,,the ,,pastor',s ,,son ,,by ,,william ,w4 ,,walter ,,dedicated ,,to ,f4 ,s4 ,b4 ,,in ,,grateful ,,recognition ,,of ,,work ,,well ,,done ,,preface ,my sole reason for writing this book and placing it before the public is to call the public's attention to another book1 wherein is contained the ,christ truth1 the understanding of which will free you from all your troubles4 ,if in sin1 it shows the way out2 if sick1 it will heal you2 if grief-stricken1 it will mend your broken heart2 if in poverty1 it will give you plenty4 ,i speak from experience1 having been sick for more than seven years1 at the edge of the grave1 reduced to poverty1 and all earthly hope gone4 ,i was rescued from this inferno on earth1 my health restored1 my supply sufficient1 my joy complete2 surely ,i can say1 my cup of happiness runneth over4 ,truly that book sayeth--,come all ye that are heavy laden and ,i will give you rest4 ,,contents ,,chapter ,i ,,thanksgiving ,,morning ,,ii ,,the ,,turkey ,,dinner ,,iii ,,what ,,walter ,,found ,,iv ,,preparing ,,for ,,the ,,lessons ,v ,,the ,,first ,,lesson ,,vi ,,confusion ,,vii ,,the ,,second ,,lesson ,,viii ,,the ,,third ,,lesson ,,ix ,,the ,,christian ,,science ,,journal ,x ,,humanity',s ,,mistake ,,xi ,,false ,,investigation ,,xii ,a ,,fair ,,investigation ,,xiii ,,the ,,unreality ,,of ,,evil ,,xiv ,,the ,,dream ,,xv ,,truth ,,being ,,manifested ,,xvi ,,the ,,farewell ,,sermon ,a ,,parting ,,word ,,chapter ,i ,,thanksgiving ,,morning ,what a beautiful ,thanksgiving morning this is1 said the ,rev4 ,james ,a4 ,williams to his son ,walter1 as he looked out of the dining-room window4 ,there isn't a cloud in the sky1 and this soft1 balmy breeze from the south makes one almost believe that it is a ,june morning instead of the #cjth of ,november4 ,i know there will be a large attendance at church this morning1 which will please me very much1 as ,i have prepared an excellent sermon1 and feel certain that the congregation will enjoy it4 ,he glanced at his son as he finished speaking1 and some of the joy and cheerfulness that had shown in his eyes faded away1 for he saw no return of his joy and happiness on his child's face2 all that was written there was sorrow1 pain1 and feebleness4 ,his son1 who was nearly seventeen1 had always been sickly and feeble since birth2 the best physicians had been employed1 change of climate had been tried1 and everything else that promised relief1 but of no avail4 ,the best specialists had been consulted1 but they gave little hope that hereditary consumption could be cured1 for the minister's wife had been similarly afflicted for many years4 ,the ,rev4 ,williams thought silently for a few moments1 then tried to regain his cheerfulness by changing the subject to something that might interest his son2 so he said1 ,well1 wife1 ,i suppose that turkey ,deacon ,phillips gave us will be done to perfection by dinner time2 ,i am beginning to feel hungry already1 just from thinking of it and it is two hours to dinner time yet4 ,lillian his wife1 looked up from her work with a careworn expression on her face1 and said1 ,yes1 it is a fine large turkey4 ,his wife always looked worn-out and tired1 for not being strong and still compelled to do all the housework1 it fatigued her very much4 ,it had not always been this way1 for the ,rev4 ,williams was a man of ability1 his congregation large1 and his salary ample under ordinary circumstances1 but the constant drain of physicians' bills1 and the great expense of sending mother and son to a warm climate each fall1 as the rigors of the northern winters were considered too hard for the two invalids to bear1 had reduced them almost to poverty2 consequently the expense of a maidservant had long since been dispensed with4 ,rev4 ,williams now turned to go to his study1 and as he was turning1 said1 ,i know that ,i will do justice to that turkey1 after delivering my long sermon1 and ,i am very thankful to ,deacon ,phillips1 and to ,god1 for having given it to us4 ,there was silence for a few moments after the father left the room2 then ,mrs4 ,williams said3 ,walter1 dear1 you had better get ready for church2 ,i will soon have this turkey so ,i can leave it1 then ,i will get ready and we will both go to church1 there to give thanks to ,god4 ,walter turned to his mother saying1 ,what have we to be thankful for1 mother8 ,his mother looked up1 somewhat startled1 and answered1 ,why for everything that ,god gave us4 ,everything1 mother8 asked ,walter4 ,yes dear1 everything4 ,oh1 mother1 ,i don't see how ,i am going to do that1 father told me that ,god gave me this sickness1 and ,i don't see how ,i can feel thankful to ,him for making me suffer4 ,the mother anxiously looked at her son1 then said1 ,remember ,walter1 ,jesus ,christ1 the only ,son of ,god1 also suffered4 ,yes1 ,i know1 but it was not ,god that made ,him suffer1 it was the ,pharisees2 but father said it was ,god gave me this sickness and that ,i must bear it with love and patience1 which ,i have tried to do1 but ,i have never been able to understand why a good and loving ,god should care to see me suffer4 ,i am sure ,i cannot tell1 said his mother1 but it must be for some good purpose2 we will ask your father to explain some time4 ,now hurry and get ready4 ,a few minutes later they both walked to the church1 which was only a short distance away1 and entered its wide-open doors4 ,,chapter ,,ii ,,the ,,turkey ,,dinner ,well wife1 what did you think of my sermon8 asked the pastor as he sat down to enjoy the turkey dinner4 ,i think it was the best sermon you ever delivered1 ,james1 answered his wife1 quietly4 ,i think so1 too1 said ,james1 and what's more1 it ought to make every person that heard it feel very thankful to ,god1 for all ,he has given them1 then looking around the room he asked1 ,where is ,walter8 ,i don't know1 said his wife1 he became so nervous and tired1 that he left just before the last hymn was sung4 ,i suppose he went up to his room1 you had better call him to dinner4 ,i will1 answered the pastor1 and going to the hall door1 he called aloud1 ,walter1 dinner is ready4 ,all right father1 ,i will be down in a minute1 came back the answer in a rather faint voice4 ,the pastor turned to his wife and asked1 ,do you think that last medicine is doing him any more good than the others we have tried8 ,his wife raised her sad face to his1 and replied1 ,no1 ,james1 ,i don't think it is helping him1 for he seems to get weaker and more nervous all the time4 ,i feel that he is losing ground even more rapidly than ,i am4 ,here ,walter entered the room1 his face more flushed than usual1 and his father's watchful eye took note of it1 but he spoke up cheerfully1 ,just look at that turkey1 ,walter1 isn't it a fine one8 ,see how nice and evenly it is browned1 and the oyster dressing1 ,i'll bet it's fit for a king4 ,walter merely glanced at the turkey1 then seated himself beside his mother4 ,after the pastor had said grace1 he picked up the carving knife and said1 ,now1 son1 just tell me what piece you like best and ,i will have it carved out for you before you can say1 ,jack ,robinson4 ,you are very kind1 father1 but ,i don't believe ,i care for any turkey1 ,i am not feeling very well1 answered ,walter4 ,just try a little1 ,walter1 said the mother coaxingly1 ,i know it must be very tender and nice1 for ,deacon ,phillips said it was a young turkey4 ,yes1 ,walter1 said his father1 hand me your plate1 and ,i will give you a little of the dark and a little of the light meat1 with some of this delicious dressing4 ,the boy listlessly handed over his plate without any more ado1 his father put onto it a liberal piece of each kind of meat and some dressing1 then handed it back1 with the remark1 ,eat all you can son1 for it will make you strong4 ,then he added1 ,now wife1 it's your turn1 ,i know you like the dark meat the best1 and while he was talking he carved a nice piece of the turkey and laid it on her plate1 and then said1 ,now father1 it is your turn1 and ,i know your failing to be the leg1 and suiting the action to the word1 he carved for himself the leg4 ,then1 addressing his son once more1 he asked1 ,how did you like the sermon1 ,walter8 ,i thought it was very fine1 father1 and as ,i looked over the congregation1 ,i could see many heads nodding their approval of your words telling them they ought to be thankful1 and ,i tried1 oh1 so hard1 to be thankful1 but ,i couldn't1 for something seemed to say1 you have nothing to be thankful for1 ,god gave you this sickness as a punishment4 ,i tried to think what ,i had done to merit this punishment1 but found it could not have been anything ,i had done1 as ,i remembered that you had said ,i always had been sick even when a little child1 and then-- ,tut1 tut1 child1 now don't get excited1 said the pastor4 ,we all know that your punishment is not for anything you may have done1 but you are probably suffering for the sins of others1 the same as ,jesus did2 why1 ,walter1 just think1 ,jesus ,christ died for all our sins4 ,for my sins1 father8 asked the boy4 ,yes1 ,walter1 all our sins4 ,but father1 ,i don't see how that could be4 ,we weren't any of us living at that time1 and if we sinned1 it must have been since then1 and ,jesus could not die for sins that had not been committed4 ,the father was so surprised at what he heard1 that for a moment he just stared at his son2 the idea was entirely new to him1 and yet it was only common sense4 ,he tried to find some reply that would be reasonable1 but before he found it1 the boy continued4 ,i cannot believe that ,god punishes any one person for the sins of another4 ,if ,he would do this1 ,he would not be a just ,god4 ,why1 father1 even man is more just than that4 ,supposing ,judge ,baxter had pronounced sentence like this3 ',yes1 ,i find ,mose ,webster guilty of stealing ,mr4 ,johnson's chickens1 and have decided to send the ,rev4 ,james ,williams to the county jail for ten months1 because ,mose ,webster stole those chickens1' would you think that justice8 and could you feel thankful to the judge for sending you to jail to suffer in the place of ,mose ,webster1 and-- ,silence1 child1 said the father1 more sternly than he had ever spoken to his son before4 ,he was so confused by what the boy had said that he could not find words to speak4 ,after a time he said1 ,walter1 never let me hear you say anything like that again1 to think that you1 a minister's son1 should say such things4 ,why1 they are almost blasphemous4 ,never mind1 ,james1 said the mother2 think how hard it must be to suffer year in and year out1 without any relief1 and remember1 dear1 that even some of the apostles doubted at times4 ,now1 let us finish our dinner4 ,then1 turning to her son1 she added1 father will explain all this to you as soon as he finds time4 ,the father looked at the flushed face of the boy and his anger softened1 then in a kind voice said3 ,i think it would be a very nice idea for us to set aside one or two evenings each week for ,bible reading and study2 in this way we would all get a better understanding of ,god1 and ,his great love for mankind4 ,what do you think of that plan1 ,walter8 ,i should enjoy it1 as there is a great deal in the ,bible that ,i should like to have explained4 ,all right1 ,walter1 now what would you say to starting our ,bible class to-morrow evening8 ,that would please me1 said ,walter4 ,how about you1 mother8 asked the pastor4 ,oh1 ,i certainly want to be a member of the class4 ,i know it will be very entertaining and instructive1 besides it will be such a pleasant way to spend the long winter evenings4 ,why mother1 ,i thought we were going south this winter4 ,no1 child1 it will be impossible for us to go this year4 ,you know that this last medicine which you and ,i are taking costs father five dollars per bottle1 and we each need a bottle a week1 so it has been impossible for father to save the money necessary for our going4 ,for a moment the boy's face looked sad and grave1 and the pastor swallowed a lump that had risen in his throat1 for it hurt the good man severely to think that he had not the necessary funds to gratify their every wish1 but had already borrowed more than he could pay back in several years4 ,still he was willing to make more sacrifices1 had his wife agreed1 but she had said on one occasion when they were discussing this subject1 ,no1 ,james1 ,i will not leave you again4 ,i think the separation does us as much harm as the warm climate does good1 and ,i feel that we have not many more years to be together1 so ,i cannot bear the thought of being separated from you for another five months4 ,i think ,walter and ,i will be better off to be at home with you4 ,we need not go out in the cold very much1 and you and ,i can arrange some way to entertain and amuse ,walter4 ,the pastor had answered3 ,well1 ,lillian1 it may be the better way1 for ,i must confess that these long separations were very unpleasant to me1 yet ,i was more than willing to endure them1 if thereby you and ,walter could be benefited1 still it seems that the change of climate idea did not prove as beneficial as we had hoped for1 but please don't speak in that hopeless strain again1 for you certainly have heard that old saying1 'while there is life there is hope1' so never give up1 and remember that there are many noted physicians and chemists1 working day and night to get a sure cure for tuberculosis1 and who knows but that the morrow will bring it forth4 ,you know that ,i am constantly on the lookout for everything that looks promising4 ,and so the thought of a southern trip had been dismissed4 ,,chapter ,,iii ,,what ,,walter ,,found ,dinner over1 they all arose from their seats at the table1 and the father asked1 ,walter1 what part of the ,bible shall we start to study first8 ,i hardly know1 father1 said ,walter4 ,well1 you can take the old family ,bible1 look it over and then decide4 ,as for myself ,i have very little choice2 ,i have read and studied it so often that ,i feel very familiar with all it contains4 ,all right2 father1 may ,i go up to my room now8 ,yes1 certainly1 if you choose1 but ,i should think you would rather be outside to-day1 it is so warm1 and there won't be many more days like this this year4 ,i believe ,i would rather go to my room1 said the boy1 starting in that direction4 ,just as you please1 son1 said the father1 as he stepped through the hall to enter the library4 ,walter went quickly up stairs to his room1 and his mother wondered greatly at his hurry4 ,once in his room he closed the door and quietly locked it1 then going to his trunk1 he excitedly pulled forth a little book with a black leather cover which looked very much like a small ,bible4 ,he opened it and began reading in a low tone4 ,science and ,health1 with ,key to the ,scriptures1 by ,mary ,baker ,g4 ,eddy4 ,yes1 ,i am sure it is the same book that lovely lady down south told me about1 and asked mother to get me one1 but mother had said1 'no1 we will never try ,christian ,science2 we are real ,christians and believe in ,god4' ,i could not hear everything they said1 but ,i did hear the lady say1 ',i don't see how you can say that you believe that ,god is all ,good1 and at the same time think ,he made your lovely boy sick4' ,i did not hear mother's reply1 but ,i know she was angry4 ,now ,i wonder who lost this book8 ,i saw no one in sight when ,i picked it up this morning2 there is no name in it1 so ,i can't return it to the owner4 ,i wonder if ,i ought to read it8 ,i don't need to believe it if ,i do read it4 ,anyway1 that lady did not look like a person that was bad1 and she said she read ,science and ,health every day1 and that it had healed her of a severe sickness4 ,as he talked he turned a few pages and then read1 ,contents1 ,chapter ,i1 ,prayer4 ,i wonder if that chapter is in favor of prayer or against it4 ,i suppose though it must be against it by the way mother acted towards that lady4 ,he laid his head upon his hands and thought silently for some time1 then raised his head and said1 ,well1 ,i am going to read it4 ,that lady said reading ',science and ,health' cured her1 and ,i am going to see if it will cure me if ,i read it4 ,i suppose the place to start is ,chapter ,i4 ,walter began to read to himself3 ,science and ,health4 ,chapter ,i1 ,prayer4 ,for verily ,i say unto you1 that whosoever shall say unto this mountain1 be thou removed1 and be thou cast into the sea1 and shall not doubt in his heart1 but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass1 he shall have whatsoever he saith4 ,therefore ,i say unto you1 what things whatsoever ye desire when ye pray1 believe that ye receive them1 and ye shall have them4 ,your ,father knoweth what things ye have need of before ye ask him4 ,christ ,jesus4 ,then he stopped and said1 ,why that is just the same as ,i read in our ,bible2 there certainly can be no bad in that4 ,but maybe they only printed that so as to ridicule it farther on in the book2 anyway1 ,i wonder what ,jesus ,christ meant1 when he said1 'therefore ,i say unto you1 what things whatsoever ye desire when ye pray1 believe ye shall receive them and ye shall have them4' ,oh1 how often and how earnestly have ,i prayed for health1 with tears running down my cheeks1 but my prayers never seem to have been answered2 now ,i wonder why1 for ,i know that what ,jesus ,christ said must be true1 for ,he was the ,son of ,god1 and would not deceive us2 why1 oh why1 doesn't ,god answer my prayers8 ,he stopped to consider for a moment1 then turned pale as death1 pressed his thin hands to his breast1 as a new thought came to his consciousness1 then he gasped in a whisper1 ,i--believe--,i--know4 ,he paused a moment1 then continued1 ,it must be that--,i see it all now2 ,i see my mistake4 ,i prayed to ,god for health1 and in the next instant doubted ,him1 doubted that ,he would heal me4 ,in fact1 ,i never really believed that ,he would heal me1 and ,jesus said1 ',believe that ye receive4' ,oh1 can this really be true4 ,i am so excited ,i can hardly think4 ,here ,i am again1 this time doubting the word of ,christ4 ,then he jumped up with the exclamation1 ,i must tell father1 for his prayers are not answered1 and it must be for the same reason4 ,no1 ,i don't mean that4 ,my father is a minister and he could not doubt ,god4 ,but why aren't his prayers answered8 ,i don't know what to do4 ,if ,i tell father or mother1 they may take the book away1 and then my last hope would be gone4 ,i think ,i will read it first4 ,so saying1 he sat down in an easy rocker1 and was soon absorbed in what he was reading1 nor did he notice how the time flew until he heard his mother's anxious voice and knock at the door4 ,he answered at once1 and hastily put the book back in his trunk1 then went to the door and opened it4 ,his mother greeted him with1 ,why1 ,walter1 what is the matter8 ,since when have you taken to locking your door in the daytime8 ,you look so flushed and excited1 and we haven't heard a sound from you all the afternoon4 ,we were beginning to get alarmed about you1 so ,i came up to see what was the matter1 and to tell you that supper was ready4 ,what have you been doing8 ,don't you feel as well as usual8 ,tell me1 ,walter1 are you worse8 ,no1 mother1 ,i am not worse1 ,i only became so absorbed in reading that ,i forgot all about time1 and also that ,i had locked the door4 ,his mother did not think to ask him what he was reading1 as she had always been very careful to see that no reading matter that was at all questionable was brought into the house1 so she had no idea that he had been reading anything but what she had read and deemed proper4 ,we had better hurry down1 ,walter1 as father is waiting for his supper4 ,they both started down the stairs1 his mother still talking to him2 but he scarcely heard a word she said1 for his thoughts were still centered on what he had read4 ,and now that his excitement had abated1 there seemed to be a hopeful gleam in his eyes4 ,as soon as they entered the room1 his father noticed that his eyes were brighter1 but took it as a bad sign4 ,all through the evening meal they had to address him several times before he would answer1 and his father's heart grew heavy as he noticed the thoughtful mood of his son4 ,when they had finished their meal1 ,walter asked to be excused1 and immediately went to his room4 ,as soon as he was gone the pastor said1 ,lillian1 did you notice how ,walter acted to-night8 ,it seemed to me that he was very much more thoughtful than usual4 ,yes1 answered the mother1 he seemed confused1 and his eyes were so bright1 but he ate a very hearty supper4 ,i also noticed that1 said the pastor1 then added1 ,it seems there is a change1 but ,i hardly know whether to say the change is for better or worse4 ,i hope it is for the best2 it may be that the medicine has just taken effect4 ,god grant that this may be so1 reverently said the mother4 ,they were both silent for some time1 then the pastor said1 ,i never heard ,walter speak as he did this noon4 ,i wonder how he thought of such an absurd thing1 as sending me to jail because some one else stole some chickens4 ,i know1 ,james1 that it does seem absurd at first thought1 yet it seems to me to be just as sensible to punish the wrong person for stealing1 as it would be to punish the innocent with sickness because some one else had sinned4 ,i have been thinking seriously of this all the afternoon1 but have not arrived at a satisfactory conclusion1 said ,mrs4 ,williams4 ,the pastor slowly turned toward his wife and said1 ,lillian ,i am astonished beyond measure to hear this from you2 it was bad enough to hear it from my own son1 but to hear it from you is worse4 ,don't you think that ,almighty ,god knows what is best for us1 do you dare question anything ,he does8 ,do you think the allwise ,creator would have made him sick if it were not for the best8 ,james1 do you really believe ,god made our boy sick8 ,it must be so1 answered ,james1 for we read in the ,bible1 that ,god made everything that was made4 ,if this be true ,james1 it would be a sin to give him medicine1 for we would be trying to undo the work of ,god4 ,to say the pastor was astonished would be putting it mildly4 ,never in his whole life had he been so shocked as on this day1 and each shock was greater than the preceding one4 ,he now stood perfectly still for a full minute1 then said1 ,it seems high time that we begin the study of the ,bible in this house1 for from what ,i have heard to-day it is very apparent to me that my wife and son are quite ignorant of what the ,bible contains4 ,then turning1 he strode from the room4 ,the pastor was a good and kind man4 ,he had always been a good husband and father1 always patient and sympathetic with his invalid wife and son2 but this day had been a very trying one to him1 first in hearing his son say things that he considered little less than blasphemous1 then to notice that the mother seemed to indorse what the son had said1 and to make matters worse1 to actually hear his wife questioning the doings of ,god1 as he understood them4 ,this was the last-straw4 ,he was really angry and out of patience1 and somewhat confused1 so he decided to go to his library and think it all over4 ,as soon as he arrived there he impatiently seated himself in an easy chair and began to soliloquize after this fashion3 ,i wonder where ,walter got that idea about sending me to jail1 what can that have to do with his sickness2 then to think my wife agreed with him4 ,let me see1 what did she say8 ,i was so outraged ,i can scarcely recall what was said4 ,i believe though she said something about some of the apostles doubting at times4 ,what has that to do with sending me to jail8 ,i don't seem able to think clearly to-day4 ,then this other matter1 about giving medicine being a sin4 ,why everybody takes medicine2 the most pious and devout ,christians that ever lived have taken medicine1 and this has been so for thousands of years4 ,the ,bible says that the leaves of the trees are for the healing of the nations4 ,then why may not the roots and the bark be used as well8 ,of course ,jesus ,christ did not heal with medicine4 ,he was the ,son of ,god and was endowed from on high with supernatural power4 ,he didn't need the medicine4 ,well1 all ,i can say is that ,i am glad we are going to have those ,bible lessons1 for ,i know that as soon as we get to studying them they will get the truth1 and then ,i will hear no more of this nonsense4 ,i don't think ,i will mention the matter again until we get to studying the lessons2 then as we get to this medicine question1 ,i will point it out to them4 ,so the pastor1 after having thought himself into a better frame of mind1 dismissed the subject from his thoughts1 arose1 and walked over to the bookcase1 selected the book he wanted1 and was soon absorbed in reading4 ,in the meantime ,walter had hurried to his room and was soon busily engaged in reading ,science and ,health4 ,about nine o'clock he heard his father and mother coming upstairs to retire for the night4 ,he hastily turned out his light and scrambled into bed1 clothes and all4 ,a few moments later when his mother looked in she found him in bed nicely covered up1 and supposing him asleep1 quietly left the room4 ,as soon as ,walter was sure they had retired1 he arose1 relit the gas1 and continued reading4 ,it was after midnight when he laid down the book and said1 ,i feel sure this book is true1 and that ,god made only the good1 and never made me or any one else sick4 ,i believe ,i will get well when ,i understand how to pray aright4 ,then he undressed and got into bed1 a happier and more hopeful boy than he had ever been4 ,after saying his usual prayers1 he added1 ,and now1 ,god1 ,i wish to thank you for all the good things you have given me4 ,i could not thank you this morning1 for then ,i thought you had made me sick4 ,but now ,i know that you are all good and could not make evil2 truly ,i now have something to be thankful for and shall always remember this ,thanksgiving day4 ,,chapter ,,iv ,,preparing ,,for ,,the ,,lessons ,the next morning1 when ,walter awoke it was broad daylight1 and the hands on the clock pointed to the hour of ten1 as his mother came into his room with an anxious look on her face and said1 ,i have just come up to wake you as your father was worried because of your sleeping so long2 how do you feel this morning8 ,oh1 mother1 ,i feel better this morning1 and ,i had the best night's rest ,i have had for years4 ,i never woke up once all night1 and ,i feel strong and hungry4 ,thank ,god you are better1 ,i will go down and get your breakfast ready4 ,all right1 mother1 ,i will be down as soon as ,i wash and dress4 ,before going down1 he went over to his trunk1 took out ,science and ,health1 and said1 ,i believe that you contain the truth and will free me of this disease4 ,he then placed it in his trunk again1 being careful to hide it from the view of any one who should carelessly look into it4 ,hastily descending to the dining-room1 he ate a hearty breakfast4 ,as he was leaving the table his mother said1 ,i am sorry you did not take advantage of the beautiful sunshine yesterday1 for the wind has changed and is now blowing severely from the north and it is very cold and dreary out4 ,i don't mind it at all to-day1 mother1 for ,i feel so much better that ,i hadn't noticed the weather4 ,his mother was somewhat astonished to hear him speak so cheerfully1 as it had been customary for ,walter to complain of feeling worse on dreary days4 ,then she thought1 ,it must be that new medicine1 for he certainly is better1 and ,i pray ,god he will continue to improve4 ,as for ,walter1 he was glad it was a dreary day1 as this would give him an excuse for staying in his room and continue his reading4 ,he wished he was there now1 but did not want to awaken the suspicion of his mother by too hurried a departure4 ,so he walked about the room1 trying to think of some excuse4 ,finally a happy thought occured to him1 and he said1 ,mother1 ,i believe ,i will take the ,bible and go to my room and read1 so as to be prepared for our lesson this evening4 ,very well1 ,walter1 you will find it on the library table4 ,walter walked into the library1 secured the book1 then went up to his room1 took out ,science and ,health and was soon absorbed in its contents4 ,the afternoon was a repetition of the morning4 ,at the supper table the ,rev4 ,williams said1 ,i am sorry we cannot start our ,bible lessons for a few evenings1 as ,i have received a notification to be present at some meetings to be held by the local clergy4 ,any matter of importance1 ,james8 asked his wife4 ,not particularly so4 ,the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,johnson said that they wished to find a way to successfully combat this new heretical idea called ,christian ,science1 and they want to arrange so that each clergyman will give a sermon denouncing it1 each on a different ,sunday1 and ,rev4 ,johnson asked me if ,i was willing to deliver a sermon on it1 and ,i told him yes4 ,why father1 said ,walter1 ,i did not know that you had ever read or looked into ,christian ,science4 ,no son1 ,i never did look it up or study it1 and what is more ,i never intend to4 ,the ,bible is good enough for me4 ,but1 father1 how can you preach a sermon on it if you do not know what it is8 ,i did not say that ,i did not know what it is4 ,i have heard enough to know that it is not ,christian and that they claim to heal in the same way that ,jesus ,christ did4 ,this claim alone proves that it is false1 for ,jesus ,christ was the ,son of ,god1 and that is why ,he could heal the sick1 and for any man to consider himself equal to ,jesus ,christ is blasphemous4 ,father did not ,jesus bid ,his disciples heal the sick8 ,yes1 certainly1 ,he gave ,his disciples the power to heal the sick1 but ,his disciples have been dead for a long time1 and nobody else was given the power to heal as ,christ did1 said the pastor4 ,was ,st4 ,paul one of ,christ's disciples8 ,no ,walter1 he was not in reality one of ,christ's disciples1 but he was a very good and holy man4 ,did not ,st4 ,paul heal the sick8 ,yes1 there are several accounts in the ,bible of ,st4 ,paul's healing power4 ,well father1 where did ,st4 ,paul get his power to heal the sick if he was not one of the disciples that ,jesus gave the power of healing to8 ,why you see it was like this--that is--,i mean to say-- the pastor stopped rather confused1 then finished with1 ,it is too long a story to tell to-night1 as ,i must be getting ready for that meeting4 ,i will explain this all when we start our lessons4 ,the pastor left the room and entered the library1 thinking deeply4 ,i wonder where that boy gets those queer ideas from4 ,i am very much pleased that ,i suggested those ,bible lessons1 for if he was not enlightened1 he would surely go astray4 ,shortly after1 the pastor was wending his way to the meeting1 still thinking of what ,walter had said regarding ,st4 ,paul4 ,walter made an excuse to retire to his room and was soon reading in his precious ,science and ,health2 and it was precious to him1 for in it he saw the only hope he had ever had of getting well4 ,he read far into the night1 and every spare moment of the next few days1 so that when ,wednesday evening came he had finished the book4 ,but ,wednesday evening was prayer meeting1 so there would be no ,bible lessons until ,thursday evening4 ,he spent almost all day ,thursday reading ,genesis in the ,bible and comparing it with the scientific interpretation as found in ,science and ,health1 by ,mary ,baker ,g4 ,eddy1 under the subject of ,genesis1 beginning on page #eja4 ,about six o'clock his mother called him for supper1 and as he laid down his books he said1 ,it must be true2 ,i feel that it is the truth4 ,i will have father start with ,genesis to-night and will ask such questions as will be most apt to get father to see the ,bible in its true light4 ,how ,i wish ,i had found this book long ago1 then ,i would be better prepared to convince father4 ,still ,i know that ,god is good and will help me1 and with ,him to help me ,i cannot fail4 ,,chapter ,v ,,the ,,first ,,lesson ,it was just #g3cj p4m4 when the pastor1 his wife1 and ,walter entered the library to have their first ,bible lesson4 ,well1 ,walter1 said the father pleasantly1 have you decided where we shall commence our studies8 ,yes1 father1 ,i should like to start at the beginning1 with ,genesis4 ,the pastor looked at his son and noticed that his face was flushed with excitement4 ,still he made no comment about it1 but answered1 very well ,walter1 if agreeable to mother1 we will start with ,genesis4 ,yes1 ,james1 ,i am satisfied to start anywhere that pleases ,walter4 ,as we are all in accord1 ,i will start with chapter #a of ,genesis1 and continue reading until we come to something that you do not understand4 ,then you may stop me and ,i will explain4 ,i think this will be an excellent way1 don't you1 ,walter8 ,yes1 father1 ,i think that will be the best way4 ,the pastor started to read ,genesis1 chapter #a1 and there was no interruption until he arrived at ,genesis #a1 #bf4 ,several times ,walter was on the point of asking some question1 but did not4 ,now he asked1 father1 what is meant by that verse8 ,i do not understand it clearly4 ,i'll read it again for you1 said the pastor4 ,genesis1 chapter #a1 #bfth verse4 ',and ,god said1 let us make man in our image after our likeness1 and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea and the fowl of the air and over the cattle1 and over all the earth1 and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth4' ,do you understand it now8 ,not yet4 ,god is ,spirit1 is ,he not8 ,certainly1 why do you ask8 ,that verse says that ,god made man in ,his image and likeness1 does that mean that man is spiritual8 ,yes1 answered the pastor4 ,then my body must be spiritual4 ,oh1 no1 our bodies are not spiritual1 it is only the soul that is in the body that is here spoken of as the image and likeness of ,god4 ,then ,god did not make our bodies1 did ,he1 father8 ,why1 certainly ,he did4 ,have you never read that ,god made all that was made8 ,it doesn't say anything in that verse about ,god's making a body does it father8 ,no but it says 'in ,his image and likeness1' that means just like ,him1 said the pastor4 ,then if ,i am just like ,him1 ,he in turn must be just like me1 and in that case ,god would have a material body1 and would not be wholly spirit4 ,why son1 what queer ideas you have4 ,as ,i said before this verse is only speaking of the soul2 you will see farther on where ,he created the body4 ,now let us proceed4 ,father1 what is meant by that part of this same verse1 where it reads3 ',and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea and the fowl of the air1' etc48 ,there has been considerable differences of opinion in regard to that passage4 ,personally1 ,i think it means that we will have this dominion after we die and enter the spirit world1 for we certainly haven't dominion over the fish and fowl here4 ,james1 do you think there will be fish and fowl in heaven8 meekly asked his wife4 ,that is a very absurd question4 ,everybody knows there will be no fish and fowl in heaven1 said her husband4 ,then how can we have dominion over them if there are none there8 asked his wife4 ,it seems to me that you are both very dense this evening4 ,let us continue and these things will clear up as we proceed1 said the pastor1 a little nettled at his inability to answer their questions clearly4 ,walter had several more questions he wanted to ask on this subject1 but he thought best not to ask too many at one time4 ,there was no more interruption until the pastor reached ,genesis #a1 #cast verse--and ,god saw everything ,he had made1 and behold it was very good1 and the evening and the morning were the #fth day4 ,here ,walter interrupted with1 ,then everything that ,god made was good4 ,yes1 everything that ,god made was good1 answered the pastor4 ,if that be true1 ,god could not have made me sick1 for sickness is not good1 said ,walter4 ,walter1 ,i believe you are right1 said his mother4 ,the pastor looked from one to the other1 then slowly laid the ,bible down in his lap4 ,he was surprised at the turn the conversation had taken1 and he remembered that ,walter had on a previous occasion said something similar4 ,just what would be the best answer to make he did not know1 so thought he would ask ,walter a few questions1 and in this way find out what the boy had on his mind4 ,so he asked1 ,what makes you so positive that ,god did not make you sick ,walter8 ,because ,god is good and just1 and ,i am ,his child1 and the ,bible says ,he made everything good and ,he made everything that was made1 so everything must be good4 ,besides1 ,i cannot conceive of a just ,god making me suffer for a sin some one else committed1 any more than ,i could think of you1 father1 punishing me for something that our neighbor's boy had done4 ,like a flash the pastor saw now what the boy had meant when he spoke of sending him to jail because some one else had stolen some chickens4 ,the boy was only trying to illustrate to him the injustice of punishing one person for the deeds of another4 ,then the thought came1 ,shall man be more just than ,god8 ,there was something here he did not understand1 and yet the ,bible said ,god made everything that was made4 ,if this be true1 ,he was the author of all the sorrows and woes1 as well as the joys1 of the human race4 ,now that he had got to thinking on this subject1 he did not like to admit even to himself that ,god was the creator of all the wickedness of the world4 ,he decided he must have more time to think about this before he could answer the boy1 so said1 ,we know that ,god is good and just1 and some of the things that to us seem evil and unjust may still be for our good4 ,he then picked up the ,bible to proceed with his reading4 ,walter noticed that his father was ill at ease and decided not to ask any more questions at present4 ,the pastor then read ,genesis #b1 #ast verse3 ,thus the heavens and earth were finished and all the hosts of them4 ,he now cast an anxious look over at ,walter1 expecting him to ask some question that would be as hard to answer as the previous ones1 but ,walter was sitting perfectly still listening attentively4 ,the pastor then read the next verse1 ,genesis #b1 #bnd verse3 ,and on the seventh day ,god ended ,his work which ,he had made2 and ,he rested on the seventh day from all ,his work which ,he had made ,is that all of creation1 father8 asked ,walter4 ,yes1 ,god created everything in six days and on the seventh ,he rested2 that is why we observe the ,sabbath day as a day of rest4 ,there was no interruption in the next three verses1 although ,walter heard several things he would like to have asked about4 ,but when it came to ,genesis #b1 #fth verse1 ,but there went up a mist from the earth and watered the whole face of the ground1 ,walter asked1 ,what is meant by that mist1 father8 ,the pastor tried to find some reasonable answer1 but could not1 so he replied1 ,i suppose it was something like the fogs we sometimes see rising from the ground4 ,he had come to the conclusion that these ,bible lessons were not going to be quite so easy and entertaining as he had anticipated1 and had determined that on the morrow he would go over the lesson by himself1 and in this way be prepared for any and all questions that might be asked4 ,walter knew what this mist meant2 he had read all about it1 in ,science and ,health1 but still he did not think it policy to say anything more on the subject just then4 ,the pastor continued his reading1 ,genesis #b1 #gth verse4 ,and the ,lord ,god formed man of the dust of the ground1 and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life1 and man became a living soul4 ,will you please explain that verse to me1 father8 ,with pleasure2 this is the verse ,i spoke of a little while back1 when ,i told you that in ,genesis #a4bf1 ,god only made the soul or spirit of man1 while here is a record of the creation of the body4 ,you see1 son1 we get a better understanding as we proceed4 ,it is like this1 the soul or spirit is in the image and likeness of ,god1 but the body is not1 it being material1 having been created of dust4 ,do you understand it better now8 ,walter did not answer at once1 so his mother said1 ,that all seems very plain to me now1 although ,i was somewhat confused before4 ,the pastor turned a smiling face to her and nodded his head approvingly2 he was now quite at his ease again1 and did not look for any further trouble4 ,then turning to ,walter1 he was a little surprised to see him looking flushed and excited1 so said1 ,well1 ,walter1 what are you thinking about8 ,the boy looked up and said1 ,i was trying to think1 when ,god started ,his second creation1 for ,he had finished ,his first one on the sixth day and rested from ,his work on the seventh day1 and here seems to be a record of something ,he created after ,he had finished4 ,had a bomb shell exploded in the room1 it would not have surprised and shocked the pastor and his wife so much as that which they had just heard2 and coming just at the time when the pastor thought he was making everything clear and plain1 it confused him terribly1 and in his ears kept ringing what ,walter had said3 ,i was trying to think1 when ,god started ,his second creation1 for ,he had finished ,his first one on the sixth day and rested from ,his work which ,he had made1 on the seventh day4 ,what could this mean2 where did ,walter get these queer thoughts from2 were they in reality queer8 ,the idea of a second creation was absurd1 yet the ,bible said1 ,genesis #b4 #a1 thus the heavens and earth were finished and all the hosts of them4 ,there it was plain enough1 it spoke both of heaven and earth1 and on the seventh day ,god ended ,his work which ,he had made1 and ,he rested on the seventh day from all ,his work which ,he had made4 ,did ,god make a mistake in the first creation and so start in again to rectify ,his mistake8 ,impossible4 ,god was1 is1 and always will be all-knowing2 this precluded all chance of ,deity making a mistake4 ,was the ,bible wrong in this particular instance1 if so1 might it not all be wrong8 ,this thought made the good man's heart stand still4 ,no1 no1 it could not be2 it must be some slight error in the translation or something of that kind--yes1 it must be2 how was it that he had never seen it before8 ,then he became conscious that his wife was asking him some question4 ,james1 he heard her say1 are there really two creations1 one spiritual and the other material8 ,what should he answer8 ,he never was so at a loss for a reply in his whole life2 there was his son and his wife1 both apparently depending on him for an explanation1 and he absolutely incapable of making a rational one4 ,and then he remembered that he had said it didn't make any difference to him what part of the ,bible they started with1 as he was very familiar with it all4 ,at length he said3 ,i don't seem capable of clear thought to-night2 ,i think we had better stop for this time1 and we will begin at this same verse to-morrow night4 ,walter was sorry to see his father so confused and perplexed1 and tried to think of some way to help him arrive at the truth4 ,he was afraid to say much for fear of awakening his father's suspicion1 for if his father had the least idea that he had secured his information from the ,christian ,science text-book1 ,science and ,health1 with key to the scriptures1 he would not have allowed him to ask any more questions1 nor even voice any of his thoughts1 on the subject4 ,walter decided to try to show his father a way out of his dilemma1 so he said3 ,father1 don't you think your explanation about that mist that is spoken of in ,genesis1 #b4 #f1 being a fog is wrong8 ,what else could it be1 ,walter8 ,have you ever noticed1 father1 that this particular verse starts in with a 'but'8 ,it reads1 ',but there went up a mist1' it does not say1 ',god made a mist to rise from the earth4' ,i don't see that the word 'but' changes it any4 ,i did not mean to say that it did1 ,i only wished to point out the fact that here was something that ,god did not make1 for nowhere in the preceding chapters of ,genesis had ,god made a mist4 ,i cannot understand what you mean1 ,walter4 ,the ,bible says that ,god made everything that was made1 and as ,i have seen a mist many times1 ,god must have made it as there is only one ,creator1 said the pastor4 ,on the same line of reasoning1 we would have to admit ,god created all the evils of this world1 for we see these evils every day1 and then ,i would have to admit that ,god made me sick1 and ,i can never believe that1 for ,genesis #a1 #cast verse reads1 ',and ,god saw everything that ,he had made1 and behold it was very good4' ,if we believe this1 we cannot possibly believe ,he made any evil thing4 ,well ,walter1 we will not discuss that subject farther at the present time1 for ,i know as we progress with our lessons you will see it in a different light2 anyway ,i don't see what that mist has to do with the subject4 ,father1 might not that mist mean a mistake or a misapprehension8 ,then that verse would read1 ',but there went up a misapprehension from the earth1 and watered the whole face of the ground4' ,why1 ,walter there would be no sense to such a speech2 how could a misapprehension water the whole face of the ground8 ,is not the ,bible supposed to be an inspired book1 father8 ,yes1 certainly4 ,and is there not supposed to be a spiritual meaning to all there is written there8 ,yes1 ,walter1 why do you ask8 ,then might not the spiritual meaning of that verse be brought out by using the word 'arose' instead of 'went up1' and the word 'deceived1' instead of 'watered1' and the word 'intelligence1' in place of 'face1' and the word 'people1' instead of 'ground'2 then the verse would read like this1 ',but there arose a misapprehension from the earth and deceived the whole intelligence of the people4' ,if we add to this what is implied1 that the following creation is what the people through this misapprehension believe1 we get a clearer view of the real creation as narrated in the first chapter of ,genesis4 ,it was several moments after ,walter finished speaking before the pastor or his wife made any reply4 ,many times that evening they had been surprised at what they had heard ,walter say1 now they were both surprised and bewildered4 ,the mother was the first to speak and said3 ,what you say1 ,walter1 seems reasonable1 yet ,i do not think we have the right to change anything that is written in the ,bible4 ,that is true1 wife1 it is from this pernicious habit of translating the ,bible to suit the thought of each ignoramous that thinks he knows something of the ,bible1 simply because he has read it once or twice1 that all the contradictory sayings about the ,bible originate1 and it ought to be stopped by law1 said the pastor4 ,why1 father1 that is not changing the ,bible1 it is simply bringing to light the hidden meaning1 the same as you do when you interpret some of the sayings1 or parables1 of ,jesus2 anyway1 ,i merely suggested that this might be the solution of the question of a second creation4 ,walter do not speak of a second creation again2 everybody knows there is only one creation for there is only one ,god and ,he is omniscient2 that precludes the thought of a mistake and a re-creation4 ,god made everything that was made in six days1 and if ,he made everything in that time1 there would not be anything more to make2 for 'everything' includes1 'all4' ,then which of the two narratives in the ,bible is the true one1 ,james8 asked his wife4 ,my dear1 this second narrative is the same creation1 told in a more simple way so that all may understand4 ,it enters into the details and tells how ,god created everything4 ,the pastor had not intended giving such an explanation as this when he started to speak1 but this thought occurred to him and it seemed reasonable1 so he voiced it1 and now that he said it1 he felt satisfied that the first creation was the real creation1 and that the second narrative was the explanation of how everything was created4 ,walter was somewhat confused by his father's explanation4 ,he had never thought of it in this light1 and now he was at a loss what to say4 ,he felt sure that his father's explanation was not the correct solution1 yet he could not find words to express his thoughts4 ,then he thought of his precious ,science and ,health2 if ,i could only look into that for a few minutes1 ,i know ,i could find the true explanation2 then turning to his father he said3 ,don't you think we have had enough ,bible study for the first night8 ,it is half past nine4 ,why1 how fast the evening has passed4 ,i'm sure you must be tired1 anxiously exclaimed his mother4 ,yes1 ,walter1 said his father1 it is time that we retire1 for there are many more evenings this winter1 and we must not think we can learn all the ,bible contains in one evening4 ,i hope ,i made that second narrative plain to you4 ,i am not fully convinced that we have arrived at the truth of this second creation1 father4 ,i shall spend