,,psy*oanalysis ,,& ,,! ,,unconsci\s ,psy*oanalysis & ! ,unconsci\s ,,by ,d4 ,h4 ,,lawr5ce ,,new ,,york ,,?omas ,,seltz] #aiba ,copyright1 #aiba1 by ,,?omas ,,seltz]1 ,,inc4 ,all rights res]v$ ,,pr9t$ ,,9 ,,! ,,unit$ ,,/ates ,,( ,,am]ica ,,cont5ts ,i4 ,,psy*oanalysis vs4 ,,morality #i ,,ii4 ,,! ,,ince/ ,,motive ,,& ,,idealism #bf ,,iii4 ,,! ,,bir? ,,( ,,consci\sness #de ,,iv4 ,,! ,,*ild ,,& ,,8 ,,"m #fd ,v4 ,,! ,,lov] ,,& ,,! ,,belov$ #hc ,,vi4 ,,human ,,relations ,,& ,,! ,,unconsci\s #ajb ,,*apt] ,i ,,psy*oanalysis vs4 ,,morality ,psy*oanalysis has sprung _m surprises on u1 p]=m$ m ?an "o volte face be=e our indignant eyes4 ,no soon] _h we got us$ to ! psy*iatric quack :o vehem5tly demon/rat$ ! s]p5t ( sex coil$ r\nd ! root ( all our actions1 no soon] _h we begun to feel hone/ly uneasy ab\t our lurk+ complexes1 ?an lo & behold ! psy*oanalytic g5tleman reappe>$ on ! /age ) a !ory ( pure psy*ology4 ,! m$ical faculty1 :i* 0 on hot bricks ov] ! !rapeutic innovations1 heav$ a sigh ( relief z x wat*$ ! gr\nd w>m+ "u ! feet ( ! pr(essional psy*ologi/s4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 0 n ! end4 ,! e>s ( ! e?nologi/ began to t+le1 ! philosoph] felt 8 gorge rise1 & at la/ ! morali/ knew he mu/ ru% 94 ,by ?is "t psy*oanalysis _h become a public dang]4 ,! mob 0 on ! al]t4 ,! dipus complex 0 a h\sehold ^w1 ! ince/ motive a commonplace ( tea-table *at4 ,amateur analyses became ! vogue4 8,wait till y've be5 analyz$10 said "o man to ano!r1 ) v>y+ intonation4 ,a s9i/] look came into ! eyes ( ! initiates--! fam\s1 or infam\s1 ,freud look4 ,y c\ld recognize x ev]y:]e1 :]ev] y w5t4 ,psy*oanaly/s "k :at ! end w be4 ,!y h crept 9 among u z heal]s & physicians2 gr[+ bold]1 !y h ass]t$ _! au?ority z sci5ti/s2 two m m9utes & !y w appe> z apo/les4 ,h we n se5 & he>d ! ex ca!dra ,jung8 ,& does x ne$ a prophet to disc]n t ,freud is on ! br9k ( a ,weltans*auung--or at lea/ a ,m5s*ans*auung1 :i* is a mu* m risky affair8 ,:at deta9s him8 ,two ?+s4 ,fir/ & =emo/1 ! moral issue4 ,& next1 b m vital1 he c't get d[n to ! rock on :i* he mu/ build 8 *ur*4 ,let u look to ourselves4 ,?is new doctr9e--x w be call$ no less--has be5 subtly & insidi\sly sugge/$ to u1 gradually inoculat$ into u4 ,x is true t doctors are ! prie/s1 nay worse1 ! m$ic9e-m5 ( our decad5t society4 ,psy*oanalysis has made ! mo/ ( ! opportunity4 ,fir/ & =emo/ ! issue is a moral issue4 ,x is n "h a matt] ( re=m1 new moral values4 ,x is ! life or dea? ( all morality4 ,! lead]s among ! psy*oanaly/s "k :at !y h 9 h&4 ,probably mo/ ( _! foll[]s are ignorant1 & !re=e pseudo-innoc5t4 ,b x all am\nts to ! same ?+4 ,psy*oanalysis is out1 "u a !rapeutic disguise1 to d away entirely ) ! moral faculty 9 man4 ,let u fl+ ! *all5ge1 & !n we c take sides 9 all fairness4 ,! psy*oanalytic lead]s "k :at !y are ab\t1 & %rewdly keep quiet1 go+ g5tly4 ,yet1 h[ev] g5tly !y g1 !y set ! moral /ones roll+4 ,at e /ep ! mo/ innoc5t & unsuspect+ analy/ />ts a little l&slide4 ,! old _w is yield+ "u u4 ,)\t any direct attack1 x comes loose "u ! m>* ( ! psy*oanaly/1 & we he> ! dull rumble ( ! incipi5t avalan*e4 ,we are 9 = a debcle4 ,b at lea/ let u "k :at we are 9 =4 ,if we are to re> a s]p5t aga9/ ourselves1 let u at lea/ refuse to nurse x 9 our temples or to call x ! cock ( ,esculapius4 ,x is "t ! :ite g>b ( ! !rapeutic cant 0 /ripp$ (f ! psy*oanaly/4 ,& n[ t we feel ! /range crackl+ & convulsion 9 our moral f\ndations1 let u at lea/ look at ! h\se :i* we are br++ d[n ov] our heads s bli!ly4 ,long ago we wat*$ 9 fright5$ anticipation :5 ,freud set out on 8 adv5ture into ! h9t]l& ( human consci\sness4 ,he 0 seek+ = ! unkn[n s\rces ( ! my/]i\s /ream ( consci\sness4 ,immortal phrase ( ! immortal ,james6 ,oh /ream ( hell :i* und]m9$ my adolesc5ce6 ,! /ream ( consci\sness6 ,i felt x /ream+ ?r\gh my bra91 9 at "o e> & out at ! o!r4 ,& aga9 ,i 0 sure x w5t r\nd 9 my cranium1 l ,hom]'s ,ocean1 encircl+ my e/abli%$ m9d4 ,& sometimes ,i felt x mu/ bubble up 9 ! c]ebellum & w9d its way ?r\gh all ! convolutions ( ! true bra94 ,horrid /ream6 ,:5ce did x come1 & :i!r 0 x b\nd8 ,! /ream ( consci\sness6 ,& s1 :o c\ld rema9 unmov$ :5 ,freud seem$ sudd5ly to plunge t[>ds ! orig9s8 ,sudd5ly he /epp$ out ( ! consci\s into ! unconsci\s1 out ( ! ev]y:]e into ! n[h]e1 l "s supreme explor]4 ,he walks /raight ?r\gh ! wall ( sleep1 & we he> him rumbl+ 9 ! cav]n ( dreams4 ,! imp5etrable is n imp5etrable1 unconsci\sness is n no?+ness4 ,x is sleep1 t wall ( d>kness :i* limits our day4 ,walk bang into ! wall1 & behold ! wall isn't !re4 ,x is ! va/ d>kness ( a cav]n's m\?1 ! cav]n ( ant]ior d>kness :5ce issues ! /ream ( consci\sness4 ,) dilat$ he>ts we wat*$ ,freud disappe>+ into ! cav]n ( d>kness1 :i* is sleep & unconsci\sness to u1 d>kness :i* issues 9 ! foam ( all our day's consci\sness4 ,he 0 mak+ = ! orig9s4 ,we wat*$ 8 ideal c&le flutt] & g small4 ,!n we wait$1 z m5 d wait1 always expect+ ! wond] ( wond]s4 ,he came back ) dreams to sell4 ,b sweet heav51 :at m]*&ise6 ,:at dreams1 de> he>t6 ,:at 0 !re 9 ! cave8 ,alas t we ev] look$6 ,no?+ b a huge slimy s]p5t ( sex1 & heaps ( excrem5t1 & a myriad repulsive little horrors spawn$ betwe5 sex & excrem5t4 ,is x true8 ,does ! great unkn[n ( sleep conta9 no?+ else8 ,no lovely spirits 9 ! ant]ior regions ( our be+8 ,none6 ,imag9e ! unspeakable horror ( ! repressions ,freud br\ght home to u4 ,gagg$1 b\nd1 maniacal repressions1 sexual complexes1 fcal inhibitions1 dream-mon/]s4 ,we tri$ to repudiate !m4 ,b no1 !y 7 !re1 demon/rable4 ,^! 7 ! horrid ?+s t ate our s\ls & caus$ our helpless neuroses4 ,we _h felt t p]haps we 7 wrong inside1 b we _h nev] imag9$ x s bad4 ,h[ev]1 9 ! "n ( heal+ & m$ic9e we prep>$ to accept x all4 ,if x 0 all j a result ( illness1 we 7 prep>$ to g ?r\gh ) x4 ,! analy/ promis$ u t ! tangle ( complexes w\ld be unravell$1 ! obsessions w\ld evaporate1 ! mon/rosities w\ld dissolve1 sublimate1 :5 br\ght into ! light ( day4 ,once all ! dream-horrors 7 translat$ into full consci\sness1 !y w\ld sublimate into--well1 we don't q "k :at4 ,b anyh[1 !y w\ld sublimate4 ,su* is ! *>m ( a new phrase t we accept$ ?is sublimation process )\t fur!r "q4 ,if our complexes 7 go+ to sublimate once !y 7 surgically expos$ to full m5tal consci\sness1 :y1 be/ p]=m ! op]ation4 ,?us analysis set (f gaily on its !rapeutic c\rse4 ,b l ,hippolytus1 we ran too ne> ! sea's edge4 ,aft] all1 if complexes exi/ only z abnormalities :i* c be remov$1 psy*oanalysis has n f> to g4 ,our own horses ran away ) u4 ,we began to realize t complexes 7 n j abnormalities4 ,!y 7 "p ( ! /ock-9-trade ( ! normal unconsci\s4 ,! only abnormality1 s f>1 lies 9 br++ !m into consci\sness4 ,?is creates a new issue4 ,psy*oanalysis1 ! mom5t x beg9s to demon/rate ! nature ( ! unconsci\s1 is assum+ ! rle ( psy*ology4 ,?us ! new sci5ce ( psy*ology proce$s to in=m u t our complexes are n j m]e int]lock+s 9 ! me*anism ( ! psy*e1 z 0 taught by "o ( ! fir/ & mo/ brilliant ( ! analy/s1 a man n[ =gott54 ,he fully realiz$ t ev5 ! psy*e itself dep5ds on a c]ta9 organic1 me*ani/ic activity1 ev5 z life dep5ds on ! me*ani/ic organism ( ! body4 ,! me*anism ( ! psy*e c\ld h its hit*es1 c]ta9 p>ts c\ld /op work+1 ev5 z ! p>ts ( ! body c /op _! function+4 ,?is arre/ 9 "s "p ( ! function+ psy*e gave rise to a complex1 ev5 z ! /opp+ ( "o little cog-:eel 9 a ma*9e w arre/ a :ole section ( t ma*9e4 ,?is 0 ! orig9 ( ! complex-!ory1 purely me*ani/ic4 ,n[ ! analy/ f\nd t a complex did n necess>ily vani% :5 br\ght into consci\sness4 ,:y %\ld x8 ,h5ce he decid$ t x did n arise f ! /oppage ( any little :eel4 ,= x refus$ to disappe>1 no matt] h[ _m psy*ic :eels 7 />t$4 ,f9ally1 !n1 a complex c\ld n be reg>d$ z ! result ( an inhibition4 ,"h is ! new problem4 ,if a complex is n caus$ by ! inhibition ( "s s-call$ normal sex-impulse1 :at on e>? is x caus$ by8 ,x obvi\sly refuses to sublimate--or to come undone :5 expos$ & prodd$4 ,x refuses to answ] to ! prompt+s ( normal sex-impulse4 ,y c remove all possible inhibitions ( ! normal sex desire1 & /ill y _c remove ! complex4 ,all y h done is to make consci\s a desire :i* previ\sly 0 unconsci\s4 ,?is is ! moral dilemma ( psy*oanalysis4 ,! analy/ set out to cure neurotic humanity by remov+ ! cause ( ! neurosis4 ,he f9ds t ! cause ( neurosis lies 9 "s unadmitt$ sex desire4 ,aft] all he has said ab\t inhibition ( normal sex1 he is br\ght at la/ to realize t at ! root ( almo/ e neurosis lies "s ince/-crav+1 & t ?is ince/-crav+ is n ! result ( inhibition ( normal sex-crav+4 ,n[ see ! dilemma--x is a fe>ful "o4 ,if ! ince/-crav+ is n ! outcome ( any inhibition ( normal desire1 if x actually exi/s & refuses to give way be=e any criticism1 :at !n8 ,:at rema9s b to accept x z "p ( ! normal sex-manife/ation8 ,"h is an issue :i* analysis is p]fectly will+ to face4 ,among !mselves ! analy/s are b\nd to accept ! ince/-crav+ z "p ( ! normal sexuality ( man1 normal1 b suppress$1 because ( moral & p]haps biological fe>4 ,once1 h[ev]1 y accept ! ince/-crav+ z "p ( ! normal sexuality ( man1 y mu/ remove all repression ( ince/ itself4 ,9 fact1 y mu/ admit ince/ z y n[ admit sexual m>riage1 z a duty ev54 ,s9ce at la/ x works out t neurosis is n ! result ( inhibition ( s-call$ normal sex1 b ( inhibition ( ince/-crav+4 ,any inhibition mu/ be wrong1 s9ce inevitably 9 ! end x causes neurosis & insanity4 ,!re=e ! inhibition ( ince/-crav+ is wrong1 & ?is wrong is ! cause ( practically all mod]n neurosis & insanity4 ,psy*oanalysis w nev] op5ly /ate ?is conclusion4 ,b x is to ?is conclusion t e analy/ mu/1 willy-nilly1 consci\sly or unconsci\sly1 br+ 8 pati5t4 ,trigant ,burr[ says t ,freud's unconsci\s does b repres5t our conception ( consci\s sexual life z ?is latt] exi/s 9 a /ate ( repression4 ,?us ,freud's unconsci\s am\nts practically to no m ?an our repress$ ince/ impulses4 ,aga91 ,burr[ says t x is k ( sex t con/itutes s91 & n sex itself4 ,x is :5 ! m9d turns to consid] & "k ! great affective-passional functions & emotions t s9 ent]s4 ,adam & ,eve fell1 n because !y _h sex1 or ev5 because !y committ$ ! sexual act1 b because !y became aw>e ( _! sex & ( ! possibility ( ! act4 ,:5 sex became to !m a m5tal object--t is1 :5 !y discov]$ t !y c\ld delib]ately ent] ^u & enjoy & ev5 provoke sexual activity 9 !mselves1 !n !y 7 curs$ & ca/ out ( ,ed54 ,!n man became self-responsible2 he ent]$ on 8 own c>e]4 ,bo? ^! ass]tions by ,burr[ seem to u brilliantly true4 ,b mu/ we inevitably draw ! conclusion psy*oanalysis draws8 ,because we discov] 9 ! unconsci\s ! repress$ body ( our ince/-crav+1 & because ! recognition ( desire1 ! mak+ a m5tal objective ( a c]ta9 desire causes ! introduction ( ! s9 motive1 ! desire 9 itself be+ beyond criticism or moral judgm5t1 mu/ we !re=e accept ! ince/-crav+ z "p ( our natural desire & proce$ to put x into practice1 z be+ at any rate a less] evil ?an neurosis & insanity8 ,x is a "q4 ,"o ?