,,life ,,of ,,christ ,,life ,,of ,,christ by ,,giovanni ,,papini ,freely translated from the ,italian by ,,dorothy ,,canfield ,,fisher ,,new ,,york ,,harcourt1 ,,brace ,,and ,,company ,,copyright1 #aibc1 ,,by ,,harcourt1 ,,brace ,,and ,,company1 ,,inc4 ,,printed ,,in ,,the ,u4 ,s4 ,a4 ,,by ,,the ,,quinn ,,boden ,,company ,,rahway1 ,n4 ,j4 ,,translator',s ,,note ,the ,king ,james ,english version has been followed in the ,bible quotations of this translation1 except in a few cases where an alteration in the ,revised ,version was evidently the result of a better understanding of the original ,greek or ,hebrew text4 ,for the form of proper names1 the spelling of the ,century ,dictionary has been used as a rule2 for names not given in the ,century1 the form current in the usual standard works4 ,since this book is intended to be popular rather than either scholarly or archological1 it was thought best to use the name-forms best known to most readers4 ,it will be noted that a number of the quotations are mosaics made up of phrases taken from different parts of the ,bible and put together to make one passage4 ,this not being the ,english usage in such matters1 it seems desirable to call the reader's attention to the character of such quotations4 ,the only other explanation which may be necessary is in connection with the omission of occasional sentences1 paragraphs and of one or two chapters4 ,in the case of individual sentences or phrases1 they were usually omitted because they contained an allusion sure to be obscure to non-,italian readers4 ,a characteristic example of such omissions is in the scene of the crucifixion where ,christ is described as being nailed to the cross with outstretched arms like an owl nailed with outstretched wings to a barn-door4 ,this revolting country-side custom being unknown to ,american readers1 a reference to it could only cloud the passage4 ,since translators into ,english who omit passages are usually accused of suppressing valuable material which might displease too-narrow ,anglo-,saxon readers1 it is perhaps as well to explain that the excision of paragraphs here and there1 and of a few chapters1 is in no sense an expurgation1 because this ,life of ,christ is very much of the same quality throughout4 ,it simply seemed to me that such occasional lightening of the text would make it more acceptable to ,english-speaking readers1 so much less tolerant of long descriptions and minute discussions than ,italians4 ,i quite realize that this may seem a slight and arbitrary basis for making actual excisions in an author's work1 and ,i understand that the translator is not at all responsible for the matter which he translates1 but only for the truthfulness with which he presents the text given him to set into another language4 ,i was moved first by the fact that the passages omitted are of no more importance than any other passages in the book2 and secondly by the author's wish expressly stated in his ,introduction1 to have this a readable book which will hold those who pick it up1 rather than to have it a book of exact learning or great literature4 ,this translation was made with the purpose of allowing the general ,american reading-public to form an opinion on a book which has aroused a great deal of discussion in modern ,italy2 and to carry out this purpose1 the occasional omissions mentioned and a certain freedom in the rendering of the ,italian seemed to me justifiable4 ,dorothy ,canfield ,fisher4 ,,introduction #a ,for five hundred years those who call themselves free spirits because they prefer prison life to army service have been trying desperately to kill ,jesus a second time--to kill ,him in the hearts of men4 ,the army of ,his enemies assembled to bury ,him as soon as they thought they heard the death-rattle of ,christ's second death4 ,presumptuous donkeys mistaking libraries for their stables1 top-heavy brains pretending to explore the highest heavens in philosophy's drifting balloon1 professors poisoned by the fatal strong drink of philology and metaphysics1 armed themselves4 ,paraphrasing the rallying-cry of ,peter the ,hermit to the crusaders1 they shouted 8,man wills it60 as they set out on their crusade against the ,cross4 ,certain of them drew on their boundless imaginations to evolve what they considered proof positive of a fantastic theory that the story of the ,gospel is no more than a legend from which we can reconstruct the natural life of ,jesus as a man1 one-third prophet1 one-third necromancer1 one-third demagogue1 a man who wrought no miracles except the hypnotic cure of some obsessed devotees1 who did not die on the cross1 but came to ,himself in the chill of the sepulcher and reappeared with mysterious airs to delude men into believing that ,he had risen from the dead4 ,others demonstrated as certainly as two and two make four that ,jesus was a myth developed in the time of ,augustus and of ,tiberius1 and that all the ,gospels can be reduced to a clumsy mosaic of prophetic texts4 ,others conceived of ,jesus as a good1 well-meaning man1 but too high-flown and fantastic1 who went to school to the ,greeks1 the ,buddhists1 and the ,essenes and patched together ,his plagiarisms as best ,he could to support ,his claim to be the ,messiah of ,israel4 ,others made ,him out to be an unbalanced humanitarian1 precursor of ,rousseau and of divine democracy2 an excellent man for his time but who to-day would be put under the care of an alienist4 ,others to get rid of the subject once for all took up the idea of the myth again1 and by dint of puzzlings and comparisons concluded that ,jesus never was born anywhere in any spot on the globe4 ,but who could have taken the place of the man they were trying to dispose of8 ,the grave they dug was deeper every day1 and still they could not bury ,him from sight4 ,then began the manufacture of religions for the irreligious4 ,during the whole of the nineteenth century they were turned out in couples and half dozens at a time3 the religion of ,truth1 of the ,spirit1 of the ,proletariat1 of the ,hero1 of ,humanity1 of ,nationalism1 of ,imperialism1 of ,reason1 of ,beauty1 of ,peace1 of ,sorrow1 of ,pity1 of the ,ego1 of the ,future and so on4 ,some were only new arrangements of ,christianity1 uncrowned1 spineless ,christianity1 ,christianity without ,god2 most of them were political1 or philosophic1 trying to make themselves out mystics4 ,but faithful followers of these religions were few and their ardor faint4 ,such frozen abstractions1 although sometimes helped along by social interest or literary passions1 did not fill the hearts which had renounced ,jesus4 ,then attempts were made to throw together facsimiles of religion which would make a better job of offering what men looked for in religion4 ,free-,masons1 ,spiritualists1 ,theosophists1 ,occultists1 ,scientists1 professed to have found the infallible substitute for ,christianity4 ,but such mixtures of moldy superstition and worm-eaten necromancy1 such a hash of musty rationalism and science gone bad1 of simian symbolism and humanitarianism turned sour1 such unskillful rearrangements of ,buddhism1 manufactured-for-export1 and of betrayed ,christianity1 contented some thousands of leisure-class women1 of condensers of the void 444 and went no further4 ,in the meantime1 partly in a ,german parsonage and partly in a professor's chair in ,switzerland1 the last ,anti-,christ was making ready4 8,jesus10 he said1 coming down from the ,alps in the sunshine1 8,jesus mortified mankind2 sin is beautiful1 violence is beautiful4 ,everything that says #8yes' to ,life is beautiful40 ,and ,zarathushtra1 after having thrown into the ,mediterranean the ,greek texts of ,leipzig and the works of ,machiavelli1 began to gambol at the feet of the statue of ,dionysius with the grace that might be expected of a ,german1 born of a ,lutheran minister1 who had just stepped down from a chair in a ,swiss ,university4 ,but1 although his songs were sweet to the ear1 he never succeeded in explaining exactly what he meant when he spoke of this adorable 8,life0 to which men should sacrifice such a living part of themselves as their need to repress their own animal instincts3 nor could he ever say in what way ,christ1 the true ,christ of the ,gospels1 opposed ,himself to life1 ,he who wanted to make life higher and happy4 ,and the poor syphilitic ,anti-,christ1 when insanity was close upon him1 signed his last letter1 8,the ,crucified ,one40 #b ,and still ,christ is not yet expelled from the earth either by the ravages of time or by the efforts of men4 ,his memory is everywhere3 on the walls of the churches and the schools1 on the tops of bell-towers and of mountains1 in street-shrines1 at the heads of beds and over tombs1 thousands of crosses bring to mind the death of the ,crucified ,one4 ,take away the frescoes from the churches1 carry off the pictures from the altars and from the houses1 and the life of ,christ fills museums and picture-galleries4 ,throw away breviaries and missals1 and you find ,his name and ,his words in all the books of literature4 ,even oaths are an involuntary remembrance of ,his presence4 ,when all is said and done1 ,christ is an end and a beginning1 an abyss of divine mystery between two divisions of human history4 ,paganism and ,christianity can never be welded together4 ,before ,christ and ,after ,christ6 ,our era1 our civilization1 our life1 begins with the birth of ,christ4 ,we can seek out what comes before ,christ1 we can acquire information about it1 but it is no longer ours1 it is signed with other signs1 limited by other systems1 no longer moves our passions2 it may be beautiful1 but it is dead4 ,csar was more talked about in his time than ,jesus1 and ,plato taught more science than ,christ4 ,people still discuss the ,roman ruler and the ,greek philosopher1 but who nowadays is hotly for ,csar or against him2 and where now are the ,platonists and the anti-,platonists8 ,christ1 on the contrary1 is still living among us4 ,there are still people who love ,him and who hate ,him4 ,there is a passion for the love of ,christ and a passion for ,his destruction4 ,the fury of so many against ,him is a proof that ,he is not dead4 ,the very people who devote themselves to denying ,his ideas and ,his existence pass their lives in bringing ,his name to memory4 ,we live in the ,christian era1 and it is not yet finished4 ,if we are to understand the world1 our life1 ourselves1 we must refer to ,christ4 ,every age must re-write its own ,gospel4 ,more than any other1 our own age has so re-written its own ,gospel1 and therefore the author ought perhaps to justify himself for having written this book4 ,but the justification1 if there is need of such1 will be plain to those who read it4 ,there never was a time more cut off from ,christ than ours1 nor one which needed ,him more4 ,but to find ,him1 the old books are not enough4 ,no life of ,christ1 even if it were written by an author of greater genius than any who has ever lived1 could be more beautiful and perfect than the ,gospels4 ,the candid sobriety of the first four stories can never be improved upon by any miracle of style and poetry4 ,and we can add very little to the information they give us4 ,but who reads the ,gospels nowadays8 ,and who could read them1 even if he set himself at it4 ,glosses of philologists1 comments of the exegetical experts1 varying readings of erudite marginal editors1 emendations of letters1 such things can provide entertainment for patient brains4 ,but the heart needs something more than this4 ,every generation has its preoccupations and its thoughts1 and its own insanities4 ,the old ,gospels must be re-translated for the help of the lost4 ,if ,christ is to remain alive in the life of men1 eternally present with us1 it is absolutely necessary to resuscitate ,him from time to time2 not to color ,him with the dyes of the present day1 but to represent with new words1 with references to things now happening1 ,his eternal truth and ,his never-changing story4 ,the world is full of such bookish resuscitations of ,christ1 learned or literary3 but it seems to the author of this one that many are forgotten1 and others are not suitable4 ,to write the history of the stories of ,christ would take another book and one even longer than this one4 ,but it is easy to divide into two great divisions those which are best known and most read3 7#a7 ,those written by orthodox authors for the use of the orthodox2 7#b7 and those written by scientists for the use of non-believers4 ,neither the first nor the second can satisfy those who are seeking in such lives for ,life4 #c ,the lives of ,jesus written for pious readers exhale1 almost all of them1 a sort of withered mustiness1 the very first page of which repels readers used to more delicate and substantial fare4 ,there is an odor of burnt-out lamp-wick1 a smell of stale incense and of rancid oil that sticks in the throat4 ,you cannot draw a long1 free breath4 ,the reader acquainted with the biographies of great men written with greatness1 and possessing some notions of his own about the art of writing and of poetry1 who incautiously picks up one of these pious books1 feels his heart fail him as he advances into this flabby prose1 torpid1 tangled1 patched up with commonplaces that were alive a thousand years ago1 but which are now dead and petrified4 ,it is even worse when these worn-out old hacks try to break into the lyric gallop or the trot of eloquence4 ,their faded graces1 their ornamentations of countrified purisms1 of 8fine writing0 fit for provincial academies1 their artificial warmth cooled down to tepidity by unctuous dignity1 discourage the endurance of the boldest reader4 ,and when they are not engulfed in the thorny mysteries of scholasticism1 they fall into the roaring eloquence of the ,sunday sermon4 ,in short1 these are books written for readers who believe in ,jesus1 that is1 for those who could1 in a way1 get along without them4 ,but ordinary people1 indifferent people1 irreverent people1 artists1 those accustomed to the greatness of ,antiquity and to the novelty of ,modernity1 never look at even the best of such volumes2 or if they pick them up1 let them fall at once4 ,and yet these are the very people whom such a book should win because they are those whom ,christ has lost1 they are those who to-day form public opinion and count in the world4 ,another sort of books1 those written by the learned men for the neutrals1 succeed even less in turning towards ,christ the souls that have not learned the way to ,christianity4 ,in the first place they almost never have any intention of doing this1 and in the second place they themselves1 almost all of them1 are among those who ought to be brought back to the true and living ,christ4 ,furthermore1 their method which is1 as they say1 historical1 scientific1 critical1 leads them to pause over texts and external facts1 to establish them or to eliminate them1 rather than to consider the meaning and the value and the light which1 if they would1 they could find in those texts and those facts4 ,most of them try to find the man in the ,god1 the actual external facts of the miracles1 the legend in the tradition and1 above all1 they are on the look-out for interpolations1 for falsifications and apocrypha in the first part of ,christian literature4 ,those who do not go so far as to deny that ,jesus ever lived1 take away from the testimony about ,him everything they can1 and by dint of 8ifs0 and 8buts0 and doubts and hypotheses1 so far from writing any definite story themselves1 succeed in spoiling the story contained in the ,gospels4 ,in short1 such historians with all their confusion of fret-work and bunglings1 with all the resources of textual criticism1 of mythology1 of paleography1 of archeology1 of ,greek and ,hebrew philology1 only triturate and liquefy the simple life of ,christ4 ,the most logical conclusion to draw from their rambling incoherent talk is that ,jesus never did appear on the earth1 or if by chance ,he really did appear1 that we know nothing certain about ,his life4 ,christianity still exists1 of course1 in spite of such conclusions1 and ,christianity is a fact not easily disregarded4 ,to offset this fact the best these enemies of ,christ can do is to search through the ,orient and ,occident for the origins1 as they say1 of ,christianity1 their intention being quite openly to parcel it out among its predecessors1 ,jewish1 ,greek1 for that matter ,hindu and ,chinese1 as if to say3 8,you see1 your ,jesus at bottom was not only a man1 but a poor specimen of a man1 since he said nothing that the human race did not know by heart before his day40 ,one might ask these deniers of miracles how they explain the miracle of a syncretism of old traditions which has grown about the memory of an obscure plagiarist1 an immense movement of men1 of thoughts1 of institutions1 so strong1 overwhelmingly strong1 as to change the face of the earth for centuries4 ,but this question1 and many others1 we will not put to them1 at least for the present4 ,in short1 when in looking for light we pass from the bad taste of the devotional compilers to the writers who monopolize 8historic truth0 we fall from pietistic boredom into sterile confusion4 ,the pious writers are unable to lead men to ,christ1 and the 8historians0 lose ,him in controversy4 ,and neither one nor the other tempt men to read4 ,they may differ from each other in matters of faith1 but they resemble each other in the uncouthness of their style4 ,and unctuous rhetoric is as distasteful to cultivated minds1 even superficially acquainted with the divine idyll and divine tragedy of the ,gospels1 as is the cold-heartedness of learned writers4 ,so true is all this that even to-day1 after the passage of so many years1 after so many changes of taste and opinion1 the only life of ,jesus which is read by many lay readers is that of the apostate priest1 ,renan1 a book which all true ,christians dislike for its dilettante attitude1 insulting even in praise1 and which every real historian distrusts because of its compromises and its insufficient scholarship4 ,but although this book of ,renan's seems written by a skeptical romancer1 wedded to philology1 or by a ,semitic scholar suffering from literary nostalgia1 it has the merits of being really 8written10 that is1 of getting itself read1 even by those who are neither believers nor specialists4 ,to make itself readily read is not the only value nor the greatest which a book can have1 and the writer who contents himself with that alone and who thinks of nothing else shows that vanity rather than ardor is his motive-power4 ,but let us admit that to be readable is a merit and not a small merit for a book1 especially when it is not intended as a tool for study1 but when it aims at the mark called1 8moving the emotions10 or to give it its real name1 when its aim is to 8transform human beings40 ,the author of the present book finds--and if he is mistaken he will be very glad to be convinced by any one who sees more clearly than he--that in the thousands of books which tell the story of ,jesus1 there is not one which seeks1 instead of dogmatic proofs and learned discussions1 to give food fit for the soul1 for the needs of men of our time4 ,the book we need is a living book1 to make ,christ more living1 to set ,christ the ,ever-,living with loving vividness before the eyes of living men1 to make us feel ,him as actually and eternally present in our lives4 ,we need a book which would show ,him in all ,his living and present greatness--perennial and yet belonging intimately to us moderns--to those who have scorned and refused ,him1 to those who do not love ,him because they have never seen ,his true face2 which would show how much there is of supernatural and symbolic in the human1 obscure1 simple and humble beginning of ,his life1 and how much familiar humanity1 how much simple-hearted plainness shines out when ,he becomes a ,heavenly ,deliverer at the end of ,his life1 when ,he becomes a martyr and rises again divinely from the dead4 ,we need a book which would show in that tragic epic1 written by both ,heaven and earth1 the many teachings suited to us1 suited to our time and to our life1 which can be found there1 not only in what ,christ said1 but in the very succession of events which begin in the stable at ,bethlehem and end in the cloud over ,bethany4 ,a book written by a layman for the laymen who are not ,christians or who are only superficially ,christians1 a book without the affectations of professional piety and without the insipidity of scientific literature1 called 8scientific0 only because it perpetually fears to make the slightest affirmation4 ,a book1 in short1 written by a modern writer who respects and understands his art1 and knows how to hold the attention even of the hostile4 #d ,the author of this book does not pretend to have written such a book2 but at least he has tried as far as his capacities can take him1 to draw near to that ideal4 ,let him state at once with sincere humility that he has not written a 8scientific history40 ,in the first place because he could not2 in any case because he would not1 even if he had possessed all the necessary learning4 ,he warns the reader1 among other things1 that this book was written 7almost all of it7 in the country1 in a distant and sparsely settled countryside with very few books at hand1 with no advice from friends or revision from masters4 ,it will1 therefore1 never be cited by higher criticism or by those who scrutinize original sources with a microscope2 but that is of little importance compared to the possibility of its doing a little good to a few souls1 even to one alone4 ,for as he has explained1 the author wishes this book to be another coming of ,christ and not another burial4 ,the author bases his book on the ,gospels2 as much1 let it be understood1 on the synoptic ,gospels as on the fourth4 ,he confesses that he has no interest in the endless dissertations and disputes over the authority of the four ,gospels1 over their dates and interpolations1 over their mutual relationship1 and over their probabilities and sources4 ,we have no older nor no other documents1 contemporaneous1 ,jewish or ,pagan1 which would permit us to correct them or to deny them4 ,he who goes into all this minute investigation can destroy many doctrines1 but he cannot advance the true knowledge of ,christ by a single step4 ,christ is in the ,gospels1 in the apostolic tradition1 and in the ,church4 ,outside of that is darkness and silence4 ,he who accepts the four ,gospels must accept them wholly1 entire1 syllable by syllable1--or else reject them from the first to the last and say1 8,we know nothing40 ,to attempt in these texts to differentiate what is sure from what is probable1 what is historic from what is legendary1 what is original from what has been added1 the primitive from the dogmatic is a hopeless undertaking1 which almost always ends in defeat1 in the despair of the readers1 who in the midst of this hubbub of contradictory systems1 changing from one decade to another1 end by understanding nothing and by letting it all drop4 ,the most famous ,new ,testament authorities agree on only one thing1 that the ,church was able to select in the great mass of primitive literature the oldest ,gospels thought up to that time to be the most reliable4 ,no more need be asked4 ,in addition to the ,gospels1 the author of this book has had before his eyes 8the ,logia and the ,agrapha10 which seemed to have the most evangelical flavor1 and also some apocryphal texts used with judgment4 ,and finally nine or ten modern books which he had at hand4 ,it seems to him as well as he can judge1 that he has departed sometimes from ordinary ideas and that he has painted a ,christ who has not always the perfunctory features of the ordinary holy picture1 but he is not sure of this nor does he value any new thing which may be in this book1 written more in the hope of having it a good book than of having it a beautiful book4 ,it is rather more likely that he has repeated things already said by others1 of which he in his ignorance has never heard4 ,in these matters1 the subject1 which is truth1 is unchangeable and there can be nothing new except the manner of presenting it in a form more efficacious because it may be more easily grasped4 ,just as he has tried to avoid the thorns of erudite criticism on the one hand1 he has no pretensions1 on the other1 of going too deeply into the mysteries of theology4 ,he has approached ,jesus with the simple-heartedness of longing and of love1 just as during ,his life-time ,he was approached by the fishermen of ,capernaum1 who were1 fortunately for them1 even more ignorant than the author4 ,holding loyally to the words of the orthodox ,gospels and to the dogmas of the ,catholic ,church1 he has tried to represent those dogmas and those words in unusual ways1 in a style violent with contrasts and with foreshortening1 colored with crude and vividly felt words1 to see if he could startle modern souls used to highly colored error1 into seeing the truth4 ,the author claims the right to take to himself the words of ,st4 ,paul3 8,to them that are without law1 ,i became as without law that ,i might gain them that are without law4 ,to the weak became ,i as weak that ,i might gain the weak2 ,i am made all things to all men1 that ,i might by all means save some4 ,and this ,i do for the ,gospel's sake40 ,the author has tried to present not only the ,hebrew world1 but the world of antiquity1 hoping to show how new and how great ,christ was compared to those who preceded ,him4 ,he has not always followed the chronological order of events1 because it better suited his aims1 which are not 7as he has said7 entirely historical1 to gather together certain groups of thoughts and facts and to throw a stronger light on them instead of leaving them to be scattered here and there in the course of the narrative4 ,in order not to give a pedantic look to the book he has suppressed all references to quotations and has used no foot-notes4 ,he did not wish to seem what he is not1 a learned bibliographer1 and he did not wish to have his work smell1 however faintly1 of the oil of the lamp of erudition4 ,those who understand these things will recognize the un-named authorities1 and the solutions which the author has chosen when confronted with certain problems of concordance4 ,the others1 those who are only trying to see how ,christ appeared to one of them1 would be wearied by the apparatus of textual learning and by dissertations at the bottom of the pages4 ,one word only must be said here in connection with the sinning woman weeping at ,jesus' feet3 although it is generally understood from the ,gospel story that there were two different scenes and two different women1 the author for artistic purposes has allowed himself to treat them as one1 and he asks a pardon for this which he hopes will be easily granted since there is no question of dogma involved4 ,he must warn the reader that he refrained from developing the episodes where the ,virgin ,mother appears1 in order not to lengthen too greatly a book already long1 and especially because of the difficulty of showing by passing allusions all the rich wealth of religious beauty which is in the figure of ,mary4 ,another volume would be necessary for that1 and the writer is tempted to try if ,god grants him life and sight to 8say of her what was never said of any woman40 ,those who are experienced in reading the ,gospels will realize that other things of lesser importance have been shortened and some others1 on the contrary1 lengthened more than is customary4 ,some have seemed to the writer more appropriate than the others for his purpose1 which is1 to use an expression now out of date and distasteful to sophisticated people1 the purpose of edification4 #e ,this book is meant to be a book--the author knows how he will be jeered at--of edification4 ,not in the meaning of mechanical bigotry1 but in the human and manly meaning of the 8refashioning0 of souls4 ,to build1 or as the old word expressed it1 to edify a house1 is a great and holy action2 to make a shelter against winter and the night4 ,but to build up or edify a soul1 to construct it with stones of truth6 ,when there is talk of edification you see in it only an abstract word worn out with use4 ,to edify in the original meaning was to construct walls4 ,who of you has ever thought of all that goes into the making of a house1 a house firm on the earth1 and honestly built1 with well-plumbed walls1 with a good sheltering roof8 ,think of all that is needed to build a house3 well-squared stones1 well-baked bricks1 sound beams1 freshly-burned lime1 fine1 clean sand1 cement that has not lost its strength through age6 ,and then patient1 expert workmen to put each thing in its place1 to join the stones perfectly one by one1 not to put too much water or too much sand in the mortar1 to keep the walls damp1 to know how to fill in the chinks1 to smooth the rough-cast plaster6 ,all this so that a house may go up day by day towards heaven1 a man's house1 the house where he will bring his wife1 the house where his children will be born1 where he can invite his friends4 ,but most people think that to make a book it is enough to have an idea and then to take so many words and put them together4 ,not so4 ,a kiln of tiles1 a pile of rocks1 are not a house4 ,to build up a house1 to build up a book1 to build up a soul1 are undertakings which require all of a man's power4 ,the aim of this book is to build up ,christian souls because that seems to the writer at this time in this country an urgent need4 ,he who has written it cannot now say whether he will succeed or not4 ,but readers will recognize1 he hopes1 that it is a real book and not a collection of scraps1 not an assemblage of little pieces1 a book that may be mediocre and mistaken1 but which is constructed3 a work built up as well as edifying or building up2 a book with its own plan and its own architecture1 a real house with its atrium and its architraves1 with its divisions and its vaultings--and also with some openings towards heaven and over the fields4 ,the author of this book is1 or would fain be1 an artist1 and in writing it he could not forget his own character4 ,but he declares here that he has not wished to create a work of ,belles ,lettres1 or as they say now1 of 8pure poetry10 because at least for this time truth is dearer to him than beauty4 ,but if his powers as a writer1 however feeble they may be1 as a writer loving his art1 are sufficient to persuade one more soul1 he will be more thankful than ever in his life for the gifts which he has received4 ,his inclination towards poetry has perhaps been of use to him in rendering fresher and more vivid the picture of those things which seem petrified in the usual hieratic consecrated wording4 ,the man of imagination sees everything as though it were new3 every great star1 wheeling in the night1 might lead you to the house hiding the ,son of ,god2 every stable has a manger which1 filled with dry hay and clean straw1 might become a cradle2 every bare mountain top flaming with light in the golden mornings above the still somber valley1 might be ,sinai or ,mt4 ,tabor3 in the fires in the stubble1 or in the charcoal kilns shining on the evening hills you can see the flame lighted by ,god to guide you in the desert2 and the column of smoke rising from the poor man's hearth shows the road from afar to the returning laborer4 ,the ass who carries the shepherdess just come from her milking is the one ridden towards the tents of ,israel1 or the one which went down towards ,jerusalem for the feast of the ,passover4 ,the dove cooing on the edge of the slate roof is the same that announced the end of the great punishment to the ,patriarch1 or the same that descended on the waters of the ,jordan4 ,for the poet everything is of equal value and omnipresent1 and all history is sacred history4 ,the author begs the pardon of his austere contemporaries if rather more than is fitting he lets himself go to what is nowadays disdainfully dubbed eloquence1 illegitimate issue of pompous rhetoric and illegitimate mother of overemphasis and other dropsical growths of elocution4 ,he knows very well that eloquence displeases moderns as bright red cloth displeases the fine city lady1 as the organ in a church displeases minuet dancers1 but he has not always succeeded in dispensing with it4 ,when it is not borrowed declamation1 eloquence is the ardent expression of faith1 and in an era which has no faith there is no place for eloquence4 ,and yet the life of ,jesus is such a drama and such a poem that in place of the words1 worn thread-bare1 which have at our disposition1 we should use only those 8torn and sentient0 words of which ,passavanti speaks4 ,bossuet1 who knew something about eloquence1 once wrote3 8,plt ,dieu que nous puissions dtacher de notre parole tout se qui delecte l'esprit1 tout ce qui surprend l'imagination1 pour ne laisser que la verit toute simple1 la seule force et l'efficace toute pure du ,saint ,esprit1 nulle pense que pour convertir40 ,very true1 but difficult to achieve4 ,at times the author of this book would have liked to possess an eloquence vivid and powerful enough to shake all hearts1 an imagination rich enough to transport the soul by enchantment into a world of light1 of gold and of fire4 ,yet at other times he almost regretted that he was too much the artist1 too much the man of letters1 too much given to inlaying and chiseling1 and that he did not know how to leave things in their powerful nudity4 ,only when he has finished a book does an author know how he ought to have written it4 ,when he has set down the last word1 he ought to turn back1 begin at the beginning1 and do it all over again with the experience acquired in the work4 ,but who has1 ,i do not say the energy to do this1 but even the conception that it ought to be done4 ,if on some of its pages this book sounds like a sermon1 there is no great harm done4 ,in these days when for the most part only women1 and an occasional old man1 go to listen to the preaching in churches1 where mediocre things are often said in a mediocre manner1 but where more often still1 truths are repeated which ought not to be forgotten1 we must think of the others1 of the scholarly men1 of 8intellectuals10 of the sophisticated1 of those who never enter a church1 but sometimes step into a book-shop4 ,for nothing in the world would they listen to a friar's sermon1 but they condescend to read it when it is printed in a book4 ,and let it be said once and for all1 this book is specially written for those who are outside the ,church of ,christ2 the others1 those who have remained within1 united to the heirs of the ,apostles1 do not need my words4 ,the author excuses himself for having written a book with so many1 with too many pages1 on only one theme4 ,now that most books--even his own books--are only bundles of pages taken out of journals1 or short-winded little stories1 or short notes taken from note-books1 and generally do not go beyond two or three hundred pages1 to have written more than four hundred pages on one theme will seem a tremendous presumption4 ,the book certainly will seem long to modern readers used to light wafers rather than to substantial home-made loaves4 ,but books1 like days1 are long or short1 according to what you put into them4 ,and the author is not so cured of his pride as to think that this book will remain unread on account of its length1 and he flatters himself that it may be read with less tedium than other books that are shorter4 ,so difficult it is to cure oneself of conceit--even for those whose wish it is to cure others4 #f ,some years ago the author of this book wrote another to describe the melancholy life of a man who wished for a moment to become ,god4 ,now in the maturity of his years and of his consciousness he has tried to write the life of a ,god who made ,himself man4 ,this same writer in those days let his mad and voluble humor run wild along all the roads of paradox1 holding that a consequence of the negation of everything transcendental was the need to despoil oneself of any bigotry1 even profane and worldly1 to arrive at integral and perfect atheism2 and he was logical as the 8black cherubim0 of ,dante1 because there is only one choice allowed man1 the choice between ,god and nothingness4 ,when man turns from ,god there is no valid reason to uphold the idols of the tribe or any other of the old fetiches of reason or of passion4 ,in those proud and feverish days he who writes affronted ,christ as few men before him have ever done4 ,and yet scarcely six years afterwards 7but six years of great travail and devastation without and within his heart71 after long months of agitated meditations1 he suddenly interrupted another work begun many years ago1 and almost as if urged and forced by a power stronger than himself1 he began to write this book about ,christ which seems to him insufficient expiation for his guilt4 ,it has happened often to ,christ that ,he has been more tenaciously loved by the very men who hated ,him at first4 ,hate is sometimes only imperfect and unconscious love3 and in any case it is a better foundation for love than indifference4 ,how the writer came to discover ,christ again1 by himself1 treading many roads1 which all brought him to the foot of the ,mount of the ,gospel1 would be too long and too hard a story to tell4 ,but there is a significance not perhaps wholly personal and private in the example of a man who always from his childhood felt a repulsion for all recognized forms of religious faith1 and for all churches1 and for all forms of spiritual vassalage and who passed1 with disappointments as deep as the enthusiasms had been vivid1 through many experiences1 the most varied and the most unhackneyed which he could find1 who had consumed in himself the ambitions of an epoch unstable and restless as few have been1 and who after so many wanderings1 ravings and dreamings1 drew near to ,christ4 ,he did not turn back to ,christ out of weariness1 because his return to ,christ made life become more difficult and responsibilities heavier to bear2 not through the fears of old age1 for he can still call himself a young man2 and not through desire for worldly fame1 because as things go nowadays he would receive more commendation if he continued in his old ideas4 ,but this man1 turning back to ,christ1 saw that ,christ is betrayed1 and1 worse than any affront to ,him1 that ,he is being forgotten4 ,and he felt the impulse to bring ,him to mind and to defend ,him4 ,for not only ,his enemies have left ,him1 and despoiled ,him2 the very ones who were ,his disciples when ,he was alive only half understood ,him1 and deserted ,him at the end2 and many of those who were born in ,his church disobey ,his commands1 care more for ,his painted pictures than for ,his living example1 and when they have worn out their lips and knees in materialistic piety1 think they are quits with ,him1 and that they have done what ,he asked of man1--what ,he still is asking1 what ,he has been asking desperately and always in vain for nineteen hundred years4 ,a story of ,christ written to-day is an answer1 a necessary reply1 an inevitable conclusion4 ,the balance of modern public opinion is against ,christ4 ,a book about ,christ's life is therefore a weight thrown into the scales1 in order that from the eternal war between love and hate there may result at least the equilibrium of justice4 ,and if the author is called a reactionary1 that is nothing to him4 ,the man who is thought to be behind the times often is a man born too soon4 ,the setting sun is the same which at that very moment colors the early morning of a distant country4 ,christianity is not a piece of antiquity now assimilated1 in as far as it had anything good1 by the wonderful and not-to-be-improved modern consciousness2 but it is for very many something so new that it has not even yet begun4 ,the world to-day seeks for peace rather than for liberty1 and the only certain peace is found under the yoke of ,christ4 ,they say that ,christ is the prophet of the weak1 and on the contrary ,he came to give strength to the languishing1 and to raise up those trodden under foot to be higher than kings4 ,they say that ,his is the religion of the sick and of the dying1 and yet ,he heals the sick and brings the sleeping to life4 ,they say that ,he is against life1 and yet ,he conquers death2 that ,he is the ,god of sadness1 and yet ,he exhorts ,his followers to be joyful and promises an everlasting banquet of joy to ,his friends4 ,they say that ,he introduced sadness and mortification into the world1 and on the contrary when ,he was alive ,he ate and drank1 and let ,his feet and hair be perfumed1 and detested hypocritical fasts1 and the penitential mummeries of vanity4 ,many have left ,him because they never knew ,him4 ,this book is especially for such readers4 ,this book is written1 if you will pardon the mention1 by a ,florentine1 a son of the only nation which ever chose ,christ for its ,king4 ,savonarola first had the idea in #adie1 but could not carry it through4 ,in spite of a threatening siege1 it was taken up in #aebg and approved by a great majority4 ,over the door of the ,palazzo ,vecchio1 between ,michael ,angelo's ,david and ,bandinelli's ,hercules1 a marble tablet was built into the wall1 with these words3 ,,jesus ,,christus ,,rex ,,florentini ,,populi ,p4 ,,decreto ,,electus4 ,although changed by ,cosimo1 this inscription is still there2 the decree was never formally abrogated and denied1 and even to-day after four hundred years of usurpations1 the writer of this book is proud to call himself a subject and soldier of ,christ the ,king4 ,,life ,,of ,,christ ,jesus was born in a stable1 a real stable1 not the bright1 airy portico which ,christian painters have created for the ,son of ,david1 as if ashamed that their ,god should have lain down in poverty and dirt4 ,and not the modern ,christmas-eve 8,holy ,stable0 either1 made of plaster of ,paris1 with little candy-like statuettes1 the ,holy ,stable1 clean and prettily painted1 with a neat1 tidy manger1 an ecstatic ,ass1 a contrite ,ox1 and ,angels fluttering their wreaths on the roof--this is not the stable where ,jesus was born4 ,a real stable is the house1 the prison of the animals who work for man4 ,the poor1 old stable of ,christ's old1 poor country is only four rough walls1 a dirty pavement1 a roof of beams and slate4 ,it is dark1 reeking4 ,the only clean thing in it is the manger where the owner piles the hay and fodder4 ,fresh in the clear morning1 waving in the wind1 sunny1 lush1 sweet-scented1 the spring meadow was mown4 ,the green grass1 the long1 slim blades were cut down by the scythe2 and with the grass the beautiful flowers in full bloom--white1 red1 yellow1 blue4 ,they withered and dried and took on the one dull color of hay4 ,oxen dragged back to the barn the dead plunder of ,may and ,june4 ,and now that grass has become dry hay and those flowers1 still smelling sweet1 are there in the ,manger to feed the slaves of man4 ,the animals take it slowly with their great black lips1 and later the flowering fields1 changed into moist dung1 return to light on the litter which serves as bedding4 ,this is the real stable where ,jesus was born4 ,the filthiest place in the world was the first room of the only ,pure ,man ever born of woman4 ,the ,son of ,man1 who was to be devoured by wild beasts calling themselves men1 had as ,his first cradle the manger where the animals chewed the cud of the miraculous flowers of ,spring4 ,it was not by chance that ,christ was born in a stable4 ,what is the world but an immense stable where men produce filth and wallow in it8 ,do they not daily change the most beautiful1 the purest1 the most divine things into excrements8 ,then1 stretching themselves at full length on the piles of manure1 they say they are 8enjoying life40 ,upon this earthly pig-sty1 where no decorations or perfumes can hide the odor of filth1 ,jesus appeared one night1 born of a stainless ,virgin armed only with innocence4 ,,the ,,ox ,,and ,,the ,,ass ,first to worship ,jesus were animals1 not men4 ,among men ,he sought out the simple-hearted3 among the simple-hearted ,he sought out children4 ,simpler than children1 and milder1 the beasts of burden welcomed ,him4 ,though humble1 though servants of beings weaker and fiercer than they1 the ass and the ox had seen multitudes kneeling before them4 ,christ's own people1 the people of ,jehovah1 the chosen people whom ,jehovah had freed from ,egyptian slavery1 when their leader left them alone in the desert to go up and talk with the ,eternal1 did they not force ,aaron to make them a ,golden ,calf to worship8 ,in ,greece the ass was sacred to ,ares1 to ,dionysius1 to ,hyperborean ,apollo4 ,balaam's ass1 wiser than the prophet1 saved him by speaking4 ,oxus1 ,king of ,persia1 put an ass in the temple of ,ptha1 and had it worshiped4 ,and ,augustus1 ,christ's temporal sovereign1 had set up in the temple the brazen statue of an ass1 to commemorate the good omen of his meeting on the eve of ,actium an ass named 8,the ,victorious40 ,up to that time the ,kings of the earth and the populace craving material things had bowed before oxen and asses4 ,but ,jesus did not come into the world to reign over the earth1 nor to love material things4 ,he was to bring to an end the bowing down before beasts1 the weakness of ,aaron1 the superstition of ,augustus4 ,the beasts of ,jerusalem will murder ,him1 but in the meantime the beasts of ,bethlehem warm ,him with their breath4 ,in later years1 when ,jesus went up to the city of death for the ,feast of the ,passover1 ,he was mounted on an ass4 ,but ,he was a greater prophet than ,balaam1 coming not to save the ,jews alone but all men3 and ,he did not turn back from ,his path1 no1 not though all the mules of ,jerusalem brayed against him4 ,,the ,,shepherds ,after the animals came those who care for animals4 ,even if the ,angel had not announced the great birth1 they would have gone to the stable to see the son of the stranger woman4 ,shepherds live almost always alone and far away4 ,they know nothing of the distant world1 nor of the feast-days of the earth4 ,they are moved by whatever happens near to them1 even if it is but a little thing4 ,but as they were watching their flocks in the long winter night1 they were shaken by the light and by the words of the ,angel4 8,fear not1 for behold ,i bring you good tidings of great joy4444 ,glory to ,god in the highest and on earth peace to men of good will40 ,in the dim light of the stable they saw a beautiful young woman gazing silently at her son4 ,and as they saw the baby with ,his eyes just open1 ,his delicate rosy flesh1 ,his mouth which had not yet eaten1 their hearts softened4 ,the birth of a new man1 a soul just become incarnate taking upon itself to suffer with other souls1 is always a miracle so deep as to move to pity even the simple-hearted who do not understand it4 ,for the shepherds forewarned1 this new-born child was not just a baby1 but ,he for whom their suffering race had been waiting1 for a thousand years4 ,the shepherds offered what little they had1 that little which is so great when offered with love4 ,they carried the white offerings of their craft1 milk1 cheese1 wool1 the lamb4 ,even to-day in our mountains1 where one finds the last dying traces of hospitality and fraternal feeling1 as soon as a wife is delivered of a child1 the sisters1 wives and daughters of the shepherds come hurrying to her2 and not one of them empty-handed4 ,one has three or four eggs still warm from the nest1 another a cup of freshly drawn milk1 another a little cheese1 another a pullet to make broth for the new mother4 ,a new being has begun his suffering3 the neighbors hasten to carry their offerings almost as though to console the mother4 ,themselves poor the old-time shepherds did not look down on the poor4 ,simple as children they loved children4 ,they came of a race born of the ,shepherd of ,ur1 saved by the ,shepherd of ,madian4 ,their first kings had been shepherds--,saul and ,david--shepherds of herds before being shepherds of tribes4 ,but these shepherds of ,bethlehem1 8unknown to the hard world10 were not proud4 ,a poor man was born among them and they looked on ,him with affection and lovingly brought ,him their poor riches4 ,they knew that this boy1 born of poor people in poverty1 born of common people in the midst of common people1 was to be the redeemer of the humble1 of those men of good will1 on whom the ,angel had called down peace4 ,,the ,,wise ,,men ,some days after this1 three wise men came from ,chaldea and knelt before ,jesus4 ,they came perhaps from ,ecbatana1 perhaps from the shores of the ,caspian ,sea4 ,mounted on their camels with their full-stuffed saddle-bags1 they had forded the ,tigris and the ,euphrates1 crossed the great desert of the nomad tribes1 followed along the ,dead ,sea4 ,they were guided to ,judea by a new star like the comet which appears every so often in the sky to announce the birth of a prophet or the death of a ,csar4 ,they had come to adore a ,king1 and they found a nursing baby1 poorly swaddled1 hidden within a stable4 ,almost a thousand years before this1 a ,queen of the ,east had come on a pilgrimage to ,judea1 and she1 too1 had carried gifts1 gold1 fragrant perfumes and precious stones2 but she had found on the throne the greatest king who had ever reigned in ,jerusalem and from him had learned what no one else had been able to teach her4 ,the wise men found no king4 ,they found a new-born baby1 a tiny boy1 who could neither ask nor answer questions1 a boy who in ,his maturity was to disdain material treasures1 and the learning which is based on material things4 ,they were not kings1 these wise men1 but in ,media and ,persia they were the masters of kings4 ,the kings ruled over the people1 but the wise men directed the kings4 ,they alone could communicate with ,alma ,mazda1 the good ,god4 ,they alone knew the future1 and ,destiny4 ,they killed with their own hands the enemies of men and of the harvests1 snakes1 harmful insects1 birds of prey4 ,they purified souls1 they purified the fields4 ,except from their hands ,god accepted no sacrifices4 ,no king began a war without consulting them4 ,theirs were the secrets of heaven and earth4 ,in the name of science and religion they held first rank in the nation4 ,in the midst of a people sunk in material things they represented the ,spirit4 ,it was fitting that they should come to kneel before ,jesus4 ,after the animals which are ,nature1 after the ,shepherds which are the common people1 this third power which is knowledge knelt at the manger in ,bethlehem4 ,the old priestly caste of the ,orient made its act of submission before the new ,lord1 who was to send ,his ,gospel to the west4 ,the learned men knelt before ,him who was to set above the learning of words and numbers the new wisdom of love4 ,symbolizing the old theology bowing before the final revelation1 the wise men at ,bethlehem knelt before ,innocence3 ,wealth prostrated itself at the feet of ,poverty4 ,they offered gold to ,jesus3 gold which ,he was to tread under foot4 ,they offered it not because ,mary in her poverty might need it for the journey1 but in anticipation of the command1 8,sell all that thou hast and give it to the poor40 ,they offered ,him frankincense1 not to drown the stench of the stable1 but as a token that their own ritual was ended2 that their altars would need smoke and perfume no longer4 ,they offered ,him myrrh knowing that this boy would die young1 and ,his mother1 smiling now1 would need spices to embalm the dead body4 ,kneeling in their pontifical robes upon the bedding of straw1 they1 the mighty1 the learned1 the soothsayers1 offered themselves as pledges of the obedience of the world4 ,jesus now had received all ,his rightful investitures4 ,the wise men had scarcely gone when persecutions were begun by those who were to hate ,him to the day of ,his death4 ,,octavius ,,augustus ,when ,christ appeared upon the earth1 criminals ruled the world unopposed4 ,he was born subject to two sovereigns1 the stronger far away at ,rome1 the weaker and wickeder close at hand in ,judea4 ,one lucky adventurer after wholesale slaughter had seized the empire1 another had murdered his way to the throne of ,david and ,solomon4 ,each rose to high position through trickery1 through civil wars1 betrayals1 cruelty1 massacres4 ,they were born to understand one another1 were1 as a matter of fact1 friends and accomplices1 as far as was possible between a subordinate rascal and his rascal chief4 ,son of the usurer of ,velletri1 ,augustus showed himself cowardly in war and vindictive in victory1 false to his friends1 cruel in reprisals4 ,to a condemned man who begged only for burial he answered1 8,that is the business of the vultures40 ,to the ,perugians begging for mercy during the massacre he cried1 8,moriendum esse60 ,on a mere suspicion he wanted to tear out the eyes of the ,praetor ,quintus ,gallius before ordering his throat cut4 ,possessed of the empire1 with his enemies crushed and scattered1 with the power all in his own hands1 he put on a mask of mildness and of his youthful vices kept only his lust4 ,it was told of him1 that in his youth1 he had sold his body twice1 first to ,csar1 and again in ,spain to ,hirtius for #cjj1jjj sestertia4 ,now he amused himself with the wives of his friends1 with almost public adulteries1 and with posing as the restorer of morality4 ,this filthy1 sickly man was sovereign of the western world when ,jesus was born1 nor did he ever know that ,one had been born who would bring the dissolution of all that he had founded4 ,the facile philosophy of the plump little plagiarist ,horace was enough for him1 8,to-day let us enjoy wine and love3 hopeless death awaits us3 there is not a day to be lost60 ,in vain ,virgil1 the man of the countryside1 friend of woods1 of quiet flocks and golden bees1 he who had gone down with neas to see the sufferers in ,avernus and poured his restless melancholy into the music of poetry2 in vain ,virgil1 the loving pious ,virgil1 had foretold a new era1 a new order and a new race1 a kingdom of heaven less spiritual1 less brilliant than that which ,jesus was to announce1 but infinitely nobler and purer than the kingdom of ,hell which was then making ready4 ,in vain1 because ,augustus saw in these words only a pastoral fancy and perhaps believed that he1 the corrupt master of the corrupt1 was the proclaimed ,saviour and restorer of the reign of ,saturn4 ,but his vassal of ,judea1 his great ,oriental client1 may have had a presentiment of the birth of ,jesus1 of the true ,king1 who was coming to supplant the king of evil4 ,,herod ,,the ,,great ,herod was a monster1 one of the most perfidious monsters of the many which have sprung from the burning deserts of the ,east4 ,he was not a ,jew1 nor a ,greek1 nor a ,roman4 ,he was an ,idumean1 a barbarian who prostrated himself before ,rome1 and aped the ,greeks the better to secure his dominion over the ,jews4 ,son of a traitor1 he had usurped the kingdom of his sovereign from the last unfortunate ,hasmonans4 ,to legalize his treachery he married their niece1 ,mariamne4 ,afterwards1 on a baseless suspicion1 he had her killed4 ,it was not his first crime4 ,he had had his brother-in-law1 ,aristobulus1 treacherously drowned4 ,he had condemned his other brothers-in-law1 ,joseph and ,hyrcanus the ,second 7last of the conquered dynasty74 ,not content with having killed ,mariamne1 he put her mother1 ,alexandra1 to death as well1 and finally1 the sons of ,baba1 merely because they were distant relatives of the ,hasmonans4 ,in the meantime he amused himself with burning alive ,juda of ,sarafaus and ,matthew of ,margoloth with other heads of the ,pharisees4 ,later1 afraid that the sons he had had by ,mariamne would wish to avenge their mother1 he had them strangled4 ,himself at the point of death he gave the order to kill a third son1 ,archelaus4 ,voluptuous1 suspicious1 impious1 greedy of gold and of glory1 he never knew peace at home1 in ,judea or in his own heart4 ,in order that he might bury the recollection of his assassinations he gave the ,roman people a present of three hundred talents to spend in festivals4 ,he humiliated himself before ,augustus to make him the accomplice of his infamies and1 dying1 left him ten thousand drachmas and1 in addition1 a ship of gold and one of silver for ,livia4 ,this half-civilized ,arab attempted to conciliate the ,greeks and the ,jews4 ,he succeeded in bribing the degenerate posterity of ,socrates so that in ,athens they put up a statue to him1 but the ,jews hated him to the day of his death4 ,it did him no good1 in their eyes1 to build up ,samaria and restore the temple of ,jerusalem4 ,he was always1 for them1 the heathen and the usurper4 ,apprehensive like all ageing evil-doers1 and like all new-made princes1 he shivered at every fluttering leaf1 every shifting shadow4 ,superstitious like all ,orientals1 credulous of presages and soothsayers1 he readily believed the three wise men when they said1 that led by a star1 they had come from the interior of ,chaldea towards the country which he had fraudulently stolen4 ,any pretender to the throne1 even a fantastic one1 could make him tremble1 and when he knew from the wise men that a ,king of ,judea was born1 his uneasy1 barbarian's heart gave a great leap of fear4 ,seeing that the astrologers did not come back to tell him the place where the new nephew of ,david had appeared1 he ordered that all the boy babies of ,bethlehem should be killed4 ,,the ,,innocents ,nobody ever knew how many children were sacrificed to the terror of ,herod4 ,it was not the first time in ,judea that even nursing children had been put to the sword4 ,this same ,hebrew people had punished in the olden times cities of their enemies by the massacre of the old men1 the wives1 the young men and the boys4 ,they saved only the virgins to make them slaves and concubines4 ,god ,himself1 the jealous ,jehovah1 had often given the order for the slaughter1 and now the ,idumean applied to the people who had accepted him1 the ,mosaic law of an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth4 ,we do not know how many of the ,innocents there were1 but if we can believe ,macrobius we know that among them was a little son of ,herod who was at nurse in ,bethlehem4 ,for the old ,king1 wife-killer and son-killer1 who knows but that this was a form of retribution3 who knows but that he suffered when they brought him news of the mistake8 ,a short time after this he also was to die1 suffering from loathsome disease4 ,his body began to putrefy while still alive4 ,worms consumed his organs4 ,burnt up with fevers1 gasping1 he could scarcely draw his tainted breath4 ,disgusting to himself1 he tried to kill himself with a knife at table1 and finally died1 after having given ,salome orders to have many young prisoners killed4 ,the massacre of the ,innocents was the last act of the reeking1 bloody old man4 ,there is a prophetic meaning in this immolation of the ,innocents around the cradle of an ,innocent1 this holocaust of blood for a new-born child1 a child destined to offer ,his blood for the pardon of the guilty1 this human sacrifice for ,one1 who in ,his turn was to be sacrificed4 ,after ,his death thousands and thousands were to die for the sole crime of having believed in ,his resurrection4 ,he was born to die for others and as if to expiate ,his birth1 behold1 here are thousands born who die for ,him4 ,there is a tremendous mystery in this blood-offering of the pure1 in the death of so many of ,his contemporaries4 ,they belonged to the generation which was to betray and crucify ,him4 ,but those who were killed by the soldiers of ,herod that day did not see ,him1 did not grow up to see their ,lord killed4 ,they saved ,him with their death1 and saved themselves forever4 ,they were innocent and they remained innocent for all eternity4 ,their fathers and their surviving brothers avenged them later1 but they will be pardoned because 8they know not what they do60 ,,the ,,flight ,,into ,,egypt ,a ,christian poet1 an ,italian1 sang this lullaby to the new-born ,jesus3 ,sleep1 baby1 do not weep1 ,sleep1 heavenly babe4 ,over your head1 the tempests shall not dare to rage6 ,but the son of ,mary did not make ,himself man in order to sleep1 and the tempests raged1 but ,he was not afraid4 ,better than ,siddharta1 ,he deserves the name of the ,awakened one4 ,how can ,he sleep in the stable1 where the donkey brays1 precursor of all donkeys who will bray against ,him3 where the ox lows1 waiting until the other oxen speak at ,his presence2 where the shepherds question ,him2 where the wise men give ,him their blessing8 ,how can ,he sleep when the shuffling steps of ,herod's assassins draw near8 ,how can ,he ever sleep up to that last night when ,he will agonize under the olive trees1 amid the sleeping bodies of the ,eleven8 ,and ,mary cannot sleep4 ,in the evening as soon as the houses of ,bethlehem disappear in the darkness and the first lamps are lighted1 the mother steals away like a fugitive4 ,she is snatching a life away from the ,king1 she is saving a hope for the people as she presses upon her breast her man-child1 her hope1 her sorrow4 ,she goes towards the west1 she crosses the old land of ,canaan and comes by easy stages--the days are short--to the ,nile1 to that country of ,mizraim which had cost so many tears to her ancestors fourteen centuries before4 ,jesus1 who carried on the work of ,moses and at the same time demolished the work of ,moses1 goes back over the route taken by the first redeemer4 ,when the ,jews were under the whip of the ,egyptian slaves1 oppressed1 mistreated1 ill-used1 the ,shepherd of ,median made himself the ,shepherd of ,israel1 and led his hard-headed people across the desert till they were in sight of the ,jordan and of the miraculous vineyards4 ,the people of ,jesus left ,chaldea with ,abraham and came with ,joseph into ,egypt4 ,moses led them from ,egypt toward ,canaan4 ,now the greatest of the liberators1 in danger of his life1 went back to the banks of that river where the first ,saviour had been saved from the water and had saved his brothers4 ,egypt1 the rich spawning-bed of all the infamies and all the magnificences of the first epoch1 that ,african ,india1 where the waves of history broke and died1 where but a few years before1 ,pompey and ,antony had finished the dream of ,empire and of life1 this prodigious country1 born of water1 burned by the sun1 covered with the blood of many peoples1 inhabited by many animal-gods1 this country1 paradoxical and supernatural1 was by contrast the predestined asylum for the fugitive4 ,the wealth of ,egypt was in mud1 in the rich snake-breeding mud which the ,nile rolled out each year upon the desert4 ,death was the obsession of ,egypt4 ,the soft1 prosperous people of ,egypt would not accept death1 denied death1 thought they could conquer death with graven images1 with embalmings1 with sculptured representation of flesh-and-blood bodies4 ,the rich1 portly ,egyptian1 son of mud1 adorer of the sacred bull1 and the dog-headed god1 could not resign himself to dying4 ,he manufactured for his second life immense necropolises full of bandaged and perfumed mummies1 of images of wood and marble1 and raised up pyramids over his corpses1 as if stone and mortar might save them from decay4 ,when ,jesus could speak1 ,he was to pronounce the verdict against ,egypt3 the ,egypt which is not only on the banks of the ,nile1 the ,egypt which has not yet disappeared from the face of the earth along with its kings1 its sparrow-hawks and its serpents4 ,christ was to give the final and eternal answer to the terror of the ,egyptians4 ,he was to condemn the wealth which comes from mud and returns to mud1 and all the fetiches of the pot-bellied river-dwellers of the ,nile1 and ,he was to conquer death without sculptured tombs1 without mortuary kingdoms1 without statues of granite and basalt4 ,his victory over death is won by teaching that sin is greedier than worms and that spiritual purity is the only aromatic which preserves from decay4 ,the worshipers of mud and of animals1 the servants of riches and of the ,beast1 could not save themselves4 ,their tombs1 high as mountains though they be1 decked out like queens' palaces1 white and fair to see as those of the ,pharisees1 guard only ashes1 dust returning again to dust1 even as the dead bodies of animals4 ,death cannot be conquered by copying life in wood and stone4 ,stone crumbles away and turns to dust1 wood rots and turns to dust1 and both of them are mud--eternal mud4 ,,the ,,lost ,,found ,but the exile in ,egypt was short4 ,jesus was brought back1 held in ,his mother's arms1 rocked throughout the long journey by the patient step of the ass1 to ,his father's house in ,nazareth1 humble house and shop where the hammer pounded and the rasp scraped until the setting of the sun4 ,the canonical gospels say nothing of these years3 the ,apocrypha give many details but unworthy of belief4 ,luke1 the wise doctor1 is content to set down that the boy grew and was strong2 that is1 that he was not sickly and overworked4 ,he was a boy developed as he should be3 healthy1 a bearer of health1 as was fitting in one who was to restore health to others by the mere touch of ,his hand4 ,every year1 says ,luke1 the parents of ,jesus went to ,jerusalem for the feast of unleavened bread in memory of the escape from ,egypt4 ,they went with a crowd of neighbors1 friends1 and acquaintances to keep each other company on the journey4 ,they were cheerful like people going to a festival rather than to a service in memory of a solemn crisis3 for the ,passover had become at ,jerusalem a great feast day1 when all the ,jews scattered about the ,empire came together4 ,on the twelfth ,passover after the birth of ,jesus1 as the group from ,nazareth was returning from the holy city1 ,mary found that her son was not with them4 ,all day long she sought for ,him1 asking every acquaintance1 but in vain4 ,the next morning the mother turned back1 retraced her steps over the road and went up and down the streets and open places of ,jerusalem1 fixing her dark eyes on every boy she met1 asking the mothers standing in the open doors1 begging her countrymen not yet gone1 to help her find her lost son4 ,a mother who has lost her son does not rest until she has found him2 she thinks no more of herself1 she does not feel weariness1 effort1 hunger4 ,she does not shake the dust from her clothes nor arrange her hair4 ,she cares not for the curious glances of the passers-by4 ,her distracted eyes see nothing but the image of him1 who is no longer beside her4 ,finally on the third day she came to the ,temple1 looked about in the courts1 and saw at last in the shadow of a portico a group of old men talking4 ,she came up timidly1 for those men with long cloaks and long beards seemed people of importance who would pay no attention to a plain woman from ,galilee1 and discovered in the center of the circle the waving hair1 the shining eyes1 the tanned face1 the fresh lips of her ,jesus4 ,those old men were talking with her son of the ,law and the ,prophets4 ,they were asking ,him questions and ,he was answering2 ,he put questions to them in ,his turn and they marveled at ,him1 astonished that a boy should know the words of the ,lord so well4 ,but ,he remembered the books which ,he had heard read out in the little ,synagogue of ,nazareth3 and ,his memory had retained every syllable4 ,mary remained for a few moments gazing at ,him1 hardly believing her eyes4 ,her heart1 a moment before beating fast with fear1 was now beating fast with astonishment4 ,but she could not restrain herself any more and suddenly in a loud voice called ,him by name4 ,the old men took themselves off and the mother snatched her son to her breast and silently clasped ,him to her1 the tears which she had kept back till then raining down on ,his face4 ,she clutched ,him1 took ,him away1 and then1 certain that she had ,him with her1 that she had not lost ,him1 the happy mother remembered the despairing mother1 8,son1 why hast thou thus dealt with us8 behold1 thy father and ,i have sought thee sorrowing40 8,how is it that ye sought me8 wist ye not that ,i must be about my ,father's business80 ,weighty words1 especially when said by a twelve-year-old boy to a mother who had sought ,him for three long days4 ,and1 the ,evangelist goes on1 8,and they understood not the saying which he spake unto them40 ,but after so many centuries of ,christian experience we can understand those words1 which seemed at first sight to be hard and proud4 ,how is it that ye sought me8 ,do you not know that ,i can never be lost1 that ,i can never be lost by any one1 even those who will bury me under the earth8 ,i will be everywhere where any one believes in me1 even if they do not see me with their eyes4 ,i cannot be lost from any man1 by any man1 provided that he hold me in his heart4 ,i shall not be lost alone in the desert nor alone on the waters of the lake1 nor alone in the garden of olives1 nor alone in the tomb4 8,and who is this father of whom you speak to me8 ,he is the legal father1 the human father1 but my real ,father is in heaven4 ,he is the ,father who spoke to the patriarchs face to face1 who put words into the mouths of the prophets4 ,i know what ,he told them of me1 ,his eternal wishes1 the laws ,he has given to ,his people1 the covenant which ,he has signed with all men4 ,if ,i am to do what ,he has commanded me1 ,i must be busy about what is truly ,his4 ,what is a legal1 temporal tie confronted with a mystic1 spiritual and eternal bond80 ,,the ,,woodworker ,but the hour for really leaving ,his home had not come for ,jesus4 ,the voice of ,john had not yet been heard2 and with ,his father and mother ,he once more went along the road to ,nazareth and returned to ,joseph's shop to help him in his trade4 ,jesus did not go to school to the ,scribes nor to the ,greeks4 ,but ,he did not lack for teachers4 ,three teachers ,he had1 greater than all the learned3 work1 nature and the ,book4 ,it must never be forgotten that ,jesus was a working man and the adopted son of a working man3 that ,he was born poor1 among people who worked with their hands2 before ,he gave out ,his gospel ,he earned ,his daily bread with the labor of ,his hands4 ,those hands which blest the simple-hearted1 which cured the lepers1 which gave light to the blind1 which brought the dead to life1 those hands which were pierced with nails upon the cross1 were hands which had been bathed with the sweat of labor1 hands which had known the numbness of work1 hands which were callous with work1 hands which had held the tools of work1 which had driven nails into wood1 the hands of a working man4 ,before being a workman of the spirit1 ,jesus was a man who worked with material things4 ,he was poor before ,he summoned the poor to ,his table1 to the festival of ,his ,kingdom4 ,he was not born into a wealthy family1 into the house of luxury on a bed covered with purple and fine linen4 ,descendant of kings1 ,he lived in a woodworker's shop3 ,son of ,god ,he was born in a stable4 ,he did not belong to the caste of the great1 to the aristocracy of warriors1 to the circles of the rich1 to the ,sanhedrim of the priests4 ,he was born into the lowest class of the people1 the class which has below it only the vagabonds1 the beggars1 the fugitives1 the slaves1 the criminals1 the prostitutes4 ,when ,he became no longer a manual worker1 ,he went down lower yet in the eyes of respectable folk1 and sought ,his friends in that miserable huddle which is even below the common people4 ,but until that day when ,jesus1 before going down into the ,inferno of the dead1 went down into the ,inferno of the living1 ,his position was that of a poor working man and nothing more1 in the hierarchy of castes which eternally separates men4 ,jesus' trade is one of the four oldest and most sacred of men's occupations4 ,the trades of the peasant1 the mason1 the smith1 and the carpenter are1 among the manual arts1 those most impregnated with the life of man1 the most innocent and the most religious4 ,the warrior degenerates into a bandit1 the sailor into a pirate1 the merchant into an adventurer1 but the peasant1 the mason1 the smith1 the carpenter do not betray1 cannot betray1 do not become corrupt4 ,they handle the most familiar materials1 and their task is to transform them visibly into visible1 solid1 concrete creations1 useful to all men4 ,the peasant breaks the clod and takes from it the bread eaten by the saint in his grotto and the murderer in his prison2 the mason squares the stone and builds up the house of the poor man1 the house of the king1 the house of ,god4 ,the smith heats and fashions the iron to give a sword to the soldier1 a plowshare to the peasant1 a hammer to the carpenter4 ,the carpenter saws and nails the wood to construct the door which protects the house from the thieves1 to make the bed on which thieves and innocent people die4 ,these plain things1 these common1 ordinary1 usual things1 so usual1 common and ordinary that they pass disregarded under our eyes used to more complicated marvels1 are the simplest creations of man1 but more miraculous and essential than any later inventions4 ,jesus1 the carpenter1 lived in ,his youth in the midst of these things1 made them with ,his hands1 and for the first time by means of these things manufactured by ,him1 entered into communion with the daily life of men1 with the most intimate and sacred life1 home life4 ,he made the table around which it is so sweet to sit in the evening with one's friends1 even if one of them is a traitor2 the bed whereon man draws his first and last breath2 the chest where the country wife keeps her poor clothes1 her aprons1 her handkerchiefs for festivals1 and the starched white shirts for great days4 ,he made the kneading trough where the flour is put1 and the leaven raises it until it is ready for the oven2 and the arm-chair where the old men sit around the fire of an evening to talk of never-returning youth4 ,often while the thin1 light shavings curled up under the steel of ,his plane and the sawdust rained down on the ground1 ,jesus must have thought of the promises of the ,father1 of the prophecies of old time1 of what ,he was to create1 not with boards and rules1 but with spirit and truth4 ,his trade taught ,him that to live means to transform dead and useless things into living and useful things3 that the meanest material fashioned and shaped can become precious1 friendly1 useful to men3 that the only way to bring salvation is to transform2 and that just as a child's crib or a wife's bed can be made out of a log of olive wood1 gnarled1 knotty and earthy1 so the filthy money-changer and the wretched prostitute can be transformed into true citizens of the ,kingdom of ,heaven4 ,,fatherhood ,in nature where the sun shines on the good and on the bad1 where wheat ripens and grows golden to give bread to ,jew and heathen1 where the stars shine on the shepherd's cabin and the murderer's prison2 where grape clusters turn purple and swell to give wine to the wedding banquet and to the orgies of assassins2 where the birds of the air freely singing find their food without fatigue1 where thieving foxes also have their refuge and the lilies of the field are clad in more splendor than kings1 ,jesus found the earthly confirmation of ,his eternal certainty that ,god is not a ,master who punishes one day of enjoyment by a thousand years of reproach1 nor a fierce war-like ,jehovah who commands the extermination of enemies1 nor a kind of grand sultan who delights in being served by satraps of high lineage and keeps close watch that his servants execute to the last detail the rigorous ritualistic etiquette of that ,regia ,curia1 which is the ,temple4 ,as a ,son1 ,christ knew that ,god is ,father3 ,father of all mankind and not only of the people of ,abraham4 ,the love of a husband is strong but carnal and jealous4 ,the love of a brother is often poisoned with envy2 that of a son stained with rebellion2 that of a friend spotted with deceit2 that of a master swollen with condescending pride2 only the love of a father towards his children is perfect love1 pure1 disinterested love4 ,the father does for his son what he would do for no one else4 ,his son is his creation1 flesh of his flesh and of his bone1 grown up by his side day by day1 a completion and a complement of his own being4 ,the old man lives again in the young man4 ,the past sees itself in the future4 ,he who has lived sacrifices himself for him who is to live4 ,the father lives in the son1 and feels himself exalted4 ,this child was born to him in a moment of passion in the arms of the woman chosen from among all other women1 born through the divine anguish of this woman1 cared for and preserved by his own tears and sweat4 ,he has seen him grow up at his feet1 he has warmed his cold little hands between his own1 he has heard his first words1 eternal miracle ever new6 ,he has seen his first wavering footsteps on the floor of his house4 ,little by little1 he has seen a soul shine out in that body created by him1 a new human soul1 unique treasure beyond price6 ,little by little on that face he has seen his own features and those of the child's mother1 of that woman with whom only in this common fruit is he corporeally identified4 ,a human couple who long to become one body through love1 attain this unity only in a child4 ,in the presence of this new being1 his creation1 he feels himself a creator1 beneficent1 powerful1 happy4 ,because the son looks to his father for everything1 and in his childhood has faith only in his father1 feels safe only near his father1 his father knows that he must live for him1 suffer for him1 work for him4 ,a father is a ,god on earth for a son1 and a son is almost a ,god for the father4 ,in the love of a father there is no trace of a brother's perfunctory sense of duty1 no trace of a friend's self-interest and rivalry1 of a lover's lustful desire1 a servant's pretense of faithfulness4 ,the love of a father is pure love1 the only true love1 the only love rightly to be called love4 ,purged of any elements foreign to its essence1 it is the happiness of sacrificing oneself for the happiness of others4 ,this idea of ,god as ,father1 which is one of the great new ideas of the gospel of ,christ1 this profoundly renovating idea that ,god is ,father and loves us as a father loves his children1 not as a king loves his slaves2 and gives daily bread to all his children and has a loving welcome even for those who sin if only they return to lean their heads upon his breast3 this idea which closes the epoch of the old covenant and marks the beginning of the new covenant1 ,jesus found in nature4 ,as ,son of ,god and one with the ,father1 ,he had always been conscious of this paternity scarcely glimpsed by the most luminous of the prophets4 ,but now sharing all human experience ,he saw it reflected and as it were revealed in the universe and ,he was to use the most beautiful images of the natural world to transmit to men the first of ,his joyful messages4 ,,the ,,country ,jesus1 like all great souls1 loved the country4 ,the sinner craving purification1 the saint moved to prayer1 the poet eager to create1 take refuge on the mountains in green shadows1 by the sound of the water1 in the midst of fields which perfume heaven1 or on steep desert hills parched by the sun4 ,jesus took ,his language from the country3 ,he hardly ever uses learned words1 abstract conceptions1 drab and generalizing terms4 ,his talk blossoms with colors1 is perfumed by odors of field and of orchard1 is peopled by the figures of familiar animals4 ,he saw in ,his ,galilee the figs swelling and ripening under the great1 dark leaves3 ,he saw the dry tendrils of the vine greened over with leaves1 and from the trellises the white and purple clusters hanging down for the joy of the vintage2 ,he saw from the invisible seed1 the mustard raise itself up with its rich light branches1 ,he heard in the night the mournful rustle of the reeds shaken by the wind along the ditches3 ,he saw the seed of grain buried in the earth and its resurrection in the form of a full ear2 when the air first began to be warm1 ,he saw the beautiful red1 yellow and purple lilies in the midst of the tender green of the wheat3 ,he saw the fresh tufts of grass1 luxuriant to-day and to-morrow dried and cast into the oven2 ,he saw the peaceful animals and the harmful animals1 the dove a little vain of its brilliant neck1 cooing of love on the roof1 the eagle swooping down with widespread wings upon its prey2 the swallows of the air which like kings cannot fall if it is not ,god's wish3 the crows tearing flesh from carrion with their beaks2 the loving mother-hen calling the chickens under her wings when the sky darkens and thunders2 the treacherous fox1 after its kill1 slinking back into its dark lair2 and the dogs under the table of their masters begging for scraps that fall to the ground4 ,he saw the serpent writhing through the grass and the dark viper hiding among the scattered stones of the tombs4 ,born among the shepherds1 ,he who was to become shepherd of men knew and loved the flocks2 the ewes searching for the lost lamb1 the lambs bleating weakly1 and sucking1 almost hidden under their mother's woolly bodies1 the flocks sweltering on the thin hot pastures of their hills2 ,he loved with equal love the tiny seed which you can scarcely see on the palm of your hand and the ancient fig tree1 casting its shade over the poor man's house2 the birds of the air which sow not neither do they reap2 the fish silvering the meshes of the nets to feed ,his faithful2 and raising ,his eyes in the sultry evenings of gathering storm1 ,he saw the lightning flashing out of the east and shattering the darkness of the night1 even into the west4 ,but ,jesus did not read only in the open many-colored book of the world4 ,he knew that ,god spoke to men through angels1 patriarchs and prophets4 ,his words1 ,his laws1 ,his victories are written in the ,book4 ,jesus knew the magic black signs by which the dead pass on to those not yet born1 the thoughts and memories of olden times4 ,jesus read only the books where ,his ancestors had set down the story of ,his people1 the will of the ,lord1 the vision of the ,prophets1 but ,he knew them in the letter and spirit better than the scribes and the doctors3 and that knowledge gave ,him the right to leave off being scholar and to become teacher4 ,,the ,,old ,,covenant ,among all peoples the ,jew was the most happy and the most unhappy4 ,his story is a mystery which begins with the idyl in the ,garden of ,eden and ends with the tragedy of the hill of ,golgotha4 ,his first parents were molded by the luminous hands of ,god1 were made masters of ,paradise1 the country of eternal1 fertile summer1 set in the midst of rivers1 where the rich ,oriental fruits hung down ready to their hand1 heavy with pulp in the shade of the new young leaves4 ,the new-created sky1 not yet sullied by clouds1 not yet riven by lightning1 or harassed by winds1 watched over the first two with all its stars4 ,the first couple had as their duty to love ,god and to love each other4 ,this was the ,first ,covenant4 ,weariness unknown1 grief unknown1 unknown death and its terror6 ,the first disobedience brought the first exile2 the man was condemned to work1 the woman to bring forth her young in pain4 ,work is painful1 but it brings the reward of harvests2 to give birth means suffering1 but it brings the consolation of children4 ,and yet even these inferior and imperfect felicities passed away like leaves devoured by worms4 ,for the first time brother killed brother3 human blood fallen on the earth became corrupt1 gave forth an exhalation of sin3 the daughters of men united themselves with demons and from them were born giants1 fierce hunters and slayers of men1 who turned the world into a bloody hell4 ,then ,god sent ,his second punishment3 to purify the world in an exterminating baptism ,he drowned in the waters of the flood all men and their crimes4 ,one only1 a righteous man1 was saved and with him ,god signed the ,second ,covenant4 ,with ,noah there began the happy days of antiquity1 the epoch of the patriarchs1 nomad shepherds1 centenarians who wandered between ,chaldea and ,egypt searching for grazing lands1 for wells1 and for peace4 ,they had no fixed country1 no houses1 no cities4 ,they brought along in caravans1 numerous as armies1 their fruitful wives1 their loving sons1 their docile daughters-in-law1 their innumerable descendants1 obedient man-servants and maid-servants1 goring1 bellowing bulls1 cows with hanging udders1 playful calves1 rams and strong smelling he-goats1 mild sheep laden with wool1 great earth-colored camels1 mares with round cruppers1 she-goats holding their heads high and stamping impatiently2 and hidden in the saddle-bags1 vases of gold and silver1 domestic idols of stone and metal4 ,arrived at their destination1 they spread their tents near a cistern1 and the patriarch sat out under the shade of the oaks and sycamores contemplating the great camp from which rose up the smoke of the fires1 the sound of the bustling steps of the women and herdsmen1 the mooings1 the brayings1 the bleating of the animals4 ,and the patriarch's heart was filled with content to see all this progeny issued from his seed1 all these1 his herds1 the human increase and the animal increase multiplying year by year4 ,in the evening1 he raised his eyes to greet the first punctual star which shone like white fire on the summit of the hill2 and sometimes his curled white beard shone in the white light of the moon1 which for more than a century he was wont to see in the sky at night4 ,sometimes an angel of the ,lord came to visit him1 and before giving the message with which he was charged1 ate at his table4 ,or1 in the heat of the day1 the ,lord ,himself1 in the garb of a pilgrim1 came and sat down with the old man in the shadow of the tent where they talked with each other1 face to face1 like two old friends who come together to discuss their affairs4 ,the head of the tribe1 master of the servants1 became a servant in his turn1 listened to the commands and counsels and promises and prophecies of his divine master4 ,and between ,jehovah and ,abraham was signed the ,third ,covenant1 more solemn than the other two4 ,the son of a patriarch1 sold by his brothers as a slave1 rises to power in ,egypt1 and calls his race to him4 ,the ,jews think that they have found a fatherland and grow great in numbers and riches4 ,but they allow themselves to be seduced by the gods of ,egypt1 and ,jehovah prepares the third punishment4 ,the envious ,egyptians reduce them to abject slavery4 ,that the punishment may be longer1 ,jehovah hardens the heart of ,pharaoh1 but finally raises up the second ,saviour1 who leads them forth from their sufferings and from the mud of ,egypt4 ,their trials are not yet finished3 for forty years they wander in the desert4 ,a pillar of cloud guides them by day and a pillar of fire by night4 ,god has assured them a ,land of ,promise1 with rich grazing lands1 well-watered1 shaded by grape-vines and olives4 ,but in the meantime they have neither water to drink nor bread to eat1 and they yearn for the flesh-pots of ,egypt4 ,god brings water gushing from a rock2 and manna and quails fall from heaven2 but tired and uneasy1 the ,jews betray their ,god1 make a calf of gold and worship it4 ,moses1 saddened like all prophets1 misunderstood like all saviours1 followed unwillingly like all discoverers of new lands1 falls back of the restive and rebellious crowd and begs ,god to let him lie down forever4 ,but at any cost1 ,jehovah desires to sign the ,fourth ,covenant with ,his people4 ,moses goes down from the smoke-capped thundering mountain1 with the two tables of stone whereon the very finger of ,god has written the ,ten ,commandments4 ,moses is not to see the ,promised ,land1 the new ,paradise to be reconquered in place of the lost ,paradise4 ,but the divine pledge is kept3 ,joshua and the other heroes cross the ,jordan1 enter into the land of ,canaan1 and conquer the people2 the cities fall at the breath of their trumpets2 ,deborah can sing her song of triumph4 ,the people carry with them the ,god of battles1 hidden behind the tents1 on a cart drawn by oxen4 ,but the enemies are numerous and have no mind to give way to the newcomers4 ,the ,jews wander here and there1 shepherds and brigands1 victorious when they maintain the covenants of the ,law1 defeated when they forget them4 ,a giant with unshorn hair kills1 single-handed1 thousands of ,philistines and ,amalekites1 but a woman betrays him2 enemies blind him and set him to turn a mill4 ,heroes alone are not enough4 ,kings are needed4 ,a young man of the tribe of ,benjamin1 tall and well-grown1 while looking for his father's strayed asses1 is met by a ,prophet who anoints him with the sacred oil1 and makes him king of all the people4 ,saul becomes a powerful warrior1 overcomes the ,ammonites and ,amalekites and founds a military kingdom1 dreaded by neighboring tribes4 ,but the same prophet who made him king1 now aroused against him1 raises up a rival4 ,david1 the boy shepherd1 kills the king's giant foe1 tempers with his harp the black rages of the king1 is loved by the king's oldest son1 marries the daughter of the king1 is among the king's captains4 ,but ,saul1 suspicious and unbalanced1 wishes to kill him4 ,david hides himself in the caves of the mountains1 becomes a robber chief4 ,he goes into the service of the ,philistines1 and when they conquer and kill ,saul on the hills of ,gilboa1 he becomes in his turn king of all ,israel4 ,the bold sheep-tender1 great as poet and as king1 yet cruel and lustful1 founds his house in ,jerusalem1 and with the aid of his gibborim1 or body-guard1 overcomes and subjugates the surrounding kingdoms4 ,for the first time1 the ,jew is feared3 for centuries after this he was to long for the return of ,david1 and to hope for a descendant of ,david to save him from his abject subjugation4 ,david is the ,king of the sword and of song4 ,solomon is the ,king of gold and of wisdom4 ,gold is brought to him as a tribute3 he decks with gold the first sumptuous house of ,jehovah4 ,he sends ships to faraway ,ophir in search of gold2 the ,queen of ,sheba lays down sacks of gold at his feet4 ,but all the splendor of gold and the wisdom of ,solomon are not enough to save the king from impurity and his kingdom from ruin4 ,he takes strange women to wife and worships strange gods4 ,the ,lord pardons his old age1 in memory of his youth1 but at his death the kingdom is divided and the dark and shameful centuries of the decadence begin4 ,plots in the palace1 murders of kings1 revolts of chiefs1 wretched civil wars1 periods of idol-worship followed by passing reforms1 fill the period of the separation4 ,prophets appear and admonish1 but the kings turn a deaf ear or drive them away4 ,the enemies of ,israel grow more powerful4 ,the ,phnicians1 the ,egyptians1 the ,assyrians1 the ,babylonians1 one after another1 invade the two kingdoms1 extort tribute and finally1 about #fjj years before the birth of ,jesus1 ,jerusalem is destroyed1 the temple of ,jehovah is demolished and the ,jews are led as slaves to the rivers of ,babylon4 ,the cup of their infidelity and of their sins runs over and the same ,god who liberated them from the slavery of the ,egyptians gives them over as slaves to the ,babylonians4 ,this is the fourth punishment and the most terrible of all because it is to have no end4 ,from that time on1 the ,jews were always to be dispersed among strangers and subject to foreigners4 ,some of them were to return to reconstruct ,jerusalem and its temple1 but the country1 invaded by the ,scythians1 tributary to the ,persians1 conquered by the ,greeks1 was after the last attempt of the ,maccabeans finally given over to the hands of a dynasty of ,arab barbarians1 subject to the ,romans4 ,this race1 which for so many years lived rich and free in the desert1 and for a day was master of kingdoms and believed itself1 under the protection of its ,god1 the first people of the earth1 was now reduced in numbers1 spurned and commanded by foreigners1 was the laughing-stock of the nations1 the ,job among peoples4 ,after the death of ,jesus1 its fate was to be harder yet3 ,jerusalem destroyed for the second time3 in the devastated province only ,greeks and ,romans holding sway1 and the last fragments of ,israel scattered over the earth like dust of the street driven before the sirocco4 ,never were people so loved nor so dreadfully chastised by their ,god4 ,chosen to be the first1 they were the servants of the last4 ,aspiring to have a victorious country of their own1 they were exiles and slaves in other men's lands4 ,although more pastoral than warlike1 they never were at peace either with themselves or with others4 ,they fought with their neighbors1 with their guests1 with their leaders4 ,they fought with their prophets and with their ,god ,himself4 ,breeding-ground of corruption1 governed by men guilty of homicide1 treachery1 adultery1 incest1 robbery1 simony and idolatry1 yet their women gave birth to the most perfect saints of the ,orient1 upright1 admonishing1 solitary prophets2 and finally from this race was born the ,father of the new saints1 ,he who had been awaited by all the ,prophets4 ,this people which created no metaphysics nor science1 nor music1 nor sculpture1 nor art1 nor architecture of its own1 wrote the grandest poetry of antiquity1 glowing with sublimity in the ,psalms and in the ,prophets1 inimitably tender in the stories of ,joseph and ,ruth1 burning with voluptuous passion in the ,song of ,songs4 ,grown up in the midst of the cults of local rustic gods1 they conceived the love of ,god1 the one universal ,father4 ,rich in gold and lands1 they could boast in their prophets of the first defenders of the poor1 and they conceived of the negation of riches4 ,the same people who had cut the throat of human victims on their altars1 and massacred whole cities of guiltless people1 gave disciples to ,him who preached love for our enemies4 ,this people1 jealous of their jealous ,god1 always betrayed ,him to run after other gods4 ,of their temple1 three times built and three times destroyed1 nothing remains but a piece of a wall1 barely enough so that a line of mourners may lean their heads against it to hide their tears4 ,but this perplexing and contradictory people1 superhuman and wretched1 the first and the last of all1 the happiest and the most unhappy of all1 although it serves other nations1 still dominates other nations with its money and with its ,bible4 ,although without a country of its own for centuries1 it is among the owners of all countries4 ,although it crucified its greatest ,son with ,his blood1 it divided the history of the world into two parts3 and the progeny of those god-killers has become the most infamous but the most sacred of all the peoples4 ,,the ,,prophets ,never was a people so warned as were the ,jews1 from the beginning of the temporal kingdom to its dismemberment3 in the great days of the victorious ,kings1 in the sorrowful days of exile1 in the evil days of slavery1 in the tragic days of the dispersion4 ,india has its ascetics1 who hide themselves in the wilderness to conquer the body and drown the soul in the infinite4 ,china had its familiar sages1 peaceful grandfathers who taught civic morality to working people and emperors4 ,greece had her philosophers1 who in their shady porticos contrived harmonious systems and dialectic pitfalls4 ,rome had its lawgivers who recorded on bronze for the peoples and the centuries the rules of the highest justice attainable to those who command and possess4 ,the ,middle ,ages had their preachers1 who wore themselves out in the effort to arouse drowsy ,christianity to a remembrance of the ,passion and the terror of ,hell4 ,the ,jewish people had the ,prophets4 ,the ,prophets did not give forth their prophecies in caves1 spitting out saliva and words together from their tripods4 ,they spoke of the future1 but not merely of the future4 ,they foretold things not yet happened1 but they also brought to mind the past4 ,they possessed time in its three phases2 deciphering the past1 illuminating the present and threatening the future4 ,the ,jewish ,prophet is a voice speaking1 or a hand writing1 a voice speaking in the palace of the ,king or in the caves of the mountains1 on the steps of the ,temple and in the precincts of the capitol4 ,he is a voice that prays1 a prayer that threatens1 a threat that breaks out into divine hope4 ,his heart is afflicted1 his mouth is full of bitterness1 his arm is raised1 pointing out punishment to come2 he suffers for his people2 because he loves his people1 he vituperates them3 he punishes them that they may be purified2 and after massacres and flames1 he teaches the resurrection and the life1 triumph and blessedness1 the reign of the new ,david and the ,covenant not to be broken4 ,the ,prophet leads the idolater back to the true ,god1 reminds the perjurer of his oath1 recalls charity to the oppressor1 purity to the corrupt1 mercy to the fierce1 justice to kings1 obedience to rebels1 punishment to sinners1 humbleness to the proud4 ,he goes before the king and reproaches him1 he goes down among the dregs of the people and scourges them3 he greets priests with blame2 presents himself to the rich and brings them to confusion4 ,he announces consolation to the poor1 recompense to the afflicted1 health to the sick1 liberation to enslaved peoples1 the coming of the conqueror to the humiliated nation4 ,he is not a king1 nor a prince1 nor a priest1 nor a scribe3 he is only a man1 a poor1 unarmed man1 without investitures and without followers4 ,he is a solitary voice1 a lamenting voice grieving1 a puissant voice howling and calling down shame1 a voice which calls to repentance and promises eternity4 ,the ,prophet is not a philosopher2 it matters little to him whether the world be made of water or of fire1 if water and fire cannot purify men's souls4 ,he is a poet1 but without will or consciousness that he is1 when the fullness of his indignation and the splendor of his vision create powerful images which rhetoricians never could invent4 ,he is not a priest1 for he has never been anointed in the temple by the mercenary guardians of the ,book2 he is not a ,king1 for he does not command armed men1 and as sword has only the ,word which comes from on high2 he is not a soldier1 but he is ready to die for his ,god and his people4 ,the prophet is a voice speaking in the name of ,god2 a hand writing at ,god's dictation2 he is a messenger sent by ,god to warn those wandering from the right path1 who have forgotten the ,covenant4 ,he is the secretary1 the interpreter1 and the delegate of ,god1 and thus superior to the ,king who does not obey ,god1 superior to the priest who does not understand ,god1 to the people who have deserted ,god to run after idols of wood and stone6 ,the ,prophet is the man who sees with a troubled heart but with clear eyes the evil which reigns to-day1 the punishment which will come to-morrow1 and the kingdom of happiness which will follow punishment and repentance4 ,he speaks in the name of the mute1 he is a hand for him who cannot write1 a defender for the people scattered and oppressed1 an advocate for the poor1 an avenger for the humble who cry out under the heel of the powerful4 ,he is not on the side of those who tyrannize1 but of those who are trodden under foot4 ,he does not seek out the satiated and the greedy1 but the hungry and the wretched4 ,a troublesome importunate and inopportune voice1 hated by the great1 out of favor with the crowd1 not always understood even by his disciples4 ,like a hyena scenting from far the stench of carrion1 like a raven always croaking out the same cry1 like a hungry wolf howling on the mountain top1 the prophet goes up and down the streets of ,israel followed by suspicion and malediction4 ,only the poor and the oppressed bless him2 but the poor are weak and the oppressed can only listen in silence4 ,like all loud truthtellers1 who disturb the slumbering majority1 who unsettle the sordid peace of the masters1 he is avoided like a leper1 persecuted like an enemy4 ,kings can barely tolerate him1 priests regard him as an enemy1 the rich detest him4 ,elijah is forced to flee before the wrath of ,jezebel1 slayer of prophets2 ,amos is banished beyond ,israel by ,amaziah1 priest of ,bethel2 ,isaiah is killed by the order of ,manesseh2 ,urijah cut down by ,king ,jehoiakim2 ,zacharias stoned between the temple and the altar2 ,jonah thrown into the sea2 the sword is prepared for the neck of ,john1 and the cross is ready from which ,jesus will hang4 ,the ,prophet is an accuser1 but men are not willing to admit that they are guilty4 ,he is an intercessor1 but the blind are not willing to be guided by the enlightened4 ,he is an announcer1 but the deaf do not hear his promises4 ,he is a saviour1 but men rotting in fatal diseases delight in their maladies and refuse to be cured4 ,yet the word of the ,prophets shall be the eternal testimony in favor of this race which exterminated them but was capable of generating them4 ,and the death of a prophet1 who is more than all the prophets1 shall suffice to expiate the crimes of all the other peoples who grub about in the dirt of the earth4 ,,he ,,who ,,will ,,come ,in the house at ,nazareth ,jesus meditates on the ,commandments of the ,law1 and in the fiery laments of the ,prophets ,he recognizes ,his destiny4 ,the promises are insistent like knocking on obstinately closed doors4 ,they are repeated1 reiterated1 never denied1 always confirmed4 ,precise1 minute with irrefutable testimony1 they foretell the story4 ,when ,jesus at the beginning of ,his thirtieth year presents ,himself to men as the ,son of ,man1 ,he knows what awaits ,him1 even to the last3 ,his life to come is already set down day by day in pages written before ,his earthly birth4 ,he knows that ,god promised ,moses a new prophet1 8,i will raise them up a prophet from among their brethren1 like unto thee1 and will put my words in his mouth2 and he shall speak unto them all that ,i shall command him40 ,god will make a new covenant with ,his people4 8,not according to the covenant that ,i made with their fathers 444 but ,i will put my law in their inward parts1 and write it in their hearts4444 ,i will forgive their iniquity1 and ,i will remember their sin no more40 ,a covenant inscribed upon souls and not upon stone2 a covenant of forgiveness and not of punishment6 ,the ,messiah will have a precursor to announce ,him4 8,behold1 ,i will send my messenger1 and he shall prepare the way before me40 8,for unto us a child is born1 unto us a son is given3 and the government shall be upon his shoulder3 and his name shall be called ,wonderful1 ,counsellor1 the mighty ,god1 the everlasting ,father1 the ,prince of ,peace40 ,but the people will be blind to ,him and will not listen to ,him3 8,make the heart of this people fat1 and make their ears heavy1 and shut their eyes3 lest they see with their eyes1 and hear with their ears1 and understand with their hearts1 and convert1 and be healed40 8,and he shall be a stone of stumbling and for a rock of offence to both the houses of ,israel1 for a gin and for a snare to the inhabitants of ,jerusalem40 ,he will not magnify and flaunt ,himself3 ,he will not come in proud triumph1 8,rejoice greatly1 ,o daughter of ,zion1 shout ,o daughter of ,jerusalem1 behold thy ,king cometh unto thee3 he is just and having salvation1 lowly and riding upon an ass1 and upon a colt1 the foal of an ass40 ,he will bring justice and will lift up the unhappy2 8444 because the ,lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek2 he hath sent me to bind up the broken-hearted1 to proclaim liberty to the captives1 and the opening of the prison to them that are bound2 444 to comfort all that mourn40 8,the meek also shall increase their joy in the ,lord1 and the poor among men shall rejoice in the ,holy ,one of ,israel4 ,for the terrible one is brought to naught1 and the scorner is consumed1 and all that watch for iniquity are cut off40 8,then the eyes of the blind shall be opened1 and the ears of the deaf shall be unstopped4 ,then shall the lame man leap as an hart1 and the tongue of the dumb sing40 8,i1 the ,lord1 have called thee in righteousness 444 to open the blind eyes1 to bring out the prisoners from the prison1 and them that sit in darkness from the prison-house40 ,but ,he will be vilified and tortured by the very people ,he comes to save3 8he hath no form nor comeliness2 and when we shall see him1 there is no beauty that we should desire him4 ,he is despised and rejected of men2 a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief3 and we hid as it were our faces from him2 he was despised and we esteemed him not4 8,surely he hath borne our griefs and carried our sorrows3 yet we did esteem him stricken1 smitten of ,god1 and afflicted4 8,but he was wounded for our transgressions1 he was bruised for our iniquities3 the chastisement of our peace was upon him2 and with his stripes we are healed4 ,all we like sheep have gone astray2 we have turned every one to his own way2 and the ,lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all4 8,he was oppressed1 and he was afflicted1 yet he opened not his mouth3 he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter1 and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb1 so he openeth not his mouth 444 for he was cut off out of the land of the living3 for the transgression of my people was he stricken4 8,yet it pleased the ,lord to bruise him2 he hath put him to grief3 when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin1 he shall see his seed1 he shall prolong his days1 and the pleasure of the ,lord shall prosper in his hand4 ,he shall see of the travail of his soul and shall be satisfied3 by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many2 for he shall bear their iniquities4 ,therefore will ,i divide him a portion with the great1 and he shall divide the spoil with the strong2 because he hath poured out his soul unto death2 and he was numbered with the transgressors2 and he bare the sins of many1 and made intercession for the transgressors40 ,he will not draw back before the vilest insults4 8,i gave my back to the smiters1 and my cheeks to them that plucked off the hair3 ,i hid not my face from shame and spitting40 ,all will be against ,him in the supreme moment4 8,they have spoken against me with a lying tongue4 ,they compassed me about also with words of hatred2 and fought against me without a cause4 ,for my love they are my adversaries40 ,the son cries to the ,father3 8,thou hast known my reproach1 and my shame1 and my dishonor3 mine adversaries are all before thee4 8,reproach hath broken my heart2 and ,i am full of heaviness3 and ,i looked for some to take pity1 but there was none2 and for comforters1 but ,i found none4 8,they gave me also gall for my meat2 and in my thirst they gave me vinegar to drink40 ,they pierce ,him with nails and divide ,his clothes among themselves4 8,for dogs have compassed me3 the assembly of the wicked have inclosed me3 they pierced my hands and my feet 8444 they look and stare upon me4 ,they part my garments among them1 and cast lots upon my vesture40 ,too late they will understand what they have done and will repent4 8444 and they shall look upon me whom they have pierced1 and they shall mourn for him1 as one mourneth for his only son1 and shall be in bitterness for him1 as one that is in bitterness for his first born40 8,yea1 all kings shall bow down before him3 all nations shall serve him4 8,for he shall deliver the needy when he crieth2 the poor also1 and him that hath no helper4 ,he shall spare the poor and needy1 and shall save the souls of the needy40 8,the sons also of them that afflicted thee shall come bending unto thee2 and all they that despised thee shall bow themselves down at the soles of thy feet40 8,for behold1 the darkness shall cover the earth1 and gross darkness the people3 but the ,lord shall arise upon thee1 and his glory shall be seen upon thee4 8,and the ,gentiles shall come to thy light1 and kings to the brightness of thy rising4 8,lift up thine eyes round about1 and see3 all they gather themselves together1 they come to thee3 thy sons shall come from far1 and thy daughters shall be nursed at thy side40 8,behold1 ,i have given him for a witness to the people1 a leader and commander to the people4 ,behold1 thou shalt call a nation that thou knowest not1 and nations that knew not thee shall run into thee because of the ,lord thy ,god40 ,these and other words are remembered by ,jesus in the vigil before ,his departure4 ,he foresees it all and does not turn away from it4 ,from now on ,he knows ,his fate1 the ingratitude of heart1 the deafness of ,his friends1 the hatred of the powerful1 the scourgings1 the spittings1 insults1 scoffings1 obloquy1 piercing of the hands and feet1 tortures and death4 ,he knows that the ,jews1 carnal-minded materialists embittered by humiliation1 full of rancor and evil thoughts1 are not awaiting a poor1 gentle1 despised ,messiah4 ,they all1 except a few of clear and prophetic vision1 are dreaming of a terrestrial ,messiah1 an armed ,king1 a second ,david1 a warrior who will shed real blood1 the red blood of enemies1 who will rebuild more splendidly than