,transcrib]'s note3 ,unusual & inconsi/5t spell+ is z pr9t$4 ,illu/ration3 ,nelly sudd5ly exclaim$1 ,:o is t /rang]-boy com+ ?is way ) a bundle hang+ by a /ick ov] 8 %\ld]8 ,,! ,,adopt$ ,,son ,,or1 ,,illu/rations ,,( ,,! ,,"l',s ,,pray]4 ,,by ,a4 ,l4 ,o4 ,e4 ,,au?or ,,( ,,n$ ,,franks1 ,,pictures ,,( ,,/ ,,paul1 ,,! ,,:ite ,,be>',s ,,d51 ,,etc4 ,,gall ,,+lis4 ,london3 ,ed9burgh3 #be ,,pat]no/] ,,squ>e4 #bj ,,b]n>d ,,t]race4 ,,cont5ts4 ,,*ap4 ,i4 ,,our ,,fa!r1 ,,:i* ,,art ,,9 ,,heav5 ,,ii4 ,,hall[$ ,,be ,,?y ,,"n ,,iii4 ,,?y ,,k+dom ,,come ,,iv4 ,,?y ,,w ,,be ,,done ,,on ,,e>? ,,z ,,x ,,is ,,9 ,,heav5 ,v4 ,,give ,,u ,,?is ,,day ,,our ,,daily ,,bread ,,vi4 ,,=give ,,u ,,our ,,trespasses1 ,,z ,,we ,,=give ,,!m ,,t ,,trespass ,,aga9/ ,,u ,,vii4 ,,lead ,,u ,,n ,,into ,,temptation ,,viii4 ,,deliv] ,,u ,,f ,,evil ,,ix4 ,,= ,,?9e ,,is ,,! ,,k+dom1 ,,! ,,p[]1 ,,& ,,! ,,glory ,x4 ,,= ,,ev] ,,& ,,ev] ,,! ,,adopt$ ,,son4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,our ,fa!r1 :i* art 9 heav54 ,oh6 ,z ,i said be=e1 x's all a matt] ( op9ion4 ,i ?9k x a man's duty to att5d to 8 bus9ess1 & get 8 *ildr5 well on 9 ! _w1 obs]v$ ,goldie1 ! fruit]]1 z ! bak]'s wife h&$ to him a bag ( capta9's biscuits f beh9d h] c\nt]4 ,we mu/ look to our advantage 9 ?is life1 ,mrs4 ,w9t]4 ,ay1 & 9 ! next also1 repli$ ! woman quietly4 ,!n b5d+ ov] ! c\nt] to a little flax5-hair$ girl :o _h j ent]$ ! %op1 ,& :at d y want1 my de>8 %e said4 ,please = twop5ny-wor? ( sweet biscuits1 ?ree = a p5ny1 answ]$ ! *ild4 ,mrs4 ,w9t] sl[ly plung$ h] h& into "o ( ! neat glass j>s :i*1 c>efully labell$ ) _! v>i\s cont5ts1 adorn$ ! front ( h] w9d[4 ,mrs4 ,w9t] 0 a patt]n ( neatness1 ev5 to precision1 h] cap 0 ev] ( faultless :ite1 h] panes 7 z clean z h&s c\ld make !m1 n a crumb 0 ev] suff]$ to re/ on h] c\nt]1 & h] "n ov] ! door %one 9 bright gilt lett]s t might h be5 wor?y ( a %op 9 ,london4 ,precise & =mal z "s p deem$ h]1 ,mrs4 ,w9t] 0 a k9d-he>t$ woman1 too2 mu* w>m feel+ lay "u a /iff1 cold mann]2 comb9$ ) a l>ge %>e ( good common s5se4 ,%e _h nev] be5 bless$ ) *ildr51 & h] husb&1 ?\gh 9 "s respects a wor?y1 hone/ man1 kept 8 h&s s tightly ov] 8 purse /r+s1 z to ga9 = ! c\ple a "* ( p5uri\sness1 :i* 0 undes]v$ by 8 wife4 ,not)/&+ ?is1 _m 7 ! /ale loaves :i* f\nd _! way to "s poor man's home1 & _m 7 ! nights :i* ,mrs4 ,w9t] _h giv5 to wat*+ ! sick-b$ ( a neighb\r4 ,:ile ! bak]'s wife 0 draw+ =? ! biscuits1 ,goldie ent]$ into conv]sation ) ! little girl4 ,s y're go+ to h a treat = once 9 a way1 ,nelly ,v9]4 ,y don't tr\ble ,mrs4 ,w9t] (t5 = sweet biscuits1 ,i %\ld say4 ,my new bro!r is com+ home to-day1 repli$ ! *ild ) a beam+ look ( pleasure4 ,y\r new bro!r6 ,:o's he8 ,i d n exactly "k1 sir2 b he is "s "o t we are to love1 & be k9d to4 ,i %all be s glad to h a bro!r6 ,i %\ld h ?\ght1 said ,goldie 9 a c>eless mann]1 t ,v9] _h en\gh to d to look aft] 8 own )\t adopt+ ! *ildr5 ( o!r p4 ,d y "k :o ?is boy is1 ,mrs4 ,w9t]8 ,i "k t 8 "n is ,walt] ,b9n+2 ! son1 ,i suppose1 ( "s fri5d4 ,a fri5d6 ,nev] 7 y m mi/ak5 9 y\r life4 ,:y1 t's ! "n ( ! man :o almo/ ru9$ ,v9]--a he>tless1 unpr9cipl$-- ,mrs4 ,w9t] glanc$ at ! little girl1 & put h] f+] on h] lips4 ,%e plac$ ! biscuits be=e ,nelly1 b ,nelly l+]$4 ,are ^? n :at y wi%$8 said ! bak]'s wife1 notic+ ! *ild's look ( hesitation4 ,yes2 b y h giv5 me sev51 & ,i h only paid = six1 repli$ ! little "o1 look+ artlessly up 9 h] face4 ,n[1 if t isn't l h] fa!r6 exclaim$ ,goldie1 bur/+ into a l\d laugh4 ,i c\ld h kn[n h] = 8 *ild all ! _w ov]6 ,don't y "k1 little simpleton1 t sev5 are bett] ?an six8 ,i ?\ght t ,mrs4 ,w9t] _h made a mi/ake1 repli$ ! *ild1 n lik+ ! laugh1 ?\gh %e c\ld n h told :y4 ,i ?9k t x's y :o made ! mi/ake1 said ,goldie1 laugh+ aga94 ,tell me1 does n y\r fa!r keep sug> plums z well z cabbages8 ,yes1 repli$ ,nelly1 & v nice ones4 ,v nice2 oh6 ,i d>e say t y "k t pretty well4 ,h[ _m d y eat1 my little maid8 ,fa!r gives me a br&y-ball e ,sunday1 or sometimes a piece ( p9k rock1 said ,nelly1 smil+4 ,oh6 ,t's :at he gives1 b :at d y take8 ask$ ! fruit]]1 *uck+ h] "u ! *94 ,i take :at he gives4 ,i don't "k :at y mean1 said ! little girl1 look+ bewild]$4 ,simpleton6 mutt]$ ,goldie1 glanc+ ) a kn[+ smile at ,mrs4 ,w9t]1 b ,mrs4 ,w9t] did n return ! smile4 ,y nev] help y\rself8 he cont9u$ to ,nelly4 ,nev] manage to ta/e a sug>-plum :5 fa!r's back is turn$8 ,! *ild's face flu%$ crimson1 %e %rank back f 8 t\*1 look$ full into 8 face ) h] op5 blue eyes1 & seem$ to feel x unnecess>y to say ,no6 ,nelly is br\ght up 9 ! fe> ( ,god1 obs]v$ ,mrs4 ,w9t]1 & kn[s t x w\ld be bett] to t\* live coals ?an any?+ di%one/ly ga9$4 ,g home ) y\r sev5 biscuits1 my good little girl1 & make ready to welcome y\r new bro!r4 ,z soon z ,nelly _h left ! %op1 ,goldie exclaim$1 ,well1 ,i always ?\ght t ,v9] 0 a little mad1 b ,i nev] imag9$ t ev] he w\ld d any?+ half s wild z ?is6 ,is he really go+ to adopt ! son ( ,walt] ,b9n+8 ,:at d y "k ( ! man8 inquir$ ,mrs4 ,w9t]4 ,"k6 ,:y ,i "k t he has be5 ! wor/ enemy t ev] ,v9] _h4 ,he 0 "s di/ant relation ( 81 ,i fancy1 & 0 = ev] gett+ him into "o tr\ble or ano!r4 ,v9] 0 once1 ,i h he>d1 9 v good bus9ess "h--t 0 be=e ,i set up my %op opposite--& :at fir/ pull$ him d[n1 & half ru9$ ! poor man1 0 becom+ security = ?is ,b9n+4 ,:at might h be5 expect$ happ5$--! rogue made (f1 & left 8 simple fri5d to pay1 ,ha6 ,ha6 ,ha6 ,& n[1 l an hone/ man1 dis*>ges 8 debt by mak+ him a pres5t ( 8 son6 ,i he>d t ! boy's fa!r 0 abs5t beyond seas1 said ! bak]'s wife4 ,to be sure1 t means 's5t out ( 8 c\ntry = 8 c\ntry's good4' ,i rememb] x n[--,walt] ,b9n+ 0 transport$ = sev5 ye>s = !ft6 ,i wi% ,v9] joy ( ! hopeful y\? t he is go+ to adopt6 ,he may n f9d him q s apt a pupil z little ,nelly4 ,! *ild ( a ?ief is n likely to be a sa9t4 ,if ! fa!r half ru9$ poor hone/ ,v9]1 p]haps ! son may f9i% ! bus9ess6 ,& s say+1 ) a nod to ! good woman ( ! %op1 ,goldie took up 8 bag & w5t out4 ,! village 9 :i* our sc5e is laid 0 "o situat$ by ! sea-side1 :i* _h n yet gr[n into a t[n1 ?\gh already a fav\rite resort ( ^? :o wi%$ = sea breezes & quiet4 ,x _h1 l o!r wat]+-places1 its boats & its ba?+-ma*9es2 fi%]m5 spread out _! nets on ! %+les2 donkeys1 ready saddl$1 /ood 9 a r[ prep>$ to c>ry visitors along ! :ite *alky road1 or ! long l9e ( smoo? br[n s& :i* 0 left wet & %9+ :5 ! tide w5t d[n4 ,e-- boa/$ a small circulat+ libr>y consi/+ ( little b old soil$ novels1 & a read+-room ) b5*es 9 front1 :i* 7 (t5 occupi$ 9 summ] by lady visitors1 :o1 protect$ f ! gl>e by p>asols & broad-brimm$ /raw-hats1 amus$ !mselves ) _! knitt+ or _! book1 :ile enjoy+ ! fre% air f ! sea4 ,e-- at ! "t at :i* my /ory comm5ces1 0 little m ?an "o n>r[ /reet1 on ea* side ( :i* small %ops (f]$ ! necess>ies ( life1 & 9 spr+1 on ! upp] w9d[s ( mo/ ( !m ! words1 ,lodg+s to let1 ann\nc$ _! prep>ation to receive visitors4 ,( ^! small %ops1 "o ( ! smalle/ & poore/ 9 appe>ance 0 t on :i* 0 se5 ! "n ( ,v9]4 ,x _h a little wood5 gate in/ead ( door1 & x seem$ t its own] c\ld n entirely dep5d ^u 8 pr(its f ! r[s ( onions1 bun*es ( c>rots1 or baskets ( beans :i* cov]$ 8 bo>d1 = little bottles ( sweetmeats z well z ( nuts 7 rang$ along a %elf 9 8 %op1 ) a /r+ ( balls ( tw9e hang+ f ! top1 & a small supply ( writ+-pap] 9 "o corn]1 :i* 0 usually sold by ! %eet1 n ! quire4 ,s small & unpret5d+ 0 ! %op--su* a contra/ to ,goldie's l>ge "o opposite--t visitors seldom ?\ght ( ent]+ to buy1 & x 0 *iefly frequ5t$ by ! p ( ! village1 :o knew ! "* ( ! man :o kept x1 & :o nev] d\bt$1 :5 !y pur*as$ a basket ( fruit f ,v9]1 t ! l[] ones 7 z good z ^? at ! top4 ,9 ?is %op n[ /ood ,nelly ) h] fa!r1 await+ ! arrival ( _! expect$ gue/4 ,v9] 0 a man /ill 9 ! prime ( life1 ?\gh c>e & pov]ty _h made him look old] ?an he really 01 & _h /reak$ 8 hair ) _m a bright silv] l9e4 ,b ! expression ( 8 face 0 s]5e1 ev5 happy1 especially :5 he look$ ^u 8 d>l+ only *ild1 ! image ( a wife :om he _h t5d]ly lov$1 & = :om he _h m\rn$--b n z "o )\t hope4 ,& n[ rememb] "o ?+1 my d>l+1 he said1 lay+ 8 h& g5tly ^u h] head1 y mu/ nev] speak to ,walt] ab\t 8 fa!r4 ,b y love to speak ab\t "m1 & to take me to h] grave1 & to %[ me all ! places t %e m>k$ 9 h] ,bible2 if ,walt]'s fa!r has di$ & gone to heav51 he w l to speak ab\t him too4 ,y mu/ n ask my reasons1 ,nelly1 b obey my wi%es4 ,ah6 ?\ght ! b]eav$ husb&1 z he recall$ 8 own heavy loss1 ,h[ mu* sadd] a ?+ is s9 ?an dea?6 ,nelly /ood ?\ghtfully = a mom5t1 z if pond]+ ov] ! words ( h] p>5t1 !n look$ up ) a grave expression on h] usually m]ry little face z %e said1 ,oh6 ,i rememb] n[ :at ,i he>d at ,mrs4 ,w9t]'s4 ,:at did y he>1 my *ild8 ,some?+ ab\t ,walt]'s fa!r--some?+ v bad2 x 0 ,mr4 ,goldie :o said x2 y "k :5 he spoke al\d1 ,i c\ld n help he>+2 b ,mrs4 ,w9t] put h] f+] to h] lips4 ,i am v sorry t ,mr4 ,goldie %\ld say any?+1 or "k any?+ ab\t ! matt]4 ,y1 at any rate1 mu/ take no notice ( x4 ,x is no fault ( poor ,walt]'s t he has be5 unhappy 9 8 p>5t4 ,fa!r1 said ,nelly1 h] own joy\s expression return+1 z %e laid h] little h& ^u ,v9]'s arm1 & look$ up full into 8 face1 w n y be a fa!r to ,walt]8 ,he %all be y\r son1 & my bro!r too1 & we %all all be s happy toge!r6 ,v9] only repli$ by a smile1 & ! *ild cont9u$--,mr4 ,goldie said a ^w :i* ,i ?\ght meant t1 some?+ ab\t y\r ad--,i _c j rememb] ! ^w4 ,adopt+1 ,i suppose4 ,yes1 t 0 x exactly6 ,i ?9k1 add$ ,nelly1 ) a grav] air1 t !re is "s ^w l t 9 ! ,bible4 ,!re is1 my ,nelly1 & a bless$ ^w x is6 ,all ,*ri/ians are ! adopt$ *ildr5 ( ,god2 x is f ,8 graci\s adoption alone t we d>e to address ,him z ',our ,fa!r1 :i* art 9 heav54' ,to adopt is to take "s o!r p]son's *ild1 & call x y\r own1 & love x z y\r own1 end fe$ x1 & c>e = x1 z y w = ,walt]4 ,am ,i n "r8 said ,nelly4 ,q "r1 repli$ ,v9]1 /rok+ h] fair hair4 ,& if ,god adopts u1 ,he w love u1 & wat* ov] u1 & take c>e ( u z long z we live1 & take u home to ,himself :5 we die6 ,b 7 we ev] any "o's *ildr5 b ,god's8 ,we 7 by nature1 my ,nelly1 ! *ildr5 ( wra?4 ,adam1 our fir/ fa!r1 _h (f5d$ ! ,"l1 & we are born into ! _w ) a nature l 81 be>+ 8 s9ful lik5ess1 ev5 z ,walt] ,b9n+ be>s ! "n ( 8 fa!r4 ,man 0 n only a /rang] to1 b a rebel aga9/ ,god--he _h no "r to expect any?+ b puni%m5t & pa9 f ! h& ( 8 (f5d$ ,mak]4 ,& yet ! ,"l adopt$ him1 & made him ,8 son6 ,yes1 t m]cy beyond all we c\ld ask = or hope1 0 "o ( ! bless+s pur*as$ = u by ! dea? ( ! ,savi\r4 ,x 0 z ?\gh ! ,"l ,jesus _h laid ,8 pi]c$ h& ^u ! s9n]1 & _h l$ him to ! feet ( ,8 ,fa!r1 & t ! ,almighty1 = ! sake ( 8 crucifi$ ,son1 _h deign$ to receive ! unwor?y s9n]1 & make him ,8 own *ild = ev]6 ,!n if we are ,god's *ildr51 exclaim$ ,nelly1 we mu/ all be bro!rs & si/]s to "o ano!r4 ,x is s1 repli$ ,v9] e>ne/ly1 ?\gh is our selfi%ness & pride we too (t5 =get x4 ,^? :o love _! ,fa!r 9 heav5 w love ,8 *ildr5 on e>? also1 & =m "o bless$ family ( love4 ,i nev] ?\ght be=e1 said ,nelly1 ?\ghtfully1 :5 ,i repeat$ ! ,"l's ,pray]1 :y ,i %\ld say ',our ,fa!r1' in/ead ( ',my ,fa!r2' b n[ ,i w try to rememb] e "t1 t ,i am "o ( a great family ( love6 ,few m words pass$ betwe5 ,v9] & 8 daught]1 until ,nelly sudd5ly exclaim$1 ,:o is t /rang]-boy com+ ?is way ) a bundle hang+ by a /ick ov] 8 %\ld]1 :o looks up at ! "n ov] e %op1 & seems s tir$ & sad8 ,fa!r1 d y ?9k t ?is c be ,walt]8 ,x 0 ,walt] inde$1 ! convict's son1 :o n[ receiv$ f ,v9] su* a k9dly welcome z ! true ,*ri/ian gives to ! un=tunate4 ,walt] appe>$1 f 8 height1 to be a boy ( ab\t t5 ye>s ( age1 b ! expression ( 8 %>p5$ c>eworn features made him look mu* old]2 x 0 n ! expression ( a *ild4 ,!re 0 at fir/ a re/lessness 9 8 mann]1 z ( "o ready to take ei!r (f5ce or al>m1 :i* gave ,nelly a curi\s impression t he 0 l "s wild creature t _h be5 hunt$4 ,he usually fix$ 8 eyes on ! gr\nd1 & :5 he rais$ !m1 x 0 n ) ! /raight=w>d look ( a boy :o has no?+ to conceal or to fe>4 ,poor outca/6 ,! remembrance ( 8 fa!r's %ame hung l a heavy cl\d ov] him2 ! fir/ fre% fl[ ( y\?ful feel+s _h be5 *eck$ at ! spr+1 he 0 incl9$ to suspect o!rs1 & to feel himself suspect$4 ,he c\ld n1 h[ev]1 resi/ ! influ5ce ( ! unaffect$ k9dl9ess :i* he met ) f ,v9] & 8 little daught]4 ,! be/ food at ! simple meal 0 plac$ on 8 plate1 !re 0 consid]ation = 8 feel+s1 & att5tion to 8 com=t 9 ev]y?+ t 0 said or done4 ,8 *ill$ he>t began to w>m "u ! p[] ( k9dness1 gradually 8 mann] appe>$ less %y1 he became less sil5t & sad1 & be=e ! ev5+ 0 ov]1 0 ready to smile1 & ev5 laugh at ! playful words ( ,nelly4 ,! h\r arriv$ = ev5+ pray]4 ,ev]y?+ else 0 laid aside1 & ! l>ge ,bible1 ! treasure ( _m g5]ations1 on ^: blank page _m family names 7 writt5--"s s pale ) age t !y c\ld sc>cely be read--0 rev]5tly plac$ ^u ! table4 ,to ev5+ meet+ = pray] ,walt] _h1 till n[1 be5 entirely a /rang]4 ,he 0 n altoge!r ignorant on ! subject ( religion2 9 ! /range unsettl$ life :i* he _h l$ 9 ,london ) 8 fa!r1 he _h met ) a v>iety ( *>act]s1 & ga!r$ up k ^u _m diff]5t subjects1 b !re 0 no?+ cle>1 no?+ def9$1 no?