,! ,works ( ! ,rev4 ,john ,wesley1 ,m4,a4 ,transcrib]'s ,notes ,punctuation has be5 /&>diz$4 ,mo/ ( ! non-common abbreviations us$ to save space 9 pr9t+ h be5 exp&$ to ! non-abbreviat$ =m = easi] read+4 ,! au?or has us$ an a/]isk 7997 to indicate passages he consid]s mo/ wor?y ( att5tion4 ,! text may %[ quotations )9 quotations1 all set (f by simil> quote m>ks4 ,! inn] quotations h be5 *ang$ to alt]nate quote m>ks = improv$ readability4 ,*>act]s 9 small caps h be5 replac$ by all caps4 ,non-pr9table *>act]i/ics h be5 giv5 ! foll[+ ,italic text3 -- text emphasiz$ text )9 italics -- text ,?is book 0 writt5 9 a p]iod :5 _m words _h n become /&>diz$ 9 _! spell+4 ,words may h multiple spell+ v>iations or inconsi/5t hyph5ation 9 ! text4 ,^! h be5 left un*ang$ unless indicat$ ) a ,transcrib]'s ,note4 ,! symbol #8' indicates ! description 9 p>5!sis has be5 add$ to an illu/ration4 ,?is may be ne$$ if !re is no caption or if ! caption does n describe ! image adequately4 ,footnotes are id5tifi$ 9 ! text ) a sup]script numb] & are %[n imm$iately bel[ ! p>agraph 9 :i* !y appe>4 ,transcrib]'s ,notes are us$ :5 mak+ corrections to ! text or to provide additional in=mation = ! mod]n read]4 ,^! notes are id5tifi$ by symbols 9 ! text & are %[n imm$iately bel[ ! p>agraph 9 :i* !y appe>4 ,,! ,,works ,,( ,,! ,rev4 ,,john ,,wesley1 ,m4,a4 ,late ,fell[ ( ,l9coln-,college1 ,,ox=d4 ,,volume ,x4 ,,bri/ol3 ,pr9t$ by ,,william ,,p9e1 9 ,w9e-,/reet4 ,,mdcclxxii4 ,,! ,,cont5ts ,( ! ,,t5? ,,volume4 ,s]i\s ?\ghts occasion$ by ! late ,e>?quake at ,lisbon4 ,a ,collection ( ,=ms ( ,pray] = e ,day 9 ! week4 ,a ,collection ( ,pray]s = ,families4 ,an ,address to ! ,cl]gy4 ,a %ort ,acc\nt ( ! ,dea? ( ,?omas ,hit*5s4 ,a %ort ,acc\nt ( ! ,dea? ( ,samuel ,hit*5s4 ,a %ort ,acc\nt ( ! ,life & ,dea? ( ,na?anael ,o!n4 ,"s ,acc\nt ( ! ,life & ,dea? ( ,mat!w ,lee4 ,extract ( ! ,life & ,dea? ( ,mr4 ,john ,janeway4 ,extract ( ! ,life & ,dea? ( ,mr4 ,?omas ,haliburton4 ,illu/ration3 7 decoration7 ,,s]i\s ,,?\ghts ,occasion$ by ! late ,e>?quake at ,,lisbon4 ,tua res agitur1 p>ies quum proximus ardet4 ,,?9k+ m5 g5]ally all[ t ! great] "p ( mod]n ,*ri/ians are n m virtu\s ?an ! anti5t ,hea!ns3 p]haps less s2 s9ce public _s1 love ( our c\ntry1 g5]\s hone/y & simple tru?1 are sc>ce any :]e to be f\nd4 ,on ! contr>y1 covet\sness1 ambition1 v>i\s inju/ice1 luxury & fal%ood 9 e k9d1 h infect$ e rank & d5om9ation ( p1 ! cl]gy !mselves n except$4 ,n[ !y :o believe !re is a ,god are apt to believe1 he is n well pleas$ ) ?is4 ,nay1 !y ?9k1 he has intimat$ x v pla9ly1 9 _m p>ts ( ! ,*ri/ian _w4 ,h[ _m hundr$ ?\s& m5 h be5 swept away by w>1 9 ,europe only1 )9 half a c5tury8 ,h[ _m ?\s&s1 )9 little m ?an ?is1 ha? ! e>? op5$ h] m\? & swall[$ up8 ,numb]s sunk at ,port-,royal1 & rose no m4 ,_m ?\s&s w5t quick into ! pit at ,lima4 ,! :ole city ( ,catanea 9 ,sicily1 & e inhabitant ( x p]i%$ toge!r4 ,no?+ b heaps ( a%es & c9d]s %ew :]e x /ood4 ,n s mu* z "o ,lot escap$ out ( ,sodom6 ,& :at %all we say ( ! late acc\nts f ,portugal8 ,t "s ?\s& h\ses1 & _m ?\s& p]sons are no m6 ,t a fair city is n[ 9 ru9\s heaps4 ,is !re inde$ a ,god t judges ! _w8 ,& is he n[ mak+ inquisition = blood8 ,if s1 x is n surpriz+1 he %\ld beg9 !re1 :]e s mu* blood has be5 p\r$ on ! gr\nd l wat]8 ,:]e s _m brave m5 h be5 murd]$1 9 ! mo/ base & c[>dly1 z well z b>b>\s mann]1 almo/ e day1 z well z e night1 :ile none reg>d$ or laid x to ! he>t4 8,let !m hunt & de/roy ! preci\s life1 s we may secure our /ores ( gold & preci\s /ones40 ,h[ long has _! blood be5 cry+ f ! e>?8 ,yea1 h[ long has t bloody h\se ( m]cy1 ! sc&al n only ( all religion1 b ev5 ( human nature1 /ood to insult bo? heav5 & e>?8 ,& %all ,i n visit = ^! ?+s1 sai? ! ,"l8 ,%all n my s\l be av5g$ ( su* a city z ?is8 ,m]*ants :o h liv$ 9 ,portugal in=m u1 t ! k+ _h a l>ge build+ fill$ ) diamonds3 & m gold /or$ up1 co9$ & unco9$1 ?an all ! o!r pr9ces ( ,europe toge!r4 ,! title :i* ! ,inquisition ( ,portugal 7if n 9 o!r c\ntries also7 takes to itself4 ,x has be5 ! op9ion ( _m1 t ev5 ?is nation has n be5 )\t "s m>ks ( ,god's displeasure4 ,has n w> be5 let loose ev5 )9 our own l&1 s t ,london itself felt ! al>m8 ,has n a pe/il5tial sickness brok5 9 ^u our cattle1 & 9 _m p>ts1 left n "o ( !m alive8 ,& al?\gh ! e>? does n yet op5 9 ,engl& or ,irel&1 has x n %ook1 & reel$ to & fro l a drunk5 man8 ,& t n 9 "o or two places only1 b almo/ f "o end ( ! k+dom to ! o!r8 ,p]haps "o might ask1 ,0 !re no?+ uncommon1 no?+ m ?an is usual at ?is season ( ! ye>1 9 ! ra9s1 ! hail1 ! w9ds1 ! ?und] & lightn+1 :i* we h lately he>d & se58 ,p>ticul>ly1 9 ! /orm :i* 0 ! same day & h\r1 t !y 7 play+ (f ,macbe?'s ?und] & lightn+ at ! !atre4 ,"o w\ld almo/ ?9k !y design$ ?is 7inasmu* z ! ent]ta9m5t cont9u$1 not)/&+ all ! artill]y ( heav57 z a =mal answ] to t "q1 8,can/ ?\ ?und] ) an arm l him80 ,:at %all we say to ! affair ( ,:itson ,cliffs8 ,( :i* 7 x n = ! unp>allel$ /upidity ( ! ,engli%1 all ,engl& w\ld h rang long ago1 f "o sea to ano!r4 ,& yet sev5 miles f ! place1 !y knew little m ( x 9 ,may la/1 ?an if x _h happ5$ 9 ,*9a or ,japan4 8,:i/on0 replac$ ) 8,:itson0 p] ,errata ,! fact 7( ! tru? ( :i* any :o w be at ! pa9s ( enquir+1 may soon be satisfi$7 is ?is4 ,on ,tuesday1 ,m>* #be? la/1 be+ ! week be=e ,ea/]1 _m p]sons he>d a great noise ne> a ridge ( m\nta9s call$ ,black ,hamilton 9 ,york%ire4 ,x 0 obs]v$ *iefly on ! s\? we/ side ( ! m\nta91 ab\t a mile f ! c\rse :]e ! ,hamilton races are run1 ne> a l$ge ( rocks1 commonly call$ ,:itson ,cliffs1 two miles f ,sutton1 & ab\t five f ,?irsk4 ,! same noise 0 he>d on ,w$nesday by all :o w5t t way4 ,on ,?ursday1 ab\t sev5 9 ! morn+1 ,edw>d ,abbot1 weav]1 & ,adam ,bosomwor?1 blea*]1 bo? ( ,sutton1 rid+ "u ,:itson ,cliffs1 he>d a ro>+ 7s !y t]m$ x7 l _m cannons1 or l\d & roll+ ?und]4 ,x seem$ to come f ! cliffs3 look+ up to :i*1 !y saw a l>ge body ( /one1 f\r or five y>ds broad1 split & fly (f f ! v top ( ! rock4 ,!y ?\ght x /range1 b rode on4 ,betwe5 t5 & elev51 a l>g] piece ( ! rock1 ab\t fifte5 y>ds ?ick1 ?irty high1 & betwe5 sixty & sev5ty broad1 0 torn (f & ?r[n into ! valley4 ,ab\t sev5 9 ! ev5+1 "o :o 0 rid+ by1 obs]v$ ! gr\nd to %ake exce$+ly1 & soon aft] sev]al l>ge /ones or rocks ( "s tons weight ea*1 rose out ( ! gr\nd4 ,o!rs 7 ?r[n on "o side1 o!rs turn$ upside d[n1 & _m roll$ ov] & ov]4 ,be+ a little surpriz$1 & n v curi\s1 he ha/$ on 8 way4 ,on ,friday & ,saturday ! gr\nd cont9u$ to %ake1 & ! rocks to roll ov] "o ano!r4 ,! e>? also clave asund] 9 v _m places1 & cont9u$ s to d till ,sunday morn+4 ,be+ at ,osmo!rly1 sev5 miles f ! cliffs1 on ,monday1 ,june #a1 & f9d+ ,edw>d ,abbot !re1 ,i desir$ him ! next morn+ to %ew me ! way ?i!r4 ,i walk$1 crept & climb$ r\nd & ov] great "p ( ! ru9s4 ,i c\ld n p]ceive by any sign1 t !re 0 ev] any cavity 9 ! rock at all2 b "o "p ( ! solid /one is cleft f ! re/1 9 a p]p5dicul> l9e1 & z smoo? z if cut ) in/rum5ts4 ,nor is x b>ely ?r[n d[n1 b split into _m hundr$ pieces1 "s ( :i* lie f\r or five hundr$ y>ds f ! ma9 rock4 ,! gr\nd ne>e/ ! cliff1 is n rais$1 b sunk consid]ably b5ea? ! level4 ,b at "s di/ance x is rais$ 9 a ridge ( eight or t5 y>ds high1 twelve or fifte5 broad1 & ne> an hundr$ long4 ,adjo9+ to ?is lies an oval piece ( gr\nd ?irty or =ty y>ds 9 diamet]1 :i* has be5 remov$ :ole z x is1 f b5ea? ! cliff1 )\t ! lea/ fissure1 ) all its load ( rocks1 "s ( :i* 7 z l>ge z ! hull ( a small %ip4 ,at a little di/ance is a second piece ( gr\nd1 =ty or fifty y>ds across1 :i* has be5 also transplant$ intire1 ) rocks ( v>i\s sizes ^u x1 & a tree gr[+ out ( "o ( !m4 ,by ! removal ( "o or bo? ( ^!1 ,i suppose ! holl[ ne> ! cliff 0 made4 ,all r\nd !m lay /ones & rocks1 great & small1 "s on ! surface ( ! e>?1 "s half sunk into x1 "s almo/ cov]$1 9 v>iety ( positions4 ,betwe5 ^! ! gr\nd 0 cleft asund]1 9 a ?\s& places4 ,"s ( ! ap]tures 7 ne>ly clos$ aga91 "s gap+ z at fir/4 ,betwe5 ?irty & =ty acres ( l&1 z is commonly suppos$1 7?o' "s reckon above sixty7 are 9 ?is condition4 ,on ! skirts ( ^!1 ,i obs]v$ 9 abundance ( places1 ! gre5 turf 7= x 0 pa/ure l&7 z x 7 p>$ (f1 two or ?ree in*es ?ick1 & wrapt r\nd l %eets ( lead4 ,a little f>!r x 0 n cleft or brok5 at all1 b rais$ 9 ridges1 five or six foot long1 exactly resembl+ ! graves 9 a *ur*-y>d4 ,( ^! !re is a va/ numb]4 ,t "p ( ! cliff f :i* ! re/ is torn1 lies s high & is n[ ( s bright a col\r1 t x is pla9ly visible to all ! c\ntry r\nd1 ev5 at ! di/ance ( sev]al miles4 ,we saw x di/9ctly n only f ! /reet 9 ,?irsk1 b = five or six miles aft]1 z we rode t[>d ,york4 ,s we did likewise1 9 ! great ,nor? road1 betwe5 ,s&hutton & ,nor?all]ton4 ,b h[ may we acc\nt = ?is ph5om5on8 ,0 x effect$ by a m]ely natural cause8 ,if s1 t cause mu/ ei!r h be5 fire1 wat]1 or air4 ,x c\ld n be fire2 = !n "s m>k ( x mu/ h appe>$1 ei!r at ! "t1 or aft] x4 ,b no su* m>k does appe>1 nor ev] did3 n s mu* z ! lea/ smoke1 ei!r :5 ! fir/ or second rock 0 remov$1 or 9 ! :ole space betwe5 ,tuesday & ,sunday4 ,x c\ld n be wat]2 = no wat] issu$ out1 :5 ! "o or ! o!r rock 0 torn (f4 ,nor _h !re be5 any ra9s = "s "t be=e4 ,x 0 9 t "p ( ! c\ntry a rem>kable dry season4 ,nei!r 0 !re any cavity 9 t "p ( ! rock1 :]e9 a suffici5t quantity ( wat] might h lodg$4 ,on ! contr>y1 x 0 "o1 s+le1 solid mass1 :i* 0 ev5ly & smoo?ly cleft 9 sund]4 ,!re rema9s no o!r natural cause assignable1 b imprison$ air4 ,i say1 imprison$3 = z to ! fa%ionable op9ion1 t ! ext]ior air is ! gr& ag5t 9 e>?quakes1 x is s s5seless1 unme*anical1 unphilosophical a dream1 z des]ves n to be nam$1 b to be explod$4 ,b x is h>d to conceive1 h[ ev5 imprison$ air c\ld produce su* an effect4 ,x might inde$ %ake1 te>1 raise or s9k ! e>?1 b h[ c\ld x cleave a solid rock8 ,"h 0 n room = a quantity ( x1 suffici5t to d any ?+ ( ?is nature2 at lea/1 unless x _h be5 sudd5ly & viol5tly exp&$ by fire1 :i* 0 n ! case4 ,c\ld a small quantity ( air1 )\t t viol5t expansion1 h torn s l>ge a body ( rock f ! re/1 to :i* x adh]$ 9 "o solid mass8 ,c\ld x h %iv]$ ?is into pieces1 & scatt]$ sev]al ( ^? pieces1 "s hundr$ y>ds r\nd8 ,c\ld x h transport$ ^? promontories ( e>?1 ) _! incumb5t load1 & set !m d[n unbrok51 un*ang$ at a di/ance8 ,truly ,i am n s great a volunte] 9 fai?1 z to be able to believe ?is4 ,he t supposes ?is1 mu/ suppose air to be n only v /rong1 7:i* we all[7 b a v wise ag5t2 :ile x bore its *>ge ) s great caution1 z n to hurt or dislocate any "p ( x4 ,:at !n c\ld be ! cause8 ,:at inde$1 b ,god1 :o arose to %ake t]ribly ! e>?3 :o purposely *ose su* a place1 :]e !re is s great a conc\rse ( nobility & g5try e ye>2 & wr\ght 9 su* a mann]1 t _m might see x & fe>1 t all :o travel "o ( ! mo/ frequ5t$ roads 9 ,engl&1 might see x1 almo/ :e!r !y w\ld or no1 = _m miles toge!r4 ,x mu/ likewise = _m ye>s1 maugre all ! art ( man1 be a visible monum5t ( 8 p[]4 ,all t gr\nd be+ n[ s incumb]$ ) rocks & /ones1 t x _c be ei!r pl\gh$ or graz$4 ,nor c x well s]ve any use1 b to tell all t see x1 ,:o c /& be=e ?is great ,god8 ,:o c acc\nt = ! late motion 9 ! wat]s8 ,n only t ( ! sea1 & riv]s communicat+ !re)1 b ev5 t 9 canals1 fi%ponds1 ci/]ns1 & all ei!r l>ge or small bodies ( wat]8 ,x 0 p>ticul>ly obs]v$1 t :ile ! wat] itself 0 s viol5tly agitat$1 nei!r did ! e>? %ake at all1 nor any ( ! vessels :i* conta9$ t wat]4 ,0 su* a ?+ ev] kn[n or he>d ( be=e6 ,i "k n1 b x 0 spok5 ( once1 ne> eighte5 hundr$ ye>s ago1 9 ^? rem>kable words1 8,!re %all be 7n only e>?quakes1 b v>i\s concussions or %ak+s7 9 div]s places40 ,& s !re h be5 9 ,spa91 9 ,portugal1 9 ,italy1 9 ,holl&1 9 ,engl&1 9 ,irel&2 & n improbably 9 _m o!r places too1 :i* we are n yet in=m$ (4 ,yet x does n seem1 t a concussion ( ?is k9d1 has ev] be5 kn[n be=e1 s9ce ei!r ! same1 or "s o!r comet revolv$ s ne> ! e>?4 ,= we "k ( no o!r natural cause 9 ! univ]se1 :i* is adequate to su* an effect4 ,& t ?is is ! real cause1 we may v possibly be conv9c$ 9 a %ort "t4 ,b alas6 :y %\ld we n be conv9c$ soon]1 :ile t conviction may avail1 t x is n *ance :i* gov]ns ! _w8 ,:y %\ld we n n[1 be=e ,london is z ,lisbon1 ,lima1 or ,catanea1 ackn[l$ge ! h& ( ! ,almighty1 aris+ to ma9ta9 8 own cause8 ,:y1 we h a g5]al answ] always ready1 to scre5 u f any su* conviction3 8,all ^! ?+s are purely natural & accid5tal2 ! result ( natural causes40 ,b !re are two objections to ?is answ]3 fir/1 x is untrue2 secondly1 x is uncom=table4 ,fir/1 ,if by affirm+1 8,all ?is is purely natural10 y mean1 x is n provid5tial1 or t ,god has no?+ to d ) x1 ?is is n true1 t is1 suppos+ ! bible to be true4 ,= suppos+ ?is1 y may discant ev] s long on ! natural causes ( murra91 w9ds1 ?und]1 lightn+1 & yet y are altoge!r wide ( ! m>k1 y prove no?+ at all1 unless y c prove1 t ,god nev] works 9 or by natural causes4 ,b ?is y _c prove1 nay none c d\bt ( 8 s work+1 :o all[s ! scripture to be ( ,god4 ,= ?is ass]ts 9 ! cle>e/ & /ronge/ t]ms1 t all ?+s 79 nature7 s]ve him3 t 7by or )\t a tra9 ( natural causes7 he s5de? 8 ra9 on ! e>?1 t he br+e? ! w9ds out ( 8 treasures1 & make? a way = ! lightn+ & ! ?und]3 9 g5]al1 t fire & hail1 sn[ & vap\r1 w9d & /orm fulfil 8 ^w4 ,!re=e all[+ !re are natural causes ( all ^!1 !y are /ill "u ! direction ( ! ,"l ( nature4 ,nay1 :at is nature itself b ! art ( ,god8 ,or ,god's me?od ( act+ 9 ! mat]ial _w8 ,true philosophy !re=e ascribes all to ,god1 & says 9 ! beautiful language ( ! wise & good man1 ,"h1 l a trumpet1 l\d & /rong1 ,?y ?und] %akes our coa/2 ,:ile ! r$ lightn+s wave along1 ,! bann]s ( ?y ho/4 ,a second objection to y\r answ] is1 x is extremely uncom=table4 ,= if ?+s really be z y affirm1 if all ^! afflictive incid5ts1 entirely dep5d on ! =tuit\s conc\rse & ag5cy ( bl9d1 mat]ial causes2 :at hope1 :at help1 :at res\rce is left1 = ! poor suff]]s by !m8 ,%\ld ! murra9 among ! cattle cont9ue a few ye>s long]1 & consequ5tly produce sc>city or fam9e2 :at w !re be left = _m ( ! poor to d1 b to lie d[n & die8 ,if ta9t$ air spread a pe/il5ce ov] our l&1 :]e %all !y fly = succ\r8 ,!y _c resi/ ei!r ! "o or o!r4 ,!y _c escape f !m4 ,& c !y hope to appease ,illacrymabilem ,plutona8 8,inexorable ,pluto1 k+ ( %ades80 ,%all !y intreat ! fam9e or ! pe/il5ce to %ew m]cy8 ,alas1 !y are z s5seless z y suppose ,god to be4 ,h[ev]1 y :o are m5 ( =tune c %ift tol]ably well1 9 spite ( ^! difficulties4 ,y\r money w und\bt$ly procure y food z long z !re is any 9 ! k+dom4 ,& if y\r physicians _c secure y f ! epidemic disease1 y\r coa*es c c>ry y f ! place ( infection4 ,be x s3 b y are n out ( all dang] yet2 unless y c drive fa/] ?an ! w9d4 ,are y sure ( ?is8 ,& are y\r horses lit]ally swift] ?an ! lightn+8 ,c !y leave ! pant+ /orm beh9d8 ,if n1 :at w y d :5 x ov]takes y8 ,try y\r eloqu5ce on ! :irlw9d8 ,w x he> y\r voice8 ,w x reg>d ei!r y\r money1 or pray]s1 or te>s8 ,call ^u ! lightn+4 ,cry al\d4 ,see :e!r y\r voice w divide ! flames ( fire8 ,o no6 ,x ha? no e>s to he>4 ,x dev\re? & %ewe? no pity4 ,b ?is is n all4 ,"h is a ne>] enemy4 ,! e>? ?reat5s to swall[ y up4 ,:]e is y\r protection n[8 ,:at def5ce d y f9d f ?\s&s ( gold & silv]8 ,y _c fly2 = y _c quit ! e>?1 unless y w leave y\r de> body beh9d y4 ,& :ile y are on ! e>?1 y "k n :]e to flee to1 nei!r :]e to flee f4 ,y may buy intellig5ce1 :]e ! %ock 0 ye/]day1 b n :]e x w be to-morr[to-day4 ,x comes6 ,! ro( trembles6 ,! beams crack4 ,! gr\nd rocks to & fro4 ,ho>se ?und] res\nds f ! b[els ( ! e>?4 ,& all ^! are b ! beg9n+ ( sorr[s4 ,n[ :at help8 ,:at wisdom c prev5t8 ,:at /r5g? resi/ ! bl[8 ,:at money c pur*ase1 ,i w n say1 deliv]ance1 b an h\r's reprieve8 ,poor hon\rable fool1 :]e are n[ ?y titles8 ,weal?y fool1 :]e is n[ ?y gold5 god8 ,if any ?+ c help1 x mu/ be pray]4 ,b :at wilt ?\ pray to8 ,n to ! ,god ( heav53 y suppose him to h no?+ to d ) e>?quakes4 ,no3 !y proce$ 9 a me]ly natural way1 ei!r f ! e>? itself1 or f includ$ air1 or f subt]rane\s fires on wat]s4 ,if ?\ praye/ !n 7:i* p]haps y nev] did be=e7 x mu/ be to "s ( ^!4 ,beg94 8,o e>?1 e>?1 e>?1 he> ! voice ( ?y *ildr54 ,he>1 ,o air1 wat]1 fire60 ,& w !y he>8 ,y "k1 x _c be4 ,h[ deplorable !n is 8 condition1 :o 9 su* an h\r has none else to flee to8 ,h[ uncom=table ! supposition1 :i* implies ?is1 by direct necess>y consequ5ce1 namely1 t all ^! ?+s are ! pure result ( me]ly natural causes6 ,b suppos+ ! e>?quake :i* made su* havock at ,lisbon1 %\ld nev] travel s f> z ,london1 is !re no?+ else :i* c rea* u8 ,:at ?9k y ( a comet8 ,are we absolutely out ( ! rea* ( ?is8 ,y _c say we are2 see+ ^! move 9 all directions1 & ?r\gh e region ( ! univ]se4 ,& w\ld ! approa* ( "o ( ^! amaz+ sph]es1 be ( no importance to u8 ,especially 9 its return f ! sun8 ,:5 t imm5se body is 7accord+ to ,sir ,isaac ,newton's calculation7 heat$ two ?\s& times hott] ?an a r$-hot cannon ball4 ,! late +5i\s & accurate ,dr4 ,halley 7nev] yet suspect$ ( en?usiasm7 fixes ! return ( ! great comet 9 ! ye> "o ?\s& sev5 hundr$ & fifty eight3 & he obs]ves t ! la/ "t x revolv$1 x mov$ 9 ! v same l9e :i* ! e>? describes 9 h] annual c\rse r\nd ! sun3 b ! e>? 0 on ! o!r side ( h] orbit4 ,:]eas 9 ?is revolution x w move n only 9 ! same l9e1 b 9 ! same "p ( t l9e :]e9 ! e>? moves4 ,& 8:o c tell 7says t great man7 :at ! consequ5ces ( su* a contact may be80 8,:o c tell80 ,any man ( common und]/&+1 :o kn[s ! v fir/ elem5ts ( a/ronomy4 ,! imm$iate consequ5ce ( su* a body ( solid fire t\*+ ! e>? mu/ necess>ily be1 t x w set ! e>? on fire1 & burn x to a coal1 if x d n likewise /rike x out ( its c\rse2 9 :i* case 7s f> z we c judge7 x mu/ drop d[n directly into ! sun4 ,b :at if ?is va/ body is already on its way8 ,if x is ne>] ?an we are aw>e (8 ,:at if ^! unusual1 unprec$5t$ motions ( ! wat]s1 be "o effect ( its ne> approa*8 ,we _c be c]ta91 t x w be visible to ! inhabitants ( our globe1 till x has imbib$ ! sol> fire4 ,b possibly we may see x soon] ?an we desire4 ,we may see x1 n z ,milton speaks1 ,f its horrid hair ,%ake pe/il5ce & w>3 ,b u%]+ 9 f> o!r calamities ?an ^!1 & ( m ext5sive influ5ce4 ,probably x w be se5 fir/1 draw+ ne>] & ne>]1 till x appe>s z ano!r moon 9 magnitude1 ?\gh n 9 col\r1 be+ ( a deep firey r$3 !n scor*+ & burn+ up all ! produce ( ! e>?1 dry+ away all cl\ds1 & s cutt+ (f ! hope or possibility ( any ra9 or dew2 dry+ up e f\nta91 /ream & riv]1 caus+ all faces to ga!r blackness1 & all m5's he>ts to fail4 ,!n execut+ its gr& commission on ! globe itself1 & caus+ ! />s to fall f heav54 ,o :o may abide :5 ?is is done8 ,:o w !n be able to /&8 ,:at security is !re aga9/ all ?is1 ^u ! ,infidel hypo!sis8 ,b ^u ! ,*ri/ian1 !re is abundant security3 = ! scripture prophecies are n yet fulfill$4 8x0 replac$ ) 8is0 ,quum m>e1 quum tellus1 excelsaque regia cli ,ardeat1 mundi moles op]osa laboret8 8op]osa0 replac$ ) 8excelsaque0 p] ,errata ,:at %all we d8 ,d n[1 t none ( ^! ?+s may come ^u u unaw>es8 ,we are wisely & dilig5tly provid+ = our def5ce aga9/ "o enemy3 ) su* a wat*ful wisdom & active dilig5ce1 z is a com=t to e hone/ ,engli%man4 ,b :y %\ld we n %ew ! same wisdom & dilig5ce 9 provid+ aga9/ all our enemies8 ,& if our own wisdom & /r5g? be suffici5t to def5d u1 let u n seek any fur!r4 ,let u )\t delay recruit our =ces & gu>d our coa/s aga9/ ! fam9e & murra9 & pe/il5ce2 & /ill m c>efully aga9/ immod]ate ra9s & w9ds1 & lightn+s & e>?quakes & comets3 t we may no long] be "u any pa9ful appreh5sions ( any pres5t or future dang]1 b may smile 8,secure amid/ ! j> ( elem5ts1 ,! wreck ( matt]1 & ! cru% ( worlds60 ,b if our own wisdom & /r5g? be n suffici5t to def5d u1 let u n be a%am$ to seek f>!r help4 ,let u ev5 d>e to own1 we believe !re is a ,god3 nay1 & n a lazy1 indol5t1 epicurean deity1 :o sits at ease ^u ! circle ( ! heav5s1 & nei!r kn[s nor c>es :at is done bel[3 b "o :o z he creat$ heav5 & e>?1 & all ! armies ( !m1 z he su/a9s !m all by ! ^w ( 8 p[]1 s _c neglect ! "w ( 8 own h&s4 ,) pleasure we own !re is su* a ,god1 ^: eye p]vades ! :ole sph]e ( creat$ be+s1 :o kn[e? ! numb] ( ! />s1 & calle? !m all by _! names3 a ,god ^: wisdom is z ! great abyss1 deep & wide z et]nity3 8,:o high 9 p[]1 9 ! beg9n+ said1 ,let sea1 & air1 & e>?1 & heav5 be made1 ,& x 0 s4 ,& :5 he %all orda9 ,9 o!r sort1 ha? b to speak aga91 ,& !y %all be no m40 ,yet m3 ^: m]cy rise? above ! heav5s1 & 8 fai?fulness above ! cl\ds3 :o is lov+ to e man1 & 8 m]cy ov] all 8 works3 let u secure him on our side4 ,let u make ?is wise1 ?is p[]ful1 ?is graci\s ,god our fri5d6 ,!n ne$ we n fe>1 ?\gh ! e>? be mov$ & ! hills be c>ri$ into ! mid/ ( ! sea3 no1 n ?\gh ! heav5s be+ on fire are dissolv$1 & ! v elem5ts melt ) f]v5t heat4 ,x is en\gh t ! ,"l ( ho/s is ) u1 ! ,god ( love is our ev]la/+ refuge4 ,b h[ %all we secure ! fav\r ( ?is great ,god8 ,h[1 b by wor%ipp+ him 9 _s & 9 tru?3 by uni=mly imitat+ him we wor%ip1 9 all 8 imitable p]fections2 )\t :i* ! mo/ accurate sy/ems ( op9ions1 all ext]nal modes ( religion1 are idle cobwebs ( ! bra91 dull f>ce & empty %[4 ,n[ ,god is love4 ,love ,god !n1 & y are a true wor%ipp]4 ,love mank9d1 & ,god is y\r ,god1 y\r ,fa!r1 & y\r fri5d4 ,b see t y deceive n y\r own s\l2 = ?is is n a po9t ( small importance4 ,& by ?is y may "k2 if y love ,god1 !n y are happy 9 ,god4 ,if y love ,god1 ri*es1 hon\rs1 & ! pleasures ( s5se are no m to y ?an bubbles on ! wat]3 y look on dress & equipage z ! tossels ( a fool's cap1 div]sions1 z ! bells on a fool's coat4 ,if y love ,god1 ,god is 9 all y\r ?\ghts1 & y\r :ole life is a sacrifice to him4 ,& if y love mank9d1 x is y\r "o design1 desire & endeav\r to spread virtue & happ9ess all ar\nd y2 to less5 ! pres5t sorr[s1 & increase ! joys ( e *ild ( man2 & if x be possible1 to br+ !m ) y to ! riv]s ( pleasure t are at ,god's "r-h& = ev]more4 ,b :]e %all y f9d "o :o answ]s ?is happy & amiable "*8 ,:]ev] y f9d a ,*ri/ian3 = ?is1 & ?is alone is real1 g5u9e ,*ri/ianity4 ,surely y did n imag9e1 t ,*ri/ianity 0 no m ?an su* a sy/em ( op9ions z is vulg>ly call$ fai?8 ,or a /rict & regul> att5dance on any k9d ( ext]nal wor%ip8 ,o no6 ,7 ?is all t x impli$1 ,*ri/ianity 7 inde$ a poor1 empty1 %all[ ?+3 su* z none b half-?9k]s c\ld admire1 & all :o ?9k freely & g5]\sly mu/ despise4 ,b ?is is n ! case3 ! _s above describ$1 ?is alone1 is ,*ri/ianity4 ,& if s1 x is no wond]1 t ev5 a celebrat$ unbeliev] %\ld make t frank decl>ation1 8,well1 aft] all1 ^! ,*ri/ian dogs1 are ! happie/ fell[s ^u e>?60 ,inde$ !y are4 ,nay1 we may say m4 ,!y are ! only happy m5 ^u e>?3 & t ?o' we %\ld h no reg>d at all to ! p>ticul> circum/ances above-m5tion$4 ,suppose !re 0 no su* ?+ z a comet 9 ! univ]se1 or none t w\ld ev] approa* ! sol> sy/em2 suppose !re _h nev] be5 an e>?quake 9 ! _w1 or t we 7 assur$ !re nev] w\ld be ano!r3 yet :at advantage has a ,*ri/ian 7,i mean always a real1 scriptural ,*ri/ian7 above all o!r m5 ^u e>?8 ,:at advantage has he ov] y 9 p>ticul>1 if y d n believe ! ,*ri/ian sy/em8 ,= suppose y h utt]ly driv5 away /orms1 lightn+s1 e>?quakes1 comets1 yet !re is ano!r grim enemy at ! door2 & y _c drive him away1 x is dea?4 8,o t dea? 7said a g5tleman ( l>ge possessions1 ( good heal?1 & a *e>ful natural temp]7 ,i d n love to ?9k ( x6 x comes 9 & spoils all40 ,s x does inde$4 ,x comes ) its 8miscreat$ front10 & spoils all y\r mir?1 div]sions1 pleasures6 ,x turns all into ! sil5ce ( a tomb1 into rott5ness & du/4 ,& _m times x w n /ay till ! trembl+ h& ( old age beckons to x3 b x leaps ^u y1 :ile y are 9 ! dawn ( life1 9 ! bloom & /r5g? ( y\r ye>s4 8,! morn+ fl[]s display _! sweets1 ,& gay _! silk5 leaves unfold1 ,unm9dful ( ! noon-tide heats1 ,& fe>less ( ! ev5+ cold4 ,nipp'd by ! w9d's unk9dly bla/1 ,p>*'d by ! sun's direct] ray ,! mom5t>y glories wa/e1 ,! %ort-liv'd beauties die away40 ,& :]e are y !n8 ,does y\r s\l disp]se & dissolve into common air8 ,or does x %>e ! fate ( its =m] companion1 & m\ld] into du/6 ,or does x rema9 consci\s ( its own exi/5ce1 9 "s di/ant1 unkn[n _w8 ',tis all unkn[n6 ,a black1 dre>y1 melan*oly sc5e6 ,cl\ds & d>kness re/ ^u x4 ,b ! case is f> o!rwise ) a ,*ri/ian4 ,to him life & immortality are br\ght to light4 ,8 eye pi]ces ?r\gh ! vale ( ! %ad[ ( dea?1 & sees into ! glories ( et]nity4 ,8 view does n t]m9ate on t black l9e1 8,! v]ge 'twixt mortal & immortal be+40 ,b ext5ds beyond ! b\nds ( "t & place1 to ! h\se ( ,god et]nal 9 ! heav5s4 ,h5ce he is s f> f look+ ^u dea? z an enemy1 t he longs to feel 8 welcome embrace4 ,he groans 7b !y are pleas+ groans7 to h mortality swall[$ up ( life4 ,p]haps y w say1 8,b ?is is all a dream4 ,he is only 9 a fool's p>adise80 ,suppos+ he be1 x is a pleas+ dream4 ,maneat m5tis gratissimus error6 ,if he is only 9 a fool's p>adise1 yet x is a p>adise1 :ile y are w&]+ 9 a wide1 we>y1 b>r5 _w4 ,be x folly3 8 folly gives him t pres5t happ9ess1 :i* all y\r wisdom _c f9d4 ,s t he may n[ turn tables ^u y & say1 8,:oe'er c ease by folly get1 ,) safety may despise ,! wret*$1 un5joy+ wit1 ,! mis]able wise4 ,su* unspeakable advantage 7ev5 if !re is none beyond dea?7 has a ,*ri/ian ov] an ,infidel6 ,x is true1 he has giv5 up "s pleasures be=e he c\ld atta9 to ?is4 ,b :at pleasures8 ,t ( eat+ till he is sick3 till he weak5s a /rong1 or q de/roys a weak con/itution4 ,he has giv5 up ! pleasure ( dr9k+ a man into a bea/1 & t ( rang+ f "o wor?less creature to ano!r1 till he br+s a cank] ^u 8 e/ate1 & p]haps rott5ness into 8 bones4 ,b 9 lieu ( ^!1 he has n[ 7:atev] may be h]eaft]7 a cont9ual s]5ity ( m9d1 a con/ant ev5ness & composure ( temp]1 a peace :i* passe? all und]/&+4 ,he has le>nt 9 e /ate :]e9 he is1 !re) to be cont5t3 nay1 to give ?anks1 z be+ cle>ly p]suad$1 x is bett] = him ?an any o!r4 ,he feels cont9ual gratitude to 8 ,supreme ,b5efactor1 ,fa!r ( ,spirits1 ,p>5t ( ,good2 & t5d]1 dis9t]e/$ b5evol5ce to all ! *ildr5 ( ?is common ,fa!r4 ,may ! ,fa!r ( y\r _s1 & ! ,fa!r ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 make y su* a ,*ri/ian6 ,may he "w 9 y\r s\l a div9e conviction ( ?+s n disc]n$ by eyes ( fle% & blood6 ,may he give y to see him t is invisible1 & to ta/e ( ! p[]s ( ! _w to come2 may he fill y ) all peace & joy 9 believ+1 t y may be happy 9 life1 9 dea?1 9 et]nity6 ,a ,,collection ,,( ,,=ms ( ,,pray]1 ,= e day 9 ! week4 ,fir/ pr9t$ 9 ! ye> #agcc4 ,,sunday ,,morn+4 ,,almighty ,god1 ,fa!r ( all m]cies1 ,i ?y unwor?y s]vant desire to pres5t myself1 ) all humility1 be=e !e1 to (f] my morn+ sacrifice ( love & ?anksgiv+6 ,glory be to !e1 ,o mo/ adorable ,fa!r1 :o aft] ?\ had/ f9i%$ ! "w ( creation1 ent]$/ into ?y et]nal re/4 ,glory be to !e1 ,o holy ,jesus1 :o hav+ ?ro' ! et]nal ,_s (f]$ ?y self a full1 p]fect1 & suffici5t sacrifice = ! s9s ( ! :ole _w1 did/ rise aga9 ! ?ird day f ! dead1 & had/ all p[] giv5 !e bo? 9 heav5 & on e>?4 ,glory be to !e1 ,o bless$ ,_s1 :o proce$+ f ! ,fa!r & ! ,son1 did/ come d[n 9 fi]y tongues on ! apo/les on ! fir/ day ( ! week1 & did/ enable !m to prea* ! glad tid+s ( salvation to a s9ful _w1 & ha/ ev] s9ce be5 mov+ on ! faces ( m5's s\ls1 z ?\ did/ once on ! face ( ! great deep1 br++ !m out ( t d>k *aos 9 :i* !y 7 involv$4 ,glory be to !e1 ,o holy1 undivid$ ,tr9ity1 = jo9tly concurr+ 9 ! great "w ( our r$emption1 & re/or+ u aga9 to ! glori\s lib]ty ( ! sons ( ,god4 ,glory be to !e1 :o 9 compassion to human weakness1 ha/ appo9t$ a solemn day = ! remembrance ( ?y ine/imable b5efits4 ,o let me ev] e/eem x my privilege & happ9ess1 to h a day set ap>t = ! conc]ns ( my s\l1 a day free f di/ractions1 dis5gag$ f ! _w1 :]e9 ,i h no?+ to d b to praise & love !e4 ,o let x ev] be to me a day sacr$ to div9e love1 a day ( heav5ly re/ & refre%m5t4 ,let ?y holy ,_s1 :o on ! fir/ day ( ! week desc5d$ 9 miracul\s gifts on ?y apo/les1 desc5d on me ?y unwor?y s]vant1 t ,i may be always 9 ! _s on ! ,"l's day4 ,let 8 bless$ inspiration prev5t & assi/ me 9 all ! duties ( ?is ?y sacr$ day1 t my w&r+ ?\ghts may all be fix$ on !e1 my tumultu\s affections compos$1 & my flat & cold desires quickn$ into f]v5t long+s & ?ir/+s aft] !e4 ,o let me jo9 9 ! pray]s & praises ( ?y *ur* ) ard5t & heav5ly affection1 he> ?y ^w ) e>ne/ att5tion & a fix$ resolution to obey x4 ,& :5 ,i approa* ?y alt>1 p\r into my he>t humility1 fai?1 hope1 love1 & all ^? holy dispositions1 :i* become ! solemn remembrance ( a crucifi$ ,savi\r4 ,let me employ ?is :ole day to ! ends = :i* x 0 orda9$1 9 works ( necessity & m]cy1 9 pray]1 praise1 & m$itation2 & let ! words ( my m\?1 & ! m$itation ( my he>t be always acceptable 9 ?y sight4 ,i "k1 ,o ,"l t ?\ ha/ comm&$ me1 & !re=e x is my duty1 to love !e ) all my he>t1 & ) all my /r5g?4 ,i "k ?\ art inf9itely holy & ov]fl[+ 9 all p]fection1 & !re=e x is my duty s to love !e4 ,i "k ?\ ha/ creat$ me1 & t ,i h nei!r be+ nor bless+ b :at is ! effect ( ?y p[] & goodness4 ,i "k ?\ art ! end = :i* ,i 0 creat$1 & t ,i c expect no happ9ess b 9 !e4 ,i "k t 9 love to me1 be+ lo/ 9 s91 ?\ did/ s5d ?y only ,son1 & t he be+ ! ,"l ( glory1 did humble himself to ! dea? ^u ! cross1 t ,i might be rais$ to glory4 ,i "k ?\ ha/ provid$ me ) all necess>y helps = c>ry+ me ?r\gh ?is life to t et]nal glory1 & ?is out ( ! excess ( ?y pure m]cy to me1 unwor?y ( all m]cies4 ,i "k ?\ ha/ promis$ to be ?yself my exce$+ great rew>d4 ,?\gh x is ?\ alone :o ?yself worke/ 9 me1 bo? to w & to d1 ( ?y good pleasure4 ,^u ^! & _m o!r titles1 ,i confess x is my duty1 to love !e my ,god1 ) all my he>t4 ,give ?y /r5g? unto ?y s]vant1 t ?y love may fill my he>t1 & be ! motive ( all ! use ,i make ( my und]/&+1 my affections1 my s5ses1 my heal?1 my "t1 & :atev] o!r tal5ts ,i h receiv$ f !e4 ,let ?is1 ,o ,god1 rule my he>t1 )\t a rival3 let x dispose all my ?\ghts1 words1 & works2 & ?us only c ,i fulfil my duty & ?y comm&1 ( lov+ !e ) all my he>t1 & m9d1 & s\l1 & /r5g?4 ,o ?\ inf9ite goodness1 confirm ?y pa/ m]cies to me1 by enabl+ me = :at rema9s ( my life1 to be m fai?ful ?an ,i h hi!rto be51 to ?is ?y great comm&4 ,= ! "t ,i h yet to soj\rn ^u e>?1 ,o let me fulfil ?is great duty4 ,p]mit me n to be 9 any delusion "h3 let me n tru/ 9 words1 or sighs1 or te>s1 b love !e ev5 z ?\ ha/ comm&$4 ,let me feel1 & !n ,i %all "k :at x is1 to love !e ) all my he>t4 ,o m]ciful ,god1 :atsoev] ?\ d5ie/ me1 d5y me n ?is love4 ,save me f ! idolatry ( lov+ ! _w1 or any ( ! ?+s ( ! _w4 ,let me nev] love any creature1 b = ?y sake1 & 9 subord9ation to ?y love4 ,take ?\ ! full possession ( my he>t1 raise !re ?y ?rone1 & comm& !re1 z ?\ do/ 9 heav54 ,be+ creat$ by !e1 let me live to !e2 be+ creat$ = !e1 let me ev] act = ?y glory2 be+ r$eem$ by !e1 let me r5d] unto !e :at is ?9e1 & let my _s ev] cleave to !e alone6 ,let ! pray]s & sacrifices ( ?y holy *ur* (f]$ unto !e ?is day1 be graci\sly accept$2 cloa? ?y prie/s ) righte\sness1 & p>don all ?y p :o are n prep>$ accord+ to ! prep>ation ( ! sanctu>y4 ,prosp] all ^? :o are s9c]ely engag$ 9 propagat+ or promot+ ?y fai? & love 773 ,give ?y ,son ! ,hea!n = 8 inh]itance1 & ! utmo/ p>ts ( ! e>? = 8 possession3 t f ! ris+ up ( ! sun unto ! go+ d[n ( ! same1 ?y "n may be great among ! ,g5tiles4 ,enable u ( ?is nation1 & especially ^? :om ?\ ha/ set ov] u 9 *ur* & /ate1 9 our sev]al /ations1 to s]ve !e 9 all hol9ess1 & to "k ! love ( ,*ri/ :i* passe? k4 ,cont9ue to u ! means ( grace1 & grant we may nev] provoke !e by our non-improvem5t to deprive u ( !m4 ,p\r d[n ?y bless+ ^u our univ]sities1 t !y may ev] promote true religion & s\nd le>n+4 ,%ew m]cy1 ,o ,"l1 to my fa!r & "m1 my bro!rs & si/]s1 to all my fri5ds 77 relations & enemies1 & to all t are 9 affliction4 ,let ?y fa!rly h& be ov] !m1 & ?y holy ,_s ev] ) !m2 t submitt+ !mselves entirely to ?y w1 & direct+ all _! ?\ghts1 words & works to ?y glory1 !y & ^? t are already dead 9 ! ,"l1 may at l5g? enjoy !e1 9 ! glories ( ?y k+dom1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,"l1 :o live? & reigne? ) !e & ! ,holy ,gho/1 "o ,god1 bless$ = ev]4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul> p]sons y w\ld pray =4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,sunday ,,ev5+4 ,g5]al que/ions :i* a s]i\s ,*ri/ian may propose to himself1 be=e he beg9s 8 ev5+ devotions4 #a4 ,) :at degree ( att5tion & f]v\r did ,i use my morn+ pray]s1 public or private8 #b4 ,h ,i done any ?+ )\t a pres5t1 or at lea/ a previ\s p]ception ( its direct1 or remote t5d5cy to ! glory ( ,god8 #c4 ,did ,i 9 ! morn+ consid]1 :at p>ticul> virtue ,i 0 to ex]cise1 & :at bus9ess ,i _h to d 9 ! day8 #d4 ,h ,i be5 zeal\s to und]take1 & active 9 do+ :at good ,i c\ld8 #e4 ,h ,i int]e/$ myself any f>!r 9 ! affairs ( o!rs1 ?an *>ity requir$8 #f4 ,h ,i1 be=e ,i visit$1 or 0 visit$1 consid]$ h[ ,i might !reby give or receive improvem5t8 #g4 ,h ,i m5tion$ any fail+ or fault ( any man1 :5 x 0 n necess>y = ! good ( ano!r8 #h4 ,h ,i unnecess>ily griev$ any "o by ^w or de$8 8necess>ily0 replac$ ) 8unnecess>ily0 p] ,errata #i4 ,h ,i be=e1 or 9 e action consid]$1 h[ x might be a means ( improv+ 9 ! virtue ( ! day8 ,p>ticul> que/ions relative to ! love ( ,,god4 #a4 ,h ,i set ap>t "s ( ?is day1 to ?9k ^u 8 p]fections & m]cies8 #b4 ,h ,i lab\r$ to make ?is day1 a day ( heav5ly re/1 sacr$ to div9e love8 #c4 ,h ,i employ$ ^? p>ts ( x 9 works ( necessity & m]cy1 :i* 7 n employ$ 9 pray]1 read+1 & m$itation8 ,o ,,my ,fa!r1 my ,god1 ,i am 9 ?y h&2 & may ,i rejoice above all ?+s 9 be+ s3 d ) me :at seeme? good 9 ?y sight3 only let me love !e ) all my m9d1 s\l1 & /r5g?4 ,i magnify !e = grant+ me to be born 9 ?y *ur*1 & ( religi\s p>5ts2 = wa%+ me 9 ?y baptism1 & in/ruct+ me 9 ?y doctr9e ( tru? & hol9ess2 = su/a9+ me by ?y graci\s provid5ce1 & guid+ me by ?y bless$ ,_s2 = admitt+ me1 ) ! re/ ( my ,*ri/ian bre?r51 to wait on !e at ?y public wor%ip3 & = s (t5 fe$+ my s\l ) ?y mo/ preci\s body & blood1 ^? pl$ges ( love1 & sure conveyances ( /r5g? & com=t4 ,o be graci\s unto all ( u1 :om ?\ ha/ ?is day or at any "t admitt$ to ?y holy table4 ,/r5g!n our he>ts 9 ?y ways aga9/ all our temptations1 & make u m ?an conqu]ors 9 ?y love4 ,o my ,fa!r1 my ,god1 deliv] me1 ,i besee* !e1 f all viol5t passions3 ,i "k h[ greatly ob/ructive ^! are1 bo? ( ! k & love ( !e2 ,o let none ( !m f9d a way into my he>t1 b let me ev] possess my s\l 9 meekness4 ,o my ,god1 ,i desire to fe> !m m ?an dea?2 let me n s]ve ^! cruel tyrants2 b d ?\ reign 9 my brea/2 let me ev] be ?y s]vant & love !e ) all my he>t4 ,deliv] me1 ,o ,god1 f too int5se an application to ev5 necess>y bus9ess4 ,i "k h[ ?is dissipates my ?\ghts f ! "o end ( all my bus9ess1 & impairs t lively p]ception ,i w\ld ev] reta9 ( !e /&+ at my "r-h&4 ,i "k ! n>r[ness ( my he>t1 & t an eag] att5tion to e>?ly ?+s leaves x no room = ! ?+s ( heav54 ,o tea* me to g ?r\gh all my employm5ts ) s truly dis5gag$ a he>t1 t ,i may /ill see !e 9 all ?+s1 & see !e !re9 z cont9ually look+ ^u me1 & se>*+ my re9s2 & t ,i may nev] impair t lib]ty ( _s1 :i* is necess>y = ! love ( !e4 ,deliv] me1 ,o ,god1 f a slo?ful m9d1 f all lukew>mness1 & all dejection ( _s3 ,i "k ^! _c b dead5 my love to !e2 m]cifully free my he>t f !m1 & give me a lively1 zeal\s1 active & *e>ful _s2 t ,i may vigor\sly p]=m :atev] ?\ comm&e/1 ?ankfully suff] :atev] ?\ *use/ = me1 & be ev] ard5t to obey 9 all ?+s ?y holy love4 ,deliv] me1 ,o ,god1 f all idolatr\s love ( any creature4 ,i "k inf9ite numb]s h be5 lo/ to !e1 by lov+ ^? creatures = _! own sake1 :i* ?\ p]mitte/1 nay1 ev5 comm&e/ to love subord9ately to !e4 ,pres]ve me1 ,i besee* !e1 f all su* bl9d affection3 be ?\ a gu>d to all my desires1 t !y fix on no creature any f>!r ?an ! love ( x t5ds to build me up 9 ! love ( !e4 ,?\ require/ me to love !e ) all my he>t3 ,und]take = me1 ,i besee* !e1 & be ?\ my security1 t ,i may nev] op5 my he>t to any ?+1 b out ( love to !e4 ,above all1 deliv] me1 ,o my ,god1 f all idolatr\s self-love4 ,i "k1 ,o ,god 7bless$ be ?y inf9ite m]cy = giv+ me ?is k7 t ?is is ! root ( all evil4 ,i "k1 ?\ made/ me1 n to d my own w b ?9e4 ,i "k1 ! v corruption ( ! devil is1 ! hav+ a w contr>y to ?9e4 ,o be ?\ my help] aga9/ ?is mo/ dang]\s ( all idols1 t ,i may bo? disc]n all its subtleties1 & )/& all its =ce4 ,o ?\ :o ha/ comm&$ me to r5\nce myself1 give me /r5g?1 & ,i w obey ?y comm&4 ,my *oice & desire is1 to love myself1 z all o!r creatures1 9 & = !e4 ,o let ?y almighty arm s /abli%1 /r5g!n & settle me1 t ?\ may/ ev] be ! gr\nd & pill> ( all my love4 ,by ?is love ( !e1 my ,god1 may my s\l1 be fix$ aga9/ its natural incon/ancy3 by ?is may x be r$uc$ to an entire indiff]5ce z to all ?+s else1 & simply desire :at is pleas+ 9 ?y sight4 ,may ?is holy flame ev] w>m my brea/1 t ,i may s]ve !e ) all my might2 & let x consume 9 my he>t all selfi% desires t ,i may 9 all ?+s reg>d1 n myself b !e4 ,o my ,god1 let ?y glori\s "n be duly hon\r$ & lov$ by all ! creatures :i* ?\ ha/ made4 ,let ?y inf9ite goodness & greatness be ev] ador$ by all angels & m54 ,may ?y *ur*1 ! ,ca?olic sem9>y ( div9e love1 be protect$ f all ! p[]s ( d>kness4 ,o v\*safe to all1 :o call !mselves by ?y "n1 "o %ort glimpse ( ?y goodness4 ,may !y once ta/e & see h[ graci\s ?\ art1 t all ?+s else may be ta/eless to !m2 t _! desires may be always fly+ up t[>ds !e1 t !y may r5d] !e love1 & praise1 & ob$i5ce pure & *e>ful1 con/ant & zeal\s1 univ]sal & uni=m1 l t ! holy angels r5d] !e 9 heav54 ,s5d =? ?y bless$ ,_s into ! mid/ ( ^! s9ful nations1 & make u a holy p3 /ir up ! he>t ( our sov]eign1 ( ! royal family1 ( ! cl]gy1 ! nobility1 & ( all :om ?\ ha/ set ov] u1 t !y may be happy in/rum5ts 9 ?y h&1 ( promot+ ?is good "w3 be graci\s to ! univ]sities1 to ! g5try & commons ( ?is l&1 & com=t all t are 9 affliction2 let ! trial ( _! fai? "w pati5ce 9 !m1 & p]fect !m 9 hope & love 774 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul> p]sons y w\ld pray =4 ,bless my fa!r1 c4 my fri5ds & relations1 & all t belong to ?is family2 all t h be5 in/rum5tal to my good1 by _! assi/ance1 advice1 example1 or writ+1 & all t d n pray = !mselves4 ,*ange ! he>ts ( m9e enemies1 & give me grace to =give !m1 ev5 z ?\ = ,*ri/'s sake =give/ u4 ,o ?\ ,%eph]d ( ,israel1 v\*safe to receive me ?is night & ev]1 into ?y protection2 accept my poor s]vices1 & p>don ! s9fulness ( ^! & all my holy duties4 ,o let x be ?y good pleasure %ortly to put a p]iod to s9 & mis]y1 to infirmity & dea?1 to compleat ! numb] ( ?9e elect1 & to ha/5 ?y k+dom2 t we1 & all t wait = ?y salvation1 may et]nally love & praise !e1 ,o ,god ! ,fa!r1 ,god ! ,son1 & ,god ! ,holy ,gho/1 ?r\gh\t all ages1 _w )\t end4 ,our ,fa!r1 c4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,monday ,,morn+4 ,g5]al que/ions1 :i* may be us$ e morn+4 ,did ,i ?9k ( ,god fir/ & la/8 ,h ,i exam9$ myself h[ ,i behav$ s9ce la/ night's retirem5t8 ,am ,i resolv$ to d all ! good ,i c ?is day1 & to be dilig5t 9 ! bus9ess ( my call+8 ,o ,,god1 :o art ! giv] ( all good gifts1 ,i ?y unwor?y s]vant1 entirely desire to praise ?y "n = all ! expressions ( ?y b\nty t[>ds me4 ,bless$ be ?y love = giv+ ?y ,son to die = our s9s1 = ! means ( grace1 & = ! hope ( glory4 ,bless$ be ?y love = all ! temporal b5efits :i* ?\ ha/ ) a lib]al h& p\r$ out ^u me2 = my heal? & /r5g?1 food & raim5t1 & all o!r necess>ies ) :i* ?\ ha/ provid$ ?y s9ful s]vant4 ,i also bless !e t1 aft] all my refusals ( ?y grace1 ?\ /ill ha/ pati5ce ) me1 ha/ pres]v$ me ?is night1 77 & giv5 me yet ano!r day1 to r5ew & p]fect my rep5tance4 ,p>don1 good ,"l1 all my =m] s9s1 & make me e day m zeal\s & dilig5t to improve e opportunity ( build+ up my s\l 9 ?y fai?1 & love1 & ob$i5ce3 make ?yself always pres5t to my m9d1 & let ?y love fill & rule my s\l1 9 all ^? places1 & companies1 & employm5ts1 to :i* ?\ calle/ me ?is day4 ,9 all my passage ?r\gh ?is _w1 suff] n my he>t to be set ^u x3 b always fix my s+le eye1 & my undivid$ affections on ! prize ( my high call+6 ,?is "o ?+ let me d2 let me s press t[>d ?is1 z to make all ?+s else m9i/] unto x2 & be c>eful s to use !m1 z !reby to fit my s\l = t pure bliss1 :i* ?\ ha/ prep>$ = ^? t love !e6 ,"h y may m5tion any p>ticul> m]cy receiv$4 ,o ?\1 :o art good & do/ good1 :o ext5de/ ?y lov+-k9dness to all mank9d1 ! "w ( ?9e h&s1 ?9e image1 capable ( kn[+ & lov+ !e et]nally3 suff] me to exclude none1 ,o ,"l1 f my *>ity1 :o are ! objects ( ?y m]cy2 b let me treat all my neighb\rs ) t t5d] love1 :i* is due to ?y s]vants & to ?y *ildr54 ,?\ ha/ requir$ ?is m>k ( my love to !e3 ,o let no temptation expose me to +ratitude1 or make me =feit ?y lov+ k9dness :i* is bett] ?an life itself6 ,b grant t ,i may assi/ all my bre?r5 ) my pray]s1 :]e ,i _c rea* !m ) actual s]vices4 ,make me zeal\s to embrace all occasions t may adm9i/] to _! happ9ess1 by assi/+ ! ne$y1 protect+ ! oppress$1 in/ruct+ ! ignorant1 confirm+ ! wav]+1 exhort+ ! good1 & reprov+ ! wick$4 ,let me look ^u ! fail+s ( my neighb\r z if !y 7 my own2 t ,i may be griev$ = !m1 t ,i may nev] reveal !m b :5 *>ity requires1 & !n ) t5d]ness & compassion4 ,let ?y love to me1 ,o bless$ ,savi\r1 be ! patt]n ( my love to him4 ,?\ ?\ghte/ no?+ too de> to "p )1 to rescue me f et]nal mis]y3 ,o let me ?9k no?+ too de> to "p ) to set =w>d ! ev]la/+ good ( my fell[ ,*ri/ians4 ,!y are memb]s ( ?y body2 !re=e ,i w *]i% !m4 ,?\ ha/ r$eem$ !m ) an ine/imable price2 assi/$ by ?y holy ,_s1 !re=e ,i w endeav\r to recov] !m f a /ate ( de/ruction3 t ?us adorn+ ?y holy gospel1 by do+ good accord+ to my p[]1 ,i may at la/ be receiv$ into ! ende>m5ts ( ?y et]nal love1 & s+ ev]la/+ praise unto ! ,lamb1 t 0 sla9 & sitte? on ! ?rone = ev]4 ,ext5d1 ,i humbly besee* !e1 ?y m]cy to all m51 & let !m become ?y fai?ful s]vants4 ,let all ,*ri/ians live up to ! holy religion !y pr(ess2 especially ^! s9ful nations4 ,be intreat$ = u1 good ,"l2 be glorifi$ by our re=mation1 & n by our de/ruction4 ,turn ?\ u1 & s %all we be turn$3 ,o be fav\rable to ?y p2 give u grace to put a p]iod to our provocations1 & d ?\ put a p]iod to our puni%m5t4 ,def5d our *ur* f s*ism1 h]esy1 & sacrilege1 & ! k+ f all treasons & conspiracies4 ,bless all bi%ops1 prie/s & deacons1 ) apo/olical graces1 exempl>y lives1 & s\nd doctr9e4 ,grant to ! c\ncil wisdom f above1 to all magi/rates integrity & zeal1 to ! univ]sities quietness & indu/ry1 & to ! g5try & commons1 pi\s & peaceable1 & loyal he>ts4 ,pres]ve my p>5ts1 my bro!rs & si/]s1 my fri5ds & relations1 & all mank9d1 9 _! s\ls & bodies 774 ,=give m9e enemies1 & 9 ?y due "t make !m k9dly affect$ t[>ds me4 ,h m]cy on all :o are afflict$ 9 m9d1 body1 or e/ate3 give !m pati5ce "u _! suff]+s1 & a happy issue out ( all _! afflictions4 ,o grant t we1 ) ^? :o are already dead 9 ?y fai? & fe> may toge!r p>take ( a joyful resurrection1 ?r\gh him :o live? & reigne? ) !e & ! ,holy ,gho/1 "o ,god1 _w )\t end4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul> p]sons y w\ld pray =4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,monday ,,ev5+4 ,p>ticul> que/ions relat+ to ! love ( our neighb\r4 #a4 ,h ,i ?\ght any ?+ b my consci5ce1 too de> to "p )1 to please or s]ve my neighb\r8 #b4 ,h ,i rejoic$ or griev$ ) him8 #c4 ,h ,i receiv$ 8 infirmities ) pity1 n ) ang]8 #d4 ,h ,i contradict$ any "o1 ei!r :]e ,i _h no good end 9 view1 or :]e !re 0 no probability ( conv9c+8 #e4 ,h ,i let him1 ,i ?\ght 9 ! wrong 79 a trifle7 h ! la/ ^w8 8triflle0 replac$ ) 8trifle0 ,,mo/ great & glori\s ,"l ,god1 ,i desire to pro/rate myself be=e ?y div9e ,maje/y1 "u a deep s5se ( my unwor?9ess1 & ) sorr[1 & %ame1 & confusion ( face1 to confess ,i h1 by my manifold transgressions1 des]v$ ?y sev]e/ visitations1 ,fa!r1 ,i h s9n$ aga9/ heav51 & am no m wor?y to be call$ ?y son3 ,o let ?y pat]nal b[els y]n ^u me1 & = ,jesus ,*ri/'s sake graci\sly receive me4 ,accept my imp]fect rep5tance1 & s5d ?y ,_s ( adoption into my he>t1 t ,i may aga9 be own$ by !e1 call !e ,fa!r1 & %>e 9 ! bless+s ( ?y *ildr54 ,ador$ be ?y goodness = all ! b5efits ?\ ha/ already f "t to "t be/[$ on me3 = ! good ?+s ( ?is life1 & ! hope ( et]nal happ9ess4 ,p>ticul>ly1 ,i (f] to !e my humble/ ?anks = ?y pres]vation ( me ?is day1 774 ,if ,i h escap$ any s91 x is ! effect ( ?y re/ra9+ grace3 if ,i h avoid$ any dang]1 x 0 ?y h& direct$ me4 ,to ?y holy "n be ascrib$ ! hon\r & glory4 ,o let ! s5se ( all ?y bless+s h ?is effect ^u me1 to make me daily m dilig5t 9 devot+ myself1 all ,i am1 & all ,i h to ?y glory4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul> p]sons y w\ld pray =4 ,o my ,god1 fill my s\l ) s entire a love ( !e1 t ,i may love no?+ b = ?y sake1 & 9 subord9ation to ?y love4 ,give me grace to /udy ?y k daily1 t ! m ,i "k !e1 ! m ,i may love !e4 ,create 9 me a zeal\s ob$i5ce to all ?y comm&s1 a *e>ful pati5ce "u all ?y *a/isem5ts1 & a ?ankful resignation to all ?y disposals4 ,may ,i ev] h awful ?\ghts ( !e1 nev] m5tion ?y v5]able "n1 unless on j1 solemn1 & dev\t occasions2 nor ev5 !n1 )\t acts ( adoration4 ,o let x be ! "o bus9ess ( my life to glorify !e1 by e ?\ght ( my he>t1 by e ^w ( my tongue1 by e "w ( my h&2 by pr(ess+ ?y tru?1 ev5 to ! dea?1 if x %\ld please !e to call me to x2 & by engag+ all m51 z f> z 9 me lies1 to glorify & love !e4 ,let ?y unwe>i$ & t5d] love to me1 make my love unwe>i$ & t5d] to my neighb\r1 zeal\s to pray =1 & to procure & promote 8 heal? & safety1 ease & happ9ess2 & active to com=t1 succ\r1 & relieve all :om ?y love & _! own necessities recomm5d to my *>ity4 ,make me peaceful & reconcilable2 easy to =give1 & glad to return good = evil4 ,make me l ?yself1 all k9dness & b5ignity1 all goodness & g5tl5ess1 all meekness & long-suff]+4 ,&1 ,o ?\ lov] ( s\ls1 raise 9 me a compassionate zeal to save ! life1 ! et]nal life ( s\ls1 & by affectionate & seasonable advice1 exhortations & repro(1 to reclaim ! wick$1 & w9 !m to ?y love4 8give0 replac$ ) 8=give0 p] ,errata ,be pleas$1 ,o ,"l1 to take me1 ) my fa!r & "m1 bre?r5 & si/]s1 my fri5ds & relations1 & my enemies1 into ?y almighty protection ?is night4 ,refre% me ) su* com=table re/ t ,i may rise m fit = ?y s]vice4 ,let me lie d[n ) holy ?\ghts ( !e1 & :5 ,i awake let me be /ill pres5t ) !e4 ,%ew m]cy to ! :ole _w1 ,o ,fa!r ( all2 let ! gospel ( ?y ,son run & be glorifi$ ?r\gh\t all ! e>?4 ,let x be made kn[n to all infidels1 & obey$ by all ,*ri/ians4 ,be m]ciful to ?is *ur* & nation2 give unto ?y bi%ops a disc]n+ _s1 t !y may make *oice ( fit p]sons to s]ve 9 ?y sacr$ m9i/ry2 & enable all :o are orda9$ to any holy function1 dilig5tly to fe$ ! flocks committ$ to _! *>ge1 in/ruct+ !m 9 sav+ k1 guid+ !m by _! examples1 pray+ = & bless+ !m1 ex]cis+ spiritual discipl9e 9 ?y *ur*1 & duly adm9i/r+ ?y holy sacram5ts4 ,multiply ?y bless+s on our sov]eign1 on ! royal family1 & on ! nobles1 magi/rates1 g5try & commons ( ?is l&2 t !y may all1 accord+ to ! sev]al tal5ts !y h receiv$1 be fai?ful in/rum5ts ( ?y glory4 ,give to our s*ools & univ]sities1 zeal1 prud5ce & hol9ess1 visit 9 m]cy all ! *ildr5 ( affliction1 774 ,relieve _! necessities1 light5 _! bur!ns2 give !m a *e>ful submission to ?y graci\s w1 & at l5g? br+ !m & u1 ) ^? t already re/ f _! lab\rs1 into ! joy ( our ,"l1 to :om ) !e1 ,o ,fa!r1 & !e1 ,o ,holy ,gho/1 be all praise1 n[ & = ev]4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul> p]sons y w\ld pray =4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,tuesday ,,morn+4 ,o ,,et]nal & m]ciful ,fa!r1 ,i give !e humble ?anks 7increase my ?ankfulness1 ,i besee* !e7 = all ! bless+s1 spiritual & temporal1 :i* 9 ! ri*es ( ?y m]cy ?\ ha/ p\r$ d[n ^u me4 ,"l1 let me n live b to love !e1 & to glorify ?y "n4 ,p>ticul>ly ,i give !e mo/ unfeign$ ?anks = pres]v+ me f my bir? to ?is mom5t & = br++ me safe to ! beg9n+ ( ?is day 77 9 :i*1 & 9 all ! days ( my life1 ,i besee* !e t all my ?\ghts1 words1 & works may t5d to ?y glory4 ,heal ,o ,fa!r ( m]cies1 all my infirmities 771 /r5g!n me aga9/ all my follies2 =give me all my s9s 771 & let !m n cry l\d] 9 ?9e e>s = v5geance1 ?an my pray]s = m]cy & =giv5ess4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 ,o bless$ ,"l1 enable me to fulfil ?y comm&s1 & comm& :at ?\ wilt4 ,o ?\ ,savi\r ( all t tru/ 9 !e1 d ) me :at seeme? be/ 9 ?9e own eyes3 only give me ! m9d :i* 0 9 !e3 let me le>n ( !e to be meek & l[ly4 ,p\r into me ! :ole ,_s ( humility2 fill1 ,i besee* !e1 e "p ( my s\l ) x1 & make x ! con/ant1 rul+ habit ( my m9d1 t all my o!r temp]s may arise f x3 t ,i may h no ?