,canadian ,in/itute = ,hi/orical ,microreproductions4 ,,memoir ,,( ,,fa!r ,,v9c5t ,,de ,,paul1 ,,religi\s ,,( ,,la ,,trappe3 ,,translat$ ,,f ,,! ,,orig9al ,,fr5* ,,by ,a4 ,m4 ,,pope1 ,,) ,a ,,preface ,,by ,,! ,,"r ,,rev]5d ,,dr4 ,,cam]on1 ,,bi%op ,,( ,,ari*at4 ,,preface4 ,! reply ( ,maximilian to ! weal?y c\rti] :o t5d]$ him a goodly purse ( gold = a title ( nobility1 0 wor?y ( t emp]or3 ,i c enri* !e1 he said1 b only ?y own virtue c enoble !e ,all true gr&eur1 excell5ce1 & dignity1 are ! (fspr+ ( virtue4 ,ev5 ! mo/ r5[n$ oracles ( paganism proclaim ?is1 & ! v p]secutors ( hol9ess are (t5 con/ra9$ to pay homage to _! victim4 ,no wond]1 !n1 t :5ev] we are privileg$ to f9d "o ( ^? r>e mortals1 :om virtue has unmi/akably m>k$ z h] own1 we lov+ly atta* an exceptional importance to ev]y?+ connect$ ) 8 hi/ory4 ,su* assur$ly 0 he ^: acc\nt ( :at befel him dur+ 8 fir/ t5 ye>s 9 ,am]ica1 is n[ = ! fir/ "t publi%$ 9 ,engli%4 ,a brief sket* ( ! religi\s ,ord] to :i* he belong$1 ( ! life he l$1 & ( ! ,mona/]y he f\nd$1 may give add$ int]e/ to 8 own simple & edify+ n>rative4 ,:at ,scripture t]ms ! _w1 & s emphatically d5\nces z su*1 is ! poison\s s\rce ( ! "m-evils describ$ by ,/4 ,john z ! concupisc5ce ( ! fle%1 & ! concupisc5ce ( ! eyes1 & ! pride ( life4 ,flight f ! contam9ation ( ?is ?reefold inord9ate love ( pleasures1 ri*es & honors1 be+ ess5tial to salvation1 is mo/ easily1 mo/ surely & mo/ m]itori\sly a*iev$ by ^? :o1 9 answ] to a ,div9e call1 consecrate & give !mselves :olly to ,god1 by ! practice ( ! evangelical c\nsels ( *a/ity1 pov]ty & ob$i5ce4 ,^? :o embrace ?is angelic pr(ession =m ! *oice portion ( ! fold ( ,*ri/4 ,!y rank z ,8 sp\ses1 &1 by ! holy ambition ( _! virg9 love1 console ,him = ! crav5 defections or ! cold indiff]5ce ( s _m ,*ri/ians4 ,all ,*ri/ians animat$ by ! _s ( ,jesus are religi\s1 j z !y are holy1 & k+s & prie/s 7,i ,pet] #b1i74 ,su* is ! unity ( ! m>vell\s body ( ,*ri/1 ! ,*ur*1 ^: s\l is inf9ite love1 t h] e memb] %>es1 9 "s s5se & measure1 all h] sublime pr]ogatives4 ,b z ,god will$ t 9 ,8 family "s goods %\ld be common to all1 s ,he likewise decre$ t o!r goods %\ld be res]v$ to comp>atively few1 & ?r\gh ^! *os5 & privileg$ ones b5efit ! re/4 ,h5ce1 z besides ?is elem5t>y royalty & prie/hood conf]r$ by baptism1 !re are1 accord+ to ! express ord] ( ,god sup]ior & (ficial royalties & prie/hoods1 9 l mann] besides ! fundam5tal religion1 :i* is ! vital brea? ( e s\l 9 a /ate ( grace1 !re is a religion m em95t1 m def9ite1 m p]fect4 ,?us z !re is "h bel[ a sac]dotal & royal /ate1 s likewise is !re a religi\s /ate :i* is conf9$ to ^? only :o b9d !mselves by v[s to a mona/ic life4 ,x is evid5t1 !re=e1 t :5 ,ca?olics use ! expression religi\s ,ord]1 or t]m a monk or nun a religi\s1 !y are p]fectly ju/ifi$ 9 do+ s1 ! cavill+s ( ,dr4 ,tr5* to ! contr>y not)/&+4 ,ea* religi\s ord] is *>act]iz$ by ! special purpose = :i* x 0 f\nd$1 & by ! con/itution & rule :i* its memb]s are to foll[4 ,! obs]vance ( ! ,b5$ict9e rule 0 greatly relax$ 9 ! mona/]ies ( ,france t[>ds ! close ( ! elev5? c5tury1 :5 ,/4 ,rob]t 7#ajih7 inaugurat$ a re=m at ,citeaux1 :i* result$ 9 ! e/abli%m5t ( ! ,ci/]cian ,ord]4 ,a mona/]y ( ?is ,ord] 0 subsequ5tly 7#aadj7 f\nd$ 9 ,la ,p]*e1 ,france1 by ! ,c\nt ( ,p]*e1 & 0 call$ ,la ,trappe4 ,9 #affb ! comm5datory abbot ( ,la ,trappe1 ,arm& ,jean le ,b\?ili] de ,rance'1 a nobleman :o ab&on$ weal? & a brilliant c>e]1 visit$ ,la ,trappe1 und]took a new re=m ( ! ,ci/]cian rule1 & ?us became ! f\nd] ( t bran* ( ?is ,ord] :i* became kn[n z ! congregation ( ,la ,trappe4 ,9 consequ5ce ( ! ,revolution ( #aghi1 "o ( ! ,trappi/ ,fa!rs1 ,dom ,augu/9 conduct$ tw5ty-f\r ( 8 bre?r5 f ,france to ,valsa9te1 9 ,switz]l&4 ,"h !y decid$ to adopt a rule /ill m /rict ?an t :i* !y _h hi!rto obs]v$4 ,?is /ep occasion$ a division 9 ! ,trappi/ ,ord]3 "s mona/]ies foll[+ ! rule ( ,valsa9te1 o!rs t ( de ,rance'4 ,an appeal to ,rome result$ 9 a decree dat$ ,octob] #crd1 #ahcd1 by :i* all ,trappi/ mona/]ies 7 plac$ "u "o gov]nm5t4 ,! decree n hav+ h[ev] _h ! desir$ effect1 ! ,holy ,see decid$ 9 #ahdg to sanction two di/9ct congregations1 "o to foll[ ! con/itution ( de ,rance'1 & ! o!r to obs]ve ! rule ( ,/4 ,b5$ict1 ) ! primitive con/itution ( ! ,ci/]cian ,ord]4 ,to ! latt] congregation belong ! ,trappi/ mona/]ies ( ,canada & ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 ^: "t-table on week days dur+ w9t] is z foll[s3-- ,at two o'clock1 a4 m41 ! ,trappi/s rise & proce$ to _! *apel1 :]e !y devote _! "t to ! recitation ( ! ,(fice1 m$itation1 c41 till #g4de1 :5 !y h ,high ,mass1 foll[$ by manual labor1 :i*1 ) ! int]ruption ( only half an h\r giv5 to ! recitation ( ,(fice & exam5 ( consci5ce1 cont9ues till #b p4 m42 t5 m9utes m & !y break _! long fa/ ( tw5ty-f\r h\rs ) ! lean & only repa/ ( ! day4 ,at #f p4 m4 beg9s spiritual read+1 imm$iately foll[$ by compl9e & o!r devotional ex]cises till #g1 :5 !y retire to _! mu* ne$$ re/ on _! h>d /raw mattresses4 ,p]petual sil5ce is prescrib$1 unless 9 case ( necessity1 s t ! ,trappi/'s :ole life is "o ( extraord9>y au/]ity & ( incessant recollection1 rem9d+ him at e turn ( ! %ortness ( life & ! trem5d\s rigor ( judgm5t4 ,! "t-table = summ] v>ies 9 "s m9or practices & obs]vances1 :ile1 accord+ to t ( ,sundays & holidays1 ^? religi\s 9 ! latt] case rise at midnight1 & 9 ! =m] at #a a4 m41 & busy !mselves till #g o'clock1 p4 m4 dur+ w9t]1 & #h o'clock dur+ summ] 9 ! praises ( ! ,"l4 ,james ,m]le 0 born at ,lyons1 ,france1 ! #bi? ,octob]1 #agfh4 ,8 fa!r 0 a mu* respect$ physician 9 t city4 ,on ! #g? ( ,april1 #agih1 :ile ! godless ,revolution 0 c>ry+ resi/less deva/ation ov] ! c\ntry1 he privately receiv$ ! holy ord] ( prie/hood at ! h&s ( ,mgr4 ,c4 ,f4 ,d4 ,dubois de ,sanzay1 ,ar*bi%op ( ,vi5ne1 & sev5 ye>s aft]w>ds he ent]$ ! ,trappi/ ,ord]1 tak+ ! "n ( ,fa!r ,v9c5t de ,paul1 by :i* he has always s9ce be5 kn[n4 ,9 8 memoir ,fa!r ,v9c5t speaks ( hav+ b\ght a l>ge tract ( l& ne> ! sea 9 ,nova ,scotia1 & ( hav+ built a h\se !reon4 ,?is 0 9 ,tracadie1 :]e he resid$ = "s ye>s previ\s to 8 return to ,france 9 #ahbc4 ,9 #ahbd he came aga9 to ,tracadie ) ano!r wor?y prie/ ( 8 ,ord]1 ,fa!r ,francis1 a native ( ,freiburg1 toge!r ) ?ree lay bro!rs1 & ! h\se above ref]r$ to became !nce=? ! mona/]y ( ,petit ,clairvaux4 ,a few ye>s lat] ?ree o!r lay bro!rs 7 admitt$1 two ( !m f ,halifax1 & "o f ! ,unit$ ,/ates4 ,until ! ,rev4 ,john ,qu9n 0 appo9t$ p>i% prie/ ( ,tracadie1 7#ahcg7 ,fa!r ,v9c5t _h pa/oral *>ge ( ! ?ree missions ( ,tracadie1 ,havre au ,b\*]1 & ,pomquet1 & ! old p ( ! place /ill rec\nt 8 innum]able acts ( extraord9>y zeal & devotion4 ,he sc>cely ev] _h ! /ole (f 8 neck dur+ ,l5t1 is ! rem>k ( "o ( !m4 ,he also made frequ5t excursions to ,*eticamp1 ,ari*at1 & o!r p>ts ( ,cape ,breton1 to prea* missions !re1 & to assi/ ! dy+4 ,9 8 memoir he speaks ( t sublime pilgrimage ( ! he>t1 ! admirable devotion ( ! ,way ( ! ,cross1 z "o especially acceptable to ,god2 & no wond] x bore m>vell\s fruit z conduct$ by him4 ,at ea* /ation ?is holy s]vant ( ,god did n cont5t himself ) read+ ! usual pray]s3 he gave expression to heav5ly ?\ghts inspir$ by 8 own burn+ love ( 8 crucifi$ ,savi\r1 produc+ a my/]i\s & la/+ e*o 9 all he>ts4 ,! *ur* 0 always cr[d$ on ^? occasions4 ,to prep>e *ildr5 = _! fir/ communion1 he devot$ six entire weeks ( in/ruction ea* ye>4 ,8 capacity = "w 0 imm5se2 & :ile hurry nev] appe>$ 9 8 actions1 he manag$ to glide ?r\gh !m ) a ma/]ly ease f> out-/ripp+ ! spe$ie/ progress ( ord9>y mortals4 ,a sup]natural light seem$ to sup]s$e ! necessity ( rec\rse to ! usual sl[ & labori\s process ( reason+ 9 see+ "o's way1 & to end[ him ) an intuition exclud+ all d\bt1 & ) an in/9ct ev] ready 9 p]=mance4 ,?us = ev]y?+ he f\nd ample "t1 because no p>ticle ( 8 "t 0 lo/4 ,he 0 a liv+1 palpitat+1 brea?