,,catherine ,,booth ,a ,,sketch ,reprinted from ,the ,warriors' ,library ,,by ,,colonel ,,mildred ,,duff ,,with ,a ,,preface ,,by ,,general ,,bramwell ,,booth ,,preface ,colonel ,duff has1 at my request1 written the following very interesting and touching account of my dear ,mother2 and she has done so in the hope that those who read it will be helped to follow in the footsteps of that wonderful servant of ,god4 ,but how can they do so8 ,was not ,mrs4 ,booth1 you ask1 an exceptional woman8 ,had she not great gifts and very remarkable powers1 and was she not trained in a very special way to do the work to which ,god called her8 ,how1 then1 can ordinary people follow in her steps8 ,let me tell you4 ,mrs4 ,booth walked with ,god4 ,when she was only a timid girl1 helping her mother in the household1 she continually sought after ,him2 and when1 in later years1 she became known by multitudes1 and was written of in the newspapers1 and greatly beloved by the good in many lands1 there was no difference in her life in that matter4 ,she was not content with being ,mrs4 ,general ,booth of ,the ,salvation ,army1 and with being looked upon as a great and good woman1 giving her life to bless others4 ,no6 she listened daily for ,god's voice in her own heart1 sought after ,his will1 and leaned continually for strength and grace upon her ,saviour4 ,you can be like her in that4 ,mrs4 ,booth was a soul-winner4 ,a little while before her spirit passed into the presence of ,god1 and when she knew that death was quite near to her1 she said3 ',tell the ,soldiers that the great consolation for a ,salvationist on his dying bed is to feel that he has been a soul-winner4' ,wherever she went--in the houses of strangers as well as of friends1 in the ,meetings1 great and small1 when she was welcomed and when she was not1 whether alone or with others--she laboured to lead souls to ,christ4 ,i have known her at one time spend as much trouble to win one as at another time to win fifty4 ,you can follow her example in that4 ,mrs4 ,booth always declared herself and took sides with right4 ,whatever was happening around her1 people always knew which side she was on4 ,she spoke out for the right1 the good1 and the true1 even when doing so involved very disagreeable experiences and the bearing of much unkindness4 ,she hated the spirit which can look on at what is wicked and false or cruel1 and say1 ',oh1 that is not my affair6' ,you can follow her example in this also4 ,mrs4 ,booth laboured all her life to improve her gifts4 ,she thought2 she prayed2 she worked2 she read--above all1 she read her ,bible4 ,it was her companion as a child1 as a young follower of ,christ1 and then as a ,leader in ,the ,army4 ,those miserable words which some of us hear so often about some bad or unfinished work--',oh1 that will do'--were seldom heard from her lips4 ,she was always striving1 striving1 striving to do better1 and yet better1 and again better still4 ,all this also you can do4 ,mrs4 ,booth was full of sympathy4 ,no one who was in need or in sorrow1 or who was suffering1 could meet her without finding out that1 she was in sympathy with them4 ,her heart was tender with the love of ,christ1 and so she was deeply touched by the sin and sorrow around her just as ,he was4 ,even the miseries of the dumb animals moved her to efforts on their behalf4 ,this sympathy made ,mrs4 ,booth quick to see and appreciate the toil and self-denial of others1 and ever grateful for any kindness shown to her or to ,the ,army or to those in need of any kind4 ,the very humblest and youngest of those who read this little book can be like her in all this4 ,mrs4 ,booth endured to the end4 ,she never turned back4 ,she was faithful4 ,her life and work would have been spoilt if she had given up the fight4 ,she was often sorely tempted4 ,she was slandered and misrepresented by enemies1 betrayed by false friends1 and often deeply wounded by those who professed to love her1 though they deserted the ,flag4 ,but she held fast4 ,you can be like her in that4 ,you may make many mistakes1 suffer many defeats1 but you can still keep going on1 and it is to those who go on to the very end1 whether in weakness or in strength1 that ,jesus will give the crown of life4 ,mrs4 ,booth trusted with all her heart in the love and sacrifice of her ,saviour4 ,these were her hope and her strength4 ,when at the height of her influence and popularity she delighted in that wonderful song which we still so often sing3-- ,i love ,thee because ,thou hast first loved me1 ,and purchased my pardon when nailed to the tree2 and when1 amid much suffering1 she lay dying1 we often sang together with her3-- ,victory for me6 ,through the ,blood of ,christ my ,saviour2 ,victory for me6 ,through the precious ,blood4 ,this was her victory4 ,you can follow her in the faith that won it4 ,will you8 ,,bramwell ,,booth4 ,international ,headquarters4 ,,contents ,,preface ,i4 ,,childhood ,,ii4 ,,conversion ,,and ,,soul ,,struggles ,,iii4 ,a ,,three-,,years ,,engagement ,,iv4 ,a ,,life ,,of ,,sacrifice ,v4 ,,the ,,speaker ,,vi4 ,,the ,,mother ,,vii4 ,,the ,,worker ,,viii4 ,,goodness ,,ix4 ,,love ,x4 ,,the ,,warrior ,,xi4 ,,last ,,days ,,xii4 ,,dates ,,in ,,mrs4 ,,booth',s ,,life ,,catherine ,,booth3 ,a ,,sketch ,i ,,childhood ',parents who love ,god best will not allow their children to learn anything which could not be pressed into ,his service4'--,,mrs4 ,,booth4 ,the ,mother of ,the ,salvation ,army was born at ,ashbourne1 in ,derbyshire1 on ,january #ag1 #ahbi1 and ,god gave to her the very best gift ,he can give to any child--a good and holy mother4 ,katie ,mumford1 as she was then called1 had no sister to play with1 and of her four brothers only one lived to be a man4 ,but her dear mother more than made up for every lack1 and from her lips the little girl learned those blessed lessons which1 in her turn1 she has taught to us4 ,one lesson which ,mrs4 ,mumford early taught her daughter was that our bodies will not live for ever4 ,she took ,katie to see the body of her infant brother who had just died2 and1 though she was not more than two years old at the time1 ,katie never forgot that first lesson4 ,spiritual things were even then real to her1 just because they were so real to her mother4 ,heaven was home to her1 and ,jesus her best ,friend1 ever near to help and guide her4 ,truthfulness was a second of those early lessons which remained with our ,army ,mother all her life4 ,she was but four years old when ,mrs4 ,mumford found her one evening sobbing bitterly in her little cot long after she should have been asleep4 ,she had told a falsehood1 and conscience would not let her rest4 ,when she had sobbed out her confession1 her mother talked and prayed with her1 and at last left her1 happy in the assurance that she was forgiven by her ,heavenly ,father4 ,after this you will not be surprised to hear that another lesson early taught to ,katie by her mother was to love her ,bible4 ,she could read nicely when she was but five years old1 and she loved to stand by her mother's side1 and read the ,bible stories aloud1 with just a little help over the very long words4 ,and this love for ,god's ,word grew deeper every year1 so that by the time she was twelve years old she had read it through eight times4 ,in later years people often wondered how it was that ,mrs4 ,booth knew her ,bible so well1 and could so quickly answer their difficulties and objections in ,bible words4 ,much of the secret lay in this early training1 and in the hours she spent in ,bible study later on1 when she had reached the age of some of our younger ,corps ,cadets4 ,i wish we could have seen her in those days4 ,she had very dark hair1 which curled naturally2 black1 flashing eyes1 and such a warm heart1 and strong1 impetuous nature that she could do nothing by halves4 ,whatever it was1 work or play1 her whole soul had to be in it4 ,since she was not at all strong1 and had few girl friends1 ,katie did not play rough or noisy games1 but her love for her dolls made her quite a little mother to them4 ,she treated them almost like real children1 and would sew and toil1 and never rest till she felt she had in every way done her duty to them4 ,she loved animals1 too1 especially dogs and horses1 and could not bear to see any one ill-treat them4 ,oh1 how she suffered one day1 watching some poor sheep driven down the road6 ,she watched the man beat them--she could not stop him2 and at last she tore home1 and flung herself down almost choking and speechless with indignation and distress4 ,her mother did not check ,katie for feeling so keenly4 ,she encouraged her2 for she knew that a hard1 indifferent child1 who can see suffering and not care or be distressed over it1 would make a hard woman2 and she wanted her ,katie to be full of love and tenderness for all1 and especially for those needing help4 ,when ,catherine was twelve years old she became very interested in the drink question4 ,she wrote letters about it1 and sent them to different newspapers1 for there was no ',war ,cry' nor ',young ,soldier' in those days2 and she also became the secretary of what was then called a ,juvenile ,temperance ,society1 and did all she could to get boys and girls to promise never to touch the drink4 ,katie was also1 like many of you1 much interested in the heathen4 ,she would go round to all her friends collecting money to pay for preachers to be sent to them2 and in order to get more money she would deny herself sugar and other small luxuries4 ,no one told ,katie to do this2 but you see our ,army ,mother herself taught us1 by her example when only a child1 to keep our great ,self-,denial ,week4 ,of course1 most of ,katie's time was taken up with her lessons1 and1 as she loved to learn and study1 they were no hardship to her4 ,for two years she went to a boarding-school1 and here her companions soon found out how straight and truthful she was4 ',you'll never get her to tell a lie1' the girls said1 'nor even to exaggerate1 so it's no use trying4' ,every one knew also that ,katie felt for the backward girls and those who were slow and dull4 ,she wanted them to succeed1 and would help them between school hours4 ,that was her joy1 you see--to help and care for others2 whether at school or at home she was the same4 ,but you must not think that ,catherine was perfect4 ,oh1 no1 indeed6 ,sometimes her schoolmates would tease her because she was so quiet1 and liked to read better than to play2 and at such times1 instead of being patient1 she would flare up into a passion1 and say harsh1 angry words4 ,when the storm was over she would be1 however1 ,oh6 so sorry1 and would beg her schoolfellows to forgive her4 ,when ,katie had been at school two years1 ,god sent her a very great trial4 ,instead of being able to go on learning and keeping up with the other girls1 she had to return home1 and for three long years to lie nearly all the time on her back1 often suffering very much4 ,she had a serious spinal complaint1 and her friends sometimes doubted whether she would ever walk again4 ,you wonder what she did in those three years8 ,i will tell you4 ,when the pain would permit it1 she would knit and sew4 ,she could not1 of course1 hold heavy needlework2 but little things1 like babies' socks and hoods1 pin-cushions1 and so forth1 she would make most beautifully1 and then they would be sold to help on the work of ,god4 ,besides her sewing1 ,katie read a great deal4 ,first1 as ,i have already told you1 she read her ,bible1 and learnt to know ,god's thoughts about the world and sin1 and ,his wishes for ,his people4 ,for seven months at one time ,catherine had to lie on her face on a special sort of couch made on purpose for her2 but she invented a contrivance by which1 even then1 she could read her ,bible1 though still remaining in the position that the doctors wished4 ,then1 too1 she would read good books--explanations of the ,bible1 about ,holiness1 soul-saving1 lives of those who have lived and worked for ,god1 and so on4 ,when she had read a chapter she would shut the book1 and write down as much as she could remember of it4 ,this helped her to think clearly and to remember what she read1 and also to put her thoughts into words4 ,but she never wasted her time reading stories and novels4 ,later on in her life she said she was so thankful for this1 for she thought that novels and silly story books made people discontented with their own homes and duties1 and put wrong1 hurtful ideas into their minds4 ,let us recollect and follow our ,army ,mother's example here1 and not waste time on stories which are not true4 ,we1 if we had known ,katie ,mumford in those three years of pain and weariness1 should have pitied her very much4 ,we might have been tempted to feel that ,god was hard in not letting her be strong like other girls2 but we now see that all the time ,he was fitting her for the wonderful future before her2 and when she became ,mrs4 ,booth1 the great preacher1 she herself understood this4 ',being so much alone in my youth1' she said1 'and so thrown on my own thoughts and on those expressed in books1 has been very helpful to me4 ,had ,i been given to gossip1 and had there been people for me to gossip with1 ,i should certainly never have accomplished what ,i did4' ,so1 you see1 ,god was all the time giving her the very best training ,he could1 and teaching her1 as she lay there alone on her bed1 what she never could have learned in the ordinary way4 ,and ,he will train you1 too1 in the very best way for your future1 if you will but determine to trust and serve ,him as did ,catherine ,mumford4 ,,ii ,,conversion ,,and ,,soul ,,struggles ',no soul was ever yet saved who was too idle to seek4'--,,mrs4 ,,booth4 ,perhaps you1 the ,corps ,cadet1 for whom ,i am especially writing this little book1 have been tempted to break your vows by becoming engaged to some one who does not want to be an ,officer4 ,and you think1 perhaps1 that no one understands your feelings4 ,you will be surprised1 then1 to know that our ,army ,mother had just such a battle to fight when she was a girl4 ,she had a cousin1 a little older than herself1 who was tall and very clever4 ,he came with his parents to stay in her home1 and ,katie had not seen him since they were young children4 ,he quickly grew very fond of his cousin1 and ,catherine found how nice it was to have some one to give her presents and to love her as he did4 ,at last he begged her to promise that by and by she would be engaged to him4 ,now ,katie was very perplexed4 ,on the one hand she loved her cousin1 and did not want to grieve him1 and yet in her heart she knew he was not truly given up to ,god1 and would not help her in her soul4 ',go to the ,meeting with you1 ,katie8' he used to say4 ',of course1 ,i'll go anywhere to please you4' ,but then1 while she was trying to get a blessing1 he would be scratching little pictures on the back of the seat to make her laugh4 ,perhaps you can guess the struggle it was for ,katie to decide what her answer should be4 ',if you will only say yes1 and be engaged to him1 ,i am sure you will be able to help him1 and very likely get him properly saved1' the ,devil would whisper4 ',break it off now1 ,katie2 do not go another step2 you know ,god cannot smile on it4' ,that was how her conscience spoke4 ,at last1 one day as she was truly praying and seeking for light1 she read the verse in #b ,corinthians vi4 #ad3 ',be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers4' ,it came to her as the voice of ,god4 ',i will do it1 ,lord1' she said1 after a long struggle2 and she sat down1 and wrote her cousin a letter1 telling him just why she could never be engaged to him1 and breaking it all off for ever4 ,then she turned back to her home duties1 and did not re-open the question4 ,and did our ,army ,mother in after years regret that she had acted like this8 ,no1 indeed2 she has told us that she saw plainly later on that1 if just then she had chosen to follow her own feelings and wishes1 instead of obeying ,god's command1 all her life would have been altered1 and she would never have done the glorious work ,he had planned for her4 ,it was a hard battle at the time1 and cost her many tears2 but it was worth it1 ten thousand times over1 as we can all see to-day4 ,very soon after this victory ,catherine became really converted4 ',what6' you say4 ',was she not converted before this8' ,no4 ,all her life she had1 like many children trained to-day in ,salvationist homes1 felt ,god's ,holy ,spirit striving with her4 ,sometimes1 when quite a little girl1 her mother would find her crying because she felt how she had sinned against ,god4 ,but when she was about fifteen she longed to know that she was really saved4 ',don't be silly1' said the ,devil in her heart4 ',you have been as good as saved all your life4 ,you have always wanted to do right4 ,how can you expect such a sudden change as if you were a great big drunkard8 ,it's absurd4' ',but my heart is as bad as the heart of a big sinner1' cried poor ,katie in an agony of fear4 ',i have been as bad inside1 if not in my outward actions and words4' ,and then she took hold of ,god in faith4 ',lord1 ,i must be converted4 ,i cannot rest till ,thou hast changed my whole nature2 do for me what ,thou dost do1 for the thieves and drunkards4' ,but for six weeks it seemed as if ,god did not hear her cry4 ,she grew more and more unhappy4 ,all her past sins rose before her3 those bursts of temper when she was at school1 those wrong thoughts and feelings4 ,yes1 the ,bible was true when it said3 ',the heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked4' ,katie argued1 too1 like this3 ',i cannot recollect any time or place where ,i claimed ,salvation and the forgiveness of my sins2 if ,god has saved me1 ,he would surely have made me certain of it4 ,anyway1 ,i must and will know it4 ,i must have the assurance that ,i am ,god's child4' ,unable to rest1 she would pace her room till two o'clock in the morning1 and would lie down at last1 with her ,bible and hymn-book under her pillow1 praying that ,god would ,himself tell her that her sins were forgiven4 ,at last1 one morning1 as she woke1 she opened her hymn-book1 and read these words3-- ,my ,god1 ,i am ,thine1 ,what a comfort divine1 ,what a blessing to know that my ,jesus is mine4 ,now she had read and sung these lines scores of times before1 but they came this morning with a new power to her soul4 ',i am ,thine6' ',my ,jesus is mine6' she exclaimed4 ',lord1 it is true6--,i do believe it6 ,my sins are forgiven4 ,i belong to ,thee6' and her whole soul was filled with light and joy4 ,she now possessed what she had been seeking all these weeks--the assurance of ,salvation6 ,and then what do you think she did8 ,she threw on a wrapper1 and1 without waiting to dress1 hurried across to her mother's room1 and tapped at the door4 ',come in1' said her mother's voice2 and ,katie1 her face shining with joy1 burst into the room4 ',mamma1 mamma1 ,i am a child of ,god6 ,my sins are forgiven--,jesus