,transcrib]'s ,note ,italic text display$ z3 italic ,bones & ,i ,illu/ration3 8,contemplat+ my companion40 ,page #fe47 ,bones & ,i4 ,frontispiece ,bones & ,i or ,! ,skeleton at ,home ,by ,g4 ,j4 ,:yte-,melville ,au?or ( 8,m>ket ,h>bor\gh10 8,kat]felto10 8,c]ise10 8,satanella10 etc4 ,illu/rat$ by ,a4 ,=e/i] ,london ,w>d1 ,lock ,co41 ,limit$ ,new ,york & ,melb\rne ,,cont5ts ,,*ap4 ,,page ,introduction #g ,i4 8,on ,wa/e0 #ae ,,ii4 ,?r\gh ! ,mill #cb ,,iii4 ,g\rds #dh ,,iv4 ,a ,vampire #fe ,v4 ,gold = ,silv] #ajb ,,vi4 ,a ,day t is ,dead #abb ,,vii4 ,! ,f\r-leav$ ,%amrock #adj ,,viii4 ,rus 9 ,urbe #afb ,,ix4 ,haunt$ #ahd ,x4 ,weight ,c>ri]s #bja ,,xi4 ,%ad[s #bbj ,,xii4 ,gu9ev]e #bcg #8,,bones ,,& ,i' ,,or1 ,,! ,,skeleton ,,at ,,home ,,introduction ,long ago1 visit+ ! mona/]y ( ,la ,trappe1 ,i 0 /ruck ) ! v discont5t$ appe>ance ( its inmates4 ,9 "s ( _! faces1 inde$1 ,i detect$ no expression :atev]1 b on none c\ld ,i p]ceive ! slighte/ gleam ( satisfaction ) _! lot4 ,no wond]3 few m5 are ( ! /uff t makes a good recluse4 ,! human animal is naturally greg>i\s1 l ! solan goose1 ! buffalo1 ! monkey1 or ! mack]el4 ,put him by himself1 he p9es = lack ( m5tal alim5t1 j z a fl[] fades = want ( daylight 9 ! d>k4 ,a multitude ( fools =ms an inspirit+ spectacle1 a solit>y specim5 becomes a sad & solemn w>n+4 ,if ! ,trappi/s1 :o are n entirely isolat$ f _! k9d1 ?us )] "u ! rig\r ( ^? repressive rules enjo9$ by ! ,ord]1 :at mu/ h be5 ! condition ( su* h]mits & an*orites z pass$ :ole mon?s1 & ev5 ye>s toge!r1 9 ! wild]ness1 unvisit$ by any?+ m human ?an ! di/emp]$ phantoms ( _! dreams8 ,no %ave1 no wa%1 no morn+ greet+1 & no ev5+ w9e4 ,h[ _m1 ,i wond]1 pres]v$ _! sanity 9 ! ordeal8 ,h[ _m1 return+ daz$ & bewild]$ to ! haunts ( m51 tott]$ ab\t 9 helpless1 w&]+1 maund]+ imbecility8 ,7 !re n "s h>d1 boi/]\s natures :o plung$ wildly into ! excesses ( a _w s long =sworn1 ) all ! appetite ( ab/95ce1 all ! reckless self-ab&onm5t ( ! paid-(f man-(-w>'s man on a spree8 ,no2 few p are qualifi$ = recluses4 ,i am pr\d to be among/ ! numb]4 ,i live 9 a des]t1 b my des]t is 9 ! v he>t ( ,london4 ,! wa/e is all r\nd me ?\gh2 ,i h tak5 good c>e ( t4 ,once1 inde$1 x blossom$ l ! rose1 = a ?\s& f]tilis+ /reams trickl$ ?r\gh its bright expanse4 ,d n y z ,i did4 ,i turn$ all ! /reams into "o *annel1 89 ! sweet summ]-"t long ago10 & 8sat by ! riv]10 l ^? poor fools 9 ! song1 & said1 8,g to6 ,n[ ,i %all nev] ?ir/ aga960 ,b 9 ! night !re came a l&slip f ! upp] level1 & *ok$ ! riv]1 turn+ its c\rse ?r\gh my neighb\r's pa/ures1 s t ! mead[s1 once s gre5 & fre%1 are b>e & b>r5 n[ = ev]more4 ,i speak 9 p>ables1 ( c\rse2 & ! value ( 8?is "h obs]vation10 l ^? ( ,capta9 ,bunsby1 8lies 9 ! application ( x40 ,i ne$ n obs]ve1 ! /reet 9 :i* ,i hide myself is a cul de sac4 ,a man :o sells *ickwe$1 p]haps ,i %\ld say1 :o w\ld sell *ickwe$ if he c\ld1 is ! only pass5g]4 ,( ! h\ses on ea* side ( me1 "o is unf9i%$1 ! o!r unt5ant$4 ,ov] ! way1 ,i confront ! dead wall at ! back ( an hospital4 ,t[>ds dusk 9 ! late autumn1 :5 ! wea!r is break+1 ,i mu/ admit ! situation is little calculat$ to g5]ate ov]-exub]ance ( animal spirits4 ,seque/]$1 no d\bt1 %ady too1 p>ticul>ly 9 ! %ort days1 & z remote f ! noise or traffic ( ! t[n z ,john o' ,groat's h\se1 b enliv5+--,no4 ,on fir/ beg9n+ to reside "h1 ,i confess ,i felt at times a little lonely & depress$4 ,!re=e ,i br\ght home 8,bones0 to come & live ) me4 ,& :o is 8,bones08 ,ah6 t is exactly :at ,i h nev] be5 able to f9d out4 ,contemplative1 affable1 easily pleas$1 & an admirable li/5]1 he is yet on "s po9ts res]v$ to a degree t might almo/ be t]m$ morose2 :ile 9 8 p]sonal appe>ance !re is a dignity ( be>+1 an impos+ pres5ce1 :i* =bids ! mo/ intimate associate to attempt a lib]ty4 ,i w describe him z ,i see him at ?is mom5t1 recl9+ 9 an easy attitude on ! cu%ions ( my fav\rite arm-*air1 b5evol5tly int]e/$1 x w\ld seem1 9 my lighte/ movem5ts1 :ile ,i sit smok+ sil5tly by ! fire4 ,nei!r ( u are great talk]s q s e>ly 9 ! ev5+4 ,he is a well-=m$ & v complete skeleton ( middle height--p]fect 9 e respect1 & 9 all 8 articulations1 ) ! exception ( two d\ble tee? abs5t f ! upp] jaw4 ,! ar* ( 8 l[] ribs is peculi>ly symmetrical1 & 8 v]tebr are put 9 ) a s+ul> comb9ation ( flexibility & /r5g?4 ,z ,i look at him n[ lean+ back 9 a graceful attitude1 ) "o ?igh-bone ?r[n c>elessly ov] ! o!r1 he rem9ds me ( s _m p ,i knew :5 ,i liv$ 9 ! _w1 t ,i seem to fancy myself once m a d5iz5 ( t revolv+ purgatory :i* goes by ! "n ( g5]al society4 ,poor ,a---- 0 almo/ z fle%less1 ,b---- mu* m taciturn1 & ,c---- decid$ly n s good-look+4 8,bones10 h[ev]1 possesses a quality t ,i h nev] f\nd 9 any o!r companion4 ,8 tact is beyond praise4 ,"u no circum/ances does he become a bore--t is :y we get on s admirably toge!r4 ,l a gho/1 he speaks only :5 spok5 to4 ,unlike a wife1 refra9s f monopolis+ ! la/ ^w4 ,if he didn't rattle s on ! slighte/ movem5t--a fault ( anatomy1 inde$1 r ?an temp]--z a companion he w\ld be--p]fection4 ,x is a dull1 close ev5+4 ,7 x n s ne> w9t] "o might pr$ict a ?und]/orm4 ,! smoke f my me]s*aum w9ds upw>ds 9 ?9 blue wrea?s1 un9flu5c$ by a brea? ( outw>d air1 ?\gh ! w9d[s are op5 to ! des]t$ /reet1 black & sil5t z ! grave4 ,my lamp is n yet lit 7we bo? affect a cong5ial gloom71 ! fire is burn+ out1 b !re is a dull r$ gl[ l a fev]-spot l[]+ "u a volcanic ar* ( c9d]s2 & look+ into x ) unw9k+ eyes1 ,i see ! long-drawn1 we>y1 beat5 road t leads backw>d ?r\gh a life4 ,i see a *ild set d[n to run alone1 half-fright5$1 laugh+1 tru/+1 almo/ happy1 & altoge!r gay4 ,i see a y\? bold1 heal?ful1 c\rage\s1 full ( an impossible *ivalry1 a romantic g5]osity t delights to lavi% no matt] :at--money1 love1 hope1 happ9ess1 co9+ he>t & intellect into gold t he may squ&] x on ! pass]s-by4 ,i see a /rong man cru%$--a pr\d head grovell+ 9 ! du/1 a high _s brok51 a c[]+ wret* implor+ t 8 puni%m5t may be light5$ ev] su* a little1 trembl+ & w9c+ l a slave b5ea? ! sc\rge4 ,at ?is mom5t ! fire falls 9 ) a cra%1 :ile a pale yell[ flame leaps flick]+ out ( ! mid/1 & />t+ f my seat to light our lamp = ! re/ ( ! ev5+1 ,i dem& al\d1 8,:at !n is ! purpose ( ,creation8 ,f a qu5*$ ru%light to an ext9ct volcano1 f ! squeak ( a m\se to ye/]day's lead+ article1 f a mite smo!r$ 9 a *eese to an ,emp]or murd]$ 9 ,mexico1 is ! m>* ( ,"t b ! de/ructive progress ( a bull 9 a *9a-%op8 ,are ! recurr+ c5turies b s _m ciph]s add$ to ! sum ( a ?riftless1 objectless exp5diture8 ,is ! s-call$ economy ( ! univ]se b an unbridl$1 haphaz>d c\rse ( b\ndless & incalculable wa/e80 ,8 backbone creaks uncom=tably :ile he moves 9 8 *air4 8,wa/e80 he repeats 9 ! hu%$1 placid tones t make him s invaluable z a companion--8,wa/e8 ,! subject is by no means limit$4 ,i h "s exp]i5ce 9 x ( my own4 ,w\ld y fav\r me ) y\r ideas80--& ,i g (f at score )-- ,,*apt] ,i 8,,on ,,wa/e0 8,:y are ^! ?+s s80 ,i exclaim1 plump+ d[n aga9 into my seat4 8,:y h ! times be5 out ( jo9t ev] s9ce ,hamlet's fir/ appe>ance on ! /age1 ) black tights & rosettes 9 8 %oes8 ,:y is ! :ole _w /ill at sixes & sev5s8 ,:at is ! object ( x all8 ,cui bono8 cui bono8 cui bono8 ,is !re ! slighte/ appe>ance ( a result8 ,any t5d5cy t[>ds a goal8 ,%all we ev] get any:]e1 or are we travell+ p]petually 9 a circle1 l squirrels 9 a cage1 convict$ pickpockets on ! treadmill8 ,by ! way1 :o convict$ ! pickpockets1 & s5t5c$ !m8 ,! sitt+ magi/rate1 ( c\rse2 & d ! aw>ds ( t wor?y function>y produce any def9ite result 9 ! direction ( good ord] & morality1 or mu/ 8 daily incubation1 too1 be wa/$ ^u addl$ eggs8 ,d y rememb] ! /ory ( ! man :o cut 8 ?roat because he 0 s tir$ ( dress+ & undress+ e day8 ,don't %ake y\r head--,i beg p>don1 y\r skull--y told x me y\rself4 ,i c appreciate 8 prejudices1 b h[ did he "k !re might n be buttons & buttonholes :]e he 0 go+8 ,t is1 suppos+ he w5t any:]e--if he didn't1 he 0 wa/$ altoge!r4 ,if he did1 p]haps he 0 ( no use :5 he got !re4 ,wa/$ aga9--only a human life aft] all4 ,n mu* :5 y ?9k ( x among/ ! millions t cl+ ab\t ?is old globe ( ours1 ris+1 sw>m+1 disappe>+ l ! maggots on a dead horse1 b ( no light importance to ! be>] :5 y rememb] its weight ( sorr[s1 anxieties1 disappo9tm5ts1 & responsibilities1 n to m5tion ! ,black ,c>e sitt+ heavily at ! top to keep ! :ole burd5 9 its place4 ,life is a bubble1 !y say4 ,v well---b is x bl[n f a soap-di% by a s*ool-boy1 ris+ heav5w>d1 t9t$ ) ra9b[ hues1 to bur/ only :5 at its mo/ beautiful & its be/8 ,or is x n r a bubble gurgl+ to ! surface f ! agonis$ lungs ( "s /ruggl+ wret* dr[n+ f> bel[ 9 ! d>k1 pitiless wat]1 #8,unknell'd1 unc(f9'd1 & unkn[n'8 --,wa/$1 too1 unless ! fi% eat him1 & !n :o kn[s8 ,none ( u p]haps may ev] eat ! fi%4 8,li/5 to me4 ,i won't make y\r fle% creep1 = unansw]able reasons4 ,i don't ev5 ?9k ,i %all freeze ! m>r[ 9 y\r bones4 ,i c\ld tell y "s /range /ories1 b ,i d>e say y\r own exp]i5ces are m rem>kable ?an m9e4 ,i w only ask y to reflect on ! am\nt ( suff]+ t came "u our daily notice :5 we liv$ 9 ! _w1 & say :e!r e pang ( m9d or body1 e te> %$ or swall[$ d[n1 e groan indulg$ or repress$1 7 any?+ b %e] wa/e8 ,c y n recall a hundr$ in/ances ( /r5g? sapp$ by dr9k1 ( intellect w>p$ by madness1 ( beauty fad+ "u neglect1 or )]$ by disappo9tm5t8 ,"h a pair ( lives are wa/$ because !y mu/ ne$s run out _! c\rse 9 diff]5t grooves--!re two m are utt]ly ?r[n away1 because1 encompass$ 9 a gold5 l9k1 !y c by no means %ake !mselves free4 ,! faire/ ( all1 x may be1 & ! mo/ promis+1 nev] blooms into p]fection = want ( its cong5ial comrade 7wa/$ too1 p]haps1 at ! antipodes71 & fail+ ?us to rea* maturity1 dw9dles1 dw>f$ & unmat$1 to ! grave4 ,?9k ( ,beauty wa/$ on ! ,bea/--! ,bea/1 too1 utt]ly out ( 8 elem5t1 t he mu/ roll on ! g>d5 sw>d r ?an lab\r 9 ! teem+ furr[4 ,look at ,h]cules spell-b\nd 9 ! lap ( ,omphale1 broad-front$ ,antony en]vat$ by black-br[$ ,cleopatra4 ,consid] ! _m ,messrs4 ,caudle :o lavi% z mu* good-hum\r z w\ld set up a doz5 h\seholds on _! legal nightm>es1 & d n =get poor ,miss ,prettyman p9+ 9 lonely sp9/]hood ov] ! way4 ,see ! "m tra9+ up h] *ild1 impress+ on him1 f> m =cibly ?an %e feels !m = h]self1 lessons ( hon\r1 tru?1 probity1 & ! unspeakable bless+ ( fai?--pray+ h] he>t out = t wilful little ur*91 night & morn+ on h] knees4 ,a good ,*ri/ian ) humble hopes ( heav51 does %e "k t1 f> m lavi%ly ?an ^? hea!n t]magants 9 hell1 %e is p\r+ wat] 9 a sieve8 ,does %e "k %e may live to see t smoo?1 s(t1 wond]+ br[ scor$ deep ) sorr[1 or l[]+ black ) s9--t r\nd rosy *eek holl[$ by depravity1 or bloat$ ) excess8 ,wor/ ( all1 ! m]ry1 guileless he>t embitt]$ by falsehood1 & h>d5$ ) ill-usage till x has ceas$ to feel = o!rs1 ev5 = itself6 ,great ,heav56 h we n se5 !m--^! simple1 hone/1 manly he>ts1 tak5 by "s s(t-ey$ demon ) lov+ ways1 & sweet angelic smile1 to be kept c>efully1 to be wat*$ jeal\sly1 till _! fabric has be5 ?or\ghly /udi$1 !n brok5 deftly & delicately1 yet ) su* nice art t !y c nev] m5d aga91 & s1 politely #8,return$1 ) ?anks'8 8,=give me3 on su* anatomical outrages ,i h no "r to expect y %\ld feel s w>mly z myself4 8,millions ( creatures1 beautiful exce$+ly1 sc\r ov] ! des]t pla9s ( explor$ ,africa2 9 its unkn[n regions1 millions m may be suppos$ to fe$1 & gambol1 & die4 ,:at is ! use ( !m8 ,if y come to t1 :at 0 ! use ( ! ,emp]or ,!odore1 or ! ,k+ ( ! ,cannibal ,isl&s1 or any o!r pot5tate :o rema9s utt]ly unimpress$ :5 we ?reat5 #8to break (f diplomatic relations'8 8,myriads ( insects :eel ab\t u 9 ! sun's decl9+ rays e summ]'s ev5+4 ,aga91 :at is ! use ( !m8 ,:at is ! use ( ! dragon-fly1 ! bumble-bee1 ! speckl$ toad1 ! blue-nos$ monkey1 ! unicorn1 ! wild elephant1--or1 inde$1 ! ,ojibbeway ,indians80 ,"h1 contr>y to 8 cu/om1 8,bones0 int]rupt$ me 9 full c>e]4 8,"o mom5t10 said he1 ) 8 c\rte\s gr94 8,all[ me to po9t out t y\rs is inadmissible1 z be+ simply an argum5tum ad absurdum4 ,x w\ld hold equally good ) ,lot>d1 ,mr4 ,beales1 or any o!r public exhibitor--nay1 y might advance x = suppression ( ! ,"l ,mayor or ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury40 ,he b[$ rev]5tially :ile he m5tion$ ! la/-nam$ dignit>y2 & ,i confess ,i 0 incl9$ to admit ! tru? ( 8 rem>k4 8,!n ,i waive ! "q10 ,i repli$1 8z reg>ds ! brute creation1 ?\gh ,i ?9k ,i c\ld f9d some?+ to say1 too1 ab\t ! weasel suck+ rabbits1 ! h]on gobbl+ fi%1 ! hawk /rik+ its qu>ry1 or ! h\nds runn+ into _! fox4 ,b we w suppose t ! :ole animal _w1 f ! angl]'s lob-worm to ! co/]mong]'s donkey1 is enjoy+ its p>adise "h1 & return to our own k9d1 _! sorr[s1 _! suff]+s1 &1 natural consequ5ce ( sorr[ & suff]+1 _! s9s40 ,he %ook 8 skull g5tly1 & mutt]$ some?+ 9 8 sp9al v]tebr ab\t 8a c>t0 & 8a horse10 b ,i took no notice1 & proce$$ ) dignity-- 8,i h le>nt my ,lat9 ,gramm>1 & almo/ ! only "o ( its precepts ,i h n =gott5 impresses on me t-- #8,spades turn up weal?1 ! /imulant ( crime4' ,i suppose y w n dispute t ! root ( all evil is money80 8,mo/ emphatically10 he exclaim$1 & 8 articulations rattl$ ) />tl+ vehem5ce4 8,mo/ emphatically ,i d5y ! position4 ,a man may roll 9 weal? & be none ! worse = x4 ,on ! contr>y1 pov]ty1 b = ! unremitt+ lab\r x dem&s1 w\ld be f> m conducive to crime ?an a suffici5cy1 or ev5 a sup]fluity ( means4 ,no2 ! real enemy ) :om e man has to cont5d confronts him 9 ! morn+ at 8 glass1 & /icks p]si/5tly to him ?r\gh\t ! day4 ,! s\rce ( mo/ unhapp9ess1 ! cause ( all ill-do+1 ! univ]sal orig9 ( evil1 is n money1 b self----0 8,y mean selfi%ness10 ,i retort$2 8& ,i am surpris$ to he> a man ( ! _w--,i mean ( ! o!r _w1 or1 inde$1 ( any _w :atev]--ass]t s obvi\s a fallacy4 ,j z ! liv]1 & n ! he>t1 is ! seat ( our real well-be+1 s ,i ma9ta9 t self-indulg5ce1 & n self-sacrifice1 is ! orig91 ! ma9spr+1 ! motive p[] ( all ef=t1 progress1 improvem5t1 moral1 social1 & physical4 ,rese>*es ( sci5ce1 triumphs ( art1 ma/]pieces ( g5ius1--:at are ^! b results ( ! same in/9ct t directs ! bee to ! fl[]-g>d51 ! vulture to ! c>case8 ,to eat is ! fir/ necessity ( man4 ,he lab\rs t he may live4 ,grant ?is1 z y _c b conc$e ! position to be unassailable1 & y talk to me 9 va9 ( s5tim5t1 philan?ropy1 b5evol5ce1 all ! loa?some affectations ( sympa?y ) :i* ! e>?-worm tries to impose ^u its k9d4 ,a man beg9s by be+ hone/4 ,:y8 ,because )\t hone/y1 d[n ! p>ticul> groove 9 :i* he sp9s1 he _c e>n 8 daily bread4 ,:5 he has en\gh ( ?is & to sp>e1 he turns 8 att5tion to dec5t app>el1 a commodi\s h\se1 a g5]al appe>ance ( respectability2 t is1 he aims at be+ respectable--9 o!r words1 at impos+ on ^? :o h be5 less successful 9 ! univ]sal scramble ?an himself4 ,soon he buys a w>m+-pan1 a ,dut* ov51 *9a ornam5ts = 8 *imney-piece1 & ! ,hi/ory ( ! ,prodigal to hang ab\t 8 walls4 ,by degrees1 z weal? increases1 he moves into a l>g] resid5ce1 he rolls ^u :eels1 he replaces ! *9a ornam5ts ) a ,fr5* clock2 ! ,prodigal ,son ) mod]n oil-pa9t+s1 & hides ! w>m+-pan 9 ! h\semaid's closet up-/airs4 ,ab\t ?is p]iod he beg9s to subscribe to *>itable in/itutions1 to give away :at he does n want1 to ?r[ little pellets ( bread at ! mon/] :o is always fami%$ & always ro>+ out ( doors1 le/ x %\ld come 91 & snat* ! roa/ beef (f 8 table4 ,"s day a team ( black horses ) nodd+ plumes1 & a r$-nos$ driv]1 come to take him away1 #8v mu* respect$1' &1 =give ! p]sonality1 !re is an end ( him1 z f> z we are conc]n$4 ,w y tell me t man's life has n be5 a cont9ual concession to self8--wa/e1 wa/e1 utt] wa/e1 f ! pap-boat t pres]v$ 8 infancy1 to ! brass-nail$ c(f9 t protects 8 putridity f contact ) ! e>? to :i* he returns8 ,:y 8 v virtues1 z he call$ !m1 7 b paym5ts1 s to speak1 keep+ up ! insurance = 8 own b5efit1 :i* he p]suad$ himself he _h effect$ on ! o!r _w4 8,n[1 suppos+ ! pap-boat _h be5 )held1 or ! nurse _h tuck$ him into 8 cradle upside d[n1 or--?us sav+ "s h>mless woman a deal ( inconv5i5ce & tr\ble--suppos+ he _h nev] be5 born at all1 w\ld he h be5 miss$1 or want$8 ,w\ld n ! _w h gone on j z well )\t him8 ,has n 8 :ole exi/5ce be5 a mi/ake8 ,! food he ate1 ! clo!s he wore1 ! h\se he liv$ 9--7 n ^! simply wa/$8 ,8 ef=ts 7 wa/e1 8 we>-&-te> ( body & m9d 7 wa/e1 above all1 8 sorr[s & 8 suff]+s 7 %e]1 unp>donable wa/e4 ,yes2 "h ,i take my /&4 ,i leave y e enjoym5t to be f\nd 9 creation1 physical1 moral1 & intellectual4 ,i make y a pres5t ( ! elephant wall[+ 9 8 mud-ba?1 & ! midge :eel+ 9 ! sun2 ,i give y ,juliet at h] w9d[1 & ,ar*im$es 9 8 /udy2 b ,i res]ve ! :ale 9 h] dea?-flurry1 & ! worm on its hook4 ,i appeal to ,jeph?ah sorr[+ = 8 d>l+1 & ,ra*el weep+ = h] *ildr54 ,i repeat1 if t self-c>e1 :i* inde$ con/itutes our v id5tity1 be ! object ( exi/5ce1 !n all ^? te>ful eyes t blur ! light ( e ris+ sun--all ^? a*+ he>ts t long only = night to be et]nal--are b s _m witnesses to ! pr$om9ance 9 creation ( a lavi% & unacc\ntable wa/e40 ,l _m ?\ghtful & delib]ate natures1 ,i am p]suad$ t 9 e>ly life 8,bones0 mu/ h be5 a snuff-tak]4 ,he affects a trick ( hold+ 8 fle%less f+] & ?umb press$ toge!r & susp5d$ 9 air1 be=e he deliv]s himself ( an op9ion1 t c only h orig9at$ 9 a practice he has s9ce be5 compell$1 = obvi\s reasons1 to =ego4 ,paus+ dur+ sev]al seconds 9 ?is fav\rite attitude1 he sank gravely back 9 8 *air1 & repli$-- 8,false logic1 my good fri5d4 ,false premises1 & a false conclusion4 ,i d5y !m all2 b ! wea!r1 ev5 9 my light attire1 feels some:at too close = wordy w>f>e4 ,besides1 ,i hold ) y1 t an ounce ( illu/ration is wor? a p\nd ( argum5t4 ,i w ask y1 !re=e1 z ,i "k y h be5 9 ,*e%ire1 ,high ,leice/]%ire1 & o!r cattle-fe$+ c\ntries1 :e!r y ev] wat*$ a dairymaid mak+ a *eese8 ,if s1 y mu/ h obs]v$ h[ /rong & pitiless a pressure is requir$ to wr+ ! moi/ure out ( its v core4 ,my fri5d1 ! human he>t is l a *eese6 ,to be good = any?+1 ! black drop mu/ be wrung out ( x1 h[ev] tight ! squeeze requir$1 h[ev] exquisite ! pa94 ,!re=e x is1 t we s (t5 see ! p>able ( ! poor man's ewe lamb enact$ 9 daily life4 ,"o1 hav+ ev]y?+ ! _w c be/[1 is nev]!less fur!r end[$ ) t :i* 8 ne$y bro!r w\ld give all ! re/ ( ! _w to possess4 ,= ! fir/1 ! pressure has n yet be5 put on1 ?\gh 8 "t1 too1 may come by-&-by4 ,= ! second1 t "o d>l+ hope1 x may be1 repres5ts ! little black drop left1 & s x mu/ be wrung out1 ?\gh ! he>t be cru%$ into agony 9 ! process4 ,y talk ( suff]+ be+ pure wa/e2 ,i tell y x is all pure ga94 ,y talk ( self z ! motive to ex]tion2 ,i tell y x is ! abnegation ( self :i* has wr\ght out all t is noble1 all t is good1 all t is useful1 ne>ly all t is ornam5tal 9 ! _w4 ,%ut ! h\se-door on him1 & ! man mu/ ne$s g =? to "w 9 ! fields4 ,x is n ! dream] wrapp$ 9 8 fanci$ bliss1 f :om y are to expect h]oic ef=ts1 ei!r ( m9d or body4 ,y mu/ dig y\r goad into ! ox to make him use 8 lat5t /r5g?2 y mu/ drive y\r spurs into ! horse to get out ( him 8 utmo/ spe$4 ,wake ! dream] r\ghly--drive spurs & goad into 8 he>t4 ,he w w9ce & wri!1 & roll & gna% 8 tee?1 b ,i defy him to lie /ill4 ,he mu/ up & be do+1 f %e] torture1 fly+ to "o rem$y aft] ano!r till he gets to "w1 & s f9ds di/raction1 solace1 pres5tly com=t1 &1 aft] a :ile1 look+ yet high]1 hope1 happ9ess1 & rew>d4 8,self1 inde$6 ,he is fa9 to =get self1 because t !re) is b\nd up s mu*1 x w\ld drive him mad to rememb]2 & ?us sorr[-taught1 he m]ges 8 own id5tity 9 ! community ( :i* he is b an atom1 tak+ 8 fir/ /ep1 ?\gh at a humble & immeasurable di/ance1 9 ! sacr$ track ( self-sacrifice1 on :i*1 aft] m ?an eighte5 hundr$ ye>s1 ! footpr9ts are /ill fre%1 /ill ineffaceable4 ,wa/e1 =soo?6 ,let him weep 8 he>t out if he w6 ,i tell y t ! deep] ! furr[s are scor$1 ! heavi] %all be ! h>ve/1 ! ri*] ! g>n]$ gra94 ,i tell y1 n a te> falls b x f]tilises "s b>r5 spot1 f :i* h]eaft] %all come up ! fre% v]dure ( an et]nal spr+ 9 t region #8,:]e !re's fruit 9 ! g>d5s ( heav51 f ! hope t on e>? 0 betray$2 ,:]e !re's re/ = ! s\l1 life-we>i$1 t ha? /riv51 & suff]$1 & pray$4' 8,i'm r tir$4 ,i won't discuss ! "q any fur!r4 ,i'll g back into my cupbo>d1 if y please4 ,good-night60 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,,?r\gh ,,! ,,mill ,mo/ p are a%am$ ( _! skeletons1 hid+ !m up 9 _! respective cupbo>ds z ?\gh ! v own]%ip 7 a degradation--allud+ to !m1 p]haps1 occasionally 9 ! dome/ic circle1 b ignor+ !m utt]ly be=e ! _w--a _w t kn[s all ab\t !m ! :ile1--t has weigh$ _! skulls1 c\nt$ _! ribs1 & c tell ! v recesses 9 :i* !y are kept4 ,n[1 9 my op9ion1 to take y\r skeleton out & air him on occasion1 is v good = bo? ( y4 ,x br+s him to 8 prop] dim5sions1 :i* are apt to become gigantic if he is hidd5 too scrupul\sly 9 ! d>k1 & x af=ds opportunities = comp>ison ) o!r specim5s ( ! same nature ent]ta9$ by rival proprietors 9 ! l9e4 ,if ,i kept m9e1 z "s d1 9 close conf9em5t1 ,i %\ld be 9 a cont9ual fidget ab\t 8 safety2 above all1 ,i %\ld dread 8 break+ out at unt[>d seasons1 :5 he 0 lea/ expect$1 & lea/ desir$4 ,b 8,bones & ,i0 h no cause to be a%am$ ( ea* o!r4 ,!re is no disgrace nor discom=t atta*$ to ei!r ( u 9 our *e]ful companion%ip4 ,he is good en\gh to express satisfaction ) 8 pres5t lodg+1 & ev5 affirms t he f9ds x airy & commodi\s1 z comp>$ ) 8 la/2 :ile x is a real pleasure to me1 liv+ z ,i d s mu* alone1 to h a quiet1 intellig5t companion1 ) :om ,i c discuss ! diff]5t phases ( exi/5ce1 speculative & real1--! s[] :o nev] reaps--! fools :o are full ( bread1 roses = "o1 ?orns = ano!r2 "h ov]-ripe fruit1 !re grapes s\r1 ?\gh by no means out ( rea*2 successful b[s drawn at a v5ture1 well-aim$ %afts t nev] atta9 ! m>k1 impossible hopes1 unavail+ regrets--! baseless mirage ( ! ,future1 & ! b>r5 reality ( ! ,pa/4 ,x 0 cold] la/ night4 ,! w9d 0 gett+ up 9 ^? fitful h[ls :i* d5ote ! comm5cem5t ( a two-days' gale2 ve]+ besides f ea/ by nor? to ea/ nor!a/4 ,s we made fa/ ! %utt]s1 /irr$ ! fire1 & drew our *airs 9 = a com=table *at4 ,some?+ 9 ! s\nd ( t wak+ blu/]] out ( doors recall$ to me1 ,i "k n :y1 ! image ( a good %ip1 _m long ye>s ago1 beat+ on ! wide ,atlantic aga9/ a head-w9d1 t seem$ to baffle h] ! m = e plunge %e made4 ,no /eam _h %e to help h] /ruggle aga9/ ! elem5ts2 t\gh hemp1 pat*$ canvas1 & sp>s z yet unsprung1 7 all h] reliance2 & ^! /ra9$1 flapp$1 & creak$ to "s purpose :ile %e battl$ foot by foot to lie h] c\rse4 ,aga9 ,i seem$ to wat* ! d>k wave race by our qu>t]1 ) its leap+ cre/ ( foam1 ! trickl+ deck1 ! batt5$ hold1 ! div+ b[sprit1 ! dripp+ sp>s1 ! soak+ canvas1 ) its r[ ( reef-po9ts l ! notes on a music-score4 ,& ! grey1 sull5 curta9 ( mi/ & ra91 walk+ on ! wat]s1 ne>]1 ne>]1 till x da%$ its ne$le-po9t$ drops into my face4 ,aga9 ,i look$ admir+ly on ! m5 at ! :eel1 ) _! pea-jackets1 glaz$ hats1 sea-go+ mits1 ke51 w>y glances1 & m9ute wr9kles ab\t ! eyes4 ,aga9 ,i he>d ! pleasant voice ( ! brave/1 *e]ie/ skipp] t ev] /ood five feet two1 & weigh$ fifte5 /one1 :ile he acco/$ me ) 8 8,dirty wea!r1 sir1 & looks sulky to w9dw>d /ill4 ,makes h] drive piles1 z we say1 & speak ,spani% ab\t ! b[s2 b %e behaves beautifully6 ,bless y1 %e likes x6 ,yes1 ,i expect we %all h x hott] & heavi] too1 aft] sund[n4 ,a head-w9d1 no d\bt4 ,i've j be5 jott+ (f ! reckon+2 y'll f9d ! *>t bel[1 9 my cab94 ,we've made a long] leg ?an common on ! />bo>d tack4 ,i've left a p5cil-m>k at ! exact spot :]e we w5t ab\t4 ,/eady1 m50 7?is to ! glaz$ hats74 8,luff1 & be d----d to y6 ,c't ye see x com+80 ,s ,i w5t bel[ & conn$ ! capta9's *>t ?\ghtfully en\gh1 comp>+ our great exp5diture ( en]gy ) ! small results atta9$1 & wond]+ h[ we 7 ev] to make our port at la/4 ,! sc5e ?us conjur$ up awoke its correspond+ fancies4 8,h y nev] reflect$10 said ,i1 8on ! utt] fallacy ( t ,fr5* prov]b :i* affirms1 #8,ce n'e/ que le premi] pas qui cote'8 ,unless inde$ x ref]s to immorality1 ! d[nw>d c>e] ( :i* beats ! roll+ /one ( ,sisyphus 9 a cant]4 ,b on all o!r j\rneys ?r\gh life1 x seems to me t n only ! fir/ /eps1 b ! fir/ leagues1 are int5sely labori\s & unsatisfactory4 ,disappo9tm5t lies 9 wait at e mile/one1 & ! travell] feels tir$ already ere he has rea*$ ! cre/ ( ! fir/ hill4 ,all cr[ns1 ,i grant y1 l ^? ( ! ,i/hmian ,games1 are m]e p>sley at be/2 b 9 ^! days no competitor ev] w9s t wor?less head-dress till he is s bald t common dec5cy dem&s a cov]+4 ,:]e are ! heav5-born /atesm5 n[1 to rule ! de/9ies ( cont95ts at tw5ty-six8 ! g5]als & admirals1 :o became _w-wide h]oes )9 t5 ye>s ( corporal puni%m5t at s*ool8 ! poets full-fl$g$ 9 immortality be=e _! :isk]s 7 gr[n8 ,:]e1 9 %ort1 w y po9t me out a s+le in/ance ( any individual atta9+ fame until 8 ze/ = x has pass$ away--w9n+ 8 p$e/al till 8 poor legs are too tir$ to /& /raight !reon--mak+ 8 =tune till he is too old to enjoy x2 or1 inde$1 gett+ any?+ he wants :5 he wants x8 ,laz>us has no d9n]--,dives has no appetite--,/ruggl]1 :o ?9ks he has bo?1 is sure to be kept wait+ t extra half-h\r1 :i* sick5s him1 & f9ds he c't eat 8 s\p :5 x comes6 8,:at up-hill "w x is1 t beg9n+ ( ! pilgrimage4 ,& h[ confid5tly we />t 9 ! glori\s ignorance ( y\?1 heads erect1 backs /raight5$1 foot/eps spr++ l a de]1 ) an utt] disreg>d ( w>n+1 a sov]eign contempt = advice4 ,l myself1 ,i d\bt n y h scal$ _m a hill1 ev5 :5 y c>ri$ m fle% ?an y d n[4 ,don't y rememb]1 9 ! cle>1 pure m\nta9 air1 h[ ne> ! top look$ f ! valley d[n bel[8 ,don't y rememb] h[1 ab\t noonday1 /ill full ( /r5g? & _s1 ?