,,john ,g4 ,,paton4 ,an ,autobiography4 ,,fir/ ,,"p4 ,,new ,,& ,,*eap] ,,edition ,,illu/rat$4 ,,john ,g4 ,,paton1 ,,mission>y ,,to ,,! ,,new ,,hebrides4 ,,an ,,autobiography4 ,,edit$ ,,by ,,8 ,,bro!r4 ,,) ,,an ,,introduction ,,by ,,ar?ur ,t4 ,,pi]son1 ,d4,d4 ,two vols4 9 box1 #abmo1 clo?1 gilt top net #b4jj4 ,m9i/]ial ,comm5dation4 8,i h j laid d[n ! mo/ robu/ & ! mo/ fasc9at+ piece ( autobiography t ,i h met ) 9 _m a day4444 ,john ,g4 ,paton 0 made ( ! same /uff ) ,liv+/one40--,!odore ,l4 ,cuyl]1 ,d4,d4 8,i consid] x unsurpass$ 9 mission>y biography4 ,9 ! :ole c\rse ( my ext5sive read+ on ^! topics1 a m /imulat+1 inspir+1 & e way fir/-class book has n fall5 into my h&s4 ,ev]ybody ought to read x40--,ar?ur ,t4 ,pi]son1 ,d4,d4 ,mission>y ,praise4 8,i h nev] read a romance t 0 half s ?rill+40--,lucius ,c4 ,smi?1 ,guanajuato1 ,mexico4 8,i h nev] read a m inspir+ biography40--,?omas ,c4 ,w9n1 ,yokohama1 ,japan4 8,! ,"l's "w w n g back :ile !re are su* m5 z he 9 ! *ur*40--,james ,a4 ,heal1 ,s+ ,kong1 ,*eh ,kiang1 ,*9a4 8,i ?9k ,i h nev] _h great] pleasure 9 read+ any book40--,r4 ,?acksweil1 ,dehra1 ,nor? ,india4 ,press ,notices4 8,p]haps ! mo/ important addition = _m ye>s to ! libr>y ( mission>y lit]ature is ! autobiography ( ,john ,g4 ,paton40--,! ,*ri/ian ,advocate4 8,we comm5d to all :o w\ld advance ! cause ( ,=eign ,missions ?is rem>kable autobiography4 ,x /&s ) su* books z ^? ,dr4 ,liv+/one gave ! _w1 & %[s to m5 t ! h]oes ( ! cross are n m]ely to be s\ght 9 pa/ ages40--,! ,*ri/ian ,intellig5c]4 ,flem+ ,h4 ,revell ,company1 ,,new ,,york1 #cj ,union ,squ>e1 ,e4 ,,*icago1 #adh #aej ,madison ,/reet4 ,illu/ration3 ,john ,g4 ,paton4 ,,john ,g4 ,,paton1 ,,mission>y ,,to ,,! ,,new ,,hebrides4 ,an ,autobiography4 ,,edit$ ,,by ,,8 ,,bro!r4 ,,fir/ ,,"p4 ,new ,illu/rat$ ,edition4 ,,flem+ ,h4 ,,revell ,,company ,,publi%]s ,,new ,,york ,,*icago #cj ,,union ,,squ>e1 ,,ea/4 #adh-aej ,,madison ,,/reet4 ,,introductory ,,note4 ,,by ,,ar?ur ,t4 ,,pi]son1 ,d4,d4 ,love is omnipot5t4 ,:]ev] true passion = s\ls burns1 !re we may f9d a new ,m\nt ( ,transfiguration :]e ! e>?ly takes on ! complexion ( ! heav5ly4 ,?is book pres5ts an example ( ! p[] ( su* love & holy en?usiasm1 alike 9 "o ( ! great cities ( ,scotl& & 9 ! isles ( ! sea4 ,ev5 among ! ri*es ( mission>y biography few su* volumes z ?is are to be f\nd1 & ! mo/ apa!tic read] w f9d himself fasc9at$ by ?is *>m+ romance ( real life4 ,x has be5 well said t he :o is n ready to prea* ! gospel ev]y:]e & any:]e is fit to prea* x n[h]e4 ,%\ld e c&idate = ! (fice ( ! m9i/ry be fir/ tri$ 9 "s su* field z ! wynds ( ,glasg[1 x w\ld prove a tra9+ 9 its way m pr(itable ?an any discipl9e 9 ! class-room2 & x might s %ake ! 8napk90 at ! f\r corn]s z to disclose :e!r or n !re 7 9 x ev5 "o 8tal5t0 = w9n+ s\ls4 ,we calmly affirm1 aft] c>eful p]usal1 t ?is biography is n surpass$1 = /imulat+1 inspir+1 & helpful n>rative1 by any exi/+ /ory ( mission>y h]oism4 ,its peculi> value is tw(old3 x %[s h[ ! mo/ neglect$ & degrad$ masses ( our cities may be rea*$ by ,*ri/ian ef=t1 & x illu/rates ! _s ( missions on ! wid] field ( s\? sea cannibalism4 ,our only regret is t ?is /ory ( mission>y labor is n c>ri$ on to its successful issue4 ,?is volume leaves u eag]ly expectant ( :at is promis$ z ! sequel4 ,he :o d\bts :e!r !re is a sup]natural factor 9 missions1 %\ld c>efully read ?is n>rative4 ,:at b ! p[] ( ,god c\ld turn ! demon ( dr9k into a m9i/]+ angel1 or ! blasphem] into a pray+ sa9t1 or out ( ! m\? ( hell )draw ! half-dev\r$ wret* :o 0 desp]ately b5t on suicide8 ,let ^? :o sit quietly at home 9 _! easy-*airs1 or :o make r\s+ addresses or write /irr+ articles on city evangelization & ! e/rangem5t ( ! masses f ! *ur*1 foll[ ?is h]oic city mission>y z he dives into ! dep?s ( all ?is depravity & degradation1 & demon/rates :at ! love ( s\ls & ! gospel ( life c d to rescue ^? :o are dr[n+ 9 ! abyss ( p]dition4 ,,preface4 ,! ,manuscript ( ?is ,volume1 put toge!r 9 a r\gh draft amid ceaseless & exact+ toils1 0 plac$ 9 my h&s & left absolutely to my disposal by my belov$ bro!r1 ! ,mission>y4 ,x has be5 to me a lab\r ( p]fect love to re-write & revise ! same1 prun+ "h & exp&+ !re1 & prep>+ ! :ole = ! press4 ,9 ! incid5ts ( p]sonal exp]i5ce1 con/itut+ ! l>g] "p ( ! book1 ! read] p]uses 9 an almo/ unalt]$ =m ! graphic & simple n>rative z x came f my bro!r's p54 ,b1 z _m sections h be5 re-ca/ & l>gely modifi$1 especially 9 ^? ,*apt]s ( ^: ev5ts ,i 0 myself an eye-witness1 or reg>d+ :i* ,i _h in=mation at fir/ h& f ! p>ties conc]n$ !re91--& z circum/ances make x impossible to submit ^! 9 _! pres5t %ape to my bro!r be=e publication1--,i mu/ reque/ ! ,public to lay ^u me1 & n on him1 all responsibility = ! f9al %ape 9 :i* ! ,autobiography appe>s4 ,i publi% x1 because ,some?+ tells me !re is a bless+ 9 x4 ,janu>y1 #ahhi4 ,,james ,,paton4 ,,note ,,to ,,second ,,edition4 ,! ,editor desires v gratefully to ackn[l$ge 8 joy 9 receiv+1 n only ?r\gh ,press ,notices1 b f ,correspond5ts 9 e rank1 mo/ ample confirmation ( ! assurance express$ by him 9 ! la/ s5t5ce ( ! ,orig9al ,preface--8,!re is a bless+ 9 x40 ,he has be5 urg+ 8 ,bro!r to complete1 z soon z he possibly c1 ,"p ,second ( ! ,autobiography2 & he hopes t ! call = ?is ,second ,edition ( ,"p ,fir/ at s e>ly a date w successfully en=ce 8 appeal4 ,febru>y1 #ahhi4 ,,cont5ts4 ,,*apt] ,i4 ,,e>li] ,,days4 ,,page ,introductory ,note #c ,kirkmahoe #d ,tor?orwald ,village #e ,our ,villag]s #f ,ni?sdale ,sc5es #g ,our ,cottage ,home #i ,our ,=ebe>s #ab ,an ,idyll ( ! ,he>t #af ,a ,consecrat$ ,fa!r #ai ,accept$ ,v[s #ba ,happy ,sabba? ,days #bb ,gold5 ,autumn ( ,life #bf ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,,at ,,s*ool ,,& ,,college4 ,a ,typical ,scotti% ,s*ool #ca ,an ,unackn[l$g$ ,prize #cb ,a ,wayw>d ,ma/] #cc ,le>n+ a ,trade #cc ,my ,fa!r's ,pray]s #cd 8,jehovah ,jireh0 #cd ,) ,sapp]s & ,m9]s #cf ,! ,h>ve/ ,field #ch ,on ! ,road to ,glasg[ #ci ,a ,memorable ,p>t+ #dj ,be=e ! ,exam9]s #db ,kill+ ,"w #dc ,deep ,wat]s #dd ,m>yhill ,s*ool #de ,r\gh ,s*ool ,sc5es #df 8,aut ,cs> ,aut ,nullus0 #dh ,my ,wages #di ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,,9 ,,glasg[ ,,city ,,mission4 8,he ,leade? ,me0 #ec ,a ,degrad$ ,di/rict #ee ,! ,gospel 9 a ,hay-,l(t #ef ,new ,mission ,premises #eh ,at ,"w = ,jesus #ei ,at ,w> ) ,hell #fb ,s[+ ,gospel ,se$ #fd ,publicans on ! ,w> ,pa? #fe ,m>*$ to ! ,police ,(fice #fg ,papi/s & ,infidels #fi ,an ,infidel ,sav$ #gj ,an ,infidel 9 ,despair #ga ,a ,br& f ! ,burn+ #gb ,a ,sa9tly ,*ild #ge ,papi/s 9 ,arms #gg ,eld] & ,/ud5t #ha ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,,=eign ,,mission ,,claims4 ,! ,wail ( ! ,hea!n #he ,a ,mission>y ,want$ #he ,two ,s\ls on ! ,alt> #hg ,lions 9 ! ,pa? #hi ,! ,old ,folks at ,home #ib ,successors 9 ,gre5 ,/reet ,mission #ie ,old ,gre5 ,/reet ,h&s #ig ,a ,fa!r 9 ,god #ig ,,*apt] ,v4 ,,! ,,new ,,hebrides4 ,lic5se & ,ord9ation #aja ,at ,sea #ajb ,f ,melb\rne to ,aneityum #ajb ,settlem5t on ,tanna #aje ,our ,mission ,/ations #ajf ,diplomatic ,*iefs #ajg ,pa9ful ,fir/ ,impressions #ajh ,bloody ,sc5es #aji ,! ,wid['s ,doom #aaa ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,,life ,,& ,,dea? ,,on ,,tanna4 ,our ,isl& ,home #aae ,le>n+ ! ,language #aaf ,a ,religion ( ,fe> #aah ,) or ,)\t a ,god #aai ,ideas ( ! ,invisible #abj ,gods & ,demons #aba ,my ,companion ,mission>y #abb ,pione]s 9 ,new ,hebrides #abc ,mission>ies ( ,aneityum #abe ,! ,"l's ,arr[root #abf ,unheal?y ,sites #abg ,! ,great ,b]eavem5t #abi ,memorial ,tributes #aca ,selwyn & ,patteson at a ,tanna ,grave #acc ,h] ,la/ ,lett] #acd ,la/ ,words #acg ,pres5tim5t & ,my/]y #ach ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,,mission ,,leaves ,,f ,,tanna4 ,tannese ,natives #ada 8,taboo$0 #adb ,jehovah's ,ra9 #adc 8,big ,hays0 #add ,w> & ,cannibalism #ade ,! ,lot ( ,woman #adf ,sacr$ ,days #adh ,prea*+ 9 ,villages #adi ,native ,tea*]s #aej ,! ,w> ,%ell #aea ,deadly ,sup]/itions #aeb ,a ,league ( ,blood #aed ,*iefs 9 ,c\ncil #aee ,def5ce ( ,wom5 #aeg ,a ,league ( ,peace #aeg ,secret ,disciples #aei ,a ,*ri/o-,hea!n ,fun]al #aei ,clev] ,?ieves #afj ,%ips ( ,fire #afd ,h4,m4,s4 ,cordelia #aff ,capta9 ,v]non & ,miaki #afg ,! ,capta9 & ! ,*iefs #afh ,! ,john ,williams #afi ,evanesc5t ,impressions #agj ,a ,h\se on ! ,hill #aga ,9 ,fev] ,grips #aga 8,noble ,old ,abraham0 #agb ,critics 9 ,easy ,*airs #agd ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,,m ,,mission ,,leaves ,,f ,,tanna4 ,! ,blood-,fi5d ,unlea%$ #agi ,9 ! ,camp ( ! ,enemy #ahj ,a ,typical ,s\? ,sea ,trad] #ahb ,"y ,r>ip's ,dea? #ahc ,! ,trad]'s ,retribution #ahe ,wor%ip & ,w> #ahf ,sav$ f ,/rangl+ #ahg ,wra? ,re/ra9$ #ahh ,"u ! ,axe #aia ,! ,clubb+ ( ,namuri #aic ,a ,native ,sa9t & ,m>tyr #aie ,bribes ,refus$ #aig ,wid[s ,rescu$ #aig ,! ,s9k+ ( a ,well #aih ,*ur*-,build+ on ,tanna #aii ,anci5t ,/one ,god #bja ,pr9t+ ,fir/ ,tannese ,book #bja ,a ,*ri/ian ,capta9 #bjc ,levell$ ,muskets #bjd ,a ,fr5* ,refugee #bje ,a ,villa9\s ,capta9 #bjh ,l ,ma/]--,l ,m5 #bji ,wreck$ on ,purpose #bab ,! ,kanaka ,traffic #bac ,a ,hea!n ,fe/ival #bae ,sacrifices to ,idols #bah ,hea!n ,dance & ,%am ,fight #bai ,six ,native ,tea*]s #bba ,a ,hom]ic ,episode #bbb ,victims = ,cannibal ,fea/ #bbc ,! ,jaws ( ,dea? #bbd ,nahak or ,sorc]y #bbf ,kill+ me by ,nahak #bbg ,nahak ,defi$ #bbi ,protect$ by ,jehovah #bcj 8,almo/ ,p]suad$0 #bca ,escort$ to ! ,battle-,field #bcb ,pray+ = ,enemies #bcc ,our ,canoe on ! ,reef #bcc ,a ,p]il\s ,pilgrimage #bcf ,rocks & ,wat]s #bcg ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,,deep5+ ,,%ad[s4 ,welcome ,gue/s #bdc ,a ,fi5di% ,de$ #bdd ,! ,plague ( ,measles #bde ,a ,h]oic ,s\l #bdf ,horrors ( ,epidemic #bdg ,a ,memorable ,new ,ye> #bdh ,a ,mission>y ,attack$ #bdi ,9 ! ,valley ( ! ,%ad[ #bea ,bl[ f an ,adze #beb ,a ,mission>y's ,dea? #bec ,mrs4 ,john/on's ,lett] #bee ,a ,heavy ,loss #bef ,! ,/ory ( ,k[ia #bef ,k[ia's ,soliloquy #beh ,! ,pass+ ( ,k[ia #bei ,mortality ( ,measles #bfa ,fuel to ! ,fire #bfb ,hurricanes #bfb ,a ,spate ( ,blood & ,t]ror #bfc ,n[> ,vacillates #bfe ,! ,ang] ( ! ,gods #bfe ,n ,afraid to ,die #bff ,m>tyrs ( ,erromanga #bfg ,visit to ! ,gordons #bfh ,_! ,m>tyrdom #bfi ,v9dication ( ! ,gordons #bgj ,gordon's ,la/ ,lett] #bgb ,plots ( ,murd] #bgc ,dea? by ,nahak #bge ,n[> ,halt+ ,aga9 #bge ,old ,abraham's ,pray] #bgg ,miaki & ! ,mission ,h\se #bgh ,satanic ,influ5ces #bhj ,p]plexity ,deep5+ #bhj ,bi%op ,selwyn's ,te/imony #bha ,rott5 ,tracts #bhc ,capta9 & ,mate ( ,blue ,bell #bhe ,my ,preci\s ,dog #bhg ,fi%+ ,nets & ,kawases #bhh ,! ,t>o ,plant #bij ,! ,kava ,dr9k #bij ,katasian & ! ,club ,sc5e #bia ,! ,yams #bib ,sun%9e & ,%ad[ #bib ,tea*]s ,demoraliz$ #bic ,! ,*ief's ,alphabet #bid ,our ,evil ,g5ius #bie ,%ips ( ,fire ,aga9 #bie ,commodore ,seym\r's ,visit #bif ,n\ka & ,que5 ',toria #big ,! ,dog to 8 ,vomit ,aga9 #bih ,,*apt] ,x4 ,,f>ewell ,,sc5es4 ,! ,w> ,fev] #cjc ,=c$ to ! ,w> ,c\ncil #cje ,a ,truce ,among ! ,*iefs #cjf ,*iefs & ,p #cjh ,! ,kiss ( ,judas #cji ,! ,dea? ( ,ian #cji ,! ,quiv]+ ,knife #caj ,a ,w> ( ,rev5ge #cab ,9 ! ,?ick ( ! ,battle #cac ,t5d] ,m]cies ( ! ,wick$ #cae ,escape = ,life #caf ,! ,loss ( ,all #cag ,"u ! ,tomahawk #cah ,jehovah is ,he>+ #cah ,! ,ho/ ,turn$ ,back #cbj ,! ,w> ,aga9/ ,manuman #cbj ,traps ,laid #cba ,h\se ,brok5 ,up #cbb ,w> ,aga9/ ,our ,fri5ds #cbb ,a ,trea*]\s ,murd]] #cbc ,on ! ,*e/nut ,tree #cbd ,b>ga9+ = ,life #cbe ,five ,h\rs 9 a ,canoe #cbh ,kneel+ on ! ,s&s #cbi ,faimungo's ,f>ewell #ccj 8,foll[6 ,foll[60 #cca ,a ,race = ,life #ccb ,r+$ ,r\nd ) ,dea? #ccd ,fa9t yet ,pursu+ #ccf ,out ( ! ,lion's ,jaws #ccg ,bro!rs 9 ,di/ress #cci ,int]v5+ ,ev5ts #cda ,a ,cannibal's ,ta/e #cda ,pill>s ( ,cl\d & ,fire #cdb ,pass+ by on ! ,o!r ,side #cdd ,kapuku & ! ,idol ,gods #cdd ,a ,devil ,*ief #cdd 8,9 ,p]ils ,(t0 #cde ,?r\gh ,fire & ,wat] #cde 8,sail ,o6 ,sail ,o60 #cdi 8,let ,me ,die0 #cej ,9 ,p]ils on ! ,sea #cea ,tannese ,visitors #ceb ,! ,devil ,*ief ,aga9 #cec ,speckl$ & ,spott$ #ced ,_! ,desir$ ,hav5 #cee 8,i am ,left ,alone0 #cee ,my ,e>?ly ,all #cef ,et]nal ,hope #cef ,au/ralia to ! ,rescue #ceg ,= ,my ,bre?r5's ,sake #ceh ,a ,new ,holy ,league #ceh ,! ,uses ( ,adv]sity #cei ,arm-*air ,critics ,aga9 #cfj ,conclud+ ,note #cfa ,prospectus ( ,"p ,second #cfb ,,app5dix4 ,a4 ,! ,pray] ( ! ,*iefs ( ,tanna #cfg ,b4 ,notes on ! ,new ,hebrides #cga ,,li/ ,,( ,,illu/rations4 ,,portrait ,,( ,,john ,g4 ,,paton ,frontispiece4 8,,! ,,man ,,t ,,kills ,,missi ,,mu/ ,,fir/ ,,kill ,,me0 ,to face p4 #aef ,,natives ,,/eal+ ,,prop]ty #afj ,,natives ,,return+ ,,/ol5 ,,prop]ty #afd 8,,!re ,,!y ,,lay ,,me ,,on ,,cocoa-,,nut ,,leaves ,,on ,,! ,,gr\nd0 #agb 8,,at ,,daybreak ,i ,,f\nd ,,my ,,h\se ,,surr\nd$0 #ahh ,,! ,,dang]\s ,,l&+ ,,?r\gh ,,! ,,surf #bcd 8,,sudd5ly ,,he ,,drew ,a ,,l>ge ,,but*]-,,l ,,knife0 #caj ,,spr++ ,,=w>d ,,he ,,caught ,,! ,,club #cdb ,,map ,,( ,,! ,,new ,,hebrides #ajj ,,*apt] ,i4 ,,e>li] ,,days4 ,introductory ,note4--,kirkmahoe4--,tor?orwald ,village4--,our ,villag]s4--,ni?sdale ,sc5es4--,our ,cottage ,home4--,our ,=ebe>s4--,an ,idyll ( ! ,he>t4--,a ,consecrat$ ,fa!r4--,accept$ ,v[s4--,happy ,sabba? ,days4--,gold5 ,autumn ( ,life4 ,:at ,i write "h is = ! glory ( ,god4 ,= m ?an tw5ty ye>s h ,i be5 urg$ to record my /ory z a mission>y ( ! ,cross2 b always till n[1 9 my sixty-f\r? ye>1 my he>t has %runk f ! task1 z sav\r+ too mu* ( self4 ,latt]ly ! conviction has be5 borne home to me t if !re be mu* 9 my exp]i5ce :i* ! ,*ur* ( ,god ought to "k1 x w\ld be pride on my "p1 & n humility1 to let x die ) me4 ,i lift my p51 !re=e1 ) t motive supreme 9 my he>t2 &1 s f> z memory & entries 9 my note-books & lett]s ( my own & ( o!r fri5ds s]ve or help my s9c]e desire to be tru?ful & fair1 ! foll[+ *apt]s w pres5t a fai?ful picture ( ! life ?r\gh :i* ! ,"l has l$ me4 ,if x b[s any ( my read]s "u z deep & c]ta9 a confid5ce z m9e1 t 9 8,god's h& our brea? is1 & ,8 are all our ways10 my task w n be fruitless 9 ! ,great ,day4 ,on ! #bd? ,may1 #ahbd1 ,i 0 born 9 a cottage on ! f>m ( ,braehead1 9 ! p>i% ( ,kirkmahoe1 ne> ,dumfries1 9 ! s\? ( ,scotl&4 ,my fa!r1 ,james ,paton1 0 a /ock+ manufactur] 9 a small way2 & he & 8 "y wife1 ,janet ,j>d9e ,rog]son1 liv$ on t]ms ( w>m p]sonal fri5d%ip ) ! 8g5tleman f>m]10 s !y gave me 8 "n1 ,john ,gibson2 & ! curly-hair$ *ild ( ! cottage 0 soon able to toddle across to ! mansion1 & became a great pet ( ! lady !re4 ,m ?an once1 9 my _m j\rney+s1 h ,i met ) "o or ano!r1 9 "s way connect$ ) t family1 & he>d little incid5ts n ne$+ to be repeat$ "h1 %[+ h[ beautiful & t5d] & altoge!r human 0 ! relation%ip 9 ^? days betwixt ! l&lord & ! cott>s on 8 e/ate4 ,on my la/ visit to ,scotl&1 sixty ye>s aft]1 ,i drove to ,braehead 9 company ) my y\nge/ bro!r ,james & my c\s9 ,david1--! latt] born ! same week z ,i1 & ! =m] ne>ly tw5ty ye>s my junior2 & we f\nd no cottage1 nor trace ( a cottage1 b amus$ ourselves by suppos+ t we c\ld discov] by ! ris+ ( ! grassy m\nd1 ! outl9e :]e ! f\ndations once _h be56 ,( t5 ?\s& homes 9 ,scotl&1 once sweet & beautiful1 ea* a little possible ,p>adise 9 its own well-cultivat$ plot1 ?is is true to-day2 & :]e are ! heal?y1 happy peasant boys & girls t su* homes br$ & re>$8 ,!y are swelt]+ & /ruggl+ = exi/5ce 9 our t[ns & cities4 ,i am told t ?is mu/ be--t x is all ! result ( economic laws2 b ,i confess to a deep5+ conviction t x ne$ n be1 & t ! loss to ! nation z a :ole is vital1 if n irrep>able4 ,:ile yet a m]e *ild1 five ye>s or s ( age1 my p>5ts took me to a new home 9 ! anci5t village ( ,tor?orwald1 ab\t f\r & a qu>t] miles nor? f ,dumfries1 on ! road to ,lock]bie4 ,at t "t1 ab\t #ahcj1 ,tor?orwald 0 a busy & ?riv+ village1 & comp>atively popul\s1 ) its cott>s & cr(t]s1 l>ge f>m]s & small f>m]s1 weav]s & %oemak]s1 clogg]s & coop]s1 blacksmi?s & tailors4 ,fifty-five ye>s lat]1 :5 ,i la/ visit$ ! sc5es ( my y\?1 ! village prop] 0 lit]ally ext9ct1 except = five ?at*$ cottages :]e ! l+]+ patri>*s 7 p]mitt$ to die sl[ly away1--:5 !y too w\ld be swept into ! l>ge f>ms1 & _! g>d5 plots pl\gh$ ov]1 l sixty or sev5ty o!rs t _h be5 oblit]at$6 ,( c\rse ! ,village ,smi?y /ill survives1 b its sp>ks are few & fad+1--! great cultivators patroniz+ r ! t[ns4 ,! ,meal ,mill /ill gr9ds away1--b no?+ l :at x did :5 e villag] b\ght or cultivat$ 8 few acres ( corn1 & e cr(t] & f>m] 9 ! p>i% s5t all 8 gri/ to ! mill4 ,! ,groc]'s ,%op /ill recalls ! well-kn[n "n ( ,rob]t ,h5d]son2 b s few are ! m\?s n[ to be f$1 t 8 w>m-he>t$ wife & univ]sal fav\rite1 ! v h]o9e ( our village life1 8,jean ,gri]10 is retir+ f x 9 disgu/1 & leav+ x to h] son-9-law1 decl>+ t 8^! ,tory l&lords & _! big f>ms hae driv5 our folks a' awa'1 & spoil$ ! ,s*ule & ! ,%op1 ! ,kirk & ! ,mill40 ,& v]ily ! ,s*ool is robb$ ( its *ildr51 & ! ,p>i% ,*ur* ( its wor%ipp]s1 :5 five families only are re>$ :]e tw5ty once fl\ri%$6 ,political economy may curse me1 if x w2 b ,i he>d ) grim satisfaction t ?is sy/em ( l>ge f>m+1 :i* ext+ui%es our village homes1 & s5ds our peasantry to re> _! *ildr5 9 lanes & alleys1 9 attics & cell>s ( popul\s t[ns1 0 prov+ ru9\s at l5g? to ! l&lords & factors1 :o _h 9 _m cases cruelly =c$ x on an unwill+ p = m]e selfi% ga94 ,! ,villag]s ( my e>ly days--! agricultural s]vants1 or occasional lab\r]s1 ! tradesm51 ! small f>m]s--71 g5]ally speak+1 a v indu/ri\s & ?or\ghly indep5d5t race ( p4 ,h>d work]s !y _h to be1 else !y w\ld />ve2 yet !y 7 ke5 debat]s on all affairs bo? 9 ,*ur* & ,/ate1 & sometimes 9 ! 8smiddy0 or ! 8kiln10 sometimes 9 a happy knot on ! 8village gre510 or on ! road to ! 8kirk0 or ! 8m>ket10 ! que/ions t 7 te>+ ! mighty _w beyond 7 f\ght ov] aga9 by seclud$ peasants ) amaz+ passion & bright intellig5ce4 ,f ! ,bank ,hill1 close above our village1 & accessible 9 a walk ( fifte5 m9utes1 a view op5s to ! eye :i*1 despite sev]al easily und]/ood prejudices ( m9e t may disc\nt any op9ion t ,i (f]1 /ill appe>s to me well wor? see+ among/ all ! beauties ( ,scotl&4 ,at y\r feet lay a ?riv+ village1 e cottage sitt+ 9 its own plot ( g>d51 & s5d+ up its blue cl\d ( 8peat reek10 :i* nev] someh[ seem$ to pollute ! bless$ air2 & aft] all has be5 said or sung1 a beautifully situat$ village ( heal?y & happy homes = ,god's *ildr5 is surely ! f9e/ feature 9 e l&scape6 ,!re ne/l$ ! ,manse among/ its anci5t trees1 sometimes wisely1 sometimes fooli%ly t5ant$1 b /ill ! 8man's h\se10 ! man ( ,god's h\se1 :5 su* c be f\nd = x4 ,!re1 close by1 ! ,p>i% ,s*ool1 :]e ri* & poor met toge!r on equal t]ms1 z ,god's *ildr52 & we le>n$ t bra9s & "* make ! only ari/ocracy wor? m5tion+4 ,yond]1 amid its graves1 t date back on crumbl+ /one five hundr$ ye>s1 /&s ! ,village ,*ur*2 & !re1 on its little natural hill1 at ! end ( ! village1 rises ! old t[] ( ,tor?orwald1 fr[n+ ov] all ! f>-sweep+ valley ( ! ,ni?1 & tell+ ( days ( blood & ,bord] =ay4 ,x 0 "o ( ! _m ca/les ( ! ,kirkpatricks1 & its enorm\s & imp]i%able walls seem wor?y ( him :o wrote ! leg5d ( 8 family 9 ! blood ( ! ,r$ ,comyn1 /abb$ 9 ! ,greyfri>s ,*ur* ( ,dumfries1 :5 he smote an extra bl[ to t ( ,bruce1 & cri$1 8,i mak' sicc>40 ,beyond1 betwixt y & ! ,ni?1 crawls ! sl[-creep+ ,lo*> t[>ds ! ,solway1 ?r\gh miles & miles ( moss & hea!r1--! ne>e/ realization t ,i ev] beheld ( a 8/agnant /ream40 ,look+ f ! ,bank ,hill on a summ] day1 ,dumfries ) its spires %one s conspicu\s t y c\ld h believ$ x n m ?an two miles away2 ! spl5did sweep+ vale ?r\gh :i* ,ni? rolls to ,solway1 lay all be=e ! nak$ eye1 beautiful ) village spires1 mansion h\ses1 & :ite %9+ f>ms2 ! ,gall[ay hills1 gloomy & f>-tumbl+1 b\nd$ ! =w>d view1 :ile to ! left rose ,criffel1 cl\d-capp$ & maje/ic2 !n ! :ite s&s ( ,solway1 ) tides swift] ?an horsem52 & f9ally ! eye re/$ joyfully ^u ! hills ( ,cumb]l&1 & notic$ ) glee ! blue curl+ smoke f its villages on ! s\!rn ,solway %ores4 ,f\r miles beh9d y lie ! ru9s ( ! ,ca/le ( ! ,bruce1 )9 ! doma9s ( 8 own ,royal ,burgh ( ,lo*mab52 a few miles 9 front1 ! /ill beautiful & amaz+ rema9s ( ,ca]lav]ock ,ca/le1 fam\s 9 _m a ,bord] /ory2 all ar\nd y1 scatt]$ ?r\gh\t ! dale ( ,ni?1 memories or ru9s ( o!r b>onial 8keeps10 ri* 9 sugge/ion to ! peasant fancy6 ,traditions lo/ no?+ 9 bulk1 or 9 graphic =ce1 z !y 7 retold = ! ?\s&? "t by village patri>*s ar\nd ! k9dly peat fire1 ) ! y\ng] ru/ics gap+ r\nd4 ,a high _s ( patriotism1 & a c]ta9 glori\s delight 9 d>+ ent]prises1 0 "p ( our common h]itage4 ,!re1 amid ?is :olesome & breezy village life1 our de> p>5ts f\nd _! home = ! long p]iod ( =ty ye>s4 ,!re 7 born to !m eight additional *ildr51 mak+ 9 all a family ( five sons & six daught]s4 ,!irs 0 ! fir/ ( ! ?at*$ cottages on ! left1 pa/ ! 8mill]'s h\se10 go+ up ! 8village gate10 ) a small g>d5 9 front ( x1 & a l>ge g>d5 across ! road2 & x is "o ( ! few /ill l+]+ to %[ to a new g5]ation :at ! homes ( _! fa!rs 74 ,! ar*itect :o plann$ x _h no ideas ( art1 b a f9e eye = durability6 ,x consi/s at pres5t ( ?ree1 b orig9ally ( f\r1 pairs ( 8oak c\ples0 7,scottic kipples71 plant$ l solid trees 9 ! gr\nd at equal int]vals1 & g5tly slop$ inw>ds till !y meet or are 8c\pl$0 at ! ridge1 ?is c\pl+ be+ manag$ n by ru/y iron1 b by great solid p9s ( oak4 ,a ro( ( oak5 wattles 0 laid across ^!1 till )9 elev5 or twelve feet ( ! gr\nd1 & f ! gr\nd upw>ds a /one wall 0 rais$1 z p]p5dicul> z 0 f\nd practicable1 t[>ds ^! ov]hang+ wattles1 ?is wall be+ r\ghly 8po9t$0 ) s& & clay & lime4 ,n[ into & ^u ! ro( 0 wov5 & int]twi/$ a cov]+ ( ?at*1 t defi$ all w9ds & wea!rs1 & t made ! cottage m>vell\sly cozy1--be+ r5ew$ ye> by ye>1 & nev] all[$ to rema9 9 disrepair at any season4 ,b ! beauty ( ! con/ruction 0 & is its durability1 or r ! p]man5ce ( its oak5 ribs6 ,!re !y /&1 aft] probably n less ?an f\r c5turies1 japann$ ) 8peat reek0 till !y are lit]ally %9+1 s h>d t no ord9>y nail c be driv5 into !m1 & p]fectly capable = s]vice = f\r c5turies m on ! same conditions4 ,! walls are q mod]n1 hav+ all be5 rebuilt 9 my fa!r's "t1 except only ! few great f\ndation b\ld]s1 pil$ ar\nd ! oak5 c\ples2 & p>ts ( ! ro(+ also may plead guilty to hav+ f\nd its way ?i!r only 9 rec5t days2 b ! ar*itect's "o idea survives1 baffl+ "t & *ange--! ribs & raft]s ( oak4 ,our home consi/$ ( a 8b0 & a 8b50 & a 8mid room10 or *amb]1 call$ ! 8closet40 ,! "o end 0 my "m's doma91 & s]v$ all ! purposes ( d9+-room & kit*5 & p>l\r1 besides conta9+ two l>ge wood5 erections1 call$ by our ,scot* peasantry 8box-b$s02 n holes 9 ! wall1 z 9 cities1 b gr&1 big1 airy b$s1 adorn$ ) _m-col\r$ c\nt]panes1 & hung ) natty curta9s1 %[+ ! skill ( ! mi/ress ( ! h\se4 ,! o!r end 0 my fa!r's work%op1 fill$ ) five or six 8/ock+ frames10 :irr+ ) ! con/ant action ( five or six pairs ( busy h&s & feet1 & produc+ "r g5u9e hosi]y = ! m]*ants at ,hawick & ,dumfries4 ,! 8closet0 0 a v small ap>tm5t betwixt ! o!r two1 hav+ room only = a b$1 a little table1 & a *air1 ) a dim9utive w9d[ %$d+ dim9utive light on ! sc5e4 ,?is 0 ! ,sanctu>y ( t cottage home4 ,?i!r daily1 & (t5times a day1 g5]ally aft] ea* meal1 we saw our fa!r retire1 & 8%ut to ! door02 & we *ildr5 got to und]/& by a sort ( spiritual in/9ct 7= ! ?+ 0 too sacr$ to be talk$ ab\t7 t pray]s 7 be+ p\r$ out !re = u1 z ( old by ! ,high ,prie/ )9 ! veil 9 ! ,mo/ ,holy ,place4 ,we occasionally he>d ! pa!tic e*oes ( a trembl+ voice plead+ z if = life1 & we le>n$ to slip out & 9 pa/ t door on tiptoe1 n to di/urb ! holy colloquy4 ,! outside _w might n "k1 b we knew1 :5ce came t happy light z ( a new-born smile t always 0 dawn+ on my fa!r's face3 x 0 a reflection f ! ,div9e ,pres5ce1 9 ! consci\sness ( :i* he liv$4 ,nev]1 9 temple or ca!dral1 on m\nta9 or 9 gl51 c ,i hope to feel t ! ,"l ,god is m ne>1 m visibly walk+ & talk+ ) m51 ?an "u t humble cottage ro( ( ?at* & oak5 wattles4 ,?\gh ev]y?+ else 9 religion 7 by "s un?9kable cata/rophe to be swept out ( memory1 or blott$ f my und]/&+1 my s\l w\ld w&] back to ^? e>ly sc5es1 & %ut itself up once aga9 9 t ,sanctu>y ,closet1 &1 he>+ /ill ! e*oes ( ^? cries to ,god1 w\ld hurl back all d\bt ) ! victori\s appeal1 8,he walk$ ) ,god1 :y may n ,i80 ,a few notes _h bett] "h be giv5 z to our 8,=ebe>s10 ! k9d ( /ock f :i* my fa!r & "m sprang4 ,my fa!r's "m1 ,janet ,murray1 claim$ to be desc5d$ f a ,gall[ay family t f\ght & suff]$ = ,*ri/'s ,cr[n & ,cov5ant 9 ,scotl&'s 8kill+ "t10 & 0 h]self a woman ( a pron\nc$ly religi\s developm5t4 ,h] husb&1 our gr&fa!r1 ,william ,paton1 _h pass$ ?r\gh a rov+ & romantic c>e]1 be=e he settl$ d[n to a d\ce deacon ( ! weav]s ( ,dumfries1 l 8 fa!r be=e him4 ,=c$ by a press-gang to s]ve on bo>d a ,briti% man-(-w>1 he 0 tak5 prison] by ! ,fr5*1 & !reaft] plac$ "u ,paul ,jones1 ! pirate ( ! seas1 & bore to 8 dy+ day ! m>k ( a sla% f ! capta9's sword across 8 %\ld] = "s slight disrespect or (f5ce4 ,det]m9+ ) two o!rs to escape1 ! ?ree 7 hotly pursu$ by ,paul ,jones's m54 ,"o1 :o c\ld swim b little1 0 %ot1 & _h to be cut adrift by ! o!r two1 :o 9 ! d>kness swam into a cave & manag$ to evade = two nights & a day ! rage ( _! pursu]s4 ,my gr&fa!r1 be+ "y & g5tle & yell[-hair$1 p]suad$ "s k9d he>t to rig him out 9 female attire1 & 9 ?is co/ume escap$ ! att5tions ( ! press-gang m ?an once2 till1 aft] _m h>d%ips1 he b>ga9$ ) ! capta9 ( a coal sloop to /[ him away among/ 8 black diamonds1 & ?us1 9 due "t1 he f\nd 8 way home to ,dumfries1 :]e he tackl$ bravely & wisely ! duties ( husb&1 fa!r1 & citiz5 = ! rema9d] ( 8 days4 ,! smack ( ! sea ab\t ! /ories ( 8 y\? gave ze/ to ! talks r\nd _! quiet fireside1 & t1 aga91 0 season$ by ! w>m evangelical _s ( 8 ,cov5ant+ wife1 h] lips 8dropp+ grace40 ,( _! *ildr51 two reproduc$ ! disposition ( _! fa!r1 & two t ( _! "m4 ,william took to ! soldi]'s c>e]1 & di$ 9 ,spa92 ,may1 ! only daught]1 gave h] he>t & h& to ,john ,wood1 a jolly & gallant ,engli%man1 :o f\ght at ,wat]loo1 & liv$ to see 8 hundr$? bir?day4 ,john & ,james1 ! latt] be+ my fa!r1 bo? le>n$ ! /ock+ manufactur+ bus9ess ( _! fa!rs1 & bo? foll[$ _! "m's piety & became f _! e>ly te5s v pron\nc$ & consi/5t disciples ( ! ,"l4 ,on ! o!r side1 my "m1 ,janet ,rog]son1 _h = p>5ts a fa!r & "m ( ! ,ann&ale /ock4 ,william ,rog]son1 h] fa!r1 0 "o ( _m bro!rs1 all m5 ( uncommon /r5g? & great =ce ( "*1 q wor?y ( ! ,bord] riev]s ( an e>li] day4 ,inde$1 x 0 9 "s su* way t he secur$ 8 wife1 ?\gh ! de> old lady 9 aft]-days 0 *>y ab\t tell+ ! /ory4 ,%e 0 a girl ( good position1 ! w>d ( two unscrupul\s uncles :o _h *>ge ( h] small e/ate1 ne> ,langholm2 & :ile att5d+ "s bo>d+ s*ool %e fell devot$ly 9 love ) ! tall1 fair-hair$1 gallant "y blacksmi?1 ,william ,rog]son4 ,h] gu>dians1 d\btless v prop]ly1 object$ to ! 8connection02 b our "y ,lo*9v>1 ) 8 six or sev5 /alw>t bro!rs & o!r tru/y 8lads10 all m\nt$1 & ) "s ready tool 9 case ( ne$1 w5t boldly & claim$ 8 bride1 & %e1 will+ly m\nt+ at 8 side1 0 borne (f 9 ! light ( op5 day1 joy\sly m>ri$1 & took possession ( h] 8b & b510 z ! mi/ress ( ! blacksmi?'s abode4 ,! uncles _h x out ) him1 h[ev]1 9 ano!r way4 ,:ile he 0 enjoy+ 8 honeymoon1 & c>eless ( m]e mundane affairs1 !y manag$ to dispose ( all ! prop]ty ( _! w>d1 & make good _! escape ) ! proce$s to ! ,new ,_w4 ,hav+ he>d a rum\r ( "s su* sale1 our "y blacksmi? on horseback j rea*$ ! sc5e 9 "t to see ! la/ article--a ,family ,bible--put up = auction4 ,?is he claim$1 or pur*as$1 or seiz$1 9 "n ( ! heiress--b t 0 all t %e ev] inh]it$4 ,x 0 us$ dev\tly by h] till h] dy+ day1 & 0 adorn$ ) ! record ( h] own m>riage & ( ! bir? ( a l>ge & happy family1 :om by-&-by ,god gave to h]4 ,janet ,j>d9e b[$ h] neck to ! self-*os5 yoke1 ) ! light ( a supreme affection 9 h] he>t1 & %[$ 9 h] g5tl] ways1 h] love ( books1 h] f9e accompli%m5ts ) ! ne$le & h] g5]al air ( ladyhood1 t h] lot _h once be5 ca/ 9 easi]1 b n necess>ily happi]1 ways4 ,h] blacksmi? lov] prov$ n unwor?y ( 8 lady bride1 & 9 h] old days f\nd a quiet & mode/ home1 ! fruit ( ye>s ( toil & hopeful ?rift1 _! own little prop]ty1 9 :i* !y re/$ & wait$ a happy end4 ,among/ ^? :o at la/ wept by h] grave /ood1 amid/ _m sons & daught]s1 h] son ! ,rev4 ,james ,j4 ,rog]son1 cl]gyman ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 :o1 = _m ye>s !reaft]1 & till q rec5tly1 0 sp>$ to occupy a di/+ui%$ position at anci5t ,%rewsbury1 & has left beh9d him !re an hon\r$ & belov$ "n4 ,"o ?+ else1 beautiful 9 its pa?os1 ,i mu/ record ( t de> old lady4 ,h] son1 ,walt]1 _h gone =? f h]1 9 prosecution ( 8 call+1 _h correspond$ ) h] f v>i\s c\nties 9 ,engl&1 & !n _h sudd5ly disappe>$2 & no sign came to h]1 :e!r he 0 dead or alive4 ,! "m-he>t 9 h] clung to ! hope ( 8 return2 e night %e pray$ = t happy ev5t1 & be=e clos+ ! door1 ?rew x wide op51 & pe]$ into ! d>kness ) a cry1 8,come hame1 my boy ,walt]1 y\r mi!r we>ies sair20 & e morn+1 at e>ly break ( day1 = a p]iod ( m ?an tw5ty ye>s1 %e toddl$ up f h] cottage door1 at ,johnsfield1 ,lock]bie1 to a little r\nd hill1 call$ ! 8,corbie ,dykes10 &1 gaz+ ) te>-fill$ eyes t[>ds ! s\? = ! =m ( h] return+ boy1 pray$ ! ,"l ,god to keep him safe & re/ore him to h] yet aga94 ,always1 z ,i ?9k ^u t sc5e1 my he>t f9ds consolation 9 reflect+ t if n "h1 !n = c]ta9 !re1 su* dea?less long+ love w be rew>d$1 &1 ru%+ into long-delay$ embrace1 w exclaim1 8,0 lo/ & is f\nd40 ,f su* a home came our "m1 ,janet ,j>d9e ,rog]son1 a bright-he>t$1 high-spirit$1 pati5t-toil+1 & altoge!r h]oic little woman2 :o1 = ab\t =ty-?ree ye>s1 made & kept su* a :olesome1 indep5d5t1 ,god-fe>+1 & self-reliant life = h] family ( five sons & six daught]s1 z con/ra9s me1 :5 ,i look back on x n[1 9 ! light ( all ,i h s9ce se5 & kn[n ( o!rs f> diff]5tly situat$1 almo/ to wor%ip h] memory4 ,%e _h gone ) h] high spirits & breezy disposition to gladd51 z _! companion1 ! quiet abode ( "s gr& or great-gr&-uncle & aunt1 famili>ly nam$ 9 all t ,dalsw9ton neighb\rhood1 8,old ,adam & ,eve40 ,_! h\se 0 on ! outskirts ( ! moor1 & life = ! "y girl !re _h n probably too mu* excitem5t4 ,b "o ?+ _h arre/$ h] att5tion4 ,%e _h notic$ t a "y /ock+ mak] f ! 8,brig ,end10 ,james ,paton1 ! son ( ,william & ,janet !re1 0 9 ! habit ( /eal+ alone into ! quiet wood1 book 9 h&1 day aft] day1 at c]ta9 h\rs1 z if = private /udy & m$itation4 ,x 0 a v excusable curiosity t l$ ! "y bright he>t ( ! girl to wat* him dev\tly read+ & he> him rev]5tly recit+ 7?\gh %e knew n !n1 x 0 ,ralph ,ersk9e's 8,gospel ,sonnets10 :i* he c\ld say by he>t sixty ye>s aft]w>ds1 z he lay on 8 b$ ( dea?72 & f9ally t curiosity aw$ itself into a holy respect1 :5 %e saw him lay aside 8 broad ,scot* bonnet1 kneel d[n "u ! %elt]+ w+s ( "s tree1 & p\r out all 8 s\l 9 daily pray]s to ,god4 ,z yet !y _h nev] spok54 ,:at _s mov$ h]1 let lov]s tell--0 x all devotion1 or 0 x a t\* ( unconsci\s love k9dl+ 9 h] t[>ds ! yell[-hair$ & ?\ghtful y\?8 ,or 0 !re a /roke ( mis*ief1 ( t teas+1 :i* s (t5 op5s up ! door to ! mo/ s]i\s /ep 9 all our lives8 ,anyh[1 "o day %e slipp$ 9 quietly1 /ole away 8 bonnet1 & hung x on a bran* ne> by1 :ile 8 trance ( devotion made him oblivi\s ( all ar\nd2 !n1 f a safe retreat %e wat*$ & enjoy$ 8 p]plexity 9 seek+ = & f9d+ x6 ,a second day ?is 0 repeat$2 b 8 manife/ di/urbance ( m9d1 & 8 long pond]+ ) ! bonnet 9 h&1 z if almo/ al>m$1 seem$ to t\* ano!r *ord 9 h] he>t--t *ord ( pity :i* is s (t5 ! prelude ( love1 t f9] pity t grieves to w\nd any?+ nobl] or t5d]] ?an ourselves4 ,next day1 :5 he came to 8 accu/om$ place ( pray]1 a little c>d 0 p9n$ aga9/ ! tree j :]e he knelt1 & on x ^! words3-- 8,%e :o /ole away y\r bonnet is a%am$ ( :at %e did2 %e has a great respect = y1 & asks y to pray = h]1 t %e may become z good a ,*ri/ian z y40 ,/>+ long at t writ+1 he =got ,ralph ,ersk9e = "o day2 tak+ d[n ! c>d1 & wond]+ :o ! writ] c\ld be1 he 0 abus+ himself = 8 /upidity 9 n suspect+ t "s "o _h discov]$ 8 retreat1 & remov$ 8 bonnet1 in/ead ( wond]+ :e!r angels _h be5 !re dur+ 8 pray]1--:51 sudd5ly rais+ 8 eyes1 he saw 9 front ( old ,adam's cottage1 ?r\gh a lane among/ ! trees1 ! pass+ ( ano!r k9d ( angel1 sw++ a milk-pail 9 h] h& & m]rily s++ "s snat* ( old ,scotti% song4 ,he knew1 9 t mom5t1 by a ,div9e in/9ct1 z infallible z any voice t ev] came to se] ( old1 t %e 0 ! angel visitor t _h /ol5 9 ^u 8 retreat--t bright-fac$1 clev]-witt$ niece ( old ,adam & ,eve1 to :om he _h nev] yet spok51 b ^: praises he _h (t5 he>d said & sung--8,wee ,j540 ,i am afraid he did pray 8= h]10 9 m s5ses ?an "o1 t aft]noon2 at any rate1 m ?an a ,scot* bonnet 0 v effectually /ol52 a good he>t & true 0 !re be/[$1 & ! tru/ 0 nev] regrett$ on ei!r side1 & nev] betray$4 ,(t5 & (t51 9 ! g5ial & beautiful h\rs ( ! autumntide ( _! long life1 h ,i he>d my de> fa!r tease 8,j50 ab\t h] maid5ly int5tions 9 ! /eal+ ( t bonnet2 & (t5 ) quick "m wit h he>d h] happy retort1 t _h 8 motives = com+ to t retreat be5 altoge!r & exclusively pi\s1 he w\ld probably h f\nd 8 way to ! o!r side ( ! wood1 b t m5 :o pr[l$ ab\t ! ,g>d5 ( ,ed5 ran ! risk ( meet+ "s day ) a daught] ( ,eve6 ,some:]e 9 or ab\t 8 sev5te5? ye>1 my fa!r pass$ ?r\gh a crisis ( religi\s exp]i5ce1 & f t day he op5ly & v decid$ly foll[$ ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,8 p>5ts _h belong$ to "o ( ! old] bran*es ( :at n[ we call ! ,unit$ ,presbyt]ian ,*ur*2 b my fa!r1 hav+ made an indep5d5t /udy ( ! ,scot* ,wor?ies1 ! ,cl\d ( ,witnesses1 ! ,te/imonies1 & ! ,confession ( ,fai?1 resolv$ to ca/ 9 8 lot ) ! olde/ ( all ! ,scot* ,*ur*es1 ! ,re=m$ ,presbyt]ian1 z mo/ ne>ly repres5t+ ! ,cov5ant]s & ! atta9m5ts ( bo? ! fir/ & second ,re=mations 9 ,scotl&4 ,?is *oice he delib]ately made1 & s9c]ely & intellig5tly adh]$ to2 & 0 able at all times to give /rong & cle> reasons f ,bible & f hi/ory = ! pr9ciples he upheld4 ,/ill 8 sympa?ies & votes always w5t ) ! m progressive p>ty 9 t anci5t ,*ur*4 ,he held x to be "r t ,cam]onians1 l o!r citiz5s1 %\ld ex]cise ! municipal & political fran*ise1 & he adh]$ to ! 8,majority ,synod10 :i* has s9ce be5 incorporat$ ) ! ,free ,*ur* ( ,scotl&4 ,:ile glory+ 9 ! ,psalms1 he rejoic$ to s+ o!r hymns & spiritual songs 7?anks to ,ralph ,ersk9e's 8,sonnets10 p]haps1 = t67 f 8 e>lie/ days1 at lea/ ev]y:]e except 9 ! ord9>y ,public ,wor%ip2 & long be=e he di$1 ?\gh he /ill held ! ,psalms to be supreme1 he _h le>n$ to he> ) gl[+ delight va/ congregations s++ ! hymns ( mod]n days1 _h le>n$ joyfully to jo9 9 ^! songs ( ,zion1 & 0 he>d (t5 to confess 8 belief t ,god _h greatly own$ & bless$ ! m9i/ry ( song 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,gospel4 ,besides 8 indep5d5t *oice ( a ,*ur* = himself1 !re 0 "o o!r m>k & fruit ( 8 e>ly religi\s decision1 :i* looks ev5 fair] ?r\gh all ^! ye>s4 ,family ,wor%ip _h h]et(ore be5 held only on ,sabba? day 9 8 fa!r's h\se2 b ! "y ,*ri/ian1 ent]+ into conf]5ce ) 8 sympa?is+ "m1 manag$ to get ! h\sehold p]suad$ t !re ought to be daily morn+ & ev5+ pray] & read+ ( ! ,bible & holy s++4 ,?is ! m readily1 z he himself agre$ to take "p regul>ly 9 ! same & s relieve ! old w>rior ( :at might h prov$ = him too ardu\s spiritual toils4 ,& s began 9 8 sev5te5? ye> t bless$ cu/om ( ,family ,pray]1 morn+ & ev5+1 :i* my fa!r practis$ probably )\t "o s+le omission till he lay on 8 dea?b$1 sev5ty-sev5 ye>s ( age2 :51 ev5 to ! la/ day ( 8 life1 a portion ( ,scripture 0 read1 & 8 voice 0 he>d s(tly jo9+ 9 ! ,psalm1 & 8 lips brea!d ! morn+ & ev5+ ,pray]1--fall+ 9 sweet b5$iction on ! heads ( all 8 *ildr51 f> away _m ( !m ov] all ! e>?1 b all meet+ him !re at ! ,?rone ( ,grace4 ,none ( u c rememb] t any day ev] pass$ unhall[$ ?us2 no hurry = m>ket1 no ru% to bus9ess1 no arrival ( fri5ds or gue/s1 no tr\ble or sorr[1 no joy or excitem5t1 ev] prev5t$ at lea/ our kneel+ ar\nd ! family alt>1 :ile ! ,high ,prie/ l$ our pray]s to ,god1 & (f]$ himself & 8 *ildr5 !re4 ,& bless$ to o!rs1 z well z to ourselves1 0 ! light ( su* example6 ,i h he>d t1 9 long aft] ye>s1 ! wor/ woman 9 ! village ( ,tor?orwald1 !n lead+ an immoral life1 b s9ce *ang$ by ! grace ( ,god1 0 kn[n to decl>e1 t ! only ?+ t kept h] f despair & f ! hell ( ! suicide1 0 :5 9 ! d>k w9t] nights %e crept close up und]nea? my fa!r's w9d[1 & he>d him plead+ 9 family wor%ip t ,god w\ld conv]t 8! s9n] f ! error ( wick$ ways & poli% him z a jewel = ! ,r$eem]'s cr[n40 8,i felt10 said %e1 8t ,i 0 a burd5 on t good man's he>t1 & ,i knew t ,god w\ld n disappo9t him4 ,t ?\ght kept me out ( ,hell1 & at la/ l$ me to ! only ,savi\r40 ,my fa!r _h a /rong desire to be a m9i/] ( ! ,gospel2 b :5 he f9ally saw t ,god's w _h m>k$ out = him ano!r lot1 he reconcil$ himself by ent]+ ) 8 own s\l into ?is solemn v[1--t if ,god gave him sons1 he w\ld consecrate !m unres]v$ly to ! m9i/ry ( ,*ri/1 if ! ,"l saw fit to accept ! (f]+1 & op5 up _! way4 ,x may be en\gh "h to say t he liv$ to see ?ree ( u ent]+ ^u & n unbless$ 9 ! ,holy ,(fice2--myself1 ! elde/ born2 my bro!r ,walt]1 sev]al ye>s my junior2 & my bro!r ,james1 ! y\nge/ ( elev51 ! ,b5jam9 ( ! flock4 ,our place ( wor%ip 0 ! ,re=m$ ,presbyt]ian ,*ur* at ,dumfries1 "u ! m9i/ry1 dur+ mo/ ( ^! days1 ( ,rev4 ,john ,mc,diarmid--a g5u9e1 solemn1 lovable ,cov5ant]1 :o *]i%$ t[>ds my fa!r a w>m respect1 t deep5$ into apo/olic affection :5 ! yell[ hair turn$ sn[-:ite & bo? ( !m grew patri>*al 9 _! ye>s4 ,! m9i/]1 inde$1 0 translat$ to a ,glasg[ *>ge2 b t r exalt$ ?an susp5d$ _! mutual love4 ,dumfries 0 f\r miles fully f our ,tor?orwald home2 b ! tradition is t dur+ all ^! =ty ye>s my fa!r 0 only ?rice prev5t$ f att5d+ ! wor%ip ( ,god--once by sn[ s deep t he 0 baffl$ & _h to return2 once by ice on ! road1 s dang]\s t he 0 =c$ to crawl back up ! ,r\can ,brae on 8 h&s & knees1 aft] hav+ desc5d$ x s f> ) _m falls2 & once by ! t]rible outbreak ( *ol]a at ,dumfries4 ,all int]c\rse betwixt ! t[n & ! surr\nd+ villages 0 publicly prohibit$2 & ! f>m]s & villag]s1 suspect+ t no *ol]a w\ld make my fa!r /ay at home on ,sabba?1 s5t a deputation to my "m on ! ,saturday ev5+1 & urg$ h] to re/ra9 8 devotions = once6 ,t1 h[ev]1 0 ne$less2 z1 :]e ! life ( o!rs 0 at /ake1 8 v devotion came to _! aid4 ,ea* ( u1 f v e>ly days1 consid]$ x no p5alty1 b a great joy1 to g ) our fa!r to ! *ur*2 ! f\r miles 7 a treat to our "y spirits1 ! company by ! way 0 a fre% incitem5t1 & occasionally "s ( ! wond]s ( city-life rew>d$ our eag] eyes4 ,a few o!r pi\s m5 & wom5 ( ! be/ evangelical type1 w5t f ! same p>i% to "o or o!r fav\rite m9i/] at ,dumfries1--! p>i% *ur* dur+ all ^? ye>s be+ r mis]ably s]v$2 & :5 ^! ,god-fe>+ peasants 8=ga!r$0 9 ! way to or f ! ,h\se ( ,god1 we y\ng/]s _h sometimes r>e glimpses ( :at ,*ri/ian talk may be & ought to be4 ,!y w5t to ! *ur*1 full ( beautiful expectancy ( _s--_! s\ls 7 on ! outlook = ,god2 !y return$ f ! *ur*1 ready & ev5 anxi\s to ex*ange ideas z to :at !y _h he>d & receiv$ ( ! ?+s ( life4 ,i h to be> my te/imony t religion 0 pres5t$ to u ) a great deal ( intellectual fre%ness1 & t x did n repel u b k9dl$ our spiritual int]e/4 ,! talks :i* we he>d 71 h[ev]1 g5u9e2 n ! make-believe ( religi\s conv]sation1 b ! s9c]e outcome ( _! own p]sonalities4 ,t1 p]haps1 makes all ! diff]5ce betwixt talk t attracts & talk t drives away4 ,we _h1 too1 special ,bible ,read+s on ! ,"l's ,day ev5+1--"m & *ildr5 & visitors read+ 9 turns1 ) fre% & int]e/+ "q1 answ]1 & exposition1 all t5d+ to impress u ) ! inf9ite grace ( a ,god ( love & m]cy 9 ! great gift ( ,8 de> ,son ,jesus1 our ,savi\r4 ,! ,%ort] ,cate*ism 0 gone ?r\gh regul>ly1 ea* answ]+ ! "q ask$1 till ! :ole _h be5 expla9$1 & its f\ndation 9 ,scripture %[n by ! pro(-texts adduc$4 ,x has be5 an amaz+ ?+ to me1 occasionally to meet ) m5 :o blam$ ?is 8cate*iz+0 = giv+ !m a di/a/e to religion2 e "o 9 all our circle ?9ks & feels exactly ! opposite4 ,x laid ! solid rock-f\ndations ( our religi\s life4 ,aft] ye>s h giv5 to ^! que/ions & _! answ]s a deep] or a modifi$ mean+1 b none ( u h ev] once ev5 dream$ ( wi%+ t we _h be5 o!rwise tra9$4 ,( c\rse1 if ! p>5ts are n dev\t1 s9c]e1 & affectionate1--if ! :ole affair on bo? sides is taskwork1 or worse1 hypocritical & false1--results mu/ be v diff]5t inde$6 ,oh1 ,i c rememb] ^? happy ,sabba? ev5+s2 no bl9ds drawn1 & %utt]s up1 to keep out ! sun f u1 z "s sc&al\sly affirm2 b a holy1 happy1 entirely human day1 = a ,*ri/ian fa!r1 "m1 & *ildr5 to sp5d4 ,h[ my fa!r w\ld p>ade across & across our flag-floor1 tell+ ov] ! sub/ance ( ! day's s]mons to our de> "m1 :o1 because ( ! great di/ance & because ( h] _m liv+ 8encumbrances10 got v seldom inde$ to ! *ur*1 b gladly embrac$ e *ance1 :5 !re 0 prospect or promise ( a 8lift0 ei!r way f "s fri5dly gig6 ,h[ he w\ld entice u to help him to recall "s idea or o!r1 rew>d+ u :5 we got ! l5g? ( 8tak+ notes0 & read+ !m ov] on our return2 h[ he w\ld turn ! talk ev] s naturally to "s ,bible /ory1 or "s m>tyr rem9isc5ce1 or "s happy allusion to ! 8,pilgrim's ,progress06 ,& !n x 0 q a conte/1 :i* ( u w\ld get read+ al\d1 :ile all ! re/ li/5$1 & fa!r add$ "h & !re a happy ?\ght1 or illu/ration1 or anecdote4 ,o!rs mu/ write & say :at !y w1 & z !y feel2 b s mu/ ,i4 ,!re 7 elev5 ( u br\ght up 9 a home l t2 & nev] "o ( ! elev51 boy or girl1 man or woman1 has be5 he>d1 or ev] w be he>d1 say+ t ,sabba? 0 dull or we>isome = u1 or sugge/+ t we h he>d ( or se5 any way m likely ?an t = mak+ ! ,day ( ! ,"l bright & bless$ alike = p>5ts & = *ildr54 ,b ,god help ! homes :]e ^! ?+s are done by =ce & n by love6 ,! v discipl9e ?r\gh :i* our fa!r pass$ u 0 a k9d ( religion 9 itself4 ,if any?+ really s]i\s requir$ to be puni%$1 he retir$ fir/ to 8 closet = pray]1 & we boys got to und]/& t he 0 lay+ ! :ole matt] be=e ,god2 & t 0 ! sev]e/ "p ( ! puni%m5t = me to be>6 ,i c\ld h defi$ any am\nt ( m]e p5alty1 b ?is spoke to my consci5ce z a message f ,god4 ,we lov$ him all ! m1 :5 we saw h[ mu* x co/ him to puni% u2 &1 9 tru?1 he _h nev] v mu* ( t k9d ( "w to d ^u any "o ( all ! elev5--we 7 rul$ by love f> m ?an by fe>4 ,z ,i mu/1 h[ev]1 leave ! /ory ( my fa!r's life--mu* m wor?y1 9 _m ways1 ( be+ writt5 ?an my own--,i may "h m5tion t 8 long & upright life made him a great fav\rite 9 all religi\s circles f> & ne> )9 ! neighb\rhood1 t at sick-b$s & at fun]als he 0 con/antly s5t = & mu* appreciat$1 & t ?is appreciation greatly increas$1 in/ead ( dim9i%+1 :5 ye>s :it5$ 8 long1 fl[+ locks & gave him an apo/olic beauty2 till f9ally1 = ! la/ twelve ye>s or s ( 8 life1 he became by appo9tm5t a sort ( ,rural ,mission>y = ! f\r contigu\s p>i%es1 & sp5t 8 autumn 9 lit]ally s[+ ! good se$ ( ! ,k+dom z a ,colporteur ( ! ,tract & ,book ,society4 ,8 success 9 ?is "w1 = a rural locality1 0 beyond all belief4 ,)9 a radius ( five miles1 he 0 kn[n 9 e home1 welcom$ by ! *ildr51 respect$ by ! s]vants1 long$ = eag]ly by ! sick & ag$4 ,he glori$ 9 %[+ (f ! beautiful ,bibles & o!r preci\s books1 :i* he sold 9 amaz+ numb]s4 ,he sang sweet ,psalms beside ! sick1 & pray$ l ! voice ( ,god at _! dy+ b$s4 ,he w5t *e]ily f f>m to f>m1 f cot to cot2 & :5 he we>i$ on ! moorl& roads1 he refre%$ 8 s\l by recit+ al\d "o ( ,ralph ,ersk9e's 8,sonnets10 or croon+ to ! birds "o ( ,david's ,psalms4 ,8 happy p>tn]1 8,wee ,j510 di$ 9 #ahfe1 & he himself 9 #ahfh1 hav+ rea*$ 8 sev5ty-sev5? ye>1--an altoge!r beautiful & noble episode ( human exi/5ce hav+ be5 enact$1 amid ! humble/ surr\nd+s ( a ,scotti% peasant's home1 ?r\gh ! influ5ce ( _! unit$ love by ! grace ( ,god2 & 9 ?is _w1 or 9 any _w1 all _! *ildr5 w rise up at m5tion ( _! names & call !m bless$6 ,,*apt] ,,ii4 ,,at ,,s*ool ,,& ,,college4 ,a ,typical ,scotti% ,s*ool4--,a ,s*ool ,prize4--,a ,wayw>d ,ma/]4--,le>n+ a ,trade4--,my ,fa!r's ,pray]s4--,jehovah ,jireh4--,) ,sapp]s & ,m9]s4--,h>ve/ ,field4--,on ! ,road to ,glasg[4--,a ,memorable ,p>t+4--,be=e ! ,exam9]s4--,kill+ ,"w4--,deep ,wat]s4--,m>yhill ,s*ool4--,r\gh ,s*ool ,sc5es4--,aut ,cs>1 ,aut ,nullus4--,my ,wages4 ,9 my boyhood ,tor?orwald _h "o ( ! gr& old typical ,p>i% ,s*ools ( ,scotl&1 :]e ! ri* & ! poor met toge!r 9 p]fect equality1 :]e ,bible & ,cate*ism 7 taught z zeal\sly z gramm> & geography1 & :]e capable lads f ! humble/ ( cottages 7 prep>$ 9 ,lat9 & ,ma!matics & ,greek to g /raight f _! village class to ! ,univ]sity b5*4 ,besides1 at t "t1 an accompli%$ p$agogue ( ! "n ( ,smi?1 a le>n$ man ( m ?an local fame1 _h add$ a ,bo>d+ ,h\se to ! ord9>y ,s*ool1 & _h attract$ "s ( ! bett] class g5tlem5 & f>m]s' sons f ! surr\nd+ c\nty1 s t ,tor?orwald1 "u 8 rgime1 rea*$ ! z5i? ( its educational fame4 ,9 ?is ,s*ool ,i 0 initiat$ into ! my/]y ( lett]s1 & all my bro!rs & si/]s aft] me1 ?\gh "s ( !m "u o!r ma/]s ?an m9e2--my y\nge/ bro!r ,james1 tra9$ !re "u a ma/] nam$ ,li?g[1 go+ direct f ! ,village ,s*ool to ! ,univ]sity ( ,glasg[ 9 8 f\rte5? ye>6 ,my tea*] puni%$ sev]ely--r1 ,i %\ld say1 savagely--especially = lessons badly prep>$4 ,yet1 t he 0 9 "s respects k9dly & t5d]-he>t$1 ,i _h ! be/ ( reasons to "k4 ,see+ me n s 8braw0 z ! well-to-d fell[s ( my ye>1 & tak+ a w>m int]e/ 9 me z a pupil1 he1 conclud+ probably t new suits 7 n s easily got 9 my home z 9 "s ( ! re/1 plann$ a happy & k9d-he>t$ surprise--a sort ( unackn[l$g$ s*ool prize4 ,"o ev5+1 :5 my fa!r 0 8tak+ ! books10 & p\r+ out 8 he>t 9 family wor%ip1 ! door ( our h\se g5tly op5$ on ! lat*1 & g5tly clos$ aga94 ,aft] pray]1 on ru%+ to ! door1 ,i f\nd a p>cel conta9+ a new suit ( w>m & excell5t clo!s1--see+ :i* my "m said t 8,god _h s5t !m to me1 & ,i %\ld ?ankfully receive !m z f ,8 h&1 :oev] might h br\ght !m40 ,appe>+ 9 !m at s*ool next morn+1 ! tea*] *e]ily salut$ & complim5t$ me on my 8braws40 ,i innoc5tly told him h[ !y came & :at my "m said2 & he laugh+ly repli$1-- 8,john1 :5ev] y ne$ any?+ aft] ?is1 j tell y\r fa!r to #8tak' ! ,book1' & ,god w s5d x 9 answ] to pray]60 ,ye>s pass$ by be=e ,i came to "k1 :at ! read] has already guess$1 t ! good-he>t$ s*oolma/]'s h& lift$ ! lat* t ev5+ dur+ my fa!r's pray]4 ,all 8 influ5ce1 h[ev]1 0 m>r$ by occasional bur/s ( fi]ce & ungov]nable temp]1 am\nt+ to savag]y4 ,8 fav\ritism1 too1 0 sometimes di%e>t5+1--z :5 ,i won a ,lat9 prize = an ex]cise by ! v]dict ( ! second ma/]1 yet x 0 )held f me1 & prizes 7 be/[$ )\t m]it on o!r & especially weal?i] boys2 s at lea/ ,i imag9$1 & x cool$ my ambition to excel4 ,fav\ritism might be borne1 b n m]e brutality :5 passion ma/]$ him4 ,once1 aft] hav+ flogg$ me unju/ly1 on my return only at my "m's entreaty1 he ran at me aga91 kick$ me1 & ,i fl$ 9 pa9 & t]ror f 8 pres5ce1 ru%+ home4 ,:5 8 passion subsid$1 he came to my p>5ts1 apologiz$1 & pl$ ) me to return2 b all 9 va91--no?+ w\ld induce me to resume my /udies !re4 ,und\bt$ly at t "t ,i _h a great ?ir/ = education1 & a ret5tive memory1 :i* made all lessons comp>atively easy2 &1 z no o!r s*ool 0 )9 my rea*1 x 0 a great loss t my he>t %rank f ?is tea*]4 ,?\gh "u twelve ye>s ( age1 ,i />t$ to le>n my fa!r's trade 9 :i* ,i made surpris+ progress4 ,we wr\ght f six 9 ! morn+ till t5 at night1 ) an h\r at d9n]-"t & half an h\r at breakfa/ & aga9 at supp]4 ,^! sp>e mom5ts e day ,i dev\tly sp5t on my books1 *iefly 9 ! rudim5ts ( ,lat9 & ,greek2 = ,i _h giv5 my s\l to ,god1 & 0 resolv$ to aim at be+ a mission>y ( ! ,cross1 or a m9i/] ( ! ,gospel4 ,yet ,i gladly te/ify t :at ,i le>n$ ( ! /ock+ frame 0 n ?r[n away2 ! facility ( us+ tools1 & ( wat*+ & keep+ ! ma*9]y 9 ord]1 came to be ( great value to me 9 ! ,=eign ,mission field4 ,h[ mu* my fa!r's pray]s at ?is "t impress$ me ,i c nev] expla91 nor c\ld any /rang] und]/&4 ,:51 on 8 knees & all ( u kneel+ ar\nd him 9 ,family ,wor%ip1 he p\r$ out 8 :ole s\l ) te>s = ! conv]sion ( ! hea!n _w to ! s]vice ( ,jesus1 & = e p]sonal & dome/ic ne$1 we all felt z if 9 ! pres5ce ( ! liv+ ,savi\r1 & le>n$ to "k & love ,him z our ,div9e ,fri5d4 ,z we rose f our knees1 ,i us$ to look at ! light on my fa!r's face1 & wi% ,i 7 l him 9 _s1--hop+ t1 9 answ] to 8 pray]s1 ,i might be privileg$ & prep>$ to c>ry ! bless$ ,gospel to "s portion ( ! hea!n _w4 ,"o incid5t ( ?is "t ,i mu/ record "h1 because ( ! la/+ impression made ^u my religi\s life4 ,our family1 l all o!rs ( peasant rank 9 ! l&1 7 plung$ into deep di/ress1 & felt ! p9* sev]ely1 ?r\gh ! failure ( ! potato1 ! badness ( o!r crops1 & ! ransom-price ( food4 ,our fa!r _h gone (f ) "w to ,hawick1 & w\ld return next ev5+ ) money & supplies2 b meantime ! meal b>rel ran empty1 & our de> "m1 too pr\d & too s5sitive to let any "o "k1 or to ask aid f any qu>t]1 coax$ u all to re/1 assur+ u t %e _h told ,god ev]y?+1 & t ,he w\ld s5d u pl5ty 9 ! morn+4 ,next day1 ) ! c>ri] f ,lock]bie came a pres5t f h] fa!r1 :o1 kn[+ no?+ ( h] circum/ances or ( ?is special trial1 _h be5 mov$ ( ,god to s5d at t p>ticul> nick ( "t a love-(f]+ to 8 daught]1 su* z !y /ill s5d to ea* o!r 9 ^? k9dly ,scotti% %ires--a bag ( new potatoes1 a /one ( ! fir/ gr\nd meal or fl\r1 or ! e>lie/ homemade *eese ( ! season--:i* l>gely suppli$ all our ne$4 ,my "m1 see+ our surprise at su* an answ] to h] pray]s1 took u ar\nd h] knees1 ?ank$ ,god = ,8 goodness1 & said to u1-- 8,o my *ildr51 love y\r heav5ly ,fa!r1 tell ,him 9 fai? & pray] all y\r ne$s1 & ,he w supply y\r wants s f> z x %all be = y\r good & ,8 glory40 ,p]haps1 amid/ all _! /ruggles 9 re>+ a family ( elev51 ?is 0 ! h>de/ "t !y ev] _h1 & ! only "t !y ev] felt ! actual p9* ( hung]2 = ! little t !y _h 0 m>vell\sly bless$ ( ,god1 & 0 n less m>vell\sly utiliz$ by t noble "m ( ours1 ^: high _s1 side by side ) h] humble & graci\s piety1 made u1 "u ,god1 :at we are to-day4 ,i sav$ z mu* at my trade z enabl$ me to g six weeks to ,dumfries ,academy2 ?is awoke 9 me aga9 ! hung] = le>n+1 & ,i resolv$ to give up t trade & turn to some?+ t might be made helpful to ! prosecution ( my education4 ,an engagem5t 0 secur$ ) ! sapp]s & m9]s1 :o 7 mapp+ & measur+ ! c\nty ( ,dumfries 9 connection ) ! ,ordnance ,survey ( ,scotl&4 ,! (fice h\rs 7 f #i a4m4 till #d p4m42 & ?\gh my walk f home 0 above f\r miles e morn+1 & ! same by return 9 ! ev5+1 ,i f\nd mu* sp>e "t = private /udy1 bo? on ! way to & f my "w & also aft] h\rs4 ,in/ead ( sp5d+ ! mid-day h\r ) ! re/1 at football & o!r games1 ,i /ole away to a quiet spot on ! banks ( ! ,ni?1 & !re por$ ov] my book1 all alone4 ,our lieut5ant1 unkn[n to me1 _h obs]v$ ?is f 8 h\se on ! o!r side ( ! /ream1 & aft] a "t call$ me into 8 (fice & inquir$ :at ,i 0 /udy+4 ,i told him ! :ole tru? z to my position & my desires4 ,aft] conf]r+ ) "s ( ! o!r (ficials !re1 he summon$ me aga91 & 9 _! pres5ce promis$ me promotion 9 ! s]vice1 & special tra9+ 9 ,woolwi* at ! ,gov]nm5t's exp5se1 on condition t ,i w\ld sign an engagem5t = sev5 ye>s4 ,?ank+ him mo/ gratefully = 8 k9d (f]1 ,i agre$ to b9d myself = ?ree ye>s or f\r1 b n = sev54 ,excit$ly he said1 8,:y8 ,w y refuse an (f] t _m g5tlem5's sons w\ld be pr\d (80 ,i said1 8,my life is giv5 to ano!r ,ma/]1 s ,i _c engage = sev5 ye>s40 ,he ask$ %>ply1 8,to :om80 ,i repli$1 8,to ! ,"l ,jesus1 & ,i want to prep>e z soon z possible = ,8 s]vice 9 ! proclaim+ ( ! ,gospel40 ,9 great ang] he sprang across ! room1 call$ ! payma/]1 & exclaim$1 8,accept my (f]1 or y are dismiss$ on ! spot60 ,i answ]$1 8,i am extremely sorry if y d s1 b to b9d myself = sev5 ye>s w\ld probably fru/rate ! purpose ( my life2 & ?\gh ,i am greatly oblig$ to y1 ,i _c make su* an engagem5t40 ,8 ang] made him unwill+ or unable to compreh5d my difficulty2 ! draw+ in/rum5ts 7 deliv]$ up1 ,i receiv$ my pay1 & dep>t$ )\t fur!r p>ley4 ,! m51 bo? ov] me & beside me1 7 mo/ly ,roman ,ca?olics1 & _! talk 0 ! mo/ pr(ane ,i _h ev] he>d4 ,few ( !m spoke at any "t )\t l>d+ _! language ) oa?s1 & ,i 0 ?ankful to get away f he>+ _! %ock+ spee*4 ,b to me p]sonally bo? (fic]s & m5 _h be5 extremely k9d1 = :i*1 on leav+1 ,i ?ank$ !m all v cordially1 & !y look$ n a little surpris$1--z if unus$ to su* recognitions6 ,he>+ h[ ,i _h be5 treat$1 & :y1 ,mr4 ,maxwell1 ! ,rector ( ,dumfries ,academy1 (f]$ to let me att5d all classes !re1 free ( *>ge1 s long z ,i c>$ to rema92 b t1 9 lack ( means ( support1 0 = ! "t impossible1 z ,i w\ld n & c\ld n be a burd5 on my de> fa!r1 b 0 det]m9$ r to help him 9 educat+ ! re/4 ,i w5t !re=e to :at 0 kn[n z ! ,lamb ,fair at ,lock]bie1 & = ! fir/ "t 9 my life took a 8fee0 = ! h>ve/4 ,on arriv+ at ! field :5 %e>+ & m[+ began1 ! f>m] ask$ me to b9d a %eaf2 :5 ,i _h done s1 he lift$ x by ! b&1 & x fell to pieces6 ,in/ead ( di%e>t5+ me1 h[ev]1 he gave me a c>eful lesson h[ to b9d1 & ! second t ,i b\nd did n collapse :5 %ak51 & ! ?ird he pit*$ across ! field1 & on f9d+ t x /ill rema9$ firm1 he cri$ to me *e]ily1-- 8,"r n[1 my lad2 g ahead60 ,x 0 h>d "w = me at fir/1 & my h&s got v sore2 b1 be+ will+ & det]m9$1 ,i soon got into ! way ( x1 & kept up ) ! be/ ( !m4 ,! h>ve/]s1 see+ ,i 0 n "o ( _! own work]s1 _h an eag] dispute z to :at ,i 01 "s hold+ t ,i 0 a pa9t]1 & "s a tailor2 b ! m 'cute obs]v]s d5i$ me ! rank ( tailor f ! lack ( 8jagg+s0 on my ?umb & f+]1 s ,i suppose !y cr$it$ me ) ! bru%4 ,! male h>ve/]s 7 told (f to sleep 9 a l>ge hay-l(t1 ! b$s be+ arrang$ all along ! side1 l b>racks4 ,_m ( ! fell[s 7 r\gh & boi/]\s1 & ,i suppose my look %[$ t ,i hesitat$ 9 m+l+ ) !m1 = ! quick eye & k9d he>t ( ! f>m]'s wife prompt$ h] to sugge/ t ,i1 be+ s mu* y\ng] ?an ! re/1 might sleep ) h] son ,george 9 ! h\se1--an (f]1 oh1 h[ gratefully accept$6 ,a beautiful new /ead+ _h rec5tly be5 built = !m2 & dur+ c]ta9 days1 or portions ( days1 :ile wait+ = ! gra9 to rip5 or to dry1 ,i plann$ & laid out an ornam5tal g>d5 9 front ( x1 :i* gave great satisfaction--a ta/e inh]it$ f my "m1 ) h] joy 9 fl[]s & g>d5 plots4 ,!y gave me1 on leav+1 a h&some pres5t1 z well z my fee1 = ,i _h got on v pleasantly ) !m all4 ,?is exp]i5ce1 too1 came to be valuable to me1 :51 9 long aft] days1 & f> o!r l&s1 ,mission build+s _h to be erect$1 & g>d5 & field cropp$ & cultivat$ )\t ! aid ( a s+le ,european h&4 ,be=e go+ to my fir/ h>ve/+1 ,i _h appli$ = a situation 9 ,glasg[1 app>5tly exactly suit$ = my case2 b ,i _h little or no hope ( ev] he>+ ( x fur!r4 ,an (f] ( #ej p] annum 0 made by ! ,we/ ,campbell ,/reet ,re=m$ ,presbyt]ian ,congregation1 !n "u ! good & noble ,dr4 ,bates1 = a "y man to act z di/rict visitor & tract di/ributor1 especially among/ ! abs5tees f ! ,sabba? s*ool2 ) ! privilege ( receiv+ "o ye>'s tra9+ at ! ,free ,*ur* ,normal ,sem9>y1 t he might qualify himself = tea*+1 & !reby pu% =w>d to ! ,holy ,m9i/ry4 ,! c&idates1 along ) _! application & c]tificates1 7 to s5d an essay on "s subject1 ( _! own composition1 & 9 _! own h&writ+4 ,i s5t 9 two long poems on ! ,cov5ant]s1 :i* mu/ h exce$+ly amus$ !m1 z ,i _h n le>n$ to write dec5t prose6 ,b1 mu* to my surprise1 imm$iately on ! close ( ! h>ve/+ exp]i5ce1 a lett] arriv$1 intimat+ t ,i1 along ) ano!r "y man1 _h be5 put ^u ! %ort leet1 & t bo? 7 reque/$ to appe> 9 ,glasg[ on a giv5 day & compete = ! appo9tm5t4 ,two days !reaft] ,i />t$ out f my quiet c\ntry home on ! road to ,glasg[4 ,lit]ally on ! road1 = f ,tor?orwald to ,kilm>nock--ab\t =ty miles--_h to be done on foot1 & !nce to ,glasg[ by rail4 ,railways 9 ^? days 7 z yet few1 & coa* travell+ 0 f> beyond my purse4 ,a small bundle1 ti$ up 9 my pocket h&k]*ief1 conta9$ my ,bible & all my p]sonal belong+s4 ,?us 0 ,i laun*$ ^u ! ocean ( life4 8,i "k ?y pov]ty1 b ?