+ holy4 ,yet x 0 ) no irrev]5t mann] t ,walt] li/5$ to ! ,^w ( ,god1 or ! pray] f ! lips ( 8 b5efactor4 ,! conduct ( ,v9] ins5sibly connect$ 9 8 m9d k9dness & goodness ) piety2 & gratitude t[>ds man seem$ likely to be ! fir/ /ep to raise him t[>ds gratitude to a high] ,be+4 ,:5 ,nelly _h receiv$ h] fa!r's ev5+ kiss & bless+1 & _h bidd5 a k9d good-night to h] new bro!r1 ,v9] l$ 8 gue/ f 8 p>l\r into 8 small %op1 & k9dly lay+ 8 h& on 8 %\ld]1 expla9$ to him :at 8 duties w\ld be4 ,v9] _h n =gott5 t boys are liable to temptation1 t a y\? br\ght up z ,walt] _h be51 w\ld above all1 be likely to yield to temptation--he w\ld nei!r ask nor expect mu*4 ,i "k1 said he1 smil+1 z he po9t$ to ! sweetmeats1 t ?+s su* z ^! are lik$ by mo/ "y p1 s y h my free p]mission to take "s--,walt]1 ,i h no objection to t4 ,y w rememb]1 at ! same "t1 t y are liv+ ) a poor man1 ) "o :o _c af=d to give 8 family all ! enjoym5ts t might be wi%$1 s t ,i am sure t y w n take too mu*4 ,a little col\r came to ,walt]'s pale *eek--x 0 s new a ?+ to be tru/$4 ,b a g5]\s feel+ 0 awak5$ 9 8 brea/1 & z he press$ ! h& held out to him1 he sil5tly resolv$ t ,v9] nev] %\ld h cause to rep5t hav+ confid$ 9 8 hon\r4 ,& n[1 my de> boy1 ,i h b "o ?+ m to add be=e we "p = ! night4 ,y w help me 9 my bus9ess1 & make y\rself useful4 ,no good boy w\ld wi% to eat ! bread ( idl5ess2 b ,i receive y into my h\se z "o ( my family1 & z long z y d no?+ to =feit ! "n1 ,i %all reg>d y & treat y z my son4 ,oh6 ,h[ _m a w&]] w\ld be reclaim$1 h[ _m a prodigal l$ back to 8 home1 if ^? :o call !mselves ,*ri/ians1 in/ead ( %r9k+ f ! outca/1 & /amp+ him at once ) ! "* ( guilt1 w\ld seek to draw out ! nobl] feel+s ( a he>t n yet se>$ & h>d5$6 ,god be prais$6 ,!re are yet "s :o1 l _! ,savi\r1 g =? to seek & save t :i* 0 lo/1 & ! *ild ( ! ?ief1 & ! "y ?ief himself1 are taught ! pa? :i* leads to hol9ess & to ,!e3 ,,our ,,fa!r1 ,,:i* ,,art ,,9 ,,heav56 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,hall[$ be ,?y "n4 ,,!re 0 a good deal ( curiosity 9 ! village to see ! convict's boy :om ,v9] _h adopt$1 & to "k ! result ( 8 dang]\s exp]im5t--8 romantic b5evol5ce1 z x 0 call$4 ,n[h]e 0 ?is curiosity /rong] ?an 9 ! home ( ,goldie1 ^: l>ge h&some %op1 z ,i be=e m5tion$1 /ood opposite to ! humble dwell+ ( ,v9]4 ,z ,goldie & 8 family w (t5 appe> 9 ! c\rse ( my tale1 ,i may z well give "h at once an introduction to !m all4 ,a f9] family ?an t ( ,goldie1 ! fruit]]1 0 n to be f\nd 9 ! village ( ,e--4 ,8 ?ree sons1 :5 "y *ildr51 con/antly attract$ ! notice ( visitors by _! uncommon beauty--a pa9t] ( em95ce _h introduc$ _! lik5ess into "o ( 8 pictures z *]ubs1 & ! praises lavi%$ ^u !m by /rang]s fo/]$ ! pride ( _! fond "m1 :o believ$ t h] boys1 especially ,n$ ! y\nge/1 7 n to be equall$ by any *ildr5 9 ,engl&4 ,z !y grew old]1 ,aleck1 ! fir/-born1 display$ s mu* tal5t1 t ,goldie1 p]suad$ t he want$ no?+ b a good education to place him 9 ! highway to =tune & fame1 made e ef=t1 scrap$ toge!r all 8 ga9s1 d5i$ himself & family _m com=ts1 to s5d him to a s*ool :]e he might be ) g5tlem5's sons1 & acquire ! k necess>y = gett+ on 9 ! _w4 ,gett+ on 9 ! _w 0 a fav\rite expression ( ,goldie's1 & to judge bo? by 8 conduct & 8 advice to 8 *ildr51 x appe>$ t to him x compris$ ! *ief--,i _h almo/ said ! only object 9 life4 ,yet ,goldie did n consid] himself exactly an irreligi\s man4 ,he _h no objection to piety z long z x did n int]f]e ) pr(it2 spoke v decid$ly ab\t uphold+ ! ,*ur*1 sometimes att5d$ div9e s]vice himself :5 "s "o else w\ld look aft] ! %op1 :i* he kept op5 on ,sunday z usual1 & kept a l>ge h&some ,bible 9 8 p>l\r1 :i* he nev] read or ev5 op5$4 ,8 wife's "* 0 ( a diff]5t /amp4 ,mrs4 ,goldie 0 n h>d5$ 9 worldl9ess--) ano!r husb& %e might h appe>$ a religi\s woman4 ,:5 ,god's day 0 pr(an$1 & ,8 comm&m5ts disobey$1 %e _h a secret suspicion t all 0 n "r4 ,%e regul>ly w5t to *ur*1 & :at %e he>d !re (t5 s5t h] home ) an uneasy consci5ce4 ,%e 0 a delicate woman1 too1 & 9 h\rs ( sickness 0 (t5 visit$ by scruples & fe>s4 ,b h] husb& laugh$ at !m1 & %e /ruggl$ aga9/ !m1 0 cont5t$ to try to ?9k !m fooli% & weak2 & :ile1 l ,agrippa1 almo/ a ,*ri/ian 9 conviction1 0 nev] ready to /ep ov] ! bord]-l9e & take up ! cross 9 e>ne/4 ,%e _h j religion en\gh to make h] uneasy1 & t1 if con/antly resi/$ or neglect$1 is n ! religion :i* c br+ u to heav54 ,mrs4 ,goldie lov$ h] sons1 %e idolis$ ,n$1 h] :ole he>t seem$ wrapp$ up 9 ! boy4 ,no wi% s unreasonable b x mu/ be grant$1 no fault s gl>+ b x mu/ be ov]look$2 %e f\nd an excuse = e error4 ,x is true t ,mrs4 ,goldie w\ld r t h] sons _h *os5 o!r companions ?an su* z ^? ^: society %e fe>$ did !m no good2 %e _h r t !y _h sometimes read ! ,bibles ) :i* %e _h provid$ !m1 in/ead ( ! *eap novels t 7 con/antly ly+ ab\t _! rooms2 %e _h r t ,mat & ,n$ _h n sat up gambl+ till midnight2 b %e nev] made a he>ty ef=t to *ange any?+ t 0 amiss4 ,x 0 natural t boys %\ld l amusem5t1 %e said--& ) h]1 x is natural almo/ /ood in/ead ( x is "r4 ,h] sons knew no?+ ( a "m's g5tle tra9+1 e>ne/ entreaties1 affectionate repro(s4 ,%e _h n wat*$ ov] !m1 pray$ = !m1 s\ght to w9 !m to ,god1 & any affection t !y might be> _! "m 0 unmix$ ei!r ) ob$i5ce or respect4 ,to su* a family z ?is1 x is no wond] t ! adoption by ,v9] ( ! son ( a convict1 ! son ( a man :o _h greatly wrong$ him1 appe>$ an act ( extraord9>y folly4 ,:ile ,walt] & 8 little companion ,nelly 7 engag$ 9 lay+ out vegetables1 prep>+ ! %op1 & dispos+ ( beans & potatoes to fi%]m5's wives1 or sweetmeats to b>ehead$ *ildr5 :o _h b "o copp] piece to lay ^u ! c\nt]1 _! neighb\rs on ! opposite side ( ! /reet 7 pass+ _m a joke at 8 exp5se4 ,t boy !re don't "k h[ to %ell peas6 said ,mat4 ,dep5d on't1 he kn[s preci\s well h[ to eat !m1 laugh$ ,n$4 ,i'd n be a pea* or a plum 9 8 way1 said ! fir/ speak]1 if poor ,v9] adorn$ 8 bo>d ) su* da9ties1 b ! temptation ( raw c>rots might be )/ood--ha6 ha6 ha6 ,y =get ! p9k rock & ! lolly-pop6 exclaim$ ,n$4 ,yes1 ! good man w f9d 8 /ock go+ rem>kably *eap--at an al>m+ sacrifice1 z !y adv]tise 9 ! ,london %ops4 ,i mu/ j /ep ov] & h a fl+ at ! *ap be=e ! old ,me?odi/ comes back to ! rescue2 ,i see him turn+ ! corn] ) a basket ( gre5s1 & someh[ or o!r1 ,i c nev] crack a good joke be=e him4 ,/range z x may appe>1 not)/&+ 8 pov]ty1 not)/&+ ! ridicule lavi%$ ^u him dur+ 8 abs5ce1 !re 0 some?+ ab\t ,v9] :i* comm&$ respect1 & ev5 ^! wilful1 unruly lads w\ld h felt a%am$ ( be+ imp]t95t to him4 ,! %yness ( ,walt] _h entirely worn (f t[>ds ,nelly2 h] k9dness pleas$1 h] prattle amus$ him1 he felt h] society l a fre% breeze ( spr+1 x 0 a delight to him to look on h] z a little si/]4 ,x 0 only necessity1 h[ev]1 :i* _h made ,v9] leave !m s long alone toge!r1 = he int5d$ c>efully to wat* ! "* ( 8 adopt$ son1 & let him h little int]c\rse ) 8 *ild1 except 9 8 own pres5ce1 until he knew t %e c\ld le>n no evil f h] companion4 ,z soon1 !re=e1 z 8 necess>y bus9ess 0 f9i%$1 he ha/5$ back to 8 home4 ,full ( mis*iev\s fun1 ,n$1 foll[$ by ,mat1 ran across ! road to ,v9]'s little %op4 ,i say1 cri$ he1 h y any /r+8 ,walt] glanc$ at ,nelly1 !n foll[+ ! direction ( h] eye1 jump$ ^u ! c\nt] to rea* ! balls ( tw9e :i* 7 among/ ! articles sold 9 ! %op4 ,:at's ! price8 said ,n$1 ) a laugh+ expression 9 8 eye4 ,prompt$ by ! *ild1 ,walt] answ]$1 ,a p5ny a ball4 ,t's too mu*--hemp's *eap2 ,i ?\ght t y w\ld "k ! way ( gett+ t )\t pay+ = x at all6 ,i say1 ,nelly1 cont9u$ ! m]ry boy1 )\t appe>+ to notice ! cl\d ga!r+ on ,walt]'s br[1 h[ long is x s9ce y\r fa!r has kept =bidd5 fruit "h8 ,=bidd5 fruit1 repli$ ! *ild1 giv+ an inquir+ glance ar\nd h]4 ,i did n "k t fa!r kept =bidd5 fruit4 ,:at is x8 ,su* z drops f ! gall[s tree1 cri$ ,n$2 & ) a l\d insult+ laugh1 ! two boys ran (f j z ,v9] ent]$ ! place4 ,he meant to insult me1 exclaim$ ,walt]1 ) a l\d oa?4 ,nelly 0 %ock$ & a/oni%$1 & look$ at h] fa!r4 ,walt]1 said ,v9] calmly b firmly1 ,i nev] p]mit an oa? "u my ro(2 we h ?is day utt]$ ! pray]1 ',hall[$ be ,?y "n1' & heavy is our guilt if we pr(ane t "n4 ,i only spoke ?\ghtlessly1 said ,walt]1 look+ r sull52 "o _c be always consid]+ "o's words4 ,& yet ! ,"l ,himself ha? decl>$ t by our words we %\ld be ju/ifi$1 & by our words condemn$2 & t = e idle ^w t m5 %\ld speak1 '!y %\ld give acc\nt 9 ! awful day ( judgm5t6' ,b "s m5 nev] op5 _! lips )\t an oa?2 n only ! poor & ignorant1 b ! ri* & great4 ,x seems to give su* =ce to :at a man says1 & x gr[s su* a /rong habit t "o sc>cely c break x4 ,nelly w\ld n h look$ s mu* %ock$ z %e did j n[ if %e _h se5 a little m ( ! _w1 z ,i h4 ,we %all n be judg$ by :at ! _w does1 or by :at ! _w ?9ks1 said ,v9]1 b by ! ,^w ( ,him :o ha? said1 ',swe> n at all4' ,x has always appe>$ to me1 cont9u$ ,v9]1 t swe>+ is "o ( ! mo/ unacc\ntable ( s9s4 ,we c well imag9e h[ ! poor man is tempt$ to /eal1 ! timid to lie1 or ! self-indulg5t to exce$2 b = swe>+ !re appe>s n ! %ad[ ( a cause--heav5 is risk$1 & no?+ is ga9$1 ! ,almighty is (f5d$1 a crime is committ$ ( :i* no result rema9s b its t]rible record on ! ,book :i* %all be op5$ & read "o day be=e ! angels & ar*angels ( heav56 ,walt]'s sull5 look _h pass$ away1 8 bett] feel+s /ruggl$ ) 8 pride4 ,i w try nev] to utt] an oa? aga9--at lea/ be=e y1 :om ,i respect1 said he4 ,:om y respect6 ,a poor s9ful creature ( du/2 & yet y w\ld utt] x be=e ! et]nal ,god1 :o creat$ ! lips1 :o gave ! brea? :i* y employ 9 mock+ ,8 comm&6 ,i w nev] take ,god's "n 9 va91 said ,walt]4 ,god bless y1 my de> boy1 = t good resolution1 & give y ,8 ,holy ,_s1 t y may be enabl$ to keep x4 ,i d n ?9k t ,i %all f9d x v difficult1 said ,walt]1 :o 0 n accu/om$ to d\bt ! p[] ( 8 own w--:o1 hav+ /ruggl$ b little ) 8 s9s1 _h yet to le>n 8 own weakness4 ,m difficult1 maybe1 ?an y ?9k1 repli$ ,v9]4 ,p]haps y are n aw>e h[ _m times ?is day y may h tak5 t holy "n 9 va94 ,nev] b once6 said ,walt] quickly4 ,oh6 exclaim$ little ,nelly involunt>ily4 ,:58 said ,walt]1 turn+ t[>ds h]2 b ,nelly did n look incl9$ to reply4 ,:58 repeat$ ,walt] impati5tly1 ,:5 did ,i take ,god's "n 9 va98 ,! little girl hesitat$1 afraid ( (f5d+1 yet accu/om$ to speak out ! tru?2 !n timidly said1 look+ d[n on ! floor1 ,y "k1 ,walt]1 t :5 y talk ) me1 y (t5 beg9 ) ',"l6 or ,god bless my s\l6' or y say ',! ,"l kn[s1' :5 really ,i d n ?9k1 ,i am afraid1 t y are n consid]+ at all :at y are say+4 ,v9] 0 n yet aw>e ( ?is habit 9 ,walt]1 = ! boy _h be5 %y & res]v$ 9 8 pres5ce1 & _h n spok5 out s freely be=e him z :5 alone ) 8 g5tle little daught]4 ,walt] col\r$1 & tri$ to laugh4 ,y are v precise1 said he4 ,i hope t ,i h n made y vex$ ) me1 :isp]$ ,nelly1 draw+ ne>] to him1 & lay+ h] small h& on 84 ,i hope t ,i h n said any?+ unk9d4 ,no1 no1 repli$ ,walt] ha/ily4 ,i d>e say t y are all "r2 b ^! ?+s are s new to me--,i nev] ?\ght at all ( !m be=e4 ,y c h>dly imag9e h[ diff]5t ,i am f y--y h nev] tak5 ,god's "n 9 va9 9 all y\r life4 ,oh6 b ,i h--(t51 murmur$ ,nelly1 aga9 look+ d[n4 ,:58 ,i am c]ta9 t y nev] swe>4 ,:5 ,i pray1 answ]$ ,nelly1 speak+ v l[1 s t ,walt] c\ld sc>cely cat* ! words4 ,surely1 if y are ev] out ( h>m's way1 x's :5 y are pray+1 exclaim$ ,walt]4 ,n if ,i am ?9k+ ( some?+ else all ! "t4 ,fa!r has told me t we may say pray]s & yet nev] pray1 & t ?is is tak+ ! ,"l's "n 9 va94 ,walt] sigh$2 = ! fir/ "t he felt h[ difficult x mu/ be to atta9 to t hol9ess )\t :i* no man %all see ! ,"l4 ,aft] ! wild life t he _h l$1 ! wick$ sc5es t he _h witness$1 ,v9]'s dwell+ seem$ to him ! home ( purity itself2 & ,nelly1 a little *]ub all spotless & holy1 :o nev] _h kn[n any?+ ( s94 ,x 0 ) a feel+ to :i* he _h be5 a /rang] be=e1 a s5se ( weakness1 a consci\sness ( guilt1 t he knelt t ev5+ by ! little *ild's side1 & repeat$ aft] h] fa!r ! words ( ! ,"l's ,pray]3 ,,hall[$ ,,be ,,?y ,,"n4 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,?y k+dom come4 ,,! next day 0 ,saturday1 on ! ev5+ ( :i* ,v9]1 z usual1 ca/ up 8 acc\nts1 & reckon$ 8 ga9s dur+ ! week4 ,x 0 ! amusem5t ( ,nelly1 seat$ ^u 8 knee1 to arrange p5ce & half p5ce into little %ill+ heaps1 & sep>ate ! sum always laid aside = ! r5t1 & t requir$ to pur*ase ! next week's /ock4 ,! little *ild felt h]self useful 9 do+ ?is1 & aspir$ to ! "t :5 %e c\ld manage ! big book1 & sum up all ! figures l fa!r4 ,b ?is ev5+ !re 0 a cl\d ov] h] sunny face1 & %e look$ sadly at ! small am\nt ( money t rema9$1 :5 %e _h put aside :at 0 want$ = r5t & /ock4 ,we us$ once to h roa/ beef = ,sunday d9n]1 %e said1 ) a sigh1 & lately we h always _h bacon & beans1 b to-morr[ we %all h no?+ b porridge & potatoes4 ,& eat !m ) ?ankfulness1 ,i tru/1 my d>l+4 ,!re are _m :o h worse f>e ?an t4 ,walt] 0 pa9$ to ! he>t1 al?\gh he said no?+2 he felt himself a burd5 on "o already poor1 ! little help t he c\ld give 0 sc>cely ne$$ 9 ! %op1 food & lodg+ seem$ to him n e>n$ b receiv$ f *>ity4 ,v9] obs]v$ ! gloomy expression on ! face ( 8 adopt$ son2 & ?\gh 8 own he>t 0 /ruggl+ b5ea? a weight ( c>e1 z he put by 8 insuffici5t ga9s1 & ?\ght ( ! approa*+ w9t]1 :5 ^? ga9s might be expect$ to be less1 he endeav\r$ to *e] 8 "y companions by div]t+ _! m9ds f ! subject4 ,walt]1 said he1 ,i h obs]v$ y\r eye (t5 re/ on t curi\s little book :i* is kept on our mantelpiece4 ,yes2 x looks s /range & anci5t1 9 its old-fa%ion$ cov]+1 ( :at 0 once1 ,i suppose1 gold & blue2 x is n l ! small books we see n[4 ,has ,nelly yet told y ! /ory ( t book8 ,9 a mom5t ! face ( ! little girl _h all its sunn9ess aga94 ,oh no6 %e exclaim$1 ,i left t = y--! /ory ( my de> good gr&fa!r6 ,t is my fav\rite /ory ab\t ! illum9ation & ! b>efoot$ little boy4 ,o fa!r6 ,s tell x to u n[6 ,?is is j ! "t1 :5 ! %op is %ut1 & our "w is ov]1 & x is gett+ d>k2 we %all save a c&le1 y "k1 = we don't ne$ light to li/56 ,?is fav\rite /ory 0 "o :i* ,nelly _h he>d m ?an once1 & _h ?