+1 h[ev]1 psy*oanalysis all along ! l9e fails to det]m9e1 & t is ! nature ( ! pri/9e unconsci\s 9 man4 ,! ince/-crav+ is or is n inh]5t 9 ! pri/9e psy*e4 ,:5 ,adam & ,eve became aw>e ( sex 9 !mselves1 !y became aw>e ( t :i* 0 pri/9e 9 !m1 & :i* prec$$ all kn[+4 ,b :5 ! analy/ discov]s ! ince/ motive 9 ! unconsci\s1 surely he is only discov]+ a t]m ( humanity's repress$ idea ( sex4 ,x is n ev5 suppress$ sex-consci\sness1 b repress$4 ,t is1 x is no?+ pri/9e & ant]ior to m5tality4 ,x is 9 itself ! m9d's ult]ior motive4 ,t is1 ! ince/-crav+ is propagat$ 9 ! pri/9e unconsci\s by ! m9d itself1 ev5 ?\gh unconsci\sly4 ,! m9d acts z incubus & procreator ( its own horrors1 delib]ately unconsci\sly4 ,& ! ince/ motive is 9 its orig9 n a pri/9e impulse1 b a logical ext5sion ( ! exi/5t idea ( sex & love4 ,! m9d1 t is1 transf]s ! idea ( ince/ into ! affective-passional psy*e1 & keeps x !re z a repress$ motive4 ,?is is z yet a m]e ass]tion4 ,x _c be made good until we det]m9e ! nature ( ! true1 pri/9e unconsci\s1 9 :i* all our g5u9e impulse arises--a v diff]5t affair f t sack ( horrors :i* psy*oanaly/s w\ld h u believe is s\rce ( motivity4 ,! ,freudian unconsci\s is ! cell> 9 :i* ! m9d keeps its own ba/>d spawn4 ,! true unconsci\s is ! well-head1 ! f\nta9 ( real motivity4 ,! sex ( :i* ,adam & ,eve became consci\s d]iv$ f ! v ,god :o bade !m be n consci\s ( x--x 0 n spawn produc$ by second>y propagation f ! m5tal consci\sness itself4 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,,! ,,ince/ ,,motive ,,& ,,idealism ,x is obvi\s we _c recov] our moral foot+ until we c 9 "s way det]m9e ! true nature ( ! unconsci\s4 ,! ^w unconsci\s itself is a m]e def9ition by negation & has no positive mean+4 ,freud no d\bt pref]s x = ?is reason4 ,he rejects subconsci\s & preconsci\s1 because bo? ^! w\ld imply a sort ( nasc5t consci\sness1 ! %ad[y half-consci\sness :i* prec$es m5tal realization4 ,& by 8 unconsci\s he int5ds no su* ?+4 ,he wi%es r to convey1 we imag9e1 t :i* recoils f consci\sness1 t :i* reacts 9 ! psy*e away f m5tal consci\sness4 ,8 unconsci\s is1 we take x1 t "p ( ! human consci\sness :i*1 ?\gh m5tal1 ideal 9 its nature1 yet is unwill+ to expose itself to full recognition1 & s recoils back into ! affective regions & acts !re z a secret ag5t1 unconfess$1 unadmitt$1 pot5t1 & usually de/ructive4 ,! :ole body ( our repressions makes up our unconsci\s4 ,! "q lies "h3 :e!r a repression is a primal impulse :i* has be5 det]r$ f fulfilm5t1 or :e!r x is an idea :i* is refus$ enactm5t4 ,is a repression a repress$ passional impulse1 or is x an idea :i* we suppress & refuse to put into practice--nay1 :i* we ev5 refuse to own at all1 a dis[n$1 outlaw$ idea1 :i* exi/s rebelli\sly outside ! pale8 ,man c inhibit ! true passional impulses & s produce a d]angem5t 9 ! psy*e4 ,?is is a truism n[adays1 & we are grateful to psy*oanalysis = help+ to make x s4 ,b man c d m ?an ?is4 ,f9d+ himself 9 a sort ( emotional cul de sac1 he c proce$ to d$uce f 8 giv5 emotional & passional premises conclusions :i* are n emotional or passional at all1 b j logical1 ab/ract1 ideal4 ,t is1 a man f9ds x impossible to realize himself 9 m>riage4 ,he recognizes ! fact t 8 emotional1 ev5 passional1 reg>d = 8 "m is deep] ?an x ev] c\ld be = a wife4 ,?is makes him unhappy1 = he kn[s t passional communion is n complete unless x be also sexual4 ,he has a body ( sexual passion :i* he _c transf] to a wife4 ,he has a pr(\nd love = 8 "m4 ,%ut 9 betwe5 walls ( tortur$ & increas+ passion1 he mu/ f9d "s escape or fall d[n ! pit ( insanity & dea?4 ,:at is ! only possible escape8 ,to seek 9 ! arms ( ! "m ! refuge :i* (f]s n[h]e else4 ,& s ! ince/-motive is born4 ,all ! labor$ explanations ( ! psy*oanaly/s are unnecess>y4 ,! ince/ motive is a logical d$uction ( ! human reason1 :i* has rec\rse to ?is la/ extremity1 to save itself4 ,:y is ! human reason 9 p]il8 ,t is ano!r /ory4 ,at ! mom5t we are m]ely consid]+ ! orig9 ( ! ince/ motive4 ,! logical conclusion ( ince/ is1 ( c\rse1 a pr(\nd decision 9 ! human s\l1 a decision affect+ ! deepe/ passional c5t]s4 ,x r\ses ! deepe/ in/9ctive opposition4 ,& !re=e x mu/ be kept secret until ?is opposition is ei!r worn away or p]suad$ away4 ,h5ce ! repression & ultimate disclosure4 ,n[ "h we see ! secret work+ ( ! process ( idealism4 ,by idealism we und]/& ! motiviz+ ( ! great affective s\rces by means ( ideas m5tally d]iv$4 ,z = example ! ince/ motive1 :i* is fir/ & =emo/ a logical d$uction made by ! human reason1 ev5 if unconsci\sly made1 & secondly is introduc$ into ! affective1 passional sph]e1 :]e x n[ proce$s to s]ve z a pr9ciple = action4 ,?is motiviz+ ( ! passional sph]e f ! ideal is ! f9al p]il ( human consci\sness4 ,x is ! dea? ( all spontane\s1 creative life1 & ! sub/itut+ ( ! me*anical pr9ciple4 ,x is obvi\s t ! ideal becomes a me*anical pr9ciple1 if x be appli$ to ! affective s\l z a fix$ motive4 ,an ideal e/abli%$ 9 control ( ! passional s\l is no m & no less ?an a supreme ma*9e-pr9ciple4 ,& a ma*9e1 z we "k1 is ! active unit ( ! mat]ial _w4 ,?us we see h[ x is t 9 ! end pure idealism is id5tical ) pure mat]ialism1 & ! mo/ ideal peoples are ! mo/ completely mat]ial4 ,ideal & mat]ial are id5tical4 ,! ideal is b ! god 9 ! ma*9e--! little1 fix$1 ma*9e pr9ciple :i* works ! human psy*e automatically4 ,we are n[ 9 ! la/ /ages ( idealism4 ,& psy*oanalysis alone has ! c\rage necess>y to conduct u ?r\gh ^! la/ /ages4 ,! id5tity ( love ) sex1 ! s+le necessity = fulfilm5t ?r\gh love1 ^! are our fix$ ideals4 ,we mu/ fulfil ^! ideals 9 _! extremity4 ,& ?is br+s u f9ally to ince/1 ev5 ince/-wor%ip4 ,we h no option1 :il/ our ideals /&4 ,:y8 ,because ince/ is ! logical conclusion ( our ideals1 :5 ^! ideals h to be c>ri$ into passional effect4 ,& idealism has no escape f logic4 ,& once he has built himself 9 ! %ape ( any ideal1 man w g to any logical l5g? r ?an ab&on 8 ideal corpus4 ,nay1 "s great cataclysm has to ?r[ him d[n & de/roy ! :ole fabric ( 8 life be=e ! motor-pr9ciple ( 8 dom9ant ideal is de/roy$4 ,h5ce psy*oanalysis z ! advance-gu>d ( sci5ce1 ! evangel ( ! la/ ideal lib]ty4 ,= ( c\rse !re is a great fasc9ation 9 a completely effect$ idealism4 ,man is !n undisput$ ma/] ( 8 own fate1 & capta9 ( 8 own s\l4 ,b bett] say eng9e-driv]1 = 9 tru? he is no m ?an ! little god 9 ! ma*9e1 ?is ma/] ( fate4 ,he has inv5t$ 8 own automatic pr9ciples1 & he works himself accord+ to !m1 l any little me*anic inside ! works4 ,b ideal or n1 we are all ( u betwe5 ! pit & ! p5dulum1 or ! walls ( r$-hot metal1 z may be4 ,if we refuse ! ,freudian pis-all] z a means ( escape1 we h /ill to f9d "s way out4 ,= !re we are1 all ( u1 trapp$ 9 a corn] :]e we _c1 & simply d n "k h[ to fulfil our own natures1 passionally4 ,we don't "k 9 :i* way fulfilm5t lies4 ,if psy*oanalysis discov]s ince/1 small blame to x4 ,yet we d "k ?is mu*3 t ! pu%+ ( ! ideal to any fur!r l5g?s w n avail u any?+4 ,we h actually to g back to our own unconsci\s4 ,b n to ! unconsci\s :i* is ! inv]t$ reflection ( our ideal consci\sness4 ,we mu/ discov]1 if we c1 ! true unconsci\s1 :]e our life bubbles up 9 u1 prior to any m5tality4 ,! fir/ bubbl+ life 9 u1 :i* is innoc5t ( any m5tal alt]ation1 ?is is ! unconsci\s4 ,x is pri/9e1 n 9 any way ideal4 ,x is ! spontane\s orig9 f :i* x behooves u to live4 ,:at !n is ! true unconsci\s8 ,x is n a %ad[ ca/ f ! m9d4 ,x is ! spontane\s life-motive 9 e organism4 ,:]e does x beg98 ,x beg9s :]e life beg9s4 ,b t is too vague4 ,x is no use talk+ ab\t life & ! unconsci\s 9 bulk4 ,y c talk ab\t electricity1 because electricity is a homog5e\s =ce1 conceivable ap>t f any incorporation4 ,b life is inconceivable z a g5]al ?+4 ,x exi/s only 9 liv+ creatures4 ,s t life beg9s1 n[ z always1 9 an individual liv+ creature4 ,9 ! beg9n+ ( ! individual liv+ creature is ! beg9n+ ( life1 e "t & always1 & life has no beg9n+ ap>t f ?is4 ,any attempt at a fur!r g5]alization takes u m]ely beyond ! consid]ation ( life into ! region ( me*anical homog5e\s =ce4 ,?is is %[n 9 ! cosmologies ( ea/]n religions4 ,! beg9n+ ( life is 9 ! beg9n+ ( ! fir/ individual creature4 ,y may call ! nak$1 unicellul> bit ( plasm ! fir/ individual1 if y l4 ,m5tally1 z f> z ?9kable simplicity goes1 x is ! fir/4 ,s t we may say t life beg9s 9 ! fir/ nak$ unicellul> organism4 ,& :]e life beg9s ! unconsci\s also beg9s4 ,b m>k1 ! fir/ nak$ unicellul> organism is an individual4 ,x is a specific individual1 n a ma!matical unit1 l a unit ( =ce4 ,:]e ! individual beg9s1 life beg9s4 ,! two are insep>able1 life & individuality4 ,& also1 :]e ! individual beg9s1 ! unconsci\s1 :i* is ! specific life-motive1 also beg9s4 ,we are try+ to trace ! unconsci\s to its s\rce4 ,& we f9d t ?is s\rce1 9 all ! high] organisms1 is ! fir/ ovule cell f :i* an individual organism arises4 ,at ! mom5t ( conception1 :5 a procreative male nucleus fuses ) ! nucleus ( ! female g]m1 at t mom5t does a new unit ( life1 ( consci\sness1 arise 9 ! univ]se4 ,is x n obvi\s8 ,! unconsci\s has no o!r s\rce ?an ?is1 ?is fir/ fus$ nucleus ( ! ovule4 ,useless to talk ab\t ! unconsci\s z if x 7 a homog5e\s =ce l electricity4 ,y c only deal ) ! unconsci\s :5 y realize t 9 e individual organism an individual nature1 an individual consci\sness1 is spontane\sly creat$ at ! mom5t ( conception4 ,we say creat$4 ,& by creat$ we mean spontane\sly appe>+ 9 ! univ]se1 out ( no?