ever the palace of ,solomon and the ,temple4 ,all the kings will bring tribute to ,him1 not tribute of love and reverence1 but of massy gold and silver coin4 ,this earthly ,king will revenge ,himself on the enemies of ,israel1 on those who make ,israel suffer1 who hold the people of ,israel in slavery4 ,the slaves will be masters and the masters slaves1 and all the countries of the world will have their capital at ,jerusalem and crowned kings will kneel before the throne of the new king of ,israel4 ,the fields of ,israel will be more fertile than all the others1 their pastures richer1 their flocks will multiply endlessly1 wheat and barley will be harvested twice a year1 the ears of wheat will be heavier than in the past1 and two men will bend under the weight of a single bunch of grapes4 ,there will not be enough wine-skins to contain the vintage nor enough jars to hold all the oil1 and honey will be found in the hollows of the trees and in the hedges of the roads4 ,the branches of the trees will break under the weight of the fruit1 and the fruit will be pulpy and sweet as it never was before4 ,this is the ,messiah expected by the ,jews who surround ,jesus4 ,he knows ,he cannot give them what they seek1 that ,he cannot be the victorious warrior and the proud king towering up among subject kings4 ,he knows that ,his kingdom is not of this earth and that ,he will be able to offer only a little bread1 all ,his blood and all ,his love4 ,they will not believe in ,him1 will torture ,him and will kill ,him as a false pretender4 ,he knows all that4 ,he knows it as if ,he had seen it with ,his eyes and endured it with ,his body and soul4 ,but ,he knows that the seed of ,his word thrown into the earth among thistles and thorns1 trampled under foot by assassins1 will start into life when spring comes4 ,at first beaten down by the wind1 little by little it will grow1 until finally it becomes a tree stretching its branches up to the sky1 covering the earth with the boughs4 ,and all men can sit round about it1 remembering the death of ,him who planted it4 ,,the ,,prophet ,,of ,,fire ,while ,jesus1 in the poor little work-shop at ,nazareth1 was handling the ax and the square1 a voice was raised in the desert towards ,jordan and the ,dead ,sea4 ,last of the ,prophets1 ,john the ,baptist called the ,jews to repent1 announced the approach of the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 predicted the coming of the ,messiah1 reproved the sinners who came to him1 and plunged them into the water of the river1 that this outer washing might be the beginning of an inner purification4 ,in that dark age of the ,herods1 old ,judea profaned by the ,idumean usurpers1 contaminated by ,greek infiltration1 scorned by the ,roman soldiery2 without ,king1 without unity1 without glory2 already half dispersed throughout the world2 betrayed by their own priests2 always remembering the grandeur of their earthly kingdom of a thousand years ago2 always obstinately hoping for a great vengeance1 for a miraculous resurrection1 for a return of victory in a triumph of its ,god1 in the coming of a ,saviour1 of a liberator1 of an anointed one who should reign in a new ,jerusalem stronger and more beautiful than that of ,solomon1 and from ,jerusalem dominate all the peoples1 overcome all other monarchs1 conquer all empires and bring happiness to its nation and to all men1--old ,judea hating its masters1 robbed by the publicans1 plagued by the mercenary scribes and by the hypocritical ,pharisees1 old ,judea divided1 humiliated1 plundered and yet in spite of all its shame full of faith for the future1 willingly lent an ear to the voice of the desert1 and hastened to the banks of the ,jordan4 ,john's figure was one to conquer the imagination4 ,a child sprung by a miracle from parents of great age1 he was set apart from his birth to be ,nazir--pure4 ,he had never cut his hair1 had never tasted wine or cider1 had never touched a woman nor known any love except that for ,god4 ,while he was still young1 he had left his parents' home and buried himself in the desert4 ,there he lived for many years alone1 without a house1 without a tent1 without servants1 with nothing of his own except what he had on his back4 ,wrapped in his camel's skin1 his flanks girt by a leather belt1 tall1 bony1 baked by the sun1 his chest hairy1 his hair hanging long on his shoulders1 his long beard almost covering his face1 his piercing eyes flashed like lightning from under his busy eyebrows when from his mouth hidden by his beard burst out the tremendous words of his maledictions4 ,this hypnotic wild man1 solitary as a ,yogi1 despising pleasure like a stoic1 seemed to those whom he baptized the last hope of a despairing people4 ,jesus heard the people talk of those 8washed ones0 who returned from ,jordan and took up their former lives1 as in the morning a garment is resumed which was thrown away with relief the evening before2 and ,he understood that ,his day grew near4 ,he was now in ,his thirtieth year1 the right and destined age4 ,before he is thirty1 a man is only a sketch1 an approximation1 dominated by the common sentiments and common loves of all4 ,he does not know men well1 and hence cannot love them with that love1 sweet with compassion1 with which they should be loved4 ,and without knowing them or knowing how to love them1 he cannot speak with authority1 cannot make himself heard1 has not the power of saving them4 ,,the ,,first ,,annunciation ,the desert sun burned ,john's body and his fiery longing for the ,kingdom burned like a flame in his soul4 ,he was the foreteller of fire4 ,he saw in the ,messiah1 soon to appear1 the master of flame4 ,the ,new ,king will be a fierce husbandman4 ,every tree which bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down and cast into the fire4 ,he will thoroughly purge ,his floor and gather ,his wheat into the garner1 but ,he will burn up the chaff with unquenchable fire4 ,he will be a baptizer who will baptize with fire4 ,rigid1 wrathful1 harsh1 shaggy1 quick to insult1 impatient and impetuous1 ,john was not gentle with those who came to him4 ,he took no satisfaction in having drawn them to take this first step towards repentance4 ,when ,pharisees and ,sadducees1 notable men1 learned in the ,scriptures1 esteemed by the crowd1 of authority in the temple came to be baptized1 he shamed them more than the others4 8,o generation of vipers1 who hath warned you to flee from the wrath to come8 ,bring forth therefore fruits meet for repentance3 ,and think not to say within yourselves1 ,we have ,abraham for our father3 for ,i say unto you1 that ,god is able of these stones to raise up children unto ,abraham40 ,you who lock yourselves up into houses of stone as vipers hide themselves under the rocks1 you ,pharisees and ,sadducees1 are harder than stone3 your minds are petrified in the letter and the rites of the law3 your selfish hearts are stony3 to the hungry who ask bread of you1 you give a stone1 and you throw the stone at him who has sinned less than you4 ,you ,pharisees and ,sadducees1 you are haughty statues of stone which only fire can conquer1 since water poured over you is quickly dried up4 ,but ,god1 who from a handful of earth made ,adam1 could make from stones from the shore1 with rocks from the cliff1 other men1 other living beings1 other sons for ,himself4 ,he could change granite into flesh and soul1 while you have changed soul and flesh into granite4 ,it is not enough therefore to bathe in the ,jordan4 ,that ablution is holy and salutary4 ,change your life1 do the opposite of what you have done until now1 if you do not wish to be burned up by ,him1 who will baptize by fire4 8,and the people asked him1 saying1 ,what shall we do then8 ,he answereth and saith unto them1 ,he that hath two coats1 let him impart to him that hath none1 and he that hath meat1 let him do likewise40 8,then came also publicans to be baptized and said unto him1 ,master1 what shall we do8 ,and he said unto them1 ,exact no more than that which is appointed you4 8,and the soldiers likewise demanded of him1 saying1 ,and what shall we do8 ,and he said unto them1 ,do violence to no man1 neither accuse any falsely2 and be content with your wages40 ,compelling1 almost superhuman when he announced the terrible separation of the good from the bad1 ,john becomes commonplace when he descends to particulars and falls1 one might say1 exactly into the ,pharisean tradition4 ,his only advice is to give alms1 to give away the superfluous4 ,from the publicans he asks only strict justice3 let them take what has been allotted and nothing more4 ,to the fierce1 thieving tribe of soldiers1 he recommends only discretion6 8,be satisfied with your pay and do not rob40 ,this is nothing more or less than the ,mosaic law4 ,long before him1 ,amos and ,isaiah had gone further4 ,now is the time for the accuser of the ,dead ,sea to give way to the liberator of the ,sea of ,tiberias4 ,the lot of precursors is hard3 they know1 but are not permitted to see2 they arrive on the banks of the ,jordan1 but do not enjoy the promised land2 they make plain the path for him who comes after them1 but will pass beyond them4 ,they prepare the throne and do not seat themselves on it4 ,they are servants of the master whom often they do not meet face to face4 ,perhaps the fierceness of ,john is justified by this consciousness of being an ambassador and nothing more4 ,a consciousness which is never envious1 but which leaves a tinge of sadness1 even in his humility4 ,they came from ,jerusalem to ask him who he was1 8,what then8 ,art thou ,elias80 8,no4 ,i am not40 8,art thou that ,prophet80 8,and he answered1 ,no40 8,art thou the ,christ80 8,no4444 ,he said1 ,i am the voice of one crying in the wilderness4444 ,he it is1 who coming after me is preferred before me1 whose shoe's latchet ,i am not worthy to unloose40 ,at ,nazareth1 in the meantime1 an unknown working man was lacing up ,his shoes with ,his own hands to go out to the wilderness1 resounding with the voice which three times had thundered1 8,no40 ,,the ,,vigil ,john called sinners to wash in the river before repenting4 ,jesus presented ,himself to ,john to be baptized4 ,did ,he then acknowledge ,himself a sinner8 ,the texts are explicit3 the prophet preached the baptism of repentance in remission of sins4 ,he who went to him acknowledged himself a sinner2 he who goes to wash1 feels himself polluted4 ,the fact that we know nothing of the life of ,jesus from ,his twelfth to ,his thirtieth year1 exactly the years of fallible adolescence1 of hot-blooded youth1 has given rise to the idea that ,he was in that period1 or at least held ,himself to have been1 a sinner like other men4 ,the three remaining years of ,his life are the most brightly lighted by the words of the four ,gospels because in thinking of the dead1 what we most vividly remember are their words and deeds during the last days of their lives4 ,nothing of what we know of those three years gives any indication of this supposed existence of sin in ,christ's life between the innocence of its beginning and the glory of its ending4 ,there is not even the appearance of a conversion in ,christ's life4 ,his first words have the same accent as the last4 ,the spring from which they run is clear from the first day2 there is no muddy sediment of evil4 ,he begins with frank absolute certainty1 with the recognizable authority of purity4 ,you can feel that ,he has left nothing turbid back of ,him4 ,his voice is clear and limpid1 a melodious song not roughened by the sour lees of voluptuous pleasure1 or by the hoarseness of repentance4 ,the transparent serenity of ,his look1 of ,his smile and of ,his thought is not the calm which comes after the clouds of the tempest1 or the uncertain whiteness of the dawn which slowly conquers the malign shadow of the night3 it is the clearness of ,him who was born only once1 and remained a youth even into ,his maturity3 the limpidity1 the transparency1 the tranquillity1 the peace of a day which ends in night1 but is not darkened until evening3 eternal day1 childhood intact and untarnished until death4 ,he goes about among the impure with the natural simplicity of the poor among sinners1 with the natural strength of the sound man among the sick1 with the natural boldness of health4 ,on the other hand1 the man who has been converted is always at the back of his mind a little troubled4 ,a single drop of bitterness1 a light shadow of impurity1 a fleeting suggestion of temptation is enough to drive him back into anguish4 ,he always feels a doubt that he may not have rid himself wholly of the old ,adam1 that he may not have wholly destroyed but only stunned the ,other1 who lived in his body4 ,he has paid so much for his salvation1 and it seems to him so precious but so frail1 that he is always afraid of putting it into jeopardy or of losing it4 ,he does not shun sinners1 but he approaches them with an involuntary shudder1 with a scarcely confessed fear of fresh contagion1 a dread lest the sight of the vileness where he also took delight will renew unbearably the recollection of his shame1 will drive him to despair of his ultimate salvation4 ,when a servant becomes a master he is never on familiar terms with his servants4 ,when a poor man becomes rich he is not generous with the poor4 ,a converted sinner is not always a friend of sinners4 ,that remnant of pride which sticks fast in the hearts even of saints mingles with his compassion4 ,why do sinners not do what he has done8 ,the way is open to all1 even to the wickedest1 the most hardened3 the prize is great1 why do they remain down there1 plunged in black ,hell8 ,and when the converted sinner speaks to his brothers to convert them1 he cannot refrain from dwelling on his own experience1 his fall1 his liberation4 ,it may be only that he wishes to be helpful1 rather than to vaunt himself1 but in any case he is always eager to point to himself as a living and present example of the sweetness of salvation4 ,the past can be renounced1 but not destroyed4 ,it reveals itself almost unconsciously in the very men who begin life with a second birth of repentance4 ,in the story of ,jesus no sign of a different way of life before conversion ever shows itself in any allusion or in any implicit meaning1 is not recognizable in the smallest of ,his acts1 in the most obscure of ,his words4 ,his love for sinners has nothing of the feverish obstinacy of the proselytizing penitent4 ,it is a natural love1 not a dutiful love4 ,it is brotherly love without any implications of reproach1 spontaneous friendly fraternity needing to make no effort to overcome repugnance4 ,it is the attraction towards the impure of the pure who has no fear of being soiled and knows that ,he can cleanse--disinterested love--love felt by the saints in the supreme moments of their holiness--love beside which all other love seems vulgar--such love as no man saw before ,jesus6 ,love which is rarely found again1 and only in memory and in imitation of ,his love--love which will always be called ,christian1 and by any other name--never6 ,divine love--,christ's love6 ,love6 ,jesus came among the sinners1 but ,he was no sinner4 ,he came to bathe in the water running before ,john1 but ,he had no inner stain4 ,the soul of ,jesus was that of a child1 so childlike as to outdo sages in wisdom and saints in sanctity4 ,he was no rigorous ,puritan4 ,he never felt the terror of the morally shipwrecked man barely saved from destruction4 ,he was no overscrupulous ,pharisee4 ,he knew what was sin and what was right and ,he did not lose the spirit in the labyrinth of the letter4 ,he knew life2 ,he did not refuse life which though not a good in itself is a prerequisite condition of all good things4 ,eating and drinking are not wrong1 nor looking at people1 nor sending a friendly look to the thief lurking in the shade1 nor to the woman who has colored her lips to hide the traces of unasked kisses4 ,,the ,,baptism ,and yet ,jesus came in the midst of a crowd of sinners to immerse ,himself in the ,jordan4 ,the problem is not mysterious for him who sees something beyond the most familiar meaning in the rite reinstituted by ,john4 ,the case of ,jesus is unique4 ,the baptism of ,jesus is like others superficially1 but is justified in other ways4 ,baptism is not only a washing of the flesh as a symbol of the will to cleanse the soul1 a remnant of the primitive analogy of water which washed away material stains and can wash away spiritual stains4 ,this physical metaphor is useful to the symbolism of the crowd1 is a necessary ceremony for the carnal eye of the many who need a material help to believe in the immaterial4 ,but it was not made for ,jesus4 ,he went to ,john that the prophecy of the precursor might be fulfilled4 ,his kneeling down before the prophet of fire was a recognition of ,john's quality of true announcer1 of his worth as a loyal ambassador who has done his duty who can say now that his work is finished4 ,jesus submitting ,himself to this symbolical investiture really invests ,john with the legitimate title of precursor4 ,jesus1 about to begin a new epoch of ,his life1 ,his true life1 bore witness by ,his immersion in water to ,his willingness to die1 but at the same time to ,his certainty that ,he would rise again4 ,he did not go down to the ,jordan to cleanse ,himself1 but to show that ,his second life was beginning and that ,he will not die1 but only seem to die1 just as ,he only seemed to be purified by the waters of the ,jordan4 ,,the ,,desert ,as soon as ,jesus emerged from the water ,he went into the desert4 ,from the multitude to solitude6 ,until then ,he had lived among the waters and the fields of ,galilee and in the green meadows along the ,jordan4 ,now ,he went up on the rocky mountains whence no springs arise1 where no seed sprouts1 where the only living creatures are snakes4 ,until then ,he had lived among the working men of ,nazareth1 among ,john's penitents2 now ,he goes up on the solitary mountains where no human face is seen1 where no human voice is heard4 ,the ,new ,man puts the desert between himself and humanity4 ,the person who says1 8woe to the solitary60 only gives the measure of his own cowardice4 ,society is a sacrifice1 meritorious in proportion to its hardness4 ,for those rich in soul1 solitude is a prize and not an expiation1 a period of sure value1 a time when inner beauty is created1 a reconciliation with the absent4 ,only in solitude do we live with our peers1 with those solitary souls who think the great-hearted thoughts which console us in the absence of other consolations4 ,the people who cannot endure solitude are the mediocre and the mean4 ,they have nothing to offer1 they are afraid of themselves1 of their own emptiness4 ,they are condemned to the eternal solitude of their own minds1 a desolate inner desert where the poisonous plants of waste lands are the only things to grow4 ,they are restless1 unquiet1 dejected when they cannot forget themselves in others1 deafen themselves with the words of others4 ,they delude themselves with the factitious life of others who are in their turn deluded by it4 ,they cannot live without mingling1 a passive atom1 in the streams which overflow every morning from the sewers of the cities4 ,jesus lived among men and ,he was to return among men because ,he loved them4 ,but in the years to come ,he often hid ,himself1 to be alone1 far even from ,his disciples4 ,to love men1 you need from time to time to depart from them3 far from them1 we draw near to them4 ,the small soul remembers only the evil they have done him4 ,his night is restless with bitterness and his mouth poisoned with anger4 ,the great soul remembers benefits alone1 and thankful for a few good deeds1 forgets the great evils he has endured4 ,even those which were not pardoned at the moment are blotted out from his heart1 and having renewed his original love for his brothers1 he goes back to men4 ,for ,jesus these forty days of solitude are the last of ,his preparation4 ,for forty years the ,jewish people 7prophetic symbol of ,christ7 wandered in the desert before entering into the kingdom promised by ,god4 ,for forty days ,moses remained close to ,god to hear ,his laws2 for forty days ,elijah wandered in the desert fleeing the vengeance of the wicked queen4 ,so also the time allotted to the new liberator before announcing the promised kingdom was forty days of close communion with ,god to receive the supreme inspiration4 ,but even in the desert ,he was not to be entirely alone3 about ,him throughout the vigil will be animals and angels2 beings inferior to man and beings superior2 those who pull man down and those who lift him up2 beings all matter1 beings all spirit4 ,born an animal1 man struggles to become an angel4 ,he is matter changing by slow transmutation into spirit4 ,if the animal gets the upper hand1 man descends below the level of the beasts because he puts the remnants of his intelligence at the service of bestiality3 if the angel conquers1 man becomes the equal of angels1 and instead of being a mere soldier in the army of ,god1 partakes of divinity itself4 ,but the fallen angel condemned to wear the form of a beast is the astute and tenacious enemy of all men who wish to climb that height from which he was cast down4 ,jesus is the enemy of the material world1 of the bestial life of the many4 ,he was born into the world in order that beasts should become men1 and men become angels4 ,he was born to change the world and to conquer it1 to fight with the king of the world1 that enemy of ,god and of men1 the malign1 the suborner1 the seducer4 ,he was born to drive ,satan from the earth as ,his father drove him from ,heaven4 ,therefore at the end of the forty days1 ,satan came into the desert to tempt his enemy4 ,,the ,,adversary ,our slavery to matter is branded on our lives by the daily need of our bodies for food1 and ,jesus wished to conquer our slavery to matter4 ,whenever ,he shared human lives1 ,he consented to eat and drink1 because ,his friends did1 because it is right to give to the flesh that which belongs to the flesh1 and finally as a visible protest against the hypocritical fasts of the ,pharisees4 ,the last act of ,his earthly mission was a supper1 but the first after ,his baptism was a fast4 ,alone where ,his abstinence could not shame ,his simple-hearted companions1 where it could not be confused with ostentatious piety1 ,he forgot to eat4 ,but after forty days ,he was hungry4 ,satan1 tenacious and invisible1 was waiting for this moment of material need1 and seized on it4 ,the ,adversary spoke3 8,if thou be the ,son of ,god command this stone that it be made bread40 ,the reproof was prompt3 8,it is written that man shall not live by bread alone1 but by every word of ,god40 ,satan did not admit a defeat1 and from the top of a mountain showed ,him all the kingdoms of the earth3 8,all this power will ,i give thee1 and the glory of them3 for that is delivered unto me2 and to whomsoever ,i will ,i give it4 ,if thou therefore wilt adore me1 all shall be thine40 ,and ,jesus answered1 8,get thee behind me1 ,satan3 for it is written thou shalt worship the ,lord thy ,god1 and him only shalt thou serve40 ,then ,satan took ,him to ,jerusalem and set ,him on the pinnacle of the ,temple1 8,if thou be the ,son of ,god cast thyself down from hence40 ,but ,jesus answered quickly3 8,it is written2 thou shalt not tempt the ,lord thy ,god40 8,and when the ,devil had completed every temptation10 ,luke goes on1 8he departed from him for a season40 ,we shall see his return and his last effort4 ,this dialogue seems at first sight only a bandying about of ,scriptural texts4 ,satan and ,jesus do not use their own words1 but compete by means of quotations from the ,scriptures4 ,we seem to be listening to a theological dispute2 but as a matter of fact it is the first ,parable of the ,gospels acted out and not put into words4 ,it is not surprising that ,satan should have come with the absurd hope of causing ,jesus to fall4 ,it is not surprising that ,jesus since ,he was a man should have undergone temptation4 ,satan only tempts the great and pure4 ,to the others he does not need even to murmur a word of invitation4 ,they are already his1 from their childhood on4 ,he need give himself no trouble to win their allegiance1 they are in his arms before he summons them4 ,and yet many of them do not know that he exists4 ,he never has presented himself to them because they obey him from a distance4 ,thus1 not having known him1 they are ready to deny him4 ,the devil's cohorts do not believe in the devil4 ,it was said of old that the devil's shrewdest ruse was to spread abroad the rumor of his death4 ,he takes all forms1 so beautiful sometimes that no one recognizes him4 ,the ,greeks1 for instance1 marvels of intelligence and elegance1 had no place for ,satan in their mythology1 because all their ,gods1 when closely examined1 show the horns of ,satan under their crowns of laurel and grape leaves4 ,satanical is tyrannical and lustful ,jove1 adulterous ,venus1 ,apollo the flayer1 murderous ,mars1 drunken ,dionysius4 ,they were so astute1 the gods of ,greece1 that they gave the people love-potions and distilled perfumes to keep them from detecting the stench of the evil that consumes the world4 ,but if many do not know him and laugh at him as at a specter invented in church for the needs of penitents1 there are some who cry out upon those who know him but do not follow him4 ,he seduced the innocence of the first two created beings1 he suborned ,david the strong1 corrupted ,solomon the wise1 accused ,job the righteous before the throne of ,god4 ,satan tempts and always will tempt all the saints who hide themselves in the desert1 all those who love ,god4 ,the more we go away from him the closer he is2 the higher we are1 the more he rages to bring us low2 he can soil only that which is clean and he gives no care to the filth which spontaneously ferments under the hot breath of animality4 ,to be tempted by ,satan is a proof of purity1 a sign of greatness1 and shows a man that he is on the upward path4 ,he who has known ,satan and has seen him face to face1 may well have hope for himself4 ,more than any other1 ,jesus merited this consecration4 ,satan challenged ,him twice and tempted ,him once4 ,he asked ,him to transform dead matter into matter that gives life and to cast ,himself down from a height so that ,god by saving ,him should proclaim ,him as ,his true son4 ,he offered ,him the possession and the glory of earthly kingdoms on condition that instead of serving ,god ,jesus should promise to serve the ,demon4 ,he asks material bread and a material miracle of ,him and promises ,him material power4 ,jesus does not take up the challenge and refuses what is offered4 ,he is not the fleshly1 temporal ,messiah1 desired by the ,jewish crowd1 the material ,messiah such as the ,tempter in his baseness imagines ,him4 ,he did not come to bring food to bodies but food to souls1--truth1 that living food4 ,when ,his brothers1 far from home1 lack bread enough for their hunger1 ,he will break the few loaves which ,his disciples bring and all will have enough and they will fill baskets with the remnants4 ,but except in cases of necessity ,he will not be the distributor of that bread which comes from the earth and returns to earth4 ,if ,he should change the stones of the street into bread1 every one would follow ,him through love of his own body and would pretend to believe everything ,he said4 ,even the dogs would come to ,his banquet4 ,but this ,he does not wish4 ,those who follow ,him must believe in ,his word in spite of hunger1 grief and poverty4 ,thus those who wish to follow ,him must leave behind them fertile fields1 they must leave behind them money which can be changed into bread4 ,they must go with ,him without knapsack or payment1 with one garment1 and live like the birds of the air1 husking ears of grain in the fields1 or begging alms at house doors4 ,one can live without terrestrial bread3 a fig left on the tree among the leaves1 a fish drawn from the lake can take the place of bread4 ,but no man can live without heavenly bread1 if he wishes to escape eternal death1 which is the portion of those who have never tasted it4 ,man does not live by bread alone1 but by love1 fervor1 and truth4 ,jesus is ready to transform the ,kingdom of ,earth into the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 furious bestiality into happy sanctity1 but ,he does not deign to transform stones into bread1 matter into other matter4 ,for similar reasons ,jesus refused the other challenge4 ,men love the wonderful1 the visibly wonderful1 the prodigy1 the physical impossibility made possible before their eyes4 ,they hunger and thirst after portents4 ,they are ready to prostrate themselves before the wonder-worker even if he is an evil man or a charlatan4 ,from ,jesus they all asked for a ,sign1 meaning by that1 a gigantic juggling feat2 but ,he always refused4 ,he did not wish to persuade by means of the miraculous4 ,he consented to cure the sick--especially those sick in spirit and sinners--but ,he often avoided the occasion even for these miracles1 and ,he begged those cured not to speak the name of their healer4 ,and ,he never used this power for ,his own safety1 not even at ,gethsemane when ,satan tempted ,him to put away the cup of death from ,his lips1 nor when ,he was nailed to the cross and ,satan repeated his challenge by the mouth of the ,jews4 8,if thou art the ,son of ,god1 come down from the cross and save thyself40 ,in the night of ,his vigil and in the high noon of ,his death1 ,he resisted ,satan and had recourse to no miracle to save ,himself4 ,men must believe ,him in spite of all contrary evidence1 believe in ,his divinity even when confronted with what seems ,his common humanity4 ,it is no fit deed for ,jesus needlessly to throw ,himself down from the ,temple2 to bring an end to the pain of another with the sole purpose of conquering men1 and fascinating them with wonder and terror2 to put ,god to a test1 to force ,him as it were1 to accomplish a rash and superfluous miracle1 only in order that ,satan may not win the infamous wager founded on sarcasm and on arrogance4 ,loving1 it is to human hearts ,he wishes to speak2 sublime in character1 ,he wishes to bring sublimity into human lives2 a pure spirit1 ,he wishes to purify other spirits2 deep-hearted1 to light the flame of love in others2 a great spirit1 to bring greatness to little1 mean1 neglected souls4 ,instead of throwing ,himself like a vulgar magician from the precipice which is below the ,temple1 ,he will go up from the ,temple upon the ,mount to give out from on high the beatitudes of the ,kingdom of ,heaven4 ,the offer of the ,kingdoms of the ,earth must have been horrible to ,him1 and still more the price that ,satan asked4 ,satan has the right to offer what is his4 ,the ,kingdoms of the ,earth are founded on force and maintained with deceit4 ,they are ,satan's own country1 they are his ,paradise regained4 ,satan sleeps every night on the pillows of the powerful4 ,they pay material tribute to him1 and give him daily offerings in thought and deed4 ,but ,jesus could have taken away their ,kingdoms from the ,kings without bending knee to the ,adversary4 ,he had only to offer men bread without work4 ,if like a juggling mountebank ,he had opened a public theater of popular miracles1 the multitude would have acclaimed ,him4 ,had ,he wished to seem the ,messiah for whom the ,jews had been longing during their dreary slavery1 ,he could have corrupted them with plenty and with marvels1 ,he could have made of every land a country of grace and enchantment and ,he could have occupied at once every seat of the procurators of ,satan4 ,but ,jesus does not wish to be the restorer of the fallen kingdom1 the conqueror of hostile empires4 ,authority is of little importance to ,him and glory still less4 ,the ,kingdom which ,he announces and prepares has nothing in common with the ,kingdoms of the ,earth4 ,his ,kingdom is destined rather to bring to naught the ,kingdoms of the ,earth4 ,the ,kingdom of ,heaven is in us4 ,any day when a soul has turned to righteousness the ,kingdom of ,heaven is enlarged because it has acquired a new citizen1 snatched from the ,kingdom of ,earth4 ,when every one is good and righteous1 when all love their brothers as fathers love their sons1 when even enemies love one another 7if there still are enemies71 when no one thinks of amassing treasure1 and instead of taking away from others1 every one gives bread to the hungry and clothing to those who are cold1--where on that day will be the ,kingdom of the ,earth8 ,where will be the need for soldiers when no one wishes to enlarge his own land by stealing that of his neighbor8 ,what need will there be for ,kings when every one has his law in his conscience and when there are no armies to command nor judges to select8 ,what need will there be for money and for tribute when every one is sure of his living and satisfied with it1 and there are no wages to be paid to soldiers and servants8 ,when every one's soul is transformed1 those so-called foundations of life which are named ,society1 ,country and ,justice will vanish like the hallucinations of a long night4 ,the word of ,christ needs neither money nor armies4 ,and if it really becomes the universal life of the conscience1 everything that binds and blinds men1 necessary unjust power1 the criminal glory of battles1 will fall like morning mists before sunlight and wind4 ,the ,kingdom of ,heaven within is ,one and it will take the place of the ,kingdoms of ,earth1 which are many4 ,the liberated spirit will scarcely remember despotic matter4 ,men will no longer be divided into ,kings and subjects1 masters and slaves1 rich and poor1 the arrogantly virtuous1 the humble sinners1 free and prisoners4 ,the sun of ,god will shine on all1 the citizens of the ,kingdom will be one family of fathers and brothers and the gates of ,paradise will be open again to the sons of ,adam become as gods4 ,jesus conquered ,satan in ,himself and now came out of the desert to conquer him among men4 ,,the ,,return ,as soon as ,jesus came again among men1 ,he learned that the ,tetrarch 7second husband of ,herodias7 had imprisoned ,john in the fortress of ,machaerus4 ,the voice crying in the wilderness was stilled and pilgrims to the ,jordan saw no more the long shadow of the wild ,baptizer fall across the water4 ,he had done his work and was now to give way to a more powerful voice4 ,john waited in the blackness of the prison until his bloody head was carried on a golden platter to the banquet--almost the last dish served to that evil woman1 betrayer of men4 ,now ,jesus understands that ,his day is at hand1 and crossing ,samaria ,he returns into ,galilee to announce at once the coming of the ,kingdom4 ,he does not go to ,jerusalem1 the city of the great king1 the capital4 ,jesus comes to destroy that ,jerusalem of stone and arrogance1 proud on its three hills1 hard of heart like the stones4 ,the men whom ,jesus comes to combat are precisely those who glory in great cities1 in the capitals1 in the ,jerusalems of the world4 ,at ,jerusalem live the powerful of the world1 the ,romans1 masters of the world and of ,judea1 with their soldiers in arms4 ,jerusalem is ruled by the representatives of the ,csars2 of ,tiberius1 the drunken assassin1 the perfidious heir of ,augustus1 the hypocritical voluptuary1 and of ,julius the adulterous spendthrift4 ,at ,jerusalem live the ,high ,priests1 the old custodians of the ,temple1 the ,pharisees1 ,sadducees1 ,scribes1 the ,levites and their guards1 the descendants of those who pursued and killed the prophets1 the petrifiers of the ,law1 the bigots of the letter1 the haughty depositories of arid fanaticism4 ,at ,jerusalem are the treasurers of ,god1 the treasurers of ,csar1 the guardians of the treasure1 the lovers of wealth2 the ,publicans with their excisemen and parasites1 the rich with their servants and their concubines1 the merchants with their crowded shops2 money bags clinking with shekels in the warmth of the bosom above the heart4 ,jesus comes to combat all these4 ,he comes to conquer the masters of the earth--the earth which belongs to all2 to confound the masters of the word--the word which should be spoken freely wherever ,god wishes2 to condemn the masters of gold1 base1 perishable and fatal element4 ,he comes to overthrow the kingdom of the soldiers of ,rome who oppress bodies2 the kingdom of the priests of the ,temple who oppress souls2 the kingdom of the heapers-up of money who oppress the poor4 ,he comes to save bodies1 souls1 the poor2 ,he teaches liberty1 in opposition to ,rome2 setting at naught the doctrines of the ,temple1 ,he teaches love2 ,he teaches poverty against all the ideals of the rich4 ,he does not wish to begin ,his message in ,jerusalem where ,his enemies1 gathered together1 are the strongest4 ,he wishes to surround the city1 take it from the outside1 arrive there later with a following behind ,him1 when already the ,kingdom of ,heaven has begun slowly to lay siege to it4 ,the ,conquest of ,jerusalem will be the last test1 the supreme trial1 the great battle1 the tremendous battle between the greater than the ,prophets and ,jerusalem1 slayer of ,prophets4 ,if ,he should go to ,jerusalem now 7where ,he will enter presently as a king and whence ,he will be buried as a criminal7 ,he would be taken prisoner at once and would not be able to sow ,his word on less ungrateful1 less stony soil4 ,jerusalem like all capitals--great sewers to which flow the refuse1 the outcasts1 the rubbish of the nations--is inhabited by a mob of frivolous1 elegant1 idle1 skeptical and indifferent people1 by a ceremonious patrician class who have kept only the tradition of ritual and the sterile rancor of their decadence2 by an aristocracy of property owners and speculators who belong to the herd of ,mammon1 and by a rebellious1 restless1 ignorant crowd1 controlled only by the superstition of the ,temple and the fear of the foreigner's sword4 ,jerusalem was not fit soil for the sowing of ,jesus4 ,a man from the provinces1--therefore healthy and solitary--,he goes back to ,his province4 ,he wishes to carry the tidings of good news to those who were to be the first to receive ,him1 to the poor and the humble because the tidings are specially for them1 because they have long been waiting for them1 and because more than any others1 they will rejoice4 ,jesus' coming into the world is for the poor4 ,therefore leaving ,jerusalem1 ,he arrives in ,galilee1 enters into the ,synagogue and begins to teach4 ,,the ,,reign ,,of ,,god ,the first words of ,jesus are few and simple1 very much like those of ,john1 8,the time is accomplished2 the ,kingdom of ,god is at hand2 repent and believe the ,gospel40 ,bare words1 incomprehensible to moderns by their very sobriety4 ,to understand them and to understand the difference between the message of ,john and the message of ,jesus1 they need to be translated into our language1 filled again with their eternally living meaning4 8,the time has come60 ,the time for which men have been waiting1 which they have prophesied and announced4 ,john said that a ,king would come ready to found the new ,kingdom1 the ,kingdom of ,heaven4 ,the ,king has come and announces that the doors of the ,kingdom are open4 ,he is the guide1 the path1 the hand1 before being ,king in all the splendor of ,his celestial glory4 ,when ,jesus says 8,the time is accomplished10 he does not refer to the exact date1 to the fact that it was the fifteenth year of the reign of ,tiberius4 ,the time of ,jesus is now and always is eternity4 ,the moment of ,his appearance1 the moment of ,his death1 the moment of ,his return1 the moment of ,his perfect triumph1 has not yet arrived1 not even yet6 ,and yet1 at every moment the time is accomplished1 every hour is the fullness of time1 on condition that the workers are ready4 ,every day is ,his2 ,his era is not written down in numbers3 there is no chronology in eternity4 ,every time a man tries to enter into the ,kingdom1 confirms the ,kingdom by believing1 enriches the ,kingdom1 consolidates1 defends1 proclaims its perpetual sanctity and its perpetual rightness in opposition to all the inferior kingdoms 7inferior because they are human1 not divine1 earthly not heavenly7 then always the time is accomplished4 ,this time is called the epoch of ,jesus1 the ,christian era1 the ,new ,covenant4 ,not quite two thousand years divides us from that time2 not quite two days1 because for ,god1 and for men of understanding1 a thousand years are as a day4 ,the time is ripe2 even to-day we are in the fullness of time4 ,jesus calls us even now4 ,the second day has not yet expired1 the foundations of the ,kingdom are scarcely begun4 ,we who live to-day1 this year1 in this century 7and we shall not always be alive1 and we shall perhaps not see the end of this year1 and certainly we shall not see the end of this century71 we1 ,i say1 the living1 can take part in this ,kingdom1 enter into it1 live in it1 enjoy it4 ,the ,kingdom is not the worn-out fancy of a poor ,jew nearly twenty centuries ago2 it is not an archaism1 a dead memory1 a bygone frenzy4 ,the ,kingdom is of to-day1 of to-morrow1 of always2 a reality of the future always just-realized1 alive1 actual1 ours2 a work started a short time ago1 a work to which every one is free to put his hand to take it up1 to carry it on4 ,the word seems old1 the message dim with antiquity repeated by the echoes of two thousand years1 but the ,kingdom--as a fact1 true1 accomplished--is new1 young1 born yesterday1 still to grow1 to flower1 to prosper4 ,jesus threw the seed into the earth1 but the seed has scarcely germinated in two thousand years passed like a stormy winter1 in the space of sixty human generations4 ,is it perhaps possible that our own time after the flood of blood is the divine and longed-for period8 ,what this ,kingdom is1 we shall learn page by page in the words of ,jesus2 but we must not imagine it as a new ,paradise of ,delight1 as a wearisome ,arcady of beatitude1 as an immense choir singing ,hosannahs with their feet on the clouds and their heads among the stars4 ,christ describes the ,kingdom of ,god as opposed to the ,kingdom of ,satan1 as the antithesis of the ,kingdom of ,earth4 ,the ,kingdom of ,satan is the ,kingdom of evil1 of deceit1 of cruelty1 of pride1 the ,kingdom of baseness4 ,therefore the ,kingdom of ,god means the ,kingdom of good1 of sincerity1 of love1 of humility1 the ,kingdom of the lofty4 ,the ,kingdom of ,earth is the ,kingdom of matter and of flesh1 the ,kingdom of gold1 hatred1 avarice1 sensuality1 the ,kingdom of all things loved by evil and distraught men4 ,the ,kingdom of ,heaven is to be the opposite of this3 the ,kingdom of the spirit and of the soul1 the ,kingdom of renunciation and of purity2 the ,kingdom of all things valued by men who know the worthlessness of everything else in comparison4 ,god is ,father and ,goodness2 ,heaven is above the earth1 hence it is the spirit4 ,heaven is ,god's home4 ,the spirit is the dominion of goodness4 ,all that crawls on the earth1 grubs in the earth1 takes pleasure in matter--that is bestiality2 all that lives with upraised eyes1 desiring ,heaven1 wishing to live forever in ,heaven--that is ,holiness4 ,most men are beasts4 ,it is ,christ's will that these beasts become saints4 ,this is the simple and ever-living meaning of the ,kingdom of ,god1 and the ,kingdom of ,heaven4 ,the ,kingdom of ,god is of men and for men4 ,the ,kingdom of ,heaven is in us4 ,begin at once3 it is our work1 for our happiness in this life on this earth4 ,it depends on our will1 on our response given or withheld4 ,become perfect and the ,kingdom will extend even on earth4 ,the ,kingdom of ,god will be founded among men4 ,it is true that ,jesus added 8repent10 but the old word has been distorted from its true and magnificent meaning4 ,the word of ,mark----should not be translated 8repent02 means rather the changing of the mind1 the transformation of the soul4 ,metamorphosis is a change of form2 8metanoia10 a changing of the spirit4 ,it ought rather to be translated 8conversion10 that is1 the renewing of the inner life of man4 ,the idea of 8repentance0 is only an illustration of ,christ's command4 ,as one of the conditions of the arrival of the ,kingdom and at the same time as the very substance of the new order1 ,jesus demands complete conversion1 a revolution of life and of the common values of life1 a transmutation of feelings1 of opinions1 of intentions4 ,this ,he called1 speaking to ,nicodemus1 8the second birth40 ,little by little ,he was to explain in what way this total transformation of the ordinary human soul is to be effected4 ,all ,his life was devoted to this teaching and to setting the example4 ,but in the meantime1 ,he contented ,himself with adding one conclusion1 8,believe in the ,gospel40 ,by 8,gospel0 men nowadays mean usually the book where the quadruple story of ,jesus is printed2 but ,jesus neither wrote books nor thought of volumes4 ,by 8,gospel0 ,he meant1 according to the plain and sweet meaning of the word1 8good tidings40 ,jesus is a messenger 7in ,greek 8angel07 who brings good tidings3 ,he brings the cheerful message that the sick will be cured1 that the blind will see1 the poor will be enriched with imperishable riches1 that the sad will rejoice1 that sinners will be pardoned1 the unclean purified1 that the imperfect can become perfect1 that animals can become saints1 and saints become angels1 like unto ,god4 ,if this ,kingdom is to come1 if everybody is to prepare himself for its coming1 we must believe in the message1 believe that the ,kingdom is possible and near4 ,if there is no faith in this promise1 no one will do what must be done to fulfill the promise4 ,only the certainty of the truth of this good tidings1 only the conviction that the ,kingdom is not the lie of an adventurer or the hallucination of an obsessed zealot2 only the certainty of the sincerity and validity of the message can arouse men to put their hands to the great work of its foundation4 ,with those few words1 obscure to the majority of men1 ,jesus began ,his teaching4 ,the fullness of time1 the need to begin at once6 ,the coming of the ,kingdom1 victory of spirit over matter2 of good over bad1 of the saint over the beast4 8,metanoia0--the total transformation of the soul4 ,the ,gospel--the cheerful assurance that all this is true and eternally possible4 ,,capernaum ,jesus taught ,his ,galileans on the threshold of their shabby little white houses1 on the small shady open places of their cities or the shore of the lake1 leaning against a beached boat1 ,his feet on the stones1 towards evening when the sun sank red in the west1 summoning men to rest4 ,many listened to ,him and followed ,him because1 says ,luke3 8,his word was with authority40 ,the words were not wholly new1 but the man was new1 and new was the warmth of ,his voice1 and the good done by that voice1 overflowing from ,his heart and going straight to the hearts of others4 ,the accent of those words was new1 and new the sense that they took in that mouth1 lighted by ,his look4 ,here was no prophet of the mountains shouting in waste places1 far from men1 solitary1 distant1 forcing others to come to him if they wished to hear him4 ,here was a prophet living like a man among other men1 a friend of all1 friendly to the unfriended1 an easy-going and companionable comrade1 searching out ,his brothers where they work in the houses1 in the busy streets1 eating their bread and drinking wine at their tables1 lending a hand with the fisherman's nets1 with a good word for every man1 for the sad1 for the sick1 for the beggar4 ,the simple-hearted1 like animals and children1 know instinctively who loves them1 they believe him1 are happy when he comes 7their very faces suddenly transfigured7 and are sad when he goes4 ,sometimes they cannot bring themselves to leave him and follow him to the death4 ,jesus spent ,his time with them walking from one region to another1 or talking1 seated among ,his friends4 ,always dear to ,him was the sunny shore of the lake1 along the curve of quiet clear water scarcely ruffled by the wind from the desert1 dotted with a few boats silently tacking back and forth4 ,the western coast of the lake was ,his real ,kingdom2 there ,he found ,his first listeners1 ,his first converts1 ,his first disciples4 ,if ,he returned to ,nazareth1 ,he stayed there but a short time4 ,he was to go back later1 accompanied by the ,twelve and preceded by the renown of ,his miracles1 and they were to treat ,him as all the cities of the world1--even the most renowned for amenity1 ,athens and ,florence1 have treated those of their citizens who made them great above others4 ,after ridiculing ,him 7they had seen ,him as a child1 it is out of the question that ,he can have become a great prophet7 they tried to cast ,him down from the precipice4 ,in no city did ,he make a long stay4 ,jesus was a wanderer1 such a man as is called a vagabond by the pot-bellied and sedentary citizen rooted to his threshold4 ,his life is an eternal journey4 ,before that other ,jew who was condemned to immortality by one condemned to death1 ,he is the true ,wandering ,jew4 ,he was born on a journey4 ,still a baby at the breast1 ,he was carried along the sun-parched road to ,egypt2 from ,egypt ,he came back to the waters and greenness of ,galilee4 ,from ,nazareth ,he often went to ,jerusalem for the ,passover4 ,the voice of ,john called ,him to the ,jordan3 an inner voice drove ,him out into the desert2 and after the forty days of hunger and the ,temptation1 ,he began ,his restless vagabond life from city to city1 from village to village1 from mountain to mountain1 across ,palestine4 ,most often we find ,him in ,galilee1 in ,capernaum1 ,chorazin1 in ,cana1 in ,magdala1 in ,tiberias1 but often ,he crosses ,samaria to sit down near the well of ,sychar4 ,we find ,him from time to time in the ,tetrarchy of ,philip at ,bethsaida1 at ,gadara1 at ,csarea1 also at ,gerasa in the ,perea of ,herod ,antipas4 ,in ,judah ,he often stops at ,bethany1 a few miles away from ,jerusalem1 or at ,jericho1 but ,he did not shrink from journeying outside the limits of the old kingdom and from going down among the ,gentiles4 ,we find ,him in ,phnicia1 in the regions of ,tyre and ,sidon1 and in ,syria1 if the transfiguration took place on the summit of ,mt4 ,hermon4 ,after the resurrection ,he appears in ,emmaus1 on the banks of ,his lake of ,tiberias and finally at ,bethany near ,lazarus' house1 where ,he leaves ,his friends forever4 ,he is the traveler without rest1 the wanderer with no home1 the wayfarer for love's sake1 the voluntary exile in ,his own country2 ,he says ,himself that ,he has not a stone on which to lay ,his head1 and it is true that ,he has no bed where ,he may lie down at night1 nor a room that ,he can call ,his own4 ,his real home is the road which takes ,him along with ,his first friends in search of new friends4 ,his bed is the furrow in a field1 the bench of a boat1 the shadow of an olive tree4 ,sometimes ,he sleeps in the houses of those who love ,him1 but only for short periods4 ,in the early days we find ,him most often at ,capernaum1 ,his journeys began there and ended there4 ,matthew calls it 8,his city40 ,situated on the caravan route which from ,damascus crosses ,iturea and goes towards the sea1 ,capernaum had become little by little a commercial center of some importance4 ,artisans1 bargainers1 brokers1 and shopkeepers had come there to stay4 ,men of finance--as flies swarm on rotten pears--had come there2 publicans1 excise men and other fiscal tools4 ,the little settlement1 half-rustic1 half a fishing village1 had become a mixed and composite city where the society of the times--even to soldiers and prostitutes--was fully represented4 ,and yet ,capernaum1 lying along the lake1 freshened by the air from the near-by hills and by the breeze from the water1 was not a prey to stagnation and decay like the ,syrian cities and ,jerusalem4 ,there were still peasants who went out to their fields every day1 and fishermen who every day went forth to their boats4 ,good1 poor1 simple1 warm-hearted people who talked of other matters than money and gear4 ,among them a man could draw his breath freely4 ,on the ,sabbath ,jesus went to the ,synagogue4 ,everybody had the right to enter there1 to read aloud and also to expound what had been read4 ,it was a plain house1 a bare room where people went with their friends and brothers to reason together and dream of ,god4 ,jesus stood up1 had some one give ,him one of the scrolls of the ,scriptures 7more often the ,prophets than the ,law7 and recited in a tranquil voice two1 three1 four or more verses4 ,then ,he commenced to speak with a bold and forceful eloquence which put the ,pharisees to confusion1 touched sinners1 won the poor1 and enchanted women4 ,suddenly the old text was transfigured1 became transparent1 belonged to their own times2 it seemed a new truth1 a discovery they had made1 a discourse heard for the first time2 the words withered by antiquity1 dried up by repetition1 took on life and color2 a new sun gilded them one by one1 syllable by syllable2 fresh words coined at that moment1 shining before their eyes like an unexpected revelation4 ,,poor ,,people ,nobody in ,capernaum could remember having heard such a ,rabbi4 ,the ,sabbaths when ,jesus spoke1 the ,synagogue was full1 the crowd overflowed out on the street1 everybody was there who could come4 ,the gardener comes1 who for that day had left his spade1 and no longer turned his water wheel to irrigate the green rows of his garden1 and the smith1 the good country smith1 black with smoke and dust every day1 but on the ,sabbath washed1 neatly dressed1 his face still a little dusky1 although scrubbed and rinsed in many waters like his hands1 with his beard combed and anointed with cheap ointment 7but still perfumed like a rich man's beard71 the smith all whose days are spent before the fire1 sweaty and dirty except this day which is the ,sabbath1 when he comes to the ,synagogue to hear the ancient word of the ,ancient of ,days1 the ,god of his fathers4 ,he comes devoutly1 but he comes too because his family1 his friends1 his neighbors come there1 and he finds them all together1 and he comes also because the day is long 7all that long holiday without any work1 without any hammer in his hand1 without the pincers7 and in ,capernaum there is nothing to do on ,sabbaths except go to the ,synagogue4 ,the mason comes1 he who has worked on this little house of the ,synagogue and made it small because the ,elders--good1 ,god-fearing people1 but inclined to be stingy--did not wish to spend too much4 ,the mason still feels his arms a little numb and lame from his six days' labor1 no longer keeps track of the stones which he has laid in courses and the trowels full of mortar which he has thrown between the stones during the week4 ,the mason puts on his new clothes to-day and sits down on the ground1 he who on all other days stands upright1 active1 watchful so that the work may go well1 and the employer be satisfied2 the good mason too has come to the house which seems to him partly his own4 ,the fishermen have come too1 the young and the old1 both of them with faces tanned by the sun and with eyes half-shut from the constant glare of sunlight reflected by the water4 7,the old man is handsomer because of the contrast of his white hair and white beard with his weather-beaten and wrinkled face47 ,the fishermen have turned over their boats on the sand1 have left them tied to a stake1 have spread the nets on the roof and have come to the ,synagogue1 although they are not used to being within walls and perhaps continue to hear a confused murmur of water lapping about the bow4 ,the peasants of the neighboring countryside are here too1 prosperous farmers who have put on a tunic as good as anybody's1 who are satisfied with the harvest almost ready for the scythe4 ,they do not mean to forget ,god who brings the grain to a head and makes the grape-vine to blossom4 ,there are shepherds come in to town that morning1 shepherds and goat-herds with the smell of their flocks still on them1 shepherds who live all the week in the mountain-pastures without seeing a soul1 without exchanging a word1 alone with their quiet animals peacefully grazing on the new grass4 ,the smaller property owners1 the small business men1 the gentry of ,capernaum1 all have come4 ,they are men of weight and piety4 ,they stand in the front row1 serious1 their eyes cast down1 satisfied with the business of the last few days and satisfied with their conscience because they have observed the law without failing and are not contaminated4 ,the line of their well-clad backs can be seen1 bowed backs but broad and masterful1 employers' backs1 backs of people in harmony with the world1 and with ,god1 backs full of authority and of religion4 ,there are also transient foreigners1 merchants going towards ,syria or returning to ,tiberias4 ,they have come from condescension or from habit1 perhaps to try to pick up a customer1 and they stare into everybody's face with the arrogance which money gives to poverty-stricken souls4 ,at the back of the room 7for the ,synagogue is only a long white-washed room a little larger than a school1 than an inn1 than a kitchen7 the poor of the countryside are huddled together like dogs near a door1 like those who always stand in fear of being sent away4 ,the poorest of all1 those who live by odd jobs1 by ungracious charity and also--oh1 poverty6--by some discreet theft1 the ragged1 the vermin-ridden1 the timid1 the wretched2 old widows whose children are far away1 young orphans not yet able to earn a living1 hump-backed old men with no acquaintances1 strengthless invalids1 those who are incurably sick1 those whose wits no longer rightly serve them1 who have no understanding1 who cannot work4 ,the weak in mind1 the weak in body1 the bankrupt1 the rejected1 the abandoned1 those who one day eat and the next day do not1 who never have enough to satisfy their hunger1 those who pick up what others throw away1 the pieces of dry bread1 fish-heads1 fruit-cores and skins2 and sleep now here and now there1 and suffer from the winter cold and every year wait for summer1 paradise of the poor1 for then there are fruits to be plucked along the roads4 ,they too1 the beggars1 the wretched1 the ragamuffins1 the sickly and the weaklings1 when the ,sabbath comes1 go to the ,synagogue to hear the stories of the ,bible4 ,they cannot be sent away3 they have as much right to be there as any one1 they are sons of the same ,father and servants of the same ,lord4 ,on that day they feel a little comforted in their poverty because they can hear the same words heard by the rich and the strong4 ,here they are not served with another sort of food1 poorer and coarser1 as happens in the houses where the owner eats the best and the beggar on the threshold must content himself with scraps4 ,here the fare is the same for the man of possessions and him who has nothing4 ,the words of ,moses are the same1 everlastingly the same for him who owns the fattest flock and for him who has not even a quarter of lamb on ,passover day4 ,but the words of the ,prophets are sweeter to them than those of ,moses1 harder on the great of the world1 but kinder for the humble4 ,the poverty-stricken throng at the back of the ,synagogue waits every ,sabbath for somebody to read a chapter from ,amos or from ,isaiah because the ,prophets take the part of the poor1 and announce the punishment and the new world4 8,and he who was clothed with purple shall be made to handle dung40 ,and behold on that ,sabbath there was ,one who came expressly for them1 who talked for them1 who had come back from the desert to announce good tidings for the poor and the sick4 ,no one had ever spoken of them as ,he did1 no one had shown so much love for them4 ,like the old prophets1 ,he had for them a special affection which offended more fortunate men1 but which filled their hearts with comfort and hope4 ,when ,jesus had finished speaking they observed that the elders1 the bourgeois1 the masters1 lords1 ,pharisees1 men who knew how to read and make money1 shook their heads forebodingly1 and got up1 making wry faces and nodding among themselves1 half contemptuous1 half scandalized2 and as soon as they were outside1 muttered a grumbling of prudent disapprobation through their great black and silver beards4 ,but no one laughed4 ,the merchants followed them1 erect1 already thinking of the next day2 there remained behind the working men1 the poor1 the shepherds1 the peasants1 the gardeners1 the smiths1 the fishermen1 and all the herd of beggars1 orphans without inheritance1 old men without health1 homeless outcasts1 friendless unfortunates1 penniless men1 the diseased1 the maimed1 the worn-out1 the rejected4 ,they could not take their eyes from ,jesus1 they would have liked ,him to go on speaking1 to reveal the day of the ,new ,kingdom when they too would have their return for all this misery1 and see with their own eyes the day of reckoning4 ,the words of ,jesus had made their bruised and weary hearts beat faster4 ,a gleam of light1 a glimpse of the sky and of glory1 the hallucination of prosperity1 of banquets1 of repose and abundance1 sprang up from those great words in the rich souls of the poor4 ,perhaps they scarcely understood what the ,master meant to say1 and perhaps the ,kingdom glimpsed by them had some resemblance to a materialistic ,land of ,cockaigne4 ,but no one loved ,him as they did4 ,no one will ever love ,him like the poor of ,galilee1 hungering after peace and truth4 ,even those who were less destitute1 the day-laborers1 the fishermen1 the working men1 though less hungry for bread1 loved ,him for the love of those poor4 ,and when ,he came out from the ,synagogue all those stood waiting in the street to see ,him again4 ,they followed ,him timidly as if in a dream2 when ,he entered into the house of a friend to eat they were almost jealous and some waited outside the door until ,he reappeared2 then1 grown more bold1 they accosted ,him and went along together beside the shores of the lake4 ,others joined them on the way1 and now one and now another 7they were braver under the open sky and outside the ,synagogue7 began asking questions4 ,and ,jesus paused and answered this obscure crowd with words never to be forgotten4 ,,the ,,first ,,four ,among the fishermen of ,capernaum1 ,jesus found ,his first disciples4 ,almost every day ,he was on the beach of the lake2 sometimes the boats were going out1 sometimes they were coming in1 the sails swelling in the breeze2 and from the barks the barefooted men climbed down1 wading knee-deep in water1 carrying the baskets filled with the wet silver of dead fish piled together1 good and bad1 and with the old dripping nets4 ,they put out sometimes at nightfall when there was a moon1 and came back early in the morning just after the setting of the moon and before sunrise4 ,often ,jesus was waiting for them on the strand and was the first to greet them4 ,but the fishing was not always good1 sometimes they came back empty-handed1 tired and depressed4 ,jesus greeted them with words which cheered them1 and the disappointed men1 although they had not slept1 listened to ,him willingly4 ,one morning two boats came back towards ,capernaum while ,jesus standing by the lake was talking to the people who had gathered around ,him4 ,the fishermen disembarked and began to arrange the nets2 then ,jesus entered into one of the boats and asked them to put it out a little from the land so that ,he might not be pressed upon by the crowd4 ,upright near the rudder ,he taught those who had remained on the land1 and when ,he had left speaking ,he said to ,simon1 8,launch out into the deep1 and let down your nets for a draught40 ,and ,simon1 son of ,jona1 owner of the boat1 answered1 8,master1 we have toiled all the night and have taken nothing1 nevertheless at thy word1 ,i will let down the net40 ,when they were only a short distance from the bank1 ,simon and ,andrew1 his brother1 threw out into the water a large net4 ,and when they drew it back it was so full of fish that the meshes were almost breaking4 ,then the two brothers called their partners in the other boat1 that they should come to help them1 and they threw out the net again and drew it up again full4 ,simon1 ,andrew and the others cried out 8a miracle60 and thanked ,jesus1 who had brought them this good luck4 ,simon1 impulsive by nature1 threw himself at the knees of their guest crying1 8,depart from me2 for ,i am a sinful man1 ,o ,lord40 ,but ,jesus1 smiling1 said1 8,follow me1 and ,i will make you fishers of men40 ,when they went back to the shore they pulled the boat up on the land1 and leaving their nets1 the two brothers followed ,him4 ,and a few days after this1 ,jesus saw the other two brothers1 ,james and ,john1 sons of ,zebedee1 who were partners of ,simon and ,andrew1 and he called them1 while they were mending the broken nets2 and they too said farewell to their father1 who was in the boat with the sailors1 and leaving the broken nets half-mended1 followed ,him4 ,jesus was no longer alone3 four men1 two pairs of brothers more deeply brothers in this common faith1 were ready to accompany ,him wherever ,he wished to go1 to break bread with ,him1 to repeat ,his words1 to obey ,him as a father1 and more than a father4 ,four poor fishermen1 four plain men of the lake1 men who did not know how to read1 nor indeed how to speak correctly1 four humble men whom no one else would have been able to distinguish from others1 were called by ,jesus to found with ,him a kingdom which was to occupy all the earth4 ,for ,him they left their faithful boats which they had put out into the water so many times1 and so many times tied up to the wharf2 they left the old fish nets which had drawn from the water thousands of fish2 they left their father1 their family1 their home4 ,they left all that to follow this man who did not promise money or lands and spoke only of love1 of poverty and perfection4 ,thus if their spirit always remained too low to understand their master1 always a little rustic and common1 and if sometimes they doubted and were uncertain and did not understand ,his truths and ,his parables1 and at the end abandoned ,him1 all will be pardoned to them for the candid1 unquestioning promptness with which they followed ,him at the first call4 ,who among us to-day1 among all those now living1 would be capable of imitating those four poor men of ,capernaum8 ,if a prophet should come and say to the merchant1 8,leave your bank and your counter02 and to the ,professor1 8,come down from your chair and throw away your books02 and to the statesman1 8,give up your portfolios and your lies which are only nets for catching men02 and to the working man1 8,put away your tools for ,i will give you other work02 and to the farmer1 8,stop in the middle of the furrow and leave your plow among the clods1 for ,i promise you a more wonderful harvest02 and to the factory hand1 8,stop your machine and come with me1 for spirit is more precious than metal02 and to the rich1 8,give away all your goods1 for you will acquire with me an inestimable treasure02 444 if a prophet should speak thus to us1 men of the present day1 how many would follow him with the simple-hearted spontaneity of those fishermen of old8 ,but ,jesus made no sign to the merchants who stood trafficking in the open places1 and in the shops1 nor to those who observed the tiniest commands of the law and could recite by heart verses from the ,bible1 nor to the farmers rooted to their land and their live-stock1 and certainly not to the affluent1 surfeited1 satisfied1 who care nothing about any other kingdoms because their kingdom has long since been realized4 ,not by chance did ,jesus select ,his first companions from among fishermen4 ,the fisherman who lives a great part of his days in the pure solitude of the water is the man who knows how to wait4 ,he is the patient1 unhurried man who lets down his nets and leaves the rest to ,god4 ,the water has its caprices1 the lake its fantasies1 no day is like another day2 he does not know when he goes away if he will come back with his boat full or without a single fish to cook for his dinner4 ,he commends himself into the hands of ,god1 who sends abundance and famine4 ,he consoles himself for bad days by thinking of the good days which have been and which will come4 ,he does not desire sudden riches1 and is glad if he can exchange the results of his fishing for a little bread and wine4 ,he is pure in soul and body4 ,he washes his hands in water and his spirit in solitude4 ,of these fishermen who would have died in the obscurity of ,capernaum without any one except their neighbors being aware of them1 ,jesus made saints whom men even to-day remember and invoke4 ,a great man creates great men2 from a somnolent people he raises up prophets2 from a debilitated people1 warriors2 from an ignorant race1 teachers4 ,in any weather fires are lighted if there is a hand capable of kindling them4 ,when ,david appears he finds at once his gibborim2 an ,agamemnon finds his heroes1 an ,arthur his knights1 ,charlemagne his paladins1 ,napoleon his ,marshals4 ,jesus found among the men of the people of ,galilee1 ,his apostles4 ,jesus did not seek armed warriors1 men who would lay their enemies low1 conquerors of provinces4 ,his apostles were to fight1 but the good fight of perfection against corruption1 holiness against sin1 health against sickness1 spirit against matter1 the happy future against the past1 henceforth sterile4 ,they were to aid ,him in bringing ,his joyous message to the heavy-hearted4 ,they were to speak in ,his name in places where ,he could not go1 and in ,his name to carry on ,his work after ,his death4 ,,the ,,mount ,the ,sermon on the ,mount is the greatest proof of the right of men to exist in the infinite universe4 ,it is our sufficient justification1 the patent of our soul's worthiness1 the pledge that we can lift ourselves above ourselves to be more than men1 the promise of that supreme possibility1 the hope of our rising above the beast4 ,if an angel come down to us from the world above should ask us what our most precious possession is1 the master-work of the ,spirit at the height of its power1 we would not show him the great wonderful oiled machines of which we foolishly boast1 although they are but matter in the service of material and superfluous needs2 but we would offer him the ,sermon on the ,mount1 and afterwards1 only afterwards1 a few hundred pages taken from the poets of all the peoples4 ,but the ,sermon would be always the one refulgent diamond dimming with the clear splendor of its pure light the colored poverty of emeralds and sapphires4 ,and if men were called before a superhuman tribunal and had to give an account to the judges of all the inexplicable mistakes and of the ancient infamies every day renewed1 and of the massacres which last for a thousand years1 and of all the bloodshed between brothers1 and of all the tears shed by the children of men1 and of our hardness of heart and of our perfidy only equaled perhaps by our stupidity2 we should not bring before this tribunal the reasonings of the philosophers1 however learned and fine-spun2 not the sciences1 ephemeral systems of symbols and recipes2 nor our laws1 short-sighted compromises between ferocity and fear4 ,the only thing we should have to show as restitution for so much evil1 as atonement for our stubborn tardiness in paying our debts1 as apology for sixty centuries of hideous history1 as the one and supreme attenuation of all those accusations1 is the ,sermon on the ,mount4 ,who has read it1 even once1 and has not felt at least in that brief moment while he read1 a thrill of grateful tenderness1 and an ache in his throat1 a passion of love and remorse1 a confused but urgent longing to act--so that those words shall not be words alone1 nor this sermon mere sounds and signs1 but so that they shall be imminent hope1 life1 alive in all those who live1 present truth for always and for every one8 ,he who has read it1 if only once1 and has not felt all this1 he deserves our love beyond all other men1 because all the love of men can never make up to him for what he has lost4 ,the ,mount on which ,jesus sat the day of the sermon was certainly not so high as that from which ,satan had shown ,him the ,kingdoms of the earth4 ,from it you could see only the plain1 calm under the loving sunset light2 on one side the silver-green oval of the lake1 and on the other the long crest of ,carmel where ,elijah overcame the scullions of ,baal4 ,but from this humble mount which only the hyperbole of the chroniclers called mountain1 from this little rocky hill scarcely rising above the level earth1 ,jesus disclosed that ,kingdom which has no confines or boundaries1 and wrote not on tablets of stone like ,jehovah1 but on flesh-and-blood hearts1 the song of the new man1 the hymn of glorification4 8,how beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that bringeth good tidings1 that publisheth peace60 ,isaiah was never more a prophet than at the moment when these words poured from his soul4 ,,blessed ,,are ,,the ,,poor ,jesus sat on a little hill in the midst of the first apostles surrounded by hundreds of eyes that were watching ,his eyes2 and some one asked ,him to whom would be allotted this ,kingdom of ,heaven1 of which ,he so often spoke4 ,jesus answered with the nine beatitudes4 ,the beatitudes1 so often spelled out even nowadays by people who have lost their meaning1 are almost always misunderstood1 mutilated1 deformed1 cheapened1 distorted4 ,and yet they epitomize the first day of ,christ's teaching1 that glorious day6 8,blessed are the poor in spirit3 for theirs is the kingdom of heaven40 ,luke leaves out the words 8in spirit10 seeming to mean the 8poor0 and nothing else2 and many people after him 7some modern and malicious7 have understood him to mean the simple-minded1 the silly4 ,they see in the words only a choice between the bankrupt and the imbecile4 ,when ,he spoke1 ,jesus was not thinking either of the first or the second4 ,jesus had no friendship for the rich and detested with all ,his soul the greedy desire for riches1 the greatest obstacle to the true enrichment of the soul2 ,jesus was friendly to the poor and comforted them because they had less comfort than other people2 ,he kept them near ,him because of their greater need to be fed by loving words4 ,but ,he was not so foolish as to think that to be poor1 materially poor in the worldly sense of the word1 is a sufficient title to enjoy the ,kingdom1 without any other qualifications4 ,jesus never gave any sign of admiring that intelligence which is solely the intelligence of abstraction and the memory for phrases4 ,purely systematic philosophers1 and metaphysical sophists1 gropers in nature1 devourers of books1 would never have found grace in ,his eyes4 ,but intelligence1 the power of understanding the signs of the future and the meaning of symbols--enlightened and prophetic intelligence1 the loving mastery of the truth--was a gift in ,his eyes also1 and many times ,he grieved that ,his listeners and ,his disciples showed so little of it4 ,for ,him supreme intelligence consisted in realizing that the intelligence alone is not enough1 that all the soul must be changed to obtain happiness1 since happiness is not an absurd dream but eternally possible and within reach4 ,but he fully understood that intelligence ought to aid us in this total transmutation4 ,he could not therefore call to the fullness of the ,kingdom of ,god the dull and the imbecile4 ,poor in spirit are those who are fully and painfully aware of their own spiritual poverty1 of the faultiness of their own souls1 of the smallness of the good that is in us all1 of the moral indigence of most men4 ,only the poor who realize that they are really poor suffer from their poverty1 and because they suffer from it try to escape from it4 ,very different these from men apparently rich1 from those blind arrogant self-satisfied people who believe themselves fulfilled and perfected1 in good standing with ,god and man1 who feel no eagerness to climb upward because they delude themselves with thinking they are already on high1 who will never enrich themselves because they do not realize their own fathomless poverty4 ,those therefore who confess themselves poor and undergo suffering to acquire that veritable wealth named perfection1 will become holy as ,god is holy1 and theirs shall be the ,kingdom of ,heaven2 those complacent people on the other hand who drape themselves in self-satisfaction1 taking no heed of the foulness accumulated and hidden under their vainglory1 will not enter into the ,kingdom4 ,,blessed ,,are ,,the ,,meek3 ,,for ,,they ,,shall ,,inherit ,,the ,,earth ,the earth here promised is not the literal field of clods1 nor monarchies with built-up cities4 ,in the language of the ,messiah1 8to inherit the earth0 means to partake of the ,new ,kingdom4 ,the soldier who fights for the earthly earth needs to be fierce2 but he who fights within himself for the conquest of the new earth and the new heaven must not abandon himself to anger1 the counselor of evil1 nor to cruelty1 the negation of love4 ,the meek are those who endure close contact with evil men and with themselves--often harder to bear--who do not break out into brutish rage when things go badly1 but conquer their inner enemies with that quiet perseverance which more than sudden sterile furies shows the force of the soul4 ,they are like water which is not hard to the touch1 which seems to give way before other substances1 but slowly rises1 silently attacks1 and calmly consumes1 with the patience of the years1 the hardest granites4 ,,blessed ,,are ,,they ,,that ,,mourn ,blessed are they that mourn1 for they shall be comforted4 ,the afflicted1 the weeping1 those who feel disgust for themselves and pity for the world1 who do not live in the supine stupidity of everyday life1 who mourn over their own unhappiness and that of their brothers1 who grieve over failures1 over the blindness which delays the victory of light--because light for men cannot come from the sky if their own eyes do not reflect it--who grieve over the remoteness of that righteousness dreamed-of again and again1 promised a thousand times1 and yet always further away through our fault and every one's fault2 those who mourn over an offense received instead of increasing the wrong by revenge1 and who weep over the wrong they have done and over the good they might have done and did not2 those who care little about the loss of a visible treasure but strain after the invisible treasure2 those who mourn1 hasten with their tears the day of grace1 and it is right that they shall some day be comforted4 ,,blessed ,,are ,,they ,,that ,,hunger ,,and ,,thirst ,,after ,,justice3 ,,for ,,they ,,shall ,,be ,,filled ,the justice which ,jesus means is not the justice of men1 obedience to human law1 conformity to codes1 respect for usage and for the established transactions of men4 ,in the language of the psalmists1 the prophets1 the saints1 the just man is he who lives according to the will of ,god1 because ,god is the supreme type of all perfection4 ,not according to the law written by the ,scribes set down in the ,bible1 diluted by ,talmudic casuistries1 obscured by the subtleties of the ,pharisees2 but according to the one simple ,law which ,jesus reduces to one commandment1 8,love all men near and far1 your fellow countrymen and foreigners1 strangers and enemies40 ,those who hunger and thirst after this justice shall be filled in the ,kingdom of ,heaven4 ,even if they do not succeed in being perfect in all things1 much will be pardoned for their endurance of the long vigil4 ,,blessed ,,are ,,the ,,merciful3 ,,for ,,they ,,shall ,,obtain ,,mercy ,he who loves shall be loved1 he who gives help shall find help4 ,the law of retaliation is nullified for evil but remains valid for good4 ,we constantly commit sins against the spirit and those sins will be forgiven us only as we forgive those committed against us4 ,christ is in all men and what we do to others will be done to us4 8,inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren1 ye have done it unto me40 ,if we have pity on others we may have pity for ourselves2 ,god can pardon the evil which we do to ourselves only if we pardon the evil which others do to us4 ,,blessed ,,are ,,the ,,pure ,,in ,,heart3 ,,for ,,they ,,shall ,,see ,,god ,the ,pure of ,heart are those who have no other wish than for perfection1 no other joy than victory over the evil which hunts us down on every side4 ,he who has his heart crammed with furious desires1 with earthly ambitions1 with carnal pride and with all the lusts which convulse this ant-heap of the earth1 can never see ,god face to face1 will never know the sweetness of ,his magnificent felicity4 ,,blessed ,,are ,,the ,,peacemakers3 ,,for ,,they ,,shall ,,be ,,called ,,the ,,sons ,,of ,,god ,these peacemakers are not the meek of the second beatitude4 ,the meek refrain from answering evil with evil2 the peacemakers do more1 they return good for evil1 they bring peace where wars are flaring up4 ,when ,jesus said ,he had come to bring war and not peace1 ,he meant war to evil1 to ,satan1 to the world1 to evil which is wrong1 to ,satan who is ,death1 to the world which is an eternal battle4 ,he means1 in short1 war against war4 ,the peacemakers are those who wage war upon war1 those who placate1 those who bring about concord4 ,the origin of every war is self-love1 love which becomes love of riches1 pride of possession1 envy of those more wealthy1 hatred for rivals2 and the new law comes to teach hatred for oneself1 contempt for measurable goods1 love for all creatures1 even for those who hate us4 ,the peacemakers who teach and practice this love cut at the root of all war4 ,when every man loves his brothers more than himself there will be no more wars1 neither great nor small1 neither civil nor imperial1 neither of words nor of blows1 between man and man1 between class and class1 between people and people4 ,the peacemakers will have conquered the earth and they will be called the true sons of ,god1 and they will enter among the first into ,his ,kingdom4 ,,blessed ,,are ,,they ,,who ,,have ,,been ,,persecuted ,,for ,,justice' ,,sake3 ,,for ,,theirs ,,is ,,the ,,kingdom ,,of ,,heaven ,i send you out to found this ,kingdom1 the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 of that higher justice which is love1 of that fatherly goodness whose name is ,god2 ,i send you out therefore to fight against those who uphold injustice1 the servants of materialism1 the proselytes of the ,adversary4 ,they will defend themselves when attacked1 and to defend themselves they will attack you4 ,you will be tortured in body1 crucified in soul1 deprived of liberty and perhaps of life2 but if you accept this suffering cheerfully to carry to others that justice which makes you suffer1 this persecution will be for you an incontestable title to enter into the ,kingdom which you have founded as far as was in your power4 ,,blessed ,,are ,,ye ,,when ,,men ,,shall ,,reproach ,,you ,,and ,,persecute ,,you ,,and ,,say ,,all ,,manner ,,of ,,evil ,,against ,,you ,,falsely ,,for ,,my ,,sake4 ,,rejoice ,,and ,,be ,,exceeding ,,glad3 ,,for ,,great ,,is ,,your ,,reward ,,in ,,heaven3 ,,for ,,so ,,persecuted ,,they ,,the ,,prophets ,,which ,,were ,,before ,,you ,persecution is a material attack through physical1 legal and political means4 ,the persecutors can take away your bread1 and the clear light of the sun1 and divine liberty2 they may break your bones1 but you must endure more than mere persecution4 ,you must expect insult and calumny4 ,they will condemn you because you wish to change bestial men into saints4 ,wallowing in the foulness of their bestiality1 they detest the idea of leaving their filth4 ,but they will not be satisfied to strike only at your body1 they will strike also at your soul4 ,they will accuse you of all crimes1 they will stone you with slander and contumely4 ,hogs will say that you are filthy1 asses will swear that you are ignorant1 ravens will accuse you of eating carrion1 rams will drive you away as ill-smelling1 the dissolute will cry out upon the scandal of your corruptness and thieves will denounce you for theft4 ,but you must always rejoice because the insult of evil men is the consecration of your own goodness1 and the mud thrown at you by the impure is the pledge of your purity4 ,this is1 as ,st4 ,francis says1 8the perfect joy40 ,beyond all the graces which ,christ gives to ,his friends is the grace of conquering oneself and willingly enduring injury1 opprobrium1 pains1 discomforts4 ,all the other gifts of ,god are not ours to glory in1 because they come not from us1 but from ,god2 but in tribulation and in affliction we can glory because that is ours4 ,all the prophets who have ever spoken upon the earth were insulted by men1 and men will insult those who are to come4 ,we can recognize prophets by this1 that smeared with mud and covered with shame1 they pass among men1 bright-faced1 speaking out what is in their hearts4 ,no mud can close the lips of those who must speak4 ,even if the obstinate prophet is killed1 they cannot silence him4 ,his voice multiplied by the echoes of his death will be heard in all languages and through all the centuries4 ,this promise brings the beatitudes to their end4 ,by means of the beatitudes1 ,christ fully explains who are fit to be the citizens of ,his new ,kingdom4 ,those citizens are henceforth found and sealed2 every one can recognize them4 ,the unwilling are warned1 the uncertain are reassured4 ,the rich1 the proud1 the satisfied1 the violent1 the unjust1 the warlike1 those who mock1 those who do not hunger after perfection1 those who persecute and outrage1 can never enter into the ,kingdom of ,heaven4 ,they cannot enter there until they are altogether conquered and changed1 and have become the opposite of what they are now4 ,those who live happily according to the world1 those whom the world envies1 imitates and admires1 are infinitely further from true happiness than those others whom the world scorns and hates4 ,in this exulting beginning ,jesus has turned upside down the human hierarchy2 now as ,he goes on ,he will turn upside down the values of life1 and no other revaluation will ever be so divinely paradoxical as ,his4 ,,the ,,divine ,,paradox ,emasculated ,gymnosophists and the cowardly sect of the ,saturnists1--these are serious-minded men who can understand plain facts but cannot interpret those facts but merely repeat and spoil them--have always looked with unfriendly eyes on what is called the paradoxical4 ,to save themselves the trouble of distinguishing between sacred paradoxes and those which are only a fatuous amusement1 they make haste to pass judgment on all paradox as nothing else than the overturning of recognized old truths2 hence1 false and--they add1 to clip the wings of vanity--as easy as possible to invent4 ,one would suppose it seems to them more difficult to walk along the road already laid out1 and to spell over line by line what was written before they were born by men who certainly had not their cowardly temperament4 ,but if these priests of the already-said would consider the few master ideas on which modern thought is living1 or rather on which it is dying1 they would discover that they are almost all overturnings1 that is to say1 paradoxes4 ,when ,rousseau says that men are born good but that society makes them bad1 he turns inside out the accepted doctrine of original sin2 when the disciples of progress affirm that from the worse comes the better2 when the evolutionist affirms that the complex springs out of the simple2 and the monist that all diversities are but manifestations of the ,one2 and the ,marxist that economic history is the basis of spiritual development2 when the modern mathematical philosophers affirm that man is not as he has always been believed1 the center of the universe1 but a minute animal species on one of an infinite number of spheres scattered in the infinite2 when the ,protestants cry1 8,the ,pope is of no account but only the ,scriptures02 when the ,french ,revolutionists say1 8,the ,third ,estate is nothing and should be everything0--what are all these people doing except overturning old and commonly held opinions8 ,but ,jesus is the greatest overturner1 the supreme maker of paradoxes1 radical and without fear4 ,this is ,his greatness1 ,his eternal freshness and youth1 the secret of the turning sooner or later of every great heart toward ,his ,gospel4 ,he became incarnate to recreate men sunk in error and evil2 ,he found error and evil in the world2 how could ,he fail to overturn the maxims of the world8 ,read over again the words of the ,sermon on the ,mount4 ,at every step it proclaims the desire of ,jesus that what is low shall be recognized as lofty2 that the last shall be first2 that the overlooked shall be the preferred2 that the scorned shall be reverenced1 and finally1 that the old truth shall be considered as error1 and ordinary life as death and corruption4 ,he has said to the past1 benumbed in its death agony1 to ,nature1 too easily followed1 to universal and common opinion of mankind1 the most decisive 8,,no0 in the history of the world4 ,in this ,he is faithful to the spirit of ,his race which in its very downfall always found reasons for greater hope4 ,the most enslaved people dreamed of dominating other peoples with the help of the ,son of ,david4 ,the most despised race felt that glory was promised them1 the people most punished by ,god believed itself the most loved2 the most sinful was certain that it alone was to be saved4 ,this absurd reaction of the ,hebrew conscience became in ,christ a revision of values1 became1 because of ,his superhuman origin1 a divine renovation of all the principles followed and respected by humanity4 ,christ's first discovery is like that of ,buddha1 8,men are unhappy1 all men--even those who seem happy40 ,siddharta to put an end to pain counseled the suppression of life itself4 ,jesus had another hope1 more sublime in that it appears absurd4 ,he taught that men are unhappy because they have not found true life4 ,let them become the opposite of what they are1 let them do the contrary of what they do1 and the festival of happiness on earth will begin4 ,until now they have followed ,nature1 they have let themselves be guided by their instincts1 they have accepted and that only superficially a provisional and insufficient law1 they have worshiped lying gods1 they have thought they could find happiness in wine1 in flesh1 in gold1 in authority1 in cruelty1 in art1 in learning2 and the only result has been that their suffering has become more intense4 ,the explanation is that they have lost the path1 that they must turn straight around1 renounce what seemed good1 pick up what was thrown away1 worship what was burned1 and burn what was worshiped1 conquer the animal instincts instead of satisfying them1 struggle with their nature instead of justifying it1 make a new law and live by it1 faithfully1 in the spirit4 ,if until now they have not obtained what they looked for1 the only possible cure is to turn their present life upside down1 that is1 to transform their souls4 ,our permanent unhappiness is a proof that the experiment of the old world has failed1 that ,nature is hostile1 that the past is wrong1 that to live like animals according to the elementary instinct of animals1 only slightly furbished up and varnished with humanity1 results in wretchedness and despair4 ,those who have laughed at or wept over the infinite wretchedness of man have seen clearly4 ,the pessimists are right4 ,those who denounce our boasting1 those who scorn our strengthlessness1 those who despise our ignominy1 how can they be refuted8 ,whoever is not born to wriggle contentedly in the worm heap1 eating his particle of earth1 he who has not only a stomach and two hands1 but a soul and a heart2 he whose soul is of finer temper because it has been so beaten upon1 is bound to feel a horror of mankind4 ,for hard1 arid natures this horror changes into repugnance and hate2 for others richer and more generous it turns to pity and love4 ,when we read ,leopardi and consider how he lost 7perhaps because of the imperfect ,christians surrounding him7 his youthful love of ,christ and1 eating his heart out in reasoning despair1 ended with the despairing lines1 8,tiresome and bitter is life1 never aught but that02 who of us will have the insight to reply1 8,be quiet1 unfortunate man6 ,if you taste nothing but bitterness1 it comes from the wormwood you are eating2 if you find life tiresome the fault is yours2 you yourself have used the infernal stone of barren reasoning to cauterize those feelings which would have made your life cheerful or at least endurable08 ,no1 ,leopardi was not mistaken1 for when you see men as they are and have no hope of saving them1 or changing them1 and you cannot live like them because you are too different from them1 and cannot succeed in loving them because you believe them condemned to eternal unhappiness and wickedness1 when you feel that the brutes will always be brutes and the cowards always cowards and the foul always more sunk in their foulness1 what else can you do but counsel your heart to silence1 and hope for death8 ,there is but one question3 are men unchangeable1 not to be transformed1 not capable of becoming better8 ,or1 on the other hand1 can man rise above himself and make himself holy8 ,the answer is of terrible importance4 ,all our destiny is in that question4 ,among superior men many have not been fully conscious of this dilemma4 ,many have believed and still believe that the form of life can be changed1 but not the essence2 and that to man everything will be given except to change the nature of his spirit2 that man can become yet more master of the world1 richer and more learned1 but he cannot change his moral structure4 ,his feelings1 his primary instincts will always remain as they were in the wild occupants of the caves1 in the constructors of the lake cities1 in the first barbarians and in the peoples of the most ancient kingdoms4 ,others feel an equal horror of man as he has been and as he is1 but before they sink into the despair of moral nihilism they look at man as he could be4 ,they have a firm faith in his perfectibility of soul and find happiness in the divine but terrible task of preparing the happiness of their brothers4 ,for men who are truly men there is no other choice3 either the blackest anguish or the boldest faith2 either death or salvation4 ,the past is horrible1 the present is repellent2 let us give all our life1 let us offer all our power of loving and understanding in order that to-morrow may be better1 that the future may be happy4 ,if up to now we have erred1 and the irrefutable proof is the black past from which we have come1 let us work for the birth of a new man and a new life4 ,there are but two possibilities3 either happiness will never be given to men or1 and this ,jesus believed firmly1 if happiness could be our ordinary and eternal possession there is no other price for attaining it but to change our course1 transform our souls1 create new values1 deny the old1 answer the 8,no0 of holiness to the false 8,yes0 of the world4 ,if ,christ was mistaken1 nothing remains but absolute and universal negation1 resolute faith in nothing4 ,either complete and rigorous atheism1 not the maimed hypocritical atheism of the cowardly sects of to-day2 or active faith in ,christ who saves and resurrects us by ,his love4 ,,ye ,,have ,,heard ,the first prophets1 the earliest legislators1 the leaders of young nations1 the ,kings1 founders of cities and institutors of justice1 the wise masters1 the saints1 began the domination of the beast4 ,with spoken and sculptured word they tamed wolfish men1 domesticated the men of the woods1 held barbarians in restraint1 taught those bearded children1 softened the violent1 the vengeful1 the inhuman4 ,with the gentleness of the word or the terror of punishment 7,orpheus or ,draco71 by promises or by threats1 in the name of the gods of high heavens or the gods under the earth1 they trimmed the nails1 which immediately grew long again2 put muzzles over the sharp-fanged mouths2 protected the defenseless1 the victims1 pilgrims1 women4 ,the old law that is found with only a few variations in the ,manava ,dharmasastra1 in the ,pentateuch1 in the ,ta-,hio1 in the ,avesta1 in the traditions of ,solon and of ,numa1 in the sententious maxims of ,hesiod and the ,seven ,wise ,men1 is the first attempt1 rough1 imperfect and inadequate1 to mold animality into a sketch1 a beginning1 a simulacrum of humanity4 ,this law reduced itself to a few elementary rules2 not to steal1 not to kill1 not to perjure1 not to fornicate1 not to tyrannize over the weak1 not to mistreat strangers and slaves any more than was necessary4 ,these are the social virtues1 strictly necessary for a common life1 useful to all4 ,the legislator contented himself with naming the most ordinary sins1 asked for a minimum of inhibition4 ,his ideal rarely surpassed a sort of approximate justice4 ,but the law took for granted the predominance of evil1 the sovereignty of instinct1 earlier than the law and still existing4 ,every precept implies its infraction1 every rule the practice of the opposite4 ,for this reason the old law1 the law of the first peoples1 is only an insufficient channeling of the brute force eternal and triumphant4 ,it is a collection of compromises and half-measures between custom and justice1 between nature and reason1 between the rebellious beast and the divine model4 ,men of ancient time1 carnal1 physical1 hearty1 lusty1 muscular1 sanguine1 sturdy1 solid1 hairy men with ruddy faces1 eaters of raw meat1 ravishers1 cattle-stealers1 mutilators of their enemies1 fit to be called1 like ,hector the ,trojan1 8killers of men10 strong1 zestful warriors who1 having dragged by the feet their slaughtered antagonists1 refreshed themselves with fat haunches of oxen and of mutton1 emptying enormous cups of wine2 these men ill-tamed1 ill-subdued to the law such as we see them in the ,mahabharata1 and in the ,iliad1 in the poem of ,izdubar1 and in the book of the wars of ,jehovah1 such men without the fear of punishment and of ,god would have been still more unrestrained and ferocious4 ,in times when a head was asked for an eye1 an arm for a finger1 and a hundred lives for a life1 a law of retaliation which asked only an eye for an eye and a life for a life was a notable victory of generosity1 appalling though it seems after the teaching of ,jesus4 ,but the law was more often disobeyed than observed2 the strong endured it against their will1 the powerful who ought to have protected it1 evaded it2 the bad violated it openly2 the weak cheated it4 ,and even if it had been entirely obeyed by every man every day it would not have been enough to conquer the evil perpetually boiling up1 held down only for a moment1 rendered harder to enact but not impossible1 condemned but not abolished4 ,it was a reduction of innate fierceness1 not its total extirpation4 ,men1 shackled but reluctant1 had learned to pretend obedience1 did a little good where every one could see them in order to be more free to do wrong secretly1 exaggerated the observance of external precepts that they might the better betray the foundation and spirit of the law4 ,they had come to this point when ,jesus spoke on the ,mount4 ,he understood that the old law was doomed1 drowned in the stagnant swamps of formalism2 the endless work of the education of the human race was to begin over again1 the ashes must be brushed away1 the flame of original enthusiasm must be blown into it1 it must be carried through to its original destination which is always metanoia1 the changing of the soul4 ,and for this it was necessary to terminate the old law1 the dried and burnt-out old law4 ,with ,jesus therefore begins the new law3 the old is abrogated and declared insufficient4 ,he begins at every example with the words--8,ye have heard it said0 444 and at once ,he substitutes for the old command1 which ,he purifies by paradox or actually overthrows1 the new command1 8,but ,i say unto you44440 ,with these 8buts0 a new phase of the human education begins4 ,it is not the fault of ,jesus if we are still groping along in the twilight of very early dawn4 ,,but ,i ,,say ,,unto ,,you 8,ye have heard that it was said by them of old time1 ,thou shalt not kill 444 but ,i say unto you1 ,that whosoever is angry with his brother 444 shall be in danger of the judgment3 and whosoever shall say to his brother1 ,raca1 shall be in danger of the council3 but whosoever shall say1 ,thou fool1 shall be in danger of hell fire40 ,jesus goes straight to the extreme4 ,he does not even consider the possibility of striking a brother1 much less of killing him4 ,he does not conceive even the intention1 the wish to kill4 ,a single moment of anger1 a single abusive word1 a single offensive phrase1 are for him the equivalent of assassination4 ,unimaginative1 mediocre people cry out1 8,exaggeration40 ,there can be no grandeur where there is no passion and passion is exaggeration4 ,jesus has ,his own logic and makes no mistake4 ,murder is only the final carrying out of a feeling4 ,from anger follow evil words1 from evil words1 evil deeds2 from blows1 murder4 ,it is not enough therefore to forbid the final act1 the material and external act4 ,that is only the result of an interior process which has made it inevitable4 ,the right thing to do is to cut at the root of the evil to destroy the evil plant of hate which bears the poisonous fruit4 ,achilles1 son of ,peleus1 that same ,achilles who was wrathful because they took away his concubine1 and who begged the ,gods to let him become a cannibal so that he could set his teeth in his dead enemies' flesh1 ,achilles of the silver-footed mother said3 8,whether they come from ,gods or from men1 ill-omened are quarrels and the anger which drives even a wise man to wrath1 wrath which sweeter than honey in the mouth grows greater in men's hearts40 ,achilles1 after the massacre of his companions1 after the death of his dearest friend1 discovers finally what a thing is wrath1 which kindles and burns and not even a river of blood can quench it4 ,the wrathful hero knows what an evil thing is wrath1 but he is not converted4 ,and he foregoes his wrath against the king of men only to vent the fury of his vengeance upon the murdered body of ,hector4 ,anger is like fire3 it can be smothered only at the first spark2 afterwards it is too late4 ,jesus uttered the profoundest truth when ,he decreed the same penalty for the first hot words as for murder4 ,when all men learn to conquer at the very start their outbreaks of resentment and to curb their imprecations1 quarrels of words or of deeds will flame up no longer between man and his brother man1 and homicide will become only a black memory of our wild-beast past4 8,ye have heard that it was said of them of old time1 thou shalt not commit adultery1 but ,i say unto you that whoever looketh upon a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery already in his heart40 ,even here ,jesus does not stop with the material fact which seems of importance to gross men4 ,he always soars from the body to the soul1 from flesh to will1 from the visible to the invisible4 ,the tree is judged by its fruit1 but the seed is judged by the tree4 ,evil visible to all is seen too late4 ,in its maturity it can no longer be prevented4 ,sin is the pustule which suddenly appears1 but which would not have appeared if the blood had been purged from its malignant humors in time4 ,when a man and another man's wife desire each other1 the betrayal is complete1 they have committed adultery whether or not they are guilty in deed4 ,a man marries not only the body of his wife1 but her soul4 ,if her soul is lost to him he has lost the greater part4 ,to lose also the lesser part may be unendurably painful1 but it is not vital4 ,a woman overcome and forced without her consent by a stranger not loved by her1 does not commit adultery4 ,what counts is the intention1 the feeling4 ,he who wishes to maintain himself pure must abstain also from the mere silent passing look of desire1 because the look of desire if not repressed is repeated and a look passes into a word1 into a kiss1 and into love which spares no lover4 ,to think of1 to imagine1 to desire a betrayal is already a betrayal4 ,he alone who cuts the first thread can save himself from the great net of perversity which1 starting from a glance1 grows until not even death can break it4 ,and ,jesus advises expressly to pluck out the eye and cast it away if evil comes from the eye1 and to cut off the hand and throw it away if evil comes from the hand1--advice which dismays the cowardly and even the strong4 ,yet even the most cowardly1 when threatened by cancer1 have their arms or legs cut off1 and if a tumor grows in the bowels1 are ready to have their bodies cut open to save their lives4 ,men are concerned to save the body1 but grudge any sacrifice necessary to keep in health the soul1 without which the body is only an insensate machine of flesh and blood4 8,again1 ye have heard that it hath been said by them of old time1 ,thou shalt not forswear thyself1 but shalt perform unto the ,lord thine oaths3 8,but ,i say unto you1 ,swear not at all1 neither by heaven2 for it is ,god's throne3 8,nor by the earth2 for it is his footstool3 neither by ,jerusalem2 for it is the city of the great ,king4 8,neither shalt thou swear by thy head1 because thou canst not make one hair white or black4 8,but let your communication be1 ,yea1 yea2 ,nay1 nay3 for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil40 ,he who swears to the truth is afraid1 he who swears to the false is a traitor4 ,the first believes that the power invoked could punish him1 the other is an impostor who profits by the faith of others the more readily to deceive them4 ,in both cases swearing is wrong4 ,for us impotent men to call on a superior power to bear witness or to be a judge in our miserable quarrels of opposed interest1 to swear by our heads or by our sons' heads when we cannot change the appearance of the smallest part of our body1 is an absurd challenge1 a blasphemy4 ,he who always speaks the truth not through dread of penalties1 but through natural desire of his soul1 needs no oaths4 ,oaths can almost always be called in question1 and never serve to give perfect security even to those who seem to be satisfied with them4 ,in the history of the world there are more stories of broken oaths than of oaths kept1 and he who uses most words to swear is precisely the man who is already thinking of breaking his oath4 8,ye have heard it said1 ,honor thy father and thy mother1 but ,i say unto you1 he that loveth his father and mother more than me is not worthy of me40 ,and also1 8,if any man come to me1 and hate not his father1 and mother1 and wife1 and children1 and brethren1 and sisters1 yea1 and his own life also1 he cannot be my disciple40 ,here also the old precept which ties the new order to the old order with the tether of reverence is brusquely reversed4 ,jesus does not condemn filial love1 but ,he puts it in its right place1 which is not first of all1 as the people of antiquity thought4 ,for ,him the greatest love1 the purest is paternal love4 ,the father loves in the son the future1 what is new2 the son loves in the father1 the past1 the old4 ,but ,jesus comes to change the past1 to destroy the old4 ,homage paid to parents1 shutting oneself up in tradition and in the family1 is a barrier to the renovation of the world4 ,love of all men is a greater thing than love for those who gave us life4 ,salvation for all men is infinitely preferable to the service of the few who make up a family4 ,to have the greater1 one must needs abandon the less4 ,it would be more convenient to love only those of our family and to make this love 7often forced and simulated7 an excuse for not being friendly to any one else4 ,but he who is devoting his life to something which transcends him has a great undertaking which takes all his strength and every moment of his every hour until the last4 ,he who wishes to serve the universe with a broad spirit must give up1 and if that is not enough1 deny the common affections4 ,he who wishes to be ,father in the divine sense of the word1 even without physical paternity1 cannot be merely a son4 8,let the dead bury their dead40 ,in the old law1 and more than ever in the learned traditions1 there were hundreds of precepts for the purification of the body1 minute1 tiresome1 complicated precepts without any true earthly or heavenly foundation4 ,the ,pharisees made the best part of religion consist in the observance of these traditions because it is much less trouble to wash a cup than your own soul4 ,for a dead thing like a cup a little water and a towel are enough2 for the soul there must be tears of love and the fire of desire4 8,not that which goeth into the mouth defileth a man2 but that which cometh out of the mouth1 this defileth a man4 ,do ye not understand that whatsoever entereth in at the mouth goeth into the belly and is cast out into the draught8 ,but those things which proceed out of the mouth come forth from the heart2 and they defile the man4 ,for out of the heart proceed evil thoughts1 murders1 adulteries1 fornications1 