\gh hav+ done a /alw>t spell ( "w1 y spi$ ! ridge t y 7 conv9c$ mu/ be y\r goal1 & /ra9$ on1 pant+1 heat$1 lab\r+1 yet exultant1 because success 0 s ne>ly )9 y\r grasp8 ,a few m /rides--hurrah6 y\r *9 is level ) ! ridge1 & lo6 !re is ano!r precisely simil> to be surm\nt$ at ab\t ! same angle & ! same di/ance4 ,n yet disc\rag$1 only a little />tl$ & annoy$2 till ano!r & ano!r h be5 ga9$1 & s surprise becomes disappo9tm5t1 vexation1 misgiv+1 discomfiture1 & la/ly1 b to ! /ronge/ natures1 despair6 ,ev5 ) ^!1 :5 ! real summit has be5 at l5g? atta9$1 all _! long-look$-= enjoym5t resolves itself into ! negative satisfaction ( re/2 & = "o :o ?us arrives exhau/$ at 8 de/9ation1 ?9k h[ _m a footsore1 quiv]+1 way-we>i$ w&]] mu/ lie out all night %elt]less1 on ! b>r51 w9d-swept hill4 8,x seems t ! process1 t]m$ at ,newm>ket #8putt+ a race-horse ?r\gh ! mill1' is practis$ ) ! human subject till he has le>n$ ! di%e>t5+ lesson t lab\r pu%$ to exhau/ion bord]s on pa9--t he>tbreak+ ef=ts1 :ile !y l[] ! tone ( our :ole sy/em1 are apt to de/roy ! v effici5cy !y are int5d$ to enhance4 ,i h he>d good judges affirm t ev5 at ,newm>ket !y are apt to ov]tra9 _! horses4 ,d y n ?9k t we1 too1 %\ld run ! race ( life on bett] t]ms 7 we n put s pitilessly #8?r\gh ! mill'80 ,"h my companion all[$ himself a mild ge/ure ( diss5t1 clasp+ 8 bony f+]s ov] 8 knott$ knees1 z if prep>$ to g into ! subject at l5g?4 8,y are "o ( ^? p10 said he1 8:o seem to ?9k ! _w is int5d$ = a place ( un9t]rupt$ re/ & enjoym5t--a sort ( #8,fiddl]'s ,gre51' z sailors t]m _! p>adise1 :]e x is to be #8be] & skittles' e day & all day long4 ,y w\ld h no #8small end to ! horn1' z my fri5ds ov] ! wat] say2 & :at sort ( music d y ?9k y c\ld bl[ out ( x8 ,y w\ld h food )\t hung]1 re/ )\t lab\r1 en]gy )\t ef=t4 ,y w\ld be always go+ d[n-hill1 in/ead ( up4 ,& ?9k :]e y\r j\rney w\ld end at la/6 ,y object to ! mill1 y say1 & yet x is t same process ( gr9d+ :i* conv]ts ! gra9 into fl\r fit = bread4 ,look at ! untri$ man1 ! y\? emb>k+ on 8 c>e]1 va91 ignorant1 sangu9e1 ov]-confid5t1 prejudic$4 ,h[ is he to le>n 8 own p[]s1 8 capabilities ( endurance1 8 en]gy "u difficulties1 above all1 8 read9ess ( res\rce1 save by repeat$ disappo9tm5t & rev]se8 ,y h allud$ to /atesm51 comm&]s1 & poets1 :o1 9 sev5-leagu$ boots1 z x 71 rea*$ ! top ( ! hill at "o /ride4 ,b ,pitt's 0 an abnormal temp]am5t--a grey head ^u gre5 %\ld]s--an old man's he>t beat+ its regul> pulsations )9 ! sl5d] compass ( a "y man's wai/coat4 ,nelson's *ivalr\s & romantic disposition pres]v$ him f ! ov]we5+ vanity & self-e/eem t might h be5 look$ = z ! result ( su* brilliant a*ievem5ts at s e>ly an age4 ,8 mad1 absorb+ passion1 too1 may h scor$ _m a furr[ 9 ! h]o's he>t1 :ile 8 "y br[ rema9$ smoo? & fair z m>ble4 #8,on vieillit bi5tt sur le *amp de bataille6' & ! fir/ ,napoleon's aphorism holds good no sur] on ! field ( hon\r ?an 9 ! li/s ( love4 ,%elley's fate 0 sc>cely an enviable "o2 & did y l ,byron any bett] aft] y _h read 8 lett]s & le>n$ ! demoralis+ effects1 ev5 on su* g5ius z 81 ( temples cr[n$ by an immortal ,fame1 ere yet ! be>d _h spr\t$ on 8 *98 8,alex&] ( ,mac$on1 inde$1 conqu]$ ! _w be=e he 0 ?irty1 &--drank himself to dea? ere he _h rea*$ 8 prime6 8,! fact t he does n c>e "o /raw ab\t x1 is ! v antidote to pres]ve a man f ! subtle poison ( success4 ,he :o has be5 long climb+ ! ladd] f9ds t :5 he looks ov] ! p>apet all s5se ( elevation & consequ5t gidd9ess is gone4 ,:atev] o!rs may ?9k1 to 8 own p]ceptions he is on a level ) ! re/ ( 8 k9d--c judge ( !m1 & = !m1 f ! same po9t ( view2 &1 m important /ill1 exp]i5ces no misgiv+s t he may topple d[n & break 8 neck4 ,ambition is a glori\s lure1 no d\bt1 tempt+ ! climb] to noble ef=ts1 skilful1 vigor\s1 & well-su/a9$4 ,b :5 he has rea*$ ! fanci$ re/+-place s ard5tly desir$1 :at does he f9d8 ,a ke5] air1 a scanti] foo?old1 a s5try-box in/ead ( a fea!r-b$1 a /]n necessity = fur!r ex]tion1 :]e he expect$ indulg5ce & enjoym5t & repose4 8,duty is a cold-ey$ monitress1 res]v$1 inflexible1 sev]e2 ,ambition1 a high-born lady1 haughty1 caprici\s1 unfeel+1 l ^? da9ty dames ( old patrician ,rome1 #8,:o 9 ,cor9?ian mirrors _! own pr\d smiles behold2 ,:o brea! ( ,capuan od\rs1 & %9e 9 ,spani% gold2' ,pleasure1 a laugh+1 lavi% c\rtesan1 gay1 gaudy1 ?\ghtless1 slave to ! impression ( ! h\r4 ,?is la/ y may buy at y\r w = a h&ful ( silv]1 or1 at mo/1 a tal5t ( gold2 & !re are few1 alas6 :o h n le>n$ h[ soon h] false smile palls ^u ! fancy1 h] pa9t$ *eek gr[s irksome to ! eye4 ,! second y mu/ woo1 ) _m a /eal?y foot/ep1 _m a cr++ b[1 (f]+ at h] %r9e tru?1 hon\r1 self-respect1 to f9d1 if y are s =tunate z n to be disc>d$ l a pair ( worn-out gloves1 t y h only ga!r$ a nut )\t a k]nel1 aft] all4 ,= ! fir/1 y mu/ s]ve z ,jacob s]v$1 ?r\gh long ye>s ( lab\r1 pati5ce1 & self-d5ial2 b :5 y h won y\r ,ra*el at la/1 %e discloses = y all h] glori\s1 unfad+ beauty1 cleav+ to y1 true & con/ant1 ?r\gh good & evil1 ! w>m? & com=t ( y\r he>?1 ! light ( y\r happy home4 8,:5 ! c\rtesan has be5 paid (f & dismiss$ 9 e>ly y\?1 ! haughty lady woo$ ?r\gh long ye>s ( manhood1 & won1 to be despis$1 9 middle life1 ?is is ! goddess y claim to be y\r bride1 & once w$d$1 y w nev] leave h] till y die4 8,! ,i/hmian cr[n 0 inde$ wov5 f humble p>sley1 b d y ?9k x c\ld h borne a high] value _h e leaf consi/$ ( beat5 gold8 ,:i* w\ld y r we>1 ! bronze ,victoria ,cross1 or ! ,/> & ,ribbon ( ! ,g>t]8 ,dep5d ^u x1 t to ! "y *ampion ( ! games1 flu%$1 exult+1 tread+ ^u air1 t vegetable coronal repres5t$ ev]y?+ mo/ desirable & preci\s 9 e>? or heav54 ,no2 x is ! old exp]i5c$ a?lete1 ! w9n] ( a ?\s& prizes1 :o has le>n$ ! intr9sic value ( ! article1 & :o kn[s t its wor? consi/s n 9 itself1 nor ev5 9 ! victory x repres5ts1 b 9 ! /r5g? ( frame1 ! spe$ ( foot atta9$ by tra9+ = its pursuit4 ,f _m a long summ]'s day ( toil & ab/95ce1 f pant+ lungs & a*+ muscles1 f br[s cov]$ ) sweat1 & feet ) du/1 he has wre/$ ! endurance ( ! camel1 ! /r5g? ( ! ox1 & ! footfall ( ! de]4 ,does he grudge 8 pa/ lab\r8 ,n he1 ?ankful t he has be5 #8?r\gh ! mill4' 8,i grant y ! process is n entirely pleasant2 ,i grant y t ef=t is ) _m m5 a s5sation ( discom=t almo/ am\nt+ to pa92 t self-d5ial is v difficult to mo/1 disappo9tm5t simply disgu/+ to all4 ,:5 ! body feels we>y1 ! bra9 ov]task$1 we are apt to ?9k ! meal is be+ bolt$ too f9e1 ! gr9d+ becom+ unnecess>ily sev]e2 above all1 :5 t pitiless mill/one comes cru%+ d[n ^u ! he>t1 & p\nds x to p[d]1 we cry al\d 9 our agony1 & prote/ t no sorr[ 0 ev] s unbe>able z ours4 ,:at mole work+ und]gr\nd is s bl9d z humanity to its own good8 ,:y1 t same gr9d+ to p[d] is ! only means by :i* ! da9tie/ fl\r c be obta9$4 ,! f9e/ nature1 l ! true/ /eel1 mu/ be temp]$ 9 ! hotte/ furnace2 s mu* caloric w\ld be ?r[n away on an inf]ior metal4 ,capacity = suff]+ inf]s also capacity = a*ievem5t2 & :o w\ld grudge ! pa9 ab\t 8 br[s1 :5 x rem9d$ him he 0 we>+ an imp]ial cr[n8 8,soon] or lat] ! process mu/ be und]gone by all4 ,) "s x goes on ?r\gh a lifetime2 o!rs get ! wor/ ( x ov] 9 a few ye>s4 ,"o man may h done ) x altoge!r be=e 8 /r5g? ( m9d or body has fail$ ) decl9+ age-- #8,dum nova canities--dum prima et recta s5ectus4' 8,8 neighb\r may h "o foot 9 ! grave be=e ! gra9 has be5 ?or\ghly purg$ & sift$1 & ref9$ to its pure/ quality1 b ?r\gh ! mill he mu/ pass4 ,x is j z mu* a necessity ( humanity z hung] or ?ir/1 or sorr[ or decay4 ,!re is no escape4 ,h[ev] long protract$1 x is inexorable1 unavoidable1 & effectual1 = #8,?\gh ! mills ( ,god gr9d sl[ly1 ,yet !y gr9d exce$+ small4'0 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,,g\rds ,s ,jonah 0 exce$+ glad ( ! ,g\rd4 ,i c und]/& 8 feel+s p]fectly4 ,does x n happ5 to mo/ ( u1 at lea/ once 9 a lifetime1 ?us to be 8exce$+ glad ( ! ,g\rd10 & 9 n9ety-n9e cases out ( a hundr$ ) ! same result8 8,nil viol5tum e/ p]petuum40 ,s surely z x comes up 9 a night1 s surely mu/ x )] 9 a day4 ,y h be5 9 a hot climate8 ,i don't int5d any disagreeable allusion1 ,i mean ! tropics1 ,i give y my hon\r6 ,d y n rememb] ! delight ( gett+ out ( y\r t5t1 or 8boo?0 z we /ill call !m at our village m]ry-mak+s1 to sit "u any?+ l a tree or %rub1 :]e1 %ad$ f ! sun1 y c\ld cat* ! welcome brea? ( e breeze t blew8 ,! ,fr5* (fic]s 9 ! ,crimea us$ to build = !mselves trellis$ out-h\ses ( bran*es int]lac$1 swe>+ volubly ! :ile1 & appe>+ to d]ive f ^! b[]s no small com=t & refre%m5t4 ,i c imag9e ! a/oni%m5t ( 8mon lieut5ant0 :51 on wak+ 9 8 t5t1 he %\ld h discov]$1 l 8,jack & ! ,bean/alk10 t "o ( ^! _h sprung up = him1 unsolicit$1 9 a night4 ,h[ he w\ld h />$1 & %rugg$1 & ge/iculat$1 & curs$ 8 /> ) less asp]ity1 & be5 8exce$+ glad ( ! ,g\rd60 ,!y are ( _m k9ds1 ^! excresc5ces t gr[ up ) su* m>vell\s cel]ity to af=d u an int5se & illusive delight2 b !y all resemble _! prototype at ,n9eveh1 9 s f> t1 ere ! se$ has yet g]m9at$1 ! worm is already prep>$ :i* %all smite ! g\rd1 & cause x to )] away4 ,!re 7 hundr$s ( !m %ot to gigantic dim5sions & explod$ ) ! ,s\? ,sea bubble ( ! la/ c5tury4 ,?\s&s ow$ _! bir? & disappe>ance to ! railway fev] ( five-&-tw5ty ye>s ago4 ,n a few 7 call$ into exi/5ce by a blockade ( ! ,s\!rn ports1 dur+ ! late w> ( op9ion 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 & de/roy$ by its susp5sion at ! peace4 ,x seems to be a law 9 ! moral z 9 ! physical _w t ! endurance ( ?+s mu/ be 9 proportion to ! l5g? ( "t requir$ to br+ !m to maturity4 ,! oak is said to be ?ree hundr$ ye>s 9 arriv+ at its prime1 & t its vig\r is /ill unimpair$ aft] a ?\s& *anges ( foliage we h ocul> demon/ration 9 _m p>ts ( ,engl&2 :ile ! mu/>d-&-cress1 :i* c be rais$ 9 tw5ty m9utes on a squ>e ( flannel dipp$ 9 hot wat]1 wa/es & )]s away 9 an h\r4 ,! same 9 ! animal creation4 ,l ,m9]va f ! bra9 ( ,jove1 ! butt]fly spr+s into its sunny exi/5ce1 w+$1 arm$1 & clo!d 9 gorge\s app>el1 all at once2 b :5 ! night-breeze %akes ! p]fume f y\r g>d5-fl[]s1 & ! ev5+ bank ( cl\ds is com+ up f ! we/1 y look = t ephem]al ma/]piece 9 va94 ,n[ ! elephant only atta9s 8 majority1 s to speak1 :5 betwe5 =ty & fifty ye>s ( age2 !re=e he has h>dly become an 8old rogue0 at two hundr$1 & ! id5tical proboscis t salut$ ,clyde1 or curl$ r\nd ! cru%$ rema9s ( ,tippoo ,sahib's victims1 is to-day l[]$ 9 hon\r ( our own jeunesse dore1 ) :om a run ?r\gh ,briti% ,india is consid]$ little m ( an exp$ition ?an a jaunt into ,wel% ,wales4 ,corn>o1 if ,i rememb] "r1 fixes ! normal duration ( life1 9 ! ,mammalia1 at a t]m ( five times ! numb] ( ye>s requir$ to rea* _! prime4 ,?us a dog1 he says1 comes to maturity at two1 & lives till t52 a horse at five1 & lives till five-&-tw5ty2 &1 argu+ by analogy1 a man1 :o only atta9s 8 full /r5g? at tw5ty-?ree or f\r1 %\ld n1 !re=e1 if he l$ a natural & rational life1 succumb till he _h arriv$ at a hundr$ & fifte5 or tw5ty ye>s4 ,=bid x1 ,atropos6 = _! sakes z well z ours4 ,?9k ( ! old fogies1 n[ suffici5tly num]\s1 :o w\ld ov]fl[ ! clubs6 ,?9k1 :5 x came to our own turn1 ( ! numb]s ( ,g\rds we %\ld h rais$1 outliv$1 buri$1 b1 alas6 n =gott54 8,a f9e old man1 sir60 said "o ( ! be/ judges ( human nature t ev] fa!r$ a prov]b4 8,!re's no su* ?+4 ,if 8 head or 8 he>t _h be5 wor? any?+1 !y w\ld h worn him out ye>s ago60 8,y h got (f ! subject z usual10 object$ ,bones1 8& are tr5*+ on a topic ( :i* y are f> less qualifi$ to speak ?an myself4 ,:at d y "k ab\t ! duration ( life1 ! ceaseless we>-&-te>1 ! gradual decay1 ! la/ flick]s ( ! c&le1 leap+ up1 "t aft] "t1 ) delusive /r5g?1 until x goes out once = all8 ,y c tell :]e ,noah 01 b d y "k :]e ! c&le w5t to :5 x left ! great sea-capta9 9 ! d>k8 ,n y6 ,nev] m9d1 don't fret1 y w f9d out "s day sure en\gh1 & be z wise z #8,tullus1 ,ancus1 good ,eneas1' & ! re/ ( u6 ,9 ! meantime /ick to y\r text4 ,! morbid _s possesses y1 & well ,i "k x w only come out ( ! man ) mu* talk+4 ,if x does y any good1 nev] m9d me--fire away6 ,tell u some?+ m ab\t ! ,g\rd1 & ! worm t smote x4 ,t is :at y are driv+ at1 ,i feel sure40 8#8,morbid6'0 ,i repeat$1 some:at indignantly4 8,& :y morbid1 ,i %\ld l to "k8 ,a man takes 8 /&1 z y & ,i d1 outside (1 & ap>t f1 ! circl+1 %ift+ mass ( 8 fell[-creatures1 & makes 8 own obs]vations1 un9flu5c$ by _! clam\r1 _! cu/oms1 _! ridicul\s prejudices & op9ions1 confid+ ^? obs]vations unres]v$ly to "o :o %\ld1 ex (ficio inde$1 be entirely free f ! e>?ly trammels t cumb] lib]al discussion 9 g5]al society1 & he is to be call$ morbid1 =soo?6 ,x 0 only "o ( y\r gha/ly je/s1 0 x8 ,en\gh6 ,i am satisfi$4 ,!re c be no bone ( cont5tion--,i mean no subject ( dispute--betwe5 y & me--we h n ! gho/ ( a reason--,i mean ! %ad[ ( a cause--= disagreem5t4 ,i confess my weakness3 ,i own to a fatal t5d5cy to digression4 ,"o ?\ght leads to ano!r1 & !y foll[ 9 a /r+1 l wild geese1 or heirs ( entail1 #8velut unda sup]v5it undam4' ,by ! way1 ?is v subject1 ! association ( ideas1 op5s up a b\ndless field = speculation4 ,b ,i refra9--,i return to my ,g\rd--,i am back 9 ,n9eveh ) ! prophet once m4 ,n9eveh1 9 its imp]ial spl5d\r1 gorge\s 9 ,ea/]n col\r+1 sublime ) ,ea/]n magnific5ce1 glitt]+ ) ,ea/]n decorations--solemn1 gloomy1 & gigantic2 gr& 9 ! massive dignity ( size1 w+$ bulls hewn f ! solid rock gu>d ! long p]spective ( a ?\s& av5ues1 lead+ to palaces t rise1 ti] ^u ti]1 into ! gl[+ sky4 ,lavi% pr(usion--m>ble1 & bronze1 & gold--gleams & dazzles & fla%es 9 ! /reets4 ,! palm-tree b5ds h] graceful head e>?w>d2 ! aloe aims h] angry spikes at heav52 ! camel1 ) meek appeal+ eyes1 seems to prote/ aga9/ ! bales ( co/ly m]*&ise ) :i* its back is pil$2 ! :ite elephant 9 sc>let trapp+s1 /olid & sagaci\s1 /&s pati5t1 wait+ = its "l2 ?rongs ( dusky1 half-nak$ ,asiatics pass to & fro along ! bak+ causeways2 l\d bleat+s ( %eep1 l[+s ( ox51 cries ( p>*$1 ?ir/y animals res\nd 9 ! suburbs2 :ile ov] all a ,s\!rn sun blazes d[n ) scor*+ fury1 & an ea/ w9d (f ! ,des]t comes blu/]+ 91 hot & /ifl+1 l a bla/ f hell4 8,s ! prophet is #8exce$+ glad ( 8 ,g\rd4' ,he w re/ 9 its %ade2 he w look pitifully on ! broil+ pass]s-by2 he w hug himself 9 t s5se ( com=t :i* human nature1 alas6 is too apt to exp]i5ce f ! v fact t o!rs are 9 a worse condition ?an its own2 b ev5 :ile he ?us rejoices1 ! worm has done its "w--! ,g\rd is )]$ up1 ! sirocco suffocates 8 lungs1 ! sun beats on 8 head1 &1 l ! re/ ( u :5 we lose t :i* we *oose to consid] ! "o ?+ ess5tial to our happ9ess1 he %[s ! :ite fea!r on ! spot1 & says1 #8,x is bett] = me to die ?an to live4' 8,dea? nev] seems to come = ^? :o wi% x--?\gh p]haps if ! ,great ,lib]ator felt b\nd to appe> e "t he 0 invok$1 ! cry might n be rais$ q s (t54 ,:o is !re t has n b[$ 8 head 9 mis]y1 & wond]$ :e!r he c\ld be s wret*$ any:]e else z "h1 9 ! mock+ sunlight1 ) 8 ,g\rd )]$ be=e 8 face8 ,x is gone--gone4 ,see6 ,!re is ! v spot on :i* x /ood b ye/]day1 s gre51 s fre%1 s full ( life1 s ri* 9 promise6 ,& to-day--a blank6 ,x seems impossible6 ,ay1 t is p]haps ! wor/ ( ! suff]+--t numb$1 /upefi$ /ate1 :i* refuses = a "t to grasp ! ext5t ( its affliction--t p]v]se & c[>dly in/9ct :i* cl+s to a ?read t x yet kn[s is :olly sev]$--:i* turns ev5 ,hope to a curse1 because x makes h] a b> to resignation4 ,few ( u c boa/ m c\rage ?an ,jonah :5 ! ,g\rd is fairly )]$ away4 8,= "o x has be5 ri*es1 p]haps1 compris+ luxury1 position1 v>iety--all ! advantages t spr+ f an abundance ( worldly goods4 ,"s f9e morn+1 ,=tune1 #8ludem insol5tem lud]e p]t9ax1' gives h] w+s a %ake1 spreads !m1 & flits away2 leav+ 9 h] place hagg>d ,want1 gaunt ,ru91 bailiffs 9 ! draw+-room1 furniture ticket$ = sale up-/airs4 ,! *ildr5's rock+-horse1 ! wife's pian(orte1 all ! well-kn[n trifles ( daily use & ornam5t1 mu/ be ca/ into ! *asm1 z ! ,romans ?rew _! effects into t awkw>d r5t 9 ! ,=um4 ,& ! ma/] ( ! h\sehold is =tunate if he be n compell$1 l ,curtius1 to leap 9 aft] 8 goods4 ,8 fri5ds are a/oni%$1 & bless !mselves4 ,8 relations _h pr$ict$ ! cata/rophe long ago4 ,^!1 ( c\rse1 turn _! backs on him1 incont95tly1 f motives ( self-respect1 no d\bt1 b a few ( ! =m]1 su* z _h pr(ess$ to love him lea/1 l5d a help+ h&4 ,nev]!less1 ! ,g\rd is )]$1 & ! man1 fa9t & sick unto dea?1 only wi%es 8 h\r 0 come & he might lie d[n to be at re/4 8,or x has be5 a *ild--,god =bid x %\ld h be5 an only "o6 ,"s gold5-head$ d>l+ t us$ to patt] d[n-/airs ) y e morn+ to breakfa/1 & /& at y\r elb[ e night aft] d9n]4 ,^: danc+ eyes nev] met y\r own b ) ! m]ry1 saucy1 confid+ glances t seldom outla/ a fif? bir?day1 & to :om y c\ld no m h said an unk9d ^w ?an y c\ld cut (f y\r "r h&4 ,ye/]day x 0 *as+ butt]flies across ! lawn1 & y c>ri$ x y\rself ) laugh+ triumph1 rosy1 happy1 & hungry1 9 to tea4 ,b ! worm _h begun its "w1 ev5 !n4 ,?is morn+ y miss$ ! glad little voice at breakfa/1 &1 look+ at ! jam on ! table1 a sad misgiv+1 /ifl$ z soon z born1 %ot ?r\gh y l a knife4 ,x 0 pitiful to wat* all day1 9 ! nurs]y1 by ! little b$1--to see ! gold5 head ly+ s li/less1 ! *ubby h&s s wax5 & /ill1 ! heavy lids droop+ s we>ily ov] ! blue eyes t yet %one ) a light y nev] saw 9 !m be=e4 ,!re rose a mi/ to dim y\r own :5 ! pati5t little voice ask$ g5tly1 #8,is t papa8'--& notic+ two or ?ree neglect$ play?+s on ! c\nt]pane1 y walk$ to ! w9d[ & wept4 8,s ! aft]noon wore on1 & ! doctor came1 & !re 0 cruel hope & tortur+ susp5se1 & a wr5* t s /upefi$ y1 x is difficult to rememb] any?+ cle>ly aft]w>ds1 ?\gh y h a dim p]ception ( a pair ( scissors sev]+ "s gold5 curls1 :ile nurse w5t d[n on h] knees to pray4 8,& at sund[n y walk out into y\r g>d5 along ! v pa? t br\ght y bo? home ye/]day1 b y walk l a man 9 a dream1 = r++ 9 y\r e>s is ! wail t 0 he>d ( old 9 ,ramah1 & y "k y\r d>l+ is ) ! angels1 wond]+ feebly :y t k _c console y m4 8,or p]haps y\r ,g\rd 0 #8only a woman's love6'--n a gr[?1 c]ta9ly1 h[ev] exub]ant1 on :i* a wise man %\ld place s mu* dep5d5ce z on lignum vit1 = in/ance1 or he>t-(-oak4 ,b1 s f> z ,i c see1 ei!r wise m5 d n fall 9 love1 or !y all[ wisdom to slip out ( _! grasp 9 ! v act ( mak+ t fatal /umble4 ,s1 9 defiance ( all !ory1 w>n+1 & practical exp]i5ce1 y may h congratulat$ y\rself ) insane vehem5ce on ! upspr++ ( ?is delicate exotic1 & look$ =w>d to ! pass+ ( _m happy h\rs "u its %ade4 ,y %ut y\r eyes wilfully1 ( c\rse1 to ! obvi\s fact t y nev] are happy1 ev5 :5 9 full accompli%m5t ( y\r wi%es y /ret* y\r lazy l5g? at ! feet ( y\r ,g\rd4 ,!re is sure to be an insect t /+s1 or a sunbeam t dazzles1 or a cold w9d 9 ! nape ( y\r neck4 ,nev]!less1 ! vegetable1 s long z x exi/s1 is n only ! delight ( y\r he>t1 b ! v su/5ance ( y\r bra94 ,t is ! fatal "p ( ! disease4 ,y\r ,g\rd connects itself ) ev]y?+ y ?9k1 or d1 or say1 spread+ h] roots1 z x 71 ov] e foot ( l& y possess1 %utt+ out e>?'s horizon ) h] sl5d] /em1 &1 worse ?an all1 pok+ h] da9ty head betwe5 y & heav54 8,!n1 :5 %e )]s up--a disappo9tm5t :i*1 to d h] ju/ice1 %e is capable ( inflict+ 9 ! lovelie/ wea!r & at ! %orte/ notice--y f9d to y\r dismay t1 ) h]1 all ! fair side ( creation has )]$ too4 ,!re is no m fre%ness 9 ! mead[s1 no m promise 9 ! smile ( spr+4 ,! sc5t is gone f ! g>d5-fl[]s1 ! music f ! song ( birds4 ,summ]'s vivid gl[ has fad$1 & ! russet ( autumn is no long] edg$ ) gold4 ,hope's rosy hues h ceas$ to t+e ! morn+1 & ! glory has dep>t$ f noonday4 8,l ,jonah1 y #8d well to be angry6' & x is well = y if y c be v angry inde$4 ,t /imulant w d m to heal y\r w\nd ov] ?an any o!r rem$y ,i c ?9k (1 except ! plant+ ( a fre% se$l+ to await ano!r failure2 b ,god help y if y\rs is a nature less susceptible ( wra? ?an ( sorr[6 ,if y are brave1 g5]\s1 =giv+1 confid+1 #8,je v\s en fais mon complim5t6' ,!re is no m to be said4 ,:]e y\r ,g\rd grew1 no?+ gre5 w ev] spr+ up aga96 ,:at say y1 ,bones8 ,i ?9k y & ,i are well out ( ! :ole ?+60 ,he wav$ 8 fle%less h& g5tly1 ) ! ge/ure ( "o :o puts f him "s dim & di/ant recollection4 8,!re is a bitt] flav\r10 said he1 8ab\t t rem>k :i* ,i %\ld h>dly h expect$1 & :i* is by no means to my ta/e4 ,y & ,i c surely af=d to look at ^! ?+s f a compreh5sive1 philosophical1 & indulg5t po9t ( view4 ,no m ,g\rds are likely to gr[ = ei!r ( u2 & al?\gh y\r /yle ( figure is1 p]haps1 less entitl$ to defy ! worm ?an m9e1 yet ,i ?9k y h b little to fe> f ! k9d :i* caus$ su* an outbreak ( temp] 9 ! disgu/$ prophet4 ,! :ole /ory ( ! ,g\rd1 ,i ne$ n po9t out to y1 is a lesson4 ,x 0 int5d$ z a lesson = ,jonah1 x is int5d$ z a lesson = ourselves4 ,=give me = obs]v+ t y seem to h entirely lo/ ! po9t ( x1 &1 z usual 9 our discussions1 y h sacrific$ argum5t to declamation4 ,x is weak1 ( c\rse1 to be too mu* delight$ ) ! ,g\rd1 x is c[>dly to be too mu* afraid ( ! worm1 b----0 8,!re is "o k9d ( worm ,i am horribly afraid (10 ,i int]rupt$1 = ,i admit ,i 0 a little nettl$ & out ( temp]4 8,& t80 he ask$1 ) ! c\rtesy :i* di/+ui%es 8 mann] "u all circum/ances4 8,is ! bor]-worm60 ,i repli$1 brutally en\gh2 & ,i am afraid he 0 a little hurt1 = he rose at once & w5t into 8 cupbo>d1 :ile ,i walk$ (f moodily to b$4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,a ,,vampire ,lean+ idly aga9/ ! *imney-piece ! o!r night1 contemplat+ my companion 9 8 usual attitude1 my elb[ happ5$ to bru% (f ! slab a ,turki% co9 ( small value & utt]ly illegible inscription4 ,h[ /rangely ?+s come back to "o6 ,i fanci$ myself once m on ! yell[ wave ( ! broad ,danube2 once m ?read+ ^? int]m9able gre5 hills t fr+e its banks2 once m wond]+ :e!r ! =e/ ( ,belgrade _h be5 v\*saf$ to ,ea/]n ,europe z a type ( ,inf9ity1 :ile its massive =tress1 ) fr[n+ ramp>t & le?>gic ,turki% s5tries1 0 int5d$ to repres5t ! comb9ation ( c\rage & slo?1 ( recklessness & imp]turbability1 ( app>5t /r5g? & real ineffici5cy1 :i* di/+ui%es mo/ arrangem5ts ( ! ,ottoman ,empire4 8,bakal\m0 & 8,bismillah60 8,take y\r *ance60 & 8,don't c>e a d--n10 seem to be ! wat*words ( ?is improvid5t ,gov]nm5t4 ,x lets ! %ip /e] h]self2 & %e makes1 ,i believe1 z bad wea!r ( x z might be expect$ "u su* seaman%ip4 ,engross$ f> less1 ,i admit1 ) political consid]ations ?an ) ! picturesque appe>ance ( a ,s]vian population att5d+ _! m>ket1 ,i r />tl$ my fri5d ) ! abruptness ( ! foll[+ "q3 8,d y believe !re is su* a ?+ z a ,vampire80 ,he rattl$ a little & almo/ rose to 8 feet1 b re-seat+ himself1 only rejo9$1 8,:y d y ask80 8,i 0 ?9k+10 ,i repli$1 8( t romantic-look+ peasantry ,i us$ to see ?rong+ ! m>ket-place ( ,belgrade4 ,( ^? tall1 h&some m51 ) ! sc[l nev] (f _! br[s1 _! h&s nev] /ray+ f> f ! bellyful ( weapons !y c>ri$ 9 _! %awls4 ,( ^? sw>?y wild-ey$ wom51 ) _! %rill1 rapid voices1 _! graceful1 impati5t ge/ures1 c>ry+ ea* ( !m ! available capital ( h]self & family /rung 9 co9s ab\t h] rav5 hair1 :ile on e t5? face at lea/1 ( bo? sexes1 c\ld n fail to be obs]v$ ! wan traces ( t wa/+ disease :i* seems to sap /r5g? & vitality1 gradually1 & almo/ surely1 z consumption itself4 ,yes1 ,i ?9k = e score ( peasants ,i c\ld h c\nt$ two ( ^! #8fev]-faces1' z ! p !mselves call _! ague-ridd5 companions1 ?\gh ,i asc]ta9$ aft] a :ile1 :5 ,i came to "k !m bett]1 t !y attribut$ ?is decimation ( _! numb]s1 & fad$ appe>ance ( ! victims1 r to sup]natural visitation ?an epidemic disease4 ,!y believe t 9 c]ta9 cases1 :]e life has be5 unusually irregul>1 or ! rites ( religion repreh5sibly neglect$1 ! s\l returns aft] dea? to its orig9al t5em5t1 & ! corpse becomes revivifi$ "u c]ta9 gha/ly conditions ( a p]iodical return to ! tomb & a cont9ual w>f>e aga9/ its k9d4 ,an int]mitt5t exi/5ce is only to be pres]v$ at ! exp5se ( o!rs1 = ! compact1 :ile x p]mits reanimation1 )holds ! blood1 #8:i* is ! life !re(4' ,! /ream mu/ !re=e be dra9$ f fri5ds1 neighb\rs1 e>ly companions1 nay1 is mo/ n\ri%+ & efficaci\s :5 ab/ract$ f ! ve9s ( ^? h]et(ore be/ belov$4 ,s ! ,vampire1 z ?is weird be+ is call$1 mu/ /eal f its grave 9 ! dead ( night1 to sit by "s famili> b$side till ! sleep] %all be /eep$ 9 ! unconsci\sness ( complete repose1 & !n punctur+ a m9ute orifice 9 ! ?roat1 w suck its fill till driv5 back to its re/+-place by ! crimson /reaks ( day4 ,night aft] night ! visits mu/ be repeat$2 & s1 week by week1 ! victim p9es & droops & )]s gradually away4 ,!re is no app>5t illness1 no o/5sible injury1 b ! frame dw9dles1 ! muscles fall1 ! limbs fail1 ! *eek fades1 & ! dea?-look1 nev] to be mi/ak51 comes into ! great hagg>d1 holl[1 wi/ful eyes4 ,i h repeat$ly ask$ ! peasants :e!r !y _h ev] met any ( ^! sup]natural visitants1 = !y spoke ( !m s confid5tly1 "o might h suppos$ ! fami%$ gh\ls 7 flitt+ ab\t ! villages nightly2 b ?\gh presumptive evid5ce 0 =?com+ 9 volumes1 ,i 0 nev] =tunate en\gh to f9d an actual eye-witness4 ,! si/] ( "o _h be5 fright5$ by !m repeat$ly2 ! c\s9 ( ano!r he _h himself c>ri$ to h] tomb1 dra9$ ( h] la/ life-drops by a relative buri$ "s weeks be=e2 & ! gr&mo!r ( a ?ird _h n only met & talk$ ) ?is inconv5i5t connection1 expo/ulat+ ) x on its deprav$ appetites1 & g5]ally argu+ ! po9t on moral z well z sanit>y gr\nds1 b _h induc$ x by h] p]suasions1 & ! p[] ( a c]ta9 amulet %e wore1 to ab/a9 f p]secut+ a damsel 9 ! neighb\r+ village = ! same gha/ly purpose1 or1 at lea/1 to put (f its visits till ! horrid crav+ %\ld be no long] endurable4 ,/ill ,i c\ld meet nobody :o _h actually se5 "o 9 p]son2 & t is :y ,i ask$ y j n[ if y believ$ !re 0 su* a ?+ z a ,vampire80 ,he nodd$ gravely4 8,!y are r>e10 said he2 8b ,i believe 9 su* be+s1 because ,i h n only se5 "o1 b _h ! advantage ( its p]sonal notice1 & a v pretty1 pleas+ acqua9tance x 06 ,y w\ld l to "k some?