is my ,saviour6' she cried1 flinging herself into her mother's arms4 ,and this was the same ,katie1 who had been so shy and backward that she had never before dared to speak about her spiritual anxieties1 even to her mother6 ,ah6 what a change real conversion1 or change of heart1 had made4 ,for the next six months ,katie was so happy that she felt as if she were walking on air4 ',i used to tremble1' she tells us1 'and even long to die1 lest ,i should back-slide or lose the sense of ,god's favour4' ,but as time went on she learned1 as we all have to do1 to walk by faith1 not by sight1 and to serve and follow the ,saviour whether she had happy feelings or not4 ,but you must not suppose1 because ,katie had the assurance of ,salvation1 that therefore she had no more fighting4 ,no--indeed1 her fighting days had only just begun4 ,one of her great difficulties1 which many ,corps ,cadets will understand1 was that she felt so nervous about doing anything in public4 ,no one1 of course1 asked her to speak--such a thing was never dreamed of2 but the lady who took the ,bible ,class which she attended regularly would now and then ask her to pray4 ',miss ,mumford will pray1' the lady would say1 when they were all kneeling together4 ,but ,katie was too shy to begin1 and sometimes they would wait for several minutes before she had courage to say a few words4 ',don't ask me to pray again1' she said one day to her leader2 'the excitement and agitation make me quite ill4' ',i can't help that1' was the very wise answer2 'you must break through your timidity2 for otherwise you will be of no use to ,god4' ,and did ,katie persevere8 ,yes1 indeed1 she did4 ,here is an entry made some time later in the diary that she kept1 which shows you how very much her experience was like yours3-- ',i have not been blessed so much for weeks as ,i was to-night4 ,i prayed aloud4 ,the cross was great1 but so was the reward4 ,my heart beat violently1 but ,i felt some liberty4' ,though ,catherine's spine difficulty was better1 she was still very delicate1 and at the age of eighteen every one felt sure she was going into a decline4 ,but1 sick or well1 her soul grew stronger1 and her desire to please and serve ,god better increased every day4 ',i do love ,thee1' she wrote in the same little diary1 'but ,i want to love ,thee more4' ,it was not till many years later that ,catherine received the blessing of a clean heart2 but even now she had begun to desire and long for it4 ,she also writes at this time3 ',i see that this ,full ,salvation is very necessary if ,i am to glorify ,god below1 and find my way to ,heaven4 ,i want a clean heart4 ,lord1 take me and seal me4' ,some people1 even after they are converted1 are too proud to own themselves wrong1 or to confess when they have sinned4 ,catherine was not of that sort4 ,in one of her letters to her mother she ends with these words3-- ',pray for me1 dear mother1 and believe me1 with all my faults and besetments1 your loving child4' ,her hunger after a holy life was real and practical4 ,she knew she must learn to live by method--that is1 doing right1 whether she liked it or not--and not by feelings1 if she was to be of use in the world4 ,so at the end of the year she wrote some new resolutions2 and as they may be of help to you1 ,i will copy them for you just as she put them down3-- ',i have been writing a few daily rules for the coming year1 which ,i hope will prove a blessing to me1 by the grace of ,god4 ,i have got a paper of printed rules also1 which ,i intend to read once a week4 ,may the ,lord help me to keep to them6 ,but1 above all1 ,i am determined to search the ,scriptures more attentively1 for in them ,i have eternal life4 ,i have read my ,bible through twice during the past sixteen months1 but ,i must read it with more prayer for light and understanding4 ,oh1 may it be my meat and drink6 ,may ,i meditate on it day and night6 ,and then ,i shall bring forth fruit in season2 my leaf also shall not wither1 and whatsoever ,i do shall prosper4' ,she had also her own private ways of denying herself1 not for the sake of earning money or praise by it1 but simply because she felt it was right4 ,one of these rules was to do without dinner1 and butter at breakfast1 once in the week1 because she felt it helped her in her soul4 ,i cannot end this chapter without telling you of the one great sorrow which darkened all her early years4 ,some of you1 ,i know1 will enter into her feelings so well4 ,her father1 at one time saved and earnest about the souls of others1 had grown cold and backslidden1 and now never even went near a ,meeting4 ,you can fancy what agony this was to both ,mrs4 ,mumford and her daughter4 ,they prayed and wept in vain--he only seemed to get more indifferent4 ,catherine would sometimes write her feelings and her sorrow in her diary1 and there we read3-- ',i sometimes get into an agony of feeling while praying for my dear father4 ,oh1 my ,lord1 answer prayer1 and bring him back to ,thyself6 ,never let that tongue which once delighted in praising ,thee1 and in showing others ,thy willingness to save1 be engaged in uttering the lamentations of the lost6 ,oh1 awful thought6 ,lord1 have mercy6 ,save1 ,oh6 save him in any way ,thou seest best1 though it be ever so painful4 ,if by removing me ,thou canst do this1 cut short ,thy work1 and take me ,home4 ,let me be bold to speak in ,thy name4 ,oh1 give me true courage and liberty1 and when ,i write to him1 bless what ,i say to the good of his soul6' ,for many years this prayer of ,catherine's was not answered2 but she held on1 as you must do for those you love1 in faith and prayer2 and at last she had the unspeakable joy of seeing her dear father come back to ,god through one of her own ,meetings which he had attended4 ,his last years were full of peace1 and were spent in serving ,god and rejoicing in ,his ,salvation4 ,,iii ,a ,,three-,,years ,,engagement ',what a need there is for effort and energy2 or real religion and common sense6'--,,mrs4 ,,booth4 ,one ,sunday1 when ,catherine and her mother went to the ,meeting as usual1 they found a ',special' there1 taking the services4 ,he was quite different from the other ,specials1 and ,catherine could not help noticing him with extra interest4 ,he spoke to the people's hearts1 and was not so much occupied in preaching a good sermon as in getting some one converted4 ,but he did preach a very good sermon for all that1 and chose this verse as his text--',this is indeed the ,christ1 the ,saviour of the world4' ,a few days later ,catherine and her mother were spending the evening with a friend1 when the very same preacher came in1 and was introduced to them as the ,rev4 ,william ,booth4 ,catherine knew they had one subject in common--love for souls2 but before the evening ended she discovered that the young minister was quite as earnest as she was herself in fighting the ,drink curse and all that was connected with it4 ,a few ,sundays later ,mr4 ,booth preached again in the same building1 this time as the minister1 or1 as we should say1 ',officer in charge1' and no longer as a ,special4 ,and now you will guess that the two often met1 and that1 because they had so many interests in common1 they soon learned to know each other well1 till respect grew into friendship1 and friendship into love4 ,catherine was at this time twenty-two years old1 and ,mr4 ,booth was three months younger2 but1 though you would have said they were old enough to know their own minds1 they did nothing hastily1 and would enter into no engagement till they were quite sure of ,god's ,will in the matter4 ,had ,catherine ever before thought of the day when she would get married8 you1 perhaps1 ask4 ,oh1 yes1 indeed1 and when but a girl of sixteen--directly1 in fact1 after she was saved--she settled in her own heart what sort of a man her future husband must be4 ,first1 she decided1 he must be truly converted1 and a total abstainer1 not to please her1 but from his own choice4 ,then he must be a man of sense1 or she could never respect him2 and1 if they were to be happy1 they must feel and think alike on all important matters4 ,ah1 if our women-,soldiers and ,cadets to-day would but follow our ,army ,mother's example1 there would be fewer unhappy marriages and wrecked lives6 ,but in her secret heart ,catherine had also1 girl-like1 some ideas about the sort of man she would like to marry1 if she might choose4 ,he should be a minister--that was the nearest she could get to an ,officer in those days2 ,william was a name she particularly liked1 and--if only he might be tall and dark6 ,if you had been there when ,katie ,mumford first listened to his preaching you would have seen that he was 'tall and dark' indeed4 ,but though ,william ,booth loved ,catherine with a deep and holy love1 which increased each time they met1 yet he was very poor1 and he wondered if he ought1 under the circumstances1 to ask her to share his lot4 ,he wrote a letter to her1 telling her how perplexed and troubled he was1 and her answer shows us that1 right from the very earliest days1 before they were even engaged1 her one desire was that his soul should prosper4 ',my dear friend1' she begins 444 ',the thought that ,i should cause you any suffering or increase your perplexity is almost unbearable4 ,i am tempted to wish that we had never seen each other4 ,do try to forget me1 as far as the remembrance would injure your usefulness or spoil your peace4 ,if ,i have no alternative but to oppose the ,will of ,god1 or trample on the desolations of my own heart1 my choice is made4 ,thy will be done is my constant cry4 ,i care not for myself2 but ,oh1 if ,i cause you to err1 ,i shall never be happy again4' ,it was not the fear of poverty that frightened her1 for a few days later she says3-- ',i fear you did not fully understand my difficulty4 ,it was not circumstances4 ,i thought ,i had assured you that a bright prospect would not allure me1 nor a dark one affright me1 if only we are one in heart4 ,my only reason for wishing to defer the engagement was that you might feel satisfied in your mind that the step is right4444 ,if you are convinced on this point1 let circumstances go1 and let us be one1 come what may4' ,this is exactly what they did1 and after meeting1 and together consecrating their lives to ,god1 they solemnly pledged themselves to each other4 ,and now began a three-years' engagement1 in which1 though often for long months at a time they never met1 they remained true to each other and to ,god1 in thought and word and deed4 ,many of the beautiful letters that our ,army ,mother wrote to ,the ,general at this time1 ,i am glad to tell you1 have been kept1 and we will look together at some of the ways in which she tried to help and cheer him4 ,in the first letter after their engagement she ends with these words3-- ',the more you lead me up to ,christ in all things1 the more highly shall ,i esteem you2 and if it be possible to love you more than ,i do now1 the more shall ,i love you4 ,you are always present in my thoughts4' ,now you must not think that1 even in these early days1 our ,general had a very easy life4 ,he was often much perplexed and troubled1 longing above all to do ,god's ,will for the ,salvation of the people1 and yet not quite sure what that ,will was4 ,at these times ,catherine was of untold help to him4 ,once he was very unsettled--not certain whether he should remain away in the ,north of ,england1 or accept a place in ,london1 where the two could often meet4 ,most girls would have said1 ',oh1 come1 then we shall be near to each other'2 but you will see that her advice to him is just as suitable for you when you are not certain of your duty--that she does not consider her own feelings at all4 ',i wish1' she writes1 'you prayed more and talked less about the matter4 ,try it1 and be determined to get clear and settled views as to your course4 ,leave your heart before ,god1 and get satisfied in ,his sight1 and then do it1 be it what it may4 ,i cannot bear the idea of your being unhappy4 ,pray do in this as you feel in your soul it will be right4 ,my conscience is no standard for yours4' ,then she adds1 lower down3-- ',oh1 if you come to ,london1 let us be determined to reap a blessed harvest4 ,let our fellowship be sanctified to our souls' everlasting good4 ,my mind is made up to do my part towards it4 ,i hope to be firm as a rock on some points4 ,the ,lord help me4 ,we must aim to improve each other's mind and character4 ,let us pray for grace to do it in the best way and to the fullest extent possible4' ',anyway1' she says1 a day or two later--and ever remember her words when outside things try and distress you--'don't let the controversy hurt your soul4 ,live near to ,god by prayer4444 ,you believe ,he answers prayer4 ,then take courage4 ,just fall down at ,his feet1 and open your very soul before ,him1 and throw yourself right into ,his arms4 ,tell ,him that if you are wrong you only wait to be set right1 and1 be the path rough or smooth1 you will walk in it4 ',oh1 you must live close to ,god6 ,if you are a greater distance from ,him than you were1 just stop the whirl of outward things1 or rather leave it1 and shut yourself up with ,him till all is clear and bright upwards4 ,do1 there's a dear4 ,oh1 how much we lose by not coming to the point4 ,now1 at once1 realize your union with ,christ1 and trust ,him to lead you through this perplexity4 ,bless you4 ,excuse this advice4 ,i am anxious for your soul4 ,look up4 ,if ,god hears my prayers1 ,he must guide you--,he will guide you4' ,in these early days our ,general was tempted1 as some of us are tempted to-day1 to feel nervous and shy when talking before large crowds1 and where the people were better dressed and better off than usual4 ,he wrote his feelings to ,catherine1 and she sends him back her wise advice and help4 ',i am sorry for this1' she says1 'and am persuaded it is the fear of man which shackles you4 ,do not give place to this feeling4 ,remember you are the ,lord's servant1 and if you are a faithful one it will be a small matter with you to be judged of man's judgment4 ,let nothing be wanting beforehand to make what you say helpful1 but when you are before the people try to think only of your own responsibility to ,him who hath sent you4' ,again1 later1 she writes3-- ',try and cast off the fear of man4 ,fix your eyes simply on the glory of ,god1 and care not for frown or praise of man4 ,rest not till your soul is fully alive to ,god4' ,how truly she herself carried this out in her own ,meetings you will hear later on4 ,miss ,mumford was very anxious that ,the ,general should improve himself with plenty of hard work4 ,she saw what he might become1 and she also knew that unless he did his part all those wonderful powers which ,god had lent to him would be thrown away4 ',do assure me1' she writes1 'my own dear ,william1 that no want of energy or effort on your part shall hinder the improvement of those talents ,god has given you4' ,so that1 with his constant travelling and preaching1 he might get time to read and think and learn1 she suggested a little plan to him in his billets4 ',could you not1' she says1 'provide yourself with a small leather bag or case1 large enough to hold your ,bible and any other book you might require--pens1 ink1 paper and a candle8 ,and1 presuming that you generally have a room to yourself1 could you not rise by six o'clock every morning1 and convert your bedroom into a study till breakfast time8444 ,i hope1 my dearest love1 you will consider this plan1 and keep to it1 if possible1 as a general practice4 ,don't let little difficulties prevent your carrying it out4' ,you must remember that at this time neither ,catherine nor ,mr4 ,booth ever dreamed of the wonderful work they were to be called to do4 ,he was then preaching and getting souls saved1 mostly in country places1 and had many a 'hard go1' but that was no reason why he should not improve4 ,did ,the ,general like this advice and counsel8 ,or did he feel1 as some men do to-day1 that women cannot judge nor understand such things8 ,ah6 he was wise1 and only too glad to have all the help that ,catherine could give him4 ,in fact1 he often wrote begging her to help him more4 ,the outlines for addresses which she sent him weekly he valued and used1 as this letter shows3-- ',i have1' he writes1 'just taken hold of that sketch you sent me on ,be not deceived1 and am about to make a full sermon on it4 ,i like it much4 ,it is admirable4 ',i want a sermon on the ,flood1 one on ,jonah1 and one on the ,judgment4 ,send me some bare thoughts1 some clear1 startling outlines4 ,we must have that kind of truth which will move sinners4' ,but if ,catherine ,mumford was anxious about the mind and work of her future husband1 much more was she anxious about his soul4 ,to her1 there could be no true love without faithfulness1 and where she felt it necessary1 she cautioned him in the truest and tenderest way3-- ',you have special need1' she writes1 'for watchfulness and for much private intercourse with ,god4 ',my dearest love1 beware how you indulge that dangerous element of character1 ambition4 ,misdirected1 it will be everlasting ruin to yourself1 and perhaps to me also4 ,oh1 my love1 let nothing earthly excite it2 let not the wish to be great fire it4 ,fix it on the ,throne of the ,eternal1 and let it find the realization of its loftiest aspirations in the promotion of ,his glory1 and it shall be consummated with the richest enjoyments and brightest glories of ,god's own ,heaven4' ,you wonder1 perhaps1 if ,catherine ever wrote 'love letters1' as we call them4 ,she never wrote the foolish and sentimental letters which say a great deal1 and mean very little2 but she was able to put her great love into words strong1 intense1 and full of tenderness4 ',do ,i remember8' she asks in one letter4 ',yes1 ,i remember all--all that has bound us together4 ,all the bright and happy1 as well as the clouded and sorrowful times of our fellowship4 ,nothing relating to you can time or place erase from my memory4 ,your words1 your looks1 your actions1 even the most trivial and incidental1 come up before me as fresh as life4 ,if ,i meet a child called ,william1 ,i am more interested in him than in any other4 ,bless you4 ,keep your spirits up1 and hope much for the future4 ,god lives and loves us1 and we shall be one in ,him1 loving each other as ,christ loved us4' ,william ,booth and ,catherine ,mumford were married in ,london1 on ,june #ae1 #ahee2 and here are a few lines from the last letter she wrote to him before the engagement was ended1 and the long thirty-five years of happy married life began3-- ',i long to see you4 ,your letters do not satisfy the yearnings of my heart4 ,perhaps they ought to4 ,i wish it were differently constituted4 ,i might be much happier4 ,but it will be extravagant and enthusiastic in spite of all my schooling4 ,if ,i ever get to ,heaven1 what rapture shall ,i know6 ,no1 there is no fear of our loving each other too much4 ,how can we love