,transcrib$ f ! #ahch ,john ,heaton edition by ,david ,price4 ,a ,,s]mon ,,prea*$ ,,at ,,/4 ,,george',s ,,*ur*1 ,,bolton1 ,on ,sunday1 #g? ,janu>y1 #ahch1 99 99 99 99 99 ,,occasion$ ,,by ,,! ,,dea? ,,( 99 99 99 99 99 ,,! ,,rev4 ,,william ,,?i/le?waite1 ,m4,a41 ,,late ,,incumb5t ,,( ,,t ,,*ur*1 ,,& ,,publi%$ ,,at ,,! ,,reque/ ,,( ,,! ,,congregation1 99 99 99 99 99 ,,by ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,slade1 ,m4,a4 ,,vic> ,,( ,,bolton4 ,,bolton3 ,,pr9t$ ,,by ,,john ,,heaton1 ,,deansgate4 ,& ,sold by all ,booksell]s4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,s]mon4 ,,rom4 ,,xiv4 #h4 ,= :e!r we live1 we live unto ! ,"l2 & :e!r we die1 we die unto ! ,"l3 :e!r we live !re=e1 or die1 we are ! ,"l's4 ,,! text ref]s to ! =ego+ v]se3 8,none ( u live? unto himself2 & no man die? to himself40 ,we are v apt to feel & act1 z if we 7 indep5d5t creatures4 ,p]haps if exam9$1 z to our p>ticul> cre$1 we %\ld readily confess ourselves to be plac$ "u ! sov]eignty ( ! ,almighty2 & to be acc\ntable1 z ,*ri/ians1 at ! b> ( ,him1 :o w 8judge bo? quick & dead40 ,b few are daily consci\s1 z !y ought to be1 ei!r ( _! dep5d5ce or _! responsibility4 ,_! cre$ is n 9 _! he>t2 !y live *iefly & practically "u a sy/em ( self-gov]nm5t2 griev\sly =gett+ ! dom9ion ( ! ,"l :o creat$ & r$eem$ !m4 ,a pr\d _s is1 z x has be5 f ! beg9n+1 ! bane ( man3 he fell ?r\gh impati5ce ( 8 ,mak]'s mild yoke1 & an intol]ance ( 8 ,mak]'s sup]iority3 & ! poison1 ?us :isp]$ into 8 e> by ! evil "o1 /ill lurks )9 him2 corrupt+ 8 feel+ & pr9ciple1 & r5d]+ him greatly ins5sible to ! div9e sup]9t5d5ce & bless+4 ,?is pride & selfi%ness h[ev] ! gospel is design$ to humble & correct2 & x does produce ! mighty *ange 9 ! he>t ( e s9c]e believ]2 ( all :o feel its vital p[]1 8! p[] ( ,god unto salvation40 ,( all su* x mu/ be said1 9 ! utmo/ latitude1 9 ! mo/ unqualifi$ s5se1 8none ( u live? unto himself40 ,!re is no true disciple ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 :o makes e>?ly int]e/1 ga9 or pleasure1 ambition or lu/1 8 rul+ & absorb+ object4 ,su* is ! "* ( ! deg5]ate & lo/ _w3 !re is no fitt] description ( a worldly man ?an ?is1 t he lives to gratify 8 own hum\r1 & c>ry out ! s*emes ( 8 own wilfulness1 & promote 8 own prosp]ity dur+ 8 little c>e]3 e>? is 8 sph]e ( action1 & all c5tres 9 self4 ,b e foll[] ( ,*ri/ is call$ out ( ! _w1 effectually call$ & *os5 & deliv]$3 he has ano!r m9d1 ano!r _s1 ano!r view4 ,he _c live = himself3 x is n m]ely aga9/ 8 conviction1 8 s5se ( propriety1 8 pr(ess$ & delib]ate pr9ciple1 x is aga9/ 8 new nature3 he is born ( ,god1 ) new affections1 new desires1 new purposes1 new prospects2 ! ,_s ( ! liv+ ,god dwells )9 him2 cleanses him f all fle%ly corruption2 & br+s 8 w1 br+s all t he is1 & all t he has1 into subjection to ! ,godhead4 ,?is is ! "*1 ! c]ta9 & ess5tial & di/+ui%+ "* ( all :o belong to ,*ri/3 !y live n1 9 any reg>d or 9 any matt]1 = !mselves4 ,nor d !y die unto !mselves4 ,!y die n1 ei!r l ! bea/s t p]i%1 or = _! own disposal & glory2 n to make bodily or e>?ly provisions2 n to give ord]s = _! fun]al2 n to h& d[n _! "n & /yle to po/]ity ^u a blazon$ escut*eon2 n to bequea? _! ri*es to o!rs3 8aft] all ^! ?