+1 vocal1 act+ temple ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 & ?is ,div9e indwell+ 01 9 a mann]1 visible to all4 ,at ! alt>1 dur+ ! holy sacrifice :i* he daily (f]$1 x seem$ to transfigure 8 c\nt5ance s z to impress 8 heav5ly citiz5%ip ^u all behold]s4 ,9 adm9i/]+ ! sacram5t1 9 in/ruct+ ! p1 9 8 incessant endeavors to keep or w9 !m f s91 & to provide = all _! spiritual wants1 ! same irradiation ( hol9ess imp>t$ ! mo/ extraord9>y efficacy to 8 *>ity & zeal4 ,s palpable 0 ?is impress ( sanctity 9 8 e-day-life1 t no "o c\ld come 9 contact ) him )\t p]ceiv+ x & feel+ its inh]5t p[]4 ,su* be+ ! r>e effulg5ce ( ,fa!r ,v9c5t's sanctity z se5 amid ! du/ & d>kness ( ! _w1 "o c m readily realize ! transc5d5t p]fection & purity ( 8 s\l z nurtur$ & reveal$ 9 8 div9e commun+ 9 8 own belov$ cloi/]4 ,no wond]1 !n1 t :5 ?is admirable s]vant ( ,god1 fall ( days & m]its1 0 call$ away to 8 rew>d on ! morn+ ( ,new ,ye>'s ,day1 #ahec1 all felt t !y _h "o int]cessor m 9 heav54 ,no wond] t miracul\s cures wr\ght ?r\gh 8 m$iation began soon to multiply4 ,nor 0 ,fa!r ,v9c5t's reputation = sanctity conf9$ to ,ca?olics4 ,ev5 ,prote/ants n only ackn[l$g$ ! h]oism ( 8 virtues1 b also s\ght to possess "s e>? f 8 grave1 & "o ( !m1 ,j4 ,h41 /ill liv+1 0 re/or$ to heal? & usefulness by ! application ( ?is relic to 8 diseas$ & disabl$ limbs4 ,! next ,prior ( ,petit ,clairvaux 0 ! dauntless & holy ,fa!r ,francis1 ^: advanc$ age oblig$ him 9 #aheh to resign 8 (fice into ! h&s ( ! sweet ,fa!r ,james1 a native ( ,belgium1 & a religi\s em95tly qualifi$ = ! position4 ,su* 0 ! success ( 8 adm9i/ration t 9 #ahgf ! community 0 rais$ by ,pius ,,ix ( bless$ memory to ! dignity ( an abbey--an abbey1 :i*1 ) its =ty-"o f]v5t religi\s1 n[ wisely gov]n$ by ! wor?y ,abbot ,dom9ic1 pres5ts an example ( h]oic ab/95ce1 mortification & pray]1 well calculat$ to put ! *>act]i/ic dissipation1 effem9acy & dissolut5ess ( ! age to blu%1 & to br+ home to our m9ds t ! wisdom ( ?is _w is fooli%ness ) ,god4 7,i ,co4 #c1ai74 ,,john ,,cam]on1 ,bi%op ( ,ari*at4 ,,memoir ,,( ,,fa!r ,,v9c5t4 ,"s acc\nt ( :at befel ,fa!r ,v9c5t de ,paul1 ,religi\s ( ,la ,trappe1 ) obs]vations made by him :5 9 ,am]ica1 :]e he has sp5t ab\t t5 ye>s1 ) ! p]mission ( 8 ,sup]ior1 9 ob$i5ce to ^: ord]s he writes ! foll[+3 ,! rev]5d ,fa!r ,abbot1 ( ,la ,trappe1 ,dom ,augu/91 7,de ,le/range7 =esee+ t ,bonap>te w\ld seek to de/roy ! communities exi/+ 9 ,europe1 resolv$ on s5d+ a p>ty ( 8 religi\s to ,am]ica1 9 ord] t !y might e/abli% !mselves !re & pres]ve _! mona/ic /ate4 ,9 #ahab1 ,i1 9 company ) two o!r bro!rs1 0 s5t by him to ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 !re to f\nd an e/abli%m5t ( our ,ord]4 ,we left ,bordeaux on ! #ae? ,june1 & on ! #f? ( ! mon? ( ,augu/ we arriv$ at ,bo/on4 ,we _h ) u "o ( our ,trappi/9es1 ^: object 0 also to f\nd a community2 ) ?is int5tion %e _h prec$$ h] companions1 b n[ f\nd h]self alone1 z passports 7 refus$ to ! o!r si/]s4 ,we 7 welcom$ by ! wor?y ,mr4 ,matignon1 p>i% prie/ ( ! t[n1 :o coax$ u to rema9 9 ! diocese ( ,bi%op ,*ev]us4 ,h[ev] z we _h receiv$ ord]s to e/abli% ourselves ne> ,baltimore1 aft] a few days re/ ,i />t$ = t t[n alone1 leav+ my bro!rs & ! nun 9 ,bo/on1 int5d+ to s5d = !m :5 ,i %\ld f9d a suitable site = ! two project$ e/abli%m5ts4 ,i paid my respects to ,8 ,grace ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,baltimore1 :o receiv$ me k9dly1 b appe>$ at a loss :]e to f9d a site su* z we desir$4 ,aft] _m unsuccessful ef=ts & rese>*es1 he e/abli%$ me temporally on a f>m belong+ to ! ,society ( ,jesus 7( :i* he 0 a memb]7 until su* "t z we c\ld procure ! sort ( place we want$2 !n z ,i ?\ght t "t might be long 9 com+1 ,i summon$ my bro!rs to me1 & arrang$ = a suitable lodg+ = ! nun4 ,dur+ our /ay1 a ri* man ( ,baltimore1 :o 0 once a ,prote/ant & _h be5 conv]t$1 (f]$ u #bjjj acres ( l& 9 ! m\nta9s ( ,p5sylvania1 ne> a riv] call$ ! ,delaw>e4 ,he 0 ev5 g5]\s en\gh to (f] me ! s]vices ( 8 son1 :o 0 also a rec5t conv]t1 & :o came ) u to po9t out ! prop]ty :i*1 h[ev]1 ,i 0 n able to inspect ?or\ghly z ,i rema9$ !re only "o day4 ,i return$ soon aft] ) two "y m5 :o 7 incl9$ to jo9 our ,ord]4 ,!y comm5c$ a some:at rude novitiate1 = we fa/$ & kept sil5ce on ! way1 go+ always on foot = want ( money4 ,aft] great suff]+ f fatigue & heat 7z x 0 summ]71 we arriv$ at a little t[n1 di/ant ab\t sixty miles f ,philadelphia1 :5ce we _h />t$ on our t\r ( inspection4 ,?is little t[n1 :i* 0 call$ ,mil=d1 0 q ne> to ! l& t 0 to be ours4 ,on ! way we pass$ ?r\gh _m ,prote/ant villages ^: inhabitants appe>$ to be anxi\s = ! light ( ! true fai?1 & ?is budd+ t[n ( ,mil=d did n look askance at u1 z almo/ all ( its inhabitants came to mass on ,sunday4 ,aft] mass "o ( ! "y m5 a=em5tion$1 :o knew ,engli% well1 exp\nd$ ! cate*ism to !m1 & !y li/5$ ) att5tion4 ,! ,prote/ant m9i/] came aft]w>ds to prea*1 b we 7 told t none ( ! p w5t to he> him :i* )\t d\bt annoy$ him greatly4 ,"o ( ! pr9cipal m5 ( ! place1 a ,prote/ant1 z inde$ !y 7 all1 begg$ me to rema9 ) !m1 say+ t !y w\ld subscribe me a p5sion1 & t he w\ld head ! li/ ) ! sum ( fifty doll>s4 ,b we _h n come to ?is c\ntry to be mission>ies1 s we left ,mil=d to g & inspect our l&4 ,travell+ ?r\gh ^! imm5se & trackless =e/s 0 v difficult1 & we (t5 w5t a/ray4 ,"o day :5 ,i 0 alone ) a *ild :o s]v$ me 9 ! capacity ( guide1 we 7 greatly puzzl$4 ,we wi%$ to f9d a little hut t we _h built 9 ! woods 9 :i* to sleep2 nightfall 0 com+ on1 & !re seem$ no *ance ( f9d+ our camp be=e sund[n4 ,i said to ! *ild3 "h is a l[1 flat rock1 on :i* ,i w sp5d ! night4 ,he repli$ t if ,i rema9$ !re ,i %\ld be dev\r$ by ! be>s1 ( :i* !re 7 a great numb] on ^! m\nta9s2 we _h already he>d _! cries & hide\s h[l+s4 ,at l5g?1 ?anks be to ,god1 we f\nd ! cab91 :i* 0 n a v safe refuge = u1 z x 0 only a little hut built ( "y trees4 ,! two novices & ,i slept !re l ,indians1 ei!r on ! b>e gr\nd or on c\*es =m$ by heaps ( ! bran*es ( trees4 ,hav+ no provisions ) u we 7 oblig$ = ! fir/ few days to eat :at we c\ld f9d 9 ! woods1 su* z c]ta9 little blue b]ries t !y call bluets1 & o!r wild fruits1 :i* ! p ( ! c\ntry despise4 ,on ! ?ird or f\r? day help came4 ,a ,jew & a ,prote/ant appe>$ on ! sc5e1 br++ u potatoes4 ,?is ,jew %[$ a lean+ t[>ds our religion1 & ! ,sunday previ\s ,i _h said mass 9 8 h\se4 ,i d n d\bt t if we _h rema9$ long] ) ^! p _m w\ld h be5 conv]t$4 ,!re 0 "o entire family1 ( fa!r1 "m & ?ree *ildr51 :om ,i _h in/ruct$1 & :o 7 to receive baptism & embrace ! ,ca?olic religion4 ,un=tunately ! woman 0 ! victim ( evil c\nsel at ,mil=d1 & 0 det]r$ f h] good purpose4 ,!re 7 _m p 9 ,mil=d :o 7 bitt] enemies to ! tru?4 ,i (t5 said mass 9 our cab94 ,"o day we made a cross & c>ri$ x 9 procession = ne>ly a mile3 we sang psalms1 & "p ( ! way w5t b>efoot1 until we rea*$ ! spot :]e we plant$ ! cross1 :i* 0 our consolation & our safegu>d1 z !re 7 9 ?is des]t a great numb] ( rattlesnakes & o!r reptiles no less dang]\s4 ,:5 we left our retreat we w\ld sometimes /ep ^u !m & w\ld he> ! noise t ^! s]p5ts make ) _! rattles4 ,at la/ hav+ walk$ ov] a great portion ( ^! two ?\s& acres ( l& dur+ ! two weeks t we sp5t !re1 we left ^! solitudes & w5t d[n to ,philadelphia4 ,footnote3 ,x 0 n deem$ advisable to accept ?is prop]ty1 x be+ almo/ entirely rock or m>% l&4 ,besides :i* x 0 n suitable = "o ( our e/abli%m5ts1 communication ) o!r places be+ too difficult4 ,^u arriv+ at ! t[n ,i told ! ,bi%op h[ well-dispos$ 7 ! p :om we _h se51 & sugge/$ to him to s5d "s mission>ies !re1 b he told me t he _h none to s5d4 ,if ,i _h be5 free ,i w\ld h return$ at once to labor = ! conv]sion ( ^! poor p4 ,aft] a ye> ( crosses & difficulties 9 ! way ( our discov]+ a suitable & conv5i5t place = our e/abli%m5t1 we f\nd ourselves 9 ,m>yl&1 an excell5t prov9ce1 produc+ all ! necess>ies ( life 9 abundance4 ,x is ne> ! sea1 & ne> to ! ,potox51 & n f> f ! ,potomac1 two great riv]s t add to its comm]cial advantages & r5d] x m fl\ri%+4 ,we ?