thefts1 false witness1 blasphemies4 ,these are the things which defile a man2 but to eat with unwashen hands defileth not a man40 ,the bath with water from the well or from the fountain1 the bodily and ritual bath1 does not take the place of the essential inner purification1 and it is better to eat with hands soiled with sweat than to repel a hungry brother with hands washed in three waters4 ,filth issues from the body1 disappears into the vaults and enriches orchards and fields4 ,but there are many finely dressed gentlemen so full to the throat with another sort of filth that the stench of it comes out with the words from their mouths1 vainly washed and rinsed4 ,and this filth does not disappear into underground vaults1 but soils every one's life1 poisons the air1 befouls even the innocent4 ,from these excremental men we should stand far away1 even if they are washed twelve times a day2 the soaping of the skin is not enough if the heart sends up noisome thoughts4 ,the sewer-cleaner1 if he thinks no evil1 is certainly cleaner than the rich man who1 while splashing in the perfumed water of his marble bath tub1 is meditating some new fornication or fraud4 ,,nonresistance ,but ,jesus had not yet arrived at the most stupefying of ,his revolutionary teachings4 8,ye have heard that it hath been said1 ,an eye for an eye1 and a tooth for a tooth3 ,but ,i say unto you1 ,that ye resist not evil3 ,but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek1 turn to him the other also4 ,and if any man will sue thee at the law1 and take away thy coat1 let him have thy cloke also4 ,and whosoever shall compel thee to go a mile1 go with him twain40 ,there could be no more definite repudiation of the old law of retaliation4 ,the greater part of those who call themselves ,christians not only have never observed this new ,commandment1 but have never been willing to pretend to approve of it4 ,for an infinite number of believers this principle of not resisting evil has been the unendurable and inacceptable scandal of ,christianity4 ,there are three answers which men can make to violence3 revenge1 flight1 turning the other cheek4 ,the first is the barbarous principle of retaliation1 now smoothed over and emasculated in the legal codes1 but nevertheless prevailing in usage3 evil is returned for evil1 either in one's own person or by the means of intermediaries1 representatives of our tribal lack of civilization1 called judges or executioners4 ,to the evil committed by the first offender are added the evils committed by the officers of justice4 ,often the punishment turns on the punisher and the terrible chain of violence from one revenge to another stretches out interminably4 ,wrong is two-edged2 it fails even if inflicted with the desire of doing good1 in nations1 or families or individuals4 ,a first crime brings after it a train of expiations and punishments which are distributed with sinister impartiality between offenders and offended4 ,the law of retaliation can give a bestial relief to him who is first struck1 but instead of lessening evil it multiplies it4 ,flight is no better than retaliation4 ,he who hides himself redoubles his enemies' courage4 ,fear of retaliation can on rare occasions hold back the violent hand1 but the man who takes flight invites pursuit4 ,he who hides invites his adversary to make an end of him4 ,his weakness becomes the accomplice of the ferocity of others4 ,here also evil begets evil4 ,in spite of its apparent absurdity the only way is that commanded by ,jesus4 ,if a man gives you a blow and you return another blow1 he will answer with his fists1 you in turn with kicks1 weapons will be drawn and one of you may lose your life1 often for a trivial reason4 ,if you fly1 your adversary will follow you and emboldened by his first experience will knock you down4 ,turning the other cheek means not receiving the second blow4 ,it means cutting the chain of the inevitable wrongs at the first link4 ,your adversary who expected resistance or flight is humiliated before you and before himself4 ,he was ready for anything but this4 ,he is thrown into confusion1 a confusion which is almost shame4 ,he has the time to come to himself2 your immobility cools his anger1 gives him time to reflect4 ,he cannot accuse you of fear because you are ready to receive the second blow1 and you yourself show him the place to strike4 ,every man has an obscure respect for courage in others1 especially if it is moral courage1 the rarest and most difficult sort of bravery4 ,an injured man who feels no resentment and who does not run away shows more strength of soul1 more mastery of himself1 more true heroism than he who in the blindness of rage rushes upon the offender to render back to him twice the evil received4 ,quietness1 when it is not stupidity1 gentleness1 when it is not cowardice1 astound common souls as do all marvelous things4 ,they make the very brute understand that this man is more than a man4 ,the brute himself when not incited to follow by a hot answer or by cowardly flight1 remains paralyzed1 feels almost afraid of this new1 unknown puzzling force1 the more so because among the greatest exciting factors for the man who strikes1 is his anticipated pleasure in the angry blow1 in the resistance1 in the ensuing struggle4 ,man is a fighting animal2 but with no resistance offered1 the pleasure disappears2 there is no zest left4 ,there is no longer an adversary1 but a superior who says quietly1 8,is that not enough8 ,here is the other cheek2 strike as long as you wish4 ,it is better that my face should suffer than my soul4 ,you can hurt me as much as you wish1 but you cannot force me to follow you into a mad1 brutal rage4 ,the fact that some one has wronged me cannot force me to act wrongly40 ,literally to follow this command of ,jesus demands a mastery possessed by few1 of the blood1 of the nerves1 and of all the instincts of the baser part of our being4 ,it is a bitter and repellent command2 but ,jesus never said it would be easy to follow ,him4 ,he never said it would be possible to obey ,him without harsh renunciations1 without stern and continuous inner battles2 without the denial of the old ,adam and the birth of the new man4 ,and yet the results of non-resistance1 even if they are not always perfect1 are certainly superior to those of resistance or flight4 ,the example of so extraordinary a spiritual mastery1 so impossible and unthinkable for common men1 the almost superhuman fascination of conduct so contrary to usual customs1 traditions and passions2 this example1 this spectacle of power1 this puzzling miracle1 unexpected like all miracles1 difficult to understand like all prodigies1 this example of a strong1 sane man who looks like other men1 and yet who acts almost like a ,god1 like a being above other beings1 above the motives which move other men--this example if repeated more than once1 if it cannot be laid to supine stupidity1 if it is accompanied by proofs of physical courage when physical courage is necessary to enjoy and not to harm--this example has an effectiveness which we can imagine1 soaked though we are in the ideas of revenge and reprisals4 ,we imagine it with difficulty2 we cannot prove it because we have had too few of such examples to be able to cite even partial experiments as proofs of our intuition4 ,but if this command of ,jesus has never been obeyed or too rarely obeyed1 there is no proof that it cannot be followed1 still less that it ought to be rejected4 ,it is repugnant to human nature1 but all real moral conquests are repugnant to our nature4 ,they are salutary amputations of a part of our soul--for some of us the most living part of the soul--and it is natural that the threat of mutilation should make us shudder4 ,but whether it pleases us or not1 only by accepting this command of ,christ can we solve the problem of violence4 ,it is the only course which does not add evil to evil1 which does not multiply evil a hundredfold1 which prevents the infection of the wound1 which cuts out the malignant growth when it is only a tiny pustule4 ,to answer blows with blows1 evil deeds with evil deeds1 is to meet the attacker on his own ground1 to proclaim oneself as low as he4 ,to answer with flight is to humiliate oneself before him1 and incite him to continue4 ,to answer a furiously angry man with reasonable words is useless effort4 ,but to answer with a simple gesture of acceptance1 to endure for three days the bore who inflicts himself on you for an hour1 to offer your breast to the man who has struck you on the shoulder1 to give a thousand to the man who has stolen a hundred from you1 these are acts of heroic excellence1 supine though they may appear1 so extraordinary that they overcome the brutal bully with the irresistible majesty of the divine4 ,only he who has conquered himself can conquer his enemies4 ,only the saints can charm wolves to mildness4 ,only he who has transformed his own soul can transform the souls of his brothers1 and transform the world into a less grievous place for all4 ,,against ,,nature ,nonresistance to evil is profoundly repugnant to our nature1 but to obey the teachings of ,christ means that our nature will come to feel disgust for what now pleases us1 and find happiness in what now fills us with horror4 ,his every word takes for granted this total renovation of the human spirit3 ,he fearlessly contradicts our most ordinary inclinations and the deepest of our instincts4 ,he praises what every one avoids4 ,he condemns what all men seek4 ,he not only gives the lie to what men teach 7often very different from what they really think and do71 but ,he contradicts what they actually think and do every day4 ,jesus does not believe in the perfection of the natural soul1 of the original soul4 ,he believes in its future perfection1 only to be reached by a complete overturning of its present nature4 ,his task is the reform of man2 more than that1 the making-over of man4 ,with ,him begins the new race2 ,he is the model1 the arch-type1 the ,adam of humanity remodeled and recast4 ,socrates tried to reform the mind1 ,moses the law1 others went no further than altering a ritual1 a code1 a system1 a science2 but ,jesus did not aim at changing one part of man but the whole man from top to bottom1 changing the inner man who is the motive-power and origin of all the facts and the words of the world4 ,therefore we need not expect ,him to compromise or to wheedle4 ,he will make no concessions to evil and imperfect nature2 ,he will not find specious reasons to justify it as the philosophers do4 ,you cannot serve ,jesus and ,nature4 ,he who stands with ,jesus is against the old animal nature and is working for the higher nature which must conquer it4 ,everything else is idle talk1 dust and ashes4 ,nothing is more common among men than the thirst for riches4 ,to heap up money by any means1 even the most infamous1 has always seemed the sweetest and most respectable of occupations4 ,but he who wishes to come with me1 said ,jesus1 must go and sell that which he has and give it to the poor and he shall have treasures in ,heaven4 ,poverty is the first requisite for the citizenship of the ,kingdom4 ,all men anxiously take thought for the morrow4 ,they are always afraid lest the ground give way under their feet1 lest there may not be enough bread to last to the next harvest4 ,they fear that they will not have enough clothes to cover their bodies and the bodies of their children4 ,but ,jesus teaches us1 8,take therefore no thought for the morrow3 sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof40 ,every man would like to stand first even among his equals4 ,he wishes to be superior to those who surround him1 to command1 to dominate1 to seem greater1 richer1 handsomer1 wiser4 ,the whole history of men is only the terror of standing second2 but ,jesus teaches us1 8,and whosoever of you will be the chiefest shall be servant of all40 ,the greatest is the smallest1 the most powerful shall serve the weakest1 he who exalts himself shall be humbled1 he who humbles himself shall be exalted4 ,vanity is another universal curse of men4 ,it poisons even their good actions1 because nearly always they perform those insignificant good actions so that they may be seen4 ,they do evil secretly and good openly4 ,jesus commands us to do just the opposite4 8,but when thou doest alms1 let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth2444 ,and when thou prayest1 thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are3 for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets1 that they may be seen of men4444 ,but thou1 when thou prayest1 enter into thy closet4444 ,moreover when ye fast1 be not1 as the hypocrites1 of a sad countenance3 for they disguise their faces1 that they may appear to fast4444 ,but thou1 when thou fastest1 anoint thine head1 and wash thy face40 ,the instinct of self-preservation is the strongest of all those which dominate us4 ,no infamy1 cruelty or cowardice is too much for us to pay for the safety of this handful of animated dust4 ,but ,jesus tells us3 8,for whosoever will save his life shall lose it3 but whosoever will lose his life for my sake the same shall save it40 ,for what we call life is not true life and he who gives up his soul ruins also the flesh which houses it4 ,every one of us has a hankering to judge his fellows4 ,to sit in judgment makes us feel that we are above those judged1 better1 more righteous1 innocent4 ,to accuse others is like saying1 8,we are not thus40 ,as a matter of fact it is always the hunchbacks who first cry out on those whose shoulders are a little bent4 ,but ,jesus says1 8,judge not that ye be not judged1 condemn not and ye shall not be condemned1 forgive and ye shall be forgiven40 ,every man boasts of being really manly1 that is1 a grave1 mature1 wise1 substantial1 worthy person1 who understands the nature of things and who can reason and have an opinion on all subjects4 ,a speech that is too sincere is said to be childish2 a simple person is scornfully called childish4 ,but when the disciples asked ,him who is the greatest in the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 ,jesus answered1 8,verily ,i say unto you1 ,whosoever shall not receive the ,kingdom of ,god as a little child shall in no wise enter therein40 ,the serious-minded man1 the devout1 the pure1 the ,pharisee1 avoids if possible the company of sinners1 of the fallen1 of the defiled1 and receives as equals at his table only the righteous4 ,but ,jesus tirelessly announces that ,he has come to seek for sinners and not for the righteous1 the bad and not the good1 and ,he feels no shame in sitting down to dinner in the house of the publican1 where a prostitute anoints his feet4 ,the truly pure man cannot be corrupted by the corrupt1 and does not feel that for fear of soiling his garments he needs leave them to die in their own vileness4 ,the avarice of men is so great that every one tries to take as much as he can from others and to give back as little4 ,every one seeks to possess2 praises of generosity are only an attempt to cover professional beggary with a decent mask2 but ,jesus affirms1 8,it is better to give than to receive40 ,all of us hate most of the people we know4 ,we hate them because they have more than we1 because they will not give us all we would like to have1 because they do not pay enough attention to us1 because they are different from us2 in a word1 because they exist4 ,we even go so far as to hate our friends1 even our benefactors4 ,and ,jesus commands us to love men1 to love them all1 to love even those who hate us4 ,no one who disobeys this command can call himself a ,christian2 though he is on the point of death if he does not love his slayer1 he has no right to call himself a ,christian4 ,love for ourselves1 the origin of our hatred for others includes all other tendencies and passions4 ,he who conquers self-love1 and the hatred toward others1 is already entirely transformed2 the rest flows from this as a natural consequence4 ,hatred toward oneself and love for enemies is the beginning and end of ,christianity4 ,the greatest victory over the fierce1 blind1 brutal man of antiquity is this and nothing else4 ,men cannot be born again into the happiness of peace until they love those who have offended against them4 ,to love your enemies is the only way to leave not an enemy on earth4 ,,before ,,love ,those who refuse ,christ have many easily understandable reasons for not accepting ,him3 they would need to renounce their old personalities and they cannot see that they would gain much by this renunciation2 and they are afraid of losing the dusty rubbish which seems magnificence to them4 ,people who deny ,christ as an excuse for not following ,his teachings have justified themselves of late by another reason1 a learned reason3 they claim that ,he said nothing new4 ,his words can be found in the ,orient and in the ,occident centuries earlier4 ,either ,he stole them1 or plagiarized unconsciously4 ,if ,he said nothing new1 ,he is not great2 if ,he is not great1 there is no need to listen to ,him4 ,let the ignorant admire ,him1 the stupid obey ,him1 the foolish respect ,him6 ,however1 these experts in the genealogy of ideas do not say whether the ideals of ,jesus1 let them be new or old1 should be accepted or rejected2 they do not dare to pretend that ,christ did nothing of value when ,he consecrated by ,his death a great truth1 a forgotten1 unused truth4 ,they do not look carefully to see whether there is a real identity of sense and of spirit between the ideas of ,jesus and those other older ideas1 or whether there is merely a simple assonance and a distant verbal resemblance4 ,and in the meantime1 in order to avoid being misled in that matter1 they reject ,christ's law and that of the philosophers who1 they pretend1 were ,christ's teachers1 and they continue tranquilly to lead their filthy lives as if the ,gospels had not been addressed to them as to other men4 ,after the promulgation of the old ,law there was amity between blood kin2 and the citizens of the same city bore with each other and did one another no harm2 but for strangers1 if they were not guests1 there was only hatred and extermination4 ,inside the family a little love2 inside the city an approximate justice2 outside the walls and the frontiers inextinguishable hatred4 ,centuries later voices were heard which asked a little love also for the neighbor1 for those who were not of the same household but of the same nation1 which asked for a little justice even for strangers1 even for enemies4 ,this would have been a wonderful step forward2 but these voices--they were so few1 so weak1 so distant--were not heard1 or1 if heard1 were not heeded4 ,four centuries before ,christ a wise man of ,china1 ,m'-,ti1 wrote a whole book1 the ,kie-,siang-,ngai1 to say that men should love each other4 ,he wrote1 8,the wise man who wants to improve the world can improve it only if he knows with certainty the origin of disorders2 if he does not know that1 he cannot improve it4444 ,whence come disorders8 ,they spring up because men do not love each other4 ,workmen and children have no filial feeling for their employers and parents4 ,children love themselves but do not love their parents2 they cheat their parents for their own purposes4 ,younger brothers love themselves but do not love their older brothers2 subjects love themselves but do not love their princes2 the father has no indulgence for the son1 the older brother for the younger brother1 the prince for his subjects4 ,the father loves himself and does not love his son2 he wrongs his son to his own advantage 444 thus1 everywhere brigands love their own homes and not their neighbors' homes1 and for this they sack other men's houses to fill their own4 ,thieves love their own bodies and do not love men1 wherefore they steal from men for the good of their own bodies4 ,if thieves considered the bodies of other men as they do their own1 who would rob8 ,the thieves would stay their hands4444 ,if universal mutual love should come1 countries would not resort to blows1 families would not be troubled1 thieves would hold their hands1 princes1 subjects1 fathers and sons would be respectful and indulgent and the world would be better40 ,for ,m'-,ti1 love1 or1 to translate it more exactly1 benevolence composed of respect and indulgence1 is the mortar to hold citizens and the state more closely united4 ,it is a remedy against the evils of life-in-common1 a social panacea4 8,answer insults with courtesy10 suggests timidly the mysterious ,lao-,tse2 but courtesy is prudence or mildness1 not love4 ,his contemporary1 old ,confucius1 according to his disciple ,thseng-,tse1 taught a doctrine which consisted in uprightness of heart1 and in loving one's neighbor as oneself 7neighbor and not the distant one1 the stranger1 the enemy7 as much as ourselves and not more than ourselves6 ,confucius preached filial love and general benevolence1 necessary to the good ordering of kingdoms1 but he did not dream of condemning hate4 ,in the same ,lun-,yu1 where the words of ,thseng-,tse are read1 we find these other words1 taken from the oldest ,confucian text1 the ,ta-,hio3 8,only the just and human man is capable of justly loving and hating men40 ,his contemporary ,gautama recommends love for men1 for all men1 even the most wretched and despised4 ,and the same love is to be felt for animals1 for the smallest among animals1 for all living beings4 ,in ,buddhism love of man for man is only a salutary exercise for the total eradication of self-love1 first and strongest prop of life4 ,buddha wishes to suppress suffering2 and to suppress suffering he sees no other way than to drown personal souls and universal souls in ,nirvana1--in nothingness4 ,the ,buddhist does not love his brother out of love for his brother1 but out of self-love1--that is1 to avoid suffering1 to overcome egotism1 to approach absorption in the stream of life4 ,his universal love is cold and self-seeking1 egotistical1 a form of indifference1 stoical in grief as in joy4 ,in ,egypt every dead body took with it into the tomb a copy of the book of the dead1 an anticipatory apology of the soul before the tribunal of ,osiris4 ,the dead praises himself3 he has been righteous and has given to the needy1 8,i have starved no one6 ,i have made no one weep6 ,i have not killed6 ,i have not commanded treacherous murder6 ,i have defrauded no one6 ,i have given bread to the hungry1 water to the thirsty1 clothes to the naked1 a boat to the traveler halted on his journey1 sacrifices to the gods1 funeral banquets to the dead40 ,this is righteousness and these are works of mercy 7had they really as a matter of fact done all that they claimed87 but we find no love here1 much less love for enemies4 ,if we wish to know how the ,egyptians treated their enemies let us read an inscription of the great king1 ,phiops ,i ,miriri3 8,this army went in peace2 it entered as it pleased into the country of the ,hirushaitu4 ,this army went in peace2 it laid waste the country of the ,hirushaitu4 ,this army went in peace2 they cut down all their fig trees and their grape vines4 ,this army went in peace2 they set on fire all their houses4 ,this army went in peace2 it massacred their soldiers by myriads4 ,this army went in peace2 it carried away their men1 women and children in great numbers1 and for this1 more than for any other thing1 did his ,holiness rejoice40 ,zarathushtra also leaves a law for the ,iranians4 ,this law commands the faithful of ,ahura ,mazd to be kind to their companions in the faith4 ,they are to give clothes to the naked and they are not to refuse bread to the hungry working man4 ,we are still concerned with material charity towards those who belong to us1 who serve us1 who are our neighbors4 ,there is no talk of love4 ,it has been said that ,jesus added nothing to the ,mosaic law1 and only repeated the old ,commandments4 8,eye for eye1 tooth for tooth1 hand for hand1 foot for foot1 ,burning for burning1 wound for wound1 stripe for stripe40 ,thus speaks ,moses in ,deuteronomy1 8,and thou shalt consume all the people which the ,lord thy ,god shall deliver thee2 thine eye shalt have no pity upon them40 ,thus it is written in ,deuteronomy3 a step further and we have reached ,love1 8,also thou shalt not oppress a stranger3 for ye know the heart of a stranger1 seeing ye were strangers in the land of ,egypt40 ,this is a beginning3 do no wrong to strangers in memory of the time when you also were a stranger2 but the stranger who lives with us is not an enemy1 and to refrain from wronging him1 does not mean to do good to him4 ,exodus commands not to wrong him4 ,leviticus is more generous1 8,and if a stranger sojourn with thee in your land ye shalt not vex him4 ,but the stranger that dwelleth with you shall be unto you as one born among you1 and thou shalt love him as thyself44440 ,always the foreigner who lives with you and has become your fellow-citizen1 hence like one of your friends4 ,in the same book we read1 8,thou shalt not avenge1 nor bear any grudge against the children of thy people40 ,this is another step forward4 ,do no harm to him who offends you1 provided that he is of your own nation4 ,we have come1 if not to pardon1 to generous forgetfulness1 although only for neighbors4 8,thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself40 ,neighbor1 fellow-citizen1 the man who is your racial brother1 who can help you4 ,but your enemy8 ,there is also an admonition about the treatment of your enemy3 8,if thou meet thine enemy's ox or his ass going astray1 thou shalt surely bring it back to him again4 ,if you see the ass of him that hateth thee lying under his burden1 and wouldest forbear to help him1 thou shalt surely help with him40 ,oh1 great kindness of ,jewish antiquity6 ,it would be so sweet to drive the ass further1 so that his master would have more trouble in finding him3 and when you see the ass fallen down under his pack-saddle1 how amusing it would be to smile in your beard and pass on2 but the heart of the old ,jew was not hardened to this degree3 an ass was too precious in those times and those conditions3 no one could live without at least one ass in the stable1 and every one had an ass4 ,to-day yours has escaped and to-morrow mine may run away4 ,do not let us avenge ourselves on our animals even if the master is a brute4 ,because if ,i am that man's enemy he is my enemy4 ,let us set him a good example1 an example by which we hope he will profit2 let us lend him a hand to readjust the pack-saddle of his ass2 let us do to others what we hope others will do to us1 and above the crupper and the ears of the ass let us1 as merciful men1 lay aside every evil thought4 ,this is rather too little3 the old ,jew has already made a tremendous effort in caring for the animals of his enemy1 but the ,psalms1 to make up for it1 resound at every step with outcries against enemies and with violent demands to the ,lord to persecute and destroy them4 8,as for the head of those that compass me about1 let the mischief of their own lips cover them2 let burning coals fall upon them 444 let them be cast into the fire2 into deep pits1 that they rise not up again4 ,let destruction come upon him unawares2 and let his net that he hath hid catch himself2 into that very destruction let him fall4 ,and my soul shall be joyful in the ,lord60 ,in such a world it is natural that ,saul should be astounded that he was not killed by his enemy ,david1 and that ,job should boast of not having exulted in the misfortunes of an enemy4 ,only in the later proverbs do we find words which forecast ,jesus' saying1 8,say not thou1 ,i will recompense evil2 but wait on the ,lord1 and he shall save thee40 ,the enemy is to be punished1 but by hands more powerful than thine4 ,then the anonymous moralist of the ,old ,testament comes finally to charity1 8,if thine enemy be hungry1 give him bread to eat2 and if he be thirsty1 give him water to drink40 ,this is progress3 pity does not stop with the ox1 but extends itself also to the owner4 ,but the marvels of love of the ,sermon on the ,mount cannot have sprung from these timid maxims hidden away in a corner of the ,scriptures4 ,but there is1 they say1 ,hillel1 the ,rabbi ,hillel1 the great ,hillel1 master of ,gamaliel1 ,hillel ,hababli or the ,babylonian4 ,this celebrated ,pharisee lived a little before ,jesus and taught1 they say1 the same things which ,jesus afterwards taught4 ,he was a liberal ,judean1 a rational ,pharisee1 an intelligent rabbi2 but was he therefore a ,christian8 ,it is true that he said these words1 8,do not do unto others what is displeasing to you2 this is the whole ,law1 the rest is only explanation of it40 ,these are fine words for a master of the old law1 but how far away they are from those of the overturner of the ancient law6 ,this is a negative command1 8,do not do40 ,he does not say1 8,do good to those who wrong you10 but 8,do not do to others 7and these others are certainly companions1 fellow-citizens1 members of the family and friends7 what you feel to be evil40 ,he mildly forbids harmfulness2 he gives no absolute command to love4 ,as a matter of fact1 the descendants of ,hillel were those ,talmudists who mired the law in the great swamp of casuistry4 ,the descendants of ,jesus were the martyrs who blessed their torturers4 ,and ,philo1 the ,alexandrian ,jew1 the ,platonizing metaphysician1 some twenty years older than ,jesus1 left a treatise on the love of men2 but ,philo1 with all his talents and with all his mystical and ,messianic speculations1 is1 like ,hillel1 a theorist1 a man of pens and ink-pots1 of learning1 of books1 of systems1 of abstractions1 of classifications4 ,his dialectic strategy brings into the field thousands of words in parade formation1 but he is never inspired to pronounce the one word that burns up in an instant all the past1 the one word which brings hearts together4 ,he has talked of love more than ,christ1 but he could never have said1 and he would not have been able to understand1 what ,christ said to his ignorant friends on the ,mount4 ,,achilles ,,and ,,priam ,is it possible that in ,greece1 that well-spring from whence all have drunk1 there was no love for enemies8 ,would-be modern pagans1 enemies of the 8,palestine superstition10 claim that ,greek thought has everything in it4 ,in the spiritual life of the ,occident1 ,greece is like ,china to the ,east1 mother of all invention4 ,in the ,ajax of ,sophocles1 famous ,odysseus is moved to pity at the sight of a fallen enemy reduced to misery4 ,in vain ,athena herself1 ,hellenic wisdom personified in the sacred owl1 reminds him that 8the most delightful mirth is to laugh at one's enemies40 ,ulysses is not convinced4 8,i pity him1 although he is my enemy1 because ,i see him so unfortunate1 bound to an evil destiny2 and looking at him1 ,i think of myself4 ,because ,i see we are not other than ghosts1 and unsubstantial shadows1 all we who live4444 ,it is not right to do evil to a dying man even if you hate him40 ,it seems to me that we are here still very far away from love4 ,wily ,ulysses is not wily enough to conceal the motive of his unnatural softening4 ,he pities his enemy because he thinks of himself1 remembers that evil could happen also to him1 and he pardons his enemy only because he sees him dying and unfortunate4 ,a wiser man than ,ulysses1 the son of ,sophroniscus1 the stone cutter1 asked himself1 among many other questions1 how the righteous man ought to treat his enemies4 ,but reading the texts1 we discover with astonishment two ,socrates1 of different opinions4 ,the ,socrates of the ,memorabilia frankly accepts the common feeling4 ,friends are to be treated well and enemies ill1 and thus it is better to anticipate one's enemies in doing ill3 8,the man most greatly to be praised10 he says to ,cherocrate1 8is he who anticipates his enemies in hurtfulness and his friends in helpfulness40 ,but ,plato's ,socrates does not accept the common opinion4 ,he says to ,crito1 8,injustice should be rendered to no one in return for injustice2 nor evil for evil whatever has been the injury that thou hast received40 ,and he affirms the same principle in the ,republic1 adding in support that the bad are not bettered by revenge4 ,but the ruling idea in ,socrates' head is the thought of justice1 not the feeling of love4 ,in no case should the righteous man do evil1 out of self-respect 7notice this71 not out of affection towards his enemy4 ,the bad man must punish himself1 otherwise the judges in the lower world will punish him after death4 ,aristotle1 the disciple of ,plato1 turns tranquilly back to the old idea3 8,not to resent offenses10 he says in the ,ethics to ,nicomachus1 8is the mark of a base and slavish man40 ,in ,greece1 therefore1 there is little to the purpose for those who are looking for precedents for ,christianity4 ,but in order to make us believe that ,christianity existed before ,christ1 those who deny ,jesus1 have found a rival to ,jesus even in ,rome1 in the very palace of the ,csars4 ,seneca1 the director of conscience to young gentlemen1 leader of the fashionable cult of reformed stoicism2 the abstract aristocrat never moved by the troubles of the poor2 the proprietor who despises riches1 and clutches them tightly1 who affirms the equality between free and slave1 and owns slaves2 the talented anatomist of scruples1 of evils1 of active vices1 and complacent virtues2 he who canalized the old doctrine of ,chrisippus1 dull but clear1 towards the estuary of preciosity2 moral ,seneca they claim was a ,christian without knowing it during ,christ's very lifetime4 ,thumbing over his works 7many were written after the death of ,christ1 for ,seneca waited till he was sixty-five years old before committing suicide71 they have found that 8the wise man does not avenge but forgets affronts10 and that 8to imitate the ,gods we should do good also to the ungrateful because the sun shines equally on the wicked and the seas bear up the pirate ship10 and finally that 8,we must succor our enemies with a friendly hand40 ,but the 8forgetting0 of the philosopher is not 8forgiveness02 and 8succor0 can be philanthropy but is not love4 ,the imperious1 the stoic1 the ,pharisee2 the philosopher proud of his philosophy1 the righteous man complacent over his righteousness1 can despise the affronts of the small1 the pricks of enemies1 and through pride of magnanimity and to win admiration can deign to give a loaf to a hungry enemy in order to humiliate him more harshly from the heights of perfection4 ,but that bread was prepared with the leaven of vanity and that would-be friendly hand could never have dried a tear or dressed a wound4 ,the world of antiquity did not know love4 ,it knew passion for a woman1 friendship for a friend1 justice for the citizen1 hospitality for the foreigner2 but it did not know love4 ,zeus protected pilgrims and strangers2 he who knocked at the ,grecian door was not denied meat1 a cup of wine1 and a bed4 ,the poor were to be covered1 the weak helped1 the mourning consoled with fair words2 but the men of antiquity did not know love1 love that suffers1 that shares another's sorrow1 love for all who suffer and are neglected1 love for the poor1 the lowly1 the outlawed1 the maligned1 the downtrodden1 the abandoned2 love for all1 love which knows no difference between fellow-citizens and strangers1 between fair and foul1 between criminal and philosopher1 between brother and enemy4 ,in the last canto of the ,iliad we see an old man1 a mourner1 a father who kisses the hand of his most terrible enemy1 of the man who has killed his sons1 who has just killed his most loved son4 ,priam1 the old king1 head of the rich1 ruined city1 father of fifty sons1 kneels at the feet of ,achilles1 the greatest hero1 and the most unhappy among the ,greeks1 son of the ,sea-,goddess1 avenger of ,patroclus1 slayer of ,hector4 ,the white head of the kneeling old man is bowed before the proud youth of the victor1 and ,priam mourns for the slain1 strongest1 fairest1 most loved of all his fifty sons1 and kisses the hand of the slayer6 8,thou also10 he says1 8hast a grey-haired1 failing1 defenseless1 far-distant father4 ,in the name of thy father's love1 give me back at least the dead body of my son40 ,achilles1 the fierce1 the wild1 the slaughterer1 puts the suppliant gently on one side and begins to weep2 and both of them1 the two enemies1 the conqueror and the conquered1 the father bereft of his son and the son who will never see his father again1 the white-haired old man and the golden-haired youth both weep1 drawn together for the first time by sorrow4 ,the others round about gaze at them silent and astounded3 we ourselves after thirty centuries are shaken by their grief4 ,but in the kiss of ,priam there is no pardon1 there is no love4 ,this king humbles himself to obtain a difficult and unusual favor4 ,if a ,god had not inspired him he would not have stirred from ,ilium2 and ,achilles does not weep for dead ,hector1 for weeping ,priam1 for the powerful man who is brought to humble himself1 for the enemy who is brought to kiss the hand of the slayer4 ,he weeps over his lost friend2 over ,patrocles1 dearer to him than all other men2 over ,peleus1 left at ,phthia2 over his father1 whom he will never more embrace1 for he knows that his young days are numbered4 ,and he gives back to the father the dead body of his son--that body which he has dragged for so many days in the dust--because it is the will of ,zeus1 not because his hunger of vengeance is stilled4 ,both of them weep for themselves2 the kiss of ,priam is a harsh necessity1 the restitution of ,achilles is obedience to the ,gods4 ,in the noblest heroic world of antiquity there is no place for that love which destroys hate and takes the place of hate1 for love stronger than the strength of hate1 more ardent1 more implacable1 more faithful1 for love which is not forgetfulness of wrong1 but love of wrong1 because wrong is a misfortune for him who commits it rather than for him who suffers4 ,there is no place for love for enemies in the world of antiquity4 ,jesus was the first to speak of such love1 to conceive of such love4 ,this love was not known till the ,sermon on the ,mount4 ,this is the greatest and the most original of ,jesus' conceptions4 ,of all ,his teachings this was the newest to men1 this is still ,his greatest innovation4 ,it is new even to us1 new because it is not understood1 not imitated1 not obeyed2 infinitely eternal like truth4 ,,thou ,,shalt ,,love 8,ye have heard that it hath been said1 ,thou shalt love thy neighbor and hate thine enemy4 ,but ,i say unto you1 ,love your enemies1 bless them that curse you1 do good to them that hate you1 and pray for them which despitefully use you and persecute you2 ,that ye may be the children of your ,father which is in ,heaven3 for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good1 and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust4 ,for if ye love them which love you1 what reward have ye8 do not even the publicans the same8 ,and if ye salute your brethren only1 what do ye more than others8 do not even the publicans so8 ,be ye therefore perfect1 even as your ,father which is in ,heaven is perfect40 ,a few bare1 plain words6 ,but they are the ,magna ,charta of the new race1 of the third race1 of men not yet born4 ,the first race was that of the animal without law1 and its name was ,war2 the second were barbarians tamed by the ,law1 whose highest perfection was justice4 ,this is the race living now1 and justice has not yet conquered ,war1 and the ,law has not yet supplanted animality4 ,the third is to be the race of real men1 not only upright but holy1 not like beasts but like ,god4 ,jesus had just one aim3 to transform men from beasts to saints by means of love4 ,circe1 the enchantress1 the ,satanic consort of the old mythologies1 converted heroes into beasts by means of animal pleasures4 ,jesus is the anti-,satan1 the anti-,circe1 ,he who saves from animality by a force more powerful than pleasure4 ,this undertaking1 which seems hopeless to all animals barely risen above animality and to beings just entering upon real humanity1 must be based on the imitation of ,god4 ,to approximate sanctity one must look toward divinity3 8,be holy because ,god is holy4 ,be perfect because ,god is perfect40 ,this is not the first time that this appeal has been made to the heart of man4 ,satan said in the ,garden3 8,you will be as gods40 ,jehovah said to ,his judges3 8,be gods1 be just as ,god is just40 ,but now there is no question of being wise like ,god1 nor is it even enough to be just1 like ,god4 ,god is now more than wisdom and justice4 ,with ,jesus1 ,he becomes our ,father1 becomes love4 ,his earth gives bread and flowers even to the homicide2 he who takes ,his name in vain sees the glorious sun every morning1 the same sun which warms the clasped hands of the laborer praying in the field4 ,a true father loves the son who turns from him as he loves the son who seeks him out2 a father cherishes the child who obeys him in his house1 or who vomits him out with his wine4 ,a father can be saddened1 can suffer1 can mourn1 but no sinning man is capable of making a father become like to himself4 ,no one can induce a father to take revenge4 ,and we who are so much lower than ,god1 poor finite creatures1 who are scarcely capable of remembering yesterday1 who do not know to-morrow1 we unfortunate1 inferior creatures1 have we not many more motives to feel for our brothers in wretchedness what ,god feels for us8 ,god is the supreme substance of our ideal4 ,to draw away from ,him1 not to be as we pray that ,he may be with us1 is this not to draw away from our unique destination1 to keep perpetually and despairingly out of our reach that happiness for which we are created1 which we believe to be the aim of our lives1 imagined by us1 dreamed of by us1 longed-for1 invoked and followed in vain through all the false felicities which are not of ,god8 8,let us be ,gods10 cries ,bossuet4 8,let us be ,gods4 ,he permits it1 that we may imitate ,his holiness40 ,who will refuse to be like ,god8 ,dii estis4 ,divinity is in us2 animality hampers and constricts it1 stunting our growth4 ,who would not wish to be ,god8 ,oh1 men1 are you in very truth content to be only men8 ,men as you are to-day1 half-men1 half-beasts8 ,centaurs without robustness1 sirens without sweetness1 demons with fauns' muzzles and goats' feet8 ,are you so satisfied with your bastard and imperfect humanity1 with your animality scarcely held in leash1 taking no step to win holiness save to desire it8 ,does it seem to you that the life of men as it has been in the past1 as it is to-day1 is so dear1 so happy1 so contented that there should be no effort to make it otherwise1 entirely different1 the opposite of what it is1 more like that which for thousands of years we have imagined in the future and in ,heaven8 ,is it not possible to make another life out of this life1 to change this world to a world more divine1 at last to bring down ,heaven and the laws of ,heaven upon earth8 ,this new life1 this earthly but celestial world is the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 and to bring about the ,kingdom we must transfigure and deify ourselves2 become like ,god1 imitate ,god4 ,the secret of the imitation of ,god is love1 the certain way of the transfiguration is love1 love of man for man1 love for friend and enemy4 ,if this love is impossible1 our salvation is impossible4 ,if it is repugnant1 it is a sign that happiness is repugnant to us4 ,if it is absurd1 our hopes of redemption are only absurdity4 ,common sense tells us that to love our enemies is insanity1 and to count such love as a prerequisite of our salvation seems simple madness4 ,love for enemies is like hatred for ourselves2 hence it follows that we can only earn beatitude by hating ourselves4 ,this conclusion should alarm no one1 for it has been proved2 all the experiments have been tried4 ,it is not true that there has been no time to test it4 ,for thousands of years we have been proving and proving it1 over and over4 ,we have tried the experiment of fierceness2 and blood answered blood4 ,we have tried the experiment of lust2 and lust has left in the mouth the odor of corruption and a fiercer fever4 ,we have forced the body into the most refined and perverse pleasures and found ourselves worn out and heavy-hearted1 lying upon filth4 ,we have tried the experiment of the ,law1 and we have not obeyed the ,law2 we have changed it and disobeyed it again1 and ,justice has not satisfied our hearts4 ,we have tried the experiment of intellectualism1 we have taken the census of creation1 numbered the stars1 described the plants1 the dead things and the living things1 we have bound them together with the thin threads of abstract ideas1 we have transfigured them in the magic clouds of metaphysics2 and at the end of all this1 things have remained the same1 eternally the same2 they were not enough for us1 they could not be renewed2 their names and their numbers did not quiet our hunger1 and the most learned men ended with weary confessions of ignorance4 ,we have tried the experiment of art and our feebleness has brought the strongest to despair1 because the ,absolute cannot be fixed in any form2 the ,many overflow from the ,one2 the carefully wrought work of art cannot arrest the ephemeral4 ,we have tried the experiment of wealth and have found ourselves poorer2 the experiment of force and have come to ourselves1 weaker4 ,in no thing has our soul found quiet4 ,we have found no welcoming shade1 where our bodies can lie down and be at rest2 and our hearts1 always seeking1 always disappointed1 are older1 weaker1 and emptier because in nothing have they found peace1 because no pleasure has brought them joy1 no conquest1 happiness4 ,,the ,,last ,,experiment ,jesus proposes ,his experiment1 the only remaining possibility1 the experiment of love1 that experiment which no one has made1 which few have even attempted 7and that for only a few moments of their lives71 the most arduous1 the most contrary to our instincts but the only one which can give what it promises4 ,as he comes from the hand of ,nature1 ,man thinks only of himself1 loves nothing but himself4 ,little by little1 with tremendous but slow efforts1 he succeeds in loving for a while his woman1 and his children1 in tolerating his accomplices in the hunt1 in assassination and in war4 ,very rarely is he able to love a friend2 more easily he hates the man who loves him4 ,he does not dream of loving the man who hates him4 ,all this explains why ,jesus commands us to love our enemies4 ,to make over the entire man1 to create a new man1 the most tenacious center of the old man must be destroyed4 ,from self-love come all the misfortunes1 massacres and miseries of the world4 ,to tame the old ,adam self-love must be torn out of him1 and in its place must be put the love most opposed to his present nature1 love for his enemies4 ,the total transformation of man is such a sublime paradox that it can be reached only by fantastic means4 ,it is an extraordinary undertaking1 wild and unnatural1 to be accomplished only with an extraordinary exaltation1 opposed to ,nature4 ,until now man has loved himself and hated those who hate him2 the man of the future1 the inhabitant of the ,kingdom1 must hate himself and love those who hate him4 ,to love one's neighbor as one's self is an insufficient formula1 a concession to universal egotism4 ,for he who loves himself cannot perfectly love others1 and finds himself perforce in conflict with others4 ,only hatred for ourselves is sufficient4 ,if we love ourselves1 we admire ourselves1 we flatter ourselves too much4 ,to overcome this blind love1 we need to see our nothingness1 our baseness1 our infamy4 ,hatred of ourselves is humility1 is the beginning of improvement1 of perfection4 ,and only the humble shall enter into the ,kingdom of ,heaven because they alone feel how far they are from it4 ,we are angered at others because our dear ego feels undeservedly offended1 not sufficiently served by others2 we kill our brother because he seems an obstacle to our good2 we steal for the love of our body1 we fornicate to give pleasure to our body2 envy1 mother of rivalry and of wars1 is merely sorrow because another has more than we1 or has what we have not2 pride is the expression of our certainty of being of more account than others1 of possessing more than others1 of knowing more than others4 ,all the things which religions1 morals1 and laws call sins1 vices1 and crimes begin in self-love1 in the hatred for others which springs out of that one solitary1 disordered love4 ,what right have we to hate our enemies1 when we ourselves have been guilty of the same fault for which we think we have the right to hate them2 when we ourselves have been guilty of hatred8 ,what right have we to hate them1 even if they have done wrong1 even if we believe them wicked1 when we ourselves nearly always have done the same wrong actions1 have been defiled with the same pitch8 ,what right have we to hate them if nearly always we are responsible for their hate8 ,we1 who with the endless errors of our monstrous self-love1 have forced them to hate us8 ,and he who hates is unhappy1 is the first to suffer4 ,we ought to respond with love to that hatred1 with gentleness to that harshness as reparation for the suffering of which we are often the real cause1 immediate or distant4 ,our enemy is also our savior4 ,we ought every day to be grateful to our enemies2 they alone see clearly and state openly what is ignoble in us2 they make us conscious of our moral poverty1 the realization of which is the only beginning for the second birth4 ,for this service we owe them love4 ,for our enemy needs love1 and needs our love4 ,he who loves us already has his joy and reward in himself4 ,he needs no reward from us4 ,but he who hates is unhappy2 hates because he is unhappy4 ,his hatred is the bitter outlet for his sufferings4 ,we are partly guilty for this suffering1 and even if1 over-confident in our innocence1 we do not feel that we are responsible1 we ought nevertheless to comfort with love the unhappiness of the man who hates1 to calm him1 make him better1 convert him also to the beatitudes of loving4 ,we will know him better if we love him1 and knowing him better1 we will love him more4 ,we only love heartily what we know well4 ,if we love our enemy1 his soul will be transparent to us1 and as we penetrate further into it1 we will discover much more to call forth our pity and our love2 because every enemy is an unrecognized brother2 we often hate in him what resembles our own natures4 ,something of ourselves1 unknown perhaps to us1 is in our enemy and is often the cause of our hostility4 ,when we love our enemies we purify our spirit by understanding and lift his spirit upward4 ,hatred1 instead of driving men apart1 may thus engender a light that liberates men's souls4 ,the worst of evil may bring about the highest good4 ,this is the reason why ,jesus commands us to reverse the ordinary and customary relations of men4 ,when man loves what he now hates1 and hates what he now loves1 he will be the opposite of what he is to-day4 ,and if life now is made up of evils and despair1 the new1 changed life being the opposite of what we now have1 will be all goodness and consolation4 ,for the first time we shall know happiness2 the ,kingdom of ,heaven will begin on earth4 ,we will find that eternal ,paradise1 lost because the first men wished to learn the difference between good and evil4 ,but for absolute love like the love of ,god the ,father1 there is neither good nor evil4 ,evil is overwhelmed by the good4 ,paradise was love1 love between man and ,god1 between man and woman4 ,the new earthly paradise1 the paradise regained1 will be the love of every man for all men4 ,christ is ,he who leads ,adam back to the gates of the garden1 teaches him how he can enter and live there always4 ,the descendants of ,adam have not believed ,christ2 they have repeated ,his words but have not obeyed them1 and because their hearts are stubborn1 men are still groaning in an earthly ,hell1 which century by century goes on becoming more infernal4 ,when the torments finally become unendurable1 then the damned themselves will suddenly learn to hate hatred1 the dying rebels in the extremity of their despair will learn to love their executioners4 ,then1 at last1 from the depths of sorrowful gloom will shine out the pure splendor of a miraculous spring4 ,,our ,,father ,the apostles asked ,jesus for a prayer4 ,he had told them to pray briefly and secretly1 but they were not satisfied with any prayers recommended by the lukewarm1 bookish priests of the ,temple4 ,they wanted a prayer of their own which would be like a countersign among the fraternity of ,christ4 ,jesus on the ,mount taught for the first time the ,pater-noster1 the only prayer which ,he ever taught4 ,it is one of the simplest prayers in the world1 the most profound which goes up from human homes to ,god1 a prayer neither literary nor theological--neither bold nor servile--the most beautiful of all prayers4 ,but though the ,lord's ,prayer is simple1 it is not always understood4 ,the century-old1 mechanical reiteration of tongues and lips1 the formal ritual repetition1 have made it almost a string of syllables from which the original meaning has been lost4 ,reading it over word for word to-day like a new text1 which we read for the first time1 it loses its ritual banality1 and freshens into its first meaning4 8,our ,father02 for we have sprung from ,thee and love ,thee as sons2 from ,thee we shall receive no wrong4 8,which art in heaven0--in that which is opposed to the earth1 in the opposite sphere from matter1 in spirit and in that small but eternal part of the spirit which is our soul4 8,hallowed be ,thy name02 let us not only adore ,thee with words but be worthy of ,thee1 drawing nearer to ,thee with greater love1 because ,thou art no longer the avenger1 the ,lord of ,battles1 but the ,father who teaches the joyfulness of peace4 8,thy ,kingdom come0--the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 of the spirit of love1 that of the ,gospel4 8,thy will be done1 in earth as it is in heaven0--may ,thy law of goodness and of perfection rule both spirit and matter1 both the visible and invisible universe4 8,give us this day our daily bread02 because our material body1 necessary support of the spirit1 needs every day a little material food to maintain it4 ,we do not ask of ,thee riches1 dangerous burden1 but only that small amount which permits us to live1 to become more worthy of the promised life4 ,man does not live by bread alone1 and yet without a morsel of bread the soul1 living in the body1 could not nourish itself on other things more precious than bread4 8,forgive us our debts1 as we forgive our debtors40 ,pardon us because we pardon others4 ,thou art our eternal and infinite creditor4 ,we can never pay our debt to ,thee1 but remember that because of our weakness1 it is more of an effort for us to forgive one single debt of a single one of our debtors than it is for ,thee to sweep away the record of all that we owe ,thee4 8,lead us not into temptation40 ,we are weak1 still snared in fleshliness in this world which at times seems so beautiful and calls us to all the delights of faithlessness4 ,help us that our struggling transformation may not be too difficult1 and that our entry into the ,kingdom may not be too long delayed4 8,deliver us from evil0--,thou who art in ,heaven1 who art spirit1 who hast power over evil1 over stubborn and hostile matter which surrounds us everywhere1 and from which it is hard to free ourselves1 ,thou enemy of ,satan1 negation of matter1 help us6 ,our true greatness lies in this victory over evil1 over evil which springs up constantly because it will not be truly conquered until all have conquered it4 ,but this decisive victory will be less distant if ,thou helpest us with ,thy alliance4 ,with this appeal for aid1 the ,lord's ,prayer ends4 ,in it are none of the tiresome blandishments of ,oriental prayers1 rigmaroles of adulation and hyperbole which seem invented by a dog1 adoring his master with his dog's soul1 because his master permits him to exist and to eat4 ,there are none of the querulous1 complaining supplications of the ,psalmist who asks ,god for every variety of aid1 more often temporal than spiritual1 laments if the harvest has not been good1 if his fellow-citizens do not respect him1 and calls down wounds and arrows on the enemies whom he cannot conquer himself4 ,in the ,lord's ,prayer the only word of praise is the word 8,father02 and that praise is a pledge1 a testimony of love4 ,from this father we ask only for a little bread1 and we ask in addition the same pardon that we give our enemies2 and at the last a valid protection in our fight with evil1 the enemy of all1 the great wall which hinders our entry into the ,kingdom4 ,he who says 8,our ,father0 is not proud but neither is he humbled2 he speaks to his ,father with the intimate quiet accent of confidence almost as from one equal to another4 ,he is sure of his love and he knows that his father needs no long speeches to know his desires4 8,your ,father10 says ,jesus1 8knoweth what things ye have need of before ye ask ,him40 ,thus the most beautiful of all the prayers is a daily calling to mind of all that we need if we are to become like ,god4 ,,powerful ,,deeds ,after ,he had given out the new law of the imitation of ,god1 ,jesus came down from the ,mount4 ,one cannot always remain on the heights4 ,the moment we arrive on the summit of a mountain we are fated to descend4 ,every ascent is a pledge of descent1 a promise to come down again4 ,he who has something to say must make himself heard2 if he always speaks on the summits1 few will stay with him2 it is cold on the summits for those who are not all on fire2 and his voice will reach few4 ,he who has come to give1 cannot ask men1 weak lungs1 tired hearts1 nerveless legs1 to follow him upward1 hobbling along to the heights4 ,he must follow them down to the plain1 into their houses2 he must stoop to them if he is to lift them up4 ,jesus knew that exalted teaching on the heights would not suffice to spread the good news to all4 ,he knew that men need less abstract words1 picture-making words1 narrated words1 words almost as tangible as facts4 ,and ,he knew that even these words would not be enough4 ,the simple1 rustic1 coarse1 humble people who followed ,jesus were men whose lives were based on material things1 men who could only understand spiritual things slowly1 with great effort1 through material proofs1 signs and material symbols4 ,they could not understand a spiritual truth without its material incarnation2 without evidence simple enough for them to weigh1 evidence stated in the terms of the everyday world4 ,an illustrative fable can lead men to moral revelation2 a prodigy is to them confirmation of a new truth1 of a contested mission4 ,preaching1 made up of abstract axioms and aphorisms1 left these imaginative ,orientals unsatisfied4 ,jesus had recourse to the marvelous and to poetry3 he performed miracles and spoke in parables4 ,for many moderns the miracles recounted by the ,evangelists are a compelling reason for turning away from ,jesus and the ,bible4 ,their shriveled brains cannot take in the miraculous2 therefore1 they reason the ,gospel lies1 and if it lies in so many places none of it can be believed4 ,it is out of the question that ,jesus can ever have raised the dead3 therefore1 ,his words have no value4 ,the people who reason in this way reason ill4 ,they give to miracles a weight and a meaning much greater than that which ,jesus gave them4 ,if they had read the four ,gospels they would have seen that ,jesus is always reluctant to perform miracles1 that ,he does not feel this divine power of ,his is of supreme importance4 ,every time that ,he finds a fair reason for refusing1 ,he refuses2 if ,he yields1 it is to reward the faith of the sorrowing man or woman who calls on ,him2 but the ,gospels show that for ,himself1 for ,his own salvation1 ,he never performs miracles4 ,he performs no miracles in the wilderness with ,satan1 none at ,nazareth when they wish to kill ,him1 none at ,gethsemane when they come to arrest ,him1 nor on the cross when they challenge ,him to save ,himself4 ,his power is only for others1 to benefit ,his mortal brothers4 ,there are many who ask for a sign1 a sign from ,heaven1 a sign to persuade the unbelievers that ,his word is the true word3 8,an evil and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign2 and there shall no sign be given to it1 but the sign of the ,prophet ,jonas40 ,what is this sign8 ,the writers of the gospel who wrote after the resurrection thought that ,jonah emerging the third day from the whale symbolizes ,jesus emerging the third day from the tomb1 but the rest of what ,jesus says shows that ,he meant something else4 8,the men of ,nineveh shall rise in judgment with this generation1 and shall condemn it3 because they repented at the teaching of ,jonas2 and1 behold1 a greater than ,jonas is here40 ,nineveh did not ask for prodigies3 it was converted by the word alone4 ,men whom ,jesus cannot convert by truths infinitely greater than those announced by ,jonah1 are below the level of the men of ,nineveh1 idolaters1 barbarians4 ,faith must not rest on marvels alone1 nevertheless let us remember that faith--though it is higher and more perfect when achieved without miracles--can by its very fervor accomplish miracles4 ,hardened hearts1 locked shut against truth1 are not converted even by the greatest miracles4 8,if they hear not ,moses and the ,prophets1 neither will they be persuaded1 though one rose from the dead40 ,he was neglected and rejected by the cities which were the scenes of the greatest prodigies4 8,woe unto thee1 ,chorazin6 ,woe unto thee1 ,bethsaida6 for if the mighty works which were done in you had been done in ,tyre and ,sidon1 they would have repented long ago1 in sack-cloth and ashes40 ,jesus never held that miracles were ,his exclusive privilege4 ,when they came to tell ,him that some man was driving out ,demons in ,his name1 ,he answered1 8,forbid him not40 ,this power was not denied to the disciples4 8,heal the sick1 cleanse the lepers1 raise the dead1 cast out devils3 freely ye have received1 freely give40 ,even charlatanical wizards could perform prodigies which seemed miracles4 ,in ,his time a certain ,simon was doing miracles in ,samaria2 even the disciples of the ,pharisees performed miracles4 ,but miracles are not enough to enter into the ,kingdom4 8,many shall say to ,me in that day1 ,lord1 ,lord1 did we not prophesy in ,thy name and in ,thy name cast out devils1 and in ,thy name do many mighty works8 ,and then will ,i profess unto them1 ,i never knew you2 depart from ,me1 all ye workers of iniquity40 ,it is not enough to cast out devils1 if thou has not cast out the devil in thee1 the devil of pride and cupidity4 ,even after ,his death men will see others perform miracles4 8,for there shall arise false ,christs1 and false prophets1 and shall shew great signs and wonders2 insomuch that1 if it were possible1 they shall deceive the very elect40 ,i have put you on your guard3 do not believe in these signs and these wonders until thou shalt see the ,son of ,man4 ,the miracles of false prophets do not prove the truth of what they say4 ,for all these reasons1 ,jesus abstained1 as often as possible1 from working miracles1 but ,he could not always resist the pleadings of the sorrowful1 and often ,his pity did not wait for the request4 ,for a miracle is an attribute of faith1 and ,his faith is infinite1 and that of the believers very great4 ,but often1 as soon as the healing was complete1 ,he asked the ones ,he had healed to keep it secret4 8,see thou tell no man2 ,go thy way40 ,those who do not listen to the truth of ,christ1 because they are troubled by the miracles1 should remember the profound saying which was addressed to ,thomas1 8,blessed are they that have not seen and yet have believed40 ,,the ,,blind ,,see ,men cannot live without three things1 bread1 health and hope4 ,deprived of everything else men can--raging and cursing--go on living4 ,but if they have not at least these three1 they hasten to summon ,death1 because without them life is like ,death4 ,it is death with suffering added1 an aggravated1 embittered1 envenomed death1 without even the ansthetic of insensibility4 ,hunger is the wasting away of the body2 pain makes the body hateful2 despair--not to expect anything better1 a relief1 an alleviation--takes the savor out of everything1 takes away every reason to be1 and every reason to act4 ,there are men who do not kill themselves because suicide is an action4 ,he who wishes to draw men to him must give them bread1 health and hope4 ,he must feed them1 heal them and give them faith in a more beautiful life4 ,jesus gives this faith4 ,to those who followed ,him into the wilderness and upon the mountains1 ,he distributed material and spiritual bread4 ,he was not willing to transform stones into loaves1 but ,he made the real loaves of bread sufficient for thousands4 ,and the stones which men carry in their breasts ,he changed into loving hearts4 ,and ,he did not reject the sick4 ,jesus is no self-tormentor1 no flagellant4 ,he does not believe that pain is necessary to conquer evil4 ,evil is evil and must be driven away1 but pain also is evil4 ,sorrow of the soul is enough for salvation3 why should the body suffer also1 needlessly8 ,the old ,jews thought of sickness as a punishment3 ,christians believe it above all as an aid to conversion4 ,but ,jesus does not believe in vengeance taken on the innocent1 and does not expect that true salvation can be won by ulcers or by hair shirts4 ,render unto the body that which is the body's due1 and unto the soul that which is the soul's4 ,he likes the friendly supper-table2 ,he does not refuse good old wine2 and ,he does not send away women who pour perfumes on ,his head and on ,his feet4 ,jesus can fast many days2 ,he can be satisfied with a bit of bread1 with half of a broiled fish2 and ,he can sleep on the ground with ,his head on a stone2 but till it is unavoidable ,he does not seek out want1 hunger and suffering4 ,health seems to ,him a good thing and the innocent pleasure of dining with friends2 a cup of wine drunk in good company1 the fragrance of a vase of nard1 seem good and acceptable to ,him also when such things cause no suffering to others4 ,if a sick man accosts ,him1 ,he cures him4 ,jesus comes not to deny life1 but to affirm it1 to institute a happier and more perfect life4 ,he does not purposely seek out the sick4 ,his mission is to drive away spiritual suffering1 to bring spiritual joy4 ,but if1 by the way1 it happens to ,him to drive out also suffering of the flesh1 to quiet pain1 to restore1 along with the health of the soul1 the health also of the body1 ,he cannot refuse to do it4 ,he shows ,himself adverse to it1 for the most part1 because ,his aim is higher2 and ,he would not wish to appear in the eyes of the people like a vagabond wizard1 or like the worldly ,messiah whom most men were expecting4 ,but since ,he wishes to conquer evil1 and there are men who know ,him capable of conquering all evils1 ,his love is forced to drive out also those of the body4 ,when1 on the road trodden by men of health1 there come towards ,him groups of lepers1 repellent1 disfigured1 horrible lepers1 and when ,he sees that swollen lividness1 the scaly skin showing through the torn clothes1 that scabby1 spotted1 cracked skin1 the withered1 wrinkled skin which deforms the mouth1 half-closes the eyes1 and puffs up the hands2 wretched1 suffering ghosts1 shunned by every one1 separated from every one1 disgusting to every one1 who are thankful if they have a little bread1 a saucer for their water1 the roof of an old shed for a hiding-place2 when painfully bringing out the words through their swollen1 ulcerated lips they beg ,him1 whom they know to be powerful in word and deed1 beg ,him1 their only hope in their despair1 for health1 for a cure1 for a miracle1 how could ,jesus shun them1 as other men did1 and ignore their prayer8 ,and the epileptics1 who writhe in the dust1 their faces twisted in a set spasm1 the froth on their lips2 those possessed of devils who howl among the ruined tombs1 evil dogs of the night1 disconsolate2 the paralytics1 trunks which have just enough feeling left to suffer1 dead bodies inhabited by an imprisoned and suppliant soul2 and the blind1 the awful blind1 shut up from their birth in the night--foretaste of the blackness of the tomb--stumbling in the midst of the fortunate men who go their way freely1 the terrified blind1 who walk with their heads held high1 their eyes staring1 as if the light could reach them from the depths of the infinite1 the blind1 for whom the world is only a series of more or less harsh surfaces1 among which they grope2 the blind1 eternally alone1 who know the sun only by its warmth1 by the heat on their bodies6 ,how could ,jesus answer 8,no0 to such wretchedness8 ,,the ,,answer ,,to ,,john ,jesus heals the sick1 but ,he is in no way like a wizard or an exorcist4 ,he has no recourse to incantation1 to amulets1 to smoke1 veils and mystery4 ,he does not call to ,his aid the powers of ,heaven or ,hell4 ,for ,him a word is enough1 a strong cry1 a gentle accent1 a caress4 ,his will is enough1 and the faith of the petitioner4 ,to them all ,he puts the question1 8,dost thou believe ,i can do this80 and when the cure is accomplished1 8,go1 thy faith hath made thee whole40 ,for ,jesus the miracle is the union of two wills for good1 the living contact between the faith of the healer and the faith of the one healed4 8,verily ,i say unto you1 ,if ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed1 ye shall say unto this mountain1 ,remove hence1 to yonder place2 and it shall remove2 and nothing shall be impossible unto you4 ,if ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed1 ye might say unto this sycamine tree1 ,be thou plucked up by the root and be thou planted in the sea2 and it should obey you40 ,those who have no faith1 not even as much as the thousandth part of a grain of mustard seed1 swear that no man has this power1 and that ,jesus is an impostor4 ,in the ,gospels the miracles are called by three names3 8,dunameis0--forces2 8,terata0--marvels2 8,semeis0--signs4 ,they are signs for those who remember the prophecies of the ,messiah2 they are 8marvels0 for those who look for proofs that ,christ is the ,messiah2 but for ,jesus and in ,jesus there are only 8,dunameis10 mighty works1 victorious lightning-flashes from a superhuman power4 ,the healings of ,jesus are two-fold2 they are healings not only of bodies but of souls1 and it is soul-sickness which ,jesus wishes especially to heal1 so that the ,kingdom of ,heaven may be founded also on the earth4 ,most sickness is two-fold1 mental and physical1 and lends itself with singular exactitude to metaphors and allegory4 ,jesus cured the maimed1 the halt1 the fevered1 a man with the dropsy1 a woman with an issue of blood4 ,he healed also a sword-wound--,malchus' ear struck off by ,peter on the night of ,gethsemane--this only in order that ,his law 444 8do good to those who wrong you0 444 might be observed to the very last4 ,but ,jesus healed more often those possessed by devils1 the paralytics1 the lepers1 the blind1 the deaf-mutes4 ,the old name for mental diseases is possession by devils2 even ,professor ,aristotle believed in possession by devils4 ,it was believed that lunatics1 epileptics1 hysterical patients1 were invaded by malign spirits4 ,the contradictory and often merely verbal explanations of the moderns does not invalidate the fact that demoniacs1 in many cases1 are such in the real sense of the word4 ,this learned and popular explanation lent itself admirably to that allegorical and figurative teaching of which ,jesus was so fond4 ,he wished to found the ,kingdom of ,god and supplant that of ,satan4 ,it was part of ,his mission to drive out demons4 ,the difference between bodily disorders and actual malign obsessions was of no importance3 between bodily infirmities and spiritual infirmities there is a parallelism of nomenclature1 based on real affinity4 ,there is a likeness between the maniac and the epileptic1 between the paralytic and the slothful1 the vile and the leprous1 the blind and he who cannot see the truth1 the deaf and he who will not listen to the truth1 the cured and the resurrected4 ,when ,john1 shut up in prison1 sent two disciples to ask ,jesus if ,he were the awaited prophet1 or whether they should await another1 ,jesus answered them1 8,go your way1 and tell ,john what things ye have seen and heard2 how that the blind see1 the lame walk1 the lepers are cleansed1 the deaf hear1 the dead are raised1 to the poor the gospel is preached40 ,jesus did not separate the gospel from miraculous cures4 ,they are similar deeds2 by that answer he meant that he had cured bodies in order that the souls might be better disposed to receive the gospel4 ,those who did not see the light of the sun can now see the light of truth2 those who did not hear even the words of men can now hear the words of ,god2 those who were possessed of ,satan are freed from ,satan2 those who were foul and ulcerated are clean as children2 those who could not move1 who were strengthless and shrunken1 now follow my footsteps2 those who were dead to the life of the soul have risen at a word from me 444 and the poor1 after the ,good ,news1 are richer than the wealthy4 ,these are my credentials1 my letters proving my legitimacy4 ,jesus1 ,healer and ,liberator1 is not what the bad faith of ,his modern enemies wish to imagine ,him1 in order to gild once more their comfortable paganism and to protect it against asceticism4 8,he is the ,god10 they say1 8of the sick1 the weak1 the dirty1 the wretched1 the strengthless1 the servants40 ,but all that ,christ does is to give health1 strength1 purity1 wealth1 and liberty4 ,he draws near to the sick precisely in order to drive away their sickness2 to the weak to lift them out of their weakness2 to the dirty in order to cleanse them2 to slaves in order to free them4 ,he does not love the sick only because they are sick3 ,he loves health1 just as the men of antiquity did1 and ,he loves it so greatly that ,he longs to give it back to those who have lost it4 ,jesus is the prophet of happiness1 the promiser of life1 of life that is worthier to be lived4 ,the miracles are only pledges of ,his promise4 ,,talitha ,,qumi 8,the dead shall arise60 ,this is one of the signs which are to suffice for ,john the ,baptist in prison4 ,to the good sister1 to the hard-working ,martha1 ,jesus said1 8,i am the resurrection and the life3 he that believeth in me1 though he were dead1 yet shall he live2 and whosoever liveth1 and believeth in me1 shall never die40 ,the resurrection is a rebirth in faith1 immortality is the permanent affirmation of this faith4 ,the ,evangelists know three resurrections1 historical events narrated with a sober but explicit statement of the evidence4 ,jesus raised up three who were dead3 a young lad1 a little girl1 and a friend4 ,he was entering ,nain1 8the beautiful0 set on a little hill some miles from ,nazareth1 and met a funeral procession4 ,they were carrying to the grave the young son of a widow4 ,she had lost her husband a short time before2 this son alone had been left to her2 now they were carrying away the son in turn for burial4 ,jesus saw the mother walking among the women1 weeping with the amazed and smothered grief of mothers which is so profoundly moving4 ,she had only two men in all the world who loved her2 the first one was dead1 the second was now dead2 one after the other1 both of them disappeared4 ,she was left alone1 a woman alone without a man4 ,without a husband1 without a son1 without a help1 a prop1 a comfort4 ,gone the love that was a memory of youth1 gone the love that was hope for declining years4 ,gone both those poor1 simple loves4 ,a husband can console his wife for the loss of their son2 a son can make up for the loss of a husband4 ,if only one had been left6 ,now her lips were never to know another kiss4 ,jesus had compassion on this mother2 her grief was like an accusation4 8,weep not10 he said4 ,he went to the side of the cataleptic and touched him4 ,the boy was lying there stretched out1 wrapped in his shroud1 but with his face uncovered1 set in the stern paleness of the dead4 ,the bearers halted2 all were silent2 even the mother1 startled1 was quiet4 8,young man1 ,i say unto thee1 ,arise40 ,and he that was dead sat up1 and began to speak4 ,and ,he delivered him to his mother4 ,he 8delivered0 him because he was now hers4 ,jesus had taken him from the land of death to give him back to her who could not live without him1 that a mother might cease from weeping4 ,another day as he was returning from ,gadara1 a father fell at ,his feet4 ,his only little daughter lay at the point of death4 ,the man's name was ,jairus1 and although he was a leader at the ,synagogue he believed in ,jesus4 ,they went along together4 ,when they were half-way1 a servant met them1 saying1 8,thy daughter is dead2 trouble not the ,master40 ,but when ,jesus heard it1 ,he answered him1 saying1 8,fear not3 believe only1 and she shall be made whole40 ,and when ,he came into the house ,he suffered no man to go in1 save ,peter1 and ,james1 and ,john1 and the father and the mother of the maiden4 ,and all wept1 and bewailed her3 but ,he said1 8,weep not2 she is not dead1 but sleepeth40 ,and they laughed ,him to scorn1 knowing that she was dead4 ,and ,he put them all out1 and took her by the hand1 and called1 saying1 8,maid1 arise40 ,and her spirit came again1 and she arose straightway3 and ,he commanded to give her meat4 ,she was not a visible spirit1 a ghost1 but a living body1 awakened a little weak1 ready for a new day after feverish dreams4 ,,lazarus ,,awakened ,lazarus and ,jesus loved each other4 ,more than once ,jesus had eaten in his house at ,bethany with him and his sisters4 ,now one day ,lazarus fell ill1 and sent word of it to ,jesus4 ,and ,jesus answered1 8,this sickness is not unto death40 ,two days went by4 ,but on the third day ,he said to ,his disciples1 8,our friend ,lazarus sleepeth2 but ,i go1 that ,i may awake him out of sleep40 ,he was near to ,bethany when ,martha came to meet ,him as if to reproach ,him4 8,lord1 if ,thou hadst been here my brother had not died40 ,and a little later ,mary too said1 8,lord1 if ,thou hadst been here1 my brother had not died40 ,their repeated reproach touched ,jesus1 not because ,he feared ,he had come too late1 but because ,he was always saddened by the lack of faith even of those dearest to ,him4 8,and he said1 ,where have ye laid him8 ,they said unto him1 ,lord1 come and see4444 ,jesus therefore again groaning in himself cometh to the grave4 ,it was a cave and a stone lay upon it4 ,jesus said1 ,take ye away the stone40 ,martha1 the housekeeper1 the practical1 concrete character1 interrupted1 8,lord1 by this time he stinketh3 for he hath been dead four days40 ,but ,jesus did not heed her1 8,take away the stone40 ,and the stone was rolled away4 ,jesus made a short prayer1 ,his face lifted towards the sky1 drew near to the hole and called ,his friend in a loud voice1 8,lazarus1 come forth40 ,and ,lazarus came forth1 stumbling1 for his hands and feet were shrouded and his face covered with a napkin4 8,loose him1 and let him go40 ,and all four1 followed by the ,twelve and by a throng of thunderstruck ,jews1 returned to the house4 ,lazarus' eyes grew wonted again to the light4 ,he walked on his feet1 although with pain1 and used his hands4 ,martha1 moving rapidly1 got together the best dinner she could in the confusion after four days of demoralized sorrow--and the man come back to life after death ate with his sister and his friends4 ,mary could scarcely swallow a mouthful of food1 nor take her eyes from the conqueror of death1 who1 having wiped the tears from ,his eyes1 broke ,his bread and drank ,his wine as if this day were like any other day4 ,these are the resurrections narrated by the ,evangelists1 and from their account we can draw some observations which will allow us to dispense with learned1 that is to say with unsuitable1 commentaries4 ,in all ,his life1 ,jesus raised from the dead only three persons1 and this ,he did1 not to make a show of ,his power and to strike the imagination of the people1 but only because ,he was touched by the sorrow of those who loved the dead1 to console a mother1 a father1 two sisters4 ,two of these resurrections were public2 one1 that of the daughter of ,jairus1 was accomplished in the presence of very few1 and ,jesus asked those few to say nothing about it4 ,another point1 and the most important2 in all these three cases ,jesus spoke to the dead person as if he were not dead but only asleep4 ,he had no time to say anything about the condition of the son of the widow1 because that decision was taken too rapidly1 but even to him1 ,he said1 as to a child1 idly oversleeping1 8,young man1 ,i say unto thee1 arise40 ,when they told ,him that the daughter of ,jairus was dead1 ,he answered1 8,weep not1 she is not dead but sleepeth40 ,when they confirmed the news of the death of ,lazarus1 ,he insisted1 8,he is not dead but sleepeth40 ,he made no claim to bring back from the dead1 only to awaken4 ,death for ,him was only a sleep1 a deeper sleep than the common sleep of everyday1 a sleep only to be broken by a superhuman love4 ,this love was for the survivors more than for the dead2 it was the love of one whose tears flow at the sight of others' tears4 ,,the ,,marriage ,,at ,,cana ,jesus liked to go to weddings4 ,for the man of the people who very seldom gives way to lavishness and gayety1 who never eats and drinks as much as he would like1 the day of his wedding is the most remarkable of all his life1 a rich passage of generous gayety in his long1 drab1 commonplace existence4 ,wealthy people who can have banquets every evening1 moderns who gulp down in a day what would have sufficed for a week to the poor man of olden times1 no longer feel the solemn joyfulness of that day4 ,but the poor man in the old days1 the workingman1 the countryman1 the ,oriental who lived all the year round on barley-bread1 dried figs and a few fish and eggs1 and only on great days killed a lamb or a kid1 the man accustomed to stint himself1 to calculate closely1 to dispense with many things1 to be satisfied with what is strictly necessary1 saw in weddings the truest and greatest festival of his life4 ,the other festivals1 those of the people and those of the ,church1 were the same for everybody1 and they are repeated every twelfth month2 but a wedding was his very own festival and only came once for him in all the cycle of his years4 ,then all the delights and splendors of the world were centered around the bride and groom1 to make the day unforgettable for them4 ,torches went at night to meet the groom with singers1 dancers and musicians4 ,the house was filled with abundance1 all sorts of meats cooked in all sorts of ways2 wine-skins of wine leaning against the walls1 vases of unguents for the friends2 light1 music1 perfumes1 gayety1 dancing2 nothing was lacking for the gratification of the senses4 ,on that one day all the things which are the daily privilege of princes and rich men triumphed in the poor man's house4 ,jesus was pleased by this innocent joy1 and touched by the exultation of those simple souls1 snatched for those few hours from the gloomy1 niggardly poverty of their everyday life4 ,in weddings ,he saw more than a mere festival4 ,marriage is the supreme effort of the youth of man to conquer ,fate with love1 with the union of two affections1 with the joining of two loving youths4 ,it is the affirmation of a double faith in life1 in the continuity and stability of life4 ,the man who marries is a hostage in the hands of human society4 ,making himself the head of a new society and father of a new generation1 he frees himself while he professes to bind himself4 ,marriage is a promise of happiness1 and an acceptance of suffering4 ,illusion and conscience have their part in it4 ,in the shadow of tragedy1 which sends over the future a trembling hope of joy1 is the heroic and holy greatness of marriage1 which cannot be dispensed with1 and yet1 in the light of selfish reason1 should not be accepted4 ,who has ever seen1 except in this case1 a condemnation so eagerly longed for8 ,for ,jesus marriage has a still deeper meaning3 it is the beginning of something eternal4 ,whom ,god hath joined1 man cannot put asunder4 ,when hearts have been united and bodies joined1 no law nor sword can sever them4 ,in this our human life1 changeable1 ephemeral1 evasive1 failing1 frail1 there is only one thing that ought to last forever till death and beyond death1--marriage1 the only link of eternity in the perishable chain4 ,jesus often speaks of weddings and banquets4 ,among the most beautiful parables is that of the ,king who sent out invitations to the wedding of his son1 that other of the ,virgins who wait by night for the arrival of the bridegroom's friend2 and that of the ,lord who prepared a banquet4 ,christ compares ,himself to a bridegroom feasted by ,his friends when ,he answers those who are scandalized because ,his disciples eat and drink4 ,he did not despise wine1 and when with ,his ,twelve1 ,he drinks that wine which is ,his blood1 ,he thinks of the new wine of the ,kingdom4 ,it is not surprising therefore that ,he should have accepted the invitation to the wedding at ,cana4 ,every one knows the miracle ,he wrought that day4 ,six jars of water were changed by ,jesus into wine1 and into wine better than that which had been drunk4 ,old rationalists say that this was a present of wine kept hidden until then1 a surprise of ,jesus at the end of the meal1 in honor of the bride and groom4 ,and six hundred quarts of wine1 they add1 are a fine present1 showing the liberality of the ,master4 ,these ,voltairian vermin have not noticed that only ,john1 the man of allegories1 the philosophizer1 tells of the ,marriage at ,cana4 ,it was not a sleight-of-hand trick1 but a true transmutation1 performed with the power of ,spirit over matter1 and at the same time it is one of those ,parables in fact1 instead of in words1 a ,parable told by actual deeds4 ,but whoever does not stop at the literal meaning of the story1 sees that the water turned into wine symbolizes the new epoch which begins with the ,gospel4 ,before the ,annunciation and the vigil in the desert1 water was enough2 the world was left to sorrow4 ,but now the joyful tidings are come1 the ,kingdom is at hand1 happiness is near4 ,men are about to pass from sadness to joy1 from the widowhood of the old law to the new marriage with the new law4 ,the ,bridegroom is with us4 ,now is no time for sadness1 but for enthusiasm4 ,there will be no more fasting but rejoicings2 no more water but wine4 ,remember the words of the steward to the ,bridegroom1 8,every man at the beginning doth set forth good wine2 and when men have well drunk1 then that which is worse3 but ,thou hast kept the good wine until now40 ,such was the old usage1 the usage of the ,jews of old times and of the heathen4 ,but ,jesus meant to overturn this old amphictyonic usage also4 ,the men of old gave the good and then the poor2 ,he1 after the good wine1 gives better4 ,sour1 unripened wine1 the poor quality which was drunk at the beginning1 symbolizes the wine of the old law1 the wine that has turned sour and can no longer be drunk4 ,christ's wine1 finer and stronger1 which cheers the heart and warms the blood1 is the new wine of the ,kingdom1 wine intended for the marriage of ,heaven and earth1 wine which gives that divine intoxication which will be called later1 8the foolishness of ,god40 ,the marriage of ,cana1 which in ,john is the first miracle1 is an allegory of the evangelical revolution4 ,,the ,,accursed ,,fig-,,tree ,another parable expressed in the form of a miracle is that of the withered fig-tree4 ,one morning towards ,easter1 returning from ,bethany to ,jerusalem1 ,jesus was hungry4 ,he came up to a fig-tree and found only leaves4 ,it was too early to expect fruit1 even from the earliest species4 ,yet ,jesus1 according to ,matthew and ,mark1 was angry at the poor tree and cursed it4 ,according to ,matthew1 8,let no fruit grow on thee hence-forward forever40 ,and presently the fig-tree withered away4 ,according to ,mark1 8,no man eat fruit of thee hereafter forever4444 ,and in the morning1 as they passed by1 they saw the fig-tree dried up from the roots40 ,in the ,evangelists the account of the curse is followed by a return to the thought many times expressed by ,jesus1 that anything can be obtained if asked for with powerful faith4 ,others instead see here a metaphorical lament which many times returned to ,jesus' lips4 ,the fig-tree is ,israel1 the old ,judaic religion1 which from now on will bear only unnourishing leaves of rites and ceremonies1 leaves fated to shrivel without nourishing men4 ,jesus1 hungry for justice1 hungry for love1 sought among the leaves for sustaining fruits of mercy and holiness4 ,he did not find them4 ,israel did not feed ,his hunger nor fulfill ,his hope4 ,from now on nothing can be expected from the old trunk1 leafy but sterile4 ,may it be dead to all eternity6 ,other races will henceforth be fruitful4 ,the miracle of the cursed fig-tree is at bottom nothing more than a very apparent gloss of the parable of the sterile fig-tree in ,luke4 8,a certain man had a fig-tree planted in his vineyard2 and he came and sought fruit thereon1 and found none4 ,then said he unto the dresser of his vineyard1 ,behold1 these three years ,i come seeking fruit on this fig-tree and find none3 cut it down2 why cumbereth it the ground80 ,and he answering said unto him1 8,lord1 let it alone this year also1 till ,i shall dig about it and dung it3 and if it bear fruit1 well3 and if not1 then after that thou shalt cut it down40 ,the tree was not condemned at first1 but after three years of sterility1 and even then by the intercession of the workman1 was given a year's respite1 and in that year the plant was handled and treated with loving care4 ,that was to be the final test3 only if all care was unavailing was it to be hewn down and burned4 ,for three years ,jesus had preached to the ,jews1 and ,he was thinking of giving them up1 and announcing the ,kingdom to others4 ,but one of ,his workers1 a disciple still attached to his people1 asked for mercy2 one respite more4 ,we shall see whether even great love could convert this adulterous and bastard generation4 ,but when they were on the road from ,bethany1 ,judaism had been put to the test1 ,christ had only ,his ,cross to expect4 ,the evil fig-tree of ,judaism deserved to be burned and from that time on no one will eat its tardy1 withered fruit4 ,,bread ,,and ,,fishes ,on two occasions there was a multiplication of bread1 alike in all details except the proportions of the quantities involved1--that is1 in exactly what give them their real spiritual meaning4 ,thousands of poor people had followed ,jesus into a place in the wilderness1 far from any settlements4 ,for three days they had not eaten1 so hungry were they for the bread of life which is ,his word4 ,but on the third day1 ,jesus took pity on them--there were women and children among them--and ordered ,his disciples to feed the multitude4 ,but they had only a little bread and a few fishes1 and there were thousands of mouths4 ,then ,jesus had them all sit down on the ground on the green grass1 in circles of fifty to a hundred1 ,he blessed the small amount of food they had2 all were satisfied1 and baskets of the broken pieces were left4 ,the less there is of the true bread1 the bread of truth1 the more it satisfies4 ,the old law is abundant1 copious1 divided into innumerable sections4 ,there are hundreds of precepts written in the books and thousands more invented by the ,scribes and ,pharisees4 ,at first sight it seems a gigantic table where a whole race could be satisfied4 ,but all these precepts1 these rules and formulas are only dry leaves1 shavings1 trash4 ,no one can live on such fare4 ,the more numerous they are1 the less they satisfy4 ,humble and simple people cannot satisfy their hunger for justice with these innumerable but inedible viands4 ,instead1 one ,word alone sums up all the words and transcends the petrified bigotry beloved by the complacent and satiated2 one ,word which fills the soul1 which reconciles hearts1 which calms the hunger for justice2 the multitudes will be satisfied and there will be enough to eat also for those who were not present on that day4 ,spiritual bread is in itself miraculous4 ,a loaf of wheat bread is only enough for a very few1 and when they have finished it1 there is no more for any one6 ,but the bread of truth1 that mystic bread of ,joy is never finished1 can never be finished4 ,give it out to thousands and it is always there2 distribute it to millions1 and it is always intact4 ,every one has taken his part as the men and women in the wilderness did1 and as much as was given out1 so much the more remains for those who are to come4 ,another day when the disciples found themselves without bread1 ,jesus admonished them to beware of the leaven of the ,pharisees and ,sadducees4 ,and the disciples1 almost always slow to understand ,him1 said among themselves1 8,it is because we have taken no bread40 ,which when ,jesus perceived he said unto them1 8,o ye of little faith1 why reason ye among yourselves1 because ye have brought no bread8 ,do ye not yet understand neither remember the five loaves of the five thousand and how many baskets ye took up8 ,neither the seven loaves of the four thousand and how many baskets ye took up8 ,how is it that ye do not understand that ,i spake it not to you concerning bread1 that ye should beware of the leaven of the ,pharisees and of the ,sadducees80 ,that is1 of the blind guardians of the degenerate law4 ,they are the ,twelve1 the chosen1 the blest1 the faithful1 and yet they cannot understand at once1 do not sufficiently believe4 ,again in the boat1 the night of the tempest1 ,jesus was obliged to reprove them4 ,the ,master had gone to sleep in the stern1 ,his head on the pillow of one of the rowers4 ,suddenly the wind rose1 a storm came down on the lake1 the waves beat against the boat and it seemed from one moment to the next that they would be wrecked4 ,the disciples1 alarmed1 awakened ,jesus1 8,master1 carest thou not that we perish80 ,and he arose1 and rebuked the wind1 and said unto the sea1 8,peace1 be still40 ,and the wind ceased and there was a great calm4 ,and ,he said unto them1 8,why are ye so fearful8 how is it that ye have no faith80 ,and they feared exceedingly1 and said one to another1 8,what manner of man is this1 that even the wind and the sea obey him80 ,there is one1 ,simon ,peter1 who has no fear4 ,not only does his nature transcend the human1 but great is his faith1 great his love1 great his power of will4 ,nothing animate nor inanimate can resist these three great qualities4 ,a man who possesses them has renounced all that is temporal and is victorious over time4 ,he has renounced the good things of the flesh1 and for this reason can save the flesh2 he has renounced material things and so is master of matter4 ,every one can partake of this power4 ,faith is sufficient1 but it must not be faith only in oneself4 ,a few years before ,christ1 a great ,italian1 captain in many wars1 corrupt but a fitting ruler over the putrefaction of the ,republic1 was on the sea1 on a real sea1 in a boat with a few rowers1 in search of an army which had not come up in time to win the victory for him4 ,the wind began to blow1 the tempest bore down on the boat and the pilot wished to turn back to the harbor4 ,but ,csar1 taking the hand of the pilot1 said to him1 8,go forward1 fear not1 ,csar is with thee and his fortune sails with you40 ,these words of haughty self-confidence heartened the crew2 every one1 as if a little of ,csar's strength had entered into his soul1 did his best to overcome the opposition of the sea4 ,but notwithstanding the efforts of the seamen the ship was nearly sunk and was obliged to turn back4 ,csar's faith was only pride and ambition1 faith in himself3 ,christ's faith was all love1 love for the ,father1 love for men4 ,with this love ,he could walk to meet the boat of the disciples tacking against a contrary wind1 and could step upon the water as on the grass of a meadow4 ,they thought in the darkness that it was a specter1 and once again ,he was obliged to reassure them1 8,be of good cheer3 it is ,i2 be not afraid40 ,as soon as ,he was in the boat1 the wind fell and in a few minutes they reached the shore4 ,once again they were astounded because1 says the honest ,mark1 8,for they considered not the miracle of the loaves3 for their heart was hardened40 ,this comparison may seem ingenuous1 but it is revealing1 for the miracle of the loaves is the foundation of all the others4 ,every parable spoken in poetic words or expressed with visible prodigies was as bread prepared in different manners1 so that ,his own followers1 at least ,his very own1 should understand the one needful truth that the ,spirit is the only fare worthy of man1 and that the man who is nourished on that fare is master of the world4 ,,not ,,secretive3 ,a ,,poet ,jesus seems at first sight secretive4 ,he orders those affected by miracles to say to no man who has cured them2 ,he wishes prayers and charity to be done secretly2 when the disciples recognize that ,he is the ,christ1 ,he charges them not to repeat it2 after the ,transfiguration ,he bids the three keep silence1 and when ,he teaches ,he uses parables which all men are not capable of understanding4 ,on further thought1 on really considering the matter1 it is apparent that ,jesus has nothing of the esoteric4 ,he has no secret doctrine to impart to a few acolytes4 ,his words are public and open4 ,he always speaks in the public squares of cities1 on the beaches of lakes1 in the ,synagogue1 in the midst of the people4 ,he forbids speaking of ,his miracles in order that ,he may not be confused with wizards and exorcists2 ,he commands to do good secretly in order to keep vainglory from destroying merit2 ,he does not wish the ,twelve to proclaim ,him the ,christ before ,his entry into ,jerusalem1 the public inauguration of ,his ,messiahship2 and ,he speaks in parables to be better understood by the simple who listen more willingly to a story than to a sermon1 and remember a narration better than an argument4 ,three of the ,evangelists report a speech of ,jesus1 which seems to contradict this view4 8,unto you10 ,he is speaking to the disciples1 8it is given to know the mysteries of the ,kingdom of ,god1 but to others it is not given2 therefore ,i speak to them in parables that seeing they might not see1 and hearing they might not understand40 ,but ,jesus means only to say this1 8,you understand these mysteries1 but the many do not understand them1 although they have ears and spirits like yours4 ,and to them that they may understand ,i speak in parables1--that is1 in a figurative language of facts because it is easier and more familiar40 ,you teach children with fables and the simple with stories1 and 8the many0 have remained like the simple and the childish4 ,to overcome the slowness of their minds ,i use words adapted to their nature4 ,they are all fancy1 and little intellect2 and the parables are an appeal to the imagination more than to the reasoning powers4 ,i do not employ them therefore to hide the truth1 but the better to reveal it to those who could not see it in a purely rational form4 ,for if then they do not understand1 it is the fault of their obstinacy1 which often closes the eyes and ears of the soul4 ,jesus had no mysteries to dissemble4 ,it was ,his wish that all1 even the most humble and ignorant1 should understand ,him4 ,the parables were not made to hide ,his teaching from the profane1 but to make it more explicit and understandable to every one4 ,that sometimes even the intelligence of the ,twelve is inferior to this task is a melancholy conclusion by no means unknown to ,jesus4 ,the marvelous content of ,his message has cast into the shade ,his poetic originality1 not less marvelous4 ,jesus never wrote--once only ,he wrote on the sand1 and the wind destroyed forever ,his handwriting--but in the midst of a people of powerful imagination1 of the people who wrote the ,psalter1 the story of ,ruth1 the book of ,job1 the ,song of ,songs1 ,he would have been one of the greatest poets of all times4 ,his victorious youthfulness of spirit1 the racy1 popular language of the country where ,he grew up1 the books ,he had read1 few but among the richest of all poetry--,his loving communion with the life of the fields and of animals and above all ,his divine and passionate yearning to give light to those who suffer in the dark1 to save those who are being lost forever1 to carry supreme happiness to the most unhappy 7because true poetry does not catch its fire from the light of the lantern but at the light of the stars and of the sun1 is not found in the writings left behind by great-grandfathers1 but in love1 in sorrow in the deeply moved soul72 these things combined made of ,jesus a poet1 an inventor of living and eternal images with which he achieved a miracle on which the ,evangelists make no comment1--the miracle of communicating the highest truth by the means of stories so simple1 familiar1 full of grace that after twenty centuries they shine with that unique youth which is eternity4 ,some of these stories are only idyllic or epic restatements of revelations which at other times ,he expounded in abstract words2 but there are some which express things never said in any other form in ,his teaching4 ,the parables are the imaginative comments on the ,sermon on the ,mount1 such as could be made only by a poet who merits the title of divine more truly than any other poet ever born4 ,,yeast ,city ladies do not make their own bread1 but old countrywomen and housewives know what yeast is4 ,a handful of dough from the last baking as big as a child's hand1 wet with warm water and put into the new dough1 raises even as much as three measures of flour4 ,among the seeds of plants that of the mustard is among the smallest2 it can hardly be seen1 but from this tiny little seed1 if it is put into good earth1 springs up a fine shrub1 and the fowls of the air lodge in the branches of it4 ,the grain of wheat is not large1 the farmer throws it into the ground and then goes on about his other affairs2 he sleeps1 he goes away from home and comes back4 ,days pass and nights pass1 no thought is given to the seed1 but underneath there in the moist1 plowed field the seed has germinated4 ,there comes out a blade of green and at the top of this blade an ear1 at first green and graceful1 then little by little becoming golden grain4 ,now the field is ready for the mowing and the farmer can commence his harvesting4 ,likewise with the ,kingdom of ,heaven and the first news of it4 ,a word seems nothing4 ,what is a word8 ,syllables1 sounds1 which come from the lips1 enter with difficulty into the ears and only when they come from the heart find other hearts2 it is a little thing1 small1 a breath1 a sigh1 a sound which comes and goes and the wind carries it away4 ,and yet the word of the ,kingdom is like yeast4 ,if it goes into good flour1 clean honest flour not adulterated with other grains1 it ferments and grows4 ,it is like the seed of the fields which germinates deep under the ground1 patient as the earth which hides it1 which1 when ,spring comes1 grows green and strong and with the beginning of summer1 lo1 the harvest is ready6 ,the gospel is made up of few words1 8,the ,kingdom is at hand1 change your souls60 but if it falls into the heart of men ready for it1 of simple men who wish to become great1 of righteous men who wish to become holy1 of sinners who seek in good for that happiness which they have vainly sought in evil1 then those words take root in the depths1 put out buds and shoots1 flourish up in clusters and ears1 and luxuriate in a summer never to be followed by the decay of ,autumn4 ,only a few men of those living about ,christ believed in the ,kingdom and prepared themselves for the great day4 ,only a few1 insignificant men1 scattered like tiny particles of yeast in the midst of the divided nations and the immense ,empires1 but these few dozen insignificant men gathered together in the midst of a predestined people were to become1 through the contagion of their example1 thousands upon thousands1 and only three hundred years after them1 in the place of ,tiberius1 ruled a man who bowed the knee before the heirs of the ,apostles4 ,but men must renounce everything else if they are to enjoy the promised ,kingdom4 ,worldly-minded men do the same in their temporal affairs4 ,if a man working in another's field discovers a treasure-store1 he quickly hides it again and hurries to sell all that he has to buy that field4 ,if a merchant looking for marvelous jewels worthy to be offered to monarchs1 finds a pearl larger and purer than any he has ever seen1 he goes and sells everything that he has1 even the other pearls of less price1 to buy this unique and wonderful pearl4 ,if the workman and the merchant1 material-minded men1 who are satisfied with frail acquisitions1 are thus ready to sell all their goods to acquire a treasure which seems to them more precious than anything they possess1 even though it is only a material and perishable treasure1 how much more reason there is for men to renounce what they hold most dear1 in order to achieve the ,kingdom of ,god4 ,if the laboring-man and the merchant for a money gain1 likely to be stolen or destroyed1 thus consent to a provisional sacrifice which will give them a hundred per cent profit1 ought not we for an infinitely greater1 infinitely higher profit1 throw away the best we have1 even if it has seemed until now of inestimable price8 ,but before we make this renunciation we must take thought and be sure that what remains to us will be enough to take us to the end of this new undertaking4 ,we must measure the forces of our soul1 that it may not happen to us as to the man who wished to build up a tower1 a beautiful tower which would soar up to the sky like that of ,jerusalem4 ,he took no account of the cost but called the diggers1 had the foundations excavated2 called the masons and had the four walls of the foundations begun2 but when the tower had scarcely been raised above the level of the earth1 and was not yet as high as the roof of a house1 he was obliged to stop because he had no more money to pay for the mortar1 the stones1 the bricks and the working men2 and the tower remained thus1 low and unsightly1 in memory of his presumption3 and his neighbors mocked at him4 ,a king who wants to make war on another king first takes account of his soldiers1 and if he can count only on ten thousand and the other has twenty thousand1 he puts off any idea of war1 and sends an embassy of peace before his enemy can take the first hostile step4 ,he who is not sure of himself1 of being able to conquer to the last1 does not follow ,christ4 ,for the foundation of the ,kingdom is infinitely harder work than the building of a tower1 and the creation of the new man is war not less harsh than external war1 although silent and inner4 ,,the ,,banquet ,only the clean of heart can enter into the ,kingdom4 ,the ,kingdom is an eternal feast1 and only those dressed for a feast can go there4 ,there was a ,king who celebrated his son's wedding1 and those whom he invited did not come4 ,then the ,king called in the common people1 the passers-by1 the beggars1 every one2 but when the ,king came into the banqueting hall and saw one of the guests all filthy with grease and mud1 he had him cast outside the door1 to gnash his teeth in the coldness of night4 ,at the banquet of the ,kingdom if the first called do not come1 all are accepted2 even the wretched and the sinners4 ,the ,king had invited first the chosen people2 but one had bought a piece of ground1 another five yoke of oxen1 a third had taken a wife that day4 ,they were all deep in their affairs1 and some did not even trouble to send an excuse4 ,then the ,king sent his servants to pick up out of the streets the blind1 the poor1 the maimed and the halt1 the lowest of the rabble2 and still there was room4 ,then he commanded that those who passed in front of his palace should be forced to come in1 whoever they might be2 and the banquet began4 ,it was a royal banquet1 a rich and magnificent feast2 but after all1 it consisted in enjoying lamb and fish1 in getting drunk on wine and cider4 ,at the break of day the bonfire was burned out1 the tables were cleared1 every one had to return to his home and to his poverty4 ,if some of those whom the ,king first invited preferred another material pleasure to this material pleasure it was pardonable4 ,but the invitation to the banquet of the ,kingdom is a promise of spiritual happiness1 absolute1 satisfying1 perpetual4 ,something else than the passing amusements of terrestrial life3 nauseating drunkenness1 food that distends the stomach1 sensual pleasures that leave a man bone-weary and defiled4 ,and yet the men whom ,jesus chose among all other men1 and called first of all to the divine feast of the reborn1 did not respond4 ,they made wry faces1 complained1 slipped away and continued their habitual