,transcrib$ f ! #aiab ,a4 ,c4 ,fifield edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgdpglaf4org ,picture3 ,photograph ( ,samuel ,butl] ,! ,note-,books ( ,samuel ,butl] ,au?or ( 8,ere:on0 99 99 99 99 99 ,selections arrang$ & edit$ by ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones 99 99 99 99 99 ,) photogravure portrait by ,em]y ,walk] f a photograph tak5 by ,alfr$ ,ca?ie 9 #ahih 99 99 99 99 99 ,london ,a4 ,c4 ,fifield1 #ac ,clif=d's ,inn1 ,e4,c4 #aiab 99 99 99 99 99 ,,william ,,br5don ,,& ,,son1 ,,ltd41 ,,pr9t]s1 ,,plym\? ,preface ,,e>ly 9 8 life ,samuel ,butl] began to c>ry a note-book & to write d[n 9 x any?+ he want$ to rememb]2 x might be some?+ he he>d "s "o say1 m commonly x 0 some?+ he said himself4 ,9 "o ( ^! notes he gives a reason = mak+ !m3 8,"o's ?\ghts fly s fa/ t "o mu/ %oot !m2 x is no use try+ to put salt on _! tails40 ,s he bagg$ z _m z he c\ld hit & pres]v$ !m1 re-writt5 on loose %eets ( pap] :i* con/itut$ a sort ( museum /or$ ) ! wise1 beautiful1 & /range creatures t 7 cont9ually w++ _! way across ! field ( 8 vision4 ,z he became a m exp]t m>ksman 8 collection increas$ & 8 museum grew s cr[d$ t he want$ a catalogue4 ,9 #ahgd he />t$ an index1 & ?is l$ to 8 reconsid]+ ! notes1 de/roy+ ^? t he rememb]$ hav+ us$ 9 8 publi%$ books & re-writ+ ! rema9d]4 ,! re-writ+ %ort5$ "s b x l5g!n$ o!rs & sugge/$ s _m new ones t ! index 0 soon ( little use & !re seem$ to be no f9ality ab\t x 78,mak+ ,notes10 pp4 #ajj-a po/74 ,9 #ahia he atta*$ ! problem afre% & made x a rule to sp5d an h\r e morn+ re-edit+ 8 notes & keep+ 8 index up to date4 ,at 8 dea?1 9 #aijb1 he left five b\nd volumes1 ) ! cont5ts dat$ & index$1 ab\t #bbe pages ( closely writt5 s]mon pap] to ea* volume1 & m ?an en\gh unb\nd & un9dex$ %eets to made a six? volume ( equal size4 ,9 accordance ) 8 own advice to a "y writ] 7p4 #cfc po/71 he wrote ! notes 9 copy+ ink & kept a press$ copy ) me z a precaution aga9/ fire2 b dur+ 8 lifetime1 unless he want$ to ref] to some?+ :ile he 0 9 my *amb]s1 ,i nev] look$ at !m4 ,aft] 8 dea? ,i took !m d[n & w5t ?r\gh !m4 ,i knew 9 a g5]al way :at ,i %\ld f9d1 b ,i 0 n prep>$ = su* a multitude & v>iety ( ?\ghts1 reflections1 conv]sations1 incid5ts4 ,!re are entries ab\t 8 e>ly life at ,lang>1 ,h&el1 s*ool days at ,%rewsbury1 ,cambridge1 ,*ri/ianity1 lit]ature1 ,new ,zeal&1 %eep-f>m+1 philosophy1 pa9t+1 money1 evolution1 morality1 ,italy1 speculation1 photography1 music1 natural hi/ory1 ar*ology1 botany1 religion1 book-keep+1 psy*ology1 metaphysics1 ! ,iliad1 ! ,odyssey1 ,sicily1 ar*itecture1 e?ics1 ! ,sonnets ( ,%akespe>e4 ,i ?\ght ( publi%+ ! books j z !y /&1 b too _m ( ! entries are ( no g5]al int]e/ & too _m are ( a k9d t mu/ wait if !y are ev] to be publi%$4 ,9 addition to ^! objections ! confusion is v great4 ,"o w\ld look 9 ! e>li] volumes = entries ab\t ,new ,zeal& & evolution & 9 ! lat] ones = entries ab\t ! ,odyssey & ! ,sonnets1 b !re is no attempt at arrangem5t & any:]e "o may come ^u some?+ ab\t ,h&el1 or a philosophical reflection1 betwe5 a note giv+ ! "n ( ! be/ hotel 9 an ,italian t[n & ano!r ab\t ,h>ry ,ni*olls & ,h]b]t ,campbell z ! ,babes 9 ! ,wood 9 ! pantomime at ! ,grecian ,!atre4 ,?is confusion has a *>m1 b x is a *>m t w\ld n1 ,i fe>1 survive 9 pr9t &1 p]sonally1 ,i f9d t x makes ! books di/ract+ = cont9u\s read+4 ,moreov] !y 7 n int5d$ to be publi%$ z !y /& 78,preface to ,vol4 ,,ii10 p4 #bae po/71 !y 7 int5d$ = 8 own private use z a qu>ry f :i* to take mat]ial = 8 writ+1 & x is rem>kable t 9 practice he sc>cely ev] us$ !m 9 ?is way 78,^! ,notes10 p4 #bfa po/74 ,:5 he _h writt5 & re-writt5 a note & spok5 x & repeat$ x 9 conv]sation1 x became s mu* a "p ( him t1 if he want$ to introduce x 9 a book1 x 0 less tr\ble to re-/ate x aga9 f memory ?an to se>* ?r\gh 8 8preci\s indexes0 = x & copy x 78,gad%ill & ,trapani10 p4 #aid1 8,at ,piora10 p4 #bgb po/74 ,b he c\ld n h re-/at$ a note f memory if he _h n le>nt x by writ+ x1 s t x may be said t he did use ! notes = 8 books1 ?\gh n precisely 9 ! way he orig9ally int5d$4 ,& ! con/ant re-writ+ & re-consid]+ 7 useful also by =c+ him to settle exactly :at he ?\ght & to /ate x z cle>ly & t]sely z possible4 ,9 ?is way ! mak+ ( ! notes mu/ h _h an influ5ce on ! =mation ( 8 /yle--?\gh "h aga9 he _h no su* idea 9 8 m9d :5 writ+ !m 78,/yle10 pp4 #ahf-g po/7 ,9 "o ( ! notes he says3 8,a man may make1 z x 71 ca% entries ( himself 9 a day-book1 b ! entries 9 ! l$g] & ! balanc+ ( ! acc\nts %\ld be done by o!rs40 ,:5 ,i began to write ! ,memoir ( ,butl] on :i* ,i am /ill engag$1 ,i m>k$ all ! m autobiographical notes & _h !m copi$2 aga9 ,i 0 /ruck by ! int]e/1 ! v>iety1 & ! confusion ( ^? ,i left unt\*$4 ,x seem$ to me t any "o :o und]took to become ,butl]'s acc\ntant & to po/ 8 entries ^u himself w\ld h to settle fir/ h[ _m & :at acc\nts to op5 9 ! l$g]1 & ?is c\ld n be done until x _h be5 settl$ :i* items 7 to be select$ = po/+4 ,x 0 ! difficulty ( ^? :o d>e n g into ! wat] until aft] !y h le>nt to swim4 ,i d\bt :e!r ,i %\ld ev] h made ! plunge if x _h n be5 = ! int]e/ :i* ,mr4 ,desmond ,mac,carthy took 9 ,butl] & 8 writ+s4 ,he _h occasionally br[s$ on my copy ( ! books1 & :5 he became editor ( a review1 ! ,new ,qu>t]ly1 he ask$ = "s ( ! notes = publication1 ?us provid+ a practical & simple way ( ent]+ ^u ! bus9ess )\t any v al>m+ plunge4 ,i talk$ 8 proposal ov] ) ,mr4 ,r4 ,a4 ,/reatfeild1 ,butl]'s lit]>y executor1 &1 hav+ obta9$ 8 approval1 set to "w4 ,f ,novemb] #aijg to ,may #aiaj1 inclusive1 ! ,new ,qu>t]ly publi%$ six gr\ps ( notes & ! long note on 8,g5ius0 7pp4 #agd-h po/74 ,! exp]i5ce ga9$ 9 select+1 arrang+1 & edit+ ^! items has be5 ( great use to me & ,i ?ank ! proprietor & editor ( ! ,new ,qu>t]ly = p]mission to republi% su* ( ! notes z appe>$ 9 _! review4 ,9 prep>+ ?is book ,i began by go+ ?r\gh ! notes aga9 & m>k+ all t seem$ to fall )9 c]ta9 gr\ps r\ghly indicat$ by ! arrangem5t 9 ! review4 ,i _h ^! select$ items copi$1 di/ribut$ !m among ^? :i* 7 already 9 pr9t1 %uffl$ !m & turn$ !m ov]1 m$itat+ on !m1 famili>is+ myself ) !m & t5tatively =m+ new gr\ps4 ,:ile do+ ?is ,i 0 cont9ually glean+ f ! books m notes :i* ,i _h ov]look$1 & mak+ su* v]bal alt]ations z seem$ necess>y to avoid repetition1 to correct obvi\s errors & to remove causes ( reasonable (f5ce4 ,! ease ) :i* two or m notes w\ld cond5se into "o 0 sometimes surpris+1 b !re 7 cases 9 :i* ! language _h to be v>i$ & o!rs 9 :i* a few words _h to be add$ to bridge ov] a gap2 z a rule1 h[ev]1 ! necess>y words 7 ly+ ready 9 "s o!r note4 ,i also reconsid]$ ! titles & provid$ titles = _m notes :i* _h none4 ,9 mak+ ^! v]bal alt]ations ,i bore 9 m9d ,butl]'s own views on ! subject :i* ,i f\nd 9 a note ab\t edit+ lett]s3 8,grant$ t an editor1 l a translator1 %\ld keep z religi\sly close to ! orig9al text z he reasonably c1 &1 9 e alt]ation1 %\ld consid] :at ! writ] w\ld h wi%$ & done if he or %e c\ld h be5 consult$1 yet1 subject to ^! limitations1 he %\ld be free to alt] accord+ to 8 discretion or indiscretion40 ,my 8discretion or indiscretion0 0 less s]i\sly /ra9$ 9 mak+ textual *anges ?an 9 det]m9+ h[ _m1 & :at1 gr\ps to h & :i* notes1 9 :at ord]1 to include 9 ea* gr\p4 ,"h is a note ,butl] made ab\t classification3 8,fight+ ab\t words is l fight+ ab\t acc\nts1 & all classification is l acc\nts4 ,sometimes x is easy to see :i* way ! balance ( conv5i5ce lies1 sometimes x is v h>d to "k :e!r an item %\ld be c>ri$ to "o acc\nt or to ano!r40 ,except 9 ! gr\p head$ 8,higgl$y-,piggl$y10 ,i h endeav\r$ to po/ ea* note to a suitable acc\nt1 b "s ( ,butl]'s lead+ ideas1 express$ 9 diff]5t =ms1 w be f\nd po/$ to m ?an "o acc\nt1 & ?is k9d ( repetition is 9 accordance ) 8 habit 9 conv]sation4 ,x w\ld probably be correct to say t ,i h he>d him speak ! sub/ance ( e note _m times 9 diff]5t contexts4 ,9 seek+ = ! mo/ *>act]i/ic context1 ,i h %ift$ & %ift$ ! notes & consid]$ & re-consid]$ !m "u diff]5t aspects1 tak+ h9ts f ! delicate *ameleon *anges ( significance t came ov] !m z !y h>monis$ or discord$ ) _! new surr\nd+s4 ,pres5tly ,i caught myself re/or+ notes to positions !y _h previ\sly occupi$ in/ead ( f9d+ new places = !m1 & ! increas+ frequ5cy ) :i* difficulties 7 solv$ by ^! re/orations at la/ =c$ me to ! conclusion1 :i* ,i accept$ only ) v great regret1 t my lab\rs 7 at an end4 ,i d n expect e "o to approve ( ! result4 ,if ,i _h be5 try+ to please e "o1 ,i %\ld h made only a v %ort & unrepres5tative selection :i* ,mr4 ,fifield w\ld h refus$ to publi%4 ,i h tri$ to make suck a book z ,i believe w\ld h pleas$ ,butl]4 ,t is to say1 ,i h tri$ to please "o :o1 by reason ( 8 intimate k ( ! subject & ( ! difficulties1 w\ld h look$ ) indulg5ce ^u ! _m mi/akes :i* x is n[ too late to correct1 ev5 if knew h[ to correct !m4 ,_h x be5 possible = him to see :at ,i h done1 he w\ld h detect$ all my s9s1 bo? ( omission & ( commission1 & ,i l to imag9e t he w\ld h us$ "s su* consol+ words z ^!3 8,well1 nev] m9d2 "o _c h ev]y?+2 &1 aft] all1 #8,le mieux e/ l'ennemi du bi54'0 ,"h w be f\nd mu* ( :at he us$ to say z he talk$ ) "o or two intimate fri5ds 9 8 own *amb]s or 9 m9e at ! close ( ! day1 or on a ,sunday walk 9 ! c\ntry r\nd ,london1 or z we w&]$ toge!r ?r\gh ,italy & ,sicily2 & ,i w\ld x 7 possible to *>ge ^! pages ) "s e*o ( 8 voice & ) "s reflection ( 8 mann]4 ,b1 aga92 "o _c h ev]y?+4 8,m5's "w we h10 quo? "o1 8b we want !m-- ,!m palpable to t\* & cle> to view40 ,is x s no?+1 !n1 to h ! gem ,b we mu/ cry to h ! sett+ too8 ,9 ! ,new ,qu>t]ly ea* note 0 head$ ) a ref]5ce to its place 9 ! ,note-,books4 ,?is has n be5 done "h because1 on consid]ation1 x seem$ useless1 & ev5 irritat+1 to keep on putt+ be=e ! read] ref]5ces :i* he c\ld n v]ify4 ,i int5d to give to ! ,briti% ,museum a copy ( ?is volume :]e9 ea* note w %[ :]e ! mat]ial ( :i* x is compos$ c be f\nd2 ?us1 if ! orig9al ,note-,books are also "s day giv5 to ! ,museum1 any "o suffici5tly int]e/$ w be able to see exactly :at ,i h done 9 select+1 omitt+1 edit+1 cond5s+ & classify+4 ,"s items are includ$ t are n actually 9 ! ,note-,books2 ! longe/ ( ^! are ! two ,new ,zeal& articles 8,d>w9 among ! ,ma*9es0 & 8,lucubratio ,ebria0 z to :i* some?+ is said 9 ! ,prefatory ,note to 8,! ,g]ms ( ,ere:on & ( ,life & ,habit0 7pp4 #ci-db po/74 ,9 t ,prefatory ,note a ,dialogue on ,species by ,butl] & an autograph lett] f ,*>les ,d>w9 are m5tion$4 ,s9ce ! note 0 9 type ,i h receiv$ f ,new ,zeal& a copy ( ! ,weekly ,press ( #ai? ,june1 #aiab1 conta9+ ! ,dialogue aga9 repr9t$ & a facsimile reproduction ( ,d>w9's lett]4 ,i ?ank ,mr4 ,w4 ,h4 ,triggs1 ! pres5t editor ( ! ,press1 ,*ri/*ur*1 ,new ,zeal&1 also ,miss ,colborne-,veel & ! memb]s ( ! /aff = _! indu/ry & p]sev]ance 9 se>*+ = & id5tify+ ,butl]'s e>ly contributions to ! newspap]4 ,! o!r pr9cipal items n actually 9 ! ,note-,books1 ! lett] to ,t4 ,w4 ,g4 ,butl] 7pp4 #ec-e po/71 8,a ,psalm ( ,montreal0 7pp4 #chh-i po/7 & 8,! ,righte\s ,man0 7pp4 #cij-a po/74 ,i suppose ,butl] kept all ^! out ( 8 notes because he consid]$ t !y _h s]v$ _! purpose2 b !y h n hi!rto appe>$ 9 a =m n[ accessible to ! g5]al read]4 ,all ! footnotes are m9e & s are all ^? prefatory notes :i* are pr9t$ 9 italics & ! explanatory rem>ks 9 squ>e brackets :i* occur occasionally 9 ! text4 ,i h also pres]v$1 9 squ>e brackets1 ! date ( a note :5 any?+ seem$ to turn on x4 ,& ,i h made ! index4 ,! ,biographical ,/atem5t is f\nd$ on a skeleton ,di>y :i* is 9 ! ,note-,books4 ,x is int5d$ to %[1 among o!r ?+s1 h[ intimately ! great v>iety ( subjects t\*$ ^u 9 ! notes ent]$ into & =m$ "p ( ,butl]'s work+ life4 ,x does n /op at ! #ah? ( ,june1 #aijb1 because1 z he says 7p4 #bc po/71 8,dea? is n m ! end ( "s ?an x is ! beg9n+ ( o!rs02 &1 aga9 7p4 #ac po/71 = ^? :o come to ! true bir? ! life we live beyond ! grave is our true/ life4 ,! ,biographical ,/atem5t has accord+ly be5 c>ri$ on to ! pres5t "t s z to include ! pr9cipal ev5ts t h occurr$ dur+ ! op5+ p]iod ( ! 8good av]age ?ree-score ye>s & t5 ( immortality0 :i* he mode/ly hop$ he might inh]it 9 ! life ( ! _w to come4 ,,h5ry ,,fe/+ ,,jones4 ,m\nt ,eryx1 ,trapani1 ,sicily1 ,augu/1 #aiab4 ,cont5ts ,,page ,biographical ,/atem5t #a ,i4 ,"l1 ,:at is ,man8 #i ,,ii4 ,elem5t>y ,morality #bd ,,iii4 ,! ,g]ms ( ,ere:on & ( ,life & ,habit #ci ,,iv4 ,memory & ,design #ef ,v4 ,vibrations #ff ,,vi4 ,m9d & ,matt] #gd ,,vii4 ,on ! ,mak+ ( ,music1 ,pictures & ,books #ic ,,viii4 ,h&el & ,music #aaj ,,ix4 ,a ,pa9t]'s ,views on ,pa9t+ #ace ,x4 ,! ,position ( a ,homo ,unius ,libri #aee ,,xi4 ,ca% & ,cr$it #afh ,,xii4 ,! ,enfant ,t]rible ( ,lit]ature #ahc ,,xiii4 ,unpr(essional ,s]mons #bjj ,,xiv4 ,higgl$y-,piggl$y #bae ,,xv4 ,titles & ,subjects #bbi ,,xvi4 ,writt5 ,sket*es #bcg ,,xvii4 ,mat]ial = a ,project$ ,sequel to ,alps & #bei ,sanctu>ies ,,xviii4 ,mat]ial = ,ere:on ,revisit$ #bhh ,,xix4 ,tru? & ,conv5i5ce #big ,,xx4 ,fir/ ,pr9ciples #cji ,,xxi4 ,rebelli\sness #ccb ,,xxii4 ,reconciliation #cdf ,,xxiii4 ,dea? #cec ,,xxiv4 ,! ,life ( ! ,_w to ,come #cfj ,,xxv4 ,poems #cgi ,biographical ,/atem5t #ahce4 ,dec4 #d4 ,samuel ,butl] born at ,lang> ,rectory1 ,nott+ham1 son ( ! ,rev4 ,?omas ,butl]1 :o 0 ! son ( ,dr4 ,samuel ,butl]1 ,headma/] ( ,%rewsbury ,s*ool f #agih to #ahcf1 & aft]w>ds ,bi%op ( ,li*field4 #ahdc-d4 ,sp5t ! w9t] 9 ,rome & ,naples ) 8 family4 #ahdf4 ,w5t to s*ool at ,allesley1 ne> ,cov5try4 #ahdh4 ,w5t to s*ool at ,%rewsbury "u ,dr4 ,k5n$y4 ,w5t to ,italy = ! second "t ) 8 family4 ,fir/ he>d ! music ( ,h&el4 #ahed4 ,ent]$ at ,/4 ,john's ,college1 ,cambridge4 #aheh4 ,bracket$ #ab? 9 ! fir/ class ( ! ,classical ,tripos & took 8 degree4 ,w5t to ,london & began to prep>e = ord9ation1 liv+ among ! poor & do+ p>i% "w3 ?is l$ to 8 d\bt+ ! efficacy ( infant baptism & h5ce to 8 decl9+ to take ord]s4 #ahei4 ,sail$ = ,new ,zeal& & />t$ %eep-f>m+ 9 ,cant]bury ,prov9ce3 :ile 9 ! colony he wrote mu* = ! ,press ( ,*ri/*ur*1 ,n4,z4 #ahfb4 ,dec4 #bj4 8,d>w9 on ,! ,orig9 ( ,species4 ,a ,dialogue10 unsign$ b writt5 by ,butl]1 appe>$ 9 ! ,press & 0 foll[$ by correspond5ce to :i* ,butl] contribut$4 #ahfc4 ,a ,fir/ ,ye> 9 ,cant]bury ,settlem5t3 made out ( 8 lett]s home to 8 family toge!r ) two articles repr9t$ f ! ,eagle 7! magaz9e ( ,/4 ,john's ,college1 ,cambridge73 ,,ms4 lo/4 #ahfc4 8,d>w9 among ! ,ma*9es10 a lett] sign$ 8,cell>ius0 writt5 by ,butl]1 appe>$ 9 ! ,press4 #ahfd4 ,sold out 8 %eep run & return$ to ,engl& 9 company ) ,*>les ,pa9e ,pauli1 ^: acqua9tance he _h made 9 ! colony4 ,he br\ght back en\gh to enable him to live quietly1 settl$ = good at #ae ,clif=d's ,inn1 ,london1 & began life z a pa9t]1 /udy+ at ,c>y's1 ,hea!rley's & ! ,s\? ,k5s+ton ,art ,s*ools & exhibit+ pictures occasionally at ! ,royal ,academy & o!r exhibitions3 :ile /udy+ art he made ! acqua9tance (1 among o!rs1 ,*>les ,gog91 ,william ,ball>d & ,?omas ,william ,gale ,butl]4 8,family ,pray]s03 a small pa9t+ by ,butl]4 #ahfe4 8,lucubratio ,ebria10 an article1 conta9+ v>iations ( ! view 9 8,d>w9 among ! ,ma*9es10 s5t by ,butl] f ,engl&1 appe>$ 9 ! ,press4 ,! ,evid5ce = ! ,resurrection ( ,jesus ,*ri/ z conta9$ 9 ! ,f\r ,evangeli/s critically exam9$3 a pamphlet ( ,,viii#dh pp4 writt5 9 ,new ,zeal&3 ! conclusion arriv$ at is t ! evid5ce is insuffici5t to support ! belief t ,*ri/ di$ & rose f ! dead3 ,,ms4 lo/1 probably us$ up 9 writ+ ,! ,fair ,hav54 #ahfi-gj4 ,0 9 ,italy = f\r mon?s1 8 heal? hav+ brok5 d[n 9 consequ5ce ( ov]-"w4 #ahgj or #ahga4 ,fir/ meet+ ) ,miss ,eliza ,m>y ,ann ,savage1 f :om he drew ,ale!a 9 ,! ,way ( ,all ,fle%4 #ahgb4 ,ere:on or ,ov] ! ,range3 a ,"w ( ,satire & ,imag9ation3 ,,ms4 9 ! ,briti% ,museum4 #ahgc4 ,ere:on translat$ into ,dut*4 ,! ,fair ,hav53 an ironical "w1 purport+ to be 89 def5ce ( ! miracul\s elem5t 9 our ,"l's m9i/ry ^u e>?1 bo? z aga9/ rationali/ic impugn]s & c]ta9 or?odox def5d]s10 writt5 "u ! pseudonym ( ,john ,pick>d ,ow5 ) a memoir ( ! suppos$ au?or by 8 bro!r ,william ,bick]/e? ,ow54 ,?is book reproduces--! sub/ance ( 8 pamphlet on ! resurrection3 ,,ms4 at ,*ri/*ur*1 ,new ,zeal&4 #ahgd4 8,mr4 ,hea!rley's ,holiday10 8 mo/ important oil pa9t+1 exhibit$ at ! ,royal ,academy ,exhibition1 n[ 9 ! ,national ,gall]y ( ,briti% ,art4 #ahgf4 ,hav+ inve/$ 8 money 9 v>i\s companies t fail$1 "o ( :i* _h its works 9 ,canada1 & hav+ sp5t mu* "t dur+ ! la/ few ye>s 9 t c\ntry1 try+ unsuccessfully to save "p ( 8 capital1 he n[ return$ to ,london1 & dur+ ! next t5 ye>s exp]i5c$ s]i\s f9ancial difficulties4 ,fir/ meet+ ) ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones4 #ahgg4 ,life & ,habit3 an ,essay aft] a ,complet] ,view ( ,evolution3 d$icat$ to ,*>les ,pa9e ,pauli3 al?\gh dat$ #ahgh ! book 0 publi%$ on ,butl]'s bir?day1 #d? ,decemb]1 #ahgg3 ,,ms4 at ! ,s*ools1 ,%rewsbury4 #ahgh4 8,a ,psalm ( ,montreal0 9 ! ,spectator3 ,!re are probably _m ,,mss4 ( ?is poem 9 exi/5ce giv5 by ,butl] to fri5ds3 "o1 :i* he gave to ,h4 ,f4 ,jones1 is 9 ! ,fitzwilliam ,museum1 ,cambridge4 ,a ,portrait ( ,butl]1 pa9t$ 9 ?is ye> by himself1 n[ at ,/4 ,john's ,college1 ,cambridge4 #ahgi4 ,evolution ,old & ,new3 ,a comp>ison ( ! !ories ( ,buffon1 ,dr4 ,erasmus ,d>w9 & ,lam>ck ) t ( ,*>les ,d>w93 ,,ms4 9 ! ,fitzwilliam ,museum1 ,cambridge4 ,a ,cl]gyman's ,d\bts & ,god ! ,kn[n & ,god ! ,unkn[n appe>$ 9 ! ,exam9]3 ,,ms4 lo/4 ,ere:on translat$ into ,g]man4 #ahhj4 ,unconsci\s ,memory3 ,a comp>ison betwe5 ! !ory ( ,dr4 ,ewald ,h]+1 ,pr(essor ( ,physiology 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,prague1 & ! ,philosophy ( ! ,unconsci\s ( ,dr4 ,edw>d von ,h>tmann1 ) translations f bo? ^! au?ors & prelim9>y *apt]s be>+ ^u ,life & ,habit1 ,evolution ,old & ,new1 & ,*>les ,d>w9's ,edition ( ,dr4 ,krause's ,erasmus ,d>w94 ,a ,portrait ( ,butl]1 pa9t$ 9 ?is ye> by himself1 n[ at ! ,s*ools1 ,%rewsbury4 ,a ?ird portrait ( ,butl]1 pa9t$ by himself ab\t ?is "t1 is at ,*ri/*ur*1 ,new ,zeal&4 #ahha4 ,a prop]ty at ,%rewsbury1 9 :i* "u 8 gr&fa!r's w he _h a rev]sion>y int]e/ cont+5t on 8 surviv+ 8 fa!r1 0 re-settl$ s z to make 8 rev]sion absolute3 he mortgag$ ?is rev]sion & b\ght small prop]ty ne> ,london3 ?is tempor>ily alleviat$ 8 f9ancial emb>rassm5t b add$ to 8 "w1 = he sp5t mu* "t 9 ! managem5t ( ! h\ses1 le>nt book-keep+ by d\ble-entry & kept elaborate acc\nts4 ,alps & ,sanctu>ies ( ,pi$mont & ! ,canton ,tic9o illu/rat$ by ! au?or1 ,*>les ,gog9 & ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones3 an acc\nt ( 8 holiday travels ) diss]tations on mo/ ( ! subjects t int]e/$ him3 ,,ms4 ) ,h4 ,f4 ,jones4 #ahhb4 ,a new edition ( ,evolution ,old & ,new1 ) a %ort preface allud+ to ! rec5t dea? ( ,*>les ,d>w91 an app5dix & an index4 #ahhc4 ,began to compose music z ne>ly z he c\ld 9 ! /yle ( ,h&el4 #ahhd4 ,selections f ,previ\s ,works ) 8,a ,psalm ( ,montreal0 & 8,rem>ks on ,g4 ,j4 ,romanes' ,m5tal ,evolution 9 ,animals40 #ahhe4 ,dea? ( ,miss ,savage4 ,gavottes1 ,m9uets1 ,fugues & o!r %ort pieces = ! piano by ,samuel ,butl] & ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones3 ,,ms4 ) ,h4 ,f4 ,jones4 #ahhf4 ,holbe9's ,la ,danse3 a note on a draw+ 9 ! ,museum at ,basel4 ,/ood1 unsuccessfully1 = ! ,pr(essor%ip ( ,f9e ,arts 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,cambridge4 ,dec4 #bi4 ,dea? ( 8 fa!r & end ( 8 f9ancial emb>rassm5ts4 #ahhg4 ,engag$ ,alfr$ ,em]y ,ca?ie z cl]k & g5]al att5dant4 ,luck or ,cunn+ z ! ma9 means ( ,organic ,modification8 ,an attempt to ?r[ additional light ^u ,*>les ,d>w9's !ory ( ,natural ,selection4 ,0 ent]ta9$ at d9n] by ! ,municipio ( ,v>allo-,sesia on ! ,sacro ,monte4 #ahhh4 ,took up photography4 #ahhh4 ,ex ,voto3 an acc\nt ( ! ,sacro ,monte or ,new ,j]usalem at ,v>allo-,sesia1 ) "s notice ( ,taba*etti's rema9+ "w at ,crea & illu/rations f photographs by ! au?or3 ,,ms4 at ,v>allo-,sesia4 ,n>cissus3 a ,cantata 9 ! ,h&elian =m1 words & music by ,samuel ,butl] & ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones3 ,,ms4 ( ! piano score 9 ! ,briti% ,museum4 ,,ms4 ( ! or*e/ral score ) ,h4 ,f4 ,jones4 ,9 ?is & ! two foll[+ ye>s contribut$ "s articles to ! ,univ]sal ,review1 mo/ ( :i* 7 republi%$ aft] 8 dea? z ,essays on ,life1 ,art1 & ,sci5ce 7#aijd74 #ahij4 ,began to /udy c\nt]po9t ) ,william ,smi? ,rock/ro & cont9u$ to d s until ,rock/ro's dea? 9 #ahie4 #ahib4 ,! ,hum\r ( ,hom]4 ,a ,lecture deliv]$ at ! ,work+ ,m5's ,college1 ,great ,ormond ,/reet1 ,london1 ,janu>y #cj1 #ahib1 repr9t$ ) preface & additional matt] f ! ,eagle4 ,w5t to ,sicily1 ! fir/ ( _m visits1 to collect evid5ce 9 support ( 8 !ory id5tify+ ! ,s*]ia & ,i?aca ( ! ,odyssey ) ,trapani & ! neighb\r+ ,m\nt ,eryx4 #ahic4 8,l',orig9e ,siciliana dell' ,odissea40 ,extract$ f ! ,rassegna della ,lett]atura ,siciliana4 8,on ! ,trapanese ,orig9 ( ! ,odyssey0 7,translation74 #ahid4 ,ex ,voto translat$ into ,italian by ,cavali]e ,angelo ,rizzetti4 8,ancora sull' orig9e dell' ,odissea40 ,extract$ f ! ,rassegna della ,lett]atura ,siciliana4 #ahie4 ,w5t to ,greece & ! ,troad to make up 8 m9d ab\t ! topography ( ! ,iliad4 #ahif4 ,! ,life & ,lett]s ( ,dr4 ,samuel ,butl] 78 gr&fa!r7 9 s f> z !y illu/rate ! s*ola/ic1 religi\s & social life ( ,engl& f #agij-ahdj3 ,,ms4 at ! ,%rewsbury ,t[n ,libr>y or ,museum4 ,8 portrait pa9t$ by ,*>les ,gog91 n[ 9 ! ,national ,portrait ,gall]y4 #ahig4 ,! ,au?oress ( ! ,odyssey1 :]e & :5 %e wrote1 :o %e 01 ! use %e made ( ! ,iliad & h[ ! poem grew "u h] h&s3 ,,ms4 at ,trapani4 #ahig4 ,dea? ( ,*>les ,pa9e ,pauli4 #ahih4 ,! ,iliad r5d]$ into ,engli% prose3 ,,ms4 at ,/4 ,john's ,college1 ,cambridge4 #ahii4 ,%akespe>e's ,sonnets reconsid]$ & 9 "p re>rang$1 ) introductory *apt]s1 notes & a repr9t ( ! orig9al #afji edition3 ,,ms4 ) ,r4 ,a4 ,/reatfeild4 #aijj4 ,! ,odyssey r5d]$ into ,engli% prose3 ,,ms4 at ,aci-,reale1 ,sicily4 #aija4 ,ere:on ,revisit$ tw5ty ye>s lat] bo? by ! ,orig9al ,discov]] ( ! ,c\ntry & by 8 ,son3 ?is 0 a return n only to ,ere:on b also to ! subject ( ! pamphlet on ! resurrection4 ,,ms4 9 ! ,briti% ,museum4 #aijb4 ,june1 #ah4 ,dea? ( ,samuel ,butl]4 #aijb4 8,samuel ,butl]10 an article by ,ri*>d ,alex&] ,/reatfeild 9 ! ,mon?ly ,review 7,septemb]74 8,samuel ,butl]10 an obitu>y notice by ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones 9 ! ,eagle 7,decemb]74 #aijc4 ,samuel ,butl] ,records & ,memorials1 a collection ( obitu>y notices ) a note by ,r4 ,a4 ,/reatfeild1 8 lit]>y executor1 pr9t$ = private circulation3 ) reproduction ( a photograph ( ,butl] tak5 at ,v>allo 9 #ahhi4 ,! ,way ( ,all ,fle%1 a novel1 writt5 betwe5 #ahgb & #ahhe1 publi%$ by ,r4 ,a4 ,/reatfeild3 ,,ms4 ) ,mr4 ,r4 ,a4 ,/reatfeild4 #aijd4 ,sev5 ,sonnets & ,a ,psalm ( ,montreal pr9t$ = private circulation4 ,essays on ,life1 ,art & ,sci5ce1 be+ repr9ts ( 8 ,univ]sal ,review articles1 toge!r ) two lectures4 ,ulysses1 an ,oratorio3 ,words & music by ,samuel ,butl] & ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones3 ,,ms4 ( ! piano score 9 ! ,briti% ,museum1 ,,ms4 ( ! or*e/ral score ) ,h4 ,f4 ,jones4 8,! ,au?or ( ,ere:on10 an article by ,desmond ,mac,carthy 9 ! ,indep5d5t ,review 7,septemb]74 #aijd4 ,di>y ( a ,j\rney ?r\gh ,nor? ,italy to ,sicily 79 ! spr+ ( #aijc1 und]tak5 = ! purpose ( leav+ ! ,,mss4 ( ?ree books by ,samuel ,butl] at ,v>allo-,sesia1 ,aci-,reale & ,trapani7 by ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones1 ) reproduction ( ,gog9's portrait ( ,butl]4 ,pr9t$ = private circulation4 #aijg4 ,nov4 ,betwe5 ?is date & ,may1 #aiaj1 "s ,extracts f ,! ,note-,books ( ,samuel ,butl] appe>$ 9 ! ,new ,qu>t]ly ,review "u ! editor%ip ( ,desmond ,mac,carthy4 #aijh4 ,july #af4 ,! fir/ ,ere:on d9n] at ,pagani's ,re/aurant1 ,great ,portl& ,/reet2 #cb p]sons pres5t3 ! day 0 fix$ by ,pr(essor ,m>cus ,h>tog4 ,second ,edition ( ,! ,way ( ,all ,fle%4 #aiji4 ,god ! ,kn[n & ,god ! ,unkn[n republi%$ 9 book =m f ! ,exam9] 7#ahgi7 by ,a4 ,c4 ,fifield1 ) prefatory note by ,r4 ,a4 ,/reatfeild4 ,july #ae4 ,! second ,ere:on d9n] at ,pagani's2 #ec pres5t3 ! day 0 fix$ by ,mr4 ,george ,b]n>d ,%aw4 #aiaj4 ,feb4 #aj4 ,samuel ,butl] ,au?or ( ,ere:on1 a ,pap] read be=e ! ,briti% ,association ( ,homopa?y at #dc ,russell ,squ>e1 ,w4,c41 by ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones4 ,"s ( ,butl]'s music 0 p]=m$ by ,miss ,gra+] ,k]r1 ,mr4 ,r4 ,a4 ,/reatfeild1 ,mr4 ,j4 ,a4 ,full] ,maitl& & ,mr4 ,h4 ,j4 ,t4 ,wood1 ! ,secret>y ( ! ,association4 ,june4 ,unconsci\s ,memory1 a new edition entirely reset ) a note by ,r4 ,a4 ,/reatfeild & an introduction by ,pr(essor ,m>cus ,h>tog1 ,m4,a41 ,d4,sc41 ,f4,l4,s41 ,f4,r4 ,h4,s41 ,pr(essor ( ,zoology 9 ,univ]sity ,college1 ,cork4 ,july #ad4 ,! ?ird ,ere:on d9n] at ,pagani's ,re/aurant2 #eh pres5t3 ! day 0 fix$ by ! ,"r ,hon\rable ,augu/9e ,birrell1 ,k4,c41 ,m4,p4 ,nov4 #af4 ,samuel ,butl] ,au?or ( ,ere:on4 ,a pap] read be=e ! ,hi/orical ,society ( ,/4 ,john's ,college1 ,cambridge1 9 ! ,comb9ation-room ( ! college1 by ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones4 ,! ,ma/] 7,mr4 ,r4 ,f4 ,scott71 :o 0 also ,vice-,*ancellor ( ! ,univ]sity1 0 9 ! *air & a ,vote ( ,?anks 0 propos$ by ,pr(essor ,bateson1 ,f4,r4,s4 #aiaj4 ,nov4 #bh4 ,life & ,habit1 a new edition ) a preface by ,r4 ,a4 ,/reatfeild & au?or's add5da1 be+ ?ree pages conta9+ passages :i* ,butl] _h cut out ( ! orig9al book or _h int5d$ to ins]t 9 a future edition4 #aiaa4 ,may #be4 ,! jubilee numb] ( ! ,press1 ,new ,zeal&1 conta9$ an acc\nt ( ,butl]'s connection ) ! newspap] & repr9t$ 8,d>w9 among ! ,ma*9es0 & 8,lucubratio ,ebria40 ,july #ae4 ,! f\r? ,ere:on d9n] at ,pagani's ,re/aurant2 #ge pres5t3 ! day 0 fix$ by ,sir ,william ,phipson ,beale1 ,b>t41 ,k4,c41 ,m4,p4 ,nov4 ,*>les ,d>w9 & ,samuel ,butl]3 ,a ,/ep t[>ds ,reconciliation1 by ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones4 ,a pamphlet giv+ ! sub/ance ( a correspond5ce betwe5 ,mr4 ,francis ,d>w9 & ! au?or & reproduc+ lett]s by ,*>les ,d>w9 ab\t ! qu>rel betwe5 himself & ,butl] ref]r$ to 9 ,*apt] ,,iv ( ,unconsci\s ,memory4 ,evolution ,old & ,new1 a repr9t ( ! second edition 7#ahhb7 ) prefatory note by ,r4 ,a4 ,/reatfeild4 #aiab4 ,june #a4 ,lett] f ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones 9 ! ,press1 ,*ri/*ur*1 ,new ,zeal&1 ab\t ,butl]'s ,dialogue1 :i* _h appe>$ orig9ally 9 ! ,press ,decemb] #bj1 #ahfb1 & c\ld n be f\nd4 ,june #h4 8,d>w9 on ! ,orig9 ( ,species4 ,a ,dialogue 8discov]$ 9 consequ5ce ( ! =ego+ lett] & repr9t$ 9 ! ,press4 ,june #ae4 ,! ,press repr9t$ "s ( ! correspond5ce1 etc4 :i* foll[$ on ! orig9al appe>ance ( ! ,dialogue4 ,"s ( ,butl]'s wat]-col\r draw+s hav+ be5 giv5 to ! ,briti% ,museum1 two 7 includ$ 9 an exhibition held !re dur+ ! summ]4 ,july #ab4 ,! ,fif? ,ere:on ,d9n] at ,pagani's ,re/aurant2 #ij pres5t2 ! day 0 fix$ by ,mr4 ,edmund ,gosse1 ,c4,b41 ,,ll4,d4 ,i ,"l1 ,:at is ,man8 ,man i ,,we are l billi>d balls 9 a game play$ by unskilful play]s1 cont9ually be+ ne>ly s5t into a pocket1 b h>dly ev] gett+ "r into "o1 except by a fluke4 ii ,we are l ?i/le-d[n bl[n ab\t by ! w9d--up & d[n1 "h & !re--b n "o 9 a ?\s& ev] gett+ beyond se$-hood4 iii ,a man is a pass+ mood com+ & go+ 9 ! m9d ( 8 c\ntry2 he is ! twit*+ ( a n]ve1 a smile1 a fr[n1 a ?\ght ( %ame or hon\r1 z x may happ54 iv ,h[ loosely our ?\ghts mu/ hang toge!r :5 ! :iff ( a smell1 a b& play+ 9 ! /reet1 a face se5 9 ! fire1 or on ! gn>l$ /em ( a tree1 w lead !m into su* vag>ies at a mom5t's w>n+4 v ,:5 ,i 0 a boy at s*ool at ,%rewsbury1 old ,mrs4 ,br[n us$ to keep a tray ( spoil$ t>ts :i* %e sold *eap]4 ,!y mo/ ( !m look$ pretty "r till y h&l$ !m4 ,we are all spoil$ t>ts4 vi ,he is a poor creature :o does n believe himself to be bett] ?an ! :ole _w else4 ,no matt] h[ ill we may be1 or h[ l[ we may h fall51 we w\ld n *ange id5tity ) any o!r p]son4 ,h5ce our self-conceit su/a9s & always mu/ su/a9 u till dea? takes u & our conceit toge!r s t we ne$ no m su/a9+4 vii ,man mu/ always be a consum+ fire or be consum$4 ,z = hell1 we are 9 a burn+ fi]y furnace all our lives--= :at is life b a process ( combu/ion8 ,life i ,we h got into life by /eal? & petitio pr9cipii1 by ! free use ( t contradiction 9 t]ms :i* we decl>e to be ! mo/ outrage\s violation ( our reason4 ,we h wriggl$ into x by hold+ t ev]y?+ is bo? "o & _m1 bo? inf9ite 9 "t & space & yet f9ite1 bo? l & unlike to ! same ?+1 bo? itself & n itself1 bo? free & yet inexorably fett]$1 bo? e adjective 9 ! diction>y & at ! same "t ! flat contradiction ( e "o ( !m4 ii ,! beg9n+ ( life is ! beg9n+ ( an illusion to ! effect t !re is su* a ?+ z free w & t !re is su* ano!r ?+ z necessity--! recognition ( ! fact t !re is an 8,i c0 & an 8,i _c10 an 8,i may0 & an 8,i mu/40 iii ,life is n s mu* a riddle to be read z a ,gordian knot t w get cut soon] or lat]4 iv ,life is ! di/ribution ( an error--or errors4 v ,murray 7! publi%]7 said t my ,life ( ,dr4 ,butl] 0 an omnium ga!rum4 ,yes1 b life is an omnium ga!rum4 vi ,life is a sup]/ition4 ,b sup]/itions are n )\t _! value4 ,! snail's %ell is a sup]/ition1 slugs h no %ells & ?rive j z well4 ,b a snail )\t a %ell w\ld n be a slug unless x _h also ! slug's indiff]5ce to a %ell4 vii ,life is "o long process ( gett+ tir$4 viii ,my days run ?r\gh me z wat] ?r\gh a sieve4 ix ,life is ! art ( draw+ suffici5t conclusions f insuffici5t premises4 x ,life is eight p>ts c>ds & two p>ts play1 ! unse5 _w is made manife/ to u 9 ! play4 xi ,liz>ds g5]ally seem to h lo/ _! tails by ! "t !y rea* middle life4 ,s h mo/ m54 xii ,a s5se ( hum\r ke5 en\gh to %[ a man 8 own absurdities1 z well z ^? ( o!r p1 w keep him f ! commission ( all s9s1 or ne>ly all1 save ^? t are wor? committ+4 xiii ,life is l music1 x mu/ be compos$ by e>1 feel+ & in/9ct1 n by rule4 ,nev]!less "o _h bett] "k ! rules1 = !y sometimes guide 9 d\btful cases--?\gh n (t54 xiv ,!re are two great rules ( life1 ! "o g5]al & ! o!r p>ticul>4 ,! fir/ is t e "o c1 9 ! end1 get :at he wants if he only tries4 ,?is is ! g5]al rule4 ,! p>ticul> rule is t e individual is1 m or less1 an exception to ! g5]al rule4 xv ,nature is ess5tially mean1 m$iocre4 ,y c h s*emes = rais+ ! level ( ?is mean1 b n = mak+ e "o two in*es tall] ?an 8 neighb\r1 & ?is is :at p really c>e ab\t4 xvi ,all progress is bas$ ^u a univ]sal innate desire on ! "p ( e organism to live beyond its income4 ,! ,_w i ,! _w is a gambl+-table s arrang$ t all :o ent] ! cas9o mu/ play & all mu/ lose m or less heavily 9 ! long run1 ?\gh !y w9 occasionally by ! way4 ii ,we play out our days z we play out c>ds1 tak+ !m z !y come1 n kn[+ :at !y w be1 hop+ = a lucky c>d & sometimes gett+ "o1 (t5 gett+ j ! wrong "o4 iii ,! _w may n be p>ticul>ly wise--/ill1 we "k ( no?+ wis]4 iv ,! _w w always be gov]n$ by self-int]e/4 ,we %\ld n try to /op ?is1 we %\ld try to make ! self-int]e/ ( cads a little m co9cid5t ) t ( dec5t p4 ,! ,individual & ! ,_w ,!re is an et]nal antagonism ( int]e/ betwe5 ! individual & ! _w at l>ge4 ,! individual w n s mu* c>e h[ mu* he may suff] 9 ?is _w provid$ he c live 9 m5's good ?\ghts long aft] he has left x4 ,! _w at l>ge does n s mu* c>e h[ mu* suff]+ ! individual may ei!r endure or cause 9 ?is life1 provid$ he w take himself clean away out ( m5's ?\ghts1 :e!r = good or ill1 :5 he has left x4 ,my ,life i ,i imag9e t life c give no?+ mu* bett] or mu* worse ?an :at ,i h myself exp]i5c$4 ,i %\ld say ,i _h prov$ pretty well ! extremes ( m5tal pleasure & pa92 & s ,i believe ea* 9 8 own way does1 almo/ e man4 ii ,i h squ&]$ my life z a s*oolboy squ&]s a tip4 ,b !n half1 or m ?an half ! fun a s*oolboy gets out ( a tip consi/s 9 ! m]e fact ( hav+ some?