+ m8 ,well1 x compromises nobody4 ,y w n quote me1 ( c\rse4 ,inde$ ,i don't see h[ y c1 = ,i /ill m5tion no real names4 ,i don't m9d tell+ y ! /ory ( a life1 su* z ,i knew x2 a life t by "s fatality seem$ to drag d[n e o!r t came )9 ! sph]e ( its attractions to sorr[1 humiliation1 & disgrace4 ,i h no bra9 to swim1 no pulses to leap1 no he>t to a*e left1 & yet ! memory /irs me pa9fully ev5 n[4 8,9 e>ly manhood10 he cont9u$1 b5d+ d[n1 z ?\gh to scan 8 own fle%less proportions1 ) an air ( consci\sness t 0 almo/ grotesque1 8,i paid z mu* he$ to my p]sonal appe>ance1 & fl\ri%$ x ab\t 9 public places z p]si/5tly z o!rs ( l age & pursuits4 ,:e!r ,i %\ld d s if ,i _h my "t to come aga91 is a diff]5t "q1 b we w let t pass4 ,be+ !n "y1 tol]ably good-look+1 suffici5tly conceit$1 & exce$+ly well-dress$1 ,i _h betak5 myself "o ev5+ to y\r ,italian ,op]a1 ! be/1 & ,i may add ! de>e/1 9 ,europe4 ,i 0 fond ( music & knew some?+ ab\t x1 b ,i 0 fond] /ill ( pretty wom51 ?\gh conc]n+ ^! ,i enjoy$ my full %>e ( t ignorance :i* causes m5 s to exagg]ate _! qualities bo? good & bad2 an ignorance x is wor? :ile to pres]ve ) z mu* c>e z 9 o!r matt]s we take to acquire k1 = !re is no d5y+1 alas6 t ^? :o "k !m be/ always seem to respect !m lea/4 8,i rose1 !re=e1 f my /all at ! fir/ opportunity & turn$ r\nd to survey ! h\se4 ,ere ,i _h inspect$ a qu>t] ( x1 my glasses 7 up1 & ,i w tell y :at !y %[$ me--! mo/ p]fect face ,i ev] saw4 ,/raight nose1 ?9 & delicately cut1 l>ge black eyes1 regul> eyebr[s1 faultless *91 t]m9at+ a complete oval1 ! :ole set 9 a frame ( jet-black hair4 ,ev5 my next neighb\r1 :o1 f an obs]vation he let fall to a fri5d1 belong$ app>5tly to ! ,h\sehold ,troops1 c\ld n refra9 f ejaculat+1 #8,by ,jove1 %e's a ripp]6' ! mom5t he caught sight ( ! object on :i* my gaze 0 fix$4 8,i saw some?+ else too4 ,i saw t ! lady by h] side 0 a =eign] ) :om ,i _h long be5 acqua9t$2 s edg+ my way into ! passages1 9 two m9utes ,i 0 tapp+ at _! box-door l a man :o felt pretty sure ( be+ let 94 8,! =eign] introduc$ me to h] fri5d1 & z ! second act ( ! op]a 0 already 9 progress1 told me to sit d[n & hold my tongue4 ,we 7 f\r 9 ! box4 ,ano!r g5tleman 0 plac$ close beh9d ! lady :o fir/ attract$ my att5tion4 ,i _h only eyes j !n1 h[ev]1 = ! wild1 une>?ly beauty ( my new acqua9tance4 8,i h se5 hundr$s ( pretty wom51 & ev5 9 y\? my he>t1 f temp]am5t1 p]haps1 r ?an reflection1 0 z h>d z my ribs2 b ?is face fasc9at$ me--,i c use no o!r ^w4 ,my s5sations 7 s /rangely comp\nd$ ( admiration1 horror1 int]e/1 curiosity1 attraction1 & dislike4 ,! eyes 7 deep & d>k1 yet ) ! glitt] 9 !m ( a hawk's1 ! *eek deadly pale1 ! lips bright r$4 ,%e 0 diff]5t f any?+ ,i _h ev] se51 & yet s wond]fully beautiful6 ,i long$ to he> h] speak4 ,pres5tly %e :isp]$ a few words to ! man beh9d h]1 & ,i felt my fle% creep4 ,l[ z !y 7 modulat$1 !re 0 9 e syllable a tone ( su* utt] hopelessness1 su* abid+ sorr[1 regret1 ev5 remorse1 always pres5t1 always kept d[n1 t ,i c\ld h imag9$ h] "o ( ^? lo/ spirits = :om is fix$ ! puni%m5t ( all mo/ cruel1 mo/ intol]able1 t !y c nev] =get !y are =m$ = bett] ?+s4 ,h] ge/ures1 too1 7 9 accordance ) ! sad1 sugge/ive music ( h] voice--quiet1 graceful1 & some:at li/less 9 ! repose1 z x seem$1 r ( unhapp9ess ?an ( indol5ce4 ,i tell y ,i 0 n susceptible2 ,i don't ?9k boys g5]ally are4 ,9 love1 m ?an 9 any o!r extravagance1 #8!re is no fool l an old "o4' 8,i 0 z little giv5 to romance z a ladies' doctor2 & yet1 sitt+ 9 t box wat*+ ! turn ( h] beautiful head z %e look$ t[>ds ! /age1 ,i said to myself1 #8,i'll take good c>e %e nev] gets ! upp] h& ( me4 ,if a man once all[$ himself to l h] at all1 %e is j ! sort ( woman :o w\ld blight 8 :ole life = him1 & hunt ! poor devil d[n to 8 grave6' ,somebody else seem$ to h no su* misgiv+s1 or to h arriv$ at a /age ( infatuation :5 all p]sonal consid]ations _h gone by ! bo>d4 ,if ev] ,i saw a calf l$ to ! slaught] x 0 ,c\nt ,v----1 a calf1 too1 ^: ?roat few wom5 c\ld h cut )\t compunction4 ,h&some1 manly1 ri*1 affectionate1 & s9c]e1 wor%ipp+ 8 deity ) all ! reckless devotion1 all ! unscrupul\s g5]osity ( 8 brave ,hung>ian he>t1 ,i saw 8 v lip quiv] "u its heavy m\/a*e :5 %e turn$ h] glitt]+ eyes on him ) "s allusion call$ up by ! bus9ess ( ! /age1 & ! pr\d1 manly face t _h nev] quail$ be=e an enemy grew :ite 9 ! int5sity ( its emotion4 ,:at made me ?9k ( a /ag ,i once f\nd ly+ dead 9 a ,/yrian pass1 & a gold5 eagle fea/+ on him ) h] talons buri$ 9 8 he>t8 8,! ,grf9n1 to :om ! box belong$1 notic$ my ab/raction4 #8,don't fall 9 love ) h]1' %e :isp]$2 #8,i c't sp>e y j yet4 ,isn't %e beautiful8' 8#8,y introduc$ me1' 0 my answ]1 #8b y nev] told me h] "n4' 8#8,h[ /upid6' said ! ,grf9n4 #8,at pres5t %e is a ,madame de ,/4 ,croix1 an ,engli%woman1 nev]!less1 & a wid[1 b n likely to rema9 s long4' ,& ) a mis*iev\s laugh %e gave me h] h& z ,i left ! box1 b[+ to ,madame de ,/4 ,croix & also to ! ,hung>ian1 :o 9 8 happy pre-occupation 0 p]fectly unconsci\s ( my polit5ess4 8,i saw !m aga9 9 ! cru%-room4 ,! ,grf9n _h pick$ up an atta* to "s legation1 :o put h] dutifully into h] c>riage4 ,! ,hung>ian 0 /ill completely engross$ ) ,madame de ,/4 ,croix4 ,i h n yet =gott5 ! look on 8 h&some face :5 %e drove (f ) h] fri5d4 #8,he's a fool1' ,i said to myself2 #8& yet a woman might well be pr\d to make a fool ( su* a man z t4' 8,i left ,london 9 ! middle ( ! season & ?\ght no m ( ,madame de ,/4 ,croix4 ,i _h se5 a pretty picture1 ,i _h he>d a /ra9 ( sweet music1 ,i _h turn$ ov] ! page ( an amus+ romance--!re 0 an end ( x4 8,! foll[+ w9t] ,i happ5$ to sp5d 9 ,vi5na4 ,( c\rse ,i w5t to "o ( ! mask$ balls ( ,! ,r$\t5-,saal4 ,i _h n be5 t5 m9utes 9 ! room :5 my e>s ?rill$ to ! l[1 s$uctive acc5ts ( t well-rememb]$ voice4 ,!re %e 0 aga91 mask$1 ( c\rse1 b x 0 impossible to mi/ake ! slim1 pliant figure1 ! graceful ge/ures1 ! turn ( ! beautiful head1 & ! quiet en]gy t betray$ itself1 ev5 9 ! small1 glov$ h&4 ,%e 0 talk+ to a well-kn[n ,russian magnate less rem>kable = purity ( morals ?an diplomatic celebrity1 b\ndless extravagance1 & devotion to ! o!r sex4 ,to be on t]ms ( common fri5d%ip ) su* a man 0 at lea/ compromis+ to any lady "u sixty ye>s ( age2 & x is ne$less to say t 8 society 0 c\rt$ & appreciat$ accord+ly4 8,madame de ,/4 ,croix seem$ well satisfi$ ) h] neighb\r2 & ?\gh 9 h] outw>d mann] ! lea/ demon/rative ( wom51 ,i c\ld detect ?r\gh h] mask ! same cruel glitt] 9 h] d>k eyes t _h s fasc9at$ me1 six mon?s be=e1 9 ! ,grf9n's op]a-box4 ,! ,russian talk$ volubly1 & %e lean$ t[>ds him1 z ^? d :o are will+ to he> m4 ,*teau qui p>le furls its bann]1 femme qui c\te droops h] head4 ,directly opposite1 look+ v tall & fi]ce z he re>$ himself aga9/ ! doorway1 /ood ,c\nt ,v----4 ,! ,hung>ian 0 pale z dea?4 ,on 8 face1 s worn & hagg>d1 s cruelly alt]$ s9ce ,i saw x la/1 0 set ! /amp ( physical pa91 & he gnaw$ ! corn] ( 8 br[n m\/a*e ) t t5sion ( ! muscles ab\t ! m\? :i* d5otes a p>oxysm bravely kept d[n4 ,z fri5ds acco/$ him 9 pass+1 he b[$ 8 head k9dly & c\rte\sly :ile 8 :ole face s(t5$1 b x 0 sad to see h[ soon ! gleam pass$ away & ! cl\d came back1 d>k] & heavi] ?an be=e4 ,! man's he>t1 y see1 0 g5]\s1 k9dly1 & full ( tru/--su* a he>t z wom5 l ,madame de ,/4 ,croix f9d x an int]e/+ amusem5t to break4 8,i ?9k he mu/ h made h] "s k9d ( appeal2 = lat] 9 ! ev5+ ,i obs]v$ !m toge!r1 & he 0 talk+ e>ne/ly 9 ,g]man1 ) a l[ plead+ murmur1 to :i* ,i ?\ght few wom5 c\ld h li/5$ unmov$4 ,%e answ]$ 9 ,fr5*2 & ,i 0 sorry = him :5 %e broke up ! colloquy ) a little scornful %rug ( h] %\ld]s1 obs]v+ 9 a h>d1 unfeel+ tone n l h] usual voice1 #8,que v\lez-v\s8 ,enf91 c'e/ plus =t que moi6' 8,! ,russian put h] into h] sl$ge1 = !re 0 a foot ( sn[ 9 ! /reets1 & ,c\nt ,v---- walk$ home ?r\gh x1 ) a smile on 8 face & 8 head up1 look+ /rangely elat$1 ,i ?\ght1 = a man1 ! la/ /r& ( ^: moor+s _h lately p>t$ & left him adrift4 8,i _h n !n le>n$ !re is no tempor>y /imulant s p[]ful z despair1 no tonic s reviv+ z a p>ti pris4 8,next day1 l\ng+ into ! ,*ancell]ie ( ! ,embassy = my usual gossip1 ,i f\nd little ,hughes1 an unpaid atta* 7:o e>n$1 inde$1 j z mu* z he receiv$71 hold+ =? ) consid]able _s & en]gy4 8#8,curse him6' said ?is indomitable "y ,briton4 #8,if x _h be5 swords1 ,i %\ld l to h f\ght him myself4 ,i hate him6 ,i tell y4 ,ev]ybody hates him4 ,& ,v---- 0 ! be/ *ap betwe5 "h & ,orsova4 ,he 0 almo/ l an ,engli%man4 ,w\ldn't he j h poli%$ him (f if !y'd _h swords4 ,t old muff1 ,b]gheim] ( ! ,cuirassi]s1 ought to be hang$4 ,d y ?9k1 if ,i'd be5 8 second1 ,i'd h put him up ) pi/ols aga9/ ! be/ %ot 9 ,europe8--& at ! b>ri] too6 ,x's n l at home1 y "k4 ,i nev] knew su* a mull z !y made ( x among/ !m4 ,?is curs$ ,calmuck gets ! pull all ?r\gh1 & poor ,v----1 :o _h lo/ 8 =tune already1 loses 8 lady-love & 8 life4 ,:at a rum _w x is6' 8,"h ! orator roll$ & lit a cig>ette1 ?us af=d+ me a mom5t to inquire into ! cause ( 8 indignation4 ,i !n le>n$ t1 9 consequ5ce ( a trifl+ dispute aft] la/ night's ball1 a duel _h be5 f\ght at daybreak1 9 ! sn[1 betwe5 ,c\nt ,v---- & a ,russian nobleman1 9 :i* ! =m] 0 %ot ?r\gh ! he>t4 8#8,nev] got "o 9 at all6' said ,hughes1 aga9 wax+ eloqu5t on 8 fri5d's wrongs4 #8,i've se5 bo? ! seconds s9ce4 ,!y 7 to walk up to a h&k]*ief1 & ! ,russian pott$ him at =ty y>ds ! fir/ /ep he made4 ,!y may say :at !y l ab\t ! r[ orig9at+ 9 politics--,i "k bett]4 ,!y qu>rell$ because ,madame de ,/4 ,croix _h left ,v---- & tak5 up ) ?is snub-nos$ ,t>t>4 ,fir/1 %e ru9$ my poor fri5d4 ,i "k all ab\t x4 ,he hadn't a rap left2 = if %e'd ask$ him = ! %irt (f 8 back1 he'd h /ripp$ l beans6 ,!n %e broke 8 he>t--! *e]ie/1 jollie/1 k9de/ fell[ 9 ,europe--to f9i% up by leav+ him = ano!r man1 :o kills him be=e breakfa/ )\t a scruple2 & if ! devil don't get hold ( h] "s f9e day1 :y he's a disgrace to 8 appo9tm5t1 t's all6 & !y ought to make him ,secret>y ( ,legation "h1 or p5sion him (f some:]e & put him out ( ! way6 ,h ano!r cig>ette6' 8,t5 ye>s aft]w>ds ,i 0 sitt+ 9 ! g>d5s ( ! ,tuil]ies1 "o f9e morn+ t[>ds ! middle ( ,may1 wond]+1 z ,engli% p always d wond]1 on a v>iety ( subjects--:y ! cig>s 7 s bad 9 ,p>is1 & ! air s exhil>at+--:y ! t5d] gre5 leaves quiv]+ ov] ^? deep alleys %\ld h a sun%9e ( _! own besides t :i* !y reflect$ f above--:y ! bonnes & nurs]y-maids wore clean caps e day--:y ! rail+s always look$ z if !y _h be5 re-gilt ! same morn+1 & :y ! s5try at ! gate %\ld ?9k x "p ( 8 duty to le] at e woman :o pass$1 l a satyr8 8,inde$ ,i believe ,i 0 almo/ asleep1 :5 ,i />t$ 9 my *air1 & rubb$ my eyes to make sure x 0 n a dream4 ,!re1 )9 t5 paces ( me1 sat ,madame de ,/4 ,croix1 if ,i 0 /ill to call h] s1 app>5tly n an h\r old] ?an ! fir/ "t we met4 ,! face 0 ev5 pal]1 ! lips r$d]1 ! cruel eyes deep] & d>k]1 b 9 t flick]+ light ! woman look$ m beautiful ?an ev]4 ,%e 0 li/5+ quietly & indol5tly1 z ( old1 to a g5tleman :o sat ) 8 back to me1 tell+ 8 own /ory1 :atev] x might be1 9 a l[1 e>ne/1 impressive voice4 ,i rais$ my hat :5 ,i caught h] eye1 & %e b[$ 9 return politely en\gh1 b obvi\sly )\t recognition4 ,! movem5t caus$ h] companion to turn r\nd1 & 9 two /rides he 0 by my *air1 grasp+ me cordially by ! h&4 ,he 0 an old & intimate fri5d1 a colonel 9 ! ,fr5* army1 by ^: side ,i _h exp]i5c$ m ?an "o /range adv5ture1 bo? 9 ,ea/]n ,europe & ,asia-,m9or--a man :o _h s]v$ ) di/9ction1 ( middle age1 a wid[]1 fond ( society1 field-sports1 speculation1 & travell+2 ess5tially bon cam>ade1 b ?or\ghly ,fr5* 9 8 reflections & op9ions4 ,! la/ man 9 ! _w1 ,i %\ld h ?\ght1 to be made a fool ( by a woman4 ,well1 !re he 01 h] b\nd5 slave6 ,absurdly happy if %e smil$1 mis]able :5 %e fr[n$1 ready to fet* & c>ry l a poodle1 p]fectly *ildi% ab\t h]1 & utt]ly contemptible4 ,if %e _h really c>$ = him1 ! temptation mu/ h be5 irresi/ible1 & %e w\ld h bulli$ him frightfully4 ,b no1 !re 0 always ! same repose ( mann]1 ! same c>eless k9dness1 ! same melan*oly1 ! same consci\sness ( an unque/ionable sup]iority4 ,"o ( 8 reasons1 he soon confid$ to me1 = be+ s fond ( h] 01 t !y nev] _h an angry ^w6 ,= a week or two ,i saw a good deal ( !m4 ,p>is 0 already empty1 & we did our plays1 our ,opra ,comique1 & our little d9n]s pleasantly en\gh4 ,%e 0 always ! same1 & ,i f\nd myself1 day by day1 becom+ m consci\s ( t nameless *>m ab\t h]1 :i* ,i %\ld despair ( be+ able to describe4 ,yet z (t5 z ,i met ! glance ( ^? deep1 d>k1 une>?ly eyes1 a %udd] crept ov] me1 su* z *ills y :5 y come face to face ) a gho/ 9 y\r dreams4 ,! colonel1 ,i h said1 0 devot$ to h]4 ,he 0 r>ely abs5t f h] side1 b if by *ance alone ) me1 w\ld talk ( h] by ! h\r4 8,he _h f\nd1 he decl>$1 =tunately be=e he 0 too old to appreciate x1 ! "o ine/imable treasure ! e>? conta9$4 ,he _h *]i%$ 8 fancies1 committ$ 8 follies1 ( c\rse1 t\t comme un autre1 b he _h nev] exp]i5c$ any?+ l ?is4 ,x 0 8 hav51 8 an*orage1 8 re/+-place1 & he might glide d[n into old age1 & on to dea?1 p]fectly happy1 because confid5t1 t ) h] he>t & h] =ce ( "*1 %e w\ld nev] *ange4 ,he c\ld n be jeal\s ( h]4 ,oh no6 ,%e 0 s frank1 s confid+1 s s9c]e4 ,%e1 too1 pass p> l1 _h told him s2 unlike o!r wom51 _h confess$ to him n only h] la/1 b h] _m =m] atta*m5ts4 ,he knew all ab\t poor ,v----1 :o 0 %ot 9 a duel1 & ! ,russian g5]al1 bani%$ to ,sib]ia4 ,h[ =tunate %e _h brok5 ) him be=e 8 disgrace1 because1 9 ! loyalty ( h] nature1 %e w\ld surely h foll[$ him into exile1 al?\gh %e nev] c>$ = him 9 h] he>t1 nev]6 ,no1 nor = any ( ! o!rs2 nev] _h be5 fairly t\*$ till n[4 ,him1 ! colonel1 %e really did love4 ,he _h prov$ 8 devotion s ?or\ghly 7,i f\nd out aft]w>ds1 ?\gh n f him1 t my fri5d _h be5 fool en\gh to sacrifice bo? =tune & pr(ession = h] sake71 he 0 s reliable1 %e said1 s k9d1 & s good4 ,9 %ort1 he 0 p]fectly happy1 & c\ld see no cl\d 9 8 horizon1 look :i* way he w\ld4 8,:5 ,i left ,p>is !y accompani$ me to ! railway /ation2 & ! la/ ,i saw ( !m 0 _! two heads v close ov] a railway guide1 project+ a trip into a lonely "p ( ,switz]l&1 :]e !y w\ld h no society b _! own4 8,six mon?s aft]w>ds #8,galignani' in=m$ me t my fri5d ! colonel _h be5 re9/at$ 9 ! ,fr5* army & appo9t$ to a regim5t ( ,*asseurs d',afrique !n s]v+ 9 ,alg]ia1 :]e1 be=e ! ,tuil]ies ,g>d5s 7 aga9 gre51 ,i le>n$ f ! same s\rce he _h already solv$ ! great problem 9 an affair ( outpo/s ) ! ,khabyles4 ,long ye>s elaps$1 & !re 7 /reaks ( grey 9 my hair & :isk]s ere ,i saw ,madame de ,/4 ,croix aga94 ,i _h he>d ( h]1 inde$1 at int]vals bo? 9 ,london & ,p>is4 ,i am b\nd to say h] "n 0 always c\pl$ ) ^? :o 7 di/+ui%$ by bir?1 tal5t1 or success4 ,%e 0 v *oice1 ,i believe1 9 ! selection ( h] victims1 despis+ equally an easy conque/ & "o ( :i* ! ravages c\ld be readily repair$4 ,! wom5 hat$ h]1 ! m5 said %e 0 *>m+4 ,= my "p ,i kept out ( h] way3 we 7 de/9$ to meet1 nev]!less4 ,i _h emb>k$ 9 a ,p59sul> & ,ori5tal /eam] at ,m>seilles v mu* indispos$1 & retir+ at once to my b]? nev] quitt$ x till we 7 ent]+ ! ,/raits ( ,buoni-faccio4 ,"h ,i came on deck1 weak1 exhau/$1 b convalesc5t1 dr9k+ 9 ! sun%9e & ! sc5]y ) t ?ir/ = ! beautiful :i* becomes s fi]ce aft] ! conf9em5t ( rec5t illness4 ,i lit]ally revell$ 9 ! ,m$it]ranean air1 & bask$ 9 ! w>m? ( ^? bright col\rs s peculi> to ! %ores ( t summ] sea4 ,i 0 approa*+ middle age2 ,i _h v5tur$ body & m9d freely en\gh 9 ! great conflict2 & yet1 ,i ?ank heav51 _h hi!rto be5 sp>$ ! cru%+ sorr[ t makes a mock]y ( ! noble/ & pure/ enjoym5ts ( e>?1 caus+ a man to turn f all t is faire/ 9 sight & s5se & s\nd ) ! sickness ( a dead hope curdl+ at 8 he>t4 ,b !n ,i _h kept cle> ( ,madame de ,/4 ,croix4 8,:5 my eyes 7 at la/ sat$ ) ! gaudy hues ( ! coa/ & ! gold5 glitt] ( ! wat]1 ,i 0 a little surpris$ to see t lady sitt+ )9 ?ree paces ( me read+ a yell[-b\nd ,fr5* novel4 ,great heav56 :at 0 ! woman's secret8 ,%e look$ y\ng] ?an ev]6 ,ev5 9 ! se>*+ gl>e ( a s\!rn noon n a l9e c\ld be detect$ on ! pure1 pale =ehead1 n a crease ab\t ! l>ge1 wi/ful1 glitt]+ eyes4 ,t %e 0 gift$ ) p]5nial y\? ,i c\ld see = myself2 t %e 0 dang]\s ev5 to ! peace ( a grey-hair$ man1 ,i might h f\nd out to my co/ _h our voyage be5 ret>d$ by contr>y w9ds or any su* unavoidable delay1 = %e 0 good en\gh to recognise me on ?is occasion1 & to give me a l>ge %>e ( h] conv]sation & companion%ip4 ,?us x 0 ,i le>n$ to own ! spell "u :i* s _m _h succumb$1 to appreciate its p[]1 n to und]/&1 f> less describe1 its nature4 ,=tunately = me1 ere its "w c\ld be complet$1 we arriv$ at ,a!ns1 & at ,a!ns lay a trim1 raki%-look+ ,engli% ya*t1 ) h] ensign fly+ & h] =etopsail loos$1 wait+ only ! /eam]'s arrival to spread h] w+s & be> (f ?is s$uctive sorc]ess to "s g>d5 ( p>adise 9 ! ,egean ,sea4 8,! own] ( ! ya*t ,i _h (t5 he>d (4 ,he 0 a man rem>kable = 8 ent]prise & unfail+ success 9 comm]ce z = 8 lib]ality1 & inde$ extravagance1 9 exp5diture4 ,he *ose to h h\ses1 pictures1 horses1 plate1 ev]y?+ ( ! be/1 0 ju/ly popul> 9 society1 & enorm\sly ri*4 8,i nev] ask$ & nev] knew ! port to :i* t ya*t 0 b\nd4 ,:5 we /eam$ out ( ! h>b\r %e 0 already hull-d[n 9 ! wake ( a crimson sunset t seem$ to /a9 ! wat]s ) a broad track ( blood2 b ,i saw h] sold )9 eighte5 mon?s at ,s\?ampton1 = h] late own]'s "n _h appe>$ 9 ! #8,gazette1' & ! man himself1 ,i 0 told1 might be f\nd1 look+ v old & c>eworn1 sett+ cabbages at ,hanwell1 wat*+ eag]ly = ! arrival ( a lady :o nev] came4 8,y may believe ,i ?\ght m ?an once ( ! woman ^: /range de/9y x _h be5 ?us to enslave g5]ation aft] g5]ation ( fools1 & to love :om seem$ z fatal z to be a prie/ ( ,aricia or a fav\rite ( ,ca?>9e ,,ii4 ,nev]!less1 :ile "t wore on1 ,i gradually ceas$ to ?9k ( h] beauty1 h] he>tlessness1 h] my/]i\s y\?1 or h] magic influ5ce ov] mank9d4 ,pres5tly1 among/ a ?\s& engross+ occupations & int]e/s1 ,i =got h] z if %e _h nev] be54 8,i h driv5 a good _m vehicles 9 my "t1 drags1 phaetons1 dogc>ts1 d[n to a basket-c>riage drawn by a piebald pony ) a hog-mane4 ,nay1 ,i once /e]$ a hansom cab up ,bond ,/reet 9 ! e>ly morn+1 freight$ ) m subalt]ns ?an ,i %\ld l to specify ( h] ,maje/y's ,h\sehold ,troops1 b ,i nev] ?\ght ,i %\ld come to a ba? *air6 8,nev]!less ,i f\nd myself at la/ an inside pass5g] ( "o ( ^! locomotive c\*es1 enjoy+ ! quiet & ! air ( ! g>d5s at ,hampton ,c\rt 9 complete & un9t]rupt$ solitude4 ,! man :o dragg$ me to ?is pleasant spot hav+ gone to #8get 8 d9n]1' z he call$ x1 & ! nurs]y-maids1 ) _! int]e/+ *>ges1 hav+ retir$ f _! morn+1 & n yet em]g$ = _! aft]noon /roll1 ,i lay back1 & ?\ght ( s _m ?+s--( ! /r5g? & manhood t _h dep>t$ f me = ev]2 ( ! /range1 dull calm t comes on ) ! ev5+ ( life1 & cont5ts u s well we w\ld n h its morn+ back if we c\ld2 ( ! gradual clairvoyance t %[s u ev]y?+ 9 its true col\rs & at its real value2 ( ! days1 & mon?s1 & ye>s s cruelly wa/$1 b t _! pleasures1 _! excitem5ts1 _! s9s1 _! sorr[s1 & _! suff]+s1 7 indisp5sable = ! great lesson :i* tea*es u to see4 ,( ^! ?+s ,i ?\ght1 & ?r\gh !m /ill1 z at all times1 mov$ ! pale pres5ce ( an un=gott5 face1 pass+ l a _s1 dim & di/ant1 yet de> z ev]1 across ! gulf ( ye>s--a pres5ce t1 = good or evil1 0 to haunt me to ! end4 8,some?+ 9 ! association ( ideas rem9d$ me ( ,madame de ,/4 ,croix1 & ,i said to myself1 #8,at la/ age mu/ h ov]tak5 t m>vell\s beauty1 & "t br\ght ! indomitable _s to remorse1 rep5tance1 p]haps ev5 am5dm5t4 ,:at c h made me ?9k ( h] 9 a quiet1 peaceful sc5e l ?is8' 8,j !n a lady & g5tleman cross$ ! gravel walk 9 front ( me1 & took _! places on a seat "u an old tree n a doz5 y>ds (f4 ,x 0 a lovely day 9 e>ly autumn2 ! fl[]s 7 /ill ablaze ) ! gaudie/ ( _! summ] beauty1 ! sky 0 all dappl$ grey & gold1 e>? _h put on ! ri*e/ dress %e we>s ?r\gh\t ! ye>2 b "h & !re a leaf fell noiseless on ! sw>d1 z if to te/ify t %e too mu/ %$ all h] glories 9 due season1 & yield1 l o!r beauties1 h] unwill+ tribute to decay4 8,b !re 0 no?+ ( autumn 9 ! pair :o n[ sat opposite my c\*1 *att+1 laugh+1 flirt+1 app>5tly ei!r ignor+ or disreg>d+ my proximity4 ,! man 0 9 all ! bloom & beauty ( y\?2 ! woman1 ?\gh look+ a few ye>s old]1 did n yet seem to h atta9$ h] prime4 ,i c\ld sc>cely believe my eyes6 ,yes1 if ev] ,i beheld ,madame de ,/4 ,croix1 !re %e sat ) h] fatal gaze turn$ on ?is infatuat$ boy1 lead+ him gradually1 /eadily1 surely1 to ! edge ( t *asm into :i* ^? :o plung$ came to ! surface nev]more4 ,x 0 ! old /ory ov] aga94 ,h[ well ,i rememb]$1 ev5 aft] su* an int]val1 ! t5d] droop ( ! head1 ! veil+ eyela%es1 ! glance s quickly av]t$1 yet1 l a snap%ot1 tell+ ) su* deadly effect2 ! m\rnful smile1 ! g5tle :isp]1 ! quiet confid+ ge/ure ( ! sl5d] h&1 all ! by-play ( ! mo/ accompli%$ & mo/ unscrupul\s ( actresses4 ,!re 0 no m *ance ( escape = h] companion ?an = a fi%]man ( ! ,nor? ,sea1 ^: skiff has be5 suck$ into ! ,mal/rohm1 ) ma/ un%ipp$ & o>s adrift half a mile a/]n4 ,by sight1 if n p]sonally1 ,i !n knew mo/ ( ! notabilities ( ! day4 ,! boy1 = su* ,i might well call him 9 comp>ison ) myself1 seem$ too good = 8 fate1 & yet ,i saw well en\gh x 0 inevitable4 ,he _h already made himself a "n z a poet ( no mean pret5sions1 & held besides ! "* ( a high-spirit$1 agreeable1 & unaffect$ memb] ( society4 ,add to ?is1 t he 0 manly1 good-look+1 & well-born2 no?+ m seem$ want+ to r5d] him a fit victim = ! alt> at :i* he 0 to be (f]$ up4 ,l 8 pr$ecessors1 he 0 fasc9at$4 ,! snake held him 9 h] eye4 ,! poor bird's w+s 7 flutt]+1 its volition 0 gone1 its doom seal$4 ,c\ld no?+ save x f ! de/roy]8 ,i long$ to h back1 if only = a day1 ! p[]s :i* ,i _h regrett$ s little half-an-h\r ago4 ,weak1 helpless1 we>y1 & worn-out1 ,i yet det]m9$ to make an ef=t1 & save him if ,i c\ld4 8,!y rose to g1 b f\nd ! gate lock$ ?r\gh :i* !y _h int5d$ to pass4 ,%e _h a way ( affect+ a pretty wilfulness 9 trifles1 & s5t him to fet* ! key4 ,prompt to obey h] lighte/ wi%1 he b\nd$ (f 9 se>* ( x1 & foll[+ sl[ly1 %e pass$ )9 two paces ( my *air1 b5d+ on its helpless invalid a look t seem$ to express f> less pity = 8 condition ?an a grudg+ envy ( 8 lot4 ,i /opp$ h] ) a ge/ure t 9 "o m able-bodi$ w\ld h be5 a b[1 &1 /range to say1 %e recognis$ me at once4 ,!re 0 n a mom5t to lose4 ,i took c\rage f a c]ta9 wi/ful look t gave s(tness to h] eyes1 & ,i spoke out4 8#8,we %all nev] meet aga91' ,i said2 #8we h cross$ ea* o!r's pa?s at su* long int]vals1 & on su* /range occasions1 b ,i "k ?is is ! la/ ( !m6 ,:y "t /&s /ill = y is a secret ,i _c fa?om1 b ! end mu/ come "s day1 put x (f h[ev] long y w4 ,d y n ?9k t :5 y become z ,i am1 a we>y mortal1 /umbl+ ) half-%ut eyes on ! edge ( an op5 grave1 x w\ld be well to h "o good de$ on :i* y c\ld look back1 to h repriev$ "o out ( ! _m victims on :om y h inflict$ mortal puni%m5t = ! (f5ce ( lov+ y s mu* bett] ?an y des]ve8 ,f> z x /ret*es beh9d y1 e foot/ep 9 y\r track is m>k$ ) sorr[--m ?an "o ) blood4 ,%[ m]cy n[1 z y may h to ask x h]eaft]4 ,life is all be=e ?is "o1 & x seems cruel ?us to bla/ ! sapl+ f its v roots4 ,he is hopeful1 tru/ful1 & fre%-he>t$--sp>e him & let him g4' 8,%e 0 fitt+ ! glove on h] faultless little h&4 ,h] br[ seem$ s calm1 s s(t & pure1 t = a mom5t ,i ?\ght ,i _h conqu]$1 b look+ up f h] fem99e employm5t1 ,i recognis$ ! hungry glitt] 9 ^? d>k1 m]ciless eyes1 & ,i knew !re 0 no hope4 8#8,x is too late1' %e answ]$1 #8too late to p]suade ei!r him or me4 ,x is no fault ( m9e4 ,x is fate4 ,= him--= ! o!rs--= all ( u4 ,sometimes ,i wi% x _h n be5 s4 ,m9e has be5 an unhappy life1 & !re seems to be no end1 no re/+-place4 ,i c no m help myself ?an a dr[n+ wret*1 swept d[n by a torr5t2 b ,i am too pr\d to cat* at ! twigs & /raws t w\ld break (f 9 my h&4 ,i w\ld *ange places ) y will+ly4 ,yes--y 9 t ba? *air4 ,i am s tir$ sometimes1 & yet ,i d>e n wi% x 0 all ov]4 ,?9k ( me z =be>+ly z y c1 = we %all n cross ea* o!r's pa? aga94' 8#8,& ?is boy8' ,i ask$1 /riv+ to detect some?+ ( compunction 9 ! pitiless face t 0 yet s beautiful4 8#8,he mu/ take 8 *ance ) ! re/1' %e said4 #8,"h he comes--good-bye4' 8,!y walk$ away arm-9-arm ?r\gh ! gold5 autumn wea!r1 & a *ill came into my v he>t1 = ,i knew :at t *ance 0 wor?4 8,a few mon?s1 & ! sn[ lay six in*es deep ov] ! grave ( him ^: op5+ manhood _h be5 s full ( promise1 s ri* 9 all t makes y\? brighte/1 life mo/ wor? hav+2 :ile a woman 9 deep m\rn+ 0 pray+ !re1 "u ! w9try sky2 b ?is woman 0 8 "m1 & h] he>t 0 brok5 = ! love %e bore h] boy4 8,8 dea? _h be5 v %ock+1 v sudd54 ,p talk$ ( a ruptur$ blood-vessel1 a fall on 8 b$room floor1 a doctor n to be f\nd :5 s5t =2 a s]ies ( fatalities t preclud$ ! possibility ( sav+ him2 b ^? :o pret5d$ to "k be/ affirm$ t n all ! doctors 9 ,europe c\ld h done any good1 = :5 8 s]vant w5t to call him 9 ! morn+ he f\nd 8 ma/] ly+ />k & /iff1 hav+ be5 dead "s h\rs4 ,!re 0 a pool ( blood on 8 c>pet2 !re 7 a%es ( burnt lett]s 9 8 fireplace2 m1 !y :isp]$ ) mean+ %rugs & solemn1 awe-/ruck faces-- #8,!re 0 t across 8 ?roat ,:i* y _h h>dly c>$ to see4' 8,y c und]/& n[ t ,i believe 9 ,vampires40 8,:at became ( h]80 ,i ask$1 r eag]ly1 = ,i 0 int]e/$ 9 ?is ,madame de ,/4 ,croix4 ,i l a woman :o goes into extremes1 ei!r = good or evil4 ,great recklessness1 equally ) great s5sibility1 has its *>m = su* a temp]am5t z m9e4 ,i c und]/&1 ?\gh ,i _c expla91 ! influ5ce possess$ by v wick$ wom5 :o nev] scruple to risk _! own happ9ess z readily z _! neighb\rs'4 ,i want$ to "k some?+ m ab\t ,madame de ,/4 ,croix1 b he 0 n li/5+2 he paid no att5tion to my "q4 ,9 a tone ( ab/raction t d5ot$ 8 ?