,! ,,great ,,implication ,by ,,/anley ,r4 ,,lee ,illu/rat$ by ,,f9lay ,p5delton outl9$ an exp]im5t to te/ ! exi/5ce ( ! ,god-idea4 ,! "q !n became obvi\sly3 0 ! exp]im5t ,p5delton's idea--or ,god's8 ,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,?is etext 0 produc$ f ,amaz+ ,/ories ,augu/ #aifa4 ,ext5sive rese>* did n uncov] any evid5ce t ! ,u4,s4 copyright on ?is publication 0 r5ew$4 ,0 !re some?+ contagi\s ab\t ignorance8 ,p5delton wond]$ al\d t day4 ,0 x inevitable1 0 x 9 ! air ! same z ideas 78 ,he ?\ght t might be ! answ] because :at else c\ld expla9 ! fact t a c\ple ( accompli%$ physici/s 7 ab\t to fall into a "t-honor$ trap t 0 already gorg$ ) old1 rancid sci5ce fiction writ]s2 & n only rancid1 b crook$3 !y accept$ pay = writ+ ab\t a subject !y knew no?+ ( & wasn't t /eal+8 ,p5delton wasn't actually try+ to be obnoxi\s4 ,9 fact he lik$ to make good impressions4 ,he smil$ a lot1 = in/ance4 ,& he kept 8 h&s 9 8 pockets s he w\ldn't po9t4 ,he _h a peculi> blunt-subtle m9d1 half ( :i* c\ld split hairs ) a ,jesuit :ile ! o!r half c\ldn't di/+ui% betwe5 a pat on ! back & a pun* 9 ! jaw4 ,he roll$ "r along1 smil+ & tell+ !m !y knew no?+ ab\t "t travel4 ,no?+4 ,!y 7 babes 9 ! temporal woods6 ,hav+ a "t ma*9e "u con/ruction meant t !y 7 9 ! possession ( :at he ref]r$ to z ma!matical conceptuosity plus above av]age h>dw>e skills4 ,b t didn't necess>ily raise !m above ! level ( ! sci5ce fiction writ]s :5 x came to applications4 ,or ! editors4 ,! read]s too1 = t matt]1 all bli!ly play+ _! cosy little aft]-!-fact p>ts 9 a fanta/ic _w-wide conspiracy ( ignorance4 ,blackburn & ,%ahe51 ( c\rse1 ?\ght he 0 out ( 8 m9d4 ,!y'd only agre$ to li/5 to him because he _h a lett] f ! ,humanities dep>tm5t head1 t & a wild1 int5se expression on 8 face :i* made !m ?9k x w\ld be easi] to he> him out ?an ?r[ him out1 s !y sat at _! back-to-back desks glanc+ at ea* o!r occasionally :ile ,p5delton rambl$ on ab\t ! ,great ,implication & h[ x 0 "o day go+ to sep>ate ! logical m5 f ! p>adoxical boys--& aft] ab\t tw5ty m9utes ( ?is !y 7 actually li/5+ to him4 ,s t six mon?s lat] ,blackburn & ,%ahe5 got into a viol5t argum5t 9 ! (fice ( ! univ]sity presid5t1 ,dr4 ,freyl+huys51 ! two ma!matical-physici/s completely unable to agree on ! color ( a girl's dress1 a girl !y'd n only nev] se5 9 _! lives be=e t5 t morn+1 b "o :o subsequ5tly level$ *>ges ( assault & malici\s mis*ief & attempt$ rape at ! univ]sity along ) a civil suit = #ej1jjj4 ,al?\gh x _h to be said 9 ,p5delton's def5se t x wasn't 8 fault4 ,x 0 ,*apla9 ,r[an :o spr9t$ across ,voltaire ,mall & attempt$ to /rip ,miss ,e!l ,*att+]1 purely 9 ! int]e/ ( sci5ce ( c\rse b ! "y lady c\ldn't q see x t way1 especially s9ce ,r[an1 ! univ]sity *apla91 _h gott5 away ) q a swat*1 a l>ge jagg$ piece ( knit wool5 dress :i* he lat] on triumphantly deposit$ on ,dr4 ,freyl+huys5's desk1 only to f9d t he hadn't really prov$ any?