\ghts1 no desires1 no designs1 b su* z are ! true fruit ( a l[ly _s4 ,grant t ,i may ?9k ( myself z ,i ought to ?9k1 t ,i may "k myself1 ev5 z ,i am kn[n4 ,h]e9 may ,i ex]cise myself cont9ually1 :5 ,i lie d[n & :5 ,i rise up1 t ,i may always appe> poor1 & little1 & mean1 & base1 & vile 9 m9e own eyes4 ,o conv9ce me1 t ,i h nei!r le>n$ wisdom1 nor h ! k ( ! holy4 ,give me a lively s5se t ,i am no?+1 t ,i h no?+1 & t ,i c d no?+4 ,enable me to feel t ,i am all ignorance & error1 weakness & uncleanness1 s9 & mis]y2 t ,i am n wor?y ( ! air ,i brea!1 ! e>? ,i tread ^u1 or ! sun t %9es ^u me4 ,& let me be fully cont5t :5 all o!r m5 ?9k ( me z ,i d ( myself4 ,o save me f ei!r desir+ or seek+ ! hon\r t come? ( m54 ,conv9ce me t ! words ( praise1 :5 smoo!r ?an oil1 !n especially are v swords4 ,give me to dread !m m ?an ! poison ( asps1 or ! pe/il5ce t walke? 9 d>kness4 ,& :5 ^! cords ( pride1 ^! sn>es ( dea? d ov]take me1 suff] me n to take any pleasure 9 !m1 b enable me in/antly to flee unto !e1 ,o ,"l1 & to compla9 unto my ,god4 ,let all my bones cry out1 ,?\ art wor?y to be prais$2 s %all ,i be safe f m9e enemies4 ,bless1 ,o graci\s ,fa!r1 all ! nations :om ?\ ha/ plac$ ^u ! e>?1 ) ! k ( !e1 ! only true ,god3 ,b especially bless ?y holy ca?olic *ur*1 & fill x ) tru? & grace2 :]e x is corrupt1 purge x2 :]e x is 9 error1 rectify x2 :]e x is "r1 confirm x2 :]e x is divid$ & r5t asund]1 heal ! brea*es !re(1 ,o ?\ holy "o ( ,israel4 ,repl5i% all :om ?\ ha/ call$ to any (fice !re91 ) tru? ( doctr9e & innoc5cy ( life4 ,let _! pray]s be z preci\s inc5se 9 ?y sight1 t _! cries & te>s = ! city ( _! ,god may n be 9 va94 8an0 replac$ ) 8any0 p] ,errata ,o ,"l1 he> ! k+ 9 ! day ( 8 tr\ble2 let ?y "n1 ,o ,god1 def5d him4 ,grant him 8 he>t's desire1 & fulfil all 8 m9d4 ,set 8 he>t firm ^u !e1 & ^u o!r ?+s only z !y are 9 & = !e4 ,o def5d him & 8 royal relations f ?y holy heav51 ev5 ) ! sav+ /r5g? ( ?y "r-h&4 ,h m]cy ^u ?is k+dom1 & =give ! s9s ( ?is p3 turn !e unto u1 bless u1 & cause ?y face to %9e on our desolations4 ,inspire ! nobles & magi/rates ) prud5t zeal1 ! g5try & commons1 ) humble loyalty4 ,p\r d[n ?y bless+s on all sem9>ies ( true religion & le>n+1 t !y may rememb] & answ] ! end ( _! in/itution4 ,com=t all ! sons & daught]s ( affliction1 especially ^? :o suff] = righte\sness sake4 ,bless my fa!r & "m1 my bre?r5 & si/]s1 my fri5ds & relations1 & all t belong to ?is family4 ,=give all :o are m9e enemies1 & s reconcile !m to me & ?yself1 t we all1 toge!r ) ^? t n[ sleep 9 !e1 may awake to life ev]la/+1 ?r\gh ?y m]its & int]cession1 ,o bless$ ,jesus2 to :om ) ! ,fa!r & ! ,holy ,gho/1 be ascrib$ by all creatures1 all hon\r1 & might1 & wisdom1 & glory1 & bless+4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,tuesday ,,ev5+4 ,p>ticul> que/ions relat+ to humility4 #a4 ,h ,i lab\r$ to con=m all my ?\ghts1 words & actions to ^! fundam5tal maxims2 ,i am no?+1 ,i h no?+1 ,i c d no?+8 #b4 ,h ,i set ap>t "s "t ?is day1 to ?9k ^u my infirmities1 follies & s9s8 #c4 ,h ,i ascrib$ to myself any "p ( any good :i* ,god did by my h&8 #d4 ,h ,i said or done any ?+1 ) a view to ! praise ( m58 #e4 ,h ,i desir$ ! praise ( m58 #f4 ,h ,i tak5 pleasure 9 x8 #g4 ,h ,i comm5d$ myself1 or o!rs1 to _! faces1 unless = ,god's sake1 & !n ) fe> & trembl+8 #h4 ,h ,i despis$ any "o's advice8 #i4 ,h ,i1 :5 ,i ?\ght s1 said1 ,i am 9 ! wrong8 #aj4 ,h ,i receiv$ contempt = ?+s indiff]5t1 ) meekness3 ,= do+ my duty1 ) joy8 #aa4 ,h ,i omitt$ ju/ify+ myself :]e ! glory ( ,god 0 n conc]n$8 ,h ,i submitt$ to be ?\ght 9 ! wrong8 #ab4 ,h ,i1 :5 contemn$1 fir/ pray$ ,god x might n disc\rage1 or puff me up3 secondly t x might n be imput$ to ! contemn]3 ?irdly t x might heal my pride8 #ac4 ,h ,i1 )\t "s p>ticul> good 9 view1 m5tion$ ! contempt ,i _h met )8 ,i ,,desire to (f] unto !e1 ,o ,"l1 my ev5+ sacrifice1 ! sacrifice ( a contrite _s4 ,h m]cy ^u me1 ,o ,god1 aft] ?y great goodness1 & aft] ! multitude ( ?y m]cies d away m9e (f5ces4 ,let ?y unspeakable m]cy free me f ! s9s ,i h committ$1 & deliv] me f ! puni%m5t ,i h des]v$ 774 ,o save me f e "w ( d>kness1 & cleanse me f all fil?9ess ( fle% & _s1 t1 = ! "t to come1 ,i may ) a pure he>t & m9d foll[ !e ! only true ,god4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 ,o ,lamb ( ,god1 :o bo? by ?y example & precept did/ in/ruct u to be meek & humble1 give me grace ?r\gh\t my :ole life1 9 e ?\ght1 & ^w & "w1 to imitate ?y meekness & humility4 ,o mortify 9 me ! :ole body ( pride3 grant me to feel t ,i am no?+ & h no?+1 & t ,i des]ve no?+ b %ame & contempt1 b mis]y & puni%m5t4 ,grant1 ,o ,"l1 t ,i may look = no?+1 claim no?+1 & t ,i may g ?r\gh all ! sc5es ( life1 n seek+ my own glory1 b look+ :olly unto !e1 & act+ :olly = !e4 ,let me nev] speak any ^w t may t5d to my own praise1 unless ! good ( my neighb\r require x4 ,& ev5 !n let me bew>e1 le/ to heal ano!r1 ,i w\nd my own s\l4 ,let my e>s & my he>t be ev] %ut to ! praise t come? ( m51 & let me refuse to he> ! voice ( ! *>m]1 *>m he nev] s sweetly4 ,give me a dread ( applause1 9 :atsoev] =m1 & f :atsoev] tongue x come?4 ,i "k t _m /rong] m5 h be5 sla9 by x1 & t x leade? to ! *amb]s ( dea?4 ,o deliv] my s\l f ?is sn>e ( hell2 nei!r let me spread x = ! feet ( o!rs4 ,:osoev] p]i% !reby1 be _! blood ^u _! own head1 & let n my h& be ^u !m4 ,o ?\ giv] ( e good & p]fect gift1 if at any "t ?\ please/ to "w by my h&1 tea* me to disc]n :at is my own f :at is ano!r's1 & to r5d] unto !e ! ?+s t are ?9e4 ,z1 all ! good t is done on e>?1 ?\ do/ x ?yself1 let me ev] return to !e all ! glory4 ,let me1 z a pure *ry/al1 transmit all ! light ?\ p\re/ ^u me2 b nev] claim z my own :at is ?y sole prop]ty4 ,o ?\ :o w]t despis$ & reject$ ( m51 :5 ,i am slight$ by my fri5ds1 disda9$ by my sup]iors1 ov]born1 or ridicul$ by my equals1 or contemptu\sly treat$ by my inf]iors1 let me cry out ) ?y holy m>tyr1 8,x is n[ t ,i beg9 to be a disciple ( ,*ri/40 ,!n let me ?ankfully accept1 & fai?fully use ! happy occasion ( improv+ 9 ?y meek & l[ly ,_s4 ,if = ?y sake m5 ca/ out my "n z evil1 let me rejoice1 & be exce$+ glad4 ,if = my own infirmities1 yet let me ackn[l$ge ?y goodness1 9 giv+ me ?is m$ic9e to heal my pride & vanity1 & beg ?y m]cy = ^? physicians ( my s\l1 by ^: h&s x is adm9i/]$ to me4 ,ignatius4 ,make me to rememb] !e on my b$1 & ?9k ^u !e :5 ,i am wak+3 ?\ ha/ pres]v$ me f all ! dang]s ( ! day pa/3 ?\ ha/ be5 my support f my y\? up until n[3 "u ! %ad[ ( ?y w+s let me pass ?is night 9 com=t & peace4 ,o ?\ ,creator & pres]v] ( all mank9d1 h m]cy ^u all conditions ( m53 purge ?y holy ,ca?olic *ur* f all h]esy1 s*ism1 & sup]/ition4 ,bless our sov]eign 9 8 p]son1 9 8 actions1 9 8 relations1 & 9 8 p4 ,may x please !e to endue 8 c\ncil1 & all ! nobility1 ) grace1 wisdom1 & und]/&+2 ! magi/rates ) equity1 c\rage & prud5ce2 ! g5try ) indu/ry & temp]ance2 & all ! commons ( ?is l&1 ) increase ( grace1 & a holy1 humble1 ?ankful _s4 ,o p\r ^u our :ole *ur*1 & especially ^u ! cl]gy !re(1 ! cont9ual dew ( ?y bless+4 ,grant to our univ]sities peace & piety1 & to all t lab\r "u affliction1 con/ant pati5ce & timely deliv]ance4 ,bless all my k9dr$1 7especially my fa!r & "m1 my bro!rs & si/]s7 & all my fri5ds & b5efactors 774 ,turn ! he>ts ( my enemies 772 =give !m & me all our s9s1 & grant t we & all ! memb]s ( ?y holy *ur*1 may f9d m]cy 9 ! dreadful day ( judgm5t1 ?r\gh ! m$iation & satisfaction ( ?y bless$ ,son ,jesus ,*ri/1 to :om ) !e & ! ,holy ,gho/ ! com=t]1 be all hon\r1 praise & ?anksgiv+1 9 all ! *ur*es ( ! sa9ts = ev]4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,w$nesday ,,morn+4 ,o ,,?\ :o dwelle/ 9 ! light :i* no man c approa*1 9 ^: pres5ce !re is no night1 9 ! light ( ^: c\nt5ance !re is p]petual day3 ,i ?y s9ful s]vant1 :om ?\ ha/ pres]v$ ?is night1 :o live by ?y p[] ?is day1 bless & glorify !e1 = ! def5ce ( ?y almighty provid5ce1 77 & humbly pray !e1 t ?is1 & all my days may be :olly devot$ to ?y s]vice4 ,s5d ?y ,holy ,_s to be ! guide ( all my ways1 & ! sanctifi] ( my s\l & body4 ,save1 def5d1 & build me up 9 ?y fe> & love2 give unto me ! light ( ?y c\nt5ance1 peace f heav51 & ! salvation ( my s\l 9 ! day ( ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 ,o ,?\ :o art ! way1 ! tru?1 & ! life1 ?\ ha/ said no man c foll[ !e1 unless he r5\nce himself4 ,i "k1 ,o ,savi\r1 t ?\ ha/ laid no?+ ^u u b :at ! design ( ?y love made necess>y = u4 ,?\ sawe/ our disease1 our idolatr\s self-love1 :]eby we fell away f ,god1 to be z gods ourselves1 to please ourselves1 & to d our own w4 ,lo1 ,i come6 ,may ,i ev] r5\nce my own1 & d ?y bless$ w 9 all ?+s6 ,i "k1 ,o ,god1 ?\ did/ empty ?yself ( ?y et]nal glory1 & tooke/ ^u !e ! =m ( a s]vant4 ,?\ :o made/ all m5 to s]ve & please !e1 did/ n please ?yself1 b wa/ ! s]vant ( all4 ,?\ ,o ,"l ( ! ho/s ( heav5 & e>?1 did/ yield ?y *eeks to be smitt51 ?y back to be sc\rg$1 & ?y h&s & feet to be nail$ to an accurs$ tree4 ,?us did/ ?\1 our great ,ma/]1 r5\nce ?yself3 ,& c we ?9k mu* ( r5\nc+ our vile selves8 ,my ,"l & my ,god1 let me n presume to be above my ma/]6 ,let x be ! "o desire ( my he>t1 to be z my ma/]1 to d n my own w1 b ! w ( him t s5t me4 ,o ?\ ^: :ole life did cry al\d1 ,fa!r1 n m9e1 b ?y w be done1 give me grace to walk aft] ?y patt]n1 to tread 9 ?y /eps4 ,give me grace to take up my cross daily1 to inure myself to be> h>d%ip4 ,let me ex]cise myself unto godl9ess betimes1 be=e ! ra9s desc5d & ! floods beat ^u me3 ,let me n[ practise :at is n pleas+ to fle% & blood1 :at is n agreeable to my s5ses1 appetites1 & passions1 t ,i may n h]eaft] r5\nce !e1 = fe> ( suff]+ = !e1 b may /& firm 9 ! day ( my visitation4 99,o ?\1 :o did/ n please ?yself1 al?o' = ?y pleasure all ?+s are & 7 creat$1 let "s portion ( ?y _s desc5d on me1 t ,i may d5y myself & foll[ !e4 ,/r5g!n my s\l t ,i may be temp]ate 9 all ?+s2 t ,i may nev] use any ( ?y creatures b 9 ord] to "s end ?\ comm&e/ me to pursue1 & 9 t measure & mann] :i* mo/ conduces to x4 ,let me nev] gratify any desire1 :i* has n !e = its ultimate object4 ,let me ev] ab/a9 f all pleasures1 :i* d n prep>e me = tak+ pleasure 9 !e1 z kn[+ t all su* w> aga9/ ! s\l1 & t5d to ali5ate x f !e4 ,o save me f ev] indulg+ ei!r ! desire ( ! fle%1 ! desire ( ! eye1 or ! pride ( life4 ,set a wat*1 ,o ,"l1 ov] my s5ses & appetites1 my passions & und]/&+1 t ,i may resolutely d5y !m e gratification1 :i* has no t5d5cy to ?y glory4 ,o tra9 me up 9 ?is good way1 t :5 ,i am old ,i may n dep>t f x3 t ,i may be at l5g? ( a truly mortifi$ he>t1 crucifi$ unto ! _w1 & ! _w crucifi$ unto me4 ,he> also my pray]s = all mank9d1 & guide _! feet into ! way ( peace3 = ?y holy ,ca?olic *ur*1 let h] live by ?y ,_s1 & reign 9 ?y glory4 ,rememb] t bran* ( x :i* ?\ ha/ plant$ 9 ^! k+doms2 especially ! /ew>ds ( ?y holy my/]ies2 give !m su* zeal1 & dilig5ce1 & wisdom1 t !y may save bo? !mselves & ^? t he> !m4 ,pres]ve1 ,o great ,k+ ( heav5 & e>?1 all ,*ri/ian pr9ces1 especially our sov]eign & 8 family4 ,grant t 8 c\ncil1 & all t are 9 au?ority "u him1 may truly & indiff]5tly adm9i/] ju/ice4 ,& to all ?y p give ?y heav5ly grace1 t !y may fai?fully s]ve !e all ! days ( _! life4 ,bless ! univ]sities ) prud5ce1 unity1 & hol9ess4 ,h[ev] ! way ( tru? be evil spok5 (1 may !y walk 9 x ev5 to ! end4 ,:oev] =get or blaspheme _! high call+1 may !y ev] rememb]1 t !y are a *os5 g5]ation1 a royal prie/hood1 an holy nation1 a peculi> p3 & accord+ly1 %ew =? ! praise ( him1 :o ha? call$ !m out ( d>kness into 8 m>vell\s light4 ,) a propiti\s eye1 ,o graci\s ,"l1 behold all my enemies1 & all t are 9 affliction2 give !m pati5ce "u _! suff]+s1 & grant t !y1 & all ! memb]s ( ?y *ur*1 may f9d re/1 :]e ! wick$ cease f tr\bl+1 & m]cy 9 ! great day ( trial4 ,9 p>ticul> ,i comm5d to ?y m]cy1 my fa!r & "m1 my bre?r5 & si/]s1 my fri5ds & relations 774 ,"l1 ?\ be/ kn[e/ all _! wants2 ,o suit ?y bless+s to _! sev]al necessities4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 ,let ^! my pray]s1 ,o ,"l1 f9d access to ! ?rone ( grace1 ?r\gh ! ,son ( ?y love1 ,jesus ,*ri/ ! righte\s3 to :om1 ) !e1 ,o ,fa!r1 9 ! unity ( ! ,_s1 be all love & ob$i5ce n[ & = ev]6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,w$nesday ,,ev5+4 ,p>ticul> que/ions relat+ to mortification4 #a4 ,h ,i done any ?+ m]ely because x 0 pleas+8 #b4 ,h ,i n only n done :at passion sollicit$ me to1 b done j ! contr>y8 8done0 replac$ ) 8n done0 p] ,errata #c4 ,h ,i receiv$ ! inconv5i5ces ,i c\ld n avoid1 z means ( mortification *os5 = me by ,god8 #d4 ,h ,i contriv$ pret5ces to avoid self-d5ial8 ,9 p>ticul>1 #e4 ,h ,i ?\ght any occasion ( d5y+ myself too small to be embrac$8 #f4 ,h ,i submitt$ my w to ! w ( e "o t oppos$ x2 except :]e ! glory ( ,god 0 conc]n$8 #g4 ,h ,i set ap>t "s "t = endeav\r+ aft] a lively s5se ( ! suff]+s ( ,*ri/ & my own s9s8 ,= deprecat+ ,god's judgm5t1 & ?9k+ h[ to am5d8 ,o ,,almighty ,"l ( heav5 & e>?1 ,i desire ) fe> & %ame to ca/ myself d[n be=e !e1 humbly confess+ my manifold s9s & unsuff]able wick$ness4 ,i confess1 ,o great ,god1 t ,i h s9n$ griev\sly aga9/ !e by ?\ght1 ^w & de$ 7p>ticul>ly ?is day74 ,?y words & ?y laws1 ,o ,god1 are holy1 & ?y judgm5ts are t]rible6 ,b ,i h brok5 all ?y righte\s laws1 & incurr$ ?y sev]e/ judgm5ts2 & :]e %all ,i appe> :5 ?\ art angry8 ,b1 ,o ,"l my ,judge1 ?\ art also my ,r$eem]6 ,i h s9n$1 b ?\1 ,o bless$ ,jesus1 art my advocate6 ,ent] n into judgm5t ) me1 le/ ,i die2 b sp>e me1 graci\s ,"l1 sp>e ?y s]vant1 :om ?\ ha/ r$eem$ ) ?y mo/ preci\s blood4 ,o res]ve n evil 9 /ore = me aga9/ ! day ( v5geance1 b let ?y m]cy be magnifi$ ^u me4 ,deliv] me f ! p[] ( s91 & pres]ve me f ! puni%m5t ( x4 ,?\ ^: m]cy is )\t measure1 ^: goodness is unspeakable1 despise n ?y return+ s]vant1 :o e>ne/ly begs = p>don & reconciliation4 ,grant me ! =giv5ess ( :at is pa/1 & a p]fect rep5tance ( all my s9s1 t = ! "t to come ,i may ) a pure _s d ?y w1 ,o ,god1 walk+ humbly ) !e1 conv]s+ *>itably ) m51 possess+ my s\l 9 resignation & hol9ess1 & my body 9 sanctification & hon\r4 8unspeakble0 replac$ ) 8unspeakable0 99,my ,"l & my ,god1 ,i "k t unless ,i am plant$ toge!r ) !e 9 ! lik5ess ( ?y dea?1 ,i _c 9 ! lik5ess ( ?y resurrection4 ,o /r5g!n me1 t by d5y+ myself & tak+ up my cross daily1 ,i may crucify ! old man1 & utt]ly de/roy ! :ole body ( s94 ,give me grace to mortify all my memb]s :i* are ^u e>?1 all my works & affections :i* are accord+ to corrupt nature4 ,let me be dead unto s91 unto e transgression ( ?y law1 :i* is holy1 m]ciful & p]fect4 ,let me be dead unto ! _w1 & all t is 9 ! _w1 ! desires ( ! fle%1 ! desire ( ! eye1 & ! pride ( life4 ,let me be dead unto pleasure1 s f> z x t5de? n to !e1 & to ^? pleasures :i* are at ?y "r-h& = ev]more4 ,let me be dead unto my own w1 & alive only unto ?9e4 ,i am n my own2 ?\ ha/ b\ght me ) a price1 ) ! price ( ?9e own blood4 ,& ?\ did/ !re=e die = all1 t we %\ld n h5ce=? live unto ourselves1 b unto him t di$ = u4 ,arm ?\ me ) ?is m9d2 circumcise my he>t & make me a new creature4 ,let me no long] live to ! desires ( m51 b to ! w ( ,god4 ,let ?y holy ,_s enable me to say ) ?y bless$ apo/le1 ,i am crucifi$ ) ,*ri/3 nev]!less ,i live1 yet n ,i1 b ,*ri/ live? 9 me4 8( ! fle%1 ! desire0 add$ p] ,errata ,o ?\ great ,%eph]d ( s\ls1 br+ home unto ?y fold all t are gone a/ray4 ,pres]ve ?y *ur* f all h]esy & s*ism1 f all t p]secute or oppose ! tru?3 & give unto ?y m9i/]s wisdom & hol9ess1 & ! p[]ful aid ( ?y bless$ ,_s4 ,advance ! j int]e/s1 & pres]ve ! p]sons ( all ,*ri/ian pr9ces1 especially our sov]eign3 give to him & 8 royal family1 & to all 8 subjects1 9 _! sev]al /ations1 p>ticul>ly ^? t are 9 au?ority among !m1 grace to d ?y w 9 ?is _w1 & et]nal glory 9 ! _w to come4 ,bless1 ,o ,"l1 all our nurs]ies ( piety & s*ools ( le>n+1 t !y may devote all _! /udies to ?y glory4 ,h m]cy on all t are 9 affliction3 rememb] ! poor & ne$y1 ! wid[ & fa!rless1 ! fri5dless & oppress$3 heal ! sick & langui%+1 give !m a sanctifi$ use ( ?y rod1 & :5 ?\ see/ x exp$i5t = !m1 receive !m into ! numb] ( ?y dep>t$ sa9ts1 & ) !m into ?9e ev]la/+ k+dom4 ,o my ,god1 ,i praise !e = ?y cont9ual pres]vation ( me1 = ?y fa!rly protection ov] me ?is day4 774 ,= all ! com=ts ) :i* ?\ surr\nde/ me1 spiritual & temporal2 p>ticul>ly = leave n[ to pray unto !e4 ,o accept ! poor s]vices1 p>don ! s9fulness ( ?is & all my holy duties1 & bless me1 my fri5ds & relations1 my b5efactors & m9e enemies1 7?is night & ev]7 ) ! bless+s ( ?y *ildr54 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 ,^! my pray]s1 ,o mo/ m]ciful ,fa!r1 v\*safe to he>1 ?r\gh ! m$iation ( ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,r$eem]1 :o ) !e & ! ,holy ,gho/ is wor%ipp$ & glorifi$1 9 all *ur*es ( ! sa9ts1 "o ,god bless$ = ev]6 99 99 99 99 99 ,,?ursday ,,morn+4 ,o ,,et]nal ,god1 my ,sov]eign ,"l1 ,i ackn[l$ge all ,i am1 all ,i h is ?9e4 ,o give me su* a s5se ( ?y inf9ite goodness1 t ,i may return to !e all possible love & ob$i5ce4 ,i humbly & he>tily ?ank !e = all ! fav\rs ?\ ha/ be/['d ^u me2 = creat+ me aft] ?9e own image1 = ?y daily pres]v+ me by ?y good provid5ce1 = r$eem+ me by ! dea? ( ?y bless$ ,son1 & = ! assi/ance ( ?y holy ,_s3 = caus+ me to be born 9 a ,*ri/ian c\ntry1 = bless+ me ) pl5tiful means ( salvation1 ) religi\s p>5ts & fri5ds1 & frequ5t returns ( ?y ev] bless$ sacram5t4 ,i also ?ank !e = all ?y temporal bless+s2 = ! pres]vation ( me ?is night1 77 = my heal?1 /r5g?1 food1 raim5t1 & all ! com=ts & necess>ies ( life4 ,o may ,i always delight to praise ?y holy "n1 &1 above all ?y b5efits1 love !e my great b5efactor4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 ,&1 ,o ,fa!r ( m]cies1 %ut n up ?y b[els ( compassion t[>ds me a vile & mis]able s9n]2 despise n ! "w ( ?9e own h&s1 ! pur*ase ( ?y ,son's blood4 ,= 8 sake ,i mo/ humbly implore =giv5ess ( all my s9s4 ,lo1 ,i come n[1 to d ?y w alone2 & am resolv$ by ?y assi/ance1 to h no long] any *oice ( my own1 b ) s+l5ess ( he>t to obey ?y good pleasure3 ,fa!r n my w1 b ?9e be done1 9 all my ?\ghts1 words1 & actions6 99,o ?\ all-suffici5t ,god ( angels & m51 :o art above all1 & ?r\gh all1 & 9 all2 f :om1 by :om1 & 9 :om are all ?+s2 9 :om we live1 move1 & h our be+2 may my w be z entirely & cont9ually d]iv$ f ?9e1 z my be+ & happ9ess are6 ,i believe1 ,o sov]eign goodness1 ,o mighty wisdom1 t ?\ do/ sweetly ord] & gov]n all ?+s1 ev5 ! mo/ m9ute1 ev5 ! mo/ noxi\s1 to ?y glory1 & ! good ( ^? t love !e6 ,i believe1 ,o ,fa!r ( ! families ( heav5 & e>?1 t ?\ s dispose/ all ev5ts1 z may be/ magnify ?y goodness to all ?y *ildr51 especially ^? ^: eyes wait ^u !e4 ,i mo/ humbly besee* !e tea* me to adore all ?y ways1 ?\gh ,i _c compreh5d !m3 tea* me to be glad t ?\ art k+1 & to give !e ?anks = all ?+s t befall me2 see+ ?\ ha/ *os5 t = me1 & ha/ !reby set to ?y seal t !y are good4 ,& = t :i* is to come1 give me ?y grace to d 9 all ?+s :at please? !e1 & !n1 ) an absolute submission to ?y wisdom1 to leave ! issues ( !m 9 ?y h&4 ,o ,"l ,jesu1 ,i give !e my body1 my s\l1 my sub/ance1 my fame1 my fri5ds1 my lib]ty1 my life2 dispose ( me1 & all t is m9e1 z x seeme? be/ unto !e4 ,i am n m9e1 b ?9e2 claim me z ?y "r1 keep me z ?y *>ge1 love me z ?y *ild6 ,fight = me :5 ,i am assault$1 heal me :5 ,i am w\nd$1 & revive me :5 ,i am de/roy$4 ,o help me ) ?y grace1 t :atsoev] ,i %all d or suff] ?is day may t5d to ?y glory4 ,keep me 9 love to !e1 & to all m54 ,d ?\ direct my pa?s1 & tea* me to set !e always be=e me4 ,let n ! ?+s ( ?is life1 or my manifold conc]ns !re91 ali5ate any "p ( my affections f !e2 nor let me ev] pursue or reg>d !m1 b = !e1 & 9 ob$i5ce to ?y w4 ,ext5d1 ,o ,"l1 ?y pity to ! :ole race ( mank9d3 enlight5 ! ,g5tiles ) ?y tru?1 & br+ into ?y flock ?y anci5t p ! ,jews4 ,be graci\s to ! holy ,ca?olic *ur*2 & grant %e may always pres]ve t doctr9e & discipl9e :i* ?\ ha/ deliv]$ to h]4 ,grant t all ( ?is nation1 especially our gov]nors & ! cl]gy1 may1 :atsoev] !y d1 d all to ?y glory4 ,bless all nurs]ies ( true religion & useful le>n+1 & let !m n neglect ! end ( _! in/itution4 ,be m]ciful to all t are 9 di/ress1 77 t /ruggle ) pa91 pov]ty or reproa*3 be ?\ a guide to !m t travel by l& or by wat]3 give a /rong & quiet _s to ^? :o are condemn$ to dea?1 lib]ty to prison]s & captives1 & ease & *e>fulness to e sad he>t4 ,o give spiritual /r5g? & com=t to scrupul\s consci5ces1 & to !m t are afflict$ by evil spirits4 ,pity idiots & lunatics1 & give life & salvation to all to :om ?\ ha/ giv5 no und]/&+4 ,give to all t are 9 error ! light ( ?y tru?2 br+ all s9n]s to rep5tance1 77 & give to all h]etics humility & grace to make am5ds to ?y *ur*1 by ! public ackn[l$gem5t ( an holy fai?4 ,bless all my fri5ds & relations1 acqua9tance & enemies3 77 unite u all to "o ano!r by mutual love1 & to ?yself by con/ant hol9ess2 t we1 toge!r ) all ^? :o are gone be=e u 9 ?y fai? & fe>1 may f9d a m]ciful acceptance 9 ! la/ day1 ?r\gh ! m]its ( ?y bless$ ,son1 to :om ) !e & ! ,holy ,gho/1 be all glory1 _w )\t end6 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,?ursday ,,ev5+4 ,p>ticul> que/ions relat+ to resignation & meekness4 #a4 ,h ,i endeav\r$ to w :at ,god wills1 & t only8 #b4 ,h ,i receiv$ e ?+ t has befall5 me1 )\t my *oice1 z ! *oice ( inf9ite wisdom & goodness = me1 ) ?anks8 #c4 ,h ,i 7aft] do+ :at he requires ( me to d conc]n+ !m7 left all future ?+s absolutely to ,god's disposal8 ,t is1 h ,i lab\r$ to be :olly indiff]5t to :i*soev] way he %all orda9 = me8 #d4 ,h ,i resum$ my claim to my body1 s\l1 fri5ds1 fame1 or =tune1 :i* ,i h made ov] to ,god2 or rep5t$ ( my gift1 :5 ,god accept$ any ( !m at my h&s8 #e4 ,h ,i endeav\r$ to be *e>ful1 mild & c\rte\s 9 :atev] ,i said or did8 #f4 ,h ,i said any ?+ ) a /]n look1 acc5t or ge/ure8 ,p>ticul>ly ) reg>d to religion8 ,,my ,"l & my ,god1 ?\ see/ my he>t1 & my desires are n hid f !e4 ,i am enc\rag$ by my happy exp]i5ce ( ?y goodness 7p>ticul>ly ?is day pa/7 to pres5t myself be=e !e1 not)/&+ ,i "k myself unwor?y ( ! lea/ fav\r f !e4 ,i am a%am$ :5 ,i ?9k1 h[ long ,i h liv$ a /rang]1 yea1 an enemy to !e1 tak+ ^u me to dispose ( myself1 & to please myself 9 ! ma9 c\rse ( my life4 ,b ,i n[ unfeign$ly desire to return unto !e1 & r5\nc+ all int]e/ & propriety 9 myself1 to give myself up entirely to !e3 ,i w\ld be ?9e1 & only ?9e = ev]4 ,b ,i "k ,i am no?+1 & c d no?+ ( myself3 & if ev] ,i am ?9e1 ,i mu/ be :olly indebt$ to !e = x4 ,o my ,god1 my ,savi\r1 my ,sanctifi]1 turn n away ?y face f a poor s\l t seeks !e3 b z ?\ ha/ k9dl$ 9 me ^! desires1 s confirm1 increase1 & satisfy !m4 ,reject n t poor gift :i* ,i w\ld make ( myself unto !e1 b tea* me s to make x1 t x may be acceptable 9 ?y sight4 ,"l1 he> me1 help me1 & %ew m]cy unto me = ,jesus ,*ri/'s sake4 ,to !e1 ,o ,god1 ,fa!r1 ,son & ,holy ,gho/1 my ,creator1 ,r$eem]1 & ,sanctifi]1 ,i give up myself entirely3 may ,i no long] s]ve myself1 b !e1 all ! days ( my life4 ,i give !e my und]/&+3 may x be my only c>e to "k !e1 ?y p]fections1 ?y works & ?y w4 ,let all ?+s else be z dung & dross unto me1 = ! excell5cy ( ?is k4 ,& let me sil5ce all reason+s aga9/ :atsoev] ?\ tea*e/ me1 :o can/ nei!r deceive1 nor be deceiv$4 ,i give !e my w3 may ,i h no w ( my own3 :atsoev] ?\ wille/1 may ,i w1 & t only4 ,may ,i w ?y glory 9 all ?+s z ?\ do/1 & make t my end 9 e ?+2 may ,i ev] say ) ! ,psalmi/1 ,:om h ,i 9 heav5 b !e1 & !re is none ^u e>? t ,i desire beside !e4 ,may ,i delight to d ?y w ,o ,god1 & rejoice to suff] x4 ,:atev] ?reat5s me let me say1 ,x is ! ,"l1 let him d :at seeme? him good3 & :atev] befalls me1 let me give ?anks1 s9ce x is ?y w conc]n+ me4 ,i give !e my affections2 d ?\ dispose ( !m all3 be ?\ my love1 my fe>1 my joy3 & may no?+ h any %>e 9 !m1 b ) respect to !e & = ?y sake4 ,:at ?\ love/ may ,i love1 :at ?\ hate/ may ,i hate1 & t 9 su* measures z ?\ art pleas$ to prescribe me4 ,i give !e my body3 may ,i glorify !e ) x1 & pres]ve x holy1 fit = !e1 ,o ,god1 to dwell 92 may ,i nei!r indulge x1 nor use too mu* rigor t[>ds x2 b keep x1 z f> z 9 me lies1 heal?y1 vigor\s & active1 & fit to d !e all mann] ( s]vice1 :i* ?\ %alt call =4 ,i give !e all my worldly goods3 may ,i prize !m & use !m only = !e4 ,may ,i fai?fully re/ore to !e1 9 ! poor1 all ?\ ha/ intru/$ me )1 above ! necess>ies ( life2 & be cont5t to "p ) !m too1 :5ev] ?\ my ,"l1 %alt require !m at my h&s4 8x0 replac$ ) 8!m0 p] ,errata ,i give !e my cr$it & reputation3 may ,i nev] value x1 b only 9 respect ( !e2 nor endeav\r to ma9ta9 x1 b z x may d !e s]vice & advance ?y hon\r 9 ! _w4 ,i give !e myself & my all3 let me look ^u myself to be no?+1 & to h no?+ out ( !e4 ,be ?\ ! sole dispos] & gov]nor ( myself & all2 be ?\ my portion & my all4 ,o my ,god & my all1 :5 h]eaft] ,i %all be tempt$ to break ?is solemn engagem5t1 :5 ,i %all be pre/ to con=m to ! _w1 & to ! company & cu/oms t surr\nd me2 may my answ] be1 ,i am n my own2 ,i am n = myself1 nor = ! _w1 b = my ,god4 ,i w give unto ,god ! ?+s :i* are ,god's4 ,god be m]ciful to me a s9n]4 ,h m]cy1 ,o ,fa!r ( ! spirits ( all fle%1 on all mank9d4 ,conv]t all ,jews1 ,turks & ,hea!ns to ?y tru?4 ,bless ! ,ca?olic *ur*2 heal its brea*es1 & e/abli% x 9 tru? & peace4 ,pres]ve & def5d all ,*ri/ian pr9ces1 especially our sov]eign & 8 family4 ,be m]ciful to ?is nation2 bless ! cl]gy ) s\ndness ( doctr9e & purity ( life2 ! c\ncil ) wisdom1 ! magi/rates ) integrity & zeal1 & ! p ) loyalty4 ,bless ! univ]sities ) le>n+ & hol9ess1 t !y may af=d a con/ant supply ( m5 fit & able to d !e s]vice4 ,%[] d[n ?y graces on all my relations1 on all my fri5ds & all t belong to ?is family4 ,com=t & relieve ^? t lab\r "u any affliction ( body or m9d3 especially ^? :o suff] = ! te/imony ( a good consci5ce4 ,visit !m1 ,o graci\s ,"l1 9 all _! di/resses4 ,?\ kn[e/1 ?\ see/ !m "u all4 ,o /ay _! s\ls ^u !e2 give !m to rejoice t !y are c\nt$ wor?y to suff] = ?y "n's sake1 & con/antly to look unto ! au?or & f9i%] ( _! fai?4 ,supply abundantly to all _! s\ls :o are 9 prison1 ! want ( ?y holy ord9ances1 & 9 ?y good "t1 deliv] !m & be m]ciful unto !m1 z ?\ use/ to be unto !m t love ?y "n4 ,^? t love or d good to me1 rew>d sev5-fold into _! bosom3 77 ^? t hate me 77 conv]t & =give3 & grant u all1 toge!r ) ?y :ole *ur*1 an entrance into ?9e ev]la/+ k+dom1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/2 to :om ) !e & ! bless$ ,_s1 ?ree p]sons & "o ,god be ascrib$ all maje/y1 dom9ion1 & p[]1 n[ & = ev]more4 ,am54 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,friday ,,morn+4 ,,almighty & ev]la/+ ,god1 ,i bless !e f my he>t1 t ( ?y inf9ite goodness ?\ ha/ pres]v$ me ?is night pa/1 & ha/ ) ! impregnable def5ce ( ?y provid5ce protect$ me1 f ! p[] & malice ( ! devil4 ,)draw n1 ,i humbly intreat !e1 ?y protection f me1 b m]cifully ?is day wat* ov] me ) ! eyes ( ?y m]cy2 direct my s\l & body1 accord+ to ! rule ( ?y w1 & fill my he>t ) ?y holy ,_s1 t ,i may pass ?is day1 & all ! re/ ( my days1 to ?y glory4 ,o ,savi\r ( ! _w1 ,god ( ,gods1 light ( light1 ?\ t art ! brightness ( ?y ,fa!r's glory1 ! express image ( 8 p]son2 ?\ t ha/ de/roy$ ! p[] ( ! devil1 t ha/ ov]come dea?1 t sitte/ at ! "r-h& ( ! ,fa!r1 ?\ wilt spe$ily come d[n 9 ?y ,fa!r's glory to judge all m5 accord+ to _! works3 be ?\ my light & my peace2 de/roy ! p[] ( ! devil 9 me1 & make me a new creature4 ,o ?\ :o did/ ca/ sev5 devils out ( ,m>y ,magdal51 ca/ out ( my he>t all corrupt affections4 ,o ?\ :o did/ raise ,laz>us f ! dead1 raise me f ! dea? ( s94 ,?\ :o did/ cleanse ! lep]s1 heal ! sick1 & give sight to ! bl9d1 heal ! diseases ( my s\l2 op5 my eyes1 & fix !m s+ly on ! prize ( my high-call+1 & cleanse my he>t f e desire1 b t ( advanc+ ?y glory4 99,o ,jesus1 poor & abject1 unkn[n & despis$1 h m]cy ^u me1 & let me n be a%am$ to foll[ !e4 ,o ,jesus1 hat$1 calum9at$ & p]secut$2 h m]cy ^u me1 & let me n be afraid to come aft] !e4 ,o ,jesus1 betray$ & sold at a vile price1 h m]cy ^u me2 & make me cont5t to be z my ,ma/]4 ,o ,jesus1 blasphem$1 accus$ & wrongfully condemn$1 h m]cy ^u me & tea* me to endure ! contradiction ( s9n]s4 ,o ,jesus1 clo!d ) a habit ( reproa* & %ame1 h m]cy ^u me1 & let me n seek my own glory4 ,o ,jesus1 insult$1 mock$ & spit ^u1 h m]cy ^u me1 & let me run ) pati5ce ! race set be=e me4 ,o ,jesus1 dragg$ to ! pill>1 sc\rg$ & ba!d 9 blood1 h m]cy ^u me1 & let me n fa9t 9 ! fi]y trial4 ,o ,jesus1 cr[n$ ) ?orns & hail$ 9 d]ision2 ,o ,jesus bur!n$ ) our s9s1 & ! curses ( ! p2 ,o ,jesus1 affront$1 outrag$1 buffet$1 ov]:elm$ ) injuries1 griefs & humiliations2 ,o ,jesus1 hang+ on ! accurs$ tree1 b[+ ! head1 giv+ up ! ,gho/1 h m]cy ^u me1 & con=m my :ole s\l to ?y holy1 humble1 suff]+ ,_s4 ,o ?\ :o = ! love ( me ha/ und]gone su* an inf9ity ( suff]+s & humiliations2 let me be :olly 8empti$ ( myself10 t ,i may rejoice to take up my cross daily & foll[ !e4 ,enable me too1 to endure ! pa9 & despise ! %ame2 & if x be ?y w1 to resi/ ev5 unto blood4 ,holy1 holy1 holy1 ,"l ,god ,almighty1 ,i mis]able s9n] humbly ackn[l$ge t ,i am altoge!r unwor?y to pray = myself4 ,b s9ce ?\ ha/ comm&$ me to make pray]s & int]cessions = all m51 9 ob$i5ce to ?y comm&1 & confid5ce ( ?y unlimit$ goodness1 ,i comm5d to ?y m]cy ! wants & necessities ( all mank9d4 ,"l1 let x be ?y good pleasure to re/ore to ?y *ur* ,ca?olic1 primitive peace & purity3 to %ew m]cy to ^! s9ful nations1 & give u grace at l5g? to break (f our s9s by rep5tance3 def5d our *ur* f all ! assaults ( s*ism1 h]esy & sacrilege1 & bless all bi%ops1 prie/s & deacons ) apo/olical graces4 ,o let x be ?y good pleasure to def5d ! k+ f all 8 enemies spiritual & temporal2 to bless all 8 royal relations2 to grant to ! c\ncil wisdom1 to ! magi/rates1 zeal & prud5ce1 to ! g5try & commons piety & loyalty4 ,"l1 let x be ?y good pleasure1 to give ?y grace to ! univ]sities2 to bless ^? :om ,i h wrong$1 77 & to =give ^? :o h wrong$ me 773 to com=t ! disconsolate1 to give heal? & pati5ce to all t are sick & afflict$ 774 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 ,v\*safe to bless my fa!r & "m ) ! fe> ( ?y "n1 t !y may be holy 9 all mann] ( conv]sation4 ,let !m rememb] h[ %ort _! "t is1 & be c>eful to improve e mom5t ( x4 ,o ?\ :o ha/ kept !m f _! y\? up until n[1 =sake !m n n[ !y are grey-head$1 b p]fect !m 9 e good ^w & "w1 & be ?\ _! guide unto dea?4 ,bless my bre?r5 & si/]s1 :om ?\ ha/ graci\sly taught ! gospel ( ?y ,*ri/2 give !m fur!r degrees ( illum9ation1 t !y may s]ve !e ) a p]fect he>t & will+ m9d4 ,bless my fri5ds & b5efactors1 & all :o h comm5d$ !mselves to my pray]s 774 ,"l1 ?\ be/ kn[e/ all our conditions1 all our desires1 all our wants4 ,o d ?\ suit ?y grace & bless+s to our sev]al necessities4 ,he>1 ,o m]ciful ,fa!r1 my supplications1 = ! sake ( ?y ,son ,jesus1 & br+ u1 ) all ^? :o h pleas$ !e f ! beg9n+ ( ! _w1 into ! glories ( ?y ,son's k+dom3 to :om ) !e & ! ,holy ,gho/1 be all praise = ev] & ev]6 ,our ,fa!r1 c4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,friday ,,ev5+4 ,que/ions relat+ to mortification1 see be=e ! pray]s = ,w$nesday ev5+4 ,o ,,god ! ,fa!r1 :o can/ n be ?\ght to h made me only to de/roy me1 h m]cy ^u me4 ,o ,god ! ,son1 :o kn[+ ?y ,fa!r's w did/ come into ! _w to save me1 h m]cy ^u me4 ,o ,god ! ,holy ,gho/1 :o to ! same end ha/ s (t5 s9ce brea!d holy ?\ghts into me1 h m]cy ^u me4 ,o holy1 bless$ & glori\s ,tr9ity1 :om 9 ,?ree p]sons ,i adore z ,"o ,god1 h m]cy ^u me4 ,"l1 c>e/ ?\ n t ,i p]i%6 ,?\ t w\ld'/ h all m5 to be sav$6 ,?\ t w\ld'/ h none to p]i%6 ,& wilt ?\ n[ %ew ?9e ang] aga9/ a worm1 a leaf6 ,aga9/ a vap\r t vani%e? be=e !e6 ,o rememb] h[ %ort my "t is1 & deliv] n my s\l into ! p[] ( hell6 ,=1 alas1 :at pr(it is !re 9 my blood8 ,or1 :o %all give !e ?anks 9 t pit8 ,no2 let me live 9 ?y sight3 let me live1 ,o my ,god1 & my s\l %all praise !e4 ,=get me1 z ,i h be5 disob$i5t1 provok+ !e to ang]1 & reg>d me z ,i am di/re/1 cry+ out to !e = help4 ,look n ^u me z ,i am a s9n]2 b consid] me z ,i am ?y creature4 ,a s9n] ,i am1 ,i confess1 a s9n] ( no ord9>y /a93 ,b let n ?is h9d] !e1 ,o my ,god2 = ^u su* s9n]s ?\ gette/ ! greate/ glory4 ,o rememb] = ^: sake x 0 t ?\ came/ f ! bosom ( ?y ,fa!r1 & 0 cont5t to be born ( ?9e own h&maid4 ,rememb]1 = :om x 0 t ?y t5d] body 0 torn & sc\rg$ & crucifi$6 ,0 x n = ! s9s ( ! :ole _w8 ,& %all ,i be s injuri\s to ?y glory1 z to ?9k ?\ ha/ except$ me8 ,or c ,i ?9k1 ?\ di$/ only = s9n]s ( a l[] k9d & lefte/ su* z me )\t rem$y8 ,:at _h become !n ( him1 :o fill$ ,j]usalem ) blood8 ,:at ( h]1 :o liv$ 9 a trade ( s98 ,nay1 :at _h become ( ?9e own disciple1 :o ) oa?s & curses ?rice d5i$ !e8 ,o h[ easy is x = !e to =give8 ,= x is ?y nature4 ,h[ prop] is x = !e to save8 ,= x is ?y "n6 ,h[ suitable is x to ?y com+ into ! _w8 ,= x is ?y bus9ess4 ,& :5 ,i consid] t ,i am ! *ief ( s9n]s1 may ,i n urge !e f>!r1 & say1 ,%all ! *ief ( ?y bus9ess be left undone8 ,f> be t f !e8 ,h m]cy ^u me6 ,i ask n ( !e ! ?+s ( ?is _w1 give !m to :om ?\ please/ s ?\ give/ me m]cy4 ,o say unto my s\l1 ,be ( good *e]1 ?y s9s are =giv5 !e4 ,o t ,i might nev] s9 aga9/ !e m6 ,& :]e9soev] my consci5ce accuses me mo/1 be ?\ mo/ m]ciful unto me6 ,save me1 ,o ,god1 z a br& snat*$ out ( ! fire4 ,receive me1 ,o my ,savi\r1 z a %eep t is gone a/ray1 b w\ld n[ return to ! great %eph]d & bi%op ( my s\l6 ,fa!r1 accept my imp]fect rep5tance1 compassionate my infirmities1 =give my wick$ness1 purify my uncleanness1 /r5g!n my weakness1 fix my un/abl5ess1 & let ?y good ,_s wat* ov] me = ev]1 & ?y love ev] rule 9 my he>t1 ?r\gh ! m]its & suff]+s & love ( ?y ,son1 9 :om ?\ art always well pleas$4 ,give ?y grace1 ,o holy ,jesus1 to all ! _w1 & let all :o are r$eem$ by ?y blood1 ackn[l$ge !e to be ! ,"l4 ,let all ,*ri/ians1 especially ^? ( ?is nation1 keep !mselves unspott$ f ! _w4 ,let all gov]nors1 & especially our sov]eign1 rule ) wisdom & ju/ice2 & let ! cl]gy be exempl>y 9 _! lives1 & discreet & dilig5t 9 _! lab\rs4 ,let our univ]sities enjoy fre$om f viol5ce & faction1 & excel 9 true religion & s\nd le>n+4 ,be an help at h& to all t are afflict$1 & assi/ !m to tru/ 9 !e4 ,raise up fri5ds = ! wid[ & fa!rless1 ! fri5dless & oppress$4 ,give pati5ce to all t are sick1 com=t to all tr\bl$ consci5ces1 /r5g? to all t are tempt$4 ,be graci\s to my relations 771 to all t are ende>$ to me by _! k9dnesses or acqua9tance1 to all :o rememb] me 9 _! pray]s1 or desire to be rememb]$ 9 m9e 774 ,sanctify1 ,o m]ciful ,"l1 ! fri5d%ip :i* ?\ ha/ grant$ me1 ) ^! ?y s]vants 774 ,o let our pray]s be he>d = ea* o!r1 :ile our he>ts are unit$ 9 ?y fe> & love1 & graci\sly unite !m !re9 m & m4 ,/r5g!n ! he>ts ( u ?y s]vants aga9/ all our corruptions & temptations3 enable u to consecrate ourselves fai?fully & entirely to ?y s]vice4 ,grant t1 we may provoke ea* o!r to love & s]ve !e1 & gr[ up toge!r be=e !e 9 ?y fe> & love1 to ?y heav5ly k+dom4 ,& by ?y inf9ite m]cies1 v\*safe to br+ u1 ) ^? t are dead 9 !e1 to rejoice toge!r be=e !e1 ?r\gh ! m]its ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 to :om ) !e & ! ,holy ,gho/1 ! bless$ & only ,pot5tate1 ! ,k+ ( ,k+s & ,"l ( ,lords1 be hon\r & p[] ev]la/+4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,saturday ,,morn+4 ,o ,,god1 ?\ great ,creator & ,sov]eign ,"l ( heav5 & e>?1 ?\ ,fa!r ( angels & m51 ?\ giv] ( life & protector ( all ?y creatures1 m]cifully accept ?is my morn+ sacrifice ( praise & ?anksgiv+1 :i* ,i desire to (f] ) all humility to ?y div9e ,maje/y4 ,?\ art prais$1 ,o ,"l1 by all ?y works1 & magnifi$ by e ?+ :i* ?\ ha/ creat$4 ,! sun rejoice? to run 8 c\rse1 t he may set =? ?y praise :o made/ him4 ,nor d ! moon & />s refra9 to manife/ ?y glory1 ev5 amid/ ! sil5t night4 ,! e>? brea!s =? ea* day p]fumes1 z inc5se to !e h] sacr$ ,k+1 :o has cr[n$ h] ) h]bs & trees1 & beautifi$ h] ) hills & dales4 ,! deep utt]e? 8 voice1 & lifte? up 8 h&s on high to !e1 ! great ,creator1 ! univ]sal ,k+1 ! ev]la/+ ,god4 ,! floods clap _! h&s1 & ! hills are joyful toge!r be=e !e2 ! fruitful vales rejoice & s+ ?y praise4 ,?\ fe$e/ ! innum]able multitude ( animals :i* ?\ ha/ creat$2 ^! all wait ^u !e1 & ?\ give/ !m _! meat 9 due season4 ,?\ made/ light = our com=t1 & br\ghte/ =? d>kness out ( ?y treasures1 to ov]%ad[ ! e>?1 t ! liv+ creatures ( x might take _! re/4 ,! fire & hail1 sn[ & vap\r1 w9d & /orm fulfil ?y ^w1 & manife/ ?y glory4 ,inanimate ?+s decl>e !e1 ,o ,"l ( life2 & irrational animals demon/rate _! wise ,creator4 ,amid/ ?is univ]sal jubilee ( nature1 suff] n1 ,i besee* !e1 ! sons ( m5 to be sil5t2 b let ! noble/ "w ( ?y creation pay !e ! noble/ sacrifice ( praise4 ,o p\r ?y grace into my he>t1 t ,i may wor?ily magnify ?y great & glori\s "n4 ,?\ ha/ made me & s5t me into ! _w to d ?y "w4 ,o assi/ me to fulfil ! end ( my creation1 & to %ew =? ?y praise ) all dilig5ce1 by giv+ myself up to ?y s]vice4 ,prosp] ! "w ( my h&s ^u me1 ,o ,"l2 ,o prosp] ?\ :atev] ,i %all und]take ?is day1 t x may t5d to ?y glory1 ! good ( my neighb\r1 & ! salvation ( my own s\l4 ,pres]ve me f all ^? sn>es & temptations :i* cont9ually sollicit me to (f5d !e4 ,guide me by ?y holy ,_s 9 all ^? places :i!r ?y provid5ce %all lead me ?is day2 & suff] n my communications ) ! _w to dissipate my ?\ghts1 to make me inadv]t5t to ?y pres5ce1 or lukew>m 9 ?y s]vice3 b let me always walk z 9 ?y sight1 & z "o :o kn[s ?is life to be ! se$-"t ( an et]nal h>ve/4 ,keep me1 ,i besee* !e1 undefil$1 unblamable1 & unreprovable unto ! end2 & grant1 t ,i may s dilig5tly p]=m ?y w1 9 t /ation :]e9 ?\ ha/ be5 pleas$ to place me1 t ,i may make my call+ & election sure1 ?ro' ,jesus ,*ri/ our bless$ ,"l & ,savi\r4 ,he> also1 ,o ,"l1 my pray]s = ! :ole race ( mank9d1 & guide _! feet into ! way ( peace3 re=m ! corruptions ( ?y ,ca?olic *ur*1 heal h] divisions1 & re/ore to h]1 h] anci5t discipl9e3 give to ! cl]gy !re(1 :e!r !y be bi%ops1 prie/s or deacons1 grace z good %eph]ds to fe$ ! flocks committ$ to _! *>ge4 ,bless ,k+ ,george & all ! royal family & all t are put 9 au?ority "u him4 ,let !m exce$ o!rs z mu* 9 goodness z greatness1 & be signal in/rum5ts ( ?y glory4 ,grant t 9 ! univ]sities1 & 9 all o!r places set ap>t = ?y s]vice1 :atsoev] is praise-wor?y may = ev] fl\ri%4 ,keep1 ,o ,"l1 all ! nobility1 g5try & commons ( ?is l&1 9 con/ant communion ) ?y holy ,ca?olic *ur*1 9 humble ob$i5ce to ! k+1 & 9 ,*ri/ian *>ity "o t[>ds ano!r4 ,9 a p>ticul> mann]1 ,i besee* !e to be graci\s to my fa!r & "m1 my bre?r5 & si/]s1 & all my fri5ds & relations4 ,p>don all _! s9s1 & heal all _! infirmities4 ,give !m t %>e ( ! bless+s ( ?is life1 :i* ?\ kn[e/ to be mo/ exp$i5t = !m2 & ?y grace s to use !m "h1 t !y may enjoy !e et]nally4 ,) a propiti\s eye1 ,o graci\s ,com=t]1 behold all t are 9 affliction3 let ! sigh+s ( ! prison]s1 ! groans ( ! sick1 ! pray]s ( ! oppress$1 ! desire ( ! poor & ne$y come be=e !e 774 ,give unto my enemies 77 grace & p>don1 *>ity to me & love to !e3 remove ! cl\d f _! eyes1 ! /ony f _! he>ts1 t !y may "k & feel :at x is to love _! neighb\r z !mselves4 ,& may x please !e to enable me to love all m9e enemies1 to bless !m t n[ curse me1 to d good to !m t hate me1 & to pray = ^? :o despitefully use me & p]secute me4 ,be pleas$1 ,o ,"l1 ( ?y goodness1 %ortly to accompli% ! numb] ( ?9e elect1 & to ha/5 ?y k+dom2 t we1 ) all ?y :ole *ur*1 may h our p]fect consummation ( bliss1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,"l1 by :om & ) :om1 9 ! unity ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 all hon\r & glory be unto !e1 ,o ,fa!r ,almighty1 n[ & = ev]4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,saturday ,,ev5+4 ,p>ticul> que/ions relat+ to ?ankfulness4 #a4 ,h ,i allott$ "s "t = ?ank+ ,god = ! bless+s ( ! pa/ week8 #b4 ,h ,i1 9 ord] to be ! m s5sible ( !m1 s]i\sly & delib]ately consid]$ ! sev]al circum/ances t att5d$ !m8 #c4 ,h ,i consid]$ ea* ( !m z an obligation to great] love1 & consequ5tly to /rict] hol9ess8 ,o ,mo/ great & glori\s ,god1 :o art mighty 9 ?y p[]1 & wond]ful 9 ?y do+s t[>ds ! sons ( m51 accept1 ,i besee* !e1 my unfeign$ ?anks & praise1 = my creation1 pres]vation1 & all ! o!r bless+s1 :i* 9 ! ri*es ( ?y m]cy1 ?\ ha/ f "t to "t p\r$ d[n ^u me4 ,?\1 ,"l1 9 ! beg9n+ ha/ laid ! f\ndation ( ! e>?1 & ! heav5s are ! works ( ?9e h&4 ,?\ creat$/ ! sun & moon1 ! day & night1 & make/ ! outgo+s ( ! morn+ & ev5+ to praise !e4 ,?\ =m$/ man ( ! du/ ( ! gr\nd & brea!d/ into him ! brea? ( life4 ,9 ?9e own image made/ ?\ him1 capable ( kn[+ & lov+ !e et]nally4 ,8 nature 0 p]fect1 ?y w 0 8 law1 & ?y bless$ self 8 portion4 ,nei!r aft] he _h left 8 fir/ e/ate did/ ?\ utt]ly )draw ?y m]cy f him2 b 9 e succe$+ g5]ation1 did/ save1 deliv]1 assi/ & protect him4 ,?\ ha/ in/ruct$ u by ?y laws1 & enlight5$ u by ?y /atutes4 ,?\ ha/ r$eem$ u by ! blood ( ?y ,son1 & sanctifie/ u by ! grace ( ?y holy ,_s4 ,= ^! & all ?y o!r m]cies1 h[ c ,i ev] suffici5tly love !e1 or wor?ily magnify ?y great & glori\s "n8 ,all ! p[]s ( my s\l are too few to conceive ! ?anks t are due to !e1 ev5 = v\*saf+ me ! hon\r ( n[ appe>+ be=e !e & conv]s+ ) !e4 ,b ?\ ha/ decl>$ ?\ wilt accept ! sacrifice ( ?anksgiv+1 9 return = all ?y goodness4 ,= ev] !re=e w ,i bless !e1 w ,i adore ?y p[]1 & magnify ?y goodness3 ,my tongue %all s+ ( ?y righte\sness1 & be tell+ ( ?y salvation f day to day4 ,i w give ?anks unto !e = ev] & ev]2 ,i w praise my ,god :ile ,i h my be+4 ,o t ,i _h ! he>t ( ! s]aphim1 t ,i might burn ) love l !irs6 ,b ?o' ,i am ^u e>?1 yet w ,i praise1 z ,i c1 ! ,k+ ( heav52 ?\gh ,i am a feeble1 mortal creature1 yet w ,i jo9 my song ) ^? t excel 9 /r5g?1 ) ! immortal ho/ ( angels & ar*-angels1 ?rones1 dom9ions & p[]s1 :ile !y laud & magnify ?y glori\s "n1 & s+ ) incessant %\ts ( praise4 ,holy1 holy1 holy1 is ! ,"l ( ho/s6 ,heav5 & e>? are full ( 8 glory6 ,glory be to !e ,o ,"l mo/ high4 ,am54 ,hallelujah4 ,accept1 ,o m]ciful ,fa!r1 my mo/ humble ?anks1 = ?y pres]vation ( me ?is day 774 ,o cont9ue ?y lov+-k9dness t[>ds me1 & take me into ?y protection ?is night4 ,let ?y holy angels wat* ov] me to def5d me f ! attempts ( evil m5 & evil spirits4 ,let me re/ 9 peace1 & n sleep 9 s91 & grant t ,i may rise m fit = ?y s]vice4 ,"h m5tion ! p>ticul>s y w\ld pray =4 ,o ?\ ^: k+dom rule? ov] all1 rule 9 ! he>ts ( all ! m5 :om ?\ ha/ made3 re=m ! corruptions1 & heal ! brea*es ( ?y holy *ur*1 & e/abli% h] 9 tru? & peace4 ,be graci\s unto all prie/s & deacons1 & give !m rightly to div9e ! ^w ( tru?4 ,=give ! s9s ( ?is nation1 & turn our he>ts1 t iniquity may n be our ru94 ,bless k+ ,george & all ! royal family1 ) all ^? bless+s :i* ?\ see/ to be mo/ exp$i5t = !m2 & give to 8 c\ncil1 & to ! nobility & magi/racy1 grace truely to s]ve !e 9 _! sev]al /ations4 ,bless our univ]sities1 t !y may be ! great bulw>ks ( ?y fai? & love1 aga9/ all ! assaults ( vice & infidelity3 may ! g5try & commons ( ?is realm1 live 9 con/ant communion ) ?y *ur*1 9 ob$i5ce to ! k+1 & 9 love "o t[>ds ano!r4 ,be graci\s to all :o are ne> & de> to me4 ,?\ kn[e/ _! names & art acqua9t$ ) _! wants4 ,( ?y goodness be pleas$ to proportion ?y bless+s to _! necessities4 ,p>don my enemies1 & give !m rep5tance & *>ity1 & me grace to ov]come evil ) good4 ,h compassion on all :o are di/ress$ 9 m9d1 body or e/ate1 & give !m /eady pati5ce & timely deliv]ance4 ,n[ to ,god ! ,fa!r1 :o fir/ lov$ u1 & made u accept$ 9 ! ,belov$3 to ,god ! ,son1 :o lov$ u & wa%$ u f our s9s 9 8 own blood3 to ,god ! ,holy ,gho/1 :o %$de? ! love ( ,god abroad 9 our he>ts1 be all love & all glory 9 "t & to all et]nity4 ,am56 ,a ,,collection ,,( ,,pray]s = ,,families4 ,,sunday ,,morn+4 ,,almighty & et]nal ,god1 we desire to praise ?y holy "n = s graci\sly rais+ u up1 9 s\ndness ( body & m9d1 to see ! light ( ?is day4 ,we bless !e 9 behalf ( all ?y creatures2 = ! eyes ( all look unto !e1 & ?\ give/ !m _! meat 9 due season4 ,b above all we ackn[l$ge ?y ine/imable b5efits be/[$ ^u mank9d 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,we ?ank !e = 8 miracul\s bir?1 = 8 mo/ holy life1 8 bitt] agony & bloody dea?1 = 8 glori\s resurrection on ?is day1 8 asc5sion into heav51 8 triumph ov] all ! p[]s ( d>kness1 & 8 sitt+ at ?y "r h& = ev] m4 ,o ,god1 h[ great 0 ?y love to ! s9ful sons ( m51 to give ?y only begott5 ,son1 t :osoev] believe? on him1 might n p]i%1 b h ev]la/+ life6 ,h[ great 0 t love :i* ha? committ$ our s\ls to "o s mighty to save6 ,:i* ha? *os5 u to be ?y sons & heirs1 toge!r ) ,*ri/ ,jesus1 & set su* an high prie/ ov] ?y h\se & family1 to make int]cession = u1 to p\r ?y bless+s ^u u1 & to s5d =? 8 angels to m9i/] unto !m :o %all be heirs ( salvation6 ,o ! ri*es ( ?y grace1 9 s5d+ ! ,holy ,gho/1 to make u ab\nd 9 hope1 t we %all "o day rise f ! dead1 & aft] our %ort lab\rs "h1 re/ ) !e 9 ?y et]nal glory4 ,o t we c\ld beg9 ?is day1 9 dev\t m$itations1 9 joy unspeakable1 & 9 bless+ & prais+ !e1 :o ha/ giv5 u su* good hope & ev]la/+ consolation6 ,lift up our m9ds above all ^! little ?+s bel[1 :i* are apt to di/ract our ?\ghts2 & keep !m above1 till our he>ts are fully b5t to seek !e e day1 9 ! way :]e9 ,jesus ha? gone be=e u1 ?o' x %\ld be ) ! loss ( all we "h possess4 8m$iations0 replac$ ) 8m$itations0 p] ,errata ,we are a%am$1 ,o ,"l1 to ?9k t ev] we h disobey'd !e1 :o ha/ r$eem$ u by ! preci\s blood ( ?9e own ,son4 ,o t we may agree ) ?y w 9 all ?+s = ! "t to come6 & t all ! p[]s ( our s\ls & bodies may be :olly d$icat$ to ?y s]vice6 ,we desire unfeign$ly t all ! ?\ghts & designs ( our m9ds1 all ! affections & temp]s ( our he>ts1 & all ! actions ( our life1 may be pure1 holy1 & unreproveable 9 ?y sight4 ,se>* u1 ,o ,"l1 & prove u2 try out our re9s & our he>t4 ,look well if !re be any way ( wick$ness 9 u1 & lead u 9 ! way ev]la/+4 ,let ?y fav\r be bett] to u ?an life itself2 t s 9 all ?+s we may approve our he>ts be=e !e1 & feel ! s5se ( ?y acceptance ( u1 giv+ u a joy :i* ! _w _c give4 ,make x our delight to praise !e1 to call to m9d ?y lov+-k9dness1 & to (f] ! sacrifice ( ?anksgiv+4 ,help u to take he$ to ourselves1 le/ at any "t our he>ts be ov]*>g$ ) surfeit+ or drunk5ness1 or ! c>es ( ?is life3 to h our conv]sation )\t covet\sness1 & to be cont5t ) su* ?+s z we h3 to possess our bodies 9 sanctification & hon\r3 to love our neighb\r z ourselves1 & z we w\ld t o!rs %\ld d to u1 d ev5 s to !m4 ,to live peaceably1 z mu* z lie? 9 u1 ) all m53 to put on ! ornam5t ( a meek & quiet _s3 & to take ^? :o h spok5 9 ! "n ( our ,,"l1 = an example ( suff]+ affliction & ( pati5ce2 & :5 we suff] z ,*ri/ians1 n to be a%am$1 b to glorify !e our ,god on ?is behalf4 ,& accept1 good ,"l1 ( all ! praises ( all ?y p met toge!r ?is day4 ,o t ?y ways 7 kn[n ^u all ! e>?1 ?y sav+ heal? among all nations6 ,& t all ,*ri/ian k+s especially1 may be fill$ ) ?y holy ,_s1 & be fai?ful subjects ( ! ,"l ,jesus ! ,k+ ( ,k+s & ,"l ( ,lords4 ,o t ?y prie/s may be cloa!d ) righte\sness1 & ?y sa9ts rejoice & s+2 t all :o are 9 di/ress may tru/ 9 !e1 ! help ( _! c\nt5ance & _! ,god4 ,o ,"l1 he> u1 & make ?y face to %9e ^u ?y s]vants1 t we may ent] into ?y gates ) ?anksgiv+1 & into ?y c\rts ) praise3 t we may be ?ankful unto !e & bless ?y "n4 ,am51 = ,jesus ,*ri/'s sake1 9 ^: words we conclude our imp]fect pray]s1 say+1 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 99 99 99 99 99 ,,sunday ,,ev5+4 ,o ,,?\ high & holy "o t inhabite/ et]nity4 ,?\ art to be fe>$ & lov$ by all ?y s]vants4 ,all ?y works praise !e1 ,o ,god2 & we especially give ?anks unto !e1 = ?y m>vell\s love 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 by :om ?\ ha/ reconcil$ ! _w to ?yself4 ,?\ ha/ giv5 u exce$+ great & preci\s promises4 ,?\ ha/ seal$ !m ) 8 blood1 ?\ ha/ confirm$ !m by 8 resurrection & asc5sion1 & ! com+ ( ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,we ?ank !e t ?\ ha/ giv5 u s _m happy opportunities ( kn[+ ! tru? z x is 9 ,jesus1 ev5 ! my/]y :i* 0 hid f ages & g5]ations1 b is n[ reveal$ to !m t believe4 ,bless$ be ?y goodness = t great consolation1 & = ! assi/ance ( ?y holy ,_s4 ,bless$ be ?y goodness1 t we h felt x s (t5 9 our he>ts1 inspir+ u ) holy ?\ghts1 fill+ u ) love & joy & com=table expectations ( ! glory t %all be reveal$4 ,we ?ank !e1 t ?