+s d ! ,g5tiles seek40 ,b a gr& & glori\s *ange has be5 made by ! gospel3 ! true nature ( dea? /&s n[ unfold$ 9 all its awful & /up5d\s reality3 x is a passage to ano!r /ate ( be+3 ! disembodi$ s\l flies & lives else:]e3 n1 z on e>?1 = a few %ort ye>s1 b = et]nity4 ,& :at may be ?\ght or said ( me1 :e!r by ! pres5t or by future g5]ations1 :e!r by fri5ds or foes2 :at may become ( my prop]ty1 baubles or possessions2 :at may be done ) my corpse1 :e!r meanly or sup]bly c(f9$1 :e!r laid )\t w9d+-%eet or clo!d ) purple & f9e l951--all ^! are matt]s ( m9or note1 ( comp>ative indiff]5ce4 ,i %all h be5 liv+ & dy+ = ano!r1 an et]nal _w2 & ! great consid]ation is1 :]e & :at t _w %all be4 ,we are ?us l$1 z by ! ,apo/le's own h&1 to ent] m imm$iately on ! text4 8,:e!r we live1 we live unto ! ,"l40 ,x is ! ,"l1 ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/1 :o ha? done ^! m>vell\s ?+s = u2 ,he has remov$ f u ! burd5 ( ! wra? ( ,god2 ,he has rescu$ u f ! bondage ( corruption1 & *ang$ ! curse into a bless+2 ,he has giv5 unto u ! ,_s ( hol9ess1 & ?us re-creat$ 9 our new-born s\l ! image ( ! righte\s ,god4 ,he moreov] has dispell$ ! cl\ds t re/$ on ! tomb1 & has 8br\ght life & immortality to light by ! gospel40 ,& ,o rememb] ! mighty co/1 ! preci\s sacrifice1 by :i* ,he pur*as$ u unto ,himself4 ,! et]nal ,son ( ,god /oop$ d[n f heav5 to e>?2 ! ,^w1 :i* 0 9 ! beg9n+ ) ,god & 0 ,god1 0 made fle%2 8humbl$ ,himself & became ob$i5t unto dea?20 8bore our s9s 9 ,8 own body on ! tree30 di$ & rose aga91 rose z ! fir/ fruits ( a sleep+ _w4 ,?us h we 8pass$ f dea? to life10 f nature to grace1 f ru9 to a /ate ( salvation4 ,& no believ] c d5y1 t he is b\nd1 8:atsoev] he does 9 ^w or de$1 to d all 9 ! "n ( ! ,"l ,jesus1 giv+ ?anks to ,god & ! ,fa!r by ,him40 ,yet1 bre?r51 x is n m]ely :at we are b\nd to d or to be1 z baptiz$ into ,*ri/ & believ+ 9 ,8 "n2 x is :at we are1 actually are1 z p>tak]s ( ,8 gospel1 & cleans$ by ,8 blood4 ,/4 ,paul says1 8we live unto ! ,"l20 we d s live z a matt] ( c\rse & necessity3 our life is altoge!r devot$ to ,him3 su* is ! v mean+ & ess5ce ( our ,*ri/ian fell[%ip4 ,be+ ,8 real prop]ty1 8n our own1 b b\ght ) a price10 we place ourselves at ,8 disposal3 8our meat is to d ! w ( ,him t s5t u40 ,?is is our decid$ "*1 by :i* we desire to be kn[n2 kn[n ( ,god & kn[n ( all m54 8,! life :i* we n[ live 9 ! fle% we live by ! fai? ( ! ,son ( ,god1 :o lov$ u1 & gave ,himself = u40 ,x mu/ unque/ionably & inevitably be s1 = 8our life is hid ) ,*ri/ 9 ,god20 ?is1 if we are ,*ri/ians1 is ! well-spr+ ( our ?