to-morrow thinking and studying on that subject1 and maybe by to-morrow evening ,i will be able to see it as it really is4 ,that's right1 ,walter1 said the pastor1 highly pleased at the thought of his son taking such an interest in the scriptures1 it is only by study and research that we can gain knowledge4 ,the pastor had no idea that ,walter had any other source of information than the family ,bible1 but ,walter was thinking of his key to the scriptures by ,mrs4 ,eddy1 with which he proposed to unlock the treasure vaults of the ,bible4 ,come1 ,walter1 you had better go to bed1 ,i fear you have already overexerted yourself1 as you are not accustomed to being up so late4 ,walter turned a bright and cheery face to her and said1 ,i do not feel tired at all mother1 for the lesson has been very interesting to me1 so do not worry4 ,i am sure it did me good4 ,then turning to his father1 he said1 ,good-night1 father1 shall we have another lesson to-morrow night8 ,yes1 certainly2 now good-night and pleasant dreams4 ,walter bade his mother an affectionate good-night and went to his room4 ,as soon as he was gone1 father and mother looked at each other and there was hope and delight written on both their faces4 ,he is surely getting better1 said the mother4 ,i never saw him so interested and cheerful in his whole life1 remarked the father4 ,i think we have secured the right medicine at last1 said the mother4 ,i have prayed long and faithfully to ,god that ,he spare his life and guide his footsteps into the ministry1 and ,i believe both prayers have been heard1 for he is surely gaining rapidly in health1 and has taken more than an ordinary interest in the ,bible2 some of his questions were very absurd1 but this is simply because he does not understand4 ,i shall put a little study on to-morrow's lesson1 so as to be more able to explain any and all questions he may ask1 said the father4 ,shortly after1 they ascended the stairs to retire for the night4 ,as they passed ,walter's room the mother softly opened the door1 looked at her sleeping boy1 silently closed the door1 and said1 ,dear boy1 he must have been tired to fall asleep so quickly4 ,but ,walter was not sleeping1 he felt he could not sleep until he had cleared up the matter of a second creation4 ,he also knew his mother would look into the room before she retired1 so he pretended to be asleep4 ,as soon as she had closed the door he arose and turned on the light1 went to his trunk1 and brought forth his ,science and ,health4 ,he then seated himself and said1 ,i'm sure ,i saw this all explained in the book2 ,i wonder what part ,i will find it in2 ,i should think it would be in the explanation of ,genesis4 ,turning to ,genesis1 he read until he came to page #ebd1 line #ad1 then exclaimed1 ,here it is1 plain as day2 it wasn't ,god1 ,spirit1 that created the dust man1 and all the rest of this material universe4 ,it was the ,lord ,god1 that is1 man's material conception of ,god1 or false ,god4 ,i wonder how ,i am going to make this plain to father without showing him my ',science and ,health4' ,then putting away his book he was soon in bed and asleep4 ,,chapter ,,vi ,,confusion ,the next morning as soon as breakfast was over1 the pastor went to the library1 secured his ,bible1 and began to read4 ,after reading for some time1 a look of perplexity came over his face2 he leaned back in his chair1 thinking deeply1 and his thoughts were as follows3 ,it's remarkable that ,i never noticed this second narrative is the reverse of the first2 they are clearly and distinctly two narratives4 ,in the first there is no mention made of anything material1 and all is created by the word of ,god--or spiritually2 there is no mention of evil1 but--all is pronounced good by ,god4 ,he made the earth1 the trees1 and the animals first1 and man last1 in an ascending scale2 while in the #b;d chapter of ,genesis1 ,god is supposed to have made man first1 then woman1 then the animals1 etc41 in a descending scale4 ,i am now quite sure my explanation to ,walter about this second creation being a more detailed account of the first is not correct1 yet what else could it be8 ,it certainly cannot be a second creation4 ,let me see1 what did ,walter say about that mist being a misapprehension that arose among the people as to creation8 ,and that this second narrative was the misapprehension8 ,it sounded reasonable and would be an easy solution to this second creation2 but how about this material body of mine1 and the rest of the material things8 ,are we laboring under a misapprehension regarding all these things8 ,impossible1 we could not all make the same mistake2 yet according to ,walter's explanation this mist watered the whole face of the earth2 that means all the people4 ,where did this mist or misapprehension come from8 ,there is no record of ,god having made it4 ,what a position for a minister of the gospel to be in1 unable to explain the simplest things regarding creation2 preaching that man is the image and likeness of ,god1 who is ,spirit1 and believing man was created out of dust or materially1 thereby contradicting the statement1 that we are the image and likeness of ,god1 ,spirit2 for matter is not spirit1 but its opposite4 ,i must admit ,i am very much confused1 and ,i must be able to explain by to-night1 for ,walter will be disappointed if he cannot continue his lesson this evening4 ,i think ,i had better read these first two chapters of ,genesis over a few more times1 and maybe ,i will be able to see through this confusion4 ,the pastor read and studied until dinner was called1 then the entire afternoon4 ,when he laid his book down to come to supper he said1 ,i am fully convinced that these two narratives are not meant to be the same1 nor is one the explanation of the other1 for one is the direct opposite of the other4 ,but ,i cannot decide which is the real1 for the ,bible speaks as though ,god was the author of both4 ,maybe ,walter will have some idea that will shed light on the subject4 ,i am astonished at his explanation of that mist2 it is so reasonable4 ,it is remarkable that it never occured to me1 after the many times ,i have read it4 ,at the supper table the pastor said1 ,walter1 what have you been doing all day8 ,i haven't seen you except at dinner1 and now at supper4 ,i have been reading and thinking preparatory to our lesson1 as ,i suppose we will have another lesson this evening4 ,yes1 ,walter1 we will continue1 although ,i must confess ,i am not as well prepared as ,i should like to be4 ,why1 ,james1 ,i thought you were reading the ,bible almost all day1 said his wife4 ,so ,i was1 dear1 but could not fully satisfy myself as to that second narrative being an explanation of the first2 in fact1 ,i came to the conclusion that it was not1 but that it is a separate1 and distinct narrative4 ,do you mean to say that there really were two creations8 asked his wife in a surprised tone4 ,no1 dear1 ,i do not mean that2 the fact of the matter is1 ,i cannot find any reasonable solution for there being two accounts of creation1 and as this thought had never occured to me before1 ,i have not been able to find a satisfactory explanation4 ,nevertheless1 we will take this subject up in our lesson this evening1 and see if we cannot explain it satisfactorily to all concerned4 ,i am going to the library1 and when you are ready you can both come there1 and we will get an early start4 ,the pastor then quitted the room4 ,mrs4 ,williams turned to her son and said1 ,walter1 ,i cannot understand how your father can be confused at anything he could find in the ,bible1 for he was credited with being one of the best ,bible students in this part of the country4 ,i suppose1 mother1 that it had never occurred to father1 that there were two accounts of creation in the ,bible1 and possibly it had never been pointed out to him4 ,i think though1 that before the evening lesson is over we will all understand just why that second account is given4 ,personally1 ,i have come to a satisfactory conclusion concerning it1 and maybe father will agree with me4 ,now1 ,walter1 you must not presume to teach your father anything concerning the ,bible2 he has put years of hard study on it4 ,i know that is true1 mother1 but it has often happened that a skilled mechanic has worked for years on some particular thing1 and never attained what he was after1 and some other person who knew nothing of mechanism discovered the solution without any trouble4 ,it may be so in this case1 you or ,i may say just the thing that will clear up this seeming mystery4 ,i know that such things have happened1 but ,i would hardly presume to be able to say anything in regard to the ,bible that your father has not thought of years ago4 ,walter did not wish to say anything more on this subject at present1 but it had occured to him that if his father had been taught wrong in regard to creation1 most likely he had also been mis-taught in regard to the rest of the ,bible1 for he reasoned that if he started to explain the ,bible from the wrong standpoint1 that is materially1 instead of spiritually1 he would necessarily be in error as to the truth of all the teachings of the ,bible4 ,,chapter ,,vii ,,the ,,second ,,lesson ,it was not long before his mother had finished her work4 ,she then said1 ,come1 ,walter1 ,i am ready now to go to the library4 ,they both entered and found ,mr4 ,williams waiting for them with the ,bible open in his hand4 ,he looked up at them as soon as they appeared and said1 ,i suppose the great question before the class to-night is to decide whether there are one or two creations chronicled in the ,bible2 and if there are two1 which one is the real4 ,have you arrived at any conclusion in regard to this point1 ,walter8 ,yes1 father1 ,i have4 ,it seems very plain to me now1 and if you will allow me1 ,i shall be pleased to give my views regarding these two creations4 ,this was just what the pastor wanted4 ,he wished ,walter to speak first1 to see what conclusions the boy had arrived at1 before he expressed his own opinion1 so he readily gave his consent and said1 ,speak your mind freely1 son1 and if ,i cannot agree with you on all points1 we will take up those points afterwards and discuss them4 ,walter now had the privilege he wanted1 but he felt he must be careful not to say too much for fear of awakening his father's suspicion2 so he quietly opened the ,bible he had brought with him1 and read aloud1 ,genesis #b1 #gth verse1 ,and the ,lord ,god formed man of the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life1 and man became a living soul4 ,as he finished reading this verse1 he looked at his father and said1 ,you will notice1 father1 that the ,bible says1 'the ,lord ,god' formed this dust man1 and this is not the same ,god that created man in his image and likeness4 ,you will also notice that in the first narrative it simply speaks of ,god creating everything1 and in the second narrative it always speaks of the ,lord ,god as having made everything and-- ,wait1 ,walter1 said the pastor hurriedly4 ,he had intended to let ,walter say everything he had to say on the subject1 but he could not think of allowing his son to bring out the theory that there were two ,gods1 as this would be worse than the thought of two creations4 ,you surely are not trying to bring forth the theory that there are two ,gods1 two supreme powers4 ,i cannot possibly allow you to advance such a thought even in theory1 for that would be pantheism4 ,please1 father1 let me finish my explanation4 ,i have no intention of bringing forth a theory upholding two supreme powers1 but ,i desire to show that we are now believing in two supreme powers1 and that only one is true and real4 ,will you please look at the verse ,i have just read8 ,notice that it uses the words1 ,lord ,god1 and you will find that this form is used almost all of the way through this second narrative4 ,now look at the first chapter of ,genesis2 you will notice that it never speaks of the ,lord ,god1 but simply of ,god4 ,the pastor had caught the meaning of what ,walter had said1 and was now diligently reading first a verse in chapter #a1 ,genesis1 then a corresponding verse in chapter #b4 ,walter's mother had quietly risen1 gone to the bookcase1 secured a ,bible and was also comparing one with the other4 ,at length the pastor looked up at ,walter with a surprised and confused look1 and said1 ,what you say is true1 ,walter1 and ,i must admit ,i never noticed this before1 but ,i cannot see that it changes the narratives any4 ,the author or writer simply changed the name he employed to designate ,deity1 that is all4 ,still ,i cannot understand what his reason could have been for making the change4 ,it is also remarkable that the change should take place just at the time it does1 at the beginning of the second narrative4 ,it does seem strange that such a change should be made1 if it was not done for a purpose1 said ,mrs4 ,williams4 ,i believe ,i can explain why the change was made1 said ,walter4 ,very well1 ,walter1 said the pastor1 let us hear your explanation4 ,well1 father1 as ,i understand it1 the first creation is real1 it being the work of ,god4 ,then the ,bible speaks of that mist or misapprehension that arose1 and the story told in the second narrative is this misapprehension4 ,therefore1 ,i should judge that ,lord ,god would mean a man-conceived ,god2 and man1 through misapprehending the real character and nature of ,deity1 believes the earth and man were created according to the second narrative1 which would agree with all our present ideas4 ,i mean by this that we all think and believe that ,god made man materially out of the dust of the earth1 while the first account says man was made in the image and likeness of ,god2 and as ,god is ,spirit1 man must be spiritual2 as a dust or material man cannot be that likeness1 because matter is the opposite of spirit4 ,then again1 everything that ,god made was good--and this dust man is more evil than good2 and as ,god1 who is conceded as being all good1 made all1 and pronounced all ,he made good1 this dust or material man1 being evil1 was never made1 but1 through a misapprehension1 we think man to be material1 and believe him to be the real man4 ,to illustrate what ,i mean1 say some one told you a falsehood and you believed it to be the truth2 then the lie would seem true to you4 ,nevertheless1 because you believe this lie to be the truth1 it would not make a truth of it1 as it would be a lie still1 regardless of your belief4 ,in the same way theologists have made a mistake by thinking that this second creation is the real1 and have taught all mankind that they originated from dust and must return to dust1 and every one believes this2 and because every one believes this mistake1 it seems like the truth to all of us1 but no matter how many believe a lie1 it does not make a truth of it2 and it is because of this false interpretation that all evil has come upon us1 for in the real and spiritual creation there is no mention of evil4 ,it is only after that mist or misapprehension arose that evil is mentioned4 ,oh1 father1 if my explanation is the truth1 then ,god did not make evil1 did not make sickness2 and if ,he didn't make sickness1 it was never made1 for the ,bible says1 ,god made all that was made1 then sickness is also a part of the misapprehension that arose1 and is not real1 does not exist1 only in our mistaken thoughts4 ,in other words1 we have all been taking a lie for the truth1 and the whole world has been taught this error1 and through this mistake we thought it possible for evil to exist when we ought to have known that ,god could not have made evil1 for there is no mention of sin1 disease1 or death in the first narrative1 or real creation4 ,walter stopped1 his face all aglow with joy and happiness4 ,he had risen to his feet while he was speaking and now he looked from father to mother1 but he only saw perplexity written on their faces4 ,can't you see it1 father8 mother1 didn't ,i make it plain8 ,it seems so easy for me to understand it now2 don't you see what it means to me8 ,it means that ,i never was sick in reality1 that ,i never need be sick in reality1 that ,i am sick only in belief1 that all any one need do to get well is to find out this truth1 that sickness is only an illusion1 a lie1 which the truth will correct4 ,this must be the truth that ,jesus ,christ spoke of when ,he said1 ,ye shall know the truth1 and the truth shall make you free4 ,yes1 it has made me free1 for it has lifted this cloud of sickness and feebleness from my mind1 and ,i feel perfectly well and strong4 ,again he looked from one to the other of his parents1 on his father's face he saw sorrow written1 on his mother's fear4 ,walter then turned his face upward1 and said1 ,oh1 thou1 ,god1 who is all good1 who never made evil or sickness1 ,i thank thee for this great truth which thou hast revealed to me4 ,i also desire that thou show this same truth to my father and mother1 and ,i believe that thou wilt1 for thy ,son1 ,jesus ,christ1 hath said that whatever we desire when we pray1 we should believe that we receive and we would receive2 and ,i do believe that my desire will be granted1 for ,jesus ,christ would not have said it if it were not true4 ,the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,williams and his good wife were speechless4 ,the words they had heard and the actions of ,walter had caused the father to fear that his son's mind had given way2 while the mother thought there was something supernatural about it all1 and she felt half inclined to believe that what she had heard was the truth1 and that this wisdom was given to her son from on high4 ,now the pastor advanced to where ,walter stood1 looked at him inquiringly1 laid his hand on his arm1 and said1 ,sit down1 ,walter1 don't get excited about this question2 we will all understand it better after a while4 ,then looking at his wife1 he said1 ,mother1 don't you think we have had enough ,bible lesson for this evening8 ,his wife was surprised at the question1 for she had not thought of ,walter as being demented4 ,she could not see why the pastor wished to discontinue the lesson1 for they had only begun2 but1 ever ready to agree with her husband1 she answered1 ,just as you think1 ,james4 ,walter looked at his father for a moment1 wondering what could be the matter1 and as he thought of all he had said1 it occured to him that his father must think he had lost his reason2 this struck him as so ridiculous that he burst out laughing1 more heartily than he had ever done in his life1 for he felt better and more free than ever before4 ,but his laughter only made matters worse as it confirmed his father's opinion in regard to his having lost his reason2 and now the good man sadly shook his head1 saying1 ,it is worse than ,i thought4 ,this only made ,walter laugh the heartier4 ,the mother looked from her laughing son to her sorrowing husband1 wondering what it all meant4 ,at last she said1 ,james1 what is worse than you thought8 ,before the pastor could answer1 ,walter said1 ,mother1 father thinks ,i have gone crazy1 and this seemed so ridiculous to me that ,i could not control my laughter4 ,crazy6 ejaculated the mother1 did you think that1 ,james8 ,the pastor did not answer4 ,he had supposed that no one but a demented person would say the things ,walter had said1 but it certainly was not the act of a demented person to guess what he had thought4 ,mother1 said ,walter1 and there was still a healthy smile on his face1 now that ,i come to think of it1 ,i do not wonder that father thought ,i had lost my reason1 as it would be impossible for him to grasp this great truth as readily as you or ,i4 ,to do so1 he would have to unlearn in these few minutes all that he had ever learned regarding this false creation2 with you and ,i1 mother1 it would be easier2 we only believed1 and belief is never absolute conviction1 and can more readily be changed4 ,i read a parable to-day that ,i think will explain what ,i mean4 ,jesus said1 'you cannot add any more to a cask already full4' ,so it is with father2 his mind is filled so full of the present idea of ,god and this material creation1 that there cannot enter anything different from this teaching1 until some of the old is emptied out4 ,i believe this emptying out process is what is meant by ,jesus when ,he said1 'unless ye become as little children1 you can in no wise enter the kingdom of heaven4' ,i take this to mean that we must put human opinion and prejudice aside1 and have a free1 open1 and inquiring mind before this great truth can be understood by us4 ,walter1 said his father rather sternly1 ,i think you have said enough on this question4 ,do you think it common sense for you to put yourself up as a greater authority as to what the ,bible means than all the great men who have labored all their lives on the ,bible8 ,i do not wonder that ,i thought for a moment you had lost your reason1 as ,i do not think any sane person would advance such a chimerical idea1 and claim it to be the truth1 as you have done4 ,i see ,i have made a mistake in allowing you to question the ,bible4 ,hereafter1 ,i shall read from the ,bible and explain it as we proceed1 but ,i will not allow any more comments to be made4 ,in regard to this question of creation1 we will consider that closed for the present1 and in the near future1 probably next ,sunday1 ,i will preach a sermon on creation2 and as you will undoubtedly both be there1 you will see this question made plain4 ,in the meantime ,i think we will discontinue the lesson1 so as to give you a chance to study the ,bible4 ,i was not aware that you knew so little of what it contained1 for you do not seem to grasp the simplest statements when ,i explain them to you4 ,walter was very much astonished at the way his father had taken his explanation1 and for a moment was sorry that he had said so much at one time2 then he smiled as a happy thought struck him4 ,if his father intended to deliver a thorough sermon on creation1 he would be compelled to carefully study ,genesis1 and ,walter believed enough had been said to make his father doubt the second narrative4 ,he felt like saying1 ,i don't believe you will ever preach that sermon1 but instead1 he said1 ,alright1 father1 ,i shall put considerable study on the ,bible1 as you wish and ,i am sorry if my explanation has offended you1 yet ,i explained it just as it seemed to me4 ,never mind1 ,walter1 said his mother1 we cannot all of us be as well versed on the ,bible as your father1 who has spent most of his life in the study of it4 ,would you suggest1 father1 that ,i continue to study ,genesis from the place we left off8 ,yes son1 said the pastor more kindly1 start from where we left off this evening1 and it might be well for you to review what we have passed over1 so you will be able to fully understand my sermon when ,i deliver it4 ,after a few more commonplace remarks1 ,walter bade his father and mother good night1 and ascended to his chamber1 carrying his ,bible with him4 ,as soon as ,walter had left the room1 the pastor turned to his wife and said1 ,i wonder what can have taken possession of that boy1 he has changed wonderfully4 ,whereas he was always speaking of his sickness1 and complaining of being weak1 he now never refers to his trouble1 nor does he complain of being tired any more4 ,and what is more wonderful1 he does not walk and act as if he was tired or weak2 he also looks cheerful and his explanation was full of vim and courage1 even though it was nonsense4 ,i think1 ,james1 it is the work of that last medicine4 ,he has begun to notice that he is getting better1 and in his great enthusiasm he ascribes his healing to the goodness of ,god1 and is very desirous of giving thanks for his recovery4 ,that may be it1 said the pastor1 yet ,i don't see any reason for his talking such nonsense4 ,some of his assertions are simply absurd2 for instance1 that assertion about his never having been sick in reality1 and that there is no evil2 haven't we had the best physicians in the country1 and didn't they say he had hereditary consumption4 ,that certainly ought to prove its reality4 ,besides1 he has been gradually growing weaker and weaker under our very eyes4 ,that is all true1 ,james1 yet ,i do not think all he said was nonsense4 ,it seemed to me that when he was speaking he seemed to glow with a heavenly radiance1 and while you thought he had lost his mind1 ,i supposed he was inspired from on high4 ,the pastor sat bolt upright in his chair1 and looked at his wife4 ,if this thing kept up much longer he would be