil showed cracks from the last day's heat4 ,lombardy has no forests1 but any amount of groups of trees2 moreover 7what is very remarkable71 it is all cultivated in fields more or less square4 ,these fields have ditches round them1 full of mud and water running slowly1 and some of them are themselves under water in order to cultivate rice4 ,all these fields have a few trees bordering them1 apart from the standing clumps2 but these trees are not very high4 ,there are no open views in ,lombardy1 and ,lombardy is all the same4 ,irregular large farmsteads stand at random all up and down the country2 no square mile of ,lombardy is empty4 ,there are many1 many little villages2 many straggling small towns about seven to eight miles apart1 and a great number of large towns from thirty to fifty miles apart4 ,indeed1 this very road to ,piacenza1 which the rain now covered with a veil of despair1 was among the longest stretches between any two large towns1 although it was less than fifty miles4 ,on the map1 before coming to this desolate place1 there seemed a straighter and a better way to ,rome than this great road4 ,there is a river called the ,lambro1 which comes east of ,milan and cuts the ,piacenzan road at a place called ,melegnano4 ,it seemed to lead straight down to a point on the ,po1 a little above ,piacenza4 ,this stream one could follow 7so it seemed71 and when it joined the ,po get a boat or ferry1 and see on the other side the famous ,trebbia1 where ,hannibal conquered and ,joubert fell1 and so make straight on for the ,apennine4 ,since it is always said in books that ,lombardy is a furnace in summer1 and that whole great armies have died of the heat there1 this river bank would make a fine refuge4 ,clear and delicious water1 more limpid than glass1 would reflect and echo the restless poplars1 and would make tolerable or even pleasing the excessive summer4 ,not so4 ,it was a northern mind judging by northern things that came to this conclusion4 ,there is not in all ,lombardy a clear stream1 but every river and brook is rolling mud4 ,in the rain1 not heat1 but a damp and penetrating chill was the danger4 ,there is no walking on the banks of the rivers2 they are cliffs of crumbling soil1 jumbled anyhow4 ,man may1 as ,pinkerton 7,sir ,jonas ,pinkerton7 writes1 be master of his fate1 but he has a precious poor servant4 ,it is easier to command a lapdog or a mule for a whole day than one's own fate for half-an-hour4 ,nevertheless1 though it was apparent that ,i should have to follow the main road for a while1 ,i determined to make at last to the right of it1 and to pass through a place called ',old ,lodi'1 for ,i reasoned thus3 ',lodi is the famous town4 ,how much more interesting must ,old ,lodi be which is the mothertown of ,lodi8' ,also1 ,old ,lodi brought me back again on the straight line to ,rome1 and ,i foolishly thought it might be possible to hear there of some straight path down the ,lambro 7for that river still possessed me somewhat74 ,therefore1 after hours and hours of trudging miserably along the wide highway in the wretched and searching rain1 after splashing through tortuous ,melegnano1 and not even stopping to wonder if it was the place of the battle1 after noting in despair the impossible ,lambro1 ,i came1 caring for nothing1 to the place where a secondary road branches off to the right over a level crossing and makes for ,lodi ,vecchio4 ,it was not nearly midday1 but ,i had walked perhaps fifteen miles1 and had only rested once in a miserable ,trattoria4 ,in less than three miles ,i came to that unkempt and lengthy village1 founded upon dirt and living in misery1 and through the quiet1 cold1 persistent rain ,i splashed up the main street4 ,i passed wretched1 shivering dogs and mournful fowls that took a poor refuge against walls2 passed a sad horse that hung its head in the wet and stood waiting for a master1 till at last ,i reached the open square where the church stood1 then ,i knew that ,i had seen all ,old ,lodi had to offer me4 ,so1 going into an eating-house1 or inn1 opposite the church1 ,i found a girl and her mother serving1 and ,i saluted them1 but there was no fire1 and my heart sank to the level of that room1 which was1 ,i am sure1 no more than fifty-four degrees4 ,why should the less gracious part of a pilgrimage be specially remembered8 ,in life were remember joy best--that is what makes us sad by contrast2 pain somewhat1 especially if it is acute2 but dulness never4 ,and a book--which has it in its own power to choose and to emphasize--has no business to record dulness4 ,what did ,i at ,lodi ,vecchio8 ,i ate2 ,i dried my clothes before a tepid stove in a kitchen4 ,i tried to make myself understood by the girl and her mother4 ,i sat at a window and drew the ugly church on principle4 ,oh1 the vile sketch6 ,worthy of that ,lombard plain1 which they had told me was so full of wonderful things4 ,i gave up all hope of by-roads1 and ,i determined to push back obliquely to the highway again--obliquely in order to save time6 ,nepios6 ,these 'by-roads' of the map turned out in real life to be all manner of abominable tracks4 ,some few were metalled1 some were cart-ruts merely1 some were open lanes of rank grass2 and along most there went a horrible ditch1 and in many fields the standing water proclaimed desolation4 ,,in so far as ,i can be said to have had a way at all1 ,i lost it4 ,i could not ask my way because my only ultimate goal was ,piacenza1 and that was far off4 ,i did not know the name of any place between4 ,two or three groups of houses ,i passed1 and sometimes church towers glimmered through the rain4 ,i passed a larger and wider road than the rest1 but obviously not my road2 ,i pressed on and passed another2 and by this time1 having ploughed up ,lombardy for some four hours1 ,i was utterly lost4 ,i no longer felt the north1 and1 for all ,i knew1 ,i might be going backwards4 ,the only certain thing was that ,i was somewhere in the belt between the highroad and the ,lambro1 and that was little enough to know at the close of such a day4 ,grown desperate1 ,i clamoured within my mind for a miracle2 and it was not long before ,i saw a little bent man sitting on a crazy cart and going ahead of me at a pace much slower than a walk--the pace of a horse crawling4 ,i caught him up1 and1 doubting much whether he would understand a word1 ,i said to him repeatedly-- ',la granda via8 ,la via a ,piacenza8' ,he shook his head as though to indicate that this filthy lane was not the road4 ,just as ,i had despaired of learning anything1 he pointed with his arm away to the right1 perpendicularly to the road we were on1 and nodded4 ,he moved his hand up and down4 ,i had been going north6 ,on getting this sign ,i did not wait for a cross road1 but jumped the little ditch and pushed through long grass1 across further ditches1 along the side of patches of growing corn1 heedless of the huge weight on my boots and of the oozing ground1 till ,i saw against the rainy sky a line of telegraph poles4 ,for the first time since they were made the sight of them gave a man joy4 ,there was a long stagnant pond full of reeds between me and the railroad2 but1 as ,i outflanked it1 ,i came upon a road that crossed the railway at a level and led me into the great ,piacenzan way4 ,almost immediately appeared a village4 ,it was a hole called ,secugnano1 and there ,i entered a house where a bush hanging above the door promised entertainment1 and an old hobbling woman gave me food and drink and a bed4 ,the night had fallen1 and upon the roof above me ,i could hear the steady rain4 ,the next morning--,heaven preserve the world from evil6--it was still raining4 ,,lector4 ,it does not seem to me that this part of your book is very entertaining4 ,,auctor4 ,i know that2 but what am ,i to do8 ,,lector4 ,why1 what was the next point in the pilgrimage that was even tolerably noteworthy8 ,,auctor4 ,i suppose the ,bridge of ,boats4 ,,lector4 ,and how far on was that8 ,,auctor4 ,about fourteen miles1 more or less444 ,i passed through a town with a name as long as my arm1 and ,i suppose the ,bridge of ,boats must have been nine miles on after that4 ,,lector4 ,and it rained all the time1 and there was mud8 ,,auctor4 ,precisely4 ,,lector4 ,well1 then1 let us skip it and tell stories4 ,,auctor4 ,with all my heart4 ,and since you are such a good judge of literary poignancy1 do you begin4 ,,lector4 ,i will1 and ,i draw my inspiration from your style4 ,once upon a time there was a man who was born in ,croydon1 and whose name was ,charles ,amieson ,blake4 ,he went to ,rugby at twelve and left it at seventeen4 ,he fell in love twice and then went to ,cambridge till he was twenty-three4 ,having left ,cambridge he fell in love more mildly1 and was put by his father into a government office1 where he began at #ahj pounds a year4 ,at thirty-five he was earning #ejj pounds a year1 and perquisites made #gej pounds a year4 ,he met a pleasant lady and fell in love quite a little compared with the other times4 ,she had #bej pounds a year4 ,that made #ajjj pounds a year4 ,they married and had three children--,richard1 ,amy1 and ,cornelia4 ,he rose to a high government position1 was knighted1 retired at sixty-three1 and died at sixty-seven4 ,he is buried at ,kensal ,green444 ,,auctor4 ,thank you1 ,lector1 that is a very good story4 ,it is simple and full of plain human touches4 ,you know how to deal with the facts of everyday life444 ,it requires a master-hand4 ,tell me1 ,lector1 had this man any adventures8 ,,lector4 ,none that ,i know of4 ,,auctor4 ,had he opinions8 ,,lector4 ,yes4 ,i forgot to tell you he was a ,unionist4 ,he spoke two foreign languages badly4 ,he often went abroad to ,assisi1 ,florence1 and ,boulogne444 ,he left #g1fbc pounds #fs4 #h;d41 and a house and garden at ,sutton4 ,his wife lives there still4 ,,auctor4 ,oh6 ,,lector4 ,it is the human story444 the daily task6 ,,auctor4 ,very true1 my dear ,lector444 the common lot444 ,now let me tell my story4 ,it is about the ,hole that could not be ,filled ,up4 ,,lector4 ,oh no6 ,auctor1 no6 ,that is the oldest story in the-- ,,auctor4 ,patience1 dear ,lector1 patience6 ,i will tell it well4 ,besides which ,i promise you it shall never be told again4 ,i will copyright it4 ,well1 once there was a ,learned ,man who had a bargain with the ,devil that he should warn the ,devil's emissaries of all the good deeds done around him so that they could be upset1 and he in turn was to have all those pleasant things of this life which the ,devil's allies usually get1 to wit a ,comfortable ,home1 ,self-,respect1 good health1 'enough money for one's rank'1 and generally what is called 'a happy useful life'--till midnight of ,all-,hallowe'en in the last year of the nineteenth century4 ,so this ,learned ,man did all he was required1 and daily would inform the messenger imps of the good being done or prepared in the neighbourhood1 and they would upset it2 so that the place he lived in from a nice country town became a great ,centre of ,industry1 full of wealth and desirable family mansions and street property1 and was called in hell ',depot ,b' 7,depot ,a you may guess at74 ,but at last toward the #aeth of ,october #aijj1 the ,learned ,man began to shake in his shoes and to dread the judgement2 for1 you see1 he had not the comfortable ignorance of his kind1 and was compelled to believe in the ,devil willy-nilly1 and1 as ,i say1 he shook in his shoes4 ,so he bethought him of a plan to cheat the ,devil1 and the day before ,all-,hallowe'en he cut a very small round hole in the floor of his study1 just near the fireplace1 right through down to the cellar4 ,then he got a number of things that do great harm 7newspapers1 legal documents1 unpaid bills1 and so forth7 and made ready for action4 ,next morning when the little imps came for orders as usual1 after prayers1 he took them down into the cellar1 and pointing out the hole in the ceiling1 he said to them3 ',my friends1 this little hole is a mystery4 ,it communicates1 ,i believe1 with the chapel2 but ,i cannot find the exit4 ,all ,i know is1 that some pious person or angel1 or what not1 desirous to do good1 slips into it every day whatever he thinks may be a cause of evil in the neighbourhood1 hoping thus to destroy it' 7in proof of which statement he showed them a scattered heap of newspapers on the floor of the cellar beneath the hole74 ',and the best thing you can do1' he added1 'is to stay here and take them away as far as they come down and put them back into circulation again4 ,tut6 tut6' he added1 picking up a moneylender's threatening letter to a widow1 'it is astonishing how these people interfere with the most sacred rights6 ,here is a letter actually stolen from the post6 ,pray see that it is delivered4' ,so he left the little imps at work1 and fed them from above with all manner of evil-doing things1 which they as promptly drew into the cellar1 and at intervals flew away with1 to put them into circulation again4 ,that evening1 at about half-past eleven1 the ,devil came to fetch the ,learned ,man1 and found him seated at his fine great desk1 writing4 ,the ,learned ,man got up very affably to receive the ,devil1 and offered him a chair by the fire1 just near the little round hole4 ',pray don't move1' said the ,devil2 ',i came early on purpose not to disturb you4' ',you are very good1' replied the ,learned ,man4 ',the fact is1 ,i have to finish my report on ,lady ,grope's ,settlement among our ,poor in the ,bull ,ring--it is making some progress4 ,but their condition is heart-breaking1 my dear sir2 heart-breaking6' ',i can well believe it1' said the ,devil sadly and solemnly1 leaning back in his chair1 and pressing his hands together like a roof4 ',the poor in our great towns1 ,sir ,charles' 7for the ,learned ,man had been made a ,baronet71 'the condition1 ,i say1 of the--,don't ,i feel a draught8' he added abruptly4 ,for the ,devil can't bear draughts4 ',why1' said the ,learned ,man1 as though ashamed1 'just near your chair there is a little hole that ,i have done my best to fill up1 but somehow it seemed impossible to fill it444 ,i don't know444' ,the ,devil hates excuses1 and is above all practical1 so he just whipped the soul of a lawyer out of his side-pocket1 tied a knot in it to stiffen it1 and shoved it into the hole4 ',there6' said the ,devil contentedly2 'if you had taken a piece of rag1 or what not1 you might yourself444 ,hulloa6444' ,he looked down and saw the hole still gaping1 and he felt a furious draught coming up again4 ,he wondered a little1 and then muttered3 ',it's a pity ,i have on my best things4 ,i never dare crease them1 and ,i have nothing in my pockets to speak of1 otherwise ,i might have brought something bigger4' ,he felt in his left-hand trouser pocket1 and fished out a pedant1 crumpled him carefully into a ball1 and stuffed him hard into the hole1 so that he suffered agonies4 ,then the ,devil watched carefully4 ,the soul of the pedant was at first tugged as if from below1 then drawn slowly down1 and finally shot off out of sight4 ',this is a most extraordinary thing6' said the ,devil4 ',it is the draught4 ,it is very strong between the joists1' ventured the ,learned ,man4 ',fiddle-sticks ends6' shouted the ,devil4 ',it is a trick6 ,but ,i've never been caught yet1 and ,i never will be4' ,he clapped his hands1 and a whole host of his followers poured in through the windows with mortgages1 ,acts of ,parliament1 legal decisions1 declarations of war1 charters to universities1 patents for medicines1 naturalization orders1 shares in gold mines1 specifications1 prospectuses1 water companies' reports1 publishers' agreements1 letters patent1 freedoms of cities1 and1 in a word1 all that the ,devil controls in the way of hole-stopping rubbish2 and the ,devil1 kneeling on the floor1 stuffed them into the hole like a madman4 ,but as fast as he stuffed1 the little imps below 7who had summoned a number of their kind to their aid also7 pulled it through and carted it away4 ,and the ,devil1 like one possessed1 lashed the floor with his tail1 and his eyes glared like coals of fire1 and the sweat ran down his face1 and he breathed hard1 and pushed every imaginable thing he had into the hole so swiftly that at last his documents and parchments looked like streaks and flashes4 ,but the loyal little imps1 not to be beaten1 drew them through into the cellar as fast as machinery1 and whirled them to their assistants2 and all the poor lost souls who had been pressed into the service were groaning that their one holiday in the year was being filched from them1 when1 just as the process was going on so fast that it roared like a printing-machine in full blast1 the clock in the hall struck twelve4 ,the ,devil suddenly stopped and stood up4 ',out of my house1' said the ,learned ,man2 'out of my house6 ,i've had enough of you1 and ,i've no time for fiddle-faddle6 ,it's past twelve1 and ,i've won6' ,the ,devil1 though still panting1 smiled a diabolical smile1 and pulling out his repeater 7which he had taken as a perquisite from the body of a member of ,parliament71 said1 ',i suppose you keep ,greenwich time8' ',certainly6' said ,sir ,charles4 ',well1' said the ,devil1 'so much the worse for you to live in ,suffolk4 ,you're four minutes fast1 so ,i'll trouble you to come along with me2 and ,i warn you that any words you now say may be used against444' ,at this point the ,learned ,man's patron saint1 who thought things had gone far enough1 materialized himself and coughed gently4 ,they both looked round1 and there was ,st ,charles sitting in the easy chair4 ',so far1' murmured the ,saint to the ,devil suavely1 'so far from being four minutes too early1 you are exactly a year too late4' ,on saying this1 the ,saint smiled a genial1 priestly smile1 folded his hands1 twiddled his thumbs slowly round and round1 and gazed in a fatherly way at the ,devil4 ',what do you mean8' shouted the ,devil4 ',what ,i say1' said ,st ,charles calmly2 '#aijj is not the last year of the nineteenth century2 it is the first year of the twentieth4' ',oh6' sneered the ,devil1 'are you an anti-vaccinationist as well8 ,now1 look here' 7and he began counting on his fingers72 'supposing in the year #a ,b4,c4444' ',i never argue1' said ,st ,charles4 ',well1 all ,i know is1' answered the ,devil with some heat1 'that in this matter as in most others1 thank the ,lord1 ,i have on my side all the historians and all the scientists1 all the universities1 all the444' ',and ,i1' interrupted ,st ,charles1 waving his hand like a gentleman 7he is a ,borromeo71 ',i have the ,pope6' ,at this the ,devil gave a great howl1 and disappeared in a clap of thunder1 and was never seen again till his recent appearance at ,brighton4 ,so the ,learned ,man was saved2 but hardly2 for he had to spend five hundred years in ,purgatory catechizing such heretics and pagans as got there1 and instructing them in the true faith4 ,and with the more muscular he passed a knotty time4 ,you do not see the river ,po till you are close to it4 ,then1 a little crook in the road being passed1 you come between high trees1 and straight out before you1 level with you1 runs the road into and over a very wide mass of tumbling water4 ,it does not look like a bridge1 it looks like a quay4 ,it does not rise2 it has all the appearance of being a strip of road shaved off and floated on the water4 ,all this is because it passes over boats1 as do some bridges over the ,rhine4 7,at ,cologne1 ,i believe1 and certainly at ,kiel--for ,i once sat at the end of that and saw a lot of sad ,german soldiers drilling1 a memory which later made me understand 7#a7 why they can be out-marched by ,latins2 7#b7 why they impress travellers and civilians2 7#c7 why the governing class in ,germany take care to avoid common service2 7#d7 why there is no promotion from the ranks2 and 7#e7 why their artillery is too rigid and not quick enough4 ,it also showed me something intimate and fundamental about the ,germans which ,tacitus never understood and which all our historians miss--they are of necessity histrionic4 ,note ,i do not say it is a vice of theirs4 ,it is a necessity of theirs1 an appetite4 ,they must see themselves on a stage4 ,whether they do things well or ill1 whether it is their excellent army with its ridiculous parade1 or their eighteenth-century sans-soucis with avenues and surprises1 or their national legends with gods in wigs and strong men in tights1 they must be play-actors to be happy and therefore to be efficient2 and if ,i were ,lord of ,germany1 and desired to lead my nation and to be loved by them1 ,i should put great golden feathers on my helmet1 ,i should use rhetorical expressions1 spout monologues in public1 organize wide cavalry charges at reviews1 and move through life generally to the crashing of an orchestra4 ,for by doing this even a vulgar1 short1 and diseased man1 who dabbled in stocks and shares and was led by financiers1 could become a hero1 and do his nation good47 ,,lector4 ,what is all this8 ,,auctor4 ,it is a parenthesis4 ,,lector4 ,it is good to know the names of the strange things one meets with on one's travels4 ,,auctor4 ,so ,i return to where ,i branched off1 and tell you that the river ,po is here crossed by a bridge of boats4 ,it is a very large stream4 ,half-way across1 it is even a trifle uncomfortable to be so near the rush of the water on the trembling pontoons4 ,and on that day its speed and turbulence were emphasized by the falling rain4 ,for the marks of the rain on the water showed the rapidity of the current1 and the silence of its fall