+ at all o!r ?an t p]haps ,miss ,*att+]--o!rwise kn[n z ! ei!r_/or proposition--0 n a quick *ange arti/ & ! ,humanities dep>tm5t's #ce-ye>-old prodigy ( an air condition] repairman ,leopold ,p5delton wasn't a practical jok]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! fir/ ?+1 ,p5delton said t fir/ day1 is = y to =get ab\t p>adox4 ,p>adox has no?+ to d ) "t travel4 ,no?+4 ,x's a monkey+ ar\nd ) words = purposes ( pr(it & x has no place 9 ! (fice ( two exp]im5tal physici/s4 ,anyone :o answ]s an hone/ "q ) a p>adox is a gu>ante$ %ifty "* & ! *ances are he's writ+ on ! sly4 ,preoccupi$ ) n s\nd+ obnoxi\s1 ,p5delton miss$ ,blackburn's o/5tati\sly bor$ expression1 didn't notice ! enorm\s s>ca/ic att5tion t ,%ahe5 0 giv+ him4 ,in/ead1 he rem>k$3 ,feel free to int]rupt me ) que/ions4 ,i want to f9i% (f p>adox s we c get on to ! ,great ,implication4 ,w t be a satisfactory proc$ure8 ,he hov]$ ov] ! desks />+ at !m ) big eyes until !y sl[ly nodd$ _! heads up & d[n4 ,okay4 ,n[4 ,a man travels 9 "t1 he said4 ,he travels 9 "t & fifty million ye>s ago he /eps on a mo?4 ,fanta/ic4 ,y w\ldn't believe ! effect "o humble mo? c\ld h6 ,! man returns to ! pres5t & f9ds to 8 guilty a/oni%m5t t ! ,empire ,/ate build+ is n[ fly+ ! ,bolivian flag & g>goyles are /ick+ out ( ! #gi? floor4 ,?is is cute s be c>eful ( x4 ,boy meets mo?1 boy loses mo?--g>goyles6 ,except t all ^? n completely devoid ( common s5se or debau*$ by poetic lic5se w\ld "k t if ! g>goyles 7 !re !y 7 !re be=e he w5t back 9 "t4 ,8 own body is a "p ( a cont9uum ( :i* ^? g>goyles are a prior sequ5tial segm5t2 8 entire life is s inextricably wrapp$ up 9 ^? g>goyles t he c\ldn't possibly be surpris$ by !m1 or by any o!r *ange he'd caus$4 ,z he return$ to ! pres5t 8 memory w\ld alt]4 ,to take any o!r view ( ?is--to close y\r eyes & hide beh9d p>adox--is go+ to get u all 9 tr\ble because y've got y\rselves a real "t travel] n[ & x's ab\t "t y />t$ ?9k+ ab\t ^! ?+s4 7,well :y didn't y say s1 ,blackburn murmur$4 ,be glad to ?9k ab\t x1 give x e consid]ation4 ,we'll be 9 t\*4 ,i don't ?9k he he>d y1 ,%ahe5 said47 ,i won't ev5 bo!r discuss+ ! suicide-by-kill+-old-gr&pa my?1 ,p5delton buzz$ on ) a great deal ( imp]turbability1 o!r ?an to po9t out !re is no su* ?+ z negative fe$back z appli$ to human be+s4 ,i realize t's only a small nuance4 ,b !n1 take c>e ( ! nuances & ! break?r\ghs w take c>e ( !mselves1 ,i always say4 7,oh ,"l1 ,blackburn :isp]$47 99 99 99 99 99 ,ano!r small po9t4 ,i hate to v]balize ! obvi\s l ?is b x cle>s ! gr\nd1 don't y ?9k8 ,i realize y two might l to traipse back ?r\gh "t & h a fri5dly *at )1 say1 ,mike ,f>aday4 ,b t's exactly :at y c't d4 ,y "k a little too mu* ab\t "t ma*9es4 ,he'd pick y\r bra9s 9 half an aft]noon & beat y back to y\r own (fice4 ,z ,i say t's only a nuance4 ,x's a nuance t elim9ates #ge ( all "t travel sci5ce fiction ev] writt5 b t's /ill only a nuance1 wait till ,i get to ! ,great ,implication4 ,x 0 a curi\s ^w = him to h us$--nuance--because six mon?s lat] 9 ,dr4 ,freyl+huys5's (fice ,blackburn & ,%ahe5 7 to