\ ha/ suff]$ u ?is day1 to att5d on !e 9 ?y public s]vice3 & t we h begun 9 any measure1 to pursue aft] t et]nal re/ :i* rema9e? = ! p ( ,god4 ,we (f] up aga9 our s\ls & bodies to !e to be gov]n$1 n by our w1 b ?9e4 ,o let x be ev] ! ease & joy ( our he>ts1 to be "u ! conduct ( ?y un]r+ wisdom1 to foll[ ?y c\nsels1 & to be rul$ 9 all ?+s by ?y holy w4 ,& let u nev] di/ru/ ?y abundant k9dness & t5d] c>e ov] u2 :atsoev] x is ?\ w\ld/ h u to d1 or to suff] 9 ?is _w4 ,o ,god1 purify our he>ts1 t we may intirely love !e1 & rejoice 9 be+ belov$ ( !e2 t we may confide 9 !e1 & absolutely resign ourselves to !e1 & be fill$ ) con/ant devotion t[>d !e4 ,o t we may nev] s9k into a base love ( any ?+ "h bel[1 nor be oppress$ ) ! c>es ( ?is life2 b assi/ u to abhor t :i* is evil1 & cleave to t :i* is good4 ,let u use ?is _w z n abus+ x4 ,give u true humility ( _s1 t we may n ?9k ( ourselves m highly ?an we ought to ?9k4 ,keep u f be+ wise 9 our own conceits4 ,let our mod]ation be kn[n to all m54 ,make u k9dly affection$ "o to ano!r2 to delight 9 do+ good2 to %ew all meekness to all m52 to r5d] to all _! dues2 tribute to :om tribute is due1 cu/om to :om cu/om1 fe> to :om fe>1 hon\r to :om hon\r2 & to owe no man any ?+1 b to love "o ano!r4 ,make u s happy1 t we may be able to love our enemies1 to bless ^? t curse u1 to d good to !m t hate u2 to rejoice ) !m t d rejoice1 & weep ) !m t weep4 ,compose our spirits to a quiet & /eady dep5dance on ?y good provid5ce1 t we may take no ?\ght = our life1 nor be c>eful = any ?+1 b by pray] & supplication1 ) ?anksgiv+1 /ill make kn[n our reque/s to !e our ,god4 ,& help u to pray always & n fa9t2 9 e ?+ to give ?anks1 & (f] up ! sacrifice ( praise cont9ually2 to rejoice 9 hope ( ?y glory2 to possess our s\ls 9 pati5ce2 & to le>n 9 :atsoev] /ate we are1 !re) to be cont5t4 ,make u "k bo? h[ to be abas$1 & h[ to ab\nd3 e :]e1 & 9 all ?+s1 in/ruct u bo? to ab\nd & to suff] want1 be+ enabl$ to d all ?+s ?r\gh ,*ri/ :i* /r5g!ne? u4 ,o t ! light ( all ,*ri/ians did s %9e be=e m51 t o!rs might glorify !e1 our ,fa!r :i* art 9 heav56 ,s5d =? ?y light & ?y tru? into all ! d>k corn]s ( ! e>?2 t all k+s may fall d[n be=e !e1 & all nations d !e s]vice6 ,bless ^! k+doms1 & give u grace at l5g?1 to br+ =? fruits meet = rep5tance4 ,o ,"l1 save ! k+1 & e/abli% 8 ?rone 9 righte\sness4 ,prosp] ! endeav\rs ( all ^? :o fai?fully fe$ ?y p1 & increase ! numb] ( !m4 ,o t ! se$ :i* ha? be5 s[n ?is day1 may take deep root 9 all our he>ts2 t be+ n =getful he>]s1 b do]s ( ! ^w1 we may be bless$ 9 our de$s4 ,help u 9 all ! week foll[+1 to set a wat* be=e our m\?1 & keep ! door ( our lips4 ,& let n our he>t incl9e to any evil ?+1 or to practise wick$ works ) m5 t "w iniquity4 ,b z we h receiv$ h[ we ought to walk & to please !e1 s may we ab\nd m & m4 ,protect u1 we besee* !e1 & all our fri5ds e :]e ?is night1 & awak5 9 ! morn+ ^? good ?\ghts 9 our he>ts1 t ! words ( our ,savi\r may abide 9 u1 & we 9 him2 :o ha? taught u1 :5 we pray to say1 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 99 99 99 99 99 ,,monday ,,morn+4 ,,we humble ourselves1 ,o ,"l ( heav5 & e>?1 be=e ?y glori\s ,maje/y4 ,we ackn[l$ge ?y et]nal p[]1 wisdom1 goodness1 & tru?2 & desire to r5d] !e mo/ unfeign$ ?anks1 = all ! b5efits :i* ?\ p\re/ ^u u4 ,b above all1 = ?9e ine/imable love1 9 ! r$emption ( ! _w1 by our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,we implore ?y t5d] m]cies1 9 ! =giv5ess ( all our s9s1 :]eby we h (f5d$ ei!r 9 ?\ght1 ^w1 or de$4 ,we desire to be truly sorry = all our misdo+s1 & utt]ly to r5\nce :atsoev] is contr>y to ?y w4 ,we desire to devote our :ole man1 body1 s\l & _s1 to !e4 ,& z ?\ do/ inspire u ) ^! desires1 s accompany !m always ) ?y grace1 t we may e day1 ) our :ole he>ts1 give ourselves up to ?y s]vice4 ,we desire to be s holy & undefil$ z our bless$ ,ma/] 04 ,& we tru/ ?\ wilt fulfil all ! graci\s promises :i* he ha? made to u4 ,let !m be de>] to u ?an ?\s&s ( gold & silv]2 let !m be ! com=t & joy ( our he>ts4 ,we ask no?+1 b t x may be unto ?y s]vants accord+ to 8 ^w4 ,?\ ha/ m]cifully kept u ! la/ night3 bless$ be ?y cont9u$ goodness4 ,receive u likewise into ?y protection ?is day4 ,guide & assi/ u 9 all our ?\ghts1 words1 & actions4 ,make u will+ to d & suff] :at ?\ please/2 wait+ = ! m]cy ( our ,"l1 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 unto et]nal life4 ,bless$ be ?y goodness :i* ha? n suff]$ u to w&]1 )\t in/ruction1 aft] ! fooli% desires ( our own he>ts2 b ha/ cle>ly %ewn u :]e our happ9ess lies4 ,o may we receive ) all ?ankfulness1 ^? holy words :i* tea* u ! bless$ness ( pov]ty ( _s1 ( m\rn+ aft] !e1 ( meekness & g5tl5ess1 ( hung]+ & ?ir/+ aft] righte\sness1 ( m]cifulness & purity ( he>t1 ( do+ good unto all1 & pati5tly suff]+ = do+ ! w ( our ,"l ,*ri/4 ,o may we always be 9 ! numb] ( ^? bless$ s\ls6 ,may we ev] feel ourselves happy 9 hav+ ! k+dom ( ,god )9 u1 9 ! com=ts ( ! holy "o1 9 be+ fill$ ) all ! fruits ( righte\sness1 9 be+ made ! *ildr5 ( ! highe/1 & above all1 9 see+ !e1 our ,god4 ,let u ab\nd 9 ?y love m & m2 & 9 cont9ual pray]s & praises to !e1 ! ,fa!r ( m]cies & ,god ( all consolation1 9 ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,"l4 ,& we desire1 ?\ kn[e/1 ! good ( all mank9d1 especially ( all ,*ri/ian p2 t !y may all walk wor?y ( ! gospel1 & live toge!r 9 unity & ,*ri/ian love4 ,= :i* end1 we pray t all ,*ri/ian k+s1 pr9ces1 & gov]nors1 may be wise1 pi\s1 j1 & m]ciful1 endeav\r+ t all _! subjects may lead peaceable lives 9 all godl9ess & hone/y3 & m p>ticul>ly1 t our sov]eign1 k+ ,george1 may be ble/ ) a religi\s1 quiet1 long1 & prosp]\s reign1 & t all 9 au?ority "u him may seek 9 _! sev]al /ations to "r ! oppress$1 to com=t ! afflict$1 to provide = ! poor & ne$y1 & to relieve all ^? t are 9 any mis]y4 ,bless all ^? t wat* ov] our s\ls2 succe$ _! lab\rs1 & give u grace to foll[ _! godly admonitions1 & to e/eem !m v highly 9 love = _! "w's sake4 ,! same bless+s we crave = our fri5ds1 relations1 & acqua9tance1 t we may all live 9 p]fect love & peace toge!r1 & rejoice toge!r at ! great day ( ! ,"l ,jesus2 9 ^: holy words we sum up all our wants1 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 99 99 99 99 99 ,,monday ,,ev5+4 ,,almighty & mo/ m]ciful ,fa!r 9 :om we live1 move1 & h our be+2 to ^: t5d] compassions we owe our safety ! day pa/1 toge!r ) all ! com=ts ( ?is life1 & ! hopes ( t :i* is to come3 we praise !e1 ,o ,"l1 we b[ ourselves be=e !e1 ackn[l$g+ we h no?+ b :at we receive f !e4 ,unto !e d we give ?anks1 ,o ,god1 :o daily p\re/ ?y b5efits ^u u4 ,bless$ be ?y goodness = our heal?1 = our food & raim5t1 = our peace & safety1 = ! love ( our fri5ds1 = all our bless+s 9 ?is life2 & our desire to atta9 t life :i* is immortal4 ,bless$ be ?y love1 = t we feel 9 our he>ts any motion t[>d !e4 ,behold1 ,o ,"l1 we pres5t ourselves be=e !e1 to be inspir$ ) su* a vigor\s s5se ( ?y love1 z may put u =w>d ) a great] e>ne/ness1 zeal1 & dilig5ce 9 all our duty4 ,r5ew 9 u1 we besee*1 a lively image ( !e1 9 all righte\sness1 purity1 m]cy1 fai?fulness & tru?4 ,o t ,jesus1 ! hope ( glory1 may be =m$ 9 u1 9 all humility1 meekness1 pati5ce1 & an absolute surr5d] ( our s\ls & bodies to ?y holy w3 t we may n live1 b ,*ri/ may live 9 u2 t e "o ( u may say1 ,! life ,i n[ live 9 ! fle%1 ,i live by fai? 9 ! ,son ( ,god1 :o lov$ me1 & gave himself = me4 ,let ! remembrance ( 8 love1 :o made himself an (f]+ = our s9s1 be ev] de> & preci\s to u4 ,let x cont9ually move u to (f] up ourselves to !e1 to d ?y w1 z our bless$ ,ma/] did4 ,may we place an entire confid5ce 9 !e1 & /ill tru/ ourselves ) !e1 :o ha/ n sp>$ ?9e own ,son1 b freely giv5 him up = u all4 ,may we humbly accept ( :atsoev] ?\ s5de/ u1 & 9 e ?+ give ?anks4 ,surely ?\ wilt nev] leave u nor =sake u4 ,o guide u safe ?r\gh all ! *anges ( ?is life1 9 an un*angeable love to !e1 & a lively s5se ( ?y love to u1 till we come to live ) !e & enjoy !e = ev]4 ,& n[ t we are go+ to lay ourselves d[n to sleep take u into ?y graci\s protection1 & settle our spirits 9 su* quiet & delightful ?\ghts1 ( ! glory :]e our ,"l ,jesus lives1 t we may desire to be dissolv$ & to g to him :o di$ = u1 t :e!r we wake or sleep1 we might live toge!r ) him4 ,to ?y bless+ we recomm5d all mank9d1 high & l[1 ri* & poor1 t !y may all fai?fully s]ve !e1 & cont5t$ly enjoy :atsoev] is ne$ful = !m4 ,& especially we besee* !e1 t ! c\rse ( ?is _w may be s peaceably ord]$ by ?y gov]nance1 t ?y *ur* may joyfully s]ve !e 9 all godly quietness4 ,we leave all we h ) !e1 especially our fri5ds1 & ^? :o are de> unto u2 desir+ t :5 we are dead & gone1 !y may lift up _! s\ls 9 ?is mann] unto !e2 & tea* ^? t come aft]1 to praise1 love1 & obey !e4 ,& if we awake aga9 9 ! morn+1 may we praise !e aga9 ) joyful lips1 & /ill (f] ourselves a m acceptable sacrifice to !e1 ?ro' ,jesus ,*ri/1 9 ^: words we besee* !e to he> u1 accord+ to ! full s5se & mean+ !re(1 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 99 99 99 99 99 ,,tuesday ,,morn+4 ,o ,,mo/ great & mighty ,"l1 ! possessor ( heav5 & e>?1 all ! angels rejoice 9 bless+ & prais+ !e1 ! ,fa!r ( spirits3 = ?\ ha/ creat$ all ?+s1 & 9 wisdom ha/ ?\ made !m all1 & spread ?y t5d] m]cies ov] all ?y works4 ,we desire ?ankfuly to ackn[l$ge ?y b\nty to u1 among ! re/ ( ?y creatures1 & ?y p>ticul> grace & fav\r to u1 9 ,jesus ,*ri/1 our m]ciful ,r$eem]4 ,o give u a deep s5se ( t love :i* gave him to die = u1 t he might be ! au?or ( et]nal salvation to all !m t obey him4 ,& ha/ ?\ n said1 t ?\ wilt give ?y holy ,_s to !m t ask x8 ,o ,fa!r ( m]cies1 let x be unto u1 accord+ to ?y ^w4 ,*]i% :atev] ?\ ha/ already giv5 u1 :i* is acceptable 9 ?y sight4 ,& s9ce at ! be/ we are unpr(itable s]vants1 & c d no m ?an x is our duty to d1 enable u to d e ?+ :i* ?\ ha/ comm&$ u he>tily1 ) good w1 & true love to ?y s]vice4 ,o t we might ev] approa* !e ) delight1 & feel x ! joy ( our he>ts1 to ?9k ( !e1 to praise !e1 to give !e ?anks1 & to (f] ourselves ) absolute resignation to !e4 ,o t m]cy may always please u1 z x please? !e6 ,t we may be /rictly j & righte\s6 ,may *e>fully pass by injuries1 freely d5y ourselves :atev] is n = ?y glory2 will+ly submit to ?y fa!rly corrections1 & p]=m ! duties ( our sev]al relations1 ) s+l5ess ( he>t4 ,r5d] u s m9dful ( ! great love ( our ,"l1 t we may be zeal\sly conc]n$ = 8 glory1 & use our utmo/ dilig5ce to promote 8 religion 9 ! _w2 delight+ to commemorate 8 dea? & passion1 mak+ a joyful sacrifice ( our s\ls & bodies to him1 & e>ne/ly desir+ t 8 k+dom may come ov] all ! e>?4 8eatne/ly0 replac$ ) 8e>ne/ly0 ,fulfil1 mo/ m]ciful ,"l all our petitions2 & z ?\ ha/ graci\sly protect$ u ?is night1 s accompany u all ?is day ) ?y bless+1 t we may please !e 9 body & s\l1 & be safe "u ?y def5ce1 :o art ev] nigh unto all ^? t call ^u !e4 ,& ,o t all m5 may be awak5$ into a lively & ?ankful s5se ( all ?y b5efits4 ,/ir up especially ! m9ds ( all ,*ri/ian p1 to foll[ ! tru? z x is 9 ,jesus1 & ex]cise !mselves to h a consci5ce void ( (f5ce t[>ds ,god & t[>ds man4 ,bless ^! k+doms1 & endue our sov]eign ) su* excell5t wisdom & holy zeal1 t we may see _m good days "u 8 gov]nm5t4 ,o t true religion1 ju/ice1 m]cy1 bro!rly-k9dness1 & all ?+s else t are praise-wor?y1 may s fl\ri% among u1 t we may enjoy ! bless+s ( peace & pl5ty1 & !re may be no compla9+ 9 our /reets4 ,we recomm5d to !e all our fri5ds & neighb\rs1 all ! poor1 ! sick1 & ! afflict$1 desir+ ^? m]cies = !m1 :i* we %\ld ask = ourselves1 7 we 9 _! condition4 ,o ,god1 ^: nev] fail+ provid5ce ord]e? all ?+s bo? 9 heav5 & e>?1 keep !m & u1 we besee* !e1 f all hurtful ?+s1 & give u ^? ?+s :i* are pr(itable = u1 accord+ to ?9e abundant m]cy 9 our ,"l ,jesus2 9 ^: words we conclude our supplication unto !e1 say+1 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 99 99 99 99 99 ,,tuesday ,,ev5+4 ,,almighty & ev]la/+ ,god1 ! sov]eign ,"l ( all creatures 9 heav5 & e>?1 we ackn[l$ge t our be+s1 & all ! com=ts ( !m1 dep5d on !e1 ! f\nta9 ( all good4 ,we h no?+ b :at is ow+ entirely to ?y free & b\nte\s love1 ,o mo/ bless$ ,creator1 & to ! ri*es ( ?y grace1 ,o mo/ bless$ ,r$eem]4 ,to !e !re=e be giv5 by u1 & by all creatures1 :om ?\ ha/ made to "k h[ great & good ?\ art1 all hon\r & praise1 all love & ob$i5ce1 z long z we h any be+4 ,x is b meet1 "r1 & our b\nd5 duty1 t we %\ld at all times1 & 9 all places1 give ?anks unto !e1 ,o ,"l1 & dev\tly resign bo? s\l & body to !e1 to be absolutely gov]n$ & rul$ accord+ to ?y holy w4 ,fur!r1 we pray !e1 increase e good desire :i* we feel already 9 our he>ts2 let u always live z becomes ?y creatures1 z becomes ! disciples ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,incl9e u to be m & m 9 love ) ?y laws1 till !y are writt5 ^u our he>ts4 ,/ir up our wills1 to love !m exce$+ly1 & to cleave unto !m z our v life4 ,o t we might he>tily surr5d] our wills to ?9e6 ,t we may un*angeably cleave unto x1 ) ! greate/ & mo/ entire affection to all ?y comm&s4 ,o t !re may abide = ev] 9 u1 su* a /rong & p[]ful s5se ( ?y mighty love t[>ds u 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 z may con/ra9 u freely & will+ly to please !e1 9 ! con/ant ex]cise ( righte\sness & m]cy1 temp]ance & *>ity1 meekness & pati5ce1 tru? & fidelity2 toge!r ) su* an humble1 cont5t$ & peaceable _s1 z may adorn ! religion ( our ,"l & ,ma/]4 ,yea let x ev] be ! joy ( our he>ts to be righte\s1 z ?\ art righte\s2 to be m]ciful1 z ?\1 our heav5ly ,fa!r1 art m]ciful2 to be holy1 z ?\ :o ha/ call$ u art holy 9 all mann] ( conv]sation2 to be endu$ ) ?y div9e wisdom1 & to resemble !e 9 fai?fulness & tru?4 ,o t ! example ( our bless$ ,savi\r may be always de> unto u1 t we may *e>fully foll[ him 9 e holy temp]1 & delight to d ?y w1 ,o ,god4 ,let ^! desires1 :i* ?\ ha/ giv5 u1 nev] die or langui% 9 our he>ts1 b be kept always alive1 always 9 _! vig\r & =ce1 by ! p]petual inspirations ( ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,accept likewise ( our ?anks = ?y m]ciful pres]vation ( u all ?is day4 ,we are bold aga9 to commit ourselves unto !e ?is night4 ,def5d u f all ! p[]s ( d>kness2 & raise up our spirits1 toge!r ) our bodies1 9 ! morn+1 to su* a vigor\s s5se ( ?y cont9u$ goodness1 z may provoke u all ! day long to an unwe>i$ dilig5ce 9 well-do+4 ,& ! same m]cies t we beg = ourselves1 we desire = ! re/ ( mank9d2 especially = ^? :o are call$ by ! "n ( ,*ri/4 ,o t e "o ( ^! may d 8 duty ) all fidelity6 t k+s may be t5d]-he>t$1 z ! fa!rs ( _! c\ntries2 & all _! subjects may be dutiful & ob$i5t to !m1 z _! *ildr52 t ! pa/ors ( ?y *ur* may fe$ _! flocks ) true wisdom & und]/&+1 & ! p all may submit unto !m1 & foll[ _! godly c\nsels3 t ! ri* & mighty may h compassion on ! poor & mis]able2 & all su* di/ress$ p may bless ! ri*1 & rejoice 9 ! prosp]ity ( ^? t are above !m4 ,give to husb&s & wives1 p>5ts & *ildr51 ma/]s & s]vants1 ! grace to behave !mselves s 9 _! sev]al relations1 t !y may adorn ! doctr9e ( ,god our ,savi\r 9 all ?+s1 & may receive ( him a cr[n ( glory3 9 ^: holy "n & words1 we cont9ue to besee* ?y grace & m]cy t[>ds u1 & all ?y p1 e :]e say+1 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 99 99 99 99 99 ,,w$nesday ,,morn+4 ,o ,,god1 bless$ = ev]1 we ?ank & praise !e = all ?y b5efits1 = ! com=ts ( ?is life1 & our hope ( ev]la/+ salvation 9 ! life to come4 ,we desire to h a lively s5se ( ?y love always possess+ our he>ts1 t may /ill con/ra9 u to love !e1 to obey !e1 to tru/ 9 !e1 to be cont5t ) ! portion ?y love allots unto u1 & to rejoice ev5 9 ! mid/ ( all ! tr\bles ( ?is life4 ,?\ ha/ deliv]$ ?9e own ,son = u all4 ,h[ %alt ?\ n ) him also freely give u all ?+s8 ,we dep5d ^u !e especially = ! grace ( ?y holy ,_s4 ,o t we may feel x p]petually be>+ u up1 by ! /r5g? ( our mo/ holy fai?1 above all ! temptations t may at any "t assault u6 ,t we may keep ourselves unspott$ f ! _w1 & may /ill cleave to !e 9 righte\sness1 9 l[l9ess1 purity ( he>t1 yea1 ! :ole m9d t 0 9 ,*ri/4 ,let ?y mighty p[] enable u to d our duty t[>ds !e1 & t[>ds all m51 ) c>e & dilig5ce1 & zeal1 & p]sev]ance unto ! end4 ,help u to be meek & g5tle 9 our conv]sation1 prud5t & discreet 9 ord]+ our affairs1 obs]vant ( ?y fa!rly provid5ce1 9 e ?+ t befalls u1 ?ankful = ?y b5efits1 pati5t "u ?y *a/isem5ts1 & readily dispos$ = e good ^w & "w4 ,pres]ve 9 u a con/ant remembrance ( ?y all-see+ eye2 ( ?y ine/imable love 9 ,jesus ,*ri/1 :]e( ?\ ha/ giv5 u s _m pl$ges1 & ( ! great acc\nt we mu/ give to him at ! day ( 8 appe>+2 t s we may cont9ue /$fa/ & unmoveable1 & be abundant 9 ! "w ( ! ,"l1 kn[+ t our lab\r %all n be 9 va9 9 ! ,"l4 ,deliv] u we besee* !e1 f worldly c>es & fooli% desires2 f va9 hopes & causeless fe>s2 & s dispose our he>ts1 t dea? itself may n be dreadful to u1 b we may welcome x ) a *e>ful c\nt5ance1 :5 & h[soev] x %all approa*4 ,o t our he>ts may be s firmly e/abli%$ 9 grace1 t no?+ may affright u1 or %ake our con/ancy1 b we may r *use to die ?an to di%on\r him :o di$ = u6 ,we resign ourselves to ?y wisdom & goodness1 :o kn[e/ :at is be/ = u2 believ+ ?\ wilt nev] suff] u to be tempt$ above :at we are able1 & wilt ) ! temptation also make a way to escape1 t we may be able to be> x4 ,we comm5d unto !e all mank9d2 especially ?y *ur*1 & m p>ticul>ly ^! k+doms1 t we may all believe 9 our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 & be zeal\s ( good works4 ,bless our sov]eign1 8 c\nsellors1 8 m9i/]s1 & all employ$ 9 public bus9ess1 :e!r spiritual or civil1 t :atsoev] !y d may be = ?y glory1 & ! public good4 ,be graci\s to all t are ne> & de> to u1 & keep u all 9 ?y fe> & love4 ,guide u1 good ,"l1 & gov]n u by ! same _s1 t we may be s unit$ to !e "h1 z n to be divid$ :5 ?\ art pleas$ to call u h5ce1 b toge!r ent] into ?y glory1 to dwell ) !e 9 love & joy t %all nev] die1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/ our bless$ ,"l & ,savi\r1 :o ha? taught u1 :5 we pray1 to say1 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 8-!r0 replac$ ) 8,fa!r0 99 99 99 99 99 ,,w$nesday ,,ev5+4 ,o ,,"l1 h[ manifold are ?y works6 9 wisdom ha/ ?\ made !m all4 ,! day is ?9e1 ! night also is ?9e2 ?\ ha/ prep>$ ! light & ! sun4 ,we r5d] !e ?anks = all ! b5efits :i* ?\ ha/ be/[$ on ! :ole _w2 especially on u1 :om ?\ ha/ call$ to ! k ( ?y grace 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,x is a m>vell\s love :]e) ?\ ha/ lov$ u4 ,?\ ha/ n dealt s ) all p3 & z = ?y great & preci\s promises1 !y h n kn[n !m4 ,accept1 ,o m]ciful ,fa!r1 ! good resolutions :i* ?\ ha/ inspir$ u ) by ?y ,_s4 ,/r5g!n !m1 we besee* !e1 ) ?y cont9u$ grace1 t no sudd5 desires1 vehem5t incl9ations1 ineffectual purposes1 no1 nor p>tial p]=mances1 may lead u into a false op9ion ( ourselves3 b t we may br+ =? actually1 & ) a con/ant _s1 all ! fruits ( righte\sness1 :i* are by ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,d5y n1 ,o ,"l1 ! desires ( ^? s\ls1 :o w\ld (f] up !mselves entirely to ?y s]vice4 ,b pres]ve u always 9 s]i\sness ( _s4 ,let ! s5se ( our weakness make u wat*ful & dilig5t1 ! s5se ( our =m] neglig5ce1 excite u to be f]v5t 9 _s1 & ! goodness ( ?y comm&s r5d] u fruitful & abundant 9 ! "w ( ! ,"l4 ,o t all our pi\s affections may be turn$ into actions ( piety & hol9ess3 & may all our actions be spirit$ ) zeal1 & all our zeal regulat$ ) prud5ce1 & our prud5ce void ( all guile1 & jo9$ ) p]fect integrity ( he>t3 t adorn+ our mo/ holy fai? "h1 by an upright1 *>itable & discreet conv]sation1 we may receive praise 9 ! day ( ! ,"l1 & be numb]$ ) ?y sa9ts 9 glory ev]la/+4 ,o lift up our affections to ?+s above1 t we may h p]fect cont5tm5t 9 well-do+ & pati5t suff]+1 & ! good hope we h ( be+ et]nally belov$ ( !e1 may make u rejoice ev]more4 ,free u f ! c>es ( ! _w1 f all di/ru/ ( ?y good provid5ce1 f rep9+ at any ?+ t befals u1 & enable u 9 e ?+ to give ?anks1 believ+ t all ?+s are ord]$ wisely1 & %all "w toge!r = good4 ,into ?y h&s we comm5d bo? our s\ls & bodies1 :i* ?\ ha/ m]cifully pres]v$ ?is day4 ,we tru/ 9 ?y wat*ful provid5ce1 :o give/ ?y angels *>ge ov] u1 :o art ab\t our b$s1 & ab\t our pa?s1 & spie/ out all our ?\ghts4 ,o cont9ue ^! holy ?\ghts & desires 9 u till we fall asleep1 t we may receive ! light ( ! morn+1 if ?\ prolonge/ our lives1 ) a new joy 9 !e1 & ?ankful affection to !e4 ,we desire likewise1 ,o ,god1 ! good ( ! :ole _w4 ,pity ! follies ( mank9d2 deliv] !m f _! mis]ies1 & =give ?\ all _! s9s4 ,he> ! groans ( e "p ( ! creation1 t is yet subject to bondage1 & br+ !m all into ! glori\s lib]ty ( ! sons ( ,god4 ,he> ! daily pray]s ( ! ,ca?olic *ur*4 ,free h] f all f\l & divid+ errors3 let ! tru? z is 9 ,jesus1 prevail1 & peace be 9 all h] bord]s4 ,o t all ,*ri/ian gov]nors may seek peace & ensue x6 ,make ?y m9i/]s ! mess5g]s ( peace1 & dispose all :o are call$ ,*ri/ians1 to keep ! unity ( ! _s 9 ! bond ( peace4 8x0 replac$ ) 8is0 ,enlight5 ! m9ds ( all ,jews1 ,turks1 & ,infidels4 ,/r5g!n all ?y fai?ful s]vants4 ,br+ back !m t w&] out ( ! way2 raise up ^? t are fall52 confirm ^? t /&1 & grant !m /eadily to p]sev]e 9 fai?1 love & ob$i5ce4 ,relieve & com=t all t are 9 di/ress4 ,let ! e>? br+ =? h] fruit 9 due season3 & let all hone/ & indu/ri\s p be ble/ 9 _! lab\rs4 ,rememb] all ^? :o h done good unto u1 & rew>d !m sev5fold into _! bosom4 ,grant =giv5ess & *>ity to all our enemies2 & cont9ue good-w among all our neighb\rs4 ,support ! sick ) fai? & pati5ce2 assi/ ^? :o are leav+ ?is _w4 ,receive ! s\ls :i* ?\ ha/ r$eem$ ) ?y ,son's preci\s blood1 & sanctifi$ by ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,& give u all a glori\s resurrection & et]nal life4 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 99 99 99 99 99 ,,?ursday ,,morn+4 ,o ,,"l1 ! ,god ( our salvation1 ?\ art ! hope ( all ! ends ( ! e>?4 ,^u !e ! eyes ( all d wait2 = ?\ give/ unto all life & brea? & all ?+s4 ,?\ /ill wat*e/ ov] u = good2 ?\ daily r5ewe/ to u our lives & ?y m]cies3 & ?\ ha/ giv5 u ! assurance ( ?y ^w1 t if we commit our affairs to !e1 if we ackn[l$ge !e 9 all our ways1 ?\ wilt direct our pa?s4 ,we desire1 ,o ,"l1 to be /ill "u ?y graci\s conduct & fa!rly protection4 ,we beg ! guidance & help ( ?y good ,_s1 to *use our inh]itance = u1 & to dispose ( u1 & all t conc]ns u1 to ! glory ( ?y "n4 ,o ,"l1 )draw n ?y t5d] m]cies f u1 nor ! com=ts ( ?y pres5ce6 ,nev] puni% our pa/ s9s1 by giv+ u ov] to ! p[] ( our s9s3 b p>don all our s9s1 & save u f all our iniquities4 ,& grant u1 ,o good ,god1 ! cont9ual s5se ( ?y graci\s acceptance ( u1 9 ! ,son ( ?y love1 t our s\ls may bless !e1 & all t is )9 u may praise ?y holy "n4 ,& ,o t we may f9d ! joy ( ! ,"l to be our /r5g?2 to def5d u f all our s9s1 & to make u m zeal\s ( e good "w3 t h]e9 we may ex]cise ourselves1 to h a consci5ce void ( (f5ce1 bo? t[>ds ,god & t[>ds m54 ,o help u to walk circumspectly1 n z fools1 b z wise1 c>efully r$eem+ ! "t1 improv+ all ^? seasons & means ( grace1 :i* ?\ art pleas$ to put into our h&s4 ,sanctify to u all our employm5ts 9 ! _w2 our crosses also & our com=ts2 all ! e/ates we g ?r\gh1 & all ! ev5ts t befal u1 till ?r\gh ! m]its ( ?y ,son1 & ! multitude ( ?y m]cies1 we are conduct$ safe to be ev] ) ! ,"l4 ,?\ ha/ laid help = u ^u "o t is mighty2 t is able to save unto ! utt]mo/1 all ^? :o come unto ,god ?ro' him4 ,?r\gh him ?\ ha/ enc\rag$ u to come boldly1 t we may obta9 m]cy1 & f9d grace to help 9 "t ( ne$4 ,help u1 we besee* !e1 to demean ourselves z becomes ! *ildr5 ( ,god1 ! r$eem$ ( ! ,"l1 ! memb]s ( ,*ri/4 ,put ?y ,_s )9 u1 caus+ u to walk 9 ?y /atutes1 & to keep ?y judgm5ts1 & d !m4 ,yea let x be our meat & dr9k to d ?y w1 & to run ! way ( ?y comm&m5ts4 ,o graci\s ,fa!r1 keep u we pray !e1 ?is day 9 ?y fe> & fav\r1 & tea* u1 9 all our ?\ghts1 words1 & works1 to live to ?y glory4 ,if ?\ guide u n we g a/ray2 if ?\ uphold u n1 we fall4 ,o let ?y good provid5ce be our def5ce1 & ?y good ,_s our guide1 & c\nsellor1 & support] 9 all our ways4 ,& grant t we may d always :at is acceptable 9 ?y sight1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,"l2 9 ^: holy "n & words we close ^! our imp]fect pray]s3 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 ,let ?y grace1 ,o ,"l ,jesus1 ?y love1 ,o heav5ly ,fa!r1 & ?y com=table fell[%ip1 ,o bless$ ,_s1 be ) u1 & ) all t desire our pray]s1 ?is day & = ev]more4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,?ursday ,,ev5+4 ,o ,,"l our ,god1 ?y glory is above all our ?\ghts1 & ?y m]cy is ov] all ?y works4 ,we are /ill liv+ monum5ts ( ?y m]cy4 ,= ?\ ha/ n cut u (f 9 our s9s1 b /ill give/ u a good hope & /rong consolation ?ro' grace4 ,?\ ha/ s5t ?y only ,son into ! _w1 t :osoev] believe? 9 him %\ld n p]i% 9 8 s9s1 b h ev]la/+ life4 ,o ,"l1 we believe3 help our unbelief2 & give u ! true rep5tance t[>ds ,god1 & fai? 9 our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 t we may be 9 ! numb] ( ^?1 :o d inde$ rep5t & believe to ! sav+ ( ! s\l4 ,be+ ju/ifi$ by fai?1 let u h peace ) ,god ?ro' our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 let u rejoice 9 him ?ro' :om we h n[ r$emption 9 8 blood2 & let ! love ( ,god be %$ abroad 9 our he>ts1 by ! ,holy ,gho/ :i* is giv5 unto u4 ,& z we pray t ?\ wilt be to u a fa!r ( m]cies & a ,god ( consolation1 s t ?\ wilt make u foll[]s ( ,god z de> *ildr51 ev] jeal\s ov] our he>ts1 & wat*ful ov] our ways2 cont9ually fe>+ to (f5d1 & endeav\r+ to please !e4 ,?\ kn[e/1 ,o ,"l1 all our temptations1 & ! s9 t do? s easily beset u4 ,?\ kn[e/ ! devices ( ! enemy1 & ! deceitfulness ( our own he>ts4 ,we pray !e1 good ,"l1 t ?\ wilt arm u ) ! :ole arm\r ( ,god4 ,uphold u ) ?y free _s1 & wat* ov] u = good ev]more4 ,let our supplications also asc5d be=e !e1 = ! :ole race ( mank9d4 ,s5d ?y ^w unto all ! ends ( ! e>?1 & let x be ! sav\r ( life unto all t he> x4 ,be graci\s to ?is our native l&4 ,o d ?\ rule all our rul]s1 c\nsel all our c\nsellors1 tea* all our tea*]s1 & ord] all ! public affairs to ?y glory4 ,turn f u ! judgm5ts :i* we feel or fe>2 cont9ue ?y bless+s to our s\ls & bodies1 & not)/&+ all our provocations1 be ?\ /ill our ,god1 & let u be ?y p4 ,h compassion on all ! *ildr5 ( affliction1 & sanctify ?y fa!rly corrections to !m4 ,be graci\s to all our fri5ds & neighb\rs4 ,rew>d our b5efactors4 ,bless our relations ) ! be/ ( ?y bless+s1 ) ?y fe> & love4 ,pres]ve u f our enemies1 & reconcile !m bo? to u & to ?yself4 ,o t all ! habitations ( ,*ri/ians may be h\ses ( pray]6 ,& be ?\ especially k9d to ! sev]al families :]e ?y bless$ "n is call$ ^u4 ,let ?y bless+ re/ ^u u ( ?is family4 ,bless all our pres5t e/ates to u2 & fit u all = :atsoev] ?\ %all be pleas$ to call u to4 ,o tea* u h[ to want & h[ to ab\nd4 ,9 e condition secure our he>ts to ?yself2 & make u ev] to approve ourselves s9c]e & fai?ful 9 ?y s]vice4 ,& n[1 ,o ,fa!r ( m]cies1 be pleas$ to accept our ev5+ sacrifice ( praise & ?anksgiv+4 ,o t ?\ w\ld/ impr9t & pres]ve ^u our he>ts a lively s5se ( all ?y k9dness to u2 t our s\ls may bless !e1 & all t is )9 u may praise ?y holy "n4 ,yea1 let u give !e ?anks f ! gr\nd ( ! he>t1 & praise our ,god1 :ile we h our be+1 = all ?y pati5ce ) u1 ?y c>e ov] u1 & ?y cont9ual m]cy to u1 bless$ be ?y "n1 ,o ,"l ,god1 our heav5ly ,fa!r1 & unto !e1 ) ! ,son ( ?y love1 & ,_s ( grace1 be all ?anks & praise1 n[ & = ev]more4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,friday ,,morn+4 ,o ,,"l ,god1 m]ciful & graci\s1 long-suff]+ & abundant 9 goodness & tru?2 ?\ keepe/ m]cy = ?\s&s2 ?\ p>done/ iniquity & transgression & s94 ,h[ excell5t is ?y lov+ k9dness1 ,o ,god6 ,! *ildr5 ( m5 %all put _! tru/ "u ! %ad[ ( ?y w+s6 ,& !re=e d we /ill look up to t b\ntiful h&1 f :5ce we h receiv$ all our good ?+s4 ,o ,"l our ,god1 be fav\rable unto u2 z ?\ use/ to be unto ^? t love ?y holy "n6 ,o look n ^u ! s9 ( our nature1 nor ! s9s ( our he>ts & lives1 :i* are m ?an we c rememb]1 & great] ?an we c express4 ,x is ( ! ,"l's m]cies t we are n consum$1 because ?y compassions fail n4 ,b ?\ looke/ ^u ! face ( ?9e ano9t$1 :o 0 manife/$ to take away our s9s3 by :om x is t we h ! access unto ! ,maje/y on high4 ,o ,god1 be m]ciful to u mis]able s9n]s2 = 8 sake :om ?\ ha/ exalt$1 to be a pr9ce & a ,savi\r1 to give rep5tance unto ?y p & =giv5ess ( s9s4 ,be m]ciful ,o ,god1 be m]ciful unto our s\ls :i* h greatly s9n$ aga9/ !e4 ,o heal our backslid+s3 r5ew u to rep5tance3 e/abli% our he>ts 9 ?y fe> & love2 & e/abli% our go+s 9 ?y way1 t our foot/eps slip n4 ,let u wav] no m2 let u nev] m be we>y or fa9t 9 our m9ds4 ,let u n revolt f !e1 or turn to folly aga91 aft] ?\ ha/ spok5 peace to our s\ls3 b may we g on conqu]+ & to conqu] all ! enemies ( our s\ls1 & all ! h9drances ( our salvation1 till ?\ ha/ bruis$ ,satan "u our feet4 ,see+ !re is 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus an inf9ite fulness ( all t we c want or wi%1 ,o t we may all receive ( 8 fulness1 grace ^u grace6 ,grace to p>don our s9s1 & subdue our iniquities2 to ju/ify our p]sons1 & to sanctify our s\ls3 & to compleat t holy *ange1 t r5ewal ( our he>ts1 :]eby we may be trans=m$ into t bless$ image :]e9 ?\ did/ create u4 ,o make u all meet to be p>tak]s ( ! inh]itance ( ?y sa9ts 9 light4 ,& tea* u1 ,o ,god1 to use ?is _w )\t abus+ x3 & to receive ! ?+s ne$ful = ! body1 )\t los+ our "p 9 ?y love1 :i* is bett] ?an life itself4 ,:atev] we h ( ?is _w1 ,o may we h ! same ) ?y leave & love2 sanctifi$ to u by ! ^w ( ,god & by pray]2 & by ! "r improvem5t !re( to ?y glory4 ,& :atev] we want ( worldly ?+s1 leave u n de/itute ( ! ?+s t accompany salvation2 b adorn our s\ls ) all su* graces ( ?y holy ,_s1 t we may adorn ! doctr9e ( ,god our ,savi\r 9 all ?+s4 ,& n[1 t ?\ ha/ r5ew$ our lives & ?y m]cies to u ?is morn+1 help u to r5ew our desires & resolutions1 & endeav\rs to live 9 ob$i5ce to ?y holy w4 ,o re/ra9 u f ! s9s into :i* we are mo/ prone to fall1 & quick5 u to ! duties we are mo/ av]se to p]=m4 ,& grant t we may ?9k & speak1 & w & d1 ! ?+s becom+ ! *ildr5 ( our heav5ly ,fa!r2 & s f9d ! /rong consolation ( ?y graci\s acceptance 9 ,jesus ,*ri/ our ,savi\r3 :o1 :5 we pray1 ha? taught u to say1 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 99 99 99 99 99 ,,friday ,,ev5+4 ,o ,,"l1 ?\ wa/ be=e all1 ?\ art above all1 & ?y ye>s %all n fail4 ,?\ art ! se>*] ( our he>ts4 ,?\ kn[e/ ! dulness & h>dness1 ! vanity & deceitfulness ( !m3 we 7 born s9n]s1 & s h we liv$4 ,we h add$ s9 to s94 ,we h abus$ ?y great & manifold m]cies1 tempt$ ?y pati5ce1 & despis$ ?y goodness4 ,& ju/ly mighte/ ?\ h ca/ u into out] d>kness1 :]e is wail+ & gna%+ ( tee?4 ,b ( ?y lov+ k9dnesses !re is no numb]4 ,?\ /ill calle/ u to return to !e3 & :osoev] come? to !e1 ?\ wilt 9 no wise ca/ out4 ,o meet u ) ?y heav5ly grace1 t we may be able to come to !e4 ,be ?\ graci\sly pleas$ to /ret* =? ?y h&1 & loose ! *a9s :]e) our s\ls are entangl$4 ,o free u f e weight ( s91 f e yoke ( bondage4 ,o help u to feel1 & bewail1 & =sake all our s9s4 ,& let u nev] want ! com=table assurance ( ?y =giv5ess ( !m1 ?y acceptance ( u1 & ?y love to u1 9 ! bless$ ,son ( ?y et]nal love4 ,?\ art nev] we>y1 ,o ,"l1 ( do+ u good4 ,let u nev] be we>y ( do+ !e s]vice4 ,b z ?\ ha/ pleasure 9 ! prosp]ity ( ?y s]vants1 s let u take pleasure 9 ! s]vice ( our ,"l1 & ab\nd 9 ?y "w1 & 9 ?y love & praise ev]more4 ,o fill up all t is want+1 re=m :atev] is amiss 9 u1 & p]fect ! ?+ t conc]ne? u4 ,let ! witness ( ?y p>don+ love ev] abide 9 all our he>ts4 ,o speak into e "o ( our s\ls ! peace :i* passe? all und]/&+3 & let u always look ^u !e z our ,fa!r1 reconcil$ to u 9 ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,9 8 great "n we cry unto !e 9 ! behalf ( ! :ole race ( mank9d4 ,o t all ! ends ( ! e>? may see ! salvation ( our ,god4 ,cont9ue ?y m]cies to ?is s9ful l&2 tea* u at l5g? to "k ?y w conc]n+ u3 & oh6 turn ?\ all our he>ts unto !e1 z ! he>t ( "o man4 ,bless ! k+2 ,o ,"l prolong 8 days & prosp] 8 gov]nm5t2 make him always a t]ror to evil-do]s1 & a praise to !m t d well4 ,& grant unto all magi/rates & m9i/]s ( ?y ^w1 a cont9ual supply ( all ! ne$ful gifts & graces ( ! holy ,_s4 ,be ?\ a fa!r to ! fa!rless1 a husb& to ! wid[1 a refuge to ! oppress$1 a physician to ! sick1 a help] ( ! fri5dless1 a ,god ( consolation to ! sorr[ful & di/ress$4 ,bless to u :atsoev] ?\ art pleas$ to allot u1 & e ?+ t befals u4 ,make all "w = our good1 to build u up 9 ?y grace1 & to help u on to ?y glory4 ,cont9ue ?y fa!rly c>e ov] u ?is night4 ,o pres]ve & def5d1 & bless & keep u1 t no evil may befal u1 nor any plague come nigh our dwell+4 ,give u com=table sleep to /r5g!n u = ?y s]vice4 ,& :5ev] ?\ calle/ u to ! sleep ( dea?1 let u *e>fully resign our spirits into ?y h&s1 ?r\gh ! ri*es ( ?y grace1 & ! wor?9ess ( ?y ,son1 9 ^: m]its & m$iation alone we put our tru/4 ,& = all t he ha? done & suff]$ = u1 to ?y "n1 ,o bless$ ,god ( our salvation1 be ! praise1 & hon\r1 & glory1 giv5 by u & all ?y p1 n[ & = ev]more4 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 99 99 99 99 99 ,,saturday ,,morn+4 ,,we pres5t ourselves be=e !e1 ,o ,"l our ,god1 to pay our tribute ( pray] & ?anksgiv+2 desir+ !e m]cifully to accept u & our s]vices1 at ! h&s ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,9 8 great "n we come to beg ?y p>don & peace1 ! increase ( ?y grace1 & ! tok5s ( ?y love4 ,= we are n wor?y ( ! lea/ ( ?y m]cies4 ,b wor?y is ! ,lamb t 0 sla9 to take away ! s9 ( ! _w2 = ^: sake ?\ wilt give u all ?+s4 ,= he ha? fulfill$ ^? holy laws :i* we _h brok51 & p]fectly satisfi$ = our (f5ces4 ,& 9 him ?\ art a ,god graci\s & m]ciful to ^? :o des]ve no?+ b puni%m5t4 ,o m]ciful ,fa!r1 reg>d n :at we h done aga9/ !e3 b :at our bless$ ,savi\r ha? done = u4 ,reg>d n :at we h made ourselves2 b :at he is made unto u ( !e our ,god4 ,o t ,*ri/ may be to e "o ( our s\ls1 wisdom & righte\sness1 sanctification1 & r$emption6 ,t 8 preci\s blood may cleanse u f all our s9s2 & t ?y holy ,_s may r5ew & sanctify our s\ls4 ,may he crucify our fle% ) its affections & lu/s1 & mortify all our memb]s :i* are ^u e>?4 ,o let n s9 reign 9 our mortal bodies1 t we %\ld obey x 9 ! lu/s !re(2 b be+ made free f s91 let u be ! s]vants ( righte\sness4 ,let u approve our he>ts to !e1 & let all our ways be pleas+ 9 ?y sight4 ,o tea* u to "k !e our ,god1 & ,jesus ,*ri/ :om ?\ ha/ s5t3 & enable u to d ?y w on e>?1 z x is done 9 heav54 ,give u to fe> !e & to love !e1 to tru/ & delight 9 !e1 & to cleave to !e ) full purpose ( he>t1 t no temptations may draw u or drive u f !e2 b t all ?y disp5sations to u & ?y deal+s ) u may be ! mess5g]s ( ?y love to our s\ls4 ,quick5 u1 ,o ,"l1 9 our dulness1 t we may n s]ve !e 9 a lifeless & li/less mann]3 b may ab\nd 9 ?y "w1 & be f]v5t 9 _s1 s]v+ ! ,"l4 ,& make u fai?ful 9 all our int]c\rse ) our neighb\r1 t we may be ready to d good & be> evil1 t we may be j & k9d1 m]ciful & meek1 peaceable & pati5t1 sob] & temp]ate1 humble & self-d5y+1 in(f5sive & useful 9 ! _w2 t s glorify+ !e "h1 we may be glorifi$ ) !e 9 ?y heav5ly k+dom4 ,day by day we magnify !e1 ,o ,"l1 :o make/ e day an addition to ?y m]cies4 ,we bless !e = pres]v+ u ! night pa/1 & = ! re/ ?\ gave/ u !re94 ,o cause u to he> ?y lov+ k9dness 9 ! morn+2 = 9 !e d we tru/4 ,cause u to "k ! way :]e9 we %all g1 = we lift up our s\ls unto !e4 ,o take n ?y holy ,_s f u3 b direct all our ways to please !e our ,god4 ,help u to see ?y p[]1 to own ?y pres5ce1 to admire ?y wisdom1 & to love ?y goodness 9 all ?y creatures3 & by all1 draw our he>ts /ill ne>] to !e4 ,su* ?y m]cy & grace we beg = ourselves1 & all ours & ?9e e :]e1 9 our great ,m$iator's bless$ words4 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 99 99 99 99 99 ,,saturday ,,ev5+4 ,o ,,"l our ,god1 ?\ art inf9itely good1 & ?\ ha/ %ew$ u :at is good4 ,?\ s5de/ out ?y light & ?y tru?1 t !y may guide u1 & make/ pla9 ?y way be=e our face4 ,?\ give/ u _m opportunities & advantages1 to quick5 & fur!r u 9 ?y s]vice4 ,we h l9e ^u l9e1 & precept ^u precept2 ?y mess5g]s e>ly & late1 to op5 & apply ?y ^w1 to call & w>n1 to direct & exhort u ) all long-suff]+4 ,b h[ little h we improv$ all ! preci\s tal5ts1 :i* ?\ ha/ put into our h&s6 ,o ,"l1 ?\ mighte/ ju/ly take away ! gospel ( ?y k+dom f u1 & give x unto ano!r p1 :o w\ld br+ =? ! fruits !re(4 ,because ?\ ha/ call$ & we refus$1 ?\ ha/ /ret*$ =? ?y h&s1 & we h n reg>d$1 ?\ mighte/ leave u to our own p]v]s5ess & imp5it5ce1 till our iniquities became our ru94 ,b1 ,o ,"l ,god1 ent] n ?us into judgm5t ) ?y s]vants4 ,p>don all our contempt ( ?y ^w1 & our n pr(it+ !reby4 ,& help u = ! "t to come1 bett] to improve ! bless$ opportunities set be=e u4 ,z ! ra9 desc5ds f heav5 & returns n ?i!r1 b wat]s ! e>? & make? x fruitful3 s let n ?y ^w return unto !e void1 b prosp] 9 ! "w :]eunto ?\ s5de/ x4 ,o make x effectual to build u all up1 9 ! true fe> & love ( ,god1 & 9 ! "r k & fai? ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,o graci\s ,god1 may ?y ,_s cause ?y ^w to "w ?or\ghly & successfully 9 all our he>ts4 ,& z we daily receive1 h[ we ought to walk & to please !e our ,god2 s help u to walk wor?y ( ! ,"l1 unto all well-pleas+3 increas+ 9 ! k & love ( !e1 & ab\nd+ m & m 9 e good "w1 :i* is pleas+ 9 ?y sight1 ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,at 8 h&s1 ,o ,"l our ,god1 we beg ?y graci\s acceptance1 ( our humble praise & ?anksgiv+1 = all ?y bless+s1 spiritual & temporal1 s freely conf]r$ ^u u4 ,we praise !e = all ! com=ts & conv5i5cies ( ?is life1 & = all ! means & hopes ( a bett]3 p>ticul>ly = :at we h receiv$ ?is day2 ! food ( our s\ls set be=e u2 ! ^w ( salvation s\nd+ 9 our e>s1 & ! ,_s ( ,god /riv+ ) our he>ts4 ,o )draw n ?y t5d] m]cies f u1 b /ill cont9ue ?y accu/om$ goodness1 & increase ?y grace & heav5ly bless+s ^u u1 & rejoice ov] u to d u good4 ,9 m]cy pass by all :i* ?y mo/ pure & holy eyes h se5 amiss 9 u ?is day4 ,=give ! iniquities ( our holy ?+s2 ov]look all our s9s & fail+s1 ?r\gh our great ,m$iator & ,r$eem]1 :o ev] lives at ?y "r-h& to make int]cession = u4 ,& = ,jesus ,*ri/1 & all :i* ?\ art pleas$ to give u toge!r ) him2 n unto u1 ,o ,"l1 b unto ?y "n be all ! praise & hon\r & glory1 humbly ascrib$ by u1 & all ?y *ur*1 n[ & = ev]more6 8,our ,fa!r1 c40 ,an ,,address to ! ,,cl]gy4 ,bre?r5 & ,fa!rs1 ,,let x n be imput$ to =w>dness1 vanity or presumption1 t "o :o is ( little e/eem 9 ! *ur*1 takes ^u him ?us to address a body ( p1 to _m ( :om he owes ! highe/ rev]5ce4 ,i owe a /ill high] reg>d to him :o ,i believe requires ?is at my h&s2 to ! great bi%op ( our s\ls2 be=e :om bo? y & ,i mu/ %ortly give an acc\nt ( our /ew>d%ip4 ,x is a debt ,i owe to love1 to real1 dis9t]e/$ affection1 to decl>e :at has long be5 ! burd5 ( my s\l4 ,& may ! ,god ( love enable y to read ^! l9es1 9 ! same _s :]e) !y 7 wrote6 ,x w easily appe> to an unprejudic$ read]1 t ,i d n speak f a _s ( ang] or res5tm5t4 ,i "k well1 ! wra? ( man worke? n ! righte\sness ( ,god4 ,mu* less w\ld ,i utt] "o ^w out ( contempt2 a _s ju/ly abhorr$ by ,god & man4 ,nei!r ( ^! c consi/ ) t e>ne/1 t5d] love1 :i* is ! motive ( my pres5t und]tak+4 ,9 ?is _s ,i desire to ca/ my bread ^u ! wat]s2 x is en\gh1 if ,i f9d x aga9 aft] _m days4 ,meantime y are s5sible1 love does n =bid1 b r require pla9ness ( spee*4 ,has x n (t5 con/ra9$ y z well z me1 to lay aside n only disguise1 b res]ve also8 ,& by manife/ation ( ! tru? to comm5d ourselves to e man's consci5ce 9 ! sight ( ,god8 ,& :ile ,i endeav\r to d ?is1 let me e>ne/ly entreat y1 = ! love ( ,god1 = ! love ( y\r own s\l1 = ! love ( ! s\ls committ$ to y\r *>ge1 yea1 & ( ! :ole *ur* ( ,*ri/1 d n bias y\r m9d1 by ?9k+ :o x is t speaks2 b imp>tially consid]1 :at is spok54 ,& if x be false or fooli%1 reject x3 b d n reject ! words ( tru? & sob]ness4 ,my fir/ design 01 to (f] a few pla9 ?\ghts to ! cl]gy ( our own *ur* only4 ,b ^u f>!r reflection1 ,i see no cause = be+ s /rait5$ 9 my own b[els4 ,i am a debtor to all3 & !re=e ?\gh ,i prim>ily speak to !m ) :om ,i am m imm$iately connect$1 yet ,i w\ld n be und]/ood to exclude any1 ( :atsoev] d5om9ation1 :om ,god has call$ to wat* ov] ! s\ls ( o!rs1 z !y t mu/ give acc\nt4 ,9 ord] to our giv+ ?is acc\nt ) joy1 are !re n two ?+s :i* x highly imports u to consid]1 fir/1 ,:at mann] ( m5 ought we to be8 ,secondly1 ,are we su*1 or are we n8 ,i4 ,&1 fir/1 ,if we are ov]se]s ov] ! *ur* ( ,god1 :i* he ha? b\ght ) 8 own blood1 :at mann] ( m5 ought we to be1 9 gifts z well z 9 grace8 7#a47 ,to beg9 ) gifts1 & #a4 ) ^? t are f nature4 ,ought n a m9i/] to h1 #a/1 ,a good und]/&+8 ,a cle> appreh5sion1 a s\nd judgm5t1 & a capacity ( reason+ ) "s clos5ess8 ,is n ?is necess>y 9 an high degree = ! "w ( ! m9i/ry8 ,o!rwise h[ w he be able to und]/& ! v>i\s /ates ( ^? "u 8 c>e8 ,or to /e] !m ?r\gh a ?\s& difficulties & dang]s1 to ! hav5 :]e !y w\ld be8 ,is x n necess>y1 ) respect to ! num]\s enemies :om he has to enc\nt]8 ,c a fool cope ) all ! m5 t "k n ,god8 ,& ) all ! spirits ( d>kness8 ,nay1 he w nei!r be aw>e ( ! devices ( ,satan1 nor ! craft9ess ( 8 *ildr54 #b;dly1 ,is x n highly exp$i5t t a guide ( s\ls %\ld h likewise "s livel9ess & read9ess ( ?\ght8 ,or h[ w he be able1 :5 ne$ requires1 to answ] a fool accord+ to 8 folly8 ,h[ frequ5t is ?is ne$8 ,see+ we almo/ e :]e meet ) ^? empty1 yet petulant creatures1 :o are f> wis] 9 _! own eyes1 ?an sev5 m5 t c r5d] a reason4 ,reason+ !re=e is n ! weapon to be us$ ) !m4 ,y _c deal ) !m ?us4 ,!y scorn be+ conv9c$2 nor c !y be sil5c$1 b 9 _! own way4 #c;dly1 ,to a s\nd und]/&+1 & a lively turn ( ?\ght1 %\ld be jo9$ a good memory3 if x may be1 ready1 t y may make :atev] occurs 9 read+ or conv]sation1 y\r own2 b h[ev]1 ret5tive1 le/ we be ev] le>n+1 & nev] able to come to ! k ( ! tru?4 ,on ! contr>y1 e scribe in/ruct$ unto ! k+dom ( heav51 e tea*] fitt$ = 8 "w1 is l an h\%old] :o br+e? out ( 8 treasures ?+s new & old4 #b4 ,& z to acquir$ end[m5ts1 c he take "o /ep aright1 )\t1 fir/1 a compet5t %>e ( k8 ,a k1 #a/1 ( 8 own (fice2 ( ! high tru/ 9 :i* he /&s1 ! important "w to :i* he is call$8 ,is !re any hope t a man %\ld dis*>ge 8 (fice well1 if he kn[s n :at x is8 ,t he %\ld acquit himself fai?fully ( a tru/1 ! v nature :]e( he does n und]/&8 ,nay3 if he kn[s n ! "w ,god has giv5 him to d1 he _c f9i% x4 #b;dly1 ,no less necess>y is a k ( ! scriptures1 :i* tea* u h[ to tea* o!rs3 yea1 a k ( all ! scriptures2 see+ scripture int]prets scripture2 "o "p fix+ ! s5se ( ano!r4 ,s t :e!r x be true or n1 t e good textu>y is a good div9e1 x is c]ta91 none c be a good div9e :o is n a good textu>y4 ,none else c be mighty 9 ! scriptures2 able bo? to in/ruct1 & to /op ! m\?s ( ga9say]s4 ,9 ord] to d ?is accurately1 ought he n to "k ! lit]al mean+ ( e ^w1 v]se & *apt]1 )\t :i* !re c be no firm f\ndation on :i* ! spiritual mean+ c be built8 ,%\ld he n likewise be able to d$uce ! prop] coroll>ies1 speculative & practical1 f ea* text2 to solve ! difficulties :i* arise1 & answ] ! objections :i* are or may be rais$ aga9/ x2 & to make a suitable application ( all1 to ! consci5ces ( 8 he>]s8 #c;dly1 ,b c he d ?is1 9 ! mo/ effectual mann]1 )\t a k ( ! orig9al tongues8 ,)\t ?is1 w he n frequ5tly be at a /&1 ev5 z to texts :i* reg>d practice only8 ,b he w be "u /ill great] difficulties1 ) respect to controv]t$ scriptures4 ,he w be ill able to rescue ^! out ( ! h&s ( any man ( le>n+ t w\ld p]v]t !m3 = :5ev] an appeal is made to ! orig9al1 8 m\? is /opt at once4 #d?ly1 ,is n a k ( pr(ane hi/ory likewise1 ( anti5t cu/oms1 ( *ronology & geography1 ?o' n absolutely necess>y1 yet highly exp$i5t = him t w\ld ?r\ghly und]/& ! scriptures8 ,s9ce ! want ev5 ( ?is k is b poorly suppli$ by read+ ! comm5ts ( o!r m54 #e?ly1 ,"s k ( ! sci5ces also1 is 7to say ! lea/7 equally exp$i5t4 ,nay1 may we n say1 t ! k ( "o 7:e!r art or sci5ce7 al?o' n[ q unfa%ionable1 is ev5 necess>y1 next1 & 9 ord] to1 ! k ( ! scripture itself8 ,i mean1 logic4 ,= :at is ?is1 if rightly und]/ood1 b ! art ( good s5se8 ,( appreh5d+ ?+s cle>ly1 judg+ truly1 & reason+ conclusively8 ,:at is x1 view$ 9 ano!r light1 b ! art ( le>n+ & tea*+8 ,:e!r by conv9c+ or p]suad+8 ,:at is !re !n1 9 ! :ole compass ( sci5ce1 to be desir$ 9 comp>ison ( x8 ,is n "s acqua9tance ) :at has be5 t]m$ ,! second "p ( logic1 metaphysicks1 if n s necess>y z ?is1 yet highly exp$i5t1 #a4 ,9 ord] to cle> our appreh5sion 7)\t :i* x is impossible ei!r to judge correctly1 or to reason closely or conclusively7 by rang+ our ideas "u g5]al heads3 &1 #b4 ,9 ord] to und]/& _m useful writ]s1 :o c v h>dly be und]/ood )\t x8 ,%\ld n a m9i/] be acqua9t$ too ) at lea/ ! g5]al gr\nds ( natural philosophy8 ,is n ?is a great help to ! accurate und]/&+ sev]al passages ( scripture8 ,assi/$ by ?is1 he may himself compreh5d1 & on prop] occasions expla9 to o!rs1 h[ ! invisible ?+s ( ,god are se5 f ! creation ( ! _w8 h[ ! heav5s decl>e ! glory ( ,god1 & ! firmam5t %ewe? 8 h&y "w3 till !y cry out1 ,o ,"l1 h[ manifold are ?y works6 ,9 wisdom ha/ ?\ made !m all4 ,b h[ f> c he g 9 ?is1 )\t "s k ( geometry8 :i* is likewise useful1 n b>ely on ?is acc\nt1 b to give cle>ness ( appreh5sion1 & an habit ( ?9k+ closely & connect$ly4 ,x mu/ be all[$ inde$1 t "s ( ^! bran*es ( k are n s indisp5sably necess>y z ! re/2 & !re=e no ?9k+ man w condemn ! fa!rs ( ! ,*ur*1 = hav+ 9 all ages & nations1 appo9t$ "s to ! m9i/ry1 :o suppose !y _h ! capacity1 yet _h n _h ! opportunity ( atta9+ !m4 ,b :at excuse is ?is1 = "o :o has ! opportunity1 & makes no use ( x8 ,:at c be urg$ = a p]son :o has _h an univ]sity education1 if he does n und]/& !m all8 ,c]ta9ly1 suppos+ him to h any capacity1 to h common und]/&+1 he is inexcusable be=e ,god & man4 #f?ly1 ,c any :o sp5d sev]al ye>s 9 ^? seats ( le>n+1 be excus$1 if !y d n add to t ( ! languages & sci5ces1 ! k ( ! fa!rs8 ,! mo/ au!ntic comm5tators on scripture1 z be+ bo? ne>e/ ! f\nta91 & em95tly endu$ ) t _s by :om all scripture 0 giv58 ,x w be easily p]ceiv$1 ,i speak *iefly ( ^? :o wrote be=e ! c\ncil ( ,nice4 ,b :o w\ld n likewise desire to h "s acqua9tance ) ^? t foll[$ !m8 ,) ,/4 ,*ryso/om1 ,basil1 ,j]ome1 ,au/92 & above all1 ! man ( a brok5 he>t1 ,ephraim ,syrus4 #g?ly1 ,!re is yet ano!r bran* ( k highly necess>y = a cl]gyman1 & t is1 k ( ! _w2 a k ( m51 ( _! maxims1 temp]s & mann]s1 su* z !y occur 9 real life4 ,)\t ?is he w be liable to receive mu* hurt1 & capable ( do+ little good2 z he w n "k1 ei!r h[ to deal ) m51 accord+ to ! va/ v>iety ( _! *>act]s2 or to pres]ve himself f ^?1 :o almo/ 9 e place lie 9 wait to deceive4 ,h[ ne>ly alli$ to ?is1 is1 ! disc]nm5t ( spirits8 s f> z x may be acquir$ by dilig5t obs]vation4 ,& c a guide ( s\ls be )\t x8 ,if he is1 is he n liable to /umble at e /ep8 #h?ly1 ,c he be )\t an em95t %>e ( prud5ce8 t mo/ uncommon ?+ :i* is usually call$ common s5se8 ,b h[ %all we def9e x8 ,%all we say1 ) ! s*ools1 t x is1 recta ratio r]um agibilium p>ticul>ium8 ,or is x1 an habitual consid]ation ( all ! circum/ances ( a ?+8 ,quis1 quid1 ubi1 quibus auxiliis1 cur1 quomodo qu&o8 ,& a facility ( adapt+ our behavi\r to ! v>i\s comb9ations ( !m8 ,h[ev] x be def9$1 %\ld x n be /udi$ ) all c>e1 & pursu$ ) all e>ne/ness ( application8 ,= :at t]rible inconv5i5ces ensue1 :5ev] x is rem>kably want+8 #i?ly1 ,next to prud5ce or common s5se 7if x be n includ$ !re97 a cl]gyman ought c]ta9ly to h "s degree ( good-bre$+3 ,i mean1 address1 eas9ess & propriety ( behavi\r1 :]ev] 8 lot is ca/3 p]haps "o might add1 he %\ld h 7?o' n ! /atel9ess2 = he is ! s]vant ( all1 yet7 all ! c\rtesy ( a g5tleman1 jo9$ ) ! correctness ( a s*ol>4 ,d we want a patt]n ( ?is8 ,we h "o 9 ,/4 ,paul1 ev5 be=e ,felix1 ,fe/us1 ,k+ ,agrippa4 ,"o c sc>ce help ?9k+1 he 0 "o ( ! be/ br$ m51 "o ( ! f9e/ g5tlem5 9 ! _w4 ,o t we likewise _h ! skill to please all m51 = _! good unto edification6 ,9 ord] to ?is1 especially 9 our public m9i/rations1 w\ld n "o wi% = a /rong1 cle>1 musical voice1 & a good deliv]y1 bo? ) reg>d to pronunciation & action8 ,i "n ^! "h because !y are f> m acquirable1 ?an has be5 commonly imag9$4 ,a rem>kably weak & untuneable voice has by /eady application become /rong & agreeable4 ,^? :o /amm]$ almo/ at e ^w1 h le>n$ to speak cle>ly & pla9ly4 ,& _m :o 7 em95tly ungraceful 9 _! pronunciation1 & aukw>d 9 _! ge/ure1 h 9 "s "t by art & lab\r n only correct$ t aukw>dness ( action1 & ungracefulness ( utt]ance1 b h become excell5t 9 bo?1 & 9 ^! respects likewise ! ornam5ts ( _! pr(ession4 8rem>kable0 replac$ ) 8rem>kably0 p] ,errata ,:at may greatly enc\rage ^? :o give !mselves up to ! "w1 ) reg>d to all ^! end[m5ts1 _m ( :i* _c be atta9$ )\t consid]able lab\r1 is ?is3 !y are assur$ ( be+ assi/$ 9 all _! lab\r1 by him :o tea*e? man k4 ,& :o tea*e? l him8 ,:o1 l him1 give? wisdom to ! simple8 ,h[ easy is x = him1 7if we desire x1 & believe t he is bo? able & will+ to d ?is7 by ! p[]ful ?o' secret influ5ces ( 8 ,_s1 to op5 & enl>ge our und]/&+2 to /r5g!n all our faculties2 to br+ to our remembrance :atsoev] ?