+4 ,ex nihilo nihil fit4 ,x is true t an individual is also g5]at$4 ,by ! fusion ( two nuclei1 male & female1 we und]/& ! process ( g5]ation4 ,& f ! process ( g5]ation we may ju/ly look = a new unit1 accord+ to ! law ( cause & effect4 ,z a natural or automatic result ( ! process ( g5]ation we may look = a new unit ( exi/5ce4 ,b ! nature ( ?is new unit mu/ d]ive f ! natures ( ! p>5ts1 also by law4 ,& ?is we d5y4 ,we d5y t ! nature ( any new creature d]ives f ! natures ( its p>5ts4 ,! nature ( ! infant does n foll[ f ! natures ( its p>5ts4 ,! nature ( ! infant is n j a new p]mutation-&-comb9ation ( elem5ts conta9$ 9 ! natures ( ! p>5ts4 ,!re is 9 ! nature ( ! infant t :i* is utt]ly unkn[n 9 ! natures ( ! p>5ts1 some?+ :i* c\ld nev] be d]iv$ f ! natures ( all ! exi/5t individuals or previ\s individuals4 ,!re is 9 ! nature ( ! infant some?+ entirely new1 und]iv$1 und]ivable1 some?+ :i* is1 & :i* w =ev] rema91 causeless4 ,& ?is some?+ is ! unanalyzable1 indef9able reality ( individuality4 ,e "t at ! mom5t ( conception ( e high] organism an individual nature incompreh5sibly arises 9 ! univ]se1 out ( n[h]e4 ,grant$ ! :ole cause-&-effect process ( g5]ation & evolution1 /ill ! individual is n expla9$4 ,! individual unit ( consci\sness & be+ :i* arises at ! conception ( e high] organism arises by pure creation1 by a process n susceptible to und]/&+1 a process :i* takes place outside ! field ( m5tal compreh5sion1 :]e m5tality1 :i* is def9itely limit$1 _c & does n exi/4 ,?is causeless creat$ nature ( ! individual be+ is ! same z ! old my/]y ( ! div9e nature ( ! s\l4 ,religion 0 "r & sci5ce is wrong4 ,e individual creature has a s\l1 a specific individual nature ! orig9 ( :i* _c be f\nd 9 any cause-&-effect process :atev]4 ,cause-&-effect w n expla9 ev5 ! individuality ( a s+le d&elion4 ,!re is no assignable cause1 & no logical reason1 = individuality4 ,on ! contr>y1 individuality appe>s 9 defiance ( all sci5tific law1 9 defiance ev5 ( reason4 ,hav+ e/abli%$ s mu*1 we c really approa* ! unconsci\s4 ,by ! unconsci\s we wi% to indicate t ess5tial unique nature ( e individual creature1 :i* is1 by its v nature1 unanalyzable1 undef9able1 inconceivable4 ,x _c be conceiv$1 x c only be exp]i5c$1 9 e s+le in/ance4 ,& be+ inconceivable1 we w call x ! unconsci\s4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 s\l w\ld be a bett] ^w4 ,by ! unconsci\s we d mean ! s\l4 ,b ! ^w s\l has be5 vitiat$ by ! ideali/ic use1 until n[adays x means only t :i* a man conceives himself to be4 ,& t :i* a man conceives himself to be is some?+ f> diff]5t f 8 true unconsci\s4 ,s we mu/ rel9qui% ! ideal ^w s\l4 ,if1 h[ev]1 ! unconsci\s is inconceivable1 h[ d we "k x at all8 ,we "k x by direct exp]i5ce4 ,all ! be/ "p ( k is inconceivable4 ,we "k ! sun4 ,b we _c conceive ! sun1 unless we are will+ to accept "s !ory ( burn+ gases1 "s cause-&-effect nons5se4 ,& ev5 if we d h a m5tal conception ( ! sun z a sph]e ( blaz+ gas--:i* x c]ta9ly isn't--we are j z f> f kn[+ :at blaze is4 ,k is always a matt] ( :ole exp]i5ce1 :at ,/4 ,paul calls kn[+ 9 full1 & nev] a matt] ( m5tal conception m]ely4 ,?is is inde$ ! po9t ( all full k3 t x is conta9$ ma9ly )9 ! unconsci\s1 its m5tal or consci\s ref]5ce be+ only a sort ( extract or %ad[4 ,x is necess>y = u to "k ! unconsci\s1 or we _c live1 j z x is necess>y = u to "k ! sun4 ,b we ne$ n expla9 ! unconsci\s1 any m ?an we ne$ expla9 ! sun4 ,we c't d ei!r1 anyway4 ,we "k ! sun by behold+ him & wat*+ 8 motions & feel+ 8 *ang+ p[]4 ,! same ) ! unconsci\s4 ,we wat* x 9 all its manife/ations1 its unfold+ inc>nations4 ,we wat* x 9 all its processes & its unacc\ntable evolutions1 & ^! we regi/]4 ,= ?\gh ! unconsci\s is ! creative elem5t1 & ?\gh1 l ! s\l1 x is beyond all law ( cause & effect 9 its totality1 yet 9 its processes ( self-realization x foll[s ! laws ( cause & effect4 ,! processes ( cause & effect are inde$ "p ( ! work+ out ( ?is incompreh5sible self-realization ( ! individual unconsci\s4 ,! great laws ( ! univ]se are no m ?an ! fix$ habits ( ! liv+ unconsci\s4 ,:at we mu/ ne$s d is to try to trace /ill fur!r ! habits ( ! true unconsci\s1 & by m5tal recognition ( ^! habits break ! limits :i* we h impos$ on ! movem5t ( ! unconsci\s4 ,= ! :ole po9t ab\t ! true unconsci\s is t x is all ! "t mov+ =w>d1 beyond ! range ( its own fix$ laws or habits4 ,x is no good try+ to sup]impose an ideal nature ^u ! unconsci\s4 ,we h to try to recognize ! true nature & !n leave ! unconsci\s itself to prompt new movem5t & new be+--! creative progress4 ,:at we are suff]+ f n[ is ! re/riction ( ! unconsci\s )9 c]ta9 ideal limits4 ,! m we =ce ! ideal ! m we rupture ! true movem5t4 ,once we c admit ! kn[n1 b incompreh5sible1 pres5ce ( ! integral unconsci\s2 once we c trace x home 9 ourselves & foll[ its fir/ reveal$ movem5ts2 once we "k h[ x habitually unfolds itself2 once we c sci5tifically det]m9e its laws & processes 9 ourselves3 !n at la/ we c beg9 to live f ! spontane\s initial prompt+1 in/ead ( f ! dead ma*9e-pr9ciples ( ideas & ideals4 ,!re is a :ole sci5ce ( ! creative unconsci\s1 ! unconsci\s 9 its law-abid+ activities4 ,& ( ?is sci5ce we d n ev5 "k ! fir/ t]m4 ,yes1 :5 we "k t ! unconsci\s appe>s by creation1 z a new individual reality 9 e newly-f]tiliz$ g]m-cell1 !n we "k ! v fir/ item ( ! new sci5ce4 ,b x ne$s a sup]-sci5tific grace be=e we c admit ?is fir/ new item ( k4 ,x means t sci5ce ab&ons its intellectuali/ position & embraces ! old religi\s faculty4 ,b x does n !reby become less sci5tific1 x only becomes at la/ complete 9 k4 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,,! ,,bir? ,,( ,,consci\sness ,x is useless to try to det]m9e :at is consci\sness or :at is k4 ,:o c>es anyh[1 s9ce we "k )\t def9itions4 ,b :at we fail to "k1 yet :at we mu/ "k1 is ! nature ( ! pri/9e consci\sness :i* lies integral & progressive )9 e function+ organism4 ,! bra9 is ! seat ( ! ideal consci\sness4 ,& ideal consci\sness is only ! dead end ( consci\sness1 ! spun silk4 ,! va/ bulk ( consci\sness is non-c]ebral4 ,x is ! sap ( our life1 ( all life4 ,we are =c$ to attribute to a />-fi%1 or to a nettle1 its own peculi> & integral consci\sness4 ,?is ?r[s u at once out ( ! ideal ca/le ( ! bra9 into ! flux ( sap-consci\sness4 ,b let u n jump too f> 9 "o b\nd4 ,let u refra9 f tak+ a %e] leap d[n ! abyss ( consci\sness1 d[n to ! inv]tebrates & ! protococci4 ,let u cauti\sly scramble d[n ! human declivities4 ,or r let u try to />t some:]e ne> ! foot ( ! calv>y ( human consci\sness4 ,let u consid] ! *ild 9 ! womb4 ,is ! ftus consci\s8 ,x mu/ be1 s9ce x c>ries on an indep5d5t & progressive self-developm5t4 ,?is consci\sness obvi\sly _c be ideal1 _c be c]ebral1 s9ce x prec$es any ve/ige ( c]ebration4 ,& yet x is an integral1 individual consci\sness1 hav+ its own s+le purpose & progression4 ,:]e c x be c5t]$1 h[ c x op]ate1 be=e ev5 n]ves are =m$8 ,= x does /eadily & p]si/5tly op]ate1 ev5 sp9n+ ! n]ves & bra9 z a web = its own motion1 l "s subtle spid]4 ,:at is ! sp9n+ spid] ( ! fir/ human consci\sness--or r1 :]e is ! c5t] at :i* ?is consci\sness lies & sp9s8 ,s9ce !re mu/ be a c5t] ( consci\sness 9 ! t9y ftus1 x mu/ h be5 !re f ! v beg9n+4 ,!re x mu/ h be51 9 ! fir/ fus$ nucleus ( ! ovule4 ,& if we c\ld b wat* ?is prime nucleus1 we %\ld no d\bt realize t ?r\gh\t all ! long & incalculable hi/ory ( ! individual x /ill rema9s c5tral & prime1 ! s\rce & clue ( ! liv+ unconsci\s1 ! orig94 ,z 9 ! fir/ mom5t ( conception1 s to ! end ( life 9 ! individual1 ! fir/ nucleus rema9s ! creative-productive c5t]1 ! quick1 bo? ( consci\sness & ( organic developm5t4 ,& :]e 9 ! develop$ ftus %all we look = ?is creative-productive quick8 ,%all we expect x 9 ! bra9 or 9 ! he>t8 ,surely our own subjective wisdom tells u1 :at sci5ce c v]ify1 t x lies b5ea? ! navel ( ! fold$ ftus4 ,surely t prime c5t]1 :i* is ! v fir/ nucleus ( ! f]tiliz$ ovule1 lies situat$ b5ea? ! navel ( all womb-born creatures4 ,!re1 f ! beg9n+1 x lay 9 its my/]i\s relation to ! out]1 active univ]se4 ,!re x lay1 p]fectly associat$ ) ! p>5t body4 ,!re x act$ on its own peculi> indep5d5ce1 draw+ ! :ole /ream ( creative blood ^u itself1 &1 sp9n+ )9 ! p>5tal blood-/ream1 sl[ly creat+ or body+ =? its own inc>nate amplification4 ,all ! "t betwe5 ! quick ( life 9 ! ftus & ! great out] univ]se !re exi/s a p]fect correspond5ce1 ^u :i* correspond5ce ! a/rolog]s bas$ _! sci5ce 9 ! days be=e m5tal consci\sness _h arrogat$ all k unto itself4 ,! ftus is n p]sonally consci\s4 ,b !n :at is p]sonality if n ideal 9 its orig98 ,! ftus is1 h[ev]1 radically1 individually consci\s4 ,f ! active quick1 ! nucle> c5t]1 x rema9s s+le & integral 9 its activity4 ,at ?is c5t] x di/+ui%es itself utt]ly f ! surr\nd+ univ]se1 :]eby bo? are modifi$4 ,f ?is c5t] ! :ole individual arises1 & ^u ?is c5t] ! :ole univ]se1 by implication1 imp+es4 ,= ! fix$ & /able univ]se ( law & matt]1 ev5 ! :ole cosmos1 w\ld we> out & dis9tegrate if x did n re/ & f9d r5ewal 9 ! quick c5t] ( creative life 9 individual creatures4 ,& s9ce ?is c5t] has absolute location 9 ! fir/ f]tiliz$ nucleus1 x mu/ h location /ill 9 ! develop$ ftus1 & 9 ! mature man4 ,& :]e is ?is location 9 ! unborn infant8 ,b5ea? ! burn+ influx ( ! navel4 ,:]e is x 9 ! adult man8 ,/ill b5ea? ! navel4 ,z primal affective c5t] x lies )9 ! sol> plexus ( ! n]v\s sy/em4 ,we d n pret5d to use te*nical language4 ,b surely our mean+ is pla9 ev5 to correct sci5ti/s1 :5 we ass]t t 9 all mammals ! c5t] ( primal1 con/ructive consci\sness & activity lies 9 ! middle front ( ! abdom51 b5ea? ! navel1 9 ! great n]ve c5t] call$ ! sol> plexus4 ,h[ d we "k8 ,we feel x1 z we feel hung] or love or hate4 ,once we "k :at we are1 sci5ce c proce$ to analyze our k1 demon/rate its tru? or its untru?4 ,we all ( u "k :at x is to h&le a newborn1 or at lea/ a q "y infant4 ,we "k :at x is to lay ! h& on ! r\nd little abdom51 ! r\nd1 pulpy little head4 ,we "k :]e is life1 :]e is pulp4 ,we h se5 bl9d puppies1 bl9d kitt5s crawl+4 ,!y give /range little cries4 ,:5ce ^! cries8 ,are !y m5tal exclamations8 ,z 9 a v5triloqui/1 !y come f ! /oma*4 ,!re lies ! wakeful c5t]4 ,!re speaks ! fir/ consci\sness1 ! audible unconsci\s1 9 ! squeak ( ^! infantile ?