+ to squ&]4 ,squ&]+ is 9 itself delightful1 & s ,i f\nd x ) my life 9 my y\ng] days4 ,i d n squ&] x n[1 b ,i am n sorry t ,i h squ&]$ a good deal ( x4 ,:at a heap ( rubbi% !re w\ld h be5 if ,i _h n6 ,_h ,i n bett] set ab\t squ&]+ :at is left ( x8 ,! ,life we ,live 9 ,o!rs ,a man %\ld sp5d 8 life or1 r1 does sp5d 8 life 9 be+ born4 ,8 life is 8 bir? ?roes4 ,b mo/ m5 misc>ry & nev] come to ! true bir? at all & "s live b a v %ort "t 9 a v little _w & none are et]nal4 ,/ill1 ! life we live beyond ! grave is our true/ life1 & our happie/1 = we pass x 9 ! pr(\nde/ sleep z ?\gh we 7 *ildr5 9 our cradles4 ,if we are wrong$ x hurts u n2 if we wrong o!rs1 we d n suff] = x2 & :5 we die1 z ev5 ! ,h&els & ,bell9is & ,%akespe>es soon] or lat] d1 we die easily1 "k nei!r fe> nor pa9 & live anew 9 ! lives ( ^? :o h be5 begott5 ( our "w & :o h = ! "t come up 9 our room4 ,an immortal l ,%akespe>e kn[s no?+ ( 8 own immortality ab\t :i* we are s ke5ly consci\s4 ,z he kn[s no?+ ( x :5 x is 9 its highe/ vitality1 c5turies1 x may be1 aft] 8 app>5t dea?1 s x is be/ & happie/ if dur+ 8 bodily life he %\ld ?9k little or no?+ ab\t x & p]haps h>dly suspect t he w live aft] 8 dea? at all4 ,& yet ,i d n "k--,i c\ld n keep myself go+ at all if ,i did n believe t ,i 0 likely to inh]it a good av]age ?ree-score ye>s & t5 ( immortality4 ,!re are v few work]s :o are n su/a9$ by ?is belief1 or at lea/ hope1 b x may well be d\bt$ :e!r ?is is n a sign t !y are n go+ to be immortal--& ,i am cont5t 7or try to be7 to f>e z my neighb\rs4 ,! ,_w ,made to ,enjoy ,:5 we grumble ab\t ! vanity ( all human ?+s1 inasmu* z ev5 ! noble/ works are n et]nal b mu/ become soon] or lat] z ?\gh !y _h nev] be51 we %\ld rememb] t ! _w1 s f> z we c see1 0 made to enjoy r ?an to la/4 ,come-&-g p]vades ev]y?+ ( :i* we h k1 & ?\gh great ?+s g m sl[ly1 !y are built up ( small ones & mu/ f>e z t :i* makes !m4 ,are we to h our enjoym5t ( ,h&el & ,%akespe>e weak5$ because a day w come :5 !re w be no m ( ei!r ,h&el or ,%akespe>e nor yet ( e>s to he> !m8 ,is x n en\gh t !y %\ld /ir su* c\ntless multitudes s pr(\ndly & k9dle su* int5se & affectionate admiration = s _m ages z !y h done & probably w cont9ue to d8 ,! life ( a great ?+ may be s long z practically to come to immortality ev5 n[1 b t is n ! po9t4 ,! po9t is t if any?+ 0 aim$ at at all :5 ?+s began to %ape or to be %ap$1 x seems to h be5 a %ort life & a m]ry "o1 ) an ext5sion ( "t 9 c]ta9 fav\r$ cases1 r ?an a p]man5cy ev5 ( ! v be/ & noble/4 ,&1 :5 "o comes to ?9k ( x1 dea? & bir? are s closely correlat$ t "o c\ld n de/roy ei!r )\t de/roy+ ! o!r at ! same "t4 ,x is ext9ction t makes creation possible4 ,if1 h[ev]1 any "w is to h long life x is n en\gh t x %\ld be good ( its k9d4 ,_m ephem]al ?+s are p]fect 9 _! way4 ,x mu/ be ( a durable k9d z well4 ,liv+ 9 ,o!rs ,we _h bett] live 9 o!rs z mu* z we c if only because we ?us live m 9 ! race1 :i* ,god really does seem to c>e ab\t a good deal1 & less 9 ! individual1 to :om1 s f> z ,i c see1 he is indiff]5t4 ,aft] we are dead x matt]s n to ! life we h l$ 9 ourselves :at p may say ( u1 b x matt]s mu* to ! life we lead 9 o!rs & ?is %\ld be our true life4 ,k>ma ,:5 ,i am incl9$ to compla9 ab\t hav+ work$ s _m ye>s & tak5 no?+ b debt1 ?\gh ,i feel ! want ( money s cont9ually 7mu* m1 d\btless1 ?an ,i ought to feel x71 let me rememb] t ,i come 9 free1 gratis1 to ! "w ( hundr$s & ?\s&s ( bett] m5 ?an myself :o (t5 7 mu* worse paid ?an ,i h be54 ,if a man's true self is 8 k>ma--! life :i* 8 "w lives b :i* he kn[s v little ab\t & by :i* he takes no?+--let him rememb] at lea/ t he c enjoy ! k>ma ( o!rs1 & ?is ab\t squ>es ! acc\nt--or r f> m ?an squ>es x4 #ahhc4 ,bir? & ,dea? i ,!y are functions "o ( ! o!r & if y get rid ( "o y mu/ get rid ( ! o!r also4 ,!re is bir? 9 dea? & dea? 9 bir?4 ,we are always dy+ & be+ born aga94 ii ,life is ! ga!r+ ( waves to a head1 at dea? !y break into a million fragm5ts ea* "o ( :i*1 h[ev]1 is absorb$ at once into ! sea ( life & helps to =m a lat] g5]ation :i* comes roll+ on till x too breaks4 iii ,:at happ5s to y :5 y die8 ,b :at happ5s to y :5 y are born8 ,9 ! "o case we are born & 9 ! o!r we die1 b x is n possible to get mu* fur!r4 iv ,we commonly "k t we are go+ to die ?\gh we d n "k t we are go+ to be born4 ,b are we sure ?is is s8 ,we may h _h ! mo/ gloomy =ebod+s on ?is head & =gott5 all ab\t !m4 ,at any rate we "k no m ab\t ! v end ( our lives ?an ab\t ! v beg9n+4 ,we come up unconsci\sly1 & g d[n unconsci\sly2 & we r>ely see ei!r bir? or dea?4 ,we see p1 z consci\sness1 betwe5 ! two extremes4 ,reproduction ,its base mu/ be look$ = n 9 ! desire ( ! p>5ts to reproduce b 9 ! discont5t ( ! g]ms ) _! surr\nd+s inside ^? p>5ts1 & a desire on _! "p to h a sep>ate ma9t5ance4 #af #ahhj4 ,?9k+ almo/ ,id5tically ,! ova1 sp]matozoa & embryos n only ( all human races b ( all ?+s t live1 :e!r animal or vegetable1 ?9k little1 b t little almo/ id5tically on e subject4 ,t 8almo/0 is ! little rift )9 ! lute :i* by & by w give su* diff]5t "* to ! music4 #ahhi4 ,is ,life ,wor? ,liv+8 ,?is is a "q = an embryo1 n = a man4 #ahhc4 ,evacuations ,!re is a resemblance1 great] or less1 betwe5 ! pleasure we d]ive f all ! evacuations4 ,i believe t 9 all cases ! pleasure arises f re/--re/1 t is to say1 f ! consid]able1 ?\gh 9 mo/ cases unconsci\s lab\r ( reta9+ t :i* x is a relief to u to be rid (4 ,9 ord9>y cases ! ef=t :]eby we reta9 ^? ?+s t we w\ld get rid ( is unp]ceiv$ by ! c5tral gov]nm5t1 be+1 ,i suppose1 dep>tm5tally made2 we--z di/+ui%$ f ! subord9ate p]sonalities ( :i* we are compos$--"k no?+ ab\t x1 ?\gh ! subord9ates 9 "q d\btless d4 ,b :5 ! desirability ( remov+ is abnormally great1 we "k ab\t ! ef=t ( reta9+ p]fectly well1 & ! gradual increase 9 our p]ception ( ! ef=t sugge/s /rongly t !re has be5 ef=t all ! "t1 desc5d+ to consci\s & great ?r\gh unconsci\s & normal f unconsci\s & h>dly any at all4 ,! relaxation ( ?is ef=t is :at causes ! s5se ( refre%m5t t foll[s all heal?y dis*>ges4 ,all our limbs & s5sual organs1 9 fact our :ole body & life1 are b an accretion r\nd & a fo/]+ ( ! sp]matozoa4 ,!y are ! real 8,he40 ,a man's eyes1 e>s1 tongue1 nose1 legs & arms are b s _m organs & tools t m9i/] to ! protection1 education1 increas$ intellig5ce & multiplication ( ! sp]matozoa2 s t our :ole life is 9 reality a s]ies ( complex ef=ts 9 respect ( ^!1 consci\s or unconsci\s accord+ to _! comp>ative commonness4 ,!y are ! c5tral fact 9 our exi/5ce1 ! po9t t[>ds :i* all ef=t is direct$4 ,relaxation ( ef=t "h1 !re=e1 is ! mo/ complete & compreh5sive ( all relaxations &1 z su*1 ! supreme gratification--! mo/ complete re/ we c h1 %ort ( sleep & dea?4 ,man & ,8 ,organism i ,man is b a p]ambulat+ tool-box & work%op1 or (fice1 fa%ion$ = itself by a piece ( v clev] slime1 z ! result ( long exp]i5ce2 & tru? is b its own mo/ enl>g$1 g5]al & endur+ s5se ( ! com+ toge!rness or conv5i5ce ( ! v>i\s conv5tional arrangem5ts :i*1 = "s reason or o!r1 x has be5 l$ to sanction4 ,h5ce we speak ( man's body z 8 8trunk40 ii ,! body is b a pair ( p9c]s set ov] a bell[s & a /ewpan & ! :ole fix$ ^u /ilts4 iii ,a man %\ld see himself z a k9d ( tool-box2 ?is is simple en\gh2 ! difficulty is t x is ! tools !mselves t make & "w ! tools4 ,! skill :i* n[ guides our organs & u 9 arts & inv5tions 0 at "o "t ex]cis$ ^u ! inv5tion ( ^! v organs !mselves4 ,t5tative bankruptcy acts af=d good illu/rations ( ! mann] 9 :i* organisms h be5 develop$4 ,! ligam5ts :i* b9d ! t5dons ( our feet or ! valves ( our blood vessels are ! +5i\s ent]prises ( individual cells :o saw a want1 felt t !y c\ld supply x1 & h ?us won !mselves a position among ! old ari/ocracy ( ! body politic4 ,! mo/ incorporate tool--z an eye or a too? or ! fi/1 :5 a bl[ is /ruck ) x--has /ill some?+ ( ! non-ego ab\t x2 & 9 l mann] su* a tool z a locomotive eng9e1 app>5tly entirely sep>at$ f ! body1 mu/ /ill f "t to "t1 z x 71 kiss ! soil ( ! human body & be h&l$1 & ?us become incorporate ) man1 if x is to rema9 9 work+ ord]4 ,tools ,a tool is any?+ :atsoev] :i* is us$ by an intellig5t be+ = realis+ its object4 ,! idea ( a desir$ end is insep>able f a tool4 ,! v ess5ce ( a tool is ! be+ an in/rum5t = ! a*ievem5t ( a purpose4 ,we say t a man is ! tool ( ano!r1 mean+ t he is be+ us$ = ! fur!rance ( t o!r's ends1 & ?is con/itutes him a ma*9e 9 use4 ,!re=e ! ^w 8tool0 implies also ! exi/5ce ( a liv+1 intellig5t be+ capable ( desir+ ! end = :i* ! tool is us$1 = ?is is involv$ 9 ! idea ( a desir$ end4 ,& z few tools gr[ naturally fit = use 7= ev5 a /ick or a full]'s teasel mu/ be cut f _! places & modifi$ to "s ext5t be=e !y c be call$ tools71 ! ^w 8tool0 implies n only a purpose & a purpos]1 b a purpos] :o c see 9 :at mann] 8 purpose c be a*iev$1 & :o c contrive 7or f9d ready-made & fet* & employ7 ! tool :i* %all a*ieve x4 ,/rictly speak+1 no?+ is a tool unless dur+ actual use4 ,nev]!less1 if a ?+ has be5 made = ! express purpose ( be+ us$ z a tool x is commonly call$ a tool1 :e!r x is 9 actual use or no4 ,?us hamm]s1 *isels1 etc41 are call$ tools1 ?\gh ly+ idle 9 a tool-box4 ,:at is meant is t1 ?\gh n actually be+ us$ z in/rum5ts at ! pres5t mom5t1 !y be> ! impress ( _! object1 & are s (t5 9 use t we may speak ( !m z ?\gh !y always 7 s4 ,/rictly1 a ?+ is a tool or n a tool j z x may happ5 to be 9 use or n4 ,?us a /one may be pick$ up & us$ to hamm] a nail )1 b ! /one is n a tool until pick$ up ) an eye to use2 x is a tool z soon z ?is happ5s1 &1 if ?r[n away imm$iately ! nail has be5 driv5 home1 ! /one is a tool no long]4 ,we see1 !re=e1 matt] alt]nat+ betwe5 a tooli% or organic /ate & an untooli% or inorganic4 ,:]e !re is int5tion x is organic1 :]e !re is no int5tion x is inorganic4 ,p]haps1 h[ev]1 ! ^w 8tool0 %\ld cov] also ! rema9s ( a tool s long z !re are manife/ signs t ! object 0 a tool once4 ,! simple/ tool ,i c ?9k ( is a piece ( gravel us$ = mak+ a road4 ,no?+ is done to x1 x owes its be+ a tool simply to ! fact t x subs]ves a purpose4 ,a brok5 piece ( granite us$ = macadamis+ a road is a m complex in/rum5t1 ab\t ! tooli%ness ( :i* no d\bt c be ent]ta9$4 ,x w1 h[ev]1 ,i ?9k1 be held t ev5 a piece ( gravel f\nd 9 situ & left !re unt\*$1 provid$ x is s left because x 0 deem$ suitable = a road :i* 0 design$ to pass ov] ! spot1 w\ld become a tool 9 virtue ( ! recognition ( its utility1 :ile a simil> piece ( gravel a y>d (f on ei!r side ! propos$ road w\ld n be a tool4 ,! ess5ce ( a tool1 !re=e1 lies 9 some?+ outside ! tool itself4 ,x is n 9 ! head ( ! hamm]1 nor 9 ! h&le1 nor 9 ! comb9ation ( ! two t ! ess5ce ( me*anical *>act]i/ics exi/s1 b 9 ! recognition ( its utility & 9 ! =ces direct$ ?r\gh x 9 virtue ( ?is recognition4 ,?is appe>s m pla9ly :5 we reflect t a v complex ma*9e1 if int5d$ = use by *ildr5 ^: aim is n s]i\s1 ceases to rank 9 our m9ds z a tool1 & becomes a toy4 ,x is s]i\sness ( aim & recognition ( suitability = ! a*ievem5t ( t aim1 & n any?+ 9 ! tool itself1 t makes ! tool4 ,! goodness or badness1 aga91 ( a tool dep5ds n ^u any?+ )9 ! tool z reg>d$ )\t relation to ! us]1 b ^u ! ease or difficulty exp]i5c$ by ! p]son us+ x 9 comp>ison ) :at he or o!rs ( av]age capacity w\ld exp]i5ce if !y _h us$ a tool ( a diff]5t k9d4 ,?us ! same tool may be good = "o man & bad = ano!r4 ,x seems to me t all tools resolve !mselves into ! hamm] & ! lev]1 & t ! lev] is only an inv]t$ hamm]1 or ! hamm] only an inv]t$ lev]1 :i*ev] "o wills2 s t all ! problems ( me*anics are pres5t to u 9 ! simple /one :i* may be us$ z a hamm]1 or 9 ! /ick t may be us$ z a lev]1 z mu* z 9 ! mo/ complicat$ ma*9e4 ,^! are ! primordial cells ( me*anics4 ,& an organ is only ano!r "n = a tool4 ,organs & ,make%ifts ,i h gone out sket*+ & =gott5 my wat]-dipp]2 among my traps ,i always f9d some?+ t w d1 = example1 ! top ( my t9 case 7= hold+ p5cils74 ,?is is h[ organs come to *ange _! uses & h5ce _! =ms1 or at any rate p>tly h[4 ,jo9+ & ,disjo9+ ,^! are ! ess5ce ( *ange4 ,"o ( ! e>lie/ notes ,i made1 :5 ,i began to make notes at all1 ,i f\nd n long ago 9 an old book1 s9ce de/roy$1 :i* ,i _h 9 ,new ,zeal&4 ,x 0 to ! effect t all ?+s are ei!r ( ! nature ( a piece ( /r+ or a knife4 ,t is1 !y are ei!r = br++ & keep+ ?+s toge!r1 or = s5d+ & keep+ !m ap>t4 ,nev]!less ea* k9d conta9s a little ( its opposite & "s1 z ! railway tra9 & ! h$ge1 comb9e _m examples ( bo?4 ,?us ! tra91 on ! :ole1 is us$ = br++ ?+s toge!r1 b x is also us$ = s5d+ !m ap>t1 & its divisions into classes are alike = sep>at+ & keep+ toge!r4 ,! h$ge is also bo? = jo9+ ?+s 7z a flock ( %eep7 & = disjo9+ 7z = keep+ ! %eep f gett+ into corn74 ,^! are ! m imm$iate ends4 ,! ult]ior ends1 bo? ( tra9 & h$ge1 s f> z we are conc]n$1 & s f> z any?+ c h an end1 are ! br++ or help+ to br+ meat or dairy produce into contact ) man's inside1 or wool on to 8 back1 or t he may g 9 com=t some:]e to conv]se ) p & jo9 8 s\l on to !irs1 or please himself by gett+ some?+ to come )9 ! range ( 8 s5ses or imag9ation4 ,a piece ( /r+ is a ?+ t1 9 ! ma91 makes = toge!r9ess2 :]eas a knife is1 9 ! ma91 a ?+ t makes = splitty-upp9ess2 /ill1 !re is an od\r ( toge!r9ess hang+ ab\t a knife also1 = x t5ds to br+ potatoes into a man's /oma*4 ,9 high philosophy "o %\ld nev] look at a knife )\t consid]+ x also z a piece ( /r+1 nor at a piece ( /r+ )\t consid]+ x also z a knife4 ,cotton ,factories ,surely ! "w done by ! body is1 9 "o way1 m its true life ?an its limbs & organisation are4 ,:i* is ! m true life ( a great cotton factory--! bales ( goods :i* x turns out = ! _w's we>+ or ! ma*9]y :]eby its ends are a*iev$8 ,! manufacture is only possible by reason ( ! ma*9]y2 x is produc$ by ?is4 ,! ma*9]y only exi/s 9 virtue ( its be+ capable ( produc+ ! manufacture2 x is produc$ = ?is4 ,! ma*9]y repres5ts ! "w done by ! factory t turn$ x out4 ,someh[ or o!r :5 we ?9k ( a factory we ?9k r ( ! fabric & me*anism ?an ( ! "w1 & s we ?9k ( a man's life & liv+ body z con/itut+ himself r ?an ( ! "w t ! life & liv+ body turn out4 ,! in/9ct be+ z /rong z x is1 ,i suppose x s\nd1 b x seems z ?\gh ! life %\ld be held to be q z mu* 9 ! "w itself z 9 ! tools t produce x--& p]haps m4 ,our ,trivial ,bodies i ,?\gh we ?9k s mu* ( our body1 x is 9 reality a small "p ( u4 ,be=e bir? we get toge!r our tools1 9 life we use !m1 & ?us fa%ion our true life :i* consi/s n 9 our tools & tool-box b 9 ! "w we h done ) our tools4 ,x is ,h&el's "w1 n ! body ) :i* he did ! "w1 t pulls u half ov] ,london4 ,!re is n an action ( a muscle 9 a horse's leg ^u a w9t]'s night z x drags a c>riage to ! ,alb]t ,hall b is 9 connection )1 & "p outcome (1 ! =ce g5]at$ :5 ,h&el sat 9 8 room at ,gopsall & wrote ! ,messiah4 ,?9k ( all ! =ces :i* t =ce has controll$1 & ?9k1 also1 h[ small 0 ! am\nt ( molecul> di/urbance f :i* x proce$$4 ,x is z ?\gh we saw a conflagration :i* a sp>k _h k9dl$4 ,?is is ! true ,h&el1 :o is a m liv+ p[] among u "o hundr$ & tw5ty-two ye>s aft] 8 dea? ?an dur+ ! "t he 0 among/ u 9 ! body4 ii ,! :ole life ( "s p is a k9d ( p>tial dea?--a long1 l+]+ dea?-b$1 s to speak1 ( /agnation & non5tity on :i* dea? is b ! seal1 or solemn sign+1 z ! abnegation ( all fur!r act & de$ on ! "p ( ! sign]4 ,dea? robs ^! p ( ev5 t little /r5g? :i* !y appe>$ to h & gives !m no?+ b repose4 ,on o!rs1 aga91 dea? conf]s a m liv+ k9d ( life ?an !y c ev] possibly h enjoy$ :ile to ^? ab\t !m !y seem$ to be alive4 ,look at ,%akespe>e2 c he be prop]ly said to h liv$ 9 any?+ l 8 real life till a hundr$ ye>s or s aft] 8 dea?8 ,8 physical life 0 b z a dawn prec$+ ! sunrise ( t life ( ! _w to come :i* he 0 to enjoy h]eaft]4 ,true1 !re 0 a little /ir--a little abid+ ( %eph]ds 9 ! fields1 keep+ wat* ov] _! flocks by night--a little buzz+ 9 knots ( m5 wait+ to be hir$ be=e ! daybreak--a little /eal?y movem5t z ( a burgl> or two "h & !re--an in*oation ( life4 ,b ! true life ( ! man 0 aft] dea? & n be=e x4 ,dea? is n m ! end ( "s ?an x is ! beg9n+ ( o!rs4 ,s he t loses 8 s\l may f9d x1 & he t f9ds may lose x4 ,,ii ,elem5t>y ,morality ,! ,f\ndations ( ,morality i ,^! are l all o!r f\ndations2 if y dig too mu* ab\t !m ! sup]/ructure w come tumbl+ d[n4 ii ,! f\ndations :i* we w\ld dig ab\t & f9d are )9 u1 l ! ,k+dom ( ,heav51 r ?an )\t4 iii ,to attempt to get at ! f\ndations is to try to recov] consci\sness ab\t ?+s t h pass$ into ! unconsci\s /age2 x is pretty sure to di/urb & d]ange ^? :o try x on too mu*4 ,c\nsels ( ,imp]fection ,x is all v well = mis*iev\s writ]s to ma9ta9 t we _c s]ve ,god & ,mammon4 ,grant$ t x is n easy1 b no?+ t is wor? do+ ev] is easy4 ,easy or difficult1 possible or impossible1 n only has ! ?+ got to be done1 b x is exactly 9 do+ x t ! :ole duty ( man consi/s4 ,& :5 ! righte\s man turne? away f 8 righte\sness t he ha? committ$ & doe? t :i* is nei!r q lawful nor q "r1 he w g5]ally be f\nd to h ga9$ 9 amiability :at he has lo/ 9 hol9ess4 ,if !re are two worlds at all 7& t !re are ,i h no d\bt7 x /&s to reason t we ought to make ! be/ ( bo? ( !m1 & m p>ticul>ly ( ! "o ) :i* we are mo/ imm$iately conc]n$4 ,x is z immoral to be too good z to be too any?+ else4 ,! ,*ri/ian morality is j z immoral z any o!r4 ,x is at once v moral & v immoral4 ,h[ (t5 d we n see *ildr5 ru9$ ?r\gh ! virtues1 real or suppos$1 ( _! p>5ts8 ,truly he visite? ! virtues ( ! fa!rs ^u ! *ildr5 unto ! ?ird & f\r? g5]ation4 ,! mo/ t c be said = virtue is t !re is a consid]able balance 9 its fav\r1 & t x is a good deal bett] to be = x ?an aga9/ x2 b x lets p 9 v badly sometimes4 ,if y wi% to und]/& virtue y mu/ be sub-vici\s2 = ! really virtu\s man1 :o is fully "u grace1 w be virtu\s unconsci\sly & w "k no?+ ab\t x4 ,unless a man is out-&-out virtu\s he is sub-vici\s4 ,virtue is1 z x 71 ! repose ( sleep or dea?4 ,vice is ! awak5+ to ! k ( good & evil--)\t :i* !re is no life wor?y ( ! "n4 ,sleep is1 9 a way1 a happi]1 m peaceful /ate ?an wak+ &1 9 a way1 dea? may be said to be bett] ?an life1 b x is 9 a v small way4 ,we feel su* talk to be blasphemy aga9/ good life &1 :atev] we may say 9 dea?'s fav\r1 s long z we d n bl[ our bra9s out we %[ t we d n mean to be tak5 s]i\sly4 ,to "k good1 o!r ?an z a heavy sleep]1 we mu/ "k vice also4 ,!re _c1 z ,bacon said1 be a 8,hold fa/ t :i* is good0 )\t a 8,prove all ?+s0 go+ be=e x4 ,!re is no k ( good )\t a k ( evil also1 & ?is is :y all nations h devils z well z gods1 & reg>d !m ) sneak+ k9dness4 ,god )\t ! devil is dead1 be+ alone4 ,lucif] ,we call him at once ! ,angel ( ,light & ! ,angel ( ,d>kness3 is ?is because we in/9ctively feel t no "o c "k mu* till he has s9n$ mu*--or because we feel t extremes meet1 or h[8 ,! ,oracle 9 ,ere:on ,! answ] giv5 by ! oracle 0 orig9ally writt5 conc]n+ any vice--say drunk5ness1 b x applies to _m ano!r--& ,i wrote n 8s9s0 b 8kn[s03 #bf ,he :o kn[s aught ,kn[s m ?an he ought2 ,b he :o kn[s n\ght ,has mu* to be taught4 ,god's ,laws ,! true laws ( ,god are ! laws ( our own well-be+4 ,physical ,excell5ce ,! "q :e!r su* & su* a c\rse ( conduct does or does n d physical h>m is ! safe/ te/ by :i* to try ! "q :e!r x is moral or no4 ,if x does no h>m to ! body we ought to be v *>y ( call+ x immoral1 :ile if x t5ds t[>ds physical excell5ce !re %\ld be no hesitation 9 call+ x moral4 ,9 ! case ( ^? :o are n =c$ to ov]-"w !mselves--& !re are _m :o "w !mselves to dea? f m]e inability to re/ra9 ! passion = "w1 :i* ma/]s !m z ! crav+ = dr9k ma/]s a drunk>d--ov]-"w 9 ^! cases is z immoral z ov]-eat+ or dr9k+4 ,?is1 s f> z ! individual is conc]n$4 ,) reg>d to ! body politic z a :ole1 x is1 no d\bt1 well t !re %\ld be "s m5 & wom5 s built t !y _c be /opp$ f work+ !mselves to dea?1 j z x is unque/ionably well t !re %\ld be "s :o _c be /opp$ f dr9k+ !mselves to dea?1 if only t !y may keep ! horror ( ! habit well 9 evid5ce4 ,intellectual ,self-,indulg5ce ,intellectual ov]-indulg5ce is ! mo/ gratuit\s & disgraceful =m :i* excess c take1 nor is !re any ! consequ5ces ( :i* are m disa/r\s4 ,dodg+ ,fatigue ,:5 fatigu$1 ,i f9d x re/s me to write v sl[ly ) att5tion to ! =mation ( ea* lett]4 ,i am (t5 ?us able to g on :5 ,i c\ld n o!rwise d s4 ,vice & ,virtue i ,virtue is some?+ :i* x w\ld be impossible to ov]-rate if x _h n be5 ov]-rat$4 ,! _w c ill sp>e any vice :i* has obta9$ long & l>gely among civilis$ p4 ,su* a vice mu/ h "s good along ) its de=mities4 ,! "q 8,h[1 if e "o 7 to d s & s80 may be met ) ano!r 8,h[1 if no "o 7 to d x80 ,we are a body corporate z well z a collection ( individuals4 ,z a matt] ( private policy ,i d\bt :e!r ! mod]ately vici\s are m unhappy ?an ! mod]ately virtu\s2 8,v vici\s0 is c]ta9ly less happy ?an 8,tol]ably virtu\s10 b ?is is ab\t all4 ,:at pass mu/] z ! extremes ( virtue probably make p q z unhappy z extremes ( vice d4 ,! true/ virtue has ev] incl9$ t[>d excess r ?an asceticism2 t %e %\ld d ?is is reasonable z well z obs]vable1 = virtue %\ld be z nice a calculator ( *ances z o!r p & w make due all[ance = ! *ance ( n be+ f\nd out4 ,virtue kn[s t x is impossible to get on )\t compromise1 & tunes h]self1 z x 71 a trifle %>p to all[ = an inevitable fall 9 play+4 ,s ! ,psalmi/ says1 8,if ?\1 ,"l1 wilt be extreme to m>k :at is done amiss3 ,o ,"l :o may abide x80 & by ?is he admits t ! highe/ conceivable =m ( virtue /ill leaves room = "s compromise ) vice4 ,s aga9 ,%akespe>e writes1 8,!y say1 be/ m5 are m\ld$ out ( faults2 ,&1 = ! mo/1 become mu* m ! bett] ,= be+ a little bad40 ii ,! extremes ( vice & virtue are alike dete/able2 absolute virtue is z sure to kill a man z absolute vice is1 let alone ! dullnesses ( x & ! pomposities ( x4 iii ,god does n int5d p1 & does n l p1 to be too good4 ,he likes !m nei!r too good nor too bad1 b a little too bad is m v5ial ) him ?an a little too good4 iv ,z !re is less diff]5ce ?an we g5]ally ?9k betwe5 ! happ9ess ( m5 :o seem to diff] widely 9 =tune1 s is !re also less betwe5 _! moral natures2 ! be/ are n s mu* bett] ?an ! wor/1 nor ! wor/ s mu* bel[ ! be/ z we suppose2 & ! bad are j z important an elem5t 9 ! g5]al progress z ! good1 or p]haps m s4 ,x is 9 /rife t life lies1 & 7 !re no oppos+ =ces !re w\ld be nei!r moral nor immoral1 nei!r victory nor defeat4 v ,if virtue _h ev]y?+ h] own way %e w\ld be z insuff]able z dom9ant factions g5]ally are4 ,x is ! function ( vice to keep virtue )9 reasonable b\nds4 vi ,virtue has nev] yet be5 adequately repres5t$ by any :o h _h any claim to be consid]$ virtu\s4 ,x is ! sub-vici\s :o be/ und]/& virtue4 ,let ! virtu\s p /ick to describ+ vice--:i* !y c d well en\gh4 ,my ,virtu\s ,life ,i h l$ a m virtu\s life ?an ,i int5d$1 or ?\ght ,i 0 lead+4 ,:5 ,i 0 "y ,i ?\ght ,i 0 vici\s3 n[ ,i "k t ,i 0 n & t my unconsci\s k 0 s\nd] ?an my consci\s4 ,i regret "s ?+s t ,i h done1 b n _m4 ,i regret t s _m %\ld ?9k ,i did mu* :i* ,i nev] did1 & %\ld "k ( :at ,i did 9 s g>bl$ & di/ort$ a fa%ion z to h done me mu* mis*ief4 ,b if ?+s 7 kn[n z !y actually happ5$1 ,i believe ,i %\ld h less to be a%am$ ( ?an a good _m ( my neighb\rs--& less also to be pr\d (4 ,s9 ,s9 is l a m\nta9 ) two aspects accord+ to :e!r x is view$ be=e or aft] x has be5 rea*$3 yet bo? aspects are real4 ,morality turns on :e!r ! pleasure prec$es or foll[s ! pa94 ,?us1 x is immoral to get drunk because ! heada*e comes aft] ! dr9k+1 b if ! heada*e came fir/1 & ! drunk5ness aft]w>ds1 x w\ld be moral to get drunk4 ,*ange & ,immorality ,e discov]y &1 inde$1 e *ange ( any sort is immoral1 z t5d+ to unsettle m5's m9ds1 & h5ce _! cu/om & h5ce _! morals1 :i* are ! net residuum ( _! 8mores0 or cu/oms4 ,:]efrom x %\ld foll[ t !re is no?+ s absolutely moral z /agnation1 except = ?is t1 if p]fect1 x w\ld de/roy all mores :atev]4 ,s !re mu/ always be an immorality 9 morality &1 9 l mann]1 a morality 9 immorality4 ,= !re w be an elem5t ( habitual & legitimate cu/om ev5 9 ! mo/ unhabitual & dete/able ?+s t c be done at all4 ,cannibalism ,morality is ! cu/om ( "o's c\ntry & ! curr5t feel+ ( "o's pe]s4 ,cannibalism is moral 9 a cannibal c\ntry4 ,abnormal ,developm5ts ,if a man c get no o!r food x is m natural = him to kill ano!r man & eat him ?an to />ve4 ,our horror is r at ! circum/ances t make x natural = ! man to d ?is ?an at ! man himself4 ,s ) o!r ?+s ! desire = :i* is inh]it$ ?r\gh c\ntless ance/ors1 x is m natural = m5 to obta9 ! ne>e/ ?+ !y c to ^!1 ev5 by ! mo/ abnormal means if ! ord9>y *annels are clos$1 ?an to =ego !m altoge!r4 ,! abnormal gr[? %\ld be reg>d$ z disease b1 nev]!less1 z %[+ m heal? & vig\r ?an no gr[? at all w\ld d4 ,i said ?is 9 ,life & ,habit 7*4 iii4 p4 #eb7 :5 ,i wrote 8x is m righte\s 9 a man t he %\ld eat /range food & t 8 *eek s mu* z lank n1 ?an t he %\ld />ve if ! /range food be at 8 comm&40 #cj ,"y ,p ,) reg>d to sexual matt]s1 ! be/ op9ion ( our be/ m$ical m51 ! practice ( ^? nations :i* h prov$ mo/ vigor\s & comely1 ! evils t h foll[$ ?is or t1 ! good t has att5d$ ^u ! o!r %\ld be asc]ta9$ by m5 :o1 be+ nei!r moral nor immoral & n c>+ two /raws :at ! conclusion arriv$ at might be1 %\ld desire only to get hold ( ! be/ available in=mation4 ,! result %\ld be writt5 d[n ) "s fulness & put be=e ! "y ( bo? sexes z soon z !y are old en\gh to und]/& su* matt]s at all4 ,!re %\ld be no my/]y or res]ve4 ,none b ! corrupt w wi% to corrupt facts2 hone/ p w accept !m eag]ly1 :atev] !y may prove to be1 & w convey !m to o!rs z accurately z !y c4 ,on :at pretext !re=e c x be well t k %\ld be )held f ! univ]sal gaze ^u a matt] ( su* univ]sal int]e/8 ,x _c be pret5d$ t !re is no?+ to be kn[n on ^! matt]s beyond :at unaid$ boys & girls c be left )\t risk to f9d out = !mselves4 ,n "o 9 a hundr$ :o rememb]s 8 own boyhood w say ?is4 ,h[1 !n1 are !y excusable :o h ! c>e ( "y p & yet leave a matt] ( su* vital importance s almo/ absolutely to take c>e ( itself1 al?\gh !y well "k h[ common error is1 h[ easy to fall into & h[ disa/r\s 9 its effects bo? ^u ! individual & ! race8 ,next to sexual matt]s !re are none ^u :i* !re is su* complete res]ve betwe5 p>5ts & *ildr5 z on ^? connect$ ) money4 ,! fa!r keeps 8 affairs z closely z he c to himself & is mo/ jeal\s ( lett+ 8 *ildr5 into a k ( h[ he manages 8 money4 ,8 *ildr5 are l monks 9 a mona/]y z reg>ds money & he calls ?is tra9+ !m up ) ! /ricte/ reg>d to pr9ciple4 ,nev]!less he ?9ks himself ill-us$ if 8 son1 on ent]+ life1 falls a victim to design+ p]sons ^: k ( h[ money is made & lo/ is great] ?an 8 own4 ,! ,family i ,i believe t m unhapp9ess comes f ?is s\rce ?an f any o!r--,i mean f ! attempt to prolong family connection unduly & to make p hang toge!r artificially :o w\ld nev] naturally d s4 ,! mis*ief among ! l[] classes is n s great1 b among ! middle & upp] classes x is kill+ a l>ge numb] daily4 ,& ! old p d n really l x mu* bett] ?an ! "y4 ii ,on my way d[n to ,%rewsbury "s "t s9ce ,i read ! ,bi%op ( ,c>lisle's ,walks 9 ! ,regions ( ,sci5ce & ,fai?1 #ca !n j publi%$1 & f\nd ! foll[+ on p4 #abi 9 ! essay :i* is entitl$ 8,man's ,place 9 ,nature40 ,aft] say+ t "y sp>r[s or rob9s soon lose sight ( _! fell[-ne/l+s & leave (f c>+ = !m1 ! bi%op cont9ues3-- 8,:]eas #8*ildr5 ( "o family' are con/antly f\nd jo9$ toge!r by a love :i* only gr[s ) ye>s1 & !y "p = _! po/s ( duty 9 ! _w ) ! hope ( hav+ joyful meet+s f "t to "t1 & ( meet+ 9 a high] _w :5 _! life on e>? is f9i%$40 ,i am sure my great-gr&fa!r did n look =w>d to meet+ 8 fa!r 9 heav5--8 fa!r _h cut him out ( 8 w2 nor c ,i cr$it my gr&fa!r ) any great long+ to rejo9 my great-gr&fa!r--a wor?y man en\gh1 b "o ) :om no?+ ev] prosp]$4 ,i am c]ta9 my fa!r1 aft] he 0 #dj1 did n wi% to see my gr&fa!r any m--inde$1 long be=e rea*+ t age he _h decid$ t ,dr4 ,butl]'s life %\ld n be writt51 ?\gh ,r4 ,w4 ,evans w\ld h be5 only too glad to write x4 ,speak+ = myself1 ,i h no wi% to see my fa!r aga91 & ,i ?9k x likely t ! ,bi%op ( ,c>lisle w\ld n be m eag] to see 8 ?an ,i m9e4 ,unconsci\s ,hum\r 8,writ+ to ! ,hon4 ,mrs4 ,watson 9 #ahef1 ,*>les ,dick5s says3 #8,i h always obs]v$ )9 my exp]i5ce t ! m5 :o h left home v "y h1 _m long ye>s aft]w>ds1 _h ! t5d]e/ reg>d = x4 ,t's a pleasant ?+ to ?9k ( z "o ( ! wise adju/m5ts ( ?is life ( ours4'0 #cb;a ,hom]'s ,odyssey ,f ! description ( ! meet+ betwe5 ,ulysses & ,telema*us x is pla9 t ,hom] consid]$ x q z dreadful = relations :o _h long be5 sep>at$ to come toge!r aga9 z = !m to sep>ate 9 ! fir/ in/ance4 ,& ?is is ab\t true4 #cb;b ,mel*is$ec ,he 0 a really happy man4 ,he 0 )\t fa!r1 )\t "m & )\t desc5t4 ,he 0 an inc>nate ba*elor4 ,he 0 a born orphan4 ,bacon = ,breakfa/ ,n[ #ahic :5 ,i am abroad1 be+ old] & tak+ less ex]cise1 ,i d n want any breakfa/ beyond c(fee & bread & butt]1 b :5 ?is note 0 writt5 #ahhj ,i lik$ a mode/ ra%] ( bacon 9 addition1 & us$ to notice ! jeal\s indignation ) :i* heads ( families :o enjoy$ ! privilege ( ,cephas & ! bre?r5 ( our ,"l reg>d$ x4 ,!re 7 !y ) ?ree or f\r eld]ly unm>ri$ daught]s z well z old mamma--h[ c\ld !y af=d bacon8 ,& !re 0 ,i1 a selfi% ba*elor--4 ,! appetis+1 sav\ry smell ( my ra%] seem$ to drive !m mad4 ,i us$ to feel v uncom=table1 v small & q aw>e h[ l[ x 0 ( me to h bacon = breakfa/ & no daught]s in/ead ( daught]s & no bacon4 ,b :5 ,i consult$ ! oracles ( heav5 ab\t x1 ,i 0 always told to /ick to my bacon & n to make a fool ( myself4 ,i despis$ myself b h n )]$ "u my own contempt s completely z ,i ought to h done4 ,god & ,man ,to love ,god is to h good heal?1 good looks1 good s5se1 exp]i5ce1 a k9dly nature & a fair balance ( ca% 9 h&4 8,we "k t all ?+s "w toge!r = good to !m t love ,god40 ,to be lov$ by ,god is ! same z to love ,him4 ,we love ,him because ,he fir/ lov$ u4 ,! ,hom]ic ,deity & ! ,pall ,mall ,gazette ,a writ] 9 ! ,pall ,mall ,gazette 7,i ?9k 9 #ahgd or #ahge1 & 9 ! autumn mon?s1 b ,i _c n[ rememb]7 summ$ up ,hom]'s conception ( a god z t ( a 8sup]latively /rong1 amor\s1 beautiful1 brave & cunn+ man40 ,?is is pretty mu* :at a good work+ god ought to be1 b he %\ld also be k9d & h a /rong s5se ( hum\r1 toge!r ) a contempt = ! vices ( meanness & = ! meannesses ( virtue4 ,aft] say+ :at ,i h quot$ above ! writ] 9 ! ,pall ,mall ,gazette goes on1 8,an imp>tial critic c judge = himself h[ f>1 if at all1 ?is is elevat$ above ! level ( m]e feti% wor%ip40 ,p]haps x is t ,i am n an imp>tial critic1 b1 if ,i am all[$ to be s1 ,i %\ld say t ! elevation above m]e feti% wor%ip 0 v consid]able4 ,good ,bre$+ ! ,summum ,bonum ,:5 p ask :at fai? we w\ld sub/itute = t :i* we w\ld de/roy1 we answ] t we de/roy no fai? & ne$ sub/itute none4 ,we hold ! glory ( ,god to be ! summum bonum1 & s d ,*ri/ians g5]ally4 ,x is on ! "q ( :at is ! glory ( ,god t we jo9 issue4 ,we say x v>ies ) ! v>y+ phases ( ,god z made manife/ 9 8 works1 b t1 s f> z we are ourselves conc]n$1 ! glory ( ,god is be/ advanc$ by advanc+ t ( man4 ,if ask$ :at is ! glory ( man we answ] 8,good bre$+0--us+ ! words 9 _! d\ble s5se & mean+ bo? ! cont9uance ( ! race & t grace ( mann] :i* ! words are m commonly tak5 to signify4 ,! d\ble s5se ( ! words is all ! m significant = ! unconsci\sness ) :i* x is pass$ ov]4 ,advice to ! ,"y ,y w sometimes f9d y\r eld]s lay+ _! heads toge!r & say+ :at a bad ?+ x is = "y m5 to come into a little money--t ^? always d be/ :o h no expectancy1 & ! l4 ,!y w !n quote "s drivel f "o ( ! ,k+sleys ab\t ! dead5+ effect an income ( #cjj a ye> w h ^u a man4 ,avoid any "o :om y may he> talk 9 ?is way4 ,! fault lies n ) ! legacy 7:i* w\ld c]ta9ly be bett] if !re 7 m ( x7 b ) ^? :o h s mismanag$ our education t we g 9 ev5 great] dang] ( los+ ! money ?an o!r p are4 ,religion ,is !re any religion ^: foll[]s c be po9t$ to z di/9ctly m amiable & tru/wor?y ?an ^? ( any o!r8 ,if s1 ?is %\ld be en\gh4 ,i f9d ! nice/ & be/ p g5]ally pr(ess no religion at all1 b are ready to l ! be/ m5 ( all religions4 ,heav5 & ,hell ,heav5 is ! "w ( ! be/ & k9de/ m5 & wom54 ,hell is ! "w ( prigs1 p$ants & pr(essional tru?