each other more than ,christ has loved us8 ,and this is the standard ,he has given us4 ,what a precious thing is the religion of ,jesus6 ,it makes our first duties our highest happiness4 ,it has the promise of the life that now is1 as well as of that which is to come4 ,we will spend all our energies in trying to persuade men to receive and practise it4' ,how wonderfully she carried this intention into practice1 and1 together with ,the ,general1 lived every moment 'publishing the ,sinner's ,friend1' you shall read later on4 ,,iv ,a ,,life ,,of ,,sacrifice ',since ,i came to the crucifixion of myself1 ,i have not cared much what men might say of me4'--,,mrs4 ,,booth4 ,at the time when our ,army ,mother married ,the ,general's work was1 as we have seen1 that of an ',evangelist' or ',travelling ,minister4' ,he would stay in a town for some weeks or months1 as the case might be1 preaching and holding ,meetings1 and getting people saved1 both in the town itself and the places round4 ,it was a blessed and useful life1 but very wearying2 and we can fancy how trying it must have been for ,mrs4 ,booth after her marriage not to have any home of her own1 but to billet first in one stranger's house1 and then in another's4 ,but she did not complain1 though we see what it cost her by a letter she writes to her mother1 telling the good news that they are to live in lodgings while at ,sheffield3-- ',you cannot think1' she writes1 'with what joy ,i look forward to being to ourselves once more4 ,for though ,i get literally oppressed with kindness1 ,i must say ,i would prefer a home where we could sit down together at our own little table1 myself the mistress1 and my husband the only guest4 ,but the work of ,god so abundantly prospers that ,i dare not repine1 or else ,i feel this constant packing and unpacking and staying amongst strangers to be a great burden1 especially while so weak and poorly4 ,but then ,i have many mercies and advantages4 ,my precious ,william is all ,i desire1 and without this what would the most splendid home be but a glittering bauble8' ,for several years ,mrs4 ,booth travelled in this way from place to place1 helping1 cheering1 and encouraging her husband in his soul-saving campaigns4 ,she felt her duty lay here1 and even when she had a little son to care for1 she was unwilling to settle down4 ,writing to her mother1 who urged her to leave off this trying life2 or1 at any rate1 to hand the baby over to her1 she says3-- ',my objection to leaving ,william gets stronger as ,i see the need he has of my presence1 care1 and sympathy2 neither is he willing for it himself4 ,nor can ,i make up my mind to parting with ,willie4' ,mrs4 ,booth's object was to be a help to her husband--not a hindrance2 to push him forward in his soul-saving work--not to hold him back2 and therefore1 instead of rejoicing1 as most wives and mothers would have done1 when a settled home and work were offered him1 she was doubtful4 ',personally considered1' she writes to her mother1 ',i care nothing about it4 ,i feel that a good rest in one place will be a boon to us4 ,anyhow1 if ,god wills him to be an ,evangelist1 ,he will open the way4 ,i find that ,i love the work itself far more than ,i thought ,i did1 and ,i am willing to risk something for it4' ,after this came several years of great conflict and struggle4 ,the ,conference 7or1 as we would say1 ,headquarters7 under whom ,the ,general worked did not wish him to continue the great ,salvation ,campaigns for which ,god had so marvellously fitted him4 ,they wanted him to 'settle down1' and spend perhaps several years in one place like ordinary ministers4 ,to please those who were over him he did this1 and spent four years in one town4 ,but though ,god blessed his efforts1 ,the ,general was convinced that he was called to greater things4 ,he loved the sinners2 wherever he went crowds flocked to hear him1 and the vilest were converted4 ,was it ,god's will1 therefore1 that he should sacrifice the work his soul loved1 and 'settle down' into an ordinary life1 helping and reaching only the people of one small city8 ,this question our ,army ,mother helped him to decide4 ,try to picture her position4 ,she had by this time a family of little children1 and her health was very delicate4 ,by counselling ,the ,general to 'settle down1' as his friends wished him to do1 she would have a nice home1 a comfortable income1 and1 above all1 the constant presence of her husband1 who would no longer need to leave her on his long soul-saving tours4 ,by refusing the position offered1 and choosing instead to take up the 'evangelistic life' again1 ,the ,general turned his back on salary1 home1 and work1 and went out into the world1 with his wife and four children1 friendless and alone4 ,do you wonder that the struggle was a severe one8 ',pray for me1' she wrote to her mother1 when the question was about to be settled4 ',i have many a conflict in regard to the proposed new departure2 not as to our support--,i feel as though ,i can trust the ,lord implicitly for all that2 but the ,devil tells me ,i shall never be able to endure the loneliness and separation of the life4 ,he draws many a picture of most dark and melancholy shade4 ,but ,i cling to the promise1 ,no man hath forsaken1 etc41 and1 having sworn to my own hurt1 may ,i stand fast4 ,i have told ,william that if he takes the step1 and it should bring me to the workhouse1 ,i would never say one upbraiding word4 ,no4 ,to blame him for making such a sacrifice for ,god and conscience' sake would be worse than wicked4 ,so1 whatever be the result1 ,i shall make up my mind to endure it patiently1 looking to the ,lord for grace and strength4' ,but if it was difficult for ,mrs4 ,booth1 the path was equally dark and hard for ,the ,general4 ',william hesitates1' she writes a few weeks later4 ',he thinks of me and the children1 and ,i appreciate his love and care4 ,but ,i tell him that ,god will provide1 if he will only go straight on in the path of duty4 ,it is strange that ,i1 who always used to shrink from the sacrifice1 should be the first in making it4 ,but when ,i made the surrender ,i did it whole-heartedly1 and ever since ,i have been like another being4 ,oh1 pray for us yet more and more6 ,we have no money coming in from any quarter now4 ,nor has ,william any invitations at present4 ,the time is unfavourable4 ,i am much tempted to feel it hard that ,god has not cleared our path more satisfactorily4 ,but ,i will not charge ,god foolishly4 ,i know that ,his way is often in the whirlwind1 and ,he rides upon the storm3 ,i will try to possess my soul in patience1 and to wait on ,him4' ,sometimes you have heard your ,officers talking in a ,meeting1 and telling the people that1 if they will but step out in faith1 and do right1 ,god will open up the way for them4 ,the example of our ,general and ,army ,mother has taught us this lesson1 for few ever took a step of faith into greater darkness and difficulty than they did at this time4 ',my dearest1' writes ,mrs4 ,booth to her mother1 'is starting for ,london4 ,pray for him4 ,he is much harassed4 ,but ,i have promised to keep a brave heart4 ,at times it appears to me that ,god may have something very glorious in store for us1 and when ,he has tried us ,he will bring us forth as gold4 ,it will not be the first time ,i have taken a leap in the dark1 humanly speaking1 for conscience' sake4' ,it was1 indeed1 a 'leap in the dark'3 to break up their little home in the ,north1 and1 travelling by boat1 to save expense1 to bring their four children to ,mrs4 ,mumford's house in ,london4 ,there they separated3 the father and mother went to ,cornwall1 to hold a ,salvation campaign in a little chapel that had been lent to them1 and the children remained behind4 ,of the marvellous way in which ,god blessed the ,cornish work1 ,i cannot stop to tell you4 ,mrs4 ,booth's name as a preacher was by this time becoming as widely known as that of her husband2 and they went from one place to another1 at first together1 and then1 afterwards1 separately1 so as to be able to do more good1 for four long years4 ,whenever possible1 our ,army ,mother took her children with her3 she never left them to others when she could help it1 and later on ,i shall tell you what a devoted and tender mother she was2 but the strain of those four long years no one will ever know4 ,i want you to see the dark as well as the bright side of her wonderful life2 and here is part of a letter to her mother1 written at that time3-- ',i feel dreadfully unsettled at present4 ,i don't like this mode of living at all4 ,william has now been away from home1 except on ,friday and ,saturday1 for twelve weeks4 ,i long to get fixed together again once more4 ,the going backwards and forwards and being in other people's houses does not suit ,william4 ,nor do ,i like leaving home for the ,sabbaths4 ,i am much tempted to look gloomily towards the future4 ,but my heart is fixed4 ,i will trust1 and not be afraid4' ,then again1 a little later on3-- ',pray for me4 ,i sometimes feel as though ,i had taken a path which is too hard for me1 and duties too heavy for me to perform2 but it is my privilege to say1 and to feel1 ,i can do all things through ,christ which strengtheneth me4' ,once again she says3-- ',well1 the ,lord help us to be faithful to our convictions1 even in the dark and cloudy day6 ,i have felt it hard work to do so lately4 ,many a time have ,i longed to be where the weary are at rest4 ',well1 we must labour and wait a little longer2 it may be that the clouds will break1 and surround us with sunshine4 ,anyway1 ,god lives above the clouds1 and ,he will direct our path4' ,the ,general and ,mrs4 ,booth were holding ,salvation services in ,london when our ,army ,mother was called to make a fresh sacrifice1 never dreaming of the wonderful results that would spring from it4 ,you shall read about it in her own words1 spoken many years afterwards3-- ',i remember well1' she says1 'when ,the ,general decided at last to give up the evangelistic life and to devote himself to the ,salvation of the ,east-,enders4 ,he had come home from a ,meeting one night1 tired out1 as usual4 ,it was between eleven and twelve o'clock4 ,flinging himself into an easy chair1 he said to me1 ,o ,kate1 as ,i passed by the doors of the flaming gin-palaces to-night ,i seemed to hear a voice sounding in my ears1 ',where can you go and find such heathen as these1 and where is there so great a need for your labours8' ,and ,i felt as though ,i ought at every cost to stop and preach to these ,east-,end crowds4 ',i remember the emotion that this produced in my soul4 ,i sat gazing into the fire1 and the ,devil whispered to me1 ,this means another new departure--another start in life4 ',the question of our support ,i saw at once to be a serious difficulty4 ,hitherto we had been able to meet our expenses by the collections which we had made from our respectable audiences4 ,but it was impossible to suppose that we could do so among the poverty-stricken ,east-,enders4 ,we did not then see things as we do to-day4 ,we were afraid even to ask for a collection among the ,east ,london crowds4 ',nevertheless1 ,i did not answer discouragingly4 ,after a moment's pause for thought and prayer1 ,i answered1 ,well1 if you feel you ought to stay1 stay4 ,we have trusted the ,lord once for our support1 and we can trust ,him again4' ,mrs4 ,booth1 when she answered like this1 had no idea of all that was to follow4 ,she never dreamt that1 from ,the ,general's standing alone in ,whitechapel1 a mighty wave of ,salvation would sweep over the earth1 nor that ,god was about to raise up an ,army of which she and ,the ,general were to be the leaders4 ,but1 as always before1 she willingly agreed to whatever would be for ,god's glory and the ,salvation of souls2 and we all know to-day how1 from that little ,whitechapel beginning1 grew the ,christian ,mission1 and how1 at last1 the ,christian ,mission became ,the ,salvation ,army4 ,do not think1 however1 that our dear ,army ,mother's consecration stopped here6 ,no1 indeed4 ,one by one1 as they became old enough1 she gave up her children to the ,work1 and we shall never know all we owe as an ,army to her beautiful spirit of devotion and sacrifice4 ,let us stand together by her open grave in the autumn twilight4 ,her twenty-six years of fight and toil in ,the ,salvation ,army are over now1 her spirit has been summoned ,home4 ,listen4 ,the ,army ,founder himself is the speaker4 ,he is recalling the forty years which he and our dear ,army ,mother had trod together1 and his words sum up better than any other words could do what she was to our ,leader3-- ',if you had had a tree1' he said1 speaking to the vast crowd that stood round the grave1 'that had grown up in your garden1 under your window1 which for forty years had been your shadow from the burning sun1 whose flowers had been the adornment and beauty of your life1 whose fruit had been almost the stay of your existence1 and the gardener had come along and swung his glittering axe and cut it down before your eyes1 ,i think you would feel as though you had a blank--it might not be a big one--but a little blank in your life4 ',if you had had a servant who for all this long time had served you without fee or reward1 who had administered1 for very love1 to your health and comfort1 and who suddenly passed away1 you would miss that servant4 ',if you had had a counsellor who1 in hours--continually occurring--of perplexity and amazement1 had ever advised you1 and seldom advised wrong2 whose advice you had followed1 and seldom had reason to regret it2 and the counsellor1 while you were in the same intricate mazes of your existence1 had passed away1 you would miss that counsellor4 ',if you had had a friend who had understood your very nature1 the rise and fall of your feelings1 the bent of your thoughts1 and the purpose of your existence2 a friend whose communion had ever been pleasant--the most pleasant of all other friends--to whom you had ever turned with satisfaction1 and your friend had been taken away1 you would feel some sorrow at the loss4 ',if you had had a mother for your children who had cradled and nursed and trained them for the service of the living ,god1 in which you most delighted--a mother1 indeed1 who had never ceased to bear their sorrows on her heart1 and who had been ever willing to pour forth that heart's blood in order to nourish them1 and that darling mother had been taken from your side1 you would feel it a sorrow4 ',if you had had a wife1 a sweet love of a wife1 who for forty years had never given you real cause for grief2 a wife who had stood with you1 side by side1 in the battle's front1 who had been a comrade to you1 ever willing to interpose herself between you and the enemy1 and ever the strongest when the battle was fiercest1 and your beloved one had fallen before your eyes1 ,i am sure there would be some excuse for your sorrow4 ',well1 my comrades1 you can roll all these qualities into one personality1 and what would be lost in all ,i have lost in one4 ,there has been taken away from me the light of my eyes1 the inspiration of my soul1 and we are about to lay all that remains of her in the grave4 ,i have been looking right at the bottom of it here1 and calculating how soon they may bring and lay me alongside of her1 and my cry to ,god has been that every remaining hour of my life may make me readier to come and join her in death1 to go and embrace her in life in the ,eternal ,city4' ,v ,,the ,,speaker ',i will never speak to sinners so that one man or woman in my audience can stand up and say1 ,you might have warned me more faithfully1 spoken more plainly than you did4 ,i would rather die than that should be the case4'--,,mrs4 ,,booth4 ,no one must think that ,mrs4 ,booth became a great speaker all in a moment1 or by any 'royal road4' ,she started when about eighteen1 as many a ,corps ,cadet has since done1 by just taking a class or ,company on ,sundays1 never dreaming of doing more4 ,an elder girls' ,company was given to her2 and she had fifteen girls to teach1 whose ages varied from twelve to nineteen4 ,two half-days she spent every week in preparing for her ,company1 and in trying to make each lesson end in a practical way1 so as to do them real good4 ,then on ,sunday1 when the rest of the children had been dismissed1 ,miss ,mumford would beg to be given the key of the room and would remain behind1 holding a little ,prayer ,meeting with her girls4 ,sometimes they would stay on for an hour and a half1 and many by this means became truly converted4 ,often with so much praying and singing ,catherine quite lost her voice before the end of the ,meeting2 but1 so long as souls were saved1 she did not mind that4 ,soon after her marriage ,mrs4 ,booth took another class of this same kind1 and also a little sort of ,sergeants' ,meeting1 and then--for you see our ,army ,mother was led on1 just as you or ,i may be1 step by step--she gave a short talk to the ,band of ,hope children 7something like our ,band of ,love of today7 on the evils of drink4 ',oh1 how ,i wish1' she wrote to her father1 'that ,i had started speaking years ago6' ,a little later on ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,booth moved to ,gateshead1 and there the people were very much surprised to hear their minister's wife pray aloud when her husband had done speaking2 for in those days very few women thought of praying1 much less of speaking1 in public4 ',since you can pray so beautifully1 will you come and talk to us on our special ,prayer-,meeting night8' some of the people asked4 ,but ,mrs4 ,booth was horrified4 ',of course1 ,i said ,no1' she wrote4 ',i don't know what they can be thinking of4' ,just at this time an argument began in one of the newspapers as to whether women had the right to speak for ,god or not4 ,mrs4 ,booth wrote an answer to this question you can read it for yourself in her book1 ',practical ,religion'--and she showed from ,god's ,word1 that women have the same right to help to get people saved that the men have4 ,the little pamphlet was already printed and being widely read1 and our ,army ,mother lay alone in her room very ill1 when the thought flashed into her soul1 ',you have been helping other women to preach and to speak for ,god4 ,what about yourself8' ',oh1 no1 ,lord1 not me2 ,i can't4 ,i am1 as ,thou knowest1 the most timid and bashful disciple ever saved by grace4' ,that was her answer4 ,then the ,lord took her back to the days when she first gave herself to ,him1 at the age of fifteen4 ,he showed her that all the way along this one thing had hindered and stopped her from 'being the blessing or from getting the blessing ,he intended4' ',lord1' she cried1 'if ,thou wilt come back to me as in the old days1 ,i will obey1 though ,i die in the attempt4' ,but at the moment ,god seemed not to answer her cry1 and when she was well again all went on as before4 ,three months later ,mrs4 ,booth was quietly sitting one ,sunday morning in chapel with