demented himself2 what was the matter with his family8 ,how could his wife take the nonsense of a boy for inspiration8 ,now1 ,james1 don't look at me that way2 it does not seem so very incredible to me that ,god should have made everything good1 and that the good alone is real1 and that evil is unreal1 but that we make a reality of it simply by thinking it real4 ,i think that is what ,walter was trying to make clear to us4 ,to illustrate1 if you should receive word this evening that your brother was killed in a railroad disaster1 you would certainly feel sorrowful1 and you would say you felt that way because your brother was killed4 ,now if in the morning your brother should step in the house perfectly well1 your sorrow would flee4 ,this would prove that your sorrow was not caused by the death of your brother1 but simply because you believed him dead2 so it was the belief that caused the sorrow1 and not the deed itself4 ,i can agree with you in regard to your illustration1 for it was the belief of my brother's death1 and not his real death1 as he did not die1 that made me sorrowful4 ,but the two cases are not parallel2 in the one1 nothing had happened1 but in the other there is in reality a sick boy1 and not simply the report of a sick boy4 ,can you not see1 ,james1 that if ,god never made sickness1 and ,he made all there was made1 that sickness could not be a reality8 ,and we could not be sick in reality4 ,yet if we thought ourselves sick and believed what we thought1 this would make it seem true to us1 though in fact1 it was not true4 ,i believe it is just as ,walter put it4 ,if we believe a falsehood to be the truth1 this falsehood1 then1 seems like the truth to us4 ,but no matter how often1 or how many1 believe a lie to be the truth1 it still in fact remains a lie4 ,what you say about the lie1 wife1 is plain1 but sickness is not a lie or a falsehood1 it is only too real4 ,james1 if sin1 sickness1 and death are real1 ,god must have made them1 for the ,bible says ,god made everything that was made and pronounced it all very good4 ,it might be possible to stretch the imagination so as to say that sickness1 or even death1 might be good under certain conditions2 but no ,christian would agree with you that sin was good4 ,and if we would agree that sickness and death were made by ,god and were good1 then ,jesus ,christ destroyed the works of ,god1 and at the same time destroyed something that was good4 ,oh1 ,james1 the more ,i think of ,walter's explanation1 the more reasonable it seems1 and ,i cannot get the idea out of my mind that our boy was inspired when he made that explanation4 ,lillian1 ,i will admit that never in my whole life have ,i been so confused on anything as ,i am in regard to these two narratives of creation4 ,if we admit that the first is the real and was all that was made1 whence came all this evil1 sin1 and sickness into the world1 and how did ,i acquire this material body1 and where did all these other material things come from8 ,if we admit that the second creation is of ,god1 then ,god1 in a sense1 would be responsible for all the trials and tribulations of man1 for ,god is all-powerful and could have made us better1 even to perfection4 ,now that ,i think of it1 ,i don't believe the ,bible mentions anywhere that ,god made evil4 ,it speaks of the ,lord ,god cursing the ground1 but it does not accuse ,him of making evil2 and yet ,god should have made all4 ,can evil only be a lie1 a dream1 a delusion1 a mistake or misapprehension1 as ,walter called it8 ,what a state for a minister to be in2 why1 ,i believe ,i am questioning the truth of the ,bible4 ,no1 ,james1 ,i don't think you could properly call that questioning the ,bible1 you are simply seeking the truth1 and ,i know that when you get into a calmer frame of mind you will readily find it2 don't you think we had better retire for to-night8 ,to-morrow you will have time to look up this entire matter4 ,i suppose we had1 as ,i see no way to satisfy myself except by carefully studying the whole book of ,genesis1 and ,i am very doubtful whether ,i will be able to find what ,i want even there1 for ,i have often noticed that when a man once begins to doubt the truth of the ,bible1 he usually ends up as an unbeliever4 ,god grant that this may not happen to me4 ,o1 ,i have no fear of that1 said his wife2 you are too firm a believer in ,god to ever doubt anything in the ,bible4 ,i hope so1 wife1 yet ,i must admit that ,i am beginning to doubt the genuineness of the second narrative1 and for the last fifteen years ,i have preached the gospel from the standpoint of this second or dust creation4 ,in fact1 ,i could not preach otherwise1 as it would be impossible for me to make my congregation believe that they were wholly spiritual1 and that they have no material body1 had ,i desired4 ,why1 ,james1 of course we have a material body1 don't we have to feed1 clothe1 and take care of it8 ,that is the way ,i always believed1 but if ,walter's idea is correct in regard to that mist1 or misapprehension1 then the first chapter of ,genesis is correct1 and in that case we could not possibly have a material body1 but only think we have1 and because we believe what we think1 it would seem so to us4 ,wife1 ,i am half inclined to think this is the solution1 but how can ,i prove to others1 or even myself1 that my body is spiritual when it is so very material8 ,it is quite surprising to me1 ,james1 that you cannot readily explain this part of the ,bible1 for you have done little else all your life but study the ,bible4 ,at any rate1 let it rest for to-night2 you will1 no doubt1 get the right thought more readily after a good night's sleep4 ,the pastor rather reluctantly followed his wife out of the room and up stairs4 ,he would have preferred to solve this knotty problem before retiring4 ,he lay awake a long time thinking deeply1 and the more he thought the more firmly he believed that ,walter was right in his conclusions that the first narrative was the true one4 ,then the thought came2 if this is correct1 it will turn the whole world into confusion1 for everybody believes in the dust man2 in fact1 every clergyman ,i know of is preaching the gospel from this standpoint4 ,it was after midnight before he finally went to sleep4 ,walter1 also1 lay awake some time1 but he was not trying to solve the question of which was the true narrative2 he had fully satisfied himself in regard to this4 ,what he was trying to do was to think of some way to convince his father and mother in regard to it4 ,,chapter ,,viii ,,the ,,third ,,lesson ,nearly two months had passed since the evening of the last ,bible lesson4 ,walter was so interested in studying the ,bible and ,science and ,health1 that he did not notice the dreary winter days4 ,besides1 he was gaining very rapidly in strength and flesh to the great joy of his parents4 ,his mother had some time ago noticed that he did not take his medicine1 and spoke to him about it4 ,he answered her in a very positive1 but gentle tone1 ,no1 mother1 ,i am not taking any medicine and never intend to take any more1 for ,i am now depending entirely on ,god1 and ,he is making me well4 ,his mother had asked him when he had stopped taking it1 and he said1 ,i determined never again to take medicine the night ,i realized the unreality of sickness1 as it would be very foolish to take medicine to cure me of something which in reality did not exist4 ,both his father and mother tried to persuade him to continue taking his medicine1 as they believed his improvement was due to this last kind he had been taking4 ,walter knew better1 so had said1 ,please allow me to leave off taking it for a short time1 and if ,i do not continue to improve1 ,i will start taking it again to please you4 ,it had been left that way1 although his parents were averse to his stopping at the very time he seemed to be gaining4 ,they watched him closely1 but he continued to improve so steadily and rapidly1 that taking medicine had not been mentioned to him again4 ,his mother continued taking hers1 but showed no improvement4 ,many times ,walter asked his father when he would take up their ,bible lessons again2 but his father never seemed ready4 ,he noticed that his father always seemed to be in a very thoughtful mood4 ,the boy knew what was the cause of it1 and several times had tried to engage his father in conversation regarding creation or some other part of the ,bible1 as he desired to point out the truth to him4 ,but his father always dropped the subject as soon as possible1 nor had he preached his sermon on creation as he had promised4 ,the pastor daily studied his ,bible and was taking copious notes as he read1 but did not seem to arrive at a satisfactory conclusion4 ,many times he wondered at the little things ,walter would say about the ,bible1 and on several occasions he had made up his mind to ask him some questions1 but he disliked to let the boy know of his own inability to understand the ,bible4 ,he wondered if his wife was right in regard to the boy's being inspired4 ,how else could he account for some of the things ,walter said4 ,on several occasions he had taken the trouble to prove his assertions1 and found to his surprise that the ,bible easily substantiated what the boy had said4 ,this was the state of affairs on a ,january afternoon when the pastor said to himself1 come what will1 ,i am going to continue those ,bible lessons this evening4 ,what ,walter said brought me into this darkness and confusion and it is possible he may say something that will show me the light4 ,that evening at supper the pastor surprised his wife and son by saying1 ,if it is agreeable to you both1 we will continue our ,bible lessons this evening4 ,they readily assented1 and as soon as ,mrs4 ,williams had finished her work1 they repaired to the library4 ,as soon as they were seated the pastor said1 ,well1 ,walter1 have you changed your mind in regard to which of the two narratives regarding creation is the correct one8 ,no1 father1 ,i have not4 ,i have put considerable more study on that subject since our last lesson1 and ,i am now fully satisfied and convinced that the view expressed in regard to the first narrative being the true one is correct4 ,walter1 ,i believe you are right4 ,i have been studying and thinking all of these two months1 and have come to the same conclusion regarding creation4 ,yet in no way have ,i been able to explain away all these material things and this material body4 ,james1 have you come to the conclusion that everything is spiritual8 asked his wife4 ,yes1 ,lillian1 for there are only two conclusions to arrive at1 either ,god is the creator spoken of in the first narrative where everything was made by the ,word1 or spiritually1 and is pronounced very good1 or else ,god is the creator spoken of in the second narrative and therefore ,he would be the creator of all this evil1 sickness1 sin1 and death1 with all the other dire calamities we are subjected to4 ,and since ,i have thought and studied on this question1 ,i cannot conceive of our ,heavenly ,father being the cause of all our troubles1 who are ,his children1 any more than ,i would bring such a visitation on my family4 ,so of the two1 ,i prefer believing that ,god made everything good as described in the first narrative1 as it is impossible to believe both1 for they are direct opposites4 ,what bothers me is this material body and everything else that is material4 ,father1 ,i believe ,i can throw some light on that subject if you will allow me4 ,his father looked at him for a moment1 undecided whether to ask him to explain or not1 for his last explanation had caused all his confusion1 yet1 as he thought of it1 he now agreed with that explanation4 ,maybe the boy was inspired and he was doing wrong in not hearing what he had to say4 ,anyway1 his getting well without the use of doctors or drugs was little short of a miracle to him1 so he decided to have him explain1 and said1 ,i will hear what you have to say on this subject1 ,walter1 but be careful not to say anything ridiculous4 ,walter smiled2 he had learned a lesson the time he made his explanation regarding creation1 and he did not intend that his enthusiasm should cause him to say too much this time and thereby make the same mistake he had made before4 ,so he simply asked his father a question4 ,did not everybody think the earth was flat years ago8 ,yes1 ,walter1 but what has that to do with our material bodies8 ,did everybody believe it1 father8 ,certainly1 for they did not know different ,did their thinking so make it so8 ,most assuredly not1 as you well know1 ,walter1 the earth was always round4 ,and even though they believed this mistake regarding the earth1 it did not change the earth any1 did it1 father8 ,no1 but why these questions8 ,only this1 father1 that this is just what we have been long doing regarding our bodies1 thinking that they were material and believing it1 but our mistaken thought regarding our bodies has not in reality changed them1 any more than the thought that the earth was flat changed the earth4 ,it seemed flat to those who believed it flat1 though the truth was that the earth was round in reality4 ,so with our bodies2 they are material to us who believe them so1 but in truth or reality1 they are spiritual4 ,i can readily agree with you in regard to the earth1 because we know that it always was round1 but we cannot prove that the body is spiritual4 ,that is just the point1 father4 ,we can readily admit that the earth is round after it has been proven so2 still before this proof was furnished the people would not admit it1 any more than we will admit that our bodies are spiritual4 ,nevertheless the earth was round before it was proven so1 and so with the body being spiritual4 ,the proof of its spirituality does not change it any1 as it will always remain as ,god made it1 regardless of what man thinks or believes about it1 nevertheless1 ,jesus ,christ on several occasions proved the body to be spiritual and the proof that ,he done so is contained in the ,bible1 ,he also said ',blessed are they who believe and do not see4' ,i know ,jesus ,christ said that1 but that was about something entirely different4 ,you could hardly want me to believe something ,i could not see or prove1 for you know1 ,walter1 the old saying is that seeing is believing4 ,walter immediately thought of what ,science and ,health said on this subject1 so he said1 ,can we always believe what we see8 ,yes1 ,i think so1 son4 ,father1 if you were to look out of this window to-morrow morning you would see in the distance where the heaven and earth seemed to meet2 would you believe they did8 ,certainly not1 for ,i know better4 ,still you say1 seeing is believing4 ,his father leaned back in his chair and regarded his son critically2 was the boy inspired8 ,how else could he account for his intelligence8 ,what was he to hear next1 should he ask any more questions8 ,yes1 he would ask him something more about this material body3 ,walter is there anything in the ,bible that you know of wherewith to substantiate your claim of a spiritual body8 ,i think there is1 father4 ,jesus ,christ must have known that his body was spiritual1 and not material1 for if his body had been material he could not have walked on the water1 and in several places it speaks of ,jesus becoming invisible to those around him4 ,i know1 son1 but ,jesus ,christ was the ,son of ,god4 ,that is true1 father1 so are we1 ,i distinctly remember reading in ,st4 ,john--'now are we the sons of ,god4' ,st4 ,paul also speaks of us as sons of ,god and joint heirs with ,christ4 ,the ,rev4 ,williams slowly closed the ,bible he had been holding open on his knee and looked at his son4 ,where would this thing end8 ,he must try and confine the boy to one thing at a time1 so he said1 ,i am still in the dark concerning your idea of how the material body came to be4 ,father1 ,i will quote you again from the ,bible--'as a man thinketh in his heart1 so is he' ,this means that if you think anything1 no matter what1 and believe what you think1 then so it is with you1 and it seems true to you4 ,for instance1 take a person that is demented1 who imagines he is ,king ,george1 and believes it2 to himself he is king ,george and no one can make him believe otherwise4 ,that may be true of one who is demented1 but how about a sane person8 ,this person may be sane on every topic but that one4 ,still ,i will give you another illustration of what the wrong thought on any subject will do4 ,i read a while ago about some college students who decided to play a joke on their professor4 ,this professor had several blocks to walk to the college1 and the students decided to place themselves at frequent intervals along his path1 and each one was to comment on how badly he looked1 and intimate to him that he was sick4 ,so on a certain morning as the professor was walking to the college 7and he was feeling as well as usual71 the first person he met was one of the students who greeted him warmly with a hearty 'good morning' and then added1 ',what is the matter1 professor1 are you sick8' ,the professor said1 ',no1 ,i am feeling as well as usual2 why do you ask8' ,the student then told him he looked very pale1 and that he thought he must surely be sick4 ,the professor then assured the student that he was feeling well and started toward the college4 ,the next student he met also told him he looked sick2 this was repeated several times1 and caused the professor to imagine there must be something wrong4 ,after meeting several more of the jokers he began to think he must be sick4 ,then being told the same thing a few more times1 he believed he was sick1 or believed what he thought1 and turned back home a very sick man4 ,so it is with us1 we think we have material bodies1 and because we believe what we think1 it makes it seem true to us1 even though it is not the truth4 ,a very good illustration1 ,walter1 ,i think ,i understand what you mean4 ,if we all thought our bodies were spiritual and believed what we thought1 then our bodies would be spiritual2 in other words1 whichever way we thought and believed1 so it would really be4 ,no father1 that is not quite right4 ,simply thinking you are sick or well and believing it does not make you sick1 or well1 in reality2 it only seems to do it to our mistaken mortal sense of things2 the truth of anything remains the truth1 regardless of how many falsehoods are told about it4 ,am ,i to understand ,walter1 that no matter what ,i or others may think or believe about this body1 it does not change the facts regarding it1 but only seems to do so to our senses8 ,that is just what ,i mean4 ,god made us in ,his image and likeness1 and as ,he is ,spirit we must be like ,him or spiritual1 for matter is not the likeness of ,spirit1 but its opposite4 ,that seems quite reasonable1 ,walter1 said his mother1 but this material body is here1 ,i can see it and feel it4 ,it only seems to be material1 mother1 because we take our information from our five material senses2 and as these five senses can only testify regarding material things because of their materiality1 they do not testify to the truth1 or reality1 of man and the universe4 ,but ,walter1 said the pastor1 if ,i am not to believe the testimony of my five senses1 how am ,i to know anything8 ,the five material senses are continually deceiving us4 ,the sense of sight ,i have spoken of before1 but will give you a different illustration that shows up the deception of all the senses4 ,father1 do you believe life to be a reality8 ,i certainly do4 ,can you see life8 ,i hardly know how to answer that1 ,i can see that you are alive4 ,no1 ,i shall say we can not see life itself1 but only the manifestation of life4 ,i agree with you1 father1 we cannot see life itself4 ,can we hear life8 ,no4 ,can we touch life8 ,no4 ,can we smell life8 ,no4 ,can we taste life8 ,no4 ,then our five material senses do not testify anything regarding a reality1 for you said life was a reality4 ,the pastor and his wife were very much surprised at ,walter's ability to explain these things1 and his mother was fully convinced of his being inspired1 and the father was fast coming to the same conclusion4 ,did you understand me1 father8 ,yes1 fully1 you made it very plain4 ,now1 father1 would you say that the opposite of a reality was an unreality8 ,the pastor hesitated1 hardly daring to answer2 at length he said1 ,yes1 it must be4 ,is not death the opposite of life1 father8 ,yes1 ,walter4 ,then if life is real1 its opposite1 or death1 must be unreal2 can you agree with me1 father8 ,he always addressed his father1 for his mother was showing by the nod of her head that she fully agreed with him4 ,i must say1 ,walter1 that ,i do agree with you1 to quite an extent2 but1 ,i shall have to think it all over carefully before ,i will be fully convinced4 ,walter then continued3 ,we have found that the five senses do not testify regarding a reality1 now let us see if they testify regarding an unreality4 ,as we had agreed that death was the opposite of life and that life was real and death unreal1 we will take death as our example4 ,when a person dies1 we say life1 or the reality has flown1 and the unreality1 the material or dead body1 remains4 ,do our five material senses testify anything regarding this unreality or dead body8 ,yes1 all five of them1 for we can see this unreality with the eye4 ,if we move this unreality1 we hear it move with the ear4 ,if we reach forth our hand we can touch it4 ,after decomposition sets in1 we can smell it2 and if we would put a piece of it into our mouth1 as we do of the dead cow or bird1 we could even taste this unreality4 ,this ought to convince us of the unreliability of the knowledge transmitted to us by the five senses2 for1 as ,i have shown1 they all say the unreal is real and that the real is unreal4 ,st4 ,paul said1 ',to be carnally minded is death1 and to be spiritually minded is life eternal4' ,i know that ,st4 ,paul said this1 but do not see as it has any bearing on the question we are discussing1 said the pastor4 ,on the contrary1 father1 ,i think it is a verification of what ,i have been illustrating4 ,can you explain what you mean1 ,walter1 so your mother and ,i will understand8 ,to me it seems plain1 the carnal mind is the fleshly mind1 which thinks everything is material2 and this method of thinking leads to the belief in a material body and eventually in the death1 or unreality1 of this material body1 the returning of the fleshly body to its original state1 dust to dust1 the real meaning of which ,i think is1 nothing you were1 to nothing you must return1 for only the real is eternal4 ,walter1 where do you get that definition of the word dust8 ,i take it from what is implied in the #b;d chapter of ,genesis1 #gth verse1 where it reads1 ',and the ,lord ,god formed man of the dust of the ground'2 as there is no record of any dust having been made1 it is very easy to see that dust must be the name given to designate something that exists only in our imagination1 a false sense of the real1 an illusion1 and this ',lord ,god' the suppositional creator of material things1 is the false or material sense of ,god entertained by us mortals1 and only exists in our imagination4 ,i believe our prayers are unanswered for this very reason that the ,god we have been praying to exists in our imagination only and is a man-made ,god1 or1 as ,i said before1 a ,god conceived by man4 ,not so fast1 ,walter2 let us finish one thing at a time4 ,your explanation of the dust man is very reasonable1 but ,i don't see where you get your authority for calling dust an unreality1 or illusion4 ,father1 ,i thought we had agreed that there was a hidden1 or spiritual1 meaning to all that was written in the ,bible1 and ,i think what ,i have said about this dust or material man is this meaning2 take for instance1 the first verse of chapter #c of ,genesis1 which reads1 ',now the serpent was more subtle than any beast of the field1 which the ,lord ,god had made1 and he said unto the woman1 yea1 hath ,god said ye shall not eat of every tree of the garden4' ,now1 father1 who ever heard of a talking snake4 ,no one4 ,it is only a myth1 and ,i believe this snake was used to symbolize the narrator's idea of evil1 tempting the children of ,god1 ,good1 to do evil4 ,another illustration that this second narrative is metaphorically written is in ,genesis #b1 #ith verse1 which reads3 ',and out of the ground made the ,lord ,god to grow every tree that is pleasant to the sight and good for food1 the tree of life also in the midst of the garden and