\ght we _h at la/ f\nd ! c\ntry 9 :i* to succe$ 9 e/abli%+ our f\ndation4 ,i consult$ ,8 ,grace ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,baltimore1 & ! rev]5d g5tlem5 ( ! sem9>y ( ,/4 ,sulpice1 & 9 accordance ) _! advice1 ,i decid$ to g !re & comm5ce ! "w4 ,?ree m bro!rs s5t f ,france by our ,rev]5d ,fa!r ,abbot1 arriv$ at ?is juncture & jo9$ u4 ,we b\ght ! l& & set ourselves to "w to cultivate x4 ,we built a h\se = ourselves1 :i* consi/$ ( trees plac$ "o ^u ano!r--:at is call$ 9 ?is c\ntry a logh\se4 ,x 0 small1 be+ only eighte5 feet long1 & z _m wide4 ,we %ortly comm5c$ ano!r :i* w\ld s]ve z a *apel4 ,! negroes ( ! c\ntry--:o are all ,ca?olics--gave u a help+ h& 9 ?is "w ,on arriv+ "h we f\nd lodg+s 9 a private h\se ne> our cle>+1 9 :i* we rema9$ until our logh\se 0 fit to receive u4 ,m>yl& produces an abundance ( ,indian corn1 ! cultivation ( :i* is ! *ief "w ( ! negroes4 ,we subsi/$ almo/ entirely ^u ?is food1 ) potatoes & occasionally bread2 :eat1 h[ev]1 & buck:eat gr[ v well4 ,we arriv$ !re at ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> #ahac1 & dur+ ! w9t] we 7 occupi$ 9 cutt+ d[n trees & prep>+ ! l& = "w 9 ! spr+1 s t :5 t season arriv$ we _h an acre & a half ( l& "u cultivation4 ,"p ( ?is we plant$ ) potatoes1 ano!r "p 0 a g>d5 :]e we s[$ diff]5t vegetables1 & we also laid out an or*>d ( "y fruit trees4 ,s f> ev]y?+ look$ well1 b :5 summ] came1 & :ile we 7 work+ mo/ zeal\sly we all fell ill ) fev]1 & _m ( u 7 attack$ ) dys5t]y4 ,i attribute ^! maladies to _m causes1--fir/ to ! miasma or poison\s vapors exhal$ f newly cle>$ l&1 !n to ! great heat & ! bad wat] t we _h to dr9k1 :i*1 ?\gh x _h be5 pure en\gh 9 ! w9t] & spr+1 _h become bad by reason ( a multitude ( little insects t 7 p]petually dr[n+ !mselves 9 x4 ,ano!r reason t contribut$ to r5d] u ill 0 ! numb] ( diff]5t sorts ( flies by :i* we 7 dev\r$ day & night4 ,!re 7 among o!rs two species ( flies :i* 9 ?is c\ntry !y call tics4 ,"s ( !m are l>ge1 o!rs are small1 !y fa/5 !mselves to ! sk9 & s p5etrate into ! fle% t "o c only remove !m by pull+ !m to pieces1 ev5 !n a "p rema9s & causes an insupportable it*+4 ,we 7 dy+ "o aft] ano!r 9 ?is place :5 our ,rev4 ,fa!r ,abbot on 8 way f ,m>t9ique1 ) sev]al religi\s1 arriv$ at ,new ,york4 ,he summon$ our community to him1 z well z t ( ! ,rev4 ,fa!r ,urba91 :i* a %ort "t previ\sly _h unit$ ) ours1 s t ^! ?ree little communities n[ =m$ b "o1 "u our *ief ,sup]ior1 :o ?us 9 a mom5t effect$ a f\ndation su* z we _h sp5t ye>s ( fruitless ef=t endeavor+ to e/abli%4 ,our new mona/]y 0 e/abli%$ 9 ! c\ntry ne> ,new ,york1 & did mu* good4 ,?irty-?ree poor *ildr5 7almo/ all ( !m orphans7 7 br\ght up !re1 & 7 giv5 all ! necess>ies ( life1 ev5 to _! clo!s4 ,prote/ants came to see ! good "w & two m9i/]s 7 conv]t$4 ,^! g5tlem5 came sometimes to see u1 & assi/$ at our religi\s c]emonies4 ,!y lik$ to conv]se ) our ,rev]5d ,fa!r ,abbot1 :o won !m by 8 frank & polite mann]4 ,9 addition to ! "w ( ?is mona/]y1 our ,rev]5d ,fa!r ,abbot support$ & direct$ ano!r h\se ( our ,ord] :i* he _h also f\nd$1 & :i* 0 productive ( mu* good4 ,?is 0 a community ( nuns4 ,!re 0 yet ano!r conv5t1 "o belong+ to ! ,ursul9es q ne>1 t is to say ab\t ?ree or f\r miles f our mona/]y1 :i* our community suppli$ ) a *apla94 ,i 0 oblig$ to g !re e ,sunday to say mass & to confess ! nuns4 ,:5 we arriv$ 9 _! neighborhood !y 7 )\t a prie/2 we c\ld n leave !m 9 su* ne$1 s t ,i1 ill ?\gh ,i 01 _h to say two masses on ,sundays1 "o 9 ! *ur* ( ! ,ursul9es1 ! o!r 9 t ( our si/]s4 ,h[ev]1 ?is 0 to me a cause ( rejoic+1 al?\gh ,i 0 fatigu$ aft] my voyages & ov]:elm$ by ! "w ) :i* ,i 0 *>g$1 ,i 0 comp5sat$ & consol$ by ! good t ,i c\ld be ! means ( do+4 ,i rememb] hav+ receiv$ ! abjuration ( ,prote/antism ( ?ree "y ladies :o 7 bo>d]s at ! ,ursul9e ,conv5t1 & :o _h ! happ9ess ( becom+ ,ca?olics4 ,al?\gh we 7 9 a ,prote/ant c\ntry1 our ,rev]5d ,fa!r ,abbot und]took to h ! procession ( ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t on ! fe/ival ( ,corpus ,*ri/i1 ?9k+ x might d "s good4 ,he _h sev]al repositories built 9 a field adjo9+ our h\se1 ^! he decorat$ 9 ! be/ /yle possible & manag$ to h a canopy & boys to sw+ c5sors & o!rs to ?r[ fl[]s be=e ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t4 ,:5 ! "t = ! procession arriv$ we saw our ,rev]5d ,fa!r be>+ ,jesus ,*ri/ 9 8 h&s & walk+ "u ! dais borne by f\r religi\s 9 dalmatics accompani$ by ! community & by sev]al /rang]s s++ hymns & canticles4 ,numb]s ( *ildr5 prece$$ ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t1 ex]cis+ ! solemn functions :i* _h be5 allott$ to !m4 ,?is infant9e b&1 clad 9 :ite surplices gird$ ) diff]5t colors1 resembl$ angels & pres5t$ a spectacle at once beautiful & edify+ to ! behold]4 ,! ,prote/ants :o 7 pres5t appe>$ to be mu* pleas$ ) ! procession4 ,our ,rev]5d ,fa!r ,abbot wi%$ ) all 8 he>t to be able to cont9ue ! good "w ?us comm5c$1 b he 0 oblig$ to ab&on x = want ( pecuni>y means1 & p]haps also because ( ! ill-w ( _m :o (f]$ opposition to 8 projects2 besides :i* ,k+ ,l\is ,,xviii _h be5 re/or$ to ! ?rone ( ,france1 & religion 0 be+ re-e/abli%$ 9 t c\ntry4 ,almo/ all our bro!rs 7 disp]s$ "h & !re ?r\gh\t ,europe1 & x w\ld be necess>y to reunite !m4 ,p]suad$1 besides1 t he w\ld receive m help 9 ,france ?an 9 ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 & 9 %ort1 reflect+ t !re w\ld p]haps be m good to be done yet 9 ! old _w ?an 9 ! new1 7! ,revolution hav+ be5 ! cause ( su* wick$ness & hav+ done s mu* h>m7 our ,fa!r ,abbot decid$ t he & 8 community w\ld return to ,france4 ,he emb>k$ 9 ! autumn ( #ahad1 & took ) him f ,new ,york ! great] numb] ( our ,bro!rs & all our ,si/]s1 leav+ only six ,bro!rs & myself beh9d1 ) ord]s t we %\ld jo9 him 9 ,france aft] ,i _h arrang$ our bus9ess matt]s & recov]$ my /r5g?1 = ,i _h /ill )9 me ! g]m ( t malady ( :i* m5tion has be5 made 9 speak+ ( ,m>yl& :]e ,i contract$ x1 z did ! o!rs4 ,x left me ) a sl[ fev]1 t la/$ = a long "t4 ,at ?is junction two ( our ,bro!rs di$1 a lay ,bro!r & an oblate4 ,?is latt] _h be5 almo/ a millionaire he hav+ acquir$ a l>ge =tune 9 ! ,we/ ,india ,isl&s2 he lo/ x1 h[ev]1 9 ! negro rebellion1 & retir$ to ,la ,trappe1 :]e he di$ poor en\gh4 ,belong+ to ! h\se 9 :i* we 7 liv+ 0 an or*>d :i* we _h made our cemet]y1 "h we _h buri$ our two bro!rs2 b1 z we 7 go+ to leave ?is spot & did n wi% to expose _! bodies to be p]haps pr(an$ by h]etics :o might buy ! gr\nd & n wi% to h !m !re1 we det]m9$ to exhume !m4 ,!y _h be5 buri$ ab\t a =tnight1 & ! wea!r 0 w>m1 s we provid$ ourselves ) inc5se to burn 9 case !re might be a f\l od\r4 ,?is precaution1 h[ev]1 0 n necess>y1 z !re 0 no smell p]ceptible1 !y 7 z fre%1 s to speak1 z if !y 7 /ill alive4 ,we rem>k$ especially t ! body ( ,bro!r ,jean ,m>ie1 7! lay ,bro!r7 0 supple4 ,i t\*$ x myself1 & saw t x 0 really s1 = :ile ,i held him 8 legs sway$ z w\ld ^? ( a p]son 9 life4 ,ne> ! t[n !re 0 a little cemet]y well wall$ 91 & int5d$ = ! poor4 ,z our bro!rs 7 poor 9 fact1 & by pr(ession1 ,i _h !m laid !re1 & 9 ! same _s ( pov]ty int]r$ !m side by side 9 ! same grave4 ,we accompani$ ^! good bro!rs to ! tomb1 (f]+ our pray]s = _! repose1 & all 0 f9i%$ be=e daylight4 ,ab\t ! middle ( ! mon? ( ,may1 #ahae1 our bus9ess be+ conclud$1 we left ,new ,york1 & fifte5 days lat] arriv$ at ,halifax1 )\t hav+ exp]i5c$ bad wea!r4 ,aft] two week's delay 9 se>*+ = ano!r vessel1 we at l5g? f\nd "o1 & by means ( ! recomm5dation ( ,mr4 ,burke1 !n pa/or ( ! t[n1 & s9ce ,bi%op1 we 7 tak5 on bo>d ) our sev5 trunks )\t be+ oblig$ to pay any?+ = our passage4 ,! %ip 0 a transport call$ ! ,ceylon1 & 0 delay$ by contr>y w9ds4 ,! second day aft] we emb>k$ ! w9d /ill be+ f a wrong qu>t]1 ,i 0 /upid & imprud5t en\gh to g a%ore to see ab\t "s bus9ess t 0 n ( grave importance--:5 lo6 ! w9d ve]$ r\nd sudd5ly & became favorable4 ,! %ip sail$1 b ,fa!r1 ,v9c5t rema9$ & lo/ 8 passage6 ,i ?us f\nd myself alone 9 a /range c\ntry1 & )\t means4 ,i made e ef=t to discov] "s way ( ov]tak+ ! %ip1 b 9 va94 ,x 0 impossible to d s1 & ,i felt v sad at ! ?