+s1 :i* is s curi\sly & indescribably mov+1 react+ direct ^u ! great abdom9al c5t]1 ! preconsci\s m9d 9 man4 ,!re at ! navel1 ! fir/ rupture has tak5 place1 ! fir/ break 9 cont9uity4 ,!re is ! sc> ( dehisc5ce1 sc> at once ( our pa9 & spl5dor ( individuality4 ,"h is ! m>k ( our isolation 9 ! univ]se1 /igma & seal ( our free1 p]fect s+l5ess4 ,h5ce ! lotus ( ! navel4 ,h5ce ! my/ic contemplation ( ! navel4 ,x is ! upp] m9d los+ itself 9 ! l[] fir/-m9d1 t :i* is la/ 9 consci\sness rev]t+ to t :i* is fir/4 ,a "m w realize bett] ?an a philosoph]4 ,%e kn[s ! rupture :i* has f9ally sep>at$ h] *ild into its own s+le1 free exi/5ce4 ,%e kn[s ! /range1 s5sitive rose ( ! navel3 h[ x quiv]s consci\s2 all its pa91 its want = ! old connection2 all its joy & *uckl+ exultation 9 %e] organic s+l5ess & individual lib]ty4 ,! p[]ful1 active psy*ic c5t] 9 a new *ild is ! great sol> plexus ( ! sympa!tic sy/em4 ,f ?is c5t] ! *ild is drawn to ! "m aga91 cry+1 to heal ! new w\nd1 to re-e/abli% ! old on5ess4 ,?is c5t] directs ! little m\? :i*1 bl9d & anticipatory1 seeks ! brea/4 ,h[ c\ld x f9d ! brea/1 bl9d & m9dless little m\?8 ,b x ne$s no eyes nor m9d4 ,f ! great fir/-m9d ( ! abdom5 x moves direct1 ) an ant]ior k almo/ l magnetic propulsion1 z if ! little m\? 7 drawn or propell$ to ! mat]nal brea/ by vital magnetism1 ^: c5t] ( directive control lies 9 ! sol> plexus4 ,9 a measure1 ?is tak+ ( ! brea/ re-in/ates ! old connection ) ! p>5t body4 ,x is a /range s9k+ back to ! old unison1 ! old organic cont9uum--a recov]y ( ! pre-natal /ate4 ,b at ! same "t x is a deep1 avid gratification 9 dr9k+ 9 ! su/5ance ( a new individuality4 ,x is a deep gratification 9 ! ex]tion ( a new1 volunt>y p[]4 ,! *ild acts n[ sep>ately f its own individual c5t] & ex]ts /ill a control ov] ! adjac5t univ]se1 ! p>5t body4 ,s ! w>m life-/ream passes aga9 f ! p>5t into ! a*+ abdom5 ( ! sev]$ *ild4 ,life _c progress )\t ^! ruptures1 sev]ances1 cataclysms2 pa9 is a liv+ reality1 n m]ely a dea?ly4 ,:y hav5't we ! c\rage = life-pa9s8 ,if we c\ld dep>t f our old t5ets ( ! m9d1 if we c\ld fa?om our own unconsci\s sapi5ce1 we %\ld f9d we h c\rage & to sp>e4 ,we are too m5tally dome/icat$4 ,! great magnetic or dynamic c5t] ( fir/-consci\sness acts p[]fully at ! sol> plexus4 ,"h ! *ild kn[s beyond all k4 ,x does n see ) ! eyes1 x _c p]ceive1 mu* less conceive4 ,no?+ c x appreh5d2 ! eyes are a /range plasmic1 nasc5t d>kness4 ,yet f ! belly x kn[s1 ) a directness ( k t fright5s u & may ev5 seem abhorr5t4 ,! "m1 also1 f ! b[els kn[s h] *ild--z %e c nev]1 nev] "k x f ! head4 ,!re is no ?\ght nor spee*1 only direct1 v5tral gurgl+s & coo+s4 ,f ! passional n]ve-c5t] ( ! sol> plexus 9 ! "m passes direct1 unspeakable efflu5ce & int]communication1 %e] efflu5t contact ) ! palpitat+ n]ve-c5t] 9 ! belly ( ! *ild4 ,k1 unspeakable k int]*ang$1 :i* mu/ be dilut$ by et]nities ( mat]ialization be=e !y c come to expression4 ,x is l a lovely1 suave1 fluid1 creative electricity t fl[s 9 a circuit betwe5 ! great n]ve-c5t]s 9 "m & *ild4 ,! electricity ( ! univ]se is a sund]+ =ce4 ,b ?is lovely pol>iz$ vitalism is creative4 ,x passes 9 a circuit betwe5 ! two poles ( ! passional unconsci\s 9 ! two n[ sep>at$ be+s4 ,x e/abli%es 9 ea* t fir/ primal consci\sness :i* is ! sacr$1 all-conta9+ head-/ream ( all our consci\sness4 ,b ?is is n all4 ,! flux betwe5 "m & *ild is n all sweet unison4 ,!re is z well ! cont9ually wid5+ gap4 ,a wond]ful ri* communion1 & at ! same "t a cont9ually increas+ cleavage4 ,if only we c\ld realize t all ?r\gh life ^! are ! two syn*roniz+ activities ( love1 ( creativity4 ,= ! end1 ! goal1 is ! p]fect+ ( ea* s+le individuality1 unique 9 itself--:i* _c take place )\t a p]fect$ h>mony betwe5 ! belov$1 a h>mony :i* dep5ds on ! at-la/-cl>ifi$ s+l5ess ( ea* be+1 a s+l5ess equilibriz$1 pol>iz$ 9 "o by ! c\nt]-pos+ s+l5ess ( ! o!r4 ,s ! *ild4 ,9 its wond]ful unison ) ! "m x is at ! same "t extricat+ itself into s+le1 sep>ate1 indep5d5t exi/5ce4 ,! "o process1 ( unison1 _c g on )\t ! o!r process1 ( purifi$ sev]ance4 ,at fir/ ! *ild cleaves back to ! old s\rce4 ,x cl+s & adh]es4 ,! sympa!tic c5t] ( unification1 or at lea/ unison1 alone seems awake4 ,! *ild wails ) ! /range desolation ( sev]ance1 wails = ! old connection4 ,) joy & peace x returns to ! brea/1 almo/ z to ! womb4 ,b n q4 ,ev5 9 suck+ x discov]s its new id5tity & p[]4 ,its own new1 sep>ate p[]4 ,x draws itself back sudd5ly2 x waits4 ,x has he>d some?+8 ,no4 ,b ano!r c5t] has fla%$ awake4 ,! *ild /iff5s itself & holds back4 ,:at is x1 w9d8 ,/oma*-a*e8 ,n at all4 ,li/5 to "s ( ! screams4 ,! e>s c he> deep] ?an eyes c see4 ,! fir/ scream ( ! ego4 ,! scream ( ass]t$ isolation4 ,! scream ( revolt f connection1 ! revolt f union4 ,!re is a viol5t anti-mat]nal motion1 anti-ev]y?+4 ,!re is a refractory1 bad-temp]$ negation ( ev]y?+1 a hurricane ( temp]4 ,:at !n8 ,aft] su* trem5d\s unison z ! womb implies1 no wond] !re are /orms ( rage & sep>ation4 ,! *ild is scream+ itself rid ( ! old womb1 kick+ itself 9 a bl9d p>oxysm into fre$om1 into sep>ate1 negative indep5d5ce4 ,s be x1 !re mu/ be p>oxysms1 s9ce !re mu/ be indep5d5ce4 ,!n ! "m gets angry too4 ,x affects h]1 ?\gh p]haps n z badly z x affects outsid]s4 ,no?+ acts m direct on ! great primal n]ve-c5t]s ?an ! scream+ ( an infant1 ?is bl9d scream+ negation ( connections4 ,x is ! friction ( irritation itself4 ,ev]ybody is implicat$1 j z !y w\ld be if ! air 7 sur*>g$ ) electricity4 ,! "m is p]haps less affect$ because %e und]/&s prim>ily1 or because %e is pol>iz$ directly ) ! *ild4 ,yet %e1 too1 mu/ be angry1 9 h] measure1 inevitably4 ,x is a bl9d1 almo/ me*ani/ic ef=t on ! "p ( ! new organism to extricate itself f cohesion ) ! circumambi5t univ]se4 ,x applies direct to ! "m4 ,b x affects ev]ybody4 ,! great c5t]s ( response vibrate ) a madd5+1 sometimes unbe>able friction4 ,:at c5t]s8 ,n ! great sympa!tic plexus ?is "t1 b its correspond+ volunt>y ganglion4 ,! great ganglion ( ! sp9al sy/em1 ! lumb> ganglion1 negatively pol>izes ! sol> plexus 9 ! primal psy*ic activity ( a human individual4 ,:5 a *ild screams ) temp]1 x s5ds out f ! lumb> ganglion viol5t waves ( frictional repudiation1 extraord9>y4 ,! little back has an amaz+ p[] once x /iff5s itself4 ,9 ! lumb> ganglion ! unconsci\s n[ vibrates trem5d\sly 9 ! activity ( sund]+1 sep>ation4 ,"m & *ild1 pol>iz$1 are prim>ily affect$4 ,(t5 ! "m is s sure ( h] possession ( ! *ild t %e is almo/ unmov$4 ,b ! *ild cont9ues1 till ! frictional response is r\s$ 9 ! "m1 h] ang] rises1 !re is a fla%1 an outbur/ l lightn+4 ,& !n ! /orm subsides4 ,! pure act ( sund]+ is effect$4 ,ea* be+ is cl>ifi$ fur!r into its own s+le1 individual self1 fur!r p]fect$1 sep>at$4 ,h5ce a duality1 n[1 9 primal consci\sness 9 ! infant4 ,! w>m rosy abdom51 t5d] ) *uckl+ unison1 & ! little back /r5g!n+ itself4 ,! *ild kicks away1 into indep5d5ce4 ,x /iff5s its sp9e 9 ! /r5g? ( its own private & sep>ate1 inviolable exi/5ce4 ,x w admit n[ ( no trespass4 ,x is awake n[ 9 a new pride1 a new self-ass]tion4 ,! s5se ( antagoni/ic fre$om is ar\s$4 ,clumsy old adhesions mu/ be ru?lessly fus$4 ,& s1 f ! lumb> ganglion ! fi]y-temp]$ infant ass]ts its new1 bl9d w4 ,& z ! *ild fights ! "m fights4 ,sometimes %e fights to keep h] refractory *ild1 & sometimes %e fights to kick him (f1 z a m>e kicks (f h] too-babyi% foal4 ,x is ! great volunt>y c5t] ( ! unconsci\s fla%+ into action4 ,fla%+ f ! deep lumb> ganglion 9 ! "m to ! newly-awak5$1 correspond+ c5t] 9 ! *ild goes ! swift negative curr5t1 sett+ ea* ( !m asund] 9 clean individuality4 ,s long z ! =ce meets its pol>iz$ response all is well4 ,:5 a =ce fla%es & has no response1 !re is deva/ation4 ,h[ we>y 9 ! back is ! nurs+ "m ^: great c5t] ( repudiation is suppress$ or weak2 h[ a *ild droops if only ! sympa!tic unison is e/abli%$4 ,s1 ! pol>ity ( ! dynamic consci\sness1 f ! v />t ( life6 ,direct fl[+ & fla%+ ( two consci\sness-/reams1 active 9 ! br++ =? ( an individual be+4 ,! sweet comm+l+1 ! %>p cla% ( opposition4 ,& no possibility ( creative developm5t )\t ?is pol>ity1 ?is dual circuit ( direct1 spontane\s1 hone/ int]*ange4 ,no hope ( life ap>t f ?is4 ,! primal unconsci\s puls+ 9 its circuits betwe5 two be+s3 love & wra?1 cleav+ & repulsion1 +lut9ation & excrem5tation4 ,:at is ! good ( inv5t+ 8ideal0 behavior8 ,h[ ord] ! pa? ( ! unconsci\s8 ,= let u n[ realize t we _c1 ev5 ) ! be/ int5tions1 proce$ to ord] ! pa? ( our own unconsci\s )\t vitally d]ang+ ! life-fl[ ( ^? connect$ ) u4 ,if y di/urb ! curr5t at "o pole1 x mu/ be di/urb$ at ! o!r4 ,"h is a new moral aspect to life4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,,! ,,*ild ,,& ,,8 ,,"m ,9 ass]t+ t ! seat ( consci\sness 9 a "y infant is 9 ! abdom51 we d n pret5d to sugge/ t all ! o!r consci\s-c5t]s are utt]ly dormant4 ,once a *ild is born1 ! :ole n]v\s & c]ebral sy/em comes awake1 ev5 ! bra9's memories beg9 to glimm]1 recognition & cognition soon beg9 to take place4 ,b ! spontane\s control & all ! prime develop+ activity d]ive f ! great affective c5t]s ( ! abdom54 ,9 ! sol> plexus is ! fir/ great f\nta9 & issue ( infantile consci\sness4 ,!re1 b5ea? ! navel1 lies ! active human fir/-m9d1 ! prime unconsci\s4 ,f ! mom5t ( conception1 :5 ! fir/ nucleus is =m$1 to ! mom5t ( dea?1 :5 ?is same nucleus breaks aga91 ! fir/ great active c5t] ( human consci\sness lies 9 ! sol> plexus4 ,! movem5t ( developm5t 9 any creature is1 h[ev]1 t[>ds a floresc5t individuality4 ,! ample1 mature1 unfold$ individual /&s p]fect1 p]fect 9 himself1 b also p]fect 9 8 h>moni\s relation to ^? ne>e/ him & to all ! univ]se4 ,:il/ only ! "o great c5t] ( consci\sness is awake1 9 ! abdom51 ! infant has no sep>ate exi/5ce1 8 :ole nature is conta9$ 9 ! conjunction ) ! p>5t4 ,z soon z ! complem5t>y negative pole ar\ses ! volunt>y c5t] ( ! lumb> ganglion1 !re is at once a retraction into indep5d5ce & an ass]tion ( s+l5ess4 ,! back /r5g!ns itself4 ,b /ill ! circuit ( pol>ity1 dual z x is1 positive & negative f ! positive-sympa!tic & ! negative-volunt>y poles1 /ill dep5ds on ! duality ( two be+s--x is /ill extra-individual4 ,ea* individual is vitally dep5d5t on ! o!r1 = ! life circuit4 ,let u consid] = a mom5t ! k9d ( consci\sness manife/$ at ! two great prim>y c5t]s4 ,at ! sol> plexus ! new psy*e acts 9 a mode ( attractive vitalism1 draw+ its objective unto itself z by vital magnetism4 ,"h x dr9ks 91 z x 71 ! contigu\s univ]se1 z dur+ ! womb-p]iod x drank f ! liv+ cont9uum ( ! "m4 ,x is d>kly self-c5t]$1 exultant & positive 9 its own exi/5ce4 ,x is all-9-all to itself1 its own great subject4 ,x kn[s no objective4 ,x only kn[s its own vital pot5cy1 :i* pot5cy draws ! ext]nal object unto itself1 subjectively1 z ! blood-/ream 0 drawn into ! ftus1 by subjective attraction4 ,"h ! psy*e is to itself ! ,all4 ,bl9dly self-positive4 ,?is is ! fir/ mode ( consci\sness = e liv+ ?