tangle ov] ! nuance ( blue v]sus gre51 a matt] ( obs]vation :i* comp>$ 9 subtlety to apples v]sus bananas1 ,%ahe5 say+ heat$ly3 ,! dress 0 blue4 ,i'm n color bl9d & ,i h tw5ty-tw5ty vision4 ,i'll /ake my reputation z an exp]im5tal physici/ on x4 ,blue6 ,& ?is 0 a lucid well def9$ /atem5t ( 8 position1 a /atem5t rival$ 9 lucidity only by t ( ,blackburn :o _h 9 all s9c]ity to insi/ t ! dress 0 blue--b only #aj3ca t morn+ at :i* "t x turn$ gre52 & if t wasn't bad en\gh a pant+ r$ fac$ *apla9 ,r[an _h to da% 91 c>efully lock+ ! door beh9d him & tak+ out a huge swat* ( dress :i* he plunk$ d[n on ! desk %\t+3 ,gre51 gre51 gre56 ,gre5 z ! envi\s devils ( hell6 ,gre5 ,i say6 ,gre5 be=e1 gre5 aft]1 gre5 = et]nity6 ,i ?9k1 9 spite ( all1 ,blackburn rem>k$1 y've manag$ to f9d a way4 ,no1 b t's int]e/+1 ,%ahe5 said4 ,semantically1 anyway4 ,i w did4 ,curi\s4 ,a grammatical revolution6 ,p5delton 0 tell+ !m t fir/ day4 ,i d1 ,i did d1 ,i w d4 ,i h done1 ,i w h done4 ,i d1 ,i did d1 ,i w d4 ,i h done1 ,i w h done1 ,i %\ld h done1 ,i w did6 ,!y're all ! same n[6 ,s y see1 ,i'm n really wa/+ y\r "t4 ,! future & ! pa/ are n[ unit$ 9 a fanta/ic t5seless embrace4 ,at "s "t 9 ! future ,i c 9 ! pa/ save ,caes>'s life4 ,?us1 !re be+ no m future & pa/1 h[ c ,i be wa/+ y\r "t8 ,m ?an curi\s1 ,p5delton repli$4 ,practical4 ,! ,greeks z y may "k ?\ght t no man c\ld be sure he _h a happy life until x 0 ov]4 ,i on ! o!r h& ass]t t ,caes>'s assass9ation is /ill 9 d\bt because ( ! future-pa/ equival5ce1 t he has n yet successfully cross$ ! ,rubicon1 t he is /ill swimm+ to ! ,alex&rian ligh?\se1 t he is n yet emp]or ( a ,rome t has n yet fall56 ,n emp]or & yet 444 emp]or4 ,n yet fall5 & yet 444 fall5 & gone l--:at8 ,! w9d8 ,no1 n ev5 ! w9d4 ,no?+ is gone1 x's all /ill !re moil+ & see?+ ar\nd 9 temporal abeyance4 ,wait+ to be resolv$6 ,give me a "t ma*9e & ,i c mold e second ( ,caes>'s exi/5ce &1 incid5tally1 by ext5sion1 my own4 ,! ,greeks !re=e 7 wrong4 ,a man c no long] be sure he 0 happy ev5 :5 he's dead6 99 99 99 99 99 ,blackburn lean$ back 9 8 *air & inquir$ bl&ly3 ,did we get to ! great implication yet8 ,if y 7 li/5+ we did1 ,p5delton answ]$4 ,elem5t>y !ology3 if man's fate is det]m9$ !re mu/ ( necessity be a ,det]m9] :om we w call = ! sake ( conv5tion1 ,god4 ,det]m9ism )\t a ,god1 ne$less to say1 is eighte5? c5tury me*ani/ic twaddle4 ,b suppose n[ t a man c det]m9e 8 own fate8 ,run x ?r\gh y\r ma*9e aga9 & aga9 until he gets x d[n ! way he wants x ) all degrees ( fre$om & irrespective ( 8 m]it or k>ma or s9lessness or h[ev] our cosmic report c>ds are suppos$ to be made out8 ,9 t case man becomes 8 own det]m9]1 ! individual consci\s m9d becomes ! deity & t :i* we h h]et(ore ref]r$ to z ,god becomes :at is kn[n z an outdat$ ar*etype4 ,good ,god1 ,%ahe5 said4 ,b spell$ ) a small g1 ,p5delton repli$4 ,t is ! ,great ,implication4 ,y mean to say he 0 propos+ to disprove ,god's exi/5ce8 ,dr4 ,freyl+huys5 said to !m t day4 ,& ) univ]sity equipm5t8 ,don't y g5tlem5 realize ,i h tr\ble en\gh ) ! tru/ees z x is8 ,& ,*apla9 ,r[an1 :o _h long s9ce lo/ ! ability to react spontane\sly--slipp+ back & =? almo/ on s*$ule betwe5 catatonia & ,/4 ,vitus dance--said3 ,:y are y sitt+ !re do+ no?