,illustration3 ,from ,life by ,a ,hoffy4 ,printed by ,p ,s ,duval4 ,,mrs4 ,,jarena ,,lee4 ,preacher of the ,a1,m1,e1 ,church4 ,aged #fj years on the #aath day of the #bnd month #ahdd4 ,philada #ahdd ,,religious ,,experience ,,and ,,journal ,,of ,,mrs4 ,,jarena ,,lee1 ,,giving ,,an ,,account ,,of ,,her ,,call ,,to ,,preach ,,the ,,gospel4 ,revised and corrected from the ,original ,manuscript1 written by herself4 ,,philadelphia3 ,printed and ,published for the ,author4 #ahdi4 ,entered according to the ,act of ,congress1 in the year #ahcf1 ,by ,,jarena ,,lee1 ,in the ,office of the ,clerk of the ,eastern ,district of ,pennsylvania4 ,,religious ,,experience ,,and ,,journal ,,of ,,mrs4 ,,jarena ,,lee4 8,and it shall come to pass 444 that ,i will pour out my ,spirit upon all flesh2 and your sons1 and your daughters shall prophecy40--,joel ii4 #bh4 ,i was born ,february #aath1 #aghc1 at ,cape ,may1 ,state of ,new ,jersey4 ,at the age of seven years ,i was parted from my parents1 and went to live as a servant maid1 with a ,mr4 ,sharp1 at the distance of about sixty miles from the place of my birth4 ,my parents being wholly ignorant of the knowledge of ,god1 had not therefore instructed me in any degree in this great matter4 ,not long after the commencement of my attendance on this lady1 she had bid me do something respecting my work1 which in a little while after she asked me if ,i had done1 when ,i replied1 ,yes--but this was not true4 ,at this awful point1 in my early history1 the ,spirit of ,god moved in power through my ,conscience1 and told me ,i was a wretched sinner4 ,on this account so great was the impression1 and so strong were the feelings of guilt1 that ,i promised in my heart that ,i would not tell another lie4 ,but notwithstanding this promise my heart grew harder1 after a while1 yet the ,spirit of the ,lord never entirely forsook me1 but continued mercifully striving with me1 until his gracious power converted my soul4 ,the manner of this great accomplishment1 was as follows3 ,in the year #ahjd1 it so happened that ,i went with others to hear a missionary of the ,presbyterian order preach4 ,it was an afternoon meeting1 but few were there1 the place was a school room2 but the preacher was solemn1 and in his countenance the earnestness of his master's business appeared equally strong1 as though he were about to speak to a multitude4 ,at the reading of the ,psalms1 a ray of renewed conviction darted into my soul4 ,these were the words1 composing the first verse of the ,psalms for the service3 8,lord1 ,i am vile1 conceived in sin1 ,born unholy and unclean4 ,sprung from man1 whose guilty fall ,corrupts the race1 and taints us all40 ,this description of my condition struck me to the heart1 and made me to feel in some measure1 the weight of my sins1 and sinful nature4 ,but not knowing how to run immediately to the ,lord for help1 ,i was driven of ,satan1 in the course of a few days1 and tempted to destroy myself4 ,there was a brook about a quarter of a mile from the house1 in which there was a deep hole1 where the water whirled about among the rocks2 to this place it was suggested1 ,i must go and drown myself4 ,at the time ,i had a book in my hand2 it was on a ,sabbath morning1 about ten o'clock2 to this place ,i resorted1 where on coming to the water ,i sat down on the bank1 and on my looking into it1 it was suggested that drowning would be an easy death4 ,it seemed as if some one was speaking to me1 saying put your head under1 it will not distress you4 ,but by some means1 of which ,i can give no account1 my thoughts were taken entirely from this purpose1 when ,i went from the place to the house again4 ,it was the unseen arm of ,god which saved me from self-murder4 ,but notwithstanding this escape from death1 my mind was not at rest--but so great was the labor of my spirit and the fearful oppressions of a judgment to come1 that ,i was reduced as one extremely ill1 on which account a physician was called to attend me1 from which illness ,i recovered in about three months4 ,but as yet ,i had not found ,him of whom ,moses and the prophets did write1 being extremely ignorant3 there being no one to instruct me in the way of life and salvation as yet4 ,after my recovery1 ,i left the lady1 who1 during my sickness1 was exceedingly kind1 and went to ,philadelphia4 ,from this place ,i soon went a few miles into the country1 where ,i resided in the family of a ,roman ,catholic4 ,but my anxiety still continued respecting my poor soul1 on which account ,i used to watch my opportunity to read in the ,bible2 and this lady observing this1 took the ,bible from me and hid it1 giving me a novel in its stead--which when ,i perceived1 ,i refused to read4 ,soon after this ,i again went to the city of ,philadelphia1 and commenced going to the ,english ,church1 the pastor of which was an ,englishman1 by the name of ,pilmore1 one of the number who at first preached ,methodism in ,america1 in the city of ,new ,york4 ,but while sitting under the ministration of this man1 which was about three months1 and at the last time1 it appeared that there was a wall between me and a communion with that people1 which was higher than ,i could possibly see over1 and seemed to make this impression upon my mind1 this is not the people for you4 ,but on returning home at noon ,i inquired of the head cook of the house respecting the rules of the ,methodists1 as ,i knew she belonged to that society1 who told me what they were2 on which account ,i replied1 that ,i should not be able to abide by such strict rules not even one year--however1 ,i told her that ,i would go with her and hear what they had to say4 ,the man who was to speak in the afternoon of that day1 was the ,rev4 ,richard ,allen1 since bishop of the ,african ,episcopal ,methodists in ,america4 ,during the labors of this man that afternoon1 ,i had come to the conclusion1 that this is the people to which my heart unites1 and it so happened1 that as soon as the service closed he invited such as felt a desire to flee the wrath to come1 to unite on trial with them--,i embraced the opportunity4 ,three weeks from that day1 my soul was gloriously converted to ,god1 under preaching1 at the very outset of the sermon4 ,the text was barely pronounced1 which was 8,i perceive thy heart is not right in the sight of ,god10 when there appeared to my view1 in the centre of the heart1 one sin2 and this was malice against one particular individual1 who had strove deeply to injure me1 which ,i resented4 ,at this discovery ,i said1 ,lord ,i forgive every creature4 ,that instant1 it appeared to me as if a garment1 which had entirely enveloped my whole person1 even to my fingers' ends1 split at the crown of my head1 and was stripped away from me1 passing like a shadow from my sight--when the glory of ,god seemed to cover me in its stead4 ,that moment1 though hundreds were present1 ,i did leap to my feet and declare that ,god1 for ,christ's sake1 had pardoned the sins of my soul4 ,great was the ecstacy of my mind1 for ,i felt that not only the sin of malice was pardoned1 but all other sins were swept away together4 ,that day was the first when my heart had believed1 and my tongue had made confession unto salvation--the first words uttered1 a part of that song1 which shall fill eternity with its sound1 was glory to ,god4 ,for a few moments ,i had power to exhort sinners1 and to tell of the wonders and of the goodness of ,him who had clothed me with ,his salvation4 ,during this the minister was silent1 until my soul felt its duty had been performed1 when he declared another witness of the power of ,christ to forgive sins on earth1 was manifest in my conversion4 ,from the day on which ,i first went to the ,methodist ,church1 until the hour of my deliverance1 ,i was strangely buffeted by that enemy of all righteousness--the devil4 ,i was naturally of a lively turn of disposition2 and during the space of time from my first awakening until ,i knew my peace was made with ,god1 ,i rejoiced in the vanities of this life1 and then again sunk back into sorrow4 ,for four years ,i had continued in this way1 frequently laboring under the awful apprehension1 that ,i could never be happy in this life4 ,this persuasion was greatly strengthened during the three weeks1 which was the last of ,satan's power over me1 in this peculiar manner1 on which account ,i had come to the conclusion that ,i had better be dead than alive4 ,here ,i was again tempted to destroy my life by drowning2 but suddenly this mode was changed--and while in the dusk of the evening1 as ,i was walking to and fro in the yard of the house1 ,i was beset to hang myself with a cord suspended from the wall enclosing the secluded spot4 ,but no sooner was the intention resolved on in my mind1 than an awful dread came over me1 when ,i ran into the house2 still the tempter pursued me4 ,there was standing a vessel of water--into this ,i was strangely impressed to plunge my head1 so as to extinguish the life which ,god had given me4 ,had ,i done this1 ,i have been always of the opinion1 that ,i should have been unable to have released myself2 although the vessel was scarcely large enough to hold a gallon of water4 ,of me may it not be said1 as written by ,isaiah1 7chap4 #fe1 verses #a1 #b47 8,i am sought of them that asked not for me2 ,i am found of them that sought me not40 ,glory be to ,god for his redeeming power1 which saved me from the violence of my own hands1 from the malice of ,satan1 and from eternal death2 for had ,i have killed myself1 a great ransom could not have delivered me2 for it is written--8,no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him40 ,how appropriately can ,i sing-- 8,jesus sought me when a stranger1 ,wandering from the fold of ,god2 ,he to rescue me from danger1 ,interposed his precious blood40 ,but notwithstanding the terror which seized upon me1 when about to end my life1 ,i had no view of the precipice on the edge of which ,i was tottering1 until it was over1 and my eyes were opened4 ,then the awful gulf of hell seemed to be open beneath me1 covered only1 as it were1 by a spider's web1 on which ,i stood4 ,i seemed to hear the howling of the damned1 to see the smoke of the bottomless pit1 and to hear the rattling of those chains1 which hold the impenitent under clouds of darkness to the judgment of the great day4 ,i trembled like ,belshazzar1 and cried out in the horror of my spirit1 8,god be merciful to me a sinner40 ,that night ,i formed a resolution to pray2 which1 when resolved upon1 there appeared1 sitting in one corner of the room1 ,satan1 in the form of a monstrous dog1 and in a rage1 as if in pursuit1 his tongue protruding from his mouth to a great length1 and his eyes looked like two balls of fire2 it soon1 however1 vanished out of my sight4 ,from this state of terror and dismay1 ,i was happily delivered under the preaching of the ,gospel as before related4 ,this view which ,i was permitted to have of ,satan1 in the form of a dog1 is evidence1 which corroborates in my estimation1 the ,bible account of a hell of fire1 which burneth with brimstone1 called in ,scripture the bottomless pit2 the place where all liars1 who repent not1 shall have their portion2 as also the ,sabbath breaker1 the adulterer1 the fornicator1 with the fearful1 the abominable1 and the unbelieving1 this shall be the portion of their cup4 ,this language is too strong and expressive to be applied to any state of suffering in time4 ,were it to be thus applied1 the reality could no where be found in human life2 the consequence would be1 that this scripture would be found a false testimony4 ,but when made to apply to an endless state of perdition1 in eternity1 beyond the bounds of human life1 then this language is found not to exceed our views of a state of eternal damnation4 ,during the latter part of my state of conviction1 ,i can now apply to my case1 as it then was1 the beautiful words of the poet3 8,the more ,i strove against its power1 ,i felt its weight and guilt the more2 ',till late ,i heard my ,saviour say1 ,come hither soul1 ,i am the way40 ,this ,i found to be true1 to the joy of my disconsolate and despairing heart1 in the hour of my conversion to ,god4 ,during this state of mind1 while sitting near the fire one evening1 after ,i had heard ,rev4 ,richard ,allen1 as before related1 a view of my distressed condition so affected my heart1 that ,i could not refrain from weeping and crying aloud2 which caused the lady with whom ,i then lived1 to inquire1 with surprise1 what ailed me2 to which ,i answered1 that ,i knew not what ailed me4 ,she replied that ,i ought to pray4 ,i arose from where ,i was sitting1 being in an agony1 and weeping convulsively1 requested her to pray for me2 but at the very moment when she would have done so1 some person wrapped heavily at the door for admittance2 it was but a person of the house1 but this occurrence was sufficient to interrupt us in our intentions2 and ,i believe to this day1 ,i should then have found salvation to my soul4 ,this interruption was1 doubtless1 also the work of ,satan4 ,although at this time1 when my conviction was so great1 yet ,i knew not that ,jesus ,christ was the ,son of ,god1 the second person in the adorable ,trinity4 ,i knew him not in the pardon of my sins1 yet ,i felt a consciousness that if ,i died without pardon1 that my lot must inevitably be damnation4 ,if ,i would pray--,i knew not how4 ,i could form no connexion of ideas into words2 but ,i knew the ,lord's prayer2 this ,i uttered with a loud voice1 and with all my might and strength4 ,i was the most ignorant creature in the world2 ,i did not even know that ,christ had died for the sins of the world1 and to save sinners4 ,every circumstance1 however1 was so directed as still to continue and increase the sorrows of my heart1 which ,i now know to have been a ,godly sorrow which wrought repentance1 which is not to be repented of4 ,even the falling of the dead leaves from the forests1 and the dried spires of the mown grass1 showed me that ,i too must die in like manner4 ,but my case was awfully different from that of the grass of the field1 or the wide spread decay of a thousand forests1 as ,i felt within me a living principle1 an immortal spirit1 which cannot die1 and must forever either enjoy the smiles of its ,creator1 or feel the pangs of ceaseless damnation4 ,but the ,lord led me on2 being gracious1 he took pity on my ignorance2 he heard my wailings1 which had entered into the ear of the ,lord of ,sabaoth4 ,circumstances so transpired that ,i soon came to a knowledge of the being and character of the ,son of ,god1 of whom ,i knew nothing4 ,my strength had left me4 ,i had become feverish and sickly through the violence of my feelings1 on which account ,i left my place of service to spend a week with a colored physician1 who was a member of the ,methodist society1 and also to spend this week in going to places where prayer and supplication was statedly made for such as me4 ,through this means ,i had learned much1 so as to be able in some degree to comprehend the spiritual meaning of the text1 which the minister took on the ,sabbath morning1 as before related1 which was 8,i perceive thy heart is not right in the sight of ,god40--,acts1 chap4 #h1 verse #ba4 ,this text1 as already related1 became the power of ,god unto salvation to me1 because ,i believed4 ,i was baptized according to the direction of our ,lord1 who said1 as he was about to ascend from the mount1 to his disciples1 8,go ye into all the world and preach my gospel to every creature1 he that believeth and is baptized shall be saved40 ,i have now passed through the account of my conviction1 and also of my conversion to ,god3 and shall next speak of the blessings of sanctification4 ,a time1 after ,i had received forgiveness1 flowed sweetly on2 day and night my joy was full1 no temptation was permitted to molest me4 ,i could say continually with the psalmist1 that 8,god had separated my sins from me as far as the east is from the west40 ,i was ready continually to cry1 8,come all the world1 come sinner thou1 ,all things in ,christ are ready now40 ,i continued in this happy state of mind for almost three months1 when a certain colored man1 by name ,william ,scott1 came to pay me a religious visit4 ,he had been for many years a faithful follower of the ,lamb2 and he had also taken much time in visiting the sick and distressed of our color1 and understood well the great things belonging to a man of full stature in ,christ ,jesus4 ,in the course of our conversation1 he inquired if the ,lord had justified my soul4 ,i answered yes4 ,he then asked me if he had sanctified me4 ,i answered no2 and that ,i did not know what that was4 ,he then undertook to instruct me further in the knowledge of the ,lord respecting this blessing4 ,he told me the progress of the soul from a state of darkness1 or of nature1 was three-fold2 or consisted in three degrees1 as follows3 ,first1 conviction for sin4 ,second1 justification from sin4 ,third1 the entire sanctification of the soul to ,god4 ,i thought this description was beautiful1 and immediately believed in it4 ,he then inquired if ,i would promise to pray for this in my secret devotions4 ,i told him yes4 ,very soon ,i began to call upon the ,lord to show me all that was in my heart1 which was not according to his will4 ,now there appeared to be a new struggle commencing in my soul1 not accompanied with fear1 guilt1 and bitter distress1 as while under my first conviction for sin1 but a laboring of the mind to know more of the right way of the ,lord4 ,i began now to feel that my heart was not clean in his sight2 that there yet remained the roots of bitterness1 which if not destroyed1 would ere long sprout up from these roots1 and overwhelm me in a new growth of the brambles and brushwood of sin4 ,by the increasing light of the ,spirit1 ,i had found there yet remained the root of pride1 anger1 self-will1 with many evils1 the result of fallen nature4 ,i now became alarmed at this discovery1 and began to fear that ,i had been deceived in my experience4 ,i was now greatly alarmed1 lest ,i should fall away from what ,i knew ,i had enjoyed2 and to guard against this ,i prayed almost incessantly1 without acting faith on the power and promises of ,god to keep me from falling4 ,i had not yet learned how to war against temptation of this kind4 ,satan well knew that if he could succeed in making me disbelieve my conversion1 that he would catch me either on the ground of complete despair1 or on the ground of infidelity4 ,for if all had passed through was to go for nothing1 and was but a fiction1 the mere ravings of a disordered mind1 that ,i would naturally be led to believe that there is nothing in religion at all4 ,from this snare ,i was mercifully preserved1 and led to believe that there was yet a greater work than that of pardon to be wrought in me4 ,i retired to a secret place1 7after having sought this blessing1 as well as ,i could1 for nearly three months1 from the time brother ,scott had instructed me respecting it17 for prayer1 about four o'clock in the afternoon4 ,i had struggled long and hard1 but found not the desire of my heart4 ,when ,i rose from my knees1 there seemed a voice speaking to me1 as ,i yet stood in a leaning posture--8,ask for sanctification40 ,when to my surprise1 ,i recollected that ,i had not even thought of it in my whole prayer4 ,it would seem ,satan had hidden the very object from my mind1 for which ,i had purposely kneeled to pray4 ,but when this voice whispered in my heart1 saying1 8,pray for sanctification10 ,i again bowed in the same place1 at the same time1 and said 8,lord sanctify my soul for ,christ's sake40 ,that very instant1 as if lightning had darted through me1 ,i sprang to my feet1 and cried1 8,the ,lord has sanctified my soul60 ,there was none to hear this but the angels who stood around to witness my joy--and ,satan1 whose malice raged the more4 ,that ,satan was there1 ,i knew2 for no sooner had ,i cried out 8,the ,lord has sanctified my soul10 than there seemed another voice behind me1 saying 8,no1 it is too great a work to be done40 ,but another spirit said 8,bow down for the witness--,i received it--thou art sanctified60 ,the first ,i knew of myself after that1 ,i was standing in the yard with my hands spread out1 and looking with my face toward heaven4 ,i now ran into the house and told them what had happened to me1 when1 as it were1 a new rush of the same ecstacy came upon me1 and caused me to feel as if ,i were in an ocean of light and bliss4 ,during this1 ,i stood perfectly still1 the tears rolling in a flood from my eyes4 ,so great was the joy1 that it is past description4 ,there is no language that can describe it1 except that which was heard by ,st4 ,paul1 when he was caught up to third heaven1 and heard words which it was not lawful to utter4 ,,my ,,call ,,to ,,preach ,,the ,,gospel4 ,between four and five years after my sanctification1 on a certain time1 an impressive silence fell upon me1 and ,i stood as if some one was about to speak to me1 yet ,i had no such thought in my heart4--,but to my utter surprise there seemed to sound a voice which ,i thought ,i distinctly heard1 and most certainly understand1 which said to me1 8,go preach the ,gospel60 ,i immediately replied aloud1 8,no one will believe me40 ,again ,i listened1 and again the same voice seemed to say--8,preach the ,gospel2 ,i will put words in your mouth1 and will turn your enemies to become your friends40 ,at first ,i supposed that ,satan had spoken to me1 for ,i had read that he could transform himself into an angel of light for the purpose of deception4 ,immediately ,i went into a secret place1 and called upon the ,lord to know if he had called me to preach1 and whether ,i was deceived or not2 when there appeared to my view the form and figure of a pulpit1 with a ,bible lying thereon1 the back of which was presented to me as plainly as if it had been a literal fact4 ,in consequence of this1 my mind became so exercised1 that during the night following1 ,i took a text and preached in my sleep4 ,i thought there stood before me a great multitude1 while ,i expounded to them the things of religion4 ,so violent were my exertions and so loud were my exclamations1 that ,i awoke from the sound of my own voice1 which also awoke the family of the house where ,i resided4 ,two days after ,i went to see the preacher in charge of the ,african ,society1 who was the ,rev4 ,richard ,allen1 the same before named in these pages1 to tell him that ,i felt it my duty to preach the gospel4 ,but as ,i drew near the street in which his house was1 which was in the city of ,philadelphia1 my courage began to fail me2 so terrible did the cross appear1 it seemed that ,i should not be able to bear it4 ,previous to my setting out to go to see him1 so agitated was my mind1 that my appetite for my daily food failed me entirely4 ,several times on my way there1 ,i turned back again2 but as often ,i felt my strength again renewed1 and ,i soon found that the nearer ,i approached to the house of the minister1 the less was my fear4 ,accordingly1 as soon as ,i came to the door1 my fears subsided1 the cross was removed1 all things appeared pleasant--,i was tranquil4 ,i now told him1 that the ,lord had revealed it to me1 that ,i must preach the gospel4 ,he replied1 by asking1 in what sphere ,i wished to move in8 ,i said1 among the ,methodists4 ,he then replied1 that a ,mrs4 ,cook1 a ,methodist lady1 had also some time before requested the same privilege2 who1 it was believed1 had done much good in the way of exhortation1 and holding prayer meetings2 and who had been permitted to do so by the verbal license of the preacher in charge at the time4 ,but as to women preaching1 he said that our ,discipline knew nothing at all about it--that it did not call for women preachers4 ,this ,i was glad to hear1 because it removed the fear of the cross--but no sooner did this feeling cross my mind1 than ,i found that a love of souls had in a measure departed from me2 that holy energy which burn ed within me1 as a fire1 began to be smothered4 ,this ,i soon perceived4 ,o how careful ought we to be1 lest through our by-laws of church government and discipline1 we bring into disrepute even the word of life4 ,for as unseemly as it may appear now-a-days for a woman to preach1 it should be remembered that nothing is impossible with ,god4 ,and why should it be thought impossible1 heterodox1 or improper for a woman to preach8 seeing the ,saviour died for the woman as well as for the man4 ,if the man may preach1 because the ,saviour died for him1 why not the woman8 seeing he died for her also4 ,is he not a whole ,saviour1 instead of a half one8 as those who hold it wrong for a woman to preach1 would seem to make it appear4 ,did not ,mary first preach the risen ,saviour1 and is not the doctrine of the resurrection the very climax of ,christianity--hangs not all our hope on this1 as argued by ,st4 ,paul8 ,then did not ,mary1 a woman1 preach the gospel8 for she preached the resurrection of the crucified ,son of ,god4 ,but some will say that ,mary did not expound the ,scripture1 therefore1 she did not preach1 in the proper sense of the term4 ,to this ,i reply1 it may be that the term preach in those primitive times1 did not mean exactly what it is now made to mean2 perhaps it was a great deal more simple then1 than it is now--if it were not1 the unlearned fishermen could not have preached the gospel at all1 as they had no learning4 ,to this it may be replied1 by those who are determined not to believe that it is right for a woman to preach1 that the disciples1 though they were fishermen and ignorant of letters too1 were inspired so to do4 ,to which ,i would reply1 that though they were inspired1 yet that inspiration did not save them from showing their ignorance of letters1 and of man's wisdom2 this the multitude soon found out1 by listening to the remarks of the envious ,jewish priests4 ,if then1 to preach the gospel1 by the gift of heaven1 comes by inspiration solely1 is ,god straitened3 must he take the man exclusively8 ,may he not1 did he not1 and can he not inspire a female to preach the simple story of the birth1 life1 death1 and resurrection of our ,lord1 and accompany it too with power to the sinner's heart4 ,as for me1 ,i am fully persuaded that the ,lord called me to labor according to what ,i have received1 in his vineyard4 ,if he has not1 how could he consistently bear testimony in favor of my poor labors1 in awakening and converting sinners8 ,in my wanderings up and down among men1 preaching according to my ability1 ,i have frequently found families who told me that they had not for several years been to a meeting1 and yet1 while listening to hear what ,god would say by his poor female instrument1 have believed with trembling--tears rolling down their cheeks1 the signs of contrition and repentance towards ,god4 ,i firmly believe that ,i have sown seed1 in the name of the ,lord1 which shall appear with its increase at the great day of accounts1 when ,christ shall come to make up his jewels4 ,at a certain time1 ,i was beset with the idea1 that soon or late ,i should fall from grace and lose my soul at last4 ,i was frequently called to the throne of grace about this matter1 but found no relief2 the temptation pursued me still4 ,being more and more afflicted with it1 till at a certain time1 when the spirit strongly impressed it on my mind to enter into my closet and carry my case once more to the ,lord2 the ,lord enabled me to draw nigh to him1 and to his mercy seat1 at this time1 in an extraordinary manner2 for while ,i wrestled with him for the victory over this disposition to doubt whether ,i should persevere1 there appeared a form of fire1 about the size of a man's hand1 as ,i was on my knees2 at the same moment there appeared to the eye of faith a man robed in a white garment1 from the shoulders down to the feet2 from him a voice proceeded1 saying3 8,thou shalt never return from the cross40 ,since that time ,i have never doubted1 but believe that ,god will keep me until the day of redemption4 ,now ,i could adopt the very language of ,st4 ,paul1 and say1 that nothing could have separated me from the love of ,god1 which is in ,christ ,jesus4 ,since that time1 #ahjg1 until the present1 #ahcc1 ,i have not even doubted the power and goodness of ,god to keep me from falling1 through the sanctification of the spirit and belief of the truth4 ,,my ,,marriage4 ,in the year #ahaa1 ,i changed my situation in life1 having married ,mr4 ,joseph ,lee1 pastor of a ,society at ,snow ,hill1 about six miles from the city of ,philadelphia4 ,it became necessary therefore for me to remove4 ,this was a great trial at first1 as ,i knew no person at ,snow ,hill1 except my husband1 and to leave my associates in the society1 and especially those who composed the band of which ,i was one4 ,none but those who have been in sweet fellowship with such as really love ,god1 and have together drank bliss and happiness from the same fountain1 can tell how dear such company is1 and how hard it is to part from them4 ,at ,snow ,hill1 as was feared1 ,i never found that agreement and closeness in communion and fellowship1 that ,i had in ,philadelphia1 among my young companions1 nor ought ,i to have expected it4 ,the manners and customs at this place were somewhat different1 on which account ,i became discontented in the course of a year1 and began to importune my husband to remove to the city4 ,but this plan did not suit him1 as he was the ,pastor of the ,society1 he could not bring his mind to leave them4 ,this afflicted me a little4 ,but the ,lord showed me in a dream what his will was concerning this matter4 ,i dreamed that as ,i was walking on the summit of a beautiful hill1 that ,i saw near me a flock of sheep1 fair and white1 as if but newly washed2 when there came walking toward me a man of a grave and dignified countenance1 dressed entirely in white1 as it were in a robe1 and looking at me1 said emphatically1 8,joseph ,lee must take care of these sheep1 or the wolf will come and devour them40 ,when ,i awoke ,i was convinced of my error1 and immediately1 with a glad heart1 yielded to the right spirit in the ,lord4 ,this also greatly strengthened my faith in his care over them1 for fear the wolf should by some means take any of them away4 ,the following verse was beautifully suited to our condition1 as well as to all the little flocks of ,god scattered up and down this land3 8,us into ,thy protection take1 ,and gather with ,thine arm2 ,unless the fold we first forsake1 ,the wolf can never harm40 ,after this1 ,i fell into a state of general debility1 and in an ill state of health1 so much so1 that ,i could not sit up2 but a desire to warn sinners to flee the wrath to come1 burned vehemently in my heart1 when the ,lord would send sinners into the house to see me4 ,such opportunities ,i embraced to press home on their consciences the things of eternity1 and so effectual was the word of exhortation made through the ,spirit1 that ,i have seen them fall to the floor crying aloud for mercy4 ,from this sickness ,i did not expect to recover1 and there was but one thing which bound me to earth1 and this was1 that ,i had not as yet preached the gospel to the fallen sons and daughters of ,adam's race1 to the satisfaction of my mind4 ,i wished to go from one end of the earth to the other1 crying1 ,behold1 behold the lamb6 ,to this end ,i earnestly prayed the ,lord to raise me up1 if consistent with his will4 ,he condescended to hear my prayer1 and to give me a token in a dream1 that in due time ,i should recover my health4 ,the dream was as follows3 ,i thought ,i saw the sun rise in the morning1 and ascend to an altitude of about half an hour high1 and then become obscured by a dense black cloud1 which continued to hide its rays for about one-third part of the day1 and then it burst forth again with renewed splendor4 ,this dream ,i interpreted to signify my early life1 my conversion to ,god1 and this sickness1 which was a great affliction1 as it hindered me1 and ,i feared would forever hinder me from preaching the gospel1 was signified by the cloud2 and the bursting forth of the sun1 again1 was the recovery of my health1 and being permitted to preach4 ,i went to the throne of grace on this subject1 where the ,lord made this impressive reply in my heart1 while on my knees3 8,ye shall be restored to thy health again1 and worship ,god in full purpose of heart40 ,this manifestation was so impressive1 that ,i could but hide my face as if some one was gazing upon me1 to think of the great goodness of the ,almighty ,god to my poor soul and body4 ,from that very time ,i began to gain strength of body and mind1 glory to ,god in the highest1 until my health was fully recovered4 ,for six years from this time ,i continued to receive from above1 such baptisms of the ,spirit as mortality could scarcely bear4 ,about that time ,i was called to suffer in my family1 by death--five1 in the course of about six years1 fell by his hand2 my husband being one of the number1 which was the greatest affliction of all4 ,i was now left alone in the world1 with two infant children1 one of the age of about two years1 the other six months1 with no other dependence than the promise of ,him who hath said--,i will be the widow's ,god1 and a father to the fatherless4 ,accordingly1 he raised me up friends1 whose liberality comforted and solaced me in my state of widowhood and sorrows1 ,i could sing with the greatest propriety the words of the poet4 8,he helps the stranger in distress1 ,the widow and the fatherless1 ,and grants the prisoner sweet release40 ,i can say even now1 with the ,psalmist1 8,once ,i was young1 but now ,i am old1 yet ,i have never seen the righteous forsaken1 nor his seed begging bread40 ,i have ever been fed by his bounty1 clothed by his mercy1 comforted and healed when sick1 succored when tempted1 and every where upheld by his hand4 ,,the ,,subject ,,of ,,my ,,call ,,to ,,preach ,,renewed4 ,it was now eight years since ,i had made application to be permitted to preach the gospel1 during which time ,i had only been allowed to exhort1 and even this privilege but seldom4 ,this subject now was renewed afresh in my mind2 it was as a fire shut up in my bones4 ,about thirteen months passed on1 while under this renewed impression4 ,during this time1 ,i had solicited of the ,rev4 ,bishop1 ,richard ,allen1 who at this time had become ,bishop of the ,african ,episcopal ,methodists in ,america1 to be permitted the liberty of holding prayer meetings in my own hired house1 and of exhorting as ,i found liberty1 which was granted me4 ,by this means1 my mind was relieved1 as the house soon filled when the hour appointed for prayer had arrived4 ,i cannot but relate in this place1 before ,i proceed further with the above subject1 the singular conversion of a very wicked young man4 ,he was a colored man1 who had generally attended our meetings1 but not for any good purpose2 but rather to disturb and to ridicule our denomination4 ,he openly and uniformly declared that he neither believed in religion1 nor wanted any thing to do with it4 ,he was of a ,gallio disposition1 and took the lead among the young people of color4 ,but after a while he fell sick1 and lay about three months in a state of ill health2 his disease was a consumption4 ,toward the close of his days1 his sister who was a member of the society1 came and desired me to go and see her brother1 as she had no hopes of his recovery1 perhaps the ,lord might break into his mind4 ,i went alone1 and found him very low4 ,i soon commenced to inquire respecting his state of feeling1 and how he found his mind4 ,his answer was1 8,o tolerable well10 with an air of great indifference4 ,i asked him if ,i should pray for him4 ,he answered in a sluggish and careless manner1 8,o yes1 if you have time40 ,i then sung a hymn1 kneeled down and prayed for him1 and then went my way4 ,three days after this1 ,i went again to visit the young man4 ,at this time there went with me two of the sisters in ,christ4 ,we found the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,cornish1 of our denomination1 laboring with him4 ,but he said he received but little satisfaction from him4 ,pretty soon1 however1 brother ,cornish took his leave2 when myself1 with the other two sisters1 one of which was an elderly woman named ,jane ,hutt1 the other was younger1 both colored1 commenced conversing with him1 respecting his eternal interest1 and of his hopes of a happy eternity1 if any he had4 ,he said but little2 we then kneeled down together and besought the ,lord in his behalf1 praying that if mercy were not clear gone for ever1 to shed a ray of softening grace upon the hardness of his heart4 ,he appeared now to be somewhat more tender1 and we thought we could perceive some tokens of conviction1 as he wished us to visit him again1 in a tone of voice not quite as indifferent as he had hitherto manifested4 ,but two days had elapsed after this visit1 when his sister came to me in haste1 saying1 that she believed her brother was then dying1 and that he had sent for me4 ,i immediately called on ,jane ,hutt1 who was still among us as a mother in ,israel1 to go with me4 ,when we arrived there1 we found him sitting up in bed1 very restless and uneasy1 but he soon laid down again4 ,he now wished me to come to him1 by the side of his bed4 ,i asked him how he was4 ,he said1 ,very ill2 and added1 8,pray for me1 quick80 ,we now perceived his time in this world to be short4 ,i took up the hymn-book1 and opened to a hymn suitable to his case1 and commenced to sing1 but there seemed to be a horror in the room--a darkness of a mental kind1 which was felt by us all2 there being five persons1 except the sick young man and his nurse4 ,we had sung but one verse1 when they all gave over singing1 on account of this unearthly sensation1 but myself4 ,i continued to sing on alone1 but in a dull and heavy manner1 though looking up to ,god all the while for help4 ,suddenly ,i felt a spring of energy awake in my heart1 when darkness gave way in some degree4 ,it was but a glimmer from above4 ,when the hymn was finished1 we all kneeled down to pray for him4 ,while calling on the name of the ,lord1 to have mercy on his soul1 and to grant him repentance unto life1 it came suddenly into my mind never to rise from my knees until ,god should hear prayer in his behalf1 until he should convert and save his soul4 ,now1 while ,i thus continued importuning heaven1 as ,i felt ,i was led1 a ray of light1 more abundant1 broke forth among us4 ,there appeared to my view1 though my eyes were closed1 the ,saviour in full stature1 nailed to the cross1 just over the head of the young man1 against the ceiling of the room4 ,i cried out1 brother look up1 the ,saviour is come1 he will pardon you1 your sins he will forgive4 ,my sorrow for the soul of the young man was gone2 ,i could no longer pray--joy and rapture made it impossible4 ,we rose up from our knees1 when lo1 his eyes were gazing with ecstacy upwards2 over his face there was an expression of joy2 his lips were clothed in a sweet and holy smile2 but no sound came from his tongue2 it was heard in its stillness of bliss2 full of hope and immortality4 ,thus1 as ,i held him by the hand1 his happy and purified soul soared away1 without a sigh or a groan1 to its eternal rest4 ,i now closed his eyes1 straightened out his limbs1 and left him to be dressed for the grave4 ,but as for me1 ,i was filled with the power of the ,holy ,ghost--the very room seemed filled with glory4 ,his sister and all that were in the room rejoiced1 nothing doubting but he had entered into ,paradise2 and ,i believe ,i shall see him at the last and great day1 safe on the shores of salvation4 ,but to return to the subject of my call to preach4 ,soon after this1 as above related1 the ,rev4 ,richard ,williams was to preach at ,bethel ,church1 where ,i with others were assembled4 ,he entered the pulpit1 gave out the hymn1 which was sung1 and then addressed the throne of grace2 took his text1 passed through the exordium1 and commenced to expound it4 ,the text he took is in ,jonah1 #b;d chap4 #ith verse1--8,salvation is of the ,lord40 ,but as he proceeded to explain1 he seemed to have lost the spirit2 when in the same instant1 ,i sprang1 as by altogether supernatural impulse1 to my feet1 when ,i was aided from above to give an exhortation on the very text which my brother ,williams had taken4 ,i told them ,i was like ,jonah2 for it had been then nearly eight years since the ,lord had called me to preach his gospel to the fallen sons and daughters of ,adam's race1 but that ,i had lingered like him1 and delayed to go at the bidding of the ,lord1 and warn those who are as deeply guilty as were the people of ,nineveh4 ,during the exhortation1 ,god made manifest his power in a manner sufficient to show the world that ,i was called to labor according to my ability1 and the grace given unto me1 in the vineyard of the good husbandman4 ,i now sat down1 scarcely knowing what ,i had done1 being frightened4 ,i imagined1 that for this indecorum1 as ,i feared it might be called1 ,i should be expelled from the church4 ,but instead of this1 the ,bishop rose up in the assembly1 and related that ,i had called upon him eight years before1 asking to be permitted to preach1 and that he had put me off2 but that he now as much believed that ,i was called to that work1 as any of the preachers present4 ,these remarks greatly strengthened me1 so that my fears of having given an offence1 and made myself liable as an offender1 subsided1 giving place to a sweet serenity1 a holy joy of a peculiar kind1 untasted in my bosom until then4 ,the next ,sabbath day1 while sitting under the word of the gospel1 ,i felt moved to attempt to speak to the people in a public manner1 but ,i could not bring my mind to attempt it in the church4 ,i said1 ,lord1 anywhere but here4 ,accordingly1 there was a house not far off which was pointed out to me2 to this ,i went4 ,it was the house of a sister belonging to the same society with myself4 ,her name was ,anderson4 ,i told her ,i had come to hold a meeting in her house1 if she would call in her neighbors4 ,with this request she immediately complied4 ,my congregation consisted of but five persons4 ,i commenced by reading and singing a hymn2 when ,i arose ,i found my hand resting on the ,bible1 which ,i had not noticed till that moment4 ,it now occurred to me to take a text4 ,i opened the ,scripture1 as it happened1 at the #adast ,psalm1 fixing my eye on the third verse1 which reads3 8,set a watch1 ,o ,lord1 before my mouth1 keep the door of my lips40 ,my sermon1 such as it was1 applied wholly to myself1 and added an exhortation4 ,two of my congregation wept much1 as the fruit of my labor this time4 ,in closing1 ,i said to the few1 that if any one would open a door1 ,i would hold a meeting the next sixth-day evening3 when one answered that her house was at my service4 ,accordingly ,i went1 and ,god made manifest his power among the people4 ,some wept1 while others shouted for joy4 ,one whole seat of females1 by the power of ,god1 as the rushing of a wind1 were all bowed to the floor1 at once1 and screamed out4 ,also a sick man and woman in one house1 the ,lord convicted them both2 one lived1 and the other died4 ,god wrought a judgment--some were well at night1 and died in the morning4 ,at this place ,i continued to hold meetings about six months4 ,during that time ,i kept house with my little son1 who was very sickly4 ,about this time ,i had a call to preach at a place about thirty miles distant1 among the ,methodists1 with whom ,i remained one week1 and during the whole time1 not a thought of my little son came into my mind2 it was hid from me1 lest ,i should have been diverted from the work ,i had to do1 to look after my son4 ,here by the instrumentality of a poor coloured woman1 the ,lord poured forth his spirit among the people4 ,though1 as ,i was told1 there were lawyers1 doctors1 and magistrates present1 to hear me speak1 yet there was mourning and crying among sinners1 for the ,lord scattered fire among them of his own kindling4 ,the ,lord gave his hand-maiden power to speak for his great name1 for he arrested the hearts of the people1 and caused a shaking amongst the multitude1 for ,god was in the midst4 ,i now returned home1 found all well2 no harm had come to my child1 although ,i left it very sick4 ,friends had taken care of it which was of the ,lord4 ,i now began to think seriously of breaking up housekeeping1 and forsaking all to preach the everlasting ,gospel4 ,i felt a strong desire to return to the place of my nativity1 at ,cape ,may1 after an absence of about fourteen years4 ,to this place1 where the heaviest cross was to be met with1 the ,lord sent me1 as ,saul of ,tarsus was sent to ,jerusalem1 to preach the same gospel which he had neglected and despised before his conversion4 ,i went by water1 and on my passage was much distressed by sea sickness1 so much so that ,i expected to have died1 but such was not the will of the ,lord respecting me4 ,after ,i had disembarked1 ,i proceeded on as opportunities offered1 toward where my mother lived4 ,when within ten miles of that place1 ,i appointed an evening meeting4 ,there were a goodly number came out to hear4 ,the ,lord was pleased to give me light and liberty among the people4 ,after meeting1 there came an elderly lady to me and said1 she believed the ,lord had sent me among them2 she then appointed me another meeting there two weeks from that night4 ,the next day ,i hastened forward to the place of my mother1 who was happy to see me1 and the happiness was mutual between us4 ,with her ,i left my poor sickly boy1 while ,i departed to do my ,master's will4 ,in this neighborhood ,i had an uncle1 who was a ,methodist1 and who gladly threw open his door for meetings to be held there4 ,at the first meeting which ,i held at my uncle's house1 there was1 with others who had come from curiosity to hear the woman preacher1 an old man1 who was a ,deist1 and who said he did not believe the coloured people had any souls--he was sure they had none4 ,he took a seat very near where ,i was standing1 and boldly tried to look me out of countenance4 ,but as ,i labored on in the best manner ,i was able1 looking to ,god all the while1 though it seemed to me ,i had but little liberty1 yet there went an arrow from the bent bow of the gospel1 and fastened in his till then obdurate heart4 ,after ,i had done speaking1 he went out1 and called the people around him1 said that my preaching might seem a small thing1 yet he believed ,i had the worth of souls at heart4 ,this language was different from what it was a little time before1 as he now seemed to admit that coloured people had souls1 as it was to these ,i was chiefly speaking2 and unless they had souls1 whose good ,i had in view1 his remark must have been without meaning4 ,he now came into the house1 and in the most friendly manner shook hands with me1 saying1 he hoped ,god had spared him to some good purpose4 ,this man was a great slave holder1 and had been very cruel2 thinking nothing of knocking down a slave with a fence stake1 or whatever might come to hand4 ,from this time it was said of him that he became greatly altered in his ways for the better4 ,at that time he was about seventy years old1 his head as white as snow2 but whether he became a converted man or not1 ,i never heard4 ,the week following1 ,i had an invitation to hold a meeting at the ,court ,house of the ,county1 when ,i spoke from the #ec;d chap4 of ,isaiah1 #c;d verse4 ,it was a solemn time1 and the ,lord attended the word2 ,i had life and liberty1 though there were people there of various denominations4 ,here again ,i saw the aged slaveholder1 who notwithstanding his age1 walked about three miles to hear me4 ,this day ,i spoke twice1 and walked six miles to the place appointed4 ,there was a magistrate present1 who showed his friendship1 by saying in a friendly manner1 that he had heard of me3 he handed me a hymn-book1 pointing to a hymn which he had selected4 ,when the meeting was over1 he invited me to preach in a schoolhouse in his neighborhood1 about three miles distant from where ,i then was4 ,during this meeting one backslider was reclaimed4 ,this day ,i walked six miles1 and preached twice to large congregations1 both in the morning and evening4 ,the ,lord was with me1 glory be to his holy name4 ,i next went six miles and held a meeting in a coloured friend's house1 at eleven o'clock in the morning1 and preached to a well behaved congregation of both coloured and white4 ,after service ,i again walked back1 which was in all twelve miles in the same day4 ,this was on ,sabbath1 or as ,i sometimes call it1 seventh day2 for after my conversion ,i preferred the plain language of the ,friends4 ,on the fourth day1 after this1 in compliance with an invitation received by note1 from the same magistrate who had heard me at the above place ,i preached to a large congregation1 where we had a precious time3 much weeping was heard among the people4 ,the same gentleman1 now at the close of the meeting1 gave out another appointment at the same place1 that day week4 ,here again ,i had liberty1 there was a move among the people4 ,ten years from that time1 in the neighborhood of ,cape ,may1 ,i held a prayer meeting in a school house1 which was then the regular place of preaching for the ,episcopal ,methodists1 after service1 there came a white lady1 of great distinction1 a member of the ,methodist ,society1 and told me that at the same school house ten years before1 under my preaching1 the ,lord first awakened her4 ,she rejoiced much to see me1 and invited me home with her1 where ,i staid till the next day4 ,this was bread cast upon the water1 seen after many days4 ,from this place ,i next went to ,dennis ,creek meeting house1 where at the invitation of an elder1 ,i spoke to a large congregation of various and conflicting sentiments1 when a wonderful shock of ,god's power was felt1 shown everywhere by groans1 by sighs1 and loud and happy amens4 ,i felt as if aided from above4 ,my tongue was cut loose1 the stammerer spoke freely2 the love of ,god1 and of his service1 burned with a vehement flame within me--his name was glorified among the people4 ,i had my little son with me1 and was very much straitened for money--and not having means to procure my passage home1 ,i opened a ,school1 and taught eleven scholars1 for the purpose of raising a small sum4 ,for many weeks ,i knew not what to do about returning home1 when the ,lord came to my assistance as ,i was rambling in the fields meditating upon his goodness1 and made known to me that ,i might go to the city of ,philadelphia1 for which place ,i soon embarked with a very kind captain4 ,we had a perilous passage--a dreadful storm arose1 and before leaving the ,delaware bay1 we had a narrow escape from being run down by a large ship4 ,but the good ,lord held us in the hollow of his hand1 and in the afternoon of ,nov4 #ab1 #ahba1 we arrived at the city4 ,here ,i held meetings in the dwelling house of sister ,lydia ,anderson1 and for about three months had as many appointments as ,i could attend4 ,we had many precious seasons together1 and the ,lord was with his little praying band1 convincing and converting sinners to the truth4 ,i continued in the city until spring1 when ,i felt it impressed upon my mind to travel1 and walked fourteen miles in company with a sister to meet with some ministers1 there to assemble1 from ,philadelphia4 ,satan tempted me while on the way1 telling me that ,i was a fool for walking so far1 as ,i would not be permitted to preach4 ,but ,i pursued my journey1 with the determination to set down and worship with them4 ,when ,i arrived1 a goodly number of people had assembled1 and no preacher4 ,they waited the time to commence the exercises1 and then called upon me4 ,i took the #c;d chapter ,john1 #adth verse for my text4 ,i had life and liberty1 and the ,lord was in the camp with a shout4 ,another meeting was appointed three miles from there1 when ,i spoke from ,psalms cxxxvii1 #a1 #b1 #c1 #d4 ,my master was with me1 and made manifest his power4 ,in the ,county ,house1 also1 we held a meeting1 and had a sweet waiting upon the ,lord4 ,i spoke from ,hebrews ii1 #c1 when the ,lord gave me peculiar liberty4 ,at a dwelling house one night ,i spoke from ,john vii1 #df1 when six souls fell to the floor crying for mercy4 ,we had a blessed outpouring of the spirit among us--the ,god of ,jacob was in our midst--and the shout of heaven-born souls was like music to our ears4 ,about the month of ,february my little son ,james1 then in his sixth year1 gave evidence of having religious inclinations4 ,once he got up in a chair1 with a hymn book in his hand1 and with quite a ministerial gesture1 gave out a hymn4 ,i felt the spirit move me to sing with him4 ,a worthy sister was in the room1 who ,i asked to pray for him4 ,i invoked the ,lord to answer and seal this prayer in the courts of heaven4 ,i believed ,he would and did1 and while yet on our knees ,i was filled with the fulness of ,god1 and the answer came4 ,i cried out in the joy of my heart--8,the dead is alive0--and ran down stairs to inform a neighbor4 ,tears ran down the cheeks of my now happy boy1 and great was our rejoicing together4 ,he had been the subject of many prayers1 and often had ,i thought ,i would rather follow him to his grave than to see him grow up an open and profane sinner like many children ,i had seen4 ,and here let me say1 the promise of the ,lord is1 8ask and ye shall receive40 ,dear parents2 pray for your children in childhood--carry them in the arms of faith to the mercy seat1 and there present them an offering to the ,lord4 ,i can say from my own experience1 the ,lord will hear prayer4 ,i had given ,james the ,bible as ,haman gave ,samuel to ,god in his youth1 and by his gracious favor he was received4 ,for the further encouragement of fathers and mothers to engage in this blessed work1 let me refer them to ,ecclesiastes xi1 #f3 8,in the morning sow thy seed1 and in the evening withhold not thy hand1 for thou knowest not whether shall prosper either this or that1 or whether they both shall be alike good40 8,sow it in the youthful mind1 ,can you have a fairer field8 ,be it but in faith consigned1 ,harvest1 doubtless1 it shall yield1 ,fruits of early piety1 ,all that ,god delights to see40 ,in ,november ,i journeyed for ,trenton1 ,n4 ,j4 ,at ,burlington ,i spoke to the people on the ,sabbath1 and had a good time among them1 and on ,monday the #abth1 in a ,school house4 ,sister ,mary ,owan1 who had laid aside all the cares of the world1 went with me4 ,we had no means of travelling but on foot1 but the ,lord regarded us1 and by some means put it into the heart of a stranger1 to convey us to the ,trenton bridge4 ,we fell in with the elder of the circuit1 who spoke to me in a cold and formal manner1 and as though he thought my capacity was not equal to his4 ,we went into the sister's house1 where we expected to stay1 and waited a long while with our hats and cloaks on1 before the invitation to lodge there was given4 ,in the morning ,i had thought to visit ,newhope1 but remained to discharge my duty in visiting the sick and afflicted three or four days in the neighborhood4 ,i was invited to a prayer meeting1 and was called upon by a brother to speak4 ,i improved the offer1 and made some remarks from ,kings xviii1 #ba4 ,one of the preachers invited me to preach for them on sixth day evening1 which ,i complied with before an attentive congregation1 when ,god followed the word with much power1 and great was our joy4 ,on the #agth ,i spoke in the morning at #aa o'clock4 ,i felt my weakness and deficiency for the work1 and thought 8who is able for these things10 and desired to get away from the task4 ,my text was ,timothy vi1 #b-g4 ,the ,lord again cut loose the stammering tongue1 and opened the ,scriptures to my mind1 so that1 glory to ,god's dear name1 we had a most melting1 sin-killing1 and soul-reviving time4 ,in the afternoon ,i assisted in leading a class1 when we found the ,lord faithful and true--and on the same evening ,i spoke from ,hebrews ii1 #c4 ,the next day1 sister ,mary ,owan and myself set out for ,newhope1 where we arrived1 after walking sixteen miles1 at about six o'clock in the evening4 ,though tedious1 it was a pleasant walk to view the high mountain and towering hills1 and the beauty and variety of nature around us1 which powerfully impressed my mind with the greatness and wisdom of my ,maker4 ,at this place ,i stopt at the house of the gentleman with whose wife's mother ,i was brought up1 and by whom we were agreeably received4 ,the next evening we called upon brother ,butler1 where ,i addressed a small company1 and ,god1 through his words1 quickened some4 ,the next night ,i spoke in an ,academy to a goodly number of people1 from ,john iii1 #ad4 ,here ,i found some very ill-behaved persons1 who talked roughly1 and said among other things1 8,i was not a woman1 but a man dressed in female clothes40 ,i labored one week among them1 and went next to ,lambertsville1 where we experienced kindness from the people1 and had a happy time and parted in tears4 ,i now returned to ,philadelphia1 where ,i stayed a short time1 and went to ,salem1 ,west ,jersey4 ,i met with many troubles on my journey1 especially from the elder1 who like many others1 was averse to a woman's preaching4 ,and here let me tell that elder1 if he has not gone to heaven1 that ,i have heard that as far back as ,adam ,clarke's time1 his objections to female preaching were met by the answer--8,if an ass reproved ,balaam1 and a barn-door fowl reproved ,peter1 why should not a woman reprove sin80 ,i do not introduce this for its complimentary classification of women with donkeys and fowls1 but to give the reply of a poor woman1 who had once been a slave4 ,to the first companion she said--8,may be a speaking woman is like an ass--but ,i can tell you one thing1 the ass seen the angel when ,balaam didn't40 ,notwithstanding the opposition1 we had a prosperous time at ,salem4 ,i had some good congregations1 and sinners were cut to the heart4 ,after speaking in the meeting house1 two women came up into the pulpit1 and falling upon my neck cried out 8,what shall ,i do to be saved80 ,one said she had disobeyed ,god1 and he had taken her children from her--he had called often after her1 but she did not hearken4 ,i pointed her to the all-atoning blood of ,christ1 which is sufficient to cleanse from all sin1 and left her1 after prayer1 to his mercy4 ,from this place ,i walked twenty-one miles1 and preached with difficulty to a stiff-necked and rebellious people1 who ,i soon left without any animosity for their treatment4 ,they might have respected my message1 if not the poor weak servant who brought it to them with so much labor4 8,if they persecute you in one city1 flee into another10 was the advice ,i had resolved to take1 and ,i hastened to ,greenwich1 where ,i had a lively congregation1 had unusual life and liberty in speaking1 and the power of ,god was there4 ,we also had a solemn time in the meeting house on ,sabbath day morning1 and in a dwelling house in the evening2 a large company assembled1 when the spirit was with us1 and we had a mighty shaking among the dry bones4 ,on second day morning1 ,i took stage and rode seven miles to ,woodstown1 and there ,i spoke to a respectable congregation of white and colored1 in a school house4 ,i was desired to speak in the colored meeting house1 but the minister could not reconcile his mind to a woman preacher--he could not unite in fellowship with me even to shaking hands as christians ought4 ,i had visited that place before1 when ,god made manifest his power 8through the foolishness of preaching10 and owned the poor old woman4 ,one of the brothers appointed a meeting in his own house1 and after much persuasion this minister came also4 ,i did not feel much like preaching1 but spoke from ,acts viii1 #ce4 ,i felt my inability1 and was led to complain of weakness--but ,god directed the arrow to the hearts of the guilty--and my friend the minister got happy1 and often shouted 8,amen10 and 8as it is1 sister40 ,we had a wonderful display of the spirit of ,god among us1 and we found it good to be there4 ,there is nothing too hard for the ,lord to do4 ,i committed the meeting into the hands of the elder1 who afterwards invited me to preach in the meeting house4 ,he had said he did not believe that ever a soul was converted under the preaching of a woman--but while ,i was laboring in his place1 conviction seized a woman1 who fell to the floor crying for mercy4 ,this meeting held till #ab or #a o'clock4 ,o how precious is the sound of ,jesus' name6 ,i never felt a doubt at this time of my acceptance with ,god1 but rested my soul on his every promise4 ,the elder shook hands1 and we parted4 ,nov4 #bb1 #ahbb1 ,i returned to ,philadelphia1 and attended meetings in and out of the city4 ,god was still my help1 and ,i preached and formed a class1 and tried to be useful4 ,the oppositions ,i met with1 however1 were numerous--so much so1 that ,i was tempted to withdraw from the ,methodist ,church1 lest some might go into ruin by their persecutions of me--but this was allowed only to try my faithfulness to ,god4 ,at times ,i was pressed down like a cart beneath its shafts--my life seemed as at the point of the sword--my heart was sore and pained me in my body4 ,but the ,lord knows how to deliver the godly out of temptation1 and to reserve the unjust till the day of judgment to be punished4 ,while relating the feelings of my mind to a sister who called to see me1 joy sprang up in my bosom that ,i was not overcome by the adversary1 and ,i was overwhelmed with the love of ,god and souls4 ,i embraced the sister in my arms1 and we had a melting time together4 ,oh how comforting it is to have the spirit of ,god bearing witness with our spirits that we are his children in such dark hours6 ,when ,satan appears to stop up our path1 ,and fill us with fears1 we triumph by faith2 ,he cannot take from us1 7tho' oft he has tried17 ,the soul cheering promise the ,lord will provide4 ,he tells us we're weak1 our hope is in vain1 ,the good that we seek we ne'er shall obtain2 ,but when such suggestions our graces have tried1 ,this answers all questions1 the ,lord will provide4 ,i felt a greater love for the people than ever4 ,it appeared to me that they erred through ignorance of my desire to do them good2 and my prayer was that nothing but love might appear in my ways1 and actuate my heart4 ,religion is love--,god is love4 ,but it was nothing less than the ,divine power that brought me through1 for it appeared that the hosts of darkness were arrayed against me to destroy my peace and lead me away from the throne of love4 ,june #bd1 ,i left the city of ,philadelphia to travel in ,delaware ,state4 ,i went with captain ,ryal1 a kind gentleman1 who took me to his house in ,wilmington1 and himself and lady both treated me well4 ,the first night of my arrival2 ,i preached in the stone ,methodist meeting house4 ,i tried1 in my weak way1 to interest the assembly from the #b;d chapter of ,hebrews1 #c;d verse--8,how shall we escape1 if we neglect so great salvation40 ,god was there1 as we had the most delightful evidence--and many had their eyes opened to see there was no escape from the second death while out of ,christ1 and cried unto ,god for his saving grave4 ,i would that all who have not embraced the salvation offered in the gospel1 might examine the question candidly and seriously1 ere the realities of the other world break up their fancied security4 ,in ,july ,i spoke in a ,school house to a large congregation1 from ,numbers xxix1 #ag4 ,here we had a sweet foretaste of heaven--full measure1 and running over--shouting and rejoicing--while the poor errand-bearer of a free gospel was assisted from on high4 ,i wish my reader had been there to share with us the joyous heavenly feast4 ,on the #aeth of ,july ,i gave an exhortation in the meeting house again to a listening multitude--deep and solemn were the convictions of many1 and good1 ,i trust1 was done4 ,the next place ,i visited was ,newcastle4 ,the meeting house could not be obtained1 and two young gentleman interested themselves to get the ,court house1 but the ,trustees objected1 wishing to know why the ,methodists did not open their ,church4 ,the reason was 8,i was not licensed10 they said4 ,my two friends waited on me to speak in the ,market house1 where ,i attended at early candlelight1 and had the pleasure of addressing a few plain truths to a crowded but respectful congregation1 from ,john vii1 #df--8,never man spake like this man40 ,on ,sunday the same young gentlemen invited me to give another discourse1 to which ,i consented1 before a large gathering of all descriptions4 ,from here ,i proceeded to ,christine1 where we worshipped in a dwelling house1 and ,i must say was well treated by some of my colored friends4 ,i then returned to ,wilmington1 where in a few days ,i had a message to return again to ,c4 ,my friends said ,i should have the ,meeting house1 for which ,squire ,luden interested himself1 and the appointment was published4 ,when the people met at the proper time1 the doors remained locked4 ,amid cries of 8shame0 we left the ,church steps--but a private house was opened a short distance up the road1 and though disappointed in obtaining egress to a ,church1 the ,lord did not disappoint his people1 for we were fed with the bread of life1 and had a happy time4 ,mr4 and ,mrs4 ,lewelen took me to their house1 and treated me1 not as one of their hired servants1 but as a companion1 for which ,i shall ever feel grateful4 ,mr4 ,smith1 a doctor1 also invited me to call upon them--he was a ,presbyterian1 but we prayed and conversed together about ,jesus and his love1 and parted without meddling with each others creeds4 ,oh1 ,i long to see the day when ,christians will meet on one common platform--,jesus of ,nazareth--and cease their bickerings and contentions about non-essentials--when 8our ,church0 shall be less debated1 but 8our ,jesus0 shall be all in all4 ,another family gave me the invitation to attend a prayer meeting4 ,it was like a 8little heaven below40 ,from here ,i walked about four miles that evening1 accompanied by the house maid of ,mrs4 ,ford1 a ,presbyterian1 who said she knew her mistress would be glad to see me4 ,mrs4 ,f4 gave me a welcome--said she felt interested in my speaking1 and sent a note to a ,methodist lady1 who replied that my labor would be acceptable1 no doubt1 in her ,church that afternoon4 ,when ,i came in1 the elder was in the pulpit4 ,he gave us a good sermon4 ,after preaching1 this lady spoke of me to the elder2 in consequence1 he invited me to his pulpit1 saying 8he was willing that every one should do good40 ,my text was ,hebrews ii1 #c4 ,though weak in body1 the good ,master filled my mouth and gave me liberty among strangers1 and seldom have ,i spent so happy a ,sabbath4 ,mrs4 ,f4 had a colored woman in her family one hundred and ten years of age1 with whom ,i conversed about religion--how ,christ had died to redeem us and the way of salvation1 and the poor old lady said 8she wished she could hear me every day40 ,i also called upon another1 one hundred and sixteen years old1 who was blind4 ,we talked together about ,jesus--she had a strong and abiding evidence of her new birth1 and in a few weeks went home to heaven4 ,here she was long deprived of the light of the sun1 and the privilege of reading ,god's blessed word2 but there her eyes are unsealed1 and the ,sun of righteousness has risen with healing in his wings4 ,there glory beams on all the plains1 ,which sight to her is given-- ,there music rolls in sweetest strains1 ,and spotless beauty ever reigns1 ,and all is love in heaven4 ,i left ,mrs4 ,ford's and walked about three miles to ,st4 ,george1 with a recommend to a ,mrs4 ,sutton1 a noble-minded lady of the ,presbyterian order1 where ,i was generously treated4 ,here ,i preached in the ,school house to a respectable company--had considerable weeping and a profitable waiting upon the ,lord4 ,i accepted an invitation from a gentleman to preach in a ,methodist ,church three miles distant--found there a loving people1 and was highly gratified at the order and decorum manifested while ,i addressed them4 ,mrs4 ,smith took me home with her1 who ,i found to be a christian both in sentiment and action4 ,by invitation1 ,i went next to ,port ,penn1 and spoke with freedom1 being assisted of the ,lord1 to a full house1 and had a glorious feast of the ,spirit4 ,the next night found me at ,canton ,bride1 to which place ,i had walked--spoke in a ,school house1 from ,math4 xxii1 #da--8,what think ye of ,christ80 ,the presence of the ,lord overshadowed us--believers rejoiced--some were awakened to believe well of my ,master1 and ,i trust are on their way to glory4 ,in ,fieldsborough1 also1 we had gracious meetings4 ,at ,smyrna ,i met brother ,c4 ,w4 ,cannon1 who made application for the ,friend's ,meeting house for me1 where the ,lord blessed us abundantly4 ,we attended a ,camp-meeting of the old connexion1 and got greatly refreshed for the ,king's service4 ,i rode ten miles and delivered a message from the ,lord to a waiting audience--the ,master assisted1 and seven individuals1 white and colored1 prostrated themselves for prayer4 ,next day ,i rode to ,middletown--spoke in a ,school house to a white congregation from ,isaiah lxiii1 #a1 and a good time it was4 ,in the morning at #aa o'clock1 ,i addressed a ,methodist ,society1 and in the afternoon at #c o'clock1 spoke under a tree in the grave yard1 by the road side1 to a large audience4 ,squire ,maxwell's lady1 who was present1 invited me home to tea with herself and nieces1 and a ,quaker lady showed her benevolence by putting into my hand enough to help me on my journey4 ,the ,lord is good--what shall ,i do to make it known8 ,i rode seven miles that night1 and gave an exhortation after the minister had preached1 