\ghts 7 _m miles away1 he only murmur$1 8,insatiate--imp5etrable--pitiless4 ,! o!rs 7 bad en\gh 9 all consci5ce1 b ,i ?9k %e might h sp>$ ! boy60 ,,*apt] ,v ,,gold ,,= ,,silv] 8,! ,african ,magician nev] m9d$ all _! sc(fs & holloa+s1 or all !y c\ld say to him1 b /ill cry'd ,:o'll *ange old ,lamps = new ones8 :i* he repeat$ s (t5 ab\t ! ,pr9cess ,badr\lbond\r's ,palace1 t t ,pr9cess1 :o 0 !n 9 ! ,hall ) ! f\r-&-tw5ty ,w9d[s1 he>+ a ,man cry some?+1 & n be+ able to di/+ui% 8 ,words1 by reason ( ! holloa+ ( ! ,mob ab\t him1 s5t "o ( h] ,wom5 ,slaves d[n to "k :at he cry'd4 8,! ,slave 0 n long be=e %e return'd1 & ran into ! ,hall1 laugh+ s he>tily1 t ! ,pr9cess c\ld n =be> h]self4 #8,well1 ,gigl]1' said ! ,pr9cess1 #8w y tell me :at y laugh at8' #8,alas6 ,madam1' answ]$ ! ,slave1 laugh+ /ill1 #8:o c =be> laugh+ to see a ,fool ) a ,basket on 8 ,arm1 full ( f9e new ,lamps1 ask to *ange !m = old ones1 :i* makes ! ,*ildr5 & ,mob make su* a ,noise ab\t him8'0 ,:at a fool !y ?\ght him1 & no wond]4 ,yet surely a magician ne$ n come all ! way f ,africa to tea* ! public ?is /range rate ( ex*ange4 ,9 ,europe1 ,asia1 & ,am]ica too1 z f> z x has yet be5 colonis$1 su* "o-sid$ b>ga9s are made e day4 ,old lamps = new1 kicks = halfp5ce--8,heads ,i w91 ,tails y lose0--su* are ! laws ( equity by :i* man deals ) 8 neighb\r2 & s ! conte/ goes on1 if1 inde$1 z ,juv5al says1 t c be call$ a conte/-- 8,ubi tu pulsas1 ego vapulo tantum40#a ,! slave ( ! pr9cess ) ! long "n _h pass$ m ( h] life 9 ! palace ?an ! /reets1 or %e w\ld n h f\nd ! magician's cry s /range3 w\ld h felt uncom=tably consci\s t ! day might come :5 %e1 too1 w\ld b>t] new lamps = old1 p]haps humbly on h] knees1 entreat+ p]mission to make ! unequal ex*ange4 ,9 all ! relations ( life1 b *iefly 9 ^? ) :i* ! affections are conc]n$1 we con/antly see gold = silv] (f]$ ) bo? h&s4 ,t 8x is bett] to give ?an to receive0 we h ,scriptural w>rant = ass]t+4 ,t-- 8,sure ! pleasure is z great ,9 be+ *eat$ z to *eat10 we le>n f ,butl]'s qua9t & philosophical c\plets4 ,i am n go+ to ass]t t ! man :o puts d[n sov]eigns & takes up %ill+s has really ! wor/ ( x2 ,i only ma9ta9 t ! m freely he 8p>ts0 ) ! =m]1 ! m sp>+ w he f9d ! latt] dol$ out to him 9 return4 ,p]haps ! /ronge/ case 9 po9t is t ( p>5t & *ild4 ,9 ! animal _w ,i "k few arrangem5ts ( ,nature m beautiful ?an ! absolute devotion ( mat]nity to its (fspr+1 s long1 ?\gh only s long1 z its assi/ance is requir$4 ,a bird fe$+ h] "y1 a tigress lick+ h] cubs1 a m>e :eel+ r\nd h] foal--ea* ( ^! af=ds an example ( lov+ c>e & t5d]ness1 ess5tially fem99e 9 its utt] =getfulness ( self4 ,ea* ( ^! squ&]s su* gold z x possesses1 ! treasure ( its deep in/9ctive affection1 on +ratitude & neglect4 ,! ne/l+s gape ) hungry little beaks1 :5 !y he> ! flap ( w+s1 n to greet ! com+ provid]1 b t !y may eat & be fill$4 ,! cubs huddle !mselves up to _! "m's side = w>m? & com=t1 n = h] cruel beauty nor h] fi]ce protect+ love4 ,! foal1 :5 x gets on its long legs1 w foll[ y\r horse or m9e z readily z its dam4 ,!y take all1 to give back no?+ 9 ex*ange4 ,& no soon] c ! bird use its w+s1 ! bea/ its limbs1 ?an x ab&ons at once & = ev] ! p>5t ^: su/a9+ c>e is no long] necess>y to its exi/5ce4 ,) ! human race1 al?\gh ,i am f> f affirm+ t1 ev5 9 ?is age ( bronze1 filial piety has fl$ ) o!r virtues f ! e>?1 some?+ ( ! same unequal b>t] holds good 9 ! relation%ip ( p>5t & *ild4 ,! =m] gives gold1 ! latt] does n always return silv]4 ,d n deceive y\rself4 ,y love y\r *ildr5 m ?an y\r *ildr5 love y4 ,i c prove x 9 ?ree words4 ,!y are de>] to y ?an y\r own p>5ts4 ,& ?is inequality ( affection is b "o m ( ! beautiful arrangem5ts made by t ,provid5ce :i* be/[s good s lib]ally 9 proportion to evil4 ,"u ! common law ( ,nature1 y are likely to die fir/1 & ! aggregate am\nt ( suff]+ is1 !re=e1 mu* less ?an x w\ld be did ! c\rse ( dome/ic affection fl[ ! o!r way4 ,s y toil1 & slave1 & s*eme = ! *ild's b5efit1 =giv+ its errors1 repair+ its follies1 re-e/abli%+ its =tunes1 j z1 long ago1 y us$ to rebuild ) lov+ pati5ce ^? h\ses ( c>ds ! ur*9 blew d[n ) su* delight4 ,b1 z ( all human affections1 ?is1 if n ! /ronge/1 is c]ta9ly ! deepe/ & mo/ abid+1 s :5 w\nd$ does x inflict on our moral be+ ! %>pe/ & mo/ endur+ pa94 8,is !re any cause 9 ,nature t makes ^! h>d he>ts80 says poor ,k+ ,le>1 =c$1 aga9/ 8 own in/9cts1 to ackn[l$ge ! v5om$ bite ( t 8s]p5t's too?0 ) :i* else:]e he comp>es a 8?ankless *ild40 ,i h kn[n m51 & wom5 too1 accept ) c\rage e sample ( mis=tune & disgrace--9 ! language ( ! prize-r+1 8come up smil+0 aft] e k9d ( knock-d[n bl[--b ,i _c rememb] an in/ance 9 :i* ! +ratitude ( *ildr5 has n produc$ wr9kles & grey hairs1 9 ! proportion ( t5 to "o1 = e o!r sorr[ ( any description :atev]4 ,!re is no prospect ( alleviation to amuse 8 fancy--no leav5+ ( pique to ar\se 8 pride4 ,hurt to ! dea?1 ! suff]] has sc>ce manhood en\gh left to conceal 8 w\nds4 ,9 t conflict betwe5 man & woman :i* is p]petually go+ on1 & )\t :i* ! _w1 if m com=table1 w\ld und\bt$ly be less popul\s1 gold is inv>iably giv5 = silv] ) a lavi% extravagance1 ak9 to ! absurdity ( ! :ole ?+4 ,:y is love l ! h&le ( a teapot8--,because x is all on "o side4 ,! game has yet to be inv5t$ 9 :i* bo? play]s c w92 & p]haps 7 x n = ! discom=t1 anxiety1 worry1 sorr[1 & suff]+ entail$ by ! unequal pa/ime1 x w\ld cease to be s popul>4 ,z x exi/s at pres5t1 !re is no?+ to compla9 ( on ! score ( flagg+ int]e/4 ,at fir/1 inde$1 be=e ! c>ds are cut1 ! adv]s>ies sit d[n calmly & pleasantly en\gh4 ,an h\r hangs heavy on _! h&s1 & !y ?9k ?us to drive x agreeably away--beg9n+ simply = 8di/raction10 z ! ,fr5* call x1 ?\gh end+ 9 ! ,engli% acceptation ( t uncom=table ^w4 ,ere ! fir/ tricks are turn$1 h[ev]1 ! game gr[s excit+4 8,i propose40 8,h[ _m80 8,he>ts are trumps40 8,i m>k ! k+40 ,! /akes increase rapidly 9 value1 & pres5tly gold comes p\r+ lavi%ly out ( "o play]'s pocket1 aga9/ silv] dribbl+ unwill+ly f ! o!r's4 ,! w9n]1 too1 l all gambl]s1 seldom c>es to keep ! fruit ( 8 good =tune1 b loses x aga9 at ano!r table to "s /rong] adv]s>y1 :o is begg>$ 9 turn else:]e4 ,yet /ill 9 all places1 & "u all circum/ances1 :]ev] ?is game is play$ !re is ! same inequality 9 ! /akes4 8,gold = silv]40 ,su* are ! t]ms2 & ! old play]s1 to d !m ju/ice1 ^? :o h lo/ & won _m a heavy wag]1 are g5]ally c>eful to beg9 at lea/ by v5tur+ ! common] metal4 ,b ev5 ( ^! ! discretion is n to be tru/$ z ! game goes on4 ,t\*$ by ! magic rod1 madd5$ by ! spell aga9/ :i* ,wisdom is (t5 less pro( ?an ,folly1 ! /]ne/ & ! sage/ w ?r[ _! gold ab\t z recklessly z if e piece 7 n /amp$ ) ! impress ( _! hon\r & _! happ9ess1 preci\s z ! v drops ( life-blood at _! he>t4 ,p]haps x is wis] to /ick to any o!r pursuit 9 ! _w ?an ! "o 9 "q2 b if y mu/ ne$s sit d[n to ?is 8begg>-my-neighb\r0 k9d ( amusem5t1 is x bett] to lose or to w98 to give or accept ! gold = silv] pass+ s freely f h& to h&8 ,w y h ! satisfaction h]eaft] ( /&+ on ! high] gr\nd8 ( feel+ y h no?+ to reproa* y\rself )1 no?+ to be a%am$ (8 or w y take com=t 9 reflect+ t :ile ! /orm rag$ above y\r head y _h be5 c>eful to %elt] cunn+ly f ! bla/8 ,w y exult 9 y\r =e?\ght1 y\r philosophy1 ! accurate k ( human nature1 t has pres]v$ y sca!less ?r\gh ! combat8 or w y take pride 9 y\r g5]osity1 y\r magnanimity1 & ! self-devot$ c\rage t bids y accept ! /ab ( +ratitude 9 addition to ! pa9 ( neglect8 ,x dep5ds entirely on "* & temp]am5t4 ,m5 & wom5 v>y s mu* 9 ?is1 z 9 e o!r phase ( feel+4 ,! latt]1 :5 !y d take ! m g5]\s view ( _! position--:5 !y c br+ !mselves to *oose 8! bett] "p10 accept x1 ,i ?9k1 ) a m complete ab&onm5t ( pique ?an ! =m]4 ,p]haps _! pride is ( a nobl] ord]3 no d\bt _! vanity is less egoti/ical ?an our own4 ,) u1 except 9 ! highe/ natures--& ^!1 z has be5 well rem>k$1 h ev] a leav5+ ( ! fem99e elem5t 9 _! organisation--!re is always some?+ ( irritation left aft] a w\nd ( ! affections has heal$ up--some?+ t /9ts & rankles1 & looks to reprisals ( "o k9d or ano!r = relief4 ,i h read an old tale ( *ivalry s ?or\ghly exemplify+ ?is /ate ( feel+1 & af=d+ s natural an example ( ! *anges & c\nt]*anges ) :i* gold & silv] are /ak$ aga9/ ea* o!r 9 ! dang]\s game1 t ,i _c =be> quot+ x "h4 8,a c]ta9 knight _h long lov$ a damsel at ! c\rt ( ! ,k+ ( ,france2 b %e1 albeit accept+ ! s]vice ( none o!r1 treat$ him ) su* coldness & duresse1 t he at l5g? obta9$ ! title ( ! #8,pati5t ,knight1' & %e ( ! #8,scornful ,ladye4' ,9 va9 he sat at h] feet 9 hall2 9 va9 wore h] col\rs 9 ! li/s2 9 va9 add$ to 8 cognisance ! motto #8,sans esprance1' above ! repres5tation ( a dungeon-grate1 to signify ! hopelessness ( 8 captivity4 ,%e look$ ^u him coldly z ! w9t] moon looks on a froz5 lake2 %e turn$ f him pitilessly z ! b5d+ popl> turns f ! s\? w9d1 :isp]+ its long+ & its sorr[s1 woo+ h] ev5 ) its te>s4 8,s m9/rels sang 9 _! lays ( 8 con/ancy1 & knights m>vell$ at 8 subjection1 & ladies piti$--x may be despis$ him also a little = 8 long-suff]+3 b /ill ! #8,pati5t ,knight' /ruck h>d & %\t$ high = ! r5[n ( h] he lov$2 & /ill ! #8,scornful ,ladye' accept$ 8 homage1 & took cr$it = 8 de$s-(-arms ) scant c\rtesy1 & cruel neglect1 & high imp]i\s disda94 8,s ! ,k+ bade 8 knights & nobles to a fea/2 & because !re 0 to be a solemn passage-(-arms held on ! morr[1 he ent]ta9$ !m ) a fight ( wild bea/s 9 ! ,c>r\sel1 :]eon lords & ladies look$ d[n 9 safety f ! gall]ies above4 ,b _m a s(t *eek grew pale none ! less1 :5 a lion & a tig] 7 let loose to battle = _! lives4 8,n[ ev5 :ile !y gl>$ on ea* o!r ere !y clos$1 ! #8,scornful ,ladye' dropp$ h] glove betwe5 ! bea/s ( prey4 ,quo? %e1 ) a mock+ smile1 #8,an ,i _h a ba*elor "h :o lov$ me well1 he w\ld fet* me back ?is glove t ! w9d ha? bl[n f my h&4' 8,!n ! #8,pati5t ,knight' made no m ado1 b drew 8 good sword & leapt lightly d[n into ! ,c>r\sel1 :]e he pick$ ! glove f ! e>?1 & return+ sca!less to 8 place1 laid x 9 sil5ce at h] feet4 8,!n ! #8,scornful ,ladye' wept sweet & happy te>s2 = 8 great love _h conqu]$ at la/1 & %e w\ld foll[ him meekly n[ to ! end ( ! _w4 8,b %e %$ bitt] te>s on ! morr[1 :5 he rode into ! li/s ) ano!r's sleeve 9 8 helmet1 ano!r's col\rs on 8 h\s+s1 & 8 %ield blazon$ ) ! fre% device ( a brok5 fett] & ! motto1 #8,t\t lasse--t\t casse--t\t passe6'0 ,s1 y see1 ^! adv]s>ies *ang$ places at la/2 & y w probably be ( op9ion t ! ,knight _h ! be/ ( x 9 ! end4 ,p]haps x 8s]v$ h] "r40 ,& yet to me x seems t !re may come a "t :5 to h giv5 gold = silv] 9 e relation ( life %all be ! "o consol+ reflection t enables u to quit x )\t misgiv+s = ! future1 )\t regret = ! pa/1--a "t p]haps ( hu%$ voices1 /eal?y foot/eps1 & a d>k5$ room1 gr[+ yet /rangely d>k] ) e brea? we draw4 ,or a "t ( eag] comrades1 trampl+ squadrons1 %ort %>p words ( comm&1 a bugle s\nd+ ! ,advance1 a cock$-hat glanc+ ?r\gh ! smoke2 a numb sick helplessness t glues ! *eek into ! du/ :]e x has fall51 & a roll ( musketry1 feebl]1 f>!r1 fa9t]1 & m confus$1 till its w>like e*oes die out 9 ! hu% ( ano!r _w4 ,or a "t ( e>?-/a9$ g>m5ts1 & bespatt]$ fri5ds pr(f]+ silv] hunt+-flasks 9 %e] dismay1 & a fav\rite horse br\ght back ) fly+ /irrups1 dangl+ re91 & its mane full ( mud1 :ile ! dull grey sky :eels above1 & ! dank1 tuft$ grass heaves bel[1 nor 9 ! int]vals ( a pa91 becom+ e mom5t less ke51 c we /ifle ! helpless consci\sness t be=e our cru%$ frame %all be lift$ f its wet1 slipp]y re/+-place1 x w be "t to die4 ,at su* mom5ts z ^!1 ,i say1 to h giv5 gold = silv] :ile we c\ld1 c surely be no matt] ( regret4 ,i recollect a qua9t old tomb/one--,i beg y\r p>don = ! allusion--on :i* ,i once read ! foll[+ inscription3-- 8,:at ,i sp5t ,i _h--:at ,i sav$ ,i lo/--:at ,i gave ,i h40 ,surely ?is s5tim5t w be> analys+4 8,:at ,i sp5t ,i _h40 ,i enjoy$ x1 wa/$ x1 got rid ( x3 d]ive f x n[ z mu* enjoym5t z c ev] be extract$ f pa/ pleasures ( :i* self-indulg5ce 0 ! motive--t is to say1 none at all6 8,:at ,i sav$ ,i lo/40 ,und\bt$ly4 ,mortgages1 ,consols1 build+-leases1 railway scrip--x 0 lock$ up 9 securities t ,i c\ld by no means br+ ) me "h4 ,x has be5 an error ( judgm5t1 a bad speculation1 a fooli% v5ture1 a dead loss4 8,b :at ,i gave ,i h40 ,ah6 ,!re ,i did good bus9ess3 took ! turn ( ! m>ket2 inve/$ my capital 9 a bank t pays me c5t4 p] c5t4 ev5 n[2 & ?is1 n only = ! dross we call money1 b = ! real treasures ( ! he>t--affection1 k9dl9ess1 *>ity1 help to ! ne$y1 sympa?y ) ! sorr[ful1 protection to ! weak1 & enc\ragem5t to ! =lorn4 ,! silv] ,i _h 9 return has be5 left long ago on e>?3 p]haps !re 0 b>ely en\gh to make a plate = my c(f92 b ! gold ,i gave is 9 my own possession /ill1 & has be5 beat5 into a cr[n = me 9 heav54 ,yes4 8,x is bett] to give ?an to receive40 ,) few exceptions ! great b5efactors ( mank9d h be5 9 ?is _w defraud$ ( _! wages4 ,columbus di$ p]haps ! poore/ man 9 ! :ole k+dom he _h sp5t 8 lifetime to enri*4 ,socrates sold ! treasures ( 8 intellect--! d$uctions ( ! greate/ m9d 9 antiquity--= a draught ( hemlock on a prison floor4 ,! fable ( ,prome!us has be5 enact$ ov] & ov] aga94 ,^? :o scale ! heav5s t !y may br+ d[n fire to enlight5 & com=t _! fell[-m51 mu/ n hope to escape ! vulture & ! rock4 ,i h always ?\ght t wondr\s /ory ! deepe/ & ! mo/ sugge/ive 9 ! :ole hea!n my?ology4 ,its h]o 0 ! fir/ discov]]1 ! fir/ free-?9k]1 ! fir/ re=m]4 ,he 0 ev5 pro( aga9/ ! s$uctions ( woman1 & detect$ 9 ,p&ora's box ! multiplicity ( evils t secur$ ! pres5ce ( ,hope )9 its compass1 & prev5t$ h] fly+ back to ! heav5 :5ce %e came4 ,! only ,olympian deity he w\ld condesc5d to wor%ip 0 ! ,goddess ( ,wisdom2 & %e x 0 :o taught h] vot>y to outwit ,jupit]1 ! great pr9ciple ( :at may be t]m$ physical nature4 ,by sci5ce man baffles ! elem5ts1 or r5d]s !m subs]vi5t to 8 purpose4 ,he 0 a h]bali/1 a doctor1 a meteorologi/1 & univ]sal ref]ee = gods & m54 ,he taught ! latt] all ! arts necess>y to extort a livelihood f ! e>?2 %[$ !m h[ to yoke _! ox5 & bridle _! /e$s4 ,he 0 wise1 labori\s1 provid5t1 & pat]nal--! fir/ philosoph]1 ! great b5efactor ( 8 "t1 &--8 rew>d 0 to lie 9 *a9s on ,m\nt tna ) a vulture %ea?+ h] beak 9 8 he>t4 ,c we n see 9 ?is hea!n p>able "s glimm]+ ( ! ,great ,hope :i* 0 nev] entirely obscur$ to ! anci5t _w8--"s fa9t =esight (1 "s vague long+ aft]1 ! great ,example :i* has s9ce taught its holy lesson ( self-abnegation & self-sacrifice8 ,x is n = me to enl>ge on a topic s sacr$ & s sublime4 ,en\gh = u & su* z we are1 if by lavi%+ gold = silv] freely on our bro!r1 we c ca/ b "o humble mite into ! treasury ( our ,god4 ,!re is mu* talk 9 ! _w ab\t +ratitude4 ,p :o d good to o!rs at co/ or inconv5i5ce to !mselves are apt to expect a great fl[ ( ?anks1 a great gu% ( s5tim5t 9 return4 ,!y are g5]ally disappo9t$4 ,^? natures :i* feel b5efits ! mo/ deeply are (t5 ! lea/ capable ( express+ _! feel+s1 & a spee*less tongue is ) !m ! result ( a full he>t4 ,besides1 y are sure to be repaid = a good action at "s "t or ano!r4 ,l se$ s[n 9 ! ,nile1 8! bread ca/ ^u ! wat]s10 x may n come back to y = _m days1 b come back at la/ x mo/ c]ta9ly w4 ,w\ld y l y\r *ange 9 silv] or 9 gold8 ,w y h x 9 a few graceful1 well-*os5 expressions1 or 9 ! /]l+ co9 ( sil5t love ) its daily ?\ghts & nightly pray]s2 or1 bett] /ill ev5 ?an ^!1 w y waive y\r claim to x d[n "h1 & h x c>ri$ to y\r acc\nt above8 ,i am suppos+ y\rs is n "o ( ^? natures :i* h arriv$ at ! highe/1 ! noble/ type ( b5evol5ce1 & give _! gold nei!r = silv] nor = copp]1 b freely )\t return at all4 ,to ^! ,i c (f] no enc\ragem5t1 no advice4 ,_! grapes are rip5$1 _! h>ve/ is yell[1 ! light is already %9+ on !m f ! gold5 hills ( heav54 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,a ,,day ,,t ,,is ,,dead ,i h be5 burn+ old lett]s to-night2 _! a%es are flutt]+ 9 ! *imney ev5 n[2 &1 alas6 :ile !y consume1 fleet+ & p]i%able l ! mom5ts !y record1 8ea* dy+ emb]0 seems to h 8wr\ght its gho/0 ^u my he>t4 ,oh6 t we c\ld ei!r completely rememb] or completely =get4 ,oh6 t ! image ( ,mnemosyne w\ld rema9 close en\gh = u to detect ! flaws 9 h] imp]i%able m>ble1 or t %e w\ld remove h]self s f> z to be altoge!r out ( sight4 ,x is ! gold5 haze ( 8middle di/ance0 t %$s on h] ?is w>m & t5d] light4 ,%e is all ! m attractive t we see h] ?r\gh a d\ble veil ( retrospection & regret1 none ! less lovely because h] beauty is dimm$ & s(t5$ 9 a mi/ ( te>s4 ,lett] aft] lett] !y h fl>$1 & black5$1 & %rivell$ up4 ,!re is an end ( !m--!y are gone4 ,n a l9e ( ^? diff]5t h&writ+s %all ,i ev] see aga94 ,! bold1 famili> scrawl ( ! tri$ fri5d & m ?an bro!r2 :y does he come back to me s vividly to-night8 ,! /\t he>t1 ! /rong arm1 ! brave1 k9d face1 ! frank & manly voice4 ,we %all nev] tread ! /ubble nor ! hea!r side by side aga92 nev] m pull h] up aga9/ ! /ream1 nor float idly d[n 9 ! hot summ] noons to cat* ! light air (f ! wat] on our heat$ faces2 to disc\rse1 l ,david & ,jona?an1 ( all & ev]y?+ ne>e/ our he>ts4 ,old fri5d6 old fri5d6 :]ev] y are1 if y h consci\sness y mu/ surely sometimes ?9k ( me2 ,i h n =gott5 y4 ,i _c believe y h =gott5 me ev5 !re4 ,& ! pa9s-tak+1 up-&-d[n-hill *>act]s ( ! little *ild--! little *ild = :om ! angels came s soon1 yet f\nd x ready to dep>t1 ^: fev]-wa/$ lips =m$ none b words ( confid5ce & affection1 ^: blue eyes turn$ _! la/ dim1 dy+ looks s fondly on ! face x lov$4 ,& !re 7 lett]s h>d] to "p ) ?an ^!4 ,nev] m9d1 !y are burnt & done )2 lett]s ( :i* ev5 ! sup]scription once made a k9d he>t leap ) pleasure s int5se x 0 almo/ pa92 lett]s cross$ & re-cross$ 9 delicate1 ord]ly l9es1 be>+ ! well-kn[n ciph]1 brea?+ ! well-kn[n p]fume1 tell+ ! old1 false tale 9 ! old1 false phrases1 s trite & worn-out1 yet seem+ always s fre% & new4 ,! h& t =m$ !m has o!r tasks to occupy x n[2 ! he>t f :i* !y came is mute & cold4 ,hope )]s1 love dies--times are alt]$4 ,:at w\ld y h8 ,x is a _w ( *ange4 ,nev]!less ?is has be5 a di%e>t5+ job2 x has put me 9 l[ spirits2 ,i mu/ call 8,bones0 out ( 8 cupbo>d to come & sit ) me4 8,:at is ?is *>m10 ,i ask him1 8t seems to belong s exclusively to ! pa/8--?is #8t5d] grace ( a day t is dead'8 & mu/ ,i look aft] x d[n ! gulf into :i* x has dropp$ ) su* irrepressible long+ only because x w nev] come back to me8 ,is a man ! great] or wis] t he liv$ a hundr$ ye>s ago or a ?\s&8 ,are reputations1 l w9e1 ! mell[] & ! m preci\s = m]e age1 ev5 ?\gh !y h be5 hid away 9 a cell> all ! "t8 ,is a ?+ actually fair] & bett] because ,i h almo/ =gott5 h[ x look$ :5 pres5t1 & %all nev] set eyes on x aga98 ,i ent]ta9 ! greate/ av]sion to ,horace's laudator temporis acti1 %all always set my face aga9/ ! sup]/ition t #8!re 7 giants 9 ^? days'2 & yet :]ev] ,i w5t 9 ! _w previ\s to my retirem5t "h t ,i might live ) y1 ,i f\nd ! /range maxim pr$om9ate1 t ev]y?+ 0 v mu* bett] be=e x _h be5 improv$6 8,if ,i ent]$ a club & express$ my int5tion ( go+ to ! ,op]a1 = in/ance1 :atev] small sp>k ( en?usiasm ,i c\ld k9dle 0 submitt$ to a wet blanket on ! spot4 #8,good heav5s6' w\ld exclaim "s v5]able philosoph] ( ! ,cynic & ,epicurean s*ools1 #8!re is no op]a n[1 nor ballet nei!r4 ,my good sir1 ! ?+ is done2 x's ov]4 ,we hav5't an arti/ left4 ,ah6 y %\ld h se5 ,taglioni dance2 y %\ld h he>d ,grisi s+2 y %\ld h liv$ :5 ,plancus 0 consul4 ,9 %ort1 y %\ld be z old z ,i am1 & z disgu/$1 & z g\ty1 & z disagreeable6' 8,or ,i walk$ into ! smok+-room ( t same resort1 full ( "s a?letic ga!r+ at ,holl& ,p>k1 "s ',v>sity hurdle-race1 "s trial ( /r5g? or skill among/ ^? lively boys1 ! subalt]ns ( ! ,h\sehold ,brigade2 & ere ,i c\ld articulate #8br&y & soda' ,i _h ,capta9 ,b>clay ?r[n body & bones 9 my face4 #8,walk1 sir6 ,y talk ( walk+8' 7,i didn't1 = !re _h be5 b>ely "t to get a ^w 9 edgeways1 or my p>able w\ld h exhau/$ itself conc]n+ a runn+ high leap47 #8,b !re is no?+ l a real p$e/rian left2 !y don't bre$ 'em1 sir1 9 ^! days3 c't gr[ !m1 & don't "k h[ to tra9 !m if !y c\ld6 ,%[ me a fell[ :o w\ld make a mat* ) ,b>clay to-day4 ,b>clay1 sir1 if he 7 alive1 w\ld walk all y\r be/ m5 d[n aft] he came 9 f %oot+4 ,ask y\r "y fri5ds :i* ( 'em w\ld l to drive ! mail f ,london to ,ed9burgh )\t a greatcoat6 ,i don't "k :at's come to ! pres5t g5]ation4 ,x mu/ be ! smok+1 or ! light cl>et1 p]haps4 ,!y're done1 !y're us$ up1 !y're wa%$ out4 ,:y1 !y g to cov]t by railway1 & h _! gr\se driv5 to !m on a hill6 ,:at w\ld old ,sir ,tatton or ,osbalde/on say to su* do+s z ^!8 ,i 0 at ,newm>ket1 ,i tell y1 :5 ! ,squire rode 8 fam\s mat*--two hundr$ miles 9 less ?an n9e h\rs6 ,i saw him get (f old ,tranby1 & ,i give y my hon\r ! man look$ fre%] ?an ! horse6 ,don't tell me4 ,he 0 rubb$ d[n by a c\ple ( prize-fight]s 7!re 7 real bruis]s 9 ^? days1 & ! be/ man us$ to w971 dress$1 & came to d9n] j z y w\ld aft] a five-mile walk4 ,pocket ,h]cules1 y call him--"o 9 a ?\s&8 ,!re 7 hundr$s ( su* m5 9 my day4 ,:y1 ,i recollect 9 ,tom ,smi?'s "t t ,i myself----' 8,b at ?is po9t ,i us$ to make my escape1 because !re are two subjects on :i* nobody is s brilliant z n to be prolix1 s dull z n to be en?usia/ic--8 do+s 9 ! saddle & 8 adv5tures ) ! fair4 ,to hon\r ei!r ( ^! triumphs he bl[s a trumpet-note l\d & long 9 proportion to ! antiquity ( ! annals x records4 ,:y mu/ y nev] aga9 become possess$ ( su* a hunt] z ,tally-,ho8 ,did t abnormal animal really c>ry y z well z y ?9k1 nei!r fail+ :5 ! gr\nd 0 deep nor wav]+ :5 ! f5ces 7 /rong8 ,is x /rictly true t no day 0 ev] too long = him8 t he 0 always 9 ! same field ) ! h\nds8 ,& h n ! rails he rose at1 ! dit*es he cov]$ s gallantly1 increas$ annually 9 height & dep? & g5]al impossibility ev] s9ce t fatal morn+ :5 he broke 8 back1 "u ! ,copl[ 9 a two-foot dra98 8,y c't f9d su* horses n[8 ,p]haps y d n give !m s lib]al a *ance ( prov+ _! c\rage1 spe$1 & endurance4 8,on ! o!r topic x is natural en\gh1 ,i d>e say1 = y to #8y>n' ) all ! m fre$om t !re is no "o left to contradict4 ,p us$ enorm\s col\r$ silk h&k]*iefs 9 t remote p]iod1 :5 y ?rew y\rs ) su* ,ori5tal complac5cy1 & ! odalisques :o pick$ x up are probably to-day s old & /iff !y c\ld n b5d _! backs to save _! lives4 ,b 7 !y really z fond1 & fair1 & fai?ful z !y seem to y n[8 ,_h !y no caprices to *ill1 no :ims to worry1 no rivals on h&1 to drive y mad8 ,l ! sea1 ^? eyes t look s deep & blue at a di/ance1 are gre5 & turbid & full ( specks :5 y come q close4 ,0 x all sun%9e ) ,m>y1 all roses ) ,m>g>et1 all summ] ) ,jane8 ,:at figures ! mod]n wom5 make ( !mselves1 y say4 ,h[ !y (f5d y\r eye1 ^? b>e *eek-bones1 ^? cl++ skirts1 ^? hateful *ignons6 ,ah6 ! *eeks no long] hang out a dang]-signal :5 y approa*2 ! skirts are no m lift$1 ev] su* a little1 to make room = y 9 ! corn] ( ! s(a next ! fire2 & ?\gh y might h _h locks ( hair en\gh once to h wov5 a p>ti-col\r$ *ignon ( y\r own1 x w\ld be hopeless n[ to beg z mu* z w\ld make a f+]-r+ = ,que5 ,mab4 ,:at is x1 ,i say1 t causes u to look ) su* delud$ eyes on ! pa/8 ,is x sorr[ or malice1 disappo9tm5t or regret8 ,are our tee? /ill on edge ) ! s\r grapes we h eat5 or =borne8 ,d we gl[] ?r\gh ! jaundic$ eyes ( malevol5ce1 or is our sight fail+ ) ! %ades ( a com+ night80 ,bones seldom deliv]s himself ( 8 op9ion 9 a hurry4 8,i ?9k10 he says v delib]ately1 8t ?is1 l _m o!r absurdities ( human nature1 orig9ates 9 t desire = ! unatta9able :i* is1 aft] all1 ! ma9spr+ ( ef=t1 improvem5t1 & approa* t[>ds p]fection4 ,man longs = ! impossible1 & :at is s impossible z ! pa/8 ,t :i* ha? vani%$ becomes !re=e valuable1 t :i* is hidd5 attractive1 t :i* is di/ant desirable4 ,!re is a /range lay /ill exi/+ by an old ,prov5al tr\bad\r1 no small fav\rite ) iron-h&$1 lion-he>t$ ,k+ ,ri*>d1 ( :i* ! refra91 #8s f> away1' expresses v t\*+ly ! long+ = ! abs5t1 p]haps only because abs5t1 t is s pa9ful1 s human1 & s unwise4 ,! :ole /ory is wild & absurd to a degree1 yet n )\t a sadd5$ int]e/1 ow+ to ! m\rnful refra9 quot$ above4 ,x is ?us told 9 ! notes to ,w>ton's ,hi/ory ( ,engli% ,poetry3-- 8#8,jeffrey ,rudell1 a fam\s tr\bad\r ( ,prov5ce1 :o is also celebrat$ by ,petr>*1 _h he>d f ! adv5tur]s 9 ! ,crusades ! beauty ( a ,c\ntess ( ,tripoli highly extoll$4 ,he became enam\r$ f imag9ation1 emb>k$ = ,tripoli1 fell sick on ! voyage ?r\gh ! fev] ( expectation1 & 0 br\ght on %ore at ,tripoli1 half-expir+4 ,! c\ntess1 hav+ receiv$ ! news ( ! arrival ( ?is gallant /rang]1 ha/5$ to ! %ore & took him by ! h&4 ,he op5$ 8 eyes1 & at once ov]p[]$ by 8 disease & h] k9dness1 _h j "t to say in>ticulately t hav+ se5 h] he di$ satisfi$4 ,! c\ntess made him a mo/ spl5did fun]al1 & erect$ to 8 memory a tomb ( porphyry inscrib$ ) an epitaph 9 ,arabian v]se4 ,%e comm&$ 8 sonnets to be ri*ly copi$ & illum9at$ ) lett]s ( gold1 0 seiz$ ) a pr(\nd melan*oly1 & turn$ nun4 ,i w endeav\r to translate "o ( ! sonnets he made on 8 voyage1 8,yret et dol5t m'en p>tray10 etc4 ,x has "s pa?os & s5tim5t4 8,i %\ld dep>t p5sive b = ?is love ( m9e s f> away1 = ,i "k n :at difficulties ,i may h to enc\nt]1 my native l& be+ s f> away4 ,?\ :o ha/ made all ?+s & :o =m$ ?is love ( m9e s f> away1 give me /r5g? ( body1 & !n ,i may hope to see ?is love ( m9e s f> away4 ,surely my love mu/ be f\nd$ on true m]it1 z ,i love "o s f> away4 ,if ,i am easy = a mom5t1 yet ,i feel a ?