+8 ,:y isn't ! city be+ sc\r$8 ,if t dress isn't pro( en\gh = y1 t man is loose some:]e ) color$ motion pictures ( ! :ole ?+4 ,:at m d y want8 ,a little illum9ation is all1 ,freyl+huys5 repli$4 ,all ,i've he>d s f> is "s r loose discussion ab\t free w & det]m9ism & x wasn't v conv9c+4 ,didn't anyone bo!r to po9t out to ?is ,leopold ,p5delton t y c't prove or disprove any?+ ab\t y\r own det]m9$ exi/5ce s9ce ! pro( or dispro( itself c\ld be det]m9$8 ,yes1 ,blackburn answ]$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,blackburn _h ?\ght ov] ! ,great ,implication = ab\t two seconds4 ,y h be5 wa/+ our "t1 he said4 ,y _c actively disprove det]m9ism because ! dispro(--! exp]im5t itself--c\ld be a "p ( y\r own det]m9$ exi/5ce1 arrang$ by y\r ,det]m9]4 ,god might1 = in/ance1 all[ ! exp]im5t to be successful m]ely to te/ y\r fai? 9 ,him1 ! same way he all[$ y to get ! idea 9 ! fir/ place4 ,an odd smile cross$ ,p5delton's face4 ,y really ?9k s8 he ask$4 ,y figure ,he'd try & cross me up l t8 ,let's g back & take ?is a /ep at a "t4 ,specifically1 :y c't ,i play ,god ) ,caes>'s life8 ,w\ldn't prove any?+1 ,%ahe5 said4 ,god c\ld h det]m9$ y 9 ! selection ( ,caes>'s "n4 ,! *ange w\ld !re=e be ,8 do+1 n y\rs1 x w\ld /ill be old ,god play+ ,god ) ,caes>'s =tunes4 ,b x doesn't h to be ,caes>4 ,t 0 only an example1 x c\ld be anyone4 ,control anyone's de/9y1 anyone at all1 & y've prov5 ! po9t4 ,we c\ld select our man by means ( a comput]1 by r&om sampl+ ov] :i* only ! physical laws ( ! univ]se _h control1 ?us elim9at+ det]m9acy 9 ! selection4 ,b ,god c\ld alt] ! laws ( *ance4 ,aft] all1 !y are ,8 laws4 ,a second-rate miracle w\ld =ce y into select+ ,8 man4 ,y mean1 ,p5delton ask$1 t if ,i select$ a "n e morn+ at #aj3jd-a_/b ,god w\ld d a miracle at ! same "t8 ,ye-es1 ,%ahe5 answ]$4 ,b if "o morn+ ,i *ang$ my m9d & wait$ until a qu>t] pa/ two to select ! "n1 ,he'd hold (f & wait = me1 w\ldn't ,he8 ,!re 0 r a long sil5ce4 ,he c\ldn't v well p]=m ,8 miracle until ,i'd pick$ my "n1 c\ld ,he8 ,hmmmmm1 ,%ahe5 said4 ,& if ,i decid$ to wait until #c3ae1 ,he'd h to wait too4 ,& if ,i decid$ n to pick a "n we'd d )\t a miracle t day4 ,! fact is1 ,i'd be tell+ ,him :at to d4 ,put me 9 ! possession ( a r&om sampl+ comput] & a "t ma*9e & ,i1 ,leopold ,p5delton1 w\ld be ! bigg] ,god6 ,& ! po9t 0 well tak51 ,%ahe5 _h to admit1 p\r+ (f "s ( ,dr4 ,freyl+huys5's ice wat]4 ,we c\ld = example use a comput] to select at r&om any "o ( all ! phone books 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 !n a page 9 t "o book1 !n a l9e4 ,t "o "n w\ld !n truly be r&omly select$4 ,assum+ ( c\rse1 ,blackburn said1 t y _h fir/ us$ ! comput] to r&omly select ! c\ntry ^: phone books 7 to be us$4 ,& also ! p>ticul> ye>'s edition1 ,freyl+huys5 murmur$4 ,x 0 fairly +5i\s1 ,%ahe5 said1 especially :5 y consid] t kn[+ h[ to d x meant y didn't h to bo!r4 ,x 0 en\gh j to "k we c\ld4 ,! only po9t t ne$$ exp]im5tal v]ification 03 c\ld we 9 fact alt] ! pa/8 ,*ange some?