and felt happier than a ,king4 ,i now travelled to ,cecil county1 ,md41 and the first evening spoke to a large congregation4 ,the pastor afterwards baptized some adult persons--and we all experienced the cleansing and purifying power4 ,we had a baptism within and without4 ,i was next sent for by the servant of a white gentleman1 to hold a meeting in his house in the evening4 ,he invited the neighbors1 colored and white1 when ,i spoke according to the ability ,god gave me4 ,it was pleasant to my poor soul to be there--,jesus was in our midst--and we gave glory to ,god4 ,yes1 glory--glory be to ,god in the highest4 8,god forbid that ,i should glory1 save in the cross of our ,lord ,jesus ,christ40 ,i boast not myself4 ,paul may plant and ,apollos water1 but ,god giveth the increase4 ,i tried also to preach three times at a place #ad miles from here--had good meetings--backsliders were reclaimed and sinners convicted of sin1 who ,i left in the hands of ,god1 with the hope of meeting and recognizing again 8when we arrive at home40 99 99 99 99 99 ,returned back to ,middletown4 ,the next day the preacher of the circuit conveyed me to his place of appointment at ,elkton4 ,we had a wonderful outpouring of the spirit4 ,at ,frenchtown ,i spoke at #aa o'clock1 where ,i realized my nothingness1 but1 ,god's name be praised1 he helped me in the duty4 ,went again to ,middletown1 and from there to ,canton's ,bridge1 and talked to the people as best ,i could4 ,seven miles from this place ,i found1 by the direction of a kind ,providence1 my own sister1 who had been separated from me some thirty-three years4 ,we were young when last we met1 with less of the cares of life than now4 ,each heart then was buoyant with mildly hopes and pleasures--and little did we expect at parting that thirty-three years would pass over us1 with its changes and vicissitudes1 ere we should see each other's face4 ,both were much altered in appearance1 but we knew each other1 and talked over the dealings of the ,lord with us1 retracing our wanderings in the world and 8the days when life was young40 8,our days of childhood quickly pass1 ,and soon our happiest years are run-- ,as the pure dew that gems the grass ,is dried beneath the summer sun4 ,there's such deceit--such guile in men1 ,who would not be a child again80 ,during this visit ,i had three meetings in different directions in gentlemen's houses1 and a prayer meeting at my brother's1 who did not enjoy religion4 ,my good old friend ,mr4 ,lorton happened to be there1 who told the people that he had been to my house--that he knew ,mr4 ,lee 7my husband7 intimately1 and that he had often preached for him while pastor of the ,church at ,snow ,hill1 ,n4 ,j4 ,i next attended and preached several times at a camp meeting1 which continued five days4 ,we had pentecostal showers--sinners were pricked to the heart1 and cried mightily to ,god for succor from impending judgment1 and ,i verily believe the ,lord was well pleased at our weak endeavors to serve him in the tented grove4 ,the elder in charge1 on the last day of the camp1 appointed a meeting for me in a dwelling house4 ,spoke from ,acts ii1 #da4 ,the truth fastened in the hearts of two young women1 who1 after ,i was seated1 came and fell down at my side1 and cried for ,god to have mercy on them--we prayed and wrestled with the ,lord1 and both were made happy in believing1 and are alive in the faith of the gospel4 ,the next morning a brother preacher took me to ,st4 ,georgetown4 ,from there ,i took stage to ,wilmington1 and called on my friend ,captain ,rial1 in whose family ,i spent two days and nights4 ,went to ,philadelphia to attend a camp-meeting4 ,returned again to ,w1 where ,i was taken sick with typhus fever1 and was in the doctor's hands for some days--but the ,lord rebuked the disease1 gave me my usual health again1 and ,i returned back to ,philadelphia4 ,the ,bishop gave me an invitation to speak in ,bethel ,church2 but here my heart fluttered with fear at the commencement1 in a manner known but to those who feel their unworthiness in addressing new and large assemblies4 ,my text was in ,isaiah x4 #aj1 #aa4 ,previous to dismission1 the ,bishop gave me another appointment in ,wesley ,church for first day morning1 where ,i labored to encourage believers1 from ,ephesians ii1 #ai4 ,the comforter was with us--we were sprinkled as with clear water from above--the hands of those that were hanging down were lifted up1 and we truly had a refreshing season4 ,glory to ,god for the manifestation of ,his ,spirit4 8,now therefore ye are no more strangers and foreigners1 but fellow-citizens with the saints1 and of the household of ,god40 ,on the ensuing ,thursday night1 in ,union ,church1 ,i had the opportunity of speaking a word for my ,saviour again1 and recommenced the impenitent to see to it that they took the advice of my text1 in ,rev4 iii1 #ah4 ,the ,lord searched the heart as he did ,jerusalem with a lighted candle1 and there was a moving of the ,spirit among the people4 ,from ,philadelphia ,i travelled on foot thirty miles to ,downingtown1 and gave ten sermons while there2 and remember the cold day in ,december ,i walked sixteen miles from the above place to brother ,wells'1 where ,i staid one week1 and labored both among colored and white4 ,they had one class there4 ,three miles further1 ,i talked on ,lord's day to an apparently hardened people1 and next night preached in a ,school-house1 after a ride of ten miles4 ,the call of the ,lord was for me now to go to ,west ,chester1 ,n4 ,y41 where ,i remained a little period with brother ,thomas ,henry and brother ,miller2 preached in a ,school-house and in the ,wesleyan ,methodist ,meeting-house4 ,when prepared to go home1 a request was sent me to preach in the ,court-house of the county1 to which ,i rode ten miles1 and addressed the citizens on two evenings4 ,the ,lord strengthened his feeble instrument in the effort to win souls to ,christ1 for which my heart at this time was heavily burthened4 ,next morning ,i left for ,westhaven1 where ,i visited a ,school of boys and girls1 and was much pleased to see them engaged and improving in their studies4 ,how great the difference now1 thought ,i1 for the mental and moral culture of the young than when ,i was a child6 ,in the month of ,june1 #ahbc1 ,i went on from ,philadelphia to ,new ,york with ,bishop ,allen and several ,elders1 7including our present ,rev4 ,bishop ,brown17 to attend the ,new ,york ,annual ,conference of our denomination1 where ,i spent three months of my time4 ,we arrived about nine o'clock in the evening4 ,as we left the boat1 a person fell into the dock1 and notwithstanding the effort made to save and find him1 he was seen no more4 #8,in the midst of life we are in death4' ,on the #dth of ,june ,i spoke in the ,asbury ,church1 from ,psalms c1 #cc4 ,i think ,i never witnessed such a shouting and rejoicing time4 ,the ,church had then but recently adopted the ,african ,m4 ,e4 discipline4 ,on the #eth ,i brought my master's message to the ,bethel ,church--,text ,isaiah lviii1 #a4 8,cry aloud1 spare not2 lift up thy voice like a trumpet1 and show my people their transgressions1 and the house of ,jacob their sins40 ,the spirit of ,god came upon me2 ,i spoke without fear of man1 and seemed willing even there to be offered up2 the preachers shouted and prayed1 and it was a time long to be remembered4 ,june #f4 ,spoke in the ,church in ,high ,street1 ,brooklyn1 from ,jer4 ix1 #a--8,oh that my head were waters1 and mine eyes a fountain of tears1 that ,i might weep day and night for the slain of the daughter of my people40 ,in these days ,i felt it my duty to travel up and down in the world1 and promulgate the gospel of ,christ1 especially among my own people1 though ,i often desired to be released from the great task4 ,the ,lord had promised to be with me1 and my trust was in his strong arm4 ,renouncing every worldly thing1 ,safe 'neath the shadow of thy wing1 ,my sweetest thought henceforth shall be ,that all ,i want ,i find in thee1 ,in thee1 my ,god1 in ,thee4 ,i left my friend in ,brooklyn1 and went to ,flushing1 ,l4 ,i4 ,here we had quite a revival feeling1 and two joined society4 ,visited ,jamaica and ,jericho2 spoke in brother ,b's dwelling1 in the church1 and under a tree4 ,went to ,white ,plains to the camp-meeting2 the ,lord was with us indeed2 believers were revived1 backsliders reclaimed1 and sinners converted4 ,returned and spent a little time in ,brooklyn1 where ,i addressed the people from ,rev4 iii1 #ah1 and ,john iii1 #ae4 ,july #bb4 ,spoke in ,asbury ,church from ,acts xiii1 #da--8;,behold ye despisers1 and wonder and perish40 ,i pointed out the portion of the hypocrite1 the liar1 the ,sabbath-breaker1 and all who do wickedly and die in their sins2 they shall be to the judgment bar of ,jehovah1 and before an assembled universe hear their awful sentence1 8,depart from me1 ye cursed1 into everlasting fire1 prepared for the devil and his angels10 while the righteous shall be received 8into life eternal40 ,on the #bhth ,i went to ,dutch ,hill1 ,l4 ,i41 and spoke before a congregation of white and colored1 in a barn1 as there was no other suitable place4 ,i felt happy when ,i thought of my dear ,redeemer1 who was born in a stable and cradled in a manger1 and we had a precious season4 ,brother ,croker1 of ,brooklyn1 and father ,thompson were with me1 at whose feet ,i desired rather to sit and learn1 they being experienced 8workmen that needed not to be ashamed40 ,but the ,lord sends by whom he will4 ,the next ,sabbath ,i weakly attempted to address my friends in ,new ,york again4 ,took the words in ,math4 xxviii1 #ac1 for my text--8,say ye1 his disciples came by night1 and stole him away while we slept40 ,the place was greatly crowded1 and many came who could not get in4 ,a class met here1 to which the preacher invited all who desired to remain1 and thirty persons tarried4 ,he called upon me to lead1 but ,he who led ,israel over the ,red ,sea assisted1 and it was a gracious time with us4 ,some who remained from curiosity were made1 like ,belshazzar1 to tremble and weep1 while the spirit strove powerfully with them4 ,one experienced religion and joined society4 ,i expect in the resurrection morning to meet many who were in that little company1 in my ,father's house1 where we shall strike hands no more to part2 where our song of redemption shall be raised to ,god and the ,lamb forever4 ,dear reader1 if you have not1 ,i charge you to make your peace with ,god while time and opportunity is given1 and be one of that number who shall take part and lot in the first resurrection4 ,though ,i may never see you in the flesh1 ,i leave on this page my solemn entreaty that you delay not to obtain the pardoning favor of ,god2 that you leave not the momentous subject of religion to a sick bed or dying hour1 but now1 even now1 seek the ,lord with full purpose of heart1 and he will be found of thee4 8,if any man sin1 he has advocate with the ,father1 ,jesus ,christ the righteous40 8,oh that the world might taste and see ,the riches of his grace2 ,the arms of love that compass me1 ,would all mankind embrace40 ,i visited a woman who was laying sick upon her death-bed4 ,she told me 8she had once enjoyed religion1 but the enemy had cheated her out of it40 ,she knew that she must die in a very little while1 and could not get well1 and her agony of soul1 in view of its unprepared state for a judgment to come1 awoke every feeling of sympathy within me4 ,oh6 how loud such a scene calls upon us to be 8faithful unto death0--then shall we 8receive a crown of life40 ,also visited ,mrs4 ,miller1 who once 8tasted that the ,lord was good10 but had ceased now to follow him4 ,she had been a ,methodist for many years--got her feelings injured through some untoward circumstance--had fallen from grace1 and now was sick4 ,a good sister accompanied me2 we conversed with ,mrs4 ,m41 sung an appropriate hymn1 and my friend supplicated the throne of grace in her behalf4 ,she had frequently felt the need of a returning ,saviour1 and during prayer her heart became melted into tenderness4 ,she cried aloud for mercy1 wrestled like ,jacob for the witness1 and the ,lord1 faithful and true1 8healed her backslidings10 and we left her happy in his father4 ,praise the ,lord for his matchless grace4 ,i entertained no doubt of her well-grounded hope2 and on seeing such a display of ,god's power1 ,i was lost in wonder1 love and praise4 ,let the backslider hear and take courage4 ,let all who are out of ,christ hear the invitation--8,repent ye and be converted1 for ,god hath called all men everywhere to repent40 8,without reserve give ,christ your heart1 ,let him his righteousness impart-- ,then all things else he'll freely give1 ,with him you all things shall receive40 ,with a serene and tranquil mind ,i now returned to ,philadelphia4 ,the ,bishop was pleased to give me an appointment at ,bethel ,church1 but a spirit of opposition arose among the people against the propriety of female preaching4 ,my faith was tried--yet ,i felt my call to labor for souls none the less4 8,shall the servant be above his ,master80 ,the ministers of ,jesus must expect persecution1 if they would be faithful witnesses against sin and sinners--but shall they1 8awed by a mortal's form1 conceal the word of ,god80 ,thou ,god knowest my heart1 and that thy glory is all ,i have in view4 ,shall ,i cease from sounding the alarm to an ungodly world1 when the vengeance of offended heaven is about to be poured out1 because my way is sometimes beset with scoffers1 or those who lose sight of the great ,object1 and stop on the road to glory to contend about non-essentials8 ,rather let the messengers of ,god go on--let them not be hindered by the fashions and customs of a gainsaying and mis-loving generation1 but with the crown in view1 which shall deck the brow of those only who are 8faithful unto death0--let them 8cry aloud and spare not40 ,who regarded the warnings of ,noah8 who believed in his report8 ,who among the antediluvians1 that witnessed the preparations of this righteous man to save himself and family from a deluge of waters1 believed him any thing else than a fanatic1 deluded1 and beside himself8 ,let the servants of ,christ gird on the armor1 and listen to the ,captain's voice3 8,lo ,i am with you always1 even unto the end40 ,with the promise of my ,lord impressed upon my mind1 ,i remained at home only a week1 and walked twenty-one miles to ,lumbertown1 and preached in the ,old ,methodist ,church and our ,african ,church4 ,brother ,joshua ,edely was then a deacon there1 and held a quarterly meeting soon after my reaching the place4 ,he also appointed a love-feast in the morning1 when the love that true believers enjoy at such scenes made the place akin to heaven4 ,while here ,i spoke as the ,spirit taught me from ,solomon's ,songs4 ,it was a happy meeting--refreshing to the thirsty soul--and we had a shout of the king in the camp4 ,i shall never forget the kindness ,i received here from dear sister ,g4 ,b4 ,may the blessings of heaven be hers in this and the world to come4 ,i travelled seven miles from the above place to ,snow ,hill on ,sabbath morning1 where ,i was to preach in the ,church of which ,i was a member2 and although much afflicted in body1 ,i strove1 by the grace of ,god1 to perform the duty4 ,this was once the charge of ,,joseph ,,lee4 ,in this desk my lamented husband had often stood up before me1 proclaiming the 8acceptable year of the ,lord0--here he labored with zeal and spent his strength to induce sinners to be 8reconciled to ,god0--here his toils ended4 ,and could it be1 that a poor unworthy being like myself should be called to address his former congregation1 and should stand in the same pulpit6 ,the thought made me tremble4 ,my heart sighed when memory brought back the image1 and the reminiscences of other days crowded upon me4 ,but why1 my heart1 dost thou sigh8 ,he has ceased from his labor1 and ,i here see his works do follow4 ,it will be enough1 if these1 the people of his care1 press on and gain the kingdom4 ,it will be enough1 if1 on the final day1 8for which all other days were made10 we pass through the gates into the city1 and live again together where death cannot enter1 and separations are unknown4 ,cease then1 my tears--a little while1 my fluttering heart6 and the turf that covers my companion1 perchance1 may cover thee--a little while1 my soul6 if faithful1 and the widow's ,god will call thee from this valley of tears and sorrows to rest in the mansions the ,saviour has gone to prepare for his people4 8,good what ,god gives--just what he takes away40 ,my mind was next exercised to visited ,trenton1 ,n4 ,j4 ,i spoke for the people there1 but soon had felt the cross so heavy4 ,perhaps it was occasioned through grieving over the past1 and my feelings of loneliness in the world4 ,a sister wished me to go with her to ,bridgeport--where ,i found brother ,orwin1 then elder over that church4 ,he gave me an appointment4 ,we had a full house1 and ,god's power was manifest among the people1 and ,i returned to the elder's house rejoicing4 ,the following day ,i walked fourteen miles to a meeting1 where also we were greatly favored with the presence of ,god4 ,soon after this1 ,i thought of going home to ,philadelphia4 ,i got about three miles on foot1 when an apparent voice said 8,if thou goest home thou wilt die40 ,i paused for a moment1 and not comprehending what it meant1 pursued my journey4 ,again ,i was startled by something like a tapping on my shoulder1 but1 on turning round1 ,i found myself alone1 which two circumstances created a singular feeling ,i could not understand4 ,i thought of ,balaam when met by the angel in the way4 ,i was taken sick and it seemed ,i should die in the road4 ,i said ,i will go back1 and walked about four miles to ,bridgeport4 ,told a good sister my exercise1 who was moved with sympathy1 and got brandy and bathed me4 ,on ,wednesday night ,i spoke to the people at ,trenton ,bridge1 and notwithstanding the opposition ,i had met with from brother ,samuel ,r1 then on the circuit1 the ,lord supported the 8woman preacher0 and my soul was cheered4 ,on ,thursday ,i walked fourteen miles1 when the friends applied to the elder to let me talk for them1 but his prejudices also1 against women preaching were very strong1 and tried hard to disaffect the minds of the people4 ,the dear man has since gone to stand before that ,god who knows the secrets of all hearts--and where1 ,i earnestly pray1 he may find some who have been saved by grace through the instrumentality of female preaching4 8,then here1 ,o ,god1 thy work fulfil2 ,and from thy mercy's throne ,o grant me strength to do thy will1 ,and to resist my own40 ,norristown1 ,bucks county1 ,january #f1 #ahbd4 ,brother ,morris conveyed me here at his own expense1 and made application for places for me to speak4 ,addressed a large congregation on the fourth day after my introduction into the place1 in the court-house1 from ,isaiah liiii4 #a1--8,who hath believed our report8 and to whom is the arm of the ,lord revealed80 ,i felt embarrassed in the commencement1 but the ,spirit came1 and 8helped our infirmities0--good attention1 and some weeping4 ,on the #ahth ,i spoke in the academy--it was a solemn time1 and the people came out in numbers to hear4 ,i then walked four miles to brother ,morris's--spoke twice in the school-house1 and once in a dwelling house4 ,on the #adth ,april1 ,i went with ,bishop ,allen and several elders to ,baltimore1 on their way to attend ,conference2 at the end of which the ,bishop gave me permission to express a few thoughts for my ,lord4 ,on leaving the city of ,b41 ,i travelled about #ajj miles to ,eastern ,shore1 ,maryland4 ,brother ,bailey was then laboring on that circuit1 who received and treated me very kindly4 ,we had several good meetings1 and twice ,i spoke in ,bethel ,church1 when the outpouring of the ,spirit was truly great4 ,in company with a good sister1 who took a gig and horse1 ,i travelled about three hundred miles1 and labored in different places4 ,went to ,denton ,african ,church1 and on the first ,sabbath gave two sermons4 ,the ,church was in a thriving1 prosperous condition1 and the ,lord blessed the word to our comfort4 ,during the week ,i labored in the court-house before a large concourse of hearers4 ,the ,lord was unspeakably good1 and one fell to the floor under the power4 ,by request1 ,i also spoke in the ,old ,methodist ,church in ,denton1 which was full to overflowing4 ,it was a happy meeting4 ,my tongue was loosened1 and my heart warm with the love of ,god and souls--a season yet sweet to my memory4 ,from there ,i went to ,greensboro'--the elder gave a sermon1 after which ,i exhorted the poor sinner to prepare to meet the ,lord in peace1 before mercy was clear gone forever4 ,the ,old ,methodist connexion gave an invitation for me to speak in their house1 which ,i embraced1 feeling thankful that the middle wall of partition had1 thus far1 been broken down4 8,he that feareth ,god and worketh righteousness shall be accepted of him0--not he who hath a different skin--not he who belongs to this denomination1 or1 to that--but 8he that feareth ,god40 ,my ,master is no respecter of persons4 ,may the partition walls that divide ,his sincere followers be broken down by the spirit of love4 ,in ,whitehall ,chapel ,i spoke to a respectable congregation1 from ,isaiah liii4 #a4 ,though in a slave country1 ,i found the ,omnipresent ,one was with us4 ,dr4 ,clarke took us home to dine with his family--for which uncommon attention ,i felt highly gratified4 ,i believe him a ,christian in heart1 and one1 no doubt1 who has read the words of the ,saviour3 8,whosoever shall give to drink unto one of these little ones a cup of cold water only1 shall in no wise lose his reward40 ,and1 notwithstanding the doctor was a ,presbyterian1 ,mr4 ,buly had the privilege of baptizing two of their colored children4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i stopped next at ,concord1 and in the ,old ,methodist connexion tried to encourage the ,lord's people to persevere4 ,god displayed ,his power by a general outpouring of the ,spirit--sinners cried for mercy1 while others shouted for joy4 ,spoke also to a congregation of colored and white at ,stanton ,mills2 and arrived again at ,eastern ,shore1 where ,i spoke in ,bethel ,church during ,quarterly ,meeting4 ,attended their love-feast1 where several joined society1 and many encouraging testimonies were given by young converts that 8,god hath power on earth to forgive sins40 ,may they be faithful stewards of the manifold gifts of ,god--and never be ashamed to confess what the ,lord had done for them4 ,many lose the witness out of the heart by withholding their testimony from their friends and neighbors of the power of ,god to save4 ,they run well for a season1 but the tempter whispers 8not now0--and by and by the soul becomes barren and unfruitful4 ,may ,god help the young converts to 8watch10 and tell around what a dear ,saviour they have found4 8,ashamed of ,jesus6--yes1 ,i may1 ,when ,i've no guilt to wash away-- ,no tears to wipe--no good to crave-- ,no fears to quell--no soul to save40 ,june #ajth1 #ahbd4 ,left ,eastern ,shore for a journey to ,bath1 and went around the circuit with brother ,j4 ,b41 the elder4 ,in the ,old ,methodist ,church1 at ,fory's ,neck1 ,i had the privilege of speaking to a large congregation1 which was made the power of ,god unto salvation4 ,visited ,lewistown1 and had a blessed meeting in the ,methodist ,church4 ,the tears of the penitent flowed sweetly1 which always encourages me to persevere in proclaiming the glad tidings of a risen ,saviour to my fellow beings4 ,when the heart is thus melted into tenderness1 ,i feel assured the ,lord sanctions the feeble effort of ,his poor servant--it is a good omen to my mind that the mourner is not forsaken of ,god1 and that he yet stands knocking at the door for admittance4 ,oh6 that those who weep for an absent ,jesus may be comforted by hearing ,him say--8,thy sins1 which were many1 are all forgiven thee3 go in peace and sin no more40 ,elder ,j4 ,b4 preached in ,greensboro'1 where ,i attended1 and had a quickening time4 ,some enmity had existed among the brethren1 but the spirit of love got the ascendancy1 and the lion became as the lamb4 ,the gospel is the best remedy to subdue the evil passions of men that has ever been discovered4 ,dear ,master1 let ,thy gospel spread to earth's remotest bounds4 ,i have travelled1 in four years1 sixteen hundred miles and of that ,i walked two hundred and eleven miles1 and preached the kingdom of ,god to the falling sons and daughters of ,adam1 counting it all joy for the sake of ,jesus4 ,many times cast down but not forsaken2 willing to suffer as well as love4 ,i spoke at ,harris's ,mills1 in a dwelling house1 to a large concourse of people1 from ,paul's ,epistle to the ,ephesians1 xviii4 #ai-bj4 ,i felt much drawn out1 in the ,spirit of ,god1 meanwhile from my feelings4 ,i observed there were some present that never would meet me again4 ,mr4 ,j4 ,b41 the elder1 then requested me to lead the class4 ,much mourning1 weeping and rejoicing4 ,four days afterwards1 a man that sat under this sermon1 7a shoemaker by occupation7 fell dead from his bench without having any testimony of a hope in ,christ4 ,how dreadful to relate the wicked shall not live out half their days4 ,in ,easton ,i spoke from the ,evan4 ,john1 #a chap4 #de ver41 the ,lord's time4 ,then proceeded to ,dagsberry1 #be miles1 preached in ,bethel ,church to a multitude of people1 it being to them a new thing1 but only the old made more manifest4 ,bless ,god for what my heart feels1 for a good conscience is better than a sacrifice4 ,two sermons preached in said ,church1 ,i spoke from ,acts #ac chap41 #da ver41--the power of ,god filled the place--some shouted1 others mourned1 some testified ,god for ,christ's sake had forgiven sin1 whilst others were felled to the floor4 ,from thence we went to ,sinapuxom1 spoke on ,sabbath day to a large congregation from ,num4 #bd chap41 #ag ver1--the ,lord gave light1 life and liberty on that portion of ,scripture4 ,great time4 ,the elder closed the meeting1 the memory of which will be sweet in eternity4 ,i intended to take an appointment1 but being taken sick the elder filled the appointment1 and while preaching1 there were #aj or #aa white men came and said they wanted to see the preacher2 he sent for them to come into the house1 but they seemed afraid or refused2 after he had finished1 they came to the door to know by what authority he was preaching--but it was me they were after1 but ,i was fortified1 for their laws1 by my credentials1 having the ,united ,states seal upon them1--they tried to get him out of the house1 they said1 on business4 ,but he told them he would meet them at #i o'clock in the morning before the magistrate1 seven miles distant4 ,brother ,j4 ,b4 then took my credentials and also showed his own1 and1 upon examination1 the magistrate said1 she is highly recommended and ,i am bound to protect her4 ,an under-officer1 anxious to get hold of my papers1 very much opposed to our being in the ,state1 tried hard to frighten us out of it1 and went to lay his hands on it1 but was rebuked by the magistrate2 and two days after the magistrate sent word to me to go on and preach1 he did not care if ,i preached till ,i died4 ,i never met them but told the friends that ,god would make an example of them before one year4 ,my mind led me to ,solsbury and to ,snow ,hill--the brother1 through persuasion1 did not go1 for fear of some difficulty1 under which consideration ,i declined going for that time1 ,i then returned to ,easton1 but my mind still led me to pay that religious visit1 which was still accomplished by a sister and myself4 ,i called on brother ,massey1 a preacher1 who conducted us to ,snow ,hill and ,solsbury4 ,in the afternoon1 the elder and one of the ,trustees of the white ,methodist ,church1 called on me to know of my faith and doctrine1 and1 while conversing1 the spirit of the ,lord breathed upon us--we had groans and shedding of tears--that evening the ,elder gave me an appointment in the colored church to a large congregation1 and we had a powerful time1 sinners awakened and backsliders reclaimed4 ,so great was the time that the meeting lasted until three or four o'clock in the morning4 ,it was like a ,camp meeting1 they came seven miles distance from only three or four hours' notice4 ,next morning we left for ,snow ,hill1 the ,elder sent down for the friends to take care of us all1 and our board1 with the horses1 should be paid for1 consequently we were treated with great hospitality4 ,i preached in the ,old ,methodist ,church to an immense congregation of both the slaves and the holders1 and felt great liberty in word and doctrine2 the power of ,god seemed without intermission4 ,we left there and rode #af miles1 spoke to a small company of people4 ,in the afternoon to a large congregation1 chiefly ,presbyterians1 and at many other places too tedious for me to mention1 ,i preached twenty-seven sermons and then returned to ,easton again1 where ,i was informed that the constable who was so enraged against me before was then dying2 the other white man who came and set at the end of the table twice while ,i was laboring1 thinking ,i would say something to implicate myself and wanted me arrested so bad1 had been sold and his family broke up2 it is thus the ,lord fights for ,israel4 ,i then made an appointment at a place called the ,hole in the ,wall1 it was a little settlement of coloured people1 but we had no ,church1 but used a dwelling house1 and had a large congregation4 ,i had no help but an old man1 one hundred and odd years of age2 he prayed1 and his prayers made us feel awful1 he died in the year #ahbe1 and has gone to reap the reward of his labor2 freed from the toils and cares of life1 no more to labor under a hard task master1 but to rest where the slave is freed from his master4 ,i strove then to fill the appointment at #aa o'clock in the morning1 from ,daniel #e chap4 #bg ver41 the declaration was1 there is no other way under heaven that men can be saved only through ,jesus ,christ2 the ,lord gave me great light on this subject4 ,at #c o'clock1 in the afternoon1 we stood in the open air in the woods1 and ,i spoke from #ab chap4 #b-c ver4 ,i felt greater liberty on this subject than the other2 the ,lord was with me2 of a truth ,i felt the force of it now4 ,glory to ,god4 ,who can constrain against the power of ,god8 ,we had people of all descriptions1 from the true ,christian to the ,devil1 and from slave-holder to slave4 ,we visited ,georgetown ,jail1 saw four men there sentenced to be hung1 two white men and two colored2 one of the white men1 by the name of ,sharp had killed all his family1 except his oldest daughter2 she was the most hardened wretch ,i ever saw2 ,i read a chapter and conversed with them4 ,sharp treated it with contempt1 but the other answered with a degree of humility2 but they were hung according to the laws of their state4 ,but ,o1 their end1 ,their dreadful end6 ,i was invited by one of the ,trustees of the ,old ,methodist ,church to pay them a visit on the ensuing ,sabbath morning4 ,i made the appointment for said day4 ,i left ,georgetown on the morning early1 half past ten o'clock we arrived in ,milford2 ,church bell was ringing4 ,we were conducted into the ,church2 a local preacher was in the pulpit and had prayed1 but was asked to come down by another who invited me there4 ,i spoke for them and afterwards they gave out for another appointment at night1 but it caused a controversy among themselves1 and they threw it on him to come and see if ,i would fill it4 ,previous to this the coloured preachers told me there was controversy about woman preaching4 ,but he came and asked me how long ,i had been preaching the ,gospel4 ,i answered1 rising1 #e or #f years4 ,he said it was something new4 ,i told him it seemed to be supposed so4 ,i referred him to ,mrs4 ,fletcher1 of ,england1 an able preacher and wife of ,mr4 ,fletcher1 a great and worthy minister of the ,parish4 ,he asked why ,i did not go to the ,quakers4 ,i told him ,i was sent to the ,methodists4 ,i asked if he had a sister in the ,church1 and she witnessed a ,christian life1 and was called and qualified to preach1 do you think you would be justified before ,god1 to stop her8 ,he has not answered me yet4 ,i found it was prejudice in his mind4 ,he talked as if he had not known what the operation of the ,spirit of ,god was4 ,we may say1 with propriety1 he had not tarried at ,jerusalem long enough4 ,when about to part1 he asked me if ,i would come1 but ,i could not then promise4 ,at night1 the people came in their carriages from the country1 but were disappointed1 for ,i spoke in a colored ,church4 ,the doors and windows were opened on account of the heat1 but were crowded with people2 pride and prejudice were buried4 ,we had a powerful time4 ,i was quite taken out of myself--the meeting held till day-break2 but ,i returned to my home4 ,they told me that sinners were converted1 backsliders reclaimed1 mourners comforted1 and believers built up in the most holy faith4 ,then they wished us to stay until next night to preach again2 but ,i thought it best to leave them hungry4 ,previous to this ,i was sent for by a slave-holder to come to his house to preach three funeral sermons1 all at one time1 two grown persons and one child2 they had been dead about a year1 but their graves were only filled up even with the earth4 ,i spoke standing in the door of his dwelling to a great congregation1 from the #b ,book of ,samuel1 #ab chap4 #bc ver4--dwelling much on the certainty of the child's happiness1 through the redemption of ,christ--shewing how men might be saved living in accordance with the truth4 ,when finished we fell in procession and moved to the graves of the departed4 ,brother ,massey rehearsed the funeral ceremony1 then the graves were raised and made oval1 as usual1 a most affecting scene1 one of the deceased being the mother of two little girls there present4 ,they were so affected1 it seemed they would go in fits2 several persons tried to pacify them1 but in vain4 ,it was a solemn time2 many were deeply affected that day at the graves1 and mourning of the whites in the house1 but they treated us kindly1 and we left them1 visiting many places too tedious to mention4 ,i met a ,camp meeting of the ,african ,methodist ,episcopal ,church at ,denton4 ,the ,elder was much encouraged in commencing the ,camp4 ,although in a slave ,state1 we had every thing in order1 good preaching1 a solemn time1 and long to be remembered4 ,some of the poor slaves came happy in the ,lord2 walked from #bj to #cj1 and from that to seventy miles1 to worship ,god4 ,although through hardships they counted it all joy for the excellency of ,christ2 and1 before day1 they1 or a number of them1 had to be at home1 ready for work2 but some said they came as sinners before ,god1 but went away as new creatures in ,christ2 and they could not be disputed4 ,my heart glows with joy while ,i write2 truly ,god is inscrutable4 ,the ,elder1 ,j4 ,b4 then appointed a ,camp meeting within five miles of ,easton1 too near the town1 but it was done to glorify ,god4 ,yet it seemed there was not that general good done like the previous time4 ,he gave me an appointment on ,sunday afternoon2 to myself ,i appeared lost2 thought ,i was doing nothing1 but the south wind from the hill of the ,lord began to blow upon the spices of his garden4 ,the power of ,god arrested a person who started to run1 but fell in the flight1 and begged ,god for mercy and obtained it4 ,after the sermon1 which was the first of my being apprized of it1 but no merit to me1 but all glory to ,god1 for the good done at ,camp meetings1 though much persecuted1 but they are a glorious meeting to me4 ,i pray ,god to protect the camp-meetings while ,i thank him for the invention4 ,various are the operations of the ,spirit of ,god on the human family4 ,we must believe in the truth of ,god1 and then we can behold the mysteries and enjoy the truth of them with joy and thanksgiving4 ,i went to speak about #aj miles from ,centreville at early candle light--warm weather--in a dwelling house1 the largest congregation being out-of-doors4 ,i felt an open mind1 the power of ,god fell upon the assembly in open air1 and ,i heard an awful cry4 ,a woman had started1 jumped over the fence and run1 but fell and rose again2 that woman contended until she found redemption in ,jesus ,christ4 ,i went to a place called ,beaver ,dams and spoke there2 left there for ,hillsborough1 and spoke there to a large congregation2 from there to ,greensborough1 and preached in white ,methodist ,church4 ,the visit not so prosperous2 from there to ,boomsborough4 ,we were much favoured and approbated by the people1 and blessed with the presence of the ,lord in power4 ,i then preached at ,cecil ,cross roads in an old meeting house1 almost down1 to a large congregation1 and it was warm4 ,i was informed a gentleman rode fourteen miles to attend that meeting4 ,previous to this the ,methodists had almost died away1 a very few excepted at that place1 but from that time they took a rise as ,i was informed by two young ladies from there4 ,in about #e years after ,i left they built a large ,church on that same spot where the old one stood1 and had a fine congregation2 from there brother ,j4 ,b4 appointed a ,quarterly ,meeting on ,mr4 ,john ,peaker's ,island1 for a society of #fj members1 which was composed altogether of the said gentleman's slaves4 ,we were entertained in the best of style1 had a powerful meeting1 and a great manifestation of the power of ,god4 ,from there we returned to ,easton a second time1 and were entertained by the overseer very highly at ,mr4 ,john ,peakey's ,island4 ,went to ,baltimore1 from there ,i visited ,hales' ,mills1 and preached three sermons1 much favored of the ,lord by his presence1 after which ,i returned to ,baltimore4 ,the elder gave me an appointment and collection1 and ,i returned to ,philadelphia4 ,and on ,sunday morning ,bishop ,allen gave me an appointment in ,bethel ,church1 and we had a shout in the ,camp of ,israel4 ,i had spent six months in ,maryland and ,i only remained in this city three or four weeks1 during which time the ,lord was with me1 and opened my way through opposition1 but ,i felt willing to suffer cheerfully4 ,through tribulations deep ,the way to glory is4 ,i also preached in the ,union ,church1 the ,lord verified his promise according to what he told ,mary1 to go1 he would meet her1 whomsoever ,i will put forth ,i will go before1 so there was a shaking among the dry bones4 ,my mind soon became oppressed and craved to travel4 ,in #ahbe ,i left ,philadelphia for a journey through ,pennsylvania4 ,i spoke first at ,weston2 we had an elder on ,west ,chester ,circuit1 named ,jacob ,richardson4 ,we had buried a young ,christian before preaching the sermon1 and gave me the sacrament sermon in the afternoon4 ,i spoke from ,matt4 #bf chap4 #bf-bg ver4 ,i felt as solemn as death2 much weeping in the ,church1 tears stole down the faces of the people4 ,jacob ,richardson was a spiritual preacher4 ,god attended the word with power1 and blessed his labors much on his circuit4 ,from there a friend carried me to ,downingtown1 where ,i took stage and went on to ,lancaster2 but prospect not so good there2 they had a new ,church but not paid for2 the proprietor took the key in possession and deprived them of worshipping ,god in it4 ,but ,i spoke in a dwelling house1 and ,i felt a great zeal for the cause of ,god to soften that man's heart1 or kill him out of the way2 one had better die than many4 ,brother ,israel ,williams1 a few days1 called to converse with him on the subject1 and he gave him the key2 he was then on his death-bed1 and died in a short time afterwards1 and we must leave him in the hands of ,god1 for he can open and no man can shut4 ,i went on to ,columbia and spoke in the ,church1 and my tongue fails to describe the encouragement ,i met with4 ,the ,lord converted poor mourners1 convicted sinners1 and strengthened believers in the most holy faith4 ,god's name be glorified for the display of his saving power4 ,i led class1 held prayer meetings1 and left with a good conscience for little ,york4 ,the first sermon ,i preached was in the ,church at #aj o'clock in the morning1 from ,mat4 xxvi1 #bf1 #bg1 to a large congregation4 ,my faith it seemed almost failed me1 for when ,i got in the stand1 so hard was the task that ,i trembled1 and my heart beat heavy1 but in giving out the hymn ,i felt strength of mind1 and before ,i got through1 ,i felt so much of life and liberty in the word1 ,i could but wonder1 and in the doctrine of ,christ it was a sacramental sermon indeed to my soul4 ,i spent some weeks there1 and we enjoyed good meetings and powerful outpourings of the ,spirit4 ,i truly met with both good and bad2 my scenes were many and my feelings various4 ,i bless the ,lord that the prayers of the righteous availeth much4 ,after freeing my mind1 ,i passed on to ,york ,haven1 and preached in a ,school-house to a white congregation2 ,i was not left alone1 but was treated very well by a white ,methodist lady4 ,i took lodgings at her house all night2 next afternoon took stage for ,harrisburg1 and when ,i stopped at the ,hotel a gentleman introduced me to the ,steward1 who took charge of me and escorted me to ,mr4 ,williams1 where ,i took supper4 ,it was on a ,new ,year's evening2 the colored congregation had expected me and made a fire in our ,church1 but being late when ,i arrived1 they had gone to hear a sermon in a white ,methodist ,church1 and ,i had retired to rest a while in the evening4 ,when they returned they came after me1 taking no excuse1 and ,i had to come down stairs1 go to the ,church1 and preach a sermon for them1 then #aj o'clock at night4 ,the text from ,acts xv1 #cf4 ,hymn #bejth1 as follows3 ,and now my soul another year ,of thy short life is past1 ,i cannot long continue here1 ,and this may be the last4 ,the effects of the gospel of ,christ was no less than at other great seasons1 but was wonderful--backsliders reclaimed and sinners converted--there was mourning1 weeping1 shouting and praising of ,god for what he had done4 ,i preached several sermons1 and was well treated by all circles of people4 ,we had large congregations of well-behaved people2 and feeling my work done in this part1 ,i proceeded to ,carlisle1 ,pa4 ,there was a small body of members2 ,i spoke and led class for them during the time ,i was there1 which was ten days2 felt my discharge of ,god1 and took stage to ,shippensburg4 ,there was great success at this place2 fifteen joined the ,church2 some of the most hardened sinners became serious and reformed4 ,i was astonished at the wonderful operations of the ,spirit1 and the immense congregations4 ,at the first sermon the house was crowded1 and ,i had the good attention of the people4 ,a man came into the house intoxicated1 and offered to interrupt by speaking1 but a gentleman put him out so quietly that it had no effect upon the meeting4 ,when ,i contemplate the goodness of ,god to the human family1 in putting them in a proper capacity of choosing the way of salvation1 ,i feel sometimes almost lost1 to think that ,god has called such a worm as ,i to spread the common ,saviour's name4 ,but said the ,lord1 8,i will send by whom ,i will0--praise the ,lord who willeth not the death of sinners--8as ,i live1 saith the ,lord1 ,i have no pleasure in the death of the wicked1 but that they turn and live40 ,i then proceeded on to ,chambersburg by stage1 and met with one ,rev4 ,winton1 who displayed much of a christian disposition1 and conversed freely with me on the most particular points of the ,god-,head1 for my instruction1 showing his benevolence4 ,he knew ,i was a stranger--he had friends to go to at that place1 but he offered to pay my bill for a room at the ,inn4 ,i never have forgot the goodness of that gentleman1 who1 ,i believe1 to be a great gospel minister4 ,i stopt at brother ,snowden's1 who were very kind to me4 ,the ,lord continued to pour out ,his ,spirit and clear the way for me1 and also continued to convict1 convert1 and reclaim the backsliders in heart4 ,there were very large congregations1 both in and out of doors1 and great revivals throughout the circuit4 ,the elders generally treated me well1 for which may the ,lord bless them and their labors in his vineyard1 and add to the ,church such as shall be forever saved from the power of sin--may ,i take heed lest ,i fall1 while ,i teach others4 ,saith the ,apostle3 8,paul may plant and ,apollos water1 but ,god must give the increase10 for which ,i feel thankful4 ,i remained in this place for some weeks1 but being debilitated in body1 ,i left for ,philadelphia about the middle of ,april4 ,on my return1 ,i met with such a severe trial of opposition1 that ,i thought ,i never would preach again1 but the ,apostle says1 8ye are not your own but are bought with a price40 ,i feel glad that ,god is able to keep all that put their trust in him1 though the mis-steps of others often interrupt our own way--,i always found friends on different parts of ,globe4 ,i preached and led classes on my return4 ,praise ,god for his delivering grace--8,oh the depth of the riches0 of the glory of ,god1 how unsearchable are his ways2 they are past finding out--a sea without bottom or shore4 ,one thing is encouraging1 8,when he who is my life shall appear1 ,i shall be like him40 8,i know my ,redeemer liveth1 and shall stand on the latter day upon the earth1 and though worms destroy this body1 yet in my flesh shall ,i see ,god40 ,lord help me to keep this confidence4 ,rev4 ,richard ,williams1 a gentle and christian-minded man1 treated me well4 ,god would not suffer me to be destroyed4 ,it is not by might or by power1 but by the ,spirit1 saith the ,lord of hosts4 ,dear reader1 give ear to the truth1 for the mouth of the ,lord has spoken it4 ,if such a worm as ,i can spread ,the common ,saviour's name1 ,let him who raised thee from the dead1 ,quicken my mortal frame4 ,on my return ,i stopped at ,lancaster2 the ,church was opened1 and ,i preached to large congregations1 and with powerful success2 the dead were brought to life by the preaching of the cross of ,christ4 ,from there ,i left for ,philadelphia4 ,in ,july1 #ahbd1 ,i felt an exercise of mind to take a journey to ,reading1 ,pa41 to speak to the fallen sons and daughters of ,adam4 ,i left the city and stopped at ,norristown on my way to ,reading4 ,i spoke in the ,academy to a respectable congregation1 the same evening ,i arrived there4 ,i felt a degree of liberty in speaking1 though it was a quiet meeting1 and ,i also felt thankful that the ,lord would manifest himself through such a worm as me4 ,next morning ,i walked four miles and stopped at ,littleton ,morris's1 and preached two sermons on the ,sabbath day1 and ,god struck a woman1 and she had liked to have fallen to the floor2 ,i spoke in the ,dunkard's meeting house4 ,this ended my visit with them at this time4 ,on ,tuesday ,i walked three miles to ,schuylkill1 to take the ,canal boat on ,wednesday morning4 ,i met in company with a ,presbyterian minister and lady on the boat2 they treated me very kindly indeed4 ,we arrived in ,reading about #g o'clock in the evening4 ,i was recommended to a family in that place1 the man of which had once confessed religion1 but had fallen from grace1 and they were very kind to me4 ,the next morning ,i enquired for other respectable families of color1 and an elderly lady of color that belonged to the white connexion1 and the only colored ,methodist in the place at that time1 conveyed me to ,mrs4 ,murray's1 where ,i remained a while2 then the elderly lady1 just mentioned1 feeling interested for me1 went to the proprietors of the ,court-house with me1 to see if we could get it to preach in1 and like ,esther the ,queen1 who fasted and prayed1 and commanded the men of ,jerusalem and the women of ,zion to pray2 as she approached the ,king the sceptre was bowed to her1 and her request was answered to the saving of ,mordecai1 and all the ,jewish nation4 ,when we approached this gentleman1 who was the head ,trustee of the ,protestant ,church1 ,i showed him my recommendation1 and he answered me1 8,madam1 you can have it10 and ,i felt humble to ,god for the answer4 ,i felt it my duty to preach to the citizens1 and accordingly made an appointment for ,sunday afternoon at #d o'clock4 ,rev4 ,james ,ward1 a colored ,presbyterian1 assembled with us1 although he was so prejudiced he would not let me in his pulpit to speak2 but the ,lord made a way where there was no way to be seen2 there was no person to intercede until this sister tried to open the way2 the men of color1 with no spirit of christianity1 remained idle in the enterprize1 but we got possession and we had a large concourse of people4 ,i spoke with the ability ,god gave me4 ,i met with a family of color1 but very respectable1 that formerly had belonged to our ,church in ,baltimore2 they invited me to their house1 and it was a home to me1 praise ,god4 ,i held a meeting in their house previous to holding meetings in the ,court-house2 the white brethren and sisters assembled with us4 ,we called on a minister's lady1 and she treated me very kindly1 while he1 like a ,christian1 united and helped to go through with the meetings4 ,i visited the ,quaker friends 7amounting to four only7 then in the place1 and very pleasant visits they were4 ,a great number of christian friends called on me1 among the rest this minister's lady1 who left a donation in my hand1 consequently the way was made where there was no way1 but ,i left in friendship4 ,praise ,god ,i feel the approbation now4 ,it is to be lamented1 that ,james ,ward1 colored1 with his over-ruling prejudice1 which he manifested by saying no woman should stand in his pulpit1 and with all the advantages of a liberal education1 was in a few weeks after ,i left there1 turned out of the ,church4 ,on returning to ,philadelphia1 ,i stopped at ,pottsgrove and found a ,society of colored persons1 christians ,i believe4 ,we had solemn meetings there2 ,i felt strength of mind4 ,i met kind friends there1 and visited a ,church about six miles off2 preached in the morning2 the ,lord was with us2 of this truth my soul is a witness2 in the afternoon ,i preached to a large congregation4 ,next morning ,i left for ,philadelphia4 ,i continued to preach1 paid some short visits about1 and was welcomed home again4 ,i left ,philadelphia again for ,lewistown1 ,del41 to attend a camp meeting of the ,african ,methodist ,episcopal connexion1 of which ,i was a member1 to be held in ,gov4 ,paynter's ,woods4 ,there was immense large congregations1 and a greater display of ,god's power ,i never saw4 ,the people came from all parts1 without distinction of sex1 size1 or color1 and the display of ,god's power commenced from singing2 ,i recollect a brother ,camell standing under a tree singing1 and the people drew nigh to hear him1 and a large number were struck to the ground before preaching began1 and signs and wonders followed4 ,there appeared to be a great union with the white friends4 ,james ,towson was the ,elder holding the camp2 he was in the bloom of the gospel of ,christ4 ,but poor brother1 may the ,lord give him a ,peter's look by the way of mercy4 ,right ,rev4 ,bishop ,allen was present4 ,the ministry were all for me1 and the ,elder gave me an appointment1 and the ,governor with a great concourse came to hear the weak female4 ,my heart beat1 my limbs trembled1 and my voice was faint1 but ,i spoke from ,eccles4 xi1 #i1 #aj4 ,after ,i took my text1 it appeared to me as if ,i had nothing to do but open my mouth1 and the ,lord filled it1 consequently ,i was much encouraged3 it was an immense assembly of people4 ,content with beholding his face1 ,i all to his pleasure resigned4 ,after the camp-meeting was over1 the ,elder visited another camp-meeting1 and left me in liberty to preach around the circuit1 which ,i did1 and afterwards returned to ,lewistown1 and spoke in the old ,methodist meeting-house2 ,i had a great time among my colored brethren4 ,i feel thankful to my friends for their kindness to me1 especially to brother ,peter ,lewis1 whose house was a home to me4 ,i had much happiness in leading class and prayer meetings2 preaching the gospel seemed to be the great task4 ,brother ,lewis conveyed me to ,georgetown2 ,i spoke in our colored people's ,church1 and we enjoyed ourselves very much2 the ,lord drew people from all quarters2 a wonderful outpouring of the ,spirit indeed2 weeping in all directions4 ,it is a good sign to see tears of contrition stealing down the cheeks of the hearers2 it makes me believe the word is sanctioned4 ,the last place was at the head of the river2 ,i then returned to ,lewistown1 and in a few days ,i left for ,philadelphia4 ,i had a very uncomfortable passage2 very sea-sick indeed--the vessel could not come out of the mouth of the creek for a couple of days1 in consequence of a severe storm1 after which we arrived in the city on ,tuesday morning4 ,after a short stay in the city1 ,i took a visit to ,trenton1 ,dec4 #be4 ,i spoke as usual1 for there we had lively meetings1 after which ,i had no home1 but the ,lord provides1 for sister ,roberts and family were my friends and took me in1 and we often had sweet counsel together4 ,from there ,i went to ,princeton4 ,the ,elder1 ,joseph ,harper1 of our connexion1 was a friend to me1 but ,i had to withstand a beast at ,princeton1 in opposition1 like the one ,i had to front on ,bucks county circuit2 the former named ,thomas ,voris1 a local preacher1 and using the language of the ,psalmist prophesying in reference to the ,saviour1 8mine equal1 my guide hath lifted up his heel against me40 ,we had preached--he invited me to come to his house to hold meetings the next week1 but ,i was taken sick for a few days1 but in the interval1 ,s4 ,r41 of ,attleborough ,circuit1 had a ,quarterly meeting4 ,they consulted together to stop me from preaching in ,princeton2 so his door was shut1 but bless the ,lord1 another was opened1 ,brother ,thomas ,vinsant1 his sister's husband1 a ,christian man1 opened his house4 ,we had a powerful time4 ,i came in the town on ,saturday1 the next day ,i walked two miles and spoke twice4 ,it was ,thomas' appointment on ,sabbath morning1 and he had but two persons to meet him in class4 ,an invitation came to me to make an appointment for ,wednesday night in the ,coloured ,presbyterian ,church1 upon the grant of ,rev4 ,mr4 ,woodhall1 elder of that order in ,princeton4 ,thos4 ,vorris1 though a ,methodist1 was like a roaring lion--went to ,elder ,woodhall for him to stop it1 as ,i was informed4 ,but the meeting went on1 it was a respectable1 and comfortable congregation4 ,i preached and led class and prayer meetings1 and read1 and explained the ,scriptures4 ,we had mourning and rejoicing1 and ,i saw the kingdom of ,satan fall4 ,when ,brother ,j4 ,h4 came round again1 from some cause1 he removed ,thomas from that class1 as they would not meet him1 and placed him over one of five or six persons2 also impeached him1 taking his license from him1 and left him only verbally licenced4 ,glory to ,god for his ,divine power4 ,i do not rejoice for his downfall1 but for ,god's grace which enables me to stand against the enemies of the ,cross4 ,glory to ,god1 ,i am not ashamed of the ,gospel of ,christ1 for it is the power of ,god unto salvation4 ,i spoke from ,ephe4 #b;d chap4 #hth ver4 ,i felt life and liberty in word and doctrine4 ,thank ,god for the victory1 ,brother ,oakham1 one of the ,elders of the ,coloured ,presbyterian ,church1 invited me to their house1 and himself and wife treated me like ,christians1 which1 ,i believe1 they were2 my heart glows toward them4 ,i held a meeting in a dwelling house4 ,jan41 #ahbg4 ,contemplating on the great responsibility ,i owe to my ,god for my stewardship1 ,i fain would go round the ,cross or shrink beneath the load1 but ,i rest upon the promises of ,god1 which are as firm of the pillars of heaven4 ,my labors here cease a little4 ,april1 #ahbg4 ,my health having been bad1 ,i have not travelled so largely1 and in this1 as in some other moments of reflection1 ,i felt somewhat oppressed1 and ,i resorted to the ,hymn ,book for something to suit my feelings2 the poetry as follows3 #a4 ,soon as ,i heard my ,father say1 ,ye children seek my grace1 ,my heart replies1 without delay1 ,i'll seek my father's face4 #b4 ,let not thy face be hid from me1 ,nor frown my soul away1 ,god of my life ,i fly to thee ,in a distressing day4 #c4 ,should friends and kindred1 near and dear1 ,leave me to want and die4 ,my ,god will make my life his care1 ,and all my wants supply4 #d4 ,my fainting flesh had died with grief1 ,had not my soul believed ,to see thy grace prove a relief1 ,nor was my hope deceived4 #e4 ,wait on the ,lord1 ye trembling ,saints1 ,and keep your courage up1 ,he'll raise your spirit when it faints1 ,and far exceed your hope4 ,however ,i went to ,baltimore in the same month with the ,bishop and ,elders1 and enjoyed myself under great preaching1 and preached several sermons4 ,praise ,god1 and the slain of the ,lord appeared to be many4 ,after ,conference1 my mind led me over to ,eastern ,shore the second time2 spent a few days with the ,church4 7,peter ,d4 ,schuman1 ,elder of the charge7 and then returned to ,baltimore1 from there to the city of ,philadelphia1 and then made some short visits from #dj to #fj1 and from that to #ajj miles round about2 then down to ,lewistown ,camp-meeting1 the second time2 then to a ,camp-meeting at ,mount ,ephraim1 ,n4 ,j4 ,the last of ,august ,i left for ,new ,york ,camp1 on arriving there ,i spoke once or twice4 ,the same as at other places1 our camp-meeting was not as great as ,i have seen before4 ,i spoke in both the ,churches4 ,we had a good time together1 rejoicing in the ,lord4 ,i left then for ,albany2 had a pleasant passage up the ,north river1 one hundred and sixty miles2 the mountains and their stupendous looks preached to me in my journey through4 ,oh1 the wisdom of ,god1 and how marvellous in our eyes2 enough to convince the infidel1 yea1 the ,atheist1 that there is some first cause4 ,from the effects produced1 look at the ingenuity of mankind1 which actually comes from ,god1 and is displayed in building steamboats1 and other great novelties in mechanism4 ,we accomplished the route the same day we started1 and ,i found myself entirely among strangers4 ,but ,i made inquiry for ,methodist friends1 and found brother ,streeter1 a coloured family1 very respectable4 ,they treated me very kind2 they were under the white ,bishop1 and ,i under the coloured4 ,but the same faith1 same doctrine1 same ,baptism1 same spirit4 ,glory to ,god4 ,among the coloured people1 the ,baptists had the ascendancy4 ,there was a large hall prepared for me1 and we had a large congregation of different denominations4 ,i spoke from these words and this ,gospel of the kingdom shall be preached unto all the world as for a witness1 and then shall the end come4 ,god owned the word1 sinners screamed2 some fell to the floor1 others wept1 while ,christians rejoiced4 ,a lady of color was present1 though she was a member of the ,dutch ,presbyterian ,church2 her husband belonged to no ,church1 but was under an exercise of mind4 ,the ,lord reached his heart1 he mourned more than three days4 ,they sent for me to come to their house4 ,i paid them a visit1 and held prayer meeting at their house4 ,that ,sabbath two weeks he joined the ,methodist ,church4 ,i spoke three times the first ,sabbath afternoon2 we had a large congregation1 at night still larger4 ,text4 ,never man spake like this man4 ,god's spirit was poured out in a miraculous manner4 ,on the ensuing third day evening ,i spoke again1 from these words4 ,and came seeking fruit on the tree and found none4 ,to all appearance there was nothing done1 but ,god directed the word to the heart of a little girl1 a gentleman's daughter1 between eleven and twelve years of age4 ,she joined the ,church before ,i left there4 ,a good old ,missionary1 by the name of ,mitchell1 came to the city before ,i left1 and preached three sermons1 in which there was a great revival4 ,the ,elder appointed prayer meetings1 north and south of the city of ,albany4 ,i preached two or three sermons in a school house1 the last ,i spoke was in ,brother ,streeter's house1 from ,st4 ,matt4 ,chap4 #ba ver4 #abth4 ,i thank ,god for the comfortable visit ,i had there in the discharge of my duty4 ,this ,methodist preacher1 ,mitchell1 had a book with him called the ,essence of ,john ,steward1 a coloured man1 with his miraculous call to the ministry1 the first one who succeeded in ,christianizing the ,methodist ,indians in ,sandusky and that province1 and he sold them in ,albany1 and it seemed to have its desired effect also with the revival1 in encouraging us to hold a fast4 ,how good to contemplate or to think the heathen has caught the sound of salvation through the name of ,jesus1 our ,lord4 ,i saw a goodly number added to the ,church on ,sabbath-day4 ,i still continued engaged in my mind with the ,lord1 in their behalf1 when ,i was informed that they had three and four of an evening at their prayer meetings1 then my mind felt at liberty to leave for ,schenectady4 ,sister ,streeter rode with me fourteen miles2 ,i stopped eleven days1 at which place there was a large upper room that was appropriated for a preaching place1 where ,i spoke to a small number of coloured persons several times4 ,they were under the white elder1 he was a friend to me1 and appointed a meeting for me in the white ,brother's house to speak for them4 ,we had a favourable time4 ,but the people1 feeling an uninterested spirit in propagating the religion of ,jesus ,christ1 ,i left the dust with them4 ,got on board a ,canal boat for ,utica1 there ,i met with my own connexion1 ,african ,methodist ,episcopal ,church1 we had a prosperous time4 ,i spoke and had prayer meetings on board of the ,canal boat4 ,there was a pasture there notwithstanding the difficulties of this life and the people being hunted like partridges on the mountain4 ,it deprives a man's usefulness among the people1 but the work of the ,lord went on1 and there is no weapon formed by the enemy that can stop the work of ,god4 ,therefore we have nothing to fear4 ,we have large and respectable congregations1 and ,i felt strengthened in warning man to flee from the wrath to come4 ,if signs and wonders did not follow sometimes1 ,i must certainly die1 but glory to ,god for refreshing showers4 ,i led class1 had prayer meetings1 and took my passage on another canal boat for ,rochester2 had a pleasant passage4 ,i soon found some ,methodists1 and our local ,elder was then a smart preacher4 ,i was there three or four weeks1 and he treated me very kindly and opened my way4 ,they erected a new brick church1 basement for schools2 the corner-stone was laid while ,i was there4 ,the elder was a man of good repute2 people of color of different denominations1 but much united together4 ,the elder held the charge from there to ,buffalo1 he had then a ,quarterly ,meeting on hand4 ,i left ,rochester with him and rode about seventy miles4 ,next morning ,i left ,lewistown and rode seven miles1 crossed the ,lakes1 on the ,british side4 ,when we left ,rochester the snow was ankle deep1 when ten mile from ,lewistown1 it became dry and hard1 and when we crossed the ,lakes it was clear and cold1 and the air very pure4 ,i told the elder this was the first time ,i ever breathed pure air4 ,i walked about a mile and the first house ,i stopped at was sister ,holmes'4 ,i felt strange and lonely4 ,i waited to see if the peace of ,god would abide on the house4 ,previous to my being introduced1 ,i arose from my chair and the power of ,god fell upon the people1 and1 it seemed to me1 that ,god answered me4 ,i was fully convinced that ,god would make bare his arm1 in this part of his moral vineyard4 ,we had a ,church in ,niagara2 the elder made an appointment there1 and forty or fifty miles round the circuit1 being now about six hundred miles from ,philadelphia4 ,i felt the loss of my former companions and friends1 the elder and deacon1 in two days time left for ,buffalo1 to hold a quarterly meeting in ,york state about seventy miles4 ,i commenced to speak for the people1 and ,god owned the word1 and ,i saw many displays of his power--the people in ,niagara seemed to me to be a kind and ,christian like people4 ,the white inhabitants united with us1 and ladies of great renown4 ,the slaves that came there felt their freedom1 began to see the necessity of education1 and hired a white man to teach them to read and write among themselves1 and have ,sabbath schools4 ,i am astonished to see so many there that came from a free state1 and not take more interest in instilling the science of education among their fellow beings4 ,the winter was cold--,i never had experienced such--but very healthy4 ,i went to a town called ,niagara4 ,i spoke in a dwelling house4 ,the next night ,i spoke in the ,old ,methodist ,church to a large congregation of respectable people4 ,there were three ladies1 one the widow of a great ,judge1 and one daughter and sister of first education2 they sympathized with me in this important work of the ,gospel of ,christ4 ,they assembled with us in our meeting4 ,a little girl about #h or #i years of age experienced religion and prayed in public1 and attended to their private devotion1 so much for early piety4 ,teach the child the way he should go and when he gets old he will not depart from it4 ,but1 it is to be lamented1 that so few of our children experience this early piety2 the cause we must try to find out and avoid the evil effects1 and not bring up our children in so much pride and heathenism4 ,we1 as a people1 are generally poor and cannot support so many changes of fashion2 they grow up and crave it1 and oftimes substitute evil practices to support themselves1 either girls or boys1 and often bring a stigma upon their parents and family connexions1 though very respectable4 ,let us bring up our children in industry1 for work is honorable1 and it is the way to get riches and to keep them4 ,i travelled back and forward again from ,niagara to ,buffalo1 and had regular appointments in our ,churches4 ,we had a great opposition among the coloured people1 one trying to excel the other in point of eminence4 ,one of our preachers left us on the promise of forty dollars per year4 ,poor man1 he was like ,simon ,magus who perished with his money4 ,our ,circuit rider was absent on the ,sunday of the split1 but the ,lord was with us4 ,i spoke three times to the remaining part of the congregation1 which was increased much by a large body of bystanders1 and great good followed2 and we continued to sow and gather for two or three months1 and the ,lord blessed our labors abundantly4 ,feeling ,i had discharged my duty1 ,i left and crossed the ,lake from ,buffalo to ,fort ,george1 and spoke about eight miles from there1 it was cold and snowed very fast--it was four o'clock in the afternoon--the congregation had been there and gone4 ,we were in a sleigh1 and the driver got lost2 we all brought up in a swamp1 among the fallen tree tops1 but we turned about and found a house and lodged all night2 and spoke next morning at eleven o'clock to a quiet congregation1 and the ,lord was with us1 though composed of all denominations4 ,i appointed another meeting and rode about eight miles on horseback--it snowed and was very sleety--after ,i spoke to the people ,i left them for good and made an appointment for the ,indians2 two of the chiefs called at where ,i stopped to see me4 ,i asked them to pray for us2 they complied1 but done it in their own tongue4 ,i felt the power of ,god in my own heart4 ,then they held a council about it1 and granted my visit at ,buffalo village1 about three miles from ,buffalo city4 ,we rode and got there before their worshipping hour1 their school had not dismissed1 after a while they dismissed school--of #ej children--and as they gathered to worship ,i saw an old chief come1 he stood and prayed very devoutly1 tears running down his cheek4 ,i told them ,i had not come to worship with them1 and wanted to preach for them after their worship ended4 ,they held a council and they agreed ,i should preach for them1 but ,i could not help admiring the ways as well as gestures of the children4 ,the teachers bring them up in the ,english language and dress some of them in the ,english style1 but the greatest number are clad in the ,indian style2 those of the old ,indians in their blankets4 ,some of them met me from seven or eight miles round--they filled the house4 ,it was in the month of ,march--it rained and snowed--yet they walked in their moccasins1 and some bare-headed--they made a large congregation4 ,their ,elder or missionary had gone to teach another tribe that day1 and he only taught them very plainly1 and read out of pamphlets the experiences of others4 ,i commenced by giving out the hymn in our language1 and the interpreter spoke in their tongue4 ,hymn thus1 ,o for a thousand tongues to sing1 c4 ,they sung it beautiful1--two long benches of them sung by note 7their books printed in their own language7 a very familiar note tune1 such as we use in congregations4 ,i spoke plain and deliberate and very pointed1 the interpreter spoke it after me in the ,indian tongue1 and one of the women cried out ,amen4 ,much weeping among them1 dear reader1 take notice1 notwithstanding they are a nation revolted from ,israel1 and would not be governed4 ,yet they can be civilized and christianized4 ,we might call them heathens1 but they are endowed with a ,christian spirit4 ,i felt happy in my visit2 the missionary wished me to speak for them that evening1 but ,i had an appointment that night at ,buffalo1 after which my mind was calm and serene4 ,i left on ,tuesday1 #ast of ,april1 on my return for ,philadelphia1 and arrived