+--fasc9at+ 9 all "y ?+s4 ,! second half ( ! same mode comm5ces z soon z direct activity sets up 9 ! lumb> ganglion4 ,!n ! psy*e recoils ^u itself1 9 its fir/ reaction aga9/ cont9uity ) ! out] univ]se4 ,x recoils ev5 aga9/ its own mode ( assimilatory unison4 ,ev5 x mu/ break (f1 int]rupt ! great psy*ic-assimilation process :i* goes on at ! sympa?ic c5t]4 ,x mu/ recoil clean ^u itself1 break loose f any atta*m5t :atsoev]4 ,& !n x mu/ try its p[]1 (t5 playfully4 ,?is reaction is /ill subjective4 ,:5 a *ild /iff5s & draws away1 :5 x screams ) pure temp]1 x takes no note ( t f :i* x recoils4 ,x has no objective consci\sness ( t f :i* x reacts1 ! "m pr9cipally4 ,x is l a swimm] endlessly kick+ ! wat] away beh9d him1 ) /rong legs vividly active f ! sp9al ganglia4 ,l a man 9 a boat pu%+ (f f ! %ore1 x m]ely ?ru/s away1 9 ord] to ride free1 ev] m free4 ,x is a purely subjective motion1 9 ! negative direction4 ,aft] our long tra9+ 9 objectivation1 & our epo* ( wor%ip ( ! objective mode1 x is p]haps difficult = u to realize ! /rong1 bl9d p[] ( ! unconsci\s on its fir/ plane ( activity4 ,x is some?+ q diff]5t f :at we call egoism--:i* is really m5tally d]iv$--= ! ego is m]ely ! sum-total ( :at we conceive ourselves to be4 ,! p[]ful pri/9e subjectivity ( ! unconsci\s on its fir/ plane is1 on ! o!r h&1 ! root ( all our consci\sness & be+1 d>kly t5aci\s4 ,"h we are gr\nd$1 say :at we may4 ,& if we break ! spell ( ?is fir/ subjective mode1 we break our own ma9 root & live rootless1 %iftless1 gr\ndless4 ,s t ! p[]ful subjectivity ( ! unconsci\s1 :]e ! self is all-9-all unto itself1 active 9 /rong desir\s psy*ic assimilation or 9 direct repudiation ( ! contigu\s univ]se2 ?is fir/ plane ( psy*ic activity1 pol>iz$ 9 ! sol> plexus & ! lumb> ganglion ( ea* individual b e/abli%$ 9 a circuit ) ! correspond+ poles ( ano!r individual3 ?is is ! fir/ scope ( life & be+ = e human individual1 & is beyond "q4 ,b we mu/ aga9 rem>k t ! :ole circuit is e/abli%$ betwe5 two individuals--t nei!r is a free ?+-unto-itself--& t ! v fact ( e/abli%$ pol>ity betwe5 ! two ma9ta9s t correspond5ce betwe5 ! individual entity & ! ext]nal univ]se :i* is ! clue to all gr[? & developm5t4 ,! pure subjectivity ( ! fir/ plane ( consci\sness is no m selfi% ?an ! pure objectivity ( any o!r plane4 ,h[ c x be8 ,h[ c any =m ( pure1 balanc$ pol>ity betwe5 two vital individuals be 9 any s5se selfi% on ! "p ( "o individual8 ,we h got our moral values all wrong4 ,save = heal?y in/9ct1 ! morali/ic human race w\ld h ext]m9at$ itself long ago4 ,& yet man mu/ be moral1 at ! v root moral4 ,! ess5ce ( morality is ! basic desire to pres]ve ! p]fect correspond5ce betwe5 ! self & ! object1 to h no trespass & no brea* ( integrity1 nor yet any refaulture 9 ! vitali/ic int]*ange4 ,z yet we see ! unconsci\s active on "o plane only & entirely dep5d5t on two individuals4 ,b imm$iately foll[+ ! e/abli%m5t ( ! circuit ( ! p[]ful1 subjective1 abdom9al plane comes ! quiv]+ ( ! :ole sy/em into a new degree ( consci\sness4 ,& two great upp] c5t]s are awake4 ,! diaphragm really divides ! human body1 psy*ically z well z organically4 ,! two c5t]s b5ea? ! diaphragm are c5t]s ( d>k subjectivity1 c5tripetal1 assimilative4 ,once ^! are e/abli%$1 9 ! ?orax ! two fir/ c5t]s ( objective consci\sness become active1 ) ev]-increas+ int5sity4 ,! great ?oracic sympa!tic plexus r\ses l a sun 9 ! brea/1 ! ?oracic ganglion fills ! %\ld]s ) /r5g?4 ,!re are n[ two planes ( prim>y consci\sness--! fir/1 ! l[]1 ! subjective unconsci\s1 active b5ea? ! diaphragm1 & ! second upp]1 objective plane1 active above ! diaphragm1 9 ! brea/4 ,let u realize t ! subjective & objective ( ! unconsci\s are n ! same z ! subjective & ! objective ( ! m9d4 ,"h we h no concepts to deal )1 no /atic objects 9 ! %ape ( ideas4 ,we h none ( t tiresome bus9ess ( e/abli%+ ! relation betwe5 ! m9d & its own ideal object1 or ! discrim9at+ betwe5 ! ideal ?+-9-itself & ! m9d ( :i* x is ! cont5t4 ,we are sp>$ t hateful ?+-9-itself1 ! idea1 :i* is at once s all-important & s no?+4 ,we are on /raight=w>d solid gr\nd2 !re is no ab/raction4 ,! unconsci\s subjectivity is1 9 its positive manife/ation1 a great imbib+1 & 9 its negative1 a def9ite bl9d rejection4 ,:at we call an unconsci\s rejection4 ,?is subjectivity embraces alike creative emotion & physical function4 ,x includes alike ! sweet & untellable communion ( love betwe5 ! "m & *ild1 ! irrational reaction into sep>ation betwe5 ! two1 & also ! physical function+ ( suck+ & ur9ation4 ,psy*ic & physical developm5t run p>allel1 ?\gh !y are =ev] di/9ct4 ,! *ild suck+1 ! *ild ur9at+1 ?is is ! *ild act+ f ! great subjective c5t]s1 positive & negative4 ,:5 ! *ild sucks1 !re is a sympa!tic circuit betwe5 x & ! "m1 9 :i* ! sympa!tic plexus 9 ! "m acts z negative or submissive pole to ! correspond+ plexus 9 ! *ild4 ,9 ur9ation !re is a correspond+ circuit 9 ! volunt>y c5t]s1 s t a "m seems gratifi$1 & is gratifi$1 inevitably1 by ! excrem5tal function+ ( h] *ild4 ,%e exp]i5ces a true pol> reaction4 ,*ild & "m h1 9 ! fir/ place1 no objective consci\sness ( ea* o!r1 & c]ta9ly no idea ( ea* o!r4 ,ea* is a bl9d desid]atum to ! o!r4 ,! /rong love betwe5 !m is effectual 9 ! great abdom9al c5t]s1 :]e all love1 real love1 is prim>ily bas$4 ,( t reflect$ or moon-love1 d]iv$ f ! head1 t spuri\s =m ( love :i* pr$om9ates to-day1 we d n speak "h4 ,x has its root 9 ! idea3 ! belov$ is a m5tal objective1 endlessly appreciat$1 criticiz$1 scrut9iz$1 exhau/$4 ,?is has no?+ to d ) ! active unconsci\s4 ,hav+ realiz$ t ! unconsci\s sp>kles1 vibrates1 travels 9 a /rong subjective /ream f ! abdom9al c5t]s1 connect+ ! *ild directly ) ! "m at correspond+ poles ( vitalism1 we realize t ! unconsci\s conta9s no?+ ideal1 no?+ 9 ! lea/ conceptual1 & h5ce no?+ 9 ! lea/ p]sonal1 s9ce p]sonality1 l ! ego1 belongs to ! consci\s or m5tal-subjective self4 ,s ! fir/ analyses are1 or %\ld be1 s imp]sonal t ! s-call$ human relations are n involv$4 ,! fir/ relation%ip is nei!r p]sonal nor biological--a fact :i* psy*oanalysis has n succe$$ 9 grasp+4 ,= example4 ,a *ild screams ) t]ror at ! t\* ( fur2 ano!r *ild loves ! t\* ( fur1 & purrs ) pleasure4 ,h[ n[8 ,is x a complex8 ,did ! fa!r h a be>d8 ,x is possible4 ,b all-too-human4 ,! physical result ( rubb+ fur is to set up a c]ta9 am\nt ( frictional electricity4 ,frictional electricity is "o ( ! sund]+ =ces4 ,x corresponds to ! volunt>y =ces ex]t$ at ! l[] sp9al ganglia1 ! =ces ( ang] & retraction into indep5d5ce & p[]4 ,an ov]-sympa!tic *ild w scream ) fe> at ! t\* ( fur2 a refractory *ild w purr ) pleasure4 ,x is a reaction :i* involves ev5 deep] ?+s ?an sex--! primal con/itution ( ! elem5t>y psy*e4 ,a sympa!tically ov]balanc$ *ild has a horror ( ! electric-frictional =ce su* z is emitt$ f ! fur ( a black cat1 creature ( rapacity4 ,! same delights a fi]ce-will$ *ild4 ,b we mu/ admit at ! same "t t f e>lie/ days a *ild is subject to ! def9ite consci\s psy*ic influ5ces ( its surr\nd+s & w react almo/ automatically to a consci\s-passional sugge/ion f ! "m4 ,9 ?is way p]sonal sex is prematurely evok$1 & real complexes are set up4 ,b ^! d]ive n f ! spontane\s unconsci\s4 ,!y are 9 a way dictat$ f ! delib]ate1 m5tal consci\sness1 ev5 if involunt>ily4 ,aga9 !y are a result ( m5tal subjectivity1 self-consci\sness--s diff]5t f ! primal subjectivity ( ! unconsci\s4 ,to return1 h[ev]1 to ! pure unconsci\s4 ,:5 ! upp] c5t]s fla% awake1 a :ole new field ( consci\sness & spontane\s activity is op5$ out4 ,! great sympa!tic plexus ( ! brea/ is ! he>t's m9d4 ,?is ?oracic plexus corresponds directly 9 ! upp] man to ! sol> plexus 9 ! l[]4 ,b x is a correspond5ce 9 creative opposition4 ,f ! sympa!tic c5t] ( ! brea/ z f a w9d[ ! unconsci\s goes =? seek+ its object1 to dwell ^u x4 ,:5 a *ild leans its brea/ aga9/ its "m x becomes fill$ ) a primal aw>5ess ( h]--n ( itself desir+ h] or p>tak+ ( h]--b ( h] z %e is 9 h]self4 ,?is is ! fir/ great acquisition ( primal objective k1 ! objective cont5t ( ! unconsci\s4 ,su* k we call ! treasure ( ! he>t4 ,:5 ! anci5ts locat$ ! fir/ seat ( consci\sness 9 ! he>t1 !y 7 nei!r misguid$ nor play+ ) metaphor4 ,= by consci\sness !y meant1 z usual1 objective consci\sness only4 ,& f ! c>diac plexus goes =? t /range efflu5ce ( ! self :i* seeks & dwells ^u ! belov$1 lov+ly rov+ l ! f+]s ( an infant or a bl9d man ov] ! face ( ! treasur$ object1 ga!r+ h] m\ld into itself & transf]r+ h] m\ld =ev] into its own deep unconsci\s psy*e4 ,?is is ! fir/ acquir+ ( objective k1 sightless1 unspeakably direct4 ,x is a dwell+ ( ! *ild's unconsci\s )9 ! =m ( ! "m1 ! ga!r+ ( a pure1 et]nal impression4 ,s ! s\l /ores itself ) dynamic treasures2 x v]ily builds its own tissue ( su* treasure1 ! tissue ( ! develop+ body1 ea* cell /or$ ) creative dynamic cont5t4 ,! brea/s !mselves are z two eyes4 ,we d n "k h[ mu* ! nipples ( ! brea/1 bo? 9 man & woman1 s]ve prim>ily z poles ( vital consci\s efflu5ce & connection4 ,we d n "k h[ ! nipples ( ! brea/ are z f\nta9s leap+ into ! univ]se1 or z little lamps irradiat+ ! contigu\s _w1 to ! s\l 9 que/4 ,b c]ta9ly f ! passional consci\s-c5t] ( ! brea/ goes =? ! fir/ joy\s discov]y ( ! belov$1 ! fir/ objective discov]y ( ! contigu\s univ]se1 ! fir/ m9i/ration ( ! self to t :i* is beyond ! self4 ,s1 functionally1 ! "m m9i/]s ) ! milk ( h] brea/4 ,b ?is is a yield+ to ! great l[] plexus1 ! basic sol> plexus4 ,x is ! brea/ z "p also ( ! alim5t>y sy/em--a special ?