\ght ov] v (t51 till !re 0 no?+ 9 ! possession ( h] fa!r1 8 ,bible & h] "m's w$d+-r+ except$1 = :i* %e felt half ! rev]5ce z = t little old book4 ,n[1 seat$ ^u h] fa!r's knee1 ) h] arm r\nd 8 neck1 & h] head on 8 %\ld]1 & ,walt] li/5+ opposite1 ,nelly q =got all c>e = ! morr[1 all fe> ( approa*+ want4 ,i w tell y ! /ory1 said ,v9]1 p>tly z ,i he>d x f my good fa!r1 :o us$ to m5tion "s ( ! circum/ances ( x z among/ ! greate/ m]cies :i* he _h ev] exp]i5c$1 b *iefly z x 0 (t5 relat$ to me by my gr&mo!r1 :o 0 z fond1 de> old lady1 ( tell+ ! /ory ab\t h] son z ,nelly is n[ ( he>+ x4 ,well1 x mu/ n[ be "s sev5ty ye>s s9ce ! day :5 my gr&mo!r1 a poor g>d5]'s wid[1 :o !n liv$ 9 a cottage n f> f ?is v place--7x has be5 pull$ d[n long ago1 b ,nelly c %[ y :]e x /ood7--bade f>ewell to h] only son4 ,! "* ( my gr&mo!r 0 s respectable t1 poor z %e 01 _m look$ up to h] = c\nsel & example2 %e _h be5 nurse 9 ! family ( a g5tleman1 & _h m k1 & k ( ! be/ k9d1 ?an usually falls to ! lot ( ! poor4 ,x 0 a great matt] = h] t a good situation _h be5 procur$ = h] only son 9 ,london1 b /ill x 0 a sore trial to ! wid[ to "p ) him2 & :5 %e ?\ght ( ! temptations be=e him1 h] he>t trembl$ & w\ld h sunk )9 h]1 b = pray]1 h] unfail+ res\rce4 ,! morn+ be=e he left h]1 my gr&mo!r sat pack+ ! box ( h] son1 = %e w\ld d ev]y?+ = him h]self4 ,%e _h d>n$ 8 /ock+s & m5d$ 8 clo!s s neatly1 t !y look$ almo/ z good z new4 ,i believe t _m a te> _h dropp$ ov] h] "w1 b %e tri$ to look *e]ful to my fa!r4 ,c>efully1 %e plac$ 8 ,bible 9 ! box1 & beside x ?ree v small books 9 gold & blue1 "o ( :i* y n[ see be=e y4 ',a s+le copy is en\gh = me1' said my fa!r2 '!y are1 ,i see1 exactly alike1 :at %\ld ,i d ) ?ree8' ,9 ^? days1 ,walt]1 small religi\s publications 7 n s easily to be procur$ z !y are at pres5t4 ,n[ !re is an abundance ( works ( all sizes & prices 9 :i* ! pure ,gospel is expla9$ & taught1 & ev5 poor ,*ri/ians may help1 by ! means ( su*1 to spread ! k ( ,god2 b !re 0 n ! same numb] ( !m !n4 ,:]e my gr&mo!r _h b\ght ^! books ,i d n "k1 !y 7 consid]$ old ev5 9 h] day2 !y conta9$ a good deal f ,scripture1 especially ! ,s]mon on ! ,m\nt expla9$ by a v holy ,div9e4 ,i h he>d t my gr&mo!r _h twelve copies at fir/1 b n[ only ^! ?ree rema9$1 =1 z %e expla9$ to my fa!r1 !y 7 int5d$ to be l5t or giv5 to o!rs4 ',always rememb]1 my de> son1' %e said1 lay+ h] ?9 h& ^u 81 't ,god's k+dom ( glory may come any day1 b ,god's k+dom ( grace is com+ e day2 & z x is our b\nd5 duty to pray = ! fir/1 s is x to "w = ! spread ( ! o!r4 ,we mu/ be l ! ,jews :ile build+ _! second temple1 ! sword 9 "o h& to fight aga9/ our s9s1 ! work+-tool 9 ! o!r--& books l ^! are su*--to help to raise a holy build+ to ,god4 ,!y t be wise %all %9e z ! brightness ( ! firmam5t1 & !y t turn _m to righte\sness z ! />s = ev] & ev]4' ,^! words ( ! wid[ sank deep into ! he>t ( my fa!r1 !y made him see 8 position z a ,*ri/ian 9 a new light4 ,x 0 n en\gh1 he f\nd1 to keep unspott$ f ! _w1 he %\ld also1 z ,god might give him opportunity1 visit ! fa!rless & wid[s 9 _! affliction--n only himself fai?fully s]ve 8 heav5ly ,k+1 b seek to br+ o!rs to t bless$ ,savi\r4 ,b my fa!r f\nd all 8 good resolutions sorely tri$ :5 he ent]$ ! situation :i* _h be5 procur$ = him4 ,8 ma/] 0 a hab]da%] 9 ,london1 "o :om ! _w t]m$ respectable1 b 8 /&>d ( "r & wrong 0 v diff]5t f t :i* ! y\? _h le>n$ f 8 ,bible & 8 "m4 ,%>pness & %rewdness 7 priz$ above hone/ deal+4 ',all fair 9 ! way ( bus9ess' 0 ! %opkeep]'s fav\rite motto1 & he 0 n dispos$ to "q too closely ! lawfulness ( :atev] increas$ 8 ga9s4 ,8 o!r %op-boy1 ^: "n 0 ,tim ,s&s1 0 also "o f :om my fa!r c\ld le>n little t 0 good4 ,n an ill-dispos$ lad2 _h he be5 9 prop] h&s & "u ! c>e ( a consci5ti\s ma/]1 he might h gone on /eadily en\gh4 ,b ,s&s 0 weak-m9d$ & easily l$1 & ?\gh too busy dur+ ! week to h mu* "t = mis*ief1 on ,sunday1 he mix$ 9 all k9ds ( dissipation1 ) companions f> worse ?an himself4 ,9 society su* z ?is1 my poor fa!r felt little com=t or b5efit1 truly1 he /ood alone2 & b = ! p[] ( privately p\r+ out 8 he>t be=e ,god1 & ?9k+ ( ! com+ ( t happy "t :5 ! k+dom ( ! e>? %all become ! k+doms ( ! ,"l1 8 c\rage w\ld h fail$ him entirely1 & he might h become l ^? among/ :om he liv$4 ,he _h a con/ant fight aga9/ s91 ,i d>e say1 obs]v$ ,walt]1 b z = ! "w ( :i* 8 "m _h spok51 ,i ?9k t he mu/ h left t alone altoge!r3 h[ c\ld he look aft] ! s\ls ( o!r p2 he _h en\gh to d to take c>e ( 8 own4 ,oh6 ,y w he>--y w he>1 :isp]$ ,nelly4 ,9 ! fir/ place1 said ,v9]1 he pray$ = o!rs1 especially = 8 ma/] & companion2 he ask$ t ,god's k+dom might come 9 _! he>ts4 ,su* pray]s are nev] 9 va91 = ev5 if ! petition be n grant$1 ! ,"l returns x 9 bless+s into ! bosom ( him :o (f]s x 9 *>ity & fai?4 ,b my fa!r did n cont5t himself ) ?is4 ,he f\nd out 9 a /reet1 n v f> f 8 %op1 a woman :o _h once be5 kn[n to 8 "m4 ,%e _h m>ri$ & fall5 into great pov]ty1 & 0 n[ liv+ 9 wret*$ness 9 a small g>ret1 ) ?ree *ildr5 :o 7 dep5d5t ^u h]4 ,my fa!r _h no money to be/[1 b he did :at he c\ld3 he f\nd ! family 9 a /ate ( ignorance1 & dirt1 almo/ degrad$ to ! level ( ! bea/s t p]i%2 he r\s$ ! "m to ex]tion by 8 words2 he (f]$ a weekly visit to read ! ,bible to h]1 = %e 0 unable h]self to read2 he und]took on ,sundays to tea* h] "y *ildr51 look+ ^u ! poor ignorant little ones z lambs :om ! ,"l _h appo9t$ him to fe$4 ,at fir/ he met ) little gratitude1 & ev5 "s opposition1 & ! task ( tea*+1 :i* 0 new to him1 seem$ intol]ably irksome2 mu* w\ld he h pref]r$ a walk on ! bright ,sabba? ev5+s to pass+ !m 9 t close g>ret ) noisy *ildr54 ,b difficulties gradually 7 smoo!d away be=e him2 ev5 ! woman h]self became 8 pupil1 *ildr5 ( o!r lodg]s jo9$ 8 little flock1 & gladly %>$ 8 in/ructions2 & z my fa!r look$ r\nd ^u ?is infant ragg$ s*ool1 he felt h[ great 0 ! hon\r1 h[ deep ! joy ( be+ p]mitt$ ?us to lab\r = ! spread ( ,god's k+dom ( grace4 ,b :ile he quietly pursu$ ?is ,*ri/ian "w1 my fa!r _h also to endure ! ,*ri/ian fight1 & to try ! /r5g? ( 8 pr9ciples ^u an occasion t sorely te/$ 8 fai?4 ,"o day1 :5 he 0 s]v+ beh9d ! c\nt]1 8 ma/] ov]he>d him1 9 reply to a "q f a cu/om]1 frankly own t he did n believe t ! col\rs ( a pr9t :i* he 0 %[+ w\ld be> wa%+4 ,! pres5ce ( ! lady prev5t$ any?+ at ! mom5t b an angry look f ! ma/]1 b :5 %e _h quitt$ ! %op )\t pur*as+ any?+1 ! torr5t ( 8 ang] bur/ =?4 ,my fa!r _h to submit to he> himself call$ a blockhead & a fool1 & submitt$ 9 sil5ce2 = he ?\ght ( 8 wid[$ "m1 ! difficulty :i* %e _h 9 procur+ = him ?is place1 & ! di/ress :i* %e w\ld feel if %e lo/ x4 ,b :5 8 ma/]1 hav+ exhau/$ 8 rage1 began to give him a lesson 9 ! ways ( ! _w :i* w5t directly aga9/ consci5ce & religion1 :5 he 0 ord]$ to be ready to utt] a falsehood :5ev] t falsehood might s]ve 8 employ]1 my fa!r felt t ! "t _h come = him to make a /&1 & risk any?+ r ?an 8 s\l4 ',i c only speak :at is true1' he said mode/ly b firmly2 h[ difficult he f\nd x to utt] t %ort s5t5ce1 b h[ ?ankful 0 he :5 he _h done s6 ',y mu/ obey :at ,i ord]1 or m>* out ( my %op6' exclaim$ ! ma/]1 8 face r$d5+ ) passion4 ,x 0 a great relief to my fa!r t cu/om]s ent]+ at ! mom5t broke %ort ! conv]sation2 & he 0 truly glad t he 0 able1 be=e !y left1 )\t hav+ sw]v$ 9 ! lea/ f tru?1 to make a consid]able addition to ! money 9 ! till4 ,x seem$ z ?\gh ,provid5ce 7 help+ him ?r\gh ! difficulties :i* he _h boldly fac$ 9 ob$i5ce to duty4 ,& did he always keep firm8 ask$ ,walt]4 ,always2 he nev] ev5 gave an equivocal answ]4 ,!n ,i suppose t 8 ma/] turn$ him (f4 ,he ?reat5$ to d s m ?an once1 b 0 too mu* a man ( ! _w n to "k :5 he _h a good s]vant2 & my fa!r 0 s active & intellig5t1 s regul> 9 8 acc\nts1 s ready on all occasions to oblige1 t ev5 8 ma/] c\ld n b be aw>e ( 8 value4 ,z ) ,joseph1 ev]y?+ seem$ to prosp] 9 8 h&1 & hav+ no?+ to f9d fault ) except 8 religion1 ev5 ! ungodly man le>n$ to respect 8 assi/ant4 ,!re is an influ5ce1 sometimes unkn[n to ourselves1 :i* we ex]t ei!r = good or evil among/ ^? ) :om we live4 ,_h my fa!r be5 au/]e1 pr\d1 or self-righte\s1 he might1 9 attempts to conv]t ,tim ,s&s1 h driv5 him f>!r f ! pa? ( salvation4 ,b my fa!r's k9dness & *e]fulness gradually won = him ! reg>d ( 8 fell[-%opman4 ,s&s began by laugh+ at1 b end$ by look+ up to him4 ,x 0 n easy1 inde$1 to draw ! y\?'s att5tion to any?+ s]i\s2 9 va9 "o ( ! little c\nsellors 9 gold & blue _h be5 purposely plac$ 9 8 way--he _h nev] got beyond ! title page ( x1 & x 0 soon ?r[n aside = a dirty novel4 ,"o ,sunday ev5+1 aft] a wet1 cold day1 ,s&s1 :o1 mu* aga9/ 8 w1 _h be5 kept f 8 usual div]sions by ! wea!r1 saw my fa!r prep>+ to leave ! h\se4 ',i say1 ,v9]1' cri$ he1 'are y go+ out = a walk8 ,i see t ! sky is cle>+ up at la/4 ,i ?9k t ,i'll take a turn ) y--t is1 if y are n go+ to *ur* aga91 y'll n draw me 9 = t6' ',i am n go+ to *ur*1 b to pass ! ev5+ ) "s fri5ds4' ',old ,me?odi/s1 ,i suppose1 grave & solemn4' ',no1 "y & lively1' answ]$ my fa!r4 ',well1 ,i say1 !re's no kn[+ :at y good p are aft]6 ,s y sp5d y\r ,sunday ev5+s amid jovial companions6 ,i've half a m9d to g ) y & see y\r fri5ds4 ,_h x n ra9$ cats & dogs1 ,i %\ld h be5 at ,gre5wi* ) m9e4' ',come1 & welcome1' said my fa!r1 ) a smile4 ,s !y walk$ on till !y ent]$ a v n>r[ /reet1 l[ & dirty1 :]e mo/ ( ! wret*$ %ops 7 op51 & su* ( ! inhabitants z 7 loit]+ ab\t look$ z ?\gh !y _h be5 occupants ( ! workh\se4 ,my fa!r ent]$ a little %op1 & m]ely wi%+ good ev5+ to ! man :o 0 9 x1 proce$$ at once to ! back ( x1 &1 foll[$ by ,s&s1 asc5d$ ! /eep1 d>k1 dirty /air1 :]e noisy s\nds & disagreeable smells annoy$ bo? s5ses at once4 ',y\r company may be *oice1 b ,i c't say mu* = _! place ( meet+1' obs]v$ ,s&s4 ,my fa!r unclos$ ! door ( an attic-room1 & 0 receiv$ ) a bur/ ( welcome f a doz5 "y voices )94 ,! room 0 small1 close1 & dimly light$ by a s+le c&le2 b x 0 impossible to look )\t int]e/ on ! pale1 hungry-look+1 b intellig5t little be+s ) :om x 0 cr[d$2 all poor1 "s b>efoot1 yet 9 _! pov]ty z mu* ! *ildr5 ( ,god & heirs ( et]nal life z ! nobles & pr9ces ( ! l&4 ,my fa!r ask$ aft] ! "m ( ?is "o1 & ! sick si/] ( t1 w9n+ ! he>ts ( 8 s*ol>s by 8 look ( k9dly int]e/2 &1 aft] a few m9utes sp5t 9 ?is mann]1 ',n[1 let u beg9 ) a hymn1' said he4 ',j]usalem1 my happy home6' ,h[ /rangely sweet x mu/ h s\nd$ to he> ! voices ( ^? ragg$ *ildr5 s+ ( ! 'pe>ly gates' & '/reets ( %9+ gold' ( ! heav5ly dwell+-place above1 )9 ! walls ( t mis]able attic6 ,s&s rema9$ an att5tive1 p]haps an int]e/$1 li/5] = ! two h\rs dur+ :i* 8 companion's lab\rs la/$4 ,:5 !y f\nd !mselves aga9 9 ! /reet1 he rem>k$3 ',well1 c]ta9ly !re is "s diff]5ce betwe5 y\r k9d ( society & ! jolly p>ties to :i* ,i am accu/om$ at ! ,:ite ,h>t1 or ,s>ac5's ,head4' ',b are all ! pleasures :i* y may h enjoy$ !re wor? ! hope ( meet+ "o ( ^? little ones 9 heav51 :5 ! k+dom ( ,god %all h come8' ,s&s made no reply1 & walk$ back 9 sil5ce4 ,a day ( tr\ble 0 com+ = my fa!r1 9 :i* he w\ld ne$ all ! com=t :i* religion & a good consci5ce c\ld give4 ,he 0 s5t "o ev5+ to a cu/om] ) a p>cel ( valuable goods1 = :i* he 0 to receive paym5t4 ,?9k+ ( l5d+ "o ( 8 little fri5ds 9 gold & blue to a wid[ :o kept a /all ne> ! squ>e to :i* he 0 go+1 he op5$ 8 pocket-book :i* he c>ri$ ) him1 & plac$ "o ( ! copies 9 x4 ,! woman _h1 h[ev]1 left h] /&1 s ?is opportunity ( do+ good 0 lo/ = ! "t4 ,! cu/om] receiv$ ! goods1 & paid = !m1 & two five-p\nd notes 7 c>efully plac$ by my fa!r 9 ! pocket-book beside ! little publication4 ,! /reets 7 mu* cr[d$ on 8 return1 = !re 7 prep>ations = a gr& illum9ation4 ,my fa!r did n loit] on 8 way1 b 8 att5tion 0 naturally attract$ by ! spl5did />s & wrea?s1 :i* 7 beg9n+ to be light$ up z he pass$4 ,z he ent]$ 8 ma/]'s %op1 he put 8 h& into 8 pocket1 & 8 surprise & di/ress may be readily imag9$1 :5 he f\nd x entirely empty4 ,8 fir/ impulse 0 to retrace 8 /eps1 :i* he did1 ?\gh ) sc>cely ! fa9te/ hope ( success2 glanc+ va9ly d[n on e side1 ask+ by/&]s ! "q :i* always receiv$ ! same disc\rag+ answ]4 ,all ! glories ( ! illum9ation 7 lo/ ^u him2 he c\ld ?9k ( no?+ b 8 lo/ bank-notes4 ,we>y & sad1 he return$ to 8 home1 :]e he _h to wait = an h\r--a mo/ pa9ful h\r x 0--till 8 ma/] return$ f see+ ! illum9ation4 ,! confession ( 8 loss 0 frankly made1 ) e expression ( he>tfelt regret2 b ! ang] ( ! hab]da%] 0 beyond all b\nds1 & he treat$ my unhappy fa!r z ?