\ art ri*40 ,my de> fa!r walk$ ) me ! fir/ six miles ( ! way4 ,8 c\nsels & te>s & heav5ly conv]sation on t p>t+ j\rney are fre% 9 my he>t z if x _h be5 ye/]day2 & te>s are on my *eeks z freely n[ z !n1 :5ev] memory /eals me away to ! sc5e4 ,= ! la/ half-mile or s we walk$ on toge!r 9 almo/ unbrok5 sil5ce1--my fa!r1 z 0 (t5 8 cu/om1 c>ry+ hat 9 h&1 :ile 8 long1 fl[+ yell[ hair 7!n yell[1 b 9 lat] ye>s :ite z sn[7 /ream$ l a girl's d[n 8 %\ld]s4 ,8 lips kept mov+ 9 sil5t pray]s = me1 & 8 te>s fell fa/ :5 our eyes met ea* o!r 9 looks = :i* all spee* 0 va94 ,we halt$ on rea*+ ! appo9t$ p>t+ place2 he grasp$ my h& firmly = a m9ute 9 sil5ce1 & !n solemnly & affectionately said1-- 8,god bless y1 my son6 ,y\r fa!r's ,god prosp] y1 & keep y f all evil60 ,unable to say m1 8 lips kept mov+ 9 sil5t pray]2 9 te>s we embrac$1 & p>t$4 ,i ran (f z fa/ z ,i c\ld1 &1 :5 ab\t to turn a corn] 9 ! road :]e he w\ld lose sight ( me1 ,i look$ back & saw him /ill /&+ ) head uncov]$ :]e ,i _h left him4 ,wav+ my hat 9 adieu1 ,i 0 r\nd ! corn] & out ( sight 9 an in/ant4 ,b my he>t 0 too full & sore to c>ry me fur!r1 s ,i d>t$ into ! side ( ! road & wept = a "t4 ,!n1 ris+ up cauti\sly1 ,i climb$ ! dyke to see if he yet /ood :]e ,i _h left him1 & j at t mom5t ,i caught a glimpse ( him climb+ ! dyke & look+ out = me6 ,he did n see me1 & aft] he _h gaz$ eag]ly 9 my direction = a :ile1 he got d[n1 turn$ 8 face t[>ds home1 & began to return--8 head /ill uncov]$1 & 8 he>t1 ,i felt sure1 /ill ris+ 9 pray]s = me4 ,i wat*$ ?r\gh bl9d+ te>s1 till 8 =m fad$ f my gaze2 & !n1 ha/5+ on my way1 v[$ deeply & (t1 by ! help ( ,god1 to live & act s z nev] to grieve or di%on\r su* a fa!r & "m z ,he _h giv5 me4 ,! appe>ance ( my fa!r1 :5 we p>t$1--8 advice1 pray]s & te>s1--! road1 ! dyke1 ! climb+ up on x & !n walk+ away1 head uncov]$1 h (t51 (t51 all ?r\gh life1 ris5 vividly be=e my m9d1--& d s n[ :ile ,i am writ+1 z if x _h be5 b an h\r ago4 ,9 my e>li] ye>s p>ticul>ly1 :5 expos$ to _m temptations1 8 p>t+ =m rose be=e me z t ( a gu>dian ,angel4 ,x is no ,ph>isaism1 b deep gratitude1 :i* makes me "h te/ify t ! memory ( t sc5e n only help$1 by ,god's grace1 to keep me pure f ! prevail+ s9s1 b also /imulat$ me 9 all my /udies1 t ,i might n fall %ort ( 8 hopes1 & 9 all my ,*ri/ian duties1 t ,i might fai?fully foll[ 8 %9+ example4 ,i rea*$ ,glasg[ on ! ?ird day1 hav+ slept "o night at ,?ornhill1 & ano!r at ,new ,cumnock2 & hav+ ne$$1 ow+ to ! k9dness ( acqua9tances ^u :om ,i call$ by ! way1 to sp5d only ?ree half-p5ce ( my mode/ funds4 ,safely arriv$1 b we>y1 ,i secur$ a humble room = my lodg+1 = :i* ,i _h to pay "o %ill+ & sixp5ce p] week4 ,buoyant & full ( hope & look+ up to ,god = guidance1 ,i appe>$ at ! appo9t$ h\r be=e ! exam9]s1 z did also ! o!r c&idate2 & !y1 hav+ c>efully gone ?r\gh _! "w1 ask$ u to retire4 ,:5 recall$1 !y in=m$ u t !y _h great difficulty 9 *oos+1 & sugge/$ t ! "o ( u might )draw 9 fav\r ( ! o!r1 or t bo? might submit to a m te/+ exam9ation4 ,nei!r seem$ incl9$ to give x up1 bo? 7 will+ = a second exam9ation1 b ! patrons made ano!r sugge/ion4 ,!y _h only #ej p] annum to give2 b if we w\ld agree to divide x betwixt u1 & g into "o lodg+1 we might bo? be able to /ruggle ?r\gh2 !y w\ld pay our entrance fees at ! ,free ,normal ,sem9>y1 & provide u ) ! books requir$2 & p]haps !y might be able to add a little to ! sum promis$ to ea* ( u4 ,by divid+ ! mission "w appo9t$1 & ea* tak+ only ! half1 m "t also might be secur$ = our /udies4 ,?\gh ! two c&idates _h nev] se5 ea* o!r be=e1 we at once accept$ ?is proposal1 & got on fam\sly toge!r1 nev] hav+ _h a dispute on any?+ ( common int]e/ ?r\gh\t our :ole c>e]4 ,z our fell[-/ud5ts at ! ,normal 7 all f> advanc$ beyond u 9 _! education1 we f\nd x kill+ "w1 & _h to gr9d away incessantly1 late & e>ly4 ,bo? ( u1 be=e ! ye> clos$1 broke d[n 9 heal?1 p>tly by h>d /udy1 b pr9cipally1 p]haps1 = lack ( n\ri%+ diet4 ,a sev]e c\gh seiz$ ^u me2 ,i began spitt+ blood1 & a doctor ord]$ me at once home to ! c\ntry & =bad all attempts at /udy4 ,my he>t sank2 x 0 a dreadful disappo9tm5t1 & to me a bitt] trial4 ,soon aft]1 my companion1 ?\gh app>5tly mu* /rong] ?an ,i1 0 simil>ly seiz$4 ,he1 h[ev]1 nev] entirely recov]$1 ?\gh = "s ye>s he taught 9 a humble s*ool2 & long ago he fell asleep 9 ,jesus1 a devot$ & hon\r$ ,*ri/ian man4 ,i1 on ! o!r h&1 aft] a %ort re/1 n\ri%$ by ! hill air ( ,tor?orwald & by ! new milk ( our family c[1 0 ere long at "w aga91 & got an appo9tm5t to tea* a small s*ool at ,girvan4 ,!re ,i receiv$ ! greate/ k9dness f ,rev4 ,mat!w ,g4 ,ea/on ( ! ,re=m$ ,presbyt]ian ,*ur*1 n[ ,dr4 ,ea/on ( ! ,free ,*ur*1 ,d>vel1 & gradually b completely recov]$ my heal?4 ,hav+ sav$ #aj by my tea*+1 ,i return$ to ,glasg[1 & 0 enroll$ z a /ud5t at ! ,college2 b be=e ! session 0 f9i%$ my money 0 exhau/$--,i _h l5t "s to a poor /ud5t :o fail$ to repay me--& only n9e %ill+s rema9$ 9 my purse4 ,!re 0 no "o f :om to borr[1 _h ,i be5 will+2 ,i _h be5 disappo9t$ 9 secur+ private tuition2 & no c\rse seem$ op5 = me1 except to pay :at little ,i ow$1 give up my ,college c>e]1 & seek = tea*+ or o!r "w 9 ! c\ntry4 ,i wrote a lett] to my fa!r & "m1 in=m+ !m ( my circum/ances2 t ,i 0 leav+ ,glasg[ 9 que/ ( "w1 & t !y w\ld n he> f me aga9 till ,i _h f\nd a suitable situation4 ,i told !m t if o!rwise unsuccessful1 ,i %\ld fall back on my own trade1 ?\gh ,i %rank f t z n t5d+ to advance my education2 b t !y might re/ assur$ ,i w\ld d no?+ to di%on\r !m or my ,*ri/ian pr(ession4 ,hav+ read t lett] ov] aga9 ?r\gh _m te>s1 ,i said1--,i _c s5d t1 = x w grieve my d>l+ p>5ts2 & !re=e1 leav+ x on ! table1 ,i lock$ my room door & ran out to f9d a place :]e ,i might sell my few preci\s books1 & hold on a few weeks long]4 ,b1 z ,i /ood on ! opposite side & wond]$ :e!r ^! folks 9 a %op ) ! ?ree gold5 balls w\ld c>e to h a poor /ud5t's books1 & z ,i hesitat$1 kn[+ h[ mu* ,i ne$$ !m = my /udies1 consci5ce smote me = do+ a guilty ?+2 ,i imag9$ t ! p 7 wat*+ me z if ,i 7 ab\t to commit a !ft1 & ,i made (f f ! sc5e at full spe$1 ) a feel+ ( int5se %ame at hav+ dream$ ( su* a ?+6 ,pass+ ?r\gh "o %ort /reet into ano!r1 ,i m>*$ on me*anically2 b ! ,"l ,god ( my fa!r 0 guid+ my /eps1 all unkn[n to me4 ,a c]ta9 notice 9 a w9d[1 into :i* ,i _h probably nev] 9 my life look$ be=e1 "h caught my eye1 to ?is effect--8,tea*] want$1 ,m>yhill ,free ,*ur* ,s*ool2 apply at ! ,manse40 ,a coa* or 'bus 0 j pass+1 :5 ,i turn$ r\nd2 ,i leapt into x1 saw ! m9i/]1 arrang$ to und]take ! s*ool1 return$ to ,glasg[1 paid my l&lady's lodg+ score1 tore up ! lett] to my p>5ts & wrote ano!r full ( *e] & hope1 & e>ly next morn+ ent]$ ! s*ool & began a t\gh & try+ job4 ,! m9i/] w>n$ me t ! s*ool 0 a wreck1 & _h be5 brok5 up *iefly by co>se & bad *>act]s f mills & coal-pits1 :o att5d$ ! ev5+ classes4 ,!y _h abus$ sev]al ma/]s 9 succession2 &1 lay+ a ?ick & heavy cane on ! desk1 he said1-- 8,use t freely1 or y w nev] keep ord] "h60 ,i put x aside into ! draw] ( my desk1 say+1-- 8,t w be my la/ res\rce40 ,!re 7 v few s*ol>s = ! fir/ week--ab\t eighte5 9 ! day s*ool & tw5ty 9 ! night s*ool4 ,! cl]k ( ! mill1 a good "y fell[1 came to ! ev5+ classes1 av[$ly to le>n book-keep+1 b privately he said he _h come to save me f p]sonal injury4 ,! foll[+ week1 a "y man & a "y woman began to att5d ! night s*ool1 :o %[$ f ! fir/ mom5t t !y 7 b5t on mis*ief4 ,by talk+ al\d1 jok+1 tell+ /ories1 & laugh+1 !y /opp$ ! "w ( ! s*ool4 ,on my repeat$ appeals = quiet & ord]1 !y became ! m boi/]\s1 & gave great m]rim5t to a few ( ! s*ol>s pres5t4 ,i f9ally urg$ ! "y man1 a tall1 p[]ful fell[1 to be quiet or at once to leave1 decl>+ t at all haz>ds ,i mu/ & w\ld h p]fect ord]2 b he only mock$ at me1 & assum$ a fight+ attitude4 ,quietly lock+ ! door & putt+ ! key 9 my pocket1 ,i turn$ to my desk1 arm$ myself ) ! cane1 & d>$ any "o at 8 p]il to int]f]e betwixt u4 ,x 0 a r\gh /ruggle1 he sma%+ at me clumsily ) 8 fi/s1 ,i ) quick movem5ts evad+ & deal+ him bl[ aft] bl[ ) ! heavy cane = sev]al r\nds1 till at l5g? he cr\*$ d[n at 8 desk1 exhau/$ & beat51 & ,i ord]$ him to turn to 8 book1 :i* he did 9 sulky sil5ce4 ,go+ to my desk1 ,i address$ !m & ask$ !m to in=m all :o wi%$ to come to ! s*ool1 8t if !y came = education1 ev]y?+ w\ld be he>tily done t x 0 9 my p[] to d2 b t any :o wi%$ = mis*ief _h bett] /ay away1 z ,i 0 det]m9$ to conqu]1 n to be conqu]$1 & to secure ord] & sil5ce1 :atev] x might co/4 ,fur!r1 ,i assur$ !m t t cane w\ld n aga9 be lift$ by me1 if k9dness & =be>ance on my "p c\ld possibly ga9 ! day1 z ,i wi%$ to rule by love & n by t]ror4 ,b ?is "y man knew he 0 9 ! wrong1 & x 0 t :i* _h made him weak aga9/ me1 ?\gh e way /rong] f> ?an ,i4 ,yet ,i w\ld be 8 fri5d & help]1 if he 0 will+ to be fri5dly ) me1 ! same z if ?is night _h nev] be540 ,a dead sil5ce fell on ! s*ool2 e "o buri$ face dilig5tly 9 book2 & ! ev5+ clos$ 9 uncommon quiet & ord]4 ,next morn+1 two ( ! bigg] boys at ! day s*ool1 in/ead ( tak+ _! seats l ! re/1 got 9 "u ! gall]y :]e coals & lumb] 7 kept1 & made a great noise z if dog & cat 7 worry+ ea* o!r4 ,plead+ ) !m only increas$ ! upro>2 s ,i lock$ ! doors1 laid pa/ ! keys1 & proce$$ ) ! morn+'s "w4 ,half an h\r be=e ! mid-day re/1 ,i began s++ a hymn1 & m>*$ ! *ildr5 r\nd z if to leave2 !n ! two "y rascals came out1 &1 walk+ 9 front1 sang boi/]\sly4 ,seiz+ ! fir/ by ! coll>1 ,i made him /agg] into ! middle ( ! floor1 & dragg+ ! o!r beside him1 ,i rais$ my heavy cane & d>$ !m to move4 ,ord]+ ! *ildr5 to resume _! seats1 ,i appo9t$ !m a jury to he> ! case & to pass s5t5ce4 ,! two 7 f\nd guilty1 & aw>d$ a sev]e la%+4 ,i propos$1 z ?is 0 _! fir/ (f5ce1 & z ,i only us$ ! cane = a la/ res\rce1 to =ego all puni%m5t1 if !y apologiz$ & promis$ to be att5tive & ob$i5t 9 ! future4 ,!y bo? he>tily did s1 & became my fav\rite s*ol>s4 ,next ev5+ ,i _h little difficulty1 z ! wor/ *>act]s did n at once return1 guess+ t !y _h got a bit ( lion 9 ! new dom9ie1 t 0 m likely to subdue ?an to be subdu$4 ,on ! foll[+ day1 ! p>5ts ( "s *ildr51 gett+ al>m$ by ! rum\rs ( ^! exploits1 wait$ on me ) ! m9i/]1 & said _! *ildr5 7 t]rifi$ to come4 ,i said t no *ild _h be5 beat5 by me1 b t ,i insi/$ ^u ord] & ob$i5ce2 ,i rem9d$ ! m9i/] t ( my imm$iate pr$ecessors ?ree _h suff]$ f ^! r[dies 9 ! ev5+ class--"o actually go+ wrong 9 ! m9d ov] ! worry1 ano!r los+ 8 heal? & dy+1 & ! ?ird leav+ 9 disgu/2 & f9ally ,i decl>$ t ,i mu/ ei!r be ma/]1 at :atev] co/1 or leave ! s*ool4 ,f t "t p]fect ord] 0 e/abli%$1 & ! s*ool fl\ri%$ apace4 ,dur+ next week1 _m ( ! wor/ *>act]s return$ to _! class "w 9 ! ev5+2 b !nce=w>d ! behavi\r ( all t[>ds me 0 admirable4 ,! att5dance grew1 till ! s*ool became cr[d$1 bo? dur+ ! day & at night4 ,dur+ ! mid-day h\r ev51 ,i _h a l>ge class ( "y wom5 :o came to improve !mselves 9 writ+ & ari?metic4 ,by-&-by ! cane became a =gott5 implem5t2 ! sorr[ & pa9 :i* ,i %[$ z to badly done lessons1 or any?+ blamewor?y1 prov$ ! f> m effectual p5alty4 ,! ,s*ool ,committee _h promis$ me at lea/ t5 %ill+s p] week1 & gu>ante$ to make up any deficit if ! fees fell %ort ( t sum2 b if ! income f fees exce$$ t sum1 all 0 to be m9e4 ,affairs w5t on prosp]\sly = a season2 inde$1 too mu* s = my selfi% int]e/4 ,! committee1 reg>d+ ! arrangem5t ) me z only tempor>y1 took advantage ( ! l>g] att5dance & bett] repute ( ! s*ool1 to secure ! s]vices ( a ma/] ( ! highe/ grade4 ,! p>5ts ( _m ( ! *ildr51 res5t+ ?is1 (f]$ to take & seat a hall if ,i w\ld rema9 & c>ry on an opposition s*ool2 b1 besides reg>d+ ?is z sc>cely fair to ! committee1 h[ev] unh&somely !y _h treat$ me1 ,i knew too well t ,i _h nei!r education nor exp]i5ce to compete ) an accompli%$ tea*]1 & s decl9$ ! proposal1 ?\gh grateful = _! k9d appreciation4 ,_! *ildr51 h[ev]1 got up a te/imonial & subscription1 9 tok5 ( _! gratitude & e/eem1 :i* 0 pres5t$ to me on ! day be=e ,i left2 & ?is ,i valu$ *iefly because ! pres5tation 0 made by ! "y fell[s :o at fir/ behav$ s badly1 b 7 n[ my w>m fri5ds4 ,once m ,i committ$ my future to ! ,"l ,god ( my fa!r1 assur$ t 9 my v he>t ,i 0 will+ & anxi\s to s]ve ,him & to foll[ ! bless$ ,savi\r1 yet feel+ ke5ly t int5se d>kness _h once aga9 enclos$ my pa?4 ,,*apt] ,,iii4 ,,9 ,,glasg[ ,,city ,,mission4 8,he leade? me40--,a ,degrad$ ,di/rict4--,! ,gospel 9 a ,hay-,l(t4--,new ,mission ,premises4--,at ,"w = ,jesus4--,at ,w> ) ,hell4--,s[+ ,gospel ,se$s4--,publicans on ! ,w> ,pa?4--,m>*$ to ! ,police ,(fice4--,papi/s & ,infidels4--,an ,infidel ,sav$4--,an ,infidel 9 ,despair4--,a ,br& f ! ,burn+4--,a ,sa9tly ,*ild4--,papi/s 9 ,arms4--,eld] & ,/ud5t4 ,be=e und]tak+ ! ,m>yhill s*ool1 ,i _h appli$ to be tak5 on z an ag5t 9 ! ,glasg[ ,city ,mission2 & ! night be=e ,i _h to leave ,m>yhill1 ,i receiv$ a lett] f ,rev4 ,?omas ,caie1 ! sup]9t5d5t ( ! said ,mission1 say+ t ! directors _h kept _! eyes on me ev] s9ce my application1 & reque/+1 z !y und]/ood ,i 0 leav+ ! s*ool1 t ,i w\ld appe> be=e !m ! next morn+1 & h my qualifications = becom+ a ,mission>y exam9$ into4 ,prais+ ,god1 ,i w5t (f at once1 pass$ ! exam9ation successfully1 & 0 appo9t$ to sp5d two h\rs t aft]noon & ! foll[+ ,monday 9 visitation ) two ( ! directors1 call+ at e h\se 9 a l[ di/rict ( ! t[n1 & conv]s+ ) all ! *>act]s enc\nt]$ !re on _! et]nal welf>e4 ,i _h also to prea* a 8trial0 disc\rse 9 a ,mission meet+1 :]e a deputation ( directors w\ld be pres5t1 ! foll[+ ev5+ be+ ,sunday2 & on ,w$nesday ev5+1 !y met aga9 to he> _! reports & to accept or reject me4 ,all ?is _h come ^u me s unexpect$ly1 t ,i almo/ anticipat$ failure2 b look+ up = help ,i w5t ?r\gh ) x1 & on ! fif? day aft] leav+ ! s*ool !y call$ me be=e a meet+ ( directors1 & in=m$ me t ,i _h pass$ my trials mo/ successfully1 & t ! reports 7 s fav\rable t !y _h unanim\sly resolv$ to receive me at once z "o ( _! ,city ,mission>ies4 ,x 0 fur!r expla9$ t "o ( _! numb]1 ,mat!w ,fairley1 ,esq41 an eld] 9 ,dr4 ,sym+ton's congregation1 _h gu>ante$ ! half ( my sal>y = two ye>s1 ! o!r half to be met by ! res\rces ( ! ,mission volunt>ily contribut$1--! :ole sal>y at t "t am\nt+ to #dj p] annum4 ,! di/rict allocat$ to me 0 "o especially ne$ful & try+1 t _h nev] be5 occupi$1 9 & ar\nd ! ,gre5 ,/reet ( ,calton1 & ,i 0 enjo9$ to ent] ^u my duties at once4 ,aft] receiv+ _m good & k9d c\nsels f ^! good & k9d m51 "o ( !m 9 pray] v solemnly d$icat$ me & my "w to ! ,"l2 & sev]al ( !m 7 appo9t$ to introduce me to my di/rict1 tak+ a day ea* by turns1 & to assi/ me 9 mak+ arrangem5ts = ! on-c>ry+ ( ! "w4 ,deeply solemniz$ ) ! responsibilities ( my new (fice1 ,i left t meet+ prais+ ,god = all ,8 undes]v$ m]cies1 & see+ mo/ cle>ly ,8 graci\s h& 9 all ! way by :i* ,he _h l$ me1 & ! trials by :i* ,he _h prep>$ me = ! sph]e ( s]vice4 ,man proposes--,god disposes4 ,mo/ ( ^! directors 7 m5 ( ,god1 adapt$ & qualifi$ = ?is special "w1 & v helpful 9 c\nsel z !y w5t ) me f day to day1 introduc+ me to my di/rict1 & see+ ! "* & position ( ! p dwell+ !re4 ,look+ back ^u ^! ,mission exp]i5ces1 ,i h ev] felt t !y 71 to me & _m o!rs1 a good & pr(itable tra9+ ( /ud5ts = ! (fice ( ! ,m9i/ry1 prep>+ u to deal ) m5 ( e %ade ( ?\ght & ( "*1 & try to lead !m to ! k & s]vice ( ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,i f\nd ! di/rict a v degrad$ "o4 ,_m families said !y _h nev] be5 visit$ by any m9i/]2 & _m 7 laps$ pr(essors ( religion :o _h att5d$ no *ur* = t51 sixte51 or tw5ty ye>s1 & said !y _h nev] be5 call$ ^u by any m9i/]1 nor by any ,*ri/ian visitor4 ,9 x 7 congregat$ _m av[$ infidels1 ,romani/s1 & drunk>ds1--liv+ toge!r1 & associat$ = evil1 b app>5tly )\t any effective c\nt]act+ influ5ce4 ,9 _m ( its closes & c\rts s9 & vice walk$ ab\t op5ly--nak$ & n a%am$4 ,we 7 expect$ to sp5d f\r h\rs daily 9 visit+ f h\se to h\se1 hold+ small pray] meet+s among/ ^? visit$1 call+ !m toge!r also 9 ev5+ meet+s1 & try+ by all means to d :atev] good 0 possible among/ !m4 ,! only place 9 ! :ole di/rict available = a ,sabba? ev5+ ,evangeli/ic ,s]vice 0 a hay-l(t1 "u :i* a c[-fe$] kept a l>ge numb] ( c[s1 & :i* 0 rea*$ by an outside rickety wood5 /air4 ,aft] ne>ly a ye>'s h>d "w1 ,i _h only six or sev5 non-*ur*-go]s1 :o _h be5 l$ to att5d regul>ly !re1 besides ab\t ! same numb] :o met on a week ev5+ 9 ! gr\ndfloor ( a h\se k9dly grant$ = ! purpose by a poor & indu/ri\s b ill-us$ ,iri%woman4 ,%e support$ h] family by keep+ a little %op1 & sell+ coals4 ,h] husb& 0 a p[]ful man--a good work]1 b a h>d dr9k]1 &1 l too _m o!rs addict$ to intemp]ance1 he abus$ & beat h]1 & pawn$ & drank ev]y?+ he c\ld get hold (4 ,%e1 amid _m pray]s & te>s1 bore ev]y?+ pati5tly1 & /rove to br+ up h] only daught] 9 ! fe> ( ,god4 ,we ex]t$1 by ,god's bless+1 a good influ5ce ^u him ?r\gh our meet+s4 ,he became a total ab/a9]1 gave up 8 evil ways1 & att5d$ *ur* regul>ly ) 8 wife4 ,z 8 int]e/ increas$1 he tri$ to br+ o!rs also to ! meet+1 & urg$ !m to become ab/a9]s4 ,8 wife became a c5tre ( help & ( good influ5ce 9 all ! di/rict1 z %e k9dly invit$ all & welcom$ !m to ! meet+ 9 h] h\se1 & my "w grew e day m hopeful4 ,see+1 h[ev]1 t "o ye>'s h>d "w %[$ su* small results1 ! directors propos$ to remove me to ano!r di/rict1 z 9 _! e/imation ! non-*ur*-go]s 9 ,gre5 ,/reet 7 unassailable by ord9>y means4 ,i plead$ = six mon?s' long] trial1 z ,i _h ga9$ ! confid5ce ( _m ( ! poor p !re1 & _h an inv9cible fai? t ! good se$ s[n w\ld soon be> bless$ fruit4 ,to ?is ! directors k9dly agre$4 ,at our next meet+ ,i in=m$ ^? pres5t t1 if we c\ld n draw out m ( ! non-*ur*-go]s to att5d ! s]vices1 ,i %\ld be remov$ to ano!r "p ( ! city4 ,ea* "o !re & !n agre$ to br+ ano!r to our next meet+4 ,bo? our meet+s at once d\bl$ _! att5dance4 ,my int]e/ 9 !m & _! int]e/ 9 me n[ grew apace1 &1 = fe> ,i might be tak5 away f !m1 !y made ano!r ef=t1 & aga9 d\bl$ our att5dance4 ,h5ce=? meet+ & class 7 bo? too l>ge = any h\se t 0 available = u 9 ! :ole ( our di/rict4 ,we in/itut$ a ,bible ,class1 a ,s++ ,class1 a ,communicants' ,class1 & a ,total ,ab/95ce ,society2 &1 9 addition to ! usual meet+s1 we op5$ two pray] meet+s specially = ! ,calton division ( ! ,glasg[ ,police--"o at a suitable h\r = ! m5 on day duty1 & ano!r = ^? on night duty4 ,! m5 got up a ,mutual ,improvem5t ,society & ,s++ ,class also among/ !mselves1 weekly1 on ano!r ev5+4 ,my "w n[ occupi$ e ev5+ 9 ! week2 & ,i _h two meet+s e ,sabba?4 ,by ,god's bless+ !y all prosp]$1 & gave evid5ce ( su* fruits z %[$ t ! ,"l 0 work+ !re = good by our humble in/rum5tality4 ,! k9d c[-fe$] _h to in=m u--& he did x ) mu* g5u9e sorr[--t at a giv5 date he w\ld require ! hay-l(t1 :i* 0 our place ( meet+2 & z no o!r suitable h\se or hall c\ld be got1 ! poor p & ,i fe>$ ! ext9ction ( our "w4 ,on he>+ ?is ! o/l]s & o!r s]vants ( ,m5zies1 ! coa*-hir]1 :o _h ext5sive premises ne> our place ( meet+1 ( _! own accord ask$ & obta9$ lib]ty to cle> out a hay-l(t ( !irs t 0 seldom 9 use1 & resolv$1 at _! own exp5se1 to erect an outside wood5 /air = ! conv5i5ce ( ! p4 ,?is becom+ kn[n1 & be+ mu* talk$ (1 caus$ great joy 9 ! di/rict1 arre/$ g5]al att5tion1 & increas$ ! int]e/ ( our "w4 ,b ,i saw t1 h[ev] g5]\s1 x c\ld be at ! be/ only ano!r tempor>y arrangem5t1 & t ! premises might aga9 at any mom5t be requir$4 ,aft] pray] ,i !re=e laid ! :ole case be=e my good & great-he>t$ fri5d1 ,?omas ,b9nie1 ,esq41 ,montei? ,r[1 & he1 aft] inquir+ into all ! circum/ances1 secur$ a good site = a ,mission ,hall 9 a piece ( unoccupi$ gr\nd ne> our old hay-l(t1 on :i* he propos$ to build suitable premises at 8 own exp5se4 ,at t v "t1 h[ev]1 a commodi\s block ( build+s1 t _h be5 ,*ur*1 ,s*ools1 ,manse1 etc41 came into ! m>ket4 ,mr4 ,b9nie p]suad$ ,dr4 ,sym+ton's congregation1 ,great ,hamilton ,/reet1 9 connection ) :i* my ,mission 0 c>ri$ on1 to pur*ase ! :ole prop]ty = ,mission purposes4 ,its situation at ! foot ( ,gre5 ,/reet gave x a control ( ! :ole di/rict :]e my "w lay2 & s ! ,*ur* 0 giv5 to me 9 :i* to conduct all my meet+s1 :ile ! o!r halls 7 adapt$ z ,s*ools = poor girls & boys1 :]e !y 7 educat$ by a prop] ma/]1 & 7 l>gely suppli$ ) books1 clo?+1 & ev5 food1 by ! ladies ( ! congregation4 ,! pur*as+ & us+ ( ^! build+s = an evangeli/ic & educational ,mission became a bless+--a v conspicu\s bless+--to t di/rict 9 ! ,calton ( ,glasg[2 & ! bless+ /ill p]petuates itself1 n only 9 ! old premises1 n[ us$ = an ,indu/rial ,s*ool1 b /ill m 9 ! beautiful & spaci\s ,mission ,halls1 erect$ imm$iately 9 front ( ! old1 & consecrat$ to ! "w ( ! ,"l 9 t poor & cr[d$ & clamant portion ( ! city4 ,avail+ myself ( ! increas$ facilities1 my "w 0 all re-organiz$4 ,on ,sabba? morn+1 at sev5 o'clock1 ,i _h "o ( ! mo/ deeply int]e/+ & fruitful ( all my ,classes = ! /udy ( ! ,bible4 ,x 0 att5d$ by f sev5ty to a hundr$ ( ! v poore/ "y wom5 & gr[n-up lads ( ! :ole di/rict4 ,!y _h no?+ to put on except _! ord9>y "w-day clo!s1--all )\t bonnets1 "s )\t %oes4 ,beautiful 0 x to m>k h[ ! poore/ began to improve 9 p]sonal appe>ance imm$iately aft] !y came to our class2 h[ !y gradually got %oes & "o bit ( clo?+ aft] ano!r1 to enable !m to att5d our o!r meet+s1 & !n to g to *ur*2 &1 above all1 h[ eag]ly !y s\ght to br+ o!rs ) !m1 tak+ a deep p]sonal int]e/ 9 all ! "w ( ! ,mission4 ,long aft] !y !mselves c\ld appe> 9 excell5t dress1 _m ( !m /ill cont9u$ to att5d 9 _! work+ clo!s1 & to br+ o!r & poor] girls ) !m to t morn+ class1 & !reby help$ to improve & elevate _! companions4 ,my delight 9 t ,bible ,class 0 among ! pure/ joys 9 all my life1 & ! results 7 among/ ! mo/ c]ta9 & preci\s ( all my m9i/ry4 ,yet x 0 n made successful )\t unceas+ pa9s & pray]s4 ,:at w\ld my y\ng] bre?r5 9 ! ,m9i/ry1 or 9 ! ,mission1 ?9k ( />t+ out at six o'clock e ,sunday morn+1 runn+ f /reet to /reet = an h\r1 knock+ at ! doors & r\s+ ! c>eless1 & ?us gett+ toge!r1 & keep+ toge!r1 _! ,bible ,class8 ,?is 0 :at ,i did at fir/2 b1 9 c\rse ( "t1 a b& ( volunt>y visitors belong+ to ! class took *>ge ( all ! irregul>s1 ! indiff]5ts1 & ! new-com]s1 & !reby n only reliev$ & assi/$ me1 b va/ly increas$ _! own p]sonal int]e/1 & became w>mly atta*$ to ea* o!r4 ,i _h also a v l>ge ,bible ,class--a sort ( ,bible-read+--on ,monday night1 att5d$ by all1 ( bo? sexes & ( any age1 :o c>$ to come or _h any int]e/ 9 ! "w4 ,w$nesday ev5+1 aga91 0 devot$ to a ,pray] ,meet+ = all1 & ! att5dance (t5 m ?an half-fill$ ! ,*ur*4 ,!re ,i usually took up "s book ( ,holy ,scripture1 & read & lectur$ "r ?r\gh1 practically exp\nd+ & apply+ x4 ,on ,?ursday ,i held a ,communicants' ,class1 int5d$ = ! m c>eful in/ruction ( all :o wi%$ to become full memb]s ( ! ,*ur*4 ,our con/ant text-book 0 8,patt]son on ! ,%ort] ,cate*ism10 ?an :i* ,i h nev] se5 a bett] comp5dium ( ! doctr9es ( ,holy ,scripture4 ,ea* be+ ?us tra9$ = a season1 receiv$ f me1 if f\nd wor?y1 a lett] to ! m9i/] ( any ,prote/ant ,*ur* :i* he or %e incl9$ to jo94 ,9 ?is way great numb]s became active & useful communicants 9 ! surr\nd+ congregations1 & eight "y lads ( humble circum/ances educat$ !mselves = ! m9i/ry ( ! ,*ur*1--mo/ ( !m gett+ _! fir/ lessons 9 ,lat9 & ,greek f my v poor /ock ( ! same6 ,friday ev5+ 0 occupi$ ) a ,s++ ,class1 tea*+ ,*ur* music1 & practis+ = our ,sabba? meet+s4 ,on ,saturday ev5+ we held our ,total ,ab/95ce meet+1 at :i* ! memb]s !mselves took a pr9cipal "p1 9 read+s1 addresses1 recitations1 s++ hymns1 etc4 ,great good result$ f ?is ,total ,ab/95ce "w4 ,_m adults took & kept ! pl$ge1 !reby greatly increas+ ! com=t & happ9ess ( _! homes4 ,_m 7 l$ to att5d ! *ur* on ! ,"l's ,day1 :o _h =m]ly sp5t x 9 riot+ & dr9k+4 ,b1 above all1 x tra9$ ! "y to fe> ! v "n ( intoxicat+ dr9k1 & to hate & keep f> away f ev]y?+ t l$ to intemp]ance4 ,f obs]vation1 at an e>ly age ,i became conv9c$ t m]e ,temp]ance ,societies 7 a failure1 & t ,total ,ab/95ce1 by ! grace ( ,god1 0 ! only sure prev5tive z well z rem$y4 ,:at 0 temp]ance 9 "o man 0 drunk5ness 9 ano!r2 & all ! drunk>ds came n f ^? :o practis$ total ab/95ce1 b f ^? :o practis$ or tri$ to practise temp]ance4 ,i _h se5 temp]ance m5 dr9k+ w9e 9 ! pres5ce ( o!rs :o drank to excess1 & nev] c\ld see h[ !y felt cle> ( blame2 & ,i _h kn[n m9i/]s & o!rs1 once /rong temp]ance advocates1 fall ?r\gh _! 8mod]ation0 & become drunk>ds4 ,!re=e x has all my life appe>$ to me beyond dispute1 9 ref]5ce to intoxicants ( e k9d1 t ! only rational temp]ance is total ab/95ce f !m z bev]ages1 & ! use ( !m only z drugs1 & !n only ) extreme caution1 z !y are deceptive & delet]i\s poisons ( ! mo/ debas+ & demoraliz+ k9d4 ,i f\nd also1 t :5 ,i tri$ to reclaim a drunk>d1 or caution any "o z to intemp]ate habits1 "o ( ! fir/ que/ions 01-- 8,are y a pl$g$ ,ab/a9] y\rself80 ,by be+ enabl$ to reply decid$ly1 8,yes1 ,i am10 ! m\? ( ! objector 0 clos$2 & t gave me a hundr$-fold m influ5ce ) him ?an if ,i _h _h to confess t ,i 0 only 8temp]ate40 ,= ! good ( o!rs1 & = ! increase ( _! p]sonal influ5ce z ! s]vants ( ,*ri/1 ,i w\ld plead ) e ,m9i/] & ,mission>y1 e (fice-be>] & ,sabba? s*ool tea*]1 e "o :o wi%es to "w = ! ,"l ,jesus 9 ! family1 ! ,*ur*1 & ! _w1 to be a ,total ,ab/a9] f all intoxicat+ dr9ks4 ,i w\ld add my te/imony also aga9/ ! use ( tobacco1 :i* injures & leads _m a/ray1 especially ! v "y1 & :i* nev] c be requir$ by any p]son 9 ord9>y heal?4 ,b ,i w\ld n be und]/ood to reg>d ! evils t fl[ f x z des]v+ to be m5tion$ 9 comp>ison ) ! unutt]able woes & mis]ies ( intemp]ance4 ,to be protect$1 h[ev]1 f suspicion & f evil1 all ! foll[]s ( ,jesus %\ld1 9 self-d5ial 7h[ small67 & consecration to ,8 s]vice1 be pl$g$ ,ab/a9]s f bo? ( ^! selfi% indulg5ces1 :i* are c]ta9ly injuri\s to _m1 :i* are no ornam5t to any "*1 & :i* c be no help 9 well-do+4 ,praise ,god = ! _m :o are n[ s pl$g$6 ,happy day = poor ,humanity1 :5 all ! ,"l's p adopt ?is self-d5y+ ord9ance = ! good ( ! race6 ,n boa/fully1 b gratefully1 let me record t my ,classes & ,meet+s 7 n[ att5d$ by su* numb]s t !y 7 among/ ! l>ge/ & mo/ successful t ! ,city ,mission _h ev] kn[n2 & by ,god's bless+ ,i 0 enabl$ to develop !m into a regul>1 w>mly atta*$1 & intellig5t ,congregation4 ,my "w1 h[ev] exact+1 0 full ( joy to me4 ,f five to six hundr$ p 7 9 usual weekly att5dance2 consi/+ exclusively ( poor work+ p]sons1 & l>gely ( ! humbl] class ( mill-work]s4 ,s soon z _! circum/ances improv$1 !y 7 con/antly remov+ to m respectable & heal?y localities1 & got to be scatt]$ ov] all ! city4 ,b :]ev] !y w5t1 ,i visit$ !m regul>ly to prev5t _! fall+ away1 & held by !m till ,i got !m int]e/$ 9 "s ,*ur* ne> :]e !y _h gone to live4 ,on my return1 _m ye>s aft]1 f ! ,=eign ,mission field1 !re 0 sc>cely a congregation 9 any "p ( ! city :]e "s "o did n w>mly salute me ) ! cry1 8,don't y rememb] me80 ,& !n1 aft] greet+s1 came ! well-rememb]$ "n ( "o or o!r memb] ( my old ,bible ,class4 ,su* toils left me b small "t = private /udies4 ,! ,city ,mission>y 0 requir$ to sp5d f\r h\rs daily 9 8 "w2 b (t5 _h ,i to sp5d d\ble t "t1 day aft] day1 9 ord] to ov]take :at 0 laid ^u me4 ,ab\t eight or t5 ( my mo/ devot$ "y m51 & d\ble t numb] ( "y wom51 :om ,i _h tra9$ to become visitors & tract di/ributors1 greatly /r5g!n$ my h&s4 ,ea* ( ! "y m5 by himself1 & ! "y wom5 two by two1 _h *>ge ( a portion ( a /reet1 :i* 0 visit$ by !m regul>ly twice e mon?4 ,at a mon?ly meet+ ( all our ,work]s1 reports 7 giv5 91 *anges 7 not$1 & all matt]s br\ght "u notice 7 att5d$ to4 ,besides1 if any note or message 7 left at my lodg+1 or any case ( sickness or want report$1 x 0 look$ aft] by me )\t delay4 ,sev]al ,*ri/ian g5tlem51 mill-own]s & o!r employ]s 9 ! ,calton1 ,mile-end1 & ,bridgeton ( ,glasg[1 7 s int]e/$ 9 my "w t !y k9dly (f]$ to give employm5t to e des]v+ p]son recomm5d$ by me1 & t reliev$ mu* di/ress & greatly increas$ my influ5ce = good4 ,almo/ ! only enemies ,i _h 7 ! keep]s ( ,public-,h\ses1 ^: trade _h be5 injur$ by my ,total ,ab/95ce ,society4 ,besides ! ,saturday night meet+s all ! ye> r\nd1 we held1 9 summ] ev5+s & on ,saturday aft]noons1 ,evangeli/ic & ,total ,ab/95ce s]vices 9 ! op5 air4 ,we met 9 ,?omson's ,lane1 a %ort1 broad /reet1 n op5 = ! traffic ( conveyances1 & admirably situat$ = our purposes4 ,our pulpit 0 =m$ by ! top ( an outside /air1 lead+ to ! second flat ( a h\se 9 ! middle ( ! lane4 ,prom95t ,*ri/ian work]s took "p ) u 9 deliv]+ addresses2 an intimation ?r\gh my classes usually secur$ good audi5ces2 & ! he>ty s++ ( hymns by my ,mission ,*oir gave ze/ & joy to ! :ole proce$+s4 ,( o!r s-call$ 8attractions0 we _h none1 & ne$$ none1 save ! s9c]e proclamation ( ! ,good ,tid+s f ,god to m56 ,on "o occasion1 x becom+ kn[n t we _h arrang$ = a special ,saturday aft]noon demon/ration1 a deputation ( ,publicans compla9$ be=eh& to ! ,capta9 ( ! ,police t our meet+s 7 int]f]+ ) _! legitimate trade4 ,he he>d _! compla9ts & promis$ to s5d (fic]s to wat* ! meet+1 prev5t any di/urbance1 & take 9 *>ge all (f5d]s1 b decl9$ to prohibit ! meet+s till he receiv$ _! reports4 ,! ,capta91 a pi\s ,wesleyan1 :o 0 9 full sympa?y ) u & our "w1 in=m$ me ( ! compla9ts made & intimat$ t 8 m5 w\ld be pres5t1 b ,i 0 j to conduct ! meet+ z usual1 & he w\ld gu>antee t /rict ju/ice w\ld be done4 ,! ,publicans1 hav+ ann\nc$ among/ _! sympa?is]s t ! ,police 7 to break up & prev5t our meet+ & take ! conductors 9 *>ge1 a v l>ge cr[d assembl$1 bo? fri5dly & unfri5dly1 = ! ,publicans & _! hang]s-on 7 !re 8to see ! fun10 & to help 9 bait+ ! ,mission>y4 ,punctually1 ,i asc5d$ ! /one /air1 accompani$ by ano!r ,mission>y :o 0 also to deliv] an address1 & ann\nc$ our op5+ hymn4 ,z we sang1 a company ( ,police appe>$1 & 7 quietly locat$ "h & !re among ! cr[d1 ! s]jeant himself tak+ 8 po/ close by ! plat=m1 :5ce ! :ole assembly c\ld be scann$4 ,our enemies 7 jubilant1 & signals 7 pass$ betwixt !m & _! fri5ds1 z if ! "t _h come to provoke a r[4 ,be=e ! hymn 0 f9i%$1 ,capta9 ,bak] himself1 to ! inf9ite surprise ( fri5d & foe alike1 jo9$ u on ! plat=m1 dev\tly li/5$ to all t 0 said1 & wait$ till ! close4 ,! ,publicans c\ld n = v %ame leave1 :ile he 0 !re at _! sugge/ion & reque/1 ?\gh !y _h wit en\gh to p]ceive t 8 pres5ce _h fru/rat$ all _! s9i/] plans4 ,!y _h to he> our addresses & pray]s & hymns2 !y _h to li/5 to ! intimation ( our future meet+s4 ,:5 all _h quietly disp]s$1 ! ,capta9 w>mly congratulat$ u on our l>ge & well-conduct$ congregation1 & hop$ t great good w\ld result f our ef=ts4 ,?is opposition1 also1 ! ,"l ov]rul$ to increase our influ5ce1 & to give po9t & publicity to our assaults ^u ! k+dom ( ,satan4 ,?\gh disappo9t$ ?us1 "s ( ! ,publicans resolv$ to h rev5ge4 ,on ! foll[+ ,saturday ev5+1 :5 a l>ge meet+ 0 be+ address$ 9 our ,gre5 ,/reet ,*ur*1 :i* _h to be ent]$ by a great iron gateway1 a _s m]*ant ran 8 van 9 front ( ! gate1 s t ! p c\ld n leave ! ,*ur* )\t its removal4 ,he>+ ?is1 ,i s5t two ( my "y m5 to draw x aside & cle> ! way4 ,! ,publican1 wat*+ ne> by 9 league ) two policem51 p\nc$ ^u ! "y m5 :5ev] !y seiz$ ! %afts1 & gave !m 9 *>ge = remov+ 8 prop]ty4 ,on he>+ t ! "y m5 7 be+ m>*$ to ! ,police ,(fice1 ,i ran aft] !m & ask$ :at 0 _! (f5ce8 ,!y repli$ t !y 7 prison]s = injur+ ! _s m]*ant's prop]ty2 & ! (fic]s t>tly in=m$ me t if ,i fur!r int]f]$ ,i w\ld be tak5 too4 ,i repli$1 t z ! "y m5 only did :at 0 necess>y1 & at my reque/1 ,i w\ld g ) !m to ! ,(fice4 ,! cry n[ w5t ?r\gh ! /reet1 t ! ,publicans 7 s5d+ ! ,mission>y & 8 "y m5 to ! ,police ,(fice1 & a huge mob ru%$ toge!r to rescue u2 b ,i e>ne/ly entreat$ !m n to raise di/urbance1 b all[ u quietly to pass on4 ,at ! ,(fice1 x appe>$ z if ! lieut5ant on duty & ! m5 "u him 7 all 9 sympa?y ) ! ,publicans4 ,he took d[n 9 writ+ all _! allegations1 b w\ld n li/5 to u4 ,at ?is /age a h&somely dress$ & dignifi$ g5tleman came =w>d & said1-- 8,:at bail is requir$80 ,a few %>p words pass$2 ano!r1 & app>5tly high]1 (fic] ent]$1 & took "p 9 ! colloquy4 ,i c\ld only he> ! g5tleman prote/1 9 au?oritative tones1 ! policem5 hav+ be5 quietly ask$ "s que/ions1-- 8,i "k ?is :ole case1 ,i w expose x to ! bottom2 expect me "h to /& by ! ,mission>y & ^! "y m5 on ,monday morn+40 ,be=e ,i c\ld collect my wits to ?ank him1 & be=e ,i q und]/ood :at 0 go+ on1 he _h disappe>$2 & ! sup]ior (fic] turn$ to u & intimat$ 9 a v respectful mann] t ! *>ge _h be5 )drawn1 & t ,i & my fri5ds 7 at lib]ty4 ,i nev] f\nd out exactly :o ! g5tleman 0 t befri5d$ u2 b f ! mann] 9 :i* he ass]t$ himself & 0 li/5$ to1 ,i saw t he 0 well kn[n 9 (ficial qu>t]s4 ,f t day our "w progress$ )\t fur!r op5 opposition1 & _m :o _h be5 slaves ( intemp]ance 7 n only re=m$1 b became f]v5t work]s 9 ! ,total ,ab/95ce cause4 ,?\gh intemp]ance 0 ! ma9 cause ( pov]ty1 suff]+1 mis]y1 & vice 9 t di/rict ( ,glasg[1 ,i _h also consid]able opposition f ,romani/s & ,infidels1 _m ( :om met 9 clubs1 :]e !y drank toge!r & glori$ 9 _! wick$ness & 9 lead+ o!r "y m5 a/ray4 ,aga9/ ^! ,i prep>$ & deliv]$ lectures1 at ! close ( :i* discussion 0 all[$2 b ,i fe> !y did little good4 ,^! m5 embrac$ ! opportunity ( air+ _! absurdities1 or s[+ ! se$s ( corruption 9 ^? :om o!rwise !y c\ld nev] h rea*$1 :ile _! own he>ts & m9ds 7 fa/ %ut aga9/ all conviction or light4 ,"o infidel ,lectur] 9 ! di/rict became v ill4 ,8 wife call$ me 9 to visit him4 ,i f\nd him possess$ ( a circulat+ libr>y ( infidel books1 by :i* he s\ght to p]v]t unw>y m9ds4 ,?\gh he _h talk$ & lectur$ mu* aga9/ ! ,gospel1 he did n at all really und]/& its message4 ,he _h read ! ,bible1 b only to f9d food !re = ridicule4 ,n[ suppos$ to be dy+1 he confess$ t 8 m9d 0 full ( t]ror z to ! ,future4 ,aft] sev]al visits & frequ5t conv]sations & pray]s1 he became g5u9ely & deeply int]e/$1 drank 9 ,god's message ( salvation1 & cri$ al\d ) _m te>s = p>don & peace4 ,he bitt]ly lam5t$ ! evil he _h done1 & call$ 9 all ! infidel lit]ature t he _h 9 circulation1 ) ! purpose ( de/roy+ x4 ,he began to speak solemnly to any ( 8 old companions t came to see him1 tell+ !m :at he _h f\nd 9 ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,at 8 reque/ ,i b\ght & br\ght to him a ,bible1 :i* he receiv$ ) great joy1 say+1 8,?is is ! book = me n[20 & add+1 8,s9ce y 7 "h la/1 ,i ga!r$ toge!r all my infidel books2 my wife lock$ ! door1 till %e & my daught] tore !m to pieces1 & ,i /ruck ! light t r$uc$ ! pile to a%es40 ,z long z he liv$1 ?is man 0 unwe>i$ & unfl9*+ 9 te/ify+1 to all t cross$ 8 pa?1 h[ mu* ,jesus ,*ri/ _h be5 to 8 he>t & s\l2 & he di$ 9 ! possession ( a full & bless$ hope4 ,ano!r ,infidel1 ^: wife 0 a ,roman ,ca?olic1 also became unwell1 & gradually sank "u great suff]+ & agony4 ,8 blasphemies aga9/ ,god 7 kn[n & %udd]$ at by all ! neighb\rs4 ,8 wife pl$ ) me to visit him4 ,%e refus$1 at my sugge/ion1 to call h] own prie/1 s ,i accompani$ h] at la/4 ,! man refus$ to he> "o ^w ab\t spiritual ?+s1 & foam$ ) rage4 ,he ev5 spat at me1 :5 ,i m5tion$ ! "n ( ,jesus4 8,! natural man receive? n ! ?+s ( ! ,_s ( ,god2 = !y are fooli%ness unto him60 ,!re is a wisdom :i* is at be/ e>?ly1 & at wor/ 8s5sual & devili%40 ,8 wife ask$ me to take c>e ( ! little money !y _h1 z %e w\ld n entru/ x to h] own prie/4 ,i visit$ ! poor man daily1 b 8 enmity to ,god & 8 suff]+s toge!r seem$ to drive him mad4 ,8 yells ga!r$ cr[ds on ! /reets4 ,he tore to pieces 8 v b$-clo!s1 till !y _h to b9d him on ! iron b$ :]e he lay1 foam+ & blasphem+4 ,t[>ds ! end ,i pl$ ) him ev5 !n to look to ! ,"l ,jesus1 & ask$ if ,i might pray ) him8 ,) all 8 rema9+ /r5g?1 he %\t$ at me1-- 8,pray = me to ! devil60 ,rem9d+ him h[ he _h always d5i$ t !re 0 any devil1 ,i sugge/$ t he mu/ surely believe 9 "o n[1 else he w\ld sc>cely make su* a reque/1 ev5 9 mock]y4 ,9 great rage he cri$1-- 8,yes1 ,i believe !re is a devil1 & a ,god1 & a j ,god1 too2 b ,i h hat$ ,him 9 life1 & ,i hate ,him 9 dea?60 ,) ^! awful words1 he wriggl$ into ,et]nity2 b 8 %ock+ dea? produc$ a v s]i\s impression = good1 especially among/ "y m51 9 ! di/rict :]e 8 "* 0 kn[n4 ,h[ diff]5t 0 ! case ( t ,doctor :o also _h be5 an unbeliev] z well z a drunk>d6 ,highly educat$1 skilful1 & gift$ above mo/ 9 8 pr(ession1 he 0 tak5 into consultation = specially dang]\s cases1 :5ev] !y c\ld f9d him tol]ably sob]4 ,aft] "o ( 8 excessive 8b\ts10 he _h a dreadful attack ( delirium trem5s4 ,at "o "t1 wife & wat*]s _h a fi]ce /ruggle to da% f 8 lips a draught ( prussic acid2 at ano!r1 !y detect$ ! silv]-haft$ lancet conceal$ 9 ! b& ( 8 %irt1 z he lay d[n1 to ble$ himself to dea?4 ,8 aunt came & pl$ ) me to visit him4 ,my he>t bl$ = 8 poor "y wife & two beautiful little *ildr54 ,visit+ him twice daily1 & sometimes ev5 m frequ5tly1 ,i f\nd ! way someh[ into 8 he>t1 & he w\ld d almo/ any?+ = me & long$ = my visits4 ,:5 aga9 ! fit ( self-de/ruction seiz$ him1 !y s5t = me2 he held out 8 h& eag]ly1 & grasp+ m9e1 said1-- 8,put all ^! p out ( ! room1 rema9 y ) me2 ,i w be quiet1 ,i w d ev]y?+ y ask60 ,i got !m all to leave1 b :isp]$ to "o 9 pass+ to 8keep ne> ! door40 ,alone ,i sat beside him1 my h& 9 81 & kept up a quiet conv]sation = sev]al h\rs4 ,aft] we _h talk$ ( ev]y?+ t ,i c\ld ?9k (1 & x 0 n[ f> into ! morn+1 ,i said1-- 8,if y _h a ,bible "h1 we might read a *apt]1 v]se ab\t40 ,he said dreamily1 8,!re 0 once a ,bible above yon press2 if y c get up to x1 y might f9d x !re yet40 ,gett+ x1 du/+ x1 & lay+ x on a small table :i* ,i drew ne> to ! s(a on :i* we sat1 we read !re & !n a *apt] toge!r4 ,aft] ?is1 ,i said1 8,n[1 %all we pray80 ,he repli$ he>tily1 8,yes40 ,i hav+ remov$ ! little table1 we kneel$ d[n toge!r at ! s(a2 & aft] a solemn pause1 ,i :isp]$1 8,y pray fir/40 ,he repli$1 8,i curse1 ,i _c pray2 w\ld y h me curse ,god to ,8 face80 ,i answ]$1 8,y promis$ to d all t ,i ask$2 y mu/ pray1 or try to pray1 & let me he> t y _c40 ,he said1 8,i _c curse ,god on my knees2 let me /&1 & ,i w curse ,him2 ,i _c pray40 ,i g5tly held him on 8 knees1 say+1 8,j try to pray1 & let me he> y _c40 ,in/antly he cri$ out1 8,o ,"l1 ,?\ kn[e/ ,i _c pray10 & 0 go+ to say some?+ dreadful z he /rove to rise up4 ,b ,i j took ! words he _h utt]$ z if !y _h be5 my own1 & cont9u$ ! pray]1 plead+ = him & 8 de> ones z we knelt !re toge!r1 till he %[$ t he 0 completely subdu$ & ly+ l[ at ! feet ( ,god4 ,on ris+ f our knees he 0 manife/ly greatly impress$1 & ,i said1-- 8,n[1 z ,i mu/ be at ,college by daybreak & mu/ return to my lodg+ = my books & an h\r's re/1 w y d "o ?+ m = me be=e ,i g80 8,yes10 0 8 reply4 8,!n10 said ,i1 8x is long s9ce y _h a refre%+ sleep2 n[1 w y lie d[n1 & ,i w sit by y till y fall asleep80 ,he lay d[n1 & 0 soon fa/ asleep4 ,aft] comm5d+ him to ! c>e & bless+ ( ! ,"l1 ,i quietly slipp$ out1 & 8 wife return$ to wat* by 8 side4 ,:5 ,i came back lat] 9 ! day1 aft] my classes 7 ov]1 he1 on he>+ my foot & voice1 came runn+ to meet me1 & clasp+ me 9 8 arms1 cri$1-- 8,?ank ,god1 ,i c pray n[6 ,i rose ?is morn+ refre%$ f sleep1 & pray$ ) my wife & *ildr5 = ! fir/ "t 9 my life2 & n[ ,i %all d s e day1 & s]ve ,god :ile ,i live1 :o ha? dealt 9 s great m]cy ) me60 ,aft] delightful conv]sation1 he promis$ to g ) me to ,dr4 ,sym+ton's *ur* on ,sabba? ,day2 !re he took sitt+s beside me2 at next half-ye>ly communion he & 8 wife 7 receiv$ into memb]%ip1 & _! *ildr5 7 baptiz$2 & f t day till 8 dea? he l$ a devot$ & mo/ useful ,*ri/ian life4 ,h5ce=?1 z a m$ical man he delight$ to att5d all poor & de/itute cases :i* we br\ght "u 8 c>e2 he m9i/]$ to !m = ,jesus' sake1 & spoke to !m ( _! bless$ ,savi\r4 ,:5 he came across cases t 7 hopeless1 he s5t = me to visit !m too1 be+ z anxi\s = _! s\ls z = _! bodies4 ,he di$1 ye>s aft] ?is1 ( consumption1 p>tly at lea/ ! fruit ( e>ly excesses2 b he 0 s]5ely prep>$ = dea?1 & happy 9 ! assur$ hope ( et]nal bless$ness ) ,*ri/4 ,he sleeps 9 ,jesus2 & ,i d believe t ,i %all meet him 9 ,glory z a trophy ( r$eem+ grace & love6 ,9 my ,mission di/rict1 ,i 0 ! witness ( _m joyful dep>tures to be ) ,jesus1--,i d n l to "n !m 8dea?s0 at all4 ,ev5 n[1 at ! di/ance ( ne>ly =ty ye>s1 _m in/ances1 especially among/ ! "y m5 & wom5 :o att5d$ my classes1 rise up be=e my m9d4 ,!y left u1 rejoic+ 9 ! bright assurance t no?+ pres5t or to come 8c\ld ev] sep>ate !m or u f ! love ( ,god :i* is 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus our ,"l40 ,sev]al ( !m1 by _! conv]sation ev5 on _! dea?b$1 7 kn[n to h done mu* good4 ,_m examples might be giv52 b ,i c f9d room = only "o4 ,john ,sim1 a de> little boy1 0 c>ri$ away by consumption4 ,8 *ildi% he>t seem$ to be fill$ ) joy ab\t see+ ,jesus4 ,8 simple prattle1 m+l$ ) deep que/ion+s1 arre/$ n only 8 "y companions1 b pi]c$ ! he>ts ( "s c>eless s9n]s :o he>d him1 & greatly refre%$ ! fai? ( ,god's de> p4 ,x 0 ! v pa?os ( song inc>nat$ to he> ! weak quav] ( 8 dy+ voice s+ out1-- 8,i lay my s9s on ,jesus1 ,! spotless ,lamb ( ,god40 ,%ortly be=e 8 decease he said to 8 p>5ts1 8,i am go+ soon to be ) ,jesus2 b ,i sometimes fe> t ,i may n see y !re40 8,:y s1 my *ild80 said 8 weep+ "m4 8,because10 he answ]$1 8if y 7 set ^u go+ to heav5 & see+ ,jesus !re1 y w\ld pray ab\t x1 & s+ ab\t x2 y w\ld talk ab\t ,jesus to o!rs1 & tell !m ( t happy meet+ ) ,him 9 ,glory4 ,all ?is my de> ,sabba? s*ool tea*] taught me1 & %e w meet me !re4 ,n[ :y did n y1 my fa!r & "m1 tell me all ^! ?+s ab\t ,jesus1 if y are go+ to meet ,him too80 ,_! te>s fell fa/ ov] _! dy+ *ild2 & he little knew1 9 8 un?9k+ eigh? ye>1 :at a message f ,god _h pi]c$ _! s\ls ?r\gh 8 innoc5t words4 ,"o day an aunt f ! c\ntry visit$ 8 "m1 & _! talk _h run 9 *annels = :i* ! *ild no long] felt any int]e/4 ,on my sitt+ d[n beside him1 he said1-- 8,sit y d[n & talk ) me ab\t ,jesus2 ,i am tir$ he>+ s mu* talk ab\t ev]y?+ else b ,jesus2 ,i am go+ soon to be ) ,him4 ,oh1 d tell me ev]y?+ y "k or h ev] he>d ab\t ,jesus1 ! spotless ,lamb ( ,god60 ,at la/ ! *ild lit]ally long$ to be away1 n = re/1 or fre$om f pa9--= ( t he _h v little--b1 z he himself always put x1 8to see ,jesus40 ,&1 aft] all1 t 0 ! wisdom ( ! he>t1 h[ev] he le>n$ x4 ,et]nal life1 "h or h]eaft]1 is j ! vision ( ,jesus4 ,among/ _m ( ! ,roman ,ca?olics 9 my ,mission di/rict1 also1 ,i 0 v k9dly receiv$1 & all[$ ev5 to read ! ,scriptures & to pray4 ,at l5g?1 h[ev]1 a "y woman :o pr(ess$ to be conv]t$ by my classes & meet+s br\ght ?+s to a crisis betwixt !m & me4 ,%e _h r5\nc$ h] =m] fai?1 0 liv+ 9 a ,prote/ant family1 & look$ to me z h] pa/or & tea*]4 ,"o night1 a clos$ c>riage1 ) two m5 & wom51 0 s5t f a ,nunn]y 9 ,clyde ,/reet1 to take h] & h] little si/] ) !m4 ,%e refus$1 & decl9$ all au?ority on _! "p1 decl>+ t %e 0 n[ a ,prote/ant by h] own free *oice4 ,dur+ ?is alt]cation1 a message _h be5 s5t = me4 ,on arriv+1 ,i f\nd ! h\se fill$ ) a noisy cr[d4 ,be=e !m all1 %e appeal$ to me = protection f ^! h] enemies4 ,! ,romani/s1 becom+ enrag$1 jo/l$ me into a corn] ( ! room1 & !re enclos$ me4 ,! two wom5 pull$ h] out ( b$ by =ce1 = ! girl _h be5 sick1 & began to dress h]1 b %e fa9t$ among _! h&s4 ,i call$ out1-- 8,d n murd] ! poor girl6 ,get h] wat]1 quick1 quick60 & leav+ my hat on ! table1 ,i ru%$ ?r\gh among/ !m1 z if 9 se>* ( wat]1 & !y let me pass4 ,kn[+ t ! h\se _h only "o door1 ,i quickly slipp$ ! key f )91 %ut & lock$ ! door outside1 & ) ! key 9 my h& ran to ! ,police ,(fice4 ,hav+ secur$ two con/ables to protect ! girl & take ! w\ld-be captors into cu/ody1 ,i return$1 op5$ ! door1 & f\nd1 alas6 t ^! con/ables 7 !mselves ,roman ,ca?olics1 & at once set ab\t fru/rat+ me & assi/+ _! own fri5ds4 ,! poor sick girl 0 support$ by ! arms into ! c>riage2 ! policem5 cle>$ ! way ?r\gh ! cr[d2 & be=e ,i c\ld =ce my way ?r\gh ! ob/ructives 9 ! h\se1 ! conveyance 0 already />t+4 ,i appeal$ & %\t$ to ! cr[ds to protect ! girl1 & seize & take ! :ole p>ty to ! ,police ,(fice4 ,a g5tleman 9 ! cr[d took my "p1 & said to a big ,highl& policeman 9 ! /reet1-- 8,mac1 ,i commit t conveyance & p>ty to y on a crim9al *>ge1 be=e witnesses2 y w suff]1 if !y escape40 ,! driv] la%+ at 8 horse to get away1 ,mac drew 8 baton & /ruck1 :5 ! driv] leapt d[n to ! /reet on ! opposite side1 & ?rew ! re9s 9 ! policeman's face4 ,!reupon our /alw>t fri5d at once m\nt$ ! box1 & drove /raight = ! ,police ,(fice4 ,on arriv+ !re1 we discov]$ t only ! wom5 7 inside ) ! sick girl--! m5 hav+ escap$ 9 ! scuffle & ! cru%4 ,:at prov$ m disappo9t+ 0 t ! lieut5ant on duty happ5$ to be a ,papi/1 :o1 aft] he>+ our /atem5t & conf]r+ ) ! p>ties 9 ! conveyance1 return$1 & said1-- 8,h] fri5ds are tak+ h] to a com=table home2 y h no "r to int]f]e1 & ,i h let !m g40 ,he fur!r refus$ to he> ! gr\nds ( our compla9t1 & ord]$ ! police to cle> ! ,(fice4 ,next morn+1 a false & fooli% acc\nt ( ! :ole affair appe>$ 9 ! ,newspap]s1 condemnatory ( ! ,mission & ( myself2 a meet+ ( ! directors 0 summon$1 & ! ,sup]9t5d5t came to my lodg+ to take me be=e !m4 ,hav+ he>d all1 & que/ion$ & cross-que/ion$ me1 !y resolv$ to prosecute ! abductors ( ! girl4 ,! ,nunn]y au?orities confess$ t ! little si/] 0 ) !m1 b d5i$ t %e _h be5 tak5 9 !re1 or t !y knew any?+ ( h] case4 ,?\gh ! girl 0 s\ght = c>efully by ! ,police1 & by all ! memb]s ( my class1 = ne>ly a =tnight1 no trace ( h] or ( ! coa*man or ( any ( ! p>ties c\ld be discov]$2 till "o day f a cell>1 ?r\gh a grat$ w9d[1 %e call$ to "o ( my class girls pass+ by1 & begg$ h] to run & let me "k t %e 0 conf9$ !re4 ,at once1 ! directors ( ! ,city ,mission 7 in=m$ by me1 & ,police 7 s5t to rescue h]2 b on exam9+ t h\se !y f\nd t %e _h be5 aga9 remov$4 ,! occupi]s d5i$ all k ( :]e %e _h gone1 or :o _h tak5 h] away f _! lodg+4 ,all o!r ef=ts fail$ to f9d h]1 till %e 0 left at ! ,poor ,h\se door1 f> gone 9 dropsy1 & soon aft] di$ 9 t la/ refuge ( ! de/itute & =sak54 ,anonym\s lett]s 7 n[ s5t1 ?reat5+ my life2 & ,i 0 publicly curs$ f ! alt> by ! prie/s 9 ,ab]cromby ,/reet ,*apel4 ,! directors ( ! ,mission1 fe>+ viol5ce1 advis$ me to leave ,glasg[ = a %ort holiday1 & ev5 (f]$ to arrange = my be+ tak5 = "w 9 ,ed9burgh = a ye>1 t ! fanatical passions ( ! ,iri% ,papi/s might h "t to subside4 ,b ,i refus$ to leave my "w4 ,i w5t on conduct+ x all z 9 ! pa/4 ,! wor/ ?+ t happ5$ 01 t on ru%+ "o day pa/ a r[ ( h\ses occupi$ exclusively by ,papi/s1 a /one ?r[n f "o ( !m cut me sev]ely above ! eye1 & ,i fell /unn$ & ble$+4 ,:5 ,i recov]$ & scrambl$ to my feet1 no p]son ( c\rse t c\ld be suspect$ 0 to be se56 ,! doctor hav+ dress$ ! w\nd1 x rapidly heal$1 & aft] a %ort conf9em5t ,i resum$ my "w & my /udies )\t any fur!r s]i\s annoyance4 ,attempts 7 made m ?an once1 9 ^! ,papi/ closes1 & ,i believe by ! ,papi/s !mselves1 to p\r pails ( boil+ wat] on my head1 ov] w9d[s & d[n d>k /airs1 b 9 e case ,i m>vell\sly escap$2 & z ,i w\ld n turn c[>d1 _! malice tir$ itself out1 & !y ultimately left me entirely at peace4 ,is n ?is a feature ( ! l[] ,iri%1 & especially ,popi% population8 ,let !m see t bully+ makes y afraid1 & !y w brutally & cruelly misuse y2 b defy !m fe>lessly1 or take !m by ! nose1 & !y w cr\* l :elps b5ea? y\r feet4 ,is !re any?+ 9 _! ,religion t acc\nts = ?is8 ,is x n a sy/em ( alt]nat+ tyranny on ! "o "p1 & t]ror1 abject t]ror1 on ! o!r8 ,ab\t ?is same "t !re 0 an election ( eld]s = ,dr4 ,sym+ton's congregation1 & ,i 0 by an almo/ unanim\s vote *os5 = t (fice4 ,= ye>s n[ ,i _h be5 atta*$ to !m z ,city ,mission>y = _! di/rict1 & _m fri5ds urg$ me to accept ! eld]%ip1 z likely to increase my usefulness1 & give me v>i$ exp]i5ce = my future "w4 ,my de> fa!r1 also1 himself an eld] 9 ! congregation at ,dumfries1 advis$ me simil>ly2 & ?\gh v "y1 comp>atively1 = su* a po/1 ,i did accept ! (fice1 & cont9u$ to act z an eld] & memb] ( ,dr4 ,sym+ton's kirk session1 till by-&-by ,i 0 orda9$ z a ,mission>y to ! ,new ,hebrides1 :]e ! great lot ( my life _h be5 ca/ by ! ,"l1 z yet unkn[n to me4 ,all ?r\gh my ,city ,mission p]iod1 ,i 0 pa9fully c>ry+ on my /udies1 fir/ at ! ,univ]sity ( ,glasg[1 & !reaft] at ! ,re=m$ ,presbyt]ian ,div9ity ,hall2 & also m$ical classes at ! ,&]sonian ,college4 ,) ! exception ( "o session1 :5 failure ( heal? broke me d[n1 ,i /ruggl$ pati5tly on ?r\gh t5 ye>s4 ,! "w 0 h>d & mo/ exact+2 & if ,i nev] atta9$ ! s*ol>%ip = :i* ,i ?ir/$--be+ b poorly gr\nd$ 9 my y\ng] days--,i yet _h mu* ( ! bless$ ,ma/]'s pres5ce 9 all my ef=ts1 :i* _m bett] s*ol>s sorely lack$2 & ,i 0 su/a9$ by ! l(ty aim :i* burn$ all ^! ye>s bright )9 my s\l1 namely1--to be qualifi$ z a prea*] ( ! ,gospel ( ,*ri/1 to be own$ & us$ by ,him = ! salvation ( p]i%+ m54 ,,*apt] ,,iv4 ,,=eign ,,mission ,,claims4 ,! ,wail ( ! ,hea!n4--,a ,mission>y ,want$4--,two ,s\ls on ! ,alt>4--,lions 9 ! ,pa?4--,! ,old ,folks at ,home4--,successors 9 ,gre5 ,/reet ,mission4--,old ,gre5 ,/reet ,h&s4--,a ,fa!r 9 ,god4 ,happy 9 my "w z ,i felt1 & successful by ! bless+ ( ,god1 yet ,i cont9ually he>d1 & *iefly dur+ my la/ ye>s 9 ! ,div9ity ,hall1 ! wail ( ! p]i%+ ,hea!n 9 ! ,s\? ,seas2 & ,i saw t few 7 c>+ = !m1 :ile ,i well knew t _m w\ld be ready to take up my "w 9 ,calton1 & c>ry x =w>d p]haps ) m effici5cy ?an myself4 ,)\t reveal+ ! /ate ( my m9d to any p]son1 ?is 0 ! supreme subject ( my daily m$itation & pray]2 & ?is also l$ me to ent] ^u ^? m$ical /udies1 9 :i* ,i purpos$ tak+ ! full c\rse2 b at ! close ( my ?ird ye>1 an incid5t occurr$1 :i* l$ me at once to (f] myself = ! ,=eign ,mission field4 ,! ,re=m$ ,presbyt]ian ,*ur* ( ,scotl&1 9 :i* ,i _h be5 br\ght up1 _h be5 adv]tis+ = ano!r ,mission>y to jo9 ! ,rev4 ,john ,+lis 9 8 gr& "w 9 ! ,new ,hebrides4 ,dr4 ,bates1 ! excell5t conv5] ( ! ,hea!n ,missions ,committee1 0 deeply griev$1 because = two ye>s _! appeal _h fail$4 ,at l5g?1 ! ,synod1 aft] mu* pray] & consultation1 felt ! claims ( ! ,hea!n s urg5tly press$ ^u !m by ! ,"l's repeat$ calls1 t !y resolv$ to ca/ lots1 to discov] :e!r ,god w\ld ?us select any ,m9i/] to be reliev$ f 8 home-*>ge1 & designat$ z a ,mission>y to ! ,s\? ,seas4 ,ea* memb] ( ,synod1 z ,i 0 in=m$1 agre$ to h& 91 aft] solemn appeal to ,god1 ! names ( ! ?ree be/ qualifi$ 9 8 e/eem = su* a "w1 & he :o _h ! cle> majority 0 to be loos$ f 8 congregation1 & to proce$ to ! ,mission field--or ! fir/ & second highe/1 if two c\ld be secur$4 ,he>+ ?is debate1 & feel+ an int5se int]e/ 9 ^! mo/ unusual proce$+s1 ,i rememb] yet ! hu%$ solemnity ( ! pray] be=e ! names 7 h&$ 94 ,i rememb] ! /ra9$ sil5ce t held ! ,assembly :ile ! scrut9iz]s retir$ to exam9e ! pap]s2 & ,i rememb] h[ te>s bl9d$ my eyes :5 !y return$ to ann\nce t ! result 0 s indecisive1 t x 0 cle> t ! ,"l _h n 9 t way provid$ a ,mission>y4 ,! cause 0 once aga9 solemnly laid be=e ,god 9 pray]1 & a cl\d ( sadness appe>$ to fall ov] all ! ,synod4 ,! ,"l kept say+ )9 me1 8,s9ce none bett] qualifi$ c be got1 rise & (f] y\rself60 ,almo/ ov]p[]+ 0 ! impulse to answ] al\d1 8,"h am ,i1 s5d me40 ,b ,i 0 dreadfully afraid ( mi/ak+ my own emotions = ! w ( ,god4 ,s ,i resolv$ to make x a subject ( close delib]ation & pray] = a few days long]1 & to look at ! proposal f e possible aspect4 ,besides1 ,i 0 ke5ly solicit\s ab\t ! effect ^u ! hundr$s ( "y p & o!rs1 n[ atta*$ to all my classes & meet+s2 & yet ,i felt a gr[+ assurance t ?is 0 ! call ( ,god to ,8 s]vant1 & t ,he :o 0 will+ to employ me 9 ! "w abroad1 0 bo? able & will+ to provide = ! on-c>ry+ ( my "w at home4 ,! wail & ! claims ( ! ,hea!n 7 con/antly s\nd+ 9 my e>s4 ,i saw !m p]i%+ = lack ( ! k ( ! true ,god & ,8 ,son ,jesus1 :ile my ,gre5 ,/reet p _h ! op5 ,bible1 & all ! means ( grace )9 easy rea*1 :i*1 if !y reject$1 !y did s wilfully1 & at _! own p]il4 ,none seem$ prep>$ = ! ,hea!n field2 _m 7 capable & ready = ! ,calton s]vice4 ,my m$ical /udies1 z well z my lit]>y & div9ity tra9+1 _h specially qualifi$ me 9 "s ways = ! ,=eign field1 & f e aspect at :i* ,i c\ld look ! :ole facts 9 ! face1 ! voice )9 me s\nd$ l a voice f ,god4 ,x 0 "u good ,dr4 ,bates ( ,we/ ,campbell ,/reet t ,i _h begun my c>e] 9 ,glasg[--receiv+ #be p] annum = di/rict visitation 9 connection ) 8 congregation1 along ) in/ruction "u ,mr4 ,hislop & 8 /aff 9 ! ,free ,*ur* ,normal ,sem9>y--& oh1 h[ ,dr4 ,bates did rejoice1 & ev5 weep = joy1 :5 ,i call$ on him1 & (f]$ myself = ! ,new ,hebrides ,mission6 ,i return$ to my lodg+ ) a light] he>t ?an ,i _h = "s "t enjoy$1 feel+ t no?+ s cle>s ! vision1 & lifts up ! life1 z a decision to move =w>d 9 :at y "k to be entirely ! w ( ! ,"l4 ,i said to my fell[-/ud5t1 :o _h *umm$ ) me all ?r\gh our c\rse at college1-- 8,i h be5 away sign+ my bani%m5t0 7a r trifl+ way ( talk = su* an occasion74 8,i h (f]$ myself z a ,mission>y = ! ,new ,hebrides40 ,aft] a long & sil5t m$itation1 9 :i* he seem$ lo/ 9 f>-w&]+ ?\ghts1 8 answ] 01-- 8,if !y w accept ( me1 ,i also am resolv$ to g60 ,i said1 8,w y write ! conv5] to t effect1 or let me d s80 ,he repli$1 8,y may40 ,a few m9utes lat] 8 lett] ( (f] 0 9 ! po/ (fice4 ,next morn+1 ,dr4 ,bates call$ ^u u e>ly1 & aft] a long conv]sation1 comm5d$ u & our future "w to ! ,"l ,god 9 f]v5t pray]4 ,my fell[-/ud5t1 ,mr4 ,joseph ,copel&1 _h also = "s "t be5 a v successful ,city ,mission>y 9 ! ,camla*ie di/rict1 :ile att5d+ along ) me at ! ,div9ity ,hall4 ,?is lead+ ( ,god1 :]eby we bo? resolv$ at ! same "t to give ourselves to ! ,=eign ,mission field1 0 :olly unexpect$ by u1 z we _h nev] once spok5 to ea* o!r ab\t go+ abroad4 ,at a meet+ ( ! ,hea!n ,missions ,committee1 held imm$iately !reaft]1 bo? 71 aft] due delib]ation1 =mally accept$1 on condition t we pass$ successfully ! usual exam9ations requir$ ( c&idates = ! ,m9i/ry4 ,& = ! next twelve mon?s we 7 plac$ "u ! special committee = advice z to m$ical exp]i5ce1 acqua9tance ) ! rudim5ts ( trades1 & any?+ else :i* might be ?\ght useful to u 9 ! ,=eign field4 ,:5 x became kn[n t ,i 0 prep>+ to g abroad z ,mission>y1 ne>ly all 7 dead aga9/ ! proposal1 except ,dr4 ,bates & my fell[-/ud5t4 ,my de> fa!r & "m1 h[ev]1 :5 ,i consult$ !m1 *>act]i/ically repli$1 8t !y _h long s9ce giv5 me away to ! ,"l1 & 9 ?is matt] also w\ld leave me to ,god's disposal40 ,f o!r qu>t]s we 7 besieg$ ) ! /ronge/ opposition on all sides4 ,ev5 ,dr4 ,sym+ton1 "o ( my pr(essors 9 div9ity1 & ! belov$ ,m9i/] 9 connection ) ^: congregation ,i _h wr\ght s long z a ,city ,mission>y1 & 9 ^: kirk session ,i _h = ye>s sat z an eld]1 repeat$ly urg$ me to rema9 at home4 ,he argu$1 8t ,gre5 ,/reet ,*ur* 0 d\btless ! sph]e = :i* ,god _h giv5 me peculi> qualifications1 & 9 :i* ,he _h s l>gely bless$ my lab\rs2 t if ,i left ^? n[ att5d+ my classes & meet+s1 !y might be scatt]$1 & _m ( !m w\ld probably fall away2 t ,i 0 leav+ c]ta9ty = unc]ta9ty--"w 9 :i* ,god _h made me greatly useful1 = "w 9 :i* ,i might fail to be useful1 & only ?r[ away my life among/ ,cannibals40 ,i repli$1 8t my m9d 0 f9ally resolv$2 t1 ?