\ght ( my bro!rs be+ c>ri$ s f> away f me4 ,my ,sup]ior 9 ,france1 to :om ,i made kn[n ?is ev5t1 wrote to me t z ,god _h p]mitt$ x1 ,i c\ld rema9 until f>!r ord]s1 & occupy myself ) ! salvation ( ! ,indians2 = :i* object ,i accord+ly labor$ up to ! "t ( my leav+ ,nova ,scotia1 t is to say up to ! mon? ( ,octob]1 #ahbc4 ,^! labors1 h[ev]1 did n prev5t my work+ = ! good ( our ,ord]1 z we %all see lat]4 ,mr4 ,b\rke hav+ gone to ,irel&1 we 7 only two prie/s = ! t[n ( ,halifax & its suburbs1 :]e !re 7 _m ,ca?olics1 )\t c\nt+ ! ,mic-macs1 :o are ! ,indians inhabit+ ,nova ,scotia4 ,^! ,indians 7 call$ to ! ,fai? ab\t f\r c5turies ago4 ,fr5* prie/s or ,jesuits com+ at ! p]il ( _! lives1 br\ght !m ! light ( ! ,gospel4 ,_m ( ^! m9i/]s ( our ,"l fell victims ( _! own zeal & *>ity1 be+ murd]$ by ?is nation1 !n pagan & b>b>\s4 ,s9ce ^! ,indians became acqua9t$ ) ! true religion !y h nev] be5 kn[n to con=m to any o!r1 b h pres]v$ _! firmness 9 ! fai? up to ! pres5t day 9 spite ( ! dang] ( p]v]sion to :i* !y are s (t5 expos$1 m especially s9ce !y h liv$ among ! ,engli%1 & 9 spite ( _! ignorance1 = x is difficult to tea* !m4 ,_! language :i* !y call ,mic-mac1 is a j>gon )\t rule4 ,!y h be5 taught to read 9 x1 b only by means ( hi]oglyphics4 ,a figure or a sign :i* !y write !mselves on b>k or on pap]1 may sometimes signify only "o ^w1 sometimes aga9 x /&s = a :ole phrase4 ,"s h ?\ght !y detect$ ,arab words among/ ?is language1 b ,i ?9k x be>s m resemblance to t ( *ildr5 j le>n+ to speak )\t be+ able to und]/& :at !y say4 ,= example = ! yes !y say long-e 7ay72 = no !y say m5a4 ,! acc5t ( ! ,mic-mac is s(t & sl[4 ,i h rem>k$ t1 !y d n convey _! ideas well 9 any o!r language4 ,:5 "o translates ,mic-mac = !m into ,fr5* or ,engli%1 !y (t5 appe> dissatisfi$1 & "o c see f _! mann] t ! true s5se is n giv54 ,:at r5d]s _! fai? m rem>kable & m]itori\s is1 t !y confess ?r\gh ! m$ium ( an int]pret]1 & !y avail !mselves ( ! fir/ !y f9d1 no matt] :o1 provid$ he kn[s _! language4 ,!y are (t5 int]pret$ by _! relatives1 ev5 ! olde/ by ! y\nge/4 ,mr4 ,may>1 a ,fr5* prie/ :o 0 =m]ly mission>y to ^! p>ts & :o di$ 9 ,halifax full ( m]it be=e ,god1 0 deeply regrett$ by ^! ,indians4 ,by means ( great application1 & by ! aid ( light f heav51 he accompli%$ ! task ( translat+ into _! language a numb] ( ! pray]s & *ants ( ! *ur*1 s t !y n[ s+ ! ,kyrie1 ! ,gloria 9 ,excelsis1 ! ,cr$o1 c1 ev5 ! ,te ,deum1 on ! ,roman or ,p>isian tone1 7= ?is wor?y prie/ came f ,p>is74 ,!y "k _m hymns ( ! ,bless$ ,virg91 :i* !y s+ equally well1 also ! prose ,dies ,irae4 ,!y s+ mass fairly well1 especially ! tone ,royal1 & ! mass = ! dead4 ,"s p]sons may be surpris$ at ?is1 & p]haps h>bor a d\bt ( x1 b ,i c te/ify z a witness to its tru?4 ,m ?an a hundr$ times !y h sung x = me4 ,s rec5tly z ! mon? ( ,augu/1 #ahbc1 ,i 0 9 a p>i% call$ ,havre-a-,b\*]s1 :5 tw5ty-six canoes fill$ ) ,indians arriv$ !re2 !y came to h _! *ildr5 baptis$1 & = confession1 c4 ,!re 7 eight s+]s among !m1 & dur+ ! week t !y rema9$1 !y sang mass = me ea* day1 & "o might say conduct$ !mselves l canons or l ,trappi/s6 ,!y h cle> voices4 ,^! poor ,indians might %ame "s ( our ,european ,ca?olics by _! zeal & _! piety2 !y w g fifty or ev5 a hundr$ leagues to f9d a prie/ & to receive ! ,sacram5ts1 & z x (t5 happ5s t !y h no provisions :5 !y arrive1 !y pass two or ?ree days )\t eat+1 occupi$ only ) _! s\ls & =getful ( ! wants ( ! body4 ,:ile 9 ,halifax1 :i* is ! capital ( ,nova ,scotia1 ,i f\nd myself ov]lad5 ) "w4 ,! prie/ :o 0 ) me be+ 9 v delicate heal? & (t5 indispos$1 mo/ ( ! "w fell to me4 ,he 0 at l5g? oblig$ to g away = *ange ( air & 0 abs5t = a mon?1 dur+ :i* "t x fell to me to baptize1 confess1 m>ry1 visit ! sick 9 t[n & c\ntry1 & be on my feet day & night1 besides say+ mass on ,sundays & ,holy days4 ,al?\gh ,i knew v little ,engli%1 ,i prea*$ twice 9 t language 9 ! ,ca?olic *ur* ( ! t[n1 :]e !re 7 ab\t two ?\s& ,ca?olics1 ( :om ! great] numb] 7 ,iri%4 ,soon ,i felt con/ra9$ to g fur!r into ! ,prov9ce ( ,nova ,scotia to m9i/] to ! wants ( ! poor1 neglect$ inhabitants4 ,! fir/ place to :i* ,i w5t 0 a p>i% call$ ,*ezzetcook1 compos$ ( ,fr5* ,acadians1 :o 7 )\t a prie/4 ,x is sev5 leagues f ! t[n 7,halifax7 & :5 x possess$ a mission>y ! ,indians _h be5 accu/om$ to g !re4 ,!y 7 n long 9 le>n+ ( my pres5ce1 & came f a circuit ( fifte5 or tw5ty leagues4 ,i _h a transp>ancy repres5t+ ! suff]+ s\ls 9 purgatory1 :i* our ,rev]$ ,fa!r ,abbot _h made4 ,! figures express+ diff]5t %ades ( grief & ( ! desire z well z ! hope ( see+ ,god1 comb9$ ) ! brilliant & real look+ flames1 7 well calculat$ to produce an impression4 ,i %[$ x to !m & expla9$ x by means ( "o ( _! int]pret]s :o knew ,fr5*4 ,at once p5etrat$ ) compassion & *>ity = ! suff]+ s\ls 9 purgatory !y began to weep1 & to look up ! money !y _h ) !m s z to h ! ,holy ,sacrifice (f]$ on behalf ( ^! suff]+ s\ls1 & t )\t my hav+ said any?+ to give !m ! idea4 ,!y all we> ! cross1 "s h x hung r\nd _! necks1 o!rs fa/5 x on _! brea/4 ,x is seldom t an ,indian leaves home )\t 8 beads2 !y g5]ally h !m & d n neglect to say !m1 sometimes repeat+ ! *apelet sev]al times a day1 z well z 9 ! middle ( ! night1 :5 !y rise to pray4 ,!y obs]ve all ! fa/s ( ! ,*ur*1 & ! p5ances impos$ on !m !y g5]ally p]=m on ,fridays4 ,on t day 9 a _s ( p5it5ce1 & 9 memory ( ! passion ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 a man w hold out to 8 wife ! backs ( 8 h&s1 :i* ! wife /rikes ) a rod1 giv+ tw5ty1 ?irty1 or fifty bl[s4 ,%e !n 9 turn pres5ts h] h&s & receives ! same *a/isem5t f h] husb&4 ,?is *a/isem5t is dealt out indiscrim9ately1 *ildr5 are ?us *a/iz$ by _! p>5ts1 & :at is surpris+1 ! little ,indians :5 /ruck on ! h&s d n )draw !m1 no matt] h[ mu* !y feel ! pa94 ,i h se5 !m ble$+1 yet 9 spite ( t !y 7 firm & motionless4 ,_! religion is n only ext]ior1 !y h x 9 _! he>t z w be se5 by ! foll[+ fact3 ,! fea/ ( ,/4 ,anne is a great fe/ival = ! ,indians1 & ,i made a po9t ( be+ at ,*ezzetcook on t day4 ,two hundr$ ,indians assembl$1 mo/ ( !m came 9 a _s ( devotion1 b "s ( !m _h evil designs1 = !y m$iat$ kill+ _! k+ & all 8 family4 ,i discov]$ ?is plot 9 "t1 & le>nt ! cause ) a/oni%m5t4 ,x 0 t !y believ$ t ! *ief & all 8 family w\ld *ange _! religion1 t !y _h become ,prote/ants1 or t !y int5d$ s to d4 ,?is is h[ x came ab\t4 ,"s h]etics call$ ,me?odi/s1 _h done all 9 _! p[] to attract ! k+ ( ! ,indians to _! sect1 go+ s f> z to give him all sorts ( provisions1 & o!r valuables1 su* z c[s1 pigs1 f>m+ implem5ts1 c4 ,"o ( ^! ,me?odi/s 0 s5t among ! ,indians to le>n _! language1 & s corrupt !m m easily4 ,9 ?is way ! report got ab\t t _! ,*ief1 ,b5jam9 7:i* 0 ! "n ( ! k+7 _h jo9$ ! ,me?odi/s ) all 8 family4 ,mr4 ,mignault1 p>i% prie/ ( ,halifax1 & myself knew ?is to be false1 = ,b5jam9 himself1 :om we _h w>n$ aga9/ ! dang]s t ?reat5$ him1 _h repli$3 ,! potatoes1 c[s1 & ! o!r provisions ( ,bromlet 7:i* 0 ! "n ( ! ,me?odi/ :o _h giv5 him ! ?+s7 are good1 ,i h tak5 !m & made use ( !m1 b 8 religion is wor?less1 ,i w h none ( x4 ,9 consequ5ce ( ?is we assembl$ ! ,indians 9 ! *ur* ( ,*ezztecook1 :i* 0 n l>ge en\gh to hold !m all1 & we made ! k+ repeat 8 pr(ession ( fai? 9 _! pres5ce1 s t !y %\ld no long] d\bt 8 s9c]ity4 ,he did ?is 9 a mo/ edify+ mann]4 ,8 example 0 foll[$ by all 8 (fic]s1 :o also made _! pr(ession ( fai?4 ,we rem>k$ 9 p>ticul> "o ( 8 bro!rs :o 0 conspicu\s by ! t\*+ beauty & eloqu5ce ( 8 spee*1 & by ! e>ne/ness ( ! ge/ures :i* he employ$4 ,"s fragm5ts ( 8 disc\rse 7 r5d]$ into our language by an ,acadian int]pret]1 :o und]/ood ,mic-mac pretty well4 ,h[1 said he1 c\ld we leave our religion t w save our s\ls if we foll[ x1 ?is religion t comes f ,god1 ^: son di$ on ! cross = our salvation8 ,%all we lose our s\ls t h co/ ,him s de>1 = :i* he suff]$ s mu*1 & :i* he %$ all 8 blood to pur*ase8 ,no1 bett] die ?an *ange our fai? & d su* a great wrong4 ,i _h writt5 to ,mr4 ,mignault to come s z to r5d] ! affair m impos+ & dignifi$1 & he arriv$ 9 good "t4 ,he c>ri$ a l>ge crucifix1 :i* at ! conclusion ( ! c]emony ! ,indians came to v5]ate4 ,! mission>y !n said a few words ( in/ruction1 aft] :i* ! ,indians embrac$ ea* o!r z bro!rs & fri5ds1 9 tok5 ( g5]al satisfaction & peace4 ,i he>d all _! confessions1 & a l>ge numb] _h ! happ9ess ( receiv+ ,holy ,communion4 ,on ! eve ( ,/4 ,anne's fea/1 !y made a bonfire1 & :ile ! wood burn$ !y fir$ (f guns & danc$ ar\nd ! fire1 clapp+ _! h&s 9 imitation ( musical in/rum5ts4 ,?is la/$ = a great "p ( ! night1 h[ev]1 !y _h previ\sly said _! ev5+ pray]s1 & sung hymns & canticles4 ,we c obta9 almo/ any?