\ghts & desires & feel+s & pr9ciples & habits2 & ?\gh !y contract a ta/e & ta9t ( evil 9 _! passage ?r\gh ! corrupt *annel ( nature1 /ill d !y always reta9 ! pro( & preval5ce & asc5dancy ( _! heav5-born "*2 & d cle>ly m>k u1 9 ! eyes ( e spiritual & "r-judg+ p]son1 z memb]s ( ,*ri/ & *ildr5 ( ,god4 ,su* are all ! s9c]e foll[]s ( ! ,lamb1 ! fai?ful & elect ( ,god3 all 9 _! v>i\s sph]es ( life1 high & l[1 ri* & poor2 liv+ 9 ! same ,_s & by ! same gospel1 unto ! same r$eem+ ,"l2 & travell+ toge!r 9 "o way to ! same ev]la/+ k+dom4 ,!y are all bre?r52 all ( equal privileges 9 ! sight ( _! ,god & ,savi\r2 all1 h[ev] wide _! worldly diff]5ces1 h[ev] div]sifi$ _! appe>ances or acquirem5ts1 di/+ui%$ by ! same holy signs--by ! sign ( ! cross 9 _! =ehead2 by ! image ( ! cross 9 _! he>t2 by ! be>+ ( ! cross 9 _! lives1 & tread+ 9 ! foot/eps ( _! div9e ,ma/]4 8,to me to live is ,*ri/30 ?is is ! common language1 ?is ! good confession1 ?is ! joyful1 ?ankful assurance ( ea* & e "o3 ?is _! wat*word1 ?is _! safegu>d & def5ce1 ?is _! ab\nd+ consolation1 "o ) ano!r1 amid all ! dang]s ( an ensn>+ & h>ass+ _w4 ,! ri* man has no o!r protection1 & no o!r does ! poor man ne$2 ,*ri/ is 8all 9 all10 & 8none c pluck !m out ( ,8 h&20 dwell+ toge!r1 z 9 a /rong t[]2 8kept by ! p[] ( ,god ?r\gh fai? unto salvation40 ,ea* ( !m /ill1 :ile 9 ! body1 att5tive to ! duties ( 8 own call+3 no e>?ly bus9ess or occupation1 belong+ to _! respective conditions1 despis$ or neglect$2 b all 8done he>tily z unto ! ,"l1 & n z unto m530 all e>?ly desires s regulat$1 all e>?ly plans s =m$1 all e>?ly objects s pursu$1 z n to int]rupt1 mu* less to /ifle1 ! life ( ,god 9 ! s\l4 ,hav+ liv$ unto ! ,"l1 we %all die unto ! ,"l3 hav+ cont9u$ ,8 prop]ty ?r\gh life1 ,he w claim u z ,8 own 9 dea?4 ,! tyrant ( ! grave %all h no p[]1 no dom9ion ov] u2 8 spe> is brok52 ! battle f\ght1 ! victory won3 ,*ri/ has conqu]$1 & we are 8m ?an conqu]ors ?r\gh ,him t lov$ u40 ,*ri/ is ,"l ( ! immortal _s3 8,he is able to keep t :i* is committ$ to ,him aga9/ t day20 & :5 ! s\l escapes f its prison-h\se1 ,he s5ds a gu>dian angel to take ! *>ge1 & conduct x safely to ,abraham's bosom1 to ! re/ t rema9e? = ,8 p4 ,bre?r51 we h ! ,"l's own ^w & au?ority1 = ! e/abli%m5t ( our fai? & ! com=t+ ( our s\ls4 ,he said to ! p5it5t ?ief1 8,to-day %alt ?