framed and enhanced the swirl of the great river4 ,once across1 it is a step up into ,piacenza--a step through mud and rain4 ,on my right was that plain where ,barbarossa received1 and was glorified by1 the rising life of the twelfth century2 there the renaissance of our ,europe saw the future glorious for the first time since the twilight of ,rome1 and being full of morning they imagined a new earth and gave it a ,lord4 ,it was at ,roncaglia1 ,i think in spring1 and ,i wish ,i had been there4 ,for in spring even the ,lombard plain they say is beautiful and generous1 but in summer ,i know by experience that it is cold1 brutish1 and wet4 ,and so in ,piacenza it rained and there was mud1 till ,i came to a hotel called the ,moor's ,head1 in a very narrow street1 and entering it ,i discovered a curious thing3 the ,italians live in palaces3 ,i might have known it4 ,they are the impoverished heirs of a great time2 its garments cling to them1 but their rooms are too large for the modern penury4 ,i found these men eating in a great corridor1 in a hall1 as they might do in a palace4 ,i found high1 painted ceilings and many things of marble1 a vast kitchen1 and all the apparatus of the great houses--at the service of a handful of contented1 unknown men4 ,so in ,england1 when we have worked out our full fate1 happier but poorer men will sit in the faded country-houses 7a community1 or an inn1 or impoverished squires71 and rough food will be eaten under mouldering great pictures1 and there will be offices or granaries in the galleries of our castles2 and where ,lord ,saxonthorpe 7whose real name is ,hauptstein7 now plans our policy1 common ,englishmen will return to the simpler life1 and there will be dogs1 and beer1 and catches upon winter evenings4 ,for ,italy also once gathered by artifice the wealth that was not of her making4 ,he was a good man1 the innkeeper of this palace4 ,he warmed me at his fire in his enormous kitchen1 and ,i drank ,malaga to the health of the cooks4 ,i ate of their food1 ,i bought a bottle of a new kind of sweet wine called ',vino ,dolce'1 and--,i took the road4 ,,lector4 ,and did you see nothing of ,piacenza8 ,,auctor4 ,nothing1 ,lector2 it was raining1 and there was mud4 ,i stood in front of the cathedral on my way out1 and watched it rain4 ,it rained all along the broad and splendid ,emilian ,way4 ,i had promised myself great visions of the ,roman soldiery passing up that eternal road2 it still was stamped with the imperial mark1 but the rain washed out its interest1 and left me cold4 ,the ,apennines also1 rising abruptly from the plain1 were to have given me revelations at sunset2 they gave me none4 ,their foothills appeared continually on my right1 they themselves were veiled4 ,and all these miles of road fade into the confused memory of that intolerable plain4 ,the night at ,firenzuola1 the morning 7the second morning of this visitation7 still cold1 still heartless1 and sodden with the abominable weather1 shall form no part of this book4 ,things grand and simple of their nature are possessed1 as you know1 of a very subtle flavour4 ,the larger music1 the more majestic lengths of verse called epics1 the exact in sculpture1 the classic drama1 the most absolute kinds of wine1 require a perfect harmony of circumstance for their appreciation4 ,whatever is strong1 poignant1 and immediate in its effect is not so difficult to suit2 farce1 horror1 rage1 or what not1 these a man can find in the arts1 even when his mood may be heavy or disturbed2 just as 7to take their parallel in wines7 strong ,beaune will always rouse a man4 ,but that which is cousin to the immortal spirit1 and which has1 so to speak1 no colour but mere light1 that needs for its recognition so serene an air of abstraction and of content as makes its pleasure seem rare in this troubled life1 and causes us to recall it like a descent of the gods4 ,for who1 having noise around him1 can strike the table with pleasure at reading the ,misanthrope1 or in mere thirst or in fatigue praise ,chinon wine8 ,who does not need for either of these perfect things ,recollection1 a variety of according conditions1 and a certain easy ,plenitude of the ,mind8 ,so it is with the majesty of ,plains1 and with the haunting power of their imperial roads4 ,all you that have had your souls touched at the innermost1 and have attempted to release yourselves in verse and have written trash--7and who know it7--be comforted4 ,you shall have satisfaction at last1 and you shall attain fame in some other fashion--perhaps in private theatricals or perhaps in journalism4 ,you will be granted a prevision of complete success1 and your hearts shall be filled--but you must not expect to find this mood on the ,emilian ,way when it is raining4 ,all you that feel youth slipping past you and that are desolate at the approach of age1 be merry2 it is not what it looks like from in front and from outside4 ,there is a glory in all completion1 and all good endings are but shining transitions4 ,there will come a sharp moment of revelation when you shall bless the effect of time4 ,but this divine moment--- it is not on the ,emilian ,way in the rain that you should seek it4 ,all you that have loved passionately and have torn your hearts asunder in disillusions1 do not imagine that things broken cannot be mended by the good angels4 ,there is a kind of splice called 'the long splice' which makes a cut rope seem what it was before2 it is even stronger than before1 and can pass through a block4 ,there will descend upon you a blessed hour when you will be convinced as by a miracle1 and you will suddenly understand the redintegratio amoris 7amoris redintegratio1 a ,latin phrase74 ,but this hour you will not receive in the rain on the ,emilian ,way4 ,here then1 next day1 just outside a town called ,borgo1 past the middle of morning1 the rain ceased4 ,its effect was still upon the slippery and shining road1 the sky was still fast and leaden1 when1 in a distaste for their towns1 ,i skirted the place by a lane that runs westward of the houses1 and sitting upon a low wall1 ,i looked up at the ,apennines1 which were now plain above me1 and thought over my approaching passage through those hills4 ,but here ,i must make clear by a map the mass of mountains which ,i was about to attempt1 and in which ,i forded so many rivers1 met so many strange men and beasts1 saw such unaccountable sights1 was imprisoned1 starved1 frozen1 haunted1 delighted1 burnt up1 and finally refreshed in ,tuscany--in a word1 where ,i had the most extraordinary and unheard-of adventures that ever diversified the life of man4 ,the straight line to ,rome runs from ,milan not quite through ,piacenza1 but within a mile or two of that city4 ,then it runs across the first folds of the ,apennines1 and gradually diverges from the ,emilian ,way4 ,it was not possible to follow this part of the line exactly1 for there was no kind of track4 ,but by following the ,emilian ,way for several miles 7as ,i had done71 and by leaving it at the right moment1 it was possible to strike the straight line again near a village called ,medesano4 ,now on the far side of the ,apennines1 beyond their main crest1 there happens1 most providentially1 to be a river called the ,serchio1 whose valley is fairly straight and points down directly to ,rome4 ,to follow this valley would be practically to follow the line to ,rome1 and it struck the ,tuscan plain not far from ,lucca4 ,but to get from the ,emilian ,way over the eastern slope of the ,apennines' main ridge and crest1 to where the ,serchio rises on the western side1 is a very difficult matter4 ,the few roads across the ,apennines cut my track at right angles1 and were therefore useless4 ,in order to strike the watershed at the sources of the ,serchio it was necessary to go obliquely across a torrent and four rivers 7the ,taro1 the ,parma1 the ,enza1 and the ,secchia71 and to climb the four spurs that divided them2 crossing each nearer to the principal chain as ,i advanced until1 after the ,secchia1 the next climb would be that of the central crest itself1 on the far side of which ,i should find the ,serchio valley4 ,perhaps in places roads might correspond to this track4 ,certainly the bulk of it would be mule-paths or rough gullies--how much ,i could not tell4 ,the only way ,i could work it with my wretched map was to note the names of towns' or hamlets more or less on the line1 and to pick my way from one to another4 ,i wrote them down as follows3 ,fornovo1 ,calestano1 ,tizzano1 ,colagna--the last at the foot of the final pass4 ,the distance to that pass as the crow flies was only a little more than thirty miles4 ,so exceedingly difficult was the task that it took me over two days4 ,till ,i reached ,fornovo beyond the ,taro1 ,i was not really in the hills4 ,by country roads1 picking my way1 ,i made that afternoon for ,medesano4 ,the lanes were tortuous2 they crossed continual streams that ran from the hills above1 full and foaming after the rain1 and frothing with the waste of the mountains4 ,i had not gone two miles when the sky broke2 not four when a new warmth began to steal over the air and a sense of summer to appear in the earth about me4 ,with the greatest rapidity the unusual weather that had accompanied me from ,milan was changing into the normal brilliancy of the south2 but it was too late for the sun to tell1 though he shone from time to time through clouds that were now moving eastwards more perceptibly and shredding as they moved4 ,quite tired and desiring food1 keen also for rest after those dispiriting days1 ,i stopped1 before reaching ,medesano1 at an inn where three ways met2 and there ,i purposed to eat and spend the night1 for the next day1 it was easy to see1 would be tropical1 and ,i should rise before dawn if ,i was to save the heat4 ,i entered4 ,the room within was of red wood4 ,it had two tables1 a little counter with a vast array of bottles1 a woman behind the counter1 and a small1 nervous man in a strange hat serving4 ,and all the little place was filled and crammed with a crowd of perhaps twenty men1 gesticulating1 shouting1 laughing1 quarrelling1 and one very big man was explaining to another the virtues of his knife2 and all were already amply satisfied with wine4 ,for in this part men do not own1 but are paid wages1 so that they waste the little they have4 ,i saluted the company1 and walking up to the counter was about to call for wine4 ,they had all become silent1 when one man asked me a question in ,italian4 ,i did not understand it1 and attempted to say so1 when another asked the same question2 then six or seven--and there was a hubbub4 ,and out of the hubbub ,i heard a similar sentence rising all the time4 ,to this day ,i do not know what it meant1 but ,i thought 7and think7 it meant ',he is a ,venetian1' or ',he is the ,venetian4' ,something in my broken language had made them think this1 and evidently the ,venetians 7or a ,venetian7 were 7or was7 gravely unpopular here4 ,why1 ,i cannot tell4 ,perhaps the ,venetians were blacklegs4 ,but evidently a ,venetian1 or the whole ,venetian nation1 had recently done them a wrong4 ,at any rate one very dark-haired man put his face close up to mine1 unlipped his teeth1 and began a great noise of cursing and threatening1 and this so angered me that it overmastered my fear1 which had till then been considerable4 ,i remembered also a rule which a wise man once told me for guidance1 and it is this3 ',god disposes of victory1 but1 as the world is made1 when men smile1 smile2 when men laugh1 laugh2 when men hit1 hit2 when men shout1 shout2 and when men curse1 curse you also1 my son1 and in doubt let them always take the first move4' ,i say my fear had been considerable1 especially of the man with the knife1 but ,i got too angry to remember it1 and advancing my face also to this insulter's ,i shouted1 ',dio ,ladro6 ,dios di mi alma6 ,sanguinamento6 ,nombre di ,dios6 ,che8 ,che vole8 ,non sono da ,venezia io6 ,sono de ,francia6 ,je m'en fiche da vestra ,venezia6 ,non se vede che non parlar vestra lingua8 ,che sono forestiere8' and so forth4 ,at this they evidently divided into two parties1 and all began raging amongst themselves1 and some at me1 while the others argued louder and louder that there was an error4 ,the little innkeeper caught my arm over the counter1 and ,i turned round sharply1 thinking he was doing me a wrong1 but ,i saw him nodding and winking at me1 and he was on my side4 ,this was probably because he was responsible if anything happened1 and he alone could not fly from the police4 ,he made them a speech which1 for all ,i know1 may have been to the effect that he had known and loved me from childhood1 or may have been that he knew me for one ,jacques of ,turin1 or may have been any other lie4 ,whatever lie it was1 it appeased them4 ,their anger went down to a murmur1 just like soda-water settling down into a glass4 ,i stood wine2 we drank4 ,i showed them my book1 and as my pencil needed sharpening the large man lent me his knife for courtesy4 ,when ,i got it in my hand ,i saw plainly that it was no knife for stabbing with2 it was a pruning-knife1 and would have bit the hand that cherished it 7as they say of serpents74 ,on the other hand1 it would have been a good knife for ripping1 and passable at a slash4 ,you must not expect too much of one article4 ,i took food1 but ,i saw that in this parish it was safer to sleep out of doors than in2 so in the falling evening1 but not yet sunset1 ,i wandered on1 not at a pace but looking for shelter1 and ,i found at last just what ,i wanted3 a little shed1 with dried ferns 7as it seemed7 strewed in a corner1 a few old sacks1 and a broken piece of machinery--though this last was of no use to me4 ,i thought3 ',it will be safe here1 for ,i shall rise before day1 and the owner1 if there is one1 will not disturb me4' ,the air was fairly warm4 ,the place quite dry4 ,the open side looked westward and a little south4 ,the sun had now set behind the ,apennines1 and there was a deep effulgence in the sky4 ,i drank a little wine1 lit a pipe1 and watched the west in silence4 ,whatever was left of the great pall from which all that rain had fallen1 now was banked up on the further side of heaven in toppling great clouds that caught the full glow of evening4 ,the great clouds stood up in heaven1 separate1 like persons2 and no wind blew2 but everything was full of evening4 ,i worshipped them so far as it is permitted to worship inanimate things4 ,they domed into the pure light of the higher air1 inviolable4 ,they seemed halted in the presence of a commanding majesty who ranked them all in order4 ,this vision filled me with a large calm which a travelled man may find on coming to his home1 or a learner in the communion of wise men4 ,repose1 certitude1 and1 as it were1 a premonition of glory occupied my spirit4 ,before it was yet quite dark ,i had made a bed out of the dry bracken1 covered myself with the sacks and cloths1 and very soon ,i fell asleep1 still thinking of the shapes of clouds and of the power of ,god4 ,next morning it was as ,i had thought4 ,going out before it was fully light1 a dense mist all around and a clear sky showed what the day was to be4 ,as ,i reached ,medesano the sun rose1 and in half-an-hour the air was instinct with heat2 within an hour it was blinding4 ,an early ,mass in the church below the village prepared my day1 but as ,i took coffee afterwards in a little inn1 and asked about crossing the ,taro to ,fornovo--my first point--to my astonishment they shook their heads4 ,the ,taro was impassable4 ,why could it not be crossed8 ,my very broken language made it difficult for me to understand4 ,they talked oframi1 which ,i thought meant oars2 but rami1 had ,i known it1 meant the separate branches or streams whereby these torrential rivers of ,italy flow through their arid beds4 ,i drew a boat and asked if one could not cross in that 7for ,i was a northerner1 and my idea of a river was a river with banks and water in between71 but they laughed and said ',no4' ,then ,i made the motion of swimming4 ,they said it was impossible1 and one man hung his head to indicate drowning4 ,it was serious4 ,they said to-morrow1 or rather next day1 one might do it4 ,finally1 a boy that stood by said he remembered a man who knew the river better than any one1 and he1 if any one could1 would get me across4 ,so ,i took the boy with me up the road1 and as we went ,i saw1 parallel to the road1 a wide plain of dazzling rocks and sand1 and beyond it1 shining and silhouetted like an ,arab village1 the group of houses that was ,fornovo4 ,this plain was their sort of river in these hills4 ,the boy said that sometimes it was full and a mile wide1 sometimes it dwindled into dirty pools4 ,now1 as ,i looked1 a few thin streams seemed to wind through it1 and ,i could not understand the danger4 ,after a mile or two we came to a spot in the road where a patch of brushwood only separated us from the river-bed4 ,here the boy bade me wait1 and asked a group of peasants whether the guide was in2 they said they thought so1 and some went up into the hillside with the boy to fetch him1 others remained with me1 looking at the river-bed and at ,fornovo beyond1 shaking their heads1 and saying it had not been done for days4 ,but ,i did not understand whether the rain-freshet had passed and was draining away1 or whether it had not yet come down from beyond1 and ,i waited for the guide4 ,they brought him at last down from his hut among the hills4 ,he came with great strides1 a kindly-looking man1 extremely tall and thin1 and with very pale eyes4 ,he smiled4 ,they pointed me out to him1 and we struck the bargain by holding up three fingers each for three lira1 and nodding4 ,then he grasped his long staff and ,i mine1 we bade farewell to the party1 and together we went in silence through thick brushwood down towards the broad river-bed4 ,the stones of it glared like the sands of ,africa2 ,fornovo baked under the sun all white and black2 between us was this broad plain of parched shingle and rocks that could1 in a night1 become one enormous river1 or dwindle to a chain of stagnant ponds4 ,to-day some seven narrow streams wandered in the expanse1 and again they seemed so easy to cross that again ,i wondered at the need of a guide4 ,we came to the edge of the first1 and ,i climbed on the guide's back4 ,he went bare-legged into the stream deeper and deeper till my feet1 though held up high1 just touched the water2 then laboriously he climbed the further shore1 and ,i got down upon dry land4 ,it had been but twenty yards or so1 and he knew the place well4 ,i had seen1 as we crossed1 what a torrent this first little stream was1 and ,i now knew the difficulty and understood the warnings of the inn4 ,the second branch was impassable4 ,we followed it up for nearly a mile to where 'an island' 7that is1 a mass of high land that must have been an island in flood-time1 and that had on it an old brown village7 stood above the white bed of the river4 ,just at this 'island' my guide found a ford4 ,and the way he found it is worth telling4 ,he taught me the trick1 and it is most useful to men who wander alone in mountains4 ,you take a heavy stone1 how heavy you must learn to judge1 for a more rapid current needs a heavier stone2 but say about ten pounds4 ,this you lob gently into mid-stream4 ,how1 it is impossible to describe1 but when you do it it is quite easy to see that in about four feet of water1 or less1 the stone splashes quite differently from the way it does in five feet or more4 ,it is a sure test1 and one much easier to acquire by practice than to write about4 ,to teach myself this trick ,i practised it throughout my journey in these wilds4 ,having found a ford then1 he again took me on his shoulders1 but1 in mid-stream1 the water being up to his breast1 his foot slipped on a stone 7all the bed beneath was rolling and churning in the torrent71 and in a moment we had both fallen4 ,he pulled me up straight by his side1 and then indeed1 overwhelmed in the rush of water1 it was easy to understand how the ,taro could drown men1 and why the peasants dreaded these little ribbons of water4 ,the current rushed and foamed past me1 coming nearly to my neck2 and it was icy cold4 ,one had to lean against it1 and the water so took away one's weight that at any moment one might have slipped and been carried away4 ,the guide1 a much taller man 7indeed he was six foot three or so71 supported me1 holding my arm3 and again in a moment we reached dry land4 ,after that adventure there was no need for carrying4 ,the third1 fourth1 fifth1 and sixth branches were easily fordable4 ,the seventh was broad and deep1 and ,i found it a heavy matter2 nor should ,i have waded it but for my guide1 for the water bore against me like a man wrestling1 and it was as cold as ,acheron1 the river of the dead4 ,then on the further shore1 and warning him 7in ,lingua ,franca7 of his peril1 ,i gave him his wage1 and he smiled and thanked me1 and went back1 choosing his plans at leisure4 ,thus did ,i cross the river ,taro2 a danger for men4 ,where ,i landed was a poor man sunning himself4 ,he rose and walked with me to ,fornovo4 ,he knew the guide4 ',he is a good man1' he said to me of this friend4 ',he is as good as a little piece of bread4' ',e vero1' ,i answered2 'e ,san ,cristophero4' ,this pleased the peasant2 and indeed it was true4 ,for the guide's business was exactly that of ,st ,christopher1 except that the ,saint took no money1 and lived1 ,i suppose1 on air4 ,and so to ,fornovo2 and