home ,may #ahth4 ,that year ,i travelled two thousand three hundred and twenty-five miles1 and preached one hundred and seventy-eight sermons4 ,praise ,god for health and strength1 ,o my soul1 and magnify his name for protection through various scenes of life4 ,god of my life whose gracious power ,through various deaths my soul has led1 ,or turned aside the fated hour1 ,or lifted up my sinking head4 ,while ,i was in ,buffalo1 a journey to the ,west was shewed to me so plain that ,i could not stop in the city of ,philadelphia but five weeks only1 then left for the western country4 ,i started in a mail stage1 and stopped first at ,westtown and spoke in our own connexion ,church1 and then at ,west ,chester in the old ,methodist ,episcopal white connexion4 ,we had a large congregation of quiet hearers4 ,i felt liberty but no great displays of ,god's power4 ,i had several meetings in different places1 visiting the sick4 ,having discharged my duty ,i left there and proceeded on to ,old ,lancaster and spent some days4 ,we have a good ,church there1 and great meetings--the word of the ,lord grew and was multiplied4 ,god poured out his spirit upon us1 and we had a shout in the camp4 ,i then started for ,columbia1 ,pa4 ,the people are much divided1 and it looked very gloomy1 but ,god directed me and he commanded his disciple to be a sheep among wolves1 and harmless as doves1 notwithstanding the darkness1 ,god aided me in speaking to the people1 and aided them in hearing1 and his name was praised4 ,the people united1 temptations and clouds were vanished away4 ,then we sung1 prayed1 spake1 and shouted in the spirit1 this is true ,methodism4 ,i led class1 visited the sick and was much favoured with the presence of the ,lord4 ,our faith was increased1 our hopes confirmed4 ,the preachers were kind and treated me well1 and by their help ,i travelled on my journey to ,harrisburg4 ,feeling thankful for the visit ,i had paid it seemed gloomy here1 but ,i spoke there next day4 ,i took stage and rode to ,chambersburg1 and spent some days there1 and proceeded on to ,fredericktown1 ,maryland1 and spoke there from there to ,hagerstown1 ,macallansburg1 and1 ,i must confess1 ,i do not remember of ever seeing such a people1 for1 it seemed strong drink had been their ruin4 ,the circuit minister was there1 and we had some signs and wonders to follow after the preaching of the cross of ,christ1 and ,i trust to meet some of them on the banks of deliverance1 and help to swell the notes of redeeming love4 ,after the preacher left me ,i took stage for ,pittsburgh1 at eight in the evening1 rode all night until eight in the morning4 ,i was kindly treated1 there were other persons in the stage1 four of them gentlemen1 as ,i thought there was one who talked a great deal1 wise in his own conceit1 about religion1 and from that he displayed a quantity of degraded principle1 with disgusting language1 at which ,i made several sharp replies1 and in my way1 reprimanded him and the other gentlemen looked on him with silent contempt1 at which he got ashamed1 and afterwards treated me with great politeness1 and ,i was comfortable and arrived in ,pittsburgh at #e o'clock in the afternoon4 ,i went to ,church that night and heard a sermon from one of my brothers4 ,i met with six or seven ministers1 very friendly1 and treated me like ,christians4 ,i remained in ,pittsburgh six weeks1 there had been one or two revivals previous to my visit1 especially the winter before ,i arrived1 last day of ,august1 #ahbj4 ,my labors commenced--the field was large--but the ,lord was with us--this gave me much encouragement1 ,i was not ashamed of the ,gospel--it is the power of ,god unto salvation1 to every one that believes1 both ,jew or ,gentile4 ,we had very good meetings1 the ,elder and preachers1 all received me with one accord--thanks to ,god for his divine goodness--,i felt moved by the ,lord to pay ,wheeling a visit although we had no society there1 ,i arrived and found but a small class of coloured people with the whites1 an old gentleman of color with the elder in charge granted me the ,church--the elder being a great preacher of college order4 ,we had a large congregation2 ,i spoke for them once1 and gave an exhortation at another time1 and felt no difficulty on that head1 and after that they could not treat me well enough4 ,and1 on the ensuing ,sabbath1 ,i helped to lead class2 and we all enjoyed ourselves1 and on ,tuesday ,i left for ,washington1 according as ,i had promised our elder before ,i left him4 ,on my arrival there ,i met kind friends1 and a large congregation of coloured people4 ,on ,lord's day ,i met the class2 the people spoke with humility--it was a melting down time--in the ,spirit of ,god ,i preached several sermons1 visited the sick1 and1 in this spirit strove to uphold the aged4 ,feeling a discharge of my duty ,i left for ,steubensville1 ,ohio1 and met a small society--some true ,christians there2 no ,church there2 the ,baptists granted their ,church2 we had meetings there1 and the ,lord was with us--quiet congregations--and the word had effect in the hearts of sinners--and believers were established4 ,i stopped a few days and left in the name of the ,lord4 ,i proceeded on to ,mt4 ,pleasant1 and arrived on seventh day evening1 and the trustee gave me an appointment on ,sabbath morning4 ,at #aa o'clock ,i was feeble in both body and mind1 but the ,lord was with us according to promise1 think not what ye shall say1 but open thy mouth and ,i will fill it saith the ,lord1 he caused a shaking among the dry bones1 that morning4 ,i think if any creature has a right to praise ,god ,i have1 and that in thankfulness1 and ,i love him because he first loved me4 ,bless his name4 ,i preached several sermons to large gatherings1 but revivals not so manifest as at other places4 ,i had some difficulty in that journey1 but only what is common among us2 for many times deceitful persons will set the ,church on fire but can't burn it up4 ,moses saw it as a bush in a flame1 yet not consumed4 ,we have to be tried as gold in the fire4 ,after my visit was out a brother 7leader in the ,church7 conveyed me ten miles on my way1 ,i stopped at ,sinclairsville2 there was an appointment published on the next evening4 ,at #g o'clock ,i spoke in the ,court house to a large concourse of well behaved and respectable citizens4 ,i felt at liberty and left in peace of mind which makes the work sweet4 ,i was aided on to ,cap-teen1 a settlement of coloured people2 some from the lower counties2 but they are industrious1 and have a ,church of their own1 and were about to send their children to school1 ,i held several meetings and there was some very respectable people of colour--and the ,lord was with us--,i stopped with an aged family1 very respectable1 they treated me very kind1 and between #b and #c weeks1 ,i left in peace with ,god and man1 and went to ,barnsborough and spoke in the white ,methodist ,episcopal ,church1 from thence to ,zanesville1 at which place ,i felt much discouraged from the appearance of things4 ,i did not think of tarrying there1 but at the first appointment ,i chose the words 8,i am not ashamed of the ,gospel40--,paul4 ,the room was very small for the number of people1 after which an old man well scented with ardent spirits1 tried to give an exhortation4 ,i was astonished at the scene1 the people laughed1 ,i got up and went out4 ,i tried to labor again at night and exhort the young ladies to the evil consequences of ill-behavior in the ,church of ,god2 after which we had better order1 and the old gentleman was discovered to be intoxicated with spiritous liquor1 and was disowned from the ,church1 after which there was a great revival took place among the white ,methodists1 both rich and poor4 ,mrs4 ,dillin1 who once was a ,friend1 and now a member of the ,church1 spoke to the ,trustees and ,ministers1 and they opened the ,church and ,i spoke twice in that ,church1 and after that ,i spoke in ,west ,zanesville1 back of that place1 and ,i still remained among my colored friends1 and they seemed much revived2 after which they formed a ,resolution to build themselves a ,meeting ,house4 ,a ,quaker ,friend1 so called1 presented them with a piece of ground to build one on1 which they did4 ,glory to ,god1 for his glory stood over the doors of the ,tabernacle4 ,many were convicted1 and converted1 and many added to the old ,methodist ,church1 and ,i left there on ,new-,years day for ,new-,lancaster1 where we had a ,church1 standing on a frame of a house for three or four years1 and had not been used to preach in2 but the ,lord opened the way1 and a great revival took place among the people1 and their eyes being opened1 they with willing minds commenced and built a new ,church1 and ,god blessed their labors4 ,i preached several ,sermons and led ,class1 c4 ,my common way is to visit the sick and afflicted in whatsoever city ,i may stop in1 that ,i may get my spiritual strength renewed in the ,lord4 ,although ,i preached the ,gospel through the ,commission of my ,lord1 yet1 ,i have nothing to boast of4 ,i opened a ,love-,feast in the said ,church in ,new ,lancaster4 ,we held ,prayer ,meetings4 ,i spoke in the ,white's ,church also4 ,the people were very friendly4 ,i met them in ,class1 and after the lapse of eleven days1 ,i left for ,columbus4 ,the ,preachers generally were very kind to me4 ,both white and colored4 ,a worthy brother conducted me on further4 ,it snow'd1 and ,i was very cold1 but the ,lord was with us1 and my mind was free'd4 ,but notwithstanding1 ,i met an antagonist1 who was ready to destroy my character1 and the principles of the ,work that ,god saw good to make me instrumental of doing in his name1 which caused me to open the case to the ,trustees and ,preachers1 who were much astonished at him to be preaching four or five years with malice in his heart4 ,i was favored to see him in the morning before he went away1 that was the first time he had spoke to me anything like a ,christian in that time4 ,he knew from the first period ,i went to him to satisfy his mind4 ,but his heart was bitter4 ,i felt his spirit like a viper4 ,but the word of the ,lord was verified at that time also4 8,when the ,tempter raises a flood against you1 ,i will set up a standard against him40 ,he told me he had sent a letter to ,pittsburg to stop me1 although ,i had my ,licence from the ,bishop1 with his own signature4 ,i told him he was a worse enemy to me than ,i was aware of1 and ,i was ashamed of him1 professing to be a ,preacher in charge1 and setting such an example in a strange land1 and begged him to throw away his prejudices1 or he would never obtain the ,kingdom of ,heaven4 ,he left me in a flash1 and ,i saw him no more until ,conference4 ,i wrote a letter to ,bishop ,allen to let him know of my grievances1 as ,i was innocent of any crime4 ,i felt under no obligation to bear the reproaches of progressing ,preachers2 and ,i wanted it settled at ,conference4 ,but it was looked upon with little effect by the ,preachers and ,leaders4 ,i laid it before the ,conference1 and it was settled4 ,but ,i tarried all winter4 ,preached1 led ,class1 visited the sick1 c41 with great success4 ,i bless ,god for the witness of a good conscience4 ,old ,sinners were awakened1 and constrained to come trembling1 and enquiring the way to ,zion4 ,l4 ,w41 a respectable brother from ,chillicothe1 had never heard a woman preach1 and was much opposed to it4 ,an appointment was given me1 and when ,i went into the desk and commenced reading the hymn to commence the worship1 he looked at me a while1 then got up and went out and stood until ,i had nearly got through the hymn1 and then he came in1 when ,i asked him to pray for us but he refused4 ,i prayed myself1 after which ,i took my text1 and felt much liberty in speaking in the spirit indeed4 ,and after meeting he came and shook hands with me in the spirit of a christian1 and next day he came and confessed to me his prejudices had been so great1 so much like his father1 that he could not unite with me1 but now he believed that ,god was no respecter of persons1 and that a woman as well as a man1 when called of ,god1 had a right to preach4 ,he afterwards became a licensed preacher1 and we parted in peace4 ,i took the stage and left for ,chillicothe1 but there was but one house that would open for me in the city1 although ,i had my recommendation with me4 ,as soon as that friend heard of me she met me in christian bonds1 and her house was my home1 her husband being a man of christian qualifications1 and ,i went on my mission doing my ,father's will4 ,i spoke once in the week and on ,sabbath afternoon1 to crowded houses2 it was like a camp-meeting1 and twenty-one lay under the power of ,god at one time2 after preaching we called them up to be prayed for2 some got religion that day and some on the next ,sabbath1 and the father ,l4 ,w4 became one of my best friends1 and a doer of the work4 ,there was large fields of labor open to my view1 and ,i visited both colored and white1 and many were concerned about sanctification4 ,i was with them about six weeks1 during which time ,i had an interview with a lady1 who informed me she had a call to preach the everlasting gospel of ,christ4 ,she was a ,presbyterian by profession1 and she told me she feared the church government4 ,but the greatest objection was1 her husband was a ,deist by profession2 she also told me of her experience she passed through2 it was a broken heart and a contrite spirit4 ,god answers the prayers of such a supplicant1 but she could not enjoy that sweet fulness of religion in that situation of life1 although very rich as regards this world's goods2 also knowing that gold and silver should vanish away1 but the word of ,god should endure forever4 ,and some feel their labors a long time before it comes to perfection4 ,our ,methodist sisters established a prayer meeting1 and the people worked in the unity of the spirit1 and much good was done in the name of the ,holy child4 ,glory to ,god for what my heart feels while ,i use my pen in hand4 ,i felt peace of conscience and left ,chillicothe for ,hillsborough to meet a quarterly meeting of ,w4 ,c41 he being ,elder at that place2 the ,governor and his family residing there1 six in number1 were all ,methodists1 and one son a preacher2 they had the spirit of christians4 ,the trustees of the ,methodist church opened their doors and gave us liberty to hold our quarterly meeting and love feast in their church1 and we had a good time4 ,the friends mostly gave me a small donation1 which was very thankful2 after which ,i left there for ,cincinnati1 where ,i spoke to a large congregation4 ,i stop't at ,williamsport and spoke in the white ,methodist church to a respectable congregation4 ,i felt liberty in the spirit of ,god1 and we left there about daybreak in the morning4 ,all nature seemed in silence 7except the chirping notes of a little bird47 ,a few rods from us a ,panther screamed very loud and sudden1 but we could not see him1 it being a dense thicket on either side of the road1 but the unseen arm of ,god sheltered us from harm2 one of the gentlemen seemed quite used to hearing them4 ,we arrived safe in ,cincinnati about #aa o'clock2 the ,elder ,w4 ,c4 was very liberal in giving me appointments1 and the friends were very affectionate to me1 and large congregations attended4 ,i remained there some time1 feeling to be blessed in my weak endeavors to a great extent4 ,the next day after ,i arrived there1 one of our sisters fell sick and ,i had the pleasure of visiting her on her death-bed1 and in her last hour she told me in presence of others1 her peace was made1 and raised her hands toward heaven and told us she was going4 ,this is the end of sister ,crosby2 who can doubt this faithful saying1 by grace ye are saved4 ,a month or more previous1 she had buried a daughter1 who was a member of our church2 before she left the world1 she called her young companions and caused them to promise to meet her in heaven1 and then closed her eyes triumphing in death4 ,brother ,crosby laid the heavy task on me to preach their funeral sermons1 which ,i did1 as feeble a worm as ,i am1 on ,sabbath morning4 ,words of my choice were found in #b;d ,ephe4 #hth v3--8,for by grace ye are saved through faith1 and that not of yourselves1 it is the gift of ,god10 which of itself is a sermon to all that believe--glory to ,god1 ,christ has overcome the world4 ,and while laboring many tears were shed both in joy and sorrow4 ,but it's better to be one day in the house of the ,lord than a thousand in the tents of the wicked4 ,another circumstance worthy of notice1 was a young man whose heart was in the world and in worldly affairs1 or the pursuits of nature1 and diverted much of his time on ,sabbath days on the ,mississippi ,river1 fighting against all impressions of the ,spirit of grace1 until ,god stopped him by the heavy hand of his power1 in a death-bed affliction4 ,after some time he began to inquire the way to ,zion4 ,his mother was also a stranger to the blood of ,jesus1 but wished me to come and see her son2 being conducted to the house1 ,i found him looking like an anatomy4 ,i asked him if he believed in ,christ and his all sufficiency to save2 his answer was in the affirmative4 ,we had prayers with him and there was a display of ,god's power2 a white woman screamed and nearly fell to the floor1 but strove hard to keep from it4 ,and on that day he acknowledged his ,saviour to be reconciled to his poor soul4 ,praise ,god6 my soul replied4 ,afterwards he wished me to hold a meeting with as many persons as the room would contain with him1 which ,i accepted2 one day and night after1 he departed this life1 and requested me to preach his funeral sermon at the house before the procession moved to the ground4 ,i spoke from the #adth chap4 #ac v41 and we had a solemn time2 you may anticipate the weight of that important task1 but we had joy in the midst of sorrow1 and this was the last of ,james ,thompson4 ,i also left his sister in the last stage of consumption1 and she confessed to be in favor with the ,lord4 ,having finished my visit1 ,i left in steamboat for ,dayton4 ,i spoke three times1 and tried to preach the whole salvation1 ,god the ,father1 ,god the ,son1 and ,god the ,holy ,ghost4 ,the members of the ,new-light church deny the divinity of ,christ4 ,once ,i spoke in a large dwelling of ,dr4 ,esley1 after which himself and wife went on a journey to ,indiana and wished me to go with them1 but ,i was deprived by a previous engagement1 having to attend a camp-meeting at ,cap-teen4 ,after my return to ,urbana1 ,ohio1 ,i took stage for ,springfield1 and from there to ,columbus1 and spoke several times4 ,the ,elder's class consisted of about twenty2 a young man and myself led the class in #ahbi4 ,the ,elder ,w4 ,c4 ordered a camp-meeting for the ,cincinnati people1 and the brother at ,cap-teen and ,rev4 ,bishop ,brown1 held a conference1 and we had a very large camp-meeting1 and manifestations of great good1 and at the close of the ,love-feast1 there were thirty-two or three testified that they experienced the love of ,god4 ,the people of color came out forcibly1 and the preachers preached in power4 ,my health was much destroyed by speaking so often and laboring so very hard1 having a heavy fever preying upon my system4 ,i was called upon to speak at a camp-meeting1 ,i could scarcely accomplish the task1 and ,i was obliged to take my bed 7having also lost my appetite7 as soon as my sermon was over4 ,after a while my particular friends conveyed me to ,mount ,pleasant in a carriage2 the day was pleasant1 but in the woods at night we were overtaken by a dreadful storm of thunder1 wind and rain1 but through the will of ,providence ,i escaped the inclemency of the weather and stopped at brother and sister ,hance's2 after being medically renovated1 ,i fulfilled an appointment1 and commenced to visit the sick in that place1 but was arrested by a heavy fever4 ,a physician was called1 and by daybreak my senses left me1 so severe was the disease1 which caused the physician to visit me two and three times a day1 which proved to be the bilious fever4 ,after my mind returned and became calm1 ,i was convinced that it would not terminate in death at that time4 ,i had faith in the ,lord4 ,eleven days ,i lived on rice water and chicken tea without salt1 at the end of which time ,i felt an appetite to eat4 ,i had been under a deep sallavation which proved a blessing in effecting a cure4 ,after a lapse of four weeks ,i was enabled to get out of that house1 but very weak2 my money was short2 ,i left seven dollars with them hoping the ,lord may bless them2 then ,i returned to brother ,hance1 and was well treated4 ,i commenced preaching1 though very weak1 and ,i accepted an appointment on ,sabbath in the white ,methodist ,episcopal church1 to a well-behaved congregation1 about ten miles distance4 ,i had to be carried to the carriage in a blanket and returned the same way1 and was well taken care of by brother and sister ,moor and family1 for which may the ,lord bless them in basket and store4 ,elder ,jones gave me an invitation to go to ,pittsburg and try to gather a little strength1 which ,i accepted1 and was kindly taken care of by brother ,lewis and wife1 which ,i very much profited by the assistance of his family doctor1 which he called in amid the blessings of ,providence2 this was in ,may1 #ahcj4 ,i then commenced to labor amid the souls of the people1 which are precious4 ,after gaining strength in body and mind in my recovery1 ,i spoke to a good number of colored friends on the ,hill1 and they were about to build a church for worship as they owned the property4 ,when ,i was able to travel1 one of the preacher's wives and a kind brother conducted me on to ,washington1 from which ,i took stage for ,mount ,pleasant2 labored for them1 enjoyed a love-feast with them1 and in a few days left for ,st4 ,clairsville and the next successive place2 then took stage for ,zanesville1 continuing to labor around the circuit1 and then went to ,columbus4 ,i was invited to attend a quarterly meeting at ,urbana2 we had quite a profitable waiting upon the ,lord2 it makes me glad when they say let us go up to the house of the ,lord4 ,after trying to rest myself four or five weeks1 a brother preacher1 in company with brother ,steward's widow and myself1 visited the ,indians1 she having lived nine years in ,sandusky4 ,we heard them preach in their own language1 but ,i could only understand when he said ,jesus ,christ or ,god1 and the interpreter had gone to conference4 ,i spoke to them in ,english1 was entertained in an ,indian family1 and that very kindly1 after which ,i shook the dust off my feet and left them in peace4 ,thank the ,lord for ,urbana4 ,the ,elder appointed a camp-meeting at ,hillsborough2 it was nothing to boast off2 after which ,i turned towards ,philadelphia4 ,brother ,rains paid my stage fare on to ,springfield2 there ,i endeavored to speak to a small and very quiet congregation2 from thence to ,columbus and paid seven dollars and a half1 and left for ,wheeling2 stopped at a camp-meeting at the request of the ,wheeling friends1 but it seemed that both the golden wedge and ,babalonish garment was there1 as the wheel could not turn1 for ,christ said ,i could not do many mighty works on account of your unbelief2 the ,devil was at work1 but the ,lord was above4 ,i spoke at ,wilkesbarre to both white and colored1 ,baptists and ,methodists1 and had an invitation to preach in the afternoon1 had good congregations1 and tears of contrition were visible in many places4 ,i had life and liberty4 ,i next visited ,wheeling1 stopped a few days and labored several times1 which was much blessed1 and the ,elder organized a new class of twenty-one young men1 brother and myself led them the first time1 and they seemed very zealous4 ,but in a few months the severity of the ,laws stopped their religious privileges1 which is an honor to any people2 while sin is a reproach to any ,nation4 ,i then paid #aj and took passage to ,hagerstown4 ,my health was poor4 ,passengers consisted of three white ladies1 members of the ,episcopal ,church1 and one old gentleman1 7a ,deist7 #gc years of age1 who would reproach ,religion1 until ,i told him that ,solomon spoke of a man #gj years of age1 and called him a fool1--and exhorted him to get religion2 for ,god's name is worthy to be praised by all intelligent beings4 ,i have found ,him to be a strong hold in the day of trouble4 ,we arrived at ,hagerstown in eight or ten days4 ,we had a ,meeting ,house there4 ,i met the ,elder1 ,joseph ,harper1 ,deacon ,john ,cornish4 ,had good ,meetings2 a visit of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,the house was crowded1 and many hundred sinners struck to the heart1--back-sliders were reclaimed--and believers built up in the most ,holy ,faith4 ,praise ,god for so much4 ,i spoke to a very respectable congregation of white people about eleven miles distant4 8,go1 preach my ,gospel saith the ,lord1 ,bid the whole world my grace receive2 ,he shall be sav'd that trusts my word1 ,he shall be damn'd that won't believe40 ,i then took my passage for ,fredericktown4 ,the ,society was small1 but willing to encourage the ,gospel of ,christ4 ,we had meeting in a large upper room of a building2 the congregation was of both white and colored persons4 ,i felt life and liberty1 and an increase of my labors4 ,in about ten days sinners were awakened--backsliders reclaimed--and believers built up in the most ,holy ,faith4 ,the white ,preachers threatened to turn them out of their ,church for going to the ,african ,methodist ,episcopal ,church4 ,i thought when war commenced it was time to run4 ,oh6 what prejudice and stupidity3 for love is the fulfilment of the ,law4 ,we had a remnant of our ,connexion from ,virginia1 years before1 but through some contention among themselves1 the owner of the ,church took it from them1 run up a chimney in the centre of the house1 and rented it out to different families to live in4 ,he also went into the yard1 kick'd over the head and foot boards of the graves1 and levelled them down1 and made a garden of the grave-yard4 ,but the ,lord afflicted him even unto death1 and he was buried a day or two before ,i arrived at ,frederick-town4 ,but ,god has a people everywhere2 a remnant that never has bowed their knee to ,baal4 ,a ,lutherian brother1 7minister17 interceded in their behalf1 7the ,church being offered for sale17 and receiving ,one ,hundred ,dollars from the ,trustees' hands1 bought it in for them1 and a firm ,deed being made for the ,trustees1 the ,elder taking charge of it4 ,so much1 for ,delivering ,grace4 8,god moves in a mysterious way ,his wonders to perform2 ,he plants ,his foot-steps in the sea ,and rides upon the storm40 ,i next started for ,washington ,city2 took passage in the stage about #a o'clock in the afternoon1 and arrived about #a o'clock in the morning1 and the clerk of the office conveyed me to a very respectable colored family1 7,mr4 ,adam's'7 who kindly received me1 and continued so to do1 but ,i met my antagonist in that place1 who strove to stop my ,ministerial ,mission2 but ,right is more than ,might4 ,bishop ,allen being a man of renown1 and having ,grace abounding in his heart1 he sent a letter to his son-in-,law who resided in that place1 to intercede for me during my stay1 which he did4 ,truly1 the way seemed somewhat dark at first4 ,i saw revivals among the members1 though the congregation was small1 the ,lord raised me up plenty of friends among them1 for ,god is all in all4 ,the ,elder in charge was not to be seen until the last ,sabbath ,i was there4 ,he preached in the morning1 but ,i was ashamed of his conduct towards me1 through prejudice1 while he was a leading man for the people4 ,reader1 judge for thyself4 ,but my ,god gave me a part and lot in this matter1 saying1 8,behold1 ,i send you as ,sheep among ,wolves1 be not afraid3--,lo6 ,i am with you always2--even unto the end of the world40 ,praise ,god for his endurable promises4 ,in a few days ,i left for ,baltimore in stage4 ,some part of the route was by ,rail ,road4 ,pleasant journey2 arrived safe in ,baltimore1 engaged a colored man's hack1 which conveyed me to ,mrs4 ,a4 ,h4's1 to whom ,i ever shall feel indebted2 for herself and family were some of my warmest-hearted friends4 ,truly1 ,i must say 8the ,lord remembered me in my lowest state40 ,the ,elder and ,preachers of ,baltimore with one accord1 gave me appointments1 and we had prosperous ,meetings4 ,we had a female speaker there1 who seemed very zealous4 ,i asked permission to take her into the pulpit1 which was granted1 and she spoke much in the spirit of ,god--which was attended with power1 she being a woman of ,god2 deportment graceful1 and her ideas in ,scripture very correct1 and they were all very much pleased with her4 ,she was a ,teacher in the ,sabbath ,school1 at which place she often took occasion to extend her usefulness in speaking for the cause of ,god1 for which she suffered much opposition1 even from her husband2 although he was a ,preacher of the ,gospel1 she encountered severe trials4 ,next ,i left ,baltimore for ,philadelphia1 my home1 and found my friends all well2 and my only son also1 was well1 and remained with ,rev4 ,bishop ,allen1 where ,i left him before ,i went away4 ,after being absent for two years and six months1 ,i found ,bishop ,allen in very ill health1 but he ever had continued with unwearied interest in my son's welfare1 by sending to school1 and otherwise improving him in education2 by which he has made considerable improvements therefrom2 which give me great reconciliation of mind2 one thing lacking1 which was a trade4 ,but finally1 ,rev4 ,bishop grew nearer and nearer his time of departure1--prior to which he was much interested for the good of my son in getting a trade1 but it being the winter of #ahcj1 he concluded to keep him until spring2 but the ,rev4 ,bishop coming to the steep of time1 departed this life ,march #bfth1 #ahca1 after seeing #gb years in a world of affliction4 ,immediately afterwards ,i placed my son with a ,french gentleman1 with whom he stayed and learned the ,cabinet-making business in this city4 ,this is the way ,i have got along after getting my son to a trade4 ,i felt myself to be like a poor pilgrim indeed2 wandering through this world so wide2 having to travel among strangers1 and being poor and destitute2 ,i was sorely tempted4 ,my money was gone1 my health was gone1 and ,i measurably without a home4 ,but ,i rested on the promises of ,god4 8,they that put their trust in me shall never be confounded40 ,without having a dollar to help myself1 ,i saw the ,lord would verify his promise1 bless his name for it4 ,i stopped a few weeks with my sister and ,dr4 ,burton2 boarded with her1 and he seeing my debilitation of body1 rendered medical assistance1 which helped me much2 but ,i was unable to labor and preach for some months4 ,after my business of #ahca had been accomplished1 ,i felt it my duty to visit my aged ,parent1 whom ,i had not seen for eleven years4 ,at length ,i started on my journey for ,cape ,may1 ,west ,jersey1 in the following way3 ,by ,steam ,boat to ,salem1 ,n4 ,j41 and preached in the ,african ,m4 ,e4 ,church to a good congregation1 and we had a comfortable waiting upon the ,lord4 ,some signs followed the preaching of the ,cross of ,christ2 the people were very kind4 ,from thence by ,stages to ,greenwich1 and spoke with the ,elder to a very humble people2 a great display of ,god's power1 six joined the ,church1 seven were baptized1 and others fell to the floor and cried for mercy2 thank ,god for it4 ,on ,monday morning ,i left for ,bridgeton2 we having no ,society there1 ,i preached in the ,court ,house to a large assembly of different denominations4 ,i felt a degree of liberty in speaking1 and ,i then stopped a few days with them1 and was kindly received and entertained4 ,i then proceeded on to ,fair-field1 and endeavored to labor for them at #aa o'clock1 ,sabbath morning1 and at #c o'clock1 ,p4 ,m4 to crowded houses of respectable and quiet congregations1 and the ,lord poured out his spirit upon us and we had a solemn waiting in his presence1 for which my soul rejoices even now4 ,i next went on to ,port ,elizabeth1 which was very thinly inhabited1 some two or three very respectable families there with only three persons belonging to ,church2 among them a ,sqr41 ,brick1 a man of ability4 ,through him the ,church was opened for me1 and ,i preached two ,sermons to large congregations of respectable inhabitants of the place1 in which ,i placed myself as in my ,saviour's hand1 and staying there as clay in the hands of the ,potter4 ,i had liberty1 whilst ,i could hear the humble groans of the people1 which caused my breast to swell as with pure ,seraphic joy4 ,i bless the ,lord1 that the ,gospel has never been left without a witness4 ,wisdom is justified of her children saith our ,lord2 if it was not so1 thousands of ,christians would have sunk in despair2 but now and then ,i come across a great many whose sins were cancelled1 and in whom pride was destroyed1 and respecters of persons were not known4 ,among such1 ,god will prosper the labors of his servants4 8,god knows the proud afar off1 but his ,saints are beloved in his sight40 ,i next proceeded to ,goshen2 there ,i found my aged mother1 who ,i had not seen for eleven years1 well in health and very active4 ,but above all the rest1 enjoying ,religion1 the love of ,god in the soul2 which is more than the ,gold of ,opher2 though poor1 making many rich4 ,truly1 she dropped many aged tears on account of my exposures in travelling1 but ,i strove to compose her by the word of ,god1 which tells us 8in this world we shall have tribulation1 but in him we shall have peace40 ',tis there1 the ,christian's warfare ends1 and sorrow cannot come4 ,we dropped a few tears of gratitude with uplifted hearts to ,almighty ,god for bringing us together once more in the flesh4 ,but my work soon again commenced4 ,i preached in a dwelling house the next2 in ,goshen ,school-house1 to both white and colored2 and was assisted by the prayers of some humble souls1 and felt both life and liberty4 ,my colored brethren held a protracted meeting4 ,some were ,baptists and some ,methodists4 ,but all one in ,christ4 ,i think ,i never saw a greater display of ,god's eternal power2 it was somewhat inexpressible3 ,glory to ,god for it4 ,four miles from there ,i preached in the ,court ,house to a congregation of different denominations1 and the house was crowded4 ,text--#bhth ,chap4 of ,st4 ,matt4 #ahth and #aith verses4 ,on the following ,sabbath ,i spoke in a ,school-house to a white ,methodist congregation4 ,we had a weeping time in the afternoon of the same day4 ,spoke to my own people1 and the ,lord blessed several souls4 ,it was a time long to be remembered4 ,truly a sword that is so often whetted1 must keep ,sharp1 but in the midst of difficulties it appeared the word had its more perfect effect4 ,after feeling ,i had discharged my