\s& pa9s = h] :o is s f> away4 ,no o!r love ev] t\*$ my he>t ?an ?is = h] s f> away4 ,a fair] ?an %e nev] t\*$ any he>t1 ei!r s ne> or s f> away4'0 8,x is utt] nons5se1 ,i grant y1 & ! do+s ( ?is love-sick idiot seem to h be5 9 "* ) 8 /anzas1 yet is !re a m\rnful pa?os ab\t t wail+ s f> away :i*1 well-word$1 well-set1 & well-p]=m$1 w\ld make ! success ( a draw+-room song4 8,if ! ,c\ntess ( ,tripoli1 :o seems also to h own$ a susceptible temp]am5t1 _h be5 8 c\s9 & liv$ next door1 he w\ld probably n h admir$ h] ! lea/1 w\ld c]ta9ly nev] h woo$ h] 9 su* wild & pa!tic v]se2 b he gave h] cr$it = all ! *>ms t con/itut$ 8 own ideal ( p]fection1 & sick5$ ev5 to dea? = ! possession ( 8 di/ant treasure1 simply & solely because x 0 s f> away6 8,:at p all really love is a dream4 ,! /rong] ! imag9ation ! m vivid ! phantom t fills x2 b on ! o!r h&1 ! wak+ is m sudd5 & m complete4 ,if ,i 7 a woman in/ead ( a--a--specim51 ,i %\ld bew>e h[ ,i set my he>t ^u a man ( imag9ation1 a quality :i* ! _w is apt to call g5ius1 ) z mu* good s5se z !re w\ld be 9 conf\nd+ ! sp>ks f a blacksmi?'s anvil ) ! blacksmi? himself4 ,su* a man takes ! fir/ doll t flatt]s him1 dresses h] out 9 ! fabrications ( 8 own fancy1 falls d[n & wor%ips1 gets bor$1 & gets up1 pulls ! t9sel (f z quick z he put x on2 be+ 8 own he ?9ks he may d :at he likes ) x1 & f9ds any o!r doll looks j z well 9 ! same light & deck$ ) ! same trapp+s4 ,n>cissus is n ! only p]son :o has fall5 9 love ) ! reflection1 or :at he believ$ to be ! reflection1 ( himself4 ,"s get (f ) a duck+1 "s are dr[n$ 9 sad e>ne/ = _! pa9s4 8,nev]!less1 z ! ,fr5* philosoph] says1 #8,!re is no?+ s real z illusion4' ,! day t is dead has = m5 a m actual1 a m tangible1 a m vivid id5tity ?an ! day t exi/s1 nay1 ?an ! day z yet unborn4 ,"o ( ! mo/ *>act]i/ic & inconv5i5t delusions ( humanity is its incapacity = enjoym5t ( ! pres5t4 ,life is a j\rney 9 :i* p are ei!r look+ =w>d or look+ back4 ,nobody has ! wisdom to sit d[n = half-an-h\r 9 ! %ade li/5+ to ! birds ov]head1 exam9+ ! fl[]s und]foot4 ,x is always #8,h[ pleasant x 0 ye/]day6 ,:at fun we %all h to-morr[6' ,nev] #8,h[ happy we are to-day6' ,& yet :at is ! pa/1 :5 we ?9k ( x1 b a dream vani%$ into d>kness--! future b an unc]ta9 glimm] t may nev] bright5 into dawn8 8,x is /range h[ mu* /rong] 9 old age ?an 9 y\? is ! t5d5cy to live 9 ! h]eaft]4 ,n ! real h]eaft] ( ano!r _w1 b ! delusive h]eaft] ( ?is4 ,tell a lad ( eighte5 t he mu/ wait a ye> or two = any?+ he desires v eag]ly1 & he becomes utt]ly despond5t ( atta9+ 8 wi%2 b an old man ( sev5ty is p]fectly ready to make arrangem5ts or submit to sacrifices = 8 p]sonal b5efit to be rew>d$ 9 t5 ye>s' "t or s1 :5 he p]suades himself he w /ill be q capable ( enjoy+ life4 ,! p :o pur*ase annuities1 :o plant trees1 :o bre$ horses = _! own rid+ are all pa/ middle age4 ,p]haps !y h se5 s _m ?+s br\ght ab\t by wait+1 m p>ticul>ly :5 ! def]r$ hope _h caus$ ! sick he>t's desire to pass away1 t !y h resolv$ = !m also mu/ be #8a good "t com+1' if only !y w h pati5ce & #8wait a little long]4' ,p]haps !y look =w>d because !y _c be> to look back4 ,p]haps 9 su* vague anticipations !y try to delude _! own consci\sness1 & fancy t by ignor+ & refus+ to see x !y c escape ! inevitable *ange4 ,aft] all1 ?is is ! heal?ie/ & mo/ invigorat+ practice ( ! two4 ,some?+ ( c\rage seems want+ 9 man or bea/ :5 ei!r is cont9ually look+ back4 ,to ! philosoph] #8a day t is dead' has no value b = ! lesson x af=ds2 to ! re/ ( mank9d x is ine/imably preci\s = ! unacc\ntable reason t x c nev] come aga940 8,be x s10 ,i answ]$2 8let me vote 9 ! majority4 ,i ?9k ) ! fools1 ,i hone/ly confess1 b ,i h also a !ory ( my own on ?is subject1 :i* ,i am q prep>$ to he> ridicul$ & despis$4 ,my supposition is t ideas1 feel+s1 delusions1 "n !m h[ y w1 recur 9 cycles1 al?\gh ev5ts & tangible bodies1 su* z we t]m realities1 mu/ pass away4 ,i _c rememb] 9 my life any exp]i5ce t c\ld prop]ly be call$ a new s5sation4 ,:5 9 a position ( :i* ,i _h c]ta9ly no =m] k ,i h always felt a vague1 dreamy consci\sness t some?+ ( ! same k9d mu/ h happ5$ to me be=e4 ,c x be t my s\l has exi/$ previ\sly1 long ere x came to t5ant ?is body t x is s soon ab\t to quit8 ,c x be t its immortality /ret*es bo? ways1 z into ! future s into ! pa/8 ,may ,i n hope t 9 ! inf9ity s fitly repres5t$ by a circle1 ! pa/ may become ! future z ! future mo/ c]ta9ly mu/ become ! pa/1 & ! day t is dead1 to :i* ,i n[ look back s m\rnfully1 may rise aga9 new]1 fre%]1 bright] ?an ev] 9 ! l& ( ! morn+ beyond t n>r[ paltry gutt] :i* we call ! grave80 ,i wait$ anxi\sly = 8 answ]4 ,!re are "s ?+s we w\ld give any?+ to "k1 ?+s on :i* c]ta9ty w\ld s completely alt] all our ideas1 our arrangem5ts1 our hopes1 & our regrets4 ,ignorant ( ! coa/ to :i* we are b\nd1 its di/ance1 its climate1 & its necessities1 h[ c we tell :at to pack up & :at to leave beh9d8 ,to be sure1 reg>d+ ?+s mat]ial1 we are sp>$ all tr\ble ( selection2 b !re is yet room = mu* anxiety conc]n+ ! outfit ( ! s\l4 ,= ! space ( a m9ute he seem$ to pond]1 & :5 he did speak1 all he said 0 ?is-- 8,i "k1 b ,i mu/ n tell10 pres]v+ !reaft] an inflexible sil5ce till x 0 "t to g to b$4 ,,*apt] ,,vii ,,! ,,f\r-,,leav$ ,,%amrock ,we are all look+ = x2 %all we ev] f9d x8 ,c x be cultivat$ 9 ho?\ses by ,scot* head-g>d5]s ) high wages & ,doric acc5t8 or %all we come ^u x accid5tally1 peep+ ?r\gh gre5 bulru%es1 lurk+ 9 tangl$ woodl&s1 or p]*$ high on ! m\nta9's cre/1 f> above ! region ( gr\se & hea!r1 :]e ! pt>migan folds h] w+s among/ ! silt & %+le 9 ! clefts ( ! b>e grey rock8 ,we climb = x1 we dive = x1 we creep = x on our belly1 l ! s]p5t1 eat+ du/ to any am\nt 9 ! process2 b d we ev] succe$ 9 pluck+ su* a specim5 z1 accord+ to our natures1 we c joyfully place 9 our hats = o/5tation or hide "u our wai/coats = true love8 ,d y rememb] ,sir ,walt] ,scott's humor\s poem call$ ! 8,se>* aft] ,happ9ess08 ,d y rememb] h[ t ,ea/]n mon>* :o /rove to appropriate ! %irt ( a cont5t$ man visit$ e nation 9 turn till he came to ,irel&1 ! native soil inde$ ( all ! %amrock tribe2 h[ 8 myrmidons incont95tly assault$ "o ( ! 8bhoys0 ^: mir?ful demean\r rais$ _! highe/ hopes1 & h[ 8,%elelagh1 _! plans 0 well-nigh aft] baulk+1 ,mu* less provocation w set x a-walk+2 ,b ! odds t foil$ ,h]cules foil$ ,paddy:ack4 ,!y floor$ him1 !y seiz$ him1 !y /ripp$ him1 alack6 ,up1 bubboo6 ,he hadn't a %irt to 8 back60 ,mank9d has be5 hunt+ ! f\r-leav$ %amrock f ! v e>lie/ times on record4 ,i believe half ! leg5ds ( my?ology1 half ! exploits ( hi/ory1 half ! discov]ies ( sci5ce1 orig9ate 9 ! univ]sal se>*4 ,jason 0 look+ = x ) 8 ,argonauts :5 he /umbl$ on ! ,gold5 ,fleece2 ,columbus sail$ aft] x 9 ! track ( ! sett+ sun1 scann+ t b>e horizon ( an endless ocean1 day aft] day1 ) s9k+ he>t yet nev]-fail+ c\rage1 till ! l&-we$s drift+ r\nd 8 pr[1 ! l&-birds p]*+ on 8 sp>s1 br\ght him _! joy\s welcome f ! undiscov]$ %ore2 ,alex&] trav]s$ ,asia 9 8 desire = x2 ,cs> da%$ ?r\gh ! ,rubicon 9 its pursuit2 ,napoleon well-nigh grasp$ x aft] ,au/]litz1 b ! fro/s & fires ( ,mosc[ %rivell$ x into no?+ ere 8 h& c\ld close ^u ! prize4 ,to f9d x1 sages h ransack$ _! libr>ies1 adepts exhau/$ _! alembics1 mis]s ho>d$ up _! gold4 ,x is n tw9$ ) ! poet's bay-leaves1 nor is x conceal$ 9 ! madman's hellebore4 ,p h be5 = x to ! ,great ,des]t1 ! ,blue ,m\nta9s1 ! ,*9ese capital1 ! int]ior ( ,africa1 & return$ empty-h&$ z !y w5t4 ,x abhors c\rts1 camps1 & cities2 x /rikes no root 9 palace nor 9 ca/le2 & if m likely to turn up 9 a cottage-g>d51 :o has yet discov]$ ! humble plot ( gr\nd on :i* x gr[s8 ,nev]!less1 undet]r$ by w>n+1 example1 & ! exp]i5ce ( repeat$ failures1 human nature relaxes no?+ ( its p]sev]+ que/4 ,i h se5 a dog p]si/ 9 *as+ swall[s z !y skimm$ along ! lawn2 b !n ! dog _h once caught a w\nd$ bird1 & 0 !re=e act+ on an assur$ & tri$ exp]i5ce ( its own4 ,if y or ,i _h ev] f\nd "o f\r-leav$ %amrock1 we %\ld be ju/ifi$ 9 *]i%+ a vague hope t we might "s day light ^u ano!r4 ,! ,knights ( ! ,r\nd ,table beheld ) _! own eyes t vision ( ! ,holy ,vessel1 desc5d+ 9 _! mid/1 :i* scatt]$ ^? /eel-clad h]oes 9 all directions on ! adv5ture ( ! ,sangreal2 b p]haps ! v v[s ( *ivalry !y _h regi/]$1 ! v exploits !y p]=m$1 orig9at$ ) t re/less long+ !y c\ld n b ackn[l$ge 9 common ) all mank9d = possession ( ! f\r-leav$ %amrock4 8,& bett] he lov$1 t mon>* bold1 ,on v5tur\s que/ to ride ,9 mail & plate1 by wood & wold1 ,?an ) erm9e trapp$ & clo? ( gold ,9 pr9cely b[] to bide4 ,! bur/+ cra% ( a foeman's spe> ,z x %iv]$ aga9/ 8 mail1 ,0 m]ri] music to 8 e> ,?an c\rti]'s :isp]$ tale4 ,& ! cla% ( ,caliburn m de>1 ,:5 on ho/ile casque x rung1 ,?an all ! lays to _! mon>*'s praise ,! h>p]s ( ,reg$ sung4 ,he lov$ bett] to bide by wood & riv]1 ,?an 9 b[] ( 8 dame ,que5 ,gu5ev]e2 ,= he left t lady1 s lovely ( *e]1 ,to foll[ adv5tures ( dang] & fe>1 ,& little ! frank-he>t$ mon>* did wot ,t %e smil$ 9 8 abs5ce on brave ,launcelot40 ,oh6 ^? lilt+ /anzas ( ,sir ,walt]'s1 h[ m]rily !y r+ on "o's e>1 l ! cla% ( /eel1 ! j+l+ ( bridles1 or ! measur$ cad5ce ( a good /e$'s /ride6 ,we c fancy ourselves spurr+ ?r\gh ! mle aft] ! 8selfless /a9less0 k+1 or gallop+ ) him d[n ! grassy glades ( ,lyonesse on "o ( 8 adv5tur\s que/s = dang]1 hon\r1 r5[n--&--! f\r-leav$ %amrock4 ,obvi\sly x did n gr[ 9 ! tilt-y>ds at ,ca]leon or ! palace g>d5s ( ,camelot2 nay1 he _h fail$ to f9d x 9 ! posy lovely ,gu5ev]e wore on h] bosom4 ,alas6 t ev5 ,launcelot1 ! fl[] ( *ivalry1 ! brave1 ! c\rte\s1 ! g5tle1 ! sorr[+ & ! s9ful1 mu/ h s\ght = x !re 9 va94 ,ev]ybody beg9s life ) a f\r-leav$ %amrock 9 view1 an ideal ( 8 own1 t he foll[s up ) consid]able wrong-head$ness to ! end4 ,su* fiction has a great deal to answ] = 9 ! way ( disappo9tm5t1 dissatisfaction1 & disgu/4 ,_m natures f9d !mselves completely s\r$ & det]iorat$ be=e middle age1 & :y8 ,because1 =soo?1 !y h be5 ?r\gh ! g>d5 ) no bett] luck ?an _! neighb\rs4 ,i />t$ 9 bus9ess1 we w say1 ) good connections1 suffici5t capital1 & an ard5t desire to make a =tune4 ,mu/ ,i be a sadd5$1 morose1 _w-we>i$ man because1 miss+ t unacc\ntable rise 9 muletwi/1 & tak+ ! subsequ5t fall 9 grey %irt+s too late1 ,i h only realis$ a compet5cy1 :ile ,bullion1 :o didn't want x1 made at lea/ tw5ty ?\48 ,or ,i woo$ ,=tune z a soldi]1 fond ( ! pr(ession1 c>eless ( climate1 prodigal ( my p]son1 ramm+ my head :]ev] !re 0 a *ance ( hav+ x knock$ (f1 8/ick+ to x l a lee*1 sir2 nev] miss+ a day's duty1 by ,jove6 :ile o!r fell[s 7 gett+ on ! /aff1 %oot+ up ! c\ntry1 or go+ home on sick leave40 ,s ,i rema9 no?+ b an ov]work$ field-(fic]1 grim & grey1 ) an enl>g$ liv]1 & m r$ 9 my nose ?an my *eeks1 :ile ,dawdle is a major-g5]al comm&+ 9 a heal?y di/rict1 foll[$ ab\t by two aides-de-camp1 enjoy+ a lucrative appo9tm5t ) a fair *ance ( milit>y di/9ction4 ,%all ,i !re=e devote to ! l[e/ pit ( ,a*]on ! ,horse ,gu>ds1 ! ,w> ,(fice1 ,h4,r4,h4 ! ,comm&]-9-,*ief1 & ! s]vice ( ,h] ,maje/y ! ,que58 ,h[ _m briefless b>ri/]s mu/ y multiply to obta9 a ,"l ,*ancellor1 or ev5 a ,*ief ,b>on8 ,h[ _m curates g to a bi%op8 ,h[ _m village practition]s to a fa%ionable doctor 9 a ,london-built br\gham8 ,success 9 e l9e1 :ile x waits1 to a c]ta9 ext5t1 on p]sev]ance & capacity1 p>takes ?us mu* 9 ! nature ( a lott]y1 t = "o prize !re mu/ be an incalculable numb] ( blanks4 ,i w n g s f> z to say t y %\ld ab/a9 f ! lib]al pr(essions ( arts or arms1 t y %\ld refra9 f tak+ y\r ticket 9 ! lott]y1 or 9 any way re/ idly 9 mid-/ream1 glad to 8,loose ! sail1 %ift ! o>1 let h] float d[n1 ,fleet+ & glid+ by t[] & t[n20 b ,i ask y to rememb] t ! m>%al's baton c only be 9 "o conscript's knapsack out ( half a million2 t wigs & mitres1 & fees e five m9utes1 fall only to "o 9 t5 ?\s&2 t al?\gh ev]ybody has an equal *ance 9 ! lott]y1 t *ance may be describ$ z b half a degree bett] ?an ! ciph] :i* repres5ts z]o4 ,!re is an aphorism 9 ev]ybody's m\? ab\t ! man :o goes to look = a /raight /ick 9 ! wood4 ,hollies1 elms1 oaks1 a%es1 & ald]s he inspects1 sapl+ aft] sapl+1 9 va94 ,?is "o has a twi/ at ! h&le1 t b5ds a little t[>ds ! po9t2 "s are too ?ick = pliancy1 "s too ?9 = /r5g?4 ,sev]al w\ld d v well b = ! abundant v>iety t af=ds a *ance ( f9d+ some?+ bett]4 ,pres5tly he em]ges at ! f>!r f5ce1 hav+ trav]s$ ! cov]t f end to end1 b 8 h&s are /ill empty1 & he %akes 8 head1 ?9k+ he may h be5 ov]-fa/idi\s 9 8 *oice4 ,a /raight /ick is no easi] to f9d ?an w\ld be a f\r-leav$ %amrock4 ,! man :o goes to buy a t[n h\se or r5t a place 9 ! c\ntry exp]i5ces ! same difficulty4 ,up-/airs & d[n-/airs he travels1 inspect+ kit*5-ranges1 s9ks & scull]ies1 attics1 b$rooms1 b\doirs1 & h\semaids' closets1 till 8 legs a*e1 8 bra9 swims1 & 8 temp] entirely gives way4 ,9 ,london1 if ! situation is p]fect1 !re is sure to be no s]vants' hall1 or ! accommodation bel[-/airs leaves no?+ to be desir$1 b he _c und]take to reside s f> f 8 club4 ,^! difficulties ov]come1 he discov]s ! butl]'s pantry is s d>k no s]vant ( t fa/idi\s ord] w cons5t to /ay ) him a week4 ,9 ! c\ntry1 if ! place is pretty ! neighb\rhood may be objectionable3 ! r5t is p]haps delightfully mod]ate1 b he mu/ keep up ! gr\nds & pay ! wages ( f\r g>d5]s4 ,suitable 9 e o!r respect1 he _c get ! %oot+2 or if no su* drawbacks are to be alleg$1 !re is surely a railway ?r\gh ! p>k1 & no /ation )9 five miles4 ,pl5ty ( %amrocks gr[1 y see1 ( ! trefoil ord]1 gre51 graceful1 & p]fectly symmetrical4 ,x is t f\r? leaf he looks =1 :i* creates all 8 difficulties4 ,! same ) ! g5tleman 9 se>* ( a horse1 ! same ) ,clebs 9 se>* ( a wife4 ,if ! =m] _c be p]suad$ to put up ) "s little drawback ( action1 beauty1 or temp]1 he w nev] "k t mo/ delightful ( all p>tn]%ips1 ! sympa?y exi/+ betwe5 a good horseman & 8 /e$4 ,if ! latt] expects to f9d a p]fection really exi/1 :i* he ?9ks he has discov]$ :ile dazzl$ by ! glam\r surr\nd+ a man 9 love1 he des]ves to be disappo9t$1 & he g5]ally is4 ,r>e1 r>e inde$ are ! f\r-leav$ %amrocks 9 ei!r sex2 ?rice happy ^? :om ,fate p]mits to w9 & we> !m ev5 = a day6 ,:at is x we expect to f9d8 ,9 ?is matt] ( m>riage m ?an 9 any o!r our anticipations are s exorbitant t we _c be surpris$ if our 8come-d[n0 is di%e>t5+ 9 proportion4 8,:]e is ! maid5 ( mortal /ra9 ,t may mat* ) ! ,b>on ( ,tri]ma98 ,%e mu/ be lovely1 con/ant1 & k9d1 ,holy & pure1 & humble ( m9d10 etc4 7,h[ ,sir ,walt] runs 9 my head to-night47 ,yes1 %e mu/ be all ?is1 & possess a ?\s& o!r good qualities1 _m m ?an are enum]at$ by ,iago1 s z nev] to desc5d = a mom5t f ! p$e/al on :i* h] b>on has set h] up4 ,is ?is indulg5t8 is x ev5 reasonable8 ,c he expect any human creature to be always danc+ on ! tight-rope8 ,:y is ,lady ,tri]ma9 n to h h] :ims1 h] temp]1 h] fits ( ill-hum\r1 l h] "l8 ,%e mu/ n inde$ foll[ 8 example & relieve h] m9d by swe>+ 8a good1 r\nd1 m\?-fill+ oa?10 !re=e %e has ! m excuse = feel+ at times a little capti\s1 a little irritable1 :at %e h]self calls a little cross4 ,did he expect %e 0 an angel8 ,well1 he (t5 call$ h] "o1 nay1 %e looks l x ev5 n[ 9 t pretty dress1 says my "l1 & %e smiles ?r\gh h] te>s1 putt+ h] :ite arms r\nd 8 neck s fondly t he really believes he has f\nd :at he want$ till !y fall out aga9 next "t4 ,m5 are v h>d 9 ! way ( exaction on ^? !y love4 ,all 8take0 seems _! motto1 & z little 8give0 z possible4 ,if !y w\ld b rememb] ! gold5 rule & expect no m ?an %\ld be expect$ f !mselves1 x might be a bett] _w = ev]ybody4 ,i h sometimes wond]$ 9 my own m9d :e!r wom5 d n r enjoy be+ co]c$ & kept d[n4 ,i h se5 !m s false to a k9d he>t1 & s fond ( a cruel "o4 ,are !y slaves by nature1 d y conceive1 or only hypocrites by education8 ,i suppose no wise man puzzles 8 head mu* on t subject4 ,!y are all incompreh5sible & all alike6 8,h[ unju/60 exclaims ,bones1 int]rupt+ me ) m vivacity ?an usual4 8,h[ unsupport$ an ass]tion1 h[ sweep+ an accusation1 h[ unfair1 h[ unreasonable1 & h[ l a man6 ,yes1 t is ! way ) e "o ( y2 disappo9t$ 9 a s+le in/ance1 y take refuge f y\r own want ( judgm5t1 y\r own mismanagem5t1 y\r own headlong /upidity1 9 ! condemnation ( half ! _w6 ,y op5 a doz5 oy/]s1 & turn away disgu/$ because y h n f\nd a pe>l4 ,y fall an easy prey to ! fir/ woman :o flatt]s y1 & plume y\rself on hav+ ga9$ a victory )\t fight+ a battle4 ,! =tress s easily won is probably b weakly g>rison$1 & capitulates ere long to a fre% assailant4 ,:5 ?is has happ5$ two or ?ree times1 y veil y\r discomfiture "u an affectation ( philosophy & v[ t wom5 are all alike1 quot+ p]haps a consolatory scrap f ,catullus-- #8,quid levius plum8 pulvis4 ,quid pulv]e8 v5tus4 ,quid v5to8 muli]4 ,quid mulire8 nihil8' ,b ,roman prov]bs & ,roman philosophy are unwor?y & delusive4 ,!re is a /raight /ick 9 ! wood if y w be satisfi$ ) x :5 f\nd2 !re is a f\r-leav$ %amrock among/ ! h]bage if y w only seek = x hone/ly on y\r knees4 ,%\ld !re be b "o 9 a hundr$ wom51 nay1 "o 9 a ?\s&1 on :om an hone/ he>t is n ?r[n away1 x is wor? :ile to try & f9d h]4 ,at wor/1 bett] be deceiv$ ov] & ov] aga9 ?an s9k into t deepe/ sl\gh ( depravity 9 :i* ^? /ruggle :o1 because _! own tru/ has be5 outrag$1 decl>e !re is no fai? to be kept ) o!rs2 because _! own day has be5 d>k5$1 d5y ! exi/5ce ( light4 8,y speak feel+ly10 ,i obs]ve1 consci\s t su* unusual e>ne/ness d5otes a conviction he w get ! wor/ ( ! debate4 8,y h p]haps be5 m =tunate ?an ! re/4 ,h y f\nd h]1 !n1 ?is hundr$? woman1 ?is prize1 ?is pe>l1 ?is black swan1 glori\s z ! phnix & r>e z ! dodo8 ,=give my argum5tum ad hom9em1 if ,i may use ! expression1 & =give my urg+ t su* good =tune only furni%es "o ( ^? exceptions :i*1 illogical p ass]t1 prove ! rule40 ,!re is a vibration ( 8 tee? want+ only lips to become a sne]1 :ile he replies-- 8,9 my own case ,i 0 n s lucky1 b ,i kept my he>t up & w5t on ) my se>* to ! end40 8,exactly10 ,i retort 9 triumph2 8y1 too1 sp5t a lifetime look+ = ! f\r-leav$ %amrock1 & nev] f\nd x aft] all4 ,b ,i ?9k wom5 are f> m unreasonable ?an ourselves 9 ?is desire = ! unatta9able1 ?is disappo9tm5t :5 illusion fades into reality4 ,n only 9 _! husb&s d !y expect p]fection1 & t1 too1 9 defiance ( daily exp]i5ce1 ( obvi\s incompet5cy1 b 9 _! s]vants1 _! tradespeople1 _! c>riages1 _! horses1 _! rooms1 _! h\ses1 ! d9n]s !y eat1 & ! dresses !y we>4 ,) !m an av[al ( incapacity to reconcile impossibilities /&s = wilful ob/9acy1 or %e] /upidity at be/4 ,!y believe !mselves ! victims ( peculi> ill-=tune if _! coa*man gets drunk1 or _! horses g lame2 if mill9]s are c>eless or ribbons unbecom+2 if *imneys smoke1 p>ties fall ?r\gh1 or x ra9s :5 !y want to put on a new bonnet4 ,!y nev] seem to und]/& t e #8if' has its #8b1' e pro its con4 ,my old fri5d1 ,mr4 ,bi%op1 ( ,bond ,/reet1 ! ,democritus ( 8 day 7& may he live z long671 obs]v$ to me _m ye>s ago1 :5 "y p w5t mad ab\t ! polka1 t ! new measure 0 a type ( ev]y?+ else 9 life1 #8,:at y ga9 9 danc+ y lose 9 turn+ r\nd4' ,is x n s ) all our ef=ts1 all our und]tak+s1 all our noble/ endeav\rs aft] triumph & success8 ,9 dynamics we mu/ be cont5t to resign ! maximum ( "o prop]ty t we may pres]ve ! indisp5sable m9imum ( ano!r1 mu/ all[ = friction 9 velocity1 mu/ calculate ! w9dage ( a %ot4 ,9 e?ics we mu/ accept fanaticism ) s9c]ity1 exagg]ation ) en?usiasm1 ov]-caution ) unusual =esight1 & a giddy bra9 ) a w>m1 impulsive he>t4 ,:at we take "h we mu/ give yond]2 :at we ga9 9 danc+ we mu/ lose 9 turn+ r\nd6 8,b no woman c be br\ght to see ?is obvi\s necessity4 ,= ! fem99e m9d no?+ is impracticable4 ,n a "y lady eat+ bread & butt] 9 ! s*ool-room b *]i%es h] own vision ( ! pr9ce already rid+ ?r\gh en*ant$ =e/s 9 h] pursuit4 ,! pr9ce may turn out to be a curate1 a cornet1 or a c\nt1 a duke or a dairy-f>m]1 a b>onet or a black+-mak]1 t has no?+ to d ) x4 ,rely+ on h] limitless h]itage ( ! possible1 %e feels %e has a prescriptive "r to ! title1 ! t5 ?\s& a ye>1 ! matrimonial prize1 ! f\r-leav$ %amrock4 ,:atev] else turns up1 %e consid]s h]self an ill-us$ woman = life1 unless all ! qualities desirable 9 man are f\nd unit$ 9 ! p]son & =tunes ( h] husb&2 nay1 he mu/ ev5 possess virtues t c sc>ce possibly co-exi/4 ,he mu/ be h&some & imp5etrable1 g5]\s & economical1 gay & dome/ic1 manly b nev] f h] side1 wise yet def]r+ to h] op9ion 9 all ?+s1 quick-sight$1 ?\gh bl9d to any drawbacks or %ortcom+s 9 h]self4 ,above all1 mu/ he be sup]latively cont5t ) 8 lot1 & unable to discov] t by any means 9 8 matrimonial v5ture1 #8:at he ga9$ 9 danc+ he has lo/ 9 turn+ r\nd4' 8,i decl>e to y ,i ?9k if ,ursidius#b insi/s on m>ry+ at all1 t he _h bett] select a wid[2 at lea/ he runs at ev5 weights aga9/ 8 pr$ecessor1 :o1 be+ a man1 mu/ ne$s h suff]$ f human weakness & human infirmities4 ,! *ances are t ! de> dep>t$ w5t to sleep aft] d9n]1 hat$ an op5 c>riage1 made night hide\s ) 8 snores "u ! connubial c\nt]pane1 & all ! re/ ( x4 ,a successor c be no worse1 may possibly appe> bett]2 b if he w$s a maid51 he has to cont5d ) ! female ideal ( :at a man %\ld be6 & f su* a conte/ :at c accrue b unmitigat$ discomfiture & disgrace8 8,moreov]1 %\ld he prove pre-em95t 9 ^? manly qualities wom5 mo/ appreciate1 he w f9d t ev5 9 ^? !y pref] to accept ! %ad[ = ! sub/ance1 consi/5tly mi/ak+ ass]tion = argum5t1 volubility = eloqu5ce1 ob/9acy = resolution1 blu/] = c\rage1 fuss = en]gy1 & ha/e = spe$4 8,on "o ( our greate/ g5]als1 rem>kable = 8 g5tle1 w9n+ mann] 9 ! draw+-room z = 8 cool d>+ 9 ! field1 be=e he _h e>n$ 8 well-m]it$ hon\rs1 ,i myself he>d ?is v]dict pron\nc$ by a jury ( maids & matrons3 #8,de>6 he's su* a quiet creature1 ,i'm sure he w\ldn't be mu* use 9 a battle6' ,no2 give !m ,p>olles go+ to recov] 8 drum1 & !y h a *ampion & a h]o exactly to _! m9ds1 b !y w\ld sc>cely believe 9 ,ri*>d ( ! ,lion-,he>t if he held 8 peace & only set 8 tee? h>d :5 he laid lance 9 re/4 8,!re=e x is !y tug s unm]cifully at ! sl5d] ?read t holds a captive1 imag9+ x is by %e] /r5g? ! quiet creature mu/ be co]c$4 ,"s day ! pull is h>d] ?an usual1 ! ?read breaks1 & ! wild bird so>s away1 free z ! w9d d[n :i* x sails1 he$less ( lure & :i/le1 nev] to return to bondage any m4 ,!n :o s agha/ z ! pretty1 ?\ghtless f[l]1 long+ & remorseful1 ) ! brok5 /r+ 9 h] h&8 8,%e fanci$1 no d\bt1 h] prison] 0 an abnormal creature1 rejoic+ 9 ill-usage2 t because x 0 docile & g5]\s x mu/ !re=e be poor 9 _s1 slavi% 9 ob$i5ce1 & possess+ no w ( its own4 ,%e ?\ght %e _h f\nd a f\r-leav$ %amrock1 & ?is is ! result6 8,b ,i may talk = ev] & end :]e ,i began4 ,m5 y may conv9ce by =ce ( argum5t1 if y\r logic is v cle> & y\r examples or illu/rations br\ght fairly "u _! noses2 b ) ! o!r sex1 born to be admir$ & n in/ruct$1 y might z well p\r wat] into a sieve4 ,c y rememb] a s+le in/ance 9 :i* ) ^!1 :ile a ^w ( entreaty ga9$ y\r po9t =?)1 y might n h exhau/$ a folio ( argum5t 9 va980 ,he ?9ks = a m9ute1 & !n answ]s delib]ately1 z if he _h made up 8 m9d-- 8,i nev] knew b "o woman :o c\ld und]/& reason1 & %e w\ldn't li/5 to x60 ,,*apt] ,,viii ,,rus ,,9 ,,urbe ,rom ,tibur ,amem1 v5tosus4 ,tibure ,romam6 quo? ! ,lat9 satiri/1 ridicul+ 8 own foibles1 l 8 neighb\r's1 ) ! laugh+1 half-indulg5t bant] t makes him ! pleasante/1 ! *attie/1 & ! mo/ companionable ( classic writ]s4 ,h[ he lov$ ! cool retirem5t ( 8 ,sab9e home1 its grassy glades1 its hang+ woodl&s1 its fragrant breezes w&]+ & :isp]+ ?r\gh ^? summ] slopes1 ri* 9 ! c\ntless allurem5ts ( a l&scape t-- 8,l ,albunea's e*o+ f\nta91 ,all my inmo/ he>t ha? ta'en2 ,give me ,anio's headlong torr5t1 ,& ,tiburnus' grove & hills1 ,& its or*>ds sp>kl+ dewy1 ,) a ?\s& wimpl+ rills10 z ,!odore ,m>t9 translates 8 ,horace1 or ?us1 accord+ to ,"l ,rav5swor?-- 8,l fair ,albunea's sybil-haunt$ hall1 ,by rocky ,anio's e*o+ wat]fall1 ,& ,tibur's or*>ds & high-hang+ wood1 ,reflect$ graceful 9 ! :irl+ flood40 ,8 lord%ip1 y obs]ve1 :o c himself write ,lat9 lyrics z ?\gh he _h drunk ) ,augu/us1 & capp$ v]ses ) ,ovid1 makes ! second syllable ( ,albunea long1 & a v diffuse argum5t might be held on ?is disput$ quantity4 ,comp>e ^! ) ! orig9al1 & say :i* y l be/-- 8,quam domus ,albune resonantis1 ,et prceps ,anio ac ,tiburni lucus et uda ,mobilibus pom>ia rivis40 ,by ! way1 nobody :o has n endeav\r$ to r5d] ,lat9 poetry into ,engli% c appreciate ! vig\r & t]s5ess ( ! old] language4 ,"h are six l9es 9 ! "o v]sion & f\r 9 ! o!r1 requir$ to translate ?ree ( ! orig9al1 p]haps )\t produc+ aft] all s full a mean+ or s complete a picture4 ,nev]!less1 & not)/&+ 8 poetical pr$ilections = ! c\ntry1 ,horace1 l _m o!r p1 seems ( 8 two homes to h always pref]r$ ! "o at :i* he 0 n4 ,an unhappy prejudice little calculat$ to enhance ! com=t & cont5t ( daily life4 ,_h he settl$ any:]e 9 ! neighb\rhood ( our h]mitage "h1 he ne$ n h accus$ himself ( ?is fickle long+1 :i* he d5\nces by ! some:at ludicr\s epi!t ( 8v5tose40 ,he might h comb9$ ! advantages ( t[n & c\ntry1 alt]nat+ ! solitude ( ! des]t ) ! society ( 8 fell[-m51 bl[+ ! smoke out ( 8 lungs :ile inhal+ ! fre% breezes (f ! ,s]p5t9e1 /ret*+ 8 own limbs & 8 horses' by walks & rides r\nd ,batt]sea1 ,victoria1 & ,hyde ,p>ks4 ,if y look = rus 9 urbe1 :]e w y f9d x 9 su* p]fection z )9 a mile ( ! ,well+ton /atue 9 almo/ any direction y please to take8 ,if y *oose to saunt] on a hot ,june day t[>ds ! ,rang]'s ,lodge or ! p[d]-magaz9e1 ,i c\ld %[ y a spot f :i* ,i defy y to see h\ses1 spires1 gas-t[]s1 or *imneys1 any?