low actions4 ,they preferred the rubbish of carnal goods to the splendor of high hope which is the only reasonable reason for living4 ,then all the others were called in their place3 beggars instead of the rich1 sinners instead of ,pharisees1 women of the streets instead of fine ladies1 the sick and sorrowing instead of the strong and happy4 ,even the latest arrivals if they come in time will be admitted to the feast4 ,the master of the vineyard saw in the marketplace certain laborers who were waiting for work1 sent them out to prune his vines1 and agreed on their wages4 ,later at noon-day he saw others without work and sent also those2 and still later more again1 and he sent them all4 ,and they all worked1 some at pruning and some at hoeing1 and when the evening came the master gave the same pay to all4 ,but those who had begun in the morning early1 murmured1 8,why do those who have worked less than we receive the same payment80 ,but the master answered one of them and said1 8,didst not thou agree with me for a penny2 why then dost thou lament8 ,if it is my pleasure to give the same to the working men of the last hour1 is that robbing you others80 ,the apparent injustice of the master is only a more generous justice4 ,to all he gives what he has promised1 and he who arrived last but works with equal hope has the same right as the others to enjoy that ,kingdom for which he has labored until the night4 ,woe to him who comes too late6 ,no one knows the exact day1 but after that hour he who has not gone in will knock at the door1 and it will not be opened to him1 and he will mourn in outer darkness4 ,the master has gone to the wedding and the servants do not know when he will come back4 ,fortunate are those who have waited for him and whom he will find awake4 ,the master himself will seat them at the table and will serve them4 ,but if he find them sleeping1 if no one is ready to receive him1 if they make him knock at the door before opening it1 if they come to meet him disheveled1 tousled1 half-clad1 and if he finds in the house no lamp lighted1 no water warmed1 he will take the servants by the arm and drive them out without pity4 ,every one should be ready because the ,son of ,man is like a thief in the night who sends no word beforehand when he will come4 ,or like a bridegroom who has been detained by some one in the street4 ,in the house of the bride there are ten virgins who are waiting to go to meet him with the light of the procession4 ,five1 the wise virgins1 take oil for their lamps1 and wait to hear the voices and the steps of the approaching bridegroom4 ,the other five1 the foolish1 do not think of the oil1 and1 tired of waiting1 fall asleep4 ,and suddenly there is the sound of the nuptial procession arriving4 ,the five wise virgins light their lamps and run out into the street joyfully to welcome the bridegroom4 ,the other five wake up with a start and ask their companions to give them a little oil4 ,but the others say1 8,why did you not provide for that sooner8 ,go and buy some40 ,and the foolish run from one house to another to get a little oil2 but everybody is asleep1 and nobody answers them1 and the shops are closed and the roaming dogs bark at their heels4 ,they go back to the house of the wedding1 but now the door is closed4 ,the five wise virgins are already there and feasting with the bridegroom4 ,the five foolish virgins knock and beg and cry out1 but no one comes to open for them4 ,through the cracks in the window casings they see the glowing lights of the supper4 ,they hear the clatter of the dishes1 the clinking of the cups1 the songs of the young men1 the sound of the musical instruments1 but they cannot enter4 ,they must stay there until morning1 in the dark1 and the wind4 ,shut out from the pleasures of the evening festival1 they tremble and shake in terror4 ,,the ,,narrow ,,gate 8,enter ye in at the strait gate3 for wide is the gate1 and broad is the way1 that leadeth to destruction1 and many there be which go in thereat3 ,because strait is the gate1 narrow is the way1 which leadeth unto life1 and few there be that find it40 ,those who will try to enter will fail1 because the master of the house1 when he has shut his door1 will no longer recognize any one4 ,until the great day1 until it is too late1 8,ask and it shall be given to you2 seek and ye shall find1 knock and it shall be opened unto you40 ,even hard1 slothful1 obstinate men give way to persistent entreaty4 ,if even men are not always insensible to pleadings how much surer will be the response from a ,father who loves us8 ,a man at midnight knocks at the door of a friend and wakens him4 ,through the door he says to him1 8,friend1 lend me three loaves2 ,for a friend of mine in his journey is come to me1 and ,i have nothing to set before him40 ,but the other1 still half asleep1 replies1 8,trouble me not3 for ,i am tired1 and ,i do not wish to arise4 ,and here in my bed ,i have my children who are asleep and if ,i get up ,i will wake them and chill them40 ,but the other will not give up1 and knocks again on the door and raises his voice and begs with clasped hands that the other one will do him this service1 for he has no other friends near1 and the hour is late and his guest hungry and waiting for him4 ,and he storms so at the door that his friend gets out of bed and lets him come in and gives him as many loaves as he needs4 ,the friend was weak1 but good-hearted4 ,and even the bad-hearted do as he does4 ,there was in a certain city a judge who cared for no one1 a morose and scornful man who wanted to do everything as it suited him best4 ,a widow went every day before him and asked for justice1 and although her cause was just the judge always sent her away and would not do what she wished4 ,but the widow patiently endured all his repulses and did not weary in her importunity4 ,and finally the judge to get rid of this woman who wore him out with her supplications1 pleadings1 and prayers1 gave the sentence and sent her in peace4 ,but no more must be asked than can be expected4 ,he who has accomplished his task will eat and drink but will not have any special place of honor1 nor will he be better served than his brother1 and certainly not so well as his superior4 ,when the servant1 having been in the field sowing or pasturing the cattle1 comes back to the house1 the master does not call him to eat at his own table1 but first is served himself and afterwards gives the servant the meal which is due him4 ,this is a ,parable which ,jesus meant for ,his ,apostles1 who were already disputing about who would have the highest place in the ,kingdom4 8,doth he thank that servant because he did the things that were commanded him8 ,i trow not4 ,so likewise ye1 when ye shall have done all those things which were commanded you1 say3 ,we are unprofitable servants3 we have done that which was our duty to do40 ,the only thing which counts is the actual doing4 ,there are those who say 8yes0 to orders but who after this do nothing4 ,such men shall be condemned more severely than those who refused openly and then afterwards1 repentant1 obeyed4 ,a father had two sons and said to the older1 8,son1 go work to-day in my vineyard40 ,and the son answered1 8,i go1 sir10 but instead of going to work in the vineyard he lay down in the shade to sleep4 ,and the father said to the second1 8,go too and work with your brother40 ,but the son answered1 8,no1 to-day ,i wish to rest because ,i am not well40 ,but later1 thinking of the old man who could not do the work himself any longer1 he took back his refusal1 overcame his indolence and went to the vineyard and worked with a will till evening4 ,to listen to the word of the ,kingdom is not enough4 ,to consent verbally and to live just as before1 without effort to change the heart1 is less than nothing4 8,whosoever cometh to me1 and heareth my sayings1 and doeth them1 ,i will show you to whom he is like2 ,he is like a man which built an house1 and digged deep1 and laid the foundation on a rock1 and when the flood arose1 the stream beat vehemently upon that house1 and could not shake it1 for it was founded upon a rock4 ,but he that heareth and doeth not1 is like a man that without a foundation built an house upon the earth2 against which the stream did beat vehemently1 and immediately it fell2 and the ruin of that house was great40 ,the same teaching is in the ,parable of the ,sowing1 8,a sower went out to sow his seed3 and as he sowed1 some fell by the wayside2 and it was trodden down1 and the fowls of the air devoured it1 and some fell upon a rock2 and as soon as it was sprung up1 it withered away1 because it lacked moisture4 ,and some fell among thorns2 and the thorns sprang up with it and choked it4 ,and other fell on good ground1 and sprang up and bare fruit an hundredfold40 ,this is the ,parable which the ,twelve were incapable of understanding4 ,jesus was obliged to explain it ,himself4 ,the seed is the ,word of ,god4 ,those by the wayside are they that hear1 then cometh ,satan and taketh the ,word out of their hearts lest they should believe and be saved4 ,they on the rock are they which when they hear receive the ,word with joy1 and these have no root which for a while believe and in time of temptation fall away4 ,and that which fell among thorns are they which when they have heard go forth and are choked with cares and riches and pleasures of this life1 and bring no fruit to perfection4 ,but that on the good ground are they which in an honest and good heart having heard the ,word keep it and bring forth fruit with patience4 ,but it is not enough to hear it merely1 to understand it1 to practice it4 ,he who has received it should not keep it to himself4 ,who is the man who having a lamp hides it under the bed or covers it with a vessel8 ,the light should stand high in the center of the room that they which enter in may see it and be lighted4 ,a ,lord traveling into a far country left to each of his servants ten talents with the understanding that they should use the money to good purpose4 ,and when he came back he reckoned with them4 ,and the first delivered to him twenty talents1 because with the first ten he had earned ten other talents4 ,and the ,lord made him steward over all his goods4 ,and the second delivered him fifteen talents1 for he had not been able to earn more than five more4 ,but the third presented himself timorously and showed him1 wrapped up in a napkin1 the ten talents which he had received4 8,lord1 ,i knew thee that thou art an hard man1 reaping where thou hast not sown1 and gathering where thou hast not strawed3 ,and ,i was afraid1 and went and hid thy talents in the earth40 ,and the ,lord answered1 8,thou wicked and slothful servant1 ,i will judge thee by thine own words4 ,take the talents and give them to him who has twenty40 ,but he has already plenty4 8,i say unto you10 answered the ,lord1 8,for unto every one that hath shall be given1 and he shall have abundance3 but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath40 ,and the unprofitable servant was cast into outer darkness1 where there was weeping and gnashing of teeth4 ,he who has received the ,word ought to double his wealth4 ,he has received so great a treasure that if he leaves it useless1 he deserves to have it taken away from him4 ,from him who does not add to it shall be taken away even that which he has1 and unto him who has doubled his treasures shall be given even more4 ,those who do not use the treasure of the ,word are not poverty-stricken men who need gifts because they are destitute1 but faithless and slothful husbandmen1 to whom was entrusted the most fruitful field in all the universe4 ,happy the steward whom the ,master shall find attentive to act justly and to give to all their rightful part of the harvest4 ,but if the steward begins to oppress the serving men and women and thinks only of eating and getting drunk he will be scourged and punished when the ,master returns1 just punishment for the faithless6 ,the servant who does not know what the ,master wishes done1 and so1 not knowing1 does not carry out ,his wishes1 shall be less punished than he who knew1 and still does the contrary1 for he shall be driven out of the house where he gave orders4 ,the bearers of the ,word have no excuse if they are not the first to obey ,god's wishes4 ,from him to whom much was given1 much shall be required4 ,,the ,,prodigal ,,son ,a man had two sons4 ,his wife was dead1 but he still had these two sons1 only two4 ,but two are always better than one4 ,if the first is away from home1 the second is still there2 if the younger fall ill1 the older works for two2 if one should die 444 even children die1 even the young die1 and sometimes before the old 444 if one of the two should die1 there is at least one left who will care for the poor father4 ,this man loved his sons1 not only because they were of his blood but because he had a loving heart4 ,he loved them both1 the older and the younger2 perhaps the younger a little more than the older1 but so little that he did not realize it himself4 ,fathers and mothers often have a weakness for the youngest because he is the smallest1 he is the sweetest1 he is the last baby1 and after his birth there was never another one1 so that his boyhood1 still so recent1 so prolonged1 stretches out to the sill of his young manhood like a lingering halo of tenderness4 ,it seems only yesterday that he was a baby at the breast1 that he took his first stumbling steps1 that he sprang up to embrace his father1 or sat astride his knees4 ,but this man was not partial4 ,he loved his sons like his two eyes and his two hands1 equally dear1 one at the left1 one at the right1 and he saw to it that both were happy4 ,nothing lacked for either one4 ,and yet1 even in the case of sons of one father1 it almost never happens that two brothers have the same tastes or even similar tastes4 ,the older was a serious-minded young man1 sedate1 settled1 who seemed already grown up and mature1 a husband1 the head of a family4 ,he respected his father1 but more as master than as father1 without any impulsive show of affection4 ,he worked faithfully1 but he was hard and captious with the servants2 he went through all the religious forms1 but did not let the poor come about him4 ,although the house was full of all possible good things1 yet for them there was never anything4 ,he pretended to love his brother1 but his heart was full of the poison of envy4 ,when people say 8to love like a brother0 they say the contrary of what ought to be said4 ,brothers very rarely love each other4 ,jewish history1 not to speak of any other1 begins with ,cain1 goes on with ,jacob's cheating ,esau1 with ,joseph sold by his brothers1 with ,absalom1 who killed ,amon1 with ,solomon who had ,adonijah killed3 a long bloody road of jealousy1 opposition and betrayal4 ,it would be more correct to say 8a father's love10 rather than a brother's4 ,the second son seemed of another race4 ,he was younger and was not ashamed to be young4 ,he splashed about and made merry in his youth as in a warm lake4 ,he had all the desires1 the graces1 and the defects of his age4 ,he was fitful with his father4 ,one day he hurt him1 the next1 put him into the seventh heaven2 he was capable of not saying a word for weeks together and then suddenly throwing himself on his father's neck in the highest spirits4 ,good times with his friends were more to his taste than work4 ,he refused no invitations to drink1 stared at women and dressed better than other people4 ,but he was warmhearted2 he gave money to the needy1 was charitable without boasting of it1 never sent away any one disconsolate4 ,he was seldom seen at the synagogue1 and for this and for other reasons the middle-class people of the neighborhood1 timid1 colorless people1 religious and self-seeking1 did not think well of him and advised their sons to have nothing to do with him4 ,so much the more because the young man wanted to spend more than his father's resources allowed him--a good man1 they said1 but weak and blinded--and because he talked recklessly and said things which were not fitting for the son of a good family brought up as he ought to be4 ,the little life of that little country hole was repugnant to him2 he said it was better to look for adventure in rich countries1 populous1 far away1 beyond the mountains and the sea1 where the big1 luxurious cities are1 with marble buildings and the best wines and shops full of silk and silver1 and women dressed in fine clothes like queens fresh from aromatic baths who lightly give themselves for a piece of gold4 ,there in the country you had to obey orders and work hard1 and there was no outlet for gypsy-like and nomadic tastes4 ,his father1 although he was rich1 although he was good1 measured out the drachma as if they were talents4 ,his brother was vexed if he bought a new tunic or came home a little tipsy2 in the family all they knew was the field1 the furrow1 the pasture1 the stock2 a life that was not a life but one long effort4 ,and one day 7he had thought of it many times before1 but had never had the courage to say it7 he hardened his heart and his face and said to his father1 8,father1 give me the portion of goods that falleth to me1 and ,i will ask nothing more of thee40 ,when the old man heard this1 he was deeply hurt1 but he made no answer1 and went away into his room that his tears should not be seen1 and for a while neither of them spoke any more of this matter4 ,but the son suffered1 was sullen1 and lost all his ardor and animation even to the fresh color of his face4 ,and the father1 seeing his son suffer1 suffered himself1 and yet suffered more at the thought of losing him4 ,but finally paternal love conquered self-love4 ,the estimations and valuations of the property were made1 and the father gave to both his sons their rightful part and kept the rest for himself4 ,the young man lost no time1 he sold what he could not carry away1 gathered together a goodly sum1 and one evening1 without saying anything to any one1 mounted his fine horse and went away4 ,the older brother was rather pleased by his departure2 the younger would never have the courage to come back2 so now he was the only son1 first in command1 and no one would take away the rest of his inheritance from him4 ,but the father secretly wept many tears1 all the tears of his old wrinkled eyelids4 ,every line of his old face was washed with tears1 his aged cheeks were soaked with his grieving4 ,his son was gone and he needed all the love of the remaining son to make up for the sorrow of the separation4 ,but he had an intuition that perhaps he had not lost his son forever1 his second-born1 that before his death he would have the happiness to kiss him again2 and this idea helped him to endure the loneliness4 ,in the meantime the young man drew rapidly near to the rich city of revels where he meant to live4 ,at every turning of the road he felt of the money-bags which hung at either side of his saddle4 ,he soon arrived at the city of his desire and began his feasting4 ,it seemed to him that those thousands of coins would last forever4 ,he rented a fine house1 bought five or six slaves1 dressed like a prince1 and soon had men and women friends who were guests at his table1 and who drank his wine till their stomachs could hold no more4 ,he did not economize with women and chose the most beautiful the city contained1 those who knew how to dance and sing and dress with magnificence1 and undress with grace4 ,no presents seemed too fine or too rich to please those bodies which abandoned themselves with such voluptuous softness1 and which gave him the wildest1 most torturing pleasure4 ,the little provincial lord from the dull country1 repressed in the most sensual period of his life1 now vented his voluptuousness1 his love of luxury1 in this dangerous life4 ,such a life could not go on forever3 the money bags of the prodigal son were not bottomless--no money bags are--and there came a day when there was neither gold nor silver1 and not even copper1 but only empty bags of canvas and leather lying limp and flabby on the brick floor of his room4 ,his friends disappeared1 the women disappeared1 slaves1 beds and dining-tables were sold4 ,with the proceeds he had enough to buy food1 but only for a short time4 ,to complete his misfortune1 a famine came on the country and the prodigal son found himself hungering in the midst of a famine-stricken people4 ,the women had gone off to other cities where the situation was better2 the friends of his drunken night-revels had hard work to look out for themselves4 ,the unfortunate man1 stripped and destitute1 left the city1 traveling with a lord who was going to the country where he had a fine estate4 ,he begged him for work1 till the lord hired him as swine-herd because he was young and strong and hardly any one was willing to be a swine-herd4 ,for a ,jew nothing could be a greater affliction than this4 ,even in ,egypt1 although animals were adored there1 the only people forbidden to enter the temples were swine-herds4 ,no father would have given his daughter to wife to a swine-herd and no man for all the gold in the world would have married the daughter of a swine-herd4 ,but the prodigal son had no choice and was forced to lead the herd of swine out to the pasture4 ,he was given no pay and very little to eat1 because there was only a little for any one2 but there was no famine for the hogs1 because they could eat anything4 ,there were plenty of carob beans and they gorged themselves on those4 ,their hungry attendant enviously watched the pink and black animals rooting in the earth1 chewing beans and roots1 and longed to fill his stomach with the same stuff and wept1 remembering the abundance of his own home and his festivals in the great city4 ,sometimes overcome with hunger he took one of the black bean-husks1 from under the grunting snouts of the pigs1 tempering the bitterness of his suffering with that insipid and woody food4 ,and woe to him if his employer had seen him6 ,his dress was a dirty slave's smock which smelt of manure1 his foot-gear a pair of worn-out sandals scarcely held together with rushes2 on his head a faded hood4 ,his fair young face1 tanned by the sun of the hills1 was thin and long1 and had taken a sickly color between gray and brown4 ,who was wearing now the spotless home-spun clothes1 which he had left in his brother's chests8 ,where now were the fair silken tunics dyed purple which he had sold for so little8 ,his father's hired servants were better dressed than he1 and they fared better than he4 ,returned to his senses1 he said to himself1 8,how many hired servants of my father's have bread enough and to spare1 and ,i perish with hunger60 ,until now he had brushed away the idea of going home as soon as it had appeared4 ,how could he bear to go back in this condition and give in to his brother after having despised his home1 after having made his father weep8 ,to return without a garment1 unshod1 without a penny1 without the ring--the sign of liberty--uncomely1 disfigured by this famished slavery1 stinking and contaminated by this abominable trade1 to show that the wise old neighbors were right1 that his serious-minded brother was right1 to bow himself at the knee of the old man whom he had left without a greeting1 to return with opprobrium as a ragged fellow to the spot from which he had departed as a king6 ,to come back to the soup-plate into which he had spit--into a house which contained nothing of his6 ,no1 there was something of his always in his home1 his father6 ,if he belonged to his father1 his father belonged also to him4 ,he was his creation1 made of his flesh1 issued from his seed in a moment of love4 ,though hurt1 his father would never drive away his own flesh and blood4 ,if he would not take him back as son1 at least he would take him back as a hired servant1 as he would any stranger1 like a man born of another father4 8,i will arise and go to my father1 and will say unto him1 ,father1 ,i have sinned against heaven and before thee1 ,and am no more worthy to be called thy son3 make me as one of thy hired servants40 ,i do not come back as son but as servant1 a worker1 and ,i do not ask love from you1 for ,i have no more right to that1 but only a little bread from your kitchen4 ,and the young man gave back the hogs to his master1 and went towards his own land4 ,he begged a piece of bread from the country people1 and wept salt tears as he ate this bread of pity and charity in the shadow of the sycamores4 ,his sore and blistered feet could scarcely carry him4 ,he was barefoot now1 but his faith in forgiveness led him homeward step by step4 ,and finally one day at noon he arrived in sight of his father's house2 but he did not dare to knock1 nor to call any one1 nor to go in4 ,he hung around outside to see if any one would come out4 ,and behold1 his father appeared on the threshold4 ,his son was no longer the same1 was changed1 but the eyes of a father even dimmed by weeping could not fail to recognize him4 ,he ran towards him and caught him to his breast1 and kissed him and kissed him again1 and could not stop from pressing his pale1 old lips on that ravaged face1 on those eyes whose expression was altered but still beautiful1 on that hair1 dusty but still waving and soft1 on that flesh that was his own4 ,the son1 covered with confusion and deeply moved1 did not know how to respond to these kisses1 and as soon as he could free himself from his father's arms he threw himself on the ground and repeated tremulously the speech he had prepared4 8,father1 ,i have sinned against heaven and before thee1 ,and am no more worthy to be called thy son40 ,but if the young man had brought himself to the point of refusing the name of son1 the old man never felt himself more father than at this moment2 he seemed to become a father for a second time1 and without even answering1 with his eyes still clouded and soft1 but with the ringing voice of his best days1 he called to the servants3 8,bring forth the best robe1 and put it on him2 and put a ring on his hand1 and shoes on his feet40 ,the son of the master should not return home wretchedly dressed like a beggar4 ,the finest garment should be given him1 new shoes1 a ring on his finger1 and the servants must wait on him because he1 too1 is a master4 8,and bring hither the fatted calf2 and kill it1 and let us eat and be merry3 ,for this my son was dead1 and is alive again2 he was lost1 and is found40 ,the fatted calf was kept in reserve for great feast days3 but what festival can be greater for me than this one8 ,i had wept for my son as dead and here he is alive with me4 ,i had lost him in the world and the world has delivered him back to me4 ,he was far away and now is with me1 he was a beggar at the doors of strange houses1 and now is master in his own house2 he was famished and now he shall be served with a banquet at his own table4 ,and the servants obeyed him and the calf was killed1 skinned1 cut up and put to cook4 ,the oldest wine was taken from the wine-cellar1 and the finest room was prepared for the dinner in celebration of the return4 ,servants went to call his father's friends and others went to summon musicians1 that there should be music4 ,and when everything was ready1 when the son had been bathed1 and his father had kissed him many times more--almost as if to assure himself with his lips that his true son was there with him and it was not the vision of a dream--they commenced the banquet1 the wines were mixed and the musicians accompanied the songs of joy4 ,the older son was in the field1 working1 and in the evening when he came back and was near to the house he heard shouts and stampings and clapping of hands1 and the footsteps of dancers4 ,and he could not understand4 8,whatever can have happened8 ,perhaps my father has gone crazy or perhaps a wedding procession has arrived unexpectedly at our house40 ,disliking noise and new faces1 he would not enter and see for himself what it was4 ,but he called to a boy coming out of the house and asked him what all that clatter was4 8,thy brother is come2 and thy father hath killed the fatted calf1 because he hath received him safe and sound40 ,these words were like a thrust at his heart4 ,he turned pale1 not with pleasure1 but with rage and jealousy4 ,the old envy boiled up inside4 ,it seemed to him that he had all the right on his side1 and he would not go into the house1 but stayed outside1 angry4 ,then his father went out and entreated him3 8,come1 for your brother has come back and has asked after you1 and will be glad to see you1 and we will feast together40 ,but the serious-minded young man could not contain himself1 and for the first time in his life ventured to reprove his father to his face4 8,lo1 these many years do ,i serve thee1 neither transgressed ,i at any time thy commandment2 yet thou never gavest me a kid1 that ,i might make merry with my friends3 ,but as soon as this thy son was come1 which hath devoured thy living with harlots1 thou hast killed for him the fatted calf40 ,with these few words he discloses all the ignominy of his soul hidden until then under the ,pharisaical cloak of good behavior4 ,he reproaches his father with his own obedience1 he reproaches him with his avarice4 8,you have never given me even a kid0--and he reproaches him1 he1 a loveless son1 for being a too-loving father4 8,this thy son40 ,he does not say 8brother40 ,his father may recognize him as son1 but he will not recognize him as brother4 8,he hath devoured thy living with harlots4 ,money that was not his1 with women that were not his2 while ,i stayed with thee sweating on thy fields with no recompense40 ,but his father pardoned this son1 as he did the other son4 8,son1 thou art ever with me1 and all that ,i have is thine4 ,it was meet that we should make merry1 and be glad2 for this thy brother was dead1 and is alive again2 and was lost1 and is found40 ,the father is sure that these words will be enough to silence the other4 8,he was dead and is alive again1 was lost and is found4 ,what other reasons can be needed1 and what other reasons can be better than these--grant that he has done what he has done1 that he has spent my money on women2 he has dissipated as much as he could2 he left me without a greeting2 he left me to weep4 ,he could have done worse than that and still would have been my son4 ,he could have stolen on the streets1 could have murdered the guiltless1 he could have offended me even more1 but ,i never could forget that he is my son1 my own blood4 ,he was gone and has returned1 was disappeared and has reappeared1 was lost and is found1 was dead and is alive again4 ,this is enough for me and to celebrate this miracle a fatted calf seems little to me4 ,thou hast never left me1 ,i always enjoyed thee1 all my kids are thine if thou asketh for them2 thou hast eaten every day at my table2 but he was gone for so many days and weeks and months6 ,i saw him only in my dreams2 he has not eaten a single piece of bread with me in all that time4 ,have ,i not the right to triumph at least this day80 ,jesus stopped here1 ,he did not go on with ,his story4 ,there was no need of that1 the meaning of the parable is clear with no additions4 ,but no story--after that of ,joseph--that ever came from human lips is more beautiful than this one or ever touched more deeply the hearts of men4 ,interpreters are free to comment and explain1 that the prodigal son is the new man purified by the experience of grief1 and the older son1 the ,pharisee who observes the old law but does not know love4 ,or else that the older son is the ,jewish people who do not understand the love of the ,father welcoming the pagan1 although he had wallowed in the foul loves of paganism and had lived in the company of swine4 ,jesus was no maker of riddles4 ,he ,himself says expressly that the meaning of this and similar parables is3 8,more joy shall be in ,heaven over one sinner who repents than over all the righteous0 who vaunt themselves in their false righteousness2 than for all the pure who are proud of their external purity2 than for all the zealots who hide the aridity of their hearts by their apparent respect for the law4 ,the truly righteous will be received in the ,kingdom1 but no one ever doubted them1 they have made no one tremble and suffer and there is no need to rejoice2 but for him who has been near perdition1 who has gone through deep sufferings to make himself a new soul1 to overcome his bestiality1 who merits his place in the ,kingdom the more because he has had to deny all his past to obtain it1 for him songs of triumph shall arise4 8,what man of you having an hundred sheep1 if he lose one of them1 doth not leave the ninety and nine in the wilderness1 and go after that which is lost1 until he find it8 ,and when he hath found it1 he layeth it on his shoulders1 rejoicing4 ,and when he cometh home1 he calleth together his friends and neighbors1 saying unto them1 ,rejoice with me2 for ,i have found my sheep which was lost40 ,either what woman having ten pieces of silver1 if she lose one piece1 doth not light a candle1 and sweep the house1 and seek diligently till she find it8 ,and when she hath found it she calleth her friends and her neighbors together1 saying1 8,rejoice with me2 for ,i have found the piece which ,i had lost40 ,and what is a sheep compared to a son returned to life1 to a man saved8 ,and of what value is a piece of silver compared to one astray1 who finds holiness again8 ,,the ,,parables ,,of ,,sin ,but forgiveness creates an obligation for which there are no exceptions allowed4 ,love is a fire which goes out if it does not kindle others4 ,thou hast burned with joy2 kindle him who comes near you if thou wilt not become like stone1 smoky but cold4 ,he who has received must give2 it is better to give much1 but it is essential to give a part at least4 ,a king one day wanted a reckoning with his servants and one by one he called them before him4 ,among the first was one who owed him ten thousand talents1 but as he had not anything to pay this1 the king commanded that he should be sold and his wife and his children and all that he had1 in payment of a part of the debt4 ,the servant in despair threw himself at the feet of the king4 ,he seemed a mere bundle of garments crying out sobs and promises4 8,have patience with me1 wait a little longer and ,i will pay you all1 but do not have my wife and my children separated from me1 sent away like cattle1 no one knows where40 ,the king was moved with compassion--he also had little children--and he sent him away free and forgave him that great debt4 ,the servant went out and seemed another man2 but his heart1 even after so much mercy shown to him1 was the same as before4 ,and he met one of his fellow-servants who owed him a hundred pence1 a small thing compared with ten thousand talents1 and he sprang on him and took him by the throat4 8,pay me what thou owest and at once1 or ,i will have thee bound by the guards40 ,the unlucky man assaulted in this way did what his persecutor had done a little while before in the presence of the king4 ,he fell down at his feet and besought him and wept and swore that he would pay him in a few days and kissed the hem of his garment1 and recalled to him their old comradeship and begged him to wait in the name of the children who were waiting for him in his home4 ,but the oaf1 who was a servant and not a king1 had no compassion4 ,he took his debtor by the arm and had him cast into prison4 ,the news spread abroad among the other servants of the palace4 ,they were full of compassion1 and it came quickly to the ears of the king1 who called that pitiless man and delivered him to the tormentors3 8,i forgave you that great debt1 shouldst thou not have had compassion on thy brother1 for his debt was so much smaller8 ,i had pity on thee1 oughtest thou not to have had pity on him80 ,sinners when they recognize the evil which is in their hearts and abjure it with true humility are nearer to the ,kingdom than pious men who daub themselves with the praise of their own piety4 ,two men went up into the temple to pray2 the one a ,pharisee1 the other a ,publican4 ,the ,pharisee1 with his phylacteries hanging upon his forehead and on his left arm1 with the long1 glittering fringes on his cloak1 erect like a man who feels himself in his own house1 prayed thus3 8,god1 ,i thank thee that ,i am not as other men are1 extortioners1 unjust1 adulterers1 or even as this ,publican4 ,i fast twice in the week1 ,i give tithes of all that ,i possess40 ,but the ,publican did not have the courage even to lift his eyes and seemed ashamed to appear before his ,lord4 ,he sighed and smote on his breast and said only these words3 8,god be merciful to me a sinner40 8,i tell you1 this man went down to his house justified rather than the other3 for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased2 and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted40 ,a lawyer asked ,jesus who is one's neighbor1 and ,jesus told this story3 8,a man1 a ,jew1 went down from ,jerusalem to ,jericho through the mountain passes4 ,thieves fell upon him1 and after they had wounded him and taken away his clothes1 they left him upon the road half dead4 ,a priest passed that way1 one of those who go to all the feasts and meetings1 and boast that they know the will of ,god from beginning to end4 ,he saw the unfortunate man stretched out but he did not stop1 and to avoid touching something unclean he passed by on the other side of the road4 ,a little after came a ,levite4 ,he also was among the most accredited of the zealots1 knew every detail of all the holy ceremonies1 and seemed more than a sacristan1 seemed one of the masters of the ,temple4 ,he looked at the bloody body and went on his way4 ,and finally came a ,samaritan4 ,to the ,jews the ,samaritans were faithless1 traitors1 only slightly less detestable than the ,gentiles1 because they would not sacrifice at ,jerusalem and accept the reform of ,nehemiah4 ,the ,samaritan1 however1 did not wait to see if the unfortunate man thrown among the stones of the street were circumcized or uncircumcized1 were a ,jew or a ,samaritan4 ,he came up close to him1 and seeing him in such an evil pass1 he was quickly moved to pity1 took down his flasks from his saddle and poured upon his wounds a little oil1 a little wine1 bound them up as well as he could with a handkerchief1 put the stranger across his ass and brought him to an inn1 had him put to bed1 tried to restore him1 giving him something hot to drink1 and did not leave him until he saw him come to himself and able to speak and eat4 ,the next day he called the host apart and gave him two pence3 #8,take care of him1 do the best thou canst and whatsoever thou spendest more1 when ,i come again1 ,i will repay thee4' 8,the neighbor1 then1 is he who suffers1 he who needs help1 whoever he is1 of whatever nation or religion he may be2 even thine enemy1 if he needs thee1 even if he does not ask help1 is the first of #8thy neighbors4'0 ,charity is the most valid title for admission to the ,kingdom4 ,the wealthy glutton knew this1 he who was clothed in purple and fine linen and fared sumptuously every day4 ,at the gate of his palace there was ,lazarus1 a poor man1 hungry1 covered with sores1 who would have been glad to have the crumbs and the bones which fell from the rich man's table4 ,the dogs took pity on ,lazarus and on his wretchedness1 and did for him all they could1 which was to lick his sores4 ,and he caressed these gentle1 loving animals with his thin hands4 ,but the rich man had no pity on ,lazarus4 ,it never once came into his head to call him to his table1 and he never sent him a piece of bread or the leavings of the kitchen destined for the refuse heap1 which even the scullions refused to eat4 ,it happened that both of them1 the poor man and the rich man1 died1 and the poor man was welcomed into ,abraham's bosom1 and the rich man was cast into the fire to suffer4 ,from afar off he saw ,lazarus1 who was banqueting with the patriarchs1 and from the midst of the fire he cried3 8,father ,abraham1 have mercy on me1 and send ,lazarus that he may dip the tip of his finger in water1 and cool my tongue2 for ,i am tormented in this flame40 ,he had not given ,lazarus even a tiny morsel of food when he was alive1 and now he did not ask to be let out of the fire1 nor a cup of water1 nor even a draught1 nor even a drop1 but he was content with a little dampness which would cling on the tip of a finger1 of the smallest finger of the poor man4 ,but ,abraham answered3 8,son1 remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things1 and likewise ,lazarus evil things2 but now he is comforted1 and thou art tormented40 ,if thou hadst given the smallest part of thy dinner to him1 when thou knewest he was hungered and was crouched at thy door in worse plight than a dog1 and even the dogs had more pity than thou1 if thou hadst given him a mouthful of bread only once1 thou wouldst not need now to ask the tip of his finger dipped in water4 ,the rich man delights in his property and it grieves him to have to give away even the smallest part of it because he thinks that this life will never end and that the future will be like the past4 ,but death comes to him also1 and when he expects it least4 ,there was once a landed proprietor who had an especially profitable year in all his possessions4 ,he had fantastic imaginings about his new riches1 and he said3 8,i will pull down my barns and build greater1 and there will ,i bestow all my fruits and my goods1 the wheat1 the barley and the other grains1 and ,i will make other barns for the hay and the straw and other stables for the oxen that ,i will buy1 and still another stable where ,i can put all my sheep and goats1 and ,i will say to my soul3 ,thou hast much goods laid up for many years2 take thine ease1 eat1 drink1 and be merry40 ,and the idea did not come to him even for a moment that from this largesse of the earth he could have put aside a portion to comfort the poor of his country4 ,but on that very night when he had imagined so many improvements in his property1 the rich man died1 and the day after1 he was buried naked and alone1 under the earth1 and there was no one to intercede for him in ,heaven4 ,he who does not make friends among the poor1 who does not use wealth to comfort poverty1 must not think of entering into the ,kingdom4 ,sometimes the children of this world are in their generation wiser than the children of light1 understand the management of their earthly affairs better than the children of light understand their heavenly life4 ,like that steward who was out of favor with his master and was obliged to leave his position4 ,he called one by one his lord's debtors to him1 and canceled a part of the debt of every one1 so that when he was sent away he had made here and there with his fraudulent stratagem so many friends that they did not let him die of hunger4 ,he had benefited himself and the others by cheating and robbing his master4 ,he was a thief1 but a shrewd thief4 ,if men would use for the salvation of the spirit the shrewdness which this man used for his bodily comfort1 how many more would be converted to faith in the ,kingdom6 ,he who is not converted in time will be cut down like the unfruitful fig-tree4 ,and the conversion must be final1 for falling from grace injures a man's soul a great deal more than repentance helps him4 ,a man had an unclean spirit in him and succeeded in driving it away4 ,the demon walked through dry places seeking rest2 and finding none1 he said3 8,i will return into my house whence ,i came out40 ,it happens that this house1 the soul of that man1 is empty1 swept and garnished so that it is hard to recognize it4 ,then the demon takes to him seven other spirits more wicked than himself and at the head of the band he enters into his house so that the last state of that man was worse than the first4 ,in the day of triumph laments and excuses will count less than the whispering of the wind among the rushes4 ,then will be made the last and irrevocable choice1 like that of the fisherman who1 after having pulled up from the sea his net full of fish1 sits down on the beach and puts those fit for food into his baskets and throws away the others4 ,a long truce is given to sinners1 that they may have all the time necessary to change their hearts1 but when that day has come he who has not arrived at the door1 or is not worthy1 will remain eternally outside4 ,a good husbandman sowed good seed in his field1 but while men slept1 his enemy came and sowed tares also among the wheat4 ,when the blade was sprung up1 the servants of the household saw the tares and came and told their master of it4 8,wilt thou then that we go and gather them up80 ,but he said1 8,nay2 lest while ye gather up the tares ye root up also the wheat with them4 ,let both grow together until the harvest2 and in the time of harvest ,i will say to the reapers1 ,gather ye together first the tares1 and bind them in bundles to burn them3 but gather the wheat into my barn40 ,thus like a good husbandman ,jesus waits for the day of the harvest4 ,one day an immense multitude was about ,him to listen to ,him1 and seeing all these men and these women who were hungering after righteousness and thirsting after love1 ,he was moved with compassion and said to ,his disciples3 8,the harvest truly is plenteous but the laborers are few2 ,pray ye therefore the ,lord of the harvest1 that he will send forth laborers into this harvest40 ,his voice does not carry everywhere1 not even the ,twelve are enough3 others are necessary to proclaim the good news1 that it may be carried to all those who suffer and who await it4 ,,the ,,twelve ,fate knows no better way to punish the great for their greatness than by sending them disciples4 ,every disciple1 just because he is a disciple1 cannot understand all that his master says1 but at very best only half1 and that according to the kind of mind he has4 ,thus without wishing to falsify the teaching of his master1 he deforms it1 vulgarizes it1 belittles it1 corrupts it4 ,the disciple nearly always has companions and is jealous of them2 he would like to be at least first among those who are second2 and accordingly he maligns and plots against his fellows2 and each one believes that he is1 or at least wishes others to believe that he is1 the only perfect interpreter of the master4 ,the disciple knows that he is a disciple and sometimes it shames him to be one who eats at another's table4 ,then he twists and turns the master's thought to make it seem that he has a thought of his own1 different and original4 ,or else1 and this is the most graceless and servile manner of being a disciple1 he teaches exactly the opposite of what he was taught4 ,in every disciple1 even in those who seem most loyal1 there is the seed of a ,judas4 ,a disciple is a parasite1 a middleman who robs the seller and tricks the buyer2 a dependent who1 invited to dine1 nibbles at the hors d'uvres1 licks the sauces1 picks at the fruit1 but does not attack the bones because he has no teeth1 or only milk teeth1 to crack them and suck out the meaty marrow4 ,the disciple paraphrases sentences1 obscures mysteries1 complicates what is clear1 multiplies difficulties1 comments on syllables1 travesties principles1 clouds evidence1 magnifies non-essentials1 weakens the essential1 dilutes the strong wine1 and retails this hodge-podge as elixir distilled and quintessence4 ,instead of a torch which gives light and fire1 he is a smoky wick giving no light even to himself4 ,and yet no one has been able to dispense with these pupils and followers1 nor even to wish to4 ,for the great man is so foreign to the multitude1 so distant1 so alone1 that he needs to feel some one near him4 ,he cannot teach without the illusion that some one understands his words1 receives his ideas1 transmits them to others far away before his death and after his death4 ,this wanderer who has no home of his own needs a friendly hearth4 ,to this uprooted man who cannot have a family of his own flesh and blood1 the children of his spirit are dear4 ,the prophet is a captain whose soldiers spring up only after his blood has soaked into the ground1 and yet he longs to feel a little army about him during his life-time4 ,here is one of the most tragic elements in all greatness3 disciples are repugnant and dangerous1 but disciples1 even false ones1 cannot be dispensed with4 ,prophets suffer if they do not find them2 they suffer1 perhaps more1 when they have found them4 ,a man's thought is bound with a thousand threads to his soul even more closely than a child to a parent's heart4 ,it is infinitely precious1 delicate1 fragile1 and the newer it is1 the harder it is for other men to understand4 ,it is a tremendous responsibility1 a continued torture and suffering to confide it to another1 to graft it on another's thought1 to give it into the hands of the man incapable of respecting it1 this gift so rare1 a thought new in human life4 ,and yet every great man longs to share with all men what he has received2 and to achieve this sharing with humanity is more than he can do single-handed4 ,then1 too1 vanity insinuates itself even in noble breasts3 and vanity needs caressing words1 needs praise1 even offensive praise1 needs assent1 even verbal1 consecration even from the mediocre1 victories even if they are only apparent4 ,christ has none of this smallness of the great1 and yet in order to share all the burdens of mankind1 ,he accepted with the other trials of earthly life the burden of disciples4 ,before being tormented by ,his enemies1 ,he gave himself over to be tormented by ,his friends4 ,the priests killed him1 once and once only2 the disciples made ,him suffer every day of their life with ,him4 ,the anguish of ,his passion would not have been completely intolerable if it had not included the desertion of the ,apostles in addition to the ,sadducees1 the guards1 the ,romans1 the crowd4 ,we know who the ,apostles were4 ,a ,galilean1 ,he chose them from among the ,galileans4 ,a poor man1 ,he chose them from among the poor2 a simple man1 but of a divine simplicity transcending all philosophies1 ,he called simple men whose simplicity kept them like clods4 ,he did not wish to choose them from among the rich1 because ,he had come to combat the rich2 nor among the scribes and doctors1 because ,he had come to overturn their law2 nor among the philosophers1 because there were no philosophers living in ,palestine1 and had there been1 they would have tried to extinguish ,his supernatural mysticism under the dialectic bushel4 ,he knew that these souls were rough but had integrity1 were ignorant but ardent1 and that ,he could in the end mold them according to ,his desire1 bring them up to ,his level1 fashion them like clay from the river1 which is only mud1 and yet when modeled and baked in the kiln1 becomes eternal beauty4 ,but flame from the ,holy ,ghost was needed for that transformation2 until the day of the ,pentecost their imperfect nature had too often the upper hand4 ,to the ,twelve much should be pardoned because almost always they had faith in ,him2 because they tried to love ,him as ,he wished to be loved2 and1 above all1 because after having deserted ,him in the ,garden of ,gethsemane1 they never forgot ,him and left to all eternity the memory of ,his word and of ,his life4 ,and yet our hearts ache if we look at them closely in the ,gospels1 those disciples of whom we have some knowledge4 ,they were not always worthy of their unique and supreme felicity1 those men who were so inestimably fortunate as to live with ,christ1 to walk1 to eat with ,him1 to sleep in the same room1 to look into ,his face1 to touch ,his hand1 to kiss ,him1 to hear ,his words from ,his very mouth2 those twelve fortunate men1 whom throughout the centuries millions of souls have secretly envied4 ,we see them1 hard of head and of heart1 not able to understand the clearest parables of the ,master2 not always capable of understanding1 even after ,his death1 who ,jesus had been and what sort of a new ,kingdom was proclaimed by ,him2 often lacking in faith1 in love1 in brotherly affection2 eager for pay2 envying each other2 impatient for the revenge which would repay them for their long wait2 intolerant of those who were not one with them2 vindictive towards those who would not receive them1 somnolent1 doubtful1 materialistic1 avaricious1 cowardly4 ,one of them denies ,him three times2 one of them delays giving ,him due reverence until ,he is in the sepulcher2 one does not believe in ,his mission because ,he comes from ,nazareth2 one is not willing to admit ,his resurrection2 one sells ,him to ,his enemies1 and gives ,him over with ,his last kiss to those who come to arrest ,him4 ,others1 when ,christ's teachings were on a too-lofty level1 8went back and walked no more with ,him40 ,many times ,jesus was forced to reprove them for their slowness of mind4 ,he told them the parable of the sower1 and they did not understand its meaning4 8,know ye not this parable1 and how then will ye know all parables80 ,he warns them against the leaven of the ,pharisees and the ,sadducees1 and they think that ,he is speaking of material bread4 8,why reason ye because ye have no bread1 perceive ye not yet1 neither understand8 ,have ye your heart yet hardened8 ,having eyes see ye not1 and having ears hear ye not80 ,like the common people they constantly feel that ,jesus should be the worldly ,messiah1 political1 warlike1 come to restore the temporal throne of ,david4 ,even when ,he is about to ascend into ,heaven they continue to ask ,him3 8,lord1 wilt thou at this time restore again the ,kingdom to ,israel80 ,and after the resurrection1 the two disciples of ,emmaus say3 8,but we trusted that it had been he which should have redeemed ,israel40 ,they disputed among themselves to know who should have the chief place in the new ,kingdom and ,jesus reproved them3 8,what was it that ye disputed among yourselves by the way80 ,but they held their peace1 for by the way they had disputed among themselves who should be the greatest4 ,and ,he sat down and called the ,twelve and saith unto them3 8,if any man desires to be first1 the same shall be last of all and the servant of all40 ,jealous of their privileges they denounced to ,jesus one who was casting out devils in ,his name3 8,forbid him not10 answered ,jesus1 8for there is no man which shall do a miracle in my name that can lightly speak evil of me4 ,for he that is not against us is on our part40 ,after a talk at ,capernaum many murmured at his words and said3 8,this is an hard saying2 who can hear it80 and they left ,him4 ,and yet ,jesus spared no warnings to those who wished to follow ,him4 ,a ,scribe said to ,him that he would follow ,him everywhere4 8,and ,jesus saith unto him3 ,the foxes have holes1 and the birds of the air have nests2 but the ,son of ,man hath not where to lay his head40 ,another who was a disciple wished first to bury his father1 8,but ,jesus said unto him1 ,follow me2 and let the dead bury their dead40 ,and still another1 8,lord1 ,i will follow thee2 but let me first go bid them farewell which are at home at my house4 ,and ,jesus said unto him1 ,no man1 having put his hand to the plough1 and looking back1 is fit for the ,kingdom of ,god40 ,a rich young man came to ,him who observed all the ,commandments4 8,then ,jesus beholding him loved him1 and said unto him1 ,one thing thou lackest3 go thy way1 sell whatsoever thou hast1 and give to the poor1 and thou shalt have treasure in heaven3 and come take up the cross1 and follow me4 ,and he was sad at that saying1 and went away grieved3 for he had great possessions40 ,to be with ,him1 a man must needs leave his home1 his dead1 his family1 his money1--all the ordinary loves1 all the ordinary good things of life4 ,what is given in exchange is so great that it will repay every renunciation4 ,but few are capable of this renunciation1 and some after they have believed1 falter4 ,renunciation was easier for the ,twelve1 almost all poor men1 yet even they did not always succeed in being as ,jesus wished them4 8,simon1 ,simon10 ,he said one day to ,peter1 8behold1 ,satan hath desired to have you1 that he may sift you as wheat40 ,in spite of the winnowing of ,christ1 some evil seeds remained among his grain4 ,,simon1 ,,called ,,the ,,rock ,peter before the ,resurrection is like a body beside a spirit1 like a material voice which accompanies the sublimation of the soul4 ,he is the earth which believes in ,heaven but remains earthy4 ,in his rough man's imagination the ,kingdom of ,heaven still resembles rather too closely the ,kingdom of the ,prophets' ,messiah4 ,when ,jesus pronounced the famous words3 8,it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of ,god10 ,peter thought this sweeping condemnation of wealth very harsh4 8,then answered ,peter and said unto him1 ,behold1 we have forsaken all1 and followed thee2 what shall we have therefore80 ,he acts like a money lender inquiring what interest he can expect4 ,and ,jesus1 to console him1 promises him that he will sit upon a throne to judge one of the tribes of ,israel1 that the other eleven will judge the other eleven tribes1 and adds that every one shall have a hundred times what he has given up4 ,again ,peter does not understand what ,christ means when ,he asserts that only what comes from man himself can defile men4 8,peter then answered and said unto him3 ,declare unto us this parable1 and ,jesus said3 ,are ye also without understanding8 ,do ye not yet understand80 ,among the disciples so slow to understand1 ,peter is one of the slowest4 ,his surname 8,cefa10 stone1 piece of rock1 was not given him only for the firmness of his faith1 but for the hardness of his head4 ,he was not an alert spirit in either the literal or the figurative meaning of the word4 ,he easily fell asleep even at supreme moments4 ,he fell asleep on the ,mount of the ,transfiguration4 ,he fell asleep on the night at ,gethsemane1 after the last supper1 where ,jesus had uttered the saying which would have kept even a ,scribe everlastingly from sleep4 ,and yet his boldness was great4 ,when ,jesus that last evening announced that ,he was to suffer and die1 ,peter burst out3 8,lord1 ,i am ready to go with thee both1 into prison1 and to death4 ,although all shall be offended1 yet will not ,i4 ,if ,i should die with thee1 ,i will not deny ,thee in any wise40 ,jesus answered him3 8,verily ,i say unto thee that this night before the cock crow1 thou shalt deny me thrice40 ,jesus knew him better than ,peter knew himself4 ,when he stood in the courtyard of ,caiaphas1 warming himself at the brazier while the priests were questioning and insulting his ,god1 he denied three times that he was one of ,his followers4 ,at the moment of the arrest he had made1 against the teaching of ,jesus1 an appearance of resistance3 he had cut off the ear of ,malchus4 ,he had not yet understood after years of daily comradeship with ,christ that any form of material violence was repellent to ,jesus4 ,he had not understood that if ,jesus had wished to save ,himself1 ,he could have hidden in the wilderness unknown to all1 or escaped out of the hands of the soldiers as ,he had done that first time at ,nazareth4 ,so little did ,jesus value this act1 contrary to ,his teaching1 that he healed the wound at once and reproved ,his untimely avenger4 ,that was not the first time that ,peter showed himself unequal to great events4 ,he had like all crude personalities a tendency to see the material dross in spiritual manifestations1 the low in the lofty1 the commonplace in the tragic4 ,on the mountain of the transfiguration1 when he was awakened and saw ,jesus refulgent with white light1 speaking with two others1 with two spirits1 with two prophets1 the first thought which came to him1 instead of worshiping and keeping silence1 was to build a tabernacle for these great personages4 8,lord1 it is good for us to be here3 if thou wilt1 let us make here three tabernacles2 one for thee1 and one for ,moses1 and one for ,elias40 ,luke1 the wise man1 adds to excuse him1 8not knowing what he said40 ,when he saw ,jesus walking in all security on the lake1 the idea came to him to do the same thing4 8,and when ,peter was come down out of the ship1 he walked on the water1 to go to ,jesus4 ,but when he saw the wind boisterous1 he was afraid2 and beginning to sink1 he cried1 saying1 ,lord1 save me0 ,and immediately ,jesus stretched forth ,his hand1 and caught him1 and said unto him1 8,o thou of little faith1 wherefore didst thou doubt80 ,because he was familiar with the lake and with ,jesus1 the good fisherman thought he could do as his master did1 and did not know that the storm could be mastered only by a soul infinitely greater1 a faith infinitely more potent than his4 ,his great love for ,christ1 which makes up for all his weakness1 led him one day almost to rebuke ,him4 ,jesus had told ,his disciples how ,he must suffer and be killed4 8,then ,peter took him and began to rebuke him1 saying1 ,be it far from thee1 ,lord3 this shall not be unto thee4 ,but he turned and said unto ,peter1 ,get thee behind me1 ,satan3 thou art an offence unto me3 for thou savourest not the things that be of ,god1 but those that be of men40 ,no one ever pronounced such a terrible judgment on ,simon1 called ,peter4 ,he was called to work for the ,kingdom of ,god1 and he thought as men do4 ,his mind1 still occupied with the vulgar idea of the triumphant ,messiah1 refused to conceive of a persecuted ,messiah condemned and executed4 ,his soul had not yet kindled to the idea of divine expiation1 the idea that salvation cannot be secured without an offering of suffering and blood1 and that the great should sacrifice ,his body to the ferocity of mean men in order that the mean1 after being enlightened by that life1 may be saved from that death4 ,he loved ,jesus1 but although his love was warm and potent1 it still had something earthy in it1 and he grew angry at the thought that his king should be reviled1 that his ,god should die4 ,and yet he was the first to recognize ,jesus as the ,christ2 and this primacy is so great that nothing has been able to cancel it4 ,,sons ,,of ,,thunder ,the two fishermen1 the brothers ,james and ,john1 who had left their boat and their nets on the shore at ,capernaum in order to go with ,jesus1 form together with ,peter a sort of favorite triumvirate4 ,they are the only ones who accompany ,jesus into the house of ,jairus1 and on the ,mount of ,transfiguration1 and they are the ones whom ,he takes with ,him on the night of ,gethsemane4 ,but in spite of their long intimacy with the ,master1 they never acquired sufficient humility4 ,jesus gave them the surname of 8,boanerges--,sons of ,thunder10 an ironic surname1 alluding perhaps to their fiery1 irascible character4 ,when they all started together towards ,jerusalem1 ,jesus sent some of them ahead to make ready for ,him4 ,they were crossing ,samaria and were badly received in a village4 8,and they did not receive him1 because his face was as though he would go to ,jerusalem4 ,and when his disciples1 ,james and ,john1 saw this1 they said3 ,lord1 wilt thou that we command fire to come down from heaven and consume them8 ,but he turned1 and rebuked them40 ,for them1 ,galileans1 faithful to ,jerusalem1 the ,samaritans were always enemies4 ,in vain had they heard the ,sermon on the ,mount3 8,do good to them that hate you1 and pray for them which despitefully use you1 and persecute you40 ,in vain had they received instructions for their mission among the peoples3 8,and whosoever shall not receive you1 nor hear your words1 when ye depart out of that house or city1 shake off the dust from your feet40 ,angry at an affront to ,jesus they presumed to be able to command fire from ,heaven4 ,it seemed to them a work of righteous justice to reduce to ashes the village guilty of inhospitality4 ,and yet far as they were from that loving rebirth of the soul which alone constitutes the reality of the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 these men had the pretension to claim the first places on the day of triumph4 8,and ,james and ,john1 the sons of ,zebedee1 came unto him1 saying3 ,master1 we would that thou shouldest do for us whatsoever we should desire4 ,and he said unto them3 ,what would ye that ,i should do for you8 ,they said unto him3 ,grant unto us that we may sit one on thy right hand and one on thy left hand in thy glory4 ,but ,jesus said unto them3 ,ye know not what ye ask4 ,and when the ten heard it they began to be much displeased with ,james and ,john4 ,but ,jesus called them to ,him and saith unto them3 ,whosoever will be great among you let him be your minister2 and whosoever will be the chief among you1 let him be your servant1 for even the ,son of ,man came not to be ministered unto but to minister40 ,christ1 the overturner of the old order1 took this occasion to repeat the master word to which all magnanimous souls respond4 ,only the useless1 the petty1 the parasites1 wish to be served1 even by their inferiors 7if any one in the absolute meaning of the word can be inferior to them71 but any superior being is always at the service of lesser souls precisely because he is superior4 ,this miraculous paradox is the proof of the fire of genius4 ,it is repugnant to the egotism of the self-centered1 to the pretensions of would-be supermen1 and to the poverty of the avaricious because the little that they have is not even enough for themselves4 ,he who cannot or will not serve shows that he has nothing to give1 is a weakling1 impotent1 imperfect1 empty4 ,but the genius is no true genius if he does not exuberantly benefit his inferiors4 ,to serve is not always the same as to obey4 ,a people can be served better sometimes by a man who puts himself at their head to force them to be saved even if they do not wish it4 ,there is nothing servile in serving4 ,james and ,john understood this stimulating saying of ,jesus4 ,we find one of them1 ,john1 among the nearest and most loving of the disciples4 ,at the ,last ,supper he leans his head on ,jesus' breast2 and from the height of the cross ,jesus1 crucified1 confides the ,virgin to him1 that he should be a son to her4 ,,the ,,others ,thomas owes his popularity to the quality which should be his shame4 ,thomas1 the twin1 is the guardian of modernity1 as ,thomas ,aquinas is the oracle of medieval life4 ,he is the true patron saint of ,spinoza and of all the other deniers of the resurrection1 the man who is not satisfied even with the testimony of his eyes1 but wishes that of his hands as well4 ,and yet his love for ,jesus makes him pardonable4 ,when they came to the ,master to say that ,lazarus was dead1 and the disciples hesitated before going into ,judea among their enemies1 it was ,thomas alone who said3 8,let us also go1 that we may die with him40 ,the martyrdom which he did not find then came to him in ,india1 after ,christ's death4 ,matthew is the dearest of all the ,twelve4 ,he was a tax-gatherer1 a sort of under-publican1 and probably had more education than his companions4 ,he followed ,jesus as readily as the fishermen4 8,and after these things he went forth1 and saw a publican named ,levi1 sitting at the receipt of custom3 and he said unto him1 follow me4 ,and he left all1 rose up1 and followed him4 ,and ,levi made him a great feast in his own house40 ,it was not a heap of torn nets which ,matthew left1 but a position1 a stipend1 secure and increasing earnings4 ,giving up riches is easy for a man who has almost nothing4 ,among the ,twelve ,matthew was certainly the richest before his conversion4 ,of no other is it told that he could offer a great feast1 and this means that he made a greater and more meritorious sacrifice by his rising at the first call from the seat where he was accumulating money4 ,matthew and ,judas were perhaps the only ones of the ,disciples who knew how to write1 and to ,matthew we owe the first collection of ,logia or memorable sayings of ,jesus1 if the testimony of ,papia is true4 ,in the ,gospel which is called by his name1 we find the most complete text of the ,sermon on the ,mount4 ,our debt to the poor excise-man is heavy3 without him many words of ,jesus1 and the most beautiful1 might have been lost4 ,this handler of drachma1 shekels and talents1 whom his despised trade must have predisposed to avarice1 has laid up for us a treasure worth more than all the money coined on the earth before and after his time4 ,philip of ,bethsaida also knew how to reckon4 ,when the famished multitude pressed about ,him1 ,jesus turned to him to ask what it would cost to buy bread for all those people4 ,philip answered ,him3 8,two hundred pennyworth of bread is not sufficient for them40 ,he was later to become a proclaimer of his ,master's fame4 ,he it was who announced to ,nathaniel the coming of ,jesus1 and it was to him that the ,greeks of ,jerusalem turned when they wished to speak to the new ,prophet4 ,nathaniel answered ,philip's announcement with sarcasm3 8,can there any good thing come out of ,nazareth80 ,but ,philip succeeded in bringing him to ,jesus1 who as soon as ,he saw him1 exclaimed1 8,behold an ,israelite indeed1 in whom is no guile6 ,nathaniel saith unto him1 ,whence knowest thou me8 ,jesus answered and said unto him1 ,before that ,philip called thee1 when thou wast under the fig tree1 ,i saw thee4 ,nathaniel answered and saith unto him1 ,rabbi1 thou art the ,son of ,god2 thou art the ,king of ,israel4 ,jesus answered and said unto him1 ,because ,i said unto thee1 ,i saw thee under the fig tree1 believest thou8 thou shalt see greater things than these40 ,less enthusiastic and inflammable was ,nicodemus1 who1 as a matter of fact1 never wished to be known as a disciple of ,jesus4 ,nicodemus was old1 had been to school to the ,rabbis1 was a friend of the ,jerusalem ,sanhedrin1 but the stories of the miracles had shaken him1 and he went by night to ,jesus to tell ,him that he believed that ,he was sent by ,god4 ,jesus answered him1 8,verily1 verily1 ,i say unto thee1 except a man be born again1 he cannot see the kingdom of ,god40 ,nicodemus did not understand these words1 or perhaps they startled him4 ,he had come to see a miracle worker and had found a ,sybil1 and with the homely good sense of the man who wishes to avoid being taken in by a fraud he said1 8,how can a man be born when he is old8 can he enter the second time into his mother's womb and be born80 ,jesus answers with words of profound meaning1 8,except a man be born of water and of the spirit1 he cannot enter into the kingdom of ,god40 ,but ,nicodemus still did not understand4 8,how can these things be80 ,jesus answered1 8,art thou a master of ,israel and knowest not these things80 ,nicodemus always respected the young ,galilean1 but his sympathy was as circumspect as his visit4 ,once when the leaders of the priests and the ,pharisees were meditating how to capture ,jesus1 ,nicodemus ventured a defense3 8,doth our law judge any man1 before it hear him1 and know what he doeth80 ,he took his stand on a point of law4 ,he spoke in the name of 8our0 law1 not at all in the name of the new man4 ,nicodemus is always the old man1 law-respecting1 the prudent friend of the letter of the law4 ,a few words of reproof were enough to silence him4 8,they answered and said unto him1 ,art thou also of ,galilee8 ,search and look3 for out of ,galilee ariseth no prophet60 ,he belonged by right to the ,sanhedrin1 but there is no record that he raised his voice in favor of the accused when ,he was conducted to ,caiaphas4 ,the trial was at night and probably to avoid the contempt of his colleagues and his own remorse for the legal assassination1 ,nicodemus remained in his bed4 ,when he awoke ,jesus was dead1 and then1 forgetting his avarice1 he bought a hundred pounds of myrrh and aloes to embalm the body4 ,he who brought others to life was dead1 but ,nicodemus1 although not literally dead1 would never know that second birth in which he could not believe4 ,nicodemus is the eternal type of the luke-warm who will be spewed out of the mouth of ,god on the day of wrath4 ,he is the half-way soul who would like to say 8,yes0 with his spirit1 but his flesh suggests to him the 8,no0 of cowardice4 ,he is the man of books1 the nocturnal disciple who would like to be a follower of the ,master1 but not to appear as one2 who would not mind being born again1 but who does not know how to break the withered bark of his ageing trunk2 the man of inhibitions and precautions4 ,when the man of his admiration was martyred and killed and ,his enemies were satisfied1 and there was no more danger of being compromised1 then he comes with balsams to pour into those wounds which were inflicted partly by his cowardice4 ,but the church to reward his posthumous piety has chosen him to become one of her saints4 ,and there is an old tradition that he was baptized by ,peter and put to death for having believed1 too late1 in ,him whom he did not save from death4 ,,lambs1 ,,serpents1 ,,and ,,doves ,those whom ,jesus sent out to the conquest of souls were rustic countrymen1 but they could be mild as sheep1 wary as serpents1 simple as doves--sheep without cowardice1 serpents without poison1 doves without lustfulness4 ,to be stripped of everything was the first duty of such soldiers4 ,seeking the poor1 they should be poorer than the poor4 ,and yet not beggars1 for the laborer is worthy of his hire2 the bread of life which they were to distribute to those hungering for justice deserved wheat bread in return4 ,the laborers should set out on their wonderful work destitute of possessions1 taking nothing for their journey save a staff only1 no scrip1 no bread1 no money in their purse4 ,they should be shod with sandals1 clad in a single garment4 ,the metals are a burden which weighs down the soul4 ,the sheen of gold makes men forget the sun's splendor2 the sheen of silver makes them forget the splendor of the stars2 the sheen of copper makes them forget the splendor of fire4 ,he who deals with metals weds himself to the earth and is bound fast to the earth4 ,he does not know ,heaven1 and ,heaven does not recognize him4 ,it is not enough to preach love of poverty to the poor1 or to talk to them about the sumptuous beauty of poverty4 ,the poor do not believe the words of the rich until the rich willingly become poor4 ,the ,disciples destined to preach the beauty of poverty to both poor and rich were to set an example of happy poverty to every man in every house on every day4 ,they were to carry nothing with them except the clothes on their backs and the sandals on their feet4 ,they were to accept nothing2 only the small piece of daily bread which they would find on the tables of their hosts4 ,the wandering priests of the goddess ,siria and of other ,oriental divinities carried with them1 along with the sacred images1 the wallet for offerings1 the bag for alms1 because common people do not value things which cost them nothing4 ,the apostles of ,jesus1 on the contrary1 were to refuse any gift or payment1 8,freely ye have received1 freely give40 ,and as one of the disguises of wealth is merchandise1 the messengers of the ,kingdom were to renounce even a change of garments1 sandals and staff2 were to dispense with everything except the barest essentials4 ,they were to enter into the houses1 open to all in a country where the locks and bolts of fear were not yet known1 and which preserved some remembrance of nomad hospitality--they were to speak to the men and the women who lived there4 ,their duty was to announce that the ,kingdom of ,heaven was at hand1 to explain in what way the kingdom of earth could become the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 and to explain the one condition for this happy fulfilling of all the prophecies1--repentance1 conversion1 transformation of the soul4 ,as a proof that they were sent by ,one who had the authority to demand this change1 they had power to heal the sick1 to drive away with their words unclean spirits1--that is1 the demons1 and the vices which make men like demons4 ,they commanded men to renew their souls and at once with all the power which had been given them they aided them to commence this renovation4 ,they did not leave them alone with this command1 so difficult to execute4 ,after the prophetic word1 8,the ,kingdom is at hand10 they began their labors2 they worked to restore1 to cleanse1 to make over these souls which had been abandoned by their rightful shepherds4 ,they explained what it was necessary to do to be worthy of the new ,heaven on earth and they lent a hand at once to the work4 ,in short1 to complete the paradox they assassinated and brought to life4 ,they killed the old ,adam in every convert1 but their words were the baptism of the second birth4 ,pilgrims without purses or bundles1 they carried with them truth and life1--peace4 8,and when ye come into an house salute it10 and this was the salutation1 8,peace be with you40 ,those who received them gained peace1 those who rejected them continued their bitter warfare4 ,coming away from the house or from the city which had not received them1 they were to shake the dust from their feet1 not because the dust of the houses and of the cities of those who were not willing to hear them was contaminated1 but because shaking it from their feet is a symbolic answer to their deafness and niggardliness of soul4 ,you have refused all1 and we will not accept anything from you1 not even the dust which clings to our sandals4 ,because you1 made of dust and fated to return to dust as you are1 will not give a moment of your time1 nor a piece of your bread1 we leave behind us the dust of your streets1 down to the least grain4 ,,speak ,,ye ,,in ,,light ,in their faithfulness to the sublime paradox of ,him who sends them1 the apostles bring peace and at the same time war6 ,all men are not capable of conversion4 ,in the same family1 in the same house1 there are some who will believe and others who will not4 ,and there will spring up between them division and warfare1 the hard price with which absolute and stable peace can be secured4 ,if all men should listen at the same moment to the voice1 if all could be transformed on the same day1 the ,kingdom of ,heaven would be founded in a twinkling of an eye1 with no bloody preface of battles4 ,furthermore those who do not wish to change themselves1 because they do not understand the news1 or believe themselves already perfect1 will attack the converters and accuse them before tribunals4 ,representatives of wealth and of the old law will be cruel to the poor who are teaching the new law to the poor4 ,the rich are not willing to concede that their wealth is dangerous poverty2 the scribes are not willing to admit that their learning is only deadly ignorance4444 8,they will scourge you in their synagogues4444 ,but when they deliver you up1 take no thought of how or what ye shall speak40 ,jesus is sure that the poor fishermen1 though they have never studied in the schools of eloquence1 will find for themselves great words in their hour of accusation4 ,one thought1 when it is a great thought and profoundly fixed in the heart1 engenders of itself all the derivatory and accessory thoughts1 and with them perfect form in which to express them4 ,the arid-hearted man who has nothing in himself1 who has faith in nothing1 who does not feel1 burn1 and suffer1 though he may have studied long with the sophists of ,athens and the rhetoricians of ,rome1 is incapable of improvising one of those powerful and illuminating answers which trouble the conscience of the hardest judges4 ,they are to speak therefore without fear and without hiding anything of what has been taught them4 8,what ,i tell you in darkness that seek ye in light1 and what ye hear in the ear1 preach ye upon the housetops40 ,with these words ,jesus does not ask his ,disciples to be more daring than he has been4 ,he has spoken in the darkness1 that is obscurity2 ,he has spoken to them1 to ,his first faithful followers1 but what ,he has said to them along deserted roads and in solitary rooms they are to repeat as ,he ,himself has given them the example1 on open squares of cities before crowds of people4 ,he has whispered the truth into their ears1 because the truth at first might alarm those not prepared for it1 and because there were so few of the ,disciples that there was no need to cry aloud4 ,but this truth must be cried out now from the heights1 in order that all may hear it1 in order that there may be no one to say on that ,day that he has not heard it4 ,men can kill the body of the man who spreads the truth abroad1 but they cannot kill his soul2 from the death of a single body thousands of new souls will be born into life4 ,but not even your body will die1 because there is ,one who protects it4 8,are not two sparrows sold for a farthing8 and one of them shall not fall on the ground without your ,father4 ,but the very hairs of your head are all numbered4 ,fear ye not therefore1 ye are of more value than many sparrows40 ,the birds of the air who do not sow1 do not die of hunger2 you who do not carry even a staff shall not die at the hands of your enemies4 ,they have with them a secret so precious that the flesh which contains it will not be allowed to perish4 ,jesus is always with them1 even though from afar4 ,what is done to them is done to ,him4 ,a mystic identity is created for all eternity between ,him who sends them out and those disciples who are sent4 8,and whosoever shall give to drink unto one of these little ones1 a cup of cold water only in the name of a disciple1 verily ,i say unto you he shall in no wise lose his reward40 ,jesus is the fountain of living water destined to quench the thirst of all the weary1 and yet ,he will take account also of the cup of water which shall have quenched the thirst of the least among ,his friends4 ,those who carry with them the water of truth1 which purifies and saves1 may need some day a cup of the stagnant water buried at the bottom of village wells4 ,any person who will give them a little of this ordinary1 material water will have in exchange a well-spring which intoxicates the soul more than the strongest wine4 ,the apostles who go about with one garment1 with a single pair of sandals1 without belts or wallets1 poor as poverty1 bare as truth1 simple as joy1 are1 in spite of their apparent poverty1 diverse forms of a king who has come to found a kingdom greater and happier than all kingdoms1 to bring to poor people wealth which is worth more than all measurable riches1 to offer to the unhappy a joy more profound than any fleshly pleasures4 ,it suits this new ,king1 as it did the kings of the ,orient1 to show ,himself under many forms1 to appear to men in diverse garments4 ,but the disguises which ,he prefers even to-day are these three3 ,poet1 ,poor ,man1 and ,apostle4 ,,mammon ,jesus is the poor man1 infinitely and rigorously poor4 ,poor with an absolute poverty6 ,the prince of poverty6 ,the ,lord of perfect destitution6 ,the poor man who lives with the poor1 who has come for the poor1 who speaks to the poor1 who gives to the poor1 who works for the poor6 ,poor among the poor1 destitute among the destitute1 beggar among the beggars6 ,the poor man of a great and eternal poverty6 ,the happy and rich poor man1 who accepts poverty1 who desires poverty1 who weds himself to poverty1 who chants of poverty6 ,the beggar who gives alms6 ,the naked man who covers the naked6 ,the hungry man who feeds others1 the miraculous and supernatural1 who changes the men owning false riches into poor men1 and poor men into those with real wealth4 ,there are poor men who are poor because they were never capable of acquiring wealth4 ,there are other poor men who are poor because they give away every evening what they earned that day2 and the more they give the more they have4 ,their wealth1 the wealth of this second class of poor men1 grows greater in proportion as it is given away4 ,it is a pile which becomes greater as more is taken away from it4 ,jesus was one of these poor men4 ,compared to one of them1 men materially rich1 rich as the world esteems wealth1 rich with their chests of talents1 mina1 rupees1 florins1 shekels1 crowns1 francs1 marks1 and dollars1 are only lamentable beggars4 ,the money-changers of the forum1 the great feasters of ,jerusalem1 the bankers of ,florence and ,frankfort1 the lords of ,london1 the multi-millionaires of ,new ,york1 compared to these poor men are only unfortunate beggars1 despoiled and needy2 unpaid servants of a fierce master2 condemned every day to assassinate their own souls4 ,the wretchedness of such indigence is so terrible that they are reduced to pick up the stones that are found in the mud of the earth1 and grope about in filth4 ,theirs is a poverty so repugnant that not even the poor succeed in bestowing on them the charity of a smile4 ,richness is a curse like work1 but a harder and more shameful curse4 ,he who is marked with the sign of wealth has committed1 perhaps unconsciously1 an infamous crime1 one of those mysterious and unimaginable crimes which are nameless in human language4 ,the rich man is either under the burden of the vengeance of ,god1 or ,god wishes to put him to the test to see if he can succeed in climbing up to divine poverty4 ,for the rich man has committed the greatest sin1 the most abominable and unpardonable4 ,the rich man is the man who has fallen because of an exchange3 he could have had ,heaven and he chose ,earth4 ,he could have lived in ,paradise and he has chosen ,hell4 ,he could have kept his soul and he has exchanged it for material things4 ,he could have loved and he has preferred to be hated4 ,he could have had happiness and he has desired power4 ,no one can save him4 ,wealth in his hands is a metal which buries him alive under its icy mass2 it is the tumor which consumes him still alive in his corruption2 it is the fire which burns him and reduces him to a terrible1 black mummy1 a blind paralytic1 black mummy1 a ghostly carrion which everlastingly holds out its empty hand in the cemeteries of the centuries1 begging in vain for the alms of charitable remembrance4 ,for him there is only one salvation3 to become a poor man1 a true and humble poor man2 to throw away the horrible destitution of wealth in order to enter again into poverty4 ,but this resolution is the hardest that the rich man can take4 ,the rich man by the very fact that he is sickened by wealth cannot even imagine that the entire renunciation of wealth would be the beginning of redemption1 and because he cannot imagine such an abdication1 he cannot even deliberate on it1 cannot weigh the alternatives4 ,he is a prisoner in the impregnable prison of himself4 ,to liberate himself he must first be free4 ,the rich man does not belong to himself1 but belongs to inanimate things4 ,he has not the time to think1 to choose4 ,wealth is a pitiless master who allows no other masters near him4 ,the rich man cannot think of his soul1 bowed as he is under the care of his riches1 under his thirst to increase his riches1 under the fear of losing his riches1 under the material joys which are offered to him by those pieces of matter which are called wealth4 ,he cannot even imagine that his sick1 suffocating1 mutilated1 worm-eaten soul needs to be cured4 ,he has taken up his abode in that part of the world which1 according to contracts and laws1 he has the right to call his1 and often he has not even the time1 the wish1 or the power to enjoy it4 ,he must serve it and take care of it1--he cannot serve or take care of his own soul4 ,all his power of love is absorbed by these material things1 which order him about1 which have taken the place of his soul1 which have robbed him of all his liberty4 ,the horrible fate of the rich man lies in this double absurdity3 in order to have the power to command men he has become the slave of dead things2 in order to acquire a part 7and such a very small part67 he has lost the whole4 ,nothing is ours as long as it is ours alone4 ,outside of himself man can possess1 actually own1 nothing4 ,the absolute secret of owning other things is to renounce them4 ,everything is given to him who has refused everything4 ,but he who wishes to grasp for himself1 for himself alone1 a part of the goods of this world1 loses both what he has acquired and everything else4 ,and at the same moment he is incapable of knowing himself1 or possessing himself1 making himself greater4 ,he has nothing more1 not even the things which in appearance belong to him1 but to which in reality he belongs2 and he has never had his own soul1 the one piece of property which is worth possessing4 ,he is the most destitute and despoiled beggar of all the universe4 ,he has nothing4 ,how then can he love others1 give to others himself and that which belongs to himself1 exercise that loving charity which would conduct him so soon to the ,kingdom8 ,he is nothing and he has nothing4 ,he who does not exist cannot change4 ,he who does not possess cannot give4 ,how then can the rich man1 who is no longer his own1 who has no longer a soul1 transform a soul1 the only possession of mankind1 into something nobler and more precious8 8,for what shall it profit a man1 if he shall gain the whole world1 and lose his own soul80 ,this question of ,christ's1 simple like all revelations1 expresses the exact meaning of the prophetic threat4 ,the rich man not only loses eternity1 but1 pulled down by his wealth1 loses his life here below1 his present soul1 the happiness of his present earthly life4 8,ye cannot serve ,god and mammon40 ,the ,spirit and ,gold are two masters who will not tolerate any division or sharing4 ,they are jealous2 they insist on having the whole man4 ,and even if he wishes1 the man cannot divide himself in two4 ,he must be all here1 or all beyond worldly things4 ,for the faithful servant of the spirit1 gold is nothing2 for him who serves gold1 8spirit0 is a word without meaning4 ,he who chooses the spirit throws away gold and all the things bought by gold2 he who desires gold puts an end to the spirit and renounces all the benefits of the spirit3 peace1 holiness1 love1 perfect joy4 ,the first is a poor man who can never use up his infinite wealth2 the other is a rich man who can never escape out of his infinite poverty4 ,by the mysterious law of renunciation the poor man possesses even that which is not his--the entire universe2 through the hard law of perpetual desire1 the rich man does not even possess that little which he believes to be his4 ,god gives immensely more than the immensity which ,he has promised4 ,mammon takes away even that very little which he promises4 ,he who renounces everything has everything given him2 he who wishes a part for himself alone1 finds himself at the end with nothing4 ,when the horrible mystery of wealth is deeply probed1 it is easy to see why the masters of men have considered wealth the kingdom of the ,demon himself4 ,a thing which costs less than everything else is bought by everything else4 ,a thing which is nothing1 the actual value of which is nothing1 is bought by giving up everything1 is secured by exchanging for it the whole of the soul1 the whole of life4 ,the most precious thing is exchanged for the most worthless4 ,and yet even this infernal absurdity has its reason for being1 in the economy of the spirit4 ,man is so universally and naturally drawn by that nothingness called wealth that he could only be dissuaded from his insensate search for it by putting a price so great1 so high1 so out of all proportion that the very fact of paying it would be a valid proof of insanity and crime4 ,but not even the conditions of the bargain1 the eternal exchanged for the ephemeral1 power for servitude1 sanctity for damnation1 are enough to keep men away from the absurd bargain with the powers of evil4 ,poor people do not rejoice that they are poor4 ,their only regret is that they cannot be rich2 their souls are contaminated and in peril like those of the wealthy4 ,almost all of them are involuntarily poor men1 who have not known how to make money and yet have lost the spirit2 they are only poverty-stricken rich people who have not as yet any cash4 ,for poverty1 voluntarily accepted1 joyfully desired1 is the only poverty which gives true wealth1 spiritual wealth4 ,absolute poverty frees men for the conquest of the absolute4 ,the ,kingdom of ,heaven does not promise poor people that they shall become rich1 it promises rich people that they shall enter into it when they become freely poor4 ,,sell ,,everything ,the tragic paradox implied in wealth justifies the advice given by ,jesus to those who wish to follow ,him4 ,they all should give whatever they have beyond their needs to those in want4 ,but the rich man should give everything4 ,to the young man who comes up to ask ,him what he ought to do to be among ,his followers1 ,jesus answers3 8,if thou wilt be perfect1 go and sell that thou hast1 and give to the poor1 and thou shalt have treasure in heaven40 ,giving away wealth is not a loss or a sacrifice4 ,instead of this1 ,jesus knows and all those know who understand mankind and wealth that it is a magnificently profitable transaction1 an incommensurable gain4 8,sell whatsoever thou hast and give to the poor and thou shalt have treasure in heaven where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt and where thieves do not break through nor steal2 for where your treasure is1 there will your heart be also4 ,give to him that asketh thee1 and from him that would borrow from thee1 turn not thou away1 for it is more blessed to give than to receive40 ,men must give and give without sparing1 light-heartedly and without calculation4 ,he who gives in order to get something back is not perfect4 ,he who gives in order to exchange with others1 or for other material things1 acquires nothing4 ,the recompense is elsewhere1 it is in us4 ,things are not to be given away that they may be paid for by other things1 but by purity and contentment alone4 8,when thou makest a dinner or a supper call not thy friends nor thy brethren1 neither thy kinsmen nor thy rich neighbors1 lest they also bid thee again1 and a recompense be made thee4 ,but when thou makest a feast call the poor1 the maimed1 the lame1 the blind2 and thou shalt be blest1 for they cannot recompense thee1 for thou shalt be recompensed at the resurrection of the just40 ,even before ,jesus' time men had been advised to renounce wealth4 ,jesus was not the first to find in poverty one of the steps to perfection4 ,the great ,vaddhamana1 the ,jain1 or triumpher1 added to the commandments of ,parswa1 founder of the ,freed1 the doctrine of the renunciation of all possessions4 ,buddha1 his contemporary1 exhorted his disciples to a similar renunciation4 ,the ,cynics stripped themselves of all material goods to be independent of work and of men1 and to be able to consecrate their freed souls to truth4 ,crates1 the ,theban nobleman1 disciple of ,diogenes1 distributed his wealth to his fellow-citizens and turned beggar4 ,plato wished the warriors in his ,republic to have no possessions4 ,dressed in purple and seated at tables inlaid with rare stones1 the ,stoics pronounced eloquent eulogies on poverty4 ,aristophanes puts blind ,pluto on the stage distributing wealth to rascals alone1 almost as though wealth were a punishment4 ,but in ,jesus the love of poverty is not an ascetic rule1 nor a proud disguise for ostentation4 ,timon of ,athens1 who was reduced to poverty after having fed a crowd of parasites with indiscriminate generosity1 was not a poor man as ,christ would have men poor4 ,timon was poor through the fault of his vainglory1 to feed his own desire to be called magnanimous and liberal4 ,he gave to everybody1 even to those who were not needy4 ,crates1 who stripped himself of all his property to imitate ,diogenes1 was the slave of pride3 he wished to do something different from others1 to acquire the name of philosopher and sage4 ,the professional beggary of the ,cynics is a picturesque form of pride4 ,the poverty of ,plato's warriors is a measure of political prudence4 ,the first republics conquered and flourished as long as the citizens contented themselves1 as in old ,sparta and old ,rome1 with strict poverty1 and they fell as soon as they valued gold more than sober and modest living4 ,but men of antiquity did not despise wealth in itself4 ,they held it dangerous when it accumulated in the hands of the few1 they considered it unjust when it was not spent with judicious liberality4 ,but ,plato1 who desires for his citizens a condition half-way between need and abundance1 puts riches among the good things of human life4 ,he puts it last of all1 but he does not forget it4 ,and ,aristophanes would kneel before ,pluto if the blind ,god should acquire his sight again and give riches to worthy people4 ,in the ,gospel1 poverty is not a philosophical ornament nor a mystic mode4 ,to be poor is not enough to entitle one to citizenship in the ,kingdom4 ,poverty of the body is a preliminary requisite1 like humility of the spirit4 ,he who is not convinced that his estate is low never thinks of climbing high2 no one can feel a zest for true treasures if he is not freed from all material property1--from that winding-sheet which blinds the eyes and binds down the wings4 ,when he does not suffer from his poverty1 when he glories in his poverty instead of tormenting himself to convert it into wealth1 the poor man is certainly much nearer to moral perfection than the rich man4 ,but the rich man who has despoiled himself in favor of the poor and has chosen to live side by side with his new brothers is still nearer perfection than the man who was born and reared in poverty4 ,that he has been touched by a grace so rare and prodigious gives him the right to hope for the greatest blessedness4 ,to renounce what you have never had may be meritorious1 because imagination magnifies absent things2 but it is the sign of supreme perfectibility to renounce everything that you actually did possess1 possessions that were envied by every one4 ,the poor man who is sober1 chaste1 simple and contented because he lacks means and occasions for anything else1 is inclined to look for a recompense in pleasures which do not cost money1 and as it were for a revenge in a spiritual superiority where prosperous people cannot compete with him4 ,but often his virtues come from his impotence or from his ignorance2 he does not turn from the right course--he cannot afford to do so--he does not pile up treasure because he possesses only the strictly necessary2 he is not drunken and licentious because wine-sellers and women of the streets give no credit4 ,his life1 often hard1 servile1 dark1 redeems his faults4 ,and his suffering forces him to lift his eyes towards ,heaven in search of consolation4 ,we do so little for the poor that we have no right to judge them4 ,as they are1 abandoned by their brothers1 kept far from those who could speak to their hearts1 avoided by those who shrink from the proximity of their sweaty bodies1 excluded from those worlds of intelligence and the arts which might make their poverty more endurable1 the poor are1 in the universal wretchedness of mankind1 the least impure4 ,if they were more loved1 they would be better men4 ,how can those who have left them alone in their poverty have the heart to condemn them8 ,jesus loved the poor2 ,he loved them for the compassion which ,he felt for them2 ,he loved them because ,he felt them nearer to ,his soul1 more prepared to understand ,him than other men4 ,he loved them because they constantly gave ,him the happiness of service1 of giving bread to the hungry1 strength to the weak1 hope to the unhappy4 ,jesus loved the poor because ,he saw that if they were justly treated they would be the most legitimate inhabitants of the ,kingdom4 ,he loved the poor because they rendered the renunciation of the rich easier by the stimulus of charity2 but most of all ,he loved the poor men who had been rich and who for the love of the ,kingdom had become poor4 ,their renunciation was the greatest act of faith in ,his promise4 ,they had given that which considered absolutely is nothing1 but in the eyes of the world is everything1 for the certainty of sharing in a more perfect life4 ,they had been obliged to conquer in themselves one of the most profoundly rooted instincts of man4 ,jesus1 born a poor man among the poor1 for the poor1 never left his brothers4 ,he gave to them the fructifying abundance of ,his divine property4 ,but in ,his heart ,he sought the poor man who had not always been poor1 the rich man ready to strip himself for ,his love4 ,he sought him1 perhaps ,he never found him4 ,but ,he felt this longed-for1 unknown brother man tenderly nearer to his heart than all the docile seekers who crowded about ,him4 ,,the ,,devil',s ,,dung ,note well1 you men who are yet to be born6 ,jesus was never willing to touch a coin with ,his hand4 ,those hands of ,his which molded the clay of the earth as a cure for blind eyes1 those hands which touched the contaminated flesh of lepers and of the dead1 those hands which clasped the body of ,judas1 so much more contaminated than clay1 than leprosy1 than putrefaction1 those white pure healing hands which nothing could sully1 never suffered themselves to be touched by one of those metal disks which carry in relief the profiles of the proprietors of the world4 ,jesus could mention money in ,his parables2 ,he could see it in the hands of others1 but touch it--no6 ,to ,him who scorned nothing1 money was disgusting4 ,it was repugnant to ,him with a repugnance that was like horror4 ,all ,his nature was in revolt at the thought of a contact with those filthy symbols of wealth4 ,but one day even ,jesus was constrained to look at a piece of money4 ,they asked ,him if it was permitted to the true ,israelite to pay the tribute1 and ,he answered at once1 8,show me the tribute money40 ,they showed it to ,him1 but ,he would not take it4 ,it was a ,roman coin stamped with the hypocritical face of ,augustus4 ,but ,he wished to seem not to know whose face it was4 ,he asked1 8,whose is this image and superscription80 ,they answered1 8,csar's40 ,then ,he threw into the faces of the wily interrogators the answer which silenced them1 8,render therefore unto ,csar the things which are ,csar's2 and unto ,god the things that are ,god's40 ,give back that which is not yours1 money does not belong to us4 ,it is manufactured by the powerful for the needs of power4 ,it is the property of kings and of the kingdom1 of that other kingdom which is not ours4 ,the king represents force and is the protector of wealth2 but we have nothing to do with violence and reject riches4 ,our ,kingdom has no potentates and has no rich men2 the ,king of our ,heaven does not coin money4 ,money is a means for the exchange of earthly goods1 but we do not seek for earthly goods4 ,what little is necessary for us1 a little sunshine1 a little air1 a little water1 a piece of bread1 a cloak1 will be given freely to us by ,god and by ,god's friends4 ,tire yourselves out1 you other people1 all your lives to gather together a great pile of those round minted tokens4 ,we have no use for them4 ,for us they are definitely superfluous4 ,therefore we give them back2 we give them back to him who has had them coined1 to him who has had his portrait put on them1 so that all should know that they are his4 ,jesus never needed to give back any money because ,he never possessed any4 ,he gave the order to ,his disciples not to carry bags for offerings on their journeys4 ,he made one single exception1 and that a fearful one4 ,the ,gospel tells us that one apostle kept the common purse4 ,this disciple was ,judas1 and even ,judas felt himself forced to give back the payment for his betrayal before disappearing in death4 ,judas is the mysterious victim sacrificed to the curse of money4 ,money carries with it1 together with the filth of the hands which have clutched and handled it1 the inexorable contagion of crime4 ,among the unclean things which men have manufactured to defile the earth and defile themselves1 money is perhaps the most unclean4 ,these counters of coined metal which pass and repass every day among hands still soiled with sweat or blood1 worn by the rapacious fingers of thieves1 of merchants1 of misers2 this round and viscid sputum of the ,mint1 desired by all1 sought for1 stolen1 envied1 loved more than love and often more than life2 these ugly pieces of stamped matter1 which the assassin gives to the cut-throat1 the usurer to the hungry1 the enemy to the traitor1 the swindler to his partner1 the simonist to the barterer in religious offices1 the lustful to the woman bought and sold1 these foul vehicles of evil which persuade the son to kill his father1 the wife to betray her husband1 the brother to defraud his brother1 the wicked poor man to stab the wicked rich man1 the servant to cheat his master1 the highwayman to despoil the traveler2 this money1 these material emblems of matter1 are the most terrifying objects manufactured by man4 ,money which has been the death of so many bodies is every day the death of thousands of souls4 ,more contagious than the rags of a man with the pest1 than the pus of an ulcer1 than the filth of a sewer1 it enters into every house1 shines on the counters of the money-changers1 settles down in money-chests1 profanes the pillow of sleep1 hides itself in the fetid darkness of squalid back-rooms1 sullies the innocent hands of children1 tempts virgins1 pays the hangman for his work1 goes about on the face of the earth to stir up hatred1 to set cupidity on fire1 to hasten corruption and death4 ,bread1 already holy on the family board1 becomes on the table of the ,church the everlasting body of ,christ4 ,money too is the visible sign of a transubstantiation4 ,it is the infamous ,host of the ,demon4 ,he who loves money and receives it with joy is in visible communion with the ,demon4 ,he who touches money with pleasure touches without knowing it the filth of the ,demon4 ,the pure cannot touch it1 the holy man cannot endure it4 ,they know with unshakable certainty its ugly essence1 and they have for money the same horror that the rich man has for poverty4 ,,the ,,kings ,,of ,,the ,,nations 8,whose is this image80 asks ,jesus when they put the ,roman money before his eyes4 ,he knows that face1 ,he knows1 as they all do1 that ,octavius by a sequence of extraordinary good luck became the monarch of the world with the adulatory surname of ,augustus4 ,he knows that falsely youthful profile1 that head of clustering curls1 the great nose that juts forward as if to hide the cruelty of the small mouth1 the lips rigorously closed4 ,it is a head1 like those of all kings1 cut off from the body1 cut off below the neck2 sinister image of a voluntary and eternal decapitation4 ,csar is the king of the past1 the head of the armies1 the coiner of silver and gold1 fallible administrator of insufficient justice4 ,jesus is the ,king of the future1 the liberator of servants1 the abdicator of wealth1 the master of love4 ,there is nothing in common between them4 ,jesus has come to overthrow the domination of ,csar1 to undo the ,roman ,empire and every earthly empire1 but not to put ,himself in ,csar's place4 ,if men will listen to ,him there will never be any ,csar again4 ,jesus is not the heir who conspires against the sovereign to take his place4 ,he has come peaceably to remove all rulers4 ,csar is the strongest and most famous of ,his rivals1 but also the most remote1 because his force lies in the slothfulness of men1 in the weakness of peoples4 ,but ,one has come who will awaken the sleeping1 open the eyes of the blind1 give back strength to the weak4 ,when everything is fulfilled and the ,kingdom is founded--a ,kingdom which needs no soldiers nor judges nor slaves nor money1 but only renewed and living souls--,csar's empire will vanish like a pile of ashes under the victorious breath of the wind4 ,as long as ,csar is there1 we can give back to him what is his4 ,for the new man1 money is nothing4 ,we give back to ,csar1 vowed to eternal nothingness1 that silver nothingness which is none of ours4 ,jesus is always looking forward with passionate longing to the arrival of the second earthly ,paradise and ,he takes no heed of governors because the new land which ,he announces will not need governors4 ,a people of holy men who love each other would have no use for ,kings1 law-courts and armies4 ,on one occasion only does ,he speak of kings1 and then only to overturn the common established idea4 8,the ,kings of the ,gentiles10 ,he says to ,his disciples1 8exercise lordship over them1 and they that exercise authority upon them are called benefactors4 ,but ye shall not be so1 but he that is greatest among you1 let him be as the younger1 and he that is chief1 as he that doth serve40 ,it is the theory of perfect equality in human relationship4 ,the great is small1 the master is servant1 the ,king is slave4 ,since1 according to ,christ's teachings1 he who governs must become like him who serves1 the opposite is true1 and he who serves has the same rights and honors as he who governs4 ,among the righteous1 there may be some more ardent than others2 there may be saints who were sinners up to the last day2 there may be other innocent ones who were citizens of the ,kingdom of ,heaven from their birth4 ,different planes of spiritual greatness may exist as variations of the perfection common to all2 but to the end of time every category of superior and inferior1 of master and subordinate1 shall be abolished4 ,authority presupposes1 even if it is badly wielded1 a flock to lead1 a