the tree of knowledge of good and evil4' ,we can readily agree that there is no tree that bears fruit called good and evil1 so this word 'tree' is used metaphorically1 and stands for something quite different4 ,here ,walter stopped and looked at his father to see what effect his speech was having on him1 also because he thought he had said enough for one time4 ,but his father was leaning slightly forward and had been drinking in every word the boy was saying1 as he was fully convinced that his son did not of himself know all these things about the ,bible1 and1 consequently1 it must be that he was inspired4 ,the mother had the same opinion1 so did not care to interrupt him4 ,walter continued looking from one to the other not knowing what to make of their silence and the knowing look which passed between them1 as he did not know that they thought him inspired4 ,at length the father1 said1 ,walter1 do you know what is meant by the word 'tree' in that verse8 ,i think ,i do1 father2 to me it stands for the word1 'thought1' for this seems to bring out the spiritual meaning of the verse2 for instance1 if we would read the verse this way1 ',every thought that is pleasant to the sight1 i4 e41 understanding1 and good for food1 the thought of life also in the midst of the garden and the thought or belief in good and evil'2 this may not be correct1 but it at least makes it plain to me4 ,and when we remember that ,adam and ,eve were allowed to eat of all the trees excepting this tree of knowledge of good and evil1 it seems to me that they were forbidden to believe that both good and evil were real1 in other words1 to believe that both spirit and matter existed2 for as soon as they would eat or believed in materiality the penalty would be death1 as they were believing in something that did not in reality exist4 ,this false belief must in the end inevitably result in death or annihilation1 as it is this false belief of life as existent in matter1 or material body1 that dies and is annihilated1 for the real or spiritual man cannot die4 ,what do you mean by spiritual man8 ,the ,bible says3 ',god is omniscient1 omnipresent1 omnipotent4' ,let us define this word omniscient4 ,in a common sense way1 'omni' means all1 and 'scientia' means science1 then it would be proper to say1 ',god is all science1 and science is perfect intelligence1' for the scientific reality concerning anything1 is the perfect intelligence pertaining thereto4 ,we can now say1 ',god is all intelligence1' the word 'all' includes our intelligence1 then ,god is the intelligence1 the thinking ability1 or mind1 of man4 ,walter1 do you wish to intimate that the brain is ,god8 ,no1 father1 the brain cannot think4 ,walter1 this is nonsense1 of course the brain thinks1 we certainly do not think with our hands or feet4 ,just a moment1 father1 and we will see if the brain has the ability to think4 ,supposing we take it out and lay it on a platter1 does it think8 ,certainly not1 it is not in its proper place1 said his father4 ,it seems to me1 that if the brain had the ability in itself to think1 it could do so no matter what place it occupied4 ,no1 ,walter1 that would not be a fair illustration4 ,all right father1 we will now take another example4 ,say a man should drop dead on the street from apoplexy2 there lies his material body1 his brain occupies its accustomed place1 not having been disturbed at all1 yet you would not say that his brain had the ability to think8 ,but the man was dead1 life had flown1 said ,mr4 ,williams4 ,then it is ,life that has in itself the ability to think1 for everything else is there1 in its proper place1 and what is the life of a man but his consciousness1 his intelligence1 his mind4 ,now we have arrived at the same point in our reasoning where we were before1 that ,god is ,mind1 intelligence1 the ,life of man1 and that brains cannot think4 ,you see1 father1 the brain is also matter1 the same as the rest of our material body1 that is1 dust1 or as ,i explained before1 nothing2 an illusion1 or false conception4 ,do you mean to say ,i have no body at all8 ,no1 father1 what ,i mean is that man has taken a false view of his body by thinking it material when in reality it is spiritual1 as is all the rest of the universe2 for ,god1 ,spirit could not make a material world1 as matter is the opposite of spirit4 ,the ,rev4 ,mr4 ,williams leaned his head on his hand and was thinking deeply4 ,could ,walter's explanation be the truth8 ,he could see when what we called death occurred the consciousness1 intelligence1 or what we called life1 seemed to leave the body and thereafter the body was inanimate1 and in time returned to dust4 ,reasoning from this standpoint1 he could agree that life and intelligence were the same1 and that the intelligence of man was his mind was also plain1 but that ,mind was ,god1 was beyond his comprehension1 because he had always conceived of mind and brain as being the same1 consequently1 that the brain had the power of thought4 ,yet ,walter's explanation concerning the inability of the brain1 in the corpse1 to think1 and that it was as material as the rest of the body was quite convincing that brain1 in itself1 did not contain the power of thought4 ,was the boy right regarding the word omniscient8 ,if so1 it would be very easy to agree with him when he said that ,god was the intelligence or mind of man2 he1 himself1 believed in an all intelligent creator4 ,walter all this while had been waiting for his father or mother to express themselves1 as they did not1 he said3 ,if we can agree that ,mind is ,god1 then it is very easy to conceive of man as the image and likeness of ,god1 and this image would be spiritual and not material4 ,his father looked up at him but did not speak4 ,his mother said3 ,how would that help it1 ,walter8 ,if we reason from the standpoint that ,mind is the creative force or first cause1 and as we know that like produces like1 it would be impossible for the creative force1 or ,mind1 to produce matter1 for matter is the opposite of mind4 ,now let us see what ,mind does create1--why thoughts or ideas and nothing else1 so we see that man is a thought1 or a number of them1 or idea emanating from the one ,mind or creative force and the idea or thought must be the image and likeness of the mind or intelligence that conceived it4 ,this would give us a spiritual man1 who in reality would be the image and likeness of the real ,god4 ,walter1 said his father1 ,i cannot stand to hear any more to-night1 ,i will not say that you are right or wrong1 as ,i must have time to think1 and the more ,i hear you say1 the more in the dark ,i seem to be1 besides it is getting quite late and it is time we were retiring4 ,i hope you are not angry for my presuming to explain the ,bible as ,i see it1 for ,i believe ,i am right2 in fact1 ,i have had proof sufficient to convince me that it cannot be otherwise4 ,no ,walter1 ,i am not angry1 but very badly mixed up in my reasoning because of the peculiar views you entertain concerning ,god and man4 ,what proof have you had that you are right8 ,through these peculiar views as you call them1 ,i am being restored to health2 in fact1 ,i believe every symptom has gone forever1 and that ,i am entirely well1 besides ,i feel so happy1 contented1 and free that ,i can hardly wait for the day when mother will understand1 and be free from her bondage4 ,if understanding will make her free ,i pray ,god that ,he will give her such understanding1 but ,i cannot see what connection understanding can possibly have with sickness4 ,you know1 father1 ,jesus ,christ said1 ',ye shall know the truth1 and the truth shall make you free4' ,the question is1 free from what8 ,for the men ,he was speaking to answered ,him saying3 ',we be ,abraham's seed and were never in bondage to any man1 how sayest thou then1 ye shall be free8' ,jesus ,christ answered them1 ',verily1 verily ,i say unto you1 whosoever commiteth sin1 is the servant of sin4' ,at another time as related in ,matthew #i3e1 ,jesus ,christ intimated that sin and sickness were one and the same4 ,he said to the sick man1 ',son1 be of good cheer1 thy sins are forgiven thee1' and certain of the scribes said1 ',this man blasphemeth4' ,jesus ,christ1 knowing what they were thinking and saying1 said1 ',wherefore think ye evil in your hearts1 for whither is easier to say1 thy sins are forgiven thee or to say1 arise and walk4' ,if we can now agree that sin and sickness are the same1 we could say with ,jesus ,christ1 ',verily1 verily ,i say unto you1 whosoever commiteth 7sickness7 sin1 is the servant of sickness1' for we certainly are the slaves of any sickness that we claim to have1 and give it the power to rule us with a rod of iron1 and in doing so1 we sin against the first commandment1 ',thou shalt have no other ,gods before me1' as we are making a ,god or power of our sickness4 ,and if we take medicine1 we are giving the medicine power to heal1 or making a ,god of it1 and in doing so we break the same commandment4 ,now1 father1 good-night1 and ,i hope by a careful perusal of the ,bible on this subject you will be able to agree with me4 ,good-night1 mother4 ,good-night1 ,walter1 said both his father and mother1 as he turned to leave the room4 ,as soon as he was gone ,mrs4 ,williams turned to the pastor and said3 ,to-night you must surely agree with me that the boy is inspired4 ,the pastor looked up at her and said1 ,that is the only way ,i can account for the wonderful things he says4 ,i must admit he has gone far beyond me1 in his understanding of the ,bible4 ,i intend to put in the next few days in verifying his explanations4 ,james1 do you think the boy can be right in regard to sickness and sin being the same8 ,there is hardly any other conclusion to arrive at1 if we believe the words of ,jesus ,christ4 ,now let us go to bed1 as it is quite late4 ,,chapter ,,ix ,,the ,,christian ,,science ,,journal ,bright and early the next morning ,walter was up and reading in ,science and ,health4 ,after reading some little time1 he heard his mother calling him to breakfast4 ,he laid his book down and said3 ,this is the most wonderful book ,i ever read2 no matter how many times ,i read it over1 it seems like a new book1 and sometimes ,i wonder if ,i had not skipped some of it when ,i read it before1 as there are many things ,i see in it now that ,i did not see before4 ,i suppose it is because ,i did not understand it all the first time4 ,shortly after breakfast1 his mother asked ,walter to do an errand for her down town4 ,on the way he began to wonder if ,christian ,scientists had a church or meeting-place1 he also wished he knew of some one who was a ,scientist1 as he desired very much to ask some questions1 particularly in regard to his mother's illness4 ,on his return from town1 he was compelled to wait several moments at a railroad crossing near the depot1 and as he stepped inside his eye caught sight of a little bracket nailed to the wall4 ,in the bracket was a book1 and on the cover in large print were the words1 ,christian ,science ,journal4 ,walter hastily walked over to the wall1 took the book1 and began to examine it4 ,he saw it was published monthly in ,boston4 ,opening the book1 he saw the first part was reading matter1 and as he turned page after page1 he came to where he saw1 ,list of organized churches of ,christ1 ,scientist4 ,immediately he began looking if there was a church in his town4 ,he noticed that the names of the towns and cities were arranged alphabetically4 ,after searching for a moment he said1 ,yes1 here it is1 ',mapelton1 ,vermont4 ,first church of ,christ1 ,scientist1 ,first ,reader1 ,john ,j4 ,sivad2 ,services #aj3de ,a4 ,m41 ,sunday ,school #ab ,m41 ,wednesday #g3de ,p4 ,m41 ,number #eb ,squirrel ,ave41 on ,island4 ,reading-room same address1 #b to #d ,p4 ,m4' ,why1 that is only five or six blocks from my home2 ,i wish ,i could go to their service4 ,i may some day4 ,they seem to have a great many churches2 there are eight in ,chicago alone2 three in ,cleveland1 ,ohio2 three in ,kansas ,city2 three in ,london1 ,england2 six in ,new ,york ,city2 two in ,new ,orleans1 ,la42 three in ,portland2 one in ,paris1 ,france2 one in ,melbourne1 ,victoria1 ,australia4 ,why1 they seem to be in every city in the world4 ,he continued to read and turned the pages until he came to a page where he saw printed1 ,addresses of ,christian ,science ,practitioners4 ,i wonder what they mean by practitioner2 it must mean those who practice ,christian ,science1 but ,i should think every ,christian ,scientist would practice what he knows4 ,i wonder if there are any in ,mapelton2 let me see1 they are all classified in states and cities2 yes1 there is ,mapelton4 ,there are three of them here4 ,mrs4 ,f4 ,s4 ,white1 ,c4 ,s41 #bha ,n4 ,grant ,st4 ,mrs4 ,m4 ,j4 ,sivad1 ,c4 ,s41 #gdb ,upland ,court4 ,mrs4 ,l4 ,s4 ,poor1 ,c4 ,s41 #de ,napoleon ,ave4 ,i wonder if all practitioners are women2 no1 here is ,mr4 ,sherman ,bradford2 here is another man2 ,oh1 yes1 there are a good many men1 but there are more women than men4 ,i know ,mrs4 ,white2 her husband used to keep a shoe store1 and ,mrs4 ,m4 ,j4 ,sivad is that lovely lady who lives in a beautiful large mansion in ,upland ,court1 the finest street in town2 her husband is a retired merchant4 ,and ,mrs4 ,l4 ,s4 ,poor is that tall1 stately looking lady that passes by our house so often4 ,i must have a talk with them some time4 ,now ,i must hurry home or mother will think something has happened4 ,arriving home1 he told his mother he had stopped at the depot1 and that this was the reason of his delay4 ,walter was now so well and strong that his parents did not worry much about him1 but ,walter and his father were quite alarmed at ,mrs4 ,william's condition1 for she had been failing rapidly for the last month and was so weak that it was almost impossible for her to do her accustomed work4 ,walter and his father did all they could to help her and made her work as light as possible4 ,it was several days later when his mother felt so ill that she could not get up at all1 and so ,walter decided to go to one of the practitioners for advice1 which he did that same afternoon4 ,he told the practitioner of his illness and of his finding ,science and ,health and that the reading and study of the book had cured him2 also that his mother was sick1 that he was a minister's son1 and his father was very much opposed to ,christian ,science4 ,he also told her of their ,bible lessons and of the confusion of his father4 ,the practitioner told him that the word practitioner was used instead of doctor or healer and that this was her profession1 healing the sick1 and that she would be pleased to help him all she could1 but that she had no right to treat his mother without her consent4 ,walter assured her that it would be impossible to get either his father or mother's consent1 for they refused to have him treated at one time when a friend had suggested it4 ,the practitioner then said1 ,well1 ,mr4 ,williams1 your work is before you4 ,truth has found you1 and ,truth will show you a way out of your seeming trouble4 ,trust ,god and never doubt ,his wisdom1 for ,god1 ,good1 works in a mysterious way ,his wonders to perform2 you must hold in thought that everything will come to pass as you wish it1 and if you can persuade your father to have a talk with me1 let me know1 and ,i will be pleased to come4 ,thanking the practitioner for her advice1 ,walter left the house and started home4 ,he was not fully satisfied with his visit2 many of the questions he had asked the practitioner remained unanswered1 as he supposed1 for the practitioner always referred him to ,science and ,health4 ,in answer to one of his most important questions1 she said1 ',science and ,health1' page so and so1 says thus--and then she would quote something from the book1 but he could see no connection between his question and the quotation4 ,when he arrived home he decided to tell his father all and try to persuade him to have his mother treated by a ,christian ,science practitioner4 ,,chapter ,x ,,humanity',s ,,mistake ,the same evening ,walter went into the library to see his father1 and found him seated at his desk with his ,bible open before him4 ,as ,walter seated himself near the desk1 his father looked up and asked1 ,what is it1 ,walter8 ,i came to have a little talk with you1 father4 ,i am glad you did1 as there are several questions ,i wanted to ask you1 one of which is in regard to that saying of ,jesus ,christ--'ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free'-you explained before but ,i did not catch your meaning4 ,let us use an illustration to show what is meant by that saying4 ,for instance1 supposing we had been taught from childhood that two times two are five1 and every person on earth believed this to be right1 we would all go through life making this mistake4 ,there would be constant trouble all over the mathematical world because of it1 and when we tried to rectify this trouble we would use this same mistake in trying to arrive at a true answer4 ,at times we would deceive ourselves and believe we were right1 only to find later on that we were in deeper trouble4 ,and when we had children of our own1 we would still teach them the same as we were taught that two times two are five1 and the longer the world stood1 the greater would become this mistake1 as no one knew the truth that two times two were only four2 yet all this time the principle of mathematics existed and was correct1 but man knew it not4 ,now father1 imagine how great and widespread this mistake would become in several thousands of years1 and how hard it would be to convince the people of their mistake1 especially the professor of mathematics who had devoted a lifetime to proving that this mistake was the truth4 ,you can readily see it would be much easier for the child who had never learned or believed in the mistake to grasp this truth than the professor who believed that the mistake was correct4 ,supposing that while these conditions existed some one should discover the truth1 that two times two are four1 and would bring it before the world2 would not the learned professor ridicule the idea and say two times two have been five since the beginning of the world1 and for any one to say different is nonsense8 ,could you induce him to investigate8 ,no2 why8 ,because he thinks he knows all about it1 and that it would be a waste of time to investigate what he supposes is nonsense4 ,so it is with man4 ,for thousands of years he has been taught that he has a material body and that this body is intelligent1 and knows when it has a toe that aches or a stomach that is out of order1 or an arm that it can not move1 etc41 throughout all the ills that flesh is heir to4 ,and when man gets in trouble through this mistaken teaching1 we try to correct the trouble by making the same mistake again2 for it was through the belief that man has a material body and that matter is intelligent that all this trouble came about1 and now we try to correct the trouble by using more matter in the guise of medicine4 ,if we had insisted on the professor of mathematics who was using the mistake of two times two are five in his work1 to give us a correct answer every time1 he would be compelled to say that it was an impossibility4 ,if you were to ask why1 he would say1 because the principle of mathematics isn't correct2 he could not say otherwise1 as he did not know that the mistake had been made in teaching him that two times two are five4 ,so it is with man1 when he gets so deeply in trouble that he cannot see any way out he lays his trouble to ,god and blames his perfect ,principle1 when the truth is that the mistake is not with the ,principle1 but with his own false belief1 brought about by his being taught a mistake4 ,walter stopped and looked at his father1 but he said nothing1 so he continued1 ,and when man goes to the professor of ,christianity1 the minister1 and asks why all this trouble and sickness has come upon him1 the answer is the same as the professor of mathematics made1 by saying it must be the will of ,god--thereby intimating that ,god was the author of his troubles2 in other words1 that the ,principle of man must be wrong4 ,instead of showing him that ,god1 who is all good1 could not make evil1 and consequently1 he must be suffering through a false belief brought about by being taught a mistake4 ,now let us suppose that some one should discover that man was spiritual and had a spiritual body1 that the entire universe was spiritual and matter did not exist only as a false belief2 that ,god made everything good1 consequently there could be no evil1 and that evil existed only in belief4 ,if the one who discovered this truth should try to convince the professor of ,christianity1 the minister1 that ,god made only the good and the evil did not exist1 the professor would say1 thou blasphemest1 ,god made everything--if he should advance the thought that man was wholly spiritual1 the professor would ridicule him1 and say you must be mistaken1 my body is material4 ,i can feel it1 and every man's body has been so since the beginning of the world4 ,if the discoverer insisted that everything was spiritual in reality1 these learned professors would say the discoverer was insane1 and then try to pass laws prohibiting the teaching of this truth4 ,in olden times they did somewhat differently2 the learned professors of that day crucified the demonstrator of this truth4 ,it was ,jesus ,christ1 and ,his students were called ,his disciples2 later when they went forth to preach the ,gospel1 'good spell1' 7or truth71 and heal the sick1 they were called apostles4 ,the rediscoverer of this ,truth at the present time is ,mary ,baker ,g4 ,eddy1 and her students are called ,christian ,scientists2 and later1 when they go forth to preach the ,gospel or ,truth1 and heal the sick1 they are called ,christian ,science ,practitioners1 and he who condemns her teachings condemns the ,truth1 the same as the scribes and pharisees condemned the teachings of ,jesus ,christ2 and it is the understanding of this ,truth that sets us free1 as ,jesus ,christ said it would4 ,for several minutes the pastor did nothing but lean back in his chair and stare at his son2 then he said1 ,walter do you mean to tell me that you received all this information pertaining to the ,bible from a ,christian ,scientist8 ,no1 father1 what ,i know of the ,bible and the explanations ,i have been able to make regarding the sayings of ,jesus ,christ1 together with what ,i have said about the real meaning of creation as narrated in ,genesis1 ,i have learned by careful study of the ,christian ,science text book1 ',science and ,health1' with key to the scriptures1 by ,mary ,baker ,g4 ,eddy1 and by comparing the writings in this book with the ,bible1 ,i have become fully convinced that ,christian ,science1 as explained in ',science and ,health' is the same ,truth that ,jesus ,christ taught ,his disciples4 ,jesus ,christ said1 ',these signs shall follow them that believe1 they shall lay hands on the sick and they shall recover1' etc4 ,christian ,science practitioners are doing this1 and the signs spoken of by ,jesus ,christ follow their work4 ,as yet ,i have only learned a few of the simplest things pertaining to this science1 but this little helped me much4 ,but1 ,walter1 how do we know that it is not the work of the evil one8 or a trick of the devil to lead you astray8 ,i am very much afraid that you did wrong in not asking me about this teaching before you filled your mind so full of it4 ,father1 you surely must agree that the things ,i have explained to you regarding the ,bible are true1 or at least nearer right than the way you were taught2 and if you will only study ',science and ,health' you will soon agree with me4 ,walter1 ,i have had enough of this2 you have heard me express my views regarding this heretical idea2 now ,i must insist that you stop reading such nonsense at once1 ,i will admit that some of your statements seemed very plausible1 but there is no proof that they are true4 ,father1 ,i must speak more on this subject even though you accuse me of disobedience4 ,i have ample proof that ,christian ,science is true1 and that the signs do follow their teachings4 ,one proof is that it was through the understanding ,i gained by the study of ',science and ,health' that ,i am well to-day4 ,oh1 pshaw1 the idea that reading a book could have healed you of consumption6 ,i credited you with more intelligence than that4 ,it was not the reading of the book that healed me1 it was the understanding of