+1 inde$1 b gre5 grass & blue sky1 & t[]+ elms motionless1 9 black massive %ade1 or quiv]+ 9 gold5 gleams ( light4 ,a spot :]e y might lie & dream ( nymph & faun1 wood-god & satyr1 ,daphne pursu$ by ,phbus1 ,acton fly+ be=e ,diana1 ( ,pan & ,syr9x & ,e*o1 & all ! ru/ic joys ( peaceful ,arcady--or ( elves & br[nies1 fair pr9cesses & cruel mon/]s1 ,launcelot1 ,modr$1 & ,c>odac1 ,sir ,gawa9 ! c\rte\s ) 8 8lo!ly ladye10 ! compromis+ cup1 ! misfitt+ mantle1 all ! bright pageantry1 qua9t device1 & deep1 t5d] romance t gr\ps itself r\nd good ,k+ ,ar?ur & ! ,knights ( 8 ,r\nd ,table--or ( ,?omas ! ,rhym] z he lay at l5g? "u ! 8l9d5 tree10 & espi$1 rid+ t[>ds him on a milk-:ite palfrey1 a dame s beautiful1 t he c\ld n b believe %e 0 ! "m ( 8 "l1 till undeceiv$ by h] own confession1 he won f h] ! fatal gift ( an une>?ly love4 ,& "h1 p]haps1 y bran* (f into "s m rec5t vision1 "s dream ( an elf9 que5 ( y\r own1 :o also %[$ y ! pa? to heav51 & gave y an insight into ! ways ( purgatory1 ere %e beckon$ y d[n ! road to ,fairyl&1 t leads--ah6 :o kn[s :]e8 ,f ?is seque/]$ nook y ne$ n walk a b[%ot to arrive at ! seabo>d ( ! ,s]p5t9e2 & "h1 %\ld !re be a brea? ( air1 if y h any ta/e = ya*t+1 y may indulge x to y\r he>t's cont5t4 ,! glitt]+ wat] is dott$ ) craft ( e rig &1 "u a c]ta9 /&>d1 ( almo/ e size4 ,yawls1 cutt]s1 s*oon]s1 b>ques1 brigs1 ) "h & !re a ?ree-ma/$ %ip4 ,on a w9d & (f a w9d1 close-haul$ & free1 roll+1 pit*+1 go+ ab\t1 occasionally miss+ /ays1 & only to be extricat$ f ! 8doldrums0 by a blund]+1 ov]-eag] wat]-dog1 ! mimic fleet1 on its mimic ocean1 c>ries out its illusion s completely t y c almo/ fancy ! air (f ! wat] feels damp to y\r =ehead1 & ta/es salt ^u y\r lips4 ,an anci5t m>9] :o frequ5ts ! bea* bel[ ! boat-h\se feels1 ,i am conv9c$1 ?or\ghly p]suad$ t 8 occupation is /rictly pr(essional1 t he is himself a necessity1 n ( amusem5t1 b bus9ess4 ,he w tell y t :5 ! w9d ve]s r\nd l t1 8sudd5ways1 (f ,k5s+ton ,g>d5s1 y may look out = squalls20 t 8la/ ,toosday 0 an awful wild night1 & "s on 'em broke f _! moor+s a=e he c\ld turn out4 ,! ,bell]ophon1 bless ye1 0 z nigh lo/ z c\ld be1 & t !re ,wat] ,lily1 ! sweete/ ?+ z ev] swam--%e sprang h] boom1 damag$ h] b[sprit1 & broke h] nose4 ,he 0 refitt+ all ,w5s'day1 he 01 up to two o'clock1 & a preci\s job he _h60 ,e "o :o con/antly 8takes 8 walks abroad0 9 ! ,great ,city1 becomes a philosoph] 9 spite ( himself1 ( ! ,p]ipatetic ,s*ool1 no d\bt1 b /ill a philosoph]2 s y sympa?ise mildly ) ! m>9]'s tr\bles2 = to y no human int]e/s are ei!r great or small1 nor does "o pursuit or p]son bore y m ?an ano!r4 ,y haz>d an op9ion1 !re=e1 t ! ,wat] ,lily is some:at too delicate & fragile a craft to enc\nt] boi/]\s wea!r1 ev5 on su* an inl& sea z ?is1 & f9d1 to y\r dismay1 t s innoc5t an obs]vation /amps y 9 8 op9ion z n only ignorant1 b presumptu\s4 ,he consid]s h] bo? 8:olesome10 z he calls x1 & 8wea!rly10 urg+ on y _m consid]ations ( sea-wor?9ess1 su* z h] false keel1 h] bulw>ks1 h] bread? ( beam1 & g5]al calibre4 8,:y1 %e's sev5-&-tw5ty10 says he1 roll+ a pepp]m9t loz5ge r\nd 8 tongue1 j z a real seaman turns a quid2 8n[ look at ! ,sea-,s>p5t ly+ away to ! ea/w>d yond]1 j beyond ! po9t :]e ! gravel's be5 wa%$ adrift4 ,%e's fifty-two1 %e is1 b ,i w\ldn't tru/ h]1 n 9 lumpy wat]1 y "k1 l ! s*oon]4 ,no4 ,if ,i 0 a-build+ ( "o n[1 :at ,i call1 = all "w & all wea!rs1 ?irty w\ld be my m>k1 or f t to ?irty-five at ! outside60 8,?irty-five :at8 ,tons80 y ask1 a little aba%$1 & feel+ y h committ$ y\rself4 8,tons60 he repeats1 9 a tone ( int5se disgu/--8tons be bl[$6 h'in*es6 ,i %\ld h ?\ght any l&sman might ha' kn[$ t--h'in*es60 & lur*+ sulkily into 8 cab9 "u ! will[-tree1 disappe>s to be se5 no m4 ,lat]1 :5 ,septemb] has begun to t+e ! topmo/ twigs ) gold1 & autumn1 l a beautiful woman1 !n inde$ at h] lovelie/1 :o is j ^u ! wane1 dresses 9 h] deepe/ col\rs1 & h] ri*e/ g>m5ts1 g roam+ ab\t 9 ,k5s+ton ,g>d5s1 & say :e!r y might n fancy y\rself a hundr$ miles f any su* evid5ces ( civilisation z a pill>-po/ or a cab-/&4 ,x 0 b ! o!r day ,i saunt]$ ?r\gh ! grove t /&s ne>e/ ! ,uxbridge ,road1 &1 :ile an aft]noon mi/ limit$ my range ( vision & dead5$ ! s\nds ( traffic on my e>s1 ,i c\ld h>dly p]suade myself t 9 less ?an five m9utes ,i might if ,i lik$ make ! ?irte5? 9 an omnibus4 ,alone8 y ask--( c\rse ,i 04 ,yet1 /ay1 n q alone1 = ) me walk$ ! %ad[ t1 :5 we h le>n$ to pref] solitude to society1 accompanies u 9 all our w&]+s1 tea*+ u1 ,i humbly hope1 ! inevitable lesson1 p]man5t & preci\s 9 proportion to ! pa9 ) :i* ! poor s*ol> gets 8 task by he>t4 ,well1 ,i give y my ^w1 ! endless /ems1 ! noiseless solitude1 ! circumscrib$ horizon1 rem9d$ me ( ^? =e/ ranges 9 ,nor? ,am]ica t /ret* int]m9able f ! wat]s ( ! ,/4 ,ann's & ! ,batsicon to ! wild waves break+ d>k & sull5 on ! des]t seabo>d ( ,labrador4 ,i am n jok+4 ,i decl>e to y ,i 0 once m 9 moccas9s1 blanket-coat1 & bonnet-r\ge1 ) an axe 9 my belt1 a pack on my %\ld]s1 & a rifle 9 my h&1 foll[+ ! track ( ! treborgons#c on sn[-%oes1 9 company ) ,?omas1 ! ,fr5* ,canadian1 & ,franois1 ! half-bre$1 & ! ,huron *ief ) a "n ,i c\ld nev] pron\nce1 t nei!r ,i nor any man alive c spell4 ,ah6 x 0 a m]ry life we l$ on ^? moose-hunt+ exp$itions1 9 spite ( h>d "w1 h>d f>e1 &1 on occasion1 m ?an a suffici5cy ( ! discom=t our reta9]s call$ expressively misre4 ,!re 0 a /range *>m 9 ! m>*es ?r\gh ^? sil5t =e/s1 across ^? froz5 lakes1 all clo!d alike 9 _! w9t] robe ( :ite & diamonds4 ,!re 0 a bold1 free1 joy\s com=t 9 ! hole we dug ?r\gh a y>d & a half ( sn[1 :]e9 to build our fire1 boil our kettle1 fry our pork 7x is no use talk+ ( su* ?+s to y1 b ,i 0 go+ to say1 nev] =get a fry+-pan on ^! exp$itions2 x is wor? all ! kit*5-ranges 9 ,belgravia71 to smoke our tobacco1 ay1 & to take our re/4 ,!re 0 some?+ ( sweet adv5tur\s romance 9 wak+ at midnight to see ! />s fla% l brilliants ?r\gh ! sn[-encru/$ bran*es ov]head1 wond]+ vaguely :]e & :y & :at 7 all ^? c\ntless worlds ( flame4 ,p]haps to turn r\nd aga9 & dream ( />ry eyes 9 ! settlem5ts1 !n clos$ 9 sleep1 or w9k+ dr[sily at a night-light1 :ile ! pretty wat*] pond]$1 n unm9dful ( ourselves1 pity+ u1 x may be1 c\*+ "h 9 ! bu%1 & ?9k+ 9 h] ignorance h[ cold we 76 ,!n :5 we rea*$ our hunt+-gr\nd & came up ) our game at la/1 ?\gh1 tru? to tell1 ! sport z sport 0 poor en\gh1 !re 0 yet a wild delightful triumph 9 ov]tak+ & slay+ a gigantic animal t _h nev] se5 ! face ( man4 ,! *ase 0 excit+1 invigorat+1 brac+2 ! idea gr&1 h]oic1 ,sc&9avian4 8,an elk came out ( ! p9e-=e/2 ,he snuff$ up ea/1 he snuff$ up we/1 ,/eal?y & /ill2 ,8 mane & 8 horns 7 %aggy ) sn[1 ,i laid my arr[ across my b[1 ,/eal?ily & /ill2 ,! b[/r+ rattl$--! arr[ flew1 ,& x pi]c$ 8 blade-bone ?r\gh & ?r\gh1 ,hurrah6 ,i sprang at 8 ?roat l a wolf ( ! wood1 ,& ,i dipp$ my h&s 9 ! smok+ blood1 ,hurrah60 ,k+sley _h n writt5 ,hypatia !n4 ,k+sley nev] w5t moose-hunt+ 9 8 life4 ,h[ c\ld he s vividly describe ! gait & be>+ ( a =e/ elk /alk+ w>ily1 d\btfully1 yet ) a k+ly pride ?r\gh 8 w9try haunts8 ,probably f ! in/9ctive s5se ( fitness1 ! intuition peculi> to poets1 t enabl$ him to feel alike ) a fi]ce ,go? %elt]+ 9 8 sn[-tr5*1 & a s(t1 s$uctive s\!rn beauty1 langui%+1 lovely & belov$1 9 spite ( dang]\s impulses & t>ni%$ fame1 9 spite ( wilful he>t1 reckless self-ab&onm5t1 woman weakness1 & ! fatal saffron %awl4 ,i tell y t ,i c\ld n h be5 m completely alone 9 ,rob9son ,crusoe's isl& ?an ,i f\nd myself "h )9 a rifle-%ot ( ,k5s+ton ,palace1 dur+ a tw5ty m9utes' walk1 to & fro1 up & d[n1 ?read+ ! /ems ( ^? tall1 metropolitan trees2 nor :5 my solitude 0 at la/ di/urb$ c\ld ,i f9d x 9 me to grudge ! intrud]s _! %>e ( my retreat4 ,m especially z !y 7 !mselves ?or\ghly unconsci\s ( ev]y?+ b _! own companion%ip1 saunt]+ on1 side by side1 ) murmur$ words1 & lov+ looks1 & /eps t dwelt & l+]$ on ! pa?1 because impossible roses seem$ spr++ into bloom b5ea? _! v feet1 & t = !m ,k5s+ton ,g>d5s 7 inde$ z ! g>d5s ( ,p>adise4 ,i knew "r well = me ! mi/ 0 ga!r+ r\nd1 gho/ly & damp & *ill4 ,x /ruck ?r\gh my g>m5ts1 x crept ab\t my he>t1 b = ^!1 ?ank ,god6 ! sky 0 bright z a midsumm] noon4 ,!y 7 bask+ 9 ! w>m? & light ( ^? gleams t come once or twice 9 a lifetime to rem9d u ( :at we might be1 to reproa* u1 p]haps1 g5tly = :at we are4 ,!y did n speak mu*1 !y laugh$ n at all4 ,_! conv]sation seem$ a little dull1 trite1 & commonplace1 yet ,i d\bt if ei!r ( !m has =gott5 a ^w ( x yet4 ,x 0 pleasant to obs]ve h[ happy !y 71 & ,i am sure !y ?\ght x 0 to la/ = ev]4 ,inde$ ,i wi% x may6 ,b ! reflections ( a man on foot are to ^? ( a man on horseback z ! tortoise to ! h>e1 ! m\se to ! lion1 tobacco to opium1 *alk to *eese1 prose to poetry4 8,z moon%9e is to sun%9e1 & z wat] is to w9e40 ,get into ! saddle1 leap on a ?or\gh-br$ horse1 if y h got "o4 ,nev] m9d 8 spoil+ y = e o!r animal ( mean] race1 & come = a 8sp90 up ! ,ride f ,hyde ,p>k ,corn] to ,k5s+ton ,gate1 c>eful only to /eady him suffici5tly = ! safety ( ,h] ,maje/y's subjects1 & ! inquisition1 n v rigor\s1 ( ! policem5 on duty4 ,= sev5 mon?s 9 ! ye>1 at lea/1 ?is is p]haps ! only mile & a half 9 ,engl& ov] :i* y may gallop )\t remorse = batt]+ legs & feet to pieces on ! h>d gr\nd4 ,away y g1 ! breeze lift+ y\r :isk]s f ! v roots 7,i =got1 y h no :isk]s1 nor inde$ w\ld su* sup]fluities be 9 "* ) ! sev]e /yle ( y\r immortal beauty74 ,nev] m9d1 ! fa/] y gallop ! ke5] & cool] comes ! air4 ,sit well d[n1 j feel him on ! curb1 let him %ake 8 pretty head & play ) 8 bridle1 sail+ away ) 8 h9d-legs "u y\r /irrup-irons1 free1 yet collect$1 s t y c\ld let him out at spe$1 or h him back 9 a cant] )9 half-a-doz5 /rides2 pat him lov+ly j :]e ! hair turns on 8 glossy neck l a knot 9 poli%$ woodwork1 & :ile he b5ds to meet ! c>ess1 & b\nds to ackn[l$ge x1 tell me t danc+ is ! poetry ( motion if y d>e6 ,%\ld x n be ! ,london season--& ,i am ( op9ion t ! rus 9 urbe is m enjoyable to bo? ( u at ! 8dead "t ( ye>0 ?an dur+ ! ?ree fa%ionable mon?s--d n1 !re=e1 feel al>m$ t y w h ! ride to y\rself1 or t if y come to grief !re w be nobody to pick y up6 ,"h y w meet "s ,life-,gu>dsman 8tak+ ! nons5se0 out ( a *>g] he hates2 !re "s fair girl1 trim ( wai/1 blue ( habit1 & gold5 ( *ignon1 giv+ h] fav\rite 8a brea!r10 ready & will+ to ackn[l$ge t %e is happi] ?us1 spe$+ along 9 h] side-saddle1 ?an float+ r\nd a ball-room to ,coote & ,t9ney's s(te/ /ra9s ) ! be/ waltz] 9 ,london = a p>tn]4 ,b y\r horse has got 8 blood up1 & y y\rself feel t ris+ )91 :i* rem9ds y ( ! m]ry y\?ful days1 :5 ev]y?+ 9 life 0 done1 s to speak1 at a gallop4 ,y long to h a l>k--y _c settle d[n )\t a jump or two at lea/4 ,y look wi/fully at ! s+le iron rail t gu>ds ! footway1 b refra93 & h]e9 y are wise4 ,nev]!less1 y %all n be disappo9t$2 y h b to jog quietly out ( ! ,p>k1 ?r\gh ,que5's ,gate1 turn+ !reaft] to y\r "r1 & )9 a qu>t] ( a mile y %all f9d :at y require4 ,yes1 9 good tru?1 our rus 9 urbe1 to be ! m complete1 is n )\t a little hunt+-gr\nd ( its own4 ,mr4 ,blackman has laid out a snug enclosure1 wall$ 9 on all sides & remote f obs]vation1 :]e man & horse may disport !mselves ) no m fe> ( be+ cr[d$ & jo/l$ ?an 9 ,launde ,woods or ,rock+ham ,=e/ dur+ ! autumnal mon?s4 ,"h y w f9d e description ( f5ce 9 m9iature1 neat & new & complete1 l ! furniture 9 a doll's baby-h\se--a little h$ge1 a little dit*1 a little d\ble1 & a v little gate1 cunn+ly con/ruct$ on me*anical pr9ciples s z to let y (f easily %\ld y tamp] ) its top b>1 ! :ole admirably adapt$ to enc\rage a timid horse or /eady a bold "o4 ,all ?is is *ild's-play1 no d\bt--! m]e/ *ild's-play1 comp>$ ) ! real ?+4 ,yet !re is mu* 9 ! association ( ideas2 & a r\nd or two ov] ?is mimic c\ntry _c b br+ back to y ! memory ( ! m]rie/1 ay1 & ! happie/1 if n ! sweete/1 mom5ts ( y\r life4 ,m\nt$1 ) a good />t1 9 a grass c\ntry1 aft] a pack ( foxh\nds1 !re is no discord 9 ! melody1 no bitt] 9 ! cup--y\r ke5e/ anxiety ! s\ndness ( ! level wat]-mead[1 y\r wor/ misgiv+ ! /r5g? ( ! f>!r rail1 ! wid? ( ! second dit*4 ,! goddess ( y\r wor%ip bids y\r pulses leap & y\r blood ?rill1 b nev] makes y\r he>t a*e1 & ! ?orns t h$ge ! roses ( ,diana c only pi]ce sk9-deep4 ,wasn't x glori\s1 ?\gh y rode mu* heavi] !n ?an y d n[1--wasn't x glori\s1 ,i say1 to view a gallant fox go+ /raight away f ,lilburne1 ,loatl& ,wood1 ,%ankton ,holt1 ,john-o'-,gaunt1 or any cov]t y please to "n t lies 9 ! he>t ( a good-sc5t+1 fair-f5c$1 gallop+ c\ntry8 ,y\rself1 %elt]$ & unse51 :at ke5 excitem5t to m>k 8 /eal+1 easy action1 glid+ across ! middle ( ! fields1 nose1 back1 & bru% c>ri$ 9 :at geometricians call a 8"r0 l9e1 to lead y ov] :at _m p w\ld call a 8s]i\s0 "o6 ,a *orus r++ f "s tw5ty c\ple ( tongues becomes sudd5ly mute1 & ! good horse b5ea? y trembles ) delight :ile ! h\nds p\r ov] ! f5ce t b\nds ! cov]t1 scatt]+ l a conjuror's pack ( c>ds1 ere !y conv]ge 9 ! =m ( an arr[1 heads & /]ns d[n1 rac+ ea* o!r = a lead1 & l5g!n+ out f ! %e] pace at :i* a burn+ sc5t enables !m to drive along6 ,!y h settl$ to x n[4 ,y may set to & ride )\t compunction or remorse4 ,a doz5 fields1 z _m f5ces1 a fri5dly gate1 & !y h ?r[n _! heads up 9 a lane4 ,half-a-score ( sportsm51 "o pla/]$ ) mud1 & ! huntsman n[ come up2 y feel consci\s1 ?\gh y "k y are innoc5t1 t he ?9ks y h be5 driv+ !m6 ,y rem>k1 also1 t !re is m r$ ?an common 9 ! m5's faces & ! horses' no/rils2 bo? seem to be mu* excit$ & a little bl[n4 ,! *eck1 h[ev]1 is n ( long duration4 ,=tunately1 ! h\nds h tak5 ! matt] 9 h& = !mselves1 ere ! only p]son qualifi$ to d s has _h "t to int]f]e4 ,r>psody1 z he calls h]1 puts h] nose d[n & goes (f aga9 at score4 ,y scramble out ( ! lane1 po/-ha/e1 n>r[ly escap+ a fall4 ,y\r horse has caught 8 w9d ) t timely pull4 ,he is go+ z bold z a lion1 z easy z a bird1 z /eady z a rock4 ,y seem to h gr[n toge!r1 & move l "o creature to t long sw++ /ride1 untir+ & regul> z clock-"w4 ,a l9e ( grass is be=e y1 a light ea/ w9d 9 y\r face1 two ye>s' condition & ! be/ blood ( ,newm>ket 9 8 ve9s r5d] y confid5t ( y\r /e$'s endur+ p[]s1 :ile e field z he swoops ov] x1 e f5ce z he ?r[s x lightly beh9d him1 conv9ces y m & m ( 8 spe$1 mettle1 & activity4 ,:at w y h8 ,! pleasures ( imag9ation1 at lea/1 are unlimit$4 ,%all x be two-&-tw5ty m9utes up w9d & to gr\nd z h>d z !y c g8 ,%all x be ?irty-five )\t ano!r *eck1 cross+ ! be/ ( ! ,vale1 & indulg+ ! good horse ) nev] a pull till y l& 9 ! field :]e old ,rhapsody1 ) fla%+ eyes & bri/les all on end1 runs into h] qu>ry1 roll+ him ov] & h]self ) him1 to be buri$ 9 ! ru% ( h] eag] worry+ foll[]s8 ,w\ld y pref] twelve miles f po9t to po9t1 accompli%$ 9 an h\r & a half1 compris+ e v>iety ( c\ntry1 e vicissitude ( ! *ase1 & end+ only :5 ! cr[s are hov]+ & swoop+ ov] a /aun*1 c\rage\s1 travel-we>i$ fox1 hold+ on ) fail+ /r5g? b all-undaunt$ _s = ! =e/ t ano!r mile w\ld rea* b t he is nev] to see aga98 ,y may take y\r *oice4 ,holloa6 he has disappe>$6--he has tak5 refuge 9 8 cupbo>d4 ,n ev5 su* a skeleton z m9e c su/a9 ! exorcism ( s p[]ful a spell z fox-hunt+6 ,s be x4 ,:o-:oop6 ,gone to gr\nd8 ,i ?9k we w leave him !re = ! pres5t4 ,x is bett] n to dig him out6 ,,*apt] ,,ix ,,haunt$ ,a hundr$ ye>s ago !re 0 sc>ce a dec5t c\ntry h\se 9 ,engl& or ,scotl& t did n pride itself on two advantages--! inexhau/ible res\rces ( its cell> & ! und\bt$ respectability ( its gho/4 ,:e!r ! g5]\s cont5ts ( ! "o _h n some?+ to d ) ! regul> att5dance ( ! o!r1 ,i w n take ^u me to decide2 b 9 ^? times hall1 ca/le1 manor-h\se1 & ev5 wayside inn 7 haunt$ e "o4 ,! phantoms us$ to be z v>i\s1 too1 z ! figures 9 a pantomime4 ,/ra9s ( unacc\ntable music sometimes float$ 9 ! air4 ,invisible c>riages roll$ into c\rty>ds at midnight1 & door-bells rang l\dly1 pull$ by une>?ly visitors1 :o 7 he>d b nev] se54 ,if y woke at twelve o'clock y 7 sure to f9d a nobleman 9 c\rt-dress1 or a lady 9 f>?+ale & high-heel$ %oes1 w>m+ a pair ( r+$ & wa/$ h&s at ! emb]s ( y\r wood-fire2 fail+ ^!1 a fav\rite sample ( ! sup]natural consi/$ ( "s pale woman 9 :ite g>m5ts1 ) h] black hair all ov] h] %\ld]s & h] ?roat cut f e> to e>4 ,9 "o in/ance ,i rememb] a po/+-h\se frequ5t$ by ! _s ( an o/l] ) a wood5 leg2 b p]haps ! mo/ blood-*ill+ tale ( all is t :i* treats ( an empty *amb] hav+ its floor spr9kl$ ) fl\r to detect ! traces ( its my/]i\s visitant1 & ! dismay ) :i* c]ta9 horror-/rick5 wat*]s saw foot/eps pr9t+ !mselves (f1 "o by "o1 on ! level spotless surface--foot/eps pla9 & palpable1 b ( ! ,fe>ful ,pres5ce no?+ m6 ,z ) h\ses 9 ^?1 s is x ) m5 9 ^! days4 ,mo/ ( ! p ,i h kn[n 9 life 7 haunt$2 s haunt$1 inde$1 t = "s ! infliction has l$ at la/ to madness1 ?\gh 9 mo/ in/ances productive only ( ab/ract$ demean\r1 w&]+ att5tion1 idiotic cross-purposes1 g5]al imbecility ( intellect1 &1 on occasion1 reckless hil>ity1 ) qua9t1 wild1 incoh]5t talk4 ,^! haunt$ head-pieces1 too1 get m & m dilapidat$ e day2 b h[ to exorcise !m1 t is ! difficulty6 ,:at spells %all h p[] to bani% ! evil _s f its t5em5t1 & lay x 9 ! ,r$ ,sea8 if inde$ t is ! locality to :i* phantoms %\ld prop]ly be consign$4 ,haunt$ m5 are1 ( all _! k9d1 ! mo/ unhappy2 & y %all n walk along a ,london /reet )\t meet+ !m by ! doz54 ,! dwell+ exclusively on "o idea1 if n 9 itself an incipi5t symptom1 t5ds to produce1 ere long1 confirm$ insanity4 ,yet h[ _m p h we se5 go+ ab\t ) ! g]ms ( s fe>ful a calamity develop+ into maturity6 ,?is man is haunt$ by hope1 t by fe>1--o!rs by remorse1 regret1 remembrance1 desire1 or discont5t4 ,ea* *]i%es 8 gho/ ) exce$+ c>e & t5d]ness1 giv+ x up1 z x 71 room aft] room 9 ! h\se1 till by degrees x p]vades ! :ole t5em5t1 & !re is no place left = a m remun]ative lodg]1 heal?y1 sub/antial1 & real4 ,i h se5 p s completely "u ! dom9ion ( expectation1 t 9 _! morbid anticipation ( ! ,future1 !y c\ld no m enjoy ! pleasures af=d$ by ! ,pres5t ?an ! dead4 ,i h kn[n o!rs = :om ! brighte/ sun%9e t ev] %one 0 veil$ by a cl\d ( appreh5sion1 le/ /orms %\ld be lurk+ bel[ _! horizon ! :ile1 :o w\ld n s mu* z confess !mselves happy because ( a conviction su* happ9ess 0 n to la/1--& = :om "t be+--z is reasonable--only temporal c\ld br+ nei!r com=t nor relief4 ,x is r>] to f9d humanity suff]+ f ! tortures ( remorse1 a s5sation seldom unaccompani$1 inde$1 by misgiv+s ( detection & future puni%m5t2 /ill1 :5 x does fa/5 on a victim1 ?is ,nemesis is ( all o!rs ! mo/ cruel & v9dictive4 ,regret1 h[ev]1 has tak5 possession ( an attic1 9 mo/ ( our h\ses1 & refuses ob/9ately to be dislodg$4 ,x is a quiet1 well-behav$ gho/ en\gh1 int]f]+ b little ) ! ord9>y occupations ( ! family1 cont5t to sit 9 a d>k corn]1 weep+ feebly & wr++ its h&s1 b ) an inconv5i5t & repreh5sible t5d5cy to em]ge on special occasions ( rejoic+ & fe/ivity1 to obtrude its unwelcome pres5ce :5 ! o!r inmates are gladd5$ by any unusual beauty ( sight or s\nd4 ,discont5t1 p]haps1 %\ld h>dly be dignifi$ ) ! title ( a gho/4 ,he resembles r ^? ,br[nies & ,lubb]s ( nor!rn sup]/ition1 :o1 unsightly & ev5 ludicr\s 9 appe>ance1 7 n yet )\t _! use 9 p]=m+ ! mean] (fices ( a h\sehold4 ,if prop]ly treat$ & nev] dragg$ into undue notice1 ! ,br[nie w\ld sweep up ! he>?1 br+ 9 ! fuel1 milk ! c[s1 & take ^u him ! r\gh "w g5]ally1 9 an irregul>1 unc\?1 b /ill tol]ably effici5t /yle4 ,s p]haps a _s ( discont5t1 kept )9 prop] b\nds1 may prove ! unsuspect$ ma9spr+ ( mu* useful lab\r1 mu* vigor\s ef=t1 mu* ev5tual success4 ,! spur is d\btless a disagreeable in/rum5t to ! horse1 & its misapplication has lo/ _m a race ere n[2 b !re is no disput+ t x c r\se into action su* dull torpid temp]am5ts z1 ?us un/imulat$1 w\ld nev] discov] _! own p[]s nor ex]t !mselves to d _! be/4 ,b ,i %\ld draw a wide di/9ction betwe5 ! discont5t :i* in/igates u to improve our lot1 & ! desire1 ! desid]ium1 ! poison\s mixture ( long+ & sorr[1 defiance & despair1 :i* bids u only r5d our g>m5ts1 scatt] a%es on our heads1 & sit d[n 9 ! du/ unmanly to rep9e4 ,x is ! diff]5ce betwe5 ! ,br[nie & ! ,fi5d4 ,( all evil spirits ,i ?9k ?is la/ is ! mo/ fatal1 ! mo/ accurs$4 ,we c none ( u =get h[ our fa!r ,abraham1 /&+ at 8 t5t door on ! pla9s ( ,mamre1 ent]ta9$ ?ree angels unaw>es4 ,& we1 too1 8 desc5dants1 are always on ! look-out = ! visitors f heav54 ,d !y ev] t>ry ) any ( u = m ?an a night's lodg+8 ,alas6 t ! v pro( ( our gue/'s cele/ial nature is ! swiftness ) :i* he vani%es at daybreak l a dream4 ,b (t5] ! /rang] we receive1 ?\gh com+ f ano!r _w1 is n f above4 ,8 beauty1 inde$1 seems angelic1 & he is clad 9 g>m5ts ( light4 ,= a :ile we are glad to be deceiv$1 *]i%+ & priz+ our gue/1 ! m p]haps = ^? v qualities :i* %\ld w>n u ( 8 orig94 ,s we say to him1 8,?\ art he = :om we h be5 look+4 ,abide ) u "h = ev]40 ,& he takes u at our ^w4 ,h5ce=? ! :ole h\se belongs to ! gho/4 ,:5 we g to d9n]1 he sits at ! head ( ! table4 ,try to %ame him away ) laught]1 & y w soon "k ! diff]5ce betwe5 mir? & joy4 ,try to dr[n him ) w9e4 ,no4 ,don't try t4 ,x is too dang]\s an exp]im5t1 z any doctor :o keeps a private mad-h\se w tell y4 ,our duties we und]take hopelessly & languidly1 because ( 8 sne]1 :i* seems to say1 8,:at is ! use8 ,am ,i n "h to see t y reap no h>ve/ f y\r lab\r1 e>n no oblivion ) y\r toil80 ,& = our pleasures--h[ c we h any pleasures 9 t imp]i\s pres5ce1 "u ! la% ( t cruel smile8 ,ev5 if we leave our home & walk abroad1 9 hope to free ourselves f ! t5aci\s incubus1 x is 9 va94 ,!re is beauty 9 ! outside _w1 quiet 9 ! calm di/ant skies1 peace 9 ! /ill summ] ev5+1 b n = u--nev]more = u-- 8,almo/ ^u ! we/]n wave ,re/$ ! broad bright sun1 ,:5 t /range %ape drove sudd5ly ,betwixt u & ! sun40 ,ay1 !re9 lurks our curse4 ,we be> ! pres5ce well en\gh :5 cold w9ds bl[ & sn[ falls1 or :5 all ! l&scape ab\t is bleak & b>e & sca!d by bitt] fro/s4 ,! cruel mom5t is t 9 :i* we feel a capability ( enjoym5t /ill left b = our affliction1 a desire to bask 9 8 rays1 a long+ to turn our faces t[>ds 8 w>m?-- 8,:5 t /range %ape drives sudd5ly ,betwixt u & ! sun40 ,!re is no exorcis] f )\t :o c help u4 ,alas6 t we c s seldom help ourselves4 ,! /r5g? ( ,h]cules c\ld n pres]ve ! h]o f 8 gha/ly fate4 ,our gho/ is no m to be got rid ( by ma9 =ce ?an 0 ,dejanira's fatal tunic1 cl++1 bli/]+1 wrapp+ its we>] all ! clos]1 t he tore away ! sm>t+ fle% by h&fuls4 ,fri5ds w advise u to make ! be/ ( x1 & no d\bt _! c\nsel is excell5t ?\gh gratuit\s1 want+ inde$ no?+ b ! supplem5t>y in=mation1 h[ we are to make ! be/ ( t :i* is confess$ly at its wor/4 ,enemies op9e t we are weak fools1 & des]ve to be vanqui%$ = our want ( c\rage--an argum5t t w\ld hold equally good ) e combatant ov]p[]$ by sup]ior /r5g?2 & all ! "t ! gho/ t haunt$ u sits al(t1 laugh+ our helplessness to scorn1 cold1 pitiless1 inexorable1 & always 8,betwixt u & ! sun40 ,if we _c get rid ( him1 he w sap our intellects & %ort5 our lives2 b !re is a spell :i* ev5 ?is evil _s has n p[] to )/&1 & x is to be f\nd 9 an inscription less imitat$ p]haps ?an admir$ by ! 8monks ( old40 8,labor>e e/ or>e10 s runs ! *>m4 ,"w & wor%ip1 & a /]n resolve to ignore 8 pres5ce1 w ev5tually cause ?is devil to 8come out ( ! man40 ,n1 be sure1 till he has torn & r5t him cruelly--n till he has driv5 him abroad to w&] night & day among/ ! tombs1 seek+ re/1 poor fev]$ wret*1 & f9d+ none1 because ( 8 torm5tor--n till1 9 utt] helplessness & %e] despair1 /unn$1 humbl$1 & brok5-he>t$1 ! demoniac has crept feebly to ! ,ma/]'s feet1 w he f9d himself deliv]$ f 8 enemy1 we>y1 sore1 & wa/$1 b 8clo!d1 & 9 8 "r m9d40 ,among/ ! _m gho/ /ories ,i h read !re is "o ( :i* ,i only rememb] t x turn$ ^u ! inexplicable pres5ce ( a w9d[ too mu* 9 ! front ( a man's h\se4 ,?is individual _h lately tak5 a f>m1 & ) x a weird1 long-un9habit$ dwell+ 9 :i* he came to reside4 ,8 fir/ c>e1 naturally en\gh1 0 to inspect ! build+ he occupi$1 & he f\nd1 we w say1 two rooms on ! second floor1 ea* ) two w9d[s4 ,! rooms 7 close toge!r1 & ! walls ( n m ?an av]age ?ickness4 ,x 0 "s days ere he made r a />tl+ discov]y4 ,return+ f ! l& t[>ds 8 own door1 & lift+ ! eyes ( proprietor%ip on 8 home1 he c\nt$ on ! second /ory five w9d[s 9 front in/ead ( f\r6 ,! man w9k$ & />$ & wond]$4 ,kn[+ he 0 n drunk1 he ?\ght he mu/ be dream+1 & c\nt$ !m ov] aga9--/ill ) ! same result4 ,ent]+ 8 h\se1 he ran up-/airs =?)1 & made a /rict inve/igation ( ! second floor4 ,!re 7 ! two rooms1 & !re 7 ! f\r w9d[s z usual4 ,day aft] day he w5t ?r\gh ! same process1 till by degrees 8 wond] dim9i%$1 8 appreh5sions vani%$2 8 daily lab\r tir$ him s t he c\ld h slept s\nd 9 a gravey>d1 & by ! "t 8 h>ve/ 0 got 91 ! subject nev] s mu* z ent]$ 8 head4 ,n[ ?is is ! way to treat ! haunt$ *amb] 9 our own bra94 ,fa/5 its door2 if necess>y1 brick up its w9d[4 ,deprive x ( air & light4 ,ignore x altoge!r4 ,:5 y walk along ! passage nev] turn y\r head 9 its direction1 no1 n ev5 ?