+s are ne$ful1 & to fix & %>p5 our att5tion to !m2 s t we may pr(it above all :o dep5d :olly on !mselves1 9 :atev] may qualify u = our ma/]s "w4 7#b47 ,b all ^! ?+s1 h[ev] great !y may be 9 !mselves1 are little 9 comp>ison ( ^? t foll[4 ,= :at are all o!r gifts1 :e!r natural or acquir$1 :5 comp>$ to ! grace ( ,god8 ,& h[ ought ?is to animate & gov]n ! :ole int5tion1 affection1 & practice ( a m9i/] ( ,*ri/4 #a4 ,z to 8 int5tion1 bo? 9 und]tak+ ?is important (fice1 & 9 execut+ e "p ( x1 ought x n to be s+ly ?is1 to glorify ,god1 & to save s\ls f dea?8 ,is n ?is absolutely & indisp5sably necess>y1 be=e all & above all ?+s8 ,if 8 eye be s+le1 8 :ole body1 8 :ole s\l1 8 :ole "w w be full ( light4 ,god :o comm&$ light to %9e out ( d>kness1 w %9e on 8 he>t2 w direct him 9 all 8 ways1 w give him to see ! travel ( 8 s\l & be satisfi$4 ,b if 8 eye1 8 int5tion be n s+le1 if !re be any mixture ( mean] motives1 7h[ mu* m1 if ^? 7 or are 8 lead+ motives 9 und]tak+ or ex]cis+ ?is high (fice87 8 :ole body1 8 :ole s\l w be full ( d>kness1 ev5 su* z issues f ! bottomless pit3 let n su* a man ?9k1 t he %all h any bless+ f ! ,"l4 ,no3 ,! curse ( ,god abide? on him4 ,let him n expect to enjoy any settl$ peace1 any solid com=t 9 8 own brea/3 nei!r c he hope1 !re w be any fruit ( 8 lab\rs1 any s9n]s conv]t$ unto ,god4 99#b4 ,z to 8 affections4 ,ought n a /ew>d ( ! my/]ies ( ,god1 a %eph]d ( ! s\ls = :om ,*ri/ di$1 to be endu$ ) an em95t measure ( love to ,god1 & love to all 8 bre?r58 ,a love ! same 9 k9d1 b 9 degree f> beyond t ( ord9>y ,*ri/ians8 ,c he o!rwise answ] ! high "* he be>s1 & ! relation :]e9 he /&s8 ,)\t ?is1 h[ c he g ?r\gh all ! toils & difficulties :i* necess>ily att5d ! fai?ful execution ( 8 (fice8 ,w\ld x be possible = a p>5t to g ?r\gh ! pa9 & fatigue ( be>+ & br++ up ev5 "o *ild1 7 x n = t vehem5t affection1 t inexpressible 1 :i* ! ,creator has giv5 = t v end8 ,h[ mu* less w x be possible = any pa/or1 any spiritual p>5t to g ?r\gh ! pa9 & lab\r ( travail+ 9 bir? =1 & br++ up _m *ildr51 to ! measure ( ! full /ature ( ,*ri/1 )\t a l>ge measure ( t inexpressible affection1 :i* a /rang] int]m$dle? n )8 8/ran+0 replac$ ) 8/rang]0 ,he !re=e mu/ be utt]ly void ( und]/&+1 mu/ be a madman ( ! highe/ ord]1 :o on any consid]ation :atev]1 und]takes ?is (fice1 :ile he is a /rang] to ?is affection4 ,nay1 ,i h (t5 wond]$ t any man 9 8 s5ses1 does n r dig or ?re% = a livelihood1 ?an cont9ue !re91 unless he feels at lea/ 7:i* is extrem l9e am>e7 su* an e>ne/ conc]n = ! glory ( ,god1 & su* a ?ir/ aft] ! salvation ( s\ls1 t he is ready to d any ?+1 to lose any ?+1 or to suff] any ?+1 r ?an "o %\ld p]i% = :om ,*ri/ di$4 ,& is n ev5 ?is degree ( love to ,god & man utt]ly inconsi/5t ) ! love ( ! _w8 ,) ! love ( money or praise8 ,) ! v l[e/ degree ( ei!r ambition or s5suality8 ,h[ mu* less c x consi/ ) t poor1 l[1 irrational1 *ildi% pr9ciple1 ! love ( div]sions8 7,surely ev5 a man1 7 he nei!r a m9i/]1 nor a ,*ri/ian1 %\ld put away *ildi% ?+s47 ,n only ?is1 b ! love ( pleasure1 & :at lies /ill deep] 9 ! s\l1 ! love ( ease1 flees be=e x4 99#c4 ,z to 8 practice4 ,unto ! ungodly1 sai? ,god1 :y do/ ?\ prea* my laws8 ,:at is a m9i/] ( ,*ri/1 a %eph]d ( s\ls1 unless he is all devot$ to ,god8 ,unless he ab/a9 ) ! utmo/ c>e & dilig5ce1 f e evil ^w & "w2 f all appe>ance ( evil2 yea1 f ! mo/ innoc5t ?+s1 :]eby any might be (f5d$ or made weak8 ,is he n call$ above o!rs1 to be an example to ! flock1 9 8 private z well z public "*8 ,an example ( all holy & heav5ly temp]s1 fill+ ! he>t s z to %9e ?r\gh ! life8 ,consequ5tly1 is n 8 :ole life1 if he walks wor?y ( 8 call+ "o incessant lab\r ( love8 ,"o cont9u$ tract ( prais+ ,god1 & help+ man8 ,"o s]ies ( ?ankfulness & b5efic5ce8 ,is he n always humble1 always s]i\s1 ?o' rejoic+ ev]more2 mild1 g5tle1 pati5t1 ab/95t8 ,may y n resemble him to a gu>dian angel1 m9i/]+ to ^? :o %all be heirs ( salvation8 ,is he n "o s5t =? f ,god1 to /& betwe5 ,god & man1 to gu>d & assi/ ! poor1 helpless *ildr5 ( m51 to supply !m bo? ) light & /r5g?1 to guide !m ?r\gh a ?\s& kn[n & unkn[n dang]s1 'till at ! appo9t$ "t he returns ) ^? committ$ to 8 *>ge1 to 8 & _! ,fa!r :o is 9 heav58 8gaurd0 replac$ ) 8gu>d0 99,o :o is able to describe su* a mess5g] ( ,god1 fai?fully execut+ 8 high (fice8 ,work+ toge!r ) ,god1 ) ! great ,au?or bo? ( ! old & new creation6 ,see 8 ,"l ! et]nal ,son ( ,god1 go+ =? on t "w ( omnipot5ce1 & creat+ heav5 & e>? by ! brea? ( 8 m\?6 ,see ! s]vant :om he delighte? to hon\r1 fulfill+ ! c\nsel ( 8 w1 & 9 8 "n speak+ ! ^w :]eby is rais$ a new spiritual creation4 ,imp[]$ by him1 he says to ! d>k1 un=m$ void ( nature1 let !re be light3 & !re is light4 ,old ?+s are pass$ away3 behold all ?+s are become new4 ,he is cont9ually employ$1 9 :at ! angels ( ,god h n ! hon\r to d1 co-op]at+ ) ! ,r$eem] ( m51 9 br++ _m *ildr5 to glory4 ,su* is a true m9i/] ( ,*ri/4 ,& su*1 beyond all possibility ( dispute1 ought bo? y & ,i to be4 ,,ii4 ,b are we su*8 ,:at are we 9 ! respects above nam$8 ,x is a melan*oly1 b necess>y consid]ation4 ,x is true1 _m h wrote ^u ?is subject2 & "s ( !m admirably well4 ,yet few1 if any1 at lea/ 9 our nation1 h c>ri$ _! enquiry ?r\gh all ^! p>ticul>s4 ,nei!r h !y always spok5 s pla9 & home1 z ! nature ( ! ?+ requir$4 ,b :y did !y n8 ,0 x because !y 7 unwill+ to give pa9 to ^? :om !y lov$8 ,or 7 !y h9d]$ by fe> ( disoblig+8 ,or ( incurr+ any temporal inconv5i5ce8 ,mis]able fe>6 ,is any temporal inconv5i5ce :atev] to be laid 9 ! ballance ) ! s\ls ( our bre?r58 ,or 7 !y prev5t$ by %ame1 aris+ f a consci\sness ( _! own _m & great defects8 ,und\bt$ly ?is might ext5uate ! fault1 b n altoge!r remove x4 ,= is x n a wise advice1 ,be n a%am$ :5 x conc]ne? ?y s\l8 ,especially1 :5 x conc]ns ! s\ls ( ?\s&s also8 ,9 su* a case may ,god 8,set z a fl9t our /eady face1 8,h>d5 to adamant our br[60 ,b is !re n ano!r h9drance8 ,%\ld n compassion1 %\ld n t5d]ness h9d] u f giv+ pa98 ,yes1 f giv+ unnecess>y pa94 ,b :at mann] ( t5d]ness is ?is8 ,x is l t ( a surgeon :o lets 8 pati5t be lo/1 because he is too compassionate to probe 8 w\nds4 ,cruel compassion6 ,let me give pa91 s ,i may save life4 ,let me probe1 t ,god may heal4 7#a47 ,are we !n su* z we are s5sible we %\ld be1 #a/1 ,) reg>d to natural end[m5ts8 ,i am afraid n4 ,if we 71 h[ _m /umbl+-blocks w\ld be remov$ out ( ! way ( s]i\s infidels8 ,alas1 :at t]rible effects d we cont9ually see ( t common1 ?o' s5seless imag9ation1 8,! boy1 if he is fit = no?+ else1 w d well en\gh = a p>son80 ,h5ce x is1 t we see 7,i w\ld to ,god !re 7 no su* in/ance 9 all ,great-,brita91 or ,irel&7 dull1 heavy1 blocki% m9i/]s2 m5 ( no life1 no _s2 no read9ess ( ?\ght2 :o are consequ5tly ! je/ ( e p]t fool1 e lively1 airy coxcomb !y meet4 ,we see o!rs ^: memory c reta9 no?+3 !re=e !y c nev] be m5 ( consid]able k4 ,!y c nev] "k mu* ev5 ( ^? ?+s :i* !y are m ne>ly conc]n$ to "k4 ,alas !y are p\r+ ! wat] into a leaky vessel2 & ! brok5 ci/]n c hold no wat]4 ,i d n say1 ) ,plato1 ,t 8all human k is no?+ b remembr+40 ,yet c]ta9 x is1 t )\t remembr+1 we c h b a small %>e ( k4 ,& ev5 ^? :o enjoy ! mo/ ret5tive memory1 f9d great reason /ill to compla91 8,skill comes s sl[1 & life s fa/ does fly2 8,we le>n s little1 & =get s mu*40 ,& yet we see & bewail a /ill great] defect1 9 "s t are 9 ! m9i/ry4 ,!y want s5se2 !y are defective 9 und]/&+2 _! capacity is l[ & %all[3 _! appreh5sion is muddy & confus$3 ( consequ5ce !y are utt]ly incapable1 ei!r ( =m+ a true judgm5t ( ?+s1 or ( reason+ ju/ly ^u any ?+4 ,o h[ c ^! :o !mselves "k no?+ aright1 imp>t k to o!rs8 ,h[ in/ruct !m 9 all ! v>iety ( duty1 to ,god1 _! neighb\r1 & !mselves8 ,h[ w !y guide !m ?r\gh all ! mazes ( error1 ?r\gh all ! intanglem5ts ( s9 & temptation8 ,h[ w !y apprize !m ( ! devices ( ,satan1 & gu>d !m aga9/ all ! wisdom ( ! _w8 ,x is easy to p]ceive1 ,i d n speak ?is = _! sake2 7= !y are incorrigible7 b = ! sake ( p>5ts1 t !y may op5 _! eyes & see1 ,a blockhead c nev] 8d well en\gh = a p>son40 ,he may d well en\gh = a tradesman2 s well z to ga9 fifty or an hundr$ ?\s& p\nds4 ,he may d well en\gh = a soldi]2 nay1 7if y pay well = x7 = a v well-dre/ & well-m\nt$ (fic]4 ,he may d well en\gh = a sailor1 & may %9e on ! qu>t]-deck ( a man ( w>4 ,he may d s well1 9 ! capacity ( a lawy] or physician1 z to ride 9 8 gilt *>iot4 ,b ,o6 ?9k n ( 8 be+ a m9i/]1 unless y w\ld br+ a blot ^u y\r family1 a sc&al ^u our *ur*1 & a reproa* on ! gospel1 :i* he may murd]1 b _c tea*4 ,are we su* z we are s5sible we %\ld be1 #b;dly1 ,) reg>d to acquir$ end[m5ts8 ,"h ! matt] 7suppose we h common und]/&+7 lies m directly )9 our own p[]4 ,b "u ?is1 z well z ! foll[+ heads1 me?9ks1 ,i w\ld n consid] at all1 h[ _m or h[ few1 are ei!r excell5t or defective4 ,i w\ld only desire e p]son :o reads ?is1 to apply x to himself4 ,c]ta9ly "s "o 9 ! nation is defective4 ,am n ,i ! man8 ,let u ea* s]i\sly exam9e himself4 ,h ,i #a4 ,su* a k ( scripture1 z becomes him :o und]takes s to expla9 x to o!rs1 t x may be a light 9 all _! pa?s8 ,h ,i a full & cle> view ( ! analogy ( fai?1 :i* is ! clue to guide me ?r\gh ! :ole8 ,am ,i acqua9t$ ) ! sev]al p>ts ( scripture2 ) all p>ts ( ! ,old ,te/am5t & ! ,new8 ,^u ! m5tion ( any text1 d ,i "k ! context1 & ! p>allel places8 ,h ,i t po9t at lea/ ( a good div9e1 ! be+ a good textu>y8 ,d ,i "k ! grammatical con/ruction ( ! f\r gospels8 ,( ! acts8 ,( ! epi/les8 ,& am ,i a ma/] ( ! spiritual s5se 7z well z ! lit]al7 ( :at ,i read8 ,d ,i und]/& ! scope ( ea* book1 & h[ e "p ( x t5ds !reto8 ,h ,i skill to draw ! natural inf]5ces d$ucible f ea* text8 ,d ,i "k ! objections rais$ to !m or f !m by ,jews1 ,dei/s1 ,papi/s1 ,arians1 ,soc9ians1 & all o!r sect>ies1 :o m or less corrupt or cauponize ! ^w ( ,god8 ,am ,i ready to give a satisfactory answ] to ea* ( ^! objections8 ,& h ,i le>n$ to apply e "p ( ! sacr$ writ+s1 z ! v>i\s /ates ( my he>]s require8 #b4 ,d ,i und]/& ,greek & ,hebrew8 ,o!rwise h[ c ,i und]take 7z e m9i/] does7 n only to expla9 books :i* are writt5 !re91 b to def5d !m aga9/ all oppon5ts8 ,am ,i n at ! m]cy ( e "o :o does und]/&1 or ev5 pret5ds to und]/& ! orig9al8 ,= :i* way c ,i confute 8 pret5ce8 ,d ,i und]/& ! language ( ! ,old ,te/am5t8 ,critically8 ,at all8 ,c ,i read into ,engli% "o ( ,david's psalms8 ,or ev5 ! fir/ *apt] ( ,g5esis8 ,d ,i und]/& ! language ( ! ,new ,te/am5t8 ,am ,i a critical ma/] ( x8 ,h ,i en\gh ( x ev5 to read into ,engli% ! fir/ *apt] ( ,/4 ,luke8 ,if n1 h[ _m ye>s did ,i sp5d at s*ool8 ,h[ _m at ! univ]sity8 ,& :at 0 ,i do+ all ^? ye>s8 ,ought n %ame to cov] my face8 99#c4 ,d ,i und]/& my own (fice8 ,h ,i deeply consid]$ be=e ,god ! "* :i* ,i be>8 ,:at is x to be an ambassador ( ,*ri/8 ,an envoy f ! ,k+ ( heav58 ,& d ,i "k & feel :at is impli$ 9 wat*+ ov] ! s\ls ( m51 z he t mu/ give acc\nt8 ,d ,i und]/& s mu* ( pr(ane hi/ory z t5ds to confirm & illu/rate ! sacr$8 ,am ,i acqua9t$ ) ! anti5t cu/oms ( ! ,jews & o!r nations m5tion$ 9 scripture8 ,h ,i a compet5t k ( *ronology1 t at lea/ :i* ref]s to ! sacr$ writ+s8 ,& am ,i s f> 7if no f>!r7 skill$ 9 geography1 z to "k ! situation1 & give "s acc\nt ( all ! consid]able places m5tion$ !re98 #e4 ,am ,i a tol]able ma/] ( ! sci5ces8 ,h ,i gone ?r\gh ! v gate ( !m1 logic8 ,if n1 ,i am n likely to g mu* f>!r1 :5 ,i /umble at ! ?re%old4 ,d ,i und]/& x1 s z to be ev] ! bett] = x8 ,to h x always ready = use8 ,s z to apply e rule ( x1 :5 occasion is1 almo/ z naturally z ,i turn my h&8 ,d ,i und]/& x at all8 ,are n ev5 ! moods & figures above my compreh5sion8 ,d n ,i poorly endeav\r to cov] my ignorance1 by affect+ to laugh at _! b>b>\s names8 ,c ,i ev5 r$uce an indirect mood to a direct8 ,an hypo!tic to a categorical syllogism8 ,r1 h n my /upid indol5ce & laz9ess1 made me v ready to believe :at ! little wits & pretty g5tlem5 affirm1 8,t logic is good = no?+80 ,x is good = ?is at lea/ 7:]ev] x is und]/ood7 to make p talk less2 by %ew+ !m bo? :at is1 & :at is n to ! po9t2 & h[ extremely h>d x is to prove any ?+4 ,d ,i und]/& metaphysics8 ,if n ! dep?s ( ! s*oolm51 ! subtleties ( ,scotus or ,aqu9as1 yet ! fir/ rudim5ts1 ! g5]al pr9ciples ( t useful sci5ce8 ,h ,i conqu]$ s mu* ( x1 z to cle> my appreh5sion & range my ideas "u prop] heads8 ,s mu* z enables me to read ) ease & pleasure z well z pr(it1 ,dr4 ,h5ry ,m's ,works1 ,malebran*e's ,se>* aft] ,tru?1 & ,dr4 ,cl>k's ,demon/ration ( ! ,be+ & ,attributes ( ,god8 ,d ,i und]/& natural philosophy8 ,if ,i h n gone deep !re91 h ,i dige/$ ! g5]al gr\nds ( x8 ,h ,i ma/]$ ,graves&e1 ,keil1 ,sir ,isaac ,newton's ,pr9cipia1 ) 8 ,!ory ( ,light & ,col\rs8 ,9 ord] !reto1 h ,i laid 9 "s /ock ( ma!matical k8 ,am ,i ma/] ( ! ma!matical ,a ,b ,c1 ( ,euclid's ,elem5ts8 ,if ,i h n gone ?us f>1 if ,i am su* a novice /ill1 :at h ,i be5 ab\t ev] s9ce ,i came f s*ool8 #f4 ,am ,i acqua9t$ ) ! fa!rs8 ,at lea/ ) ^? v5]able m51 :o liv$ 9 ! e>lie/ ages ( ! *ur*8 ,h ,i read ov] & ov] ! gold5 rema9s ( ,clem5s ,romanus1 ( ,ignatius & ,polyc>p8 ,& h ,i giv5 "o read+1 at lea/1 to ! works ( ,ju/9 ,m>tyr1 ,t]tullian1 ,orig51 ,clem5s ,alex&r9us & ,cyprian8 #g4 ,h ,i any k ( ! _w8 ,h ,i /udi$ m5 7z well z books7 & obs]v$ _! temp]s1 maxims & mann]s8 ,h ,i le>n$1 to bew>e ( m58 ,to add ! wisdom ( ! s]p5t to ! innoc5ce ( ! dove8 ,has ,god giv5 me by nature1 or h ,i acquir$1 any measure ( ! disc]nm5t ( spirits8 ,or ( its ne> ally1 prud5ce1 enabl+ me on all occasions to consid] all circum/ances1 & to suit & v>y my behavi\r accord+ to ! v>i\s comb9ations ( !m8 ,d ,i lab\r nev] to be rude or ill-mann]$8 ,n to be rem>kably want+ 9 good-bre$+8 ,d ,i endeav\r to copy aft] ^? :o are em95t = address & eas9ess ( behavi\r8 ,am ,i 7?o' nev] light or trifl+1 ei!r 9 ^w or action1 yet7 affable & c\rte\s to all m58 ,& d ,i omit no means :i* is 9 my p[]1 & consi/5t ) my "*1 ( pleas+ all m5 ) :om ,i conv]se1 = _! good1 to edification8 ,if ,i am want+ ev5 9 ^! l[e/ end[m5ts1 %all ,i n frequ5tly regret ! want8 ,h[ (t5 %all ,i move heavily1 & be f> less useful ?an ,i might h be58 ,h[ mu* m %all ,i suff] 9 my usefulness1 if ,i h wa/$ ! opportunities ,i once _h ( acqua9t+ myself ) ! great lights ( antiquity1 ! ,ant5ic5e fa!rs8 ,or if ,i h dron$ away ^? preci\s h\rs1 :]e9 ,i might h made myself ma/] ( ! sci5ces8 ,h[ poorly mu/ ,i _m times drag on1 = want ( ! helps :i* ,i h vilely ca/ away8 ,b is n my case /ill worse1 if ,i h loit]$ away ! "t :]e9 ,i %\ld h p]fect$ myself 9 ,greek & ,hebrew8 ,i might be=e ?is h be5 critically acqua9t$ ) ! treasuries ( sacr$ k4 ,b !y are n[ hid f my eyes2 !y are close lock$ up1 & ,i h no key to op5 !m4 ,h[ev]1 h ,i us$ all possible dilig5ce to supply t griev\s defect1 7s f> z x c be suppli$ n[7 by ! mo/ accurate k ( ! ,engli% scriptures8 ,d ,i m$itate !re9 day & night8 ,d ,i ?9k 7& consequ5tly speak7 !re(1 :5 ,i sit 9 ! h\se1 & :5 ,i walk by ! way2 :5 ,i lie d[n1 & :5 ,i rise up8 ,by ?is means h ,i at l5g? atta9$ a ?or\gh k z ( ! sacr$ text1 s ( its lit]al & spiritual mean+8 ,o!rwise h[ c ,i attempt to in/ruct o!rs !re98 ,)\t ?is1 ,i am a bl9d guide inde$6 ,i am absolutely incapable ( tea*+ my flock1 :at ,i h nev] le>n$ myself3 no m fit to lead s\ls to ,god1 ?an ,i am to gov]n ! _w4 7#b47 ,& yet !re is a high] consid]ation ?an t ( gifts2 high] ?an any or all ( ^! jo9$ toge!r2 a consid]ation 9 view ( :i* all ext]nal & all intellectual end[m5ts vani% into no?+4 ,am ,i su* z ,i ought to be1 ) reg>d to ! grace ( ,god8 ,! ,"l ,god enable me to judge aright ( ?is6 ,& #a4 ,:at 0 my int5tion 9 tak+ ^u me ?is (fice & m9i/ry8 ,:at 0 x1 9 tak+ *>ge ( ?is p>i%1 ei!r z m9i/] or curate8 ,0 x always1 & is x n[1 :olly & solely1 to glorify ,god1 & save s\ls8 ,has my eye be5 s+ly fix$ on ?is1 f ! beg9n+ hi!rto8 ,_h ,i nev]1 h ,i n n[1 any mixture 9 my int5tion2 any alloy ( bas] metal8 ,_h ,i1 or h ,i no ?\ght ( worldly ga98 ,fil?y lucre1 z ! apo/le t]ms x4 ,_h ,i at fir/1 h ,i n[1 no secul> view8 ,no eye to hon\r or pref]m5t8 ,to a pl5tiful income8 ,or1 at lea/1 a compet5cy8 ,a w>m & com=table livelihood8 99,alas1 my bro!r6 ,if ! light t is 9 !e be d>kness1 h[ great is t d>kness8 ,0 a com=table livelihood !n y\r motive = ent]+ into ! m9i/ry8 ,& d y av[ ?is 9 ! face ( ! sun1 & )\t "o blu% ^u y\r *eek8 ,i _c comp>e y ) ,simon ,magus3 y are _m degrees b5ea? him4 ,he (f]$ to give money = ! gift ( ,god1 ! p[] ( conf]r+ ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,h]eby h[ev] he %ew$1 t he set an high] value on ! gift ?an on ! money :i* he w\ld h p>t$ ) = x4 ,b y d n3 y set a f> high] value on ! money ?an on ! gift2 insomu* t y d n desire1 y w n accept ( ! gift1 unless ! money accompany x6 ,! bi%op said1 :5 y 0 orda9$1 8,receive ?\ ! ,holy ,gho/40 ,b t 0 ! lea/ ( y\r c>e4 ,let :o w receive ?is1 s y receive ! money1 ! rev5ue ( a good b5efice4 ,:ile y m9i/] ! ^w & sacram5ts be=e ,god1 he gives ! ,holy ,gho/ to ^? :o duly receive !m3 s t ?r\gh y\r h&s likewise ! ,holy ,gho/ is 9 ?is s5se giv5 n[4 ,b y h little conc]n :e!r he be or n3 s little1 t y w m9i/] no long]1 he %all be giv5 no m ei!r ?r\gh y\r lips or h&s1 if y h no m money = y\r lab\r4 ,o ,simon1 ,simon6 :at a sa9t w]t ?\1 comp>$ to _m ( ! mo/ hon\rable m5 n[ 9 ,*ri/5dom8 ,let n any ei!r ignorantly or wilfully mi/ake me4 ,i w\ld n muzzle ! ox t treade? out ! corn4 ,i "k ! spiritual lab\r] too is wor?y ( 8 rew>d2 & t if we s[ unto our flock spiritual ?+s1 x is meet t we reap ( _! c>nal ?+s4 ,i d n !re=e blame1 no1 n 9 any degree1 a m9i/]'s tak+ a ye>ly sal>y3 b ,i blame 8 seek+ x4 ,! ?+ blameable is1 ! hav+ x 9 8 view1 z ! motive1 or any "p ( ! motive1 = ent]+ into ?is sacr$ (fice4 ,hic nigr succus lolig9is1 hc e/ rugo m]a4 ,if pref]m5t1 or hon\r1 or pr(it 0 9 8 eye1 8 eye 0 n s+le4 ,& our ,"l knew no m$ium betwe5 a s+le & an evil eye4 ,! eye !re=e :i* is n s+le is evil4 ,x is a pla91 adjudg$ case4 ,he !n t has any o!r design 9 und]tak+ or execut+ ! (fice ( a m9i/]1 ?an purely ?is1 to glorify ,god & save s\ls1 8 eye is n s+le4 ,( consequ5ce1 x is evil2 & !re=e 8 :ole body mu/ be full ( d>kness4 ,! light :i* is 9 him is v d>kness3 d>kness cov]s 8 :ole s\l3 he has no solid peace3 he has no bless+ f ,god3 ,& !re is no fruit ( 8 lab\rs4 ,x is no wond]1 t !y :o see no h>m 9 ?is1 see no h>m 9 add+ "o liv+ to ano!r1 &1 if !y c1 ano!r to t2 yet /ill wip+ _! m\?1 & say+1 !y h done no evil4 ,9 ! v fir/ /ep1 _! eye 0 n s+le3 !re=e _! m9d 0 fill$ ) d>kness4 ,s !y /umble on /ill 9 ! same mire1 till _! feet /umble on ! d>k m\nta9s4 99,x is plead$ inde$1 ,t 8a small liv+ w n ma9ta9 a l>ge family40 ,ma9ta98 ,h[8 ,x w n cloa? !m 9 purple & f9e l952 nor enable !m to f>e sumptu\sly e day4 ,b w n ! liv+ y h n[1 af=d y & y\rs ! pla9 necess>ies1 yea & conv5i5cies ( life8 ,w x n ma9ta9 y 9 ! frugal1 ,*ri/ian simplicity1 :i* becomes a m9i/] ( ,*ri/8 ,x w n ma9ta9 y 9 pomp & gr&eur1 9 elegant luxury1 9 fa%ionable s5suality4 ,s mu* ! bett]4 ,if y\r eyes 7 op51 :atev] y\r income 01 y w\ld flee f ^! z f hell-fire4 ,x has be5 plead$1 secondly1 8by hav+ a l>g] income1 ,i am able to d m good40 ,b d>e y av]1 9 ! pres5ce ( ,god1 t x 0 s+ly ) ?is view1 only = ?is end1 t y s\ght a l>g] income8 ,if n1 y are /ill condemn$ be=e ,god2 y\r eye 0 n s+le4 ,d n !re=e quibble & evade4 ,?is 0 n y\r motive ( act+4 ,x 0 n ! desire ( do+ m good1 :e!r to ! s\ls or bodies ( m51 x 0 n ! love ( ,god2 7y "k x 0 n1 y\r own consci5ce is z a ?\s& witnesses7 b x 0 ! love ( money1 & ! desire ( o!r ?+s1 :i* animat$ y 9 ?is pursuit4 ,if !n ! ^w ( ,god is true1 y are 9 d>kness /ill3 ,x fills & cov]s y\r s\l4 ,i might add1 a l>g] income does n necess>ily imply a capacity ( do+ m spiritual good4 ,& ?is is ! highe/ k9d ( good4 ,x is good to fe$ ! hungry1 to cloa? ! nak$3 ,b x is a f> nobl] good1 to save s\ls f dea?1 to pluck poor br&s out ( ! burn+4 ,& x is t to :i* y are peculi>ly call$1 & to :i* y h solemnly promis$ to 8b5d all y\r /udies & endeav\rs40 ,b y are by no means sure1 t by add+ a second liv+ to y\r fir/1 y %all be m capable ( do+ good 9 ?is k9d1 ?an y w\ld h be51 _h y laid out all y\r "t1 & all y\r /r5g?1 on y\r fir/ flock4 8,h[ev] ,i %all be able to d m temporal good40 ,y are n sure ev5 ( ?is4 ,if ri*es encrease1 !y are increas$ t eat !m4 ,p]haps y\r exp5ces may rise proportionably ) y\r income4 ,b if n1 if y h a great] ability1 %all y h a great] will+ness to d good8 ,y h no reason 9 ! _w to believe ?is4 ,!re are a ?\s& in/ances ( ! contr>y4 ,h[ _m h less w1 :5 !y h m p[]8 ,n[ !y h m money1 !y love x m4 ,:5 !y _h little1 !y did _! dilig5ce gladly to give ( t little3 b s9ce !y h _h mu*1 !y are s f> f giv+ pl5te\sly1 t !y c h>dly af=d to give at all4 8,b by my hav+ ano!r liv+1 ,i ma9ta9 a valuable man1 :o might o!rwise want ! necess>ies ( life40 ,i answ]1 #a4 ,0 ?is y\r :ole & sole motive1 9 seek+ t o!r liv+8 ,if n1 ?is plea w n cle> y f ! *>ge3 y\r eye 0 n s+le4 #b4 ,if x 0 y may put x beyond dispute4 ,y may prove at once ! purity ( y\r int5tion4 ,make t valuable man rector ( "o ( y\r p>i%es1 & y are cle> be=e ,god & man4 ,b :at c be plead$ = ^? :o h two or m flocks1 & take c>e ( none ( !m8 ,:o j look at !m n[ & !n = a few days1 & !n remove to a conv5i5t di/ance1 & say1 s\l1 ?\ ha/ mu* goods laid up = _m ye>s2 take ?9e ease2 eat1 dr9k1 & be m]ry8 99,"s ye>s ago ,i 0 ask+ a pla9 man1 8,ought n he :o fe$s ! flock1 to eat ( ! milk ( ! flock80 ,he answ]$1 8,fri5d1 ,i h no objection to t4 ,b :at is t to him :o does n fe$ ! flock8 ,he /&s on ! f> side ( ! h$ge1 & fe$s himself4 ,x is ano!r :o fe$s ! flock4 ,& ought he to h ! milk ( ! flock8 ,:at can/ ?\ say = him8 ,truly1 no?+ at all4 ,& he w h no?+ to say = himself1 :5 ! great ,%eph]d %all pron\nce t j s5t5ce1 b9d ! unpr(itable s]vant h& & foot1 & ca/ him into out] d>kness40 ,i h dwelt ! long] on ?is head1 because a "r int5tion is ! fir/ po9t ( all1 & ! mo/ necess>y ( all2 inasmu* z ! want ( ?is _c be suppli$ by any ?+ else :atsoev]4 ,x is ! sett+ out wrong2 a fault nev] to be am5d$1 unless y return to ! place :5ce y came1 & set out "r4 ,x is impossible !re=e to lay too great /ress ^u a s+le eye1 a pure int5tion2 )\t :i*1 all our sacrifice1 our pray]s1 s]mons & sacram5ts are an abom9ation to ! ,"l4 ,i _c dismiss ?is important article1 )\t t\*+ ^u "o ?+ m4 ,h[ _m are directly conc]n$ !re91 ,i leave to ! se>*] ( he>ts4 ,y h be5 settl$ 9 a liv+ or a curacy = "s "t4 ,y are n[ go+ to ex*ange x = ano!r4 ,:y d y d ?is8 ,= :at reason d y pref] ?is be=e y\r =m] liv+ or curacy8 8,:y1 ,i _h b fifty p\nds a ye> :]e ,i 0 be=e1 & n[ ,i %all h an hundr$40 ,& is ?is y\r real motive ( act+8 ,! true reason :y y make ! ex*ange8 8,x is3 ,& is x n a suffici5t reason80 ,yes1 = a ,hea!n2 b n = "o :o calls himself a ,*ri/ian4 99,p]haps a m gross infatuation ?an ?is1 0 nev] yet kn[n ^u e>?4 ,!re goes "o1 :o is commission$ to be an ambassador ( ,*ri/1 a %eph]d ( nev]-dy+ s\ls1 a wat*man ov] ! ,israel ( ,god1 a /ew>d ( ! my/]ies :i* angels desire to look into4 ,:]e is he go+8 8,to ,london1 to ,bri/ol1 to ,nor?ampton40 ,:y does he g ?i!r8 8,to get m money40 ,a tol]able reason = driv+ an h]d ( bullocks to "o m>ket r ?an ! o!r2 ?\gh if a drov] does ?is1 )\t any f>!r view1 he acts z an ,hea!n1 n a ,*ri/ian4 ,b :at a reason = leav+ ! immortal s\ls1 ov] :om ! ,holy ,gho/ _h made y ov]se]6 ,& yet ?is is ! motive :i* n only influ5ces 9 secret1 b is ackn[l$g$ op5ly & )\t a blu%6 ,nay1 x is execut$1 ju/ifi$1 def5d$2 & t n by a few1 "h & !re1 :o are app>5tly void bo? ( piety & %ame2 b by numb]s ( seem+ly religi\s m51 f "o end ( ,engl& to ! o!r6 #b4 ,am ,i1 secondly1 su* z ,i ought to be1 ) reg>d to my affections8 ,i am tak5 f among1 & orda9$ = m51 9 ?+s p]ta9+ to ,god4 ,i /& betwe5 ,god & man1 by ! au?ority ( ! great ,m$iator1 9 ! ne>e/ & mo/ ende>+ relation bo? to my ,creator & my fell[-creatures4 ,h ,i accord+ly giv5 my he>t to ,god1 & to my bre?r5 = 8 sake8 ,d ,i love ,god ) all my s\l & /r5g?8 ,& my neighb\r1 e man z myself8 ,does ?is love swall[ me up8 ,possess me :ole8 ,con/itute my supreme happ9ess8 ,does x animate all my passions & temp]s1 & regulate all my p[]s & faculties8 ,is x ! spr+ :i* gives rise to all my ?\ghts1 & gov]ns all my words & actions8 ,if x does1 n unto me1 b unto ,god be ! praise4 ,if x does n1 ,god be m]ciful to me a s9n]6 ,at lea/1 d ,i feel su* a conc]n = ! glory ( ,god1 & su* a ?ir/ aft] ! salvation ( m51 t ,i am ready to d any ?+1 h[ev] contr>y to my natural incl9ation1 to "p ) any ?+1 h[ev] agreeable to me1 to suff] any ?+1 h[ev] griev\s to fle% & blood1 s ,i may save "o s\l f hell8 ,is ?is my rul+ temp] at all times & 9 all places8 ,does x make all my lab\r light8 ,if n :at a we>9ess is x8 ,:at a drudg]y8 ,_h ,i n f> bett] hold ! pl\gh8 ,b is x possible ?is %\ld be my rul+ temp]1 if ,i /ill love ! _w8 ,no c]ta9ly1 ,if ,i love ! _w1 ! love ( ! ,fa!r is n 9 me4 ,! love ( ,god is n 9 me1 if ,i love pleasure s call$1 or div]sion4 ,nei!r is x 9 me1 if ,i am a lov] ( hon\r or praise1 or ( dress1 or ( good eat+ & dr9k+4 ,nay1 ev5 indol5ce1 or ! love ( ease1 is inconsi/5t ) ! love ( ,god4 ,:at a creature !n is a covete\s1 an ambiti\s1 a luxuri\s1 an indol5t1 a div]sion-lov+ cl]gyman8 ,is x any wond] t infidelity %\ld encrease1 :]e any ( ^! are to be f\nd8 ,t _m1 comp>+ _! _s ) _! pr(ession1 %\ld blaspheme t wor?y "n :]eby !y are call$8 ,b woe be unto him by :om ! (f5ce come?6 ,x 7 good = t man if he _h nev] be5 born4 ,x 7 good = him n[1 r ?an he %\ld cont9ue to turn ! lame out ( ! way1 t a mill-/one 7 hang$ ab\t 8 neck1 & he 7 ca/ into ! dep? ( ! sea6 #c4 ,may n y1 :o are ( a bett] _s consid]1 ?irdly1 am ,i su* z ,i ought to be1 ) reg>d to my practice8 ,am ,i 9 my private life1 :olly devot$ to ,god8 ,am ,i int5t ^u ?is "o ?+1 to d 9 e po9t n my own w1 b ! w ( him t s5t me8 ,d ,i c>efully & resolutely ab/a9 f e evil ^w & "w8 ,f all appe>ance ( evil8 ,f all indiff]5t ?+s1 :i* might lay a /umbl+ block 9 ! way ( ! weak8 ,am ,i zeal\s ( good works8 ,z ,i h "t1 d ,i d good to all m58 ,& t 9 e k9d1 & 9 z high a degree z ,i am capable8 ,h[ d ,i behave 9 ! public "w :]eunto ,i am call$8 ,9 my pa/oral "*8 ,am ,i a patt]n to my flock1 9 ^w1 9 behavi\r1 9 love1 9 _s1 9 fai? & purity8 ,is my ^w1 my daily conv]sation1 always 9 grace1 always meet to m9i/] grace to ! he>]s8 ,is my behavi\r suitable to ! dignity ( my call+8 ,d ,i walk z ,*ri/ also walk$8 ,does ! love ( ,god & man n only fill my he>t b %9e ?r\gh my :ole conv]sation8 ,is ! _s1 ! temp] :i* appe>s 9 all my words & actions1 su* z all[s me to say ) humble boldness1 h]e9 ye be foll[]s ( me1 z ,i am ( ,*ri/8 ,d all :o h spiritual disc]nm5t take k1 7judg+ ( ! tree by its fruits7 t ! life :i* ,i n[ live1 ,i live by fai? 9 ! ,son ( ,god2 & t 9 all simplicity & godly s9c]ity ,i h my conv]sation 9 ! _w8 ,am ,i exempl>ily pure f all worldly desire8 ,f all vile & va9 affections8 ,is my life "o cont9u$ lab\r ( love8 ,"o tract ( prais+ ,god & help+ man8 ,d ,i 9 e ?+ see him :o is invisible8 ,& behold+ ) op5 face ! glory ( ! ,"l1 am ,i *ang$ into ! same image f glory to glory1 by ! _s ( ! ,"l8 ,bre?r51 is n ?is our call+1 ev5 z we are ,*ri/ians8 ,b m em95tly z we are m9i/]s ( ,*ri/8 ,& :y 7,i w n say1 d we fall %ort1 b :y7 are we satisfi$ ) fall+ s %ort ( x8 ,is !re any necessity laid ^u u1 ( s9k+ s inf9itely bel[ our call+8 ,:o ha? requir$ ?is at our h&s8 ,c]ta9ly n he by ^: au?ority we m9i/]4 ,is n 8 w ! same ) reg>d to u1 z ) reg>d to 8 fir/ ambassadors8 ,is n 8 love1 & is n 8 p[] /ill ! same1 z !y 7 9 ! anti5t days8 ,"k we n1 t ,jesus ,*ri/ is ! same ye/]day1 to-day1 & = ev]6 ,:y !n may n y be z burn+ & z %9+ lights1 z ^? t %one sev5te5 hundr$ ye>s ago8 ,d y desire to p>take ( ! same burn+ love1 ( ! same %9+ hol9ess8 ,surely y d4 ,y _c b be s5sible1 x is ! greate/ bless+ :i* c be be/[$ on any *ild ( man4 ,d y design x8 ,aim at x8 ,press on to ?is m>k ( ! prize ( ! high call+ ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus8 ,d y con/antly & e>ne/ly pray = x2 ,!n z ! ,"l live?1 ye %all atta94 ,only let u pray on1 & t>ry at ,j]usalem1 'till we be endu$ ) p[] f on high4 ,let u cont9ue 9 all ! ord9ances ( ,god1 p>ticul>ly 9 m$itat+ on 8 ^w1 9 d5y+ ourselves1 & tak+ up our cross daily1 & z we h "t do+ good to all m53 & !n assur$ly ! great %eph]d ( u & our flocks1 w make u p]fect 9 e good "w1 to d 8 w1 & "w 9 u all t is well pleas+ 9 8 sight6 ,?is is ! desire & pray] ( ,y\r ,bro!r & ,s]vant 9 our common ,,"l1 ,,john ,,wesley4 ,,london1 ,febru>y #f1 #agef4 ,a %ort ,,acc\nt ,,( ,,! ,,dea? ,,( ,,?omas ,,hit*5s4 ,bisveal1 ne> ,r$ru?1 ,cornwall4 #a4 ,,my son1 ,?omas ,hit*5s1 0 born ,april #ad1 #agbc4 ,he w5t to s*ool till he 0 ab\t t5 ye>s old4 ,f s*ool he w5t to "w at ! /amps 9 dress+ ( t9 o>1 9 :i* employm5t he cont9u$ ab\t six ye>s4 ,aft]w>ds he wr\ght 9 ! t9 works und]gr\nd1 till ab\t a ye> be=e 8 dea?4 ,!n he w5t to dress t9-leav+s = me1 hav+ five or six boys "u him4 ,at ! same "t he pl[$1 s[$1 m[$1 reap$1 & manag$ all my husb&ry2 und]/&+ e ?+ bo? z to ! t9 & ! l&2 s t we _h sc>ce "o 9 ! neighb\rhood l him4 #b4 ,he 0 f a *ild ( a v sob] & a v sweet behavi\r1 & rem>kably dutiful to 8 p>5ts4 ,b ab\t n9ete5 he began to g revell+s & hurl+s1 & sometimes to be m]ry ) 8 companions4 ,( ?is ,i n[ & !n told him1 b n %>ply2 = ,i c\nt$ bo? him & 8 bro!r mighty good "y m53 & 0 n a little pr\d1 :5 p told me1 8,i _h two likely sons1 & z /\t m5 z any 9 ! p>i%40 ,i ?\ght x be/ !re=e to let him h 8 lib]ty3 especially z ,i !n saw no great h>m 9 ^! ?+s4 #c4 ,b he _h done ) ^!1 f ! h\r he fir/ he>d ! gospel ( ! grace ( ,god4 ,he !n *ose to suff] affliction ) ! p ( ,god1 r ?an to enjoy all ! pleasures ( s94 ,he _h no fe>1 9 ! hotte/ ( ! p]secution4 ,:ile ! mob 7 pull+ d[n ! h\se 9 :i* we us$ to meet1 he /ood at a small di/ance1 all ! "t1 be+ no?+ t]rifi$2 enc\rag$ 8 bro!r & said1 8,god w deliv] u2 only let u tru/ 9 him40 ,nor 0 he at all mov$1 :5 ! %[]s ( /ones oblig$ u to /op up all our w9d[s ) :ole deals4 ,"o night we he>d a great tumult & noise z ( mu* p & _m cries4 ,& x 0 told u1 !y 7 at ! h\se ( "o ( our bre?r51 :o liv$ ab\t a qu>t] ( a mile (f3 ,?omas did n take "t to g ! road way1 7?o' x 0 exce$+ d>k27 b ran directly ?r\gh ! gr\nds & ov] ! h$ges1 'till he came to ! h\se4 ,! mob1 he>+ ! s\nd ( feet1 ran away1 n "o be+ left beh9d4 ,s1 said ,?omas1 ! scripture is fulfill$4 ,"o ( y %all *ase a ?\s&4 ,z he came into ! h\se1 ! family too 7 prep>+ to run out ( x4 ,b he soon conv9c$ !m1 !y _h no cause to fe>1 & !y mightily rejoic$ toge!r1 & prais$ ,god :o _h deliv]$ !m out ( ! h&s ( unreasonable & cruel m54 ,all ! w9d[s & doors 7 da%$ 9 pieces2 b none ( ! family hurt at all1 not)/&+ ! va/ quantities ( /ones1 :i* _h fall5 on all sides ( !m4 ,"o v l>ge /one !y f\nd 9 ! cradle1 close by a little *ild4 ,b ! *ild 0 n hurt4 ,s t 9 all ?+s !y saw ! h& ( ,god 0 ov] !m = good4 #d4 ,ab\t eighte5 mon?s ago1 :ile 8 bro!r ,william & he 7 work+ 9 ! pit ) ano!r man1 ! e>? calv$ 9 ^u ! man1 :o cri$ out = help1 & ,?omas ran t[>d ! place :]e he 04 ,9 runn+ 8 light w5t out3 b he f\nd ! man by 8 voice1 ?o' n till he 0 almo/ cov]$ 94 ,be=e he _h cle>$ him1 ! e>? calv$ 9 aga91 & he 0 v ne> cov]$ 9 himself4 ,& b t x /opt1 !y knew n h[1 9 "o m9ute m !y mu/ bo? h p]i%$ toge!r4 ,william he>+ ! noise1 made up to ! place1 & 9 "s "t reliev$ !m bo?4 ,( ?is ,?omas (t5 made m5tion1 prais+ ,god = 8 wond]ful deliv]ance4 #e4 ,"s acc\nt ( ! mann] :]e9 he f\nd peace ) ,god1 7two or ?ree mon?s aft] 8 bro!r7 ,i lately f\nd 9 8 pocket-book4 ,! sub/ance ( x 0 ?is3 8,9 read+ ! ?ree fir/ *apt]s ( ,/4 ,john1 :ile ,i 0 9 mu* tr\ble & heav9ess ( s\l1 ! ,"l gave me great com=t2 especially f ^! words1 ,to z _m z believe 9 8 "n1 to !m gave he p[] to become ! sons ( ,god4 ,b soon aft] ,i 0 /ript ( all1 z ?\gh ,god _h left me1 a f9al ca/-away4 ,nev]!less ,i w5t into my closet1 & ) a heavy he>t said1 ,"l1 ,i praise !e1 t ?\ ha/ n giv5 me ov] unto dea?4 ,b h[ %all ,i appe> be=e !e8 ,:ile ,i spoke1 ! ,"l answ]$1 & appli$ ^! words1 ,i am ?y righte\sness2 :i* bur/ ! cords t be=e kept my _s d[n40 #f4 ,he (t5 compla9$1 t :5 he f\nd great joy1 he 0 9 ! greate/ dang] bo? ( pride & lightness3 & !re=e said1 he _h mu* r1 if x 7 ! w ( ,god1 be always 9 a m\rn+ /ate4 ,he likewise f\nd great temptation to pride :5 he 0 mo/ bless$ 9 speak+ to ! p4 ,& ?is 0 ! ma9 reason ( 8 n /irr+ up ! gift ( ,god :i* 0 9 him4 #g4 ,he frequ5tly repeat$ ^? words ( ,/4 ,paul1 ,x is good = a man n to t\* a woman2 & ^? ( ,job1 ,i h made a cov5ant ) my eyes2 :y !n %\ld ,i ?9k ^u a maid6 ,he 0 v jeal\s ov] himself :5 he 0 9 company ) ^? ( a diff]5t sex4 ,& if no man besides himself 0 !re1 he g5]ally quitt$ ! company z soon z he c\ld4 #h4 ,9 ! latt] "p ( 8 life he 0 mu* gr[n 9 grace & 9 ! k ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,he sometimes saw1 z he said1 ang] & pride 9 himself2 b !y _h no p[]3 nei!r _h ! love or desire ( any creature2 !y 7 all 9 subjection "u 8 feet4 ,he 0 m & m dead to all e>?ly ?+s1 & fill$ ) ! fire ( ,god's love4 ,! "w ( ,god _h a deep] root 9 8 he>t & he 0 m settl$ & e/abli%$ 9 ! grace ( ,god4 #i4 ,aft] 8 bro!r's dea?1 he decl>$ he c\ld n re/ ?r\gh ! e>ne/ness ( 8 desire to foll[ him4 ,h[ev] 9 ! mean "t he put 9 practice :at ,samuel spoke (1 namely meet+ all ! family once a week4 ,he reprov$ me & 8 "m 9 sev]al ?+s2 b we c\ld n reprove him 9 any4 ,i c\ld n conv9ce him or ,samuel ( s91 = two ye>s or m4 #aj4 ,on ,w$nesday1 ,septemb] #aj1 9 ! ev5+ he f\nd himself out ( ord]2 he w5t to b$ some?+ e>li] ?an usual1 & soon appe>$ to be 9 a high fev]4 ,b 8 confid5ce 9 ,god 0 /ill ! same1 & all 8 words1 bo? t night & ! next day1 conv9c$ all :o came ne> him1 t ! peace ( ,god cont9ually rul$ 8 he>t4 #aa4 ,on ,?ursday ev5+1 betwe5 n9e & t51 8 si/] sitt+ by him said1 8,"l1 %all ,i call1 & wilt ?\ n answ]8 ,no2 x _c be4 ,?\ ha/ promis$ e "o t asks 9 fai? %all receive40 ,!n he began pray+ = 8 fa!r & "m2 = 8 bro!rs & si/]s1 & 9 p>ticul> = h] t sat by him4 8,o my ,god m>ry h] to ?yself1 make h] all glori\s )94 ,give h] an undivid$ he>t40 ,he !n pray$ = himself4 8,n[ come ,o my ,god1 & sanctify me :olly4 ,press me clos] to ?yself4 ,?\ kn[e/1 ?is is all my desire4 ,give me p[] to decl>e ?y wond]\s works be=e ,i g h5ce4 ,o dea? :]e is ?y /+8 ,o grave :]e is ?y victory80 #ab4 ,z ,m>y ,busv9e came to ! b$side he look$ on h] & said1 8,n[ ,i am free4 ,n[ my he>t is at lib]ty4 ,i w praise my ,god z long z ,i h brea?40 ,aft] speak+ mu* to ! same effect1 he laid /ill a small "t1 & !n broke out into exce$+ l\d1 vehem5t pray]1 8 voice be+ q alt]$ & e s5t5ce pron\nc$ ) uncommon emphasis4 ,he pray$ fir/ = all e/ates & conditions ( m52 t ! *ur* ( ,*ri/ might spread ov] all ! nations1 t t5 ?\s& times t5 ?\s& might be conv]t$ to ,god1 & all ! p ( ! e>? praise him4 ,!n he pray$ = all m9i/]s ( ! gospel1 f ! greate/ ev5 to ! lea/2 especially = ^? :om ,god _h lately employ$ to seek & save ^? t 7 lo/ 9 ,cornwall4 ,aft]w>ds he pray$ = ,john ,tremba? t he might live to ! glory ( ,god1 :o _h br\ght him back f ! gates ( dea?1 & might be a means ( sav+ _m s\ls f ! bitt] pa9s ( et]nal dea?4 ,he !n pray$ = ! society3 8,o ,"l unite !m z ! he>t ( "o man4 ,o ,"l1 give !m eyes to see :]e9soev] !y h dep>t$ f !e4 ,o take f !m ! _s ( un?ankfulness1 & suff] !m n to bite or dev\r "o ano!r4 ,heal ?\ _! backslid+s & spread ov] !m ! bann] ( ?y love60 8pronunc$0 replac$ ) 8pron\nc$0 #ac4 ,) pray] !re 0 cont9ual praise int]mix$4 ,sometimes he 0 bless+ ,god = :at he _h done2 !n pray+1 8,o my ,god f9i% ?y "w & take me into ?y k+dom4 ,is ?is ! day1 ,o my ,god t ,i %all kiss my bro!r 9 p>adise8,o ,"l ! angels h already prais$ !e at my conv]sion4 ,is ?is ! day t ,i %all praise !e ) !m8 ,yes1 ,o my ,god1 ,i am n[ go+ to jo9 !m1 to s+ praises to !e = ev]40 ,!n he pray$ ) great e>ne/ness = ,m>y ,busv9e1 & 8 own si/] 7bo? ( :om he _h 9 ! beg9n+ ( ! ev5+ desir$1 to /ay ) him till he 0 9 et]nity7 t !y might nev] gr[ we>y or fa9t 9 _! m9ds1 t ,god w\ld s5d d[n ! _s ( sanctification into _! he>ts1 & give !m resign$ wills to be> :atev] 8 provid5ce %\ld lay ^u !m3 add+1 !y %all run & n be we>y4 ,i "k we %all all meet toge!r1 & s+ praises unto him t sitte? on ! ?rone1 & to ! ,lamb1 = ev] & ev]40 8,bisv9e0 replac$ ) 8,busv9e0 = consi/5cy ,he w5t on1 8,o h[ good is ,god to me1 t he ha? giv5 me a tongue to praise him6 ,a little :ile1 yet a little :ile1 & ,i %all praise him 9 heav56 ,o ! goodness ( ,god1 t ,i a worm ( ! e>?1 %all /& !re1 ^u m\nt ,sion1 ) ! hundr$ & =ty & f\r ?\s& :i* h wa%$ _! robes & made !m :ite 9 ! blood ( ! ,lamb6 ,"h is a privilege2 "h is a wond]3 t ,i am made a son ( ,god & a jo9t-heir ) ,*ri/1 & ,i %all soon be :]e ,i %all behold him = ev]6 ,i1 ev5 ,i1 :o h be5 a backslid] f ,god6 ,b he has heal$ my backslid+s & lov$ me freely40 #ad4 ,soon aft] he said1 8,i love !e1 ,o my ,god1 ,?\ kn[e/ t ,i love !e1 because ?\ ha/ fir/ lov$ me4 ,o :at mann] ( love is ?is1 t ,god %\ld /oop to love me6 ,& he is com+ to c>ry me home4 ,o6 ,i see ?\s&s & t5 ?\s&s ( angels6 ,d y n see !m8 ,o bro!r ,tremba?1 d y n see :at a glori\s place ,i am go+ to2 ,i am go+ to jo9 ) angels & ar*-angels1 & ) all ! company ( heav54 ,i am go+ to reign ) ,god1 among t5 ?\s&s ( 8 sa9ts & to bask 9 ! beams ( 8 love = ev]40 ,!n look+ on ,m>y ,busv9e1 he said1 8,c't y see ,jesus ,*ri/ com+1 ) an innum]able company ( angels1 & ! gold5 bann] display'd6 ,!y are com+ to c>ry me to ! bosom ( my ,god4 ,op5 _! eyes1 ,o ,god1 t !y may see !m4 ,o :at a good ,god h ,i s]v$6 ,i am sanctifi$1 s\l1 body1 & _s4 ,i am :it] ?an sn[4 ,i am wa%$ 9 ! blood ( my ,r$eem]4 ,:y1 ,i am all ,god4 ,my he>t is full ( ,god6 ,o let !m :o he> me n[1 praise !e = ev] & ev]60 8,& yet ,i h be5 unfai?ful to my ,god4 ,= he gave me a gift1 b ,i improv$ x n4 ,i ?\ght ,i 0 n wor?y to /& 9 ! highway & call s9n]s to rep5tance4 ,b1 ,o ,god1 ?\ ha/ =giv5 me ?is also1 & ,i w prea* !e n[ z long z ,i h brea?40 #ae4 ,he ceas$ n ?us pray+ & prais+ = an h\r4 ,8 p>5ts !n com+ 9 7e>ly on ,friday morn+7 he said1 8,o my "m1 y w n weep to see me go+ to su* a lov+ ,god4 ,my fa!r & "m w n be backslid]s4 ,no2 ,i "k t ,god loves !m1 & t we %all all meet toge!r 9 heav51 to praise him to all et]nity40 ,!n look+ on 8 bro!r1 ab\t twelve ye>s old1 he said1 8,/& (f1 = fe> y cat* ! di/emp]3 = ,i fe> y are n prep>$ to die1 y h play$ away ! grace ( ,god4 ,! h>ve/ may come1 be=e y are r5ew$ 9 ! image ( ,god1 & !n h[ w y appe>8 ,cry mightily to ,god4 ,/rive ) all y\r might4 ,call ^u him1 & ,god w he>40 ,he !n said1 8,"r my feet1 t ,i may lie /rait to resign my brea?4 ,:5 ,i am dead1 d y s+ me all ! way1 s+ my body to ! grave1 lay me by my bro!r1 & at ! same "t my _s %all be jo9$ to 81 & to t5 ?\s& times t5 ?\s& ( angels & spirits1 s++ praises to ,god & ! ,lamb = ev]40 #af4 ,hav+ spok5 till he _h no brea? left1 he paus$2 & 9 a %ort "t1 began aga91 8,he> n[ ! words ( a dy+ man1 a liv+ wond]1 a ,*ri/ian triumph+ ov] dea?6 ,o :at a ,god d ! ,*ri/ians s]ve6 ,:at a ,god ,i h s]v$6 ,praise him ) me = ev]4 ,behold ! imm5se goodness ( our ,god4 ,o t all ! _w knew our ,god6 ,he has n[ made my he>t free t ,i may praise him1 & ,i _c /op :ile ,i h brea?4 ,g1 tell all ! _w ( ?is4 ,o bre?r56 ,:at a good ,god d we s]ve6 ,be n afraid to tell x abroad6 ,g1 %ew x to all p1 t !y may come & s]ve him too40 ,:5 he /opt speak+1 ! oppression on 8 brea/ return$4 ,?is he took notice ( & said1 8,:ile ,i am prais+ ,god1 my he>t is free3 b :5 ,i cease1 ,i feel ?is load aga94 ,b ,i may well be> ?is2 = ?is is all ! hell ,i %all h40 ,!n he broke out1 8,see a s\l escape to bliss1 ,keep ! ,*ri/ian fe/ival40 8,he ha? wa%$ me & ,i am :it] ?an sn[4 ,god is m9e1 & ,i am ,god's4 ,i %all soon be ) him40 ,?us he cont9u$1 till he c\ld speak no m4 ,a %ort ,,acc\nt ( ! ,dea? ( ,,samuel ,,hit*5s4 ,bisveal1 ne> ,r$ru?1 ,cornwall4 #a4 ,,my son1 ,samuel ,hit*5s1 0 born on ! #bc;d ( ,m>* #agbe4 ,he 0 br\ght up to read & write4 ,b he _h almo/ =got t1 & e ?+ :i* is good1 until ,god s5t 8 m9i/]s into ^! p>ts also1 to call s9n]s to rep5tance4 ,he 0 soon v deeply conv9c$ ( s93 p>ticul>ly1 9 ! beg9n+ ( ,janu>y1 #agdd1 :ile ,mr4 ,reeves 0 pray+ 9 my h\se4 ,9 ! middle ( our pray]1 he fell to ! gr\nd1 & cri$ s h>d1 t x greatly surpriz$ u all4 ,we 7 met1 to take our leave ( ,mr4 ,reeves & ,john ,daniel1 :o 7 go+ to ,bri/ol4 ,mr4 ,reeves rais$ him up1 & /rove to com=t him4 ,b he /ill cri$ out1 8,he 0 a lo/1 undone s9n]40 ,9 ! morn+ !y set out be=e x 0 day4 ,samuel w\ld ne$s g ) !m4 ,he _h n rode six miles1 be=e ,god spoke peace to 8 s\l4 ,he rode ab\t t5 miles fur!r1 & !n return$ home rejoic+4 #b4 ,b x 0 n long be=e 8 fai? 0 tri$4 ,! devil fir/ /rove to reason him out ( x4 ,b he c\ld n prevail4 ,!n he /irr$ up ! _w aga9/ him4 ,!y came 9 multitudes1 ?reat5+ to kill u all1 & broke d[n ! door & all ! w9d[s ( ! h\se1 :]e we us$ to meet4 ,aft] we _h repair$ ^!1 !y came & tore d[n ! h\se itself1 swe>+ !y w\ld also te> d[n ! h\se also :]e we liv$4 ,& we 7 =c$ to /op up ! *amb] w9d[s z well z we c\ld1 or we %\ld h be5 /on$ z we lay 9 our b$s4 #c4 ,:5 ?is did n move him1 !y got a w>rant1 & came to press him = a soldi]1 mu* ab\t ! "t t !y _h press$ ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,graves at ,/4 ,j1 & c>ri$ him on bo>d ! man ( w>4 ,& sev]al ( our neighb\rs :o 7 quiet1 indu/ri\s m51 !y did press1 by virtue ( t w>rant1 & c>ri$ !m away f _! "w1 & wives & families4 ,b ,god suff]$ !m n to t\* him1 ?\gh he 0 daily 9 8 %op2 & go+ up & d[n ab\t 8 bus9ess4 #d4 ,b he 0 n s well aw>e ( ano!r sn>e :i* 0 laid = him3 = soon aft]1 hav+ "s ?\ghts ( m>riage1 he gave way by little & little1 till he f\nd 8 he>t 0 q drawn away f ,god4 ,h]eby he 0 quickly plung$ into utt] d>kness ( s\l1 & fell "u /rong] convictions ?an at fir/4 ,he (t5 told 8 bro!r1 8he 0 9 hell40 ,he w&]$ ab\t 9 ! fields by night1 seek+ re/1 b f9d+ none2 & (t5 ?rew himself on ! e>?1 & beat 8 head aga9/ ! gr\nd4 ,& once :5 8 bro!r & sev]al o!rs 7 pres5t1 he ca/ himself on ! gr\nd1 ro>+ al\d = ! disquietness ( 8 he>t1 & beat & cut himself 9 sev]al places4 #e4 ,he 0 q deliv]$ 9 a mom5t1 9 ,decemb] la/1 & ! ,"l 0 ) him z at ! fir/4 ,b aft] ?is deliv]ance1 he began m s5sibly to feel 8 want ( inw>d hol9ess4 ,he _h always walk$ v circumspectly1 hav+ a t5d] consci5ce1 ev5 9 ! smalle/ ?+s1 avoid+ all light disc\rse1 & f9d+ con/ant p[] ov] ang]1 8 bosom-s94 ,b ?is did n make him %ut 8 eyes aga9/ ! light1 :i* %ew$ him ! corruptions ( 8 he>t3 ,& ?is k1 9 p>ticul>1 he 0 will+ to le>n1 ev5 f ! meane/ in/rum5t4 ,nor did x co/ any "o mu* tr\ble to tea* him2 = he 0 inde$ a man t fe>$ always3 be+ s jeal\s ( 8 own he>t & conduct1 t half a s5t5ce1 sometimes a s+le ^w1 or ev5 a look1 w\ld %ew him :at 0 amiss4 ,& repro(1 in/ead ( fall+ %ort1 w\ld frequ5tly /rike mu* deep] ?an 0 int5d$4 #f4 ,he 0 v zeal\s = ! ,"l1 & _h great opportunities ( %ew+ x 9 8 daily bus9ess4 ,= abundance ( t9n]s came to 8 %op 7he be+ a smi? by trade7 bo? at morn+ & mid-day & 9 ! ev5+1 to h _! tools repair$4 ,^! he cont9ually exhort$ & reprov$1 ) great boldness & pla9ness ( spee*3 & yet s meekly1 t few ( !m w5t away angry1 & ! great] "p 7 q 9 love ) him4 #g4 ,8 common h\rs ( sleep1 7 betwe5 elev5 & five4 ,he 0 v dilig5t 9 8 lab\r4 ,yet he c\ld n refra9 f break+ x (f n[ & !n1 to g up into a little room1 :i* he _h purposely built j ov] 8 %op1 & p\r out 8 s\l be=e ,god4 ,b he soon made up ! "t he _h ?us employ$1 s t no necess>y bus9ess 0 neglect$4 8j built0 replac$ ) 8built j0 p] ,errata #h4 ,he _h frequ5t & sore conflicts ) ! enemy ( s\ls1 :o 0 p]mitt$ to sift him ) div]s temptations4 ,"o ( ! mo/ dreadful 01 d\bt+ ! be+ ( a ,god2 b out ( ?is also ! ,"l deliv]$ him4 #i4 ,8 love ( s\ls _c easily be describ$1 especially ^? t 7 m imm$iately "u 8 c>e4 ,if any ?+ 0 amiss 9 8 class or b&1 he (t5 felt ! weight1 be=e he discov]$ ! reason ( x3 & w\ld lay x home to !m ) ! greate/ e>ne/ness1 till he _h f\nd out ! accurs$ ?+4 ,b 8 love 0 by no means conf9$ to ^!4 ,he w\ld lam5t ov] s9n]s ( e k9d1 ^? especially :o w\ld n he> ! call ( ,god1 ) inexpressible grief & t5d]ness4 ,! prophet ,j]emiah 0 9 ?is 8 p>ticul> fav\rite4 ,he us$ to tell mu* conc]n+1 8,! weep+ prophet30 ,& 0 (t5 say+ to himself1 ,o t my head 7 wat]s1 & m9e eyes a f\nta9 ( te>s6 ,if ye w n he>1 my s\l %all weep = y 9 secret places4 #aj4 ,by ?is eag] love ( s\ls1 he 0 ev5 con/ra9$ at ! "t we _h no prea*] among u1 himself to exhort1 fir/ our own1 & !n o!r societies1 to cont9ue 9 ! grace ( ,god4 ,b he _h _m %>p trials conc]n+ ?is1 fe>+ he %\ld run be=e he 0 s5t3 till "o day 9 ,may la/1 be+ 9 deep di/ress1 he w5t up into 8 room1 ?rew himself d[n be=e ,god1 & ceas$ n to wre/le ) him 9 pray]1 till all 8 d\bts fl$ away1 & he 0 fully conv9c$ :at 0 ! w ( ,god conc]n+ him4 #aa4 ,he (t5 compla9$1 t ! _w 0 a bur!n to him1 & he want$ to be :olly seque/]$ f x4 ,b ,god conv9c$ him at l5g?1 ?is 0 n "r4 8,i n[1 said he1 see pla9ly1 !re is su* a ?+ z go+ ?r\gh any bus9ess1 & tak+ all prud5t c>e1 yet s z x %all only pass ?r\gh our h&s1 )\t ei!r tr\bl+ or intangl+ our he>ts40 #ab4 ,= "s "t he 0 "u ano!r mi/ake4 ,he 0 ev5 to an extreme1 neglig5t ( 8 app>el1 ?9k+ x 0 bel[ ! "* ( a ,*ri/ian1 to h any1 ! lea/ conc]n ab\t x4 ,b aft]w>ds he 0 cle>ly conv9c$1 t 9 ?is also he _h gone too f>1 & t a ,*ri/ian ought ev5 by 8 outw>d neatness1 to %ew =? ! purity ( 8 m9d4 #ac4 ,! la/ great temptation into :i* he fell1 0 t ( d5y+ to ! body ev5 :at 0 necess>y = its support4 ,?\gh he work$ h>d at 8 own bus9ess1 & sp5t 8 /r5g? v mu*1 9 all ! int]vals ( 8 "w1 9 go+ up & d[n & exhort+ ! societies1 he c\ld n be prevail$ on to take any cordial1 or any ?+ = ! pres]v+ ( 8 lungs4 ,= a consid]able "t be=e he 0 sick1 he :olly ab/a9$ f fle%4 ,& ev5 o!r victuals he took at 8 fa!r's table1 z if he 0 /eal+ x2 & x seem$ by 8 mann]1 z if he seldom or nev] eat s z to satisfy nature4 ,! error ( ?is 0 n %ew$ him1 till a day or two be=e he 0 tak5 ill3 :5 he 0 fully conv9c$1 t see+ ! body z well z ! s\l is committ$ to our *>ge1 we ought ) prud5ce & mod]ation to use all prop] means1 = pres]v+ ! "o z well z ! o!r4 #ad4 ,?is temptation1 ,i believe1 began & end$1 :ile he walk$ 9 ! broad light ( ,god's c\nt5ance3 :i* he enjoy$ ) little int]mission = two or ?ree mon?s be=e 8 la/ sickness4 ,inde$ x increas$ v mu* t[>d ! p]iod ( 8 life3 ,he saw ! corruptions t rema9$ 9 8 he>t4 ,b ?\gh !y 7 n de/roy$1 yet !y 7 fa/ b\nd1 s t !y c\ld n hurt him4 ,! only %ad[ ( d\bt :i* he _h 0 ?is3 ,:e!r ! peace he _h 0 n too great1 :ile s9 rema9$8 ,b ?is 0 b a few mom5ts at a "t4 ,& 8e'er he 0 aw>e 7he said7 8 s\l flew back & c5t]'d 9 ,god40 #ae4 ,on ,w$nesday1 ,augu/ #ac4 ,john ,tremba?1 be+ ill ( a malignant fev]1 & z x 0 believ$ bo? by himself & o!rs1 ready to dep>t1 desir$ to take 8 leave ( ! family4 ,samuel /oop$ d[n to kiss him1 & 0 imm$iately s5sible he _h caught ! di/emp]4 ,h[ev] he met ! society 9 ! ev5+1 & 0 unusually vehem5t 9 pray]4 ,?ursday1 ! #ad?1 he cont9u$ work+ at 8 trade1 till ab\t f\r 9 ! aft]noon4 ,be+ !n oblig$ to leave (f1 he came 9 to 8 p>5ts1 & said1 he 0 n well4 ,he talk$ ( sickness & dea? ) z mu* ease z ( go+ to sleep1 & mo/ly ) a smil+ c\nt5ance4 ,t[>ds ev5+ he took 8 b$3 ,z he lay d[n he said1 8,once ,i laid on ?is b$1 full ( guilt & fe>s2 b n[ !y are all tak5 away4 ,bless$ be ! ,god & ,fa!r ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 = s5d+ 8 mess5g]s into ^! p>ts4 ,n[ is ! h>ve/ come4 ,n[ ,i %all reap ! end ( all my pray]s40 #af4 ,ab\t n9e 8 "m & ,i came to him1 & he said1 8"m1 y are tr\bl$ ab\t _m ?