-tell]s4 ,! _w is an attempt to make ! be/ ( bo?4 ,priggi%ness ,! ess5ce ( priggi%ness is sett+ up to be bett] ?an "o's neighb\r4 ,bett] may mean m virtu\s1 m clev]1 m agreeable or :at n4 ,! wor/ ( x is t "o _c d any?+ outside eat+ "o's d9n] or tak+ a walk )\t sett+ up to "k m ?an "o's neighb\rs4 ,x 0 ?is t made me say 9 ,life & ,habit close ( *4 ii4 t ,i 0 among ! damn$ 9 t ,i wrote at all4 ,s ,i am2 & ,i am (t5 v sorry t ,i 0 nev] able to rea* ^? m sa9tly classes :o d n set up z in/ructors ( o!r p4 ,b "o mu/ take "o's lot4 ,loh5gr9 ,he 0 a prig4 ,9 ! b$room sc5e ) ,elsa he %\ld h said t h] "q put him r up a tree b t1 z %e want$ to "k :o he 01 he w\ld tell h] & w\ld let ! ,holy ,grail slide4 ,swells ,p ask compla9+ly :at swells h done1 or d1 = society t !y %\ld be able to live )\t work+4 ,! good swell is ! creature t[>ds :i* all nature has be5 groan+ & travail+ toge!r until n[4 ,he is an ideal4 ,he %[s :at may be done 9 ! way ( good bre$+1 heal?1 looks1 temp] & =tune4 ,he realises m5's dreams ( !mselves1 at any rate vic>i\sly4 ,he prea*es ! gospel ( grace4 ,! _w is l a spoilt *ild1 x has ?is good ?+ giv5 x at great exp5se & !n says x is useless6 ,sci5ce & ,religion ,^! are reconcil$ 9 amiable & s5sible p b n[h]e else4 ,g5tleman ,if we are ask$ :at is ! mo/ ess5tial *>act]i/ic t und]lies ?is ^w1 ! ^w itself w guide u to g5tl5ess1 to abs5ce ( su* ?+s z br[-beat+1 ov]be>+ mann]s & fuss1 & g5]ally to consid]ation = o!r p4 ,! ,f9e/ ,m5 ,i suppose an ,italian peasant or a ,breton1 ,norman or ,engli% fi%]man1 is ab\t ! be/ ?+ nature does 9 ! way ( m5--! ri*] & ! poor] be+ alike mi/akes4 ,on be+ a ,swell all ,r\nd ,i h nev] 9 my life succe$$ 9 be+ ?is4 ,sometimes ,i get a new suit & am tidy = a :ile 9 "p1 mean:ile ! hat1 tie1 boots1 gloves & und]clo?+ all clam\r = att5tion &1 be=e ,i h got !m well 9 h&1 ! new suit has lo/ its fre%ness4 ,/ill1 if ev] ,i d get any money1 ,i w try & make myself really spruce all r\nd till ,i f9d out1 z ,i probably %all 9 ab\t a week1 t if ,i give my clo!s an in* !y w take an ell4 #ahhj4 ,money is ! la/ enemy t %all nev] be subdu$4 ,:ile !re is fle% !re is money--or ! want ( money2 b money is always on ! bra9 s long z !re is a bra9 9 reasonable ord]4 ,a ,luxuri\s ,dea? ,dea? 9 any?+ l luxury is "o ( ! mo/ exp5sive ?+s a man c indulge himself 94 ,x co/s a lot ( money to die com=tably1 unless "o goes (f pretty quickly4 ,money1 ,heal? & ,reputation ,money1 if x live at all1 t is to say if x be reproductive & put out at any int]e/1 h[ev] l[1 is mortal & doom$ to be lo/ "o day1 ?\gh x may g on liv+ ?r\gh _m g5]ations ( "o s+le family if x be tak5 c>e (4 ,no man is absolutely safe4 ,x may be said to any man1 8,?\ fool1 ?is night ?y money %all be requir$ ( !e40 ,& reputation is l money3 x may be requir$ ( u )\t w>n+4 ,! little unsuspect$ evil on :i* we trip may swell up 9 a mom5t & prove to be ! huge1 ,janus-l m\nta9 ( unp>donable s94 ,& 8 heal? may be requir$ ( any fool1 any night or any day4 ,a man w feel loss ( money m ke5ly ?an loss ( bodily heal?1 s long z he c keep 8 money4 ,take 8 money away & deprive him ( ! means ( e>n+ any m1 & 8 heal? w soon break up2 b leave him 8 money &1 ev5 ?\gh 8 heal? breaks up & he dies1 he does n m9d x s mu* z we ?9k4 ,money losses are ! wor/1 loss ( heal? is next wor/ & loss ( reputation comes 9 a bad ?ird4 ,all o!r ?+s are amusem5ts provid$ money1 heal? & good "n are unt\*$4 ,solicitors ,a man mu/ n ?9k he c save himself ! tr\ble ( be+ a s5sible man & a g5tleman by go+ to 8 solicitor1 any m ?an he c get himself a s\nd con/itution by go+ to 8 doctor2 b a solicitor c d m to keep a tol]ably well-mean+ fool /raight ?an a doctor c d = an invalid4 ,money is to ! solicitor :at s\ls are to ! p>son or life to ! physician4 ,he is our money-doctor4 ,doctors ,go+ to y\r doctor is hav+ su* a r[ ) y\r cells t y ref] !m to y\r solicitor4 ,sometimes y1 z x 71 /rike aga9/ !m & /op _! food1 :5 !y g on /rike aga9/ y\rself4 ,sometimes y file a bill 9 ,*anc]y aga9/ !m & g to b$4 ,prie/s ,we may f9d an argum5t 9 fav\r ( prie/s if we consid] :e!r man is capable ( do+ = himself 9 respect ( 8 moral & spiritual welf>e 7?an :i* no?+ c be m difficult & intricate7 :at x is s cle>ly bett] = him to leave to pr(essional advis]s 9 ! case ( 8 money & 8 body :i* are comp>atively simple & unimportant4 ,,iii ,! ,g]ms ( ,ere:on & ( ,life & ,habit ,prefatory ,note ,,! ,orig9 ( ,species 0 publi%$ 9 ! autumn ( #ahei1 & ,butl] arriv$ 9 ,new ,zeal& ab\t ! same "t & read ! book soon aft]w>ds4 ,9 #ahhj he wrote 9 ,unconsci\s ,memory 7close ( ,*apt] #a73 8,z a memb] ( ! g5]al public1 at t "t resid+ eighte5 miles f ! ne>e/ human habitation1 & ?ree days' j\rney on horseback f a booksell]'s %op1 ,i became "o ( ,mr4 ,d>w9's _m en?usia/ic admir]s1 & wrote a philosophic dialogue 7! mo/ (f5sive =m1 except poetry & books ( travel into suppos$ unkn[n c\ntries1 t ev5 lit]ature c assume7 ^u ! ,orig9 ( ,species4 ,?is production appe>$ 9 ! ,press1 ,cant]bury1 ,new ,zeal&1 9 #ahfa or #ahfb1 b ,i h long lo/ ! only copy ,i _h40 ,! ,press 0 f\nd$ by ,james ,edw>d ,fitz,gerald1 ! fir/ ,sup]9t5d5t ( ! ,prov9ce ( ,cant]bury4 ,butl] 0 an intimate fri5d ( ,fitz,gerald1 0 closely associat$ ) ! newspap] & frequ5tly wrote = x4 ,! fir/ numb] appe>$ #be? ,may1 #ahfa1 & on #be? ,may1 #aiaa1 ! ,press celebrat$ its jubilee ) a numb] :i* conta9$ p>ticul>s ( its e>ly life1 ( its editors1 & ( ,butl]2 x also conta9$ repr9ts ( two ( ,butl]'s contributions1 viz4 ,d>w9 among ! ,ma*9es1 :i* orig9ally appe>$ 9 its columns #ac ,june1 #ahfc1 & ,lucubratio ,ebria1 :i* orig9ally appe>$ #bi ,july1 #ahfe4 ,! ,dialogue 0 n repr9t$ because1 al?\gh ! editor knew ( its exi/5ce & se>*$ = x1 he c\ld n f9d x4 ,at my reque/1 aft] ! appe>ance ( ! jubilee numb]1 a fur!r se>* 0 made1 b ! ,dialogue 0 n f\nd & ,i gave x up = lo/4 ,9 ,m>*1 #aiab1 ,mr4 ,r4 ,a4 ,/reatfeild po9t$ out to me t ,mr4 ,tregaskis1 9 ,holborn1 0 adv]tis+ = sale an autograph lett] by ,*>les ,d>w9 s5d+ to an unkn[n editor a ,dialogue on ,species f a ,new ,zeal& newspap]1 describ$ 9 ! lett] z be+ 8rem>kable f its _s & f giv+ s cle> & accurate a view ( ,mr4 ,d4's !ory40 ,hav+ no d\bt t ?is ref]r$ to ,butl]'s lo/ contribution to ! ,press1 ,i b\ght ! autograph lett] & s5t x to ,new ,zeal&1 :]e x n[ is 9 ! ,cant]bury ,museum1 ,*ri/*ur*4 ,) x ,i s5t a lett] to ! editor ( ! ,press1 giv+ all fur!r in=mation 9 my possession ab\t ! ,dialogue4 ,?is lett]1 :i* appe>$ #a ,june1 #aiab1 toge!r ) ! pres5tation ( ,d>w9's autograph1 /imulat$ fur!r se>*1 & 9 ! issue = #bj? ,decemb]1 #ahfb1 ! ,dialogue 0 f\nd by ,miss ,colborne-,veel1 ^: fa!r 0 editor ( ! pap] at ! "t ,butl] 0 writ+ = x4 ,! ,press repr9t$ ! ,dialogue #h? ,june1 #aiab4 ,:5 ! ,dialogue fir/ appe>$ x excit$ a great deal ( discussion 9 ! colony &1 to quote ,butl]'s words 9 a lett] to ,d>w9 7#ahfe71 8call$ =? a contemptu\s rejo9d] f 7,i believe7 ! ,bi%op ( ,well+ton40 ,?is rejo9d] 0 an article head$ 8,b>rel-,organs10 ! idea be+ t !re 0 no?+ new 9 ,d>w9's book1 x 0 only a gr9d+ out ( old tunes ) :i* we 7 all famili>4 ,butl] alludes to ?is controv]sy 9 a note made on a lett] f ,d>w9 :i* he gave to ! ,briti% ,museum4 8,i rememb] answ]+ an attack 79 ! ,press1 ,new ,zeal&7 on me by ,bi%op ,abraham1 ( ,well+ton1 z ?\gh ,i 7 someone else1 &1 to keep up ! deception1 attack+ myself also4 ,b x 0 all v "y & silly40 ,! bi%op's article & ,butl]'s reply1 :i* 0 a lett] sign$ ,a4 ,m4 & "s ( ! result+ correspond5ce 7 repr9t$ 9 ! ,press1 #ae? ,june1 #aiab4 ,at fir/ ,i ?\ght ( includ+ "h ! ,dialogue1 & p]haps ! lett] sign$ ,a4 ,m4 ,!y are int]e/+ z %[+ t ,butl] 0 among ! e>lie/ to /udy closely ! ,orig9 ( ,species1 & also z %[+ ! /ate ( 8 m9d be=e he began to ?9k = himself1 be=e he wrote ,d>w9 among ! ,ma*9es f :i* s mu* foll[$2 b !y c h>dly be prop]ly consid]$ z g]ms ( ,ere:on & ,life & ,habit4 ,!y r %[ ! prep>ation ( ! soil 9 :i* ^? g]ms spr\t$ & grew2 &1 rememb]+ 8 la/ rem>k on ! subject t 8x 0 all v "y & silly10 ,i decid$ to omit !m4 ,! ,dialogue is no long] lo/1 & ! numb]s ( ! ,press conta9+ x & ! correspond5ce t ensu$ c be se5 9 ! ,briti% ,museum4 ,butl]'s o!r two contributions to ! ,press m5tion$ above d conta9 ! g]ms ( ! ma*9e *apt]s 9 ,ere:on1 & l$ him to ! !ory put =w>d 9 ,life & ,habit4 ,9 #aija he wrote 9 ! preface to ! new & revis$ edition ( ,ere:on3 8,! fir/ "p ( ,ere:on writt5 0 an article head$ ,d>w9 among ! ,ma*9es & sign$ #8,cell>ius4' ,x 0 writt5 9 ! ,upp] ,rangitata di/rict ( ,cant]bury ,prov9ce 7z x !n 07 ( ,new ,zeal&1 & appe>$ at ,*ri/*ur* 9 ! ,press newspap]1 ,june #ac1 #ahfc4 ,a copy ( ?is article is index$ "u my books 9 ! ,briti% ,museum catalogue40 ,! article is 9 ! =m ( a lett]1 & ! copy spok5 ( by ,butl]1 z index$ "u 8 "n 9 ! ,briti% ,museum1 be+ defective1 ! repr9t :i* appe>$ 9 ! jubilee numb] ( ! ,press has be5 us$ 9 complet+ ! v]sion :i* foll[s4 ,fur!r on 9 ! preface to ! #aija edition ( ,ere:on he writes3 8,a second article on ! same subject z ! "o j ref]r$ to appe>$ 9 ! ,press %ortly aft] ! fir/1 b ,i h no copy4 ,x treat$ ma*9es f a diff]5t po9t ( view & 0 ! basis ( pp4 #bgj-bgd ( ! pres5t edition ( ,ere:on4 ,?is view ultimately l$ me to ! !ory ,i put =w>d 9 ,life & ,habit1 publi%$ 9 ,novemb]1 #ahgg4 #da ,i h put a b>e outl9e ( ?is !ory 7:i* ,i believe to be q s\nd7 into ! m\? ( an ,ere:onian pr(essor 9 ,*apt] ,,xxvii ( ?is book40 ,?is second article 0 ,lucubratio ,ebria1 & 0 s5t by ,butl] f ,engl& to ! editor ( ! ,press 9 #ahfe1 ) a lett] f :i* ?is is an extract3 8,i s5d y an article :i* y c give to ,fitz,gerald or n1 j z y ?9k x mo/ exp$i5t--= him4 ,is n ! subject work$ out1 & are n ! ,cant]bury p tir$ ( ,d>w9ism8 ,= me--is x an article to my cr$it8 ,i d n s5d x to ,fitz,gerald because ,i am sure he w\ld put x into ! pap]4 4 4 4 ,i "k ! undue l5i5ce :i* he l5ds to my p]=mances1 & believe y to be ! /]n] critic ( ! two4 ,t !re are "s good ?+s 9 x y w1 ,i ?9k1 feel2 b ,i am almo/ sure t consid]+ usque ad nauseam etc41 y w ?9k x _h bett] n appe>4 4 4 4 ,i ?9k y & he w l t s5t5ce3 #8,!re 0 a moral gov]nm5t ( ! _w be=e man came into x4' ,!re is h>dly a s5t5ce 9 x writt5 )\t delib]ation2 b ,i ne$ h>dly say t x 0 done ^u tea1 n ^u :iskey 4 4 4 8,p4,s4 ,if y are 9 any d\bt ab\t ! exp$i5cy ( ! article take x to ,m4 8,p4,p4,s4 ,p]haps bett] take x to him anyh[40 ,! preface to ! #aija edition ( ,ere:on conta9s "s fur!r p>ticul>s ( ! g5esis ( t "w1 & !re are /ill fur!r p>ticul>s 9 ,unconsci\s ,memory1 ,*apt] ,,ii1 8,h[ ,i wrote ,life & ,habit40 ,! fir/ t5tative sket* ( ! ,life & ,habit !ory occurs 9 ! lett] to ,?omas ,william ,gale ,butl] :i* is giv5 po/4 ,?is ,t4 ,w4 ,g4 ,butl] 0 n relat$ to ,butl]1 !y met fir/ z art-/ud5ts at ,hea!rley's1 & ,butl] us$ to speak ( him z ! mo/ brilliant man he _h ev] kn[n4 ,he di$ _m ye>s ago4 ,he 0 ! writ] ( ! 8lett] f a fri5d n[ 9 ,new ,zeal&10 f :i* a quotation is giv5 9 ,life & ,habit1 ,*apt] ,v 7pp4 #hc1 #hd74 ,butl] kept a copy ( 8 lett] to ,t4 ,w4 ,g4 ,butl]1 b x 0 imp]fectly press$2 he aft]w>ds suppli$ "s ( ! miss+ words f memory1 & gave x to ! ,briti% ,museum4 ,d>w9 among ! ,ma*9es ,to ! ,editor ( ! ,press1 ,*ri/*ur*1 ,new ,zeal&--#ac ,june1 #ahfc4 ,sir--,!re are few ?+s ( :i* ! pres5t g5]ation is m ju/ly pr\d ?an ( ! wond]ful improvem5ts :i* are daily tak+ place 9 all sorts ( me*anical appliances4 ,& inde$ x is matt] = great congratulation on _m gr\nds4 ,x is unnecess>y to m5tion ^! "h1 = !y are suffici5tly obvi\s2 our pres5t bus9ess lies ) consid]ations :i* may some:at t5d to humble our pride & to make u ?9k s]i\sly ( ! future prospects ( ! human race4 ,if we rev]t to ! e>lie/ primordial types ( me*anical life1 to ! lev]1 ! w$ge1 ! incl9$ plane1 ! screw & ! pulley1 or 7= analogy w\ld lead u "o /ep fur!r7 to t "o primordial type f :i* all ! me*anical k+dom has be5 develop$1 we mean to ! lev] itself1 & if we !n exam9e ! ma*9]y ( ! ,great ,ea/]n1 we f9d ourselves almo/ awe/ruck at ! va/ developm5t ( ! me*anical _w1 at ! gigantic /rides ) :i* x has advanc$ 9 comp>ison ) ! sl[ progress ( ! animal & vegetable k+dom4 ,we %all f9d x impossible to refra9 f ask+ ourselves :at ! end ( ?is mighty movem5t is to be4 ,9 :at direction is x t5d+8 ,:at w be its up%ot8 ,to give a few imp]fect h9ts t[>ds a solution ( ^! que/ions is ! object ( ! pres5t lett]4 ,we h us$ ! words 8me*anical life10 8! me*anical k+dom10 8! me*anical _w0 & s =?1 & we h done s advis$ly1 = z ! vegetable k+dom 0 sl[ly develop$ f ! m9]al1 & z1 9 l mann]1 ! animal sup]v5$ ^u ! vegetable1 s n[1 9 ^! la/ few ages1 an entirely new k+dom has sprung up ( :i* we z yet h only se5 :at w "o day be consid]$ ! ant$iluvian prototypes ( ! race4 ,we regret deeply t our k bo? ( natural hi/ory & ( ma*9]y is too small to enable u to und]take ! gigantic task ( classify+ ma*9es into ! g5]a & sub-g5]a1 species1 v>ieties & sub-v>ieties1 & s =?1 ( trac+ ! connect+ l9ks betwe5 ma*9es ( widely diff]5t *>act]s1 ( po9t+ out h[ subs]vi5ce to ! use ( man has play$ t "p among ma*9es :i* natural selection has p]=m$ 9 ! animal & vegetable k+dom1 ( po9t+ out rudim5t>y organs see note :i* exi/ 9 "s few ma*9es1 feebly develop$ & p]fectly useless1 yet s]v+ to m>k desc5t f "s ance/ral type :i* has ei!r p]i%$ or be5 modifi$ into "s new phase ( me*anical exi/5ce4 ,we c only po9t out ?is field = inve/igation2 x mu/ be foll[$ by o!rs ^: education & tal5ts h be5 ( a mu* high] ord] ?an any :i* we c lay claim to4 ,"s few h9ts we h det]m9$ to v5ture ^u1 ?\gh we d s ) ! pr(\nde/ diffid5ce4 ,fir/ly we w\ld rem>k t z "s ( ! l[e/ ( ! v]tebrata atta9$ a f> great] size ?an has desc5d$ to _! m highly organis$ liv+ repres5tatives1 s a dim9ution 9 ! size ( ma*9es has (t5 att5d$ _! developm5t & progress4 ,take ! wat* = in/ance4 ,exam9e ! beautiful /ructure ( ! little animal1 wat* ! intellig5t play ( ! m9ute memb]s :i* compose x2 yet ?is little creature is b a developm5t ( ! cumbr\s clocks ( ! ?irte5? c5tury--x is no det]ioration f !m4 ,! day may come :5 clocks1 :i* c]ta9ly at ! pres5t day are n dim9i%+ 9 bulk1 may be entirely sup]s$$ by ! univ]sal use ( wat*es1 9 :i* case clocks w become ext9ct l ! e>li] saurians1 :ile ! wat* 7^: t5d5cy has = "s ye>s be5 r to decrease 9 size ?an ! contr>y7 w rema9 ! only exi/+ type ( an ext9ct race4 ,! views ( ma*9]y :i* we are ?us feebly indicat+ w sugge/ ! solution ( "o ( ! greate/ & mo/ my/]i\s que/ions ( ! day4 ,we ref] to ! "q3 ,:at sort ( creature man's next successor 9 ! supremacy ( ! e>? is likely to be4 ,we h (t5 he>d ?is debat$2 b x appe>s to u t we are ourselves creat+ our own successors2 we are daily add+ to ! beauty & delicacy ( _! physical organisation2 we are daily giv+ !m great] p[] & supply+1 by all sorts ( +5i\s contrivances1 t self-regulat+1 self-act+ p[] :i* w be to !m :at intellect has be5 to ! human race4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ages we %all f9d ourselves ! inf]ior race4 ,inf]ior 9 p[]1 inf]ior 9 t moral quality ( self-control1 we %all look up to !m z ! acme ( all t ! be/ & wise/ man c ev] d>e to aim at4 ,no evil passions1 no jeal\sy1 no av>ice1 no impure desires w di/urb ! s]5e might ( ^? glori\s creatures4 ,s91 %ame & sorr[ w h no place among !m4 ,_! m9ds w be 9 a /ate ( p]petual calm1 ! cont5tm5t ( a _s t kn[s no wants1 is di/urb$ by no regrets4 ,ambition w nev] torture !m4 ,+ratitude w nev] cause !m ! uneas9ess ( a mom5t4 ,! guilty consci5ce1 ! hope def]r$1 ! pa9s ( exile1 ! insol5ce ( (fice & ! spurns t pati5t m]it ( ! unwor?y takes--^! w be entirely unkn[n to !m4 ,if !y want 8fe$+0 7by ! use ( :i* v ^w we betray our recognition ( !m z liv+ organism7 !y w be att5d$ by pati5t slaves ^: bus9ess & int]e/ x w be to see t !y %all want = no?+4 ,if !y are out ( ord] !y w be promptly att5d$ to by physicians :o are ?or\ghly acqua9t$ ) _! con/itutions2 if !y die1 = ev5 ^! glori\s animals w n be exempt f t necess>y & univ]sal consummation1 !y w imm$iately ent] into a new phase ( exi/5ce1 = :at ma*9e dies entirely 9 e "p at "o & ! same in/ant8 ,we take x t :5 ! /ate ( ?+s %all h arriv$ :i* we h be5 above attempt+ to describe1 man w h become to ! ma*9e :at ! horse & ! dog are to man4 ,he w cont9ue to exi/1 nay ev5 to improve1 & w be probably bett] (f 9 8 /ate ( dome/ication "u ! b5efic5t rule ( ! ma*9es ?an he is 9 8 pres5t wild /ate4 ,we treat our horses1 dogs1 cattle & %eep1 on ! :ole1 ) great k9dness1 we give !m :atev] exp]i5ce tea*es u to be be/ = !m1 & !re c be no d\bt t our use ( meat has add$ to ! happ9ess ( ! l[] animals f> m ?an x has detract$ f x2 9 l mann] x is reasonable to suppose t ! ma*9es w treat u k9dly1 = _! exi/5ce is z dep5d5t ^u ours z ours is ^u ! l[] animals4 ,!y _c kill u & eat u z we d %eep1 !y w n only require our s]vices 9 ! p>turition ( _! "y 7:i* bran* ( _! economy w rema9 always 9 our h&s7 b also 9 fe$+ !m1 9 sett+ !m "r if !y are sick1 & bury+ _! dead or work+ up _! corpses into new ma*9es4 ,x is obvi\s t if all ! animals 9 ,great ,brita9 save man alone 7 to die1 & if at ! same "t all int]c\rse ) =eign c\ntries 7 by "s sudd5 cata/rophe to be r5d]$ p]fectly impossible1 x is obvi\s t "u su* circum/ances ! loss ( human life w\ld be some?+ fe>ful to contemplate--9 l mann]1 7 mank9d to cease1 ! ma*9es w\ld be z badly (f or ev5 worse4 ,! fact is t our int]e/s are insep>able f !irs1 & !irs f ours4 ,ea* race is dep5d5t ^u ! o!r = innum]able b5efits1 &1 until ! reproductive organs ( ! ma*9es h be5 develop$ 9 a mann] :i* we are h>dly yet able to conceive1 !y are entirely dep5d5t ^u man = ev5 ! cont9uance ( _! species4 ,x is true t ^! organs may be ultimately develop$1 inasmu* z man's int]e/ lies 9 t direction2 !re is no?+ :i* our infatuat$ race w\ld desire m ?an to see a f]tile union betwe5 two /eam eng9es2 x is true t ma*9]y is ev5 at ?is pres5t "t employ$ 9 begett+ ma*9]y1 9 becom+ ! p>5t ( ma*9es (t5 aft] its own k9d1 b ! days ( flirtation1 c\rt%ip & matrimony appe> to be v remote & inde$ c h>dly be realis$ by our feeble & imp]fect imag9ation4 ,day by day1 h[ev]1 ! ma*9es are ga9+ gr\nd ^u u2 day by day we are becom+ m subs]vi5t to !m2 m m5 are daily b\nd d[n z slaves to t5d !m1 m m5 are daily devot+ ! en]gies ( _! :ole lives to ! developm5t ( me*anical life4 ,! up%ot is simply a "q ( "t1 b t ! "t w come :5 ! ma*9es w hold ! real supremacy ov] ! _w & its inhabitants is :at no p]son ( a truly philosophic m9d c = a mom5t "q4 ,our op9ion is t w> to ! dea? %\ld be in/antly proclaim$ aga9/ !m4 ,e ma*9e ( e sort %\ld be de/roy$ by ! well-wi%] ( 8 species4 ,let !re be no exceptions made1 no qu>t] %[n2 let u at once g back to ! primeval condition ( ! race4 ,if x be urg$ t ?is is impossible "u ! pres5t condition ( human affairs1 ?is at once proves t ! mis*ief is already done1 t our s]vitude has comm5c$ 9 good e>ne/1 t we h rais$ a race ( be+s :om x is beyond our p[] to de/roy & t we are n only enslav$ b are absolutely acquiesc5t 9 our bondage4 ,= ! pres5t we %all leave ?is subject :i* we pres5t gratis to ! memb]s ( ! ,philosophical ,society4 ,%\ld !y cons5t to avail !mselves ( ! va/ field :i* we h po9t$ out1 we %all endeav\r to lab\r 9 x ourselves at "s future & indef9ite p]iod4 ,i am1 ,sir1 c41 ,,cell>ius4 ,,note4--,we 7 ask$ by a le>n$ bro!r philosoph] :o saw ?is article 9 ,,ms4 :at we meant by allud+ to rudim5t>y organs 9 ma*9es4 ,c\ld we1 he ask$1 give any example ( su* organs8 ,we po9t$ to ! little protub]ance at ! bottom ( ! b[l ( our tobacco pipe4 ,?is organ 0 orig9ally design$ = ! same purpose z ! rim at ! bottom ( a tea-cup1 :i* is b ano!r =m ( ! same function4 ,its purpose 0 to keep ! heat ( ! pipe f m>k+ ! table on :i* x re/$4 ,orig9ally1 z we h se5 9 v e>ly tobacco pipes1 ?is protub]ance 0 ( a v diff]5t %ape to :at x is n[4 ,x 0 broad at ! bottom & flat1 s t :ile ! pipe 0 be+ smok$1 ! b[l might re/ ^u ! table4 ,use & disuse h "h come into play & s]v$ to r$uce ! function to its pres5t rudim5t>y condition4 ,t ^! rudim5t>y organs are r>] 9 ma*9]y ?an 9 animal life is ow+ to ! m prompt action ( ! human selection z comp>$ ) ! sl[] b ev5 sur] op]ation ( natural selection4 ,man may make mi/akes2 9 ! long run nature nev] does s4 ,we h only giv5 an imp]fect example1 b ! intellig5t read] w supply himself ) illu/rations4 ,lucubratio ,ebria ,f ! ,press1 #bi ,july1 #ahfe ,!re is a p]iod 9 ! ev5+1 or m g5]ally t[>ds ! /ill small h\rs ( ! morn+1 9 :i* we s f> unb5d z to take a s+le glass ( hot :isky & wat]4 ,we w nei!r def5d ! practice nor excuse x4 ,we /ate x z a fact :i* mu/ be borne 9 m9d by ! read]s ( ?is article2 = we "k n h[1 :e!r x be ! inspiration ( ! dr9k1 or ! relief f ! h>ass+ "w ) :i* ! day has be5 occupi$1 or f :atev] o!r cause1 yet we are c]ta9ly liable ab\t ?is "t to su* a prophetic influ5ce z we seldom else exp]i5ce4 ,we are rapt 9 a dream su* z we ourselves "k to be a dream1 & :i*1 l o!r dreams1 we c h>dly embody 9 a di/9ct utt]ance4 ,we "k t :at we see is b a sort ( intellectual ,siamese tw9s1 ( :i* "o is sub/ance & ! o!r %ad[1 b we _c set ei!r free )\t kill+ bo?4 ,we are unable to rudely te> away ! veil ( phantasy 9 :i* ! tru? is %r\d$1 s we pres5t ! read] ) a drap$ figure1 & 8 own judgm5t mu/ discrim9ate betwe5 ! clo!s & ! body4 ,a tru?'s prosp]ity is l a je/'s1 x lies 9 ! e> ( him t he>s x4 ,"s may see our lucubration z we saw x2 & o!rs may see no?+ b a drunk5 dream1 or ! nightm>e ( a di/emp]$ imag9ation4 ,to ourselves x z ! speak+ ) unkn[n tongues to ! e>ly ,cor9?ians2 we _c fully und]/& our own spee*1 & we fe> le/ !re be n a suffici5t numb] ( int]pret]s pres5t to make our utt]ance edify4 ,b !re6 7,g on /raight to ! body ( ! article47 ,! limbs ( ! l[] animals h nev] be5 modifi$ by any act ( delib]ation & =e?\ght on _! own "p4 ,rec5t rese>*es h ?r[n absolutely no light ^u ! orig9 ( life--^u ! initial =ce :i* introduc$ a s5se ( id5tity1 & a delib]ate faculty into ! _w2 b !y d c]ta9ly appe> to %[ v cle>ly t ea* species ( ! animal & vegetable k+dom has be5 m\ld$ into its pres5t %ape by *ances & *anges ( _m millions ( ye>s1 by *ances & *anges ov] :i* ! creature modifi$ _h no control :atev]1 & conc]n+ ^: aim x 0 alike unconsci\s & indiff]5t1 by =ces :i* seem ins5sate to ! pa9 :i* !y inflict1 b by ^: inexorably b5efic5t cruelty ! brave & /rong keep com+ to ! =e1 :ile ! weak & bad drop beh9d & p]i%4 ,!re 0 a moral gov]nm5t ( ?is _w be=e man came ne> x--a moral gov]nm5t suit$ to ! capacities ( ! gov]n$1 & :i*1 unp]ceiv$ by !m1 has laid fa/ ! f\ndations ( c\rage1 endurance & cunn+4 ,x laid !m s fa/ t !y became m & m h]$it>y4 ,horace says well1 =tes creantur =tibus et bonis good m5 beget good *ildr52 ! rule held ev5 9 ! geological p]iod2 good i*?yosauri begat good i*?yosauri1 & w\ld to our discom=t h gone on do+ s to ! pres5t "t1 _h n bett] creatures be5 begett+ bett] ?+s ?an i*?yosauri1 or fam9e1 or fire1 or convulsion put an end to !m4 ,good apes begat good apes1 & at la/ :5 human intellig5ce /ole l a late spr+ ^u ! mimicry ( our semi-simi\s ance/ry1 ! creature le>nt h[ he c\ld1 ( 8 own =e?\ght1 add extra-corporane\s limbs to ! memb]s ( 8 body & become n only a v]tebrate mammal1 b a v]tebrate ma*9ate mammal into ! b>ga94 ,x 0 a wise monkey t fir/ le>n$ to c>ry a /ick & a useful monkey t mimick$ him4 ,= ! race ( man has le>n$ to walk uprightly mu* z a *ild le>ns ! same ?+4 ,at fir/ he crawls on all f\rs1 !n he clamb]s1 lay+ hold ( :atev] he c2 & la/ly he /&s upright alone & walks1 b = a long "t ) an un/eady /ep4 ,s :5 ! human race 0 9 its gorilla-hood x g5]ally c>ri$ a /ick2 f c>ry+ a /ick = _m million ye>s x became accu/om$ & modifi$ to an upright position4 ,! /ick :]e) x _h le>n$ to walk w\ld n[ s]ve x to beat its y\ng] bro!rs & !n x f\nd out its s]vice z a lev]4 ,man w\ld ?us le>n t ! limbs ( 8 body 7 n ! only limbs t he c\ld comm&4 ,8 body 0 already ! mo/ v]satile 9 exi/5ce1 b he c\ld r5d] x m v]satile /ill4 ,) ! improvem5t 9 8 body 8 m9d improv$ also4 ,he le>nt to p]ceive ! moral gov]nm5t "u :i* he held ! feudal t5ure ( 8 life--p]ceiv+ x he symbolis$ x1 & to ?is day our poets & prophets /ill /rive to symbolise x m & m completely4 ,! m9d grew because ! body grew--m ?+s 7 p]ceiv$--m ?+s 7 h&l$1 & be+ h&l$ became famili>4 ,b ?is came ab\t *iefly because !re 0 a h& to h&le )2 )\t ! h& !re w\ld be no h&l+2 & no me?od ( hold+ & exam9+ is comp>able to ! human h&4 ,! tail ( an opossum is a preh5sile ?+1 b x is too f> f 8 eyes--! elephant's trunk is bett]1 & x is probably to _! trunks t ! elephants owe _! sagacity4 ,x is "h t ! bee 9 spite ( h] w+s has fail$4 ,%e has a high civilisation b x is "o ^: equilibrium appe>s to h be5 already atta9$2 ! appe>ance is a false "o1 = ! bee *anges1 ?\gh m sl[ly ?an man c wat* h]2 b ! reason ( ! v gradual nature ( ! *ange is *iefly because ! physical organisation ( ! insect *anges1 b sl[ly also4 ,%e is poorly (f = h&s1 & has nev] fairly grasp$ ! notion ( tack+ on o!r limbs to ! limbs ( h] own body & s1 be+ %ort-liv$ to boot1 %e rema9s f c5tury to c5tury to human eyes 9 /atu quo4 ,h] body nev] becomes ma*9ate1 :]eas ?is new phase ( organism1 :i* has be5 introduc$ ) man into ! mundane economy1 has made him a v quicks& = ! f\ndation ( an un*ang+ civilisation2 c]ta9 fundam5tal pr9ciples w always rema91 b e c5tury ! *ange 9 man's physical /atus1 z comp>$ ) ! elem5ts ar\nd him1 is great] & great]2 he is a %ift+ basis on :i* no equilibrium ( habit & civilisation c be e/abli%$2 7 x n = ?is con/ant *ange 9 our physical p[]s1 :i* our me*anical limbs h br\ght ab\t1 man w\ld h long s9ce app>5tly atta9$ 8 limit ( possibility2 he w\ld be a creature ( z mu* fixity z ! ants & bees--he w\ld /ill h advanc$ b no fa/] ?an o!r animals advance4 ,if !re 7 a race ( m5 )\t any me*anical appliances we %\ld see ?is cle>ly4 ,!re are none1 nor h !re be51 s f> z we c tell1 = millions & millions ( ye>s4 ,! l[e/ ,au/ralian savage c>ries weapons = ! fight or ! *ase1 & has 8 cook+ & dr9k+ ut5sils at home2 a race )\t ^! ?+s w\ld be completely f]ae naturae & n m5 at all4 ,we are unable to po9t to any example ( a race absolutely devoid ( extra-corporane\s limbs1 b we c see among ! ,*9ese t ) ! failure to inv5t new limbs1 a civilisation becomes z mu* fix$ z t ( ! ants2 & among savage tribes we obs]ve t few implem5ts involve a /ate ( ?+s sc>cely human at all4 ,su* tribes only advance p>i passu ) ! creatures ^u :i* !y fe$4 ,x is a mi/ake1 !n1 to take ! view adopt$ by a previ\s correspond5t ( ?is pap]2 to consid] ! ma*9es z id5tities1 to animalise !m1 & to anticipate _! f9al triumph ov] mank9d4 ,!y are to be reg>d$ z ! mode ( developm5t by :i* human organism is mo/ especially advanc+1 & e fre% inv5tion is to be consid]$ z an additional memb] ( ! res\rces ( ! human body4 ,h]e9 lies ! fundam5tal diff]5ce betwe5 man & 8 inf]iors4 ,z reg>ds 8 fle% & blood1 8 s5ses1 appetites1 & affections1 ! diff]5ce is "o ( degree r ?an ( k9d1 b 9 ! delib]ate inv5tion ( su* unity ( limbs z is exemplifi$ by ! railway tra9--t sev5-leagu$ foot :i* five hundr$ may own at once--he /&s q alone4 ,9 confirmation ( ! views conc]n+ me*anism :i* we h be5 advocat+ above1 x mu/ be rememb]$ t m5 are n m]ely ! *ildr5 ( _! p>5ts1 b !y are begott5 ( ! in/itutions ( ! /ate ( ! me*anical sci5ces "u :i* !y are born & br$4 ,^! ?+s h made u :at we are4 ,we are *ildr5 ( ! pl\gh1 ! spade1 & ! %ip2 we are *ildr5 ( ! ext5d$ lib]ty & k :i* ! pr9t+ press has diffus$4 ,our ance/ors add$ ^! ?+s to _! previ\sly exi/+ memb]s2 ! new limbs 7 pres]v$ by natural selection1 & incorporat$ into human society2 !y desc5d$ ) modifications1 & h5ce proce$s ! diff]5ce betwe5 our ance/ors & ourselves4 ,by ! in/itutions & /ate ( sci5ce "u :i* a man is born x is det]m9$ :e!r he %all h ! limbs ( an ,au/ralian savage or ^? ( a n9ete5? c5tury ,engli%man4 ,! =m] is supplem5t$ ) little save a rug & a javel92 ! latt] v>ies 8 physique ) ! *anges ( ! season1 ) age1 & ) advanc+ or decreas+ weal?4 ,if x is wet he is furni%$ ) an organ :i* is call$ an umbrella & :i* seems design$ = ! purpose ( protect+ ei!r 8 clo!s or 8 lungs f ! injuri\s effects ( ra94 ,8 wat* is ( m importance to him ?an a good deal ( 8 hair1 at any rate ?an ( 8 :isk]s2 besides ?is he c>ries a knife1 & g5]ally a p5cil case4 ,8 memory goes 9 a pocket book4 ,he gr[s m complex z he becomes old] & he w !n be se5 ) a pair ( spectacles1 p]haps also ) false tee? & a wig2 b1 if he be a really well-develop$ specim5 ( ! race1 he w be furni%$ ) a l>ge box ^u :eels1 two horses1 & a coa*man4 ,let ! read] pond] ov] ^! la/ rem>ks1 & he w see t ! pr9cipal v>ieties & sub-v>ieties ( ! human race are n n[ to be look$ = among ! negroes1 ! ,circassians1 ! ,malays1 or ! ,am]ican aborig9es1 b among ! ri* & ! poor4 ,! diff]5ce 9 physical organisation betwe5 ^! two species ( man is f> great] ?an t betwe5 ! s-call$ types ( humanity4 ,! ri* man c g f "h to ,engl& :5ev] he feels s incl9$4 ,! legs ( ! o!r are by an invisible fatality prev5t$ f c>ry+ him beyond c]ta9 n>r[ limits4 ,nei!r ri* nor poor z yet see ! philosophy ( ! ?+1 or admit t he :o c tack a portion ( "o ( ! ,p4 ,o4 boats on to 8 id5tity is a mu* m highly organis$ be+ ?an "o :o _c4 ,yet ! fact is pat5t en\gh1 if we once ?9k x ov]1 f ! m]e consid]ation ( ! respect ) :i* we s (t5 treat ^? :o are ri*] ?an ourselves4 ,we obs]ve m5 = ! mo/ "p 7admitt+ h[ev] "s few abnormal exceptions7 to be deeply impress$ by ! sup]ior organisation ( ^? :o h money4 ,x is wrong to attribute ?is respect to any unwor?y motive1 = ! feel+ is /rictly legitimate & spr+s f "s ( ! v highe/ impulses ( our nature4 ,x is ! same sort ( affectionate rev]5ce :i* a dog feels = man1 & is n infrequ5tly manife/$ 9 a simil> mann]4 ,we admit t ^! la/ s5t5ces are op5 to "q1 & we %\ld h>dly l to commit ourselves irrecov]ably to ! s5tim5ts !y express2 b we w say ?is mu* = c]ta91 namely1 t ! ri* man is ! true hundr$-h&$ ,gyges ( ! poets4 ,he alone possesses ! full complem5t ( limbs :o /&s at ! summit ( opul5ce1 & we may ass]t ) /rictly sci5tific accuracy t ! ,ro?s*ilds are ! mo/ a/oni%+ organisms t ! _w has ev] yet se54 ,= to ! n]ves or tissues1 or :atev] x be t answ]s to ! helm ( a ri* man's desires1 !re is a :ole army ( limbs se5 & unse5 atta*able3 he may be reckon$ by 8 horse-p[]--by ! numb] ( foot-p\nds :i* he has money en\gh to set 9 motion4 ,:o1 !n1 w d5y t a man ^: w repres5ts ! motive p[] ( a ?\s& horses is a be+ v diff]5t f ! "o :o is equival5t b to ! p[] ( a s+le "o8 ,h5ce=w>d1 !n1 in/ead ( say+ t a man is h>d up1 let u say t 8 organisation is at a l[ ebb1 or1 if we wi% him well1 let u hope t he w gr[ pl5ty ( limbs4 ,x mu/ be rememb]$ t we are deal+ ) physical organisations only4 ,we d n say t ! ?\s&-horse man is bett] ?an a "o-horse man1 we only say t he is m highly organis$1 & %\ld be recognis$ z be+ s by ! sci5tific lead]s ( ! p]iod4 ,a man's w1 tru?1 endurance are "p ( him also1 & may1 z 9 ! case ( ! late ,mr4 ,cobd51 h 9 !mselves a p[] equival5t to all ! horse-p[] :i* !y c influ5ce2 b 7 we to g into ?is "p ( ! "q we %\ld nev] h done1 & we are compell$ reluctantly to leave our dream 9 its pres5t fragm5t>y condition4 ,lett] to ,?omas ,william ,gale ,butl] ,febru>y #ah?1 #ahgf4 ,,my ,,de> ,,namesake 4 4 4 ,my pres5t lit]>y bus9ess is a little essay "s #be or #cj pp4 long1 :i* is /ill all 9 ! r\gh & ,i don't "k h[ x w %ape1 b ! gi/ ( x is some:at z foll[s3-- #a4 ,actions :i* we h acquir$ ) difficulty & n[ p]=m almo/ unconsci\sly--z 9 play+ a difficult piece ( music1 read+1 talk+1 walk+ & ! multitude ( actions :i* escape our notice inside o!r actions1 etc4--all ?is work$ out ) "s detail1 say1 f\r or five pages4 ,g5]al d$uction t we nev] d any?+ 9 ?is unconsci\s or semi-consci\s mann] unless we "k h[ to d x exce$+ly well & h _h long practice4 ,also t consci\sness is a vani%+ quantity & t z soon z we "k a ?