the heat blinded and confused1 and the air was alive with flies4 ,but the sun dried me at once1 and ,i pressed up the road because ,i needed food4 ,after ,i had eaten in this old town ,i was preparing to make for ,calestano and to cross the first high spur of the ,apennines that separated me from it1 when ,i saw1 as ,i left the place1 a very old church2 and ,i stayed a moment and looked at carvings which were in no order1 but put in pell-mell1 evidently chosen from some older building4 ,they were barbaric1 but one could see that they stood for the last judgement of man1 and there were the good looking foolish1 and there were the wicked being boiled by devils in a pot1 and what was most pleasing was one devil who with great joy was carrying off a rich man's gold in a bag4 ,but now we are too wise to believe in such follies1 and when we die we take our wealth with us2 in the ninth century they had no way of doing this1 for no system of credit yet obtained4 ,then leaving the main road which runs to ,pontremoli and at last to ,spezzia1 my lane climbed up into the hills and ceased1 little by little1 to be even a lane4 ,it became from time to time the bed of a stream1 then nothing1 then a lane again1 and at last1 at the head of the glen1 ,i confessed to having lost it2 but ,i noted a great rock or peak above me for a landmark1 and ,i said to myself-- ',no matter4 ,the wall of this glen before me is obviously the ridge of the spur2 the rock must be left to the north1 and ,i have but to cross the ridge by its guidance4' ,by this time1 however1 the heat overcame me1 and1 as it was already afternoon1 and as ,i had used so much of the preceding night for my journey1 ,i remembered the wise custom of hot countries and lay down to sleep4 ,i slept but a little while1 yet when ,i woke the air was cooler4 ,i climbed the side of the glen at random1 and on the summit ,i found1 to my disgust1 a road4 ,what road could it be8 ,to this day ,i do not know4 ,perhaps ,i had missed my way and struck the main highway again4 ,perhaps 7it is often so in the ,apennines7 it was a road leading nowhere4 ,at any rate ,i hesitated1 and looked back to judge my direction4 ,it was a happy accident4 ,i was now some #bjjj feet above the ,taro4 ,there1 before me1 stood the high strange rock that ,i had watched from below2 all around it and below me was the glen or cup of bare hills1 slabs1 and slopes of sand and stone calcined in the sun1 and1 beyond these near things1 all the plain of ,lombardy was at my feet4 ,it was this which made it worth while to have toiled up that steep wall1 and even to have lost my way--to see a hundred miles of the great flat stretched out before me3 all the kingdoms of the world4 ,nor was this all4 ,there were sharp white clouds on the far northern horizon1 low down above the uncertain edge of the world4 ,i looked again and found they did not move4 ,then ,i knew they were the ,alps4 ,believe it or not1 ,i was looking back to a place of days before3 over how many1 many miles of road6 ,the rare1 white peaks and edges could not deceive me2 they still stood to the sunlight1 and sent me from that vast distance the memory of my passage1 when their snows had seemed interminable and their height so monstrous2 their cold such a cloak of death4 ,now they were as far off as childhood1 and ,i saw them for the last time4 ,all this ,i drew4 ,then finding a post directing me to a side road for ,calestano1 ,i followed it down and down into the valley beyond2 and up the walls of this second valley as the evening fell ,i heard the noise of the water running1 as the ,taro had run1 a net of torrents from the melting snows far off4 ,these streams ,i soon saw below me1 winding 7as those of the ,taro had wound7 through a floor of dry shingle and rock2 but when my road ceased suddenly some hundreds of feet above the bed of the river1 and when1 full of evening1 ,i had scrambled down through trees to the brink of the water1 ,i found ,i should have to repeat what ,i had done that morning and to ford these streams4 ,for there was no track of any kind and no bridge1 and ,calestano stood opposite me1 a purple cluster of houses in the dusk against the farther mountain side4 ,very warily1 lobbing stones as ,i had been taught1 and following up and down each branch to find a place1 ,i forded one by one the six little cold and violent rivers1 and reaching the farther shore1 ,i reached also1 as ,i thought1 supper1 companionship1 and a bed4 ,but it is not in this simple way that human life is arranged4 ,what awaited me in ,calestano was ill favour1 a prison1 release1 base flattery1 and a very tardy meal4 ,it is our duty to pity all men4 ,it is our duty to pity those who are in prison4 ,it is our duty to pity those who are not in prison4 ,how much more is it the duty of a ,christian man to pity the rich who cannot ever get into prison8 ,these indeed ,i do now specially pity1 and extend to them my commiseration4 ,what6 ,never even to have felt the grip of the policeman2 to have watched his bold suspicious eye2 to have tried to make a good show under examination444 never to have heard the bolt grinding in the lock1 and never to have looked round at the cleanly simplicity of a cell8 ,then what emotions have you had1 unimprisonable rich2 or what do you know of active living and of adventure8 ,it was after drinking some wine and eating macaroni and bread at a poor inn1 the only one in the place1 and after having to shout at the ill-natured hostess 7and to try twenty guesses before ,i made her understand that ,i wanted cheese71 it was when ,i had thus eaten and shouted1 and had gone over the way to drink coffee and to smoke in a little cafe1 that my adventure befell me4 ,in the inn there had been a fat jolly-looking man and two official-looking people with white caps dining at another table4 ,i had taken no notice of them at the time4 ,but as ,i sat smoking and thinking in the little cafe1 which was bright and full of people1 ,i noticed a first danger-signal when ,i was told sullenly that 'they had no bed2 they thought ,i could get none in the town'3 then1 suddenly1 these two men in white caps came in1 and they arrested me with as much ease as you or ,i would hold a horse4 ,a moment later there came in two magnificent fellows1 gendarmes1 with swords and cocked hats1 and moustaches a l',abd el ,kader1 as we used to say in the old days2 these four1 the two gendarmes and two policemen1 sat down opposite me on chairs and began cross-questioning me in ,italian1 a language in which ,i was not proficient4 ,i so far understood them as to know that they were asking for my papers4 ',niente6' said ,i1 and poured out on the table a card-case1 a sketch-book1 two pencils1 a bottle of wine1 a cup1 a piece of bread1 a scrap of ,french newspaper1 an old ,secolo1 a needle1 some thread1 and a flute--but no passport4 ,they looked in the card-case and found #gc lira2 that is1 not quite three pounds4 ,they examined the sketch-book critically1 as behoved southerners who are mostly of an artistic bent3 but they found no passport4 ,they questioned me again1 and as ,i picked about for words to reply1 the smaller 7the policeman1 a man with a face like a fox7 shouted that he had heard me speaking ,italian currently in the inn1 and that my hesitation was a blind4 ,this lie so annoyed me that ,i said angrily in ,french 7which ,i made as southern as possible to suit them73 ',you lie3 and you can be punished for such lies1 since you are an official4' ,for though the police are the same in all countries1 and will swear black is white1 and destroy men for a song1 yet where there is a droit administratif- that is1 where the ,revolution has made things tolerable--you are much surer of punishing your policeman1 and he is much less able to do you a damage than in ,england or ,america2 for he counts as an official and is under a more public discipline and responsibility if he exceeds his powers4 ,then ,i added1 speaking distinctly1 ',i can speak ,french and ,latin4 ,have you a priest in ,calestano1 and does he know ,latin8' ,this was a fine touch4 ,they winced1 and parried it by saying that the ,sindaco knew ,french4 ,then they led me away to their barracks while they fetched the ,sindaco1 and so ,i was imprisoned4 ,but not for long4 ,very soon ,i was again following up the street1 and we came to the house of the ,sindaco or ,mayor4 ,there he was1 an old man with white hair1 ,god bless him1 playing cards with his son and daughter4 ,to him therefore1 as understanding ,french1 ,i was bidden address myself4 ,i told him in clear and exact idiom that his policemen were fools1 that his town was a rabbit-warren1 and his prison the only cleanly thing in it2 that half-a-dozen telegrams to places ,i could indicate would show where ,i had passed2 that ,i was a common tourist1 not even an artist 7as my sketch-book showed71 and that my cards gave my exact address and description4 ,but the ,sindaco1 the ,french-speaking ,sindaco1 understood me not in the least1 and it seemed a wicked thing in me to expose him in his old age1 so ,i waited till he spoke4 ,he spoke a word common to all languages1 and one he had just caught from my lips4 ',tourist-e8' he said4 ,i nodded4 ,then he told them to let me go4 ,it was as simple as that2 and to this day1 ,i suppose1 he passes for a very bilingual ,mayor4 ,he did me a service1 and ,i am willing to believe that in his youth he smacked his lips over the subtle flavour of ,voltaire1 but ,i fear to-day he would have a poor time with ,anatole ,france4 ,what a contrast was there between the hour when ,i had gone out of the cafe a prisoner and that when ,i returned rejoicing with a crowd about me1 proclaiming my innocence1 and shouting one to another that ,i was a tourist and had seventy-three lira on my person6 ,the landlady smiled and bowed3 she had before refused me a bed6 ,the men at the tables made me a god6 ,nor did ,i think them worse for this4 ,why should ,i8 ,a man unknown1 unkempt1 unshaven1 in tatters1 covered with weeks of travel and mud1 and in a suit that originally cost not ten shillings2 having slept in leaves and ferns1 and forest places1 crosses a river at dusk and enters a town furtively1 not by the road4 ,he is a foreigner2 he carries a great club4 ,is it not much wiser to arrest such a man8 ,why yes1 evidently4 ,and when you have arrested him1 can you do more than let him go without proof1 on his own word8 ,hardly6 ,thus ,i loved the people of ,calestano1 especially for this strange adventure they had given me2 and next day1 having slept in a human room1 ,i went at sunrise up the mountain sides beyond and above their town1 and so climbed by a long cleft the second spur of the ,apennines3 the spur that separated me from the third river1 the ,parma4 ,and my goal above the ,parma 7when ,i should have crossed it7 was a place marked in the map ',tizzano'4 ,to climb this second spur1 to reach and cross the ,parma in the vale below1 to find ,tizzano1 ,i left ,calestano on that fragrant morning2 and having passed and drawn a little hamlet called ,frangi1 standing on a crag1 ,i went on up the steep vale and soon reached the top of the ridge1 which here dips a little and allows a path to cross over to the southern side4 ,it is the custom of many1 when they get over a ridge1 to begin singing4 ,nor did ,i fail1 early as was the hour1 to sing in passing this the second of my ,apennine summits4 ,i sang easily with an open throat everything that ,i could remember in praise of joy2 and ,i did not spare the choruses of my songs1 being even at pains to imitate 7when they were double7 the various voices of either part4 ,now1 so much of the ,englishman was in me that1 coming round a corner of rock from which one first sees ,beduzzo hanging on its ledge 7as you know71 and finding round this corner a peasant sitting at his ease1 ,i was ashamed4 ,for ,i did not like to be overheard singing fantastic songs4 ,but he1 used to singing as a solitary pastime1 greeted me1 and we walked along together1 pointing out to each other the glories of the world before us and exulting in the morning4 ,it was his business to show me things and their names3 the great ,mountain of the ,pilgrimage to the ,south1 the strange rock of ,castel-,nuovo2 in the far haze the plain of ,parma2 and ,tizzano on its high hill1 the ridge straight before me4 ,he also would tell me the name in ,italian of the things to hand--my boots1 my staff1 my hat2 and ,i told him their names in ,french1 all of which he was eager to learn4 ,we talked of the way people here tilled and owned ground1 of the dangers in the hills1 and of the happiness of lonely men4 ,but if you ask how we understood each other1 ,i will explain the matter to you4 ,in ,italy1 in the ,apennines of the north1 there seem to be three strata of language4 ,in the valleys the ,italian was pure1 resonant1 and foreign to me4 ,there dwell the townsmen1 and they deal down river with the plains4 ,half-way up 7as at ,frangi1 at ,beduzzo1 at ,tizzano7 ,i began to understand them4 ,they have the nasal 'n'2 they clip their words4 ,on the summits1 at last1 they speak like northerners1 and ,i was easily understood1 for they said not 'vino' but 'vin'2 not 'duo' but 'du'1 and so forth4 ,they are the ,gauls of the hills4 ,i told them so1 and they were very pleased4 ,then ,i and my peasant parted1 but as one should never leave a man without giving him something to show by way of token on the ,day of ,judgement1 ,i gave this man a little picture of ,milan1 and bade him keep it for my sake4 ,so he went his way1 and ,i mine1 and the last thing he said to me was about a 'molinar'1 but ,i did not know what that meant4 ,when ,i had taken a cut down the mountain1 and discovered a highroad at the bottom1 ,i saw that the river before me needed fording1 like all the rest2 and as my map showed me there was no bridge for many miles down1 ,i cast about to cross directly1 if possible on some man's shoulders4 ,i met an old woman with a heap of grass on her back2 ,i pointed to the river1 and said 7in ,lingua ,franca7 that ,i wished to cross4 ,she again used that word 'molinar'1 and ,i had an inkling that it meant 'miller'4 ,i said to myself-- ',where there is a miller there is a mill4 ,for ,ubi ,petrus ibi ,ecclesia4 ,where there is a mill there is water2 a mill must have motive power3' 7a7 ,i must get near the stream2 7b7 ,i must look out for the noise and aspect of a mill4 ,i therefore 7thanking the grass-bearing woman7 went right over the fields till ,i saw a great1 slow mill-wheel against a house1 and a sad man standing looking at it as though it were the ,procession of ,god's ,providence4 ,he was thinking of many things4 ,i tapped him on the shoulder 7whereat he started7 and spoke the great word of that valley1 'molinar'4 ,it opened all the gates of his soul4 ,he smiled at me like a man grown young again1 and1 beckoning me to follow1 led radiantly up the sluice to where it drew from the river4 ,here three men were at work digging a better entry for the water4 ,one was an old1 happy man in spectacles1 the second a young man with stilts in his hands1 the third was very tall and narrow2 his face was sad1 and he was of the kind that endure all things and conquer4 ,i said ',molinar8'' ,i had found him4 ,to the man who had brought me ,i gave #ej c41 and so innocent and good are these people that he said ',pourquoi8' or words like it1 and ,i said it was necessary4 ,then ,i said to the molinar1 ',quanta8' and he1 holding up a tall finger1 said ',una ,lira'4 ,the young man leapt on to his stilts1 the molinar stooped down and ,i got upon his shoulders1 and we all attempted the many streams of the river ,parma1 in which ,i think ,i should by myself have drowned4 ,i say advisedly--',i should have been drowned4' ,these upper rivers of the hills run high and low according to storms and to the melting of the snows4 ,the river of ,parma 7for this torrent at last fed ,parma7 was higher than the rest4 ,even the molinar1 the god of that valley1 had to pick his way carefully1 and the young man on stilts had to go before1 much higher than mortal men1 and up above the water4 ,i could see him as he went1 and ,i could see that1 to tell the truth1 there was a ford--a rare thing in upper waters1 because in the torrent-sources of rivers either the upper waters run over changeless rocks or else over gravel and sand4 ,now if they run over rocks they have their isolated shallow places1 which any man may find1 and their deep--evident by the still and mysterious surface1 where fish go round and round in the hollows2 but no true ford continuous from side to side4 ,so it is in ,scotland4 ,and if they run over gravel and sand1 then with every storm or 'spate' they shift and change4 ,but here by some accident there ran--perhaps a shelf or rock1 perhaps a ruin of a ,roman bridge--something at least that was deep enough and solid enough to be a true ford--and that we followed4 ,the molinar--even the molinar--was careful of his way4 ,twice he waited1 waist high1 while the man on stilts before us suddenly lost ground and plunged to his feet4 ,once1 crossing a small branch 7for the river here1 like all these rivers1 runs in many arms over the dry gravel71 it seemed there was no foothold and we had to cast up and down4 ,whenever we found dry land1 ,i came off the molinar's back to rest him1 and when he took the water again ,i mounted again4 ,so we passed the many streams1 and stood at last on the ,tizzanian side4 ,then ,i gave a lira to the molinar1 and to his companion on stilts #ej c41 who said1 ',what is this for8' and ,i said1 ',you also helped4' ,the molinar then1 with gesticulations and expression of the eyes1 gave me to understand that for this #ej c4 the stilt-man would take me up to ,tizzano on the high ridge and show me the path up the ridge2 so the stilt-man turned to me and said1 ',andiamo' which means ',allons'4 ,but when the ,italians say ',andiamo' they are less harsh than the northern ,french who say ',allans'2 for the northern ,french have three troubles in the blood4 ,they are fighters2 they will for ever be seeking the perfect state1 and they love furiously4 ,hence they ferment twice over1 like wine subjected to movement and breeding acidity4 ,therefore is it that when they say ',allons' it is harsher than ',andiamo'4 ,my ,italian said to me genially1 ',andiamo'4 ,the ,catholic ,church makes men4 ,by which ,i do not mean boasters and swaggerers1 nor bullies nor ignorant fools1 who1 finding themselves comfortable1 think that their comfort will be a boon to others1 and attempt 7with singular unsuccess7 to force it on the world2 but men1 human beings1 different from the beasts1 capable of firmness and discipline and recognition2 accepting death2 tenacious4 ,of her effects the most gracious is the character of the ,irish and of these ,italians4 ,of such also some day she may make soldiers4 ,have you ever noticed that all the ,catholic ,church does is thought beautiful and lovable until she comes out into the open1 and then suddenly she is found by her enemies 7which are the seven capital sins1 and the four sins calling to heaven for vengeance7 to be hateful and grinding8 ,so it is2 and it is the fine irony of her present renovation that those who were for ever belauding her pictures1 and her saints1 and her architecture1 as we praise things dead1 they are the most angered by her appearance on this modern field all armed1 just as she was1 with works and art and songs1 sometimes superlative1 often vulgar4 ,note you1 she is still careless of art or songs1 as she has always been4 ,she lays her foundations in something other1 which something other our moderns hate4 ,yet out of that something other came the art and song of the ,middle ,ages4 ,and what art or songs have you8 ,she is ,europe and all our past4 ,she is returning4 ,andiamo4 ,,lector4 ,but ,mr 7deleted by the ,censor7 does not think so8 ,,auctor4 ,i last saw him supping at the ,savoy4 ,andiamo4 ,we went up the hill together over a burnt land1 but shaded with trees4 ,it was very hot4 ,i could scarcely continue1 so fast did my companion go1 and so much did the heat oppress me4 ,we passed a fountain at which oxen drank1 and there ,i supped up cool water from the spout1 but he wagged his finger before his face to tell me that this was an error under a hot sun4 ,we went on and met two men driving cattle up the path between the trees4 ,these ,i soon found to be talking of prices and markets with my guide4 ,for it was market-day4 ,as we came up at last on to the little town--a little1 little town like a nest1 and all surrounded with walls1 and a castle in it and a church--we found a thousand beasts all lowing and answering each other along the highroad1 and on into the market square through the gate4 ,there my guide led me into a large room1 where a great many peasants were eating soup with macaroni in it1 and some few1 meat4 ,but ,i was too exhausted to eat meat1 so ,i supped up my broth and then began diapephradizing on my fingers to show the great innkeeper what ,i wanted4 ,i first pulled up the macaroni out of the dish1 and said1 ,fromagio1 ,pommodoro1 by which ,i meant cheese--tomato4 ,he then said he knew what ,i meant1 and brought me that spaghetti so treated1 which is a dish for a king1 a cosmopolitan traitor1 an oppressor of the poor1 a usurer1 or any other rich man1 but there is no spaghetti in the place to which such men go1 whereas these peasants will continue to enjoy it in heaven4 ,i then pulled out my bottle of wine1 drank what was left out of the neck 7by way of sign71 and putting it