+1 any?+ at all & ev]y?+ else foll[$1 includ+ ! dea? ( ,god4 ,y mean ! dea? ( ! concept ( ,god1 ,blackburn add$4 ,ah yes1 ,%ahe5 answ]$1 glanc+ guiltily at ,*apla9 ,r[an4 ,! "q 01 :at 7 we go+ to *ange & h[ 7 we go+ to "k x *ang$8 99 99 99 99 99 ,*apla9 ,r[an _h be5 ,%ahe5's idea4 ,x _h occurr$ to him "o day z he & ,blackburn 7 cross+ ! campus & he _h obs]v$ to 8 colleague t ?+s 7 look+ bad = ,god4 ,x's e man = ,himself1 ,blackburn _h repli$4 ,if ,i'm n mi/ak5 t's "o ( ,8 own laws4 ,aft] all1 :o inv5t$ survival ( ! fitte/8 ,s]i\sly1 ,%ahe5 said4 ,a1 we've got a "t ma*9e4 ,b1 hav+ ,a1 !re's no reason t ,i c see :y we c't *ange ! pa/4 ,& ,c1 if we d1 well1 !y'll be us+ ca!drals = b[l+ alleys4 ,maybe n[ we'll see :at k9d ( a los] ,he makes4 ,look "h ,blackburn1 y ne$n't p>ade y\r a!ism s o/5tati\sly4 ,i'm well aw>e ( x4 ,9 fact t's :at's bo!r+ me4 ,y're an a!i/ :]eas ,i 444 well1 ,i nev] did make up my m9d ab\t ,god4 ,t's n v a/ute ( me1 ,i suppose1 b ,i hav5't4 ,i'm betwixt & betwe51 & s ,i 0 wond]+ if x w\ldn't be only fair to h a repres5tative ( ! o!r side 9 on ?is4 ,= a few seconds !re 0 only ! s\nd ( _! %oes on ! blue/one walk t ?read$ across ! /unt$ fall grass ( ! campus4 ,fair8 ,y're us+ ! ^w fair 9 connection ) a sci5tific exp]im5t8 ,only because its outcome seems s obvi\s to u4 ,we h /rong preconceptions & because ( !m we're liable to ov]look possibilities4 ,i ?9k we %\ld h someone ) u :o expects ! exp]im5t to "w out diff]5tly1 someone :o believes implicitly 9 ,8 exi/5ce4 ,blackburn ?\ght ab\t x z !y rose 9 ! ,physics build+ elevator4 ,well :y n1 he said1 smil+ 9 8 peculi> cata/rophic fa%ion4 ,y & ,i h an aggregate ( #gj ye>s exp]i5ce 9 ! laboratory1 :y n br+ 9 a cl]gyman to *eck our te*niques1 be 9 keep+ ) ! g5]al tone ( ?is :ole ?+4 ,hell1 yes6 99 99 99 99 99 ,lat] t day ,brokley ,l4 ,r[an li/5$ ) a froz5 s]i\s face z !y decl>$ _! int5tions to him4 ,a "y & consci5ti\s man :o sp5t a great deal ( "t tell+ budd+ und]graduate physici/s t ,god 0 e bit z ubiquit\s z ,planck's con/ant1 he li/5$ )\t "o ^w ( compla9t1 n prote/+ t !y'd put him 9 a !ologically impossible position1 a position 9 :i* ! only two alt]natives 7 to ei!r refuse to look aft] ,8 int]e/s or else p>ticipate 9 a piece ( sacrilegion ! purpose ( :i* 0 to demon/rate t ! fir/ alt]native 0 n a valid "o4 ,& :5 he met ,p5delton a week lat] 9 ! ,physics build+1 ,p5delton told him3 ,y & ,i'll get along f9e4 ,i want x to be cle>ly und]/ood t ,i h no?+ aga9/ ! *ur*4 ,*apla9 ,r[an took 8 glasses (f & began clean+ !m4 ,& !re's absolutely no?+ = y to worry ab\t4 ,ev5 if we d disprove ,him !re'll always be d\bt]s4 ,y c\nt on a c]ta9 p]c5tage ( p :o won't believe our evid5ce4 ,y'll get all ! skeptics %[+ up on ,sunday morn+ z usual4 ,%ahe5 spoke ) comp5sat+ sob]ness4 ,:at ,i ?