+ really well we become unconsci\s 9 respect ( x--consci\sness be+ ( att5tion & att5tion ( unc]ta9ty--& h5ce ! p>adox comes cle>1 t z long z we "k t we "k a ?+ 7or d an action kn[+ly7 we d n "k x 7or d ! action ) ?or\gh k ( our bus9ess7 & t we only "k x :5 we d n "k ( our k4 #b4 ,:atev] we d 9 ?is way is all "o & ! same 9 k9d--! diff]5ce be+ only 9 degree4 ,play+ almo/8 unconsci\sly--writ+1 m unconsci\sly 7z to ea* lett]7--read+1 v unconsci\sly--talk+1 /ill m unconsci\sly 7x is almo/ impossible = u to notice ! action ( our tongue 9 e lett]7--walk+1 mu* ! same--brea?+1 /ill to a c]ta9 ext5t )9 our own control--he>t's beat+1 p]ceivable b beyond our control--dige/ion1 unp]ceivable & beyond our control1 dige/ion be+ ! olde/ ( ! 4 4 4 habits4 #c4 ,a baby1 !re=e1 has kn[n h[ to gr[ itself 9 ! womb & has only done x because x want$ to1 on a balance ( consid]ations1 9 ! same way z a man :o goes into ! ,city to buy ,great ,nor!rn ,a ,%>es 4 4 4 ,x is only unconsci\s ( ^! op]ations because x has done !m a v l>ge numb] ( times already4 ,a man may d a ?+ by a fluke once1 b to say t a foetus c p]=m s difficult an op]ation z ! gr[? ( a pair ( eyes out ( pure protoplasm )\t kn[+ h[ to d x1 & )\t ev] hav+ done x be=e1 is to contradict all human exp]i5ce4 ,ipso facto t x does x1 x kn[s h[ to d x1 & ipso facto t x kn[s h[ to d x1 x has done x be=e4 ,its unconsci\sness 7or spe$y loss ( memory7 is simply ! result ( ov]-k1 n ( "u-k4 ,x kn[s s well & has done x s (t5 t its p[] ( self-analysis is gone4 ,if x knew :at x 0 do+1 or 0 consci\s ( its own act 9 oxidis+ its blood aft] bir?1 ,i %\ld suspect t x _h n done x s (t5 be=e2 z x is ,i am confid5t t x mu/ h done x m (t5--mu* m (t5--?an any act :i* we p]=m consci\sly dur+ our :ole lives4 #d4 ,:51 !n1 did x d x8 ,cle>ly :5 la/ x 0 an impregnate ovum or "s /ill l[] =m ( life :i* result$ 9 t impregnate ovum4 #e4 ,h[ is x1 !n1 t x has n ga9$ p]ceptible exp]i5ce8 ,simply because a s+le repetition makes little or no diff]5ce2 b g back #bj1jjj repetitions & y w f9d t x has ga9$ 9 exp]i5ce & modifi$ its p]=mance v mat]ially4 #f4 ,b h[ ab\t ! id5tity8 ,:at is id5tity8 ,id5tity ( matt]8 ,surely no4 ,!re is no id5tity ( matt] betwe5 me z ,i n[ am1 & me z an impregnate ovum4 ,cont9uity ( exi/5ce8 ,!n !re is id5tity betwe5 me z an impregnate ovum & my fa!r & "m z impregnate ova4 ,drop out my fa!r's & "m's lives betwe5 ! dates ( _! be+ impregnate ova & ! mom5t :5 ,i became an impregnate ovum4 ,see ! ova only & consid] ! second ovum z ! fir/ two ova's means n ( reproduc+ !mselves b ( cont9u+ !mselves--repeat+ !mselves--! int]m$iate lives be+ no?+ b1 z x 71 a long potato %oot f "o eye to ! place :]e x w gr[ its next tub]4 #g4 ,giv5 a s+le creature capable ( reproduc+ itself & x mu/ g on reproduc+ itself = ev]1 = x w\ld n reproduce itself1 unless x reproduc$ a creature t 0 go+ to reproduce itself1 & s on ad inf9itum4 ,!n comes ,desc5t ) ,modification4 ,simil>ity temp]$ ) dissimil>ity1 & dissimil>ity temp]$ ) simil>ity--a contradiction 9 t]ms1 l almo/ ev]y?+ else t is true or useful or inde$ intelligible at all4 ,9 ea* case ( :at we call desc5t1 x is /ill ! fir/ reproduc+ creature id5tically ! same--do+ :at x has done be=e--only ) su* modifications z ! /ruggle = exi/5ce & natural selection h induc$4 ,no matt] h[ highly x has be5 develop$1 x c nev] be o!r ?an ! primordial cell & mu/ always beg9 z ! primordial cell & repeat its la/ p]=mance mo/ ne>ly1 b also1 m or less1 all its previ\s p]=mances4 ,a begets ,a :i* is ,a ) ! additional exp]i5ce ( a da%4 ,a begets ,a :i* is ,a ) ! additional exp]i5ces ( ,a & ,a2 & s on to ,an b y c nev] elim9ate ! ,a4 #h4 ,let ,an /& = a man4 ,he beg9s z ! primordial cell--be+ v]ily no?+ b ! primordial cell :i* goes on splitt+ itself up = ev]1 b ga9+ cont9ually 9 exp]i5ce4 ,put him 9 ! same position z he 0 9 be=e & he w d z he did be=e4 ,fir/ he w d 8 tadpoles by rote1 s to speak1 on 8 head1 f long practice2 !n he does 8 fi% trick2 !n he gr[s arms & legs1 all unconsci\sly f ! invet]acy ( ! habit1 till he comes to do+ 8 man1 & ?is lesson he has n yet le>nt s ?or\ghly4 ,"s "p ( x1 z ! brea?+ & oxidisation bus9ess1 he is well up to1 inasmu* z !y =m "p ( previ\s roles1 b ! tee? & hair1 ! upright position1 ! p[] ( spee*1 ?\gh all tol]ably famili>1 give him m tr\ble--= he is v /upid--a regul> dunce 9 fact4 ,!n comes 8 new] & m complex environm5t1 & ?is puzzles him--arre/s 8 att5tion--:]eon consci\sness spr+s into exi/5ce1 z a sp>k f a horse's ho(4 ,to be cont9u$--,i see x w h to be m ?an #cj pp4 ,x is /ill foggy 9 p>ts1 b ,i mu/ cle> x a little4 ,x w g on to %[ t we are all "o animal & t dea? 7:i* 0 at fir/ volunt>y1 & has only come to be dislik$ because ^? :o did n dislike x committ$ suicide too easily7 & reproduction are only phases ( ! ord9>y wa/e & repair :i* goes on 9 our bodies daily4 ,always v truly y\rs1 ,s4 ,,butl]4 ,,iv ,memory & ,design ,cl]gym5 & ,*ick5s ,extract f a lecture ,on ,memory z a ,key to ! ,ph5om5a ( ,h]$ity deliv]$ by ,butl] at ! ,work+ ,m5's ,college1 ,great ,ormond ,/reet1 on ,saturday1 #bnd ,decemb]1 #ahhb4 ,,:y1 let me ask1 %\ld a h5 lay an egg :i* egg c become a *ick5 9 ab\t ?ree weeks & a full-gr[n h5 9 less ?an a twelvemon?1 :ile a cl]gyman & 8 wife lay no eggs b give bir? to a baby :i* w take ?ree-&-tw5ty ye>s be=e x c become ano!r cl]gyman8 ,:y %\ld n *ick5s be born & cl]gym5 be laid & hat*$8 ,or :y1 at any rate1 %\ld n ! cl]gyman be born full gr[n & 9 ,holy ,ord]s1 n to say already b5efic$8 ,! pres5t arrangem5t is n conv5i5t1 x is n *eap1 x is n free f dang]1 x is n only n p]fect b is s mu* ! rev]se t we c\ld h>dly f9d words to express our s5se ( its awkw>dness if we c\ld look ^u x ) new eyes1 or z ! cuckoo p]haps obs]ves x4 ,! explanation usually giv5 is t x is a law ( nature t *ildr5 %\ld be born z !y are1 b ?is is l ! p>*$ pea :i* ,/4 ,an?ony set be=e ! devil :5 he came to supp] ) him & ( :i* ! devil said t x 0 good z f> z x w5t4 ,we want m2 we want to "k ) :at famili> set ( facts we are to connect ! "o 9 "q :i*1 ?\gh 9 our mid/1 at pres5t dwells ap>t z a my/]i\s /rang] ( ^: belong+s1 reason = com+ among/ u1 antec$5ts1 & s =?1 we believe ourselves to be ignorant1 ?\gh we "k him by sight & "n & h a fair idea :at sort ( man he is to deal )4 ,we say x is a ph5om5on ( h]$ity t *ick5s %\ld be laid z eggs 9 ! fir/ in/ance & cl]gym5 born z babies1 b1 beyond ! fact t we "k h]$ity extremely well to look at & to d bus9ess )1 we say t we "k no?+ ab\t x4 ,i h = "s ye>s ma9ta9$ ?is to be a mi/ake & h urg$1 9 company ) ,pr(essor ,h]+1 ( ,prague1 & o!rs1 t ! connection betwe5 memory & h]$ity is s close t !re is no reason = reg>d+ ! two z g5]ically diff]5t1 ?\gh = conv5i5ce sake x may be well to specify !m by diff]5t names4 ,if ,i c p]suade y t ?is is s1 ,i believe ,i %all be able to make y und]/& :y x is t *ick5s are hat*$ z eggs & cl]gym5 born z babies4 ,:5 ,i say ,i c make y und]/& :y ?is is s1 ,i only mean t ,i c answ] ! fir/ 8:y0 t any "o is likely to ask ab\t x1 & p]haps a 8:y0 or two beh9d ?is4 ,!n ,i mu/ /op4 ,?is is all t is ev] meant by ^? :o say !y c tell u :y a ?+ is s & s4 ,no "o pr(esses to be able to rea* back to ! la/ 8:y0 t any "o c ask1 & to answ] x4 ,=tunately = philosoph]s1 p g5]ally become fatigu$ aft] !y h he>d ! answ] to two or ?ree 8:ys0 & are glad en\gh to let ! matt] drop4 ,if1 h[ev]1 any "o w insi/ on pu%+ "q beh9d "q long en\gh1 he w compel u to admit t we come to ! end ( our k :i* is bas$ ultimately ^u ignorance4 ,to get k out ( ignorance seems almo/ z hopeless a task z to get some?+ out ( any numb] ( no?+s1 b ?is 9 practice is :at we h to d & ! less fuss we make ov] x ! bett]4 ,:51 !re=e1 we say t we "k 8:y0 a ?+ is s & s1 we mean t we "k its imm$iate antec$5ts & connections1 & f9d !m famili> to u4 ,i say t ! imm$iate antec$5t (1 & ! ph5om5on mo/ closely connect$ )1 h]$ity is memory4 ,i d n pr(ess to %[ :y any?+ c rememb] at all1 ,i only ma9ta9 t :]eas1 to borr[ an illu/ration f ma!matics1 life 0 =m]ly an equation (1 say1 #ajj unkn[n quantities1 x is n[ "o ( only1 inasmu* z memory & h]$ity h be5 %[n to be "o & ! same ?+4 ,memory i ,memory is a k9d ( way 7or weight--:i*ev] x %\ld be7 t ! m9d has got ^u x1 9 virtue ( :i* ! s5sation excit$ endures a little long] ?an ! cause :i* excit$ x4 ,!re is ?us induc$ a /ate ( ?+s 9 :i* m5tal images1 & ev5 physical s5sations 7if !re c be su* a ?+ z a physical s5sation7 exi/ by virtue ( association1 ?\gh ! conditions :i* orig9ally call$ !m into exi/5ce no long] cont9ue4 ,?is is z ! e*o cont9u+ to rev]b]ate aft] ! s\nd has ceas$4 ii ,to be is to ?9k & to be ?9kable4 ,to live is to cont9ue ?9k+ & to rememb] hav+ done s4 ,memory is to m9d z viscosity is to protoplasm1 x gives a t5acity to ?\ght--a k9d ( pi$ t]re f :i* x c1 & )\t :i* x c\ld n1 advance4 ,?\ght1 9 fact1 & memory seem insep>able2 no ?\ght1 no memory2 & no memory1 no ?\ght4 ,&1 z consci\s ?\ght & consci\s memory are functions "o ( ano!r1 s also are unconsci\s ?\ght & unconsci\s memory4 ,memory is1 z x 71 ! body ( ?\ght1 & x is ?r\gh memory t body & m9d are l9k$ toge!r 9 rhy?m or vibration2 = body is su* z x is by reason ( ! *>act]i/ics ( ! vibrations t are go+ on 9 x1 & memory is only due to ! fact t ! vibrations are ( su* *>act]i/ics z to cat* on to & be caught on to by o!r vibrations t fl[ into !m f )\t--no cat*1 no memory4 ,anti!ses ,memory & =getfulness are z life & dea? to "o ano!r4 ,to live is to rememb] & to rememb] is to live4 ,to die is to =get & to =get is to die4 ,ev]y?+ is s mu* involv$ 9 & is s mu* a process ( its opposite t1 z x is almo/ fair to call dea? a process ( life & life a process ( dea?1 s x is to call memory a process ( =gett+ & =gett+ a process ( rememb]+4 ,!re is nev] ei!r absolute memory or absolute =getfulness1 absolute life or absolute dea?4 ,s ) light & d>kness1 heat & cold1 y nev] c get ei!r all ! light1 or all ! heat1 out ( any?+4 ,s ) ,god & ! devil2 s ) ev]y?+4 ,ev]y?+ is l a door sw++ backw>ds & =w>ds4 ,ev]y?+ has a little ( t f :i* x is mo/ remote & to :i* x is mo/ oppos$ & ^! anti!ses s]ve to expla9 "o ano!r4 ,unconsci\s ,memory ,a man at ! ,c5tury ,club 0 fall+ f\l ( me ! o!r night = my use ( ! ^w 8memory40 ,!re 0 no su* ?+1 he said1 z 8unconsci\s memory0--memory 0 always consci\s1 & s =?4 ,my bus9ess is--& ,i ?9k x c be easily done--to %[ t !y _c beat me (f my unconsci\s memory )\t my be+ able to beat !m (f _! consci\s memory2 t !y _c d5y ! legitimacy ( my ma9ta9+ ! ph5om5a ( h]$ity to be ph5om5a ( memory )\t my be+ able to d5y ! legitimacy ( _! ma9ta9+ ! recollection ( :at !y _h = d9n] ye/]day to be a ph5om5on ( memory4 ,my !ory ( ! unconsci\s does n lead to univ]sal unconsci\sness1 b only to pigeon-hol+ & putt+ by4 ,we %all always get new ?+s to worry ab\t4 ,if ,i ?\ght t by le>n+ m & m ,i %\ld ev] arrive at ! k ( absolute tru?1 ,i w\ld leave (f /udy+4 ,b ,i believe ,i am pretty safe4 ,reproduction & ,memory ,!re is ! reproduction ( an idea :i* has be5 produc$ once already1 & !re is ! reproduction ( a liv+ =m :i* has be5 produc$ once already4 ,! fir/ reproduction is c]ta9ly an ef=t ( memory4 ,x %\ld n !re=e surprise u if ! second reproduction %\ld turn out to be an ef=t ( memory also4 ,inde$ all =ms ( reproduction t we c foll[ are bas$ directly or indirectly ^u memory4 ,x is only ! "o great act ( reproduction t we _c foll[ :i* we disconnect f memory4 ,p]sonal ,id5tity ,we are s f> id5tical ) our ance/ors & our contempor>ies t x is v r>ely we c see any?+ t !y d n see4 ,x is n unju/ t ! s9s ( ! fa!rs %\ld be visit$ ^u ! *ildr51 = ! *ildr5 committ$ ! s9s :5 9 ! p]sons ( _! fa!rs2 !y ate ! s\r grapes be=e !y 7 born3 true1 !y h =gott5 ! pleasure n[1 b s has a man ) a sick heada*e =gott5 ! pleasure ( gett+ drunk ! night be=e4 ,s5sations ,our s5sations are only di/+ui%able because we feel !m 9 diff]5t places & at diff]5t times4 ,if we feel !m at v ne>ly ! same "t & place we _c di/+ui% !m4 ,cobwebs 9 ! ,d>k ,if y walk at night & y\r face comes up aga9/ a spid]'s web wov5 across ! road1 :at a %ock t ?9 l9e gives y6 ,y fri/le ?r\gh e n]ve ( y\r body4 ,%ocks & ,memory ,memory is our s5se t we are be+ %ock$ n[ z we 7 %ock$ !n4 ,%ocks ,giv5 matt] consci\s 9 "o "p ( itself ( a %ock 9 ano!r "p 7i4e4 kn[+ 9 :at "p ( itself x is %ock$7 reta9+ a memory ( ea* %ock = a little :ile aft]w>ds1 able to feel :e!r two %ocks are simultane\s or 9 succession1 & able to "k :e!r x has be5 %ock$ mu* or little--giv5 also t association does n /ick to ! lett] ( its bond--& ! re/ w foll[4 ,design i ,!re is (t5 connection b no design1 z :5 ,i /amp my foot ) design & %ake some?+ d[n )\t design1 or z :5 a man runs up aga9/ ano!r 9 ! /reet & knocks him d[n )\t int5d+ x4 ,?is is undesign )9 design4 ,fanci$ insults are felt by p :o see design 9 a connection :]e !y %\ld see little connection1 & no design4 ,connection ) design is sometimes h>d to di/+ui% f connection )\t design2 z :5 a man treads on ano!r's corns1 x is n always easy to say :e!r he has done s accid5tally or on purpose4 ,m5 h be5 fond 9 all ages ( ascrib+ connection :]e !re is none4 ,?us a/rology has be5 believ$ 94 ,be=e la/ ,*ri/mas ,i said ,i _h neglect$ ! fea/s ( ! ,*ur* too mu*1 & t ,i %\ld probably be m prosp]\s if ,i paid m att5tion to !m3 s ,i hung up ?ree pieces ( ivy 9 my rooms on ,xmas ,eve4 ,a few mon?s aft]w>ds ,i got ! entail cut (f my rev]sion1 b ,i %\ld h>dly ?9k !re 0 mu* connection betwe5 ! two ?+s4 ,nev]!less ,i %all hang "s holly up ?is ye>4 ii ,x seems also design$1 ab extra 7?\gh :o c say :e!r ?is is s871 t no "o %\ld "k any?+ :atev] ab\t ! ultimate1 or ev5 deep] spr+s ( gr[? & action4 ,if n design$ ! result is arriv$ at z effectually z ?\gh x 7 s4 ,accid5t1 ,design & ,memory ,x is "r to say ei!r t h]$ity & memory are "o & ! same ?+1 or t h]$ity is a mode ( memory1 or t h]$ity is due to memory1 if x is !reby int5d$ t animals c only gr[ 9 virtue ( be+ able to recollect4 ,memory & h]$ity are ! means ( pres]v+ exp]i5ces1 ( build+ !m toge!r1 ( unit+ a mass ( (t5 confus$ detail into homog5e\s & consi/5t m9d & matt]1 b !y d n orig9ate4 ,! increm5t 9 ea* g5]ation1 at ! mom5t ( its be+ an increm5t1 has no?+ to d ) memory or h]$ity1 x is due to ! *ances & *anges ( ?is mortal /ate4 ,design comes 9 at ! mom5t t a liv+ be+ ei!r feels a want & =eca/s = its gratification1 or utilises "s waif or /ray ( accid5t on ! pr9ciple1 :i* und]lies all developm5t1 t en\gh is a little m ?an :at "o has4 ,x is ! bus9ess ( memory & h]$ity to cons]ve & to transmit f "o g5]ation to ano!r t :i* has be5 furni%$ by design1 or by accid5t design$ly turn$ to acc\nt4 ,x is !re=e n "r to say1 z "s h suppos$ me to mean1 t we c d no?+ :i* we d n rememb] to h done be=e4 ,we c d no?+ v difficult or complicat$ :i* we h n done be=e1 unless z by a t\r de =ce1 once 9 a way1 "u exceptionally fav\rable circum/ances1 b our :ole consci\s life is ! p]=mance ( acts ei!r imp]fectly rememb]$ or n rememb]$ at all4 ,!re are ra9-drops ( new exp]i5ces 9 e life :i* are n )9 ! hold ( our memory or pa/ exp]i5ce1 &1 z ea* "o ( ^! ra9-drops came orig9ally f some?+ outside1 ! :ole riv] ( our life has 9 its inception no?+ to d ) memory1 ?\gh x is only ?r\gh memory t ! ra9-drops ( new exp]i5ce c ev] unite to =m a full fl[+ riv] ( v>i\sly organis$ life & intellig5ce4 ,memory & ,mi/akes ,memory vani%es ) extremes ( resemblance or diff]5ce4 ,?+s :i* put u 9 m9d ( o!rs mu/ be nei!r too l nor too unlike !m4 ,x is our s5se t a position is n q ! same :i* makes u f9d x s ne>ly ! same4 ,we rememb] by ! aid ( diff]5ces z mu* z by t ( sam5esses4 ,if !re c\ld be no diff]5ce !re w\ld be no memory1 = ! two positions w\ld become absolutely "o & ! same1 & ! univ]se w\ld repeat itself = ev] & ev] z betwe5 ^! two po9ts4 ,:5 n9ety-n9e hundr$?s ( "o set ( ph5om5a are pres5t$ :ile ! hundr$? is )drawn )\t app>5t cause1 s t we c no long] d some?+ :i* accord+ to our pa/ exp]i5ce we ought to f9d no difficulty 9 do+1 !n we may guess :at a bee mu/ feel z x goes fly+ up & d[n a w9d[-pane4 ,!n we h d\bts ?r[n ^u ! fundam5tal axiom ( life1 i4e4 t l antec$5ts w be foll[$ by l consequ5ts4 ,on ?is we g mad & die 9 a %ort "t4 ,mi/ak5 memory may be z pot5t z g5u9e recollection1 s f> z its effects g1 unless x happ5s to come m into collision ) o!r & n mi/ak5 memories ?an x is able to cont5d aga9/4 ,mi/akes or delusions occur ma9ly 9 two ways4 ,fir/1 :5 ! circum/ances h *ang$ a little b n en\gh to make u recognise ! fact3 ?is may happ5 ei!r because ( want ( att5tion on our "p or because ( ! hidd5 nature ( ! alt]ation1 or because ( its slightness 9 itself1 ! importance dep5d+ ^u its relations to some?+ else :i* make a v small *ange h an importance x w\ld n o!rwise h3 9 ^! cases ! memory rev]ts to ! old circum/ances unmodifi$1 a suffici5t numb] ( ! associat$ ideas hav+ be5 reproduc$ to make u assume ! rema9d] )\t fur!r inspection1 & h5ce foll[s a want ( h>mony betwe5 action & circum/ances :i* results 9 tr\ble some:]e4 ,secondly1 ?r\gh ! memory n rev]t+ 9 full p]fection1 ?\gh ! circum/ances are reproduc$ fully & accurately4 ,rememb]+ ,:5 ask$ to rememb] 8some?+0 indef9itely y _c3 y look r\nd at once = some?+ to sugge/ :at y %all try & rememb]4 ,= ?\ght mu/ be always ab\t "s 8?+0 :i* ?+ mu/ ei!r be a ?+ by c\rtesy1 z an air ( ,h&el's1 or else a solid1 tangible object1 z a piano or an organ1 b always ! ?+ mu/ be l9k$ on to matt] by a long] or %ort] *a9 z ! case may be4 ,i 0 ?9k+ ( ?is once :ile walk+ by ! side ( ! ,s]p5t9e &1 look+ r\nd1 saw "s ducks alight+ on ! wat]2 _! feet rem9d$ me ( ! way ! sea-birds us$ to alight :5 ,i 0 go+ to ,new ,zeal& & ,i set to "w recall+ att5dant facts4 ,)\t help f outside ,i %\ld h rememb]$ no?+4 ,a ,torn ,f+]-,nail ,h5ry ,ho>e a college fri5d1 :5 a "y man ( ab\t five-&-tw5ty1 "o day tore ! quick ( 8 f+]nail--,i mean he sep>at$ ! fle%y "p ( ! f+] f ! nail--& ?is rem9d$ him t _m ye>s previ\sly1 :ile q a *ild1 he _h done ! same ?+4 ,!reon he fell to ?9k+ ( t "t :i* 0 impress$ ^u 8 memory p>tly because !re 0 a great di/urbance 9 ! h\se ab\t a miss+ five-p\nd note & p>tly because x 0 :ile he _h ! sc>let fev]4 ,foll[+ ! tra9 ( ?\ght ar\s$ by 8 torn f+]1 he ask$ himself h[ he _h torn x1 & aft] a :ile x came back to him t he _h be5 ly+ ill 9 b$ z a *ild ( sev5 at ! h\se ( an aunt :o liv$ 9 ,h]t=d%ire4 ,8 arms (t5 hung out ( ! b$ &1 z 8 h&s w&]$ ov] ! wood5 frame1 he felt t !re 0 a place :]e nut _h come out s t he c\ld put 8 f+]s 94 ,"o day1 9 try+ to /uff a piece ( pap] into ?is hole1 he /uff$ x 9 s f> & s tightly t he tore ! quick ( nail4 ,! :ole ?+ came back vividly &1 ?\gh he _h n ?\ght ( x = ne>ly tw5ty ye>s1 he c\ld see ! room 9 8 aunt's h\se & rememb]$ h[ 8 aunt use to sit by 8 b$side writ+ at a little table f :i* he _h got ! piece ( pap] :i* he _h /uff$ into ! hole4 ,s f> s good4 ,b !n !re fla%$ ^u him an idea t 0 n s pleasant4 ,i mean x came ^u him ) irresi/ible =ce t ! piece ( pap]1 he _h /uff$ into ! hole 9 ! b$/ead 0 ! miss+ five-p\nd note ab\t :i* !re _h be5 s mu* di/urbance4 ,at t "t he 0 s "y t a five-p\nd note 0 to him only a piece ( pap]2 :5 he he>d t ! money 0 miss+1 he _h ?\ght x 0 five sov]eigns2 or p]haps he 0 too ill to ?9k any?+1 or to be que/ion$2 ,i =get :at ,i 0 told ab\t ?is--at any rate he _h no idea ( ! value ( ! piece ( pap] he 0 /uff+ into ! hole4 ,b n[ ! matt] _h recurr$ to him at all he felt s sure t x 0 ! note t he imm$iately w5t d[n to ,h]t=d%ire1 :]e 8 aunt 0 /ill liv+1 & ask$1 to ! surprise ( e "o1 to be all[$ to wa% 8 h&s 9 ! room he _h occupi$ z a *ild4 ,he 0 told t !re 7 fri5ds /ay+ 9 ! h\se :o _h ! room at pres5t1 b1 on 8 say+ he _h a reason & p>ticul>ly begg+ to be all[$ to rema9 alone a little :ile 9 ?is room1 he 0 tak5 up/airs & left !re4 ,he w5t to ! b$1 lift$ up ! *9tz :i* !n cov]$ ! frame1 & f\nd 8 old fri5d ! hole4 ,a nut _h be5 suppli$ & he c\ld no long] get 8 f+] into x4 ,he rang ! bell & :5 ! s]vant came ask$ = a b$-key4 ,all ?is "t he 0 rapidly acquir+ ! reputation ( be+ a lunatic ?r\gh\t ! :ole h\se1 b ! key 0 br\ght1 & by ! help ( x he got ! nut (f4 ,:5 he _h done s1 !re1 sure en\gh1 by d9t ( pick+ ) 8 pocket-knife1 he f\nd ! miss+ five-p\nd note4 ,see h[ ! return ( a giv5 pres5t br+s back ! pres5ts t h be5 associat$ ) x4 ,unconsci\s ,association ,"o morn+ ,i 0 :i/l+ to myself ! air 8,9 ,sweete/ ,h>mony0 f ,saul4 ,jones he>d me & said3 8,d y "k :y y are :i/l+ t80 ,i said ,i did n4 ,!n he said3 8,did y n he> me1 two m9utes ago1 :i/l+ #8,eagles 7 n s ,swift'80 ,i _h n notic$ 8 do+ s1 & x 0 s long s9ce ,i _h play$ t *orus myself t ,i d\bt :e!r ,i %\ld h consci\sly recognis$ x4 ,t ,i did recognise x unconsci\sly is tol]ably cle> f my hav+ gone on ) 8,9 ,sweete/ ,h>mony10 :i* is ! air t foll[s x4 ,association ,if y say 8,hallelujah0 to a cat1 x w excite no fix$ set ( fibres 9 connection ) any o!r set & ! cat w exhibit none ( ! ph5om5a ( consci\sness4 ,b if y say 8,me-e-at10 ! cat w be !re 9 a mom5t1 = ! due connection betwe5 ! sets ( fibres has be5 e/abli%$4 ,language ,! reason :y words recall ideas is t ! ^w has be5 artificially introduc$ among ! associat$ ideas1 & ! pres5ce ( "o idea recalls ! o!rs4 ,v ,vibrations ,contributions to ,evolution ,to me x seems t my contributions to ! !ory ( evolution h be5 ma9ly ^!3 #a4 ,! id5tification ( h]$ity & memory & ! coroll>ies relat+ to sports1 ! rev]sion to remote ance/ors1 ! ph5om5a ( old age1 ! causes ( ! /]ility ( hybrids & ! pr9ciples und]ly+ longevity--all ( :i* foll[ z a matt] ( c\rse4 ,?is 0 ,life & ,habit4 #ahgg4 #b4 ,! re-introduction ( teleology into organic life :i*1 to me1 seems h>dly 7if at all7 less important ?an ! ,life & ,habit !ory4 ,?is 0 ,evolution ,old & ,new4 #ahgi4 #c4 ,an attempt to sugge/ an explanation ( ! physics ( memory4 ,i 0 al>m$ by ! sugge/ion & fa!r$ x ^u ,pr(essor ,h]+ :o nev]1 t ,i c see1 meant to say any?+ ( ! k9d1 b ,i =c$ my view on him1 z x 71 by tak+ hold ( a s5t5ce or two 9 8 lecture1 on ,memory z a ,univ]sal ,function ( ,organis$ ,matt] & ?us connect$ memory ) vibrations4 ,?is 0 ,unconsci\s ,memory4 #ahhj4 ,:at ,i want to d n[ #ahhe is to connect vibrations n only ) memory b ) ! physical con/itution ( t body 9 :i* ! memory resides1 ?us adopt+ ,newl&'s law 7sometimes call$ ,m5delejeff's law7 t !re is only "o sub/ance1 & t ! *>act]i/ics ( ! vibrations go+ on )9 x at any giv5 "t w det]m9e :e!r x w appe> to u z 7say7 hydrog51 or sodium1 or *ick5 do+ ?is1 or *ick5 do+ ! o!r4 ,?is t\*$ ^u 9 ! conclud+ *apt] ( ,luck or ,cunn+8 #ahhg4 ,i w\ld make n only ! m9d1 b ! body ( ! organism to dep5d on ! *>act]i/ics ( ! vibrations go+ on )9 x4 ,! same vibrations :i* rem9d ! *ick5 t x wants iron = its blood actually turn ! pre-exi/+ matt] 9 ! egg into ! requir$ mat]ial4 ,accord+ to ?is view ! =m & *>act]i/ics ( ! elem5ts are z mu* ! liv+ expositions ( c]ta9 vibrations--are z mu* our mann] ( p]ceiv+ t ! vibrations go+ on 9 t "p ( ! "o univ]sal sub/ance are su* & su*--z ! col\r yell[ is our p]ception t a sub/ance is be+ /ruck by vibrations ( light1 s _m to ! second1 or z ! action ( a man walk+ ab\t is our mode ( p]ceiv+ t su* & su* ano!r comb9ation ( vibrations is1 = ! pres5t1 go+ on 9 ! sub/ance :i*1 9 consequ5ce1 has assum$ ! %ape ( ! p>ticul> man4 ,x is some:]e 9 ?is neighb\rhood t ,i look = ! connection betwe5 organic & inorganic4 ,! ,univ]sal ,sub/ance i ,we %all nev] get /raight till we leave (f try+ to sep>ate m9d & matt]4 ,m9d is n a ?+ or1 if x be1 we "k no?+ ab\t x2 x is a function ( matt]4 ,matt] is n a ?+ or1 if x be1 we "k no?+ ab\t x2 x is a function ( m9d4 ,we %\ld see an omnipot5t1 univ]sal sub/ance1 sometimes 9 a dynamical & sometimes 9 a /atical condition &1 9 ei!r condition1 always reta9+ a little ( its opposite2 & we %\ld see ?is sub/ance z at once bo? mat]ial & m5tal1 :e!r x be 9 ! "o condition or 9 ! o!r4 ,! /atical condition repres5ts cont5t1 ! dynamical1 discont5t2 & bo? cont5t & discont5t1 ea* /ill reta9+ a little ( its opposite1 mu/ be c>ri$ d[n to ! l[e/ atom4 ,action is ! process :]eby ?\ght1 :i* is m5tal1 is mat]ialis$ & :]eby sub/ance1 :i* is mat]ial1 is m5talis$4 ,x is l ! pres5t1 :i* unites times pa/ & future & :i* is ! only "t wor? ?9k+ ( & yet is ! only "t :i* has no exi/5ce4 ,i d n say t ?\ght actually passes into sub/ance1 or m9d into matt]1 by way ( action--,i d n "k :at ?\ght is--b e ?\ght involves bodily *ange1 i4e4 action1 & e action involves ?\ght1 consci\s or unconsci\s4 ,! action is ! po9t ( juncture betwe5 bodily *ange1 visible & o!rwise s5sible1 & m5tal *ange :i* is invisible except z reveal$ ?r\gh action4 ,s t action is ! mat]ial symbol ( c]ta9 /ates ( m9d4 ,x translates ! ?\ght into a correspond+ bodily *ange4 ii ,:5 ! univ]sal sub/ance is at re/1 t is1 n vibrat+ at all1 x is absolutely imp]ceptible :e!r by itself or any?+ else4 ,x is to all int5ts & purposes fa/ asleep or1 r1 s completely non-exi/5t t y c walk ?r\gh x1 or x ?r\gh y1 & x kn[s nei!r "t nor space b pres5ts all ! appe>ance ( p]fect vacuum4 ,x is 9 an absolutely /atical /ate4 ,b :5 x is n at re/1 x becomes p]ceptible bo? to itself & o!rs2 t is to say1 x assumes mat]ial guise su* z makes x imp]ceptible bo? to itself & o!rs4 ,x is !n t5d+ t[>ds re/1 i4e4 9 a dynamical /ate4 ,! n be+ at re/ is ! be+ 9 a vibratory condition4 ,x is ! di/urbance ( ! repose ( ! univ]sal1 invisible & altoge!r imp]ceptible sub/ance by way ( vibration :i* con/itutes matt] at all2 x is ! "* ( ! vibrations :i* con/itutes ! p>ticul> k9d ( matt]4 7,may we imag9e t "s vibrations vibrate ) a rhy?m :i* has a t5d5cy to recur l ! figures 9 a recurr+ decimal1 & t "h we h ! orig9 ( ! reproductive sy/em87 ,we %\ld realise t all space is at all times full ( a /uff end[$ ) a m9d & t bo? /uff & m9d are immat]ial & imp]ceptible s long z !y are undi/urb$1 b ! mom5t !y are di/urb$ ! /uff becomes mat]ial & ! m9d p]ceptible4 ,x is n easy to di/urb !m1 = ! atmosph]e protects !m4 ,s long z !y are undi/urb$ !y transmit light1 etc41 j z ?\gh !y 7 a rigid sub/ance1 =1 n be+ di/urb$1 !y detract no?+ f any vibration :i* ent]s !m4 ,:at w cause a r[ w be ! hitt+ ^u "s plan = wak+ up ! e!r4 ,x is "h t we mu/ look = ! ext5sion ( ! _w :5 x has become ov]-peopl$ or :51 ?r\gh its gradual cool+ d[n1 x becomes less suitable = a habitation4 ,by & by we %all make new worlds4 ,m5tal & ,physical ,a /rong hope ( #bj1jjj 9 ! he>t ( a poor b capable man may effect a consid]able r$i/ribution ( ! =ces ( nature--may ev5 remove m\nta9s4 ,! little1 unse5 impalpable hope sets up a vibrat+ movem5t 9 a messy sub/ance %ut 9 a d>k w>m place inside ! man's skull4 ,! vibrat+ sub/ance und]goes a *ange t none c note1 :]eupon r+s ( rhy?m circle outw>ds f x z f a /one ?r[n into a pond1 s t ! ,alps are pi]c$ 9 consequ5ce4 ,vibrations1 ,memory & ,*emical ,prop]ties ,! quality ( e sub/ance dep5ds ^u its vibrations1 b s does ! quality ( all ?\ght & action4 ,quality is only "o mode ( action2 ! action ( develop+1 ! desire to make ?is or t1 & d ?is or t1 & ! /uff we make are alike due to ! nature & *>act]i/ics ( vibrations4 ,i want to connect ! actual manufacture ( ! ?+s a *ick5 makes inside an egg ) ! desire & memory ( ! *ick5s1 s z to %[ t "o & ! same set ( vibrations at once *ange ! univ]sal sub/ratum into ! p>ticul> phase ( x requir$ & awak5 a consci\sness (1 & a memory ( & a desire t[>ds1 ?is p>ticul> phase on ! "p ( ! molecules :i* are be+ vibrat$ into x4 ,s1 = example1 t a set ( vibrations %all at once turn pla9 :ite & yolk ( egg into ! fea!rs1 blood & bones ( a *ick5 &1 at ! same "t1 make ! m9d ( ! embryo to be su* or su* z x is4 ,protoplasm & ,reproduction ,! reason :y ! (fspr+ ( protoplasm progress$1 & ! (fspr+ ( no?+ else does s1 is t ! viscid nature ( protoplasm all[s vibrations to la/ a v long "t1 & s v old vibrations get c>ri$ into any fragm5t t is brok5 (f2 :]eas 9 ! case ( air & wat]1 vibrations get soon effac$ & only v rec5t vibrations get c>ri$ into ! "y air & ! "y wat] :i* are1 !re=e1 born fully gr[n2 !y _c gr[ any m nor c !y decay till !y are kill$ outright by some?+ decompos+ !m4 ,if protoplasm 0 m viscid x w\ld n vibrate easily en\gh2 if less1 x w\ld run away into ! surr\nd+ wat]4 ,g]ms )9 ,g]ms ,:5 we say t ! g]m )9 ! h5's egg rememb]s hav+ made itself into a *ick5 on pa/ occasions1 or t ea* "o ( #ajj1jjj salmon g]ms rememb]s to h made itself into a salmon 7male or female7 9 ! p]sons ( ! s+le pair ( salmon its p>5ts1 d we int5d t ea* s+le "o ( ^! g]ms 0 a witness (1 & a concurr+ ag5t 91 ! developm5t ( ! p>5t =ms f _! respective g]ms1 & t ea* "o ( !m !re=e1 0 %ut up )9 ! p>5t g]m1 l a small box inside a big "o8 ,if s1 !n ! p>5t g]m ) its millions ( bro!rs & si/]s 0 9 l mann] enclos$ )9 a gr&-p>5tal g]m1 & s on till we are driv5 to admit1 aft] ev5 a v few g5]ations1 t ea* ance/or has conta9$ m g]ms ?an c\ld be express$ by a numb] writt5 9 small num]als1 beg9n+ at ,/4 ,paul's & end+ at ,*>+ ,cross4 ,mr4 ,d>w9's provisional !ory ( pang5esis comes to some?+ v l ?is1 s f> z x c be und]/ood at all4 ,!re=e x w save tr\ble 7& we %\ld obs]ve no o!r consid]ation7 to say t ! g]ms t unite to =m any giv5 sexually produc$ individual 7 n pres5t 9 ! g]ms1 or ) ! g]ms1 f :i* ! p>5ts sprang1 b t !y came into ! p>5ts' bodies at "s lat] p]iod4 ,we may p]haps f9d x conv5i5t to acc\nt = _! intimate acqua9tance ) ! pa/ hi/ory ( ! body into :i* !y h be5 introduc$ by suppos+ t 9 virtue ( assimilation !y h acquir$ c]ta9 p]iodical rhy?ms already pre-exi/+ 9 ! p>5tal bodies1 & t ! communication ( ! *>act]i/ics ( ^! rhy?ms det]m9es at once ! physical & psy*ical developm5t ( ! individual 9 a c\rse z ne>ly l t ( ! p>5ts z *ang$ surr\nd+s w all[4 ,=1 accord+ to my ,life & ,habit !ory1 ev]y?+ 9 connection ) embryonic developm5t is ref]r$ to memory1 & ?is involves t ! ?+ rememb]+ %\ld h be5 pres5t & an actor 9 ! developm5t :i* x is suppos$ to rememb]2 b we h j settl$ t ! g]ms :i* unite to =m any individual1 & :i* :5 unit$ proce$ to develop accord+ to :at ,i suppose to be _! memory ( _! previ\s developm5ts1 7 n p>ticipators 9 any previ\s developm5t & _c !re=e rememb] x4 ,!y _c rememb] ev5 a s+le developm5t1 mu* less c !y rememb] t inf9ite s]ies ( developm5ts ! recollection & epitomisation ( :i* is a s9e qua non = ! unconsci\sness :i* we note 9 normal developm5t4 ,i see no way ( gett+ out ( ?is difficulty s conv5i5t z to say t a memory is ! reproduction & recurr5ce ( a rhy?m communicat$ directly or indirectly f "o sub/ance to ano!r1 & t :]e a c]ta9 rhy?m exi/s !re is a c]ta9 /ock ( memories1 :e!r ! actual matt] 9 :i* ! rhy?m n[ subsi/s 0 pres5t ) ! matt] 9 :i* x arose or n4 ,!re is ano!r little difficulty 9 ! "q :e!r ! matt] t ,i suppose introduc$ into ! p>5ts' bodies dur+ _! life-hi/ories1 & t goes to =m ! g]ms t aft]w>ds become _! (fspr+1 is liv+ or non-liv+4 ,if liv+1 !n x has its own memories & life-hi/ories :i* mu/ be cancell$ & undone be=e ! assimilation & ! becom+ imbu$ ) new rhy?ms c be complete4 ,t is to say x mu/ become z ne> non-liv+ z any?+ c become4 ,soon] or lat]1 !n1 we get ?is introduc$ matt] to be non-liv+ 7z we may call x7 & ! puzzle is h[ to get x liv+ aga94 ,= we /r5u\sly d5y equivocal g5]ation4 ,:5 matt] is liv+ we cont5d t x c only h be5 begott5 ( o!r l liv+ matt]2 we d5y t x c h become liv+ f non-liv+4 ,"h1 h[ev]1 )9 ! bodies ( animals & vegetables we f9d equivocal g5]ation a necessity2 nor d ,i see any way out ( x except by ma9ta9+ t no?+ is ev] ei!r q dead or q alive1 b t a little leav5 ( ! "o is always left 9 ! o!r4 ,= x w\ld be z difficult to get ! ?