\ be ) me 9 p>adise40 ,he admoni%$ ^? :o believ$ n1 t ,jehovah 0 decl>$ to be 8! ,god ( ,abraham & ! ,god ( ,isaac & ! ,god ( ,jacob0 long aft] _! bodies 7 laid 9 ! grave3 & 8,god is n ! ,god ( ! dead b ( ! liv+1 = all live unto ,him40 ,9 ?is entire confid5ce & security1 ,8 pi\s disciples 9 e age h welcom$ _! latt] end1 & fall5 asleep sweetly4 ,! fir/ m>tyr ,/eph51 full ( ! ,holy ,gho/1 wor%ipp$ & pray$ to ,jesus 9 8 dy+ mom5ts1 say+1 8,"l ,jesus1 receive my _s20 at once a pla9 indisputable te/imony1 t ,*ri/ is an object ( div9e wor%ip1 & t ,he does receive ! s\ls ( ! fai?ful1 :5 deliv]$ f _! e>?ly tab]nacle4 ,& ! ,apo/le1 :o said1 8,to me to live is ,*ri/10 said also1 9 ! same brea?1 8to die is ga930 dea? c\ld n be ga9 to him ) any ?+ less ?an ,*ri/3 x is evid5t1 t ,/4 ,paul 0 rapt 9 ! contemplation ( ! imm$iate pres5ce ( 8 ,"l3 :il/ liv+1 he 0 ) ,*ri/2 :5 dead1 he w\ld be ) ,him m bless$ly /ill4 ,9 tru?1 ! prop] repres5tation ( ! matt] is ?is2 8! ,"l's k+dom is an ev]la/+ k+dom10 t :i* ,he has won by ,8 victory ov] s9 & dea? & ! grave1 t :i* ,he has op5$ to all believ]s1 t ( :i* e abid+ believ] is an actual & irremovable memb]4 ,x is a k+dom nev] ceas+ or susp5d$2 rea*+ onw>d )\t a brok5 l9k1 f "t to et]nity4 ,! pres5t /ate ( be+ %\ld be reg>d$ z ! ?re%old ( ?is b\ndless k+dom2 z b ! =egr\nd ( trial1 9 :i* ! ,"l's s]vants are ex]cis$ & matur$ & made meet = _! full & f9al inh]itance4 ,dea? is call$ ! gate ( life1 t life = :i* ! pres5t is b a prelude & prep>ation4 ,e>?ly graces w be p]fect$ 9 heav54 ,! ,"l's dom9ion ov] u is :ole & un9t]rupt$3 ,he calls u f "o division ( ,8 k+dom to ano!r1 f "o /ate to ano!r1 at ,8 own "t & 9 ,8 own way3 8,he has ! keys ( dea? & hell10 ( dea? & ! unse5 _w4 8,he op5e? & no man %utte?1 & %utte? & no man op5e?40 8,preci\s 9 ! sight ( ! ,"l is ! dea? ( ,8 sa9ts40 ,he keeps !m by ,8 almighty p[]1 keeps !m 9 ,8 wisdom & m]cy1 till !y are ripe = glory4 ,none c delay & none c ha/5 8 "w4 ,& :at fai?ful s\l w\ld desire x8 ,nay1 ,"l1 come & call :5 ,?\ wilt2 b make ,?y s]vant ready4 ,o h[ refre%+1 delightful1 enc\rag+ to u1 on our way to ,zion1 to p]ceive ar\nd u ^? :o are 8liv+ unto ! ,"l10 ) _! eyes & he>ts fix$ ^u ! heav5ly inh]itance4 ,& ,o /ill happi] sight1 & yet an awful rejoic+1 to behold a bro!r 8dy+ unto ! ,"l20 to witness ! triumph ( our holy fai?1 9 nature's la/ h\r & ,satan's la/ buffet+2 to obs]ve ! trophies ( div9e love adorn+ & *e]+ ! melan*oly b$--! tranquil smile1 ! unwe>i$ tru/1 ! pati5t cont5t$ ?ankful resignation2 ! uplift$ h& & eye1 ! illum9at$ c\nt5ance1 ! peaceful _s all ! :ile ready to w+ its flight4 ,g boa/ful sci5ce1 g va9 philosophy1 & visit ! dea?-b$s ( y\r vot>ies2 m>k well ! d\bts & fe>s betray+ !mselves "u ! mask ( a bold pr(ession2 m>k ! impati5ce & vexation2 ! pres5t burd5 & ! mis]able =ebod+2 g & discov] y\r infidel *ampions1 ! pr\d ,golia?s ( y\r k+dom1 trembl+ & quail+ "u ! lift$ /roke ( dea?2 & despair+ "u ! load ( un=giv5 s91 "u ! t]rors ( an insult$ & av5g+ ,god4 ,g to y\r despis]s ( ! crucifi$ ,jesus1 to ^? :o h be5 too wise to seek or too busy to f9d ,him2 see !m1 z ,i h se51 /ret*+ out _! h&s 