\ght we'd d1 he said1 is hold daily discussions on /rategy4 ,t way y c "q any assumptions we make1 *eck our logic1 object z y see fit4 ,:at we're try+ to be ab\t ?is ?+ is fair1 ,blackburn said4 ,( c\rse1 ,r[an repli$4 ,n[ ! fir/ po9t ,i wi% to raise1 ,%ahe5 said1 is 9 reg>d to ! g>goyles4 ,!y're v important1 ! g>goyles4 ,*apla9 ,r[an sat d[n on ! w9d[ sill4 ,if ! g>goyles are a product ( ! pa/-*ange1 ,blackburn put 91 anticipat+ ! problem1 h[ are we go+ to "k x8 ,h[ are we go+ to p]ceive ! *ange8 ,t ! "q8 ,ar5't y go+ to ask :at g>goyles h to d ) ?is8 ,p5delton said to ,*apla9 ,r[an4 ,i don't believe ,i w1 ,r[an repli$1 light+ up 8 pipe4 ,! answ]1 ,blackburn said1 is ?is3 ! exp]im5tal obs]v]1 n ! "o :o takes ! "t trip1 mu/ be /&+ 9 pla9 view ( ! build+4 ,he mu/ be expect+ g>goyles to appe>4 ,:5 !y d1 he w n be tempt$ to call ! ph5om5on a miracle4 ,:5 ! g>goyles sudd5ly pop out--9 app>5t defiance ( v>i\s physical laws--he c intellig5tly conclude t a specific "t exp]im5t has be5 p]=m$ & t a *ange 9 ! pa/ has 9 fact occurr$1 a conclusion t w re/ore ! appe>ance ( ! g>goyles to ! realm ( non-miracul\s ev5ts4 ,!n ! *ange we make mu/ be s specific1 mu/ h su* easily d$ucible consequ5ces1 t we'll be able to anticipate our equival5t ( ! g>goyles4 ,sort ( l an ei!r_/or proposition1 ,blackburn said4 ,f9d an ev5t t c g only "o ( two ways4 ,swit* ?is ev5t f its already proce$+ alt]native to ! bypass$1 ! n-us$1 ! temporally-no-long]-exi/+ possibility4 ,! indep5d5t obs]v]1 wat*+ ! "o disappe> & ! o!r take its place1 w !n "k t ! pa/ has *ang$4 ,x w prove ! pr9ciple t man c det]m9e 8 fate & is !re=e alone4 ,r[an nodd$1 *ew+ on 8 pipe4 ,i'll wait'll x's ov]1 ?\gh1 he said4 99 99 99 99 99 ,presid5t ,freyl+huys5 fill$ a glass ) ice wat]4 ',y _c take ,god's photograph1' he said4 ,surrealism4 ,%e] surrealism4 ,0 he smil+ :5 he said x8 ,( c\rse he 0 smil+1 ,blackburn repli$ bleakly4 ,he's always smil+4 ,aft] mak+ man's fir/ trip ?r\gh "t1 ,freyl+huys5 said1 he /epp$ out ( ! physics build+ to f9d y\r ei!r_/or proposition yell+ its head (f & ,r[an "h /&+ 9 ! c5t] ( ,voltaire ,mall ) half a dress 9 8 h&4 ,s ,i'm surpris$ he 0 smil+4 ,b :at 0 he talk+ ab\t8 ,& :y1 ,%ahe5 said1 did he pu% ,blackburn into ! %rubb]y & run (f ) ! cam]a8 ,i don't und]/& t at all4 ,he turn$ away4 ,oh1 ,i suppose !re's pl5ty ,i don't und]/&4 ,:at ab\t on ! trip1 ,freyl+huys5 (f]$4 ,c\ld some?+ h happ5$-- ,:at8 ,blackburn repli$4 ,he w5t back 9 "t exactly "o h\r4 ,he 0 to walk to ,e!l ,*att+]'s ap>tm5t4 7,t fabul\s woman1 ,freyl+huys5 murmur$47 ,all he _h to d 0 spill india ink ov] "o ( ! two new dresses %e'd b\ght4 ,app>5tly1 ! mo/ try+ problem ( h] rec5t exi/5ce 0 to decide :i* ( ! two to we> to h] ,spani% coa* ?is morn+4 ,b he'd be ru9+ ! dress he'd already se5 h] we>+ an h\r lat] on ! ,mall4 ,& t's z subtle a way ( gett+ a girl's dress (f z y're likely to f9d1 ,freyl+huys5 rem>k$4 ,al?