+ f !m 9 ! "n ( our holy religion1 s great is _! atta*m5t to x1 z w be se5 by ! foll[+3 ,"o day :ile ,i 0 9 ,halifax1 a numb] ( ,indians came to ! presbyt]y to compla9 to me ( ! ,gov]nor :o resid$ 9 ! t[n4 ,!y clamor$ = ! guns & p[d] :i* _h be5 promis$ to !m1 & :i* !y 7 accu/om$ to receive e ye> f ! ,engli% ,gov]nm5t 9 addition to _! gifts ( wool5 blankets4 ,! mission>ies di/ribut$1 or saw to ! di/ribution ( ^! latt]4 ,i 0 oblig$ to g myself to see ! ,gov]nor on ! subject ( ?is small rebellion1 = ! ,indians wore a ?reat5+ air4 ,8 ,excell5cy begg$ me to pacify !m & to tell !m t _! dem& w\ld soon be grant$4 ,i return$ & said a few words 9 ! "n ( religion1 :i* at once quiet$ !m4 ,ano!r "t "s b>b>\s & fanatical miscreants set a numb] ( ,indians aga9/ u1 mak+ !m believe t we only drew !m ar\nd u 9 ord] to d !m h>m1 & to emp]il _! safety4 ,?is !y app>5tly believ$1 = we 7 w>n$ t !y w\ld attempt our lives4 ,i spoke to !m in/ruct+ !m z well z ,i 0 able4 ,at la/ by ! argum5ts ( ! religion to :i* !y are s atta*$1 ,i turn$ !m f _! wick$ purpose4 ,i am sure t aft]w>ds !y exp]i5c$ a lively remorse = hav+ ent]ta9$ su* a ?\ght4 ,=m]ly1 t is to say1 be=e prie/s came among !m1 !y _h ! b>b>\s cu/om ( kill+ _! fa!rs & mo!rs :5 !y became old & infirm4 ,_m ( ! bludgeons & w> clubs ) :i* !y kill$ _! p>5ts h be5 f\nd q rec5tly4 ,n[1 h[ev]1 !y take c>e ( !m until _! dea?1 respect+ & lov+ !m4 ,x is ?\ght t be=e !y _h any k ( religion !y 7 cannibals4 ,h[ is x t ?is p :o 7 =m]ly s unnatural & s b>b>\s are to-day s diff]5t1 s humane1 & quiet & tractible8 ,:at has r5d]$ !m s docile & submissive2 9 %ort1 :at has work$ ?is happy *ange if n ! ,ca?olic religion8 ,prote/ants1 z we h %[n above1 h tri$ to civilize !m1 & to imbue !m ) diff]5t s5tim5ts1 ev5 go+ s f> z to live among !m & ent]+ into _! pursuits1 b _! und]tak+s h always fail$1 ea* attempt has met ) ! same result ,x is only ! true religion & its prie/s t h p[] to conv]t & civilize ^! savages & make !m useful memb]s ( society4 ,ea* ye> !y h masses said = diff]5t int5tions1 & 9 ?is !y give evid5ce ( g5]osity & nobl5ess ( s5tim5t4 ,! fir/ mass t !y recomm5d is = ! human race1 t is = all m5 liv+2 ! second is = ! s\ls 9 purgatory2 ! ?ird = all ,indians & o!rs :o h di$ dur+ ! ye>2 ! f\r? to ?ank ,god = all b5efits receiv$ f ,8 h& dur+ ! ye>1 & ! fif? to (f] up to ,him ! com+ ye> s t he may bless x4 ,= ?is object !y save _! money1 sometimes to ! end ( ! ye>1 sometimes to ! fea/ ( ,/4 ,anne1 :5 !y h an opportunity to come to _! religi\s duties4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 does n prev5t _! hav+ a special mass said1 %\ld any ( _! ne> relatives die4 ,!y g5]ally recomm5d high masses = ^! g5]al int5tions1 & = ?anksgiv+4 ,be=e ! ,fr5* took possession ( ,nova ,scotia1 :i* !y call$ ,acadia1 ! ,indians liv$ only by hunt+ & fi%+1 & _h no clo?+1 b su* z !y made ( ! sk9s ( wild bea/s4 ,_! h\ses 7 hut-l 9 =m1 z !y are at ! pres5t "t1 = !y h n *ang$ _! anci5t mann] ( liv+4 ,i h (t5 slept 9 _! cab9s1 :i* are v uncom=table = civiliz$ p1 su* z ,fr5*m51 al?\gh ! ,indians pref] !m to our h\ses4 ,a pro( ( ?is is t1 not)/&+ ! l5g? ( "t !y h liv$ among ,europeans1 !y h n made up _! m9d to imitate !m4 ,?is may possibly arise f idl5ess1 = x w\ld co/ !m mu* labor z well z "t & money 7 !y to erect h\ses su* z ours4 ,!y are n ri* en\gh to employ workm51 b 9 less ?an a day1 )\t exp5se & ) little labor1 !y c build ! h\se 9 :i* !y live1 sleep1 cook1 c41 & :i* is mu* less tr\ble = !m4 ,!y cut fifte5 or tw5ty little trees ( ab\t ! same size z ! arm ( a y\? ( fifte54 ,f ^! !y remove ! bran*es1 if !re be any1 & make !m into po/s ( n9e or t5 feet 9 l5g?4 ,!y !n plant !m 9 ! e>? at equal di/ances1 9 ! =m ( a circle1 plac+ !m s t !y may incl9e inw>ds1 s t ! base is mu* l>g] ?an ! summit4 ,an op5+ is left at ! apex suffici5t to admit ( ! escape ( ! smoke f ! fire1 :i* is always made 9 ! middle ( ! cab94 ,!y !n cov] ^! poles ) ! b>k ( trees1 leav+ an op5 space = ! entrance4 ,if !y are n too poor1 !y cov] ?is space ) "s pieces ( old blankets4 ,_! h\ses are built 9 ! %ape ( a sug> loaf1 _! b$ is ! nak$ e>?1 or "s small bran*es ( trees1 %r$$ f9e1 t s]ve z a mattrass4 ,^! cab9s are nev] m ?an fifte5 or tw5ty feet 9 diamet]4 ,_! cook]y consi/s *iefly 9 susp5d+ above _! fire "s eels or h>es t !y h kill$4 ,^! !y eat almo/ be=e !y h *ang$ color1 7:at ! ,acadians t]m b\c>e74 ,!re are "s :o h kettles1 & :o cook _! fi% 9 wat]1 ) potatoes1 :i* vegetable = "s "t pa/ ! ,indians ( ,nova ,scotia h plant$1 & :i* n[ =ms almo/ _! pr9ciple n\ri%m5t4 ,_m h boats 9 :i* !y g codfi%+4 ,al?\gh !y are g5]ally r idle1 !y occupy !mselves nev]!less at "w :i* requires att5tion & a c]ta9 k9d ( application1 su* z mak+ pretty boats out ( b>k & pretty boxes ( diff]5t %apes & colors1 & elegant & highly ornam5t$ baskets4 ,= ?is ornam5tation !y use ! quills ( ! porcup9e1 an animal v common 9 ,am]ica4 ,^! quills !y die black1 r$1 blue1 c4 ,!y make ^! colors !mselves by means ( c]ta9 b>ks :i* !y boil 9 wat]4 ,!y !n fa/5 ! color$ quills on ! b>k ( _! boxes 9 ta/eful & v>i$ patt]ns4 ,?is is g5]ally consid]$ to be wom5's "w4 ,t ( ! m5 is heavi]1 su* z ! mak+ ( *urns & o!r wood5 ut5sils = dome/ic use4 ,!y tan ! sk9s ( ! animals !y kill & make _! %oes or moccas9s out ( !m4 ,^! are v ?9 & d n la/ long4 ,z1 reg>ds _! dress1 bo? m5 & wom5 are oddly attir$4 ,_! clo!s are fa%ion$ some:at aft] ! mann] ( ours1 b ! sew+ is all on ! outside & ! /it*es are v l>ge4 ,! selv$ge ( ! clo?1 7:i* !y are always c>eful to secure :5 buy+ x7 also %ews on ! outside1 f _! %\ld]s to _! heels1 & is consid]$ ornam5tal4 ,! squaws' dresses are simil>1 ) ! addition ( a hood1 :i*1 :5 turn$ up1 completely cov]s _! head4 ,! m elegant are ornam5t$ ) ribbons1 fl[]s1 beads1 c4 ,x is m p>ticul>ly :5 !y come to _! devotions t !y decorate !mselves ?us4 ,! m5 also at su* times dress !mselves ) m ?an usual c>e4 ,!y live v peaceably toge!r1 will+ly l5d to ea* o!r1 & h almo/ ev]y?+ 9 common4 ,if "o receives a gift ( any?+1 bread = example1 all ! o!rs1 m5 & wom51 reg>d x z a pres5t made to all1 & are z grateful z if ea* _h receiv$ x1 consequ5tly !re is no su* ?+ z jeal\sy among !m4 ,a beautiful example = all ,*ri/ians6 ,we w n[ speak ( _! dext]ity4 ,x is wond]ful to see !m manage _! b>k canoes1 :i* are extremely light4 ,^! little boats are n>r[ at bo? ends1 a little wid] 9 ! middle1 & g5]ally ab\t n9e or t5 feet long4 ,!y move ) surpris+ quickness 9 ! mid/ ( ! angry waves4 ,two p]sons are suffici5t to propel !m1 & x c be done by "o4 ,:5 fi%+ eels !y /& at ! end ( _! canoes & spe> ! eels ) a long /ick1 to ! end ( :i* is fa/5$ a %>p po9t$ iron4 ,?is in/rum5t !y call higogue4 ,!y are s long sight$ t !y c see to ! bottom1 ( wat] tw5ty feet 9 dep?4 ,!y wait until ! fi% rise1 !n spe> !m z !y g along4 ,_! dext]ity is su* t !y seldom miss _! aim4 ,i h (t5 gone ) !m2 we h j\rney$ toge!r by sea & by l&4 ,:5 !re are portages1 t is to say l&s to cross1 9 ord] to rega9 ! sea or lakes1 !y put _! canoes on _! heads & c>ry !m to ! wat]1 & if !y are ov]tak5 by ra9 or by bad wea!r1 !y turn !m ov] & take %elt] und]nea? !m4 ,)\t c\nt+ ! ,indians :o 9 #ahah numb]$ _m ?\s& s\ls 9 ,nova ,scotia & 9 ,cape ,breton1 :i* ,prov9ce alone1 is almo/ z l>ge z ,france1 !re 7 at lea/ twelve hundr$ & fifty ,ca?olic families scatt]$ ov] ^! two l>ge ,prov9ces4 ,at t "t we numb]$ only sev5 prie/s1 two ( :om 7 v infirm1 :i* 0 ! reason ( my be+ oblig$ to leave ! ,halifax mission & to repair to a place two hundr$ miles f !re1 on ! coa/ ( ! ,gulf ( ,/4 ,lawr5ce1 & 9 ! neighborhood ( ,cape ,breton1 ,?is "p ( ,nova ,scotia 7to :i* ,i 0 s5t by ,bi%op ,burke on 8 return f 8 visit to ,europe1 :]e he _h be5 made ,bi%op ( ,sion & ,vic> ,apo/olic ( ?is ,prov9ce71 0 )\t a prie/1 al?