\gh ,i lov$ my "w & my p1 yet ,i felt t ,i c\ld leave !m to ! c>e ( ,jesus1 :o w\ld soon provide !m a bett] pa/or ?an ,i2 & t1 ) reg>d to my life among/ ! ,cannibals1 z ,i _h only once to die1 ,i 0 cont5t to leave ! "t & place & means 9 ! h& ( ,god1 :o _h already m>vell\sly pres]v$ me :5 visit+ *ol]a pati5ts & ! fev]-/rick5 poor2 on t score ,i _h positively no fur!r conc]n1 hav+ left x all absolutely to ! ,"l1 :om ,i s\ght to s]ve & hon\r1 :e!r 9 life or by dea?40 ,! h\se connect$ ) my ,gre5 ,/reet ,*ur*1 0 n[ (f]$ to me = a ,manse1 & any reasonable sal>y t ,i c>$ to ask 7z aga9/ ! promis$ #abj p] annum = ! f>-(f & dang]\s ,new ,hebrides71 on condition t ,i w\ld rema9 at home4 ,i _c hone/ly say t su* (f]s or oppos+ influ5ces prov$ a heavy trial to me2 !y r t5d$ to confirm my det]m9ation t ! pa? ( duty 0 to g abroad4 ,among/ _m :o s\ght to det] me1 0 "o de> old ,*ri/ian g5tleman1 ^: cr[n+ argum5t always 01-- 8,! ,cannibals6 y w be eat5 by ,cannibals60 ,at la/ ,i repli$1 8,mr4 ,dickson1 y are advanc$ 9 ye>s n[1 & y\r own prospect is soon to be laid 9 ! grave1 !re to be eat5 by worms2 ,i confess to y1 t if ,i c b live & die s]v+ & hon\r+ ! ,"l ,jesus1 x w make no diff]5ce to me :e!r ,i am eat5 by ,cannibals or by worms2 & 9 ! ,great ,day my resurrection body w arise z fair z y\rs 9 ! lik5ess ( our ris5 ,r$eem]40 ,! old g5tleman1 rais+ 8 h&s 9 a deprecat+ attitude1 left ! room exclaim+1-- 8,aft] t ,i h no?+ m to say60 ,my de> ,gre5 ,/reet p griev$ excessively at ! ?\ght ( my leav+ !m1 & daily pl$ ) me to rema94 ,inde$1 ! opposition 0 s /rong f ne>ly all1 & _m ( !m w>m ,*ri/ian fri5ds1 t ,i 0 sorely tempt$ to "q :e!r ,i 0 c>ry+ out ! ,div9e w1 or only "s head/rong wi% ( my own4 ,?is also caus$ me mu* anxiety1 & drove me close to ,god 9 pray]4 ,b aga9 e d\bt w\ld vani%1 :5 ,i cle>ly saw t all at home _h free access to ! ,bible & ! means ( grace1 ) ,gospel light %9+ all ar\nd !m1 :ile ! poor ,hea!n 7 p]i%+1 )\t ev5 ! *ance ( kn[+ all ,god's love & m]cy to m54 ,consci5ce said l\d] & cle>] e day1 8,leave all ^! results ) ,jesus y\r ,"l1 :o said1 #8,g ye into all ! _w1 prea* ! gospel to e creature1 & lo6 ,i am ) y alway4'0 ,^! words kept r++ 9 my e>s2 ^! 7 our m>*+ ord]s4 ,"s retort$ ^u me1 8,!re are ,hea!n at home2 let u seek & save1 fir/ ( all1 ! lo/ ones p]i%+ at our doors40 ,?is ,i felt to be mo/ true1 & an appall+ fact2 b ,i unfail+ly obs]v$ t ^? :o made ?is retort neglect$ ^! home ,hea!n !mselves2 & s ! objection1 z f !m1 lo/ all its p[]4 ,!y w\ld ungrudg+ly sp5d m on a fa%ionable p>ty at d9n] or tea1 on conc]t or ball or !atre1 or on "s o/5tati\s display1 or worldly & selfi% indulg5ce1 t5 times m1 p]haps 9 a s+le day1 ?an !y w\ld give 9 a ye>1 or 9 half a lifetime1 = ! conv]sion ( ! :ole ,hea!n ,_w1 ei!r at home or abroad4 ,objections f all su* p mu/1 ( c\rse1 always c\nt = no?+ among m5 to :om spiritual ?+s are realities4 ,= ^! p !mselves1--,i d1 & always did1 only pity !m1 z ,god's /ew>ds1 mak+ su* a mis]able use ( "t & money entru/$ to _! c>e4 ,on meet+ ) s _m ob/ruct+ influ5ces1 ,i aga9 laid ! :ole matt] be=e my de> p>5ts1 & _! reply 0 to ?is effect3--8,h]et(ore we fe>$ to bias y1 b n[ we mu/ tell y :y we praise ,god = ! decision to :i* y h be5 l$4 ,y\r fa!r's he>t 0 set ^u be+ a ,m9i/]1 b o!r claims =c$ him to give x up4 ,:5 y 7 giv5 to !m1 y\r fa!r & "m laid y ^u ! alt>1 _! fir/-born1 to be consecrat$1 if ,god saw fit1 z a ,mission>y ( ! ,cross2 & x has be5 _! con/ant pray] t y might be prep>$1 qualifi$1 & l$ to ?is v decision2 & we pray ) all our he>t t ! ,"l may accept y\r (f]+1 long sp>e y1 & give y _m s\ls f ! ,hea!n ,_w = y\r hire40 ,f t mom5t1 e d\bt z to my pa? ( duty = ev] vani%$4 ,i saw ! h& ( ,god v visibly1 n only prep>+ me =1 b n[ lead+ me to1 ! ,=eign ,mission field4 ,well did ,i "k t ! sympa?y & pray]s ( my de> p>5ts 7 w>mly ) me 9 all my /udies & 9 all my ,mission "w2 b = my education !y c\ld1 ( c\rse1 give me no money help4 ,all ?r\gh1 on ! contr>y1 x 0 my pride & joy to help !m1 be+ ! elde/ 9 a family ( elev54 ,fir/1 ,i assi/$ !m to pur*ase ! family c[1 )\t ^: invaluable aid my ev]-memorable "m nev] c\ld h re>$ & f$ h] num]\s flock2 !n1 ,i paid = !m ! h\se-r5t & ! c['s grass on ! ,bank ,hill1 till "s ( ! o!rs grew up & reliev$ me by pay+ ^! 9 my /ead2 & f9ally1 ,i help$ to pay ! s*ool-fees1 to provide clo?+--9 %ort ,i gave1 & gladly1 :at c\ld possibly be sav$ out ( my ,city ,mission sal>y ( #dj1 ultimately advanc$ to #de p] annum4 ,self-educat$ ?us1 & )\t ! help ( "o %ill+ f any o!r s\rce1 read]s w easily imag9e t ,i _h _m a /agg]+ difficulty to ov]come 9 my long curriculum 9 ,arts1 ,div9ity1 & ,m$ic9e2 b ,god s guid$ me1 & bless$ all my little arrangem5ts1 t ,i nev] incurr$ "o f>?+ ( p]sonal debt4 ,!re 01 h[ev]1 a heavy burd5 always press+ ^u me1 & cru%+ my _s f ! day ,i left my home1 :i* _h be5 ?us incurr$4 ,! late own] ( ! ,dalsw9ton e/ate all[$1 z a prize1 ! cottag] :o _h ! tidie/ h\se & mo/ beautiful fl[]-g>d5 to sit r5t free4 ,= sev]al ye>s 9 succession1 my old sea-f>+ gr&fa!r won ?is prize1 p>tly by 8 own h&y skill1 p>tly by 8 wife's joy 9 fl[]s4 ,un=tunately no cle>ance-receipt _h be5 ask$ or giv5 = ^! r5ts--! proprietor & 8 cott>s treat+ ea* o!r z fri5ds r ?an z m5 ( bus9ess4 ,! new heir1 unexpect$ly succe$+1 f\nd himself 9 ne$ ( money1 & ?reat5$ prosecution = su* r5ts z arre>s4 ,! money _h to be borr[$4 ,a money-l5d+ lawy] gave x at usuri\s int]e/1 on condition ( my fa!r also becom+ responsible = int]e/ & pr9cipal4 ,?is burd5 hung l a mill/one ar\nd my gr&fa!r's neck till ! day ( 8 dea?2 & x !n became susp5d$ r\nd my fa!r's neck alone4 ,! lawy]1 on he>+ ( my giv+ up trade & ent]+ ^u /udy1 ?reat5$ to prosecute my fa!r = ! capital1 unless my "n 7 giv5 along ) 8 = security4 ,e %ill+ t ,i or any ( u c\ld save1 all ?r\gh ^! t5 ye>s ( my prep>atory classes1 w5t to pay (f t int]e/ & gradually to r$uce ! capital2 & ?is burd5 we manag$1 among/ u1 to ext+ui% j on ! eve ( my dep>ture = ! ,s\? ,seas4 ,inde$1 "o ( ! pure/ joys connect$ ) t "t 0 t ,i receiv$ my fir/ ,=eign ,mission sal>y & outfit money 9 advance1 & c\ld s5d home a sum suffici5t to wipe out ! la/ p5ny ( a claim by t money-l5d] or by any "o else aga9/ my belov$ p>5ts1 9 connection ) ! noble /ruggle !y _h made 9 re>+ s l>ge a family 9 ?or\gh ,scotti% indep5d5ce4 ,& t joy 0 hall[$ by ! k t my o!r bro!rs & si/]s 7 n[ all will+ & able to d :at ,i _h be5 do+--= we /uck to ea* o!r & to ! old folks l burs1 & _h all ?+s 89 common10 z a family 9 ,*ri/--& ,i knew t nev] aga91 h[soev] long !y might be sp>$ ?r\gh a peaceful autumn ( life1 w\ld ! de> old fa!r & "m lack any joy or com=t t ! will+ h&s & lov+ he>ts ( all _! *ildr5 c\ld s+ly or unit$ly provide4 ,= all ?is ,i did praise ! ,"l4 ,x consol$ me1 beyond description1 9 p>t+ f !m1 probably = ev] 9 ?is _w at lea/4 ,! ,directors ( ,glasg[ ,city ,mission along ) ! ,great ,hamilton ,/reet congregation1 _h made e ef=t to f9d a suitable successor to me 9 my ,gre5 ,/reet "w1 b 9 va94 ,despair+ ( success1 z no inexp]i5c$ work] c\ld ) any hope und]take x1 ,rev4 ,mr4 ,caie1 ! sup]9t5d5t1 felt mov$ to appeal to my bro!r ,walt]1--!n 9 a good bus9ess situation 9 ! city1 :o _h be5 ( late closely associat$ ) me 9 all my und]tak+s1--if he w\ld n come to ! rescue1 devote himself to ! ,mission1 & prep>e = ! ,holy ,m9i/ry4 ,my bro!r resign$ a good position & excell5t prospects 9 ! bus9ess _w1 set himself to c>ry =w>d ! ,gre5 ,/reet ,mission & did s ) abundant en]gy & manife/ bless+1 p]sev]$ 9 8 /udies1 despite a long-cont9u$ illness ?r\gh injury to 8 foot1 & became an hon\r$ ,m9i/] ( ! ,gospel1 9 ! ,re=m$ ,presbyt]ian ,*ur* fir/ ( all1 & n[ 9 ! ,free ,*ur* ( ,scotl&1 at ,*apelton1 ne> ,hamilton4 ,on my bro!r )draw+ f ,gre5 ,/reet1 ,god provid$ = ! di/rict a devot$ "y ,m9i/]1 admirably adapt$ = ! "w1 ,rev4 ,john ,edg>1 ,m4,a41 :o succe$$ 9 draw+ toge!r su* a body ( p t !y hiv$ (f & built a new *ur* 9 ,l&ressy ,/reet1 :i* is n[1 by amalgamation1 kn[n z ! ,b>r[field ,free ,*ur* ( ,glasg[4 ,= t fruit too1 :ile giv+ all praise to o!r devot$ work]s1 we bless ,god z we trace ! hi/ory ( our ,gre5 ,/reet ,mission4 ,let him t s[e? & him t reape? rejoice unfeign$ly toge!r6 ,! _s ( ! old ,gre5 ,/reet work]s lives on too1 z ,i h already said1 9 ! new premises erect$ close !reby2 & 9 none m conspicu\sly ?an 9 ! son ( my /aun* patron & fri5d1 ano!r ,?omas ,b9nie1 ,esq41 :o 9 ,f\ndry ,boy meet+s & o!rwise devotes ! consecrat$ leisure ( a busy & prosp]\s life to ! direct p]sonal s]vice ( 8 ,"l & ,ma/]4 ,! bless+ ( ,jehovah ,god be ev] ^u t place1 & ^u all :o !re seek to w9 _! fell[s to ! love & s]vice ( ,jesus ,*ri/6 ,:5 ,i left ,glasg[1 _m ( ! "y m5 & wom5 ( my classes w\ld1 if x _h be5 possible1 h gone ) me1 to live & die among ! ,hea!n4 ,?\gh *iefly work+ girls & lads 9 trades & mills1 _! deep int]e/ l$ !m to unite _! p5ce & sixp5ces & to buy web aft] web ( calico1 pr9t1 & wooll5 /uffs1 :i* !y !mselves %ap$ & sew$ into dresses = ! wom51 & kilts & pants = m51 on ! ,new ,hebrides4 ,?is cont9u$ to be repeat$ ye> by ye>1 long aft] ,i _h left !m2 & to ?is day no box f ,glasg[ goes to ! ,new ,hebrides ,mission :i* does n conta9 article aft] article f "o or o!r ( ! old ,gre5 ,/reet h&s4 ,i d c]ta9ly anticipate t1 :5 !y & ,i meet 9 ,glory1 ^? days 9 :i* we le>n$ ! joy ( ,*ri/ian s]vice 9 ! ,gre5 ,/reet ,mission ,halls w =m no unwelcome !me ( holy & happy conv]se6 ,t able & devot$ ,m9i/] ( ! ,gospel1 ,dr4 ,bates1 ! ,conv5] ( ! ,hea!n ,missions1 _h tak5 ! deepe/ & mo/ fa!rly int]e/ 9 all our prep>ations4 ,b on ! morn+ ( our f9al exam9ations he 0 conf9$ to b$ ) sickness2 yet c\ld n be cont5t )\t s5d+ 8 daught] to wait 9 an adjo9+ room ne> ! ,presbyt]y ,h\se1 to le>n ! result1 & in/antly to c>ry him ^w4 ,:5 %e1 hurry+ home1 in=m$ him t we bo? _h pass$ successfully1 & t ! day ( our ord9ation z ,mission>ies to ! ,new ,hebrides _h be5 appo9t$1 ! apo/olic old man prais$ ,god = ! glad tid+s1 & said 8 "w 0 n[ done1 & t he c\ld dep>t 9 peace1--hav+ se5 two devot$ m5 set ap>t to prea* ! ,gospel to ^! d>k & bloody ,isl&s 9 answ] to 8 pray]s & te>s = _m a day4 ,!reaft] he rapidly sank1 & soon fell asleep 9 ,jesus4 ,he 0 f ! fir/ a v preci\s fri5d to me1 "o ( ! able/ ,m9i/]s our ,*ur* ev] _h1 by f> ! w>me/ advocate ( h] ,=eign ,missions1 & altoge!r a mo/ attractive1 :ite-s\l$1 & noble specim5 ( an ambassador = ,*ri/1 besee*+ m5 to be reconcil$ to ,god4 ,illu/ration3 ,/an=d's ,geog4 ,e/abt41 ,london4 ,,*apt] ,v4 ,,! ,,new ,,hebrides4 ,lic5se & ,ord9ation4--,at ,sea4--,f ,melb\rne to ,aneityum4--,settlem5t on ,tanna4--,our ,mission ,/ations4--,diplomatic ,*iefs4--,pa9ful ,fir/ ,impressions4--,bloody ,sc5es4--,! ,wid['s ,doom4 ,on ! fir/ ( ,decemb]1 #aheg1 ! o!r ,mission>y-designate & ,i 7 8lic5s$0 z prea*]s ( ! ,gospel4 ,!reaft] we sp5t f\r mon?s 9 visit+ & address+ ne>ly e congregation & ,sabba? s*ool 9 ! ,re=m$ ,presbyt]ian ,*ur* ( ,scotl&1 t ! p might see u & "k u1 & !reby take a p]sonal int]e/ 9 our "w4 ,t idea 0 c]ta9ly excell5t1 & might well be adapt$ to ! l>g] ,*ur*es1 by allocat+ "o ,mission>y to ea* prov9ce or to s _m presbyt]ies1 s5d+ him to address ^!1 & tra9+ !m to reg>d him z _! ,mission>y & 8 "w z !irs4 ,on ! #bcrd ,m>*1 #aheh1 9 ,dr4 ,sym+ton's *ur*1 ,glasg[1 9 pres5ce ( a mighty cr[d1 & aft] a magnific5t s]mon on 8,come ov] & help u10 we 7 solemnly orda9$ z ,m9i/]s ( ! ,gospel1 & set ap>t z ,mission>ies to ! ,new ,hebrides4 ,on ! #af? ,april1 #aheh1 we left ! ,tail ( ! ,bank at ,gre5ock1 & set sail 9 ! ,clu?a = ! ,=eign ,mission field4 ,our voyage to ,melb\rne 0 r t$i\s1 b end$ prosp]\sly1 "u ,capta9 ,broadfoot1 a k9dly1 brave-he>t$ ,scot1 :o did ev]y?+ t 0 possible = our com=t4 ,he himself l$ ! s++ on bo>d at wor%ip1 :i* 0 always *>m+ to me1 & 0 always regul>ly conduct$--on deck :5 ! wea!r 0 fair1 bel[ :5 x 0 r\gh4 ,i 0 also p]mitt$ to conduct ,bible classes among/ ! crew & among/ ! pass5g]s1 at times & places approv$ ( by ! ,capta9--9 :i* !re 0 great joy4 ,ne>ly ?irty ye>s aft]1 :5 ,i return$ ! second "t to ,scotl&1 a g5tleman ( good position1 & ! fa!r ( a l>ge family 9 ! ,we/1 salut$ me w>mly at ! close ( "o ( my meet+s1 & rem9d$ me t he 0 my prec5tor 9 ! ,bible class on bo>d ! ,clu?a6 ,he 0 k9d en\gh to say t he _h nev] =gott5 ! sc5e & ! lessons !re4 ,arriv+ at ,melb\rne1 we 7 welcom$ by ,rev4 ,mr4 ,moor1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,samuel ,wilson1 & ,mr4 ,wright1 all ,re=m$ ,presbyt]ians f ,geelong4 ,mr4 ,wilson's two *ildr51 ,jessie & ,donald1 _h be5 "u our c>e dur+ ! voyage2 & my "y wife & ,i w5t ) !m = a few days on a visit to ,geelong1 :ile ,mr4 ,copel& rema9$ on bo>d ! ,clu?a to look aft] our boxes & to wat* = any opportunity ( rea*+ our de/9ation on ! ,isl&s4 ,he he>d t an ,am]ican %ip1 ! ,francis ,p4 ,sage1 0 sail+ f ,melb\rne to ,p5ang2 & ! ,capta9 agre$ to l& u on ,aneityum1 ,new ,hebrides1 ) our two boats & fifty boxes1 = #ajj4 ,we got on bo>d on ! #ab? ,augu/1 b su* a gale blew t we did n sail till ! #ag?4 ,on ! ,clu?a all 0 quiet1 & good ord] prevail$2 9 ! ,f4 ,p4 ,sage all 0 noise & pr(anity4 ,! ,capta9 said he kept 8 second mate = ! purpose ( swe>+ at ! m5 & knock+ !m ab\t4 ,! voyage 0 mo/ disagreeable to all ( u1 b =tunately x la/$ only twelve days4 ,on ! #bi? we 7 close up to ,aneityum2 b ! ,capta9 refus$ to l& u1 ev5 9 8 boats2 "s ( u suspect+ t 8 m5 7 s badly us$1 t _h !y got on %ore !y w\ld nev] h return$ to him6 ,9 any case he _h be=eh& secur$ 8 #ajj4 ,he lay (f ! isl& till a trad]'s boat came (f to see :at we want$1 & by x we s5t a note to ,dr4 ,g$die1 "o ( ! ,mission>ies !re4 ,e>ly next morn+1 ,monday1 he came (f to u 9 8 boat1 accompani$ by ,mr4 ,ma?ieson1 a newly-arriv$ ,mission>y f ,nova ,scotia2 br++ also ,capta9 ,&]son 9 ! small mission s*oon]1 ! ,john ,knox1 & a l>ge mission boat call$ ! ,columbia1 well mann$ ) crews ( able & will+ ,natives4 ,our fifty boxes 7 soon on bo>d ! ,john ,knox1 ! ,columbia1 & our own boats--all be+ heavily load$ & built up1 except ^? t _h to be us$ 9 pull+ ! o!rs a%ore4 ,dr4 ,g$die1 ,mr4 ,ma?ieson1 ,mrs4 ,paton1 & ,i1 7 p]*$ among ! boxes on ! ,john ,knox1 & _h to hold on z be/ we c\ld4 ,on %e]+ (f f ! ,f4 ,p4 ,sage1 "o ( h] davits caught & broke ! ma9ma/ ( ! little ,john ,knox by ! deck1 & ,i sav$ my wife f be+ cru%$ to dea? by its fall ?r\gh manag+ to sw+ h] in/antane\sly aside 9 an app>5tly impossible mann]4 ,x did graze ,mr4 ,ma?ieson1 b he 0 n hurt4 ,! ,john ,knox1 already ov]load$1 0 ?us q disabl$2 we 7 ab\t t5 miles at sea1 & 9 imm95t dang]2 b ! ,capta9 ( ! ,f4 ,p4 ,sage he>tlessly sail$ away & left u to /ruggle ) our fate4 ,we drift$ /eadily t[>ds ,tanna1 an isl& ( ,cannibals1 :]e our goods w\ld h be5 plund]$ & all ( u cook$ & eat54 ,dr4 ,g$die's boat & m9e _h ! ,john ,knox 9 t[2 & ,mr4 ,copel&1 ) a crew ( ,natives1 0 /ruggl+ h>d ) 8 boat to pull ! ,columbia & h] load t[>ds ,aneityum4 ,z ,god m]cifully ord]$ x1 ?\gh we _h a /iff trade w9d to pull aga9/1 we _h a comp>atively calm sea2 yet we drift$ /ill to leew>d1 till ,dr4 ,+lis go+ r\nd to ! h>b\r 9 8 boat1 z he _h he>d ( our arrival1 saw u f> at sea1 & ha/5$ to our rescue4 ,all ! boats n[1 ) _! will+ native crews1 got fa/5$ to our s*oon]1 & to our great joy %e began to move ahead4 ,aft] pull+ = h\rs & h\rs1 "u ! scor*+ rays ( an almo/ tropical sun1 we 7 all safely l&$ on %ore at ,aneityum ab\t six o'clock 9 ! ev5+ ( ,augu/ #cj?1 j f\r mon?s & f\rte5 days s9ce we sail$ f ,gre5ock4 ,we got a he>ty welcome f ! ,mission>ies' wives on ! %ore1 ,mrs4 ,g$die1 ,mrs4 ,+lis1 & ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson1 & f all our new fri5ds1 ! ,*ri/ian ,natives ( ,aneityum2 & ! great dang] 9 :i* bo? life & prop]ty _h be5 plac$ at ! close ( our voyage1 made u praise ,god all ! m1 t ,he _h br\ght u to ?is quiet re/+-place1 ar\nd :i* lay ! ,isl&s ( ! ,new ,hebrides1 to :i* our eag] he>ts _h look$ =w>d1 & into :i* we ent]$ n[ 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l4 ,mr4 ,copel&1 ,mrs4 ,paton1 & ,i w5t r\nd ! isl& to ,dr4 ,+lis's ,/ation1 :]e we 7 mo/ cordially receiv$ & ent]ta9$ by 8 de> lady1 & by ! ,*ri/ian ,natives !re4 ,z he 0 mak+ sev]al additions to 8 h\se at t "t1 we receiv$ = ! next few weeks our fir/ practical & valuable tra9+ 9 ,mission h\se-build+1 z well z 9 high] matt]s4 ,soon aft]1 a meet+ 0 call$ to consult ab\t our settlem5t1 &1 by ! advice & ) ! concurr5ce ( all1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson f ,nova ,scotia 7 locat$ on ! s\? side ( ,tanna1 at ,umair>ek>1 & ,mrs4 ,paton & ,i at ,port ,resolution1 on ! same isl&4 ,at fir/ x 0 agre$ t ,mr4 ,copel& %\ld be plac$ along ) u2 b ow+ to ! weakly /ate ( ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson's heal?1 x 0 aft]w>ds resolv$ t1 = a "t at lea/1 ,mr4 ,copel& %\ld live at ei!r ,/ation1 z might seem mo/ suitable or mo/ requisite4 ,till ! close ( ! sail+ season1 8 "t 0 sp5t *iefly 9 ! ,john ,knox1 help+ ,capta9 ,&]son 9 load+ & disload+ ! wood & h\se-build+ mat]ials betwixt ,aneityum & ,tanna2 :ile ,i 0 occupi$ *iefly ) ! h\se-build+ & prep>atory arrangem5ts4 ,dr4 ,+lis & a numb] ( 8 mo/ en]getic ,natives accompani$ u to ,kwam]a1 ,tanna4 ,!re we pur*as$ a site = ,mission ,h\se & ,*ur*1 & laid a /one f\ndation1 & advanc$ z f> z practicable ! erection ( a dwell+ = ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson4 ,!nce we proce$$ to ,port ,resolution1 ,tanna1 & simil>ly pur*as$ a site1 & advanc$1 to a =w>d /age1 ! h\se :i* ,mrs4 ,paton & ,i 7 to occupy on our settlem5t !re4 ,lime1 = pla/]+1 _h to be burn$ 9 kilns f ! coral rocks2 & ?at*1 = ro(+ ) sug>-cane leaf1 _h to be prep>$ by ! ,natives at bo? /ations be=e our return2 = :i*1 z = all else1 a price 0 duly agre$ ^u & 0 scrupul\sly paid4 ,un=tunately we le>n$1 :5 too late1 t bo? h\ses 7 too ne> ! %ore1 expos$ to un:olesome miasma1 & productive ( ! dread$ fev] & ague1--! mo/ virul5t & insidi\s enemy to all ,europeans 9 ^? ,s\!rn ,seas4 ,at bo? ,/ations1 b especially at ,port ,resolution1 we f\nd ! ,natives 9 a v excit$ & unsettl$ /ate4 ,?reat5$ w>s kept !m 9 con/ant t]ror--w> betwixt di/ant tribes1 or adjo9+ villages1 or ne>e/ neighb\rs4 ,! ,*iefs1 at bo? ,/ations1 will+ly sold sites = h\ses1 & appe>$ to desire ,mission>ies to live among/ !m2 b p]haps x 0 ) an eye to ! axes1 knives1 fi%-hooks1 blankets1 & clo?+1 :i* !y got 9 paym5t1 or hop$ = 9 plund]1 r ?an f any ?ir/ = ! ,gospel1 z !y 7 all savages & cannibals4 ,!y w>ily decl9$ to promise protection to ! ,mission families & ! ,tea*]s2 b !y said !y w\ld n !mselves d !m any h>m1 ?\gh !y c\ld n say :at ! ,inl& p might d2--n a bad specim5 ( diplomacy1 leav+ an op5 door = any future em]g5cy1 & nei!r bett] nor worse ?an ! me?ods by :i* ! civiliz$ ,european nations make & break _! treaties 9 peace & 9 w>6 ,su* promises meant & 7 int5d$ to mean no?+4 ,! ,natives1 bo? on ,tanna1 & on my second home at ,aniwa1 believ$ t !y _h kept _! promise1 if !y inflict$ no injury ) _! own h&s1 ev5 ?\gh !y _h hir$ o!rs to d s4 ,no ,hea!n !re c\ld be tru/$ "o /ep beyond :at appe>$ to be 8 own self-int]e/ = ! nonce2 & no?+ conceivable 0 too base or cruel to be done1 if only x s]v$ 8 turn4 ,! dep?s ( ,satan1 outl9$ 9 ! fir/ *apt] ( ! ,romans1 7 uncov]$ !re be=e our eyes 9 ! daily life ( ! p1 )\t veil & )\t excuse4 ,my fir/ impressions drove me to ! v]ge ( utt] dismay4 ,on behold+ ^! ,natives 9 _! pa9t & nak$ness & mis]y1 my he>t 0 z full ( horror z ( pity4 ,_h ,i giv5 up my mu*-belov$ "w & my de> p 9 ,glasg[1 ) s _m delightful associations1 to consecrate my life to ^! degrad$ creatures8 ,0 x possible to tea* !m "r & wrong1 to ,*ri/ianize1 or ev5 to civilize !m8 ,b t 0 only a pass+ feel+6 ,i soon got z deeply int]e/$ 9 !m1 & 9 all t t5d$ to advance !m1 & to lead !m to ! k & love ( ,jesus1 z ev] ,i _h be5 9 my "w at ,glasg[4 ,we 7 surpris$ & delight$ at ! rem>kable *ange produc$ on ! natives ( ,aneityum ?r\gh ! in/rum5tality ( ,drs4 ,g$die & ,+lis 9 s %ort a "t2 & we hop$1 by pray]ful p]sev]ance 9 ! use ( simil> means1 to see ! same "w ( ,god repeat$ on ,tanna4 ,besides1 ! wond]ful & bless$ "w done by ,mrs4 ,+lis & ,mrs4 ,g$die1 at _! ,/ations1 fill$ our wives ) ! buoyant hope ( be+ in/rum5ts 9 ! h& ( ,god to produce an equally b5efic5t *ange among/ ! savage wom5 ( ,tanna4 ,mrs4 ,paton _h be5 left ) ,mrs4 ,+lis to le>n all %e c\ld f h] ( ,mission "w on ! ,isl&s1 till ,i return$ ) ,dr4 ,+lis f ! h\se-build+ op]ations on ,tanna2 dur+ :i* p]iod ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson 7 also be+ in/ruct$ by ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,g$die4 ,to ! ,tannese1 ,dr4 ,+lis & ,i 7 objects ( curiosity & fe>2 !y came cr[d+ to gaze on our wood5 & lime-pla/]$ h\se1 !y *att]$ incessantly ) ea* o!r1 & left ! sc5e day aft] day ) undisguis$ & increas+ wond]m5t4 ,possibly !y ?\ght u r mad ?an wise6 ,p>ty aft] p>ty ( arm$ m51 go+ & com+ 9 a /ate ( great excitem5t1 we 7 in=m$ t w> 0 on foot2 b our ,aneityumese ,tea*]s 7 told to assure u t ! ,h>b\r p w\ld only act on ! def5sive1 & t no "o w\ld mole/ u at our "w4 ,"o day two ho/ile tribes met ne> our ,/ation2 high words arose1 & old feuds 7 reviv$4 ,! ,inl& p )drew2 b ! ,h>b\r p1 false to _! promises1 flew to arms & ru%$ pa/ u 9 pursuit ( _! enemies4 ,! dis*>ge ( muskets 9 ! adjo9+ bu%1 & ! horrid yells ( ! savages1 soon in=m$ u t !y 7 engag$ 9 deadly fights4 ,excitem5t & t]ror 7 on e c\nt5ance2 arm$ m5 ru%$ ab\t 9 e direction1 ) fea!rs 9 _! twi/$ hair1--) faces pa9t$ r$1 black1 & :ite1 & "s1 "o *eek black1 ! o!r r$1 o!rs1 ! br[ :ite1 ! *9 blue--9 fact1 any col\r & on any "p1--! m grotesque & savage look+1 ! high] ! art6 ,"s ( ! wom5 ran ) _! *ildr5 to places ( safety2 b ev5 !n we saw o!r girls & wom51 on ! %ore close by1 *ew+ sug>-cane & *aff]+ & laugh+1 z if _! fa!rs & bro!rs _h be5 engag$ 9 a c\ntry dance1 in/ead ( a bloody conflict4 ,9 ! aft]noon1 z ! s\nds ( ! muskets & ! yell+ ( ! w>riors came unpleasantly ne> to u1 ,dr4 ,+lis1 lean+ aga9/ a po/ = a little :ile 9 sil5t pray]1 look$ on u & said1-- 8,! walls ( ,j]usalem 7 built 9 tr\bl\s times1 & :y n ! ,mission ,h\se on ,tanna8 ,b let u re/ = ?is day1 & pray = ^! poor ,hea!n40 ,we retir$ to a native h\se1 t _h be5 tempor>ily grant$ to u = re/1 & !re pl$ be=e ,god = !m all4 ,! noise & ! dis*>ge ( muskets gradually rec$$1 z if ! ,inl& p 7 retir+2 & t[>ds ev5+ ! p ar\nd u return$ to _! villages4 ,we 7 aft]w>ds in=m$ t five or six m5 _h be5 %ot dead2 t _! bodies _h be5 c>ri$ by ! conqu]ors f ! field ( battle1 & cook$ & eat5 t v night by ! savages at a boil+ spr+ ne> ! head ( ! bay1 less ?an a mile f ! spot :]e my h\se 0 be+ built4 ,we _h also a m graphic illu/ration ( ! surr\nd+s into :i* we _h come1 ?r\gh ,dr4 ,+lis's ,aneityum boy1 :o accompani$ u z cook4 ,:5 our tea 0 want$ t ev5+1 ! boy c\ld n be f\nd4 ,aft] a :ile ( great anxiety on our "p1 he return$1 say+1-- 8,missi1 ?is is a d>k l&4 ,! p ( ?is l& d d>k works4 ,at ! boil+ spr+ !y h cook$ & fea/$ ^u ! sla94 ,!y h wa%$ ! blood into ! /ream2 !y h ba!d !re till all ! wat]s are r$4 ,i _c get wat] to make y\r tea4 ,:at %all ,i d80 ,dr4 ,+lis told him t he mu/ try = wat] else:]e1 till ! ra9s came & cleans$ ! pollut$ /ream2 & t1 mean:ile1 in/ead ( tea1 we w\ld dr9k f ! cocoa-nut1 z !y _h (t5 done be=e4 ,! lad 0 q reliev$4 ,x n a little a/oni%$ u1 h[ev]1 to see t 8 m9d reg>d$ _! kill+ & eat+ ea* o!r z a ?+ sc>cely to be notic$1 b t x 0 horrible t !y %\ld spoil ! wat]6 ,h[ mu* are ev5 our deepe/ in/9cts ! creatures ( m]e circum/ances6 ,i1 if tra9$ l him1 w\ld probably h felt l him4 ,next ev5+1 z we sat talk+ ab\t ! p & ! d>k sc5es ar\nd u1 ! quiet ( ! night 0 brok5 by a wild wail+ cry f ! villages ar\nd1 long-cont9u$ & une>?ly4 ,we 7 in=m$ t "o ( ! w\nd$ m51 c>ri$ home f ! battle1 _h j di$2 & t !y _h /rangl$ 8 wid[ to dea?1 t h] _s might accompany him to ! o!r _w1 & be 8 s]vant !re1 z %e _h be5 "h4 ,n[ _! dead bodies 7 laid side by side1 ready to be buri$ 9 ! sea4 ,our he>ts sank to ?9k ( all ?is happ5+ )9 e>%ot1 & t we knew x n6 ,e new sc5e1 e fre% incid5t1 set m cle>ly be=e u ! b5ight$ condition & %ock+ cruelties ( ^! hea!n p1 & we long$ to be able to speak to !m ( ,jesus & ! love ( ,god4 ,we eag]ly tri$ to pick up e ^w ( _! language1 t we might1 9 _! own tongue1 unfold to !m ! k ( ! true ,god & ! salvation f all ^! s9s ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,dr4 ,+lis & ,i1 ) ! help ( ! ,natives f ,aneityum1 hav+ accompli%$ all t c\ld be done = lack ( lime & sawn wood to f9i% ! new ,mission ,h\se on ,tanna1 made an agreem5t ) ! ,natives = knives1 calico1 & axes1 to burn lime & prep>e o!r ?+s = our return4 ,we !n ha/5$ back to ,aneityum1 t we might1 if possible1 get ready = settl+ on ,tanna be=e ! ,ra9y ,season set 94 ,t 0 rapidly approa*+1 & x br+s ) x discom=t & unheal? to ,europeans ?r\gh\t all ^! ,pacific ,isles4 ,,*apt] ,,vi4 ,,life ,,& ,,dea? ,,on ,,tanna4 ,our ,isl& ,home4--,le>n+ ! ,language4--,a ,religion ( ,fe>4--,) or ,)\t a ,god4--,ideas ( ! ,invisible4--,gods & ,demons4--,my ,companion ,mission>y4--,pione]s 9 ! ,new ,hebrides4--,mission>ies ( ,aneityum4--,! ,"l's ,arr[root4--,unheal?y ,sites4--,! ,great ,b]eavem5t4--,memorial ,tributes4--,selwyn & ,patteson at a ,tannese ,grave4--,h] ,la/ ,lett]4--,la/ ,words4--,pres5tim5t & ,my/]y4 ,our little mission>y %ip1 ! ,john ,knox1 hav+ no accommodation = lady pass5g]s1 & little = anybody else1 except ! discom=t ( ly+ on deck1 we took advantage ( a trad] to convey u f ,aneityum to ,tanna4 ,! capta9 k9dly (f]$ to take u & ab\t ?irty casks & boxes to ,port ,resolution = #e1 :i* we gladly accept$4 ,aft] a few h\rs' sail+ we 7 all safely l&$ on ,tanna on ! #e? ,novemb]1 #aheh4 ,dr4 ,g$die w5t = a =tnight to ,umair>ek>1 on ! s\? side ( ,tanna1 to assi/ 9 ! settlem5t ( ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson1 & to help 9 mak+ _! h\se habitable & com=table4 ,mr4 ,copel&1 ,mrs4 ,paton1 & ,i 7 left at ,port ,resolution1 to f9i% ! build+ ( our h\se !re1 & "w our way into ! goodwill ( ! ,natives z be/ we c\ld4 ,on l&+ !re1 we f\nd ! p to be lit]ally nak$ & pa9t$ savages2 !y 7 at lea/ z de/itute ( clo?+ z ,adam & ,eve aft] ! fall1 :5 !y sew$ fig-leaves = a girdle2 & ev5 m s1 = ! wom5 wore only a t9y apron ( grass1 9 "s cases %ap$ l a skirt or girdle1 ! m5 an indescribable affair1 l a p\* or bag1 & ! *ildr5 absolutely no?+ :atev]6 ,at fir/ !y came 9 cr[ds to look at u1 & at ev]y?+ we did or _h4 ,we knew no?+ ( _! language2 we c\ld n speak a s+le ^w to !m1 nor !y to u4 ,we look$ at !m1 !y at u2 we smil$1 & nodd$1 & made signs to ea* o!r2 ?is 0 our fir/ meet+ & p>t+4 ,"o day ,i obs]v$ two m51 ! "o lift+ up "o ( our articles to ! o!r1 & say+1-- 8,nunksi n>i enu80 ,i conclud$ t he 0 ask+1 8,:at is ?is80 ,in/antly1 lift+ a piece ( wood1 ,i said1-- 8,nunksi n>i enu80 ,!y smil$ & spoke to ea* o!r4 ,i und]/ood !m to be say+1 8,he has got hold ( our language n[40 ,!n !y told me _! "n = ! ?+ :i* ,i _h po9t$ to4 ,i f\nd t !y und]/ood my "q1 ,:at is ?is8 or1 ,:at is t8 & t ,i c\ld n[ get f !m ! "n ( e visible or tangible ?+ ar\nd u6 ,we c>efully not$ d[n e "n !y gave u1 spell+ all phonetically1 & also e /range s\nd we he>d f !m2 !reaft]1 by pa9/ak+ comp>ison ( diff]5t circum/ances1 we tri$ to asc]ta9 _! mean+s1 te/+ our own guess by aga9 cross-que/ion+ ! ,natives4 ,"o day ,i saw two males approa*+1 :5 "o1 :o 0 a /rang]1 po9t$ to me ) 8 f+]1 & said1-- 8,se nang980 ,conclud+ t he 0 ask+ my "n1 ,i po9t$ to "o ( !m ) my f+]1 & look+ at ! o!r1 inquir$1-- 8,se nang980 ,!y smil$1 & gave me _! names4 ,we 7 n[ able to get ! names ( p]sons & ?+s1 & s our e>s got famili>iz$ ) ! di/9ctive s\nds ( _! language2 & be+ always ke5ly on ! al]t1 we made extraord9>y progress 9 attempt+ bits ( conv]sation & 9 r$uc+ _! spee* = ! fir/ "t to a writt5 =m--= ! ,new ,hebrideans _h no lit]ature1 & n ev5 ! rudim5ts ( an alphabet4 ,i us$ to hire "s ( ! m intellig5t lads & m5 to sit & talk ) u1 & answ] our que/ions ab\t names & s\nds2 b !y s (t5 deceiv$ u1 & we1 d\btless1 misund]/ood !m s (t51 t ?is c\rse 0 n satisfactory1 till aft] we _h ga9$ "s k ( _! language & its con/ruction1 & !y !mselves _h become int]e/$ 9 help+ u4 ,among/ our mo/ int]e/$ help]s1 & mo/ tru/wor?y1 7 two ag$ *iefs--,n[> & ,n\ka--9 _m respects two ( ,nature's noble/ g5tlem51 k9d at he>t to all1 & di/+ui%$ by a c]ta9 native dignity ( be>+4 ,b !y 7 bo? "u ! lead]%ip ( ! w>-*ief ,miaki1 a k9d ( devil-k+ ov] _m villages & tribes4 ,he & 8 bro!r 7 ! recognis$ lead]s 9 all de$s ( d>kness2 !y glori$ 9 blood%$d+1 & 9 w>1 & 9 cannibalism2 & !y c\ld always comm& a foll[+ ( desp]ate m51 :o liv$ 9 or ab\t _! own village1 & :o 7 prep>$ to g any:]e & d any?+ at ,miaki's w4 ,! ,tannese _h ho/s ( /one idols1 *>ms1 & sacr$ objects1 :i* !y abjectly fe>$1 & 9 :i* !y dev\tly believ$4 ,!y 7 giv5 up to c\ntless sup]/itions1 & firmly glu$ to _! d>k hea!n practices4 ,_! wor%ip 0 entirely a s]vice ( fe>1 its aim be+ to propitiate ?is or t ,evil ,_s1 to prev5t calamity or to secure rev5ge4 ,!y deifi$ _! *iefs1 l ! ,romans ( old1 s t almo/ e village or tribe _h its own sacr$ man1 & "s ( !m _h _m4 ,!y ex]cis$ an extraord9>y influ5ce = evil1 ^! village or tribal prie/s1 & 7 believ$ to h ! disposal ( life & dea? ?r\gh _! sacr$ c]emonies1 n only 9 _! own tribe1 b ov] all ! ,isl&s4 ,sacr$ m5 & wom51 wiz>ds & wit*es1 receiv$ pres5ts regul>ly to influ5ce ! gods1 & to remove sickness1 or to cause x by ! ,nahak1 i4e41 incantation ov] rema9s ( food1 or ! sk9 ( fruit1 su* z banana1 :i* ! p]son has eat51 on :om !y wi% to op]ate4 ,!y also wor%ipp$ ! spirits ( dep>t$ ance/ors & h]oes1 ?r\gh _! mat]ial idols ( wood & /one1 b *iefly ( /one4 ,!y fe>$ ^! spirits & s\ght _! aid2 especially seek+ to propitiate ^? :o presid$ ov] w> & peace1 fam9e & pl5ty1 heal? & sickness1 de/ruction & prosp]ity1 life & dea?4 ,_! :ole wor%ip 0 "o ( slavi% fe>2 &1 s f> z ev] ,i c\ld le>n1 !y _h no idea ( a ,god ( m]cy or grace4 ,let me "h give my te/imony on a matt] ( "s importance--t among ^! ,isl&s1 if any:]e1 m5 might be f\nd de/itute ( ! faculty ( wor%ip1 m5 absolutely )\t idols1 if su* m5 exi/ "u ! face ( ! sky4 ,ev]y?+ seem$ to fav\r su* a discov]y2 b ! ,new ,hebrides1 on ! contr>y1 are full ( gods4 ,! ,natives1 de/itute ( ! k ( ! true ,god1 are ceaselessly grop+ aft] ,him1 if p]*ance !y may f9d ,him4 ,n f9d+ ,him1 & n be+ able to live )\t "s sort ( god1 !y h made idols ( almo/ ev]y?+2 trees & groves1 rocks & /ones1 spr+s & /reams1 insects & o!r bea/s1 m5 & dep>t$ spirits1 relics su* z hair & f+] nails1 ! heav5ly bodies & ! volcanoes2 9 fact1 e be+ & ev]y?+ )9 ! range ( vision or ( k has be5 appeal$ to by !m z ,god1--cle>ly prov+ t ! in/9cts ( ,humanity1 h[ev] degrad$1 prompt man to wor%ip & lean ^u "s ,be+ or ,p[] outside himself1 & great] ?an himself1 9 :om he lives & moves & has 8 be+1 & )\t ! k ( :om 8 s\l _c f9d its true re/ or its et]nal life4 ,imp]fect acqua9tance ) ! language & cu/oms ( c]ta9 tribes may easily lead e>ly discov]]s to proclaim t !y h no s5se ( wor%ip & no idols1 because no?+ ( ! k9d is visible on ! surface2 b !re is a sort ( freemasonry 9 ,hea!n ,religions2 !y h my/]i\s cu/oms & symbols1 :i* none1 ev5 among/ !mselves1 und]/&1 except ! prie/s & sacr$ m54 ,x pays ^! m5 to keep _! devotees 9 ! d>k--& h[ mu* m to deceive a pass+ inquir]6 ,nor ne$ we hold up our h&s 9 surprise at ?is2 x pays also ne>] home1 to pret5d & to p]petuate a my/]y ab\t beads & crucifixes1 holy wat] & relics--a /ate ( m9d n s v f> remov$ f t ( ! ,s\? ,sea isl&]1 n disprov+ b r /rongly prov+ t1 :e!r savage or civiliz$1 man mu/ ei!r "k ! true ,god1 or mu/ f9d an idol to put 9 ,8 place4 ,fur!r1 ^! v facts--t !y did wor%ip1 t !y believ$ 9 spirits ( ance/ors & h]oes1 & t !y *]i%$ _m leg5ds reg>d+ ^? :om !y _h nev] se51 & h&$ ^! d[n to _! *ildr5--& ! fact t !y _h ideas ab\t ! invisible _w & its inhabitants1 made x n s h>d z "s might suppose to convey to _! m9ds1 once _! language & modes ( ?\ght 7 und]/ood1 "s cle> idea ( ,jehovah ,god z ! great uncreat$ ,_s ,fa!r1 :o ,himself creat$ & su/a9s all t is4 ,b x c\ld n be done (f-h&1 or by a few airy lessons4 ,! :ole he>t & s\l & life _h to be put into ! ent]prise4 ,! idea t man disobey$ ,god1 & 0 a fall5 & s9ful creature1--! idea t ,god1 z a ,fa!r1 s lov$ man t ,he s5t ,8 only ,son ,jesus to ?is e>? to seek & to save him1--! idea t ?is ,jesus s liv$ & di$ & rose f ! dead z to take away man's s91 & make x possible = m5 to return to ,god1 & to be made into ! v lik5ess ( ,8 ,son ,jesus1--& ! idea t ?is ,jesus w at dea? receive to ! mansions ( ,glory e creature "u heav5 t loves & tries to foll[ ,him1--^! ideas _h to be wov5 into _! spiritual consci\sness1 _h to become ! v w>p & wo( ( _! religion4 ,b x c\ld be done--t we believ$ because !y 7 m51 n bea/s2 x _h be5 done--t we saw 9 ! conv]ts on ,aneityum2 & our he>ts rose to ! task ) a qu5*less hope6 ,! ,tannese call$ ,heav5 by ! "n ,aneai2 & we aft]w>ds discov]$ t ?is 0 ! "n ( ! highe/ & mo/ beautifully situat$ village on ! isl&4 ,_! be/ bit ( ,e>? 0 to !m ! symbol & type ( ,heav52 _! ,canaan1 too1 0 a k9d ( prophecy ( ano!r c\ntry1 ev5 a heav5ly ,canaan4 ,! fact t !y _h an ,aneai1 a promis$ l&1 op5$ _! m9ds naturally to our idea ( ! promis$ l& ( ! future1 ! ,aneai ( ! ,gospel hope & fai?4 ,! univ]sal crav+ to "k ! great] & m p[]ful gods1 & to h !m on _! side1 l$ !m1 :5ev] we c\ld speak _! language1 to li/5 eag]ly to all our /ories ab\t ! ,jehovah ,god & ,8 ,son ,jesus1 & all ! mighty works record$ 9 ! ,bible4 ,b :5 we began to tea* !m t1 9 ord] to s]ve ?is ,almighty & liv+ ,jehovah ,god1 !y mu/ ca/ aside all _! idols & leave (f e hea!n cu/om & vice1 !y rose 9 ang] & cruelty aga9/ u1 !y p]secut$ e "o t 0 fri5dly to ! ,mission1 & pass$ u ?r\gh ! dreadful exp]i5ces to be h]eaft] record$4 ,x 0 ! old battle ( ,hi/ory2 light _h attack$ d>kness 9 its v /ronghold1 & x almo/ seem$ = a season t ! light w\ld be f9ally eclips$1 & t ,god's ,day w\ld nev] dawn on ,tanna6 ,my companion ,mission>y1 ,mr4 ,copel&1 _h to g to ,aneityum & take *>ge ( ,dr4 ,+lis's ,/ation1 dur+ ! abs5ce ( t di/+ui%$ ,mission>y & 8 devot$ wife1 :ile c>ry+ ?r\gh ! press at home ! fir/ complete ,aneityumese ,new ,te/am5t4 ,he succe$$ admirably 9 tak+ up & c>ry+ =w>d all _! "w1 & gave vital assi/ance 9 translat+ ! ,old ,te/am5t into ! language ( ,aneityum1 = 8 0 an exact & s*ol>ly m9d4 ,aft] _! return1 he simil>ly occupi$ ! ,/ation ( ,dr4 ,g$die on ano!r "p ( ! same isl&1 :ile he s\ght re-invigoration 9 ,nova ,scotia on a well-m]it$ furl\gh4 ,!reaft]1 he 0 plac$ on ! isl& ( ,fotuna2 & !re1 ) ,mrs4 ,copel&1 he lab\r$ devot$ly & zeal\sly1 till at la/ %e di$ & 8 own heal? gave way to su* an ext5t z compell$ him to retire f ! ,mission field4 ,he f\nd cong5ial employm5t 9 edit+1 ) great acceptance1 ! ,sydney ,presbyt]ian ,witness1 & !reby /ill fur!r+ ! cause ( ! ,gospel & ( ,missions4 ,a glance backw>ds ov] ! /ory ( ! ,gospel 9 ! ,new ,hebrides may help to br+ my read]s into t\* ) ! ev5ts t are to foll[4 ,! ev]-fam\s names ( ,williams & ,h>ris are associat$ ) ! e>lie/ ef=ts to introduce ,*ri/ianity among/ ?is gr\p ( isl&s 9 ! ,s\? ,pacific ,seas4 ,john ,williams & 8 "y mission>y companion ,h>ris1 "u ! auspices ( ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 l&$ on ,erromanga on ! #cj? ( ,novemb]1 #ahci4 ,in/antly1 )9 a few m9utes ( _! t\*+ l&1 bo? 7 clubb$ to dea?2 & ! savages proce$$ to cook & fea/ ^u _! bodies4 ,?us 7 ! ,new ,hebrides baptiz$ ) ! blood ( m>tyrs2 & ,*ri/ !reby told ! :ole ,*ri/ian _w t ,he claim$ ^! ,isl&s z ,8 own4 ,8 cross mu/ yet be lift$ up1 :]e ! blood ( ,8 sa9ts has be5 p\r$ =? 9 ,8 "n6 ,! poor ,hea!n knew n t !y _h sla9 _! be/ fri5ds2 b te>s & pray]s asc5d$ = !m f all ,*ri/ian s\ls1 :]ev] ! /ory ( ! m>tyrdom on ,erromanga 0 read or he>d4 ,aga91 !re=e1 9 #ahdb1 ! ,london ,mission>y ,society s5t out ,messrs4 ,turn] & ,nisbet to pi]ce ?is k+dom ( ,satan4 ,!y plac$ _! /&>d on ?is same isl& ( ,tanna1 ! ne>e/ to ,erromanga4 ,9 less ?an sev5 mon?s1 h[ev]1 _! p]secution by ! savages became s dreadful1 t we see !m 9 a boat try+ to escape by night ) b>e life4 ,out on t dang]\s sea !y w\ld c]ta9ly h be5 lo/1 b ! ,ev]-,m]ciful drove !m back to l&1 & s5t next morn+ a trad+ vessel1 :i*1 contr>y to cu/om1 call$ !re & j 9 ! nick ( "t4 ,!y1 ) all goods t c\ld be rescu$1 7 got safely on bo>d1 & sail$ = ,samoa4 ,say n _! plans & pray]s 7 baffl$2 = ,god he>d & abundantly bless$ !m !re1 beyond all _! dreams4 ,dr4 ,turn] has be5 specially us$ ( ,god = educat+ _m native tea*]s & mission>ies & 9 translat+ & publi%+ edition aft] edition ( ! ,bible1 besides giv+ !m _m o!r educational & religi\s books 9 _! own language2--bless$ "w1 9 :i*1 :ile ,i am writ+ ^! words1 he & 8 gift$ wife are /ill hon\rably & fruitfully engag$ 9 ! holy autumn ( _! days4 ,aft] ^! ?+s1 ! ,london ,mission>y ,society aga9 & aga9 plac$ ,samoan native tea*]s on "o or o!r isl& ( ! ,new ,hebrides2 b _! unheal?9ess1 comp>$ ) _! own happi] ,samoa or ,r>otonga1 s afflict$ !m ) ! dread$ ague & fev]1 besides :at !y endur$ f ! inhospitable savages !mselves1 t no effective mission "w _h be5 accompli%$ !re till at la/ ! ,presbyt]ian ,mission>ies 7 l$ to ent] ^u ! sc5e4 ,*ri/ianity _h no foo?old any:]e on ! ,new ,hebrides1 unless x 7 9 ! memory & ! blood ( ! m>tyrs ( ,erromanga4 ,! ,rev4 ,john ,g$die & 8 wife1 f ,nova ,scotia1 7 l&$ on ,aneityum1 ! mo/ s\!rly isl& ( ! ,new ,hebrides1 9 #ahdh2 & ! ,rev4 ,john ,+lis & 8 wife1 f ,scotl&1 7 l&$ on ! o!r side ( ! same isl&1 9 #aheb4 ,an ag5t = ! ,london ,mission>y ,society1 ! ,rev4 ,t4 ,p[ell1 accompani$ ,dr4 ,g$die = ab\t a ye>1 to advise z to 8 settlem5t & to assi/ 9 op5+ up ! "w4 ,m>vell\s z x may seem1 ! ,natives on ,aneityum %[$ int]e/ 9 ! mission>ies f ! v fir/1 & li/5$ to _! tea*+s2 s t 9 a few ye>s ,dr4 ,+lis & ,dr4 ,g$die saw ab\t #c1ejj savages ?r[+ away _! idols1 r5\nc+ _! hea!n cu/oms1 & av[+ !mselves to be wor%ipp]s ( ! true ,jehovah ,god4 ,sl[ly1 yet progressively1 !y unle>n$ _! ,hea!nism2 surely & hopefully !y le>n$ ,*ri/ianity & civilization4 ,9 c\rse ( "t a simple =m ( family wor%ip 0 introduc$ into & obs]v$ by e h\sehold on ! isl&2 ,god's bless+ 0 ask$ on e meal2 peace & public ord] 7 secur$2 & prop]ty 0 p]fectly safe "u ! sanctify+ & civiliz+ ,gospel ( ,*ri/4 ,& by-&-by ^! ,mission>ies liv$ to see ! :ole ,bible1 :i* !y & ,mr4 ,copel& _h s pa9fully translat$1 plac$ 9 ! h&s ( ! ,aneityumese by ! aid ( ! ,briti% & ,=eign ,bible ,society--t noble/ h&maid ( e ,mission>y ent]prise4 ,b h[ 0 ?is accompli%$8 ,z a boon ( *>ity8 ,li/56 ,^! poor ,aneityumese1 hav+ glimpses ( ?is ,^w ( ,god1 det]m9$ to h a ,holy ,bible 9 _! own "m tongue1 :]e9 be=e no book or page ev] _h be5 writt5 9 ! hi/ory ( _! race4 ,! consecrat$ bra9 & h& ( _! ,mission>ies kept toil+ day & night 9 translat+ ! book ( ,god2 & ! will+ h&s & feet ( ! ,natives kept toil+ ?r\gh fifte5 long b unwe>y+ ye>s1 plant+ & prep>+ arr[root to pay ! #a1bjj requir$ to be laid out 9 ! pr9t+ & publi%+ ( ! book4 ,ye> aft] ye> ! arr[root1 too sacr$ to be us$ = _! daily food1 0 set ap>t z ! ,"l's portion2 ! ,mission>ies s5t x to ,au/ralia & ,scotl&1 :]e x 0 sold by private fri5ds1 & ! :ole proce$s consecrat$ to ?is purpose4 ,on ! completion ( ! great und]tak+ by ! ,bible ,society1 x 0 f\nd t ! ,natives _h e>n$ z mu* z to pay e p5ny ( ! outlay2 & _! fir/ ,bibles w5t out to !m1 pur*as$ ) ! consecrat$ toils ( fifte5 ye>s6 ,"s ( our fri5ds may ?9k t ! sum 0 l>ge2 b ,i "k1 f exp]i5ce1 t if su* a difficult job _h be5 c>ri$ ?r\gh ! press & s b\nd by any o!r pr9t+ e/abli%m5t1 ! exp5se w\ld h be5 great] f>4 ,"o book ( ,scripture1 pr9t$ by me 9 ,melb\rne = ! ,aniwans1 "u ! auspices ( ! ,bible ,society too1 co/ eight %ill+s p] leaf1 & t 0 ! *eape/ /yle2 & ?is ! ,aniwans also paid = by d$icat+ _! arr[root to ,god4 ,let ^? :o lightly e/eem _! ,bibles ?9k on ^! ?+s4 ,eight %ill+s = e leaf1 or ! lab\r & proce$s ( fifte5 ye>s = ! ,bible entire1 did n appe> to ^! poor conv]t$ savages too mu* to pay = t ,^w ( ,god1 :i* _h s5t to !m ! ,mission>ies1 :i* _h reveal$ to !m ! grace ( ,god 9 ,*ri/1 & :i* _h op5$ _! eyes to ! wond]s & glories ( r$eem+ love6 ,!y _h felt1 & we _h obs]v$1 t 9 all l&s & among/ all bran*es ( ! human family1 ! ,holy ,bible is1 :]esoev] receiv$ & obey$1 ! p[] ( ,god unto salvation2 x _h lift$ !m out ( savag]y1 & set !m at ! feet ( ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,oh1 t ! pleasure-seek+ m5 & wom5 ( ! _w c\ld only ta/e & feel ! real joy ( ^? :o "k & love ! true ,god--a h]itage :i* ! _w & all t p]ta9s !reto _c give to !m1 b :i* ! poore/ & humble/ foll[]s ( ,jesus inh]it & enjoy6 ,my fir/ h\se on ,tanna 0 on ! old site occupi$ by ,turn] & ,nisbet1 ne> ! %ore = obvi\s reasons1 & only a few feet above tide-m>k4 ,s 0 t ( ,mr4 ,ma?ieson1 h&y = mat]ials & goods be+ l&$1 & close to ! heal?y breezes ( ! sea4 ,alas6 we _h to le>n by sad exp]i5ce1 l our bre?r5 9 all untri$ ,mission fields4 ,! sites prov$ to be hot-b$s = ,fev] & ,ague1 m9e especially2 & mu* ( ?is might h be5 escap$ by build+ on ! high] gr\nd1 & 9 ! sweep ( ! refre%+ trade w9ds4 ,= all ?is1 h[ev]1 no "o 0 to blame2 ev]y?+ 0 done = ! be/1 accord+ to ! k !n possess$4 ,our h\se 0 %elt]$ beh9d by an abrupt hill f ?ree to f\r hundr$ feet high1 :i* gave ! site a feel+ ( cos9ess4 ,x 0 surr\nd$1 & mu* %ad$1 by beautiful bread-fruit trees1 & v l>ge cocoa-nut trees2 too l>gely beautiful1 inde$1 = !y %ut out _m a heal?y breeze t we sorely ne$$6 ,!re 0 a long swamp all r\nd ! head ( ! bay1 &1 ! gr\nd at ! o!r end on :i* our h\se /ood be+ sc>cely rais$ p]ceptibly high]1 ! mal>ia almo/ con/antly envelop$ u4 ,once1 aft] a sm>t attack ( ! fev]1 an intellig5t ,*ief said to me1-- 8,missi1 if y /ay "h1 y w soon die6 ,no ,tannaman sleeps s l[ d[n z y d1 9 ?is damp wea!r1 or he too w\ld die4 ,we sleep on ! high gr\nd1 & ! trade-w9d keeps u well4 ,y mu/ g & sleep on ! hill1 & !n y w h bett] heal?40 ,i at once resolv$ to remove my h\se to high] gr\nd1 at ! e>lie/ practicable mom5t2 heavy ?\gh ! und]tak+ w\ld necess>ily be1 x seem$ my only hope ( be+ able to live on ! isl&4 ,my de> "y wife1 ,m>y ,ann ,robson1 & ,i 7 l&$ on ,tanna on ! #e? ,novemb]1 #aheh1 9 excell5t heal? & full ( all t5d] & holy hopes4 ,on ! #ab? ,febru>y1 #ahei1 %e 0 conf9$ ( a son2 = two days or s bo? "m & *ild seem$ to prosp]1 & our isl&-exile ?rill$ ) joy6 ,b ! greate/ ( sorr[s 0 tread+ h>d ^u ! heels ( t joy6 ,my d>l+'s /r5g? %[$ no signs ( rally+4 ,%e _h an attack ( ague & fev]1 a few days be=e h] conf9em5t2 on ! ?ird day or s !reaft]1 x return$1 & attack$ h] e second day ) increas+ sev]ity = a =tnight4 ,di>rha ensu$1 & symptoms ( pneumonia1 ) slight delirium at int]vals2 & !n 9 a mom5t1 altoge!r unexpect$ly1 %e di$ on ! #crd ,m>*4 ,to cr[n my sorr[s1 & complete my lonel9ess1 ! de> babyboy1 :om we _h nam$ aft] h] fa!r1 ,pet] ,rob]t ,robson1 0 tak5 f me aft] "o week's sickness1 on ! #bj? ,m>*4 ,let ^? :o h ev] pass$ ?r\gh any simil> d>kness z ( midnight feel = me2 z = all o!rs1 x w\ld be m ?an va9 to try to pa9t my sorr[s6 ,i knew !n1 :5 too late1 t our "w _h be5 ent]$ on too ne> ! beg9n+ ( ! ,ra9y ,season4 ,we 7 bo?1 h[ev]1 heal?y & he>ty2 & ,i daily pu%$ on ) ! h\se1 mak+ ?+s h\rly m com=table1 9 ! hope t long lives 7 be=e u bo?1 to be sp5t = ,jesus 9 seek+ ! salvation ( ! p]i%+ ,hea!n4 ,oh1 ! va9 yet bitt] regrets1 t my de> wife _h n be5 left on ,aneityum till aft] ! unheal?y ,ra9y ,season6 ,b no "o advis$ ?is c\rse2 & %e1 high-spirit$1 full ( buoyant hope1 & afraid ( be+ left beh9d me1 or ( me be+ left )\t h] on ,tanna1 refus$ to all[ ! ?+ to be sugge/$4 ,9 our mutual inexp]i5ce1 & ) our he>ts agl[ = ! "w ( our lives1 we incurr$ ?is risk :i* %\ld nev] h be5 incurr$2 & ,i only ref] to ! matt] ?us1 9 ! hope t o!rs may take w>n+4 ,/unn$ by t dreadful loss1 9 ent]+ ^u ?is field ( lab\r to :i* ! ,"l _h ,himself s evid5tly l$ me1 my reason seem$ = a "t almo/ to give way4 ,ague & fev]1 too1 laid a depress+ & weak5+ h& ^u me1 cont9u\sly recurr+1 & rea*+ (t5times ! v height ( its wor/ burn+ /ages4 ,b ,i 0 nev] altoge!r =sak54 ,! ev]-m]ciful ,"l su/a9$ me1 to lay ! preci\s du/ ( my belov$ ,ones 9 ! same quiet grave1 dug = !m close by at ! end ( ! h\se2 9 all ( :i* la/ (fices my own h&s1 despite break+ he>t1 _h to take ! pr9cipal %>e6 ,i built ! grave r\nd & r\nd ) coral blocks1 & cov]$ ! top ) beautiful :ite coral1 brok5 small z gravel2 & t spot became my sacr$ & mu*-frequ5t$ %r9e1 dur+ all ! foll[+ mon?s & ye>s :5 ,i lab\r$ on = ! salvation ( ^! savage ,isl&]s amid/ difficulties1 dang]s1 & dea?s4 ,:5soev] ,tanna turns to ! ,"l1 & is won = ,*ri/1 m5 9 aft]-days w f9d ! memory ( t spot /ill gre51--:]e ) ceaseless pray]s & te>s ,i claim$ t l& = ,god 9 :i* ,i _h 8buri$ my dead0 ) fai? & hope4 ,b = ,jesus1 & ! fell[%ip ,he v\*saf$ me !re1 ,i mu/ h gone mad & di$ beside t lonely grave4 ,! organ ( ! ,*ur* to :i* we belong$1 ,! ,re=m$ ,presbyt]ian ,magaz9e1 publi%$ ! foll[+ words ( condol5ce3--8,9 reg>d to ! dea? ( ,mrs4 ,paton1 "o feel+ ( grief & regret w fill ! he>ts ( all :o knew h]4 ,to add a s5t5ce to ! s+ul>ly j & graceful tribute ,mr4 ,+lis pays to ! memory ( ! deceas$1 w\ld only m> its pa?os & effect4 ,su* language1 f "o accu/om$ to weigh c>efully e ^w he p5s1 bespeaks at once ! r>e excell5ces ( h] t is gone1 z well z ! heavy loss our ,mission & our ,*ur* h su/a9$ 9 h] dea?4 ,h] p>5ts1 :o gave h] by a d\ble baptism to ! ,"l1 h ?is consolation1 t h] dea? may ex]t a m elevat+ & sanctify+ influ5ce = good1 ?an ! longe/ life ( _m ord9>y ,*ri/ians4 ,deep sympa?y ) ,mr4 ,paton w p]vade ! ,*ur*1 9 ! sore trial ) :i* he has be5 visit$40 ,dr4 ,+lis1 my bro!r ,mission>y on ,aneityum1 wrote to ! same ,magaz9e3--8,i tru/ all ^? :o %$ te>s ( sorr[ on acc\nt ( h] e>ly dea? w be enabl$ 9 ! ex]cise ( fai? & resignation to say1 #8,! ,w ( ! ,"l be done2 ! ,"l gave & ! ,"l ha? tak5 away3 bless$ be ! "n ( ! ,"l6' ,i ne$ n say h[ deeply we sympa?ise ) h] b]eav$ p>5ts1 z well z ) h] sorr[+ husb&4 ,by h] dea? ! ,mission has su/a9$ a heavy loss4 ,we 7 greatly pleas$ ) ,mrs4 ,paton1 dur+ ! p]iod ( our %ort int]c\rse ) h]4 ,h] m9d1 naturally vigor\s1 _h be5 cultivat$ by a sup]ior education4 ,%e 0 full ( ,mission>y _s1 & took a deep int]e/ 9 ! native wom54 ,?is 0 se5 fur!r1 :5 %e w5t to ,tanna1 :]e1 9 less ?an ?ree mon?s1 %e _h collect$ a class ( eight females1 :o came regul>ly to h] to receive in/ruction4 ,!re 0 ab\t h] a maturity ( ?\ght1 a solidity ( "*1 a l(t9ess ( aim & purpose r>ely f\nd 9 "o s "y4 ,tra9$ up 9 ! fe> ( ! ,"l f *ildhood1 l ano!r ,m>y %e _h evid5tly *os5 t good "p1 :i* is nev] tak5 away f ^? possess$ ( x4 ,:5 %e left ?is isl&1 %e _h to all human appe>ance a long c>e] ( usefulness & happ9ess on ,e>? be=e h]1 b ! ,"l has appo9t$ o!rwise4 ,%e has gone1 z we tru/1 to h] re/ & h] rew>d4 ,! ,"l has said to h]1 z ,he said to ,david1 #8,?\ did/ well 9 t x 0 9 ?9e he>t to build a ,h\se = ,my ,"n4' ,let u wat* & pray1 = our ,"l come? z a ?ief 9 ! night40 ,! ,mission ,synod at ,tanna1 on ,april #bg?1 #ahei1 pass$ ! foll[+ resolution3--8,t ?is meet+ deeply & s9c]ely sympa?ises ) ,mr4 ,paton 9 ! heavy & try+ b]eavem5t ) :i* ! ,"l has se5 meet to visit him 9 ! dea? ( 8 belov$ wife & *ild2 & ! ,mission>ies record _! s5se ( ! loss ?is ,mission has su/a9$1 9 ! e>ly1 sudd51 & unexpect$ dea? ( ,mrs4 ,paton4 ,h] e>ne/ ,*ri/ian "*1 h] devot$ ,mission>y _s1 h] excell5t education1 h] k9d & oblig+ disposition1 & ! influ5ce %e 0 fa/ acquir+ ov] ! ,natives excit$ expectations ( great future usefulness4 ,t !y express _! he>t-felt sympa?y ) ! p>5ts & o!r relatives ( ! deceas$2 t !y recomm5d ,mr4 ,paton to pay a visit to ,aneityum = ! b5efit ( 8 heal?2 t !y comm5d him to ! t5d] m]cies ( ,him :o 0 s5t to com=t all :o m\rn2 & t !y reg>d ?is /rik+ disp5sation ( ,god's provid5ce z a l\d call to !mselves1 to be m 9 e>ne/ 9 att5d+ to ! /ate ( _! own s\ls1 & m dilig5t 9 press+ ! conc]ns ( ,et]nity on ! m9ds ( o!rs40 ,soon aft] h] dea?1 ! good ,bi%op ,selwyn call$ at ,port ,resolution1 ,tanna1 9 8 ,mission %ip4 ,he came on %ore to visit me1 accompani$ by ! ,rev4 ,j4 ,c4 ,patteson4 ,!y _h met ,mrs4 ,paton on ,aneityum 9 ! previ\s ye> soon aft] our arrival1 &1 z %e 0 !n ! picture ( p]fect heal?1 !y also felt h] loss v ke5ly4 ,/&+ ) me beside ! grave ( "m & *ild1 ,i weep+ al\d on 8 "o h&1 & ,patteson--aft]w>ds ! ,m>tyr ,bi%op ( ,nakupu--sobb+ sil5tly on ! o!r1 ! godly ,bi%op ,selwyn p\r$ out 8 he>t to ,god amid/ sobs & te>s1 dur+ :i* he laid 8 h&s on my head1 & invok$ ,heav5's ri*e/ consolations & bless+s on me & my try+ lab\rs4 ,! virtue ( t k9d ( ,episcopal consecration ,i did & d mo/ w>mly appreciate6 ,!y urg$ me by _m appeals to take a trip ) !m r\nd ! ,isl&s1 z my life 0 daily 9 great dang] f ! savages2 !y g5]\sly (f]$ to convey me direct to ,aneityum1 or :]ev] ,i wi%$ to g1 z ,i greatly ne$$ re/ & *ange4 ,b1 ) a he>t full ( gratitude to !m1 ,i yet resolv$ to rema91 feel+ t ,i 0 at ! po/ ( duty :]e ,god _h plac$ me2 & besides1 fe>+ t if ,i left once ! natives w\ld n let me l& aga9 on return+ to _! isl&1 ,i det]m9$ to hold on z long z possible1 ?\gh feel+ v weak & suff]+ badly f ague4 ,sorr[ & love make me l+] a little to quote ^! extracts1 pr9t$ 9 ! ,re=m$ ,presbyt]ian ,magaz9e = ,janu>y1 #ahfj1 f ,mrs4 ,paton's la/ lett] to h] fri5ds at home4 ,x is dat$ f ,port ,resolution1 ,tanna1 #bh? ,decemb]1 #aheh4 8,,my ,,de> ,,fa!r1 ,,"m1 ,,& ,,si/]s1-- 8,:5 ,i wrote la/1 we 7 j ab\t to leave ,aneityum = ,tanna1 ! sph]e ( our future lab\rs4 ,"o c h no idea ( ! d>k & degrad$ /ate ( ^! poor ,hea!n1 unless really liv+ among/ !m4 ,/ill we tru/ t ! cl\d :i* has s long envelop$ ,tanna w soon be roll$ away1 & ! light ( ! ,sun ( ,righte\sness irradiate ?is d>k l&4 ,we h be5 "h ab\t two mon?s1 & s f> ! p among :om we live appe> to be fri5dly4 ,a num]\s prie/hood reside 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ! ,volcano1 f :om we anticipate mu* opposition1 z !y "k t :]ev] ! ,mission>y ga9s a foot+ among ! p1 _! influ5ce is lo/4 ,! ,tannese are v av>ici\s4 ,if "o r5d]s ! lea/ assi/ance1 he dem&s a mo/ exorbitant pay2 inde$1 we c h>dly satisfy !m4 ,we h a numb] ( male1 b v few female visitors1 ! latt] be+ j slaves to d all ! "w4 ,! m5 disfigure _! faces ) r$ & black pa9t1 & always c>ry spe>s & clubs4 ,at fir/ ,i 0 q %ock$ ) _! appe>ance1 b "o soon becomes accu/om$ to su* sights4 ,!y likewise possess p[d] & muskets1--guns & tobacco be+ ! *ief objects ( _! ambition4 ,inde$1 su* is _! degrad$ condition t1 7 n ! p[] & grace ( ,god all-suffici5t1 "o might almo/ despair ( ev] mak+ any impression on !m4 ,all ! ,natives are 9 a /ate ( entire nudity1 ) ?is exception1 t females we> %ort petticoats made ( grass4 ,"y girls are v fond ( beads1 & sometimes h _! necks q cov]$ ) !m4 ,!y likewise bore holes 9 ! e>1 f :i* !y susp5d l>ge rolls 7circles7 ( tortoise %ell4 ,two or ?ree little girls come ab\t me1 :om ,i am tea*+ to sew & s+2 b no great good c be accompli%$ till we ma/] _! language4 ,we h pick$ up a good _m words1 & ,i tru/1 ) ! bless+ ( ,god1 w soon be able to speak to !m ( ?+s p]ta9+ to _! ev]la/+ peace4 8,port ,resolution is a mo/ beautiful ,bay4 ,i h nev] se5 su* a lovely spot4 ,inde$1 ev]y?+ ar\nd delights ! eye1 & #8only man is vile4' ,our h\se is at ! head ( ! ,bay1 on ! f\ndation ( ,dr4 ,turn]'s1 f :i* he _h to fly fifte5 ye>s ago4 ,! sea1 at full tide1 comes )9 a few y>ds ( ! door4 ,mr4 ,copel& is /ay+ ) u n[4 ,dur+ ! ,ra9y ,season1 he is to be sometimes ) u1 & at o!r times ) ,mr4 ,ma?ieson1 :o is 9 delicate heal?4 ,! !rmomet] av]ages f #hj to #he4 ,! ,ra9y ,season hav+ n[ set 91 x is n likely we w h any opportunity ( s5d+ or receiv+ lett]s = ?ree or f\r mon?s4 ,i am we>y+ v mu* to he> f y4 ,i c h>dly realize t n9e mon?s h roll$ away s9ce ,i left bonnie ,scotia6 ,h[ _m *anges w take place be=e ,i aga9 revisit x6 ,bo? my husb& & ,i are 9 excell5t heal?1 &1 ?\gh ! heat feels oppressive1 we l ! climate v well4 ,a ,happy ,new ,ye> to y all1 & _m happy returns6 ,i am writ+ hurri$ly1 z a vessel has call$1 & leaves to-morr[ morn+4 ,i expect to get all ! news :5 y write1 = my int]e/ 9 & affection = home & home-folks h n 9 ! lea/ abat$4 8,n[ ,i mu/ conclude2 ) love to y all1 & to all my old companions1 believe me ev] y\r lov+ daught] & si/]1 8,,m>y ,,ann ,,paton40 ,h] la/ words 71-- 8,oh1 t my de> "m 7 "h6 ,%e is a good woman1 my "m1 a jewel ( a woman40 ,!n1 obs]v+ ,mr4 ,copel& ne> by1 %e said1-- 8,oh1 ,mr4 ,copel&1 ,i did n "k y 7 !re6 ,y mu/ n ?9k t ,i regret com+ "h1 & leav+ my "m4 ,if ,i _h ! same ?+ to d ov] aga91 ,i w\ld d x ) f> m pleasure1 yes1 ) all my he>t4 ,oh1 no6 ,i d n regret leav+ home & fri5ds1 ?\gh at ! "t ,i felt x ke5ly40 ,soon aft] ?is1 look+ up & putt+ h] h& 9 m9e1 %e said1-- 8,j4 ,c4 wrote to our ,janet say+1 t "y ,*ri/ians "u _! fir/ impressions ?\ght !y c\ld d any?+ or make any sacrifice = ,jesus1 & he ask$ if %e believ$ x1 = he did n ?9k !y c\ld1 :5 te/$2 b ,janet wrote back t %e believ$ !y c\ld1 & 7add$ %e ) great emphasis7 ,i believe x is true60 ,9 a mom5t1 altoge!r unexpect$ly1 %e fell asleep 9 ,jesus1 ) ^! words on h] lips4 8,n lo/1 only gone be=e to be = ev] ) ! ,"l10--my he>t keeps say+ or s++ to itself f t h\r till n[4 ,ev] s9ce ! day ( our happy m>riage1 a /range pres5tim5t possess$ my he>t t ,i %\ld lose h] soon & sudd5ly4 ,p]haps ,i am n ! fir/ :o has wre/l$ ?r\gh su* unwor?y =ebod+s--t t :i* 0 s preci\s & bless$ 0 ab\t to be )drawn6 ,our %ort unit$ life _h be5 cl\dless & happy2 ,i felt h] loss beyond all conception or description1 9 t d>k l&4 ,x 0 v]ily difficult to be resign$1 left alone1 & 9 sorr[ful circum/ances2 b feel+ immovably assur$ t my ,god & ,fa!r 0 too wise & lov+ to err 9 any?