\gh te>+ !m (f has its po9ts too1 he add$1 look+ at ! ceil+4 ,!n :at c\ld h gone wrong8 ,blackburn ask$4 ,z f> z ,i c see1 ,freyl+huys5 answ]$1 ! only flaw 9 ?is exp]im5t 0 ! sci5ti/s !mselves4 ,y\r obs]vations positively reek ) subjectivity4 ,to ,r[an1 ! dress 0 gre51 always gre54 ,?is j happ5s to prove ,r[an's orig9al belief1 namely t ! pa/ c't be alt]$ & !re=e ,he exi/s4 ,! a!i/ on ! o!r h&1 he glanc$ at ,blackburn1 has se5 :at looks l a miracle--a mat]ial object *ang+ a basic physical quality "r be=e 8 eyes4 ,/rangely en\gh ?is miracle goes to prove t !re are no su* ?+s z miracles4 ,blackburn's case is also prov54 ,y saw :at y want$ to4 ,take ,%ahe5 "h4 ,he 0 positive ! dress 0 blue all ! "t--until he saw ,r[an's exp]im5t]'s sample--& s n[ he's back at 8 old /&3 ! f5ce4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re 0 an emb>rass$ sil5ce1 s9ce two sci5ti/s _h quietly to own up to ! crime ( subjectivity 9 ! laboratory :ile ! !ologian _h to someh[ dispose ( a piece ( spuri\s rationality t might be =giv5 b w\ld nev] be =gott54 ,& !n ! door op5$ & a smil+ face appe>$4 ,:at'd ev]yone run away =8 ,p5delton said4 ,! presid5t 0 ! fir/ to recov]4 ,ev]yone w please rema9 seat$ & calm1 he said to ! o!rs4 ,calm be damn$6 ,blackburn answ]$4 ,?is "o has a pun* 9 ! nose com+--& :]e ! devil's my cam]a8 ,%\ld h told me y 7 go+ to take pictures1 ,p5delton said1 g+]ly h&+ x ov]4 ,w\ld h sav$ u a lot ( tr\ble4 ,& if y're int]e/$ 9 facts x wasn't me t snat*$ x1 x 0 a law /ud5t4 ,i guess he figur$ x might h "s legal use4 ,!re's "s int]e/+ footage 9 x />r+ ,*apla9 ,r[an & a di/urb+ "y creature nam$ ,e!l4 ,he toss$ a yell[ box on ! desk4 ,y see *apla91 ,i'm n anti-cl]ical aft] all4 ,r[an's eyes flick$ f ,p5delton to ! box & back aga94 ,t's ! film8 he said4 ,p5delton nodd$4 ,%ahe5 wet 8 lips4 ,y develop x8 he said4 ,yep4 ,he's play+ ) u1 ,freyl+huys5 said4 ,well1 ,i c't say ,i blame him4 ,aft] all1 h[ _m times 9 a man's life does he get a scoop l ?is8 ,look1 he said1 turn+ to ,p5delton1 !re seems to h be5 "s disagreem5t ab\t :at happ5$ on ! ,mall ?is morn+4 ,we've got eyewitnesses prov+ any?+ y want4 ,y've se5 ! film1 maybe y'd l to tell u4 ,he ?umb$ ! desk top1 try+ to ?9k ( a decor\s way to phrase x4 ,oh hell1 is ,he or isn't ,he8 ,p5delton purs$ 8 lips & ?\ght a mom5t4 ,i'm n 9 a position to say at ?is "t1 he said4 ,f\r ( ! five m5 sat fr[n+ because1 9 conv]sations ) ! fif?1 "t _h cont9ually to be all[$ = recov]+4 ,!n ,r[an's eyes bright5$ & he jump$ up4 ,i take x y mean by t ! dress 0 gre5 all ! "t1 he said1 giv+ a rhetorical answ]4 ,b don't />t r++ bells ov] x1 ,p5delton said1 smil+4 ,i ought to expla9 t x _h to be gre54 ,n because !re's a ,god1 b because x _h to4 ,c\ldn't be any?+ else4 ,except always blue1 ( c\rse4 ,always blue1 always gre51 b no?