+ dead if x is once all alive1 z alive if once all dead4 ,accord+ to ?is view to beget (fspr+ is to communicate to two pieces ( protoplasm 7:i* aft]w>ds comb9e7 c]ta9 rhy?mic vibrations :i*1 ?\gh too feeble to g5]ate visible action until !y receive accession ( fre% simil> rhy?ms f ext]ior objects1 yet on receipt ( su* accession set ! game ( developm5t go+ & ma9ta9 x4 ,x w be obs]v$ t ! rhy?ms suppos$ to be communicat$ to any g]ms are su* z h be5 already repeat$ly refre%$ by rhy?ms f ext]ior objects 9 prec$+ g5]ations1 s t a consonance is rehe>s$ & pre-arrang$1 z x 71 betwe5 ! rhy?m 9 ! g]m & ^? t 9 ! normal c\rse ( its ult]ior exi/5ce are likely to fl[ into x4 ,if !re is too s]i\s a discord betwe5 inn] & out] rhy?ms ! organism dies4 ,atoms & ,fix$ ,laws ,:5 p talk ( atoms obey+ fix$ laws1 !y are ei!r ascrib+ "s k9d ( intellig5ce & free w to atoms or !y are talk+ nons5se4 ,!re is no ob$i5ce unless !re is at any rate a pot5tiality ( disobey+4 ,no objection c lie to our suppos+ pot5tial or elem5t>y volition & consci\sness to exi/ 9 atoms1 on ! score t _! action w\ld be less regul> or uni=m if !y _h free w ?an if !y _h n4 ,by giv+ !m free w we d no m ?an ^? :o make !m b\nd to obey fix$ laws4 ,!y w be z c]ta9 to use _! fre$om ( w only 9 p>ticul> ways z to be driv5 into ^? ways by ob$i5ce to fix$ laws4 ,! little elem5t ( individual caprice 7suppos+ we />t ) free w71 or 7suppos+ we />t ) necessity7 ! little elem5t ( /iffneck$ness1 bo? ( :i* elem5ts we f9d ev]y:]e 9 nature1 ^! are ! ?+s t prev5t ev5 ! mo/ reliable ?+s f be+ absolutely reliable4 ,x is !y t =m ! po9t ( contact betwe5 ?is univ]se & some?+ else q diff]5t 9 :i* none ( ^? fundam5tal ideas obta9 )\t :i* we _c ?9k at all4 ,s we say t nitr\s acid is m reliable ?an nitric = et*+4 ,atoms h a m9d z mu* small] & less complex ?an ours z _! bodies are small] & less complex4 ,complex m9d involves complex matt] & vice v]sa4 ,on ! :ole ,i ?9k x w\ld be mo/ conv5i5t to end[ all atoms ) a some?+ ( consci\sness & volition1 & to hold !m to be pro tanto1 liv+4 ,we mu/ suppose !m able to rememb] & =get1 i4e4 to reta9 c]ta9 vibrations t h be5 once e/abli%$--gradually to lose !m & to receive o!rs in/ead4 ,we mu/ suppose "s m intellig5t1 v]satile & ( great] associative p[] ?an o!rs4 ,?9k+ ,all ?9k+ is ( di/urbance1 dynamical1 a /ate ( unre/ t5d+ t[>ds equilibrium4 ,x is all a mode ( classify+ & ( criticis+ ) a view ( kn[+ :e!r x gives u1 or is likely to give u1 pleasure or no4 ,equilibrium ,9 ! highe/ consci\sness !re is /ill unconsci\sness1 9 ! l[e/ unconsci\sness !re is /ill consci\sness4 ,if !re is no consci\sness !re is no ?+1 or no?+4 ,to und]/& p]fectly w\ld be to cease to und]/& at all4 ,x is 9 ! ess5ce ( heav5 t we are n to be ?w>t$ or irritat$1 ?is involves absolute equilibrium & absolute equilibrium involves absolute unconsci\sness4 ,*ri/ is equilibrium--! n want+ any?+1 ei!r m or less4 ,dea? also is equilibrium4 ,b ,*ri/ is a m liv+ k9d ( dea? ?an dea? is4 ,,vi ,m9d & ,matt] ,motion ,,we _c def9e ei!r motion or matt]1 b we h c]ta9 r\gh & ready ideas conc]n+ !m :i*1 "r or wrong1 we mu/ make ! be/ ( )\t m words1 = ! *ances are t5 to "o t attempt$ def9ition w fuzz m ?an x w cle>4 ,r\ghly1 matt] & motion are functions "o ( ano!r1 z are m9d & matt]2 !y are ess5tially concomitant ) "o ano!r1 & nei!r c v>y b ! o!r v>ies also4 ,y _c h a ?+ 8matt]0 by itself :i* %all h no motion 9 x1 nor yet a ?+ 8motion0 by itself :i* %all exi/ ap>t f matt]2 y mu/ h bo? or nei!r4 ,y c h matt] mov+ mu*1 or little1 & 9 all conceivable ways2 b y _c h matt] )\t any motion m ?an y c h motion )\t any matt] t is mov+4 ,its /ates1 its behavi\r "u v>y+ circum/ances1 t is to say ! *>act]i/ics ( its motions1 are all t we c cognise 9 respect ( matt]4 ,we recognise c]ta9 v>y+ /ates or conditions ( matt] & give "o /ate "o "n1 & ano!r ano!r1 z ?\gh x 7 a man or a dog2 b x is ! /ate n ! matt] t we cognise1 j z x is ! man's moods & outw>d semblance t we alone note1 :ile kn[+ no?+ ( ! man4 ,( matt] 9 its ultimate ess5ce & ap>t f motion we "k no?+ :atev]4 ,z f> z we are conc]n$ !re is no su* ?+3 x has no exi/5ce3 = de non app>5tibus et non exi/5tibus eadem e/ ratio4 ,x is a mi/ake1 !re=e1 to speak ab\t an 8et]nal un*angeable und]ly+ sub/ance0 z ,i am afraid ,i did 9 ! la/ pages ( ,luck or ,cunn+8 b ,i am n go+ to be at ! tr\ble ( see+4 ,=1 if ! sub/ance is et]nal & unkn[able & un*angeable1 x is tantam\nt to no?+4 ,no?+ c be ne>] non-exi/5ce ?an et]nal unkn[abl5ess & un*angeabl5ess4 ,if1 on ! o!r h&1 ! sub/ance *anges1 !n x is n unkn[able1 or uncognisable1 = by cognis+ its *anges we cognise x4 ,*anges are ! only ?+s t we c cognise4 ,besides1 we _c h sub/ance *ang+ )\t condition *ang+1 & if we c\ld we might z well ignore condition4 ,does x n seem z ?\gh1 s9ce ! motions or /ates are all t we cognise1 !y %\ld be all t we ne$ take acc\nt (8 ,*ange ( condition is *ange ( sub/ance4 ,!n :at d we want ) sub/ance8 ,:y h two ideas :5 "o w d8 ,i suppose x has all come ab\t because !re are s _m tables & *airs & /ones t appe> n to be mov+1 & ?is gave u ! idea ( a solid sub/ance )\t any motion 9 x4 ,h[ w\ld x be to />t ) motion approximately pat5t1 & motion approximately lat5t 7absolute pat5cy & absolute lat5cy be+ unatta9able71 & lay d[n t motion lat5t z motion becomes pat5t z sub/ance1 or matt] ( *air-&-table ord]2 & t :5 pat5t z motion x is lat5t z matt] & sub/ance8 ,i am only j recov]+ f sev]e influ5za & h no d\bt ,i h be5 writ+ nons5se4 ,matt] & ,m9d i ,p say we c conceive ! exi/5ce ( matt] & ! exi/5ce ( m9d4 ,i d\bt x4 ,i d\bt h[ f> we h any def9ite conception ( m9d or ( matt]1 pure & simple4 ,:at is meant by conceiv+ a ?+ or und]/&+ x8 ,:5 we he> ( a piece ( matt] in/9ct ) m9d1 z protoplasm1 = example1 !re c]ta9ly comes up be=e our clos$ eyes an idea1 a picture :i* we imag9e to be> "s resemblance to ! ?+ we are he>+ (4 ,b :5 we try to ?9k ( matt] ap>t f e attribute ( matt] 7& ?is ,i suspect comes ultimately to 8ap>t f e attribute ( m9d07 we get no image be=e our clos$ eyes--we realise no?+ to ourselves4 ,p]haps we surreptiti\sly introduce "s little attribute1 & !n we ?9k we h conceiv$ ( matt] pure & simple1 b ?is ,i ?9k is z f> z we c g4 ,! l holds good = m9d3 we mu/ smuggle 9 a little matt] be=e we get any def9ite idea at all4 ii ,matt] & m9d are z heat & cold1 z life & dea?1 c]ta9ty & unc]ta9ty1 union & sep>at5ess4 ,!re is no absolute heat1 life1 c]ta9ty1 union1 nor is !re any absolute cold1 dea?1 unc]ta9ty or sep>at5ess4 ,we c conceive ( no ultimate limit beyond :i* a ?+ _c become ei!r hott] or cold]1 !re is no limit2 !re are degrees ( heat & cold1 b !re is no heat s great t we _c fancy its becom+ a little hott]1 t is we _c fancy its n hav+ /ill a few degrees ( cold 9 x :i* c be extract$4 ,heat & cold are always relative to "o ano!r1 !y are nev] absolute4 ,s ) life & dea?1 !re is nei!r p]fect life nor p]fect dea?1 b 9 ! highe/ life !re is "s dea? & 9 ! l[e/ dea? !re is /ill "s life4 ,! fraction is s small t 9 practice x may & mu/ be neglect$2 x is neglect$1 h[ev]1 n z ( "r b z ( grace1 & ! "r to insi/ on x is nev] f9ally & indefeasibly waiv$4 iii ,an en]gy is a s\l--a some?+ work+ 9 u4 ,z we _c imag9e heat ap>t f some?+ :i* is hot1 nor motion )\t some?+ t is mov+1 s we _c imag9e an en]gy1 or work+ p[]1 )\t matt] ?r\gh :i* x manife/s itself4 ,on ! o!r h&1 we _c imag9e matt] )\t ?9k+ ( x z capable ( "s k9d ( work+ p[] or en]gy--we _c ?9k ( matt] )\t ?9k+ ( x z 9 "s way ens\l$4 iv ,matt] & m9d =m "o ano!r1 i4e4 !y give to "o ano!r ! =m 9 :i* we see !m4 ,!y are ! helpmeets to "o ano!r t cross ea* o!r & undo ea* o!r &1 9 ! undo+1 d &1 9 ! do+1 undo1 & s see-saw ad inf9itum4 ,organic & ,inorganic ,animals & plants _c und]/& our bus9ess1 s we h d5i$ t !y c und]/& _! own4 ,:at we call inorganic matt] _c und]/& ! animals' & plants' bus9ess1 we h !re=e d5i$ t x c und]/& any?+ :atev]4 ,:at we call inorganic is n s really1 b ! organisation is too subtle = our s5ses or = any ( ^? appliances ) :i* we assi/ !m4 ,x is d$ucible h[ev] z a necessity by an ex]cise ( ! reason+ faculties4 ,p look$ at glaci]s = ?\s&s ( ye>s be=e !y f\nd out t ice 0 a fluid1 s x has tak5 !m & w cont9ue to take !m n less be=e !y see t ! inorganic is n :olly inorganic4 ,! ,p[] to make ,mi/akes ,?is is "o ( ! crit]ia ( life z we commonly ?9k ( x4 ,if oxyg5 c\ld g wrong & mi/ake "s o!r gas = hydrog5 & ?us le>n n to mi/ake x any m1 we %\ld say oxyg5 0 alive4 ,! old] life is1 ! m un]r+ x becomes 9 respect ( ?+s ab\t :i* x is conv]sant--! m l1 9 fact1 x becomes to su* a ?+ z ! =ce ( gravity1 bo? z reg>ds un]r+ness & unconsci\sness4 ,is life su* a =ce z gravity 9 process ( =mation1 & 0 gravity once--or r1 7 ?+s once liable to make mi/akes on su* a subject z gravity8 ,if any "o w tell me :at life is ,i w tell him :e!r ! inorganic is alive or n4 ,! ,omnipres5ce ( ,intellig5ce ,a little :ile ago no "o w\ld admit t animals _h intellig5ce4 ,?is is n[ conc$$4 ,at any rate1 !n1 vegetables _h no intellig5ce4 ,?is is be+ fa/ disput$4 ,ev5 ,d>w9 leans t[>ds ! view t !y h intellig5ce4 ,at any rate1 !n1 ! inorganic _w has n got an intellig5ce4 ,ev5 ?is is n[ be+ d5i$4 ,dea? is be+ defeat$ at all po9ts4 ,no soon] d we ?9k we h got a bona fide b>ri] ?an x breaks d[n4 ,! divisions betwe5 v>ieties1 species1 g5us1 all gone2 betwe5 in/9ct & reason1 gone2 betwe5 animals & plants1 gone2 betwe5 man & ! l[] animals1 gone2 s1 ere long1 ! division betwe5 organic & inorganic w g & w take ) x ! division betwe5 m9d & matt]4 ,! ,sup]-,organic ,k+dom ,z ! solid inorganic k+dom sup]v5$ ^u ! gase\s 7ve/iges ( ! old be+1 nev]!less1 c>ri$ ov] into & /ill p]si/+ 9 ! new7 & z ! organic k+dom sup]v5$ ^u ! inorganic 7ve/iges ( ! old be+1 aga91 c>ri$ ov] into & /ill p]si/+ 9 ! new7 s a ?ird k+dom is n[ 9 process ( developm5t1 ! sup]-organic1 ( :i* we see ! g]ms 9 ! less practical & m emotional side ( our nature4 ,man1 = example1 is ! only creature t int]e/s himself 9 8 own pa/1 or =eca/s 8 future to any consid]able ext5t4 ,?is t5d5cy ,i w\ld see z ! monad ( a new regime--a regime t w be no m gov]n$ by ! ideas & habits n[ prevail+ among ourselves ?an we are by ^? /ill obta9+ among /ones or wat]4 ,nev]!less1 if a man be %ot out ( a cannon1 or fall f a great height1 he is to all int5ts & purposes a m]e /one4 ,place any?+ 9 circum/ances entirely =eign to its imm$iate antec$5ts1 & ^? antec$5ts become non-exi/5t to x1 x returns to :at x 0 be=e !y exi/$1 to ! la/ /age t x c recollect z at all analog\s to its pres5t4 ,feel+ ,man is a sub/ance1 he kn[s n :at1 feel+1 he kn[s n h[1 a re/ & unre/ t he c only 9 "p di/+ui%4 ,he is a sub/ance feel+ equilibrium or want ( equilibrium2 t is to say1 he is a sub/ance 9 a /atical or dynamical condition & feel+ ! passage f "o /ate into ! o!r4 ,feel+ is an art &1 l any o!r art1 c be acquir$ by tak+ pa9s4 ,! analogy betwe5 feel+s & words is v close4 ,bo? h _! f\ndation 9 volition & deal l>gely 9 conv5tion2 z we %\ld n be ^w-ridd5 s nei!r %\ld we be feel+-ridd52 feel+s c deceive u2 !y c lie2 !y c be us$ 9 a non-natural1 artificial s5se2 !y c be =c$2 !y c c>ry u away2 !y c be re/ra9$4 ,:5 ! surr\nd+s are famili>1 we "k ! "r feel+ & feel x accord+ly1 or if 8we0 7t is ! c5tral gov]nm5t ( our p]sonality7 d n feel x1 ! subord9ate dep>tm5tal p]sonality1 ^: bus9ess x is1 feels x 9 ! usual way & !n goes on to some?+ else4 ,:5 ! surr\nd+s are less famili> & ! dep>tm5tal p]sonality _c deal ) !m1 ! position is report$ ?r\gh ! n]v\s sy/em to ! c5tral gov]nm5t :i* is frequ5tly at a loss to "k :at feel+ to apply4 ,sometimes x happ5s to disc]n ! "r feel+ & apply x1 sometimes x hits ^u an inappropriate "o & is ?us induc$ to proce$ f solecism to solecism till ! consequ5ces lead to a crisis f :i* we recov] & :i*1 !n becom+ a lead+ case1 =ms "o ( ! decisions on :i* our future action is bas$4 ,sometimes x applies a feel+ t is too inappropriate1 z :5 ! position is too horribly novel = u to h _h any exp]i5ce t c guide ! c5tral gov]nm5t 9 kn[+ h[ to feel ab\t x1 & ?is results 9 a cessation ( ! ef=t involv$ 9 try+ to feel4 ,h5ce we may hope t ! mo/ horrible app>5t suff]+ is n felt beyond a c]ta9 po9t1 b is pass$ ?r\gh unconsci\sly "u a natural1 automatic an/hetic--! unconsci\sness1 9 extreme cases1 lead+ to dea?4 ,x is g5]ally held t animals feel2 x w soon be g5]ally held t plants feel2 aft] t x w be held t /ones also c feel4 ,=1 z no matt] is s organic t !re is n "s ( ! inorganic 9 x1 s1 also1 no matt] is s inorganic t !re is n "s ( ! organic 9 x4 ,we "k t we h n]ves & t we feel1 x does n foll[ t o!r ?+s d n feel because !y h no n]ves--x only foll[s t !y d n feel z we d4 ,! diff]5ce betwe5 ! organic & ! inorganic k+doms w "s day be se5 to lie 9 ! great] p[] ( discrim9at+ its feel+s :i* is possess$ by ! =m]4 ,bo? are made ( ! same univ]sal sub/ance b1 9 ! case ( ! organic _w1 ?is sub/ance is able to feel m fully & discreetly & to %[ u t x feels4 ,animals & plants1 z !y advance 9 ! scale ( life diff]5tiate _! feel+s m & m highly2 !y record !m bett] & recognise !m m readily4 ,!y get to "k :at !y are do+ & feel+1 n /ep by /ep only1 nor s5t5ce by s5t5ce1 b 9 long flights1 =m+ *apt]s & :ole books ( action & s5sation4 ,! diff]5ce z reg>ds feel+ betwe5 man & ! l[] animals is "o ( degree & n ( k9d4 ,! inorganic is less exp]t 9 diff]5tiat+ its feel+s1 !re=e its memory ( !m mu/ be less endur+2 x _c recognise :at x c\ld sc>cely cognise4 ,"o might z well = "s purposes1 p]haps1 say at once1 z inde$ p g5]ally d = mo/ purposes1 t ! inorganic does n feel2 nev]!less ! some:at p]iphra/ic way ( putt+ x1 by say+ t ! inorganic feels b does n "k1 or kn[s only v slightly1 h[ to diff]5tiate its feel+s1 has ! advantage ( express+ ! fact t feel+ dep5ds ^u diff]5tiation & s5se ( relation int] se ( ! ?+s diff]5tiat$--a fact :i*1 if nev] express$1 is apt to be lo/ sight (4 ,z1 !re=e1 human discrim9ation is to t ( ! l[] animals1 s ! discrim9ation ( ! l[] animals & plants is to t ( inorganic ?+s4 ,9 ea* case x is great] discrim9at+ p[] 7& ?is is m5tal p[]7 t und]lies ! diff]5tiation1 b 9 no case c !re be a d5ial ( m5tal p[] altoge!r4 ,op9ion & ,matt] ,moral =ce & mat]ial =ce d pass into "o ano!r2 a conflict ( op9ion (t5 ends 9 a fight4 ,putt+ x ! o!r way1 !re is no mat]ial conflict )\t att5dant cla% ( op9ion4 ,op9ion & matt] act & react z d all ?+s else2 !y come up h& 9 h& out ( some?+ :i* is bo? & nei!r1 b1 s f> z we c cat* sight ( ei!r fir/ on our m5tal horizon1 x is op9ion t is ! prior ( ! two4 ,moral ,influ5ce ,! c>acal lies on a %elf 9 its d5 9 ! ,zoological ,g>d5s quietly lick+ its fur4 ,i g up & /& ne> x4 ,x makes a face at me4 ,i come a little ne>]4 ,x makes a worse face & raises itself up on its haun*es4 ,i /& & look4 ,x jumps d[n f its %elf & makes z if x int5d$ to g = me4 ,i move back4 ,! c>acal has ex]t$ a moral influ5ce ov] me :i* ,i h be5 unable to resi/4 ,moral influ5ce means p]suad+ ano!r t "o c make t o!r m uncom=table ?an t o!r c make oneself4 ,m5tal & ,physical ,pabulum ,:5 we g up to ! %elves 9 ! read+-room ( ! ,briti% ,museum1 h[ l x is to wasps fly+ up & d[n an apricot tree t is tra9$ aga9/ a wall1 or cattle com+ d[n to dr9k at a pool6 ,eat+ & ,proselytis+ ,all eat+ is a k9d ( proselytis+--a k9d ( dogmatis+--a ma9ta9+ t ! eat]'s way ( look+ at ?+s is bett] ?an ! eatee's4 ,we conv]t ! food1 or try to d s1 to our own way ( ?9k+1 &1 :5 x /icks to its own op9ion & refuses to be conv]t$1 we say x disagrees ) u4 ,an animal t refuses to let ano!r eat x has ! c\rage ( its convictions &1 if x gets eat51 dies a m>tyr to !m4 ,s we c only proselytise fre% meat1 ! convictions ( putrid meat beg9 to be too /rong = u4 ,x is good = a man t he %\ld n be ?w>t$--t he %\ld h 8 own way z f>1 & ) z little difficulty1 z possible4 ,cook+ is good because x makes matt]s easi] by unsettl+ ! meat's m9d & prep>+ x = new ideas4 ,all food mu/ fir/ be prep>$ = u by animals & plants1 or we _c assimilate x2 & s ?\ghts are m easily assimilat$ t h be5 already dige/$ by o!r m9ds4 ,a man %\ld avoid conv]se ) ?+s t h be5 /unt$ or />v$1 & %\ld n eat su* meat z has be5 ov]driv5 or und]f$ or afflict$ ) disease1 nor %\ld he t\* fruit or vegetables t h n be5 well gr[n4 ,sitt+ quiet aft] eat+ is ak9 to sitt+ /ill dur+ div9e s]vice s z n to di/urb ! congregation4 ,we are cate*is+ & conv]t+ our proselytes1 & !re %\ld be no r[4 ,z we get old] we mu/ dige/ m quietly /ill1 our appetite is less1 our ga/ric juices are no long] s eloqu5t1 !y h lo/ t cog5t flu5cy :i* c>ri$ away all t came 9 contact ) x4 ,!y h become sluggi% & unconciliatory4 ,?is is :at happ5s to any man :5 he suff]s f an attack ( indige/ion4 ,sea-,sickness ,or1 inde$1 any o!r sickness is ! in>ticulate expression ( ! pa9 we feel on see+ a proselyte escape u j z we 7 on ! po9t ( conv]t+ x4 ,indige/ion ,?is1 z ,i h said above1 may be due to ! naught9ess ( ! /iff-neck$ ?+s t we h eat51 or to ! pov]ty ( our own argum5ts2 b x may also arise f an attempt on ! "p ( ! /oma* to be too damn$ clev]1 & to dep>t f prec$5t inconsid]ately4 ,! heal?y /oma* is no?+ if n cons]vative4 ,few radicals h good dige/ions4 ,assimilation & ,p]secution ,we _c get rid ( p]secution2 if we feel at all we mu/ p]secute some?+2 ! m]e acts ( fe$+ & gr[+ are acts ( p]secution4 ,our aim %\ld be to p]secute no?+ b su* ?+s z are absolutely incapable ( resi/+ u4 ,man is ! only animal t c rema9 on fri5dly t]ms ) ! victims he int5ds to eat until he eats !m4 ,matt] ,inf9itely ,subdivisible ,we mu/ suppose x to be s1 b x does n foll[ t we c "k any?+ ab\t x if x is divid$ into pieces small] ?an a c]ta9 size2 &1 if we c "k no?+ ab\t x :5 s divid$1 !n1 qua u1 x has no exi/5ce & !re=e matt]1 qua u1 is n inf9itely subdivisible4 ,diff]5ces ,we (t5 say t ?+s diff] 9 degree b n 9 k9d1 z ?\gh !re 7 a fix$ l9e at :i* degree ends & k9d beg9s4 ,!re is no su* l9e4 ,all diff]5ces resolve !mselves into diff]5ces ( degree4 ,ev]y?+ c 9 ! end be unit$ ) ev]y?+ by easy /ages if a way long en\gh & r\nd-ab\t en\gh be tak54 ,h5ce to ! metaphysician ev]y?+ w become "o1 be+ unit$ ) ev]y?+ else by degrees s subtle t !re is no escape f see+ ! univ]se z a s+le :ole4 ,?is 9 !ory2 b 9 practice x w\ld get u into su* a mess t we _h bett] g on talk+ ab\t diff]5ces ( k9d z well z ( degree4 ,union & ,sep>ation ,9 ! close/ union !re is /ill "s sep>ate exi/5ce ( compon5t p>ts2 9 ! mo/ complete sep>ation !re is /ill a rem9isc5ce ( union4 ,:5 !y are mo/ sep>ate1 ! atoms seem to be> 9 m9d t !y may "o day h to come toge!r aga92 :5 mo/ unit$1 !y /ill rememb] t !y may come to fall out "s day & d n give ea* o!r _! full1 unres]v$ confid5ce4 ,! difficulty is h[ to get unity & sep>at5ess at "o & ! same "t4 ,! two ma9 ideas und]ly+ all action are desire = clos] unity & desire = m sep>at5ess4 ,nature is ! puzzl$ s5se ( a va/ numb] ( ?+s :i* feel !y are 9 an illogical position & %\ld be m ei!r ( "o ?+ or ! o!r ?an !y are4 ,s !y w fir/ be ?is & !n t1 & act & re-act & keep ! balance z ne> equal z !y c1 yet !y "k all ! "t t x isn't "r &1 z !y incl9e "o way or ! o!r1 !y w love or hate4 ,:5 we love1 we draw :at we love clos] to u2 :5 we hate a ?+1 we fl+ x away f u4 ,all disruption & dissolution is a mode ( hat+2 & all t we call aff9ity is a mode ( lov+4 ,! puzzle :i* puzzles e atom is ! puzzle :i* puzzles ourselves--a conflict ( duties--our duty t[>ds ourselves1 & our duty z memb]s ( a body politic4 ,x is sway$ by its s5se ( be+ a sep>ate ?+--( hav+ a life to itself :i* no?+ c %>e2 x is also sway$ by ! feel+ t1 9 spite ( ?is1 x is only "p ( an individuality :i* is great] ?an itself & :i* absorbs x4 ,its action w v>y ) ! pr$om9ance ( ei!r ( ^! two /ates ( op9ion4 ,unity & ,multitude ,we c no long] sep>ate ?+s z we once c\ld3 ev]y?+ t5ds t[>ds unity2 "o ?+1 "o action1 9 "o place1 at "o "t4 ,on ! o!r h&1 we c no long] unify ?+s z we once c\ld2 we are driv5 to ultimate atoms1 ea* "o ( :i* is an individuality4 ,s t we h an inf9ite multitude ( ?+s do+ an inf9ite multitude ( actions 9 inf9ite "t & space2 & yet !y are n _m ?+s1 b "o ?+4 ,! ,atom ,! idea ( an indivisible1 ultimate atom is inconceivable by ! lay m9d4 ,if we c conceive an idea ( ! atom at all1 we c conceive x z capable ( be+ cut 9 half inde$1 we _c conceive x at all unless we s conceive x4 ,! only true atom1 ! only ?+ :i* we _c subdivide & cut 9 half1 is ! univ]se4 ,we _c cut a bit (f ! univ]se & put x some:]e else4 ,!re=e1 ! univ]se is a true atom &1 inde$1 is ! smalle/ piece ( indivisible matt] :i* our m9ds c conceive2 & !y _c conceive x any m ?an !y c ! indivisible1 ultimate atom4 ,our ,cells ,a /r+ ( "y duckl+s z !y sidle along ?r\gh grass beside a dit*--h[ l !y are to a s+le s]p5t6 ,i said 9 ,life & ,habit t a colossal be+1 look+ at ! e>? ?r\gh a microscope1 w\ld probably ?9k ! ants & flies ( "o ye> ! same z ^? ( ! prec$+ ye>4 ,i %\ld h add$3--,s we ?9k we are compos$ ( ! same cells f ye> to ye>1 :]eas 9 tru? ! cells are a succession ( g5]ations4 ,! mo/ cont9u\s1 homog5e\s ?+s we "k are only l a lot ( c[-bells on an alp9e pa/ure4 ,n]ves & ,po/m5 ,a lett]1 s long z x is connect$ ) "o set ( n]ves1 is "o ?+2 loose x f connection ) ^? n]ves--op5 y\r f+]s & drop x 9 ! op5+ ( a pill> box--& x becomes "p & p>cel ( ano!r n]v\s sy/em4 ,lett]s 9 transitu conta9 all mann] ( v>i$ /imuli & %ocks1 yet to ! po/man1 :o is ! n]ve t conveys !m1 !y are all alike1 except z reg>ds m]e size & weight4 ,i %\ld ?9k1 !re=e1 t our n]ves & ganglia really see no diff]5ce 9 ! /imuli t !y convey4 ,& yet ! po/man does see "s diff]5ce3 he kn[s a bus9ess lett] f a val5t9e at a glance & practice tea*es him to "k mu* else :i* escapes ourselves4 ,:o1 !n1 %all say :at ! n]ves & ganglia "k & :at !y d n "k8 ,true1 to u1 z we ?9k ( a piece ( bra9 inside our own heads1 x seems z absurd to consid] t x kn[s any?+ at all z x seems to consid] t a h5's egg kn[s any?+2 b !n if ! bra9 c\ld see u1 p]haps ! bra9 might say x 0 absurd to suppose t t ?+ c\ld "k ?is or t4 ,besides :at is ! self ( :i* we say t we are self-consci\s8 ,no "o c say :at x is t we are consci\s (4 ,?is is "o ( ! ?+s :i* lie altoge!r outside ! sph]e ( words4 ,! po/man c op5 a lett] if he likes & "k all ab\t ! message he is convey+1 b1 if he does ?is1 he is diseas$ qua po/man4 ,s1 maybe1 a n]ve might op5 a /imulus or a %ock on ! way sometimes1 b x w\ld n be a good n]ve4 ,night-,%irts & ,babies ,on ,h9dhead1 la/ ,ea/]1 we saw a family wa% hung out to dry4 ,!re 7 papa's two great night-%irts & mamma's two less] night-g[ns & !n ! *ildr5's small] articles ( clo?+ & mamma's draw]s & ! girls' draw]s1 all full swoll5 ) a /rong nor?-ea/ w9d4 ,b mamma's night-g[n 0 n s well p9n$ on &1 in/ead ( be+ full ( /eady w9d l ! o!rs1 kept bl[+ up & d[n z ?\gh %e 7 prea*+ wildly4 ,we /ood & laugh$ = t5 m9utes4 ,! h\sewife came to ! w9d[ & wond]$ at u1 b we c\ld n resi/ ! pleasure ( wat*+ ! absurdly life-l ge/ures :i* ! night-g[ns made4 ,i %\ld l a ,santa ,famiglia ) clo!s dry+ 9 ! backgr\nd4 ,a love /ory might be told 9 a s]ies ( sket*es ( ! clo!s ( two families hang+ out to dry 9 adjac5t g>d5s4 ,!n a g5tleman's night-%irt f "o g>d51 & a lady's night-g[n f ! o!r %\ld be %[n hang+ 9 a ?ird g>d5 by !mselves4 ,by & by !re %\ld be add$ a little night-%irt4 ,a philosoph] might be tempt$1 on see+ ! little night-%irt1 to suppose t ! big night-%irts _h made x4 ,:at we d is mu* ! same1 = ! body ( a baby is n mu* m made by ! two old babies1 aft] ^: patt]n x has cut itself out1 ?an ! little night-%irt is made by ! big ones4 ,! ?+ t makes ei!r ! little night-%irt or ! little baby is some?+ ab\t :i* we "k no?+ :atev] at all4 ,our ,organism ,man is a walk+ tool-box1 manufactory1 work%op & baza> work$ f beh9d ! sc5es by someone or some?+ t we nev] see4 ,we are s us$ to nev] see+ m ?an ! tools1 & ^! "w s smoo?ly1 t we call !m ! workman himself1 mak+ mu* ! same mi/ake z ?\gh we %\ld call ! saw ! c>p5t]4 ,! only workman ( :om we "k any?+ at all is ! "o t runs ourselves & ev5 ?is is n p]ceivable by any ( our gross palpable s5ses4 ,! s5ses seem to be ! l9k betwe5 m9d & matt]--nev] =gett+ t we c nev] h ei!r m9d or matt] pure & )\t alloy ( ! o!r4 ,be] & ,my ,cat ,spilt be] or wat] seems sometimes almo/ human 9 its unc]ta9ty :e!r or no x is wor? :ile to get ev] su* a little ne>] to ! e>?'s c5tre by su* & su* a slight trickle =w>d4 ,i saw my cat undecid$ 9 8 m9d :e!r he %\ld get up on ! table & /eal ! rema9s ( my d9n] or n4 ,! *air 0 "s eighte5 in*es away ) its back t[>ds ! table1 s x 0 a little tr\blesome = him to get 8 feet fir/ on ! b> & !n on ! table4 ,he 0 n at all hungry b he tri$1 saw x w\ld n be q easy & gave x up2 !n he ?\ght bett] ( x & tri$ aga91 & saw aga9 t x 0 n all p]fectly pla9 sail+2 & s backw>ds & =w>ds ) ! fir/-he-w\ld-&-!n-he-w\ldn'tism ( a m9d s ne>ly 9 equilibrium t a hair's weight w\ld turn ! scale "o way or ! o!r4 ,i ?\ght h[ closely x resembl$ ! action ( be] trickl+ on a slightly slop+ table4 ,! ,union ,bank ,!re is a settlem5t 9 ! ,union ,bank build+1 ,*anc]y ,lane1 :i* has made ?ree l>ge cracks 9 ! ma9 door /eps4 ,i rememb] ^! cracks m ?an tw5ty ye>s ago1 j aft] ! bank 0 built1 z m]e ?9 l9es & n[ !y mu/ be "s half an in* wide & are /ill sl[ly wid5+4 ,!y h alt]$ v gradually1 b n an h\r or a m9ute has pass$ )\t a groan+ & travail+ toge!r on ! "p ( e /one & piece ( timb] 9 ! build+ to settle h[ a modus viv5di %\ld be arriv$ at4 ,?is is :y ! crack is said to be caus$ by a settlem5t--"s p>ts ( ! build+ will+ ?is & "s t1 & ! battle go+ on1 z ev5 ! /eadie/ & mo/ unbrok5 battles mu/ g1 by fits & />ts :i*1 ?\gh to u appe>+ z an ev5 t5or1 w\ld1 if we c\ld see !m "u a microscope1 prove to be a succession ( bloody engagem5ts betwe5 regim5ts t sometimes lo/ & sometimes won4 ,sometimes1 d\btless1 /ra9$ relations h got settl$ by peaceful arbitration & ref]5ce to ! solicitors ( ! cont5d+ p>ts )\t op5 visible rupture2 at o!r times1 aga91 discont5t has ga!r$ on discont5t z ! sn[ ^u a sub-alp9e slope1 flake by flake1 till ! la/ is "o too _m & ! :ole comes cra%+ d[n--:]eon ! cracks h op5$ "s m9ute fraction ( an in* wid]4 ,( ?is we see no?+4 ,all we note is t a score ( ye>s h gone by & t ! cracks are r wid]4 ,s1 d\btless1 if ! mat]ials ( :i* ! bank is built c\ld speak1 !y w\ld say !y knew no?+ ( ! v>i$ int]e/s t sometimes coalesce & sometimes conflict )9 ! build+4 ,! joys ( ! ri* depositor1 ! angui% ( ! bankrupt are no?+ to !m2 ! /ream ( p com+ 9 & go+ out is z /eady1 cont9u\s a ?+ to !m z a bl[+ w9d or a runn+ riv] to ourselves2 all !y "k or c>e ab\t is t !y h a trifle m weight ( books & cl]ks & bullion ?an !y once _h1 & t ?is h9d]s !m some:at 9 _! ef=t aft] a p]man5t settlem5t4 ,! ,unity ( ,nature ,i meet a melan*oly old ,savoy>d play+ on a hurdy-gurdy1 grisly1 deject$1 dirty1 ) a look ^u him z ?\gh ! iron _h long s9ce ent]$ into 8 s\l4 ,x is a fro/y morn+ b he has v little clo?+1 & !re is a dumb despair+ look ab\t him :i* is surely g5u9e4 ,!re passes him a "y but*] boy ) 8 tray ( meat ^u 8 %\ld]4 ,he is ruddy1 lu/y1 full ( life & heal? & spirits1 & he v5ts ^! 9 a %rill :i/le :i* eclipses ! hurdy-gurdy ( ! ,savoy>d4 ,! l holds good ) ! horses & cats & dogs :i* ,i meet daily1 ) ! flies 9 w9d[ panes & ) plants1 "s are successful1 o!r h n[ pass$ _! prime4 ,look at ! failures p] se & !y make "o v unhappy1 b x helps matt]s to look at !m 9 _! capacities z p>ts ( a :ole r ?an z isolat$4 ,i _c see ?+s r\nd ab\t me )\t feel+ t !y are all p>ts ( "o :ole :i* is try+ to d some?+2 x has n p]haps a p]fectly cle> idea ( :at x is try+ aft]1 b x is do+ its be/4 ,i see old age1 decay & failure z ! relaxation1 aft] ef=t1 ( a muscle 9 ! corporation ( ?+s1 or z a t5tative ef=t 9 a wrong direction1 or z ! dropp+ (f ( p>ticles ( sk9 f a heal?y limb4 ,?is dropp+ (f is ! dea? ( any giv5 g5]ation ( our cells z !y "w _! way ne>] & ne>] to our sk9s & !n get rubb$ (f & g away4 ,x is z ?\gh we s5t p to live ne>] & ne>] ! *ur*y>d ! old] !y grew4 ,z = ! sk9 t is %$1 9 ! fir/ place x has _h its turn1 9 ! second x />ts anew "u fre% auspices1 = x c at no "t cease to be "p ( ! univ]se1 x mu/ always live 9 "o way or ano!r4 ,croesus & ,8 ,kit*5-,maid ,i want p to see ei!r _! cells z less p>ts ( !mselves ?an !y d1 or _! s]vants z m4 ,croesus's kit*5-maid is "p ( him1 bone ( 8 bone & fle% ( 8 fle%1 = %e eats :at comes f 8 table &1 be+ f$ ( "o fle%1 are !y n bro!r & si/] to "o ano!r 9 virtue ( community ( nutrim5t :i* is b a ?9ly veil$ trave/y ( desc5t8 ,:5 %e eats peas ) h] knife1 he does s too2 !re is n a bit ( bread & butt] %e puts into h] m\?1 nor a lump ( sug> %e drops into h] tea1 b he kn[e? x altoge!r1 ?\gh he kn[s no?+ :atev] ab\t x4 ,%e is en-,croesus$ & he enscull]y-maid$ s long z %e rema9s l9k$ to him by ! gold5 *a9 :i* passes f 8 pocket to h]s1 & :i* is greate/ ( all unifi]s4 ,true1 nei!r p>ty is aw>e ( ! connection at all z long z ?+s g smoo?ly4 ,croesus no m kn[s ! "n (1 or feels ! exi/5ce (1 8 kit*5-maid ?an a peasant 9 heal? kn[s ab\t 8 liv]2 nev]!less he is awak5$ to a dim s5se ( an undef9$ some?+ :5 he pays 8 groc] or 8 bak]4 ,%e is m def9itely aw>e ( him ?an he ( h]1 b x is by way ( an ov]%ad[+ pres5ce r ?an a cle> & intellig5t compreh5sion4 ,& ?\gh ,croesus does n eat 8 kit*5-maid's meals o!rwise ?an vic>i\sly1 /ill to eat vic>i\sly is to eat3 ! meals s eat5 by 8 kit*5-maid n\ri% ! bett] ord]+ ( ! d9n] :i* n\ri%es & eng5d]s ! bett] ord]+ ( ,croesus himself4 ,he is f$ !re=e by ! fe$+ ( 8 kit*5-maid4 ,& s ) sleep4 ,:5 %e goes to b$ he1 9 "p1 does s too4 ,:5 %e gets up & lays ! fire 9 ! back-kit*5 he1 9 "p1 does s4 ,he lays x ?r\gh h] & 9 h]1 ?\gh kn[+ no m :at he is do+ ?an we "k :5 we dige/1 b /ill do+ x z by :at we call a reflex action4 ,qui facit p] alium facit p] se1 & :5 ! back-kit*5 fire is light$ on ,croesus's behalf1 x is ,croesus :o lights x1 ?\gh he is all ! "t fa/ asleep 9 b$4 ,sometimes ?+s d n g smoo?ly4 ,suppose ! kit*5-maid to be tak5 ) fits j be=e d9n]-"t2 !re w be a rev]b]at+ e*o ( di/urbance ?r\gh\t ! :ole organisation ( ! palace4 ,b ! (t5] %e has fits1 ! m easily w ! h\sehold "k :at x is all ab\t :5 %e is tak5 ) !m4 ,on ! fir/ occasion ,lady ,croesus w s5d "s "o ru%+ d[n into ! kit*51 !re w1 9 fact1 be a g5]al fl[ ( blood 7i4e4 h\sehold7 to ! "p affect$ 7t is to say1 to ! scull]y-maid72 ! doctor w be s5t = & all ! re/ ( x4 ,on ea* repetition ( ! fits ! neighb\r+ organs1 rev]t+ to a m prim>y undiff]5tiat$ condition1 w dis*>ge duties = :i* !y 7 n engag$1 9 a mann] = :i* no "o w\ld h giv5 !m cr$it1 & ! di/urbance w be less & less ea* "t1 till by & by1 at ! s\nd ( ! crock]y sma%+ bel[1 ,lady ,croesus w j look up to papa & say3 8,my de>1 ,i am afraid ,s>ah has got ano!r fit40 ,& papa w say %e w probably be bett] aga9 soon1 & w g on read+ 8 newspap]4 ,9 c\rse ( "t ! :ole ?+ w come to be manag$ automatically d[n/airs )\t any ref]5ce ei!r to papa1 ! c]ebrum1 or to mamma1 ! c]ebellum1 or ev5 to ! m$ulla oblongata1 ! h\sekeep]4 ,a prec$5t or r\t9e w be e/abli%$1 aft] :i* ev]y?+ w "w q smoo?ly4 ,b ?\gh papa & mamma are unconsci\s ( ! reflex action :i* has be5 go+ on )9 _! organisation1 ! kit*5-maid & ! cells 9 h] imm$iate vic9ity 7t is to say h] fell[-s]vants7 w "k all ab\t x4 ,p]haps ! neighb\rs w ?9k t nobody 9 ! h\se kn[s1 & t because ! ma/] & mi/ress %[ no sign ( di/urbance !re=e !re is no consci\sness4 ,!y =get t ! scull]y-maid becomes m & m consci\s ( ! fits if !y gr[ ^u h]1 z !y probably w1 & t ,croesus & 8 lady d %[ m signs ( consci\sness1 if !y are wat*$ closely1 ?an c be detect$ on fir/ inspection4 ,!re is n ! same viol5t p]turbation t !re 0 on ! previ\s occasions1 b ! tone ( ! palace is l[]$4 ,a d9n] p>ty has to be put (f2 ! cook+ is m homog5e\s & unc]ta91 x is less highly diff]5tiat$ ?an :5 ! scull]y-maid 0 well2 & !re is a grumble :5 ! doctor has to be paid & also :5 ! sma%$ crock]y has to be replac$4 ,if ,croesus dis*>ges 8 kit*5-maid & gets ano!r1 x is z ?