\gh ! money _h n be5 lo/ b /ol5 by him4 ,:e!r ! ma/] _h indulg$ too freely 9 dr9k t night1 ,i "k n1 b ,i ?9k x m ?an probable2 he abus$ my fa!r 9 viol5t t]ms1 dismiss$ him f 8 s]vice1 refus$ to give him ev5 a "*1 &1 = 8 own conv5i5ce alone1 all[$ him to rema9 b5ea? 8 ro( until he c\ld procure "s "o to supply 8 place4 ,my fa!r retir$ to 8 little room ) an almo/ break+ he>t4 ,i h (t5 he>d him say t ?is 0 ! bitt]e/ mom5t ( 8 life4 ,to lose 8 place 0 mis=tune en\gh2 b 8 "*--t :i* 0 de>] ?an life6 ,he c\ld sc>cely re/ra9 8 burn+ te>s6 ,b he laid 8 tr\bles be=e 8 ,god2 he rememb]$ t ! ,almighty afflicts n 9 va91 t ! ,"l w\ld yet make 8 innoc5ce cle> be=e all1 if n 9 ?is _w1 yet 9 ! k+dom :i* is to come4 ,z he 0 ris+ f 8 knees1 ,s&s ent]$ ! room1 hav+ he>d ( ! mis=tune ( 8 companion4 ,s&s 0 a k9d-he>t$ fell[1 & really lik$ my fa!r1 & tri$ 9 8 r\gh way to com=t him4 ',i am he>tily sorry t y are go+1' he said1 9 conclusion2 ',i assure y1 ,v9]1 t ,i w\ld d any?+ = y4' ',!n y w n refuse ?is little remembrance f a fri5d1' said my fa!r1 plac+ 9 8 h& "o ( ! books 9 gold & blue1 f :i* he _h j himself be5 draw+ c\nsel & com=t4 ',= my sake1 y w read ?is little "w ?r\gh1 & ,god bless y1 ,s&s1 & rew>d y = ! k9dness :i* y h %[n to a fri5d 9 disgrace6' ,& did ,s&s read x8 inquir$ ,walt]4 ,i believe t he did4 ,i rememb] see+ him z a gray-head$ old man1 & he !n %[$ me 8 little copy 9 gold & blue1 look+ v mu* ! worse = we>2 & he told me t he ?\ght t if !re 7 any good 9 him1 he ow$ x to ! example & advice ( my fa!r4 ,& 0 y\r fa!r oblig$ to leave 8 situation8 ,"s delay occurr$ 9 supply+ 8 place2 he 01 !re=e1 all[$ to rema9 ab\t t5 days long]4 ,he felt v sad & l[ on ! ,sunday ev5+ on :i* he 0 to pay 8 la/ visit to 8 little s*ool1 = z he _h z yet be5 unable to get ano!r situation 9 ,london1 he int5d$ to return to 8 "m4 ,he f\nd 8 "y pupils ready = him z usual2 b a cl\d ( sorr[ 0 ov] !m1 = !y "k t !y 7 to welcome _! k9d tea*] no m4 ,my fa!r tri$ to improve to !m ev5 ! occasion ( _! mutual di/ress2 he spoke to !m ( ! place :]e !re is no m p>t+1 ( ! un5d+ joys prep>$ = ,god's s]vants :5 ,8 k+dom ( glory %all come4 ,he conclud$ by plac+ be=e ! *ildr5 8 la/ rema9+ copy ( ! book 9 gold & blue1 & (f]+ x z a prize to ! mo/ indu/ri\s pupil1 on condition ( 8 read+ x al\d to 8 companions4 ',oh6 ,t is j l ! book :i* makes my "m sad6' cri$ a little b>efoot$ boy f a corn] ( ! room4 ,my fa!r />t$ at ! words1 = he ?\ght ( t :i* he well rememb]$ hav+ plac$ 9 8 lo/ pocket-book6 ',:]e did y\r "m get "o l ?is8 ,h[ long has %e _h x8' he cri$ eag]ly4 ',i don't "k :]e %e got x1' repli$ ! *ild1 look+ d[n4 ',i ?9k t %e has _h x ab\t a week2 %e laugh$ :5 %e began to read x1 b1 be=e %e _h done1 %e 0 cry+ z ,i nev] saw h] cry be=e4' ,aft] ! lesson 0 ov]1 & my fa!r _h receiv$ ! (t-repeat$ f>ewells & good wi%es ( 8 pupils1 n unmix$ ) te>s1 :i* w5t w>m] to 8 he>t ?an all ! praises ( man c\ld h done1 he laid 8 h& on ! arm ( ! b>efoot$ boy1 & g5tly drew him along ) him d[n ! /eep /aircase1 until !y /ood toge!r 9 ! /reet4 ',i %\ld l to see y\r "m1' he said to ! boy4 ',%e lives q ne>1 j r\nd ! corn]2 ,i w take y to h] if y wi% x1' repli$ ! *ild4 ',am ,i fooli% to indulge ?is /range hope8' ?\ght my fa!r1 z he foll[$ 8 little guide4 ',b n[h]e else h ,i se5 any books l my ?ree1 & x may be t ! ,almighty has grant$ me a clue by :i* to f9d out ! lo/ prop]ty ( my ma/]1 & cle> my own "* f suspicion4' ,) a he>t beat+ fa/] ?an usual1 my fa!r 0 l$ by ! boy to a neighb\r+ h\se1 z l[ & dirty z ! "o :i* !y _h j quitt$4 ,!y asc5d$ to a room ^u ! second floor1 :]e a woman sat alone1 engag$ 9 read+4 ,at ! fir/ glance my fa!r recognis$ ! book :i* %e held 9 h] h&4 ,x is t1 ,walt]1 :i* y n[ see 9 ! possession ( 8 son4 ,! exclamation :i* he utt]$ />tl$ ! woman2 %e turn$ r\nd ha/ily ) an expression ( fe> on h] face--! book dropp$ f h] h& z1 gaz+ wildly on my fa!r1 %e exclaim$1 ',x is he6 ,oh :at /range =tune has br\ght him "h6' ',n =tune1' said my fa!r ) emotion1 z he rais$ ! little book1 'b1 z ,i believe1 a graci\s ,provid5ce1 :o w surely br+ bo? guilt & innoc5ce to light4' ',i knew x--,i knew x6' cri$ ! woman1 clasp+ h] h&s4 ',s9ce ! night :5 ,i robb$ y ,i h _h no peace2 t book has be5 l a sword 9 my consci5ce--,i w\ld h re/or$ :at ,i _h tak51 _h ,i kn[n :]e to f9d its own]1 & see--see my own *ild has l$ him to my door6' ,ha/5+ to a corn] ( h] room1 ) trembl+ h&s %e op5$ a deal box1 & frees ! v bottom ( x1 "u heaps ( rags & rubbi%1 %e drew =? my fa!r's lo/ pocket-book6 ,?9k1 only ?9k1 h[ mu* delight$ he mu/ h be5 to see x6 cri$ ,nelly4 ,he c\ld sc>cely believe t he 0 n 9 a dream :5 ! wret*$ woman plac$ x 9 8 h&2 & :5 on op5+ x he saw ! two bank-notes1 a feel+ ( ov]p[]+1 ?ankfulness fill$ 8 s\l1 & made him unable to speak4 ',take x--x is j z :5 y lo/ x--,i d>$ n *ange ! notes1' said ! woman2 '& oh ,i h m]cy on a wret*$ creature2 d n give me up to ! police6 ,x 0 my fir/ !ft2 inde$1 inde$ x 01 & ,i w nev] be guilty ( "o aga96' ,did y\r fa!r give h] up to puni%m5t8 inquir$ ,walt]1 ) int]e/4 ,no2 he 0 full ( compassion = ! unhappy woman1 & nev]1 z long z %e liv$1 lo/ sight ei!r ( h] or h] son4 ,he 0 able to procure = h] a little employm5t f 8 ma/]--set h] ?us 9 ! way ( hone/ly e>n+ h] liv+1 & _h reason to hope t t ,sabba? ev5+ 0 ! turn+-po9t ( h] life4 ,& y\r fa!r1 ,i suppose1 kept 8 situation aft] all8 ,he kept x = _m ye>s1 & liv$ respect$ ev5 by ^? :o 7 /rang]s to ! pr9ciples by :i* he 0 guid$ dur+ life4 ,he 01 inde$1 z ! fai?ful s]vant1 ready gird$1 & wat*ful = ! com+ ( 8 ,"l4 ,happy ^? :o ?us wat* & wait = ,8 appe>+1 :o expect x n ) fe>1 b ) hope & joy2 ,god's k+dom has already begun 9 _! he>ts1 !y c\nt no ef=t great to w9 s\ls to ,8 s]vice1 & ! acts ( _! lives1 z well z ! words ( _! lips1 seem to say3 ,,?y ,,k+dom ,,come6 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,?y w be done on e>? z x is 9 heav54 ,,! ,sabba? dawn$ ^u ! village ( ,e--1 ! day :i* ! ,"l has appo9t$ = ,8 own1 t day :i*1 :5 kept holy to religion & re/1 leaves an especial bless+ beh9d x4 ,ab\t two h\rs be=e ! "t = att5d+ morn+ s]vice1 ,v9] took 8 little ,bible 9 8 h&1 & walk$ ) 8 daught] to ! sea-bea*1 :]e1 seat$ on a %elv+ %+le1 ) ! wide ocean heav+ & sp>kl+ be=e !m1 !y enjoy$ toge!r a quiet "t = read+ & speak+ ( ! ?+s ( ,god4 ,on _! return1 to _! utmo/ surprise1 !y f\nd ! %op op51 ! %utt]s d[n1 & ,walt] plac+ "s vegetables on ! bo>d4 ,o fa!r6 exclaim$ ,nelly1 ,has ,walt] =gott5 :at day x is8 ,:at are y do+8 said ,v9]1 z he ent]$4 ,my %op always is clos$ ^u ,sundays2 ,i ?\ght t ,i _h m5tion$ ?is to y be=e4 ,yes1 repli$ ! boy1 y did s1 b look !re6 ,& he po9t$ to ! tempt+ display 9 ,goldie's w9d[4 ,is he to h all ! cu/om & ! ca%1 he :o is t5 times ri*] ?an y are6 ,:at he has--:at he does is no excuse = me2 x is n = him t ,i mu/ answ] be=e ,god4 ,put up ^? %utt]s aga91 ,walt]4 ,walt] obey$ sull5ly1 ) a look :i* told t he 0 n at all conv9c$ ( ! wisdom ( ! ord]4 ,v9] !n drew him into ! %op1 & said1 ,is n "o ( ! ,t5 ,comm&m5ts1 giv5 f ! m\? ( ! ,"l ,god ,himself amid ! flames & ?und] ( ,m\nt ,s9ai1 ',rememb] t ?\ keep holy ! ,sabba? day2 9 x ?\ %alt d no mann] ( "w'8 ,walt] nodd$ ass5t4 ,is !re n a bless+ = ^? :o obey ?is comm&8 ,look "h1 said ,v9]1 op5+ 8 ,bible1 & po9t+ to ^! words f ! fifty-eigh? *apt] ( ,isaiah3 ,if ?\ turn away ?y foot f ! ,sabba?1 f do+ ?y pleasure on ,my holy day2 & call ! ,sabba? a delight1 ! holy ( ! ,"l1 hon\rable2 & %alt hon\r ,him1 n do+ ?9e own ways1 nor f9d+ ?9e own pleasure1 nor speak+ ?9e own words3 !n %alt ?\ delight ?yself 9 ! ,"l2 & ,i w cause !e to ride ^u ! high places ( ! e>?1 & fe$ !e ) ! h]itage ( ,jacob ?y fa!r3 = ! m\? ( ! ,"l ha? spok5 x4 ,t may h be5 s once1 b ,i don't believe t x is s n[1 said ,walt]4 ,god kn[s no v>iabl5ess1 nei!r %ad[ ( turn+1 ,he is '! same ye/]day1 to-day1 & =ev]6' ,i only "k1 mutt]$ ,walt]1 t ! way 9 :i* y g on is ! way to />ve4 ,d y believe t our ,heav5ly ,fa!r ev] suff]s any "o to />ve = obey+ ,8 comm&m5t8 ,i c't tell1 repli$ ,walt]1 /ill r surlily4 ,d y believe t ,he1 to :om all ! treasures ( e>? & heav5 belong1 :o creat$ ! _w & e liv+ ?+ ^u x1 is able to provide = our wants8 ,i believe t ! ,almighty is able4 ,b y d\bt t ,he is will+8 ,walt] 0 sil5t4 ,i mu/ speak to y aga9 f ,8 ,^w1 t ,^w :i* c nev] be brok54 ,v9] turn$ to ! ?irty-?ird ,psalm & read--',behold1 ! eye ( ! ,"l is ^u !m t fe> ,him1 ^u !m t hope 9 ,8 m]cy2 to deliv] _! s\l f dea?1 & to keep !m alive 9 fam9e4' ,aga91 9 ! ?irty-sev5? ,psalm x is writt5--',tru/ 9 ! ,"l & d good2 s %alt ?\ dwell 9 ! l&1 & v]ily ?\ %alt be f$4 ,a little t ! righte\s man ha? is bett] ?an ! ri*es ( _m wick$4 ,i h be5 "y1 & n[ am old1 yet h ,i n se5 ! righte\s =sak51 nor 8 se$ begg+ bread4' ,oh6 ,rememb] ! ^w ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/--',take no ?\ght1 say+1 ,:at %all we eat1 or :at %all we dr9k1 or :]e)al %all we be clo!d8 = y\r ,heav5ly ,fa!r kn[e? t ye h ne$ ( all ^! ?+s2 b seek ye fir/ ! k+dom ( ,god1 & ,8 righte\sness1 & all ^! ?+s %all be add$ unto y4' ,walt]1 ,god w m ?an make up to u = all t we may lose = ,8 sake6 ,y'll nev] conv9ce him6 ,y'll nev] conv9ce him6 cri$ ,goldie1 :o1 pass+ ! %op1 _h ov]he>d ! la/ words1 & n[ /ood lean+ 8 /\t p]son ^u ,v9]'s little gate4 ,y c't p]suade him b t ,i am gr[+ ri*1 & t y are gr[+ poor2 t ,i am gett+ on1 y go+ back 9 ! _w4 ,all y\r prea*+ won't %ut 8 eyes to t4 ,:y1 "h am ,i able to s5d my son to a fir/-rate s*ool1 able 7,i grant t x's a h>d pull on my purse1 b yet someh[ ,i c manage x7 to place him ) an eng9e]1 :]e1 ) tal5ts l 81 he is pretty sure at la/ to make 8 =tune6 ,i %all see him "o ( ^! days rid+ 9 8 own c>riage1 = ,i h let no idle fancies1 no silly sup]/ition1 prev5t me f do+ ! be/ = my family1 & t is ! way to gr[ ri*4 ',! bless+ ( ! ,"l1 x make? ri*1 & ,he adde? no sorr[ !reto1' murmur$ ,nelly4 ,v9] turn$ & smil$ on 8 daught]4 ,i wond] t y don't ?9k ( y\r *ild1 said ,goldie1 if y don't c>e ab\t />v+ y\rself4 ,i d ?9k ( h]1 said ! fa!r e>ne/ly1 & 9 obey+ & tru/+ my ,god1 ,i feel t ,i am do+ ! be/ ?+ = h] bo? 9 ?is _w & ! next4 ,we %all see1 said ,goldie z he walk$ away4 ,yes1 we %all see1 repeat$ ,v9] quietly4 ,d y really ?9k1 ask$ ,walt]1 z soon z ! fruit]] 0 beyond he>+1 t ,god w\ld be angry ) y j = sell+ ^u ,sunday :5 ,he kn[s t y are s poor8 ,:5 a p>5t gives a comm&1 is he cont5t t x %\ld be disobey$8 ,:5 a fri5d makes a promise1 is he cont5t t x %\ld n be believ$8 ,:5 a k+ passes a law1 is he cont5t t x %\ld be brok58 ,ah6 ,b ?is law may be easy = ! ri*1 b x is s v1 v h>d = ! poor6 ,is x h>d1 repli$ ,v9] g5tly1 t we %\ld give up some?+ = ,him :o has giv5 u all8 ,let u rememb] ! grace ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 :o1 ?\gh ,he 0 ri*1 yet = our sakes1 ,he became poor6 ,he 0 ri*1 inde$1 = ! ,son ( ,god sat on ! ?rone ( heav52 ,he became poor inde$1 = ! ,son ( ,man _h n :]e to lay ,8 head6 ',he 0 9 all po9ts tempt$ l z we are1 yet )\t s92 & inasmu* z ,he suff]$ be+ tempt$1 ,he is able to succ\r !m t are tempt$4' ,he kn[s--,he feels = our trials6 ,! fai? ( ,8 e>ly foll[]s 0 f> m sev]ely tri$ ?an ours4 ,!y _h to endure n only want1 b tortures1 mock+s1 cruel dea?s1 = ! sake ( ! ,ma/] :om !y lov$4 ,& d y ?9k t any m>tyr at ! /ake !n1 or any sa9t on 8 dea?-b$ n[1 ?\ght or ?9ks t he has done or giv5 up too mu* = ! ,savi\r :o gave ,8 life = him8 ,oh no6 exclaim$ ,nelly1 ,nev]6 ,only ?9k ( ! glory & ! cr[n6 ,x is bett] to walk b>efoot on a ?orny way1 & "k t we w come to a k+dom at ! end ( our j\rney1 & be happy = ev] & ev]1 ?an to roll along 9 a gold5 c>riage1 & to feel t e m9ute br+s u ne>] & ne>] to mis]y t nev] w end6 ,we nev] c be really happy b :5 we d ,god's w l ! angels6 ,h[ d ! angels d ,god's w8 said ,v9]4 ,! *ild paus$ a mom5t to ?9k1 !n repli$1 ,fai?fully1 readily1 joyfully4 ,b ! angels h n to suff] ,god's w z well z to d x1 obs]v$ ,walt]4 ,no1 repli$ ,v9]1 9 ?is1 man alone has ! hon\r ( foll[+ ! /eps ( 8 ,"l6 ,we only are able1 9 ?is our %ort life1 to imitate ,him :o 9 agony pray$1 ',n my w b ,?9e be done6' ,walt] _h no?+ to answ]2 he rema9$ sil5t1 ?\gh sc>cely conv9c$4 ,! convict's son c\ld n feel ! full =ce ( ! ,scripture3 ,:at %all x pr(it a man if he ga9 ! :ole _w & lose 8 own s\l8 ,or :at %all a man give 9 ex*ange = 8 s\l8 ,nor knew he yet h[ mu* is compris$ 9 ! pray]3 ,,?y ,,w ,,be ,,done ,,on ,,e>? ,,z ,,x ,,is ,,9 ,,heav56 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,v4 ,give u ?is day our daily bread4 ,i ,,w n[ pass ov] a space ( t5 ye>s1 ) all its joys & sorr[s1 its hopes & fe>s1 & take my read] once m to ,e--4 ,! village has gr[n into a t[n3 tall r[s ( h\ses /ret* along ! coa/1 on "o side a squ>e is comm5c$1 & ?\gh ! season is n[ ne>ly ov]1 en\gh ( life & bu/le rema9 to d5ote a fl\ri%+ wat]+-place4 ,!re is1 h[ev]1 little *ange to be se5 9 ! small humble dwell+ ( ,v9]1 & almo/ z little alt]ation 9 ! appe>ance ( its ma/]1 :o1 save a few m gray hairs1 a few m furr[s on 8 *eek1 looks mu* ! same z :5 he appe>$ be=e u la/4 ,we %all1 h[ev]1 sc>cely recognise ,nelly 9 ! tall1 delicate girl1 :o has almo/ gr[n into ! "y woman2 or ! convict's son 9 ! p[]ful y\?1 :o /ill s]ves 9 ! %op ( 8 b5efactor4 ,h[ has "t pass$ ) !m dur+ ^! long ye>s8 ,!y seem to h made little progress 9 ! road to =tune--has ! promise ( ! ,"l be5 to !m 9 va98 ,no2 ?