\gh ! de>e/ hope ( y\r he>t lies dead & cold )92 b if duty bids y1 d n %r9k f ent]+--walk 9 boldly6 ,confront ! gho/1 & %[ x t y h ceas$ to tremble 9 its pres5ce4 ,"t aft] "t ! false proportions1 once s gha/ly & gigantic1 w gr[ less & less--"s day ! spectre w vani% altoge!r4 ,m9d1 ,i d n promise y ano!r inmate4 ,:ile y live ! t5em5t w probably rema9 b>e & un9habit$2 b at ! wor/ an empty room is surely bett] ?an a bad lodg]6 ,x is difficult1 y w say1 ?us to ignore t ( :i* bo? head & he>t are full4 ,s x is4 ,v difficult1 v we>isome1 v pa9ful1 yet n impossible6 ,make free use ( ! spell4 ,"w1 "w1 till y\r bra9 is s ov]wr\ght x _c ?9k1 y\r body s tir$ x mu/ re/ or die4 ,pray humbly1 confid+ly1 sadly1 l ! publican1 :ile y\r eyes c h>dly keep op51 y\r h&s droop helpless by y\r side1 & y\r sleep %all be s\nd1 holy1 unhaunt$1 s t ) to-morr['s light y may rise to ! unremitt+ task once m4 ,d n hope y are to ga9 ! victory 9 a day4 ,x may take mon?s4 ,x may take ye>s4 ,in* by in*1 & /ep by /ep1 ! battle mu/ be f\ght4 ,ov] & ov] aga9 y w be wor/$ & give gr\nd1 b d n !re=e yield4 ,resolve nev] to be driv5 back q s f> z y h advanc$4 ,imp]ceptibly1 ! foe becomes weak]1 :ile y are ga9+ /r5g?4 ,! "t w come at la/1 :5 y c look back on ! /ruggle ) a half-pity+ wond] t he c\ld ev] h made s good a fight4 ,d n !n =get to be grateful = ! aid y pray$ s e>ne/ly might be grant$ at y\r ne$2 & rememb] also1 = y\r com=t1 t ! h>d] won ! victory1 ! less likely x is y w ev] h to wage su* cruel battle aga94 8,w\ld x n be wis]10 obs]v$ ,bones quietly1 8nev] to beg9 ! conflict8 ,n to take possession ( ! haunt$ h\se at all80 ,!re is a pseudo-philosophy ab\t "s ( 8 rem>ks t provokes me int5sely4 8,w\ld x n be wis]10 ,i repeat$1 9 high disda91 8to sit on ! bea* ?an put out to sea1 to walk afoot ?an ride on horseback1 to loll on velvet cu%ions 9 ! gall]y1 ?an g d[n "u %ield into ! li/s1 & /rike = life1 hon\r1 & r5[n8 ,no4 ,x w\ld n be wis]4 ,true wisdom comes by exp]i5ce4 ,he :o %r9ks f contact ) 8 fell[-m5--:o fe>s to take 8 %>e ( _! burd5s1 _! sorr[s1 _! suff]+s1 is b a poor fool at be/4 ,he may be le>n$ 9 ! le>n+ ( ! s*ools1 b he is a dunce 9 all t relates to #8! prop] /udy ( mank9d'2 he is ignorant ( human nature1 its sorr[s1 its passions1 its feel+s1 its hidd5 ve9 ( gold1 ly+ "u a ?ick cru/ ( selfi%ness & deceit2 above all1 he kn[s no?+ ( 8 inmo/ he>t1 no?+ ( ! fi]ce1 w>like joy 9 :i* a bold _s cru%es & tramples out its own rebellion--no?+ ( t wor%ipp]'s l(ty c\rage :o #8,gives ! fir/ wat* ( ! night ,to ! r$ planet ,m>s1' :o feels a /]n & dogg$ pride 9 ! consci\sness t he #8,kn[s h[ sublime a ?+ x is ,to suff] & be /rong4' ,no3 9 ! moral z 9 ! physical battle1 ?\gh y be p9n$ to ! e>?1 yet wri! y\rself up aga9/ ! spe>1 l ! #8grim ,"l ( ,colonsay1' :o1 9 8 v dea?-pang1 swung 8 claymore1 set 8 tee?1 & drove 8 la/ bl[ home4 8,besides1 if y are to avoid ! /ruggle entirely1 h[ are y ev] to le>n ! skill ( self-def5ce1 by :i* a ?ru/ may be p>ri$ or return$8 ! art ( ty+ an art]y or /an*+ a w\nd8 ,h[ are y to help o!rs :o _c help y\rself8 ,a man is put into ?is _w to d a c]ta9 %>e ( ! _w's "w2 to /op a gap 9 ! _w's f5c+2 to =m a cog1 h[ev] m9ute1 9 ! _w's ma*9]y4 ,by ! defalcation ev5 ( ! humble/ individual1 "s ( its movem5ts mu/ be ?r[n out ( ge>4 ,! duty is to be got ?r\gh1 & none ( u1 haunt$ or unhaunt$1 gho/ or no gho/1 may %irk our %>e4 ,/ick to y\r po/ l a ,roman soldi] dur+ ! wat*es ( ! night4 ,pres5tly morn+ w come1 :5 e phantom mu/ vani% into air1 e mortal confront t inevitable reality = :i* ! dream we call a lifetime is b a novitiate & a s*ool40 ,,*apt] ,x ,,weight ,,c>ri]s ,fifty ye>s ago1 :5 ! burn+ ( a bi%op at ,smi?field w\ld sc>ce h creat$ m s5sation 9 cl]ical circles ?an a ,rituali/ic ,commission or a ,pan-,anglican ,synod1 our div9es took _! %>e ( secul> pa/ime f> m freely ?an at pres5t4 ,x 0 ! p>son :o kill$ 8 ?irty brace ( p>tridges1 & ?is1 too1 ) a fl9t-&-/eel gun1 ov] dogs ( 8 own break+1 on ! broil+ #a/ ( ,septemb]4 ,x 0 ! p>son :o alone got to ! end ( t fam\s five-&-=ty m9utes f 8,! ,*ur* ,sp9neys10 :5 a l>ge field 7 beat (f to a man1 & ! squire broke 8 horse's back4 ,x 0 ! p>son :o knew m ab\t re>+ pheasants1 circumv5t+ wild ducks1 ott]-hunt+1 fly-fi%+1 ev5 rat-cat*+1 ?an any "o else 9 ! p>i%2 & x 0 ! p>son1 too1 :o sometimes took ! odds ab\t a fly] at ,newm>ket1 & l&$ a good /ake by back+ 8 own s\nd ecclesia/ical op9ion4 ,conc]n+ "o ( ^! rac+ div9es ,i rememb] ! foll[+ anecdote3-- ,return+ f aft]noon s]vice on a ,sunday1 he happ5$ to witness a trial ( spe$ betwe5 two ( 8 s*ool-*ildr54 ,unequally mat*$ 9 size1 ! big boy1 z 0 natural1 beat ! little "o1 b only by a c\ple ( y>ds4 ,! p>son /ood /ill1 wat*$ !m approv+ly1 & m$itat$4 8,come "h10 said he to ! w9n]4 8,g into my /udy1 & fet* me my big ,bible40 ,! ur*9 obey$1 & return$ be>+ a pond]\s qu>to volume4 8,n[10 cont9u$ 8 rev]5ce1 8/>t fair1 & run x ov] aga940 ,! competitors wi%$ no bett] fun1 & f9i%$ ?is "t ) a dead heat4 8,good boys6 ,good boys60 said ! p>son1 reflectively4 8,ah6 ,i ?\ght ! weight w\ld br+ y toge!r40 ,yes2 h[ surely ! weight br+s u toge!r6 ,h[ (t5 h we n se5 ! univ]sal h&icap run out ov] ! c\rse ( daily life8 ,"s ( u />t s free1 s light-he>t$1 s full ( hope & confid5ce1 expect+ no less ?an to gallop 9 alone4 ,pres5tly ! weight beg9s to tell2 ! weight t we h volunt>ily accept$1 or ! weight impos$ on u by ! wisdom ( sup]ior judgm5t4 ,we lab\r1 we /ruggle1 we fail2 we drop back to ^? :om we ?\ght s meanly ( z our competitors2 !y rea* u1 !y pass u1 & ?\gh puni%m5t be n sp>$1 !y ga9 ! po/ at la/1 p]haps _m1 _m l5g?s ahead6 ,& ev5 if we escape ! disgrace ( hav+ ?us to succumb1 ev5 if our p[]s be equal to ! tax impos$ on !m1 we are n to expect an easy victory2 !re is no 8w9n+ 9 a cant]0 "h4 ,e ef=t tells on mettle1 n]ve1 & spirits2 on he>t1 body1 & bra94 ,we want !m all1 we summon !m1 we use !m freely1 & !n1 x may be )9 "o /ride ( victory1 comes ! cruel & irretrievable breakd[n4 ,m51 l horses1 mu/ be cont5t to c>ry weight4 ,l horses1 too1 ?\gh "s are f> m adapt$ ?an o!rs to ! purpose1 all le>n 9 "t to accommodate !mselves1 s to speak1 9 pace & action to _! inevitable burd54 ,h[ !y fight "u x at fir/6 ,h[ eag]1 & irritable1 & self-will$ x r5d]s !m2 h[ viol5t & impetu\s1 z if 9 ha/e to get ! :ole ?+ ov] & done )4 ,b 9 a ye> or two ! back accu/oms itself to ! burd52 ! head is no long] borne s high1 ! pr\d neck b5ds to ! curb1 & ?\gh ! /ride be %ort5$1 ! da%+1 bird-l buoyancy gone = ev]1 a g5tle1 docile temp] has tak5 its place1 ) suffici5t c\rage & endurance = all reasonable requirem5ts left4 ,nei!r animal1 inde$1 is ev] s brilliant aga92 b ?us x is t bo? become /eady1 plodd+1 useful creatures1 fit to p]=m hone/ly & quietly _! respective duties 9 creation4 ,we ?9k we "k a great deal 9 ,engl& ( a?letics1 p$e/rianism1 & ! art ( tra9+ 9 g5]al4 ,x may a/oni% u to le>n h[ a ,*9ese po/man gets himself into condition = ! "w he has to d4 ,! ,cele/ials1 x w\ld appe>1 l mean] mortals1 are extremely p>ticul>1 n to say fidgety1 ab\t ! due transmission ( _! correspond5ce4 ,ov] t va/ empire ext5d po/al arrangem5ts1 conduct$1 ,i believe1 z 9 our own c\ntry1 by "s m&>9 ( high rank1 rem>kable = _! regul>ity & effici5cy4 ,! lett]s travel at a uni=m rate ( m ?an sev5 ,engli% miles an h\r2 & z !y are convey$ by runn]s on foot1 (t5 ?r\gh ?9ly-populat$ di/ricts 9 :i* x is impossible to e/abli% frequ5t relays1 ! p$e/rian capabilities ( ^! po/m5 are ( ! greate/ importance4 ,?is is h[ a ,*9aman prep>es himself to accompli% 8 ?irty miles 9 less ?an f\r h\rs4 ,he has a quantity ( bags con/ruct$ :i* he disposes ov] 8 :ole p]son1 l ,que5 ,mab's p9*es-- 8,arms1 legs1 back1 %\ld]s1 sides1 & %9s40 ,into ^! he dribbles h&fuls ( fl\r be=e he />ts = walk+ ex]cise1 increas+ ! quantity little by little e day till ! bags are q full1 & he c>ries cl++ to e "p ( 8 body sev]al p\nds ( dead weight1 nor consid]s himself fit = 8 situation till he c move "u x ) ! fre$om & ela/icity ( a nak$ man4 ,he w !n tell y t1 on ?r[+ (f 8 self-impos$ burd51 he f9ds all 8 muscles s invigorat$ by _! own sep>ate lab\rs1 8 /r5g? s /imulat$1 8 w9d s cle>1 8 condition s p]fect1 t he %oots away ov] ! pla9s1 m\nta9s1 & tea-g>d5s ( ! ,fl[]y ,l& less l ,john ,*9aman ) a lett]-bag ?an an arr[ f a b[4 ,:at w\ld our old fri5d ,capta9 ,b>clay1 ( p]ipatetic memory1 say to su* a sy/em z ?is8 ,i d\bt if ! ,*9aman's !ory ( tra9+ be f\nd$ on s\nd pr9ciples2 b ,i am q sure t 9 be>+ our moral burd5 we _c dispose x ov] too ext5d$ a surface1 or 9 too _m sep>ate p>cels4 ,i see fa!rs ( families c>ry+ surpris+ weights1 su* z make ! ba*elor's hair /& on end f %e] dismay1 ) a buoyancy ( /ep & c>elessness ( demean\r only to be acc\nt$ = by an equal di/ribution ( pressure ov] ! entire victim4 ,a man :o has 8 own bus9ess to att5d to1 8 dome/ic affairs to regulate1 half-a-doz5 hungry *ildr5 to fe$1 & a c\ple ( poor relations or s to assi/ ) sympa?y1 c\nsel1 & occasional aid1 f9ds no "t to dwell ^u any "o difficulty1 no especial inconv5i5ce f any "o burd51 because ea* has its fell[ & its c\nt]poise else:]e4 ,x is n only 9 ph>macy t ! pr9ciple ( c\nt]-irritation produces b5eficial results4 ,a man ) two grievances nev] pities himself s mu* z a man ) "o2 & a man ) half-a-doz5 treats !m all ) a good-hum\r$ indiff]5ce little remov$ f positive satisfaction4 ,"s p ev5 appe> to glory 9 ! multitude ( _! afflictions1 z ?\gh ! p[] to su/a9 s mu* ill-luck %$ a c]ta9 reflect$ lu/re on !mselves4 ,i recollect1 long ago1 meet+ an old comrade hang+ ab\t ! recruit+ tav]ns 9 ,we/m9/]4 ,! man 0 a clean1 sm>t1 active1 effici5t non-commission$ (fic] en\gh1 ) ! av]age c\rage & endurance ( ! ,briti% dragoon4 ,a ye> be=e ,i _h p>t$ ) him1 languid1 unhappy1 & depress$1 long+ only to return to ,engl& b n yet "u ord]s = home4 ,n[ he look$ *e]ful1 cont5t$1 almo/ radiant4 ,i /opp$ to inquire aft] 8 welf>e4 8,i l&$ a =tnight ago1 sir10 said he1 ) some?+ ( triumph 9 8 voice1 8& a happy home ,i f\nd wait+ = me6 ,i hav5't a fri5d or a relation left 9 ! _w4 ,my fa!r's abscond$1 my "m's dead1 my bro!r-9-law's ru9$1 & my si/] gone into a mad-h\se60 ,x s\nd$ melan*oly en\gh1 yet ,i felt conv9c$ ! man reap$ "s unacc\ntable consolation f 8 pre-em95ce 9 mis=tune1 admir$ 8 own endurance1 & 0 pr\d ( 8 p[] to c>ry s heavy a weight4 ,cu/om1 no d\bt1 9 ^! z 9 all o!r inflictions1 w d mu* to light5 ! load4 ,!re is a tra9+ ( ! m9d1 z ( ! body1 to be> & to endure4 ,) we> & te> ! he>t gets h>d5$ l ! muscles1 & ! feel+s become blunt$ by ill-usage1 j z ! sk9 gr[s call\s on an o>sman's h&s4 ,!re is "s %ad[ ( tru? 9 ! fallaci\s /ory ( him :o c>ri$ a calf e day till x became a c[4 ,none ( u "k :at we c d till we try2 & !re are few b w\ld foll[ ! example ( ! pati5t camel1 & refuse to rise f ! s&1 if !y knew h[ heavy a weight is to be impos$ on !m ere !y c rea* ! long$-= diamond ( ! des]t1 gu%+ & glitt]+ among/ ! palms6 ,x is =tunate = u t ! packages are n all pil$ up at once4 ,little by little we accu/om ourselves to ! lab\r z we plod sull5ly on ) ! t9kl+ c>avan1 ignorant1 till too late to turn back1 ( ! com+ h>d%ips1 ! endless j\rney1 or ! _m times t cruel mirage mu/ disappo9t our fa9t+1 ?ir/+ spirits ere we rea* ! welcome re/+-place :]e ! cool spr+ bubbles ?r\gh its fr+e ( v]dure--:]e we %all dr9k our fill ( ^? life-be/[+ wat]s1 & /ret* ourselves out at la/ = long1 unbrok5 slumb]s "u ! 8%ad[ ( a great rock 9 a we>y l&40 ,b ! wor/ me?od ( all 9 :i* to c>ry our load is to build x up on ! pack-saddle s z to attract notice & commis]ation f ^? :o travel alongside4 ,! ,turki% hamals1 inde$1 may be se5 /agg]+ ab\t ,con/ant9ople "u enorm\s bales ( m]*&ise1 twice ! height & app>5tly ?ree times ! weight ( ! h]culean be>]2 b a ,turki% hamal1 not)/&+ 8 pr(ession1 ignores ! mean+ ( a sore back1 moral or physical4 ,o!r jades may w9ce1 b1 "u all circum/ances1 y may swe> 8 )]s are unwrung4 ,to be sure1 ! fir/ article ( 8 cre$ is resignation4 ,fatalism lulls him l opium1 ?\gh1 k9d] ?an t p]nici\s drug1 x leaves no torm5t ( reaction to succe$ its soo?+ trance4 ,h>d "w1 h>d f>e1 h>d b$1 h>d words1 h>d l9es 9 g5]al1 a tropical sun & ! atmosph]e ( a jungle1 x is all 9 ! day's "w ) him6 ,back%ee% he w accept ) a smile if he c get x1 or he w d )\t1 consol+ himself t x is kismet1 = 8,!re is "o ,god1 & ,mahomet is ,8 prophet40 ,) ?is philosoph]1 inde$1 8a cont5t$ m9d is a p]petual fea/10 o!rwise h[ c\ld he su/a9 8 /alw>t proportions on a morsel ( black bread & a slice ( wat]melon8 ,8 dissipations1 too1 are mild z 8 daily meals4 ,a screw ( weak tobacco1 fold$ 9 a pap] cig>ette1 wraps him 9 a =eta/e ( 8 anticipat$ p>adise2 a m\?ful ( ?ick1 black1 bitt] c(fee /&s him 9 lieu ( be]1 port]1 half-&-half1 e>ly purl1 blue ru91 & dog's-nose4 ,once a week1 or maybe once a mon?1 he goes to ! ba? = two h\rs ( un9t]rupt$ enjoym5t1 em]g+ heal?y1 happy1 refre%$1 & clean z a new p94 ,p]haps x is 8 frugal1 temp]ate life1 p]haps x is 8 calm1 acquiesc5t disposition1 t enables him ?us to c>ry weight s complac5tly4 ,he nev] fights "u x1 n he6 ,?r\gh ! n>r[ lanes ( ,/amb\l1 across ! vibrat+ wood5 bridge ( ! ,gold5 ,horn1 up ! fil?y /airs1 n /reets1 ( ,p]a1 he sw+s along ) regulat$ /ep & snort+ groans1 deliv]$ 9 discordant cad5ce at ea* labori\s footfall2 b he c>ries 8 weight1 t is ! great po9t--he c>ries a great deal ( x1 & he c>ries x rem>kably well--an example ( humility & pati5ce to ! ,*ri/ian :o employs him1 an object ( comp>ison1 n mu* 9 fav\r ( ! latt]1 betwe5 ! vot>ies ( ! ,cresc5t & ! ,cross4 ,:5 ,i prote/1 h[ev]1 aga9/ mak+ a display & a grievance ( ! load y h to be>1 ,i am f> f ma9ta9+ t y are to keep x a pr(\nd secret1 & hide x away 9 unsuitable places "u y\r clo!s4 ,a man c c>ry a hundr$-weight on 8 %\ld]s ) less inconv5i5ce ?an a few p\nds ab\t 8 he>t4 ,if y d\bt ?is1 ord] cold plum-pudd+ = lun*eon1 & y w be conv9c$6 ,a secret1 too1 is always a heavy sub/ance to take abroad ) y1 & y\r own seems to incommode y m ?an ano!r's1 probably because y are less indiff]5t ab\t lett+ x fall4 ,z = attempt+ to dance lightly along ) ! jaunty air ( an unweight$ novice1 be assur$ ! ef=t is n only pa9ful b ridicul\s4 ,no1 nev] be a%am$ ( y\r burd51 n ev5 ?\gh y\r own folly %\ld h clapp$ an additional half-hundr$ on ! top ( x4 ,get y\r %\ld]s well "u ! heavie/ "p1 walk z upright z y may1 b d n try to swagg]2 & if y h a fri5d :o likes y well en\gh to give 8 assi/ance1 let him cat* hold at "o end1 & s betwe5 y move on ) x ! be/ way y c4 ,"s packages gr[ all ! light]1 l a contrab& trunk at ! ,d\ane1 = be+ weigh$ & exam9$1 or1 z our neighb\rs call x1 8pi]c$ & plumb$40 ,"s aga9 ga!r increas$ proportions :5 we enl>ge ^u !m2 b x is only ^? ( :i* we d>e n speak1 ^? :i* no fri5d mu/ seem to see1 = :i* no bro!r mu/ (f] a h&1 t s9k our fail+ /r5g?1 t cru% u d[n humbl$ & helpless 9 ! mire4 ,!re is b "o place = su* burd5s z ^!1 & we nev] lay !m !re till we h tri$ ev]y?+ else 9 va92 j z we (f] ! remnants ( a life f :i* we expect no m pleasure1 :]e we ought to h giv5 all ! promise & vig\r ( our y\?1 or take an a*+1 hopeless1 worn-out he>t back to our only fri5d1 z ! cry+ *ild runs to its p>5t ) a brok5 toy4 8,! ox toils ?r\gh ! furr[1 ,ob$i5t to ! goad2 ,! pati5t ass up fl9ty pa?s ,plods ) its we>y load10 says ,macaulay 9 8 glori\s ,lays ( ,anci5t ,rome1 & some?+ 9 ! nature ( bo? ^! animals fits !m especially = ! endurance ( lab\r & ! imposition ( weight4 ,x is well = a man :5 he has a little ( ! bov9e repose ( "*1 a good deal ( ! as99e ?ickness ( sk9 & ins5sibility to h>d usage4 ,su* a disposition toils on cont5t$ly en\gh1 ob$i5t inde$ to ! goad s f> z mod]ately to increase ! /aid solemnity ( 8 gait1 tak+ ! fl9ty pa? & ! we>y load z necess>y conditions ( life1 ) a s]5e equanimity = :i* he has ! philosophical example ( ! ass6 ,! ways are r\gh1 y "k1 & ! j\rney long4 ,dep5d ^u x ^! animals arrive at its t]m9ation ) less we> & te>1 m safety1 & ev5 m despat*1 ?an ! s5sitive1 high-spirit$1 & c\rage\s horse1 w9c+ f ! la%1 spr++ to ! voice1 /riv+1 pant+1 sweat+1 /ra9+ e muscle to get home4 ,9 ! p>able ( ! ,anci5t ,m>9]--= is x n inde$ ! wilde/1 dreamie/1 & mo/ poetical ( p>ables8--y rememb] ! hopelessness ( ! weight he c>ri$ :5 8,in/ead ( ! cross ! albatross ,ab\t 8 neck 0 hung40 ,x 0 n 8 mis=tune1 y see1 b 8 crime t bore him d[n4 ,its consci\sness lay f> heavi] on 8 _s ?an did 8 aft]-puni%m5t1 :51 we>y & desolate1 he wail$ t he 0 8,alone1 alone1 all1 all alone1 ,alone on a wide1 wide sea1 ,& nev] a sa9t took pity on ,my s\l 9 agony40 ,! sa9ts1 inde$1 might n h he>d him2 h[ d we "k ab\t t8 b he 0 he>d nev]!less1 & ?us he got rid ( 8 burd5 to raise 8 head once m 9 ! face ( heav54 ,he look$ ^u beauty1 nature1 animate life1 ! wond]s ( ! deep1 ! creatures ( 8 ,mak]1 & 8bless$ !m unaw>e60 ,en\gh4 ,! hide\s dream vani%es1 ! unholy spell is brok51 & he cries exult+-- 8,t self-same mom5t ,i c\ld pray1 ,& f my neck s free ,! albatross fell (f1 & sunk ,l lead into ! sea40 ,i sometimes ?9k t wom5 be> _! burd5s ) less app>5t /ruggle1 less toil or compla9t ?an m52 & ?is al?\gh !y own m ( ! horse's anxi\s temp]am5t ?an ! sluggi% nature ( ! ox & ! ass4 ,if !y h less 8n]ve0 ?an ourselves--less ( ! coolness :i* spr+s f con/itutional ins5sibility to dang]--!y h m ( t mettlesome _s :i* is sometimes call$ 8pluck10 t indomitable c\rage :i* ackn[l$ges no failure = defeat1 :i* nev] sleeps ^u its po/1 :i* c be> up bravely ev5 aga9/ ! sickness & depression ( unremitt+ pa94 ,x is prov]bial t 9 all phases ( m]e bodily suff]+ !y %[ twice ! pati5ce & twice ! =titude ( ! /rong] sex2 :ile :o %all say h[ mu* ( sil5t sorr[ !y c *]i% & conceal 9 tr\bl$ he>ts :ile !y g ab\t _! daily bus9ess ) smiles on _! g5tle faces1 ) a tranquil1 /aid demean\r seem+ to *ant 9 s(t1 h>moni\s cad5ce ! wat*word ( 8,all's ,well60 ,d y n ?9k !y too keep _! fav\rite skeletons 7f> less p]fect ?an y\rself7 ho>d$1 hidd5 away1 lock$ up1 b n to be buri$ or =gott5 = ! wor? ( k+doms8 ,d y suppose !y nev] br+ !m out to be hugg$1 & fondl$1 & wor%ipp$1 & wept ov]8 8,9 ! dead unhappy night1 & :5 ! ra9 is on ! ro(40 ,bah6 ,x is a _w ( %ams4 ,if a woman is n a hypocrite %e mu/ be a /one6 ,we %\ld give !m great] cr$it ?\gh c\ld we le>n m ( ! weights !y h to c>ry4 ,b _! tra9+ is kn[n only to !mselves2 _! trials come (f 9 secret2 ! saddles !y we> are jeal\sly lock$ up1 & !y take c>e to keep ! key6 ,i ?9k ! reason !y run s k9dly is t !y apply !mselves v frequ5tly to ! la/ res\rce ( ! ,anci5t ,m>9] :5 he saw no escape f 8 puni%m5t1 :5 he 0 ov]weight$ ) 8 curse4 ,i "k n3 ,i only "k t ! quiet c\rage1 ! g5]\s _s1 ! untir+ endurance ) :i* !y p]=m ! j\rney ( life is too g5]ally ignor$1 unappreciat$1 & ?r[n away4 ,h[ (t5 h we n se5 a ?or\gh-br$ horse ridd5 by a but*]8 a be+ little l[] ?an an angel submitt+1 g5tle & pati5t1 to a creature little high] ?an a brute4 ,,*apt] ,,xi ,,%ad[s 8,com+ ev5ts ca/ _! %ad[s be=e10 says a fav\rite adage ( t prov]bial philosophy :i* is (t5 s qua9t & tru?ful1 sometimes s contradictory & f>-fet*$4 ,9 ! pres5t in/ance ! maxim1 ,i ?9k1 is contradict$ by our individual convictions & g5]al exp]i5ce4 ,= my own "p ,i prote/ ,i am no believ] 9 pres5tim5ts4 ,t is a beautiful fiction ( poetry1 completely unsub/antiat$ by ! prosaic ev5ts ( life1 :i* repres5ts ! pr$e/9$ suff]] z "o :o 8,/ill treads ! %ad[ ( 8 foe10 :ile ! arm ( ! av5g]1 uplift$ ?\gh unse51 int]cepts ! light ( heav5 ere yet its bl[ desc5ds4 ,poets1 no d\bt1 lay _! f\ndations on a basis ( tru?1 b1 z befits _! pr(ession1 d n scruple to raise a sup]/ructure 9 magnific5t disproportion to ! limits ( _! gr\nd-plan4 ,i w appeal to n9e p out ( e t5 ^: lot x has be5 to su/a9 sev]e affliction--& ,i ?9k x is ne>ly n9e-t5?s ( ! human race--:e!r !y h n f\nd !mselves /agg]$ or pro/rat$ by bl[s z sudd5 z !y 7 ov]:elm+2 :e!r ! dagg] has n always be5 a m deadly weapon ?an ! sword1 ! m>ksman beh9d ! h$ge a m fatal enemy ?an ! batt]y on its em95ce1 ! hidd5 reef a worse disa/] ?an ! adv]se gale1 & :e!r _! hopes1 _! happ9ess1 or _! =tunes1 h n fail$ !m at ! v mom5t :5 ! false waves smil$ s]5ely at ! calm skies ov]head-- 8,l %ips t on a summ] sea ,h gone d[n sail+ tranquilly40 ,no2 ^! =?com+ %ad[s ne$ n di/urb our repose4 ,!y owe _! orig9 nei!r to he>t nor bra91 b proce$ f liv]1 & ,i %\ld ?9k mu/ be q unkn[n to him :o 8lives on sixp5ce a day & e>ns x60 ,:at a life we %\ld lead if we c\ld look an in* be=e our noses6 ,( all curses to humanity ! bitt]e/ w\ld be ! gift ( =esight4 ,i (t5 ?9k a man's progress t[>ds 8 grave is l t ( a scull] lab\r+ up-/ream1 we w say f ,ri*mond to ,t$d+ton ,lock4 ,by tak+ ! e/abli%$ & conv5tional c\rse he avoids collision ) 8 k9d & proce$s 9 comp>ative safety4 ,by c]ta9 side-glances & g5]al k ( ! riv]1 :i* we may comp>e to ! w>n+s ( exp]i5ce & ! reason+s ( analogy1 he obta9s an inkl+1 f> remov$ f c]ta9ty1 ( mu* approa*+ tr\ble to :i* 8 back is turn$4 ,by obs]v+ ! track ( 8 own boat rippl+ ! surface _m a y>d a/]n1 he le>ns to guide 8 c\rse1 j z he w\ld correct 8 conduct by ! lessons ( ! pa/4 ,n[ ! /ream runs h>d aga9/ him1 & he mu/ "w 8 way foot by foot ) hone/1 unremitt+ toil4 ,n[ he %oots along ?r\gh slack wat]1 mu* to 8 own cont5t & self-approval1 b "u no circum/ances1 h[ev] =midable1 mu/ he completely relax 8 ef=ts1 = ! curr5t w\ld soon float him back to ! place f :5ce he came4 ,_m a sc5e ( beauty1 _m a lovely nook1 & sunny lawn1 & fairy palace glides by him z he goes--fad+1 vani%+1 %ut out by ! int]v5+ po9t1 to leave b a memory ( _! attractions1 dispell$ 9 turn by ev]-recurr+ beauties ( mead[1 wood1 & wat]4 ,s he plods /eadily on1 accept+ ! lab\r1 enjoy+ ! pleasures ( 8 trip1 & ne>+ ) e /roke ! hav5 he is to rea* at la/4 ,h[ev] heal?y & invigorat+ ! toil1 h[ev] v>i$ & delightful ! passage1 ,i ?9k he w n be sorry to arrive at ,t$d+ton ,lock1 !re to %ip 8 o>s1 moor 8 boat "u ! will[s1 & s1 lull$ by ! murmur ( ! ev]-fl[+ wat]s1 ) fold$ arms1 upturn$ face1 & eyes w&]+ dr[sily heav5w>ds1 fall peacefully asleep4 ,b ! %ad[s :i* cross our pa? to our greate/ deception & detrim5t are ^? = :i* we s will+ly ab&on ! sub/ances :]e( !y are b ! fad+ phantoms z ! dog 9 ! fable dropp$ a piece ( meat out ( 8 jaws to snat* a l morsel f ! o!r dog he saw reflect$ 9 ! wat]4 ,e day m5 grasp at cl\ds z did ,ixion1 b>t]+ eag]ly = t :i* !y "k to be illusive1 ! solid joys & advantages ( life4 ,h[ _m p 9 ! possession ( suffici5t incomes deprive !mselves ( common com=t 9 an attempt to appe> ri*] & m lib]al ?an !y really are6 ,h[ _m =ego ! society ( fri5ds 9 :i* !y f9d hone/ pleasure = t ( m]e acqua9tances ) :om !y h sc>ce a ?\ght 9 common1 because ! latt]1 p]haps !mselves sacrific$ to ! same illusion1 move 9 a high] & m o/5tati\s class ( society6 ,) "o ! %ad[ is a reputation = weal?1 ) ano!r = ta/e4 ,"h x is a h\se 9 ,belgravia1 !re a villa on ! ,?ames2 sometimes a position 9 ! c\nty1 a seat 9 p>liam5t1 or a pe]age long dormant 9 a race ( squires4 ,:atev] x may be1 ! pursu] foll[s x at ! be/ spe$ he c comm&1 f9d+1 usually1 t ! fa/] he goes ! fa/] x flies be=e him2 & :5 he comes up ) x at la/ to enfold ! phantom 9 8 long+ embrace1 behold x crumbles away to disappo9tm5t 9 8 v arms4 ,i h se5 ,c]ito danc+ h] fam\s %ad[-dance2 ,i h wat*$ a *ild foll[+ its own retreat+ figure1 l5g!n$ to gigantic proportions 9 an aft]noon sun1 ) %\ts ( wond] & delight2 ,i once obs]v$1 p]haps ! prettie/ sight ( ! ?ree1 a ?or\gh-br$ foal gallop up to "s p>k-pal+s1 to w9ce & sc\r away f ! di/ort$ repres5tation ( a race-horse x met !re1 9 ! wild1 graceful fre$om ( a yet unbridl$ y\?2 & ,i h ?\ght ( ! _m %ad[s t lure u all1 betwe5 ! cradle & ! grave1 only to impose on u 9 _! fulle/ signification ! diff]5t s5tim5ts ( disbelief1 dis-illusion1 & disgu/4 ,:5 ,pet] ,s*lemihl made 8 ill-advis$ b>ga9 ) ! devil1 t %rewd pur*as] quietly roll$ up 8 victim's %ad[ & put x 9 8 own pocket4 ,:5 ,mi*ael ,scott1 9 ! completion ( 8 education at ,padua1 _h ma/]$ c]ta9 intricacies ( ! black art1 8 fell[-/ud5ts obs]v$ to _! con/]nation t :ile !y walk$ 9 ! college g>d5s ) ! wise nor?-c\ntryman1 8,8 =m no d>k5+ %ad[ ca/ ,a?w>t ! sunny wall40 ,! fir/ /ep 9 sup]natural le>n+1 ! fir/ condition = ! atta9m5t ( sup]human p[]1 seems to h be5 ! dismissal ( s inconv5i5t & unmean+ an appurt5ance z a %ad[4 ,h[ _m p h ,i kn[n1 & ^! n ! lea/ ende>+ & capable ( _! k9d1 ov] ^: :ole life ! %ad[ ( a memory1 ?\gh gr[+ fa9t] day by day1 has yet be5 d>k en\gh to ?r[ a gloom t ! w>me/ rays ( fri5d%ip & affection 7 p[]less to dispel6 ,sometimes1 inde$1 t d>kness seems de>] to !m ?an ! glories ( ! out] _w2 sometimes1 & ?is is ! h>de/ fate ( all1 !y cl+ to x ! clos] t !y feel ! illusion has be5 to !m a m reliable possession ?an ! reality4 ,!re is a _w ( t5d] long+1 bitt] exp]i5ce1 & sad1 sugge/ive pa?os 9 ,ow5 ,m]$i?'s lam5t-- 8,h[ _m a night 'nea? h] w9d[ h ,i walk$ 9 ! w9d & ! ra91 ,only to look on h] %ad[ fleet ov] ! light$ pane6 ,alas6 'twas ! %ad[ t re/$--'twas h]self t fleet$1 y see-- ,& n[ ,i am dy+--,i "k x6 ,dy+--& :]e is %e80 ,! %ad[ he _h wor%ipp$ s fondly 0 n m fleet+ ?an ! dream on :i* he _h an*or$ a man's hone/ hopes1 & wa/$ a man's g5]\s1 unsuspect+ he>t4 ,!n we see our %ad[s at po9ts ( view s peculi> to ourselves1 9 lights t s di/ort & disguise _! proportions1 x is no wond] if = u !y become phantoms ( =midable magnitude & ov]p[]+ aspect4 ,! demon ( ! ,h>tz ,m\nta9s is said to be no?+ m ?an ! reflection or %ad[ ( ! travell]'s own p]son1 z se5 "u c]ta9 abnormal conditions ( refraction aga9/ a morn+ or ev5+ sky4 ,su* demons mo/ ( u keep ( our own1 & we take c>e nev] to look at !m b at ! angle :i* magnifies !m out ( all reasonable proportions4 ,:5 y see m9e & ,i y\rs1 ea* ( u is surpris$ at ! importance atta*$ to 8 spectral illusion by ! o!r4 ,y\rs seems to me a dim9utive & contemptible little devil en\gh2 & d\btless1 al?