\gh he cut out a small piece ( 8 f+] & replac$ x 9 due c\rse by gr[?4 ,b ev5 ! slighte/ cut may lead to blood-poison+1 & s ev5 ! dismissal ( a kit*5-maid may be big ) ! fate ( empires4 ,?us ! cook1 a valu$ s]vant1 may take ! kit*5-maid's "p & g too4 ,! next cook may spoil ! d9n] & upset ,croesus's temp]1 & f ?is all mann] ( consequ5ces may be evolv$1 ev5 to ! de?ronem5t & dea? ( ! k+ himself4 ,nev]!less z a g5]al rule an injury to su* a l[ "p ( a great mon>*'s organism z a kit*5-maid has no important results4 ,x is only :5 we are attack$ 9 su* vital organs z ! solicitor or ! bank] t we ne$ be uneasy4 ,a w\nd 9 ! solicitor is a v s]i\s ?+1 & _m a man has di$ f failure ( 8 bank's action4 ,x is c]ta91 z we h se51 t :5 ! kit*5-maid lights ! fire x is really ,croesus :o is light+ x1 b x is less obvi\s t :5 ,croesus goes to a ball ! scull]y-maid goes also4 ,/ill ?is %\ld be held 9 ! same way z x %\ld be also held t %e eats vic>i\sly :5 ,croesus d9es4 ,= he mu/ return ! balls & ! d9n] p>ties & ?is comes out 9 8 requir+ to keep a l>ge e/abli%m5t :]eby ! scull]y-maid reta9s h] place z "p ( 8 organism & is n\ri%$ & amus$ also4 ,on ! o!r h&1 :5 ,croesus dies x does n foll[ t ! scull]y-maid %\ld die at ! same "t4 ,%e may gr[ a new ,croesus1 z ,croesus1 if ! maid dies1 w probably gr[ a new kit*5-maid1 ,croesus's son or successor may take ov] ! k+dom & palace1 & ! kit*5-maid1 beyond hav+ to wa% up a few extra plates & di%es at ,coronation "t1 w "k little ab\t ! *ange4 ,x is z ?\gh ! e/abli%m5t _h _h its hair cut & its be>d trimm$2 x is sm>t5$ up a little1 b !re is no o!r *ange4 ,if1 on ! o!r h&1 he goes bankrupt1 or 8 k+dom is tak5 f him & 8 :ole e/abli%m5t is brok5 up & dissipat$ at ! auction m>t1 !n1 ev5 ?\gh n "o ( its compon5t cells actually dies1 ! organism z a :ole does s1 & x is int]e/+ to see t ! l[e/1 lea/ specialis$ & lea/ highly diff]5tiate p>ts ( ! organism1 su* z ! scull]y-maid & ! /able-boys1 mo/ readily f9d an entry into ! life ( "s new sy/em1 :ile ! m specialis$ & highly diff]5tiat$ p>ts1 su* z ! /ew>d1 ! old h\sekeep] &1 /ill m s1 ! libr>ian or ! *apla9 may nev] be able to atta* !mselves to any new comb9ation1 & may die 9 consequ5ce4 ,i he>d once ( a l>ge build] :o retir$ unexpect$ly f bus9ess & broke up 8 e/abli%m5t to ! actual dea? ( sev]al ( 8 old] employs4 ,s a bit ( fle% or ev5 a f+] may be tak5 f "o body & graft$ on to ano!r1 b a leg _c be graft$2 if a leg is cut (f x mu/ die4 ,x may1 h[ev]1 be ma9ta9$ t ! own] dies too1 ev5 ?\gh he recov]s1 = a man :o has lo/ a leg is n ! man he 04 #ib ,,vii ,on ! ,mak+ ( ,music1 ,pictures & ,books ,?\ght & ,^w i ,,?\ght pure & simple is z ne> to ,god z we c get2 x is ?r\gh ?is t we are l9k$ ) ,god4 ,! highe/ ?\ght is ineffable2 x mu/ be felt f "o p]son to ano!r b _c be articulat$4 ,all ! mo/ ess5tial & ?9k+ "p ( ?\ght is done )\t words or consci\sness4 ,x is n till d\bt & consci\sness ent] t words become possible4 ,! mom5t a ?+ is writt51 or ev5 c be writt51 & reason$ ab\t1 x has *ang$ its nature by becom+ tangible1 & h5ce f9ite1 & h5ce x w h an end 9 dis9tegration4 ,x has ent]$ into dea?4 ,& yet till x c be ?\ght ab\t & realis$ m or less def9itely x has n ent]$ into life4 ,bo? life & dea? are necess>y factors ( ea* o!r4 ,b our pr(\nde/ & mo/ important convictions are unspeakable4 ,s x is ) unwritt5 & indef9able codes ( hon\r1 conv5tions1 art-rules--?+s t c be felt b n expla9$--^! are ! mo/ important1 & ! less we try to und]/& !m1 or ev5 to ?9k ab\t !m1 ! bett]4 ii ,words are organis$ ?\ghts1 z liv+ =ms are organis$ actions4 ,h[ a ?\ght c f9d embodim5t 9 words is ne>ly1 ?\gh p]haps n q1 z my/]i\s z h[ an action c f9d embodim5t 9 =m1 & appe>s to involve a some:at analog\s trans=mation & contradiction 9 t]ms4 ,!re 0 a "t :5 language 0 z r>e an accompli%m5t z writ+ 0 9 ! days :5 x 0 fir/ inv5t$4 ,probably talk+ 0 orig9ally conf9$ to a few s*ol>s1 z writ+ 0 9 ! middle ages1 & gradually became g5]al4 ,ev5 n[ spee* is /ill gr[+2 poor folks _c und]/& ! talk ( educat$ p4 ,p]haps read+ & writ+ w inde$ "o day come by nature4 ,analogy po9ts 9 ?is direction1 & ?\gh analogy is (t5 mislead+1 x is ! lea/ mislead+ ?+ we h4 iii ,communications betwe5 ,god & man mu/ always be ei!r above words or bel[ !m2 = ) words come 9 translations1 & all ! int]m9able que/ions !re) connect$4 iv ,! m]e fact t a ?\ght or idea c be express$ articulately 9 words involves t x is /ill op5 to "q2 & ! m]e fact t a difficulty c be def9itely conceiv$ involves t x is op5 to solution4 v ,we want words to d m ?an !y c4 ,we try to d ) !m :at comes to v mu* l try+ to m5d a wat* ) a pickaxe or to pa9t a m9iature ) a mop2 we expect !m to help u to grip & dissect t :i* 9 ultimate ess5ce is z ungrippable z %ad[4 ,nev]!less !re !y are2 we h got to live ) !m1 & ! wise c\rse is to treat !m z we d our neighb\rs1 & make ! be/ & n ! wor/ ( !m4 ,b !y are p>v5u p z comp>$ ) ?\ght & action4 ,:at we %\ld read is n ! words b ! man :om we feel to be beh9d ! words4 vi ,words imp$e & ei!r kill1 or are kill$ by1 p]fect ?\ght2 b !y are1 z a scaffold+1 useful1 if n indisp5sable1 = ! build+ up ( imp]fect ?\ght & help+ to p]fect x4 vii ,all words are juggles4 ,to call a ?+ a juggle ( words is (t5 a bigg] juggle ?an ! juggle x is int5d$ to compla9 (4 ,! "q is :e!r x is a great] juggle ?an is g5]ally consid]$ fair trad+4 viii ,words are l money2 !re is no?+ s useless1 unless :5 9 actual use4 ix ,gold & silv] co9s are only ! tok5s1 symbols1 outw>d & visible signs & sacram5ts ( money4 ,:5 n 9 actual process ( be+ appli$ 9 pur*ase !y are no m money ?an words n 9 use are language4 ,books are l imprison$ s\ls until "s "o takes !m d[n f a %elf & reads !m4 ,! co9s are pot5tial money z ! words are pot5tial language1 x is ! p[] & w to apply ! c\nt]s t make !m vibrate ) life2 :5 ! p[] & ! w are 9 abeyance ! c\nt]s lie dead z a log4 ,! ,law ,! writt5 law is b9d+1 b ! unwritt5 law is mu* m s4 ,y may break ! writt5 law at a p9* & on ! sly if y c1 b ! unwritt5 law--:i* (t5 comprises ! writt5--mu/ n be brok54 ,n be+ writt51 x is n always easy to "k :at x is1 b ?is has got to be done4 ,ideas ,!y are l %ad[s--sub/antial en\gh until we try to grasp !m4 ,expression ,! fact t e m5tal /ate is int5sifi$ by expression is ( a piece ) ! fact t no?+ has any exi/5ce at all save 9 its expression4 ,developm5t ,all ?+s are l expos$ photographic plates t h no visible image on !m till !y h be5 develop$4 ,acquir$ ,*>act]i/ics ,if !re is any tru? 9 ! !ory t ^! are inh]it$--& :o c d\bt x8--! eye & ! f+] are b ! aspiration1 or ^w1 made manife/ 9 fle%4 ,physical & ,spiritual ,! bodies ( _m ab&on$ und]tak+s lie rott+ unburi$ up & d[n ! c\ntry & _! gho/s haunt ! law-c\rts4 ,trail & ,writ+ ,be=e ! inv5tion ( writ+ ! range ( "o man's influ5ce ov] ano!r 0 limit$ to ! range ( sight1 s\nd & sc5t2 besides ?is !re 0 trail1 ( _m k9ds4 ,trail un9t5tionally left is1 z x 71 hidd5 sight4 ,left int5tionally1 x is ! unit ( lit]ature4 ,x is ! fir/ mode ( writ+1 f :i* grew t p[] ( ext5d+ m5's influ5ce ov] "o ano!r by ! help ( writt5 symbols ( all k9ds )\t :i* ! developm5t ( mod]n civilisation w\ld h be5 impossible4 ,conveyanc+ & ! ,arts ,9 conveyanc+ ! ultimately pot5t ?+ is n ! de$ b ! invisible int5tion & desire ( ! p>ties to ! de$2 ! writt5 docum5t itself is only evid5ce ( ?is int5tion & desire4 ,s x is ) music1 ! writt5 notes are n ! ma9 ?+1 nor is ev5 ! he>d p]=mance2 ^! are only evid5ces ( an int]nal invisible emotion t c be felt b nev] fully express$4 ,& s x is ) ! words ( lit]ature & ) ! =ms & col\rs ( pa9t+4 ,! ,rules = ,mak+ ,lit]ature1 ,music & ,pictures ,! arts ( ! musician1 ! pa9t] & ! writ] are ess5tially ! same4 ,9 compos+ a fugue1 aft] y h expos$ y\r subject1 :i* mu/ n be too unwieldly1 y introduce an episode or episodes :i* mu/ arise out ( y\r subject4 ,! great ?+ is t all %all be new1 & yet no?+ new1 at ! same "t2 ! details mu/ m9i/] to ! ma9 effect & n obscure x2 9 o!r words1 y mu/ h a subject1 develop x & n w&] f x v f>4 ,?is holds j z true = lit]ature & pa9t+ & = art ( all k9ds4 ,no man %\ld try ev5 to allude to ! great] "p ( :at he sees 9 8 subject1 & !re is h>dly a limit to :at he may omit4 ,:at is requir$ is t he %all say :at he elects to say discreetly2 t he %all be quick to see ! gi/ ( a matt]1 & give x pi?ily )\t ei!r prolixity or /9t ( words4 ,relative ,importances ,x is ! pa9t]'s bus9ess to help memory & imag9ation1 n to sup]s$e !m4 ,he _c put ! :ole be=e ! spectator1 no?+ c d ?is %ort ( ! ?+ itself2 he %\ld1 !re=e1 n try to realise1 & ! less he looks z if he 7 try+ to d s ! m signs ( judgm5t he w %[4 ,8 bus9ess is to supply ^? details :i* w mo/ readily br+ ! :ole be=e ! m9d along ) !m4 ,he mu/ n give too few1 b x is /ill m imp]ative on him n to give too _m4 ,see+1 ?\ght & expression are r5d]$ possible only by ! fact t our m9ds are always ready to compromise & to take ! "p = ! :ole4 ,we associate a numb] ( ideas ) any giv5 object1 & if a few ( ! mo/ *>act]i/ic ( ^! are put be=e u we take ! re/ z read1 jump to a conclusion & realise ! :ole4 ,if we did n conduct our ?\ght on ?is pr9ciple--simplify+ by suppression ( detail & bread? ( treatm5t--x w\ld take u a twelvemon? to say t x 0 a f9e morn+ & ano!r = ! he>] to appreh5d our /atem5t4 ,any o!r pr9ciple r$uces ?\ght to an absurdity4 ,all pa9t+ dep5ds ^u simplification4 ,all simplification dep5ds ^u a p]ception ( relative importances4 ,all p]ception ( relative importances dep5ds ^u a j appreciation ( :i* lett]s 9 association's bond association w mo/ readily disp5se )4 ,?is dep5ds ^u ! sympa?y ( ! pa9t] bo? ) 8 subject & ) him :o is to look at ! picture4 ,& ?is dep5ds ^u a man's common s5se4 ,he !re=e tells be/ 9 pa9t+1 z 9 lit]ature1 :o has be/ e/imat$ ! relative values or importances ( ! m special features *>act]is+ 8 subject3 t is to say1 :o appreciates mo/ accurately h[ mu* & h[ fa/ ea* "o ( !m w c>ry1 & is at mo/ pa9s to give ^? only t w say mo/ 9 ! fewe/ words or t\*es4 ,x is "h t ! mo/ difficult1 ! mo/ important1 & ! mo/ g5]ally neglect$ "p ( an arti/'s bus9ess w be f\nd to lie4 ,! difficulties ( do+ are s]i\s en\gh1 nev]!less we c mo/ ( u ov]come !m ) ord9>y p]sev]ance = !y are small z comp>$ ) ^? ( kn[+ :at n to d--) ^? ( le>n+ to disreg>d ! incessant importunity ( small nobody-details t p]si/ 9 try+ to ?ru/ !mselves above _! bett]s4 ,x is less tr\ble to give 9 to ^! ?an to snub !m duly & keep !m 9 _! prop] places1 yet x is precisely "h t /r5g? or weakness resides4 ,x is success or failure 9 ?is respect t con/itutes ! diff]5ce betwe5 ! arti/ :o may claim to rank z a /atesman & "o :o c rise no high] ?an a village ve/ryman4 ,x is "h1 moreov]1 t ef=t is mo/ remun]ative4 ,= :5 we feel t a pa9t] has made simplicity & subord9ation ( importances 8 fir/ aim1 x is surpris+ h[ mu* %ortcom+ we w condone z reg>ds actual execution4 ,:]eas1 let ! execution be p]fect1 if ! details giv5 be ill-*os5 9 respect ( relative importance ! :ole effect is lo/--x becomes top-heavy1 z x 71 & collapses4 ,z = ! numb] ( details giv51 ?is does n matt]3 a man may give z few or z _m z he *ooses2 he may /op at outl9e1 or he may g on to ,jean ,van ,eyck2 :at is ess5tial is t1 no matt] h[ f> or h[ small a di/ance he may g1 he %\ld h begun ) ! mo/ important po9t & add$ ea* subsequ5t feature 9 due ord] ( importance1 s t if he /opp$ at any mom5t !re %\ld be no detail ungiv5 m important ?an ano!r :i* has be5 insi/$ on4 ,suppos+1 by way ( illu/ration1 t ! details are z grapes 9 a bun*1 !y %\ld be eat5 f ! be/ grape to ! next be/1 & s on d[nw>ds1 nev] eat+ a worse grape :ile a bett] "o rema9s uneat54 ,p]sonally1 ,i ?9k t1 z ! pa9t] _c g ! :ole way1 ! soon] he makes x cle> t he has no int5tion ( try+ to d s ! bett]4 ,:5 we look at a v highly f9i%$ picture 7s call$71 unless we are 9 ! h&s ( "o :o has att5d$ successfully to ! consid]ations insi/$ on above1 we feel z ?\gh we 7 ) a tr\blesome cic]one :o w n let u look at ?+s ) our own eyes b keeps intrud+ himself at e t\* & turn & try+ to ex]cise t undue influ5ce ^u u :i* g5]ally proves to h be5 ! accompanim5t ( concealm5t & fraud4 ,?is is exactly :at we feel ) ,van ,mi]is &1 ?\gh 9 a less degree1 ) ,g]>d ,d[2 :]eas ) ,jean ,van ,eyck & ,metsu1 no matt] h[ f> !y may h gone1 we f9d !m ess5tially z impressioni/ z ,rembr&t or ,velasquez4 ,= impressionism only means t due att5tion has be5 paid to ! relative importances ( ! impressions made by ! v>i\s *>act]i/ics ( a giv5 subject1 & t !y h be5 pres5t$ to u 9 ord] ( prec$5ce4 ,eat+ ,grapes ,d[nw>ds ,always eat grapes d[nw>ds--t is1 always eat ! be/ grape fir/2 9 ?is way !re w be none bett] left on ! bun*1 & ea* grape w seem good d[n to ! la/4 ,if y eat ! o!r way1 y w n h a good grape 9 ! lot4 ,besides1 y w be tempt+ ,provid5ce to kill y be=e y come to ! be/4 ,?is is :y autumn seems bett] ?an spr+3 9 ! autumn we are eat+ our days d[nw>ds1 9 ! spr+ ea* day /ill seems 8,v bad40 ,p %\ld live on ?is pr9ciple m ?an !y d1 b !y d live on x a good deal2 f ! age (1 say1 fifty we eat our days d[nw>ds4 ,9 ,new ,zeal& = a long "t ,i _h to d ! wa%+-up aft] ea* meal4 ,i us$ to d ! knives fir/1 = x might please ,god to take me be=e ,i came to ! =ks1 & !n :at a sell x w\ld h be5 to h done ! =ks r ?an ! knives6 ,t]s5ess ,talk+ ) ,gog9 la/ night1 ,i said t 9 writ+ x took m "t & tr\ble to get a ?+ %ort ?an long4 ,he said x 0 ! same 9 pa9t+4 ,x 0 h>d] n to pa9t a detail ?an to pa9t x1 easi] to put 9 all t "o c see ?an to judge :at may g )\t say+1 omit x & range ! irr$ucible m9ima 9 due ord] ( prec$5ce4 ,h5ce we all lean t[>ds prolixity4 ,! difficulty lies 9 ! nice appreciation ( relative importances & 9 ! giv+ ea* detail nei!r m nor less ?an its due4 ,?is is ! diff]5ce betwe5 ,g]>d ,d[ & ,metsu4 ,g]>d ,d[ gives all he c1 b unreflect+ly2 h5ce x does n reflect ! subject effectively into ! spectator4 ,we see x1 b x does n come home to u4 ,metsu on ! o!r h& omits all he c1 b omits intellig5tly1 & 8 reflection excites responsive en?usiasm 9 ourselves4 ,we are cont9ually try+ to see z mu* z we c1 & to put x d[n4 ,m wisely we %\ld consid] h[ mu* we c avoid see+ & disp5se )4 ,s x is also 9 music4 ,*]ub9i says ! numb] ( ?+s t c be done 9 fugue ) a v simple subject is endless1 b t ! tr\ble lies 9 kn[+ :i* to *oose f all ^! inf9ite possibilities4 ,z reg>ds pa9t+1 any "o c pa9t any?+ 9 ! m9ute mann] ) a little practice1 b x takes an exce$+ly able man to pa9t s mu* z an egg broadly & simply4 ,be>+ 9 m9d ! %ortness ( life & ! complexity ( affairs1 x /&s to reason t we owe mo/ to him :o packs our trunks = u1 s to speak1 mo/ intellig5tly1 nei!r omitt+ :at we are likely to want1 nor includ+ :at we c disp5se )1 & :o1 at ! same "t1 arranges ?+s s t !y w travel mo/ safely & be got at mo/ conv5i5tly4 ,s we speak ( composition & arrangem5t 9 all arts4 ,mak+ ,notes ,my notes always gr[ long] if ,i %ort5 !m4 ,i mean ! process ( compression makes !m m pregnant & !y bre$ new notes4 ,i nev] try to l5g!n !m1 s ,i d n "k :e!r !y w\ld gr[ %ort] if ,i did4 ,p]haps t might be a good way ( gett+ !m %ort]4 ,%ort5+ ,a "y au?or is tempt$ to leave any?+ he has writt5 ?r\gh fe> ( n hav+ en\gh to say if he goes cutt+ out too freely4 ,b x is easi] to be long ?an %ort4 ,i h always f\nd compress+1 cutt+ out1 & t]sify+ a passage sugge/s m ?an any?+ else does4 ,?+s prun$ (f 9 ?is way are l ! heads ( ! hydra1 two gr[ = e two t is lopp$ (f4 ,omission ,if a writ] w g on ! pr9ciple ( /opp+ ev]y:]e & any:]e to put d[n 8 notes1 z ! true pa9t] w /op any:]e & ev]y:]e to sket*1 he w be able to cut d[n 8 works lib]ally4 ,he w become prodigal n ( writ+--any fool c be ?is--b ( omission4 ,y become brief because y h m ?+s to say ?an "t to say !m 94 ,"o ( ! *ief arts is t ( kn[+ :at to neglect & ! m talk increases ! m necess>y does ?is art become4 ,brevity ,h&el's jig 9 ! n9? ,suite de ,pieces1 9 ,g m9or1 is v f9e b x is p]haps a little long4 ,probably ,h&el 0 9 a hurry1 = x takes mu* m "t to get a ?+ %ort ?an to leave x a little long4 ,brevity is n only ! s\l ( wit1 b ! s\l ( mak+ oneself agreeable & ( gett+ on ) p1 &1 inde$1 ( ev]y?+ t makes life wor? liv+4 ,s preci\s a ?+1 h[ev]1 _c be got )\t m exp5se & tr\ble ?an mo/ ( u h ! moral weal? to lay out4 ,diffus5ess ,?is sometimes helps1 z1 = in/ance1 :5 ! subject is h>d2 words t may be1 /rictly speak+1 unnecess>y /ill may make ?+s easi] = ! read] by giv+ him m "t to ma/] ! ?\ght :ile 8 eye is runn+ ov] ! v]biage4 ,s1 a little wat] may prev5t a /rong dr9k f burn+ ?roat & /oma*4 ,a /yle t is too t]se is z fatigu+ z "o t is too diffuse4 ,b :5 a passage is writt5 a little long1 ) consci\sness & compunction b /ill delib]ately1 z :at w probably be mo/ easy = ! read]1 x c h>dly be call$ diffuse4 ,difficulties 9 ,art1 ,lit]ature & ,music ,! difficult & ! un9telligible are only conceivable at all 9 virtue ( _! cat*+ on to some?+ less difficult & less un9telligible &1 ?r\gh ?is1 to ?+s easily done & und]/ood4 ,x is at ^! jo9ts 9 _! arm\r t difficulties %\ld be attack$4 ,nev] tackle a s]i\s difficulty z long z some?+ :i* mu/ be done1 & ab\t :i* y see y\r way fairly well1 rema9s undone2 ! settl+ ( ?is is sure to ?r[ light ^u ! way 9 :i* ! s]i\s difficulty is to be resolv$4 ,x is do+ ! ,:at-y-c t w be/ help y to d ! ,:at-y-_c4 ,arre>s ( small ?+s to be att5d$ to1 if all[$ to accumulate1 worry & depress l unpaid debts4 ,! ma9 "w %\ld always /& aside = ^!1 n ^! = ! ma9 "w1 z l>ge debts %\ld /& aside = small ones1 or tru? = common *>ity & good feel+4 ,if we att5d cont9ually & promptly to ! little t we c d1 we %all ere long be surpris$ to f9d h[ little rema9s t we _c d4 ,k is ,p[] ,yes1 b x mu/ be practical k4 ,!re is no?+ less p[]ful ?an k unatta*$1 & incapable ( application4 ,t is :y :at little k ,i h has done myself p]sonally s mu* h>m4 ,i d n "k mu*1 b if ,i knew a good deal less ?an t little ,i %\ld be f> m p[]ful4 ,! rule %\ld be nev] to le>n a ?+ till "o is pretty sure "o wants x1 or t "o w want x be=e long s badly z n to be able to get on )\t x4 ,?is is :at s5sible p d ab\t money1 & !re is no reason :y p %\ld ?r[ away _! "t & tr\ble m ?an _! money4 ,!re are pl5ty ( ?+s t mo/ boys w\ld give _! e>s to "k1 ^! & ^! only are ! prop] ?+s = !m to %>p5 _! wits ^u4 ,if a boy is idle & does n want to le>n any?+ at all1 ! same pr9ciple %\ld guide ^? :o h ! c>e ( him--he %\ld nev] be made to le>n any?+ till x is pretty obvi\s t he _c get on )\t x4 ,?is w save tr\ble bo? to boys & tea*]s1 moreov] x w be f> m likely to increase a boy's desire to le>n4 ,i "k 9 my own case no e>?ly p[] c\ld make me le>n till ,i _h my head giv5 me2 & no?+ has be5 able to /op me f incessant /udy f t day to ?is4 ,academicism ,h&icapp$ p sometimes owe _! success to ! mis=tune :i* weights !m4 ,!y seldom "k be=eh& h[ f> !y are go+ to rea*1 & ?is helps !m2 = if !y knew ! greatness ( ! task be=e !m !y w\ld n attempt x4 ,he :o kn[s he is infirm1 & w\ld yet climb1 does n ?9k ( ! summit :i* he believes to be beyond 8 rea* b climbs sl[ly onw>ds1 tak+ v %ort /eps1 look+ bel[ z (t5 z he likes b n above him1 nev] try+ 8 p[]s b seldom /opp+1 & !n1 sometimes1 behold6 he is on ! top1 :i* he w\ld nev] h ev5 aim$ at c\ld he h se5 x f bel[4 ,x is only 9 novels & s5sational biographies t h&icapp$ p1 8fir$ by a k ( ! difficulties t o!rs h ov]come1 resolve to triumph ov] e ob/acle by d9t ( %e] det]m9ation1 & 9 ! end c>ry ev]y?+ be=e !m40 ,9 real life ! p]son :o />ts ?us almo/ inv>iably fails4 ,?is is ! wor/ k9d ( />t4 ,! greate/ secret ( good "w :e!r 9 music1 lit]ature or pa9t+ lies 9 n attempt+ too mu*2 if x be ask$1 8,:at is too mu*80 ! answ] is1 8,any?+ t we f9d difficult or unpleasant40 ,we %\ld n ask :e!r o!rs f9d ?is same ?+ difficult or no4 ,if we f9d ! difficulty s great t ! ov]com+ x is a lab\r & n a pleasure1 we %\ld ei!r *ange our aim altoge!r1 or aim1 at any rate = a "t1 at "s l[] po9t4 ,x mu/ be rememb]$ t no "w is requir$ to be m ?an "r z f> z x goes2 ! greate/ "w _c get beyond ?is & ! lea/ comes /rangely ne> ! greate/ if ?is c be said ( x4 ,! m ,i see ( academicism ! m ,i di/ru/ x4 ,if ,i _h approa*$ pa9t+ z ,i h approa*$ bookwrit+ & music1 t is to say by beg9n+ at once to d :at ,i want$1 or z ne> z ,i c\ld to :at ,i c\ld f9d out ( ?is1 & tak+ pa9s n by way ( solv+ academic difficulties1 9 ord] to provide aga9/ practical ones1 b by wait+ till a difficulty arose 9 practice & !n tackl+ x1 ?us mak+ ! aris+ ( ea* difficulty be ! occasion = le>n+ :at _h to be le>nt ab\t x--if ,i _h approa*$ pa9t+ 9 ?is way ,i %\ld h be5 all "r4 ,z x is ,i h be5 all wrong1 & x 0 ,s\? ,k5s+ton & ,hea!rley's t set me wrong4 ,i li/5$ to ! nons5se ab\t h[ ,i ought to /udy be=e beg9n+ to pa9t1 & ab\t nev] pa9t+ )\t nature1 & ! result 0 t ,i le>n$ to /udy b n to pa9t4 ,n[ ,i h got too mu* to d & am too old to d :at ,i might easily h done1 & %\ld h done1 if ,i _h f\nd out e>li] :at writ+ ,life & ,habit 0 ! *ief ?+ to tea* me4 ,s ,i pa9t$ /udy aft] /udy1 z a prie/ reads 8 brevi>y1 & at ! end ( t5 ye>s knew no m :at ! face ( nature 0 l1 unless ,i _h x imm$iately be=e me1 ?an ,i did at ! beg9n+4 ,i am free to confess t 9 respect ( pa9t+ ,i am a failure4 ,i h sp5t f> m "t on pa9t+ ?an ,i h on any?+ else1 & h fail$ at x m ?an ,i h fail$ 9 any o!r respect almo/ solely = ! reasons giv5 above4 ,i tri$ v h>d1 b ,i tri$ ! wrong way4 ,=tunately = me !re are no academies = tea*+ p h[ to write books1 or ,i %\ld h fall5 into !m z ,i did into ^? = pa9t+ &1 in/ead ( writ+1 %\ld h sp5t my "t & money 9 be+ told t ,i 0 le>n+ h[ to write4 ,if ,i _h "o ?+ to say to /ud5ts be=e ,i di$ 7,i mean1 if ,i _h got to die1 b might tell /ud5ts "o ?+ fir/7 ,i %\ld say3-- 8,don't le>n to d1 b le>n 9 do+4 ,let y\r falls n be on a prep>$ gr\nd1 b let !m be bona fide falls 9 ! r\gh & tumble ( ! _w2 only1 ( c\rse1 let !m be on a small scale 9 ! fir/ in/ance till y feel y\r feet safe "u y4 ,act m & rehe>se less40 ,a fri5d once ask$ me :e!r ,i lik$ writ+ books1 compos+ music or pa9t+ pictures be/4 ,i said ,i did n "k4 ,i l !m all2 b ,i nev] f9d "t to pa9t a picture n[ & only d small sket*es & /udies4 ,i "k 9 :i* ,i am /ronge/--writ+2 ,i "k 9 :i* ,i am weake/--pa9t+2 ,i am weake/ :]e ,i h tak5 mo/ pa9s & /udi$ mo/4 ,agonis+ ,9 art1 nev] try to f9d out any?+1 or try to le>n any?+ until ! n kn[+ x has come to be a nuisance to y = "s "t4 ,!n y w rememb] x1 b n o!rwise4 ,let k importune y be=e y w he> x4 ,our s*ools & univ]sities g on ! precisely opposite sy/em4 ,nev] consci\sly agonise2 ! race is n to ! swift1 nor ! battle to ! /rong4 ,mom5ts ( extreme issue are unconsci\s & mu/ be left to take c>e ( !mselves4 ,dur+ consci\s mom5ts take reasonable pa9s b no m &1 above all1 "w s sl[ly z nev] to get out ( brea?4 ,take x easy1 9 fact1 until =c$ n to d s4 ,!re is no my/]y ab\t art4 ,d ! ?+s t y c see2 !y w %[ y ^? t y _c see4 ,by do+ :at y c y w gradually get to "k :at x is t y want to d & _c d1 & s to be able to d x4 ,! ,*oice ( ,subjects ,d n hunt = subjects1 let !m *oose y1 n y !m4 ,only d t :i* insi/s ^u be+ done & runs "r up aga9/ y1 hitt+ y 9 ! eye until y d x4 ,?is calls y & y _h bett] att5d to x1 & d x z well z y c4 ,b till call$ 9 ?is way d no?+4 ,imag9>y ,c\ntries ,ea* man's m9d is an unkn[n l& to himself1 s t we ne$ n be at su* pa9s to frame a me*anism ( adv5ture = gett+ to undiscov]$ c\ntries4 ,we h n f> to g be=e we rea* !m4 ,!y are1 l ! ,k+dom ( ,heav51 )9 u4 ,my ,books ,i nev] make !m3 !y gr[2 !y come to me & insi/ on be+ writt51 & on be+ su* & su*4 ,i did n want to write ,ere:on1 ,i want$ to g on pa9t+ & f\nd x an abom9able nuisance be+ dragg$ willy-nilly into writ+ x4 ,s ) all my books--! subjects 7 nev] ( my own *oos+2 !y press$ !mselves ^u me ) m =ce ?an ,i c\ld resi/4 ,if ,i _h n lik$ ! subjects ,i %\ld h kick$1 & no?+ w\ld h got me to d !m at all4 ,z ,i did l ! subjects & ! books came & said !y 7 to be writt51 ,i grumbl$ a little & wrote !m4 #ajf ,great ,works ,^! h always some?+ ( ! 8de pr(undis0 ab\t !m4 ,new ,ideas ,e new idea has some?+ ( ! pa9 & p]il ( *ildbir? ab\t x2 ideas are j z mortal & j z immortal z organis$ be+s are4 ,books & ,*ildr5 ,if ! lit]>y (fspr+ is n to die "y1 almo/ z mu* tr\ble mu/ be tak5 ) x z ) ! br++ up ( a physical *ild4 ,/ill1 ! physical *ild is ! h>d] "w ( ! two4 ,! ,life ( ,books ,"s writ]s ?9k ab\t ! life ( books z "s savages ?9k ab\t ! life ( m5--t !re are books :i* nev] die4 ,!y all die soon] or lat]2 b t w n h9d] an au?or f try+ to give 8 book z long a life z he c get = x4 ,! fact t x w h to die is no valid reason = lett+ x die soon] ?an c be help$4 ,criticism ,critics g5]ally come to be critics by reason n ( _! fitness = ?is b ( _! unfitness = any?+ else4 ,books %\ld be tri$ by a judge & jury z ?\gh !y 7 crimes1 & c\nsel %\ld be he>d on bo? sides4 ,le ,/yle c'e/ l',homme ,x is ) books1 music1 pa9t+ & all ! arts z ) *ildr5--only ^? live t h dra9$ mu* ( _! au?or's own life into !m4 ,! p]sonality ( ! au?or is :at int]e/s u m ?an 8 "w4 ,:5 we h once got well hold ( ! p]sonality ( ! au?or we c>e comp>atively little ab\t ! hi/ory ( ! "w or :at x means or ev5 its te*nique2 we enjoy ! "w )\t ?9k+ ( m ?an its beauty1 & ( h[ mu* we l ! workman4 8,le /yle c'e/ l'homme0--t /yle ( :i*1 if ,i may quote f memory1 ,buffon1 aga91 says t x is l happ9ess1 & 8vi5t de la d\ceur de l'me0 #ajg--;& we c>e m ab\t kn[+ :at k9d ( p]son a man 0 ?an ab\t kn[+ ( 8 a*ievem5ts1 no matt] h[ consid]able !y may h be54 ,if he has made x cle> t he 0 try+ to d :at we l1 & meant :at we %\ld l him to h meant1 x is en\gh2 b if ! "w does n attract u to ! workman1 nei!r does x attract u to itself4 ,portraits ,a great portrait is always m a portrait ( ! pa9t] ?an ( ! pa9t$4 ,:5 we look at a portrait by ,holbe9 or ,rembr&t x is ( ,holbe9 or ,rembr&t t we ?9k m ?an ( ! subject ( _! picture4 ,ev5 a portrait ( ,%akespe>e by ,holbe9 or ,rembr&t c\ld tell u v little ab\t ,%akespe>e4 ,x w\ld1 h[ev]1 tell u a great deal ab\t ,holbe9 or ,rembr&t4 ,a ,man's ,/yle ,a man's /yle 9 any art %\ld be l 8 dress--x %\ld attract z little att5tion z possible4 ,! ,gauntlet ( ,y\? ,ev]y?+ t is to age well mu/ h run ! gauntlet ( its y\?4 ,h>dly ev] does a "w ( art hold its own aga9/ "t if x 0 n treat$ some:at savagely at fir/--,i %\ld say 8arti/0 r ?an 8"w ( art40 ,greatness 9 ,art ,if a "w ( art--music1 lit]ature or pa9t+--is = all "t1 x mu/ be indep5d5t ( ! conv5tions1 dialects1 co/umes & fa%ions ( any "t2 if n great )\t help f su* uness5tial accessories1 no help f !m c great5 x4 ,a man mu/ we> ! dress ( 8 own "t1 b no dress+ c make a /rong man ( a weak "o4 ,lit]>y ,p[] ,!y say ! te/ ( ?is is :e!r a man c write an inscription4 ,i say 8,c he "n a kitt580 ,& by ?is te/ ,i am condemn$1 = ,i _c4 ,subject & ,treatm5t ,x is (t5 said t treatm5t is m important ?an subject1 b no treatm5t c make a repulsive subject n repulsive4 ,x c make a trivial1 or ev5 a /upid1 subject int]e/+1 b a really bad flaw 9 a subject _c be treat$ out4 ,happily ! man :o has s5se en\gh to treat a subject well w g5]ally h s5se en\gh to *oose a good "o1 s t ! case ( a really repulsive subject treat$ 9 a ma/]ly mann] does n (t5 arise4 ,x is (t5 said to h aris51 b 9 n9e cases out ( t5 ! treatm5t w be f\nd to h be5 ov]prais$4 ,public ,op9ion ,p say h[ /rong x is2 & inde$ x is /rong :ile x is 9 its prime4 ,9 its *ildhood & old age x is z weak z any o!r organism4 ,i try to make my own "w belong to ! y\? ( a public op9ion4 ,! hi/ory ( ! _w is ! record ( ! weakness1 frailty & dea? ( public op9ion1 z geology is ! record ( ! decay ( ^? bodily organisms 9 :i* op9ions h f\nd mat]ial expression4 ,a ,lit]>y ,man's ,te/ ,molire's read+ to 8 h\semaid has1 ,i ?9k1 be5 misund]/ood z ?\gh he 9 "s way want$ to see ! effect ^u ! h\semaid & make h] a judge ( 8 "w4 ,if %e 0 an unusually clev]1 sm>t girl1 ?is might be well en\gh1 b ! supposition commonly is t %e 0 a typical h\semaid & no?+ m4 ,if ,molire ev] did read to h]1 x 0 because ! m]e act ( read+ al\d put 8 "w be=e him 9 a new light &1 by con/ra9+ 8 att5tion to e l9e1 made him judge x m rigor\sly4 ,i always int5d to read1 & g5]ally d read1 :at ,i write al\d to "s "o2 any "o almo/ w d1 b he %\ld n be s clev] t ,i am afraid ( him4 ,i feel weak places at once :5 ,i read al\d :]e ,i ?\ght1 z long z ,i read to myself only1 t ! passage 0 all "r4 ,:at ,audi5ce to ,write = ,p betwe5 ! ages ( tw5ty & ?irty read a good deal1 aft] ?irty _! read+ drops (f & by =ty is conf9$ to ea* p]son's special subject1 newspap]s & magaz9es2 s t ! mo/ important "p ( "o's audi5ce1 & t :i* %\ld be ma9ly writt5 =1 consi/s ( speciali/s & p betwe5 tw5ty & ?irty4 ,writ+ = a ,hundr$ ,ye>s ,h5ce ,:5 a man is 9 d\bt ab\t ?is or t 9 8 writ+1 x w (t5 guide him if he asks himself h[ x w tell a hundr$ ye>s h5ce4 ,,viii ,h&el & ,music ,h&el & ,bee?ov5 ,,z a boy1 f #ab ye>s old or s1 ,i always wor%ipp$ ,h&el4 ,bee?ov5 0 a t]ra incognita to me till ,i w5t up to ,cambridge2 ,i knew & lik$ a few ( 8 waltzes b did n s mu* z "k t he _h writt5 any sonatas or symphonies4 ,at ,cambridge ,sykes tri$ to tea* me ,bee?ov5 b ,i dislik$ 8 music & w\ld g away z soon z ,sykes began ) any ( 8 sonatas4 ,aft] a long :ile ,i began to l "s ( ! sl[ movem5ts & !n "s entire sonatas1 sev]al ( :i* ,i c\ld play once fairly well )\t notes4 ,i us$ also to play ,ba* & ,m5delssohn's ,songs )\t ,words & ?\ght !m lovely1 b ,i always lik$ ,h&el be/4 ,little by little1 h[ev]1 ,i 0 talk$ ov] into plac+ ,ba* & ,bee?ov5 on a p> z ! greate/ & ,i said ,i did n "k :i* 0 ! be/ man4 ,i _c tell n[ :e!r ,i really lik$ ,bee?ov5 or f\nd myself c>ri$ away by ! /r5g? ( ! ,bee?ov5 curr5t :i* surr\nd$ me2 at any rate ,i sp5t a great deal ( "t on him1 = "s t5 or a doz5 ye>s4 ,"o night1 :5 ,i 0 ab\t #cj1 ,i 0 at an ev5+ p>ty at ,mrs4 ,longd5's & met an old ,we/ ,end cl]gyman ( ! "n ( ,smalley 7,rector1 ,i ?9k1 ( ,bayswat]74 ,i said ,i did n "k :i* 0 greate/ ,h&el1 ,ba* or ,bee?ov54 ,he said3 8,i am surpris$ at t2 ,i %\ld h ?\ght y w\ld h kn[n40 8,:i*10 said ,i1 8is ! greate/80 8,h&el40 ,i knew he 0 "r & h nev] wav]$ s9ce4 ,i suppose ,i 0 really ( ?is op9ion already1 b x 0 n till ,i got a little t\* f outside t ,i knew x4 ,f t mom5t ,bee?ov5 began to g back1 & n[ ,i feel t[>ds him mu* z ,i did :5 ,i fir/ he>d 8 "w1 except1 ( c\rse1 t ,i see a gnosis 9 him ( :i* z a "y man ,i knew no?+4 ,b ,i d n greatly c>e ab\t gnosis1 ,i want agape2 & ,bee?ov5's agape is n ! heal?y robu/ t5d]ness ( ,h&el1 x is a sickly maudl9 ?+ 9 comp>ison4 ,anyh[ ,i d n l him4 ,i l ,moz>t & ,haydn bett]1 b n s mu* bett] z ,i %\ld l to l !m4 ,h&el & ,dom5ico ,sc>latti ,h&el & ,dom5ico ,sc>latti 7 contempor>ies almo/ to a ye>1 bo? z reg>ds bir? & dea?4 ,!y knew ea* o!r v well 9 ,italy & ,sc>latti nev] m5tion$ ,h&el's "n )\t cross+ himself1 b ,i h n he>d t ,h&el cross$ himself at ! m5tion ( ,sc>latti's "n4 ,i "k v little ( ,sc>latti's music & h n ev5 t little well en\gh 9 my head to write ab\t x2 ,i reta9 only a residu>y impression t x is (t5 v *>m+ & l9ks ,haydn ) ,ba*1 moreov] t x is di/9ctly un-,h&elian4 ,h&el mu/ h kn[n & compreh5d$ ,sc>latti's t5d5cies p]fectly well3 8 rejection1 !re=e1 ( ! pr9ciples t lead to !m mu/ h be5 delib]ate4 ,sc>latti leads to ,haydn1 ,haydn to ,moz>t & h5ce1 ?r\gh ,bee?ov51 to mod]n music4 ,t ,h&el =esaw ?is ,i d n d\bt1 nor yet t he felt1 z ,i d myself1 t mod]n music means some?+1 ,i "k n :at1 :i* is n :at ,i mean by music4 ,x is play+ ano!r game & has set itself aims :i*1 no d\bt1 are excell5t b :i* are n m9e4 ,( c\rse ,i "k t ?is may be all wrong3 ,i "k h[ v limit$ & sup]ficial my own acqua9tance ) music is4 ,/ill ,i h a /rong feel+ z ?