\gh life has be5 a /ruggle ) pov]ty & c>e1 x has be5 a /ruggle *e]$ by love & hope2 ! bread e>n$ by virtu\s indu/ry has be5 s sweet1 ! sleep aft] lab\r s calm2 unk9d words1 peevi% compla9ts h 9 t dwell+ be5 unhe>d1 ! peace ( ,god re/s l sun%9e ^u x6 ,i _c1 h[ev]1 say t ,walt]'s _s nev] frett$ aga9/ pov]ty1 t he nev] long$ to place ^? :om he lov$ above all dang] ( want4 ,he _h le>n$ mu* ( religion b5ea? ,v9]'s ro(2 he _h se5 its p[] to com=t ! s\l "u trials1 b he 0 yet "y & impetu\s 9 all 8 feel+s1 8 fai? 0 weak1 8 w unsubdu$2 9 life's s*ool he _h yet mu* to le>n4 ,& nev] _h 8 fai? be5 m tri$ ?an n[1 = ,nelly1 )\t any app>5t compla9t1 seem$ gradually los+ all /r5g? & col\r1 & look$ l a fl[] fad+ away4 ,%e _h = "s ye>s tak5 9 ne$lework1 to eke out h] fa!r's scanty liv+2 %e _h work$ e>ly & late ) *e]ful indu/ry1 & p]haps ov]task$ h] p[]s4 ,) deep anxiety1 ,v9] & 8 adopt$ son wat*$ h] pale *eek & droop+ =m1 & ! g5tle smile :i* seem$ to belong r to heav5 ?an to e>?4 ,v9] consult$ a doctor = 8 daught]1 :o %ook 8 head1 said t %e _h be5 ov]work$ & "u-f$1 & prescrib$ z necess>y = h] recov]y n\ri%+ food & re/4 ,oh6 ,h[ ,walt] long$ = ri*es !n--h[ ,v9] felt ! cross ( pov]ty lies heavie/ :5 ^? :om we love are 9 want6 ,! fa!r laid 8 trial be=e 8 ,"l2 he e>ne/ly pray$1 ) a *ild-l fai?1 = a suffici5cy ( daily bread6 ,he rose f 8 knees submissive & calm2 he _h plac$ 8 sick *ild at ! feet ( 8 ,savi\r1 & :ile he det]m9$ t no lawful means %\ld be left untri$ to increase h] com=ts1 he re/$ 8 hopes ^u ,him :o once said1 ,accord+ to ?y fai? be x unto !e4 ,b to ,walt] x 0 m difficult ?us to pray & wait1 to let pati5ce h its p]fect "w4 ,nor 0 x want ( fai? 9 ,god's promises alone t gave bitt]ness to ! _s ( ! "y man4 ,"o passion t /ruggl$ 9 8 brea/ robb$ him entirely ( t inw>d peace :i* light5$ ! burd5 ( ,v9]4 ,x 0 ) feel+s ( m+l$ res5tm5t & envy t ,walt] reg>d$ ,n$ ,goldie1 ! fruit]]'s son4 ,f him1 he _h receiv$1 :5 he fir/ came to ! village1 t insult :i* /ill rankl$ 9 8 m9d1 an insult foll[$ by _m o!rs2 = ,n$ 0 reput$ a wit 9 ,e--1 & ! *eape/ way ( mak+ p m]ry is by laugh+ at & ridicul+ o!rs4 ,!re 0 no end ( ,n$'s je/s ^u ! convict's son1 :i* amus$ = a mom5t1 & 7 !n =gott5 by all b him at ^: exp5se !y 7 made4 ,& ,n$ 0 9 a position to raise "s envy among/ ^? ( 8 own class 9 life4 ,s+ul>ly fav\r$ by nature--h&some1 intellig5t1 full ( heal? & spirits--,n$ 0 a fav\rite ) all4 ,(t5 w\ld he drop 9 to sp5d a half-h\r at ,v9]'s quiet home4 ,nelly c\ld n b own t he 0 a v pleasant companion2 8 playful words 79 h] pres5ce !y 7 nev] ill-natur$7 (t5 br\ght a smile to h] pale face4 ,v9] lik$ & felt int]e/$ 9 ! m]ry-he>t$ lad2 to ,walt] alone 8 society 0 z wormwood & gall4 ,!n x 0 kn[n t ,n$ 0 to succe$ to 8 fa!r's prosp]\s bus9ess1 z 8 eld] bro!rs 7 already provid$ =4 ,aleck _h ris5 9 ! _w ev5 beyond 8 fa!r's hopes4 ,possess$ ( uncommon tal5ts1 he n[ %>$ 8 ma/]'s bus9ess2 a bridge t he _h plann$ _h made 8 "n well-kn[n1 & he _h j =m$ a m>riage1 :i* _h rais$ him at once to =tune1 ) ! only daught] ( a retir$ coal m]*ant4 ,! words ( ,goldie1 spok5 t5 ye>s be=e1 _h be5 v]ifi$1 he _h liv$ to see 8 son h a c>riage ( 8 own6 ,mat _h be5 appr5tic$ to "s bus9ess 9 ,london4 ,x 0 notic$ 9 ! t[n t 8 p>5ts spoke less frequ5tly ( him1 t inquiries aft] 8 prospects 7 answ]$ %ortly by 8 fa!r1 & made 8 pale1 sickly "m look sad4 ,p c\ld n =get 8 un*eck$ habit ( gambl+1 8 pr(ane language1 8 love ( bad company3 x 0 ev5 rum\r$ t he _h got into "s scrape 9 ,london1 b no?+ c]ta9 0 kn[n ^u ! subject4 ,?is1 & ,mrs4 ,goldie's feeble /ate ( heal?1 seem$1 h[ev]1 ! only drawbacks ^u ! prosp]ity ( ! fruit]]2 8 increas+ /\tness & ! rudd9ess ( 8 face told ( com=t1 good liv+1 & an easy life4 ,x 0 at ?is p]iod1 :5 to w9 money = ,nelly 0 almo/ ! fir/ desire ( ,walt]'s he>t1 haunt$ 8 dreams by night1 0 8 fir/ ?\ght on wak+1 t a ?9 old g5tleman1 9 a snuff-col\r$ coat1 t look$ a good deal ! worse = we>1 fl\ri%+ 9 8 h& a little c>v$ /ick1 pass$ along ! /reet ( ,e--4 ,he /opp$ opposite ,goldie's %op1 & look$ 91 z if /udy+ ! prices on ! fruit1 !n turn$ r\nd & glanc$ at ,v9]'s humble w9d[1 hesitat$1 twi/$ 8 /ick r\nd & r\nd1 & !n *ose ! poore/ & *eape/-look+ %op4 ,he 0 ! fir/ visitor :o _h come t day1 & unpromis+ a cu/om] z he look$1 8 entrance 0 a welcome sight to ,walt]1 :o 0 s]v+ alone 9 ! %op4 ,! y\?'s pati5ce1 h[ev]1 0 n a little tri$1 z1 aft] a half-h\r sp5t 9 que/ion+ & b>ga9+1 & try+ to beat d[n ! price ( :at already sc>cely yield$ any pr(it1 ! old g5tleman dep>t$ ) a bag ( nuts1 leav+ "o f\rp5ny piece on ! c\nt]4 ,he mu/ be ei!r t]ribly poor or t]ribly /+y1 ?\ght ,walt]4 ,8 face look$ z %>p z ! monkey's head c>v$ ^u 8 /ick2 t's a man1 ,i'll answ] = x1 :o w nev] let himself be *eat$ out ( a f>?+6 ,walt] busi$ himself 9 re>rang+ ! fruit1 :i* he _h displac$ to %[ to 8 tr\blesome cu/om]4 ,8 m9d 0 full ( pa9ful reflections1 & x 0 n = a little "t t he p]ceiv$ t ! old g5tleman _h left 8 pocket-book beh9d4 ,x 0 an old worn-look+ article1 t might be ( ! same date z ! snuff-col\r$ coat2 ,walt] w5t to ! gate to look out = its own]1 b ! g5tleman 0 n[h]e to be se54 ,p]haps 8 "n & address may be writt5 inside1 ?\ght ,walt]2 ,i _h bett] op5 x & look4 ,he unclos$ ! book1 & 9 ! pocket f\nd1 inde$1 a note direct$ to ,mr4 ,%>p1 ,m>9e ,r[2 b !re 0 some?+ else t ,walt] f\nd 9 t pocket1 some?+ on :i* he fix$ 8 gaze ) a /range emotion1 till 8 h& trembl$ & 8 he>t beat fa/6 ,x 0 a bank-note = #ej wrapp$ r\nd "s money6 ,! pocket-book almo/ fell f ! grasp ( ! y\?1 a ?\ght ( ,nelly & h] pov]ty fla%$ across 8 m9d2 "h 7 ri*es be=e him1 d>e he t\* !m6 ,:5 ! convict's son fir/ came b5ea? ,v9]'s ro(1 he w\ld n h hesitat$ to grasp ! =tune plac$ )9 8 rea*1 ! /rong temptation w\ld at once h ma/]$ consci5ce6 ,walt] w\ld h ru%$ on ! fatal c>e] ( ! ?ief6 ,b ! ,_s ( ,god _h t\*$ 8 he>t2 weak1 imp]fect z 8 religion might be1 at lea/ x 0 s9c]e & true4 ,walt] d>$ n be guilty ( ! fatal error ( presum+ on ,god's m]cy by committ+ wilful s92 he d>$ n haz>d 8 immortal s\l = gold6 ,ha/ily1 he ?ru/ ! book into 8 bosom1 col\r+ ) %ame1 all alone z he 01 at hav+ h>b\r$ = "o mom5t ! ?\ght ( !ft4 ,he unclos$ ! little door :i* l$ to ! p>l\r1 ask$ ,nelly to supply 8 place at ! c\nt]1 !n1 )\t v5tur+ "o look at h] ?91 pale face1 le/ ! sight ( x %\ld %ake 8 resolution1 he took d[n 8 hat f a peg 9 ! wall1 & ha/5$ t[>ds ! lodg+ ( ! own] ( ! note4 ,& is x possible t "o :o = ! la/ t5 ye>s has liv$1 z x 71 "u ! w+ ( piety1 c\ld h felt--almo/ act$ z a ?ief6 ?\ght ,walt]1 z he walk$ on ) rapid /rides1 m pa9$ at hav+ m$itat$ a crime1 ?an he once w\ld h be5 to h committ$ x4 ,& ,i h blu%$ = my unhappy fa!r1 h be5 a%am$ at be>+ 8 "n1 h presum$ to ?9k t 9 8 place my conduct w\ld h be5 bett]1 h almo/ d>$ to condemn him 9 my secret s\l6 ,_h he _h ! advantages ) :i* ,i h be5 bless$1 :o c say t ,i might n h look$ up to him n[ z my guide & example ?r\gh life6 ,oh6 ,may ,god =give me1 =give my pride & h>dness ( he>t1 my fooli% reliance on my own feeble /r5g?1 my cold =getfulness ( my unhappy p>5t6 ,& h m]cy ^u him1 ,o graci\s ,"l6 ,wat* ov] him1 save him1 lead him back to ,?yself1 & grant t ,i may meet him1 if n "h bel[1 yet 9 ! k+dom ( our ,fa!r 9 heav56 ,! lodg+ ( ! old g5tleman 0 at no great di/ance2 x look$ small1 uncom=table1 & mean4 ,a slip-%op1 untidy girl answ]$ ,walt]'s r+1 & 0 desir$ by him to tell h] ma/] t "s "o wi%$ to speak ) him ^u bus9ess4 ,:ile %e %uffl$ up ! /eep /aircase1 ,walt]'s eye re/$1 at fir/ unconsci\sly1 ^u ! little curv$ /ick :i* ,mr4 ,%>p _h c>ri$1 & :i* 0 n[ plac$ ^u nails 9 ! hall4 ,i ?9k t ,i might cut out some?+ l t1 he said to himself1 ,i %all h pl5ty ( "t 9 ! long w9t] ev5+s2 ,i wond] if an assortm5t ( ?+s c>v$ 9 wood w\ld be likely to sell well 9 ! season4 ,! idea pleas$ him2 !re seem$ to be an op5+ = hope2 he might yet1 by ! "w ( 8 h&s1 be enabl$ to ga9 "s com=ts = ,nelly6 ,f ! top ( ! n>r[ /aircase1 ! s]vant-girl call$ to him to /ep up4 ,walt] obey$2 & 9 a small1 ill-light$ room1 :]e du/ lay ?ick on ! table1 & d>k5$ ! panes1 & ! w9d[-curta9 look$ z ?\gh x _h nev] be5 :ite1 ,walt] f\nd ! %>p-featur$ old man4 ,8 look 0 re/less & uneasy1 an expression ( m+l$ hope1 fe>1 & suspicion 0 9 8 eye1 z he recognis$ ! face ( ,walt] ,b9n+4 ,t expression *ang$ to "o ( *ildi% delight z ! y\? drew f 8 brea/ ! well-kn[n pocket-book2 ! old man snat*$ x ) fev]i% impati5ce f 8 h&1 op5$ x ) f+]s t trembl$ f eag]ness1 & n till he _h exam9$ & re-exam9$ its cont5ts1 look$ at ! note on ?is side & t1 & c\nt$ ! money aga9 & aga91 did he appe> to h a ?\ght to give to him ^: hone/y _h re/or$ x4 ,x's all "r--q "r1 he mutt]$ at la/1 two sov]eigns1 a half-cr[n--f\r & six4 ,y h behav$ v well1 "y man1 v well2 w y accept-- ! mis] hesitat$1 fumbl$ ) money1 seem$ to f9d difficulty 9 mak+ up 8 m9d1 & !n1 z if q ) an ef=t1 held out a sixp5ce to ,walt]6 ,! convict's son /epp$ back1 a half-smile on 8 face1 &1 b[+ to ! mis]able old man1 left ! room ) ?is reflection1 ,x is bett] to want money ?an ! he>t to sp5d x4 ,& _h ,walt] kn[n m ( ,mr4 ,%>p1 he w\ld h be5 b /r5g!n$ 9 ?is op9ion4 ,! mis] _h begun life )\t a %ill+1 b possess$ ) "o /rong desire to gr[ ri*4 ,he ho>d$ 8 small e>n+s till !y became great1 n f an hone/ wi% to be indep5d5t 9 old age1 b f t love ( money = its own sake :i* ! ,bible tells u is ! root ( all evil4 ,& n[ he _h 8 desire--he 0 ri*1 he _h money1 he possess$1 b he did n enjoy x6 ,life 0 to him l ! fea/ giv5 by a que5 ( anci5t "t1 :]e n only ! di%es1 b all _! cont5ts1 7 ( gold1 & ! wond]+ gue/s rose unsatisfi$ & hungry f _! magnific5t repa/6 ,mr4 ,%>p almo/ grudg$ himself 8 necess>y food2 he c\ld nev] ask a bless+ on 8 daily bread2 8 v s\l seem$ buri$ 9 8 heaps ( treasure4 ,& n[ he 0 draw+ ne> to 8 grave1 & t treasure mu/ be left beh9d6 ,no "o lov$ him1 no "o w\ld m\rn = 8 loss2 he knew b too well t 8 money w\ld be f> m priz$ ?an ev] he himself _h be54 ,god _h dealt ) him z ) ! ,israelites ( old--,he gave !m _! desire1 b s5t leanness )al into _! s\l2 & ! man :o possess$ weal? )\t a bless+ 0 poor & mis]able inde$6 ,s ,walt] gave back ! pocket-book & its ri* cont5ts1 & ga9$ no?+ at all by 8 hone/y8 ,d y call x no?+ to tread e>? ) a free1 fe>less /ep1 to dread look+ no man 9 ! face8 ,d y call x no?+ to h a "* un/a9$1 to he> ! voice ( an approv+ consci5ce1 & to be able to ask 9 pray] = ^? bless+s :i* we h tak5 no guilty means to obta98 ,! ?\ghts ( ,walt] 7 full ( new plans ( indu/ry1 :ile he m sl[ly return$ to 8 home4 ,z he approa*$ ! little gate ( ,v9]'s %op1 "s "o came out ( x into ! /reet1 bidd+ a *e]ful good-bye to ^? )94 ,x 0 ) a feel+ ( annoyance t ,walt] saw ! only be+ on e>? :om he really dislik$--,n$ ,goldie1 ! fruit]]'s son4 ,! y\? nodd$ to him z !y met1 ) a sort ( free-&-easy1 patronis+ air1 :i* 0 intol]able to ,walt] ,b9n+4 ,i am glad to f9d ,nelly s mu* bett] to-day1 said ,n$4 ,%e does n look bett] to my eyes1 repli$ ,walt] gloomily4 ,%e seems daily weak]1 & x is my conviction-- ,y\r conviction6 exclaim$ ,n$1 ) a l\d bur/ ( mir?4 ,oh6 ,i did n "k t ?+s _h come to t pass6 ,i 0 aw>e t ,v9] _h kept y t5 ye>s on y\r trial1 b nev] he>d ( y\r conviction till n[6 ,insol5t boy6 cri$ ,walt]1 cl5*+ 8 h&1 8 blood m\nt+ to 8 temples1 8 eye fla%+ fire6 ,n$ might h _h reason to rep5t 8 idle je/1 _h n ,v9]1 :o _h ov]he>d ! words t pass$1 laid 8 h& firmly ^u ! arm ( ,walt]1 & drawn him away )9 ! gate4 ,w\ld y be ! slave to y\r passions8 he said 9 a l[ voice1 ,& %[ ! _w t a ,*ri/ian c nei!r be> nor =be>4 ,i c\ld =give neglect1 mutt]$ ,walt]1 c\ld =give wrongs2 b ?is contempt1 ?is scorn1 ?is ridicule6 ,i wond]1 he exclaim$1 almo/ indignantly1 t y1 :o value only wisdom & virtue1 c endure ?is trifl+1 silly1 conceit$-- ,yet g5]\s-he>t$ boy1 said ,v9]1 po9t+ to a f9e h>e t lay ^u ! c\nt]4 ,he has k9d ?\ght = o!rs ) all 8 faults1 he "k t n\ri%m5t 0 ord]$ = my ,nelly4 ,walt] />t$1 & felt angry ) himself t ! sight ( food s mu* ne$$ %\ld give him an emotion ( pa9 r ?an ( pleasure4 ,b to ,v9]1 :o1 ev5 9 ! small] ev5ts ( life1 recognis$ ! h& ( an ov]rul+ ,provid5ce1 ! timely gift f ! k9dness ( an e>?ly fri5d seem$ an answ] s5t to 8 e>ne/ pray]3 ,,give ,,u ,,?is ,,day ,,our ,,daily ,,bread6 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,=give u our trespasses1 z we =give !m t trespass aga9/ u4 ,,nelly1 :at are y ?9k+ (--y look sad8 inquir$ ,walt] on ! foll[+ morn+1 :i* happ5$ to be ,sunday4 ,i 0 ?9k+ ( y1 %e repli$ gravely4 ,& 0 t a ?\ght to give y pa98 said ,walt]1 sitt+ d[n at h] side1 ,tell me1 ,nelly1 :at 7 y ?9k+ ( me8 ,i am afraid--p]haps y w\ld be vex$ or angry-- ,vex$ ,i may be1 b angry ) y1 nev]6 ,h ,i done any?+ to displease y8 ,x is n s mu* :at y d1 ,walt]1 z :at ,i fe> t y feel4 ,x seems to me--,i tru/ t ,i am wrong--b x seems to me t y almo/ hate ,n$ ,goldie4 ,x is natural t ,i %\ld--he is always insult+ me6 ,x is natural1 ,walt]2 b is x "r8 ,fa!r has s (t5 told u t ! adopt$ *ildr5 ( ,god mu/ /ruggle aga9/ & ov]come _! evil nature1 mu/ try1 ) ,god's help1 to ga9 a lik5ess to _! ,fa!r--to be m]ciful z ,he is m]ciful1 =give z ,he =gives2 if we d n try ?is1 ) fai? & ) pray]1 we h no "r to ?9k ourselves ,god's *ildr5 at all4 ,c y prove t f ! ,bible8 said ,walt]4 ,i ?9k t ,i c1 repli$ ,nelly1 aft] a mom5t's ?