\gh y nev] may h ent]ta9$ a high op9ion ( my m5tal p[]s or moral =ce ( "*1 bo? are fall5 fifty p] c5t4 9 y\r e/imation s9ce y h be5 br\ght face to face ) ! bugbe> by :i* !y are ov]ridd5 & kept d[n4 ,if we c\ld b *ange %ad[s we %\ld bo? ( u get back into ! sun4 ,alas6 t all ! magic art ( ,mi*ael ,scott himself w\ld fail to effect su* a trick ( leg]dema94 ,alas6 t we mu/ be> z be/ we c1 ea* = himself1 ! gloomy pres5ce t makes u s dull ( *e]1 s sad ( c\nt5ance1 & s cold ab\t ! he>t4 ,m5 adopt a great _m diff]5t me?ods to get rid ( _! respective %ad[s1 approximat+ m or less to ! conclusive plan ( ,pet] ,s*lemihl a=esaid1 :o sold 8 outright to ! devil4 ,"s try to lose x among/ a cr[d ( fell[-creatures1 all ) ! same famili> att5dants ( _! own2 o!rs /ruggle ) x 9 solitude1 & f9d !mselves halt+ & maim$ aft] ! conflict1 l him :o wre/l$ ( old ) ! angel at ,p5uel 8until ! break+ ( ! day40 ,"o ?9ks to /ifle 8 torm5tor 9 bus9ess1 ano!r to lull him ) pleasure1 a ?ird to dr[n him 9 w9e4 ,none ( ^! rem$ies seem to answ] ! purpose desir$4 ,blue-books1 bank]s' books1 bett+-books are unable to break ! spell2 ov] ! pages ( ea* he ?r[s ! all-p]vad+ gloom4 ,nei!r is he to be wor/$ by ! gleam ( _m c&les fla%+ only less brightly ?an ! sp>kle ( ,beauty's jewels & ! lu/re ( h] s(t eyes 9 8halls ( dazzl+ light40 ,on ! contr>y1 x is "h t1 maybe f ! =ce ( contra/1 he ass]ts 8 p[] ) ! greate/ det]m9ation1 com+ out1 z is b natural1 "u ! vivid gl>e ?r[n on him 9 a /rong] & m uncompromis+ relief4 ,to /eep him 9 w9e is (t5 b to increase 8 dim5sions out ( all reasonable proportions1 & at be/ only gets rid ( him = a night t he may return 9 ! morn+ refre%$ & invigorat$ to v9dicate 8 sov]eignty ov] ! enfeebl$ rebel he controls4 ,!re are means ( dispell+ ! d>kness1 no d\bt1 b ,i fe> !y are n to be f\nd 9 ! res\rces ( /udy1 c]ta9ly n 9 ! di/ractions ( dissipation nor ! fev]i% delirium ( vice4 ,x mu/ be a w>m1 g5ial1 & unusually g5]\s disposition :i* is n w>p$ & dw>f$ by a %ad[ ca/ ^u x 9 y\?1 or inde$ at any p]iod ( life2 b = animate z = inanimate nature !re are black fro/s z well z :ite4 ,! latt] evaporate ) ! morn+ sun 9 light wrea?s ( vap\r & p]haps a few te>s sp>kl+ l diamonds1 to be succe$$ by brilliant sun%9e1 uncl\d$ till ! close ( its %ort w9t]'s day2 ! =m]1 grim1 grey1 & l[]+1 p>* & )] up ! life ( e gre5 ?+1 draw+ h] %r\d1 z x 71 ov] ! cold dead face ( e>? ere %e is buri$ 9 ! d>kness ( approa*+ night4 ,x is h>d ^u y\? to see its rosy morn+ ov]ca/ by ! %ad[2 b x has _m h\rs yet to look =w>d to be=e noon1 & c af=d to wait = bright] wea!r4 ,f> m cruelly does age feel ! )drawal ( t light x _h tru/$ 9 to *e] its decl9+ day2 a light x c nev] hope to welcome aga91 because long ere ! %ad[ %all be )drawn f ! *ill$ & we>y frame1 its sun w h gone d[n = ev] into ! ocean ( et]nity4 ,p talk a great deal ab\t t physical impossibility :i* !y are pleas$ to t]m 8a brok5 he>t02 & ! suff]] :o claims _! sympa?y "u su* an abnormal affliction is inv>iably a "y p]son ( ! g5tl] sex4 ,i h no d\bt 9 my own m9d1 nev]!less1 t a sev]e bl[ to ! =tunes1 ! self-e/eem1 ! heal? or ! affections1 is f> m sev]ely felt aft] =ty ?an be=e ?irty2 & yet :o ev] he>d ( an eld]ly g5tleman break+ 8 he>t8 ,any ?+ else y please--8 ^w1 8 head1 8 wai/coat-/r+s1 or ev5 8 neck1 b 8 he>t6 ,:y1 ! assumption is ludicr\s4 ,if y consult ! /ati/ics ( suicide1 h[ev]1 y w be surpris$ to f9d 9 h[ _m in/ances ?is mo/ reckless ( crimes is committ$ by p]sons ( mature age1 ?\gh x is /range t ^? ^: span 9 ! c\rse ( nature is likely to be s %ort %\ld ?9k x wor? :ile to curtail x ) _! own h&4 ,!re is ano!r %ad[1 too1 :i*1 ap>t f all f9] feel+s ( ! he>t or intellect1 has a p]nici\s effect on our int]e/s & welf>e4 ,x is ca/ by our own opaque sub/ances :5 we p]si/ 9 an inconv5i5t attitude1 commonly call$ 8/&+ 9 our own light40 ,p>5ts & gu>dians1 ^? :o h ! c>e ( "y p1 g5]ally are well aw>e ( its irritat+ p]si/5cy & disagreeable consequ5ces4 ,x is provok+ to f9d all y\r ef=ts ?w>t$ by ! v p]son on ^: behalf !y are made4 ,aft] mu* tr\ble1 & ! eat+ ( m dirt ?an y c dige/ 9 com=t1 y obta9 = a lad a high /ool 9 a c\nt+-h\se1 an appo9tm5t to ! ,indian army1 or a b]? 9 a ,*9ese m]*antman1 fondly hop+ t 9 "o way or ano!r he is provid$ =1 & (f y\r h&s at la/4 ,b aft] a :ile behold him back aga91 l a consignm5t ( damag$ goods6 ,he has be5 too fa/ = ! cl]k%ip1 too idle = ! army1 n sob] en\gh = ! sea4 ,) a f9e *ance & ev]y?+ 9 8 fav\r1 he 8/ood 9 8 own light10 & mu/ abide by ! gloom he has himself made4 ,or p]haps1 ?\gh ?is is a r>] case1 because wom5's p]ceptions ( _! own int]e/ are usually v ke51 x is y\r ,blan*e1 or y\r ,rose1 or y\r ,violet :o ?us disappo9ts ! magnific5t expectations y h f\nd$ on h] beauty1 h] y\?1 h] eyes1 h] figure1 & h] g5]al fasc9ations4 ,! pe] ) 8 un5cumb]$ e/ate & 8 own p]sonal advantages w\ld h propos$ to a c]ta9ty1 0 only wait+ = an opportunity--he told 8 si/] s--:5 t la/ t5 m9utes at croquet ) ,tom1 ^? half-doz5 extra r\nds 9 ! cotillon ) ,h>ry1 sc>$ ?is %y bird f ! decoy1 & he w5t (f to ,melton 9 disgu/4 ,rose1 ,blan*e1 or ,violet 8/ood 9 h] own light10 & mu/ be cont5t = ! re/ ( h] c>e] to burn tall[ in/ead ( wax4 ,! %ad[s1 h[ev]1 :i* ladies pres]ve = _! own private annoyance ca/ surpris+ly little gloom ov] _! pretty p]sons :ile !y are be=e ! _w4 ,a new dress1 a com+ ball1 a race-meet+1 or a picnic1 are suffici5t to dispel !m at a mom5t's notice2 & ?\gh d\btless :5 ^! palliatives are exhau/$1 :5 !y put _! c&les out at night1 ! d>kness ga!rs all ! ?ick] = its lucid int]val ( di/raction1 x is always some?+ to h got rid ( x ev5 = an h\r4 ,t wom5 feel v ke5ly1 nobody :o kn[s any?+ ab\t !m c d\bt4 ,t !y feel v deeply is a diff]5t "q altoge!r4 ,9 "s r>e in/ances !y may inde$ be f\nd1 :5 ! light !y love is qu5*$1 to sit by pref]5ce 9 d>kness = ev]more2 b z a g5]al rule ! fem99e organisation is ?or\ghly appreciative ( ! pres5t1 some:at =getful ( ! pa/1 & exce$+ly reckless ( ! future4 ,= bo? sexes1 h[ev]1 !re mu/ 9 _! c\rse ?r\gh life be %ad[s deep 9 proportion to ! brilliancy ( ! sun%9e 9 :i* !y bask4 8,%all we receive good at ! h& ( ,god10 says ,job1 8& %all we n receive evil80 !reby cond5s+ into "o pi?y s5t5ce p]haps ! pr(\nde/ sy/em ( philosophy ev] yet submitt$ to mank9d4 ,! evil always seems to u great] ?an ! good1 ! %ad[s m univ]sal ?an ! sun%9e2 b ) h[ little reason we ne$ only reflect = a mom5t to satisfy ourselves4 ,!re is a gleam 9 :i* we (t5 fondly hope to dispel our %ad[s1 delusive z ! 8w-o'-!-wisp10 a light 8t nev] yet 0 se5 on sea or %ore10 :i* is cruelly apt to lure u on reefs & quicks&s1 to guide u only to ev5tual %ipwreck2 b !re is also a glimm]1 fa9t & feeble "h1 yet capable ( dispell+ ! d>ke/ %ad[s t ev] cross our pa?1 :i* if we w only foll[ x tru?fully & p]si/5tly = a v brief j\rney1 %all *e] u he>tily & guide u /eadfa/ly till x wid5s & bright5s into ! glory ( et]nal day4 ,,*apt] ,,xii ,,gu9ev]e ,among/ all ! works ( our great poet1 works 9 :i* criticism1 se>*+ dilig5tly = flaws1 discov]s e day new beauties1 surely ?is noble poem is ! v cr[n & ma/]piece4 ,comp>$ ev5 ) ! productions ( 8 own g5ius1 ,gu9ev]e always seems to me l a /atue 9 ! mid/ ( oil-pa9t+s4 ,s l(ty is x 9 conception1 s gr& 9 treatm5t1 s fair1 s noble1 s elevat+1 & yet s real4 ,z ! ,cali=nian digg] 9 8 8prospect0 wa%es1 & sifts1 & se>*es1 till f a mass ( rubbi% & impurities he sep>ates ! nugget ( virg9 ore1 s f ! lavi% confusion ( ri* mat]ial to be f\nd 9 t collection ( e>ly romance call$ ,la ,morte d',ar?ur1 ! ,laureate has wr\ght out a poem preci\s 9 its own intr9sic m]it z ! pure/ metal t 0 ev] beat5 into a cr[n ( gold4 ,"o o!r has be5 ov] ! same gr\nd be=e him1 ! great magician :o ) a wave ( 8 w& has creat$ = u gleam+ blade & glitt]+ haub]k1 mail & plate1 & manag$ /e$s cap>ison$1 lances %iv]$ to ! grasp1 sweet pale faces look+ d[n on ! mimic w> b5ea?1 & all ! pomp1 panoply1 & pre/ige ( an ideal *ivalry1 :5 8,! *ampions1 arm$ 9 m>tial sort1 ,h ?rong$ into ! li/1 ,& b ?ree knights ( ,ar?ur's c\rt ,are f ! t\rney miss$4 ,& /ill ^? lov]s' fame survives ,= fai? s con/ant %[n2 ,!re 7 two t lov$ _! neighb\rs' wives1 ,& "o t lov$ 8 own40 ,alas6 t ! v fir/ ( ^! 9 arms1 9 c\rtesy1 9 p]sonal advantages1 &1 b = ! "o f\l blot1 9 hon\rable fame1 %\ld h be5 ,lancelot de ,lac1 ! ornam5t ( *ivalry4 ,alas6 t ! lady ( 8 guilty love %\ld h be5 t 8,fl[] ( all ! we/ & all ! _w10 ^: rightful place 0 on ! bosom ( 8! /a9less k+40 ,_! fatal passion1 t grew s ins5sibly 9 ^? fair ,may-days long ago1 :5 ! pair 8,rode "u groves t look$ a p>adise ,( blossom1 ov] %eets ( hyac9?1 ,t seem$ ! heav5s upbreak+ ?ro' ! e>?10 has /ruck root n[1 deep1 deep 9 ! he>ts ( bo?1 & spread+ l ! deadly upas-tree1 has blight$ e o!r s5tim5t & affection b5ea? its %ade4 ,!re is no happ9ess = ,lancelot )\t ,gu9ev]e1 no sweetness 9 ! brea? ( ev5+ nor speculation 9 ! />s ( night1 no gladness 9 ! summ]1 no glam\r 9 ! gre5wood1 no glory 9 ! day4 ,h] :isp] lurks 9 ! holl[ ( 8 helmet :5 he %\ts 8 w>-cry1 h] image r\ses 8 desire = fame1 & po9ts 8 tru/y lance4 ,b = ! ke51 unholy /imulant 8 arm w\ld be n]veless & 8 c\rage dull1 :ile all ! "t 8,! great & guilty love he b>e ! que51 ,9 battle ) ! love he b>e 8 "l1 ,ha? m>r$ 8 face1 & m>k$ x ere 8 "t40 ,yes1 !re is retribution ev5 "h = ! sweet1 s$uctive s94 8,! worm t die? n1 ! fire t is n qu5*$10 beg9 _! "w long ere ! cup has be5 empti$ ( its tempt+ poison2 & ! "o gnaws fi]c]1 ! o!r burns deep]1 9 proportion to ! capability ( good f :i* ! s9n] has fall5--9 proportion to ! tru? & t5d]ness ( ! tortur$ he>t t seems meant = bett] ?+s4 ,& ,gu9ev]e4 ,:o c fa?om t woman's angui%1 h] %ame1 h] self-reproa*1 h] bitt]1 hopeless remorse1 = :om ! holy plight$ love t %\ld h made h] %ield1 h] hon\r1 & h] happ9ess ?r\gh life1 has be5 pi]c$1 & %att]$1 & defil$ by t o!r love :i* drags h] to p]dition1 & to :i* %e yet cl+s clos] & clos] ) a w>p$ in/9ct ( womanly fidelity = ! v sorr[ & suff]+ x entails8 ,! s5se ( p]sonal degradation is p]haps ! lea/ ( h] puni%m5t1 = x is h] nature :5 %e loves to m]ge h] own id5tity 9 ano!r2 b :at ( h] *ildr51 if %e h any8 ,h[ c %e be> ! cle>1 guileless faces1 ! little h&s clasp$ 9 pray] on h] knee1 ! lov+1 tru/ful eyes ( ^? simple believ]s to :om %e1 ! s9n]1 is 9 ! place ( ,god8 ,_m a woman1 hesitat+ & hov]+ on ! v br9k ( ru91 has be5 )held by ! t9y clasp ( an infant's h&4 ,if t la/ *ance %\ld h fail$ h]1 su* failure has be5 ev] aft] ! heavie/ & lea/ endurable ( ! p5alties %e has br\ght on h]self4 ,b %e may be *ildless1 %e may be sp>$ ! bitt] pa9 ( e/rangem5t f ^? :o are inde$ "p & p>cel ( h] be+4 ,:at1 !n1 ( h] husb&8 ,! man :om once %e believ$ %e lov$1 :o has *]i%$ h]1 tru/$ h]1 giv5 up = h] sake _m ( ! realities & all ! illusions ( life1 ^: c>e has surr\nd$ h] s con/antly e day & all day long1 t1 l ! air %e brea!s1 %e c only be made s5sible ( its exi/5ce :5 )drawn1 ^: indulg5ce 0 p]haps s unv>i$ z to escape notice1 ^: affection1 express$ by de$s1 n words1 %e has =gott5 because x has n be5 repeat$1 l t o!r love1 9 burn+ :isp]s e h\r4 ,s %e n only /rikes him a deadly bl[1 su* z 8 bitt]e/ enemy w\ld sc>ce deal 9 fair fight1 b poisons h] weapon besides1 & leaves x /ick+ 9 ! w\nd to burn & rankle & fe/]1 t e pass+ h& 9 c>eless je/ or wanton outrage may inflict on him mortal agony at w4 ,once1 p]haps1 %e 0 pr\d ( t brave1 k9d face1 :i* %e c\ld n imag9e blan*$ by fe> nor cl\d$ ) %ame4 ,c %e be> to ?9k ( x n[1 quiv]+ at ! *ance allusion ( e idle tongue1 w>p$ into agony1 l t ( a man %ot ?r\gh ! lungs1 :5 h] own "n is spok51 purposely or o!rwise1 by "s imp]t95t gossip or "s rancor\s1 ung5]\s foe8 ,8 sorr[ has become a je/2 t (f5ce w soon pass away to make room = fre%] sc&al4 ,8 home is brok5 up2 he c make himself ano!r4 ,! woman he lov$ has left him1 yet !re are pl5ty m z fond & fair ready to pity & console2 b 8 tru/ is brok51 & n ev5 9 an angel f heav5 c he believe aga94 ,?is is ! wor/ injury ( all4 ,! /ronge/1 ! pure/1 ! noble/ ( e>?ly motives to well-do+ has fail$ him1 & f h5ce=? ! man is b a lamp )\t a light1 a wat* )\t a ma9spr+1 a body )\t a s\l4 ,x is well = him n[ if he h "s l(ty aspiration1 "s great & g5]\s object1 to lift him out ( 8 dep? ( sorr[1 to r\se him f 8 apa?y ( despair4 ,?us only c he wre/le ) ! demon t has ent]$ into 8 he>t1 ?us only ca/ him out &1 trampl+ on him1 s rise to a high] sph]e ?an t f :i* he has be5 dragg$ d[n4 ,9 self-sacrifice & self-devotion he %all f9d ! talisman to set him free1 n at once1 b1 l o!r p]man5t results1 gradually & 9 ! lapse ( "t2 s1 m\nt+ /ep by /ep & ga9+ /r5g? z he asc5ds1 he %all look d[n f ! unassailable heights ( =giv5ess on ! less] s\ls t c nev] rea* to w\nd him n[--=giv5ess1 free1 complete1 & unconditional z t :i* he himself pleads = f 8 ,god4 ,& "h x is t ! "* ( ,ar?ur1 z drawn by ,t5nyson1 exemplifies ! noble/ type ( ,*ri/ianity1 *ivalry1 & manhood ) :i* we are acqua9t$ 9 ! :ole range ( fiction4 ,poetry has yet to disclose to u a m godlike1 m elevat+ s5tim5t ?an ! k+'s p>don to 8 guilty & rep5tant wife4 ,x brea!s ! v ess5ce ( all ^? qualities :i* humanity1 at be/ 8a little l[] ?an ! angels10 is ev] /riv+ unsuccessfully to atta94 ,!re is c\rage1 abid+ by ! aw>d ( its own consci5ce1 & appeal+ to a high] tribunal ?an ! v]dict ( its k9d2 !re is contempt = consequ5ces2 !re is scrupul\s1 unsw]v+ p]si/5ce 9 ! pa? ( duty1 su* z con/itutes ! soldi] & ! h]o2 !re is l>ge-he>t$1 f>-see+ b5evol5ce1 t weighs its own cru%$ happ9ess & blight$ life b z du/ 9 ! balance aga9/ ! well-be+ ( its fell[s4 ,above all1 !re is t gr& tru/ 9 a bett] _w & an immortal id5tity1 )\t :i* man1 despite 8 /r5g? ( w & pride ( intellect1 7 little sup]ior to ! bea/s ( ! field4 ,su* is ! diapason1 s to speak1 ( ?is mighty m>* ( feel+--! m>* ( an unconqu]$ _s & a k+ly s\l2 :ile ?r\gh x all1 ev] pres5t1 ?\gh ev] modulat$ & kept d[n1 runs ! wild1 m\rnful accompanim5t1 ! wail ( a k9dly1 tortur$ he>t1 ( a love t c nev] die-- 8,& 9 ?y b[]s ( ,camelot or ( ,usk ,?y %ad[ /ill w\ld glide f room to room1 ,& ,i %\ld ev]more be vext ) !e1 ,9 hang+ robe--or vacant ornam5t1 ,or gho/ly footfall e*o+ on ! /air4 ,= ?9k n1 ?\gh ?\ w\ld/ n love ?y "l1 ,?y "l has :olly lo/ 8 love = !e4 ,i am n made ( su* slight elem5ts4 ,yet mu/ ,i leave !e1 woman1 to ?y %ame40 ,h[ wond]ful1 h[ exhau/ive1 & h[ practical seems ! famili>ity ( great poets ) ! niceties & work+s ( ! human he>t6 ,x has be5 said ( !m1 prettily en\gh1 t 8,!y le>n 9 suff]+ :at !y tea* 9 song40 ,god =bid6 ,if x 7 s1 _! lot w\ld inde$ be un5viable2 & :at an et]nity ( torture w\ld su* a g5ius z ,byron1 or ,%elley1 or ,t5nyson himself h cond5s$ into a s+le life6 ,no1 !irs mu/ be r ! intuitive k t spr+s f sympa?y ) all ?+s1 animate & inanimate1 9 summ] & w9t]1 9 light & d>kness1 9 sorr[ & 9 joy--a sympa?y receiv+ freely z x gives1 & ?us coz5+ !m out ( n9e-t5?s ( _! own private sorr[s1 :i* su* f9] temp]am5ts z !irs w\ld o!rwise be too s5sitive to endure4 ,! wide scope ( ?is sympa?y1 ! facility ) :i* g5ius c h&le extreme contra/s ( ! same passion ) equal skill1 is1 ,i ?9k1 f9ely exemplifi$ 9 ! two poems ( 8,maud0 & 8,gu9ev]e40 ,i h already comp>$ ! latt] to an exquisite piece ( sculpture4 ,! =m] seems to me l a wild1 fanciful1 highly-col\r$ pa9t+1 9 :i* "s true arti/ has /riv5 to embody ! unatta9able conceptions ( a dream4 ,0 ev] col\r+ mix$ on palette m vivid & gl[+ ?an ?is description ( a lov] wait+ = 8 mi/ress 9 h] g>d5-- 8,!re falls a spl5did te> ,f ! passion-fl[] at ! gate2 ,%e is com+--my dove1 my de>6 ,%e is com+--my life1 my fate6 ,! r$ rose cries1 ,%e is ne>--%e is ne>6 ,! :ite rose weeps1--,%e is late6 ,! l>kspur li/5s1--,i he>--,i he>6 ,& ! lily :isp]s1--,i wait60 ,is !re n 9 ^! l9es1 besides grace1 s5tim5t1 pa?os1 t5d]ness1 a weal? ( pictorial fancy1 su* z ,l&se] himself has n outdone 9 8 magical repres5tation ( cl[n & elves & />s & fl[]s gr\p$ r\nd ,titania 9 ,fairyl&8 ,z 9 8cle>-fac$ ,ar?ur0 is r5d]$ ! ideal dignity ( love1 s 9 ,maud's hapless suitor we f9d exemplifi$ its mad en?usiasm & passion4 ,) bo?1 self is unhesitat+ly sacrific$ to ! welf>e ( ano!r4 ,:5 ! fatal %ot has be5 fir$1 & ! exile faces a =eign %ore 9 utt] hopelessness t he %all ev] look on ! face he loves aga91 ! pity = himself t _c b *ill 8 sorr[+ he>t m]ges 9 anxiety & t5d]ness = ,maud4 ,ev5 n[--p]haps n[ m ?an ev]--9 grief1 dang]1 & privation1 8 fir/ ?\ght flies to ! idol = :om he has built 8 life into a ?rone1 t %e may reign !re unrivall$ & supreme4 ,may 8 be ! %ame1 ! sorr[1 & ! suff]+6--su* is 8 wild1 pa!tic pray]--& let ! treasure ( 8 he>t g free4 ,if !re be dang]1 let x l[] r\nd 8 unprotect$ head4 ,if !re be puni%m5t1 let him be> x = bo?6 ,ay1 ?\gh %e may nev] rew>d him = x1 nev] ev5 "k x2 = 9 ?is _w ^! two are surely p>t$ n to meet aga94 ,:at ( t8 ,%e is /ill 8 que5--8 goddess--8 love--! aim ( 8 exi/5ce1 ! d>l+ ( 8 c>e4 8,com=t h]1 com=t h]1 all ?+s good1 ,:ile ,i am ov] ! sea2 ,let me & my passionate love g by1 ,b speak to h] all ?+s holy & high1 ,:atev] happ5 to me4 ,me & my h>mful love g by1 ,b come to h] wak+1 or f9d h] asleep1 ,p[]s ( ! height1 p[]s ( ! deep1 ,& com=t h] ?\gh ,i die40 ,surely ?is is ! pure1 unadult]at$ metal4 ,alas6 t x %\ld sometimes lack ! glitt] ( t c\nt]feit :i* wom5 grasp at s eag]ly 9 pref]5ce to ! true gold4 ,s1 9 extremity ( dang]1 %att]$ 9 battle aga9/ ! *os5 fri5d & comrade ^: trea*]y 0 only less gall+ to 8 noble he>t ?an ! disloyalty ( 8 que51 beset by 8,! godless ho/s ,( hea!n sw>m+ o'er ! ,nor!rn sea10 /]n old foes ( himself & ,*ri/5dom1 er/ by pr[ess ( t 8glori\s company10 8,! ,table ,r\nd1 ,9 twelve great battles ru9+ ov]?r[n10 n[ pant+ = reprisal & rev5ge1 m5ac$ ) op5 rebellion by a si/]'s son1 8 army melt+1 8 adh]5ts fail+1 8 sceptre slid+ f 8 grasp1 ,ar?ur c yet provide t5d]ly & c>efully = h] safety :o has br\ght d[n on him all ?is %ame1 ru91 & defeat4 8,& _m m :5 ,modr$ rais$ revolt1 ,=getful ( _! tro? & fealty1 clave ,to ,modr$1 & a remnant /ays ) me4 ,& ( ?is remnant w ,i leave a "p-- ,true m5 :o love me /ill1 = :om ,i live-- ,to gu>d !e 9 ! wild h\r com+ on2 ,le/ b a hair ( ?is l[ head be h>m$4 ,fe> n3 ?\ %alt be gu>d$ till my dea?40 ,well might ! ,que51 :5 he _h pass$ f h] sight = ev]1 reflect bitt]ly on ! comp>ative m]its ( lov] & husb&1 hav+1 l all su* wom51 prov$ to extremity ( torture ! devotion ( bo?4 8,i want$ w>m? & col\r1 :i* ,i f\nd ,9 ,lancelot4 ,n[ ,i see !e :at ?\ art-- ,?\ art ! highe/1 & mo/ human1 too1 ,n ,lancelot1 nor ano!r40 ,c\ld %e b h se5 him z he really 0 9 ! gold5 days long ago1 :5 h] c\rt =m$ ! c5tre ( all t 0 brave/ & faire/ 9 ! _w ( ,*ri/5dom1 :5 h] life seem$ "o long holiday ( dance & revel 9 ! light$ halls ( ,camelot1 ( tilt & t\rnam5t & pageantry ( mimic w>1 held 9 hon\r ( h] own pe]less beauty1 9 ! ,li/s ( ,ca]leon1 ( horn & h\nd & ru%+ *ase & will+ palfrey spe$+ ov] ! sc5t$ moors ( ,cornwall1 or ?r\gh ! sunny glades ( ,lyonesse1 ( sweet ,may morn+s :5 %e w5t =? fre% & lovely1 fair] ?an ! v smile ( spr+1 among/ h] c\rti]s1 all 8,gre5-suit$1 b ) plumes t mock$ ! may10 to walk ap>t1 nev]!less1 ) flu%+ *eek & eyes ca/ d[n1 :ile %e li/5$ to 8 :isp]s1 ^: voice 0 s(t] & sweet] ?an fairy music 9 h] e>s6 ,c\ld %e b h kn[n !n :]e to seek h] happ9ess & f9d x6 ,alas6 t we see ?+s s diff]5tly 9 diff]5t lights & surr\nd+s--9 s]ge & velvet1 9 ! lu/re ( revelry & ! pale cold grey ( dawn1 9 black ,decemb] fro/s & ! ri* gl[ ( ,june4 ,alas = u1 t s seldom1 till too late to take our be>+s & avoid imp5d+ %ipwreck1 c we make use ( t fe>ful gift describ$ by ano!r great poet z 8,! telescope ( tru?1 ,:i* /rips ! di/ance ( its fantasies1 ,& br+s life ne>1 9 utt] nak$ness1 ,mak+ ! cold reality too real60 b /ill reality1 &1 z su*1 pref]able to all ! baseless visions ( fancy1 all ! glitt] & glam\r & illusion ( romance4 ,we mortals mu/ h our dreams2 d\btless x is = a good purpose t !y are s fair & sweet1 t _! duration is s %ort1 ! wak+ f !m s bitt] & =lorn4 ,b at la/ mo/ ( u f9d ourselves dis5*ant$1 we>y1 hopeless1 memory-haunt$1 & seek+ sanctu>y aft] all1 l ,gu9ev]e1 :5 ,lancelot _h gone 8,back to 8 l&1 b %e to ,almesbury ,fl$ all night long by glimm]+ wa/e & weald1 ,& he>d ! spirits ( ! wa/e & weald ,moan z %e fl$1 or ?\ght %e he>d !m moan1-- ,& 9 h]self %e moan$--#8,too late6 too late6'0 ,:at a picture ( desolation & despair6 ,mock+ phantoms all ab\t h]1 n[ gib+1 n[ pity+1 n[ goad+ h] to ! recklessness ( despair4 ,be=e h]1 d>kness un*e]$ by a s+le beacon2 beh9d h]1 ! sun ( life & love gone d[n to rise no m1 &1 lift+ helpless1 hopeless eyes above1 8,a blot 9 heav51 ! rav5 fly+ high40 ,deep mu/ be ! guilt = :i* su* h\rs z ^! are insuffici5t to atone6 ,b ! que5's p5ance ha? only j begun1 = ! black drop is n yet wrung out ( h] he>t1 & ev5 9 h] cloi/] at ,almesbury x is remorse r ?an rep5tance t drives ! iron into h] s\l4 ,z x inv>iably does 9 mom5ts ( extreme feel+1 ! ma/]-passion takes possession ( h] once m1 & 8my ,lancelot0 comes back 9 all 8 manly beauty & 8 devot$ t5d]ness1 s t\*+ & s priz$1 t = him1 too1 x mu/ make ! sorr[ ( a lifetime4 ,aga91 %e sees him 9 ! li/s1 be/1 brave/1 & knightlie/ lance ( all ! ,r\nd ,table4 ,aga91 sitt+ fair & c\rtly & g5tle among dames 9 hall1 8 noble face none ! less w9some1 be sure1 to h]1 = t %e c\ld read on x ! /amp ( sorr[ set !re by h]self z h] own indelible seal4 ,aga9 %e ta/es ! bitt] torture ( _! p>t+ agony1 & h] v _s longs only to be releas$ t x may fly to him = ev]1 f> away 9 8 ca/le beyond ! sea4 ,?is1 ) true dramatic skill1 is ! mom5t *os5 by ! poet = ! arrival ( h] injur$1 g5]\s1 & =giv+ "l-- 8,:ile %e brood$ ?us1 ,& grew half guilty 9 h] ?\ghts aga91 ,!re rode an arm$ w>rior to ! doors40 ,& n[ comes t gr& sc5e ( sorr[ & p5it5ce & p>don1 = :i* ?is poem seems to me unequall$ & alone4 ,/&+ on ! br9k ( an unc]ta9ty m gha/ly ?an dea?1 = some?+ tells him t he is n[ to lead 8 ho/s 9 8 la/ battle1 & t ! une>?ly p[]s to :om he owes bir?1 fame1 & k+dom1 are ab\t to reclaim him = _! own1 he /ret*es ! h&s ( free =giv5ess1 z x 71 f ! o!r _w4 ,h[ %ort1 9 ! face ( doom s imm95t1 s inevitable1 appe>s t span ( life1 9 :i* s mu* has be5 accompli%$6 ,battles h be5 f\ght1 victories ga9$1 a k+dom e/abli%$1 a bulw>k rais$ aga9/ ! hea!n1 an example set to ! :ole ( ,*ri/5dom1 & yet x seems b ye/]day 8,!y f\nd a nak$ *ild ^u ! s&s ,( wild ,dundagil by ! ,corni% sea1 ,& t 0 ,ar?ur40 ,n[ 9 ! height ( glory1 9 ! fulfilm5t ( duty1 9 ! prime ( manhood1 su* sorr[s h ov]tak5 him1 z mu/ ne$s :isp] _! prophetic w>n+ t 8 task is done1 & x is "t to g4 ,:]e1 he sees n1 c>es n4 ,true to himself & 8 knigh?ood1 he is ready n[1 z always1 to foll[ ! pa? ( hon\r1 :]ev] x may lead1 & meet unfl9*+ 8,dea?1 or ,i "k n :at my/]i\s doom40 ,ar?ur1 de?ron$1 ru9$1 he>t-brok51 mortally w\nd$1 & unhors$1 w be no less ,ar?ur ?an :5 on ,badon ,hill he /ood 8,high on a heap ( sla91 f spur to plume1 ,r$ z ! ris+ sun ) hea!n blood10 & %\t$ victory ) a great voice 9 ! culm9at+ triumph ( 8 glory4 ,illu/ration3 8#8,we two may meet be=e high ,god4'0 ,bones & ,i4 ,page #beg ,= him1 too1 at ?is supreme mom5t ! ma/]-passion ass]ts its sway1 & ev5 t great s\l ?rills to its c5tre ) ! love t has be5 wa/$ = half a lifetime on h] :o is only n[ awak+ to a consci\sness ( its wor?4 ,he _c leave h] = ev] )\t bidd+ f>ewell to 8 guilty que54 ,s rid+ ?r\gh ! mi/y night to ! conv5t :]e %e has tak5 refuge1 he looks 8 la/ 9 ?is _w on h] f :om 9 8 great loyalty ( affection nei!r h] pa/ disgrace nor 8 own approa*+ dea? %all "p him = ev]4 ,) t in/9ct ( pure love :i* cl+s to a belief 9 its et]nity1 he *>ges h] to cleanse h] s\l ) rep5tance & su/a9 h] hopes ) fai?1 t 8,h]eaft] 9 t _w :]e all are pure ,we two may meet be=e high ,god1 & ?\ ,wilt spr+ to me1 & claim me ?9e1 & "k ,i am ?9e husb&40 ,?us1 ) all 8 s\l fl[+ to 8 lips1 ?is gr& h]oic nature blesses ! guilty woman1 grovell+ 9 ! du/1 & moves (f /ately & unfl9*+ to confront ! doom ( ,fate4 ,!n1 true to ! ye>n+ nature ( h] sex1 ye>n+ ev] ) ke5e/ long+s = ! lo/ & ! impossible1 ,gu9ev]e leaps to h] feet1 ! tide ( a new love well+ up 9 h] wayw>d he>t1 fi]ce1 cruel1 & irresi/ible1 because x mu/ be h5ce=? utt]ly hopeless & =lorn4 ,) h] own h& %e has put away h] own happ9ess2 & :at happ9ess x might h be5 %e feels too surely1 n[ t no p[] on e>? c ev] make x h]s aga96 ,oh6 = "o ^w m f ! k9d1 =giv+ voice6 ,oh6 = "o look 9 ! brave1 cle>1 guileless face6 ,b no4 ,x is nev] to be4 ,nev]1 nev] m6 ,%e ru%es inde$ to ! casem5t1 b ,ar?ur is already m\nt$ & b5d+ f ! saddle1 to give directions = h] safety & h] com=t4 8,s %e did n see ! face1 ,:i* !n 0 z an angel1 b %e saw-- ,wet ) ! mi/s & smitt5 by ! lights-- ,! dragon ( ! great ,p5dragon-%ip ,blaze1 mak+ all ! night a /eam ( fire4 ,& ev5 !n he turn$2 & m & m ,! moony vap\rs roll+ r\nd ! k+1 ,:o seem$ ! phantom ( a giant 9 x1 ,enw\nd him1 fold by fold1 & made him gray ,& gray]1 till himself became z mi/ ,be=e h]1 mov+ gho/like to 8 doom40 8,i ?9k ,i l x bett] )\t y\r explanations & rem>ks10 obs]v$ ,bones4 8,!re is a prov]b1 my fri5d1 ab\t #8ref9$ gold1' & #8! lily1' t y w\ld d well to rememb]4 ,hang x6 man1 d y ?9k nobody und]/&s or appreciates poetry b y\rself80 ,p]haps ,i h ov]-air$ him lately2 b x seems to me t ,bones is a good deal 8above himself40 ,if ,i c only get him back into ! cupbo>d1 ,i h m ?an half a m9d to lock him up = good & all4 ,,! ,,end ,,ri*>d ,,clay ,,sons1 ,,limit$1 ,,london ,,bungay4 ,,footnotes3 #a 8,if t's a fight inde$1 ,:]e y /rike h>d1 & ,i /& /ill & ble$40 #b 8,cogitat ,ursidius1 sibi dote jug>e puellam1 ,ut placeat dom9o1 cogitat ,ursidius40 #c ,a n>r[ bo>d1 on :i* provisions1 etc4 are pack$1 to be dragg$ ?r\gh ! woods on ^! exp$itions 9 ! sn[4 ,transcrib]'s ,notes pg #i ,*ang$3 ! value ( 8?is "h obs]wation to3 ! value ( 8?is "h obs]vation