\gh f ,john ,dun/able1 or :oev] x may h be51 to ,h&el ! tide ( music 0 ris+1 int]mitt5tly no d\bt b /ill ris+1 & t s9ce ,h&el's "t x has be5 fall+4 ,or1 r p]haps ,i %\ld say t music bifurcat$ ) ,h&el & ,ba*--,h&el dy+ musically z well z physically *ildless1 :ile ,ba* 0 z prolific 9 respect ( musical disciples z he 0 9 t ( *ildr54 ,:at1 !n1 0 x1 suppos+ ,i am "r at all1 t ,h&el di/ru/$ 9 ! pr9ciples ( ,sc>latti z d$uc$ f ^? ( ,ba*8 ,i imag9e t he di/ru/$ *iefly ! abuse ( ! appoggiatura1 ! abuse ( ! unlimit$ p[] ( modulation :i* equal temp]am5t plac$ at ! musician's disposition & dep>ture f well-m>k$ rhy?m1 beat or measur$ tread4 ,at any rate ,i believe ! music ,i l be/ myself to be sp>+ ( ! appoggiatura1 to keep pretty close to tonic & dom9ant & to h a well-m>k$ beat1 measure & rhy?m4 ,h&el & ,hom] ,h&el 0 a great] man ?an ,hom] 7,i mean ! au?or ( ! ,iliad72 b ! v p :o are mo/ angry ) me = 7z !y incorrectly suppose7 sne]+ at ,hom] are g5]ally ! ones :o nev] miss an opportunity ( *eap5+ & belittl+ ,h&el1 &1 :i* is v pa9ful to myself1 !y say ,i 0 laugh+ at him 9 ,n>cissus4 ,p]haps--b surely "o c laugh at a p]son & adore him at ! same "t4 ,h&el & ,ba* i ,if y tie ,h&el's h&s by deb>r+ him f ! r5d]+ ( human emotion1 & if y set ,ba*'s free by giv+ him no human emotion to r5d]--if1 9 fact1 y rob ,h&el ( 8 opportunities & ,ba* ( 8 difficulties--! two m5 c fight aft] a fa%ion1 b ,h&el w ev5 s come (f victori\s4 ,o!rwise x is absurd to let ,ba* compete at all4 ,nev]!less ! cultur$ vulg> h at all times pref]r$ gymna/ics & display to retic5ce & ! heal?y1 graceful1 normal movem5ts ( a man ( bir? & education1 & ,ba* is e/eem$ a m pr(\nd musician ?an ,h&el 9 virtue ( 8 frequ5t & m involv$ complexity ( con/ruction4 ,9 reality ,h&el 0 pr(\nd en\gh to es*ew su* wild]nesses ( c\nt]po9t z ,ba* in/9ctively resort$ to1 b he knew also t public op9ion w\ld be sure to place ,ba* on a level ) himself1 if n above him1 & ?is probably made him look askance at ,ba*4 ,at any rate he twice w5t to ,g]many )\t be+ at any pa9s to meet him1 & once1 if n twice1 refus$ ,ba*'s invitation4 ii ,rock/ro says t ,h&el keeps mu* m closely to ! old ,pale/r9a rules ( c\nt]po9t ?an ,ba* does1 & t :5 ,h&el takes a lic5ce x is a good bold "o tak5 r>ely1 :]eas ,ba* is niggl+ away ) small lic5ces f fir/ to la/4 ,h&el & ! ,briti% ,public ,p say ! g5]\s ,briti% public support$ ,h&el4 ,x did no?+ ( ! k9d4 ,on ! contr>y1 = "s #cj ye>s x did its be/ to ru9 him1 twice drove him to bankruptcy1 badg]$ him till 9 #agcg he _h a p>alytic seizure :i* 0 z ne> z might be ! dea? ( him &1 if he _h di$ !n1 we %\ld h no ,israel1 nor ,messiah1 nor ,samson1 nor any ( 8 greate/ oratorios4 ,! ,briti% public only rel5t$ :5 he _h become old & pres5tly bl9d4 ,h&el1 by ! way1 is a r>e in/ance ( a man do+ 8 greate/ "w subsequ5tly to an attack ( p>alysis4 ,:at kept ,h&el up 0 n ! public b ! c\rt4 ,x 0 ! p5sions giv5 him by ,george ,i & ,george ,,ii t enabl$ him to c>ry on at all4 ,s t1 9 po9t ( fact1 x is to ^! two v prosaic k+s t we owe ! f9e/ musical poems ! _w kn[s any?+ ab\t4 ,h&el & ,madame ,patey ,rock/ro told me t ,sir ,mi*ael ,co/a1 aft] 8 sev]e p>alytic /roke1 _h to conduct at "s great p]=mance--,i _c be sure1 b ,i ?9k he said a ,birm+ham ,fe/ival--at any rate he came 9 look+ v :ite & feeble & sat d[n 9 front ( ! or*e/ra to conduct a morn+ rehe>sal4 ,madame ,patey 0 !re1 w5t up to ! poor old g5tleman & kiss$ 8 =ehead4 ,x is a curi\s ?+ ab\t ?is great s+] t n only %\ld %e h be5 7z %e has always seem$ to me7 /rik+ly l ,h&el 9 ! face1 & n only %\ld %e h be5 su* an incomp>able r5d]] ( ,h&el's music--,i _c ?9k t ,i %all ev] aga9 he> any "o :o seem$ to h ! _s ( ,h&el's music s ?or\ghly p5etrat+ 8 or h] :ole be+--b t %e %\ld h be5 /ruck ) p>alysis at1 s f> z ,i c rememb]1 ! same age t ,h&el 04 ,h&el 0 /ruck 9 #agcg :5 he 0 #ec ye>s old1 b happily recov]$4 ,i =get ,madame ,patey's exact age1 b x 0 some:]e ab\t ?is4 ,h&el & ,%akespe>e ,jones & ,i _h be5 li/5+ to ,gaetano ,meo's girls play+ ,h&el & 7 talk+ ab\t him & ,%akespe>e1 & h[ ^? two m5 c alike /ir u m ?an any "o else c4 ,nei!r 7 self-consci\s 9 production1 b :5 ! ?+ _h come out ,%akespe>e looks at x & wond]s1 :]eas ,h&el takes x z a matt] ( c\rse4 ,a ,yankee ,h&elian ,i only ev] met "o ,am]ican :o seem$ to l & und]/& ,h&el4 ,h[ f> he did s 9 reality ,i d n "k1 b int] alia he said t ,h&el 8/ruck ile ) ! ,messiah10 & t 8x pann$ out well1 ! ,messiah did40 ,wa/e ,h&el & ,%akespe>e h left u ! be/ t any h left u2 yet1 9 spite ( ?is1 h[ mu* ( _! lives 0 wa/$4 ,fancy ,h&el exp5d+ himself ^u ! ,moabites & ,ammonites1 or ev5 ! ,jews !mselves1 ye> aft] ye>1 z he did 9 ! fulness ( 8 p[]2 & fancy :at we might h _h f ,%akespe>e if he _h gossipp$ to u ab\t himself & 8 times & ! p he met 9 ,london & at ,/rat=d-on-,avon in/ead ( writ+ "s ( :at he did write4 ,nev]!less we h ! m51 se5 ?r\gh _! "w not)/&+ _! subjects1 :o /& & live to u4 ,x is ! figure ( ,h&el z a man1 & ( ,%akespe>e z a man1 :i* we value ev5 m ?an _! "w4 ,i feel ! pres5ce ( ,h&el beh9d e note ( 8 music4 ,h&el a ,cons]vative ,he left no s*ool because he 0 a prote/4 ,!re 7 m5 9 8 "t1 ^: music he p]fectly well knew1 :o are f> m mod]n ?an ,h&el4 ,he 0 oppos$ to ! musically radical t5d5cies ( 8 age &1 z a musician1 0 a decid$ cons]vative 9 all ess5tial respects--?\gh ready1 ( c\rse1 to g any l5g? 9 any direction if he _h a fancy at ! mom5t = do+ s4 ,h&el & ,erne/ ,pontifex ,x co/ me a great deal to make ,erne/ 9 ,! ,way ( ,all ,fle% play ,bee?ov5 & ,m5delssohn2 ,i did x simply ad capt&um4 ,z a matt] ( fact he play$ only ! music ( ,h&el & ( ! e>ly ,italian & old ,engli% compos]s--b ,h&el mo/ ( all4 ,h&el's ,commonplaces ,x takes z great a compos] z ,h&el--or r x w\ld take z great a compos] if he c\ld be f\nd--to be able to be z easily & triumphantly commonplace z ,h&el (t5 is1 j z x takes--or r w\ld take--z great a compos] z ,h&el to write ano!r ,hallelujah *orus4 ,x is only ! man :o c d ! latt] :o c d ! =m] z ,h&el has done x4 ,h&el is s great & s simple t no "o b a pr(essional musician is unable to und]/& him4 ,h&el & ,dr4 ,morell ,aft] all1 ,dr4 ,morell suit$ ,h&el exactly well--f> bett] ?an ,t5nyson w\ld h done4 ,i don't believe ev5 ,h&el c\ld h set ,t5nyson to music com=tably4 ,:at a m]cy x is t he did n live 9 ,h&el's "t6 ,ev5 ?\gh ,h&el _h set him ev] s well he w\ld h spoil$ ! music1 & ?is ,dr4 ,morell does n 9 ! lea/ d4 ,wordswor? ,& ,i h be5 z f> z ,hull to see ,:at clo!s he left or o!r prop]ty4 ,i am told t ^! l9es occur 9 a poem by ,wordswor?4 7,?9k ( ! exp5se67 ,h[ ?ankful we ought to be t ,wordswor? 0 only a poet & n a musician4 ,fancy a symphony by ,wordswor?6 ,fancy hav+ to sit x out6 ,& fancy :at x w\ld h be5 if he _h writt5 fugues6 ,sleep+ ,beauties ,!re are pl5ty ( !m4 ,take ,h&el2 look at su* an air z 8,loa?some urns1 disclose y\r treasure0 or 8,come1 ,o ,"t1 & ?y broad w+s display+10 bo? 9 ,! ,triumph ( ,"t & ,tru?1 or at 8,convey me to "s peaceful %ore10 9 ,alex&] ,balus1 especially :5 he comes to 8,=gett+ & =got ! w ( fate40 ,:o "k ^!8 ,& yet1 c human g5ius d m8 8,& ! ,glory ( ! ,"l0 ,x w\ld be h>d to f9d a m satisfactory *orus ev5 9 ! ,messiah1 b ,i d n ?9k ! music 0 orig9ally int5d$ = ^! words3 ,picture3 ,music score3 ,& ! glory1 ! glory ( ! ,"l ,if ,h&el _h approa*$ ^! words )\t hav+ 9 8 head a subject ! _s ( :i* w\ld d1 & :i* he ?\ght ! words ) a little managem5t might be made to fit1 he w\ld n1 ,i ?9k1 h repeat$ 8! glory0 at all1 or at any rate n "h4 ,if ^! words _h be5 measur$1 z x 71 = a new suit in/ead ( be+1 z ,i suppose1 furni%$ ) a good second-h& "o1 ! ^w 8!0 w\ld n h be5 tack$ on to ! 8glory0 :i* prec$es x & made to belong to x r ?an to ! 8glory0 :i* foll[s4 ,x does n matt] "o /raw1 & if ,h&el _h ask$ me :e!r ,i m9d$ 8 =c+ ! words a little1 ,i %\ld h said1 8,c]ta9ly n1 nor m ?an a little1 if y l40 ,nev]!less ,i ?9k z a matt] ( fact t !re is a little =c+4 ,i rememb] t z a boy ?is always /ruck me z a /range arrangem5t ( ! words1 b x 0 n until ,i came to write a *orus myself t ,i saw h[ x came ab\t4 ,i d n suspect any =c+ :5 x comes to 8,& all fle% %all see x toge!r40 ,h&el & ! ,speak+ ,voice ,picture3 ,music scores3 ,:ile n[ )\t measure we revel 9 pleasure4 ,) _! va9 my/]ios art ,! =m] ( ^! two extracts is f ! *orus 8,v5us laugh+ f ! skies0 9 ,!odora2 ! o!r is f ! air 8,wise m5 flatt]+0 9 ,judas ,maccabu4 ,i "k no bett] examples ( ! way ,h&el sometimes d]ives 8 melody f ! natural intonation ( ! speak+ voice4 ,! 8pleasure0 79 b> f\r ( ! *orus7 sugge/s a man say+ 8) pleasure0 :5 accept+ an invitation to d9n]4 ,( c\rse "o c say1 8) pleasure0 9 a v>iety ( tones1 b a sudd5 exaltation on ! second syllable is v common4 ,9 ! o!r example1 ! fir/ b> ( ! accompanim5t puts ! argum5t 9 a mo/ p]suasive mann]2 ! second simply re-/ates x2 ! ?ird is ! cl9*]1 ,i _c und]/& any man's hold+ out aga9/ b> ?ree4 ,! f\r? b> re-/ates ! cl9*]1 b at a l[] pit*1 z by "o :o is q satisfi$ t he has conv9c$ 8 adv]s>y4 ,h&el & ! ,wett]horn ,:5 la/ ,i saw ! ,wett]horn ,i caught myself involunt>ily humm+3-- ,picture3 ,music score3 ,& ! gov]nm5t %all be ^u 8 %\ld] ,! big %\ld] ( ! ,wett]horn seem$ to fall j l ! run on 8%\ld]40 8,tyrants n[ no m %all ,dread0 ,! music to ?is *orus 9 ,h]cules is writt5 f ! tyrant's po9t ( view4 ,?is is pla9 f ! jubilant defiance ) :i* ! *orus op5s1 & becomes /ill pla9] :5 ! magnific5t /ra9 to :i* he has set ! words 8,all fe> ( puni%m5t1 all fe> is o'er0 bur/s ^u u4 ,"h he fl+s aside all consid]ations save t ( ! gospel ( do+ :atev] we please )\t hav+ to pay = x4 ,he has1 h[ev]1 rememb]$ himself & become almo/ puritanical ov] 8,! _w's av5g] is no m40 ,"h he is q prop]4 ,f a dramatic po9t ( view ,h&el's treatm5t ( ^! words mu/ be condemn$ = reasons 9 respect ( :i* ,h&el 0 v r>ely at fault4 ,x puzzles ! li/5] :o expects ! words to be treat$ f ! po9t ( view ( ! vanqui%$ slaves & n f t ( ! tyrants4 ,!re is no pret5ce t ^! p>ticul> tyrants are n s bad z ord9>y tyrants1 nor ^! p>ticul> vanqui%$ slaves n s good z ord9>y vanqui%$ slaves1 &1 unless ?is has be5 made cle> 9 "s way1 x is dramatically de rigueur t ! tyrants %\ld come to grief1 or be ab\t to come to grief4 ,! he>] %\ld "k :i* way 8 sympa?ies are expect$ to g1 & "h we h ! music dragg+ u "o way & ! words ano!r4 ,nev]!less1 we p>don ! dep>ture f ! /rict rules ( ! game1 p>tly because ( ! welcome nature ( good tid+s s exultantly ann\nc$ to u ab\t all fe> ( puni%m5t be+ o'er1 & p>tly because ! music is1 ?r\gh\t1 s mu* /rong] ?an ! words t we lose sight ( !m almo/ entirely4 ,h&el probably wrote z he did f a pr(\nd1 ?\gh p]haps unconsci\s1 p]ception ( ! fact t ev5 9 8 day !re 0 a great deal ( humanit>ian nons5se talk$ & t1 aft] all1 ! tyrants 7 g5]ally q z good sort ( p z ! vanqui%$ slaves4 ,hav+ begun on ?is tack1 x 0 easy to ?r[ morality to ! w9ds :5 he came to ! words ab\t all fe> ( puni%m5t be+ ov]4 ,h&el & ,m>riage ,to man ,god's univ]sal law ,gave p[] to keep ! wife 9 awe s+s ,h&el 9 a comically dogmatic little *orus 9 ,samson4 ,b ! univ]sality ( ! law mu/ be held to h fail$ 9 ! case ( ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,m',cullo*4 ,h&el & a ,lett] to a ,solicitor ,jones %[$ me a lett] t _h be5 receiv$ by ! solicitor 9 ^: (fice he 0 work+3 8,de> ,sir2 ,i enclose ! "n ( ! lawy] ( ! lady ,i am engag$ to & h] "n & address are ,miss ,b4 ,ri*mond4 ,8 address is ,w4 ,w4 ,esq4 ,man*e/]4 8,i rema91 ,y\rs truly ,w4 ,d4 ,c40 ,i said x rem9d$ me ( ! op5+ b>s ( 8,welcome1 welcome1 ,mighty ,k+0 9 ,saul3 ,picture3 ,music score ,h&el's ,%[] ( ,ra9 ,! fall+ %[] 9 ! air 8,z *e]s ! sun0 9 ,jo%ua is1 ,i ?9k1 ! f9e/ description ( a w>m sunny refre%+ ra9 t ,i h ev] come across & "o ( ! mo/ wond]fully descriptive pieces ( music t ev5 ,h&el ev] did4 ,!odora & ,susanna ,9 my preface to ,evolution ,old & ,new ,i imply a c]ta9 dissatisfaction ) ,!odora & ,susanna1 & imply also t ,h&el himself 0 s f> dissatisfi$ t 9 8 next "w1 ,jeph?a 7:i* ,i see ,i inadv]t5tly call$ 8 la/71 he return$ to 8 e>li] mann]4 ,x is true t ^! works are n 9 ,h&el's usual mann]2 !y are m difficult & m 9 ! /yle ( ,ba*4 ,i am glad t ,h&el gave u ^! two examples ( a slightly 7= x is n mu*7 v>i$ mann] & ,i am int]e/$ to obs]ve t he did n adh]e to t mann] 9 ,jeph?a1 b ,i %\ld be sorry to convey an impression t ,i ?9k ,!odora & ,susanna are 9 any way unwor?y ( ,h&el4 ,i pref] bo? to ,judas ,maccabu :i*1 9 spite ( ! _m f9e ?+s x conta9s1 ,i l p]haps ! lea/ ( all 8 oratorios4 ,i h play$ ,!odora & ,susanna all ?r\gh1 & mo/ p>ts 7except ! recitatives7 _m times ov]1 ,jones & ,i h gone ?r\gh !m aga9 & aga92 ,i h he>d ,susanna p]=m$ once1 & ,!odora twice1 & ,i f9d no s+le piece 9 ei!r "w :i* ,i d n admire1 :ile _m are z good z any?+ :i* x is 9 my p[] to conceive4 ,i l ! *orus 8,he saw ! lovely y\?0 ! lea/ ( any?+ 9 ,!odora s f> z ,i rememb] at ?is mom5t1 b kn[+ x to h be5 a fav\rite ) ,h&el himself ,i am sure t ,i mu/ h miss$ und]/&+ x4 ,h[ comes x1 ,i wond]1 t ! *orale-l air 8,bless+1 ,hon\r1 ,adoration0 is omitt$ 9 ,novello's edition8 ,x is giv5 9 ,cl>ke's edition & is v beautiful4 ,jones says ( 8,) d>kness deep01 t 9 ! accompanim5t to ?is air ! monotony ( daz$ grief is j v>i$ n[ & aga9 ) a little wri?+ passage4 ,:e!r ,h&el meant ?is or no1 ! int]pretation put ^u ! passage fits ! feel+ ( ! air4 ,john ,seba/ian ,ba* ,x is imput$ to him = righte\sness t he goes ov] ! heads ( ! g5]al public & appeals ma9ly to musicians4 ,b ! greate/ m5 d n g ov] ! heads ( ! masses1 !y take !m r by ! h&4 ,! true musician w\ld n snub s mu* z a musical critic4 ,8 in/9ct is t[>ds ! man 9 ! /reet r ?an ! ,academy4 ,p]haps ,i say ?is z be+ myself a man 9 ! /reet musically4 ,i d n "k1 b ,i "k t ,ba* does n appeal to me & t ,i d appeal f ,ba* to ! man 9 ! /reet & n to ! ,academy1 because ,i believe ! fir/ ( ^! to be ! s\nd]4 ,/ill1 ,i own ,ba* does appeal to me sometimes4 ,9 my own poor music ,i h tak5 passages f him be=e n[1 & h my eye on o!rs :i* ,i h no d\bt w suit me some:]e4 ,:e!r ,ba* w\ld "k !m aga9 :5 ,i h work$ my w on !m1 & mu* m :e!r he w\ld own !m1 ,i nei!r "k nor c>e4 ,i take or leave z ,i *oose1 & alt] or leave unt\*$ z ,i *oose4 ,i pref] my music to be an outgr[? f a g]m ^: s\rce ,i "k1 r ?an a waif & /ray :i* ,i fancy to be my own *ild :5 x 0 all ! "t begott5 ( a b>rel organ4 ,x is a wise tune t kn[s its own fa!r & ,i l my music to be ! legitimate (fspr+ ( respectable p>5ts4 ,r\ghly1 h[ev]1 z ,i h said ov] & ov] aga91 if ,i ?9k some?+ t ,i "k & greatly l 9 music1 no matt] ^:1 is appropriate1 ,i appropriate x4 ,i %\ld say ,i 0 "u mo/ obligations to ,h&el1 ,purcell & ,bee?ov54 ,= example1 any "o :o look$ at my song 8,man 9 ,va90 9 ,ulysses might ?9k x 0 tak5 f 8,batti1 batti40 ,i %\ld l to say x 0 tak5 f1 or sugge/$ by1 a few b>s 9 ! op5+ ( ,bee?ov5's pian(orte sonata op4 #gh1 & a few b>s 9 ! accompanim5t to ! duet 8,h>k h[ ! ,song/]s0 9 ,purcell's ,timon ( ,a!ns4 ,i am n aw>e ( hav+ borr[$ m 9 ! song ?an :at foll[s z natural developm5t ( ^! two passages :i* run ?us3 ,picture3 ,music score by ,bee?ov5 !n ,purcell ,f ! pian(orte arrangem5t 9 ,! ,beauties ( ,purcell by ,john ,cl>ke1 ,mus4 ,doc4 ,hone/y ,hone/y consi/s n 9 nev] /eal+ b 9 kn[+ :]e to /op 9 /eal+1 & h[ to make good use ( :at "o does /eal4 ,x is only great proprietors :o c /eal well & wisely4 ,a good /eal]1 a good us] ( :at he takes1 is ipso facto a good inv5tor4 ,two m5 c inv5t aft] a fa%ion to "o :o kn[s h[ to make ! be/ use ( :at has be5 done already4 ,musical ,criticism ,i w5t to ! ,ba* ,*oir conc]t & he>d ,moz>t's ,requiem4 ,i did n rise w>mly to x4 ,!n ,i he>d an extract f ,p>sifal :i* ,i dislik$ v mu*4 ,if ,ba* wriggles1 ,wagn] wri!s4 ,yet next morn+ 9 ! ,times ,i saw ?is able1 he>tless failure1 compact ( gnosis z mu* z any "o pleases b )\t "o sp>k ( ei!r true pa?os or true hum\r1 call$ 8! cr[n+ a*ievem5t ( dramatic music40 ,! writ] cont9ues3 8,to ! un9tellig5t1 music ( ?is ord] does n appeal02 :i* only means 8,i am intellig5t & y _h bett] ?9k z ,i tell y40 ,i am glad t su* p %\ld call ,h&el a ?iev+ plagi>i/4 ,on ,borr[+ 9 ,music ,9 books x is easy to make m5tion ( ! =gott5 dead to :om we are indebt$1 & to ackn[l$ge an obligation at ! same "t & place t we incur x4 ,! m orig9al a writ] is1 ! m pleasure w he take 9 call+ att5tion to ! =gott5 "w ( ^? :o h gone be=e him4 ,! conv5tions ( pa9t+ & music1 on ! o!r h&1 :ile !y admit ( borr[+ no less freely ?an lit]ature does1 d n admit ( ackn[l$gem5t2 x is impossible to int]rupt a piece ( music1 or pa9t "s words ^u a picture to expla9 t ! compos] or pa9t] 0 at su* & su* a po9t indebt$ to su* & su* a s\rce = 8 inspiration1 b x is n less impossible to avoid occasionally borr[+1 or r tak+1 = !re is no ne$ ( euphemism1 f e>li] "w4 ,:]e1 !n1 is ! l9e to be drawn betwe5 lawful & unlawful adoption ( :at has be5 done by o!rs8 ,?is "q is su* a nice "o t !re are almo/ z _m op9ions ^u x z !re are pa9t]s & musicians4 ,to leave pa9t+ on "o side1 if a musician wants "s =gott5 passage 9 an e>li] writ]1 is he1 kn[+ :]e ?is sleep+ beauty lies1 to let x sleep on unkn[n & un5joy$1 or %all he n r wake x & take x--z likely en\gh ! e>li] ma/] did be=e him--)1 or )\t modification8 ,x may be said ?is %\ld be done by republi%+ ! orig9al "w ) its compos]'s "n1 giv+ him 8 due laurels4 ,s x %\ld1 if ! "w w be> x2 b m commonly times w h s *ang$ t x w n4 ,a compos] may want a b>1 or b> & a half1 out (1 say1 a doz5 pages--he may n want ev5 ?is mu* )\t m or less modification--is he to be told t he mu/ republi% ! t5 or doz5 orig9al pages )9 :i* ! passage he wants lies buri$1 z ! only righte\s way ( giv+ x new life8 ,no "o %\ld be all[$ su* dog-9-!-mang]-l own]%ip 9 beauty t because x has once be5 reveal$ to him !re=e none = ev] aft] %all enjoy x unless he be _! cic]one4 ,if ?is rule 7 sanction$1 he :o fir/ produc$ any?+ beautiful w\ld sign its dea? w>rant = an e>li] or lat] date1 or at be/ w\ld te!r t :i* %\ld =?) beg9 putt+ girdles r\nd ! _w4 ,beauty lives n = ! self-glorification ( ! prie/s ( any art1 b = ! enjoym5t ( prie/s & laity alike4 ,he is ! be/ art-prie/ :o br+s mo/ beauty mo/ home to ! he>ts ( mo/ m54 ,if any "o tells an arti/ t "p ( :at he has br\ght home is n 8 b ano!r's1 8,yea1 let him take all10 %\ld be 8 answ]4 ,he %\ld "k no self 9 ! matt]4 ,he is a fi%] ( m5's he>ts f love ( w9n+ !m1 & baits 8 hook ) :at w be/ take !m )\t mu* he$ :]e he gets x f4 ,he c ga9 no?+ by (f]+ p :at !y "k or ought to "k already1 he w n !re=e take f ! liv+ or lately dead2 = ! same reason he w in/9ctively avoid any?+ ) :i* 8 he>]s w be famili>1 except z recognis$ common =m1 b beyond ^! limits he %\ld take freely ev5 z he hopes to be "o day tak5 f4 ,true1 !re is a hidd5 mock+ _s 9 ?+s :i* ensures t he alone c take well :o c also make well1 b x is no less true t he alone makes well :o takes well4 ,a man mu/ comm& all ! res\rces ( 8 art1 & ( ^! none is great] ?an k ( :at has be5 done by pr$ecessors4 ,:at1 ,i wond]1 may he take f ^!--h[ may he build himself ^u !m & gr[ out ( !m--if he is to make x 8 *ief bus9ess to /e] cle> ( !m8 ,a saf] canon is t ! developm5t ( a musician %\ld be l t ( a fugue or fir/ movem5t1 9 :i*1 ! subject hav+ be5 en\nc$1 x is ess5tial t !nce=w>d ev]y?+ %all be bo? new & old at "o & ! same "t--new1 b n too new--old1 b n too old4 ,inde$ no musician c be orig9al 9 respect ( any l>ge p]c5tage ( 8 "w4 ,= indep5d5tly ( 8 turn+ to 8 own use ! pa/ lab\r involv$ 9 musical notation1 :i* he makes 8 own z ( "r )\t m ?anks to ^? :o ?\ght x out ?an we give to him :o inv5t$ :eels :5 we hire a cab1 indep5d5tly ( ?is1 x is surpris+ h[ l>ge a "p ev5 ( ! mo/ orig9al music consi/s ( common =m scale passages1 & closes4 ,mutatis mut&is1 ! same holds good ) ev5 ! mo/ orig9al book or picture2 ^! passages or =ms are z light & air1 common to all ( u2 b ! pr9ciple hav+ be5 once admitt$ t "s p>ts ( a man's "w _c be orig9al--n1 t is to say1 if he has desc5d$ ) only a reasonable am\nt ( modification--:]e is ! l9e to be drawn8 ,:]e does common =m beg9 & end8 ,! answ] is t x is n m]e famili>ity t %\ld =bid borr[+1 b famili>ity ) a passage z associat$ ) special surr\nd+s4 ,if c]ta9 musical progressions are already associat$ ) _m diff]5t sets ( antec$5ts & consequ5ts1 !y h no special association1 except 9 s f> z !y may be connect$ ) a s*ool or epo*2 no "o1 !re=e1 is (f5d$ at f9d+ !m associat$ ) "o set ! m4 ,famili>ity beyond a c]ta9 po9t ceases to be famili>ity1 or at any rate ceases to be op5 to ! objections t lie aga9/ t :i*1 ?\gh famili>1 is /ill n famili> z common =m4 ,^? on ! o!r h& :o hold t a musician %\ld nev] kn[+ly borr[ w d\btless say t common =m passages are an obvi\s & notori\s exception to _! rule1 & ! "o ! limits ( :i* are easily recognis$ 9 practice h[ev] h>d x may be to def9e !m neatly on pap]4 ,x is n sugge/$ t :5 a musician wants to compose an air or *orus he is to ca/ ab\t = "s little-kn[n simil> piece & lay x "u contribution4 ,?is is n to spr+ f ! lo9s ( liv+ ance/ors b to batt5 on dead m5's bones4 ,he :o takes ?us w ere long lose ev5 :at little p[] to take he may h ev] _h4 ,on ! o!r h& !re is no enjoyable "w 9 any art :i* is n easily recognis$ z ! affiliat$ outcome ( some?+ t has gone be=e x4 ,?is is m especially true ( music1 ^: gramm> & /ock 9 trade are s mu* simpl] ?an ^? ( any o!r art4 ,he :o loves music w "k :at ! be/ m5 h done1 & h5ce w h numb]less passages f old] writ]s float+ at all times 9 8 m9d1 l g]ms 9 ! air1 ready to hook !mselves on to any?+ ( an associat$ "*4 ,"s ( ^! he w reject at once1 z already too /rongly w$d$ to associations ( _! own2 "s are tri$ & f\nd n s suitable z 0 ?\ght2 "s "o1 h[ev]1 w probably soon ass]t itself z ei!r suitable1 or easily alt]$ s z to become exactly :at is want$2 if1 inde$1 x is ! "r passage 9 ! "r man's m9d1 x w h modifi$ itself unbidd5 already4 ,h[1 !n1 let me ask aga91 is ! musician to comport himself t[>ds ^? un9vit$ gue/s ( 8 ?\ghts8 ,is he to give !m %elt]1 *]i% !m1 & be ?ankful8 or is he to %ake !m rudely (f1 bid !m begone1 & g out ( 8 way s z n to fall 9 ) !m aga98 ,c !re be a d\bt :at ! answ] to ?is "q %\ld be8 ,z x is fatal delib]ately to /e] on to ! "w ( o!r compos]s1 s x is no less fatal delib]ately to /e] cle> ( x2 music to be ( any value mu/ be a man's free/ & mo/ in/9ctive expression4 ,in/9ct 9 ! case ( all ! greate/ arti/s1 :atev] _! art may be1 bids !m atta* !mselves to1 & gr[ out ( ^? pr$ecessors :o are mo/ cong5ial to !m4 ,bee?ov5 grew out ( ,moz>t & ,haydn1 add+ a leav5 :i* 9 ! end leav5$ ! :ole lump1 b 9 ! outset add+ little2 ,moz>t grew out ( ,haydn1 9 ! outset add+ little2 ,haydn grew out ( ,dom5ico ,sc>latti & ,emmanuel ,ba*1 add+1 9 ! outset1 little4 ,^! m5 grew out ( ,john ,seba/ian ,ba*1 = mu* z bo? ( !m admir$ ,h&el ,i _c see t !y all[$ 8 music to influ5ce !irs4 ,h&el ev5 9 8 own lifetime 0 m or less ( a survival & prote/2 he saw ! rocks on to :i* music 0 drift+ & /e]$ 8 own good %ip wide ( !m2 z = 8 musical p>5tage1 he grew out ( ! e>ly ,italians & out ( ,purcell4 ,! m orig9al a compos] is ! m c]ta9 is he to h made himself a /rong base ( op]ations 9 ! works ( e>li] m51 /rik+ 8 roots deep into !m1 s t he1 z x 71 gets inside !m & lives 9 !m1 !y 9 him1 & he 9 !m2 !n1 ?is firm foo?old hav+ be5 obta9$1 he sallies =? z opportunity directs1 ) ! result t 8 works w reflect at once ! exp]i5ces ( 8 own musical life & ( ^? musical prog5itors to :om a lov+ in/9ct has m p>ticul>ly atta*$ him4 ,! fact t 8 "w is deeply imbu$ ) _! ideas & little ways1 is n due to 8 delib]ately tak+ f !m4 ,he makes _! ways 8 own z *ildr5 model !mselves ^u ^? old] p]sons :o are k9d to !m4 ,he loves !m because he feels !y felt z he does1 & look$ on m5 & ?+s mu* z he looks ^u !m himself2 he is an outgr[? 9 ! same direction z t 9 :i* !y grew2 he is _! son1 b\nd by e law ( h]$ity to be no less !m ?an himself2 ! mann]1 !re=e1 :i* came mo/ naturally to !m w be ! "o :i* comes also mo/ naturally to him z be+ _! desc5dant4 ,nev]!less no matt] h[ /rong a family lik5ess may be1 7& x is sometimes1 z betwe5 ,h&el & 8 =]unn]s1 />tl+ly close7 two m5 ( diff]5t g5]ations w nev] be s mu* alike t ! "w ( ea* w n h a "* ( its own--unless inde$ ! "o is masqu]ad+ z ! o!r1 :i* is n tol]able except on r>e occasions & on a v small scale4 ,no matt] h[ l 8 fa!r a man may be we c always tell ! two ap>t2 b ?is once giv51 s t he has a cle> life ( 8 own1 !n a /rong family lik5ess to "s "o else is no m to be regrett$ or conceal$ if x exi/s ?an to be affect$ if x does n4 ,x is on ^! t]ms alone t attractive music c be writt51 & x is a musician's bus9ess to write attractive music4 ,he is1 z x 71 t5ant = life ( ! e/ate ( & tru/ee = t s*ool to :i* he belongs4 ,normally1 t s*ool w be ! "o :i* has obta9$ ! firme/ hold ^u 8 own c\ntrym54 ,an ,engli%man _c successfully write l a ,g]man or a ,hung>ian1 nor is x desirable t he %\ld try4 ,if1 by way ( v>iety1 we want ,g]man or ,hung>ian music we %all get a m g5u9e article by go+ direct to ,g]man or ,hung>ian compos]s4 ,= ! mo/ "p1 h[ev]1 ! s\nde/ ,engli%m5 w be /ay-at-homes1 9 spite ( _! be+ mu* giv5 to summ] fl+s ^u ! cont95t4 ,:e!r z writ]s1 !re=e1 or z li/5]s1 ,engli%m5 %\ld /ick *iefly to ,purcell1 ,h&el1 & ,sir ,ar?ur ,sullivan4 ,true1 ,h&el 0 n an ,engli%man by bir?1 b no "o 0 ev] m ?or\ghly ,engli% 9 respect ( all ! be/ & mo/ di/+ui%+ features ( ,engli%m54 ,z a "y man1 ?\gh ,italy & ,g]many 7 op5 to him1 he adopt$ ! c\ntry ( ,purcell1 feel+ x1 d\btless1 to be1 z f> z he 0 conc]n$1 m ,saxon ?an ,saxony itself4 ,he *ose ,engl&2 nor c !re be a d\bt t he *ose x because he believ$ x to be ! c\ntry 9 :i* 8 music _h ! be/ *ance ( be+ appreciat$4 ,& :at does ?is involve1 if n t ,engl&1 take x all r\nd1 is ! mo/ musically m9d$ c\ntry 9 ! _w8 ,t ?is is s1 t x has produc$ ! f9e/ music ! _w has kn[n1 & is !re=e ! f9e/ s*ool ( music 9 ! _w1 _c be reasonably disput$4 ,to ! born musician1 x is h>dly necess>y to say1 nei!r ! =ego+ rem>ks nor any o!rs ab\t music1 except ^? t may be f\nd 9 e text book1 c be ( ! smalle/ use4 ,h&el knew ?is & no man ev] said less ab\t 8 art--or did m 9 x4 ,!re are "s semi-apocryphal #abh rules = tun+ ! h>psi*ord t pret5d1 ) :at tru? ,i "k n1 to hail f him1 b "h 8 !oretical contributions to music beg9 & end4 ,! rules beg9 8,9 ?is *ord0 7! tonic major triad7 8tune ! fif? pretty flat1 & ! ?ird consid]ably too %>p40 ,!re is an abs5ce ( fuss ab\t ^! words :i* sugge/s ,h&el himself4 ,! writt5 & spok5 words ( great pa9t]s or musicians :o c talk or write is seldom la/+--arti/s are a dumb in>ticulate folk1 ^: spee* is 9 _! h&s n 9 _! tongues4 ,!y look at u l seals1 b _c talk to u4 ,to ! musician1 !re=e1 :at has be5 said above is useless1 if n worse2 its object w h be5 atta9$ if x aids ! uncreative read] to criticise :at he he>s ) m intellig5ce4 ,music ,s f> z ,i c see1 ?is is ! lea/ /able ( ! arts4 ,f ! e>lie/ records we le>n t !re 7 musicians1 & p seem to h be5 j z fond ( music z we are ourselves1 b1 :]eas we f9d ! old sculpture1 pa9t+ 7:at !re is ( x7 & lit]ature to h be5 9 all ess5tials l our own1 & n only ?is b :]eas we f9d !m ess5tially ! same 9 exi/+ nations 9 ,europe1 ,asia1 ,africa & ,am]ica1 ?is is n s z reg>ds music ei!r look+ to antiquity or to ! v>i\s exi/+ nations4 ,i believe we %\ld f9d old ,greek & ,roman music z hide\s z we d ,p]sian & ,japanese1 or z ,p]sians & ,japanese f9d our own4 ,i believe !re=e t ! *>m ( music re/s on a m unreason+ basis1 & is m dep5d5t on :at we are accu/om$ to1 ?an ! pleasure giv5 by ! o!r arts4 ,we n[ f9d all ! ecclesia/ical modes1 except ! ,ionian & ! olian1 unsatisfactory1 inde$ almo/ intol]able1 b ,i "q :e!r1 if we 7 z mu* 9 ! habit ( us+ ! ,dorian1 ,phrygian1 ,lydian & ,mixo-,lydian modes z we are ( us+ ! lat] olian mode 7! m9or scale71 we %\ld n f9d ^! j z satisfactory4 ,is x n possible t our indisputable pref]5ce = ! ,ionian mode 7! major scale7 is simply ! result ( its be+ ! "o to :i* we are mo/ accu/om$8 ,if ano!r mode 7 to become habitual1 might n ?is scale or mode become fir/ a k9d ( supplem5t>y moon-l mode 7z ! olian n[ is7 & f9ally might x n become intol]able to u8 ,happily x w la/ my "t z x is4 ,discords ,=m]ly all discords 7 prep>$1 & ,montev]de's innovation ( tak+ ! dom9ant sev5? unprep>$ 0 held to be cataclysmic1 b 9 mod]n music almo/ any conceivable discord may be tak5 unprep>$4 ,we h gr[n s us$ to ?is n[ t we ?9k no?+ ( x1 /ill1 :5ev] x c be done )\t sacrific+ some?+ m important1 ,i ?9k ev5 a dom9ant sev5? is bett] prep>$4 ,x is only ! prep>ation1 h[ev]1 ( discords :i* is n[ less rigor\sly insi/$ on2 _! resolution--g5]ally by ! climb+ d[n ( ! (f5d+ note--is z necess>y z ev] if ! music is to fl[ on smoo?ly4 ,?is holds good exactly 9 our daily life4 ,if a discord has to be introduc$1 x is bett] to prep>e x z a concord1 take x on a /rong beat1 & resolve x d[nw>ds on a weak "o4 ,! prep>ation be+ (t5 difficult or impossible may be disp5s$ )1 b ! resolution is /ill de rigueur4 ,ana*ronism ,x has be5 said 8,?\ %alt n masqu]ade 9 co/umes n ( ?9e own p]iod10 b ! hi/ory ( art is ! hi/ory ( revivals4 ,musical criticism1 s f> z ,i c see1 is ! lea/ intellig5t ( ! criticisms on ?is score4 ,unless a man writes 9 ! exotic /yle ( ,brahms1 ,wagn]1 ,dvok & ,i "k n :at o!r ,slav1 ,cze*1 ,teuton or ,hebrew1 ! critics are sure to accuse him ( be+ an ana*ronism4 ,! only man 9 ,engl& :o is p]mitt$ to write 9 a /yle :i* is 9 ! ma9 ( home gr[? is ! ,iri% ,jew1 ,sir ,ar?ur ,sullivan4 ,if we may g to a =eign /yle :y may we n g to "o ( an e>li] p]iod8 ,b surely we may d :atev] we l1 & ! bett] we l x ! bett] we %all d x4 ,! great ?+ is to make sure t we l ! /yle we *oose bett] ?an we l any o!r1 t we engraft on x :atev] we he> t we ?9k w be a good addition1 & dep>t f x :]ev] we dislike x4 ,if a man does ?is he may write 9 ! /yle ( ! ye> "o & he w be no ana*ronism2 ! musical critics may call him "o b !y _c make him "o4 ,*apt]s 9 ,music ,! analogy betwe5 lit]ature1 pa9t+ & music1 s close 9 s _m respects1 sugge/s t ! mod]n cu/om ( mak+ a :ole sc5e1 act or ev5 drama into a s+le1 unbrok5 movem5t )\t subdivision is l mak+ a book )\t *apt]s1 or a picture1 l ,b]n>d9o ,lu9i's great ,lugano fresco 9 :i* a long subject is treat$ )9 ! compass ( a s+le piece4 ,bett] advis$1 z x seems to me1 ,gaud5zio ,f]r>i broke up a space ( ! same %ape & size at ,v>allo into _m comp>tm5ts1 ea* m or less complete 9 itself1 gr\p$ r\nd a c5tral sc5e4 ,! subdivision ( books into *apt]s1 ea* ) a m or less emphatic full close 9 its own key1 is f\nd to be a help z giv+ ! att5tion halt+ places by ! way4 ,ev]y?+ t is wor? att5d+ to fatigues z well z delights1 mu* z ! climb+ ( a m\nta9 does s4 ,*apt]s & %ort pieces give re/s dur+ :i* ! att5tion ga!rs r5ew$ /r5g? & attacks ) fre% ard\r a new /ret* ( ! asc5t4 ,ea* b> is1 z x 71 a /ep cut 9 ice & "o does n see1 if set pieces are object$ to1 :y phrases & b>s %\ld n be attack$ next4 ,at ! ,op]a ,jones & ,i w5t la/ ,friday to ,don ,giovanni1 ,mr4 ,kemp #aca putt+ u 9 free4 ,x bor$ u bo?1 & we l ,n>cissus bett]4 ,we admit ! beauty ( _m ( ! beg9n+s ( ! airs1 b ?is beauty is n ma9ta9$1 9 e case ! air tails (f into some?