\ght4 ,x is writt51 ',if any man h n ! ,_s ( ,*ri/1 he is none ( ,84 ,:osoev] doe? n righte\sness is n ( ,god1 nei!r he t love? n 8 bro!r4' ,t la/ v]se has br\ght ano!r into my m9d1 ,nelly1 :i* has (t5 giv5 me a feel+ ( uneas9ess4 ,x is f ! same *apt]1 ,i believe4 ',:oso hate? 8 bro!r is a murd]]2 & ye "k t no murd]] ha? et]nal life abid+ 9 him4' ,o ,walt]6 ,y :o "k s well :at is "r1 c y1 9 ! face ( su* words1 /ill n\ri% hatr$6 ,nelly1 ,i h no m p[] to love t boy ?an ,i h to move ! cliffs into ! sea6 exclaim$ ,walt]4 ,ask = p[]--ask 9 fai?2 rememb] ! ,"l's promise1 ',by fai? ye %all remove m\nta9s1'--',all ?+s are possible to him t believe?4' ,o ,walt]6 cont9u$ ,nelly1 speak+ rapidly & e>ne/ly1 till ! blood rose to h] pallid *eek1 ?is is n a "w to be set aside or delay$2 rememb] t until y =give y _c be =giv51 t z long z y live 9 hate1 y are liv+ 9 dang]1 t y\r v pray] is turn$ aga9/ y\rself :5 y say1 ',=give u our trespasses z we =give !m t trespass aga9/ u6' ,walt] lean$ 8 br[ ^u 8 h&1 & rema9$ = "s mom5ts buri$ 9 ?\ght2 !n rais+ 8 head he said1 ,i believe t ,i might l ,n$ ,goldie bett] if y & y\r fa!r lik$ him less2 b to see y welcome & speak k9dly to "o :o does n ev5 pret5d to be religi\s1 :o is ?\ghtless1 worldly1 va9-- ,o ,walt]6 ,only ?9k h[ he has be5 br\ght up6 ,h[ c\ld y expect him to be o!rwise6 ,he is c]ta9ly likely to le>n little good at home4 ,& w\ld y h u drive him away :5 he comes 9 a _s ( k9dl9ess to ! h\se ( a man l my fa!r1 ^: words & example may1 by little & little1 draw him to bett] ?+s4 ,p]haps y are "r1 ,nelly1 said ,walt]1 ) a sigh1 & ,i h n act$ ! "p ( a ,*ri/ian 9 ei!r feel+ or speak+ z ,i h done4 ,:5 ,i recall :at ,i myself 0--:at ,i am /ill--,i take %ame = my own h>%1 un*>itable _s4 ,i w ask = help f above1 to /ruggle aga9/ ?is besett+ s94 ,& pray = him too6 said ,nelly e>ne/ly4 ,we nev] are sure t we h =giv5 our enemies till we are able he>tily to pray = !m4 ,i w1 answ]$ ,walt] ) an ef=t4 ,& y w =give me = speak+ s pla9ly to y1 bro!r8 said ! girl1 hold+ out h] ?91 wa/$ h&4 ,8 reply 0 a sil5t press4 ,x 0 n[ "t to att5d *ur*1 & accompani$ by ,v9]1 !y proce$$ on _! way t[>ds ! h\se ( ,god4 ,on ! road !y met ,n$1 :o 0 go+ d[n to ! bea*1 8 back turn$ t[>ds ! place ( wor%ip4 ,he /opp$ to wi% ,v9] & 8 daught] good morn+1 b took no notice :atev] ( ! convict's son4 ,:]e are y go+1 ,n$8 said ,v9]4 ,d[n to ! boat1 repli$ ! y\?4 ,i %all take a sail :ile ! sun%9e la/s1 ,i h n _h "o = ! la/ ?ree days4 ,i wi% t y w\ld come ) u to *ur*1 said ,nelly1 9 h] g5tle p]suasive tones4 ,no1 no6 ,! morn+ s]vice is s long--maybe ,i %all 9 ! aft]noon4 ,m9d1 ,i make no ra% promises1 laugh$ ! boy2 ,i am no great *ur*go]1 y "k6 ,i wi% t ,i c\ld p]suade y1 ,n$1 said ,v9] gravely b k9dly1 t ! only way to real happ9ess is to fe> ,god & keep ,8 comm&m5ts4 ,let me be happy 9 my own way = a :ile1 cri$ ,n$4 ,i d>e say t ,i %all ?9k l y "o ( ^! days1 :5 ,i am a sob]1 gray-head$ old man4 ,life is unc]ta91 int]rupt$ ,v9]4 ,!re=e ,i'll enjoy x :ile ,i c6 ,& dea?-- ,oh6 ,i've "t en\gh to ?9k ab\t t6 cri$ ! y\?1 wav+ 8 h& z he sprang d[n ! %+le1 s light & agile1 s full ( heal?1 & /r5g? & _s1 t x seem$ z ?\gh _m ye>s 7 inde$ be=e him4 ,walt] fulfill$ 8 promis$ to ,nelly2 he pray$ f]v5tly & humbly = ! ,_s ( grace1 t ,_s :i* ,god has promis$ to all :o ask 9 fai?--t ,_s ^: fruits are long-suff]+ & love4 ,a peace seem$ to come into 8 he>t z he pray$1 a peace to :i* 8 s\l _h long be5 a /rang]--he c\ld ?9k ( 8 enemy )\t bitt] feel+1 & ev5 ask = a bless+ ^u him4 ,:ile ! congregation 7 yet 9 ! *ur*1 ! viol5t rattl+ ( ! w9d[s told ( ! sudd5 com+ on ( a /orm2 & z soon z ! door 0 op5$ at ! close ( ! s]vice1 ! bla/ ( cold air :i* swept 9 0 s /rong1 t b = ! help ( h] fa!r's arm1 ,nelly c\ld sc>cely h /ood aga9/ x4 ,! :ole sky 0 cov]$ ) d>k lead5 cl\ds1 sweep+ on rapidly "o aft] ano!r2 ! w9d _h swell$ into a gale1 :ile ! broad da%es ( foam ov] ! :ole ext5t ( wat]s1 & ! waves t roll$ on & broke ^u ! bea*1 fl++ high 9 ! air _! %[]s ( :ite spray1 %[$ ! fury ( ! rag+ /orm6 ,i hope & tru/ t ,n$ ,goldie is n on ! sea6 exclaim$ ,nelly4 ,a cr[d 0 collect$ on ! %ore1 :i* 0 n[ increas$ by ! great] "p ( ! late congregation4 ,e eye 0 /ra9$ 9 "o direction1 :]e a little boat 0 se51 toss$ l a nut-%ell on ! foam+ waves1 & _m an exclamation ( pity or ( fe> bur/ f ! anxi\s look]s-on4 ,i'd n = a hundr$ gu9eas be 9 t boat6 said "o4 ,he'll nev] get h] into %ore4 ,i ?\ght %e'd h capsiz$ !n6 exclaim$ ano!r4 ,:y on e>? does he n take 9 ! sail8 ,isn't x ,n$ ,goldie8 said ,mrs4 ,w9t]1 :o1 pray]-book 9 h&1 /ood "o ( ! =emo/ 9 ! cr[d4 ,he'd bett] h be5 li/5+ 9 8 place 9 *ur* ?an tak+ 8 ,sunday pleasure1 poor fell[6 ,heav5 h m]cy ^u him6 falt]$ ,nelly1 clasp+ h] h&s1 & look+ ) t]ror ^u ! little boat1 :i* seem$ half swall[$ up amid/ ! swell+ bill[s4 ,x is he6 ,x is my boy6 ,oh6 ,c no "o save him8 %riek$ ! voice ( 8 wret*$ "m1 z %e /ood ) arms ext5d$ wildly t[>ds him1 ! w9d bl[+ back ! hair f h] pale horror-/rick5 face--wat*+ ! boat t held ! idol ( h] he>t4 ,ano!r awful gu/4 ,! boy 0 se5 9 ! boat1 va9ly try+ to furl ! flutt]+1 /ruggl+ sail2 !n !re 0 a cry he>d ev5 above ! ro>+ /orm4 ,%e's ov]6 ,%e's d[n6 ,he's lo/6 ,! "m lay s5seless on ! bea*--h] son 0 /ruggl+ 9 ! mid/ ( ! waves6 ,god h pity on him6 ,he _c swim6 cri$ ,mrs4 ,w9t]4 ,nelly _h clos$ h] eyes 9 horror1 a ^w f h] fa!r made h] look r\nd 9 new fe>4 ,is x n madness to attempt x8 said ,v9]4 ,walt] _h /ripp$ (f 8 coat & wai/coat1 & 0 prep>+ to plunge into ! surf4 ,o ,walt]6 exclaim$ ,nelly1 /ret*+ out h] h&2 b %e d>$ n utt] ! entreaty t rose to h] lips--%e d>$ n /op him 9 ! c\rse ( duty4 ,pray = me6 :isp]$ ,walt]4 ,!re 0 no "t to say m--! next mom5t %e saw him battl+ ) ! waves4 ,motionless z a /atue ! "y girl /ood1 able to utt] no ^w1 b p\r+ out h] :ole s\l 9 f]v5t agonis$ pray]6 ,n[ a head & outspread arms 7 se5 on ! wat]s1 !n 7 lo/ aga91 z a huge swell+ bill[ roll$ on1 z ?\gh to sweep away ! swimm]1 or bury him b5ea? its weight6 ,nelly 0 l "o 9 a t]rible dream2 %e he>d no?+ ( any?+ t pass$ ar\nd h] b ! ru% ( ! w9d & ! ro> ( ! waves2 %e saw no?+ b ! wild toss+ wat]s1 save :5 %e caught a mom5t's glimpse ( ,walt]4 ,happy 0 x = ,n$'s wret*$ "m t %e 0 beyond rea* ( ei!r he>+ or see+6 ,:5 ,mrs4 ,goldie recov]$ f h] swoon1 %e f\nd h]self 9 ! ne>e/ h\se1 :i* happ5$ to be t ( ! bak]4 ,h] wild passionate inquiries receiv$ no reply b looks ( sorr[ & pity2 & unable to endure ! t]rible susp5se1 ! poor woman sprang f ! b$ on :i* %e _h be5 laid1 & 9 ! /r5g? ( h] despair1 not)/&+ e ef=t to deta9 h]1 ru%$ back to ! spot :]e ! sight ( an assembl$ cr[d direct$ h] impetu\s /eps4 ,alas6 ,= ! sight t await$ h]4 ,v9] 0 kneel+ ^u ! %+le1 support+ on 8 bosom ! head ( a y\?1 into ^: col\rless lips he 0 p\r+ "s spirits1 & ,nelly1 at 8 side1 ) trembl+ eag]ness1 0 wat*+ ! signs ( return+ animation4 ,mrs4 ,goldie gave "o wild1 se>*+ look1 & pass$ on--! face 0 n t ( h] son4 ,a little f>!r on lay a corpse1 9 :i* life _h = "s "t be5 ext9ct4 ,/iff & cold he 0 /ret*$ 9 dea?1 ! "y1 ! beautiful1 ! /rong--oh6 ,h[ *ang$6 ,9 va9 e me?od to re/ore him _h be5 tri$--! he>t & ! pulse _h ceas$ to beat1 ! sp>kl+ eye 0 glaz$1 ! laugh+ lip sil5t2 9 ! mid/ ( 8 pleasures1 8 follies1 8 s9s1 ,n$ ,goldie's _s _h be5 summon$ to appe> be=e 8 ,mak]6 ,we w dwell no long] ^u a sc5e s sad--no words c pa9t ! angui% ( ! desolate "m6 ,we w r reflect ^u ! com=t :i* x 0 to ,walt]1 :5 foll[+ ! poor y\?'s rema9s to ! grave1 to feel t ,heav5 _h enabl$ him to triumph ov] 8 bett] feel+s1 & ev5 to haz>d 8 life = ! sake ( "o :om he _h once reg>d$ ) hate4 ,8 ef=ts to save ,n$ _h be5 9 va91 he _h only succe$$ 9 dragg+ ! body to ! %ore2 b he _h done all t x 0 9 8 p[] to d2 he _h treat$ an enemy z he w\ld h treat$ a bro!r2 & he no long] felt self-condemn$ by 8 own words :5 he pray$3 ,,=give ,,u ,,our ,,trespasses ,,z ,,we ,,=give ,,!m ,,t ,,trespass ,,aga9/ ,,u4 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,lead u n into temptation4 ,e-- 0 n[ becom+ completely empti$ ( visitors4 ,e lodg+ put up its hopeless label--,to let--9 ! read+-room no "o ?\ght x wor? :ile to att5d2 ! %ore 0 left to ! fi%]m51 & sc>cely a bonnet 0 se5 9 ! /reets6 ,walt] work$ busily & well at 8 new occupation4 ,he _h really a ta/e = c>v+1 & e article t he made 0 an improvem5t ^u ! la/4 ,x 0 a great pleasure to him to he> ,nelly admire 8 elegant /icks & beautiful boxes1 & sugge/ little alt]ations & am5dm5ts4 ,b /ill !re c\ld be no sale = any?+ t he made until ! season :5 visitors %\ld return1 & ) ! long dre>y w9t] & bleak spr+ be=e him1 ,walt] began s]i\sly to consid] :e!r he %\ld n leave ,e--1 & seek = employm5t else:]e4 ,9 va9 he tri$ to p]suade himself t he 0 want$ 9 ! %op2 ,v9]'s bus9ess 0 s small t he c\ld well manage x himself4 ,! scanty ga9s 7 h>dly suffici5t = ! b>e support ( ?ree2 7 ,walt] 9 ano!r situation1 he might increase ! little /ore4 ,v de> _h 8 quiet home become to ,villa's adopt$ son1 he c\ld h>dly be> to leave x2 & z he f\nd by inquiry t !re 0 little hope ( obta9+ employm5t ne> ,e--1 he knew t to seek x1 he mu/ g to "s di/ance1 & be sep>at$1 p]haps = _m ye>s1 f ^? :om he mo/ lov$ ^u e>?4 ,! ?\ght ( ?is lay l a weight ^u 8 he>t1 & (t5 made him sigh heavily z he sat at 8 "w4 ,z yet he _h n spok5 on ! subject ei!r to ,v9] or ,nelly1 b he knew t ! "t 0 come :5 x w\ld be necess>y = him to d s4 ,?ree days aft] ! fun]al ( poor ,n$1 ,mrs4 ,w9t] ent]$ ! little gate2 ,v9] 0 alone 9 ! %op at ! "t1 b ! s\nd ( h] voice drew ,nelly & ,walt] f ! p>l\r1 :]e !y _h bo? be5 engag$ 9 _! "w4 ,y h j come f our poor neighb\r's1 said ,v9]4 ,h[ is ,mrs4 ,goldie ?is morn+8 ,oh6 ,poor s\l1 ,i h sc>cely left h] s9ce t t]rible day6 ,%e's break+1 %e's break+ fa/--%e w nev] hold up h] head aga96 ,oh6 ,h]s has be5 inde$ a heavy trial6 murmur$ ,nelly4 ,mo/ heavy1 said h] neighb\r1 & %e's q s9k+ "u x4 ,i've kn[n mo!rs 9 sorr[ = _! *ildr5 be=e n[1 b nev] 9 sorr[ l h]s6 ,!re are _m :o receive deep w\nds 9 ! he>t1 b its s9 t puts poison on ! edge6 ,?is poor creature is always reproa*+ h]self1 always weep+ ov] ! wrong t %e did to h] *ild1 ?\gh ,i am sure t %e 0 b too fond a "m4 ',oh6 ,_h ,i kn[n t 8 days 7 to be s few1' %e cries2 & !n bur/s into an agony ( grief1 & refuses to receive any com=t4 ,oh6 ,d y n speak to h] ( ! ,savi\r8 cri$ ,nelly4 ,i h spok51 & our wor?y cl]gyman has spok52 =1 /range en\gh1 ,goldie s5t = him4 ,b x seems z if religion r add$ to h] pa92 = :5 %e he>s ( ! m]cy & goodness ( ,god1 %e sobs out1 ',:y did my poor boy nev] "k ,him6' ,& ,goldie1 said ,v9]1 h[ does he be> up8 ,he looks mu* z usual1 p]haps a little ?9n]2 b he does n give way l 8 wife4 ,i ?9k t 8 he>t is h>d5$ by selfi%ness2 & yet x has its w>m corn] too4 ,he c]ta9ly has done a great deal = 8 *ildr51 has giv5 !m all t he c\ld1 except ! be/ ?+ ( all6 ,i am sure t he mu/ feel ?is bl[1 said ,nelly4 ,he nei!r speaks ab\t ,n$1 nor w he> o!rs speak2 he _c be> 8 wife's grief1 s keeps out ( h] way2 he sc>cely sees h] f morn+ till night--%e'll n tr\ble him long1 poor ?+6 ,i _h tru/$ t affliction w\ld h drawn him ne> to ,god1 said ,v9]4 ,mrs4 ,w9t] %ook h] head4 ,p may talk ab\t great *anges1 %e said1 b dep5d ^u x1 :5 a man has gone on = sixty ye>s ?9k+ ( no?+ b gett+ on 9 ! _w1 x's z easy to raise ! dead z to make him turn to religion6 ,we "k t !re h be5 miracles1 b we d n d>e to expect !m2 & x w\ld h be5 a miracle inde$ _h t man's he>t be5 rais$ f ! _w6 ,i fancy t ,goldie has m tr\ble 9 8 family be=e him1 at lea/ if x is true :at is said ab\t ,mat4 ,aft] ! way 9 :i* he has br\ght up 8 sons1 he mu/ expect to reap z he has s[$4 ,v9] nev] enc\rag$ gossip1 !re=e ask$ 8 neighb\r no "q t might lead h] to cont9ue ! subject4 ,%e turn$ sudd5ly t[>ds ,walt] & said1 ,i'm =gett+ ! ?+ t ,i came =--,i br+ y a message f ,goldie4 ,i ?9k t he feels grateful--at lea/ z grateful z su* a man c feel--= y\r attempt to save 8 poor boy4 ,he wi%es y to /op ov] & see him2 ,i hope t he is go+ to d some?+ good = y1 ,walt]4 ,! %utt]s ( ,goldie's %op1 :i* _h be5 put up be=e ! fun]al1 _h be5 aga9 tak5 d[n1 & except t "o bright "y face 0 se5 !re no m1 ! place look$ mu* z usual4 ,walt] f\nd ,goldie 9 ! back p>l\r--8 poor wife _h nev] left h] b$4 ,( h[ mu* com=t & ease t p>l\r told1 ) its nice furniture1 c>pet1 little mirror above ! mantelpiece1 & fram$ portraits ( ! ?ree sons hung on ! wall6 ,yet to ,walt]'s eye !re 0 some?+ deeply sad 9 ! place1 :]e com=t might be1 b happ9ess 0 n4 ,goldie receiv$ ! y\? k9dly4 ,:atev] remembrances ! sight ( ,walt] mu/ h br\ght to ! m9d ( ! b]eav$ fa!r1 he %[$ little emotion on meet+1 8 voice might be some:at tremul\s1 t 0 all--!re 7 no te>s nor signs ( deep sorr[4 ,i owe y some?+1 ,b9n+1 he said1 hold+ out 8 h&1 & ,i am n ! man to =get x4 ,y mu/ be mak+ a poor ?+ ( x at ,v9]'s1 ,i %\ld say--p]haps y are beg9n+ to look at = some?+ bett]8 ,he /opp$1 z if = an answ]2 ,walt] made no reply1 b li/5$ eag]ly to :at 0 to foll[4 ,m9e is a l>ge bus9ess1 said ,goldie1 a little pr\dly1 & besides t1 ,i h a h\se & lodg+s to let1 z y "k1 at ! o!r end ( ! t[n4 ,i %all want assi/ance 9 ! %op1 especially n[ t ,mrs4 ,goldie is ill1 &-- he paus$1 = he w\ld n allude to ! son :om he _h lo/--& ,i %\ld be happy1 ,b9n+1 to take y 91 ) a h&some sal>y n[1 & a prospect ( future p>tn]%ip if we f9d t we suit "o ano!r4 ,! he>t ( ,walt] leap$ ) delight6 ,! prospect ( com=t1 indep5d5ce1 )\t sep>ation f 8 fri5ds1 seem$ s mu* m ?an he _h ev] d>$ to hope1 t 8 fir/ feel+ 0 "o ( unmix$ joy6 ,! second1 h[ev]1 0 ( difficulty & d\bt1 & ,goldie read x 9 ! *ang+ expression ( 8 face4 ,well1 :at d y say to x8 cri$ ! fruit]] r impati5tly4 ,is n my (f] a fair "o8 ,mo/ k9d1 mo/ g5]\s1 & ,i %all accept x ) gratitude1 if ,i may only be assur$ t 9 s]v+ ! %op ,i %all nev] be requir$ to d any?