+ t ,he does or p]mits1 ,i look$ up to ! ,"l = help1 & /ruggl$ on 9 ,8 "w4 ,i d n pret5d to see ?r\gh ! my/]y ( su* visitations1--:]e9 ,god calls away ! "y1 ! promis+1 & ^? sorely ne$$ = ,8 s]vice "h2 b ?is ,i d "k & feel1 t1 9 ! light ( su* disp5sations1 x becomes u all to love & s]ve our bless$ ,"l ,jesus s t we may be ready at ,8 call = dea? & ,et]nity4 ,,*apt] ,,vii4 ,,mission ,,leaves ,,f ,,tanna4 ,native ,tannese4--8,taboo$40--,jehovah's ,ra94--8,big ,hays40--,w> & ,cannibalism4--,! ,lot ( ,woman4--,sacr$ ,days4--,prea*+ 9 ,villages4--,native ,tea*]s4--,! ,w> ,%ell4--,deadly ,sup]/itions4--,a ,league ( ,blood4--,*iefs 9 ,c\ncil4--,def5ce ( ,wom54--,a ,league ( ,peace4--,secret ,disciples4--,a ,*ri/o-,hea!n ,fun]al4--,clev] ,?ieves4--,%ips ( ,fire4--,h4,m4,s4 ,cordelia4--,capta9 ,v]non & ,miaki4--,! ,capta9 & ,our ,*iefs4--,! ,john ,williams4--,impressions ,evanesc5t4--,a ,h\se on ! ,hill4--,9 ,fev] ,grips4--8,noble ,old ,abraham40--,critics 9 ,easy ,*airs4 ,9 ! fir/ lett]1 s5t jo9tly by ,mr4 ,copel& & me f ,tanna to ! ,*ur* at home1 ! foll[+ /atem5ts are f\nd3-- 8,we f\nd ! ,tannese to be pa9t$ ,savages1 envelop$ 9 all ! sup]/ition & wick$ness ( ,hea!nism4 ,all ! m5 & *ildr5 g 9 a /ate ( nudity4 ,! old] wom5 we> grass skirts1 & ! "y wom5 & girls1 grass or leaf aprons l ,eve 9 ,ed54 ,!y are exce$+ly ignorant1 vici\s1 & bigot$1 & almo/ void ( natural affection4 ,in/ead ( ! inhabitants ( ,port ,resolution be+ improv$ by com+ 9 contact ) :ite m51 !y are r5d]$ mu* worse2 = !y h le>n$ all _! vices1 b none ( _! virtues1--if su* are possess$ by ! pione] trad]s among su* races6 ,! s&al-wood ,trad]s are z a class ! mo/ godless ( m51 ^: cruelty & wick$ness make u a%am$ to own !m z our c\ntrym54 ,by !m ! poor1 def5celess ,natives are oppress$ & robb$ on e h&2 & if !y (f] ! slighte/ resi/ance1 !y are ru?lessly sil5c$ by ! musket or revolv]4 ,few mon?s "h pass )\t "s ( !m be+ s %ot1 &1 in/ead ( _! murd]]s feel+ a%am$1 !y boa/ ( h[ !y despat* !m4 ,su* treatm5t keeps ! ,natives always burn+ "u a desire = rev5ge1 s t x is a wond] any :ite man is all[$ to come among !m4 ,inde$1 all ,trad]s "h are able to ma9ta9 _! position only by revolv]s & rifles2 b we hope a bett] /ate ( affairs is at h& = ,tanna40 ,! novelty ( our be+ among !m soon pass$ away1 & !y began to %[ _! av>ice & deceitfulness 9 e possible way4 ,! ,*iefs unit$ & refus$ to give u ! half ( ! small piece ( l& :i* _h be5 pur*as$1 on :i* to build our ,mission ,h\se1 & :5 we attempt$ to f5ce 9 ! "p !y _h left to u1 !y 8taboo$0 x1 i4e41 ?reat5$ our ,tea*]s & u ) dea? if we proce$$ fur!r ) ! "w4 ,?is !y did by plac+ c]ta9 re$s /uck into ! gr\nd "h & !re ar\nd our h\se1 :i* our ,aneityumese s]vants at once knew ! mean+ (1 & w>n$ u ( our dang]2 s we left (f mak+ ! f5ce1 t we might if possible evade all (f5ce4 ,!y !n divid$ ! few bread-fruit & cocoa-nut trees on ! gr\nd among/ !mselves1 or dem&$ su* paym5t = ^! trees z we did n possess1 & ?reat5$ rev5ge on u if ! trees 7 injur$ by any p]son4 ,!y n[ became s unreasonable & (f5sive1 & our dang]s s increas$1 z to make our resid5ce among/ !m extremely try+4 ,at ?is "t a vessel call$2 ,i b\ght f ! ,capta9 ! paym5t !y dem&$2 on receiv+ x1 !y lift$ ! ,taboo1 & = a little season appe>$ to be fri5dly aga94 ,?is 0 ! ?ird paym5t !y _h got = t site1 & to yield 0 tea*+ !m a cruel lesson2 all ?is we felt & cle>ly saw1 b !y _h by "s means to be conciliat$1 if possible1 & our lives _h to be sav$1 if t c\ld be done )\t di%on\r to ! ,*ri/ian "n4 ,aft] ^! ev5ts1 a few weeks ( dry wea!r began to tell aga9/ ! gr[? ( _! yams & bananas4 ,! dr\ght 0 in/antly ascrib$ to u & our ,god4 ,! ,natives f> & ne> 7 summon$ to consid] ! matt] 9 public assembly4 ,next day1 ,n\ka1 ! high *ief1 & ,miaki1 ! w>-*ief1 8 nephew1 came to in=m u1 t two p[]ful ,*iefs _h op5ly decl>$ 9 t assembly t if ! ,h>b\r p did n at once kill u or compel u to leave ! isl&1 !y w\ld1 unless ! ra9 came pl5tifully 9 ! meantime1 summon all ! ,inl& p & murd] bo? our ,*iefs & u4 ,! fri5dly ,*iefs said1-- 8,pray to y\r ,jehovah ,god = ra91 & d n g f> beyond y\r door = a "t2 we are all 9 greate/ dang]1 & if w> breaks out1 we fe> we _c protect y40 ,b ?is fri5dl9ess 0 all pret5ce2 !y !mselves1 be+ sacr$ m51 pr(ess$ to h ! p[] ( s5d+ or )hold+ ra91 & tri$ to fix ! blame ( _! discomfiture on u4 ,! rage ( ! poor ignorant ,hea!n 0 !reby f$ aga9/ u4 ,! ,ev]-,m]ciful1 h[ev]1 aga9 int]pos$ on our behalf4 ,on ! foll[+ ,sabba?1 j :5 we 7 assembl+ = wor%ip1 ra9 began to fall1 & 9 great abundance4 ,! :ole inhabitants believ$1 app>5tly1 t x 0 s5t to save u 9 answ] to our pray]s2 s !y met aga91 & resolv$ to all[ u to rema9 on ,tanna4 ,alas6 ! cont9u\s & heavy ra9s br\ght mu* sickness & fev] 9 _! tra91 & aga9 _! sacr$ m5 po9t$ to u z ! cause4 ,hurricane w9ds also blew & injur$ _! fruits & fruit trees1--ano!r opportunity = our enemies to lay ! blame ( ev]y?+ ^u ! ,mission>ies & _! ,jehovah ,god6 ,! trial & ! dang] daily grew ( liv+ among a p s dreadfully b5ight$ by sup]/ition1 & s easily sway$ by prejudice & passion4 ,on ,sabba? aft]noon1 ! #f? ( ,janu>y1 #ahfj1 9 a sev]e gale1 we 7 surpris$ to see a l>ge ,sydney vessel come to an*or 9 ! ,h>b\r at ,port ,resolution1 "r opposite our h\se4 ,?\gh w9d & sea 7 bo? dang]\sly high1 ! ,capta9 & all h&s1 z we 7 aft]w>ds in=m$1 coolly w5t to sleep4 ,gradually1 b q p]ceptibly1 ! vessel 0 all[$ to drift z if by delib]ate int5tion1 till %e /ruck on ! bea* at ! head ( ! ,bay1 & !re 0 soon brok5 up & became a total wreck4 ,= ?is also ! ignorant ,natives gave u cr$it1 z = ev]y?+ uncommon or disagreeable on ,tanna2 b we 7 ev] consci\s t our ,"l ,jesus 0 ne> u1 & all trials t lead u to cl+ clos] 9 fell[%ip ) our ,savi\r are really bless+s 9 disguise4 ,! ,capta9 ( t vessel1 kn[n to u only z 8,big ,hays10 & 8 wife1 said to be ! wife ( a man 9 ,sydney :o _h run away ) him1 & 8 l-m9d$ crew became by _! %ock+ conduct a horrible curse to our poor ,isl&]s1 & greatly embitt]$ ! feel+ aga9/ u4 ,!y 7 arm$ ) deadly weapons1 & did _! wick$ w among/ our ,natives1 :o dur/ n attack s l>ge a p>ty ( desp]ate & well-arm$ m54 ,b !y 7 :ite p1 & s 7 ! ,mission>ies2 to ! savage m9d t 0 en\gh1 & rev5ge w\ld be tak5 ^u ! fir/ :ite faces1 h[ev] innoc5t1 :o came )9 _! p[]4 ,! ,natives ( ,tanna 7 well-nigh con/antly at w> among/ !mselves1 e man do+ t :i* 0 "r 9 8 own eyes1 & almo/ e qu>rel end+ 9 an appeal to arms4 ,besides _m battles f> inl&1 "o 0 f\ght closely ar\nd our h\se1 & sev]al 7 f\ght ar\nd ! ,h>b\r4 ,9 ^! conflicts1 _m m5 7 bruis$ ) clubs & w\nd$ ) arr[s1 b few lives 7 lo/1 consid]+ ! savage upro> & fr5zy ( ! sc5e4 ,9 "o case1 ( :i* we obta9$ c]ta9 in=mation1 sev5 m5 7 kill$ 9 an engagem5t1 &1 accord+ to ,tannese cu/om1 ! w>riors & _! fri5ds fea/$ on !m at ! close ( ! fray1 ! wid[s ( ! sla9 be+ also /rangl$ to dea?1 & simil>ly dispos$ (4 ,besides ^? :o fell 9 w>1 ! ,natives liv+ 9 our qu>t] _h kill$ & fea/$ on eight p]sons1 usually 9 sacrificial rites4 ,x is said1 t ! habitual ,cannibal's desire = human fle% becomes s horrible t he has be5 kn[n to dis9t] & fea/ ^u ^? rec5tly buri$4 ,two cases ( ?is revolt+ b>b>ism 7 report$ z hav+ occurr$ among/ ! villag]s liv+ ne> u4 ,on ano!r occasion ! great *ief ,n\ka took s]i\sly unwell1 & 8 p sacrific$ ?ree wom5 = 8 recov]y6 ,all su* cruel & horrify+ practices1 h[ev]1 !y tri$ to conceal f u2 & _m mu/ h p]i%$ 9 ?is way ( :om we1 ?\gh liv+ at _! doors1 7 nev] p]mitt$ to he>4 ,among/ ! ,hea!n1 9 ! ,new ,hebrides1 & especially on ,tanna1 woman is ! d[n-trodd5 slave ( man4 ,%e is kept work+ h>d1 & be>s all ! heavi] burd5s1 :ile he walks by h] side ) musket1 club1 or spe>4 ,if %e (f5ds him1 he beats or abuses h] at pleasure4 ,a savage gave 8 poor wife a sev]e beat+ 9 front ( our h\se & j be=e our eyes1 :ile 9 va9 we /rove to prev5t x4 ,su* sc5es 7 s common t no "o ?\ght ( int]f]+4 ,ev5 if ! woman di$ 9 8 h&s1 or imm$iately !reaft]1 neighb\rs took little notice1 if any at all4 ,& _! *ildr5 7 s little c>$ =1 t my con/ant wond] 0 h[ any ( !m surviv$ at all6 ,z soon z !y are able to knock ab\t1 !y are left practically to c>e = !mselves2 h5ce ! v small affection !y %[ t[>ds _! p>5ts1 :i* results 9 ! ag$ :o are unable to "w be+ neglect$1 />v$ to dea?1 & sometimes ev5 m directly & viol5tly de/roy$4 ,a ,hea!n boy's education consi/s 9 be+ taught to aim skilfully ) ! b[1 to ?r[ ! spe> faultlessly at a m>k1 to wield p[]fully ! club & tomahawk1 & to %oot well ) musket & revolv] :5 ^! c be obta9$4 ,he accompanies 8 fa!r & bro!rs 9 all ! w>s & prep>ations = w>1 & is dilig5tly initiat$ into all _! cruelties & lu/s1 z ! v pr]equisite ( 8 be+ reg>d$ & ackn[l$g$ to be a man & a w>rior4 ,! girls h1 ) _! "m & si/]s1 to toil & slave 9 ! village plantations1 to prep>e all ! mat]ials = f5c+ ^! ar\nd1 to be> e burd51 & to be knock$ ab\t at w by ! m5 & boys4 ,oh1 h[ sad & degrad$ is ! position ( ,woman1 :]e ! tea*+ ( ,*ri/ is unkn[n1 or disreg>d$ ?\gh kn[n6 ,x is ! ,*ri/ ( ! ,bible1 x is ,8 ,_s ent]+ into ,humanity1 t has lift$ ,woman1 & made h] ! helpmate & ! fri5d ( ,man1 n 8 toy or 8 slave4 ,to ! be/ ( our obs]vation1 ! ,hea!n1 ?\gh vaguely foll[+ "s division ( ! week into sev5 days1 sp5t ! ,sabba? on ,tanna mu* ! same z _! o!r days 7 sp5t4 ,ev5 :5 "s 7 l$ to give up manual lab\rs on t day1 !y sp5t x1 l too _m ,*ri/ians else:]e1 9 visit+ fri5ds & 9 selfi% pleasures1 on fea/+ & dr9k+4 ,aft] we _h be5 ab\t "o ye> on ! isl&1 we _h a morn+ ,*ur* ,s]vice1 att5d$ by ab\t t5 ,*iefs & z _m wom5 & *ildr5 belong+ to !m2 ?\gh1 once ! ,s]vice 0 ov]1 !y paid no m att5tion to ! ,"l's ,day4 ,on "s ( ! m ,nor!rn ,isl&s ( ! gr\p1 ! ,hea!n _h a sacr$ day4 ,twice1 sail+ ) ! ,dayspr+1 we ca/ an*or at an ,isl&1 b c\ld n see a s+le ,native till next day1 :5 "o :o c\ld speak brok5 ,engli% in=m$ u t none ( ! p _h be5 se5 mov+ ab\t because !y 7 8keep+ _! ,sunday40 ,a numb] ( ! ,tannese spoke a little ,engli%1 b !y 7 ! wor/ & mo/ trea*]\s *>act]s ( all4 ,!y _h imbib$ ! pr(ane ,trad]'s language & 8 hatr$ ( ,mission>ies & _! "w2 & ^!1 add$ to _! own ,hea!n prejudices1 made !m ! mo/ tr\blesome & dang]\s ( m54 ,aft] ! ,sabba? ,morn+ ,s]vice we us$ to walk _m miles1 visit+ all ! villages )9 rea*1 ev5 be=e we _h got s mu* ( _! language z to be able to speak freely to ! p4 ,sometimes we made a circuit among/ !m1 t5 or twelve miles away & z _m back aga94 ,we tri$ to talk a little to all :o 7 will+ to li/52 & we conduct$ ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah1 :]ev] we c\ld f9d two or ?ree dispos$ to ga!r toge!r & to sit or kneel beside u4 ,x 0 to fle% & blood we>y "w1 & 9 _m ways di%e>t5+--no responsive faces & he>ts !re to *e] u on & lift u up into fell[%ip ) ! ,"l6 ,b x help$ u to see ! p1 & to get acqua9t$ ) ! di/ricts ar\nd2 x also secur$ = u v consid]able audi5ces1 except :5 !y 7 engag$ 9 w>4 ,no real progress c\ld be made 9 imp>t+ to !m spiritual k1 till we _h atta9$ "s famili>ity ) _! language4 ,by f9d+ out1 z be=e record$1 ! ,tannese = 8,:at is ?is80 & 8,:at is 8 or h] "n80 we got ! names ( ?+s & p1 & made amaz+ progress t[>ds mutual intellig5ce4 ,we soon f\nd out t !re 7 two di/9ct languages spok5 9 & ar\nd ,port ,resolution2 b we conf9$ ourselves to t :i* 0 und]/ood z f> z ! o!r ,mission ,/ation2 &1 by ,god's help & great dilig5ce1 we 7 able ere long to speak to !m ( s9 & ( salvation ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,twelve ,aneityumese ,tea*]s 7 at ?is "t liv+ on ,tanna1 b !y _h no ,s*ools1 & no ,books 9 ,tannese1 = t language _h nev] yet be5 r$uc$ to =ms t c\ld be pr9t$4 ,! "w ( ! ,tea*]s1 besides tell+ to ! p ar\nd all t !y c\ld reg>d+ ,*ri/ & ! ,*ri/ian religion1 f\nd its highe/ value 9 pres5t+ ?r\gh _! own _s & "* a nobl] type ( life ?an any t ,hea!nism c\ld %[4 ,:5 a ,mission>y arrives1 ! ,tea*]'s fir/ duty is to help him 9 h\se-build+1 f5c+1 & ! _m manual & o!r toils requir$ 9 organiz+ ! new ,/ation1 besides accompany+ him on ! inl& j\rneys1 assi/+ him 9 reg>d to ! language z f> z possible1 & 9 g5]al fur!r+ ! cause4 ,b 9 altoge!r virg9 soil l t ( ,tanna1 ! ,aneityumese ,tea*]1 or "o f any o!r isl&1 _h ! language to acquire fir/ ( all1 n less ?an ! ,european ,mission>y1 & 0 !re=e ( little use except = manual lab\r1 & t too _h to be c>ri$ on by signs mu* m ?an by words4 ,n only has e isl& its own tongue1 diff]+ widely f & un9telligible to all ! o!rs1 b ev5 ! p on "o side ( an isl& c\ld n sometimes und]/& or conv]se ) ! p on ! opposite side ( ! same4 ,?is r5d]$ our "w 9 ! ,new ,hebrides n only exceptionally difficult1 b its progressive movem5t di/ress+ly sl[4 ,^w _h rea*$ ,tanna1 t1 9 a qu>rel ) ,s&al-wood]s1 ! ,erromangans _h murd]$ ?ree :ite m5 & a numb] ( ,natives 9 _! employm5t1 9 rev5ge = ! :ite m5's %amefully entreat+ & murd]+ ! ,erromangans4 ,on ,tanna all su* news 7 report$ & talk$ ov]1 :5 ! ,*iefs & _! m5 ( w> met = _! ev5+ repa/--an ev5t t g5]ally w\nd up ) dr9k+ ,kava1 :i* fir/ produc$ intoxication l :isky & !n /upefaction l a dose ( laudanum4 ,excit$ by ! rum\rs f ,erromanga1 !y _h drunk m ?an usual1 & lay ab\t _! ,village ,dr9k+-,hall 9 a helpless ho/4 ,enemies f an inl& tribe /eal?ily drew ne>1 & dis*>g$ _! muskets among/ !m 9 ! d>k1 kill+ "o man1 & s1 accord+ to _! cu/om1 w> 0 kn[n to be decl>$4 ,e>ly next morn+1 ,miaki1 ! w>-*ief1 despat*$ 8 h]ald to s\nd ! ,con* & summon ! p to battle4 ,he made ! ,h>b\r & all ! c\ntry res\nd ) x = six miles ar\nd1 & ! savage hordes ga!r$ to ! call4 ,putt+ our tru/ 9 ,god1 we quietly resolv$ to att5d z usual to our "w & await ! result4 ,excitem5t & t]ror drove ! ,natives hi!r & ?i!r4 ,"o man close to u be+ ne>ly kill$1 8 fri5ds assembl$ 9 great =ce1 & ) clubs & spe>s1 tomahawks & muskets1 drove ! (f5d+ tribe m ?an a mile into ! bu%4 ,!y1 9 turn1 be+ re9=c$1 drove _! enemies back aga9 to ! bea*4 ,!re1 seat$ )9 he>+ di/ance1 !y c>ri$ on a gr& sort ( b>b>\s-,hom]ic scold+ mat*1 & exhau/$ _! rage 9 javel9s ( reproa*4 ,a great relief seem$ !reby to ensue1 = ! rival ,*iefs !reon approa*$ our h\se & entreat$ me to dress _! w\nds6 ,i did s1 & appeal$ to !m = peace1 & got _! promise to let t conflict come to an end4 ,alas1 = ! pass+ influ5ce ( su* appeals1--= ,i le>n$ %ortly aft] ?is1 on my return f ,aneityum1 :]e ,i _h gone = a =tnight to recruit f ! effects ( an almo/ ?ree mon?s' cont9uance ( recurr+ ague & fev]1 t eight ( ! ,h>b\r p _h be5 murd]$ ne> our h\se at ,port ,resolution4 ,! ,natives got into a dreadfully unsettl$ /ate1 ea* "o wond]+ 9 t]ror :o w\ld be ! next to fall4 ,ab\t ! "t ( my de> wife's dea?1 our bro!r ,mission>y1 ,mr4 ,ma?ieson1 also became exce$+ly unwell4 ,8 delicate frame fa/ gave way1 & br\ght ) x weakness ( ! m9d z well2 & he 0 remov$ to ,aneityum app>5tly 9 a dy+ condition4 ,^! sad visitations _h a bad effect on ! ,natives1 ow+ to _! wild sup]/itions ab\t ! cause ( dea? & sickness4 ,we _h reason to fe> t !y w\ld ev5 int]f]e ) ! preci\s grave1 ov] :i* we kept c>eful wat* = a season2 b ,god m]cifully re/ra9$ !m4 ,un=tunately1 h[ev]1 "o ( my ,aneityumese ,tea*]s :o _h gone r\nd to ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's ,/ation took ill & di$ !re1 & ?is rek9dl$ all _! prejudices4 ,he1 poor fell[1 be=e dea? said1-- 8,i w n aga9 return to ,port ,resolution1 or see my de> ,missi2 b tell him t ,i die happy1 = ,i love ,jesus mu*1 & am go+ to ,jesus60 ,he>+ ^! ?+s1 ! ,natives insol5tly dem&$ me to tell !m ! cause ( ?is dea?1 & ( ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's tr\ble1 & ( ! o!r dea?s4 ,o!r reason+ or explanation be+ to !m useless1 ,i turn$ ! tables1 & dem&$ !m to tell me :y all ?is tr\ble & dea? _h ov]tak5 u 9 _! l&1 & :e!r !y !mselves 7 n ! cause ( x all8 ,/range to say1 ?is simple "q turn$ ! :ole curr5t ( _! speculations4 ,!y held meet+ aft] meet+ to discuss x = sev]al days1 & return$ ! message1-- 8,we d n blame y1 & y mu/ n blame u = caus+ ^! tr\bles & dea?s2 b we believe t a ,bu%man mu/ h got hold ( portion ( some?+ we _h eat51 & mu/ h ?r[n x to ! great ,evil ,_s 9 ! volcano1 !reby br++ all ^! tr\bles & curses40 ,ano!r ,*ief v9dicat$ himself & o!rs ?us3--8,k>apanamun1 ! ,auruman or great ,evil ,_s ( ,tanna1 :om we all fe> & wor%ip1 is caus+ ^! tr\bles2 = he kn[s t if we become wor%ipp]s ( y\r ,jehovah ,god1 we _c cont9ue to fe> him1 or pres5t him ) ! be/ ( ev]y?+1 z our =efa!rs h always done2 he is angry at y & at u all40 ,! fe> ( ! dea?s & tr\bles be+ ascrib$ to !m sil5c$ _! talk aga9/ u = a season2 b v little made !m ei!r fri5ds or foes1 z ! next ev5t w too pa9fully %[4 ,n[hat1 an old ,*ief ( ! highe/ rank f ,aneityum1 :o spoke ,tannese & 0 mu* respect$ by ! ,natives all r\nd ! s\? side ( ,tanna1 came on a visit to our isl&4 ,aft] return+ home1 he became v ill & di$ 9 a few days4 ,! delud$ ,tannese1 he>+ ( 8 dea?1 ascrib$ x to me & ! ,wor%ip1 & resolv$ to burn our h\se & prop]ty1 & ei!r murd] ! :ole ,mission p>ty1 or compel u to leave ! isl&4 ,n[hat's bro!r 0 s5t f ,aneityum to talk to ! ,tannese & conciliate !m1 b un=tunately he c\ld n speak ! language well2 & ! ,aneityumese ,tea*]s felt _! lives to be at ?is "t 9 su* dang] t !y dur/ n accompany him z int]pret]s1 :ile ,i on ! o!r h& did n und]/& 8 language1 nor he1 m9e4 ,)9 two days aft] l&+1 he _h a sev]e attack ( ague & fev]2 &1 ?\gh ! vessel he came 9 rema9$ eight days1 he 0 pro/rat$ all ! "t1 s t 8 well-int5tion$ visit did u mu* h>m4 ,! ,tannese became furi\s4 ,?is 0 pro( positive1 t we 7 ! cause ( all _! sickness & dea?4 ,inl& & all along ! wea!r side ( ! isl&1 :5 f> en\gh away f u1 !y said t ! ,natives 7 enjoy+ excell5t heal?4 ,meet+ aft] meet+ 0 held2 excit+ spee*es 7 deliv]$2 & fea/s 7 giv51 = :i* x 0 said t sev]al wom5 7 sacrific$1 cook$1 & eat51--su* be+ ! bonds by :i* !y ent]$ into cov5ant ) ea* o!r = life or dea?4 ,on ! morn+ ( ! foll[+ ,sabba?1 we he>d :at 7 said to be ! dy+ %rieks ( two woman-sacrifices2 b we w5t n ne>1--we _h no p[] to save !m1 & ! savages only wait$ su* a *ance ( sacrific+ u too4 ,soon aft]1 ?ree wom5 came runn+ to ! ,mission ,h\se1 & 9 te>s implor$ u to try & protect !m f be+ kill$ by _! husb&s4 ,alas1 we c\ld only plead = !m1 ! ,tannese & ,aneityumese ,tea*]s w>n+ u t if we ev5 pl$ we w\ld be in/antly murd]$1 z ! m5 7 rag+ mad ) ! ?ir/ ( blood4 ,at ano!r "t1 eight inl& girls came runn+ to u & sat 9 front ( our h\se all day1 say+ !y 7 afraid to g home1 z ! m5 7 fight+ ) _! wom5 & kill+ !m4 ,at nightfall1 h[ev]1 ! poor creatures )drew1 we knew n to :at fate4 ,! inhabitants = miles ar\nd unit$ 9 seek+ our de/ruction1 b ,god put x into ev5 savage he>ts to save u4 ,old ,n[>1 ! ,*ief "u :om we liv$1 & ! ,*ief next "u him1 ,arkurat1 set !mselves to rescue u4 ,along ) ,manuman & ,sirawia !y oppos$ e plan 9 ! public assembly = tak+ our lives4 ,"s ( _! p also rema9$ fri5dly to u1 & by ! help ( our ,aneityumese ,tea*]s1 w>n$ u ( dang] & protect$ our lives4 ,det]m9$ n to be baffl$1 a meet+ ( all our enemies on ! isl& 0 summon$1 & x 0 publicly resolv$ t a b& ( m5 be select$ & enjo9$ to kill ! :ole ( ^? fri5dly to ! ,mission1 old ,n[> among ! re/1 & n only to murd] ! ,mission p>ty1 b also a ,trad] :o _h lately l&$ to live !re1 t no "o might be left to give in=mation to ! :ite m5 or br+ puni%m5t on ! isl&]s4 ,fr5zy ( excitem5t prevail$1 & ! blood-fi5d seem$ to ov]-ride ! :ole assembly2 :51 "u an impulse t surely came f ! ,"l ( ,pity1 "o great w>rior ,*ief :o _h hi!rto kept sil5t1 rose1 swung al(t a mighty club & sma%+ x e>?w>ds1 cri$ al\d1-- 8,! man t kills ,missi mu/ fir/ kill me1--! m5 t kill ! ,mission ,tea*]s mu/ fir/ kill me & my p1--= we %all /& by !m & def5d !m till dea?40 ,in/antane\sly1 ano!r ,*ief ?und]$ 9 ) ! same decl>ation2 & ! great assembly broke up 9 dismay4 ,all ! m rem>kable 0 ?is deliv]ance1 z ^! two ,*iefs liv$ ne>ly f\r miles inl&1 &1 z reput$ disease mak]s & sacr$ m51 7 reg>d$ z among/ our bitt]e/ enemies4 ,x _h happ5$ t1 a bro!r ( ! =m] ,*ief hav+ be5 w\nd$ 9 battle1 ,i _h dress$ 8 w\nds & he recov]$1 = :i* p]haps he n[ fav\r$ u4 ,b ,i d n put v mu* value on t consid]ation2 = too cle>ly did our de> ,"l ,jesus int]pose directly on our behalf t day4 ,i & my def5celess company _h sp5t x 9 anxi\s pray]s & te>s2 & our he>ts ov]fl[$ ) gratitude to ! ,savi\r :o rescu$ u f ! lions' jaws4 ,illu/ration3 8,,! ,,man ,,t ,,kills ,,missi ,,mu/ ,,fir/ ,,kill ,,me40 ,! excitem5t did n at once subside1 m5 cont9u+ to club & beat ! wom5 = ! smalle/ (f5ce4 ,at e opportunity ,i d5\nc$ _! conduct & rebuk$ !m sev]ely1--especially "o wret*1 :o beat 8 wife j 9 front ( our h\se z well z "o ( ! wom5 :o tri$ to protect h]4 ,on ! foll[+ day1 he return$ ) an arm$ b&1 & ?reat5$ our lives2 b ,i /ood up 9 front ( _! weapons1 & firmly condemn$ _! conduct1 tell+ t man p>ticul>ly t 8 conduct 0 bad & c[>dly4 ,at l5g? 8 wra? gave way2 he gr\nd$ 8 club 9 a p5it5t mood1 & promis$ to refra9 f su* evil ways4 ,leav+ all consequ5ces to ! disposal ( my ,"l1 ,i det]m9$ to make an unfl9*+ /& aga9/ wife-beat+ & wid[-/rangl+1 feel+ confid5t t ev5 _! natural consci5ce w\ld be on my side4 ,i accord+ly pl$ ) all :o 7 9 p[] to unite & put d[n ^! %ock+ & disgraceful cu/oms4 ,at l5g?1 t5 ,*iefs ent]$ into an agreem5t n to all[ any m beat+ ( wives or /rangl+ ( wid[s1 & to =bid all common lab\r on ! ,"l's ,day2 b alas1 except = purposes ( w> or o!r wick$ness1 ! influ5ce ( ! ,*iefs on ,tanna 0 comp>atively small4 ,"o ,*ief boldly decl>$1-- 8,if we did n beat our wom51 !y w\ld nev] "w2 !y w\ld n fe> & obey u2 b :5 we h beat51 & kill$1 & fea/$ on two or ?ree1 ! re/ are all v quiet & good = a long "t to come60 ,i tri$ to %[ him h[ cruel x 01 besides t x made !m unable = "w1 & t k9dness w\ld h a mu* bett] effect2 b he promptly assur$ me t ,tannese wom5 8c\ld n und]/& k9dness40 ,= ! sake ( tea*+ by example1 my ,aneityumese ,tea*]s & ,i us$ to g a mile or two inl& on ! pr9cipal pa?way1 along ) ! ,tea*]s' wives1 & !re1 cutt+ & c>ry+ home a heavy load ( firewood = myself & ea* ( ! m51 :ile we gave only a small burd5 to ea* ( ! wom54 ,meet+ _m ,tanna m5 by ! way1 ,i us$ to expla9 to !m t ?is 0 h[ ,*ri/ians help$ & treat$ _! wives & si/]s1 & !n !y lov$ _! husb&s & 7 /rong to "w at home2 & t z m5 7 made /rong]1 !y 7 int5d$ to be> ! heavi] burd5s1 & especially 9 all lab\rs out ( doors4 ,our habits & practices _h ?us z mu* to d z1 p]haps m ?an1 all our appeals1 9 lead+ !m to glimpses ( ! life to :i* ! ,"l ,jesus 0 call+ !m4 ,ano!r w>-bur/1 t caus$ imm5se con/]nation1 pass$ ov] ) only two or ?ree dea?s2 & ,i succe$$ 9 obta9+ ! cons5t ( tw5ty ,*iefs to fight no m except on ! def5sive1--a cov5ant to :i*1 = a consid]able "t1 !y /rictly adh]$1 9 ! mid/ ( fi]ce provocations4 ,b to ga9 any su* end1 ! masses ( ! p mu/ be educat$ to ! po9t ( desir+ x4 ,! few _c1 9 su* circum/ances1 act up to x1 )\t lay+ !mselves op5 to be d[n-trodd5 & swept away by ! savages ar\nd4 ,ab\t ?is "t1 sev]al m51 afraid or a%am$ by day1 came to me regul>ly by night = conv]sation & in/ruction4 ,hav+ se5 ! doors ( ! ,mission ,h\se made fa/ & ! w9d[s bl9d$ s t !y c\ld n be obs]v$1 !y cont9u$ ) me = _m h\rs1 ask+ all /range que/ions ab\t ! new ,religion & its laws4 ,i rememb] "o ,*ief p>ticul>ly1 :o came (t51 say+ to me1-- 8,i w\ld be an ,awfuaki man 7i4e41 a ,*ri/ian7 7 x n t all ! re/ w\ld laugh at me2 t ,i c\ld n /&60 8,almo/ p]suad$03--be=e y blame him1 rememb] h[ _m 9 ,*ri/ian l&s & amid great] privileges live & die )\t ev] pass+ beyond t /age4 ,! wife ( "o ( ^? ,*iefs di$1 & he resolv$ to imitate a ,*ri/ian burial4 ,hav+ pur*as$ :ite calico f a ,trad]1 he came to me = "s tape :i* ! ,trad] c\ld n supply1 & told me t he 0 go+ to dress ! body z he _h se5 my de> wife's dress$ & lay h] also 9 a simil> grave4 ,he decl9$ my (f] to att5d ! fun]al & to pray ) !m1 z 9 t case _m ( ! villag]s w\ld n att5d4 ,he want$ all ! p to be pres5t1 to see & to he>1 z x 0 ! fir/ fun]al ( ! k9d ev] celebrat$ among ! ,tannese2 & my fri5d ,n[> ! ,*ief _h promis$ to conduct a ,s]vice & (f] pray] to ,jehovah be=e all ! ,hea!n4 ,x mov$ me to _m /range emotions1 ?is ,*ri/ian burial1 conduct$ by a ,hea!n & 9 ! pres5ce ( ,hea!ns1 ) an appeal to ! true & liv+ ,god by a man z yet d>kly grop+ among idols & sup]/itions6 ,_m 7 ! wond]+ que/ions f "t to "t address$ to me4 ,! idea ( a resurrection f ! dead 0 t :i* mo/ ke5ly int]e/$ ^! ,natives1 & call$ =? all _! p[]s ( inquiry & argum5t4 ,?us ! waves ( hope & fe> swept alt]nately across our lives2 b we embrac$ e possible opportunity ( tell+ !m ! /ory ( ! life & dea? ( ,jesus1 9 ! /rong hope t ,god w\ld sp>e u yet to br+ ! b5ight$ ,hea!n to ! k ( ! true salvation1 & to love & s]ve ! only ,savi\r4 ,illu/ration3 ,,natives ,,/eal+ ,,prop]ty4 ,confess$ly1 h[ev]1 x 0 uphill1 we>y1 & try+ "w4 ,= "o ?+1 ^! ,tannese 7 t]ribly di%one/2 & :5 !re 0 any special sickness1 or excitem5t f any cause1 _! bad feel+ t[>ds ! ,wor%ip 0 display$ by ! m insol5t way 9 :i* !y c>ri$ (f :atev] !y c\ld seize4 ,:5 ,i oppos$ !m1 ! club or tomahawk1 ! musket or kawas 7i4e41 kill+ /one71 be+ in/antly rais$1 intimat$ t my life w\ld be tak51 if ,i resi/$ !m4 ,_! skill 9 /eal+ on ! sly 0 ph5om5al6 ,if an article fell1 or 0 se5 on ! floor1 a ,tannaman w\ld neatly cov] x ) 8 foot1 :ile look+ y frankly 9 ! face1 &1 hav+ fix$ x by 8 toes or by b5d+ 9 8 great toe l a ?umb to hold x1 w\ld walk (f ) x1 assum+ ! mo/ innoc5t look 9 ! _w4 ,9 ?is way1 a knife1 a pair ( scissors1 or any small] article1 w\ld at once disappe>4 ,ano!r fell[ w\ld deftly /ick some?+ out ( sight among/ ! :ip-cord plaits ( 8 hair1 ano!r w\ld conceal x und]nea? 8 nak$ arm1 :ile yet ano!r w\ld %amelessly lift :at he covet$ & op5ly c>ry x away4 ,) mo/ ( !m1 h[ev]1 ! %ame 0 n 9 ! !ft1 b 9 do+ x s clumsily t !y 7 discov]$6 ,once1 aft] cont9u\s ra9 & a hot damp atmosph]e1 :5 ! sun %one out ,i put my b$-clo!s on a rope to dry4 ,i /ood at h& wat*+1 z also ! wives ( two ,tea*]s1 = ?+s 7 my/]i\sly disappe>+ almo/ "u our v eyes4 ,sudd5ly1 ,miaki1 :o ) 8 w>-companions _h be5 wat*+ u unobs]v$1 came ru%+ to me brea?less & alone1 cry+1-- 8,missi1 come 91 quick1 quick6 ,i want to tell y some?+ & to get y\r advice60 ,he ran into my h\se1 & ,i foll[$2 b be=e he _h got into 8 /ory1 we he>d ! two wom5 cry+ out1-- 8,missi1 missi1 come quick6 ,miaki's m5 are /eal+ y\r %eets & blankets60 ,i ran at once1 b all 7 gone into ! bu%1 & ) !m my %eets & blankets4 ,miaki = a mom5t look$ aba%$1 z ,i *>g$ him ) deceiv+ me j to give 8 m5 _! opportunity4 ,b he soon rose to ! occasion4 ,he wr\ght himself into a t[]+ rage at !m1 fl\ri%$ 8 huge club & sma%$ ! bu%es all ar\nd1 %\t+ to me1-- 8,?us w ,i sma% ^! fell[s1 & compel !m to return y\r clo!s40 ,p]haps he hop$ to move me to int]c$e = 8 m51 & to prev5t blood%$1 z he knew t ,i always did1 ev5 to my own loss2 b ,i resi/$ all 8 tricks1 & urg$ him to return ^! articles at once if !re 7 any hon\r or hone/y 9 him or 8 m54 ,( c\rse1 he left me b to %>e ! plund]4 ,he kept out ( my way = a consid]able "t1 :i* %[$ "s small glimm]+ ( consci5ce some:]e2 & :5 ,i tackl$ him on ! subject1 at our fir/ meet+1 he decl>$ he 0 unable to get ! articles back1 :i* ( c\rse %[$ ! ly+ _s1 among/ !m ev]y:]e applaud$1--= a lie t succe$$1 or seem$ to succe$1 0 9 _! e/eem a cr[n+ virtue4 ,"o d>k night1 ,i he>d !m among/ my f[ls4 ,^! ,i _h pur*as$ f !m = knives & calico2 & !y n[ /ole !m all away1 dead or alive4 ,_h ,i int]f]$1 !y w\ld h glori$ 9 ! *ance to club or %oot me 9 ! d>k1 :5 no "o c\ld exactly say :o _h done ! de$4 ,sev]al ( ! few goats1 :i* ,i _h = milk1 7 also kill$ or driv5 away2 inde$1 all ! injury t 0 possible 0 done to me1 %ort ( tak+ away my life1 & t 0 n[ frequ5tly attempt$4 ,hav+ no fires or fireplaces 9 my ,mission ,h\se1 su* be+ n requir$ !re1--?\gh sometimes a fire w\ld h be5 invaluable = dry+ our b$-clo!s 9 ! ,ra9y ,season1--we _h a h\se ne> by 9 :i* all our food 0 cook$1 & !re1 "u lock & key we secur$ all our cook+ ut5sils1 pots1 di%es1 etc4 ,"o night1 t too 0 brok5 into1 & ev]y?+ 0 /ol54 ,9 con/]nation1 ,i appeal$ to ! ,*ief1 tell+ him :at _h be5 done4 ,he also flew into a great rage1 & v[$ v5geance on ! ?ieves1 say+ t he w\ld compel !m to return ev]y?+4 ,b1 ( c\rse1 no?+ 0 return$2 ! ?ief c\ld n be f\nd6 ,i1 unable to live )\t some?+ 9 :i* to boil wat]1 at l5g? (f]$ a blanket to any "o t w\ld br+ back my kettle4 ,miaki himself1 aft] mu* pr(ess$ difficulty1 return$ x m9us ! lid--t1 he said1 probably fi%+ = a high] bribe1 c\ld n be got at any price1 be+ at ! o!r side ( ! isl& 9 a tribe ov] :i* he _h no control6 ,9 ! circum/ances1 ,i 0 glad to get kettle m9us lid--realiz+ h[ life itself may dep5d on s small a luxury6 ,hav+ no means ( r$ress1 & feel+ ourselves entirely at _! m]cy1 we /rove quietly to be> all & to make z little ( our trials z possible2 inde$1 we bore !m all gladly = ,jesus' sake4 ,all ?r\gh ^! sorr[s1 our assurance deep5$ r ?an fad$1 t if ,god only sp>$ u to lead !m to love & s]ve ! same ,"l ,jesus1 !y w\ld soon le>n to treat u z _! fri5d & help]4 ,t1 h[ev]1 did n d away ) ! h>d facts ( my life--be+ n[ entirely alone among/ !m1 & oppos$ by _! cruelty at e turn1 & deceiv$ by _! unfail+ lies4 ,"o morn+1 ! ,tannese1 ru%+ t[>ds me 9 great excitem5t1 cri$1-- 8,missi1 ,missi1 !re is a ,god1 or a %ip on fire1 or some?+ ( fe>1 com+ ov] ! sea6 ,we see no flames1 b x smokes l a volcano4 ,is x a ,_s1 ,god1 or a %ip on fire8 ,:at is x8 :at is x80 ,"o p>ty aft] ano!r foll[$ 9 quick succession1 %\t+ ! same que/ions1 9 great al>m1 to :i* ,i repli$1-- 8,i _c g at once2 ,i mu/ dress fir/ 9 my be/ clo!s2 x w likely be "o ( ,que5 ,victoria's ,m5-(-w>1 com+ to ask ( me if y\r conduct is good or bad1 if y are /eal+ my prop]ty1 or ?reat5+ my life1 or h[ y are us+ me80 ,!y pl$ ) me to g & see x2 b ,i made mu* fuss ab\t dress+ & gett+ ready to meet ! great ,*ief on ! vessel1 & w\ld n g ) !m4 ,! two pr9cipal ,*iefs n[ came runn+ & ask$1-- ,illu/ration3 ,,natives ,,return+ ,,/ol5 ,,prop]ty-- 8,missi1 w x be a %ip ( w>80 ,i call$ to !m1 8,i ?9k x w2 b ,i h no "t to speak to y n[1 ,i mu/ get on my be/ clo!s60 ,!y said1 8,missi1 only tell u1 w he ask y if we h be5 /eal+ y\r ?+s80 ,i answ]$1 8,i expect he w40 ,!y ask$1 8,& w y tell him80 ,i said1 8,i mu/ tell him ! tru?2 if he asks1 ,i w tell him40 ,!y !n cri$ out1 8,oh1 ,missi1 tell him n6 ,ev]y?+ %all be br\ght back to y at once1 & no "o w be all[$ aga9 to /eal f y40 ,!n said ,i1 8,be quick6 ,ev]y?+ mu/ be return$ be=e he comes4 ,away1 away6 & let me get ready to meet ! great ,*ief on ! ,man-(-w>40 ,hi!rto1 no ?ief c\ld ev] be f\nd1 & no ,*ief _h p[] to cause any?+ to be re/or$ to me2 b n[1 9 an incr$ibly brief space ( "t1 "o came runn+ to ! ,mission ,h\se ) a pot1 ano!r ) a pan1 ano!r ) a blanket1 o!rs ) knives1 =ks1 plates1 & all sorts ( /ol5 prop]ty4 ,! ,*iefs call$ me to receive ^! ?+s1 b ,i repli$1-- 8,lay !m all d[n at ! door1 br+ ev]y?+ toge!r quickly2 ,i h no "t to speak ) y60 ,i delay$ my toilet1 enjoy+ mis*iev\sly ! magical effect ( an approa*+ vessel t might br+ p5alty to ?ieves4 ,at la/ ! ,*iefs1 runn+ 9 brea?less ha/e1 call$ out to me1-- 8,missi1 ,missi1 d tell u1 is ! /ol5 prop]ty all "h80 ,( c\rse ,i c\ld n tell1 b1 runn+ out1 ,i look$ on ! promiscu\s heap ( my belong+s1 & said1-- 8,i don't see ! lid ( ! kettle !re yet60 ,"o ,*ief said1 8,no1 ,missi1 = x is on ! o!r side ( ! isl&2 b tell him n1 ,i h s5t = x1 & x w be "h to-morr[40 ,i answ]$1 8,i am glad y h br\ght back s mu*2 & n[1 if y ?ree ,*iefs1 ,nauka1 ,miaki1 & ,n[>1 d n run away :5 he comes1 he w n likely puni% y2 b1 if y & y\r p run away1 he w ask me :y y are afraid & ,i w be =c$ to tell him6 ,keep ne> me & y are all safe2 only !re mu/ be no m /eal+ f me40 ,!y said1 8,we are 9 black fe>1 b we w keep ne> y1 & our bad conduct to y is done40 ,! *>m & joy ( t morn+ are fre% to me /ill1 :5 ,h4,m4,s4 ,cordelia1 ,capta9 ,v]non1 /eam$ into our lovely ,h>b\r4 ,! ,comm&]1 hav+ he>d rum\r ( my dang]s on ,tanna1 k9dly came on %ore z soon z ! %ip ca/ an*or1 ) two boats1 & a numb] ( 8 (fic]s & m51 s f> arm$4 ,he 0 dress$ 9 spl5did uni=m1 be+ a tall & h&some man1 & he & 8 att5dants made a gr& & impos+ %[4 ,on see+ ,capta9 ,v]non's boat ne>+ ! %ore1 & ! m5 glitt]+ 9 gold lace & arms1 ,miaki ! ,*ief left my side on ! bea* & ru%$ t[>ds 8 village4 ,i conclud$ t he _h run = x ?r\gh t]ror1 b he _h o!r & m civiliz$ int5tions 9 8 hea!n head6 ,hav+ obta9$1 f "s trad] or visitor 9 previ\s days1 a soldi]'s old r$ coat1 he _h resolv$ to rise to ! occasion & appe> 9 8 be/ be=e ! ,capta9 & 8 m54 ,z ,i 0 %ak+ h&s ) !m & welcom+ !m to ,tanna1 ,miaki return$ ) ! %ort r$ coat on1 button$ tightly r\nd 8 o!rwise nak$ body2 &1 surm\nt$ by 8 ugly pa9t$ face & long :ipcords ( twi/$ hair1 x completely spoil$ any appe>ance t he might o!rwise h _h ( savage fre$om1 & made him look a dirty & insignificant creature4 ,! ,capta9 0 talk+ to me1 8 m5 /ood 9 ord] ne> by1--to my eyes1 oh h[ *>m+ a glimpse ( ,home life6--:5 ,miaki m>*$ up & took 8 place mo/ consequ5tially at my side4 ,he felt himself ! mo/ important p]sonage 9 ! sc5e1 & ) an attempt at haughty dignity he began to survey ! visitors4 ,all eyes 7 fix$ on ! impud5t little man1 & ! ,capta9 ask$1-- 8,:at sort ( "* is ?is80 ,i repli$1 8,?is is ,miaki1 our great w> ,*ief20 & :isp]$ to ! ,capta9 to be on 8 gu>d1 z ?is man knew a little ,engli%1 & might und]/& or misund]/& j en\gh to make x aft]w>ds dang]\s to me4 ,! ,capta9 only mutt]$1 8,! contemptible creature60 ,b su* words 7 f> en\gh beyond ,miaki's vocabul>y1 s he look$ on & gr9n$ complac5tly4 ,at la/ he said1 8,missi1 ?is great ,*ief :om ,que5 ,victoria has s5t to visit y 9 h] ,man-(-w>1 _c g ov] ! :ole ( ?is isl& s z to be se5 by all our p2 & ,i wi% y to ask him if he w /& by a tree1 & all[ me to put a spe> on ! gr\nd at 8 heel1 & we w make a nick 9 x at ! top ( 8 head1 & ! spe> w be s5t r\nd ! isl& to let all ! p see h[ tall ?is great man is60 ,!y 7 delight$ at ! good ,capta9 agree+ to _! simple reque/2 & t spe> 0 exhibit$ to ?\s&s1 z ! vessel1 h] ,comm&]1 (fic]s1 & m51 7 aft]w>ds talk$ ( r\nd & r\nd ! isl&4 ,capta9 ,v]non 0 extremely k9d1 & (f]$ to d any?+ 9 8 p[] = me1 ?us left alone on ! isl& among/ su* savages2 b1 z my ma9 difficulties 7 connect$ ) my spiritual "w among/ !m r\s+ up _! cruel prejudices1 ,i did n see h[ 8 k9dness c\ld effectually int]pose4 ,at 8 sugge/ion1 h[ev]1 ,i s5t a g5]al invitation to all ! ,*iefs )9 rea*1 to meet ! ,capta9 next morn+ at my h\se4 ,true to _! in/9cts ( suspicion & fe>1 !y despat*$ all _! wom5 & *ildr5 to ! bea* on ! opposite side ( ! isl& beyond rea* ( dang]1 & next morn+ my h\se 0 cr[d$ ) arm$ m51 manife/ly mu* afraid4 ,punctually at ! h\r appo9t$1 #aj a4m41 ! ,capta9 came on %ore2 & soon !reaft] tw5ty ,*iefs 7 seat$ ) him 9 my h\se4 ,he v k9dly sp5t ab\t an h\r1 giv+ !m wise c\nsels & w>n+ !m aga9/ outrages on /rang]s1 all calculat$ to secure our safety & advance ! int]e/s ( our ,mission "w4 ,he !n invit$ all ! ,*iefs to g on bo>d & see 8 vessel4 ,!y 7 tak5 to see ! ,arm\ry1 & ! sight ( ! big guns runn+ s easily on rails va/ly a/oni%$ !m4 ,he !n plac$ !m r\nd u on deck & %[$ !m two %ells dis*>g$ t[>ds ! ,ocean1 at :i*1 z !y bur/ & fell f> (f1 spla%--spla%+ into ! wat]1 ! t]ror ( ! ,natives visibly increas$4 ,b1 :5 he s5t a l>ge ball cra%+ ?r\gh a cocoa-nut grove1 break+ ! trees l /raws & cutt+ its way cle> & swift1 !y 7 q dumb-f\nd]$ & pl$ to be aga9 set safely on %ore4 ,aft] receiv+ ea* "s small gift1 h[ev]1 !y 7 reconcil$ to ! situation1 & return$ imm5sely int]e/$ 9 all t !y _h se54 ,d\btless _m a wild romance 0 spun by ^! savage heads1 9 try+ to describe & h& d[n to o!rs ! wond]s ( ! fire-god ( ! sea1 & ! ,capta9 ( ! great :ite ,que54 ,h[ easily x all l5ds itself to ! s]vice ( poetry & my?6 ,ab\t ?is "t also1 ! ,london ,mission>y ,society's %ip1 ! ,john ,williams1 visit$ me1 hav+ on bo>d ! ,rev4 ,messrs4 ,turn]1 ,+lis1 ,bak]1 & ,macf>lan4 ,!y urg$ me to g ) !m on a ?ree weeks' trip r\nd ! ,isl&s1 z ,i _h lately suff]$ mu* f fev] & ague1 & 0 greatly r$uc$ by x4 ,b a p>ty ( ,bu% natives _h kill$ "o ( our ,h>b\r p ! week be=e1 & sadly bruis$ sev]al o!rs ) _! clubs1 & ,i fe>$ a g5]al w> ( rev5ge if ,i left--= my pres5ce among/ !m at lea/ help$ to keep ! peace4 ,i also 0 afraid t1 if ,i left1 !y might n all[ me to return to ! isl&1--s ,i decl9$ once m ! pleasure ( mu*-ne$$ *ange & re/4 ,fur!r1 z ! ,john ,williams br\ght me ! wood = build+ a ,*ur* :i* ,i _h b\ght on ,aneityum1 ! ,tannese n[ pla9ly saw t1 ?\gh _! conduct _h be5 v bad1 & ,i _h suff]$ mu* on _! isl&1 ,i _h no int5tion ( leav+ !m or ( giv+ up ! "w ( ,jehovah4 ,too mu*1 p]haps1 _h ,i hop$ = f ! closely succe$+ visits ( ! good ,bi%op ,selwyn1 ! gallant ,capta9 ,v]non1 & ! ,mission %ip ,john ,williams4 ,! impressions 7 und\bt$ly good1 b evanesc5t2 & ?+s soon w5t on z !y _h done be=e among our b5ight$ ,tannese1 l$ by ,satan at 8 w1 & impell$ to ! grosse/ de$s ( hea!n d>kness4 ,! *ange by ,div9e grace1 h[ev]1 we knew to be possible2 & = ?is we lab\r$ & pray$ incessantly1 fa9t+ n1 or if fa9t+1 only to rise aga9 & tackle e duty 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l :o _h plac$ u !re4 ,fev] & ague _h attack$ me f\rte5 times sev]ely ) slight] recurr+ attacks almo/ cont9u\sly aft] my fir/ ?ree mon?s on ! isl&1 & ,i n[ felt ! necessity ( tak+ ! h9t ( ! ,tannese ,*ief be=e ref]r$ to1--8,sleep on ! high] gr\nd40 ,hav+ also receiv$ m$ical c\nsel to ! same effect1 ?\gh inde$ exp]i5ce 0 pa9fully suffici5t te/imony1 ,i resolv$ to remove my h\se1 & began to look ab\t = a suitable site4 ,!re rose beh9d my pres5t site1 a hill ab\t ?ree hundr$ feet high or r m1 surr\nd$ on all sides by a valley1 & swept by ! breezes ( ! trade w9ds1 be+ only sep>at$ f ! ,ocean by a n>r[ neck ( l&4 ,on ?is ,i _h set my he>t2 !re 0 room = a ,mission ,h\se & a ,*ur*1 = :i* inde$ ,nature seem$ to h adapt$ x4 ,i proce$$ to buy up e claim by ! ,natives to any portion ( ! hill1 pay+ ea* publicly & 9 turn1 s t !re might be no tr\ble aft]w>ds4 ,i !n pur*as$ f a ,trad] ! deck planks ( a %ipwreck$ vessel1 ) :i* to con/ruct a h\se ( two ap>tm5ts1 a b$room & a small /ore-room adjo9+ x1 to :i* ,i purpos$ to transf] & add ! old h\se z soon z ,i 0 able4 ,j at ?is juncture1 ! fev] smote me aga9 m sev]ely ?an ev]2 my weakness aft] ?is attack 0 s great1 t ,i felt z if ,i nev] c\ld rally aga94 ,) ! help ( my fai?ful ,aneityumese ,tea*]1 ,abraham1 & 8 wife1 h[ev]1 ,i made :at appe>$ my la/ ef=t to creep1 ,i c\ld n climb1 up ! hill to get a brea? ( :olesome air4 ,:5 ab\t two-?irds up ! hill1 ,i became s fa9t t ,i conclud$ ,i 0 dy+4 ,ly+ d[n on ! gr\nd1 slop$ aga9/ ! root ( a tree to keep me f roll+ to ! bottom1 ,i took f>ewell ( old ,abraham1 ( my ,mission "w1 & ( ev]y?+ ar\nd6 ,9 ?is weak /ate ,i lay1 wat*$ ov] by my fai?ful companion1 & fell into a quiet sleep4 ,:5 consci\sness return$1 ,i felt a little /rong]1 & a fa9t gleam ( hope & life came back to my s\l4 ,abraham & 8 devot$ wife1 ,nafatu1 lift$ me & c>ri$ me to ! top ( ! hill4 ,!re !y laid me on cocoa-nut leaves on ! gr\nd1 & erect$ ov] me a %ade or scre5 ( ! same2 & !re ! two fai?ful s\ls1 inspir$ surely by some?+ div9] ev5 ?an m]e human pity1 gave me ! cocoa-nut juice to dr9k & f$ me ) native food & kept me liv+--,i "k n = h[ long4 ,consci\sness did1 h[ev]1 fully return4 ,! trade w9d refre%$ me day by day4 ,! ,tannese seem$ to h giv5 me up = dead2 & provid5tially none ( !m look$ ne> u = _m days4 ,amaz+ly my /r5g? return$1 & ,i began plann+ ab\t my new h\se on ! hill4 ,afraid aga9 to sleep at ! old site1 ,i slept "u ! tree1 & %elt]$ by ! cocoa-nut leaf scre51 :ile prep>+ my new b$room4 ,illu/ration3 8,,!re ,,!y ,,laid ,,me ,,on ,,cocoa-,,nut ,,leaves ,,on ,,! ,,gr\nd40 ,"h aga91 b = ^! fai?ful s\ls1 ! ,aneityumese ,tea*] & 8 wife1 ,i mu/ h be5 baffl$1 & w\ld h di$ 9 ! ef=t4 ,! planks ( ! wreck1 & all o!r articles requir$ !y fet*$ & c>ri$1 & x tax$ my utmo/ /r5g? to get !m 9 "s way plant$ toge!r4 ,b life dep5d$ on x4 ,x 0 at l5g? accompli%$2 & aft] t "t ,i suff]$ comp>atively little f any?+ l cont9u\s attacks ( fev] & ague4 ,t noble old s\l1 ,abraham1 /ood by me z an angel ( ,god 9 sickness & 9 dang]2 he w5t at my side :]ev] ,i _h to g2 he help$ me will+ly to ! la/ in* ( /r5g? 9 all t ,i _h to d2 & x 0 p]fectly manife/ t he 0 do+ all ?is n f m]e human love1 b = ! sake ( ,jesus4 ,t man _h be5 a ,cannibal 9 8 hea!n days1 b by ! grace ( ,god !re he /ood v]ily a new creature 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,any tru/1 h[ev] sacr$ or valuable1 c\ld be absolutely repos$ 9 him2 & 9 trial or dang]1 ,i 0 (t5 refre%$ by t old ,tea*]'s pray]s1 z ,i us$ to be by ! pray]s ( my sa9tly fa!r 9 my *ildhood's home4 ,no :ite man c\ld h be5 a m valuable help] to me 9 my p]il\s circum/ances1 & no p]son1 :ite or black1 c\ld h %[n m fe>less & *ivalr\s devotion4 ,:5 ,i h read or he>d ! %all[ objections ( irreligi\s scribbl]s & talk]s1 h9t+ t !re 0 no reality 9 conv]sions1 & t ,mission ef=t 0 b wa/e1 oh1 h[ my he>t has ye>n$ to plant !m j "o week on ,tanna1 ) ! 8natural0 man all ar\nd 9 ! p]son ( ,cannibal & ,hea!n1 & only ! "o 8spiritual0 man 9 ! p]son ( ! conv]t$ ,abraham1 nurs+ !m1 fe$+ !m1 sav+ !m 8= ! love ( ,jesus10--t ,i might j le>n h[ _m h\rs x took to conv9ce !m t ,*ri/ 9 man 0 a reality aft] all6 ,all ! scepticism ( ,europe w\ld hide its head 9 fooli% %ame2 & all its d\bts w\ld dissolve "u "o glance ( ! new light t ,jesus1 & ,jesus alone1 p\rs f ! conv]t$ ,cannibal's eye4 ,p]haps x may surprise "s unsophi/icat$ read] to le>n1 ?\gh o!rs :o "k m w be q prep>$ = x1 t ?is removal ( our h\se1 z also ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's = a simil> reason1 0 sev]ely criticis$ by ! p :o try to evangelize ! _w :ile sitt+ 9 easy *airs at home4 ,preci\s nons5se appe>$1 = in/ance1 9 ! ,nova ,scotian ,*ur* ,magaz9e1 ab\t my h\se be+ plant$ on ! fight+ gr\nd ( ! ,natives1 & !reby c\rt+ & provok+ ho/ilities4 ,z matt] ( fact1 ! hill-top 0 too n>r[ to accommodate bo? ! ,*ur* & my h\se1 & _h to be levell$ out = t purpose1 & x 0 besides surr\nd$ by a deep valley on ?ree sides2 b ! arm-*air critics1 unwill+ to believe 9 ! hea!n hatr$ ( ! ,gospel1 _h to inv5t "s reason out ( _! own bra9s to acc\nt = my be+ s p]secut$ & plund]$4 ,9 tru?1 we 7 le>n+ by suff]+ = ! b5efit ( ^? :o %\ld foll[ u to ^! ,isl&s1--t heal? c\ld be f\nd only on ! high] levels1 swept by ! brea? ( ! trade w9ds1 & t fev] & ague lay 9 wait ne> ! %ore1 & especially on ! leew>d side4 ,ev5 ,mr4 ,+lis _h 8 h\se on ,aneityum remov$ also to ! high] gr\nd2 & no ,mission>y s9ce has be5 locat$ 9 ! fev]-b$s by ! swamp or %ore4 ,life is ,god's great gift1 to be pres]v$ = ,him1 n ?r[n away4 ,,*apt] ,,viii4 ,,m ,,mission ,,leaves ,,f ,,tanna4 ,! ,blood-,fi5d ,unlea%$4--,9 ! ,camp ( ! ,enemy4--,a ,typical ,s\? ,sea ,trad]4--,"y ,r>ip's ,dea?4--,! ,trad]'s ,retribution4--,wor%ip & ,w>4--,sav$ f ,/rangl+4--,wra? ,re/ra9$4--,"u ! ,axe4--,! ,clubb+ ( ,namuri4--,native ,sa9t & ,m>tyr4--,bribes ,refus$4--,wid[s ,sav$ f ,/rangl+4--,! ,s9k+ ( ! ,well4--,*ur*-,build+ on ,tanna4--,anci5t ,/one ,god4--,pr9t+ ,fir/ ,tannese ,book4--,a ,*ri/ian ,capta94--,levell$ ,muskets4--,a ,fr5* ,refugee4--,a ,villa9\s ,capta94--,l ,ma/] ,l ,m54--,wreck$ on ,purpose4--,! ,kanaka ,traffic4--,a ,hea!n ,fe/ival4--,sacrifices to ,idols4--,hea!n ,dances & ,%am ,fights4--,six ,native ,tea*]s4--,a ,hom]ic ,episode4--,victims = a ,cannibal ,fea/4--,! ,jaws ( ,dea?4--,nahak or ,sorc]y4--,kill+ ,me by ,nahak4--,nahak ,defi$4--,protect$ by ,jehovah4--,almo/ ,p]suad$4--,escort$ to ! ,battlefield4--,pray+ = ,enemies4--,our ,canoe on ! ,reef4--,a ,p]il\s ,pilgrimage4--,rocks & ,wat]s4 ,! ,peace-p>ty1 my b& ( tw5ty ,*iefs already spok5 (1 kept all ! tribes ar\nd ! ,h>b\r act+ only on ! def5sive = a season4 ,b ! ,inl& p murd]$ eight ,*iefs f a di/ance :o1 aft] pay+ a fri5dly visit to ! ,h>b\r p1 7 return+ to _! homes4 ,at ! same "t1 "o ( ! ,inl& ,*iefs1 :o _h pl$ ) 8 p to give up w> & live at peace ) surr\nd+ tribes1 0 ov]?r[n & murd]$ by 8 own m51 z also 8 bro!r & f\r wives & two *ildr51 & 0 supplant$ by ano!r lead] m ak9 to _! wi%es & ta/es4 ,!y proce$$1 accord+ to _! cu/om ( decl>+ w>1 to %oot "o ( ! ,h>b\r m5 & to break d[n _! f5ces & plantations4 ,s once aga91 ! blood-fi5d 0 unlea%$1--! "y m5 ( ,tanna be+ z eag] to get up a battle1 z "y m5 ( ! _w at home seem eag] to get up a conc]t or a ball4 ,! ,h>b\r p advis$ me to remove a mile fur!r away f ^! w>riors2 b ! ,inl& tribes s5t me ^w n to des]t my h\se1 le/ x might be burn$ & plund]$1 = t !y !mselves _h no qu>rel aga9/ me4 ,e>ly next morn+1 ,i1 accompani$ by ,abraham & ano!r ,aneityumese1 />t$ (f to visit ! ,bu% p>ty1 & if possible av]t ! imp5d+ w>1 b )\t in=m+ my ,h>b\r p4 ,ab\t f\r miles f our ,/ation1 we met ! ,*ief ( our f>!/ inl& fri5dly tribe ) all 8 fight+ m5 "u arms4 ,=c+ me to disclose our err&1 he reluctantly all[$ u to pass4 ,pray+ to ,jesus = guidance & protection1 we press$ along ! pa? ?r\gh ! ?ick bu% f\r miles fur!r /ill4 ,my two att5dants1 s9k+ into sil5ce1 betray$ gr[+ fe>2 & ,i1 aft] try+ to *e] !m1 _h at _! mo/ e>ne/ appeal to walk on also 9 sil5ce1 my he>t & !irs go+ up to ,jesus 9 pray]4 ,we pass$ _m des]t$ villages & plantations1 b saw no liv+ p]son4 ,at la/1 unexpect$ly1 we /umbl$ ^u ! :ole ho/ assembl$ on ! ,village ,common at a great fea/2 & at sight ( u e man ru%$ = 8 weapons ( w>4 ,keep+ my ,tea*]s close beside me1 ,i walk$ /raight into ! mid/ ( !m1 un>m$ ( c\rse1 & cri$ z l\d z ,i possibly c\ld 9 _! own tongue1-- 8,my love to all y m5 ( ,tanna6 ,fe> n2 ,i am y\r fri5d2 ,i love y e "o1 & am come to tell y ab\t ,jehovah ,god & good conduct su* z pleases ,him60 ,an old ,*ief !reon came & took me by ! h&1 &1 aft] lead+ me ab\t among ! p1 said1-- 8,sit d[n beside me "h & talk ) me2 by-&-by ! p w n be afraid40 ,a few ran (f to ! bu% 9 t]ror4 ,o!rs appe>$ to be beside !mselves ) delight4 ,!y danc$ r\nd u frantically1 /rik+ ! gr\nd & beat+ a canoe ) _! clubs1 :ile %\t+ to ea* o!r1 8,missi is come6 ,missi is come60 ,! confusion grew e mom5t wild]1 & !re 0 a fi5di% look ab\t ! :ole sc5e4 ,m5 & boys ru%$ ?rong+ ar\nd f e qu>t]1 all pa9t$ 9 v>i$ & savage devices1 & "s ) _! hair /uck full ( fanta/ic fea!rs4 ,wom5 & *ildr5 pe]$ ?r\gh ! bu%1 & in/antane\sly disappe>$4 ,ev5 9 t anxi\s mom5t1 x /ruck me t !y _h _m m *ildr5 among/ !m ?an ! p ar\nd ! %ores1 :]e wom5 & *ildr5 are de/roy$ by ! cruelty & vices ( 8civiliz$0 visitors6 ,aft] sp5d+ ab\t an h\r1 conv]s+ & answ]+ all que/ions1 !y app>5tly agre$ to give up ! w>1 & all[$ me to conduct ! ,wor%ip among/ !m4 ,!y !n made me a pres5t ( cocoa-nuts & sug>-cane & two f[ls1 :i* my att5dants receiv$ f !m2 & ,i1 9 return1 pres5t$ a r$ %irt to ! pr9cipal ,*ief1 & di/ribut$ a quantity ( fi%-hooks & pieces ( r$ calico among/ ! re/4 ,! lead+ m5 %ook h&s graci\sly1 & invit$ u (t5 to come & see !m1 = aft] t visit !y w\ld h>m no p]son connect$ ) our ,mission4 ,meantime1 ! ,h>b\r p hav+ le>n$ :]e we _h gone1 _h conclud$ t we w\ld all be kill$ & fea/$ ^u4 ,:5 we return$1 ) a pres5t ( food1 & in=m$ !m :at we _h he>d & se51 _! a/oni%m5t 0 beyond measure2 x _h nev] be5 s se5 aft] ?is mann] on ,tanna6 ,! peace cont9u$ = m ?an f\r weeks1 an uncommonly prolong$ truce4 ,all h&s 7 busy at "w4 ,_m yam plantations 7 complet$1 & all f5ces 7 got into excell5t condition = a ye>4 ,! prejudices & p]secutions ( ,hea!ns 7 a sore en\gh trial1 b sor] & m hopeless 0 ! wick$ & contam9at+ influ5ce (1 alas1 my fell[-c\ntrym54 ,"o1 = in/ance1 a ,capta9 ,w9*e/]1 liv+ ) a native woman at ! head ( ! bay z a trad]1 a dissipat$ wret*1 ?\gh a well-educat$ man1 0 angry =soo? at ?is /ate ( peace6 ,app>5tly !re 0 n ! usual dem& = b>t] = ! f[ls1 pigs1 etc41 9 :i* he trad$4 ,he develop$ at once a wond]ful int]e/ 9 _! affairs1 pres5t$ all ! ,*iefs ar\nd ) p[d]1 caps1 & balls1 & l5t among !m a numb] ( fla%-muskets4 ,he urg$ !m n to be afraid ( w>1 z he w\ld supply any am\nt ( ammunition4 ,i remon/rat$1 b he flatly told me t peace did n suit 8 purposes6 ,incit$ & enc\rag$ ?us1 ^! poor ,hea!n p 7 goad$ into a mo/ unju/ w> on neighb\r+ tribes4 ,! ,trad] imm$iately dem&$ a high price = ! weapons he _h l5t2 ! price ( p[d]1 caps1 & balls rose exorbitantly ) e fre% dem&2 8 y>ds 7 cr[d$ ) p\ltry & pigs1 :i* he readily dispos$ ( to pass+ vessels2 & he might h amass$ great sums ( money b = 8 vile dissipations4 ,capta9 ,w9*e/]1 n[ glory+ 9 ! w>1 *>g$ a l>ge hog = a w9e-glass full ( p[d]1 or ?ree or f\r balls1 or t5 gun-caps2 he 0 boa/ful ( 8 8good luck0 9 gett+ rid ( all 8 old muskets & fill+ 8 y>ds ) pigs & f[ls4 ,su* is ! inf]nal dep?1 :5 ! mis]y & ru9 ( _m are ?\ght to be m ?an aton$ = by ! weal? & prosp]ity ( a few :o trade 9 _! doom6 ,miaki ! w> ,*ief _h a "y bro!r1 ,r>ip by "n1 ab\t eighte5 ye>s ( age4 ,:5 ?is w> began1 he came to live ) me at ! ,mission ,h\se4 ,aft] x _h rag$ "s "t1 ,miaki =c$ him to jo9 ! fight+ m52 b he escap$ ?r\gh ! bu%1 & return$ to me1 say+1-- 8,missi1 ,i hate ?is fight+2 x is n good to kill m52 ,i w live ) y60 ,aga9 ! ,w> ,*ief came1 & =c$ my de> "y ,r>ip to jo9 ! ho/s4 ,( c\rse1 ,i c\ld only plead2 ,i c\ld n prev5t him4 ,?is "t1 he plac$ him at 8 own side 9 ! mid/ ( 8 w>riors4 ,on com+ 9 sight ( ! enemy1 & he>+ _! fir/ yells z !y ru%$ f ! bu%1 a bullet pi]c$ "y ,r>ip's brea/ & he fell dead into ! arms ( ,miaki4 ,! body 0 c>ri$ home to 8 bro!r's village1 ) mu* wail+1 & a mess5g] ran to tell me t ,r>ip 0 dead4 ,on ha/+ ?i!r1 ,i f\nd him q dead1 & ! c5tre ( a tragic c]emonial4 ,ar\nd him1 "s sitt+1 o!rs ly+ on ! gr\nd1 7 assembl$ all ! wom5 & girls1 te>+ _! hair1 w\nd+ !mselves ) split bamboos & brok5 bottles1 da%+ !mselves headlong to ! e>?1 pa9t+ all black _! faces1 brea/s1 & arms1 & wail+ ) l\d lam5tations6 ,m5 7 also !re1 knock+ _! heads aga9/ ! trees1 ga%+ _! bodies ) knives till !y ran ) /reaks ( blood1 & indulg+ 9 e k9d ( savage symbol ( grief & angui%4 ,my he>t broke to see !m1 & to ?9k t !y knew n to look to our de> ,"l ,jesus = consolation4 ,i return$ to ! ,mission ,h\se1 & br\ght a :ite %eet & "s tape1 9 :i* ! body ( de> "y ,r>ip 0 wrapp$ & prep>$ = ! grave4 ,! ,natives appe>$ to be gratifi$ at ?is m>k ( respect2 & all agre$ t ,r>ip %\ld h "u my direction a ,*ri/ian burial4 ,! m5 prep>$ ! grave 9 a spot select$ ne> to 8 own h\se2 ,i read ! ,^w ( ,god1 & (f]$ pray] to ,jehovah1 ) a psalm ( praise1 amid/ a sc5e ( weep+ & lam5tation nev] to be =gott52 & ! ?\ght burn$ ?r\gh my v s\l--oh1 :51 :5 w ! ,tannese realize :at ,i am n[ ?9k+ & pray+ ab\t1 ! life & immortality br\ght to light ?r\gh ,jesus8 ,z ! w> /ill rag$ on1 & _m m 7 kill$1 v5geance ?reat5$ ! mis]able ,trad]4 ,miaki attack$ him ?us1-- 8,y l$ u into ?is w>4 ,y deceiv$ u1 & we began x4 ,r>ip is dead1 & _m o!rs4 ,y\r life %all yet g = 840 ,capta9 ,w9*e/]1 he>tless z a dog s long z pigs & f[ls came to ! y>d at :atev] co/ to o!rs' lives1 n[ trembl$ l a c[>d = himself4 ,he implor$ me to let him & 8 ,m> wife sleep at my h\se = safety2 b ,i refus$ to all[ my ,mission to be 9 any way id5tifi$ ) 8 crimes4 ,! ,natives f o!r isl&s1 :om he kept & wr\ght l slaves1 he n[ arm$ ) muskets = 8 def5ce2 b1 hav+ no fai? 9 !m protect+ or ev5 w>n+ him1 he implor$ me to s5d "o ( my ,tea*]s1 to assi/ 8 wife 9 wat*+ till he snat*$ a few h\rs ( sleep e day1 &1 if awake1 he w\ld sell 8 life z de>ly z he c\ld by aid ( musket & revolv]4 ,! ,tea*]s 7 bo? afraid & dis9cl9$ to g2 & ,i c\ld n hone/ly ask !m to d s4 ,8 p]il & t]ror became s real t by night he slept 9 8 boat an*or$ out 9 ! c5tre ( ! bay1 ) 8 arms beside him1 & a crew ready to />t (f at ! approa* ( dang] & lose ev]y?+2 :ile by day he kept wat* on %ore1 arm$1 & also ready to fly4 ,?us 8 mis]able exi/5ce dragg$ on1 keep+ wat* alt]natively ) 8 wife1 till a trad+ vessel call$ & c>ri$ him (f ) all t he _h rescu$--= :i* deliv]ance we 7 unfeign$ly ?ankful6 ,! w>1 :i* he _h wick$ly in/igat$1 l+]$ on = ?ree mon?s2 & !n1 by a pres5t giv5 secretly to two lead+ ,*iefs1 ,i manag$ to br+ x to a close4 ,b feel+s ( rev5ge = ! sla91 burn$ fi]cely 9 _m brea/s2 & "y m5 _h old feuds h&$ on to !m by ! recital ( _! fa!rs' de$s ( blood4 ,all ?r\gh ?is w>1 ,i w5t to ! fight+ gr\nd e ,sabba?1 & held wor%ip among/ our ,h>b\r p4 ,hundr$s assembl$ ar\nd me1 & li/5$ respectfully1 b !y refus$ to give up ! w>4 ,"o day1 ,i det]m9$ to g ?r\gh ! bu% t lay betwe5 & speak & pray ) ! enemies also4 ,our ,h>b\r folks oppos$ me1 & "o lead+ man said1-- 8,missi1 pray only = u1 & y\r ,god w be /rong to help u & we w n be afraid6 ,y mu/ n pray ) ! enemy1 le/ ,he may help !m too40 ,aft] ?is episode1 ,i made x my duty always to visit bo? ,camps1 :5 ,i w5t to ! fight+ gr\nd1 & to h wor%ip ) bo?1--tea*+ !m t ,jehovah my ,god 0 angry at all su* sc5es & w\ld n fight = ei!r1 t ,he comm&$ !m to live at peace4 ,ab\t ?is "t1 our ,sabba? audi5ces at ! ,mission numb]$ =ty or s4 ,n[> & ?ree or f\r m1 & only !y1 seem$ to love & s]ve ,jesus4 ,!y 71 h[ev]1 *angeable & d\btful1 ?\gh !y ex]t$ a good influ5ce on _! villages1 & 7 g5]ally fri5dly to u & to ! ,wor%ip4 ,ev5ts sometimes = a season greatly increas$ our usefulness4 ,= in/ance1 "o ( ! ,sacr$ ,m5 :5 fi%+ on ! coral reef 0 bitt5 by a poison\s fi%4 ,aft] great agony1 he di$1 & 8 relatives 7 prep>+ to /rangle 8 two wives t _! spirits might accompany & s]ve him 9 ! o!r _w4 ,usually su* trag$ies 7 complet$ be=e ,i ev] he>d ( !m4 ,on ?is occasion1 ,i _h call$ at ! village t v day1 & succe$$ 9 p]suad+ !m to bury him alone--8 wives be+ sav$ alive at my appeal4 ,?us ! idea got to be talk$ (1 & ! horrible cu/om 0 be+ und]m9$--! /rangl+ ( wid[s6 ,9 connection ) su* poison+s1 ,i may m5tion t "s ( ^! fi%es 7 deadly poison\s2 o!rs 7 un:olesome1 & ev5 poison\s1 only at c]ta9 seasons2 & /ill o!rs 7 always nutriti\s & good4 ,= our own "p1 we us$ fi% sp>+ly & cauti\sly2 & ! d\btful ones we boil$ ) a piece ( silv] 9 ! wat]4 ,if ! silv] became discol\r$1 we reg>d$ ! fi% z un:olesome2 if ! silv] rema9$ pure1 we c\ld risk x4 ,"o morn+ at daybreak ,i f\nd my h\se surr\nd$ by arm$ m51 & a ,*ief intimat$ t !y _h assembl$ to take my life4 ,see+ t ,i 0 entirely 9 _! h&s1 ,i knelt d[n & gave myself away body & s\l to ! ,"l ,jesus1 = :at seem$ ! la/ "t on e>?4 ,ris+1 ,i w5t out to !m1 & began calmly talk+ ab\t _! unk9d treatm5t ( me & contra/+ x ) all my conduct t[>ds !m4 ,i also pla9ly %[$ !m :at w\ld be ! sad consequ5ces1 if !y c>ri$ out _! cruel purpose4 ,at la/ "s ( ! ,*iefs1 :o _h att5d$ ! ,wor%ip1 rose & said1-- 8,our conduct has be5 bad2 b n[ we w fight = y1 & kill all ^? :o hate y40 ,illu/ration3 8,,at ,,daybreak ,i ,,f\nd ,,my ,,h\se ,,surr\nd$40 ,grasp+ hold ( _! lead]1 ,i held him fa/ till he promis$ nev] to kill any "o on my acc\nt1 = ,jesus taught u to love our enemies & always to return good = evil6 ,dur+ ?is sc5e1 _m ( ! arm$ m5 slunk away into ! bu%1 & ^? :o rema9$ ent]$ into a bond to be fri5dly & to protect u4 ,b aga9 _! ,public ,assembly resolv$ t we %\ld be kill$1 because1 z !y said1 !y hat$ ,jehovah & ! ,wor%ip2 = x made !m afraid to d z !y _h always done4 ,if ,i w\ld give up visit+ ! villages1 & pray+ & talk+ ) !m ab\t ,jehovah1 !y intimat$ t !y w\ld l me to /ay & trade ) !m1 z !y lik$ ! ,trad]s b hat$ ! ,mission>ies6 ,i told !m t ! hope ( be+ able to tea* !m ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah alone kept me liv+ among/ !m2 t ,i 0 !re1 n = ga9 or pleasure1 b because ,i lov$ !m1 & piti$ _! e/ate1 & s\ght _! good cont9ually by lead+ !m to "k & s]ve ! only true ,god4 ,"o ( ! ,*iefs1 :o _h liv$ 9 ,sydney & spoke ,engli%1 repli$ = all ! re/1-- 8,missi1 our fa!rs lov$ & wor%ipp$ :om y call ! ,devil1 ! ,evil ,_s2 & we are det]m9$ to d ! same1 = we love ! conduct ( our fa!rs4 ,missi ,turn] came "h & tri$ to break d[n our wor%ip1 b our fa!rs f\ght him & he left u4 ,!y f\ght also ,peta1 ! ,samoan ,tea*]1 & he fl$4 ,!y f\ght & kill$ "s ( ! ,samoan ,tea*]s plac$ on ! o!r side ( ! ,h>b\r1 & _! companions left4 ,we kill$ ! la/ =eign] t liv$ 9 ,tanna be=e y came "h4 ,we murd]$ ! ,aneityumese ,tea*]s1 & burn$ d[n _! h\ses4 ,aft] ea* ( ^! acts1 ,tanna 0 good2 we all liv$ l our fa!rs1 & sickness & dea? left u4 ,n[1 our p are det]m9$ to kill y1 if y d n leave ?is isl&2 = y are *ang+ our cu/oms & de/roy+ our wor%ip1 & we hate ! ,jehovah ,wor%ip40 ,!n1 surr\nd$ by a numb] ( m51 :o _h sp5t "s ye>s 9 ! ,colonies1 he cont9u$ 9 a bitt] /ra9 to ?is effect1-- 8,! p ( ,sydney belong to y\r ,brita92 !y "k :at is "r & wrong z well z y2 & we h ourselves se5 !m fi%+1 fea/+1 cook+1 work+1 & seek+ pleasure on ! ,sabba? z on any o!r day4 ,y say1 we d n "h ne$ to cook any food on ,sabba?s or to toil at our ov5s1 b y y\rself cook1 = y boil y\r kettle on t day6 ,we h se5 ! p d all ! conduct at ,sydney :i* y call bad1 b :i* we love4 ,y are b "o1 !y are _m2 !y are "r1 & y mu/ be wrong2 y are tea*+ lies = ,wor%ip40 ,aft] _m su* spee*es1 ,i answ]$ all ! que/ions ( ! p fully1 & besides ,i cross-que/ion$ my assailants on sev]al subjects1 reg>d+ :i* !y grossly contradict$ ea* o!r1 till ! majority ( voices cri$ out1-- 8,!y are ly+6 ,_! words are crook$6 ,missi kn[s all ! tru? ab\t ! p ( ,sydney60 ,alas1 ,i _h to admit t :at !y report$ 0 too true reg>d+ ! godless multitudes at home :o made ! ,sabba? a day ( pleasure1 b n reg>d+ ,jehovah's s]vants4 ,by ?is "t1 !y 7 will+ to rema9 quiet1 & all[$ me to talk ( spiritual ?