duty towards ,god in that part of his vineyard1 ,i returned home and spent the winter in ,philadelphia1 but very much afflicted4 ,but in the midst of it my peace was like a river4 ,some time in ,february #ahcb1 the ,lord sent two friends to take me out of town to visit a part of his vineyard1 and they thought it would improve my health4 ,i rode about twenty-two miles1--grew worse again--but medicine was applied which proved effectual4 ,i spent a few weeks1 preached in the ,free ,church in ,norristown1 three or four times1 built by a lady of the ,church of ,england1 for all1 or any that preach ,christ and ,him crucified4 ,having gained my health1 ,i returned in peace to ,philadelphia1 where ,i labored under some difficulties until the middle of ,may3 ,after which ,i took a journey with a sister preacher for about two or three weeks1 and truly the ,lord blessed her labors abundantly1 and my heart rejoiced to witness the out-pouring of the ,spirit of that ,gospel visit with a ,hand-,maiden of the ,lord4 ,the ,scriptures are fulfilled as spoken of by the ,prophet ,joel1 ,chap4 #bgth1 #bnd verse4 8,ye shall know that ,i am in the midst of ,israel1 and that ,i am the ,lord1 your ,god1 and none else1 and my people shall never be ashamed4 ,and it shall come to pass afterwards1 that ,i will pour out my spirit upon all flesh1 and your sons and your daughters shall ,prophecy4 ,your old men shall dream dreams1 and your young men shall see visions40 ,in #ahca1 a young man who professed to be righteous1 says he saw in the sky men1 marching like armies1 whether it was with the naked eye1 or a ,vision by the eye of ,faith1 ,i cannot tell4 ,but the wickedness of the people certainly calls for the lowering ,judgments of ,god to be let loose upon the ,nation and ,slavery1 that wretched system that emanated from the bottomless pit1 is one of the greatest curses to any ,nation4 ,june #ahcb1 my mind was led to travel towards the east part of ,new ,jersey1 through ,trenton1 ,n4 ,j41 c41 and ,i preached three or four times1 and found considerable consolation4 ,the ,elder made me appointments about two or three miles in the country1 where there were a class of ,methodists4 ,there was a white came next morning to invite me to speak for them the next ,sabbath afternoon1 and himself proposed to make me a collection4 ,i thus1 truly1 saw a way made for me ,i knew not1 for ,i had but three or four cents in my pocket4 ,yet ,i had not mentioned it2 but according to promise1 after ,i had spoken1 their contribution for me amounted to four or five ,dollars2 which aided me on my journey4 ,so much for trusting in ,god4 ,i then went to ,princeton4 ,not much success there1 the ,society being small4 ,preached three or four times there4 ,left for ,new-,brunswick1 and had very good meetings2 more praying people1 and had more life and power among them1 and the ,word of ,god had its effect4 ,and the ,judgments of ,god was in the land1 the ,cholera was taking away the people by scores4 ,an awful day to them that had no ,god with them in death4 ,it carried a sword with two edges1 it cut right and left1 took ,saint and sinner1 noble and ignoble1 white and colored4 ,it showed equality in my ,god's ,decree2 where he speaks of 8all men40 ,i next left for ,rahway1--still coming among strangers1 but was kindly received by friends1 both colored and white1 of different orders1 without distinction4 ,i saw a large field open before me1 and a plenty of labourers wanted in that part of ,god's moral ,vineyard4 ,i commenced to obey the ,spirit of ,god1 and had great liberty1 both in ,word and ,doctrine4 ,i stopped six weeks1 and the ,elder only once preached4 ,the people dying fast3 ,news came into town from ,new ,york that great mortality was prevailing1--the people dying at the rate of #abj to #afj a day4 ,it was truly alarming1 but we were highly favored in ,rahway1 there being only about four or five cases2 and among them it clearly shown that ,god had no respect for persons4 ,one poor colored man1 who had used too much ardent spirits1 was boasting about #h o'clock that ,cholera could do nothing with him2 but while harnessing the horse for the family to go to church only two hours after1 being #aj o'clock1 ,a4 ,m41 he was seized with cramps1 carried into the barn1 and several ,doctors sent for who remained with him1 he having no friends4 ,but at last1 there being no hope for him by #h o'clock ,p4 ,m41 the ,doctors requested some colored ,methodist family to let him die in their house1 which was cheerfully acceded to1 and he died about #ab o'clock1 and was buried before day-light the same morning4 ,a very rich man also died who was buried in splendor in day light1 but the poor beggar was hurried away at night2 yet they both died wicked4 ,a short notice indeed4 ,but ,oh6 their end1 their dreadful end4 ,i still continued to labor1 and witnessed good revivals4 ,when the ,president's ,proclamation went out for a ,general ,fasting throughout the ,united ,states on account of the ,judgment of ,god1 it was obeyed by all denominations1 and of course came under our notice1--and we having no ,elder in that place1 held it ourselves1--and it fell to my lot to give a ,sermon on that occasion1 which ,i did through some embarrassment1 from ,st4 ,matt4 chap4 #bdth1 #bast and #bb;d vrs4 ,and the ,spirit of the ,lord was upon me1 and the ,scriptures opened to my mind4 ,the stammering tongue was loosed1 and the feast truly glorious4 ,at night we held ,prayer-meetings1 and so continued until ,i felt at liberty to leave them4 ,i then proceeded on to ,new ,york4 ,on my arrival ,i called on the ,elder1 ,s4 ,t1 and was kindly received by him1 and after a few days he gave me an appointment in ,brooklyn ,church1 it having been near six years since ,i had spoken to that people4 ,but while filling several successive appointments ,i saw signs of much good being done in the name of the ,holy ,child ,jesus1 which was owned with one accord4 ,when entering the pulpit1 the ,bible being torn1 ,i was deprived of finding the ,text4 ,a young gentleman of the ,episcopal ,methodist ,church being present1 took occasion on my next appointment to present the ,church with a large new ,bible4 ,so much for the principles of ,christianity4 ,the ,elder also gave me three appointments in the ,bethel ,church1 ,new ,york1 at ,asberry1 in ,allen st4 upper part of the city1--several times in ,flushing ,church1 and attended a ,love-,feast1 where the people spoke in the ,spirit4 ,praise ,god for it4 ,i then returned to ,new ,york again1 feeling my strength much renewed in the inward man ,christ ,jesus1 ,i saw a large want of labor there1 as the ,prophet ,ezekiel said3 8,i saw the river rise to the loins of a man40 ,after laboring about six weeks and seeing it was not in vain2 with the approbation of the ,brethren and in answer to a good conscience4 ,oh6 that ,i had language to express my mind while ,i hold my pen in hand4 ,but had ,i the tongue of an ,hannah1 whilst she spoke to ,eli6 ,i could not express the revelation of ,jesus2 but the bodily strength seemed to fail fast4 ,i then returned to ,philadelphia1 rested four days and was called to ,salem1 ,n4 ,j41 and after preaching two or three times crossed the ,bay for ,st4 ,georges1 a town in the ,state of ,delaware1 and preached twice by invitation of the citizens1 and also by request ,i spoke in ,delaware ,city4 ,here a horse1 gig and driver being provided for me1 ,i rode four or five miles in the evening and preached to a large congregation of white and colored persons4 ,good behaviour1 but no particular display of ,god's power4 ,i returned the same night to ,st4 ,georges1 and spent a few days with my sister1 whom ,i had not seen for eleven years previous4 ,i left there a few days before ,christmas for ,philadelphia1 where ,i remained until ,january #a1 #ahcc4 ,after which ,i started1 in company with another sister for ,new ,hope1 ,pa4 ,we held meetings in ,frankford1 then ,i proceeded to ,ben-,salem2 from thence to ,attleboro'4 ,the ,elder1 ,p4 ,s41 was on that circuit1 he cordially gave me appointments1 and we were caused to rejoice4 ,the ,devil was also at work1 setting up difficulties like mountains high1 but having a skilful ,pilot ,i steered between the rocks4 ,the ,church1 having been in a seven years law suit1 was gained by the ,african ,m4 ,e4 ,connexion4 ,a brother1 ,l4 ,i1 conveyed us seven miles1 and ,i attended an appointment which was visited by the ,spirit of the ,holy ,ghost4 ,sister ,c followed in exhortation and the meeting was closed by a brother--a crowded house--and were requested to hold another4 ,but we appointed the next in ,holmesburgh1 which was alike prosperous4 ,after which ,i returned to ,philadelphia1 and there remained until ,july #b1 at which time ,i left for ,canada1 being a second visit to my scattered nation1 for which ,i felt a painful impression4 ,for more than six years the first stop was in ,new ,york1 from there to ,albany1 where ,i remained three or four weeks1 but the ,church was wading through deep waters4 ,i had1 long before1 felt a great anxiety to publish my religious experience and exercise to a dying world1 but1 laboring under the disadvantages of education1 ,i thought it a favour to pay #e to have a portion of it taken from the original of my own registering1 and corrected for press4 ,by special request ,i visited ,troy and found a christian spirited minister1 ,rev4 ,wm4 ,bishop1 with a lively society1 and ,i spoke for them--the ,lord was with us1 and gave seed to the sower and bread to the eater1 at different times2 and1 the next ,sabbath ,i preached my ,farewell sermon1 and on ,sunday night ,i held prayer meeting in the ,church1 and on the next ,saturday ,i left for ,schenectady1 preached in the ,presbyterian ,church twice on ,sunday1 and was kindly entertained2 after which ,i left on ,monday for ,utica1 and arrived there next morning about sunrise4 ,i spoke for them on ,thursday evening1 also on ,sunday afternoon to crowded houses of lively ,christians1 and they administered to my necessities to assist me in travelling4 ,i felt a great liberty in the gospel4 ,from there ,i proceeded to ,rochester1 where ,i arrived1 after being two days and a night on the ,canal1 and found ,elder ,graham with a prosperous ,church1 which seemed as though his labors were much blessed4 ,but1 alas6 the ,devil crept in--he left them--they became scattered1 the old trustees died1 and the other connexion caught them4 ,but during my stay they added several to the ,church4 ,i then left for ,little ,york in ,canada1 which was one day's sail across the ,lakes2 the passage was very rough that day4 ,i was directed to ,brother ,brown's1 the preacher1 and was kindly received by himself and wife4 ,i preached on ,sabbath morning and afternoon1 and that day we had a shout in the ,camp of ,israel4 ,praise ,god1 the mission was both owned and received4 ,after speaking several times and holding prayer meetings1 ,i left them for ,niagara1 spoke three times4 ,from there to ,st4 ,david1 and preached to a respectable congregation of whites and colored persons4 ,six years before this ,i visited ,niagara and there was a large society of the ,a4 ,m4 ,e4 ,connexion1 but at this time the very ,chapel was gone1 the minister dead1 the people scattered and backslid4 ,i1 finding only two or three members at this time and no school1 and children coming up in sin1 then left for ,st4 ,catharine2 spoke three times1 but no particular revival1 there were some who wished to be lords among ,god's heritage1 and the work seemed stagnated1 but they used me well1 and ,i left them with peace of mind1 in discharging my duty1 for ,george1 and spoke on ,sabbath morning to a white and colored congregation in a school-house--wonderful time indeed--some shouted1 some mourned1 others sought for mercy1 and ,i felt the ,holy ,ghost upon me1 glory1 glory1 glory to ,god4 ,after ,i helped to lead the class1 ,i was insisted upon specially to preach a child's funeral sermon1 before the corps left the house1 a curious circumstance1 which was caused by the following incident3 ,seven years before ,i had preached in the neighborhood1 to a great mixed multitude1 after which ,i was invited to dine by this person1 on which visit this child was born1 or on that day2 after some little hesitation on my part1 ,i accepted the invitation and preached from the #b;d ,book of ,samuel1 8,i shall go to him1 but he shall not return to me40 ,it was a very solemn time--the corps was then taken to the ,church of ,england1 and laid before the altar1 the clergy spake over it1 and very much to the purpose1 without partiality1 and then committed it to the breathless grave4 ,on ,thursday night ,i filled an appointment at a brother's house1 the ,lord was there4 ,on the next ,sabbath ,i rode seven miles1 preached and helped to lead class1 and the next week ,i left in stage for ,little ,york1 but stopped in ,niagara1 preached several times and paid a visit to a new society of ,wesleyan ,methodists1 also then returned to ,york again1 and preached for a society of ,baptists1 a very quiet and attentive congregation1 with one exception4 ,text1 by grace ye are saved through faith1 that's not of yourselves1 it's the gift of ,god4 ,the ,devil is always busy in his agency as in the following3 a school-teacher was present in the congregation who1 after ,i concluded my subject1 arose to contradict my argument1 he became very much excited and red in his face1 but while he was on his feet ,i expressed a desire of the congregation not to notice his reply1 and they accordingly treated it with contempt1 which caused him to desist with all his prejudices against women4 ,the people were very kind4 ,from thence by steamboat1 ,i proceeded to ,hambleton1 which was #ej miles2 ,i found no colored society in that place1 but the children went to school2 about two miles from there ,i found a class1 and1 by permission of the trustees1 on ,wednesday evening1 ,i spoke in the ,methodist ,chapel1 to a small congregation1 from a very short notice1 but the ,lord owned ,his ,word4 ,after the close of the meeting1 an ,english gentleman and his lady invited me to go home and lodge one night at their house1 which ,i did1 and they exhibited a great degree of benevolence towards me2 may ,god reward them for it4 ,on ,sabbath morning ,i spoke to my own people1 and afterwards led class and found the same one ,god owned them in worship also4 ,i saw that seed must be sown accordingly4 ,i spoke in the afternoon1 and the ,lord made himself manifest by ,his ,spirit in great display2 the people1 though very poor1 were exceedingly kind2 one of the brother preachers1 conveyed me to ,dundas and ,flamburg1 west4 ,i preached to a large congregation in the white ,methodist ,chapel4 ,we had an humble waiting upon the ,lord4 ,from there ,i went to ,ancaster1 there the ,lord prepared a friend to take care of me through the winter4 ,i preached several times and met many friends whom ,i had seen in ,cincinnati2 some gifted preachers there1 but no elder to preside4 ,there were many of our society there1 called from place to place1 which had been scattered like sheep without a shepherd--it truly was heart-rending to hear them lamenting the loss of their shepherd who was deceased4 ,the brethren kept a watch meeting on ,christmas eve4 ,we enjoyed the meeting and spent the night like ,st4 ,paul2 the next day it fell to my lot to fill an appointment which ,i did with both life and liberty1 7praise ,god for it7 from the #bnd chap4 of ,st4 ,luke1 verses #aj1 #aa4 ,i felt my mind lead me to a village called ,ammonsburg1 on ,lake ,ontario1 on what was called the ,bush side1 but ,i kept it with myself and the ,lord1 and kept travelling and preaching as the ,lord gave ability4 ,brother ,s4 ,lewis was much interested at my anxiety for that people's welfare1 and also ,brother ,wm4 ,edwards1 a gospel preacher1 who had been instrumental in civilizing and christianizing many of the natives whom ,i saw in ,brantford1 an ,indian town on the ,mohawk river1 where a number of the natives lived along the river side1 in the woods formed churches of societies of different denominations1 ours excepted1 and having no ,methodist ,church1 a gentleman1 seeing the necessity of a place of worship for us1 gave us the privilege of a large house to worship in several times2 truly it was cold1 but we had many comfortable meetings1 and very many solemn impressions made on a number of the minds of those present2 afterwards ,i left for ,buffalo4 ,the road was so rough that it caused me to be quite sick4 ,i could not stand it to ride #bjj miles in that cold weather1 and ,i continued to preach in and out of town to different denominations through frost and snow4 ,a gentleman came to me after the sermon was over1 and wished me ,god's speed in a very friendly manner1 then quietly withdrew with his ladies in company with him1 with politeness4 ,my mind was on ,buffalo1 ,brother ,edwards had not yet formed any society4 ,i particularly desired him to take my appointment1 which he did1 and also read the discipline with proper explanations1 wishing to know who would be subject to the government of the same1 and there were ten persons came forward and consented to be subject as members of our ,discipline4 ,i went to ,ancaster1 stopped at brother ,lewis' and wife1 and although she was a young married woman1 she was very much like a mother to me4 ,my mind was exercised to go to ,ammonsburg1 through a gloomy winter2 that night1 after serious meditation1 ,i fell asleep1 and suddenly awoke and received the witness that ,i must go4 ,next morning ,i informed brother ,lewis that ,i must go1 and1 he1 feeling interested for me1 had me conveyed1 in a private carriage1 that ,i might travel comfortably4 ,in the middle of ,february ,i left for ,chatham1 and arrived there on the #bfth of the same month1 where ,i found a society scattered1 without a shepherd2 some living in the faith of ,christ1 while others had gone back to the beggarly elements of the world4 ,mr4 ,lightfoot received me very kindly2 his house was open for worship1 where ,i had large gatherings some five or six times1 for a new place4 ,the house being quite commodious1 and ,mr4 ,lightfoot used every endeavor to send me on with the gospel to others4 ,in ,april ,i left for ,ammonsburg1 there the believers seemed much strengthened2 backsliders reclaimed1 and sinners converted to ,god4 ,among which was a woman that had belonged to the ,methodists by profession1 having the form of godliness but was destitute of the power1 until the ,spirit of ,god arrested her at this time4 ,after which she ceased her carnal amusements2 quit dancing and went to praying1 at which time she arose on her feet and said that she never saw that dancing was wrong before now--but she had resolved to serve ,god in spirit and truth--praise ,god for the victory4 ,for three days in ,ammonsburg we could scarcely get any rest1 from the effects of the outpouring of the spirit of ,god1 on both white and colored4 ,i was still more confirmed in mind that my visit was accepted of my ,god1 who gave me this mission in ,christ ,jesus4 ,i stopped with a brother1 ,jas4 ,mc,kenney1 and his affectionate wife1 who had suffered much in the fear of ,jesus4 ,brother made an appointment for the next evening for me1 which ,i tried to fill4 ,text as follows3 #afth chap4 of ,st4 ,matthew's ,gospel1 #bfth verse4 ,i was in a strange part of ,god's vineyard1 but his power was manifest even there2 after which another appointment was made for ,sunday morning1 which was alike prosperous1 and ,i helped to lead class2 then spoke in the afternoon and at night with equal success4 ,my mind was much exercised1 seeing the need of schools4 ,i counted #be children and some young people whom ,i loved4 ,i lamented their obscurity1 and advised them to get a white man to teach them1 and endeavored to shew them1 that1 without the advantages of education they never would be a moral people1 and1 in the course of time1 their own children could1 by proper advancement1 become teachers for themselves4 ,so ,i continued in all the towns1 finally they caught the spirit and commenced in the following places2 in ,ancaster they chose their trustees to build a house for school1 and likewise to preach in1 at ,brantford1 at ,chatham1 and ,st4 ,catharine4 ,some went to ,st4 ,david's and ,toronto1 to ,sabbath ,schools1 and in the week also2 colored and white1 all went together4 ,after the course of two or three weeks1 a colored teacher came to the last named place and established a school of between #cj or #dj scholars 7after being examined and found competent7 which improved the manners of the people very much1 and they worshipped in their own ,chapels4 ,their own preachers1 exhorters1 and class-leaders 7colored74 ,there was a young sister that wished to travel with me a little way1 and brother ,mc,kenney furnished us with a driver and conveyance1 and the friends received us very kindly1 and1 to my astonishment1 we were given appointments by the trustees of the ,church4 ,i spoke from the following text1 ,by grace ye are saved through faith1 that is not of yourselves1 but it is the gift of ,god4 ,a ,friend1 ,w1 was there1 who was ever ready to oppose the ,methodists2 he was a ,baptist preacher1 and would invite the ,methodists to preach for them1 and then get up and contradict them2 he wished me to come and preach for them1 but ,i felt no spirit of contention in religion and ,i declined4 ,our own people were talking of forming a union with the ,canadian ,methodists who were a branch of the ,old ,episcopal ,methodists1 that was raised by the missionaries from ,america2 this being the time of the split1 but some would leave to the ,wesleyan ,methodists4 ,i preached five or six different times in this village for several ,sabbaths two sermons a day1 in which the ,lord gave ability4 ,we continued our meetings as usual1 and invited the old ministers to visit us1 which they did2 and one of them gave an exhortation after me1 and ,god's power filled the house and the guilty were alarmed1 while believers rejoiced in hope of a better resurrection4 ,i left that morning1 rode five miles with a friend1 and on ,wednesday afternoon preached again--signs and wonders followed--after which ,i continued to visit the sick the remainder of the week1 and on ,sabbath day ,i rode five miles again to the ,chapel1 and filled an appointment in the afternoon for the last time as ,i thought1 but the ,lord seen best1 and ,i was retained another week2 the next ,sabbath ,i filled an appointment from the following text3 ,finally1 brethren1 pray for us that the word of the ,lord have free course and be glorified even as it is with you2 which was my ,farewell ,sermon4 ,after which ,i returned to ,ammonsburg in the fear of ,god2 where ,i preached several times and saw many manifestations of the operations of the ,spirit of grace1 and1 on the following ,sabbath1 ,brother ,a made an appointment for me six miles distant1 and one also for #f o'clock in the evening2 we had a very hard ride through the swamp1 and met a large gathering both in and out of doors1 and sinners were cut to the heart1 and cried aloud for mercy1 which was a joyful sound to believers in ,christ ,jesus4 ,the next evening ,i spoke again from ,isaiah1 chap4 #ei ver4 #a2 and several of the nobility taking into consideration my necessities1 contributed to me the sum of #e4 ,we had a quiet waiting upon the ,lord2 after which ,i and a sister that was with me1 called on ,mr4 ,gardiner and he collected some subscriptions and added to the former sum1 for which1 ,i trust1 ,god will reward all the cheerful givers1 as they were very generous4 ,i held prayer-meetings1 visited the sick1 and passed many joyful moments of sweet communion especially in one sister's company1 who was a member of the ,national ,church in ,ammonsburg4 ,but in affliction she enjoyed the ,spirit's grace1 and1 in ,may1 #ahcd1 we parted as for eternity1 and ,i trust to meet her where parting will be no more1 neither will any of us shake the parting hand1 for we have had sweet communion together1 in spiritual exercises4 ,dear reader1 think not that ,i am going to heaven as in golden slippers1 for ,i have various trials to encounter while travelling over this world so wide1 but ,i feel willing to suffer for the cause of ,god1 after which ,i shall 7if faithful7 meet many of my friends that have communed with me in the ,spirit1 where we never1 never shall shake the parting hand--these are the consolations in affliction as described in ,rev4 chap4 #ab1 #aath verse4 ,and they overcame him by the ,blood of the ,lamb1 and by the word of their testimony1 and they loved not their lives unto death2 and whilst ,i move my pen my soul rejoices in ,god my ,redeemer4 ,having filled my mission ,i parted with my friends in joy4 ,i sailed for ,detroit city1 #ah miles1 then bid adieu to ,british shores1 not knowing that ,i should ever step on them again4 ,i was kindly received on ,american possessions by a respectable family from ,cincinnati1 a ,mr4 ,d4 ,i felt there was a work for me to do in that part of ,god's vineyard4 ,i arrived on ,tuesday and on ,thursday evening we had a comfortable meeting at the usual place4 ,i met with much encouragement in laboring for the ,lord1 and many impressions were made on the minds of the hearers4 ,the evening previous to my landing ,i saw some of the ,american affliction towards the people of color1 such as mobbing1 theft and destruction4 ,wo unto the inhabitants of the earth and the sea1 for the ,devil is come down unto you4 ,on the following ,sabbath morning1 #aj o'clock1 ,i preached again1 then lead class--a soul reviving time1 indeed--at #g o'clock1 ,p4 ,m4 ,i preached again1 and the house was crowded to overflowing1 it not being sufficient to hold the people4 ,text as follows3 ,and the gospel of the kingdom shall be preached unto all the world for a witness1 and then shall the end come4 ,after which we visited a prayer meeting held by the stationed minister in the white ,church1 which was truly comfortable4 ,on the next ,sabbath ,i had an appointment made for me on the ,british side in a dwelling house1 but1 it not being sufficient to hold the people1 the ,episcopal ,methodists opened their session-room which was larger and well crowded with various denominations4 ,text1 #ast chap4 ,st4 ,john2 ver4 #de4 ,the ,lord touched my tongue as with a live coal from his altar1 and we had a good time as from the hand of the ,lord1 and the ,amens of the preachers1 elders1 and leaders1 helped to swell the theme of rejoicing4 ,glory to ,god1 we had all things common4 ,but now feeling my mission ended ,i waited for the first opportunity and took passage for ,buffalo4 ,three hundred and sixty miles on ,lake ,ontario1 and1 ,i must say1 the most uncomfortable passage ,i ever experienced1 although the boat was commodious1 yet they treated the people of color very indifferently indeed1 as regards their accommodation1 and yet charged them a high price1 ,i having paid #d4ej4 ,after two uncomfortable days' and nights' sail1 we arrived at ,buffalo wharf about six o'clock1 ,a4 ,m4 ,six years had elapsed since ,i had been in ,buffalo1 which was the first time1 but during my absence many changes had taken place1 the loss of some of my particular friends by death and other moveable causes4 ,but ,i found a ,mrs4 ,davis1 who was a great friend indeed to the people of ,god4 ,i felt my mission truly in this part of ,his vineyard--there were a few of the ,episcopal ,methodists1 but no established society4 ,the ,baptist denomination had the majority of the people1 they opened their places of worship and ,i preached and held prayer meetings three or four times among them1 which was attended with considerable success4 ,i also had the pleasure of meeting an anti-slavery society where ,i heard some very able discussions on the rights of the oppressed1 and also clear demonstrations of the cruelty of the slave-holder1 which was exposed with all its horror by a young man by the name of ,l1 but was greatly opposed by the ,judge of the city1 after which the young man arose to his feet the second time in which it seemed nothing escaped his exposure4 ,i1 about this time had written from ,buffalo to ,philadelphia 7as it was shown me by the ,spirit that my son had embraced religion7 to know the fact of the matter1 as ,i was some hundred miles from home and received the satisfactory answer by letter from his own hand1 which explained his conviction--the length of the distress of his mind--the severity of which had caused him to seek opportunity to put an end to his own existence1 but in the act he was told to try to pray once more1 by the voice of the ,spirit1 which he consented to do1 but concealed his intention from the people1 which had been suggested by the ,devil1 to take his own life1 and it would be all over4 ,in this extremity it was ,god's opportunity by his act of obedience to convert his soul1 after bringing him to the ground like a ,saul of ,tarsus1 and now stands as a living witness that ,god has power on earth to forgive sin4 ,o ,reader1 you may only imagine the joy of my heart at such language as this from my only son1 whom1 it seemed1 ,god had left as a comfort to me in my old age1 more especially after not having had any communication from him for eight months1 and then he was very ill which made my cross seem very heavy1 but ,i trusted in ,god1 although ,i expected to hear of his death when ,i did hear any thing1 but1 on my knees at a brother and sister ,l's at family prayer was shown these things by revelation of ,spirit1 which caused me to get up off my knees and ,i exclaimed aloud1 the ,lord has converted the soul of my son1 for which we had a shout around the room1 and then comes the letter as a witness of the same from his own written composition4 ,i scarcely knew how to praise the ,lord enough1 and for another reason when ,i thought that ,god granted what ,i had prayed for1 from the days of his childhood1 while ,i travelled the barren wilds1 of lonesome hills1 and gloomy vales4 ,but so much for trusting in ,god who will not let the prayers of his people pass unnoticed1 but is bound to hear and answer when they pray aright4 ,praise the ,lord1 ,o my soul1 magnify his name4 ,with joy let ,judah stand ,on ,zion's chosen hill1 ,proclaim the wonders of thy hand1 ,and councils of thy will4 ,i now began to feel my mission somewhat complete as regards distance1 and therefore concluded to return towards home4 ,a brother and his wife crossed the ,lakes with me for company1 ,i then took the cars1 and bid them adieu4 ,i remained in ,rochester a while after my arrival1 but1 to my sorrow and surprise1 a society that1 twelve months previous1 was large and seemed every way prosperous1 had nearly dwindled away--the preacher gone and the people scattered except a resolute few1 who were bound to go through1 and that at the risk of their all2 and to them ,i endeavored to fulfil my mission4 ,i also spoke for the ,wesleyan ,methodists--they treated me with christian fellowship4 ,our ,lord said1 they that are for us are not against us1 forbid them not--it truly was comfortable4 ,there was seed to the sower and bread to the eater4 ,i also stopped at ,palmyra1 visited the sick and otherwise endeavored to fill my mission4 ,a little difficulty existed1 relative to a slave girl being concealed and taken away1 but while we were at worship the ,justice of the ,peace was in the house and every thing seemed quiet4 ,after service1 the congregation quietly withdrew--this was on the #fth of ,august4 ,on the next day a lady of color paid for a seat for herself and me1 and we took passage on to ,canondagua1 #af miles2 there ,i found a ,church and people prosperous4 ,they received me kindly--my first appointment1 #aa o'clock1 ,sabbath morning2 the word had some impressions1 in the afternoon still better1 at night ,god was his own interpreter1 the hallowed fire began to run to sin's confusion4 ,i had several appointments through the week1 which were alike prosperous4 ,although ,i felt my inability1 yet the answer to a good conscience strengthened me1 even in a strange land1 and1 with ,paul1 ,i can say ,i am not ashamed of the ,gospel of ,christ1 for it is the power of ,god to every one that believes4 ,i then took stage for ,geneva1 having recommendations to these little towns or villages1 ,i found a few members of the ,episcopal ,methodists1 and also of the ,presbyterian denomination2 they were very friendly and opened their house to entertain me--the colored gentlemen of the vicinity around were building a house for the ,travelling ,missionaries to preach in2 it was opened for me1 and ,i felt great liberty in endeavoring to labour for the ,lord2 tears of contrition dropped freely2 a sister there shewed great hospitality towards me4 ,after filling three appointments1 ,i left on the third day of the week4 ,i took stage for ,ithaca1 having had an invitation from the ,rev4 ,h4 ,j who had the charge4 ,i arrived about #d o'clock in the afternoon and was taken to ,elder ,h4 ,j4 ,before ,i entered the town ,i felt1 according to the movings of the ,spirit1 that the ,lord would pour out his ,spirit upon the people1 for which ,i yet rejoice in hope of a better resurrection4 ,we met in the unity of the ,spirit and continued so with humility--the friends were kind indeed to me1 in and from the noble edifices of the large conveniences1 to the humble cottage of ,christian inmates4 ,but an humble heart is better than a sacrifice4 ,the society was young but was composed of some very respectable people1 and useful citizens4 ,congregations large1 class lively1 and the ,spirit of ,god visited us in abundant measure1 which made the people speak with great confidence in the ,lord4 ,though hard toiling1 yet duty makes labor light2 some backsliders reclaimed1 sinners converted1 and believers strengthened2 while many joined the ,church1 which was a sign of some good in the name of the holy child ,jesus4 ,after which my visit closed in peace with ,god1 peace with all men1 and the answer of a good conscience4 ,i was next conveyed by carriage to the steamboat1 and took passage for ,albany4 ,crossing the ,seneca river or lake1 where passengers meet the canal boat for ,albany1 which was my next stopping place4 ,i was recommended by a gentleman to the captain2 took passage2 and after a pleasant voyage of two days and nights1 we arrived at ,schenectady1 and the next morning we arrived at ,albany4 ,the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,williams was stationed there2 ,i payed him a visit2 the preachers generally professed a ,christian ,spirit4 ,the task seemed as though laid on a ,jonah2 ,i preached twice on ,sabbath day2 and through the aid of ,bro4 ,s4 ,s1 ,i was able to get to ,new ,york4 ,rev4 ,r4 ,w was one of the oldest ,elders in the ,african ,methodist ,episcopal ,church1 who has since that fell in the battle-field1 declaring war against the power of ,darkness1 and his bones were buried with all the honors of war4 ,let me live the life of the righteous and let my last