+s4 ,i "k y h a great cross n[ sickness is 9 ! h\se1 ov] & above ! c>e ( ?is l>ge family4 ,fa!r1 y mu/ be> y\r "p4 ,!re is a want 9 y bo?4 ,y are religi\s s+ly3 ,b y are n free 9 confess+ y\r faults & temptations "o to ano!r4 ,x w\ld be a great help1 if y w\ld set ap>t a "t = ?is1 = ! family 9 g5]al1 once a week4 ,god has made y an in/rum5t ( keep+ 8 little flock toge!r 9 ?is place4 ,i believe y d x ) all y\r he>t4 ,let u d x *e>fully1 & he w greatly bless u all40 #ag4 ,he pass$ ! night )\t sleep2 b cont9ually prais+ ,god1 & exhort+ all t came 9 8 sight4 ,to "o :o /ood by him he said1 8,i op5$ my bible to-day on ! cxii4 ,psalm4 ,take ! pray]-book & f9d x40 ,%e did s1 & he took especial notice ( ! #f?1 #g?1 & #h? v]ses4 8',tis sweet 7said he7 to speak ^? words exp]im5tally3 ,he %all nev] be mov$4 ,he w n be afraid ( any evil tid+s2 = 8 he>t /&e? fa/1 believ+ 9 ! ,"l4 ,8 he>t is e/abli%$1 & w n %r9k1 until he %all see 8 desire ^u 8 enemies40 #ah4 ,9 ! morn+1 ,friday1 #ae4 ,he 0 full ( ! _s ( grace1 & ( supplication3 always express+ an un%ak5 confid5ce 9 ,god1 & mak+ /rong int]cession = ! *ur*4 8,o said he1 c\ld ,i b see ! *ur* ( ,*ri/1 9 peace & unity6 ,( "o he>t1 & ( "o m9d6 !n ,i %\ld die rejoic+ inde$60 #ai4 ,?ree ( ! lead]s ( classes com+ 91 he said1 8,we h be5 neglectful 9 "o ?+1 9 n go+ m dilig5tly aft] backslid]s1 & br++ back ! %eep t 7 lo/4 ,o x is a great ?+1 to br+ "o s\l unto ! ,"l6 ,let me desire y to rememb] x = ! "t to come40 ,"o ( !m ask$1 8,%all ,i pray = y80 ,he said1 8,yes3 b d n pray = my recov]y40 ,aft] pray+1 he ask$1 8,h[ d y f9d y\rself n[80 ,he said1 8,cle> ( d\bt3 full ( ,god40 #bj4 ,! man com+ to him :o us$ to "w ) him 9 ! %op1 he said1 8,john1 h[ is ! case betwe5 ,god & y\r s\l8 ,( late y h n be5 s e>ne/ z y 04 ,:y d y n jo9 9 ! society8 ,i believe y are kept f outw>d s94 ,b t w n d40 ,a few days aft] ! man came to me1 desir+ to be admitt$ into ! society1 & say+1 8,he hop$ ! words w\ld nev] g out ( 8 m9d1 & t he %\ld nev] re/ till he knew ! ,"l40 #ba4 ,speak+ ( "s :o 7 intangl$ ) inord9ate affection1 & talk$ ( _! 8want+ to "k ! w ( ,god10 he said1 8,:5 we c give up our own wills1 !n we %all "k ! w ( ,god4 ,& :5 t is kn[n & c>efully foll[$1 all temptations ( ?is k9d are at an end40 #bb4 ,he ask$ "o :o 0 mu* ) him1 8,are y will+ to die80 ,& on h] say+1 8,if ,i knew x 0 ! w ( ,god1 ,i c\ld lie d[n & n leave a wi% beh9d30 ,he answ]$1 8,i ?9k ,i am drawn two ways4 ,i h a /rong desire to dep>t & to be ) ,*ri/2 b sometimes ,i am drawn a little backw>d1 n kn[+ :e!r my abid+ a:ile 9 ! fle%1 may n be = ! glory ( ,god4 ,^! are two opposite po9ts4 ,:5 !y are br\ght to meet1 my way w lie /rait be=e me40 ,! same p]son :o wrote "p ( ?is relation4 #bc4 ,he (t5 made h] repeat ^? l9es ( ,dr4 ,watts's3 8,say1 live = ev]1 glori\s ,k+1 ,born to r$eem & /rong to save60 ,& cat*'d ! two next f h]1 repeat+ ) triumph1 8,!n ask ! mon/]1 ,:]e's 8 /+8 ,& :]e's ?y victory1 boa/+ grave80 #bd4 ,^? ?ree v]ses 9 "o ( ! fun]al hymns he 0 almo/ cont9ually repeat+1 8,?\ "k'/1 9 ! _s ( pray]1 ,we groan ?y appe>+ to see1 ,resign'd to ! burd5 we be>1 ,b long+ to triumph ) !e4 ',tis good at ?y ^w to be "h1 ',tis bett] 9 !e to be gone1 ,& see !e 9 glory appe>1 ,& rise to a %>e ( ?y ?rone4 8,to m\rn = ?y com+ is sweet1 ,to weep at ?y long] delay3 ,b ?\ :om we ha/5 to meet ,%all *ase all our sorr[s away4 ,! te>s %all be wip'd f our eyes1 ,:5 !e we behold 9 ! cl\d1 ,& e*o ! joys ( ! skies1 ,& %\t to ! trumpet ( ,god4 8,come !n to ?y langui%+ bride1 ,:o w5t'/ to prep>e u a place1 ,receive u ) !e to abide1 ,& re/ 9 ?y m]cy's embrace4 ,our heav5 ( heav5s be ?is1 ,?y fulness ( m]cy to prove1 ,implung'd 9 ! glori\s abyss1 ,& lo/ 9 ! ocean ( love40 #be4 ,elizabe? ,?omas be+ ) him on ,friday night1 he ask$ h] to pray1 & said1 8,i c p\r out my :ole he>t1 & s\l1 & _s1 & life 9 pray]40 ,%e ask$1 8,c y rejoice 9 ,god80 ,he repli$1 8,yes2 ,i h n ! lea/ d\bt ( my salvation4 ,i "k t my ,r$eem] live?1 & t ,i %all /& be=e him 9 t day4 ,i "k my ,savi\r is n[ at ! "r h& ( ,god1 & t he is pray+ = me4 ,i see ! gates ( heav5 /& op51 & ,jesus /&s ) op5 arms to receive me40 ,!n he cri$1 8,let me g6 ,i mu/ be gone60 ,%e ask$ him1 8,:i!r he w\ld g80 ,he said1 8,to my ,god20 & bur/ out1 8,come1 ,"l ,jesus6 ,! h>ve/ is ready4 ,come1 ,"l1 & put 9 ! sickle60 #bf4 ,! next morn+1 ,saturday #af4 8 sweats /opp$4 ,all prop] means 7 us$ to recov] !m4 ,he said1 8,i believe !y w n return4 ,b ,i h left all to ,god4 ,my he>t is full ( ,god4 ,i "k he w appe> ! second "t1 )\t s91 unto salvation40 ,aft] ly+ a %ort "t he broke out into vehem5t pray]1 fir/ = ! *ur*1 & !n = himself3 cry+ out al\d1 8,op5 ! heav5s1 ,o my ,god1 & come d[n into my s\l6 ,come1 ,fa!r1 ,son & ,holy ,gho/1 & plunge me into ,god6 ,c>ry me ye angels1 to ! bosom ( my ,god4 ,be> me to ! feet ( ,jesus60 ,!n ) smiles ( triumph1 n to be expre/1 he cri$1 8,jesus is com+6 ,n[ ,i %all see ! uncl\d$ face ( ,jesus6 ',tis f9i%'d6 ',tis f9i%'d6 ,jesus is come6 ,jesus is come6 8,= u is prep>'d ,! angelical gu>d1 ,! convoy att5ds ,a m9i/'r+ ho/ ( invisible fri5ds6 8,ready-w+'d = _! flight ,to ! regions ( light ,! horses are come1 ,! *>iots ( ,israel to c>ry me home60 99,"o call$ al\d to 8 "m to come4 ,he said1 8,y may call2 b ,god w n /op "o mom5t40 ,he spake no m till he resign$ 8 _s into ! h&s ( ,god4 ,a %ort ,,acc\nt ,( ! ,,life & ,,dea? ( ,,na?anael ,,o!n1 ,:o 0 %ot 9 ,dov]-,ca/le1 ,octob] #bf1 #ageg4 #a4 ,i ,,0 born at ,ogham 9 ,hamp%ire1 ( hone/ p>5ts1 & :5 ab\t ?irte5 ye>s old1 w5t to s]vice to a f>m] ne> ,ogham1 :om ,i s]v$ fai?fully = a ye>4 ,i 0 !n = a ye> & a half po/ilion to ! ,exet] /age-coa*4 ,aft]w>ds ,i w5t up to ,london1 & hir$ myself aga91 9 ! place ( a po/ilion4 ,x 0 "h ,i 0 soon l$ into drunk5ness1 & by t means n long aft] into lewdness4 ,leav+ ?is place aft] six mon?s1 ,i hir$ myself = ano!r ye> z a po/ilion1 at ! ,:ite-,horse 9 ,piccadilly4 ,"h ,i got m money1 b c\ld keep none1 squ&]+ x all away 9 dr9k & debau*]y4 ,my mi/ress reprov+ me = ?is1 ,i 0 s enrag$1 t ,i w5t & ent]$ on bo>d a private]4 ,i w5t d[n z f> z ,exet]1 9 my way to ,plym\?1 9 ord] to emb>k4 ,b my m9d !n *ang$3 s ,i came back to ,london1 & hir$ myself 9 ! ,hay-,m>ket z a second coa*man4 ,i soon quitt$ ?is place1 & s]v$ ,"l ,h 9 ! same po/ = a ye> & a half1 :o :5 he want$ me no long]1 recomm5d$ me to ,colonel ,b ) :om ,i _h l>ge wages4 ,b ,i wa/$ all among lewd wom51 'till ,i emb>k$ ) my ma/] = ,holl&4 #b4 ,9 eight days we arriv$ at ,william/adt4 ,!nce we w5t to ,br$a1 :]e ,i 0 aga9 drawn into drunk5ness4 ,my ma/] he>+ ( x1 desir$ ! groom to reprove me1 :i* made me reflect on my pa/ life4 ,i w5t out into ! fields1 & w5t to pray]s1 repeat+ ! pray]s :i* ,i _h be5 taught by my p>5ts4 ,& ?is ,i did _m times :ile we /aid at ,br$a3 ,& ,i _h m p[] ov] s9 ?an =m]ly4 duplicate ^w 8(0 remov$ #c4 ,we n[ remov$ to ,ma/ri*t4 ,soon aft] my ma/] p>t$ ) ! horses ,i took c>e (1 & recomm5d$ me to ano!r ma/]4 ,b ,i /ay$ ) him only a =tnight1 be=e ,i relaps$ into drunk5ness1 & 0 p]suad$ to inli/ among ! ,wel* ,fusile]s1 9 ! ye> #agdg4 ,i rema9$ at camp till ,mi*aelmas3 !nce we m>*$ to ,rud5burgh1 :]e ,i rema9$ all ! w9t]4 ,on ! fir/ day ( ,m>*1 #agdh1 we m>*$ to ,ruremond1 :]e we encamp$1 ?o' ! wea!r 0 cold & ! sn[ deep4 ,aft] ! cessation ( arms1 we remov$ f place to place1 till 9 ,novemb] we came to ,william/adt4 #d4 ,"h we lay five weeks on bo>d ! ,seafl[]1 a %ip belong+ to ,:itby4 ,on ,decemb] #ah1 new /ile1 we set sail = ,burnt-isl&3 our %ip hav+ #da horses on bo>d4 ,ab\t sun-rise1 j z we got ov] ! b>1 x look+ z if we %\ld h h>d wea!r1 ! man ( w> t sail$ ) u prep>$ = x1 back+ 8 sails1 & mak+ fa/ 8 guns4 ,be=e we lo/ sight ( l&1 we saw "o ( ! transports break h] y>d4 ,soon aft] we came up along-side ( a man ( w>1 :o advis$ u1 to take 9 "s ( our sails4 ,b our capta91 be+ head /rong1 did n reg>d him1 b kept all 8 sails set1 except ! ma9-top-gallant4 ,ab\t two h\rs be=e sun-set1 x blew a hurricane2 & we hav+ b few sailors1 be=e !y 7 able to furl ! sails1 ! w9d tore !m all 9 pieces4 ,& x 0 well x did4 ,= we lay gunnel to2 s t _h ! sails /ood1 we mu/ h ov]set4 ,sudd5ly a great outcry 0 made bel[1 t ! horses 7 broke loose4 ,i ran d[n & f\nd sev5 ( !m _h broke loose1 :i* made ! re/ s wild1 t we 7 oblig$ to kill !m all b "o4 ,b x 0 six days be=e we c\ld get !m ov]-bo>d3 dur+ :i* ! smell 0 s (f5sive1 t x made ! :ole %ip's crew sick4 ,two days aft] we saw ! %ore2 b we c\ld n possibly make x1 ! w9d 0 s high4 ,we !n endeav\r$ to make ,ab]de53 b 7 beat to sea aga94 ,! next morn+ we lo/ sight ( l&1 ! wea!r cont9u$ z be=e = five days4 ,! six?1 at day-break1 we 7 surpris$ to see 9 ! mid/ ( ! sea a rock v high out ( ! wat]1 & ! %ip 0 almo/ ^u x3 s all h&s 7 call$4 ,! capta9 /&+ on ! deck1 cri$1 8,o my %ip1 my %ip40 ,"s ( ! soldi]s curs$ him = di%e>t5+ !m1 he answ]$1 8,y ne$ n swe> & curse1 = y may look ov] ! side ( ! %ip1 & see y\r graves40 ,_m 7 !n fright$1 & "s w5t to pray]4 ,:5 we got to ! lee-side ( ! rock1 we /rove to an*or2 b ! w9d blew s h>d1 & ! sea 0 s r\gh1 we c\ld n4 ,! %ip 0 n[ tak+ 9 wat] apace1 s t we _h two foot wat] 9 our hold already4 ,t5 soldi]s 7 employ$1 ( :om ,i 0 "o1 to bale ! wat] out ) _! camp-kettles4 ,9 a little :ile our /ew>d p]i%$ ) cold1 z did ! c>p5t] soon aft]4 ,& sev]al ( ! boys _h _! limbs froz51 s t !y 7 unable to "w4 ,eight soldi]s :o _h be5 on bo>d a man ( w> 7 ord]$ to supply _! place4 8hale0 replac$ ) 8bale0 #e4 ,! w9d cont9u$ to bl[ h>d at s\? :i* drove u on ! coa/ ( ,gre5l&4 ,we 7 n[ s f> nor? t ,i believe we _h n above f\r h\rs day-light4 ,! capta9 n[ came into ! cab91 & cri$1 8,"l1 h m]cy ^u u6 ,:at %all we d8 ,i am afraid we %all be drove s f> nor?1 z to h no day-light at all40 ,quickly aft]1 he w5t out ( 8 s5ses1 & 0 conf9$ 9 8 cab94 ,b j !n ! w9d %ift$ f s\? to nor?2 & ,lieut5ant ,eyres1 und]/&+ ! !ory ( navigation1 und]took ! managem5t ( ! %ip4 ,! #aj? ( ,m>* we came 9 sight ( a rocky coa/1 b knew n :at l& x 04 ,we tri$ to take s\nd+s2 b c\ld f9d no bottom4 ,a /rong curr5t ran betwe5 ! rocks1 :i* 0 aga9/ u3 b ! w9d blew /rong = u4 ,we hung out a flag ( di/ress at our ma9-top-ma/1 & fir$ sev]al guns & sev]al platoons4 #f4 ,dur+ ?is di/ress mo/ 9 ! %ip call$ ^u ,god1 & if any man spoke pr(anely1 he 0 reprov$ = x4 ,at ! same "t1 a ?\ght came into ! m9ds ( _m1 t !re 0 "s griev\s s9n] 9 ! %ip3 & all agre$ to ca/ lots1 t !y might f9d ! man1 = ^: sake ?is 0 come ^u u4 ,b !y did n execute :at !y _h agre$4 ,"h we rema9$ five days4 ,"o :o _h be5 a sailor1 !n swore1 t x 0 ! ,orkneys we saw1 & und]took to br+ u safe 94 ,b we _h n gone f>1 be=e our passage 0 q %ut up1 & we 7 j ^u ! rocks4 ,9 ! morn+ a man 0 s5t to ! ma9-top-ma/ head1 & ord]$ to keep a good look-out4 ,be=e twelve he cri$1 8,a boat a-head40 ,our boat 0 quickly mann$ 9 ord] to r[ to !m4 ,9 a %ort "t !y came on bo>d3 !y br\ght u into ! h>b\r ab\t sun-set4 ,"h we rema9$1 till we _h lib]ty f ! k+ ( ,d5m>k1 to come to ,nor?-,b]g5 9 ,norway4 ,:5 we came ?i!r1 sev]al lo/ ! use ( _! limbs1 & _m di$ 9 an hospital erect$ = u4 ,"h we cont9u$ a mon?4 ,hav+ !n repair$ our %ip1 & got a new capta91 7= ! old "o 0 /ill disord]$7 we set sail = ,scotl&1 int5d+ = ,burnt-isl&1 :i* we hop$ to rea* 9 a %ort "t4 #g4 ,b we _h sc>ce lo/ sight ( l& two h\rs1 :5 ano!r viol5t /orm arose4 ,i !n r5ew$ ! good resolutions ,i made 9 ! la/1 & :i* ,i =got almo/ z soon z ,i _h made !m4 ,x blew exce$+ h>d2 h[ev] on ,april #i1 we came ) great difficulty to ,lei?4 ,:5 we 7 safe on %ore1 in/ead ( return+ ,god ?anks1 ,i soon fell to my old trade ( drunk5ness3 & dur+ our sev]al removes1 ,i cont9ually plung$ deep] & deep] into all mann] ( wick$ness4 #h4 ,aft] be+ at sev]al o!r places we m>*$ to ,glasg[1 :]e ,i met ) a sob] woman1 & "o t fe>$ ,god1 :om ,i m>ri$ & liv$ com=tably )1 till ord]s came = my remove to ,engl&4 ,we pa/ ! w9t] at ,dov]1 :]e ! advice ( my wife made su* an impression ^u me1 t ,i began to take up1 & be a good husb&1 & work$ h>d to ma9ta9 myself & h]4 ,s ,i cont9u$ to d at ,exet]1 :]e ,i _h a son born1 & /ay$ elev5 mon?s4 ,!nce we m>*$ to ,plym\?1 :]e we emb>k$ = ,m9orca4 ,we l&$ !re ,may #be1 & ,i liv$ happy ) my wife = two mon?s4 ,!n bo? %e & my *ild 7 tak5 sick & di$4 ,?is 0 a loss inde$6 ,i believe if %e _h liv$1 x w\ld h be5 ! sav+ ( my life4 #i4 ,aft] h] dea? ,i soon fell back to drunk5ness1 & to supply ! exp5ce ( x1 took to co9+4 ,! next spr+1 ,april #bj1 ! ,fr5* inve/$ ! ca/le ( ,/4 ,philip4 ,t[>d ! end ( ! siege1 my companion & ,i got drunk toge!r & qu>rell$3 ^u :i* he ?reat5$ to in=m aga9/ me1 = :i* a great rew>d 0 (f]$4 ,be+ soon aft] told t he 0 gone to give in=mation1 ,i ?\ght !re 0 b "o way to save my life4 ,s ,i & he t told me det]m9$ to des]t toge!r4 ,9 gett+ out ( ! ca/le1 ,i fell into ! sea1 & 0 v ne> be+ dr[n$4 ,) mu* difficulty we !n got to an old h\se1 & took %elt] !re94 ,b we 7 betwe5 ! fire ( ! ,fr5* & ! ,engli%2 s we /ay$ n above a qu>t] ( an h\r4 ,i w\ld n[ fa9 h return$2 b our case 0 desp]ate3 s we w5t on h& 9 h&4 ,z we advanc$1 ! ,fr5* gave ! signal1 :i* 0 ?ree slaps ) _! h& on ! c>t\*-box4 ,z we did n answ] x1 or speak1 7= nei!r ( u c\ld speak ,fr5*7 !y imm$iately fir$ ^u u4 ,b "h also ! h& ( ,god 0 ov] u4 ,! %ot all flew ov] our heads4 ,!y !n came & took u to ! comm&+ (fic]1 :o s5t u to ! t[n z prison]s4 ,9 ! morn+ we 7 remov$ to a prison ne> "o ( ! g5]al's qu>t]s1 :o s5t = u ab\t noon1 & ask$1 :at our design 08 ,i answ]$1 x 0 our desire to g into ,france & "w4 ,he said1 8?is c\ld n be all[$ by any means1 unless ,i fir/ s]v'd 9 ! army = ?ree ye>s40 ,i said1 ,i w\ld only comply1 on condition ,i %\ld n s]ve on ! isl&1 he repli$1 if ,i w\ld n s]ve on ! isl&1 ,i mu/ g back to prison1 ,i 0 go+1 b he call$ me back & ask'd1 89 :at regim5t 9 ,france w\ld y l to s]ve80 ,i answ]'d 9 ,fitz-,james's4 ,he said1 ,i %\ld4 ,h[ev] = ! pres5t1 ,i 0 rem&$ to prison4 ,two days aft] ,i 0 c>ri$ be=e ! ,duke de ,ri*lieu1 :o ask$ me _m que/ions4 ,b ,i cont9u$ a prison] dur+ ! :ole siege1 & 0 s1 till we came to ,val5ci5nes4 #aj4 ,"h ,i 0 enli/$ into ,fitz-,james's horse1 & cont9u$ two mon?s3 b ) an ak+ he>t4 ,i long$ to be 9 ,engl& aga91 & only wait$ = an opportunity4 ,?is 0 suspect$3 s t :5 we m>*$ h5ce1 ,i 0 conf9$ e night1 till we got a great way into ,france4 ,by int]c$+ ) ! qu>t]-ma/]1 ,i !n got my lib]ty4 ,aft] _m removes1 we m>*$ to ,hanau1 & f !nce ab\t ?irty leagues t[>d ,muscovy4 ,"h f\r ( u agre$ to des]t ! next night1 & make ! be/ ( our way to ! ,duke ( ,cumb]l&'s army4 ,at elev5 we set out 9 ?und]1 lightn+ & ra94 ,we took ea* ( u a brace ( pi/ols1 ) our swords1 & pl5ty ( p[d] & ball4 ,) great difficulty we pa/ ! gu>ds1 & !n n kn[+ ! roads1 quickly lo/ our way3 s t at break ( day1 we _h got b n9e miles4 ,h[ev] we 7 n[ got into ! "r road3 b day-light approa*+1 we w5t into a wood1 & /ay$ !re till six 9 ! ev5+3 hav+ be5 all ?is "t )\t victuals1 we 7 weak & fa9t2 h[ev] we walk'd all night4 ,9 ! morn+ we le>n'd f a waggon]1 t a p>ty ( ,fr5* horse 7 )9 a mile & a half ( u4 ,we ask'd :at he ?\ght !y came !re =8 ,he said he knew n unless x 0 to look = des]t]s4 ,^u ?is1 f9d+ no way to get to ! duke1 we agre$ to make = ,holl&1 hav+ *ang$ our clo!s ) "s ( ! boors1 :o likewise behav$ k9dly to u1 or we mu/ h p]i%$4 #aa4 ,hav+ sold our arms to buy u provisions1 aft] _m difficulties & dang]s1 9 pass+ by bo? ! ,fr5* & ,imp]ial troops1 we at l5g? came to ,ma/ri*t4 ,!nce we w5t to ,middleburgh1 & aft]w>d to ,flu%+1 :]e we got on bo>d an ,engli% man ( w>1 :i* ! next morn+ sail$1 & br\ght u into ! ,d[ns4 ,! ?ird day aft] we l&$1 we 7 appreh5d$ z des]t]s1 & laid 9 irons = six days4 ,we 7 !n remov$ to ,brumpton camp1 ne> ,*a?am1 :]e ,i 0 tri$ by a c\rt m>tial1 = des]t+ f ! ca/le ( ,/4 ,philips1 :i* ,i ackn[l$g'd & 0 condemn$ to die4 #ab4 ,i n[ began to be 9 great tr\ble1 n kn[+ :at to d4 ,at l5g? my companion & ,i det]m9$ to lay viol5t h&s on ourselves4 ,9 ?is resolution ,i cont9u$ till night4 ,!n ,i began to ?9k ( ! consequ5ces ( self-murd]4 ,betimes 9 ! morn+ ,i w5t to pray]1 & cont9u$ pray+ 'till ab\t t5 o'clock4 ,9 my di/ress ,i be?\ght me ( "o ,james ,h>buckle1 a drumm] 9 our regim5t4 ,:5 he came ,i told him ( my condition1 & he began to talk to me ( ! love ( ,*ri/ to s9n]s3 ( rep5tance t[>d ,god1 & fai? 9 our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,9 ! ev5+ he 0 oblig$ to g2 b he promis$ to s5d "s ( 8 bre?r5 to me4 ,two ( !m came at night & expla9$ m at l>ge :at ,james ,h>buckle _h said4 ,f ?is "t ,i f\nd ano!r k9d ( tr\ble3 my s9s 7 s set 9 array aga9/ me1 t n an evil "w or ^w1 or ?\ght1 ,i _h ev] giv5 way to1 b 0 br\ght to my remembrance4 ,yet ,i 0 n s mu* tr\bl$ = fe> ( hell1 z = grief t ,i _h (f5d$ s good a ,god1 & _h crucifi$ ! ,son ( ,god afre%4 ,= ?ree days & ?ree nights my di/ress 0 s great1 t x 0 z if all my fle% 0 te>+ (f my bones1 & my bones break+ 9 pieces1 :i* made me (t5 look at my h&s & legs1 to see if x 0 n s4 #ac4 ,my load s increas$1 t ,i 0 j ready to despair ( m]cy1 :5 on a sudd5 x all dropt (f4 ,i 0 on my knees at pray]1 :5 9 a mom5t all my fe> 0 gone4 ,i knew ,i _h r$emption 9 ! blood ( ,*ri/1 ! =giv5ess ( my s9s3 & ! love ( ,god 0 %$ abroad 9 my he>t1 enabl+ me to love all mank9d1 ev5 my enemies3 & him 9 p>ticul> :o _h be5 ! cause ( my des]t+4 ,& ,i _h an e>ne/ desire to see & tell him s4 ,& ,i f\nd e day an increase 9 love1 & 9 ! k ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,i 0 s deliv]$ f ! fe> ( dea?1 t ,i c\ld h rejoic$ to h di$ t in/ant2 be+ fill$ ) pray]1 & praise1 & ?anksgiv+1 su* z no tongue c express4 ,& ?is s5se ( ! love ( ,god to my s\l1 ,i nev] s9ce lo/1 n = a mom5t4 #ad4 ,i 0 remov$ f h5ce to ,dov]-,ca/le1 :]e ,i s5t = ,mr4 ,edw>ds1 ! m9i/] ( ,/4 ,m>y's4 ,he came ! next morn+1 & aft]w>ds att5d$ me v dilig5tly4 ,i desire to ?ank ,god = 8 help1 & hope ! ,"l w bless him = 8 k9dness to me4 ,b ,i c\ld n be satisfi$1 till ,i _h s5t into ! t[n to enquire1 if !re 7 any ( ! p call'd ,me?odi/s !re8 ,!y s5t ^w1 !y w\ld come :5 _! day's "w 0 done3 b x be+ !n late1 !y c\ld n be admitt$4 ,on ,sunday !y came aga91 & we pray$1 & sang1 & rejoic$ toge!r 9 ! salvation ( ,god1 ,i desir$ !y w\ld come aga9 if ,i 0 sp>$1 :i* !y did ! foll[+ ,sunday1 :5 my _s 0 s reviv$1 t ,i c\ld n help decl>+ to my fell[-soldi]s :at ,god _h done = my s\l4 ,& n[ my prison 0 turn$ into a *ur*1 an h\se ( pray] & praise4 ,p cr[d$ 91 soldi]s & o!rs1 to :om ,mr4 ,wr gave an exhortation4 ,:5 he _h done1 ,i /ood up1 & begg$ my fell[-soldi]s1 to cry to ,god = m]cy1 & grace to =sake all _! s9s1 le/ ! day ( grace %\ld be pa/1 & !y be giv5 ov] to a reprobate m9d4 #ae4 ,i sp5t ! rema9+ "p ( ! day 9 giv+ a relation ( my life1 to "o :o wrote x d[n f my m\?2 b ,i c\ld n f9i% x !n4 ,monday1 ,octob] #bc1 ,mr4 ,edw>ds adm9i/]$ ! ,"l's ,supp] to me4 ,9 ! aft]noon ,mr4 ,wr gave ano!r exhortation z ,i did likewise :5 he _h done1 & we sang praises to ,god ) a good c\rage1 & p\r$ out our s\ls 9 pray]4 ,! soldi] :o _h ?reat5$ to in=m aga9/ me at ,/4 ,philip's n[ came 94 ,=m]ly ,i 0 resolv$ to kill him1 :]ev] ,i met him3 b ,i n[ felt no?+ b love & pity4 ,s ,i e>ne/ly exhort$ him to =sake 8 s9s1 & seek m]cy :ile x might be f\nd4 #af4 ,:at foll[s is add$ by him :o wrote ! =go+ relation4 ,we n[ p>t$1 aft] ,i _h promis$ to be ) him1 dur+ ! %ort rema9d] ( 8 life1 z mu* z my bus9ess w\ld p]mit4 ,tuesday ! #be?1 ,mr4 ,edw>ds adm9i/]$ ! ,sacram5t to him1 & exam9$ him closely z to ! /ate ( 8 s\l4 ,he readily answ]$ e "q1 & decl>$ 8 desire to dep>t & to be ) ,*ri/4 ,ab\t t5 at night ,i came to him aga91 & f\nd him employ$ 9 exhort+ 8 fell[ soldi]s1 & 9 praise & pray]4 ,9 ! same employm5t he _h be5 ! greate/ "p ( ! day4 ,9 ! same he cont9u$ till ab\t twelve3 :5 8 /r5g? be+ q exhau/$1 he 0 =c$ to take "s re/4 ,he w\ld fa9 h slept on 8 c(f92 b we p]suad$ him to lie on ! /raw3 :5 he wak$1 he ask$1 :at o'clock x 08 ,& be+ answ]$ 8ab\t ?ree10 he compla9$ t he _h slept too long2 b f\nd himself mu* refre%'d4 ,aft] ,mr4 ,wr _h read & exp\nd$ a *apt]1 & sp5t "s "t 9 pray] & praise1 he aga9 exhort$ 8 fell[ soldi]s1 to =sake _! s9s1 p>ticul>ly ^? to :i* he knew !y 7 addict$4 99#ag4 ,! morn+ n[ advanc+1 he expre/ mu* long+ = ! happy h\r1 :5 he 0 to 8put on1 z he call$ x1 8 w$d+ dress0 & to be ) ! ,"l4 ,we !n left him a:ile & :5 we return$1 f\nd him dre/ 9 :ite1 /&+ on a long =m1 & exhort+ all ! p4 ,we all jo9$ 9 pray]1 aft] :i* he broke out 9 praise to ,god 8 ,savi\r4 ,mr4 ,edw>ds com+ 91 ask$1 h[ he did8 ,he answ]$1 8,bless$ be ,god1 nev] happi]40 ,aft] a few m que/ions he )drew1 & ,o!n gett+ on ! =m aga91 exhort$ all t 7 pres5t ) su* joy & f]v5cy ( _s1 z te/ifi$ a hope full ( immortality4 #ah4 ,he 0 ?us employ$1 :5 ! (fic] came1 to tell him1 ! "t 0 come2 he !n *e>fully /ept (f ! b5*1 & )\t any delay w5t =w>ds1 & said1 8,i _h a good wife1 & ,i lov$ h] well3 b ,i n[ g =? ) great] pleasure to die1 ?an ,i did on my w$d+ day to be m>ri$40 ,:5 he 0 out ( prison & deliv]$ to ! soldi]s :o 7 to gu>d him to ! place ( execution1 he began s++ t hymn ) a l\d voice1 8,behold ! ,savi\r ( mank9d1 8,nail'd to a %ameful tree60 ,walk+ on he took notice ( a company ( "y soldi]s1 to :om he e>ne/ly said1 8take w>n+ by me1 ,i am "y2 b #bg ye>s ( age1 9 full heal? & /r5g?4 ,& yet ,i %all soon be z wat] spilt on ! gr\nd1 :i* _c be ga!r$ up4 ,my morn+ sun goes d[n at t5 o'clock4 ,yet ,i h f\nd m]cy3 & s may y4 ,o t y saw ! dang] ( be+ out ( ,*ri/6 ,if y felt ?is 9 ! mann] ,i felt x1 especially = ?ree days & ?ree nights1 x w\ld make ! /\te/ ( y tremble40 #ai4 ,!n turn+ to me & "s o!rs1 :o walk$ ne> him1 he said1 8come :i* ( y w help me to s+80 ,on :i* he gave out 8 fav\rite hymn 7t on ! crucifixion7 & we all sang x ) him4 ,:5 he came to ! spot :]e he 0 to suff]1 ! m9i/] 0 ready to pray ) him1 9 :i* we all jo9$4 ,aft]w>ds ! (fic] gave him lib]ty to g r\nd & exhort all ! soldi]s4 ,he began at ! "r & end$ at ! left1 sp>+ nei!r (fic]s nor private m53 ?\gh to "s he spoke m p>ticul>ly1 & 9 a mann] :i* ,i tru/ !y w nev] =get4 ,he !n ask$ ! s]jeant if ! major ?\ght him too long4 ,he said1 no3 ^u :i* he gave out1 ! lam5tation ( a s9n]4 ,:ile we 7 s++1 ! m5 7 drawn out t 7 to %oot him1 & /ood a little beh9d him4 ,he turn$ & look$ ^u !m1 & ,mr4 ,wr ask$ him1 8:e!r he felt any fe> ( dea?80 ,he said1 8none at all bless$ be ,god3 ,i feel my fai? /rong] & /rong]10 "h we all took our la/ f>ewel ( him1 & p>t$ ) a kiss ( love4 ,he !n *e>fully walk$ to ! m>k1 kneel$ d[n1 & hav+ comm5d$ 8 s\l to ,god1 gave ! signal4 ,9 t in/ant 8 body pit*$ =w>d1 & 8 s\l sprang into et]nity4 8pret$0 replac$ ) 8p>t$0 #bj4 ,"s ( our fri5ds told ! s]jeant1 t if x 0 agreeable to ! major1 ,mr4 ,wr w\ld prea* a s]mon on ! occasion4 ,! (f] 0 readily accept$4 ,s 9 ! aft]noon he /ood ne> ! place ( execution1 & all ! soldi]s 7 ord]$ out1 & =m$ a r+ r\nd ab\t him4 ,! (fic]s z well z soldi]s 7 pres5t1 & behav$ ) ! utmo/ s]i\sness4 ,z ,i 0 com+ back1 a soldi] said to ! p1 8,if ,i 0 z well prep>$ = dea? z ,o!n1 ,i did n c>e if ,i 0 to be c>ri$ up to ! gre51 & %ot ?is mom5t40 ,ano!r said1 ,i 0 s prejudic$ aga9/ him by reports1 t ,i w\ld h %ot him1 z soon z ,i w\ld a dog4 ,& ,i wait$ at ! prison door1 expect+ to see a mon/r\s creature1 :5 ,i saw a man ) grace %9+ 9 8 face4 ,& ,i hope :at ,i !n saw & he>d w be a bless+ to me z long z ,i live4 ,"s ,,acc\nt ,( ! ,,life & ,,dea? ( ,,mat!w ,,lee4 ,,mat!w ,,lee 0 born at ,cr(t 9 ,l9coln%ire1 0 educat$ 9 t neighb\rhood2 & at elev5 ye>s ( age1 put appr5tice to a %oe-mak] 9 ,brator ne> ,spillsbury1 & s]v$ 8 "t to ! approbation ( 8 ma/]3 0 ( a sob]1 quiet disposition1 & e/eem$ = 8 good-nature & integrity4 ,%ortly aft] ! expiration ( 8 appr5tice%ip1 by ! invitation ( 8 bro!r1 he came to ,london2 b be+ us$ to co>se c\ntry "w1 unskill$ 9 ! me?od ( work+ 9 ,london1 & b a sl[ h& )al1 he 0 incapable1 by 8 bus9ess1 ( ga9+ ev5 ! necess>ies ( life4 ,?is involv$ him 9 great difficulties & di/resses1 8 relations n be+ 9 circum/ances to grant him any assi/ance4 ,on 8 application to !m = advice1 he 0 advis$ to get a wait]'s or draw]'s place at an inn4 ,aft] "s "t he 0 hir$ to ! ,swan at ,fulham1 :]e he liv$ cont5t$ly & agreeably1 ga9$ ! good-w ( ^? :om he conv]s$ )1 & kept 8 "* unblemi%$4 ,he aft]w>ds liv$ at a public-h\se 9 ,c>naby-m>ket3 f !nce he w5t to ! ,?ree ,tuns 9 ,new-/reet1 ,fett]-lane1 :]e he cont9u$ to live1 till a p]son :o came frequ5tly to dr9k at 8 ma/]'s h\se1 & ) :om ,mat!w _h contract$ an intimacy1 "o day told him t x lay 9 8 p[] to be ( great b5efit to him1 & if he w\ld he>k5 to 8 advice1 he might live m advantage\sly ?an he c\ld d 9 a public h\se3 ,mat!w enquir$ into ! p>ticul>s ( ! affair3 ,walton 7= s 0 8 companion's "n7 in=m$ him1 t 8 aunt _h left him a l>ge legacy1 & he 0 n[ go+ to receive ! same1 & if he w\ld quit 8 pres5t s]vice1 & att5d on him1 he w\ld give him great wages1 & he %\ld live z himself4 ,he ! m readily agre$ !reto1 f a desire to be fre$ f ! ?reat5+s ( a woman ) :om he _h s9ful comm]ce4 ,he _h borr[$ money ( h]1 :i* he 0 at pres5t incapable ( pay+ h]1 = :i* %e frequ5tly ?reat5$ him ) a gaol4 ,?is made him ! m will+ to leave 8 place1 to be fre$ f h] importunity4 ,accord+ly he pack$ up 8 cloa?s1 ) :at money he _h1 & w5t f 8 place ) 8 new pret5d$ ma/]4 ,b he soon f\nd 8 mi/ake3 !y w&]$ up & d[n1 till _! money be+ exp5d$1 ,walton %ew$ ,lee a pi/ol1 & said1 8,?is mu/ /& our fri5d1 & supply u ) all we want40 ,:5 he object$ to ! proposal1 ! o!r ) dreadful curses ?reat5$ to bl[ 8 bra9s out1 if he did n comply4 ,:ile !y 7 argu+ ^u ! po9t1 !y _h an opportunity ( putt+ _! design 9 execution3 = 9 ! mid/ ( _! disc\rse1 ,mr4 ,*alm] came 9 sight4 ,walton gave ,lee ! pi/ol to attack him1 b 8 he>t fail$2 he sat d[n on ! side ( ! field1 & ,mr4 ,*alm] pass$ by un9t]rupt$4 ,= ?is1 ,walton reproa*$ him bitt]ly2 ^u :i* !y bo? foll[$ him1 ,lee ) 8 pi/ol1 & ,walton ) a l>ge /ick1 & robb$ ! g5tleman ( 8 wat* & f\rte5 %ill+s4 ,_h ,walton be5 cont5t$ ) :at ! g5tleman _h giv5 him1 9 all probability !y might h escap$2 b ,walton p]ceiv+ a bulk 9 8 pocket 7:i* 0 ?irte5 gu9eas7 dem&$ x1 :i* ,mr4 ,*alm] refus$1 & recov]+ 8 spirits1 told !m1 8,except !y w\ld give him 8 wat*1 he w\ld foll[ !m40 ,walton obs]v+ ?is1 took ! pi/ol f ,lee1 & made 8 escape ov] ! fields2 b ,lee hav+ ! wat*1 0 closely pursu$1 & tak5 ) ! wat* ^u him4 ,he 0 fir/ committ$ to ,bridewell1 & cont9u$ !re six weeks3 dur+ 8 /ay !re1 ,god 0 pleas$ to incl9e ! he>t ( "o to visit ^? :o 7 !re conf9$1 & to publi% ! glad tid+s ( salvation2 & ,god gave ,lee an e> to he> ! gospel-s\nd1 & an he>t to embrace x4 ,he took great delight 9 he>+3 & a visible alt]ation 0 obs]v$ 9 8 :ole behavi\r4 ,he 0 conv9c$ ( 8 lo/ & undone /ate2 0 s5sible h[ vile & guilty he 0 be=e ,god3 0 mu* by himself 9 read+ & pray]1 frequ5tly & e>ne/ly cry+ = m]cy4 ,b he 0 v fe>ful le/ 8 _m & great s9s w\ld exclude him f ! fav\r ( ,god2 & ?\gh he 0 only guilty ( ?is robb]y1 yet he ackn[l$g$ himself a vile & hell-des]v+ creature1 = 8 :ole life4 ,x 0 n[ ! grief ( 8 he>t t he _h ev] s9n$ aga9/ su* a good & graci\s ,god3 :o he ackn[l$g$ _h be5 frequ5tly /riv+ ) him4 ,= 7said he7 ,i rememb] :5 ,i h be5 dr9k+ & m]ry-mak+ ) my companions1 9 ! mid/ ( my mir?1 great horror & di/ress h seiz$ me1 t ,i h (t5 times be5 =c$ to leave my company1 & retire by myself4 ,i h be5 frequ5tly di/ress$ on acc\nt ( my s93 my consci5ce has *eck$ me 91 & aft] ! committ+ ( x2 b by company & mir? x w\ld soon we> (f1 ?\gh n s1 b at times x w\ld return aga94 ,! v fir/ "t he he>d ! prea*+ 9 ,bridewell1 ! t]rors ( ! ,almighty fell ^u him1 & ! arr[s ( ,god /uck fa/ 9 8 s\l4 ,! s5se ( 8 crime 7n z x 0 m]ely aga9/ ! laws ( man1 b z x 0 aga9/ ! law ( ,god7 & all 8 =m] s9s greatly di/ress$ him4 ,! ?\ghts ( dea?1 b especially ( a judgm5t to come1 made him tremble exce$+ly4 ,he fe>$ ! wra? to come1 & knew n h[ to flee f x4 ,he 0 desir\s to "k :at he mu/ d to be sav$2 b did n see ,*ri/ ! way ( salvation4 ,he 0 n[ cry+ out undone6 undone6 & writ+ bitt] ?+s aga9/ himself4 ,he 0 s desir\s to he> ! gospel1 t he w\ld r lose ! fav\r ( 8 relations & fri5ds1 t visit$ him1 ?an lose "o opportunity3 say+1 8,he _h b "o fri5d to please1 & t 0 ,*ri/40 ,he he>d ) su* att5tion & affection1 t he seem$ ev5 to eat ! words ( ! prea*]4 ,he e>ne/ly long$ = ! p>don ( 8 s9s3 b = ! fir/ ?ree weeks he _h n ! lea/ glimpse ( com=t4 ,%ortly aft]1 z he 0 9 pray]1 cry+ e>ne/ly = m]cy1 "u great horror ( s\l1 ,god broke 9 ^u him 9 a wond]ful mann]1 :i* he ?us express$ to ! p]son t prea*$4 998,i believe n[ my peace is made ) ,god ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,i exp]i5ce a great *ange 9 my s\l1 = :ile ,i 0 at pray]1 la/ night1 9 great t]ror1 appreh5sive t ,i 0 go+ imm$iately body & s\l to hell3 ,i cry'd out s l\d t my fell[-prison]s 9 ! next w>d he>d me1 & call$ to "k :at 0 ! matt]3 ,i told !m t ,i 0 go+ to hell1 & begg$ _! pray]s = me3 b :ile ,i 0 9 ! mid/ ( ?is horror & despair1 ,i sudd5ly exp]i5c$ a bless$ & com=table *ange3 my m9d 0 imm$iately calm$3 ,i believ$ my s9s 7 =giv53 ! fe> ( hell 0 tak5 away3 & ,i 0 s f> f fe>+ dea?1 t ,i 0 n[ m desir\s to die1 ?an to live40 ,he e>ne/ly desir$ pray] to ,god 9 8 behalf1 & wept bitt]ly t ev] he %\ld s9 aga9/ him4 ,x 0 v obs]vable f ?is "t1 t ! great] s5se he exp]i5c$ ( ! m]cy ( ,god to him1 ! great] abhorr5ce he _h ( s91 & ( himself = committ+ x4 ,he 0 n[ m s]i\s 9 he>+ ! ^w ?an ev]2 & 0 frequ5tly s++ ( psalms & hymns4 ,he c\ld n be> to he> any ( 8 fell[-prison]s pr(ane ! "n ( ,god1 b w\ld reprove !m & exhort !m ) a s]i\s conc]n to reflect on ! consequ5ces ( su* a behavi\r4 8,oh6 7said he7 did y b feel ! t]rors ,i lately did = my s9s1 y w\ld dread ! ?\ghts ( ev] s9n+ aga940 8,i h 7says he1 to a fri5d7 des]v$ et]nal dea?2 b bless$ be ,god :o ha? tak5 away ! /+ ( dea?1 & ! guilt ( s92 & n[ ,i c walk ?r\gh ! valley ( ! %ad[ ( dea?1 & n be afraid3 n[ ,i c lay d[n & rise up1 c live & die 9 peace40 ,be+ remov$ f ,bridewell to ,newgate1 to be tri$ at ! ,old ,bailey1 ! day be=e he 0 br\ght to ! b>1 he said1 8,%ortly ,i %all appe> be=e ! b> ( man1 & receive a s5t5ce ( dea? on ?is body2 b ?is is my com=t1 be=e man condemns me1 ,god1 ! et]nal ,god1 has p>don$ me3 ,i %all /& guilty be=e man1 b guiltless be=e ,god40 ,be+ ask$1 8,h[ he1 :o ackn[l$g$ himself a s9n] c\ld /& guiltless be=e ,god40 ,he repli$1 8,because ,jesus ,*ri/ ha? wa%$ away my s9s 9 8 own blood2 & ,i am ju/ifi$ by 8 grace3 my s9s are blott$ out ( ! book ( 8 remembrance40 ,x 0 ask$ aga91 8,h[ he knew t ,*ri/ _h tak5 away 8 s9s1 & t he 0 wa%$ 9 8 blood40 99,he repli$3 8,z a lo/ & undone s9n]1 ,i h laid hold on ,jesus ,*ri/ by fai?3 ,i re/ ! :ole ( my salvation ^u him3 ,i h believ$ 9 him3 & he ha? adopt$ me into 8 family3 ! ,_s ( ,god be>s witness ) my _s1 t ,i am a *ild ( ,god4 ,?us ,i "k t all my s9s are p>don$1 & let dea? come :5 x w1 ,i am ready2 = ,i am assur$1 z soon z ?is body is dead1 my s\l w be ) ,jesus 9 p>adise40 ,"o pres5t said1 8,t we ne$ be cauti\s ( deceiv+ our own s\ls1 & advis$ him to be mode/ 9 8 expressions3 = _m :o _h made a great pr(ession = _m ye>s1 c\ld n speak ) su* confid5ce z he did40 ,he answ]$1 8,i speak x f a c]ta9ty ( ! ?+2 t :i* ,i see & feel1 ,i te/ify unto y40 998,sir1 ,if ^! heavy irons 7 remov$ f me1 %\ld n ,i be s5sible ( x2 & c\ld n ,i by exp]i5ce decl>e to o!rs t my irons 7 remov$1 & my legs 7 at lib]ty8 ,w\ld n ! alt]ation ,i felt1 be a suffici5t f\ndation to ass]t ! satisfaction ,i f\nd by ! removal ( !m8 ,:y ?us x 0 lately ) my s\l3 x 0 fett]$ d[n to s93 ,i 0 a slave to my lu/s1 & ,i c\ld no m get rid ( my s9s1 ?an ,i c ( ^! irons4 ,b :ile ,i 0 fe>+ & expect+ to be ca/ into hell e mom5t1 ,jesus ,*ri/ came & knock$ (f my irons1 my s9s3 he %ut ! doors ( hell1 & op5$ ! doors ( heav52 & set my s\l at lib]ty4 ,god has made me1 :o 0 a slave ( ! devil1 to be a subject ( ,*ri/4 ,i am br\ght f my lu/s & pleasures1 :i* ,i lov$1 to love no?+ else b ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,& c su* an alt]ation be wr\ght 9 my s\l1 & ,i be ignorant !re(8,o bless$ be ,god1 ?is *ange fills me ) joy3 ,i am full ( joy3 joy1 n to be express$3 = ,*ri/ loves me1 & ,i love ,*ri/1 & ,i %all %ortly be ) him = ev]40 ,"o say+1 he _h a heavy pair ( irons on1 8,oh6 7says he7 ^! are ! curs$ fruits ( s93 ?is is ! hon\r ! devil's s]vants h3 ^! are ! badges t decl>e to :om ,i did belong1 & tell :at dirty "w ,i h be5 engag$ 94 ,ah1 curs$ s91 t exposes u to su* mis]y "h1 & to t5 ?\s& times t5 ?\s& worse h]eaft]6 99,x 0 my s9s t br\ght me "h2 & my s9s made me liable to be ! devil's prison]1 9 ! dreadful prison ( hell = ev]3 b ! ,"l ha? spread all my s9s be=e my face1 t ,i may see ! magnitude & ! multitude ( !m2 & !n he bl[$ !m away ) a bla/ ( 8 ,holy ,_s4 ,all my s9s appe>$ be=e me1 & !y look$ l ! devil f :5ce !y came3 b !n ,jesus ,*ri/ ca/ !m all beh9d 8 back1 & made me :it] ?an driv5 sn[ 9 8 pres5ce40 ,be+ advis$ to plead1 n guilty1 :5 call$ to ! b>1 & told1 p]haps x might save 8 life3 99,he repli$3 8,i w n tell a lie to save t5 ?\s& lives4 ,x is true1 life is sweet1 b ! love & fav\r ( ,god is sweet] to me ?an life itself3 h[ d ,i "k1 b :ile ,i am tell+ ( a lie to save my life1 ,i may be /ruck dead1 & lose my preci\s s\l = ev]8 ,i %all !re=e plead guilty3 n ) a design to obta9 ! fav\r ( man !reby3 = ,i expect1 ,i des]ve none2 b because ,i w\ld n (f5d ,god1 & grieve 8 ,holy ,_s40 ,a by-/&] ask$ him1 ,:e!r he 0 will+ to die8 ,he said1 8,:5 ,i consult ) fle% & blood1 x seems h>d to leave ! _w 9 ! bloom ( my y\?2 b :5 ,i consid] ,i am go+ to him :om my s\l loves1 !n ,i long to be dissolv$1 & to be ) ,*ri/ ,jesus40 ,?is1 ) mu* m to ! same import1 he utt]$1 ) a *e>ful c\nt5ance1 & ) su* an humble1 yet confid5t boldness1 z fill$ all ) admiration t he>d him4 ,a ,roman ,ca?olic1 be+ pres5t1 c\ld n believe t x 0 possible = any "o to "k 8 s9s 7 =giv52 b ackn[l$g$ he believ$ ,mat!w to be a pi\s "y man1 & t if x 0 to be kn[n "h1 he did "k x4 ,a ne> relation be+ ( ! same op9ion1 z to ! k ( ! =giv5ess ( s9s1 he said1 8,believe me1 z ,i %ortly expect to die1 & look on myself z a dy+ man1 ,i am positive ,god = ,*ri/'s sake ha? p>don$ all my s9s2 & ,i am n afraid to face dea?1 = dea? _c hurt me40 ,to "s1 he said1 8,my liv+ 9 an aleh\se expos$ me to mu* evil company1 & ,i 0 =c$ to he> mu* curs+ & swe>+1 to :i* ,i myself 0 too mu* addict$4 ,?is ) my liv+ 9 uncleanness1 made me =get ,god2 s t ,god = my manifold s9s1 left me to commit ! crime1 = :i* ,i am ju/ly to lose my life4 ,b ,i h no cause to compla91 s9ce ,god ha? made me rep5t1 & see ! evil ( my ways 9 my *a9s3 & glory be to 8 "n1 he ha? set my s\l at lib]ty4 ,oh6 bless$ be 8 "n = 8 unspeakable goodness to me1 s vile & wret*$ a s9n]1 = he ha? enabl$ me to rep5t ) a rep5tance n to be rep5t$ (4 ,i =m]ly took great pleasure 9 committ+ s91 b n[ ,i hate ! v ?\ghts ( s92 & ,i really believe 7by ,god's grace7 ,i c\ld n commit a s9 to ga9 a k+dom40 ,aft] ! p]son1 by :om he 0 fir/ conv9c$1 _h be5 ) him1 he cry$ out1 8,oh1 t he c\ld be ) me always1 !n w\ld my prison be a palace1 & my conf9em5t bett] ?an lib]ty699,b1 :y d ,i want a man to be ) me8 ,h ,i n ! pres5ce ( ,god ) me8 ,h ,i n communion ) ,jesus ,*ri/8 ,& t is m valuable ?an all ! helps & conv]sation ( poor s9ful man40 ,be+ in=m$ !re 0 a m9i/] belong+ to ! gaol1 :o w\ld help him 9 8 addresses to ! ,almighty ,god3 ,he answ]$1 8,:y don't he !n8 ,:y don't he come & in/ruct me8 ,:y don't he wre/le ) ,god = me8 ,i see no reg>d paid to ! immortal s\ls ( any t are conf9$ "h4 ,!y are runn+ head-long to hell1 & no "o seeks to /op !m4 ,none prays )2 none admoni%es1 reproves1 exhorts !m3 b he t is fil?y1 is left to be fil?y /ill4 ,:at6 ,h ! prison]s 9 ,newgate1 immortal s\ls6 ,& yet no "o reg>de? !m8 ,are !y s good z n to ne$ repro( & admonition8 ,or are !y s bad z to be pa/ recov]y8 ,:o c tell1 b by frequ5t1 e>ne/ & he>t-se>*+ prea*+1 ,god might rea* "s helli% s9n] "h1 z he rea*$ me 9 ,bridewell8 ,& %all ! s]vants ( ! ,mo/ ,high ,god be =bid to prea* 9 ,newgate6,:at6 =bid to prea* to ! s]vants ( ! devil6,s]vants ( ! devil1 did ,i say8 ,devils inc>nate2 b yet !y are n black] ?an ,i3 & ! blood ( ,*ri/ ha? rea*$ me1 & ! same blood c cleanse ! mo/ defil$ & vile/ s9n] "h4,"l1 pity u 9 ,newgate1 & s5d "s "o to prea* ?y ^w2 & d ?\ make x effectual to rea* _! he>ts40 ,:5 he 0 br\ght to ! b>1 he said b little2 only plead$ guilty to ! indictm5t3 b :5 he receiv$ s5t5ce ( dea?1 ) an audible voice1 he said1 8,?\gh ,i /& condemn$ at ! b> ( man1 ,i %all be acquitt$ at ! b> ( ,god2 = he ha? =giv5 me all my s9s1 & assur$ me ( 8 glory40 ,aft] 8 return back to prison1 he 0 solid & s]i\s1 yet rem>kably *e>ful3 cry+ out 8,:at a vile wret* am ,i2 & yet ,god = 8 ,son's sake ha? p>don$ me1 & ,i %all /& be=e 8 ?rone1 & praise him = ev]2 = ,i am an heir ( ,god1 & a jo9t heir ) ,jesus ,*ri/2 a citiz5 ( ,zion1 & a companion ) sa9ts & angels to all et]nity3 ,oh1 h[ d ,i long to die1 t ,i may be ) ,jesus ,*ri/1 :o is my lot & portion3 ,oh1 ! happ9ess ,i %all enjoy :5 ,i h left ?is clay6 ,o1 help me1 sir1 to glorify ,god3 ,i d praise him2 b %ew me h[ to d x m & m1 & m /ill3 ,i _c d x en\gh till ,i come to heav51 & ,i %all n d x en\gh !n499,bless$ be ,god = :at ,i h exp]i5c$ 9 ^! cells3 ^! d>k & dismal cells h be5 light & pleasant places to me2 = ,i h _h ! prospect ( et]nal glory2 & h se5 t et]nal glory res]v$ = me6 ,?i!r1 ?i!r1 am ,i go+3 ,i h b "o /orm to endure1 & ,i %all be 9 h>b\r = ev]40 ,"o ask$1 8,:i!r he %\ld n be glad ( a reprieve1 & :i!r he _h n hopes ( n be+ includ$ 9 ! dead w>rant80 ,he reply'd1 8,my fle% & blood desire life1 b my s\l longs to be :]e dea? %all be no m4 ,welcome life2 & welcome dea?3 if ,i am repriev$1 ,i %all bless ,god2 & if ,i am includ$ 9 ! dead w>rant1 ,i %all /ill praise & magnify 8 "n40 ,"o inquir+ 8,:e!r he _h any to make int]cession = him80 ,he repli$1 8,i h no "o on e>? to int]c$e 9 my behalf3 b ,i h "o 9 ! c\rt ( heav51 :o ha? int]ce$$ = me1 & obta9$ my p>don4 ,my p>don is seal$ above1 & seal$ ) ! broad seal ( k+ ,jesus2 t %all abide to all et]nity6,jesus is my fri5d1 & he w prep>e a place = me40 ,! two p]sons t 7 condemn$ = murd] see+ 8 s]i\sness1 & ! "t he sp5t 9 s++ & pray]2 curs$ him = 8,mak+ su*-a-d1 ab\t no?+10 7z !y t]m$ x7 & said to him1 8,:y1 we %all only be hang$40 8,only be hang$ 7says he7 & is n t bad en\gh1 to die 9 ones y\? & vig\r1 su* a %ameful dea?80 ,!y answ]$1 8,:y1 we mu/ all die1 "o "t or o!r2 & n[ is z well z ano!r "t40 8,h[ c y 7repli$ he7 speak s c>elessly ab\t ! mo/ important ?+ 9 ! _w8 ,b y =get4,dea? is n all3 = aft] dea? !re is a judgm5t & et]nity6 ,inde$ = my "p ,i am easy2 because ,i "k ,i %all be happy3 b ,i wond] y c be s easy1 & y\r peace n made ) ,god4,:y y are on ! br9k ( hell1 & w be mis]able = ev]1 if y die )\t rep5tance40 ,^u _! laugh+ at :at he said1 he c\ld n =be> weep+4 ,he !n turn$ away & said no m2 b x _h su* an effect ^u him1 t he c\ld n sleep all night1 to ?9k :at an unhappy /ate !y 7 94 ,"o ( 8 fell[ prison]s be+ ask$1 8,:e!r 8 peace 0 made ) ,god1 or :e!r he c\ld say 8 s9s 7 p>don$1 z ,mr4 ,lee did80 ,he repli$1 8,he hop$ x 040 ,mr4 ,lee imm$iately said1 8,t is a sure sign y\r peace is n made ) ,god2 =1 if x 01 y w\ld n only hope x 01 b be sure ( x2 y w\ld feel ! effects ( x2 y\r s\l w\ld be w>m$ ) love2 y w\ld love ,jesus ,*ri/1 & long to be ) him80 ,! two prison]s t di$ ) him1 ask$ him to eat ) !m4 ,he answ]$1 8,no,:at1 mu/ we eat to gr[ fat = ! grave8 ,our ?\ghts _h ne$ to be engag$ ab\t o!r ?+s1 ?an 9 fill+ & pleas+ ! fle%40,!y answ]$1 8,if we ?9k s mu*1 x w make u mad408,:at 7said he7 are y afraid ( be+ mad by rep5t+ ( y\r s9s8 ,y h m ne$ ( be+ afraid ( go+ to hell = ! committ+ ( !m3 if we _h n all be5 mad1 we _h n committ$ ^? ?+s t br\ght u "h4 ,& ,i am sure we %all be madd] /ill1 if be=e we h lo/ our bodies1 we take no he$ to save our s\ls408,ay6 ,b 7says "o ( !m7 we %all "s1 if n all ( u1 get (f1 = ! dead w>rant is n come d[n yet408,:at !n 7said he7 if ! dead w>rant saves any ( our bodies1 x does n save our s\ls4 ,we h ne$ to be ?\ghtful ab\t dea?1 & to seek to h our peace made ) ,god1 if we escape dea? at ?is "t40 880 replac$ ) 8?is0 p] ,errata ,"o ( ! prison]s said1 8,c y n[ =give y\r prosecutor808,z ,i am a dy+ man 7said he7 ,i love all mank9d1 my prosecutor & all1 z ,i love my own s\l2 ,i d n "k any p]son1 n ev5 ! greate/ enemy ,i h or ev] _h1 b :om ,i z he>tily love1 z ,i d myself2 & ,i c pray = !m z readily z ,i c = my greate/ fri5ds40 ,! night be=e ! dead w>rant came d[n1 he 0 fill$ ) m joy ?an usual1 & said1 8,n[ ! ,"l is smil+ ^u me2 n[ he is speak+ com=t to my s\l2 n[1 n[1 ,i f9d no?+ %all sep>ate me f ! love ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus3 ,o h[ does ! ,fa!r ( m]cies manife/ 8 love to me1 & make me to ta/e ( ! joys ( heav5 be=e ,i come !re3 n[ my he>t feels :at my m\? _c utt]3 99he ha? made d>kness light be=e me2 my d>k cell1 & my d>k s\l1 is full ( ! glory ( ! ,"l2 ,i am z full z my poor s\l c conta9 ( ! div9e pres5ce3 & if ! =eta/es ( glory are s great1 ,:at mu/ heav5 itself be8 ,god ha? op5$ my eyes to behold 8 glory1 & my s\l is dazl$ ) ! sight ( x40 ,:5 ! dead w>rant came1 & he 0 in=m$ he 0 9 x3 8,bless$ be ,god1 7he said7 ,i am n daunt$3 ,i receive ! acc\nt ) joy3 & _h x be5 to h di$ imm$iately1 x w\ld n h surpriz$ me2 = ,i am ready = x4,"l1 ?\ kn[e/ ,i am wait+ = ?y salvation2 & mu/ ,i /ay /ill ,w$nesday be=e ,i am ) !e8 ,:y mu/ my long+ s\l be kept f !e till !n8,b x is ?y w1 & ,i am cont5t to wait till ?\ %alt take me = ev] unto ?yself4,o :at a bless$ day w t be to my s\l1 :5 x w be sep>at$ f its body1 to be ) ,*ri/ = ev]6 ,dea?1 d ?y wor/2 ?\ can/ n hurt me2 = ?y /+ is tak5 away1 & ?\ can/ b c>ry me to glory2 to ! glory prep>$ = me4,"l1 into ?y arms ,i w ?r[ myself4 ,"l1 ,i come1 ,i come2 ,i long to come to !e2 ,i resign myself to !e1 & ,i dep5d = salvation only on !e1 my de> ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/2 ?\ art my ,savi\r2 ?\ art my ,god1 & ?\ wilt be m9e = ev]1 & ev]4 ,?\ ha/ =giv5 me1 & by ?y grace ,i =give all my enemies4 ,o t !y may all be sav$1 & br\ght to live ) !e 9 ?y glory4,o :o c\ld h ?\ght !re _h be5 s mu* sweetness at ! bottom ( ?is bitt] cup8,o ,walton1 ,walton2 turn unto ,god1 be=e x is too late3 let my dea? be ! means ( mak+ !e leave ?y evil ways3 & may ,god *ange ?y he>t1 & =give !e1 z he ha? =giv5 me40 8,oh 7said he7 ,i f9d m solid joy & com=t 9 dea? ?an ev] ,i f\nd 9 all ! pleasures ( life4 ,oh1 t my relations w\ld n weep = me3 x grieves me to see !m grieve4 ,oh1 t !y may spe$ily turn to ,god1 & !n1 ?\gh we "p "h 9 sorr[1 we %all meet h]eaft] 9 joy2 nev]1 nev] to "p aga94,n[1 my ,god1 ,i c s+ ( ?y salvation3 my tongue %all s+ ( ?y righte\sness3 & %ortly %all ,i be1 :]e ,i %all s+ praises1 )\t ceas+1 = ev]4,:at w my fri5ds weep :5 ,i am ?us to be employ$6 ,o let !m le>n to foll[ me2 n to foll[ me 9 s91 to prison1 or to a gall[s2 b foll[ me to ,*ri/ ,jesus4,o t !y w\ld att5d to ! voice ( a dy+ man1 & cry to ,god = 8 grace1 t !y may break (f _! s9s by rep5tance1 & lay hold ( ,*ri/ by fai?1 = ev]la/+ life & salvation4 ,beg ( ,god a brok5 _s2 s9ce a brok5 & contrite he>t1 ,god w n despise40 ,! night be=e 8 execution1 he sp5t 9 pray] & praise1 & 0 he>d to say1 8,"l my "t is %ort "h1 let me n fe> 9 my la/ mom5ts3 give me c\rage to face dea?3 let me n be afraid ( its t]rors3 let ?y grace fill me ) consolation3 & let me g (f ! /age ( life1 te/ify+ :at ?\ ha/ done = my s\l4 ,may ,i decl>e ?y p>don+ grace to me4 ,to !e1 ,o ,"l1 d ,i fly = succ\r4 ,to !e ,i come ) a ,savi\r 9 my arms2 &1 if ,i p]i%1 x %all be cry+ out1 ,god be m]ciful to me a s9n]6 ,if ?\ hurle/ me d[n to hell1 ,i w keep my hold on ,*ri/ ,jesus1 & ,i w n let him g till ?\ do/ bless me40 ,pray+ ) a fri5d 7he said7 ,"l /r5g!n my fai? 9 my dy+ mom5ts1 t ,i may n di%on\r !e by ! fe> ( dea?1 b enable me to be> a te/imony to ?y p>don+ grace4 ,may ,i die 9 ! full assurance ( fai?1 & leave a te/imony ( ! fre5ess ( ?y grace1 & ( ?y read9ess to p>don ! *ief ( s9n]s4 ,! morn+ ( 8 execution1 :5 8 fett]s 7 knock$ (f1 he pull$ (f 8 hat1 & ) great s]i\sness1 bless$ ,god t _h v\*saf$ him 8 pres5ce1 & pray$ = ! increase & /r5g? ( grace to hold out to ! end4 99,! p]son :o 0 tak+ (f 8 irons said1 8,he 0 afraid he %\ld hurt him40 8,oh1 fe> n1 said he1 no?+ c hurt me "h1 & ,i %all %ortly be :]e no?+ %all hurt me to all et]nity40 ,:5 ! ord9>y ( ,newgate ask$ him1 8if 8 peace 0 made ) ,god80 ,he answ]$1 8,yea1 ,i "k my peace is made ) ,god1 & t ,god1 = ,*ri/'s sake ha? p>don$ all my s9s40 ,z he 0 go+ to execution1 he seem$ full ( pray] & praise2 8 c\nt5ance *e>ful1 & 8 deportm5t s]i\s & solid4 ,9 ,tyburn ,road1 a g5tleman begg$ leave t ! c>t might be /opp$1 = two "y wom5 to speak to him4 ,to "o ( !m he said1 8,my de> ,nanny1 don't fret = me1 = ,i am go+ to heav53 look up ) an eye ( fai?1 & y w see ! holy angels wait+ to be my convoy4 ,my ,"l ,jesus is call+ me1 & ,i %all %ortly be ) him 9 p>adise40 ,:5 he came to ,tyburn1 & saw among ! spectators1 ! in/rum5t1 "u ,god1 ( 8 conv]sion1 he call$ out to him4 8,n[ ,i "k y & ,i %all soon meet toge!r 9 glory4 ,i am go+ ?i!r1 & ,i "k y %all soon foll[ aft]4 ,i "k t ,i h be5 a vile s9n]1 undes]v+ ! m]cy ( ,god3 b ,i "k also t ,god1 = ,*ri/'s sake1 ha? p>don$ all my s9s4 ,oh1 ?is is a happy "t inde$6 ,bless$ be ,god ,i am n afraid to die4 ,n[ ,i exp]i5ce :at y s (t5 told me ab\t ! *ildr5 ( ,god's triumph+ ov] ! fe>s ( dea?40,!n ) a smile he said1 8,o dea?1 :]e is ?y /+8 ,o grave1 :]e is ?y victory8 ,! /+ ( dea? is s92 ! /r5g? ( s9 is ! law4 ,b bless$ be ,god1 :o ha? giv5 me ! victory ov] s91 & ov] dea?1 ?r\gh our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4,surely ,god's m]cies are unb\nd$3 !y ext5d to ! *ief ( s9n]s3 = s9ce ! grace ( ,god ha? rea*$ me1 :at room is !re = ! vile/ s9n] to despair ( p>don80 ,! la/ words he 0 he>d to speak1 0 to a ne> relation4 8,my de>1 don't vex y\rself = me2 = ,i %all be 9 heav5 9 two or ?ree m9utes40 ,pray]s be+ end$1 he committ$ 8 _s into ! h&s ( ,god1 ) a *e>ful c\nt5ance1 be+ 9 ! #bj? ye> ( 8 age4 ,8 body 0 tak5 c>e ( by 8 fri5ds1 & on ! ,sunday foll[+1 0 dec5tly int]r$ 9 ,t9dall's burial gr\nd4,mr4 ,h4 & ano!r fri5d1 p]=m$ ! la/ (fice ( pray] & praise ov] 8 grave1 be=e a great conc\rse ( p2 :]e we mu/ leave him to re/ till ! morn+ ( ! resurrection1 :5 8 body1 s[n 9 di%on\r1 %all be rais$ 9 glory4 ,an ,,extract ,( ! ,,life & ,,dea? ( ,mr4 ,,john ,,janeway4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,an acc\nt ( him f 8 *ildhood1 to ! sev5te5? ye> ( 8 age4 ,,mr4 ,john ,janeway 0 born 9 ! ye> #afcc1 ,octob] #bg1 9 ,tylly1 9 ! c\nty ( ,h]t=d4 ,he soon gave 8 p>5ts ! hope ( mu* com=t1 & ! symptoms ( some?+ m ?an ord9>y appe>$ 9 him4 ,= pregnancy ( wit1 solidity ( judgm5t1 & ! greatness ( 8 memory1 he _h no sup]iors1 & few equals1 consid]+ 8 age & education4 8#fc0 replac$ ) 8#afcc0 p] ,errata ,he 0 initiat$ 9 ! ,lat9 tongue by 8 fa!r2 aft]w>ds he 0 br\ght up at ,/4 ,paul's s*ool 9 ,london1 :]e he made a consid]able pr(ici5cy 9 ,lat9 & ,greek4 ,:5 he 0 ab\t elev5 ye>s old he took a great fancy to ! ,hebrew tongue4 ,ab\t ?is "t 8 p>5ts remov+ into a little village call$ ,aspod51 _h ! opportunity ( hav+ _! son in/ruct$ by a le>n$ neighb\r1 :o 0 pleas$ to c\nt x div]sion to read ma!matics to him1 be+ !n ab\t twelve ye>s old2 & he made su* progress t he read ,oughtr$ ) und]/&+ be=e he 0 ?irte54 ,a p]son ( quality1 he>+ ( ! admirable pr(ici5cy ( ?is boy1 s5t = him up to ,london1 & kept him ) him = sometime to read ma!matics to him4 ,9 ! ye> #afdf1 he 0 *os5 by ! provo/ ( ,eaton college1 "o ( ! f\ndation ( t s*ool3 :]e he gave no unsuitable returns to ! high expectations t 7 conceiv$ ( him4 ,aft] a little cont9uance at ,eaton1 he obta9$ leave ( 8 ma/] to g to ,ox=d1 to p]fect himself 9 ma!matics1 be+ ) ,dr4 ,w>d1 "o ( ! pr(essors1 he atta9$ to a /range exactness 9 t /udy1 ! doctor look$ ^u him z "o ( ! wond]s ( 8 age2 lov$ him de>ly1 & c\ld n = "s "t aft] 8 dea? m5tion 8 "n )\t te>s4 ,:5 he _h sp5t ab\t a qu>t] ( a ye> ) ,dr4 ,w>d1 he 0 comm&$ to return to ,eaton1 :]e he soon gave pro( ( ! improvem5t ( 8 "t :ile he 0 abs5t1 by calculat+ ! eclipses = _m ye>s be=e h&2 s t by ?is "t he _h _m eyes ^u him z ! glory ( ! s*ool4 ,yet he did n discov] ! lea/ self-conceit2 e "o took m notice ( 8 p>ts ?an himself4 ,at ab\t sev5te5 ye>s old he 0 *ose to ,k+'s-college 9 ,cambridge4 ,he 0 *os5 fir/1 & an eld] bro!r ( 8 ! six?2 b he 0 v will+ to *ange places ) 8 eld] bro!r1 lett+ him h ! fir/1 & ?ankfully accept+ ( ! six? place4 ,besides 8 great le>n+1 8 deportm5t 0 s sweet & lovely1 8 demeanor s c\rte\s & oblig+1 t _m ( !m :o _h little k9dness = religion c\ld n b speak well ( him4 ,8 great wisdom did ev5 comm& respect3 he _h an excell5t p[] ov] 8 passions1 & 0 free f vices :i* usually att5d su* an age & place4 ,b all ?is :ile he und]/ood little ( ,*ri/1 or 8 own s\l4 ,he /udi$ ! heav5s & ! motion ( ! sun1 moon1 & />s1 b ?