the truth this book contains that showed me the way out of my troubles2 for if ,i had not found and studied this book ,i would probably not be with you now4 ,did you say you found this book8 ,yes1 ,thanksgiving day1 between the church and our home4 ,at first ,i was afraid to read it1 and probably would not have read it if it had not been for an incident that happened on our last trip to the ,south4 ,what incident was that8 ,i don't believe ,i heard anything about it4 ,one day as mother and ,i were walking along the street1 a lady approached us1 and among other things made the remark that she read ',science and ,health' every day1 and the reading of the book had healed her of some severe disease4 ,this lady did not look like a bad person1 so ,i thought if the book had healed her1 it might me1 and the truth it contains has done so4 ,you have certainly gained a great deal in health since ,thanksgiving day1 but may not this be the work of the devil to lead you astray8 ,father do you think it a good thing that ,i am well8 ,what a question1 why certainly ,i do4 ,did you ever hear of the devil doing a good thing8 ,the pastor looked surprised1 but answered1 ,no4 ,then why do you say that maybe my getting well is the work of the devil8 ,the pastor could not find a ready answer1 after a moment he said1 ,as ,i said before1 ,i don't want anything to do with ,christian ,science1 be it good or bad1 and it will please me if you will never mention it to me again4 ,oh1 father1 ,i must speak of it to you for-- ,silence6 ,i will hear no more of it4 ,but father1 listen to-- ,walter1 ,i forbid you to speak to me on the subject again4 ,father1 ,i must speak6 ,do you dare disobey me8 ,yes6 for my mother's life depends upon my speaking4 ,let me speak this once on this subject1 and ,i will agree never to mention ,christian ,science to you again unless you wish it4 ,the pastor's anger had been rising1 but when ,walter said his mother's life depended on his speaking1 every particle of color left his face1 and the anger vanished at once4 ,he looked at ,walter and saw he was dreadfully in earnest1 so he said1 ,speak this once1 ,i will hear you4 ,father it was through the reading of ',science and ,health' that ,i was healed of the dread disease that is even now threatening the life of my mother2 and as soon as ,i was convinced of the truth of this teaching ,i called upon a practitioner1 asking her for advice regarding my mother's illness and asked her to give mother treatment4 ,i did this without your consent1 as ,i knew how prejudiced you both were regarding this subject1 but the practitioner kindly told me she would not treat mother without her consent4 ,and ,i knew mother would never consent to take treatment if you were opposed to it1 so ,i felt ,i must gain your consent first4 ,the practitioner would be pleased to come and talk with you on this subject at any time4 ,no doubt of it1 but ,i will have nothing to do with ,christian ,science4 ,oh1 father1 don't say that2 you must be even more prejudiced than ,i thought4 ,yes1 ,i am prejudiced1 against all such nonsense4 ,father1 will nothing change your views8 said ,walter rather coldly4 ,no1 nothing4 ,then father1 forever hereafter1 ,i will ascribe the death of my mother to your unreasoning prejudice against ,christian ,science1 for the medical profession cannot cure her1 but ,christian ,science can4 ,as ,walter finished speaking1 he arose from his chair and left the room2 he immediately proceeded to his own bed-chamber1 as he felt he must be alone1 for he was terribly hurt by his father's prejudice against something which he admitted he had never investigated4 ,walter had always supposed that his father was very broad-minded1 but in this instance he thought him very narrow1 condemning something he knew nothing about1 in fact could not be induced to investigate or try1 even though his dearly beloved wife's life might be saved by a trial4 ,it was at least a half hour before ,walter could calm himself enough to think clearly4 ,then like a flash he remembered one of the sayings of the practitioner when he had told her that he thought he would have trouble in persuading his father to try ,christian ,science4 ,she said1 ,truth has found you and ,truth will lead you out of your trouble4 ,he now bowed his head and said1 ,oh1 ,god1 ,i had forgotten that thou art an ever-present help in time of trouble4 ,he then secured his ,science and ,health and after reading for some time he stopped and said3 ,here is what ,i have been looking for4 ,then he slowly read1 aloud1 ,god1 ,good1 is not the creator of evil4 ,continuing to soliloquize he said1 ,of course not1 ,god is ,good1 and ,good could not make evil4 ,then evil does not exist1 for ,god made everything that was made4 ,is prejudice an evil8 ,certainly2 then it does not exist in reality1 but only seems to exist1 because of the false report of the material senses4 ,then my father cannot be prejudiced4 ,this must be what the author of ',science and ,health' called 'error1' and when the truth is declared pertaining to any error1 that error ceases to exist-for an error can only exist as long as we believe the error to be the truth4 ,when we discover the truth respecting a lie1 the lie is gone1 for truth has taken its place2 the truth is there all the time1 but we cannot see the truth because we believe the lie4 ,i see my error very plainly now4 ,i believed my father was prejudiced1 and this was an error2 in other words ,i believed a lie to be the truth4 ,the real truth is that ,god never made prejudice and it does not exist1 so my father could not express it1 but it only seemed so to me1 just as my sickness seemed real to me until ,i discovered that ,god never made it1 but ,i had to prove it to myself before ,i could believe1 or understand it1 and as rapidly as ,i understood the truth regarding the error of sickness1 just in the same proportion did the sickness disappear and the truth or health appear4 ,health was there all the time1 but ,i thought ,i was sick1 and my believing what ,i thought made the unreal seem real to me4 ,i see now what that practitioner meant when she said my work was before me4 ,i have another demonstration to make1 at least that is what ,i saw it called in that ,christian ,science ,journal4 ,it means that ,i must demonstrate the truth regarding the existence of prejudice4 ,it is easy enough for me to say it does not exist or to believe ,god never made it1 and this would be a step in the right direction2 but to annul this error entirely1 ,i must be able to prove to myself1 its nonexistence2 that means ,i must fully understand the nothingness of evil under the guise of prejudice1 and realize the ever-presence of ,good1 for if ,god 7,good7 is ever present1 prejudice1 or evil1 is never present2 now ,i must get to work4 ,i made my first demonstration with the help of the ,bible and ',science and ,health1' and with their help ,i will make this one4 ,it was nearly midnight before he stopped his work4 ,he was not afraid of his mother calling in to see him1 as she had been unable to leave her bed for several days1 his father had been compelled to hire a servant to do the housework1 and she was coming in the morning4 ,the ,rev4 ,williams did not retire until long after midnight2 he also had the same evil to fight1 for he had admitted that he was prejudiced and so his prejudice seemed real to him4 ,when ,walter had first quitted the room1 the pastor thought of calling him back and giving him a severe reprimand2 but as he thought of all the misery the boy had been through in these many years of sickness1 he decided not to do it4 ,he then began to think of all that ,walter had said throughout the ,bible lessons and his thoughts were as follows ,i cannot help admitting that a great many things he said seemed nonsense at first1 but after a careful research of the ,bible ,i found them fully substantiated and to be the real meaning2 besides some of his explanations are very plain and prove his assertions4 ,to think he got his information out of the ,christian ,science text book ',science and ,health1' with key to the scriptures1 which nearly every clergyman and professors of all kinds have been ridiculing for the last thirty-five or forty years6 ,was there really something to ,christian ,science8 ,of course not2 if there had been1 all these learned men who had investigated it would not have denounced it4 ,but maybe they were like me1 so prejudiced that they denounced it without investigating4 ,i even preached a sermon opposing it1 simply because some one else said it was heretical1 and as like as not this person never investigated it any more than ,i did1 but denounced it because some one spoke ill of it to him4 ,now that ,i think of it1 it was not a very ,christian-like act to preach a sermon condemning something ,i have never looked into4 ,maybe that is what is the matter with us all2 it is the same as sentencing a man without a hearing4 ,i believe ,i will investigate this thing a little4 ,i'll go over and have a talk with ,parson ,jones2 he is considered a very well educated and broad-minded man2 perhaps ,walter was right when he accused me of being unreasonable2 it certainly cannot do any harm to investigate4 ,if there is nothing in it1 ,i can tell the boy so1 and if there is1 it would be wrong not to try it for my wife's illness4 ,let me see1 what did ,walter say about its not being the work of the devil8 ,he said the devil1 or evil1 could not or would not do good4 ,this seems reasonable1 and it surely would be doing good to heal any one of sickness4 ,the ,bible says ,jesus ,christ went about doing good1 and this good that is spoken of was healing the sick and preaching the gospel4 ,yes1 ,i'll just go over to ,parson ,jones to-morrow morning and have a long talk with him on this subject2 now ,i must go to bed4 ,,chapter ,,xi ,,false ,,investigation ,the next morning about #i o'clock the ,rev4 ,williams put on his coat and hat and said1 ,walter1 ,i am going out calling and will probably be gone until lunch time4 ,ten minutes later he was seated in an easy chair in ,parson ,jones's study4 ,after a few commonplace remarks he said1 ,rev4 ,jones1 ,i came over here to ask your advice about something ,i do not seem able to satisfy myself on4 ,rev4 ,jones was a short1 fleshy man1 with red hair and face2 he was noted for being a well educated and well read man1 also of being very short and sharp in his speech1 always speaking directly to the point4 ,so he said1 ,well1 what is it8 ,i came to ask you if you know anything about this new cult called ,christian ,science8 ,nothing to it at all4 ,my boy1 ,walter1 claims to have been healed by reading the text book1 ',science and ,health4' ,a book full of rubbish1 heresy1 and nonsense4 ,the boy is well now1 and you know he has always been sick since he was a child4 ,reading that book didn't heal him4 ,still he claims it did1 he stopped taking medicine1 began reading the book1 and soon we saw he was improving4 ,rest assured it wasn't the book4 ,he does not claim it was the book1 but the truth the book contained that did the work4 ,nonsense6 there is no truth in that book4 ,how1 then1 can we account for his getting well8 ,probably the after effect of the medicine1 or else he only believed himself sick4 ,that is just what he claims1 that he was only sick in belief and not in reality4 ,just as ,i thought1 said the ,rev4 ,jones4 ,what do you mean1 ,mr4 ,jones8 ,he is another one of those simple-minded fellows who believed they were sick1 and then claim reading that book cured them1 said ,rev4 ,jones4 ,but ,i employed the best physicians and specialists1 and they all agreed that he had hereditary consumption and was incurable4 ,most of these physicians are numbskulls and quacks4 ,do you call ,professor ,chas4 ,william ,canterbury of the ,university of ,canterbury a numbskull or quack8 ,eh1 no1 of course not4 ,he examined him thoroughly about a year ago and agreed with the diagnosis of the other physicians2 furthermore he told me the boy could not live more than a year1 and it was about this time that he began to fail very rapidly1 said the ,rev4 ,williams4 ,when did he begin to mend8 ,it was just at the time when he was failing rapidly that he found a copy of ',science and ,health' on the street1 and he claims that as soon as he began the reading of the book he began to get better4 ,this must be the work of the devil2 it never was the book4 ,you had better be careful1 ,rev4 ,williams1 said the ,rev4 ,jones1 with a startled look4 ,so ,i told the boy1 and he asked me a question which ,i would like to ask you4 ,what is it8 ,do you consider it good that my boy is well1 ,rev4 ,jones8 ,why certainly4 ,did you ever hear of the devil doing good8 ,no1 said the ,rev4 ,jones1 with a shake of his head4 ,then how can you say his getting well is the work of the devil who never does anything good8 ,rev4 ,jones sat back in his chair with a jerk4 ,rev4 ,williams1 do you intend to defend this heretical cult8 ,certainly not4 ,i merely gave you the answer my boy gave me4 ,a very bright answer1 when you think of it1 said ,rev4 ,jones1 rather stiffly4 ,especially so1 coming from one of those simple-minded fellows who only believed they were sick and then claimed that book healed them4 ,it had nettled the ,rev4 ,williams a little to hear his son called simple-minded1 after the boy had shown that his knowledge of the deep things of the ,bible surpassed his own1 hence his reply4 ,well1 all ,i've got to say is that there is nothing in ,christian ,science1 said ,mr4 ,jones1 with a bored look on his face4 ,rev4 ,jones1 ,i did not come here out of idle curiosity1 for you well know my wife has been sick for years with tuberculosis1 and has been gradually failing until at the present time she is confined to her bed1 and our family physician doesn't think she will ever get up from it4 ,my son claims that ,christian ,science has cured him and that it will cure his mother if ,i will consent to try it4 ,i told him ,i would not1 and he said forever hereafter he would blame my unreasonable prejudice for his mother's death1 and knowing you to be a very well read man1 ,i came to you for advice4 ,i have given you my opinion of it4 ,on what do you base your opinion8 ,on what ,i have heard and read about it4 ,did you ever investigate it thoroughly1 ,rev4 ,jones8 ,thoroughly enough to convince myself of the fallacy of its teachings4 ,did you ever talk to one of those practitioners8 ,no4 ,they are a lot of hair-brained women and know no more than the author of ',science and ,health1' said the ,rev4 ,jones with a contemptuous toss of his head4 ,did you ever read what they call their textbook1 ',science and ,health8' ,no1 my time is too valuable to waste it on reading nonsense4 ,how do you know it is nonsense8 ,i have heard enough of what it contains4 ,can you quote something1 ,mr4 ,jones8 ,yes1 here are some of the things printed in that book3 ,there is no death4 ,you haven't a body4 ,your stomach can't ache4 ,there is no matter4 ,brains can't think4 ,there is no sickness4 ,there is no sin4 ,there is no evil4 ,all is good1 ,good is ,god1 ,god is ,mind1 ,mind is ,god1 ,god is all4 ,he stopped and looked at the ,rev4 ,williams1 then continued1 ,all what1 ,i would like to know4 ,are you sure the book contains these things8 ,certainly1 ,i have it from a man who bought a book4 ,if the book contains such assertions1 it certainly must be nonsense4 ,nonsense1 ,i should say so4 ,no one but a demented person would write such stuff4 ,i am glad ,i came to see you about this thing1 as ,i hardly knew what to say to ,walter in reply to his accusations of being prejudiced4 ,oh1 it's always well to investigate a new thing of this kind before you condemn it1 at least that is what ,i did4 ,but you say you never read the book yourself8 ,no1 ,i never saw the book myself1 but my friend ,dr4 ,thompson has one4 ,do you know whether he has read it carefully8 ,no1 he never read it through1 he intended to1 but when he saw such assertions as ,i quoted to you1 he could see there was nothing in it4 ,why1 certainly1 of course4 ,you must excuse me1 ,mr4 ,jones1 for acting carefully in this matter1 because of the condition of my wife4 ,i would do the same if ,i were in your place1 but you can rest assured there is nothing in it4 ,i suppose not1 yet ,i wish there was for my wife's sake4 ,you wouldn't dare use it if there was1 they would cast you from your church4 ,but no one need know it1 ,rev4 ,jones4 ,do you think one of those female practitioners could keep such a good thing8 ,they would be pleased beyond measure to be employed by a minister1 and would scatter the news to the four winds of heaven4 ,i hadn't thought of that2 thank you1 ,mr4 ,jones1 for pointing out to me the danger of employing one of those ,christian ,scientists4 ,i also thank you for showing me the nonsense of thinking ,christian ,science could cure my wife of something that the best physicians pronounce incurable4 ,i must be going now1 as ,i wish to talk it all over with my son4 ,good day1 ,rev4 ,jones4 ,good bye1 ,rev4 ,williams1 call again4 ,i shall be pleased to4 ,the pastor wended his way home1 well satisfied with himself4 ,walter could not now accuse him of being prejudiced1 for he had given ,christian ,science an impartial investigation1 besides he was congratulating himself that he had been wise enough to consult with a deep-thinking man like ,parson ,jones1 before employing a practitioner1 for that practitioner would have delighted in telling it to every person in his parish1 and this would have resulted in the loss of his position4 ,the parson felt he had had a narrow escape from a great trouble4 ,as soon as he arrived home he called ,walter to the library and told him of his visit to ,parson ,jones1 and also what ,rev4 ,jones had said regarding ,christian ,science4 ,walter was somewhat surprised at the news1 but after a moment he said1 ,you say you have given ,christian ,science an impartial investigation8 ,yes1 ,walter1 ,i have2 you see ,i was not as prejudiced as you thought4 ,i talked for an hour with ,parson ,jones1 and he convinced me that it was nothing but a lot of rubbish and nonsense4 ,what does ,parson ,jones know about it8 ,why1 ,walter1 ,mr4 ,jones is considered the best educated man in our city4 ,best educated in what8 ,in every thing in general4 ,did ,parson ,jones ever study ,christian ,science under a qualified ,christian ,science teacher8 ,no1 ,i think not4 ,did he ever study ',science and ,health1' the text-book of this science8 ,no1 he considered it a waste of time4 ,did he ever read ',science and ,health'8 ,no4 ,did he ever see the book8 ,he said not4 ,then he certainly must be a very bright man to know what ,christian ,science is4 ,for a man that can know all about a science of any kind without taking instructions1 without studying1 without reading1 without seeing the text-book of that science1 is certainly a remarkably wise man4 ,but1 ,walter1 he got his information in a different way4 ,how was that1 father8 ,his friend ,dr4 ,thompson bought a ',science and ,health' and told him all about it4 ,was ,dr4 ,thompson ever taught ,christian ,science8 ,no1 ,i guess not4 ,did he ever study or read ',science and ,health'8 ,he intended to read it1 but when he saw such ridiculous assertions in it1 he considered it folly to read it1 said the pastor4 ,another one of those wise men that know all about a science without instruction1 study1 or reading4 ,what do you mean1 ,walter8 ,father1 if ,dr4 ,thompson had told you that he knew all about medicine by simply glancing into a medical book1 would you believe him8 ,certainly not6 ,and if he had found therein some quotations that he did not understand1 would you think it strange8 said ,walter4 ,no4 ,and if he should tell you that those quotations which he did not understand were rubbish and nonsense1 would you consider him a good authority8 ,no1 how could he be1 replied the pastor4 ,then1 why should you believe him in regard to ,christian ,science1 when he confesses that he never studied or read the text book of this science8 ,but everybody says there is nothing to ,christian ,science1 said the pastor4 ,so did everybody say the earth was flat until it was proven round1 replied ,walter4 ,that's the point exactly2 none of our learned men have been able to prove that the claims of ,christian ,science are true1 said the pastor quickly4 ,that is because they do not go to those who can furnish the proof4 ,who can prove it1 ,walter8 ,many thousands of those who were healed and the practitioners in particular4 ,parson ,jones said they are a lot of hair-brained women4 ,does that make them so8 asked the boy4 ,no1 yet he ought to know what he is talking about4 ,did ,parson ,jones ever have a talk with one of those hair-brained women1 as he calls them8 ,no1 ,i don't think he did1 but he says he has investigated this cult sufficiently to know there is nothing in it1 said the pastor1 rather quietly4 ,i suppose1 father1 he gave it what you call an impartial investigation1 and probably went about it in the same way you did4 ,you went to a man for advice on a subject he had never studied and who was so prejudiced he would not take the time to prove whether it was right or wrong1 yet he professed to know all about it1 and advised you to let it alone4 ,now1 father1 if you wanted advice pertaining to a foreign country1 would you go to a man who had never been there1 and hadn't even read about it1 or would you go to some one who had lived there for many years8 ,i should certainly go to the man who had been there1 said the pastor4 ,then when you want information regarding ,christian ,science1 why don't you go to a ,christian ,scientist8 said his son4 ,the pastor was silent for a moment1 then said1 ,i see what you mean1 ,walter2 my going to see ,rev4 ,jones about ,christian ,science is like going to a blacksmith for information pertaining to surgery4 ,yes1 father4 ,i guess you are right1 ,walter4 ,i believe ,i will go to see a practitioner1 for if there is anything on this earth that can help your mother ,i will let nothing stand in the way of a trial of it4 ,oh6 thank you1 father1 ,i will go now and see if this practitioner can come to see you4 ,who is this practitioner8 ,mrs4 ,white1 who lives down on ,grant ,st42 she promised to come any time ,i would ask her to4 ,when ,walter said ,mrs4 ,white1 the pastor recalled what ,parson ,jones said regarding these lady practitioners telling all his parishioners1 and the possibility of his losing his position2 this made him very much afraid1 so he said3 ,wait a minute1 ,walter1 let us talk this matter over a little before you go4 ,had you thought of the position it would place me in to have a ,christian ,science practitioner coming to our home every day8 ,and most likely she would be delighted to tell all her friends that the ,rev4 ,williams of the ,park ,row ,church had been compelled to call her in to treat his wife4 ,no1 father1 ,i do not think she would say a word about it4 ,but some of my parishioners might see her coming here every day1 and then ,i would be in danger of losing my position4 ,father1 would you let your position stand in the way of saving mother's life8 ,the pastor did not answer at once1 but was thinking deeply2 at length he looked up and said1 ,walter1 your persistence has won the day4 ,i will at least have a talk with this practitioner2 you may tell her to come this evening if she will1 and ,i will talk with her4 ,oh1 father1 how happy you have made me4 ,and ,i know you will change your opinion of this lady practitioner after a few minutes' talk with her1 and ,i feel confident that through her my mother will be made well4 ,i pray ,god it will be as you say4 ,several minutes later ,walter was on his way to the practitioner's4 ,in due time he was back and told his father she had promised to come that evening at #g3cj4 ,,chapter ,,xii ,a ,,fair ,,investigation ,promptly at #g3cj the door-bell rang1 and ,walter went to the door to welcome the practitioner2 he showed her into the parlor and called his father4 ,after a formal introduction1 the ,rev4 ,williams asked both the practitioner and ,walter into the library1 the pastor being afraid he might have some callers that would know the practitioner1 although he did not state his reason for going to the library4 ,after being comfortably seated1 the pastor said1 ,mrs4 ,white1 ,i think it only fair to you to state that ,i have always been very much prejudiced against ,christian ,science and would not even now have consented to have an interview with you if it had not been for