her eldest boy1 when a very wonderful thing happened4 ,you shall read about it in her own words3-- ',i felt much depressed in mind1' she says1 'and was not expecting anything particular1 but as the testimonies proceeded ,i felt the ,holy ,spirit come upon me4 ,it seemed as if a voice said to me3 ,now1 if you were to go and testify1 you know ,i would bless it to your own soul as well as to the people6 ,i gasped again1 and said in my heart3 ,yes1 ,lord1 ,i believe ,thou wouldst1 but ,i cannot do it6 ,i had forgotten my vow4 ',a moment afterwards there flashed across my mind the memory of the time when ,i had promised the ,lord that ,i would obey ,him at all costs4 ,and then the voice seemed to ask me if this was consistent with that promise4 ,i almost jumped up and said1 ,no1 ,lord1 it is the old thing over again4 ,but ,i cannot do it6 ,i felt as though ,i would sooner die than speak4 ,and then the ,devil said1 ,besides1 you are not prepared4 ,you will look like a fool1 and will have nothing to say4 ,he made a mistake4 ,he overreached himself for once4 ,it was this word that settled it4 ,ah6 ,i said1 this is just the point4 ,i have never yet been willing to be a fool for ,christ4 ,now ,i will be one6 ',without stopping another moment1 ,i rose up from my seat and walked down the aisle4 ,my dear husband thought something had happened to me1 and so did the people4 ,we had been there two years1 and they knew my timid1 bashful nature4 ,he stepped down1 and asked me1 ,what is the matter1 my dear8 ,i replied1 ,i want to say a word6 ,he was so taken by surprise that he could only say1 ,my dear wife wishes to speak6 and sat down4 ,for years he had been trying to persuade me to do it4 ,only that very week he had wanted me to go and address a little ,cottage ,meeting of some twenty working people1 but ,i had refused4 ',i stood--,god only knows how--and if any mortal ever did hang on the arm of ,omnipotence1 ,i did4 ,i just stood and told the people how it had come about4 ,i confessed1 as ,i think everybody should who has been in the wrong and has misrepresented the religion of ,jesus ,christ4 ,i said1 ,i dare say many of you have been looking upon me as a very devoted woman1 and one who has been living faithfully to ,god4 ,but ,i have come to realize that ,i have been disobeying ,him1 and thus brought darkness and leanness into my soul4 ,i have promised the ,lord to do so no longer1 and have come to tell you that henceforth ,i will be obedient to the holy vision4 ',there was more weeping1 they said1 in the chapel that day than on any previous occasion4 ,many dated a renewal in righteousness from that very moment1 and began a life of devotion and consecration to ,god4 ',now ,i might have talked good to them till now4 ,that honest confession did what twenty years of preaching could not have accomplished4' ,after this wonderful victory ,mrs4 ,booth never again drew back4 ,the same night she spoke once more1 with even greater power than in the morning1 and before long invitations came pouring in from all parts1 for wherever she went souls were saved and people sanctified4 ,but it cost her a great deal to preach like this4 ,she writes of one ,meeting held soon after3-- ',i got on very well1 and had three beautiful cases1 but ,i cannot tell you how ,i felt all day about it4 ,i could neither eat nor sleep4 ,i never was in such a state1 and when ,i saw the people1 ,i felt like melting away4 ,however1 ,i got through4' ,even to the last1 when she was known all round the world as one of the greatest women-preachers of the day1 she never spoke without feeling deeply the responsibility and importance of her work1 nor without having prepared carefully beforehand what she wanted to say4 ,it was very difficult for her1 with four little children1 the eldest only four years and three months old1 to get enough time and quiet4 ,we should have said it was impossible1 for she was not well off1 and could not afford to put her sewing out1 or to have many servants to work for her2 but she says3-- ',god forced me to begin to think and work1 and ,he gave me grace and strength to do it4 ,many a time while ,i was nursing my baby ,i was thinking of what ,i should say next ,sunday1 and between times ,i noted down with a pencil the thoughts as they struck me4 ,then ,i would appear with an outline scratched in pencil1 trusting in the ,lord to give me the power of ,his ,holy ,spirit2 and from the day ,i began ,he has never allowed me to open my mouth without giving me signs of ,his presence and blessing4' ,the two books she always used in getting ready for her ,meetings were her ,bible and ,concordance4 ,in later years she taught her children how to prepare for their ,meetings1 and some of the advice she gives is very helpful to ,corps ,cadets4 ',jesus wept1' she writes to her eldest girl1 who was then fourteen1 'would be a nice subject for you at one of your little ,meetings4 ,and you could find some texts to show how ,david wept1 and ,daniel1 and ,jeremiah1 etc41 if you like it4 ,but don't take it because ,i say so--you must ask the ,lord for your subjects4' ,later on1 however1 as ,the ,salvation ,army grew1 ,mrs4 ,booth felt that1 though it was just as necessary to prepare1 yet to speak from notes was often not helpful to either the ,officer or the people1 so she writes to one of her sons3-- ',get out of them6 ,they don't fit our work4 ,when you get on1 you don't want them2 and when you don't1 they are no good4 ,at first1 if your memory won't serve you1 just jot on a small bit of paper the size of a ticket your main divisions in large writing1 but no more4 ,like this3-- ',day of wrath is come4 '#a4 ,god's wrath4 '#b4 ,just wrath4 '#c4 ,uttermost wrath4 '#d4 ,eternal wrath4' ,on the platform ,mrs4 ,booth's manner was as simple and natural as when by her own fireside2 anything 'put on' or affected she hated4 ',if ,i were asked1' she says1 'to put into one word what ,i consider to be the greatest hindrance to the success of ,divine truth1 even when spoken by sincere and real people1 ,i should say stiffness4 ,simplicity is indispensable to success1 naturalness in putting the truth4 ,it seems as if people1 the moment they come to religion1 put on a different tone1 a different look and manner--in short1 become unnatural4' ,but ,mrs4 ,booth not only prepared for her ,meetings by thought and study1 but she prepared most of all by prayer4 ',oh1 if we could1' she writes1 'get more of the spirit of prayer into those who love ,god6 ,few understand it at all4 ',i always find an exact proportion in the results to the spirit of intercession ,i have had beforehand4 ,that is why ,i like to be alone in lodgings4' ,before her ,meeting she would wrestle and plead with ,god for hours1 in tears and agony1 and then would face her congregation overflowing with love and faith4 ',pray for me1' she writes during her marvellous ,portsmouth campaign4 ',no one knows how ,i feel4 ,i think ,i never realized my responsibility as ,i did on ,sunday night4 ,i felt really awful before rising to speak4 ,the sight almost overwhelmed me4 ,with its two galleries1 its dome-like roof and vast proportions1 when crammed with people1 the building presents a most imposing appearance4 ,the top gallery is ten or twelve seats deep in front1 and it was full of men4 ,such a sight as ,i have never seen on any previous occasion4 ,oh1 how ,i yearned over them6 ,i felt as if it would be a small thing to die there and then1 if that would have brought them to ,jesus4' ,nothing short of men and women getting converted satisfied her4 ',they say1' she writes of another campaign1 'the sinners here will bide some bringing down4 ,well1 the ,lord can do it4 ,they tell me1 too1 that ,i am immensely popular with the people4 ,but that is no comfort unless they will be saved4' ,she laboured to get the truth home to the hearts of her listeners1 and that is why her talking was so blessed4 ',god made you responsible1' she said1 'not for delivering the truth1 but for ,,getting ,,it ,,in--getting it home1 fixing it in the conscience as a red-hot iron1 as a bolt1 straight from ,his throne2 and ,he has given you also the power to do it2 and if you do not do it1 blood will be on your skirts4 ,oh1 this genteel way of putting the truth6 ,how ,god hates it6 ,if you please1 dear friends1 will you listen8 ,if you please1 will you be converted8 ,will you come to ,jesus8 ,shall we read just this1 that1 and the other8 ,no more like apostolic preaching than darkness is like light4' ,how can ,i show you some of the marvellous results of her preaching8 ,in every part of our land her influence and words made themselves felt2 the largest buildings were crowded with all classes of society1 and glorious cases of conversion and sanctification crowned her labours everywhere4 ,a lady who was at some of her women's ,meetings at ,lye1 near ,birmingham1 tells us3-- ',the women left their work1 and in all sorts of odd costumes flocked to the ,meetings1 some with bonnets1 some with shawls fastened over their head1 others with little children clinging to their necks4 ,all1 with eager1 inquiring faces1 took their seats and listened to the gracious words which fell from the lips of dear ,mrs4 ,booth4 ,and when the invitation was given1 what a scene ensued6 ,it baffles all description4 ,crowding1 weeping1 rushing to the penitent-form came convicted sinners and repentant backsliders4 ,when the form was filled the penitents dropped upon their knees in the aisles or in their seats1 so that it was difficult to move about4' ,when holding some ,meetings in a ,rotherhithe chapel 7for ,the ,army was only just beginning its work1 and our ,army ,mother took ,meetings in different churches and chapels up and down the land71 the victories were just as glorious1 and one of her ,converts says3-- ',there were many remarkable cases of conversion at these ,meetings4 ,amongst others there were the two daughters of a publican4 ,when one sister was saved the other went to hear ,mrs4 ,booth on purpose to ridicule the services4 ,but she was seized with such an agonizing realization of her sins that she came down from the top of the gallery to the penitent-form1 crying out aloud1 ,i must come6 ,i must come6 ,soon after their father gave up the public-house1 and they afterwards became members of ,mr4 ,spurgeon's ,tabernacle4 ',i have seen as many as thirty persons seeking ,salvation in a single ,meeting1 and some years afterwards1 when ,i looked at the register of our chapel1 ,i found about one hundred names of those who had professed to be converted at this time4' ,our ,army ,mother1 too1 was equally straight and fearless with the rich when1 later on1 they also came in crowds to hear her4 ,she had but one message and one gospel for all alike4 ,she says1 ',by ,god's help ,i will not regard the person of man1 but will plainly and fearlessly declare the truth1 come what may4' ,god honoured this spirit1 and her ,meetings in the ,west-,end of ,london1 where the great and rich live1 were some of the most glorious of her life4 ,of one such she writes3-- ',the ,lord has very graciously stood by me1 and given me much precious fruit4 ,last ,sunday we had the ,hall crowded1 and a large proportion of gentlemen4 ,the ,lord was there in power1 and twenty-one came forward--some for ,salvation and some for purity4 ,several were most blessed cases of full surrender4 ,we did not get away till nearly six1 and we began at three4 ,everybody is amazed at this for the ,west-,end6 ,the audience is very select1 we never having published a bill4 ,pray much1 dear friend1 that ,god may do a deep and permanent work in this ,babylon4 ,it seems as though ,he gave me words of fire for them1 and they sat spellbound4' ,you say you wish you had heard her speak8 ,indeed1 we all wish you had3 you could never have forgotten it4 ,but several of her addresses were taken down in shorthand at the time1 and are reprinted in her books1 so you can get and read them2 and they will bless and teach you as they have taught thousands before you4 ,,vi ,,the ,,mother ',a lady once said to me1 ,how have you managed to get your children converted so early8 ,oh1 ,i said1 ,i have been beforehand with the ,devil4'--,,mrs4 ,,booth4 ,i have already told you how ,mrs4 ,booth had the true mother spirit when but a little child1 loving and tending her dolls as if they had been real babies2 you will1 therefore1 guess that with her own children she was the best and most careful of mothers4 ,she began early to train them in the right way1 and never left them unless forced to do so4 ',i cannot part with ,willie1' she writes to her mother1 who offered to free ,mrs4 ,booth by taking charge of the baby for her2 'first1 because ,i know the child's affections could not but be weaned from us2 and secondly1 because the next year will be the most important of his life with reference to managing his will2 and in this ,i cannot but distrust you4 ,i know1 my darling mother1 you could not wage war with his self-will so resolutely as to subdue it4 ,and then my child would be ruined1 for he must be taught implicit1 uncompromising obedience4' ,but long before writing this she had already claimed her boy for ,god and ,his war4 ',i had from the first1' she says1 'definite longings over ,bramwell1 and lifted him up to ,god as soon as ,i had strength to do so1 especially desiring he should be a teacher of ,holiness4' ,these prayers began to be answered very early4 ,the boy had a truthful and conscientious nature4 ,never1 his mother says1 does she remember his telling her a lie4 ,but1 for all that1 he needed1 as do all children1 training and teaching1 and ,mrs4 ,booth was too wise not to be firm4 ,she writes therefore3 ',i believe he will be a thoroughly noble lad1 if ,i can preserve him from all evil influence4 ,the ,lord help me6 ,i have had to whip him twice lately severely for disobedience1 and it has cost me some tears4 ,but it has done him good1 and ,i am reaping the reward already of my self-sacrifice4 ,the ,lord help me to be faithful and firm as a rock in the path of duty towards my children6' ,we know how practical our ,army ,mother always was2 sentimental pity without help she despised4 ,when her little son1 therefore1 saw and pitied a small boy with shoeless feet1 his mother quickly reminded him of his little money-box4 ',would you rather keep the money for barley-sugar1 ,willie1 or give it to the poor boy8' she asked4 ',give it to the boy1' he said at once1 and so learnt his first lesson in self-denial4 ,when the boy was seven years old he was converted1 to his mother's deepest joy4 ,some time before she had talked to him in a ,meeting1 and urged him to get saved4 ,the boy sat still and said nothing4 ',willie1 ,i insist1' said his mother at last4 ',you must answer me4 ,will you give your heart to ,god or not8 ,yes or no8' ,willie looked up in her face steadily and answered back ',no4' ,mrs4 ,booth said no more just then1 but held on in faith and prayer1 and some months later1 to her unutterable thankfulness1 she found him squeezed in among a number of other children at the penitent-form4 ,he had1 unasked1 made his way there1 and was weeping and confessing his sins with all his heart4 ,needless to say1 he was faithfully dealt with1 and the boy1 now our beloved ,general1 dates his conversion from that moment4 ,a little later ,mrs4 ,booth wrote of him3-- ',willie has begun to serve ,god1 of course as a child1 but still1 ,i trust1 taught of the ,spirit4 ,i feel a great increase of responsibility with respect to him4 ,oh6 to cherish the tender plant of grace aright4 ,lord help6' ,and as with the eldest so with the other seven4 ,one by one they gave their hearts to the ,lord as soon as they grew old enough to do so4 ',she used to gather us round her1' says one of her daughters1' and pray with us4 ,i wore then a low frock1 and her hot tears would often drop upon my neck1 sending a thrill through me which ,i can never forget4' ,she would pray again and again that she might lay them in their graves rather than she should see them grow up wicked4 ,mrs4 ,booth was very particular about the way in which her children were dressed4 ,of course1 there was no uniform in those days1 but ,the ,army spirit was already in ,the ,army ,mother1 and she would not have any finery or show1 either for herself or her children4 ',accept1' she writes to her mother1 'my warm thanks for the little frock you sent4 ,there is only one difficulty--it is too smart4 ,we must set an example in this direction4 ,i feel no temptation now to decorate myself1 but ,i cannot say the same about the children2 and yet1 ,oh1 ,i see ,i must be decided4 ,besides1 ,i find it would be dangerous for their own sakes4 ,the seed of vanity is too deeply sown in their young hearts for me to dare to cultivate it4' ,even in her early days ,mrs4 ,booth felt how wrong it was to spend time and money over dress3-- ',i remember feeling condemned1' she says1 'when quite a child1 not more than eight years old1 at having to wear a lace tippet such as was fashionable in those days4 ,from a worldly point of view it would have been considered1 no doubt1 very neat and consistent4 ,but on several occasions ,i had good crying fits over it4 ,not only did ,i instinctively feel it to be immodest1 because people could see through it1 but ,i thought it was not such as a ,christian child should wear4' ,in everything to do with her home ,mrs4 ,booth was a most practical and careful mother4 ,she hated waste and luxury1 but her children were always properly dressed and fed and cared for1 and never lacked what was necessary for them4 ,ladies who had been blessed by her words came to consult her about their souls1 and to their surprise found the great preacher1 not shut away in her study1 but hard at work perhaps ironing the baby's pinafores1 or cutting out a pair of trousers for one of her boys6 ',i must try1' she said1 when she began to live this two-fold life1 'to do all in the kitchen as well as in the pulpit to the glory of ,god4 ,the ,lord help me4' ,he did help her1 and it was this practical mother-spirit at home which gave her so much force and power on the platform4 ,as the children grew older1 they were more away from her side1 and her letters to them are suitable1 not only to her actual sons and daughters1 but to her spiritual grandchildren who will read this little book4 ,therefore ,i am going to give you some extracts1 which you may take as though written by our ,army ,mother straight to your own heart4 ,to one of her boys at school she wrote3-- ',i do hope you are industrious1 and do not lose time in play and inattention4 ,remember ,satan steals his marches on us by littles--a minute now1 and a minute then4 ,be on the look out1 and don't be cheated by him6 ',all your little trials will soon be over1 so far as school life is concerned2 and every one of them1 if borne with patience1 will make you a wiser and better man4 ,never forget my advice about not listening to secrets6 ,don't hear anything that needs to be whispered--it is sure