minority to punish1 bestiality to shackle2 but when all men are holy1 there will be no more need for commands and obedience1 for laws and punishments4 ,the ,kingdom of ,heaven can dispense with the commands of ,force4 ,in the ,kingdom of ,heaven men will not hate each other and will no longer desire riches2 every reason and need for government will disappear immediately after these two great changes4 ,the name of the path which conducts to perfect liberty is not ,destruction but ,holiness4 ,and it is not found in the sophistries of ,godwin1 or of ,stirner1 or ,proudhon1 or of ,kropotkin1 but only in the gospel of ,jesus ,christ4 ,,sword ,,and ,,fire ,every time that the sycophants of the powerful have desired to sanctify the ambition of the ambitious1 the violence of the violent1 the fierceness of the fierce1 the pugnacity of the pugnacious1 the conquests of the conquerors1 every time that the paid sophists or frenzied orators have tried to reconcile pagan ferocity with ,christian gentleness1 to use the ,cross as the hilt of the sword1 to justify blood spilt through hatred by the blood which flowed on ,calvary to teach love2 every time1 in short1 that people wish to use the doctrine of peace to legitimatize war1 and make ,christ surety for ,genghis ,khan or for ,bonaparte or even through refinement of infamy1 the outrider of ,mahomet1 you will see them quote1 with the inexorable punctuality of all commonplaces1 the celebrated gospel text1 which everybody knows by heart and very few have ever understood4 8,think not that ,i am come to send peace on earth3 ,i came not to send peace1 but a sword40 ,some more learned add1 8,i am come to send fire on the earth40 ,others rush forward to present the decisive verse1 8,the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence1 and the violent take it by force40 ,what angel of eloquence1 what supernatural enlightener1 can ever reveal to these hardened quoters the true meaning of the words which they repeat with such light frivolity8 ,they do not look at the words which come before and after2 they pay no attention to the occasion on which they were spoken4 ,they do not imagine for a moment that they can have another meaning from the common one4 ,when ,jesus says that ,he has come to bring a sword1--or as it is written in the parallel passage of ,luke1 8,discord10 ,he is speaking to ,his ,disciples who are on the point of departing to announce the coming of the ,kingdom4 ,and immediately after having spoken of the sword1 ,he explains with familiar examples what ,he meant to say3 8,for ,i am come to set a man at variance against his father1 and the daughter against her mother1 and the daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law4 ,and a man's foes shall be they of his own household4 ,for from henceforth there shall be five in one house divided1 three against two1 and two against three40 ,the sword therefore does not mean war2 it is a figure of speech which dignifies division4 ,the sword is what divides1 cuts in two1 disunites2 and the preaching of the gospel shall divide men of the same family4 ,because among men there are those deaf and those who hear1 those who are slow and those who are quick1 those who deny and those who believe4 ,until all are converted and 8brothers in the ,word10 discord will reign on earth4 ,but discord is not war1 is not massacre4 ,those who have heard and believe--the ,christians--will not assault those who do not hear and do not believe4 ,they will1 it is true1 take up arms against their refractory and stubborn brothers1 but these arms will be preaching1 example1 pardon1 love4 ,those who are not converted perhaps will begin real warfare1 the warfare of violence and blood1 but they will begin it exactly because they are not converted1 precisely because they are not yet ,christians4 ,the triumph of the ,gospel is the end of all wars1 of wars between man and man1 between family and family1 between caste and caste1 between people and people4 ,if the ,gospel at first is the cause of separations and discord the fault is not in the truths taught in the ,gospel but in the fact that these truths are not yet practiced by all4 ,when ,jesus proclaims that he comes to bring fire1 only a literal-minded barbarian can think of murderous and destructive fire1 worthy auxiliary of human warfare4 8,what will ,i if it be already kindled60 ,the fire desired by the ,son of ,man is the fire of purification1 of enthusiasm1 the ardor of sacrifice1 the refulgent flame of love4 ,until all souls are burning and consumed in that fire1 the word of the ,gospel will be but useless sound1 and the ,kingdom still far away4 ,to renew the contaminated and hateful family of men1 a wonderful outburst of grief and of passion is needed4 ,the complacent must suffer1 the cold must burn1 the insensible must cry out1 the tepid must flame like torches in the night4 ,all the filth accumulated in the secret life of men1 all the sediments of sin which make of every soul an offensive sewer1 all the corruption which shuts the ears and suffocates the hearts1 must be burned up in this miraculous spiritual fire1 which ,jesus came to kindle in our hearts4 ,but to pass beyond this wall of flame there is need for strength of soul and a boldness not possessed by all1 possessed only by the valorous2 and thus ,jesus can say1 8,the ,kingdom of ,heaven suffereth violence and the violent take it by force40 ,the word violent has as a matter of fact in the text the evident meaning of 8strong10 of men who know how to take doors by assault without hesitating or trembling4 8,sword10 8fire10 8violence10 are words which are not to be taken in the literal sense1 so pleasing to the advocates of massacres4 ,they are figurative words which we are forced to use to reach the torpid imagination of the crowds4 ,the sword is the symbol of the divisions between those first persuaded and those who are last in believing2 fire is purifying love2 violence is the strength necessary to make oneself over and to arrive on the threshold of the ,kingdom4 ,any one who understands this passage in any other way either does not know how to read1 or is determined to misread4 ,jesus is the man of ,peace4 ,he has come to bring ,peace4 ,the ,gospels are nothing but proclamations and instructions for ,peace4 ,the very night of ,his birth celestial voices sang in the sky the prophetic augury3 8,peace on ,earth to men of good will40 ,on the ,mount one of the first promises which flowed from the heart and from the lips of ,christ is that directed to the peacemakers1 8,blessed are the peacemakers3 for they shall be called the children of ,god40 ,when the apostles are ready to depart on their mission ,he commands them to wish peace to all the houses where they enter4 ,to the disciples1 to ,his friends1 ,he counsels1 8,have peace one with another40 ,drawing near to ,jerusalem1 ,he looks at it pityingly and exclaims1 8,if thou hadst known1 even thou1 at least in this thy day1 the things which belong unto thy peace60 and the terrible night on the ,mount of ,olives1 while the mercenaries armed with swords are binding ,him1 ,he pronounces the supreme condemnation of violence1 8,for all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword40 ,he understands the evils of discord1 8,every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation2 and every city or house divided against itself shall not stand40 ,and in ,his talk on the last things1 in the grand apocalyptic prophecy1 ,he announces among the terrible signs of the end together with famine1 earthquakes and tribulation1 also wars4 8,and ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars4444 ,for nation shall rise against nation1 and kingdom against kingdom40 ,for ,jesus discord is an evil2 war is a crime4 ,his ,god is not the old ,lord of ,battles4 ,the apologists for great massacres confuse the ,old and the ,new ,testament4 ,but the ,new is new exactly because it transforms the ,old4 ,only when considered as a punishment can war be thought of as divine4 ,war is the terrible retribution of men who have recourse to war2 it is the cruelest manifestation of the hatred which broods and boils in human hearts1 the hatred which drives men to take up arms to destroy one another4 ,war is at the same time a crime and its own punishment4 ,but when hate is abolished in every heart1 war will be incomprehensible3 our most terrible punishment will disappear together with our greatest sin4 ,then at last will arrive the day longed for by ,isaiah when1 8they shall beat their swords into plow-shares1 and their spears into pruninghooks3 nation shall not lift up sword against nation1 neither shall they learn war any more40 ,that day announced by ,isaiah is the day on which the ,sermon on the ,mount shall become the only law recognized on earth4 ,,one ,,flesh ,,only ,jesus sanctions the union of man and woman even in the flesh4 ,as long as kings remain1 we are to give back to them the coins stamped with their names2 as long as men are not like angels the human race must perpetuate itself4 ,the ,family and the ,state1 imperfect expedients compared with heavenly beatitude1 are necessary during our terrestrial probation2 and since they are necessary they should at least become less impure and less imperfect4 ,as long as rulers exist1 at least the man who rules should feel himself the equal of the man who serves4 ,as long as marriage exists1 the union between man and woman should be eternal and faithful4 ,in marriage ,jesus sees first of all the joining of two bodies4 ,on this point ,he ratifies the metaphor of the ,old ,law1 8,so then they are no more twain1 but one flesh40 ,husband and wife are one body1 inseparable4 ,this man shall never have another woman2 this woman shall never know another man until death divides them4 ,the mating of male and female1 when it is not the expression of careless wantonness1 or furtive fornication1 when it is the meeting of two healthy virginities1 when it is preceded by free choice1 by a chaste passion1 by a public and consecrated covenant1 has an almost mystic character which nothing can cancel4 ,the choice is irrevocable1 the passion is confirmed1 the compact is for eternity4 ,within the two bodies clinging to each other with bodily desire1 there are two souls which recognize each other and find each other in love4 ,their flesh becomes one flesh2 their two souls become one soul4 ,the two have been fused into one1 and from this communion will be born a new creature formed of the essence of both1 which will be the visible form of their union4 ,love makes them like ,god1 creators of a new and miraculous creation4 ,but this ,duality of the flesh and of the spirit--the most perfect among imperfect human relations--should never be disturbed or interrupted4 ,adultery corrupts it1 divorce destroys it4 ,adultery treacherously corrodes the union2 divorce repudiates it definitely4 ,adultery is a secret divorce founded upon untruth and betrayal2 divorce followed by another marriage is sanctioned adultery4 ,jesus always condemns adultery and divorce in the most solemn and absolute manner4 ,his whole nature holds unfaithfulness in horror4 ,there will come a day1 he warns people1 in speaking of heavenly life1 in which men and women will not marry2 but up to that day marriage should have at least all the perfections possible to its imperfection4 ,and ,jesus who always goes below the surface of things does not call adulterer only the man who robs his brother of his wife1 but also the man who looks at her in the street with lustful eyes4 ,the man who has underhand relations with another man's wife is an adulterer1 but no less an adulterer is he who1 having put aside his own wife1 marries another4 ,on one occasion alone1 ,he seems to admit the possibility of divorce to the husband of an adulteress2 but the crime of the repudiated wife could never justify the crime which the betrayed man would commit in taking another wife4 ,confronted with a law so absolute and so rigorous1 even the ,disciples took alarm4 8,if the case of the man be so with his wife1 it is not good to marry4 ,but he said unto them1 ,all men cannot receive this saying1 save they to whom it is given4 ,for there are some eunuchs1 which were so born from their mother's womb3 and there are some eunuchs which were made eunuchs of men3 and there be eunuchs1 which have made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven's sake4 ,he that is able to receive it1 let him receive it40 ,marriage is a concession to human nature1 and to the propagation of life4 8,all men cannot receive this saying10 are not capable of remaining chaste1 virgin1 and alone1 but only 8they to whom it is given40 ,perfect celibacy is a grace1 a reward of the victory of the spirit over the body4 ,any man who wishes to give all his love to a great undertaking must condemn himself to chastity4 ,he cannot serve both humanity and the individual4 ,the man who has a difficult mission to carry out1 demanding all his strength up to the last of his days1 cannot tie himself to a woman4 ,marriage means abandoning oneself to another being--but the ,saviour must abandon himself to all other beings4 ,the union of two souls is not enough for him--and it would make more difficult1 perhaps impossible1 union with all other souls4 ,the responsibilities which come with the choice of a mate1 the birth of children1 the creation of a little community in the midst of the great community of the human race1 are so heavy that they would be a daily hindrance to undertakings infinitely more serious4 ,the man who wishes to lead other men1 to transform them1 cannot bind himself for all his life to one being alone4 ,he would need to be faithless to his wife or to his mission4 ,he loves all his brothers too much to love one only of his sisters4 ,the ,hero is solitary4 ,solitude is his penalty and his greatness4 ,he renounces the pleasures of marital love1 but the love which is in his heart1 when communicated to all men1 is multiplied into a sublimation of sacrifice surpassing all earthly joys4 ,the man with no mate is alone1 but is free2 his soul1 unhampered by common and material thoughts1 can rise to the heights4 ,he does not beget children of his own flesh1 but he brings to a second birth the children of his spirit4 ,it is not given to every one1 however1 to resist and abstain4 8,he that is able to receive it1 let him receive it40 ,the foundation of the ,kingdom needs all men who will give all their souls to it2 the lusts of the flesh1 even when confined to legitimate marriage1 are weakening for him who should give all his attention to the things of the spirit4 ,those who will know the resurrection of the great day of triumph will have no further temptations4 ,in the ,kingdom of ,heaven the joining of man and woman1 even sanctified as it is by the permanence of marriage1 will exist no more4 ,its real end is the creation of new human beings1 but in that day ,death will be conquered and the everlasting renewing of the generations will no longer be necessary4 8,for when they shall rise from the dead1 they neither marry1 nor are given in marriage2 but are as the angels which are in heaven40 ,with this attainment of eternal and angelic life--the two promises and the two certainties of ,christ--what has seemed endurable will become unthinkable1 that which seemed pure will become vile1 that which was holy will become imperfect4 ,in that supreme and happy world all the trials of the human race will be over4 ,a hasty mating with a stolen woman was enough for the primitive bestial man4 ,man rose to the higher level of marriage1 to union with one woman alone2 the saint rose higher yet1 to voluntary chastity4 ,but the man who has become an angel in ,heaven1 who is all spirit and love1 will have conquered the flesh even in memory4 ,in a world where there will be no poor1 sick1 unhappy or enemies1 his love will be transfigured into a superhuman contemplation4 ,the cycle of births will then be closed4 ,the ,fourth ,kingdom will be forever established4 ,the citizens of the ,kingdom will be eternally the same1 themselves and no other through all the centuries4 ,woman will no longer bring forth her young with suffering4 ,the sentence of exile will be revoked1 the ,serpent will be conquered2 the ,father will joyfully welcome his wandering son4 ,paradise will be found again and will never more be lost4 ,,fathers ,,and ,,sons ,jesus was speaking in a house1 perhaps at ,capernaum1 and men and women1 all hungering for life and justice1 all needing comfort and consolation1 had filled the house1 had pressed close around ,him1 and were looking at ,him as they would look at their ,father returned to them1 their ,brother healing them1 their ,benefactor saving them4 ,they were so hungry for ,his words1 these men and women1 that ,jesus and ,his friends had not stopped to take a mouthful of food4 ,he had spoken for a long time1 and yet they would have liked ,him to go on speaking till nightfall1 without ever stopping for an instant4 ,they had been waiting for ,him for so long6 ,their fathers and their mothers had waited for ,him in wretchedness and dumb resignation for thousands of years4 ,they themselves had waited for ,him1 year after year1 in dull wretchedness4 ,night after night they had longed for a ray of light1 a promise of happiness1 a loving word4 ,and now before them was ,he who was the reward of their long vigil4 ,now they could wait no longer4 ,these men and these women crowded about ,jesus like privileged and impatient creditors who finally have before them the ,divine ,debtor1 for whom they have been eternally waiting2 and they claimed their share down to the last penny4 ,he certainly should be able to get along without eating bread just this one time--for centuries and centuries their fathers had been forced to go without the ,bread of ,truth2 for years and years they themselves had not been able to satisfy their hunger for the ,bread of ,hope4 ,jesus therefore went on talking to the people who had filled the house4 ,he repeated the most touching figures of ,his inspiration1 told the most persuasive stories of the ,kingdom1 looked at them with those luminous eyes which shone down into the soul as the morning sun penetrates the shut-in darkness of a house4 ,any one of us would give what remains of his life to be looked at by those eyes1 to gaze for a moment into those eyes shining with infinite tenderness2 to listen for a moment only to that thrilling voice1 changing the ,semitic vernacular into melodious music4 ,those men and women who are now dead1 those poor men1 those poor women1 those wretched people who to-day are dust in the air of the desert1 or clay under the hoofs of the camels1 those men and those women whom in their lifetime no one envied1 and whom we the living are forced to envy after their remote and obscure death2 those men and those women heard that voice1 saw those eyes4 ,but there came a stir and voices were heard at the door of the house3 some one wished to come in4 ,one of those present told ,jesus1 8,behold1 thy mother and thy brethren without seek for thee40 ,but ,jesus did not stir1 8,who is my mother or my brethren80 ,and he looked round about on them which sat about him1 and said1 8,behold my mother and my brethren6 ,for whosoever shall do the will of ,god1 the same is my brother1 and my sister1 and mother40 ,my family is all here and ,i have no other family4 ,the ties of blood do not count unless they are confirmed in the spirit4 ,my father is the ,father who made me like unto ,him in the perfection of righteousness2 my brothers are the poor who weep2 my sisters are the women who have left their loves for ,love4 ,he did not mean with these words to deny the ,virgin of ,sorrows1 of whose womb ,he was the fruit2 ,he meant to say that from the day of ,his voluntary exile ,he belonged no more to the little family of ,nazareth1 but only to ,his mission as ,saviour1 to the great family of mankind4 ,in the new organization of salvation1 spiritual affiliations surpass the simple relationships of the flesh4 8,if any come to me1 and hate not his father1 and mother1 and wife1 and children1 and brethren1 and sisters1 yea1 and his own life also1 he cannot be my disciple40 ,individual love must disappear in universal love4 ,we must choose between the old affections of the old mankind and the unique love of the ,new ,man4 ,the family will disappear when men1 in the celestial life1 shall be better than men4 ,in the world as it is1 the family is an impediment for him who helps others to rise to higher things4 8,and call no man your father upon the earth3 for one is your ,father which is in heaven40 ,he who leaves his family shall be infinitely rewarded4 8,and he said unto them1 ,verily ,i say unto you1 ,there is no man that hath left house1 or parents1 or brethren1 or wife1 or children for the kingdom of ,god's sake1 ,who shall not receive manifold more in this present time1 and in the world to come life everlasting40 ,your ,heavenly ,father will never forsake you1 your brothers in the ,kingdom will never betray you2 but the fathers and the brothers of earthly life might become your assassins4 8,and ye shall be betrayed both by parents and brethren and kinsfolks and friends2 and some of you shall they cause to be put to death40 ,and yet fathers at least should be faithful1 because1 according to ,jesus1 fathers have more duties toward their sons than sons toward their fathers4 ,the ,old ,law recognizes only the first4 8,honor thy father and thy mother10 said ,moses4 ,but he does not add1 8,protect and love thy children40 ,children seemed to ,moses to be the property of those who had begotten them4 ,life in those times seemed so fair and precious that children were always thought to be in debt to their parents4 ,they were to remain servants forever1 everlastingly submissive4 ,they should live only for old age1 by the orders of old age4 ,here also the divine genius of the ,overthrower sees what is lacking in the old ideals and insists upon righting the balance4 ,fathers should give without sparing and without rest2 even if the children are ungrateful1 even if they abandon their father1 even if they are unworthy in the eyes of the platitudinous sagacity of the world4 ,the ,paternoster is a prayer of sons to a ,father4 ,it is the prayer which every child might address to his father4 ,he asks for daily bread2 the remission of sins1 pardon for his failings1 and daily protection against evil4 ,and yet fathers1 even when they give everything1 are sometimes forsaken4 ,if their sons leave them to throw themselves into evil ways1 they must be forgiven as soon as they come back1 as the ,prodigal ,son in the parable was forgiven4 ,if they leave their fathers to seek out a higher and more perfect life--like those who are converted to the ,kingdom--they will be rewarded a thousand times in this life and the next4 ,but from every point of view1 fathers are debtors4 ,the tremendous responsibility which they have accepted in giving life to a new human being must be met4 ,like the ,heavenly ,father1 they must give to those of their children who ask and to those who keep silence1 to the worthy and the unworthy1 to those who sit about the family board and to those who are wanderers over the earth1 to the good and to the bad1 to the first and to the last4 ,they must never become weary1 not even with the children who flee from them1 with those who offend against them1 with those who deny them4 8,or what man is there of you1 whom if his son ask bread1 will he give him a stone8 ,or if he ask a fish1 will he give him a serpent80 ,who will refuse to a son who departs asking nothing1 the supreme gift of a love which asks no requital8 ,,little ,,children ,all men are children of the ,son of ,man1 but no one could call ,him father in the flesh4 ,among the disappointing joys of men perhaps the only joy which does not disappoint is to hold in one's arms or on one's knees a child whose face is rosy with blood which is also yours1 who laughs at you with the dawning splendor of his eyes1 who stammers out your name1 who uncovers the springs of the lost tenderness of your childhood2 to feel against your adult flesh1 hardened by winds and the sun1 this fresh smooth young flesh where the blood seems still to have kept some of the sweetness of milk1 flesh that seems made of warm1 living petals4 ,to feel that this flesh is yours1 shaped in the flesh of your mate1 nourished with the milk of her breasts2 to watch the birth and slow flowering of the soul in this flesh2 to be the sole father of this unique creature1 of this flower opening in the light of the world2 to recognize your own aspect in his childish eyes1 to hear your own voice through his fresh lips2 to grow young again through this child in order to be worthy of him2 to be nearer to him2 to make yourself younger1 better1 purer2 to forget all the years which bring us silently nearer to death1 to forget the pride of manhood1 the vanity of wisdom1 the first wrinkles on the face1 the expiations1 the ignominies of life and to become a virgin again beside this virginity1 calm beside this calmness1 good with a goodness never known before2 to be in short the father of a child of your own1 this is certainly the highest human pleasure given to a man who has a soul within his clay4 ,jesus1 whom no one called ,father1 was drawn to children as to sinners4 ,lover of the absolute1 ,he loved only extremes4 ,complete innocence and complete downfall were for ,him pledges of salvation4 ,innocence because it does not need to be cleansed2 abject degradation because it feels more keenly the need to be cleansed4 ,the people in danger are those midway2 men half depraved and half intact2 men who are foul within and wish to seem upright and just2 those who have lost with their childhood their native purity and do not yet recognize the filthiness of their inner depravity4 ,jesus loved children with tenderness and sinners with compassion2 the pure and those who stood in dire need of purification4 ,his hand willingly caressed the floating hair of the newly weaned child and did not draw back from the perfumed tresses of the prostitute4 ,he drew near to sinners because they often had not the strength to come to ,him2 but ,he called children to ,him because children know by instinct who loves them1 and run willingly to him4 ,mothers brought their children to ,him to have ,him touch them4 ,the ,disciples1 with their habitual roughness1 cried out on them--and ,jesus once more was obliged to reprove them1 8,suffer little children1 and forbid them not to come unto me1 for of such is the kingdom of heaven40 8,verily ,i say unto you1 ,whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of ,god as a little child1 he shall not enter therein40 ,the ,disciples1 bearded men1 proud of their authority as mature men and as lieutenants of their future ,lord1 could not understand why their ,master consented to waste time with children who could not yet speak plainly and could not understand the meaning of grown people's words4 ,but ,jesus set in their midst one of these children and said3 8,verily ,i say unto you1 ,except ye be converted1 and become as little children1 ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven4 ,whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child1 the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven4444 ,and whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me4 ,but whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me1 it were better for him that a mill-stone were hanged about his neck1 and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea40 ,here1 too1 the transposition of values is complete4 ,in the ,old ,law1 the child was to respect the grown man1 to revere and imitate the old man4 ,the little child was to take the grown person as his model4 ,perfection was supposed to lie in years of maturity1 or1 better yet1 in old age4 ,the child was respected only as containing the hope for future manhood4 ,jesus reversed these ideas2 grown people were to take their example from little children1 elders were to try to become like infants1 fathers were to imitate their sons4 ,in the world as it was1 as it is1 controlled by force1 where the only valued art is the art of acquiring riches and overcoming others1 children are at the most only human larv4 ,in the ,new ,world announced by ,christ1 which will be governed by fearless purity and innocent love1 children are the arch-types of happy citizens4 ,the child who seems an imperfect man is thus more perfect than the grown man4 ,the man who imagines that he has come into the fullness of his time and of his soul is to turn back1 despoil himself of his complacent complexities and return to his first youth4 ,from having been imitated he becomes an imitator1 from his position as first he becomes last4 ,jesus reaffirms ,his own likeness to a child1 and declares with no hesitation that ,he is identical with the children who seek ,him out1 8,and whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me40 ,the saint1 the poor man1 the poet1 present themselves under this new form which sums them all up3 the child1 pure and candid as the saint1 bare and needy as the poor man1 marveling and loving like the poet4 ,jesus loves children not only as unconscious models for those who wish to attain the perfection of the ,kingdom1 but as the actual mediums of truth4 ,their ignorance is more illumined than the doctrines of learned men2 their ingenuousness is more powerful than the intellect which shows itself in reasoning words4 ,only a clear and untarnished mirror can reflect the images of the revelation4 8,i thank thee1 ,o ,father1 ,lord of heaven and earth1 because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent1 and hast revealed them unto babes40 ,their own wisdom stands in the way of the wise1 because they think they understand everything4 ,their own intelligence is an impediment for the intelligent1 because they are not capable of understanding any other light than that of the intellect4 ,only the simple can understand simplicity1 the innocent1 innocence1 the loving1 love4 ,the revelation of ,jesus1 open only to virginal souls1 is all humility1 purification and love4 ,but man1 as he grows older1 becomes more complicated1 more corrupt1 prouder1 and learns the horrible pleasure of hatred4 ,every day he goes further from ,paradise1 becomes less capable of finding it4 ,he takes pleasure in his steady downfall and glories in the useless learning which hides from him the only needful truth4 ,to find the new ,paradise1 the ,kingdom of innocence and love1 it is needful to become like children who have already what others must strive and struggle to regain4 ,jesus seeks out the company of sinners1 of men and women1 but ,he feels ,himself with his true brothers only when ,he lays ,his hands on the heads of the children whom the ,galilean mothers bring to ,him as an offering4 ,,martha ,,and ,,mary ,women also loved ,jesus4 ,he who had the form and flesh of a man1 who left ,his mother and never had a wife1 was surrounded all ,his life and after ,his death by the warmth of feminine tenderness4 ,the chaste wanderer was loved by women as no man was ever loved1 or ever can be loved again4 ,the chaste man1 who condemned adultery and fornication1 had over women the inestimable prestige of innocence4 ,all women1 who are not mere females1 kneel before him who does not bow before them4 ,the husband with all his legal love and authority1 the satyr with all his mistresses1 the eloquent adulterer1 the bold ravisher1 have not so much power over the spirit of women as he who loves them without touching them1 he who saves them without asking for even a kiss as reward4 ,woman1 slave of her body1 of her weakness1 her desire and of the desire of the male1 is drawn to him who frees her1 to him who cures her1 to him who loves her and asks no more from her than a cup of water1 a smile1 a little silent attention4 ,women loved ,jesus4 ,they stopped when they saw ,him pass1 they followed ,him when they saw ,him speaking to ,his friends1 they drew near to the house where ,he had gone in1 they brought their children to ,him1 they blessed ,him loudly1 they touched ,his garment to be cured of their ills1 they were happy when they could serve ,him4 ,all of them might have cried out to ,him1 like the woman who raised her voice in the midst of the multitude3 8,blessed is the womb that bare ye1 and the paps which thou hast sucked40 ,many followed ,him to death4 ,salome1 mother of the ,sons of ,thunder2 ,mary1 mother of ,james the less2 ,martha and ,mary of ,bethany4 ,they would have liked to be ,his sisters1 ,his servants1 ,his slaves2 to serve ,him1 to set bread before ,him1 to pour ,him wine1 to wash ,his garments1 to anoint ,his tired feet and ,his flowing hair4 ,some of them were fortunate enough to be allowed to follow ,him1 and knew the still greater good fortune of helping ,him with their money 444 8and the twelve were with him1 ,and certain women1 which had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities1 ,mary1 called ,magdalene1 out of whom went seven devils1 ,and ,joanna1 the wife of ,chuza1 ,herod's steward1 and ,susanna1 and many others1 which ministered unto him of their substance40 ,women1 in whom piety is a native gift of the heart before it is acquired through desire for perfection1 were1 as they have always been1 more generous than men4 ,when ,he appears in the house of ,lazarus1 two women1 the two sisters of the man brought back from death1 seem distracted with joy4 ,martha rushes towards ,him to see what ,he needs1 if ,he wishes to wash1 if ,he wishes to eat at once1 and1 bringing ,him into the house1 she leads ,him to the couch that ,he may lie down1 puts over ,him a blanket lest ,he be cold1 and runs with a pitcher to get fresh cool water4 ,then1 on her return1 she sets to work to prepare for the pilgrim a fine meal1 much more abundant than the ordinary dinner of the family4 ,with all haste she lights a great fire1 goes to get fresh fish1 new-laid eggs1 figs and olives2 she borrows from one neighbor a piece of new-killed lamb1 from another a costly perfume1 from another richer than she1 a flowered dish4 ,she pulls out from the linen-chest the newest table-cloth1 and brings up from the wine-cellar the oldest wine4 ,and while the wood snaps and sparkles in the fire and the water in the kettle begins to simmer1 poor ,martha1 bustling1 flushed1 hurrying1 sets the table1 runs between the kneading-trough and the fire1 glances at the waiting ,master1 at the street to see if her brother is coming home1 and at her sister1 who is doing nothing at all4 ,for when ,jesus passed the sill of their house1 ,mary fell into a sort of motionless ecstasy from which nothing could arouse her4 ,she sees only ,jesus1 hears nothing but ,jesus' voice4 ,there is nothing else in the world for her at that moment4 ,she cannot have enough of looking at ,him1 of listening to ,him1 of feeling ,him there1 living1 close to her4 ,if ,he glances at her1 she is happy to be looked at2 if ,he does not look at her1 she fixes her eyes on ,him2 if ,he speaks1 ,his words drop one by one into her heart1 there to remain to her death2 if ,he is silent1 she draws from ,his silence a more direct revelation4 ,and she is almost troubled by the bustling and stepping about of her sister4 ,why should ,martha think that ,jesus needs an elaborate dinner8 ,mary is seated at ,his feet and does not move even if ,martha or ,lazarus call her4 ,she is at the service of ,jesus1 but in another way4 ,she has given ,him her soul1 only her soul1 but such a loving soul6 ,and the work of her hands would be inopportune and superfluous4 ,she is a contemplative soul1 an adorer4 ,she will take action only to cover the dead body of her ,god with perfumes4 ,she would move quickly enough if ,he should ask of her all her life-blood4 ,but the rest1 all this business of ,martha1 is only material activity which is no concern of hers4 ,women loved ,him and ,he requited this love with compassion4 ,no woman who turned to ,him was sent away disconsolate4 ,the sorrow of the widow of ,nain made ,him sorrow1 so that ,he brought to life her dead son2 the prayers of the ,canaanite woman1 although she was a foreigner to ,him1 wrought on ,him to cure her daughter2 the unknown woman which had a 8spirit of infirmity0 eighteen years1 and was bowed together and could in no wise lift herself1 was cured1 although it was on the ,sabbath day and the rulers of the synagogue cried1 8,sacrilege60 ,in the first part of ,his wanderings ,he cured ,peter's wife's mother of fever and the ,magdalene of evil spirits4 ,he brought to life the daughter of ,jairus1 and cured that unknown woman who had suffered for twelve years from a bloody flux4 ,the learned men of ,his time had no esteem for women in spiritual matters4 ,they tolerated their presence at the sacred festivals1 but they never would have thought of teaching high and secret doctrines to any woman4 8,the words of the ,law10 says a rabbinical proverb of that time1 8rather than teach them to a woman1 burn them up60 ,jesus on the other hand did not hesitate to speak to them of the highest mysteries4 ,when ,he went alone to the well of ,sichar1 and the ,samaritan woman who had had five husbands came there1 ,he did not hesitate to proclaim ,his message to her1 although she was a woman and an enemy of ,his people4 8,but the hour cometh1 and now is1 when the true worshipers shall worship the ,father in spirit and in truth3 for the ,father seeketh such to worship him4 ,god is a spirit3 and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth40 ,his ,disciples came up1 and could not understand what the ,master was doing4 8,and marvelled that he talked with the woman40 ,they did not yet know that the ,church of ,christ would make a woman the link between the sons and the ,son--the woman who unites in herself the two supreme possibilities of ,woman3 the ,virgin ,mother who suffered for us from the night in ,bethlehem until the night of ,golgotha4 ,,words ,,written ,,on ,,the ,,sand ,on another occasion at ,jerusalem1 ,jesus found ,himself before a woman--the ,adulteress4 ,a hooting crowd pushed her forward4 ,the woman1 hiding her face with her hands and with her hair1 stood before ,him1 without speaking4 ,jesus had taught that wife and husband should be perfectly one1 and ,he detested adultery4 ,but ,he detested still more the cowardice of tale-bearers1 the hounding by the merciless1 the impudence of sinners presuming to set themselves up as judges of sin4 ,jesus could not absolve the woman who had brutally disobeyed the law of ,god1 but ,he did not wish to condemn her1 because her accusers had no right to be seeking her death4 ,and ,he stooped down and with ,his finger wrote upon the ground4 ,it is the first and last time that we see ,jesus lower ,himself to this trivial operation4 ,no one has ever known what ,he wrote at that moment1 standing there before the woman trembling in her shame1 like a deer set upon by a pack of snarling hounds4 ,he chose the sand on which to write expressly that the wind might carry away the words1 which would perhaps frighten men if they could read them4 ,but the shameless persecutors insisted that the woman should be stoned4 ,then ,jesus lifted ,himself up1 looked deep into their eyes and souls1 one by one3 8,he that is without sin among you1 let him first cast a stone at her40 ,we are all of us guilty of the faults of our brothers4 ,from the first to the last we are all daily accomplices1 although too often unpunished4 ,the ,adulteress would not have betrayed her husband if men had not tempted her1 if her husband had made himself better loved2 the thief would not rob if the rich man's heart were not so hard2 the assassin would not kill if he had not been harshly treated2 there would be no prostitutes if men knew how to mortify their wantonness4 ,only the innocents would have the right to judge2 but on this earth there are no innocents1 and even if there were1 their mercy would be stronger than justice itself4 ,such thoughts had never occurred to those angry spies1 but ,christ's words troubled them4 ,every one of them thought of his own betrayals1 his own secret and perhaps recent sins of the flesh4 ,every soul there was like a sewer which when the stone is raised exhales a fetid gust of nauseous vapor4 ,the old men were the first to go4 ,then1 little by little1 all the others1 avoiding each other's eyes1 scattered and dispersed4 ,the open place was empty4 ,jesus had again stooped down to write upon the ground4 ,the woman had heard the shuffling of the departing feet1 and heard no longer any voice crying for her death1 but she did not dare to raise her eyes because she knew that ,one alone had remained1 the ,innocent1--the only one who had the right to throw against her the deadly stones4 ,jesus for the second time lifted ,himself up and saw no one4 8,woman1 where are those thine accusers8 hath no man condemned thee80 8,no man1 ,lord40 8,neither do ,i condemn thee3 go and sin no more40 ,and for the first time the ,adulteress dared to look in the face of her liberator4 ,she did not understand ,his words4 ,what she had done was evidently a sin in ,his eyes because he commanded her to 8sin no more02 and yet he had so acted that the others did not condemn her4 ,and now ,he also did not wish to condemn her4 ,what man was this so different from all the others1 who hated sin but forgave the sinner8 ,she would have wished to turn to ,him with a question1 to murmur a word of thanks1 to reward ,him at least with a smile1 because her soul was weak and her lips beautiful4 ,but ,jesus had begun again to write on the ground of the court1 ,his head lowered1 and she saw only the silky waves of ,his hair shining in the sun1 and ,his finger moving slowly over the sunlit earth4 ,,the ,,sinner ,but no woman loved ,him so much as the woman who anointed ,him with nard and bathed ,him with her tears in the house of ,simon the ,pharisee4 ,every one of us has seen that picture in imagination2 the weeping woman with her hair falling over the feet of the ,wanderer2 and yet the true meaning of the episode is understood by very few1 so greatly has it been disfigured by both the ordinary and the literary interpretations4 ,the decadents of the last century1 careful workmen in lascivious preciosity1 who swarm to the scent of corruption like flies to filth and crows to carrion1 have sought out in the ,gospel those women who are redolent of sin4 ,and they have made such women their own1 adorning them with the velvet of adjectives1 the silk of verbs1 the jewelry and precious stones of metaphors2 the unknown repentant woman1 named ,mary ,magdalene1 the unknown adulteress of ,jerusalem1 ,salome the dancer1 the sinister ,herodias4 ,the episode of this anointing has been profoundly misrepresented by such writers4 ,it is simpler and infinitely more profound4 ,the praise of ,jesus for the woman who brought ,him nard is not praise of carnal sin1 or of common love as it is commonly understood by men4 ,this sinning woman who silently entered the house of ,simon with her box of alabaster was no longer a sinner4 ,she had seen ,jesus1 had known ,him before that day4 ,and she was no longer a woman for hire2 she had heard ,jesus speak1 and was no longer the public woman1 flesh on sale for masculine desires4 ,she had heard the voice of ,jesus1 had listened to ,his words2 ,his voice had troubled her1 ,his words had shaken her4 ,the woman who had belonged to every one had learned that there is a love more beautiful than lust1 a poverty richer than clinking coins4 ,when she came to the house of ,simon she was not the woman she had been1 the woman whom the men of the countryside had pointed out sneeringly1 the woman whom the ,pharisee knew and despised4 ,her soul was changed1 all her life was changed4 ,now her flesh was chaste2 her hand was pure2 her lips no longer knew the bitter taste of rouge1 her eyes had learned to weep4 ,from now on1 according to the promise of the ,king1 she was ready to enter into the ,kingdom4 ,without taking all this for granted it is impossible to understand the story which follows4 ,the sinning woman wished to reward her ,saviour with a token of her gratitude4 ,she took one of the most costly things left to her1 a sealed box full of nard1 perhaps the gift of a chance lover1 thinking to anoint her ,king's head with this costly oil4 ,hers was an act of public gratitude4 ,the sinning woman wished publicly to thank ,him who had cleansed her soul1 who had brought her heart to life1 who had lifted her up out of shame1 who had given her a hope more glorious than all joys4 ,she went into the house with her box of alabaster clasped to her breast1 timid and shrinking as a little girl on her first day of school1 as a released prisoner in his first moment outside the prison4 ,she went in silently with her little box of perfume1 raising her eyes for only a moment to see at a glance where ,jesus was reclining4 ,she went up to the couch1 her knees trembling under her1 her hands shaking1 her delicate eyelids quivering1 because she felt they were all looking at her1 all those men's eyes were fixed on her1 staring at her beautiful swaying body1 wondering what she was about to do4 ,she broke the seal of the little alabaster flask1 and poured half the oil on the head of ,jesus4 ,the large drops shone on ,his hair like scattered gems4 ,with loving hands she spread the transparent ointment on the curls and did not stay her hand till every hair was softened1 silky and shining4 ,the whole room was filled with the fragrance2 every eye was fixed on her with astonishment4 ,the woman1 still silent1 took up the opened box and knelt by the feet of the ,peace-bringer4 ,she poured the remaining oil into her hand and gently1 gently rubbed the right foot and the left with the loving care of a young mother who bathes her first child1 for the first time4 ,then she could control herself no longer1 she could restrain no longer the great burst of tenderness which filled her heart1 made her throat ache and brought tears to her eyes4 ,she would have liked to speak1 to say that this was her thanks1 her simple1 pure1 heartfelt thanks for the great help she had received1 for the new light which had unsealed her eyes4 ,but in such a moment1 with all those men there1 how could she find the right words1 words worthy of the wonderful grace1 worthy of ,him8 ,and besides1 her lips trembled so that she could not pronounce two words together2 her speech would have been only a stammering broken by sobs4 ,then not being able to speak with her lips1 she spoke with her eyes3 her tears fell down one by one1 swift and hot on the feet of ,jesus1 like so many silent thank-offerings4 ,weeping freed her heart of its oppression2 the tears relaxed the tension4 ,she saw and felt nothing now but an inexpressible delight which she had never known on her mother's knees or in men's arms2 it ran through all her blood1 made her tremble1 pierced her with its poignant joy1 shook all her being in that supreme ecstasy in which joy is a pain and sorrow a joy1 in which pain and joy become one mighty emotion4 ,she wept over her past life1 the miserable life of her vigil4 ,she thought of her poor flesh sullied by men4 ,she had been forced to have a smile for them all1 she had been forced to offer her luxurious bed and her perfumed body to them all4 ,with all of them she had been forced to pretend a pleasure she did not feel4 ,she had been forced to show a smiling face to those whom she despised1 to those whom she hated4 ,she had slept beside the thief who had stolen the money to pay her4 ,she had kissed the lips of the murderer and of the fugitive from justice2 she had been forced to endure the acrid breath and the repellent fancies of the drunkard4 ,never1 on a kindly summer night when the eastern sky is all a flashing splendor1 had she known the welcoming kiss of a husband who had chosen her1 virgin among virgins1 that she should be one with him till death4 ,she was outside the community and the laws4 ,she was cut off from her people4 ,she was separated from them all4 ,women envied her and detested her2 men desired her and defamed her4 ,,the ,,second ,,baptism ,but at the same time the tears of the weeping woman were tears of joy and exaltation4 ,she was weeping not only because of her shame1 now forever canceled1 but because of the poignant sweetness of her life beginning anew4 ,she was weeping for her virginity restored1 for her soul rescued from evil1 her purity miraculously recovered1 her condemnation forever revoked4 ,her tears were the tears of joy at the second birth1 of exultation for truth discovered1 of light-heartedness for her sudden conversion1 for the saving of her soul1 for the miraculous hope which had released her from the degradation of the material and raised her to the illumination of the spirit4 ,the drops of nard and her tears were so many thank-offerings for this incredible blessing4 ,and yet it was not alone for her own sorrow and her own joy that she wept4 ,the tears which bathed the feet of ,jesus were also shed for ,him4 ,the unknown woman had anointed her ,king like a king of olden times4 ,she had anointed ,his head as the high priests had anointed the kings of ,judea2 she had anointed ,his feet as the lords and guests anointed themselves on festal days4 ,but at the same time the weeping woman had prepared ,him for death and burial4 ,jesus1 about to enter ,jerusalem1 knew that those were the last days of ,his life in the flesh4 ,he said to ,his disciples1 8,for in that she hath poured this ointment on my body1 she did it for my burial40 ,still living1 ,he was embalmed by a woman's compassion4 ,christ was to receive before ,his death a third baptism1 the baptism of infamy1 the baptism of the supreme insult2 prtorian soldiers were to spit upon his face4 ,but ,he had now received the baptism of glory and the baptism of death4 ,he was anointed like a king about to triumph in ,his celestial kingdom4 ,he was perfumed like a corpse about to be laid in the tomb4 ,this anointing unites the twin mysteries of ,his ,messiahship and of the crucifixion4 ,the poor sinning woman1 mysteriously chosen for this prophetic rite1 had perhaps a confused presentiment of the appalling meaning of this premonitory embalming4 ,love's second-sight1 stronger in women than in men1 the foresight of exalted and deep emotion1 may have made her feel that this body perfumed and caressed by her was in a few days to be an icy1 blood-stained corpse4 ,other women1 perhaps she herself1 were to go to the tomb to cover ,him for the last time with aromatics1 but they would not find ,him4 ,he who was now feasting with ,his friends was at that time to be at the doors of another ,hell4 ,feeling this presentiment1 the weeping woman let her tears fall on ,jesus' feet to the astonishment of all the others1 who did not know and did not understand4 ,now the feet of the ,saviour1 the feet of the condemned one1 are all bathed with tears1 the salt of the tears mingling with the perfume of the nard4 ,the poor sinning woman does not know how to dry those feet1 wet by her tears4 ,she has no white cloth with her1 and her garment does not seem to her worthy to touch her ,lord's flesh4 ,then she thinks of her hair1 her long hair which has been so much admired for its fine silkiness4 ,she loosens the braids1 slips out the pins1 unclasps the fastenings4 ,the blue-black mass of her tresses falls over her face1 hiding her flushed face and her compassion4 ,and taking up the masses of these flowing curls in her hands1 she slowly dries the feet which have brought her ,king into that house4 ,now her tears are ended4 ,all her tears are shed and dried4 ,her part is done1 but only ,jesus has understood her silence4 ,,she ,,loved ,,much ,among the men who were present at this dinner there was no one except ,jesus who understood the loving service of the nameless woman4 ,but all1 struck with wonder1 were silent4 ,they did not understand1 but they respected obscurely the solemnity of the enigmatic ceremony4 ,all except two1 who wished to interpret the woman's action as an offense to the guest4 ,these two were the ,pharisee and ,judas ,iscariot4 ,the first said nothing1 but his expression spoke more clearly than words4 ,the second1 the ,traitor1 presuming on his familiarity with the ,master1 ventured to speak4 ,simon thought to himself1 8,this man1 if he were a prophet1 would have known who and what manner of woman this is that toucheth ,him1 for she is a sinner40 ,the old hypocrite had for the paid woman the scorn of those who have had much to do with them1 or of those who have never known them at all4 ,like his brothers he belonged to the endless cemetery of white sepulchers1 which within are full of foulness4 ,it is enough for such men to avoid physical contact with what they think is impure1 even if their souls are sinks of iniquity4 ,their morals are systems of ablutions and washings2 they would leave a wounded man to die1 abandoned on the road1 for fear of staining themselves with blood2 they would let a poor man suffer hunger to avoid touching money on the ,sabbath day3 like all men they commit thefts1 adulteries1 and murders1 but they wash their hands so many times a day that they imagine them as clean as those of babes4 ,he had read the ,law1 and there were still ringing in his ears the execrations and anathemas of ,old ,israel against prostitutes4 8,there shall be no whore of the daughters of ,israel4444 ,thou shalt not bring the hire of a whore1 or the price of a dog1 into the house of the ,lord thy ,god for any vow3 for even both these are abomination to the ,lord thy ,god40 ,and ,simon1 the wise burgher1 remembered with equal satisfaction the admonition of the author of the ,proverbs3 8,for a whore is a deep ditch2 and a strange woman is a narrow pit4444 ,for by means of a whorish woman a man is brought to a piece of bread40 ,the old ,jew would perhaps not have felt so bitterly about prostitutes1 if they cost nothing6 ,but they are capable1 those shameless women1 of eating up a patrimony6 ,the old proprietor could not be reconciled to one of those dangerous women in his house1 to the fact that she had touched his guest4 ,he knew that the prostitute ,rehab had made victory possible for ,joshua and that she was the only one to escape from the massacre of ,jericho1 but he remembered that the invincible ,samson1 terror of the ,philistines1 had been betrayed by a worthless woman4 ,the ,pharisee could not understand how a man acclaimed by the people as a prophet should not have understood what sort of woman had come to bestow on ,him this discreditable honor2 but ,jesus had read in the heart of the sinning woman and in the heart of ,simon1 and answered with the parable of the two debtors4 8,there was a certain creditor which had two debtors3 the one owed five hundred pence and the other fifty4 ,and when they had nothing to pay1 he frankly forgave them both4 ,tell me therefore1 which of them will love him most8 ,simon answered and said1 ,i suppose that he1 to whom he forgave most4 ,and he said unto him1 ,thou hast rightly judged40 ,and he turned to the woman1 and said unto ,simon3 8,seest thou this woman8 ,i entered into thine house1 thou gavest me no water for my feet3 but she hath washed my feet with tears1 and wiped them with the hairs of her head4 8,thou gavest me no kiss3 but this woman since the time ,i came in hath not ceased to kiss my feet4 8,my head with oil thou didst not anoint3 but this woman hath anointed my feet with ointment4 8,wherefore ,i say unto thee1 ,her sins1 which are many1 are forgiven2 for she loved much2 but to whom little is forgiven1 the same loveth little4 8,and he said unto her1 ,thy sins are forgiven4444 ,thy faith hath saved thee2 go in peace40 ,the parable and the comment of ,jesus show how great1 even to-day1 is the lack of understanding of this episode4 ,every one or nearly every one remembers only those words3 8,her sins are forgiven1 for she loved much40 ,an attentive reading of the text shows that this ordinary interpretation is the opposite of the truth4 ,it is thought that ,jesus forgave her sins because she had loved many men1 or because she had shown her love for ,him with her perfume and her kisses4 ,the parable of the two debtors makes it clear that the meaning of ,jesus' words1 badly quoted and even more completely misunderstood1 is entirely the contrary4 ,the woman had sinned greatly and because of her repentance she was wholly pardoned2 and because her pardon was great she greatly loved ,him who had saved her1 who had forgiven her2 the nard and her tears and her kisses were the expression of that grateful love4 ,if before going into the house that evening the sinning woman had not already become transformed by virtue of her pardon1 she would not have obtained from ,jesus forgiveness for her past life spent in evil1 not by using all the perfumes of ,india and ,egypt nor by all the kisses of her lips1 nor by all the tears of her eyes4 ,christ's forgiveness was not the reward for those acts of homage2 those acts were her thank-offerings for her forgiveness already received2 and they were great because her forgiveness was great1 as her forgiveness had been great because great had been her sin4 ,jesus would not have repelled the sinning woman even if she had still been a sinner1 but if ,he had not been sure of her conversion ,he would not perhaps have accepted those tokens of love2 from now on even the most rigorous ,pharisaical precepts permitted ,him to speak with her3 8,thy faith hath saved thee2 go in peace40 ,simon could think of no answer2 but from the side of the disciples a rough1 angry voice was raised1 well known to ,jesus4 ,it was the voice of ,judas3 8,why was this waste of the ointment made1 why was not this ointment sold for three hundred pence and given to the poor80 ,and the other disciples1 so the ,evangelists say1 approved the words of ,judas1 and murmured against the woman4 ,judas was the man who held the purse2 the basest of them all had chosen the basest element1--money4 ,money was pleasing to ,judas1 pleasing in itself and pleasing in its possibility of power4 ,he spoke of the poor1 but he did not think of the poor1 to whom ,jesus had distributed bread in the country-solitudes1 as well as to his own companions1 too poor as yet to conquer ,jerusalem and to found the empire of the ,messiah where ,judas hoped to be one of the masters4 ,and he was envious as well as grasping2 envious as all misers are4 ,that silent anointing which was the consecration of the ,king and the ,messiah1 those honors offered by a beautiful woman to his ,leader1 made him suffer2 the everlasting jealousy of man against man1 when a woman is concerned1 was mingled with the disappointment of his cupidity4 ,but ,jesus answered the words of ,judas as ,he answered the silence of ,simon4 ,he did not affront those who had affronted ,him1 but he defended the woman at ,his feet4 ,and ,jesus said1 8,let her alone2 why trouble ye her8 she hath wrought a good work on me4 ,for ye have the poor with you always1 and whensoever ye will ye may do them good3 but me ye have not always4 ,she hath done what she could3 she is come aforehand to anoint my body to the burying4 ,verily ,i say unto you1 ,wheresoever this gospel shall be preached throughout the whole world1 this also that she hath done shall be spoken of for a memorial of her40 ,the inexpressible sadness of this prophecy escaped perhaps those who sat about ,him4 ,they could not be persuaded that ,jesus1 in order to overcome1 should be overcome3 that in order to triumph eternally ,he must die4 ,but ,jesus felt the day drawing near1 8,but me ye have not always1 she is come to anoint my body to the burying40 ,the woman listened in terror to this confirmation of her presentiment and another burst of tears rained down from her eyes4 ,then with her face hidden in her loosened hair1 she went away as silently as she had come4 ,the disciples were silent1 not convinced1 but abashed4 ,to hide his chagrin ,simon filled the guest's cup with better wine1 but in the yellow light of the lamps the silent table seemed a banquet of ghosts among whom had passed the shadow of death4 8,,who ,,am ,i80 ,and yet the disciples knew4 ,those words of death were not the first they had heard from ,jesus' lips4 ,they should have remembered that day1 not long before1 when on a solitary road near ,csarea1 ,jesus had asked what people said of ,him4 ,they should have remembered the answer which flashed out like sudden flame1 the impetuous outcry of belief from ,peter's heart2 and the splendor which had shone on three of them on the summit of the mountain2 and the exact prophecies of ,christ as to the manner of ,his death4 ,they had heard and they had seen1 and still they hoped on1--all but one4 ,the truth shone out in them at moments like lightning-flashes in the dark4 ,then the night fell blacker than ever4 ,the new man in their hearts who recognized ,jesus as the ,christ1 the man born for the second time1 the ,christian1 disappeared to give way to the ,jew1 deaf and blind1 who saw nothing beyond the ,jerusalem of bricks and stone4 ,the question which ,jesus had put to the ,twelve on the road in ,csarea must have been the beginning of their complete conversion to the new truth4 ,what need did ,jesus have to know what others thought of ,him8 ,such a curiosity springs up only in doubtful souls1 in those who do not know themselves1 in the weak who cannot read in their own hearts1 in the blind who are not sure of the ground on which they stand4 ,for any one of us such a question is legitimate1 but not for ,jesus4 ,no one of us knows really who he is1 no one knows with any certainty what is his real nature1 his mission1 and the name which he has a right to call his own1 the eternal name which fits our destiny4 ,the name which was given to us in infancy1 together with the salt and water of baptism1 the name set down on the municipal register1 and written in the records of birth and of death1 the name which the mother calls with so much gentleness in the morning1 which the sweetheart murmurs with so much desire at night1 the name which is cut for the last time on the rectangle of the tomb1 that is not our real name4 ,every one of us has a secret name which expresses our invisible and authentic essence1 and which we ourselves will never know until the day of the ,new ,birth1 until the full light of the resurrection4 ,few of us dare to ask ourselves1 8,who am ,i80 and there are still fewer who can answer4 ,the question 8,who art thou80 is the most tremendous1 the most weighty which man can put to man4 ,other human beings are for each of us a sealed mystery even in the moments of supreme passion1 when two souls desperately essay to become one4 ,we are all of us a mystery even to ourselves4 ,unknown to others1 we live among others unknown to us4 ,much of our wretchedness comes from this universal ignorance4 ,here is a man who acts like a king and believes himself a king and in the absolute he is really only a poor servant1 predestined from the beginning of time to dependent mediocrity4 ,here is another dressed and acting like a judge2 look at him well2 he is born a dry-goods dealer1 his real place is in the country fair4 ,that man there who writes poetry has not understood his inner voice2 he should be a goldsmith1 because gold which can be turned into coin suits his taste1 and he is attracted by filigree1 mosaics1 chasing1 imitation jewels4 ,this other man who is at the head of an army ought to be teaching school4 ,what an expert and eloquent professor he might have become6 ,and that fellow there1 shouting in the public places1 heading a revolution1 calling on the people to revolt1 is a gardener who has mistaken his calling2 the red of tomatoes1 long lines of onions1 garlic1 and cabbages would be the fit reward of his true mission4 ,this other man here1 on the contrary1 who1 cursing his fate1 prunes his grape-vines and spreads the manure on the cultivated earth1 should have studied in law-books the art of quibbling3 no one can invent sophisms and verbal tricks as he can1 and even now1 how much eloquence he pours out in humble duels about money matters1 this poor 8leading lawyer0 exiled to barns and furrows4 ,these errors concern us because we do not know1 because we have not spiritual eyes strong enough to read in the heart which beats inside our own breasts1 and the hearts which beat under the flesh of our neighbors1 so irrevocably remote from us4 ,everything is in confusion because of those ,names which we do not know1 illegible for us1 known to genius alone4 ,,thou ,,art ,,the ,,christ ,but what did ,jesus care what was said of ,him by the men of the lake and of the cities1 ,jesus who could read in their souls the thoughts hidden even to themselves8 ,long before that day ,jesus alone knew with ineffable certainty what ,his real name was1 and what was his superhuman nature4 ,as a matter of fact ,he did not ask that ,he might know1 but1 now that the end was near1 that ,his faithful followers might know1 ,his real name1 at last--even they4 8,some say that thou art ,john the ,baptist3 some1 ,elias2 and others1 ,jeremias or1 one of the ,prophets40 ,what were these things to ,him1 these rudimentary guesses of the poor and the ignorant8 ,he wished the definite answer to come from ,his ,disciples1 destined as they were to follow ,his work and to bear witness to ,him among the peoples and the centuries4 ,even at the last ,he did not wish to impose by force a belief on those who had seen ,his life close at hand and had heard ,him speak4 ,the recognition of ,his superb human mission1 that name which not one of them up to that time had pronounced 7as if they were afraid of it1 as if it were too dangerous a secret to speak aloud71 that recognition on the part of the ,twelve should be free and spontaneous1 should burst out1 an impetuous confession of love1 from one of those souls1 should be pronounced by one of those mouths4 8,but whom say ye that ,i am80 ,and then there came to ,simon ,peter the great light that was almost too great for him1 and made him ,first to all eternity4 ,he could not keep back the words1 they came to his lips almost involuntarily in a cry of which he himself the moment before would have believed himself incapable3 8,thou art the ,christ1 the ,son of the living ,god4 ,thou hast the word of eternal life1 and we believe and are sure that thou art that ,christ1 the ,son of the living ,god40 ,at last from ,peter the ,rock there sprang forth the wellspring which from that day to this has quenched the thirst of sixty generations of men4 ,it was his right and his reward4 ,peter had been the first to follow ,christ in the divine wanderings3 it was for him to be the first to recognize in the wanderer the ,proclaimer of the ,kingdom1 the everlasting and lawful sovereign of that ,kingdom1 the ,messiah whom all men had been awaiting in the desert of the centuries1 who had finally come and was there ,himself1 clothed in flesh1 standing before their eyes1 with ,his feet in the dust of the road4 ,the pure ,king1 the ,son of ,justice1 the ,prince of ,peace1 the ,son of ,man sent by ,god1 the ,saviour1 the ,anointed1 whom the prophets had foretold in the twilight of sorrow and affliction2 who had been seen by apocalyptic writers descending upon the earth like lightning1 in the fullness of victory and glory2 for whom the poor1 the wounded1 the hungry1 the afflicted1 had been waiting from century to century1 as dry grass waits for rain1 as the flower waits for the sun1 as the mouth awaits the kiss1 and the heart1 consolation2 the ,son of ,god and of ,man1 the ,man who hid ,god in human flesh1 the ,god who cloaked ,his divinity in ,adam's clay1 it is ,he1 the dear ,brother of every day1 who looks quietly into the astounded eyes of those chosen ones6 ,the period of waiting is done2 ended is the vigil6 ,why had they not recognized ,him until that day8 ,whence did it come in those simple souls1 the first notion of the true name of ,him who so many times had taken them by the hand1 and had spoken for their ears to hear8 ,they could never think that one of them--a common man like them1 a workman and poor as they were--could be the ,saviour ,messiah announced and awaited by saints and by the centuries4 ,with the intellect alone they could never have discovered ,him1 nor with the mere bodily senses1 nor with the teachings of the scriptures2 only with the inspiration1 the intuition1 the sudden flaming illumination of the heart1 as it happened that day in the soul of ,peter4 8,blessed art thou1 ,simon ,bar-,jona2 for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee1 but my ,father which is in ,heaven40 ,fleshly eyes would not have been able to see what they saw without a revelation from on high4 ,but weighty consequences flow from the choice of ,peter for this proclamation4 ,it is a reward which calls for other recompense1 8,thou art ,peter1 and upon this rock ,i will build my church2 and the gates of ,hell shall not prevail against it4 ,and ,i will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven3 and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in ,heaven3 and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in ,heaven40 ,weighty words from which have emerged1 through the patient germination of long centuries1 helped by the fire of faith and by the blood of witnesses1 one of the greatest ,kingdoms which men have ever established upon the earth2 the only one of the old kingdoms which still lives on in the same city which saw the rise and fall of the proudest and most pompous of earthly kingdoms4 ,for these words many men suffered1 many were tortured1 many were killed4 ,to deny or uphold1 to interpret or cancel these words1 thousands of men have been killed in city squares and in battles2 kingdoms have been divided1 societies have been shaken and rent1 nations have waged war1 emperors and beggars have given their all4 ,but their meaning in ,christ's mouth is plain and simple4 ,he means to say1 8,thou1 ,peter1 shalt be hard and staunch as a rock1 and upon the staunchness of thy faith in me1 which thou wast the first to profess1 is founded the first ,christian society1 the humble seed of the ,kingdom4 ,against this ,church which to-day has only ,twelve citizens but which will be spread to the limits of the earth1 the forces of evil cannot prevail1 because you are the ,spirit and the ,spirit cannot be overcome and dimmed by ,matter4 ,thou shalt close forever--and when ,i speak to thee ,i am speaking to all those who shall succeed thee united in the same certainty--the ,gates of ,hell2 and thou shalt open to all those who are chosen the ,gates of ,heaven4 ,thou shalt bind and thou shalt unloosen in my name4 ,what thou shalt forbid after my death shall be forbidden to-morrow also for that new humanity which ,i will find on my return2 what thou shalt command shalt be justly commanded because thou wilt be only repeating in other words what ,i have told and taught thee4 ,thou shalt be1 in thy person and in that of thy legitimate heirs1 the shepherd of the interregnum1 the temporary and provisional guide who shalt prepare1 together with comrades obedient to thee1 the ,kingdom of ,god and of ,love4 8,in requital for this revelation and for this promise ,i lay on you a hard command3 to keep silence2 for the present you must tell no one who ,i am4 ,my day is near1 but has not yet come2 you will be witness to events which you do not expect1 which will even be the contrary of what you expect4 ,i know the hour in which ,i shall speak and in which you shall speak4 ,and when we break our silence1 my cry and your cry shall be heard in the most distant realms of ,heaven and ,earth40 ,,sun ,,and ,,snow ,a man's voice1 the voice of ,peter the ,rock1 had called ,him the ,son of ,man2 another voice issuing from a cloud was to call ,him the ,son of ,god4 ,very high is the three-peaked mountain of ,hermon1 covered with snow even in the hot season1 the highest mountain of ,palestine1 higher than ,mount ,tabor4 ,the ,psalmist says1 8,it is the dew of ,hermon that descends upon the mountains of ,zion40 ,jesus became incarnate light on this mountain1 the highest mountain in the life of ,christ1 that life which marks its different stages by great heights--the mountain of the ,temptation1 the mountain of the ,beatitudes1 the mountain of the ,transfiguration1 the mountain of the ,crucifixion4 ,three ,disciples alone were with ,him3 he who was called ,peter1 and the ,sons of ,thunder1--the man with the rugged1 mountainous character1 and the stormy men--fitting company for the place and hour4 ,he prayed alone1 apart from them1 higher than all of them1 perhaps kneeling in the snow4 ,all of us have seen in winter how the snow on a mountain makes any other whiteness seem dull and drab4 ,a pale face seems strangely dark1 white linen seems dingy1 paper looks like dry clay4 ,the contrary of all this was seen on that day up in the gleaming1 deserted height alone in the sky4 ,jesus prayed by ,himself apart from the others4 ,suddenly ,his face shone like the sun and ,his raiment became as white as snow in the sunshine1 white 8as no fuller on earth can white them40 ,over the whiteness of the snow a more brilliant whiteness1 a splendor more powerful than all known splendors1 outshone all earthly light4 ,the ,transfiguration is the ,feast and the ,victory of ,light4 ,jesus still in the flesh--for so short a time6--took on the most subtle1 the lightest and most spiritual aspect of matter4 ,his body awaiting its liberation became sunlight1 the light of ,heaven1 intellectual and supernatural light2 ,his soul transfigured in prayer shone out through the flesh1 pierced with its flaming whiteness the screen of ,his body and ,his garments1 like a flame consuming the walls which close it in1 and flashing through them4 ,but the light was not the same on ,his face and on ,his raiment4 ,the light of ,his face was like the sun2 that of ,his garments was like the brilliance of snow4 ,his face1 mirror of the soul1 took on the color of fire2 ,his garments1 mere material stuff1 were white like ice4 ,for the soul is sun1 fire1 love2 but the garments1 all garments1--even that heavy garment which is called the human body1--are opaque1 cold1 dead2 and can shine only by reflected light4 ,but ,jesus1 all light1 ,his face gleaming with quiet refulgence1 ,his garments shining white--gold sparkling in the midst of silver--was not alone4 ,two great figures1 returned from death1 gleaming like ,him1 stood by ,him1 and spoke with ,him1 ,moses and ,elias4 ,the first of the ,prophets1 men of light and fire1 came to bear witness to the new ,light which shines on ,hermon4 ,all those who have spoken with ,god remain radiant with light4 ,the face of ,moses when he came down from ,mt4 ,sinai had become so resplendent that he covered it with a veil1 lest he dazzle the others4 ,and ,elias was caught up to ,heaven in a chariot of fire drawn by fiery steeds4 ,john1 the new ,elias1 announced the baptism of fire1 but his face was darkened by the sun and did not shine like the sun4 ,the only splendor which came into his life was the golden platter on which his bloody head was carried1 a kingly gift to ,herod's sinister concubine4 ,but on ,hermon there was ,one whose face shone more than ,moses' and whose ascension was to be more splendid than that of ,elias1--,he whom ,moses had promised and who was to come after ,elias4 ,they had come there beside him1 but they were to disappear thereafter forever4 ,they were no longer necessary after this last revelation4 ,from now on the world can do without their laws and their hopes4 ,a luminous cloud hid the glorious three from the eyes of the obscure three1 and from the cloud came out a voice3 8,this is my beloved ,son3 hear him40 ,the cloud did not hide the light1 but increased it4 ,as from the tempest-cloud1 the lightning darts out to light up suddenly all the country2 from this cloud already shining in itself1 flamed out the fire which burned up the ,old ,covenant and confirmed to all eternity the ,new ,promise4 ,the column of smoke which guided the fleeing ,hebrews in the desert towards ,jordan1 the black cloud which hid the ark in the day of desolation and fear1 had finally become a cloud of light so brilliant that it hid even the sunlike splendor of the face which was soon to be buffeted in the dark days1 close at hand4 ,but when the cloud disappeared1 ,jesus was once more alone4 ,the two precursors and the two witnesses had disappeared4 ,his face had taken on its natural color4 ,his garments had their everyday aspect4 ,christ1 once more a loving brother1 turned back to his swooning companions4 8,arise1 and be not afraid4444 ,tell the vision to no man1 until the son of man be risen again from the dead40 ,the ,transfiguration forecasts the ,ascension2 but to die in shame always precedes rising in glory4 ,i ,,shall ,,suffer ,,many ,,things ,jesus had known that ,he must soon die a shameful death4 ,it was the reward for which he was waiting and no one could have defrauded ,him of it4 ,he who saves others is ready to lose himself2 he who rescues others necessarily pays with his person 7that is1 with the only value which is really his and which surpasses and includes all other values72 it is fitting that he who loves his enemies should be hated even by his friends2 he who brings salvation to all nations must needs be killed by his own people2 it suits human ideas of the fitness of things that he who offers his life should be put to death4 ,every benefaction is such an offense to the native ingratitude of men that it can be paid for only by the heaviest penalty4 ,we lend ears only to voices which cry out from the tombs1 and reserve our scanty capacity for reverence for those whom we have assassinated4 ,the only truths which remain in the fleeting memory of the human race are the truths written in blood4 ,jesus knew what was awaiting ,him at ,jerusalem1 and as later was said by one worthy to portray ,him1 ,his every thought was colored by the thought of death4 ,three times they had already tried to kill ,him2 the first time at ,nazareth when they took ,him up on the summit of the mountain where the city was built and wished to cast ,him down2 the second time in the ,temple1 the ,jews1 offended by ,his talk1 laid their hands on stones to stone ,him2 and a third time at the feast of the ,dedication in winter-time1 they took up the stones of the street to silence ,him4 ,but for these three times he escaped because ,his hour was not yet come4 ,he kept ,his certainty of death in ,his own heart for ,himself alone until ,his last hours4 ,for ,he did not wish to sadden ,his ,disciples who would have shrunk from following a condemned man1 a man who in ,his own heart knew ,himself at the point of death4 ,but after the triple consecration as ,messiah--,peter's cry1 the light of ,hermon1 the anointing of ,bethany--,he could no longer keep silence4 ,he knew too well the ingenuous complacency of the ,twelve4 ,he knew that when the rare moments of enthusiasm and illumination were gone1 their thoughts were often the common thoughts of common people1 human even in their highest dreams4 ,he knew that the ,messiah for whom they were waiting was a victorious restorer of the ,age of ,gold and not the ,man of ,sorrows4 ,they thought of ,him as a king on his throne and not as a criminal on the gallows2 triumphant1 receiving homage and tribute1 not spat upon1 beaten1 and insulted2 come to raise the dead and not to be executed like an assassin4 ,lest the ,disciples should lose this new certainty of ,christ's ,messiahship on the day of ,his ignominy1 ,christ knew that ,he must warn them4 ,they must learn from ,his own mouth that the ,messiah would be condemned1 that the ,victorious ,one would disappear in a dreadful downfall1 that the ,king of all kings would be insulted by ,csar's servants1 that the ,son of ,god would be crucified by the ignorant1 blind servants of ,god4 ,three times they had tried to put ,him to death2 three times after ,peter's recognition ,he announced to the ,twelve ,his imminent death4 ,and there were to be three kinds of men who were to bring about ,his death3 the ,elders1 the ,high ,priests and the ,scribes4 ,the ,elders were the ,patricians1 the aristocrats1 the lay delegates of the ,hebrew middle-classes1 they represented authority and wealth1 and ,christ had come to transform authority into service and to condemn the rich and their treasures4 ,the ,high ,priests represented the ,temple1 and ,he had come to destroy the ,temple4 ,the ,scribes were the doctors of law1 of theology1 the interpreters of the ,book1 the masters of the ,scriptures1 and represented the authority of word and of tradition2 and ,he had come to transform the ,word and to regenerate the tradition4 ,these three orders of men never could forgive ,him even after they had sent ,him to ,golgotha4 ,and there were to be three accomplices to ,his death3 ,judas who betrayed ,him1 ,caiaphas who sentenced ,him1 ,pilate who permitted the execution of the sentence4 ,and there were to be three sorts of men to execute the penalty3 the guards who arrested ,him1 the ,hebrews who cried 8,crucify ,him60 before the procurator's house1 the ,roman soldiers who nailed ,him on the cross4 ,there were to be three degrees of ,his afflictions1 as ,he ,himself told the disciples4 ,first ,he was to be spurned and outraged1 then spit upon and beaten1 and finally killed4 ,but they were not to fear nor to weep4 ,as life has its reward in death1 death is the promise of a second life4 ,after three days1 ,he was to rise from the tomb1 never more to die4 ,christ was to be victorious not over earthly kingdoms1 but over death4 ,he does not bring golden treasures1 nor abundance of grain1 but immortality to all those who obey ,him1 and the cancellation of all sins committed by men4 ,he was to buy this immortality and this liberation by imprisonment and death4 ,the price was hard and bitter1 but without those few days of ,his ,passion and burial ,he could not have secured centuries and centuries of life and freedom for men4 ,the ,disciples were troubled at this revelation and unwilling to believe4 ,but ,jesus had already begun ,his ,passion1 foreseeing those terrible last days of ,his life and describing them4 ,from now on the heirs of ,his work knew all1 and ,he could go on ,his way towards ,jerusalem in order that ,his words should be fulfilled to the very last4 ,,maranatha ,and yet for one day at least ,he was to be like that ,king awaited by the poor every morning on the thresholds of the holy city4 ,easter draws near4 ,it was the beginning of the last week which even now had not yet ended--since the new ,sabbath has not yet dawned4 ,but this time ,jesus does not come to ,jerusalem as in other years1 an obscure wanderer mingled with the crowd of pilgrims1 into the evil-smelling metropolis huddled with its houses1 white as sepulchers1 under the towering vainglory of the ,temple destined to the flames4 ,this time1 which is the last time1 ,jesus is accompanied by ,his faithful friends1 by ,his fellow-peasants1 by the women who were later to weep1 by the ,twelve who were to hide themselves1 by the ,galileans who come in memory of an ancient miracle1 but with the hope of seeing a new miracle4 ,this time ,he is not alone2 the vanguard of the ,kingdom is with ,him1 and ,he does not come unknown3 the cry of the ,resurrection has preceded ,him4 ,even in the capital ruled by the iron of the ,romans1 the gold of the merchants1 the letter of the ,pharisees1 there are eyes which look towards the ,mount of ,olives and hearts which beat faster4 ,this time ,he does not come on foot into the city which should have been the throne of ,his kingdom1 and which was to be ,his tomb4 ,when ,he had come to ,bethpage1 ,he sent two disciples to look for an ass1 8,go into the village over against you1 and straightway ye shall find an ass tied1 and a colt with her2 loose them1 and bring them unto me4 ,and if any man say ought unto you1 ye shall say1 ,the ,lord hath need of them40 ,even up to our days it has been said that ,jesus wished to ride on an ass as a sign of humble meekness1 as if ,he wished to signify symbolically that ,he approached ,his people as the ,prince of ,peace4 ,it has been forgotten that in the robust early periods of history asses were not the submissive beasts of burden of to-day1 weary bones in flogged and ill-treated skin1 brought low by many centuries of slavery1 used only to carry baskets and bags over the stones of steep hills4 ,the ass of antiquity was a fiery and warlike animal2 handsome and bold as a horse1 fit to be sacrificed to divinities4 ,homer1 master of metaphors1 intended no belittling of ,ajax the robust1 the proud ,ajax1 when he likened him to an ass4 ,the ,jews moreover used untamed asses for other comparisons3 ,zophar the ,naamithite said to ,job1 8,for vain man would be wise though man be born like a wild ass' colt40 ,and ,daniel tells how ,nebuchadnezzar1 as expiation of his tyrannies1 was driven from the sons of men1 and his heart was made like the beasts1 and his dwelling was with the wild asses4 ,jesus asked expressly for an ass not yet broken1 never before ridden1 something like a wild ass1 because on that day1 the animal chosen by ,him was not a symbol of the humility of his rider but was a symbol of the ,jewish people1 who were to be liberated and overcome by ,christ2 the animal1 unruly and restive1 stiff-necked1 whom no prophet and no monarch had mastered and who to-day was tied to a post as ,israel was tied with the ,roman rope2 vain and foolhardy as in the ,book of ,job2 fitting companion for an evil king2 slave to foreigners1 but at the same time rebellious to the end of time1 the ,hebrew people had finally found its master4 ,for one day only3 it revolted against ,him1 its legitimate master in that same week2 but its revolt succeeded only for a short time4 ,the quarrelsome capitol was pulled down and the god-killing crowd dispersed like the husks of the eternal ,winnower over all the face of the earth4 ,the ass's back is hard1 and ,christ's friends throw their cloaks over it4 ,stony is the slope which leads from the ,mount of ,olives and the triumphant crowds throw their mantles over the rough stones4 ,this1 too1 is symbolical of self-consecration4 ,to take off your mantle is the beginning of stripping yourself1 the beginning of that bareness which is the desire for confession and the death of false shame2 bareness of the body1 promising naked truth for the soul4 ,the loving charity of supreme alms-giving2 to give what we have on our backs1 8,if any man 444 shall take away thy coat1 let him have thy cloke also40 ,then began the descent in the heat of the sun and of glory2 in the midst of freshly cut branches and of songs of hope4 ,it was at the beginning of breezy ,april and of the spring4 ,the golden hour of noon lay about the city with its green vineyards1 fields and orchards4 ,the sky1 immense1 deep blue1 miraculously calm1 clear and joyful as the promise of divine eyes1 stretched away into the infinite4 ,the stars could not be seen1 yet the light of our sun seemed augmented by the quiet brilliance of those other distant suns4 ,a warm breeze1 still scented with the freshness of heaven1 gently swayed the tender tree-tops and set the young1 growing leaves a-flutter4 ,it was one of those days when blue seems bluer1 green seems greener1 light more brilliant and love more loving4 ,those who accompanied ,christ in that descent felt themselves swept away by the rapture of the world and of the moment4 ,never before that day had they felt themselves so bursting with hope and adoration4 ,the cry of ,peter became the cry of the fervent little army winding its way down the slope towards the queen-city4 8,hosanna to the ,son of ,david60 said the voices of the young men and of the women1 in the midst of this impetuous exultation4 ,even the ,disciples almost began to hope1 although they had been warned that this would be the last sun1 although they knew that they were accompanying a man about to die4 ,the procession approached the mysterious1 hostile city with the roaring tumult of a torrent that has burst its banks4 ,these countrymen1 these people from the provinces1 came forward flanked as by a moving forest1 as if they had wished to carry a little country freshness inside the noisome walls1 into the drab alleyways4 ,the boldest had cut palm branches along the road1 boughs of myrtle1 clusters of olives1 willow leaves1 and they waved them on high1 shouting out the impassioned words of the ,psalmist towards the shining face of ,him who came in the name of ,god4 ,now the first ,christian legion had arrived before the gates of ,jerusalem and the voices did not still their homage3 8,blessed be the ,king that cometh in the name of the ,lord3 peace in heaven1 and glory in the highest60 ,their shouting reached the ears of the ,pharisees1 who arrived1 haughty and severe1 to investigate the seditious noise4 ,the cries scandalized those learned ears and troubled those suspicious hearts1 and some of them1 well wrapped up in their doctoral cloaks1 called from among the crowd to ,jesus3 8,master1 rebuke thy disciples40 ,and then ,he1 without halting1 8,i tell you that1 if these should hold their peace1 the stones would immediately cry out60 ,the silent1 motionless stones which1 according to ,st4 ,john1 ,god could have transformed into sons of ,abraham2 the hot stones of the desert which ,jesus was not willing to change into loaves of bread at the challenge of the ,adversary2 the hostile stones of the street which twice had been picked up to stone ,him2 the hard stones of ,jerusalem would have been less hard1 less icy1 less insensitive than the souls of the ,pharisees4 ,but with this answer1 ,jesus had asserted ,his right to be called 8the ,christ40 ,it was a declaration of war4 ,at the very moment of ,his entrance into ,his city1 the ,new ,king gave the signal for the attack4 ,,the ,,den ,,of ,,thieves ,he went up to the ,temple where all ,his enemies were assembled4 ,on the hill-top the sacred fortress sunned its new whiteness in the magnificence of the day4 ,the old ,ark of the nomads1 drawn by oxen through sweltering deserts and over battlefields1 had halted on that height1 petrified as a defense for the royal city4 ,the moveable cart of the fugitives had become a heavy citadel of stone and marble1 a pompous stronghold of palaces and stairways1 shady with colonnades1 lighted with courts1 enclosed by walls1 sheer above the valley1 protected by bastions and by towers1 a fortress rather than a place of worship4 ,it was not only the precinct of the ,holy of ,holies1 and the sacrificial altar1 it was no longer only the ,temple1 the mystic sanctuary of the people4 ,with its great old towers1 its guardrooms1 its warehouses for offerings1 its strong-boxes for deposits1 its open piazzas for trade and covered galleries for meetings and amusement1 it was anything rather than a sanctuary for meditation and prayer4 ,it was everything1 a fortress in case of assault1 a bank-vault1 a market-place in time of pilgrimage and feast-days1 a bazaar on all days1 a forum for the disputes of politicians1 the wranglings of doctors and the gossip of idlers2 a thoroughfare1 a rendezvous1 a business center4 ,built by a faithless ,king to win over the favor of a captious and seditious people1 to satisfy the pride and avarice of the priestly caste1 an instrument of war and a market-place for trade1 it must have seemed to the eyes of ,jesus the natural focus for all the enemies of ,his truth4 ,jesus goes up to the ,temple to destroy the ,temple4 ,he will leave to the ,romans of ,titus the task of literally dismantling the walls1 of scattering the masses of stone1 of burning down the buildings1 of stealing the bronze and gold1 of reducing to a smoky and accursed ruin the great stronghold of ,herod2 but ,he will destroy the values which the proud ,temple upheld with its piled-up blocks of ordered stone1 its paved terraces and its golden doors4 ,jesus goes up towards the ,temple3 the ,man transfigured on the mountain is set against the scribes parched and withered among their scrolls2 the ,messiah of the ,new ,kingdom against the usurper of the kingdom defiled by compromises1 corrupt with infamy2 the ,gospel against the ,torah2 the future against the past2 the fire of love against the ashes of the ,letter4 ,the day of battle is at hand4 ,jesus1 among the songs of ,his fervent band1 goes up to the sumptuous lair of ,his enemies4 ,well does ,he know the street4 ,how many times ,he had gone over it as a little child led along by the hand in the crowd of pilgrims1 in the midst of noise and dust1 in the band of ,galileans6 ,later as an unknown boy1 confused by the dust and heat of the sun1 tired and bewildered1 ,he used to look toward the walls desperately longing to arrive at the summit1 hoping to find up there in the sacred precincts a little shade for ,his eyes1 cool water for ,his mouth1 a word of consolation for ,his heart4 ,but to-day everything is transformed4 ,he is not led along4 ,he leads along4 ,he does not come to adore1 but to punish4 ,he knows that there inside1 behind the beautiful faades of the sublime sepulcher1 there are only ashes and corruption3 ,his enemies selling ashes and feeding themselves on corruption4 ,the first adversary who comes before ,him is the demon of greed4 ,he enters into the ,court of the ,gentiles1 the most spacious and most densely crowded of all4 ,the great1 sunny1 well-paved terrace is not the atrium of a sanctuary1 but a dirty market-place4 ,an immense1 roaring din rises up from the vermin-like crowd of bankers1 of buyers and sellers1 of money-changers who give and take money4 ,there are herdsmen with their oxen and their flocks of sheep2 vendors of pigeons and turtle doves1 standing by the long lines of their coops2 bird-sellers1 with cages of chirping sparrows2 benches for money-changers1 with bowls overflowing with copper and silver4 ,merchants1 their feet in the fresh-dropped dung1 handle the flanks of the animals destined for sacrifice2 or call with monotonous iteration women who have come there after child-birth1 pilgrims who have come to offer a rich sacrifice1 lepers who offer living birds for their cure1 obtained or hoped for4 ,money-changers1 with a coin hung at their ears as a mark of their trade1 gloatingly plunge their greedy talons into gleaming piles2 the go-betweens run about in the swarm of the gossiping groups2 niggardly1 wary provincials hold excited conferences before loosening the purse strings to change their cash for a votive offering1 and from time to time a restless ox drowns out with his deep bellow the thin bleating of the lambs1 the thrill voices of the women1 the clinking of drachma and shekels4 ,christ was familiar with the spectacle4 ,he knew that the house of ,god had been turned into the house of ,mammon1 and that1 instead of silently invoking the ,spirit1 material-minded men trafficked there in the filth of the ,demon1 with the priests as their accomplices4 ,but this time ,he did not restrain ,his scorn and ,his repugnance4 ,to destroy the ,temple1 ,he commenced with the destruction of the market-place4 ,the ,eternal ,mendicant1 the poor man1 accompanied by his poor friends1 flung ,himself against the servitors of money4 ,he had in ,his hand a length of rope1 which ,he knotted together like a whip1 and with it ,he opened a passage-way through the astonished people4 ,the benches of the money-changers crashed down at the first shock4 ,the coins were scattered on the ground amid yells of astonishment and wrath2 the seats of the bird-sellers were overturned beside their scattered pigeons4 ,the herdsmen began to urge towards the doors the oxen and the sheep4 ,the sparrow-sellers took their cages under their arms and disappeared4 ,cries rose to ,heaven1 some scandalized1 some approving2 from the other court-yards other people came running towards the disturbance4 ,jesus1 surrounded by the boldest of ,his friends1 was brandishing ,his whip on high1 and driving the money-changers towards the door4 ,and ,he repeated in a loud voice1 8,my house shall be called the house of prayer2 but ye have made it a den of thieves60 ,and the last money-handlers disappeared from the courts like rubbish scattered by the wind4 ,,business ,,the ,,god ,this action of ,jesus was not only the righteous purification of the sanctuary1 but also the public manifestation of ,his detestation for ,mammon and the servants of ,mammon4 ,business1 that modern god1 was for ,him a form of theft4 ,a marketplace was therefore a cave of obsequious brigands1 of tolerated thieves4 ,among all the elements of the legalized theft which is called commerce1 none is more detestable and shameful than the use of money4 ,if some one gives you a sheep in exchange for money1 you can be sure that he has made you pay more money than the sheep really cost1 but at least he gives you something which is not a hateful mineral symbol of wealth4 ,he gives you a living being1 which will furnish you wool in the spring time1 which will bear you a lamb1 and which you can eat if you like4 ,but the exchange of money for money1 of coined metal for coined metal1 is something unnatural1 paradoxical and demoniac4 ,everything that is known of banks1 rates of exchange1 discount and usury1 is a shameful and repellent mystery which has always been the terror of simple souls1 that is1 of upright and deep souls4 ,the peasant who sows his grain1 the tailor who makes a garment1 the weaver who weaves wool or linen1 have up to a certain limit a real right that their wealth should increase1 because they have added something which before was not in the world1 in cloth1 in wool4 ,but that a mountain of money should bring forth other money without labor or effort1 without production by man of any object to be seen1 to be consumed1 to be enjoyed1 is a scandal which goes beyond1 and confounds human imagination4 ,money-changers1 bankers1 amassers of silver and gold1 are slaves of the witchcraft of the ,demon more than all others4 ,and it is to those men1 the men of banks and of finance1 that the grateful ,demon gives power on this earth3 they are the ones even to-day who rule nations1 instigate wars1 who starve nations1 and who1 by an infernal system of their own1 suck out the life of the poor1 transformed into gold1 dripping with sweat and blood4 ,christ1 who pitied the rich1 but who hated and detested wealth1 the great wall which cuts off from men the vision of the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 had broken up the den of thieves and had purified the ,temple where ,he was to teach the last truths which remained to ,him to expound4 ,but with that violent action1 ,he had antagonized all the commercial middle-class of ,jerusalem4 ,the men ,he had driven away demanded that their patrons should punish the man who was ruining business on the ,holy ,hill4 ,these men of money found ready hearing with the men of ,law1 already embittered for other reasons1 so much the more because ,jesus in disturbing the business of the ,temple had condemned and harmed the priests themselves4 ,the most successful bazars were the property of the sons of ,annas1 that is1 close relations of the ,high-,priest ,caiaphas4 ,all the doves which were sold in the ,court of the ,gentiles were raised on the property of ,annas1 and the priests who did business in them made a good income every month out of turtle-doves alone4 ,the money-changers1 who should not have been allowed to stay in the ,temple1 paid the great ,sadducee families of the priestly aristocracy a goodly tithe on the thousands of shekels brought in every year by the exchange of foreign money into ,hebrew money4 ,had not the ,temple itself perhaps become a great national bank with coffers and strong boxes in treasure chambers8 ,jesus had wounded the twenty thousand priests of ,jerusalem in their prestige and in their purses4 ,he had overturned the values of the falsified and mutilated ,letter1 in the name of which they commanded and on which they fattened4 ,more than this1 ,he had driven out their associates1 the traffickers and bankers4 ,if ,he had ,his way1 it would ruin them all4 ,but the two threatened castes drew together still more closely1 to make way with the dangerous intruder4 ,it was perhaps that very evening that priests and merchants agreed on the purchase of a betrayer and a cross4 ,the bourgeoisie were to give the small amount of money necessary2 the clergy to find the religious pretext2 the foreign government1 naturally desiring to be on good terms with clergy and bourgeoisie1 would lend its soldiers4 ,but ,jesus1 having left the ,temple1 went ,his way towards ,bethany1 passing by the ,mount of ,olives4 ,,the ,,vipers ,,of ,,the ,,tombs ,the next morning when he went back1 the herdsmen and merchants had squatted down outside1 near the doors1 but the courts were humming with crowds of excited people4 ,the sentence pronounced and executed by ,jesus against the honest thieves had set gossiping ,jerusalem all agog4 ,those blows of the whip1 like so many stones thrown into the ,jerusalem frog-pond1 had awakened the poor to joyous hope and had set the lords quaking with fear4 ,and early in the morning1 all had gone up there from the dark alleys and from the fine houses1 from the work-shops and from the public squares1 leaving all their affairs1 with the restless anxiety of those who hope for miracles1 or revenge4 ,the day-laborers had come1 the weavers1 the dyers1 the cobblers1 the woodworkers1 all those who detested the swindlers1 the stranglers1 the shearers of poverty1 traders who enriched themselves at the expense of indigence4 ,among the first had come the lamentable scum of the city1 the dirty vermin-ridden prisoners of eternal beggary1 with leprous scabs1 with their sores uncared for1 with their bones protruding through the skin to testify to their hunger4 ,there had also come pilgrims from outside1 those of ,galilee1 who had accompanied ,jesus in ,his festal entrance2 and with them ,jews from the ,syrian and ,egyptian colonies1 dressed in their best1 like distant relatives who reappear every once in so often at the family home for a family festival4 ,but there came up also1 in groups of four or five1 the ,scribes and ,pharisees4 ,they were fraternal colleagues1 fitting companions for each other4 ,the ,scribes were the ,doctors of the ,law2 the ,pharisees were the ,puritans of the ,law4 ,nearly all the ,scribes were ,pharisees1 many ,pharisees were ,scribes4 ,imagine a professor adding religious pedantry to his doctoral pedantry2 or a religious hypocrite provided also with the grave face of a casuistical pedagogue1 and you will have the modern equivalent of a ,pharisaical ,scribe1 or of a ,pharisee who was also a ,scribe4 ,a ,tartuffe with academic honors2 an ,academician1 who is at the same time a religious hypocrite2 a philosophizing ,quaker1 are other modern equivalents4 ,these men therefore went up that morning to the ,temple with much show of pride without and many evil intentions within4 ,they came up proudly wrapped in their long cloaks1 with their fringes fluttering1 their chests thrown out1 their eyes clouded1 their eyebrows raised1 with sneering mouths and quivering nostrils1 with a step which announced their importance and the indignation felt by them1 ,god's privileged sheriffs4 ,jesus1 in the midst of all these eyes turned on ,him1 waited for those men4 ,it was not the first time that they had come about ,him4 ,how many discussions between ,him and the provincial ,pharisees had taken place here and there in the country6 ,they were ,pharisees who had demanded a sign from ,heaven1 a supernatural proof that ,he was the ,messiah--because the ,pharisees1 unlike the skeptical ,sadducees1 sunk in legalized ,epicureanism1 believed in the imminent arrival of the ,saviour4 ,but the ,pharisees expected to see this ,saviour as a ,jew1 strictly observing all laws as they did1 and they held that to be worthy to receive ,him it was enough to be clean on the outside and to avoid any transgression of any of the trivial rules of ,leviticus4 ,the ,messiah1 the son of ,david1 would not deign to save those who had not avoided all contact1 even remote1 with foreigners and with heathens1 who had not observed the smallest detail of legal purification1 who had not paid all the tithes of the ,temple1 who did not respect at any cost the sanctity of the ,sabbath day4 ,in their eyes ,jesus could not possibly be the ,divine ,redeemer4 ,no spectacular and magic signs had been seen3 ,he had contented ,himself with healing the sick1 with talking about love1 and with loving4 ,they had seen ,him dining with publicans and sinners1 and1 worse than everything else1 had heard with horror that ,his disciples did not always wash their hands before sitting down to the table4 ,but the greatest horror1 the unendurable scandal1 had been ,his lack of respect for the ,sabbath4 ,jesus had not hesitated to cure the sick1 even on the ,sabbath1 and ,he held it no crime on that day to do good to ,his unfortunate brothers4 ,he even shamelessly gloried in this1 claiming blasphemously that the ,sabbath was made for man1 rather than man for the ,sabbath4 ,in the minds of the ,pharisees there was only one doubt about ,jesus3 was ,he a fool or an impostor8 ,to put the matter to the test1 they had tried many times to trap ,him by theological tricks1 or in dialectical subtleties1 but to no avail4 ,as long as ,he went about in the provinces drawing after ,him a few dozen peasants1 they had let ,him alone1 sure that some day or other the last beggar1 disillusioned1 would leave ,him4 ,but now the affair was becoming serious4 ,accompanied by a band of excitable countrymen1 ,he had gone so far as to enter into the ,temple as though it belonged to ,him1 and had seduced some ignorant unfortunates to call ,him the ,messiah4 ,more than that1 usurping the place of the priests1 and almost giving ,himself the airs of a king1 ,he had roughly driven out the honest merchants1 pious people who admired the ,pharisees1 even if they did not entirely imitate them4 ,up to that time the ,pharisees had been too easy-going and merciful towards ,him4 ,but from now on the unequaled goodness of heart of those extremely mild and tolerant professors would be dangerous and inopportune4 ,the intolerable scandal1 the reiterated profanation1 the public challenge1 called for condemnation and punishment4 ,the false ,christ must be disposed of and at once4 ,scribes and ,pharisees went up on the hill to see if ,he had had the impertinence to go back to the place contaminated by ,his boasting4 ,jesus was waiting for just those men4 ,he wanted to say to them publicly1 with the open sky as witness1 what ,he thought of them1 what ,god thought of them1 the definite truth about them4 ,the day before1 with ,his whip1 ,he had condemned the animal-sellers and money-changers4 ,now ,he was dealing with the merchants of the ,word1 with the usurers of the ,law1 with the swindlers of ,truth4 ,the condemnation of that day did not exterminate them3 with every generation such men spring up again1 innumerable1 with new names2 but their faces are stamped forever with this condemnation wherever they are born and command4 ,,the ,,descendants ,,of ,,cain 8,woe unto you1 scribes and ,pharisees1 hypocrites60 ,their sins could be reduced to one1 but that is the most poisonous1 the least pardonable of all sins3 the sin against the ,spirit1 the sin against ,truth1 the betrayal of ,truth and ,spirit1 the laying waste of the only pure wealth which the world possesses4 ,thieves steal perishable goods1 assassins kill the corruptible body1 prostitutes sully flesh destined to corruption2 but the hypocrites1 the ,pharisees sully the ,word of the absolute1 steal the promises of eternity1 assassinate the soul4 ,everything in them is pretense3 their dress and their talk1 their teaching and their practice4 ,what they say is contradicted by what they do4 ,their inner life does not correspond to what they choose to show4 ,secret swinishness gives the lie to their every claim4 ,they are hypocrites because they cover themselves with fringed mantles and with wide phylacteries1 to be seen in public places1 and love to be called 8,master10 and all the time they have hidden the keys of knowledge and have shut the gates of the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 and neither go in themselves nor suffer others to enter4 ,hypocrites because they make long prayers in public and devour the houses of widows1 and take advantage of the weak and the desolate4 ,hypocrites because they wash and clean the outside of the platter and the cup1 and inside they are full of rapine and extortion4 ,hypocrites because they give their attention to minuti of rites and purifications and have no care for greater things3 they strain at a gnat and swallow a camel4 ,hypocrites because they observe the smallest commandments and do not obey the only one which is of value3 they pay punctually the tithe of mint and anise and cummin and rue1 but they have not justice1 mercy and faith in their hearts4 ,hypocrites because they build monuments to the prophets and garnish the sepulchers of righteous men of old times1 but persecute the righteous men of to-day1 and are preparing to kill the prophets4 8,ye serpents1 ye generation of vipers1 how can ye escape the damnation of hell8 ,wherefore1 behold ,i sent unto you prophets1 and wise men1 and scribes3 and some of them ye shall kill and crucify2 and some of them shall ye scourge in your synagogues1 and persecute them from city to city3 ,that upon you may come all the righteous blood shed upon the earth1 from the blood of righteous ,abel unto the blood