the persistence of my son4 ,mr4 ,williams1 said the lady1 ,i don't believe you could be any more prejudiced than ,i was1 and ,i only consented to try it after every other means had failed to cure me1 and as ,i was not made well after one week's treatment ,i became skeptical1 and wanted to stop taking treatment4 ,but my husband said1 ',let us give it a fair trial1 as there is nothing else for you4' ,the fact is that nearly everybody is prejudiced against ,christian ,science1 and yet none of those who are can give you a reasonable answer why they are1 and as a rule know nothing at all about it4 ,so it does not seem strange to me to find you in this frame of mind4 ,i suppose my son has told you he found a ',science and ,health' and that he believes reading it has cured him4 ,yes1 he told me1 but you make a mistake when you say he believes reading the book cured him2 he doesn't believe it1 he knows it4 ,why do you say he knows it1 ,mrs4 ,white8 ,because if he did not know or understand the truth that ',science and ,health' contains1 he would not now be well1 for these are the signs following1 spoken of by ,jesus ,christ4 ,excuse me1 ,mrs4 ,white1 but ,i don't seem to catch your meaning2 what signs follow the reading of ',science and ,health'8 ,simply reading ',science and ,health' will not help us1 although it is a step in the right direction4 ,it is when we understand the truth contained therein that the signs follow4 ,jesus ,christ said1 ',these signs shall follow them that believe1 they shall lay hands on the sick and they shall be healed1 and if they drink any deadly thing1 it shall not hurt them4' ,if we use the word 'understand'1 instead of 'believe'1 we get a clearer view of what ,christ meant when he said1 ',these signs shall follow them that understand4' ,and as the same truth that ,jesus ,christ taught is contained in this book1 the understanding of it must be followed by the same signs4 ,but ,i am not willing as yet to concede that this book does contain the ,christ ,truth1 said the pastor4 ,mr4 ,williams1 when you were attending school1 suppose the teacher had given you a mathematical problem to solve1 and had said1 ',you will find the rule by which this example can be worked on page #aje1 and the correct answer is #ah4' ,you would have looked up the rule and started to work the example4 ,if when you were done the answer you got was #ah1 you would know at once that you understood the rule1 and had applied it correctly4 ,thereafter you would not merely believe that you knew the rule1 but you would know that you understood it4 ,so it is with the sick2 take your son's case1 for instance2 he found a ',science and ,health1' began to read and study it2 in it is printed the rule of health4 ,after a little study he understood this rule4 ,he then applied it correctly and got the answer1 health1 and this is sufficient proof to him that the scientific method of healing the sick as ,jesus ,christ did1 is contained in this book1 and no amount of argument to the contrary can ever convince him that it is not true1 any more than it would have been possible to tell you that you did not understand the rule by which you solved your mathematical problem after you had secured the correct answer4 ,correct answers are the signs following1 or proofs of understanding1 of any science4 ,then it is not ,god that does the healing1 but the correct application of a rule1 said the pastor quickly4 ,oh1 yes1 it is ,god that heals the sick2 for instance1 when you were working the problem mentioned above1 you found the rule on the page indicated by the teacher1 but the rule did not do your problem1 neither did the mere application of the rule do it1 but it was your intelligence1 or mind1 that directed the correct application of the rule that solved the problem2 so to ,mind must be given the credit of the solution1 for the rule could not do anything without ,mind to direct the application4 ,and so it is with the rule of health2 it is in ',science and ,health1' but to be benefited thereby it must be correctly applied by the intelligence of man1 which is his mind4 ,but this statement contradicts your first statement4 ,in what way1 ,mr4 ,williams8 ,in the first instance1 you said it was ,god that did the healing1 and now you say it is the intelligence of man1 or mind4 ,mr4 ,williams1 do you believe ,god is all intelligence8 ,yes1 certainly4 ,then ,he must be the intelligence of man1 or his mind1 otherwise ,god would not be all intelligence4 ,the pastor sat perfectly still1 fully absorbed with his own thoughts4 ,mrs4 ,white waited a few moments1 then continued3 ,what ,i have said in regard to applying the rule is in full accord with the teachings of ,jesus ,christ wherein ,he demonstrated the necessity of us working out our own salvation4 ,mrs4 ,white1 you say that ,god is the intelligence of man1 or his mind4 ,yes1 for ,god is all intelligence4 ,you also say that ,god is good only4 ,yes1 ,god is all ,good4 ,then according to this theory that ,god is all intelligence1 you must admit that ,he is also the bad or evil intelligence found in some men1 and if this be true1 you could hardly claim that ,he is all good1 for one statement would contradict the other1 slowly said the pastor4 ,you have made a mistake in your reasoning1 ,mr4 ,williams4 ,a bad intelligence is not intelligence1 but a lack of intelligence1 or non-intelligence2 in other words1 ignorance1 and ignorance has no place in the realm of intelligence1 for ignorance is evil1 and intelligence is good1 said the practitioner4 ,your explanation sounds very reasonable1 but ,i am not yet willing to agree with you2 it may be because ,i do not fully understand1 answered the pastor4 ,i do not think it possible for man to fully comprehend any science in a few moments1 and this science is the science of sciences4 ,am ,i to understand that evil and ignorance have no place in the universe2 in other words1 are not real8 asked the pastor4 ,yes1 the good alone is real4 ,it is only through ignorance of the truth that evil seems real1 or has place or power4 ,but we see evil all about us1 said the pastor4 ,this seems so1 but it is only a misapprehension of the truth1 for evil is not real1 has no entity or principle1 ,god 7,good7 never made it1 said the practitioner4 ,but if it is not real1 and ,god did not make it1 where did it come from8 asked the pastor4 ,mrs4 ,white's face broadened into a smile1 and then she said1 ,mr4 ,williams1 ,i think ,i will tell you a little story that ,i wrote to one of my patients who was suffering from a claim of indigestion4 ,she insisted that evil was real1 and offered up the evidence of her indigestion as proof thereof4 ,this little story came to me as ,i was thinking of her case4 ,it may enlighten you on the origin of evil as it did her4 ,now for the story4 ,,chapter ,,xiii ,,the ,,unreality ,,of ,,evil ,once upon a time long1 long ago1 there was a great and good king1 who lived in a country where everything was good4 ,he had thousands of subjects under him1 and these subjects were all good4 ,this was because the king was good and the people strove to be like him4 ,but one day one of his people imagined she saw an evil thing or devil1 and became greatly alarmed thereat4 ,she hurried home and told her husband what she had seen1 and he believed her story about this evil1 or devil 7that never had any existence1 only in the imagination of this woman74 ,and because of her great fear of it this woman kept thinking of this evil constantly1 until at last it seemed very real to her1 and after a time she imagined this evil1 or devil1 had entered her body and was stopping her stomach from digesting its food4 ,she also told this to her husband1 and he became afraid of this myth1 and told his friends that an evil1 or devil1 had entered the body of his wife4 ,his friends began to talk about this evil1 or devil1 wondering what it might be4 ,at length1 after discussing it for some time1 they decided they didn't know what this evil was1 but that it ought to be given a name1 so called it indigestion1 because it had stopped the woman's stomach from digesting her food4 ,in this way this imaginary thing became real enough to have a name4 ,after the people had given this evil1 or devil1 a name1 they all began to make suggestions of how best to get rid of him4 ,one suggested that a plate be made hot and applied to the stomach4 ,this1 he thought1 would make it so uncomfortable for the devil that he would leave4 ,another suggested that the woman take a strong dose of peppermint and burn the devil2 another suggested that they manipulate the stomach1 i4 e41 pull and haul and pound it1 hoping in this way to kill him2 another said1 let us attach an electric battery and shock the devil4 ,another said he believed that devils had an aversion for blue lights1 and thought that if they would let a blue light shine on him1 he would leave4 ,another said1 give the woman a bath of mud1 let her be covered all over with soft mud1 and this will smother the devil4 ,still another suggested that the woman be sent away from home to another climate1 he thinking the devil might not like the change1 and so leave the woman4 ,hundreds of other suggestions were offered and tried1 but none of them succeeded in driving this devil out of the woman4 ,and now1 after several thousands of years1 the people are still offering advice to this woman1 but with no better success4 ,the simple reason why all these things did not succeed in driving out this evil1 or devil1 is that in reality there wasn't any devil to drive out1 as it was only an imaginary thing and had no existence1 only as an illusion in the mind of the woman4 ,about #b1jjj years ago1 there lived a man who was intelligent enough to understand what the trouble was4 ,he said that there were not any evils1 or devils1 and that ,god1 or the ,creative ,principle1 was good only1 and that evil was a lie1 or delusion1 and proved ,his words by ,his works4 ,this enraged the wise men of ,his time very much1 for they had been teaching the people that evil was real1 and that in many instances ,god put evil upon ,his children to make them good4 ,these wise men were sore afraid that the people would believe what this good man was teaching and denounce their teaching4 ,so they conspired together and had ,him crucified1 and still continued their teaching that evil was as real as good4 ,about forty years ago1 a woman1 intelligent and good1 became conscious of the unreality of evil1 and after a careful study of the life of this man who was crucified1 she discovered that all this good man had said and taught regarding the unreality of evil1 was the truth4 ,she wrote a book explaining this great fact1 and said1 ',if the people would study this book1 they could prove for themselves that there weren't any evils1 or devils4' ,as in the time of the good man that was crucified1 so in her time1 the wise men were teaching the people that evil was real1 and as the teachings of this woman were contrary to their teachings1 they became enraged2 and if it had been customary to crucify people in her time1 she would have been crucified4 ,since that book was written1 many thousands of people who imagined they had evils or were possessed with devils1 have1 by reading and studying this book1 discovered that all of the evils1 or devils of the past and present were imaginary1 and seemed real1 because we feared them4 ,this book also teaches that the only way to get rid of these imaginations1 or false beliefs1 is to use our ,god-given intelligence and reason rightly1 and then we would discover the nothingness of these evils1 or devils1 and our fear of them would depart1 likewise the evils1 or devils1 no matter under whatever name they might be masquerading1 as it was only our ignorance of the true facts1 coupled with our fear1 that made them seem real4 ,so with this woman1 who imagined she saw an evil1 or devil2 if she had not feared it1 she would have investigated and consequently have discovered its unreality4 ,as ,mrs4 ,white finished her story1 she looked at ,walter1 and by the way he nodded his head she was sure he had grasped the truth of her story4 ,then1 glancing at the pastor1 she said1 ,mr4 ,williams1 does that answer your question1 as to the unreality and origin of evil8 ,mrs4 ,white1 said the pastor nervously1 ,that story answers my questions so fully that ,i haven't any foundation to stand on1 and as ,i have been preaching the reality of evil these many years ,i am at a loss to know what to say or do4 ,do not worry or get excited1 ,mr4 ,williams1 ,every person is more or less confused as his old idols and gods are destroyed1 but fear not1 for out of this destruction will rise an intelligent temple with ,god1 ,good1 the ruler thereof4 ,but ,i am at a loss what to do4 ,i have discovered the fact that ,i was mistaught in regard to the reality of evil1 and now ,i fear that all the rest of my teachings may be at fault and ,i cannot conscientiously preach what is false1 as ,god knows ,i would not wilfully mislead my fellow-man4 ,i am afraid ,i will be compelled to give up my position at once1 and feel ,i am not fitted to do anything else4 ,he then glanced at the practitioner and said1 ,mrs4 ,white1 can you offer me any advice8 ,yes1 first of all1 remember that there is room in ,god's kingdom for all ,his children4 ,second1 remember that your real source of supply is not your church1 but ,god2 trust in ,him fully1 and your every need will be supplied4 ,third1 ,i would advise you not to give up your position on the spur of the moment2 take time to consider1 study ',science and ,health1' and see if it is what you want4 ,if it is1 you can then send in your resignation4 ,if not1 no one need be the wiser that you have been studying the book4 ,but ,i cannot conscientiously preach one thing and believe another4 ,then1 ,mr4 ,williams1 ,i would suggest that you ask for a vacation for six months1 as ,i understand from what your son told me1 that it has been a long time since you have taken one1 and by the time six months have passed you will know what is best for you to do4 ,mrs4 ,white1 ,i would be pleased to take your advice1 but ,i haven't enough money to carry me for six months without a salary4 ,god is your supply1 trust ,him fully1 said ,mrs4 ,white4 ,father1 have no fear1 ,god is all good1 all love1 and ,i know ,he will not see us want1 if we will only trust ,him4 ,walter1 my son1 ,i will take your advice and trust it all to ,god4 ,then1 after a moment1 he looked at ,mrs4 ,white and said1 ,now1 ,mrs4 ,white1 let us talk of my dear wife's illness2 ,i suppose ,walter told you she has been suffering from tuberculosis of the lungs for many years4 ,do you think she can be healed8 ,mr4 ,williams1 do you think an all-powerful ,god could heal her8 ,for it is not myself that does the healing1 but ,god4 ,yes1 ,i know that ,god can heal her if ,he will4 ,have you ever asked ,him to8 ,many hundreds of times have ,i asked1 prayed1 begged1 and beseeched ,him4 ,what did you expect to accomplish by your begging and beseeching8 ,i do not understand what you mean1 ,mrs4 ,white4 ,did you think you could influence a good and just ,god by your begging and beseeching1 to be more than good and just8 ,oh1 ,i did not wish to influence ,god1 said the pastor4 ,then what did you expect to accomplish by begging and beseeching8 ,as the pastor did not answer1 ,mrs4 ,white continued3 ,a good and just ,god could not be less than good and just1 and if this be true1 what could we expect to accomplish by begging and beseeching8 ,mr4 ,williams1 the reason your prayers have not been answered1 is that you don't know how to pray aright1 besides you have been praying to a false god1 an idol of your own making4 ,the pastor's back stiffened up perceptibly1 as he said rather cooly1 ,mrs4 ,white1 don't you think your accusations are a little unjust8 ,you must remember ,i am an ordained minister4 ,mr4 ,williams1 don't think ,i am alluding only to you2 almost the whole human race has made the same mistake4 ,i am free to confess that ,i did not know how to pray aright until after ,i had studied ',science and ,health4' ,if you will allow me1 ,i will try to prove my assertions4 ,please proceed4 ,mr4 ,williams1 when you pray1 do you or do you not have a mental picture of your god in mind8 ,yes1 most generally ,i do4 ,will you please describe this mental picture8 asked ,mrs4 ,white4 ,when ,i close my eyes in prayer1 ,i usually see the spirit of ,god as though ,he was appearing through the clouds1 said the pastor4 ,does this spirit of ,god1 as you call it1 have a human face8 ,yes1 ,mrs4 ,white1 a face that is radiant with goodness and love4 ,mr4 ,williams1 don't you see that this is a god of your own making1 an imaginary creature of your own mind8 ,i don't quite understand1 said the pastor1 somewhat confused4 ,when you close your eyes to pray1 you imagine you see the face of a man1 appearing through the clouds4 ,you know this is not real1 but the face appears only in your imagination1 and when your congregation close their eyes1 they each have an imaginary picture of some kind before them1 or else a void1 and if you were to compare notes1 you would find no two persons to have the same picture or idol4 ,are there so many gods as that8 ,if not1 which one of the congregation has the right one8 ,the fact is1 most people pray to a god of their own making1 a man-made god1 a thing that does not exist1 except in their own imagination1 and then wonder why their prayers are not answered4 ,have ,i proven my assertion1 ,mr4 ,williams8 ,yes1 ,mrs4 ,white1 you have1 but you have also robbed me of my ,god1 and now ,i am entirely at a loss4 ,better no god at all than a false one1 said ,mrs4 ,white4 ,that may be true1 ,mrs4 ,white1 but you do not wish to intimate that there is no ,god8 ,most assuredly not1 have ,i not told you that ,god heals the sick1 that ,god is ,good1 that ,god is ,mind8 ,if ,i have robbed you of your false god1 ,i have done a good work1 for then you are ready to seek the true ,god4 ,i recommend that you carefully study ',science and ,health4' ,in it ,i found who and what the true ,god is4 ,if you will read this book1 in connection with the ,bible1 you will find that it will unlock the mysteries of the ,bible1 and you will come into possession of that peace that passeth all understanding4 ,i shall certainly do as you suggest1 ,mrs4 ,white2 for ,i have determined to find the true ,god4 ,now1 ,mr4 ,williams1 do you wish me to give your wife treatment8 ,yes1 ,i have determined to give ,christian ,science a fair trial4 ,as it is getting rather late1 ,i will not see your wife to-night1 but will treat her absently as soon as ,i get home4 ,i would also suggest that you acquaint her with the fact that ,i will see her tomorrow evening4 ,but ,i have not asked her whether she is willing to take science treatment1 said the pastor4 ,father1 that has all been arranged1 as ,i have asked her2 all that mother wanted was your sanction4 ,otherwise she would not take the treatment1 and ,i had acquainted ,mrs4 ,white with the facts before she came4 ,i am pleased to hear that your mother is willing to try these treatments1 as we have tried everything else1 and now this is our last and only hope4 ,when it should have been your first2 yet that is the way of mortals1 they try everything else first and ,god last1 nevertheless ,god is ever ready to help man when man turns to ,him1 no matter what has gone before1 said the practitioner4 ,mrs4 ,white1 your words give me great hope1 yet my wife's case seems hopeless4 ,mr4 ,williams1 why should you think it strange that a good1 and loving1 and all-powerful ,father should be ever ready to help ,his children8 ,i know not1 unless it is because ,he did not answer my prayers1 and this may have weakened my faith1 meekly said the pastor4 ,but you did not pray to an all-good1 loving1 and all-powerful ,god1 or you would surely have been answered2 you were praying to a false god1 even one of your own making4 ,yes1 ,i know now that there was something wrong1 and ,i supposed it was because ,god did not wish to help2 but you have shown me that the fault was not with ,god1 but with myself4 ,well1 ,mr4 ,williams1 ,i am glad that the light of understanding is coming to your consciousness1 and now ,i must be going4 ,i have no special directions to give you regarding your wife except that ,i don't want you or ,walter to tell a single person that your wife is receiving ,christian ,science treatment1 and you may rest assured that ,i shall not tell any one4 ,the pastor was very much relieved to hear ,mrs4 ,white say she would tell no one1 and supposing she did not wish to jeopardize his position as minister1 he said1 ,i thank you very much1 ,mrs4 ,white1 for being so solicitous of my position4 ,mrs4 ,white's answer rather surprised him4 ,she said3 ,when ,i told you to tell no one1 ,i did not have you or your position in thought1 ,i was simply thinking of the welfare of your wife4 ,now good-night1 and you may expect me at the same hour to-morrow evening4 ,the pastor and his son bade her a hearty goodnight1 then returned to the library4 ,as soon as they arrived there the pastor turned to his son and said1 ,walter1 what other reason could ,mrs4 ,white have in bidding us say nothing of the treatments1 excepting my position8 ,father1 ,i do not fully understand why this is done1 but ,i have heard that they request this in all cases4 ,i think it is for the same reason that ,jesus ,christ told them ,he healed1 to go and tell no man4 ,the pastor looked at his son and said1 ,it may be for the same reason1 although both are a mystery to me1 at any rate this disproves the assertion the ,rev4 ,jones made in regard to these lady practitioners being pleased to tell their business to everybody4 ,why1 any one could be healed by ,christian ,science and no one be the wiser4 ,i wonder if this does not account for the mysterious recovery of ,mr4 ,anderson4 ,you remember the paper stated that he was given up by the physicians1 and that he could not live more than twenty-four to thirty-six hours2 then to the surprise of everybody he began to mend rapidly1 and in six week's time no one would think that he ever had a sick day in his life4 ,and ever since he has been attending to his business1 and every time ,i meet him he seems running over with happiness1 joy1 and good health4 ,father1 wasn't he supposed to be suffering from a very severe case of ,blight's disease8 ,yes1 he had a consultation of three of our best physicians1 and they pronounced it ,bright's disease4 ,if it really was ,christian ,science that healed him1 ,i am sure it will heal mother4 ,yes1 son1 ,i think so too1 ,i believe ,i will ask ,mr4 ,anderson what healed him1 for if it was ,christian ,science1 it will give me more confidence4 ,now please bring me this science book you found1 as ,i would like to see it4 ,i will get it at once1 father1 said the delighted boy1 for he felt sure that if his father ever started to read it1 he would never leave it until he had discovered the great truth the book contained4 ,in a few moments he was back and handed the book to his father1 who said1 ,walter1 ,i wish you would call in to see your mother and acquaint her with what has been done2 then you had better retire1 as ,i may spend some time with this book4 ,all right1 father4 ,good-night4 ,good-night1 ,walter1 said the pastor1 as he assumed an easy position in his large armchair4 ,walter went to his mother's room and1 finding her awake1 told her all about the visit of the practitioner1 and also some of the things she had said1 and that she was coming to see her the next evening4 ,he then bade her a cheerful good-night and retired to his own room1 a very happy and well satisfied boy4 ,his father continued his reading until long after midnight1 and as he closed the book he said aloud1 ,it truly is a wonderful book1 but ,i cannot agree with all that it contains1 although this may be because ,i do not fully understand4 ,he then wended his way to his wife's bedchamber1 and looking in1 found her sleeping peacefully2 then he murmured3 ,i must trust ,god fully1 for no one else can help her4 ,,chapter ,,xiv ,,the ,,dream ,the next evening at the appointed hour ,mrs4 ,white made her appearance1 and after a few casual remarks1 requested to be taken to ,mrs4 ,williams4 ,the pastor introduced her to his wife4 ,the practitioner1 after explaining her purpose in calling1 kindly requested the pastor to leave the room as she wished to be alone with her patient4 ,as soon as the pastor had left the room1 ,mrs4 ,white turned to her patient and said in a voice