to be bad4 ,choose the boys to be your companions who most love and fear ,god1 and pray together when you can1 and help each other4' ,here is a very beautiful letter written when one of her children desired to go in for some higher education1 which ,mrs4 ,booth feared might spoil the soul life3-- ',i do so want you and all my children to live supremely for ,god4 ,i do so deeply deplore my own failure compared with what my life might have been1 and ,i feel as if ,i could die to save you from making a mistake4 ,perhaps you say1 ,you don't want me1 then1 to learn any more8 ,yes1 ,i do1 a great deal more2 but of the right kind1 in the right way1 and for a right purpose1 even the highest good of your race4 ,i would like you to learn to put your thoughts together well1 to think logically and clearly1 to speak powerfully--that is1 with good but simple language--and to write clearly and well4' ,just the wish we have now for all our ,young ,people6 ,early in their childhood the elder children were taught to be responsible for the younger1 and when at school they were given places of trust as monitors1 and so on4 ,as if knowing the responsibilities they would by and by be called to fill in our ranks1 ,mrs4 ,booth gives them some wise counsel3-- ',i hope1' she says to one who has been left in charge of the other children1 'you will show yourself to be a true son of your mother1 and a consistent disciple of the ,lord4 ,very much depends on you as to the ease and comfort of managing the little ones4 ,do all you can4 ,be forbearing where only your own feelings or comfort are concerned1 and don't raise unnecessary difficulties2 but where their obedience to us or their health is at stake1 be firm in trying to put them right4' ',i am pleased1' she says to one of the boys who has been in charge of others at school1 'that ,mr4 ,w4 puts such confidence in you2 but do not be puffed up by it4 ,remember how weak you are1 and ask the ,lord to save you from conceit and self-sufficiency4 ,try to be fair and just in all dealings with the boys--i4e41 do not be hard on a boy whom you may not happen to like so well as another2 but be fair1 and treat all alike when left in charge4' ,again1 she warns one of them against extremes1 even in well doing3 ',you are under a mistake to suppose that sacrificing your recreation-time will help you in the end4 ,it will not4 ,cramming the mind acts just in the same way as cramming the stomach4 ,it is what you digest well that benefits you1 not what you cram in4 ,so many hours spent in study1 and then relaxation and walking1 will do your mind much more good than all work1 and no play4 ,now mark this4 ,do not be looking so much at what you have to do as to what you are doing4 ,leave the future 7you may spend it in ,heaven71 and go steadily on doing to-day's work in to-day's hours1 with recreation in between to shake the seed in4 ,one step well and firmly taken is better than two with a slip backwards4 ,poor human nature seems as though it must go to extremes--either all or none1 too much or too little1 idleness or being killed with work6 ,may the ,lord show you the happy medium4' ',i was sorry about the cause of the accident4 ,i don't like that way of doing things in fun6 ,though it was very wrong and wicked of the boy to throw the brick1 yet it would have been better to let him look at the guinea-pigs being fed1 and thus have pleased him4 ,there was no harm in what he wanted to do4 ,you should watch against a hectoring spirit1 and mind the difference between a sacrifice of truth and principle1 and one only of self-importance or of mere feeling4 ,if a boy wants you to do wrong1 then be firm as a rock and brave for ,god and goodness4' ',mind your soul1' she says at another time4 ',do not let your thoughts get so absorbed1 even in study1 as to lead you to forget your ,bible and to neglect prayer4' ,later1 again1 as a wise mother she warns them in the tenderest way against their special temptations4 ,against lightness3-- ',be watchful against levity4 ,c4 is a good1 devoted fellow1 but naturally an incorrigible joker4 ,it may not hurt him much1 because it is his nature2 but it will hurt you if you give way to it4 ,it hurts nearly everybody4 ,watch6 ,don't descend to buffoonery4 ,while you become all things to win some1 don't forfeit your natural self-respect and the dignity of your position as a servant of ,christ4' ,against too much talk3-- ',the ,spirit is teaching you this--is showing you that you must be more silent4 ,the tongue is one of the greatest enemies to grace 7,james iii4 #e-ac74 ,strive to obey these teachings of ,god4 ,yield yourself up to obey2 and though you sometimes fail and slip1 do not be discouraged1 but yield yourself up again and again1 and plead more fervently with ,god to keep you4 ,fourteen years ago you were learning to walk1 and in the process you got many a tumble4 ,but now you can not only walk yourself1 but teach others4 ,so1 spiritually1 if you will only let ,god lead you1 ,he will perfect that which is lacking in you4' ,but it was not at first easy for the mother-spirit in ,mrs4 ,booth to allow her delicate girls of fourteen or fifteen to undertake a public life1 and to speak and sing at the street corners1 surrounded by a rough1 low crowd4 ,such a thing was unheard-of in those days4 ,once1 hearing that her daughter ,catherine had spoken in the open air to a large crowd1 ,mrs4 ,booth objected1 as other mothers have since objected3 the girl was too young as yet--she must wait awhile4 ,but her eldest son1 looking at his mother in the tenderest and most solemn way1 said1 ',mamma1 dear1 you will have to settle this question with ,god2 for ,katie is as surely called and inspired by ,him for the particular work as you are yourself4' ,mrs4 ,booth said no more4 ,she took this as the voice of ,god1 and gave her girl up to the marvellous work which ,god had called her to do4 ,later she writes of her to a friend3-- ',join me in praying that she may be kept humble and simple1 and that all that the ,lord has given her may be used for ,him4' ',i see1' she says1 writing at this same time to her daughter1 'what a glorious1 blessed1 useful life you may live2 but ,i also see your danger1 and ,i pray for you that you may be enabled to cast aside the world in every form1 to look down upon its opinions1 and to despise its spirit1 maxims1 and fashions4' ,later on1 again1 came the days when the boys had to choose1 as you have to do1 how they would spend their lives4 ,mrs4 ,booth might be writing to a ,corps ,cadet of to-day when1 in a letter to one of her sons1 she says3-- ',i hope the ,lord will make you so miserable everywhere and at everything else that you will be compelled to preach6 ,oh1 my boy1 the ,lord wants such as you--just such--to go out amongst the people1 seeking nothing but the things that are ,jesus ,christ's6 ,you are free to do it2 able by ,his grace2 born to do it1 with splendid opportunities4 ,will you not rise to your destiny8 ,have courage1 and be strong1 and ,i 7the ,i ,am7 will be with thee4 ,get thee out1 and ,i will go with thee4 ,dare you not take hold of the arm that holds the world and all things up8 ,and if you do1 can you fail8 ,the ,lord gird you with ,his strength1 and make your brow brass1 and your tongue as a flame of fire4 ,you must preach6' ,to another of her boys she writes3-- ',you may1 perhaps1 be wanted to stand and do battle for the ,lord4 ,surely you will not sell your birthright8 ,the ,lord help you6 ,take hold of ,david's ,god4 ,hold your head up1 keep your shoulders back1 and go forward4' ,again3-- ',this is what the world wants3 men of one idea--that of getting people saved4 ,there are plenty of men of one idea--that of gold-getting4 ,they make no secret of it2 they are of a worldly spirit4 ,now we want men who are set on soul-saving1 who are not ashamed to let everybody know it--men of a ,christ-like spirit4 ,there need be no mistake or mystery about it4 ,by their fruits ye shall know them4 ,paul and every other man of like spirit has had his fruits1 and will have to the end of time4 ,it is ,not by might1 nor by power1 but by ,my ,spirit1 saith the ,lord of ,hosts4' ,with one of her daughters she reasons and pleads3-- ',oh1 it seems to me that if ,i were in your place--young1 no cares or anxieties1 with such a start1 such influence1 and such a prospect--,i should not be able to contain myself for joy6 ,i should1 indeed1 aspire to be the bride of the ,lamb1 and to follow ,him in conflict for the ,salvation of poor1 lost1 miserable man4 ,i pray the ,lord to show it to you1 and so to enamour you of ,himself1 that you may see and feel it to be your chief joy to win them for ,him4 ,i say ,i pray for this--yes1 ,i groan for it1 with groanings that cannot be uttered2 and if ever you tell me it is so1 ,i shall be overjoyed4 ',i don't want you to make any vows 7unless1 indeed1 the ,spirit leads you to do so72 but ,i want you to set your mind and heart on winning souls1 and to leave everything else with the ,lord4 ,when you do this you will be happy--,oh1 so happy6 ,your soul will then find perfect rest4 ,the ,lord grant it to you1 my dear child4' ,she made all her children feel that the only reward they could give her for her ceaseless toil and labour on their behalf was that they should give themselves to the ,war3-- ',i hope1 my dear boy1 that1 whatever sense of obligation or gratitude you have towards me1 you will try to return it by resolutely resisting all temptation to evil1 and by fitting yourself to your utmost to be useful to your fellow-men4 ,i ask from you1 as ,i asked from ,god1 no other reward4 ,if ,i know my own heart1 ,i would rather that you should work for the ,salvation of souls1 making bad hearts good1 and miserable homes happy1 and preparing joy and gladness for men at the ,judgment bar1 if you only get bread and cheese all your life1 than that you should fill any other capacity with #aj1jjj per year4' ,to one of her children1 when tempted to be over-anxious1 she writes3-- ',keep your mind quiet4 ,lean back on ,god1 and don't worry4 ,it is ,his affair1 and if you have done what you could1 that is enough4 ,alas6 how little we have of the faith that can stand still1 and see the ,salvation of ,god4 ,what would you do if you were put in custody for two years1 like ,paul was8 ,and yet that imprisonment at ,rome sent the ,gospel far and wide6 ,god's ways are not our ways4 ,he takes in the whole field at once1 and does the best ,he can for the entire world4 ,human wisdom never has been able at the time to comprehend ,his plans1 but years after it has often seen their wisdom4 ,let us learn to trust in the dark--to stand still4' ,to another1 tried and discouraged at the start of his public life3-- ',i have only a minute or two2 but1 lest you should think ,i don't sympathize with you1 ,i send you a line4 ,you ask1 did ,i ever feel so8 ,yes1 ,i think just as bad as any mortal could feel--empty1 inside and out1 as though ,i had nothing human or ,divine to aid me1 as if all ,hell were let loose upon me4 ,but ,i have generally felt the worse before the best results1 which proves it was ,satanic opposition4 ,and it has been the same with many of ,god's most honoured instruments4 ,i believe nearly all who are truly called of ,god to special usefulness pass through this buffeting4 ',it stands to sense1 if there is a ,devil1 that he should desperately withstand those whom he sees are going to be used of ,god4 ,supposing you were the ,devil1 and had set your heart on circumventing ,god1 how would you do it but by opposing those who were bent on building up ,his ,kingdom8 ,he hopes to drive us from the field by blood and fire and vapour of smoke4 ,but our ,captain fought and won the battle for us1 and we have only to hold on long enough1 and victory is sure4 ,courage6 your ,captain cries4 ,only be thou strong1 and of good courage1 and ,i will be with thee1 and teach thee what to say4 ',he hath chosen the weak things4 ,he has not made shift with them--taken them because there were no others4 ,no6 ,he hath chosen them4 ,will ,he ever forsake them1 and thus make ,himself a laughing-stock for ,hell8 ,never6 ,will ,he ever let the ,devil say1 ,ah1 ah6 ,he chose this weak one1 and then let him fail8 ,no1 no1 no6' ,on the important question of courtship1 she writes3-- ',the ,devil sets such innocent-looking traps--spiritual traps--to catch young people6 ,ah1 he is a serpent still6 ,beware of his devices1 and always cry to ,god for wisdom and strength of will to put down all foolish tampering4 ,you are born for greater things4 ,god may want you to be a leader in some vast continent1 and you will want a companion and a counsellor--a helpmeet4 ,the original word means a help corresponding to his dignity ,this is the meaning given by the best expositors4 ,oh1 what wisdom there is even in the words which ,god has chosen to express ,his ideas6 ,corresponding to his dignity6 ,yes1 and no man ever takes one below this mark who does not suffer for it2 and1 worse still1 generations yet unborn have to suffer also4 ,mind what ,god says1 and keep yourself till that one comes4 ',a wrong step on this point1 and you are undone4 ,oh1 the misery of an unsuitable match6 ,it is beyond description4 ,i could tell you tales of woe that are now being enacted4 ,but ,i must wait till we meet4 ',i have seen too much of life1 and know too much of human nature1 to have much confidence in promises given under such circumstances4 ,for my own part1 ,i made up my mind when ,i was but sixteen that ,i would not have a man1 though a ,christian1 who should offer to become even an abstainer for my sake4 ,i felt that such a promise would not afford me ground for confidence afterwards4 ,and do not we see enough all round us to show that unless people adopt things on principle1 because they see it to be right1 they soon change8 ,look at the folks who promise to give up tobacco and dress1 for the sake of getting into berths2 how soon it evaporates6 ,no1 my lad1 wait a bit4 ,couldst thou not watch with ,me one hour8 ,jesus lived a single life for your sake all the way through4 ,can you not live so till ,he finds you one after ,his own heart8 ,i feel sure ,he will4 ,pray about it in faith4 ,i am doing so2 and ,god will answer4 ,but ,oh1 don't run before ,him6 ,wait on the ,lord4 ',a little longer and you will be saying1 ,oh1 how glad ,i am ,i waited6 ,i have now found a treasure indeed6 ,when ,god's time and person are come1 ,he will bring you together4 ,how delighted and satisfied ,isaac must have felt when the servant told him the way ,god led him 7,genesis xxiv474' ,when standing by her grave ,the ,general said she was ,the ,army ,mother4 ,he said the truth4 ,one of her early promises1 given to her as a girl1 when she only saw its greatness and hid it away in her heart as too sacred to be spoken of1 and almost too wonderful ever to be accomplished1 were the words3 ',i will make thee a mother of nations4' ,when called to send her children abroad1 she paid to the full the heavy price2 but she also saw the glorious outcome1 and from her death-bed sent tenderest messages to those of distant lands and far-off nations who owned her as their ,army ,mother4 ,,vii ,,the ,,worker ',what the ,lord wants is1 that you shall go about the business to which ,he sets you1 not asking for an easy post1 nor grumbling at a hard one4'--,,mrs4 ,,booth4 ,if she had not been a worker1 our ,army ,mother would have done little with her life4 ,the wonderful call which came to her1 her great gifts1 the zeal and love which filled her heart1 would all have been useless had she not been willing to work1 and to work hard1 and to work every day4 ,stop and think about this4 ,no life accomplishes anything unless it is full of hard work--often work accompanied by much drudgery1 whether it is the life of a king or of a poor man4 ,mrs4 ,booth has set us all an example in this1 for she would work ceaselessly with head or hands or heart1 as long as ever her health allowed her to do so4 ,laziness and idleness of all kinds she detested2 nor could she tolerate a lazy person in her service4 ,she worked first of all in her home4 ,when she spent a morning in her kitchen1 the work there was perfectly done4 ,the dinner was ready at the right time1 properly cooked1 good and wholesome4 ,she allowed no waste and no extravagance4 ,her bread was light and beautifully baked1 and when she had finished her morning's work her kitchen was as neat as when she began4 ,she finished everything1 and put it straight as she went along4 ,it was the same with the children4 ,she was alike nurse and doctor1 dressmaker and tailor2 she made and mended1 washed and ironed for her boys and girls during their early years1 and herself attended to every smallest detail of their lives4 ,strangers who asked where ,mrs4 ,booth bought her children's things1 so that they could go to the same shop1 could scarcely believe the reply3 ',mamma makes all our clothes herself'--so beautifully were they cut and finished4 ,and when the little garments were of no further service to her1 she would alter and mend them once again1 and give them away4 ,her baby-clothes1 when the last daughter had outgrown them1 were given to a member of the ,mission for his child4 ,he will never forget taking the little bundle home to his wife and turning over the tiny things4 ',i had often heard ,mrs4 ,booth preach1' he said1 'but those baby-clothes preached a louder sermon to me and my wife than ever her words had done4 ,they were all darned and mended and patched1 and the work--but1 there1 ,i never saw such stitches6 ,and as we looked1 and knew the hours of toil she must have put into them1 rather than throw them away1 as many another would have done--well1 ,i tell you ,i listened to her next sermon as ,i had never listened before4' ,and this same diligent1 tireless spirit was with her to the last4 ,when on her deathbed1 able only to use her left hand1 and propped up by pillows1 she devised a little frame on which1 painfully1 stitch by stitch1 she could work a last token of love for ,the ,general4 ,when her hands were folded still in death1 ,i saw those slippers4 ,they were beautifully embroidered1 one with the words1 ',he will keep the feet of ,his ,saints'2 and the other with the sure and certain hope which lay beyond the parting1 ',our feet shall stand within thy gates1 ,o ,jerusalem'--a fitting and sacred service with which to close her many years of toil and labour for others4 ,but our ,army ,mother had another way of working in her home--that is1 she worked over others4 ,if a girl wished to learn1 ,mrs4 ,booth would take endless trouble in showing her the best way to wash or iron1 or clean a grate1 or do whatever the work on hand might be4 ,she instructed her servants1 explaining to them the reason for doing their duties in a certain way1 teaching them forethought and common sense1 and dealing faithfully with them over all their failures4 ',better1' she said1 in one of her addresses--and she lived it out in her own