+ 9 betwe54 ,x rhymes4 ,he %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s4 ,because :5 y *ange ! pa/1 :y !n y *ange ! pa/ & t includes cam]as & film :i* are (t5 also a "p ( ! pa/4 ,gre5 all ! "t1 ,r[an said1 look+ ar\nd at ! o!rs4 ,gre54 ,gre5 & immat]ial6 ,p5delton repli$4 ,gre5 & irrelevant1 gre5 & s :at6 ,we took ! wrong approa*4 ,i didn't realize x until ,i saw ,blackburn gett+ x d[n on film4 ,film is "p ( ! pa/1 s x *anges4 ,b our heads are also a "p ( ! pa/4 ,!y *ange too4 ,!re 0 a fla% ( :ite tee? aga9/ 8 flu%$ face z he said3 ,depress+1 isn't x8 99 99 99 99 99 ,wait a m9ute1 ,%ahe5 said4 ,b x's true4 ,! man wat*+ ! g>goyles pop out ( ! ,empire ,/ate ,build+ w\ld n h notic$ any?+4 ,q sudd5ly ! g>goyles w\ld always h be5 !re4 ,! human m9d c be toy$ ) z ?\gh x 7 a piece ( film1 a coat+ ( silv] nitrate cry/als on celluloid4 ,x's positively degrad+6 ,wait a m9ute1 ,%ahe5 said1 press+ 8 head betwe5 8 fi/s4 ,some?+'s wrong4 ,y spill$ ink on "o ( t girl's dresses4 ,! blue "o app>5tly4 ,i spill$ ink on a co-temporally-e>li] edition ( ! dress ! girl 0 we>+ on ,voltaire ,mall1 ,p5delton said1 b c y gu>antee %e wasn't we>+ ! gre5 dress to beg9 )8 ,y c't4 ,n[ ,i'll say ?is sl[ly4 ,if y *ange ! pa/ !n y c h no memory ( :at x 0 be=e y *ang$ x & !re=e y c nev] prove t y h *ang$ x4 ,he sigh$ & sat d[n4 ,i'd l t to be kn[n z ,p5delton's ,exclusion ,pr9ciple4 ,x's a %ame really1 ,r[an rem>k$1 y w5t to an awful lot ( tr\ble4 ,well1 ! presid5t said sl[ly1 ,i don't "k b t x might be bett] to keep physics & metaphysics ap>t aft] ?is4 ,l *ur* & /ate4 ,metaphysical que/ions1 aft] all1 are ^? t don't h answ]s4 ,a fr[n pass$ briefly ov] ,p5delton's c\nt5ance4 ,wait a m9ute1 he said4 ,z ,i recall x1 ,i said some?+ ab\t ! wrong approa*1 ,i don't rememb] say+ ! jig 0 up4 ,z f> z ,i'm conc]n$1 we've only tri$ ! pa/ s f>1 we hav5't scrat*$ ! future4 ,take ! ye> #bjfh = example1 ,p5delton said1 smil+ at !m1 try+ n to s\nd obnoxi\s4 ,if exi/5ce is really det]m9$ ! ev5ts ( t ye> are already writt5 d[n 444 sort (4 ,he sudd5ly :irl$ on ,r[an4 ,!re is no "q ( ,god *ang+ 8 m9d betwe5 n[ & !n s9ce !re is no?+ t c\ld possibly happ5 betwe5 n[ & !n t w\ld surprise ,him1 give ,him a reason = *ang+ ,8 m9d1 because if ,he did ,he w\ld be violat+ ,8 own def9ition :i* includes absolute k ( all ev5ts pa/ & future4 99 99 99 99 99 ,r[an1 immovable1 />$ back at him4 ,b we ne$ two "t ma*9es1 ,p5delton resum$4 ,i "k1 ^! ?+s are exp5sive b if y're really int]e/$ y'll ram x pa/ ! tru/ees4 ,/op6 ,freyl+huys5 said4 ,no1 g ahead4 ,damn6 ,i won't g ?r\gh ?is aga91 ,r[an %\t$1 ris+4 ,all he's go+ to d is play m tricks ) words6 ,won't hurt to li/5 to him1 ,freyl+huys5 repli$4 ,n[ we s5d "o "t ma*9e back to #ahfh by means ( ! o!r4 ,!n "o ( u travels to #bjfh f #ahfh :ile ano!r goes to t alleg$ly same ye> #bjfh f ! pres5t1 f #aifh4 ,see :at ,i'm gett+ at8 ,%ahe5 sl[ly nodd$ 8 head & !n clos$ "o eye4 ,if !re's free w1 ,blackburn mumbl$1 !y won't meet4 ,let's look = exclusion pr9ciples1 ,freyl+huys5 comm5t$1 putt+ ! balls ( 8 f+]s toge!r & />+ at ! ceil+4 ,r[an1 ignor$1 wat*$ !m = a few seconds & sat d[n aga94 ,aft] a :ile he began to wond] h[ _m exp]im5ts x w\ld take be=e ,p5delton f\nd ! pro( he 0 look+ =4 ,,! ,,end