full of affection and love3 ,be not afraid1 ,mrs4 ,williams1 ,god is an ever-present help in time of trouble1 therefore ,i bid you hope4 ,some of the languid and discouraged look that had been on ,mrs4 ,williams's face seemed to fade away as she said1 ,you bid me hope1 when all the rest of the world and my physicians have told me my case is hopeless8 ,surely you do not believe ,i can be healed4 ,mrs4 ,williams1 ,i not only believe1 but ,i know you can be healed1 for nothing is impossible to ,god1 and from now on ,he is your physician4 ,do not think it is ,i that is going to heal you1 but our heavenly ,father4 ',he doeth the work4' ,if ,i could only believe1 said the sick woman1 with eyes full of tears4 ,mrs4 ,williams1 you can at least say the same as the man in the ,bible said when ,jesus asked him if he believed ,he could heal him2 he said3 ',oh1 ,god1 ,i believe1 help thou mine unbelief4' ,and this is what ,i am going to do1 ,i am going to help thine unbelief1 that is1 cast it out1 and let ,truth reign in your consciousness4 ,to accomplish this you must be obedient2 if you have any prejudice1 cast it aside4 ,the word prejudice means to prejudge1 and very few people are wise enough to prejudge even the most simple things of life1 and those who do1 are wrong more times than they are right4 ,what you say is true1 and ,i don't want to be prejudiced about anything1 but there has been so much said against ,christian ,science and it has been ridiculed so severely that ,i find it hard to have any faith in it1 yet ,i am very willing to give it a trial4 ,mrs4 ,williams1 what would you think of a judge or a jury that would convict a person solely on the evidence of witnesses who were opposed to the person on trial1 and probably all of the testimony was of this type3 7',i heard ,mr4 ,smith say he heard the prisoner had done it'78 in other words mere gossip2 would you consider this justice8 ,yet that is just the kind of trial that all prejudiced people give ,christian ,science4 ,if ,christian ,scientists point to the great mass of evidence in favor of this science1 this evidence is ridiculed and denied1 no matter how honest the person may be who gave the testimony4 ,your contention is true1 ,mrs4 ,white1 ,i did prejudge or sentence ,christian ,science on the testimony of its enemies4 ,i am glad to hear you admit this1 as it shows me that one obstacle to your recovery has been removed1 and you will now give ,christian ,science an impartial hearing and a fair trial4 ,and now before ,i give you a silent treatment1 ,i wish to set your thoughts aright about ,god4 ,you may have said that it is ,god's will that you are suffering1 or that ,he had put this thing upon you as a punishment1 either for something you1 or some one else1 had done4 ,this is a terrible thing to do1 to accuse your ,maker1 a ,god who is all good1 all love1 of such a contemptible act as this4 ,no1 ,mrs4 ,williams1 rest assured ,god never did such a thing4 ,let us see what the ,bible says on this question4 ,in the first place1 it says ,god made everything good2 do you believe that8 ,the sick woman nodded her head4 ,next1 it says1 ',and ,god saw everything ,he had made and pronounced it very good'2 it further states that ,god made everything that was made2 do you believe this also8 ,yes4 ,you have heard it said that ,christian ,science claims that sin1 disease1 and death are not real1 haven't you8 asked the practitioner4 ,yes4 ,now let us see if their claims are true4 ,you agreed that ,god made everything that was made and that it was good4 ,now then1 can you in any possible way show me wherein this claim of sickness of yours is good8 if not1 then ,god did not make it1 it cannot be real1 and it does not exist4 ,but1 ,mrs4 ,white1 ,i have suffered with it for years1 and it certainly is real to me1 said ,mrs4 ,williams4 ,let me show you how real it is1 and what is necessary to make it unreal to you4 ,suppose ,i lie down on that couch over there1 she said1 pointing to a couch at the further side of the room4 ,as ,i fall asleep1 the things in the room gradually fade from my sight and consciousness1 that is1 they become unreal to me1 in fact they have no existence for me for the time being1 yet they are all there4 ,after a little ,i begin to dream that ,i am getting ready to take a trip to ,europe4 ,i pack my trunk1 telephone for the expressman to take it to the depot1 ,i dress myself in my traveling suit1 get into my carriage1 and am driven to the depot4 ,on the way down ,i see some of my friends4 ,i bow to them1 and as ,i get out of the carriage at the depot ,i find my husband and sister there1 to bid me ,god speed on my journey4 ,i realize that my husband came from his place of business1 and my sister from a distant part of the city4 ,we enter the depot chatting gaily4 ,my husband goes to inquire about the train4 ,he comes back and tells us it is ready1 and we walk down a pair of stairs and out into the train shed4 ,as we approach the train1 my husband gets out my ticket1 shows it to the porter1 and he says1 ',second car to the rear4' ,as we reach the place indicated1 my husband shows the ticket to another porter who is standing there4 ,he examines it and says with a wave of his hand1 ',right in this car4' ,we enter1 and find the number of my berth4 ,my husband puts my traveling bag under the seat1 and we all sit there talking for some time4 ,we then hear the conductor's warning1 ',all aboard4' ,my husband and sister both kiss me and hurriedly leave the car4 ,a moment later ,i see them on the platform4 ,i hear the bell on the engine ring1 ,i feel the car move1 and wave a last farewell to those on the platform as they pass from my sight4 ,a little later ,i am out in the country4 ,then we dash through a village without stopping1 and at length we arrive at ,new ,york4 ,i take a carriage to be driven to the dock4 ,on the way there the horse becomes frightened1 runs away1 tips the carriage over1 throws me under a rapidly moving street car1 which runs over both my feet4 ,the ambulance is called4 ,i am taken to the hospital4 ,the pain is almost unbearable4 ,the physician examines my injuries and says he will be compelled to amputate both my feet4 ,this seems so terrible to me that the shock wakes me up4 ,for a few moments after ,i awake1 ,i still feel the pain and lie there trembling with fright1 for the dream has been so real4 ,yet in reality ,i never left the couch1 and everything in the room is there just as ,i left it when ,i went to sleep4 ,it was all an illusion1 and the only thing necessary to prove it to me was something or somebody to awaken me4 ,so it is with man4 ,god made him perfect and everything good1 and all man needs to prove it to himself is to be awakened1 that is1 made acquainted with the true facts pertaining to life4 ,this means man must understand the science of being2 then his delusion regarding sin1 disease1 and death will be no more real than my trip to ,europe with its accompanying pain and disasters4 ,i see the force of your illustration1 ,mrs4 ,white1 but ,i am sure ,i am not dreaming4 ,but you are suffering from a delusion1 and a delusion is a dream1 and is no more real4 ,if it had been possible for some one to tell me while ,i was on my dream trip1 that it was a dream1 ,i would have denied it1 because it seemed real to me4 ,so with you1 this delusion seems so real you believe it to be a reality4 ,nevertheless the facts were that ,i was suffering from a delusion1 and so are you4 ,so let us deny that evil is real1 and we will wake up to the truth1 or understanding1 that it is not real4 ,now ,i will give you your treatment4 ,,chapter ,,xv ,,truth ,,being ,,manifested ,the treatment over1 ,mrs4 ,white said a few more cheerful words to her patient and then called the pastor into the room1 saying to him1 it would be well if he would read from ,science and ,health to his wife whenever he found time1 which he promised to do4 ,a few minutes later1 ,mrs4 ,white was on her way home1 and the pastor and his family were more hopeful than they had been for some time4 ,walter and his father discussed with ,mrs4 ,williams the happenings of the evening1 and it was quite late before they all retired for the night4 ,mrs4 ,white came regularly every evening for about a week1 and as her patient began slowly to mend she came only every other evening4 ,the ,rev4 ,williams and also ,walter read to the sick woman every day1 and by the end of the month ,mrs4 ,williams began to stay up several hours each day4 ,she also was an eager reader and student of ,science and ,health4 ,many were the pleasant evenings spent by them in explanation and discussion of what they were reading4 ,true to his word1 the pastor decided to trust in ,god for his supply1 and had asked for a vacation1 which was granted him4 ,near the end of the second week a letter came2 in it was a check from a man whom he had loaned some money to1 a long time before4 ,it also contained a note explaining that he had always intended to pay the debt1 but not until recently had his financial circumstances permitted it4 ,when the pastor saw it1 he said1 ,surely this is in return for my trust in ,god1 for ,i long ago reckoned this money as lost4 ,at the end of three months1 ,mrs4 ,williams was so far recovered that she was able to take care of her household duties and the pastor's understanding of ,science and ,health had increased to such an extent that he felt sure it contained the ,christ ,truth1 but he was not yet ready to say he would give up his position as pastor4 ,walter grasped the truth more rapidly than his father1 and whenever he found him perplexed or doubtful he was ever ready to point the way4 ,his mother was constantly gaining both in health and understanding1 and when ,spring came and the end of the pastor's six months' vacation drew nigh1 she was entirely healed4 ,it was at this time the pastor told his wife and son that he had determined to hand in his resignation and leave the ministry4 ,they agreed with him that he could not consistently preach the old belief after understanding the truth2 and as his congregation was very well satisfied with the minister who was filling his place1 they would not miss him much4 ,a few days later he handed in his resignation4 ,it was somewhat of a surprise to the directors1 and they asked him to reconsider2 but when he assured them it was final1 they in due time accepted it and requested that he preach a farewell sermon4 ,at first the pastor thought of declining1 but did not2 instead1 he told them he would consider for a few days4 ,that evening1 as they were all sitting in the library1 he told his wife and son of their request1 and said he had not fully made up his mind what was best to do4 ,at this point ,walter spoke up and said1 with a smile on his face3 ,father1 do you remember one evening when we were having our ,bible lessons you promised to preach a sermon on creation8 ,yes1 son1 ,i remember4 ,why not preach that sermon as a farewell1 for ,i know you can do so now with understanding4 ,the father looked at his son1 smiled1 and said3 ,not a bad idea2 what do you think of it1 wife8 ,i think it would be grand and might be the means of showing some poor sufferer the truth4 ,how thankful ,i am for this truth1 and how ,i wish the whole world would know the ,christ ,truth4 ,then it is settled1 ,i will tell the directors of my decision in the morning2 which he did1 also telling them on what subject he would preach4 ,,chapter ,,xvi ,,the ,,farewell ,,sermon ,the appointed ,sunday dawned clear and balmy1 and by the time the services commenced1 the church was filled to its full capacity1 the new minister officiating2 and when it came time for the sermon1 he announced that the ,rev4 ,williams would preach his farewell sermon1 and that the subject would be ,creation4 ,the pastor slowly arose from the seat he had been occupying and leisurely walked up to and into the pulpit4 ,he slowly allowed his gaze to roam over the crowded church1 then began his sermon in a clear1 full voice3 ,my dearly beloved brethren1 once again1 after more than six months' vacation1 ,i stand before you for the last time as pastor4 ,i have been in your midst for more than fifteen years1 trying to point out to you1 to the best of my ability1 the way to salvation4 ,in that time ,i have made many staunch friends--friends to be proud of1 friends that were true1 friends that were friends in time of storm as well as sunshine1 friends that have stood the test of time1 and ,i hope will stand the test to the end of time1 for a severe test of their love and friendship for me and mine is coming4 ,by this time every eye was fastened on him1 and each individual ear was strained to catch his every word4 ,the ,rev4 ,williams now opened the ,bible he had carried to the pulpit with him1 and said3 ,as has been announced by your pastor1 the subject of my sermon is ',the ,creation4' ,in explanation ,i might say that just before1 and during the time of my vacation1 ,i was carefully studying the ,bible relative to this subject1 and ,i discovered the fact that during all the time ,i was studying for the ministry1 and these many years that ,i have been an ordained minister1 ,i had not become acquainted with the true facts regarding the creation of man4 ,it was the discovery of this1 with many others ,i have since made1 that compelled me to send in my resignation1 and in my sermon to-day ,i shall endeavor to make plain my discovery4 ,i say my discovery1 although it was not mine originally1 but another's whose illumined spiritual sense is as far above mine as the blue vaults of heaven are above the earth4 ,i will now read to you verses from the first and second chapters of ,genesis4 ,no doubt1 you are all more or less familiar with them4 ,genesis1 ,chapter ,i1 #bfth verse1 reads3 ',and ,god said1 ,let us make man in our image1 after our likeness1 and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea1 and over the fowl of the air1 and over the cattle1 and over all the earth1 and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth4' ,chapter #a1 #bgth verse1 reads3 ',so ,god created man in his own image1 in the image of ,god created ,he him2 male and female created ,he them4' ,chapter #a1 #cast verse1 reads3 ',and ,god saw everything that ,he had made1 and behold1 it was very good1 and the evening and the morning were the #fth day4' ,chapter #b1 #ast verse1 reads3 ',thus the heavens and earth were finished1 and all the hosts of them4' ,chapter #b1 #fth verse1 reads3 ',but there went up a mist from the earth1 and watered the whole face of the ground4' ,chapter #b1 #gth verse1 reads3 ',and the ,lord ,god formed man of the dust of the ground1 and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life and man became a living soul4' ,as he finished reading this verse1 he laid the ,bible down and said1 ,i now wish to call your attention to chapter ,i1 #bfth verse4 ,therein is stated that ,god made man in ,his image and likeness4 ,chapter ,i1 #bgth verse1 reiterates this statement so as to more fully emphasize this great truth4 ,we now come to the question of what is ,god4 ,we all agree that ,god is ,spirit4 ,if this be true1 then man must be spiritual and not material1 else he would not be the image and likeness of ,god1 ,spirit4 ,in chapter ,i1 #cast verse1 we read that ,god saw everything ,he had made1 and behold1 it was very good4 ,now ,i want to ask1 is sin1 disease1 trouble1 affliction1 or death good8 ,it has been said that under certain conditions sickness might be good4 ,i also thought this at one time1 but in no way can we conceive of sin as being good4 ,then ,god never made sin1 neither did ,he make disease and death2 then whence came they8 ,is there an evil power that creates these dreaded things8 ,if we believe this1 we will have two creators1 or gods1 which cannot be true4 ,let us see if the ,bible will not throw some light on this seeming mystery4 ,chapter #b1 #ast verse1 reads3 ',thus the heavens and earth were finished and all the hosts of them4' ,now this is all of creation1 ,god has finished ,his work1 yet in the same chapter a little further along we read3 ',but there went up a mist from the earth and watered the whole face of the ground4' ,in the next verse we read3 ',and the ,lord ,god formed man of the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life1 and man became a living soul4' ,but ,god had finished ,his work some time before1 at least so it was stated in some of the preceding verses4 ,is there a second creation1 or is this simply one of the contradictions spoken of by some of our ,bible critics8 ,we can not conceive of an all-knowing ,god having made a mistake when ,he created man spiritually in ,his image and likeness and then later making another man materially from dust4 ,i wish to call your attention to the fact that the ,bible does not state that this dust man is made in the image and likeness of ,god1 in fact it does not state that he was made at all1 it simply says3 ',and the ,lord ,god formed man of the dust of the ground4' ,then this dust man at best was only formed and never made4 ,neither does it state that ,god had anything to do with the forming of this dust man1 as it does of the spiritual man made in ,his image and likeness1 but states the ,lord ,god formed him4 ,nowhere in the first chapter of ,genesis1 which is the true or spiritual creation1 does the ,lord ,god create anything2 it is only after that mist 7spoken of in the #fth verse of chapter two7 arose from the earth that the ,lord ,god formed the dust or material man1 or anything else4 ,then the mystery of this seeming second creator1 the ,lord ,god1 and his creation or forming of this dust or material man and material world must lie within this mist1 and it does2 this mist that arose was simply a misapprehension that arose amongst the people1 wherein they believed themselves to be formed of dust or materially1 whereas in truth they were created spiritually4 ,and this ,lord ,god spoken of that formed the dust man is not the real creator1 the true ,god1 but is man himself1 who1 through his own false idea or belief1 formed man of dust1 in other words1 by his misapprehension of his true nature1 man thinks himself material1 when1 in reality1 he is spiritual1 and it is through this mistake that all this evil or materiality seems to exist4 ,but it is no more real than the dust man1 and gets its seeming reality in the same way through a delusion or misapprehension of the truth4 ,the proof that evil is not real1 does not exist1 and was never made1 is contained in the ,bible4 ,genesis #a1 #cast verse1 is this proof2 it reads3 ',and ,god saw everything that ,he had made1 and behold1 it was very good1 and the evening and the morning were the #fth day4' ,i wish you to note that this verse says everything2 this includes all4 ,then everything that really exists is good1 it cannot be otherwise4 ,our ,god1 our ,creator1 could not make both good and evil1 else ,he would not be perfect1 for evil is an imperfection and an imperfection can have no principle1 hence no reality4 ,evil has the same reality that a lie has4 ,what becomes of a lie when the truth is declared8 ,it ceases to exist2 so with evil2 it being unreal1 it ceases to exist1 when ,good is declared4 ,now1 ,beloved1 ,i will quote you the greatest command given to man by ,jesus ,christ3 ,thou shalt love the ,lord thy ,god with all thy heart1 and with all thy soul1 and with all thy mind4' ,i will now give you my interpretation of this great commandment3 ,thou shalt love the ,good1 thy ,god1 with all thy love1 and with all thy intelligence1 and with all thy thoughts4 ,oh1 if we could only do this1 there surely would be no evil4 ,do we obey this greatest command of our ,master8 ,no4 ,for instead of loving ,god1 we fear ,him1 and lay every evil that befalls us at ,his door4 ,if there be a cyclone1 a flood1 a cloudburst1 a railroad disaster1 a conflagration1 an earthquake1 an epidemic1 we say it is the will of ,god4 ,oftentimes we labor long and faithfully to accomplish a desired result1 and just as we think we have success in our hands1 we fail1 and all our hopes and desires are destroyed2 again we say1 it is the will of ,god4 ,if we see any of our brethren sick1 we claim it to be the will of ,god4 ,if we see the father of a family taken away1 we bow our heads and say ,god's will be done4 ,if we see a family of children left motherless1 again we bow our heads and say ,god's will be done4 ,if we see a beautiful infant snatched by death from the breast of it's heart-broken mother1 we meekly bow again1 and1 with heart full of sorrow1 say1 it's the will of ,god4 ,i tell you it is not the will of ,god1 the will of ,good4 ,there is no good in it1 hence not of ,god's making1 but is the work of evil1 or devil1 in other words1 the work of a delusion1 the believing of a lie4 ,and when we stand meekly by and see evil destroy our health1 our hopes1 our happiness1 our homes1 without a protest1 we are abetting the devil in his work4 ,the ,bible says ,god gave man dominion over all the earth1 so rise in the might of your intelligence1 your ,mind1 and destroy this evil1 this illusion1 this lie1 with the sword of truth1 in ,christ's name4 ,god1 ,good1 is with you in this work1 and with ,him for you1 who can stand against you8 ,too long has man been robbed by evil in the name of good4 ,jesus ,christ said3 ',ye shall know the truth1 and the truth shall make you free4' ,this truth has been revealed and is in our midst2 'seek and ye shall find4' ,st4 ,john1 the most beloved disciple1 said3 ',god is ,love4' ,can you believe a father who is ,love would destroy the hopes of ,his children1 make them suffer through accident1 sickness1 and poverty1 and after three score and ten years let them die1 in other words1 kill them8 ,even the lowest of earthly fathers would not do this4 ,jesus ,christ said3 ,the last enemy to overcome is death4' ,this surely does not mean that we must submit to death1 but the opposite1 or overcome death4 ,christ's bidding us to overcome death shows that death is an evil4 ,then all things that are allies of death1 such as sickness1 poverty1 accidents and the like1 must be overcome1 and when we have overcome all these things there will be no death to overcome2 therefore ,i bid you awake from this delusion1 this dream of life in matter1 to the truth of life in ,mind1 in ,god4 ,simply believing in ,god is not enough1 you must know ,god4 ,again ,i say1 awake and work out your own salvation1 as ,st4 ,paul said you must2 salvation1 is not believing1 but knowing4 ,in the words of one of the prophets1 acquaint thyself with ,god and be at peace4 ,search the ,scriptures1 they contain the truth of life4 ,use your reasoning power1 and do your own thinking-for the kingdom of heaven is at hand4 ,christ is risen and is knocking at your door1 let ,him in1 and ,he will show you the way out of trouble1 sin1 disease1 and how to conquer death4 ,now1 ,beloved1 in conclusion1 ,i would like to call your attention to my family1 as you all know my son ,walter was a sufferer for years from a disease that materia medica says is incurable2 you now see him in your midst1 a well and strong young man4 ,i had long ago come to the conclusion that it was the will of ,god that he was sick1 but through his own realization of the great truth that ,god made only the good1 he was healed--in a like manner his mother1 my wife1 was healed of the same dread disease by one who knew that the good only was real1 and proved it by destroying this seeming evil1 which to us is known as tuberculosis4 ,my wife is also in your midst1 hale and hearty1 as proof of my statement4 ,and as ,i have also acquired this understanding of ,god1 ,i cannot consistently preach the gospel in the old way1 hence my resignation from this church and the ministry1 and now ,i must echo the words of that great man1 ,martin ,luther3 ',here ,i stand1 ,i can do no otherwise1 so help me ,god4' ,amen4 ,a ,,parting ,,word ,nearly1 all my life ,i was an inveterate reader of fiction1 trying in this way to forget my troubles and pain1 as many thousands of others are doing to-day4 ,during all this time there was a book in existence the study of which would have banished all my misery1 but ,i knew it not4 ,it is with the hope that in this way ,i may reach a few of these thousands and get them interested enough so they will seek the truth in the way pointed out herein1 that this work of fiction is put upon the market4 ,seek and ye shall find1 and when found1 hold fast that which is true and you will come into that peace that passeth all understanding4 ,,the ,,author4