home--'better take a girl whom you have to teach how to wash a child's face1 or to stitch a button on1 if she is true and sincere1 than have one ever so clever1 who will teach your children to lie and deceive4' ,she worked1 too1 over the cases of need and poverty which were often at her door4 ,not content1 like so many1 with giving a few coppers to a beggar1 or some broken food1 she would inquire into the cause of the distress2 and then1 if the need seemed genuine1 she would help1 either by getting the father work1 or by having the home visited and suitable relief given after the true condition of things had been found out4 ,and this was only a little of the homework with which her hands were ever full4 ,of her ceaseless care over her children's mind and soul training ,i have told you elsewhere4 ,but of her public work perhaps the most exhausting was that which resulted from her ,meetings4 ,for she could not rest content with the most careful preparation beforehand1 nor with pouring out her whole soul upon the people during the forty or fifty minutes that her address lasted4 ,at the close of the ,meeting1 whenever her health allowed it1 she would labour and toil1 often for two hours and more1 dealing herself with the penitents1 meeting their difficulties1 one by one1 and was unwilling to leave them until1 as far as possible1 all had claimed and received the blessing they sought4 ,the next day1 too1 she would follow up any special case with a long personal letter from her own pen1 or she would arrange another interview1 or in some way keep in close1 actual touch with the struggling soul1 until the step of obedience had been taken1 and he or she was fairly started on the ,narrow ,way4 ,and it was this careful1 earnest1 patient after-work which gave such glorious harvests to her soul-saving campaigns4 ,labour and trouble were a joy to her1 if she could but help one sincere1 seeking soul into the light4 ,but remember this3 while she so toiled over all who came to her for advice and guidance1 she never repeated nor passed on to others their confidences4 ,if she had done so1 people would soon have left off corning to her2 they would have said1 ',we cannot trust her4' ,she was1 as you know1 a mighty speaker2 but about other people's affairs she was entirely silent--as you must learn to be if you wish to be of any service to ,god or man4 ,and ,mrs4 ,booth strove constantly to teach all who were around her to work as she did4 ',you have begun well enough--now carry it through1' she would say again and again to her children1 and whether it was a doll's frock1 or an article for ',the ,war ,cry1' or a series of ,meetings1 it was always the same4 ,unfinished1 half-done work she detested with all her soul4 ',if a thing is worth beginning at all1 then it is worth finishing1' she would say2 and this great principle followed her through her life in small things as in great4 ,this was the reason that1 on her deathbed1 she could say1 turning to the ,chief of the ,staff1 ',i have no vain regrets about the past4 ,as far as my strength allowed1 ,i have finished the work ,i had to do as ,i went along2 and now ,i leave it1 all imperfect as it has been1 in ,his hands4' ,perhaps1 by nature1 you are not a worker4 ,but what you are not by nature1 you can become by grace4 ,god can teach you to love work4 ,and as you work1 you will1 like our dear ,army ,mother1 learn better and better how to work2 and your life1 whenever ,god calls you to lay it down1 shall be like hers1 not unfinished1 but complete4 ,,viii ,,goodness ',i see more than ever that the religion which is pleasing to ,god consists in doing and enduring ,his will1 rather than in good sentiments and feelings4 ,the ,lord help us to endure as seeing ,him who is invisible4'--,,mrs4 ,,booth4 ,when our first ,general stood on that ,october evening by the grave of his beloved wife1 and spoke to us with a breaking heart of our ,army ,mother1 he unfolded to us the three great qualities which made her character so beautiful4 ,first1 and foremost1 she was good2 secondly1 she was love2 and1 thirdly1 she was a ,warrior4 ,let us1 following ,the ,general's outline1 look at these three leading qualities in her life4 ',first1' he said1 'she was good4 ,she was washed in the ,blood of the ,lamb4 ,to the last moment her cry was a sinner saved by grace4 ,she was a thorough hater of shams1 hypocrisies1 and make-believes4 ,her goodness was of a practical sort4 ,by their fruits ye shall know them was a text she often quoted1 and one by which she was always willing to be judged4' ,it is of this 'goodness of a practical sort' that ,i want first to tell you1 before we consider that soul goodness which made her life so holy4 ,mrs4 ,booth could not imagine any goodness apart from industry4 ,as we have already seen1 she considered it a sin to waste precious time4 ,any one who was lazy she could not endure1 and when one such offered for the work she wrote of him3-- ',i do hope you will not throw a lot of money away in trying ,h------1 just for want of courage to tell him at once that he will not do1 because ,i am sure that it will be thrown away4 ,it is the nature of the man that is at fault1 and not his circumstances4 ,he is a drone1 and nothing1 no change of place or position1 can ever make him into a bee4 ,he never ought to have left his trade2 he never would have done so if he had thought soul-saving was harder work6' ,extravagance and waste of every kind she abhorred1 and had she not been so careful in planning and arranging1 her time and money would again and again have run short4 ,the sewing1 mending1 and housekeeping needed for a family of little children when means are scarce would have been burden enough for most mothers4 ,but besides this came her own letter-writing1 preparing for her ,meetings1 and also the hours she spent consulting and advising ,the ,general1 whose voice1 ',here1 ,kate1' would call her from the nursery or kitchen to help him decide some important question4 ,again1 it was impossible to talk to ,mrs4 ,booth1 even for five minutes1 without finding how true and sincere she was4 ,to please no one would she keep back the truth1 or appear different from her real self4 ',i believe1' she writes1 when quite a young woman1 'honesty to be the best policy1 and ,i shall act upon it4 ,let me have truth1 if it shakes the foundation of the earth4' ,she was sincere and faithful in every part of her nature3 faithful with her own soul and in dealing with the souls of others4 ,great or small1 rich or poor1 she made no difference1 and never held back from reproving sin when it was needful4 ',i see more than ever1' she said1 'the need of making righteous people true in their inward parts4 ,let us be more thorough than ever with souls under conviction4 ,let us not be afraid to wound too deeply4 ,thousands of professors have never been truly convinced of sin1 much less truly converted4 ,sin to them is being found out6' ,though all through her life our ,army ,mother hungered and thirsted to know ,god better1 and to serve ,him more perfectly1 yet it was not till some time after her marriage that she received the blessing of a clean heart4 ,of the struggle and conflict which she went through1 before the blessing of ,holiness became hers1 she shall tell you in her own words3-- ',i had been earnestly seeking all the week to know ,jesus as an all-sufficient ,saviour dwelling in my heart1 and thus cleansing it every moment of all sin2 but on ,thursday and ,friday ,i laid aside almost everything else1 and spent the chief part of the day in reading and prayer1 and trying to believe for it4 ,on ,thursday afternoon at tea-time ,i was well-nigh discouraged1 and felt my old visitant1 irritability1 and the ,devil told me ,i should never get it1 and so ,i might as well give it up at once4 ,however1 ,i know him of old as a liar and the father of lies1 and pressed on1 cast down1 yet not destroyed4 ',on ,friday morning ,god gave me two precious passages4 ,first1 ,come unto ,me all ye that labour and are heavy laden1 and ,i will give you rest4 ,oh1 how sweet it sounded to my poor1 weary1 sin-stricken soul6 ,i almost dared to believe that ,he did give me rest from inbred sin--the rest of perfect ,holiness4 ,but ,i staggered at the promise through unbelief1 and therefore failed to enter in4 ,the second passage consisted of those thrice-blessed words1 ,of ,him are ye in ,christ ,jesus1 who is made unto us wisdom1 righteousness1 sanctification1 and redemption4 ,but again unbelief hindered me1 although ,i felt as if getting gradually nearer4 ',i struggled through the day until a little after six in the evening1 when ,william joined me in prayer4 ,we had a blessed season4 ,while he was saying1 ,lord1 we open our hearts to receive ,thee1 that word was spoken to my soul1 ,behold1 ,i stand at the door and knock4 ,if any man hear ,my voice1 and open unto ,me1 ,i will come in1 and sup with him4 ,i felt sure ,he had long been knocking1 and ,oh1 how ,i yearned to receive ,him as a perfect ,saviour6 ,but ,oh1 the inveterate habit of unbelief6 ,how wonderful that ,god should have borne so long with me6 ,when we got up from our knees1 ,i lay on the sofa1 exhausted with the excitement and effort of the day4 ,william said1 ,don't you lay all on the altar8 ,i replied1 ,i am sure ,i do6 ,then he said1 ,and isn't the altar holy8 ,i replied in the language of the ,holy ,ghost1 ,the altar is most holy1 and whatsoever toucheth it is holy4 ,then1 said he1 ,are you not holy8 ,i replied with my heart full of emotion and with some faith1 ,oh1 ,i think ,i am6 ,immediately the word was given me to confirm my faith4 ,now are ye clean through the word which ,i have spoken unto you4 ,and ,i took hold--true1 with a trembling hand1 and not unmolested by the tempter1 but ,i held fast the beginning of my confidence1 and it grew stronger1 and from that moment ,i have dared to reckon myself dead indeed unto sin1 and alive unto ,god through ,jesus ,christ my ,lord4 ',i did not feel much rapturous joy1 but perfect peace1 the sweet rest which ,jesus promised to the heavy laden4 ,i have understood the ,apostle's meaning when he says1 ,we who believe do enter into rest4 ,this is just descriptive of my state at present4 ,not that ,i am not tempted1 but ,i am allowed to know the ,devil when he approaches me1 and ,i look to my ,deliverer ,jesus1 and ,he still gives me rest4 ,two or three very trying things occurred on ,saturday1 which at another time would have excited impatience1 but ,i was kept by the power of ,god through faith unto full ,salvation4 ',and now what shall ,i say8 ,unto ,him who has washed me in ,his own ,blood be glory and dominion for ever and ever1 and all within me says ,amen6 ,oh6 ,i cannot describe1 ,i have no words to set forth the sense ,i have of my own utter unworthiness4 ,satan has met me frequently with my peculiarly aggravated sins1 and ,i have admitted it all4 ,but then ,i have said1 the ,lord has not made my sanctification to depend in any measure on my own worthiness or unworthiness1 but on the worthiness of my ,saviour4 ,he came to seek and to save that which was lost4 ,where sin hath abounded1 grace doth much more abound' ,how wonderfully in after years ,mrs4 ,booth explained and led others into this same blessing1 we know4 ,was not1 then1 the long struggle and agony on her own behalf worth it8 ,yes1 indeed1 and it will be so with you when you get this glorious blessing in your soul4 ,you will have noticed how in struggling for ,holiness ,mrs4 ,booth had to fight unbelief4 ,this determination to trust ,god fully marked her out as strong in faith4 ,she had this marvellous faith because she obeyed and struggled to throw herself on the ,lord2 but faith was not natural to her any more than it is to you or me4 ,often money was short1 and she hardly knew how she would be able to feed and clothe her family3 this was a sore trial of her faith4 ,on one such occasion she wrote to her mother3-- ',we have not at present received as much as our travelling expenses and house rent4 ,i feel a good deal perplexed1 and am sometimes tempted to mistrust the ,lord4 ,but ,i will not allow it4 ,our ,father knows6' ,later on we get a sight of her own experience in one of her letters1 when she said3-- ',i am much tried just now by perplexities of every kind2 uncertainty1 from a human standpoint1 hedges me in on every side4 ,satan says it is useless trying to steer straight through such a labyrinth2 but ,i am determined to hold on to the promises1 come what will4 ,my ,god is the living ,god4 ,he sees me1 knows me1 loves me1 cares for me1 wants to have me with ,him in ,glory1 as much as ,he did ,abraham1 or ,paul1 or ,john4 ,if this be true1 what have ,i to fear8' ,and again3-- ',said ,i not unto thee1 that1 if thou wouldst believe1 thou shouldst see the ,salvation of ,god8 ,this is a precious word4 ,it has kept my soul alive many a time when ,satan has almost overthrown me4 ,if thou canst believe1 all things are possible to thee4 ,never mind whether anybody else can or cannot4 ,if others are too strong to let ,me carry them1 if thou art weak enough to throw up all self-effort1 and trust ,me with thy whole weight1 ,i will carry thee1 and thou shalt glorify ,me4 ,i know this is the way4 ,hence the babes go in with the simple and the great sinners1 while the reasoners1 and the strong1 and the proud1 and the fearful are shut out4' ,again1 to one who was cast down1 and tempted to be discouraged because of his failings1 she writes3-- ',it is well to see them1 for how can we take hold of ,jesus to mend what we don't see8 ,it is best to know ourselves1 but we ,salvationists are in danger of erring on the other side4 ,we look too much at ourselves apart from ,him who is or would be our righteousness1 sanctification1 and redemption4 ,faith in ,him as your keeper will do more in five minutes than years of conflict without it4' ,once1 in another letter1 she gives us a beautiful bit of her own soul's experience on this subject3-- ',i had such a view of ,his love and faithfulness on the journey from ,wellingborough1 that ,i thought ,i would never doubt again about anything4 ,i had the carriage to myself1 and such a precious season with the ,lord1 that the time seemed to fly4 ,as the lightning gleamed around ,i felt ready to shout1 ,the chariot of ,israel1 and the horsemen thereof4 ,oh1 how precious it is when we see as well as believe1 but yet more blessed to believe and not see6 ,lord1 work this determined1 obstinate1 blind1 unquestioning1 unanswering faith in me and my beloved friend1 and let us two dare to trust ,thee in the midst of our peculiar trials4 ,as ,i looked at the waving fields1 and grazing sheep1 the flashing sky1 a ,voice said in my soul1 ,of what oughtest thou to be afraid8 ,am ,i not ,god8 ,cannot ,i supply thy little1 tiny needs8 ,my heart replied1 ,it is enough1 ,lord2 ,i will trust ,thee1 forgive my unbelief4' ,,ix ,,love ,the truest love must ever seek the highest good of its object2 sometimes even with forgetfulness of important smaller advantages4'--,,mrs4 ,,booth4 ,the second great quality in ,mrs4 ,booth's character1 as given by the first ,general1 was her love4 ',she was love1' he says4 ',her whole soul was full of tender1 deep compassion4 ,oh1 how she loved1 how she pitied the suffering poor6 ,how she longed to put her arms round the sorrowful1 and help them6' ',how1' asked ,mrs4 ,booth once1 'are we to put heart into people8 ,even grace seems to fail to do so in many instances4 ,i think it needs mothers to do this from infancy upwards4' ,you will recollect that ,mrs4 ,mumford fostered this 'heart' and love in her little girl2 and you will remember how keenly ,katie felt1 blazing up into wrath at any story of wrong or injury1 and ready to sacrifice her life for those she loved4 ,this spirit grew with her4 ,she could not help caring and struggling to help all who needed her4 ,the ,general often told her in later years that she was killing herself by carrying every one's burdens4 ,then she would try to leave off for a little1 but her heart was too strong1 and she could not hold it back4 ,when but a child1 running down the road with her hoop and stick1 she saw a drunkard being dragged off to prison by a policeman4 ,all the people were jeering and mocking at the poor friendless wretch4 ,instantly ,katie's pity and love fired up4 ,she dashed across the street1 and marched along close by the man's side1 so that he might feel that at least one little heart cared for him1 and wanted to help him4 ,to the end of her life she carried this deep1 tender pity wherever she went4 ,she loved the poor4 ',with all their faults1' she said1 'they have larger hearts than the rich'2 and she loved them for it4 ,where any one had a warm heart1 she could forgive and overlook many mistakes2 but with cold1 narrow1 'fishy' souls1 she had neither sympathy nor patience4 ,our ,army ,mother's help was practical4 ,she did not only give money or pity1 but she--so to speak--rolled up her sleeves and helped the suffering herself4 ,every sort of suffering and need appealed to her4 ,if an animal was wounded or in pain1 she stopped1 and herself relieved it as best she could2 and to the last1 if she saw a horse or any creature being ill-treated1 she would not hesitate to rush out and stop the driver1 or in some way force him to leave off his cruelty4 ,she was not only kind and helpful to those she liked1 but every living thing that suffered had a claim upon her1 and the greater the need the more tender and ready was her help4 ,mrs4 ,booth was a people's woman1 and she was never weary of scheming and planning how to help the poor in the most practical way4 ',when ,i see people going wrong1' she said1 when but a girl of twelve1 ',i must tell the poor things how to manage4' ,dirt and sin1 and drink and misery1 could not quench this love2 it was a part of her very nature4 ,long1 long before ,slum ,sisters were ever thought of1 ,mrs4 ,booth did their work herself1 just because she so loved the poor1 and longed to help them4 ,you shall read the story in her own words3-- ',i remember in one case finding a poor woman lying on a heap of rags4 ,she had just given birth to twins1 and there was nobody of any sort to wait upon her4 ,i can never forget the desolation of that room4 ,by her side was a crust of bread and a small lump of lard4 ,i fancied a bit o' bootter 7butter71 the woman remarked apologetically1 noticing my eye fall upon the scanty meal1 and my mon1 he'd do owt for me he could1 bless'm--he couldna git me iny bootter1 so he fitcht me this bit o' lard4 ,have you iver tried lard isted o' bootter8 ,it's rare good6 said the poor creature1 making me wish ,i had taken lard for bootter all my life1 that ,i might have been the better able to minister to her needs4 ,however1 ,i was soon busy trying to make her a little more comfortable4 ,the babies ,i washed in a broken pie-dish1 the nearest approach to a tub that ,i could find4 ,and the gratitude of those large eyes1 that gazed upon me from out of