\gh x conta9$ a great numb] ( ,ca?olics4 ,on my arrival ,i f\nd ?ree p>i%es ab&on$ & depriv$ ( ! preci\s consolations ( religion4 ,_m *ildr5 7 br\ght to me = baptism1 & ,i _h num]\s confessions to he>1 c4 ,!y came f great di/ances to take me to visit ! sick :o _h ample "t to die be=e ,i c\ld get ne> !m4 ,i 0 giv5 especial *>ge ( ?ree p>i%es compos$ ( ,acadians & ( natives ( ,france1 to :om ! ,engli% ,gov]nm5t _h giv5 l&1 & :o /ill rema9 9 ?is c\ntry4 ,! ,acadian portion ( my *>ge hav+ int]m>ri$ ) ! ,indians1 _h become half savage1 & _h adopt$ _m ( ! ,indian cu/oms4 ,footnote3 ,le peuple ,acadi5 s'etant allie avec les ,sauvages1 e/ dev5u moitie ,sauvage1 et a pris beauc\p de leurs mani]es4 ,!re is a tribe ( ! ,indians call$ ,micmacs 9 "o ( ^! ?ree p>i%es t is nam$ ,pomquet 7an ,indian ^w7 & ,i 0 9 a position to obs]ve !m z !y 7 only t5 miles f ,tracadie1 :i* 0 my ord9>y place ( resid5ce4 ,!y !re possess$ a consid]able prop]ty giv5 to !m by ! ,gov]nm5t4 ,!y cultivat$ x1 plant$ potatoes & cut hay4 ,:5 ,i arriv$ among !m ,i f\nd great disord]4 ,_m _h giv5 !mselves up to drunk5ess1 & !y 7 )\t a *ief4 ,"o day ,i assembl$ !m toge!r & spoke to !m /rongly ab\t ^! matt]s4 ,s9ce !n ,i h se5 ) pleasure t !y h n oppos$ me1 b t !y h *os5 among !mselves a *ief :om !y obey1--n all ( !m un=tunately1 = !re are "s ( !m :o are wick$ & h always giv5 me mu* tr\ble2 _! love = br&y is _! ru94 ,i h (t5 cross$ an arm ( ! sea 9 ord] to visit o!r ,micmacs :o live 9 ,cape ,breton4 ,?is ,cape is surr\nd$ by little isl&s1 & !re is !re a lake sev5 leagues 9 l5g? & five or six 9 wid?2 on :i* ,i 0 once %ipwreck$4 ,we 7 two prie/s 9 a b>k canoe1 paddl$ by two ,indians1 & 7 c>ry+ ! consolations ( religion to _m families ( ,indians :o liv$ on ! o!r side at ! foot ( a m\nta94 ,a /orm sudd5ly arose1 a long /ick1 :i* s]v$ z a ma/ & c>ri$ a sail1 0 brok51 & dur+ ! two h\rs t ! bad wea!r cont9u$1 we mom5t>ily expect$ to be engulf$ by ! imm5se waves t rose l hills & fell1 break+ aga9/ our feeble b>k1 al?\gh ! pilot endeavor$ to avoid !m z mu* z possible1 :ile ! o!r ,indian tri$ to break _! =ce by means ( 8 paddle4 ,"o ( ^! ,indians1 ! eld] ( ! two1 & ! m exp]i5c$1 trembl$1 fe>+ e mom5t t we %\ld be lo/1 & he 0 n s afraid = u z we 7 = ourselves4 ,h[ev]1 ?anks to ,provid5ce1 & to ! wood ( ! ,true ,cross t ,i _h ) me1 we 7 deliv]$ f dang]1 & arriv$ safely 9 port4 ,we f\nd a new plantation made by ! ,indians1 t is to say1 "s tracts ( cultivat$ l&1 "s animals & "s frames ( h\ses4 ,! ,indians receiv$ u ) great joy1 especially :5 !y le>n$ t we 7 two prie/s :o came to visit !m2 b 9 ne>+ _! habitations we 7 expos$ to great dang] f ! horns ( a bull t 0 f]oci\s & 0 9 ! habit ( ru%+ at pass]s by4 ,god deliv]$ u f ?is p]il also1 al?\gh ! animal 9 "q 0 q ne> to u4 ,^! ,indians set be=e u = our supp]1 tea1 milk1 butt]1 potatoes & "s fruit t resembl$ small apples 7petites pommes74 ,we 7 hungry & tir$4 ,we ate ) good appetites1 & 7 anxi\s to retire = ! night4 ,b :at b$s6 ,appropriate truly = a ,trappi/4 ,!y 7 made ( grass & ( bran*es ( trees ?r[n on ! gr\nd4 ,& :at a h\se6 ,x _h no *imney & sc>cely any ro(1 s t we 7 all night expos$ to ! sn[ & ra9 :i* 0 fall+4 ,my companion :o 0 suff]+ f lung compla9t 0 injur$ by ?is1 :ile = my "p1 ,i %iv]$ all night & c\ld n get w>m1 al?\gh q ne> to a fire t _h be5 k9dl$ 9 ! c5tre ( ! cab94 ,! next morn+ we rose be=e daybreak & baptiz$ sev]al ,micmac *ildr51 7= ^! ,indians 7 ( ! same nation z ^? ( ,nova ,scotia7 & confess$ o!rs4 ,aft] t we prep>$ to re-cross ! lake1 :i* 0 n easy1 z ! sea 0 /ill v high4 ,ano!r "t t ,i />t$ on a mission to ?is same ,cape 7,breton7 ! ,indians :o conduct$ me 9 a canoe p]ceiv$ ?ree mon/r\s fi% call$ m>a*es1 & !y 7 fright5$1 z ^! fi% are v dang]\s4 ,_! tee? are made l g>d9]s' knives1 = cutt+ & bor+1 or l razors slightly b5t4 ,!y are extremely voraci\s1 & (t5 foll[ boats1 attack+ !m ) viol5ce4 ,b>k canoes _c resi/ !m1 !y r5d !m op5 ) _! tee?1 s t !y s9k to ! bottom1 :i* is :y ! ,indians h su* a t]ror ( !m4 ,happily = u ^! fi% did n foll[ u1 we arriv$1 ?ank ,god1 9 good heal?4 ,tracadie 0 usually my />t+ place :5 ,i left = ! ,indian mission ( ,cape ,breton4 ,i _h f eighte5 to tw5ty leagues to j\rney by wat]1 mak+ long circuits & paddl+ r\nd twelve or fifte5 little isl&s1 & pass+ ne> _m o!rs4 ,nev]!less x only takes "o day to make ! j\rney 9 a b>k canoe1 t is if ! w9d be n contr>y4 ,! ,micmacs ( ! ,cape 7,breton7 kn[+ t ,i 0 on ! road & w\ld soon arrive at ! mission ,footnote3 ,?is place is call$ ,mission or ,! ,mission ( ! ,bras d'or1 because x is !re t ! mission>ies are accu/om$ to confess1 baptize & adm9i/] ! ,sacram5ts to ! ,indians1 & to ^? :o pres5t !mselves to receive !m4 ,x is a pretty little isl& on :i* !y h built a nice *apel1 & a h\se suffici5tly commodi\s = ! prie/4 w\ld all ga!r !re to ! numb] ( five or six hundr$4 ,on ! occasion ref]r$ to above1 ?ree canoes came to meet u4 7,i 0 !n accompani$ by ano!r mission>y74 ,?is 0 to d honor to u1 to %[ respect & gratitude4 ,:5 we approa*$ ne> to ! isl& two ( ^! canoes 7 s5t on ahead to ann\nce to ! k+ t we w\ld arrive imm$iately1 ,! k+ _h all 8 braves arm$ 7= !y all h guns7 & ! mom5t we l&$ he comm&$ !m to fire1 aft] :i* he =m$ !m into two l9es & made !m kneel to receive our b5$iction2 !y !n rose & we pass$ betwe5 !m4 ,!y accompani$ u to ! *ur* :]e we *ant$ ! ,te ,deum1 or r x 0 *ant$ by !mselves 9 ?anksgiv+ = our arrival4 ,?is is ab\t ! ord9>y c]emony to honor ! arrival ( a mission>y4 ,:5 ! mission 0 op5$1 aft] hav+ implor$ ! light ( ! ,holy ,_s1 !y all confess$1 & a great numb] receiv$ ,holy ,communion4 ,i made ! ,/ations ( ! ,cross p>tly 9 _! own ,micmac language4 ,i "k t !y und]/ood me by ! signs t !y made1 z well z by _! dev\t appe>ance 9 foll[+ ! procession4 ,aft]w>ds ea* "o came to make ! ,/ations himself ! be/ way he c\ld4 ,?is w5t on = six days1 dur+ :i* "t ,i left ! pictures ( ! ,/ations 9 ! *ur*4 ,i put a high indulg5ce on _! crosses1 crucifixes1 beads1 c41 by virtue ( a p[] t ,i receiv$ f ,rome s9ce ,i came on ?is mission4 ,"s ,indians _h giv5 bad example & _h op5ly s9n$2 ^! made public rep>ation1 promis+ to correct !mselves & pray+ ! k+1 :o 0 pres5t 9 ! *ur*1 to puni% !m1 if !y aga9 fell into ! same fault4 ,i 0 oblig$ to leave1 & _h n "t to erect f\rte5 l>ge crosses :i* ,i _h int5d$ to place 9 ! middle ( ! isl& to s]ve z a ,calv>y4 ,!y1 !mselves1 made ?ree crosses1 probably by ?is "t !y h set !m up 7z ,i in/ruct$ !m h[ to d7 be=e leav+4 ,! ,cape ,breton ,indians are ! be/ ( all ! ,micmacs1 !y are sob]1 ob$i5t to _! prie/s1 exact 9 ! obs]vance ( ! smalle/ articles ( religion 7if inde$ !re be any small74 ,x is true t !y are ignorant1 b ?is is p>donable 9 !m because ( ! difficulty ( _! language4 ,"o day ,i _h giv5 ,communion to an old squaw :o 0 ill4 ,!y 7 all al>m$ z %e 0 n fa/+ :5 %e receiv$2 !y ?\ght t bo? ! prie/ & ! squaw _h be5 guilty ( great disrespect to ! ,bless$ ,sacram5t4 ,9 ord] to quiet !m1 ,i said to !m 9 ,micmac3 ,kijid\1 :i* means3 ,be easy1 !re is no h>m 9 t1 x is p]mitt$1 ,i "k :at ,i h to d4 ,imm$iately !y look$ at ea* o!r & smil$1 _! consci5ces at re/4 ,! mission>y :o 0 ) me once said to !m3 ,i want y to make me a road 9 ! woods "o or two miles long4 ,! next day1 v e>ly 9 ! morn+1 "o or two hundr$ ,indians1 ea* arm$ ) a hat*et1 began to cut d[n ! trees1 & at ! close ( ! day ! road 0 f9i%$4 ,?is incid5t alone w s]ve to illu/rate _! good w & devotion4 ,dur+ ! five ye>s & a half 9 :i* ,i work$ at ! holy m9i/ry 9 ?is second mission1 ,i _h consolations & ,god deliv]$ me f _m dang]s besides ^? ( :i* ,i h spok54 ,"o w9t] :5 ,i w5t to "o ( ! ?ree ,acadian p>i%es to hold a mission !re1 ,i fell betwe5 two l>ge cakes ( v ?ick ice2 ?is 0 on ! sea1 = e w9t] 9 ?is "p ( ! _w ! wat] freezes suffici5tly to all[ a man & ev5 a horse & sleigh to pass ov] x4 ,a "y man ) :om ,i 0 travell+1 came to my assi/ance1 & by 8 help1 b m by ! help ( ,god1 ,i drew myself out4 ,i 0 safe1 b v wet & b5umb$ ) cold4 ,"s days aft] ,i 0 seiz$ ) a viol5t sore ?roat1 :i* ,i attribut$ to ! accid5t t _h happ5$ to me a %ort "t previ\sly4 ,_m times ,i h be5 on foot & on horseback night & day1 go+ on sick calls 9 ! mo/ sev]e wea!r4 ,i h walk$ ^u ! froz5 sea on "o day1 & h pass$ ! same place on ! day foll[+ & se5 t x w\ld n !n be> me1 & %\ld ,i h attempt$ to cross x !n1 ,i w\ld h p]i%$4 ,:5 ! navigation 0 op51 almo/ all ! j\rneys r5d]$ necess>y1 by ! wants ( my p1 ,i made by sea1 sometimes go+ 9 a boat1 sometimes 9 a l>g] vessel4 ,besides ! g5]al risk t "o always runs on ?is p]fidi\s elem5t1 ,i h (t5 exp]i5c$ bad wea!r & long & p]il\s passages1 b ! ,"l has pres]v$ me 9 ! mid/ ( ! wat]s4 ,i mu/ n omit to m5tion a mo/ critical mom5t :5 ,monseigneur ,plessis1 ,bi%op ( ,quebec1 ) sev]al o!r prie/s & myself 7 9 dang] ( los+ our lives 9 #ahae1 :ile go+ by sea to ,*ezzetcook1 a p>i% situat$ tw5ty-"o miles f ,halifax1 & ( :i* ,i h already spok54 ,monseigneur1 two prie/s & myself1 7 9 ! same boat1 we _h j quitt$ a long boat t _h br\ght u f ! t[n to ! h>bor4 ,we 7 ab\t l&+1 b _h /ill "s break]s to avoid4 ,two totally unexp]i5c$ "y ,engli%m5 :o 7 r[+ u l$ u sudd5ly into grave dang]4 ,! sea rose v high1 & we f\nd ourselves cross+ ! break]s1 s t we mom5t>ily expect$ to h our boat upset & ourselves s5t head ov] heels into ! mid/ ( ! wat]s4 ,all :o saw u1 or knew ( our situation1 ?