+s & ( ! bless+s t ! ,sabba? & ! ,bible br\ght to all o!r l&s1 & to conduct 9 _! pres5ce & he>+ ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah4 ,b my enemies seldom slack5$ _! hateful designs aga9/ my life1 h[ev] calm$ or baffl$ = ! mom5t4 ,)9 a few days ( ! above ev5ts1 :5 ,natives 9 l>ge numb]s 7 assembl$ at my h\se1 a man furi\sly ru%$ on me ) 8 axe2 b a ,kas]um9i ,*ief snat*$ a spade ) :i* ,i _h be5 work+1 & dext]\sly def5d$ me f in/ant dea?4 ,life 9 su* circum/ances l$ me to cl+ v ne> to ! ,"l ,jesus2 ,i knew n1 = "o brief h\r1 :5 or h[ attack might be made2 & yet1 ) my trembl+ h& clasp$ 9 ! h& once nail$ on ,calv>y1 & n[ sway+ ! sceptre ( ! ,univ]se1 calmness & peace & resignation abode 9 my s\l4 ,next day1 a wild ,*ief foll[$ me ab\t = f\r h\rs ) 8 load$ musket1 &1 ?\gh (t5 direct$ t[>ds me1 ,god re/ra9$ 8 h&4 ,i spoke k9dly to him1 & att5d$ to my "w z if he _h n be5 !re1 fully p]suad$ t my ,god _h plac$ me !re1 & w\ld protect me till my allott$ task 0 f9i%$4 ,look+ up 9 unceas+ pray] to our de> ,"l ,jesus1 ,i left all 9 ,8 h&s1 & felt immortal till my "w 0 done4 ,trials & hairbread? escapes /r5g!n$ my fai?1 & seem$ only to n]ve me = m to foll[2 & !y did tread swiftly ^u ea* o!r's heels4 ,)\t t abid+ consci\sness ( ! pres5ce & p[] ( my de> ,"l & ,savi\r1 no?+ else 9 all ! _w c\ld h pres]v$ me f los+ my reason & p]i%+ mis]ably4 ,8 words1 8,lo1 ,i am ) y alway1 ev5 unto ! end ( ! _w10 became to me s real t x w\ld n h />tl$ me to behold ,him1 z ,/eph5 did1 gaz+ d[n ^u ! sc5e4 ,i felt ,8 support+ p[]1 z did ,/4 ,paul1 :5 he cri$1 8,i c d all ?+s ?r\gh ,*ri/ :i* /r5g!ne? me40 ,x is ! sob] tru?1 & x comes back to me sweetly aft] tw5ty ye>s1 t ,i _h my ne>e/ & de>e/ glimpses ( ! face & smile ( my bless$ ,"l 9 ^? dread mom5ts :5 musket1 club1 or spe> 0 be+ levell$ at my life4 ,oh ! bliss ( liv+ & endur+1 z see+ 8,him :o is invisible60 ,"o ev5+1 ,i awoke ?ree times to he> a ,*ief & 8 m5 try+ to =ce ! door ( my h\se4 ,?\gh arm$ ) muskets1 !y _h "s s5se ( do+ wrong1 & 7 :olesomely afraid ( a little retriev] dog :i* _h (t5 /ood betwixt me & dea?4 ,god re/ra9$ !m aga92 & next morn+ ! report w5t all r\nd ! ,h>b\r1 t ^? :o tri$ to %oot me 7 8smitt5 weak ) fe>10 & t %oot+ w\ld n d4 ,a plan 0 !re=e delib]ately set on foot to fire ! premises1 & club u if we attempt$ to escape4 ,b our ,aneityumese ,tea*] he>d ( x1 & ,god help$ u to fru/rate _! designs4 ,:5 !y knew t _! plots 7 reveal$ to u1 !y seem$ to lose fai? 9 !mselves1 & ca/ ab\t to circumv5t u 9 "s m secret way4 ,_! evil 0 ov]rul$ = good4 ,namuri1 "o ( my ,aneityumese ,tea*]s1 0 plac$ at our ne>e/ village4 ,!re he _h built a h\se = himself & 8 wife1 & !re he l$ among/ ! ,hea!n a pure & humble ,*ri/ian life4 ,almo/ e morn+1 he came & report$ on ! /ate ( affairs to me4 ,)\t books or a s*ool1 he yet in/ruct$ ! ,natives 9 ,div9e ?+s1 conduct$ ! ,wor%ip1 & taught !m mu* by 8 good example4 ,8 influ5ce 0 increas+1 :5 "o morn+ a ,sacr$ ,man ?rew at him ! kawas1 or kill+ /one1 a deadly weapon1 l a scy! /one 9 %ape & ?ickness1 usually r\nd b sometimes angul>1 & f eighte5 to tw5ty in*es long4 ,!y ?r[ x f a great di/ance & ) fatal precision4 ,! ,tea*]1 ) great agility1 w>d$ 8 head & receiv$ ! deep cut f x 9 8 left h&1 res]v+ 8 "r h& to gu>d aga9/ ! club t 0 c]ta9 to foll[ swiftly4 ,! ,prie/ sprang ^u him ) 8 club & ) savage yells4 ,he evad$1 yet also receiv$1 _m bl[s2 &1 ru%+ out ( _! h&s1 actually rea*$ ! ,mission ,h\se1 ble$+1 fa9t+1 & pursu$ by h[l+ murd]]s4 ,i _h be5 anxi\sly expect+ him1 & he>+ ! noise ,i ran out ) all possible spe$4 ,on see+ me1 he sank d[n by a tree1 & cri$1-- 8,missi1 ,missi1 quick6 & escape = y\r life6 ,!y are com+ to kill y2 !y say1 !y mu/ kill u all to-day1 & !y h begun ) me2 = !y hate ,jehovah & ! ,wor%ip60 ,i ha/5$ to ! good ,tea*] :]e he lay2 ,i b\nd up1 wa%$1 & dress$ 8 w\nds2 & ,god1 by ! my/]y ( ,8 own work+1 kept ! infuriat$ ,tannese wat*+ at bay4 ,gradually !y began to disappe> into ! bu%1 & we convey$ ! de> ,tea*] to ! ,mission ,h\se4 ,9 ?ree or f\r weeks1 he s f> recov]$ by c>eful nurs+ t he 0 able to walk ab\t aga94 ,"s petition$ = him to return to ! village2 b ,i insi/$1 z a prelim9>y1 t ! ,h>b\r ,*iefs %\ld unit$ly puni% him :o _h abus$ ! ,tea*]2 & ?is to te/ !m1 = he _h only c>ri$ out _! own wi%es1--,n[> except$1 & p]haps "o or two o!rs4 ,!y made a pret5ce ( aton+ by pres5t+ ! ,tea*] ) a pig & "s yams z a peace-(f]+2 b ,i said1-- 8,no6 su* bad conduct mu/ be puni%$1 or we w\ld leave _! isl& by ! fir/ opportunity40 ,n[ t ,sacr$ ,man1 a ,*ief too1 _h gone on fight+ ) o!r tribes1 till 8 foll[]s _h all di$ or be5 sla92 &1 aft] ?ree weeks' palav]1 ! o!r ,*iefs seiz$ him1 ti$ him ) a rope1 & s5t me ^w to come & see him puni%$1 z !y did n want u aft] all to leave ! isl&4 ,i _h to g1 = fe> ( m bloody "w1 & aft] talk ) !m1 foll[$ by _m fair promises1 he 0 loos$4 ,all appe>+ fri5dly = "s "t1 & will+ to li/5 & le>n1 ! ,tea*] e>ne/ly desir$ to return to 8 po/4 ,i pl$ ) him to rema9 at ! ,mission ,h\se till we felt m assur$1 b he repli$1-- 8,missi1 :5 ,i see !m ?ir/+ = my blood1 ,i j see myself :5 ! ,mission>y fir/ came to my isl&4 ,i desir$ to murd] him1 z !y n[ desire to kill me4 ,_h he /ay$ away = su* dang]1 ,i w\ld h rema9$ ,hea!n2 b he came1 & cont9u$ com+ to tea* u1 till1 by ! grace ( ,god1 ,i 0 *ang$ to :at ,i am4 ,n[ ! same ,god t *ang$ me to ?is1 c *ange ^! poor ,tannese to love & s]ve ,him4 ,i _c /ay away f !m2 b ,i w sleep at ! ,mission ,h\se1 & d all ,i c by day to br+ !m to ,jesus40 ,x 0 n 9 me to keep su* a man1 "u su* motives1 f :at he felt to be 8 po/ ( duty4 ,he return$ to 8 village "w1 & = sev]al weeks ?+s appe>$ mo/ enc\rag+4 ,! inhabitants %[$ gr[+ int]e/ 9 u & our "w1 & less fe> ( ! pret5sions ( _! hea!n ,prie/1 :i*1 alas6 f$ 8 jeal\sy & ang]4 ,"o morn+ dur+ wor%ip1 :5 ! good ,tea*] knelt 9 pray]1 ! same savage ,prie/ sprang ^u him ) 8 great club & left him = dead1 w\nd$ & ble$+ & unconsci\s4 ,! p fl$ & left him 9 8 blood1 afraid ( be+ mix$ up ) ! murd]4 ,! ,tea*]1 recov]+ a little1 crawl$ to ! ,mission ,h\se1 & rea*$ x ab\t mid-day 9 a dy+ condition4 ,on see+ him1 ,i ran to meet him1 b he fell ne> ! ,tea*]'s h\se1 say+1-- 8,missi1 ,i am dy+4 ,!y w kill y also4 ,escape = y\r life40 ,try+ to console him1 ,i sat d[n beside him1 dress+ 8 w\nds & nurs+ him4 ,he 0 q resign$2 he 0 look+ up to ,jesus1 & rejoic+ t he w\ld soon be ) ,him 9 ,glory4 ,8 pa9 & suff]+ 7 great1 b he bore all v quietly1 z he said & kept say+1 8,= ! sake ( ,jesus6 ,= ,jesu's sake60 ,he 0 con/antly pray+ = 8 p]secutors1-- 8,o ,"l ,jesus1 =give !m1 = !y "k n :at !y are do+4 ,oh1 take n away all ,?y s]vants f ,tanna6 ,take n away ,?y ,wor%ip f ?is d>k isl&6 ,o ,god1 br+ all ! ,tannese to love & foll[ ,jesus60 ,to him1 ,jesus 0 all & 9 all2 & !re 7 no b&s 9 8 dea?4 ,he pass$ f u1 9 ! assur$ hope ( ent]+ into ! ,glory ( 8 ,"l4 ,humble ?\gh he may appe> 9 ! _w's e/eem1 ,i knew t a great man _h fall5 !re 9 ! s]vice ( ,*ri/1 & t he w\ld take rank 9 ! glori\s ,army ( ! ,m>tyrs4 ,i made = him a c(f91 & dug 8 grave ne> ! ,mission ,h\se4 ,) pray]s1 & _m te>s1 we consign$ 8 rema9s to ! du/ 9 ! c]ta9ty ( a happy resurrection4 ,ev5 "o su* conv]t 0 surely a triumphant rew>d = ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,g$die1 :om ,god _h hon\r$ 9 br++ him to ,jesus4 ,may !y h _m l him = _! cr[n ( joy & rejoic+ 9 ! great day6 ,imm$iately aft] ?is1 a numb] ( ,*iefs & foll[]s call$ on me at ! ,mission ,h\se1 pr(ess+ great fri5dl9ess1 & said1-- 8,mr4 ,turn] gave our fa!rs great quantities ( calico1 axes1 & knives1 & !y became 8 fri5ds4 ,if y w\ld give ! p "s j n[ !y w\ld be pleas$4 ,!y w\ld /op fight+ aga9/ ! ,wor%ip40 ,i retort$1 8,h[ 0 x !n1 if !y 7 pleas$1 t !y p]secut$ ,messrs4 ,turn] & ,nisbet till !y _h to leave ! isl&8 ,y\r conduct is deceitful & bad4 ,i nev] w rew>d y = bad actions & = murd]6 ,no pres5t w be giv5 by me40 ,!y )drew sull5ly1 & seem$ deeply disappo9t$ & (f5d$4 ,on "o occasion1 :5 a ,*ief _h di$1 ! ,h>b\r p 7 all be+ assembl$ to /rangle 8 wid[4 ,"o ( my ,aneityumese ,tea*]s1 he>+ ( x1 ha/5$ to tell me4 ,i ran to ! village1 & ) mu* p]suasion1 sav$ h] life4 ,a few weeks !reaft] %e gave bir? to a "y *iefta91 :o prosp]$ well4 ,if our ,h>b\r p told ! tru?1 ! wid[s ( all :o fell 9 w> 7 sav$ by our plead+4 ,imm$iately aft] ! =ego+ incid5t1 a ,sacr$ ,man 0 dy+1 & a cr[d ( p 7 assembl$ await+ ! ev5t 9 ord] to /rangle 8 ?ree wives4 ,i spoke to !m ( ! horrid wick$ness ( su* conduct4 ,i fur!r reason$ ) !m1 t ,god _h made u male & female1 ! sexes s balanc$1 t = e man t _h ?ree or a doz5 wives1 z _m m5 g5]ally _h none1 & t ?is caus$ great jeal\sy & qu>rell+4 ,i %[$ !m fur!r1 t ^! wid[s be+ sp>$ w\ld make happy & useful wives = o!r k9d & lov+ husb&s4 ,aft] ! ,wor%ip1 ,i appeal$ to ! ,*ief & he repli$1-- 8,missi1 x 0 a practice introduc$ to ,tanna f ! isl& ( ,aneityum4 ,x 0 n ! cu/om ( our fa!rs "h to /rangle wid[s4 ,&1 z ! ,aneityumese h giv5 x up s9ce !y became wor%ipp]s ( ,jehovah1 x is good t we n[ %\ld give x up on ,tanna too40 ,?us ^! ?ree wid[s 7 sav$2 & we _h great hope 9 ,*ri/ t ! gha/ly practice w\ld soon disappe> f ,tanna4 ,an incid5t ( ?is "t creat$ great wond] among/ ! ,natives2 namely1 ! ,s9k+ ( a ,well4 ,we _h1 h]et(ore1 a boil+ spr+ to dr9k f1 ! wat] ( :i* lit]ally requir$ 9 t climate days to cool d[n2 we _h also a /agnant pool at ! l[] end ( a swamp 9 :i* ! ,natives habitually ba!d1 ! only available fre% wat] ba?6 ,beyond t1 no dr9k+ wat] c\ld be _h = six or sev5 miles4 ,i manag$ to s9k a well1 ne> ! ,mission ,h\se1 & got ab\t twelve feet deep a good supply ( excell5t fre% wat]1 ?\gh1 /range to say1 ! surface ( ! well rose & fell regul>ly ) e tide6 ,?is became ! univ]sal supply = u & = ! ,natives all r\nd ! ,h>b\r & = miles inl&4 ,hundr$s ( ,natives f all p>ts ( ,tanna flock$ to exam9e ?is greate/ wond] !y _h ev] se5--ra9 ris+ up out ( ! e>?4 ,i built x r\nd ) a k9d ( /one br\ght 9 my boat f ! o!r side ( ! bay2 & = _m ye>s x 0 ! only fre% wat] supply = ! ,natives all ar\nd4 ,"s ye>s lat] a native ,*ief sank a well ab\t a mile ne>] ! entrance to ! ,h>b\r at 8 own village1 & built x r\nd ) ! bricks t ,i _h pur*as$ = h\se-build+2 ^! he grabb$ & ?us appropriat$6 ,_m a vessel1 call+ at ! ,h>b\r1 0 glad to get h] casks refill$ at my well1 & all 7 app>5tly m fri5dly because ( x2 b ! ,s9k+ ( ?is ,well produc$ no su* revolution z on ,aniwa1--to be h]eaft] relat$4 ,= fully ?ree mon?s1 all our available "t1 ) all ! native help :i* ,i c\ld hire1 0 sp5t 9 erect+ a build+ to s]ve = ,*ur* & ,s*ool4 ,x 0 fifty feet long1 by tw5ty-"o feet six in*es broad4 ,! /uds 7 ?ree feet ap>t1 & all fix$ by t5on & mortise into upp] & l[] wall plates4 ,! beautiful ro( ( iron1 wood1 & sug>-cane leaf1 0 support$ by ?ree massive pill>s ( wood1 sunk deeply into ! gr\nd4 ,! ro( ext5d$ ab\t ?ree feet ov] ! wall plates1 bo? to =m a v]&ah & to c>ry ! ra9-drop free beyond ! walls4 ,x 0 made ( sug>-cane leaf & cocoa-nut leaves all ar\nd4 ,! floor 0 laid ) :ite coral1 brok5 small1 & cov]$ ) cocoa-nut leaf mats1 su* z ^? on :i* ! ,natives sat4 ,inde$1 x 0 z com=table a ,h\se ( ,pray] z any man ne$ wi% = 9 ! tropics1 ?\gh hav+ only op5 spaces = doors & w9d[s6 ,i b\ght ! heavy wood = x on ,aneityum--price1 fifty pairs ( native tr\s]s2 & ^! aga9 7 ! gift ( my ,bible ,class 9 ,glasg[1 all cut & sew$ by _! own h&s4 ,i gave also "o hundr$ & ?irty y>ds ( clo?1 along ) o!r ?+s1 = o!r ne$ful wood4 ,my ,tannese p at fir/ oppos$ ! erection ( a ,*ur*4 ,!y did n wi% ,jehovah to secure a ,h\se on _! isl&4 ,on ! op5+ day1 only five m51 ?ree wom51 & ?ree *ildr5 7 pres5t1 besides our ,aneityumese ,tea*]s4 ,b aft] ! morn+ s]vice1 on t day1 ,i visit$ t5 villages1 & _h wor%ip 9 ea*4 ,! p 7 g5]ally %y & unfri5dly4 ,!y said t we 7 ! cause ( ! prevail+ sickness & fev]4 ,!y _h no idea ( any sickness or dea? be+ natural1 b believ$ t all su* ev5ts 7 caus$ by "s "o nahak+1 i4e41 bewit*+ !m4 ,h5ce _! incessant feuds2 & _m 7 murd]$ 9 bl9d rev5ge4 ,z we 7 prep>+ a f\ndation = ! ,*ur*1 a huge & s+ul>-look+ r\nd /one 0 dug up1 at sight ( :i* ! ,tannese /ood agha/4 ,! elde/ ,*ief said1-- 8,missi1 t /one 0 ei!r br\ght !re by ,k>apanamun 7! ,evil ,_s71 or hid !re by our great ,*ief :o is dead4 ,t is ! ,/one ,god to :i* our =efa!rs (f]$ human sacrifices2 ^! holes held ! blood ( ! victim till drunk up by ! ,_s4 ,! ,_s ( t /one eats up m5 & wom5 & dr9ks _! blood1 z our fa!rs taught u4 ,we are 9 greate/ fe>60 ,a ,sacr$ ,man claim$ possession1 & 0 exce$+ly desir\s to c>ry x (f2 b ,i manag$ to keep x1 & did ev]y?+ 9 my p[] to %[ !m ! absurdity ( ^! fooli% notions4 ,idolatry _h n1 inde$1 yet fall5 ?r\gh\t ,tanna1 b "o cruel idol1 at lea/1 _h to give way = ! erection ( ,god's ,h\se on t b5ight$ l&4 ,an ev]-memorable ev5t 0 ! pr9t+ ( my fir/ book 9 ,tannese4 ,?omas ,b9nie1 ,esq41 ,glasg[1 gave me a pr9t+-press & a font ( type4 ,pr9t+ 0 "o ( ! ?+s ,i _h nev] tri$1 b hav+ n[ prep>$ a booklet 9 ,tannese1 ,i got my press into ord]1 & began f+]+ ! type4 ,b book-pr9t+ turn$ out to be = me a mu* m difficult affair ?an h\se-build+ _h be54 ,yet by dogg$ p]sev]ance ,i succe$$ at la/4 ,my bigge/ difficulty 0 h[ to arrange ! pages prop]ly6 ,aft] _m failures1 ,i fold$ a piece ( pap] into ! numb] ( leaves want$1 cut ! corn]s1 fold+ !m back1 & numb]+ z !y w\ld be :5 correctly plac$ 9 ! book2 !n fold+ all back )\t cutt+ up ! %eet1 ,i f\nd n[ by ^! numb]s h[ to arrange ! pages 9 ! frame or case = pr9t+1 z indicat$ on ea* side4 ,& d y ?9k me fooli%1 :5 ,i confess t ,i %\t$ 9 an ec/asy ( joy :5 ! fir/ %eet came f ! press all correct8 ,x 0 ab\t "o o'clock 9 ! morn+4 ,i 0 ! only :ite man !n on ! isl&1 & all ! ,natives _h be5 fa/ asleep = h\rs6 ,yet ,i lit]ally pit*$ my hat into ! air1 & danc$ l a s*oolboy r\nd & r\nd t pr9t+-press2 till ,i began to ?9k1 ,am ,i los+ my reason8 ,w\ld x n be lik] a ,mission>y to be ^u my knees1 ador+ ,god = ?is fir/ portion ( ,8 bless$ ,^w ev] pr9t$ 9 ?is new language8 ,fri5d1 be> ) me1 & believe me1 t 0 z true wor%ip z ev] 0 ,david's danc+ be=e ! ,ark ( 8 ,god6 ,nor ?9k t ,i did n1 ov] t fir/ %eet ( ,god's ,^w ev] pr9t$ 9 ! ,tannese tongue1 g ^u my knees too1 & !n1 & e day s9ce1 plead ) ! mighty ,"l to c>ry ! light & joy ( ,8 own ,holy ,bible into e d>k he>t & b5ight$ home on ,tanna6 ,b ! ,tannese _h a sup]/iti\s dread ( books1 & especially ( ,god's ,book4 ,i aft]w>ds he>d t ,dr4 ,turn] _h pr9t$ a small prim] 9 ,tannese1 translat$ by ! help ( ! ,samoan ,tea*]s2 b ?is ,i nev] saw till ne> ! close ( my "w on ,tanna4 ,dr4 ,g$die s5t me a copy1 b x 0 m ,samoan ?an ,tannese1 especially 9 its spell+1 & ,i c\ld make little or no?+ ( x4 ,%ortly aft] ?is1 ,i 0 greatly refre%$ by ! visit ( an ,am]ican :al]1 ! ,camd5 ,packet1 "u ,capta9 ,allan4 ,he1 8 *ief (fic]1 & _m ( 8 d\ble company ( seam51 7 decid$ ,*ri/ians--a great contra/ to mo/ ( ! ,trad]s t _h call$ at ,port ,resolution4 ,! ,capta9 cordially invit$ me on bo>d to prea* & conduct a religi\s s]vice4 ,t ev5+ ,i enjoy$ exce$+ly--wells 9 ! des]t6 ,! ,capta9 introduc$ me1 say+1-- 8,?is is my %ip's company4 ,my fir/ (fic] & mo/ ( my m5 are real ,*ri/ians1 try+ to love & s]ve ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,we h be5 ?ree ye>s out on ?is voyage1 & are v happy ) ea* o!r4 ,y w\ld nev] he> or see worse on bo>d ( ?is vessel ?an y see n[4 ,& ,god has giv5 u gratify+ success40 ,he aft]w>ds told me t he _h a v valuable c>go ( sp]m oil on bo>d1 ! vessel be+ ne>ly fill$ up ) x4 ,he 0 eag] to leave supplies1 or d some?+ = me1 b ,i ne$$ no?+ t he c\ld give4 ,8 mate1 on exam9+ my boat1 f\nd a hole 9 h]1 & sev]al planks split & bulg$ 91 z ,i _h gone d[n on a reef ) h] :5 out on ,mission "w1 & n>r[ly escap$ dr[n+4 ,next morn+1 ! ,capta91 ( 8 own accord1 set 8 c>p5t] to repair ! boat1 & left x z good z new4 ,n "o f>?+ ( recomp5se w\ld any ( !m take f me2 _! own ,*ri/ian love rew>d$ !m1 9 ! circum/ances4 ,i _h be5 long+ = a *ance to s5d x to ,sydney = repairs1 & felt deeply ?ankful = su* unexpect$ & g5]\s aid4 ,! ,capta9 w\ld n admit t ! delay 0 any loss to him1--8 boats sp5d+ ! day 9 pur*as+ cocoa-nuts & provisions f ! ,natives = 8 own %ip4 ,oh1 h[ ! ,*ri/like _s knits toge!r all true foll[]s ( ,*ri/6 ,:at o!r e>?ly or human tie c\ld h s b\nd t /rang] to me8 ,9 ! he>t ( ,*ri/ we met z bro!rs4 ,dang]s aga9 d>k5$ r\nd me4 ,"o day1 :ile toil+ away at my h\se1 ! w> ,*ief1 8 bro!r1 & a l>ge p>ty ( arm$ m5 surr\nd$ ! plot :]e ,i 0 work+4 ,!y all _h muskets1 besides _! own native weapons4 ,!y wat*$ me = "s "t 9 sil5ce1 & !n e man levell$ a musket /raight at my head4 ,escape 0 impossible4 ,spee* w\ld only h increas$ my dang]4 ,my eyesight came & w5t = a few mom5ts4 ,i pray$ to my ,"l ,jesus1 ei!r ,himself to protect me1 or to take me home to ,8 ,glory4 ,i tri$ to keep work+ on at my task1 z if no "o 0 ne> me4 ,9 t mom5t1 z nev] be=e1 ! words came to me1--8,:atsoev] ye %all ask 9 ,my "n1 ,i w d x20 & ,i knew t ,i 0 safe4 ,retir+ a little f _! fir/ position1 no ^w hav+ be5 spok51 !y took up ! same attitude some:at f>!r (f1 & seem$ to be urg+ "o ano!r to fire ! fir/ %ot4 ,b my de> ,"l re/ra9$ !m once aga91 & !y )drew1 leav+ me ) a new cause = tru/+ ,him ) all t conc]n$ me = ,"t & ,et]nity4 ,p]ils seem$1 h[ev]1 to enclose me on e h&1 & my life 0 frequ5tly attempt$4 ,i _h to move ab\t m cauti\sly ?an ev]1 "s days sc>cely d>+ to appe> outside my ,mission premises4 ,= ,i h ev] mo/ firmly believ$1 & d believe1 t only :5 we use e lawful & possible means = ! pres]vation ( our life1 :i* is ,god's second greate/ gift to man 7,8 ,son be+ ! fir/71 c we expect ,god to protect u1 or h we ! "r to plead ,8 preci\s promises4 ,! vessel ( "o call+ himself ,pr9ce de ,jean ,beuve1 a ,fr5* refugee1 :o _h become a naturaliz$ ,am]ican1 visit$ ,port ,resolution4 ,he said1 he _h to escape f 8 own c\ntry = political (f5ces4 ,8 l>ge & beautiful %ip 0 fitt$ up & arm$ l a ,man-(-w>4 ,%e 0 mann$ *iefly by slaves1 :om he rul$ ) an iron h&4 ,:at a contra/ to ,capta9 ,allan's :al]6 ,yet he also 0 v sympa!tic & k9d to me4 ,hav+ he>d rum\r ( my trials & dang]s1 he came on %ore1 z soon z 8 %ip ca/ an*or1 ) a body ( arm$ m54 ,he 0 effusively polite1 ) all a ,fr5*man's gu% & ge/iculation1 & (f]$ to d any?+ possible = me4 ,he w\ld take me to ,aneityum or ,sydney or :]ev] ,i wi%$4 ,! %ip 0 8 own2 he 0 sail+ *iefly = pleasure1 & he _h call$ at our ,isl&s to see if suffici5t trade c\ld be op5$ up to ju/ify 8 lay+ on a l9e ( /eam]s to call "h 9 _! transit4 ,he urg$ me1 ,i believe s9c]ely1 to give him ! pleasure ( tak+ me & my belong+s to "s place ( safety4 ,b ,i 0 re/ra9$ f leav+1 ?r\gh ! fe> t ,i w\ld nev] be p]mitt$ to return1 & t ,*ri/'s "w w\ld suff]4 ,9 ! /ill burn+ hope ( be+ able to lead ! ,tannese to love & s]ve ,jesus1 ,i decl9$ ) mu* gratitude 8 g5u9e k9dness4 ,he look$ truly sorry to leave me 9 ! circum/ances :]e9 ,i 0 plac$4 ,aft] two h\rs on %ore1 he return$ to 8 %ip t[>ds ev5+4 ,kn[+ t ! ,tannese 7 ?reat5+ to burn my =m] h\se1 :i* ,i wi%$ to remove to high] gr\nd & add to ! room ,i n[ occupi$ on ! hill1 ,i took advantage ( ! pres5ce ( ! ,pr9ce's vessel1 & set my ,aneityumese ,tea*]s & "s fri5dly ,natives to prep>e = ! task2 b un=tunately1 ,i =got to s5d ^w to ! ,fr5*man reg>d+ my plans & aims4 ,we remov$ ! sug>-cane leaf ?at* f ! ro( ( ! h\se1 & began burn+ x on cle>$ gr\nd1 s t ,i might be able to save ! heavy wood :i* c\ld n be replac$ on ,tanna4 ,our ,fr5* fri5d1 on see+ ! flames ris+ up furi\sly1 at once load$ 8 heavy guns1 & prep>$ 8 m5 = action4 ,"u great excitem5t1 he came a%ore ) a l>ge numb] ( arm$ m51 leav+ ! re/ on bo>d ready at a giv5 signal to protect !m ) %ot & %ell4 ,leav+ "o half ( ^? br\ght on %ore to gu>d ! boats1 he came runn+ t[>ds my h\se1 foll[$ by ! o!r half1 wet ) p]spiration1 & cry+1-- 8,f] are dey8 f] are dey8 ,de sc\ndrels6 ,i vill d = dem1 & protect y4 ,i sall puni% dem1 de sc\ndrels60 ,he 0 s excit$1 he c\ld sc>cely compose himself to he> my explanations1 :i*1 :5 und]/ood1 he laugh$ at he>tily4 ,he aga9 urg$ me to leave 9 8 vessel2 he c\ld n be> me to lead su* a life among/ savages4 ,i expla9$ to him my reasons = n leav+ ! isl&1 b ^! he seem$ unable to und]/&4 ,he put 8 m5 ?r\gh drill on %ore1 & left !m "u (fic]s1 ready = action at a mom5t's w>n+1 say+ !y w\ld all be ! bett] = a day on %ore4 ,he wi%$ to take pot luck ) me at our ,mission ,h\se ( "o room = all purposes6 ,my humble d9n] & tea mu/ h be5 any?+ b a treat = him1 b he seem$ to reli% ! deliv]ance = once f all ! conv5tionalisms ( ! _w4 ,be=e he left1 he s5t ( 8 own accord = all ! ,*iefs )9 rea*1 & w>n$ !m t if !y hurt me or took my life1 he w\ld return ) 8 ,man-(-w> & puni% !m1 by kill+ !mselves & fir+ _! villages2 & t a ,briti% ,man-(-w> w\ld also come & set _! isl& on fire4 ,!y promis$ all possible good conduct1 be+ und\bt$ly put into great t]ror4 ,! k9d-he>t$ ,fr5*man left1 ) pr(use expressions ( admiration = my c\rage & ( pity = my lot4 ,no d\bt he ?\ght me a fooli% dream] ( dreams4 ,a mis]able contra/ befell u 9 ! bad impression produc$ by ! conduct ( "o ( ,capta9 ,t----'s vessels 9 ! ,sydney s&al-wood trade4 ,:ale-boats _h be5 s5t out ) ,mr4 ,copel& & myself f ,glasg[1 z "p ( ! necess>y equipm5t ( e ,mission>y on ^! ,isl&s4 ,m9e be+ r l>ge & heavy1 ,i _h sold x to "o ( ,t----'s capta9s2 b ! o!r _h also be5 left to my c>e4 ,aft] hav+ us$ my boat = ab\t twelve mon?s--! be/ boat 9 t trade only be+ expect$ to la/ two ye>s--! ,capta9 call$ on ,mr4 ,copel&1 & got a note f him to me reg>d+ ! sale ( 8 boat too4 ,he decl>$1 :5 call+ on me1 t ,mr4 ,copel& _h au?oriz$ him to get 8 boat f me 9 ex*ange = m9e1 :i* he _h n[ be5 us+ = a ye>4 ,i ask$ = ! lett]1 & f\nd x to be au?ority = me to sell 8 boat = ca% only & at ! same price z m9e4 ,capta9 ,v---- !n rag$ at me & /orm$1 decl>+ t he w\ld return my old boat1 & take ! o!r 9 defiance ( me4 ,swe>+ dreadfully1 he made = 8 %ip1 & return$ ) a l>ge p>ty ( m5 :om he _h pick$ up among/ ! ,isl&s4 ,collect+ also a company ( ,tannese1 & (f]+ !m tobacco1 he broke d[n ! f5ce1 bur/ into ! boat-h\se1 & began to draw out ! boat4 ,"h ,i rea*$ ! spot1 & /]nly oppos$ !m4 ,he swore & foam$ at me1 & be=e ! natives knock$ & pull$ me ab\t1 ev5 kick+ at me1 ?\gh ,i evad$ 8 bl[s4 ,/&+ by1 ,i said 9 ,tannese1-- 8,y are help+ t man to /eal my boat2 he is /eal+ x z y see40 ,on he>+ ?is1 ! ,tannese ran away1 & 8 own p>ty alone c\ld n d x4 ,9 great wra?1 he w5t (f aga9 to 8 vessel1 & br\ght on %ore z mu* tobacco z c\ld be held 9 a l>ge h&k]*ief ti$ by ! f\r corn]s2 b ev5 = t1 our own ,natives refus$ to help him4 ,he (f]$ x !n to a cr[d ( ,inl& savages1 ga!r$ at ! head ( ! bay1 :o1 reg>dless ( my remon/rances1 laun*$ ! boat1 he rag+ at & all b /rik+ me4 ,in/ead ( return+1 h[ev]1 ! o!r boat to ! h\se1 he m]ely set x adrift f 8 vessel1 & x 0 c>ri$ on to ! reef1 :]e x rema9$ fa/1 & 0 knock$ ab\t by ! waves4 ,aft] 8 vessel left1 ,i1 ) mu* difficulty1 got x (f & br\ght x to ! boat-h\se4 ,imag9e1 :5 su* 0 _! tyrannical treatm5t ( a ,mission>y & a ,briti% fell[-subject1 h[ !y w\ld act t[>ds ^! poor native ,isl&]s4 ,by ! e>lie/ opportunity1 ,i wrote all ! facts ( ! case to 8 employ]1 ,capta9 ,t---- ( ,sydney1 b got n ev5 a reply1 :ile ,capta9 ,v---- cont9u$ 9 _! trade1 a sc\rge to ^! ,isl&s1 & a di%on\r to 8 c\ntry & to humanity4 ,unfri5dly ,tannese n[ said1-- 8,:5 a :ite man f 8 own c\ntry c s pull & knock ! ,mission>y ab\t & /eal 8 boat & *a9 )\t be+ puni%$ = x1 we also may d z we please60 ,i hesitate n to record my conviction t t man's conduct _h a v bad effect1 embold5+ !m 9 acts ( di%one/y & 9 attempts ^u my life till ! ,mission ,/ation 0 ultimately brok5 up4 ,aft] ,i _h to escape f ,tanna1 ) b>e life 9 my h&1 "o ( ! same ,capta9's vessels call$ at ,port ,resolution & gave ! ,natives ab\t ?ree p\nds weight ( useless tobacco1 pur*asable at ,sydney = less ?an "o %ill+ p] p\nd1 to all[ !m to take away my boat1 ) o>s1 sails1 ma/1 & all o!r belong+s4 ,!y also pur*as$ all ! plund] f my h\se4 ,bo? boats 7 s l>ge & s /rongly built1 t by add+ a plank or two !y turn$ !m into small-deck$ s*oon]s1 admirably suit$ = ! s&al-wood traffic r\nd ! %ores1 :ile l>g] vessels lay at safe an*orage to receive :at !y collect$4 ,once1 :5 ,dr4 ,+lis & ,i met 9 ,sydney1 we call$ on ,capta9 ,t---- & /at$ ! :ole case1 ask+ reasonable paym5t at lea/ = ! boats4 ,he admitt$ t ! boats _h be5 tak5 & 7 9 8 s]vice1 & agre$ to pay u = ! boats if we w\ld repay ! l>ge sum inve/$ !re9 by 8 ,capta9s4 ,call+ "o ( 8 cl]ks1 he in/ruct$ him to trace 9 ! (fice record h[ mu* _h be5 paid to ! ,tannese = ! ,mission>y's boat4 ,! "y man innoc5tly return$ ! reply1 8,?ree p\nds ( tobacco40 ,9 ang]1 he said1 8,i und]/ood t a l>g] value _h be5 giv560 ,! cl]k assur$ him1 8,t is ! only record40 ,capta9 ,t----1 aft] discuss+ ! wor? ( ! boat z be+ ab\t #hj1 agre$ to give u #fj1 b 9 writ+ out ! *eque1 ?rew d[n ! p5 & %\t$1 8,i'll see y ---- fir/60 ,(f]+ #ej1 to :i* we agre$1 he aga9 resil$1 & decl>$ he w\ld n give a p5ny above #cj4 ,we appeal$ to him to reg>d ?is z a debt ( hon\r1 & to cease haggl+ ov] ! price1 z he well knew h[ we _h be5 wrong$ 9 ! matt]4 ,f9ally we left him decl>+1 8,i am build+ simil> boats j n[ at #be apiece2 ,i w s5d y "o ( !m1 & y may ei!r take t or want60 ,we left1 glad to get away on any t]ms f su* a "*2 &1 ?\gh next ye> he did s5d "o ( 8 promis$ boats = me to ,aneityum1 yet ! conduct ( 8 degrad$ s]vants engag$ 9 ! s&al-wood trade _h a great %>e 9 ! guilt ( break+ up & ru9+ our ,mission4 ,?\s&s ^u ?\s&s 7 made by x ye>ly1 s long z x la/$2 b x 0 a trade /eep$ 9 human blood & indescribable vice1 nor c\ld ,god's bless+ re/ on !m & _! ill-gott5 ga9s4 ,oh1 h[ (t5 did we pray at t "t to be deliv]$ f ! h&s ( unreasonable & wick$ m56 ,s&al-wood trad]s murd]$ _m ( ! ,isl&]s :5 robb+ !m ( _! wood1 & ! ,isl&]s murd]$ _m ( !m & _! s]vants 9 rev5ge4 ,:ite m51 engag$ 9 ! trade1 also %ot dead & murd]$ ea* o!r 9 vici\s & drunk5 qu>rels1 & n a few put end to _! own lives4 ,i h sc>cely kn[n "o ( !m :o did n come to ru9 & pov]ty2 ! money t came ev5 to ! %ip[n]s 0 a conspicu\s curse4 ,fools !re made a mock at s91 ?9k+ t no "o c>$ = ^! poor savages1 b _! s9 did f9d !m out1 & ,god made good 9 _! exp]i5ce ,8 own irrepealable law1 8,! wages ( s9 is dea?40 ,%ips1 highly insur$1 7 said to be s5t into our ,isl& trade to be delib]ately wreck$4 ,"o ,sabba? ev5+1 t[>ds d>k1 ! notori\s ,capta9 ,h----1 9 comm& ( a l>ge %ip1 all[$ h] to drift a%ore & be wreck$ )\t any app>5t ef=t to save h]4 ,next morn+1 ! :ole company 7 wad+ ab\t 9 ! wat] & pret5d+ to h lo/ ev]y?+6 ,! ,capta91 put 9 prison :5 he return$ to ,sydney = runn+ away ) ano!r man's wife & prop]ty1 impos$ on ,mr4 ,copel& & myself1 gett+ all ! biscuits1 fl\r1 & blankets we c\ld sp>e = 8 de/itute & %ipwreck$ company4 ,we discov]$ aft]w>ds t %e 0 ly+ on a beautiful bank ( s&1 only a few y>ds f ! %ore1 & t ev]y?+ conta9$ 9 h] c\ld be easily rescu$ )\t dang] to life or limb6 ,:at we p>t$ ) 0 almo/ necess>y = our life & heal?2 ( c\rse he gave u an ord] on ,capta9 ,t---- = ev]y?+1 b n "o f>?+ 0 ev] repaid4 ,at fir/ he made a pret5ce ( pay+ ! ,natives = food receiv$2 b aft]w>ds1 an arm$ b& w5t inl& night by night & robb$ & plund]$ :atev] came to h&4 ,! ,natives1 see+ ! food ( _! *ildr5 ru?lessly /ol51 7 %ot d[n )\t m]cy :5 !y d>$ to int]f]e2 & ! life ( e :ite man 0 m>k$ = spe$y rev5ge4 ,glad 7 we :5 a vessel call$1 & c>ri$ away ^! :ite hea!n ,savages4 ,! same ,capta9 ,t---- also began ! %ock+ ,kanaka lab\r-traffic to ! ,colonies1 aft] ! s&al-wood trade 0 exhau/$1 :i* has s9ce de/roy$ s _m ?\s&s ( ! ,natives 9 :at 0 no?+ less ?an ,colonial slav]y1 & has l>gely depopulat$ ! ,isl&s ei!r directly or indirectly4 ,& yet he wrote1 & publi%$ 9 ,sydney1 a pamphlet decl>+ t he & 8 s&al-wood]s & ,kanaka lab\r collectors _h done m to civilize ! ,isl&]s ?an all our ,mission ef=ts comb9$4 ,civilize !m1 inde$6 ,by spread+ disease & vice1 mis]y & dea? among/ !m1 ev5 at ! be/2 at ! wor/1 slav+ _m ( !m till !y p]i%$ at _! toils1 %oot+ d[n o!rs "u "o or o!r guilty pret5ce1 & positively sweep+ ?\s&s into an untimely grave4 ,a common cry on _! lips 01-- 8,let !m p]i% & let ! :ite m5 occupy ^! ,isles40 ,x 0 su* conduct z ?is1 t made ! ,isl&]s suspect all =eign]s & hate ! :ite man & seek rev5ge 9 robb]y & murd]4 ,"o ,trad]1 = in/ance1 a s&al-wood] & collector ( ,kanakas1 liv+ at ,port ,resolution1 abom9ably ill-us$ a p>ty ( ,natives4 ,!y det]m9$ 9 rev5ge to plund] 8 /ore4 ,! cell> 0 und]nea? 8 h\se1 & he himself slept above ! trap-door by :i* alone x c\ld be ent]$4 ,night & day he 0 gu>d$ by arm$ m51 ,natives ( adjo9+ isl&s1 & all approa*es to 8 premises 7 wat*$ by savage dogs t gave timely w>n+4 ,he felt himself secure4 ,b ! ,tannese actually con/ruct$ a tunnel und]gr\nd f ! bu%1 ?r\gh :i* !y roll$ away tobacco1 ammunition1 etc41 & ne>ly empti$ 8 cell>6 ,my he>t bl$ to see m5 s capable & clev] ?us brutally abus$ & demoraliz$ & swept away4 ,by ! ,gospel1 & ! civilization :i* x br+s1 !y 7 capable ( le>n+ any?+ & be+ tra9$ to a useful & ev5 noble manhood4 ,b all influ5ce t ev] ,i witness$ f ^! ,trad]s 0 degrad+1 & dead aga9/ ! "w ( our ,missions4 ,! ,*ief1 ,n[> ,n\kam>a1 usually kn[n z ,n[>1 0 my be/ & mo/-to-be-tru/$ fri5d ,he 0 "o ( ! n9e or t5 :o 7 mo/ fav\rable to ! ,mission "w1 att5d+ ! ,wor%ip pretty regul>ly1 conduct+ x also 9 _! own h\ses & villages1 & mak+ g5]ally a some:at un/able pr(ession ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,"o or m ( !m (t5 accompani$ me on ,sabba?1 :5 go+ to conduct ! ,wor%ip at inl& villages1 & sometimes !y protect$ me f p]sonal injury4 ,?is ,n[> influ5c$ ! ,h>b\r ,*iefs & _! p = eight or t5 miles ar\nd to get up a great fea/ 9 fav\r ( ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah4 ,all 7 p]sonally & specially invit$1 & x 0 ! l>ge/ ,assembly ( any k9d t ,i ev] witness$ on ! ,isl&s4 ,:5 all 0 ready1 ,n[> s5t a p>ty ( ,*iefs to escort me & my ,aneityumese ,tea*]s to ! fea/4 ,f\rte5 ,*iefs1 9 turn1 made spee*es to ! assembl$ multitude2 ! drift ( all be+1 t w> & fight+ be giv5 up on ,tanna1--t no m p be kill$ by nahak1 = wit*craft & sorc]y 7 lies1--t ,sacr$ ,m5 no long] pr(ess to make w9d & ra91 fam9e & pl5ty1 disease & dea?1--t ! d>k hea!n talk ( ,tanna %\ld cease1 t all "h pres5t %\ld adopt ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah z taught to !m by ! ,mission>y & ! ,aneityumese1--& t all ! bani%$ ,tribes %\ld be invit$ to _! own l&s to live 9 peace6 ,^! /range spee*es did n draw =? a s+le oppos+ voice4 ,d\btless ^! m5 7 9 e>ne/1 & _h !re be5 "o ma/] m9d to rule & m\ld !m1 _! reg5]ation _h dawn$4 ,?\gh = ! mom5t a feel+ ( fri5dl9ess prevail$1 ! ,tannese 7 un/able z wat] & easily sway$ "o way or ! o!r4 ,!y are born talk]s1 & c & w spee*ify on all occasions1 b mo/ ( x means no?+1 be>s no fruit4 ,aft] ^! spee*es1 a sc5e foll[$ :i* gradually assum$ %ape z an idolatr\s c]emonial & greatly horrifi$ me4 ,x 0 9 connection ) ! imm5se quantity ( food t _h be5 prep>$ = ! fea/1 especially pigs & f[ls4 ,a great heap _h be5 pil$ up = ea* ,tribe repres5t$1 & a h&some portion also set ap>t = ! ,mission>y & 8 ,tea*]s4 ,! c]emony 0 ?is1 z ne>ly z ,i c\ld foll[ x4 ,"o hundr$ or s ( ! lead+ m5 m>*$ into ! l>ge cle>$ space 9 ! c5tre ( ! assembl$ multitudes1 & /ood !re fac+ ea* o!r 9 equal l9es1 ) a man at ei!r end clos+ up ! passage betwe54 ,at ! middle !y /ood eight or t5 feet ap>t1 gradually ne>+ till !y almo/ met at ei!r end4 ,amid trem5d\s sil5ce = a few mom5ts all /ood hu%$2 !n e man kneel$ on 8 "r knee1 ext5d$ 8 "r h&1 & b5t =w>d till 8 face ne>ly t\*$ ! gr\nd4 ,!reon ! man at ! "o end began mutt]+ some?+1 8 voice ris+ ev] l\d] z he rose to 8 feet1 :5 x end$ 9 a fe>ful yell z he /ood erect4 ,next ! two long l9es ( m51 all 9 a body1 w5t ?r\gh ! same c]emonial1 ris+ gradually to _! feet1 ) mutt]+s deep5+ into a h[l1 & height5+ into a yell z !y /ood erect4 ,f9ally1 ! man at ! o!r end w5t ?r\gh ! same hide\s =ms4 ,all ?is 0 ?rice delib]ately repeat$1 ea* "t ) gr[+ fr5zy4 ,& !n1 all /&+ on _! feet1 !y unit$ z ) "o voice 9 :at s\nd$ l music runn+ mad up & d[n ! scale1 clos+ ) a long1 deep-ton$1 holl[ h[l z ( s\ls 9 pa94 ,) smiles ( joy1 ! m5 !n all %ook h&s ) ea* o!r4 ,n[> & ano!r ,*ief briefly spoke1 & ! food 0 !n divid$ & ex*ang$1 a pr9cipal man ( ea* ,tribe /&+ by to receive & wat* 8 portion4 ,at ?is /age1 ,n[> & ,n]wangi1 z lead]s1 address$ ! ,tea*]s & ! ,mission>y to ?is effect3-- 8,?is fea/ is held to move all ! ,*iefs & ,p "h to give up fight+1 to become fri5ds1 & to wor%ip y\r ,jehovah ,god4 ,we wi% y to rema91 & to tea* u all good conduct4 ,z an evid5ce ( our s9c]ity1 & ( our love1 we h prep>$ ?is pile ( food = y40 ,9 reply1 ,i address$ ! :ole multitude1 say+ h[ pleas$ ,i 0 ) _! spee*es & ) ! resolutions & promises :i* !y all _h made4 ,i fur!r urg$ !m to /ick fa/ by ^!1 & t gr& fruits w\ld arise to _! isl&1 to !mselves & to _! *ildr54 ,hav+ f9i%$ a brief address1 ,i !n walk$ =w>d to ! v middle ( ! circle1 & laid d[n be=e !m a bundle ( /ripes ( r$ calico & pieces ( :ite calico1 a numb] ( fi%-hooks1 knives1 etc4 etc41 reque/+ ! two ,*iefs to divide my (f]+ ( goodwill among ! ,tribes assembl$1 & also ! pile ( food pres5t$ to u1 z a tok5 ( my love & fri5d%ip to !m all4 ,_! insi/+ ^u me tak+ _! pres5t ( food1 laid ^u me an unpleasant & dang]\s necessity ( expla9+ my refusal4 ,i aga9 ?ank$ !m v w>mly1 & expla9$ t1 z !y _h 9 my pres5ce giv5 away all _! food to an ,idol ,god & ask$ 8 bless+ on x z a sacrifice1 ev5 to ,k>apanamun1 ! great ,evil ,_s1 my p & ,i dur/ n & c\ld n eat ( x1 = t w\ld be to h fell[%ip ) _! ,idols & to di%on\r ,jehovah ,god4 ,*ri/ians c\ld ackn[l$ge only ! "o true & liv+ ,god1 & ask ,8 bless+ on _! food1 & (f] x & !mselves 9 ?anksgiv+ unto ,him1 b unto no cruel or evil ,_s4 ,yet ,i expla9$ to !m h[ mu* ,i ?ank$ !m1 & h[ ,i lov$ !m j z mu* z if we _h eat5 all _! gifts1 & h[ x w\ld please u to see !m all1 along ) my own gifts1 divid$ among/ _! ,tribes4 ,n )\t "s d\bt1 & "u consid]able trial1 did ,i take ?is app>5tly unfri5dly attitude4 ,b ,i fe>$ to seem ev5 to approve ( any act ( devil-wor%ip1 or to confirm !m 9 x1 be+ !re to disc\rage all su* sc5es1 & to lead !m to ackn[l$ge only ! true ,god4 ,i felt z if guilty & z if ! hat 7 ris+ f my head1 :5 ,i he>d !m imprecat+ & appeas+ _! ,god1 )\t be+ able to %[ !m ! ,god ( ,love & ! bett] way into ,8 pres5ce ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,my opportunity to d s arose ov] ! refusal ( ! food (f]$ unto ,idols1 & ,i told !m ( ! claims ( ,jehovah1 ! jeal\s ,god1 :o w\ld n %>e ,8 wor%ip ) any o!r4 ,b all ! "t ,i felt ?is qualm1--t x 7 bett] to eat food ) m5 :o ackn[l$g$ "s ,god & ask$ 8 bless+ ?an ) ^? :ite ,hea!ns at home1 :o ask$ ! bless+ ( no ,god1 nor ?ank$ ,him1 9 ?is worse ?an ! dog :i* licks ! h& t fe$s x6 ,n[> & ,n]wangi expla9$ 9 great orations :at ,i meant1 & h[ ,i wi%$ all to be divid$ among/ ! assembl$ ,tribes to %[ my love4 ,) ?is1 all seem$ highly satisfi$4 ,hea!n dances 7 n[ ent]$ ^u1 _! pa9t & fea!rs & ornam5ts add+ to ! wildness ( ! sc5e4 ,! m5 seem$ to dance 9 an inside r+1 & ! wom5 9 an outside r+1 at a consid]able di/ance f ea* o!r4 ,music 0 suppli$ by s++ & clapp+ ( h&s4 ,! ord] 0 p]fect1 & ! figures highly intricate4 ,b ,i h nev] be5 able to associate danc+ ) ?+s lovely & ( good report6 ,aft] ! danc+1 all retir$ to ! bu%1 & a k9d ( %am fight foll[$ on ! public cle>$ gr\nd4 ,a ho/ ( pa9t$ savages ru%$ 9 & took possession ) songs & %\t+s4 ,f ! bu%1 on ! opposite side1 ! *ant+ ( wom5 0 he>d 9 ! di/ance1 l\d] & l\d] z !y approa*$4 ,snat*+ f a burn+ fire flam+ /icks1 !y ru%$ on ! m5 ) ^!1 beat+ !m & ?r[+ burn+ pieces ( wood among !m1 till ) deaf5+ yells among/ !mselves & amid/ %\ts ( laught] f ! cr[d1 !y drove !m f ! space1 & danc$ !reon & sang a song ( victory4 ,! danc+ & fight+1 ! nak$ pa9t$ figures1 & ! con/ant yells & %\t+s gave "o a weird s5sation1 & sugge/$ /range ideas ( ,hell brok5 loose4 ,! f9al sc5e approa*$1 :5 ! m5 assi/$ _! wom5 to fill all ! allott$ food into baskets1 to be c>ri$ home & eat5 !re2 = ! diff]5t ,tribes d n sit d[n toge!r & eat toge!r z we w\ld d2 _! com+ toge!r is = ! purpose ( ex*ang+ & divid+ ! food pres5t$4 ,& n[ !y broke into fri5dly confusion1 & freely walk$ ab\t m+l+ ) ea* o!r2 & a k9d ( savage rehe>sal ( ,jona?an & ,david took place4 ,!y /ripp$ !mselves ( _! fanta/ic dresses1 _! h&somely wov5 & twi/$ grass skirts1 leaf skirts1 grass & leaf aprons2 !y gave away or ex*ang$ all ^!1 & _! ornam5ts & b[s & arr[s1 besides _! less romantic calico & pr9t dresses m rec5tly acquir$4 ,! effusion & c]emonial ( ! gifts & ex*anges seem$ to betok5 a lov+ p2 & s !y 7 = ! fea/--b t laid n aside a s+le deadly feud1 & /reams ( blood & cries ( hate w\ld soon efface all traces ( ?is day4 ,i _h n[ six ,/ations1 op5$ up & m9i/]$ to by ,aneityumese ,tea*]s1 at ! lead+ villages along ! coa/1 & =m+ l9ks 9 a *a9 t[>ds ! o!r ,mission ,e/abli%m5t on ,tanna4 ,& !re 7 villages prep>$ to receive z _m m4 ,^! ,tea*]s _h all be5 cannibals once1 yet1 ) "o exception1 !y prov$ !mselves to ! be/ ( my judgm5t to be a b& ( fai?ful & devot$ foll[]s ( ,*ri/4 ,_! names 7 ,abraham1 ,k[>i1 ,nomuri1 ,n]wa1 ,laz>us1 & ,e\fati4 ,i visit$ !m p]iodically & frequ5tly1 enc\rag+ & guid+ !m1 z well z try+ to int]e/ ! villag]s 9 _! tea*+ & "w4 ,b1 :5ev] w> broke out !y _h all to return to ! ,mission ,h\se1 & sleep !re = safety by night1 visit+ _! ,/ations1 if practicable1 by ! light ( day4 ,my poor de> ,tea*]s1 too1 _h to be> p]secutions = ,jesu's sake1 z ! foll[+ incid5t w sorr[fully prove4 ,a native woman1 ) "s murd]\s purpose 9 h] he>t1 pret5d$ great fri5d%ip to ! excell5t wife ( "o ( my fell[-lab\r]s4 ,%e 0 specially effusive 9 br++ to h] di%es ( food f "t to "t4 ,hav+ ?us ga9$ confid5ce1 %e caught a little black fi% ( ^? p>ts1 kn[n to be deadly poison\s1 & bak$ x up 9 a mess = ! unsuspect+ ,tea*]'s wife4 ,on return+1 %e boa/$ ( :at %e _h done1 & !reon a fri5dly neighb\r ru%$ (f to w>n ! o!r1 b arriv$ j to le>n t ! fatal meal _h be5 tak54 ,beyond all rea* ( human skill1 ?is unkn[n m>tyr = ,*ri/ di$ soon aft] 9 great agony1 & d\btless receiv$ h] ,ma/]'s rew>d4 ,9 help+ to op5 up new ,/ations1 ^? de> native ,tea*]s (t5 bore ! greate/ h>d%ips & indignities ) a noble self-d5ial & positively wond]ful pati5ce4 ,no?+ kn[n to m5 "u ,heav5 c\ld h produc$ _! new "* & disposition1 except only ! grace ( ,god 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,?\gh /ill m>r$ by _m ( ! faults ( ,hea!nism1 !y 7 at ! roots ( _! be+ lit]ally new creatures1 try+1 accord+ to _! be/ light1 to live = & to please _! new ,ma/]1 ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,?is %one out v conspicu\sly 9 ^! two apo/olic s\ls1 ,abraham & ,k[>i1 z lead]s among all ! devot$ b&4 ,let me recall ano!r occasion1 on :i* ,i prev5t$ a w>4 ,e>ly "o morn+1 ! savage yells ( w>r+ ,tribes woke me f sleep4 ,!y _h brok5 into a qu>rel ab\t a woman1 & 7 fi]cely engag$ ) _! clubs4 ,accord+ to my cu/om1 ,i ru%$ 9 among/ !m1 &1 n )\t mu* difficulty1 0 bless$ 9 sep>at+ !m be=e deadly w\nds _h be5 giv5 or receiv$4 ,on ?is occasion1 ! ,*iefs ( bo? ,tribes1 be+ v fri5dly to me1 drove _! p back f ea* o!r at my e>ne/ appeals4 ,sitt+ d[n at l5g? )9 e>%ot1 !y _h x out 9 a wild scold+ mat*1 a conte/ ( lung & tongue4 ,mean:ile ,i re/$ on a canoe midway betwixt !m1 9 ! hope ( av]t+ a r5ewal ( ho/ilities4 ,by-&-by an old ,sacr$ ,man1 a ,*ief call$ ,sapa1 ) "s t\* ( savage com$y 9 8 brea/1 volunte]$ an episode :i* re/or$ good hum\r to ! sc5e4 ,leap+ up1 he came danc+ & s++ t[>ds me1 & !re1 to ! amusem5t ( all1 re-enact$ ! qu>rel1 & mimick$ r clev]ly my attempt at sep>at+ ! combatants4 ,sma%+ at ! canoe ) 8 club1 he yell$ & knock$ d[n imag9>y enemies2 !n1 ru%+ fir/ at "o p>ty & !n at ! o!r1 he repres5t$ me z appeal+ & ge/iculat+ & pu%+ !m af> f ea* o!r1 till he became q exhau/$4 ,!reon he came & plant$ himself 9 great glee beside me1 & look$ ar\nd z if to say1--8,y mu/ laugh1 = ,i h play$40 ,at ?is v juncture1 a l\d cry ( 8,sail ,o60 broke ^u our e>s1 & all p>ties leapt to _! feet1 & prep>$ = a new s5sation2 = 9 ^? climes1 ev]y?+--w> itself--is a small] int]e/ ?an a vessel f ! ,great ,unkn[n ,_w sail+ into y\r ,h>b\r4 ,n _m days !reaft]1 a v horrible transaction occurr$4 ,be=e daybreak1 ,i he>d %ot aft] %ot quickly dis*>g$ 9 ! ,h>b\r4 ,"o ( my ,tea*]s came runn+1 & cri$1-- 8,missi1 six or sev5 m5 h be5 %ot dead ?is morn+ = a great fea/4 ,x is to reconcile ,tribes t h be5 at w>1 & to all[ a bani%$ ,tribe to return 9 peace40 ,i le>n$ t ! lead+ m5 _h 9 c\ncil agre$ ^u ?is sacrifice1 b ! "n ( ea* victim 0 kept a secret till ! la/ mom5t4 ,! torture ( susp5se & unc]ta9ty seem$ to be borne by all z "p ( _! appo9t$ lot1 nor did !y prep>e z if suspect+ any dread assault4 ,be=e daylight1 ! ,sacr$ ,m5 allocat$ a murd]] to ! door ( ea* h\se :]e a victim slept4 ,a signal %ot 0 fir$2 all ru%$ to _! doors1 & ! doom$ ones 7 %ot & clubb$ to dea? z !y attempt$ to escape4 ,_! bodies 7 !n borne to a sacr$ tree1 & hung up !re by ! h&s = a "t1 z an (f]+ to ! ,gods4 ,be+ tak5 d[n1 !y 7 c>ri$ c]emoni\sly & laid out on ! %ore ne> my h\se1 plac$ "u a special gu>d4 ,in=mation _h rea*$ me t my ,tea*]s & ,i 7 also de/9$ victims = ?is same fea/1 & sure en\gh we espi$ a b& ( arm$ m51 ! kill]s1 despat*$ t[>ds our premises4 ,in/antane\sly ,i _h ! ,tea*]s & _! wives & myself securely lock$ into ! ,mission ,h\se2 &1 cut (f f all human hope1 we set ourselves to pray to our de> ,"l ,jesus1 ei!r ,himself to protect u or to take u to ,8 glory4 ,all ?r\gh t morn+ & =5oon we he>d !m tramp-tramp+ r\nd our h\se1 :isp]+ to ea* o!r1 & hov]+ ne> w9d[ & door4 ,!y knew t !re 7 a d\ble-b>rell$ f[l+-piece & a revolv] on ! premises1 ?\gh !y nev] _h se5 me use !m1 & t may1 "u ,god1 h held !m back 9 dread4 ,b su* a ?\ght did n ent] our s\ls ev5 9 t awful "t4 ,i _h gone to save1 & n to de/roy4 ,x w\ld be easi] = me at any "t to die ?an to kill "o ( !m4 ,our safety lay 9 our appeal to t bless$ ,"l :o _h plac$ u !re1 & to :om all p[] _h be5 giv5 9 ,heav5 & on ,e>?4 ,he t 0 ) u 0 m ?an all t c\ld be aga9/ u4 ,?is is /r5g?2 ?is is peace3--to feel1 9 ent]+ on e day1 t all its duties & trials h be5 committ$ to ! ,"l ,jesus1--t1 come :at may1 ,he w use u = ,8 own glory & our real good6 ,all ?r\gh t dreadful morn+1 & f> into ! aft]noon1 we ?us abode toge!r1 feel+ consci\s t we 7 unit$ to ?is de> ,"l ,jesus1 & we _h sweet communion ) ,him1 m$itat+ on ! wond]s ( ,8 p]son & ! hopes & glories ( ,8 k+dom4 ,oh1 t all my read]s may le>n some?+ ( ?is 9 _! own exp]i5ce ( ! ,"l6 ,i c wi% !m no?+ m preci\s4 ,t[>ds sund[n1 con/ra9$ by ! ,invisible ,"o1 !y )drew f our ,mission ,h\se1 & left u once m 9 peace4 ,!y bore away ! sla9 to be cook$1 & di/ribut$ among/ ! ,tribes1 & eat5 9 _! fea/ ( reconciliation2 a cov5ant seal$ 9 blood1 & soon1 alas1 to be buri$ 9 blood aga96 ,= _m days !reaft]1 we _h to take unusual c>e1 & n unduly expose ourselves to dang]2 = d>k *>act]s 7 se5 pr[l+ ab\t 9 ! bu% ne> at h&1 & we knew t our life 0 ! prize4 ,we took :at c>e we c\ld1 & ,god ! ,"l did ! re/1 or r ,he did all--= ,8 wisdom guid$ u1 & ,8 p[] baffl$ !m4 ,%ortly !reaft]1 w> 0 aga9 decl>$ by ! ,inl& p attack+ our ,h>b\r p4 ,x 0 an old qu>rel2 & ! w> 0 r5ew$ & cont9u$1 long aft] ! cause !re( _h pass$ away4 ,go+ among/ !m e day1 ,i did my utmo/ to /op ho/ilities1 sett+ ! evils ( w> be=e !m1 & plead+ ) ! lead+ m5 to r5\nce x4 ,!reon arose a *>act]i/ic incid5t ( ,isl& & ,hea!n life4 ,"o day ,i held a ,s]vice 9 ! village :]e morn+ aft] morn+ _! ,tribes assembl$1 & decl>$ t if !y w\ld believe 9 & foll[ ! ,jehovah ,god1 ,he w\ld deliv] !m f all _! enemies & lead !m into a happy life4 ,!re 7 pres5t ?ree ,sacr$ ,m51 ,*iefs1 ( :om ! :ole population liv$ 9 t]ror1--bro!rs or c\s9s1 h]oes ( traditional feats1 pr(essors ( sorc]y1 & claim+ ! p[] ( life & dea?1 heal? & sickness1 ra9 & dr\ght1 accord+ to _! w4 ,on he>+ me1 ^! ?ree /ood up & decl>$ !y did n believe 9 ,jehovah1 nor did !y ne$ ,8 help1 = !y _h ! p[] to kill my life by ,nahak 7i4e41 sorc]y or wit*craft71 if only !y c\ld get possession ( any piece ( ! fruit or food t ,i _h eat54 ,?is 0 an ess5tial condition ( _! black art2 h5ce ! peel ( a banana or an orange1 & e brok5 scrap ( food1 is ga!r$ up by ! ,natives1 le/ x %\ld fall into ! h&s ( ! ,sacr$ ,m51 & be us$ = ,nahak4 ,?is sup]/ition 0 ! cause ( mo/ ( ! blood%$ & t]ror ^u ,tanna2 & be+ ?us *all5g$1 ,i ask$ ,god's help1 & det]m9$ to /rike a bl[ aga9/ x4 ,a woman 0 /&+ ne> ) a bun* ( native fruit 9 h] h&1 l our plums1 call$ quonquore4 ,i ask$ h] to be pleas$ to give me "s2 & %e1 hold+ out a bun*1 said1-- 8,take freely :at y w60 ,call+ ! att5tion ( all ! ,assembly to :at ,i 0 do+1 ,i took ?ree fruits f ! bun*1 & tak+ a bite out ( ea*1 ,i gave !m "o aft] ano!r to ! ?ree ,sacr$ ,m51 & delib]ately said 9 ! he>+ ( all1-- 8,y h se5 me eat ( ?is fruit1 y h se5 me give ! rema9d] to y\r ,sacr$ ,m52 !y h said !y c kill me by ,nahak1 b ,i *all5ge !m to d x if !y c1 )\t arr[ or spe>1 club or musket1 = ,i d5y t !y h any p[] aga9/ me or aga9/ any "o by _! ,sorc]y40 ,! *all5ge 0 accept$2 ! ,natives look$ t]ror-/ruck at ! position 9 :i* ,i 0 plac$6 ,! c]emony ( ,nahak 0 usually p]=m$ 9 secret1--! ,tannese flee+ 9 dread1 z ,europeans w\ld f ! t\* ( ! plague2 b ,i l+]$ & eag]ly wat*$ _! ritual4 ,z ! ?ree ,*iefs arose1 & drew ne> to "o ( ! ,sacr$ ,trees1 to beg9 _! c]emonial1 ! ,natives fl$ 9 t]ror1 cry+1-- 8,missi1 away6 ,alas1 ,missi60 ,b ,i held on at my po/ ( obs]vation4 ,amid/ wav+s & incantations1 !y roll$ up ! pieces ( ! fruit f :i* ,i _h eat51 9 c]ta9 leaves ( ?is ,sacr$ ,tree into a %ape l a wax5 c&le2 !n !y k9dl$ a sacr$ fire ne> ! root1 & cont9u$ _! mutt]+s1 gradually burn+ a little m & a little m ( ! c&le-%ap$ ?+s1 :eel+ !m r\nd _! heads1 bl[+ ^u !m ) _! brea?s1 wav+ !m 9 ! air1 & glanc+ wildly at me z if expect+ my sudd5 de/ruction4 ,wond]+ :e!r aft] all !y did n believe _! own lie1 = !y seem$ to be 9 dead e>ne/1 ,i1 m eag] ?an ev] to break ! *a9s ( su* vile sup]/ition1 urg$ !m aga9 & aga91 cry+1-- 8,be quick6 ,/ir up y\r ,gods to help y6 ,i am n kill$ yet2 ,i am p]fectly well60 ,at la/ !y /ood up & said1-- 8,we mu/ delay till we h call$ all our ,sacr$ ,m54 ,we w kill ,missi be=e 8 next ,sabba? comes r\nd4 ,let all wat*1 = he w soon die & t )\t fail40 ,i repli$1 8,v good6 ,i *all5ge all y\r ,prie/s to unite & kill me by ,sorc]y or ,nahak4 ,if on ,sabba? next ,i come aga9 to y\r village 9 heal?1 y w all admit t y\r ,gods h no p[] ov] me1 & t ,i am protect$ by ! true & liv+ ,jehovah ,god60 ,= e day ?r\gh\t ! rema9d] ( t week1 ! ,con*s 7 s\nd$1 & ov] t side ( ! isl& all _! ,sacr$ ,m5 7 at "w try+ to kill me by _! arts4 ,n[ & aga9 mess5g]s arriv$ f e qu>t] ( ! isl&1 inquir+ anxi\sly aft] my heal?1 & wond]+ if ,i 0 n feel+ sick1 & great excitem5t prevail$ among/ ! poor delud$ idolat]s4 ,sabba? dawn$ ^u me peacefully1 & ,i w5t to t village 9 m ?an my usual heal? & /r5g?4 ,l>ge numb]s assembl$1 & :5 ,i appe>$ !y look$ at ea* o!r 9 t]ror1 z if x c\ld n really be ,i1 myself1 /ill sp>$ & well4 ,ent]+ into ! public gr\nd1 ,i salut$ !m to ?is effect1-- 8,my love to y all1 my fri5ds6 ,i h come aga9 to talk to y ab\t ! ,jehovah ,god & ,8 ,wor%ip40 ,! ?ree ,sacr$ ,m51 on be+ ask$1 admitt$ t !y _h tri$ to kill me by ,nahak1 b _h fail$2 & on be+ que/ion$1 :y !y _h fail$1 !y gave ! acute & subtle reply1 t ,i also 0 myself a ,sacr$ ,man1 & t my ,god be+ ! /rong] _h protect$ me f _! ,gods4 ,address+ ! multitude1 ,i answ]$ ?us1-- 8,yea1 truly2 my ,jehovah ,god is /rong] ?an y\r ,gods4 ,he protect$ me1 & help$ me2 = ,he is ! only liv+ & true ,god1 ! only ,god t c he> or answ] any pray] f ! *ildr5 ( m54 ,y\r ,gods _c he> pray]s1 b my ,god c & w he> & answ] y1 if y w give he>t & life to ,him1 & love & s]ve ,him only4 ,?is is my ,god1 & ,he is also y\r fri5d if y w he> & foll[ ,8 voice40 ,hav+ said ?is1 ,i sat d[n on ! trunk ( a fall5 tree1 & address$ !m1-- 8,come & sit d[n all ar\nd me1 & ,i w talk to y ab\t ! love & m]cy ( my ,god1 & tea* y h[ to wor%ip & please ,him40 ,two ( ! ,sacr$ ,m5 !n sat d[n1 & all ! p ga!r$ r\nd & seat$ !mselves v quietly4 ,i tri$ to pres5t to !m ideas ( s91 & ( salvation ?r\gh ,jesus ,*ri/1 z reveal$ to u 9 ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,! ?ird ,sacr$ ,man1 ! highe/ 9 rank1 a man ( great /ature & uncommon /r5g?1 _h meantime gone (f = 8 w>rior's spe>1 & return$ br&i%+ x 9 ! air & pois+ x at me4 ,i said to ! p1-- 8,( c\rse he c kill me ) 8 spe>1 b he und]took to kill me by ,nahak or ,sorc]y1 & promis$ n to use aga9/ me any weapons ( w>2 & if y let him kill me n[1 y w kill y\r fri5d1 "o :o lives among y & only tries to d y good1 z y all "k s well4 ,i "k t if y kill me ?us1 my ,god w be angry & w puni% y40 ,!reon ,i seat$ myself calmly 9 ! mid/ ( ! cr[d1 :ile he leap$ ab\t 9 rage1 scold+ 8 bro!rs & all :o 7 pres5t = li/5+ to me4 ,! o!r ,sacr$ ,m51 h[ev]1 took my side1 &1 z _m ( ! p also 7 fri5dly to me & /ood closely pack$ ar\nd me1 he did n ?r[ 8 spe>4 ,to allay ! tumult & obviate fur!r blood%$1 ,i (f]$ to leave ) my ,tea*]s at once1 &1 9 do+ s1 ,i ard5tly pl$ ) !m to live at peace4 ,?\gh we got safely home1 t old ,sacr$ ,man seem$ /ill to hung] aft] my blood4 ,= weeks !reaft]1 g :]e ,i w\ld1 he w\ld sudd5ly appe> on ! pa? beh9d me1 pois+ 9 8 "r h& t same ,golia? spe>4 ,god only kept x f be+ ?r[n1 & ,i1 us+ e lawful precaution1 _h all ! same to att5d to my "w1 z if no enemy 7 !re1 leav+ all o!r results 9 ! h&s ( ,jesus4 ,?is :ole incid5t did1 d\btless1 %ake ! prejudices ( _m z to ,sorc]y2 b few ev5 ( conv]t$ ,natives ev] get entirely cle> ( ! dread ( ,nahak4 ,if n truly conv]t$1 ! two ,prie/s 7 fa/ fri5ds ( m9e f t day1 z also ano!r lead+ man 9 ! same di/rict4 ,!y also receiv$ an ,aneityumese ,tea*] to _! village1 protect+ & %[+ k9dness to him2 "o ( ! ,sacr$ ,m5 :o c\ld speak 8 language liv$ almo/ con/antly ) him1 & "s "y p 7 all[$ daily to att5d our ,s*ool4 ,^! two & a numb] ( o!rs began to we> a kilt1 & "s a %irt also4 ,?ree ( !m especially1 if n ,*ri/ians1 appe>$ to be n f> f ! ,k+dom ( ,god1 & did all t 0 9 _! p[] to protect & to assi/ me4 ,a few began to pray to ,jehovah 9 _! h\ses1 (f]+ a k9d ( rude family wor%ip1 & brea?+ out su* pray]s & desires z ,i _h taught !m = ! k ( ! true ,god & only ,savi\r4 ,& ^!1 z my companions1 accompani$ me f place to place :5 ,i visit$ _! di/rict4 ,b let u return to ! w>4 ,_m ,*iefs & villages 7 n[ involv$ 9 x2 & a l>ge "p ( ! bu% ov] ! c\ntry betwe5 _h be5 consum$ by fire1 to prev5t surprises4 ,yet1 our ,h>b\r p be+ assembl$ "o night = consultation1 a numb] ( ! ,inl& w>riors crept ne> unobs]v$ & dis*>g$ a volley ( muskets among/ !m4 ,sev]al 7 %ot dead1 & 9 ! d>kness & confusion ! enemy got cle> away4 ,rev5ge & self-pres]vation n[ unit$ our p z "o man1 & e man assembl$ = action on ! bord]s ( ! ho/ile ,tribes4 ,i aga9 visit$ !m on ! fight+ gr\nd4 ,z ,i 0 se5 approa*+1 ! two old ,prie/s1 my fri5ds1 came to receive & escort me1 protect$ by _! clubs & muskets1--! "o bl9d ( an eye lo/ 9 w> m>*+ be=e me1 & ! o!r beh9d me ) pois$ spe> & mighty club4 ,seat+ me 9 a c5tral position1 !y assembl$ all ! w>riors1 except ! wat*m51 & ^! savage m5 li/5$ att5tively to my message1 & b[$ quietly dur+ pray]4 ,god only kn[s :at may be ! fruit 9 "s d>k b5ight$ s\l6 ,! :ole ho/ ( !m ceas$ fir+1 till ! two fri5dly ,prie/s _h aga9 convey$ me safely beyond ! rea* ( dang]4 ,go+ among !m frequ5tly ?us1 !y treat$ me ) exceptional k9dness1 till "o ,sabba? ,i det]m9$ to g ov] & talk ) ! enemy also1 9 ! hope ( gett+ ?is sad w> put an end to4 ,our p 7 /]nly oppos$ to ?is1 n = fe> ( my safety1 b le/ ,i pray$ = ! enemy & my ,god might help !m 9 ! w>4 ,b my two fri5ds1 ! old ,prie/s1 p]suad$ !m to let me g1 & to cease _! %oot+ till my return4 ,!y _h an idea to buy1 9 ?is way1 my int]cession ) ,jehovah exclusively on _! behalf2 b ,i expla9$ to !m z on =m] occasions1 t ,i 0 !re = ! good ( all alike1 t ,i lov$ !m all & s\ght to lead !m to give up w> & bad conduct1 = my ,god w\ld he> & bless only ^? :o fe>$ & lov$ & obey$ ,him4 ,i _h a long int]view ) ! enemies also1 argu+ aga9/ ! evils ( w>1 & urg+ !m to give x up4 ,!y 7 s f> fri5dly2 !y all[$ me to h wor%ip among/ !m1 & ,i return$ 9 safety be=e ano!r musket 0 dis*>g$ on ei!r side4 ,! w> /ill w5t on1 ?\gh m languidly2 b aft] a "t ! lead]s ent]$ into a k9d ( truce1 & peace reign$ = a season4 ,! o!r ,mission ,/ation1 on ! s\?