\ght little ( ,god1 :o made !m2 ! creature _h n l$ him to ! ,creator2 b ,god1 :5 he 0 ab\t eighte5 ye>s old %one 9 ^u 8 s\l ) p[]2 & conv9c$ him :at a poor ?+ x 0 to "k s mu* ( ! heav5s & nev] come !re4 ,he n[ ?\ght ,mr4 ,bolton _h reason to say1 ,give me ! mo/ magnific5t glori\s worldl+1 t ev] trod ^u e>?ly m\ld1 ri*ly cr[n$ ) all ! ornam5ts & excell5cies ( nature1 art1 policy1 pref]m5t1 or :at he>t c wi% besides2 yet )\t ! life ( grace1 to animate & ennoble !m1 he 7 to ! eye ( heav5ly wisdom1 b z a rott5 c>case1 /uck ov] ) fl[]s1 magnifi$ dung1 guild$ rott5ess1 gold5 damnation4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,( 8 conv]sion & c>riage :5 fell[ ( ! college4 duplicate ^w 8!0 remov$ ,,! great "w ( conv]sion1 0 n c>ri$ on ^u 8 s\l1 9 t dreadful mann] t x is ^u "s1 b ! ,"l 0 pleas$1 sweetly1 to unlock 8 he>t1 by ! exempl>y life1 & heav5ly disc\rse ( a "y man 9 ! college ^: he>t ,god _h inflam$ ) love to 8 s\l4 ,he quickly made an attempt ^u ?is "y man1 & ! ,_s ( ,god set home 8 c\ncils ) su* p[]1 t !y prov$ effectual = 8 awak5+2 be+ accompani$ ) ! prea*+ ( ,dr4 ,hill1 & ,dr4 ,arr[smi?1 toge!r ) ! read+ ( ,mr4 ,baxt]'s ,sa9ts ,ev]la/+ ,re/4 8c>c>ri$0 replac$ ) 8c>ri$0 ,n[ a mighty alt]ation might be disc]n$ 9 him4 ,he did n ta/e s mu* sweetness 9 ^? k9d ( /udies1 :i* he s gre$ily employ$ himself 9 z =m]ly4 ,he began to pity !m :o 7 curi\s 9 _! enquiries aft] e ?+1 b t :i* is mo/ ne$ful1 ,*ri/1 & !mselves2 & t :i* sometimes 0 8 ga9 he n[ c\nt$ loss = ,*ri/4 ,n t he look$ ^u human le>n+ z useless2 b :5 n improv$ = ,*ri/8 ,he look$ ^u wisdom z folly1 & le>n+ z madness1 & t :i* w\ld make "o m l ! devil4 8:]e0 replac$ ) 870 ,mr4 ,janeway n[ consid]$ h[ he might be/ improve :at he did "k1 & turn all 8 /udies into ! "r *annel3 grace did n take him (f f1 b made him m dilig5t & spiritual 9 8 /udy4 ,& n[ ,*ri/ 0 at ! end ( e ?+3 h[ did he contrive h[ he might mo/ express 8 love & ?ankfulness to him :o _h br\ght him out ( d>kness into 8 m>vell\s light6 ,to ?is end he s5t up & d[n packets ( lett]s1 9 :i*1 he disc\rs$ s sub/antially ( ! great ?+s ( ,god1 t x w\ld n at all h unbecome "s grey head to h own$ :at he wrote4 ,he 0 n a little l ,elihu1 9 ^: words he us$ to excuse 8 fre$om ) p]sons ( ye>s4 ,he said1 days %\ld speak1 & multitude ( ye>s %\ld tea* wisdom2 b !re is a _s 9 a man1 & ! inspiration ( ! ,almighty give? !m und]/&+2 ,i am full ( matt]1 ! _s )9 me con/ra9e? me3 behold my belly is z w9e :i* ha? no v5t1 x is ready to bur/ l new bottles1 ,i w speak t ,i may be refre%$4 ,he c\ld n b speak ! ?+s :i* he _h se5 & he>d1 & invite all ! _w1 to ta/e & see h[ good ! ,"l is4 ,he began fir/ ) 8 relations1 begg+ !m to ?9k ( _! immortal s\ls1 & to lay 9 spe$y provisions = et]nity4 ,& :at pa!tic expressions did he use1 :at vehem5t expo/ulations8 ,read :at 8 language 0 7:5 he 0 betwe5 eighte5 & n9ete5 ye>s old7 9 a lett] to a fri5d t _h ! c>e ( _m *ildr54 ,,sir1 ,,y\r *>ge is great ^u a temporal acc\nt1 b great] ^u a spiritual4 ,out ( an e>ne/ desire ( ! good ( s\ls & y\r own joy & peace1 ,i importunately reque/ t y %\ld h a great c>e ( y\r *ildr51 & be (t5 dropp+ 9 "s :olesome admonitions2 & ?is ,i humbly1 ) submission to y\r judgm5t 9 x1 comm5d to y3 n to admoni% !m always toge!r1 b likewise privately "o by "o4 ,:]e9 y may please to press ^u !m natural corruption1 ! necessity ( reg5]ation1 ! excell5cy ( ,*ri/1 & h[ unspeakably lovely x is to see "y ones sett+ out = heav54 ,?is way ,i ?9k may d mo/ good1 hav+ _h exp]i5ce ( x myself 9 "s small measure2 ,god grant t all may "w = ! edify+ ( ^? :o are committ$ to y4 ,i leave y "u ! protection ( him t ha? lov$ u1 & giv5 himself = u4 8_!0 replac$ ) 8!m0 p] ,errata ,:5 he 0 ab\t tw5ty ye>s old1 he 0 made fell[ ( ! college1 :i* did n a little advance ^? noble projects :i* he _h = ! int]e/ ( ! ,"l ,*ri/4 ,!n h[ sweetly w\ld he ins9uate into ! "y ones desir+ to c>ry z _m ( !m z possible ) him to heav54 ,_m attempts he made ^u "s ( ! same h\se1 t he might season !m ) grace1 & animate ^? :o 7 look+ t[>ds heav54 ,& z = 8 own relations1 nev] 0 !re a m compassionate & t5d]-he>t$ bro!r4 ,h[ _m pa!tical lett]s did he s5d to !m6 ,& h[ did he foll[ !m ) pray]s & te>s4 ,read :at 8 he>t 01 9 ! foll[+ l9es4 8,di/ance ( place _c at all less5 t natural bond1 :]eby we are conjo9$ 9 blood1 nei!r ought to less5 t ( love4 ,nay1 :]e true love is1 x _c2 = love t[>ds y ,i c only say ?is1 t ,i feel x bett] ?an ,i c express x3 b love felt & n express$ is little wor?4 ,i !re=e desire to make my love manife/ 9 ! be/ way ,i c4 ,let u look ^u "o ano!r n z bre?r5 only1 b z memb]s ( ! same body :]e( ,*ri/ is ! head4 ,let u !re=e hung] aft] him1 s t our close knot may meet 9 ,*ri/3 if we are 9 ,*ri/1 & ,*ri/ 9 u1 !n we %all be "o ) ea* o!r4 ,y _c compla9 = want ( in/ruction1 ,god ha? n be5 to u a dry wild]ness2 y h _h l9e ^u l9e1 & precept ^u precept3 he ha? plant$ y by ! riv]s ( wat]4 ,x is ! ,"l inde$ :o make? fruitful1 b yet we are n to /& & d no?+4 ,!re is a cr[n wor? look+ =2 seek !re=e1 & t e>ne/ly4 ,oh6 seek by cont9ual pray]1 keep y\r s\l 9 a pray+ frame1 ?is is a great & necess>y duty3 nay1 a high & preci\s privilege4 ,if ?\ can/ say no?+1 come & lay ?yself 9 an humble mann] be=e ! ,"l4 ,y may believe me1 = ,i h exp]i5c$ :at ,i say4 ,!re is m sweetness 9 "o glimpse ( ,god's love1 ?an 9 all t ! _w c af=d4 ,oh6 d b try2 ta/e & see h[ good ! ,"l is4 ,get into a corn] & ?r[ y\rself d[n be=e ! ,"l1 & beg ( ,god to make y s5sible ( y\r lo/ /ate by nature1 & ( ! excell5cy & necessity ( ,*ri/4 ,say1 ,"l give me a brok5 he>t1 s(t5 & melt me4 ,any ?+ 9 ! _w1 s ,i may be enabl$ to value ,*ri/1 & to accept ( him1 z he is t5d]$ 9 ! gospel4 ,o t ,i may be deliv]$ f ! wra? to come6 ,oh6 a bless+ = me1 ev5 = me6 ,& resolve n to be cont5t till ! ,"l h 9 "s measure answ]$ y4 ,my b[els ye>n t[>ds y4 ,oh6 t y did b "k ) :at affection ,i write n[1 & :at pray]s & te>s are m+l$ ) ^! l9es6 ,! ,"l set ^! ?+s home1 & give y an he>t to apply !m6 ,give me leave to deal pla9ly1 = ,i love y\r s\l s well1 t ,i _c be> ! ?\ghts ( ! loss ( x4 ,"k ?is1 t except a man be born aga91 he _c ent] into ! k+dom ( heav52 ,god's fav\r is n to be recov]$ )\t x4 ,?is new bir? ha? its f\ndation laid 9 a s5se ( s91 a godly sorr[ = x1 & a he>t set aga9/ x2 )\t ?is !re c be no salvation4 ,look well ab\t y1 & see into y\rself1 & ?\ wilt see t ?\ art at hell's m\? )\t ?is fir/ /ep1 & no?+ b free-grace & pure m]cy is betwe5 y & ! /ate ( ! devils4 ,! ,"l deliv] u f a secure c>eless he>t6 ,"h y see a natural man's condition4 ,h[ d>e/ ?\ !n lie d[n 9 security4 ,oh6 look ab\t = y\r s\l's sake4 ,rep5tance itself may lose its lab\r1 if x be n 9 ! "r mann]4 ,te>s & groans1 & pray]s w n d )\t ,*ri/4 ,mo/1 :5 !y are conv9c$ ( s91 & are "u fe>s ( hell1 re=m some?+1 & ?us ! w\nd is heal$1 & by ?is ?\s&s fall %ort ( heav54 ,= if we be n br\ght (f f ourselves1 & our righte\sness z well z our s9s1 we are nev] l to be sav$4 ,we mu/ see an absolute ne$ ( ,*ri/1 & give ourselves up to him1 & c\nt all b dung & dross 9 comp>ison ( ,*ri/'s righte\sness4 ,look !re=e = m]cy only 9 ,*ri/1 = 8 sake rely ^u ,god's m]cy4 ,! t]ms ( ! gospel are1 rep5t & believe2 graci\s t]ms6 ,m]cy = fet*+1 nay1 m]cy = desir+1 nay1 = no?+ b receiv+4 ,do/ ?\ desire m]cy & grace8 ,i "k ?\ do/4 ,ev5 ?is is ! gift ( ,god to desire1 hung] aft] ,*ri/2 let desires put y ^u endeav\r1 ! "w itself is sweet3 yea1 rep5tance & m\rn+ itself ha? m sweetness 9 x1 ?an all ! _w's com=ts4 ,^u rep5tance & believ+ comes ju/ification1 aft] ?is sanctification1 by ! _s dwell+ 9 u4 ,by ?is we come to be ! *ildr5 ( ,god1 to be made p>tak]s ( ! div9e nature1 to h a suitabl5ess to ,god40 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,8 great love to pray]4 ,,he 0 mighty 9 pray]1 & 8 _s 0 (t5times s transport$ 9 x t he =got ! weakness ( 8 own body4 ,inde$ ! acqua9tance he _h ) ,god 0 s sweet1 & 8 conv]se ) him s frequ5t1 t :5 he 0 engag$ 9 duty1 he sc>ce knew h[ to leave (f4 ,8 con/ant c\rse = "s ye>s 0 ?is4 ,he pray$ at lea/ ?ree times a day 9 secret1 sometimes sev5 times1 twice a day 9 ! family or college4 ,& he f\nd ! sweetness ( x beyond imag9ation & enjoy$ wond]ful communion ) ,god4 ,he c\ld say by exp]i5ce1 t ! ways ( wisdom 7 ways ( pleasantness1 & all h] pa?s peace4 ,he knew :at x 0 to wre/le ) ,god1 & he c\ld sc>ce come (f 8 knees1 )\t 8 bless+4 ,he 0 us$ to conv]se ) ,god1 ) a holy famili>ity z a fri5d1 & w\ld ^u all occasions run to him = advice1 & _h _m /range & imm$iate answ]s ( pray]4 ,"o ( :i* ,i ?9k x n imp]t95t to give an acc\nt (4 ,8 fa!r ,mr4 ,william ,janeway1 m9i/] ( ,kel%all 9 ,h]t=d%ire1 be+ sick1 & "u d>k appreh5sions z to ! /ate ( 8 s\l1 he w\ld (t5 say to 8 son ,john3 8,oh6 ,son6 ,?is pass+ into et]nity is a great ?+1 ?is dy+ is a solemn bus9ess1 & en\gh to make "o's he>t ake1 t ha? n 8 evid5ces = heav5 cle>4 ,& truly1 son1 ,i am "u no small fe>s1 z to my own e/ate = ano!r _w4 ,oh6 ,t ,god w\ld cle> 8 love6 ,oh6 t ,i c\ld say *e>fully1 ,i c ^u good gr\nds be able to look dea? 9 ! face1 & v5ture ^u et]nity ) well gr\nd$ peace & com=t40 ,see+ 8 fa!r cont9u+ "u despond+s ( _s 7?\gh no ,*ri/ians t knew him b _h a high e/eem ( 8 uprightness7 he got by himself & sp5t sometime 9 wre/l+ ) ,god1 e>ne/ly begg+ t he w\ld spe$ily give him "s tok5 = good1 t he might joyfully & hon\rably leave ?is _w4 ,aft] he 0 ris5 f 8 knees1 he came d[n to 8 fa!r1 & ask$ him1 h[ he felt himself4 ,8 fa!r made no answ] = sometime1 b wept exce$+ly1 7a passion he 0 n subject to7 & cont9u$ = "s consid]able "t weep+1 s t he 0 n able to speak4 ,b at la/ hav+ recov]$ himself1 he bur/ out3 8,o6 ,son6 n[ x is come1 x is come1 x is come3 ,i bless ,god ,i c die2 ! _s ( ,god ha? witness$ ) my _s t ,i am 8 *ild4 ,n[ ,i c look up to ,god z my de> ,fa!r1 & ,*ri/ z my r$eem]2 ,i c n[ say1 ?is is my fri5d1 & ?is is my belov$4 ,my he>t is full1 x is brim full1 ,i c hold no m4 ,i "k n[ :at t s5t5ce means1 ,! peace ( ,god :i* passe? und]/&+2 ,i "k n[ :at t :ite /one is :]e9 a new "n is writt51 :i* none "k b !m t h x1 & t fit ( weep+ :i* y saw me 91 0 f ov]p[]+ love & joy1 s great t ,i c\ld n conta9 myself3 nei!r c ,i express :at glori\s discov]ies ,god ha? made ( himself to me4 ,& _h t joy be5 great]1 ,i "q :e!r x w\ld n h sep>at$ s\l & body4 ,bless ! ,"l ,o my s\l1 & all t is )9 me1 bless 8 holy "n1 t ha? p>don$ all my s9s1 & seal$ ! p>don4 ,he ha? heal$ my w\nds1 & caus$ ! bones :i* he _h brok5 to rejoice4 ,oh6 help me to bless ! ,"l1 he ha? put a new song into my m\?3 n[ ,i c die6 ,x is no?+1 ,i bless ,god ,i c die4 ,i desire to be dissolv$ & to be ) ,*ri/40 ,y may well ?9k 8 son's he>t 0 n a little refre%$ to meet ! mess5g] t he _h s5t to heav5 return$ back s spe$ily4 ,aft] ! dea? ( 8 fa!r1 he did :at he c\ld to supply 8 abs5ce1 do+ ! "p ( a husb&1 son1 & bro!r2 s t he 0 no small com=t to 8 poor "m 9 h] disconsolate /ate1 & all ! re/ ( 8 relations1 t _h any s5se ( ,god ^u _! spirits4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,8 return to ,k+'s-college aft] 8 fa!r's dea? & 8 temptations4 ,,:5 8 fa!r 0 dead he return$ aga9 to ,k+'s-college1 & 0 a memb] ( a society1 :i* began to contrive h[ !y might be/ be s]viceable to ,god & _! g5]ation4 ,_! cu/om 0 frequ5tly to meet toge!r1 to pray & to communicate /udies & exp]i5ces4 ,"s ( ?is company grew cold1 b o!rs liv$ to let ! _w see1 t :at !y did 0 f a vital pr9ciple3 among :om1 ?is "y man 0 none ( ! lea/4 ,"o ( _! designs 0 to engage ! ,juniors1 if possible1 be=e !y 7 ensn>$ by wick$ company1 :5 !y came f s*ool4 ,aft] "s "t1 mo/ ( 8 de> companions 7 transplant$ ei!r into g5tlem5's families or liv+s1 & ,mr4 ,janeway1 be+ "o ( ! y\nge/1 01 = a :ile1 left alone 9 ! ,college4 ,b want+ suitable society1 he fix$ s int5sely ^u 8 /udies1 t he soon gave an incurable w\nd to 8 con/itution4 ,b he _h 8 gloomy days1 & 8 sweets 7 sometimes imbitt]$ ) dreadful & horrid temptations4 ,! devil %ot 8 poison\s arr[s at him3 yet ?r\gh ! capta9 ( 8 salvation1 he came (f m ?an conqu]or4 ,x w\ld make a ,*ri/ian's he>t ev5 ake to he> :at /range temptations he 0 ex]cis$ )4 ,b he 0 well arm$ = su* a conflict1 hav+ ! %ield ( fai?1 :]eby he qu5*$ ! fi]y d>ts ( t wick$ "o3 yet1 ?is fight co/ him ! sweat+ ( 8 body = agonies ( _s2 & te>s & /rong cries to heav54 ,z = himself1 he 0 wont to take an arr[ out ( ,god's quiv]1 & dis*>ge x by fai? & pray]1 = ! discomfiture ( 8 viol5t enemy1 :o at la/ 0 fa9 to fly4 ,^! conflicts ) ,satan1 did n a little help him deal+ ) !m t are afflict$ ) ! l temptations4 ,i ins]t a lett] ( 8 to "o 9 ! l case4 890 replac$ ) 8him0 p] ,errata ,de> ,fri5d1 #8,y say t y are tr\bl$ ) blasphem\s ?\ghts3 s !n1 ?\gh !y are blasphem\s1 yet !y are y\r tr\ble2 & nei!r s5t =1 nor welcome4 ,:at !n %all we ?9k ( !m8 ,if !y 7 y\r own production1 y\r he>t w\ld be delight$ 9 its own issue1 b x is no?+ less4 ,!y are ! injections ( t wick$ "o1 :o is ! accus] ( ! bre?r51 & ! di/urb] ( ! peace ( ! p ( ,god4 ,b ,satan uses only to employ ^? weapons aga9/ ^? he is 9 fe> ( los+8 ,he is n wont to assault & fight aga9/ 8 fri5ds 9 ?is mann]4 ,^? t he ha? fa/1 he leads on z s(tly & quietly z he c2 fe>+ le/ !y %\ld awake1 & see _! dang]3 b ^? t h 9 "s measure escap$ 8 sn>es1 he foll[s h>d1 ) all ! disc\ragem5ts he c4 ,^! ?+s are no o!r b a bitt] reli% ( ^? ?+s1 :i* y "k to be bitt] aft] y h ta/$ h[ good ! ,"l is4 ,:at !n %all ,i call ^! motions ( y\r m9d8 ,!y are ! s\l's loa?+ ! morsels :i* ,satan w\ld h x swall[3 b y w say1 if ^! horrible ?\ghts be n y\r s91 yet !y are y\r mis]y4 ,& y w ask1 ,h[ %all ,i get free f !m8 ,fir/1 ,see t y possess y\r s\l 9 pati5ce3 "k t ,god ha? an ov]-rul+ h& 9 all ?is3 & wait ^u him1 = he c & w br+ good out ( all ?is evil4 ,at pres5t y see no light3 yet1 ,tru/ 9 ! ,"l1 & /ay y\rself ^u y\r ,god4 ,c ,*ri/ =get ! pur*ase ( 8 own blood8 ,c a "m =get h] suck+ *ild8 ,yet1 ,god _c =get 84 ,god ha? graci\s int5ts 9 all ?is1 & 8 b[els ye>n t[>ds y4 ,yea1 our ,savi\r suff]s ) u1 ?r\gh 8 ard5t love by sympa?y1 z well z he ha? suff]$ = u4 ,& y "k he ha? all p[] 9 8 h&4 ,?is p[] is made y\rs ?r\gh ! pray] ( fai?3 b = y\r own "w1 d ?is4 #8,fir/1 ,let n su* ?\ghts h any "t ( abode 9 y\r m9d1 b turn !m out ) all ! abhorr5ce y c3 yet n ) s mu* tr\ble & di/urbance ( m9d z ,i believe y d4 ,= by ?is ! devil is pleas$ & makes y y\r own torm5tor4 #8,secondly1 ,always div]t y\r ?\ghts to "s good ?+1 & let ^? v injections be ! occasion ( spiritual m$itation4 ,?9k ! q contr>y1 or fall a pray+ ) e>ne/ness2 & ! devil w be we>y if he f9ds 8 designs ?us brok51 & t ^? sp>ks ( hell 7:i* he /ruck into ! s\l to k9dle corruption17 set fai? & pray] a work+4 #8,?irdly1 ,consid] t ?is is no new ?+2 if any s\l ha? escap$ out ( d>kness1 if he w h heav51 he %all h x ) z mu* tr\ble1 z ! devil c lay on2 b1 bless$ be ,god1 he _c pluck u out ( ^! almighty arms4' ,8 love to ,*ri/ & s\ls1 made him v desir\s to sp5d1 & be sp5t 9 ! "w ( ! m9i/ry4 ,accord+ly he compli$ ) ! fir/ cle> call to prea* ! ev]la/+ gospel4 ,& ?\gh he 0 b two & tw5ty ye>s old1 yet he came to t "w l "o t und]/ood :at prea*+ 04 ,he 0 a workman t ne$$ n be a%am$1 t 0 ?or\ghly furni%$ = e good ^w & "w2 "o t hat$ s9 ) a p]fect hatr$1 & lov$ hol9ess ) all 8 s\l2 "o t knew ! t]rors ( ! ,"l1 & h[ to besee* s9n]s 9 ,*ri/'s /ead to be reconcil$ unto ,god3 "o1 9 :om le>n+ & hol9ess did z x 7 /rive :i* c\ld excel4 ,he nev] prea*$ publicly b twice2 b he came to x1 z if he _h be5 us$ to x =ty ye>s2 deliv]+ ! ^w ( ,god ) t p[] & maje/y1 ) t t5d]ness & compassion1 ) t read9ess & fre$om1 t x made 8 he>]s amaz$4 ,he spoke no?+ to o!rs b :at 0 ! language ( 8 he>t1 & ! fruit ( great exp]i5ce1 & :i* "o might easily p]ceive _h no small impression fir/ ^u 8 own _s4 ,8 fir/ & la/ s]mons 7 ^u communion ) ,god1 out ( ,job xxii4 #ba4 ,a subject t few ,*ri/ians "u heav5 7 bett] able to manage ?an himself3 = he did = "s "t ma9ta9 su* an intimate famili>ity ) ,god1 t he seem$ to conv]se ) him z a fri5d ) ano!r4 ,?is he began :il/ he 0 "h3 b ! p]fect+ 8 acqua9tance ) ,god1 0 a "w = ano!r _w4 ,he kept an exact wat* ov] 8 ?\ghts1 words & actions1 & made a review ( all1 at lea/ once a day4 ,he kept a di>y1 9 :i* he set d[n e ev5+ :at ! frame ( 8 _s _h be5 all ! day1 especially 9 e duty4 ,he took notice :at pr(it he receiv$2 :at returns f t f> c\ntry2 :at answ]s ( pray]1 :at deadness & flatness1 & :at obs]vable provid5ces4 ,he set d[n ! sub/ance ( :at he _h be5 do+3 & any w&]+s ( ?\ghts1 or passion4 ,x _c be conceiv$ by !m :o d n practise ?is1 to :at a good acc\nt x turn$4 ,?is made him reta9 a grateful remembrance ( m]cy1 & live 9 a con/ant ador+ ( div9e goodness2 ?is br\ght him to a v intimate acqua9tance ) 8 own he>t2 kept 8 _s l[1 & fitt$ him = free communications f ,god2 ?is made him m lively & active2 help$ him to walk humbly ) ,god2 & made him speak m affectionately & exp]im5tally to o!rs ( ! ?+s ( ,god4 ,9 a ^w1 ?is left a sweet calm ^u 8 spirits1 because he e night made ev5 8 acc\nts2 & if 8 %eets %\ld prove 8 w9d+-%eet1 x _h be5 all "o2 = 8 "w 0 done2 s t dea? c\ld n surprize him4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,an acc\nt ( ! latt] "p ( 8 life4 ,,= ! latt] "p ( 8 life1 he liv$ l a man t 0 q we>y ( ! _w1 & t look$ ^u himself z a /rang] "h1 & liv$ 9 ! con/ant sight ( a bett]4 ,he pla9ly decl>$ himself b a pilgrim t look$ = a bett] c\ntry1 a city t _h f\ndations1 ^: build] & mak] 0 ,god4 ,8 habit1 8 language1 8 deportm5t1 all spoke him "o ( ano!r _w4 ,8 m$itations 7 s int5se1 long1 & frequ5t1 t !y rip5$ him apace = heav54 ,few atta9 to su* a holy contempt ( ! _w1 & to su* a cle>1 joyful con/ant appreh5sion ( ! _w t is to come4 ,he made x 8 :ole bus9ess to gr[ into an humble famili>ity ) ,god1 & to ma9ta9 x4 ,& if by reason ( company1 or any necess>y bus9ess1 ?is 0 9 any measure int]rupt$1 he w\ld compla9 l "o out ( 8 elem5t1 till 8 _s 0 recov]$ into a delightful1 unmix$1 free int]c\rse ) ,god4 ,he 0 nev] s well satisfi$1 z :5 he 0 m imm$iately engag$ 9 :at br\ght him ne>] to ,god2 & by ?is he con/antly enjoy$ ^? com=ts1 :i* o!rs r>ely meet )4 ,8 graces & exp]i5ces t[>d 8 end grew to a/oni%m5t4 ,he 0 (t br\ght into ! banquet+-h\se1 & !re ,*ri/'s bann] ov] him 0 love4 ,8 eyes beheld ! k+ 9 8 beauty3 he _h frequ5t visions ( glory1 & lay 9 ! bosom ( 8 ma/]4 ,he 0 ev5 sick ( love1 & c\ld say to ! _w1 ,o ta/e & see6 ,& to ,*ri/ians1 ,come & ,i w tell y :at ,god ha? done = my s\l4 ,o :at d ,*ri/ians mean t !y d no m to get _! s5ses spiritually ex]cis$8 ,little d p ?9k :at !y slight1 :5 !y are =mal 9 secret duties1 & :5 !y neglect t great duty ( m$itation4 ,did !y b "k ! ?\s&? "p ( t sweetness t is 9 ,*ri/1 !y c\ld n *oose b foll[ him h>d2 !y w\ld run & n be we>y2 & walk & n be fa9t4 ,9 ! mid/ ( all worldly com=ts he long$ = dea?2 & ! ?\ghts ( ! day ( judgm5t made all 8 enjoym5ts sweet]4 ,o1 h[ did he long = ! com+ ( ,*ri/6 ,:il/ "s h be5 disc\rs+ by him ( t great & t]rible day ( ! ,"l1 he w\ld smile1 & humbly express 8 delight 9 ! =e?\ght ( its approa*4 ,i rememb] once1 "o _h =etold t doomsday %\ld be ^u su* a day3 al?\gh he blam$ _! d>+ folly1 yet grant+ _! suspicion to be true1 he said1 :at if ! day ( judgm5t 7 to come1 z x c]ta9ly w come %ortly8 ,if ,i 7 sure x 7 to beg9 )9 an h\r1 ,i %\ld be glad ) all my he>t4 ,if at ?is in/ant ,i %\ld he> su* ?und]+s1 & see su* lightn+s1 z ,israel did at m\nt ,s9ai1 my v he>t w\ld leap = joy4 ,?r\gh inf9ite m]cy1 ! v m$itation ( t day ravi%es my s\l1 & ! ?\ght ( ! ne>ness ( x is m refre%+ ?an ! com=ts ( ! :ole _w4 ,surely no?+ c m revive my spirits ?an to behold ! bless$ ,jesus1 ! joy1 & life ( my s\l4 ,w\ld x n m rejoice me ?an ,joseph's waggons did old ,jacob8 ,i lately dream$ t ! day ( judgm5t 0 come4 ,me?\ght ,i he>d t]rible cracks ( ?und]1 & saw dreadful lightn+s2 ! f\ndations ( ! e>? %ook1 & ! heav5s 7 roll$ toge!r z a g>m5t2 me?\ght ,i saw ! graves op5$1 & ! e>? & sea giv+ up _! dead2 ,i saw millions ( angels1 & ,*ri/ com+ 9 cl\ds4 ,i beheld ! ,anci5t ( ,days sitt+ ^u 8 ?rone1 & all o!r ?rones ca/ d[n4 ,i beheld him ^: g>m5ts 7 :ite z sn[1 & ! hair ( 8 head l pure wool3 ,8 ?rone 0 l ! fi]y flame1 & 8 :eels z burn+ fire2 t5 ?\s& times t5 ?\s& /ood be=e him2 & ! judgm5t 0 set & ! books 7 op5$4 ,oh ) :at an extasy ( joy 0 ,i surpriz$6 ,x 0 ! mo/ he>t-rais+ sight t ev] my eyes beheld3 ,i cri$ out1 ,i h wait$ = ?y salvation ,o ,god2 & m\nt$ into ! air1 to meet my ,"l4 ,?is 0 ! condition ( ,mr4 ,janeway = ab\t ?ree ye>s be=e he di$4 ,he _h "s cl\ds2 b he usually walk$ 9 a sweet1 ev51 humble s]5ity ( _s2 hav+ 8 he>t fix$ ^u t rock t nei!r waves nor w9ds c\ld %ake4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,8 la/ sickness & dea?4 ,,he n[ fell into a deep consumption2 b1 ?is mess5g] ( ,god did n 9 ! lea/ damp him4 ,spitt+ ( blood1 0 no gha/ly ?+ to "o :o _h 8 eye ^u ! blood ( ,jesus2 fa9t sweats did n daunt him t _h always su* reviv+ cordials at h&4 ,x 0 matt] ( joy to him1 t he 0 n[ 9 hopes ( hav+ 8 e>ne/ desires satisfi$4 ,aft] he _h be5 a :ile sick1 a hidd5 dimness seiz$ ^u 8 eyes3 by & by 8 sight q fail$2 & !re 0 su* a visible alt]ation 9 him1 t he & o!rs judg$ ^! ?+s to be ! symptoms ( dea? approa*+4 ,b :5 he 0 ?us tak5 he 0 n 9 ! lea/ surpriz$2 b 0 lift$ up ) joy to ?9k :at a life he 0 go+ to1 look+ ^u dea? itself z "o ( 8 fa!rs s]vants1 & 8 fri5d1 t 0 s5t z a mess5g] to conduct him safely to 8 glori\s palace4 ,b x pleas$ ! ,"l to raise him aga9 a little out ( 8 fa9t+ fit1 = 8 ,ma/] _h yet m "w = him to d4 ,al?\gh 8 outw>d man decay$ apace1 yet he 0 r5ew$ 9 ! inw>d man day by day3 8 graces 7 nev] m active1 & 8 exp]i5ce nev] great]4 ,:5 "o w\ld h ?\ght1 x _h be5 en\gh = him to grapple ) 8 pa9s1 he q =got 8 weakness3 & 0 s swall[$ up ( ! life to come1 t he _h sc>ce leisure to ?9k ( 8 sickness4 ,= sev]al weeks toge!r1 ,i nev] he>d ! lea/ ^w t sav\r$ ( any compla9t or we>9ess "u ! h& ( ,god4 ,n[ 0 ! "t :5 "o might h se5 heav5 & ! glory ( ano!r _w realiz$ to s5se4 ,8 fai? grew exce$+ly1 & 8 love 0 proportionable1 & 8 joys 7 equal to bo?4 ,x 0 a v heav5 ^u e>?1 to he> & see a man admir+ ,god at su* a rate4 ,^? t did n see1 _c well conceive1 :at a sweet frame he 0 91 = at lea/ six weeks be=e he di$4 ,8 s\l 0 almo/ always fill$ ) ^? joys unspeakable & full ( glory4 ,h[ (t w\ld he cry out1 8,oh1 t ,i c\ld let y "k :at ,i n[ feel6 ,oh1 t ,i c\ld %ew y :at ,i see6 ,oh t ,i c\ld express ! ?\s&? "p ( t sweetness t ,i f9d 9 ,*ri/6 ,y w\ld all ?9k x well wor? ! :ile to make x y\r bus9ess to be religi\s4 ,oh my de> fri5ds1 we little ?9k :at ,*ri/ is wor? ^u a dea? b$4 ,i w\ld n = a _w1 nay = millions ( worlds1 be n[ )\t ,*ri/1 & a p>don4 ,i w\ld n = a _w be to live any long]3 ! v ?\ghts ( a possibility ( recov]y1 make me tremble40 ,:5 "o came to visit him1 & told him1 t he hop$ x might please ,god to raise him aga94 ,& d y ?9k to please me 7said he7 by su* disc\rse z ?is8 ,no1 fri5d1 y are mu* mi/ak5 if y ?9k t ! ?\ghts ( life & heal? are pleas+ to me4 ,! _w ha? q lo/ its excell5cy 9 my judgm5t4 ,h[ poor a ?+ is x 9 all its glory comp>$ ) t _w :i* ,i n[ live 9 ! sight (6 ,& z = life1 ,*ri/ is my life1 heal?1 & /r5g?2 & ,i "k1 ,i %all h ano!r k9d ( life1 :5 ,i leave ?is4 ,i tell y x w\ld incomp>ably m please me1 if y %\ld say to me1 8be=e to-morr[ y w be 9 et]nity40 ,i s long to be ) ,*ri/1 t ,i c\ld be cont5t$ to be cut 9 pieces1 s ,i might b die & be ) him4 ,oh h[ sweet is ,jesus6 ,come ,"l ,jesus1 come quickly4 ,dea? d ?y wor/6 ,dea? ha? lo/ x t]ribl5ess4 ,dea?1 x is no?+1 ,i say1 dea? is no?+ 7?r\gh grace7 to me4 ,i c z easily die z %ut my eyes1 to turn my head & sleep3 ,i long to be ) ,*ri/2 ,i long to die6 ,8 "m & bre?r5 /&+ by him he said2 8,de> "m1 ,i besee* y1 t y w\ld *e>fully give me up to ,*ri/2 d n h9d] me1 n[ ,i am go+ to re/ 9 glory4 ,i am afraid ( y\r pray]s1 le/ !y pull "o way1 & m9e ano!r40 ,& !n turn+ to 8 bre?r51 he said1 8,i *>ge y d n pray = my life2 y d me wrong if y d4 ,oh t glory1 ! unspeakable glory t ,i behold6 ,my he>t is full1 my he>t is full4 ,*ri/ smiles1 & ,i _c *use b smile3 c y f9d 9 y\r he>t to /op me1 :o am n[ go+ to ! compleat & et]nal enjoym5t ( ,*ri/8 ,w\ld y keep me f my cr[n8 ,! arms ( my bless$ ,savi\r are op5 to embrace me2 ! angels /& ready to c>ry my s\l into 8 bosom4 ,oh1 did y b see :at ,i see1 y w\ld all cry out ) me1 h[ long1 de> ,"l2 come1 ,"l ,jesus1 come quickly6 oh1 :y are 8 *>iot-:eels s long a com+60 ,a m9i/] came (t5 to him1 & disc\rs$ ) him ( ! excell5cy ( ,*ri/1 & ! glory ( ! invisible _w4 ,sir1 said he1 ,i feel some?+ ( x2 my he>t is z full z x c hold 9 ?is l[] /ate2 ,i c hold no m "h4 ,oh t ,i c\ld let y "k :at ,i feel6 ,?is holy m9i/] pray+ ) him1 8 s\l 0 ravi%$ ) ! abundant incomes ( light1 life1 & love2 s t he c\ld sc>ce be> ! ?\ght ( /ay+ long] 9 ! _w1 b long$ to be 9 su* a condition1 :]e9 he %\ld be bett] able to be> t weight ( glory2 "s manife/ations :]e( did almo/ s9k 8 weak body4 ,inde$ _h he n be5 su/a9$ by a great p[]1 8 v joys w\ld h ov]:elm$ him4 ,:ile he 0 9 ^! extasies ( joy & love1 he 0 wont to cry out3 #8,:o am ,i1 ,"l1 :o am ,i1 t ?\ %\ld/ be m9dful ( me6 ,:y me1 ,"l1 :y me6 ,oh1 :at %all ,i say unto !e1 ?\ pres]v] ( m56 ,oh :y me1 ,"l1 :y me6 ,if ?\ wilt look ^u su* a poor worm1 :o c h9d]6 ,:o w\ld n love !e6 ,oh bless$ ,fa!r8 ,h[ sweet & graci\s ha/ ?\ be5 unto me6' 99#8,/& a/oni%$1 ye heav5s1 & wond]1 ,o ye angels1 at 8 inf9ite grace6 ,0 ev] any "u heav5 m behold+ to free grace ?an ,i8 ,do? ,god use to d ?us ) 8 creatures8 ,admire him = ev] & ev]1 ,oh ye r$eem$ ones6 ,oh ^? joys1 ! ta/e ( :i* ,i h6 ,! ev]la/+ joys1 :i* are at 8 "r h& = ev]more6 ,et]nity1 et]nity itself is too %ort to praise ?is ,god 94 ,o bless ! ,"l ) me1 come let u %\t = joy1 & boa/ 9 ! ,god ( our salvation4 ,oh1 help me to praise ! ,"l1 = 8 m]cy endure? = ev]4' ,"o ( 8 bre?r5 7t _h =m]ly be5 wr\ght ^u by 8 holy exhortations7 pray+ ) him1 & see+ him 7z he appreh5d$7 ne> 8 dissolution1 desir$ t ! ,"l w\ld be pleas$ to cont9ue ^? a/oni%+ com=ts to ! la/ mom5t1 t he might g f "o heav5 to ano!r2 & :5 8 "w 0 done "h1 might h an easy & triumphant passage to re/4 ,mean "t he talk$ z if he _h be5 9 ! ?ird heav51 & broke out3 #8,oh1 he is come6 ,he is come6 ,o h[ sweet6 ,h[ glori\s is ! bless$ ,jesus6 ,:at %all ,i d to speak ! ?\s&? "p ( 8 praises6 ,oh = words1 to set out a little ( t excell5cy6 ,b x is inexpressible6 ,oh h[ excell5t1 glori\s & lovely is ! preci\s ,jesus6 ,he is sweet1 he is altoge!r lovely6 ,& n[ ,i am sick ( love1 he ha? ravi%$ my s\l ) 8 beauty6 ,i %all die sick ( love6 #8,oh my fri5ds1 /& by & wond]1 come look ^u a dy+ man1 & wond]2 ,i _c myself b /& & wond]6 ,0 !re ev] a great] k9dness2 0 !re ev] s5sibl] manife/ations ( ri* grace6 ,oh1 :y me6 ,"l1 :y me6 ,sure ?is is ak9 to heav51 & if ,i 7 nev] to enjoy any m ?an ?is3 x 7 well wor? all ! torm5ts t m5 & devils c\ld inv5t1 to come ?r\gh ev5 hell to su* transc5d5t joys4 ,if ?is be dy+1 let no true ,*ri/ian ev] be afraid ( dy+4 ,oh dea? is sweet to me4 ,?is b$ is s(t4 ,*ri/'s arms & kisses1 8 smiles & visits1 w\ld turn hell into heav54 ,oh t y did b see & feel :at ,i d6 ,come & behold a dy+ man1 m *e>ful ?an ev] y saw an heal?ful man 9 ! mid/ ( 8 sweete/ enjoym5ts4 ,oh ,sirs1 worldly pleasures are poor1 sorry ?+s1 comp>$ ) "o glimpse ( ?is glory1 :i* %9es 9 s /rongly into my s\l6 ,oh :y %\ld any ( y be s sad1 :5 ,i am glad3 ?is1 ?is is ! h\r t ,i h wait$ =6' ,ab\t eight & =ty h\rs be=e 8 dea?1 8 eyes 7 dim1 & 8 sight fail$2 8 jaws %ook & trembl$1 & 8 feet 7 cold1 & all ! symptoms ( dea? 7 ^u him4 ,8 extreme p>ts 7 already dead1 & yet1 8 joys 7 7if possible7 great] /ill4 ,he seem$ to be 9 "o cont9u$ act ( s]aphic love & praise4 ,he spake l "o t 0 j entr+ into ! gates ( ! new ,j]usalem3 ! greate/ "p ( him 0 n[ 9 heav52 n a ^w dropt f 8 m\? b x brea!d ,*ri/ & heav54 ,!n he w\ld give in/ructions to !m t came to see him4 ,he 0 sc>ce ev] sil5t1 because ! love ( ,*ri/ & s\ls con/ra9$ him4 ,!re 0 s mu* "w done = ,*ri/ 9 8 la/ h\rs1 t he did z mu* 9 "o h\r z "s d 9 a ye>4 ,e p]son _h a fai?ful affectionate w>n+4 ,& t good m9i/]1 t 0 s mu* ) him1 us$ ?is z an argum5t to p]suade him to be will+ to live a little long]1 8,god ha? some?+ = !e to d t is yet undone2 "s ^w ( exhortation to "s poor s\l1 t y h =got40 ,he 0 wont e ev5+ to take 8 leave ( 8 fri5ds1 hop+ n to see !m till ! morn+ ( ! resurrection2 & he desir$ t !y w\ld make sure ( a com=table meet+ at our ,fa!r's h\se 9 t o!r _w4 ,:5 ,m9i/]s or ,*ri/ians came to him1 he w\ld beg ( !m to sp5d all ! "t !y _h ) him 9 praise4 #8,o help me to praise ,god1 ,i h no?+ to d f ?is "t to et]nity1 b to praise & love ,god4 ,i h :at my s\l desires ^u e>?2 ,i _c tell :at to pray =1 b :at ,i h graci\sly giv54' ,! wants t are capable ( supply+ 9 ?is _w1 are suppli$4 ,i want b "o ?+1 & t is1 a spe$y lift to heav54 ,i expect no m "h1 ,i c't desire m1 ,i c't he> m4 ,oh praise1 praise1 praise t inf9ite b\ndless love t ha?1 to a wond]1 look$ ^u my s\l4 #8,help me1 ,o my fri5ds1 to praise & admire him t ha? done su* a/oni%+ wond]s = my s\l3 he ha? p>don$ all my s9s1 he ha? fill$ me ) 8 goodness2 he ha? giv5 me grace & glory1 & no good ?+ ha? he )held f me4 #8,come1 help me ) praises1 all are too little3 come1 help me1 ,oh ye glori\s & mighty angels1 :o are s well skill$ 9 ?is heav5ly "w4 ,praise him1 all ye creatures ^u e>?1 let e ?+ t ha? be+1 help me to praise him1 hallelujah1 hallelujah1 hallelujah3 praise is n[ my "w1 & ,i %all be engag$ 9 t sweet employm5t = ev]4 ,br+ ! bible1 turn to ,david's psalms1 & let u s+ a psalm ( praise3 come let u lift up our voice 9 ! praise ( ! ,mo/ ,high2 ,i ) y z long z my brea? do? la/1 & :5 ,i h none1 ,i %all d x bett]4' ,!n turn+ to "s ( 8 fri5ds t 7 weep+1 he desir$ !m r to rejoice ?an weep4 ,x may seem a wond]1 he c\ld speak s mu* z he did :5 he 0 s weak2 b ! joy ( ! ,"l /r5g!n$ him4 ,he comm5d$ ! /udy ( ! promises to believ]s1 & desir$ t !y w\ld be sure to make good _! claim to !m1 & !n !y might come to ! wells ( consolation & dr9k !re( _! fill4 ,accord+ to 8 desire mo/ ( ! "t t 0 sp5t ) him1 0 sp5t 9 praise2 & he w\ld be /ill call+ out1 m praise /ill4 #8,o help me to praise him2 ,i h n[ no?+ else to d2 ,i h done ) pray] & all o!r ord9ances2 ,i h almo/ done conv]s+ ) mortals4 ,i %all pres5tly be behold+ ,*ri/ himself1 t di$ = me1 & lov$ me1 & wa%$ me 9 8 blood4 #8,i %all1 be=e a few h\rs are ov]1 be 9 et]nity1 s++ ! song ( ,moses1 & ( ! ,lamb4 ,i %all pres5tly /& ^u m\nt ,zion1 ) an innum]able company ( angels1 & ! spirits ( ! j made p]fect1 & ,jesus ! m$iator ( ! new cov5ant4 ,i %all he> ! voice ( mu* p1 & be "o among/ !m1 :i* %all say1 hallelujah1 salvation1 glory1 hon\r1 & p[] unto ! ,"l our ,god2 & aga91 we %all say1 hallelujah4 ,yet a v little :ile1 & ,i %all s+ unto ! ,lamb1 say+1 wor?y1 art ?\ to receive praise :o w]t sla91 & ha/ r$eem$ u to ,god by ?y blood1 out ( e k9dr$1 & tongue1 & p1 & nation1 & ha/ made u unto our ,god1 k+s1 & prie/s1 & we %all reign ) !e = ev] & ev]4 #8,me?9ks1 ,i /&1 z x 71 ) "o foot 9 heav51 & ! o!r ^u e>?4 ,me?9ks ,i he> ! melody ( heav51 & see ! angels wait+ to c>ry my s\l to ! bosom ( ,jesus1 ,i %all be = ev] ) ! ,"l 9 glory4 ,& :o c *use b rejoice 9 all ?is8' ,! day be=e 8 dea?1 he look$ e>ne/ly on 8 bro!r ,james1 :o /ood by him v sad2 ( :om he judg$1 t he 0 putt+ up "s ejaculation to ,god ^u 8 acc\nt3 ,i ?ank !e1 my de> bro!r1 = ?y love1 said he1 ?\ art n[ pray+ = me2 & ,i "k ?\ ha/ lov$ me de>ly3 b ,*ri/ lov$ me t5 ?\s& times m ?an ?\ do/2 come & kiss me de> bro!r1 be=e ,i die4 ,& s ) 8 cold1 dy+ lips he kiss$ him1 & said1 ,i %all g be=e1 & ,i hope ?\ %alt foll[ aft] to glory4 ,?\gh he 0 almo/ always prais+ ,god1 & exhort+ !m t 7 ab\t him to m9d _! ev]la/+ conc]ns1 & ?\gh he slept b v little = "s nights1 yet he 0 n 9 ! lea/ impair$ 9 8 intellectuals1 b 8 actions 7 all dec5t & becom+1 & 8 disc\rse rational1 solid1 div9e4 ,& s he cont9u$ to ! la/ m9ute4 ,a few h\rs be=e 8 dea? he call$ all 8 relations toge!r1 t he might give !m "o solemn w>n+ m2 & bless !m1 & pray = !m z 8 brea? & /r5g? w\ld give him leave3 :i* he did ) abundance ( au?ority1 affection & spirituality4 ,fir/1 he ?ank$ 8 de> "m = h] t5d] love to him1 & desir$ t %e might be 9 travail to see ,*ri/ =m$ 9 ! s\ls ( ! re/ ( h] *ildr51 & might see ( ! travail ( h] s\l1 & meet !m ) joy 9 t great day4 ,!n he *>g$ all 8 bre?r5 & si/]s z !y w\ld answ] x be=e ,god1 to c>ry x dutiful to _! de> "m4 ,& = 8 elde/ bro!r ,william 7at ^: h\se he lay sick7 8 pray] 0 t he might be swall[$ up ( ,*ri/ & love to s\ls2 & be m & m exempl>y 9 8 life & successful 9 8 m9i/ry4 ,8 next bro!r's "n 0 ,&rew1 a citiz5 ( ,london1 :o 0 ) him sometimes2 b 78 necess>y bus9ess call+ him away7 he c\ld n !n be by4 ,yet he 0 n =got1 b he 0 ?us bless$1 ,! ,god ( heav5 rememb] my poor bro!r at ,london2 ! ,"l make him truly ri* 9 giv+ him ! pe>l ( great price1 & make him a fell[ citiz5 ) ! sa9ts1 & ( ! h\%old ( ,god2 ! ,"l deliv] him f ! s9s ( t city2 may ! _w be kept out ( 8 he>t4 ,oh t he may be z 8 "n is1 a /rong man1 & t ,i may meet him ) y4 ,!n he call$ 8 next bro!r ^: "n 0 ,james 7:om ,god _h made him a spiritual fa!r to7 & said bro!r ,james1 ,i hope ! ,"l ha? giv5 !e a goodly h]itage2 ! l9es are fall5 to !e 9 pleasant places3 ! ,"l is ?y portion4 ,i hope ! ,"l ha? %ew$ !e ! wor? ( ,*ri/4 ,hold on1 de> bro!r2 ,*ri/1 heav5 & glory1 are wor? /riv+ =2 ! ,"l give !e m abundance ( 8 grace4 ,!n 8 next bro!r ,abraham 0 call$1 to :om he spake to ?is purpose1 ! bless+ ( ! ,god ( ,abraham re/ ^u !e1 ! ,"l make !e a fa!r ( _m spiritual *ildr54 ,8 fif? bro!r 0 ,joseph1 :om he bless$ 9 ?is mann]2 ,let him bless !e1 ,oh ,joseph1 t bless$ him t 0 sep>at$ f 8 bre?r54 ,o t 8 ev]la/+ arms may take hold on !e6 ,x is en\gh1 if yet ?\ maye/ live 9 8 sight4 ,my he>t ha? be5 work+ t[>d !e poor ,joseph2 & ,i am n )\t hopes1 t ! arms ( ! ,almighty w embrace !e4 ,! ,god ( ?y fa!r bless !e ) ! bless+ ( heav5 above4 ,! next 0 8 si/] ,m>y1 to :om he spoke ?us1 poor si/] ,m>y1 ?y body is weak & ?y days w be fill$ ) bitt]ness2 ?y "n is ,m>ah2 ! ,"l sweet5 all ) 8 grace & peace1 & give !e heal? 9 ?y s\l4 ,be pati5t1 make sure ( ,*ri/1 & all is well4 8he0 replac$ ) 8be0 ,!n 8 o!r si/] ^: "n 0 ,s>ah 0 call$2 :om he ?us bless$1 ,si/] ,s>ah1 ?y body is /rong & heal?ful3 ,oh t ?y s\l may be s too6 ,! ,"l make !e fir/ a wise virg91 & !n a "m 9 ,israel2 a patt]n ( mode/y1 humility1 & hol9ess4 ,!n ano!r bro!r1 ,jacob 0 call$1 :om he bless$ aft] ?is mann]2 ,! ,"l make !e an ,israelite inde$1 9 :om !re is no guile6 ,oh t ?\ maye/ le>n to wre/le ) ,god1 & l a pr9ce maye/ prevail1 & n g )\t a bless+4 ,!n he pray$ = 8 y\nge/ bro!r ,b5jam91 :o 0 !n b an infant2 ,poor little ,b5jam91 ,o t ! ,fa!r ( ! fa!rless1 w\ld take c>e ( ! poor *ild1 t ?\1 :i* nev] sawe/ ?y fa!r ^u e>?1 maye/ see him ) joy 9 heav52 ,! ,"l be ?y ,fa!r1 & portion3 maye/ ?\ prove ! son ( ?y "m's "r h&1 & ! joy ( h] age4 #8,o t none ( u all may be f\nd among/ ! unconv]t$ 9 ! day ( judgm5t6 ,oh t e "o ( u may appe> 7) our hon\r$ fa!r & de> "m7 be=e ,*ri/ ) joy1 t !y may say1 ,"l1 "h are we1 & ! *ildr5 :i* ?\ ha/ giv5 u4 ,oh t we may live to ,god "h1 & live ) him h]eaft]4' 8,& n[ my de> "m1 bre?r5 & si/]s1 f>ewell2 ,i leave y = a:ile & ,i comm5d y to ,god1 & to ! ^w ( 8 grace1 :i* is able to build y up1 & to give y an inh]itance among all !m t are sanctifi$40 8,& n[ de> ,"l1 my "w is done4 ,i h f9i%$ my c\rse1 ,i h f\ght ! good fight2 & h5ce=? !re rema9e? = me a cr[n ( righte\sness6 ,n[ come1 de> ,"l ,jesus1 come quickly40 ,!n ! m9i/] came to give him 8 la/ visit1 & to d ! (fice ( an inf]ior angel1 to help to convey 8 bless$ s\l to glory4 ,:5 ! m9i/] spake to him1 8 he>t 0 9 a flame ( love1 & joy1 :i* drew te>s ( joy f him1 to he> a man j dy+1 talk z if he came f ! imm$iate pres5ce ( ,god4 ,"o might h read grace & glory 9 8 c\nt5ance4 ,oh ! praise1 ! triumphant praises t he put up6 ,& e "o mu/ speak praise ab\t him1 or else !y made a j> 9 8 h>mony4 8(0 replac$ ) 8if0 p] ,errata ,& inde$ mo/ did1 z well z !y c\ld1 help him 9 praise4 ,s t ,i nev] he>d1 or knew m praise giv5 to ,god 9 "o room1 ?an 9 8 *amb]4 ,a little be=e he di$1 9 ! pray] or r praises1 he 0 s wrapp$ up ) admiration & joy1 t he c\ld sc>ce =be> %\t+ = joy4 ,9 ! conclusion ( ! duty1 ) abundance ( fai? & f]v5cy1 he said al\d1 ,am51 ,am54 ,& n[ 8 desires %all soon be satisfi$2 dea? comes apace to d 8 (fice2 8 jaws are loos5$ m & m1 8 h&s & feet are cold z clay1 & a cold sweat is ^u him3 b1 oh h[ glad 0 he :5 he felt 8 _s j a go+6 nev] 0 dea? m welcome to any mortal4 ,?\gh ! pangs ( dea? 7 /rong1 yet t f> m exce$+ weight ( glory1 made him endure bitt] pa9s ) mu* pati5ce & c\rage4 ,9 ! extremity ( 8 pa9s1 he desir$ 8 elde/ bro!r to take away "o pill[ f him t he might die ) m ease3 ,8 bro!r repli$1 t he dur/ n = a _w1 d any ?+ t might ha/5 8 dea? a mom5t4 ,!n he 0 well satisfi$1 & sweetly resign$ himself up :olly to ,god's disposal3 & aft] a few m9utes1 he gave himself a little turn on "o side1 & dep>t$ to ! ,"l4 ,oh t all ! relations :i* ?\ ha/ left beh9d !e1 may live ?y life1 & die ?y dea?1 & live ) ,*ri/ & !e1 = ev] & ev]4 ,am51 ,am54 ,he di$ ,june1 #afeg1 ag$ #bcbd1 & 0 buri$ 9 ,kel%all ,*ur* 9 ,h]t=d%ire4 ,an ,,extract ( ! ,,life ,,& ,,dea? ,,( ,mr4 ,,?omas ,,haliburton4 ,! ,,preface4 #a4 8,,! k+dom ( ,god10 sai? our bless$ ,"l1 8is )9 y40 ,x is no outw>d1 no di/ant ?+3 8b a well ( liv+ wat]0 9 ! s\l1 8spr++ up into ev]la/+ life40 ,x is 8righte\sness & peace1 & joy 9 ! ,holy ,gho/40 ,x is hol9ess & happ9ess4 #b4 ,! g5]al mann] :]e9 x pleases ,god to set x up 9 ! he>t is ?is4 ,a s9n]1 be+ drawn by ! love ( ! ,fa!r1 enlight5$ by ! ,son 78! true light :i* lighte? e man t come? into ! _w07 & conv9c$ ( s9 by ! ,holy ,gho/2 ?r\gh ! prev5t+ grace :i* is giv5 him freely1 come? we>y & heavy lad51 & ca/e? all 8 s9s ^u him t is 8mighty to save40 ,he receive? f him1 true liv+ fai?4 ,be+ ju/ifi$ by fai? he ha? peace ) ,god3 he rejoices 9 hope ( ! glory ( ,god1 & kn[s t s9 ha? no m dom9ion ov] him4 ,& ! love ( ,god is %$ abroad 9 8 he>t1 produc+ all hol9ess ( he>t & ( conv]sation4 #c4 ,?is "w ( ,god 9 ! s\l ( man is s describ$ 9 ! foll[+ treatise1 z ,i h n se5 x 9 any o!r1 ei!r anti5t or mod]n1 9 our own or any o!r language4 ,s t ,i _c b value x next to ! holy scriptures1 above any o!r human composition1 except+ only ! ,*ri/ian patt]n1 & ! small rema9s ( ,clem5s ,romanus1 ,polyc>p1 & ,ignatius4 #d4 ,yet ?is great s]vant ( ,god at "s times fell back f ! glori\s lib]ty he _h receiv$1 into ! _s ( fe> & s9 & bondage4 ,b :y 0 x ?us8 ,because ! h& ( ! ,"l 0 %ort5$8 ,no v]ily3 b because he did n abide 9 ,*ri/2 because he did n cleave to him ) all 8 he>t3 because he griev$ ! holy ,_s1 by "s1 p]haps undisc]n$1 unfai?fulness2 :o !reupon = a season dep>t+ f him1 left him weak & l ano!r man4 #e4 ,b x may be said1 8,! gospel cov5ant does n promise entire fre$om f s940 ,:at d y mean by ! ^w s98 ,^? numb]less weaknesses & follies1 sometimes 7improp]ly7 t]m$ s9s ( infirmity8 ,if y mean only ?is1 we %all n put (f ^! b ) our bodies4 ,b if y mean1 8,x does n promise entire fre$om f s91 9 its prop] s5se1 or f committ+ s930 ?is is by no means true1 unless ! scripture be false3 = ?us x is writt53 8:osoev] is born ( ,god do? n commit s930 7unless he lose ! _s ( adoption1 if n f9ally1 yet = a:ile1 z did ?is *ild ( ,god7 8= 8 se$ rema9e? 9 him1 & he _c s91 because he is born ( ,god40 ,he _c s9 s long z 8he keepe? himself20 = !n 8t wick$ "o t\*e? him n40 #a ,john iii4 #i1 #e1 #ah4 #f4 ,we see !n h[ to judge ( t o!r ass]tion1 8,t ! m]cy ( ,god to 8 sons 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 ext5ds to all infirmities1 follies & s9s1 multipli$ relapses n except$40 ,we grant _m ( ! *ildr5 ( ,god f9d m]cy1 not)/&+ multipli$ relapses4 ,b ?o' x is possible a man may be a *ild ( ,god1 :o is n fully fre$ f s91 x does n foll[ t fre$om f s9 is impossible2 or1 t x is n to be expect$ by all2 = x is promis$4 ,x is describ$ by ! ,holy ,gho/ z ! common privilege ( all4 ,& 8,god w be m9dful 7,o let u be s67 ( 8 cov5ant & promise1 :i* he ha? made to a ?\s& g5]ations40 #g4 ,?is caution is necess>y to be rememb]$1 t ye :o are weak be n (f5d$4 ,nei!r be ye (f5d$1 :5 ye he> ! wisdom ( ! _w pron\nce all ?is1 m]e en?usiasm3 a h>d ^w1 :i* mo/ ( ^? :o are fonde/ ( x1 no m und]/& ?an !y d ,arabic4 ,ask1 9 ! _s ( meekness1 him :o calls x s1 8,is ! k+dom ( ,god set up 9 y\r s\l8 ,d y feel t peace ( ,god :i* passe? all und]/&+8 ,d y rejoice ) joy unspeakable & full ( glory8 ,is ! love ( ,god %$ abroad 9 y\r he>t1 by ! ,holy ,gho/ :i* dwelle? 9 y80 ,if n1 y are no judge ( ^! matt]s4 ,y _c disc]n ! ?+s ( ! _s ( ,god4 ,!y are en?usiasm1 madness1 fooli%ness to y3 = !y are spiritually disc]n$4 duplicate ^w 8?an0 remov$ #h4 ,ask su* a "o 7b ) meekness & love7 8,are y taught ( ,god8 ,d y "k t he abide? 9 y8 ,h y ! revelation ( ! ,holy ,gho/ 7!y are ! words ( y\r own *ur*7 inspir+ into y ! true mean+ ( scripture80 ,if y h n1 ) all y\r human sci5ce & worldly wisdom1 y "k no?+ yet z y ought to "k4 ,:atev] y are 9 o!r respects1 z to ! ?+s ( ,god1 y are an unle>n$ & ignorant man4 ,& if y are un/able too1 y w wre/ ^!1 z y d also ! o!r scriptures1 to y\r own de/ruction4 #i4 ,be n !n surpriz$1 ye t wait = peace1 & joy1 & love1 ?ro' fai? 9 ! blood ( ,jesus1 t su* judges1 z ^! are cont9ually cry+ out 8,en?usiasm60 if y speak ( ! inw>d op]ations ( ! ,holy ,gho/4 ,& z to y :o h already peace ) ,god1 ?ro' our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 :o n[ feel 8 love %$ abroad 9 y\r he>ts1 by ! ,holy ,gho/ :i* is giv5 unto y2 ) ^: _s ! _s ( ,god be>e? witness1 t ye are ! sons ( ,god2 x is y\r "p to confirm y\r love t[>d !m 9 all l[l9ess & meekness3 7= :o is x t make? !e to diff]8 ,or :at ha/ ?\1 :i* ?\ ha/ n receiv$87 ,& to plead e>ne/ly = !m at ! ?rone ( grace1 t ! day-/> may appe> 9 _! he>ts also1 & ! sun ( righte\sness at l5g? arise ^u !m1 ) heal+ 9 8 w+s6 ,london1 ,febru>y #i1 #agchi4 ,,john ,,wesley4 ,,"p ,i4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,a %ort acc\nt ( 8 bir? & life1 till t5 ye>s ( age4 #a4 ,,mr4 ,?omas ,haliburton1 0 born at ,dupl91 9 ! p>i% ( ,ab]dalgy1 7( :i* 8 fa!r 0 sometime m9i/]7 on ,decemb] #be1 #afgd4 ,! ?ree =m] p>ts ( ! foll[+ acc\nt 7 wrote by himself3 ! la/ is p>tly extract$ f 8 di>y1 & p>tly tak5 f eye & e>-witnesses4 #b4 ,! common occurr5ces ( ! life ( "o 9 all respects s inconsid]able1 are n wor? record+2 & if record$1 c\ld be ( little use ei!r to my self or o!rs4 ,b if ,i c rec\nt :at has pa/ betwe5 ,god & my s\l1 s z to discov] n only ! p>ts ( ?is "w1 ! sev]al advances x made1 ! opposition ( ! _w1 ! devil & my own he>t2 if ,i c repres5t ?is "w 9 its ord]1 x may be ( great use to my own e/abli%m5t2 &1 %\ld x fall into ! h&s ( any o!r ,*ri/ian1 x might n be unuseful3 = ! "w ( ,god 9 all is1 z to ! sub/ance1 ! same & uni=m2 & z face answ]s to face 9 a glass1 s does "o ,*ri/ian's exp]i5ce answ] to ano!r's2 & bo? to ! ^w ( ,god4 #c4 ,i came into ! _w ) a nature :olly corrupt$1 & a he>t fully set 9 me to d evil3 & f ! morn+ ( my days1 ?\gh ,i 0 "u ! great light ( ! gospel1 & ! inspection ( pi\s p>5ts1 & n yet corrupt$ by cu/om2 yet ! imag9ations ( my he>t1 & ! :ole t5or ( my life 7 only evil cont9ually4 #d4 ,inde$1 9 ?is p]iod ( my life1 ,i _h unusual advantages3 my p>5ts 7 em95tly religi\s2 ,i cont9ually he>d ! s\nd ( div9e tru? 9 _! in/ructions1 & _h ! beauty ( hol9ess set be=e my eyes 9 _! example4 ,!y kept me f ill company1 & habituat$ me e>ly to su* outw>ds duties z ,i 0 capable (4 ,b ?is c>e ( my fa!r dur+ 8 life1 7:i* end$ ,octob]1 #afhb17 & ( my "m aft] 8 dea?1 did n *ange1 b only hide nature4 ,&1 ?\gh ,i _c rememb] all ! p>ticul>s1 f ! f\r? or fif? ye> ( my life2 yet ,i d rememb] ! g5]al b5t ( my m9d1 :i* 0 ev5 !n :olly set aga9/ ,god3 insomu*1 t :5 ,i n[ survey ! decalogue1 & review ?is portion ( my "t1 not)/&+ ! great di/ance1 ,i /ill di/9ctly rememb]1 & c\ld easily enum]ate _m in/ances ( ! opposition ( my he>t unto e "o ( its precepts4 99#e4 ,= _m ye>s x is true1 ! s9s ( ?is "p ( my life 7 entirely out ( my ?\ghts4 ,b :5 ,god began to conv9ce me ( s91 ev5 ^? ,i _h long s9ce =gott51 ^? t 7 ( an old] date ?an any ?+ else ,i c\ld rememb]1 & n att5d$ ) any su* rem>kable circum/ances1 z c\ld be suppos$ to make a deep impression on my memory1 7 br\ght on my m9d ) unusual di/9ctness4 ,:5ce ,i _c b obs]ve3 #a4 ,:at exact notice ! holy ,god takes ( :at m5 pass ov] z p>donable follies4 #b4 ,h[ j reason we h to fe>1 t 9 ! /rokes we feel 9 rip] ye>s1 ,god is 8mak+ u to possess ! iniquities ( our y\?40 #c4 ,:at an exact regi/]1 consci5ce1 ,god's deputy1 keeps2 h[ e>ly x beg9s2 h[ accurate x is 7ev5 :5 x seems to sleep7 & h[ x w ju/ify 8 sev]ity aga9/ s9n]s at ! la/ day4 ,o h[ f> up w x fet* its acc\nts ( ^? evils :i* we m9d no?+ (6 ,:5 ,god %all op5 our eyes to disc]n ^? pr9ts :i* he sette? ^u ! heels ( our feet2 :5 ! books %all be op5$1 & ! dead1 small & great1 judg$ out ( ! ?+s t are writt5 !re96 99#f4 ,:5 ,i review ?is fir/ p]iod ( my life1 :at reason h ,i to be a%am$1 & ev5 conf\nd$1 to ?9k ,i h sp5t t5 ye>s ( a %ort life1 )\t almo/ a rational ?\ght1 und\bt$ly )\t any t 0 n s9ful4 ,& ?is be+ matt] ( und\bt$ exp]i5ce1 ,i h h]e9 a /rong confirmation ( my fai?1 z to ! guilt ( ,adam's s91 & its imputation to 8 po/]ity3 =1 #a4 ,f a *ild ! b5t ( my s\l 0 8enmity aga9/ ,god40 ,nor 0 ?is ! effect ( cu/om or education1 no2 !re 0 a sweet conspiracy ( precept1 discipl9e & example1 to c>ry me ! contr>y way4 ,nor c ,i *>ge ! fault ( ?is on my con/itution ( body1 or any ?+ t might 9 a natural way proce$ f my p>5ts4 ,yet 0 ?is enmity s /rong z n to be suppre/1 mu* less subdu$1 by ! utmo/ c>e1 & ! be/ outw>d means4 ,?is is und\bt$ fact4 #b4 ,to say1 ,i 0 ?us orig9ally fram$ )\t respect to any s9 *>geable on me1 is a position s full ( flat contr>iety to all ! notions ,i c ent]ta9 ( ,god1 to 8 wisdom1 8 equity1 & 8 goodness1 t ,i _c ?9k ( x )\t horror4 #c4 ,p5al !n ?is corruption mu/ be1 z dea? & diseases are4 ,& :]e( c x be a puni%m5t1 if n ( ,adam's s98 ,:ile !n ^! ?+s are s pla9 9 fact1 & ! d$uction s easy f !m1 :atev] subtle argum5ts any use aga9/ ?is great tru?1 ,i h no reason to be mov$ !reby4 #g4 ,h5ce1 la/ly1 ,i am taught :at e/imate to make ( ^? good incl9ations ) :i* "s are said to be born4 ,ei!r !y are ! e>ly effects ( prev5t+ grace2 or1 ( education1 cu/om1 occasional re/ra9ts1 & fre$om f temptation4 ,a natural temp] may be easily influ5c$ by "s ( ^!1 & by ! con/itution ( ! body1 to a di/a/e ( ^? gross] s9s :i* makes ! mo/ noise 9 ! _w4 ,yet all ?is is b s9 "u a disguise3 & ! odds is n great4 ,! "o sort ( s9n]s promise good fruit1 b deceive2 :]eas ! op5ly pr(ane =bid expectation4 ,& yet ( ?is la/ sort m receive ! gospel ?an ( ! =m]4 ,v]ily ,i say unto y1 ! publicans & h>lots g into ! k+dom ( ,god be=e y4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,an acc\nt ( ! next two ye>s ( 8 life4 #a4 ,,9 ,may #afhe1 ,i w5t ) my "m into ,holl&1 & be+ 9 "s dang] :ile we 7 at sea1 my consci5ce1 till !n asleep1 began to awak51 & to be t]rifi$ ) appreh5sions ( dea?4 ,b all ?is conc]n 0 no?