of ,zacharias son of ,barachias1 whom ye slew between the temple1 and the altar40 ,they have accepted the inheritance of ,cain4 ,they are the descendants of ,cain4 ,they kill brothers1 execute saints1 crucify prophets4 ,and1 like ,cain1 ,god has stamped upon their faces a ,sign--the mysterious sign of immortality4 ,they cannot be killed because theirs are the hands which must kill4 ,the fugitive fratricide was saved by this sign among early men1 and the murderous ,pharisees will be saved through all the centuries because ,god needs them for the high works of ,his justice which seems foolishness and madness to the eyes of little-minded men4 ,an eternal decree1 not revealed to most men1 decrees death and the most atrocious death to all who would be like ,god4 ,but the simple man could never assassinate a saint1 nor even a sinner1 a miraculous chrysalis of potential sanctity4 ,and the saint would no longer be a saint if he took the life of another saint1 the only brother given him by the ,father4 ,so the indestructible race of the ,pharisees was created for all centuries and for all peoples1 men who are never simple like children and who never know the way of salvation1 those who are not visibly sinners1 but who are from head to foot the incarnation of the ugliest sin1 those who wish to appear saints and who hate real saints4 ,god has made them fitting instruments of an appalling and necessary massacre1 to play the part of executioners of perfect men4 ,faithful to this command1 invulnerable as inhabitants of ,hell1 marked like ,cain1 immortal as hypocrisy and cruelty1 they have survived all the empires and all the overthrows of empire4 ,with different faces1 with different garments1 with different rules and pretexts1 they have covered the face of the earth1 stubborn and prolific1 up to the present day4 ,and when they have not been able to kill with nails and with fire1 with axes and with knives1 they have used tongue and pen with the utmost success4 ,jesus1 while ,he spoke to them in the great open courtyard crowded with witnesses1 knew that ,he spoke to ,his ,judges1 and to those who would be1 through intermediate persons1 the real authors of ,his death4 ,by speaking out on this day1 ,he justified ,his later silence before ,caiaphas and ,pilate4 ,he had condemned them and they would condemn ,him2 ,he had judged them first and had nothing more to add when they wished to judge ,him4 ,images of death came to ,his lips as ,he described them to themselves3 vipers and tombs1 treacherous black vipers1 which as soon as you approach them pour into your blood all the poison hidden in their fangs4 ,whited sepulchers1 fair without but within full of dead men's bones and all uncleanness4 ,the ,pharisees who stood before ,jesus1 and all those who have legitimately descended from them1 are glad to hide themselves in the shadow of the dead1 to prepare their venom4 ,cold as a snake's skin1 as the stone of a tomb1 neither the heat of the sun1 nor the warmth of love1 nor the fires of ,hell can ever warm them4 ,they know all the words save one1 the word of ,life4 8,woe unto you1 scribes and ,pharisees1 hypocrites6 for ye are as graves which appear not1 and the men that walk over them are not aware of them40 ,the only one aware of this was ,jesus--and it was because of this that ,he was not to remain more than two days in the sepulcher which they were preparing for ,him4 ,,one ,,stone ,,upon ,,another ,the ,thirteen went down from the ,temple to make their daily ascent to the ,mount of ,olives4 ,one of the ,disciples 7who could it have been8--perhaps ,john1 son of ,salome1 still rather childish and navely full of wonder at what he saw8 ,or ,judas ,iscariot1 with his respect for wealth87 said to ,jesus1 8,master1 see what manner of stones and what buildings are here60 ,the ,master turned to look at the high walls faced with marble which the ostentatious calculation of ,herod had built up on the hill and said1 8,seest thou these great buildings8 there shall not be left one stone upon another1 that shall not be thrown down40 ,the admiring exclamation suddenly died4 ,no one dared answer1 but perplexed and surprised1 each of them continued to turn over in his mind these words4 ,hard words for the ears of those carnal-minded ,jews1 for the narrow hearts of those ambitious provincials4 ,he whom they loved had said in these last days many other hard words1 hard to hear1 hard to understand1 hard to believe4 ,but they did not remember any other words so hard as these4 ,they knew that ,he was the ,christ and that ,he was to suffer and die1 but they hoped that ,he would rise again at once in the glorious victory of the new ,david1 to give abundance to all ,israel and to award the greatest prizes and power to them1 faithful to ,him in the dangerous wanderings of ,his poor days4 ,but if the world was to be commanded by ,judea1 ,judea was to be commanded by ,jerusalem1 and the seats of command were to be in the ,temple of the great ,king4 ,it was occupied to-day by the faithless ,sadducees1 the hypocritical ,pharisees1 the traitorous ,scribes1 but ,christ was to drive them away to give their places to ,his apostles4 ,how then could the ,temple be destroyed1 splendid memorial of the kingdom in the past2 hoped-for rock of the new ,kingdom8 ,this talk of stones was harder than a stone for ,simon called the ,rock and for his companions4 ,had not ,john the ,baptist said that ,god could change the stones of the ,jordan into sons of ,abraham8 ,had not ,satan said that the ,son of ,god could change the stones of the desert to loaves of wheat bread8 ,had not ,jesus ,himself said while ,he was passing the walls of ,jerusalem that those very stones1 in place of men1 would have shouted out greetings and sung hymns8 ,and was it not ,he who had made the stones fall from the hands of ,his enemies1 the stones which they had taken up to kill ,him8 ,and had ,he not made them fall from those who accused the adulteress8 ,but the ,disciples could not understand this talk about the stones of the ,temple4 ,they could not and they would not understand that those great massive stones1 quarried out patiently from the mountains1 drawn from afar by oxen1 squared and prepared by chisels and mallets1 put one upon another by masters of the art to make the most marvelous ,temple of the universe2 that these stones1 warm and brilliant in the sun1 should be torn apart once more and pulverized into ruins4 ,they had scarcely arrived at the ,mount of ,olives1 and ,christ had only had time to sit down opposite to the ,temple1 when their curiosity burst out3 8,tell us1 when shall these things be8 and what shall be the sign when all these things shall be fulfilled80 ,the answer was the discourse on the ,last ,things1 the second ,sermon on the ,mount4 ,at the beginning of ,his work1 ,he had explained how the soul must be transformed to found the ,kingdom2 now at death's door ,he taught what the punishment of the stubborn would be and in what manner ,he would come again4 ,this discourse1 less understood than the other1 and even more forgotten1 is not1 as it is generally believed1 the answer to one question only4 ,the ,disciples had put two questions1 8,when shall these things be80 ,that is1 the ruin of the ,temple2 and 8,what shall be the signs of ,thy coming80 ,there are two answers to these two questions4 ,jesus first describes the events which will precede the destruction of ,jerusalem1 and then ,he describes the signs of ,his second appearance4 ,the prophetic discourse1 although it is read all in one piece in the ,gospels1 had two parts4 ,the prophecies are two1 quite distinct from each other2 the first was fulfilled before the end of ,jesus' generation1 about forty years after ,his death4 ,the second has not yet been fulfilled1 but perhaps before the passing of our own generation the first signs will be seen4 ,,sheep ,,and ,,goats ,jesus knew the weakness of the ,disciples1 weakness of the spirit1 and perhaps also of the flesh1 and ,he puts them on their guard against two great perils3 fraud and martyrdom4 8,take heed that no man deceive you4 ,for many shall come in my name1 saying1 ,i am ,christ1 and shall deceive many4 ,then if any man shall say unto you1 ,lo1 here is ,christ1 or there2 believe it not4 ,for false ,christs and false prophets shall rise and shall shew signs and wonders1 to seduce1 if it were possible1 even the elect4 ,go not after them1 nor follow them40 ,but although they are to flee from the frauds of the false ,messiahs1 they cannot escape the persecutions of the enemies of the real ,christ4 8,then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted1 and shall kill you3 and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name's sake4 ,but take heed to yourselves3 for they shall deliver you up to councils2 and in the synagogues ye shall be beaten3 and ye shall be brought before rulers and kings for my sake1 for a testimony against them4 4 4 4 ,now the brother shall betray the brother to death1 and the father the son2 and the children shall rise up against their parents1 and shall cause them to be put to death4 4 4 4 ,and then shall many be offended1 and shall betray one another1 and shall hate one another 4 4 4 and because iniquity shall abound1 the love of many shall wax cold4 ,but he that shall endure to the end1 the same shall be saved40 ,then shall begin the signs of the imminent punishment1 8,and when ye shall hear of wars and rumors of wars1 be ye not troubled3 for such things must needs be2 but the end shall not be yet4 ,for nation shall rise against nation1 and kingdom against kingdom3 and there shall be earthquakes in divers places1 and there shall be famines and troubles3 these are the beginnings of sorrow40 ,these are the preliminary warnings3 the order of the world shall be disturbed1 the world1 peaceful at the time when ,christ pronounced these words1 shall see man set against man1 nation against nation1 and the earth itself soaked with blood shall rise against men2 shall tremble under their steps2 shall cast down their houses2 shall vomit out ashes1 as if it cast out from the mouth of its mountains all its dead1 and shall deny to the fratricides the food which ripens to gold every summer in the fields4 ,then when all this shall have come to pass1 the punishment will come upon those people who would not be born again in ,christ1 who did not accept the ,gospel2 on the city which nailed its ,lord upon ,golgotha and persecuted ,his witnesses4 8,and when ye shall see ,jerusalem compassed with armies1 then know that the desolation thereof is nigh4 ,but when ye shall see the abomination of desolation1 spoken of by ,daniel1 the prophet1 standing where it ought not1 7let him that readeth understand17 then let them that be in ,judea flee to the mountains3 and let him that is on the housetop not go down into the house1 neither enter therein1 to take anything out of his house3 ,and let him that is in the field not turn back again for to take up his garment4 ,but woe to them that are with child1 and to them who give suck in those days6 ,and pray ye that your flight be not in winter4 ,for in those days shall be affliction1 such as was not from the beginning of creation which ,god created unto this time1 neither shall be4 ,there shall be great distress in the land1 and wrath upon this people4 ,and they shall fall by the edge of the sword1 and shall be led away captive into all nations3 and ,jerusalem shall be trodden down of the ,gentiles1 until the times of the ,gentiles be fulfilled40 ,this is the end of the first prophecy4 ,jerusalem shall be taken and destroyed and of the ,temple1 defiled by the abomination of desolation1 there shall remain not one stone upon another4 ,but ,jesus has not said all1 until now has not spoken of ,his second coming4 8,jerusalem shall be trodden down of the ,gentiles1 until the times of the ,gentiles be fulfilled40 ,what are these 8tempi dei ,gentili1 tempora nationum08 ,the words of the ,greek texts express it with greater precision than the other languages3 they are the times adapted to1 fitting1 and awaiting the ,gentiles1 that is1 those in which the non-,jews shall be converted to the ,gospel1 announced to the ,jews before all others4 ,therefore that real end shall not come until the ,gospel has been carried into all nations1 until the ,gentiles1 the faithless ones1 tread down the city of ,jerusalem4 8,and this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations2 and then shall the end come40 ,the second coming of ,christ from ,heaven1 the ,parusia1 will be the end of this world and the beginning of the true world1 the eternal kingdom4 ,the end of ,judea was announced by signs human and terrestrial2 this other end will be preceded by signs divine and celestial4 8,the sun shall be darkened1 and the moon shall not give her light4 ,and the stars of heaven shall fall4 ,and upon the earth distress of nations1 with perplexity2 the sea and the waves roaring2 ,men's hearts failing them for fear1 and for looking after these things which are coming on the earth3 for the powers of heaven shall be shaken4 ,and then shall appear the sign of the ,son of man in heaven3 and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn1 and they shall see the ,son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory40 ,for the end of ,jerusalem only1 the little earth was troubled2 but for this universal ending1 ,heaven itself is convulsed4 ,in the great sudden blackness only the roaring of water will be heard1 and screams of terror4 ,it is the ,day of the ,lord1 the day of ,god's wrath described in their times by ,ezekiel1 ,jeremiah1 ,isaiah and ,joel4 8,the day of the ,lord is at hand1 and as a destruction from the ,almighty shall it come4 ,a day of darkness and of gloominess6 ,the land is as the garden of ,eden before them1 and behind them a desolate wilderness4 ,the people shall be much pained3 all faces shall gather blackness4 ,therefore shall all hands be faint and every man's heart shall melt4 ,and they shall be afraid3 pangs and sorrow shall take hold of them2 they shall be in pain as a woman that travaileth2 they shall be amazed one at another4 ,behold the day of the ,lord cometh1 cruel both with wrath and fierce anger1 to lay the land desolate3 and he shall destroy the sinners thereof out of it4 ,for the stars of heaven and the constellations thereof shall not give their light3 the heavens shall be rolled together as a scroll3 and all their host shall fall down1 as the leaf falleth off from the vine1 and as a falling fig from the fig tree40 ,this is the day of the ,father1 day of blackness in the ,heavens and of terror on earth4 ,but the day of the ,son follows immediately after4 ,he does not appear this time hidden in a stable1 but on high in ,heaven1 no longer poor and wretched1 but in power and splendor of glory4 8,and he shall send his angels with a great sound of a trumpet1 and they shall gather together his elect from the four winds1 from one end of heaven to the other40 ,and when the celestial trumpets shall have awakened all those sleeping in the tombs1 the irrevocable division shall be made4 8,when the ,son of man shall come in his glory1 and all the holy angels with him1 then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory3 8,and before him shall be gathered all nations3 and he shall separate them one from another1 as a shepherd divideth his sheep from1 the goats3 8,and he shall set the sheep on his right hand1 but the goats on his left4 8,then shall the ,king say unto them on his right hand1 ,come1 ye blessed of my ,father1 inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world3 8,for ,i was an hungered1 and ye gave me meat3 ,i was thirsty1 and ye gave me drink3 ,i was a stranger1 and ye took me in3 8,naked1 and ye clothed me3 ,i was sick1 and ye visited me3 ,i was in prison1 and ye came unto me4 8,then shall the righteous answer him1 saying1 ,lord1 when saw we thee an hungered1 and fed thee8 or thirsty1 and gave thee drink8 8,when saw we thee a stranger1 and took thee in8 or naked1 and clothed thee8 8,or when saw we thee sick1 or in prison1 and came unto thee8 8,and the ,king shall answer and say unto them1 ,verily ,i say unto you1 ,inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren1 ye have done it unto me4 8,then shall he say also unto them on the left hand1 ,depart from me1 ye cursed1 into everlasting fire1 prepared for the devil and his angels3 8,for ,i was an hungered1 and ye gave me no meat3 ,i was thirsty1 and ye gave me no drink3 8,i was a stranger1 and ye took me not in3 naked1 and ye clothed me not3 sick1 and in prison1 and ye visited me not4 8,then shall they also answer him1 saying1 ,lord1 when saw we thee an hungered1 or athirst1 or a stranger1 or naked1 or sick1 or in prison1 and did not minister unto thee8 8,then shall he answer them1 saying1 ,verily ,i say unto you1 ,inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these1 ye did it not to me4 8,and these shall go away into everlasting punishment3 but the righteous into life eternal40 ,jesus1 even in ,his glory as judge of the last ,day1 does not forget the poor and unhappy whom ,he loved so greatly during ,his life on earth4 ,he wishes to appear as one of those 8least0 who hold out their hands at the doors and on whom the 8great0 look down4 ,on earth1 in the time of ,tiberius1 ,he was the man who was hungering for bread and love1 thirsting for water and martyrdom1 who was like a stranger in ,his own country1 not recognized by ,his own brothers1 who stripped ,himself to clothe those shaking with cold1 who was sick with sorrow and suffering and no one comforted ,him1 who was imprisoned in the base prison of human flesh1 in the narrow prison of earthly life4 ,he was divinely hungering for souls1 thirsting for faith1 ,he was the stranger come from the ineffable fatherland1 defenseless before whips and insults1 the ,man sick with the holy madness of love4 ,but on that great ,day of final ,judgment1 ,he will not be thinking of ,himself1 as ,he did not think of ,himself when ,he was a man among men4 ,the code of this dividing of good from evil men will be based on one idea only3 ,compassion--,charity4 ,during all the time which lies between ,his first and second coming ,he has gone on living under the appearance of the poor and the pilgrims1 of the sick and persecuted1 of wanderers and slaves4 ,and on the ,last ,day ,he pays ,his debts4 ,mercy shown to those 8least0 was shown to ,him1 and ,he will reward that mercy in the name of all4 ,only those who did not receive ,him when ,he appeared in the innumerable bodies of the poverty-stricken will be condemned to eternal punishment1 because when they drove away the unfortunate they drove away ,god4 ,when they refused bread1 water and a garment to the poor man1 they condemned the ,son of ,god to cold1 thirst and hunger4 ,the ,father had no need of your help1 for all is ,his and ,he loves you even during the moments when you curse ,him4 ,but you must love the ,father in the persons of ,his children4 ,and those who did not quench the thirst of the thirsty will themselves thirst for all eternity2 those who did not warm the naked man will suffer in fire for all eternity2 those who did not comfort the prisoner will be prisoners of ,hell forever2 those who did not receive the stranger will never be received in ,heaven1 and those who did not help the fever-stricken patient will shiver in the spasms of everlasting fever4 ,the ,great ,poor ,man in the day of ,his glory will1 as justice dictates1 reward every one with ,his infinite riches4 ,he who has given a little life to the poor will have life forever2 he who has left the poor in pain will himself be in pain forever4 ,and then the bare sky will be peopled with other more powerful suns1 with stars flaming more brightly in the heavens and there will be a new ,heaven and a new ,earth1 and the ,chosen will live not as we live now1 like beasts1 but in the likeness of angels4 ,,words ,,which ,,shall ,,not ,,pass ,,away ,but when shall these things come to pass8 ,these are the signs1 this is the manner in which it shall happen4 ,but the time8 ,shall we be still here1 we who are now under the light of the sun8 ,or shall the grandchildren of our grandchildren see these events while we are dust and ashes under the earth8 ,up to the very last1 the ,twelve understand as little as twelve stones4 ,they have the truth before them and they do not see it3 they have the ,light in their midst and the ,light does not reach them4 ,if only they had been among stones like diamonds which send back1 divided into reflected rays1 the light which strikes them4 ,but these twelve men are rough stones1 scarcely dug out of the darkness of the quarry1 dull stones1 opaque stones1 stones which the sun can warm but not kindle1 stones which are lighted from without but do not reflect the splendor4 ,they have not yet understood that ,jesus is not a common diviner1 a student of the ,chaldeans and of the ,etruscans1 and that ,he has nothing to do with the presumptuous pretensions of astrology4 ,they have not understood that a definitely dated prophecy would not work on men to create a conversion which needs perpetual vigilance4 ,perhaps they have not even understood that the ,apocalyptic sayings revealed on the ,mount of ,olives form a double prophecy which refers to two events1 different and distant from each other4 ,perhaps these provincial fishermen1 for whom a lake was the sea and ,judea was the universe1 confused the end of the ,hebrew people with the end of the human race1 the punishment of ,jerusalem with the second coming of ,christ4 ,but the discourse of ,jesus1 although it is presented as one unit in the synoptic ,gospels1 shows us two distinct prophecies4 ,the first announces the end of the ,jewish kingdom1 the punishment of ,jerusalem1 the destruction of the ,temple2 the second the end of the old world1 the reappearance of ,jesus1 the judgment of the merciful and of the merciless1 the beginning of the ,new ,kingdom4 ,the first prophecy given is close at hand--this generation shall not pass before these things shall have arrived--and is local and limited1 since it is concerned only with ,judea and especially with ,judea's metropolis4 ,the hour and the day of the second are not known because certain events1 slow to take place but essential1 must precede this end1 which1 unlike the other1 will be universal4 ,the first1 as a matter of fact1 was fulfilled to the letter1 detail by detail1 about forty years after the crucifixion1 while many who had known ,jesus were still living2 the second coming1 the triumphal ,parusia1 is still awaited by those who believe what ,he said on that day1 8,heaven and earth shall pass away3 but my words shall not pass away40 ,a few years after ,jesus' death the signs of the first prophecy began to be seen4 ,false prophets1 false ,christs1 false apostles1 swarmed in ,judea1 as snakes come out of their holes when dog-days arrive4 ,before ,pontius ,pilate was exiled1 an impostor showed himself in ,samaria1 who promised to recover the sacred vessels of the ,tabernacle hidden by ,moses on ,mount ,gerizim4 ,the ,samaritans believed that such a discovery would be the prelude to the coming of the ,messiah1 and a great mob gathered threateningly on the mountain until it was dispersed by ,roman swords4 ,under ,cuspius ,fadus1 the procurator who governed from #dd to #ff1 there arose a certain ,theudas1 who gave himself out for a great personage and promised great prodigies4 ,four hundred men followed him1 but he was captured and decapitated1 and those who had believed him dispersed4 ,after him came an ,egyptian ,jew1 who succeeded in gathering four thousand desperate men1 and camping on the ,mount of ,olives announcing that at a sign from him the walls of ,jerusalem would fall4 ,the ,procurator ,felix attacked him and drove him out into the desert4 ,in the meantime1 in ,samaria1 arose the notorious ,simon ,magus1 he who bewitched people with his prodigies and incantations and announced himself as the ,power of ,god4 ,this man1 seeing the miracles of ,peter1 wished to turn ,christian1 imagining that the ,gospel was only one of those ,oriental mysteries into which an initiation gave new powers4 ,repelled by ,peter1 ,magus became the father of heresies4 ,he believed that ,enna first came from ,god and that it is now imprisoned in human beings3 according to him ,enna 7or1 the first conception of the ,deity71 was incarnate in ,helen of ,tyre1 a prostitute who followed him everywhere2 and faith in him and in ,helen was a necessary condition of salvation4 ,cerinthus1 the first ,gnostic1 was one of his followers1 against whom ,john wrote his ,gospel--and ,menander1 who boasted that he was ,saviour of the world4 ,another ,elxai mixed up the old and new ,covenant1 told stories of many incarnations besides those of ,christ1 and swaggered about with his followers1 boasting of his magic powers4 ,hegesippus says that a certain ,tebutis through jealousy of ,simon1 second ,bishop of ,jerusalem1 formed a sect that recognized ,jesus as ,messiah1 but in everything else was faithful to the old ,judaism4 ,paul1 in the ,epistle to ,timothy1 puts the 8,saints0 on guard against ,hymeneus1 and ,phyletus and ,alexander4 ,for such are false prophets1 deceitful workers transforming themselves into the apostles of ,christ1 8who twisted truth and sowed the evil seed of heresy in the early church40 ,a ,dositheus had himself called ,christ1 and a certain ,nicholas began with his errors the sect of the ,nicolaitans1 condemned by ,john in the ,apocalypse3 and the ,zealots fomented incessant tumults1 claiming that the ,romans and all the heathen should be driven out in order that ,god might return to triumph with ,his own people4 ,the second sign1 the persecution1 arrived promptly4 ,the ,disciples had scarcely begun to preach the ,gospel in ,jerusalem when ,peter and ,john were thrown into prison3 freed1 they were captured again1 and beaten and commanded to speak no more in the name of ,jesus4 ,stephen1 one of the most ardent of the neophytes1 was taken by the priests outside the city and stoned4 ,under the rule of ,agrippa the tribulations began afresh4 ,in #db ,herod's descendant had ,james the ,greater1 the brother of ,john1 killed by the sword2 and for a third time ,peter was imprisoned4 ,in #fb ,james the righteous1 called the brother of ,our ,lord1 was thrown from the terrace of the ,temple and killed4 ,in #ej ,claudius exiled the ,christian ,jews from ,rome1 8,impulsore ,chrestus tumultuantes40 ,in #eh1 on account of the conversion of ,pomponia ,grcina1 the war against converts began in the capital of the ,empire4 ,in #fd the burning of ,rome1 desired and executed by ,nero1 was the pretext for the first great persecution4 ,an innumerable multitude of ,christians obtained their martyrdom in ,rome and in the ,provinces4 ,many were crucified3 others wrapped in the 8tunica molesta0 lighted up the nocturnal amusement of the ,csar3 others wrapped in animal skins were given as food to dogs3 many1 enforced actors in cruel comedies1 made a spectacle for amphitheaters and were devoured by lions4 ,peter died on the cross1 nailed head downward4 ,paul ended under the ax a life which since his conversion had been one long torment4 ,ten years before his death in #eg he had been flogged five times by the ,jews1 beaten three times with rods by the ,romans1 three times imprisoned1 three times shipwrecked1 stoned and left for dead at ,lystra4 ,the greater part of the other ,disciples met with similar fates4 ,thomas met a martyr's death in ,india1 ,andrew was crucified at ,patras1 ,bartholomew was crucified in ,armenia4 ,simon the ,zealot and ,matthew1 like their ,master1 ended their lives on the cross4 ,nor were there lacking wars and rumors of wars4 ,when ,jesus was killed1 the 8peace of ,augustus0 still existed1 but very soon nations rise against nations and kingdoms against kingdoms4 ,under ,nero the ,britons rebel and massacre the ,romans1 the ,parthians revolt and force the legions to pass under the yoke2 ,armenia and ,syria murmur against foreign government2 ,gaul rises with ,julius ,vindex1 ,nero is near his end1 the ,spanish and ,gallic legions proclaim ,galba ,emperor2 ,nero1 fleeing from the ,golden ,house1 succeeds in being abject even in suicide4 ,galba enters ,rome1 but brings no peace2 ,nymphidius ,sabinus at ,rome1 ,capito in ,germany1 ,clodius ,macer in ,africa1 dispute the power with him4 ,all are dissatisfied with him3 on the #aeth of ,january1 #fi1 the ,prtorians kill him and proclaim ,otho4 ,but the ,german legions had already proclaimed ,vitellius and move on ,rome4 ,conquered at ,bedriacum ,otho commits suicide1 but ,vitellius does not rule long either2 the ,syrian legions choose ,vespasian1 who sends ,antonius ,primus into ,italy4 ,the followers of ,vitellius are defeated at ,cremona and at ,rome2 ,vitellius1 the voracious hog1 is killed on the #bjth of ,december1 #fi4 ,in the meanwhile insurrection breaks out in the north1 with the ,batavians1 with ,claudius ,civilus1 and the insurrection of the ,jews is not stamped out in the east4 ,in less than two years ,italy is invaded twice1 ,rome taken twice1 two ,emperors kill themselves2 two are killed4 ,and there are wars and rumors of wars on the ,rhine and on the ,danube1 on the ,po and on the ,tiber1 on the banks of the ,north ,sea1 at the feet of ,atlas and of ,tabor4 ,the other afflictions announced by ,jesus accompany in these years the upheaval of the ,empire4 ,caligula the ,mad complained because in his reign nothing horrible happened3 he desired famines1 pestilences and earthquakes4 ,the degenerate and incestuous epileptic did not have his wish1 but in the time of ,claudius a series of poor crops brought famine even to ,rome4 ,under ,nero pestilence was added to the famine1 and at ,rome alone in one autumn the treasury of ,venus ,libitina registered thirty thousand deaths4 ,in #fa and #fb earthquakes shook ,asia1 ,achaia1 and ,macedonia3 especially the cities of ,hierapolis1 ,laodicea and ,coloss were greatly damaged4 ,in #fc it was ,italy's turn3 at ,naples1 ,nocera and ,pompeii the earth shook4 ,all the ,campagna was a prey to terror4 ,and as if this were not enough1 three years later1 in #ff1 the ,campagna was devastated by cloudbursts1 which destroyed the crops and rendered more threatening the prospects of famine4 ,and while ,galba was entering ,rome 7#fh7 the earth shook under his feet with a terrible roar4 ,all the signs were fulfilled3 now had come the fullness of time for the punishment of ,judea4 ,,judea ,,overcome ,the earthquake which shook ,jerusalem on the ,friday of ,golgotha was like a signal for the ,jewish outbreak4 ,for forty years the country of the god-killers had no peace1 not even the peace of defeat and slavery1 up to the day1 when of the ,temple not one stone was left upon another4 ,pilate1 ,cuspius ,fadus and ,agrippa had been forced to disperse the bands of the false ,messiahs4 ,under the ,roman procurator1 ,tiberius ,alexander1 the conflict began with the raging sect of the ,zealots and ended with the crucifixion of the leaders1 ,james and ,simon1 sons of ,judas the ,galilean4 ,the procurator1 ,ventidius ,cumanus1 #dh-eb1 did not have a day's peace3 the ,zealots and their allies1 the ,sicarii1 did not lay down their arms4 ,under the procurator ,felix the disorders knew no truce3 under ,albinus the flames of the revolt flared out more boldly4 ,finally at the time of ,gessius ,florus1 #fd-ff1 the last procurator of ,judea1 the fire1 which for some time had been flickering1 spread all over the country4 ,the ,zealots took possession of the ,temple3 ,florus was obliged to flee1 ,agrippa1 who went as peace-maker1 was stoned1 ,jerusalem fell into the power of ,menahem1 another son of ,judas the ,galilean4 ,zealots and ,sicarii now in power massacred the non-,jews and also those among the ,jews who seemed tepid to their fanatic eyes4 ,and then finally came the abomination predicted by ,daniel and recorded by ,christ4 ,the prophecy of ,daniel had already been fulfilled when ,antiochus ,,iv ,epiphanes had profaned the ,temple by placing there the statue of ,olympian ,jove4 ,in #ci ,caligula the ,mad1 who had set himself up as ,god and had himself adored as ,god in various places1 had sent the order to the procurator ,petronius to put the imperial statue in the ,temple1 but he died before the order was executed4 ,but ,jesus was alluding to something quite other than statues4 ,the holy place during the great rebellion occupied by the ,sicarii had become a refuge for assassins1 and the great courts were soaked with blood1 even with priestly blood4 ,and the ,holy ,city underwent also the abomination of desolation1 when in ,december of #ff ,cestius ,gallus1 at the head of forty thousand men1 came to crush the insurgents1 camped around ,jerusalem with those imperial insignia which the ,jews held in horror as idolatrous1 and which through a concession of the ,emperors had not till then been introduced into the city4 ,but ,cestius ,gallus1 finding more resistance than he had anticipated1 retreated and the retreat was turned into flight to the great jubilation of the ,zealots1 who saw in this victory a sign of divine help4 ,in those days1 between the first and second assault1 when already the double abomination had contaminated the city1 the ,christians of ,jerusalem1 obeying the prophecy of ,jesus1 fled to ,pela1 beyond the ,jordan4 ,but ,rome had no intention of giving way to the ,jews4 ,the command of the punitive expedition was given to ,titus ,flavius ,vespasian1 who1 gathering an army at ,ptolemais in #fg1 advanced against ,galilee and conquered it4 ,while the ,romans were taking up winter quarters1 ,john of ,gischala1 one of the heads of the ,zealots1 having taken refuge in ,jerusalem at the head of a band of ,idumeans1 overturned the aristocratic government and the city was full of uproar and blood4 ,vespasian1 going to ,rome to become ,emperor1 gave the command to his son ,titus1 who on ,easter ,day in the year #gj1 came up before ,jerusalem and began the siege4 ,horrible days began4 ,even at the height of danger1 the ,zealots1 carried away by wild frenzy1 quarreled among themselves1 and split up into factions1 who fought for the control of the city4 ,john of ,gischala occupied the ,temple1 ,simon ,bar ,giora the city1 and their partisans cut the throats of those whom the ,romans had not yet killed4 ,in the meantime ,titus had taken possession of two lines of wall and of a part of the city3 on the fifth of ,july the ,tower of ,antonia fell into his power4 ,to the horror of fratricidal massacre and of the siege was added that of hunger4 ,the famine was so great that mothers were seen1 so says ,josephus1 to kill their children and eat them4 ,on the #ajth of ,august the ,temple was taken and burned1 the ,zealots succeeding in shutting themselves up into the upper city1 but conquered by hunger they were obliged to surrender on the #gth of ,september4 ,the prophecies of ,jesus had been fulfilled3 the city by ,titus' order was laid waste3 and of the ,temple already swept by fire1 there remained not one stone upon another4 ,the ,jews who had survived hunger and the swords of the ,sicarii were massacred by the victorious soldiery4 ,those who still remained were deported into ,egypt to work in mines1 and many were killed for the amusement of the crowd in the ,amphitheaters of ,csarea and ,berytus4 ,some hundreds of the handsomest were taken prisoners to ,rome to figure in the triumphal procession of ,vespasian and ,titus1 and there ,simon ,bar ,giora and other heads of the ,zealots were executed before the idols which they hated4 8,verily ,i say unto you1 ,this generation shall not pass1 till all these things be fulfilled40 ,it was the seventieth year of the ,christian era and ,his generation had not yet gone down into the tomb when these things happened4 ,one at least of those who heard ,him on the ,mount of ,olives1 ,john1 was witness of the destruction of ,jerusalem and of the ruin of the ,temple4 ,within the destined time the words of ,jesus were fulfilled1 syllable by syllable1 with atrocious exactness1 by a story of blood and fire4 ,,the ,,parusia ,the end of the god-killing people1 the partial and local ending1 had taken place4 ,according to the sentence of ,christ1 the statues of the ,temple were scattered among the ruined walls and the faithful of the ,temple had met their death by torture or were scattered among other nations4 ,the second prophecy is left4 ,when shall the ,son of ,man come on the clouds of ,heaven1 preceded by darkness1 announced by angels' trumpets8 ,jesus says that no one can be sure of the day of ,his coming4 ,the ,son of ,man is likened to lightning which flashes suddenly in the east1 to a thief who comes by stealth in the night1 to a master who has gone far away and returns suddenly to take his servants by surprise4 ,we must be vigilant and ready4 ,purify your hearts1 because you do not know when ,he may come2 and woe to him who is not ready to appear before ,him4 ,take heed to yourselves lest at any time your hearts be overcharged with surfeiting1 and drunkenness1 and the cares of this life2 and so that day come upon you unawares1 for as a snare shall it come upon all them that dwell on the face of the whole earth4 ,but if ,jesus does not announce the day1 ,he tells us what things must be fulfilled before that day4 ,these things are two3 the ,gospel of the ,kingdom shall be preached to all the nations and the ,gentiles shall no longer tread down ,jerusalem4 ,these two conditions are fulfilled in our own time and perhaps the great day approaches4 ,there are no longer in the world any civilized nations or barbarous tribes where the descendants of the ,apostles have not preached the ,gospel3 since #aiah the ,moslems have no longer trodden down ,jerusalem and there is talk of a restablishment of the ,jewish ,state4 ,according to the words of ,hosea1 the end of the time shall be near when the sons of ,israel1 left so long without altar and without ,king1 shall be converted to the ,son of ,david and shall turn1 trembling1 towards ,god's goodness4 ,if the words of the second prophecy are true1 as the words of the first prophecy were shown to be true1 the ,second ,coming cannot be far distant4 ,once again in these years nations have risen against nations1 the earth has quaked1 destroying many lives1 and pestilences1 famines and seditions have decimated nations4 ,for more than a century the words of ,christ have been translated and preached in all languages4 ,soldiers who believe in ,christ1 although they are not all faithful to the heirs of ,peter1 are in command over that city1 which after its downfall was in the power of the ,romans1 the ,persians1 the ,egyptians and the ,turks4 ,and still men do not think of ,jesus and ,his promise4 ,they live as if the world were always going to continue as it has been1 and they work and mortify themselves only for their earthly and carnal interests4 8,for as in the days that were before the flood1 they were eating and drinking1 marrying and given in marriage1 until the day that ,noah entered into the ark1 ,and knew not until the flood came1 and took them all away3 so shall also the coming of the ,son of man be4 ,likewise also1 as it was in the days of ,lot2 they did eat1 they drank1 they bought1 they sold1 they planted1 they builded2 ,but the same day that ,lot went out of ,sodom it rained fire and brimstone from heaven and destroyed them all4 ,even thus shall it be in the day when the ,son of man is revealed40 ,the same thing happens in our day in spite of the wars and the pestilences which have cut down millions of lives in a few years4 ,people eat and drink1 marry and have children1 buy and sell1 write and play4 ,and no one thinks of the ,divine ,thief who will come suddenly in the night1 no one waits for the ,real ,master1 who will return unexpectedly1 no one looks at the sky to see if lightning is flashing from the east4 ,the apparent life of the living is like the delirious dream of a fatal fever4 ,they seem awake because they hurry about without rest1 occupied by those possessions which are clay and poison4 ,they never look up to ,heaven--they fear only their brothers4 ,perhaps they are waiting to be awakened in the last hour by those dead of old1 who will rise up at the approach of the ,resurrected ,christ4 ,,unwelcome ,while ,jesus was condemning the ,temple and ,jerusalem1 those maintained by the ,temple and the lords of ,jerusalem were preparing ,his condemnation4 ,all those who possessed1 taught and commanded were waiting only for the right moment to assassinate ,him1 without danger to themselves4 ,every man who had a name1 dignity1 a school1 a shop1 a sacred office1 a little authority was against ,him4 ,he came to oppose them and they opposed ,him4 ,with the idiocy natural to those in power they believed that they would save themselves by putting ,him to death1 and they did not know it was exactly ,his death which was needed as the beginning of their punishment4 ,to have an idea of the hatred which the upper classes of ,jerusalem felt towards ,jesus1 priestly hatred1 scholastic hatred and commercial hatred1 we must remember that the ,holy ,city apparently lived by faith1 but in reality on the ,faithful4 ,only in the ,jewish metropolis could valid and acceptable offerings be made to the ,old ,god1 and therefore every year1 especially on great feast days1 streams of ,israelites poured in there from the ,tetrarchates of ,palestine and from all the provinces of the ,empire4 ,the ,temple was not only the one legitimate sanctuary of the ,jews1 but for those who were attached to it and for all the others who lived at its feet1 it was the great nourishing breast which fed the ,capital with the products of the victims1 the offerings1 the tithes and1 above all1 with the profits accompanying the continual influx of visitors4 ,josephus says that at ,jerusalem on special occasions there were gathered together as many as three million pilgrims4 ,the stationary population depended all the year round on the ,temple3 business for the animal-sellers1 dealers in victuals1 money-changers1 inn-keepers1 and even artisans depended on the fortunes of the ,temple4 ,the priestly caste1 which without the ,levites 7and there were a great crowd of them7 numbered in ,christ's lifetime twenty thousand descendants of ,aaron--got their living from the tithes in kind1 from the taxes of the ,temple1 from the payments for the first-born--even the first-born of men paid five shekels a head6--and got their food from the flesh of the sacrificial animals1 of which only the fat was burned4 ,they were the ones who had the pick of herds and crops2 even their bread was given them by the people1 for the head of every ,jewish family was obliged to hand over to the priests the twenty-fourth part of the bread which was baked in his house4 ,many of them1 as we have seen1 made money on the raising of the animals which the ,faithful were obliged to buy for their offerings2 others were associated with money-changers1 and it is not impossible that some of them were really bankers1 because people readily deposited their savings in the strong-boxes of the ,temple4 ,a net-work of self-interest thus bound to the ,herodian edifice all the inhabitants of ,jerusalem1 down to the vendors at fairs and the sandal-makers4 ,the priests lived on the ,temple and many of them were merchants and rich men3 the rich needed the ,temple to increase their profits and keep the common people respectful3 the merchants did business with the rich people who had money to spend1 with the priests who were their associates and with the pilgrims from every part of the world drawn towards the ,temple3 the working men and the poor lived from the scraps and leavings which fell from the tables of the rich1 the priests1 the merchants and the pilgrims4 ,religion was thus the greatest and perhaps the only business in ,jerusalem3 any one who attacked religion1 its representatives1 its visible monument 7which was the most famous and fruitful seat of religion71 was necessarily considered an enemy of the people of ,jerusalem1 and especially of the prosperous and well-to-do4 ,jesus with ,his ,gospel threatened directly the positions and fees of these classes4 ,if all the prescriptions of the ,law were to be reduced to the practice of love1 there would be no more place for the ,scribes and ,doctors of the ,law who made their living out of their teachings4 ,if ,god did not wish animal sacrifices and asked only for purity of soul and secret prayer1 the priests might as well shut the doors of the ,sanctuary and learn a new profession3 those who did business in oxen and calves and sheep and lambs and kids and doves and sparrows would have seen their business slacken and perhaps disappear4 ,if to be loved by ,god you needed to transform your life1 if it were not enough to wash your drinking-cups and punctually pay your tithes1 the doctrine and the authority of the ,pharisees would be reduced to nothing4 ,if in short the ,messiah had come and had declared the ,primacy of the ,temple fallen and sacrifices useless1 the capital of the cult would1 from one day to the next1 have lost its prestige and with the passage of time would have become an obscure settlement of impoverished men4 ,as a matter of course1 ,jesus1 who preferred fishermen1 if they were pure and loving1 to members of the ,sanhedrin2 who took the part of the poor against the rich1 who valued ignorant children more than ,scribes1 blear-eyed over the mysteries of the ,scriptures1 drew down on ,his head the hatred of the ,levites1 the merchants and the ,doctors4 ,the ,temple1 the ,academy and the ,bank were against ,him3 when the victim was ready they would call the somewhat reluctant1 but nevertheless acquiescent ,roman sword1 to sacrifice ,him to their peace of mind4 ,for some time the life of ,jesus had not been safe4 ,the ,pharisees said that ,herod had sought to kill ,him from the days of ,his last sojourn in ,galilee4 ,perhaps it was the knowledge of this that sent ,him into ,csarea ,philippi1 outside ,galilee1 where ,he predicted ,his passion4 ,when ,he came back to ,jerusalem the ,high ,priests1 the ,pharisees and the ,scribes gathered about ,him to lay traps for ,him and take down ,his words4 ,the uneasy and embittered crowd set on ,his track spies1 destined to become false witnesses in a few days4 ,if we are to believe ,john1 the order was given to certain guards to capture ,him1 but they were afraid to lay their hands upon ,him4 ,the attack with the whips on the animal-sellers and money-changers1 the loud invectives against the ,scribes and ,pharisees1 the allusion to the ruin of the ,temple1 made the cup run over4 ,time pressed2 ,jerusalem was full of foreigners and many were listening to ,him4 ,some disorder1 some confusion might easily spring up1 perhaps an uprising of the provincial crowds who were less attached to the privileges and interests of the metropolis4 ,the contagion must be stopped at the beginning and there seemed to be no better way than to make away with the blasphemer4 ,the wolves of the ,altar and of business arranged a meeting of the ,sanhedrin to reconcile law with assassination4 ,,the ,,high ,,priest ,,caiaphas ,the ,sanhedrin was the assembly of the chiefs1 the supreme council of the aristocracy which ruled the capital4 ,it was composed of the priests jealous of the clientele of the ,temple which gave them their power and their stipends3 of the ,scribes responsible for preserving the purity of the law and of tradition3 of the ,elders who represented the interests of the moderate1 moneyed middle-class4 ,they were all in accord that it was essential to take ,jesus on false pretenses and to have ,him killed as a blasphemer against the ,sabbath and the ,lord4 ,only ,nicodemus attempted a defense1 but they were able quickly to silence him4 8,what do we8 for this man doeth many miracles4 ,if we let him thus alone1 all men will believe on him3 and the ,romans shall come and take away both our place and nation40 ,it is the ,reason of ,state1 the ,salvation of the ,fatherland which political cliques always bring out to screen with legality and ideality the defense of their particular profit4 ,caiaphas1 who that year was ,high ,priest1 settled their doubts with the maxim which has always justified in the eyes of the world the immolation of the innocent4 8,ye know nothing at all nor consider that it is expedient that one man should die for the people and that the whole nation perish not40 ,this maxim in ,caiaphas' mouth1 and on this occasion1 and for what it meant1 was infamous1 and hypocritical like all the speeches made by the ,sanhedrin4 ,but transposed into a higher meaning and transferred into the ,absolute1 changing nation into humanity1 the ,president of the circumcised patriciate was expounding a principle which ,jesus ,himself had accepted and which has become under another form the crucial mystery of ,christianity4 ,caiaphas did not know--he who had to enter alone into the ,holy of ,holies to offer up to ,jehovah the sins of the people--how much his words1 coarse in expression and cynical in sentiment as they were1 were in accord with his victim's thought4 ,the thought that only the righteous can pay for injustice1 that only the perfect can discount the crimes of the brute1 that only the pure can cancel the debts of the ignoble1 that only ,god in ,his infinite magnificence can expiate the sins which man has committed against ,him2 this thought1 which seems to man the height of madness exactly because it is the height of divine wisdom1 certainly did not flash out in the corrupt soul of the ,sadducee when he threw to his sixty accomplices the sophism destined to silence their last remorse4 ,caiaphas1 who together with the crown of thorns and the sponge of vinegar was to be one of the instruments of the ,passion1 did not imagine in that moment that he was bearing witness solemnly1 though involuntarily1 to the divine tragedy about to begin4 ,and yet the principle that the innocent can pay for the guilty1 that the death of one man can be salvation for all1 was not foreign to the consciousness of ancient peoples4 ,the heroic myths of the pagans recognize and celebrate voluntary sacrifices of the innocent4 ,they record the example of ,pilades1 who offered himself to be punished in place of the guilty ,orestes2 ,macaria of the blood of ,heracles1 who saved her brother's life with her own2 ,alcestis1 who died that she might avert from her ,admetus the vengeance of ,artemis2 the daughters of ,erechtheus1 who sacrificed themselves that their father might escape ,neptune's blows4 ,the old ,king ,codrus1 who threw himself into the ,ilissus1 in order that his ,athenians might be victorious2 and ,decius ,mus and his sons1 who consecrated themselves to the ,manes that the ,romans might triumph over the ,samnites2 and ,curtius1 who1 fully armed1 cast himself into the gulf for the salvation of his country2 and ,iphigenia1 who offered her throat to the knife that ,agamemnon's fleet might sail safely towards ,troy4 ,at ,athens during the ,thargelian feast two men were killed to save the city from divine wrath2 ,epimenides the ,wise1 to purify ,athens1 profaned by the assassination of the followers of ,cylon1 had recourse to human sacrifice over the tombs2 at ,curium1 in ,cyprus1 at ,terracina1 at ,marseilles1 every year a man threw himself into the sea as payment for the crimes of the community1 a man regarded as the ,saviour of the people4 ,but these sacrifices1 when they were spontaneous1 were for the salvation of one being alone1 or of a restricted group of men2 when they were enforced they added a new crime to those they were intended to expiate2 they were examples of individual affection or of superstitious crimes4 ,no man had yet appeared who would take upon his head all the sins of men1 a ,god who would imprison ,himself in the abject wretchedness of flesh to save all the human race and to give it the power to ascend from bestiality to sanctity1 from earthly humiliation to the ,kingdom of ,heaven4 ,the perfect man1 who takes upon himself all imperfections1 the pure man who burdens himself with all infamies1 the righteous man who shoulders the unrighteousness of all men1 had appeared under the aspect of a poor fugitive from justice in the day of ,caiaphas4 ,he who was to die for all1 the ,galilean working-man who was disquieting the rich and the priests of ,jerusalem1 was there on the ,mount of ,olives only a short distance from the ,sanhedrin4 ,the ,seventy1 who knew not what they did1 who did not know that they were obeying the will of the very man they were persecuting1 decided to have ,him captured before the ,passover2 but because they were cowardly1 like all men of possessions1 one thing restrained them1 the fear of the people who loved ,jesus4 ,they consulted that they might take ,jesus by subtlety and kill ,him4 ,but they said1 8,not on the feast day lest there be an uproar among the people40 ,to solve their difficulty1 by good fortune1 there came to them the day after one of the ,twelve1 he who held the purse1 ,judas ,iscariot4 ,,the ,,mystery ,,of ,,judas ,only two creatures in the world knew the secret of ,judas3 ,christ and the traitor4 ,sixty generations of ,christians have racked their brains over it1 but the man of ,iscariot1 although he has drawn after him crowds of disciples1 remains stubbornly incomprehensible4 ,his is the only human mystery that we encounter in the ,gospels4 ,we can understand without difficulty the depravity of ,herod1 the rancor of the ,pharisees1 the revengeful anger of ,annas and ,caiaphas1 the cowardly laxity of ,pilate4 ,but we have no evidence to enable us to understand the abomination of ,judas4 ,the ,four ,gospels tell us too little of him and of the reasons which induced him to sell his ,king4 8,then entered ,satan into ,judas40 ,but these words are only the definition of his crime4 ,evil took possession of his heart1 therefore it came suddenly4 ,before that day1 perhaps during the dinner at ,bethany1 ,judas was not in the power of the ,adversary4 ,but why suddenly did he throw himself into that power8 ,why did ,satan enter into him and not into one of the others8 ,thirty pieces of silver are a very small sum1 especially for an avaricious man4 ,in modern coinage it would amount to about twenty dollars1 and1 granting that its effective value or as the economists say its buying power were in those days ten times greater1 two hundred dollars seem hardly a sufficient price to induce a man whom his companions describe as grasping to commit the basest perfidy recorded by history4 ,it has been said the thirty pieces of silver was the price of a slave4 ,but the text of ,exodus states on the contrary that thirty shekels was the compensation to be paid by the owner of an ox which had injured a slave4 ,the cases are too far apart for the doctors of the ,sanhedrin to have had this early precedent in mind4 ,the most significant indication is the office which ,judas held among the ,twelve4 ,among them was ,matthew1 a former tax-collector1 and it would have seemed almost his right to handle the small amount of money necessary for the expenses of the brotherhood4 ,in place of ,matthew1 we see the man of ,iscariot as the depository of the offerings4 ,money is insidious and saturated with danger4 ,the mere handling of money1 even if it belongs to others1 is poisonous4 ,it is not surprising that ,john said of ,judas the thief1 that he1 8having the bag1 took away what was put therein40 ,and yet it is not probable that a man greedy for money would have stayed a long time with a group of such poor men4 ,if he had wished to steal1 he would have sought out a more promising position4 ,and if he had needed those miserable thirty pieces of silver1 could he not have procured them in another way1 by running away with the purse1 without needing to propose the betrayal of ,jesus to the ,high ,priests8 ,these common-sense reflections about a crime so extraordinary have induced many to seek other motives for the infamous transaction4 ,a sect of heretics1 the ,cainites1 had a legend that ,judas sorrowfully accepted eternal infamy1 knowing that ,jesus through ,his will and the will of the ,father was to be betrayed to ,his death1 that no suffering might be lacking in the great expiation4 ,a necessary and voluntary instrument of the ,redemption1 ,judas was according to them a hero and a martyr to be revered and not reviled4 ,according to others1 ,iscariot1 loving his people and hoping for their deliverance1 perhaps sharing the sentiments of the ,zealots1 had joined with ,jesus1 hoping that he was the ,messiah such as the common people then imagined ,him3 the ,king of the revenge and restoration of ,israel4 ,when little by little1 in spite of his slowness of comprehension1 it dawned on him from the words of ,jesus that he had fallen in with a ,messiah of quite another kind1 he delivered ,him over to ,his enemies to make up for the bitterness of his disappointment4 ,but this fancy to which no text either canonical or apocryphal gives any support is not enough to explain ,christ's betrayer3 he could have deserted the ,twelve and gone in search of other company more to his taste1 which certainly1 as we have seen1 was not lacking at that time4 ,others have said that the reason is to be sought in his loss of faith4 ,judas had believed firmly in ,jesus1 and then could believe no longer4 ,what ,jesus said about ,his end close at hand1 the threatening hostility of the metropolis1 the delay of his victorious manifestation1 had ended by causing ,judas to lose all faith in ,him whom he had followed up till then4 ,he did not see the ,kingdom approaching and he did see death approaching4 ,mingling with the people to find out the temper of the day1 he had perhaps heard a rumor as to the decisions of the meeting of the ,elders and feared that the ,sanhedrin would not be satisfied with one victim alone1 but would condemn all those who had long followed ,jesus4 ,overcome by fear--the form which ,satan took to enter into him--he thought he could ward off the danger and save his life by treachery2 unbelief and cowardice being thus the ignominious motives of his ignominy4 ,an ,englishman celebrated as an opium-eater1 has thought out a new apology for the traitor which is the opposite of this theory4 ,his idea is that ,judas believed3 he even believed too absolutely4 ,he was so persuaded that ,jesus was really the ,christ that he wished by giving ,him up to the ,tribunal to force ,him finally to show ,himself as the legitimate ,messiah4 ,so strong was his hope that he could not believe that ,jesus would be killed4 ,or if ,he really were to die1 he knew with entire certainty that ,he would rise again at once to sit on the right hand of the ,father as ,king of ,israel and of the world4 ,to hasten the great day1 in which the ,disciples were at last to have the reward for their faithfulness1 ,judas1 secure in the intangibility of his ,divine ,friend1 wished to force ,his hand and1 putting ,him face to face with those whom ,he was to cast out1 to compel ,him to show ,himself as the true ,son of ,god4 ,according to this theory the action of ,judas was not a betrayal but a mistake due to his misunderstanding of the real meaning of his ,master's teaching4 ,he did not betray therefore through avarice or revengefulness or cowardice1 but through stupidity4 ,on the other hand others give revenge as the reason4 ,no man betrays another without hating him4 ,why did ,judas hate ,jesus8 ,they remember the dinner in the house of ,simon and the nard of the weeping woman4 ,the reproof for his stinginess and hypocrisy must have exasperated the disciple who perhaps had been reproved for these faults on other occasions4 ,to the rancor of this rebuff was added envy which always flourishes in vulgar souls4 ,and as soon as he could revenge himself without danger1 he went to the palace of ,caiaphas4 ,but did he really think that his denunciation would bring ,jesus to ,his death or did he rather suppose that they would content themselves with flogging ,him and forbidding ,him to speak to the people8 ,the rest of the story seems to show that the condemnation of ,jesus unnerved him as a terrible and unexpected result of his kiss4 ,matthew describes his despair in a way to show that he was sincerely horrified by what had happened through his fault4 ,the money which he had pocketed became like fire to him3 and when the priests refused to take it back he threw it down in the ,temple4 ,even after this restitution he had no peace and hastened to kill himself4 ,he died on the same day as his victim4 ,luke in the ,acts sets down in another way the evil end of ,judas1 but the ,christian tradition prefers the story of his remorse and suicide4 ,in spite of all the unraveling of unsatisfied minds1 mysteries are still tangled about the mystery of ,judas4 ,but we have not yet invoked the testimony of ,him who knew better than all men1 even better than ,judas1 the true secret of the betrayal4 ,jesus alone could give us the key to the mystery2 ,jesus who saw into the heart of ,judas as into the hearts of all men1 and who knew what ,judas was to do before he had done it4 ,jesus chose ,judas to be one of the ,twelve and to carry the gospel to the world along with the others4 ,would ,he have chosen him1 kept him with ,him1 beside ,him1 at ,his table1 for so long a time if ,he had believed him to be an incurable criminal8 ,would ,he have confided to him what was dearest in the world to ,him1 the most precious thing in the world--the prophecy of the ,kingdom of ,god8 ,up to the last days1 up to that last evening1 ,jesus treated ,judas exactly like the others4 ,to him1 as to all others1 ,he gave ,his body1 symbolized by bread1 ,his soul1 symbolized by wine4 ,he washed and wiped1 with ,his own hands1 the feet of ,judas1 those feet which had carried him to the house of ,caiaphas--with those hands which1 through ,judas' fault1 were to be nailed to the cross on the following day4 ,and when1 in the red light of the flickering lanterns and the flashing of swords1 ,judas1 under the dark shadow of the olive trees1 came and kissed that face still wet with bloody sweat1 ,jesus did not repel him1 but said1 8,friend1 wherefore art thou come80 ,friend6 ,it was the last time that ,jesus spoke to ,judas1 and even in that moment ,he would use none other than that wonted word4 ,judas was not for ,him the man of darkness who came in the darkness to turn ,him over to the guards1 but the friend1 the same who a few hours before had been sitting with ,him before the dish of lamb and herbs1 and had set his lips to ,his cup3 the same who1 so many times in hours of rest in leafy shade1 or in the shadow of walls1 had listened with the others like a disciple1 like a companion1 like a friend1 like a brother1 to the great words of the ,promise4 ,jesus had said at the ,last ,supper1 8,woe unto that man by whom the ,son of man is betrayed6 it had been good for that man if he had not been born40 ,but now that the traitor was before ,him1 that the treachery was complete1 now that ,judas had added to that betrayal the outrage of the kiss laid on the lips of ,him who has commanded love for our enemies1 ,he answered him with the sweet and divine words of their habitual intercourse1 8,friend1 wherefore art thou come80 ,thus the testimony of ,him who was betrayed increases our bewilderment instead of raising the veil of the dreadful secret4 ,he knew that ,judas was a thief and ,he gave him the purse3 ,he knew that ,judas was evil and ,he confided to him a treasure of truth infinitely more precious than all the money in the universe3 ,he knew that ,judas was to betray ,him and ,he made him a participant of ,his divinity1 offering him the mouthful of bread and the sip of wine2 ,he saw ,judas leading ,his assailants upon ,him and ,he still addressed him as at first1 as ,he always had1 with the holy name of friend4 8,it had been good for that man if he had not been born40 ,these words might have been1 rather than a condemnation1 an exclamation of pity at the thought of a fate which could not be escaped4 ,if ,judas hated ,jesus1 we see no signs that ,jesus was ever repelled by ,judas1 because ,jesus knew that the base bargain was necessary1 as the weakness of ,pilate was necessary1 the rage of ,caiaphas1 the insults of the soldiery1 the timbers and nails of the cross4 ,he knew that ,judas must needs do what he did and ,he did not curse him1 as ,he did not curse the people who wished ,his death1 or the hammer which drove the nails into the cross4 ,one prayer alone broke from him1 to beg ,judas to shorten the dreadful agony1 8,that thou doest1 do quickly40 ,the mystery of ,judas is doubly tied to the mystery of the ,redemption and we lesser ones shall never solve it4 ,no analogy can give us light4 ,joseph also was sold by one of his brothers1 who1 like ,iscariot1 was called ,judas1 and was sold to ,ishmaelite merchants for twenty pieces of silver1 but ,joseph1 who prefigured ,christ1 was not sold to his enemies1 was not sold to be put to death3 and as a compensation for his betrayal1 great good fortune was his and he became so wealthy that he could enrich his father1 and so generous that he could pardon even his brothers4 ,jesus was not only betrayed1 but sold1 sold for a price1 sold for a small price1 bought with coins4 ,he was the object of a bargain1 a bargain struck and paid4 ,judas1 the man of the purse1 the cashier1 did not present himself as an accuser1 did not offer himself as a cut-throat1 but as a merchant doing business in blood4 ,the ,jews1 who understood bartering for blood1 daily cutting the throats of victims1 and quartering them1 butchers of the ,most ,high1 were the first and last customers of ,judas4 ,the sale of ,jesus was the first business done by the merchant1 just entering business2 not very big business1 it must be admitted1 but a real1 true commercial transaction1 a valid contract of buying and selling1 verbal1 but honestly lived up to by the contracting parties4 ,if ,jesus had not been sold1 something would have been lacking to the perfect ignominy of ,his expiation3 if ,he had been sold for more money1 for three hundred shekels instead of thirty1 for gold instead of silver1 the ignominy would have been diminished1 slightly1 but still diminished4 ,it had been destined to all eternity that ,he should be bought1 but bought with a small sum4 ,in order that an infinite1 supernatural but communicable value should be made available to men1 it was needful to buy it with a small sum1 and with a sum of metal1 which has no real value4 ,did ,jesus bought by others not do the same1 ,he who wished to redeem with the blood of only one man all the blood shed on the earth from the days of ,cain to ,caiaphas8 ,and if ,he had been sold as a slave1 as so many living souls were sold in those days in the public places1 if ,he had been sold as redeemable property1 as human capital1 as a living tool for work1 the ignominy would have been almost nothing1 and the ,redemption put off4 ,but ,he was sold as the calf is sold to the butcher1 as the innocent animals which the butcher buys to kill1 to sell again1 to distribute in morsels to flesh-eaters4 ,the sacred butcher1 ,caiaphas1 never in his most successful days had a victim so prodigious4 ,for more than two thousand years ,christians have been fed on that victim1 and it is still intact1 and those who feed are not satiated4 ,every one of us has contributed his quota1 an infinitesimal quota1 to buy that victim from ,judas4 ,we have all contributed towards the sum for which the blood of the ,redeemer was bought3 ,caiaphas was only our agent4 ,the field of ,aceldama1 bought with the price of blood1 is our inheritance1 our property4 ,and this field has grown mysteriously larger1 has spread over half the face of the earth3 whole populous cities1 paved1 lighted1 well-ordered cities1 of shops and brothels1 shine resplendent on it from north to south4 ,and that the mystery should be even greater1 ,judas' money1 also multiplied by the betrayals of so many centuries1 by the accumulation of interest1 has become incalculably great4 ,nothing is so fruitful and fecund as blood4 ,the statisticians1 those soothsayers of modern days1 can bear witness to the fact that all the courts of the ,temple could not contain the money engendered from that day to this by those thirty pieces of silver cast down there in a delirium of remorse1 by the man who sold his ,god4 ,,the ,,man ,,with ,,the ,,pitcher ,the bargain was struck1 the price paid1 the buyers were impatient to finish the transaction4 ,they had said 8before the ,feast day40 ,the great feast day of the ,passover fell on a ,saturday and this was ,thursday4 ,jesus had but one more day of freedom1 the last day4 ,before leaving ,his friends1 those who were to abandon ,him that night1 ,he wished once more to dip ,his bread in the same platter with them4 ,before the ,syrian soldiery should have spit upon ,him1 before ,he should be defiled by the ,jewish filth1 ,he wished to kneel down and wash the feet of those who until the day of their death were to travel all the roads of the earth to tell the story of ,his death4 ,before the blood dropped from ,his hands1 ,his feet1 ,his chest1 ,he wished to give the first fruits to those who were to be one soul with ,him until the end4 ,before suffering thirst1 nailed upon the cross1 ,he wished to drink a cup of wine with ,his companions4 ,this last evening before ,his death was to be like an anticipation of the banquet of the ,kingdom4 ,on the evening of ,thursday1 the first day of unleavened bread1 the ,disciples asked ,him1 8,where wilt thou that we go and prepare that thou mayest eat the passover80 ,the ,son of ,man1 poorer than the foxes1 had no home of ,his own4 ,he had left ,his home in ,nazareth forever4 ,the home of ,simon of ,capernaum1 which had been in the early days like ,his own1 was far away2 and the home of ,mary and ,martha in ,bethany1 where ,he was almost ,master1 was too far outside the city4 ,he had only enemies in ,jerusalem or shame-faced friends3 ,joseph of ,arimathea was to receive ,him as his guest only the next evening1 in the dark cave1 the banquet-hall of worms4 ,but a condemned man on his last day has a right to any favor he may ask4 ,all the houses of ,jerusalem were rightfully ,his4 ,the ,father would give ,him the house best suited to shelter ,his last joy4 ,and ,he sent two ,disciples with this mysterious command1 8,go ye into the city1 and there shall meet you a man bearing a pitcher of water2 follow him4 ,and wheresoever he shall go in1 say ye to the good man of the house1 the ,master saith1 ,my time is at hand2 where is the guest chamber1 where ,i shall eat the passover with my disciples8 ,and he will show you a large upper room furnished and prepared3 there make ready for us40 ,it has been believed that the master of that house was a friend of ,jesus and that they had arranged this beforehand4 ,but that cannot be4 ,jesus would have sent the two ,disciples straight to him1 giving his name1 and would not have had recourse to the following of the man with the pitcher4 ,there were many men on the morning of that feast day who must have been coming up from ,shiloah with pitchers of water4 ,the two ,disciples were to follow the first one whom they saw before them4 ,they did not know why they were not to stop him instead of going after him to see where he went in4 ,his master1 since he had a servant1 certainly was not a poor man1 and in his house1 as in all those of prosperous people1 there would certainly be a room suitable for serving a supper1 and he would know at least by hearsay who 8the ,master0 was4 ,in those days at ,jerusalem there was little talk of anything else4 ,the request was one which could not be refused4 8,the ,master saith1 ,my time is at hand40 ,the time which was 8,his0 was the hour of death4 ,no one could shut out from his house a man at the point of death1 who wished to satisfy his hunger for the last time4 ,the ,disciples set out1 found the man with the pitcher1 entered the house1 talked with the master1 prepared there what was necessary for the supper3 lamb cooked on the spit1 round loaves without leaven1 bitter herbs1 red sauce1 the wine of thanksgiving1 and warm water4 ,they set the couches and pillows about the table and spread over it the white cloth4 ,on the cloth they set the few dishes1 the candelabra1 the pitcher full of wine1 and one cup1 one cup only to which all were to set their lips4 ,they forgot nothing3 both were experienced in this preparation4 ,from childhood up1 in their home beside the lake1 they had watched1 wide-eyed1 the preparations for the most heart-warming feast of the year4 ,and it was not the first time since they had been with ,him whom they loved1 that they had thus eaten all together of the feast of the ,passover4 ,but for that last day--and perhaps their dull minds had at last understood the dreadful truth that it was really the last--for this last supper which all the thirteen were to have together1 for this ,passover which was the last for ,jesus and the last valid ,passover for old ,judaism because a new covenant was about to begin for all countries and all nations3 for this festal banquet which was a memorial of life1 and a warning of death1 the ,disciples performed those humble menial tasks with a new tenderness1 with that pensive joy that almost brings tears4 ,with the setting of the sun1 the other ten came with ,jesus and placed themselves around the table1 now in readiness4 ,all were silent as if heavy-hearted with a presentiment which they were afraid to see reflected in their companions' eyes4 ,they remembered the supper in ,simon's house1 almost funereal1 the odor of the nard1 the woman and her endless weeping1 and ,christ's words on that evening1 and ,his words of those last days2 the repeated warnings of ignominy and of the end2 the signs of hatred increasing about them1 and the indications1 now very plain1 of the conspiracy1 which with all its torches was about to come out from the darkness4 ,but two of them--for opposite reasons--were more oppressed1 more moved than the others3 the two for whom this was the last of their lives1 the two who were about to die3 ,christ and ,judas1 the one sold and the seller2 the ,son of ,god and the abortion of ,satan4 ,judas had finished his bargain1 he had the thirty pieces of silver on his person wrapped tightly so that they would not clink4 ,but he knew no peace4 ,the ,enemy had entered into him1 but perhaps the friend of ,christ was not yet dead in his heart4 ,to see ,him there in the midst of ,his friends1 calm but with the pensive expression of the man who is the only one who knows a secret1 who is aware of a crime1 a betrayal2 to see ,him1 still at liberty in the company of those who loved ,him1 still alive1 all the blood still in ,his veins under the delicate protection of the skin--and yet those bargainers who had paid the price refused to wait any longer1 the affair was arranged for that very night6--and they were only waiting for ,judas to act4 ,but suppose ,jesus1 who must know all1 had denounced him to the eleven8 ,and suppose they1 to save their ,master1 had thrown themselves on ,judas to bind him1 perhaps to kill him8 ,judas began to feel that to betray ,christ to ,his death was perhaps not enough to save himself from the death1 which he so greatly feared and yet which was near upon him4 ,all these thoughts darkened his somber face1 more and more blackly1 and at times terrified him4 ,while the more active ones busied themselves with the last arrangements for serving the supper1 he looked furtively at the eyes of ,jesus--clear eyes scarcely veiled with the loving sadness of parting--as if to read there the revocation of his fate1 so close at hand4 ,jesus broke the silence3 8,with desire ,i have desired to eat this ,passover with you before ,i suffer3 ,for ,i say unto you1 ,i will not any more eat thereof1 until it be fulfilled in the kingdom of ,god40 ,such great love had not up to that moment been expressed by any words of ,christ to ,his friends3 such a longing for the day of perfect union1 for the feast1 so ancient and destined to so great a sublimation4 ,they knew that ,he loved them2 but until this evening their poor bruised hearts had not felt how poignant ,his love was4 ,he knew that this evening was the last respite of rest and cheer before ,his death1 and yet ,he had desired it ardently as though it were a boon1 with that fervor which is the mark of passionate souls1 souls on fire1 loving souls1 those who battle for the love of victory1 who endure all things for a high prize4 ,he had ardently desired to eat this ,passover with them4 ,he had eaten others3 ,he had eaten with them thousands of other times1 seated in boats1 in their friends' houses1 in strangers' houses1 in rich men's houses1 or seated beside the road1 in mountain pastures1 in the shadow of bushes on the shore2 and yet for so long ,he had ardently desired to eat with them this supper which was the last6 ,the blue skies of happy ,galilee1 the soft winds of the spring just passed1 the sun of the last ,passover1 the waving branches of ,his triumphant entry1 did ,he think of them now8 ,now ,he saw only ,his first friends and ,his last friends1 the little group destined to be diminished by treachery1 and dispersed by cowardice4 ,still1 for a time they were there about ,him in the same room1 at the same table1 sharing with ,him the same overwhelming grief1 but sharing also the light of a supernatural certainty4 ,up to that day ,he had suffered1 but not for ,himself2 ,he had suffered because of ,his ardent desire for this nocturnal hour1 when the air was already heavy with the tragedy of farewells4 ,and1 when ,he had thus told them how great was ,his love1 ,christ's face1 soon to be buffeted1 shone with that noble sadness which is so strangely like joy4 ,,the ,,washing ,,of ,,the ,,feet ,now that ,he was on the point of being snatched from those whom ,he loved1 ,he wished to give them a supreme proof of this love4 ,from the time they had begun to share ,his life1 ,he had always loved them1 all of them1 even ,judas3 ,he always loved them with a love surpassing all other affections1 a love so bountiful that their narrow hearts could not always contain it2 but now about to leave them1 knowing that ,he was to be with them again only when transfigured after death1 all ,his hitherto unexpressed affection overflowed in a great wave of tender sadness4 ,before beginning the supper where ,he was the head of the family1 ,he wished to be kinder than a ,father1 humbler than a servant4 ,he was their ,king1 and ,he would humble ,himself to the service performed by slaves3 ,he was their ,master and ,he would put ,himself below the level of ,his disciples2 ,he was the ,son of ,god and ,he would accept a position despised of men3 ,he was the first and ,he would kneel before ,his inferiors as if ,he had been the last4 ,so many times1 to rebuke their pride and jealousy1 ,he had told them that the ,master must serve his servants1 that the ,son of ,man was come to serve1 that the first must be last4 ,but ,his words had not yet been assimilated by those souls1 since even up to the last1 they continued to quarrel for priority and precedence4 ,for raw1 untrained minds1 action has more meaning than words4 ,jesus prepared ,himself to repeat1 with the symbolic aspect of a humiliating service1 one of ,his most important instructions4 ,john tells us1 8,he riseth from supper1 and laid aside his garments2 and took a towel1 and girded himself4 ,after that he poureth water into a bason and began to wash the disciples' feet1 and to wipe them with the towel wherewith he was girded40 ,only a mother or a slave would have done what ,jesus did that evening4 ,the mother would have done it for her little children1 but for no one else3 the slave for his masters1 but for no others4 ,the mother would have served joyfully because of her love1 the slave would have been resigned through obedience4 ,but the ,twelve were neither ,christ's children nor ,his masters4 ,son of ,man and of ,god1 ,his love was above that of all earthly mothers1--,king of a kingdom existing in the future1 but more legitimate than all existing monarchies1 ,he was the unrecognized ,master of all masters4 ,and yet ,he was willing to wash and wipe those twenty-four callous and sweaty feet1 in order to engrave on those unwilling hearts1 still swollen with vanity1 the truth which ,his lips had so long vainly pronounced2 8,and whosoever shall exalt himself shall be abased2 and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted40 ,so after ,he had washed their feet and taken ,his garments and was set down again ,he said unto them1 8,know ye what ,i have done to you8 ,ye call me ,master and ,lord3 and ye say well2 for so ,i am4 ,if ,i then1 your ,lord and ,master1 have washed your feet2 ye also ought to wash one another's feet4 ,for ,i have given you an example1 that ye should do as ,i have done to you4 ,verily1 verily ,i say unto you1 ,the servant is not greater than his lord2 neither is he that is sent greater than he that sent him4 ,if ye know these things1 happy are ye if ye do them40 ,jesus had not only given them a memory of complete humility1 but an example of perfect love4 8,a new commandment ,i give unto you1 ,that ye love one another2 as ,i have loved you1 that ye also love one another4 ,greater love hath no man than this1 that a man lay down his life for his friends4 ,ye are my friends if ye do whatsoever ,i command you40 ,but this action1 with its deep meaning hidden under the appearance of menial service1 signifies purification as well as love4 8,he that is washed needeth not save to wash his feet1 but is clean every whit3 and ye are clean1 but not all40 ,the eleven1 although not of lofty character1 had some right to this cleansing service from ,jesus4 ,for many months those feet had trodden the dusty1 muddy1 filthy roads of ,judea to follow ,him who brought life2 and after ,his death1 year by year1 they were to tread longer and harder roads in countries the very names of which they then did not know2 and foreign clay would soil the sandaled feet of those who were to go as pilgrims and strangers to repeat the call of the ,crucified ,one4 ,,take--,,eat ,these thirteen men had apparently come together to perform the old social rite in memory of the liberation of their people from ,egyptian slavery4 ,they seemed to be thirteen devout men of the people1 waiting about a white table redolent of roasted lamb and wine1 for the signal to begin an intimate and festal supper4 ,but this was only in appearance4 ,in reality it was a vigil of leave-taking and separation4 ,two of these thirteen1 ,he into whom ,god had entered and he into whom ,satan had entered1 were to die terrible deaths before the next nightfall4 ,the very next day the others were to be dispersed1 like reapers at the first downfall of hail4 ,but this supper which was the viaticum of an ending1 was also a wonderful beginning4 ,in the midst of these thirteen ,jews the observance of the ,jewish ,passover was about to be transfigured into something incomparably higher and more universal1 into something unequaled and ineffable2 into the great ,christian mystery4 ,the simple eating of bread was to become actual communion with ,god4 ,for the ,jews1 ,easter is only the feast in memory of their flight from ,egypt4 ,they never forgot their victorious escape from their slavery1 accompanied by so many prodigies1 so manifestly under ,god's protection1 although they were to bear on their necks the yokes of other captivities1 and to undergo the shame of other deportations4 ,exodus prescribed an annual festivity which took the name of the ,passover2 ,pasch1 the paschal feast4 ,it was a sort of banquet intended to bring to mind the hastily prepared food of the fugitives4 ,a lamb or a goat should be roasted over the fire1 that is1 cooked in the simplest and quickest way2 bread without leaven1 because there was no time to let yeast rise4 ,and they were to eat of it with their loins girded1 their staves in their hands1 eating in haste1 like people about to set out upon a journey4 ,the bitter herbs were the poor wild grasses snatched up as they went along by the fugitives1 to dull the hunger of their interminable wanderings4 ,the red sauce1 where the bread was dipped1 was in memory of the bricks which the ,jewish slaves were obliged to bake for the ,pharaohs4 ,the wine was something added3 the joy of escape1 the hope of the land of promise1 the exaltation of thanksgiving to the ,eternal4 ,jesus changed nothing in the order of this ancient feast4 ,after the prayer ,he had them pass from hand to hand the cup of wine1 calling on ,god's name4 ,then ,he gave the bitter herbs to each one and filled a second time the cup which was to be passed around the table for each to sip4 ,what taste did that wine have in the mouth of the traitor1 when ,jesus in that deep silence pronounced those words of longing and hope which were not for ,judas1 but only for those who could ascend to the eternal banquet of the ,father3 ,take this and divide it among yourselves1 8but ,i say unto you ,i will not drink henceforth of this fruit of the vine1 until that day when ,i drink it new with you in my ,father's kingdom40 ,a sad farewell2 but nevertheless the confirming of a solemn promise4 ,perhaps they felt only the promise1 and perhaps there flashed before their poor men's eyes a vision of the great ,heavenly feast4 ,they did not believe that they would have a long time to mourn3 after that other vintage-time1 after the fruit of the vine had fermented1 and the sweet wine had been poured into the flasks1 the ,master would return1 as ,he had promised1 to summon them to the great wedding of ,heaven and ,earth1 to the everlasting banquet4 ,they must have thought1 8,we are men growing old1 elderly men1 more than mature1 within sight of old age2 if the ,bridegroom tarries too long ,he will not find us among the living1 and those who have believed ,him will be mocked at40 ,comforted by the certainty of an early and glorious reunion1 they chanted together1 as the custom was1 the ,psalm of the first ,thanksgiving1 a chant of praise to the ,father from ,him who served ,him4 8,tremble1 thou earth1 at the presence of the ,lord1 at the presence of the ,god of ,jacob2 which turned the rock into a standing water1 the flint into a fountain of waters4--,he raiseth up the poor out of the dust1 and lifteth the needy out of the dung-hill2 that he may set him with princes1 even with the princes of his people40 ,these old words1 colored at that moment with a new meaning1 were sung with a joyful conviction of their truth4 ,they1 too1 the ,disciples1 were poor men and they would be raised out of the dust of poverty by the intercession of the ,son of ,god3 they too were poor men and ,he would soon raise them out of the misery of their beggary1 to make them masters of inconsumable wealth4 ,then ,jesus1 who saw how insufficiently they understood1 took the loaves1 blessed them1 broke them and1 as ,he gave them each a piece1 set the dreadful truth before their eyes4 8,take1 eat2 ,this is my body which is given for you3 this do in remembrance of me40 ,so ,he was not to return as quickly as they thought6 ,after ,his brief stay during the ,resurrection1 ,his second coming was to be delayed1 so long that it might be possible to forget ,him and ,his death4 8,this do in remembrance of me40 ,the breaking of bread at the common table among those who await ,him shall be the signal of a new brotherhood4 ,every time that you break bread1 ,i will not only be present among you1 but by that means you will be intimately united with me4 ,because1 as this bread is broken in my hands1 my body will be broken by my enemies4 ,as this bread eaten to-night will be your food until to-morrow1 my body which ,i will offer in death to all men shall satisfy the hunger of those who believe in me1 until the day when the great granaries of the ,kingdom shall be open to all1 when you shall be angels in the presence of your ,father whom you shall have found again4 ,i will leave you therefore not merely a memory2 ,i will be present with a mystic but real presence in every particle of bread consecrated to me and this bread shall be a living necessary food for souls1 and my promise to be with you shall be fulfilled till time shall be no more4 ,in the meantime1 this evening1 eat this unleavened bread1 this bread made by the hand of man1 made of water and grain1 these loaves which have felt the heat of the oven and which my hands1 not yet cold in death1 have divided amongst you--and which my love has changed into my flesh so that it may be your everlasting food4 ,it is sweet to the heart of a friend to see his friends eating bread at his table1 bread born of the earth1 bread which was green blades with flowering lilies among them1 and then the ripe ear bending down the tall stalk with its golden weight4 ,you know how many efforts1 how much anxiety1 how much trouble1 are contained in a piece of bread2 how the great oxen cultivated the earth1 how the countrymen threw great handfuls of the grain into the fallow land in winter1 how the first blade softly penetrated the damp darkness of the earth1 how the reapers all day long cut down the ripened stalks1 and then the sheaves were bound1 and carried to the threshing floor and beaten so that the ears let fall the grain4 ,the workers must wait for a little wind1 neither too gentle nor too violent1 to winnow out the good grain from the chaff4 ,then they grind it1 sift out the bran from it1 make a dough with warm water1 heat the oven with dry grass or twigs4 ,all this must be done with love and patience before the father may break a piece with his children1 the friend with his friends1 the host with strangers4 ,plowers1 sowers1 reapers1 winnowers1 millers and bakers sweat in the heat of the sun1 in the heat of the oven1 before the golden wheat can be transformed into well-baked golden bread for our table4 ,truly it is sweet to eat good wholesome bread with friends3 the soft white crumb1 covered with the crisp crust4 ,so many times with me you have begged bread in poor men's houses2 and all your lives you are to beg it in my name3 you will have the moldy hard crusts which dogs refuse1 the dry bits left at the bottom of the dish1 the crusts gnawed by children and old people which they have let fall upon the hearth4 ,but you know want1 and nights of fasting and the pale face of poverty4 ,but you are strong2 you have the powerful jaws of those who eat hard bread4 ,you will not lose courage1 if no place is made for you at the tables of the well-to-do4 ,but verily it is infinitely sweeter for ,him who loves you to transform the bread which comes from the hard earth and from hard labor into the ,body which will be eternally offered for you1 into the ,body which every day will come down from ,heaven as the visible means of grace4 ,remember the prayer which ,i taught you3 8,give us this day our daily bread--0 ,for to-day and for always your bread is this bread1 my ,body4 ,he shall never know hunger who shall eat my ,body1 which every morning throughout endless centuries shall be changed into endless morsels of transubstantiated bread4 ,but whosoever shall refuse it1 shall be anhungered to all eternity4 ,,wine ,,and ,,blood ,as soon as they had eaten the lamb with the bread and the bitter herb1 ,jesus filled the common cup for the third time and gave it to the ,apostle nearest ,him1 8,drink ye all of it2 for this is my blood of the new testament1 which is shed for many40 ,his blood1 mixed with sweat1 had not yet fallen on the ground1 under the olives1 and had not yet dropped from the nails upon ,golgotha4 ,but ,his desire to give life with ,his life1 to redeem with ,his suffering all the sorrows of the world1 to transmit at least a part of ,his substance to ,his immediate heirs2 this desire to give ,himself up wholly for those whom ,he loves is so great that from this moment on1 ,he feels the immolation complete and the gift possible4 ,if bread is the body1 blood is in a certain sense the soul4 ,the ,lord said to ,noah3 8,but flesh with the life thereof1 which is the blood thereof1 shall ye not eat40 ,with blood as visibly representing life1 the ,god of ,abraham and of ,jacob had established the covenant with ,his own people4 ,when ,moses had received the law1 he had sacrificed oxen1 took half of the blood and put it in basins1 and half of the blood he sprinkled on the altar3 8,and ,moses took the blood1 and sprinkled it on the people1 and said1 ,behold the blood of the covenant which the ,lord hath made with you concerning all these words40 ,but after a trial of many centuries1 ,god had announced by the voice of the prophets that the ,old ,covenant was obliterated and abrogated1 and that another was henceforth necessary4 ,the blood of animals sprinkled upon stubborn heads and upon blaspheming faces had lost its virtue2 another ,blood1 purer and more precious1 was needed for the ,new ,covenant1 for the ,last ,covenant of the ,father with ,his perjured children4 ,in many ways ,he had already tried to lead ,his first-born towards the narrow door of salvation2 the rain of fire on ,sodom1 the washings of the waters of the flood1 the ,egyptian slavery1 hunger in the desert1 had terrified them without reforming them4 ,and now there had come a ,liberator at once more divine and more human than the old ,captain of ,exodus4 ,moses also saved a people1 spoke upon a mountain1 announced a promised land4 ,but ,jesus saves not only ,his people1 but all peoples2 writes ,his laws not upon stone1 but upon human hearts2 and ,his promised land is not a country of rich grazing-land and vineyards1 with great clusters of grapes1 but a ,kingdom of holiness and eternal joy4 ,moses had killed a man1 and ,jesus brought the dead to life2 ,moses changed water into blood and ,jesus1 after having changed water into wine at the wedding banquet1 changed wine into blood1 into ,his own blood1 at the melancholy last supper of ,his marriage with death4 ,moses died full of years and honors on a solitary mountain top1 glorified by his people2 and ,jesus was to die among the insults of those whom ,he loved4 ,the blood of oxen1 the impure blood of earthly animals1 involuntary and inferior victims1 is no longer sufficient4 ,the ,new ,covenant was established that night with the words of ,christ1 who under the appearance of wine shed ,his own blood and ,his own soul3 8,this cup is the new testament in my blood1 which is shed for you40 ,it was shed not merely for the ,twelve who were there2 they represent in ,his eyes all of humanity alive at that time and all those to be born thereafter4 ,the blood which was to be shed the next day1 on ,golgotha1 was real blood1 actual1 warm blood congealing on the cross in clots which all the tears shed by ,christians can never wash away4 ,but the blood of the ,last ,supper symbolizes a soul which gave itself up to make over into ,his own likeness1 the souls shut up in the bodies of men3 which was given to those who asked for it and to those who fled away from it1 which had suffered for the sake of those who had received it and for those who had blasphemed it4 ,this baptism of blood which came after the baptism of water by ,john1 after the baptism of tears by the women of ,bethany1 after the baptism of spitting by the ,jews and by the ,romans1 this baptism of blood1 red as the baptism of fire announced by the prophet of fire1 and mixed with the tears shed by women over ,his blood-stained body1 this is the greatest sacrament1 revealed to ,his betrayers1 by ,him who was betrayed4 ,i have broken bread for you1 daily bread for which you pray every day to the ,father1 as my body will be broken to-morrow1 and ,i offer you now my blood in this wine which ,i drink for the last time on earth4 ,if you always do this in memory of me1 you will feel no hunger1 no thirst4 ,there is no food better than wheat-bread1 and no drink better than wine1 but the bread and wine which ,i have given you to-night will feed you and quench your thirst for all your lives1 by virtue of my sacrifice and of that love which makes me seek for death and which reigns beyond death4 ,ulysses advised ,achilles to give the ,achaians1 before they went into battle1 8bread and wine that they should have strength and courage40 ,for the ,greek the strength of his members came from bread and homicidal courage from wine4 ,wine was to intoxicate men so that they should destroy each other and bread was to strengthen their arms so that they could battle without weakness4 ,the bread given by ,christ does not strengthen the flesh1 but the soul1 and ,his wine gives that divine intoxication which is ,love1 that ,love which the ,apostle1 scandalizing the descendants of ,ulysses1 was to call in his ,epistle to the ,corinthians1 8the foolishness of ,god40 ,judas also ate that bread and swallowed that wine1 partook of that body1 in which he had trafficked1 drank that blood which he was to help shed1 but he had not the courage to confess his infamy1 to throw himself down weeping at the feet of ,him who would have wept with him4 ,then the only friend remaining to ,judas warned him1 8,verily ,i say unto you1 that one of you shall betray me40 ,the eleven were capable of leaving ,him alone in the midst of ,caiaphas' guards1 but they never could have brought themselves to sell ,him for money1 and at this they shuddered4 ,every one looked in his neighbor's face1 almost dreading to see in his companion the livid look of guilt1 and all1 one after the other1 said1 8,lord1 is it ,i80 ,even ,judas1 hiding his increasing confusion under the appearance of offended astonishment1 was able to force his voice to say1 8,lord1 is it ,i80 ,but ,jesus1 who the next day would not defend ,himself1 would not even bring an accusation and only repeated the sad prophecy in more definite words1 8,he that dippeth his hand with me in the dish1 the same shall betray me40 ,and while they all still gazed at ,him in painful doubt1 for the third time ,he insisted1 444 8,the hand of him that betrayeth me is with me on the table40 ,he added no more1 but to follow the old customs up to the last1 ,he filled the cup for the fourth time and gave it to them to drink4 ,and once more the thirteen voices rang out in the old hymn1 the 8great hallel0 which ended the liturgy of the ,passover4 ,jesus repeated the vigorous words of the ,psalmist which were like a prophetic funeral oration for ,him1 pronounced before ,his death4 8,the ,lord is on my side2 ,i will not fear2 what can man do unto me8444 ,they compassed me about like bees3 they are quenched as the fire of thorns4444 ,i shall not die1 but live4444 ,the ,lord hath chastened me sore3 but he hath not given me over unto death4 ,open to me the gates of righteousness3 ,i will go into them1 and ,i will praise the ,lord3444 ,the stone which the builders refused is become the headstone of the corner4444 ,bind the sacrifice with cords1 even unto the horns of the altar40 ,the victim was ready and the next day the inhabitants of ,jerusalem were to see a new altar of wood and iron4 ,but perhaps the ,disciples1 sleepy and confused1 did not understand the new meaning both melancholy and triumphant of the old canticles4 ,when the hymn was ended they left the room and the house1 at once4 ,as soon as they had emerged from the house ,judas disappeared into the night4 ,the remaining eleven silently followed ,jesus1 who1 as was ,his wont1 made ,his way to the ,mount of ,olives4 ,,abba ,,father ,on the ,mount there was a garden1 and a place where olives were crushed1 which gave it its name1 ,gethsemane4 ,jesus and ,his friends had been spending the nights there1 either to avoid the odors and noise of the great city1 distasteful to them1 country-bred as they were1 or because they were afraid of being treacherously captured in the midst of their enemies' houses4 ,and when ,he was at the place1 ,he said to ,his disciples1 8,sit ye here while ,i go and pray yonder40 ,but ,he was so heavy-hearted that ,he dreaded being alone4 ,he took with ,him the three whom ,he loved the best1 ,simon ,peter1 ,james and ,john4 ,and when they had gone a little way from the others1 ,he began to be sorrowful and very heavy4 8,my soul is exceedingly sorrowful1 even unto death2 tarry ye here1 and watch with me40 ,if they answered ,him no one knows what they said4 ,but we know that they did not comfort ,him with the words which come from the heart when it shares the suffering of a loved one1 for ,he withdrew ,himself from them alone1 and went further on1 to pray4 ,he fell on the ground on ,his face and prayed1 saying1 8,abba1 ,father1 all things are possible unto thee2 ,o my ,father1 if it be possible1 let this cup pass from me40 ,he was alone now1 alone in the night1 alone in the midst of men1 alone before ,god1 and ,he could show ,his weakness without shame4 ,after all1 he was a ,man1 too1 a man of flesh and blood1 a living1 breathing man1 who knew that ,his destruction was at hand1 that ,his body would be destroyed1 that ,his flesh would be pierced1 that ,his blood would be poured out on the ground4 ,this was the second temptation4 ,after the defeat of ,satan in the desert1 the ,evangelist says3 8he departed from him for a season40 ,he had left ,him till this moment4 ,now ,he was in a new desert1 terribly alone in the darkness1 more alone than in the desert where the wild beasts served ,him4 ,cloaked and learned wild beasts were at hand now1 but only to tear ,him to pieces4 ,in that terrible nocturnal desert1 ,satan returned to tempt his enemy2 at first he had promised ,christ1 kingdoms1 victories1 and prodigies1 he had tried to draw ,him by the bait of power4 ,now1 on the contrary1 he counted on ,his weakness4 ,at the beginning of ,his life1 ,christ burning with confident love had not fallen into his trap1 but ,christ near ,his end1 abandoned by those nearest to ,him1 encompassed by ,his enemies1 might be conquered by fear1 even though ,he had risen above cupidity4 ,the prayer to the ,father was at the instigation of ,satan1 was a beginning of cowardice4 ,jesus knew ,he must die1 that ,his death was necessary1 that ,he had come to give life by ,his death1 to confirm by ,his death that greater life which ,he announced4 ,he had made no effort to avoid death1 ,he had been willing to die for ,his friends1 for all men1 for those who did not know ,him1 for those who hated ,him1 for those not yet born4 ,he had predicted ,his death to ,his friends1 had already given them the rewards of ,his death1 the bread of ,his body1 the blood of ,his soul2 and ,he had no right to ask the ,father that the cup might pass from ,his lips or that ,his death might be delayed4 ,he had written ,his words on the dust of the public place1 and the wind had quickly obliterated them4 ,he had written them on the hearts of a few men1 but ,he knew how easily effaced are words written on the hearts of men4 ,if ,his truth were to remain forever on the earth so that no one could ever forget it ,he must write it with ,his blood4 ,only with the blood in our veins can truth be written permanently on the pages of earth so that it will not fade under men's footsteps or under the rainfall of centuries4 ,the ,cross is the rigorously necessary consequence of the ,sermon on the ,mount4 ,he who brings love is given over to hatred1 and ,he can only conquer hatred by accepting condemnation4 ,everything must be paid for1 the good at a higher price than evil2 and the greatest good1 which is love1 must be paid for by the greatest evil in men's power1 assassination4 ,but all that faith and revelation tell us of ,his divinity rises up against the idea that ,he can ever have been subjected to temptation4 ,if the torture and the end of ,his body had really terrified ,him1 was there not yet time to save ,himself8 ,for many days ,he had known that they were trying to take ,him captive1 and even on that night there were ways of escaping the pack of hounds ready to fall upon ,him4 ,he would have been safe if1 either alone or with ,his most faithful friends1 ,he had taken the road back to the ,jordan1 and thence by hidden paths have passed across ,perea into the ,tetrarchy of ,philip1 where ,he had already taken refuge to escape the ill-will of ,antipas4 ,the ,jewish police were so few and primitive that they could scarcely have found ,him4 ,the fact that ,he did not do this1 did not flee1 shows that ,he did not try to escape death and the horrors that were to accompany it4 ,from the point of view of our coarse human logic ,his death was a suicide--a divine suicide by the hand of others1 not unlike that of the heroes of antiquity who fell upon the sword of a friend or a slave4 ,what sort of a life would ,he have had after such a flight8 ,to grow old obscurely1 the timorous master of a hidden sect1 to die at the last1 worn out1 the death-rattle in ,his throat like any other man6 ,better1 infinitely better to finish the sowing of the ,gospel on the ,cross and to water it with ,his blood4 ,he had spoken out ,his truths and now1 that those truths should be everlastingly remembered ,he must needs link with them the horror of ,his unforgettable death4 ,perhaps this blood1 like a stinging drink1 would arouse ,his disciples forever4 ,but if the cup that ,jesus wished to pass from ,him was not fear of death1 what else could it have been8 ,betrayal by him whom ,he had chosen and loved1 by the disciple whose hunger ,he had fed that very evening with ,his body1 whose thirst ,he had quenched with ,his soul8 ,or the denial close at hand of the other disciple in whom after his cry at ,csarea ,he had the greatest hope8 ,or the desertion of all the others who would flee like scattered lambs when the wolf sets his fangs into their mother's body8 ,or was it grief for that greater denial1 the refusal of ,his own people1 the ,jews1 of the people from whom ,he was born and who now despised ,him like one born out of ,his time1 and suppressed ,him like a child of shame1 and did not know that the blood of ,him who came to save them would never be wiped from their foreheads8 ,perhaps in the darkness of this last vigil ,he had a glimpse of the fate which would befall ,his children later on1 the bewilderment of the first saints1 the dissensions between them1 the desertions1 the martyrdoms1 the massacres1 and after the hour of triumph the weakness of those who should have guided the multitude1 the irrepressible schisms1 the dismemberment of the ,church1 the wild dreaming of heretical pride1 the growth of innumerable sects1 the confusion of false prophets1 the boldness of rebellious reformers1 the simony and dissoluteness of those who deny ,him in their actions while glorifying ,him in word and gesture3 the persecutions of ,christians by ,christians1 the neglect of the lukewarm and the arrogant1 the dominion of new ,pharisees and new ,scribes1 distorting and betraying ,his teachings1 the misunderstanding of ,his words1 when they fall into the hands of the hair-splitters1 weighers of the immaterial1 separators of the inseparable1 who1 with learned vanity1 eviscerate and cut to pieces the living things they pretend to bring to life4 ,the cup that ,jesus wished to pass from ,him might therefore have been not at all any wrong done to ,him1 but wrongs committed by others1 those alive then and close to ,him1 or those not yet born and far-distant4 ,what ,he was asking from ,his ,father might have been not ,his own safety from death1 but safety from the evils1 which1 then and later1 were to overwhelm those who claim to believe in ,him4 ,the origin of ,his sadness would have been thus not fear for ,himself1 but love for others4 ,but no one will ever know the true meaning of the words cried out by the ,son to the ,father1 in the black loneliness of the ,olives4 ,a great ,french ,christian called the story of this night the 8,mystery of ,jesus40 ,the 8,mystery of ,judas0 is the only human mystery in the ,gospels2 the prayer of ,gethsemane is the most inscrutable1 divine mystery of the story of ,christ4 ,,blood ,,and ,,sweat ,and when ,he had prayed1 ,he turned back to find the ,disciples1 who were perhaps waiting for ,him to return4 ,but the three had gone to sleep4 ,crouching on the ground1 wrapped as best they could in their cloaks1 ,peter1 ,james and ,john1 the faithful1 the specially chosen1 had allowed themselves to be overcome with sleep4 ,the obscure apprehensions1 the repeated agitations of those last few days1 the oppressive melancholy of the ,supper1 accompanied by words so grave1 by presentiments so sad1 had plunged them into that prostration which is more like torpor than sleep4 ,the voice of the ,master--who of us has the spiritual acuteness to realize that the accent of that voice in the sinister black silence is speaking also to our own hearts now8--called them3 8,what1 could ye not watch with me one hour8 ,watch and pray that ye enter not into temptation4 ,the spirit indeed is willing but the flesh is weak40 ,did they hear these words in their sleep8 ,did they answer1 shamefaced1 putting their hands to their confused eyes which could not bear even the dim light of the night8 ,what could they answer1 startled1 only half awake1 to the ,sleepless ,one who was to sleep no more8 ,jesus went away again1 more heavy-hearted than ever4 ,was the temptation against which ,he had put them on guard in them alone or also in ,him8 ,was it the temptation to escape8 ,to deny ,himself as others were to deny ,him8 ,to oppose violence to violence8 ,to pay with the lives of others for ,his own life1 or to beg once more with a more despairing supplication that the peril might be averted from ,his head8 ,jesus was once more alone1 more