-we/ side ( ,tanna1 _h to be visit$ by me f "t to "t4 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson1 !re1 7 bo? 9 a weak /ate ( heal?1 hav+ a t5d5cy to consumption4 ,on ?is acc\nt !y visit$ ,aneityum sev]al times4 ,!y 7 e>ne/ly devot$ to _! "w1 & 7 successful s f> z heal? & ! "t all[$ to !m p]mitt$4 ,at ?is juncture1 a message rea*$ me t !y 7 )\t ,european food1 & a reque/ to s5d !m a little fl\r if possible4 ,! w> made ! j\rney ov]l& impossible4 ,a /rong w9d & a high sea r\nd ! coa/ r5d]$ x impracticable = my boat to g4 ,! dang] to life f ! enemy 0 s great1 t ,i c\ld n hire a crew4 ,i pl$ !re=e ) ,n[> & ,manuman1 & a few lead+ m5 to take "o ( _! be/ canoes1 & !mselves to accompany me4 ,i _h a l>ge flat-bottom$ pot ) a close-fitt+ lid1 & t ,i press$ full ( fl\r2 &1 ty+ ! lid firmly d[n1 ,i fa/5$ x "r 9 ! c5tre ( ! canoe1 & z f> above wat]-m>k z possible4 ,all else t 0 requir$ we ti$ ar\nd our own p]sons4 ,sea & l& be+ z !y 71 x 0 a p]il\s und]tak+1 :i* only dire necessity c\ld h ju/ifi$4 ,!y 7 all good swimm]s1 b z ,i c\ld n swim ! /ronge/ man 0 plac$ beh9d me1 to seize me & swim a%ore1 if a cra% came4 ,creep+ r\nd ne> ! %ore all ! way1 we _h to keep j outside ! great break]s on ! coral reef1 & 7 all dr5*$ ?r\gh & ?r\gh ) ! foam ( an angry surf4 ,we arriv$1 h[ev]1 9 safety )9 two miles ( our de/9ation1 :]e liv$ ! fri5ds ( my canoe's company1 b :]e a v dang]\s sea 0 break+ on ! reef4 ,"h !y all gave 91 & prote/$ t no fur!r c\ld !y g2 & truly _! toil all ! way ) ! paddles _h be5 sev]e4 ,i appeal$ to !m1 t ! canoe w\ld = c]ta9 be sma%$ if !y tri$ to get on %ore1 t ! provisions w\ld be lo/1 & "s ( u probably dr[n$4 ,b !y turn$ to ! %ore1 & rema9$ = "s "t ?us1 wat*+ ! sea4 ,at la/ _! ,capta9 cri$1--8,missi1 hold on6 ,!re's a small] wave com+2 we'll ride 9 n[40 ,illu/ration3 ,,! ,,dang]\s ,,l&+ ,,?r\gh ,,! ,,surf4 ,my he>t rose to ! ,"l 9 trembl+ pray]6 ,! wave came roll+ on2 e paddle ) all _! unit$ /r5g? /ruck into ! sea2 & next mom5t our canoe 0 fly+ l a sea-gull on ! cre/ ( ! wave t[>ds ! %ore4 ,ano!r in/ant1 & ! wave _h brok5 on ! reef ) a mighty ro>1 & ru%$ pass$ u hiss+ 9 cl\ds ( foam4 ,my company 7 next se5 swimm+ wildly ab\t 9 ! sea1 ,manuman1 ! "o-ey$ ,sacr$ ,man1 alone hold+ on by ! canoe1 ne>ly full ( wat]1 ) me /ill cl++ to ! seat ( x1 & ! v next wave likely to dev\r u4 ,9 desp]ation1 ,i sprang = ! reef1 & ran = a man half-wad+1 half-swimm+ to rea* u2 & ,god s ord]$ x1 t j z ! next wave broke aga9/ ! silv]y rock ( coral1 ! man caught me & p>tly swam ) me ?r\gh its surf1 p>tly c>ri$ me till ,i 0 set safely a%ore4 ,prais+ ,god1 ,i look$ up & saw all ! o!rs ne>ly z safe z myself1 except ,manuman1 my fri5d1 :o 0 /ill hold+ on by ! canoe 9 ! face ( w9d & sea1 & br++ x ) him4 ,o!rs ran & swam to 8 help4 ,! paddles 7 pick$ up amid ! surf4 ,a p[]ful fell[ came t[>ds me ) ! pot ( fl\r on 8 head1 un9jur$ by wat]4 ,! ,*ief :o held on by ! canoe got sev]ely cut ab\t ! feet1 & _h be5 badly bruis$ & knock$ ab\t2 b all ! re/ escap$ )\t fur!r h>m1 & ev]y?+ t we _h 0 sav$4 ,among/ fri5ds1 at la/1 !y resolv$ to await a fav\rable w9d & tide to return to _! own homes4 ,s++ 9 my he>t unto ,god1 ,i hir$ a man to c>ry ! pot ( fl\r1 & soon arriv$ at ! ,mission ,/ation4 ,supply+ ! wants ( our de> fri5ds1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson1 :om we f\nd z well z c\ld be expect$1 we _h to prep>e1 aft] a few h\rs ( re/1 to return to our own ,/ation by walk+ ov]l& ?r\gh ! night4 ,i dur/ n rema9 long] away1 le/ my own h\se %\ld be plund]$ & brok5 into4 ,?\gh weak 9 heal?1 my fell[-,mission>ies 7 bo? full ( hope1 & zeal\s 9 _! "w1 & ?is some:at /range visit 0 a pleasant bl9k amid/ our d>kness4 ,be=e ,i _h gone f> on my return j\rney1 ! sun w5t d[n1 & no ,native c\ld be hir$ to accompany me4 ,!y all told me t ,i w\ld = c]ta9 be kill$ by ! way4 ,b ,i knew t x w\ld be q d>k be=e ,i rea*$ ! ho/ile di/ricts1 & t ! ,hea!n are great c[>ds 9 ! d>k & nev] leave _! villages at night 9 ! d>kness1 except 9 companies = fi%+ & su*-l tasks4 ,i skirt$ along ! sea-%ore z fa/ z ,i c\ld1 walk+ & runn+ alt]nately2 &1 :5 ,i got )9 he>+ ( voices1 ,i slunk back into ! bu% till !y _h safely pass$1 & !n grop$ my way back ne> ! %ore1 t be+ my only guide to f9d a pa?4 ,hav+ made half ! j\rney1 ,i came to a dang]\s pa?1 almo/ p]p5dicul>1 up a great rock r\nd ! base ( :i* ! sea ro>$ deep4 ,) my he>t lift$ up to ,jesus1 ,i succe$$ 9 climb+ x1 cauti\sly grasp+ roots1 & re/+ by bu%es1 till ,i rea*$ safely to ! top4 ,!re1 to avoid a village1 ,i _h to keep crawl+ sl[ly along ! bu% ne> ! sea1 on ! top ( t great l$ge ( rock2 a feat ,i c\ld nev] h accompli%$ ev5 9 daylight )\t ! excitem5t1 b ,i felt t ,i 0 support$ & guid$ 9 all t life or dea? j\rney by my de> ,"l ,jesus4 ,i _h to leave ! %ore1 & foll[ up ! bank ( a v deep rav9e to a place %all[ en\gh = "o to cross1 & !n ?r\gh ! bu% away = ! %ore aga94 ,by hold+ too mu* to ! "r1 ,i miss$ ! po9t :]e ,i int5d$ to rea* x4 ,small fires 7 n[ visible ?r\gh ! bu%2 ,i he>d ! voices ( ! p talk+ 9 "o ( our mo/ hea!n villages4 ,quietly draw+ back1 ,i n[ knew :]e ,i 01 & easily f\nd my way t[>ds ! %ore2 b on rea*+ ! ,great ,rock1 ,i c\ld n 9 ! d>kness f9d ! pa? d[n aga94 ,i grop$ ab\t till ,i 0 tir$4 ,i fe>$ t ,i might /umble ov] & be kill$2 or1 if ,i delay$ till daylight1 t ! savages w\ld kill me4 ,i knew t "o "p ( ! rock 0 /eep-slop+1 ) little gr[? or none !reon1 & ,i se>*$ ab\t to f9d x1 resolv$ to comm5d myself to ,jesus & slide d[n !reby t ,i might aga9 rea* ! %ore & escape = my life4 ,?9k+ ,i _h f\nd ?is spot1 ,i hurl$ d[n sev]al /ones & li/5$ = _! spla% t ,i might judge :e!r x w\ld be safe4 ,b ! di/ance 0 too f> = me to he> or judge4 ,at high tide ! sea !re 0 deep2 b at l[ tide ,i c\ld wade out ( x & be safe4 ,! d>kness made x impossible = me to see any?+4 ,i let g my umbrella1 %ov+ x d[n ) consid]able =ce1 b nei!r did x s5d me back any news4 ,feel+ sure1 h[ev]1 t ?is 0 ! place ,i s\ght1 & kn[+ t to await ! daylight w\ld be c]ta9 dea?1 ,i pray$ to my ,"l ,jesus = help & protection1 & resolv$ to let myself g4 ,fir/1 ,i fa/5$ all my clo!s z tightly z ,i c\ld1 s z n to cat* on any?+2 !n ,i lay d[n at ! top on my back1 feet =emo/1 hold+ my head d[nw>ds on my brea/ to keep x f /rik+ on ! rock2 !n1 aft] "o cry to my ,savi\r1 hav+ let myself d[n z f> z possible by a bran*1 ,i at la/ let g1 ?r[+ my arms =w>d & try+ to keep my feet well up4 ,a giddy swirl1 z if fly+ ?r\gh ! air1 took possession ( me2 a few mom5ts seem$ an age2 ,i ru%$ quickly d[n1 & felt no ob/ruction till my feet /ruck into ! sea bel[4 ,ador+ & prais+ my de> ,"l ,jesus1 :o _h ord]$ x s1 ,i rega9$ my feet2 x 0 l[ tide1 ,i _h receiv$ no injury1 ,i f\nd my umbrella1 &1 wad+ ?r\gh1 ,i f\nd ! %ore pa? easi] & light] ?an ! bu% _h be54 ,! v d>kness 0 my safety1 prev5t+ ! ,natives f rambl+ ab\t4 ,i saw no p]son to speak to1 till ,i rea*$ a village q ne> to my own h\se1 fifte5 or tw5ty miles f :]e ,i _h />t$2 "h ,i left ! sea pa? & promis$ "y m5 "s fi%-hooks to guide me ! ne>e/ way ?r\gh ! bu% to my ,mission ,/ation1 :i* !y gladly & he>tily did4 ,i ran a n>r[ risk 9 approa*+ !m2 !y ?\ght me an enemy1 & ,i arre/$ _! muskets only by a l\d cry1-- 8,i am ,missi6 ,don't %oot2 my love to y1 my fri5ds60 ,prais+ ,god = ,8 pres]v+ c>e1 ,i rea*$ home1 & _h a long refre%+ sleep4 ,! ,natives1 on he>+ next day h[ ,i _h come all ! way 9 ! d>k1 exclaim$1-- 8,surely any ( u w\ld h be5 kill$6 ,y\r ,jehovah ,god alone ?us protects y & br+s y safely home40 ,) all my he>t1 ,i said1 8,yes6 & ,he w be y\r protector & help] too1 if only y w obey & tru/ 9 ,him40 ,c]ta9ly t night put my fai? to ! te/4 ,_h x n be5 ! assurance t ,i 0 engag$ 9 ,8 s]vice1 & t 9 e pa? ( duty ,he w\ld c>ry me ?r\gh or dispose ( me !re9 = ,8 glory1 ,i c\ld nev] h und]tak5 ei!r j\rney4 ,/4 ,paul's words are true to-day & = ev]1--8,i c d all ?+s ?r\gh ,*ri/ :i* /r5g!ne? me40 ,,*apt] ,,ix4 ,,deep5+ ,,%ad[s4 ,welcome ,gue/s4--,a ,fi5di% ,de$4--,! ,plague ( ,measles4--,a ,h]oic ,s\l4--,horrors ( ,epidemic4--,a ,memorable ,new ,ye>4--,a ,mission>y ,attack$4--,9 ! ,valley ( ! ,%ad[4--,bl[ f an ,adze4--,a ,mission>y's ,dea?4--,mrs4 ,john/on's ,lett]4--,a ,heavy ,loss4--,! ,/ory ( ,k[ia4--,k[ia's ,soliloquy4--,! ,pass+ ( ,k[ia4--,mortality ( ,measles4--,fuel to ! ,fire4--,hurricanes4--,a ,spate ( ,blood & ,t]ror4--,n[> ,vacillates4--,! ,ang] ( ! ,gods4--,n ,afraid to ,die4--,m>tyrs ( ,erromanga4--,visit to ! ,gordons4--,_! ,m>tyrdom4--,v9dication ( ! ,gordons4--,gordon's ,la/ ,lett]4--,plots ( ,murd]4--,dea? by ,nahak4--,n[> ,halt+ ,aga94--,old ,abraham's ,pray]4--,miaki at ! ,mission ,h\se4--,satanic ,influ5ces4--,p]plexity ,deep5+4--,selwyn's ,te/imony4--,rott5 ,tracts4--,capta9 & ,mate ( ,blue ,bell4--,my ,preci\s ,dog4--,fi%+ ,nets & ,kawases4--,! ,t>o ,plant4--,! ,kava ,dr9k4--,katasian & ! ,club ,sc5e4--,! ,yams4--,sun%9e & ,%ad[4--,! ,tea*]s ,demoraliz$4--,! ,*ief's ,alphabet4--,our ,evil ,g5ius4--,%ips ( ,fire ,aga94--,commodore ,seym\r's ,visit4--,n\ka & ,que5 ',toria4--,! ,dog to 8 ,vomit ,aga94 ,9 ,septemb]1 #ahfj1 ,i _h ! v great pleasure ( welcom+1 z fell[-lab\r]s to ,tanna1 ! ,rev4 ,s4 ,f4 ,john/on & 8 wife1 two able & pi\s "y ,mission>ies f ,nova ,scotia4 ,hav+ visit$ ! :ole gr\p ( ! ,new ,hebrides1 !y pref]r$ to ca/ _! lot on ,tanna4 ,dur+ ! ,ra9y ,season1 & till !y _h acquir$ a little ( ! language1 & "s prep>ation _h be5 made ( a ,/ation = !mselves1 ,i gladly receiv$ !m z my gue/s4 ,! company 0 v sweet to me6 ,i gave !m ab\t f\rte5 ,tannese words to be committ$ to memory e day1 & conv]s$ ) !m1 us+ ! words already acquir$2 s t !y made v rapid progress1 & almo/ imm$iately 7 ( "s s]vice 9 ! ,mission "w4 ,no man c\ld h desir$ bett] companions 9 ! m9i/ry ( ! ,gospel4 ,ab\t ?is "t ,i _h a nev]-to-be-=gott5 illu/ration ( ! inf]nal _s t possess$ "s ( ! ,trad]s t[>ds ^! poor ,natives4 ,"o morn+1 ?ree or f\r vessels ent]$ our ,h>b\r & ca/ an*or (f ,port ,resolution4 ,! ,capta9s call$ on me2 & "o ( !m1 ) manife/ delight1 exclaim$1-- 8,we "k h[ to br+ d[n y\r pr\d ,tannese n[6 ,we'll humble !m be=e y60 ,i answ]$1 8,surely y don't mean to attack & de/roy ^! poor p80 ,he answ]$1 n aba%$ b rejoic+1 8,we h s5t ! measles to humble !m6 ,t kills !m by ! score6 ,f\r "y m5 h be5 l&$ at diff]5t ports1 ill ) measles1 & ^! w soon ?9 _! ranks40 ,%ock$ above measure1 ,i prote/$ solemnly & d5\nc$ _! conduct & _s1 b my remon/rances only call$ =? ! %ameless decl>ation1-- 8,our wat*word is1--,sweep ^! creatures away & let :ite m5 occupy ! soil60 ,_! malice 0 fur!r illu/rat$ ?us3 !y induc$ ,kepuku1 a "y ,*ief1 to g (f to "o ( _! vessels1 promis+ him a pres5t4 ,he 0 ! fri5d & *ief support] ( ,mr4 ,ma?ieson & ( 8 "w4 ,hav+ got him on bo>d1 !y conf9$ him 9 ! hold among/ ,natives ly+ ill ) measles4 ,!y gave him no food = ab\t f\r-&-tw5ty h\rs2 & !n1 )\t ! promis$ pres5t1 !y put him a%ore f> f 8 own home4 ,?\gh weak & excit$1 he scrambl$ back to 8 ,tribe 9 great exhau/ion & t]ror4 ,he in=m$ ! ,mission>y t !y _h put him d[n among/ sick p1 r$ & hot ) fev]1 & t he fe>$ _! sickness 0 ^u him4 ,i am a%am$ to say t ^! ,s&al-wood & o!r ,trad]s 7 our own degrad$ c\ntrym52 & t !y delib]ately glori$ 9 ?us de/roy+ ! poor ,hea!n4 ,a m fi5di% _s c\ld sc>cely be imag9$1 b mo/ ( !m 7 horrible drunk>ds1 & _! traffic ( e k9d among/ ^! ,isl&s 01 g5]ally speak+1 /eep$ 9 human blood4 ,! measles1 ?us introduc$1 became among/ our isl&]s ! mo/ deadly plague4 ,x spread fe>fully1 & 0 accompani$ by sore ?roat & di>rha ,9 "s villages1 man1 woman1 & *ild 7 /rick51 & none c\ld give food or wat] to ! re/4 ,! mis]y1 suff]+1 & t]ror 7 unexampl$1 ! liv+ be+ afraid sometimes ev5 to bury ! dead4 ,?irte5 ( my own ,mission p>ty di$ ( ?is disease2 &1 s t]ror-/rick5 7 ! few :o surviv$1 t :5 ! little ,mission s*oon] ,john ,knox return$ to ,tanna1 !y all pack$ up & return$ to _! own ,aneityum1 except my own de> old ,abraham4 ,at fir/1 ?9k+ t all 7 on ! w+1 he also _h pack$ 8 ?+s1 & 0 /&+ beside ! o!rs ready to leave ) !m4 ,i drew ne> to him1 & said1-- 8,abraham1 !y are all go+2 are y also go+ to leave me "h alone on ,tanna1 to fight ! battles ( ! ,"l80 ,he ask$1 8,missi1 w y rema980 ,i repli$1 8,yes2 b1 ,abraham1 ! dang] to life is n[ s great t ,i d>e n plead ) y to rema91 = we may bo? be sla94 ,/ill1 ,i _c leave ! ,"l's "w n[40 ,! noble old ,*ief look$ at ! box & 8 bundles1 &1 mus+1 said1-- 8,missi1 our dang] is v great n[40 ,i answ]$1 8,yes2 ,i once ?\ght y w\ld n leave me alone to x2 b1 z ! vessel is go+ to y\r own l&1 ,i _c ask y to rema9 & face x ) me60 ,he aga9 said1 8,missi1 w\ld y l me to rema9 alone ) y1 see+ my wife is dead & 9 h] grave "h80 ,i repli$1 8,yes1 ,i w\ld l y to rema92 b1 consid]+ ! circum/ances 9 :i* we w be left alone1 ,i _c plead ) y to d s40 ,he answ]$1 8,!n1 ,missi1 ,i rema9 ) y ( my own free *oice1 & ) all my he>t4 ,we w live & die toge!r 9 ! "w ( ! ,"l4 ,i w nev] leave y :ile y are sp>$ on ,tanna40 ,s say+1 & ) a light t gave ! =egleam ( a m>tyr's glory to 8 d>k face1 he %\ld]$ 8 box & bundles back to 8 own h\se2 & !reaft]1 ,abraham 0 my de> companion & con/ant fri5d1 & my fell[-suff]] 9 all t rema9s /ill to be relat$ ( our ,mission life on ,tanna4 ,be=e ?is plague ( measles 0 br\ght among/ u1 ,mr4 ,john/on & ,i _h sail$ r\nd 9 ! ,john ,knox to ,black ,bea* on ! opposite side ( ,tanna & prep>$ ! way = settl+ ,tea*]s !re4 ,& !y 7 plac$ soon aft] by ,mr4 ,copel& & myself ) enc\rag+ hopes ( success1 & ) ! prospect ( erect+ !re a ,/ation = ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,john/on4 ,b ?is dreadful import$ epidemic bla/$ all our dreams4 ,mr4 ,john/on & 8 wife devot$ !mselves1 f ! v fir/1 & assi/$ me 9 e way to alleviate ! dread suff]+s ( ! ,natives4 ,we c>ri$ m$ic9e1 food1 & ev5 wat]1 to ! surr\nd+ villages e day1 few ( !mselves be+ able to r5d] u mu* assi/ance4 ,ne>ly all :o took our m$ic9e & foll[$ in/ructions z to food1 etc41 recov]$2 b va/ numb]s ( !m w\ld li/5 to no c\nsels1 & ru%$ into exp]im5ts :i* made ! attack fatal all ar\nd4 ,:5 ! tr\ble 0 at its height1 = in/ance1 !y w\ld plunge into ! sea1 & seek relief2 !y f\nd x 9 almo/ in/ant dea?4 ,o!rs w\ld dig a hole into ! e>?1 ! l5g? ( ! body & ab\t two feet deep2 !re9 !y laid !mselves d[n1 ! cold e>? feel+ agreeable to _! fev]$ sk9s2 & :5 ! e>? ar\nd !m grew heat$1 !y got fri5ds to dig a few in*es deep]1 aga9 & aga91 seek+ a cool] & cool] c\*4 ,9 ?is gha/ly ef=t _m ( !m di$1 lit]ally 9 _! own graves1 & 7 buri$ :]e !y lay6 ,x ne$ n be surpris+1 ?\gh we did ev]y?+ 9 our p[] to relieve & save !m1 t ! ,natives associat$ u ) ! :ite m5 :o _h s dreadfully afflict$ !m1 & t _! bl9d ?ir/ = rev5ge did n draw f9e di/9ctions betwe5 ! ,trad]s & ! ,mission>ies4 ,bo? 7 :ites--t 0 en\gh4 ,! #a/ ,janu>y1 #ahfa1 0 a ,new ,ye>'s ,day ev] to be rememb]$4 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,john/on1 ,abraham & ,i1 _h sp5t ne>ly ! :ole "t 9 a k9d ( solemn yet happy fe/ival4 ,anew 9 a holy cov5ant be=e ,god1 we unit$ly consecrat$ our lives & our all to ! ,"l ,jesus1 giv+ ourselves away to ,8 bless$ s]vice = ! conv]sion ( ! ,hea!n on ! ,new ,hebrides4 ,aft] ev5+ family wor%ip1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,john/on left my room to g to _! own h\se1 only "s t5 feet di/ant2 b he return$ to in=m me t !re 7 two m5 at ! w9d[1 arm$ ) huge clubs1 & hav+ black pa9t$ faces4 ,go+ out to !m & ask+ !m :at !y want$1 !y repli$1-- 8,m$ic9e = a sick boy40 ,) difficulty1 ,i p]suad$ !m to come 9 & get x4 ,at once1 x fla%$ ^u me1 f _! agitation & _! disguise ( pa9t1 t !y _h come to murd] u4 ,mr4 ,john/on _h also accompani$ u into ! h\se4 ,keep+ my eye con/antly fix$ on !m1 ,i prep>$ ! m$ic9e & (f]$ x4 ,!y refus$ to receive x1 & ea* man grasp$ 8 kill+ /one4 ,i fac$ !m firmly & said1-- 8,y see t ,mr4 ,john/on is n[ leav+1 & y too mu/ leave ?is room = to-night4 ,to-morr[1 y c br+ ! boy or come = ! m$ic9e40 ,seiz+ _! clubs1 z if = action1 !y %[$ unwill+ness to )draw1 b ,i walk$ delib]ately =w>d & made z if to pu% !m out1 :5 bo? turn$ & began to leave4 ,mr4 ,john/on _h gone 9 front ( !m & 0 safely out4 ,b he b5t d[n to lift a little kitt5 t _h escap$ at ! op5 door2 & at t mom5t "o ( ! savages1 j]k+ 9 beh9d1 aim$ a bl[ ) 8 huge club1 9 avoid+ :i* ,mr4 ,john/on fell ) a scream to ! gr\nd4 ,bo? m5 sprang t[>ds him1 b our two fai?ful dogs f]oci\sly leapt 9 _! faces & sav$ 8 life4 ,ru%+ out1 b n fully aw>e ( :at _h occurr$1 ,i saw ,mr4 ,john/on try+ to raise himself1 & he>d him cry1-- 8,take c>e6 ^! m5 h tri$ to kill me1 & !y w kill y60 ,fac+ !m /]nly ,i dem&$1-- 8,:at is x t y want8 ,he does n und]/& y\r language4 ,:at d y want8 ,speak ) me40 ,bo? m51 !reon1 rais$ _! great clubs & made to /rike me2 b quick z lightn+ ^! two dogs sprang at _! faces & baffl$ _! bl[s4 ,"o dog 0 badly bruis$1 & ! gr\nd receiv$ ! o!r bl[ t w\ld h laun*$ me into ,et]nity4 ,! be/ dog 0 a little crossbr$ retriev]1 ) t]ri]'s blood 9 him1 spl5did = w>n+ ( ! approa*+ dang]s1 & :i* _h already be5 ! means ( sav+ my life sev]al times4 ,see+ h[ matt]s /ood1 ,i n[ h\nd$ bo? dogs furi\sly ^u !m & ! two savages fl$4 ,i %\t$ aft] !m1-- 8,rememb]1 ,jehovah ,god sees y & w puni% y = try+ to murd] ,8 s]vants60 ,9 _! flight1 a l>ge body ( m51 :o _h come eight or t5 miles to assi/ 9 ! murd] & plund]1 came slipp+ "h & !re f ! bu% & jo9$ !m flee+ too4 ,v]ily1 8! wick$ flee1 :5 no man pursue?40 ,david's exp]i5ce & assurance came home to u1 t ev5+1 z v real3--8,god is our refuge & our /r5g? 444 !re=e we w n fe>40 ,b1 aft] ! dang] 0 all pa/1 ,i _h always a /range feel+ ( fe>1 m p]haps f ! ?\ght t ,i _h be5 on ! v]ge ( ,et]nity & s ne> ! great ,:ite ,?rone ?an f any slavi% fe>4 ,dur+ ! crisis1 ,i felt g5]ally calm1 & firm ( s\l1 /&+ erect & ) my :ole weight on ! promise1 8,lo6 ,i am ) y alway40 ,preci\s promise6 ,h[ (t5 ,i adore ,jesus = x1 & rejoice 9 x6 ,bless$ be ,8 "n4 ,i1 n[ accu/om$ to su* sc5es on ,tanna1 retir$ to re/ & slept s\ndly2 b my de> fell[-lab\r]1 z ,i aft]w>ds le>n$1 c\ld n sleep = "o mom5t4 ,8 pallor & excitem5t cont9u$ next day1 inde$ = sev]al days2 & aft] t1 ?\gh he 0 naturally lively & *e]ful1 ,i nev] saw him smile aga94 ,he told me next morn+1-- 8,i c only keep say+ to myself1 ,already on ! v]ge ( ,et]nity6 ,h[ h ,i sp5t my "t8 ,:at good h ,i done8 ,:at zeal = s\ls h ,i %[n8 ,sc>cely ent]$ on ! "w ( my life1 & s ne> dea?6 ,o my fri5d1 ,i nev] realiz$ :at dea? means1 till la/ night60 ,s say+1 he cov]$ 8 face ) bo? h&s1 & left me to hide himself 9 8 own room4 ,= t morn+1 #a/ ,janu>y1 #ahfa1 ! foll[+ entry 0 f\nd 9 8 ,j\rnal3--8,to-day1 ) a heavy he>t & a feel+ ( dread1 ,i "k n :y1 ,i set out on my accu/om$ w&]+s among/ ! sick4 ,i ha/5$ back to get ! ,tea*] & c>ry ,mr4 ,paton to ! sc5e ( di/ress4 ,i c>ri$ a bucket ( wat] 9 "o h& & m$ic9e 9 ! o!r2 & s we sp5t a portion ( ?is day endeav\r+ to alleviate _! suff]+s1 & our "w _h a happy effect also on ! m9ds ( o!rs40 ,9 ano!r entry1 on #bbnd ,decemb] he wrote3--8,measles are mak+ fe>ful havoc among/ ! poor ,tannese4 ,z we pass ?r\gh ! villages1 m\rnful sc5es meet ! eye2 "y & old pro/rat$ on ! gr\nd1 %[+ all ^! pa9ful symptoms :i* accompany loa?some & malignant diseases4 ,9 "s villages few are left able to prep>e food1 or to c>ry dr9k to ! suff]+ & dy+4 ,h[ pitiful to see ! suff]]s de/itute ( e com=t1 att5tion1 & rem$y t w\ld ameliorate _! suff]+ or remove _! disease6 ,z ,i ?9k ( ! t5d] mann] 9 :i* we are nurs$ 9 sickness1 ! _m rem$ies employ$ to give relief1 ) ! com=ts & att5tion be/[$ ^u u1 my he>t sick5s1 & ,i say1 ,oh my +ratitude & ! +ratitude ( ,*ri/ian p6 ,h[ little we value our ,*ri/ian bir?1 education1 & privileges1 etc40 ,hav+1 z above record$1 consecrat$ our lives anew to ,god on ! fir/ day ( ,janu>y1 ,i 01 up till ! sixte5? ( ! mon?1 accompani$ by ,mr4 ,john/on & sometimes also by ,mrs4 ,john/on on my r\nds 9 ! villages among/ ! sick1 & !y greatly help$ me4 ,b by an unhappy accid5t1 ,i 0 laid aside :5 mo/ sorely ne$$4 ,:5 adz+ a tree = h\se-build+1 ,i obs]v$ t ,mahanan ! w> ,*ief's bro!r _h be5 keep+ too ne> me & t he c>ri$ a tomahawk 9 8 h&2 &1 9 try+ bo? to d my "w & to keep an eye on him1 ,i /ruck my ankle sev]ely ) ! adze4 ,he mov$ (f quickly1 say+1--8,i did n d t10 b d\btless rejoic+ at :at _h happ5$4 ,! bone 0 badly hurt1 & sev]al ( ! blood-vessels cut4 ,dress+ x z well z ,i c\ld1 & keep+ x con/antly soak$ 9 cold wat]1 ,i _h to ex]cise ! greate/ c>e4 ,9 ?is condition amid/ great suff]+s1 ,i 0 sometimes c>ri$ to ! villages to adm9i/] m$ic9e to ! sick1 & to plead & pray ) ! dy+4 ,on su* occasions1 9 ?is mode ( transit ev51 ! conv]sations t ,i _h ) de> ,mr4 ,john/on 7 mo/ solemn & greatly refre%+4 ,he _h1 h[ev]1 sc>cely ev] slept s9ce ! fir/ ( ,janu>y1 & dur+ ! night ( ! sixte5? he s5t = my bottle ( laudanum4 ,be+ sev]ely attack$ ) ague & fev]1 ,i c\ld n g to him1 b s5t ! bottle1 specify+ ! prop] quantity = a dose1 b t he q und]/ood already4 ,he took a dose = himself1 & gave "o also to 8 wife1 z %e too suff]$ f sleeplessness4 ,?is he repeat$ ?ree nights 9 succession1 & bo? ( !m obta9$ a long1 s\nd1 & refre%+ sleep4 ,he came to my b$side1 :]e ,i lay 9 ! ague-fev]1 & said ) great animation1 among/ o!r ?+s1-- 8,i h _h su* a bless$ sleep1 & feel s refre%$6 ,:at k9dness 9 ,god to provide su* rem$ies = suff]+ man60 ,at mid-day 8 de> wife came to me cry+1-- 8,mr4 ,john/on has fall5 asleep1 s deep t ,i _c awake him40 ,my fev] _h rea*$ ! wor/ /age1 b ,i /ruggl$ to my feet1 got to 8 b$side1 & f\nd him 9 a /ate ( coma1 ) 8 tee? fix$ 9 tetanus4 ,) great difficulty we succe$$ 9 slightly r\s+ him2 ) a knife1 spoon1 & pieces ( wood1 we =c$ 8 tee? op51 s z to adm9i/] an emetic ) good effects1 & also o!r ne$ful m$ic9es4 ,= twelve h\rs1 we _h to keep him awake by repeat$ cold da% 9 8 face1 by ammonia1 & by vigor\sly mov+ him ab\t4 ,he !n began to speak freely2 & next day he rose & walk$ ab\t a little4 ,= ! two foll[+ days1 he 0 sometimes bett] & sometimes worse2 b we manag$ to keep him up till ! morn+ ( ! #ba/1 :5 he aga9 fell into a /ate ( coma f :i* we fail$ to r\se him4 ,at two o'clock 9 ! aft]noon1 he fell asleep1 ano!r m>tyr = ! te/imony ( ,jesus 9 ^? d>k & try+ ,isles1 leav+ 8 "y wife 9 indescribable sorr[1 :i* %e /rove to be> ) ,*ri/ian resignation4 ,hav+ made 8 c(f9 & dug 8 grave1 we two alone at sunset laid him to re/ beside my own de> wife & *ild1 close by ! ,mission ,h\se4 ,9 ,mrs4 ,john/on's acc\nt1 9 a lett] to fri5ds reg>d+ 8 dea?1 %e says3-- 8,next morn+1 ! #ag?1 he rose q well4 ,he slept well ! night be=e f hav+ tak5 a dose ( laudanum4 ,he also gave "s to me1 z ,i _h be5 ill all ! day1 hav+ slept little = two or ?ree nights4444 ,two m5 help$ ,mr4 ,paton to 8 b$side1 z ,i f\nd him ly+ v l[ 9 fev]1 yet he wait$ on ,mr4 ,john/on affectionately4 ,= "s "t1 :ile he 0 9 ,mr4 ,paton's h&s1 ,i c\ld sc>cely keep myself up at all4 ,we ?\ght x 0 f ! laudanum ,i _h tak54 ,i _h to ?r[ myself d[n e few m9utes4444 ,= "s weeks aft]1 ,i 0 almo/ con/antly b$fa/4 ,i ate little2 /ill ,i felt no pa91 b v /upid4444 ,at times1 we h s]vices ) ! ,natives4 ,= a week pa/1 we h sc>cely gone to b$ )\t fe>s4 ,"o night1 our h\se 0 surr\nd$ ) cr[ds ( arm$ m51 ready at any mom5t to break 9 ^u u = our lives4 ,we h _h to sit 9 ! h\se = days pa/1 ) ! doors lock$1 to prev5t any ( ! savages f ent]+2 = e p>ty seems to be unit$ aga9/ u n[4 ,! great sickness t prevails among/ !m is ! cause ( ?is rage4 ,!y say1 we made ! disease1 & we mu/ be kill$ = x2 t !y nev] di$ (f 9 ?is way be=e ! religion came among/ !m1 etc41 etc40 ,mrs4 ,john/on recov]$ gradually1 return$ by ! fir/ opportunity to ,aneityum1 & = ne>ly ?ree ye>s taught ! girls' ,s*ool at ,dr4 ,g$die's ,/ation4 ,!reaft] %e 0 m>ri$ to my de> fri5d ! ,rev4 ,joseph ,copel&1 & sp5t ) him ! rema9d] ( h] life on ,fotuna1 work+ devot$ly 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,mission1 seek+ ! salvation ( ! ,hea!n4 ,! dea? ( ,mr4 ,john/on 0 a heavy loss4 ,f 8 l&+ on ,tanna1 he appe>$ to enjoy excell5t heal?1 & 0 always v active1 bright1 & happy1 till aft] t attack by ! savages ) _! clubs on ,new ,ye>'s ,day4 ,f t night1 he nev] aga9 0 ! same4 ,he nev] admitt$ t he _h got a bl[1 b ,i fe> 8 n]v\s sy/em mu/ h be5 unh+$ by ! %ock & horror ( ! sc5e4 ,he 0 g5u9ely lam5t$ by all :o knew him4 ,our int]c\rse on ,tanna 0 v sweet1 & ,i miss$ him exce$+ly4 ,n lo/ to me1 h[ev]2 only gone be=e6 ,ano!r trag$y foll[$1 )1 h[ev]1 mu* ( ! light ( ,heav5 amid its blackness1 9 ! /ory ( ,k[ia1 a ,tannese ,*ief ( ! highe/ rank4 ,go+ to ,aneityum 9 y\?1 he _h !re become a true ,*ri/ian4 ,he m>ri$ an ,aneityumese ,*ri/ian woman1 ) :om he liv$ v happily & _h two beautiful *ildr54 ,"s "t be=e ! measles rea*$ our isl&1 he return$ to live ) me z a ,tea*] & to help =w>d our "w on ,tanna4 ,he prov$ himself to be a decid$ ,*ri/ian2 he 0 a real ,*ief among/ !m1 dignifi$ 9 8 :ole conduct1 & e way a valuable help] to me4 ,ev]y?+ 0 tri$ by 8 own p to induce him to leave me & to r5\nce ! ,wor%ip1 (f]+ him e hon\r & bribe 9 _! p[]4 ,fail+ ^!1 !y ?reat5$ to take away all 8 l&s1 & to deprive him ( ,*iefta9%ip1 b he answ]$1-- 8,take all6 ,i %all /ill /& by ,missi & ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah40 ,f ?reats1 !y pass$ to gall+ insults1 all :i* he bore pati5tly = ,jesu's sake4 ,b "o day1 a p>ty ( 8 p came & sold "s f[ls1 & an impud5t fell[ lift$ !m aft] !y _h be5 b\ght & (f]$ to sell !m aga9 to me4 ,k[ia %\t$1-- 8,don't pur*ase ^!1 ,missi2 ,i h j b\ght !m = y1 & paid = !m60 ,!reon ! fell[ began to mock at him4 ,k[ia1 gaz+ r\nd on all pres5t & !n on me1 rose l a lion awak+ out ( sleep1 & ) fla%+ eyes exclaim$1-- 8,missi1 !y ?9k t because ,i am n[ a ,*ri/ian ,i h become a c[>d6 a woman6 to be> e abuse & insult !y c heap ^u me4 ,b ,i w %[ !m = once t ,i am no c[>d1 t ,i am /ill _! ,*ief1 & t ,*ri/ianity does n take away b gives u c\rage & n]ve40 ,spr++ at "o man1 he wr5*$ 9 a mom5t ! mighty club f 8 h&s1 & sw++ x 9 air above 8 head l a toy1 he cri$1-- 8,come any ( y1 come all aga9/ y\r ,*ief6 ,my ,jehovah ,god makes my he>t & arms /rong4 ,he w help me 9 ?is battle z ,he helps me 9 o!r ?+s1 = ,he inspires me to %[ y t ,*ri/ians are no c[>ds1 ?\gh !y are m5 ( peace4 ,come on1 & y w yet "k t ,i am ,k[ia y\r ,*ief40 ,all fl$ z he approa*$ !m2 & he cri$1-- 8,:]e are ! c[>ds n[80 & h&$ back to ! w>rior 8 club4 ,aft] ?is !y left him at peace4 ,he liv$ at ! ,mission ,h\se1 ) 8 wife & *ildr51 & 0 a great help & com=t to ,abraham & myself4 ,he 0 all[$ to g m freely & fe>lessly among/ ! p1 ?an any ( ! re/ ( our ,mission /aff4 ,! ague & fev] on me at ,mr4 ,john/on's dea?1 s increas$ & r$uc$ me to su* weakness t ,i _h become ins5sible1 :ile ,abraham & ,k[ia alone att5d$ to me4 ,on return+ to consci\sness1 ,i he>d z 9 a dream ,k[ia lam5t+ ov] me1 & plead+ t ,i might recov]1 s z to he> & speak ) him be=e he di$4 ,op5+ my eyes & look+ at him1 ,i he>d him say1-- 8,missi1 all our ,aneityumese are sick4 ,missi ,john/on is dead4 ,y are v sick1 & ,i am weak & dy+4 ,alas1 :5 ,i too am dead1 :o w climb ! trees & get y a cocoa-nut to dr9k8 ,& :o w ba! y\r lips & br[80 ,"h he broke d[n into deep & long weep+1 & !n resum$1--8,missi1 ! ,tanna m5 hate u all on acc\nt ( ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah2 & ,i n[ fe> ,he is go+ to take away all ,8 s]vants f ?is l&1 & leave my p to ! ,evil ,"o & 8 s]vice60 ,i 0 too weak to speak1 s he w5t on1 bur/+ into a soliloquy ( pray]3 8,o ,"l ,jesus1 ,missi ,john/on is dead2 ,?\ ha/ tak5 him away f ?is l&4 ,missi ,john/on ! woman & ,missi ,paton are v ill2 ,i am sick1 & ,?y s]vants ! ,aneityumese are all sick & dy+4 ,o ,"l1 our ,fa!r 9 ,heav51 art ,?\ go+ to take away all ,?y s]vants1 & ,?y ,wor%ip f ?is d>k l&8 ,:at meane/ ,?\ to d1 ,o ,"l8 ,! ,tannese hate ,!e & ,?y ,wor%ip & ,?y s]vants1 b surely1 ,o ,"l1 ,?\ can/ n =sake ,tanna & leave our p to die 9 ! d>kness6 ,oh1 make ! he>ts ( ?is p s(t to ,?y ,^w & sweet to ,?y ,wor%ip2 tea* !m to fe> & love ,jesus2 & oh1 re/ore & sp>e ,missi1 de> ,missi ,paton1 t ,tanna may be sav$60 ,t\*$ to ! v f\nta9s ( my life by su* pray]s1 f a man once a ,cannibal1 ,i began "u ! brea? ( ,god's bless+ to revive4 ,a few days !reaft]1 ,k[ia came aga9 to me1 & r\s+ me out ( sleep1 cri$1-- 8,missi1 ,i am v weak2 ,i am dy+4 ,i come to bid y f>ewell1 & g away to die4 ,i am ne>+ dea? n[1 & ,i w soon see ,jesus40 ,i spoke :at words ( consolation & *e] ,i c\ld mu/]1 b he answ]$4-- 8,missi1 s9ce y became ill my de> wife & *ildr5 are dead & buri$4 ,mo/ ( our ,aneityumese are dead1 & ,i am dy+4 ,if ,i rema9 on ! hill1 & die "h at ! ,mission ,h\se1 !re are none left to help ,abraham to c>ry me d[n to ! grave :]e my wife & *ildr5 are laid4 ,i wi% to lie beside !m1 t we may rise toge!r 9 ! ,great ,day :5 ,jesus comes4 ,i am happy1 look+ unto ,jesus6 ,"o ?+ only deeply grieves me n[2 ,i fe> ,god is tak+ u all away f ,tanna1 & w leave my poor p d>k & b5ight$ z be=e1 = !y hate ,jesus & ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah4 ,o ,missi1 pray = !m1 & pray = me once m be=e ,i g60 ,he knelt d[n at my side1 & we pray$ = ea* o!r & = ,tanna4 ,i !n urg$ him to rema9 at ! ,mission ,h\se1 b he repli$1-- 8,o ,missi1 y d n "k h[ ne> to dea? ,i am6 ,i am j go+1 & w soon be ) ,jesus1 & see my wife & *ildr5 n[4 ,:ile a little /r5g? is left1 ,i w lean on ,abraham's arm1 & g d[n to ! graves ( my de> ones & fall asleep !re1 & ,abraham w dig a quiet b$ & lay me beside !m4 ,f>ewell1 ,missi1 ,i am v ne> dea? n[2 we w meet aga9 9 ,jesus & ) ,jesus60 ,) _m te>s he dragg$ himself away2 & my he>t-/r+s seem$ all ti$ r\nd t noble simple s\l1 & felt l break+ "o by "o z he left me !re on my b$ ( fev] all alone4 ,abraham su/a9$ him1 tott]+ to ! place ( graves2 !re he lay d[n1 & imm$iately gave up ! gho/ & slept 9 ,jesus2 & !re ! fai?ful ,abraham buri$ him beside 8 wife & *ildr54 ,?us di$ a man :o _h be5 a cannibal ,*ief1 b by ! grace ( ,god & ! love ( ,jesus *ang$1 transfigur$ into a "* ( light & beauty4 ,:at ?9k ye ( ?is1 ye sc(f]s at ,missions8 ,:at ?9k ye ( ?is1 ye sceptics z to ! reality ( conv]sion8 ,he di$1 z he _h liv$ s9ce ,jesus came to 8 he>t2 )\t a fe> z to dea?1 ) an ev]-bright5+ assurance z to salvation & glory ?r\gh ! blood ( ! ,lamb ( ,god1 t blood :i* _h cleans$ him f all 8 s9s1 & _h deliv]$ him f _! p[]4 ,i lo/1 9 los+ him1 "o ( my be/ fri5ds & mo/ c\rage\s help]s2 b ,i knew1 t day1 & ,i "k n[1 t !re is "o s\l at lea/ f ,tanna to s+ ! glories ( ,jesus 9 ,heav5--&1 oh1 ! rapture :5 ,i meet him !re6 ,be=e leav+ ?is t]rible plague ( measles1 ,i may record my belief t x swept away1 ) ! accompany+ sore ?roat & di>rha1 a ?ird ( ! entire population ( ,tanna2 nay1 9 c]ta9 localities m ?an a ?ird p]i%$4 ,! liv+ decl>$ !mselves unable to bury ! dead1 & great want & suff]+ ensu$4 ,! ,tea*] & 8 wife & *ild1 plac$ by u at ,black ,bea*1 7 also tak5 away2 & 8 companion1 ! o!r ,tea*] !re1 embrac$ ! fir/ opportunity to leave along ) 8 wife = 8 own isl&1 else 8 life w\ld h be5 tak5 9 rev5ge4 ,yet1 f all acc\nts aft]w>ds receiv$1 ,i d n ?9k ! measles 7 m fatal on ,tanna ?an on ! o!r ,isl&s ( ! gr\p4 ,!y appe> to h c>ri$ (f ev5 a l>g] proportion on ,aniwa1 ! future sc5e ( my _m sorr[s b ( great] triumphs4 ,a new inc5tive 0 add$ to ! already cruel sup]/itions ( ! ,natives4 ,! ,s&al-wood]s1 our degrad$ fell[-c\ntrym51 9 ord] to div]t att5tion f !mselves1 /irr$ ! ,natives ) ! wild fai? t ! ,mission>ies & ! ,wor%ip _h br\ght all ?is sickness1 & t our lives %\ld be tak5 9 rev5ge4 ,"s ,capta9s1 on call+ ) _! %ips1 made a pret5ce ( refus+ to trade ) ! ,natives z long z ,i 0 p]mitt$ to live on ! isl&4 ,"o ,trad] (f]$ to come on %ore & live among/ ! ,tannese1 & supply !m ) tobacco & p[d]1 & caps & balls1 on condition t ! ,mission>y & ,abraham 7 got out ( ! way6 ,he knew t ^! 7 _! greate/ wants1 & t !y eag]ly desir$ ^! ?+s1 b he refus$ to make any sales to !m1 till we 7 murd]$ or driv5 away4 ,?is 0 fuel to _! savage hate1 & drove !m mad ) rev5ge1 & add$ c\ntless tr\bles to our lot4 ,hurricane & tempe/ also f\ght aga9/ u at t "t4 ,on ! #crd1 & aga9 on ! #aj? ,m>*1 #ahfa1 we _h sev]e & de/ructive /orms4 ,!y tore up & sma%$ bread-fruit1 *e/nut1 cocoa-nut1 & all k9ds ( fruit trees4 ,! gr\nd 0 /rewn ?ick ) half-ripe & wa/$ fruits4 ,yam plantations & bananas 7 riv5 to pieces1 & f5ces & h\ses lay pil$ 9 a common ru94 ,my ,mission ,h\se 0 also greatly injur$2 & ! ,*ur*1 on :i* ,i _h sp5t _m weeks ( lab\r1 0 ne>ly levell$ ) ! gr\nd4 ,trees ( =ty ye>s' gr[? 7 brok5 l /raws1 or lift$ by ! roots & bl[n away4 ,at ! o!r ,/ation1 all ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's premises except "o b$room 7 swept (f 9 ! brea? ( ! hurricane4 ,! sea rose al>m+ly & its waves roll$ f> inl&1 caus+ t]rible de/ruction4 ,_h n ! m]ciful ,"l left "o b$room at my ,/ation & "o at ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's p>tly habitable1 ,i "k n :at 9 ! circum/ances we c\ld h done4 ,m5 ( fifty ye>s decl>$ t nev] su* a tempe/ _h %ak5 _! ,isl&s4 ,canoes 7 %iv]$ on ! coral rocks1 & ,villages 7 left ) no?+ b ru9s to m>k :]e !y _h be54 ,?\gh ra9 p\r$ 9 torr5ts1 ,i _h to keep ne> my fall5 h\se = h\rs & h\rs to prev5t ! ,natives f c>ry+ away ev]y?+ ,i _h 9 ?is _w2 & aft] ! second /orm1 all my e>?ly belong+s _h to be secur$ 9 ! "o /ill-/&+ room4 ,foll[+ ^u ?is came ano!r spate ( ?ir/ = our blood1 :i* 0 increas$ 9 ! foll[+ mann]4 ,miaki ! w> ,*ief _h an infant son1 :o _h j di$4 ,!y told u t f\r m5 7 sla9 at ! same "t1 t _! spirits might s]ve & accompany him 9 ! o!r _w2 & t our dea? also 0 aga9 resolv$ ^u4 ,= f\r days !y surr\nd$ our dim9i%$ premises4 ,we lock$ ourselves all up 9 t s+le b$room1 & arm$ savages kept pr[l+ ab\t to take our lives4 ,:at b ! re/ra9+ pity ( ! ,"l kept !m f break+ 9 ^u u8 ,!y kill$ our f[ls4 ,!y cut d[n & de/roy$ all our rema9+ bananas4 ,!y broke d[n ! f5ce ar\nd ! plantation1 & tri$ to burn x1 b fail$4 ,!y spe>$ & kill$ "s ( ! few goats--my sole supply ( milk4 ,we 7 helpless1 & kept brea?+ out our s\ls 9 pray]2 & ,god did pres]ve u1 b1 oh1 :at a try+ "t6 ,! horror grew1 :5 %ortly !reaft] we le>n$ t our p ne> ! ,h>b\r _h kill$ f\r m5 & pres5t$ _! bodies to c]ta9 ,*iefs :o fea/$ on !m2 & t !y 9 return _h giv5 l>ge fat hogs to our p1 "o = ea* ( t5 bodies :i* our p _h =m]ly pres5t$ to !m4 ,)9 a few mon?s1 ?irte5 or f\rte5 p]sons1 ne>ly all refugees or prison]s ( w>1 7 report$ to u z kill$ & fea/$ ^u4 ,we g5]ally he>d no?+ ( ^! murd]s till all 0 ov]1 b 9 any case1 ,i w\ld h be5 helpless aga9/ _! blood?ir/1 ev5 _h ,i expos$ myself to _! savage enmity4 ,!y s5t two dead bodies to our ne>e/ village1 :]e /ill we conduct$ ,wor%ip e ,sabba? :5 we dur/ appe> among/ !m2 b our p refus$ to receive !m1 say+1 8,n[ we "k t x is wrong to kill & eat our fell[-creatures40 ,a ,*ief f ano!r village1 be+ pres5t1 eag]ly receiv$ !m & c>ri$ !m (f to a great fea/ = :i* he 0 prep>+4 ,at ?is juncture1 our fri5dly ,*ief ,n[> seem$ to become afraid4 ,8 life also _h be5 ?reat5$2 & our life _h be5 (t5 attempt$ ( late4 ,society ar\nd 0 all 9 turmoil1 & ,n[> urg$ u all to leave & take refuge 9 ,aneityum till ^! dang]s blew pa/1 & he himself w\ld accompany u4 ,i refus$1 h[ev]1 to leave4 ,inde$1 !re 0 no imm$iate means ( escape1 except my boat1--:i* w\ld h be5 almo/ madness 9 an op5 sea voyage ( fifty miles1 ) only ,n[> & ! ,tea*]s1 all inexp]i5c$ h&s4 ,n[>1 be+ angry & afraid1 took 8 rev5ge by lay+ aside 8 %irt & kilt1 return+ to 8 hea!n nak$ness & pa9t1 att5d+ ! meet+s ( ! savages1 & abs5t+ himself f ! ,sabba? ,wor%ip4 ,b aft] ab\t ?ree weeks he resum$ ! ,*ri/ian g>m5ts1 &1 feel+ t ! dang] _h = ! "t pass$ ov]1 he return$ to u z fri5dly z ev]4 ,poor ,n[>6 if he only knew :at ?\s&s ( ,*ri/ians at home d e day j to save _! sk9s2 & !n if he only knew h[ h>dly ^! ,*ri/ians c speak aga9/ ,hea!n conv]ts6 ,my fir/ baptism on ,tanna 0 t ( a ,tea*]'s *ild4 ,ab\t fifty p]sons 7 pres5t1 & ,miaki ! w> ,*ief 0 !re also4 ,alas1 t *ild di$ 9 ! plague ( measles1 & ( c\rse ! ,wor%ip 0 blam$4 ,dea?s1 hurricanes all seem$ to be turn$ aga9/ u4 ,a ?und]/orm came 9 ! wake ( ! la/ hurricane4 ,a man & a woman 7 kill$4 ,n f> f my h\se1 ! hill 0 /ruck1 a l>ge mass 0 dislodg$ f its %\ld] & hurl$ into ! valley bel[4 ,?is 0 ! manife/ tok5 to !m t ! ,gods 7 angry & t we 7 ! cause6 ,god's grace alone kept u f s9k+1 & ! hope ( yet see+ !m deliv]$ f _! ,hea!nism1 & br\ght to love & s]ve ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,= t ev]y?+ c\ld be borne2 & ,i knew t ?is 0 ! po/ ( duty1 = x 0 ! ,"l und\bt$ly t plac$ me !re4 ,"o day1 ab\t ?is "t1 ,i he>d an unusual bleat+ among/ my few rema9+ goats1 z if !y 7 be+ kill$ or tortur$4 ,i ru%$ to ! goa?\se1 & f\nd myself in/antly surr\nd$ by a b& ( arm$ m54 ,! sn>e _h caught me1 _! weapons 7 rais$1 & ,i expect$ next in/ant to die4 ,b ,god mov$ me to talk to !m firmly & k9dly2 ,i w>n$ !m ( _! s9 & its puni%m5t2 ,i %[$ !m t only my love & pity l$ me to rema9 !re seek+ _! good1 & t if !y kill$ me !y kill$ _! be/ fri5d4 ,i fur!r assur$ !m t ,i 0 n afraid to die1 = at dea? my ,savi\r w\ld take me to be ) ,himself 9 ,heav51 & to be f> happi] ?an ,i _h ev] be5 on ,e>?2 & t my only desire to live 0 to make !m all z happy1 by tea*+ !m to love & s]ve my ,"l ,jesus4 ,i !n lift$ up my h&s & eyes to ! ,heav5s1 & pray$ al\d = ,jesus to bless all my de> ,tannese1 & ei!r to protect me or to take me home to ,glory z ,he saw to be = ! be/4 ,"o aft] ano!r !y slipp$ away f me1 & ,jesus re/ra9$ !m once aga94 ,did ev] "m run m quickly to protect h] cry+ *ild 9 dang]'s h\r1 ?an ! ,"l ,jesus ha/5s to answ] believ+ pray]1 & s5d help to ,8 s]vants 9 ,8 own good "t & way1 s f> z x %all be = ,8 glory & _! good8 ,a woman may =get h] *ild1 yet w n ,i =get !e1 sai? ! ,"l4 ,oh1 t all my read]s knew & felt ?is1 z 9 ^? days & ev] s9ce ,i h felt t ,8 promise is a reality1 & t ,he is ) ,8 s]vants to support & bless !m ev5 unto ! end ( ! _w6 ,may1 #ahfa1 br\ght ) x a sorr[ful & tragic ev5t1 :i* fell z ! v %ad[ ( doom across our pa?2 ,i mean ! m>tyrdom ( ! ,gordons on ,erromanga4 ,rev4 ,g4 ,n4 ,gordon 0 a native ( ,pr9ce ,edw>d ,isl&1 ,nova ,scotia1 & 0 born 9 #ahbb4 ,he 0 educat$ at ! ,free ,*ur* ,college1 ,halifax1 & plac$ z ,mission>y on ,erromanga1 9 ,june1 #aheg4 ,mu* tr\bl$ & oppos$ by ! ,s&al-wood]s1 he _h yet acquir$ ! language & 0 mak+ progress by inroads on ,hea!nism4 ,a consid]able numb] ( "y m5 & wom5 embrac$ ! ,*ri/ian ,fai?1 liv$ at ! ,mission ,h\se1 & devot$ly help$ him & 8 excell5t wife 9 all _! "w4 ,b ! hurricanes & ! measles1 already ref]r$ to1 caus$ great mortality 9 ,erromanga also2 & ! degrad$ ,trad]s1 :o _h introduc$ ! plague1 9 ord] to save !mselves f rev5ge1 /imulat$ ! sup]/itions ( ! ,hea!n1 & *>g$ ! ,mission>ies ) caus+ sickness & all o!r calamities4 ,! ,s&al-wood]s hat$ him = fe>lessly d5\nc+ & expos+ _! hide\s atrocities4 ,:5 ,mr4 ,copel& & ,i plac$ ! ,native ,tea*]s at ,black ,bea*1 ,tanna1 we ran across to ,erromanga 9 ! ,john ,knox1 tak+ a h>monium to ,mrs4 ,gordon1 j come to _! ord] f ,sydney4 ,:5 x 0 op5$ out at ! ,mission ,h\se1 & ,mrs4 ,gordon began play+ on x & s++ sweet hymns1 ! native wom5 7 9 ec/asies4 ,!y at once propos$ to g (f to ! bu% & cut ea* a burd5 ( long grass1 to ?at* ! pr9t+-(fice :i* ,mr4 ,gordon 0 build+ 9 ord] to pr9t ! ,scriptures 9 _! own tongue1 if only ,mrs4 ,gordon w\ld play to !m at night & tea* !m to s+ ,god's praises4 ,!y joyfully did s1 & !n sp5t a happy ev5+ s++ ^? hymns4 ,next day be+ ,sabba?1 we _h a delightful season !re1 ab\t ?irty att5d+ ,*ur* & li/5+ eag]ly4 ,! "y m5 & wom51 liv+ at ! ,mission ,h\se1 7 be+ tra9$ to become ,tea*]s4 ,!y 7 read+ a small book 9 _! own language1 tell+ !m ! /ory ( ,joseph2 & ! "w e way seem$ mo/ hopeful4 ,! ,mission ,h\se _h be5 remov$ a mile or s up a hill1 p>tly = ,mrs4 ,gordon's heal?1 & p>tly to escape ! annoy+ & contam9at+ influ5ce ( ! ,s&al-wood]s on 8 ,*ri/ian ,natives4 ,on #bj? ,may1 #ahfa1 he 0 /ill work+ at ! ro(+ ( ! pr9t+-(fice1 & _h s5t 8 lads to br+ ea* a load ( ! long grass to f9i% ! ?at*+4 ,meantime1 a p>ty ( ,erromangans f a di/rict call$ ,bunk-,hill1 "u a ,*ief nam$ ,lovu1 _h be5 wat*+ him4 ,!y _h be5 to ! ,mission ,h\se inquir+1 & !y _h se5 him s5d away 8 ,*ri/ian lads4 ,!y !n hid 9 ! bu%1 & s5t two ( _! m5 to ! ,mission>y to ask = calico4 ,on a piece ( wood he wrote a note to ,mrs4 ,gordon to give !m two y>ds ea*4 ,!y ask$ him to g ) !m to ! ,mission ,h\se1 z !y ne$$ m$ic9e = a sick boy1 & ,lovu _! ,*ief want$ to see him4 ,he ti$ up 9 a napk9 a meal ( food1 :i* _h be5 br\ght to him b n eat51 & />t$ to g ) !m4 ,he reque/$ ! native ,n>ubulet to g on be=e1 ) 8 companion2 b !y insi/$ ^u 8 go+ 9 front4 ,9 cross+ a /reamlet1 :i* ,i visit$ %ortly aft]w>ds1 8 foot slipp$4 ,a bl[ 0 aim$ at him ) a tomahawk :i* he caught2 ! o!r man /ruck1 b 8 weapon 0 also caught4 ,"o ( ! tomahawks 0 !n wr5*$ out ( 8 grasp4 ,next mom5t1 a bl[ on ! sp9e laid ! de> ,mission>y l[1 & a second on ! neck almo/ sev]$ ! head f ! body4 ,! o!r ,natives !n ru%$ f _! ambu%1 & sla%$ him to pieces1 & began danc+ r\nd him ) frantic %\t+s4 ,mrs4 ,gordon1 he>+ ! noise1 came out & /ood 9 front ( ! ,mission ,h\se1 look+ 9 ! direction ( h] husb&'s work+ place & wond]+ :at _h happ5$4 ,oub51 "o ( ! p>ty1 :o _h run t[>ds ! ,/ation ! mom5t t ,mr4 ,gordon fell1 n[ approa*$ h]4 ,a m]ciful clump ( trees _h hid f h] eyes all t _h occurr$1 & %e said to ,oub51-- 8,:at's ! cause ( t noise80 ,he repli$1 8,oh1 no?+6 only ! boys amus+ !mselves60 ,say+1 8,:]e are ! boys80 %e turn$ r\nd4 ,oub5 slipp$ /eal?ily beh9d h]1 sank 8 tomahawk into h] back1 & ) ano!r bl[ almo/ sev]$ h] head6 ,su* 0 ! fate ( ^? two devot$ s]vants ( ! ,"l2 lov+ 9 _! lives1 & 9 _! dea?s sc>cely divid$--_! spirits1 9 ! cr[n ( m>tyrdom1 ent]$ ,glory toge!r1 to be welcom$ by ,williams & ,h>ris1 ^: blood 0 %$ on ! same d>k isle = ! "n & cause ( ,jesus4 ,!y _h lab\r$ f\r ye>s on ,erromanga1 amid/ trials & dang]s manifold1 & _h n be5 )\t tok5s ( bless+ 9 ! ,"l's "w4 ,nev] m e>ne/ & devot$ ,mission>ies liv$ or di$ 9 ! ,hea!n field4 ,o!r acc\nts1 inde$1 h be5 publi%$1 & ano!r 0 report$ to me by ,mr4 ,gordon's ,*ri/ian lads2 b ! above comb9es fai?fully ! pr9cipal facts 9 ! /ory4 ,"o "y ,*ri/ian lad f a di/ance saw ,mr4 ,gordon murd]$2 & a woman saw ,mrs4 ,gordon fall4 ,! above facts are v\*$ = by a ,mr4 ,milne1 "o ( ! few respectable ,s&al-wood]s1 :o 0 !re at ! "t1 & help$ ! ,*ri/ian ,natives to bury ! rema9s1 :i* he says 7 pa9fully mutilat$4 ,"s sev]e criticisms1 ( c\rse1 7 writt5 & publi%$ by ^? angelic creatures :o judge all ?+s f _! own safe & easy di/ance4 ,mr4 ,gordon's lack ( prud5ce 0 sorely blam$1 =soo?6 ,"o w\ld s l to see ^! p j = "o week 9 su* try+ circum/ances4 ,z my ne> fell[-lab\r] & de>e/ fri5d1 ,i "k :at 0 ! :ole _s ( ! man's life1 8 wat*ful c>e1 8 ceaseless anxiety to d ev]y?+ t 9 8 judgm5t 0 = ,god's glory & ! prosp]ity ( ! ,mission1 & my e/imate ( him & ( 8 action to ! la/ fills me ) supreme reg>d to 8 memory4 ,! ,rev4 ,dr4 ,+lis ( ,aneityum1 be/ qualifi$ ( all m5 liv+ to =m an op9ion1 wrote3-- 8,mr4 ,gordon 0 a /rong1 bold1 fe>less1 en]getic1 self-d5y+1 & labori\s ,mission>y2 eag]1 e>ne/1 & unwe>i$ 9 seek+ ! salvation ( ! ,hea!n4444 ,ev5 if ,mr4 ,gordon 0 to blame = any imprud5ce1 no blame ( ?is k9d c\ld be atta*$ to ,mrs4 ,gordon4 ,h]s 0 a weak1 g5tle1 lov+ _s2 quiet & uncompla9+1 prud5t1 e>ne/1 & devot$ to ,*ri/4 ,%e 0 e/eem$ & belov$ by all :o knew h]40 ,my ,am5 foll[s1 s(t & deep1 on all t he has writt52 & ,i add1 ,mr4 ,gordon 0 do+ :at any fai?ful & devot$ ,mission>y w\ld 9 all probability = ! ,ma/]'s sake 9 simil> circum/ances h done4 ,^? :o *>ge him ) imprud5ce w\ld1 d\btless1 griev\sly blame ,/eph5 = br++ t /on+ ^u himself1 :i* he c\ld s easily h escap$6 ,mr4 ,gordon1 9 8 la/ lett] to me1 ( date #ae? ,febru>y1 #ahfa1 says3-- 8,,my ,,de> ,,bro!r1-- 8,i h news ( ! be/ & ( ! wor/ "* to communicate4 ,a "y man di$ 9 ,decemb]1 9 ! ,"l1 z we believe4 ,we are /ill pres]v$ 9 heal? at our "w by ! ,god ( all grace1 ^: p[] alone c\ld h pres]v$ u 9 all our tr\bles1 :i* h come ^u u by ! measles p] ! ,blue ,bell4 ,ah1 ?is is a season :i* we w n soon =get4 ,"s settlem5ts are ne>ly depopulat$1 & ! pr9cipal ,*iefs are ne>ly all dead6 ,& oh1 ! indescribable fi5di% hatr$ t exi/s aga9/ u6 ,!re is q a fam9e "h4 ,! di/ress is awful1 & ! cry ( m\rn+ p]petual4 ,a few on bo? sides ( ! ,isl& :o did n flee f ! ,wor%ip ( ,god are liv+1 :i* is n[ greatly impress+ "s & excit+ ! enmity ( o!rs4 ,i _c n[ write ( p]ils4 ,we feel v anxi\s to he> f y4 ,if y h to flee1 ,aneityum ( c\rse is ! ne>e/ & be/ place to :i* y c g4 ,confid5ce 9 u is be+ re/or$4 ,mana1 a native ,tea*]1 rema9s ) u = safety f ! fury ( 8 enemies4 ,i _c visit z usual4 ,! p]secution _c be mu* worse on ,tanna4 ,i hope ! wor/ is pa/4 ,mrs4 ,g4 unites 9 love to y1 & to ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,john/on4 ,9 great ha/e1 8,i rema91 de> ,bro!r1 ,y\rs truly1 8,g4 ,n4 ,,gordon40 ,let e read]1 9 view ( ?is epi/le1 l a voice f ! ,_w ,unse51 judge ( ! _s ( ! man ( ,god :o p5n$ x1 & ( ! causes t 7 ev5 !n at "w & 7 br++ ab\t 8 sorr[ful dea?4 ,cruel sup]/ition1 measles1 & ! malignant influ5ces ( ! godless ,trad]s1--^! on ,erromanga1 z else:]e1 7 ! =ces at "w t br\ght hatr$ & murd] 9 _! tra94 ,imm$iately !reaft]1 a ,s&al-wood ,trad] br\ght 9 8 boat a p>ty ( ,erromangans by night to ,tanna4 ,!y assembl$ our ,h>b\r ,*iefs & p1 & urg$ !m to kill u & ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson & ! ,tea*]s1 or all[ !m to d s1 z !y _h kill$ ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,gordon4 ,!n !y propos$ to g to ,aneityum & kill ! ,mission>ies !re1 z ! ,aneityumese ,natives _h burn$ _! ,*ur*1 & ?us !y w\ld sweep away ! ,wor%ip & ! s]vants ( ,jehovah f all ! ,new ,hebrides4 ,our ,*iefs1 h[ev]1 refus$1 re/ra9$ by ! ,m]ciful ,"o1 & ! ,erromangans return$ to _! own isl& 9 a sulky mood4 ,not)/&+ ?is refusal1 z if !y wi%$ to res]ve ! murd] & plund] = !mselves1 our ,mission ,h\se 0 next day ?rong$ ) arm$ m51 "s f ,inl&1 o!rs f ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's ,/ation4 ,!y l\dly prais$ ! ,erromangans6 ,! lead]s said aga9 & aga9 9 my he>+1-- 8,! m5 ( ,erromanga kill$ ,missi ,williams long ago4 ,we kill$ ! ,r>otongan & ,samoan ,tea*]s4 ,we f\ght ,missi ,turn] & ,missi ,nisbet1 & drove !m f our isl&4 ,we kill$ ! ,aneityumese ,tea*]s on ,aniwa1 & "o ( ,missi ,paton's ,tea*]s too4 ,we kill$ sev]al :ite m51 & no ,man-(-w> puni%$ u4 ,let u talk ov] ?is1 ab\t kill+ ,missi ,paton & ! ,aneityumese1 till we see if any ,man-(-w> comes to puni% ! ,erromangans4 ,if n1 let u unite1 let u kill ^! ,mission>ies1 let u drive ! wor%ip ( ,jehovah f our l&60 ,an ,inl& ,*ief said or r %\t$ 9 my he>+1-- 8,my love to ! ,erromangans6 ,!y are /rong & brave m51 ! ,erromangans4 ,!y h kill$ _! ,missi & 8 wife1 :ile we only talk ab\t x4 ,!y h de/roy$ ! ,wor%ip & driv5 away ,jehovah60 ,i /ood among/ !m & prote/$1-- 8,god w yet puni% ! ,erromangans = su* wick$ de$s4 ,god has he>d all y\r bad talk1 & w puni% x 9 ,8 own "t & way40 ,b !y %\t$ me d[n1 amid/ great excitem5t1 ) ! cry1-- 8,our love to ! ,erromangans6 ,our love to ! ,erromangans60 ,aft] ,i left !m1 ,abraham he>d !m say1-- 8,miaki is lazy4 ,let u meet 9 e village1 & talk ) ea* o!r4 ,let u all agree to kill ,missi & ! ,aneityumese = ! fir/ ( our ,*iefs t dies40 ,on ,tanna1 z on ,erromanga1 ! ,natives h no idea ( dea? com+ to any "o naturally1 or sickness or any disease2 ev]y?+ comes by ,nahak1 or sorc]y4 ,:5 "o p]son gr[s sick or dies1 !y meet to talk ov] x & f9d out :o has bewit*$ or kill$ him1 & ?is ends 9 fix+ ^u "s individual ^u :om !y take rev5ge1 or :om !y murd] outright4 ,?us _m w>s arise on ,tanna1 = ! fri5ds or ! tribe ( ! murd]$ man g5]ally seek a c\nt]-rev5ge2 & s ! blood-fi5d is let loose ov] all ! isl&1 & f isl& to isl& ?r\gh\t ! :ole ( ! ,new ,hebrides4 ,! night aft] ! visit ( ! ,erromangan boat1 & ! sad news ( ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,gordon's dea? ! ,tannese met on _! village danc+-gr\nds & held high fe/ival 9 praise ( ! ,erromangans4 ,our be/ fri5d1 old ,n[>1 ! ,*ief1 :o _h worn %irt & kilt = "s "t & _h come regul>ly to1 ! ,wor%ip1 relaps$ once m2 he pa9t$ 8 face1 ?rew (f 8 clo?+1 resum$ 8 b[ & arr[s1 & 8 tomahawk1 ( :i* he boa/$ t x _h kill$ v _m m5 & at lea/ "o woman6 ,on my %am+ him = pr(ess+ to wor%ip ,jehovah & yet unit+ ) ! ,hea!n 9 rejoic+ ov] ! murd] ( ,8 s]vants on ,erromanga1 he repli$ to ?is effect1-- 8,truly1 ,missi1 !y h done well4 ,if ! p ( ,erromanga are sev]ely puni%$ = ?is by ! ,man-(-w>1 we w all he> ( x2 & our p w !n fe> to kill y & ! o!r ,mission>ies1 s z to de/roy ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah4 ,n[1 !y say1 ! ,erromangans kill$ ,missi ,williams & ! ,samoan1 ,r>otongan1 & ,aneityumese ,tea*]s1 besides o!r :ite m51 & no ,man-(-w> has puni%$ ei!r !m or u4 ,if !y are n puni%$ = :at has be5 done on ,erromanga1 no?+ else c keep !m "h f kill+ y & me & all :o wor%ip at ! ,mission ,h\se60 ,i answ]$1--8,n[>1 let u all be /rong to love & s]ve ,jehovah ,jesus4 ,if x be = our good & ,8 glory1 ,he w protect u2 if n1 ,he w take u to be ) ,himself4 ,we w n be kill$ by _! bad talk4 ,besides1 :at avails x to u1 :5 dead & gone1 if ev5 a ,man-(-w> %\ld come & puni% our murd]]s80 ,he %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s1 answ]+1--8,missi1 by-&-by y w see4 ,m9d1 ,i tell y ! tru?4 ,i "k our ,tannese p4 ,h[ is x t ,jehovah did n protect ! ,gordons & ! ,erromangan wor%ipp]s8 ,if ! ,erromangans are n puni%$1 nei!r w our ,tannese be puni%$1 ?\gh !y murd] all ,jehovah's p60 ,i felt = ,n[>'s /ruggl+ fai?1 j trembl+ on ! v]ge ( cannibalism yet1 & kn[+ s little ( ! true ,jehovah4 ,gr\ps ( ,natives assembl$ suspici\sly ne> u & sat :isp]+ toge!r4 ,!y urg$ old ,abraham to return to ,aneityum by ! v fir/ opportunity1 z our lives 7 c]ta9 to be tak51 b he repli$1-- 8,i w n leave ,missi40 ,abraham & ,i 7 ?r[n mu* into ea* o!r's company1 & he /ood by me 9 e dang]4 ,we conduct$ family pray]s alt]nately2 & t ev5+ he said dur+ ! pray] 9 ,tannese1 9 :i* language alone we und]/ood ea* o!r1-- 8,o ,"l1 our ,heav5ly ,fa!r1 !y h murd]$ ,?y s]vants on ,erromanga4 ,!y h bani%$ ! ,aneityumese f d>k ,tanna4 ,& n[ !y want to kill ,missi ,paton & me6 ,our great ,k+1 protect u1 & make _! he>ts s(t & sweet to ,?y ,wor%ip4 ,or1 if !y are p]mitt$ to kill u1 d n ,?\ hate u1 b wa% u 9 ! blood ( ,?y de> ,son ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,he came d[n to ,e>? & %$ ,8 blood = s9n]s2 ?r\gh ,him =give u our s9s & take u to ,heav5--t good place :]e ,missi ,gordon ! man & ,missi ,gordon ! woman & all ,?y de> s]vants n[ are s++ ,?y praise & see+ ,?y face4 ,our ,"l1 our he>ts are pa9$ j n[1 & we weep ov] ! dea? ( ,?y de> s]vants2 b make our he>ts good & /rong = ,?y cause1 & take ,?\ away all our fe>s4 ,make u two & all ,?y s]vants /rong = ,!e & = ,?y ,wor%ip2 & if !y kill u two1 let u die toge!r 9 ,?y good "w1 l ,?y s]vants ,missi ,gordon ! man & ,missi ,gordon ! woman40 ,9 ?is mann] 8 great simple s\l p\r$ itself out to ,god1 & my he>t melt$ )9 me z x _h nev] done "u any pray] p\r$ f ! lips ( cultur$ ,*ri/ian m56 ,"u ! /ra9 ( ^! ev5ts1 ,miaki came to our h\se1 & attack$ me 9 he>+ ( 8 m5 to ?is effect3-- 8,y & ! ,wor%ip are ! cause ( all ! sickness & dea? n[ tak+ place on ,tanna6 ,! ,erromanga m5 kill$ ,missi ,gordon ! man & also ! woman1 & !y are all well long ago4 ,! ,wor%ip is kill+ u all2 & ! ,inl& p w kill u = keep+ y & ! ,wor%ip "h2 = we love ! conduct ( ,tanna1 b we hate ! ,wor%ip4 ,we mu/ kill y & x1 & we %all all be well aga940 ,i tri$ to reason firmly & k9dly ) !m1 %[+ !m t _! own conduct 0 de/roy+ !m1 & t our pres5ce & ! ,wor%ip c\ld only be a bless+ to !m 9 e way1 if only !y w\ld accept ( x & give up _! evil ways4 ,i ref]r$ to a poor girl1 :om ,miaki & 8 m5 _h /ol5 & abus$1 t !y knew su* conduct to be bad1 & t ,god w\ld c]ta9ly puni% !m = x4 ,he repli$1 8,su* is ! conduct ( ,tanna4 ,our fa!rs lov$ & foll[$ x1 we love & foll[ x1 & if ! ,wor%ip condemns x1 we w kill y & de/roy ! ,wor%ip40 ,i said1 8,! ,^w ( ! ,holy ,god condemns all bad conduct1 & ,i mu/ obey my ,god 9 try+ to lead y to give x up1 & to love & s]ve ,8 ,son ,jesus our ,savi\r4 ,if ,i refuse to obey my ,god1 ,he w puni% me40 ,he repli$1 8,missi1 we l _m wives to att5d u & to d our "w4 ,?ree ( my wives are dead & ?ree are yet alive4 ,! ,wor%ip kill$ !m & my *ildr54 ,we hate x4 ,x w kill u all40 ,i answ]$1 8,miaki1 is x good = y to h s _m wives1 & _m ( y\r m5 to h none8 ,:o waits on !m8 ,:o works = !m8 ,!y _c get a wife1 & s1 hav+ to "w = !mselves1 !y are l$ to hate y & all ! ,*iefs :o h m wives ?an "o4 ,y d n love y\r wives1 else y w\ld n slave !m & beat !m z y d40 ,b he decl>$ t 8 he>t 0 good1 t 8 conduct 0 good1 & t he hat$ ! tea*+ ( ! ,wor%ip4 ,he _h a p>ty ( m5 /ay+ ) him f ! o!r side ( ! isl&1 & he s5t back a pres5t ( f\r l>ge fat hogs to _! ,*iefs1 ) a message z to ! kill+ ( ! ,ma?iesons4 ,if t 7 done1 8 h&s w\ld be /r5g!n$ 9 deal+ ) u4 ,satan seem$ to fill t man's he>t4 ,he incit$ 8 p to /eal ev]y?+ f u1 & to annoy u 9 e conceivable way4 ,!y kill$ "o ( my preci\s wat*-dogs1 & fea/$ ^u x4 ,s sad 0 ! condition ( ,tanna1 t if a man 7 desp]ate en\gh 9 wick$ness1 if he kill$ a numb] ( m5 & tyranniz$ ov] o!rs1 he 0 dignifi$ ) ! "n & rank ( a ,*ief4 ,?is 0 ! secret ( ,miaki's influ5ce1 & ( 8 be+ surr\nd$ by ! outlaws & refugees1 n only ( 8 own b ev5 o!r isl&s4 ,x 0 all f\nd$ ^u t]ror & upheld by cruelty4 ,! ,sacr$ ,man1 = in/ance1 :o murd]$ my ,tea*]1 & a "y man :o ?rew ?ree spe>s at me1 :i* by ,god's help ,i avoid$1 7 bo? prais$ & hon\r$ = _! de$s4 ,b ! mom5t !y 7 laid aside by measles & unable to retaliate1 _! flatt]]s turn$ ^u !m & decl>$ t !y 7 puni%$ = _! bad conduct aga9/ ,jehovah & ,8 s]vants & ,8 ,wor%ip6 ,to "k :at 0 be/ to be done1 9 su* try+ circum/ances1 0 an abid+ p]plexity4 ,to h left altoge!r1 :5 s surr\nd$ by p]ils & enemies1 at fir/ seem$ ! wise/ c\rse1 & 0 ! repeat$ advice ( _m fri5ds4 ,b aga91 ,i _h acquir$ ! language1 & _h ga9$ a consid]able influ5ce among/ ! ,natives1 & !re 7 a numb] w>mly atta*$ bo? to myself & to ! ,wor%ip4 ,to h left w\ld h be5 to lose all1 :i* to me 0 he>t-r5d+2 !re=e1 risk+ all ) ,jesus1 ,i held on :ile ! hope ( be+ sp>$ long] _h n absolutely & entirely vani%$4 ,god only kn[s h[ deep & g5u9e 7 my pity & affection = ! poor ,tannese1 lab\r+ & long+ to br+ !m f _! d>k idolatry & hea!nism to love & s]ve & please ,jesus ,*ri/ z _! ,god & ,savi\r4 ,true1 "s ( ! awfully wise p wrote1 z 9 ! case ( ,mr4 ,gordon1 mu* nons5se ab\t u & ! ,tanna ,mission4 ,!y knew1 ( c\rse1 t ,i 0 to blame1 & !y f safe di/ances c\ld see t ,i 0 n 9 ! pa? ( duty6 ,p]haps1 to p less omnisci5tly sure1 ! foll[+ quotation f a lett] ( ! late ,a4 ,cl>k1 ,esq41 ,j4,p41 ,auckl&1 ,new ,zeal&1 w %[ :at ,bi%op ,selwyn ?