9 agony1 & say+1 8,is !re none to save a fell[-creature f de/ruction80 ,!n1 :5 ye are sick5$ ) su* sc5es1 repair to ! b$side ( a dep>t+ sa9t1 & see h[ a ,*ri/ian c die4 ,g & /udy a lesson1 m in/ructive & m preci\s ?an all y\r pages ( human lore & le>n+2 g & le>n f a lovely example1 h[ to live & h[ to die4 ,if ,i seem to be describ+ ^! bless$ tru?s & facts ) a m9ut5ess & a p>ticul>ity & a real resemblance1 x is because ,i am draw+ f ! life2 because !y h be5 s rec5tly embodi$ be=e my eyes 9 ! p]son ( a ,*ri/ian fri5d & m9i/]--y\r deceas$ pa/or4 ,y "k t he liv$ unto ! ,"l3 & ,i h enjoy$ ! privilege ( atte/+ ! fruit ( t liv+ 9 8 latt] days--days ( sev]e pa91 b days ( com=t & s]5ity4 ,he spoke !re( 9 a mann]1 :i* conv9c$ me1 t he wi%$ 8 views & exp]i5ce to be made public2 possibly look+ =w>d to ! day1 :5 ,i might be fulfill+ ?is v (fice4 ,he said 8,i wi% y di/9ctly to und]/& h[ ,i am3 ,i h no ec/asies1 no raptur\s flights1 b a calm composure1 a quiet re/+1 a peaceful wait+ = ! ,"l3 & ,i desire ! ,"l to deal ) me z seeme? to ,him good3 to give me pati5ce1 to give me 8 grace t ,i may endure unto ! end2 & to cont9ue or remove me at ,8 pleasure40 ,x 0 an affect+ communication1 an ov]com+ mom5t4 ,by ^! & simil> words1 x 0 manife/ t he set 8 great value1 n ^u any peculi> notions or po9ts ( doctr9e1 b ^u a liv+ & fruitful fai?1 ^u ! practical influ5ce ( ! _s ( ,god2 ^u ! /ate ( m9d & he>t & "* & life1 z result+ f *ri/ian pr9ciples & views4 ,su* und\bt$ly !n has be5 ! scope1 su* ! transc5d5t object ( 8 m9i/]ial endeav\rs & ex]tions--to produce l fai? & fruit 9 y3 & y1 bre?r51 w be> a will+ te/imony to 8 holy zeal & fai?fulness2 ?r\gh a p]iod ( well nigh ?irty ye>s h y made trial ( him1 yea full pro( ( 8 lab\r ( love4 ,! memory ( him is b\nd r\nd y\r he>ts by a multitude ( ! t5d]e/ holie/ ties4 ,_m ( y he baptiz$ into ! *ur* ( ,*ri/2 he has be5 all along y\r spiritual guide1 tra9+ y up f *ildhood 9 ! way y %\ld g4 ,to _m has he deliv]$ ! bless$ elem5ts1 ! signs ( ! body & blood ( ,*ri/1 z ye 7 assembl$ ar\nd him at ! table ( y\r ,"l1 & fea/$ toge!r ^u r$eem+ love4 ,_m has he visit$ on b$s ( sickness1 reliev+ y\r wants & com=t+ y\r sorr[s1 & tea*+ y to improve !m all4 ,& n a few ( y\r relatives & fri5ds1 gone to re/1 he att5d$ 9 _! la/ mom5ts2 & in/ruct$ & confirm$ & soo!d _! l+]+ _s4 ,y rememb] ! sc5e3 y saw & lov$ him !re3 & y owe him n[ a debt ( gratitude4 ,& 9 _m a walk ( k9dness & usefulness1 & _m a place ( righte\s resort1 y h wat*$ & hon\r$ & applaud$ him3 b 8 race is run2 he is gone2 & ! place t knew him1 %all "k him no m4 ,nor 7 8 s]vices conf9$ )9 ! prec9cts ( 8 own congregation1 b always ready to be ext5d$ f> & ne>4 ,v>i\s societies & *>ities h rejoic$ 9 8 help & activity1 & w heavily feel _! loss4 ,b ,i mu/ =be> & leave ! fond /ra9 ( regret1 = a ^w ( s]i\s & spiritual improvem5t4 ,0 he fai?ful8 ,!n ! l>g] acc\nt h y to r5d]4 ,did he prea* ! tru? 9 love8 ,!n ! m w 8 prea*+ condemn ^? he>]s1 :o h fail$ to be conv9c$ & conv]t$4 ,he has exp\nd$ & illu/rat$ = y ! :ole ( ! sacr$ volume1 f ,g5esis to ,revelation2 he dug deeply into t preci\s m9e 9 ! field ( ! ^w ( ,god1 & pres5t$ = y\r acceptance ! treasures & ! jewels 9 all _! intr9sic wor? & brightness4 ,! ,bible1 ! inexhau/ible /ores ( ! :ole ,bible1 he laid op5 be=e y 9 all _! va/ & magnific5t abundance2 & l$ y1 by precept & by example1 to 8! way & ! tru? & ! life40 ,if y h n receiv$ ! ^w & ! _s ( grace1 if y h n laid ! doctr9e to y\r s\l1 if y h n 9 e>ne/ begun ! goodly "w1 if y are n f> advanc$1 ! fault is n ) ! dep>t$3 y w n seek to *>ge him ) neglect4 ,:om !n8 & :]e does ! burd5 lie8 8,son ( man1 speak to ! *ildr5 ( ?y p & say unto !m1 :5 ,i br+ ! sword ^u a l&1 if ! p ( ! l& take a man ( _! coa/s1 & set him = _! wat*man3 ,if :5 he see? ! sword come ^u ! l&1 he bl[ ! trumpet1 & w>n ! p3 ,!n :osoev] he>e? ! s\nd ( ! trumpet1 & take? n w>n+2 if ! sword come & take him away1 8 blood %all be ^u 8 own head40 ,! trumpet has s\nd$ 9 y\r e>s1 long & l\d2 ! cle>1 ?rill+1 evangelical trumpet4 ,! h]ald ( ,god has done 8 duty2 w\ld to ,god t e consci5ce c\ld :isp]1 8,& ,i h done m9e40 ,& all y1 :o h li/5$ to him ) tea*abl5ess & s9c]ity1 :o h caught f 8 lips ! ^w ( life into y\r will+ e>1 & laid x up 9 y\r he>t1 take com=t & be ?ankful4 ,y h n pr(it$ z y might1 z y w\ld n[ fa9 h done3 y lam5t y\r infirmities & corruptions2 y\r m9i/] lam5t$ 83 b ! ,"l love? s9c]ity1 & p>done? ! transgressions ( ,8 p4 ,y value y\r pa/ privileges2 & y adore t div9e goodness1 :i* made !m pr(itable to y\r salvation4 ,y dwell1 n ) ! te> ( %>p regret = a m9i/ry slight$1 = opportunities unreg>d$ & lo/2 b ) te>s ( grateful love1 9 ! remembrance ( "o1 :o 0 orda9$ by ,god to light5 y\r d>kness1 & to be ! mess5g] ( peace to y\r s\l4 ,& :ile y are ga!r+ "h ! pl5tiful fruits ( righte\sness1 y are look+ =w>d to ! f> m glori\s h>ve/ 9 ! end ( ! _w2 look+ to ! day1 :5 ! %eph]d & 8 flock %all /& toge!r = pres5tation be=e ! et]nal ?rone2 & he %all say1 8,"l "h am ,i1 & ^? :om ?\ ha/ giv5 me40 ,o my bre?r51 no %eep ( 81 no true memb] ( ! ,"l's flock1 %all be =gott5 on t day4 ,! _w kn[s !m n2 ! e>?ly %eph]d himself may n h kn[n !m all3 b 8! ,"l kn[e? !m t are ,840 ,ri* or poor1 hon\r$ or despis$1 lov$ or hat$ among m51 if !y h liv$ unto ! ,"l & di$ unto ! ,"l1 ! ,"l w confess !m at la/1 w infallibly select !m e "o out ( an assembl$ _w1 & set !m on ,8 "r h&4 8,!m :i* sleep 9 ,jesus w ,god br+ ) ,him40 ,be ?is my sleep1 come soon1 come late3 ,be ?9e ! "t1 good ,"l1 & m9e ! bless+4 ,"l1 he> my pray]2 ,i make b "o3 8,let me b die ! dea? ( ! righte\s1 & let my la/ end be l 840