+4 ,9 suck+ ! h&s also come awake4 ,x is /range to notice ! pictures by ! old ma/]s ( ! ,madonna & ,*ild4 ,sometimes ! /range r\nd belly ( ! ,infant seems ! pr$om9ant my/]y-c5t]1 & sometimes f ! t9y brea/ x is z if a delicate light gl[$1 ! light ( love4 ,z if ! brea/ %\ld illum9e ! out] _w 9 its seek+ adm9i/]+ love4 ,z if ! brea/ ( ! ,infant glimm]$ its light ( discov]y on ! ador+ ,"m1 & %e b[$1 submissive to ! revelation4 ,! little h&s & arms wave1 circulate1 try+ to t\*1 to grasp1 to "k4 ,to grasp 9 c>ess1 n to reive4 ,to grasp 9 ord] to id5tify !mselves ) ! *]i%$ discov]y1 to realize ! belov$4 ,to *]i%1 to realize ! belov$4 ,to adm9i/] ! outw>d-seek+ self to ! belov$4 ,we give ?is ! exclusive "n ( love4 ,b x is inde$ only ! "o direction ( love1 ! outgo+ f ! lovely c5t] ( ! brea/--! nipples seek+1 ! h&s delicately1 c>essively explor+1 ! eyes at la/ wak+ to p]ception4 ,! eyes1 ! h&s1 ^! wake & are al]t f ! c5t] ( ! brea/4 ,b ! e>s & feet move f ! deep l[] c5t]s--! recipi5t e>s1 imbib+ vibrations1 ! feet :i* press ! resi/ant e>?1 controll$ f ! p[]ful l[] ganglia ( ! sp9e4 ,& ?us great scope ( activity op5s1 9 ! h&s t wave & explore1 ! eyes t try to p]ceive1 ! legs1 ! little knees t ?ru/1 ?ru/ away1 ! small feet t curl & tw9kle ^u !mselves1 ready = ! ob/9ate e>?4 ,& s1 also a :ol5ess is e/abli%$ )9 ! individual4 ,! two fields ( consci\sness1 ! fir/ upp] & ! fir/ l[]1 are bas$ ^u a correspond5ce ( pol>ity4 ,! fir/ great complex circuit is n[ set up )9 ! individual1 betwe5 ! upp] & l[] c5t]s4 ,! individual consci\sness has n[ its own integral indep5d5t exi/5ce & activity1 ap>t f ext]nal connection4 ,x has its "r to be alone4 ,,*apt] ,v ,,! ,,lov] ,,& ,,! ,,belov$ ,consci\sness develops on successive planes4 ,on ea* plane !re is ! dual pol>ity1 positive & negative1 ( ! sympa!tic & volunt>y n]ve c5t]s4 ,! fir/ plane is e/abli%$ betwe5 ! poles ( ! sympa!tic sol> plexus & ! volunt>y lumb> ganglion4 ,?is is ! active fir/ plane ( ! subjective unconsci\s1 f :i* ! :ole ( consci\sness arises4 ,imm$iately succe$+ ! fir/ plane ( subjective dynamic consci\sness arises ! correspond+ fir/ plane ( objective consci\sness1 ! objective unconsci\s1 pol>iz$ 9 ! c>diac plexus & ! ?oracic ganglion1 9 ! brea/4 ,!re is a p]fect correspond5ce 9 diff]5ce betwe5 ! fir/ abdom9al & ! fir/ ?oracic planes4 ,^! two planes pol>ize ea* o!r 9 a f\rfold pol>ity1 :i* makes ! fir/ great field ( individual1 self-dep5d5t consci\sness4 ,ea* pole ( ! active unconsci\s manife/s a specific activity & gives rise to a specific k9d ( dynamic or creative consci\sness4 ,on ea* plane1 ! negative volunt>y pole complem5ts ! positive sympa!tic pole1 & yet ! consci\sness orig9at+ f ! complem5t>y poles is n m]ely negative v]sus positive1 x is categorically diff]5t1 opposite4 ,ea* is pure & p]fect 9 itself4 ,b ! mom5t we ent] ! two planes ( correspond+ consci\sness1 l[] & upp]1 we f9d a :ole new range ( complem5ts4 ,! upp]1 dynamic-objective plane is complem5t>y to ! l[]1 dynamic-subjective4 ,! my/]y ( creative opposition exi/s all ! "t betwe5 ! two planes1 & ?is unison 9 opposition betwe5 ! two planes =ms ! fir/ :ole field ( consci\sness4 ,)9 ! individual ! pol>ity is f\rfold4 ,9 a relation betwe5 two individuals ! pol>ity is already eightfold4 ,n[ be=e we c h any sort ( sci5tific1 compreh5sive psy*ology we %all h to e/abli% ! nature ( ! consci\sness at ea* ( ! dynamic poles--! nature ( ! consci\sness1 ! direction ( ! dynamic-vital fl[1 ! resultant physical-organic developm5t & activity4 ,?is we mu/ d be=e we c ev5 beg9 to consid] a g5u9e sy/em ( education4 ,education n[ is widely at sea4 ,hav+ ceas$ to /e] by ! pole-/> ( ! m9d1 hav+ ceas$ to aim at ! cramm+ ( ! intellect1 x ve]s hi!r & ?i!r hopelessly & absurdly4 ,education c nev] become a s]i\s sci5ce until ! human psy*e is prop]ly und]/ood4 ,& ! human psy*e _c beg9 to be und]/ood until we ent] ! d>k cont95t ( ! unconsci\s4 ,hav+ begun to explore ! unconsci\s1 we f9d we mu/ g f c5t] to c5t]1 *akra to *akra1 to use an old esot]ic ^w4 ,we mu/ pati5tly det]m9e ! psy*ic manife/ation at ea* c5t]1 & moreov]1 z we g1 we mu/ discov] ! psy*ic results ( ! int]action1 ! pol>iz$ int]action betwe5 ! dynamic c5t]s bo? )9 & )\t ! individual4 ,"h is a real job = ! sci5ti/1 a job :i* et]nity w nev] see f9i%$ ?\gh ev5 to-morr[ may see x well begun4 ,x is a job :i* w at la/ free u f ! mo/ hateful ( all %ackles1 ! %ackles ( ideas & ideals4 ,x is a great task ( ! lib]ators1 ^? :o "w =ev] = ! lib]ation ( ! free spontane\s psy*e1 ! effective s\l4 ,9 ^! few *apt]s we hope to h9t at ! e/abli%m5t ( ! fir/ field ( ! unconsci\s--at ! nature ( ! consci\sness manife/$ at ea* pole--& at ! already complex range ( dynamic pol>ity betwe5 ! v>i\s poles4 ,s f> we h giv5 ! m]e/ sugge/ion ( ! nature ( ! fir/ plane ( ! unconsci\s & h attempt$ ! op5+ ( ! second or upp] plane4 ,we pr(ess no sci5tific exactitude1 p>ticul>ly 9 t]m9ology4 ,we m]ely wi% intelligibly to op5 a way4 ,to balance ! sol> plexus wakes ! great plexus ( ! brea/4 ,9 our era ?is plexus is ! great planet ( our psy*ic univ]se4 ,9 ! previ\s sympa!tic era ! fl[] ( ! univ]sal blossom$ 9 ! navel4 ,b s9ce ,egypt ! sun ( creative activity beams f ! brea/1 ! he>t ( ! supreme ,man4 ,?is is to u ! s\rce ( light--! lov+ he>t1 ! ,sacr$ ,he>t4 ,aga9/ ?is we contra/ ! dev\r+ d>kness ( ! l[] man1 ! dev\r+ :irlpool b5ea? ! navel4 ,ev5 !osophi/s don't realize t ! univ]sal lotus really blossoms 9 ! abdom5--t our l[] man1 our d>k1 dev\r+ :irlpool1 0 once ! creative s\rce1 9 human e/imation4 ,b 9 call+ ! he>t ! sun1 ! s\rce ( light1 we are biologically correct ev54 ,= ! roots ( vision are 9 ! c>diac plexus4 ,b if we 7 to consid] ! he>t itself1 n its great n]ve plexus1 we %\ld h to g fur!r ?an ! n]v\s sy/em4 ,if we _h to consid] ! :ole lamb5t blood-/ream1 we %\ld h to desc5d too deep = our unpractis$ m9ds4 ,suffice x "h to h9t t ! sol> plexus is ! fir/ & ma9 clue to ! great alim5t>y-sexual activity 9 man1 an activity at once functional & creatively emotional1 :il/ ! c>diac plexus is fir/ & ma9 clue to ! respiratory sy/em & ! active-productive manife/ations4 ,! m\? & no/rils are gates to ea* great c5t]1 upp] & l[]--ev5 ! brea/s h ?is duality4 ,yet ! clue to respiration & h& activity & vision is 9 ! brea/1 :ile ! clue to alim5tation & passion & sex is 9 ! l[] c5t]s4 ,! duality goes s f> & is s pr(\nd4 ,& ! pol>ity6 ,! great organs1 z well z ! lymphatic gl&s1 dep5d ea* on its own specific c5t] ( ! unconsci\s2 ea* is d]iv$ f a specific dynamic consci\s-clue1 :at we might almo/ call a s\l-cell4 ,! inh]5t unconsci\s1 or s\l1 is ! fir/ nucleus subdivid$1 & f its own subdivisions produc$1 f its own /ill-creative con/ellat$ nuclei1 ! organs1 gl&s1 n]ve-c5t]s ( ! human organism4 ,?is is our answ] to mat]ialism & idealism alike4 ,! nucle> unconsci\s br\ght =? organs & consci\sness alike4 ,& ! great nuclei ( ! unconsci\s /ill lie active 9 ! great liv+ n]ve-c5t]s1 :i* n]ve c5t]s1 f ! orig9al sol>-plexus to ! conclusive bra91 =m "o great *a9 ( dual pol>ity & amplifi$ consci\sness4 ,all ?is is a m]e incoh]5t /amm]+1 brok5 fir/-words4 ,to return to ! direct pa? ( our progress4 ,x is n m]ely a metaphor1 to call ! c>diac plexus ! sun1 ! ,light4 ,x is metaphor 9 ! fir/ place1 because ! consci\s efflu5ce :i* proce$s f ?is fir/ upp] c5t] 9 ! brea/ goes =? & plays ^u its ext]nal object1 z phosphoresc5t waves might break ^u a %ip & reveal its =m4 ,! transf]r+ ( ! objective k to ! psy*e is almo/ ! same z vision4 ,x is root-vision4 ,x happ5s be=e ! eyes op54 ,x is ! fir/ trem5d\s mode ( appreh5sion1 /ill d>k1 b mov+ t[>ds light4 ,x is ! eye 9 ! brea/4 ,psy*ically1 x is basic objective appreh5sion4 ,dynamically1 x is love1 devotional1 adm9i/]+ love4 ,n[ we make already a discrim9ation betwe5 ! two natures1 ev5 ( ?is fir/ upp] consci\sness4 ,fir/ f ! brea/ fl[s ! devotional1 self-outp\r+ ( love1 love :i* gives its all to ! belov$4 ,& back aga9 returns to ! +a!r$ objective consci\sness1 ! fir/ objective cont5t ( ! psy*e4 ,?is argues ! dual pol>ity4 ,f ! positive pole ( ! c>diac plexus fl[s out t efflu5ce :i* we call selfless love4 ,x is really self-devot+ love1 n self-less4 ,?is is ! "o =m ( love we recognize4 ,b f ! /rong ganglion ( ! %\ld]s proce$s ! negative circuit1 :i* se>*es & explores ! belov$1 br++ back pure objective appreh5sion1 n critical1 9 ! m5tal s5se1 & yet passionally discrim9ative4 ,let u discrim9ate betwe5 ! two upp] poles4 ,f ! sympa!tic he>t goes =? pure adm9i/]+1 l sunbeams4 ,b f ! /rong ?oracic c5t] ( ! %\ld]s is ex]t$ a /rong rejective =ce1 a =ce :i*1 press+ ^u ! object ( att5tion1 9 ! mode ( sep>ation1 succe$s 9 transf]r+ to itself ! impression ( ! object to :i* x has att5d$4 ,?is is ! o!r half ( devotional love--p]fect k ( ! belov$4 ,n[ ?is k 9 itself argues a contradi/9ction betwe5 ! lov] & ! belov$4 ,x is ! v m\ld ( ! contradi/9ction4 ,x is ! impress ^u ! lov] ( t :i* 0 sep>ate f him1 resi/ant to him1 9 ! belov$4 ,objective k is always ( ?is k9d--a k bas$ on un*angeable diff]5ce1 a k truly ( ! gulf t lies betwe5 ! two be+s ne>e/ to ea* o!r4 ,9 two k9ds1 !n1 consi/s ! activity ( ! unconsci\s on ! fir/ upp] plane4 ,primal is ! blissful s5se ( ineffable transfusion ) ! belov$1 :i* we call love1 & ( :i* our era has p]haps enjoy$ ! full4 ,x is a mode ( creative consci\sness ess5tially objective1 b yet x pres]ves no object 9 ! memory1 ev5 ! dynamic memory4 ,x is a great objective flux1 a /ream+ =? ( ! self 9 blissful dep>ture1 l sunbeams /ream+4 ,if ?is activity alone work$1 !n ! self w\ld utt]ly dep>t f its own integrity2 x w\ld pass out & m]ge ) ! belov$--:i* pass+ out & m]g+ is ! goal ( en?usia/s4 ,b liv+ be+s are kept integral by ! activity ( ! great negative pole4 ,f ! ?oracic ganglion also ! unconsci\s goes =? 