end be like his4 ,on my arrival at ,new ,york1 ,i found the ,rev4 ,s4 ,s1 ,elder1 stationed there2 ,i spent three weeks in that city2 ,i preached in ,bethel2 in ,allen ,church several times2 good congregations for that part of the town1 but the other was crowded4 ,i only mention a few texts1 #ast ,sam4 #b;d chap4 #fth ver42 #c;d chap ,hebrews1 #c first verses4 ,brother ,jacob ,matthews gave me an appointment in ,zion ,church1 and ,i felt the ,lord1 as before mentioned1 to be very close to me4 ,the ,rev4 ,t4 ,e gave me an appointment in ,asbury ,church on ,sabbath night1 text1 #c;d chap4 of ,st4 ,matthew1 #abth verse1 which was a night long to be remembered by all present2 the ,lord made bare his arm2 some were arrested under the power of ,god1 and fell to the floor crying for mercy1 while believers were strengthened in the faith of ,christ4 ,i also had appointments in ,brooklyn1 ,l4 ,i42 there we were much favored with good meetings2 a number of ,old ,methodists1 with faithful preachers who kept the flock of ,christ alive2 and our labors were crowned with success1 and additions to the ,church4 ,in the midst of life we are in death4 ,since ,i had been last at this place1 previous to my tour in ,british ,america1 the young gentleman that manifested such friendship for the ,church by presenting it with a ,bible for my appointment1 had bid adieu to time and had gone to the mansions of bliss4 ,the day previous to my arrival1 ,i stopped at ,bro4 ,t's1 one of the oldest standard families that celebrated the ,church of ,god2 his wife1 a mother and sister upwards of seventy years of age2 whose character was unblemished1 faith firm1 although afflicted1 yet cheerful1 with a short illness1 in ,september1 #ahce1 left the world in triumph4 ,i commenced my journey for ,canada1 in #ahcb4 ,from the second day of ,july to the fifteenth day of ,october1 years following1 #ahcc1 ,i had preached #ach sermons1 and travelled between #bg and #bh hundred miles4 ,returned from ,brooklyn1 and attended a quarterly meeting at ,flushing2 ,bro4 ,j4 ,s1 elder in charge4 ,saturday evening ,i gave an exhortation1 and preached ,sunday afternoon at #c o'clock1 the ,lord accompanied the word1 and1 be it remembered1 it will be either a savor of life unto life or of death unto death4 ,having finished my visit ,i felt anxious to go to ,philadelphia2 feeling my labors to come to a close for the present4 ,i arrived safe at home1 found my son and friends all well1 and then heard the truth of his conversion1 for which ,i yet give glory to ,god4 ,i was three days in the city and left for ,salem1 ,n4 ,j41 on business2 finding the doors opened to me ,i preached in the ,church2 we had a comfortable waiting upon the ,lord1 but no particular display of his power4 ,after which ,i crossed the bay to ,new ,castle1 ,del4 and then proceeded to see my long lost sister2 this being the second time in forty-two or forty-three years--there ,i found a large field of labor4 ,preached in a school-house by permission of ,mr4 ,s1 he being a man of authority1 and chief owner of a large part of the town4 ,i was also sent for to speak in ,delaware--a horse and gig and dinner prepared--,i was taken five or six miles1 blessed with a full house and ,i felt the power from the upper world1 and the ,lord was with me4 ,after two days visit my mind being easy1 ,i rested1 and on the third day ,i left for ,philadelphia2 finding all well1 ,i remained for a few days1 and then left for the ,rev4 ,r4 ,r's circuit1 and found him a ,christian and a gentleman4 ,i first hailed ,burlington1 and met the ministerial order of ,brethren1 who received me with joy4 ,the ,vineyard of the ,lord before the laborer lies4 ,we had several very good meetings2 ,i then crossed over to ,bristol and spoke once or twice in a dwelling-house1 at which time the ,lord verified his promises1 which are1 ,i will hearken unto4 ,i proceeded on my journey to ,trenton1 which was ,elder ,robinson's ,circuit4 ,two or three days after this he arrived in the city4 ,on ,sabbath morning he preached and was much favored by the ,spirit of the ,lord4 ,at night ,i preached and felt joy in my soul2 from there he gave me other appointments4 ,my mind was cleared and the ,scriptures opened themselves to my mind and ,i felt strengthened2 some shouted1 others wept4 ,i feel the holy influence of that fire now1 while my pen makes record of the same to a dying world4 ,let the inhabitants of the rocks sing1 and let them shout as from the top of the mountains4 ,i preached another sermon from the #eith chap4 of ,isaiah1 #abth verse4 ,the fire kindled some where1 and the hearty amens that ascended the hill of the ,lord seemed to strike guilt to the hearts of sinners4 ,i helped to lead class4 ,o1 the worth and value of precious souls which cause me oft to mourn4 ,i preached again from the #bb;d chap4 of ,rev4 #ast ver4 ,the prayers of ,god's people helped me1 and the power of ,god1 like the dew of heaven1 was let down upon us1 and the sower and reaper rejoiced together1 independent of various opposition4 ,i also spoke from ,romans1 #ast chap4 #afth ver41 and spoke three times on ,sabbath day2 and ,i felt more strength at the last appointment than ,i did at the first1 which proves the assertion of ,scripture1 freely give and freely receive4 ,i also visited the sick1 after which they gave me some appointments at ,princeton1 a hard part of the vineyard4 ,i had my talent and to use it ,i was not ashamed1 although the substance seemed to be lost--full houses4 ,the ,presbyterian friends were very kind to me and received me with ,christian friendship4 ,the weather cold1 and travelling hard1 through wintry storms to pass4 ,the first text1 ,let the dead bury the dead4 ,it seemed a little astonishing1 especially to the brethren4 ,i continued1 and on different times filling appointments4 ,from thence to ,brunswick2 and one of the coldest days1 rode sixteen miles2 the ,lord was with me1 and ,i had great liberty of speech2 a church and a large congregation2 and the power of ,god was more fully manifest than at ,princeton2 and the ,lord added such to the ,church as1 ,i trust1 will be eternally saved4 ,i remained there to labor for the ,lord two or three weeks1 and there was a general revival throughout in prayer meetings1 both of male and female1 and in class meetings2 not my labors1 reader1 but the merit belongs to ,god alone4 ,praise the ,lord1 ye heavens adore him2 ,praise him all ye stars of light2 ,sun and moon rejoice before him1 ,praise him1 angels in your heights4 ,after my return to ,philadelphia in ,december1 #ahce1 ,i saw a large field open to my view1 it being a strong place1 and many different spirits to contend with1 ,i endeavored to commend this portion of sacred ,writ3 ,job1 #bb;d chap4 #ajth ver41 ,but he knoweth the way ,i take2 when he hath tried me ,i shall come forth as gold2 again1 ,rev4 #c;d chap41 #hth ver41 and ,i seemed much troubled1 as being measurably debarred from my own ,church as regards this privilege ,i had been so much used to2 ,i could scarcely tell where to go or stay in my own house4 ,i said1 ,lord1 where shall ,i go8 and was directed to brother ,murray1 ,elder then of ,little ,wesley ,church1 and when coming to his house he expressed his astonishment at my coming out through the inclemency of such weather1 ,i paused1 then told him ,i was sent to him and knew not for what2 he said ,i know--then he gave me an appointment on ,sunday night1 and on the following ,wednesday evening2 from there ,i received an appointment at ,zoar ,church1 by the elder1 and the ,lord converted one soul1 which caused me still more to rejoice in ,god my ,saviour2 from that the elder of ,wesley ,church gave me an appointment and ,i preached to a large congregation1 and felt strong in the cause of my ,god4 ,my call seemed chiefly in ,philadelphia4 ,in the year #ahce ,i travelled #gba miles1 and preached #fib sermons4 ,i also spoke in ,bethel ,church2 some false brethren4 ,they that are not for us are against us1 and if they are against ,god's ministry1 whether male or female1 they are against ,god1 who says ,i send by whom ,i will1 for all are one in ,christ ,jesus4 ,may the ,lord pardon their errors1 and make them be careful how they handle edged tools4 ,in #ahcf ,i travelled #eef miles1 and preached #aaa sermons2 and felt under much exercise to print a book1 and ,i had some friends to encourage me1 such as the ,rev4 ,r4 ,r1 and the ,bishop1 with others2 and every circumstance was so favorable that ,i finally succeeded1 and when they were brought home1 ,i sat down in the house and wondered how ,i should dispose of them2 to sell them appears too much like merchandize4 ,while in this situation it was suggested to my mind1 you must pay for them1 or it will do more harm to the ,gospel than if you had not printed them4 ,but to myself1 7if not printed7 would be the scourge of a guilty conscience before the ,lord4 ,at #d o'clock1 ,p4 ,m41 my mind was directed to a ,presbyterian sister1 and on my way ,i met ,bishop ,allen's widow who bought one1 and that afternoon ,i sold one dollar and fifty cents' worth4 ,the ,lord so blessed the offering of that work to the world1 that in less than four months ,i paid sixty dollars through ,god's assistance1 for the expenses which gave me great tranquility of mind1 and caused me to feel still more like wearing out in the service of ,god4 ,various are the ways through the interposition of ,providence that ,i succeeded in disposing of that little work1 viz43 camp-meetings1 quarterly meetings1 in the public streets1 c4 ,praise ,god for his mercies as well as his graces4 ,after this ,i started for a ,camp-meeting1 near ,baltimore4 ,on my arrival ,i received two appointments1 and after the ,bishop came1 still more was given to me1 and at one time the power of ,god arrested an individual and he cried aloud1 fell out of the door and was reclaimed4 ,i preached three sermons in the ,african ,m4 ,e4 ,church1 and ,god gave us souls at every meeting1 and my heart rejoiced to see sinners coming to ,god4 ,notwithstanding ,i had my opposers ,i out-live them through the strength of ,him1 that yet loves ,his faithful followers4 ,after seeing so many displays of the miraculous power of ,god1 ,i returned to the city of ,baltimore1 with peace of conscience4 ,after which my mind was exercised to go to ,elicott's ,mills to preach in the ,african ,m4 ,e4 ,church1 and was accompanied by a dear sister1 previously having had conversation with ,bishop ,walters he sent a letter to the preacher in charge1 who received me with christian spirit4 ,in the morning ,i led class and in the afternoon ,i had an appointment1 and preached from the #eth ,chapter of ,st4 ,luke1 #ahth #aith verses4 ,a full house1 with attentive hearers1--praise ,god for a visitation of ,his ,spirit4 ,an humble groan is better than a sacrifice4 ,at night ,i spoke from the #gth ,chapter of ,hebrews1 #abth #acth verses1 and wonderful to relate1 if language could1 the power of feeling4 ,and well may it be said that feeling has no fellow4 ,on ,thursday night ,i spoke from the #fast ,chapter of ,isaiah1 #ast verse3 ,and truly ,i was anointed4 ,and one visible sign of the manifestation of the ,spirit of ,god was1 an aged lady was caused to cry aloud1 under the distress of mind1 and many more1 too tedious to mention4 ,during the whole week1 ,i continued to visit the sick1 c4 ,one case ,i here mention as a caution to those who procrastinate the day of ,salvation1 which is as follows4 ,by request1 ,i called to see a ,slave-holder of a tyrannical turn1 said to be very wicked4 ,but he had received a summons1 served by the officer ,death1 and ,i saw it pictured in his face2 previous to which ,i had heard of his selling two men from their wives1 recently4 ,i asked him what he thought of dying2 if he was prepared to meet the change4 ,he told me he was not4 ,he was very ill1 could not recover1 but wanted religion and could not get it2 but wished me to have prayers with him4 ,this ,i did1 but it was of no avail1 although it was truly solemn4 ,i then exhorted him to have faith in the merits of the blood of ,christ1 and then left him1 a repining subject for eternity4 8,don't you see how unexpected in my chariot ,i do ride1 ,convulsion fits1 ,plagues and ,fevers1 are the weapons by my side40 ,death4 ,after this1 ,i returned to ,baltimore1 and from thence ,i was conducted to ,springtown1 and spoke in the morning1 ,sunday1 #aa o'clock4 ,text1 in ,psalms4 ,no extra display in the afternoon4 ,brother ,h4 ,u41 held forth to a very large congregation4 ,at night ,i preached again4 ,by this time there was inroads made upon the minds of the people1--they caught the ,hallowed ,flame1 and some shouted1 while others were convicted and reclaimed1 and ,i was lifted up in ,word and ,doctrines of our ,lord and ,saviour ,jesus ,christ4 ,on ,monday night ,i held a ,prayer-meeting1--next morning ,i started for ,baltimore1 quite indisposed1 but being once more restored to health1 ,i preached on the following ,sabbath night in ,bethel ,church1 ,baltimore1 appointment by ,bishop ,walters4 ,text1 ,acts #ahth ,chapter1 #ith #ajth verses1 with special references1 from ,chapter #bj2 #aith1 #bjth1 #bast #bb;d verses4 ,on the ensuing ,wednesday night ,i preached again from ,prophet ,joel1 ,chapter #ast41 #ast vers4 ,the slain of the ,lord truly was many4 ,again ,i spoke from ,hebrews1 ,chapter #gth2 #abth #acth verses1 at #c o'clock1 ,p4 ,m41 and ,god's name was glorified4 ,i had great liberty of speech--bless the ,lord4 ,it is a good cause to live in1 but better to die in4 ,it is sweeter than life and stronger than death4 ,the ,bishop gave me an appointment on the following ,sabbath night4 ,text1 from one of ,peters' ,epistles1 #eth verse4 ,the word preached had its effect4 ,three persons were arrested under the power of ,god and felled to the floor at once4 ,the grand-mother and her daughter and grand-daughter cried aloud for mercy4 ,in the meanwhile a gentleman fell on his face and cried for ,sanctification2 and there was a general rumbling among the dry bones4 ,praise ,god1 for ,i feel the unction from on high1 while ,i hold my pen4 ,i next started for ,long ,green1 a distance of sixteen miles4 ,a sister ,i who had been travelling with me1 as also brother ,dunn1 accompanied us4 ,i spoke from ,acts #ag1 verse #ca4 ,three persons found peace1 several under serious impressions4 ,the word still had a lasting effect1 and they sent for us again4 ,we complied1 accompanied by our ,rev4 brother2 although the morning was very cold1 we were blest to get there in time for ,church1 and by the help of ,god1 ,i tried to speak to the people from these words4 8,although you tread upon scorpions and serpents1 they shall not hurt you1 having faith40 ,the word went out and did not return void2 for two found peace that day1 and we left some on the floor mourning for redemption in ,christ1 while others wore deep symptoms of serious impressions for the welfare of their souls4 ,we left at #d o'clock in the afternoon1 but the meeting continued until night4 ,may ,god continue to water every plant in ,zion4 ,i preached and sold my books1 and paid my own way4 ,i returned to ,philadelphia in ,december4 ,after ,i arrived my health was much impaired1 and ,i had a severe spell of sickness4 ,so ended #ahcf4 ,i commenced travelling ,march #aath1 #ahcg4 ,eight miles from ,philadelphia1 ,i preached three ,sermons4 ,two at ,blaketown1 ,n4 ,j41 after which ,i took ,steam-boat for ,st4 ,georges1 ,del41 to see my sister2 at the request of ,doct4 1 he being the main proprietor of the town1 ,i accepted an appointment and filled it4 ,i then spent a few days with my sister1 and left for ,salem1 ,n4 ,j4 ,preached two ,sermons on ,sabbath day1 two miles from ,salem1 and we had a good meeting1--for1 where the ,lord is1 there is liberty4 ,on ,wednesday left for ,greenwich1 preached three times1 and the ,lord was there in power1 and my soul witnessed it4 ,from thence ,i proceeded to and there truly was a revival among the people1 which gave me encouragement to trust in ,god4 ,from there ,i proceeded on to ,port ,elizabeth1 and spoke in the ,ebenezer ,church1 to a very large and respectable congregation from seventh chapter1 ,hebrews1 #abth #acth verses4 ,on ,sunday #c o'clock1 ,p4 ,m41 ,i preached at the same ,church1 then ,i proceeded six miles further and preached one ,sermon to the ,forgemen1 and tried to give them the ,gospel1 but ,i did not feel that liberty of ,spiritual fellowship as ,i did at many places1 to see professing ,christians working hard on the ,sabbath at the forge1 and then walk into ,church1 to keep the ,sabbath ,holy is1 in my opinion1 altogether out of the question4 ,however ,i returned from that place the same night1 and on ,monday ,i left for ,goshen1 ,cape ,may1 to see my aged mother1 then #gh years of age4 ,i found her happy in the ,lord1 and my sister also4 ,i preached three sermons on ,cape ,may and left them as ,i found them1 in the hands of ,god4 ,i arrived on my return1 at ,port ,elizabeth on the next ,sabbath morning1 filled an appointment both morning and night4 ,next morning ,i took stage for ,philadelphia1 where ,i arrived on ,june #eth1 found all well4 ,our ,conference being held in ,may1 ,i concluded ,i must have some of the ,feast4 ,three or four days after this ,i proceeded to ,new ,york1 from there on to ,albany1 ,elder ,williams having charge of the ,church4 ,i preached nine sermons4 ,some revivals1 some joined the ,church1 and members strengthened in the ,faith of ,christ4 ,i also visited ,troy1 preached three ,sermons there1 one for a white congregation4 ,we had a good meeting2 and ,i was well treated by the friends4 ,on my return to ,albany ,i preached two sermons--and truly enjoyed myself in the ,lord4 ,i then returned to ,new ,york with an appeal to the conscience of every man1 as regards my endeavors to do good1--bless the ,lord4 ,duty makes labor light4 ,my visit was to be accomplished in ,new ,york and ,brooklyn4 ,rev4 ,wm4 ,c4 1 having charge at both places1 gave me appointments4 ,preached four sermons in ,new ,york1 five in ,brooklyn and two in ,flushing and one in ,williamsburg4 ,knowing my religious visits were nearly closed for the present1 ,i availed myself of the opportunity of visiting the different ,schools1 the most impressive was that of ,mr4 ,louis ,tappan1 which ,i think exceeded all ,i had ever seen2 the principles in different branches which had been1 and in some instances1 are yet hid from the people of color1 to deprive them of their enjoyments1 were here taught them1 which greatly helped to elevate them to a position that would command respect through the short voyage of life4 ,these are the proceeds of vital piety4 8,do unto all men1 as ye would they should do unto you40 ,love1 truly1 is the fulfilment of the ,law4 ,o6 may the day speedily come when the yoke of oppression shall be finally destroyed4 ,under a striking impulse of gratitude1 and at the request of ,mr4 ,tappan1 ,i delivered a short address and then left the ,school with the answer to a good conscience4 ,then leaving ,new ,york1 ,i arrived at ,new ,brunswick1 where ,i was kindly received4 ,preached three sermons2 truly1 the ,lord was there in power4 ,next ,i proceeded to ,rahway1 preached four sermons1 and some were added to the church4 ,from that to ,princeton1 and preached four sermons4 ,no particular display of ,god's power2 yet my soul rejoices in hope of the promise4 8,if ,israel is not gathered1 ,jacob shall not lose his reward40 ,i then left for ,trenton1 met a ,quarterly ,meeting1 and the ,elder gave me two appointments4 ,his labors had been very successful on his circuit4 ,i then left for ,philadelphia1 and found my friends well4 ,this being the month of ,november1 ,i remained a-while in the city4 ,i preached in ,bethel ,church and the ,union also4 ,dec4 #bnd ,i left for ,new-,hope1 with a sister speaker4 ,she and myself attended two churches by the permission of the ,elder1 ,r4 ,r4 4 ,i preached five sermons before ,christmas1 #ast at brother ,s's house1 #bnd at the ,mountain1 and #crd in the new church2 praise ,god for it4 8,long expected1 seen at last40 ,the #ast text as follows3 8,wisdom is justified of her children10 c4 it was a time long to be remembered4 ,i preached the ,watch-,night sermon ,christmas ,eve1 from ,matt4 #bnd chap4 and #ajth verse1 and during my stay until ,new-,years ,eve1 there was great good done in the name of the ,holy ,child ,jesus4 ,in travelling towards ,frankford ,i stopped at ,holmesburg for the purpose of warning some persons of approaching danger1 but finding an intimate friend of mine very ill1 ,i paid her a religious visit1 which gave me much satisfaction to see her resignation unto death4 ,i purposed leaving next morning for ,frankford at #i o'clock1 but she died1 and the ,elder and preacher being at a far distance from there1 by special request ,i attended the funeral1 and after a short sermon at the house ,i had to commit the body to the earth1 as no other person was present to do it4 ,i then left for ,frankford1 preached four sermons which was profitable through ,god's grace4 ,feb'ry4 #afth1 ,i started for ,attleboro4 ,i spoke from the following passages3 ,romans #fth chap4 #bast #bb;d #bc;d verses4 ,also from the #hth ,chapter1 #cfth #cgth verses4 ,at first it seemed like seed sown in stony ground1 but the deadness began to remove1 and life1 light and immortality was come to pass through the preaching of the ,cross of ,christ4 ,i preached one sermon in ,ben-,salem1 and held a prayer meeting1 and the ,lord smiled upon us1 and truly some had in a measure lost their first love1 and others who had not defiled their garments1 but contended for the fulfilment of the promise4 ,now1 coming towards ,philadelphia1 ,i found my son and my friends all well4 ,after preaching one hundred and forty-six sermons and travelling nine hundred and ninety-nine miles4 ,in ,april1 ,i felt impressed to visit ,reading1 ,pa41 which ,i did1 and met some that ,i had met with years before1 testifying that ,god is ,god1 and changes not4 ,i preached five sermons1 and truly ,i must say that the ,gospel is prevailing4 ,some few years previous there was not one member of church1 now there is a good church and a large society4 ,i now went to ,norristown1 spoke five times and led class4 ,a man formerly lived there that played on the violin1 but leaving his place of residence went to ,philadelphia and embraced religion1 and was called to go to the people of that town to preach the gospel to them1 and the ,lord blessed his labors1 and they now live in hope of a better resurrection4 ,july #aeth1 #ahch1 ,i left for ,westchester1 preached two sermons4 ,from there ,i went to ,chichester1 from that to the ,valley1 laboring as ,i passed along to lively congregations4 ,on the #bc;d ,i left for ,columbia1 calling on ,rev4 ,s4 ,s4 1 he gave me three appointments4 ,god revived his work in the hearts of his people1 and while my pen moves my heart burns with love to ,god4 ,next ,i left for ,west-town and visited some aged friends1 such as could not get to the church1 and two remarkable ones in particular1 which were regarded as pillars of the church4 ,i was conducted on board the canal boat for ,lewistown4 ,i had a pleasant passage1 arrived at #a or #b o'clock1 ,a4 ,m4 and was kindly treated by them4 ,preached four sermons to a hard people4 ,i was sick during my stay1 my system was much debilitated before ,i reached ,pittsburg2 however1 ,i pressed on to ,huntingdon1 found a small society suffering for want of help4 ,i was received by all the brethren1 preached five sermons1 rode #aa miles and spoke to the ,forgemen1 but through bad management the congregation was small1 but the word had its effect2 the souls of the redeemed are precious4 ,i next proceeded to ,hollidaysburg4 ,took passage by stage at night1 arrived at #h o'clock ,a4 ,m4 ,i was kindly received by a gentleman belonging to ,wesley church1 and entertained in a friendly manner4 ,preached two sermons to a comfortable congregation1 and then left for ,johnstown4 ,after ,i got out of the car ,i thought it almost the last end of the world as regards accommodations4 ,i had to stand near one hour before ,i could get a person to carry my trunk4 ,the ,captain was kind and offered to send me a person1 but ,i got a man at last to take my trunk there4 ,his wife was kind1 although ,i introduced myself to her1 knowing her to be the ,barber's wife4 ,she sent for him to come in1 and then introduced me to her husband4 ,when he sat down he said1 8you preach do you80 ,i try1 said ,i4 8,do you understand the ,scriptures80 ,some parts of it1 was my answer4 ,he appointed a meeting1 and the time arrived1 congregation gathered4 ,when ,i commenced ,i felt a little confusion in the house1 but in a few minutes every thing was still1 and we had a solemn waiting upon the ,lord2 after which the ,barber closed the service4 ,so ,i left them4 ,a brother informed me that the chief ,magistrate of the town said we must hold another meeting and he would attend it1 but the preacher did not seem to feel interested for the welfare of souls2 for this cause ,i took passage on steam boat for ,pittsburg1 which was pleasant although crowded4 ,the last day being ,sabbath1 ,i sat in serious meditation on the beauties of ,creation and the plan of ,redemption4 ,there were some lady passengers from ,charleston that enjoyed religion would come and sit by me to read4 ,when about to leave1 one of them requested me to pray for her husband and daughter4 ,i hope that ,elijah's ,god will prosper her desire for their welfare4 ,we arrived at ,pittsburg about #h o'clock1 ,p4 ,m4 ,i was conducted to the house of a worthy ,father in ,israel1 where ,i remained awhile1 preached four or five sermons in ,pittsburg4 ,my mind still urging me on to ,brownsville2 and the ,lord opened the way4 ,the ,elder of the circuit coming into ,pittsburg1 made a way for me1 and provided me with a sister to accompany me4 ,the ,lord blessed the labors of his servants4 ,in three months time there were one hundred and ten added to his circuit4 ,some converts1 some mourners4 ,five out of one family fell in love with this ,heaven-born plan1 ,i commenced my winter journey the #ajth of ,december4 ,i left ,pittsburg for a ,quarterly ,meeting at ,williamsport2 it was a tedious journey4 ,we had to walk seven miles1 and on entering the town we met a brother coming to meet us with a conveyance4 ,that night the meeting commenced1 and truly the battle was the ,lord's4 ,six were slain by his mighty power1 and the faith of believers strengthened4 ,i spoke at #aa o'clock from the #abth ,chapter of ,isaiah1 #eth #fth verses1 and at night again1 to a crowded house of well-behaved people4 ,elder ,clemens1 a successful laborer for the ,lord was on this circuit4 ,after preaching1 the mourner's bench was erected1 and the slain of the ,lord were many4 ,this meeting continued two days and nights1 after which our ,love-feast took place4 ,the ,lord was in the midst1 and the people were crying for mercy in every direction4 ,the ,wesleyan ,methodists opened their church and gave me an appointment on ,monday at #c o'clock1 ,p4 ,m41 after which the ,elder gave us privilege to hold prayer meetings1 which continued all night1 was very successful1 and a revival took place with both white and colored people1 and one of the members informed me there were thirty persons added to the church that time4 ,praise ,god for the victory4 ,the world cannot withstand ,its ancient conqueror2 ,it sure must fall beneath the hand ,that arms us for the war3 ,we then rested a few days and started for ,uniontown1 a female travelling with me2 and we were received very kindly by ,bro4 ,jackson and wife1 and the friends generally4 ,i preached out at the forge to an attentive people and felt both life and liberty4 ,the ,elder returning from his circuit1 preached again1 and five united with us in the ,church1 after which the ,elder formed a new ,society1 fourteen miles distant4 ,i then preached in the white ,m4 ,e4 ,church to a very attentive congregation1 whose groans ascended the hill of the ,lord1 and ,i felt his presence in a powerful manner--text1 ,isaiah lix4 #a v4 ,on #bdth of ,december the ,elder held a watch-night1 and on the #beth we started for ,ridge ,port again4 ,i received the morning appointment and the ,elder preached at night1 and the ,lord continued to pour out his ,spirit upon the people1 which caused a general revival4 ,ten joined the ,church on trial4 ,some we left mourning for the redemption in ,christ1 while others seemed to be in full stretch for the ,kingdom of ,god4 ,i had a previous invitation to a church five miles distant on the turnpike1 and ,i spoke in the morning at #aa o'clock1 and just closed the sermon1 when a gentleman came with a swift horse and vehicle on express for me to come and fill an appointment for them at #c o'clock ,p4 ,m41 and accordingly went4 ,we arrived between #b and #c o'clock4 ,i met a large congregation of very respectable people1 and preached from these words3 8,the ,spirit of the ,lord ,god is upon me10 c4 ,the next ,wednesday ,i attended an appointment in ,greenfield in the old ,m4 ,e4 church2 it was a very stormy night1 and ,i thought from the inclemency of the weather there would be no person out2 but through the perseverance of the ,brother and his wife that came for me1 there was quite a large congregation gathered1 after which he handed me up in the pulpit1 and ,i endeavored to preach from these words3 8,we have found him of whom ,moses and the ,prophets did write10 and ,i must say that the christian groans that were uttered1 and the hearty ,amens that ascended the hill of ,zion1 were answered seemingly as with coals of fire from ,god's holy altar1 which warmed every heart4 ,pray ,god to carry on the work4 ,thy banner unfurl1 ,bid the nation surrender2 ,and own ,thee their ,god1 ,their ,king1 and ,defender4 ,some hundreds were added to that circuit that year1 ending ,february1 #ahci4 ,in a few days ,i left for ,williamsport1 where ,i remained a few days at ,bro4 ,c's41 and attended several very good meetings at ,washington1 ,pa4 ,i had an appointment given me by the ,elder of the white ,m4 ,e4 ,church1 which ,i accepted4 ,by special request1 ,i visited a white young lady in the last stage of consumption1 and after conversing with her about the salvation of her soul1 ,i received great satisfaction1 who ,i trust now rests in ,abraham's bosom4 ,i attended a quarterly meeting at ,washington1 and ,i heard some powerful exhortations--,god owned the word and by his infinite power arrested a woman who formerly kept a dance house1 and with her1 her family also1 7saving her husband who had lately died17 and they1 five in number1 cried aloud for mercy at the hand of ,god1 and afterwards joined the church2 the old lady appeared very serious1 and they all spoke well in ,love-feast4 ,i had a special invitation1 by letter1 to go to ,waynesburg1 which ,i received1 and spoke in the old ,methodist church1 after being conveyed there by a brother that was sent for me expressly4 ,on ,wednesday evening ,i spoke in the ,court house2 it was in the month of ,february1 and the walking was very difficult2 the friends were very kind2 but few colored persons1 only two members of the church1 and six joined4 ,i spoke for them five times--after discharging my duty ,i left in peace with ,god and man4 ,on my return to ,washington1 ,i spent a week or ten days1 and preached on ,sabbath day1 and at night three sermons4 ,the ,mayor of the city declared his intention to impose a heavy punishment upon any person or persons disturbing any church1 and it had the effect to make some of the wildest of the rabble behave themselves in the church with respect1 while ,i endeavored to declare the oracles of truth4 ,after which ,i left for ,meconnoburg1 and preached eleven sermons4 ,in ,march ,i left for ,pittsburg1 and we met in joy2 and at my first appointment ,i spoke from ,isaiah c4 #ej1 v4 #ca4 ,i then rested three or four weeks1 during which time my mind become much exercised to go to ,cincinnati--it was difficult to travel1 but ,god always makes a way for his people4 ,a friend both to ,god and me1 got a passage for me on board of a ,steamboat1 with a preacher and his family1 and on my arrival1 ,i was recommended to friends there1 ,elder ,king and wife1 and ,i found them4 ,i told them it was my business to preach4 ,an appointment was given me4 ,i spoke several times1 and the ,lord approbated the efforts of the feeble worm1 and believers were built up in the most holy faith4 ,my visit was joyous4 ,my pamphlets went off as by a wind1 the ,elder recommending them very highly1 and also encouraged me to have the #b;d edition printed1 which ,i had done--there being then one thousand more for sale1 in which ,i was successful4 ,five joined the church after the last sermon4 ,i then left for ,dayton1 ,ohio1 and found a large church and building4 ,the colored population there was very large--there ,i preached six sermons1 and one in the other church4 ,i was aided by both churches4 ,i then took steamboat for ,hambleton1 a well situated place1 and preached two sermons2 had a good visit1 much favored of the ,lord1 although the members were much scattered abroad4 ,but a worthy brother1 a man of ,god1 had settled there and formed a ,society of some twenty persons1 which was still prosperous4 ,after preaching two sermons1 ,i took passage in steamboat for ,cincinnati2 remained there awhile until ,i had some new direction opened to my mind1 where ,i might call the people to the arms of ,christ4 ,the recent printing of my tracts1 had caused me to be very scarce of money1 7price of printing #ajjj copies1 #ch47 ,there were individuals who helped me in a way for travelling4 ,the ,elder being absent that ,sabbath morning1 there was some disorder prevailed among some who seemed double-minded1 yet they were officers4 ,but ,god can make a way where there appears to be no way4 ,mrs4 ,e4 ,j41 her husband and children1 made me a present of seven dollars1 and another friend interceded for me in getting a good cabin passage in a comfortable boat1 and no distinction--captain was a gentleman4 ,i enjoyed sweet communion with the spirit of the ,lord4 ,but a painful circumstance took place near our journey's end1 which seemed to me awful in the extreme4 ,there was a woman on board of the boat who was called insane4 ,i thought she was laboring under a despair of mind4 ,she had seen herself a dreadful sinner1 and set in a melancholy position2 at times only she would seemingly arouse and ask us not to let them hurt her4 ,on one occasion ,i asked her how she felt4 ,she answered1 8,i hear some persons talking2 they will hurt me--,i would drown myself1 but it is such a sin40 ,a lady and myself strove to comfort her1 after which the lady read to her respecting the storms4 ,she set very quiet1 then she suddenly arose to her feet1 and said she must pray4 ,i told her to kneel down by my side1 which she did very orderly2 she first prayed in ,dutch2 ,i could not understand her only as she said ,god