+ aga9/ my consci5ce4 ,y\r consci5ce6 ,oh6 ,t is "s ( ,v9]'s cant--t won't d ) me1 cri$ ,goldie4 ,if y live ) me1 y mu/ d z ,i d1 & h none ( y\r nons5se ab\t ,sunday4 ,y _h bett] und]/& t cle>ly f ! fir/1 & put y\r consci5ce 9 y\r pocket1 l a s5sible man4 ,!n ,i'm afraid-- ,don't make a fooli% decision 9 a hurry1 t y w be sorry = all y\r life4 ,!re's a cu/om] j come 91 ,i see1 ,i mu/ g to ! %op to att5d to him4 ,rema9 "h1 & ?9k ov] ! (f] t ,i h made2 y'll nev] h su* ano!r *ance ( gett+ on well 9 ! _w4 ,walt] sat alone 9 ,goldie's back p>l\r1 buri$ 9 deep anxi\s ?\ght1 drawn 9 opposite directions by two /rong p[]s--duty on "o side1 incl9ation on ! o!r4 ,!re 7 s _m reasons = accept+ ,goldie's k9dness3 he w\ld be indep5d5t1 he c\ld help 8 fri5ds1 he w\ld see !m e day--p]haps he might ev5 d "s spiritual good 9 ! h\se ( ?is irreligi\s man4 ,b to all ?is consci5ce _h b "o answ]4 ,if he :o asks ! ,almighty to lead him n into temptation1 wilfully1 ) 8 eyes op51 ?r[s himself into x1 h[ d>e he hope = ! protection ( ,heav58 ,%\ld he delib]ately agree to disreg>d ,god's comm&m5t1 h[ c\ld he ask or expect t a bless+ %\ld att5d him8 ,nelly's fav\rite text seem$ to r+ 9 8 e>s--,! bless+ ( ! ,"l1 x make? ri*1 & ,he adde? no sorr[ !reto4 ,:5 ,goldie return$ f 8 cu/om]1 he f\nd ,walt] ) 8 m9d q made up4 ,gratefully1 b firmly1 ! y\? decl9$ 8 (f]1 & ,v9]'s adopt$ son return$ to 8 humble home1 n1 p]haps1 )\t "s feel+ ( regret1 b ) a com=table consci\sness 9 8 m9d t1 h[ev] fooli% man might ?9k 8 decision1 he _h act$ wisely 9 ! sight ( ,heav54 ,& let me pause "o mom5t to entreat my read]1 be=e he takes any important /ep 9 life1 ?us to make consci5ce 8 fir/ c\nsellor & fri5d4 ,provid5ce may place u 9 situations ( temptation1 & !n we h e enc\ragem5t to /ruggle on bravely1 putt+ our tru/ 9 ! promis$ aid ( ,him :o is able to make u m ?an conqu]ors4 ,b let u bew>e h[ we place ourselves 9 su*1 confid+ 9 our own p[] to resi/ evil4 ,let him t ?9ke? he /&e? take he$ le/ he fall2 let him avoid ! place & ! society t may draw him into s92 & nev] =get t ! pray] put into ! m\?s ( all by ,"o :o knew our weakness & our pron5ess to err1 03 ,,lead ,,u ,,n ,,into ,,temptation4 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,deliv] u f evil4 ,,! v sight ( 8 h&writ+ makes me feel uneasy1 ?\ght ,goldie1 z ! po/man plac$ 9 8 h& a lett]1 be>+ ! ,london po/-m>k4 ,he walk$ into 8 p>l\r1 & broke op5 ! seal1 & ) _m an expression ( annoyance1 & ev5 ang]1 read ! cont5ts ( ! lett]4 ,:y1 ?is is worse ?an ,i ev5 fe>$6 ,evil tid+s inde$6 ,t boy seems to h be5 born to be ! torm5t ( my life6 ,:at a _w ?is is--full ( vexations & tr\bles6 ,"h am ,i1 :o h be5 lab\r+ all my life = my *ildr51 do+ all1 sp>+ no?+1 mak+ e ef=t2 & j :5 ,i hop$ t ,i %\ld h "s com=t at la/1 "o ( !m is tak5 away1 & ! o!r--worse6 ,well1 cont9u$ he1 viol5tly r++ ! bell1 some?+ mu/ be done1 & at once4 ,aleck is prosp]\s & ri*1 t is "o good ?+1 he w d some?+2 ,i mu/ see him directly4 ,!re is no use 9 %[+ ?is lett] to my wife1 %e is frett+ h]self to dea? already4 ,! s]vant-girl hurri$ly answ]$ ! bell4 ,br+ my boots & great-coat1 said ,goldie1 & tell y\r mi/ress t ,i'm call$ away on bus9ess1 & may n be back till to-night or to-morr[ morn+4 ,i ?9k ,i'll sleep at ,aleck's1 he cont9u$1 speak+ to himself4 ,! nights are s bitt]ly cold at ?is season1 & ,i've no m9d to get an attack ( rheumatism4 ,) a heavy he>t ! fruit]] took 8 place 9 ! railway tra9 t 0 ab\t to />t = ,brighton4 ,x 0 a bleak ,novemb] day1 & ! dull prospect & ! *ill bit+ w9d seem$ q 9 h>mony ) 8 feel+s4 ,:5 ! ,*ri/ian suff]s1 he c look to ,heav51 & com=t himself ) ! ?\ght t 8 portion is n "h2 b :5 ! worldly man loses e>?ly joy1 he is los+ 8 all1 8 only treasure1 he has no?+ to hope = beyond6 ,! only com=t to ,goldie's m9d 9 8 di/ress 0 ! prosp]ity ( ,aleck1 8 fav\rite son2 & ev5 9 ! mid/ ( 8 sorr[ = ! two o!rs1 x 0 a pr\d feel+ to ! fa!r t he 0 go+ = ! fir/ "t to see him settl$ 9 a home ( 8 own1 a weal?y man1 a di/+ui%$ man1 "o :o c\ld help to raise ! :ole family4 ,goldie took a conveyance f ! /ation1 he _h nev] yet be5 to 8 son's h\se 9 ,brighton1 &1 inde$1 0 a /rang] to ! :ole place1 z he _h r>ely quitt$ 8 %op 9 ,e--4 ,z he /opp$ at ! door ( a com=table-look+ dwell+1 a c>riage conta9+ a lady drove (f2 he _h b a glimpse ( h] face 9 a f9e bonnet1 ^: crape fl[]s & %9+ bugles seem$ expressly design$ to make m\rn+ look z lively z possible2 he knew h] to be ! wife ( 8 son1 & n a little pr\d ! fruit]] felt to be able to call su* a f9e lady 8 daught]4 ,goldie's l\d knock at ! door 0 answ]$ by a s]vant 9 liv]y4 ,ev5 ! pa9ful err& ^u :i* ! fa!r _h come c\ld n prev5t 8 exult+ 9 ! idea ( gr&eur s new to him6 ,he w\ld h pass$ 9 at once1 z into 8 own %op1 b ! footman /ood 9 ! doorway1 eye+ him saucily f head to foot4 ,is y\r ma/] at home8 said ,goldie1 try+ to pu% =w>ds into ! hall4 ,n at home1 repli$ ! man1 half-clos+ ! door4 ,!n ,i'll wait till he comes 94 ,i mu/ see him4 ,:]e has he gone8 ,y c't see him2 he sees no "o1 he's expect+ 8 hairdress]4 ,8 hairdress]6 exclaim$ ,goldie4 ,b ,i am 8 fa!r6 ,& pu%+ ! a/oni%$ footman aside1 he ent]$ ! h\se1 & 0 at once guid$ by ! s\nd ( a well-kn[n :i/l$ air to ! room 9 :i* ,aleck 0 seat$4 ,is t y1 de la ,rue8 ,:y--h[--c x be6 exclaim$ ! "y man1 ris+ 9 surprise on ! sudd5 entrance ( 8 fa!r4 ,he _h n be5 him s9ce ! dea? ( poor ,n$1 & sc>cely knew 9 :at mann] to meet him4 ,y did n ?9k to see me "h1 said ,goldie1 grasp+ 8 h&2 b ,i h come ^u bus9ess1 urg5t bus9ess1 ,aleck4 ,sit d[n1 my de> boy1 ,i w let y "k all4 ,i c\ld n re/ till ,i _h consult$ ) y4 ,aleck ?r[ himself d[n aga9 on 8 luxuri\s arm-*air1 ) an uncom=table p]suasion t some?+ disagreeable 0 com+1 u 8 fa!r drew f ! pocket ( 8 coat a lett]1 :i* he knew to be 9 ! h&writ+ ( 8 bro!r4 ,t w tell its own tale1 said ,goldie1 h&+ x ) a sigh to 8 son4 ,fr[n+ & bit+ 8 lip1 ,aleck read ! lett] to himself ,?is is bad inde$--v bad1 he said1 z he h&$ x back to 8 fa!r4 ,:at an unreasonable sum he requires--he %[s v little consid]ation = y4 ,& ,i h n ! money6 cri$ ,goldie1 e>ne/ly4 ,i really h n ! money1 7 x to save him f ! gall[s4 ,my h\se did n let well ?is ye>--! season is ov]--,i h _h heavy exp5ses--poor ,n$'s fun]al--y\r "m's con/ant illness--ev]y?+ seems to g wrong ) me n[6 ,y\r bro!r's ru9$--positively ru9$1 if he _c comm& ?is l>ge sum1 & ,i've no "o to look to--b y4 ,me6 exclaim$ ,aleck1 rais+ 8 eyebr[s1 & pu%+ back 8 *air a little4 ,x is impossible t ,i c help y1 q impossible2 y _h bett] und]/& t cle>ly at once2 ,i h a wife to ?9k (1 y "k4 ,he is y\r only bro!r n[-- ,an extravagant1 unpr9cipl$ fell[6 ,are ^? :o h gone on /eadily ?r\gh life to pay = ! follies ( su*6 ,if y w\ld b assi/ me-- ,i tell y1 x's impossible6 cri$ ,aleck1 rais+ 8 voice4 ,y w live 9 luxury1 said ,goldie1 glanc+ reproa*fully r\nd at ! elegant1 luxuri\s ap>tm5t ( 8 son1 & leave y\r bro!r to be ru9$1 disgrac$-- ,t is 8 own fault1 n m9e1 repli$ ,aleck4 ,if n = 8 sake1 cri$ ,goldie m e>ne/ly1 = m9e--= y\r "m's--y\r poor afflict$ "m's6 ,%e is almo/ brok5-he>t$ already ) h] loss2 a bl[ l ?is w\ld br+ h] to h] grave4 ,all ?is is v unpleasant1 said ,aleck1 ris+ impati5tly4 ,i tell y x's n to be done4 ,y =get1 said 8 fa!r1 8 face flu%+ ) ang]1 y =get all ! sacrifices made = y\rself4 ,h[ ,i scrap$ e p\nd1 e sixp5ce toge!r to place y at an exp5sive s*ool1 to give y an education )\t :i* y c\ld nev] h ris5 z y h done2 h[ ,i 0 9 debt = ye>s to raise ! sum requir$ to set y out 9 life to su* advantage2 h[ ,i-- ,!re's ! hairdress]6 cri$ ,aleck1 ) a look ( relief4 ,i'm sorry t ,i %all be engag$ ?is ev5+4 ,won't y take a glass ( w9e be=e y g8 ,%all ,i ord] my s]vant to call a fly8 ,i really am afraid ( y\r delay+ y\r return1 = at ?is "t ( ye>1 x is dang]\s = p]sons ( y\r age to be out 9 ! cold night-air4 ,goldie c\ld n = a m9ute speak--he 0 actually *ok+ ) m+l$ passion & grief4 ,!n recov]+ himself1 he w5t up close to 8 son1 & said 9 a l[1 ?rill+ tone1 ,if no o!r motive w t\* y1 ?9k ( y\rself4 ,! disgrace ( y\r family mu/ be %>$ by y2 rememb] t y be> ! same "n6 ,t decides me ^u do+ :at ,i h ?\ght ( be=e--*ang+ x = t ( my wife4 ,goldie ru%$ f ! h\se1 z f ! d5 ( a s]p5t1 ) a det]m9ation nev] to ent] x aga94 ,! re$ on :i* he _h lean$ _h pi]c$ him to ! he>t1 all t he _h hop$ = once _h be5 atta9$ only to make him m wret*$4 ,vanity ( vanities 0 writt5 ^u :at he _h mo/ lov$6 ,& yet :at "r _h ! worldly man to compla96 ,he _h taught 8 *ildr5 to break ! ,f\r? ,comm&m5t1 c\ld he wond] t !y disreg>d$ ! ,fif?3 he _h liv$ all 8 life 9 rebellion & disob$i5ce to 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r & d>e he hope to f9d affection 9 8 own *ildr56 ,evils 7 ?ick5+ ^u him--tr\bles unsanctifi$1 & !re=e intol]able4 ,! ru9 ( ,mat gave ! f9i%+ /roke to ! mis]y ( 8 unhappy "m4 ,%e lay on h] dea?-b$1 brok5-he>t$1 despond+6 ,goldie _h se5 "o son cut (f 9 ! fl[] ( 8 days1 ano!r 0 dragg+ him d[n to pov]ty & %ame1 ! ?ird1 8 d>l+1 ! pride ( 8 s\l1 _h inflict$ on ! he>t ( 8 p>5t p]haps ! deepe/ w\nd ( all4 ,sickness1 b]eavem5t1 & f> %>p] pov]ty _h visit$ ! home ( ,v9]2 b to him e evil _h br\ght =? good1 e evil 0 c]ta9 to end 9 joy4 ,9 ! words ( ! suff]+ apo/le1 he c\ld say1 ,our light affliction1 :i* is b = a mom5t1 worke? = u a f> m exce$+ & et]nal weight ( glory6 ,b oh6 ,! bitt]ness ( _s ( him :o has liv$ = ! _w1 & s\ght no?+ beyond1 :5 he f9ds at la/ t 8 idol is b du/ & a%es8 ,) regret = ! pa/1 disappo9tm5t 9 ! pres5t1 & no hope to bright5 ! future--only age1 & ! grave1 & ! judgm5t be=e him--he1 inde$1 is ta/+ ( ! dregs ( life--is reap+ a h>ve/ ( woe6 ,pov]ty may r\se indu/ry1 sickness %[ =? pati5ce1 sorr[ increase submission--dea? lead to glory--,s9 is ! "o great evil to be fe>$4 ,o ,"l6-- ,,deliv] ,,u ,,f ,,evil4 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,= ,?9e is ! k+dom1 ! p[]1 & ! glory4 ,,! hail 0 fall+ fa/1 drift$ by ! pi]c+ w9d :i* h[l$ 9 ! *imneys1 & seem$ to %ake ! dwell+4 ,i wi% t my fa!r _h come back1 said ,nelly1 z %e return$ aga9 f ! little gate :5ce %e _h be5 anxi\sly wat*+ = h] p>5t4 ,our good cl]gyman w keep him "u %elt]1 said ,walt]1 he w n be back till ?is hail/orm is ov]6 ,i almo/ dread 8 return1 sigh$ ,nelly4 ,i "k t ,i ought to wi% him success 9 8 endeav\rs to procure t situation = y 9 ,london--& yet-- ,y feel1 surely1 t x is "r t ,i %\ld g8 ,x is "r1 ,walt]1 repli$ ! girl4 ,to rema9 "h 9 ,e-- w\ld be only to suff] ) u1 n to help u4 ,if x %\ld please ,heav5 t y %\ld return--if y %\ld ov] come back--4 ,%e c\ld n g on1 b turn$ h] head aside to hide ! te>s t w\ld h _! c\rse4 ,i w return1 ,nelly--if ,i live1 ,i w6 ,x is only to relieve y ( a burd5 t ,i quit y4 ,i w "w h>d--save h>d = y\r sake4 ,at ?is mom5t a poor1 gray-head$ man sl[ly made 8 way up ! /reet4 ,he seem$ almo/ beat5 back by ! pelt+ hail1 & /opp+ z he rea*$ ,v9]'s little %op1 lean$ on ! gate z if = support4 ,let u ask him to come 9 to %elt]1 :isp]$ ,nelly--& ,walt] imm$iately invit$ him to /ep 94 ,! gray-hair$ man obey$ 9 sil5ce--) a /ep s falt]+1 a look ( su* emotion1 z ?\gh ! voice ( k9dness 7 /range to him1 t ! he>ts ( ! "y p 7 t\*$ ) compassion4 ,!y _h n read 9 va9 ! injunction 9 ! ,bible--,use hospitality )\t grudg+3 be n =getful to ent]ta9 /rang]s2 b )\t wait+ = any reque/ f ! we>y man1 !y br\ght him dry clo!s1 ask$ him into ! p>l\r1 & (f]$ him a *air by ! fire4 ,! gue/ 0 n yet pa/ ! /r5g? ( manhood1 b all its life & _s appe>$ gone4 ,8 face 0 wr9kl$1 its expression sad1 8 h& trembl$ z if ) age1 & :5 he at la/ spoke 8 voice 0 falt]+ & l[4 ,"h is "o :o has drunk deep ( ! cup ( sorr[1 ?\ght ,nelly1 & h] mann]1 ev] g5tle1 became m k9dly ?an be=e4 ,%all ,i set food be=e him8 %e :isp]$ to ,walt]4 ,by all means--he looks ready to fa9t4 ,b1 ,walt]--we h b a half-loaf left 9 ! h\se1 & our till is to-day q empty6 ,!re 0 a look ( meek submission on h] pale face1 t w5t to ! he>t ( ,walt]4 ,yet give to him1 ,nelly1 let him %>e t loaf--',he t give? to ! poor l5de? to ! ,"l4' ,nelly smil$1 & set ! bread ^u ! table4 ,god bless y1 & rew>d y a ?\s&fold6 said ! gue/--n t\*+1 h[ev]1 ! pr(f]$ food1 b look+ ar\nd ! com=tless abode ) an expression ( int]e/ & sadness4 ,is ?is h\se y\rs8 he at la/ said to ,walt]1 fix+ 8 d>k eyes e>ne/ly ^u him4 ,oh no6 ,x belongs to my adopt$ fa!r1 ^: "n y see ov] ! gate4 ,& y\r "n8 said ! /rang]4 ,is ,walt] ,b9n+4 ,! gue/ rema9$ sil5t1 & ! sil5ce la/$ s long1 t at l5g? x became pa9ful1 & ,nelly1 9 ord] to break x said3 ,i fe> t y h kn[n mu* sorr[8 ,su* sorr[ z ,i tru/ t y may nev] "k6 ,b ! ,"l c br+ light out ( d>kness1 said ,walt]4 ,he c inde$--bless y = ! ^w6 cri$ ! /rang] sudd5ly1 clasp+ 8 h&s1 & turn+ t[>ds ! "y man ) a look ( m+l$ sorr[ & joy4 ,god c br+ light out ( d>kness--good out ( evil6 ,he c br+ ! s9n] to ,8 feet1 & ! rebel to a ?rone--all ?