\ght t we ran ! greate/ risk2 b we held on1 ?anks to ,provid5ce1 :o arranges all1 & no?+ 0 lo/ b my hat1 :i* 0 /ruck by a break] & c>ri$ into ! sea4 ,n only has div9e ,provid5ce (t5 deliv]$ me 9 l dang]s t ,i c call to m9d1 b also we 7 protect$ 9 ! tempe/ :i* we exp]i5c$ 9 ! beg9n+ ( ,decemb]1 #ahbc1 :5 we 7 com+ f ,am]ica to ,france4 ,if ,i h be5 expos$ to dang] on ! sea1 ,i h also on l&1 b ,god made ! elem5ts2 ,he dwells !re91 ,he is _! ma/]4 ,i h fall5 ?ree times f ! back ( a horse1 at great risk ( be+ kill$ or ( break+ a limb1 & ,i h twice be5 robb$ by ?ieves :o broke into ! h\se 9 :i* ,i usually resid$2 !y took ! little money ,i _h1 my clo!s1 etc41 b ,i 0 abs5t f home :5 !y execut$ _! evil de$4 ,god p]mitt$ x1 may ,8 holy "n be bless$6 ,!re are 9 ! p>i% ( ,tracadie & its environs tw5ty or ?irty-six families ( negroes1 ( :om ! great] numb] are ,prote/ants4 ,besides be+ h]etics !y are rascals1 giv5 to all k9ds ( vice4 ,i h (t5 visit$ !m1 & ^u e occasion t (f]$1 tri$ to in/ruct !m 9 spite ( ! dang] t ,i ran ( be+ ill-treat$ & p]haps kill$ by !m1 = !re are "s among !m :o are bad at he>t & capable ( evil de$s4 ,i _h "s exp]i5ce ( ?is :5 ,i liv$ ne> !m4 ,rec5tly "o ( ^! negroes1 rem>kable among ! o!rs = 8 age & 8 pret5d$ le>n+1 fell ill4 ,i w5t to see him ?9k+ t my visit w\ld n displease him4 ,!re 7 a numb] ( blacks r\nd 8 b$1 :o 7 s++ hymns & pray+4 ,!y (f]$ me a *air4 ,i seat$ myself ne> ! sick man & comm5c$ to speak to him ( dea?1 ( judgm5t & ( ! tru? fai?1 ( ! only true religion 9 :i* we c save ourselves4 ,f9ally ,i said to him t he w\ld be damm$ if he di$ 9 8 false belief4 ,at ^! words ! o!r negroes turn$ on me ) fury2 by _! animat$ features1 by _! eyes fla%+ ) ang]1 & by _! horrible cries1 ,i knew t ,i 0 n safe ) !m1 & t ,i c\ld d no good !re1 s ,i left ! h\se4 ,!y foll[$ me1 cry+ out aga9/ ! prie/s4 ,a "y ecclesia/ic :o accompani$ me 0 v fright5$1 & ,i myself expect$ to be assault$ by !m4 ,!re 0 "o 9 p>ticul> m enrag$ ?an ! o!rs1 & :o scream$ mo/ l\dly4 ,he said t if a hundr$ or a ?\s& prie/s %\ld speak to him ( religion he w\ld n believe "o ( !m4 ,i return$ !re "s days aft]w>ds ) ano!r prie/ :o 0 conv]sant ) ,engli% 7= ! sick man c\ld n speak ,fr5*74 ,aft] "s h\rs conv]sation ) ! mission>y1 ! sick man ask$ him if he w\ld come to him aga9 :5 he s5t = him4 ,soon aft] ?is ,i left ! c\ntry1 b ,i h reason to ?9k t he s5t = me4 ,i d n "k :at is ! result = 8 s\l1 :e!r he is conv]t$ or :e!r he rema9s 9 error1 = ! above incid5t occurr$ j be=e my return to ,france4 ,dur+ ! five ye>s & a half t ,i h sp5t at ,tracadie1 :i* is 9 ,nova ,scotia1 ,i h _h ! consolation ( see+ f\r or five families ( ^! ,prote/ant negroes embrace ! ,ca?olic religion4 ,_m o!r p]sons also ( diff]5t nations & sects h *ang$ _! fai?1 to ! great edification ( ! *ildr5 ( ! true ,*ur*4 ,x has be5 f\nd necess>y to build new *ur*es & to enl>ge o!rs1 to enable !m to hold _! congregations1 :i* h s increas$ 9 numb]1 ei!r by conv]sions1 by ! multiply+ ( ! old ,ca?olic families1 or by ! numb] ( /rang]s :o came e day to settle 9 ?is c\ntry1 & :o br+ ! true fai? ) !m4 ,= "s "t ,i 0 ! only mission>y !re1 & oblig$ to trav]se =ty or fifty leagues by l& & by sea4 ,i f\nd e :]e colonies :o 7 ,ca?olic1 z well z _m p]sons :o 7 n4 ,if "s zeal\s prie/s w\ld g to c>ry spiritual help to all ^! p :o are 9 a measure ab&on$1 !y w\ld p]=m a great act ( *>ity & w9 mu* m]it2 b !y mu/ be prep>$ to suff] _m mis]ies1 hung]1 cold1 p]secution1 pov]ty1 c1 & to risk _! lives (t5 bo? on l& & sea4 ,! pr9cipal n\ri%m5t ( ! p ( ! c\ntry consi/s ( potatoes & salt meat1 wat] or spruce be] 7bi]e de ,pru*e7 is _! ord9>y dr9k4 ,!y love rum :i* is common en\gh1 & is n exp5sive-- b on ! o!r h& x is dang]\s & unheal?ful to s\l & body4 ,a v small quantity ( ?is liquor w make a man lose 8 reason1 & q inebriate him4 ,x is ?is unhappy & deadly dr9k t ru9s ! ,indians 9 ?is c\ntry z 9 all o!rs4 ,! climate ( ,nova ,scotia & ( ,cape ,breton is v cold dur+ ! w9t] 7:i* la/s six mon?s71 & sometimes v hot 9 summ]4 ,f "t to "t we he> ( p]sons hav+ _! h&s & feet froz51 & ev5 p>ts ( _! faces4 ,i myself h se5 _m :o 7 oblig$ to h _! h&s or feet amputat$1 !y hav+ mortifi$ f ! effects ( ! cold4 ,ano!r dang] t "o has to face is t ( be+ surr\nd$ by ! sn[ :5 x is drift$ by ! w9d1 z sometimes happ5s on ! ,alps1 on ! side ( ,mont ,c5is & ,simplon4 ,?is is :at is call$ a sn[ /orm4 ,9 ^! eddies ( sn[ "o _c see ! road on :i* to travel1 n ev5 a h\se fifte5 feet di/ant ,! sn[1 driv5 ) =ce by ! w9d1 fills y\r eyes1 no/rils & m\?1 & prev5ts y f brea?+1 s t y are really 9 dang] ( p]i%+4 ,e w9t] a trem5d\s quantity ( sn[ falls1 s t "o is oblig$ to use sn[-%oes 9 ord] to travel4 ,9 spite ( all ^! drawbacks x is a heal?y c\ntry1 & "o :i* produces all necess>y gra9 & vegetables1 su* z :eat1 be>d$ :eat1 rye1 kidney beans1 beans1 turnips1 cabbage1 potatoes1 c1 & ev5 good fruit1 su* z apples1 pe>s & plums4 ,z to ! fruit1 9 "s t[n%ips x is v good1 9 o!rs x is small1 :ile z to vegetables1 potatoes succe$ ! be/4 ,^! latt] are v f9e 9 ,nova ,scotia & 9 ,cape ,breton4 ,a pro( ( ! c\ntry n be+ a bad "o is1 t e "o lives well !re4 ,/rictly speak+1 !re are no poor1 = "o nev] sees a begg>4 ,x has be5 rem>k$ t ^? :o "w well1 & are r indu/ri\s1 live 9 com=t1 )\t be+ exactly ri*4 ,aga91 ! p h fi% at _! doors1 = liv+ z !y d ne> ! sea & ! lakes1 !y c h all k9ds1 su* z h]r+1 mack]el1 salmon1 eels & codfi% 9 abundance4 ,x is true t ! w9t] is long & sev]e1 b !re is pl5ty ( wood ) :i* to keep w>m4 ,a consid]ation t ought to ov]weigh all ! tr\bles & dang]s :i* h be5 m5tion$1 is ! great "w t may be "h done = religion among s _m s\ls t are ab&on$ & giv5 ov] to ignorance = want ( prie/s to in/ruct !m4 ,m p>ticul>ly among ! ,indian p1 :o des]ve t we %\ld try to save !m1 because ( _! good fai? & f9e natural "*4 ,x occurr$ to me to gr\p !m into villages z soon z ,i got to "k !m well2 = t purpose ,i h b\ght a l>ge tract ( l& ne> ! sea1 !re to =m a religi\s e/abli%m5t :i* w s]ve to civilize !m & to make !m /ill bett] ,*ri/ians4 ,!y w e/abli% !mselves ne> u1 & we w be at h& to see !m & to in/ruct !m4 ,i h built a h\se on ?is l&1 hop+ t ! ,gov]nm5t or "s *>itable & g5]\s s\l w assi/ 9 erect+ a *apel & "s o!r build+s1 t we %all ne$1 9 ord] to c>ry out our project1 & to effect ! good t we hope =4 ,my ,sup]ior cons5ts1 & enc\rages me to return to ,am]ica = ?is laudable und]tak+1 & 9 ord] to "w = ! salvation ( ^? ,indians :o "k n ,god1 su* z ! ,esquimaux4 ,^! latt] are a b>b>\s & cannibali/ic p4 ,rec5tly !y made a desc5t on "s ,european fi%]man 9 ! woods t !y inhabit1 :i* are n f> f ! banks ( ,newf\ndl&1 a little to ! nor?4 ,! ,indians hav+ let fly sev]al arr[s at ! fi%]m51 ! latt] repli$ by "s %ots f _! guns4 ,"o ( ! ,indians 0 kill$1 ! o!rs sav$ !mselves by flight4 ,our fi%]m5 seiz$ a squaw :o rema9$ ne> ! dead body ( ! ,indian2 probably !y _h liv$ toge!r1 & %e reg>d$ him z h] husb&4 ,%e 0 tak5 to ,/ ,john's ,newf\ndl&1 & ! ,gov]nor hav+ be5 notifi$ gave ord]s to ! m]*ants ( ! t[n to all[ ?is ,indian woman su* we>+ mat]ial z pleas$ h]4 ,x 0 notic$ t %e fanci$ ev]y?