+ m ?an natural fe>1 & a selfi% desire ( pres]vation4 ,i 0 unwill+ to die1 & afraid ( hell3 x 0 n s91 b ! consequ5ce ( x ,i want$ to escape4 ,! glory ( ,god ,i 0 n conc]n$ = at all2 & accord+ly 0 ! ev5t4 ,i promis$1 t 7 ,i at l&1 ,i w\ld keep all 8 comm&s4 ,my "m told me1 x w\ld n hold4 ,b ,i 0 too ignorant ( my own he>t to believe h]3 ,i multipli$ engagem5ts1 & d\bt$ n b ,i %\ld p]=m !m4 ,b no soon] 0 ,i fix$ at ,rott]dam1 ?an ,i =got all my promises & resolutions4 ,! unr5ew$ he>t be+ free f ! =ce put ^u x1 fell aga9 into its old c\rse4 ,nay1 ,i grew /ill worse3 ! corruption t /opp$ = a:ile1 n[ ran ) great] viol5ce4 ,x is true1 my awe = my "m1 & ! p[] ( education1 /ill re/ra9$ me f op5 s9s4 ,b to _m secret ?+s ,i 0 /rongly incl9$1 & 9 _m in/ances foll[$ my incl9ations3 be+ a ready & easy prey to e temptation1 not)/&+ all my engagem5ts4 #b4 ,my s9s "h _h ?is griev\s aggravation1 !y 7 committ$ aga9/ great] light1 & m ( ! means ( grace1 ?an ,i _h ev] be=e enjoy$4 ,we _h s]mons almo/ e day1 & 7 cate*iz$ e ,saturday4 ,my "m took c>e ,i %\ld att5d mo/ ( ^!1 & at ! same "t1 private duties1 pray+ ) me1 & = me1 & oblig+ me to read ! scripture1 & o!r useful books4 ,b s f> 0 all ?is f hav+ its due effect1 t ,i 0 we>y ( x1 & w5t on 9 s93 ?\gh n )\t frequ5t convictions1 occasion$ sometimes by ! rema9s ( my education4 ,yet all ^! 7 only z ! />ts ( a sleep+ man1 di/urb$ by "s sudd5 noise3 he /irs a little b soon s9ks d[n aga91 fa/] asleep ?an be=e4 ,i easily fre$ myself f !m1 ei!r by promis+ to he>1 or comply ) !m aft]w>d1 by )draw+ f ! means ( conviction1 by ext5uat+ my s9s2 or by turn+ my eye to "s ?+ ,i ?\ght good 9 myself1 ?\gh ,god kn[s ,i _h little :i* _h ev5 ! appe>ance ( x4 ,at o!r times ,i look$ to ! t5d5cy ( ^! convictions1 viz4 ! engag+ me to be holy2 & !n ,i por$ ^u ! difficulties ( t c\rse1 till ,i _h fright$ myself f a compliance ) !m4 ,if all ^! %ifts fail$1 ,i !n betook myself to div]sions1 :i* soon *oak$ ! ^w1 & all convictions f x4 #c4 ,9 ,decemb] #afhf1 ^u ! e>ne/ desire ( my fa!r's si/]1 m>ri$ to ! provo/ ( ,p]?1 ,i 0 s5t home4 ,:ile ,i /ay$ 9 ?is family1 ,i saw no?+ ( religion2 & ,i easily took ! lib]ty !y gave1 & made fair advances t[>ds reject+ ! v =m ( x4 ,my av]sion to ^? s9s1 :i* ?r\gh ! influ5ce ( education ,i abom9at$ be=e1 s5sibly weak5$4 ,my hate to le>n+ increas$1 :i* ,i look$ on z a bur!n & a drudg]y1 worse ?an ! base/ employm5t4 ,& _m a s9ful %ift did ,i betake myself to1 t ,i might get ! "t %uffl$ ov]4 ,9 spr+ my "m came to me4 ,i 0 !n s root$ 9 ill1 t 9 spite ( natural affection1 ,i 0 griev$ at h] return2 & :5 ,i fir/ he>d h] voice1 x damp$ me4 ,i c>$ n to see h]2 nor 0 !re any ?+ ,i dislik$ m ?an h] conv]sation4 ,i fe>$ to be que/ion$ z to :at 0 pa/1 or to be re/ra9$ f my s9ful lib]ty4 ,h[ev]1 9 ! beg9n+ ( summ]1 my "m took me aga9 to ,rott]dam1 & put me to ,erasmus's s*ool !re4 ,"h1 ?\gh ,i /ay$ n long1 ! me?od ( tea*+ took ) me1 s t ,i began to delight 9 le>n+4 ,b o!rwise ,i 0 /ill worse & worse1 "u all ! means ,god made use ( to br+ me to myself4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,( ! revival ( 8 convictions1 & _! effects till #afij4 #a4 ,,9 ! beg9n+ ( ,autumn #afhg1 we return$ home1 & fix$ at ,p]?4 ,"h ,i 0 imm$iately s5t to s*ool1 & made m progress 9 le>n+ ?an be=e4 ,b z to religion1 ,i cont9u$ z unconc]n$ ab\t1 & z av]se f x z ev]4 ,h[ev] ,i behav$ myself "u my "m's eye1 :5 ,i 0 ) my comrades ,i took my full lib]ty2 &1 not)/&+ my great] k1 ran ) !m into all ! same follies & extravagancies4 ,& ?us ,i cont9u$ till t[>d ! close ( k+ ,james's reign2 :5 ! fe> ( "s sudd5 /roke f ! ,papi/s1 ( :i* !re 0 e :]e a great noise1 reviv$ my conc]n ab\t religion4 ,( ?is1 be+ some:at deep] ?an be=e1 ,i %all endeav\r to give a di/9ct acc\nt4 #b4 ,x 0 ab\t ?is "t t ,god by ! prea*+ ( ! ^w1 & by cate*iz+ 9 publick & private1 enlight5$ my m9d f>!r ) ! notional k ( ! law1 & ( ! gospel4 ,& !n s9 0 left )\t excuse1 & consci5ce be+ arm$ ) m k1 its *ecks 7 m frequ5t & %>p1 & n s easily evad$2 "s t\*es ( sickness too rivett$ 9 me ! impressions ( frailty & mortality1 & ! t5d5cy ( ea* ( ^? num]\s diseases1 to :i* we are daily expos$4 ,& h]eby ,i 0 br\ght into1 & kept "u cont9ual bondage ?r\gh fe> ( dea?4 #c4 ,i 0 n[ ca/ into ! mo/ griev\s disquietude1 hav+ sorr[ 9 my he>t daily4 ,i 0 9 a dreadful /rait betwixt two1 on ! "o h&1 my fe>s gave an edge to my convictions ( s94 ,?is made me att5d m to ! ^w ( ,god2 ! m ,i att5d$ to x1 !y increas$ ! m2 & ,i saw !re 0 no way to be fre$ f !m1 b by be+ ?or\ghly religi\s4 ,on ! o!r h& if ,i %\ld engage 9 religion 9 e>ne/1 ,i saw ! haz>d ( suff]+1 p]haps dy+ = x4 ,& ?is ,i c\ld n ?9k (4 ,betwixt bo? ,i 0 dreadfully to/1 s t = "s nights1 sleep w5t f my eyes4 ,!re 0 (t5 impre/ on my fancy1 "o hold+ a dagg] to my brea/1 ) 8,quit y\r religion or die40 ,& t s /rongly1 t ,i h almo/ fa9t$ "u x1 be+ /ill t]ribly unresolv$ :at to d4 ,"s times ,i w\ld let him give ! fatal /roke2 b !n my spirits fail$1 & my he>t sunk )9 me4 ,at o!r times ,i resolv$ to quit my religion1 & take x aga9 :5 ! dang] 0 pa/4 ,b nei!r c\ld ,i f9d re/ "h4 ,:at ?\ght ,i1 if he de/roy me aft]w>d1 & s ,i loose bo? life & religion8 ,or :at if ,i die1 be=e ! dang] is pa/1 & s h no "t to take x aga94 #d4 ,= ne> a ye>1 few weeks1 nay1 few days & nights1 pa/ ov] me )\t ^! /ruggles4 ,b aft] ,k+ ,james's army 0 ov]?r[n1 on ,july #bg1 #afhi1 ,i soon grew z remiss z be=e4 ,all my rema9+ difficulty 0 to /ifle my convictions1 :i* ,i endeav\r$ p>tly by a m c>eful att5dance on outw>d duties1 p>tly by promis+ to ab/a9 f ^? s9s1 :i* mo/ directly cro/ my light1 & p>tly by resolv+ to enquire f>!r into ! w ( ,god1 & to comply ) x h]eaft]4 8#c40 replac$ ) 8#d40 #e4 ,b ^! c\rses af=d$ no solid repose4 ,! fir/ s9 aga9/ light or omission ( duty1 %ook all1 & ,i 0 conf\nd$ at ! ?\ghts ( appe>+ be=e ,god 9 su* a righte\sness4 ,inde$1 ,i _h "s ease :5 trials 7 at a di/ance2 b x vani%$ on _! approa*4 ,?is 0 n gold tri$ 9 ! fire2 nor w\ld x abide s mu* z a ne> view ( dang]2 b at ! v appe>ance ( a /orm1 ! f\ndation fell away4 #f4 ,! effects ( my be+ ?us ex]cis$ 73 #a4 ,i 0 br\ght to d\bt ( ! tru?s ( religion4 ,:5ev] ,i w\ld h built on !m 9 "t ( di/ress1 a suspicion secretly haunt$ me2 8,:at if ^! ?+s are n s8 ,h ,i a c]ta9ty & evid5ce ab\t !m1 answ]able to ! weight t is to be laid ^u !m80 ,dea? & ! tr\ble att5d+ x1 7 c]ta9 ?+s3 b ,i 0 n s c]ta9 ( ! tru?s ( religion4 ,/ill :51 "u appreh5sions ( dea?1 ,i w\ld h tak5 re/ !re91 b my m9d began to wav]4 ,n t ,i c\ld give any reason = x2 b ! way ( ! wick$ is z d>kness2 !y "k n at :at !y /umble4 #b4 ,i f\nd pla9ly h]eby t ,i c\ld nev] h peace1 till ,i came to ano!r sort ( c]ta9ty ab\t religion4 ,dea? ,i saw 0 unavoidable & might be sudd52 nor c\ld ,i bani% ! ?\ghts ( x4 ,!re=e ,i conclud$1 8,unless ,i obta9 su* a conviction ( religion1 & su* an int]e/ 9 x1 z w make me look dea? 9 ! face1 n only )\t fe>1 b ) joy2 good x 7 ,i _h nev] be5 born40 ,b h[ or :]e ?is 0 to be obta9$ ,i 0 utt]ly unc]ta94 ,"h ,i lay 9 great p]plexity1 "u ! melan*olly s5se t ,i _h hi!rto sp5t my money = t :i* is n bread1 & my lab\r = t :i* pr(ite? n4 #c4 ,?is p]plexity 0 some:at eas$ "o day1 :ile ,i 0 read+ h[ ,mr4 ,rob]t ,bruce 0 9 a d\bt1 ev5 conc]n+ ! be+ ( ,god1 :o yet aft]w>ds came to ! fulle/ satisfaction4 ,i !n felt a secret hope1 8,t sometime 9 "o way or o!r1 ,god might ?us satisfy me40 ,"h 0 ! dawn+ ( a light1 :i* ?\gh if x 0 n soon cle>$ up1 yet 0 nev] :olly put out aga94 ,a light :i* ?\gh z yet x 0 f> f satisfy+1 yet kept me f utt] despair4 870 replac$ ) 8:]e0 p] ,errata #g4 ,ab\t ?is "t "o ,mr4 ,donaldson1 a rev]5d old cl]gyman1 prea*$ at ,p]?1 & com+ to visit my "m1 call$ = me1 & ask$ me among o!r que/ions1 8,if ,i s\ght a bless+ ^u my le>n+80 ,i frankly answ]$1 no4 ,he repli$1 ) a sev]e look1 8,sirrah1 unsanctifi$ le>n+ has done mu* mis*ief 9 ! *ur* ( ,god40 ,?is say+ left s deep an impression on me ev] aft]1 t :5ev] ,i 0 any way /rait5$1 ,i appli$ to ,god1 by pray] = help 9 my le>n+1 & p>don = n seek+ x be=e4 ,yet z to ! ma91 ,i 0 /ill af> (f f ,god1 & an enemy to him bo? 9 my he>t & works4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,( ! increase ( 8 convictions1 f ,autumn #afij1 till ,may #afic4 #a4 ,,= ! bett] advantage ( my education my "m 9 #afij1 remov$ ) me to ,ed9burgh4 ,i 0 n[ aga9 put to s*ool1 & 9 ,novemb] #afib1 ent]$ at ! college4 ,"h my k ( ! law ( ,god daily increas$2 & !re) my k ( s94 ,i saw m & m1 t he 0 displeas$ ) me = s9s :i* =m]ly ,i _h n obs]v$4 ,! impressions ( my mortality 7 likewise rivett$ 9 me by new afflictions1 & ,i 0 m 9 bondage ?r\gh ! gr[+ fe> ( dea?4 ,aga9 ! scriptures be+ n[ daily prea*$1 =c$ me to "s enquiry into my own s9c]ity 9 religion2 & ,i 0 will+1 provid$ ,i might save my bosom-idols1 n only to he>1 b to d _m ?+s4 #b4 ,i 0 n[ c>ri$ f> 9 a =m ( religion4 ,i pray$ n only morn+ & ev5+1 b at o!r times too3 ,i wept mu* 9 secret3 ,i read & m$itat$1 & resolv$ to live o!rwise ?an ,i _h done4 ,b ?is goodness too 0 z ! morn+ cl\d x 0 =ce & n nature3 & !re=e c\ld n be expect$ to la/ any long] ?an ! =ce :i* occasion$ x4 #c4 ,:ile ,i 0 "u ?is di/ress _m a wret*$ %ift did ,i betake myself to = relief4 ,:5 ,i read or he>d se>*+ ?+s2 if any ?+ t 0 said seem$ to make = me1 ,i gre$ily cat*$ hold ( x4 ,:5 ,i f\nd some:at requir$ t ,i nei!r did1 nor c\ld ev5 resolve to comply )2 ,i ?\ght to comp\nd & make am5ds "s o!r way4 ,or else ,i que/ion$1 :e!r ,god _h requir$ x or no8 ,:e!r he t taught s 0 n mi/ak58 ,& :e!r ,i might n be 9 a /ate ( salvation1 )\t ^? m>ks ( x :i* he assign$4 ,aga91 _m times :5 ,i w\ld n see1 ,i qu>rell$ ) m9i/]s or books = n speak+ pla9ly4 ,always ,i c>efully s\ght = ! l[e/ m>ks1 & ! lea/ degrees ( grace t 7 sav+4 ,= ,i design$ b s mu* religion z w\ld take me to heav51 ! v lea/ t w\ld s]ve ! turn4 ,& :5 none ( ^? %ifts avail$1 ,i resolv$ 9 g5]al1 to d all t ,god comm&$4 ,b ,i soon retract$ :5 he tri$ me 9 any p>ticul>s t 7 contr>y to my incl9ations4 ,& :5 ,i saw ,i mu/ d x1 ,i begg$ a little respite3 ) ,/4 ,au/91 8,i 0 cont5t to be holy1 b n yet30 =gett+ t a delay is1 9 ,god's acc\nt1 a refusal2 s9ce all 8 comm&m5ts require pres5t ob$i5ce4 ,aft] all ways 7 tri$ ,i blam$ my education4 ,i knew religion 0 a *ange ( he>t2 b :e!r m9e _h und]gone ?is *ange 0 ! "q3 ,n[1 ?\ght ,i1 8,if ,i _h n be5 educat$ religi\sly1 b _h *ang$ all at once1 x w\ld h be5 m easily disc]nable40 ,?us 0 ,i entangl$ 9 my own ways1 & ev5 seek+ wisdom1 ,i f\nd x n4 #d4 ,al?\gh ,i n[ seem$ to h gone f>2 yet ,i 0 inde$ :olly wrong4 ,= be+ conv9c$ ( ! necessity ( righte\sness1 b ignorant ( ,*ri/1 ,i s\ght x by ! works ( ! law4 ,!re=e ! c>nal m9d1 :i* 0 enmity aga9/ ,god1 /ill cont9u$ 9 me3 & all my /ruggles 7 only a toil+ to & fro1 betwe5 light & love ( s91 :]e9 s9 0 /ill conqu]or2 = my bosom idols ,i c\ld n "p )4 ,beside ! small religion ,i _h1 0 n abid+1 b rose & fell ) ! above m5tion$ occasions4 #e4 ,ab\t ?is "t ,cl>k's ,m>tyrology came into my h&s4 ,i lov$ hi/ory & read x gre$ily4 ,! pati5ce1 c\rage1 & joy ( ! m>tyrs conv9c$ me t !re 0 a reality 9 religion1 beyond ! p[] ( nature4 ,i 0 conv9c$ likewise t ,i 0 a /rang] to x1 because ,i c\ld n ?9k ( suff]+4 ,& )al ,i felt "s fa9t desires aft] x1 s at lea/1 z (t5 to jo9 9 ,balaam's wi%1 ,let me die ! dea? ( ! righte\s1 & let my la/ end be l 84 #f4 ,at ?is "t likewise ,god re/ra9$ me f _m follies ,i 0 incl9$ to1 by bodily infirmity4 ,he provid$ me too ) fri5ds :o 7 v t5d] ( me4 ,he f$ me1 ?\gh ,i knew him n4 ,b s f> 0 ,i f be+ ?ankful = ^! m]cies1 t my pr\d he>t frett$ at !m4 ,o :at reason h ,i to say1 ,! ,"l is good ev5 to ! evil & un?ankful4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,( ! /raits he 0 91 & ! c\rse he took = relief1 f ,may #afic1 to ,augu/ #afif4 #a4 ,,! air ( ,ed9burgh agree+ nei!r ) my "m nor me1 9 ,may #afic %e remov$ to ,/4 ,&rews4 ,& "h ,i came "u ! c>e ( ,mr4 ,taylor1 a wise man1 & "o v c>eful ( me4 ,?us *as$ z ,i 0 f place to place1 ,god e :]e provid$ me ) fri5ds4 ,& n[ by ! se>*+ m9i/ry ( ,mr4 ,=re/]1 he began to give me "s small discov]y ( ! m spiritual evils ( my s\l4 ,he op5$ to me fir/ ! pride ( my he>t1 & ! wick$ness & inju/ice ( valu+ myself ^u ^? deliv]ances f my own weakness1 :i* _h be5 :olly wr\ght by 8 own /r5g?4 ,i likewise saw ! impiety ( draw+ ne> to him ) my m\?1 :ile my he>t 0 f> f him3 & inde$ ( tru/+ to any outw>d p]=mance1 )\t ! life ( all1 fai? work+ by love4 #b4 ,?is1 add$ to :at ,i 0 consci\s ( be=e1 frequ5tly ?rew me into rack+ p]plexity2 :5 f9d+ no peace 9 my =m] evasions ,i resolv$ to ent] into a solemn cov5ant ) ,god2 & hav+ wrote & subscrib$ ?is1 ,i believ$ all 0 "r4 ,i f\nd a sort ( pres5t peace2 am5dm5t ,i ?\ght suffici5t atonem5t1 & su* an engagem5t ,i look$ on z a p]=mance4 ,i n[ likewise (t5 f\nd an unusual sweetness 9 he>+ ! ^w1 & sometimes ! mo/ pi]c+ convictions4 ,& ^! 7 inde$ a ta/e ( ! good ^w ( ,god1 & ( ! p[]s ( ! _w to come4 8?r\gh0 replac$ ) 8?rew0 p] ,errata #c4 ,b ! m]ciful ,god w\ld n let me re/ "h3 ! peace ,i f\nd by mak+ ?is cov5ant1 0 soon lo/ by break+ x3 at ! same "t my he>t smote me = my old s9s1 by :i* ,i f\nd =m] acc\nts to be /ill /&+ aga9/ me1 :i* fill$ me ) confusion & jeal\sies ( ^! ways4 ,i p]ceiv$ too1 some?+ ( ! trea*]y ( my engagem5ts1 & t my he>t _h n be5 f\nd !re91 b _h secret res]ves = "s s9s1 :i* 7 !n giv5 up inw>d only4 ,god also let loose "s ( my corruptions ^u me2 :i* z soon z 8 re/ra9t 0 tak5 (f1 7 m viol5t ?an ev]1 & bore d[n be=e !m all t ,i _h set 9 _! way4 ,by ^! means he discov]$ to me ! fruitlesness ( my cov5ant1 & ?rew me afre% into ! utmo/ confusion3 :ile ! evil ,i ?\ght s effectually provid$ aga9/1 aga9 came ^u me4 8me 9 "o ^w0 replac$ ) 8up inw>d0 p] ,errata #d4 ,yet not)/&+ ,i felt ! vanity ( ^! ways1 ,i /ill adh]$ to !m4 ,i aga9 tru/$ my own he>t1 & hop$ to recov] by r5ew+ ! peace ,i lo/ by break+ my cov5ant4 ,i laid ! blame on "s accid5tal defect 9 my =m] managem5t1 & ?\ght1 7 t m5d$1 all w\ld be well4 ,:5 ,i f\nd some?+ want+ /ill1 ,i contriv$ to make x up ) some?+ extraord9>y ( my own1 ) ! multiplication ( pray]s1 or ( "s outw>d duty or o!r4 ,b all ^! refuges fail$1 & my life 0 s ?r\ghly mis]able :ile ,i 0 pursu+ !m1 t _h n ! inf9ite m]cy ( ,god prev5t$1 "o ( ^! effects _h surely foll[$4 ,ei!r1 #a4 ,! convictions ,i 0 "u w\ld h ceas$1 ,god giv+ ov] 8 /riv+ ) me1 & !n hav+ atta9$ to a =m ( godl9ess1 ,i %\ld h re/$ !re9 & look$ no f>!r4 ,or1 #b4 ,if ^? convictions _h cont9u$1 & ,i _h be5 left to my own way1 ,i %\ld h lab\r$ 9 ! fire all my days1 we>y+ myself ) vanity1 9 a cont9ual vicissitude ( resolutions & brea*es1 security & disquietude3 engagem5ts & s9s1 false peace & rack+ anxiety1 by turns tak+ place4 ,or1 #c4 ,:5 ,i _h we>i$ myself 9 va91 ,i %\ld h utt]ly giv5 up religion1 & gone ov]1 if n to direct ,a!ism1 at lea/ to op5 prophan5ess4 ,or1 la/ly1 ,be+ =c$ to seek %elt] some:]e1 & be+ s sadly disappo9t$ 9 all ! ways ,i tri$1 ,i _h said1 ,?is evil is ( ! ,"l1 :y wait ,i any long]8 ,& s sunk 9 f9al despair4 ,& 9 fact1 ,i _h "s exp]i5ce ( all ^!4 ,sometimes ,i sat d[n ) ! b>e =m4 ,sometimes ,i we>i$ myself 9 runn+ f "o ( ^! va9 c\rses to ano!r4 ,at o!r times1 f9d+ no pr(it1 ,i turn$ c>eless1 & 0 on ! po9t ( ?r[+ (f all religion4 ,& v (t5 ,i 0 driv5 almo/ to di/raction1 & /ood on ! v br9k ( despair4 #e4 ,:5 ,i _h be5 disappo9t$ aga9 & aga91 ,i 0 9 ! utmo/ p]plexity to f9d :]e ! fault lay4 ,i f\nd ?is way ( cov5ant+ ) ,god m5tion$ 9 scripture1 recomm5d$ by m9i/]s1 & approv$ by ! exp]i5ce ( all ! p ( ,god4 ,i c\ld n tax myself ) guile 9 do+ x3 ,i 0 resolv$ to p]=m ! engagem5t ,i made4 ,i made x ) mu* conc]n & solemnity1 & = "s "t kept x /rictly4 ,b ?\gh ,i c\ld n !n see :]e ! fail+ 01 ,i h s9ce be5 enabl$ to see x cle>ly4 #a4 ,be+ ignorant ( ! righte\sness ( ,god1 ,i 0 /ill e/abli%+ a righte\sness ( my own3 & ?\gh 9 words ,i r5\nc$ ?is1 yet 9 fact ,i s\ght righte\sness & peace1 n 9 ! ,"l ,jesus1 b 9 my own cov5ants & engagem5ts1 s t ,i really put !m 9 ,*ri/'s room3 & z to =giv5ess ( s9s1 my real tru/ 0 n 9 8 blood1 b 9 ! ev5ness ( my own walk4 ,!re=e1 ,i obta9$ n righte\sness1 because ,i /ill s\ght x1 z x 7 by ! works ( ! law4 ,& x 0 evid5t ,i did s1 by ?is pla9 sign2 :5ev] ,i 0 *all5g$ = s91 in/ead ( rec\rse to ! blood ( ,*ri/1 ,i /ill s\ght peace only 9 r5ew+ my v[s aga92 ! cons5t ,i gave to ! law1 0 n f ! reconcilem5t ( my he>t to its hol9ess2 b m]ely f fe>4 ,! enmity aga9/ x cont9u$3 nor w\ld ,i h *os5 x1 _h t =ce be5 away4 ,f>!r1 my eye 0 n s+le2 provid$ ,i 0 safe1 ,i _h no conc]n = ! glory ( ,god4 ,9 a ^w1 ,i engag$1 be=e ,god _h ?or\ghly engag$ me4 ,we may be 9 a sort will+1 be=e he ha? made u truly s4 ,b ! fir/ real k9dness beg9s ) him3 & we nev] love till 8 k9dness draws u4 ,fe> may inde$ ov]p[] u into some?+ l x1 z x did me4 ,i 0 will+ to be sav$ f hell3 b n to be sav$ 9 ,god's way1 & 9 ord] to ^? ends he proposes 9 our salvation4 #f4 ,?is 0 n my only tr\ble4 ,i 0 n[ engag$ 9 metaphysics & natural div9ity2 accu/om$ to subtil notions1 & pleas$ ) !m2 :5ce1 by ! j p]mission ( ,god1 ! devil took occasion to ca/ me into d\bts ab\t ! great tru?s ( religion1 especially ! be+ ( a ,god4 ,i n only felt1 z =m]ly1 ! want ( evid5ce = x1 b v>i\s argum5ts 7 sugge/$ aga9/ x4 ,b ?\gh ! enmity ( my he>t aga9/ ,god 0 /ill great1 yet he suff]$ me n to yield to !m4 ,!re rema9$ s mu* evid5ce ( 8 be+1 9 8 works ( creation & provid5ce1 z made me recoil at ! t]rible conclusion1 aim$ at by ^? argum5ts4 ,& be+ likewise affect$ ) deep appreh5sions ( ! %ortness & unc]ta9ty ( ! pres5t life1 ,i dread$ a supposition t %ook ! f\ndations ( any hope ( relief1 f ! o!r side ( "t4 #g4 ,9 ?is /rait betwe5 light & d>kness1 z my di/urbance 0 f my own reason+s1 s f ! same ,i s\ght my relief4 ,by ^! ,i hop$ to obta9 e/abli%m5t 9 ! tru?1 & give answ] to all objections aga9/ x4 ,i !re=e s]i\sly set myself to se>* = demon/rative argum5ts3 & ,i f\nd !m1 b f\nd no relief4 ,! mo/ =cible ( !m inde$ extort$ ass5t1 by ! absurdity ( ! contr>y conclusion3 b n giv+ me any satisfy+ discov]ies ( t ,god1 ^: exi/5ce !y oblig$ me to own1 my m9d 0 n quiet$4 ,nay1 & besides1 ^? argum5ts n dissolv+ contr>y objections1 :5ev] ! light ( !m 0 remov$1 & ^? objections came aga9 9 view1 ,i 0 aga9 exce$+ly %ak54 ,i 0 l him1 :o read+ ,plato ( ! immortality ( ! s\l1 said1 8,:ile ,i read1 ,i ass5t3 b ,i _c tell h[2 s soon z ,i lay d[n ! book1 all my ass5t is gone40 #h4 ,i /ill hop$ to atta9 :at ,i _h hi!rto fail$ (1 by "s f>!r progress 9 le>n+3 b all 9 va93 ! f>!r ,i w5t1 ! great] 0 my disappo9tm5t2 ! m difficulties ,i cont9ually met )1 & f\nd he t increase? k1 increase? sorr[4 ,:5 ?is w\ld n avail1 !n ,i sp5t my we>y h\rs 9 va9 wi%es = "s extraord9>y discov]ies4 ,nay1 b if "o rose f ! dead1 !y w believe4 ,& ?is1 not)/&+ my disappo9tm5t ,i ga9$3 ,i 0 some:at beat f t t[r+ op9ion ( my k & abilities1 :i* my fir/ seem+ success 9 philosophy gave me1 & br\ght to a diffid5ce ( myself4 #i4 ,b /ill my corruptions took daily root1 & increas$ 9 /r5g? by my weak resi/ance4 ,yet ,i _h a fair =m ( religion3 ,i avoid$ all ^? s9s t pla9ly ?w>t$ ! light ( my consci5ce4 ,i ab/a9$ f ^? evils :i* ev5 ! m s]i\s /ud5ts gave into2 & kept at a di/ance f ! occasions ( !m4 ,i 0 m exact 9 att5d+ bo? public & private pray]1 & n )\t "s conc]n = my inw>d frame 9 !m4 ,:5 ,i 0 insn>$ into any s9 or omission ( any duty1 ,i 0 deeply sorr[ful4 ,i _h a k9dness = all t fe>$ ,god1 & a pleasure 9 _! conv]se1 especially on religion4 ,i _h frequ5t ta/es ( ! good ^w ( ,god1 :i* made me delight 9 approa*+ him4 ,i _h _m returns to pray]2 :5 "u a deep s5se ( my impot5ce1 ,i betook me to ,god 9 any /rait1 ,i 0 s rem>kably help$1 t ,i c\ld n b obs]ve x4 ,h]eby ,god drew me gradually 91 to expect e good gift f above1 & enc\rag$ ! v fa9te/ beg9n+s ( a look t[>d a return4 #aj4 ,b ?o' by ^! means ,i got a "n to live1 yet 0 ,i really dead4 ,=1 #a4 ,my natural d>kness /ill rema9$1 ?o' ) "s small dawn+s ( light4 #b4 ,! enmity ( my m9d aga9/ ! law ( ,god 0 yet untak5 away4 ,i _h n a respect unto all 8 comm&s1 nor a sight ( ! beauty ( hol9ess3 nei!r did my he>t approve ( ! :ole yoke ( ,*ri/1 z good & desirable2 & ,i compli$ ) x 9 "p1 n f a delight !re91 b because ,i saw ,i 0 undone )\t x4 #c4 ,i yet s\ght righte\sness z x 7 by ! works ( ! law2 ,i 0 :olly legal 9 all ,i did3 n see+ ! necessity1 ! security1 ! glory ( ! gospel-me?od ( salvation1 by seek+ righte\sness & /r5g? 9 ! ,"l ,*ri/ alone4 ,la/ly1 my sole aim 0 to save myself1 )\t any reg>d to ! glory ( ,god1 or any enquiry h[ x c\ld consi/ ) x to save "o :o _h s deeply (f5d$4 ,9 a ^w1 all my religion 0 s]vile1 con/ra9$1 & anti-evangelical4 #aa4 ,f ! =ego+ passages ,i _c b obs]ve1 #a4 ,:at a dep? ( deceitfulness !re is 9 ! he>t ( man4 ,h[ _m %ifts did m9e use to elude ! design ( all ^? /riv+s ( ! ,_s ( ! ,"l ) me8 ,i h told _m1 b ! "o half is n told4 ,& all ^! respect b "o po9t 9 religion4 ,if a s+le man 7 to rec\nt b ! m rem>kable deceits1 ) respect to ! :ole ( 8 behavi\r1 h[ _m volumes mu/ he write8 ,& if s _m be se51 h[ _m secret1 undisc]nable1 or at lea/ undisc]n$ deceits mu/ /ill rema96 ,s mu* tru? is !re c\*$ 9 t %ort scripture1 ,! he>t is deceitful above all ?+s3 :o c "k x8 99,i obs]ve1 #b4 ,h[ f> we may g t[>d religion1 & yet come %ort ( x4 ,i _h & did _m ?+s3 ,i he>d ! scriptures gladly3,i 0 almo/ p]suad$ to be a ,*ri/ian3 ,i _h escap$ ! outw>d pollutions t are 9 ! _w3 yea1 ,i seem$ enlight5$1 & a p>tak] ( ! heav5ly gift2 hav+ _m times ta/$ ! good ^w ( ,god1 & ! p[]s ( ! _w to come4 ,i _h und]gone _m *anges2 b n ! great *ange3 ,i 0 n born ( ,god3 ,i 0 n begott5 anew1 & made a *ild ( ,god ?r\gh a liv+ fai? 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,aga91 ,i _c b look back ) wond] at ! a/oni%+ pati5ce ( ,god1 :i* suff]$ my mann]s s long1 & ! /ead9ess he %ew$ 9 pursu+ 8 "w1 not)/&+ all my provocations4 ,all ! creation c\ld n h af=d$ s mu* =be>ance3 ! disciples ( ,*ri/ w\ld h call$ = fire f heav53 yea1 ,moses w\ld h f\nd m "h to irritate him ?an at ,m]ibah4 ,glory be to ,god1 t we h to d ) him1 & n ) man4 ,8 ways are n z our ways1 nor 8 ?\ghts z our ?\ghts3 b z ! heav5s are high above ! e>?1 s are 8 ways & ?\ghts ( m]cy above ours4 99,f\r?ly1 ,i mu/ be> witness to ! reasonabl5ess ( ,god's way4 ,x did n de/roy my faculties1 b improve !m4 ,he enlight5$ my eyes to see :at he w\ld h me to d1 & did n =ce b gradually p]suade me to comply ) x4 ,?is 0 n to compel1 b g5tly b5d ! w1 to ! ?+s t 7 really fit = x to incl9e to3 nor did he ev] oblige me to "p ) any s91 till he _h let me see x 0 aga9/ my int]e/ z well z duty3 & ! smalle/ piece ( compliance ) 8 w1 want$ n ev5 a pres5t rew>d4 ,la/ly1 ,?\gh ?is "w 0 agreeable to reason1 yet x 0 f> above ! p[] ( nature4 ,i _c ascribe ei!r its rise or progress to myself2 = x 0 :at ,i s\ght n1 ,i ?\ght n (2 nay ,i hat$1 & fe>$ & avoid$1 & %unn$ & oppos$ x ) all my might4 ,i _c ascribe x to any outw>d means4 ,!re are _m p>ts ( x :i* !y did n rea*3 & z to ! re/1 ! mo/ =cible fail$2 ! weake/ wr\ght ! effect4 ,nei!r /rong1 nor weak _h ! same effect always4 ,b ! "w 0 /ill c>ri$ on1 by a secret & undisc]nable p[]1 l ! w9d1 bl[+ :]e x li/e?4 ,x bore ! impress ( ,god 9 all its /eps4 ,! ^w t awak5$ me1 0 ! voice ( him :o make? ! dead to he>1 & calle? ! ?+s :i* are n1 z ?\gh !y 74 ,! light t %one 01 ! c&le ( ! ,"l1 trac+ an unse>*able he>t ?r\gh all its w9d+s4 ,x 0 all ! "w ( "o :o is e :]e1 :o kn[e? e ?+1 & :o w n fa9t or be disc\rag$1 till he ha? br\ght =? judgm5t unto victory4 ,& x 0 all an uni=m "w1 ?\gh v>i\sly c>ri$ on1 ?r\gh _m int]ruptions1 ov] _m oppositions1 = a long tract ( "t1 by means seem+ly weak1 improp]1 contr>y1 suitable only = him ^: pa?s are 9 ! great wat]s1 & ^: foot/eps are n kn[n4 ,9 a ^w1 x 0 a bu% burn+ & n consum$1 only by ! pres5ce ( ,god4 ,x 0 z a sp>k 9 ! mid/ ( ! ocean1 /ill kept alive1 not)/&+ floods cont9ually p\r$ ^u x4 ,?is 0 ! ,"l's do+1 & x is m>vell\s 9 our eyes4 ,,"p ,,ii4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,( ! progress ( 8 convictions & temptations4 #a4 ,i ,,_h n[ a design to g abroad3 b on ! advice ( "s fri5ds1 ,i laid aside t design1 & engag$ z *apla9 to a family4 ,accord+ly 9 ,augu/ #afif1 ,i w5t to ! ,wemyss4 ,:5 ,i came hi!r1 a /rang] among p]sons ( consid]able quality1 ,i 0 9 a great /rait1 & cri$ to ,god = help4 ,& ?\gh x 0 my own1 m ?an 8 hon\r1 ,i 0 conc]n$ =1 yet he1 :o w\ld n ov]look ev5 ,ahab's humiliation1 did n fail to assi/ me1 s f> z to ma9ta9 ! respect due to ! /ation ,i 0 94 #b4 ,i _h n be5 "h long1 :5 ,i 0 (t5 engag$ 7& frequ5tly1 )\t necessity7 9 debates ab\t ! div9ity ( ! scriptures1 & ! mo/ important doctr9es !re94 ,?is drew me to read ! writ+s ( ,dei/s1 t ,i might "k ! /r5g? ( ! enemy4 ,b ,i soon p]ceiv$1 t ^! fooli% que/ions & cont5tions 7 unpr(itable & va94 ,= evil m5 & s$uc]s w wax worse & worse1 deceiv+ & be+ deceiv$4 ,& to my sad exp]i5ce ,i f\nd1 t _! ^w do? eat z do? a gangr5e3 s t happy is he :o /ops 8 e>s aga9/ x6 #c4 ,! read+ ^! 0 ( dang]\s consequ5ce to "o :o 0 n root$ & gr\nd$ 9 ! tru?4 ,_! objections ,i f\nd /ruck at ! f\ndations2 !y 7 _m1 new1 & set (f to ! be/ advantage by ! cunn+ craft9ess ( m5 practis$ 9 deceit4 ,nor 0 ,i acqua9t$ ) t vigilance & humble sobriety t 7 necess>y = my def5ce aga9/ !m4 ,! adv]s>y f9d+ all ?+s ?us prep>$1 set furi\sly ^u me4 ,he wr\ght up fir/ ! natural a!ism1 d>kness & enmity ( my own he>t1 blasphem\sly to ask conc]n+ ! great tru?s ( religion1 8,h[ c ^! ?+s be80 ,to increase ^! d\bts he employ$ "s :o _h all ! advantages ( nature & education1 p]sons smoo?1 sob]1 ( g5]\s temp]s1 & good und]/&+s1 to oppose ! tru? ) ! mo/ plausible appe>ances ( argum5t & reason4 ,to all ?is he add$ 8 own subtil sugge/ions1 8,ha? ,god inde$ said s80 ,& sometimes he ?rew 9 fi]y d>ts1 to enflame & disord] me2 especially1 :5 ,i 0 alone1 or mo/ s]i\sly employ$ 9 pray] or m$itation4 #d4 ,by all ^! ways he assault$ me1 bo? z to ! be+ ( ,god1 z to 8 provid5ce1 & z to ! tru? bo? ( 8 revelation 9 g5]al1 & ( _m p>ticul>s conta9$ 9 x4 ,sometimes he sugge/$ ! want ( suffici5t evid5ce2 at o!r times1 t x 0 obscure or h>d4 ,yea1 "s p>ts ( x 7 accus$ z pla9 blasphemy3 "s z contradictory to ea* o!r4 ,! great my/]y ( ! gospel 0 p>ticul>ly set ^u & repres5t$ z fooli%ness3 & = fe> ( "s or o!r ( ^? sugge/ions1 x 0 ev5 a t]ror to me1 to look into ! bible4 #e4 ,! subtle enemy1 :o _h s (t5 be=e tempt$ me to pride1 n[ press$ me to a ba/>d sort ( humility4 8,h[ c su* an "o z y expect to remove difficulties1 :i* s _m abl] m5 h sunk "u80 ,by ?is ,i 0 br\ght into griev\s p]plexity4 ,i s\ght relief f my own reason+s1 f books1 & ev5 f pray]1 b ,i f\nd x n4 ,!n ,i wi%$ = "s extraord9>y revelation2 & at la/ sat d[n ) ! slugg>d1 fold+ my h&s1 & eat+ my own fle%4 ,my own reason+s avail$ n aga9/ him1 :o e/eems iron z /raw1 & brass z rott5 wood4 ,all my books ov]look$ _m ( my scruples1 & did n satisfy me z to ! re/4 ,& z to extraord9>y expectations1 ,god ju/ly reject$ !m1 see+ ,i w\ld n he> ,moses & ! prophets4 ,s t ,i _h q sunk "u ! weight ( my tr\ble1 & be5 swall[$ up ( sorr[ & despair1 _h x n be5 = "s little assi/ances :i* ! goodness ( ,god gave me1 sometimes "o way1 sometimes ano!r4 ,:5 ,i 0 urg$ to reject ! scriptures1 x 0 (t5 seasonably sugge/$1 ,to :om %all ,i g8 ,^! are ! words ( et]nal life4 ,god p[]fully conv9c$ me1 & kept ! conviction /rong ^u my m9d1 t :5ev] ,i p>t$ ) revelation1 ,i mu/ give up all prospect ( c]ta9ty or satisfaction ab\t et]nal life4 ,! boa/$ demon/rations ( a future happ9ess1 built only on ! light ( nature1 ,i _h tri$ long ago1 & f\nd to be altoge!r weak & inconclusive2 ?\gh _h !y be5 ev] s conclusive1 ,i _h be5 n a :it ! ne>] satisfaction4 ,=1 to tell me ( su* a /ate1 )\t an acc\nt ( its nature1 or ! t]ms :]eon x 0 atta9able1 0 all "o z if no?+ _h be5 said ab\t x1 & left my m9d 9 equal confusion4 ,aga91 on a due obs]vation ( ^? :o 7 truly religi\s1 ,i c\ld n b ev5 !n ?9k !m ! bett] "p ( mank9d2 & my s\l />t$ at *>g+ all ! be/ ( mank9d ) a lie 9 a ?+ ( ! greate/ importance4 ,on ! o!r h&1 ,god op5$ my eyes to see ! unacc\ntable folly ( ^? :o _h ab&on$ reveal$ religion4 ,! scripture tells !m pla9ly1 !y mu/ d 8 w1 if !y w\ld "k :e!r ! doctr9e be ( ,god4 ,b !y walk 9 a direct contradiction to 8 w2 h[ !n c !y "k ( ! doctr9e8 ,nay1 "s sob]1 le>n$1 & o!rwise inquisitive p]sons1 own$1 t we are already mis]able1 if we are ei!r cut (f f ! hopes (1 or left at unc]ta9ty ab\t a future /ate ( happ9ess4 ,!y own$ likewise !mselves to be ?us unc]ta91 & yet 7 at little or no pa9s to be satisfi$2 yea1 ,i f\nd !y r s\ght = :at might /r5g!n _! d\bts ?an remove !m2 :i* pla9ly %ew$ a hatr$ ( ! light4 #f4 ,i receiv$ fur!r help f consid]+ ! lives1 b m especially ! dea?s ( ! m>tyrs4 ,:5 ,i consid]$ ! numb]1 ! quality1 & all ! circum/ances ( ^? :o _h be5 tortur$1 n accept+ deliv]ance1 ,i c\ld n b own ! f+] ( ,god1 & ! reality ( religion4 ,! kn[n in/ances ( its p[] ov] *ildr5 9 _! t5d] ye>s1 appe>$ likewise ( great weight2 & ,i began to get frequ5t t\*es ( conviction1 :]eby feel+ ! pi]c+ virtue ( 8 ^w1 mak+ manife/ ! secrets ( my he>t1 ,i 0 =c$ to own ,god to be 9 x ( a tru?4 ,la/ly1 ,i f\nd a secret hope begot & *]i%$ ,i "k n h[1 sometimes ev5 amid/ ! viol5ce ( temptations1 t z ,god _h deliv]$ o!rs f temptations l m9e1 7?\gh ,i d\bt$1 if ev] any _h be5 s mu* mole/$ z ,i7 s he w\ld deliv] me at l5g?2 t :at ,i knew n n[1 ,i %\ld "k h]eaft]3 t my m\? %\ld yet be fill$ ) 8 praise3 & t ,satan's rage %ew$ 8 "t 0 b %ort4 #g4 ,h]eby ,i 0 enabl$1 n only to p]sev]e1 & ) m e>ne/ness1 bo? 9 public & private duties1 b also c>efully to conceal all my /raits f o!rs1 :o might h /umbl$ at1 or be5 h>d5$ by !m4 ,i 0 unwill+ o!rs %\ld "k any ?+ t might disgu/ !m at religion2 ,tell x n 9 ,ga?1 le/ ! daught]s ( ! uncircumcis$ triumph4 99,9 conv]se ) su* z 7 %ak51 ,i /ill /ood = ! tru?1 z if ,i _h be5 "u no d\bt ab\t x4 ,& ,i mu/ own1 t :ile ,i did s1 ,god (t5 gave me bo? success ) o!rs1 & satisfaction 9 my own m9d4 ,h[ good a ma/] is ,god6 ,a ^w spok5 = him is n lo/3 nor w he suff] ! lea/ s]vice to be 9 va94 ,a ,hea!n ,cyrus1 yea ,nebu*adnezz> himself1 %all n "w )\t 8 rew>d4 #h4 ,be=e ,i proce$1 ,i mu/ obs]ve ! folly ( reason+ ) ,satan2 :5ev] ,i did s1 he _h /ill great advantage3 he easily evad$ all my argum5ts1 & en=c$ 8 own sugge/ions3 & ev5 :5 !y 7 n ma9ta9$ by argum5t1 he inject$ !m s /rongly1 t ,i 0 n able to /& aga9/ !m3 our safe/ c\rse is to hold him at a di/ance1 & avoid all communion ) him4 99,i mu/ obs]ve likewise1 ! wise provid5ce ( ,god1 t ! greate/ difficulties aga9/ religion are hid f ,a!i/s4 ,none ( ! objections !y make are ne> s subtle z ^? :i* 7 (t5 sugge/$ to me4 ,inde$ !y d n view religion ne> en\gh1 to see ei!r ! difficulties1 or ! advantages t att5d x4 ,& ! devil f9d+ !m quiet1 keeps !m s1 n us+ =ce1 :]e he c d 8 "w )\t x4 ,besides1 ,god1 9 8 inf9ite wisdom1 p]mits1 n all ^! subtleties ( hell to be publi%$1 9 t5d]ness to ! fai? ( ! weak1 :i* c\ld n be> s sev]e an assault4 #i4 ,i lay "u _m inconv5i5ces all ?is :ile4 ,mo/ ( ! conv]se ,i _h 0 ) unholy m54 ,i _h no fri5d to :om ,i c\ld imp>t my griefs ) fre$om1 or any prospect ( satisfaction4 ,& ! entire conceal+ my conc]n made x fa/5 m & m1 & dr9k up my blood & spirits4 ,i laid aside my /udies2 ,i c\ld n pursue ei!r bus9ess or div]sion3 ,i _h no he>t to any ?+2 ,i c\ld n read1 unless n[ & !n a small portion ( scripture1 or "s o!r practical book 7except :51 = a %ort space1 !re 0 an int]mission ( my tr\ble47 ,= ne> a ye> & a half ,i read sc>ce any ?+2 & ?is slo?ful po/ure laid me op5 to fre% temptations1 & made my corruptions gr[ /rong] /ill4 #aj4 ,yet ev5 n[1 ,god m9d+ 8 own "w1 by ! means ( 8 ^w1 br\ght ! law1 9 its spiritual mean+1 ne>]4 ,& !n ,i f\nd m disc]nibly ! /irr+s ( s91 :i* tak+ occasion f ! comm&m5t1 & be+ frett$ at ! light let into my s\l1 wr\ght 9 me all mann] ( concupisc5ce4 ,h]eby ,i 0 plung$ into deep] guilt2 ,my iniquities w5t ov] my head2 & my consci5ce 0 s al>m$1 t ,i f\nd no re/ 9 my bones by reason ( my s94 #aa4 ,i /ill lab\r$ = re/1 ei!r by ext5uat+ my faults1 plead+ ! /r5g? ( temptation1 7sometimes n )\t secret reflections ^u ,god7 or by try+ to p]suade myself !y 7 no faults at all4 ,:5 all ^! fail$1 ,i made new v[s & resolutions2 & ,novemb] #bc1 #afig1 7a day ,i _h set ap>t = fa/+ & pray]7 ,i drew up a %ort acc\nt ( my trea*]\s deal+ ) ,god f my y\? up1 & solemnly b\nd myself to him = ! "t to come4 #ab4 ,b ?o' by ?is means ,i 0 kept f op5 pollutions2 ?o' ,i 0 c>eful ( outw>d duties2 receiv$ ! ^w ) joy2 wat*$ aga9/ pride ( he>t1 unbelief1 & o!r spiritual evils2 ?\gh ,i fa/$1 pray$1 m\rn$1 & 0 mu* 9 secret2 yea1 /rove aga9/ all s9s1 ev5 ^? ,i lov$ be/2 yet all ?is 0 only a =m ( religion1 ! p[] ( :i* ,i 0 /ill a /rang] to4 ,i 0 a /rang] to t bless$ relief ( s9n]s1 fai? imput$ = righte\sness4 ,?\gh ,i pr(ess$ to believe x1 ,i 0 really 9 ! d>k1 z to its glori\s efficacy1 t5d5cy & design4 ,/ill my eye 0 n s+le2 ,i reg>d$ only myself1 & n ! glory ( ,god4 ,x 0 /ill by "s righte\sness ( my own1 9 :ole or 9 "p1 t ,i s\ght relief4 ,?\gh ,i did "p ) my belov$ s9s1 yet x 0 nei!r )\t reluctance1 nor )\t "s secret res]ve4 ,la/ly1 ,my he>t 0 utt]ly av]se f all spiritual religion3 & if ,i sometimes aim$ at fix+ my m9d on heav5ly ?+s2 yet x 0 soon we>y ( ?is =cible b5t1 & x seem$ intol]able to ?9k ( be+ always spiritual4 #ac4 ,i 0 n[ r$uc$ to ! la/ extremity4 ,my s9s 7 set 9 ord] be=e me1 & _h tak5 su* hold ^u me1 t ,i 0 n able to look up4 ,!y 7 set 9 ord] 9 ! dreadfulness ( _! nature & aggravations2 my excuses baffl$1 & my m\? /opp$ be=e ,god4 ,all ! ways ,i _h tak5 = my relief _h deceiv$ me2 !y 7 ! /aff ( a brok5 re$2 !y pi]c$ my arm :5 ,i essay$ to lean ^u !m2 & ,i 0 a%am$1 & ev5 conf\nd$1 t ,i _h hop$4 ,! wra? ( ,god 0 likewise dropp$ into my s\l1 & ! poison ( 8 arr[s drunk up my spirits4 ,add to ?is1 t ,i 0 /ill unsatisfi$ ab\t religion1 & my enemies (t5 told me1 t ev5 9 ,god !re 0 no succ\r = me4 ,yea1 sometimes ,satan1 to entangle me ! m1 assault$ all ! tru?s ( religion at once2 & !n ,i 0 utt]ly conf\nd$1 :5 ! ,"l comm&$ t my enemies %\ld close me 9 on e side4 #ad4 ,by ! extremity ( ?is angui%1 ,i 0 = "s "t1 ab\t ! end ( n9ety-sev51 & ! beg9n+ ( n9ety-eight1 dreadfully ca/ d[n4 ,i 0 we>y ( my life4 ,(t did ,i use ,job's words1 ,i loa? x1 ,i w\ld n live alway4 ,& yet ,i 0 afraid to die4 ,i _h no re/2 ,my sore ran 9 ! day1 & 9 ! night "t x ceas$ n4 ,at night ,i wi%$ = day1 & 9 ! day ,i wi%$ = night4 ,i said1 ,my c\* %all com=t me2 b !n d>kness 0 z ! %ad[ ( dea?4 ,i 0 (t5 on ! br9k ( despair4 ,he fill$ me ) bitt]ness1 he made me drunk ) wormwood4 ,he remov$ my s\l f> f peace3 ,i =gat prosp]ity4 ,i said my hope & my /r5g? are p]i%$ f ! ,"l4 ,i wond]$ t ,i 0 n consum$2 & ?\gh ,i dread$ de/ruction f ! ,almighty1 yet ,i mu/ h ju/ifi$ him if he _h de/roy$ me4 ,?us ,i walk$ ab\t deject$1 we>y & heavy lad53 we>y ( my disease1 & we>y ( my va9 rem$ies2 & utt]ly unc]ta9 :at to d next1 or :at c\rse to take4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,( 8 deliv]ance f ^! temptations4 99,,x 0 9 ?is extremity ,god /epp$ 92 he f\nd me wall[+ 9 my blood1 9 a helpless & hopeless condition4 ,i 0 q ov]come1 nei!r able to fight nor fly1 :5 ! ,"l pass$ by me1 & made ?is "t a "t ( love4 ,t[>ds ! beg9n+ ( ,febru>y #afih1 ?is seasonable relief came4 ,i 0 !n1 z ,i rememb]1 at secret pray]1 :5 he discov]$ himself to me1 :5 he let me see1 t !re are =giv5esses ) him1 & m]cy1 & pl5te\s r$emption4 ,he made all 8 goodness to pass1 & he proclaim$ 8 "n1 ! ,"l1 ! ,"l ,god1 m]ciful & graci\s1 long-suff]+1 & abundant 9 goodness & tru?1 keep+ m]cy = ?\s&s1 =giv+ iniquity1 transgression & s92 :o w be graci\s to :om he w be graci\s1 & w %ew m]cy to :om he w %ew m]cy4 ,?is 0 a /range sight to "o :o be=e look$ on ,god only z a consum+ fire1 :i* ,i c\ld n see & live4 ,he br\ght me f ,s9ai1 & its ?undr+s1 to m\nt ,sion1 & to ! blood :i* speake? bett] ?+s ?an t ( ,abel4 ,i n[ ) wond] beheld ,*ri/ 9 8 glory1 full ( grace & tru?4 ,i saw t he1 :o _h be=e reject$ all my (f]+s1 0 well pleas$ 9 ! ,belov$1 be+ fully satisfi$1 n only t !re is =giv5ess ( s9s1 ?r\gh ! r$emption :i* is 9 ,jesus2 b also1 t ,god by ?is means might be j 9 ju/ify+ ev5 ! ungodly t believe 9 him4 ,h[ 0 ,i ravi%$ ) delight1 to see t su* m]cy might consi/ ev5 ) 8 inflexible ju/ice & spotless purity8 ,& yet m1 :5 he let me see1 t to me1 ev5 to me1 0 ! ^w ( ?is salvation s5t2 t ev5 ,i 0 invit$ to come1 & take ! wat] ( life freely6 ,f>!r1 he discov]$ to me 8 design 9 ! :ole1 ev5 t no fle% might glory 9 8 sight3 t he might manife/ ! ri*es ( 8 grace1 & be exalt$ 9 %ew+ m]cy4 ,& :5 ?is /range discov]y 0 made1 ( a relief :i* made full provision bo? = ,god's glory & my salvation1 my s\l 0 sweetly c>ri$ out to re/ 9 x1 z wor?y ( ,god1 & e way suit$ to my necessity4 #b4 ,all ^! discov]ies 7 convey$ to me by 8 ^w3 n inde$ by "o p>ticul> passage1 b by ! concurr+ light ( _m ( its te/imonies & promises1 seasonably set home1 & pla9ly express+ ^? tru?s2 ?us ,i f\nd x to be ! p[] ( ,god unto salvation4 ,b nei!r 0 x 8 ^w alone2 = ! same passages ,i _h read be=e1 & ?\ght ^u1 )\t any relief2 b n[ ! ,"l %9$ into my m9d by !m4 ,be=e ?is ,i knew ! lett] only1 b n[ ! words 7 _s & life2 a burn+ light by !m %one into my m9d1 & gave me n m]ely "s notional k1 b an exp]im5tal k ( ! glory ( ,god 9 ! face ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 99,& va/ly diff]5t ?is 0 f all ! notions ,i _h be=e ( ! same tru?s4 ,x %one f heav53 x 0 n a sp>k k9dl$ by my own endeav\rs1 b x %one sudd5ly ab\t me3 x came by a heav5ly means1 ! ^w2 x op5$ heav51 & discov]$ heav5ly ?+s2 & its :ole t5d5cy 0 heav5w>d4 ,x 0 a true light1 giv+ true manife/ations ( ! "o ,god1 & ! "o ,m$iator betwe5 ,god & man1 & a true view ( my /ate ) respect to ,god1 n accord+ to my fooli% imag9ations4 ,x 0 a di/9ct & cle> light1 n only repres5t+ spiritual ?+s1 b manife/+ !m 9 _! glory1 & 9 _! comely ord]4 ,x set all ?+s 9 _! due l9e ( subord9ation to ,god1 & gave di/9ct views ( _! g5u9e t5d5cy4 ,x 0 a satisfy+ light2 ! s\l absolutely re/$ ^u ! discov]ies x made3 x 0 assur$ ( !m2 x c\ld n d\bt if x saw1 or if ! ?+s 7 s z x repres5t$ !m4 ,x 0 a quick5+1 refre%+1 heal+ light4 ,x arose ) heal+ 9 its w+s4 ,x 0 a p[]ful light2 x dissipat$ t ?ick d>kness :i* ov]spread my m9d1 & made all ^? frightful temptations1 t be=e torm5t$ me1 in/antly flee be=e x4 ,la/ly1 ,x 0 a compos+ light2 x did n1 l a fla% ( lightn+1 fill ! s\l ) fe> & amazem5t2 b x quiet$ my m9d1 & gave me ! full & free use ( all my faculties4 ,i ne$ n give a l>ge acc\nt ( ?is light1 = no words c give a notion ( light to ! bl9d2 & he t has eyes1 7at lea/1 :ile he sees x7 w ne$ no words to describe x4 ,proce$ we1 !n1 to its fruits1 :]eby ! diff]5ce ( x f all my =m] light w mo/ evid5tly appe>4 #c4 ,! fir/ effect ( x 0 an approbation ( ,god's way ( sav+ s9n]s by ,jesus ,*ri/2 z a way ( relief 9 all respects suitable to ! ne$s ( a poor1 guilty1 self-condemn$1 self-de/roy$ s9n]1 :o is at l5g? beat f all o!r reliefs1 & ha? 8 m\? entirely /opp$ be=e ,god4 ,9 ?is ,i re/$ z a way full ( peace & com=t1 & provid+ abundantly = all ^? ends ,i desir$ to h secur$4 ,& ?is approbation discov]$ itself ev] aft] 9 all temptations1 by keep+ up 9 me a settl$ p]suasion1 t ,god ha? giv5 to u et]nal life1 & ?is life is 9 8 ,son4 ,& :5 aft]w>ds ,i 0 "u temptations1 x /ill kept me firm 9 an absolute det]m9ation utt]ly to reject all o!r ways ( relief1 :e!r ,i f\nd pres5t com=t 9 ?is or no4 ,?is 0 also my only sanctu>y aga9/ guilt2 let me be f\nd 9 him1 n hav+ m9e own righte\sness4 ,& :5ev] ,god gave me a fre% beam ( ?is light1 all difficulties vani%'d away2 !n ,i rejoic$ 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 & no?+ 0 able to di/urb me :ile x la/$2 & ev] aft] ,i 0 !n only pleas$1 :5 ,i f\nd my s\l1 9 "s measure1 m\ld$ into a compliance ) ! design ( ! gospel1 empti$ ( myself1 subject$ to ,god1 & c>eful to h him alone exalt$4 #d4 ,a second effect ( ?is discov]y 01 my eye began to be s+le1 look+ 9 all ?+s1 to ! glory ( ,god4 ,i n[ desir$ t he alone1 7:i* be=e ,i _h no real conc]n =7 might be glorifi$ 9 my life1 or by my dea?4 ,i saw t %ame & confusion belong$ to me & to him only ! :ole glory ( my salvation4 ,i wat*$ ov] ! mo/ secret act+s ( pride1 lab\r+ to r5\nce x utt]ly1 look+ on x z my gr& enemy1 on :i* ,i 0 always to h an eye1 & c\nt+ ! p[] x /ill _h1 my greate/ affliction4 ,i nev] f\nd com=t1 b :5 ?is idol 0 disc]nably abas$2 & :5 ev] ?is light %one 9 proportion to its cle>ness & cont9uance1 ! p[] ( ?is 0 weak5$ 9 my s\l1 & ,i s\ght n myself b ,*ri/ ,jesus4 8actions0 replac$ ) 8act+s0 p] ,errata #e4 ,a ?ird effect ( ?is light 0 ) respect to 8 comm&m5ts1 :i* ,i n[ saw 7 n griev\s1 b "r conc]n+ all ?+s4 ,i own'd 8 yoke to be easy1 & 8 burd5 light4 ,amid/ all temptations ,i knew ! law 0 holy1 j & good2 ,i p]ceiv$ too1 t x 0 exce$+ broad1 ext5d+ ev5 to ! lighte/ motion ( ! he>t4 ,! duties ,i 0 mo/ av]se f be=e 7 n[ easy1 pleasant1 & refre%+4 ,i saw a peculi> beauty 9 ^? laws 9 p>ticul> t cross$ ! s9s :i* _h ! firme/ root+ 9 my temp]4 ,none 7 s hateful to me2 = none did ,i loa! myself s mu*2 none 0 ,i s glad ( a victory ov]4 ,my m9d 0 cont9ually engag$ 9 contrivances = _! ru91 :i* =m]ly1 ,i /ill s\ght to sp>e4 ,& w\ld ,god h giv5 me my *oice1 to h ! laws aga9/ !m blott$ out1 he kn[s ,i %\ld n h *ose x1 & t ,i %\ld h ?\ght 8 law less pleasant & less p]fect1 _h ^! prohibitions be5 want+4 ,i took pleasure 9 o!rs only s f> z !re appe>$ 9 !m any ?+ ( an humble1 self-d5y+ con=mity to 8 law1 & _h a fix'd dislike ( ! lea/ incon=mity !reto1 ei!r 9 myself or o!rs4 ,9 a ^w ,i saw1 t if ,i c\ld rea* hol9ess ,i %\ld h pleasure1 & peace1 & lib]ty2 t all wisdom's ways1 7 ways ( pleasantness2 nor 0 any ?+ insupportable to me1 b t rema9+ unsubdu$ corruption t w\ld n /oop to put its neck "u h] yoke4 99#f4 ,a f\r? effect ( x 0 a "r sorr[ = s91 fl[+ f a deep s5se ( my +ratitude1 to provoke su* a ,god1 :o _h prev5t$ & /ill foll[$ me ) s mu* m]cy4 ,& ?is sorr[ fill$ my he>t ) love to ,god1 & 8 way1 sweet5$ my s\l1 & ende>$ ,god to x4 ,& ! m ,god manife/$ 8 k9dness1 ! m x increas$2 :5 he 0 pacifi$1 ,i 0 a%am$ & conf\nd$2 nor 0 x a burd5some1 b a sweet & pleasant sorr[1 z be+ ! ex]cise ( filial gratitude4 ,?is s5se ( my unk9dness1 :5 kept )91 cov]$ me ) blu%es2 & ,i 0 eas$1 :5 ,god all[$ me to v5t my s5se ( x1 & to p\r x1 z x 7 into 8 bosom4 ,x 0 likewise a spr+ ( activity 9 ! way ( duty4 ,i 0 glad to be employ$ 9 ! meane/ "w1 :i* might %ew h[ deeply s5sible ,i 0 ( my =m] disob$i5ce4 ,x 0 n z my late sorr[1 pregnant ) pride1 /iffness & unwill+ness to suff] any *a/isem5t2 b x humbl$1 s(t5$ ! s\l1 & made x will+ to be> ! indignation ( ! ,"l1 s9ce ,i _h s9n'd aga9/ him4 ,9 a ^w1 ,i 0 glad :5 ,god gave me my measure ( x1 & griev$ :5 ,i f\nd x want+1 & ,i cri$ to ! ,pr9ce exalt$ = x1 z a necess>y help to ! obey+ 8 :ole law4 #g4 ,a fif? effect ( ?is light1 0 a com=table hope ( salvation1 ris+ 9 /r5g?1 or gr[+ m weak1 z ! discov]ies ( ! way ( salvation1 7 m or less cle> & /rong4 ,i knew ,i c\ld n fail ( salvation1 o!rwise ?an by miss+ ?is way4 ,sometimes ,i d\bt$ ( myself1 b n ( ! way2 s f> z ,i walk$ 9 x1 ,i 0 sweetly satisfi$ t my expectation %\ld n be cut (f4 ,& z ?is light %ew$ salvation 9 a way ( self-d5ial1 & tru/ only 9 ! ,"l1 no?+ s %ook ?is hope1 z ! lea/ /irr+ ( pride4 ,z ?is sight ( ! glory ( ! ,"l always fill$ me ) %ame1 s ! deep] my humiliation ! /rong] 0 my confid5ce4 ,& s f> 0 ?is assurance f begett+ neglig5ce1 t x c\ld n consi/ ) x4 ,to int]mit or neglect duty1 raz$ ! f\ndation1 or at lea/1 laid an insurm\ntable /op 9 ! way ( its progress4 #h4 ,_m o!r effects !re 71 too long to repeat at l>ge4 ,i felt a new & =m]ly unkn[n1 love to all :o seem$ to h any ?+ ( ! image ( ,god1 ?\gh kn[n only by report2 & ?is evid5c$ itself 9 pray] = !m1 & sympa?y ) !m 9 _! afflictions4 ,aga91 ,i f\nd my c>e ( all ,god's conc]ns enl>g$1 & ,i desir$ m & m1 t he might be exalt$ ^u e>?4 ,i 0 griev$ at any loss 8 int]e/ su/a9$1 & zeal\s = 8 glory4 ,to conclude1 ,i f\nd ?is light sweetly draw+ me to a will+1 *e>ful endeav\r aft] hol9ess 9 all mann] ( conv]sation4 ,?us 7 all ?+s 9 "s measure become new2 & ,i :o a little be=e1 ) ! goal]1 _h fall5 d[n trembl+1 0 n[ rais$1 & set d[n to fea/ ) ! disciples ( ! ,"l1 rejoic+ & believ+4 ,,"p ,,iii4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,( ! pleasure ( ?is /ate2 ! mi/akes att5d+ x1 & ! way ( _! discov]y4 #a4 ,,?is glori\s discov]y 0 v surpris+3 (t ,i /ood & wond]'d :at ?is /range sight meant4 ,! greatness ( ! ?+s ,god _h done surpass$ belief2 & yet ! effects w\ld n suff] me to d\bt ( !m4 ,n t ,i di/9ctly obs]v$ !m at ! v fir/2 ! glory ( ! ,"l 0 !n s great1 t = a "t ,i fix$ my eyes on t1 & 0 less int5t on ! *ange :i* x wr\ght 9 me4 ,aga91 ,i 0 ! less exact 9 obs]v+ !m !n1 because ( ! d>kness /ill rema9+ 9 me4 ,i cle>ly saw ! my/]y ( free ju/ification ?r\gh ,*ri/1 & peace by 8 blood3 b ,i 0 /ill sadly ignorant ( _m ( ! mo/ important ?+s relat+ ev5 to t my/]y3 z ! daily application ( t atonem5t1 & ! use ( ,*ri/ ) respect to sanctification1 ,:at !re=e ,god did at ?is "t ,i knew n n[1 b h]eaft]1 :5 ! ,com=t] _h fur!r in/ruct$ me 9 ! gospel1 z my exig5cies requir$3 !n1 at l5g?1 ,i saw di/9ctly ! "w ( ,god1 & :at he _h done = me4 8ha?0 replac$ ) 8_h0 p] ,errata #b4 ,?is discov]y c\ld n b be full ( ravi%+ sweetness1 consid]+ ! /ate :]e9 x f\nd me4 ,i 0 condemn$ by ,god & my own consci5ce1 & "u press+ fe>s ( a pres5t execution ( ! s5t5ce4 ,:5 ! lab\rs ( ! day requir$ t ,i %\ld sleep1 & my body wa/$ ) ! disquiet ( my m9d1 yet ,i 0 afraid to close my eyes le/ ,i %\ld wake 9 hell1 & dur/ n suff] myself to sleep1 till ,i 0 beguil$ into x ,i knew n h[4 ,0 x /range1 t ! hopes ( p>don 7 sweet to "o 9 su* a condition1 :]eby ,i laid d[n 9 safety & quiet re/1 :ile !re 0 none to make me afraid8 ,a little be=e1 ! wat]s compass$ me ab\t1 ev5 to ! s\l6 ! deep clos$ me r\nd ab\t1 ,i w5t d[n to ! bottoms ( ! m\nta9s1 & said1 ,i am ca/ out ( ,god's sight4 ,n[1 0 x any wond] t su* an "o %\ld rejoice1 :5 br\ght into a g>d5 ( delights & set d[n "u ! refre%+ rays ( ! sun ( righte\sness8 ,& ! ?+s he discov]$ to me "h 7 n only altoge!r new & su* z ,i 0 utt]ly unacqua9t$ ) be=e2 b also glori\s 9 !mselves4 ,x 0 ! glory ( ! ,"l t %one r\nd ab\t me2 & ,i saw su* ?+s z eye ha? n se51 beside !e1 ,o ,god4 ,9 a ^w1 :at ,i saw 0 7:at ! angels desire to look into7 ! my/]y ( godl9ess1 ! wond]s ( ,god's law1 & ! unse>*able ri*es ( 8 m]cy4 #c4 ,?is discov]y 0 ( long] cont9uance1 & f> bright] ?an any ,i h _h s9ce3 x %one 9 its glory = t5 days2 nor 0 x q gone = a long "t aft]2 & :ile x la/$1 new discov]ies 7 daily made4 ,god c>ri$ me f "o ?+ to ano!r1 & 9 ?is %ort space taught me m ?an ,i _h le>n$ by all my /udy 9 my :ole life4 ,yea1 he taught me ! ?+s ,i _h le>n$ be=e1 9 ano!r1 & q diff]5t mann]4 ,e day he in/ruct$ me out ( ! scriptures1 walk+ & talk+ ) me by ! way1 & op5+ !m to me1 :i* be=e 0 z a seal$ book1 :]e9 :atev] ,i read 0 d>k4 ,inde$ all ?is "t my m9d 0 almo/ :olly tak5 up ab\t spiritual ?+s2 & :atev] occur'd 9 read+1 m$itation1 conv]se1 or daily obs]vation1 x 7l a mold7 ca/ into its own %ape4 ,all ?is :ile ,i 0 c>ri$ out to extraord9>y dilig5ce 9 duty4 ,x 0 n z =m]ly1 a bur!n2 b my he>t 0 enl>g$1 s t ,i ran 9 ! ways ( ,god's ord9ances & comm&m5ts4 ,& h]e9 my s\l (t5 made me l ! *>iots ( ,am9adab1 n easily to be /opp$2 sometimes to ! disgu/ ( ^! :o did n ta/e ! same ravi%+ sweetness :i* ,i enjoy$4 ,b ! life ( all 01 t ,god1 by keep+ 8 glory cont9ually 9 my eye1 kept me humble & self-d5i$ all ?is :ile3 see+ him ,i loa!d myself4 ,behold+ 8 glory ,i 0 9 my own eyes z a gra%opp]1 z no?+1 less ?an no?+1 & vanity4 ,i glori$ only 9 ! ,"l1 rejoic$ 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 & _h no confid5ce 9 ! fle%4 #d4 ,god _h _m graci\s designs 9 ?is4 ,i 0 sore brok5 & w\nd$1 & he did ?is 9 t5d]ness2 he b\nd up my w\nds1 he p\r$ 9 oil1 he made me a b$ 9 my sickness4 ,he wat*$ me1 & kept me f di/urbance1 till ,i 0 some:at /r5g!n$4 ,i _h be5 plung$ into griev\s & h>d ?\ghts ( him1 z if he has =gott5 to be graci\s4 ,nor 0 ,i easily induc$ to believe good tid+s2 yea1 ?