that wan and shrunken face1 can never fade from my memory4' ,before public ,meetings took up so much of her time1 she delighted in this house-to-house visiting1 and went especially for the drunkards1 over whom ,god gave her a wonderful power4 ',i used to visit in the evenings1' she says1 'because it was the only part of the day in which ,i could get away2 and1 besides1 ,i should not have found the men at home at any other time4 ,i used to ask one drunkard's wife where another lived4 ,they always knew4 ,after getting hold of eight or ten in this way1 and getting them to sign the pledge1 ,i used to arrange ,cottage ,meetings for them1 and try to get them saved4 ,they used to let me talk to them in homes where there was not a stick of furniture1 and nothing to sit down upon4' ,in this way our ,army ,mother sought and cared for the drunkards long before ,drunkards' ,brigades were dreamt of4 ,when1 at a later time in her life1 she first heard of the wicked and cruel way in which young girls are trapped and drawn into sin1 ,mrs4 ,booth's soul was filled with a whirlwind of holy indignation4 ',i feel as though ,i could not rest1 but as though ,i must go and ferret out these monsters myself1' she wrote4 ',almost everybody1 notwithstanding the indignation1 seems so content with talking4 ,nobody appears willing to take the responsibility of doing or risking anything4 ,oh1 what a state the world has got into6' ,but1 deep and practical as was her love in earthly things1 her passion for lifting and leading souls into ,salvation and ,holiness was a thousand times more intense4 ',if we only realized1 as we ought1 the value of souls1 we should not live long under it1' she said2 and she herself realized it fully enough to make her fight on ceaselessly in spite of intense weakness4 ',if it were not for eternity1' she often sighed1 ',i should soon give up this life4' ,it was love for souls which made her go from town to town1 care-worn1 weary1 often quite unfit to meet the immense congregations which came to hear her4 ,it was love for souls which kept her sitting for hours at her writing-table1 when she should have been resting1 trying to help those who turned to her for counsel and direction from every part of the globe4 ,it was love for souls which gave her many a sleepless night1 and chained her to her knees1 weeping and pleading1 agonizing with ,god on behalf of the people she was to face the next day4 ,and this love for souls grew even stronger as death came near4 ',eva1' she exclaimed to one of her daughters1 as she lay racked with agonizing pain1 'don't you forget that man with the handcuffs on4 ,find him4 ,go to ,lancaster ,jail2 let somebody go with you1 and find that man4 ,tell him that your mother1 when she was dying1 prayed for him1 and that she had a feeling in her heart that ,god would save him2 and tell him1 hard as the ten years of imprisonment may be1 it will be easier with ,christ than it would be without ,him4' ,she was lying between earth and ,heaven1 thinking of the joy and peace awaiting her1 when it seemed as if she saw the dark face of a heathen woman1 and heard the cry1 ',won't you help us8' ,the old love for perishing souls woke again directly1 and she cried1 ',oh1 yes1 ,lord1 ,i will go anywhere to help poor struggling people4 ,i would go on an errand to ,hell1 if the ,lord would promise me that the ,devil should not keep me there4' ,in one of these last days she sent a dying message to the ,officers4 ',tell them1' she said1 'that the only consolation for a ,salvationist on his death-bed is to have been a soul-winner4 ,after all my labours ,i feel ,i have come far short of the prize of my high calling4 ,beseech them to redeem their time1 for we can do but little at the best4' ,a little maid who was a ,candidate came into ,mrs4 ,booth's sick-room once as she was speaking1 and she called her to her bedside1 giving her warning and counsel which every ,corps ,cadet can take as though spoken to herself3-- ',you will be finished with the dishes soon1' she said1 'and you are going to be a ,cadet4 ,i have been very pleased with you while you have been here1 because you have worked out of sight with a good will1 and ,i think you will make a brave ,officer4 ,you will promise me1 will you8' she said1 as she laid her trembling hand on the girl's head4 ',yes1' was the reply1 ',i will1' amid stifled sobs4 ',give me a kiss1 then1' said ,mrs4 ,booth4 ',promise me that you will never get spoiled by any unfaithful ,officer4 ,if you ever get mixed up with such1 do not hide it from ,headquarters1 but let them know about it1 and they will soon move the false away from you4 ,i shan't be here2 but1 ,oh6 may ,god help them to get rid of the wrong4 ,discernment of spirits6 ,oh1 why should we not have that gift back8 ,it is very necessary4' ,mrs4 ,booth's whole heart was wrapped up in the spread of ,the ,army1 and she was never more of a warrior than when fighting its battles4 ,and ,the ,army needed some one to stand up for it in those days4 ,we who live to-day can hardly fancy the fierce1 bitter persecution the early-day ,salvationists had to fight through4 ,now1 even those who dislike and despise us are forced to admit that ',the ,army does a great deal of good'2 but then it was different1 and again and again1 both by speech and writing1 ,mrs4 ,booth had to defend and stand up for our methods4 ',i would not1' she says1 after she had spoken too plainly for some rich people who were offended at her words1 'sit down and listen to their abuse of ,the ,salvation ,army for all their money4 ,but ,i did not say a word that ,i would object to have published upon the housetops4 ,such1 however1 is often the spirit of the rich4 ,they think that one must sit and hear whatever they may choose to say1 and hold one's breath1 because of their money6 ,but1 no1 ,i will never be dumb before a golden idol6' ,she loved the ,uniform3 she herself planned that worn by ,army women1 and always wore her own1 rejoicing to be able to give to our people a way of escape from the fashions and extravagances of the world4 ,she loved the ,flag1 and was true to its beautiful meaning4 ,she loved to present ,colours to the newly-opened ,corps1 or to parties of ,officers going abroad2 and when1 shortly before she passed away1 she changed her room1 she begged that the dear ,army ,flag might be brought in and hung above her bed4 ',there1' said ,the ,general1 'the ,colours are over you now1 my darling4' ,and she clasped them fondly with her left hand1 and traced the motto--',blood and ,fire4' ',yes1' she said1 ',blood and ,fire2 that is just what my life has been--a constant and severe fight4' ',it ought to be ,blood and ,fire and ,victory1' said ,the ,general4 ',i'll fight on till ,i get it1' she answered4 ',i won't give in4 ,next time ,i see them ,i shall be above the pain and sorrow for ever4' ,but1 though at the last she longed to be at rest1 it was not easy for her great mother's heart to unloose itself from those she loved1 and from the thousands in all lands who looked to her as to a mother4 ,if you have learnt to love very deeply you will also have to suffer1 and her very love made the parting so difficult4 ',oh1' she exclaimed1 when speaking of leaving ,the ,general and her children1 'mine is such a heart6 it seems as if it had got roots all round the world clutching on to one and another1 and that it will not let them go6 ,and yet ,you can take care of them1 ,lord1 better than ,i could4 ,i do1 ,i do believe6 ,o ,eternal ,father1 ,shepherd of the sheep1 do ,thou look after my little flock6' ',amen1' we who read these lines may say2 adding to her prayer1 ',and give us that same heart and love which made her life of such mighty power4' ,x ,,the ,,warrior ',fighting is hard work1 whatever sort of fighting it is4 ,you cannot fight without wounds of body1 heart1 or soul4'--,,mrs4 ,,booth4 ',lastly1' said ,the ,general in that same beautiful tribute to our ,army ,mother that ,i have already quoted from1' she was a warrior4 ,she liked the fight4 ,she was not one who said to others1 ,go1 but ,here1 let me go2 and when there was the necessity she said1 ,i will go6 ,i never knew her flinch until her poor body compelled her to lie on one side4' ,our ,army ,mother was1 indeed1 before all things a warrior2 she fought bravely and unceasingly her whole life through4 ,in thought and purpose she was independent1 and dared to stand out for what she felt right4 ,cowardice1 in her opinion1 was one of the commonest and most subtle sins of the day1 and she had no patience with those who dared not say ',no1' and feared to stand alone4 ,she thought for herself1 and though always eager to hear and learn as much as possible from others1 yet she was not carried away by their opinions1 but carefully weighed and considered their arguments1 and then formed her own judgments4 ,mrs4 ,booth strove earnestly for doctrine4 ',let us take care1' she said1 in ,the ,army's early days1 'what ,gospel we preach4 ,let us mind our doctrine4' ,and again3-- ',we must stick to the form of sound words1 for there is more in it than appears on the surface4 ,glory be to the ,father1 to the ,son1 and the ,holy ,ghost1 was the theology of our forefathers1 and ,i am suspicious of all attempts to mend it4' ,and once more3-- ',let us beware of wrong doctrine1 come through whomsoever it may4 ,holy men make sad mistakes4 ,well1 but1 say some1 is not a person who holds wrong views with a right heart better than a person with right views and a wrong heart8 ,yes1 so far as his personal state before ,god is concerned1 but not in his influence on man4 ,my charity must extend to those likely to be deceived or ruined by his doctrines as well as to him4' ,mrs4 ,booth's whole life was a continual fight against sin--sin of all kinds4 ,whether her ,meeting was held for the very lowest and roughest1 or whether rows of clergy and lawyers1 and lords and ladies sat to listen1 it made no difference to her4 ,she attacked sin1 and went straight at the very heart-sins of the people in front of her4 ',we need great grace1' she says in the midst of her wonderful ,west-,end campaign1 where even princes and princesses came to hear her4 ',i think the ,lord never enabled me to be more plain and faithful4 ,as a lady in high circles said to me1 ,we never heard this sort of ,gospel before4 ,no1 poor things1 they are sadly deceived4' ,drink1 too1 was another evil which ,mrs4 ,booth fought against during the whole of her life4 ,she began1 as you remember1 when a girl by being secretary of the ',band of ,love' of those days4 ,in the early days of their engagement ,the ,general was strongly advised to take a little wine for the sake of his health4 ,our ,army ,mother wrote him a long letter1 showing him how false and foolish such advice was1 and ending with3-- ',i have had it recommended to me scores of times1 but ,i am fully and for ever settled on the physical side of the question4 ,footnote3 ,that means taking it for the sake of health4--,,ed4 ',it is a subject on which ,i am most anxious you should be thorough4 ,i have far more hope for your health because you abstain1 than ,i should if you took wine4 ,flee the detestable thing as you would a serpent2 be a teetotaller in principle and practice4' ,though1 as we have seen1 full of boundless faith and pity for the drunkard1 ,mrs4 ,booth attacked the makers and sellers of drink unmercifully4 ,she says1 on one occasion3-- ',by your peace of conscience on a dying bed2 by the eternal destinies of your children1 by your care for never-dying souls2 by the love you owe your ,saviour1 ,i beseech you banish the drink4 ',tell me no more of charity towards brewers1 distillers1 and publicans4 ,your false charity to these has already consigned millions to an untimely ,hell6444 ,arise1 ,christians1 arise1 and fight this foe6 ,you and you alone are able1 for your ,god will fight for you6' ,another thing for which our ,army ,mother fought1 and which to-day we owe in great measure to her efforts1 is the position to which women have been lifted as speakers and teachers in ,god's work4 ,she first1 as we have seen1 opened the way herself2 and then she left it open1 encouraging and helping tens of thousands of simple1 holy women all round the world to follow in her steps4 ,she had a tough battle to wage4 ,all classes wrote and spoke against women being allowed to stand and speak for ,god in the open air or in public halls2 but1 strong in faith and courage1 convinced that she had ,divine authority for what she did1 our ,army ,mother fought on1 arguing1 writing1 preaching on the matter4 ,now to-day there is scarcely a land where ,the ,army bonnet is not known and loved1 nor where ,army women cannot gain a crowd of respectful listeners4 ,now ,i am going to show you some of the hindrances in spite of which our ,army ,mother fought on4 ,the first of these hindrances was the burden which ,god allowed ,mrs4 ,booth to carry all through her life--a weak and suffering body4 ,she said1 when her life was drawing to its close1 that suffering seemed to have been her special lot1 and that she could scarcely remember a day in her life when she had been wholly free from pain4 ',i don't care about my body1' she exclaimed when lying in her last illness4 ',it has been a poor old troublesome affair4 ,i shall be glad for it to be sealed up4 ,it is time it was4 ,oh1 ,i have dragged it wearily about4' ,most women suffering as she did1 with a weak spine1 heart disease1 and over-strained nerves1 would have lived the life of an invalid4 ,but the warrior spirit within forced her body along4 ,scores of times she has gone from her bed to the ,meeting1 and then1 exhausted and fainting with the effort1 has had to be almost carried home4 ,but she had done her work1 and sent the arrow of conviction into hundreds of hearts4 ,writing after one special strain of work and anxiety1 she says3-- ',the excitement made me worse than ,i have been for two years4 ,my heart was really alarming1 and for two days ,i could hardly bear any clothes to touch me4 ,this has disheartened me again as to my condition4 ,but ,god reigns1 and ,he will keep me alive as long as ,he needs me4' ,another of her hindrances1 and one which was almost more difficult to overcome than weakness of body1 was depression4 ,i wonder if you know what that is8 ,if so1 it will help you to realize that ,mrs4 ,booth had to fight it also4 ,the ,devil seemed allowed to try and test her faith to the uttermost1 and at times to blot out all peace and glory from her soul4 ,during one such time of darkness she writes3-- ',i know ,i ought not1 of all saints1 or sinners either1 to be depressed4 ,i know it dishonours my ,lord1 grieves ,his ,spirit1 and injures me greatly2 and ,i would fain hide from everybody to prevent their seeing it4 ,but ,i cannot help it4 ,i have struggled hard1 more than any one knows1 for a long time against it4 ,sometimes ,i have literally held myself1 head and heart and hand1 and waited for the floods to pass over me4' ,but our ,army ,mother did not give up working for ,god1 and sit down in despair1 because she was thus tried4 ,one day1 just before leaving for a great ,west-,end ,meeting1 in which ,god made her words as a sharp two-edged sword1 she wrote this to one of her children3-- ',i have been very much depressed since you left--more so than usual4 ,it is of no use reasoning with myself when these fits of despondency are on me4 ,i must hold on and fight my passage through2 and when ,i get to ,heaven the light and joy will be all the greater4 ,if ,i dared give up working ,i should do so a hundred times over2 but ,i dare not4' ,another and constant hindrance which our ,army ,mother had to fight for the greater part of her life was poverty4 ,it was so difficult1 many times1 to make two ends meet4 ,she had1 during many years of her life1 no regular money coming in on which to depend1 and during that time it was a constant struggle to have her children properly cared for and give them the needed education4 ,but most of all did our ,army ,mother show herself a warrior in her own ,salvation campaigns4 ,in those early days there were no praying ,soldiers and ,sergeants to be had to deal with the penitents--no one1 either1 to lead her singing1 scarcely even to keep the doors or take up the collection4 ,she would arrive in a town absolutely alone4 ,a hall had been taken in which she was to speak1 and she would hire a tiny lodging1 or stay in whatever home would receive her1 and set to work4 ,we can scarcely understand the loneliness of her position4 ,here was a proof of her mighty faith in ,god4 ,she began these solitary campaigns when her sixth child was but a few weeks old1 and ,god most wonderfully owned her labours4 ,at one place she saw one hundred grown-up people and two hundred children come to her penitent-form in six days4 ,but it was a fearful battle4 ',i have a comfortable little cot to stay in1' she writes to her mother from one such battle-field1 'very small and humble2 but it is clean and quiet2 and when ,i feel nervous no one knows the value of quietness4 ,i have felt it hard work lately4 ,many a time have ,i longed to be where the weary are at rest4' ,at ,margate1 some years later1 she commenced her ,meetings without knowing a single person in the place4 ,for some weeks she had not even a helper in the ,prayer ,meetings1 nor one who would give out a song for her4 ,mrs4 ,booth could not sing herself1 and there was often an awkward pause before any one would be willing to pitch her tune4 ',if only1' she said when ,the ,army was fairly on its feet1 ',i had been able to command a dozen reliable people such as ,i could have anywhere now1 ,i think ,i could have done almost anything4' ,even more wonderful was her experience at ,brighton4 ,the ,dome1 a great building holding three thousand people1 had been taken for her ,meetings4 ',i can never forget my feelings1' says this ,soldier-saint1 'as ,i stood upon the platform and looked upon the people1 realizing that among them all there was no one to help me4 ,when ,i commenced the ,prayer ,meeting1 for which ,i should think quite nine hundred remained1 ,satan said to me1 as ,i came down from the platform according to my custom1 ,you will never ask such people as these to come and kneel down here8 ,you will only make a fool of yourself if you do4 ,i felt stunned for a moment2 but ,i answered1 ,yes1 ,i shall4 ,i shall not make it any easier for them than for the others4 ,if they do not realize their sins enough to be willing to come and kneel here1 they will not be of much use to the kingdom4' ,the ,lord set ,his seal upon ,mrs4 ,booth's faith and courage1 for the first to volunteer were two old gentlemen1 both over seventy years of age2 and she had ten or twelve at the mercy-seat before the ,meeting ended4 ,writing from ,portsmouth1 she tells the same story of loneliness and victory3-- ',you say1 ,how do you get on personally8 ,oh1 ,i never was so hampered for help in every way in all my life6 ,the most able man ,i have keeps a milliner's