9 its que/ ( ! belov$4 ,b :at does x g to seek8 ,real objective k4 ,x goes to f9d out ! wond]s :i* itself does n conta9 & to transf] ^! wond]s1 z by impress1 into itself4 ,x goes out to det]m9e ! limits ( its own exi/5ce also4 ,?is is ! second half ( ! activity ( upp] or self-less or spiritual love4 ,!re is a trem5d\s great joy 9 explor+ & discov]+ ! belov$4 ,= :at is ! belov$8 ,%e is t :i* ,i myself am n4 ,kn[+ ! brea* betwe5 u1 ! uncloseable gulf1 ,i 9 ! same brea? realize h] features4 ,9 ! fir/ mode ( ! upp] consci\sness !re is p]fect surpass+ ( all s5se ( division betwe5 ! self & ! belov$4 ,9 ! second mode ! v discov]y ( ! features ( ! belov$ conta9s ! full realization ( ! irrep>able1 or unsurpassable1 gulf4 ,?is is objective k1 z di/9ct f objective emotion4 ,x conta9s always ! elem5t ( self-amplification1 z if ! self 7 amplifi$ by k 9 ! belov$4 ,x %\ld also conta9 ! k ( ! limits ( ! self4 ,s x is ) ! ,infant4 ,curi\s inde$ is ! look on ! face ( ! ,holy ,*ild1 9 ,leon>do's pictures1 9 ,botticelli's1 ev5 9 ! beautiful ,filippo ,lippi4 ,x is ! ,"m :o crosses h] h&s on h] brea/1 9 supreme acquiesc5ce1 recipi5t2 x is ! ,*ild :o gazes1 ) a k9d ( objective1 /rangely disc]n+1 deep appreh5sion ( h]1 />tl+ to nor!rn eyes4 ,x is a gaze by no means ( innoc5ce1 b ( pr(\nd1 pre-visual disc]n+4 ,s pla9ly is ! *ild look+ across ! gulf & fix+ ! gulf by v int5tness ( pre-visual appreh5sion1 t in/9ctively ! ord9>y nor!rn] f9ds ,him anti-pa!tic4 ,x seems almo/ a cruel objectivity4 ,p]haps betwe5 lov]s1 9 ! objective way ( love1 ei!r ! volunt>y sep>ative mode pr$om9ates1 or ! sympa!tic mode ( communion--"o or ! o!r4 ,9 ! nor? we h wor%ipp$ ! latt] mode4 ,b 9 ! s\? x is diff]5t2 ! objective sapi5t mann] ( love seems m natural4 ,moreov] 9 ! face ( ! ,infant l+]s ne>ly always ! d>k look ( ! pri/9e mode ( consci\sness1 ! p[]ful self-c5t]+ subjective mode1 e/abli%$ 9 ! l[] body--! s-call$ s5sual mode4 ,b take our own *ildr54 ,a small infant1 z soon z x really beg9s to direct its att5tion4 ,h[ (t5 x seems to be gaz+ across a /range di/ance at ! "m2 :at a curi\s look is on its face1 z if ! "m 7 an object set across a f> gulf1 di/9ct h[ev]1 disc]nible1 ev5 obtrusive 9 h] ne$ to be appreh5d$4 ,a "m w *ase away ?is look ) kisses4 ,b %e _c *ase away ! inevitable efflu5ce ( sep>ati/1 objective appreh5sion4 ,%e h]self sometimes w fall into a half-trance1 & ! *ild on h] lap w resolve itself into a /range & sep>ate object4 ,%e does n criticize or analyze him4 ,%e does n ev5 p]ceive him4 ,b z if rapt1 %e appreh5ds him ly+ !re1 an unfa?omable & inscrutable objective1 outside h]self1 nev] to be grasp$ or includ$ 9 h]self4 ,%e seizes z x 7 a sudd5 & f9al1 objective impression ( him4 ,& ! conclusive s5sation is "o ( f9ality4 ,some?+ f9al has happ5$ to h]4 ,%e has ! /range s5sation ( unalt]able c]ta9ty1 a s5sation at once pr(\ndly gratify+ & r appall+4 ,%e possesses some?+1 a c]ta9 entity ( primal1 pre-consci\s k4 ,let ! *ild be :at he may1 h] k ( him is h] own1 =ev] & f9al4 ,x gives h] a s5se ( weal? 9 possession1 & ( p[]4 ,x gives h] a s5se also ( fatality4 ,f ! v satisfaction ( ! objective f9ality d]ives ! s5se ( fatality4 ,x is a k ( ! o!r be+1 b a k :i* conta9s at ! same "t a f9al assurance ( ! et]nal & insup]able gulf :i* lies betwe5 be+s--! isolation ( ! self fir/4 ,?us ! fir/ plane ( ! upp] consci\sness--! outgo+1 ! %e] & unspeakable bliss ( ! s5se ( union1 communion1 at-on5ess ) ! belov$--& !n ! complem5t>y objective realization ( ! belov$1 ! realization ( t :i* is ap>t1 diff]5t4 ,?is realization is l ri*es to ! objective consci\sness4 ,x is1 z x 71 ! add+ ( ano!r self to ! own self1 ?r\gh ! mode ( appreh5sion4 ,?r\gh ! mode ( dynamic objective appreh5sion1 :i* 9 our day we h gradually come to call imag9ation1 a man may 9 8 "t add on to himself ! :ole ( ! univ]se1 by increas+ pri/9e realization ( ! univ]sal4 ,?is 9 my/icism is call$ ! progress to inf9ity--t is1 9 ! mod]n1 truly male my/icism4 ,! old] female my/icism means some?+ diff]5t by ! inf9ite4 ,b anyh[ !re x is4 ,! atta9+ to ! ,inf9ite1 ab\t :i* ! my/ics h rhapsodiz$1 is a def9ite process 9 ! develop+ unconsci\s1 b a process 9 ! developm5t only ( ! objective-appreh5sive c5t]s--an exclusive process1 naturally4 ,a s\l _c come into its own ?r\gh t love alone :i* is unison4 ,if x /ress ! "o mode1 ! sympa!tic mode1 beyond a c]ta9 po9t1 x breaks its own integrity1 & corruption sets 9 9 ! liv+ organism4 ,on bo? planes ( love1 upp] & l[]1 ! two modes mu/ act complem5t>y to "o ano!r1 ! sympa!tic & ! sep>ati/4 ,x is ! absolute failure to see ?is1 t has torn ! mod]n _w into two halves1 ! "o half w>r+ = ! volunt>y1 objective1 sep>ati/ control1 ! o!r = ! pure sympa!tic4 ,! individual psy*e divid$ aga9/ itself divides ! _w aga9/ itself1 & an un?9kable progress ( calamity ensues unless !re be a reconciliation4 ,! goal ( life is ! com+ to p]fection ( ea* s+le individual4 ,?is _c take place )\t ! trem5d\s int]*ange ( love f all ! f\r great poles ( ! fir/1 basic field ( consci\sness4 ,!re mu/ be ! tw(old passionate flux ( sympa!tic love1 subjective-abdom9al & objective-devotional1 bo?4 ,& !re mu/ be ! tw(old passional circuit ( sep>ati/ realization1 ! l[]1 vital self-realization1 & ! upp]1 int5se realization ( ! o!r1 a realization :i* includes a recognition ( abysmal o!rness4 ,to /ress any "o mode1 any "o int]*ange1 is to h9d] all1 & to cause corruption 9 ! end4 ,! human psy*e mu/ h /r5g? & pride to accept ! :ole f\rfold nature ( its own creative activity4 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,,human ,,relations ,,& ,,! ,,unconsci\s ,! aim ( ?is little book is m]ely to e/abli% ! smalle/ foo?old 9 ! swamp ( vagu5ess :i* n[ goes by ! "n ( ! unconsci\s4 ,at la/ we =m "s sort ( notion :at ! unconsci\s actually is4 ,x is t active spontaneity :i* r\ses 9 ea* individual organism at ! mom5t ( fusion ( ! p>5t nuclei1 & :i*1 9 pol>iz$ connection ) ! ext]nal univ]se1 gradually evolves or elaborates its own individual psy*e & corpus1 br++ bo? m9d & body =? f itself4 ,?us x w\ld seem t ! t]m unconsci\s is only ano!r ^w = life4 ,b life is a g5]al =ce1 :]eas ! unconsci\s is ess5tially s+le & unique 9 ea* individual organism2 x is ! active1 self-evolv+ s\l br++ =? its own inc>nation & self-manife/ation4 ,:i* inc>nation & self-manife/ation seems to be ! :ole goal ( ! unconsci\s s\l3 ! :ole goal ( life4 ,?us x is t ! unconsci\s br+s =? n only consci\sness1 b tissue & organs also4 ,& all ! "t ! work+ ( ea* organ dep5ds on ! prim>y spontane\s-consci\s c5t] ( :i* x is ! issue--if y l1 ! s\l-c5t]4 ,& consci\sness is l a web wov5 f9ally 9 ! m9d f ! v>i\s silk5 /r&s spun =? f ! primal c5t] ( ! unconsci\s4 ,b ! unconsci\s is nev] an ab/raction1 nev] to be ab/ract$4 ,x is nev] an ideal entity4 ,x is always concrete4 ,9 ! v fir/ in/ance1 x is ! gl9t+ nucleus ( ! ovule4 ,& proce$+ f ?is1 x is ! *a9 or con/ellation ( nuclei :i* d]ive directly f ?is fir/ sp>k4 ,& fur!r /ill x is ! great n]ve-c5t]s ( ! human body1 9 :i* ! primal & pri/9e nuclei /ill act direct4 ,! nuclei are c5t]s ( spontane\s consci\sness4 ,x seems z if _! bright gra9 7 g]m-consci\sness1 consci\sness g]m9at+ =ev]4 ,if t is a my/]y1 x is n my fault4 ,c]ta9ly x is n my/icism4 ,x is obvi\s1 demon/rable sci5tific fact1 to be v]ifi$ "u ! microscope & )9 ! human psy*e1 subjectively & objectively1 bo?4 ,( c\rse1 ! subjective v]ification is :at m5 kick at4 ,?9-m9d$ ideali/s _c be> any appeal to _! b[els ( compreh5sion4 ,we c q tangibly deal ) ! human unconsci\s4 ,we trace its s\rce & c5t]s 9 ! great ganglia & nodes ( ! n]v\s sy/em4 ,we e/abli% ! nature ( ! spontane\s consci\sness at ea* ( ^! c5t]s2 we det]m9e ! pol>ity & ! direction ( ! pol>iz$ fl[4 ,& f ?is we "k ! motion & individual manife/ation ( ! psy*e itself2 we also "k ! motion & rhy?m ( ! great organs ( ! body4 ,= at e po9t psy*e & functions are s ne>ly id5tifi$ t only by hold+ our brea? c we realize _! duality 9 id5tification--a pol>iz$ duality once m4 ,b "h is no place to ent] ! great inve/igation ( ! duality & pol>ization ( ! vital-creative activity & ! me*anico-mat]ial activity4 ,! two are two 9 "o1 a pol>iz$ quality4 ,!y are un?9kably diff]5t4 ,on ! fir/ field ( human consci\s--! fir/ plane ( ! unconsci\s--we locate f\r great spontane\s c5t]s1 two bel[ ! diaphragm1 two above4 ,^! f\r c5t]s control ! f\r greate/ organs4 ,& !y give rise to ! :ole basis ( human consci\sness4 ,functional & psy*ic at once1 ?is is _! fir/ pol> duality4 ,b ! pol>ity is fur!r4 ,! horizontal division ( ! diaphragm divides man =ev] into 8 individual duality1 ! duality ( ! upp] & l[] man1 ! two great bodies ( upp] & l[] consci\sness & function4 ,?is is ! horizontal l9e4 ,! v]tical division betwe5 ! volunt>y & ! sympa!tic sy/ems1 ! l9e ( division betwe5 ! sp9al sy/em & ! great plexus-sy/em ( ! front ( ! human body1 =ms ! second di/9ction into duality4 ,x is ! great diff]5ce betwe5 ! s(t1 recipi5t front ( ! body & ! wall ( ! back4 ,! front ( ! body is ! live end ( ! magnet4 ,! back is ! clos$ opposition4 ,& aga9 !re are two p>allel /reams ( function & consci\sness1 v]tically sep>ate n[4 ,?is is ! v]tical l9e ( division4 ,& ! horizontal l9e & ! v]tical l9e =m ! cross ( all exi/5ce & be+4 ,& ev5 ?is is n my/icism--no m ?an ! anci5t symbols us$ 9 botany or biology4 ,on ! fir/ field ( human consci\sness1 :i* is ! basis ( life & consci\sness1 are ! f\r fir/ poles ( spontaneity4 ,^! h _! f\rfold pol>ity )9 ! individual1 aga9 figur$ by ! cross4 ,b ! individual is nev] purely a ?