\ght ( my /&+ fa/ on ,tanna at ! po/ ( duty1 & he knew :at he 0 writ+ ab\t4 ,he says1-- 8,9 addition1 ,bi%op ,selwyn told u t he _h se5 ! ,commodore 7,seym\r71 :o told him t at ,tanna ! ,natives 7 9 a v insult+ & ho/ile /ate ( m9d2 s mu* s t he felt x 8 duty to (f] ,mr4 ,paton a passage 9 8 %ip to ,auckl& or "s o!r place ( safety4 ,he said1 #8,talk ( brav]y6 talk ( h]oism6 ,! man :o leads a =lorn hope is a c[>d 9 comp>ison ) him1 :o1 on ,tanna1 ?us alone1 )\t a su/a9+ look or *e]+ ^w f "o ( 8 own race1 reg>ds x z 8 duty to hold on 9 ! face ( su* dang]s4 ,we read ( ! soldi]1 f\nd aft] ! lapse ( ages among ! ru9s ( ,h]culaneum1 :o /ood firm at 8 po/ amid ! fi]y ra9 de/roy+ all ar\nd him1 ?us manife/+ ! rigidity ( ! discipl9e among/ ^? armies ( anci5t ,rome :i* conqu]$ ! ,_w4 ,mr4 ,paton 0 subject$ to no su* iron law4 ,he might1 ) hon\r1 :5 (f]$ to him1 h s\ght a tempor>y asylum 9 ,auckl&1 :]e he w\ld h be5 he>tily receiv$4 ,b he 0 mov$ by high] consid]ations4 ,he *ose to rema91 & ,god kn[s :e!r at ?is mom5t he is 9 ! l& ( ! liv+6' ,:5 ! bi%op told u t he decl9$ leav+ ,tanna by ,h4,m4,s4 ,pelorus1 he add$1 #8,& ,i l him all ! bett] = s do+6'0 ,= my "p ,i feel q confid5t t1 9 l circum/ances1 t noble ,bi%op ( ,god w\ld h done ! same4 ,i1 born 9 ! bosom ( ! ,scotti% ,cov5ant1 desc5d$ f ^? :o suff]$ p]secution = ,*ri/'s hon\r1 w\ld h be5 unwor?y ( !m & ( my ,"l _h ,i des]t$ my po/ = dang] only4 ,yet n to me1 b to ! ,"l :o su/a9$ me1 be all ! praise & ! glory6 ,on 8 next visit to ^! ,isl&s1 ! good ,bi%op br\ght a box ( ,mission goods to me 9 8 %ip1 besides #ij = our "w f ,mr4 ,cl>k & fri5ds 9 ,auckl&4 ,8 int]e/ 9 u & our "w 0 deep & g5u9e1 & 0 unm>r$ on ei!r side by any consci\sness ( ecclesia/ical di/9ctions4 ,we 7 "o 9 ,*ri/1 &1 :5 next we meet aga9 9 ! glory ( our ,"l1 ,bi%op & ,presbyt] w be et]nally "o 9 t bless$ fell[%ip4 ,! foll[+ incid5t illu/rates ! dep? ( native sup]/ition4 ,"o morn+ two ,inl& ,*iefs came runn+ to ! ,mission ,h\se1 brea?less1 & cov]$ ) p]spiration4 ,"o ( !m held up a h&ful ( half-rott5 tracts1 cry+1-- 8,missi1 is ?is a "p ( ,god's ,^w1 ! sacr$ ,book ( ,jehovah8 or is x ! "w1 ! words1 ! book ( man80 ,i exam9$ !m & repli$1 8,^! are ! "w1 ! words1 & ! book ( man1 n ( ,jehovah40 ,he que/ion$ me aga93 8,missi1 are y c]ta9 t x is n ! ,^w ( ,jehovah80 ,i repli$1 8,x is only man's "w & man's book40 ,he cont9u$ !n1 8,missi1 "s ye>s ago1 ,kaipai1 a sacr$ ,*ief1 & c]ta9 ,tannese1 w5t on a visit to ,aneityum1 & ,missi ,g$die gave him ^! books4 ,on 8 return1 :5 he %[$ !m to ! ,tannese1 ! p 7 all s afraid ( !m1 = !y ?\ght !y 7 ! sacr$ ,books ( ,jehovah1 t !y met = consultation & agre$ solemnly to bury !m4 ,ye/]day1 "s p]son 9 digg+ _h dis9t]r$ !m1 & at once our ,inl& p said t our dead ,*ief _h buri$ a "p ( ,jehovah's ,^w1 :i* made ,him angry1 & t ,he _h !re=e caus$ ! ,*iefs dea? & ! plague ( measles1 etc4 ,!re=e !y 7 n[ assembl$ to kill ! dead ,*ief's son & daught] 9 rev5ge6 ,b1 be=e t %\ld be done1 ,i p]suad$ !m to s5d ^! books1 to inquire ( y if ?is be "p ( ,jehovah's ,book1 & if ! bury+ ( x caus$ all ^! diseases & dea?s40 ,i assur$ him t ^! books nev] caus$ ei!r sickness or dea? to any human be+2 & t none ( u c cause sickness or dea? by sorc]y2 t bury+ ^! ,tracts did n make ,jehovah angry1 nor cause evil to any creature4 8,y y\rselves "k10 ,i said1 8! v %ips t br\ght ! measles & caus$ ! dea?s2 & y kill$ "s ( ! "y m5 :o 7 l&$ sick ) ! disease40 ,! ,inl& ,*ief decl>$1 8,missi1 ,i am q satisfi$2 no p]son %all be put to dea? ov] ^! books n[40 ,!y w5t (f1 b imm$iately return$1 say+1 8,missi1 h y any books l ^! to %[ to u8 ,& w y %[ u ! sacr$ ,book ( ,jehovah beside !m80 ,i %[$ !m a ,bible1 & !n a h&ful ( ,tracts ) pictures l ^? !y _h br\ght2 & ,i (f]$ !m ! ,bible & specim5s ( ^! ,tracts1 t !y might %[ bo? to ! p assembl$4 ,! ,tracts !y receiv$1 b ! ,bible !y refus$ to t\*4 ,!y satisfi$ ! ,inl& p & prev5t$ blood%$2 b oh1 :at a dep? ( sup]/ition to be rais$ out (6 & h[ easily life might be sacrific$ at e turn6 ,on ano!r occasion ,i _h ! joy ( sav+ ! lives ( ,s&al-wood ,trad]s1 to :om nei!r ,i nor ! ,mission ow$ any?+1 except = ,*ri/'s sake4 ,! ,blue ,bell ca/ an*or 9 ! ,h>b\r on a beautiful morn+1 & ! ,capta9 & ,mate imm$iately came on %ore4 ,!y _h lett]s = me2 b1 on l&+1 !y 7 in/antly surr\nd$ by ! ,*iefs & p1 :o =m$ a r+ ab\t !m on ! bea* & call$ = me to come4 ,! two :ite m5 /ood 9 ! mid/1 ) _m weapons po9t$ at !m1 & dea? if !y d>$ to move4 ,!y %\t$ to me1-- 8,?is is "o ( ! ,vessels :i* br\ght ! measles4 ,y & !y made ! sickness1 & de/roy$ our p4 ,n[1 if y d n leave ) ?is vessel1 we w kill y all40 ,( c\rse1 _! int5tion 0 to fright5 me on bo>d j z ,i 01 & leave my premises = plund]6 ,i prote/$1-- 8,i w n leave y2 ,i _c leave y 9 ?is way2 & if y murd] ^! m5 or me1 ,jehovah w puni% y4 ,i am "h = y\r good2 & y "k h[ k9d ,i h be5 to y all1 9 giv+ y m$ic9e1 knives1 axes1 blankets1 & clo?+4 ,y also "k well t ,i h nev] done ill to "o human be+1 b h con/antly s\ght y\r good4 ,i w n & _c leave y ?us40 ,9 great wra? !y cri$1 8,!n w we kill y & ?is ,capta9 & ,mate40 ,i kept reason+ ) !m aga9/ su* conduct1 /&+ firmly be=e !m & say+1 8,if y d kill me1 ,jehovah w puni% y2 ! o!r m5 9 t vessel w puni% y be=e !y sail2 & a ,man-(-w> w come & burn y\r villages & canoes & fruit trees40 ,i urg$ ! two m5 to try & get into _! boat z quickly z possible1 9 sil5ce1 :ile ,i kept argu+ ) ! ,natives4 ,! lett]s :i* !y _h = me1 ! savages =bade me to take into my h&s1 le/ !reby "s o!r =eign disease %\ld come to _! isl&4 ,miaki exclaim$ 9 great wra? t my m$ic9e _h kill$ !m all2 b ,i repli$1-- 8,my m$ic9e ) ,god's bless+ sav$ _m lives4 ,y "k well t all :o foll[$ my rules recov]$ f ! measles1 except only "o man1 & are liv+ /ill4 ,n[1 y seek to kill me = sav+ y\r lives & ! lives ( y\r p60 ,i appeal$ to ,yorian1 ano!r ,*ief1 if ! m$ic9e _h n sav$ 8 life :5 he appe>$ to be dy+1 :i* he admitt$ to be ! tru?4 ,! m5 _h n[ slipp$ into _! boat & 7 prep>+ to leave4 ,miaki %\t$1-- 8,let !m g6 ,don't kill !m to-day40 ,!n he call$ to ! ,capta91 8,come on %ore & trade ) u to-morr[40 ,next day !y fooli%ly came on %ore & began to trade4 ,natives surr\nd$ ! boat ) clubs & tomahawks4 ,b ,miaki's he>t fail$ him :5 ab\t to /rike2 & he call$ out1-- 8,missi said t1 if we kill !m1 a ,man-(-w> w come & take rev5ge on u40 ,9 ! alt]cation t foll[$1 ! m5 ?ru/ ! boat into deep wat] & =c$ x out ( ! grasp ( ! savages2 b !y caught ! ,capta9's l>ge ,newf\ndl& dog & kept x prison]4 ,z a comp5sation = ?is disappo9tm5t1 ,miaki urg$ t my life & ,abraham's be at once tak51 b aga9 ,n[>'s firm opposition & ,god's goodness rescu$ u f ! jaws ( ! lion4 ,! ,blue ,bell left next morn+1 & ! dog rema9$ beh9d1 z no "o f ! vessel w\ld v5ture a%ore4 ,rev5ge = ! murd] ( ! f\r m5 kill$ to accompany ,miaki's *ild1 ?reat5$ to orig9ate ano!r w>2 b ! ,*iefs = eight miles ar\nd met1 &1 aft] mu* spee*ify+1 agre$ t z !y 7 all weak = w>1 ow+ to ! measles & ! want ( food ?r\gh ! hurricanes1 !y %\ld delay x till !y all grew /rong]4 ,n[> 01 h[ev]1 greatly excit$1 & in=m$ me t ,miaki _h urg$ ! p ( an inl& di/rict to %oot ,n[> & ,abraham & me1 & he pl$ ) u aga9 to take him & flee to ,aneityum1--impossible except by canoe1 & p]haps impossible ev5 s4 ,t night & ! foll[+ night !y tri$ to break into my h\se4 ,on "o occasion my valuable dog 0 let out1 & cle>$ !m away4 ,next night ,i %\t$ at !m f inside1 :5 !y ?\ght me asleep1 & !y decamp$ aga94 ,inde$1 our cont9u\s dang] caus$ me n[ (t5times to sleep ) my clo!s on1 t ,i might />t at a mom5t's w>n+4 ,my fai?ful dog w\ld give a %>p b>k & awake me4 ,at o!r times1 %e w\ld leap up & pull at ! clo!s till ,i awoke1 & !n %e turn$ h] head quietly & indicat$ by a wondr\s in/9ct :]e ! dang] lay4 ,god made !m fe> ?is preci\s creature1 & (t5 us$ h] 9 sav+ our lives4 ,soon aft] ?is six ,inl& ,*iefs came to see me4 ,we _h a long talk on ! evils ( w>1 & ! bless+s ( ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah4 ,i gave ea* a knife & a =k & a t9 plate1 & !y promis$ to oppose ! w> :i* ,miaki 0 =c+ on4 ,a man came also ) a sev]e ga% 9 8 h&1 :i* a fi% _h giv5 him2 ,i dress$ x1 & he w5t away v grateful & spread ev]y:]e ! news ( heal+1 a k9d ( ,gospel :i* he & !y c\ld mo/ readily appreciate4 ,ano!r incid5t made !m well-dispos$ = a season2 namely1 ! use ( a fi%+-net4 ,see+ t ! ,natives _h s little food--!re be+1 9 fact1 a fam9e aft] ! hurricane--,i engag$ an inl& ,tribe to make a net =ty feet long & v broad4 ,/range to say1 ! ,inl& p :o live f> f ! sea make ! be/ fi%+ mat]ials1 :i* aga9 !y sell to ! ,h>b\r p = ! axes1 knives1 blankets1 & o!r articles obta9$ f call+ vessels4 ,!y also make ! kill+-/ones1 & trade ) !m among/ ! %ore p all r\nd ! isl&4 ,?is kawas or kill+-/one is made ( blue :9/one1 eighte5 to tw5ty-f\r in*es long1 an in* & a half across1 p]fectly /raight1 & hewn z r\nd & neat z any ,engli% tradesman c\ld h done x1 exactly l a l>ge scy! /one1 su* z !y use on ! h>ve/ fields 9 ,scotl&4 ,! kawas seems to be peculi> to ,tanna1 at lea/ ,i h n se5 x on any o!r isl&4 ,! ,natives1 ) pieces ( v h>d heavy wood ( ! same size & %ape1 are taught to ?r[ x f infancy at a giv5 m>k2 9 w>f>e1 x is ?r[n fir/2 :]e x /rikes x /uns or kills1 & !n !y spr+ =w>d ) _! l>ge d\ble-h&$ heavy club4 ,e man & boy c>ries 8 kill+-/one & o!r weapons1 ev5 :5 mov+ ab\t peaceably 9 8 own village1 w> be+1 9 fact1 ! only regul> occupation = m56 ,well1 ^! same ,inl& p1 ! sort ( artisans ( ! isl&1 be+ mo/ly ! wom5 & ! girls1 manufactur$ = me ?is huge fi%+-net4 ,! cord 0 twi/$ f ! fibre made out ( ! b>k ( _! own trees1 & prep>$ ) imm5se toil & c>e2 & n )\t t\*es ( skill & ta/e1 :5 wov5 & knott$ & int]tw9$4 ,?is net ,i secur$1 & l5t ab\t ?ree days ea* to e village all r\nd ! ,h>b\r & ne> x4 ,"o night ,i saw !m c>ry+ home a l>ge hog1 :i* !y _h got f an ,inl& ,*ief = a portion ( ! fi% :i* !y _h tak54 ,i ?\ght x "r to cause !m to return ! net to ! ,mission ,h\se e ,saturday ev5+1 t !y might n be tempt$ to use x on ,sabba?4 ,x 0 a great help to !m1 & ! ,h>b\r yield$ !m mu* :olesome food 9 lieu ( :at ! hurricane _h de/roy$4 ,:51 ab\t ?is "t1 ! ,john ,knox came to an*or 9 ! bay1 a ,native 0 caught 9 ! act ( /eal+ f h]4 ,angry at be+ discov]$1 he & 8 fri5ds came to %oot me1 pret5d+ t x 0 because ! ,john ,knox knew !y 7 9 want ( food & _h n br\ght !m a load ( ,t>o f ,aneityum4 ,t>o is a plant ( ! g5us ,arum1 ! scul5tum1 or ,colocasia scul5ta1 well kn[n all ?r\gh ,polynesia4 ,! ,natives spread x 9 a v simple way4 ,cutt+ (f ! leaves1 ) a v little ( ! old bulb /ill atta*$1 !y fix ^! 9 ! gr\nd1 & h ! new ,t>o ab\t a ye> aft] t4 ,x is ( sev]al k9ds & ( a great v>iety ( col\rs--:ite1 yell[1 blue1 etc4 ,x gr[s be/ 9 gr\nd irrigat$ by /reams ( pure wat]1 or 9 %all[1 swampy gr\nd1 ov] :i* ! wat] runs4 ,! dry-gr\nd ,t>o is small & inf]ior1 comp>$ to ! wat]-gr[n roots4 ,nutriti\s & pleasant1 n unlike ! texture ( *eese :5 laid 9 slices on ! table1 9 size & appe>ance l a ,sw$i% turnip1 x c be ei!r boil$ or bak$4 ,hurricanes may de/roy all o!r native food1 b ! ,t>o lies un9jur$ bel[ ! wat]2 h5ce on isl&s1 :]e x w gr[1 x =ms "o ( ! mo/ p]man5t & valuable ( all _! crops4 ,our p also dem&$ t ! ,john ,knox %\ld br+ !m kava & tobacco4 ,kava is ! plant1 ,pip] ,me?y/icum1 f :i* !y make a highly intoxicat+ dr9k4 ,! girls & boys fir/ *ew x1 & spit ! juice into a bas92 !re x is mix$ ) wat]1 & !n /ra9$ ?r\gh a fibr\s clo?-l texture1 :i* !y get f ! top ( ! cocoa-nut trees1 :]e x surr\nds ! "y nuts1 & drops (f ) !m :5 !y are ripe4 ,?is !y freely dr9k2 x does n make !m viol5t1 b /upefies !m & induces sleep l opium4 ,a portion is always p\r$ out to _! ,gods2 & ! dregs 9 e m\? aft] dr9k+ are always spit out ) ! exclamation1 8,t's = y1 ,kumesam60 ,x is sometimes (f]$ & p>tak5 ( ) v great c]emony2 b its g5]al use is z a soporific by ! m51 regul>ly aft] ! ev5+ meal4 ,wom5 & *ildr5 are n all[$ to dr9k x4 ,_m m5 h be5 attack$ & murd]$ at night1 :5 ly+ enfeebl$ & enfold$ by kava4 ,t1 inde$1 is _! common mode ( tak+ rev5ge & ( decl>+ w>4 ,^! angry m51 :o came to me ab\t ! ,john ,knox1 tri$ to sma% 9 my w9d[ & kill my fai?ful dog2 b ,i reason$ firmly & k9dly ) !m1 & !y at la/ )drew4 ,at t "t1 ?\gh my life 0 daily attempt$1 a de> lad1 nam$ ,katasian1 0 com+ six miles regul>ly to ! ,wor%ip & to receive frequ5t in/ruction4 ,"o day1 :5 engag$ 9 tea*+ him1 ,i caught a man /eal+ ! bl9d f my w9d[4 ,on try+ to prev5t him1 he aim$ 8 great club at me1 b ,i seiz$ ! heavy end ( x ) bo? my h&s z x swung pa/ my head1 & held on ) all my might4 ,:at a pray] w5t up f me to ,god at t dread mom5t6 ,! man1 a/oni%$ & aba%$ at my k9d words & appeal1 slunk away & left me 9 peace4 ,i _h plant$ a few ,yams1 ( ! g5us ,dioscoria2 a mo/ valuable article ( food1 ne>ly z preci\s z potatoes 7 to ! poor 9 ,irel&1 & us$ v mu* 9 ! same way4 ,ye>s aft]1 :5 ,i w5t to ,melb\rne1 ,i took "o f ,aniwa1 by no means ! l>ge/1 weigh+ sev5ty-two p\nds1 & ano!r1 =ty-two4 ,! ?+s1 h[ev]1 t ,i plant$ on ,tanna ! ,natives /ole & c>ri$ away1 mak+ !mselves extremely tr\blesome4 ,b ,god nev] took away f me ! consci\sness t x 0 /ill "r = me to be k9d & =giv+1 & to hope t ,i might lead !m to love & imitate ,jesus4 ,= a season !reaft]1 ! fri5dly feel+ grew on e side4 ,! ,natives prep>$1 = paym5t1 an excell5t f\ndation = a new ,*ur*1 by levell+ d[n ! hill ne> to my ,mission ,h\se4 ,any numb] ( m5 (f]$ to "w = calico1 knives1 axes1 etc4 ,all ! f5ces 7 r5ew$1 & ! ,mission premises began to look nice once m1 at lea/1 9 my eyes4 ,my "w became enc\rag+1 & ,i _h _m opportunities ( talk+ ) !m ab\t ! ,wor%ip & ,jehovah4 ,?is /ate ( matt]s displeas$ ,miaki & 8 m52 & "o day1 hav+ be5 engag$ ?us1 ,i ru%$ back only 9 "t to ext+ui% a fire :i* !y _h k9dl$ "u ! v]&ah & close to ! door ( my h\se4 ,our wat* _h to be unrelax+4 ,a c\s9 ( ,miaki's1 = in/ance1 sold me a fi% z good = food :i* he knew to be poison\s1 b ,n[> saw 9 "t & w>n$ me ( its deadly "*4 ,miaki !n ?reat5$ to %oot any ( ! ,inl& p :o came to "w or to receive in/ruction1 yet l>g] numb]s came ?an be=e1 b !y came fully arm$6 ,n\ka1 ! high ,*ief ( ! ,h>b\r1 ,miaki's uncle1 came & sat beside u (t51 & said1-- 8,miaki breaks my he>t6 ,he deceives ,missi4 ,he hates ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah40 ,= "s "t1 ,n\ka & 8 wife & daught]--a h&some girl1 8 only *ild--& ,miaki's pr9cipal wife & h] two sons1 & n9e ,*iefs att5d$ ,wor%ip regul>ly at ! ,mission ,h\se1 on ,sabba?s & on ! aft]noon ( e ,w$nesday4 ,9 all1 ab\t sixty p]sons some:at regul>ly wait$ on our m9i/rations at ?is "t2 & amid/ all p]ils ,i 0 enc\rag$1 & my he>t 0 full ( hope4 ,yet "o ev5+1 :5 feel+ m consol$ & hopeful ?an ev] be=e1 a musket 0 dis*>g$ at my v door1 & ,i 0 con/ra9$ to realize t we 7 9 ! mid/ ( dea?4 ,fa!r1 our times are 9 ,?y h&4 ,z my "w became m enc\rag+1 ,i urg5tly appli$ to ! ,mission>ies on ,aneityum = m ,tea*]s1 b none c\ld be f\nd will+ to return to ,tanna4 ,! plague ( measles _h almo/ demoraliz$ !m4 ,ev5 on ,aneityum1 :]e !y _h m$ic9e & w\ld foll[ ! ,mission>ies' advice1 no few] ?an elev5 hundr$ _h be5 cut (f2 & ! mortality 0 v mu* great] on su* isl&s z ,tanna1 ,aniwa1 etc41 :]e !y 7 /ill ,hea!n1 & ei!r _h n or w\ld n foll[ m$ical c\nsels4 ,( my ,tea*]s & _! wives t5 7 swept away 9 ! epidemic1 & ! few t 7 left 7 s di%e>t5$ t !y escap$ to _! own l& at ! fir/ opportunity1 z be=e record$1 except+ only de> old fai?ful ,abraham4 ,b ,i ne$ n wond]2 small] p]ils det] ,god's p at home f _m a call ( duty4 ,9 my ,mission ,s*ool1 ,i (f]$ z a prize a r$ %irt = ! fir/ ,*ief :o knew ! :ole ,alphabet )\t a mi/ake4 ,x 0 won by an ,inakaki ,*ief1 :o 0 once a t]ror to ! :ole community4 ,aft]w>ds1 :5 try+ to tea* ! ,a ,b ,c to o!rs1 he proce$$ 9 some?+ l ?is graphic /yle3-- 8,a is a man's legs ) ! body cut (f2 ,b is l two eyes2 ,c is a ?ree-qu>t]s moon2 ,d is l "o eye2 ,e is a man ) "o club "u 8 feet & ano!r ov] 8 head2 ,f is a man ) a l>ge club & a small] "o10 etc41 etc42 ,l 0 l a man's foot2 ,q 0 ! talk ( ! dove1 etc4 ,!n he w\ld say1 8,rememb] ^! ?+s2 y w soon get hold ( ! lett]s & be able to read4 ,i h taught my little *ild1 :o c sc>cely walk1 ! names ( !m all4 ,!y are n h>d to hold1 b s(t & easy4 ,y w soon le>n to read ! book1 if y try x ) all y\r he>t60 ,b ,miaki 0 /ill our evil g5ius1 & e incid5t seem$ to be us$ by him = "o settl$ purpose ( hate4 ,a ,kas]um9i ,*ief1 = in/ance1 & sev5 m5 took away a "y girl 9 a canoe to ,aniwa1 to be sold to fri5ds !re = tobacco leaf1 :i* ! ,aniwans cultivat$ ext5sively4 ,!y also prep>$ to take rev5ge !re = a *ild's dea?1 kill$ 9 _! belief by ! sorc]y ( an ,aniwan4 ,:5 )9 sight ( ! %ore1 ! canoes 7 upset & all 7 said to h be5 dev\r$ by %>ks1 except+ only "o canoe out ( six4 ,?is "o return$ to ,tanna & report$ t !re 7 two :ite ,trad]s liv+ on ,aniwa1 t !y _h pl5ty ( ammunition & tobacco1 b t !y w\ld n come to ,tanna z long z a ,mission>y liv$ !re4 ,"u ?is fre% incitem5t1 a p>ty ( ,miaki's m5 came to my h\se1 prais+ ! ,erromangans = ! murd] ( _! ,mission>ies & ?reat5+ me4 ,ev5 ! fri5dly ,n[> said1 8,miaki w make a great w9d & s9k any ,man-(-w> t comes "h4 ,we w take ! ,man-(-w> & kill all t are on bo>d4 ,if y & ,abraham d n leave u we w kill y bo?1 = we mu/ h ! ,trad]s & ! p[d]40 ,j z !y 7 assum+ a ?reat5+ attitude1 o!r ,natives came runn+ ) ! cry1 8,missi1 ! ,john ,knox is com+ into ! ,h>b\r1 & two great %ips ( fire1 ,m5-(-w> beh9d h]1 com+ v fa/60 ,i retort$ ^u ,n[> & ! ho/ile company1 8,n[ is y\r "t6 ,make all possible ha/e6 ,let ,miaki raise 8 great w9d n[2 get all y\r m5 ready2 ,i w tell !m t y mean to fight1 & y w f9d !m always ready60 ,miaki's m5 fl$ away 9 unconceal$ t]ror2 b ,n[> came to me & said1 8,missi1 ,i "k t my talk is all lies1 b if ,i speak ! tru?1 !y w kill me60 ,i answ]$1 8,tru/ 9 ,jehovah1 ! same ,god :o s5t ^! vessels n[1 to protect u f be+ murd]$40 ,b ,n[> always wav]$4 ,& n[ f all p>ts ( ! isl& ^? :o 7 mo/ fri5dly flock$ to u4 ,!y 7 clamor\s to h ,miaki & "s o!rs ( our enemies puni%$ by ! ,man-(-w> 9 pres5ce ( ! ,natives2 & !n !y w\ld be /rong to speak 9 our def5ce & to lead ! ,tannese to wor%ip ,jehovah4 ,commodore ,seym\r1 ,capta9 ,hume1 & ,dr4 ,g$die came on %ore4 ,aft] inquir+ into ev]y?+1 ! ,commodore urg$ me to leave at once1 & v k9dly (f]$ to remove me to ,aneityum1 or ,auckl&1 or any place ( safety t ,i pref]r$4 ,aga91 h[ev]1 ,i hesitat$ to leave my de> b5ight$ ,tannese1 kn[+ t bo? ,/ations w\ld be in/antly brok5 up1 t all ! influ5ce ga9$ w\ld be ?r[n away1 t ! ,*ur* w\ld lose all t _h be5 exp5d$1 & above all1 t ^? fri5dly to u w\ld be left to p]secution & de/ruction4 ,= a long "t ,i _h seldom tak5 (f my clo!s at night1 ne$+ to be con/antly on ! al]t to />t at a mom5t's notice2 yet1 :ile hope burn$ )9 my s\l ,i c\ld n )draw1 s ,i resolv$ to risk all ) my de> ,"l ,jesus1 & rema9$ at my po/4 ,at my reque/1 h[ev]1 !y met & talk$ ) all ! lead]s :o c\ld be assembl$ at ! ,mission ,h\se4 ,! ,natives decl>$ frankly t !y lik$ me b did n l ! ,wor%ip4 ,! ,commodore rem9d$ !m t !y _h invit$ me to l& among !m1 & _h pl$g$ _! ^w m ?an once to protect me2 he argu$ ) !m t z !y _h no fault to f9d ) me1 b only ) ! ,wor%ip1 :i* c\ld d !m only good1 !y mu/ b9d !mselves to protect my life4 ,miaki & o!rs promis$ & gave him _! h&s to d s4 ,la!lla1 an ,aneityumese ,*ief1 :o 0 ) ,dr4 ,g$die1 int]pret$ = him & !m1 ,dr4 ,g$die expla9+ fully to ,la!lla 9 ,aneityumese :at ! ,commodore said 9 ,engli%1 & ,la!lla expla9+ all to ! ,tannese 9 _! own tongue4 ,at la/ old ,n\ka spoke out = all & said1 8,capta9 ,paddan & all ! ,trad]s tell u t ! ,wor%ip causes all our sickness & dea?4 ,!y w n trade ) u1 nor sell u tobacco1 pipes1 p[d]1 balls1 caps1 & muskets1 till we kill our ,missi l ! ,erromangans1 b aft] t !y w s5d a ,trad] to live among u & give u pl5ty ( all ^! ?+s4 ,we love ,missi4 ,b :5 ! ,trad]s tell u t ! ,wor%ip makes u sick1 & :5 !y bribe u ) tobacco & p[d] to kill him or drive him away1 "s believe !m & our he>ts d bad conduct to ,missi4 ,let ,missi rema9 "h1 & we w try to d good conduct to ,missi2 b y mu/ tell ,que5 ',toria ( h] p's bad treatm5t ( u1 & t %e mu/ prev5t h] ,trad]s f kill+ u ) _! measles1 & f tell+ u lies to make u d bad conduct to ,missi6 ,if !y come to u & talk z be=e1 our he>ts are v d>k & may aga9 lead u to bad conduct to ,missi40 ,aft] ?is little p>ley1 ! ,commodore invit$ u all on bo>d1 along ) ! ,*iefs4 ,!y saw ab\t ?ree hundr$ brave m>9es rank$ up on deck1 & he>d a great cannon dis*>g$4 ,= all su* ef=ts to impress !m & op5 _! eyes1 ,i felt pr(\ndly grateful2 b too cle>ly ,i knew & saw t only ! grace ( ,god c\ld la/+ly *ange !m6 ,!y 7 soon back to _! old argum5ts1 & 7 he>d say+ to "o ano!r1 8,if no puni%m5t is inflict$ on ! ,erromangans = murd]+ ! ,missi !re1 we fe> ! bad conduct ( ! ,tannese w cont9ue40 ,no puni%m5t 0 inflict$ at ,erromanga1 & ! ,tannese 7 soon z bold & wick$ z ev]4 ,= in/ance1 :ile ! ,man-(-w> lay 9 ! ,h>b\r1 ,n[> kept himself closely conceal$2 b no soon] _h %e sail$ ?an ! c[>dly fell[ came out1 laugh+ at ! o!rs1 & prote/+ t he 0 "u no promise & 0 free to act z he pleas$6 ,yet 9 ! h\r ( dang] he g5]ally prov$ to be our fri5d2 su* 0 8 vacillat+ "*4 ,nor 0 ,miaki v s]i\sly impress$4 ,mr4 ,ma?ieson %ortly !reaft] s5t 8 boat r\nd to me1 be+ aga9 %ort ( ,european food4 ,on 8 crew leav+ h] to deliv] _! message to me1 "s ( ,miaki's m5 at once jump$ into ! boat & />t$ (f r\nd ! isl& 9 se>* ( kava4 ,i w5t to ,miaki1 to ask t ! boat might be br\ght back soon1 b on see+ me he ran = 8 club & aim$ to /rike me4 ,i manag$ to seize x1 & to hold on1 plead+ ) ,god & talk+ ) ,miaki1 till by ! int]f]5ce ( "s fri5dly ,natives 8 wra? 0 assuag$ a little4 ,return+ home1 ,i s5t food ov]l& to keep !m go+ till ! boat return$1 :i* %e did 9 ab\t eight days4 ,?us light & %ad[ pursu$ ea* o!r1 ! light bright5+ = a mom5t1 b ^u ! :ole ! %ad[s deep5+4 ,,*apt] ,x4 ,,f>ewell ,,sc5es4 ,! ,w> ,fev]4--,=c$ to ! ,w> ,c\ncil4--,a ,truce among ! ,*iefs4--,*iefs & ,p4--,! ,kiss ( ,judas4--,! ,dea? ( ,ian4--,! ,quiv]+ ,knife4--,a ,w> ( ,rev5ge4--,9 ! ,?ick ( ! ,battle4--,t5d] ,m]cies ( ! ,wick$4--,escape = ,life4--,! ,loss ( ,all4--,"u ! ,tomahawk4--,jehovah is ,he>+4--,! ,ho/ ,turn$ ,back4--,! ,w> aga9/ ,manuman4--,traps ,laid4--,h\se ,brok5 ,up4--,w> aga9/ our ,fri5ds4--,a ,trea*]\s ,murd]]4--,on ! ,*e/nut ,tree4--,b>ga9+ = ,life4--,five ,h\rs 9 a ,canoe4--,kneel+ on ! ,s&s4--,faimungo's ,f>ewell4--8,foll[6 ,foll[60--,a ,race = ,life4--,r+$ ,r\nd ) ,dea?4--,fa9t yet ,pursu+4--,out ( ! ,lion's ,jaws4--,bro!rs 9 ,di/ress4--,int]v5+ ,ev5ts4--,a ,cannibal's ,ta/e4--,pill>s ( ,cl\d & ( ,fire4--,pass+ by on ! o!r ,side4--,kapuku & ! ,idol ,gods4--,a ,devil ,*ief4--,9 ,p]ils ,(t4--,?r\gh ,fire & ,wat]4--8,sail ,o6 ,sail ,o60--,let ,me ,die4--,9 ,p]ils on ! ,sea4--,tannese ,visitors4--,! ,devil ,*ief ( ,tanna4--,speckl$ & ,spott$4--,_! ,desir$ ,hav54--8,i am ,left ,alone40--,my ,e>?ly ,all4--,et]nal ,hope4--,au/ralia to ! ,rescue4--,= my ,bre?r5's ,sake4--,a ,new ,holy ,league4--,! ,uses ( ,adv]sity4--,! ,arm-,*air ,critics ,aga94--,conclud+ ,note4--,prospectus ( ,"p ,second4 ,a "t ( great excitem5t among/ ! ,natives n[ prevail$4 ,w>1 w>1 no?+ b w> 0 spok5 (6 ,prep>ations = w> 7 be+ made 9 all ! villages f> & ne>4 ,fe> sat on e face1 & arm$ b&s kept wat*+ ea* o!r1 z if unc]ta9 :]e ! w> 0 to beg9 or by :om4 ,all "w 0 susp5d$1 & t w> _s 0 let loose :i* r\ses ! wor/ passions ( human nature4 ,aga9 we f\nd ourselves ! c5tre ( conflict1 "o p>ty set = kill+ u or driv+ u away2 ! o!r wi%+ to reta9 u1 :ile all old bitt] grievances 7 also dragg$ into _! spee*es4 ,miaki & ,n\ka said1 8,if y w keep ,missi & 8 ,wor%ip1 take him ) y to y\r own l&1 = we w n h him to live at ! ,h>b\r40 ,ian1 ! great ,inl& ,*ief1 rose 9 wra? & said1 8,on ^: l& does ! ,missi live1 y\rs or ours8 ,:o fight aga9/ ! ,wor%ip & all good1 :o are ! ?ieves & murd]]s1 :o tell ! lies1 y or we8 ,we wi% peace1 b y w h w>4 ,we l ,missi & ! ,wor%ip1 b y hate !m & say1 #8,take him to y\r own l&6' ,x is our l& on :i* he n[ lives2 x is 8 own l& :i* he b\ght f y1 b :i* our fa!rs sold ,missi ,turn] long ago4 ,! l& 0 n y\rs to sell2 x 0 really ours4 ,y\r fa!rs /ole x f u long ago by w>2 b we w\ld n h ask$ x back1 _h y n ask$ u to take ,missi away4 ,n[ we w def5d him on x1 & he w tea* u & our p 9 our own l&60 ,s meet+ aft] meet+ broke into fi]y spee*1 & sep>at$ ) _m ?reats4 ,to ! next great meet+ ,i 0 invit$1 b did n g1 cont5t+ myself ) a message plead+ t !y %\ld live at peace & on no acc\nt g to w> ) ea* o!r4 ,b ,ian himself came = me4 ,i said1 8,ian1 ,i h told y my :ole he>t4 ,g n to t meet+4 ,i w r leave ! isl& or die1 ?an see y go+ to w> ab\t me60 ,he answ]$1 8,missi1 come ) me1 come n[60 ,i repli$1 8,ian1 y are surely n tak+ me away to kill me8 ,if y are1 my ,god w puni% x40 ,8 only reply 01 8,foll[ me1 foll[ me quickly40 ,i felt con/ra9$ to g4 ,he /rode on be=e me till we rea*$ ! great village ( 8 ance/ors4 ,8 foll[]s1 arm$ l>gely ) muskets z well z native weapons1 fill$ "o half ! ,village ,squ>e or danc+ gr\nd4 ,miaki1 ,n\ka1 & _! :ole p>ty sat 9 manife/ t]ror ^u ! o!r half4 ,m>*+ into ! c5tre1 he /ood ) me by 8 side1 & pr\dly look+ r\nd1 exclaim$1-- 8,missi1 ^! are my m5 & y\r fri5ds6 ,we are met to def5d y & ! ,wor%ip40 ,!n po9t+ across to ! o!r side1 he cri$ al\d1 8,^! are y\r enemies & ours6 ,! enemies ( ! ,wor%ip1 ! di/urb]s ( ! peace on ,tanna6 ,missi1 say ! ^w1 & ! muskets ( my m5 w sweep all opposition away1 & ! ,wor%ip w spread & we w all be /rong = x on ,tanna4 ,we w n %oot )\t y\r leave2 b if y refuse !y w kill y & p]secute u & our *ildr51 & bani% ,jehovah's ,wor%ip f our l&40 ,i said1 8,i love all ( y alike4 ,i am "h to tea* y h[ to turn away f all wick$ness1 to wor%ip & s]ve ,jehovah1 & to live 9 peace4 ,h[ c ,i approve ( any p]son be+ kill$ = me or = ! ,wor%ip8 ,my ,god w\ld be angry at me & puni% me1 if ,i did60 ,he repli$1 8,!n1 ,missi1 y w be murd]$ & ! ,wor%ip de/roy$40 ,i !n /ood =? 9 ! middle be=e !m all & cri$1 8,y may %oot or murd] me1 b ,i am y\r be/ fri5d4 ,i am n afraid to die4 ,y w only s5d me ! soon] to my ,jehovah ,god1 :om ,i love & s]ve1 & to my de> ,savi\r ,jesus ,*ri/1 :o di$ = me & = y1 & :o s5t me "h to tell y all ,8 love4 ,if y w only love & s]ve ,him & give up y\r bad conduct1 y w be happy4 ,b if y kill me1 ,8 mess5g]1 re/ assur$ t ,he w 9 ,8 own "t & way puni% y4 ,?is is my ^w to y all2 my love to y all60 ,s say+1 ,i turn$ to leave2 & ,ian /rode sull5ly away & /ood at ! head ( 8 m51 cry+1-- 8,missi1 !y w kill y6 !y w kill u1 & y w be to blame60 ,miaki & ,n\ka1 full ( deceit1 n[ cri$ out1-- 8,missi's ^w is good6 ,let u all obey x4 ,let u all wor%ip40 ,an old man1 ,sirawia1 "o ( ,ian's "u-*iefs1 !n said1-- 8,miaki & ,n\ka say t ! l& on :i* ,missi lives 0 !irs2 ?\gh !y sold x to him1 & he has paid !m = x1 !y all "k t x 0 ours1 & is yet ours by "r2 b if !y let ,missi live on x 9 peace1 we w all live at peace1 & wor%ip ,jehovah4 ,& if n1 we w surely claim x aga940 ,miaki & 8 p>ty h]eon w5t (f to _! plantations1 & br\ght a l>ge pres5t ( food to ,ian & 8 m5 z a peace-(f]+4 ,?is !y accept$2 & ! next day ,ian & 8 m5 br\ght ,miaki a return pres5t & said1-- 8,y "k t ,missi lives on our l&8 ,take our pres5t1 be fri5ds1 & let him live quietly & tea* u all4 ,ye/]day y said 8 ^w 0 good1 obey x n[1 else we w puni% y & def5d ! ,missi40 ,miaki accept$ ! tok51 & gave good promises = ! future4 ,ian !n came to ! hill-top ne> our h\se1 by :i* pass$ ! public pa?1 & cri$ al\d 9 ! he>+ ( all1-- 8,abraham1 tell ,missi t y & he n[ live on our l&4 ,?is pa? is ! m>* betwixt ,miaki & u4 ,we h ?is day b\ght back ! l& ( our fa!rs by a great price to prev5t w>4 ,take ( our bread-fruits & also ( our cocoa-nuts :at y require1 = y are our fri5ds & liv+ on our l&1 & we w protect y & ! ,wor%ip60 ,= "s "t ?+s mov$ on quietly aft] ?is4 ,an inl& w>1 h[ev]1 _h cont9u$ = mon?s4 ,z _m z t5 m51 !y said1 7 sometimes kill$ 9 "o day & fea/$ on by ! w>riors4 ,?\s&s _h be5 !reby =c$ d[n f ! m\nta9s1 & s\ght protection "u ,ian & 8 p4 ,all ! p claim+ connection ) 8 ,tribe 7 call$ ,n>aim9i2 ! p 9 ! ,volcano di/rict 7 call$ ! ,kas]um9i2 & ! ,h>b\r ,tribes 7 ! ,wat>5m9i2 & s on all ov] ! isl&4 ,9 su* divisions1 !re might be f two to tw5ty ,*iefs & ,villages "u "o lead]1 & ^! /ood by ea* o!r = purposes def5sive & (f5sive4 ,n[ ,n\ka & ,miaki _h be5 fru/rat$ 9 all _! plans to get ! ,inl& & ! ,h>b\r p involv$ 9 ! w>1 z _! own foll[]s 7 oppos$ to x4 ,9 violation ( 8 promises1 h[ev]1 ,n\ka invit$ all ! m5 :o wi%$ to g to ! w> to meet him "o morn+1 & only "o appe>$6 ,n\ka1 9 great wra?1 m>*$ (f to ! w> himself1 b1 z no "o foll[$1 he grew fa9t-he>t$1 & return$ to 8 own village4 ,on ano!r morn+1 ,miaki summon$ all 8 fight+ m52 b only 8 own bro!r & six lads c\ld be induc$ to accompany him1 & ) ^! he />t$ (f4 ,b ! enemy1 he>+ ( 8 com+1 _h kill$ two ( 8 pr9cipal allies ! night be=e1 & ,miaki1 le>n+ ?is1 turn$ & fl$ to 8 own h\se1 & 0 secretly laugh$ at by 8 tribe4 ,next day1 ,n\ka came to me pr(ess+ great fri5d%ip & plead+ ) me to accompany him & ,miaki to talk ) ! ,kas]um9i1 & p]suade !m to give up ! w>4 ,he 0 annoy$ & disappo9t$ :5 ,i refus$ to g4 ,n[> & o!rs in=m$ me1 two days !reaft]1 t ?ree p]sons _h di$ 9 t di/rict1 t o!rs 7 sick1 & t ! ,hea!n !re _h resolv$ to kill me 9 rev5ge z ! cause ( all4 ,z ,n\ka's wife 0 "o ( ! victims1 ?is s*eme 0 concoct$ to entrap me4 ,i 0 w>n$ on no acc\nt to leave my h\se at night = a consid]able "t1 b to keep x lock$ up & to let no "o 9 aft] d>k4 ,! same two m5 f t di/rict :o _h tri$ to kill ,mr4 ,john/on & me1 7 aga9 appo9t$ & 7 wat*+ = ,abraham & me1 lurk+ ab\t 9 ! ev5+s = t purpose4 ,aga9 ,i saw h[ ! ,"l _h pres]v$ me f ,miaki & ,n\ka6 ,truly all are safe :o are 9 ,god's keep+2 & no?+ c befall !m1 except = _! real good & ! glory ( _! ,"l4 ,*af$ at ! upsett+ ( all _! plans & full ( rev5ge1 ,n\ka & ,miaki & _! allies decl>$ publicly t !y 7 n[ go+ to kill ,ian by sorc]y1 i4e41 by ,nahak1 m fe>$ by ! poor ,tannese ?an ! field ( battle4 ,no?+ b ! grace ( ,god & ! enlight5m5t ( ,8 ,_s ?r\gh ! ,scriptures1 has ev] rais$ ^! ,natives above t p>alyz+ sup]/ition4 ,b1 ?ank ,god1 !re are n[1 :ile ,i write ?is 7#ahhg71 ab\t twelve ?\s& 9 ! ,new ,hebrides :o h be5 ?us enlight5$ & lift$ out ( _! t]rors1 = ! ,gospel is /ill1 z ( old1 ! p[] ( ,god unto salvation6 ,/range to say1 ,ian became sick %ortly aft] ! ,sacr$ ,m5 _h made ! decl>ation ab\t _! ,nahak-sorc]y4 ,i att5d$ him1 & = a "t he recov]$1 & appe>$ v grateful4 ,b he soon fell sick aga94 ,i s5t him & ! ,*ief next "u him a blanket ea*2 ,i also gave %irts & calico to a numb] ( 8 lead+ m54 ,!y wore !m & seem$ grateful & pleas$4 ,ian1 h[ev]1 gradually sank & got worse4 ,he _h e symptom ( be+ poison$1 a ?+ easily accompli%$1 z !y "k & use _m deadly poisons4 ,8 suff]+s 7 v great1 :i* prev5t$ me f ascrib+ 8 collapse to m]e sup]/iti\s t]ror4 ,i did all t c\ld be done2 b all ?\ght him dy+1 & ( c\rse by sorc]y4 ,8 p 7 angry at me = n cons5t+ be=e to _! %oot+ ( ,miaki2 & ,miaki's p 7 n[ rejoic+ t ,ian 0 be+ kill$ by ,nahak4 ,"o night1 8 bro!r & a p>ty came = me to g & see ,ian1 b ,i decl9$ to g till ! morn+ = fe> ( ! fev] & ague4 ,on rea*+ 8 village1 ,i saw _m p ab\t1 & fe>$ t ,i _h be5 l$ into a sn>e2 b ,i at once ent]$ into 8 h\se to talk & pray ) him1 z he appe>$ to be dy+4 ,aft] pray]1 ,i discov]$ t ,i 0 left alone ) him1 & t all ! p _h retir$ f ! village2 & ,i knew t1 accord+ to _! cu/om1 ?is meant mis*ief4 ,ian said1-- ,illu/ration3 8,,sudd5ly ,,he ,,drew 444 ,a ,,l>ge ,,but*]-,,l ,,knife40 8,come ne> me1 & sit by my b$side to talk ) me1 ,missi40 ,i did s1 & :ile speak+ to him he lay z if lo/ 9 a swoon ( sil5t m$itation4 ,sudd5ly he drew f ! sug>-cane leaf ?at* close to 8 b$1 a l>ge but*]-l knife1 & in/antly feel+ ! edge ( x ) 8 o!r h&1 he po9t$ x to )9 a few in*es ( my he>t & held x quiv]+ !re1 all a-tremble ) excitem5t4 ,i dur/ nei!r move nor speak1 except t my he>t kept pray+ to ! ,"l to sp>e me1 or if my "t 0 come to take me home to ,glory ) ,himself4 ,!re pass$ a few mom5ts ( awful susp5se4 ,my sight w5t & came4 ,n a ^w _h be5 spok51 except to ,jesus2 & !n ,ian :eel$ ! knife ar\nd1 ?ru/ x into ! sug>-cane leaf1 & cri$ to me1-- 8,g1 g quickly60 ,next mom5t ,i 0 on ! road4 ,n a liv+ s\l 0 to be se5 ab\t ! village4 ,i und]/ood !n t x _h be5 agre$ t ,ian 0 to kill me1 & t !y _h all )drawn s z n to witness x1 s t :5 ! ,man-(-w> came to inquire ab\t me ,ian w\ld be dead1 & no puni%m5t c\ld ov]take ! murd]]4 ,i walk$ quietly till q free ( ! village1 le/ "s hid 9 _! h\ses might obs]ve me4 ,!reaft]1 fe>+ t !y1 f9d+ ,i _h escap$1 might ov]take & murd] me1 ,i ran = my life a we>y f\r miles till ,i rea*$ ! ,mission ,h\se1 fa9t1 yet prais+ ,god = su* a deliv]ance4 ,poor ,ian di$ soon aft]1 & 8 p /rangl$ "o ( 8 wives & hang$ ano!r1 & took out ! ?ree bodies toge!r 9 a canoe & sank !m 9 ! sea4 ,miaki 0 jubilant ov] hav+ kill$ 8 enemy by ,nahak2 b ! ,inl& p n[ assembl$ 9 ?\s&s to help ,sirawia & 8 bro!r to av5ge t dea? on ,miaki1 ,n\ka & ,k>ewick4 ,^!1 on ! o!r h&1 boa/$ t !y w\ld kill all _! enemies by ,nahak-sorc]y1 & w\ld call up a hurricane to de/roy _! h\ses1 fruit trees1 & plantations4 ,miaki & a numb] ( 8 m5 also came to ! ,mission ,h\se2 b1 obs]v+ 8 sull5 c\nt5ance1 ,i ask$ k9dly aft] 8 wife :o 0 ab\t to be conf9$1 & gave a blanket1 a piece ( calico1 & a bit ( soap z a pres5t = ! baby4 ,he seem$ greatly pleas$1 :isp]$ some?+ to 8 m51 & peaceably )drew4 ,imm$iately aft] ,miaki's ?reat ab\t br++ a /orm1 "o ( _! great hurricanes actually smote t side ( ! isl& & laid ev]y?+ wa/e4 ,8 enemies 7 greatly enrag$1 & _m ( ! injur$ p unit$ ) !m 9 dem&+ rev5ge on ,miaki4 ,hi!rto ,i _h done ev]y?+ 9 my p[] to prev5t w>1 b n[ x seem$ inevitable1 & bo? p>ties s5t ^w t if ,abraham & ,i kept to ! ,mission ,h\se no "o w\ld h>m u4 ,we _h little fai? 9 any ( _! promises1 b !re 0 no alt]native = u4 ,on ! foll[+ ,saturday1 #ah? ,janu>y1 #ahfb1 ! w> began4 ,musket aft] musket 0 dis*>g$ q ne> u1 & ! bu% all r\nd rang ) ! yell ( _! w>-cry1 :i* if once he>d w nev] be =gott54 ,x came ne>] & ne>]1 = ,miaki fl$1 & 8 p took %elt] beh9d & ar\nd our h\se4 ,we 7 plac$ 9 ! he>t ( dang]1 & ! balls flew ?ick all ar\nd u4 ,9 ! aft]noon ,ian's bro!r & 8 p>ty retir$1 & ,miaki quickly s5t mess5g]s & pres5ts to ! ,inikahim9i & ,kas]um9i di/ricts1 to assemble all _! p & help him 8to fight ,missi & ! ,tannese :o 7 fri5ds ( ! ,wor%ip40 ,he said1-- 8,let u cook 8 body & ,abraham's1 & di/ribute !m to e village on ?is side ( ! isl&60 ,yet all ! :ile ,miaki assur$ me t he _h s5t a fri5dly message4 ,! w> w5t on1 & poor ,n[> ! ,*ief protect$ u1 till he _h a spe> brok5 into 8 "r knee4 ,! enemy w\ld h c>ri$ him (f to fea/ on 8 body2 b 8 "y m51 %\t+ wildly 8 "n & battle-cry1 ru%$ 9 ) great impetuosity & c>ri$ _! w\nd$ ,*ief home 9 triumph4 ,! ,inl& p n[ dis*>g$ muskets at my h\se & beat aga9/ ! walls ) _! clubs4 ,!y sma%$ 9 ! door & w9d[ ( our /ore-room1 broke op5 boxes & casks1 tore my books to pieces & scatt]$ !m ab\t1 & c>ri$ (f ev]y?+ = :i* !y c>$1 includ+ my boat1 ma/1 o>s1 & sails4 ,!y broke into ,abraham's h\se & plund]$ x2 aft] :i* !y made a ru% at ! b$room1 into :i* we 7 lock$1 fir+ muskets1 yell+1 & try+ to break x 94 ,a ,*ief1 pr(ess+ to be sorry = u call$ me to ! w9d[1 b on see+ me he s5t a tomahawk ?r\gh x1 cry+1-- 8,come on1 let u kill him n[60 ,i repli$1 8,my ,jehovah ,god w puni% y2 a ,man-(-w> w come & puni% y1 if y kill ,abraham1 8 wife1 or me40 ,he retort$1 8,x's all lies ab\t a ,man-(-w>6 ,!y did n puni% ! ,erromangans4 ,!y are afraid ( u4 ,come on1 let u kill !m60 ,he rais$ 8 tomahawk & aim$ to /rike my =ehead1 _m muskets 7 uplift$ z if to %oot1 s ,i rais$ a revolv] 9 my "r h& & po9t$ x at !m4 ,! ,rev4 ,joseph ,copel& _h left x ) me on a =m] visit4 ,i did n wi% x1 b he insi/$ ^u leav+ x1 say+ t ! v k t ,i _h su* a weapon might save my life4 ,truly1 on ?is occasion x did s4 ,?\gh x 0 h>mless1 !y fell back quickly4 ,my imm$iate assailant dropp$ to ! gr\nd1 cry+1-- 8,missi has got a %ort musket6 ,he w %oot y all60 ,aft] ly+ flat on ! gr\nd = a little1 !y all got up & ran to ! ne>e/ bu%1 :]e !y cont9u$ yell+ ab\t & %[+ _! muskets4 ,t[>ds nightfall !y left1 load$ ) ! plund] ( ! /ore & ( ,abraham's h\se4 ,s ,god once m graci\sly protect$ u f fall+ into _! cruel h&s4 ,9 ! ev5+1 aft] !y left1 ,i w5t to ,miaki & ,n\ka4 ,!y pr(ess$ great sorr[ at :at _h tak5 place1 & pret5d$ to h giv5 !m a pres5t ( food n to d u fur!r injury4 ,b ,n[> in=m$ u t1 on ! contr>y1 !y _h hir$ !m to return & kill u next morn+ & plund] ev]y?+ on ! ,mission premises4 ,miaki1 ) a sne]1 said1-- 8,missi1 :]e 0 ,jehovah to-day8 ,!re 0 no ,jehovah to-day to protect y4 ,x's all lies ab\t ,jehovah4 ,!y w come & kill y1 & ,abraham1 & 8 wife1 & cut y\r bodies into pieces to be cook$ & eat5 9 e village ^u ,tanna40 ,i said1 8,surely1 :5 y _h plann$ all ?is1 & br\ght !m to kill u & /eal all our prop]ty1 ,jehovah did protect u1 or we w\ld n h be5 "h60 ,he repli$1 8,!re 0 no ,jehovah to-day6 ,we h no fe> ( any ,man-(-w>4 ,!y d>e n puni% u4 ,!y dur/ n puni% ! ,erromangans = murd]+ ! ,gordons4 ,!y w talk to u & say we mu/ n d s aga91 & give u a pres5t4 ,t is all4 ,we fe> no?+4 ,! talk ( all ,tanna is t we w kill y & seize all y\r prop]ty to-morr[40 ,i w>n$ him t ! puni%m5t ( a ,man-(-w> c only rea* ! body & ! l&1 b t ,jehovah's puni%m5t rea*$ bo? body & s\l 9 ,"t & 9 ,et]nity4 ,he repli$3 8,:o fe>s ,jehovah8 ,he 0 n "h to protect y to-day60 8,yes10 ,i said1 8my ,jehovah ,god is "h n[4 ,he he>s all we say1 sees all we d1 & w puni% ! wick$ & protect ,8 own p40 ,aft] ?is1 a numb] ( ! p sat d[n ar\nd me1 & ,i pray$ ) !m4 ,b ,i left ) a v heavy he>t1 feel+ t ,miaki 0 evid5tly b5t on our de/ruction4 ,i s5t ,abraham to consult ,n[>1 :o _h def5d$ u till disabl$ by a spe> 9 ! "r knee4 ,he s5t a canoe by ,abraham1 advis+ me to take "s ( my goods 9 x to 8 h\se by night1 & he w\ld try to protect !m & u4 ,! risk 0 s great1 we c\ld only take a v little4 ,enemies 7 on e h& to cut (f our flight1 & ,miaki1 ! wor/ ( all1 ^: village _h to be pass$ 9 go+ to ,n[>'s4 ,9 ! d>kness ( ! ,mission ,h\se1 we dur/ n light a c&le = fe> ( "s "o see+ & %oot+ u4 ,n "o ( ,n[>'s m5 dur/ come to help u4 ,b 9 ! end x made no diff]5ce1 = ,n[> & 8 m5 kept :at 0 tak5 !re z _! portion ( ! plund]4 ,abraham1 8 wife1 & ,i wait$ anxi\sly = ! morn+ light4 ,miaki1 ! false & cruel1 came to assure u t ! ,hea!n w\ld n return t day4 ,yet1 z daylight came 91 ,miaki himself /ood & blew a great con* n f> f our h\se4 ,i ran out to see :y ?is trumpet-%ell _h be5 bl[n1 & f\nd x 0 ! signal = a great company ( h[l+ arm$ savages to ru% d[n ! hill on ! o!r side ( ! bay & make /raight = ! ,mission ,h\se4 ,we _h n a mom5t to lose4 ,to h rema9$ w\ld h be5 c]ta9 dea? to u all1 & also to ,mat!w1 a ,tea*] j arriv$ f ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's ,/ation4 ,?\gh ,i am by conviction a /rong ,calv9i/1 ,i am no ,fatali/4 ,i held on :ile "o gleam ( hope rema9$4 ,escape = life 0 n[ ! only pa? ( duty4 ,i call$ ! ,tea*]s1 lock$ ! door1 & made quickly = ,n[>'s village4 ,!re 0 n a mom5t left to c>ry any?+ ) u4 ,9 ! issue1 ,abraham1 8 wife1 & ,i lo/ all our e>?ly goods1 & all our clo?+ except :at we _h on4 ,my ,bible1 ! few translations :i* ,i _h made into ,tannese1 & a light pair ( blankets ,i c>ri$ ) me4 ,to me ! loss 0 bitt]1 b z ,god _h s ord]$ x1 ,i tri$ to b[ ) resignation4 ,all my deceas$ wife's co/ly outfit1 h] piano1 silv]1 cutl]y1 books1 etc41 ) :i* h] de> p>5ts _h provid$ h]1 besides all t ,i _h 9 ! _w2 also a box wor? #ef1 lately arriv$1 full ( m5's clo?+ & m$ic9e1 ! gift ( my de> fri5ds1 ,samuel ,wilson1 ,esq41 & ,mrs4 ,wilson1 ( ,geelong4 ,! ,s&al-wood ,trad]s b\ght all ! /ol5 prop]ty = tobacco1 p[d]1 balls1 caps1 & %ot4 ,"o ,trad] ga!r$ toge!r a numb] ( my books 9 a sadly torn & wa/$ condition & took !m to ,aneityum1 dem&+ #aj f ,dr4 ,g$die = 8 tr\ble4 ,he _h to pay him #g #ajs41 :i* ,i repaid to him on my second return to ! ,isl&s4 ,?is1 by way ( digression1 only to %[ h[ :ite & black ,hea!nism meet toge!r4 ,let u return to ! morn+ ( our flight4 ,we c\ld n take ! usual pa? along ! bea*1 = !re our enemies w\ld h quickly ov]tak5 u4 ,we ent]$ ! bu% 9 ! hope ( gett+ away unobs]v$4 ,b a c\s9 ( ,miaki1 evid5tly secret$ to wat* u1 sprang f beh9d a bread-fruit tree1 & sw++ 8 tomahawk1 aim$ x at my br[ ) a fi5di% look4 ,avoid+ x1 ,i turn$ ^u him & said 9 a firm bold voice1-- 8,if y d>e to /rike me1 my ,jehovah ,god w puni% y4 ,he is "h to def5d me n[60 ,! man1 trembl+1 look$ all r\nd z if to see ! ,god :o 0 my def5d]1 & ! tomahawk gradually l[]$ at 8 side4 ,) my eye fix$ ^u him1 ,i gradually mov$ backw>ds 9 ! track ( ! ,tea*]s1 & ,god m]cifully re/ra9$ him f foll[+ me4 ,on rea*+ ,n[>'s village unobs]v$1 we f\nd ! p t]ror-/rick51 cry+1 ru%+ ab\t 9 despair at su* a ho/ ( arm$ savages approa*+4 ,i urg$ !m to ply _! axes1 cut d[n trees1 & blockade ! pa?4 ,= a little !y wr\ght vigor\sly at ?is2 b :51 s f> z eye c\ld rea*1 !y saw ! %ore cov]$ ) arm$ m5 ru%+ on t[>ds _! village1 !y 7 ov]:elm$ ) fe>1 !y ?rew away _! axes & weapons ( w>1 !y ca/ !mselves headlong on ! gr\nd1 & !y knock$ !mselves aga9/ ! trees z if to c\rt dea? be=e x came4 ,!y cri$1-- 8,missi1 x's ( no use6 ,we w all be kill$ & eat5 to-day6 ,see :at a ho/ are com+ aga9/ u40 ,mo!rs snat*$ up little *ildr5 & ran to hide 9 ! bu%4 ,o!rs wad$ z f> z !y c\ld into ! sea ) !m1 hold+ _! heads above ! wat]4 ,! :ole village collaps$ 9 a condition ( indescribable t]ror4 ,n[>1 lame ) 8 w\nd$ knee1 got a canoe turn$ upside-d[n & sat ^u x :]e he c\ld see ! :ole approa*+ multitude4 ,he said1-- 8,missi1 sit d[n beside me1 & pray to our ,jehovah ,god1 = if ,he does n s5d deliv]ance n[1 we are all dead m54 ,!y w kill u all on y\r acc\nt1 & t quickly4 ,pray1 & ,i w wat*60 ,!y _h gone to ! ,mission ,h\se & brok5 9 ! door1 & f9d+ t we _h escap$1 !y ru%$ on to ,n[>'s village4 ,=1 z !y began to plund] ! b$room1 ,n\ka said1-- 8,leave ev]y?+4 ,missi w come back = 8 valuable ?+s at night1 & !n we w get !m & him also60 ,s he nail$ up ! door1 & !y all m>*$ = ,n[>'s4 ,we pray$ z "o c only pray :5 9 ! jaws ( dea? & on ! br9k ( ,et]nity4 ,we felt t ,god 0 ne>1 & omnipot5t to d :at seem$ be/ 9 ,8 sight4 ,:5 ! savages 7 ab\t ?ree hundr$ y>ds (f1 at ! foot ( a hill lead+ up to ! village1 ,n[> t\*$ my knee1 say+1-- 8,missi1 ,jehovah is he>+6 ,!y are all /&+ /ill40 ,_h !y come on !y w\ld h met ) no opposition1 = ! p 7 scatt]$ 9 t]ror4 ,on gaz+ %orew>ds1 & r\nd ! ,h>b\r1 z f> z we c\ld see1 0 a d5se ho/ ( w>riors1 b all 7 /&+ /ill1 & app>5tly absolute sil5ce prevail$4 ,we saw a mess5g] or h]ald runn+ along ! approa*+ multitude1 deliv]+ "s tid+s z he pass$1 & !n disappe>+ 9 ! bu%4 ,to our amazem5t1 ! ho/ began to turn1 & sl[ly m>*$ back 9 great sil5ce1 & ent]$ ! remote bu% at ! head ( ! ,h>b\r4 ,n[> & 8 p 7 9 ec/asies1 cry+ out1-- 8,jehovah has he>d ,missi's pray]6 ,jehovah has protect$ u & turn$ !m away back40 ,we 7 on t day ,8 tru/+ & def5celess *ildr52 w\ld y n1 _h y be5 "o ( our circle1 h jo9$ ) u 9 prais+ ! ,"l ,god = deliv]ance f ! jaws ( dea?8 ,i "k n :y !y turn$ back2 b ,i h no d\bt x 0 ! do+ ( ,god to save our lives4 ,we le>n$ t !y all assembl$ 9 a cle>$ "p ( ! bu% & !re held a great wrangl+ palav]4 ,n\ka & ,miaki advis$ !m fir/ to fight ,manuman & 8 p4 ,!y said1-- 8,8 bro!r1 ! ,sacr$ ,man ,kan9i1 kill$ ,ian by ,nahak4 ,he is a fri5d ( ,missi & ( ! ,wor%ip4 ,he also s5t ! hurricane to de/roy u4 ,!y h pl5ty ( yams & pigs4 ,let u fight & plund] !m1 & :5 !y are out ( ! way1 we w be /rong to de/roy ,missi & ! ,wor%ip40 ,on ?is ! :ole mass w5t & attack$ ,manuman's fir/ village1 :]e !y murd]$ two ( 8 m51 two wom51 & two *ildr54 ,! inhabitants fl$1 & all ! sick1 ! feeble1 & ! *ildr5 :o fell into _! h&s 7 report$ to u to be murd]$1 cook$1 & eat54 ,l$ on by ,miaki1 !y plund]$ & burn$ sev5 villages4 ,ab\t mid-day1 ,n\ka & ,miaki s5t _! c\s9 ,jonas1 :o _h always be5 fri5dly to me1 to say t ,i might return to my h\se 9 safety1 z !y 7 n[ c>ry+ ! w> inl&4 ,jonas _h sp5t "s ye>s on ,samoa1 & be5 mu* ) ,trad]s 9 ,sydney1 & spoke ,engli% well2 b we felt !y 7 deceiv+ u4 ,t night1 ,abraham v5tur$ to creep ne> ! ,mission ,h\se1 to te/ :e!r we might return1 & save "s valuable ?+s1 & get a *ange ( clo?+4 ,! h\se appe>$ to /& z :5 !y nail$ up ! door4 ,b a l>ge p>ty ( ,miaki's allies at once enclos$ ,abraham1 &1 aft] ask+ _m que/ions ab\t me1 !y let him g s9ce ,i 0 n !re4 ,_h ,i gone !re1 !y w\ld c]ta9ly t night h kill$ me4 ,aga91 at midnight1 ,abraham & 8 wife & ,mat!w w5t to ! ,mission ,h\se1 & f\nd ,n\ka1 ,miaki1 & ,k>ewick ne> by1 conceal$ 9 ! bu% among ! re$s4 ,once m !y enclos$ !m1 ?9k+ ,i 0 !re too1 b ,n\ka1 f9d+ t ,i 0 n1 cri$ out1-- 8,don't kill !m j n[6 ,wait till ,missi comes40 ,he>+ ?is1 ,mat!w slipp$ into ! bu% & escap$4 ,abraham's wife wad$ into ! sea1 & !y all[$ h] to get away4 ,abraham 0 all[$ to g to ! ,mission ,h\se1 b he too crept into ! bu%1 & aft] an anxi\s wait+ !y all came back to me 9 safety4 ,we n[ gave up all hope ( recov]+ any?+ f ! h\se4 ,t[>ds morn+1 :5 ,miaki & 8 m5 saw t ,i 0 n com+ back to deliv] myself into _! h&s1 !y broke up my h\se & /ole all !y c\ld c>ry away4 ,!y tore my books1 & scatt]$ !m ab\t4 ,!y took away ! type ( my pr9t+-press1 to be made into bullets = _! muskets4 ,= simil> uses !y melt$ d[n ! z9c l9+ ( my boxes1 & ev]y?+ else t c\ld be melt$4 ,:at !y c\ld n take away1 !y de/roy$4 ,i lay on ! gr\nd all night1 conceal$ 9 an ou?\se ( ,n[>'s1 b x 0 a sleepless & anxi\s night1 n only to me & my ,aneityumese1 b also to ,n[> & 8 p4 ,next day1 ! attack 0 r5ew$ by ! ?ree ,*iefs on ! di/rict ( my de> fri5d ,manuman4 ,8 p fl$2 ! villages 7 burn$2 all :o came 9 _! way 7 kill$1 & all food & prop]ty c>ri$ away4 ,at night !y return$ to keep wat* ov] ,n[> & me4 ,:5 d>kness 0 sett+ 91 ,miaki s5t = me to g & speak ) him1 b ,n[> & ! ,aneityumese 7 all s oppos$ to x t ,i did n g4 ,messages 7 s5t to ,n[>1 ?reat5+ to kill him & 8 p = protect+ me1 & great excitem5t prevail$4 ,ano!r incid5t add$ horror to ! memories ( ?is day4 ,a savage f ,erromanga1 liv+ ) ,n[>1 _h gone to ! w> t day4 ,he got ne> a village unobs]v$1 climb$ into a tree1 & rema9$ !re wat*+4 ,aft] mid-day1 ,kamkali1 a true fri5d ( m9e1 ! ,*ief ( 8 village1 came home we>i$ f ! w>1 got 8 blanket1 /eal?ily crept into a quiet place 9 ! bu%1 roll$ himself up1 & lay d[n to sleep2 =1 accord+ to _! cu/om1 ! lead+ w>riors 9 times ( conflict seldom sleep 9 _! own h\ses1 & seldom twice 9 ! same place ev5 9 ! bu%1 = fe> ( p]sonal dang]4 ,! ,erromangan1 hav+ wat*$ till he 0 s\nd asleep1 crept to :]e he lay1 rais$ 8 club & sma%$ 9 8 skull4 ,he told1 :5 he came home1 h[ ! blood ran f nose1 m\?1 & e>s1 ) a gurgl+ s\nd 9 8 ?roat1 & aft] a few convulsive /ruggles all 0 ov]6 ,& ! p ar\nd ,n[> prais$ him = 8 de$4 ,cocoa-nuts 7 br\ght = him to dr9k1 & food 0 pres5t$ be=e him 9 l>ge quantities1 z to "o :o _h done some?+ noble4 ,= safety1 he 0 put into ! same h\se :]e ,i _h to sit1 & ev5 ,n[> hon\r$ him4 ,i wat*$ = ! work+s ( a natural man's consci5ce "u ! guilt ( murd]4 ,:5 left alone1 he %ook e n[ & !n ) agitation1 & />t$ r\nd ) a t]rifi$ gaze4 ,he look$ ! picture ( a man :o felt t he _h done to 8 neighb\r :at he w\ld n h lik$ ano!r to d to him4 ,i wond] if t consci\sness ev] dies out1 9 ! l[e/ & wor/1 t la/ voice ( ,god 9 ! s\l8 ,t v night1 ,n[> decl>$ t ,i mu/ leave 8 village be=e morn+1 else he & 8 p w\ld be kill$ = protect+ me4 ,he advis$ me1 z ! sea 0 good1 to try = ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's ,/ation2 b he object$ to my tak+ away any ( my prop]ty--he w\ld soon foll[ ) x himself6 ,b h[ to sail8 ,miaki _h /ol5 my boat1 ma/1 sails1 & o>s1 z also an excell5t canoe made = me & paid = by me on ,aneityum2 & he _h ?reat5$ to %oot any p]son t assi/$ me to laun* ei!r ! "o or ! o!r4 ,! dang]1 h[ev]1 0 s great t ,n[> said1-- 8,y _c rema9 long] 9 my h\se6 ,my son w guide y to ! l>ge *e/nut tree 9 my plantation 9 ! bu%4 ,climb up into x1 & rema9 !re till ! moon rises40 ,be+ entirely at ! m]cy ( su* d\btful & vacillat+ fri5ds1 ,i1 ?\gh p]plex$1 felt x be/ to obey4 ,i climb$ into ! tree1 & 0 left !re alone 9 ! bu%4 ,! h\rs ,i sp5t !re live all be=e me z if x 7 b ( ye/]day4 ,i he>d ! frequ5t dis*>g+ ( muskets1 & ! yells ( ! savages4 ,yet ,i sat !re among ! bran*es1 z safe 9 ! arms ( ,jesus6 ,nev]1 9 all my sorr[s1 did my ,"l draw ne>] to me1 & speak m soo?+ly 9 my s\l1 ?an :5 ! moonlight flick]$ among ^! *e/nut leaves1 & ! night air play$ on my ?robb+ br[1 z ,i told all my he>t to ,jesus4 ,alone1 yet n alone6 ,if x be to glorify my ,god1 ,i w n grudge to sp5d _m nights alone 9 su* a tree1 to feel aga9 my ,savi\r's spiritual pres5ce1 to enjoy ,8 consol+ fell[%ip4 ,if ?us ?r[n back ^u y\r own s\l1 alone1 all1 all alone1 9 ! midnight1 9 ! bu%1 9 ! v embrace ( dea? itself1 h y a ,fri5d t w n fail y !n8 ,gladly w\ld ,i h l+]$ !re = "o night ( comp>ative peace6 ,b1 ab\t midnight1 ,n[> s5t 8 son to call me d[n f ! tree1 & to guide me to ! %ore :]e he himself 01 z x 0 n[ "t to take to sea 9 ! canoe4 ,plead+ = my ,"l's cont9u+ pres5ce1 ,i _h to obey4 ,my life & ! lives ( my ,aneityumese n[ hung ^u a v sl5d] ?read1 & 0 almo/ equally at risk f our fri5ds s-call$1 & f our enemies4 ,_h ,i be5 a /rang] to ,jesus & to pray]1 my reason w\ld v]ily h giv5 way1 b my com=t & joy sprang up out ( ^!3 8,i w nev] leave !e1 nor =sake !e2 lo1 ,i am ) y alway60 ,plead+ ^! promises1 ,i foll[$ my guide4 ,we rea*$ ! bea*1 j inside ! ,h>b\r1 at a beautiful :ite s&y bay on ,n[>'s gr\nd1 f :i* our canoe 0 to />t4 ,a good numb] ( ! ,natives _h assembl$ !re to see u (f4 ,arkurat1 hav+ got a l>ge roll ( calico f me = ! loan ( 8 canoe1 hid x away1 & !n refus$ ! canoe1 say+ t if he _h to escape ) 8 family he w\ld require x4 ,he dem&$1 = ! loan ( 8 canoe1 an axe1 a sail = 8 canoe1 & a pair ( blankets4 ,z ,k>is _h ! axe & ano!r _h ! quilt1 ,i gave ! quilt to him = a sail1 & ! axe & blankets = ! canoe4 ,9 fact1 ^! few relics ( our e>?ly all at ,n[>'s 7 covet$ by ! savages & endang]$ our lives1 & x 0 z well to get rid ( !m altoge!r4 ,he cruelly propos$ a small canoe = two2 b ,i _h hir$ ! canoe = five1 & insi/$ ^u gett+ x1 z he _h be5 well paid = x4 ,z he only laugh$ & mock$ u1 ,i prep>$ to />t & travel ov]l& to ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's ,/ation4 ,he !n said1-- 8,my wra? is ov]6 ,y may take x & g40 ,we laun*$ x1 b n[ he refus$ to let u g till daylight4 ,he _h always be5 "o ( my be/ fri5ds1 b n[ appe>$ b5t on a qu>rel1 s ,i _h to ex]cise mu* pati5ce ) him & !m4 ,hav+ laun*$ x1 he said ,i _h hir$ ! canoe b n ! paddles4 ,i prote/$1-- 8,surely y "k we hir$ ! paddles too4 ,:at c\ld we d )\t paddles80 ,b ,arkurat lay d[n & pret5d$ to h fall5 asleep1 snor+ on ! s&1 & c\ld n be awak$4 ,i appeal$ to ,n[>1 :o only said-- 8,t is 8 conduct1 ,missi1 our conduct60 ,i repli$1 8,z he has got ! blankets :i* ,i sav$ to keep me f ague & fev]1 & ,i h no?+ left n[ b ! clo!s ,i h on1 surely y w give me paddles40 ,n[> gave me "o4 ,return+ to ! village1 fri5ds gave me "o ea* till ,i got o!r ?ree4 ,n[ ,arkurat />t$ up1 & refus$ to let u g4 ,a ,*ief & "o ( 8 m51 :o liv$ on ! o!r side ( ! isl& ne> to :]e we 7 go+1 & :o 0 hir$ by me to g ) u & help 9 paddl+ ! canoe1 drew back also & refus$ to g4 ,aga9 ,i (f]$ to leave ! canoe1 & walk ov]l& if possible1 :5 ,faimungo1 ! ,*ief :o _h refus$ to g ) u1 came =w>d & said1-- 8,missi1 !y are all deceiv+ y6 ,! sea is s r\gh1 y _c g by x2 & if y %\ld get r\nd ! wea!r po9t1 ,miaki has m5 appo9t$ to %oot y z y pass ! ,black ,rocks1 :ile by l& all ! pa?s are gu>d$ by arm$ m54 ,i tell y ! tru?1 hav+ he>d all _! talk4 ,miaki & ,k>ewick say !y hate ! ,wor%ip1 & w kill y4 ,!y kill$ y\r goats1 & /ole all y\r prop]ty ye/]day4 ,f>ewell60 ,! ,tea*]s1 ! boy1 & ,i n[ resolv$ to ent] ! canoe & attempt x1 z ! only gleam ( hope left to u4 ,aft] ,faimungo came1 ! man to :om ! canoe belong$ _h )drawn f u1 x hav+ transpir$ t ,miaki w\ld n attack u t night1 z o!r game _h attract$ 8 savage eyes4 ,my p>ty ( five n[ emb>k$ 9 our frail canoe2 ,abraham fir/1 ,i next1 ,mat!w aft] me1 ! boy at ! /e]+ paddle1 & ,abraham's wife sitt+ 9 ! bottom1 :]e %e might hold on :ile x cont9u$ to float4 ,= a mile or m we got away nicely "u ! lee ( ! isl&1 b :5 we turn$ to g s\? = ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's ,/ation1 we met ! full =ce ( w9d & sea1 e wave break+ ov] & almo/ swamp+ our canoe4 ,! ,native lad at ! helm paddle /ood up cry+1-- 8,missi1 ?is is ! conduct ( ! sea6 ,x swall[s up all :o seek its help40 ,i answ]$1 8,we d n seek help f x b f ,jehovah ,jesus40 ,our dang] became v great1 z ! sea broke ov] & la%$ ar\nd u4 ,my fai?ful ,aneityumese1 ov]come ) t]ror1 ?rew d[n _! paddles1 & ,abraham said1-- 8,missi1 we are all dr[n$ n[6 ,we are food = ! %>ks4 ,we might z well be eat5 by ! ,tannese z by fi%es2 b ,god w give u life ) ,jesus 9 heav560 ,i seiz$ ! paddle ne>e/ me2 ,i ord]$ ,abraham to seize ano!r )9 8 rea*2 ,i enjo9$ ,mat!w to bail ! canoe = life1 & ! lad to keep firm 9 8 seat1 & ,i cri$1-- 8,/& to y\r po/1 & let u return6 ,abraham1 :]e is n[ y\r fai? 9 ,jesus8 ,rememb]1 ,he is ,rul] on sea z on l&4 ,abraham1 pray & ply y\r paddle6 ,keep up /roke = /roke ) me1 z our lives dep5d on x4 ,our ,god c protect u4 ,mat!w1 bail ) all y\r might4 ,don't look r\nd on ! sea & fe>4 ,let u pray to ,god & ply our paddles1 & ,he w save u yet60 ,de> old ,abraham said1-- 8,?ank y = t1 ,missi4 ,i w be /rong4 ,i pray to ,god & ply my paddle4 ,god w save u60 ,) mu* lab\r1 & amid deadly p]ils1 we got ! canoe turn$2 & aft] f\r h\rs ( a t]rible /ruggle1 we succe$$1 t[>ds daylight z ! tide turn$1 9 aga9 rea*+ smoo? wat]4 ,) ,god's bless+ we at la/ rea*$ ! %ore1 exactly :]e we _h left x five h\rs ago6 ,n[ dr5*$ & we>y1 ) ! sk9 ( our h&s /ick+ to ! paddles1 we left ! canoe on ! reef & wad$ a%ore4 ,_m ,natives 7 !re1 & look$ sull5 & disappo9t$ at our return4 ,katasian1 ! lad :o _h be5 ) u1 in/antly fl$ = 8 own l&2 & ! ,natives report$ t he 0 murd]$ soon aft]4 ,utt]ly exhau/$1 ,i lay d[n on ! s& & in/antly fell into a deep sleep4 ,by-&-by ,i felt "s "o pull+ f "u my head ! native bag 9 :i* ,i c>ri$ my ,bible & ! ,tannese translations--! all t _h be5 sav$ by me f ! wreck6 ,grasp+ ! bag1 ,i sprang to my feet1 & ! man ran away4 ,my ,tea*]s _h also a h$g+ knife1 a useless revolv]1 & a f[l+-piece1 ! sight ( :i*1 ?