+s are possible to ,him6 ,7 y to "k my /ory1 he cont9u$ m rapidly1 y w\ld inde$ wond] at ! p[] ( ,god1 to :om belongs ! k+dom ov] ! he>ts ( m56 ,if ev] !re 0 a s9n]--,i 0 "o2 if ev] !re 0 a s\l /a9$ by guilt--t s\l 0 m9e8 ,i _h /ruggl$ aga9/ consci5ce1 ,i _h turn$ f my ,god1 ,i 0 ru%+ on 9 ! broad way t leade? to de/ruction1 & yet ! h& ( m]cy c\ld f9d me ev5 !re6 ,walt] & ,nelly li/5$ ) int]e/ & surprise to a confession s frank & s unexpect$4 ,! /rang] w5t on1 9 8 rapid1 e>ne/ mann]1 z ?\gh he f\nd x a relief to 8 he>t to p\r out its fulness4 ,x is well1 my *ildr51 x is well t y %\ld "k some?+ ( ! man :om y h welcom$ to y\r he>?4 ,i once 0 "y1 unsuspici\s z y\rselves2 m9e 0 a k9d he>t1 & a free op5 h&2 ,i nei!r ?\ght ( want nor fe>$ temptation4 ,f h[ slight a cause m5's ru9 may spr+6 ,at a place ( amusem5t1 ,i once met ) a y\?4 ,i f\nd him pleasant2 we conv]s$--met aga9 & aga92 he became my companion--mo/ dang]\s companion6 ,he 0 "o :o despis$ religion1 & laugh$ at ! ^w consci5ce2 he ga9$ an influ5ce ov] my "y m9d1 & made use ( x to ru9 8 s-call$ fri5d6 ,z y love y\r peace--z y love y\r own s\l1 cont9u$ ! /rang]1 address+ himself e>ne/ly to ,walt]1 oh6 ,avoid ! society ( su*6 ,let my fate be to y l a beacon on a quicks&1 to w>n y f t :i* br+s de/ruction6 ,he took me to sc5es f :i* ,i once w\ld h %runk2 he l$ me into habits :i* ,i %\ld once h blu%$ to =m2 ,i acquir$ a ?ir/ = amusem5t & excitem5t1 & :]e 0 ,i to f9d means to gratify t ?ir/8 ,i 0 !n a poor appr5tice 9 ,london2 a g5]\s fri5d _h paid ! sum requir$ by my ma/]1 = ,i myself 0 a p5niless orphan4 ,i 0 n only )\t money1 b 9 debt1 & foll[+ a c>e] :i* plung$ me deep] & deep] into x4 ,i _h b little cr$it--no means ( ga9+ money4 ,oh6 ,:5 consci5ce is /ifl$1 & religion set aside1 h[ easy is ! transition f ! debtor to ! ?ief6 ,my companion fir/ taught me to embezzle f my ma/]4 ,my guilt 0 suspect$2 ,i 0 seiz$1 s5t to prison2 a day 0 appo9t$ = my trial4 ,z my "* until n[ _h be5 consid]$ respectable1 ,i 0 admitt$ to bail1 & ! same g5]\s fri5d1 :o _h help$ me be=e on my sett+ out 9 life1 became my security n[4 ,x is bett]1 inde$1 to relate :at foll[$2 b ,i wi% y to "k all--,i w\ld h no?+ conceal$4 ,i felt t my case w\ld n /& a trial4 ,i 0 visit$ aga9 by my evil companion1 ! tempt] :o _h l$ me to disgrace4 ,urg$ by him1 or r by my own guilty fe>s1 ,i broke fai? ) my fri5d1 escap$ into ,france1 & l$ !re a life ! remembrance ( :i* w\ld b[ me to ! du/ _h ,i n le>n$ to hope t ev5 ! *ief ( s9n]s might f9d m]cy4 ,i m>ri$1 lo/ my wife 9 ! fir/ ye> ( our union1 !n return$ to my own c\ntry "u a false "n2 & 9 company ) m5 z guilty z myself1 support$ myself by ! ga9s ( di%one/y4 ,:y %\ld ,i tell all ?is1 exclaim$ ! /rang]1 b t y may %un ! pa?s 9 :i* ,i fell--t y may le>n f "o :o speaks f t]rible exp]i5ce1 t !re is no wret*$ness on e>? l t ( guilt--& flee betimes f ! approa* ( ! tempt]6 ,!re may be ! l\d laugh1 ! bur/ ( wild mir?1 ! fea/1 ! revel1 ! intoxicat+ draught2 b oh6 ,! bitt]ness1 ! sick5+ joylessness )91 :]e ! s\l d>e n turn its gaze on itself1 :5 x seeks excitem5t to /ifle ?\ght1 :5 solitude is t]rible1 reflection intol]able4 ,walt] ?\ght ( ! mis]'s fifty-p\nd bank-note1 & lift$ 8 he>t 9 gratitude to ,him :o _h sav$ him 9 ! h\r ( temptation4 ,at la/1 resum$ ! /rang]1 :at ,i dread$ happ5$2 ! /rong h& ( ! law arre/$ me 9 my wret*$ c>e] ( guilt4 ,i 0 s5t to ,newgate1 tri$1 condemn$4 ,i des]v$ my s5t5ce--,i knew t ,i des]v$ x2 b my s\l rebell$ aga9/ its j puni%m5t4 ,i 0 becom+ h>d5$ & reckless 9 mis]y1 h>d5$ 9 despair4 ,& ?us might ,i h sunk l[] & l[]1 till ,i _h p]i%$ at la/ 9 my s92 b ! day be=e ,i 0 s5t f my c\ntry1 leav+1 z ,i believ$1 n "o fri5d beh9d1 ,i receiv$ a lett] f ! same b5evol5t man :o _h twice be=e be5 ready to aid me4 ,at a "t :5 ,i 0 br\ght d[n1 cru%$ to ! du/1 :5 all ! re/ ( ! _w %unn$ & despis$ me1 t man came =w>ds1 unwe>i$ 9 well-do+1 & (f]$ to d me an important s]vice1 :i* ,i d>$ n h ask$ ( a bro!r4 ,! lett] enclos$ a little book1 ',baxt]'s ,call to ! ,unconv]t$1' ) an e>ne/ reque/ f ! writ] t ,i w\ld read x once c>efully ov]4 ,at ano!r "t1 ,i w\ld h flung x aside ) contempt1 if n ) ang]2 b my he>t 0 s(t5$ by unm]it$ k9dness--,i c\ld n refuse ! only reque/ made by "o to :om ,i 0 indebt$ = s mu*4 ,d\btless t book 0 s5t ) pray]1 & c>ri$ a bless+ ) x4 ,i read x4 ,x %[$ me my own fe>ful /ate1 ev5 m fe>ful ?an ,i _h believ$ x to be2 b x did n leave me to despair4 ,x told ( m]cy & p>don ev5 = ! wor/ ( s9n]s2 x told ( ! blood t wa%es away guilt1 ( ! ,_s t c give a new1 clean he>t2 x told ( ! p[] ( religion ov] ! human s\l2 & ,i believ$ x2 = ! "* ( ! man :o _h giv5 x %[$ =? ! reality ( t p[]4 ,oh6 ,t ,i c\ld see & "k t man6 exclaim$ ,nelly4 ,y "k him4 ,t man is--y\r fa!r6 cri$ ! /rang]1 spr++ =w>ds to meet ,v9]1 :o ent]$ at t mom5t1 & ?r[+ himself into 8 arms4 ,v9] _h return$ di%e>t5$ & sad1 = he _h be5 unsuccessful 9 8 ef=ts to obta9 a situation = 8 adopt$ son4 ,!re are times :5 ev5 ! true ,*ri/ian feels 8 fai? weak4 ,v9] _h f\nd x difficult to /r5g!n 8 he>t 9 ! ,"l2 he seem$ l ,pet] :5 s9k+ 9 ! waves4 ,"l1 help me6 0 8 sil5t pray]4 ,he came back 9 sorr[1 he 0 met by joy4 ,! little se$ :i*1 t5 ye>s be=e1 he _h s[n 9 fai?1 _h sprung up to be> a ?\s&fold2 ! voice ( ?anksgiv+ 0 9 ! dwell+ ( ! righte\s2 ! ,almighty _h n be5 tru/$ 9 va94 ,oh6 ,:at a bless$ answ] to ,walt]'s pray]s6 ,) :at joy he look$ ^u 8 re/or$ p>5t1 & receiv$ ! bless+ ( 8 long-lo/ fa!r4 ,x 0 "s "t be=e any?+ l composure 0 re/or$ to ! circle1 or ! old] ,b9n+ c\ld cont9ue 8 acc\nt4 ,let no "o presume on ! goodness ( ,god1 because ,he has sometimes work$ wond]s ( m]cy1 & sav$ him :om man w\ld condemn4 ,t]rible is its awak5+ to a s\l t has long gone on 9 a c\rse ( s92 !y :o nev] h w&]$ s f> f ! "r way "k n ! difficulty1 ! angui% ( retrac+ _! /eps6 ,if any w\ld le>n :at x is to rep5t1 let him /udy ! fifty-fir/ ,psalm ( ,k+ ,david2 !re ! sorr[s ( a brok5 & contrite he>t are express$ by "o :o himself _h felt all ! bitt]ness ( deep remorse2 h[ (t51 my son1 h ,i wept ov] t ,psalm1 & appli$ e v]se to myself2 prais$ be ,god t ,i c\ld also repeat words f ! same inspir$ writ]1 & tru/ t might be writt5 = me--',bless$ is ! man ^: transgression is =giv51 ^: s9 is cov]$6 ,bless$ is ! man to :om ! ,"l impute? n iniquity4' ,aft] ,i _h _h reason humbly to hope t ,i _h receiv$ p>don = my s9s ?r\gh ! m]its ( my ,savi\r1 my m9d naturally turn$ to ! ?\ght h[ ,i c\ld make "s am5ds to man = all ! wrongs t ,i _h done him4 ,my debt to ,v9]1 above all1 lay heavy on my consci5ce2 & z soon z ! t]m ( my puni%m5t 0 ov]1 ,i det]m9$ nev] to return to my c\ntry till ,i _h e>n$ suffici5t to pay x4 ,i work$ l a slave 9 a l& :]e toil br+s a f> high] rew>d ?an x does "h4 ,i grudg$ myself ev5 my necess>y com=ts2 ,i broke on ! h\rs ( my ne$ful re/1 till ! great object ( my ef=ts 0 atta9$4 ,god bless$ my lab\rs beyond my hopes2 ,i ga!r$ suffici5t to cov] my debt1 & work$ my way home z a common sailor1 t ,i might n encroa* on my e>n+s4 ,& n[1 ) :at pleasure d ,i return :at ,i owe1 cont9u$ ,b9n+1 lay+ bank-note aft] bank-note on ! table--return :at ,i owe6 ,i c nev] return x6 ,y help$ me 9 tr\ble1--y sav$ me f despair1 y h br\ght up my son to virtue1 indu/ry1 & religion--7 ,i to p\r out my life's blood = y n[ ,i c\ld nev] repay y :at ,i owe6 ,o my ,god6 exclaim$ ,v9]1 look+ upw>ds1 :ile te>s ( gratitude =c$ _! way d[n 8 *eeks4 ,to ,!e be ! hon\r1 to ,!e be ! praise-- ,,= ,,?9e ,,is ,,! ,,k+dom1 ,,! ,,p[]1 ,,& ,,! ,,glory6 ,illu/ration ,,*apt] ,x4 ,= ev] & ev]4 ,,aga9 ne>ly t5 ye>s h pass$1 & = ! la/ "t we revisit ,e--1 n[ a ?riv+1 popul\s t[n4 ,:]e is ! little %op ) its wood5 gate1 :]e ,v9] s long pass$ 8 humble b useful life1 & bore ! yoke ( pov]ty s meekly8 ,we n[ look 9 va9 = ! spot :]e x /ood--l o!r e>?ly ?+s1 x has pass$ away1 ano!r build+ n[ occupies :at 0 once its site1 its place rememb]s x no m4 ,b ! l>ge %op on ! opposite side ( ! /reet is /&+ yet1 & looks m fl\ri%+ ?an ev]1 ) its baskets ( ripe plums & tempt+ pea*es1 deck$ out ) bran*es ( cut fl[]s 9 ! w9d[s4 ,a "y woman is )91 engag$ 9 ty+ up nosegays1 h]self fre% & bloom+ z ! fl[]s4 ,h] own little blossom1 h] fir/-born *ild1 is p]*$ ^u ! c\nt] beside h]2 & (t5 ! "m /ops 9 h] pleasant employm5t to impr9t a fond kiss on 8 dimpl$ *eek1 or bid h] little "o try to call ,fa!r6 ,ah6 ,d>l+1 y mu/ n spoil ! pretty fl[]s1 %e said playfully1 z ! *ild seiz$ ^u a rose4 ,d y n "k t ?is is "m's w$d+-day1 & :5 fa!r comes 91 he mu/ f9d ev]y?+ look+ bright & beautiful = him6 ,i mu/ give y ov] to gr&fa!r's c>e--if he w look aft] my tr\blesome pet6 ,!re1 is he n a d>l+--are y n pr\d ( him6 cri$ ,nelly1 z %e plac$ h] bloom+ boy 9 ! arms ( ,v9]4 ,mrs4 ,w9t] at ?is mom5t ent]$ ! %op4 ,%e _h gr[n old1 & n[ wore wid['s we$s1 b h] face 0 /ill placid & *e]ful z be=e4 ,i h br\ght y ! cake1 ,nelly1 said %e1 lay+ an elegant sug>$ pyramid be=e h]4 ,is x n fit = a w$d+-day fea/8 ,d y rememb] j ?is day tw5ty ye>s ago1 :5 y 7 no high] ?an ?is c\nt]1 y\r com+ to my %op to buy half-a-doz5 biscuits z a treat = y\r expect$ new bro!r8 ,ah6 ,he is m to y n[ ?an he 0 !n6 ,h[ c ,i rememb] s f> back6 laugh$ ,nelly4 ,x seems to me z ?\gh x 7 sc>ce a day s9ce6 ,!re /ood ,goldie--poor man6 ,:o once own$ ?is %op--a prosp]\s man he 0 !n6 ,he laugh$1 ,i rememb]1 at y\r *ildi% hone/y1 laugh$ at y\r fa!r's k9d adoption ( ,walt]--he ?\ght only ( gett+ on 9 ! _w6 ,& :at has x all come to at la/6 ,!re is n[ ano!r "n above 8 door1 !re is ano!r face beh9d 8 c\nt]--he lies 9 ! *ur*y>d beside 8 poor wife1 & 8 v "n is almo/ =gott56 ,& ?is is ! end ( 8 lab\rs & 8 c>es1 8 ris+ up e>ly & late tak+ re/--8 flatt]+1 & toil+1 & unscrupul\s ways6 ,all t is left to him n[ ( 8 ga9s is a c(f91 & a %r\d1 & a few feet ( e>?6 ,alas6 ,poor ,goldie1 said ,nelly sadly1 ,he 0 un=tunate6 ,unhappy1 if y w1 b n un=tunate2 =tune _h no?+ to d ) ei!r 8 lot or y\r fa!r's4 ,worldl9ess1 ,sabba?-break+1 neglect ( religion only br\ght =? _! natural fruits to ,goldie--:ile all ,v9]'s pres5t happ9ess & prosp]ity arose f-- ,! old man turn$ t[>ds h] ) gli/5+ eyes1 press+ 8 little gr&*ild clos] to 8 he>t1 :ile he clos$ h] s5t5ce ) ,nelly's fav\rite text--',! bless+ ( ! ,"l1 x make? ri*1 & ,he adde? no sorr[ !reto4' ,walt] n[ ent]$ ) a spr++ /ep & bright eye4 ,8 *ild /ret*$ out 8 little arms to g to him1 & ,nelly greet$ h] husb& ) a smile4 ,y see t ,i h n =gott5 :at day x is1 he said1 lay+ d[n on ! c\nt] a beautifully c>v$ box1 ) 8 wife's "n cut on ! lid4 ,t is my w$d+ pres5t = y1 de> ,nelly2 z x has pleas$ ,god to prosp] u s well 9 bus9ess1 & betwe5 my c>v+ & y\r fruit sell+1 we n[ h en\gh & to sp>e1 ,i h resolv$ to keep a poor box f ?is "t1 & on ! fir/ day ( ! week1 z ,/4 ,paul recomm5ds1 lay aside ( our e>n+s = ! ne$y4 ,well1 ,v9]1 obs]v$ ,mrs4 ,w9t]1 z %e 0 leav+ ! place1 & turn$ to bid f>ewell to ! ag$ ,*ri/ian1 on ^: silv]y hair & v5]able br[ ! ri* gl[ ( ! sett+ sun 0 fall+1 if ,i 7 ask$ to "n a truly happy man1 ,i %\ld n h f> to look = "o--,i %\ld po9t to y 9 y\r arm-*air !re1 ) y\r lov+ family ar\nd y4 ,yes1 ! bright calm sunset 0 a beautiful type ( ! old age ( ! pi\s ,*ri/ian6 ,he look$ back on an hone/1 well-sp5t life1 he look$ =w>ds to a bett] life to come2 ! pres5t 0 full ( ri*e/ bless+s1 b ! ri*e/ ( all 0 ! hope ( heav5 t bright5$ ! ?\ghts ( ! future6 ,8 adopt$ son 0 n[ 8 son inde$2 8 daught] 0 happy 9 ! love ( "o :om he himself _h tra9$ to indu/ry & piety2 & n[1 hon\r$ & belov$1 he 0 draw+ t[>ds 8 home1 at peace ) 8 ,god1 & at peace ) mank9d--8 ho>y head a cr[n ( righte\sness6 ,b ?9k n t ^u 8 fai? or 8 good works ,v9] re/$ 8 hope ( glory6 ,he w\ld h %runk f ! ?\ght z mu* z ! poor convict :o n[ slumb]$ b5ea? ! %ad[ ( ! *ur*1 ) a s+le text inscrib$ on 8 tomb--,! blood ( ,jesus ,*ri/ cleanse? f all s96 ,& n[1 "y read]1 be=e y close ^! pages1 pause & consid] :at 0 ! diff]5ce betwe5 ,v9] & ,goldie1 betwe5 ! man ( ! _w & ! s]vant ( ,god4 ,z ,mrs4 ,w9t] _h obs]v$1 x 0 no /range *ance1 no wond]ful turn ( =tune1 t gave happ9ess to ! "o or mis]y to ! o!r4 ,review _! /ory1 & y w see t exactly z !y s[$1 !y reap$--t ! portion :i* ea* *ose1 he receiv$--t bless+s naturally sprang f ! conduct ( ! "o1 disappo9tm5t f ! acts ( ! o!r4 ,& oh6 ,if ev5 9 ?is _w1 ,god's *ildr5 are ! happie/1 :at w x be 9 ! _w :i* is to come6 ,on ?is e>? our h>ve/ is only begun1 :e!r ( holy joy or ! sorr[s ( s94 ,b :5 ages ^u ages h roll$ on1 :5 ! heav5s & ! e>? h pass$ away1 !n /ill ! unrep5t+ w be suff]+1 ! fai?ful enjoy+ 9 et]nity6 ,f ?is h\r resolve :i* pa? y w *oose--life or dea? are n[ set be=e y4 ,if y *oose ! _w & its pleasures ( a season1 oh6 ,rememb] t ! wages ( s9 is dea?4 ,y\? mu/ pass1 /r5g? mu/ pass1 life itself mu/ pass away1 ) all t x c\ld give "h bel[2 b ! ,*ri/ian %all dwell 9 ! mansions ( light--%all rejoice 9 un*angeable bliss ) 8 ,god-- ,,= ,,ev] ,,& ,,ev]4 ,,am56 ,illu/ration ,illu/ration3 ,,! ,,"l',s ,,pray]4 ,our ,fa!r 9 heav51 ,we hall[ ,?y "n1 ,may ,?y k+dom holy ,on e>? be ! same2 ,oh6 ,give to u daily ,our portion ( bread2 ,x is f ,?y b\nty ,t all mu/ be f$4 ,=give our transgression1 ,& tea* u to "k ,t humble compassion ,:i* p>dons ea* foe4 ,keep u f temptation1 ,f weakness1 & s92 ,& ,?9e be ! glory1 ,= ev]1 ,am54