+-by-himself4 ,he _c exi/ save 9 pol>iz$ relation to ! ext]nal univ]se1 a relation bo? functional & psy*ic-dynamic4 ,developm5t takes place only f ! pol>iz$ circuits ( ! dynamic unconsci\s1 & ^! circuits mu/ be bo? individual & extra-individual4 ,!re mu/ be ! circuit ( :i* ! complem5t>y pole is ext]nal to ! individual4 ,t is1 9 ! fir/ place !re mu/ be ! o!r individual4 ,!re mu/ be a pol>iz$ connection ) ! o!r individual--or ev5 o!r individuals4 ,on ! fir/ field !re are f\r poles 9 ea* individual4 ,s t ! fir/1 ! basic field ( extra-individual consci\sness conta9s eight poles--an eightfold pol>ity1 a f\rfold circuit4 ,x may be t betwe5 two individuals1 ev5 "m & *ild1 ! pol>ity may be e/abli%$ only f\rfold1 a dual circuit4 ,x may be t "o circuit ( spontane\s consci\sness may nev] be fully e/abli%$4 ,?is means1 = a *ild1 a c]ta9 defici5cy 9 developm5t1 a psy*ic inadequacy4 ,s we are aga9 face to face ) ! basic problem ( human conduct4 ,no human be+ c develop save ?r\gh ! pol>iz$ connection ) o!r be+s4 ,?is circuit ( pol>iz$ unison prec$es all m9d & all kn[+4 ,x is ant]ior to & asc5dant ov] ! human w4 ,& yet ! m9d & ! w c bo? int]f]e ) ! dynamic circuit1 an idea1 l a /one w$g$ 9 a delicate ma*9e1 c arre/ "o :ole process ( psy*ic int]action & spontane\s gr[?4 ,h[ !n8 ,man do? n live by bread alone4 ,x is "t we made ha/e to settle ! bread "q1 :i* aft] all is only ! ,a ,b ,c ( social economies1 & proce$$ to devote our att5tion to ?is mu* m pr(\nd & vital "q3 h[ to e/abli% & ma9ta9 ! circuit ( vital pol>ity f :i* ! psy*e actually develops1 z ! body develops f ! circuit ( alim5tation & respiration4 ,we h rea*$ ! /age :]e we c settle ! alim5tation & respiration problems almo/ (f-h&4 ,b woe betide u1 ! unspeakable agony we suff] f ! failure to e/abli% & ma9ta9 ! vital circuits betwe5 ourselves & ! effectual correspond5t1 ! o!r human be+1 o!r human be+s1 & all ! extrane\s univ]se4 ,! tortures ( psy*ic />vation :i* civiliz$ p proce$ to suff]1 once !y h solv$ = !mselves ! bread-&-butt] problem ( alim5tation1 w n be> ?\ght4 ,delicate1 creative desire1 s5d+ =? its f9e vibrations 9 se>* ( ! true pole ( magnetic re/ 9 ano!r human be+ or be+s1 h[ x is ?w>t$1 insulat$ by a :ole set ( ,india-rubb] ideas & ideals & conv5tions1 till e =m ( p]v]sion & dea?-desire sets 96 ,h[ c we escape neuroses8 ,psy*oanalysis won't tell u4 ,b a m]e %ad[ ( und]/&+ ( ! true unconsci\s w give u ! h9t4 ,! amaz+ly difficult & vital bus9ess ( human relation%ip has be5 almo/ laughably und]e/imat$ 9 our epo*4 ,all ?is nons5se ab\t love & unselfi%ness1 m crude & repugnant ?an savage feti%-wor%ip4 ,love is a ?+ to be le>n$1 ?r\gh c5turies ( pati5t ef=t4 ,x is a difficult1 complex ma9t5ance ( individual integrity ?r\gh\t ! incalculable processes ( int]human-pol>ity4 ,ev5 on ! fir/ great plane ( consci\sness1 f\r prime poles 9 ea* individual1 f\r p[]ful circuits possible betwe5 two individuals1 & ea* ( ! f\r circuits to be e/abli%$ to p]fection & yet ma9ta9$ 9 pure equilibrium ) all ! o!rs4 ,:o c d x8 ,nobody4 ,yet we h all got to d x1 or else suff] ascetic tortures ( />vation & privation or ( di/ortion & ov]/ra9 & sl[ collapse into corruption4 ,! :ole ( life is "o long1 bl9d ef=t at an e/abli%$ pol>ity ) ! out] univ]se1 human & non-human2 & ! :ole ( mod]n life is a %riek+ failure4 ,x is our own fault4 ,! actual evolution ( ! individual psy*e is a result ( ! int]action betwe5 ! individual & ! out] univ]se4 ,:i* means t j z a *ild 9 ! womb gr[s z a result ( ! p>5tal blood-/ream :i* n\ri%es ! vital quick ( ! ftus1 s does e man & woman gr[ & develop z a result ( ! pol>iz$ flux betwe5 ! spontane\s self & "s o!r self or selves4 ,x is ! circuit ( vital flux betwe5 itself & ano!r be+ or be+s :i* br+s ab\t ! developm5t & evolution ( e individual psy*e & physique4 ,?is is a law ( life & creation1 f :i* we _c escape4 ,ascetics & voluptu>ies bo? try to dodge ?is ma9 condition1 & bo? succe$ p]haps = a g5]ation4 ,b aft] two g5]ations all collapses4 ,man do? n live by bread alone4 ,he lives ev5 m ess5tially f ! n\ri%+ creative fl[ betwe5 himself & ano!r or o!rs4 ,?is is ! reality ( ! extra-individual circuits ( pol>ity1 ^? e/abli%$ betwe5 two or m individuals4 ,b a correspond+ reality is t ( ! int]nal1 purely individual pol>ity--! pol>ity )9 a man himself ( 8 upp] & l[] consci\sness1 & 8 own volunt>y & sympa!tic modes4 ,"h is a f\rfold int]action )9 ! self4 ,& f ?is f\rfold reaction )9 ! self results t f9al manife/ation :i* we "k z m9d1 m5tal consci\sness4 ,! bra9 is1 if we may use ! ^w1 ! t]m9al in/rum5t ( ! dynamic consci\sness4 ,x transmutes :at is a creative flux into a c]ta9 fix$ cyph]4 ,x pr9ts (f1 l a telegraph in/rum5t1 ! glyphs & grafic repres5tations :i* we call p]cepts1 concepts1 ideas4 ,x produces a new reality--! ideal4 ,! idea is ano!r /atic entity1 ano!r unit ( ! me*anical-active & mat]io-/atic univ]se4 ,x is ?r[n (f f life1 z leaves are %$ f a tree1 or z fea!rs fall f a bird4 ,ideas are ! dry1 unliv+1 inscuti5t plumage :i* int]v5es betwe5 u & ! circumambi5t univ]se1 =m+ at once an insulator & an in/rum5t = ! subdu+ ( ! univ]se4 ,! m9d is ! in/rum5t ( in/rum5ts2 x is n a creative reality4 ,once ! m9d is awake1 be+ 9 itself a f9ality1 x feels v assur$4 8,! ^w became fle%1 & began to put on airs10 says ,norman ,d\glas wittily4 ,x is exactly :at happ5s4 ,m5tality1 be+ automatic 9 its pr9ciple l ! ma*9e1 beg9s to assume life4 ,x beg9s to affect life1 to pret5d to make & unmake life4 8,9 ! beg9n+ 0 ! ,^w40 ,?is is ! presumptu\s masqu]ad+ ( ! m9d4 ,! ,^w _c be ! beg9n+ ( life4 ,x is ! end ( life1 t :i* falls %$4 ,! m9d is ! dead end ( life4 ,b x has all ! me*anical =ce ( ! non-vital univ]se4 ,x is a great dynamo ( sup]-me*anical =ce4 ,giv5 ! w z accomplice1 x c ev5 arrogate its ma*9e-motions & automatizations ov] ! :ole ( life1 till e tree becomes a clipp$ tea-pot & e man a useful me*anism4 ,s we see ! bra91 l a great dynamo & accumulator1 accumulat+ me*anical =ce & presum+ to apply ?is me*anical =ce-control to ! liv+ unconsci\s1 subject+ ev]y?+ spontane\s to c]ta9 ma*9e-pr9ciples call$ ideals or ideas4 ,& ! human w assi/s 9 ?is humiliat+ & /]iliz+ process4 ,we don't "k :at ! human w is4 ,b we d "k t x is a c]ta9 faculty belong+ to e liv+ organism1 ! faculty = self-det]m9ation4 ,x is a /range faculty ( ! s\l itself1 = its own direction4 ,! w is inde$ ! faculty :i* e individual possesses f ! v mom5t ( conception1 = ex]t+ a c]ta9 control ov] ! vital & automatic processes ( 8 own evolution4 ,x does n dep5d orig9ally on m9d4 ,orig9ally x is a purely spontane\s control-factor ( ! liv+ unconsci\s4 ,x seems z if1 prim>ily1 ! w & ! consci5ce 7 id5tical1 9 ! pre-m5tal /ate4 ,x seems z if ! w 7 giv5 z a great balanc+ faculty1 ! faculty :]eby automatization is prev5t$ 9 ! evolv+ psy*e4 ,! spontane\s w reacts at once aga9/ ! exagg]ation ( any "o p>ticul> circuit ( pol>ity4 ,any vital circuit--a fact kn[n to psy*oanalysis4 ,& aga9/ ?is automatism1 ?is degradation f ! spontane\s-vital reality into ! me*anic-mat]ial reality1 ! human s\l mu/ always /ruggle4 ,& ! w is ! p[] :i* ! unique self possesses to "r itself f automatism4 ,sometimes1 h[ev]1 ! free psy*e really collapses1 & ! w id5tifies itself ) an automatic circuit4 ,!n a complex is set up1 a p>anoia4 ,!n incipi5t madness sets 94 ,if ! id5tification cont9ues1 ! d]angem5t becomes s]i\s4 ,!re may come sudd5 jolts ( dislocation ( ! :ole psy*ic fl[1 l epilepsy4 ,or !re may come any ( ! kn[n =ms ( prim>y madness4 ,! second dang] is t ! w %all id5tify itself ) ! m9d & become an in/rum5t ( ! m9d4 ,! same process ( automatism sets up1 only n[ x is sl[]4 ,! m9d proce$s to assume control ov] e organic-psy*ic circuit4 ,! spontane\s flux is de/roy$1 & a c]ta9 automatic circuit sub/itut$4 ,n[ an automatic e/abli%m5t ( ! psy*e mu/1 l ! build+ ( a ma*9e1 proce$ accord+ to "s def9ite fix$ s*eme1 bas$ ^u c]ta9 fix$ pr9ciples4 ,& x is "h t ideals & ideas ent]4 ,!y are ! ma*9e-plan & ! ma*9e-pr9ciples ( an automatiz$ psy*e4 ,s1 humanity proce$s to d]ange itself1 to automatize itself f ! m5tal consci\sness4 ,x is a process ( d]angem5t1 j z ! fix+ ( ! w ^u any o!r prim>y process is a d]angem5t4 ,x is a long1 sl[ developm5t 9 madness4 ,q ju/ly d ! advanc$ ,russian & ,fr5* writ]s acclaim madness z a great goal4 ,x is ! g5u9e goal ( self-automatism1 m5tal-consci\s supremacy4 ,true1 we mu/ all develop into m5tal consci\sness4 ,b m5tal-consci\sness is n a goal2 x is a cul-de-sac4 ,x provides u only ) endless appliances :i* we c use = ! all-too-difficult bus9ess ( com+ to our spontane\s-creative fullness ( be+4 ,x provides u ) means to adju/ ourselves to ! ext]nal univ]se4 ,x gives u fur!r means = subdu+ ! ext]nal1 mat]io-me*anical univ]se to our great end ( creative life4 ,& x gives u pla9 indications ( h[ to avoid fall+ into automatism1 h9ts = ! apply+ ( ! w1 ! loos5+ ( false1 automatic fixations1 ! brave adh]5ce to a pr(\nd s\l-impulse4 ,?is is ! use ( ! m9d--a great indicator & in/rum5t4 ,! m9d z au?or & director ( life is ana!ma4 ,s1 ! few ?+s we h to say ab\t ! unconsci\s end = ! mom5t4 ,!re is almo/ no?+ said4 ,yet x is a beg9n+4 ,/ill rema9 to be reveal$ ! o!r great c5t]s ( ! unconsci\s4 ,we "k f\r3 two pairs4 ,9 all !re are sev5 planes4 ,t is1 !re are six dual c5t]s ( spontane\s pol>ity1 & !n ! f9al "o4 ,t is1 ! great upp] & l[] consci\sness is only j broa*$--! fur!r heights & dep?s are n ev5 h9t$ at4 ,nay1 9 public x w\ld h>dly be all[$ u to h9t at !m4 ,!re is s mu* to "k1 & e /ep ( ! progress 9 k is a dea? to ! human idealism :i* gov]ns u n[ s ru?lessly & vilely4 ,x mu/ die1 & we w break free4 ,b :at tyranny is s hide\s z t ( an automatically ideal humanity8 ,transcrib]'s ,notes3 ,text t 0 9 italics is enclos$ by und]scores 7italics74