or ,jesus1 and then she prayed in ,english very feeling1 then clapped her hands and said he has taken a load off me--this was about #aj or #aa o'clock1 ,a4 ,m4 ,she arose1 washed her face and hands1 combed her hair1 and then put on a cap and looked like another person1 and thus remained until candle-light1 she and the young lady walking and talking4 ,i was reading and felt greatly relieved from the care of her4 ,suddenly the chambermaid came in and asked me for her1 and it seemed only five minutes since ,i missed her4 ,the captain made search1 went down on the deck and there found her1 but she begged so hard to stay there that he left her4 ,the boat arrived at ,portsmouth next morning at sunrise1 and that morning at #h o'clock1 she was seen to jump overboard4 ,they lowered a boat and tried to save her1 but before they reached her she sank to rise no more2 and on the authority of ,god's word1 ,i say1 no self-murderer hath eternal life4 ,reader1 be careful1 exceedingly careful1 how you trifle with the spirit of ,god1 lest it should take its flight and leave thee to undergo eternal punishment4 ,take the warning1 turn and live1 ,and ,god will his ,spirit give4 ,after landing1 ,i felt to be a stranger in a strange land1 but the ,lord ever provides in time of need4 ,accordingly ,i was conducted by a gentleman and introduced to a friend who received me and treated me kindly1 and in a few days introduced me to one of the ,trustees1 who welcomed me to the ,church4 ,now ,i began to feel the spirit of my station4 ,on ,thursday night ,i filled an appointment4 ,it was altogether a strange thing to hear a woman preach there1 so it made quite an excitement1 which made my labor very heavy1 as the people were all eyes and prayed none4 ,but on ,sabbath day we had a crowded house1 and an old backslider fell to the floor like ,dagon before the ,ark4 ,six joined the church on probation4 ,on next ,sabbath1 ,elder ,peters' quarterly meeting took place1 which was greatly enjoyed by all present4 ,i met many of my friends from ,pittsburg and other places1 and we rejoiced together4 ,one day in the house of the ,lord is more than a thousand in the courts of the wicked4 ,the first ,sabbath ,i spoke to the class1 five fell to the floor under the influence of ,god's power4 ,two days afterward we left for ,gallopeler quarterly meeting2 took passage on board of steamboat1 which was very pleasant1 without distinction4 ,when we arrived1 it being night1 a gentleman conducted us to our lodgings and introduced us1 where we were kindly received4 ,i preached one sermon to a small society that seemed almost without a shepherd to look to their welfare4 ,i was astonished at the situation of the church--after which time the ,elder came4 ,a ,baptist society occupied the house in the morning1 and in the afternoon the ,elder preached--it was a dull time indeed1 none joined4 ,at night ,i tried to preach1 but could not tell what the ,lord had done for them people1 for they seemed both barren and unfruitful4 ,i felt an anxiety to go to ,chillicothe1 for which place ,i took passage and arrived on ,wednesday2 found a large field of labor open4 ,i preached on the next night 7,thursday7 to a very large and well informed congregation4 ,i then took passage via canal1 and my mind was much exercised1 indeed1 somewhat uncommon4 ,text #ast1 ,thessalonians3 8,because iniquity abounds the love of many waxed cold1 but they that endure to the end the same shall be saved40 ,text #b;d3 8,for ,christ sent me not to baptize1 but to preach the gospel lest the cause of ,christ should be made of non effect40 ,text #c;d4 ,prov4 #eth c4 #fth v41 ,i preached again from these words3 8,all flesh is as grass40 ,fifth and last3 8,i am the true ,vine10 c4 ,my visit being out1 ,i left for ,williamsport in peace with ,god1 likewise the brethren1 as the friends had used me very kind4 ,after the quarterly meeting1 we all took passage with the ,elder for ,pittsburg1 to meet the conference4 ,i there met the ,rt4 ,rev4 ,bishop1 and others ,i was glad to see4 ,i remained there two or three weeks1 and preached four sermons4 ,both preachers and people used me like christians4 ,the conference was largely attended with ministers from every direction4 ,the ,bishop granted an open house for persons to visit and hear the arrangements and appointments on the circuits4 ,the preaching was very good1 and it seemed as if the word fell heavy upon the hearts of the ,king's enemies2 a general revival took place4 ,the ,bishop gave me an appointment during the conference4 ,after my visit came to a close1 ,i was exercised to leave for ,philadelphia4 ,a lady1 named ,mrs4 ,dorsey1 being acquainted with one of the captains of the boats1 succeeded in procuring a comfortable passage for me for #ae1 and #c for board1 making #ah in all1 when it was #dh from ,philadelphia to ,pittsburg4 ,i felt grateful towards ,god for his mindfulness of me4 ,the captain was a gentleman1 and the passengers of the first circle1 and ,i enjoyed their company4 ,when we changed boats at ,hollidaysburg1 the captain put me on the fast line that ,i might arrive at ,philadelphia in the day4 ,there was a white lady on the boat with me1 bound to ,philadelphia1 who had travelled from ,new ,orleans4 ,a gentleman who was coming to the city1 seeing her lonely situation and also mine1 he never left the cars until he saw each of our baggages in the omnibus and starting for our doors--a gentleman indeed4 ,thus ended this journey1 ,sept4 #ahci4 ,after my arrival1 my first inquiry was after the state of health of my son and his family1 and to my great disappointment ,i found that my little grandson had died4 ,this was startling news to me1 you may think1 but the ,lord removed him for some wise purpose of his providence1 and in this ,i felt perfectly resigned to his will1 with a heart of gratitude for my protection and safe arrival at home4 ,i remained in the city about three months1 and received appointments in our churches on ,thursday nights1 although in years past ,i always had them at any time1 ,sunday afternoons not excepted4 ,in ,philadelphia1 ,n4 ,york1 ,baltimore1 and all the principal cities1 from #ajj to #ajjj miles distant1 as ,i travelled under the reign of the first ,bishop ,rt4 ,rev4 ,richard ,allen1 ,i have been instrumental in the hands of ,god of gaining many hundreds of dollars for the connexion1 by raising societies where there never had been any1 since which time they have grown to such a mass as to build large churches1 and that in different places1 and likewise have spent hundreds1 but don't regret it1 as ,i was about the work of ,him that sent me1 for which my reward is promised if ,i but hold out faithful4 ,now1 pray for me1 ,that while on earth ,i roam2 ,that with the joyful ,jubilee1 ,i may arrive at home4 ,i again was impressed upon to go into the western part of the ,state of ,pennsylvania and labor for the ,lord1 as the field appeared large before me4 ,about this time sister ,elaw1 a speaker belonging under the jurisdiction of the ,e4 ,methodist connexion1 coming to this place1 she received an appointment which had been given to me1 and ,i closed the meeting after her1 and we enjoyed good seasons together4 ,the greatest display of ,god's power seemed visible in a ,protestant congregation2 sister preached1 and ,i gave an exhortation and closed1 in which there was a great shout for victory4 ,i was informed by those that were in the spirit1 that they saw the glory of ,god like a sun over the pulpit1 and a face shone after it1 thus the battle was the ,lord's4 ,my sister leaving for ,england to visit the world's convention1 ,i started alone4 ,my first appointment was over ,schuylkill--then ,i was conveyed nine miles farther1 preached three sermons1 and then returned to the city2 on the following week ,i left again for ,lancaster1 ,pa41 but meeting friends going to ,columbia ,i went with them4 ,the meetings were attended by the spirit of ,god1 and the speakers felt the spirit of their station1 and the feast was glorious2 over thirty were added to the church in less than a week1 and many of them found peace with ,god4 ,from thence ,i went to ,marietta1 preached two sermons1 and then left for ,lancaster4 ,the ,lord owned the word spoken1 and after preaching1 ten joined the church4 8,praise the ,lord1 for ,he only doeth great wonders40--,psalms4 ,i then proceeded on to ,carlisle4 ,seemingly the wolf had got in among the fold and had scattered some clear away4 ,but ,god's word will have its effect where it is promulgated in its purity4 ,the consequence was1 we had a great rejoicing4 ,i preached six sermons1 including one for the ,protestant ,methodists4 ,i employed my time1 as usual1 endeavoring to explain the effects of the everlasting gospel of the kingdom1 even in common conversation4 ,the happy seasons ,i have seen are ever memorable to me1 and my prayer is1 that all ,israel may be saved1 not only from the trials of life1 but from the power of hell4 ,i then proceeded to ,harrisburg1 preached one sermon to a good congregation1 and felt considerable liberty in speaking4 ,i left next morning for ,marietta2 it was a very cold day2 sometimes ,i rode in a slay and sometimes in a carriage4 ,i preached one sermon on ,sabbath1 and next day took passage in a slay for ,columbia4 ,i stopped a few days1 preached one sermon1 then left for ,penningtonville4 ,i preached there on ,sabbath day to a good congregation of different denominations--it was a glorious day to my soul4 ,upon the authority of ,god's word1 there need be no doubt about religion1 for they that have it carry the witness within themselves4 ,thus1 having finished my visit with a peace of conscience1 ,i returned to ,philadelphia1 ,march #ast1 and found all my friends well4 ,i waited in the temple of the ,lord and preached several times4 ,i felt anxious to go to ,baltimore on a visit to the general conference1 being the first of that kind held there for many years4 ,after mentioning it to the ,bishop1 he said ,i should be paid for it if ,i wished to go1 for which ,i felt very grateful4 ,after making the necessary preparations by arranging my clothes1 c41 the morning came for to start2 the boat was to leave ,philadelphia at #f o'clock1 ,a4 ,m4 ,my mind had been somewhat divided about going to ,n4 ,york1 as ,i wanted to see the convention of the ,american ,anti-,slavery ,society4 ,but on my way to the ,baltimore boat1 in company with a young sister1 my mind was suddenly arrested by a strange sensation1 which proceeded from some supernatural cause1 followed by a voice which seemingly spake thus3 8a watery grave6 a watery grave660 ,i told the sister what had been revealed to me1 yet not half a square from the house4 ,she believed as ,i did1 and ,i consequently turned back with an impression ,i should be drowned if ,i went1 as ,i seemingly saw the water4 8,how unsearchable are ,god's judgments1 and his ways are past finding out40 ,the same month1 ,april1 ,i was sent for in great haste to visit ,cape ,may1 to see my aged mother1 as it was thought for the last time1 as she was very ill1 at the advanced age of #hb years4 ,i went and remained with her several weeks1 when she nearly recovered4 ,i then filled several appointments unexpectedly4 ,but my way was ,i know not where4 ,during my stay there ,i lost a nephew #ab years of age1 whom ,i trust rests4 ,but ,i should have mentioned1 the day ,i returned from the ,baltimore boat1 ,i took passage at #b o'clock1 ,p4 ,m41 for ,burlington1 and preached for them on ,sabbath day at a quarterly meeting1 and second day after ,i left for ,new ,york and arrived the first day the convention sat1 which ,i attended in company with ,mrs4 ,h4 ,lane1 who was ever zealous in the good cause of liberty and the rights of all1 and ,i heard some very eloquent speeches which pleased me very much1 and my heart responded with this instruction3 8,do unto all men as you would they should do unto you20 and as we are all children of one parent1 no one is justified in holding slaves4 ,i felt that the spirit of ,god was in the work1 and also felt it my duty to unite with this ,society4 ,doubtless the cause is good1 and ,i pray ,god to forward on the work of abolition until it fills the world1 and then the gospel will have free course to every nation1 and in every clime4--,after the convention was over ,i returned to ,philadelphia1 and prepared for a long journey4 ,but previously ,i visited a part of ,rev4 ,turner's circuit--,jersey1 viz4 of ,burlington1 ,trenton1 c4 ,his charge was extensive and laborers were much wanted4 ,i endeavored to preach two sermons in ,burlington1 and in other places nine more1 and then visited ,allentown and preached three sermons4 ,i visited a camp meeting and never saw a greater display of ,god's power1 for truly signs and wonders followed the preaching of the cross of ,christ1 while the voice of prayer made sinners stare and filled them with awe and wonder4 ,i also preached to a small society five miles farther1 called ,lawrenceville1 after which ,i returned to ,trenton1 ,princeton1 c41 and in a few days ,i left for ,brunswick4 ,i left for this journey in #ahdc1 in one of the brother's own conveyance1 for which ,i felt very thankful4 ,i filled several appointments1 and then left for ,new ,york1 where ,i remained several weeks1 and proposed the holding of a protracted meeting to the ,elder ,boggs1 in charge1 and he thought well of it1 and appointed one1 and it seemed that the people truly had a mind to work1 and the ,lord blessed our labors4 ,i preached on two ,sabbath nights and once in the middle of the week4 ,a revival broke out and twenty-one were added to the church1 and it concluded with a victorious ,love-feast1 glory to ,god4 ,during my absence my son was taken very ill with a severe disease1 and ,i felt very anxious to see him after an absence of several months2 consequently in ,december ,i left ,n4 ,york on my return1 and ,i found him much better than ,i expected1 which greatly relieved my mind4 ,i preached once in the ,bethel1 once in the ,wesley church1 which came in the connexion1 ,hurst ,st41 and other places1 but soon finished my work in this city1 and notwithstanding the severity of the winter1 ,i returned to ,rahway1 and found the friends very kind to me4 ,i thank the ,lord for giving them hearts to be so1 as the winter was trying4 ,i preached ten sermons during my stay1 in which time a great revival took place in the church1 and many were added1 amongst whom was a ,rev4 father ,e1 who had left our church but at this time returned1 and truly we made use of that very appropriate phrase3 8,the dead is alive and the lost is found10 and the brother rejoiced much1 seeing the ,providence of ,god4 ,now ,i began to feel my labors nearly completed in that part4 ,i returned to ,n4 ,york 7as my visit was not accomplished in that city7 on the #ast of ,march1 #ahda1 and tarried some time1 after which ,i took passage on steamboat for ,new ,haven and arrived there at #a o'clock1 ,p4 ,m4 ,i was conducted by carriage to ,mr4 ,b's1 and his family was kind2 on next ,wednesday ,i was taken to a brother's house1 near the meeting house1 which they commenced in ,january1 and ,i preached in it in ,march4 ,being a people there whose minds were much cultivated1 ,i felt at liberty to speak1 believing ,god would own his word1 which he did1 and we had a revival4 ,but ,lucifer had prepared an engine to play upon it and put it out4 ,but we had some firm members that turned neither to the right or left1 as the scripture saith 8the righteous shall hold on their way40 ,ah6 reader1 many scenes ,i have passed through1 but ,i yet live by faith in the ,son of ,god4 ,i preached twenty-one sermons1 and made my home at brother ,white's1 near the church2 this saved me from a great deal of exposure in going to and returning from the church4 ,i perceived their slothfulness in coming out to ,sabbath morning services4 ,my first text was ,rev4 i1 #aj4 ,god was with us truly1 for signs and wonders followed1 and we commenced a protracted meeting1 and on the fifth night there were fourteen mourning souls at the anxious bench4 ,after a stay of seven weeks1 ,i felt at liberty to leave them1 which ,i did1 and arrived in ,new ,york on the #bdth of ,april4 ,elder ,b4 gave me an appointment the ensuing ,sabbath morning in ,bethel church4 ,after that ,i went over to ,brooklyn and spoke three or four times1 but my heart mourned to see such a great falling off that had taken place in a few months past4 ,but the conference sit there1 and they had good preaching1 and the congregation soon began to increase4 ,the brothers were kind to me and gave me appointments at different places4 ,i continued to travel round about1 and spoke a number of times in ,flushing1 eight sermons in ,jamaica1 three in ,flatbush1 three in ,huntingdon south1 three in ,glencove1 and then returned to ,brooklyn again1 and remained awhile with a sister who was ever kind to me1 for which ,i hope ,god will reward her1 with others4 ,there was a camp-meeting to commence that week of my return1 to be held by ,rev4 ,boggs1 near ,harvest ,straw1 and ,i through invitation went in company--it was a very rainy time1 but we had a great meeting1 and ,i received two appointments4 ,we caught no cold1 and the christians rejoiced in the victories of the ,cross1 for we believed the ,lord would shelter us even in the midst of storm4 ,having a great desire to go to ,massachusetts1 ,i paid my way to ,harvest ,straw to take the boat1 but was disappointed1 not being in time1 after which ,i had to pay a gentleman to convey me ten miles and conduct me safe on board of the boat for ,albany4 ,i had a pleasant cabin passage for #a4ej4 ,on my arrival ,i employed a person to convey me and my baggage to a friend's house1 and when ,i got there1 they being absent1 ,i did not stop even for breakfast1 but returned to a ,n4 ,york boat that stopped at ,hudson1 and there to take passage by ,railroad4 ,on my arrival1 ,i found the cars did not start until #d o'clock1 ,p4 ,m4 ,it then occurred to my mind that ,i was in ,hudson unexpectedly1 and truly the hand of the ,lord must be in it1 as ,i wanted to visit that place some time before4 ,i then went out in search of some of my own people of color1 trying to find out if ,i could get a place to preach in on my return1 as ,i felt anxious to call the fallen sons and daughters of ,adam4 ,when about to start in the cars for ,stockbridge1 one of the brothers of the church went in company with me to the camp4 ,by #g o'clock we were safely landed and found the meeting prosperous1 and ,i felt warm for the battle1 as though ,i must press through fire or water4 ,we had one mile to walk or pay #be cents--after walking the distance1 we found the tent that the ,albany friends were accommodated at2 soon after which the ,elder heard of it and called upon me1 which seemed to approbate my coming to his camp4 ,i felt a great degree of liberty1 believing myself to be in the right place4 ,after several other strangers had labored in their turn1 the ,elder gave me another appointment on ,saturday night4 ,i endeavored to speak as ,god gave ability1 and a brother closed meeting after me4 ,on ,sabbath morning at #aj o'clock1 ,i tried to speak again to a large congregation4 ,it rained very heavy1 but they gave the best attention and withstood the storm in all quietness2 ,i felt free1 the tongue was loosed1 the lip was touched1 and the heart was warm1 which seemed to operate with the language of the text1 in ,rev43 8,i was in the spirit on the ,lord's day40 ,the ,lord owned the word1 and the hearty ,amens that went up1 caused the woods to echo4 ,a white ,methodist gentleman was present1 who had become almost choked to death with the glutted cares of this world2 while sitting1 ,god through his mercy1 sent his awakening power to his heart1 and he rejoiced louder than others1 telling me he was glad the ,lord had sent me1 that his mind had been overcharged with the cares of this life truly1 and all of this while ,israel shouted for the battle4 ,the wicked were somewhat rude on ,sunday night1 and the ,elder gave a very appropriate address to the gentlemen of the ,state of ,massachusetts1 showing how our rights were invaded1 after which the gentlemen took it on themselves to guard the camp ground1 and we had good order4 ,the breaking up was a time long to be remembered1 and on that day at #ab o'clock ,i left for ,hudson4 ,i there preached one or two sermons1 visited the sick1 c41 and was then taken to ,pittsfield1 preached one sermon1 and then proceeded by stage to ,hudson city1 where ,i remained a while with a kind sister and her daughter4 ,i attended the church on ,sabbath morning and enjoyed a good sermon delivered by the ,elder4 ,at #b o'clock1 ,p4 ,m41 ,i tried to preach in the same church to a full congregation4 ,text from the general epistle of ,james1 #ast ,chapter #beth verse4 ,at night ,i spoke in the old ,methodist church for the first time1 from these words2 8,we have found him of whom ,moses and the ,prophet's did write1 ,jesus of ,nazereth1 the son of ,joseph40 ,my mind was much exercised on the subject2 receiving light from ,heaven4 ,i preached one sermon in the ,school-,house at ,catskill from these words2 8,i will give you power to tread on serpents and scorpions1 and they shall not harm you40 ,the ,lord was there of a truth4 ,after this1 by request1 ,i spoke in the white ,methodist church from these words3 8,therefore1 cast not away your confidence1 which has great recompense of reward40 ,the ,lord was there1 and assisted the clay to speak in his name4 ,on ,monday night ,i spoke from these words of ,paul to the ,hebrews3 8,if the words spoken by ,angels1 are steadfast10 c41 which had its desired effect4 ,on ,saturday ,i left for ,albany1 taking with me a good report for the ,elder of our connection2 after which1 we wrote for him to come and form a ,society1 which he did sometime afterwards4 ,the ,elder was kind1 and gave me appointments frequently4 ,he held a ,protracted ,meeting1 at which all of our laborers were successful4 ,i preached seven sermons in ,albany and one in ,troy2 after which ,i felt moved upon to visit ,binghampton1 and sister ,tilghman was on her way to the same place to visit her father and mother1 from whom she had been absent for some time1 preaching the ,everlasting ,gospel of the ,kingdom4 ,but we were detained on the canal some time2 but the ,captain was kind and treated us well4 ,after five days sail we arrived safe1 and found our friends well2 but not well in the ,lord4 ,as soon as ,i enter a city ,i can feel the spirit that ,i may have to contend with2 but by the permission of the ,elder ,i filled appointments for a week or two1 and then left for ,montrose ,quarterly ,meeting4 ,preached five sermons1 and passed through many things that were not agreeable1 but duty makes labor light4 ,i also spoke to a white congregation4 ,after riding five or six miles and back the same night1 and preaching two sermons in the town1 ,i returned again to ,binghampton1 and held the ,christmas ,watch-,night meeting1 as ,i found it was about to be omitted1 and feeling interested1 made application to the ,trustees the ,elder being absent1 and thus gained permission4 ,it was a task for me1 as sister ,tilghman was sick2 but the ,lord was with us1 while we rejoiced in the light that had come into the world4 ,glory to ,god for the gift of his ,son4 ,in the morning three of us attended the ,episcopal church1 and associated with them in receiving the ,lord's ,supper4 ,at night ,i preached again1 and ,i felt zealous in the cause of ,god1 who was1 and is ever faithful to his promise2 8,lo6 ,i am with you alway1 even to the end of the world40 ,the ,elder then returned and urged me to stay1 but ,i saw my way was onward4 ,alter preaching once more1 ,i was aided on my way to ,owego1 where ,i found the enemies were many1 standing in opposition to female preaching1 or preachers of any kind2 but ,god always clears the way for his people4 ,while they were preparing to have a dance rather than come to hear preaching1 and boasting that they would invite the ,elder to come to it1 ,god laid his heavy hand upon the man that was to play the fiddle for them2 he fell sick on the floor2 but he was determined to carry it out1 and sent for another man1 and he refused1 and at last this ,goliah-like man was glad to send for the ,elder to come and pray for him4 8,o6 sinner1 thou cans't not measure arms with ,jehovah6 ,he is a man of war1 and the ,lord is his name40 ,in this very place1 ,god worked miracles among them4 ,i preached on ,friday night1 ,sabbath morning1 afternoon and night--and ,god worked wonders2 converting some of the most wicked among them4 ,after this1 ,i left for ,smithboro2 it seemed truly a hard place1 and my labors were attended with but little success4 ,there were a few scattering ,methodists that assembled to worship1 and seemed profited thereby4 ,after ,i delivered my message ,i left for ,towanda2 and there we had very comfortable meetings4 ,i then proceeded ten miles further and preached2 there were eight persons1 there one being an exhorter4 ,they met us in the spirit of the gospel4 ,after doing my duty ,i returned to ,towanda1 and on ,wednesday ,i left for ,athens2 remained two days1 preaching two sermons in the ,academy4 ,next morning ,i rode about two miles1 but we had to wait until the next ,tuesday1 in consequence of the flood being so great4 ,i now was among strangers1 with very little money2 but finding the lady was a christian1 ,i ventured to open my mind to her1 telling her the nature of my mission4 ,she told her husband1 who said he would charge me only six shillings4 ,i sewed three spreads together for her to quilt4 ,she then informed me of a lady preacher in the neighborhood1 one mile distant4 ,i was kindly received by her1 and met another person there also that seemed greatly wrought upon4 ,after a seasonable word of exhortation1 ,i took tea with them4 ,in three days time ,i left for ,towanda again1 and met with great success by preaching in private houses4 ,there was a gentlemen that seemed as if he never thought of ,god in all his life1 but was arrested by the conviction of ,god's spirit1 and sent for me to come and pray for him and his family4 ,to this my soul greatly rejoiced1 leaving him with a promise to call again1 which ,i did4 ,after inquiring my manner of travelling1 and what ,i depended upon for support4 ,i replied by giving him a statement of how ,i travelled1 when he kindly aided me by a donation1 and wished me success1 requesting me to pray for him and his family before ,i left them1 and ,i believe ,i saw him then fast ripening for eternal blessedness4 ,i was then sent for to return again to ,owego1 a distance of #ch miles1 and they would pay my way on to ,montrose1 on my way to ,philadelphia4 ,i obeyed the request and found things very prosperous indeed4 ,at night we had prayer meetings1 and the ,lord continued to pour out his spirit upon the people1 and we had a meeting every night4 ,mr4 ,j4 ,h41 formerly of ,columbia1 whose lot was cast as in a strange land1 where there were only a few people that were members of the ,m4 ,e4 church2 several husbands1 strangers to ,god until now1 and their wives1 servants of the most ,high ,god1 and two daughters of ,mr4 ,j4 ,h41 were justified through faith--three joined the church previously4 ,i was selected to make a class book1 and did so1 as ,i wanted to see how many were for us4 ,the ,baptists had held an anxious meeting1 after which five joined them4 ,i made the trial by special invitation1 and thirteen joined us4 ,i had preached on ,sabbath morning and night1 and then held prayer meetings every night afterwards that week1 except ,saturday night2 a man and his wife fell to the floor and cried for mercy1 and both arose in the same hour soundly converted1 giving ,god the glory4 ,i preached on the next ,sabbath morning and then led class1 and at night again--text1 ,judges iv4 #be1 #bf4 ,they all marvelled at a woman taking such a deep subject1 but the ,lord assisted the organ of clay1 and we had the victory1 as there were twenty-one persons joined from that revival1 and nearly all of them evinced justifying grace4 ,on #c;d day night we wound up1 as ,i was to start on my journey on next day1 which ,i did--brother paid my passage4 ,i rode #bh miles in good company with a lady and gentleman who were going to ,new ,york4 ,she said she was sorry to part2 we had a heavy thunder storm with rain1 and it was very dark1 but we had a very careful driver1 and we arrived safe at ,montrose and took supper--between #ab and #a o'clock at night ,i took stage for ,wilkesbarre and arrived there at #h next morning1 and there ,i crossed the ,susquehanna2 ,i was very hungry1 and having a little time ,i went to the house and asked the lady for breakfast and ,i would pay her4 ,she said she had nothing1 but would try and get me a good breakfast and take no pay1 which she did4 ,i truly feel thankful to ,god that he has proved himself a table in the wilderness4 ,about #d o'clock in the afternoon ,i arrived safe and was kindly received1 and preached on ,sabbath morning and night4 ,between the two appointments ,i rode two miles and preached in the afternoon4 ,that day the ,lord was in the house in power4 ,tuesday evening we had a glorious prayer meeting4 ,i rode all night around the mountain1 and some walked and appeared to be a quarter of a mile off4 ,but the ,lord preserved me in the mail stage alone4 ,i adore his name now and ,i shall for evermore4 ,the preacher in charge arrived the next day after ,i did1 and spent his labors of love among the people4 ,on the ,wednesday following he went away and left me in charge of the class1 7eight persons7 to regulate them1 and by the permission of the elder ,i addressed them4 ,after ,i had relieved my mind and taken my seat the preacher formed them into a class and appointed a leader1 who but three months before1 was unconverted2 but being so interested for the prosperity of ,zion1 seemed worthy of the appointment4 ,after this ,i endeavored to hold prayer meetings through the week2 preached twice on ,sabbath day and helped to lead class1 as the brother was young1--but they were all willing people1 and truly it seemed to be the day of ,god's power among them1 and 8,peace abided at our ,house40 ,at the expiration of three weeks and four days ,i left them fifteen names on their class book4 ,i then rode a distance of sixty miles over a hard road1 hills and mountains1 7there being no turn-pike or rail-road on that rout from ,wilksbarre to ,easton27--some part of the way there was good sleighing4 ,through the help of ,providence we arrived at ,easton about #h o'clock1 ,p4 ,m4 ,i took supper and lodging in the ,hotel1 where ,i was well accommodated2 after which ,i found a small number of colored friends4 ,we had a meeting1 and 8it was good for us to be there40 ,after this ,i called at ,new ,hope1 thirty-two miles ,i think from ,philadelphia2 visited the family ,i was brought up in1 stopped and rested myself1 as ,i felt much exhausted from travelling1 so much winter and summer4 ,i preached two or three times4 ,brother ,j4 ,b4 was holding a protracted meeting4 ,i gained strength2 thank the ,lord1 and then left for home1 and arrived in the city the last day of ,march #ahdb1 having been two years1 wanting a few days1 almost incessantly travelling4 ,i found my son1 together with the rest of my family connections quite well2 yet ,i could hear of the ravages of death1 the relentless murderer1 who never takes denials2 my little grand-daughter1 a promising child indeed1 was taken with the rest4 ,o6 how soon delights may perish1 and my heart responds--8,the ,lord's will be done40 ,my health being very much impaired1 ,i knew not but that ,i should be the next one called away1 but the ,lord spared me for some other purpose1 and upon my recovery ,i commenced travelling again1 feeling it better to wear out than to rust out--and so expect to do until death ends the struggle--knowing1 if ,i lose my life for ,christ's sake1 ,i shall find it again4 ,i now conclude--by requesting the prayers of ,god's people everywhere1 who worship in ,his holy fear1 to pray for me1 that ,i ever may endeavor to keep a conscience void of offence1 either towards ,god or man--for ,i feel as anxious to blow the ,trumpet in ,zion1 and sound the alarm in ,god's ,holy ,mount1 as ever2-- ,though ,nature's strength decay1 ,and earth and hell withstand-- ,to ,canaan's land ,i'll urge my way1 ,at ,,his ,divine command4 ,but here ,i feel constrained to give over1 as from the smallness of this pamphlet ,i cannot go through with the whole of my journal1 as it would probably make a volume of two hundred pages2 which1 if the ,lord be willing1 may at some future day be published4 ,but for the satisfaction of such as may follow after me1 when ,i am no more1 ,i have recorded how the ,lord called me to his work1 and how he has kept me from falling from grace1 as ,i feared ,i should4 ,in all things he has proved himself a ,god of truth to me2 and in his service ,i am now as much determined to spend and be spent1 as at the very first4 ,my ardour for the progress of his cause abates not a whit1 so far as ,i am able to judge1 though ,i am now something more than fifty years of age4 ,as to the nature of uncommon impressions1 which the reader cannot but have noticed1 and possibly sneered at in the course of these pages1 they may be accounted for in this way3 ,it is known that the blind have the sense of hearing in a manner much more acute than those who can see3 also their sense of feeling is exceedingly fine1 and is found to detect any roughness on the smoothest surface1 where those who can see find none4 ,so it may be with such as ,i am1 who has never had more than three months schooling2 and wishing to know much of the way and law of ,god1 have therefore watched the more closely1 the operations of the ,spirit1 and have in consequence been led thereby4 ,but let it be remarked that ,i have never found that ,spirit lead me contrary to the ,scriptures of truth1 as ,i understand them4 8,for as many as are led by the ,spirit of ,god are the sons of ,god40--,rom4 viii4 #ad4 ,i have now only to say1 ,may the blessing of the ,father1 and of the ,son1 and of the ,holy ,ghost1 accompany the reading of this poor effort to speak well of his name1 wherever it may be read4 ,,amen4 ,p4,s4 ,please to pardon errors1 and excuse all imperfections1 as ,i have been deprived of the advantages of education 7which ,i hope all will appreciate7 as ,i am measurably a self-taught person4 ,i hope the contents of this work may be instrumental in leaving a lasting impression upon the minds of the impenitent2 may it prove to be encouraging to the justified soul1 and a comfort to the sanctified4 ,though much opposed1 it is certainly essential in life1 as ,mr4 ,wesley wisely observes4 ,thus ends the ,narrative of ,,jarena ,,lee1 the first female preacher of the ,first ,african ,methodist ,episcopal ,church4 ,,bethel ,,at ,,philadelphia1 ,,penn41 ,,united ,,states ,,of ,,america4 ,,finis4