down said1 ',tale1 tantum1 vino rosso4' ,my guide also said many things which probably meant that ,i was a rich man1 who threw his money about by the sixpence4 ,so the innkeeper went through a door and brought back a bottle all corked and sealed1 and said on his fingers1 and with his mouth and eyes1 ',,this ,,kind ,,of ,,wine ,,is ,,something ,,very ,,special4' ,only in the foolish cities do men think it a fine thing to appear careless of money4 ,so ,i1 very narrowly watching him out of half-closed eyes1 held up my five fingers interrogatively1 and said1 ',cinquante8' meaning ',dare you ask fivepence8' ,at which he and all the peasants around1 even including my guide1 laughed aloud as at an excellent joke1 and said1 ',cinquante1 ,ho6 ho6' and dug each other in the ribs4 ,but the innkeeper of ,tizzano ,val ,parmense said in ,italian a number of things which meant that ,i could but be joking1 and added 7in passing7 that a lira made it a kind of gift to me4 ,a lira was1 as it were1 but a token to prove that it had changed hands3 a registration fee3 a matter of record2 at a lira it was pure charity4 ,then ,i said1 ',soixante ,dix8' which meant nothing to him1 so ,i held up seven fingers2 he waved his hand about genially1 and said that as ,i was evidently a good fellow1 a traveller1 and as anyhow he was practically giving me the wine1 he would make it ninepence2 it was hardly worth his while to stretch out his hand for so little money4 ,so then ,i pulled out #hj c4 in coppers1 and said1 ',tutto'1 which means 'all'4 ,then he put the bottle before me1 took the money1 and an immense clamour rose from all those who had been watching the scene1 and they applauded it as a ratified bargain4 ,and this is the way in which bargains were struck of old time in these hills when your fathers and mine lived and shivered in a cave1 hunted wolves1 and bargained with clubs only4 ,so this being settled1 and ,i eager for the wine1 wished it to be opened1 especially to stand drink to my guide4 ,the innkeeper was in another room4 ,the guide was too courteous to ask for a corkscrew1 and ,i did not know the ,italian for a corkscrew4 ,i pointed to the cork1 but all ,i got out of my guide was a remark that the wine was very good4 ,then ,i made the emblem and sign of a corkscrew in my sketch-book with a pencil1 but he pretended not to understand--such was his breeding4 ,then ,i imitated the mode1 sound1 and gesture of a corkscrew entering a cork1 and an old man next to me said ',tira-buchon'--a common ,french word as familiar as the woods of ,marly6 ,it was brought4 ,the bottle was opened and we all drank together4 ,as ,i rose to go out of ,tizzano ,val ,parmense my guide said to me1 ',se chiama ,tira-,buchon perche ,e' lira il buchon' ,and ,i said to him1 ',dominus ,vobiscum' and left him to his hills4 ,i took the road downwards from the ridge into the next dip and valley1 but after a mile or so in the great heat 7it was now one o'clock7 ,i was exhausted4 ,so ,i went up to a little wooded bank1 and lay there in the shade sketching ,tizzano ,val ,parmense1 where it stood not much above me1 and then ,i lay down and slept for an hour and smoked a pipe and thought of many things4 ,from the ridge on which ,tizzano stands1 which is the third of these ,apennine spurs1 to the next1 the fourth1 is but a little way2 one looks across from one to the other4 ,nevertheless it is a difficult piece of walking1 because in the middle of the valley another ridge1 almost as high as the principal spurs1 runs down1 and this has to be climbed at its lowest part before one can get down to the torrent of the ,enza1 where it runs with a hollow noise in the depths of the mountains4 ,so the whole valley looks confused1 and it appears1 and is1 laborious4 ,very high up above in a mass of trees stood the first of those many ruined towers and castles in which the ,apennines abound1 and of which ,canossa1 far off and indistinguishable in the haze1 was the chief example4 ,it was called ',the ,tower of ,rugino'4 ,beyond the deep trench of the ,enza1 poised as it seemed on its southern bank 7but really much further off1 in the ,secchia valley71 stood that strange high rock of ,castel-,nuovo1 which the peasant had shown me that morning and which was the landmark of this attempt4 ,it seemed made rather by man than by nature1 so square and exact was it and so cut off from the other hills4 ,it was not till the later afternoon1 when the air was already full of the golden dust that comes before the fall of the evening1 that ,i stood above the ,enza and saw it running thousands of feet below4 ,here ,i halted for a moment irresolute1 and looked at the confusion of the hills4 ,it had been my intention to make a straight line for ,collagna1 but ,i could not tell where ,collagna lay save that it was somewhere behind the high mountain that was now darkening against the sky4 ,moreover1 the ,enza 7as ,i could see down1 down from where ,i stood7 was not fordable4 ,it did not run in streams but in one full current1 and was a true river4 ,all the scene was wild4 ,i had come close to the central ridge of the ,apennines4 ,it stood above me but five or six clear miles away1 and on its slopes there were patches and fields of snow which were beginning to glimmer in the diminishing light4 ,four peasants sat on the edge of the road4 ,they were preparing to go to their quiet homesteads1 and they were gathering their scythes together1 for they had been mowing in a field4 ,coming up to these1 ,i asked them how ,i might reach ,collagna4 ,they told me that ,i could not go straight1 as ,i had wished1 on account of the impassable river1 but that if ,i went down the steep directly below me ,i should find a bridge2 that thence a path went up the opposite ridge to where a hamlet1 called ,ceregio 7which they showed me beyond the valley71 stood in trees on the crest1 and once there 7they said7 ,i could be further directed4 ,i understood all their speech except one fatal word4 ,i thought they told me that ,ceregio was half the way to ,collagna2 and what that error cost me you shall hear4 ,they drank my wine1 ,i ate their bread1 and we parted3 they to go to their accustomed place1 and ,i to cross this unknown valley4 ,but when ,i had left these grave and kindly men1 the echo of their voices remained with me2 the deep valley of the ,enza seemed lonely1 and as ,i went lower and lower down towards the noise of the river ,i lost the sun4 ,the ,enza was flooded4 ,a rough bridge1 made of stout logs resting on trunks of trees that were lashed together like tripods and supported a long plank1 was afforded to cross it4 ,but in the high water it did not quite reach to the hither bank4 ,i rolled great stones into the water and made a short causeway1 and so1 somewhat perilously1 ,i attained the farther shore1 and went up1 up by a little precipitous path till ,i reached the hamlet of ,ceregio standing on its hill1 blessed and secluded2 for no road leads in or out of it1 but only mule-paths4 ,the houses were all grouped together round a church2 it was dim between them2 but several men driving oxen took me to a house that was perhaps the inn1 though there was no sign2 and there in a twilight room we all sat down together like ,christians in perfect harmony1 and the woman of the house served us4 ,now when1 after this communion1 ,i asked the way to ,collagna1 they must have thought me foolish1 and have wondered why ,i did not pass the night with them1 for they knew how far off ,collagna was4 ,but ,i 7by the error in language of which ,i have told you7 believed it to be but a short way off4 ,it was in reality ten miles4 ,the oldest of my companions said he would put me on the way4 ,we went together in the half light by a lane that followed the crest of the hill1 and we passed a charming thing1 a little white sculpture in relief1 set up for a shrine and representing the ,annunciation2 and as we passed it we both smiled4 ,then in a few hundred yards we passed another that was the ,visitation1 and they were gracious and beautiful to a degree1 and ,i saw that they stood for the five joyful mysteries4 ,then he had to leave me1 and he said1 pointing to the little shrine3 ',when you come to the fifth of these the path divides4 ,take that to the left1 and follow it round the hollow of the mountain3 it will become a lane4 ,this lane crosses a stream and passes near a tower4 ,when you have reached the tower it joins a great highroad1 and that is the road to ,collagna4' ,and when he indicated the shrines he smiled1 as though in apology for them1 and ,i saw that we were of the same religion4 ,then 7since people who will not meet again should give each other presents mutually7 ,i gave him the best of my two pipes1 a new pipe with letters carved on it1 which he took to be the initials of my name1 and he on his part gave me a hedge-rose which he had plucked and had been holding in his fingers4 ,and ,i continued the path alone4 ,certainly these people have a benediction upon them1 granted them for their simple lives and their justice4 ,their eyes are fearless and kindly4 ,they are courteous1 straight1 and all have in them laughter and sadness4 ,they are full of songs1 of memories1 of the stories of their native place2 and their worship is conformable to the world that ,god made4 ,may they possess their own land1 and may their influence come again from ,italy to save from jar1 and boasting1 and ineptitude the foolish1 valourless cities1 and the garish crowds of shouting men4444 ,and let us especially pray that the revival of the faith may do something for our poor old universities4 ,already1 when ,i heard all these directions1 they seemed to argue a longer road than ,i had expected4 ,it proved interminable4 ,it was now fully dark2 the night was very cold from the height of the hills2 a dense dew began to fall upon the ground1 and the sky was full of stars4 ,for hours ,i went on slowly down the lane that ran round the hollow of the wooded mountain1 wondering why ,i did not reach the stream he spoke of4 ,it was midnight when ,i came to the level1 and yet ,i heard no water1 and did not yet see the tower against the sky4 ,extreme fatigue made it impossible1 as ,i thought1 to proceed farther1 when ,i saw a light in a window1 and went to it quickly and stood beneath it4 ,a woman from the window called me ,caro mio1 which was gracious1 but she would not let me sleep even in the straw of the barn4 ,i hobbled on in despair of the night1 for the necessity of sleep was weighing me down after four high hills climbed that day1 and after the rough ways and the heat and the continual marching4 ,i found a bridge which crossed the deep ravine they had told me of4 ,this high bridge was new1 and had been built of fine stone1 yet it was broken and ruined1 and a gap suddenly showed in the dark4 ,i stepped back from it in fear4 ,the clambering down to the stream and up again through the briars to regain the road broke me yet more1 and when1 on the hill beyond1 ,i saw the tower faintly darker against the dark sky1 ,i went up doggedly to it1 fearing faintness1 and reaching it where it stood 7it was on the highest ground overlooking the ,secchia valley71 ,i sat down on a stone beside it and waited for the morning4 ,the long slope of the hills fell away for miles to where1 by daylight1 would have lain the misty plain of ,emilia4 ,the darkness confused the landscape4 ,the silence of the mountains and the awful solemnity of the place lent that vast panorama a sense of the terrible1 under the dizzy roof of the stars4 ,every now and again some animal of the night gave a cry in the undergrowth of the valley1 and the great rock of ,castel-,nuovo1 now close and enormous--bare1 rugged1 a desert place--added something of doom4 ,the hours were creeping on with the less certain stars2 a very faint and unliving grey touched the edges of the clouds4 ,the cold possessed me1 and ,i rose to walk1 if ,i could walk1 a little farther4 ,what is that in the mind which1 after 7it may be7 a slight disappointment or a petty accident1 causes it to suffer on the scale of grave things8 ,i have waited for the dawn a hundred times1 attended by that mournful1 colourless spirit which haunts the last hours of darkness2 and influenced especially by the great timeless apathy that hangs round the first uncertain promise of increasing light4 ,for there is an hour before daylight when men die1 and when there is nothing above the soul or around it1 when even the stars fail4 ,and this long and dreadful expectation ,i had thought to be worst when one was alone at sea in a small boat without wind2 drifting beyond one's harbour in the ebb of the outer channel tide1 and sogging back at the first flow on the broad1 confused movement of a sea without any waves4 ,in such lonely mornings ,i have watched the ,owers light turning1 and ,i have counted up my gulf of time1 and wondered that moments could be so stretched out in the clueless mind4 ,i have prayed for the morning or for a little draught of wind1 and this ,i have thought1 ,i say1 the extreme of absorption into emptiness and longing4 ,but now1 on this ridge1 dragging myself on to the main road1 ,i found a deeper abyss of isolation and despairing fatigue than ,i had ever known1 and ,i came near to turning eastward and imploring the hastening of light1 as men pray continually without reason for things that can but come in a due order4 ,i still went forward a little1 because when ,i sat down my loneliness oppressed me like a misfortune2 and because my feet1 going painfully and slowly1 yet gave a little balance and rhythm to the movement of my mind4 ,i heard no sound of animals or birds4 ,i passed several fields1 deserted in the half-darkness2 and in some ,i felt the hay1 but always found it wringing wet with dew1 nor could ,i discover a good shelter from the wind that blew off the upper snow of the summits4 ,for a little space of time there fell upon me1 as ,i crept along the road1 that shadow of sleep which numbs the mind1 but it could not compel me to lie down1 and ,i accepted it only as a partial and beneficent oblivion which covered my desolation and suffering as a thin1 transparent cloud may cover an evil moon4 ,then suddenly the sky grew lighter upon every side4 ,that cheating gloom 7which ,i think the clouds in purgatory must reflect7 lifted from the valley as though to a slow order given by some calm and good influence that was marshalling in the day4 ,their colours came back to things2 the trees recovered their shape1 life1 and trembling2 here and there1 on the face of the mountain opposite1 the mists by their movement took part in the new life1 and ,i thought ,i heard for the first time the tumbling water far below me in the ravine4 ,that subtle barrier was drawn which marks to-day from yesterday2 all the night and its despondency became the past and entered memory4 ,the road before me1 the pass on my left 7my last ridge1 and the entry into ,tuscany71 the mass of the great hills1 had become mixed into the increasing light1 that is1 into the familiar and invigorating ,present which ,i have always found capable of opening the doors of the future with a gesture of victory4 ,my pain either left me1 or ,i ceased to notice it1 and seeing a little way before me a bank above the road1 and a fine grove of sparse and dominant chestnuts1 ,i climbed up thither and turned1 standing to the east4 ,there1 without any warning of colours1 or of the heraldry that we have in the north1 the sky was a great field of pure light1 and without doubt it was all woven through1 as was my mind watching it1 with security and gladness4 ,into this field1 as ,i watched it1 rose the sun4 ,the air became warmer almost suddenly4 ,the splendour and health of the new day left me all in repose1 and persuaded or compelled me to immediate sleep4 ,i found therefore in the short grass1 and on the scented earth beneath one of my trees1 a place for lying down2 ,i stretched myself out upon it1 and lapsed into a profound slumber1 which nothing but a vague and tenuous delight separated from complete forgetfulness4 ,if the last confusion of thought1 before sleep possessed me1 was a kind of prayer--and certainly ,i was in the mood of gratitude and of adoration--this prayer was of course to ,god1 from whom every good proceeds1 but partly 7idolatrously7 to the ,sun1 which1 of all the things ,he has made1 seems1 of what we at least can discover1 the most complete and glorious4 ,therefore the first hours of the sunlight1 after ,i had wakened1 made the place like a new country2 for my mind which received it was new4 ,i reached ,collagna before the great heat1 following the fine highroad that went dipping and rising again along the mountain side1 and then 7leaving the road and crossing the little ,secchia by a bridge71 a path1 soon lost in a grassy slope1 gave me an indication of my way4 ,for when ,i had gone an hour or so upwards along the shoulder of the hill1 there opened gradually before me a silent and profound vale1 hung with enormous woods1 and sloping upwards to where it was closed by a high bank beneath and between two peaks4 ,this bank ,i knew could be nothing else than the central ridge of the ,apennines1 the watershed1 the boundary of ,tuscany1 and the end of all the main part of my journey4 ,beyond1 the valleys would open on to the ,tuscan ,plain1 and at the southern limit of that1 ,siena was my mark2 from ,siena to ,rome an eager man1 if he is sound1 may march in three long days4 ,nor was that calculation all4 ,the satisfaction of the last lap1 of the home run1 went with the word ,tuscany in my mind2 these cities were the approaches and introduction of the end4 ,when ,i had slept out the heat1 ,i followed the woods upward through the afternoon4 ,they stood tangled and huge1 and the mosses under them were thick and silent1 because in this last belt of the mountains height and coolness reproduced the north4 ,a charcoal burner was making his furnace2 after that for the last miles there was no sound4 ,even the floor of the vale was a depth of grass1 and no torrent ran in it but only a little hidden stream1 leafy like our streams at home4 ,at last the steep bank1 a wall at the end of the valley1 rose immediately above me4 ,it was very steep and bare1 desolate with the many stumps of trees that had been cut down2 but all its edge and fringe against the sky was the line of a deep forest4 ,after its laborious hundreds of feet1 when the forest that crowned it evenly was reached1 the ,apennines were conquered1 the last great range was passed1 and there stood no barrier between this high crest and ,rome4 ,the hither side of that bank1 ,i say1 had been denuded of its trees2 the roots of secular chestnuts stood like graves above the dry steep1 and had marked my last arduous climb4 ,now1 at the summit1 the highest part was a line of cool forest1 and the late afternoon mingled with the sanctity of trees4 ,a genial dampness pervaded the earth beneath2 grasses grew1 and there were living creatures in the shade4 ,nor was this tenanted wood all the welcome ,i received on my entry into ,tuscany4 ,already ,i heard the noise of falling waters upon every side1 where the ,serchio sprang from twenty sources on the southern slope1 and leapt down between mosses1 and quarrelled1 and overcame great smooth dark rocks in busy falls4 ,indeed1 it was like my own country in the north1 and a man might say to himself--',after so much journeying1 perhaps ,i am in the ,enchanted ,wood1 and may find at last the fairy ,melisaunde4' ,a glade opened1 and1 the trees no longer hiding it1 ,i looked down the vale1 which was the gate of ,tuscany4 ,there--high1 jagged1 rapt into the sky--stood such a group of mountains as men dream of in good dreams1 or see in the works of painters when old age permits them revelations4 ,their height was evident from the faint mist and grey of their hues2 their outline was tumultuous1 yet balanced2 full of accident and poise4 ,it was as though these high walls of ,carrara1 the western boundary of the valley1 had been shaped expressly for man1 in order to exalt him with unexpected and fantastic shapes1 and to expand his dull life with a permanent surprise4 ,for a long time ,i gazed at these great hills4 ,then1 more silent in the mind through their influence1 ,i went down past the speech and companionship of the springs of the ,serchio1 and the chestnut trees were redolent of evening all round4 ,down the bank to where the streams met in one1 down the river1 across its gaping1 ruinous bridge 7which some one1 generations ago1 had built for the rare travellers--there were then no main roads across the ,apennine1 and perhaps this rude pass was in favour72 down still more gently through the narrow upper valley ,i went between the chestnut trees1 and calm went with me for a companion3 and the love of men and the expectation of good seemed natural to all that had been made in this blessed place4 ,of ,borda1 where the peasants directed me1 there is no need to speak1 till crossing the ,serchio once more1 this time on a trestle bridge of wood1 ,i passed by a wider path through the groves1 and entered the dear village of ,sillano1 which looks right into the pure west4 ,and the peaks are guardians all about it3 the elder brothers of this remote and secluded valley4 ,an inn received me3 a great kitchen full of men and women talking1 a supper preparing1 a great fire1 meat smoking and drying in the ingle-nook1 a vast timbered roof going up into darkness3 there ,i was courteously received1 but no one understood my language4 ,seeing there a young priest1 ,i said to him-- ',pater1 habeo linguam latinam1 sed non habeo linguam ,italicam4 ,visne mi dare traductionem in istam linguam ,toscanam non nullorum verborum8' ,to this he replied1 ',libenter1' and the people revered us both4 ,thus he told me the name for a knife was cultello2 for a room1 camera par domire2 for 'what is it called8' 'come si chiama8'2 for 'what is the road to8' 'quella e la via a4448' and other phrases wherein1 no doubt1 ,i am wrong2 but ,i only learnt by ear4 ,then he said to me something ,i did not understand1 and ,i answered1 ',pol-,hercle6' at which he seemed pleased enough4 ,then1 to make conversation1 ,i said1 ',diaconus es8' ,and he answered me1 mildly and gravely1 ',presbyter sum4' ,and a little while after he left for his house1 but ,i went out on to the balcony1 where men and women were talking in subdued tones4 ,there1 alone1 ,i sat and watched the night coming up into these ,tuscan hills4 ,the first moon since that waning in ,lorraine--7how many nights ago1 how many marches67--hung in the sky1 a full crescent1 growing into brightness and glory as she assumed her reign4 ,the one star of the west called out his silent companions in their order2 the mountains merged into a fainter confusion2 heaven and the infinite air became the natural seat of any spirit that watched this spell4 ,the fire-flies darted in the depths of vineyards and of trees below2 then the noise of the grasshoppers brought back suddenly the gardens of home1 and whatever benediction surrounds our childhood4 ,some promise of eternal pleasures and of rest deserved haunted the village of ,sillano4 ,in very early youth the soul can still remember its immortal habitation1 and clouds and the edges of hills are of another kind from ours1 and every scent and colour has a savour of ,paradise4 ,what that quality may be no language can tell1 nor have men made any words1 no1 nor any music1 to recall it--only in a transient way and elusive the recollection of what youth was1 and purity1 flashes on us in phrases of the poets1 and is gone before we can fix it in our minds--oh6 my friends1 if we could but recall it6 ,whatever those sounds may be that are beyond our sounds1 and whatever are those keen lives which remain alive there under memory--whatever is ,youth--,youth came up that valley at evening1 borne upon a southern air4 ,if we deserve or attain beatitude1 such things shall at last be our settled state2 and their now sudden influence upon the soul in short ecstasies is the proof that they stand outside time1 and are not subject to decay4 ,this1 then1 was the blessing of ,sillano1 and here was perhaps the highest moment of those seven hundred miles--or more4 ,do not therefore be astonished1 reader1 if ,i now press on much more hurriedly to ,rome1 for the goal is almost between my hands1 and the chief moment has been enjoyed1 until ,i shall see the ,city4 ,now ,i cry out and deplore me that this next sixty miles of way1 but especially the heat of the days and the dank mists of the night1 should have to be told as of a real journey in this very repetitive and sui-similar world4 ,how much rather ,i wish that being free from mundane and wide-awake 7that is to say from perilously dusty7 considerations and droughty boredoms1 ,i might wander forth at leisure through the air and visit the regions where everything is as the soul chooses3 to be dropped at last in the ancient and famous town of ,siena1 whence comes that kind of common brown paint wherewith men1 however wicked1 can produce 7if they have but the art7 very surprising effects of depth in painting3 for so ,i read of it in a book by a fool1 at six shillings1 and even that was part of a series3 but if you wish to know anything further of the matter1 go you and read it1 for ,i will do nothing of the kind4 ,oh to be free for strange voyages even for a little while6 ,i am tired of the road2 and so are you1 and small blame to you4 ,your fathers also tired of the treadmill1 and mine of the conquering marches of the ,republic4 ,heaven bless you all6 ,but ,i say that if it were not for the incredulity and doubt and agnostico-schismatical hesitation1 and very cumbersome air of questioning-and-peering-about1 which is the bane of our moderns1 very certainly ,i should now go on to tell of giants as big as cedars1 living in mountains of precious stones1 and drawn to battle by dragons in cars of gold2 or of towns where the customs of men were remote and unexpected2 of countries not yet visited1 and of the gods returning4 ,for though it is permissible1 and a pleasant thing 7as ,bacon says71 to mix a little falsehood with one's truth 7so ,st ,louis mixed water with his wine1 and so does ,sir ,john ,growl mix vinegar with his1 unless ,i am greatly mistaken1 for if not1 how does he give it that taste at his dinners8 eh8 ,there1 ,i think1 is a question that would puzzle him67 yet is it much more delectable1 and far worthier of the immortal spirit of man to soar into the empyrean of pure lying--that is1 to lay the bridle on the neck of ,pegasus and let him go forward1 while in the saddle meanwhile one sits well back1 grips with the knee1 takes the race1 and on the energy of that steed visits the wheeling stars4 ,this much1 then1 is worth telling of the valley of the ,serchio1 that it is narrow1 garrulous with water brawling1 wooded densely1 and contained by fantastic mountains4 ,that it has a splendid name1 like the clashing of cymbals--,garfagnana2 that it leads to the ,tuscan plain1 and that it is over a day's march long4 ,also1 it is an oven4 ,never since the early liars first cooked eggs in the sand was there such heat1 and it was made hotter by the consciousness of folly1 than which there is no more heating thing2 for ,i think that not old ,championnet himself1 with his ,division of ,iron1 that fought one to three and crushed the aged enormities of the oppressors as we would crush an empty egg1 and that found the summer a good time for fighting in ,naples1 ,i say that he himself would not have marched men up the ,garfagnana in such a sun4 ,folly planned it1 ,pride held to it1 and the devils lent their climate4 ,garfagnana6 ,garfagnana6 to have such a pleasant name1 and to be what you are6 ,not that there were not old towers on the steep woods of the ,apennine1 nor glimpses of the higher peaks2 towns also3 one castle surrounded by a fringe of humble roofs--there were all these things4 ,but it was an oven4 ,so imagine me1 after having passed chapels built into rocks1 and things most curious1 but the whole under the strain of an intolerable sun1 coming1 something after midday1 to a place called ,castel-,nuovo1 the first town1 for ,campogiamo is hardly a town4 ,at ,castel-,nuovo ,i sat upon a bridge and thought1 not what good men think 7there came into my memory no historical stuff2 for all ,i know1 ,liberty never went by that valley in arms72 no appreciation of beauty filled me2 ,i was indifferent to all save the intolerable heat1 when ,i suddenly recognized the enormous number of bridges that bespattered the town4 ',this is an odd thing1' ,i mused4 ',here is a little worriment of a town up in the hills1 and what a powerful lot of bridges6' ,i cared not a fig for the thousand things ,i had been told to expect in ,tuscany2 everything is in a mind1 and as they were not in my mind they did not exist4 ,but the bridges1 they indeed were worthy of admiration6 ,here was a horrible little place on a torrent bank4 ,one bridge was reasonable for by it went the road leading south to ,lucca and to ,rome2 it was common honour to let men escape4 ,but as ,i sat on that main bridge ,i counted seven others2 indeed there must have been a worship of a bridge-god some time or other to account for such a necklace of bridges in such a neglected borough4 ,you may say 7,i am off hard on the road to ,borgo1 drooping with the heat1 but still going strongly71 you may say that is explicable enough4 ,first a thing is useful1 you say1 then it has to become routine2 then the habit1 being a habit1 gets a sacred idea attached to it4 ,so with bridges3 e4g4 ,pontifex2 ,dervorguilla1 our ,ballici saint that built a bridge2 the devil that will hinder the building of bridges2 cf4 the ,porphyry ,bridge in the ,malay cosmogony2 ,amershickel1 ,brueckengebildung im kult-,historischer4 ,passenmayer2 ,durat1 ,le pont antique1 etude sur les origines ,toscanes2 ,mr ,dacre's ,the ,command of ,bridges in ,warfare2 ,bridges and ,empire1 by ,captain ,hole1 ,u4,s4,a4 ,you may say all this2 ,i shall not reply4 ,if the heat has hindered me from saying a word of the fine open valley on the left1 of the little railway and of the last of the hills1 do you suppose it will permit me to discuss the sanctity of bridges8 ,if it did1 ,i think there is a little question on 'why should habit turn sacred8' which would somewhat confound and pose you1 and pose also1 for that matter1 every pedant that ever went blind and crook-backed over books1 or took ivory for horn4 ,and there is an end of it4 ,argue it with whom you will4 ,it is evening1 and ,i am at ,borgo 7for if many towns are called ,castel-,nuovo so are many called ,borgo in ,italy71 and ,i desire to be free of interruption while ,i eat and sleep and reflect upon the error of that march in that heat1 spoiling nearly thirty miles of road1 losing so many great and pleasurable emotions1 all for haste and from a neglect of the ,italian night4 ,and as ,i ate1 and before ,i slept1 ,i thought of that annotated ,guide ,book which is cried out for by all ,europe1 and which shall tell blunt truths4 ,look you out ',garfagnana1 district of1 ,valley of ,serchio' in the index4 ,you will be referred to p4 #bfg4 ,turn to p4 #bfg4 ,you will find there the phrase-- ',one can walk from the pretty little village of ,sillano1 nestling in its chestnut groves1 to the flourishing town of ,borgo on the new ,bagni railway in a day4' ,you will find a mark #a after that phrase4 ,it refers to a footnote4 ,glance 7or look7 at the bottom of the page and you will find3 #a ,but if one does one is a fool4 ,so ,i slept late and uneasily the insufficient sleep of men who have suffered1 and in that uneasy sleep ,i discovered this great truth3 that if in a southern summer you do not rest in the day the night will seem intolerably warm1 but that1 if you rest in the day1 you will find coolness and energy at evening4 ,the next morning with daylight ,i continued the road to ,lucca1 and of that also ,i will say nothing4 ,,lector4 ,why on earth did you write this book8 ,,auctor4 ,for my amusement4 ,,lector4 ,and why do you suppose ,i got it8 ,,auctor4 ,i cannot conceive444 however1 ,i will give up this much1 to tell you that at ,decimo the mystery of cypress trees first came into my adventure and pilgrimage3 of cypress trees which henceforward were to mark my ,tuscan road4 ,and ,i will tell you that there also ,i came across a thing peculiar 7,i suppose7 to the region of ,lucca1 for ,i saw it there as at ,decimo1 and also some miles beyond4 ,i mean fine mournful towers built thus3 ,in the first storey one arch1 in the second two1 in the third three1 and so on3 a very noble way of building4 ,and ,i will tell you something more4 ,i will tell you something no one has yet heard4 ,to wit1 why this place is called ,decimo1 and why just below it is another little spot called ,sexta4 ,,lector4444 ,,auctor4 ,i know what you are going to say6 ,do not say it4 ,you are going to say3 ',it is because they were at the sixth and tenth milestones from ,lucca on the ,roman road4' ,heaven help these scientists6 ,did you suppose that ,i thought it was called ,decimo because the people had ten toes8 ,tell me1 why is not every place ten miles out of a ,roman town called by such a name8 ,eh8 ,you are dumb4 ,you cannot answer4 ,like most moderns you have entirely missed the point4 ,we all know that there was a ,roman town at ,lucca1 because it was called ,luca1 and if there had been no ,roman town the modern town would not be spelt with two c's4 ,all ,roman towns had milestones beyond them4 ,but why did this tenth milestone from this ,roman town keep its name8 ,,lector4 ,i am indifferent4 ,,auctor4 ,i will tell you4 ,up in the tangle of the ,carrara mountains1 overhanging the ,garfagnana1 was a wild tribe1 whose name ,i forget 7unless it were the ,bruttii71 but which troubled the ,romans not a little1 defeating them horribly1 and keeping the legionaries in some anxiety for years4 ,so when the soldiers marched out north from ,luca about six miles1 they could halt and smile at each other1 and say ',at ,sextant444 that's all right4 ,all safe so far6' and therefore only a little village grew up at this little rest and emotion4 ,but as they got nearer the gates of the hills they began to be visibly perturbed1 and they would say3 ',the eighth mile6 cheer up6' ,then ',the ninth mile6 ,sanctissima ,madonna6 ,have you seen anything moving on the heights8' ,but when they got to the tenth milestone1 which stands before the very jaws of the defile1 then indeed they said with terrible emphasis1 ',ad ,decimam6' ,and there was no restraining them3 they would camp and entrench1 or die in the venture3 for they were ,romans and stern fellows1 and loved a good square camp and a ditch1 and sentries and a clear moon1 and plenty of sharp stakes1 and all the panoply of war4 ,that is the origin of ,decimo4 ,for all my early start1 the intolerable heat had again taken the ascendant before ,i had fairly entered the plain4 ,then1 it being yet but morning1 ,i entered from the north the town of ,lucca1 which is the neatest1 the regularest1 the exactest1 the most fly-in-amber little town in the world1 with its uncrowded streets1 its absurd fortifications1 and its contented silent houses--all like a family at ease and at rest under its high sun4 ,it is as sharp and trim as its own map1 and that map is as clear as a geometrical problem4 ,everything in ,lucca is good4 ,i went with a short shadow1 creeping when ,i could on the eastern side of the street to save the sunlight2 then ,i came to the main square1 and immediately on my left was the ,albergo di ,something-or-other1 a fine great hotel1 but most unfortunately right facing the blazing sky4 ,i had to stop outside it to count my money4 ,i counted it wrong and entered4 ,there ,i saw the master1 who talked ,french4 ',can you in an hour1' said ,i1 'give me a meal to my order1 then a bed1 though it is early day8' ,this absurd question ,i made less absurd by explaining to him my purpose4 ,how ,i was walking to ,rome and how1 being northern1 ,i was unaccustomed to such heat2 how1 therefore1 ,i had missed sleep1 and would find it necessary in future to walk mainly by night4 ,for ,i had now determined to fill the last few marches up in darkness1 and to sleep out the strong hours of the sun4 ,all this he understood2 ,i ordered such a meal as men give to beloved friends returned from wars4 ,i ordered a wine ,i had known long ago in the valley of the ,saone in the old time of peace before ever the ,greek came to the land4 ,while they cooked it ,i went to their cool and splendid cathedral to follow a late ,mass4 ,then ,i came home and ate their admirable food and drank the wine which the ,burgundians had trodden upon the hills of gold so many years before4 ,they showed me a regal kind of a room where a bed with great hangings invited repose4 ,all my days of marching1 the dirty inns1 the forests1 the nights abroad1 the cold1 the mists1 the sleeplessness1 the faintness1 the dust1 the dazzling sun1 the ,apennines--all my days came over me1 and there fell on me a peaceful weight1 as his two hundred years fell upon ,charlemagne in the tower of ,saragossa when the battle was done2 after he had curbed the valley of ,ebro and christened ,bramimonde4 ,so ,i slept deeply all day long2 and1 outside1 the glare made a silence upon the closed shutters1 save that little insects darted in the outer air4 ,when ,i woke it was evening4 ,so well had they used me that ,i paid what they asked1 and1 not knowing what money remained over1 ,i left their town by the southern gate1 crossed the railway and took the road4 ,my way lay under the flank of that mountain whereby the ,luccans cannot see ,pisa1 or the ,pisans cannot see ,lucca--it is all one to me1 ,i shall not live in either town1 ,god willing2 and if they are so eager to squint at one another1 in ,heaven's name1 cannot they be at the pains to walk round the end of the hill8 ,it is this laziness which is the ruin of many2 but not of pilgrims1 for here was ,i off to cross the plain of ,arno in one night1 and reach by morning the mouth and gate of that valley of the ,elsa1 which same is a very manifest proof of how ,rome was intended to be the end and centre of all roads1 the chief city of the world1 and the ,popes' residence--as1 indeed1 it plainly is to this day1 for all the world to deny at their peril1 spiritual1 geographical1 historical1 sociological1 economic1 and philosophical4 ,for if some such primeval and predestinarian quality were not inherent in the ,city1 how1 think you1 would the valley of the ,serchio--the hot1 droughty1 and baking ,garfagnana--lead down pointing straight to ,rome2 and how would that same line1 prolonged across the plain1 find fitting it exactly beyond that plain this vale of the ,elsa1 itself leading up directly towards ,rome8 ,i say1 nowhere in the world is such a coincidence observable1 and they that will not take it for a portent may go back to their rationalism and consort with microbes and make their meals off logarithms1 washed down with an exact distillation of the root of minus one2 and the peace of fools1 that is the deepest and most balmy of all1 be theirs for ever and ever4 ,here again you fall into errors as you read1 ever expecting something new2 for of that night's march there is nothing to tell1 save that it was cool1 full of mist1 and an easy matter after the royal entertainment and sleep of the princely ,albergo that dignifies ,lucca4 ,the villages were silent1 the moon soon left the sky1 and the stars could not show through the fog1 which deepened in the hours after midnight4 ,a map ,i had bought in ,lucca made the difficulties of the first part of the road 7though there were many cross-ways7 easy enough2 and the second part1 in midnight and the early hours1 was very plain sailing1 till--having crossed the main line and having1 at last1 very weary1 come up to the branch railway at a slant from the west and north1 ,i crossed that also under the full light--,i stood fairly in the ,elsa valley and on the highroad which follows the railway straight to ,siena4 ,that long march1 ,i say1 had been easy enough in the coolness and in the dark2 but ,i saw nothing2 my interior thoughts alone would have afforded matter for this part2 but of these if you have not had enough in near six hundred miles of travel1 you are a stouter fellow than ,i took you for4 ,though it was midsummer1 the light had come quickly4 ,long after sunrise the mist dispersed1 and the nature of the valley appeared4 ,it was in no way mountainous1 but easy1 pleasant1 and comfortable1 bounded by low1 rounded hills1 having upon them here and there a row of cypresses against the sky2 and it was populous with pleasant farms4 ,though the soil was baked and dry1 as indeed it is everywhere in this south1 yet little regular streams 7or canals7 irrigated it and nourished many trees--- but the deep grass of the north was wanting4 ,for an hour or more after sunrise ,i continued my way very briskly2 then what had been the warmth of the early sun turned into the violent heat of day1 and remembering ,merlin where he says that those who will walk by night must sleep by day1 and having in my mind the severe verses of ,james ,bayle1 sometime ,fellow of ,st ,anne's1 that 'in ,tuscan summers as a general rule1 the days are sultry but the nights are cool' 7he was no flamboyant poet2 he loved the quiet diction of the right wing of ,english poetry71 and imagining an owlish habit of sleeping by day could be acquired at once1 ,i lay down under a tree of a kind ,i had never seen2 and lulled under the pleasant fancy that this was a picture-tree drawn before the ,renaissance1 and that ,i was reclining in some background landscape of the fifteenth century 7for the scene was of that kind71 ,i fell asleep4 ,when ,i woke it was as though ,i had slept long2 but ,i doubted the feeling4 ,the young sun still low in the sky1 and the shadows not yet shortened1 puzzled me4 ,i looked at my watch1 but the dislocation of habit which night marches produce had left it unwound4 ,it marked a quarter to three1 which was absurd4 ,i took the road somewhat stiffly and wondering4 ,i passed several small white cottages2 there was no clock in them1 and their people were away4 ,at last in a ,trattoria1 as they served me with food1 a woman told me it was just after seven2 ,i had slept but an hour4 ,outside1 the day was intense2 already flies had begun to annoy the darkened room within4 ,through the half-curtained door the road was white in the sun1 and the railway ran just beyond4 ,i paid my reckoning1 and then1 partly for an amusement1 ,i ranged my remaining pence upon the table1 first in the shape of a ,maltese cross1 then in a circle 7interesting details674 ,the road lay white in the sunlight outside1 and the railway ran just beyond4 ,i counted the pence and the silver--there was three francs and a little over2 ,i remembered the imperial largesse at ,lucca1 the lordly spending of great sums1 where1 now in the pocket of an obsequious man1 the pounds were taking care of themselves4 ,i remembered how at ,como ,i had been compelled by poverty to enter the train for ,milan4 ,how little was three francs for the remaining twenty-five miles to ,siena6 ,the road lay white in the sunlight1 and the railway ran just beyond4 ,i remembered the pleasing cheque in the post-office of ,siena2 the banks of ,siena1 and the money changers at their counters changing money at the rate of change4 ',if one man1' thought ,i1 'may take five per cent discount on a sum of money in the exchange1 may not another man take discount off a walk of over seven hundred miles8 ,may he not cut off it1 as his due1 twenty-five miserable little miles in the train8' ,sleep coming over me after my meal increased the temptation4 ,alas6 how true is the great phrase of ,averroes 7or it may be ,boa-ed-din3 anyhow1 the ,arabic escapes me1 but the meaning is plain enough71 that when one has once fallen1 it is easy to fall again 7saving always heavy falls from cliffs and high towers1 for after these there is no more falling74444 ,examine the horse's knees before you buy him2 take no ticket-of-leave man into your house for charity2 touch no prospectus that has founders' shares1 and do not play with firearms or knives and never go near the water till you know how to swim4 ,oh6 blessed wisdom of the ages6 sole patrimony of the poor6 ,the road lay white in the sun1 and the railway ran just beyond4 ,if the people of ,milo did well to put up a statue in gold to the man that invented wheels1 so should we also put one up in ,portland stone or plaster to the man that invented rails1 whose property it is not only to increase the speed and ease of travel1 but also to bring on slumber as can no drug3 not even poppies gathered under a waning moon4 ,the rails have a rhythm of slight falls and rises444 they make a loud roar like a perpetual torrent2 they cover up the mind with a veil4 ,once only1 when a number of men were shouting ',,poggi-,,bon-,,si1' like a war-cry to the clank of bronze1 did ,i open my eyes sleepily to see a hill1 a castle wall1 many cypresses1 and a strange tower bulging out at the top 7such towers ,i learned were the feature of ,tuscany74 ,then in a moment1 as it seemed1 ,i awoke in the station of ,siena1 where the railway ends and goes no farther4 ,it was still only morning2 but the glare was beyond bearing as ,i passed through the enormous gate of the town1 a gate pierced in high and stupendous walls that are here guarded by lions4 ,in the narrow main street there was full shade1 and it was made cooler by the contrast of the blaze on the higher storeys of the northern side4 ,the wonders of ,siena kept sleep a moment from my mind4 ,i saw their great square where a tower of vast height marks the guildhall4 ,i heard ,mass in a chapel of their cathedral3 a chapel all frescoed1 and built1 as it were1 out of doors1 and right below the altar-end or choir4 ,i noted how the city stood like a queen of hills dominating all ,tuscany3 above the ,elsa northward1 southward above the province round ,mount ,amiato4 ,and this great mountain ,i saw also hazily far off on the horizon4 ,i suffered the vulgarities of the main street all in ,english and ,american1 like a show4 ,i took my money and changed it2 then1 having so passed not a full hour1 and oppressed by weariness1 ,i said to myself3 ',after all1 my business is not with cities1 and already ,i have seen far off the great hill whence one can see far off the hills that overhang ,rome4' ,with this in my mind ,i wandered out for a quiet place1 and found it in a desolate green to the north of the city1 near a huge1 old red-brick church like a barn4 ,a deep shadow beneath it invited me in spite of the scant and dusty grass1 and in this country no one disturbs the wanderer4 ,there1 lying down1 ,i slept without dreams till evening4 ,,auctor4 ,turn to page #id4 ,,lector4 ,i have it4 ,it is not easy to watch the book in two places at once2 but pray continue4 ,,auctor4 ,note the words from the eighth to the tenth lines4 ,,lector4 ,why8 ,,auctor4 ,they will make what follows seem less abrupt4 ,once there was a man dining by himself at the ,cafe ,anglais1 in the days when people went there4 ,it was a full night1 and he sat alone at a small table1 when there entered a very big man in a large fur coat4 ,the big man looked round annoyed1 because there was no room1 and the first man very courteously offered him a seat at his little table4 ,they sat down and ate and talked of several things2 among others1 of ,bureaucracy4 ,the first maintained that ,bureaucracy was the curse of ,france4 ',men are governed by it like sheep4 ,the administrator1 however humble1 is a despot2 most people will even run forward to meet him halfway1 like the servile dogs they are1' said he4 ',no1' answered the ,man in the ,big ,fur ,coat1 ',i should say men were governed just by the ordinary human sense of authority4 ,i have no theories4 ,i say they recognize authority and obey it4 ,whether it is bureaucratic or not is merely a question of form4' ,at this moment there came in a tall1 rather stiff ,englishman4 ,he also was put out at finding no room4 ,the two men saw the manager approach him2 a few words were passed1 and a card2 then the manager suddenly smiled1 bowed1 smirked1 and finally went up to the table and begged that the ,duke of ,sussex might be allowed to share it4 ,the ,duke hoped he did not incommode these gentlemen4 ,they assured him that1 on the contrary1 they esteemed his presence a favour4 ',it is our prerogative1' said the ,man in the ,big ,fur ,coat1 'to be the host ,paris entertaining her ,guest4' ,they would take no denial2 they insisted on the ,duke's dining with them1 and they told him what they had just been discussing4 ,the ,duke listened to their theories with some morgue1 much spleen1 and no little phlegm1 but with perfect courtesy1 and then1 towards the coffee1 told them in fluent ,french with a strong accent1 his own opinion4 7,he had had eight excellent courses2 ,yquem with his fish1 the best ,chambertin during the dinner1 and a glass of wonderful champagne with his dessert47 ,he spoke as follows1 with a slight and rather hard smile3 ',my opinion may seem to you impertinent1 but ,i believe nothing more subtly and powerfully affects men than the aristocratic feeling4 ,do not misunderstand me1' he added1 seeing that they would protest2 'it is not my own experience alone that guides me4 ,all history bears witness to the same truth4' ,the simple-minded ,frenchmen put down this infatuation to the ,duke's early training1 little knowing that our ,english men of rank are the simplest fellows in the world1 and are quite indifferent to their titles save in business matters4 ,the ,frenchmen paid the bill1 and they all three went on to the ,boulevard4 ',now1' said the first man to his two companions1 ',i will give you a practical example of what ,i meant when ,i said that ,bureaucracy governed mankind4' ,he went up to the wall of the ,credit ,lyonnais1 put the forefinger of either hand against it1 about twenty-five centimetres apart1 and at a level of about a foot above his eyes4 ,holding his fingers thus he gazed at them1 shifting them slightly from time to time and moving his glance from one to the other rapidly4 ,a crowd gathered4 ,in a few moments a pleasant elderly1 short1 and rather fat gentleman in the crowd came forward1 and1 taking off his hat1 asked if he could do anything for him4 ',why1' said our friend1 'the fact is ,i am an engineer 7section ,d of the ,public ,works ,department7 and ,i have to make an important measurement in connexion with the ,apothegm of the ,bilateral which runs to-night precisely through this spot4 ,my fingers now mark exactly the concentric of the secondary focus whence the ,radius ,vector should be drawn1 but ,i find that 7like a fool7 ,i have left my ,double ,refractor in the cafe hard by4 ,i dare not go for fear of losing the place ,i have marked2 yet ,i can get no further without my ,double ,refractor4' ',do not let that trouble you1' said the short1 stout stranger2 ',i will be delighted to keep the place exactly marked while you run for your instrument4' ,the crowd was now swelled to a considerable size2 it blocked up the pavement1 and was swelled every moment by the arrival of the curious4 ,the little fat elderly man put his fingers exactly where the other's had been1 effecting the exchange with a sharp gesture2 and each watched intently to see that it was right to within a millimetre4 ,the attitude was constrained4 ,the elderly man smiled1 and begged the engineer not to be alarmed4 ,so they left him with his two forefingers well above his head1 precisely twenty-five centimetres apart1 and pressing their tips against the wall of the ,credit ,lyonnais4 ,then the three friends slipped out of the crowd and pursued their way4 ',let us go to the theatre1' said the experimenter1 'and when we come back ,i warrant you will agree with my remarks on ,bureaucracy4' ,they went to hear the admirable marble lines of ,corneille4 ,for three hours they were absorbed by the classics1 and1 when they returned1 a crowd1 now enormous1 was surging all over the ,boulevard1 stopping the traffic and filled with a noise like the sea4 ,policemen were attacking it with the utmost energy1 but still it grew and eddied2 and in the centre--a little respectful space kept empty around him--still stretched the poor little fat elderly man1 a pitiable sight4 ,his knees were bent1 his head wagged and drooped with extreme fatigue1 he was the colour of old blotting-paper2 but still he kept the tips of his two forefingers exactly twenty-five centimetres apart1 well above his head1 and pressed against the wall of the ,credit ,lyonnais4 ',you will not match that with your aristocratic sentiment6' said the author of the scene in pardonable triumph4 ',i am not so sure1' answered the ,duke of ,sussex4 ,he pulled out his watch4 ',it is midnight1' he said1 'and ,i must be off2 but let me tell you before we part that you have paid for a most expensive dinner1 and have behaved all night with an extravagant deference under the impression that ,i was the ,duke of ,sussex4 ,as a fact my name is ,jerks1 and ,i am a commercial traveller in the linseed oil line2 and ,i wish you the best of good evenings4' ',wait a moment1' said the ,man in the ,big ,fur ,coat2 'my theory of the ,simple ,human ,sense of ,authority still holds4 ,i am a detective officer1 and you will both be good enough to follow me to the police station4' ,and so they did1 and the ,engineer was fined fifty francs in correctional1 and the ,duke of ,sussex was imprisoned for ten days1 with interdiction of domicile for six months2 the first indeed under the ,prefectorial ,decree of the #ahth of ,november #ahdc1 but the second under the law of the #abth germinal of the year ,,viii4 ,in this way ,i have got over between twenty and thirty miles of road which were tramped in the dark1 and the description of which would have plagued you worse than a swarm of hornets4 ,oh1 blessed interlude6 no struggling moon1 no mist1 no long-winded passages upon the genial earth1 no the sense of the night1 no marvels of the dawn1 no rhodomontade1 no religion1 no rhetoric1 no sleeping villages1 no silent towns 7there was one71 no rustle of trees--just a short story1 and there you have a whole march covered as though a brigade had swung down it4 ,a new day has come1 and the sun has risen over the detestable parched hillocks of this downward way4 ,no1 no1 ,lector6 ,do not blame me that ,tuscany should have passed beneath me unnoticed1 as the monotonous sea passes beneath a boat in full sail4 ,blame all those days of marching2 hundreds upon hundreds of miles that exhausted the powers of the mind4 ,blame the fiery and angry sky of ,etruria1 that compelled most of my way to be taken at night4 ,blame ,st ,augustine1 who misled me in his ,confessions by talking like an ,african of 'the icy shores of ,italy'2 or blame ,rome1 that now more and more drew me to ,herself as ,she approached from six to five1 from five to four1 from four to three--now ,she was but three days off4 ,the third sun after that ,i now saw rising would shine upon the ,city4 ,i did indeed go forward a little in the heat1 but it was useless4 ,after an hour ,i abandoned it4 ,it was not so much the sun1 though that was intemperate and deadly2 it was rather the inhuman aspect of the earth which made me despair4 ,it was as though the soil had been left imperfect and rough after some cataclysm2 it reminded me of those bad lands in the west of ,america1 where the desert has no form1 and where the crumbling and ashy look of things is more abhorrent than their mere desolation4 ,as soon march through evil dreams6 ,the north is the place for men4 ,eden was there2 and the four rivers of ,paradise are the ,seine1 the ,oise1 the ,thames1 and the ,arun2 there are grasses there1 and the trees are generous1 and the air is an unnoticed pleasure4 ,the waters brim up to the edges of the fields4 ,but for this bare ,tuscany ,i was never made4 ,how far ,i had gone ,i could not tell1 nor precisely how much farther ,san ,quirico1 the neighbouring town1 might be4 ,the imperfect map ,i had bought at ,siena was too minute to give me clear indications4 ,i was content to wait for evening1 and then to go on till ,i found it4 ,an hour or so in the shade of a row of parched and dusty bushes ,i lay and ate and drank my wine1 and smoked1 and then all day ,i slept1 and woke a while1 and slept again more deeply4 ,but how people sleep and wake1 if you do not yet know it after so much of this book you never will4 ,it was perhaps five o'clock1 or rather more1 when ,i rose unhappily and took up the ceaseless road4 ,even the goodness of the ,italian nature seemed parched up in those dry hollows4 ,at an inn where ,i ate they shouted at me1 thinking in that way to make me understand2 and their voices were as harsh as the grating of metal against stone4 ,a mile farther ,i crossed a lonely line of railway2 then my map told me where ,i was1 and ,i went wearily up an indefinite slope under the declining sun1 and thought it outrageous that only when the light had gone was there any tolerable air in this country4 ,soon the walls of ,san ,quirico1 partly ruinous1 stood above the fields 7for the smallest places here have walls72 as ,i entered its gate the sun set1 and as though the cool1 coming suddenly1 had a magic in it1 everything turned kinder4 ,a church that could wake interest stood at the entry of the town2 it had stone lions on its steps1 and the pillars were so carved as to resemble knotted ropes4 ,there for the first time ,i saw in procession one of those confraternities which in ,italy bury the dead2 they had long and dreadful hoods over their heads1 with slits for the eyes4 ,i spoke to the people of ,san ,quirico1 and they to me4 ,they were upstanding1 and very fine and noble in the lines of the face4 ,on their walls is set a marble tablet1 on which it is registered that the people of ,tuscany1 being asked whether they would have their hereditary ,duke or the ,house of ,savoy1 voted for the latter by such and such a great majority2 and this kind of tablet ,i afterwards found was common to all these small towns4 ,then passing down their long street ,i came1 at the farther gate1 to a great sight1 which the twilight still permitted me to receive in its entirety4 ,for ,san ,quirico is built on the edge of a kind of swell in the land1 and here where ,i stood one looked over the next great wave2 for the shape of the view was1 on a vast scale1 just what one sees from a lonely boat looking forward over a following sea4 ,the trough of the wave was a shallow purple valley1 its arid quality hidden by the kindly glimmer of evening2 few trees stood in it to break its sweep1 and its irregularities and mouldings were just those of a sweep of water after a gale4 ,the crest of the wave beyond was seventeen miles away4 ,it had1 as have also such crests at sea1 one highest1 toppling peak in its long line1 and this1 against the clear sky1 one could see to be marked by buildings4 ,these buildings were the ruined castle and walls of ,radicofani1 and it lay straight on my way to ,rome4 ,it is a strange thing1 arresting northern eyes1 to see towns thus built on summits up into the sky1 and this height seemed the more fantastic because it was framed4 ,a row of cypress trees stood on either side of the road where it fell from ,san ,quirico1 and1 exactly between these1 this high crest1 a long way off1 was set as though by design4 ,with more heart in me1 and tempted by such an outline as one might be by the prospect of adventure1 ,i set out to cross the great bare run of the valley4 ,as ,i went1 the mountain of ,amiato came more and more nearly abreast of me in the west2 in its foothills near me were ravines and unexpected rocks2 upon one of them hung a village4 ,i watched its church and one tall cypress next it1 as they stood black against the last of daylight4 ,then for miles ,i went on the dusty way1 and crossed by old bridges watercourses in which stood nothing but green pools2 and the night deepened4 ,it was when ,i had crossed the greater part of the obscure plain1 at its lowest dip and not far from the climb up to ,radicofani1 that ,i saw lights shining in a large farmhouse1 and though it was my business to walk by night1 yet ,i needed companionship1 so ,i went in4 ,there in a very large room1 floored with brick and lit by one candle1 were two fine old peasants1 with faces like apostles1 playing a game of cards4 ,there also was a woman playing with a strong boy child1 that could not yet talk3 and the child ran up to me4 ,nothing could persuade the master of the house but that ,i was a very poor man who needed sleep1 and so good and generous was this old man that my protests seemed to him nothing but the excuses and shame of poverty4 ,he asked me where ,i was going4 ,i said1 ',to ,rome4' ,he came out with a lantern to the stable1 and showed me there a manger full of hay1 indicating that ,i might sleep in it444 ,his candle flashed upon the great silent oxen standing in rows2 their enormous horns1 three times the length of what we know in ,england1 filled me with wonder444 ,well6 7may it count to me as gain671 rather than seem to offend him ,i lay down in that manger1 though ,i had no more desire to sleep than has the flittermouse in our ,sussex gloamings2 also ,i was careful to offer no money1 for that is brutality4 ,when he had left me ,i took the opportunity for a little rest1 and lay on my back in the hay wide-awake and staring at darkness4 ,the great oxen champed and champed their food with a regular sound2 ,i remembered the steerage in a liner1 the noise of the sea and the regular screw1 for this it exactly resembled4 ,i considered in the darkness the noble aspect of these beasts as ,i had seen them in the lantern light1 and ,i determined when ,i got to ,rome to buy two such horns1 and to bring them to ,england and have them mounted for drinking horns--great drinking horns1 a yard deep--and to get an engraver to engrave a motto for each4 ,on the first ,i would have-- ,king ,alfred was in ,wantage born ,he drank out of a ram's horn4 ,here is a better man than he1 ,who drinks deeper1 as you see4 ,thus my friends drinking out of it should lift up their hearts and no longer be oppressed with humility4 ,but on the second ,i determined for a rousing ,latin thing1 such as men shouted round camp fires in the year #hhh or thereabouts2 so1 the imagination fairly set going and taking wood-cock's flight1 snipe-fashion1 zigzag and devil-may-care- for-the-rules1 this seemed to suit me-- ,salve1 cornu cornuum6 ,cornutorum vis ,boum4 ,munus excellent ,deum6 ,gregis o praesidium6 ,sitis desiderium6 ,dignum cornuum cornu ,romae memor salve tu6 ,tibi cornuum cornuto-- ,,lector4 ,that means nothing4 ,,auctor4 ,shut up6 ,tibi cornuum cornuto ,tibi clamo1 te saluto ,salve cornu cornuum6 ,fortunatam da ,domunt6 ,and after this cogitation and musing ,i got up quietly1 so as not to offend the peasant3 and ,i crept out1 and so upwards on to the crest of the hill4 ,but when1 after several miles of climbing1 ,i neared the summit1 it was already beginning to be light4 ,the bareness and desert grey of the distance ,i had crossed stood revealed in a colourless dawn1 only the ,mont' ,amiata1 now somewhat to the northward1 was more gentle1 and softened the scene with distant woods4 ,between it and this height ran a vague river-bed as dry as the stones of a salt beach4 ,the sun rose as ,i passed under the ruined walls of the castle4 ,in the little town itself1 early as was the hour1 many people were stirring4 ,one gave me good-morning--a man of singular character1 for here1 in the very peep of day1 he was sitting on a doorstep1 idle1 lazy and contented1 as though it was full noon4 ,another was yoking oxen2 a third going out singing to work in the fields4 ,i did not linger in this crow's nest1 but going out by the low and aged southern gate1 another deeper valley1 even drier and more dead than the last1 appeared under the rising sun4 ,it was enough to make one despair6 ,and when ,i thought of the day's sleep in that wilderness1 of the next night's toil through it-- ,,lector4 ,what about the ,brigand of ,radicofani of whom you spoke in ,lorraine1 and of whom ,i am waiting to hear8 ,,auctor4 ,what about him8 ,why1 he was captured long ago1 and has since died of old age4 ,i am surprised at your interrupting me with such questions4 ,pray ask for no more tales till we get to the really absorbing story of the ,hungry ,student4 ,well1 as ,i was saying1 ,i was in some