+ ( ! mo/ gaudy description4 ,! colors1 r$ 9 p>ticul>1 pleas$ & delight$ h]1 consequ5tly ! mat]ial %e *ose 0 pr9cipally r$4 ,!y prep>$ some?+ = h] to eat & (f]$ h] food :i* _h be5 cook$2 %e1 h[ev]1 scorn$ t1 & seiz$ ^u a raw f[l :i* %e dev\r$ )\t remov+ ! fea!rs4 ,a ,fr5*man :o 0 !re & saw h]1 told me t h] nails & tee? 7 extremely long4 ,in/ead ( keep+ h] among civiliz$ be+s1 %e 0 tak5 to ! woods :]e %e _h be5 f\nd4 ,?is 0 probably by ord] ( ! ,gov]nor4 ,x is v difficult to civilize ?is k9d ( ,indian4 ,!y are v fi]ce1 & _! language1 :i* is n ! same z t ( ! ,micmacs1 seems to pres5t great difficulties4 ,/ill ^! s\ls h be5 creat$ by ,god & b\ght by ,jesus ,*ri/1 & ! m ab&on$1 & ! fur!r f ! religion ( heav5 !y seem to be1 s mu* ! m d !y call = our compassion4 ,we h succe$$ 9 civiliz+ _m b>b>\s nations & 9 r5d]+ !m ,*ri/ian & ,ca?olic1 we may equally1 ) ! help ( ,god1 br+ o!rs to ! k ( ! true religion1 & s9ce pret5d$ philosoph]s h ab&on$ ! fai?1 x mu/1 accord+ to ! div9e oracle1 g to o!r m54 ,if ?is fai? is ext+ui%$ = _m1 :o h des]v$ ! mis=tune 9 clos+ _! eyes to its light1 x goes to o!rs :o w r5d] !mselves wor?y by all[+ ?is div9e tru? to enlight5 !m4 ,?us fai? is nev] lo/1 if x leaves u1 x is our own fault4 ,to return to our ,micmacs ( ,nova ,scotia1--x does "o good to reflect on :at !y 7 =m]ly & :at !y are n[4 ,=m]ly !y 7 f]oci\s idolat]s1 n[ !y are g5tle & !y "k ! true ,god4 ,if ! ,gov]nm5t _h *os5 to help u we c\ld h done = ! ,esquimaux :at ! e>ly mission>ies did = ! p ( :i* we speak2 & ev5 ^! latt] = :om we h work$ w\ld1 )\t d\bt1 h become mu* m civiliz$4 ,we w\ld h v5tur$ to promise to make ( !m1 n only well in/ruct$ & p]fect ,*ri/ians1 b also good labor]s & good workm51 9 a ^w1 good citiz5s :o w\ld be useful to society & n a burd5 to ! ,/ate z !y h hi!rto be54 ,! way 9 :i* !y h pr(it$ by ! few lessons t !y h receiv$ f u on agriculture is a pro( ( ! success t we %\ld h _h4 ,we h work$ ) !m & our example has enc\rag$ !m4 ,x is well t !y "k h[ to f>m a little1 = in/ance1 h[ to plant potatoes1 = ! c\ntry is beg9n+ to be popul\s1 & !y d n f9d en\gh game to subsi/ ^u1 & !re are times :5 !y _c fi%4 ,x is !n *>itable z well z necess>y to tea* !m to ga9 _! livelihood 9 "s o!r way4 ,b all t is only a small "p ( ! good t we propose to d2 to "w efficaci\sly at ! sav+ ( _! s\ls1 to r5d] !m humble1 sob]1 indu/ri\s1 *>itable1 c41 f religi\s pr9ciples :i* is ! way by :i* we hope to complete & p]fect ! good "w4 ,n hav+ succe$$ s f> 9 mak+ an e/abli%m5t ( any consequ5ce1 by reason ( want ( means1 we h cont5t$ ourselves ) =m+ a little s*ool = girls1 m especially = ! "y ,micmac squaws4 ,?is s*ool is taught by ?ree excell5t wom51 natives ( ! place1 :o live z religi\s ( ! ?ird ord] ( ,la ,trappe1 until su* "t z !y c e/abli% a h\se ( ! fir/ ord]4 ,!y h already gone ?r\gh a ye> ( novitiate at ! conv5t ( ! ,ladies ( ! ,congregation ( ,montreal1 9 ,canada1 :i* congregation 0 f\nd$ by ,si/] ,b\rgeoys1 z "o reads 9 ! hi/ory ( ! discov]y ( t great c\ntry4 ,^! ?ree wom5 are /ation$ 9 ! p>i% ( ,pomquete1 "o ( ! ?ree p>i%es ) :i* ,i am especially *>g$1 & ( :i* m5tion has be5 made at ! beg9n+ ( ?is n>rative4 ,x is a good little p>i%1 compos$ ( ,fr5* p1 born mo/ ( !m at ,/ ,malo1 ,d9an or ,gr&ville4 ,:5 ,i left ^! poor p 9 ord] to return to ,france1 !y 7 inconsolable1 fe>+ !y w\ld h no prie/4 ,!y call$ a meet+ to discuss :at !y %\ld d 9 ! ev5t ( s sad a situation4 ,_m 7 resolv$ to foll[ me ) ! hope ( br++ me back1 or ( return+ ) ano!r prie/4 ,all 7 agre$ to pay ! passage ( ! mission>y :o %\ld come to !m1 z well z to und]take to supply all t might be necess>y = food or raim5t :ile he %\ld be ) !m4 ,"o man nam$ ,dom9ique ,phillipp>1 born 9 ,p>is1 & a resid5t ( ,pomquett = ab\t ?irty ye>s1 0 *os5 = an important err&4 ,he 0 to accompany me to ,france1 & to entreat ! ,rev]5d ,fa!r ,abbot1 my ,sup]ior1 t ,i or "s o!r memb] ( our ,ord] might return ) him4 ,9 case t c\ld n be manag$1 we 7 by 8 recomm5dation & ?r\gh 8 in/rum5tality to address ourselves to ! ,bi%op1 ask+ = "s zeal\s prie/s :o 7 will+ to consecrate !mselves to ! ,nor? ,am]ican missions1 & to m9i/] to p :o _h no spiritual help4 ,8 place 0 secur$ 9 ! %ip t took me to ,france1 b z he _h n arriv$ f 8 p>i% :5 we set sail1 he lo/ 8 passage1 ! %ip hav+ sail$ a day e>li] ?an 0 expect$4 ,d\btless ! good man exp]i5c$ poignant regret4 ,he 0 ready to j\rney almo/ two ?\s& leagues 7includ+ go+ & com+7 9 ord] to get a prie/4 ,?is fact illu/rates ! fai? & zeal = religion exi/+ 9 ! ,ca?olics ( ^! c\ntries4 ,i hope t ,god :o is (t5 satisfi$ ) our good w & :o p]mitt$ ?is ev5t1 w inspire "s good ecclesia/ics ) ! desire ( go+ to ! aid ( ^! poor s\ls :o s well des]ve assi/ance4 ,:5 we arriv$ 9 ,am]ica we f\nd mo/ ,ca?olics well dispos$4 ,_! religion 0 obscur$1 b !y seem$ to be impress$ ) ! fir/ invitations or in/ructions t we gave !m2 ( ?is !y gave ext]ior pro(1 su* z build+ *ur*es1 erect+ crosses on ! roadside1 e/abli%+ ,calv>ies1 & mak+ ! way ( ! cross1 a devotion :i* t\*es ! he>t & be>s excell5t fruit4 ,i1 myself1 h (t5 be5 witness ( ! good effect produc$ by ! ,/ations1 & x is n long s9ce "o ( my p>i%on]s :o 0 giv5 ov] to drunk5ness 0 completely conv]t$ aft] assi/+ at ?is devotion4 ,he ?rew himself at my feet dissolv$ 9 te>s1 made 8 confession1 & s9ce t "t he has always be5 extremely sob] & fill$ ) ! fe> ( ,god4 ,i (t5 make ! ,/ations 9 ! diff]5t places :]e ,i g to hold missions1 & z ,i h rem>k$ a *ange = ! bett] 9 ! mann]s & 9 ! amusem5ts1 ! danc+1 vanities1 c1 ( ! p1 ,i attribute x to ! grace atta*$ to ! devotion ( ! way ( ! cross4 ,^? :o h resolv$ to g ov] to ^? c\ntries w d well to procure ! faculty = e/abli%+ ?is preci\s devotion ev]y:]e4 ,ut 9 nom9e ,jesu omne g5u flectatur caele/ium1 t]re/rium et inf]norum4 ,ad ,philipp5ses1 #b #aj4 ,at ! "n ( ,jesus e knee %all b[1 :e!r 9 heav51 or on e>?1 or 9 hell4 ,footnote3 ,! ,procession ( ! mo/ ,holy ,sacram5t made by ! ,indians ( ,cape ,breton & ! ,bras d',or has n be5 m5tion$ 9 ^! pages1 z x took place s9ce ?is n>rative 0 writt54 99 99 99 99 99 ,,translator',s ,,note4 ,! =ego+ v imp]fect translation ( ,fa!r ,v9c5t de ,paul's qua9t n>rative1 is publi%$ at ! reque/ ( ! lead+ cl]gy ( ,antigoni% ,c\nty1 t section ( ,ea/]n ,nova ,scotia 9 :i* ! holy ,trappi/ s long liv$ & labor$4 ,! orig9al f :i* ! translation 0 made1 0 pr9t$ 9 ,france 9 ! ye> #ahbd1 &1 z f> z is kn[n1 is ! only copy 9 ,canada4 ,x 0 = _m ye>s ly+ p]du 9 ! old conv5t ( ! ,trappi/9e ,si/]s1 9 ,tracadie1 ,nova ,scotia1 :]e x 0 discov]$ 9 ! autumn ( #ahhc4 ,x is int]sp]s$ ) corrections & footnotes 9 ! pi\s monk's own h&writ+ & 0 pr9t$ at a private press1 9 ! ,trappi/ ,mona/]y at ,bellefonta9e1 ,france4 ,fa!r ,v9c5t's labors 71 g5]ally speak+1 conf9$ to ! di/rict ov] :i* he presid$1 b occasionally 9 cases ( urg5t ne$1 he w\ld be s5t = to adm9i/] ! ,sacram5ts to ! dy+ 9 ,pr9ce ,edw>d ,isl&4 ,old ,ca?olic resid5ts along ! nor!rn & ea/]n %ores ( ,k+'s ,c\nty1 w tell h[1 ) ,fa!r ,v9c5t seat$ 9 ! pr[1 ! smalle/ boat w\ld ride safely ov] an angry sea4 ,8 apo/olic zeal x 0 t kept ! ,fai? alive 9 ,ea/]n ,nova ,scotia1 9 ! days :51 ) ! exception ( a few ,fr5* missions1 x liv$ only 9 ! he>ts ( ! poor ,micmac ,indians4 ,be=e 8 dea?1 h[ev]1 he _h ! happ9ess ( see+ ! ,ca?olic religion firmly root$ 9 ! l& he s lov$1 by ! arrival & e/abli%m5t !re ( ! loyal ,highl&]s1 :o by _! en]gy & p]sev]ance h *ang$ ! des]t ?r\gh :i* ,fa!r ,v9c5t made 8 p]il\s j\rneys into a beautiful & f]tile c\ntry4 ,to ! ,"r ,rev4 ,dr4 ,cam]on = 8 k9dness 9 writ+ ! preface1 to ! ,rev4 ,cl]gy = _! lib]al patronage1 & to ! ,trappi/9e ,si/]s = ! loan ( ! orig9al copy ( ,fa!r ,v9c5t's book1 are due ! mo/ grateful ?anks ( ,,! ,,translator4 ,*>lottet[n1 ,p4,e4 ,isl&1 #ah? ,june1 #ahhf4 ,transcrib]'s ,note3 ,! words mattrass1 prece$$1 %r$$1 tractible1 & transp>ancy appe> ?us 9 our pr9t copy2 also1 ,pomquet is v>i\sly spell$ z ,pomquet1 ,pomquett1 & ,pomquete2 we h reta9$ ^! spell+s z !y appe>$ 9 ! publi%$ "w4