alone than ever1 in a solitude complete as infinite desolation4 ,until that hour ,he might have thought that there1 close at hand1 ,his loved friends were keeping vigil with ,him4 ,now they had reached the limit of their endurance and had deserted ,him spiritually before deserting ,him bodily4 ,they had left ,him alone2 they were not men enough to grant ,him the last favor which ,he asked1 they who had received so many4 ,in return for ,his blood1 and ,his soul1 for all ,his promises1 for all ,his love1 ,he had asked one thing only1 that they should not fall asleep4 ,and this small favor had not been granted ,him4 ,and yet ,he was suffering and struggling at that moment for the sake of those who slept4 ,he who gave all was to receive nothing4 ,during that night of refusals ,his every prayer was denied2 both ,his ,father and ,his fellow-men refused ,him4 ,satan also had disappeared into the darkness which is his own kingdom1 and ,christ was alone1 utterly alone1 alone as men are alone who raise themselves above other men1 who suffer in the darkness to bring light to all4 ,every hero is always the only one awake in a world of sleepers1 like the pilot watching over his ship in the solitude of the ocean and of the night1 while his companions rest4 ,jesus was the most solitary of all these eternally solitary souls4 ,everything slept about ,him4 ,the city slept1 its white1 shadow-checkered mass sprawling beyond the ,kedron2 and in all the houses1 in all the cities in the world1 the blind race of ephemeral men were sleeping4 ,the only ones awake at that hour were perhaps some woman waiting for the call of her lover2 perhaps a thief in ambush in the dark1 his hand on the hilt of his knife2 perhaps a philosopher pondering the problem1 8,does ,god exist80 ,but the leaders of the ,jews and their guards were not asleep that night4 ,those who should have defended ,jesus1 who might at least have consoled ,him1 those who claimed to love ,him and who in their way at times did really love ,him1 were stretched in sleep4 ,but those who hated ,him1 who wished to kill ,him1 did not sleep4 ,caiaphas was not asleep and the only ,disciple awake at that moment was ,judas4 ,until the arrival of ,judas ,his ,master was alone with ,his death-like sadness4 ,that ,he might feel less alone ,he began to pray to ,his ,father1 and once more those imploring words rushed to ,his lips4 ,the effort to keep them back1 the conflict which convulsed ,his whole being--because the divinity which was in ,him accepted joyfully what it had willed1 while the ruddy clay which clothed it shuddered--this human and superhuman effort brought to ,him at last the victory4 ,he was racked with suffering1 but ,he was triumphant2 ,he was utterly spent1 but ,he had conquered4 ,the spirit had once more overcome the flesh2 but from now on ,his body was merely a trunk which bled and died4 ,the tension of the terrible struggle had done so great a violence to all that was earthly in ,him that the sweat stood out on ,him1 as though ,he had achieved an impossible task1 had endured the unendurable4 ,the sweat poured from all ,his person2 but not merely the natural sweat which runs down the face of the man walking in the sun1 or working in the fields or raving in fever4 ,the blood which ,he had promised to shed for men was shed first on the grass of the garden of ,gethsemane4 ,great drops of blood mixed with sweat fell on the earth as a first offering of ,his conquered flesh4 ,it was the beginning of liberation1 almost a relief to that humanity which was the greatest burden of ,his expiation4 ,then from ,his lips wet with tears1 wet with sweat1 wet with blood1 arose a new prayer3 8,o my ,father1 if this cup may not pass away from me1 except ,i drink it1 thy will be done4 ,not my will1 but thine1 be done40 ,gone now was any trace of cowardly shrinking2 the will1 that is the individual1 abdicated in the obedience which alone can assure the freedom of the universal4 ,he is no longer a man1 but ,man2 the ,man one with ,god1 8,i wish that which ,thou wisheth40 ,from that moment ,his victory over death is assured1 because he who gives himself wholly to the ,eternal cannot die4 8,for whosoever will save his life shall lose it3 and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it40 ,he stood up calmed1 and turned back towards ,his ,disciples4 ,his sad reproof had been vain2 worn out and exhausted1 the three were again sleeping4 ,but this time ,jesus did not call them4 ,he had found a consolation greater than any which they could give ,him--and ,he kneeled down once more to repeat to the ,father those great words of abnegation1 8,not my will1 but thine1 be done40 ,god was no longer to be asked to be the servant of man4 ,up to that time men had asked ,him to satisfy their particular wishes in exchange for canticles and offerings4 ,i wish for prosperity1 said the man who prayed1 for safety1 for strength1 for flowering fields1 for the ruin of my enemies4 ,but now ,christ1 the ,over-turner1 has come to transpose the common prayer1 8,not what is pleasing to me1 but what is pleasing to ,thee4 ,thy will be done1 on earth as it is in ,heaven40 ,blessedness can only come as a result of perfect harmony between the sovereign will of the ,father and the subordinate will of man1 as a result of the convergence and identity of those two wills4 ,what if the will of ,god give me into the hands of the torturers and fastens me like an evil and malignant beast upon two crossed beams of wood8 ,if ,i believe in the ,father as a ,father1 ,i know that ,he loves me more than ,i could love myself1 and that ,he knows more than ,i could know1 therefore ,he can wish only for what is best for me even if that best to human eyes seems the most dreadful evil2 and ,i wish for what the ,father wills4 ,if ,his foolishness is unimaginably more wise than our wisdom1 martyrdom given by ,him will be incomparably better than any earthly pleasures4 ,what if the ,disciples slept8 ,what if all men slept8 ,christ was no longer alone4 ,he was content to suffer1 content to die4 ,he had found ,his peace under the hammer-stroke of anguish4 ,now ,he can listen almost longingly for the footsteps of ,judas4 ,for a time ,he hears only the beating of ,his own heart1 so much calmer than at first1 now that the horror is nearer4 ,but after some moments1 ,he hears approaching the sound of cautious shuffling1 and there among the bushes which border the road red flickerings of light appear and disappear in the darkness4 ,they are the servants of the assassins who are following ,iscariot along the path4 ,jesus turns to the ,disciples1 still asleep1 8,behold the hour is come2 rise1 let us go4 ,lo1 he that betrayeth me is at hand40 ,the eight other ,disciples1 sleeping farther away1 are already aroused by the noise1 but have no time to answer the ,master because while ,he is still speaking the crowd comes up and stops4 ,,the ,,hour ,,of ,,darkness ,it was the rabble who swarmed around the ,temple1 paid by the ,sanhedrin2 bunglingly made over for the time being into warriors2 sweepers1 and door-keepers1 the lower parasites of the sanctuary1 who had taken up swords in place of brooms and keys4 ,there were many of them1 a great multitude1 so the ,evangelists say1 although they knew they were going out against only twelve men1 who had only two swords4 ,it is not credible that there were ,roman soldiers among them and certainly not 8a captain10 as ,john says1 an officer over a thousand men4 ,caiaphas wished to make ,christ a prisoner before he presented ,him to the procurator1 and the few forces at his disposition 7the last vestiges of ,david's army7 with the addition of some clients and relatives were enough to carry out the far-from-dangerous capture4 ,this haphazard mob had come with torches and lanterns almost as if out for an evening celebration4 ,the pallid faces of the disciples1 the livid face of ,judas seemed to flicker in the red lights4 ,christ offered ,his face1 stained with blood but more luminous than the lights1 to ,judas' kiss4 8,friend1 wherefore art thou come8 ,betrayest thou the ,son of ,man with a kiss80 ,he knew what ,judas came to do1 and ,he knew that this kiss was the first of ,his tortures and the most unendurable4 ,this kiss was the signal for the guards who did not know the delinquent by sight4 8,whomsoever ,i shall kiss1 that same is ,he3 take ,him and lead ,him away safely10 the merchant of blood had told the rough crowd who followed him as they came along the road4 ,but that kiss was at once the first and the most horrible sullying of those lips which had pronounced the most heavenly words ever spoken here in the inferno of our earth4 ,the spitting1 the buffeting1 the blows of the ,jewish rabble and of the ,roman soldiers1 and the sponge dipped in vinegar1 were to be less intolerable than that kiss1 the kiss of a mouth which had called ,him friend and ,master1 which had drunk from ,his cup1 which had eaten from ,his dish4 ,as soon as the sign was given the boldest came up to their enemy4 8,whom seek ye80 8,jesus of ,nazareth40 8,i am he40 ,he had scarcely said 8,i am he0 when the curs fell backward1 either at the sound of ,his tranquil voice or at the light of those divine eyes4 ,but even at such a moment ,jesus took thought for ,his friends 8,i have told you that ,i am ,he1 if therefore ye seek me1 let these go their way40 ,at the moment1 profiting by the confusion of the guards1 ,simon1 coming suddenly to himself from his sleep and from his panic1 laid his hand to a sword and cut off the ear of ,malchus1 a servant of ,caiaphas4 ,peter on that night was full of contradictory impulses2 after the supper he had sworn that no matter what happened he would never leave ,jesus2 then in the garden he fell asleep and could not keep himself awake2 after that1 tardily he set himself up as a militant defender2 and a little later he was to deny that he had ever known his ,master4 ,simon's untimely and futile action was at once repudiated by ,christ3 8,put up thy sword into the sheath1 for all they that take the sword shall perish by the sword4 ,the cup which my ,father hath given me1 shall ,i not drink it80 ,and ,he offered ,his hands to the nearest rogues who made all haste to tie them with the rope which they had brought4 ,while they were busy tying ,him1 the prisoner accused them of cowardice4 8,are ye come out1 as against a thief1 with swords and staves to take me8 ,when ,i was daily with you in the temple ye stretched forth no hands against me3 but this is your hour and the power of darkness40 ,he is the ,light of the world1 and the powers of darkness seek to extinguish it2 but they can obscure it only for a short time1 as on a ,july noon when the sun is suddenly covered by a dark storm-cloud but an hour afterwards shines out again1 higher and more majestic than ever4 ,the guards1 eager to return triumphantly and to receive their fees1 did not trouble to answer2 they dragged ,him by the rope towards the road to ,jerusalem as butchers drag the ox to the slaughter-house4 ,then1 confesses ,matthew1 8444 all the disciples forsook him1 and fled40 ,their ,master forbade them to defend ,him2 instead of blasting ,his enemies the ,messiah offered ,his hands to be bound2 the ,saviour was powerless to save ,himself4 ,what could they do but disappear so that they might not also be brought before those powers which yesterday they had boasted of overthrowing1 but which now1 in the flickering of the lanterns and the swords1 seemed suddenly very formidable to their distracted minds8 ,and only two followed the infamous procession1 and they from a safe distance4 ,we shall see them later in the court-yard of ,caiaphas' house4 ,all this bustle awakened a young man who had been sleeping in the house in the grove of olives4 ,inquisitive like all young men1 he did not take the time to dress1 but wrapping a sheet about him1 stepped out to see what was happening4 ,the guards thought him a disciple who had not had time to escape1 and laid hands on him1 but the young man1 casting off the sheet1 left it in their hands and fled from them naked4 ,no one has ever known the identity of this mysterious man awakened from his sleep1 who appeared suddenly in the night1 and as suddenly disappeared4 ,perhaps he was the youthful ,mark1 the only one of the ,evangelists who tells this story4 ,if it were ,mark1 it is possible that on that night the involuntary witness of the beginning of the ,passion first conceived the impulse to become1 as ,mark did1 its first historian4 ,,annas ,in a short time the criminal was taken to the house which ,annas shared with his son-in-law1 the ,high ,priest ,caiaphas4 ,although the night was now well advanced1 and although the assembly had been warned the day before1 that ,caiaphas hoped to capture the blasphemer early in the morning1 many of the ,jews were still in bed and the prosecution could not begin at once4 ,in order that the common people might not have time to rise in rebellion1 nor ,pilate to take thought1 the leaders were in haste to finish the affair that very morning4 ,some of the guards who returned from the ,mount of ,olives were sent to awake the more important ,scribes and ,elders1 and in the meantime old ,annas1 who had not slept all that night1 set himself on his own account to question this false ,prophet4 ,annas1 son of ,seth1 had been for seven years ,high ,priest1 and though deposed in the year #ad under ,tiberius1 he was still the real primate of the ,jewish ,church4 ,a ,sadducee1 head of one of the most aggressive and wealthy families of the ecclesiastical patriarchate1 he was still1 through his son-in-law1 leader of his caste4 ,five of his sons were afterwards ,high ,priests1 and one of them1 also called ,annas1 caused ,james1 the brother of the ,lord1 to be stoned to death4 ,jesus was led before him4 ,it was the first time that the wood-worker of ,nazareth found ,himself face to face with the religious head of ,his people1 with ,his greatest enemy4 ,up to that time ,he had met only the subalterns in the ,temple1 the common soldiers1 the ,scribes and ,pharisees2 now ,he was before the head1 and ,he was no longer the accuser but the accused4 ,this was the first questioning of that day4 ,in the space of a few hours1 four authorities examined ,him2 two rulers from the ,temple1 ,annas and ,caiaphas2 and two temporal rulers1 ,antipas and ,pilate4 ,the first question ,annas put to ,jesus was to ask ,him who ,his disciples were4 ,the old political priest who like all the other ,sadducees gave no credence to the foolish stories about the coming of a ,messiah1 wished to know first of all who were the followers of the new ,prophet1 and from what rank of society ,he had picked them up1 so that he might determine how far the seditious ulcer had progressed4 ,but ,jesus looked at ,him without answering4 ,how could that dove-huckster have thought that ,jesus could betray those who had betrayed ,him8 ,then ,annas asked about ,his doctrine4 ,jesus answered that it was not for ,him to explain3 8,i spake openly to the world2 ,i ever taught in the synagogue and in the temple1 whither the ,jews always resort2 and in secret have ,i said nothing4 ,why askest thou me8 ask them which heard me1 what ,i have said unto them3 behold1 they know what ,i said40 ,this was the truth4 ,jesus was not esoteric4 ,even if ,he sometimes said to ,his ,disciples words that ,he did not repeat in the open places of the city1 ,he exhorted them to cry out on the housetops what ,he told them in the house4 ,but ,annas must have made a wry face at an answer which pre-supposed an honest trial1 for one of the officers standing by struck ,jesus with the palm of his hand1 saying1 8,answerest thou the high priest so80 ,this blow from the quick-tempered attendant was the beginning of the insults which were henceforth rained upon ,christ up to the cross4 ,but ,he who had been struck1 with ,his cheek reddened by the boor1 turned towards the man who had struck ,him1 8,if ,i have spoken evil1 bear witness of the evil3 but if well1 why smitest thou me80 ,the rogue1 abashed by such calm1 found no answer4 ,annas began to see that this ,galilean was no common adventurer1 and he was all the more eager to get ,him out of the way4 ,seeing1 however1 that he was not succeeding in extracting anything from ,him1 he sent ,him bound to ,caiaphas1 the ,high ,priest1 so that the fiction of a legal prosecution might begin at once4 ,,the ,,cock ,,crows ,only two of the fleeing ,disciples repented of their cowardice1 and trembling in the shadow of the walls1 followed from afar the swaying lanterns which accompanied ,christ to the den of fratricides3 ,simon1 son of ,jonas1 and ,john1 son of ,zebedee4 ,john1 who was known in the household of ,caiaphas1 went into the courtyard of the building with ,jesus1 but ,simon1 more shamefaced1 or not so bold1 did not enter and stood at the door without3 then after a few moments ,john1 not seeing his companion1 and wishing to have him at hand for sympathy or defense1 went out and persuaded the suspicious doorkeeper to let ,peter also come in4 ,but as he stepped through the door1 the woman recognized him3 8,art not thou also one of his disciples80 ,but ,peter took on an offended air1 8,i know not1 neither understand ,i what thou sayest4 ,i know him not40 ,and he sat down with ,john near the brazier which the servants had kindled in the courtyard because1 although it was in ,april1 the night was cold4 ,but the woman would not give up her idea1 and coming to the fire and looking at him earnestly1 said1 8,thou also wast with ,jesus of ,nazareth10 and he denied again with curses1 8,woman1 ,i know him not60 ,the gate-keeper1 shaking her head1 turned back to her gate1 but the men aroused by these heated denials looked at him more closely and said1 8,surely thou art one of them3 for thou art a ,galilean1 and thy speech agreeth thereto40 ,then ,simon began to curse and to swear1 but another1 a kinsman of ,malchus whose ear ,peter had cut off1 cut short his testimony3 8,did ,i not see thee in the garden with him80 ,but ,peter1 now hopelessly involved in lies1 began again to protest that they had mistaken him for another and that he was not one of the friends of the ,man4 ,at this very moment ,jesus1 bound among the guards1 crossed the courtyard after ,his colloquy with ,annas1 passing to the other part of the palace1 where ,caiaphas lived3 and ,he heard the words of ,simon and looked at ,him4 ,for just one moment ,he turned ,his eyes upon ,simon1 those eyes where ,simon1 denying ,him now1 had once recognized the gleam of divinity4 ,for an instant only ,he looked at him with eyes whose gentleness was more unendurable than any contempt4 ,and this look pierced for all time the pitiable1 distracted heart of the fisherman4 ,to the day of his death he could never forget those sad1 mild eyes fixed on him in that terrible night2 those eyes which in one flash expressed more and moved him more than a thousand words4 8,thou also who wast the first1 of whom ,i hoped most1 the hardest but the most zealous1 the most ignorant but the most fervent1 thou also1 ,simon1 the same who cried out my true name near ,csarea1 thou also who knowest all my words and hast slept with thy head on my cloak and hast kissed me so many times with those lips which now deny me1 thou also1 ,simon ,peter1 son of ,jonas1 deny me before those who are about to kill me6 ,i was right that day when ,i called thee a stumbling block and reproached thee with thinking not like ,god but like men4 ,thou mightest at least have fled away as the others did if thou hadst not the strength to drink with me the cup of infamy which ,i had foretold to thee4 ,flee away now that ,i may see thee no more until the day when ,i shall be truly free and thou shalt be truly made over by faith4 ,if thou fearest for thy life why art thou here8 ,if thou fearest not1 why dost thou deny me8 ,even ,judas at the last has been more faithful than thou3 he came with my enemies1 but he did not deny that he knew me4 ,simon1 ,simon1 ,i foretold that thou wouldst leave me like the others1 but now thou art more cruel than the others4 ,i have pardoned thee from my heart4 ,i am about to die1 and ,i pardon him who brings me to death1 and thee also2 and ,i love thee as ,i have always loved thee1 but canst thou forgive thyself80 ,under the weight of this look1 ,simon hung his head and his heart beat furiously in his breast4 ,not for his very life could he have brought out another 8,no40 ,his face burned with an intolerable heat as if the brazier before him had been the mouth of ,hell4 ,he was torn by an unbearable tumult of passion and of remorse2 in one breath he seemed frozen1 in the next all his body flamed4 ,a moment before he had said that he had never known ,jesus1 and now it seemed to him that he had spoken truly1 that at this moment he knew ,him for the first time3 that he finally understood who ,he was1 as if those eyes full of loving grief had pierced him with a flash like an archangel's sword4 ,he was scarcely able to drag himself to his feet and to stumble out to the door4 ,as he went out into the street in the silent1 solitary darkness a distant cock crew4 ,this gay1 bold note was for ,peter like the cry which awakens a sleeper from his nightmare4 ,then in the dim light of dawn the last stars saw a man staggering along like a drunkard1 his head hidden in his cloak1 his shoulders shaken by the sobs of a despairing lament4 ,weep1 ,peter1 now that ,god mercifully grants you the grace of tears1 weep for yourself and for ,him1 weep for ,judas1 your traitor brother2 weep for your fleeing brothers1 weep for the death of ,him who is dying to save your poor soul1 for all those who will come after you and who will do as you have done1 deny their ,saviour1 and who will not pay for their redemption by repentance4 ,weep for all the apostates1 for all the others who will deny ,him1 all those who will say as you have said1 8,i am not one of ,his disciples60 ,who of us has not done at least once what ,simon ,peter did8 ,who of us1 born in the ,church of ,christ1 having prayed to ,him with our childish lips1 having knelt before ,his blood-stained face1 has not said1 fearing a mocking smile1 8,i never knew ,him40 ,thou at least1 unfortunate ,simon1 although thou wast ,peter the rock1 wept bitterly and hid in thy cloak thy face convulsed with remorse4 ,and before many days ,christ risen from the dead will kiss thee once more because thy perjured mouth has been washed clean forever by thy tears4 ,,then ,,the ,,high ,,priest ,,rent ,,his ,,clothes ,caiaphas' real name was ,joseph4 ,caiaphas is a surname and is the same word as ,cephas1 ,simon's surname1 that is to say1 ,rock4 ,on that ,friday morning's dawn1 the ,son of ,man was caught between those two rocks like a grain of wheat between two millstones4 ,simon ,peter is the type of the timid friends who knew not how to save ,him3 ,joseph ,peter1 of ,his enemies1 determined at any cost to destroy ,him4 ,between the denial of ,simon and the hatred of ,joseph1 between the head of the church about to disappear and the head of the ,church just coming into existence1 between those two rocks ,jesus was like wheat between the mill-stones4 ,the ,sanhedrin had already come together and was awaiting ,him4 ,together with ,annas and ,caiaphas who presided1 there were ,john1 ,alexander1 and all the reeking scum of the upper classes4 ,as a rule the ,sanhedrin was composed of twenty-three priests1 twenty-three ,scribes1 twenty-three ,elders1 and two ,presidents1 in all1 seventy-one4 ,but on this occasion some were absent1 those who had more fear of an uprising of the people than hatred for the blasphemer1 and those few who would not lift a finger to condemn ,him1 but would not defend ,him openly3 among these last were certainly ,nicodemus1 the nocturnal disciple1 and ,joseph of ,arimathea1 who was devoutly to lay ,jesus in ,his tomb4 ,they had come together to ratify with a cloak of legality the decree of murder already written on their hearts4 ,these delegates from the ,temple1 from the ,school and the ,bank1 burned with impatience to confirm1 each for his own reasons1 their revengeful sentence4 ,the great room of the council already full of people was like a den of werewolves4 ,the new day showed itself hesitatingly3 the orange-colored tongues of the torches were scarcely visible in the dim light of dawn4 ,in this sinister half-shadow the ,jews were waiting3 aged1 portly1 hook-nosed1 harsh1 beetle-browed1 wrapped in their white cloaks1 their heads covered1 stroking their venerable beards1 with choleric eyes1 seated in a half circle1 they seemed a council of sorcerers awaiting a living offering4 ,the rest of the hall was occupied by the clients of the seated assembly1 by guards with staves in their hands1 by the domestic servants of the house4 ,the air was heavy and dense as in a charnel house4 ,jesus1 ,his wrists still tied with ropes1 was thrust into the midst of this kennel like a condemned man thrown to the beasts of the ,imperial amphitheater4 ,annas had gathered together in all haste from among the rabble some false witnesses to make an end of any discussion or defense4 ,the pretense of a trial began with calling these perjurers4 ,two of them came forward and swore that they had heard these words3 8,i will destroy this temple that is made with hands1 and within three days ,i will build another made without hands40 ,at the time and for those hearers this accusation was a very grave one1 meaning nothing less than sacrilege and blasphemy4 ,for in the minds of its upholders the ,temple of ,jerusalem was the one intangible home of the ,lord4 ,and to threaten the ,temple was to threaten their real ,master1 the ,master of all the ,jews4 ,but ,jesus had never said these words or at least not in this form1 nor with this meaning4 ,it is true that ,he had announced that of the ,temple not one stone would remain upon another1 but not through any action of ,his4 ,and the reference to the ,temple not made with hands1 built up in three days1 was part of another discourse in which ,he had spoken figuratively of ,his resurrection4 ,the false witnesses could not even agree about these words confusedly and maliciously repeated1 and one statement from ,jesus would have been enough to confound them utterly4 ,but ,jesus held ,his peace4 ,the ,high ,priest could not endure this silence1 and standing up1 cried out1 8,answerest thou nothing8 ,what is it which these witness against thee80 ,but ,jesus answered nothing4 ,these silences of ,jesus were so weighty with magnetic eloquence that they enraged ,his judges4 ,he held ,his peace at the first questioning of ,annas4 ,he was silent now at the outcry of ,caiaphas and ,he was to be silent with ,antipas and ,pilate4 ,he had made already1 a thousand times1 the statements ,he might have made now1 and any other answers ,he might have made would either have been misunderstood by ,his judges1 or have been used by them as new pretexts for attacking ,him4 ,superhuman truths are in their very nature ineffable1 and only a shadow of them can be grasped1 through a loving effort by those who already have a faint divination of that shadow2 and even to them this comes more through the heart than through faulty and defective words4 ,jesus did not speak1 but looked about ,him with ,his great calm eyes1 at the troubled and convulsed faces of ,his assassins1 and for all eternity judged these phantom judges4 ,in a flash every one of them was weighed and condemned by that look which went straight to the soul4 ,were they worthy to hear ,his words1 those flawed1 self-seeking souls1 empty and inane1 those of them that are not ulcerous and moribund8 ,how could ,he ever1 by the most unthinkable prodigy1 stoop to justify ,himself before them8 ,such self-justification was attempted by the son of the midwife1 the flat-nosed student and rival of the ,sophists6 ,the seventy-year-old arguer1 who for so many years had bored the artisans and the idlers on the market-place1 was capable of reciting to the judges of ,athens an eloquent and carefully arranged oration of excuses1 which1 from the limits of dialectics1 descended little by little to the sophistries of law courts4 ,it is true that the ironical old man who had set himself to reform the art of thinking rather than the art of living1 who had not been above usury1 who1 not having his fill with ,xantippe1 had had two children by his concubine ,myra1 and who amused himself with caressing handsome young men more than was becoming for the father of a family1 was ready to die1 and knew how to die with noble firmness2 but at the bottom of his heart he would have preferred to descend into ,hades by the more natural road4 ,towards the end of his specious defense1 he tried to placate his judges by recalling his old age to them4 8,it is useless to kill me because ,i will die very soon anyhow0--and offered to pay thirty greater min if they would let him go in peace4 ,but ,christ was neither a sophist nor a lawyer1 ,christ whom so many posthumous ,pilates have tried to belittle by comparing ,him to ,socrates1 so inferior to ,him4 ,like ,dante's angel1 ,he disdained human discussions4 ,he answered with silence1 or if ,he was forced to speak1 spoke candidly and briefly4 ,caiaphas1 exasperated by this disrespectful taciturnity1 finally hit on a way to make him speak4 8,i adjure thee by the living ,god1 that thou tell us whether thou be the ,christ1 the ,son of ,god40 ,as long as they conducted ,his trial with the usual insidious procedure1 adducing falsities or asking ,him about perfectly well-known truths1 ,jesus said no word2 but even in the infamous mouth of the ,high ,priest1 the invocation to the living ,god was irresistible4 ,jesus could not deny ,himself to the living ,god1 to the ,god who will live eternally1 and who lives in all of us1 and who was present there even in that lair of demons4 ,and yet ,he hesitated a moment before dazzling those bleared eyes with the splendor of ,his formidable secret4 8,if ,i tell you1 ye will not believe3 ,and if ,i also ask you1 ye will not answer me40 ,now ,caiaphas was not alone in putting the question2 all of them1 excited1 sprang to their feet and cried out1 their clawing fingers stretched towards ,him1 8,art thou then the ,son of ,god80 ,jesus could not1 like ,peter1 deny the irrefutable certainty which was the reason for ,his life and for ,his death4 ,he was responsible towards ,his own people and towards all men4 ,but1 as at ,csarea1 ,he wished others to be the ones to pronounce ,his real name1 and when they had said it ,he did not refuse it1 even though death were the penalty4 8,ye say that ,i am4 ,i say unto you1 ,hereafter shall ye see the ,son of man sitting on the right hand of power1 and coming in the clouds of heaven40 ,he had condemned ,himself out of ,his own mouth4 ,the snarling pack about ,him was frothing at the mouth with delight and anger4 ,in the presence of ,his assassins ,he had proclaimed what ,he had secretly admitted to ,his most loving friends4 ,although they might betray ,him1 ,he had not betrayed ,himself or ,his father4 ,now ,he was ready for the last degradation4 ,he had said what ,he had to say4 ,caiaphas was triumphant4 ,pretending a shocked horror which he did not feel--because like all the ,sadducees he had no faith whatever in the apocalyptic writers and cared about nothing but the fees and honors of the ,temple--he rent his priestly garments1 crying out1 8,he hath spoken blasphemy6 ,what further need have we of witnesses8 behold1 now ye have heard his blasphemy4 ,what think ye80 ,and all the noisy kennel bayed out their answer1 8,he is guilty of death40 ,and without any further examination1 without a single protest1 they all condemned ,him to death as a blasphemer and false prophet4 ,the comedy of legal pretense was played to an end1 and the cloaked ghosts felt themselves relieved of an immense weight4 ,it had cost the ,high ,priest a garment and he let the torn pieces hang like glorious symbols of victorious battle4 ,he did not know that on that very day a garment more precious than any of his was to be torn1 and he did not dream that his gesture was a symbolic recognition of another death-sentence4 ,the priesthood of which he was the head was henceforth disqualified and abolished forever4 ,his successors were to be mere semblances of priests1 spurious and illegitimate1 and in a few years the sumptuous garment of marble and masonry of the ,jewish sanctuary was to be rent by the ,roman rabble4 ,,and ,,when ,,they ,,had ,,blindfolded ,,him ,when the tragi-comedy acted by the masters had ended in a death-sentence1 the devils' band of subalterns had their turn4 ,while the high officials went apart to take counsel on the manner of securing the ratification from the ,procurator and executing the death sentence with all speed1 ,jesus was thrown as prey to the rabble in the ,palace1 as the offal of the slain animal is thrown to the pack which has taken part in the hunt4 ,the ruffians who lived upon the leavings of the ,temple felt that they had as their perquisite the right to some amusement4 ,man1 the beast1 when he is certain of impunity1 knows no more pleasing recreation than to wreak himself upon the defenseless1 especially if the defenseless is innocent4 ,our bestial nature1 crouching untamed at the bottom of every human heart1 rushes out bold and snarling2 the face becomes a muzzle1 teeth are tusks1 hands appear what they really are1 claws1 the articulate sounds of human speech vanish in snarlings and growlings4 ,if a drop of blood reddens to the view1 they jostle each other to lick it up3 there is no more intoxicating liquor than blood3 it is far more stimulating than wine1 and far fairer to see1 red as it is1 than the water of ,pilate4 ,but tigerishness breaking loose readily takes the form of play2 even tigers are sportive1 even children1 as soon as they begin to grow strong at all1 are tigerish4 ,the captors of ,christ1 waiting for foreign authority to confirm the death sentence of the most innocent of their brothers1 meant to give ,christ a humorous foretaste of ,his sufferings4 ,they had permission to jest with their ,king1 to divert themselves with their ,god4 ,and they felt that they really deserved some amusement2 they had been awake all night long1 and the night had been cold3 and then the march up to the ,mount of ,olives1 fearing resistance1 a well-grounded fear1 since one of them had had his ear stricken off2 and then the long wait1 till dawn1 a very tiring business especially on those festal days when the city and the ,temple were full of foreigners and there was so much more for every one to do4 ,but they did not know how to begin4 ,he was tied and his friends had disappeared4 ,but this man who looked at them with an expression they had never seen till then1 with a steady look which seemed beyond all earthly things and yet searched them out within like a ray of troublesome sunshine--this man1 bound1 exhausted1 the fresh sweat on ,his face softening the drops of dried blood on ,his cheeks1 this insignificant man1 this defenseless provincial with no protecting patrons1 condemned to death by the highest and holiest tribunal of the ,jewish people1 this human rubbish destined to the cross of slaves and thieves1 this laughingstock whom the authorities had given over to their abuse like a puppet at the saturnalia1 this man who did not speak nor complain nor weep1 but who looked on them as if ,he had compassion on them1 as a father might look at his sick child1 as a friend might look at a delirious friend1 this man1 mocked by all1 inspired in their worthless souls a mysterious reverence4 ,but one of the ,scribes or the ,elders gave the example1 and spat at ,jesus as he passed by ,him4 ,he was too careful of ,his ritual cleanliness to contaminate ,his newly washed hands1 ready for the ,passover1 by touching an enemy of ,god1 who1 near to death1 was already impure like a corpse4 ,but saliva3 what is saliva8 ,refuse of the body1 contempt materialized in a liquid4 ,and on that face illumined by the early morning sun and by imprisoned divinity1 on that face transfigured by the light of the sun and by love's light1 on the golden face of ,christ1 the spittle of the ,jews covered the first blood of the ,passion4 ,but for the rabble of the servants and the guards spitting was not enough1 nor were they afraid of sullying their hands4 ,the example of the leaders had overcome the impression made on them by the condemned man's sad and brotherly look4 ,the guards who were nearest ,him struck ,him in the face2 those who could not strike ,his face rained down blows and threats1 and the words which came from the mouths of those insensate men wounded ,him more cruelly than blows4 ,that face1 which had been white as a hawthorn blossom and shining like sunlight1 darkened into the livid purple of beaten flesh4 ,the fair1 gracious body1 reeling with blows1 staggered in the midst of the heaving crowd4 ,christ said no word to those who vomited out on ,him the appalling contents of their souls4 ,he had answered the guard who had struck ,him in the presence of ,annas1 asking him to correct ,him if ,he had spoken ill2 for this ribald mob let loose ,he had no answer4 ,but one of them more quick-witted or more childish than the others had an idea3 he took a dirty cloth and with it covered the bleeding1 buffeted face1 tying the corners behind4 ,and he said3 8,let us play blind man's buff4 ,this man boasts of being a prophet2 let us see if he can guess which of us is striking him40 ,christ's face was covered4 ,was there1 in the action of the ruffians1 an unconsciously compassionate desire to spare ,him1 at least1 the sight of ,his brothers become like beasts8 ,or was that look of suffering love really unendurable to them8 ,with childish cruelty1 they arranged themselves in a circle about ,him and first one and then another twitched a fold of ,his garment1 gave ,him a blow on the shoulder1 thrust ,him in the back1 struck ,him with a staff over the head3 8,prophesy6 ,who is it that smote thee80 ,why did ,he not answer8 ,had ,he not predicted the ruin of the ,temple1 wars and earthquakes1 the coming of the ,son of ,man on clouds and many other idle stories8 ,how was it that now ,he could not make such an easy guess1 give the name of a person so close at hand8 ,what sort of a prophet was this8 ,had he lost ,his power all at once1 or had ,he never had it8 ,he might be able to make those poor countrified ,galileans believe ,his stories1 but here we are in ,jerusalem1 the city which understands prophets and kills them when they do not show a proper spirit4 ,luke adds1 8,and many other things blasphemously spake they against him40 ,but ,caiaphas and the others were in haste and thought that the servile pack had amused itself long enough4 ,the false king must be taken to ,pilate that his sentence be confirmed3 the ,sanhedrin could pronounce judgment1 but since ,judea was under ,roman rule1 it had no longer1 unfortunately1 the ,jus ,gladii4 ,and the ,high ,priests1 ,scribes and ,elders1 set out for the ,palace of the ,procurator1 followed by the guards leading ,jesus with ropes1 and by the yelling horde which grew larger as they went along the street4 ,,pontius ,,pilate ,since ,a4 ,d4 #bf1 ,pontius ,pilate had been ,procurator in the name of ,tiberius ,csar4 ,historians know nothing of him before his arrival in ,judea4 ,if the name comes from ,pileatus it may be supposed that he was a freedman or descendant of freedmen1 since the ,pileo1 or skull cap1 was the head gear of freed slaves4 ,he had been in ,judea only a few years1 but long enough to draw upon himself the bitterest hate of those over whom he ruled4 ,it is true that all our information about him comes from ,jews and ,christians1 who were1 of course1 his declared enemies2 but it appears that he finally lost favor even with his masters1 since in ,a4 ,d4 #cf the ,governor of ,syria1 ,lucius ,vitellius1 sent him to ,rome to justify himself before ,tiberius4 ,the ,emperor died before ,pilate arrived in the metropolis1 but according to tradition1 he was exiled by ,caligula1 exiled into ,gaul1 where he killed himself4 ,in the first place the hatred of the ,jews came from the profound scorn which he showed from the start for this stiff-necked1 indocile people1 who must have seemed to him1 brought up in ,roman ideas1 like a snake pit of venomous serpents--a low1 dirty crowd1 scarcely worthy to be tamed by the cudgels of the mercenaries4 ,to have an idea of ,pilate's personality1 make a mental picture of an ,english ,viceroy of ,india1 a subscriber to the ,times1 a reader of ,john ,stuart ,mill and ,shaw--with ,byron and ,swinburne on his bookshelves--destined to administer the government over a ragged1 captious1 hungry and turbulent people1 wrangling among themselves over a confusion of castes and mythologies and superstitions for which their ruler feels in his heart the profoundest aversion1 looking down on them from the height of his dignity as a white man1 a ,european1 a ,briton and a ,liberal4 ,pilate1 as shown by his questions put to ,jesus1 was one of those skeptics of the ,roman decadence corrupted with ,pyrrhonism1 a devotee of ,epicurus1 an encyclopedist of ,hellenism without any belief in the gods of his country1 nor any belief that any real ,god existed at all4 ,the idea certainly can never have occurred to ,pilate that the true ,god could be found in this vermin-ridden1 superstitious mob1 in the midst of this factious and jealous clergy1 in this religion which must have seemed to him like a barbarous mixture of ,syrian and ,chaldean oracles4 ,the only faith remaining to him1 or which he needed to pretend to hold because of his office1 was the new ,roman religion1 civic and political1 concentrated on the cult of the ,emperor4 ,the first conflict with the ,jews arose in fact from this religion4 ,when he had changed the guard of ,jerusalem1 he ordered the soldiers to enter the city by night1 without taking off from their ensigns the silver images of ,csar4 ,in the morning1 as soon as the ,jews were aware of this1 great was the horror and the uproar4 ,it was the first time that the ,romans had lacked in external respect for the religion of their subjects in ,palestine4 ,these figures of the deified ,csar planted near the ,temple were for them an idolatrous provocation1 the beginning of the abomination of desolation4 ,all the country was in an uproar2 a deputation was sent to ,csarea to have ,pilate take them away4 ,pilate refused2 for five days and nights they stormed about him day and night4 ,finally the ,procurator1 to get himself out of the trouble1 convoked them in the amphitheater and treacherously had them surrounded with soldiers with naked swords1 assuring them that no one would escape if they did not make an end of their clamor4 ,but the ,jews1 instead of asking for mercy1 offered their throats to the swords1 and ,pilate1 conquered by this heroic stubbornness1 ordered that the insignia be carried back to ,csarea4 ,but if this clemency did not diminish the hatred of the ,jews for the new ,procurator1 neither did it lessen ,pilate's distaste nor his desire to do them an ill turn4 ,a little while after this1 he introduced into ,herod's palace1 where he lived when he stayed at ,jerusalem1 votive tablets dedicated to the ,emperor4 ,but the priests heard of it and once more the people were aroused to outraged and furious anger4 ,he was asked to take away the idolatrous objects at once4 ,an appeal to ,csar was threatened1 an appeal supported by evidence of the impositions and cruelties committed by ,pilate4 ,pilate this time also did not yield4 ,the ,jews then made the appeal to ,tiberius1 who decreed that the tablets should be sent back to ,csarea4 ,twice ,pilate had had the worst of a dispute4 ,but the third time he was triumphant4 ,coming from the city of public baths and aqueducts1 a friend1 as is well known1 of ablutions1 he noticed that ,jerusalem lacked water and he planned to have a fine large reservoir constructed and an aqueduct several miles long4 ,but the undertaking was expensive and to pay for it he used a goodly sum taken from the treasury of the ,temple4 ,the treasury was rich1 for all the ,jews scattered about in the ,empire came there to bring offerings1 and when they could not come in person sent them from a distance--but the priests cried out on the sacrilege1 and the people incited by them made such a commotion that when ,pilate came for the ,feast of the ,passover to ,jerusalem1 thousands of men gathered in a tumultuous crowd in front of his ,palace4 ,but this time he sent among the multitude a large number of disguised soldiers who at a given signal began to lay about them so vigorously1 among the most furious of the crowd1 that in a short time they all fled away1 and ,pilate could enjoy in peace the water of the reservoir paid for with the ,jews' money1 and make use of it for his various ablutions4 ,only a short time had passed since this last encounter and now these very priests who three times had risen against his authority1 the very ones who had tried to obtain his deposition1 the very ones who hated him heartily1 hated him as a ,roman1 as a symbol of the foreign dominion and of their slavery1 and hated him still more personally as ,pontius ,pilate1 as plotter against their religion and thief of their money--these very ,high ,priests were forced to have recourse to him in order to vent another hatred1 which for the moment was more bitter in their wicked hearts4 ,only hard necessity drove them to it1 because death sentences could not be carried out if they were not confirmed by ,csar's representative4 ,that ,friday1 at dawn1 ,pontius ,pilate1 wrapped in his toga1 still sleepy and yawning1 was waiting for them in ,herod's palace1 very ill-disposed towards those tiresome trouble-makers1 whose contentions had forced him to rise earlier than usual4 ,,what ,,is ,,truth8 ,the crowd of the accusers and of the rough populace finally came out into the open place which was before ,herod's palace1 but they stopped outside1 because if they went into a house where there was leaven and bread baked with leaven1 they would be contaminated all day long and could not eat the ,passover4 ,innocent blood does not pollute1 but leaven does4 ,pilate1 warned of their coming1 went out on the door-sill and asked abruptly3 8,what accusation bring ye against this man80 ,those who were before him were his enemies4 ,it appeared that this man was their enemy and ,pilate instinctively took his part4 ,not that he had any pity for him--was he not a ,jew like the others1 and poor into the bargain8 ,but if he were by any chance innocent1 ,pilate had no mind to lend himself to a whim of those detestable vermin4 ,caiaphas answered at once as if offended3 8,if he were not a malefactor1 we would not have delivered him up unto you40 ,then ,pilate who wished to lose no time with ecclesiastical squabbles1 and did not think that there was any question of a capital crime1 answered dryly3 8,take ye him1 and judge him according to your law40 ,already in these words appears his wish to save the man without being forced to take sides openly4 ,but the concession of the ,procurator1 which in any other case would have delighted ,caiaphas and his party1 this time did not suit them1 because the ,sanhedrin could inflict only light sentences and now they desired the most extreme sentence of all and could not dispense with the ,roman arm4 ,they answered3 8,it is not lawful for us to put any man to death40 ,pilate suddenly understood what sentence they wished passed on the wretched man who stood before him1 and he wished to find out what crime ,he had committed4 ,what might seem worthy of a death sentence to those bigoted rabbis might seem a venial fault in the eyes of a ,roman4 ,the foxes of the ,temple had thought of this difficulty before taking action4 ,they knew very well that ,pilate would not be satisfied if they told him that this man attacked the religion of their fathers and announced the ,kingdom of ,god4 ,they were prepared therefore to lie4 ,for a man about to commit a base action1 one more accessory and subordinate infamy seems of little consequence4 ,pilate could be conquered only with his own weapons1 by appealing to his loyalty to ,rome and to the ,emperor and to the basis of his office-holding4 ,it was already agreed that they would give a political color to the accusation4 ,if they told him that ,jesus was a false ,messiah1 ,pilate would smile4 ,but if they said that ,he was a seditious inciter of revolt1 that ,he was trying to rouse the common people against ,rome1 ,pilate could not do less than put ,him to death4 8,we found this fellow perverting the nation1 and forbidding to give tribute to ,csar1 saying that he himself is ,christ1 a ,king4444 ,he stirreth up all the people1 teaching throughout all ,jewry1 beginning from ,galilee to this place40 ,every word was a lie4 ,jesus had commanded men to render unto ,csar that which was ,csar's4 ,he paid no attention whatever to the ,romans4 ,he said that ,he was ,christ but not in the coarse1 political meaning of a ,king of the ,jews3 and ,he did not stir up the people but wished to make of an unhappy and degraded people a blessed kingdom of saints4 ,however grave these accusations might have seemed to ,pilate if they had been true1 they only increased his suspicions of the priests4 ,was it probable that those treacherous vipers who detested him and ,rome1 and who had tried to overturn him so many times and whose one dream was to sweep away the governing pagans and foreigners1 should suddenly be kindled with so much zeal to denounce a rebel of their own nation8 ,pilate was not convinced and he wished to find out for himself1 by questioning the accused man in private4 ,he went back into the palace and commanded that ,jesus be brought to him4 ,disregarding the less important accusations1 he went at once to the essential3 8,art thou the ,king of the ,jews80 ,but ,jesus did not answer4 ,how could ,he ever make this ,roman understand6 ,this ,roman who knew nothing of ,god's promises1 misinformed by ,his assassins1 a ,pyrrhonic atheist1 whose only religion was the artificial and diabolical cult of a living man--and of what a man--,tiberius6--how could ,he ever explain to this freedman1 a pupil of the lawyers and rhetoricians of ,rome in the most decadent of all the degenerate foulness of that time2 how could ,he explain that ,he was the ,king of a ,kingdom not yet founded1 of a spiritual ,kingdom which would abolish all human kingdoms8 ,jesus read the depths of ,pilate's soul and made no answer1 as ,he had kept silent at first before ,annas and before ,caiaphas4 ,the ,procurator could not understand this silence on the part of a man over whom hung the threat of death4 8,hearest thou not how many things they witness against thee80 ,but ,jesus answered him never a word4 ,pilate1 who at all costs wished to triumph over those who hated him as much as they hated this man1 insisted1 hoping to extract a denial which would permit him to set ,him at liberty3 8,art thou the ,king of the ,jews80 ,if ,jesus denied this ,he would betray ,himself4 ,he had said to ,his disciples and to the ,jews that ,he was ,christ4 ,he had no wish to lie and save ,himself4 ,the better to sound the ,roman's mind ,he answered ,him1 as was his wont1 with another question3 8,sayest thou this thing of thyself1 or did others tell it thee of me80 ,pilate answered1 as if offended1 8,am ,i a ,jew8 ,thine own nation and the chief priests have delivered thee unto me4 ,art thou the ,king of the ,jews80 ,with the exception of this contemptuous beginning1 this answer of ,pilate was conciliatory4 8,for whom do you take me8 ,do you not know that ,i am a ,roman1 that ,i do not believe what your enemies believe8 ,your accusers are priests1 not ,i2 but they are obliged to give you into my hands3 your safety rests with me3 tell me that what they say is not true and you shall be free40 ,jesus had no wish to escape death1 but still ,he determined to try to shed more light on this pagan4 ,everything is possible to the ,father3 was it not possible that ,pilate might be the last convert of the dying man8 8,my kingdom is not of this world3 if my kingdom were of this world1 then would my servants fight1 that ,i should not be delivered to the ,jews3 but now is my kingdom not from hence40 ,the servant of ,tiberius did not understand4 ,the difference between 8of this world0 and 8my kingdom is not from hence0 was obscure to him4 ,pilate thought that what is the phrase 8not of this world0 meant the gods above if there were really any1 gods favorable or malignant to men1 and below in ,hades the shadows of the dead if really there was anything remaining of us when the body had been consumed by fire or worms3 the only reality for such a man as ,pilate was 8this world10 the great world with all its kingdoms4 ,and once more he asked3 8,art thou a king then80 ,there was no longer any reason to deny4 ,he would say to this blinded man what ,he had proclaimed to the others3 8,thou sayest that ,i am a king4 ,to this end was ,i born1 and for this cause came ,i into the world1 that ,i should bear witness unto the truth4 ,every one that is of the truth heareth my voice40 ,then ,pilate1 annoyed by what seemed to him truculent mystification1 answered with the celebrated question3 8,what is truth80 ,and without waiting for an answer1 he rose to go out4 ,the skeptical ,roman had many times been present at the endless disputes of philosophers1 and because he had heard so many contradictory metaphysical contentions and so many sophistical quibblings1 had become convinced that truth did not exist1 or if it did exist1 could never be known by men4 ,he did not dream for a moment that this obscure ,jew who stood before him as a malefactor could tell him the truth4 ,it was ,pilate's destiny on that one day of his life to contemplate the face of truth1 supreme truth made man1 and he could not see it4 ,living truth1 the truth which could have made him a new man1 was before him clothed with human flesh and rough garments1 with buffeted face1 and hands tied4 ,but in his arrogance he did not guess what prodigious good fortune was his1 a good fortune which millions of men have envied him after his death4 ,if any one had told him that because of this one encounter1 because to him was vouchsafed the overwhelming honor of having spoken to ,jesus and having sent ,him to the cross1 his name would be known1 although in infamy and malediction1 through all the centuries and by all the human race1 such a prophecy would have seemed to him like the frenzied ravings of a madman4 ,pilate was blind with an appalling and incurable blindness1 but ,christ on that very day was to pardon even him because the blind1 even less than others1 know what they do4 ,,claudia ,,procula ,just as ,pilate was preparing to go out and give his answer to the ,jews1 who were muttering restlessly and impatiently before the door1 a servant sent by his wife came up to him1 giving him this message3 8,have thou nothing to do with that just man3 for ,i have suffered many things this day in a dream because of him40 ,no one in the four ,gospels tells us what impression was made on the ,procurator by this unexpected intercession from his wife4 ,we know nothing of her except her name4 ,according to the ,gospel of ,nicodemus her name was ,claudia ,procula1 and if this name was really hers she may have belonged to the ,gente ,claudia1 distinguished and powerful at ,rome4 ,we may thus suppose that she was by birth and connections of a higher social rank than her husband1 and that ,pilate1 a mere freedman1 may have owed to her and her influence in ,rome his post in ,judea4 ,if all this was true1 certainly the request of ,claudia ,procula must have made some impression on ,pilate1 especially if he loved her2 and that he loved her1 at least as a man of his nature could love1 seems proved by the fact that he had asked to take her with him into ,asia4 ,the ,lex ,oppia1 although mitigated by a decree of the ,senate in the consulship of ,cethegus and ,varro1 forbade the pro-consuls to take their wives with them1 and ,pontius ,pilate had a special permit from ,tiberius allowing ,claudia ,procula to accompany him to ,palestine4 ,the motives for this intercession1 so briefly stated1 are mysterious4 ,the words of ,matthew refer to a dream in which she had suffered because of ,jesus3 it is probable that she had heard people talking for some time of the new ,prophet2 perhaps she had seen ,him1 and found ,him very different from the other ,jews4 ,the fact that ,he was neither a vulgar demagogue nor a hypocritical ,pharisee must have been pleasing to the imagination of a fanciful ,roman woman4 ,she did not understand the language spoken in ,jerusalem1 but some interpreter of the law courts might have repeated to her some of ,jesus' words1 words which would have convinced her that ,he was not1 as they said1 a dangerous criminal4 ,in those days the ,romans1 especially ,roman women1 were beginning to feel the attraction of ,oriental myths and cults1 which gave more satisfaction to the longing for personal immortality than the old ,latin religion1 a cold1 legal1 businesslike exchange of sacrifices to obtain utilitarian and political ends4 ,many patrician women1 even in ,rome1 had been initiated into the mysteries of ,mithra1 ,osiris and of ,isis1 the ,great ,mother1 and some showed a certain leaning towards ,judaism4 ,in that very reign of ,tiberius many ,jews living in ,rome were exiled from the ,capital because1 according to ,josephus1 some of them had deceived a matron ,fulvia--converted to ,judaism--and ,fulvia1 as we see from a reference of ,suetonius1 was not the only one4 ,it is not impossible that ,claudia ,procula1 living in ,judea1 had been curious to know more in detail about the religion of the people governed by her husband1 and that1 curious like all women about new things1 she had tried to find out what new doctrines were being preached by the ,galilean prophet of whom every one in ,jerusalem was talking4 ,it is certain that she had become convinced that ,jesus was a 8just man0 and hence innocent4 ,the dream of that night1 the terrible dream--for she had 8suffered many things0 in it--had confirmed her in this conviction1 and it is not surprising that relying on the influence which women have with their husbands1 even if their husbands love them no longer1 she sent this imploring message to ,pilate4 ,it is enough for us that she called ,him 8,that just man0--the man whom the ,jews wished to assassinate4 ,together with the ,centurion of ,capernaum and with the ,canaanite woman1 ,claudia ,procula is the first pagan who believed in ,christ1 and the ,greek ,church has good reason to revere her as a ,saint4 ,this message from his wife strengthened ,pilate's reluctance1 inclined as he already was to neutrality1 if not to clemency1 through his animosity to ,caiaphas1 and perhaps through the words of the ,accused4 ,claudia ,procula had not said1 8,save ,him0--but3 8,have thou nothing to do with that just man40 ,this was ,pilate's idea1 also2 as if he had a confused divination of the importance of this mysterious beggar who called ,himself ,king4 ,at the very first he had ordered the ,jews to judge ,him1 themselves1 but they had not been willing to do this4 ,then another way to evade the responsibility occurred to him4 ,he went back to ,jesus and asked whether ,he were a ,galilean4 ,this evasion seemed to promise success4 ,jesus did not belong to his jurisdiction1 but to that of ,herod ,antipas4 ,by good luck ,herod was there at ,jerusalem at that very time1 come as was his wont for the ,passover4 ,the ,procurator had found a legitimate subterfuge to satisfy his wife--and to free himself from this troublesome perplexity4 ,with one stroke he would ingratiate himself with the ,jews1 leaving to one of their own race the decisive judgment1 and at the same time he would do a bad turn to the patriarch whom he hated with all his heart because he suspected him with good reason of spying on him and tale-bearing to ,tiberius4 ,so1 losing no time1 he ordered the soldiers to take ,jesus before ,herod4 ,,the ,,white ,,cloak ,the third judge before whom ,jesus was led was a son of that bloody-minded hog1 ,herod the ,great1 by one of his five wives4 ,he was the true son of his father because he wronged his brothers as his father had wronged his sons4 ,when his brother ,archelaus1 his own half-brother1 was accused by his subjects1 he managed to have him exiled4 ,he robbed his other brother ,herod of his wife4 ,when he was seventeen years old he began to reign as ,tetrarch over ,galilee and over ,berea1 and to ingratiate himself with ,tiberius1 offered himself as a secret tale-bearer of the sayings and doings of his brothers and of the ,roman officials in ,judea4 ,on a voyage to ,rome he fell in love with ,herodias1 who was both his niece and his sister-in-law1 since she was the daughter of his brother ,aristobulus1 and wife of his brother ,herod1 and not shrinking from the double incest1 he persuaded her to follow him1 together with ,salome1 the daughter of the adulteress4 ,his first wife1 daughter of ,aretas1 king of the ,nabatei1 went back to her father1 who declared war on ,antipas and defeated him4 ,this happened while ,john the ,baptist was beginning to be talked about among the people4 ,the prophet let slip some words of condemnation against these two incestuous adulterers1 and this was enough for ,herodias to persuade her new husband to have him taken and shut up in the fortress of ,machrus4 ,every one knows how the foul ,tetrarch1 inflamed by cruel ,salome's lascivious arts1 and perhaps meditating a new incest1 was forced to offer her the bearded head of the ,prophet of ,fire on a golden platter4 ,but even after his decapitation ,john's shade disturbed ,herod1 and when he began to hear talk of ,jesus and of ,his miracles he said to his courtiers1 8,this is ,john the ,baptist2 he is risen from the dead40 ,it seems that he kept his eye on the new prophet1 and that at one time he thought of serving ,him as he had his precursor2 but either for political or superstitious reasons1 deciding that he would have no more to do with prophets1 he saw that the best way was to force ,jesus to leave his ,tetrarchy4 ,one day some ,pharisees1 very probably acting on ,herod's instructions1 went to say to ,jesus3 8,get thee out1 and depart hence3 for ,herod will kill thee40 8,and he said unto them1 ,go ye and tell that fox 444 nevertheless ,i must walk to-day1 and to-morrow1 and the day following2 for it cannot be that a prophet perish out of ,jerusalem40 ,and now at ,jerusalem near ,his death1 ,he appeared before that fox4 ,that traitor and spy1 incestuous adulterer1 assassin of ,john and enemy of the prophets was the most fitting person to condemn innocence4 ,but ,jesus had named him well3 he was more fox than tiger1 and he shrank from being a substitute for ,pilate4 ,luke tells us1 8,when ,herod saw ,jesus he was exceeding glad3 for he was desirous to see him of a long season1 because he had heard many things of him2 and he hoped to have seen some miracle done by him40 ,the son of the ,idumean and the ,samaritan woman had scorched himself in ,john's fire1 and he received ,jesus as an old tamer of animals1 with the marks of the lion's teeth still on his arm1 looks at a new wild animal brought for him to see4 ,but1 like all ,oriental barbarians1 his mind was obsessed by prodigies1 and he imagined ,jesus to be a wandering wizard who could1 whenever ,he wished1 repeat some of ,his sorcery4 ,herod hated ,him as he had hated ,john1 but he hated ,him partly because he feared ,him2 the prophets had a power which ,herod did not understand and which intimidated him3 perhaps the beheading of ,john had brought him bad luck4 ,he too wished ,jesus to be killed1 but he had no mind to be in any way responsible for ,his death4 ,seeing that there were no miracles to be expected1 he began to put many questions1 to which ,jesus made no answer4 ,he had broken ,his silence for ,annas1 for ,caiaphas1 for ,pilate1 but ,he would not for this crowned rascal6 ,annas and ,caiaphas were ,his declared enemies1 ,pilate was a blind man groping along1 thinking that he was saving ,him1 but this ,herod was a cowardly fox and did not deserve even an insult4 ,the ,high ,priests and the ,scribes1 fearing that ,john's assassin would be too cowardly to kill ,jesus1 as in fact he was1 had followed their victim there and vehemently accused him4 ,these furious accusations and the silence of the accused man deepened the hidden rancor of ,antipas1 who1 together with his soldiers1 abused the ,man of divine silences1 threw over his shoulders a gorgeous robe1 and sent ,him again to ,pilate4 ,like ,pilate1 but for other reasons1 he was not willing to condemn the man baptized by ,john1 and who perhaps was ,john himself returned from the dead to avenge himself4 ,but when he sent ,him away he made ,him a gift which bears unconscious witness to the rank of the man about to die4 ,the mantle1 shining with whiteness1 was1 so ,josephus says1 the garment of the ,jewish ,kings1 and ,jesus was accused of wishing to make ,himself ,king of the ,jews4 ,antipas1 the astute1 wished to ridicule the pretensions of ,jesus by ironically making him a present of the regal robe2 but when he covered ,him with that whiteness1 which is the symbol of innocence and of sovereignty1 the ignoble fox sent to ,pilate a symbolical message which involuntarily confirmed the message of ,claudia ,procula1 the accusation of ,caiaphas1 and what ,christ ,himself had said4 ,,crucify ,,him6 ,pilate had thought that he had succeeded in extracting himself from the troublesome position in which his adversaries had tried to place him4 ,but when he saw ,jesus return wrapped in that regal white garment he understood that he must at any cost get the matter settled4 ,the bitter fury of those who for so many reasons were objects of suspicion to him1 his wife's compassion1 the answers of ,christ1 the fact that ,antipas had refrained from action1 all inclined him to refuse to give the ,jews the life for which they were asking4 ,perhaps while ,jesus was with the ,tetrarch1 ,pilate had asked some one of his followers about the pretended ,king1 and the information confirmed him in his decision4 ,jesus had never said anything that would be offensive to ,pilate3 rather there was much in what ,he said calculated to please the ,roman1 or at least that would seem advantageous to the authority of ,rome4 ,jesus taught love for enemies1 and in ,judea the ,romans were considered enemies2 ,he called the poor blessed1 hence ,he exhorted them to resignation and not to revolt2 ,he advised men to render unto ,csar that which was ,csar's1 that is1 to pay tribute to the ,emperor2 ,he was opposed to the ,pharisaical formalism which made the relations of the ,romans with their subjects so difficult2 ,he did not respect the ,sabbath2 ,he ate with publicans and with ,gentiles2 and finally ,he announced that ,his ,kingdom was not of this world1 but of a world so metaphysical and remote that it could never endanger ,tiberius or his successors4 ,if ,pilate knew these things1 he must have said to himself with the superficiality of all skeptics1 especially when they think themselves expert politicians1 that it would be a good thing for him and for ,rome if many ,jews followed ,jesus1 rather than fomented rebellion in the councils of the ,zealots4 ,he had therefore decided to save ,jesus1 but in this indulgence he wanted to put a sarcastic note1 something that would be offensive to the ,high ,priests1 who three times had set themselves against him and now were importuning him to be their hangman4 ,up to the last he would pretend to treat ,jesus like the ,king of the ,jews4 ,here is your ,king1 the ,king that you deserve1 wretched and perfidious people6 ,a village carpenter1 a vagabond1 a beggar1 who vapored of reigning beyond earthly life1 and who as a matter of fact had as followers only a few fishermen and peasants and a few silly women4 ,see how wretched ,he is1 how miserable6 ,why do you want to kill ,him8 ,keep ,him2 you deserve no better ,king than ,he4 ,i will follow your example1 will amuse myself a little by tormenting ,him1 and then ,i will let ,him go4 ,and causing ,jesus to be led out1 ,pilate went to the door and said to the ,high ,priests and the others who crowded about1 their faces thrust forward to hear the sentence given at last1 8,ye have brought this man unto me1 as one that perverteth the people3 and1 behold1 ,i1 having examined him before you1 have found no fault in this man touching those things whereof ye accuse him3 ,no1 nor yet ,herod3 for ,i sent you to him2 and lo1 nothing worthy of death is done unto him4 ,i will therefore chastise him and release him40 ,this was not the answer awaited by the ravening hounds1 yelling in the square before the ,procurator's house4 ,a bestial cry burst out from those gaping mouths1 8,kill ,him60 ,a flogging would be too light a punishment for this dangerous enemy of the ,god of ,armies and the ,god of ,business4 ,something quite different from that was necessary to satisfy these butchers of the ,temple4 ,they had come to ask for blood and not for pardon4 8,kill ,him60 yelled ,annas and ,caiaphas1 and with them the ,pharisaical vipers hissed1 the sellers of the holy animals shrieked1 the money-changers1 the men who rented beasts of burden1 the porters of the caravans4 8,kill ,him60 howled the ,scribes1 wrapped in their theological cloaks1 the vendors of the ,passover fair1 the tavern-keepers of the upper city1 the ,levites1 the servants of the ,temple1 the hired helpers of the usurers1 the errand boys of the priests1 all the servile horde assembled before the ,procurator's house4 ,as soon as this uproar was a little quieted1 ,pilate asked1 8,what will ye then that ,i shall do unto him whom ye call ,king of the ,jews80 ,and they all answered1 8,crucify him60 ,but the ,procurator resisted1 8,why1 what evil hath he done80 ,and they cried out the more exceedingly1 8,crucify him60 ,jesus1 pale and calm in the whiteness of the mocking cloak1 looked quietly at the crowd1 which desired to give ,him what in ,his heart ,he had been seeking4 ,he was dying for them1 with the divine hope of saving even them by ,his death1 and they were assailing ,him1 howling as if ,he had wished to escape ,his accepted fate4 ,his friends were not there1 were hidden2 all ,his people wished to pierce ,his flesh with nails1 and only a foreigner1 an idolater1 defended ,his life4 ,why was ,pilate not moved to compassion8 ,why did ,he not give ,him at once to the crucifiers8 ,did he not realize that his false pity only lengthened and embittered the anguish8 ,he loved and it was fitting that ,he should be hated2 ,he brought men back from death and it was fitting that ,he should be killed2 ,he wished to save others and it was fitting that all men should wish to destroy ,him2 ,he was innocent and it was fitting that ,he should be sacrificed4 ,but obstinate ,pilate did not surrender to the howls of the ,jews nor to ,jesus' silent prayer4 ,at any cost he wanted to win his point4 ,he would not give in once more to that fierce1 filthy mob4 ,he had not succeeded in transferring to ,antipas the disagreeable responsibility of a death-sentence2 he had not succeeded in persuading this tigerish and mulish people of the innocence of their wretched king4 ,what they wanted was to see a little blood2 on these festival days they wanted to enjoy the spectacle of a crucifixion4 ,he would satisfy them with a bargain1 giving them the carcass of a murderer in exchange for the body of an innocent man4 ,,barabbas 8,i find in him no fault at all4 ,but ye have a custom1 that ,i should release unto you one at the passover4 ,whom will ye that ,i release unto you8 ,barabbas1 or ,jesus which is called ,christ80 ,taken by surprise1 the people did not know what to answer4 ,until then there had been but one name1 one victim1 one punishment asked for2 everything was as clear as the sky on that mid-,april morning4 ,but now1 in order to save that scandal-maker1 this impertinent pagan brought into question another name which confused the whole matter4 ,pilate wanted to flog ,him only1 instead of crucifying ,him3 and now he wanted to crucify another delinquent in ,his place4 ,by good fortune the ,elders1 ,scribes and ,priests were still there and they had no intention of letting ,jesus escape4 ,in a flash they suggested the right reply4 ,so that when ,pilate asked them a second time which of the two they wished him to free1 they answered with one voice1 8,away with this man1 and release unto us ,barabbas60 ,he was not an ordinary delinquent1 the man whom the ,procurator offered as blood-ransom to those men with such a morbid relish for crucifixions4 ,the common tradition has preserved his memory as a street ruffian1 a criminal by profession4 ,but his surname--,bar ,rabban1 which means ,son of ,rab1 or rather disciple of the ,master1 since the scholars of the ,rabbis were called their sons--shows us that through birth or through study he belonged to the caste of ,doctors of ,law4 ,mark and ,luke say expressly that he was accused of having committed murder during a sedition1 hence a political assassin4 ,jesus ,barabbas1 a student in the school of the ,scribes1 lamenting over the loss of the ,jewish ,kingdom1 and hating ,judea's pagan masters1 was probably a ,zealot and had been captured in one of the unsuccessful revolts1 so common at that time4 ,was it likely that such an absurd bargain would satisfy the ,sadducee and ,pharisee assembly which shared the sentiments of the ,zealots1 even if for reasons of state they hid them1 or out of weakness of soul forgot them8 ,barabbas1 although an assassin1 and indeed precisely because he was an assassin--was a patriot1 a martyr1 persecuted by the foreigners4 ,jesus1 on the other hand1 although ,he had never killed any one1 had wished to overturn the law of ,moses1 and to ruin the ,temple4 ,the first1 in short1 was a sort of national hero1 the other an enemy of the nation3 there could be no doubt about their choice4 8,free ,barabbas6 ,let this man die60 ,once more ,pontius ,pilate had failed to save ,christ or himself4 ,he ought to have realized before this1 that the leaders of the ,jews would not loose their hold on the flesh into which they had already set their teeth1 the only flesh which could stay their hunger4 ,their need for it that day was like their need for bread and air4 ,they would not have left that spot1 not even to eat1 until they had seen that ,bastard ,messiah fastened with four nails upon two beams4 ,pontius ,pilate was cowardly4 ,he was afraid that he was committing an injustice2 he was afraid of displeasing his wife2 he was afraid of giving satisfaction to his enemies2 but at the same time he was afraid to put ,jesus in a place of safety2 he was afraid to have his soldiers disperse that sullen1 arrogant crowd2 he was afraid to decide with a clear-cut act of authority that ,jesus1 the innocent man1 should be released1 and not ,barabbas1 the assassin4 ,a real ,roman1 a ,roman of antiquity1 of the true ,roman stock1 would either at once have satisfied the demands of that turbulent crowd and would not have wasted a moment in defending an obscure visionary2 or would at once have decreed1 from the beginning1 that this man was innocent and was under the august protection of the ,empire4 ,by his stratagems1 half-measures1 indolent questionings1 hesitations and partially executed maneuvers ,pilate found himself slowly pushed towards a decision he did not wish to make4 ,the fact that he had not at once decided the question with a yes or no had increased the insolence of the ,high ,priests and the excitement of the people4 ,now there were only two alternatives3 either to give in shamefully after resisting so long1 or to risk starting a tumult which on those days1 when ,jerusalem included almost a third of the population of ,judea1 might become a perilous uprising4 ,undone by his cowardly wavering1 deafened by the yells1 the only thing that came into his mind was to ask once more the advice of men to whom he should have issued orders4 8,what shall ,i do then with ,jesus which is called ,christ80 8,crucify him1 let him be crucified60 8,why1 what evil hath he done80 8,crucify him6 ,crucify him60 ,what affair is it of this odious foreigner if ,jesus had done evil or not8 ,according to our faith ,he is an impostor1 a blasphemer1 an enemy of the people and deserves death4 ,even if ,he has done no evil ,he deserves death because ,his words are more dangerous than any wicked actions4 8,crucify him6 ,crucify him60 8,take ye him and crucify him10 cried ,pilate1 8for ,i find no fault in him40 8,we have a law1 and by our law he ought to die1 because he made himself the ,son of ,god40 ,the silence of ,jesus was more potent than this bestial outcry4 ,they were fighting for the possession of ,his body1 and ,he seemed scarcely to be aware of it4 ,he knew that from the beginning of time ,his destiny was sealed and that this was ,his day4 ,the battle was so uneven6 ,on one side a ,gentile1 who knew nothing and understood nothing of ,him1 who did not defend ,him through love but through ,hate1 who did not defend ,him openly but with tricks and quibbles1 who was more afraid of a revolt than of an injustice1 who was stubborn through punctilio and not because of his certainty of ,christ's innocence4 ,on the other hand1 a threatened clergy1 a vindictive bourgeoisie1 a crowd1 like all crowds1 easily incited to evil deeds4 ,it was easy enough to foresee the outcome4 ,but ,pontius ,pilate would not yield the point4 ,he would restore ,barabbas to his accomplices1 but he would not give up ,jesus4 ,his first idea came into his head again3 to have ,him scourged2 perhaps when they saw the bruises and the blood dripping from ,his back they would be satisfied with that punishment and would leave in peace the innocent man who looked with equal pity on the cowardly shepherd and the unruly wolves4 ,the ,procurator had said that he found no fault with ,him1 and yet he was to have ,him scourged with rods4 ,this contradiction1 this half-injustice1 this compromise1 is characteristic of ,pilate4 ,but it was to be of no avail2 like his other efforts1 it was merely to add one more shame to his final defeat4 ,the ,jews were still shrieking1 8,let him be crucified60 ,but ,pilate went back into his house and gave ,jesus over to the ,roman soldiers to be flogged4 ,a ,,crowned ,,king ,the mercenaries1 who 7in the provinces7 were the majority in the legions1 had been waiting for this decision4 ,throughout the long dispute the soldiers of the ,procurator's guard had been obliged to look on1 silent and motionless1 at this mysterious colonial uproar1 of which only one thing seemed clear to them1 that their commanding officer was not cutting the best figure4 ,for a while they had been amused by watching the sinister faces1 the excitability and the gesticulation of that ,jewish swarm2 and they had become aware that the ,procurator1 somber and perplexed1 was vainly trying to unravel the tangled threads of this early-morning quarrel4 ,they kept their eyes on him1 as dogs watch an unskillful hunter1 circling about without making up his mind to fire1 although the quarry is close at hand4 ,now at last something to their taste happened4 ,they were to have their turn at amusing themselves4 ,to flog a ,jew1 hated by the ,jews themselves1 was an amusement neither dangerous nor very tiring1--just enough to exercise their arms1 to stretch the muscles contracted by the morning chill1 and to start the blood circulating4 ,all the company was ordered into the court-yard of the palace1 and the white cloak given by ,antipas was taken from ,jesus' back--the first spoils of the enterprise--together with part of ,his other clothes4 ,the lictors chose the rods1 and the strongest among the soldiers snatched at them4 ,they were practical people who knew how to flog energetically and according to the rules4 ,jesus1 half of ,his body bared1 tied to a pillar1 that ,he might not lessen the force of the blows by bending forward1 silently prayed to the ,father for the soldiers about to scourge ,him4 ,had ,he not said3 8,love those who hate you1 do good to those who persecute you1 offer the left cheek to him who has struck the right08 ,at that moment ,he could reward his scourgers only by interceding with ,god for their forgiveness4 ,these soldiers were prisoners as much as ,he1 and they knew not whom they were flogging with such innocent heartiness4 ,they themselves had been flogged sometimes for small breaches of discipline1 and they saw nothing out of the way in the fact that the ,procurator1 a ,roman officer1 had them scourge a delinquent belonging to a subject and inferior race4 ,strike hard1 ,o legionaries1 for of this blood which now begins to flow1 some drops are shed for you4 ,this was the first blood drawn by men from the ,son of ,man4 ,at the ,last ,supper ,his blood had been symbolized by the wine1 on the ,mount of ,olives the blood which mixed with the sweat1 stood in drops on ,his face1 came from a suffering altogether spiritual and inner4 ,but now1 at last1 men's hands shed blood from the veins of ,christ2 knotty hands of soldiers in the service of the rich and the powerful1 hands which wield the scourge before taking up the nails4 ,that livid back1 swollen and bloody1 was ready for the cross2 torn and raw as it was1 it would add to the suffering of crucifixion when they stretched it out on the rough wood of the cross4 ,now they could stop1 the courtyard of the cowardly stranger was stained with blood4 ,servants that very day might wash away those spots1 but they would start out again on the well-washed white hands of ,pontius ,pilate4 ,the number of blows prescribed had been duly administered1 but now1 after their taste of amusement1 the legionaries did not wish to let their plaything escape at once4 ,all they had done so far was to execute an order2 now they wished to have some entertainment of their own4 ,this man1 so said the ,jews howling out there in the public square1 pretended to be a king4 ,let us give ,him ,his wish1 this madman1 and thus we will enrage those who refuse ,him ,his royal dignity4 ,a soldier took off his scarlet cloak1 the red chlamys of the legionaries1 and threw it over those shoulders1 red with blood2 another took up a handful of dry thorns1 kindling for the brazier of the night-watch1 twisted a couple of them together like a crown and put it on ,his head2 a third had a slave give ,him a reed and forced it into the fingers of ,his right hand2 then1 roaring with laughter1 they pushed ,him upon a seat4 ,one by one1 passing before ,him1 they bent their knees awkwardly1 crying3 8,hail1 ,king of the ,jews60 ,but some were not satisfied with this burlesque homage1 and one of them struck a blow at the cheek1 still showing the marks of the fingers of ,caiaphas' servants2 one1 snatching the reed out of ,his hand1 gave ,him a blow on the head1 so that the thorns of ,his crown pierced the skin and made about ,his forehead a border of drops red as ,his cloak4 ,they would perhaps have thought of some other amusing diversion if the ,procurator1 coming up when they were making merry1 had not ordered them to lead the scourged ,king outside4 ,the jocose disguise invented by the legionaries fitted in with the sarcastic intention of ,pilate4 ,he smiled1 and taking ,jesus by the hand1 led ,him to the crowd of wild animals there1 and cried3 8,behold the man60 ,,the ,,washing ,,of ,,the ,,hands 8,behold the man60 ,and he turned ,christ's shoulders towards that expanse of yelling muzzles that they might see the welts left by the rods1 red with oozing blood4 ,it was as if he said3 ,look at ,him1 your ,king1 the only ,king that you deserve1 in ,his true majesty1 tricked out as befits such a ,king4 ,his crown is of sharp thorns2 ,his purple cloak is the chlamys of a mercenary2 ,his scepter is a dry reed4 ,these are the ornaments merited by your degraded ,king1 unjustly rejected by a degraded people like yourselves4 ,was it ,his blood you desired8 ,here is ,his blood2 see how it drops from the thorns of ,his crown4 ,there is not much of it1 but it ought to be enough for you1 since it is innocent blood4 ,it is shed as a great favor to you--to satisfy you4 ,and now be off from here1 for you have troubled me long enough6 ,but the ,jews were quieted neither by these words nor by that spectacle4 ,they demanded something quite other than a flogging and a masquerade before they would go their ways4 ,pilate thought that he could make mock of them1 but he would realize that this was no time for feeble jokes4 ,they had had the best of him twice already and they would again4 ,a few bruises and a practical joke played by the soldiery were not enough to punish this enemy of ,god as ,he deserved2 there were trees in ,judea and nails to nail ,him to them4 ,and their hoarse voices shouted all together1 8,let him be crucified6 ,let him be crucified60 ,too late ,pilate realized that they had driven him into a tangle from which he could not disengage himself4 ,all his decisions were combated with a pertinacity he had not foreseen4 ,by a flash of inspiration he had pronounced the great words1 8,behold the man60 ,but he himself did not understand that proclamation which transcended his base soul4 ,he did not realize that he had found the truth he was seeking3 a half-truth1 but deeper than all the teachings of the philosophers of ,rome and ,greece4 ,he did not understand how ,jesus was really ,man1 the symbol of all humanity1 sorrowing and humiliated1 betrayed by its rulers1 deceived by its masters1 crucified every day by the ,kings who oppress their subjects1 by the rich who cause the poor to weep1 by priests who think of their bellies rather than of ,god4 ,jesus is the ,man of ,sorrows announced by ,isaiah1 the man without form or comeliness1 despised and rejected of men1 who was to be killed for all men2 ,he is ,god's only son who had taken on man's flesh1 and who would ascend in the glory of power and of the new sun1 in the midst of the blaring of the trumpets calling the dead to life4 ,but now to the eyes of ,pilate1 to the eyes of ,pilate's enemies1 ,he was only a wretched1 insignificant man1 flesh for rods and for nails1 a man and not ,man1 a mortal and not a ,god4 ,why did ,pilate lose time with those sibylline remarks before delivering ,him to the executioner8 ,and yet ,pilate still did not yield4 ,standing beside that silent man1 the ,roman felt his heart heavy with an oppression he had never known before4 ,who could this man be whom all the people wished to kill1 and whom he could neither save nor sacrifice8 ,he turned once more to ,jesus1 8,whence art thou80 ,but ,jesus gave him no answer4 8,speakest thou not unto me8 knowest thou not that ,i have power to crucify thee1 and have power to release thee80 ,then the insulted ,king raised ,his head1 8,thou couldest have no power at all against me1 except it were given thee from above3 therefore he that delivered me unto thee hath the greater sin40 ,caiaphas and his associates were the guilty ones2 the others were dogs incited by ,caiaphas1 mere tools of ,caiaphas4 ,even ,pilate was only an indocile instrument of priestly hatred and of the ,divine will4 ,but the ,procurator in his perplexity found no new expedient to free himself from the net about him1 and returned to his fixed idea1 8,behold your ,king60 ,the ,jews1 infuriated by this repeated insult1 burst out1 enraged1 8,if thou let this man go1 thou art not ,csar's friend2 whosoever maketh himself a king speaketh against ,csar40 ,at last they had hit on the right words to bring pressure on weak1 cowardly ,pilate4 ,every ,roman magistrate1 no matter how high his rank1 depended on ,csar's favor4 ,pilate's reputation might be ruined by an accusation of this sort1 presented with ability1 by malicious advocates--and there were plenty of those among the ,hebrews1 as was shown later by the memorial of ,philo4 ,but in spite of the threat1 ,pilate cried out his last and weakest question1 8,shall ,i crucify your king80 ,the ,high ,priests1 feeling that they were on the point of winning1 answered with their last lie1 8,we have no king but ,csar40 ,pilate surrendered4 ,he was forced to yield unless he wished to start an uproar which might set all ,judea on fire4 ,his conscience did not disturb him3 had he not tried everything possible to save this man who did not wish to save ,himself8 ,he had tried to save ,him by referring the matter to the ,sanhedrin1 which could not pronounce a death sentence2 he had tried to save ,him by sending ,him to ,herod2 he had tried to save ,him by affirming that he found no fault in ,him2 he had tried to save ,him by offering to free ,him in the place of ,barabbas2 he had tried to save ,him by having ,him scourged in the hope that this ignominious punishment would pacify them2 he had tried to save ,him by seeking to arouse a little pity in those hardened hearts4 ,but all his maneuvers had failed1 and he certainly did not wish the whole province to rise on account of that unfortunate ,prophet2 and even less was he willing that on ,his account they should accuse him before ,tiberius and have him deposed4 ,pilate thought himself innocent of the blood of this innocent man4 ,and in order that they might all have a visible representation of that innocence which they would not forget1 he had a basin of water brought to him and washed his hands there before them all1 saying1 8,i am innocent of the blood of this just person3 see ye to it40 ,then answered all the people and said1 8,his blood be on us1 and on our children40 8,then released he ,barabbas unto them3 and when he had scourged ,jesus he delivered him to be crucified40 ,but the water which flowed over his hands was not enough to cleanse them4 ,his hands are still blood-stained1 and will be to all eternity4 ,he might have saved ,christ if he had really wished4 ,jesus was sent to ,golgotha by ,pilate's subterfuges1 by the multiple forms taken by the cowardice of ,pilate's soul1 poisoned by the irony of skeptics4 ,he would have been less base if he had really believed ,christ guilty and had given his consent to the assassination4 ,but he knew that there was no fault in ,jesus1 that ,jesus was a just man as ,claudia ,procula had said1 as he himself had repeated after her4 ,there is no excuse for a man in authority who1 fearing for himself1 allows a just man to be killed3 he holds office in order to protect the just against assassins4 ,but ,pilate said1 8,i have done everything that ,i could to save ,him from the hands of the unjust40 ,that was not true2 he had tried many ways1 but not the only way which could have succeeded4 ,he had not offered himself1 had not sacrificed himself1 had not been willing to risk his dignity and his fortune4 ,the ,jews hated ,jesus1 but they also hated ,pilate1 who had harassed and derided them so many times4 ,instead of proposing the seditious ,barabbas in exchange for ,jesus1 he ought to have proposed himself1 ,pontius ,pilate1 ,procurator of ,judea1 and perhaps the people might have accepted the bargain4 ,no other victim except himself would have satisfied the rage of the ,jews4 ,it would not have been necessary for him to die4 ,it would have been enough to let them denounce him to ,csar as ,csar's enemy4 ,tiberius would have deposed him and perhaps have banished him1 but he would have taken into exile and into disgrace a comforting certainty of innocence4 ,little did his shifts avail him2 for the fate he now sought to avert by giving ,jesus over into the hands of his adversaries fell upon him a few years later4 ,the ,jews and the ,samaritans accused him2 the ,governor of ,syria deposed him1 and ,caligula banished him to the frontiers of ,gaul4 ,but he was followed into his exile by the shade of that great1 silent man1 assassinated with his consent4 ,in vain had he constructed in ,jerusalem the great reservoir full of water1 in vain had he washed himself with that water before the multitude4 ,that water was ,jewish water1 turbid and ill-omened water that did not cleanse4 ,no washing will ever cleanse his hands from the stains left on them by the divine blood of ,christ4 ,,good ,,friday ,the sun rose higher in the clear ,april sky and now it was near to noon4 ,the contest between the flaccid defender and the furious assailants had wasted most of the morning1 and there was no time to lose4 ,according to ,mosaic law1 the bodies of executed criminals could not remain after sunset on the place of punishment1 and ,april days are not as long as ,june days4 ,moreover1 ,caiaphas1 renforced though he was by so many furiously enraged partisans1 could not draw a tranquil breath until the ,vagabond's feet were forever halted1 fastened with iron nails on the cross4 ,he remembered how1 a few days before1 ,jesus had entered the city surrounded with waving branches and joyful hymns4 ,he was sure of the city itself1 but at this period it was full of provincials come from everywhere1 who had not the same interests and the same passions as the clientele dependent on the ,temple4 ,those ,galileans especially1 who had followed ,him until now1 who loved ,him1 might make some effort at resistance and put off1 even if they did not actually prevent1 the real votive offering of that day4 ,pilate1 too1 was in haste to have that troublesome1 innocent man taken away4 ,he did not wish to think of ,him again4 ,he hoped that he would forget after ,his death that look1 those words and1 above all1 his own corroding uneasiness1 so painfully like remorse4 ,although he had washed and dried his hands1 that man in ,his silence1 it seemed to him1 was sentencing him to a penalty worse than death itself4 ,before that scourged man1 at the point of death1 he felt himself the guilty one4 ,to vent his uneasiness on those who really caused it1 he dictated the wording of the titulus or superscription1 which the condemned man was to wear about ,his neck until it was fastened above ,his head at the top of the cross1 as follows3 8,jesus of ,nazareth the ,king of the ,jews40 ,the ,scribe wrote these words three times in three languages in clear1 red letters on the white wood4 ,the leaders of the ,jews1 who had remained there1 craning their necks1 to hasten the preparations1 read this sarcastic inscription and protested4 ,they said to ,pilate1 8,write not1 ,the ,king of the ,jews2 but that he said1 ,i am ,king of the ,jews40 ,but the ,procurator cut them short with a dry brevity3 8,what ,i have written ,i have written40 ,these are the last words recorded of him1 and the most profound6 ,i am forced to make you a present of the life of this man1 but ,i do not deny what ,i have said4 ,jesus is a ,nazarene1 which means also1 saint4 ,and ,he is your ,king1 the wretched ,king who fits your wretchedness4 ,i wish all men to know how your ill-born race treats saints and kings4 ,it is for this ,i have written these words in ,latin and ,greek as well as in ,hebrew4 ,and now be off1 for ,i have endured you long enough1 8,quod scripsi1 scripsi40 ,in the meantime the soldiers had put back on the ,king ,his poor man's garments and had tied the notice about ,his neck4 ,others had brought out from the storerooms three massive crosses of pine1 the nails1 the hammer and the pincers4 ,the escort was ready4 ,pilate pronounced the usual formula3 8,i lictor1 expedi crucem40 ,and the sinister procession moved forward4 ,the ,centurion rode at the head1 he whom ,tacitus calls with terrible brevity1 8exactor mortis40 ,immediately after him came1 in the midst of the armed legionaries1 ,jesus and the two thieves who were to be crucified with ,him4 ,each of them carried a cross on his shoulders1 according to the ,roman rule4 ,and behind them1 the shuffling steps and the uproar of the excited crowd1 increased at every step by accomplices and idle sight-seers4 ,it was ,parasceve1 the day of preparations1 the last night before the ,passover4 ,thousands of lambs' skins were stretched out on the sunlit roofs2 and from every house rose a column of smoke1 delicate as a flower-bud1 which opened out in the air and then was lost in the clear1 festal sky4 ,old women with malignant faces1 mumbling anathemas1 emerged from the dark alley-ways2 dirty-faced little children trotted along with bundles under their arms2 bearded men carried on their shoulders a kid or a cask of wine2 drovers were dragging along asses with hanging heads2 children stared with impudent and melancholy eyes at the foreigners who were walking about circumspectly1 impeded by this festal bustling4 ,in every home the house-mother was busy1 preparing everything needful for the next day1 because with the setting of the sun every one was exempt for twenty-four hours from the curse of ,adam4 ,the lambs1 skinned and quartered1 were all ready for the fire2 the loaves of unleavened bread were piled up fresh from the oven2 men were decanting the wine1 and the children to lend a hand somewhere were cleaning the bitter herbs4 ,there was no one idle1 no one whose heart was not rejoicing at the thought of that festal day of repose1 when all families would be gathered about the father1 when they would eat in peace and drink the wine of ,thanksgiving from the same cup2 and ,god would be witness of this cheer because the psalms of the grateful would go up to ,him from every house4 ,on that day even the poor felt themselves almost rich2 and the rich1 because of their unusual profits1 felt themselves almost generous2 and children whose hopes had not yet been dashed by experience of life felt themselves more loving2 and women more loved4 ,everywhere there was that peaceful confusion1 that good-natured tumult1 that joyous bustle which goes before a great1 popular feast-day4 ,an odor of hope and of ,spring purified the old filth of the ,jewish ant-heap4 ,and the great eastern sun sent down a flood of light upon the four ,hills4 ,,simon ,,of ,,cyrene ,under that festal sky1 through that festal crowd1 slow as a funeral procession1 the sinister column of the bearers of the cross made its way4 ,about them everything spoke of joy and of life1 and they were going to burning thirst and to death4 ,about them all men were waiting joyfully to spend the evening with their loved ones1 to sit down at the well-garnished table1 to drink the bright1 genial wine served on feast-days1 to stretch themselves out on their beds to wait for the most longed-for ,sabbath morning of the year4 ,and the three1 cut off forever from those who loved them1 would be stretched upon the cross of infamy1 would drink only a sip of bitter wine1 and1 cold in death1 would be thrown into the cold earth4 ,at the sound of the ,centurion's horse1 people stepped to one side and stopped to look at the wretched men toiling and sweating under their terrible burden4 ,the two thieves seemed more sturdy and callous1 but the first1 the ,man of ,sorrows1 seemed scarcely able to take another step4 ,worn out by the terrible night1 by ,his four questionings1 by the buffetings1 by the beatings1 by the flogging1 disfigured with blood1 sweat1 saliva1 and by the terrible effort of this last task set ,him1 ,he did not seem like the fearless young man who a few days before had scourged the vermin out of the ,temple4 ,his fair1 shining face was drawn and contracted by the convulsions of pain2 ,his eyes1 red with suppressed tears1 were sunken in their sockets2 on ,his shoulders1 torn by the rods1 ,his clothes clung to the wounds1 increasing ,his sufferings2 ,his legs1 more than ,his other members1 felt this terrible weakness1 and they bent under ,his weight and under that of the cross4 8,the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak40 ,after the vigil1 which had been the beginning of ,his agony1 how many blows had been struck upon that flesh6 ,judas' kiss1 the flight of ,his friends1 the rope on ,his wrists1 the threats of the judges1 the blows of the guard1 the cowardice of ,pilate1 the howling demands for ,his death1 the insults of the legionaries1 and now this weight of the cross1 carried along amid the sneers and scoffing of those whom ,he loved6 ,those who saw ,him pass took no notice of ,him1 or at the most1 those who knew how to read tried to make out the inscription which hung down on ,his chest4 ,many1 however1 knew ,him by sight and by name1 and pointed ,him out to their neighbors with learned and complacent airs4 ,some of them mingled with the crowd1 following behind to enjoy to the end the spectacle1 always new1 of a man's death2 and more would have followed if it had not been a day when there was much to do at home4 ,those who had begun to hope in ,him now despised ,him because ,he had not been stronger1 because ,he had let ,himself be taken like any sneak-thief2 and to ingratiate themselves with the ,priests and ,elders mingled with the crowd1 they cast out at the false ,messiah as ,he went by some neatly phrased insult4 ,very few were those who felt any movement of pity to see ,him in that situation and among those few were some who did not know who ,he was1 who were moved merely by the natural pity which any crowd feels for condemned men4 ,some few there were who still felt a little love in their hearts for the ,master who had loved the poor1 who had healed the sick1 who had announced the ,kingdom so much more righteous and holy than the kingdoms then in existence and ruining the earth4 ,but these were few1 and they were almost ashamed of that secret tenderness for one whom they had believed to be less hated or more powerful4 ,the greater part laughed1 satisfied and contented1 as if this funeral procession had been a part of the feast-day4 ,only some women1 their heads wrapped in their cloaks1 came behind all the rest1 weeping1 but trying to hide this seditious grief4 ,they had not yet come to the ,gate of ,gardens1 but they were almost there when ,jesus1 ,his strength utterly exhausted1 fell to the ground and lay there stretched under ,his cross4 ,his face had suddenly gone white as snow2 the reddened eyelids were dropped over ,his eyes2 ,he would have seemed dead if it had not been for the painful breath coming and going through ,his half-open mouth4 ,they all stopped1 and a dense circle of jeering men stretched out their faces and hands towards the fallen man4 ,the ,jews1 who had followed ,him from ,caiaphas' house1 would not listen to reason4 8,he is only pretending10 they cried4 8,lift ,him up6 ,he is a hypocrite6 ,he ought to carry the cross to the last6 ,that is the law6 ,give ,him a kick1 as you would to an ass1 and let ,him get along60 ,others said1 8,look at the great ,king who was to conquer ,kingdoms4 ,he cannot manage even two sticks of wood1 and yet ,he wanted to wear armor4 ,he said that ,he was more than a man1 and see1 ,he is a womanish creature who faints away at the first work given ,him4 ,he made paralytics walk and ,he ,himself cannot stand up4 ,give ,him a cup of wine to bring back ,his strength40 ,but the ,centurion who1 like ,pilate1 was in great haste to finish his distasteful task1 was experienced in the handling of men1 and saw clearly that the unfortunate ,jesus would never be able to drag the cross along all the way to ,golgotha4 ,he cast his eyes about to find some one to carry that weight4 ,just at that moment there came in from the country a ,cyrenian called ,simon1 who1 at the sight of so many people1 had stepped into the crowd and was looking with an astonished and pitying expression at the body prostrate and panting under the two beams4 ,the ,centurion saw that he had a kindly look1 and furthermore that he was strongly built1 and called to him1 saying1 8,take this cross and come after us40 ,without a word the ,cyrenian obeyed1 perhaps out of goodness of heart1 but in any case from necessity1 because the ,roman soldiers in the countries which they occupied had the right to force any one to help them4 8,if a soldier gives you some task to do10 wrote ,arrian1 8be careful not to resist him and not to murmur1 otherwise you will be beaten40 ,we know nothing more of the merciful-hearted man who lent his broad countryman's shoulders to lighten ,jesus' load1 but we know that his sons1 ,alexander and ,rufus1 were ,christians1 and it is extremely probable that they were converted by their father's telling them of the death of which he was an enforced witness4 ,two soldiers helped the fallen man up on ,his feet1 and urged ,him forward4 ,the procession took up its way again under the noon-day sun1 but the two thieves muttered between their teeth that no one thought of them1 and that it was not right that that other man by pretending to fall should be freed of ,his burden while they still were forced to carry theirs4 ,it was favoritism1 nothing less1 especially as that fellow1 to hear what the priests said about ,him1 was much more guilty than they4 ,from that moment ,his two companions in punishment1 jealous of ,him1 began to hate ,him1 and were to insult ,him even when they were nailed at ,his side on the crosses which they were then carrying on their backs4 ,,forgive ,,them ,the ,centurion halted outside the old walled city1 in the midst of the young verdure of the suburban gardens4 ,the city of ,caiaphas did not allow capital punishment within its walls2 the air perfumed with the virtue of the ,pharisees would be polluted2 and the soft hearts of the ,sadducees would be distressed2 hence1 condemned prisoners were expelled from the city before their death4 ,they had stopped on the summit of a rounded mound of limestone resembling a skull4 ,this resemblance might seem to be the reason for choosing this place for executions1 but the real reason was rather because the two great roads from ,jaffa and ,damascus crossed each other close at hand1 and it was well that the cross should show its terrible warning to the traveling multitude of pilgrims1 merchants and provincials4 ,the sun1 the benign sun of the solstice1 the high noon-day sun1 shone on the white mound and on the mattocks ringing sonorously in the rock4 ,in the nearby gardens the spring flowers expanded in the mild air2 singing birds1 hidden in the trees1 rent the sky with the silver arrows of their warblings2 doves flew about in pairs in the warm1 pastoral peace4 ,it would be sweet to live there in some well-watered garden beside a well1 in the perfume of the earth awakening and clothing itself1 awaiting the harvest moon1 in company with loving friends6 ,days of ,galilee1 days of peace1 days of sunshine and friendship among the vineyards1 beside the lake1 days of light and liberty1 wandering with friends who listened understandingly1 days drawing to a close with the well-earned cheerfulness of supper1 days which seemed eternal1 although they were so short6 ,now ,thou hast no one with ,thee1 ,jesus1 called the ,christ4 ,these soldiers preparing that appalling bed1 these thieves insulting ,thee1 those hounds awaiting ,thy blood1 are only shadows1 cast by the great shadow of ,god4 ,thou art alone as ,thou wert alone at night2 the sun that warms ,thy assassins is not for ,thee4 ,before ,thee lies no other day1 no other journey2 ended are ,thy wanderings and now at last ,thou canst rest2 this skull of rock is ,thy goal4 ,a few hours hence1 ,thine imprisoned spirit shall be torn from its dungeon4 ,god's human face is wet with cold sweat4 ,the blows of the mattocks ring in ,his head1 as if they struck at ,him2 the sun which ,he loved so much1 symbol of the ,father1 just even to the unjust1 now falls harshly on ,his aching eyes and swollen eyelids4 ,his whole body aches with weariness1 trembles in a yearning for rest which ,he resists with all ,his soul4 ,has ,he not promised to suffer as much as is needful up to the very last8 ,at the same time it seems to ,him that ,he loves with a more intimate tenderness those whom ,he is leaving1 even those who are working for ,his death4 ,and from the depths of ,his soul1 like a song of victory over the torn and weary flesh1 rise up the words1 never to be forgotten by men1 8,father1 forgive them2 for they know not what they do40 ,no more divine prayer was ever raised to ,heaven since men have lived and prayed2 it is not the prayer of a man1 but of a ,god to a ,god4 ,men1 who cannot pardon even the innocence of an innocent man1 had never before that day dreamed that a man might pray for the forgiveness of those who were putting him to death4 ,for they know not what they do6 ,wrongs consciously wrought cannot be absolved without assurance of repentance4 ,but the ignorance of men is so appallingly great that only a few really know what they do4 ,jesus had taught what men should know2 but how many knew it8 ,even ,his own ,disciples1 the only ones to know that ,jesus was ,christ1 had been overcome by the fear of losing this last remnant of their lives2 even as they fled away1 they had shown that they did not know what they did4 ,and even more ignorant of what they really did were the ,pharisees1 fearful of losing their preminence2 the ,doctors1 fearful of losing their privileges2 the rich1 fearful of losing their money2 ,pilate1 fearful of losing his office2 and most ignorant of all were the ,jews1 misled by their leaders1 and the soldiers obedient to orders4 ,none of them knew who ,christ was and what ,he came to do1 and why ,he was killed4 ,some of them were to know it1 but afterwards1 and they came to know it only through the intercession of the ,man whom they were killing4 ,now1 at the point of death1 ,he had confirmed ,his most difficult and divine teaching1 8,love for enemies10 and ,he could now hold out ,his hands to the hammer4 ,the crosses had been raised2 now they were piling stones about them to steady them under the weight1 and were filling the holes with earth1 