despair at the sight of that valley1 which had to be crossed before ,i could reach the town of ,acquapendente1 or ,hanging-water1 which ,i knew to lie somewhere on the hills beyond4 ,the sun was conquering me1 and ,i was looking hopelessly for a place to sleep1 when a cart drawn by two oxen at about one mile an hour came creaking by4 ,the driver was asleep1 his head on the shady side4 ,the devil tempted me1 and without one struggle against temptation1 nay with cynical and congratulatory feelings1 ,i jumped up behind1 and putting my head also on the shady side 7there were soft sacks for a bed7 ,i very soon was pleasantly asleep4 ,we lay side by side for hour after hour1 and the day rose on to noon2 the sun beat upon our feet1 but our heads were in the shade and we slept heavily a good and honest sleep3 he thinking that he was alone1 but ,i knowing that ,i was in company 7a far preferable thing71 and ,i was right and he was wrong4 ,and the heat grew1 and sleep came out of that hot sun more surely than it does out of the night air in the north4 ,but no dreams wander under the noon4 ,from time to time one or the other of us would open our eyes drowsily and wonder1 but sleep was heavy on us both1 and our minds were sunk in calm like old hulls in the dark depths of the sea where there are no storms4 ,we neither of us really woke until1 at the bottom of the hill which rises into ,acquapendente1 the oxen stopped4 ,this halt woke us up2 first me and then my companion4 ,he looked at me a moment and laughed4 ,he seemed to have thought all this while that ,i was some country friend of his who had taken a lift2 and ,i1 for my part1 had made more or less certain that he was a good fellow who would do me no harm4 ,i was right1 and he was wrong4 ,i knew not what offering to make him to compensate him for this trouble which his heavy oxen had taken4 ,after some thought ,i brought a cigar out of my pocket1 which he smoked with extreme pleasure4 ,the oxen meanwhile had been urged up the slow hill1 and it was in this way that we reached the famous town of ,acquapendente4 ,but why it should be called famous is more than ,i can understand4 ,it may be that in one of those narrow streets there is a picture or a church1 or one of those things which so attract unbelieving men4 ,to the pilgrim it is simply a group of houses4 ,into one of these ,i went1 and1 upon my soul1 ,i have nothing to say of it except that they furnished me with food4 ,i do not pretend to have counted the flies1 though they were numerous2 and1 even had ,i done so1 what interest would the number have1 save to the statisticians8 ,now as these are patient men and foolish1 ,i heartily recommend them to go and count the flies for themselves4 ,leaving this meal then1 this town and this people 7which were all of a humdrum sort71 and going out by the gate1 the left side of which is made up of a church1 ,i went a little way on the short road to ,san ,lorenzo1 but ,i had no intention of going far1 for 7as you know by this time7 the night had become my day and the day my night4 ,i found a stream running very sluggish between tall trees1 and this sight sufficiently reminded me of my own country to permit repose4 ,lying down there ,i slept till the end of the day1 or rather to that same time of evening which had now become my usual waking hour444 ,and now tell me1 ,lector1 shall ,i leave out altogether1 or shall ,i give you some description of1 the next few miles to ,san ,lorenzo8 ,,lector4 ,why1 if ,i were you ,i would put the matter shortly and simply1 for it is the business of one describing a pilgrimage or any other matter not to puff himself up with vain conceit1 nor to be always picking about for picturesque situations1 but to set down plainly and shortly what he has seen and heard1 describing the whole matter4 ,,auctor4 ,but remember1 ,lector1 that the artist is known not only by what he puts in but by what he leaves out4 ,,lector4 ,that is all very well for the artist1 but you have no business to meddle with such people4 ,,auctor4 ,how then would you write such a book if you had the writing of it8 ,,lector4 ,i would not introduce myself at all2 ,i would not tell stories at random1 nor go in for long descriptions of emotions1 which ,i am sure other men have felt as well as ,i4 ,i would be careful to visit those things my readers had already heard of 7,,auctor4 ,the pictures6 the remarkable pictures6 ,all that is meant by culture6 ,the brown photographs6 ,oh6 ,lector1 indeed ,i have done you a wrong671 and ,i would certainly not have the bad taste to say anything upon religion4 ,above all1 ,i would be terse4 ,,auctor4 ,i see4 ,you would not pile words one on the other1 qualifying1 exaggerating1 conditioning1 superlativing1 diminishing1 connecting1 amplifying1 condensing1 mouthing1 and glorifying the mere sound3 you would be terse4 ,you should be known for your self-restraint4 ,there should be no verbosity in your style 7,god forbid671 still less pomposity1 animosity1 curiosity1 or ferocity2 you would have it neat1 exact1 and scholarly1 and1 above all1 chiselled to the nail4 ,a fig 7say you71 the pip of a fig1 for the rambling style4 ,you would be led into no hilarity1 charity1 vulgarity1 or barbarity4 ,eh6 my jolly ,lector8 ,you would simply say what you had to say8 ,,lector4 ,precisely2 ,i would say a plain thing in a plain way4 ,,auctor4 ,so you think one can say a plain thing in a plain way8 ,you think that words mean nothing more than themselves1 and that you can talk without ellipsis1 and that customary phrases have not their connotations8 ,you think that1 do you8 ,listen then to the tale of ,mr ,benjamin ,franklin ,hard1 a kindly merchant of ,cincinnati1 ,o41 who had no particular religion1 but who had accumulated a fortune of six hundred thousand dollars1 and who had a horror of breaking the ,sabbath4 ,he was not 'a kind husband and a good father1' for he was unmarried2 nor had he any children4 ,but he was all that those words connote4 ,this man ,hard at the age of fifty-four retired from business1 and determined to treat himself to a visit to ,europe4 ,he had not been in ,europe five weeks before he ran bang up against the ,catholic ,church4 ,he was never more surprised in his life4 ,i do not mean that ,i have exactly weighed all his surprises all his life through4 ,i mean that he was very much surprised indeed--and that is all that these words connote4 ,he studied the ,catholic ,church with extreme interest4 ,he watched ,high ,mass at several places 7hoping it might be different74 ,he thought it was what it was not1 and then1 contrariwise1 he thought it was not what it was4 ,he talked to poor ,catholics1 rich ,catholics1 middle-class ,catholics1 and elusive1 wellborn1 penniless1 neatly dressed1 successful ,catholics2 also to pompous1 vain ,catholics2 humble1 uncertain ,catholics2 sneaking1 pad-footed ,catholics2 healthy1 howling1 combative ,catholics2 doubtful1 shoulder-shrugging1 but devout ,catholics2 fixed1 crabbed1 and dangerous ,catholics2 easy1 jovial1 and shone-upon-by-the-heavenly-light ,catholics2 subtle ,catholics2 strange ,catholics1 and 7quod tibi manifeste absurdum videtur7 intellectual1 pince-nez1 jejune1 twisted1 analytical1 yellow1 cranky1 and introspective ,catholics3 in fine1 he talked to all ,catholics4 ,and when ,i say 'all ,catholics' ,i do not mean that he talked to every individual ,catholic1 but that he got a good1 integrative grip of the ,church militant1 which is all that the words connote4 ,well1 this man ,hard got to know1 among others1 a certain good priest that loved a good bottle of wine1 a fine deep dish of poulet a la casserole1 and a kind of egg done with cream in a little platter2 and eating such things1 this priest said to him one day3 ',mr ,hard1 what you want is to read some books on ,catholicism4' ,and ,hard1 who was on the point of being received into the ,church as the final solution of human difficulties1 thought it would be a very good thing to instruct his mind before baptism4 ,so he gave the priest a note to a bookseller whom an ,american friend had told him of2 and this ,american friend had said3 ',you will find ,mr ,fingle 7for such was the bookseller's name7 a hard-headed1 honest1 business man4 ,he can say a plain thing in a plain way4' ',here1' said ,mr ,hard to the priest1 'is ten pounds4 ,send it to this bookseller ,fingle and he shall choose books on ,catholicism to that amount1 and you shall receive them1 and ,i will come and read them here with you4' ,so the priest sent the money1 and in four days the books came1 and ,mr ,hard and the priest opened the package1 and these were the books inside3 ,auricular ,confession3 a ,history4 ,by a ,brand ,saved from the ,burning4 ,isabella2 or1 ,the ,little ,female ,jesuit4 ,by ',hephzibah'4 ,elisha ,mac,nab3 a ,tale of the ,french ,huguenots4 ,england and ,rome4 ,by the ,rev4 ,ebenezer ,catchpole of ,emmanuel1 ,birmingham4 ,nuns and ,nunneries4 ,by ',ruth'1 with a ,preface by ,miss ,carran1 lately rescued from a ,canadian ,convent4 ,history of the ,inquisition4 ,by ,llorente4 ,the ,beast with ,seven ,heads2 or1 the ,apocalyptical ,warning4 ,no ,truce with the ,vatican4 ,the ,true ,cause of ,irish ,disaffection4 ,decline of the ,latin ,nations4 ,anglo-,saxons the ,chosen ,race1 and their connexion with the ,ten ,lost ,tribes3 with a map4 ,finally1 a very large book at the bottom of the case called ,giant ,pope4 ,and it was no use asking for the money back or protesting4 ,mr ,fingle was an honest1 straightforward man1 who said a plain thing in a plain way4 ,they had left him to choose a suitable collection of books on ,catholicism1 and he had chosen the best he knew4 ,and thus did ,mr ,hard 7who has recently given a hideous font to the new ,catholic church at ,bismarckville7 learn the importance of estimating what words connote4 ,,lector4 ,but all that does not excuse an intolerable prolixity8 ,,auctor4 ,neither did ,i say it did1 dear ,lector4 ,my object was merely to get you to ,san ,lorenzo where ,i bought that wine1 and where1 going out of the gate on the south1 ,i saw suddenly the wide lake of ,bolsena all below4 ,it is a great sheet like a sea2 but as one knows one is on a high plateau1 and as there is but a short dip down to it2 as it is round and has all about it a rim of low even hills1 therefore one knows it for an old and gigantic crater now full of pure water2 and there are islands in it and palaces on the islands4 ,indeed it was an impression of silence and recollection1 for the water lay all upturned to heaven1 and1 in the sky above me1 the moon at her quarter hung still pale in the daylight1 waiting for glory4 ,i sat on the coping of a wall1 drank a little of my wine1 ate a little bread and sausage2 but still song demanded some outlet in the cool evening1 and companionship was more of an appetite in me than landscape4 ,please ,god1 ,i had become southern and took beauty for granted4 ,anyhow1 seeing a little two-wheeled cart come through the gate1 harnessed to a ramshackle little pony1 bony and hard1 and driven by a little1 brown1 smiling1 and contented old fellow with black hair1 ,i made a sign to him and he stopped4 ,this time there was no temptation of the devil2 if anything the advance was from my side4 ,i was determined to ride1 and ,i sprang up beside the driver4 ,we raced down the hill1 clattering and banging and rattling like a piece of ordnance1 and he1 my brother1 unasked began to sing4 ,i sang in turn4 ,he sang of ,italy1 ,i of four countries3 ,america1 ,france1 ,england1 and ,ireland4 ,i could not understand his songs nor he mine1 but there was wine in common between us1 and salami and a merry heart1 bread which is the bond of all mankind1 and that prime solution of ill-ease--,i mean the forgetfulness of money4 ,that was a good drive1 an honest drive1 a human aspiring drive1 a drive of ,christians1 a glorifying and uplifted drive1 a drive worthy of remembrance for ever4 ,the moon has shone on but few like it though she is old2 the lake of ,bolsena has glittered beneath none like it since the ,etruscans here unbended after the solemnities of a triumph4 ,it broke my vow to pieces2 there was not a shadow of excuse for this use of wheels3 it was done openly and wantonly in the face of the wide sky for pleasure4 ,and what is there else but pleasure1 and to what else does beauty move on8 ,not ,i hope to contemplation6 ,a hideous oriental trick6 ,no1 but to loud notes and comradeship and the riot of galloping1 and laughter ringing through old trees4 ,who would change 7says ,aristippus of ,pslinthon7 the moon and all the stars for so much wine as can be held in the cup of a bottle upturned8 ,the honest man6 ,and in his time 7note you7 they did not make the devilish deep and fraudulent bottoms they do now that cheat you of half your liquor4 ,moreover if ,i broke my vows 7which is a serious matter71 and if ,i neglected to contemplate the heavens 7for which neglect ,i will confess to no one1 not even to a postulate sub-deacon2 it is no sin2 it is a healthy omission71 if 7,i say7 ,i did this1 ,i did what peasants do4 ,and what is more1 by drinking wine and eating pig we proved ourselves no ,mohammedans2 and on such as he is sure of1 ,st ,peter looks with a kindly eye4 ,now1 just at the very entry to ,bolsena1 when we had followed the lovely lake some time1 my driver halted and began to turn up a lane to a farm or villa2 so ,i1 bidding him good-night1 crossed a field and stood silent by the lake and watched for a long time the water breaking on a tiny shore1 and the pretty miniatures of waves4 ,i stood there till the stars came out and the moon shone fully2 then ,i went towards ,bolsena under its high gate which showed in the darkness1 and under its castle on the rock4 ,there1 in a large room which was not quite an inn1 a woman of great age and dignity served me with fried fish from the lake1 and the men gathered round me and attempted to tell me of the road to ,rome1 while ,i in exchange made out to them as much by gestures as by broken words the crossing of the ,alps and the ,apennines4 ,then1 after my meal1 one of the men told me ,i needed sleep2 that there were no rooms in that house 7as ,i said1 it was not an inn71 but that across the way he would show me one he had for hire4 ,i tried to say that my plan was to walk by night4 ,they all assured me he would charge me a reasonable sum4 ,i insisted that the day was too hot for walking4 ,they told me1 did these ,etruscans1 that ,i need fear no extortion from so honest a man4 ,certainly it is not easy to make everybody understand everything1 and ,i had had experience already up in the mountains1 days before1 of how important it is not to be misunderstood when one is wandering in a foreign country1 poor and ill-clad4 ,i therefore accepted the offer1 and1 what was really very much to my regret1 ,i paid the money he demanded4 ,i even so far fell in with the spirit of the thing as to sleep a certain number of hours 7for after all1 my sleep that day in the cart had been very broken1 and instead of resting throughout the whole of the heat ,i had taken a meal at ,acquapendente74 ,but ,i woke up not long after midnight--perhaps between one and two o'clock--and went out along the borders of the lake4 ,the moon had set2 ,i wish ,i could have seen her hanging at the quarter in the clear sky of that high crater1 dipping into the rim of its inland sea4 ,it was perceptibly cold4 ,i went on the road quite slowly1 till it began to climb1 and when the day broke ,i found myself in a sunken lane leading up to the town of ,montefiascone4 ,the town lay on its hill in the pale but growing light4 ,a great dome gave it dignity1 and a castle overlooked the lake4 ,it was built upon the very edge and lip of the volcano-cup commanding either side4 ,i climbed up this sunken lane towards it1 not knowing what might be beyond1 when1 at the crest1 there shone before me in the sunrise one of those unexpected and united landscapes which are among the glories of ,italy4 ,they have changed the very mind in a hundred northern painters1 when men travelled hither to ,rome to learn their art1 and coming in by her mountain roads saw1 time and again1 the set views of plains like gardens1 surrounded by sharp mountain-land and framed4 ,the road did not pass through the town2 the grand though crumbling gate of entry lay up a short straight way to the right1 and below1 where the road continued down the slope1 was a level of some eight miles full of trees diminishing in distance4 ,at its further side an ample mountain1 wooded1 of gentle flattened outline1 but high and majestic1 barred the way to ,rome4 ,it was yet another of those volcanoes1 fruitful after death1 which are the mark of ,latium3 and it held hidden1 as did that larger and more confused one on the rim of which ,i stood1 a lake in its silent crater4 ,but that lake1 as ,i was to find1 was far smaller than the glittering sea of ,bolsena1 whose shores now lay behind me4 ,the distance and the hill that bounded it should in that climate have stood clear in the pure air1 but it was yet so early that a thin haze hung over the earth1 and the sun had not yet controlled it3 it was even chilly4 ,i could not catch the towers of ,viterbo1 though ,i knew them to stand at the foot of the far mountain4 ,i went down the road1 and in half-an-hour or so was engaged upon the straight line crossing the plain4 ,i wondered a little how the road would lie with regard to the town1 and looked at my map for guidance1 but it told me little4 ,it was too general1 taking in all central ,italy1 and even large places were marked only by small circles4 ,when ,i approached ,viterbo ,i first saw an astonishing wall1 perpendicular to my road1 untouched1 the bones of the ,middle ,ages4 ,it stood up straight before one like a range of cliffs1 seeming much higher than it should2 its hundred feet or so were exaggerated by the severity of its stones and by their sheer fall4 ,for they had no ornament whatever1 and few marks of decay1 though many of age4 ,tall towers1 exactly square and equally bare of carving or machicolation1 stood at intervals along this forbidding defence and flanked its curtain4 ,then nearer by1 one saw that it was not a huge castle1 but the wall of a city1 for at a corner it went sharp round to contain the town1 and through one uneven place ,i saw houses4 ,many men were walking in the roads alongside these walls1 and there were gates pierced in them whereby the citizens went in and out of the city as bees go in and out of the little opening in a hive4 ,but my main road to ,rome did not go through ,viterbo1 it ran alongside of the eastern wall1 and ,i debated a little with myself whether ,i would go in or no4 ,it was out of my way1 and ,i had not entered ,montefiascone for that reason4 ,on the other hand1 ,viterbo was a famous place4 ,it is all very well to neglect ,florence and ,pisa because they are some miles off the straight way1 but ,viterbo right under one's hand it is a pity to miss4 ,then ,i needed wine and food for the later day in the mountain4 ,yet1 again1 it was getting hot4 ,it was past eight1 the mist had long ago receded1 and ,i feared delay4 ,so ,i mused on the white road under the tall towers and dead walls of ,viterbo1 and ruminated on an unimportant thing4 ,then curiosity did what reason could not do1 and ,i entered by a gate4 ,the streets were narrow1 tortuous1 and alive1 all shaded by the great houses1 and still full of the cold of the night4 ,the noise of fountains echoed in them1 and the high voices of women and the cries of sellers4 ,every house had in it something fantastic and peculiar2 humanity had twined into this place like a natural growth1 and the separate thoughts of men1 both those that were alive there and those dead before them1 had decorated it all4 ,there were courtyards with blinding whites of sunlit walls above1 themselves in shadow2 and there were many carvings and paintings over doors4 ,i had come into a great living place after the loneliness of the road4 ,there1 in the first wide street ,i could find1 ,i bought sausage and bread and a great bottle of wine1 and then quitting ,viterbo1 ,i left it by the same gate and took the road4 ,for a long while yet ,i continued under the walls1 noting in one place a thing peculiar to the ,middle ,ages1 ,i mean the apse of a church built right into the wall as the old ,cathedral of ,st ,stephen's was in ,paris4 ,these1 ,i suppose1 enemies respected if they could2 for ,i have noticed also that in castles the chapel is not hidden1 but stands out from the wall4 ,so be it4 ,your fathers and mine were there in the fighting1 but we do not know their names1 and ,i trust and hope yours spared the altars as carefully as mine did4 ,the road began to climb the hill1 and though the heat increased--for in ,italy long before nine it is glaring noon to us northerners 7and that reminds me3 your fathers and mine1 to whom allusion has been made above as they say in the dull history books--,,lector4 ,how many more interior brackets are we to have8 ,is this algebra8 ,,auctor4 ,you yourself1 ,lector1 are responsible for the worst4 your fathers and mine coming down into this country to fight1 as was their annual custom1 must have had a plaguy time of it1 when you think that they could not get across the ,alps till summer-time1 and then had to hack and hew1 and thrust and dig1 and slash and climb1 and charge and puff1 and blow and swear1 and parry and receive1 and aim and dodge1 and butt and run for their lives at the end1 under an unaccustomed sun4 ,no wonder they saw visions1 the dear people6 ,they are dead now1 and we do not even know their names47--,where was ,i8 ,,lector4 ,you were at the uninteresting remark that the heat was increasing4 ,,auctor4 ,precisely4 ,i remember4 ,well1 the heat was increasing1 but it seemed far more bearable than it had been in the earlier places2 in the oven of the ,garfagnana or in the deserts of ,siena4 ,for with the first slopes of the mountain a forest of great chestnut trees appeared1 and it was so cool under these that there was even moss1 as though ,i were back again in my own country where there are full rivers in summer-time1 deep meadows1 and all the completion of home4 ,also the height may have begun to tell on the air1 but not much1 for when the forest was behind me1 and when ,i had come to a bare heath sloping more gently upwards--a glacis in front of the topmost bulwark of the round mountain--- ,i was oppressed with thirst1 and though it was not too hot to sing 7for ,i sang1 and two lonely carabinieri passed me singing1 and we recognized as we saluted each other that the mountain was full of songs71 yet ,i longed for a bench1 a flagon1 and shade4 ,and as ,i longed1 a little house appeared1 and a woman in the shade sewing1 and an old man4 ,also a bench and a table1 and a tree over it4 ,there ,i sat down and drank white wine and water many times4 ,the woman charged me a halfpenny1 and the old man would not talk4 ,he did not take his old age garrulously4 ,it was his business1 not mine2 but ,i should dearly have liked to have talked to him in ,lingua ,franca1 and to have heard him on the story of his mountain3 where it was haunted1 by what1 and on which nights it was dangerous to be abroad4 ,such as it was1 there it was4 ,i left them1 and shall perhaps never see them again4 ,the road was interminable1 and the crest1 from which ,i promised myself the view of the crater-lake1 was always just before me1 and was never reached4 ,a little spring1 caught in a hollow log1 refreshed a meadow on the right4 ,drinking there again1 ,i wondered if ,i should go on or rest2 but ,i was full of antiquity1 and a memory in the blood1 or what not1 impelled me to see the lake in the crater before ,i went to sleep3 after a few hundred yards this obsession was satisfied4 ,i passed between two banks1 where the road had been worn down at the crest of the volcano's rim2 then at once1 far below1 in a circle of silent trees with here and there a vague shore of marshy land1 ,i saw the ,pond of ,venus3 some miles of brooding water1 darkened by the dark slopes around it4 ,its darkness recalled the dark time before the dawn of our saved and happy world4 ,at its hither end a hill1 that had once been a cone in the crater1 stood out all covered with a dense wood4 ,it was the ,hill of ,venus4 ,there was no temple1 nor no sacrifice1 nor no ritual for the ,divinity1 save this solemn attitude of perennial silence2 but under the influence which still remained and gave the place its savour1 it was impossible to believe that the gods were dead4 ,there were no men in that hollow2 nor was there any memory of men1 save of men dead these thousands of years4 ,there was no life of visible things4 ,the mind released itself and was in touch with whatever survives of conquered but immortal ,spirits4 ,thus ready for worship1 and in a mood of adoration2 filled also with the genius which inhabits its native place and is too subtle or too pure to suffer the effect of time1 ,i passed down the ridge-way of the mountain rim1 and came to the edge overlooking that arena whereon was first fought out and decided the chief destiny of the world4 ,for all below was the ,campagna4 ,names that are at the origin of things attached to every cleft and distant rock beyond the spreading level1 or sanctified the gleams of rivers4 ,there below me was ,veii2 beyond1 in the ,wall of the ,apennines1 only just escaped from clouds1 was ,tibur that dignified the ravine at the edge of their rising2 that crest to the right was ,tusculum1 and far to the south1 but clear1 on a mountain answering my own1 was the mother of the ,city1 ,alba ,longa4 ,the ,tiber1 a dense1 brown fog rolling over and concealing it1 was the god of the wide plain4 ,there and at that moment ,i should have seen the ,city4 ,i stood up on the bank and shaded my eyes1 straining to catch the dome at least in the sunlight2 but ,i could not1 for ,rome was hidden by the low ,sabinian hills4 ,soracte ,i saw there--,soracte1 of which ,i had read as a boy4 ,it stood up like an acropolis1 but it was a citadel for no city4 ,it stood alone1 like that soul which once haunted its recesses and prophesied the conquering advent of the northern kings4 ,i saw the fields where the tribes had lived that were the first enemies of the imperfect state1 before it gave its name to the fortunes of the ,latin race4 ,dark ,etruria lay behind me1 forgotten in the backward of my march3 a furnace and a riddle out of which religion came to the ,romans--a place that has left no language4 ,but below me1 sunlit and easy 7as it seemed in the cooler air of that summit71 was the arena upon which were first fought out the chief destinies of the world4 ,and ,i still looked down upon it1 wondering4 ,was it in so small a space that all the legends of one's childhood were acted8 ,was the defence of the bridge against so neighbouring and petty an alliance8 ,were they peasants of a group of huts that handed down the great inheritance of discipline1 and made an iron channel whereby1 even to us1 the antique virtues could descend as a living memory8 ,it must be so2 for the villages and ruins in one landscape comprised all the first generations of the history of ,rome4 ,the stones we admire1 the large spirit of the last expression came from that rough village and sprang from the broils of that one plain2 ,rome was most vigorous before it could speak4 ,so a man's verse1 and all he has1 are but the last outward appearance1 late and already rigid1 of an earlier1 more plastic1 and diviner fire4 ',upon this arena1' ,i still said to myself1 'were first fought out the chief destinies of the world'2 and so1 played upon by an unending theme1 ,i ate and drank in a reverie1 still wondering1 and then lay down beneath the shade of a little tree that stood alone upon that edge of a new world4 ,and wondering1 ,i fell asleep under the morning sun4 ,but this sleep was not like the earlier oblivions that had refreshed my ceaseless journey1 for ,i still dreamt as ,i slept of what ,i was to see1 and visions of action without thought--pageants and mysteries--surrounded my spirit2 and across the darkness of a mind remote from the senses there passed whatever is wrapped up in the great name of ,rome4 ,when ,i woke the evening had come4 ,a haze had gathered upon the plain4 ,the road fell into ,ronciglione1 and dreams surrounded it upon every side4 ,for the energy of the body those hours of rest had made a fresh and enduring vigour2 for the soul no rest was needed4 ,it had attained1 at least for the next hour1 a vigour that demanded only the physical capacity of endurance2 an eagerness worthy of such great occasions found a marching vigour for its servant4 ,in ,ronciglione ,i saw the things that ,turner drew2 ,i mean the rocks from which a river springs1 and houses all massed together1 giving the steep a kind of crown4 ,this also accompanied that picture1 the soft light which mourns the sun and lends half-colours to the world4 ,it was cool1 and the opportunity beckoned4 ,i ate and drank1 asking every one questions of ,rome1 and ,i passed under their great gate and pursued the road to the plain4 ,in the mist1 as it rose1 there rose also a passion to achieve4 ,all the night long1 mile after mile1 ,i hurried along the ,cassian ,way4 ,for five days ,i had slept through the heat1 and the southern night had become my daytime2 and though the mist was dense1 and though the moon1 now past her quarter1 only made a vague place in heaven1 yet expectation and fancy took more than the place of sight4 ,in this fog ,i felt with every step of the night march the approach to the goal4 ,long past the place ,i had marked as a halt1 long past ,sette ,vene1 a light blurred upon the white wreaths of vapour2 distant songs and the noise of men feasting ended what had been for many1 many hours--for more than twenty miles of pressing forward--an exaltation worthy of the influence that bred it4 ,then came on me again1 after the full march1 a necessity for food and for repose4 ,but these things1 which have been the matter of so much in this book1 now seemed subservient only to the reaching of an end2 they were left aside in the mind4 ,it was an inn with trellis outside making an arbour4 ,in the yard before it many peasants sat at table2 their beasts and waggons stood in the roadway1 though1 at this late hour1 men were feeding some and housing others4 ,within1 fifty men or more were making a meal or a carousal4 ,what feast or what necessity of travel made them keep the night alive ,i neither knew nor asked2 but passing almost unobserved amongst them between the long tables1 ,i took my place at the end1 and the master served me with good food and wine4 ,as ,i ate the clamour of the peasants sounded about me1 and ,i mixed with the energy of numbers4 ,with a little difficulty ,i made the master understand that ,i wished to sleep till dawn4 ,he led me out to a small granary 7for the house was full71 and showed me where ,i should sleep in the scented hay4 ,he would take no money for such a lodging1 and left me after showing me how the door latched and unfastened2 and out of so many men1 he was the last man whom ,i thanked for a service until ,i passed the gates of ,rome4 ,above the soft bed which the hay made1 a square window1 unglazed1 gave upon the southern night2 the mist hardly drifted in or past it1 so still was the air4 ,i watched it for a while drowsily2 then sleep again fell on me4 ,but as ,i slept1 ,rome1 ,rome still beckoned me1 and ,i woke in a struggling light as though at a voice calling1 and slipping out ,i could not but go on to the end4 ,the small square paving of the ,via ,cassia1 all even like a palace floor1 rang under my steps4 ,the parched banks and strips of dry fields showed through the fog 7for its dampness did not cure the arid soil of the ,campagna74 ,the sun rose and the vapour lifted4 ,then1 indeed1 ,i peered through the thick air--but still ,i could see nothing of my goal1 only confused folds of brown earth and burnt-up grasses1 and farther off rare and un-northern trees4 ,i passed an old tower of the ,middle ,ages that was eaten away at its base by time or the quarrying of men2 ,i passed a divergent way on the right where a wooden sign said ',the ,triumphal ,way'1 and ,i wondered whether it could be the road where ritual had once ordained that triumphs should go4 ,it seemed lonely and lost1 and divorced from any approach to sacred hills4 ,the road fell into a hollow where soldiers were manoeuvring4 ,even these could not arrest an attention that was fixed upon the approaching revelation4 ,the road climbed a little slope where a branch went off to the left1 and where there was a house and an arbour under vines4 ,it was now warm day2 trees of great height stood shading the sun2 the place had taken on an appearance of wealth and care4 ,the mist had gone before ,i reached the summit of the rise4 ,there1 from the summit1 between the high villa walls on either side--at my very feet ,i saw the ,city4 ,and now all you people whatsoever that are presently reading1 may have read1 or shall in the future read1 this my many-sided but now-ending book2 all you also that in the mysterious designs of ,providence may not be fated to read it for some very long time to come2 you then ,i say1 entire1 englobed1 and universal race of men both in gross and regardant1 not only living and seeing the sunlight1 but dead also under the earth2 shades1 or to come in procession afterwards out of the dark places into the day for a little1 swarms of you1 an army without end2 all you black and white1 red1 yellow and brown1 men1 women1 children and poets--all of you1 wherever you are now1 or have been1 or shall be in your myriads and deka myriads and hendeka myriads1 the time has come when ,i must bid you farewell-- ,ludisti satis1 edisti satis1 atque bibisti2 ,tempus abire tibi est4444 ,only ,lector ,i keep by me for a very little while longer with a special purpose1 but even he must soon leave me2 for all good things come to an end1 and this book is coming to an end--has come to an end4 ,the leaves fall1 and they are renewed2 the sun sets on the ,vexin hills1 but he rises again over the woods of ,marly4 ,human companionship once broken can never be restored1 and you and ,i shall not meet or understand each other again4 ,it is so of all the poor links whereby we try to bridge the impassable gulf between soul and soul4 ,oh6 we spin something1 ,i know1 but it is very gossamer1 thin and strained1 and even if it does not snap time will at last dissolve it4 ,indeed1 there is a song on it which you should know1 and which runs-- ,bar of music ,so my little human race1 both you that have read this book and you that have not1 good-bye in charity4 ,i loved you all as ,i wrote4 ,did you all love me as much as ,i have loved you1 by the black stone of ,rennes ,i should be rich by now4 ,indeed1 indeed1 ,i have loved you all6 ,you1 the workers1 all puffed up and dyspeptic and ready for the asylums2 and you1 the good-for-nothing lazy drones2 you1 the strong silent men1 who have heads quite empty1 like gourds2 and you also1 the frivolous1 useless men that chatter and gabble to no purpose all day long4 ,even you1 that1 having begun to read this book1 could get no further than page #dg1 and especially you who have read it manfully in spite of the flesh1 ,i love you all1 and give you here and now my final1 complete1 full1 absolving1 and comfortable benediction4 ,to tell the truth1 ,i have noticed one little fault about you4 ,i will not call it fatuous1 inane1 and exasperating vanity or self- absorption2 ,i will put it in the form of a parable4 ,sit you round attentively and listen1 dispersing yourselves all in order1 and do not crowd or jostle4 ,once1 before we humans became the good and self-respecting people we are1 the ,padre ,eterno was sitting in heaven with ,st ,michael beside him1 and ,he watched the abyss from ,his great throne1 and saw shining in the void one far point of light amid some seventeen million others1 and ,he said3 ',what is that8' ,and ,st ,michael answered3 ',that is the ,earth1' for he felt some pride in it4 ',the ,earth8' said the ,padre ,eterno1 a little puzzled444 ',the ,earth8 4448444 ,i do not remember very exactly444' ',why1' answered ,st ,michael1 with as much reverence as his annoyance could command1 'surely you must recollect the ,earth and all the pother there was in heaven when it was first suggested to create it1 and all about ,lucifer--' ',ah6' said the ,padre ,eterno1 thinking twice1 'yes4 ,it is attached to ,sirius1 and--' ',no1 no1' said ,st ,michael1 quite visibly put out4 ',it is the ,earth4 ,the ,earth which has that changing moon and the thing called the sea4' ',of course1 of course1' answered the ,padre ,eterno quickly1 ',i said ,sirius by a slip of the tongue4 ,dear me6 ,so that is the ,earth6 ,well1 well6 ,it is years ago now444 ,michael1 what are those little things swarming up and down all over it8' ',those1' said ,st ,michael1 'are ,men4' ',men8' said the ,padre ,eterno1 ',men444 ,i know the word as well as any one1 but somehow the connexion escapes me4 ,men444' and ,he mused4 ,st ,michael1 with perfect self-restraint1 said a few things a trifle staccato1 defining ,man1 his dual destiny1 his hope of heaven1 and all the great business in which he himself had fought hard4 ,but from a fine military tradition1 he said nothing of his actions1 nor even of his shrine in ,normandy1 of which he is naturally extremely proud3 and well he may be4 ,what a hill6 ',i really beg your pardon1' said the ,padre ,eterno1 when he saw the importance attached to these little creatures4 ',i am sure they are worthy of the very fullest attention1 and' 7he added1 for he was sorry to have offended7 'how sensible they seem1 ,michael6 ,there they go1 buying and selling1 and sailing1 driving1 and wiving1 and riding1 and dancing1 and singing1 and the rest of it2 indeed1 they are most practical1 business-like1 and satisfactory little beings4 ,but ,i notice one odd thing4 ,here and there are some not doing as the rest1 or attending to their business1 but throwing themselves into all manner of attitudes1 making the most extraordinary sounds1 and clothing themselves in the quaintest of garments4 ,what is the meaning of that8' ',sire6' cried ,st ,michael1 in a voice that shook the architraves of heaven1 'they are worshipping ,you6' ',oh6 they are worshipping me6 ,well1 that is the most sensible thing ,i have heard of them yet1 and ,i altogether commend them4 ,continuez1' said the ,padre ,eterno1 'continuez6' ,and since then all has been well with the world2 at least where ,us continuent4 ,and so1 carissimi1 multitudes1 all of you good-bye2 the day has long dawned on the ,via ,cassia1 this dense mist has risen1 the city is before me1 and ,i am on the threshold of a great experience2 ,i would rather be alone4 ,good-bye my readers2 good-bye the world4 ,at the foot of the hill ,i prepared to enter the city1 and ,i lifted up my heart4 ,there was an open space2 a tramway3 a tram upon it about to be drawn by two lean and tired horses whom in the heat many flies disturbed4 ,there was dust on everything around4 ,a bridge was immediately in front4 ,it was adorned with statues in soft stone1 half-eaten away1 but still gesticulating in corruption1 after the manner of the seventeenth century4 ,beneath the bridge there tumbled and swelled and ran fast a great confusion of yellow water3 it was the ,tiber4 ,far on the right were white barracks of huge and of hideous appearance2 over these the ,dome of ,st ,peter's rose and looked like something newly built4 ,it was of a delicate blue1 but made a metallic contrast against the sky4 ,then 7along a road perfectly straight and bounded by factories1 mean houses and distempered walls3 a road littered with many scraps of paper1 bones1 dirt1 and refuse7 ,i went on for several hundred yards1 having the old wall of ,rome before me all this time1 till ,i came right under it at last2 and with the hesitation that befits all great actions ,i entered1 putting the right foot first lest ,i should bring further misfortune upon that capital of all our fortunes4 ,and so the journey ended4 ,it was the ,gate of the ,poplar--not of the ,people4 7,ho1 ,pedant6 ,did you think ,i missed you1 hiding and lurking there87 ,many churches were to hand2 ,i took the most immediate1 which stood just within the wall and was called ,our ,lady of the ,people--7not 'of the ,poplar'4 ,another fall for the learned6 ,professor1 things go ill with you to-day674 ,inside were many fine pictures1 not in the niminy-piminy manner1 but strong1 full-coloured1 and just4 ,to my chagrin1 ,mass was ending4 ,i approached a priest and said to him3 ',pater1 quando vel a quella hora e la prossimma ,missa8' ',ad nonas1' said he4 ',pol6 ,hercle6' 7thought ,i71 ',i have yet twenty minutes to wait6 ,well1 as a pilgrimage cannot be said to be over till the first ,mass is heard in ,rome1 ,i have twenty minutes to add to my book4' ,so1 passing an ,egyptian obelisk which the great ,augustus had nobly dedicated to the ,sun1 ,i entered4444 ,,lector4 ,but do you intend to tell us nothing of ,rome8 ,,auctor4 ,nothing1 dear ,lector4 ,,lector4 ,tell me at least one thing2 did you see the ,coliseum8 ,,auctor4444 ,i entered a cafe at the right hand of a very long1 straight street1 called for bread1 coffee1 and brandy1 and contemplating my books and worshipping my staff that had been friends of mine so long1 and friends like all true friends inanimate1 ,i spent the few minutes remaining to my happy1 common1 unshriven1 exterior1 and natural life1 in writing down this ,,loud ,,and ,,final ,,song ,,dithyrambic ,,epithalamium ,,or ,,threnody ,in these boots1 and with this staff ,two hundred leaguers and a half-- 7,that means1 two and a half hundred leagues4 ,you follow8 ,not two hundred and one half league4444 ,well--7 ,two hundred leaguers and a half ,walked ,i1 went ,i1 paced ,i1 tripped ,i1 ,marched ,i1 held ,i1 skelped ,i1 slipped ,i1 ,pushed ,i1 panted1 swung and dashed ,i2 ,picked ,i1 forded1 swam and splashed ,i1 ,strolled ,i1 climbed ,i1 crawled and scrambled1 ,dropped and dipped ,i1 ranged and rambled2 ,plodded ,i1 hobbled ,i1 trudged and tramped ,i1 ,and in lonely spinnies camped ,i1 ,and in haunted pinewoods slept ,i1 ,lingered1 loitered1 limped and crept ,i1 ,clambered1 halted1 stepped and leapt ,i2 ,slowly sauntered1 roundly strode ,i1 ,and444 7,oh6 ,patron saints and ,angels ,that protect the four evangels6 ,and you ,prophets vel majores ,vel incerti1 vel minores1 ,virgines ac confessores ,chief of whose peculiar glories ,est in ,aula ,regis stare ,atque orare et exorare ,et clamare et conclamare ,clamantes cum clamoribus ,pro nobis peccatoribus47 ,let me not conceal it444 ,rode ,i4 7,for who but critics could complain ,of 'riding' in a railway train87 ,across the valleys and the high-land1 ,with all the world on either hand4 ,drinking when ,i had a mind to1 ,singing when ,i felt inclined to2 ,nor ever turned my face to home ,till ,i had slaked my heart at ,rome4 ,,the ,,end ,,again ,,lector4 ,but this is dogg-- ,,auctor4 ,not a word6 ,,finis