shop1 and the one that opens for me generally is an overseer2 so their attention is divided and the time limited4 ,pray for me4 ,i never needed your prayers so much4 ,this is a dreadfully wicked place4' ,yet during the seventeen weeks of her stay some six hundred names were taken1 many of them wonderful trophies of ,god's mercy4 ,having lived such a warrior's life1 you think1 very likely1 that the death-bed experience of our ,army ,mother would be all peace and glory4 ,but no4 ,right down into the ,valley she needed to use the ,sword of the ,spirit and the ,shield of ,faith1 for to the last ,satan was allowed to test and try her4 ,but she fought on6 ',one of my hardest lessons1' she said in her last hours1 'has been the difference between faith and realization2 and if ,i have had to conquer all through life by naked faith1 ,i can only expect it to be the same now4 ,all our enemies have to be conquered by faith1 not realization2 and is it not so with the last enemy1 death8 ,yes1 if it please the ,lord that ,i should go down into the dark valley without any realization1 simply knowing that ,i am ,his1 and ,he is mine1 ,i am quite willing--,i accept it4' ,this is the faith that made our ,army ,mother and all the ,bible saints such conquerors4 ,it is the secret of their victory--the faith without which it is impossible to please ,god1 and for which we all need to pray1 ',lord1 increase our faith4' ,,xi ,,last ,,days ',as ,i look back on life ,i do not remember the houses ,i have lived in1 the people that ,i have known1 the things of passing interest at the moment4 ,they are all gone4 ,there is nothing stands out before my mind as of any consequence1 but the work ,i have done for ,god and ,eternity4'--,,mrs4 ,,booth4 ,if ,the ,general and those who loved our ,army ,mother best had been able to choose for her1 they would most likely have said3 ',let her live and fight and work on1 up to within a few days of her promotion to ,glory4 ,let the call come quickly and painlessly1 as it has come to others in our ranks4' ,but the ,lord1 who loved her more than we did1 saw fit to send to her two and a half years of ever-increasing weariness and suffering4 ,for long months she lay on the very bank of the ,river1 longing for the messenger of ,death to carry her across4 ,those who loved her could not tell why the ,lord sent her this last fiery trial2 they could only bow with her1 and say1 ',thy will be done4' ,it was in ,february1 #ahhh1 that ,mrs4 ,booth1 who was anxious about her health1 went to consult a great doctor and get his opinion4 ,she was alone1 for no one had thought her illness was so serious4 ,she asked him to tell her the truth--all through her life1 as you know1 she wanted the truth2 and after a little hesitation he told her4 ,the truth was the saddest that she could hear4 ,that dreadful illness--cancer--through which she had so tenderly nursed her own dear mother1 had come to her1 and in the doctor's opinion she had much suffering to pass through1 and only two or1 at the most1 three years longer to live4 ,mrs4 ,booth listened calmly1 thanked the doctor1 and then1 getting once more into the cab1 drove home all alone4 ,it was a dark journey4 ,the ,war needed her4 ,the ,general needed her4 ,her children needed her4 ,and yet the sentence of ,death had been passed upon her1 and she must soon leave them all4 ,what did she do8 ,i think you can guess4 ,she knelt down in the cab1 and in prayer committed to ,god1 in a new and deeper way than ever before1 her own body1 and her dear ones and the work ,he had given her to do4 ,at last the cab stopped before her own door1 and ,the ,general came out to meet her4 ',i shall never forget that meeting in this world1 or the next1' he says4 ',i had been watching for the cab1 and had run out to meet her and help her up the steps4 ,she tried to smile on me through her tears2 but1 drawing me into the room1 soon told me1 bit by bit1 what the doctor had said4 ,i sat down speechless4 ,she rose from her seat1 and came and knelt beside me1 saying3 ,do you know what was my first thought8 ,that ,i should not be there to nurse you in your last hour4 ',i was stunned4 ,i felt as if the whole world were coming to a standstill4 ,opposite me1 on the wall1 was a picture of ,christ on the cross4 ,i thought ,i could understand it then1 as never before4 ,she talked to me like an angel2 she talked as she had never talked before4 ,i could say little or nothing4 ,i could only kneel with her and try to pray4 ,that very same night ,the ,general was to leave ,london for some great ,meetings in ,holland1 and ,mrs4 ,booth would not hear of his changing his plans and remaining with her4 ',the ,war must go on' was her thought1 even when all her family stood stunned and heart-broken around her1 unwilling to leave her even for a moment4 ,two years later1 when but a few more days of suffering remained to her1 a last message from her lips reached us as ,self-,denial ,week began4 ',the ,war must go on' was one of its sentences4 ',the ,war must go on' had been as her motto1 lived out in all the long1 long months that lay between4 ,instead of immediately laying aside her work1 when the doctors gave their dreadful judgment1 and beginning to think only of herself1 she went on with it as long as her increasing weakness allowed4 ,but step by step the disease grew worse4 ,first she was forced to give up ,meetings and public work4 ,then it became impossible for her to use her right hand1 and she was therefore obliged to give up her correspondence1 though she still continued to dictate her letters1 and learnt also to write with her left hand4 ,soon her daily drives became too tiring1 and by and by she went out of the house into the little garden for the last time2 and then for the concluding twelve months of her life she was a prisoner in her room1 lying in constant suffering4 ,but during these long months the greatest joy and relief that could come to her was to hear of some fresh victory or triumph for the ,kingdom of ,jesus4 ,her interest in ,the ,army and her love for the people were as keen as ever1 and ,war ,councils were held and new developments planned in her chamber1 and much of ,the ,general's ,darkest ,england ,scheme for the poor and outcast was thought out and decided upon beside her sick bed4 ,again and again1 too1 ,mrs4 ,booth would receive deputations of ,officers of different classes and from various countries in which ,the ,army was at work1 who came to ,clacton-on-,sea1 where the last fifteen months of her life were spent1 to listen to her words of advice and inspiration4 ,there were no ,corps ,cadets in those days2 but our ,army ,mother left some specially beautiful words about the ,juniors1 to which ,i must refer4 ,when she was told by the ,officer then in charge of our ,junior ,work in ,england that the children loved and prayed continually for her1 she smiled4 ',the thought of the little ones1' says some one who was there1 'brought our beloved ,army ,mother wholly out of herself and her pain and weariness4' ',a very choice branch of the work1' she said4 ',i have often told ,emma that ,i hoped when ,i was too old for public work ,god would let me end where ,i began--with the children4 ,but it seems that it is not to be so4' ',give the children1' she went on1 in reply to the messages they had sent1 'my dear love1 and tell them that if there had been a ,salvation ,army when ,i was ten ,i should have been a ,soldier then1 as ,i am to-day4 ,never allow yourself to be discouraged in your work4 ,i know you must meet with many discouragements2 but ,i am sure the ,spirit of ,god works mightily on little children long before grown people think they are able to understand4' ,again and again during that last year of awful suffering it seemed as if ,mrs4 ,booth were about to leave us2 but then she would revive1 and come back to endure more weeks and months of agony4 ,but at last1 on ,october #d1 #ahij1 all could see that she was on the brink of the ,river1 and even those who loved her the most tenderly could not wish to hold her back4 ',o ,emma1 let me go1 darling1' she whispered2 and hearing the reply1 ',yes1 we will1 we will1' she said1 ',now6 ,yes1 ,lord1 come1 ,oh1 come6' ,the singing of ,the ,army songs seemed to comfort her2 and once she raised her suffering arm1 and pointed to the text1 ',my grace is sufficient for thee1' which hung on the wall4 ,it was lifted down and placed at the foot of her bed1 so that her eyes could often rest on it during those last hours4 ',soon after noon1' says the present ,general1 ',i felt that the deepening darkness of the ,valley was closing around my dear mother1 and a little later ,i took my last farewell4 ,her lips moved1 and she gave me one look of unspeakable tenderness and trust which will live with me for ever4 ,again we sang3-- ,my mistakes ,his free grace doth cover1 ,my sins ,he doth wash away2 ,these feet which shrink and falter ,shall enter the ,gates of ,day4 ,and1 holding her hand1 ,the ,general gave her up to ,god4 ,it was a solemn and wonderful scene4' ,the ,chief of the ,staff and ,mrs4 ,bramwell ,booth1 ,mrs4 ,booth-,tucker1 and the ,commander1 and her three daughters1 ,marian1 ,eva1 and ,lucy1 knelt round the bed1 upon which were placed photographs of the other members of her family who were unavoidably absent4 ,near to her stood her faithful nurse1 ,captain ,carr1 and others of the household1 the dear ,general bowing over his beloved wife and companion in life's long strife1 and giving her up to the keeping of the ,father4 ,one by one the members of the family tenderly embraced her2 then a gleam of recognition passed over the brightening countenance as ,the ,general bent over her4 ,their eyes met---the last kiss of love on earth1 the last word till the ,morning1 and without a movement the breathing gently ceased1 and a warrior laid down her sword to receive her crown4 99 99 99 99 99 ,you may have heard of those wonderful days from ,tuesday morning till ,sunday night1 when the coffin containing the precious remains of our ,army ,mother lay at the ,congress ,hall1 ,clapton1 and when more than fifty thousand people came to have a last look at her dear face4 ,a piece of glass had been let into the plain oak coffin4 ,it was just large enough to show the head and shoulders1 and she lay as if in a sweet sleep4 ,you wonder if many came merely from curiosity4 ,some did1 of course1 but most of the people came because her life and example and words had been so blessed to their souls2 and they came as they would come to look at the dead face of their own mother4 ,it was the most wonderful tribute to a woman's life and words that ,london had ever seen4 ,for all kinds of people came--rich and poor1 good and bad1 people of many different religions1 and many with no religion at all4 ,working men came in their dinner-hour1 with their tools on their backs and tears in their eyes2 mothers lifted up their little children to look at the one who had taught them the way of life2 and1 best of all1 by the side of her coffin knelt many a wanderer and backslider to give themselves afresh to ,god4 ,more than one poor girl went direct from the ,congress ,hall to the ,rescue ,homes1 to begin to live 'as she would have wished'2 and the ,cadets on guard were all the time dealing with drunkards and helping those who desired to begin from thenceforth to live a new and different life4 ,even to-day1 twenty-four years later1 we often meet those who date their conversion1 or their first step in the ,narrow ,way1 from their look at that face lying in its simple coffin4 ,one of ,mrs4 ,booth's own grandchildren1 ,mary1 the present ,general's second daughter1 looks back to that scene as the time when ,god in an unmistakable manner sealed her as ,his4 ,she was only five years old as she knelt by the coffin1 but nevertheless she decided there1 in her childish consecration1 like ,ruth of old1 that ',thy people shall be my people1 and thy ,god my ,god'2 and in the spirit of this consecration she lives to-day4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in order that some of the crowds who wished to share in the funeral service might be present1 the largest hall in ,london1 the ,olympia1 was taken4 ,twenty-six thousand people filled it2 and though it was1 of course1 impossible for them all to hear1 they followed the service given on printed papers with reverent sympathy4 ,the coffin was carried down the immense hall by ,officers2 ,the ,general and his family followed4 ,those who arranged for this last mighty gathering remembered that ,mrs4 ,booth1 when with us1 was never happy to leave a ,meeting unless it had been brought to a point1 and something definite had been done2 and therefore1 when the songs and prayers and readings were over1 the huge crowd was asked to kneel and make a solemn covenant with ,god4 ,it was a beautiful covenant1 and ended with these words3-- ',and now1 in this solemn hour1 and in the presence of death1 ,i come again to ,thy footstool1 and make this covenant with ,thee4' ,then all who had made the covenant from their hearts rose and sang together3-- ,just as ,i am ,thou dost receive1 ,dost welcome1 pardon1 cleanse1 relieve1 ,because ,thy promise ,i believe1 ,o ,lamb of ,god1 ,i come6 ,it was just such an ending to the wonderful service as our ,army ,mother would have chosen had she been still on earth with us4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the next morning was dry and bright4 ',i shall ask ,god to give you a fine day for my funeral1 ,emma1 so that you mayn't take cold1' our ,army ,mother had said1 for she was ever thoughtful for others2 and her prayer was answered1 for though the white mist crept up from the river to the ,embankment1 where the procession was forming up1 there was no rain nor wind4 ,tens of thousands of our dear ,soldiers would gladly have sacrificed a day's work in order to follow in the funeral procession of one they so dearly loved2 but1 so as not to gather too large a crowd1 only ,officers were allowed in the march1 which passed through countless throngs of people from ,international ,headquarters to ,abney ,park ,cemetery1 a distance of about five miles4 ,all along the route the crowds stood in dense masses1 and roofs1 windows1 and every nook and corner were packed with human beings4 ,nothing had been seen like it1 said the police1 since the ,duke of ,wellington's funeral1 forty years before4 ,it was a wonderful march4 ,i wish you could have seen it6 ,sometimes it seemed as if every one was weeping2 and when the open hearse1 with its plain oak coffin1 crowned by ,the ,army bonnet and well-worn ,bible1 passed1 all heads were bared1 all voices hushed1 and tears filled all eyes4 ,the ,general1 standing alone in his open carriage all along the long1 sad way1 must have felt that he had the people's sympathy and love with him in his grief1 for scores of heartfelt ',god bless you's6' came from lips that are unused to such words4 ,and at last the yellow evening sun shone out as the great procession reached the gates of ,abney ,park ,cemetery and wound towards the open grave4 ,only a part of the mighty throng could hear ,the ,general's beautiful words1 so strong and yet so tender1 from which ,i have already quoted1 but all joined in the song1 ',rock of ,ages1' which seemed to roll up to the heavens themselves4 ,several leading ,officers and members of ,the ,general's own family prayed and spoke1 wonderfully upheld in spite of their deep grief and the strain of the last days4 ,and then by the open grave the present ,general led all hearts to make a fresh consecration1 the whole assembly promising1 with ,god's help1 that they would be ',faithful to ,thee1 faithful to one another1 and faithful to a dying world1 till we meet our beloved ,mother in the ,morning4 ,amen4' 99 99 99 99 99 ,if ever you are in ,abney ,park ,cemetery you should visit her grave4 ,it is very simple4 ,around the little piece of earth runs a grey stone1 with these words carved on it3-- ,,catherine ,,booth1 ,,mother ,,of ,,the ,,salvation ,,army ,more than ,conqueror1 through ,him that loved us1 and gave ,himself for all the world and for you4 ,do you also follow ,christ8 and above are two small beds of flowers4 ,do many people go to see it8 you wonder4 ,oh1 yes4 ,all round it a path is worn in the grass1 made by the tread of many feet2 for mothers bring their boys and girls to see it1 and tell them what a mother she was1 and men and women of all creeds and races pause beside it1 and remember4 ,many ,officers1 too--from distant lands1 and speaking strange tongues you could not understand--come to ,the ,army ,mother's grave when they visit our shores4 ,for she was their ,mother as well as ours1 they say4 ,they kneel beside the stone1 and spell out the name1 and then they consecrate themselves afresh to ,god and the needs of the heathen lands1 and they claim ,his grace to follow in her steps4 ,for our ,army ,mother is not dead4 ,true1 her body lies in the quiet grave at ,abney ,park1 and her spirit is in ,heaven2 but her life and influence still live among us1 her words are treasured1 and our greatest prayer and desire for the girls and wives and mothers in our ranks is that they may live to be worthy daughters of ,catherine ,booth4 ,,dates ,,in ,,mrs4 ,,booth',s ,,life #ahbi4 ,january #agth4 ,catherine ,mumford born at ,ashbourne1 ,derby4 #ahbi4 ,april #ajth4 ,william ,booth born at ,nottingham4 #ahdc4 ,catherine has to leave school owing to severe illness4 #ahdd4 ,refuses to be engaged to her cousin4 #ahde4 ,is converted4 #ahdf4 ,seems likely to go into consumption4 #ahej4 ,takes ,sunday class of elder girls4 #ahea4 ,june4 ,miss ,mumford hears ,mr4 ,booth preach2 later meets him at a friend's house4 #aheb4 ,may #aeth4 ,they are engaged to be married4 #ahee4 ,june #afth4 ,the wedding4 #aheg4 ,mrs4 ,booth speaks to a children's meeting on ,temperance4 #ahei4 ,she starts work among drunkards4 ,she writes her first pamphlet on woman's right to preach4 #ahfj4 ,mrs4 ,booth speaks for the first time in public4 #ahfa4 ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,booth break up their home in the north1 and come to ,london1 choosing an evangelistic life4 #ahfd4 ,mrs4 ,booth begins to hold ,evangelistic campaigns apart from her husband4 #ahfd4 ,july4 ,east ,end ,mission begun4 #ahfh4 ,first ,headquarters established4 #ahfi4 ,mrs4 ,booth's wonderful ,brighton campaign4 #ahgj4 ,east ,london ,mission becomes the ',christian ,mission4' #ahga4 ,mrs4 ,booth publishes her first book4 #ahgg4 ,christian ,mission becomes ',the ,salvation ,army4' #ahgh4 ,the uniform is chosen4 #ahhf4 ,first ,self-,denial ,week4 #ahhh4 ,february4 ,mrs4 ,booth learns that she is suffering from cancer4 #ahhh4 ,june #bast4 ,mrs4 ,booth speaks in public for the last time 7at the ,city ,temple74 #ahhi4 ,august4 ,she goes to ,clacton-on-,sea4 #ahij4 ,october #dth4 ,mrs4 ,booth is promoted to ,glory4 #ahij4 ,october #fth4 ,her body brought to ,congress ,hall1 ,clapton4 #ahij4 ,october #aath4 ,funeral at ,abney ,park4