\gh !y _h be5 "u ! salt wat] = h\rs1 ,god us$ to re/ra9 ! savages4 ,call+ my ,aneityumese ne>1 we n[ 9 unit$ pray] & kneel+ on ! s&s committ$ ea* o!r unto ! ,"l ,god1 be+ prep>$ = ! la/ & wor/4 ,z ,i sat m$itat+ on ! issues1 ,faimungo1 ! fri5dly ,inl& ,*ief1 aga9 appe>$ to w>n u ( our dang]1 n[ v greatly increas$ by our be+ driv5 back f ! sea4 ,all ,n[>'s m5 _h fl$1 & 7 hid 9 ! bu% & 9 rocks along ! %ore2 :ile ,miaki 0 hold+ a meet+ n half a mile away1 & prep>+ to fall ^u u4 ,faimungo said1-- 8,f>ewell1 ,missi1 ,i am go+ home4 ,i don't wi% to see ! "w & ! murd]s ( ?is morn+40 ,he 0 ,n[>'s son-9-law4 ,he _h always be5 tru?ful & k9dly ) me4 ,8 home 0 ab\t half-way across ! isl&1 on ! road t we want$ to g1 & "u sudd5 impulse ,i said1-- 8,faimungo1 w y let u foll[ y8 ,w y %[ u ! pa?8 ,:5 ! ,mission ,%ip arrives1 ,i w give y ?ree good axes1 blankets1 knives1 fi%-hooks1 & _m ?+s y prize40 ,! late hurricanes _h s de/roy$ & alt]$ ! pa?s1 t only ,natives :o knew !m well c\ld foll[ !m4 ,he trembl$ mu* & said1-- 8,missi1 y w be kill$4 ,miaki & ,k>ewick w %oot y4 ,i d>e n let y foll[4 ,i h only ab\t tw5ty m51 & y\r foll[+ might endang] u all40 ,i urg$ him to leave at once1 & we w\ld foll[ ( our own accord4 ,i w\ld n ask him to protect u2 b if he betray$ u & help$ ! enemy to kill u1 ,i assur$ him t our ,god w\ld puni% him4 ,if he sp>$ u1 he w\ld be rew>d$ well2 & if kill$ aga9/ 8 wi%es1 ,god w\ld n be angry at him4 ,he said1-- 8,sev5 m5 are ) me n[1 & ?irte5 are to foll[4 ,i w n n[ s5d = !m4 ,!y are ) ,miaki & ,n\ka4 ,i w g2 b if y foll[1 y w be kill$ on ! way4 ,y may foll[ me z f> z y c60 ,(f he />t$ to ,n[>'s1 & got a l>ge load ( my /ol5 prop]ty1 blankets1 %eets1 etc41 :i* _h fall5 to 8 lot4 ,he call$ 8 sev5 m51 :o _h also %>$ 9 ! plund]1 &1 to avoid ,miaki's m51 !y ran away "u a l>ge cocoa-nut grove skirt+ ! %ore1 call+1-- 8,be quick6 ,foll[ & keep z ne> to u z y c40 ,?\gh ,n[> _h got a box ( my rice & appropriat$ _m ?+s f ! plund] ( ! ,mission ,h\se besides ! goods entru/$ to 8 c>e1 & got two ( my goats kill$ & cook$ = himself & 8 p1 yet n[ he w\ld n give a p>ticle ( food to my />v+ ,aneityumese or myself1 b hurri$ u (f1 say+1-- 8,i w eat all y\r rice & keep all t has be5 left ) me 9 paym5t = my lame knee & = my p fight+ = y60 ,my ?ree ,aneityumese & ,i />t$ aft] ,faimungo & 8 m54 ,we c\ld place no confid5ce 9 any ( !m2 b1 feel+ t we 7 9 ! ,"l's h&s1 x appe>$ to be our only hope ( escap+ in/ant dea?4 ,we got away unobs]v$ by ! enemies4 ,we met sev]al small p>ties ( fri5ds 9 ! ,h>b\r1 app>5tly glad to see u try+ to get away4 ,b ab\t f\r miles on our way1 we met a l>ge p>ty ( ,miaki's m51 all arm$1 & wat*+ z outpo/s4 ,"s 7 = %oot+ u1 b o!rs hesitat$4 ,e musket 01 h[ev]1 rais$ & levell$ at me4 ,faimungo pois$ 8 great spe> & said1 8,no1 y %all n kill ,missi to-day4 ,he is ) me40 ,hav+ made ?is fl\ri%1 he /rode (f aft] 8 own m51 & my ,aneityumese foll[$1 leav+ me face to face ) a r+ ( levell$ muskets4 ,sirawia1 :o 0 9 comm& ( ?is p>ty1 & :o once l ,n[> _h be5 my fri5d1 said to me1 ,judas l1 8,my love to y1 ,missi40 ,b he also %\t$ aft] ,faimungo1 8,y\r conduct is bad 9 tak+ ! ,missi away2 leave him to u to be kill$60 ,i !n turn$ ^u him1 say+1 8,sirawia1 ,i love y all4 ,y mu/ "k t ,i s\ght only y\r good4 ,i gave y m$ic9e & food :5 y & y\r p 7 sick & dy+ "u measles2 ,i gave y ! v clo?+ y we>4 ,am ,i n y\r fri5d8 ,h we n (t5 drunk tea & eat5 toge!r 9 my h\se8 ,c y /& !re & see y\r fri5d %ot8 ,if y d1 my ,god w puni% y sev]ely40 ,he !n :isp]$ some?+ to 8 company :i* ,i did n he>2 &1 ?\gh _! muskets 7 /ill rais$1 ,i saw 9 _! eyes t he _h re/ra9$ !m4 ,i !re=e began gradually to move backw>ds1 /ill keep+ my eyes fix$ on !m1 till ! bu% hid !m f my view1 :]eon ,i turn$ & ran aft] my p>ty1 & ,god kept ! enemy f foll[+4 ,i w\ld l to ?9k t ,sirawia only utt]$ ! cruel words :i* ,i he>d z a bl9d to save 8 own life2 = at ?is "t he 0 jo9$ to ,miaki's p>ty1 8 own p hav+ ris5 aga9/ him1 & _h to dissemble 8 fri5dly feel+s t[>ds me4 ,poor ,sirawia6 ,well ,i knew t ,miaki w\ld only use him z a tool = selfi% int]e/s1 & sacrifice him at la/4 ,all ?is %[$ h[ dang]s grew ar\nd our pa?4 ,/ill we tru/$ 9 ,jehovah ,jesus1 & press$ on 9 flight4 ,a second ho/ile p>ty enc\nt]$ u1 & ) great difficulty we also got away f !m4 ,soon !reaft] a fri5dly company cross$ our pa?4 ,we le>n$ f !m t ! enemies _h slaught]$ o!r two ( ,manuman's m51 & burn$ sev]al villages ) fire4 ,ano!r p>ty ( ! enemy enc\nt]$ u1 & 7 eag] = our lives4 ,b ?is "t ,faimungo )/ood !m firmly1 8 m5 encircl$ u1 & he said1 8,i am n afraid n[1 ,missi2 ,i am feel+ /rong] ne> my own l&60 ,hurry+ /ill onw>ds1 we came to t village on _! high gr\nd call$ ,aneai1 i4e41 ,heav54 ,! sun 0 oppressively hot1 ! pa? almo/ un%ad$1 & our :ole p>ty v exhau/$1 especially ,faimungo1 c>ry+ 8 load ( /ol5 goods4 ,s "h he sat d[n on ! village danc+ gr\nd = a smoke1 say+1-- 8,missi1 ,i am ne> my own l& n[4 ,we c re/ ) safety40 ,9 a few m9utes1 h[ev]1 he />t$ up1 he & 8 m51 9 wild excitem5t4 ,ov] a m\nta91 beh9d ! village & above x1 !re came ! %\t+s1 & anon ! tramp1 tramp ( a multitude mak+ rapidly t[>ds u4 ,faimungo got up & plant$ 8 back aga9/ a tree4 ,i /ood beside him1 & ! ,aneityumese woman & ! two m5 /ood ne> me1 :ile 8 m5 seem$ prep>$ to flee4 ,at full spe$ a l>ge body ( ! talle/ & mo/ p[]ful m5 t ,i _h se5 on ,tanna came ru%+ on & fill$ ! danc+ gr\nd4 ,!y 7 all arm$1 & flu%$ ) _! success 9 w>4 ,a mess5g] _h in=m$ !m ( our escape1 probably f ,miaki1 & !y _h cross$ ! c\ntry to int]cept u4 ,faimungo 0 mu* afraid1 & said1-- 8,missi1 g on 9 t pa?1 y & y\r ,aneityumese2 & ,i w foll[ :5 ,i h _h a smoke & a talk ) ^! m540 ,i repli$1 8,no1 ,i w /& by y\r side till y g2 & if ,i am kill$1 x w be by y\r side4 ,i w n leave y40 ,he implor$ u to g on1 b t ,i knew w\ld be c]ta9 dea?4 ,!y began urg+ "o ano!r to kill u1 b ,i look$ r\nd !m z calmly z possible1 say+1 8,my ,jehovah ,god w puni% y "h & h]eaft]1 if y kill me or any ( ,8 s]vants40 ,a kill+-/one1 ?r[n by "o ( ! savages1 graz$ poor old ,abraham's *eek1 & ! de> s\l gave su* a look at me1 & !n upw>ds1 z if to say1 8,missi1 ,i 0 ne>ly away to ,jesus40 ,a club 0 also rais$ to foll[ ! bl[ ( ! kill+-/one1 b ,god baffl$ ! aim4 ,!y encircl$ u 9 a deadly r+1 & "o kept urg+ ano!r to /rike ! fir/ bl[ or fire ! fir/ %ot4 ,my he>t rose up to ! ,"l ,jesus2 ,i saw ,him wat*+ all ! sc5e4 ,my peace came back to me l a wave f ,god4 ,i realiz$ t ,i 0 immortal till my ,ma/]'s "w ) me 0 done4 ,! assurance came to me1 z if a voice out ( ,heav5 _h spok51 t n a musket w\ld be fir$ to w\nd u1 n a club prevail to /rike u1 n a spe> leave ! h& 9 :i* x 0 held vibrat+ to be ?r[n1 n an arr[ leave ! b[1 or a kill+-/one ! f+]s1 )\t ! p]mission ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 ^: is all p[] 9 ,heav5 & on ,e>?4 ,he rules all ,nature1 animate & inanimate1 & re/ra9s ev5 ! savage ( ! ,s\? ,seas4 ,9 t awful h\r ,i saw ,8 own words1 z if c>v$ 9 lett]s ( fire ^u ! cl\ds ( ,heav53 8,seek1 & ye %all f9d4 ,:atsoev] ye %all ask 9 ,my "n1 t w ,i d1 t ! ,fa!r may be glorifi$ 9 ! ,son40 ,i c\ld und]/& h[ ,/eph5 & ,john saw ! glorifi$ ,savi\r z !y gaz$ up ?r\gh suff]+ & p]secution to ! ,heav5ly ,?rone6 ,yet ,i nev] c\ld say t on su* occasions ,i 0 entirely )\t fe>4 ,nay1 ,i h felt my reason reel+1 my sight com+ & go+1 & my knees smit+ toge!r :5 ?us br\ght close to a viol5t dea?1 b mo/ly "u ! solemn ?\ght ( be+ u%]$ into ,et]nity & appe>+ be=e ,god4 ,/ill1 ,i 0 nev] left )\t he>+ t promise 9 all its consol+ & support+ p[] com+ up ?r\gh ! d>kness & ! angui%1 8,lo1 ,i am ) y alway40 ,& ) ,paul ,i c\ld say1 ev5 9 ?is dread mom5t & crisis ( be+1 8,i am p]suad$ t nei!r dea? nor life 444 nor any o!r creature1 %all be able to sep>ate u f ! love ( ,god :i* is 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus our ,"l40 ,faimungo & o!rs n[ urg$ u to g on 9 ! pa?4 ,i said1 8,faimungo1 :y are we to leave y8 ,my ,god he>d y\r promise n to betray me4 ,he kn[s n[ :at is 9 y\r he>t & 9 m9e4 ,i w n leave y2 & if ,i am to die1 ,i w die by y\r side40 ,he repli$1 8,n[1 ,i g on be=e2 ,missi1 keep close to me40 ,8 m5 _h gone1 & ,i p]suad$ my ,aneityumese to foll[ !m4 ,at la/1 ) a b\nd1 ,faimungo />t$ aft] !m4 ,i foll[$1 keep+ z ne> him z ,i c\ld1 plead+ ) ,jesus to protect me or to take me home to ,glory4 ,! ho/ ( arm$ m5 also ran along on ea* side ) _! weapons ready2 b leav+ ev]y?+ to ,jesus1 ,i ran on z if !y 7 my escort1 or z if ,i saw !m n4 ,if any read] wond]s h[ !y 7 re/ra9$1 mu* m w\ld ,i1 unless ,i believ$ t ! same ,h& t re/ra9$ ! lions f t\*+ ,daniel held back ^! savages f hurt+ me6 ,we came to a /ream cross+ our pa?4 ,) a b\nd all my p>ty cle>$ x1 ran up ! bank opposite1 & disappe>$ 9 ! bu%4 8,fa9t yet pursu+10 ,i also tri$ ! leap1 b ,i /ruck ! bank & slid back on my h&s & knees t[>ds ! /ream4 ,at ?is mom5t ,i he>d a cra% above my head among/ ! bran*es ( an ov]hang+ tree1 & ,i knew t a kill+-/one _h be5 ?r[n1 & t t bran* _h sav$ me4 ,prais+ my ,god1 ,i scrambl$ up on ! o!r side1 & foll[$ ! track ( my p>ty into ! bu%4 ,! savages gaz$ aft] me = a little 9 sil5ce1 b no "o cross$ ! /ream2 & ,i saw !m sep>ate into two1 "o portion return+ to ! village & ano!r press+ inl&4 ,) :at gratitude did ,i recognise ! ,invisible ,"o :o br\ght _! c\nsels to confusion6 ,i f\nd my p>ty re/+ 9 ! bu%1 & amaz$ to see me escap$ alive f m5 :o 7 ?ir/+ = my blood4 ,faimungo & 8 m5 receiv$ me ) demon/rations ( joy1 p]haps feel+ a little a%am$ ( _! own c[>dice4 ,he n[ asc5d$ ! m\nta9 & kept away f ! common pa? to avoid o!r ,native b&s4 ,at e village enemies to ! ,wor%ip 7 ready to %oot u4 ,b ,i kept close to our guide1 kn[+ t ! fe> ( %oot+ him w\ld prev5t _! %oot+ at me1 z he 0 ! mo/ influ5tial ,*ief 9 all t section ( ! isl&4 ,"o p>ty said1 8,miaki & ,k>ewick said t ,missi made ! sickness & ! hurricanes1 & we ought to kill him40 ,faimungo repli$1 8,!y lie ab\t ,missi6 ,x is our own bad conduct t makes u sick40 ,!y answ]$1 8,we don't "k :o makes ! sickness2 b our fa!rs h taught u to kill all =eign m540 ,faimungo1 clut*+ club & spe>1 exclaim$1 /&+ betwixt !m & u1 8,y won't kill ,missi to-day60 ,9 ! flight we pass$ spr+s & /reamlets1 b ?\gh p>*$ ) sick5+ ?ir/1 n "o ( u dur/ /oop d[n to dr9k1 z we %\ld h be5 almo/ c]ta9ly kill$ 9 ! act4 ,faimungo n[ s5t 8 own m5 home by a ne> pa?1 & guid$ u himself till we 7 close ^u ! %ore4 ,!re1 sitt+ d[n he said1-- 8,missi1 ,i h n[ fulfill$ my promise4 ,i am s tir$1 ,i am s afraid1 ,i d>e n g f>!r4 ,my love to y all4 ,n[ g on quickly6 ,?ree ( my m5 w g ) y to ! next rocks4 ,g quickly6 ,f>ewell40 ,^! m5 w5t on a little1 & !n said1 8,missi1 we d>e n g6 ,faimungo is at w> ) ! p ( ! next l&4 ,y mu/ keep /raight along ?is pa?40 ,s !y turn$ & ran back to _! own village4 ,to u ?is di/rict 0 especially p]il\s4 ,_m ye>s ago ! ,aneityumese _h jo9$ 9 a w> aga9/ ! ,tannese ( ?is tribe1 & ! ?ir/ = rev5ge yet exi/$ 9 _! he>ts1 h&$ d[n f sire to son4 ,besides1 ,miaki _h incit$ ! p "h to murd] ! ,tea*]s & me if we attempt$ to escape ?is way4 ,mo/ provid5tially ! m5 7 abs5t on a w> exp$ition1 & we saw only ?ree lads & a great numb] ( wom5 & *ildr51 :o ran (f to ! bu% 9 t]ror4 ,9 ! ev5+ ! enrag$ savages ( ano!r di/rict assault$ ! p ( ! %ore villages = all[+ u to pass1 &1 ?\gh sp>+ _! lives1 broke 9 pieces _! weapons ( w>--a v griev\s p5alty4 ,9 ! next di/rict1 z we ha/$ along ! %ore1 two "y m5 came runn+ aft] u1 pois+ _! quiv]+ spe>s4 ,i took ! useless revolv] out ( my little native basket1 & rais+ x cri$1-- 8,bew>e6 ,lay d[n y\r spe>s at once on ! s&1 & c>ry my basket to ! next l&+ at ! black rocks40 ,!y ?rew _! spe>s on ! s&1 lift$ ! bag1 & ran on be=e u to ! rocks :i* =m$ ! m>* betwixt !m & _! enemies4 ,lay+ x d[n1 !y said appeal+ly1 8,missi1 let u return to our home60 ,& h[ !y did run1 fe>+ ! pursuit ( _! foes4 ,9 ! next l& we saw none4 ,aft] t we saw cr[ds all along1 "s fri5dly1 o!rs unfri5dly1 b !y let u pass on1 & ) ! bless+ ( ,almighty ,god we drew ne> to ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's ,/ation 9 safety4 ,"h a man gave me a cocoa-nut = ea* ( our p>ty1 :i* we greatly requir$1 hav+ ta/$ no?+ all t day1 & v little = sev]al days be=e4 ,we 7 s weak t only ! /ruggle = life enabl$ u to keep our feet2 yet my poor ,aneityumese nev] compla9$ & nev] halt$1 n ev5 ! woman4 ,! dang] & excitem5t kept u up 9 ! race = life1 & by ! bless+ ( ,god we 7 n[ approa*+ ! ,mission ,h\se1 prais+ ,god = ,8 wond]ful deliv]ances4 ,he>+ ( our com+1 ,mr4 ,ma?ieson came runn+ to meet me4 ,!y _h he>d ( my leav+ my own ,/ation1 & !y ?\ght ,i 0 dead6 ,!y 7 !mselves bo? v weak2 _! only *ild _h j be5 laid 9 ! grave1 & !y 7 9 great grief & 9 great] p]il4 ,we prais$ ! ,"l = p]mitt+ u to meet2 we pray$ = support1 guidance1 & protection2 & resolv$ n[1 9 all ev5ts1 to /& by ea* o!r till ! la/4 ,be=e ,i left ! ,h>b\r ,i wrote & left ) ,n[> lett]s to be giv5 to ! ,capta9s ( any vessels :i* call$1 = ! fir/1 & ! next1 & ! next1 tell+ !m ( our great dang]1 t ,mr4 ,ma?ieson 0 almo/ )\t food1 & t ,i w\ld rew>d !m h&somely if !y w\ld call at ! ,/ation & remove any ( u :o might be sp>$ !nce to ,aneityum4 ,two or ?ree vessels call$1 &1 z ,i aft]w>ds le>n$1 got my lett]s2 b1 :ile buy+ my /ol5 prop]ty f ! ,natives = tobacco1 p[d]1 & balls1 !y took no fur!r notice ( my appeals1 & sail$ pa/ ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's /raight on to ,aneityum4 8,! t5d] m]cies ( ! wick$ are cruel60 ,let me n[ cull ! lead+ ev5ts f my ,j\rnal1 t int]v5$ betwixt ?is date & ! f9al break-up ( ! ,mission on ,tanna--at lea/ = a season--?\gh1 bless$ be ,god6 ,i h liv$ to see ! light rek9dl$ by my de> fri5ds ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,watt1 & %9+ m brightly & hopefully ?an ev]4 ,! c&le 0 qu5*$1 b ! c&le-/ick 0 n remov$6 ,on ,w$nesday1 #bbnd ,janu>y1 #ahfb1 we he>d t o!r ?ree ( ,manuman's p _h be5 kill$ & a di/rict burn$ ) fire4 ,?\gh ?is poor man 0 "o ( ,n[>'s *ief fri5ds1 yet ,i he>d him say be=e my flight1 8,:5 s _m *ildr5 are be+ kill$1 :y d !y n s5d "o = food to me & my family8 ,!y are z t5d] & good z ! "y f[ls60 ,a rem>k l ?is lets y see deep into ! he>t ( a ,cannibal1 & he a sort ( half-conv]t$ "o1 if ,i may use su* an expression2 c]ta9ly n "o ( ! wor/ type by any means4 ,on ! #bcrd ,janu>y1 ,mr4 ,ma?ieson s5t = ,taura1 ,kati1 & ,kapuku1 8 ?ree pr9cipal ,*iefs1 to induce !m to promise protection till a vessel call$ to take u away4 ,!y appe>$ fri5dly1 & promis$ to d _! be/4 ,alas6 ! promises ( ! ,tannese ,*iefs _h too (t5 prov$ to be va94 ,on ,friday1 #bd? ,janu>y1 report rea*$ our ,/ation t ,miaki & 8 p>ty1 he>+ t a fri5dly ,*ief _h conceal$ two ( ,manuman's "y m51 compell$ him to produce !m & club !m to dea? be=e _! eyes4 ,also1 t !y surr\nd$ ,manuman's p>ty on a m\nta91 & hemm$ !m 9 !re1 dy+ ( />vation & try+ to survive on ! c>cases ( ! dead & on b>k & roots4 ,also1 t ,miaki _h unit$ all ! ,*iefs1 fri5ds & foes alike1 9 a bond ( blood1 to kill e "o p]ta9+ to ! :ole ,mission on ,tanna4 ,jesus rules4 ,illu/ration3 ,,spr++ ,,=w>d ,,he ,,caught ,,! ,,club4 ,on ,sunday1 ! #bf? ,janu>y1 ?irty p]sons came to wor%ip at ! ,mission ,h\se4 ,!reaft]1 at great risk1 we _h ,wor%ip at ?ree ( ! ne>e/ & mo/ fri5dly villages4 ,amid/ all our p]ils & trials1 we prea*$ ! ,gospel to ab\t "o hundr$ & sixte5 p]sons4 ,x 0 v]ily a s[+ "t ( te>s2 b1 despite all t foll[$1 :o %all say t x 0 va96 ,tw5ty ye>s h pass$1 & n[ :5 ,i am writ+ ?is1 !re is a ,*ur* ( ,god s++ ! praises ( ,jesus 9 t v di/rict ( ,tanna4 ,on leav+ ! second village1 a "y lad affectionately took my h& to lead me to ! next village2 b a sulky1 d[n-br[$ savage1 c>ry+ a pond]\s club1 also insi/$ ^u accompany+ u4 ,i l$ ! way1 guid$ by ! lad4 ,mr4 ,ma?ieson got ! man to g be=e him1 :ile he himself foll[$1 con/antly wat*+4 ,com+ to a place :]e ano!r pa? bran*$ (f f ours1 ,i ask$ :i* pa? we took1 &1 on turn+ to ! left z in/ruct$ by ! lad1 ! savage gett+ close beh9d me1 swung 8 huge club ov] 8 %\ld] to /rike me on ! head4 ,mr4 ,ma?ieson1 spr++ =w>d1 caught ! club f beh9d ) a great cry to me2 & ,i1 :eel+ in/antly1 _h hold ( ! club also1 & betwixt u we wre/$ x out ( 8 h&s4 ,! poor creature1 crav5 at he>t h[ev] blood-?ir/y1 implor$ u n to kill him4 ,i rais$ ! club ?reat5+ly1 & caus$ him to m>* 9 front ( u till we rea*$ ! next village f5ce4 ,9 t]ror le/ ^! ,villag]s %\ld kill him1 he gladly receiv$ back 8 club1 z well z ! boy 8 b[ & arr[s1 & !y 7 lo/ 9 ! bu% 9 a mom5t4 ,at ! village f :i* ?is man & boy _h come1 "o savage br\ght 8 musket :ile we 7 conduct+ wor%ip1 & sat sull5 & sc[l+ at u all ! "t4 ,mock+ que/ions 7 also %\t$ at u1 su* z--8,:o made ! ra9s1 w9ds1 & hurricanes8 ,:o caus$ all ! disease8 ,:o kill$ ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's *ild80 ,!y sne]$ & sc(f$ at our answ]s1 & 9 ?is ,taura ! ,*ief jo9$ ! re/4 ,!y retort$ t trad+ vessels _h call$ at ! ,h>b\r1 & t all my clo!s & prop]ty _h be5 sold = muskets1 p[d]1 caps1 & balls1 s t ,miaki & 8 m5 _h pl5ty ( ammunition = fight+ purposes n[6 ,aft] ?is1 feel+ t no "o c\ld be tru/$1 we ceas$ visit+ ^! villages1 & refra9$ f expos+ ourselves at any di/ance f ! ,mission ,h\se4 ,on ! #bg?1 at daylight1 a vessel 0 se5 9 ! (f+1 z if to tantalize u4 ,! ,capta9 _h be5 at ! ,h>b\r1 & _h receiv$ my lett] f ,n[>4 ,i hoi/$ a flag to induce him to s5d or come on %ore1 b he sail$ (f = ,aneityum1 be>+ ! plund] ( my poor ,mission ,h\se1 pur*as$ = ammunition & tobacco f ! ,natives4 ,he left ! news at ,aneityum t ,i _h be5 driv5 f my ,/ation "s "t ago1 & 0 believ$ to h be5 murd]$4 ,on ! #bi? ,janu>y1 ! "y ,*ief ,kapuku came & h&$ to ,mr4 ,ma?ieson 8 own & 8 fa!r's w>-gods & h\sehold idols4 ,!y consi/$ *iefly ( a basket ( small & peculi> /ones1 mu* worn & %9+ ) use4 ,he said1-- 8,:ile _m are try+ to kill y & drive ! wor%ip ( ,jehovah f ?is isl&1 ,i give up my gods1 & w s5d away all ,hea!n idols f my l&40 ,on ! #ca/1 we le>n$ t a p>ty ( ,miaki's m5 7 go+ ab\t ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's di/rict incit+ ! p to kill u4 ,faimungo also came to in=m u t ,miaki 0 ex]t+ all 8 artifice to get u & ! ,wor%ip de/roy$4 ,manuman ev5 s5t1 f inl&1 ,raki1 8 adopt$ son1 to tell me ( ! fe>ful suff]+s t he & 8 p 7 n[ pass+ ?r\gh1 & t "s 7 kill$ almo/ e day4 ,raki's wife 0 a ,*ief's daught]1 :o1 :5 ! w> began1 return$ to h] fa!r's c>e4 ,! savages ( ,miaki w5t to h] own fa!r's h\se & compell$ him to give h] up z an enemy4 ,%e 0 clubb$ & fea/$ on4 ,on ,sabba?1 #bnd ,febru>y1 ?irty-two p att5d$ ! morn+ s]vice4 ,i address$ !m on ! ,deluge1 its causes & lessons4 ,i %[$ !m a doll1 expla9+ t su* c>v$ & pa9t$ images c\ld n he> our pray]s or help u 9 our ne$1 t ! liv+ ,jehovah ,god only c\ld he> & help4 ,!y 7 mu* int]e/$1 & aft] ,wor%ip c>efully exam9$ ! doll4 ,mr4 ,ma?ieson & ,i1 committ+ ourselves to ,jesus1 w5t inl& & conduct$ wor%ip at sev5 villages1 li/5$ to by 9 all ab\t "o hundr$ p4 ,ne>ly all appe>$ fri5dly4 ,! p ( "o village _h be5 incit$ to kill u on our return2 b ,god guid$ u to return by ano!r way1 & s we escap$4 ,dur+ ! day1 on #crd ,febru>y1 a company ( ,miaki's m5 came to ! ,mission ,h\se1 & =c$ ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson to %[ !m ?r\gh ! premises4 ,provid5tially1 ,i _h bolt$ myself t morn+ into a closet room1 & 0 engross$ ) writ+4 ,!y w5t ?r\gh e room 9 ! h\se & did n see me1 conclud+ ,i _h gone inl&4 ,!y dis*>g$ a musket into our ,tea*]'s h\se1 b aft]w>ds left quietly1 greatly disappo9t$ at n f9d+ me4 ,my he>t /ill rose 9 praise to ,god = ano!r su* deliv]ance1 nei!r by man nor ( man's plann+6 ,worn out ) long wat*+ & _m fatigues1 ,i lay d[n t night e>ly1 & fell into a deep sleep4 ,ab\t t5 o'clock ! savages aga9 surr\nd$ ! ,mission ,h\se4 ,my fai?ful dog ,clu?a1 cl++ /ill to me amid ! wreck ( all else on ,e>?1 sprang quietly ^u me1 pull$ at my clo!s1 & awoke me1 %[+ dang] 9 h] eye glanc+ on me ?r\gh ! %ad[s4 ,i sil5tly awoke ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson1 :o _h also fall5 asleep4 ,we committ$ ourselves 9 hu%$ pray] to ,god & wat*$ !m1 kn[+ t !y c\ld n see u4 ,imm$iately a gl>e ( light fell into ! room6 ,m5 pass$ ) flam+ tor*es2 & fir/ !y set fire to ! ,*ur* all r\nd1 & !n to a re$ f5ce connect+ ! ,*ur* & ! dwell+-h\se4 ,9 a few m9utes ! h\se1 too1 w\ld be 9 flames1 & arm$ savages wait+ to kill u on attempt+ an escape6 ,tak+ my h>mless revolv] 9 ! left h& & a little ,am]ican tomahawk 9 ! "r1 ,i pl$ ) ,mr4 ,ma?ieson to let me out & in/antly aga9 to lock ! door on himself & wife4 ,he v reluctantly did s1 hold+ me back & say+1-- 8,/op "h & let u die toge!r6 ,y w nev] return60 ,i said1 8,be quick6 ,leave t to ,god4 ,9 a few m9utes our h\se w be 9 flames1 & !n no?+ c save u40 ,he did let me out1 & lock$ ! door aga9 quickly f ! inside2 &1 :ile 8 wife & he pray$ & wat*$ = me f )91 ,i ran to ! burn+ re$ f5ce1 cut x f top to bottom1 & tore x up & ?rew x back into ! flames1 s t ! fire c\ld n by x be c>ri$ to our dwell+-h\se4 ,i saw on ! gr\nd %ad[s1 z if some?+ 7 fall+ ar\nd me1 & />t$ back4 ,sev5 or eight savages _h surr\nd$ me1 & rais$ _! great clubs 9 air4 ,i he>d a %\t--8,kill him6 kill him60 ,"o savage tri$ to seize hold ( me1 b1 leap+ f 8 clut*1 ,i drew ! revolv] f my pocket & levell$ x z = use1 my he>t go+ up 9 pray] to my ,god4 ,i said1-- 8,d>e to /rike me1 & my ,jehovah ,god w puni% y6 ,he protects u1 & w puni% y = burn+ ,8 ,*ur*1 = hatr$ to ,8 ,wor%ip & p1 & = all y\r bad conduct4 ,we love y all2 & = do+ y good only y want to kill u4 ,b our ,god is "h n[ to protect u & to puni% y40 ,!y yell$ 9 rage1 & urg$ ea* o!r to /rike ! fir/ bl[1 b ! ,invisible ,"o re/ra9$ !m4 ,i /ood invuln]able b5ea? ,8 invisible %ield1 & succe$$ 9 roll+ back ! tide ( flame f our dwell+-h\se4 ,at ?is dread mom5t occurr$ an incid5t1 :i* my read]s may expla9 z !y l1 b :i* ,i trace directly to ! int]position ( my ,god4 ,a ru%+ & ro>+ s\nd came f ! ,s\?1 l ! noise ( a mighty eng9e or ( mutt]+ ?und]4 ,e head 0 in/9ctively turn$ 9 t direction1 & !y knew1 f previ\s h>d exp]i5ce1 t x 0 "o ( _! awful tornadoes ( w9d & ra94 ,n[1 m>k1 ! w9d bore ! flames away f our dwell+-h\se1 & _h x come 9 ! opposite direction1 no p[] on ,e>? c\ld h sav$ u f be+ all consum$6 ,x made ! "w ( de/roy+ ! ,*ur* only t ( a few m9utes2 b x br\ght ) x a heavy & murky cl\d1 :i* p\r$ out a p]fect torr5t ( tropical ra94 ,n[1 m>k aga91 ! flames ( ! burn+ ,*ur* 7 !reby cut (f f ext5d+ to & seiz+ ^u ! re$s & ! bu%2 &1 besides1 x _h become almo/ impossible n[ to set fire to our dwell+-h\se4 ,! />s 9 _! c\rses 7 fight+ aga9/ ,sis]a6 ,! mighty ro>+ ( ! w9d1 ! black cl\d p\r+ d[n unceas+ torr5ts1 & ! :ole surr\nd+s1 aw$ ^? savages into sil5ce4 ,"s began to )draw f ! sc5e1 all l[]$ _! weapons ( w>1 & sev]al1 t]ror-/ruck1 exclaim$1-- 8,t is ,jehovah's ra96 ,truly _! ,jehovah ,god is fight+ = !m & help+ !m4 ,let u away60 ,a panic seiz$ ^u !m2 !y ?rew away _! rema9+ tor*es2 9 a few mom5ts !y _h all disappe>$ 9 ! bu%2 & ,i 0 left alone1 prais+ ,god = ,8 m>vell\s works4 8,o ta/e & see t ,god is good6 ,bless$ is ! man t tru/e? 9 ,him60 ,return+ to ! door ( ! ,mission ,h\se1 ,i cri$1-- 8,op5 & let me 94 ,i am n[ all alone40 ,mr4 ,ma?ieson let me 91 & exclaim$1-- 8,if ev]1 9 "t ( ne$1 ,god s5t help & protection to ,8 s]vants 9 answ] to pray]1 ,he has done s to-night6 ,bless$ be ,8 holy "n60 ,9 fe> & 9 joy we unit$ our praises4 ,truly our ,jesus has all p[]1 n less 9 ! elem5ts ( ,nature ?an 9 ! savage he>ts ( ! ,tannese4 ,preci\s ,jesus6 ,does ,he n *ide u1 say+1--8,hi!rto ye h ask$ no?+ 9 ,my ,"n4 ,ask & ye %all receive1 t y\r joy may be full608 ,h[ mu* help1 bless+1 & joy we lose e day1 because we d n take all to ,jesus z we ought6 ,(t5 s9ce h ,i wept ov] ,8 love & m]cy 9 t deliv]ance1 & pray$ t e mom5t ( my rema9+ life may be consecrat$ to ! s]vice ( my preci\s ,fri5d & ,savi\r6 ,all ?r\gh ! rema9d] ( t night ,i lay wide awake keep+ wat*1 my noble little dog ly+ ne> me ) e>s al]t4 ,e>ly 9 ! morn+ fri5ds came weep+ ar\nd u4 ,our enemies 7 l\dly rejoic+4 ,x _h be5 f9ally resolv$ to kill u at once1 to plund] our h\se & !n to burn x4 ,! noise ( ! %\t+ 0 di/9ctly he>d z !y ne>$ ! ,mission premises1 & our weep+1 fri5dly ,natives look$ t]ror-/ruck1 & seem$ anxi\s to flee = ! bu%4 ,b j :5 ! excitem5t rose to ! highe/ pit*1 we he>d1 or dream$ t we he>d1 a cry high] /ill1 8,sail ,o60 ,we 7 by ?is "t beg9n+ to di/ru/ almo/ our v s5ses2 b aga9 & aga9 t cry came roll+ up f ! %ore1 & 0 repeat$ f cr[d to cr[d all along ! bea*1 8,sail ,o6 ,sail ,o60 ,! %\ts ( ^? approa*+ u gradually ceas$1 & ! :ole multitude seem$ to h melt$ away f our view4 ,i fe>$ "s cruel deception1 & at fir/ pe]$ out v cauti\sly to spy ! l&4 ,b yond] 9 v tru? a vessel _h sail$ into ! bay4 ,x 0 ! ,blue ,bell1 ,capta9 ,ha/+s4 ,i set fire to ! re$s on ! side ( ! hill to attract 8 att5tion4 ,i put a black %awl z a flag on "o end ( ! ,mission ,h\se & a :ite %eet on ! o!r4 ,?is 0 "o ( ! vessels t _h be5 to ,port ,resolution1 & _h sail$ pa/ to ,aneityum "s "t ago4 ,i aft]w>ds saw ! mate & "s ( ! m5 we>+ my %irts1 :i* !y _h b\ght f ! ,tannese on _! =m] visit4 ,at ! e>ne/ reque/ ( ,doctors ,g$die & ,+lis1 ,mr4 ,und]wood1 ! own]1 _h s5t ,capta9 ,ha/+s to ,tanna to rescue u if yet alive4 ,= ?is purpose he _h br\ght tw5ty arm$ m5 f ,aneityum1 :o came on %ore 9 two boats 9 *>ge ( ! mate1 ! notori\s ,ross ,lew94 ,he return$ to ! %ip ) a boat-load ( ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's ?+s1 leav+ t5 ( ! ,natives to help u to pack m & c>ry !m d[n to ! bea*1 especially :at ! ,mission>y ?\ght mo/ valuable4 ,! two boats 7 n[ load$ & ready to />t4 ,x 0 ab\t two o'clock 9 ! aft]noon1 :5 a /range & pa9ful trial befell u4 ,poor de> ,mr4 ,ma?ieson1 app>5tly unh+$1 lock$ himself all alone into :at _h be5 8 /udy1 tell+ ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson & me to g1 = he _h resolv$ to rema9 & die on ,tanna4 ,we tri$ to %[ him ! inconsi/5cy ( pray+ to ,god to protect u or grant u means ( escape1 & !n refuse to accept a rescue s5t to u 9 our la/ extremity4 ,we argu$ t x 0 surely bett] to live & "w = ,jesus ?an to die z a self-made m>tyr1 :o1 9 ,god's sight1 0 guilty ( self-murd]4 ,8 wife wept al\d & pl$ ) him1 b all 9 va96 ,he refus$ to leave or to unlock 8 door4 ,i !n said1-- 8,x is n[ gett+ d>k4 ,y\r wife mu/ g ) ! vessel1 b ,i w n leave y alone4 ,i %all s5d a note expla9+ :y ,i am =c$ to rema92 & z x is c]ta9 t we %all be murd]$ :5ev] ! vessel leaves1 ,i tell y ,god w *>ge y ) ! guilt ( our murd]40 ,at ?is he rel5t$1 unlock$ ! door1 & accompani$ u to ! boats1 9 :i* we all imm$iately left4 ,meantime1 hav+ lo/ sev]al h\rs1 ! vessel _h drift$ leew>d2 d>kness sudd5ly settl$ ^u u1 & :5 we 7 out at sea we lo/ sight ( h] & %e ( u4 ,aft] drift+ ab\t = "s h\rs 9 a heavy sea & unable to f9d h]1 ^? 9 *>ge ( ! boats came ne> = consultation1 &1 if possible1 to save ! lives ( all4 ,we advis$ t !y %\ld /e] = ,port ,resolution by ! flame ( ! ,volcano--a nev]-fail+ light-h\se1 se5 fifty miles away--& !re await ! vessel4 ,! boats 7 to keep )9 he>+ ( ea* o!r by con/ant call+2 b ?is 0 soon lo/ to ! e>1 ?\gh on arriv+ 9 ! bay we f\nd !y _h got to an*or be=e u4 ,!re we sat 9 ! boats & wait$ = ! com+ day4 ,z ! light appe>$1 we an*or$ z f> out z possible1 beyond ! rea* ( musket %ots2 & !re )\t wat] or food we sat "u a tropical sun till mid-day came1 & /ill !re 0 no sign ( ! vessel4 ,! mate at la/ put all ! pass5g]s & ! poore/ seam5 into "o boat & left h] to sw+ at an*or2 :ile1 ) a /rong crew 9 ! o!r1 he />t$ (f 9 se>* ( ! vessel4 ,9 ! aft]noon1 ,n[> & ,miaki came (f 9 a canoe to visit u4 ,n[> _h on a %irt1 b ,miaki 0 nak$ & fr[n+4 ,he urg$ me to g & see ! ,mission ,h\se1 b z we _h se5 a body ( m5 ne> x ,i refus$ to g4 ,miaki decl>$ t ev]y?+ rema9$ z ,i _h left x1 b we knew t he li$4 ,old ,abraham & a p>ty _h slipp$ on %ore 9 a canoe1 & _h f\nd ! w9d[s sma%$ & ev]y?+ gone except my books1 :i* 7 scatt]$ ab\t & torn 9 pieces4 ,! arm$ m5 !re want$ to kill ! ,aneityumese1 b o!rs said1 8,n till we get ,missi kill$ too60 ,!y le>n$ t ,miaki _h sold ev]y?+ t he c\ld sell to ! ,trad]s4 ,! mate & m5 ( ! ,blue ,bell _h on my v clo!s4 ,!y boa/$ t !y _h b\ght !m = a few figs ( tobacco & = p[d]1 caps1 & balls4 ,b !y w\ld n return a s+le %irt to me1 ?\gh ,i 0 )\t a *ange6 ,we _h all be5 )\t food 9 ! boat s9ce ! morn+ be=e1 s ,n[> br\ght u (f a cocoa-nut ea*1 & two v small roa/$ yams = ! ladies4 ,^?1 h[ev]1 only seem$ to make our ?ir/ ! m sev]e1 & we sp5t a try+ day 9 t boat "u a burn+ sun4 ,miaki said1-- 8,z our fa!rs did n de/roy ,missi ,turn]'s h\se1 we w n de/roy y\rs40 ,b aft] a "t1 fail+ to p]suade me to accompany him & fall into a trap1 he mutt]$1-- 8,we h tak5 ev]y?+ y\r h\se conta9$1 & w\ld take y too if we c\ld2 = we hate ! ,wor%ip1 x causes all our diseases & dea?s2 x goes aga9/ our cu/oms1 & x condemns ! ?+s we delight 940 ,n[> in=m$ me t only a few nights be=e ?is1 ,miaki & 8 foll[]s w5t inl& to a village :]e la/ ye> !y _h kill$ t5 m54 ,hav+ secretly plac$ a savage at ! door ( e h\se1 at a giv5 signal !y yell$1 & :5 ! t]rifi$ inmates tri$ to escape !y kill$ almo/ e man1 woman1 & *ild4 ,"s fl$ into ! bu%1 o!rs ru%$ to ! %ore4 ,a numb] ( m5 got into a canoe to escape1 b he>+ wom5 & *ildr5 cry+ aft] !m !y return$1 & tak+ ^? !y c\ld ) !m !y kill$ ! re/ le/ !y %\ld fall alive into ,miaki's h&s4 ,^! are surely 8!y :o ?r\gh fe> ( dea? are all _! lifetime subject to bondage40 ,! ,*ief & ne>ly 8 :ole village 7 cut (f 9 "o night6 ,n an uncommon ?+ 9 ^? ,isl&s1 :]e w> becomes *ronic1 & ! ?ir/ = blood becomes insatiable4 ,! d>k places ( ! ,e>? are 8full ( ! habitations ( horrid cruelty40 ,to h actually liv$ among/ ! ,hea!n & se5 _! life gives a man a new appreciation ( ! p[] & bless+s ( ! ,gospel1 ev5 :]e its influ5ce is only v imp]fectly all[$ to guide & re/ra9 ! passions ( m54 ,oh1 :at w x be :5 all m5 9 all nations love & s]ve ! glori\s ,r$eem]6 ,?is ,miaki & 8 foll[]s 7 a sc\rge & t]ror to ! :ole isl& ( ,tanna4 ,!y int5sely hat$ ,n[>1 because he w\ld n jo9 9 _! cruelties4 ,yet he & ,manuman & ,sirawia & ,faimungo cont9u$ to survive long aft] w> & dea? _h swept all ! o!rs away4 ,! fir/ ?ree liv$ to be v old m51 & to ! la/ !y made a pr(ession ( be+ ,*ri/ians1 ?\gh _! k 0 v limit$ & _! inconsi/5cies v grave & v num]\s4 ,happy is x = u t we are n ! judges1 = s\ls ei!r ( ! :ite or ! d>k sk91 z to h[ _m & griev\s ?+s may be =giv51 & :e!r !re be or be n t sp>k ( love1 t gra9 ( fai? :i* ! ,"l ! ,pitiful w graci\sly accept & increase6#a ,footnote #a3 ,see ,app5dix ,a4 8,! ,pray] ( ! ,tannese10 etc4 ,ab\t five o'clock 9 ! ev5+ ! vessel hove 9 sight4 ,be=e d>k we 7 all safely on bo>d1 & 7 sail+ = ,aneityum4 ,?\gh bo? ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson _h become v weak1 !y /ood ! voyage wond]fully4 ,next day we 7 all safely l&$4 ,we _h (f]$ ,capta9 ,ha/+s #bj to take u to ,aneityum1 b he decl9$ any f>e4 ,h[ev]1 we divid$ x among/ ! mate & crew1 = !y _h e "o %[n great k9dness to u on ! voyage4 ,aft] arriv+ on ,aneityum1 ,mrs4 ,ma?ieson gradually sank "u consumption1 & fell asleep 9 ,jesus on #aa? ,m>*1 #ahfb1 9 ! full assurance ( a glori\s resurrection1 & 0 int]r$ !re4 ,mr4 ,ma?ieson1 becom+ m & m depress$ aft] h] dea?1 w5t ov] to ,mr4 ,creagh's ,/ation1 on ,m>1 & !re di$ on #ad? ,june1 #ahfb1 /ill tru/+ 9 ,jesus1 & assur$ t he w\ld soon be ) ,him 9 ,glory4 ,nev] m e>ne/ or m fai?ful s\ls ent]$ ! ,mission field1 b !y bo? suff]$ f weakness & ill-heal? dur+ all _! "t on ,tanna1 & _h frequ5tly to seek *ange by removal = a %ort p]iod f ! isl&4 ,_! memory is v fragrant to me z fell[-lab\r]s 9 ! ,gospel ( ,jesus4 ,aft] _! dea?1 ,i 0 ! only "o left alive 9 all ! ,new ,hebrides ,mission nor? ( ,aneityum to tell ! /ory ( ^? pione] ye>s1 dur+ :i* 7 s[n ! se$s ( :at is n[ fa/ becom+ a glori\s h>ve/4 ,tw5ty-five ye>s ago1 all ^! de> bre?r5 & si/]s :o 7 associat$ ) me 9 ! "w ( ! ,mission 7 call$ home to ,glory1 to ca/ _! cr[ns at ! feet ( ,jesus & enjoy ! bliss ( ! r$eem$1 :ile ,i am privileg$ /ill to toil & pray = ! salvation ( ! poor ,isl&]s1 & plead ! cause ( ! ,mission bo? 9 ! ,colonies & at home1 9 :i* "w ! ,"l has graci\sly giv5 me undreamt-( success4 ,my con/ant desire & pray] are t ,i may be sp>$ to see at lea/ "o ,mission>y on e isl& ( ! gr\p1 to unfold ! ri*es ( r$eem+ love & to lead ! poor ,isl&]s to ,jesus = salvation4 ,:at c\ld be tak5 9 ?ree boats 0 sav$ out ( ! wreck ( ,mr4 ,ma?ieson's prop]ty2 b my e>?ly all p]i%$1 except ! ,bible & ! translations into ,tannese4 ,along ) ! goods p]ta9+ to ! ,mission1 ! prop]ty :i* ,i _h to leave beh9d w\ld be und]valu$ at #fjj1 besides ! value ( ! ,mission ,h\se1 etc4 ,(t5 s9ce h ,i ?\ght t ! ,"l /ripp$ me ?us b>e ( all ^! int]e/s1 t ,i might ) undi/ract$ m9d devote my entire en]gy to ! special "w soon to be c>v$ out = me1 & ( :i* at ?is mom5t nei!r ,i nor any "o _h ev] dream$4 ,at any rate1 ! loss ( my little e>?ly all1 ?\gh d\btless co/+ me sev]al pangs1 0 n an abid+ sorr[ l t :i* sprang f ! ?\ght t ! ,"l's "w 0 brok5 up at bo? ,/ations1 & t ! ,gospel 0 = ! "t driv5 f ,tanna4 ,9 ! d>ke/ mom5t1 ,i nev] d\bt$ t ultimately ! victory !re1 z else:]e1 w\ld be on ! side ( ,jesus1 believ+ t ! :ole ,e>? w\ld yet be fill$ ) ! glory ( ! ,"l4 ,b ,i sometimes sorely fe>$ t ,i might nev] live to see or he> ( t happy day6 ,by ! goodness ( ! ,ev]-m]ciful ,"o ,i h liv$ to see & he> ( a ,gospel ,*ur* on ,tanna1 & to read ab\t my de> fell[-,mission>ies1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,watt1 celebrat+ ! ,holy ,supp] to a ,native ,congregation ( ,tannese1 amid ! v sc5es & p :]e ! se$s ( fai? & hope 7 plant$ n only 9 te>s1 b te>s ( blood1--89 dea?s (t40 ,my own int5tion 0 to rema9 on ,aneityum1 g on ) my "w ( translat+ ! ,gospels1 & wat* ! e>lie/ opportunity1 z ,god op5$ up my way1 to return to ,tanna4 ,i _h1 h[ev]1 got v weak & ?92 my heal? 0 und\bt$ly mu* %ak5 by ! cont9u$ trials & dang]s ?r\gh :i* we _h pass$2 & !re=e1 z ,dr4 & ,mrs4 ,+lis 7 at home c>ry+ ! ,new ,te/am5t ?r\gh ! press 9 ! language ( ,aneityum1 & z ,tanna 0 clos$ = a season1 ,dr4 ,g$die1 ! ,rev4 ,joseph ,copel&1 & ,mr4 ,ma?ieson all urg$ me to g to ,au/ralia by a vessel !n 9 ! ,h>b\r & leav+ 9 a few days4 ,my commission 0 to awak5 an int]e/ among ! ,presbyt]ian ,*ur*es ( our ,colonies 9 ?is ,new ,hebrides ,mission :i* lay at _! doors1 up till ?is "t su/a9$ by ,scotl& & ,nova ,scotia alone4 ,& fur!r1 & v specially1 to raise money !re1 if possible1 to pur*ase a new ,mission ,%ip = ! "w ( ,god 9 ! ,new ,hebrides1--a clamant necessity1 :i* w\ld save all future ,mission>ies "s ( ! m t]rible ( ! privations & risks ( :i* a few examples h 9 ^! pages already be5 record$4 ,aft] mu* pray]ful delib]ation ) my bre?r5 & ) my own he>t be=e ,god1 ,i some:at reluctantly felt con/ra9$ to und]take ! task4 ,if my /ory 0 to be ! means ( provid+ m ,mission>ies = ! ,isl&s1 & ( provid+ a commodi\s ,%ip = ! s]vice ( ! ,mission alone1 to keep op5 _! communications ) ! out] _w & ) ,*ri/ian influ5ces1 n to speak ( c>ry+ _! provisions at fix$ p]iods1 or rescu+ !m :5 9 tr\bles & p]ils f ! jaws ( dea?1 ,i 0 n unwill+ to tell x aga9 & aga91 if ! ,"l w\ld op5 up my pa?4 ,god kn[s my he>t1 & any "o :o really kn[s me w easily admit1 t no selfi% or egoti/ical motive has influ5c$ me 9 recit+ ?r\gh all ! ,au/ralasian ,colonies1 ,new ,zeal&1 ,scotl&1 & latt]ly 9 _m p>ts ( ,engl& & ,irel&1 ! incid5ts ( my c>e] & exp]i5ce1 fir/ ( all on ,tanna1 & !reaft] = ne>ly tw5ty ye>s--z ! ,second ,"p ( my biography w relate--on ! neighb\r+ isl& ( ,aniwa2 an isl& entirely giv5 to me by ! ,"l1 ! :ole population ( :i* became ,*ri/ian2 & !y & _! race w be my cr[n ( joy & rejoic+ 9 ! day ( ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,) regrets1 & yet ) unqu5*able hope = ^! ,isl&s1 ,i emb>k$ = ,au/ralia1 hav+ receiv$ ! solemn promise ( my bre?r51 t 9 ent]+ ^u ?is great ef=t ,i 0 to be left absolutely free ( all control1 & emp[]$ to c>ry out ! "w z ,god might seem to guide me1 & op5 up my way4 ,i _h only spok5 to "o man 9 ,sydney2 all ! doors to influ5ce _h !re=e to be unlock$1 & ,i _h no help]1 no lead]1 b ! ,_s ( my ,"l4 ,! ,second ,"p ( ?is ,autobiography1 %\ld ,god sp>e me to write x1 w record ,8 m>vell\s goodness 9 us+ my humble voice & p5 & ! /ory ( my life = int]e/+ ?\s&s & t5s ( ?\s&s 9 ! "w ( ,missions1 & especially = b9d+ toge!r ! *ildr5 ( ! ,sabba? ,s*ools ( ,au/ralasia 9 a ,holy ,league ( help to ! ,new ,hebrides1 :i* has already borne preci\s fruit to ,8 glory1 & w cont9ue to d s = ages to come4 ,(t5times1 :ile pass+ ?r\gh ! p]ils & defeats ( my fir/ ye>s 9 ! ,mission field on ,tanna1 ,i wond]$1 & p]haps ! read] h]e( has wond]$1 :y ,god p]mitt$ su* ?+s4 ,b on look+ back n[1 ,i already cle>ly p]ceive1 & ! read] ( my future pages w1 ,i ?9k1 p]ceive1 t ! ,"l 0 !reby prep>+ me = do+1 & provid+ me mat]ials :]e) to accompli% ! be/ "w ( all my life--! k9dl+ ( ! he>t ( ,au/ralian ,presbyt]ianism ) a liv+ affection = ^! ,isl&]s ( _! own ,s\!rn ,seas--! b9d+ ( all _! *ildr5 into a happy league ( %>ehold]s1 fir/ 9 "o ,mission ,%ip1 & f9ally 9 a l>g] & m commodi\s ,/eam-,auxili>y1 &1 la/ ( all1 9 be+ ! in/rum5t "u ,god ( s5d+ out ,mission>y aft] ,mission>y to ! ,new ,hebrides1 to claim ano!r isl& & /ill ano!r = ,jesus4 ,t "w1 & all t may spr+ f x 9 "t & ,et]nity1 nev] c\ld h be5 accompli%$ by me1 b = fir/ ! suff]+s & !n ! /ory ( my ,tanna ent]prise6 ,"s unsophi/icat$ s\ls :o read ^! pages w be a/oni%$ to le>n1 b o!rs :o "k m ( ! he>tless selfi%ness ( human creatures1 w be q prep>$ to he>1 t my leav+ ,tanna 0 n a little criticiz$1 & a great deal ( nons5se 0 writt51 ev5 9 ,*ur* ,magaz9es1 ab\t ! break+ up ( ! ,mission4 ,all su* criticism came1 ( c\rse1 f m5 :o 7 !mselves de/itute ( sympa?y1 & :o1 probably1 nev] endur$ "o pang = ,jesus 9 all _! com=table lives4 ,consci\s t ,i _h1 to ! la/ in* ( life1 tri$ to d my duty1 ,i left all results 9 ! h&s ( my only ,"l1 & all criticisms to ,8 un]r+ judgm5t4 ,h>d ?+s also 7 occasionally spok5 to my face4 ,"o de> fri5d1 = in/ance1 said1-- 8,y %\ld n h left4 ,y %\ld h /ood at ! po/ ( duty till y fell4 ,x w\ld h be5 to y\r hon\r1 & bett] = ! cause ( ! ,mission1 _h y be5 kill$ at ! po/ ( duty l ! ,gordons & o!rs40 ,i repli$1--8,i reg>d x z a great] hon\r to live & to "w = ,jesus1 ?an to be a self-made m>tyr4 ,god kn[s t ,i did n refuse to die2 = ,i /ood at ! po/ ( duty1 amid difficulty & dang]1 till all hope _h fl$1 till ev]y?+ ,i _h 0 lo/1 & till ,god1 9 answ] to pray]1 s5t a means ( escape4 ,i left ) a cle> consci5ce1 kn[+ t 9 do+ s ,i 0 foll[+ ,god's lead+1 & s]v+ ! ,mission too4 ,to h rema9$ long] w\ld h be5 to incur ! guilt ( self-murd] 9 ! sight ( ,god40 ,nev] = "o mom5t h ,i _h occasion to regret ! /ep !n tak54 ,! ,"l has s us$ me1 dur+ ! five-&-tw5ty ye>s t h pass$ ov] me s9ce my f>ewell to ,tanna1 z to /amp ! ev5t ) ,8 own mo/ graci\s approval4 ,oh1 to see a ,mission>y1 & ,*ri/ian ,tea*]s1 plant$ on e isl& ( ! ,new ,hebrides6 ,= ?is ,i lab\r1 & wait1 & pray4 ,to help on ! fulfilm5t !re( is ! sacr$ "w ( my life1 "u ,god4 ,:5 ,i see x accompli%$1 or 9 a fair way ( be+ s1 ?r\gh ! organization t w provide ! money & call =? ! m51 ,i c lay d[n my head z peacefully & gratefully z ev] w>rior did1 ) ! %\t ( victory 9 8 e>s1--8,"l1 n[ lette/ ,?\ ,?y s]vant dep>t 9 peace60 99 99 99 99 99 ,= ! pres5t1 my p5 is "h laid aside4 ,i %all wait to see :at use ! ,"l makes ( ,"p ,fir/ ( my autobiography1 be=e ,i prosecute ! !me4 ,if ! ,*ri/ian public seems n to f9d 9 x ! help & quick5+ t "s fri5ds ?9k x likely to be/[ on ^? :o read1 ! rema9d] ne$ n be writt54 ,"p ,second1 if call$ =1 w conta9 a record1 9 _m respects1 an utt] contra/ to all t has gone be=e1 & yet directly spr++ !refrom1 z w be se5 by all :o look b5ea? ! surface4 ,i am p5n+ ^! words 9 #ahhg1 & five-&-tw5ty ye>s lie betwixt ?is date & my f>ewell to ,tanna4 ,^! ye>s1 if ev] publi%$1 w tell ! /ory ( my visit+ all ! ,colonial ,*ur*es1 & collect+ ! pur*ase money ( our :ite-w+$ ,mission ,%ip1 ! ,dayspr+2 my return to ,scotl&1 visit+ all ! home congregations 9 #ahfd1 & secur+ sev]al new ,mission>ies to foll[ me to ! ,new ,hebrides2 my second m>riage1 & settlem5t on ,aniwa1 ) h] :om ! good ,"l /ill sp>es to me1 ! "m ( our happy family1 & my ,god-giv5 helpmeet 9 all ! "w ( ! ,gospel2 ! conv]sion ( t :ole isl& ( ,aniwa f idolatry1 & ! plant+ !re ( a ,*ur* & ,congregation ( ,*ri/1 f :i* h s9ce gone =? _m ,native ,evangeli/s & ,tea*]s4 ,!n !re w fall to be record$ my call f ! ,isl&s 9 rec5t ye>s to revisit all ! ,colonial ,presbyt]ian ,congregations once aga91 tell+ !m ! /ory ( ! ,conv]sion ( ,aniwa--! s9k+ ( ! well1 & o!r incid5ts1 :i* turn$ an entire p f idols & f cannibalism to ! s]vice ( ! liv+ & true ,god--:]eby ! ,*ur*es1 & especially ! *ildr51 7 l$ m & m to make ! ,new ,hebrides _! own v h>ve/ field 9 ! ,hea!n _w4 ,& f9ally1 ,i w h to tell h[ ,i 0 aga9 s5t home to ,scotl& 9 #ahhd to raise money = ! pur*ase or build+ ( a /eam-auxili>y ,mission ,%ip1 n[ urg5tly requir$ 9 ! int]e/s ( ! ,mission1 bo? because ( ! great increase 9 ! numb] ( ! ,mission>ies & ! necessities ( s _m families2 & also & *iefly to av]t ! dreadful disappo9tm5ts & loss ( "t1 & !reby sometimes ( life itself1 caus$ by ! frequ5t becalm+ ( our little ,dayspr+ 9 ^! ?ickly-isl&$ seas4 ,t "p ( ! /ory w %[ ! fruits ( ! education & p]ils & exp]i5ces ( a lifetime1 9 ! m>vell\s impression produc$ by ! simple & unadorn$ recital ( ! /ory ( ,tanna & ,aniwa1 among/ ! ,*ri/ian p ( ,scotl&1 ,irel&1 & ,engl&4 ,multitudes 7 bless$ 9 almo/ e t[n :]e a meet+ 0 grant$ me4 ,?ree ,mission>ies devot$ !mselves to ! ,new ,hebrides1 & are already lab\r+ !re2 :ile o!rs consecrat$ !mselves to sev]al ( ! great seats ( ,=eign ,mission ent]prise 9 ,africa & ,asia4 ,i return$ to my own ,*ur* ( ,victoria ) a sum ( ne>ly #i1jjj1 ( :i* #f1jjj 0 = ! new ,mission>y ,/eam-,auxili>y1 & ! rema9d] = ! outfit & support ( m ,mission>ies = ! ,isl&s2 & t money ,i h&$ ov] to ! ,au/ralian ,*ur*1 :]e x awaits1 at int]e/ 9 ! bank1 ! arrangem5ts be+ made by all ! ,colonies to take ea* _! due %>e 9 ! future up-keep ( ! ,%ip4 ,= ?is--= ev]y?+--= all1 praise be to ! ,"l6 ,i nev] ask$ "o subscription1 except 9 pray] & 9 my public appeals4 ,! ,"l s5t 9 all freely to me ?r\gh ! h&s ( ,8 p2 to ,him be all ! glory4 ,i w5t back to ,aniwa1 & f\nd ! "w ( ! ,"l go+ =w>d !re z if 9 a regul>ly settl$ ,congregation at home1 fo/]$ & guid$ by an occasional visit ( my ev] de> & g5u9e fri5ds1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,watt1 f old /]n-he>t$ b at la/ rel5t+ ,tanna4 ,! ,*ur* ( ,victoria has aga9 summon$ me to visit ! ,colonial ,congregations1 to tell ! /ory ( my ,mission life1 & to promote ! int]e/s ( its n[ gr& & gr[+ ,=eign ,s*eme4 ,x is 9 ! mid/ ( su* lab\rs1 :ile address+ at lea/ "o meet+ e day1 & ?ree or f\r e ,sabba? day1 t ,i h p5n$ ! prec$+ pages2 & ,i leave !m to speak = !mselves1 )\t any attempt at ornam5t or /yle4 ,! ,"l :om ,i s]ve 9 ! ,gospel kn[s my motive & my hope1 & ,i v calmly leave ?is book to ,8 disposal1 & ! succe$+ volume to ,8 guidance1 if su* !re %all ev] be--z ! read] well kn[s ,i h _h to leave heavi] & d>k] issues 9 ! same bless$ ,h&s4 ,i (f] e "o1 :o has done me ! fav\r to read or to li/51 my k9dly greet+4 ,may y & ,i meet 9 ! glory ( ,jesus1 & cont9ue our fell[%ip !re6 ,good-bye4 ,,app5dix4 ,,app5dix ,a4 7,see p4 #ced47 ,,! ,,pray] ,,( ,,! ,,tannese1 ,,:o ,,love ,,! ,,^w ,,( ,,jehovah1 ,,to ,,! ,,great ,,*ief ,,( ,,sydney4 ,writt5 at ! urg5t reque/ & dictation ( ! ,mission>y's fri5ds on ,tanna to be pres5t$ to ! ,gov]nor ( ,new ,s\? ,wales4 ,lit]ally translat$ by me1 ,john ,g4 ,paton4 ,to ! ,*ief ( ,sydney1 ! s]vant ( ,que5 ,victoria ( ,britannia1 say+--,we great m5 ( ,tanna dwell 9 a d>k l&4 ,our p are v d>k he>t$4 ,!y "k no?+ good4 ,missi ,paton ! man1 ,missi ,ma?ieson ! man1 & ,missi ,ma?ieson ! woman1 h dwelt "h f\r yams 7 ye>s7 to tea* u ! wor%ip ( ,jehovah4 ,_! conduct has be5 /raight & v good2 !re=e we love ^! ?ree ,mission>ies1 & ! wor%ip ( ,jehovah :i* !y ?ree h taught u1 ! ,tannese4 ,alas6 a "p1 z x 71 only ?ree ( our ,*iefs1 ^: names are ,nauka1 ,miaki1 & ,k>ewick1 besides ,r+ian1 ,enuk>upi1 ,attica1 & ,namaka1 !y & _! p hate ! wor%ip & all good conduct l t :i* ! ,^w ( ,jehovah tea*es u & ! p ( all l&s4 ,^! m5 all belong to f\r ,villages only4 ,!y h /ol5 all ,missi's prop]ty2 !y h brok5 into 8 h\se4 ,!y h cut d[n 8 bananas4 ,!y h scold$ & p]secut$ him2 & !y desire to kill ,missi & to eat him1 s t !y may de/roy ! ,wor%ip ( ,god f ! l& ( ,tanna4 ,we hate exce$+ly _! bad conduct1 & pray y1 ! ,great ,*ief ( ,sydney1 to puni% ^! d>k ,tannese1 :o h p]secut$ ,missi1 :o h deceiv$ ,missi1 :o h altoge!r deceiv$ ! ,great ,*ief 7 ,commodore ,seym\r7 & ! ,*ief 7 ,capta9 ,hume7 ( ! m5-(-w>1 & :o deceiv$ ! ,*ief & ! ,mission>ies 9 ! ,john ,williams1 :o murd]$ "o ( ,missi ,paton's ,aneityum ,tea*]s1 :o f\ght ,missi ,turn] & ,missi ,nisbet1 :o kill$ ,vasa & 8 ,samoan p1 :o kill$ ! =eign]s1 :o h n[ f\ght & driv5 away our ?ree ,mission>ies4 ,_! conduct has be5 exce$+ly bad4 ,!y de/roy ! ,k+dom ( ,tanna1 kill ! p & eat !m1 & are guilty ( bad conduct e day4 ,our he>ts hate _! bad conduct2 we are pa9$ by x4 ,!re=e we e>ne/ly pray y1 ! ,*ief ( ,sydney1 to s5d quickly a man-(-w> to puni% !m1 & to rev5ge all _! bad conduct t[>ds ,missi4 ,!n truly we w rejoice2 !n x w be good & safe = ! ?ree ,mission>ies to dwell "h1 & to tea* u1 m5 ( ! devil4 ,our he>ts are v d>k2 we "k no?+2 we are j l pigs4 ,!re=e x is good = ,missi to tea* u ! ,^w & ! ,wor%ip ( ,jehovah ! ,great ,k+4 ,long ago ,he 0 unkn[n "h4 ,missi br\ght ,8 k to u4 ,our love to y1 ! ,great ,*ief ( ,sydney1 ! s]vant ( ,que5 ,victoria1 & we e>ne/ly pray y to protect u1 & to protect our ,mission>ies & ! ,wor%ip ( ,god 9 our l&1 ! l& ( ,tanna4 ,we weep = our ,mission>ies4 ,!y ?ree gave u m$ic9e 9 our sickness1 & clo?+ = our bodies2 taught u :at is good conduct1 & taught u ! way to ,heav54 ,( all ^! ?+s long ago we _h no k :atev]2 !re=e we weep1 & our he>ts cl+ to ^! ?ree1 our ,mission>ies4 ,if !y ?ree are n "h1 :o w tea* u ! way to ,heav58 ,:o w prev5t our bad conduct8 ,:o w protect u f ! bad conduct ( =eign]s8 ,& :o w love u1 & tea* u all good ?+s8 ,oh1 compassionate u1 ,*ief ( ,sydney6 ,hold fa/ ^! ?ree1 our ,mission>ies1 & give !m back to u1 & we w love y & y\r p4 ,y & y\r p "k ! ,^w ( ,jehovah2 y are go+ on ! pa? to ,heav52 y all love ! ,^w ( ,jehovah4 ,oh1 look 9 m]cy on u1 d>k-he>t$ m51 go+ to ! bad l&1 to ! great et]nal fire1 j l our fa!rs :o are dead6 ,may ,jehovah make y\r he>t & ! he>ts ( y\r p sweet t[>ds u1 to compassionate u1 & to look 9 m]cy on our d>k l&2 & we w pray ,jehovah to make y good1 & give y a ri* rew>d4 ,! names ( u1 ! ,*iefs ( ,tanna1 :o wor%ip t[>ds ,jehovah3-- ,y>isi1 x 8 m>k4 ,ruawa1 x 8 m>k4 ,kapuka1 x 8 m>k4 ,taura1 x 8 m>k4 ,faimungo1 x 8 m>k4 ,manuman1 x 8 m>k4 ,nu>a1 x 8 m>k4 ,nebusak1 x 8 m>k4 ,kaua1 x 8 m>k4 ,n[>1 x 8 m>k4 ,,app5dix ,b4 ,,notes ,,on ,,! ,,new ,,hebrides ,by ! ,editor4 ,! ,,s\? ,,seas--s nam$ by ,vasco ,nugnez de ,balboa1 :o 9 #aeac fir/ saw ! ,ocean on ! o!r side ( ,d>i51 & m>*$ into x z f> z he dur/1 wav+ 8 sword1 & tak+ possession ( x 9 "n ( 8 ma/]1 ! ,k+ ( ,spa94 ,! ,,pacific ,,ocean--s nam$ by ,f]d9& ,magellan1 :o 9 #aeba sail$ we/w>ds 9 8 ,victory sev5 ?\s& miles1 & f\nd ! sea exceptionally peaceful--= t trip at lea/4 ,! ,,new ,,hebrides--s nam$ by ,capta9 ,cook1 :o 9 #aggc fir/ fully explor$ & describ$ ! :ole ( ! gr\p4 ,z f> back1 h[ev]1 z #afjf1 ,capta9 ,p$ro ,f]n&ez de ,quiros _h l&$ on ! l>ge/ & mo/ nor!rly isl& ( ! gr\p4 ,he at once fanci$ x to be ! great ,s\!rn ,cont95t1 deem$ to be ess5tial to balance ! great ,cont95ts ( ! ,nor?1 & eag]ly look$ = bo? by sailors & m5 ( sci5ce4 ,he nam$ ! bay1 ,v]a ,cruz1--! riv] t fl[$ into x1 ,jordan1--& ! city :i* he f\nd$ !re1 ,new ,j]usalem4 ,! l& itself he call$ by ! prepo/]\s designation ( ,ti]ra ,au/ralis del ,espiritu ,santo4 ,9 #agfh a ,fr5* explor]1 ,b\ga9ville1 sail$ r\nd ,santo1 discov]+ t x 0 b an isl&1 & ?r\gh ! ,/raits t /ill be> 8 "n2 :]eon1 f9d+ _m isl&s all ar\nd1 he re-baptiz$ !m ,l',ar*ipel des ,gr&es ,cyclades4 ,b ,cook1 be+ ! fir/ :o sail$ 9 & out among/ all ! gr\p1 & put on record ! mo/ fai?ful descriptions & details1 :i* to ?is h\r rema9 g5]ally au?oritative1 consid]$ himself entitl$ to "n !m ! ,new ,hebrides2 & hi/ory s9ce has be5 well pleas$ to adopt 8 views1 see+1 d\btless1 ! geographical analogy betwixt ! multitud9\s scatt]$ isles & islets ( ! old ,hebrides & ^? ( ! new4 ,f ,santo 9 ! nor? to ,aneityum 9 ! s\?1 a di/ance ( ab\t #djj miles1 !re are scatt]$ ov] ! ,ocean ?irty isl&s1 tw5ty be+ well inhabit$1 & elev5 ( !m be+ ( consid]able size1 f ,aneityum1 :i* is =ty miles 9 circumf]5ce1 to ,santo1 :i* measures sev5ty miles by =ty4 ,! ,isl&s lie #a1jjj miles to ! ,nor? 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( oil 9 a ye>4 ,! ,natives are practically q nak$1 till induc$ by ! ,mission>y to 8we> a %irt0--! fir/ sign ( r5\nc+ ,hea!nism & incl9+ t[>ds ,*ri/ianity4 ,!y are ,cannibals ( a v pron\nc$ type1 & ,savages )\t any traces ( civilization1 except ^? connect$ ) w>7671--)\t a lit]ature1 & almo/ )\t a religion1 except only ! dread ( evil spirits1 ! wor%ip ( ance/ors1 & ! l[e/ =ms ( feti%ism1 trees1 /ones1 etc4 ,!y are p>tly ,malay & p>tly ,papuan1--a mixture ( ,ham & ( ,%em1--"s ) hair crisp & woolly1 /uck full ( fea!rs & %ells1 o!rs ) hair long & wavy1 twi/$ into z _m z #gjj sep>ate :ipcords on a s+le head1 & tak+ five ye>s to f9i% ! job6 ,_! b[s & arr[s1 tomahawks1 clubs & spe>s1 are sometimes elaborately c>v$ & adorn$2 & !y c twi/ & weave grasses & fibres into wondr\sly beautiful mats1 bags1 & girdles4 ,!y make bracelets out ( %ells1 slic$ & c>v$ 9 m>vell\s ways1 z also e>-r+s & nose-r+s2 & 9 _m simil> me?ods !y %[ "s savage s5se ( beauty4 ,polygamy1 ) all its accompany+ cruelties & degradations1 univ]sally prevails4 ,infanticide is sy/ematically practis$2 & ev5 ! despat* ( p>5ts1 :5 !y gr[ old & helpless4 ,wid[s are put to dea? on almo/ e isl& to be> _! husb&s company into ! _s _w4 ,!re is n an unm5tionable vice h9t$ at 9 ,romans i4 :i* is n unblu%+ly practis$ on ^? ,isl&s1 :]esoev] ! ,gospel has n dawn$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,= ! be/ publi%$ in=mation on all ^! subjects1 consult ! "w by ,dr4 ,john ,+lis3 8,,9 ,,! ,,new ,,hebrides0 7,nelson ,sons1 #ahhg71--,rem9isc5ces ( noble ,mission>y ,s]vice = ?ree-&-?irty ye>s4 ---------------------------------------- -------------------------------- ,a ,,selection ,,f ,,flem+ ,h4 ,,revell ,,company',s ,,catalogue ,important ,mission>y ,publications4 ,,autobiography ,,( ,,john ,g4 ,,paton4 ,mission>y to ! ,new ,hebrides4 ,introductory note by ,ar?ur ,t4 ,pi]son1 ,d4,d4 #b vols41 #abmo41 portrait & map1 9 neat box1 net #b4jj4 ,"o ( ! mo/ rem>kable biographies ( mod]n times4 8,i h j laid d[n ! mo/ robu/ & ! mo/ fasc9at+ piece ( autobiography t ,i h met ) 9 _m a day4444 ,x is ! /ory ( ! wond]ful "w wr\ght by ,john ,g4 ,paton1 ! fam\s mission>y to ! ,new ,hebrides2 he 0 made ( ! same /uff ) ,liv+/one40--,t4 ,l4 ,cuyl]4 8,x /&s ) su* books z ^? ,dr4 ,liv+/one gave ! _w1 & %[s to m5 t ! h]oes ( ! cross are n m]ely to be s\ght 9 pa/ ages40--,*ri/ian ,intellig5c]4 ,,! ,,life ,,( ,,john ,,k5ne? ,,mack5zie4 ,m$ical ,mission>y to ,*9a2 ) ! /ory ( ! ,fir/ ,*9ese ,hospital by ,mrs4 ,bryson1 au?or ( 8,*ild ,life 9 ,*9ese ,homes10 etc4 #abmo41 clo?1 #djj pages1 price #a4ej ) portrait 9 photogravure4 8,! /ory ( a s+ul>ly beautiful life1 sympa!tically & ably writt54444 ,a really helpful1 elevat+ book40--,london ,mission>y ,*ronicle4 8,! volume records mu* t is fre% & int]e/+ be>+ on ,*9ese cu/oms & mann]s z se5 & vividly describ$ by a mission>y :o _h ample opportunities ( /udy+ !m "u mo/ v>i$ circum/ances & conditions40--,scotsman4 ,,! ,,greate/ ,,"w ,,9 ,,! ,,_w4 ,! ,evangelization ( all ,peoples 9 ! ,pres5t ,c5tury4 ,by ,rev4 ,ar?ur ,t4 ,pi]son1 ,d4,d4 #abmo41 lea!rette1 gilt top4 #ce;c4 ,! subject itself is an inspiration1 b ?is late/ production ( ,dr4 ,pi]son ?rills ) ! life :i* ! ,ma/] ,himself has imp>t$ to x4 ,x w be a welcome addition to ,mission>y lit]ature4 ,,! ,,crisis ,,( ,,missions4 ,by ,rev4 ,ar?ur ,t4 ,pi]son1 ,d4,d4 ,clo?1 #a4be2 pap]1 #ce;c4 8,we d n hesitate to say t ?is book is ! mo/ purposeful1 e>ne/ & intellig5t review ( ! mission "w & field :i* has ev] be5 giv5 to ! ,*ur*40--,*ri/ian ,/atesman4 ,,m$ical ,,missions4 ,_! ,place & ,p[]4 ,by ,john ,l[e1 ,f4 ,r4 ,c4 ,s4 ,e41 ,secret>y ( ! ,ed9burgh ,m$ical ,mission ,society4 #abmo41 #cjh pages1 clo?1 #a4ej4 8,?is book conta9s an exhau/ive acc\nt ( ! b5efits t may1 & 9 po9t ( fact d1 accrue f ! use ( ! m$ical art z a ,*ri/ian ag5cy4 ,mr4 ,l[e is em95tly qualifi$ to in/ruct u 9 ?is matt]1 hav+ himself be5 s long engag$ 9 ! same field40--,f ,introduction by ,sir ,william ,muir4 ,,once ,,h9du3 ,,n[ ,,*ri/ian4 ,! e>ly life ( ,baba ,padmanji4 ,translat$ f ! ,m>a?i4 ,edit$ by ,j4 ,murray ,mit*ell1 ,m4 ,a41 ,,lld4 #abmo41 #aee pages1 ) app5dix4 ,clo?1 #ge;c4 8,a m in/ructive or m int]e/+ n>rative ( a human s\l1 once held firmly 9 ! grip ( ori5tal sup]/ition1 idolatry & ca/e1 gradually em]g+ into ! light1 lib]ty & peace ( a reg5]ate *ild ( ,god1 does n (t5 come to h&40--,mission>y ,h]ald4 ,,an ,,int5se ,,life4 ,by ,george ,f4 ,h]rick4 ,a sket* ( ! life & "w ( ,rev4 ,&rew ,t4 ,pratt1 ,m4,d41 ,mission>y ( ! ,a4 ,b4 ,c4 ,f4 ,m41 9 ,turkey1 #aheb-ahgb4 #afmo41 clo?1 #ej;c4 ,,e-,,day ,,life ,,9 ,,s\? ,,india1 or1 ! ,/ory ( ,coopooswamey4 ,an ,autobiography4 ,) f9e engrav+s by ,e4 ,:ymp]4 #abmo41 clo?1 #a4jj4 ,,! ,,*ildr5 ,,( ,,india4 ,writt5 = *ildr5 by "o ( _! fri5ds4 ,illu/rations & map4 ,small #dto41 clo?1 #a4be4 8,^! are good books = ! ,sunday-,s*ool ,libr>y1 & w help "y p 9 mission>y societies :o desire to h an intellig5t idea ( ! p 9 ,india :om !y are s5d+ _! money & _! mission>ies to conv]t40--,mission>y ,h]ald4 ,,h9duism1 ,,pa/ ,,& ,,pres5t4 ,) an acc\nt ( rec5t ,h9du re=m]s1 & a brief comp>ison betwe5 ,h9duism & ,*ri/ianity4 ,by ,j4 ,murray ,mit*ell1 ,m4,a41 ,,lld4 #abmo41 clo?1 #a4fj4 8,a praisewor?y attempt to pres5t a popul> view ( a va/ & important subject40--,saturday ,review4 ,,gospel ,,e?nology4 ,) illu/rations4 ,by ,s4 ,r4 ,pat]son1 ,f4 ,g4 ,s4 #abmo41 clo?1 #a4jj4 8,! fir/ attempt to treat ?is subject f a ?or\gh-go+ sci5tific /&po9t4 ,a v p[]ful argum5t = ! tru? 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