\gh x 0 told me1 ,i c\ld n believe1 till ,i _h a cle> sight ( ! waggons & provisions1 & !n my _s reviv$4 ,god 9 deep condesc5sion1 satisfi$ me t he 0 real1 & _h no pleasure 9 my dea?2 & t ! w\nd 0 n incurable1 t x 0 n ! w\nd ( an enemy1 or ! /roke ( a cruel "o1 b ! w\nd ( a fri5d 9 ord] to heal+4 ,he 0 n[ to make me sell all = t goodly pe>l2 & t ,i might be satisfi$ ) my pur*ase1 he let me see bo? :at ,i 0 to leave1 & :at ,i 0 to obta94 ,aga91 he knew :at a wild]ness ,i 0 to g ?r\gh1 & !re=e f$ me be=e ,i ent]$ into x4 ,la/ly1 ,he design$ to give me some?+ :i* might be a /ay 9 all succe$+ trials4 ,& (t5 s9ce1 :5 my s\l has be5 9 heav9ess1 h ,i be5 *e>$ by ! remembrance ( x4 #e4 ,b1 alas6 ,i und]/ood n ?is3 ,i fanci$ ?is _w w\ld la/ always2 ,i talk$ ( build+ tab]nacles "h1 & knew n ,i 0 to come d[n f ! m\nt1 & t my ,"l w\ld dep>t f me aga94 ,i dream$ n ( le>n+1 or hav+ occasion = w> any m2 ,i expect$ no m to fight ) my corruptions1 b ?\ght ! enemies1 :i* appe>$ n 7 dead1 & t ! 8,egyptians 7 all dr[n$ 9 ! sea40 ,accord+ly ,i project$ to tie myself up to su* a b5t1 & to /9t myself to su* a me?od ( liv+1 z nei!r our circum/ances & temptations1 nor our duty 9 ?is _w all[s (4 ,i c\ld n endure to read ^? books :i* 7 really necess>y to be read1 & all ! "t ,i sp5t 9 !m seem$ lo/4 ,yea1 ,i began to grudge ! "t :i* my body absolutely requir$ = sleep or o!r refre%m5ts4 ,?us ! devil secretly drove f "o extreme to ! o!r1 kn[+ well1 t ,i %\ld n re/ "h1 & t he c\ld easily ?r[ me back f ?is into ! fir/1 ( assum+ too great a latitude4 ,i began likewise to reckon ?is enl>gem5t ( he>t z my due1 & z m m9e own ?an x really 04 ,& ,i look$ on ! /ock ,i already _h z suffici5t to c>ry me ?r\gh all my difficulties2 & saw n1 t ! grace1 :i* 0 suffici5t = me1 0 yet 9 ! ,"l's h&4 #f4 ,b n[ ,god began to undeceive me2 he gave me a ?orn 9 ! fle% to humble me1 & a mess5g] ( ,satan 0 s5t to buffet me1 :o soon made me feel ! fury ( 8 temptations4 ,h]eupon ,i fell into deep p]plexity2 ,i began to "q ! tru? ( =m] manife/ations1 to d\bt ( my own p]sev]ance2 yea1 sometimes to qu>rel secretly ) ,god1 z if he _h beguil$ me4 ,i tri$ _m ways1 to escape2 ,i ?\ght ^u ,god2 ,i compla9$ to him2 ,i s\ght = ! causes ( my affliction2 ,i essay'd to %ake myself1 & to g =? to duty z be=e2 b alas6 ! ,"l 0 dep>t$ f me2 & ! enemy1 :i* lay 9 my bosom1 _h discov]$ my secret1 & %orn me ( my /r5g?4 #g4 ,yet ,i c\ld n b see1 :5 ,i recov]$ myself a little1 aft] ! viol5ce ( my conflict1 t ?+s 7 bett] ) me n[ at my wor/ case1 ?an =m]ly at my be/4 ,god frequ5tly %ew$ me some?+ ( 8 p[] & glory2 he op5'd a scripture1 & made my he>t burn )9 me1 or unfold$ my case1 & told me all t 0 9 my he>t2 or let me see my desire ^u my enemies4 ,sometimes he gave me access unto him1 & made me come ev5 to 8 seat1 & p\r out my he>t be=e him4 ,& :5 at ! l[e/1 ,i 0 o!rwise affect$ to ,*ri/ ?an be=e2 my s\l /ill long$ aft] him2 ,i essay'd to /ret* out ! )]$ h&1 & wi%$ = ! comm& t w\ld imp[] me to lay hold ( him4 ,i refus$ to g any :]e else1 b resolv$ to wait on him1 & to tru/ 9 him1 ev5 ?\gh he %\ld slay me4 ,& z to 8 law1 ?\gh ,i c\ld n run 9 x1 my w 0 /ill t[>d x2 ,i _h no qu>rel to x1 b to myself2 ,i brea!d aft] con=mity ) x2 ,i delight$ !re9 aft] ! inw>d man4 ,& z to s91 ?\gh ,i 0 sometimes driv5 to x1 ?is 0 j su* a =c$ cons5t z be=e ,i gave to ! law4 ,?\gh x prevail$1 my he>t 0 n ) x z be=e2 ,i f\nd ano!r sort ( opposition to x2 & if ev] x ga9$ a victory1 ,i 0 ! m enrag$ aga9/ x4 ,la/ly1 ,?is coldness 0 n[ a pret]natural /ate3 ,i cri$ daily1 ,:5 wilt ?\ receive me8 ,i loa!d myself = x2 ,i c\ld n re/ 9 x2 ,i we>i$ myself ) essay+ to break my prison3 ,i look$ back to =m] seasons1 & said1 ,o t x 7 ) me z 9 mon?s pa/6 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,( 8 fre% /ruggl+s ) s92 its victories2 & ! cause ( !m1 & ,god's goodness ) respect to ?is trial4 #a4 ,,f9d+ my enemies _h ga9$ great advantage ov] me1 by ! security into :i* ,i 0 fall51 ?\gh ,i 0 unwill+ to fight1 yet ^u _! appe>ance ,i tri$ :at weapons w\ld be mo/ successful4 ,i object$ to !m1 t n[ ,i 0 engag$ to ! ,"l2 ,i reason$ ) !m3 ,i pray$ aga9/ !m4 ,nor c\ld ,i !n see1 :5ce x 0 t !y prevail$3 b ,god ha? s9ce %ewn me sev]al reasons ( x4 ,i laid too mu* /ress on ! grace ,i _h already receiv$2 ,i 0 n suffici5tly wat*ful3 ! enemy put me on va9 "w2 :]e ! s9 lay n 9 ! ?+ itself1 b 9 ! degree ( x1 !re he set me ^u r5\nc+ x 9 ! gross1 & root+ out :at 0 9 itself lawful4 ,( ?is ,i _h _m in/ances ) respect to my passions1 & worldly employm5ts1 & conv]se ) s9ful p4 ,i /ill neglect$ "s means ( ,god's appo9tm5t1 "u pret5ce ( difficulties & inconv5i5ces1 & s prev5t$ 8 bless+ ^u ! re/4 ,i 0 sometimes n s+le 9 my aims3 ,i want$ a victory :i* w\ld ease me ( ! tr\ble ( wat*fulness1 ,i 0 we>y ( a fight+ life1 & desir$ to conqu]1 t ,i might be at re/4 ,la/ly1 :5 ,i 0 n quickly he>d1 ,i did n p]sev]e 9 pray]1 = grace to help 9 "t ( ne$4 #b4 ,yet 0 ,god ev5 !n exce$+ m]ciful to me3 he kept me f giv+ q ov]3 :5 ,i _h _m times gone fur!/ into temptations1 yet he came 9 ) seasonable help2 & frequ5tly1 :5 ,i 0 h>d pre/1 he s cle>$ up to me my own s9c]ity1 z embold5$ me to appeal to him1 :i* left me at lib]ty1 "u ?is new enc\ragem5t1 vigor\sly to oppose all my enemies4 #c4 ,& ,god has s9ce let me see1 :at graci\s designs he c>ri$ on by ^! trials4 ,h]eby he taught me1 t all ,*ri/ians mu/ be soldi]s2 t our security z to future temptations does n lie 9 grace already receiv$1 b 9 hav+ our way op5 to ! ?rone ( grace2 t ,god deals x out 9 ! prop] seasons1 :]e( he alone is able to judge2 t ! cov5ant ( grace do? n promise entire fre$om f s9s ( infirmity1 nor ev5 f wilful s9s1 o!rwise ?an 9 ! con/ant1 z well z c>eful use1 ( all ! means :i* he ha? appo9t$4 ,h]eby too he let me see1 h[ displeas$ he 0 = my cleav+ to s9 s long4 ,! s9s t n[ frequ5tly ca/ me d[n 7 ^? ,i s\ght to sp>e be=e4 ,god cri$ (t5 to me1 to "p ) !m1 & ,i w\ld n he>2 & n[ ,god w\ld n he> :5 ,i cri$ aga9/ !m4 ,h]eby also he discov]$ ! ri*es ( t =giv5ess t is ) him1 t x rea*es s9s ( all sorts1 multipli$ relapses n except$4 ,he t requires u to =give sev5ty times sev51 w n d less himself4 ,& f9ally1 he fitt$ me h]eby to compassionate1 & to com=t o!rs also :o 7 tempt$4 ,see ! preface4 #d4 ,dur+ all ?is "t1 besides s9s ( infirmity1 my corruptions did sometimes be> me d[n to relapses1 bo? into omissions ( duties1 & commission ( kn[n s9s4 ,& ^! be+ s9s aga9/ light1 love1 & all sorts ( engagem5ts1 lay heavy ^u my consci5ce4 ,i 0 mu* p]plex$ ab\t !m1 my bones 7 brok51 my _s w\nd$ exce$+ly4 #e4 ,at "s times1 inde$1 ,i 0 = a :ile h>d5$ by ! deceitfulness ( s91 & s5seless2 at o!r times my he>t in/antly smote me1 & ,i 0 imm$iately aft] my fall /irr$ up to ! ex]cise ( rep5tance4 ,b soon] or lat] ,god set my s9s 9 ord] be=e me1 ei!r by "s outw>d or inw>d affliction 7(t5 s rem>kably *os51 t ! s9 0 wrote ^u ! puni%m5t7 or by 8 ^w1 or 8 holy ,_s 9 8 ord9ances1 :i* told me all t ,i _h done4 #f4 ,!n 0 my s\l tr\bl$ ) fe> & %ame1 & a s5se ( 8 ang]1 by :i* ,satan (t5 s\ght to drive me to despair4 ,b ,god graci\sly brake ! =ce ( ?is temptation1 sometimes by di/ant discov]ies ( =giv5ess2 sometimes by rem9d+ me ( 8 =m] k9dness1 or %ew+ me ! fatal issue ( ca/+ away my confid5ce4 99,& :5 ! temptation 0 mo/ viol5tly urg$1 ,i ?\ght x no "t to dispute1 b all[$ ! wor/ ! tempt] c\ld sugge/1 & !n laid my case1 9 all its aggravations1 to ! ext5sive promises ( ! cov5ant4 8,be x grant$1 said ,i1 t ,i am b an hypocrite3 t ,i nev] obta9$ p>don3 t ,i am ! *ief ( s9n]s2 t my s9s h su* aggravations z ! s9s ( no o!r man ev] _h20 yet ! blood ( ,*ri/ cleanse? f all s91 & he came to save ! *ief ( s9n]s4 99#g4 ,:5 ,i _h got ?us f>1 ,i got up aga9 z ,i c\ld1 & s\ght him 9 all ! duties ( 8 appo9tm5t4 ,nor 0 x long 7if ,i humbly & pati5tly cont9u$ 9 ?is way7 be=e ,i f\nd him1 z at ! fir/4 ,he set my s91 9 all its aggravations1 be=e me2 he l$ me up to orig9al s91 ! s\rce ( all3 he cut (f all excuses1 & left me self-convict$1 own+ t any puni%m5t on ?is side hell w\ld be m]cy4 ,!n he /epp$ 91 & made a graci\s discov]y ( ! f\nta9 op5$ = s91 & = uncleanness4 ,he drew my s\l to close )1 & ) trembl+ to lay /ress ^u x4 ,hav+ by ?is look drawn my eyes to look at him aga91 :ile ,i look$1 my s\l melt$ into te>s2 my he>t1 be=e b\nd up1 0 loos$2 & my lips1 be=e clos$1 7 op5$4 ,:ile he ?us answ]$ me1 & ,i c\ld sc>ce believe ! news1 he creat$ peace by ! fruit ( 8 lips1 & z x 7 =c$ x ^u my s\l1 & %$ abroad 8 love 9 my he>t4 #h4 ,be=e ,i conclude ?is head1 ,i mu/ obs]ve1 #a4 ,t sometimes ?is "w 0 wr\ght gradually2 sometimes all at once1 & 9 a mom5t4 #b4 ,sometimes ,i s\ght peace long be=e ,i obta9$ x2 sometimes ,god surpriz$ me imm$iately ^u my s91 be=e ,i _h ?\ght 9 ! lea/ :at ,i _h done1 & gave me su* a look z made me weep bitt]ly4 ,& :5 x 0 ?us1 x pi]c$ ?r\gh my s\l1 fill+ me ) ! deepe/ loa?+ ( my s91 & ! highe/ wond] at ! ri*es1 fre$om1 & a/oni%+ sov]eignty ( 8 grace4 8s\l0 replac$ ) 8s90 p] ,errata #i4 ,!re 0 a great diff]5ce z to ! cont9uance ( ^! impressions1 & likewise z to ! degrees ( !m4 ,at "s times1 my convictions & humiliations 7 deep]1 & my fai? & hope f> cle>] ?an at o!rs4 ,b amid/ all ^! accid5tal diff]5ces1 ! sub/ance ( ! "w 0 always ! same4 ,i w\ld obs]ve1 la/ly1 ,t ! mo/ t]rible enemies are n ! mo/ dang]\s4 ,:ile ,i 0 attack$ by pla9 s9s1 ,i 0 easily conv9c$ & al>m$ at !m1 :i* 0 att5d$ ) all ^! happy effects2 :]eas ,i h be5 s9ce assault$ by less disc]nible evils1 s9s "u ! mask ( duties2 & ^! secretly dev\r ! /r5g?1 & are ) difficulty discov]$ 9 _! exce$+ s9fulness4 ins]t$ ^w 8)0 p] ,errata 99,i mu/ n pass ov] )\t notice1 t :5 ,i fir/ felt =giv5ess ( s9s1 ,i 0 mu* ex]cis$ )1 & tr\bl$ =1 s9s ( infirmity & daily incursion3 ( ?is ,i %all give a m di/9ct acc\nt4 #a4 ,:5 ,god manife/$ himself1 8 enemies fl$ be=e him3 !y receiv$ a /unn+ /roke1 & vani%$ away at ! brightness ( 8 appe>+4 ,he1 = a "t bore d[n corruption1 *a9$ up ,satan1 & kept me f any1 ! lea/ di/urbance f !m4 #b4 ,x 0 "s "t be=e my /rong] enemies appe>$ aga92 presumptu\s s9s did n soon approa* me2 ,i fir/ f\nd ! rema9+ p[] ( s9 only by ! invasion ( s9s ( daily infirmity1 p>ticul>ly deadness 9 pray]4 #c4 ,h]eupon ,i began to be mu* disc\rag$1 nei!r und]/&+ my pres5t /ate1 nor ! provision made = ! case 9 ! cov5ant ( grace1 by a daily application ( ! blood ( atonem5t4 #d4 ,:5 my fond expectation 0 disappo9t$1 ,i at fir/ essay$ to humble myself di/9ctly = ea* ( ^! transgressions4 ,b f9d+ my :ole "t w\ld n suffice = ?is1 ,i 0 oblig$ to g ) !m all at once1 & plunge into ! f\nta9 op5$ = s91 & = uncleanness4 ,i took a view ( myself defil$ by innum]able evils1 & "u a s5se ( !m ca/ myself on ! glori\s atonem5t1 & reli$ = ! cleans+ me f !m all on t blood :i* cleanse? f all s94 #e4 ,to cle> ?is matt] yet fur!r1 ,i obs]ve1 t ! light :i* fir/ discov]$ ?is pl5te\s r$emption1 ?o' v>i\sly cl\d$1 yet 0 nev] q lo/4 ,a *ild ( light is nev] 9 utt] d>kness4 ,he has1 inde$1 a summ]'s sun1 t %9es long]1 bright]1 & w>m]2 & 8 w9t]'s sun1 :i* %9es m fa9tly4 ,he has fair & ra9y days2 he has a *angeable int]c\rse ( day & night3 b light m or less1 !re is always4 8attonem5t0 replac$ ) 8atonem5t0 #aj4 ,^u ! :ole1 we may rem>k1 #a4 ,t we may heal our w\nds slightly2 b x is ,god's pr]ogative to speak solid peace4 #b4 ,t consid]+ our unbelief1 & pride ( he>t1 x is n easy to w9 a s9n] to believe1 t ! =giv5ess1 :i* is ) ,god1 is able to answ] all necessities4 ,& :5 ! s\l is 9 "s measure satisfi$ ) ?is & will+ to come to ,god daily = grace & m]cy1 x is n easy to keep up ei!r a due abhorr5ce ( s91 or a due s5se ( t b\ndless m]cy4 99,yea1 "h lies "o ( ! greate/ secrets ( practical godl9ess1 & ! highe/ atta9m5t 9 close walk+ ) ,god1 to come daily & wa%1 & yet reta9 z high a value = ?is discov]y ( =giv5ess1 z if x 7 only to be _h once1 & no m4 ,! m we see ( x1 ! m1 d\btless1 we ought to value x2 :]eas on ! contr>y1 unless ! utmo/ c>e be us$1 our he>ts turn =mal1 & c\nt x a common ?+4 ,i obs]ve1 #c4 ,t ! joy ( ! ,"l is !n only to be reta9$1 :5 we walk t5d]ly & circumspectly3 be+ inconsi/5t n only ) any gross s91 b ) any remissness ( behavi\r4 ,&1 la/ly1 ,t :5 ,i 0 at ! l[e/ ebb1 ,i h (t5 recov]$ myself by ?ankfulness4 ,if y ask1 ,:at ,i _h !n to be ?ankful =8 ,i answ]1 ,i began ?us3 8,:at a m]cy is x ,i am out ( hell6 ,bless$ be ! ,"l = ?is40 ,aga93 8,:at a m]cy is x1 t he ha? giv5 me to see1 & ?ank him = t m]cy6 ,bless$ be ! ,"l = ?is likewise40 ,& ?us ,i h gone on1 till he ha? l$ me to a s5se ( 8 love1 & re/or$ com=t to my s\l4 8#e40 replac$ ) 8#c40 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 8,,"p0 replac$ ) 8,,*apt]0 ,a m p>ticul> acc\nt ( 8 prec$+ d\bts1 conc]n+ ! be+ ( ,god1 & deliv]ance f !m4 #a4 ,i ,,be=e m5tion$ ! trials ,i _h ab\t ! be+ ( a ,god1 almo/ z soon z ,i _h any conc]n ab\t religion4 ,b at fir/ ,i _h no argum5ts1 urg$ aga9/ x3 only see+ ?is 0 ! h+e on :i* all religion turn$1 ,i f\nd myself at a loss = evid5ce s cle> & /rong1 & conv9c+1 z ,i ?\ght necess>y1 ) respect to a tru?1 :]eon s mu* weight 0 to be laid4 ,i said1 8,v great ?+s are dem&$ ( me1 & ,i am call$ to hope = great ?+s2 b1 be=e1 ,i tru/ s f>1 ,i w\ld "k m ( t ,god1 9 :om ,i am to tru/40 #b4 ,b aft]w>ds1 :5 ,i 0 m e/rang'd f ,god1 & int5t ^u ab/ract subtleties1 ! devil took 8 opportunity1 & said daily1 8,:]e is n[ ?y ,god80 ,he !n triumph'd1 8,:]e is n[ t m\?1 ) :i* ?\ ha/ s (t5 reproa*$ ,a!i/s80 ,^! are ! argum5ts !y h2 come =? !n1 try ?y /r5g?1 & fight !m4 #c4 ,h]eupon a %>p conflict began1 9 :i* ,i us$ v>i\s ways4 ,sometimes ,i reject$ 8 sugge/ions1 & refus$ !m a he>+4 ,sometimes ,i tri$ to answ] 8 argum5ts2 b ! long] ,i /ood argu+ ! case1 ,i 0 always at ! great] loss4 ,!n ,i w\ld wi% = a discov]y ( ,god himself2 ,o t ,i knew :]e ,i might f9d him6 ,:5ce ! enemy fail$ n to inf]1 8,if !re 0 a ,god he w\ld help "o1 :o 0 ?us /&+ up = him1 9 su* a /rait40 ,sometimes ,i pray$1 & ?\gh ,satan urg$ me ) ! unreasonabl5ess ( pray+ till ,i 0 sure !re 0 a ,god2 yet ,i always ?\ght1 8,if !re be "o1 he c be/ satisfy me z to 8 own be+40 #d4 ,& he did satisfy me 9 "p4 #a4 ,by cle> discov]ies ( ! t5d5cy ( ^! temptations1 viz4 ,to ca/ reproa* on all ! be/ & wise/ ( m51 & to de/roy ! f\ndations ( all human happ9ess4 #b4 ,by "s glimpses ( 8 glory1 ev5 9 ! works ( creation4 #c4 ,by "s beams ( light f 8 ^w2 & m ?an once1 9 p>ticul>1 by sugge/+ to my m9d1 ) p[]1 t answ] ( ! ?ree *ildr51 ,o ,nebu*adnezz>1 we are n c>eful to answ] !e 9 ?is matt]4 ,if x be s1 our ,god1 :om we s]ve1 is able to deliv] u f ! burn+ fi]y furnace1 & he w deliv] u out ( ?9e h&4 ,b if n1 be x kn[n unto !e1 ,o ,k+1 t we w n s]ve ?y ,god1 nor wor%ip ! gold5 image :i* ?\ ha/ set up4 #e4 ,b yet ,i 0 n fully reliev$2 no?+ b a discov]y ( ,god c\ld give a full defeat to ,satan4 ,b consid]+ ,i 0 !n an unhumbl$ enemy1 ,god c\ld n h appe>$ o!rwise ?an z an enemy2 & ?is my nature c\ld n be>1 ,i c\ld n h ?us se5 8 face & liv$4 ,:]e=e he l$ me ano!r way2 he discov]$ s9 to me fir/1 & !reby broke ! =ce ( ! temptation2 & hav+ humbl$ me1 he !n discov]$ himself 9 8 glory 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 99#f4 ,?is x 0 :i* gave me full satisfaction1 :ile ,god comm&$ ?is light to %9e on my m9d1 ,i c\ld n desire a cle>] pro( ( 8 be+2 all 8 enemies fl$ be=e x3 all ! m\nta9s ( opposition %ook at ! pres5ce ( ! ,"l1 & 7 c>ri$ into ! mid/ ( ! sea4 ,i _h n[ manifold evid5ces ( ?is glori\s tru?4 ,i _h1 #a4 ,! evid5ce ( sight3 by ! eye ( fai? ,i saw ! glory ( ,god z repres5t$ 9 ! ^w1 %9+ ) ! cle>e/ lu/re3 x n only conv9c$ me ( its own reality1 b t1 9 a mann]1 no?+ else 0 real4 ,?is sight gave me m consi/5t1 becom+ notions ( ,god1 8 nature & attributes1 ?an ev] ,i atta9$ be=e1 & s %ook ! v f\ndations ( ^? d\bts :i* fl[$ purely f my ignorance ( 8 nature4 #b4 ,i _h ! evid5ce ( ! e>2 ,i he>d him speak1 & 8 voice suffici5tly di/+ui%$ itself f ! voice ( any creature4 ,he fir/ spoke t]ror to me f ,s9ai2 & :5 my s\l 0 z ! tr\bl$ sea1 he said unto x1 8,peace1 be /ill1 & !re 0 a great calm40 ,8 words _h light & p[] peculi> to ,god ) !m1 bo? :5 he spoke = me & aga9/ me3 !y made me ta/e & see t ! ,"l is good1 & t bless$ is he t tru/e? 9 him4 ,all my objections 7 solv'd4 ,z to ! seem+ inconsi/5cy ( 8 attributes1 at ! "t t he condesc5d$ to %ew me 8 back-p>ts1 he satisfi$ me1 t no man c behold 8 face4 ,he gave me a view ( 8 incompreh5sibility1 :i* sil5c$ all ^? sugge/ions4 ,& z to ! seem+ disord]s 9 8 gov]nm5t1 a pla9 answ] 01 ,he give? acc\nt to none2 8 way is 9 ! sea2 8 pa?s 9 ! great wat]s1 & 8 foot/eps are n kn[n4 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 8,,ii0 replac$ ) 8,,iv0 ,a m p>ticul> acc\nt ( 8 prec$+ d\bts conc]n+ ! holy scriptures1 & deliv]ance f !m4 8p>ticl>0 replac$ ) 8p>ticul>0 #a4 ,,?is temptation1 z obs]v$ be=e1 did n attack me s soon z ! =m]2 b x 0 manag$ 9 mu* ! same way4 ,sometimes my m9d only hung 9 susp5ce1 = want ( a suffici5t evid5ce4 ,sometimes ,i 0 /rangely h>rass$ ) multipli$ objections1 ei!r by ! books ,i read1 ! enemies ( ! ^w1 ) :om ,i conv]s$1 or by ,satan1 ^: sugge/ions 7 f> ! mo/ subtle1 & mo/ p]plex+ ( all4 #b4 ,?is trial 0 m griev\s ?an ev5 ! =m]4 ,^! objections 7 equally de/ructive ( all religion1 & 7 f> m num]\s1 m plausible1 & ent]ta9$ by p]sons ( a fair] "*4 ,besides1 ! evid5ce ( ?is tru? lay f>!r f ! rea* ( an un5light5$ m9d4 #c4 ,i tri$ _m ways to escape2 besides pray]1 & att5d+ public ord9ances1 ,i read _m books writ 9 def5ce ( ! scriptures4 ,& ?is want$ n its use2 ,i got a rational conviction ( ! tru?1 & s 0 embold5$ to plead = x aga9/ 8 enemies2 & ,i f\nd answ]s to _m p>ticul> objections1 :i* enc\rag$ me to wait = full satisfaction4 ,b t ,i f\nd n yet3 ?is be+ b ! wisdom ( m51 _h n p[] to sil5ce temptations1 to enlight5 me to see ! evid5ce ( ,god 9 8 ^w1 or to give a reli% = x to an indispos$ s\l4 #d4 ,god began to break ! =ce ( ?is temptation1 :5 8 ^w fa/5$ a s5se ( guilt on my s\l3 ?\gh ?is r extort$ an ass5t ?an induc$ to a *e>ful acquiesc+ !re91 z com+ f ,god4 ,b :5 he gave me t light :i* repell$ all temptations1 :i* reviv$ & com=t$ a s\l b[$ d[n be=e1 ,i in/antly clos$ ) 8 ^w z ! ^w ( life2 ,i rejoic$ z "o t _h f\nd a hid treasure2 ,i 0 sweetly satisfi$1 t x came f him2 & t by _m evid5ces3 =1 ,fir/1 ,all discov]ies ( guilt 7 made by x4 ,god by ?is spoke 9 my e>1 s9s :i* none save he :o se>*e? ! he>t1 c\ld "k1 :i* ,i knew n1 nor any creature else4 ,by x ! secrets ( my he>t 7 manife/1 s t ,i 0 compell$ to own1 t ,god 0 9 x ( a tru?2 ,i c\ld n b cry out1 8,come1 see a book :i* told me all t ev] ,i did4 ,is n ?is ! book ( ,god80 ,secondly1 ,all ! discov]ies he made ( 8 ang] 7 made by ! holy scriptures2 x 0 by !m t 8 wra? 0 dropt into my s\l1 & reveal$ f heav5 aga9/ me4 ,x 0 by ! same t he let 9 ^u my s\l ! glori\s discov]y ( 8 be+1 attributes1 & 8 :ole w conc]n+ my salvation by ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,by ! same he convey$ all ^? quick5+1 conv]t+1 trans=m+1 support+1 compos+ influ5ces1 & let me see ! o!r wond]s ( 8 law2 excell5t ?+s 9 c\nsel & k4 ,by ?is he 0 pleas$ to reveal ! craft1 ! p[]1 ! act+s1 & ! designs ( my enemies2 8 own designs 9 my trials1 & some?+ ( 8 secret designs 9 _m ( 8 public adm9i/rations4 99,?irdly1 ,z all ^! influ5ces & discov]ies 7 convey$ by 8 ^w1 s by ! peculi> light & p[] t att5d$ !m1 he evid5c$ t 8 "n 0 !re4 ,x taught1 n z ! greate/1 ! wise/1 ! be/ ( m52 b ) ano!r sort ( au?ority & weight2 x spake z nev] man spake4 ,:atev] x said1 my consci5ce /ood to4 ,:5 x *all5g$ me = :at ,i knew n to be faults1 no def5ces avail$2 ,i 0 sc>ce soon] accus$ ?an arraign$1 convict$1 condemn$4 ,9 l mann] :5 ,god h]eby spoke peace1 he creat$ x4 ,! dead he>d1 & ! he>] liv$4 ,temptations aft] x spoke n aga94 ,:5 ,i 0 self-de/roy$1 self-condemn$1 & ca/ h]eby into ! greate/ agony2 yet :5ev] he s5t 8 ^w1 x heal$ me2 my s\l 0 comm&$ to be at peace1 & !re ensu$ a glori\s calm4 #e4 ,& :]eas my enemies _h (t5 ask$ me1 h[ ,i c\ld di/+ui% ! real among s _m pret5d$ revelations8 ,god himself n[ gave me a reply3 ,! prophet t ha? a dream1 let him tell a dream2 & he t ha? my ^w1 let him speak my ^w fai?fully4 ,:at is ! *aff to ! :eat1 sai? ! ,"l8 ,is n my ^w l z a fire8 ,& l a hamm]1 t breake? ! rock 9 pieces8 ,j]emiah xxiii4 #bh1 #bi4 ,& he 0 pleas$ p>ticul>ly to speak ^? ?+s1 :]eat ,i _h /umbl$1 to my s\l1 :i* bo? humbl$ me = my =m] unbelief1 & enc\rag$ me to hope1 t ,i %\ld "k o!r ?+s h]eaft] :i* ,i und]/ood n n[4 ,aga9 he satisfi$ me z to _m ?+s1 t ! "t ( kn[+ !m 0 n yet2 & t :5 he saw ! prop] season to be come1 he w\ld %ew me pla9ly ( !m4 ,he let me see 8 wisdom & goodness 9 ?us tra9+ me up to dep5dance1 = le>n+ ( him :at ,i knew n2 & %ew$ me t x 0 my duty to m$itate 9 8 law day & night1 & to se>* ! scriptures ) all humility2 s9ce ! secret ( ! ,"l is only ) ^? t fe> him1 & he w %ew none b !m 8 cov5ant4 8:e>eas0 replac$ ) 8:]eas0 #f4 ,:5 aft] ?is ,i read ! scriptures1 & f\nd n t p[]ful light %9+ ) t w>m+1 quickn+1 dazzl+ glory1 yet ,i f\nd an habitual light 9 my s\l1 :]eby ,i c\ld almo/ e :]e disc]n "p ( ! glory ( ! ,"l2 & by ?is ,i 0 ov]-aw$1 & br\ght /ill to reg>d !m z ! ^w ( ,god4 ,a light 0 /ill reflect$ on ! :ole scripture2 & ,i 0 ord9>ily enabl$ to p]ceive1 h[ wor?y ( him1 & l himself1 e ?+ 0 :i* ,i read !re1 & by ?is abid+ light ,i 0 capable ( disc]n+ !re9 discov]ies ( ! act+s ( s9 & grace1 ) a p5etration & exactness beyond ! rea* ( any1 save1 ! omnisci5t & only wise ,god4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,( "s o!r temptations1 & 8 deliv]ance f !m4 #a4 ,i ,,be=e %ew$ t :5 ,i 0 9 d\bt ab\t ! holy scriptures1 ! devil (t5 sugge/$ to me1 8h[ c y expect satisfaction 9 ^! ?+s1 :5 m5 ( s mu* great] abilities h s\ght x 9 va980 ,& ?is sugge/ion 0 (t5 s viol5tly urg$1 t ,i _h no _s left 9 me4 #b4 ,b :5 ,god discov]$ himself to me 9 8 own light1 ! =ce ( ?is temptation 0 utt]ly brok52 ?\gh ,i _h n a p>ticul> sight ( ! weakness ( x till ,i read 7"s "t aft]7 ! ?ree fir/ *apt]s ( ! fir/ epi/le to ! ,cor9?ians3 ! sub/ance ( :at ,god !n %ew$ me 01 ,fir/1 ,t 8 great design 9 ! me?od ( salvation he _h *os51 0 to /a9 ! pride ( all human glory1 t no fle% might glory 9 8 sight1 b he t glorie? might glory 9 ! ,"l4 ,secondly1 ,t a va9 ambition to be wise above :at ,god all[$1 0 ! spr+ & *ief "p ( our apo/acy f ,god2 & /ill va9 man w\ld be wise2 ! ,jews ask a sign1 & ! ,greeks seek aft] wisdom4 ,?irdly1 ,t 9 ord] to ! atta9m5t ( ! =ego+ design1 & to ! recov]y ( man f 8 apo/acy x 0 pla9ly necess>y1 t 8 ambition1 be+ a flat opposition to 8 design1 & a pr9cipal "p ( 8 corruption1 %\ld be remov$4 ,x 0 requisite1 ,t ,god %\ld de/roy ! wisdom ( ! wise1 & br+ to n\ght ! und]/&+ ( ! prud5t4 ,f\r?ly1 ,god to v9dicate 8 own wisdom1 reproa*$ by ?is va9 ambition ( man1 to fix an et]nal blot on human wisdom1 & to discov] 8 holy sev]ity 9 puni%+ ?is ambition1 ) ! o!r wick$nesses ( va9 man1 suff]$1 = _m ages1 all nations to walk 9 _! own ways1 & to try :e!r !y 7 bett] ?an ,god's ways2 :e!r !y c\ld supply ! defects :i* !y fondly imag9$ ,god _h made !m )1 or relieve !mselves f ! mis]y ( _! apo/acy1 & ! ev5t answ]$ ! design ( 8 wisdom & ju/ice1 & ! des]t ( !m :o made ! attempt4 ,= aft] ! fruitless endeav\rs ( f\r ?\s& ye>s1 ,! _w by wisdom knew n ,god4 ,!y miss$ ! m>k1 _! fooli% he>ts 7 d>k5$2 seek+ to be wise1 !y became fools2 in/ead ( gett+ _! eyes op5$ to see m ?an ,god all[$1 !y c\ld see no?+ b _! own nak$ness2 & s imp]fect 7 _! discov]ies ev5 ( t1 !y imag9$ fig-leaves w\ld cov] x4 ,fif?ly1 aft] !y _h sp5t ! "t allott$ = %ew+ ! vanity ( _! own wisdom2 ,god1 9 ! dep? ( 8 compassion /epp$ 9 to _! relief2 & 9 ord] !reto1 0 pleas$ to pit* ^u a way q opposite to all wisdom ( fooli% man4 ,he *ose n ! entic+ words ( man's wisdom1 or eloqu5ce2 x 0 n suitable to ! tru? ( ,god1 to use t mean art1 :]eby ! judgm5ts ( m5 are l$ bl9dfold 9 subjection to _! passions4 ,he made no *oice ( artificial reason+s1 ! o!r eye ( human wisdom4 ,x did n become ! maje/y ( ,god to dispute m5 into a compliance ) 8 w4 ,& al?\gh he wr\ght signs to awak5 ! att5tion ( a dr[sy _w1 to ga9 respect to 8 ambassadors1 to /r5g!n ! fai? ( weak believ]s1 & to cut (f e plea f unbelief3 yet he *ose n !m *iefly to conv]t & recov] ! _w1 be+ unwill+ s to d]rogate f 8 ^w1 z if ! ^w ( ,god 7 n1 ^u its own evid5ce1 wor?y ! acceptation ( all rational creatures4 ,six?ly1 ,god hav+ reject$ all ^!1 made use ( ! fooli%ness ( prea*+3 t is1 a pla9 decl>ation ( 8 w 9 8 "n1 9 ! demon/ration ( ! _s & p[]1 by m5 commission$ by him = t purpose4 ,n[ ?is 0 a means e way wor?y ( ,god4 ,man _h believ$ ! devil r ?an ,god2 ! devil seem$ to h ga9$ a great advantage1 by p]suad+ man 9 8 integrity to cr$it him & discr$it ,god4 ,god n[ ca/ back ! %ame on him1 by engag+ fall5 man to r5\nce ! devil1 & give up ,satan & all t adh]'d to him4 ,& fur!r to manife/ 8 design1 z he made use ( ! fooli%ness ( prea*+1 s he *ose = 8 ambassadors1 n ! le>n$ disput]s ( ! _w1 b fooli%1 weak1 illit]ate m51 t by ?+s :i* 9 appe>ance are n1 he might br+ to n\ght ^? t are4 ,la/ly1 ,to lay man l[] yet1 t ! ,"l alone might be exalt$1 he *ose n = 8 p su* z ! _w w\ld h ?\ght /ood faire/ = m]cy2 b he *ose1 = ! g5]al1 ! mo/ mis]able & contemptible ( mank9d2 ,n _m wise1 n _m noble1 n _m mighty are call$2 b ,god ha? *os5 ! fooli% ?+s ( ?is _w to conf\nd ! wise4 99#c4 ,h5ce ,god %ew$ me1 t x 0 to be expect$1 & 0 inde$ inevitable1 t a great opposition1 %\ld be e :]e made to 8 gospel2 t ?is opposition w\ld pr9cipally be by pret5d]s to wisdom1 & le>n$ m52 t _! objections mu/ be aga9/ all ! conc]nm5ts ( ! gospel1 ! matt]1 mann]1 means ( x2 all be+ opposite to _! expectation1 & t !re=e x 0 no wond] to see "s /umble at ! cross1 "s at ! prea*+1 "s at ! prea*]s2 t x 0 to be expect$ _! objections w\ld be speci\s1 z be+ suit$ to ! wisdom ( m51 ! natural appreh5sion ( all :o 7 n br\ght to a compliance ) ! gr& design ( ,god4 ,la/ly1 ,t x 0 impossible = any man1 :o 0 n br\ght to be a fool 9 8 own eyes1 to be wise 9 ! ?+s ( ,god1 or to disc]n & approve ( ! conduct ( ,god 9 ?is :ole matt]4 #d4 ,^u ?is discov]y ,i 0 fully satisfi$1 t ! opposition ( le>n$ m51 & _! unsuccessfulness 9 _! enquiries1 0 s f> f be+ a j prejudice to1 t x 0 a /rong confirmation ( ! tru?s ( religion2 & on ! o!r h&1 t ?\gh !y 71 9 ! wisdom ( ,god1 hid f ! wise & prud5t1 yet babes might h a cle> discov]y !re(1 because x _h pleas$ ! fa!r to reveal ^! ?+s to !m4 #e4 ,ano!r common objection1 :i* _h made1 at "s times1 a consid]able impression ^u my m9d1 01 t ! scriptures are contr>y to reason4 ,i %all j po9t at ! spr+s ( my relief4 ,fir/1 ,i 0 long be=e fix$ 9 a deep1 rational conviction ( ! %ortness ( human k1 & t !re 0 no tru? :i* we receive1 :e!r ^u ! evid5ce ( metaphysical1 ma!matical1 or moral pr9ciples1 or ev5 on ! evid5ce ( our s5ses1 aga9/ :i* !re lay n insoluble objections4 ,yet no man que/ion$ ^? tru?s2 nor ?\gh we endeav\r$ x ev] s mu*1 c\ld we d\bt ( _m ( !m4 ,& z ?is 0 "o ( ! mo/ consid]able fruits ( my /udies 9 philosophy1 s x 0 ( use to me _m ways2 x made me see ?r\gh ! vanity ( t pret5ce aga9/ ! tru?s reveal$ by ,god1 t !re lie unansw]able objections aga9/ !m4 ,?is ,i pla9ly saw ought n to %ake my ass5t1 if ,i f\nd suffici5t evid5ce = !m2 especially z ,i 0 conv9c$1 'twas reasonable to expect m inextricable difficulties ab\t tru?s sup]naturally reveal$ ?an o!rs1 s9ce !y lie f>!r out ( our rea*4 ,!re=e1 :5 any su* occurr$1 ,i 0 l$ r to suspect my own ignorance ?an ! tru?s ( ,god4 99,secondly1 ,god _h be=e fix$ 9 me ! fai? ( 8 incompreh5sibility1 & fully conv9c$ me1 t ,i c\ld n "k him to p]fection4 ,he let me see1 t 8 ways are n our ways1 s t ,i dur/ n any m attempt to measure him1 or 8 ways1 by my %ort l9e1 b 9 all ?+s ,i reli$ 9 ! resolution ( 8 ^w4 ,to ! law & to ! te/imony ,i br\ght all1 & :]e t cle>ly int]pos$1 my s\l 0 n[ taught fully to acquiesce 91 & /& to its det]m9ation4 ,?irdly1 ,:5 ! enemy /rongly attack$ any p>ticul> tru?1 & ,i c\ld n in/antly solve 8 objections1 ,i 0 mu* reliev$ by a view ( ! multipli$ te/imonies ( ! ^w1 all runn+ ! same way4 ,& :5 by consult+ int]pret]s1 especially critics1 ,i 0 d>k5$ r ?an cle>$1 ,i _h rec\rse to ! scope ( ! words1 & ! pla9 mean+ t fir/ occurr$1 ) an humble dep5dance on ,god = 8 light4 99,f\r?ly1 ,if = a "t1 by ! subtle p]v]sion ( "s scriptures1 ,i c\ld n f9d ! true mean+ ( !m1 ! analogy ( fai? /aid my m9d1 till ,i c\ld recov] ^? p>ticul> passages out ( ! enemy's h&4 ,:5 ,god manife/$ himself to me1 he gave me a view ( 8 :ole design 9 ! revelation he _h made ( himself1 & ( ! h>moni\s cons5t & concurr5ce ( all ! doctr9es ( ! gospel1 9 promot+ t design4 ,he %ew$ me likewise1 h[ ! end & ! means 7 s closely l9k$ toge!r1 t "o ( ^! tru?s c\ld n be ov]turn$1 b all ! re/ w\ld foll[4 ,:5ev] !re=e any ( !m 0 controv]t$1 its connexion ) ! o!r tru?s1 uni=mly & pla9ly atte/$ by ! curr5t ( scripture1 pres5t$ itself2 & my m9d 0 satisfi$1 ?is c\ld n fall )\t !y all fell toge!r4 ,?is ,i take to be ! analogy ( fai?1 & h]e9 ,i (t5 took sanctu>y4 #f4 ,i be=e m5tion$ :at a cont9ual bondage ,i 0 long 91 ?r\gh fe> ( dea?2 ,i %all n[ give "s acc\nt ( my relief f ?is also4 ,fir/1 ,! ,"l's m]cy manife/$ 9 ,*ri/ fre$ me f ?is _s ( bondage1 & gave me a ta/e ( ! lib]ty ( ! sons ( ,god4 ,he 9 great measure remov$ ! gr\nds :]eon ,i mo/ fe>$ x1 viz4 ,s9 ! /+ ( dea?1 & want ( evid5ce ab\t ! reality ( future ?+s4 ,secondly1 ,:]eas !re /ill cont9u$ "s fe> ^u a ne> prospect ( x1 ,i 0 mu* reliev$ by ,god's promise1 t we %\ld n be tempt$ above :at we are able to be>1 especially :5 ,i recollect$ my =m] exp]i5ce4 ,i rememb] "o day 9 p>ticul>1 ,i 0 oppre/ ) fe> ( dea?1 :5 ,god m]cifully sugge/$ to me1 8,ha/ ?\ n %runk "u ! remote prospect ( o!r trials1 & yet be5 c>ri$ ?r\gh !m8 ,:y %\ld/ ?\ di/ru/ him z to future trials1 :o ha? s (t5 help$ !e 9 "t ( ne$80 ,i !n consid]$1 x is no way prop] t ,god %\ld give 8 grace be=e our trial comes3 b r t he %\ld keep u humble & dep5d5t by res]v+ x 9 8 own h&1 & tea* u to submit to 8 wisdom1 z to ! measure & "t ( p]=m+ 8 own promises4 ,& ,i h ev] s9ce re/$ 9 ?is fai?1 t ! ,"l is a ,god ( judgm5t1 & t bless$ are all !y :o wait on him2 n d\bt+ ei!r 8 fai?fulness z to ! accompli%m5t ( 8 promises1 or judgm5t z to ! "r tim+ & measur+ !m1 9 proportion to our necessities4 ,h]eupon ,i re/ to ?is day2 ,i d>e n say ,i am ready to die2 ,i d>e n say ,i h fai? or grace suffici5t to c>ry me ?r\gh dea?2 ,i d>e n say ,i h no fe> ( dea?3 b ?is ,i say1 !re is suffici5t grace laid up = me 9 ! promise2 !re is a ?rone ( grace to h rec\rse to2 & !re is a ,god ( judgm5t1 :o w n )-hold x1 :5 x is really ! "t ( ne$4 ,,"p ,,iv4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,( 8 entrance ^u ! m9i/ry1 & behavi\r at ,c]es4 #a4 ,,:5 ,i 0 "u ! viol5t /ruggl+s be=e-m5tion$1 ,i _h laid aside all ?\ghts ( ! m9i/ry2 = ,i c\ld n ent]ta9 a ?\ght ( prea*+ to o!rs :at ,i did n believe myself4 ,b n[ ! sc5e be+ *ang$1 ,i 01 aft] long delib]ation & f]v5t pray]1 det]m9$ to comply ) my "m's desire 7:o _h devot$ me f my *ildhood to ?is "w7 ) ! advice ( my mo/ pi\s fri5ds1 ! importunity ( _m o!rs1 & ! motions ( my own he>t4 ,= ,i _h a lively s5se ( ! /rong obligation laid ^u me1 to lay out myself 9 ! s]vice ( my good ma/]1 & ,i ?\ght ! ne>] my employm5t relat$ to him1 ! happi] x w\ld be4 #b4 ,accord+ly on ,may #a1 #agjj1 ,i ent]$ into holy ord]s1 & ,may #e1 began my m9i/ry at ,c]es4 ,f ?is "t he prep>$ 8 s]mons ) mu* secret pray]1 = a bless+ !reon1 bo? to himself & 8 he>]s4 ,8 practice also 01 exactly to review & rem>k 8 behavi\r 9 public duties2 :at assi/ance & enl>gem5t ( he>t he obta9$1 & :at conc]n = ! s\ls ( 8 he>]s4 ,:5 he fell %ort1 x 0 matt] ( humiliation to him2 :5 he 0 assi/$1 ( great] gratitude & wat*fulness4 8s]-s]mons0 replac$ ) 8s]mons0 #c4 ,kn[+ he 0 to wat* ov] s\ls1 z "o t mu/ give acc\nt1 he _h ! weight ( ?is *>ge mu* ^u 8 _s3 he !re=e lab\r$ to "k ! /ate ( ! s\ls ( 8 flock1 t he might be able to guide !m accord+ to _! p>ticul> cases4 ,9 ord] !reto he 0 dilig5t 9 visit+ all ! families )9 8 p>i%1 9 in/ruct+ 8 p by cate*iz+1 & 9 m>k+ _! pr(ici5cy 9 ! k ( ! gospel4 ,especially1 be=e adm9i/r+ ! ,"l's supp]1 he conv]s$ sev]ally ) ^? :o desir$ to p>take !re(1 to try :at s5se !y _h ( real religion2 :at influ5ce ! ^w ( ,god _h _h ^u !m3 & :at fruits ( x 7 9 _! he>ts & lives1 t he might deal ) _! consci5ces accord+ly4 #d4 ,take an in/ance ( ?is 9 8 own words3 ,july #h1 #agjc4 8,i h n[ sp5t ab\t a mon? 9 conv]se ) my p1 & ,i obs]ve ! few foll[+ ?+s30 99,fir/1 8,t ( ?ree or f\r hundr$ p]sons !re 7 n above =ty :o _h n at "o "t or o!r be5 m or less awak5$1 ?\gh ) f> ! great] "p x came to no l5g?4 ,:5ce x is pla91 t ,god leaves n himself )\t witness1 ev5 9 ! bosom ( 8 enemies1 b soon] or lat] s f> t\*es ! he>ts ( all m51 z w dreadfully enhance ! guilt ( ^?1 :o put out ! light1 & qu5* 8 ,_s40 99,secondly1 8,t "s ( ^? :om x has pleas$ ,god to awak5 by my m9i/ry1 promise m ?an fl[]s1 ev5 fruit3 & t mo/ ackn[l$ge1 t ! ^w comes ne>] !m daily1 :i* makes me a%am$ ( my own neglig5ce1 & a/oni%$ at ! goodness ( ,god1 :o blesses my weak lab\rs not)/&+40 ,?irdly1 8,t ?\gh ,god may make use ( ! words ( man1 9 lett+ u into ! mean+ ( ! scriptures1 yet 'tis ord9>ily ! v scripture-^w :]eby he conveys any com=t or advantage40 #e4 ,he>+ ab\t ?is "t ( "s :o 7 mu* sway$ by good p1 9 d>k /eps ( _! m9i/]ial "w1 ,i 0 satisfi$ 9 ! evid5t cle>ness ( ! foll[+ rules3 duplicate ^w 870 remov$ 99,fir/1 ,t x is v dang]\s to lay mu* /ress on ! appreh5sions ( ! be/ ( p1 z to :at may be s9 or duty 9 ?+s t belong n to _! /ation2 = ! promise ( ! ,spirits1 tea*+s belongs n to !m1 z to :at may conc]n a m9i/]'s /ation4 ,!re=e1 x is saf] to desire _! pray]s1 t ,god w\ld1 accord+ to 8 promise1 discov] to u :at is our duty1 ?an to le>n !m to /ep out ( _! /ations1 & advise 9 ?+s t belong n to !m4 99,secondly1 ,9 consult+ o!rs = light1 great reg>d %\ld be _h to ! diff]5t tal5ts ( m52 9 matt]s ( s\l-ex]cise1 mo/ reg>d %\ld be _h to ^? :om ,god has fitt$ ) end[m5ts t way2 9 matt]s ( gov]nm5t mo/ reg>d %\ld be _h to ^? :om he has fitt$ t way4 ,?irdly1 ,! holie/ m5 are mo/ likely to "k ,god's m9d2 b to "k :o are ! holie/1 we mu/ consid]1 n only :at m5's behavi\r1 b :at _! temptations are4 ,= "o 9 :om less appe>s may inde$ h m grace1 ?an ano!r :o seems to h m2 :5 ! "o is cont9ually plung$ 9 floods ( temptation1 & ! o!r is free f !m4 99,obs]ve1 ,f\r?ly1 ,t m9i/]s are commonly m %ak5 ab\t ! tru?s ( religion1 ?an ab\t _! own /ate3 b ! p1 m ab\t _! own /ate1 ?an ab\t ! tru?s ( religion4 ,& z m9i/]s are assi/$ to cle> ! p z to :at !y are /rait5$ ab\t2 s are ! p (t5 enabl$ to help _! m9i/]s1 z to :at occasions _! uneas9ess4 ,?us !y mutually excel & are excell$1 to humble bo?1 & keep bo? 9 _! /ations4 ,z to ! cle>+ up our duty 9 d\btful cases1 obs]ve1 ,la/ly1 ,t !re is ev] a bias to "o way or ! o!r2 t we mu/ seek to h ?is remov$1 & cry to ,god to br+ our he>ts to equal will+ness to take ei!r or nei!r way2 t :5 ?is is atta9$1 we mu/ use our be/ reason1 & take ! way t appe>s mo/ prop]1 ?\gh /ill cry+ to him1 t he w\ld put a /op to u1 if we be out ( ! road4 ,if he af=d$ light 9 any o!r p>ticul> way we mu/ use x1 /ill tak+ c>e1 to seek light sob]ly1 to use x t5d]ly1 & to be w>y 9 ! application ( x4 #f4 ,july #b1 #agjb4 ,god ab\t ?is "t giv+ me some:at ( a revival f a long deadness1 ,i ?9k myself conc]n$ to take notice ( ! means by :i* ,i obta9$ ?is b5efit4 ,&1 #a4 ,x 0 signally promot$ by conv]se ) zeal\s ,*ri/ians4 ,i f\nd1 t z iron %>p5e? iron1 s do? ! c\nt5ance ( a man 8 fri5d4 #b4 ,by "s heavy /rokes laid ^u me4 #c4 ,by t]rible provid5ces to ! public4 #d4 ,by "s pap]s seasonably br\ght to my h&s1 conta9+ ! ex]cise ( "s real ,*ri/ians1 :]e9 ,i saw h[ f> %ort ,i 0 ( !m1 & also n a few ( ! causes ( my sadly )]$ & decay$ /ate4 #e4 ,by "s discov]y ( ! vanity ( my sweete/ enjoym5ts4 ,&1 ,la/ly1 ,by ,god's lead+ me to "s subjects1 :i* ,i *ose = o!rs1 :]e9 ,i f\nd my own case rem>kably t\*$4 duplicate ^w 8(0 remov$ #g4 ,m>* #ab1 #agje4 ,i 0 f> out ( ord]2 8,"l pity & %9e ^u me40 ,at night ,i 0 some:at refre%$ 9 family-wor%ip4 ,9 m$itation h]eon ,i saw unbelief 0 ! root ( all my mis]y4 ,i 0 brok5 on acc\nt ( x2 ,i cri$ to ,god = relief1 8,o manife/ ?yself to my s\l60 ,i 0 mu* griev$1 t at a "t :5 s _m /range evils ab\nd1 !re %\ld be s /range a /upidity on my _s1 t ,i c\ld n m\rn = ! di%on\r done to ,god4 ,i cri$ = a _s ( supplication & rep5tance4 8(0 replac$ ) 8on0 p] ,errata #h4 ,april #ag1 #agje4 ,i 0 mu* disord]$ 9 body2 b ab\t sev5 at night ,i 0 a little reliev$4 ,yet b[+ my knees to pray] ,i 0 full ( p]plexity2 ! ,"l hid himself1 & my _s 0 ov]:elm$4 ,b meet+ ) t scripture1 ,hav+ !re=e1 bre?r51 boldness to ent] into ! holie/ by ! blood ( ,jesus1 by a new & liv+ way1 :i* he ha? consecrat$ = u1 ?r\gh ! veil1 t is to say1 8 fle%2 ,i f\nd my m9d compos$2 b1 ,o1 t x 7 ) me z 9 mon?s pa/6 #i4 ,febru>y #bd1 #agjf4 ,be+ ! ,"l's day1 ,i 0 sore %ak5 9 ! morn+ ab\t ! tru?s ( ,god1 b came to peace z to :at ,i 0 to prea*1 9 ?ree ?+s4 8,"l ?\ ha/ fully satisfi$ me10 t #a4 ,all o!r c\rses to satisfaction 9 our great conc]n1 besides t ( ! gospel1 are utt]ly va9 & unsatisfactory4 #b4 ,t suppos+ ! tru? ( ! gospel1 !re is a pl5>y security z to all ,i c desire 9 "t or 9 et]nity4 ,& #c4 ,t x c be only ! wret*$ unbelief ( my he>t t makes me ev] hesitate conc]n+ ! tru? ( x1 see+ ,i h full evid5ce = x1 f> beyond :at 9 o!r ?+s w\ld absolutely cut (f all hesitation4 ,i w look !n = fai? to ! au?or ( x3 ,"l ,i believe6 help ?\ m9e unbelief6 ,?\ ha/ s fix$ me 9 ! belief ( ^! ?ree tru?s1 t no temptation ha? be5 able to %ake me4 8#e0 replac$ ) 8#c0 #aj4 ,9 ! spr+1 #agjg4 ,"s ( ! foll[]s ( ,mrs4 ,b\rignon com+ into 8 p>i%1 he lab\r$ to gu>d 8 p aga9/ ! infection ( _! speci\s errors4 ,a %ort acc\nt :]e( he gives 9 ! foll[+ words3 ,april #bj1 #agjg3 ,?is day ! ,"l direct$ me to /rike at ! root ( ! prevail+ delusion1 9 opposition to :i* ,i taught4 ,fir/1 ,t true hol9ess w n admit ( leav+ out "s duties1 :]eas ! devotees1 :ile !y )draw f ! _w1 omit ! unque/ionable duties bo? ( g5]al usefulness among m51 & ( dilig5ce 9 _! p>ticul> call+s4 duplicate ^w 8(0 remov$ ,secondly1 ,t hol9ess consi/s n 9 a /rict obs]vance ( rules ( our own inv5tion1 su* z mo/ ( !irs are4 ,?irdly1 ,t :atev] hol9ess ^? pr(ess1 :o neglect ! ord9ances ( ,god1 none c reasonably conclude1 t !y are influ5c$ by ! au?ority ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 = ! same au?ority b9ds to ! "o z well z ! o!r4 ,la/ly1 ,t ! mo/ effectual inducem5t to univ]sal ob$i5ce1 is a s5se t our s9s are =giv5 u1 /ill kept fre% ^u our s\ls1 & a con/ant improvem5t ( ! blood ( ,*ri/ by fai?4 #aa4 ,janu>y #aa1 #agjh4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i arose greatly indispos$ ) a loos5ess4 ,be=e *ur* ,i 0 some:at reliev$1 b imm$iately aft] s]mon1 seiz$ ) vomit+4 ,"l1 lead me to "s suitable improvem5t6 99,janu>y #ab4 ,0 a day set ap>t = exam9+ ! /ate ( my s\l2 *iefly on ^! heads4 #a4 ,are daily s9s1 & s9s ( infirmity1 se>*$1 obs]v$1 weigh$1 m\rn$ =8 ,& d ,i ex]cise fai? di/9ctly1 9 ord] to ! p>don ( !m8 #b4 ,does ! impression ( ! necessity & excell5cy ( ,*ri/'s blood decay8 ,are ! exp]i5ces ( its life & efficacy di/9ct z be=e8 #c4 ,am ,i =mal 9 wor%ip8 ,9 secret1 family1 public pray]8 ,desir+ bless+ on meat1 return+ ?anks8 ,m$itation & read+8 #d4 ,is !re due conc]n = ! flock8 ,s+l5ess & dilig5ce 9 m9i/]ial duties1 pray]s = !m8 c4 #e4 ,is !re sympa?y ) afflict$ sa9ts & *ur*es8 #f4 ,is ! voice ( ! rod he>d1 call+ to d5i$ness to relations1 ev5 ! de>e/8 ,d5i$ness to ! _w8 ,to life8 ,prep>ation = dea?8 ,spirituality 9 duty8 #ab4 ,octob] #ab1 #agji4 ,be+ seiz$ ) a viol5t flux & grip+1 yet ,god kept me submissive1 )\t rep9+2 & br\ght me to commit ! disposal ( all to him1 cry+ = a removal ( any av]sion to 8 w4 ,& z to my m9i/ry1 ?o' ,i felt mu* remorse = ! want ( wre/l+ ) ,god1 = ! success ( 8 ^w among ! p1 yet x 0 refre%+ t ,i dur/ say 9 ! sight ( ,god1 t ,i 0 really conc]n$ to "k ! tru?2 t ,i kept back none :i* might be pr(itable = !m3 t ,i prea*$ :at ,i resolv$ to v5ture my s\l on1 & t ,i desir$ to prea* home to _! consci5ces4 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,( 8 m>riage1 & conduct 9 8 family4 #a4 ,,:5 ,god conv9c$ me1 t x 0 n meet ,i %\ld be alone1 he also de>ly conv9c$ me1 t a prud5t wife is f ! ,"l4,i look$ !re=e & cri$ to1 & wait$ on him = direction1 ) t em95t fre$om & prep>ation ( he>t1 :i* gave a fix$ hope he w\ld incl9e 8 e>1 & bless me 9 my *oice4 #b4 ,! comm&1 ,be n unequally yok$ ) unbeliev]s1 0 s /rongly impre/ on my s\l1 t no prospect ( outw>d advantage c\ld h sway$ me to *use "o void ( ! fe> ( ,god4 ,b :e!r to *use on ! te/imony ( o!rs1 or f p]sonal acqua9tance1 ,i c\ld n easily det]m9e4 #c4 ,at la/ incl9+ to ?9k a p]sonal acqua9tance necess>y1 ,i pit*$ on "o :o appe>$ suitable to me2 & :o fall+ at t "t "u "s unusual conc]n ab\t religion1 :i* %e imp>t$ to me1 x look$ l a provid5tial cle>+ ( ! way2 on :i*1 ,i too ha/ily proce$$ 9 ! proposal4 ,yet ,i nev] dur/ pray absolutely = success1 b _h great fre$om 9 pray+ t ,god w\ld direct3 & t if x 7 n = my good1 my way might be h$g$ 91 & my design effectually disappo9t$4 ,mean :ile %e c>ri$ on an intrigue ) ano!r1 to :om %e 0 soon aft] cl&e/9ely m>ri$4 #d4 ,ano!r m>riage 0 propos$ to me "s "t aft]4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ?is affair1 ,m>* #agjj1 ,i 0 confid5t to meet ) a disappo9tm5t2 :]eon ,i resolv$ to quit x1 & did s = "s "t4 ,b ,god1 by "o means or o!r1 broke all my designs ( turn+ away4 ,he visibly int]pos$ 8 provid5ce1 gave fre% opportunities1 direct$ me to means ,i _h nev] be=e ?\ght (1 & reconcil$ ^? to x1 f :om ,i expect$ ! /ronge/ opposition4 #e4 ,yet aft] ,i _h ! greate/ enc\ragem5t to proce$1 ,i met ) disc\ragem5ts aga93 ?is 0 foll['d by new enc\ragem5t :5 ,i lea/ expect$ x3 & by ?is v>iety ( success1 ,i 0 kept l[ z to my ?\ghts ( myself1 & :olly dep5d5t on ,god = ! ev5t4 #f4 ,decemb] #ac4 ,?is =5oon ,i set ap>t = pray]3 & be+ to address ,god ) reg>d to my proposal ( m>riage1 ,i began ! "w ) an enquiry into my own /ate4 ,^u ?is enquiry1 ,i f\nd1 ,fir/1 ,) respect to ,god1 ,i 0 "u a full conviction1 t life 0 9 8 fav\r1 nay1 t 8 lov+-k9dness is bett] ?an life itself4 ,t any int]e/ 9 8 fav\r is utt]ly impossible1 )\t respect _h to a m$iator3 ,god be+ holy1 ,i unholy2 ,god a consum+ fire1 ,i a s9n] meet to be consum'd3 t ,god out ( m]e love has be5 pleas$ to s5d into ! _w ,jesus ,*ri/1 z ! m$iator ?r\gh :om s9n]s might rega9 8 fav\r4 ,secondly1 ,) respect to ,*ri/1 no?+ has be5 able 7s9ce x 0 fir/ giv5 me7 to %ake my full conviction ( ! foll[+ p>ticul>s3 t ,jesus ,*ri/ is su* a ,savi\r z x became ! goodness1 ju/ice1 wisdom1 & p[] ( ,god to provide2 & su* z became ! desires & ne$s ( s9n]s1 z be+ suffici5t to save all t come to ,god ?r\gh him1 & t to ! utt]mo/1 8 blood be+ able to cleanse f all s91 8 p[] to subdue all ?+s to himself1 & 8 ,_s to lead into all tru?3 t ,i ne$ him 9 all 8 (fices2 !re be+ no "t :5 ,i dur/ once ?9k ( p>t+ !m3 ,god kn[s t my he>t is z mu* reconcil$ to 8 k+ly z to 8 prie/ly (fice1 & t x w\ld = ev] damp me1 _h he n p[] to captivate e ?\ght to ! ob$i5ce ( himself2 t all my hope ( fre$om f t d>kness :i* is my burd51 is f ,*ri/'s prophetical (fice2 & my hope ( fre$om f ! guilt & p[] ( s91 arises f 8 prie/ly & k+ly (fices4 ,9 "o ^w1 ,i h no hope ( any m]cy 9 "t or et]nity1 b ?r\gh him4 ',tis ?r\gh him ,i expect all1 f ! lea/ drop ( wat] to ! imm5se ri*es ( 8 glory4 ,?irdly1 ,) respect to ?is law1 not)/&+ my frequ5t brea*es ( x1 ,i d>e take ,god to witness1 t ,i c\nt all 8 comm&m5ts conc]n+ all ?+s1 to be holy1 & j1 & good2 insomu* t ,i w\ld n desire any alt]ation 9 any1 & lea/ ( all 9 ^? :i* mo/ cross my incl9ations3 t ,i desire inw>d1 univ]sal con=mity to !m all1 & t 9 ! spiritual mean+ & ext5t1 z rea*+ all ?\ghts1 words1 & actions1 & ev5 ! m9ute/ circum/ances ( !m4 ,la/ly1 ,t s9ce ! comm5cem5t ( ?is affair p>ticul>ly1 ,i h se5 a peculi> beauty 9 ! law1 z exemplifi$ 9 ! life ( our ,"l2 m especially 9 8 absolute submission to ! div9e w1 ev5 9 ^? ?+s :i* 7 mo/ contr>y to 8 innoc5t nature4 ,& ?\gh ,i c\ld sc>ce rea* ?is submission at "s times1 yet ,i e>ne/ly desir$ x1 ,i look'd ^u x z exce$+ly amiable1 & condemn$ myself s f> z ,i came %ort ( x4 #g4 ,z to ! :ole1 my _s 0 9 a calm & compos$ frame3 b contr>y to my positive resolution1 & "u fe>s ( a refusal1 ,i 0 c>ri$ out to be m p]emptory ?an usual z to ! success4 ,yea1 :5 ,i 0 9 ! mo/ submissive frame1 ,i 0 m p]emptory z to ! ev5t1 ?an :5 my he>t 0 mo/ eag]ly set ^u x4 #h4 ,janu>y #g1 #agja1 0 a day set ap>t by u bo?1 to be kept ) fa/+ & pray]1 = obta9+ a bless+ on our m>riage4 ,i began x ) pray]1 :]e9 ,i endeav\r$ to trace back s9 to my v infancy4 ,"l1 ,i h be5 9 all s93 n "o ( ?y comm&s b ,i h brok5 9 almo/ all in/ances2 save 9 ! outw>d acts1 & f !m1 ,o ,"l1 only ?y free grace re/ra9$ me4 99,i n[ aga9 solemnly devot$ myself to him1 9 ?is new relation ,i 0 to ent] ^u2 besee*+ t he w\ld n cont5d ) ei!r ( u1 = ! s9s ( our s+le life2 t he w\ld make u holy1 & bless u 9 ?is new /ate1 fitt+ u e way = "o ano!r4 ,9 my second address to ,god by pray]1 he gave me mu* sweetness & enl>gem5t 7bless$ be 8 goodness7 9 ref]5ce to t p>ticul>1 = :i* ,i set ap>t ?is day4 ,:5 he prep>e? our he>ts to pray1 8 e> he>k5e? !reto4 ,?is day ,i aga9 se>*$ into my /ate1 & f\nd ^! evid5ces ( ! ,"l's "w 9 my s\l3 #a4 ,he ha? giv5 me by 8 ,_s "s discov]y ( ! innum]able s9s ( e p]iod ( my life1 & especially ( ! root ( all1 ! inexpressible corruption ( my nature3 #b4 ,he has discov]$ to me ! vanity ( all ^? reliefs nature leads to1 ) reg>d to ! guilt ( s92 he ha? made me see1 t my own works _c save me1 &1 ,i hope1 tak5 me (f f re/+ ^u !m2 = "u tr\ble1 occasion$ by s91 no?+ b ,*ri/ c\ld quiet me3 ! view ( my own works only increas$ x4 ,& ,god1 :5 he assi/$ me mo/ !re91 s gu>d$ me aga9/ ?is1 t he !n always op5$ my eyes to see a _w ( s9 9 !m2 insomu* t ,i h z e>ne/ly desir$ to be sav$ f my be/ duties1 z ev] ,i did f my wor/ s9s3 & :5ev] my he>t incl9$ to lay "s /ress on duties spiritually p]=m'd1 ,god /irr$ up 9 my s\l a holy jeal\sy ov] my he>t 9 ?is p>ticul>4 #c4 ,z to ! p[] ( s91 he ha? br\ght me to an utt] despair ( relief f my own pray]s1 v[s1 or resolutions4 #d4 ,he ha? be5 pleas$ to det]m9e me to *use ! gospel-way ( salvation1 by re/+ on ,*ri/ = righte\sness1 sanctification1 & r$emption2 z a way full ( admirable m]cy & wisdom2 a way ( great peace & security to s9n]s1 & be/ suit$ to give glory to ,god4 ,^u ^! gr\nds1 ,i conclude1 t ! ,"l ha? wr\ght fai? 9 me1 & w compleat my salvation4 ,& because he ha? det]m9$ me to *use him1 !re=e ,i d>e call him my ,god1 my ,savi\r1 my ,sanctifi]4 ,on ,janu>y #bc1 #agja1 he 0 accord+ly m>ri$ at ,ed9burgh1 to ,janet ,watson1 daught] ( ,mr4 ,david ,watson1 ( ,/4 ,&rews4 ,by h] he _h n9e *ildr51 ?ree sons & six daught]s1 ( :om "o son & five daught]s surviv$ him4 #h4 ,9 ,m>*1 #agje1 8 !n y\nge/ *ild fell into a langui%+ illness3 conc]n+ :om he writes ?us3 8,april #aa4 ,my *ild di$3 bless$ be ,god1 ,i h _h a *ild to give at 8 call2 & bless$ be ! ,"l1 t he help$ me to give h] will+ly40 ,9 ,m>* #agab1 8 son ,george fell ill3 ,i _h (t5 says he1 giv5 all my *ildr5 up to ,god1 & n[ x pleas$ him to try me 9 ! t5d]e/ po9t1 :e!r ,i w\ld /& to my resignation4 ,i c\ld n f9d fre$om 9 a ask+ = 8 life1 b mu*1 9 cry+ = m]cy = him4 ,yet ,i _c say1 b ! bur!n 0 great ^u me1 till commun+ ) a fri5d ab\t ! /ate ( ! *ur* & religion1 conc]n = ,god's int]e/ got ! asc5dant ov] t = my own1 & f t "t ,i f\nd com=t3 99& ! ne>] he 0 to 8 end1 ! m loos$ ,i 0 f him1 & ! m *e>ful 0 my resignation3 s t be=e 8 dea?1 pray]s 7 almo/ made up ( praises1 & he 0 set (f ) ?anksgiv+4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,( 8 removal to ,/4 ,&rews4 #a4 ,,! place ( pr(essor ( div9ity 9 ! univ]sity ( ,/4 ,&rews be+ vacant1 h] ,maje/y's pat5t 0 procur$ = him3 ^u :i* he made ! foll[+ reflection3 8,?is seems to be ( ! ,"l1 = x 0 )\t s mu* z a ?\ght 9 me2 yet 7 all ob/ructions remov$1 all attempts = o!rs cross$1 & my _s s held t ,i dur/ n oppose x1 b 0 oblig$ to submit to ! desires ( ^? 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