stamping it down with their feet4 ,the women of ,jerusalem approached the condemned ,man with a pitcher4 ,it contained a mixture of wine1 incense and myrrh1 which the executioners1 out of the goodness of their hearts1 imagined would dull consciousness4 ,those very people who were making ,him suffer pretended as a last insult that they had mercy on that suffering1 and by reducing it by the merest trifle they thought they had the greater right to demand that the rest of the cup of suffering be drained4 ,but ,jesus1 as soon as ,he had tasted this mixture1 bitter as gall1 pushed it away4 ,he would have accepted a single word in place of the wine1 but the only one on that day who could find the word to say was one of the thieves whom they had dragged up to the place of the skull with ,him4 ,the incense and the myrrh which they offered ,him on that day were not perfumed like that incense and myrrh brought to ,him in the stable by the ,wise ,men from the distant ,orient4 ,and in place of the gold which had lighted the dingy darkness of the stable1 there was the iron of the nails1 gray now1 waiting to be reddened4 ,and that wine which seemed poisoned so bitter was it1 was not the genial nuptial wine of ,cana1 nor that which ,he had drunk the evening before1 warm and dark as blood dripping from a wound4 ,,four ,,nails ,on the top of the hill of the ,skull the three crosses1 tall1 dark1 with outspread beams like giants with outstretched arms1 stood out against the great sweep of the sweet spring sky4 ,they threw no shadow1 but they were outlined by brilliant reflections from the sun4 ,the beauty of the world on that day in that hour was so great that tortures were unthinkable2 could they not1 those wooden branches1 blossom out with field flowers1 and be wreathed with garlands of tender green1 hiding the scaffold with verdure1 in the shade of which reconciled and friendly brothers might sit down8 ,but the ,priests1 the ,scribes1 the ,pharisees1 those who gloated over suffering and over revenge1 who had come there to satisfy their morbid appetites with the spectacle of three deaths1 were stamping with impatience1 and jeeringly hastening on the ,romans4 ,the ,centurion gave an order4 ,two soldiers approached ,jesus and with rapid1 rough gestures removed all ,his clothes4 ,the criminal condemned to crucifixion must be entirely naked4 ,as soon as ,he was stripped1 they passed two ropes under ,his armpits1 and hoisted ,him up on the cross4 ,half-way up on the upright was a rough wooden peg like a seat where the body was to find a precarious and painful support4 ,another soldier leaned the ladder against one of the arms of the cross1 climbed up on it1 hammer in hand1 seized the hand which had cured lepers and caressed little children's hair1 spread it out on the wood and drove a nail into the middle of the palm4 ,the nails were long1 and with a wide head so that they could be easily hammered4 ,the soldier struck a vigorous blow1 which pierced the flesh at once1 and then another and a third so that the nail would hold firmly and so that only the head would remain outside4 ,a little blood spurted out from the pierced hand upon the hammering hand1 but the diligent workman paid no attention to it1 and continued to hammer away vigorously until his work was properly done4 ,then he came down the ladder and did the same to the other hand4 ,all the spectators had fallen silent1 hoping to hear screams from the condemned man4 ,but ,jesus was silent before ,his executioners as ,he had been silent before ,his judges4 ,now they turned their attention to the feet4 ,this was work which could be done standing on the ground1 for the ,roman crosses were set so low that1 if the bodies of the executed criminals were left on them too long1 prowling dogs and jackals could tear out their bowels and eat them4 ,the soldier who was nailing ,christ on the cross now lifted up ,his knees so that the soles of ,his feet should be flat against the wood1 and taking the measure so that the iron nail should be long enough to go through the instep1 he pierced the first foot1 and drove the nail home4 ,he did the same to the other foot1 and at the end glanced up1 still with his hammer in his hand1 to see if he had finished his work1 and if anything was lacking4 ,he remembered the scroll which they had taken from ,jesus' neck and flung down on the ground4 ,he picked it up1 climbed again up the ladder1 and with two nails fastened it on the upright of the cross1 above the thorn-crowned head4 ,then he came down the ladder for the last time1 threw away his hammer1 and looked to see if his companions had finished their work4 ,the thieves1 too1 were now in place and all three crosses had their flesh-offerings4 ,the soldiers could rest and divide the garments which henceforth the men up there on the crosses needed no more4 ,this was the perquisite of the executioners and came to them by law4 ,four soldiers had a right to ,jesus' clothes and they divided them into four parts4 ,this left the tunic1 which was without seam1 woven all in one piece4 ,it would be a sin to cut it1 for after that it would be of no use to any one2 but one of them1 an old gambler1 took out his dice1 threw them1 and the tunic was awarded by luck4 ,from now on the only possession of the ,king of the ,jews was the thorns of ,his crown which1 as a greater insult1 they had left on ,his head4 ,all was finished3 the drops of blood fell slowly from ,his hands on the ground and the blood from ,his feet reddened the cross4 ,from now on ,he was to flee no more2 ,his blaspheming mouth was soon to be gaping in agony1 but it was to teach no more forever4 ,the assassins might be satisfied with themselves and with the foreign executioners4 ,the poisoner of the people1 the enemy of the ,temple and of business1 was fastened with four solid nails on the tree of ignominy4 ,from that night on the lords of ,jerusalem could sleep more peacefully4 ,a clamor of demoniac laughter1 of exultant exclamations1 of ferocious jests rose from the crowd about ,golgotha4 ,there ,he was1 the bird of ill-omen1 nailed with outspread wings4 ,the poor man1 satisfied if ,he had but a tunic1 now was altogether naked2 the vagabond1 who had only a stone on which to lay ,his head1 now had a fine pillow of wood2 the impostor who deceived with ,his miracles1 no longer had ,his hands free to mold the clay which restored sight to the blind2 the throne of the ,king was a hard wooden peg2 the hater of ,jerusalem was hung up in sight of the ,holy ,city2 the ,master with so many disciples now had as companions only two thieves who insulted ,him1 and four bored soldiers4 8,call on the ,father now to save ,thee1 ask for a legion of angels to take ,thee away from there and disperse us with flaming swords4 ,then even we will believe that ,thou art the ,christ1 and we will fall down with our faces in the dust to adore ,thee40 ,and some of the priests1 shaking their heads1 said3 8,thou that destroyest the temple1 and buildest it in three days1 save thyself4 ,if thou be the ,son of ,god1 come down from the cross40 ,this challenge recalls that of ,satan in the desert4 ,they1 like ,satan1 wished for a prodigy4 ,they had asked so many times for a sign6 8,it would be a fine sign if ,thou couldst loosen the four nails and come down from the cross1 and if the power of the ,father should flame out in the ,heavens destroying us as ,god-killers4 ,but ,thou seest well that the nails are strong and are not loosened1 and that no one appears to aid ,thee from heaven or from earth40 ,the ,scribes1 the ,elders1 mocked ,him in the same way1 and so did even the soldiers1 although the affair was none of theirs1 and even the thieves also1 suffering though they were in anguish with ,him4 8,he saved others2 himself he cannot save4 ,if he be the ,king of ,israel1 let him now come down from the cross1 and we will believe him4 ,he trusted in ,god2 let him deliver him now if he will have him3 444 for he said1 ,i am the ,son of ,god40 ,he had announced that ,he came to give life1 but now ,he could not save ,himself from death6 ,he had boasted that ,he was the ,son of ,god1 but ,god did not move to save ,his firstborn from the scaffold4 ,therefore1 ,he had always lied2 it was not true that ,he had ever saved any one4 ,it was not true that ,god was ,his ,father1 and if ,he had lied about that1 ,he had lied about everything1 and deserved this fate4 ,there was no need of proof1 but the proof was there so clear that all could see it1 and their consciences were perfectly at rest4 ,if any miracle were possible1 ,he would no longer be crucified there to agonize2 but the sky was empty and the sun1 ,god's light1 shone clearly that all men might see more clearly the contractions of ,his face and the painful heaving of ,his chest4 8,what a pity that the ,romans do not allow our old punishment for blasphemers1 for it would have relieved us to have stoned ,thee one by one4 ,thus every one would have had his share of pleasure1 taking aim at the head with well-directed stones1 and covering ,thee with bruises1 clothing ,thee in a tunic of stones4 ,once before when the adulteress was brought before ,thee we put down our stones1 but to-day no one would be backward1 and ,thou wouldst have paid for ,thee and for her6 ,the cross is well enough1 but how much less satisfying for the spectators6 ,if only these foreigners had permitted us to give a blow of the hammer on the nails6 ,thou answerest not8 ,hast ,thou no longer any desire to preach8 ,canst ,thou not come down8 ,why dost ,thou not deign to convert us also8 ,if we ought to love ,thee1 show us first that ,god loves ,thee enough to do a great miracle to save ,thee from death60 ,but the divine ,sacrifice was silent4 ,the torture of the fever1 which had begun already1 was not so terrible as those words of ,his brothers who were crucifying ,him a second time on the cross of their appalling ignorance4 ,,dismas ,the thieves who had been crucified with ,jesus had begun to be hostile to ,him in the street when ,he was liberated from the weight of ,his cross4 ,they felt aggrieved because no one thought of them2 they were to die the same death1 but no one seemed to think of this2 people abused ,him1 but at least they recognized that ,he was there1 they were all thinking about ,him1 running along for ,his sake as if ,he had been alone4 ,it was for ,him that all those people were following along--important people1 educated and wealthy--it was for ,him that the women were weeping and that even the ,centurion was moved to pity4 ,he was the ,king of the occasion1 this country cheat1 and ,he drew every one's attention as if ,he had really been a ,king4 ,who knew1 perhaps the wine with myrrh would never have been offered to them1 if ,he had not been so fastidious as to refuse it4 ,but one of them1 when he heard the great words of his envied companion1 8,forgive them2 for they know not what they do10 suddenly fell silent4 ,that prayer was so new for him1 summoned him to emotions so foreign to his nature and all his life1 that it carried him back at one stroke to his almost forgotten childhood1 when he also was innocent1 and when he knew there was a ,god of whom one could ask for peace as poor men beg for bread at the rich man's door4 ,but in no canticle could he remember hearing any such prayer as this1 so extraordinary1 so paradoxical in the mouth of one who was at that moment being killed4 ,and yet those impossible words found in the thief's withered heart an echo of something he would have liked to believe1 above all at that moment when he was about to appear before a ,judge more awful than those of the law-courts4 ,this prayer of ,jesus' found an unexpected echo in his own thought1 a thought beyond his power to formulate or express1 but which now seemed to him luminous in the darkness of his fate4 ,had he really known what he was doing8 ,had other men ever thought of him8 ,had they ever done for him what they could to turn him from evil8 ,had there ever been any one who really loved him8 ,had any one given him food when he was hungry and a cloak when he was cold1 and a friendly word when suddenly temptations laid siege to his lonely and dissatisfied soul8 ,if he had had a little more bread and love1 would he have committed the actions which had brought him to ,golgotha8 ,was he not also among those who knew not what they do1 distraught by poverty1 abandoned among ambushed passions8 ,were they not thieves like him1 the ,levites who trafficked in the offerings of the faithful1 the ,pharisees who cheated widows1 the rich men1 who by their usury drained dry the veins of the poverty-stricken8 ,those were the men who had condemned him to death2 but what right had they to kill him if they had never done anything to save him1 and if they1 too1 were tainted with his guilt8 ,all these thoughts went through his distracted heart while he waited to be fastened to the cross4 ,the nearness of death--and what a death6--this unheard-of prayer of the man who was not a thief1 but who was suffering the penalty of thieves1 the hate which deformed the faces of the men who had condemned him also1 moved his poor1 maimed soul1 and inclined him to emotions unfelt since his boyhood1 to emotions the very name of which he did not know1 but which were very like to tenderness and repentance4 ,when they were all on the cross1 the other thief1 although suffering terribly from his pierced hands and feet1 began again to insult ,jesus4 ,he also began to vomit out the challenge of the ,jews1 8,if thou be ,christ1 save thyself and us40 ,if ,he were really the ,son of ,god would ,he not have thought of freeing also ,his companions in misery8 ,why was ,he not moved to compassion8 ,hence1 they were right1 those men down there3 ,he was a deceiver1 a man of no account1 an execrated outcast4 ,and the anger of the raging thief was intensified by his fury over a lost hope1 an abortive hope1 an impossible dream of miraculous salvation2 but a despairing man hopes even for the impossible1 and this hope withdrawn seemed to him a betrayal4 ,but the ,good ,thief who had been listening to him1 and to the other raging voices shrieking down below1 now turned to his companion4 8,dost thou not fear ,god1 seeing thou art in the same condemnation8 ,and we indeed justly2 for we receive the due reward of our deeds2 but this man has done nothing amiss40 ,the thief had passed from the doubt of his own blameworthiness to the certainty of the innocence of that mysterious ,pardoner at his side4 8,we have committed deeds 7he was not willing to call them crimes7 which men punish1 but this man has done nothing amiss1 and yet ,he is punished as we are2 why1 therefore1 insult ,him8 ,hast thou no fear that ,god will punish thee for having humiliated an innocent man80 ,and he turned over in his mind what he had heard told about ,jesus--only a few things and those not at all clear to him--but he knew that ,jesus had spoken of a ,kingdom of ,peace and that ,he himself was to be at the head of it4 ,then with impetuous faith as if he invoked the blood which fell at the same moment from his criminal hands and from those guiltless hands1 he cried out these words1 8,lord1 remember me when thou comest into thy kingdom40 ,we have suffered together2 wilt ,thou not recognize the man who was beside ,thee on the cross1 the only man who defended ,thee when all were attacking ,thee8 ,and ,jesus1 who had answered no man1 turned ,his head as well as ,he could towards the pitying thief and answered him1 8,verily ,i say unto thee1 ,to-day shalt thou be with me in paradise40 ,he could promise him nothing earthly3 what would it have availed him to be unnailed from the cross and to drag himself along the roads of the earth a few years more1 crippled and needy8 ,and unlike the other thief he had not asked to be saved from death3 he had asked only to be remembered after his death1 if ,jesus should return in glory4 ,jesus instead of fleshly and uncertain life promised him the eternal life of ,paradise1 and that without delay--8to-day40 ,he had sinned2 in the eyes of men1 he had gravely sinned1 he had taken away from the rich a little of their riches1 perhaps he had also stolen a little from the poor1 but for sinners ailing with an illness worse than any bodily weakness1 ,jesus had always a tenderness of which ,he made no show1 but which ,he was never willing to hide4 ,had ,he not come to bring back to the warmth of the stable the flock lost among the thorns of the countryside8 ,were not the wicked already sufficiently punished with their own wickedness8 ,and those who thought themselves righteous1 were they not perhaps often more corrupt than the wicked they condemned8 ,jesus does not pardon all men4 ,that would be injustice1 holier than the injustice of the world1 but still unjust4 ,but a single motion of repentance1 a single word of regret is enough4 ,the prayer of the thief was enough to absolve him4 ,the ,good ,thief was ,jesus' last convert in ,his corporeal existence4 ,he was the last ,disciple and at the same time the first of the martyrs1 for ,peter's ,gospel tells us that when they heard his words1 the ,jews were angered against him and demanded that his legs should not be broken1 in order that he might die in greater torment4 ,the legs of crucified men were broken out of mercy that their sufferings might end sooner2 this shortening of his torture was refused to him because he had defended ,christ and believed in ,him3 like his ,master1 he was forced to drink his cup to the dregs4 ,we know nothing more of him2 only his name preserved in an apocryphal manuscript4 ,the ,church has received him among her saints because of this promise of ,christ1 with the name of ,dismas4 ,,the ,,darkness ,jesus' breathing was more and more like the death-rattle4 ,his chest heaved with convulsive efforts to breathe2 loud1 painful pulses hammered at ,his temples4 ,his heart beat so rapidly and so violently that it shook ,him as if it would tear ,him loose2 the feverish thirst of crucified men flamed all over ,his body1 as if ,his blood had become a raging molten fire in ,his veins4 ,stretched in that painful position1 nailed to the beams and not able to move1 held up by ,his hands1 which were lacerated if ,he let ,himself hang by them1 but which1 if ,he held them up1 exhausted ,his weak and worn-out frame1 that young and divine body which had suffered so many times because it contained too great a soul1 was now a funeral pyre of suffering where all the sufferings of the world burned together4 ,as ancient writers admitted1 crucifixion was the cruelest and blackest of punishments4 ,it gave the greatest torture for the longest time4 ,if tetanus set in1 a merciful torpor hastened death2 but there were men who held out1 suffering always more and more1 until the second day after crucifixion1 and even longer4 ,the thirst of their fever1 the congestion of their hearts1 the rigidity of their veins1 their cramped muscles1 the dizziness and terrible pains in the head1 the ever-greater agony--all these were not enough to make an end of them4 ,but most men died at the end of twelve hours4 ,the blood from the four wounds of ,jesus had clotted about the nail-heads1 but every movement made fresh blood gush out1 which fell slowly along the cross and dripped upon the ground4 ,his head drooped on ,his weary neck2 ,his eyes1 those mortal eyes1 whence ,god had looked out upon the earth1 were glazing over in the death stupor2 and ,his livid lips1 parched with suffering and thirst1 drawn by ,his painful breathing1 were withered by that last kiss1 the poisonous kiss of ,judas4 ,thus died a ,god1 who had cooled the blood of the feverish1 had given the water of life to the thirsty1 who had raised up the dead from their tombs1 who had quickened the paralyzed1 cast out demons from obsessed souls1 who had wept with the weeping1 who1 instead of punishing the wicked1 had made them to be born again into a new life1 who had taught with poetic words and proved by miracles that glorious aspiration--the life of perfect love--which raging beasts sunk in stupor and in blood would never have been capable of discovering for themselves4 ,he had healed wounds and they wounded all ,his perfect body2 ,he had pardoned evildoers1 and evildoers nailed ,him1 an innocent man1 between two criminals2 ,he had infinitely loved all men1 even those unworthy of ,his love1 and hatred had nailed ,him there where hatred punished and was punished2 ,he had been more righteous than righteousness and they had wreaked upon ,him the most iniquitous unrighteousness2 ,he had called mean souls to holiness and ,he had fallen into the hands of vilifiers and demons4 ,he had brought life1 and in return they gave ,him the most ignominious death4 ,all this was necessary that men should learn again the road to the earthly ,paradise2 that they should mount above drunken bestiality and attain the exaltation of the saints2 that they should be resurrected from their sluggish folly which seems life and is death1 to the magnificence of the ,kingdom of ,heaven4 ,the mind may bow before the dreadful mystery of this necessity1 but the heart of men can never forget the price exacted as payment of our debts4 ,for nineteen hundred years1 men born again in ,christ1 worthy to know ,christ1 to love ,christ1 and to be loved by ,him1 have wept1 at least once in their lives1 at the memory of that day and of that suffering4 ,but all our tears gathered together like a bitter sea do not compensate for one of the drops which fell1 red and heavy1 on ,golgotha4 ,a barbarous king of barbarians pronounced the most vigorous words ever spoken by ,christian lips about that blood4 ,they were reading to ,clovis the story of the ,passion1 and the fierce ,king was sighing and weeping when suddenly1 no longer able to contain himself1 clapping his hand to the hilt of his sword1 he cried out1 8,oh1 that ,i had been there with my ,franks60 ,ingenuous words1 words of a soldier and of a violent man1 opposed to ,christ's words1 spoken to ,peter among the olives1 but words beautiful with all the nave beauty of a candid and virile love4 ,for it is not enough to weep over ,christ who gave more than tears2 we must fight1 fight in us everything that divides us from ,christ1 fight in our midst all of ,christ's enemies4 ,for1 although millions of men have since wept when thinking of that day1 on that ,friday around the cross1 all except the women were laughing1 and those men who laughed have left sons and grandsons1 many of them baptized1 and they still laugh and their descendants will continue to laugh until the day when ,one alone will be able to laugh4 ,if weeping cannot cancel that blood1 what punishment can ever expiate that awful laughter8 ,look at them therefore once more1 those who are laughing about the cross where ,jesus hangs pierced by the most agonizing pain4 ,there they are1 clustered on the slopes of ,golgotha1 dehumanized by hate6 ,look at them well1 look them in the face1 one by one2 you will recognize them all1 for they are immortal4 ,see how they thrust out their twitching muzzles1 their scrawny necks1 their noses humped and hooked1 their rapacious eyes1 gleaming under their bristling eyebrows4 ,see how hideous they are1 branded with the mark of ,cain4 ,count them over well1 for they are all there1 just like the men whom we now know1 brothers of the men whom we meet every day in our streets4 ,not one is missing4 ,in the front row there are the priests1 with crammed paunches1 with arid hearts1 with great hairy ears1 with thick-lipped1 gaping mouths1 craters of blasphemy4 ,and elbow to elbow with them1 the arrogant ,scribes1 blear-eyed and scrofulous1 their faces of an excremental yellow1 piecers-together of lies1 belching out pus and ink4 ,and the ,epulones1 thrusting out before them the obscene heaviness of their stuffed bellies1 brutes who trade on hunger1 who fatten on famines1 who convert into money the patience of the poor1 the beauty of virgins1 the sweat of slaves4 ,and the money-changers1 expert in illicit traffic and in oppression1 who live to wrest unlawfully from others2 and the knotty lawyers skillful at turning the law against the innocent4 ,and behind these high pillars of society1 there is the mob of cheating scullions1 of overbearing rascals1 of foul-mouthed rogues1 of whining beggars1 of filthy knaves1 the lower dregs of the population1 famished hounds who eat under the tables and snarl between the legs of whoever does not give them either a mouthful or a kick4 ,they are the eternal enemies of ,christ--they who celebrated on that day their infamous ,saturnalia2 and they have vomited out on ,christ's face their poisonous saliva1 the muddy lees of their souls4 ,this miry dross of humanity1 foul and polluted1 vomited out from their filthy hearts their hatred for ,him who was saving them2 they howled against ,him who was forgiving them2 they insulted ,christ who was agonizing for them1 ,christ who was dying for them4 ,the antithesis of good and evil1 innocence and infamy1 light and darkness1 was never presented with such a dramatic and utter contrast as on that irreparable day4 ,nature itself seemed to wish to hide the horror of that sight3 the sky1 which all the morning had been clear1 suddenly grew dark4 ,a thick cloud1 dark as though it came from the marshes of hell1 rose above the hills and little by little spread to every corner of the horizon4 ,black clouds gathered about the sun1 that sweet1 clear ,april sun1 which had warmed the hands of the murderers1 encircled it1 laid siege to it1 and finally covered it with a thick curtain of darkness 444 8and there was a darkness over all the earth until the ninth hour40 ,,lama ,,sabachthani ,many1 alarmed by the falling of that mysterious darkness1 fled away from the ,hill of the ,skull1 and went home1 silenced4 ,but not all2 the air was calm2 no rain fell as yet1 and in the obscurity1 the three pallid bodies shone out whitely2 many of the spectators wished to sate themselves to the very last on ,his agony2 why go away from the theater until the tragedy is finished to the last scream8 ,and those who remained listened in the darkness to hear if the hated protagonist would break by some word ,his groaning death-rattle4 ,christ's sufferings constantly became more intolerable4 ,his body1 sensitive and delicate by nature1 exhausted by the tension of these last days1 convulsed by the struggle of the last night1 worn out by the tortures of the last hours1 could endure no more4 ,and ,his spirit suffered even more than the tortured body which still for a short time was its prison4 ,it seemed to ,him that ,his divinely youthful soul had become suddenly aged1 and that ,he was old beyond memory4 ,everything seemed far-distant from ,him1 the companions of ,his happy days1 the confidants of ,his tenderness1 the poor who looked lovingly at ,him1 the children whose heads ,he had caressed1 the healed men and women who could not bring themselves to leave ,him1 ,his ,disciples for whom ,he had created a new soul--they were all far away4 ,close to ,him there were only a gang of cannibals1 possessed by the devil1 eager for ,him to die4 ,only the women had not deserted ,him4 ,on one side at some distance from the cross1 through fear of the howling men1 ,mary1 ,his mother1 ,mary ,magdalene1 ,mary of ,cleofa1 ,salome1 mother of ,james and ,john--and perhaps also ,joanna of ,cusa1 and ,martha--were present1 terrified witnesses of ,his death4 ,he still had the strength to confide to ,john1 the dearest and most sacred inheritance which ,he left on earth--the ,virgin of ,sorrows4 ,but after this1 through the veil of ,his suffering1 ,he saw no one and believed ,himself alone with death1 as ,he had ever been alone at the most solemn moments of ,his life4 ,even the ,father seemed suddenly remote1 inexplicably absent4 ,where was that loving ,father to whom ,he was wont to speak1 sure that ,he would be answered1 would be helped8 ,why did the ,father not help ,him1 give some sign of ,his presence1 or at least show ,jesus the mercy of calling ,him to ,god without cruel delay8 ,and then there was heard in the thick air1 in the silence of the darkness1 these words1 8,eli1 ,eli1 ,lama ,sabachthani80 that is to say3 8,my ,god1 my ,god1 why hast thou forsaken me80 ,this was the first verse of a psalm which ,he had repeated to ,himself many times because ,he had found there so many presages of ,his life and of ,his death4 ,he no longer had the strength to cry it all aloud as ,he had in the desert1 but now into ,his troubled spirit those sorrowing invocations came back one by one1 8,my ,god1 my ,god1 why hast thou forsaken me8 why art thou so far from helping me1 and from the words of my roaring8444 ,our fathers trusted in thee3 they trusted and thou didst deliver them4 ,they cried unto thee1 and were delivered3 444 but ,i am a worm1 and no man2 a reproach of men1 and despised of the people4 ,all that see me laugh me to scorn3 they shoot out the lip1 they shake the head1 saying1 ,he trusted on the ,lord that he would deliver him3 let him deliver him1 seeing he delighted in him4 ,but thou art he that took me out of the womb3 thou didst make me hope when ,i was upon my mother's breasts4 ,be not far from me3 for trouble is near2 for there is none to help4 ,many bulls have compassed me3 444 they gaped upon me with their mouths1 as a ravening and a roaring lion4 ,i am poured out like water1 and all my bones are out of joint3 my heart is like wax2 it is melted in the midst of my bowels4 ,my strength is dried up like a potsherd3 and my tongue cleaveth to my jaws2 and thou hast brought me into the dust of death4 ,for dogs have compassed me3 the assembly of the wicked have enclosed me3 they pierced my hands and my feet 444 they look and stare upon me4 ,they part my garments among them1 and cast lots upon my vesture4 ,but be thou not far from me1 ,o ,lord3 ,o my strength1 haste thee to help me40 ,the supplications of this prophetic psalm1 which recall so closely the ,man of ,sorrows of ,isaiah1 rose from the wounded heart of the crucified ,man as the last expression of ,his dying humanity4 ,but certain of the brutes nearest to the cross thought that ,he was calling ,elias1 the immortal prophet1 who in the popular imagination was to appear with ,christ4 8,behold1 ,he calleth ,elias40 ,one of the soldiers now took a sponge1 soaked it in vinegar1 put it on a reed and held it to the lips of ,christ4 ,but the ,jews said1 8,let alone2 let us see whether ,elias will come to take him down40 ,the legionary1 not wishing to make trouble1 laid down the reed4 ,but after a little--and the time seemed infinitely long in that darkness1 in that suspense1 that painful tension--,christ's voice came down as if from a great distance1 8,i thirst40 ,the soldier took up the sponge again1 dipped it once more in the vessel full of the mixture of water and vinegar and once more held it to the parched mouth which had prayed for his forgiveness4 ,and ,jesus when ,he had taken the vinegar said1 8,it is finished40 ,christ1 who had satisfied so many times the thirst of others1 and who left in the world an ever-springing fountain of life1 where the weary find strength1 the corrupt find their youth1 and the restless find peace1 ,christ had always suffered with an unsatisfied thirst for love4 ,and even now in the terrible burning of ,his fever1 ,his thirst was not for water but for a pitying word which would break the oppression of ,his desolate solitude4 ,instead of the pure water of the ,galilean brooks1 instead of the heart-warming wine of the ,last ,supper1 the ,roman soldier gave ,him a little of his acid drink1 but the prompt and kindly act of that obscure slave quenched ,his thirst1 because1 although reeling in the darkness of death1 ,he felt that a human heart had pitied ,his heart4 ,if a stranger who had never seen ,him before that day had done this1 although so small a thing1 through compassion for ,him1 it was a sign that the ,father had not abandoned ,him4 ,the cup was finished3 all the bitterness was drunk4 ,eternity began4 ,with ,his last strength ,he cried with a loud voice in the darkness3 8,father1 into thy hands ,i commend my spirit60 ,i called ,thee because it seemed to me in the darkness of my suffering that ,thou hadst left me4 ,but now ,thou hast answered4 ,thou hast answered by means of this poor soldier2 ,thou hast answered with the peace which dulls the last pangs of my death1 the death which brings me to my awakening with ,thee4 ,it is not true that ,thou hadst abandoned me4 ,when ,i called ,thee it was not ,i who spoke but that human blood burning in my veins1 and dropping from the nails4 ,i know that ,thou art present with me1 one with me to all eternity3 ,thou art my ,father and ,i ,thy ,son4 ,into what dearer and surer hands could ,i commend my soul8 ,and ,jesus1 after he had cried out with a loud voice1 bowed ,his head and gave up the spirit4 ,that loud cry1 so powerful that it freed the soul from the flesh1 rang out of the darkness and lost itself in the furthermost ends of the earth4 ,matthew tells us that 8the veil of the temple was rent in twain from the top to the bottom2 and the earth did quake1 and the rocks rent2 ,and the graves were opened1 and many bodies of the saints which slept arose1 and appeared unto many40 ,but the hearts of the spectators were harder than rocks2 none of those dead souls who wore the outward aspect of life were reanimated at that supreme summons4 ,nineteen hundred years have passed from the day when the earth echoed to that cry1 and men have intensified the tumult of their lives that they may drown it out4 ,but in the fog and smoke of our cities1 in the darkness1 ever more profound where men light the fires of their wretchedness1 that despairing cry of joy and of liberation1 that prodigious cry which eternally summons every one of us1 still rings in the heart of every man who has not forced himself to forget4 ,christ was dead4 ,he had died on the cross in the manner which men had willed1 which the ,son had chosen1 to which the ,father had consented4 ,the death-struggle was over and the ,jews were satisfied4 ,he had expiated all up to the last1 and now ,he was dead4 ,now our own expiation begins--and it is not yet finished4 ,,water ,,and ,,blood ,christ was dead1 as the leaders of ,his people had wished1 but not even ,his last cry had awakened them4 ,some of them1 says ,luke1 went away smiting their breasts2 but were there within those breasts hearts which truly felt for the great heart which had stopped beating8 ,they did not speak1 they hurried home to their supper1--perhaps it was more terror than love which they were feeling4 ,but a foreigner1 the ,centurion1 ,petronius1 who had been the silent witness of the execution1 was moved1 and from his pagan mouth came the words of ,claudia ,procula1 8,certainly this was a righteous man40 ,he did not even know the true name of the man who was dead1 but he was sure at least that ,he was no evildoer4 ,he was the third ,roman witness in favor of the innocence of ,christ1 who was to become1 through the ,apostles1 eternally ,roman4 ,the ,jews had no thought of recantations4 ,what was in their minds was the thought that the ,passover would be spoiled if the bloody corpses were not carried away at once4 ,evening was close at hand and with the setting of the sun the great ,sabbath began4 ,therefore they sent word to ,pilate to have the condemned men's legs broken at once and to have them buried4 ,the breaking of the legs was one of the cruel discoveries of cruelty to shorten the sufferings of crucified men1--a sort of grace useful in cases of haste4 ,the soldiers1 when they had received the order1 came up to the bad thief1 who1 more robust than his companions1 was still alive1 and they broke his legs with a club4 ,they had seen ,jesus die1 and they could save themselves the trouble of using the club1 but ,john says that one of them1 to make quite sure1 pierced ,his side with a spear1 and saw with astonishment that water and blood came out from the wound4 ,the name of this soldier according to an old tradition was ,longinus1 and it is said that some drops of that blood fell upon his eyes which had been infected1 and immediately cured them4 ,the history of martyrs tells of him that ,longinus believed in ,christ from that day on1 and was a monk for twenty-eight years at ,csarea until he was murdered because of his faith4 ,claudia ,procula1 the pious legionary1 who for the last time wet the lips of the dying man1 the ,centurion1 ,petronius1 and ,longinus were the first ,gentiles who accepted ,jesus on the very day when ,jerusalem had cast ,him out4 ,but not all the ,jews had forgotten ,him4 ,now that ,he was dead1 really dead1 now that ,he was cold like all dead men1 and motionless like any other corpse1 now that ,he was a silent1 harmless1 quiet corpse1 a body with no soul1 a silent mouth1 a heart which beat no more1 see how they come out from the houses where they had shut themselves in1 the friends of the twenty-fifth hour1 the tepid followers1 the secret disciples1 the anonymous admirers1 who at night hide their light under a bushel1 and when the sun shines1 disappear4 ,we have all known friends like these1 cautious souls1 trembling at the idea of what people will say1 who follow you but from afar2 receive you--but when no one can see you together2 esteem you--but do not so much as admit this esteem to others2 love you--but not so much as to lose a single hour of sleep or a single miserable penny to help you6 ,but when death comes1 even when it comes through the fault or the avarice1 or the cowardice of such despicable men1 then their celebration begins4 ,they are the ones who weep more tears and more glittering tears than any one else4 ,they are the ones who weave together with busy hands the flowers of the wreaths and the flowers of funereal rhetoric2 and with enthusiasm and ardor become necrologists1 epitaph writers1 and memorialists4 ,to see them you would think that the deceased had had no more faithful1 no more loving companions than they1 and good-hearted people are moved to compassion for those unfortunate survivors who seem to have lost a half1 or at the very least1 a quarter of their souls4 ,to ,his sorrow in life and in death ,christ had many friends of this sort1 and two of them stepped forward in that ,good ,friday twilight4 ,they were two serious and worthy citizens1 two notables of ,jerusalem and of the ,council1 two rich lords1 in short two members of the ,sanhedrin2 ,joseph of ,arimathea and ,nicodemus4 ,in order not to stain their hands with the blood of ,jesus1 they had kept away from the meeting of the ,sanhedrin and had hidden themselves in their houses1 heaving regretful sighs1 perhaps1 and thinking that they could thus save their reputation and their conscience4 ,but they did not reflect that even passive complicity was active help to the assassins1 and that to abstain from opposition1 not even to voice their opposition1 was equivalent to consenting4 ,joseph of ,arimathea and ,nicodemus had therefore taken part in the murder of ,christ1 although they had been absent and invisible1 and their posthumous grief can diminish but by no means cancel their responsibility4 ,but in the evening when they ran no risk of offending their colleagues1 when the ,elders had received full satisfaction and had left ,golgotha1 when there was no danger of compromising themselves in the eyes of high clerical and middle-class society1 since the dead man was dead and could harm no one1 the two nocturnal disciples1 hidden1 8for fear of the ,jews10 thought that they would diminish their remorse by providing for the burial of the executed man4 ,the bolder of the two1 ,joseph1 8444 went in boldly unto ,pilate0 7,mark noted the fact as remarkable for that toga-clad rabbit7 and asked for the body of ,jesus4 ,pilate was astonished that ,he should already be dead1 since crucified men often lived for two days--and called in ,petronius1 who had been charged with the execution4 ,after ,pilate had heard his report1 he 8gave0 the body to the ,sanhedrist4 ,the ,procurator was generous on that day because as a rule the ,roman officers forced the families of condemned men to pay for the corpses4 ,he could not say no to a person so respectable1 and rich into the bargain4 ,possibly1 too1 this free gift came as much from weariness as from generosity4 ,they had annoyed him all the morning with that troublesome ,king1 and now he had no peace even when ,he was dead6 ,when ,joseph had received permission he took a fine white winding-sheet and linen bands1 and went towards the ,hill of the ,skull4 ,there1 or on the way there1 he met ,nicodemus1 who1 having the same character1 may have been his friend1 and who had come with the same thought4 ,nicodemus also had not spared expense1 and had brought with him on the shoulders of a servant a hundred pounds of a mixture of myrrh and aloes4 ,and when they came to the cross1 while the soldiers were taking down the two thieves to throw them into the common grave of condemned men1 they prepared themselves to take down the body of ,jesus4 ,,perfumes ,,in ,,the ,,rock ,what little light had penetrated the dark cloud disappeared with the setting of the sun4 ,the darkness was thick and sinister4 ,a black night was shutting down on the world which on that day had lost the only ,being which could give it light4 ,against the scarcely visible whiteness of the ,hill of the ,skull1 the naked corpses glimmered dimly4 ,they were obliged to work by the red light of torches1 flaming without smoke in that windless air1 and by that blood-red light they could see clearly1 even to the long streaks of blood which had run down the foot of the cross1 to the newly stirred earth4 ,joseph1 aided by ,nicodemus and by a third helper1 was scarcely able to draw out the deep-driven nails which held the feet4 ,the ladder was still there4 ,one of them1 climbing up on it1 took out the nails from the hands1 supporting the loosened body with his shoulder4 ,the others helped him to lower down the corpse1 and the body was placed on the knees of the ,virgin of ,sorrows who had borne ,him4 ,then they all made their way towards a garden near by where there was a sepulcher destined for ,jesus4 ,the garden belonged to the rich ,joseph1 who had had the sepulcher hewn out of the stone for himself and his family1 for in those days every well-to-do ,jew had a family sepulcher far from all the others1 and the dead were not condemned to the promiscuity of our administrative cemeteries2 temporary1 geometric1 and democratic like all our modern magnificent barbarisms4 ,as soon as they had arrived at the garden1 the two bearers of the dead had water brought from the well1 and washed the body4 ,until then the women1 the three ,marys--the ,virgin ,mary1 the contemplative ,mary1 the liberated ,mary--had not moved from the place where ,he whom they loved had died4 ,now1 defter and more skillful than men1 they began to help in order that this burial1 performed thus at night and in haste1 would not be unworthy of ,him for whom they wept4 ,they lifted from ,his head the insulting crown of ,pilate's legionaries1 and plucked out the thorns which had penetrated the skin3 they were the ones to smooth and arrange the hair clotted with blood2 and to close the eyes into which they had looked so many times with pure tenderness1 and that mouth which they had never kissed4 ,many loving tears fell upon that face where in the calm paleness of death the old sweetness shone once more1 and their tears washed it with water purer than that from ,joseph's well4 ,all ,his body was sullied with sweat1 with dust1 with blood2 bloody serum oozed out from the wounds of the hands1 of the feet1 of the chest4 ,when the washing was finished1 the corpse was sprinkled with ,nicodemus' spices1 and that without sparing1 for they were abundant2 even the black wounds left by the nails were filled with spices4 ,the body of ,jesus had received nothing but insults and blows after the evening when the sinning woman with a premonition of this day had poured nard upon the feet and upon the head of the ,pardoner4 ,but now1 as then1 the murdered white body was covered with perfumes and with tears sweeter than perfumes4 ,then1 when the hundred pounds of ,nicodemus had covered ,jesus with a fragrant pall1 the winding sheet was tied about the body with long linen bands1 the head was wrapped in a napkin and another white cloth was spread over the face1 after they had all kissed ,him on the forehead4 ,there was space but for one body in the open sepulcher4 ,recently made1 it had never been used4 ,joseph of ,arimathea1 not able to save ,christ alive in any of his houses1 now that the fury of the world had died down1 gave up to ,him the dark subterranean habitation hewn in the rock1 and intended for his own dead body4 ,according to the ritual the two ,sanhedrists recited aloud the mortuary psalm1 and finally1 after they had placed the white-wrapped body in the cave1 they closed the opening with a great stone and went away silently1 followed by the others4 ,but the women did not follow them4 ,they could not bring themselves to leave that rock which separated them forever from ,him whom they loved more than their beauty4 ,how could they leave ,him alone in the darkness1 doubly black1 of the night and of the tomb1 ,he who had been so desperately alone in ,his long death agony8 ,they whispered prayers1 and recalled to each other the memory of a day1 or a gesture1 or a word of the loved one1 and if one of them tried to comfort another1 the second but sobbed more bitterly4 ,sometimes they called ,him by name as they leaned against the rock1 and spoke lovingly to ,him now that ,his ears were closed in death1 as they had not dared while ,he was alive4 ,they poured out1 at last in the damp black shade of the garden1 that love greater than love1 which their poor1 limited human hearts could no longer hold back4 ,then finally1 chilled and terrified by the night's blackness1 they too went away1 their eyes burning1 stumbling amid the bushes and the stones1 promising one another to return there as soon as the feast-day had passed4 ,,he ,,is ,,not ,,here ,the sun had not yet risen on the day which for us is ,sunday1 when the women once more drew near to the garden2 but over the eastern hills a white hope1 light as the distant reflection of an earth clothed with lilies and silver1 rose slowly in the midst of the throbbing constellations1 vanquishing little by little the sparkling brilliance of the night4 ,it was one of those calm dawns1 suggesting innocents asleep1 and the clear benign air seemed stirred as by a recent stir of angels' wings4 ,it seemed one of the virginal days1 ushered in with transparent pallor1 shy and cheerful with cool breezes4 ,in the half light1 the women advanced1 breathed upon by wandering airs1 lost in their sadness1 under the spell of an emotion they could not have explained4 ,were they returning to weep upon the rock8 ,or to see ,him once more1 ,he who had captured their hearts without laying them waste8 ,or to put about the body of the ,immaculate ,one spices stronger than those of ,nicodemus8 ,and speaking among themselves1 they said1 8,who shall roll us away the stone from the door of the sepulchre80 ,there were four of them1 since ,joanna of ,cusa and ,salome had joined ,mary of ,magdala and ,mary of ,bethany1 but they were women and weakened by their sorrow4 ,but when they came to the rock they stood still1 astounded4 ,the opening into the sepulcher showed black against the darkness4 ,not believing her eyes1 the boldest of them touched the sill with her trembling hands4 ,in the daylight1 brightening now with every moment1 they saw the stone there beside them1 leaning against the rocks4 ,the women1 struck into silence by their fright1 turned around as if expecting some one to come to tell them what had happened in those two nights which had passed4 ,mary of ,magdala feared at once that the ,jews1 not satisfied with what they had made ,him suffer when ,he was alive1 had stolen away the body of ,christ2 or perhaps1 unwilling to have the honorable sepulcher used by a heretic1 they had thrown ,him into the shameful common grave used for men stoned and crucified4 ,but this was no more than a presentiment4 ,perhaps ,jesus was still lying inside in ,his perfumed wrappings4 ,enter they dared not1 yet they could not bear to go away1 not knowing what had happened4 ,as soon as the sun1 risen at last above the summit of the hills1 shone into the opening of the sepulcher1 they took courage and entered4 ,at first they saw nothing1 but they were shaken by a new fear4 ,at their right1 seated1 was a young man clothed in a long white garment1 showing in that darkness like snow4 ,he seemed to be awaiting them4 8,be not affrighted3 he is not here3 for he is risen4 ,why seek ye the living among the dead8 ,remember how he spake unto you when he was yet in ,galilee1 ,saying1 ,the ,son of man must be delivered into the hands of sinful men1 and be crucified1 and the third day rise again40 ,the women listened1 terrified and trembling1 not able to answer1 but the youth went on1 8,go quickly1 and tell his disciples that he is risen from the dead2 and1 behold1 he goeth before you into ,galilee2 there shall ye see him40 ,all four of them1 quivering with terror and joy1 left the grotto to hasten where they had been sent4 ,but after a few steps1 when they were almost outside the garden1 ,mary of ,magdala stopped1 and the others went along the road towards the city without waiting for her4 ,she herself did not know why she had remained behind4 ,perhaps the words of the unknown youth had not convinced her1 and she remembered that they had not even made sure that the sepulcher was really empty2 perhaps the youth in white was an accomplice of the priests who wished to deceive them8 ,suddenly she turned and saw a man near her1 outlined against the green of the garden1 and the sunlight2 but she did not recognize ,him even when ,he spoke4 8,woman1 why weepest thou8 whom seekest thou80 ,mary thought that it might be ,joseph's gardener come early to his work4 8,because they have taken away my ,lord1 and ,i know not where they have laid him4 ,sir1 if thou have borne him hence1 tell me where thou hast laid him1 and ,i will take him away40 ,the unknown man1 touched by this impassioned candor1 by this child-like simplicity1 answered only one word1 spoke only one name1 her name1 pronounced longingly1 wistfully in the touching and unforgettable voice which had called her so many times3 8,mary60 ,at this1 as if awakened with a start1 the despairing woman found her lost ,master3 8,rabboni1 ,master60 ,and she fell at ,his feet in the dewy grass and clasped in her hands those bare feet still showing the two red marks of the nails4 ,but ,jesus said to her1 8,touch me not2 for ,i am not yet ascended to my ,father3 but go to my brethren1 and say unto them1 ,i ascend unto my ,father1 and your ,father2 and to my ,god1 and to your ,god40 ,and at once1 ,he withdrew from the kneeling woman1 and moved away among the plants1 crowned with sunshine4 ,mary watched ,him until ,he had disappeared2 then she lifted herself up from the grass1 her face convulsed1 wild1 blind with joy1 and ran after her companions4 ,they had but just come to the house where the ,disciples were in hiding and they had told hastily and breathlessly the incredible news3 the sepulcher opened1 the youth clad in white1 the things which he had said1 the ,master risen1 the message to ,his brothers4 ,but the men1 still stunned by the catastrophe1 and who in these dangerous days had shown themselves more torpid and passive than the weaker women1 were not willing to believe this wildly improbable news4 ,hallucinations1 women's dreams1 they said4 ,how could ,he be risen from the dead after only two days8 ,he had said that ,he would return1 but not at once3 so many terrible things were to be seen before that day of ,his return6 ,they believed in the resurrection of the ,master1 but not before the day when all the dead would rise again1 and ,he would come in glory to rule ,his kingdom4 ,but not now3 it was too soon1 it could not be true3 waking dreams of hysteric women6 ,but in the meantime1 ,mary of ,magdala rushed in1 breathless with haste and agitation4 ,what the others had said was all true4 ,but there was more3 she herself had seen ,him with her own eyes1 and ,he had spoken to her1 and she had not known ,him at once1 but had recognized ,him as soon as ,he had called her by name3 she had touched ,his feet with her hands1 had seen the wounds on ,his feet2 it was ,he1 alive once more2 and ,he had told her1 as had the unknown youth1 to go to ,his brethren1 so that they should know that ,he had risen from the dead as ,he had promised4 ,simon and ,john1 finally aroused1 rushed out of the house and began to run towards ,joseph's garden4 ,john1 who was younger1 outran ,peter and came first to the sepulcher4 ,he looked through the door1 saw the linen cloths lying on the ground1 but did not go in4 ,simon came up panting and rushed into the grotto4 ,the linen cloths were lying on the ground1 but the napkin which had been about the head of the corpse was folded and wrapped together in a place by itself4 ,john also went in1 saw1 and believed4 ,and without another word they returned in all haste towards the house1 still running1 as if they expected to find the ,risen ,one in the midst of the others whom they had left4 ,but ,jesus1 after ,he had left ,mary1 withdrew from ,jerusalem4 ,,emmaus ,after the solemn interval of the ,passover1 plain1 ordinary everyday life began again for all men4 ,two friends of ,jesus1 among those who were in the house with the ,disciples1 were to go that morning on an errand to ,emmaus1 a hamlet about two hours' journey from ,jerusalem4 ,they left as soon as ,simon and ,john had returned from the sepulcher4 ,all these amazing tales had shaken them somewhat1 but had not really convinced them of an event so portentous and unexpected4 ,serious-minded men1 they could not understand or believe what they had heard3 if the body of the ,master was no longer there1 might it not have been taken away by men's hands8 ,cleopas and his companion were good ,jews1 men who left a place for the ideal in their minds1 burdened with many material cares4 ,but this place for the ideal was not to be too large1 and this ideal must be commensurate with their own natures if it were not to be expelled as an unwelcome guest4 ,like almost all the ,disciples1 they too expected the coming of a ,liberator1 but of one who would come to liberate ,israel first of all1--a ,messiah1 in short1 who should be the son of ,david rather than the ,son of ,god1 a warrior on horseback rather than a poor pedestrian1 a scourge of ,his enemies and not a lover of sick people and children4 ,the words of ,christ had almost given them a glimpse of higher truths1 but the crucifixion disheartened them4 ,they loved ,jesus1 and they suffered in ,his suffering1 but this sudden1 shameful ending without glory and without resistance was too great a contrast to what they had expected1 and especially to much of what they had hoped4 ,they could understand that ,he might be a humble ,saviour1 riding on gentle asses instead of on warlike chargers1 and a little more spiritual and gentle than they would have liked2 they could understand this1 although with difficulty1 and endure it although grudgingly4 ,but that the ,liberator had not known how to free either ,himself or others1 that the ,messiah of the ,jews should have died through the will of so many ,jews on the scaffold of murderers and parricides1 was too great a disappointment1--an inexcusable scandal4 ,they pitied the crucified leader with all their hearts1 but at the same time they were tempted to believe that they had been deceived about ,his real nature4 ,his death--and what a death6--looked to their narrow1 practical minds sadly like a failure4 ,they were reasoning together of all these things as they went along under the warm noonday sun and at times the discussion grew hot1 for they did not always agree4 ,then suddenly they caught a glimpse of a shadow on the ground near them4 ,they turned around4 ,the shadow was that of a man who was following as if he wished to hear what they were saying4 ,they stopped1 as was the custom1 to greet him1 and the traveler joined them4 ,his did not seem an unknown face to the two men1 but look at him as they might1 they could not think who it was4 ,the newcomer1 instead of answering their silent questions1 asked them1 8,what manner of communications are these that ye have one to another1 as ye walk80 ,cleopas1 who must have been the older1 answered with a wondering gesture1 8,art thou only a stranger in ,jerusalem1 and hast not known the things which are come to pass there in these days80 8,what things80 asked the unknown man4 8,concerning ,jesus of ,nazareth1 which was a prophet mighty in deed and word before ,god and all the people3 ,and how the chief priests and our rulers delivered him to be condemned to death1 and have crucified him4 ,but we trusted that it had been he which should have redeemed ,israel3 and beside all this1 to-day is the third day since these things were done4 ,yea1 and certain women also of our company made us astonished1 which were early at the sepulchre2 ,and when they found not his body1 they came1 saying1 that they had also seen a vision of angels1 which said that he was alive4 ,and certain of them which were with us went to the sepulchre and found it even so as the women had said3 but him they saw not40 8,o fools1 and slow of heart10 exclaimed the stranger1 8to believe all that the prophets have spoken3 ,ought not ,christ to have suffered these things1 and to enter into his glory80 ,do you not remember how ,he was predicted from ,moses down to our own time8 ,have you not read ,ezekiel and ,daniel8 ,do you not even know our songs of the ,lord and ,his promises8 ,and almost indignantly ,he recited the old words and the prophecies1 recalled the description of the ,man of ,sorrows given by ,isaiah4 ,the two listened1 docile and attentive1 without answering1 because the newcomer spoke with so much heat1 and the old admonitions in ,his mouth took on new warmth and a meaning so clear that it seemed almost impossible that they had not understood them before4 ,the talk of the newcomer gave them the impression of being the echo of other talks like those heard in times past1 but confusedly1 like a voice from the other side of a wall4 ,in the meantime they had arrived at the entrance of ,emmaus1 and the pilgrim made as though ,he would have gone further4 ,but now the two friends were not willing to part with their mysterious companion1 and they begged ,him to stay with them4 ,the sun was going down1 throwing a warmer golden light on the countryside1 and their three shadows had lengthened on the dusty road4 8,abide with us10 they said1 8for it is toward evening1 and the day is far spent40 ,also thou art tired and it is the hour for food4 ,and they took ,him by the hand and made ,him come into the house where they were going4 ,when they were at table1 the guest who sat between them took bread1 and broke it and gave a little to one of ,his friends4 ,at this action1 the eyes of ,cleopas and the other man were opened1 as when we are suddenly wakened and find the sun shining4 ,both of them sprang to their feet1 trembling with emotion1 pale1 amazed1 and finally knew ,him1 the murdered man whom they had misunderstood and slandered4 ,but they had no time even to run to kiss ,him1 for ,jesus vanished out of their sight4 ,they had not recognized ,him when they had seen ,him1 not even by ,his speech1 although that was so like ,his speech in ,his lifetime2 they had not recognized ,him even by the light of ,his eyes while ,he spoke1 nor by the sound of ,his voice6 ,but when ,he took the bread in ,his hands1 like a father who shares it with ,his children in the evening after a day of work or of travel1 in that loving action which they had seen ,him perform so many times in their hastily arranged intimate suppers1 they had recognized ,his hands1 ,his blessed and wounded hands1 and the cloud lifted and they found themselves face to face with the splendor of ,christ risen from the dead4 ,in ,his first life when ,he was their friend they had not understood ,him2 when on the road to ,emmaus ,he had taught them1 they had not recognized ,him1 but at the moment when ,he became the loving ,master1 serving ,his servants and giving them bread which is life and the hope of life1 then for the first time they saw ,him4 ,and tired and fasting as they were1 they went back over the road which they had come1 and after nightfall arrived at ,jerusalem4 ,and as they went along they said almost shamefacedly1 8,did not our heart burn within us1 while he talked with us by the way1 and while he opened to us the scriptures80 ,the ,disciples were still awake4 ,without drawing breath the newcomers told of their encounter and what had been said along the way1 and how they had recognized ,him only at the moment when ,he broke the bread4 ,and in answer to this new confirmation1 three or four voices cried out together1 8,the ,lord is risen indeed1 and hath appeared to ,simon60 ,but not all the ,apostles were convinced even by these four appearances1 by the fourfold testimony4 ,to some1 this prompt1 this extraordinary resurrection1 which had taken place by night in a secret and suspicious manner1 seemed more the hallucination of grief and of yearning than actual truth4 ,who were the people who claimed to have seen ,him8 ,a hysterical woman who had been possessed by a devil2 a distraught man who had not seemed himself from the moment when he had denied his ,master2 and two plain fellows who were not even ,his real ,disciples1 and whom ,jesus had thus chosen1 no one knew why1 in preference to ,his closer friends4 ,mary might have been deceived by a phantom2 ,simon1 to win back his self-respect after his baseness1 was determined to do no less than ,mary2 the others were perhaps impostors or1 at the most1 visionaries4 ,if ,christ were really risen1 would not ,he have been seen by them all while they were together8 ,why these preferences8 ,why this appearance at three-score furlongs from ,jerusalem8 ,they believed in ,his resurrection1 but they thought of it as one of the signs of the ending of the world1 when everything would be fulfilled4 ,but now that they found themselves confronted with the fact that ,he alone had risen from the dead while everyday life went on as usual1 they realized that the return into life of human flesh 7and of human flesh which had not gone to sleep peacefully in the last sleep1 but whose life had been torn away by violence71 that this idea of rising from the dead not in the distant future but in the immediate present1 contradicted all the other concepts which made up the tissue of their minds4 ,they realized that this contradiction had always existed1 but their doubt had not risen to consciousness until this brusque encounter of two impossible elements3 a remote miracle and an actual fact4 ,if ,jesus had risen from the dead1 that would mean that ,he was really ,god2 but would a real ,god1 a ,son of ,god1 ever have been reconciled to allow ,himself to be killed1 and in so shameful a way8 ,if ,he could conquer death1 why had ,he not stricken down the judges1 put ,pilate to confusion1 paralyzed the arms of those about to nail ,him to the cross8 ,through what paradoxical mystery had the ,omnipotent allowed ,himself to be dragged through the ignominy of the weak8 ,they were reasoning thus among themselves1 some of the ,disciples who had heard but had not understood4 ,prudent like all sophists1 they did not venture openly to deny the resurrection in the presence of those exalted hearts1 but they reserved judgment1 turning over in their minds the reasons for its possibility and impossibility1 wishing for a manifest confirmation1 but unable to hope for one4 ,in the excitement of the day no one had eaten4 ,but the women had prepared supper1 and now all sat down to the table4 ,simon remembered the ,last ,thursday3 8,this do in remembrance of me40 ,and a flood of tears dimmed his eyes while he broke the bread and gave it to his friends4 ,,have ,,ye ,,here ,,any ,,meat8 ,they had scarcely eaten the last mouthfuls when ,jesus appeared in the doorway1 tall and pale4 ,he looked at them one by one1 and in ,his melodious voice greeted them3 8,peace be unto you40 ,no one answered4 ,their astonishment overcame their joy1 even for those who had already seen ,him since ,his death4 ,on their faces the ,man risen from the dead read the doubt which ,he knew they all felt1 the question which they did not dare express in words1 8,art ,thou really ,thyself a living man1 or a spirit which comes from the caverns of the dead to tempt us80 8,why are ye troubled80 said the ,man who had been betrayed1 8and why do thoughts arise in your hearts8 ,behold my hands and my feet1 that it is ,i1 myself3 handle me1 and see2 for a spirit hath not flesh and bones1 as ye see me have40 ,and ,he stretched out ,his hands towards them1 showed them the marks still bloody left by the nails1 opened ,his garment over ,his breast so that they could see the mark of the lance in ,his side4 ,some of them1 rising from their couches1 knelt down and saw on ,his bare feet the two deep wounds1 each with its livid ring around it4 ,but they could not bring themselves to touch ,him1 for they feared to see ,him disappear suddenly as ,he had come suddenly4 ,if one of them had embraced ,him1 would he have felt the warm solidity of a body1 or would his arms have passed through the emptiness of a mere shadow8 ,it was ,he with ,his face1 with ,his voice1 with the irrefutable traces of the crucifixion1 and yet there was something changed in ,his aspect which they could not have described1 even if they had been calm4 ,the most reluctant were forced to believe that the ,master stood before them with all the appearance of life begun anew1 but their thoughts whirled in the last of their doubts and they were silent as if they were afraid to believe in their senses1 as if they expected to wake up1 from one moment to another4 ,even ,simon was silent4 ,what could he have said without betraying himself by tears to ,him who had looked at him with those same eyes in the courtyard of ,caiaphas while he swore that he had never known ,him8 ,to make an end of their last doubts1 ,jesus asked1 8,have ye here any meat80 ,he needed no longer any food except that for which ,he had vainly asked all ,his life4 ,but these men of the flesh needed a fleshly proof1 a material demonstration as was befitting those who believed only in matter and nourished themselves only on matter4 ,they had eaten together on their last evening2 this evening also1 now that they were again together1 ,he would eat with them4 8,have ye here any meat80 ,a piece of broiled fish was left in a dish4 ,simon put it before the ,master1 who sat down at the table and ate the fish with a piece of bread while they all stared at ,him as though it were the first time they had ever seen ,him eat4 ,and when ,he had finished1 ,he raised ,his eyes towards them1 and1 8,are you convinced now1 or do you still not understand3 does it seem possible to you that a spirit can eat as ,i have eaten here in your presence8 ,so many times ,i have been forced to reprove your hardness of heart1 and your little faith6 ,and behold you are still as you were at first1 and you were not willing to believe those who had seen me1 and yet ,i had hid nothing of what was to happen in these days4 ,but you1 deaf and forgetful1 hear and then forget1 read and do not understand4 ,when ,i was with you1 did ,i not tell you that all things which were written and which ,i announced must be fulfilled2 that it behooved ,christ to suffer and to rise from the dead on the third day1 and that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in ,his name among all nations1 beginning at ,jerusalem8 ,now you are witnesses of these things1 and behold ,i send the promise of my ,father upon you4 ,go ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature4 ,all power is given unto me in heaven and on earth1 and as the ,father sent me1 ,i send you4 ,go ye therefore and teach all nations1 teaching them to observe all things whatsoever ,i have commanded you4 ,he that believeth and is baptized shall be saved1 but he that believeth not shall be damned4 ,i will remain here a little and we shall meet again in ,galilee1 but ,i am with you always even unto the end of the world40 ,little by little as ,he spoke1 ,his ,disciples' faces lighted up with a forgotten hope1 and their eyes shone with exaltation4 ,this was the hour of consolation after the gloom of those dreadful days just passed4 ,his indubitable presence showed that the impossible was assured1 that ,god had not abandoned them and never would abandon them4 ,their enemies1 apparently victorious1 were conquered2 the visible truth bore out all the prophecies4 ,it was true that they had known already everything ,he was then saying1 but those truths really lived in them only when ,his lips repeated them4 ,their ,king had come back1 the ,kingdom was near at hand1 and ,his brothers1 instead of being derided and persecuted1 would reign with ,him through all eternity4 ,these words had fired again the most tepid1 had brightened the memory of other words1 of other sunnier days1 and suddenly they felt an exaltation1 an ardor1 a greater desire to embrace each other1 to love each other1 never more to be separated from each other4 ,if the ,master was risen from the dead1 they themselves could not die2 if ,he could leave the sepulcher1 ,his promises were the promises of a ,god and ,he would fulfill them to the uttermost4 ,their faith was not in vain1 and they were no longer alone3 the crucifixion had been the darkening of one day in order that the light might shine out more splendidly for all the days to come4 ,,thomas ,,didymus ,thomas1 called ,didymus1 was not present when ,jesus appeared1 but the day after1 his friends ran to seek him1 still agitated by what ,jesus had said4 8,we have seen the ,lord60 they said4 8,it was really ,he4 ,he talked with us4 ,he ate with us like a living man40 ,thomas was one of those who had been profoundly shaken by the shame of ,golgotha4 ,he had said once that he was ready to die with his ,master1 but he had fled away with the others when the lanterns of the guard had appeared on the ,mount of ,olives4 ,his faith had been darkened by the gloom which had shut down on ,golgotha4 ,in spite of ,christ's warnings1 he had never once thought that the end of his ,master could be thus4 ,to think of the shame into which ,jesus let himself be led1 with the passivity of a feeble sheep1 made him suffer1 almost more than the loss of ,him who had loved him4 ,this disappointment of all his hopes had shocked him almost as though he had discovered that he had been cheated1 and in his eyes his disappointment excused even the shame of their abandoning ,him4 ,thomas1 like ,cleopas and his comrades1 was a sensualist1 whom the exalted example of ,christ had lifted high into a world which was not his own4 ,faith had taken him unawares1 like a contagious fervor4 ,but as soon as the flame which had kindled him anew every day was buried1 or seemed buried1 under the shameful stoning of hate1 the light of his soul burned low1 and grew cold4 ,he took on again his first character1 his real character1 which sought tangible things with the senses1 hoped for material changes in matter1 and expected to find only in material things material certainties and consolations4 ,his eyes refused to look at the things which his hands could not touch1 and for this he was condemned never to see the invisible1--a grace reserved only for those who believe it possible4 ,he hoped for the ,kingdom1 especially when the words and the presence of ,jesus brightened his earthly heart with the light of ,heaven1 but not for a purely spiritual ,kingdom floating in the firmament among the unsubstantial islands of the clouds1 but a kingdom where living1 warm-blooded men might have eaten and drunk at solid and tangible tables1 might govern with new laws a fairer earth assigned to them by ,god4 ,thomas1 after the scandal of the crucifixion1 was not at all disposed to believe a hearsay report of the resurrection4 ,he had seen his first beliefs too roughly disabused to put any faith now in his equally deceived companions4 ,and he answered to those who joyfully brought him the news1 8,except ,i shall see in his hands the print of the nails1 and put my finger into the print of the nails1 and thrust my hand into his side1 ,i will not believe40 ,he had said at first1 8,except ,i shall see40 ,but he corrected himself at once3 even his eyes could deceive him1 and many men were cheated by visions4 ,and his thoughts went on to a material test1 to the coarse1 brutal proof of fact1--to put his finger there where the nails had been1 to put his hand1 his whole hand1 where the lance had penetrated4 ,to do as a blind man does who sometimes is less mistaken than men who see4 ,he rejected faith which is the higher vision of the soul4 ,he even refused to have faith in the sight of his eyes1 the most divine of our bodily senses4 ,he put his faith only in his hands1 flesh handling flesh4 ,this double denial left him in the dark1 groping like a blind man1 until the ,light made ,man1 through a supreme loving concession1 gave him back light for his eyes and for his heart4 ,but this answer of ,thomas has made him one of the most famous men in the world3 for it is ,christ's eternal characteristic to immortalize even those men who affronted ,him4 ,all those afraid to touch spiritual concepts for fear of breaking them1 all cheap skeptics1 all the misers in academic chairs1 all tepid half-wits stuffed with prejudices1 all the faint-hearted1 sophists1 the cynics1 the beggars and the retort-cleaners of science2 in short all rush-lights jealous of the sun1 all geese hissing at the flight of soaring falcons1 have chosen for their protector and patron ,thomas called ,didymus4 ,they know nothing of him except this3 he does not believe in what he cannot touch4 ,this answer seems to them the sum-total of perfect good sense4 ,let anybody who wishes claim that he sees in the darkness1 hears in the silence1 speaks in solitude1 lives in death2 the followers of ,thomas can get no such idea into their thick1 dense heads4 ,so-called 8reality0 is their stronghold1 and they will not budge from it4 ,they prefer to fill their lives with gold which satisfies no hunger1 with land in which they will occupy so small a cavity1 with glory so fleeting a whisper in the silence of eternity1 with flesh which is to become worm-eaten corruption1 and with those noisy1 magic discoveries which after enslaving men hurry them towards the formidable discovery of death4 ,these and other things like them are 8real things10 beloved by the devotees of ,thomas4 ,but perhaps if they had ever had the idea of reading what happened after that answer made by ,thomas1 they would have their doubts even of him who doubted the resurrection4 ,a week later1 the ,disciples were in the same house as on the first occasion and ,thomas was with them4 ,he had hoped all that week that he also might be permitted to see the risen ,master1 and sometimes he had trembled1 thinking that his answer might be the reason for ,christ's absence2 but suddenly there came a voice at the door1 8,peace be unto you40 ,jesus entered1 his eyes seeking out ,thomas3 ,he came for ,thomas1 for him alone1 because ,christ's love for him was greater than any affront4 ,and ,he called him by name and came up to him so that he could see ,him clearly1 face to face1 8,reach hither thy finger1 and behold my hands2 and reach hither thy hand1 and thrust it into my side3 and be not faithless1 but believing40 ,but ,thomas did not obey ,him4 ,he dared not put his finger in the nail print nor his hand in the wound4 ,he only said to him3 8,my ,lord and my ,god40 ,with these words which seemed an ordinary greeting1 ,thomas admitted his defeat1 fairer than any victory2 and from that moment he was wholly ,christ's4 ,up to that time he had revered ,him as a man more perfect than others1 now he recognized ,him as ,god1 as his ,god4 ,then ,jesus1 who could not forget ,thomas' doubt1 answered1 8,thomas1 because thou hast seen me1 thou hast believed3 blessed are they that have not seen1 and yet have believed40 ,this is the last of the ,beatitudes and the greatest3 blessed are they that have not seen and yet have believed1 for in spite of the theories of the dissectors of corpses1 the only truths which have an absolute value in reality are those which the eyes of the flesh cannot see and hands of flesh and blood can never handle4 ,these truths come from on high and reach the soul directly3 the man whose soul is locked shut cannot receive them1 and will see them only on the day in which his body1 with its five limited doorways1 is like a shabby worn-out garment left upon a bed1 in the interval before men hide it underground like a noisome afterbirth4 ,thomas is one of the saints and yet he was not one of those blest by that ,beatitude4 ,an old legend relates that up to the day of his death his hand was red with blood1 a legend true with all the truth of a terrible symbolical meaning1 if we understand from it that incredulity can be a form of murder4 ,the world is full of such assassins who have begun by assassinating their own souls4 ,,the ,,rejection ,,of ,,the ,,resurrection ,christ's first companions were at last convinced that ,his second and eternal life had begun4 ,he who had been killed1 who had slept as a corpse sleeps1 covered with the perfumes of ,nicodemus and the winding-sheet of ,joseph1 had after two days awakened like a ,god4 ,but how long it took them to admit the reality of ,his return6 ,and yet the enemies of ,christ1 to make an end to the greatest obstacles in the way of their other negations1 have accused those very astonished1 perplexed ,disciples with having willingly or unwillingly invented the myth of the resurrection4 ,caiaphas and his followers claimed that the ,disciples carried off the body by night and then spread around the news of the empty sepulcher in order that weak-headed mystics might more readily believe that ,christ was risen and thus allow those cheats to continue their pestiferous trickery in the name of the dead ,trickster4 ,and ,matthew says that the ,jews bought some witnesses with 8large money0 that if needful they should report that they had seen ,simon and his accomplices violate the sepulcher and carry away on their shoulders a heavy burden wrapped in white4 ,but ,his modern enemies1 through a last remnant of respect for those who founded with their blood the indestructible ,church1 or rather through their profound conviction of the simple-mindedness of the first martyrs1 have given up this idea of deceit4 ,neither ,simon nor the others could have acted out such a deception2 they never could have kept such a piece of trickery straight in their poor thick heads4 ,but if they were not consciously deceiving1 they were certainly stupid victims of their own fancy or of the knavery of others4 ,these enemies of ,christ affirm that the ,disciples hoped so vividly to see ,jesus rise from the dead as ,he had promised1 and that the resurrection was so urgently needed to counteract the disgrace of the crucifixion1 that they were induced1 almost forced1 to expect it and to announce it as imminent4 ,then in that atmosphere of superstitious suspense1 the vision of a hysterical woman1 the hallucination of a dreamer1 the delusion of an unbalanced man sufficed to spread the news of the appearance of ,christ about the little circle of the desolate survivors4 ,some of them1 unable to believe that the ,master had deceived them1 easily put their faith in the affirmations of those who claimed to have seen ,him after ,his death4 ,and1 by dint of repeating the fantasies of these wild dreams1 they ended by taking them seriously themselves and by convincing the more candid souls4 ,only on condition of such a posthumous confirmation of the divinity of the dead man was it possible to hold together those who had followed ,him and to create the first stable organization of the universal ,church4 ,but those who with their accusations of stupidity or fraud try to undermine the certainty of the first ,christian generation1 forget too many things and too many essential things4 ,first of all is the testimony of ,paul4 ,saul the ,pharisee had been to school to ,gamaliel1 and might have been present1 even though at a distance and as an enemy1 at ,christ's death1 and certainly knew all the theories of his early teachers1 the ,jews1 about the pretended resurrection4 ,but ,paul1 who received the first ,gospel from the lips of ,james1 called the brother of the ,lord1 and from ,simon1 ,paul famous in all the churches of the ,jews and the ,gentiles1 wrote thus in his first letter to the ,corinthians3 8,christ died for our sins according to the scriptures2 ,and that he was buried1 and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures2 and that he was seen of ,cephas1 then of the twelve3 ,after that he was seen of above five hundred brethren at once2 of whom the greater part remain unto this present1 but some are fallen asleep40 ,the ,letter to the ,corinthians is recognized as authentic even by the most disdainful and suspicious nosers-out of falsification4 ,the first ,letter to the ,corinthians cannot have been written later than the spring of the year #eh1 and hence it is older than the oldest ,gospel4 ,many of those who had known the living ,christ were still living at that time and could easily have contradicted or undeceived the ,apostle4 ,corinth was at the gates of ,asia1 inhabited by many ,asiatics1 in close relation with ,judea2 ,paul's letters were public messages which were publicly read at gatherings1 and copies of them were made to send to other churches4 ,the solemn and specific testimony of ,paul must have come to ,jerusalem1 where the enemies of ,jesus1 many of them still alive1 would have found some way to controvert them by other witnesses4 ,if ,paul could have thought a valid confutation possible1 he never would have dared write those words4 ,that he was able therefore1 so short a time after the event1 publicly to affirm a prodigy so contrary to ordinary beliefs and to the interests of ,christ's watchful enemies1 shows that the resurrection was not merely a phantasy of a few fanatics1 but a certainty denied with difficulty1 easily proved4 ,we have no other record except this letter of ,paul's of the appearance of ,christ to the five hundred brothers1 but we cannot even for a moment imagine that ,paul1 one of the greatest and purest souls of early ,christianity1 could have invented it1--he who had so long persecuted those who believed in the reality of the resurrection4 ,it is extremely probable that the appearance of ,christ to the five hundred happened in ,galilee on the mountain spoken of by ,matthew1 and that the ,apostle had known one of those who had been present at that memorable meeting4 ,but this is not all4 ,the ,evangelists1 who set down with some incoherence1 but with the greatest frankness1 the recollections of ,jesus' first companions1 admit1 perhaps without wishing to1 that the ,apostles themselves did not expect the resurrection and found it hard to believe4 ,when we read the four ,gospels with attention we see that they continued to doubt even with the risen ,christ before them4 ,when on ,sunday morning the women ran to tell the ,disciples that the sepulcher was empty and ,christ alive1 the ,disciples accused them of raving4 ,when later ,he appeared to many in ,galilee3 8,and when they saw him1 they worshipped him30 said ,matthew2 8but some doubted40 ,and when ,he appeared at evening in the room where they were taking supper1 there were some who could not believe their own eyes and hesitated until they had seen ,him eating4 ,thomas still doubted after this1 until the moment when his ,lord's body was actually before his own4 ,so little did they expect to see ,him rise again that the first effect upon them of ,his appearance was fright4 8,they were affrighted and supposed that they had seen a spirit40 ,they were therefore not so credulous and easily fooled as their defamers would have them4 ,and they were so far from the idea of seeing ,him return a living man among the living that when they first saw ,him they mistook ,him for another4 ,mary of ,magdala thought that ,he was the gardener of ,joseph of ,arimathea2 ,cleopas and his companions were not able to recognize ,him all along the road2 ,simon and the others when ,he came to them upon the shore of the lake1 8knew not that it was ,jesus40 ,if they had really been expecting ,him1 ,himself1 their minds on the alert1 burning with longing1 would they have been frightened1 would they not have known ,him at once8 ,when we read the ,gospels1 we get the impression that ,christ's friends1 far from inventing ,his return1 accepted it almost because they were forced1 by external coercion1 and after much hesitation2 the exact contrary1 in short1 of what is desired to be proved by those who accuse ,christ's friends of being deceived or of having deceived4 ,but why this hesitation8 ,because the warnings of ,christ had not been able to dislodge from those slow and indocile minds the old ,jewish repugnance to the idea of immortality4 ,the belief in the resurrection of the dead was for centuries and centuries foreign to the wholly material mentality of the ,jews4 ,in a few prophets like ,daniel and ,hosea there are some passing traces of the idea1 but it does not appear explicitly except in one passage of the story of the ,maccabees4 ,at the time of ,christ the common people had a confused idea of it as a distant miracle1 a part of the conceptions of the ,apocalyptic writers1 but they did not think it possible before the final upheaval of the great day3 the ,sadducees denied it firmly and the ,pharisees admitted it as the remote and common reward of all righteous men4 ,when the superstitious ,antipas said that ,christ was ,john risen from the dead1 he meant to say with a vigorous figure of speech that the new ,prophet was like a second ,john4 ,reluctance to admit such an extraordinary infraction of the laws of death was so profoundly rooted in the ,jewish people that the very ,disciples of ,christ were not disposed to admit the possibility of the resurrection without reiterated proofs1 although they had seen ,him raise others from the dead and had heard ,him predict ,his own resurrection4 ,and yet they had seen ,him bring to life with ,his powerful summons the son of the ,widow of ,nain1 the daughter of ,jairus1 the brother of ,martha and ,mary3 the three sleepers whom ,jesus had awakened because of ,his compassion for the grief of a mother1 of a father1 of a sister4 ,but it was the habit and the fate of the ,twelve to misunderstand and to forget4 ,they were too set upon their material thoughts to be ready to believe at once such a victory over death4 ,but when they were convinced1 their certainty was so firm and strong that from the sowing of those first enforced witnesses has sprung up an enormous harvest of men born again in the faith of the resurrected ,one--which the centuries have not yet mowed down4 ,the calumnies of the ,jews1 the accusations of false witnesses1 the doubts of the ,disciples1 the plots of implacable enemies1 the fallacious sophistry of the progeny of ,thomas1 the fantasies of heresiarchs1 the distorted conceptions of men eager to prove ,christ definitely dead1 the turns and twists of the myth-spinners1 the mines and assaults of the higher and lower criticism have not availed to wrench from the millions of human hearts the certainty that the body taken down from the cross of ,golgotha reappeared on the third day to die no more4 ,the people chosen by ,christ condemned ,him to death1 hoping to have done with ,him1 but death refused ,him as the ,jews had refused ,him1 and humanity has not yet finished its accounting with that assassinated ,man who came out from the sepulcher to show that breast where the ,roman lance had forever made visible the heart which loves those who hate ,him4 ,the cowardly souls who will not believe in ,his first life1 in ,his second life1 in ,his eternal life1 cut themselves off from true life3 from life which is generous acceptance1 spontaneous love1 hope in the invisible1 certainty of the truth which passeth understanding4 ,they themselves are dead1 although they seem living1 those who refuse ,him1 as death refused ,him4 ,those who drag the weight of their still warm and breathing corpses over the patient earth laugh at the resurrection4 ,the second birth in the spirit will not be granted to those who reject life1 but an appalling and inevitable resurrection will be granted to them on the last day4 ,,the ,,return ,,by ,,the ,,sea ,when the tragedy had drawn to a close with its greatest sorrow1 its greatest joy1 every one turned again to his own destination1 the ,son to the ,father1 the ,king to ,his ,kingdom1 the ,high ,priest to his basins of blood1 the fishermen to their nets4 ,these water-soaked nets1 with broken meshes1 torn by the unaccustomed weight of the great draughts1 so many times mended1 patched1 knotted together again1 which had been left by the first fishers of men without one backward look1 on the shores of ,capernaum1 had finally been mended and laid on one side1 by some one with the prudence of the stay-at-home who knows that dreams are soon over and hunger lasts for all one's lifetime4 ,the wife of ,simon1 the father of ,james and ,john1 the brother of ,thomas1 had saved the casting nets and the drag-nets as tools which might be useful1 in memory of the exiles1 as if a voice had said to those who had remained at home3 8,they too will come back2 the ,kingdom is fair1 but far distant1 and the lake is fair now1 to-day1 and full of fish4 ,holy is holiness1 but no man lives by the spirit alone4 ,and a fish on the table now is worth more to a hungry man than a throne a year from now40 ,and for a time the wisdom of the stay-at-homes1 taken root in their native countryside like moss on a stone1 was vindicated4 ,the fishermen returned4 ,the fishers of men appeared again in ,galilee and once more took the old nets into their hands4 ,they had received the order of ,him who had drawn them away from there that they should be witnesses to ,his shame and to ,his glory4 ,they had not forgotten ,him and they could never forget ,him3 they always talked of ,him among themselves and with all those who were willing to listen to them4 ,but ,christ on ,his return had said1 8,we will meet again in ,galilee40 ,and they had gone away from ill-omened ,judea1 from the mercenary city ruled by its murderous masters1 and they had trod once more the road back to their sweet1 calm fatherland1 whence the loving ravisher of souls had snatched them away4 ,the old houses had a mellow beauty1 with the white banners of newly washed linen1 and the young grass greening along the old walls1 and the tables cleaned by humble old hands1 and the oven1 which every week spat out sparks from its flaming mouth4 ,and the quiet fishing-town had beauty1 too2 with its tanned naked boys1 the sun high over the level market-place1 the bags and baskets in the shadow of the inns1 and the smell of fish which at dawn was wafted over it1 with the morning breeze4 ,but more beautiful than all was the lake3 a gray-blue and slate-colored expanse on cloudy afternoons3 a milky basin of opal with lines and patches of jacinth on warm evenings2 a dark shadow flecked with white on starry nights3 a silvery1 heaving shadow in the moonlight4 ,on this lake which seemed the very spirit of the quiet1 happy countryside1 the fishermen's eyes had for the first time discovered the beauty of light and of water1 nobler than the heavy unlovely earth and kinder than fire4 ,the boat with its slanting sails1 its worn seats1 the high red rudder1 had from their childhood been dearer to them than that other home which awaited them1 stationary1 whitened1 four-square on the bank4 ,those infinitely long hours of tedium and of hope as they gazed at the brilliant water1 the swaying of the nets1 the darkening of the sky1 had filled the greater part of their poor and homely lives4 ,then came the day when a ,master1 poorer and more powerful than they1 had called them to ,himself to be workers with ,him in a supernatural1 perilous undertaking4 ,the poor souls uprooted from their usual surroundings had done their best to be lighted by that flame1 but the new life had trodden them out like grapes in the wine-press1 like olives in the olive crusher in order that their rough hearts should yield up tears of love and pity4 ,it was only after the ,cross had been raised on ,golgotha that they had wept with true sorrow3 and only after the ,crucified ,leader had returned to break bread with them that they had been kindled anew to hope4 ,and now they had come home1 bringing back only a few recollections1 and yet those recollections were enough to transform the world4 ,but before beginning the work which ,he had commanded1 they were waiting to see ,him whom they loved in the place which ,he had loved4 ,they were different men from the men who had gone away1 more restless1 sadder1 almost estranged1 as if they had come back from the land of the lotus-eaters and saw from beyond with purer eyes a new earth indissolubly united with ,heaven4 ,but the nets were there1 hung up on the walls1 and the boats at anchor swayed up and down on the water4 ,once more the fishers of men1 perhaps out of nostalgia1 perhaps out of material need1 began to be lake fishermen4 ,seven ,disciples of ,christ were together one evening in the harbor of ,capernaum1 ,simon called ,peter1 ,thomas called ,didymus1 ,nathanael of ,cana1 ,james1 ,john and two others4 ,simon said1 8,i go afishing40 ,his friends answered1 8,we also go with thee40 ,they went into the boat and put off1 but all that night they caught nothing4 ,when day came1 a little depressed because of the wasted night1 they came back towards the shore4 ,and when they were near they saw in the faint light of the dawn a man standing on the shore1 who seemed to be waiting for them4 8,but the disciples knew not that it was ,jesus40 8,children1 have ye any meat80 called the unknown man4 ,and they answered1 8,no40 8,cast the net on the right side of the ship1 and ye shall find40 ,they obeyed and in a moment the net was so full that they were scarcely able to draw it in4 ,and they all began to tremble because they had guessed who it was awaiting them4 8,it is the ,lord10 said ,john to ,simon4 ,peter answered nothing1 but hastily drew on his fisher's coat 7for he was naked71 and cast himself into the sea that he might be first on shore4 ,the boat was scarcely two hundred cubits from the land and in a few moments the seven ,disciples were about their ,lord4 ,and no one asked ,him1 8,who art thou80--because they had recognized ,him4 ,on the shore there were bread and a lighted brazier with fishes broiling on it1 and ,jesus said1 8,bring of the fish which ye have now caught40 ,and for the last time ,he broke the ,bread and gave to them and the fish likewise4 ,after they had finished eating ,jesus turned to ,simon and under ,his look the unhappy man1 silent till then1 turned pale3 8,simon1 son of ,jonas1 lovest thou me more than these80 ,the man who had denied ,him1 when he heard this question full of tenderness1 but for him so cruel1 felt himself carried back to another place beside another brazier with other questions put to him1 and he remembered the answer he had made then1 and the look from ,christ about to die and his own great lamentation in the night4 ,and he dared not answer as he wished3 8,yes0 in his mouth would have been boasting and shamelessness3 8,no0 would have been a shameful lie4 8,yea1 ,lord2 thou knowest that ,i love thee40 ,he made no claim for himself but 8thou knowest that ,i love thee10 ,thou who knowest all and seest into the most hidden hearts4 8,i love thee03 but he had not the courage to add 8more than these0 in the presence of the others1 who knew what he had done4 ,christ said to him1 8,feed my lambs40 ,and for the second time ,he asked him3 8,simon1 son of ,jonas1 lovest thou me80 ,and ,peter in his trouble found no other answer than1 8,yea1 ,lord2 thou knowest that ,i love thee40 ,why dost ,thou still make me suffer8 ,dost ,thou not know without my telling ,thee that ,i love ,thee1 that ,i love ,thee more than at first1 as ,i have never loved ,thee1 and that ,i will give up my life to affirm my love8 ,then ,jesus said1 8,feed my sheep40 ,and for the third time ,he insisted1 8,simon1 son of ,jonas1 lovest thou me80 ,he was drawing from ,peter three affirmations1 three new promises to cancel his three denials at ,jerusalem4 ,but ,peter could not endure this repeated suffering4 ,almost weeping1 ,he cried out1 8,lord1 thou knowest all things2 thou knowest that ,i love thee60 ,the terrible ordeal was over1 and ,jesus went on1 8,feed my sheep4 ,verily1 verily ,i say unto thee1 ,when thou wast young1 thou girdest thyself1 and walkedst whither thou wouldest3 but when thou shalt be old1 thou shalt stretch forth thy hands1 and another shall gird thee1 and carry whither thou wouldest not40 ,that is1 to the cross1 like the cross where they nailed me4 ,know1 therefore1 what it means to love me4 ,my love is brother to death4 ,because ,i love you1 they have killed me3 for your love for me1 they will kill you4 ,think1 ,simon1 son of ,jonas1 what is the covenant which you make with me1 and the fate which is before you4 ,from now on1 ,i shall not be at hand to take you back1 to give you the peace of forgiveness1 after coward fallings from grace4 ,from now on defections and desertions will be a thousand times more serious4 ,you must answer for all the lambs which ,i leave in your care and as reward at the end of your labors you will have two crossed beams1 and four nails as ,i had1 and life eternal4 ,choose3 it is the last time that you can choose and it is a choice for all time--irrevocable4 ,for an account will be asked of you as a servant left in the place of his master3 and now that you know all and have decided1 come with me4 8,follow me60 ,peter obeyed1 but turning about saw ,john coming after him and said1 8,lord1 and what shall this man do80 ,jesus said to him1 8,if ,i will that he tarry till ,i come1 what is that to thee8 follow thou me60 ,for ,simon the primacy and martyrdom2 for ,john immortality and endless waiting4 ,he who bore the same name as the precursor of ,christ's first coming was to prophesy ,his second coming4 ,the historian of the end was to be persecuted1 a solitary prisoner1 but he was to live longer than all the others and to see with his own eyes the crumbling of the stones1 not one left upon another1 of the ill-omened hill of ,jerusalem4 ,in his sonorous blue desert1 in the midst of the blinding light and the immense blackness of the midnight sea1 in his vision of the great deeds of the last day he will rejoice and suffer4 ,peter followed ,christ1 was crucified for ,christ and left behind him the eternal dynasty of the ,vicars of ,christ3 but ,john was not permitted to find rest in death3 he waits with us1 the contemporary of every generation1 silent as love1 eternal as hope4 ,,the ,,cloud ,once more they returned to ,jerusalem1 leaving their nets1 this time forever1 travelers setting out upon a journey1 the stages of which were to be marked by blood4 ,in the same place where ,he had gone down to the city glorified by men1 in the shade of blossoming branches1 ,he was to rise again after the interval of ,his dishonor and ,his resurrection1 in the glory of ,heaven4 ,he remained in the midst of men1 for forty days after the resurrection1 for as long a time as ,he had remained in the desert after ,his symbolic death by water4 ,although ,his body seemed human1 ,his life was transfigured into the ultimate sublimination of humanity and ,he was ready to enter as pure spirit1 into the spirit of the ,father from whom ,he had been separated thirty years before1 that ,he might cast a gleam of heavenly light upon the shadow-darkened world4 ,he did not1 as before1 lead a life in common with the ,disciples1 because ,he was separated now from the life of living men2 but ,he reappeared to them more than once to confirm ,his great promises1 and perhaps to explain to those most capable of receiving them those mysteries which were not written down in any book but were passed on1 under the seal of secrecy1 through all the apostolic period and the following periods1 and were imperfectly set down later under the title of ,arcana ,disciplina4 ,the last time they saw ,him was on the ,mount of ,olives1 where before ,his death ,he had prophesied the ruin of the ,temple and of the city and the signs of ,his return1 and where1 in the darkness of night and of anguish1 ,satan1 before his final defeat1 had left ,him wet with sweat and blood4 ,it was one of the last evenings of ,may and the clouds in that golden hour1 like golden celestial islands in the gold of the setting sun1 seemed to rise from the warm earth towards near-by ,heaven1 like incense from great fragrant offerings4 ,in the fields of grain1 the birds began to call back the fledglings to the nests1 and the cool breeze lightly shook the branches and their drooping1 unripened fruit4 ,from the distant city1 still inact1 from the pinnacles1 the towers and the white squares of the ,temple rose a smoky cloud of dust4 ,and once again the ,disciples asked ,jesus the question which they had put to ,him in the same place on the evening of the two prophecies4 ,now that ,he had come back as ,he had promised1 what else were they to await8 8,lord1 wilt thou at this time restore again the kingdom to ,israel80 ,they may have meant the ,kingdom of ,god1 which in their minds1 as in the minds of the ,prophets1 was one with the ,kingdom of ,israel1 since the divine restoration of the earth was to begin with ,judea4 ,christ answered3 8,it is not for you to know the times or the season1 which the ,father hath put in his own power4 ,but ye shall receive power1 after that the ,holy ,ghost is come upon you3 and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in ,jerusalem1 and in all ,judea1 and in ,samaria1 and unto the uttermost parts of the earth40 ,and having said this1 ,he lifted up ,his hands and blessed them4 ,and while they beheld1 ,he was taken up from the earth and suddenly a shining cloud as on the morning of the ,transfiguration wrapped ,him about and hid ,him from their sight4 ,but they could not look away from the sky and continued to gaze steadfastly up in their astonishment1 when two men in white apparel spoke to them3 8,ye men of ,galilee1 why stand ye gazing up into heaven8 this same ,jesus1 which is taken up from you into heaven1 shall so come in like manner as ye have seen him go into heaven40 ,then having prayed in silence1 they returned to ,jerusalem1 glowing with melancholy joy1 thinking of the day just begun3 the first day of a task which1 after two thousand years1 is not yet accomplished4 ,they were alone now1 alone against that innumerable enemy called the ,world4 ,but ,heaven is not so cut off from the earth as before the coming of ,christ2 the mystic ladder of ,jacob is no longer a lonely man's dream1 but is set up on the earth1 on this earth which we tread1 and above there is an ,intercessor who does not forget the ephemeral beings destined to eternal life who1 for a time1 were ,his brothers4 8,lo1 ,i am with you alway1 even unto the end of the world0 had been one of ,his last promises and the greatest4 ,he had ascended into ,heaven1 but ,heaven was no longer merely the barren dome where swift1 tumultuous storm-clouds appear and disappear2 where the stars shine out silently1 like the souls of saints4 ,he is still with us1 the ,son of ,man1 who to be nearer ,heaven ascended mountains1 who was light made manifest1 who died1 raised above the earth towards the blackness of ,heaven1 and rose from the dead to ascend into ,heaven in the peacefulness of evening1 and who will return again on the clouds of ,heaven4 ,he is still present in the world which ,he meant to free4 ,he is still attentive to our words1 if they truly come from the depths of our hearts1 to our tears if they are tears of blood in our hearts before being salt drops in our eyes4 ,he is with us1 an invisible1 benignant guest1 never more to leave us1 because by ,his wish our earthly life is an anticipation of the ,kingdom of ,heaven1 and is a part of ,heaven from this day on4 ,christ has taken to ,himself as ,his eternal possession that rough foster-mother of us all1 that sphere which is but a point in the infinite and yet contains hope for the infinite2 and to-day ,he is closer to us than when ,he ate the bread of our fields4 ,no divine promise can be blotted out3 the ,may cloud which 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of the continent of ,europe to-day1 by means of translations that partake in some measure of the vigor and charm of the originals4 ,no attempt will be made to give what ,americans miscall 8the best books10 if by this is meant conformity to some high and illusory standard of past greatness2 any twentieth-century book which displays creative power or a new outlook or more than ordinary interest will be eligible for inclusion4 ,nor will the attempt be made to select books that merely confirm ,american standards of taste or morals1 since the series is intended to serve as a mirror of ,european culture and not as a glass through which it may be seen darkly4 ,all forms of literature will be represented1 and special attention will be paid to authors whose works have not hitherto been accessible in ,english4 8,the first organized effort to bring into ,english a series of the really significant figures in contemporary ,european literature4444 ,an undertaking as creditable and as ambitious as any of its kind on the other side of the ,atlantic40--,new ,york ,evening ,post4 ,,the ,,world',s ,,illusion4 ,by ,,jacob ,,wassermann4 ,translated by ,ludwig ,lewisohn4 ,two volumes4 ,one of the most remarkable creative works of our time1 revolving about the experiences of a man who sums up the wealth and culture of our age yet finds them wanting4 ,,people4 ,by ,,pierre ,,hamp4 ,translated by ,james ,whitall4 ,with ,introduction by ,elizabeth ,shepley ,sergeant4 ,introducing one of the most significant writers of ,france1 himself a working man1 in whom is incarnated the new self-consciousness of the worker's world4 ,,decadence1 ,,and ,,other ,,essays ,,on ,,the ,,culture ,,of ,,ideas4 ,by ,,remy ,,de ,,gourmont4 ,translated by ,william ,aspenwall ,bradley4 ,an introduction to ,gourmont's theory of the 8disassociation of ideas10 which has been called 8the most fruitful and provocative theory since ,nietzsche40 ,,history3 ,,its ,,theory ,,and ,,practice4 ,by ,,benedetto ,,croce4 ,translated by ,douglas ,ainslie4 ,a new interpretation of the meaning of history1 and a survey of the great historians1 by one of the leaders of ,european thought4 ,,the ,,new ,,society4 ,by ,,walter ,,rathenau4 ,translated by ,arthur ,windham4 ,one of ,germany's most influential thinkers and men of action presents his vision of the new society emerging out of the ,war4 ,,the ,,reform ,,of ,,education4 ,by ,,giovanni ,,gentile4 ,with an ,introduction by ,benedetto ,croce4 ,translated by ,dino ,bigongiari4 ,an introduction to the philosophy of a great contemporary thinker who has an extraordinary influence on ,italian life to-day4 ,,the ,,reign ,,of ,,the ,,evil ,,one4 ,by ,c4 ,f4 ,,ramuz4 ,translated by ,james ,whitall4 ,with an ,introduction by ,ernest ,boyd4 8,a rural fantasia comparable to ,synge's #8,playboy1'0 introducing an interesting ,french-,swiss novelist4 ,,the ,,goose ,,man4 ,by ,,jacob ,,wassermann1 author of 8,the ,world's ,illusion40 ,translated by ,allen ,w4 ,porterfield4 ,a novel which raises the question whether genius can ignore the common rules of humanity without self-destruction4 ,,rub4 ,by ,g4 ,a4 ,,borgese4 ,translated by ,isaac ,goldberg4 ,a novel which has had a sensational success in ,italy1 centering on the spiritual collapse since the ,war4 ,,the ,,patrioteer4 ,by ,,heinrich ,,mann4 ,translated by ,ernest ,boyd4 ,a ,german 8,main ,street10 describing the career of a typical product of militarism1 in school1 university1 business1 and love4 ,,modern ,,russian ,,poetry3 ,,an ,,anthology4 ,translated by ,babette ,deutsch and ,a4 ,yarmolinsky4 ,covers the whole field of ,russian verse since ,pushkin1 with the emphasis on contemporary poets4 ,,life ,,of ,,christ4 ,by ,,giovanni ,,papini4 ,translated by ,dorothy ,canfield ,fisher4 ,the first biography of ,christ by a great man of letters since ,renan's4 ,,contemporary ,,german ,,poetry3 ,,an ,,anthology4 ,translated by ,babette ,deutsch and ,a4 ,yarmolinsky4 ,in preparation4 ,covers the whole field of twentieth century poetry in ,germany down to the latest 8expressionists40 ,,sonatas4 ,by ,,ram,n ,,del ,,valle-,,incl,n4 ,in preparation4 ,a romance by the most finished artist of modern ,spain4 ,,other ,,books ,,on ,,foreign ,,literature ,,by ,,the ,,same ,,publishers ,,benedetto ,,croce3 ,,an ,,introduction ,,to ,,his ,,philosophy4 ,by ,,raffaello ,,piccoli4 ,the first adequate account of ,croce's life and thought4 ,a ,,guide ,,to ,,russian ,,literature4 ,by ,m4 ,j4 ,,olgin4 ,a popular handbook describing the life and works of some sixty ,russian authors4 ,,harcourt1 ,,brace ,,and ,,company ,publishers ,new ,york ,transcriber's ,notes3 ,text that was in italics is enclosed by underscores 7italics74