+ t is mu* too ne> be+ tiresome4 ,! plot1 ( c\rse1 is /upid to a degree1 b plot has v little to d ) x2 :at c be m un9t]e/+ ?an ! plot ( _m ( ,h&el's oratorios8 ,we bo? believe ! s*eme ( ,italian op]a to be a bad "o2 we ?9k t music %\ld nev] be comb9$ ) act+ to a great] ext5t ?an is done1 we w say1 9 ! ,mikado2 t ! oratorio =m is f> m satisfactory ?an op]a2 & we agre$ t we _h nei!r ( u ev] yet be5 to an op]a 7,i mean a ,gr& ,op]a7 )\t be+ bor$ by x4 ,i am n sorry to rememb] t ,h&el nev] ab&on$ oratorio aft] he _h once fairly tak5 to x4 ,at a ,philh>monic ,conc]t ,we w5t la/ night to ! ,philh>monic & sat 9 ! %ill+ or*e/ra1 j beh9d ! drums1 s t we c\ld see & he> :at ea* in/rum5t 0 do+4 ,! conc]t began ) ,moz>t's ,g ,m9or ,symphony4 ,we lik$ ?is fairly well1 especially ! la/ movem5t1 b we f\nd all ! movem5ts too long &1 speak+ = myself1 if ,i _h a tame or*e/ra = :i* ,i might write programmes1 ,i %\ld probably put x d[n once or twice aga91 n f any spontane\s wi% to he> m ( x b z a matt] ( duty t ,i might judge x ) full] compreh5sion--/ill1 if ea* movem5t _h be5 half z long ,i %\ld probably h felt cordially en\gh t[>ds x1 except ( c\rse 9 s f> z t ! _s ( ! music is ali5 to t ( ! e>ly ,italian s*ool ) :i* alone ,i am 9 g5u9e sympa?y & ( :i* ,h&el is ! climax4 ,!n came a t]ribly long-w9d$ recitative by ,bee?ov5 & an air ) a good deal ( 8,*e f>0 9 x4 ,i d n m9d ?is1 & if x _h be5 8,*e f>0 absolutely ,i %\ld1 ,i d>esay1 h lik$ x bett]4 ,i nev] want to he> x aga9 & my or*e/ra %\ld nev] play x4 ,bee?ov5's ,conc]to = viol9 & or*e/ra 7op4 #fa7 :i* foll[$ 0 long] & m t$i\s /ill4 ,i h n a s+le good ^w = x4 ,if ! subject ( ! la/ movem5t 0 ! tune ( "o ( ,ar?ur ,rob]t's comic songs1 or ( any music-hall song1 x w\ld d v nicely & ,i d>esay we %\ld (t5 hum x4 ,i d n mean at ! op5+ ( ! movem5t b ab\t half way ?r\gh1 :]e ! "* is j t ( a common music-hall song &1 s f>1 good4 ,"p ,,ii op5$ ) a suite 9 ,f ,major = or*e/ra 7op4 #ci7 by ,moszk[ski4 ,?is 0 mu* m cle> &1 9 e way1 int]e/+ ?an ! ,bee?ov52 e n[ & !n !re 7 passages t 7 pleas+1 n to say m4 ,jones lik$ x bett] ?an ,i did2 /ill1 "o c\ld n feel t any ( ! movem5ts 7 ! m]e drivell+ %[ /uff ( :i* ! conc]to _h be5 full4 ,b x1 l ev]y?+ else done at ^! conc]ts1 is too long1 cut d[n "o-half x w\ld h be5 all "r & we %\ld h lik$ to he> x twice4 ,z x 01 all we c\ld say 0 t x 0 mu* bett] ?an we _h expect$4 ,i did n l ! look ( ! "y man :o wrote x & :o also conduct$4 ,he _h long yell[i% hair & kept toss+ 8 head to fl+ x back on to 8 %\ld]s1 in/ead ( keep+ x %ort z ,jones & ,i keep ours4 ,!n came ,s*ub]t's 8,erl ,knig10 :i*1 ,i d>esay1 is v f9e b ) :i* ,i h absolutely no?+ 9 common4 ,& f9ally !re 0 a tiresome *>act]i/ic ov]ture by ,b]lioz1 :i*1 if ,jones c\ld by any possibility h writt5 any?+ s dre>y1 ,i %\ld c]ta9ly h begg$ him n to publi%4 ,! g5]al impression left ^u me by ! conc]t is t all ! movem5ts 7 too long1 & t1 no matt] h[ clev] ! developm5t may be1 x spoils ev5 ! mo/ pleas+ & int]e/+ subject if !re is too mu* ( x4 ,h&el knew :5 to /op &1 :5 he meant /opp+1 he /opp$ mu* z a horse /ops1 ) little1 if any1 p]oration4 ,:o c d\bt t he kept 8 movem5ts %ort because he knew t ! wor/ music )9 a reasonable compass is bett] ?an ! be/ :i* is made tiresome by be+ spun out unduly8 ,i only "k "o conc]t$ piece ( ,h&el's :i* ,i ?9k too long1 ,i mean ! ov]ture to ,saul1 b ,i h no d\bt t if ,i 7 to try to cut x d[n ,i %\ld f9d "s excell5t reason t _h made ,h&el decide on keep+ x z x is4 ,at ! ,w9d ,conc]ts ,!re h be5 "s int]e/+ w9d conc]ts lately2 ,i say int]e/+1 because !y br\ght home to u ! unsatisfactory "* ( w9d unsupport$ by /r+s4 ,i r pleas$ ,jones by say+ t ! hautbois 0 ! cl>ionet ) a cold 9 its head1 & ! bassoon ! same ) a cold on its *e/4 ,at a ,h&el ,fe/ival i ,! l>ge sweeps ( s\nd float$ ov] ! or*e/ra l ! w9d play+ ^u a hill-side cov]$ ) "y hea!r1 & ,i sat & wond]$ :i* ( ! ,alp9e passes ,h&el cross$ :5 he w5t into ,italy4 ,:at "t ( ! ye> 0 x8 ,:at k9d ( wea!r did he h8 ,7 ! spr+ fl[]s out8 ,did he walk ! great] "p ( ! way z we d n[8 ,& :at did he he>8 ,= he mu/ sometimes h he>d music inside him--& t1 too1 z mu* above :at he has writt5 d[n z :at he has writt5 d[n is above all o!r music4 ,no man c cat* all1 or always ! be/1 ( :at is put = a mom5t or two )9 8 rea*4 ,h&el took z mu* & z ne> ! be/1 d\btless1 z mortal man c take2 b he mu/ h _h mom5ts & glimpses :i* 7 giv5 to him alone & :i* he c\ld tell no man4 ii ,i saw ! _w a great or*e/ra fill$ ) angels ^: in/rum5ts 7 ( gold4 ,& ,i saw ! organ on ! top ( ! axis r\nd :i* all %\ld turn1 b no?+ turn$ & no?+ mov$ & ! angels /irr$ n & all 0 z /ill z a /one1 & ,i 0 myself also1 l ! re/1 z /ill z a /one4 ,!n ,i saw "s huge1 cl\d-l =ms ne>+1 & behold6 x 0 ! ,"l br++ two ( 8 *ildr5 by ! h&4 8,o ,papa60 said "o1 8isn't x pretty80 8,yes1 my de>10 said ! ,"l1 8& if y drop a p5ny into ! box ! figures w "w40 ,!n ,i saw t :at ,i _h tak5 = ! keybo>d ( ! organ 0 no keybo>d b only a slit1 & "o ( ! little ,lords dropp$ a plaque ( metal into x4 ,& !n ! angels play$ & ! _w turn$ r\nd & ! organ made a noise & ! p began kill+ "o ano!r & ! two little ,lords clapp$ _! h&s & 7 delight$4 ,h&el & ,dick5s ,!y buri$ ,dick5s 9 ! v next grave1 *eek by j[l ) ,h&el4 ,x does n matt]1 b x pa9$ me to ?9k t p :o c\ld d ?is c\ld become ,deans ( ,we/m9/]4 ,,ix ,a ,pa9t]'s ,views on ,pa9t+ ,! ,old ,ma/]s & ,_! ,pupils ,,! old ma/]s taught1 n because !y lik$ tea*+1 nor yet f any idea ( s]v+ ! cause ( art1 nor yet because !y 7 paid to tea* by ! p>5ts ( _! pupils4 ,! p>5ts probably paid no money at fir/4 ,! ma/]s took pupils & taught !m because !y _h m "w to d ?an !y c\ld get ?r\gh & want$ "s "o to help !m4 ,!y sold ! pupil's "w z _! own1 j z p d n[ :o take appr5tices4 ,:5 p c sell a pupil's "w1 !y w tea* ! pupil all !y "k & w see he le>ns x4 ,?is is ! secret ( ! :ole matt]4 ,! mod]n s*oolma/] does n aim at le>n+ f 8 pupils1 he h>dly c1 b ! old ma/]s did4 ,see h[ ,giovanni ,bell9i le>n$ f ,titian & ,giorgione :o bo? came to him 9 ! same ye>1 z boys1 :5 ,bell9i 0 #fc ye>s old4 ,:at a day = pa9t+ 0 t6 ,all ,bell9i's be/ "w 0 done !nce=w>d4 ,i "k no?+ 9 ! hi/ory ( art s t\*+ z ?is4 #ahhc4 ,p4,s4 ,i h *ang$ my m9d ab\t ,titian4 ,i don't l him4 #ahig4 ,! ,academic ,sy/em & ,rep5tance ,! academic sy/em goes almo/ on ! pr9ciple ( (f]+ places = rep5tance1 & lett+ p fall s(t1 by assum+ t !y %\ld be taught h[ to d ?+s be=e !y d !m1 & n by ! do+ ( !m4 ,good economy requires t !re %\ld be little place = rep5tance1 & t :5 p fall !y %\ld fall h>d en\gh to rememb] x4 ,! ,jubilee ,sixp5ce ,we h sp5t hundr$s ( ?\s&s1 or m probably ( millions1 on national art collections1 s*ools ( art1 prelim9>y tra9+ & academicism1 )\t want+ any?+ 9 p>ticul>1 b :5 ! nation did at la/ try all x knew to design a sixp5ce1 x fail$4 #acf ,! o!r co9s are all v well 9 _! way1 & s are ! /amps--! lett]s get c>ri$1 & ! money passes2 b bo? /amps & co9s w\ld h be5 j z good1 & v likely bett]1 if !re _h n be5 an art-s*ool 9 ! c\ntry4 #ahhh4 ,/udy+ f ,nature ,:5 is a man /udy+ f nature1 & :5 is he only flatt]+ himself t he is do+ s because he is pa9t+ ) a model or lay-figure be=e him8 ,a man may be work+ 8 eight or n9e h\rs a day f ! model & yet n be /udy+ f nature4 ,he is pa9t+ b n /udy+4 ,he is l ! man 9 ! ,bible :o looks at himself 9 a glass & goe? away =gett+ :at mann] ( man he 04 ,he w "k no m ab\t nature at ! end ( tw5ty ye>s ?an a prie/ :o has be5 read+ 8 brevi>y day aft] day )\t committ+ x to memory w "k ( its cont5ts4 ,unless he gets :at he has se5 well into 8 memory1 s z to h x at 8 f+]s' ends z famili>ly z ! *>act]s ) :i* he writes a lett]1 he c be no m held to be famili> )1 & to h comm& ov]1 nature ?an a man :o only copies 8 signature f a copy kept 9 8 pocket1 z ,i h kn[n ,fr5* ,canadians d1 c be said to be able to write4 ,x is pa9t+ )\t nature t w give a man ?is1 & n pa9t+ directly f h]4 ,he mu/ d bo? ! "o & ! o!r1 & ! "o z mu* z ! o!r4 ,! ,model & ! ,lay-,figure ,x may be d\bt$ :e!r !y h n done m h>m ?an good4 ,!y are an attempt to get a bit ( /uff$ nature & to /udy f t in/ead ( /udy+ f ! ?+ itself4 ,inde$1 ! man :o nev] has a model b /udies ! faces ( p z !y sit opposite him 9 an omnibus1 & goes /raight home & puts d[n :at little he c ( :at he has se51 dragg+ x out piecemeal f 8 memory1 & go+ into ano!r omnibus to look aga9 = :at he has =gott5 z ne> z he c f9d x--t man is /udy+ f nature z mu* z he :o has a model f\r or five h\rs daily--& probably m4 ,= y may be pa9t+ f nature z mu* )\t nature actually be=e y z )2 & y may h nature be=e y all ! :ile y are pa9t+ & yet n be pa9t+ f h]4 ,sket*+ f ,nature ,is v l try+ to put a p9* ( salt on h] tail4 ,& yet _m manage to d x v nicely4 ,great ,art & ,%am ,art ,art has no end 9 view save ! emphasis+ & record+ 9 ! mo/ effective way "s /rongly felt int]e/ or affection4 ,:]e !re is nei!r int]e/ nor desire to record ) good effect1 !re is b %am art1 or none at all3 :]e bo? ^! are fully pres5t1 no matt] h[ rudely & in>ticulately1 !re is great art4 ,art is at be/ a dress1 important1 yet /ill no?+ 9 comp>ison ) ! we>]1 &1 z a g5]al rule1 ! less x attracts att5tion ! bett]4 ,in>ticulate ,t\*es ,an arti/'s t\*es are sometimes no m articulate ?an ! b>k+ ( a dog :o w\ld call att5tion to some?+ )\t exactly kn[+ :at4 ,?is is z x %\ld be1 & he is a great arti/ :o c be dep5d$ on n to b>k at no?+4 ,detail ,"o reason :y x is z well n to give v mu* detail is t1 no matt] h[ mu* is giv51 ! eye w always want m2 x w "k v well t x is n be+ paid 9 full4 ,on ! o!r h&1 no matt] h[ little "o gives1 ! eye w g5]ally compromise by want+ only a little m4 ,9 ei!r case ! eye w want m1 s "o may z well /op soon] or lat]4 ,s5sible pa9t+1 l s5sible law1 s5sible writ+1 or s5sible any?+ else1 consi/s z mu* 9 kn[+ :at to omit z :at to insi/ ^u4 ,x consi/s 9 ! tact t tells ! pa9t] :]e to /op4 ,pa9t+ & ,association ,pa9t+ is only possible by reason ( association's n /ick+ to ! lett] ( its bond1 s t we jump to conclusions4 ,! ,cr$ul\s ,eye ,pa9t]s %\ld rememb] t ! eye1 z a g5]al rule1 is a good1 simple1 cr$ul\s organ--v ready to take ?+s on tru/ if x be told !m ) any confid5ce ( ass]tion4 ,tru?s f ,nature ,we mu/ take z _m z we c1 b ! difficulty is t x is (t5 s h>d to "k :at ! tru?s ( nature are4 ,accuracy ,aft] hav+ sp5t ye>s /riv+ to be accurate1 we mu/ sp5d z _m m 9 discov]+ :5 & h[ to be inaccurate4 ,h]b]t ,sp5c] ,he is l nature to ,fuseli--he puts me out4 ,%ade ,col\r & ,reputation ,:5 a ?+ is ne> & 9 light1 col\r & =m are important2 :5 f> & 9 %ad[1 !y are unimportant4 ,=m & col\r are l reputations :i* :5 !y become %ady are mu* ( a mu*ness4 ,money & ,te*nique ,money is v l te*nique 7or vice v]sa74 ,we see t bo? musicians or pa9t]s ) great comm& ( te*nique seldom "k :at to d ) x1 :ile ^? :o h little (t5 "k h[ to use :at !y h4 ,action & ,/udy ,^! ?+s are antagoni/ic4 ,! compos] is seldom a great !ori/2 ! !ori/ is nev] a great compos]4 ,ea* is equally fatal to & ess5tial 9 ! o!r4 ,sacr$ & ,pr(ane ,/atues ,i h nev] se5 /atues ( ,jove1 ,neptune1 ,apollo or any ( ! pagan gods t are n z great failures z ! /atues ( ,*ri/ & ! ,apo/les4 ,see+ ,if a man has n /udi$ pa9t+1 or at any rate black & :ite draw+1 8 eyes are wild2 le>n+ to draw tames !m4 ,! fir/ /ep t[>ds tam+ ! eyes is to tea* !m n to see too mu*4 ,quickness 9 see+ z 9 ev]y?+ else comes f long su/a9$ ef=t aft] rightness & comes uns\ght4 ,x nev] comes f ef=t aft] quickness4 ,improvem5t 9 ,art ,pa9t+ dep5ds ^u see+2 see+ dep5ds ^u look+ = ?is or t1 at lea/ 9 great "p x does s4 ,?9k ( & look at y\r "w z ?\gh x 7 done by y\r enemy4 ,if y look at x to admire x y are lo/4 ,any man1 z old ,hea!rley us$ to say1 w g on improv+ z long z he is bona fide dissatisfi$ ) 8 "w4 ,improvem5t 9 "o's pa9t+ dep5ds ^u h[ we look at our "w4 ,if we look at x to see :]e x is wrong1 we %all see ?is & make x right]4 ,if we look at x to see :]e x is "r1 we %all see ?is & %all n make x right]4 ,we _c see x bo? wrong & "r at ! same "t4 ,light & ,%ade ,tell ! "y arti/ t he wants a black piece "h or !re1 :5 he sees no su* black piece 9 nature1 & t he mu/ cont9ue ?is or t %ad[ ?us1 & break ?is light into ?is or t o!r1 :5 9 nature he sees none ( ^! ?+s1 & y w puzzle him v mu*4 ,he is try+ to put d[n :at he sees2 he does n c>e two /raws ab\t composition or light & %ade2 if he sees two tones ( su* & su* relative int5sity 9 nature1 he w give !m z ne> z he c ! same relative int5sity 9 8 picture1 & to tell him t he is p]haps exactly to rev]se ! natural ord] 9 def]5ce to "s canon ( ! academicians1 & t at ! same "t he is draw+ f nature1 is :at he _c und]/&4 ,i am v d\btful h[ f> p d n arrange _! light & %ade too mu* ) ! result ) :i* we are famili> 9 draw+-ma/]s' copies2 x may be "r or x may n1 ,i don't "k--,i am afraid ,i ought to "k1 b ,i don't2 b ,i d "k t ^? pictures please me be/ :i* 7 pa9t$ )\t ! slighte/ reg>d to any ( ^! rules4 ,i suppose ! ju/ification ( ^? :o talk z above lies 9 ! fact t1 z we _c give all nature1 we lie by suppressio v]i :e!r we l x or no1 & t y sometimes lie less by putt+ 9 some?+ :i* does n exi/ at ! mom5t1 b :i* easily might exi/ & :i* gives a lot ( facts :i* y o!rwise c\ld n give at all1 ?an by giv+ s mu* z y c alone give if y adh]e rigidly to ! facts4 ,if ?is is s ! "y pa9t] w\ld und]/& ! matt]1 if x 7 ?us expla9$ to him1 bett] ?an he is likely to d if he is m]ely giv5 x z a canon4 ,at ! same "t1 ,i admit x to be true t "o nev] sees light b x has got d>k 9 x1 nor vice v]sa1 & t ?is comes to say+ t if y are to be true to nature y mu/ break y\r lights into y\r %ad[s & vice v]sa2 & s usual is ?is t1 if !re happ5s "h or !re to be an exception1 ! pa9t] _h bett] say no?+ ab\t x1 = x is m true to nature's g5]al practice n to h x s ?an to h x4 ,c]ta9ly z reg>ds col\r1 ,i nev] rememb] to h se5 a piece ( "o col\r )\t f9d+ a bit ( a v simil> col\r n f> (f1 b hav+ no connection ) x4 ,?is holds good 9 su* an extraord9>y way t if x happ5s to fail ! matt] %\ld be pass$ ov] 9 sil5ce4 ,col\r ,! expression 8see+ col\r0 us$ to puzzle me4 ,i 0 aw>e t "s pa9t]s made _! pictures m pleas+ 9 col\r ?an o!rs & m l ! col\r ( ! actual ?+ z a :ole1 /ill !re 7 any numb] ( bits ( brilliant col\r 9 _! "w :i* = ! life ( me ,i c\ld n see 9 nature4 ,i us$ to he> p say ( a man :o got pleas+ & natural col\r1 8,does he n see col\r well80 & ,i us$ to say he did1 b1 z f> z ,i 0 conc]n$1 x w\ld h be5 m true to say t he put d[n col\r :i* he did n see well1 or at any rate t he put d[n col\r :i* ,i c\ld n see myself4 ,9 c\rse ( "t ,i got to und]/& t see+ col\r does n mean inv5t+ col\r1 or exagg]at+ x1 b be+ on ! look out = x1 ?us see+ x :]e ano!r w n see x1 & giv+ x ! pref]5ce z among ?+s to be pres]v$ & r5d]$ amid ! :olesale slaught] ( innoc5ts :i* is inevitable 9 any pa9t+4 ,pa9t+ is only possible z a quasi-hi]oglyphic epitomis+ ( nature2 ?is means t ! half goes = ! :ole1 :]eon ! "q arises :i* half is to be tak5 & :i* made to g8 ,! col\ri/ w insi/ by pref]5ce on ! col\r$ half1 ! man :o has no lik+ = col\r1 h[ev] mu* else he may sacrifice1 w n be c>eful to pres]ve ?is &1 z a natural consequ5ce1 he w n pres]ve x4 ,good1 t is to say1 pleas+1 beautiful1 or ev5 pretty col\r _c be got by putt+ pat*es ( pleas+1 beautiful or pretty col\r ^u "o's canvas &1 :i* is a h>d] matt]1 leav+ !m :5 !y h be5 put4 ,x is said ( money t x is m easily made ?an kept & ?is is true ( _m ?+s1 su* z fri5d%ip2 & ev5 life itself is m easily got ?an kept4 ,! same holds good ( col\r4 ,x is also true t1 z ) money1 m is made by sav+ ?an 9 any o!r way1 & ! sure/ way to lose col\r is to play ) x inconsid]ately1 n kn[+ h[ to leave well alone4 ,a t\* ( pleas+ col\r %\ld on no acc\nt be /irr$ )\t consid]ation4 ,t we c see 9 a natural object m col\r ?an /rikes u at a glance1 if we look = x att5tively1 w n be d5i$ by any :o h tri$ to look = x4 ,?us1 take a dull1 dead1 level1 grimy old ,london wall3 at a fir/ glance we c see no col\r 9 x1 no?+ b a m or less purpli% mass1 got1 p]haps z ne>ly z 9 any o!r way1 by a t9t mix$ ) black1 ,indian r$ & :ite4 ,if1 h[ev]1 we look = col\r 9 ?is1 we %all f9d "h & !re a brok5 brick ) a small surface ( brilliant crimson1 h>d by !re w be ano!r ) a w>m orange hue p]ceivable ?r\gh ! grime by "o :o is on ! look out = x1 b by no "o else4 ,!n !re may be bits ( old adv]tisem5t ( :i* "h & !re a gaily col\r$ fragm5t may rema91 or a ru/y iron hook or a bit ( bright gre5 moss2 few inde$ are ! old walls1 ev5 9 ! grimie/ p>ts ( ,london1 on :i* no r$eem+ bits ( col\r c be f\nd by ^? :o are practis$ 9 look+ = !m4 ,to l col\r1 to wi% to f9d x1 & ?us to h got naturally into a habit ( look+ = x1 ?is alone w enable a man to see col\r & to make a note ( x :5 he has se5 x1 & ?is alone w lead him t[>ds a pleas+ & natural s*eme ( col\r 9 8 "w4 ,good col\r c nev] be got by putt+ d[n col\r :i* is n se52 at any rate only a ma/] :o has long s]v$ accuracy c v5ture on occasional inaccuracy--tell+ a lie1 kn[+ x to be a lie1 & z1 se non v]a1 b5 trovata4 ,! gr[n man 9 8 art may d ?is1 & inde$ is n a man at all unless he kn[s h[ to d x daily & h\rly )\t dep>ture f ! tru? ev5 9 8 bolde/ lie2 b ! *ild 9 art mu/ /ick to :at he sees4 ,if he looks h>d] he w see m1 & may put m1 b till he sees x )\t be+ 9 any d\bt ab\t x1 he mu/ n put x4 ,!re is no su* sure way ( corrupt+ "o's col\r s5se z ! habitual practice ( putt+ d[n col\r :i* "o does n see2 ?is & ! neglect+ to look = x are equal faults4 ,! fir/ error leads to melodramatic vulg>ity1 ! o!r to torpid dullness1 & x is h>d to say :i* is worse4 ,x may be said t ! pres]vation ( all ! little episodes ( col\r :i* c be discov]$ 9 an object ^: g5]al effect is d+y & ! suppression ( no?+ b ! un9t]e/+ col\rless details am\nt to :at is really a =c+ & exagg]ation ( nature1 diff]+ b little f d[nright fraud1 s f> z its effect goes1 s9ce x gives an undue pref]5ce to ! col\r side ( ! matt]4 ,9 equity1 if ! exig5cies ( ! conv5tion "u :i* we are work+ require a sacrifice ( a hundr$ details1 ! majority ( :i* are uncol\r$1 :ile 9 ! m9ority col\r c be f\nd if look$ =1 ! sacrifice %\ld be made pro rata f col\r$ & uncol\r$ alike4 ,if ! facts ( nature are a hundr$1 ( :i* n9ety are dull 9 col\r & t5 int]e/+1 & ! pa9t] c only give t51 he mu/ n give ! t5 int]e/+ bits ( col\r & neglect ! n9ety sob]ly col\r$ details4 ,/rictly1 he %\ld sacrifice eighty-"o sob] details & n9e col\r$ ones2 he w ?us at any rate pres]ve ! balance & relation :i* obta9 9 nature betwe5 col\r$ & uncol\r$4 ,?is1 no d\bt1 is :at he ought to d if he leaves ! creative1 poetic & m prop]ly arti/ic aspect ( 8 own function out ( ! "q2 if he is mak+ himself a m]e transcrib]1 hold+ ! mirror up to nature ) su* entire =getfulness ( self z to be r look+-glass ?an man1 ?is is :at he mu/ d4 ,b ! mom5t he approa*es nature 9 ?is _s he ceases to be an arti/1 & ! bett] he succe$s z pa9t] ( some?+ t might pass = a col\r$ photograph1 ! m inevitably mu/ he fail to satisfy1 or inde$ to appeal to u at all z poet--z "o ^: sympa?ies ) nature ext5d beyond h] sup]ficial aspect1 or z "o :o is s mu* at home ) h] z to be able readily to dissociate ! p]man5t & ess5tial f ! accid5tal :i* may be "h to-day & gone to-morr[4 ,if he is to come be=e u z an arti/1 he mu/ d s z a poet or creator ( t :i* is n1 z well z a mirror ( t :i* is4 ,true1 exp]i5ce 9 all k9ds ( poetical "w %[s t ! less a man creates ! bett]1 t ! m1 9 fact1 he makes1 ! less is he ( a mak]2 b exp]i5ce also %[s t ! c\rse ( true nature1 l t ( true love1 nev] does run smoo?1 & t occasional1 judici\s1 slight dep>tures f ! actual facts1 by "o :o kn[s ! value ( a lie too well to wa/e x1 br+ nature m vividly & admirably be=e u ?an any am\nt ( adh]5ce to ! lett] ( /rict accuracy4 ,x is ! old /ory1 ! lett] kille? b ! _s give? life4 ,) col\r1 !n1 he :o does n look = x w beg9 by n see+ x unless x is s obtrusive t !re is no escap+ x2 he w !re=e1 9 8 r5d]+ ( ! hundr$ facts ( nature above ref]r$ to1 n see ! t5 col\r$ bits at all1 suppos+ !m to be1 ev5 at _! brighte/1 some:at sob]1 & 8 "w w be col\rless or disagreeable 9 col\r4 ,! fai?ful copyi/1 :o is /ill a m]e copyi/1 w give n9e details ( dull un9t]e/+ col\r & "o ( int]e/+4 ,! arti/ or poet w f9d "s reason = slightly emphasis+ ! col\r$ details & w scatt] "h & !re a few slight1 h>dly p]ceptible1 allusions to m col\r$ details ?an come )9 ! lett] ( 8 bond1 b w be c>eful n to ov]do x4 ,! vulg> s5sational pa9t] w =ce 9 8 col\r ev]y:]e1 & ( all col\ri/s he mu/ be pron\nc$ ! wor/4 ,briefly !n1 to see col\r is simply to h got into a habit ( n ov]look+ ! pat*es ( col\r :i* are seldom f> to seek or h>d to see by ^? :o look = !m4 ,x is n ! mak+ "o's self believe t "o sees all mann] ( col\rs :i* are n !re1 x is only ! gett+ oneself into a m5tal habit ( look+ out = episodes ( col\r1 & ( giv+ !m a some:at undue pref]5ce 9 ! /ruggle = r5d]+1 :]ev] any?+ l a reasonable pretext c be f\nd = do+ s4 ,= if a picture is to be pleas+ 9 col\r1 pleas+ col\rs mu/ be put ^u ! canvas1 & reasons h got to be f\nd = putt+ !m !re4 #ahhf4 ,p4,s4--,! =ego+ note wants a great deal ( reconsid]ation = :i* ,i _c f9d "t j n[4 ,jan4 #ca1 #ahih4 ,words & ,col\r ,a man _c be a great col\ri/ unless he is a great deal m4 ,a great col\ri/ is no bett] ?an a great wordi/ unless ! col\r is well appli$ to a subject :i* at any rate is n repell5t4 ,amateurs & ,pr(essionals ,!re is no excuse = amateur "w be+ bad4 ,amateurs (t5 excuse _! %ortcom+s on ! gr\nd t !y are n pr(essionals1 ! pr(essional c\ld plead ) great] ju/ice t he is n an amateur4 ,! pr(essional has n1 he might well say1 ! leisure & fre$om f money anxieties :i* w let him devote himself to 8 art 9 s+l5ess ( he>t1 tell+ ( ?+s z he sees !m )\t fe> ( :at man %all say unto him2 he mu/ ?9k n ( :at appe>s to him "r & loveable b ( :at 8 patrons w ?9k & ( :at ! critics w tell 8 patrons to say !y ?9k2 he has got to squ>e ev]yone all r\nd & w assur$ly fail to make 8 way unless he does ?is2 if1 !n1 he betrays 8 tru/ he does s "u temptation4 ,:]eas ! amateur :o works ) no high] aim ?an t ( imm$iate recognition betrays x f ! vanity & wantonness ( 8 _s4 ,! "o is naughty because he is ne$y1 ! o!r f natural depravity4 ,besides1 ! amateur c keep 8 "w to himself1 :]eas ! pr(essional man mu/ exhibit or />ve4 ,! "q is :at is ! amateur an amateur (8 ,:at is he really 9 love )8 ,is he 9 love ) o!r p1 ?9k+ he sees some?+ :i* he w\ld l to %[ !m1 :i* he feels sure !y w\ld enjoy if !y c\ld only see x z he does1 :i* he is !re=e try+ z be/ he c to put be=e ! few nice p :om he kn[s8 ,if ?is is 8 position he c d no wrong1 ! _s 9 :i* he works w ensure t 8 defects w be only z bad spell+ or bad gramm> 9 "s pretty say+ ( a *ild4 ,if1 on ! o!r h&1 he is play+ = social success & to get a reputation = be+ clev]1 !n no matt] h[ dext]\s 8 "w may be1 x is b ano!r mode ( ! speak+ ) ! tongues ( m5 & angels )\t *>ity2 x is z s\nd+ brass or a t9kl+ cymbal1 full ( s\nd & fury signify+ no?+4 ,! ,ansidei ,raffaelle ,?is picture is inspir$ by no deep] feel+ ?an a det]m9ation to adh]e to ! conv5tions ( ! "t4 ,^! conv5tions ensure an effect ( m or less devotional "*1 & ?is1 c\pl$ ) our rev]5ce = ! "n ( ,raffaelle1 ! s5tim5ts aris+ f antiquity & =eignness1 & ! inability ( mo/ p to judge ( ! "w on te*nical gr\nds1 because !y c nei!r pa9t nor draw1 prev5ts u f see+ :at a m]e bus9ess picture x is & h[ poor ! pa9t+ is ?r\gh\t4 ,a ma/] 9 any art %\ld be fir/ man1 !n poet1 !n craftsman2 ?is picture mu/ h be5 pa9t$ by "o :o 0 fir/ worldl+1 !n religi\s-prop]ty-manufactur]1 !n pa9t] ) bra9s n m ?an av]age & no he>t4 ,! ,madonna's head has inde$ a c]ta9 prett9ess ( a n v uncommon k9d2 ! pa9t has be5 sweet5$ ) a s(t bru% & lick$ smoo? till all texture z ( fle% is gone & ! head is wood5 & tight2 ,i c see no expression 9 x2 ! h& ^u ! op5 book is z badly drawn z ! h& ( ,s4 ,ca?>9e 7also by ,raffaelle7 9 our gall]y1 or ev5 worse2 s is ! "p ( ! o!r h& :i* c be se52 !y are bett] drawn ?an ! h&s 9 ! ,ecce homo ( ,correggio 9 our gall]y1 = ! f+]s appe> to h ! "r numb] ( jo9ts1 :i* none ( ^? 9 ! ,correggio h1 b ?is is z mu* z c be said4 ,! dress is poorly pa9t$1 ! gold ?read "w be+ ( ! *eape/1 commone/ k9d1 bo? z reg>ds patt]n & ! quantity all[$2 especially note ! meagre all[ance & poor patt]n ( ! embroid]y on ! virg9's bosom2 x is done z by "o :o knew %e ought to h1 & mu/ h1 a little gold "w1 b 0 det]m9$ %e %\ld h no m ?an he c\ld help4 ,?is is s :]ev] !re is gold ?read "w 9 ! picture4 ,x is s on ,s4 ,ni*olas's cloak :]e a l>g] space is cov]$1 b ! patt]n is dull & ! smalle/ quantity ( gold is made to g ! longe/ way4 ,! gold cord+ :i* b9ds ?is is m p>ticul>ly badly done4 ,comp>e ! embroid]y & gold ?read "w 9 8,! ,virg9 ador+ ! ,infant ,*ri/10 ascrib$ to ,&rea ,v]roc*io1 ,no4 #bif1 ,room ,v2 8,! ,annunciation0 by ,c>lo ,crivelli1 ,no4 #gci1 ,room ,,viii2 9 8,! ,angel ,raphael accompanies ,tobias on 8 ,j\rney into ,m$ia0 attribut$ to ,bottic9i1 ,no4 #gha1 ,room ,v2 9 8,portrait ( a ,lady10 s*ool ( ,pollaiuolo1 ,no4 #ehe1 ,room ,v2 9 8,a ,canon ( ! ,*ur* ) 8 ,patron ,sa9ts0 by ,ghe]a]t ,david1 ,no4 #ajde1 ,room ,,xi2 or inde$ ! g5]al run ( ! gold embroid]y ( ! p]iod z %[n 9 our gall]y4 #adg ,s ) ! jewels2 !re are examples ( jewels 9 mo/ ( ! pictures nam$ above1 none ( !m1 p]haps1 v fir/-rate1 b all ( !m pa9t$ ) m c>e & s]i\s aim ?an ! eighte5-p5ny tr9ket :i* s]ves ,s4 ,ni*olas = a broo*4 ,! jewels 9 ! mitre are r bett] ?an ?is1 b mu* dep5ds ^u ! k9d ( day on :i* ! picture is se52 on a cle> bright day !y1 & inde$ e "p ( ! picture1 look mu* worse ?an on a dull "o because ! badness c be m cle>ly se54 ,z = ! mitre itself1 x is made ( ! same h>d unyield+ mat]ial z ! portico beh9d ! sa9t1 :atev] ?is may be1 presumably wood4 ,obs]ve also ! crozi] :i* ,s4 ,ni*olas is hold+2 obs]ve ! *eap /reak ( high light exactly ! same ?ickness all ! way & only brok5 9 "o place2 s ) ! folds 9 ! drap]ies2 all is monoton\s1 unobs]vant1 unimag9ative--! "w ( a feeble man ^: pa9s w nev] ext5d mu* beyond ^? necess>y to make him pass z /rong] ?an he is2 especially ! folds 9 ! :ite l95 ov] ,s4 ,ni*olas's ?roat1 & ab\t 8 girdle--weak] drap]y c h>dly be ?an ?is1 unless1 p]haps1 t f "u :i* ,s4 ,ni*olas's h&s come4 ,!re is n only no art "h to conceal1 b !re is n ev5 pa9s to conceal ! want ( art4 ,z = ! h&s !mselves1 & inde$ all ! h&s & feet ?r\gh\t ! picture1 !re is n "o :i* is ev5 tol]ably drawn if judg$ by ! /&>d :i* ,royal ,academicians apply to ,royal ,academy /ud5ts n[4 ,grant$ t ?is is an e>ly "w1 nev]!less ,i submit t ! draw+ "h is n t ( "o :o is go+ to d bett] by & by1 x is t ( "o :o is ess5tially ins9c]e & :o w nev] aim high] ?an imm$iate success4 ,^? :o gr[ to ! be/ "w almo/ always beg9 by lay+ great /ress on details :i* are all !y z yet h /r5g? =2 !y _c d mu*1 b ! little !y c d !y d & nev] tire ( do+2 !y gr[ by gett+ ju/] notions ( proportion & subord9ation ( p>ts to ! :ole r ?an by any great] am\nt ( c>e & pati5ce be/[$ ^u details4 ,"h !re are no bits ( detail work$ out z by "o :o 0 int]e/$ 9 !m & enjoy$ !m4 ,:]ev] a ?+ c be scamp$ x is scamp$4 ,z ! :ole is1 s are ! details1 & z ! details are1 s is ! :ole2 all is ta9t$ ) eye-s]vice & ) a vulg>ity n ! less pr(\nd = be+ veil$ by a due obs]vance ( conv5tionality4 ,i %all be told t ,raffaelle did come to draw & pa9t mu* bett] ?an he has done "h4 ,i demur to ?is4 ,he did a little bett]2 he j took s mu* pa9s z to prev5t him f go+ d[n-hill headlong1 &1 ) practice1 he ga9$ facility1 b he 0 nev] v good1 ei!r z a draughtsman or z a pa9t]4 ,8 reputation1 inde$1 re/s ma9ly on 8 suppos$ exquisitely pure & t5d] feel+4 ,8 col\r is admitt$ly inf]ior1 8 h&l+ is n highly prais$ by any "o1 8 draw+ has be5 mu* prais$1 b x is ( a p5man%ip freeh& k9d :i* is p>ticul>ly apt to take p 94 ,( c\rse he c\ld draw 9 "s ways1 no "o giv+ all 8 "t to art & liv+ 9 ,raffaelle's surr\nd+s c\ld1 ) ev5 ord9>y pa9s1 help becom+ a facile draughtsman1 b x is ! expression & s5tim5t ( 8 pictures :i* are suppos$ to be s ineffable & to make him ! pr9ce ( pa9t]s4 ,i d n ?9k ?is reputation w be ma9ta9$ mu* long]4 ,i c see no ineffable expression 9 ! ,ansidei ,madonna's head1 nor yet 9 t ( ! ,g>vagh ,madonna 9 our gall]y1 nor 9 ! ,s4 ,ca?>9e4 ,he has ! sa9t-t\*1 z "s pa9t]s h ! tree-t\* & o!rs ! wat]-t\*4 ,i rememb] ! "t :5 ,i us$ to ?9k ,i saw religi\s feel+ 9 ^! la/ two pictures1 b ea* "t ,i see !m ,i wond] m & m h[ ,i c h be5 tak5 9 by !m4 ,i he> p admire ! head ( ,s4 ,ni*olas 9 ! ,ansidei picture4 ,i c see no?+ 9 x beyond ! p[] ( a v ord9>y pa9t]1 & no?+ t a pa9t] ( m ?an v ord9>y p[] w\ld be satisfi$ )4 ,:5 ,i look at ! head ( ,bell9i's ,doge1 ,lor$ano ,lor$ani1 ,i c see defects1 z e "o c see defects 9 e picture1 b ! m ,i see x ! m ,i m>vel at x1 & ! m pr(\ndly ,i respect ! pa9t]4 ,) ,raffaelle ,i f9d exactly ! rev]se2 ,i am c>ri$ away at fir/1 z ,i 0 :5 a "y man by ,m5delssohn's ,songs ,)\t ,words1 only to be v angry ) myself pres5tly on f9d+ t ,i c\ld h believ$ ev5 = a %ort "t 9 some?+ t has no real hold ^u me4 ,i "k ! ,s4 ,ca?>9e 9 our gall]y has be5 said by "s n to be by ,raffaelle4 ,no "o w d\bt its g5u95ess :o comp>es ! draw+1 pa9t+ & feel+ ( ,s4 ,ca?>9e's eyes & nose ) ^? ( ! ,s4 ,john 9 ! ,ansidei picture4 ,! d\bts h only be5 rais$ ow+ to ! fact t ! picture1 be+ hung on a level ) ! eye1 is s easily se5 to be bad t p ?9k ,raffaelle _c h pa9t$ x4 ,return+ to ! ,s4 ,ni*olas2 ap>t f ! expression1 or z x seems to me want ( expression1 ! modell+ ( ! head is n only poor b v poor4 ,! =ehead is =mless & boneless1 ! nose is entirely want+ 9 t play ( l9e & surface :i* an old man's nose af=ds2 no "o ev] yet drew or pa9t$ a nose absolutely z nature has made x1 b he :o comp>es c>efully drawn noses1 z t 9 ,rembr&t's y\ng] portrait ( himself1 9 8 old woman1 9 ! ?ree ,van ,eycks1 9 ! ,&rea ,sol>io1 9 ! ,lor$ano ,lor$ani by ,bell9i1 all 9 our gall]y1 ) ! nose ( ,raffaelle's ,s4 ,ni*olas w n be long 9 f9d+ out h[ slov5ly ,raffaelle's treatm5t 9 reality is4 ,eyes1 eyebr[s1 m\?1 *eeks & *9 are treat$ ) ! same weakness1 & ?is n ! weakness ( a *ild :o is tak+ mu* pa9s to d some?+ beyond 8 /r5g?1 & ^: int5tion c be felt ?r\gh & above ! imp]fections ( 8 p]=mance 7z 9 ! case ( ! two ,apo/les' heads by ,giotto 9 our gall]y71 b ( "o :o is n ev5 consci\s ( weakness save by way ( impati5ce t 8 "w %\ld co/ him "t & tr\ble at all1 & :o is satisfi$ if he c turn x out well en\gh to take 9 patrons :o h !mselves nev] ei!r drawn or pa9t$4 ,f9ally1 let ! spectator turn to ! sky & l&scape4 ,x is ! *eape/ k9d ( sky ) no cl\ds & go+ d[n z l[ z possible1 s z to save do+ m c\ntry details ?an c\ld be help$4 ,z = ! little l&scape !re is1 let ! read] comp>e x ) any ( ! examples by ,bell9i1 ,basaiti1 or ev5 ,cima da ,conegliano1 :i* may be f\nd 9 ! same or ! adjo9+ rooms4 ,h[1 !n1 did ,raffaelle get 8 reputation8 ,x may be answ]$1 ,h[ did ,virgil get 88 or ,dante8 or ,bacon8 or ,plato8 or ,m5delssohn8 or a score ( o!rs :o n only get ! public e> b keep x sometimes = c5turies8 ,h[ did ,guido1 ,gu]c9o & ,dom5i*9o get _! reputations8 ,a hundr$ ye>s ago ^! m5 7 held z h>dly inf]ior to ,raffaelle himself4 ,!y _h a c\ple ( hundr$ ye>s or s ( triumph--:y s mu*8 ,& if s mu*1 :y n m8 ,if we beg9 ask+ que/ions1 we may ask :y any?+ at all8 ,populus vult decipi is ! only answ]1 & n9e m5 out ( t5 w foll[ on ) et decipiatur4 ,! imm$iate "q1 h[ev]1 is n h[ ,raffaelle came by 8 reputation b :e!r1 hav+ got x1 he w cont9ue to hold x n[ t we h a fair am\nt ( 8 "w at ! ,national ,gall]y4 ,i grant t ! g5]al effect ( ! picture if look$ at z a m]e piece ( decoration is agreeable1 b ,i h se5 _m a picture :i* ?\gh n be>+ consid]ation z a s]i\s "w yet look$ well f a purely decorative /&po9t4 ,i believe1 h[ev]1 t at lea/ half ( ^? :o sit gaz+ be=e ?is ,ansidei ,raffaelle by ! half-h\r at a "t d s r t !y may be se5 ?an see2 half1 aga91 ( ! rema9+ half come because !y are made to d s1 ! re/ see r :at !y br+ ) !m & put into ! picture ?an :at ! picture puts into !m4 ,& !n !re is ! *>m ( m]e age4 ,any ,italian picture ( ! e>ly "p ( ! sixte5? c5tury1 ev5 ?\gh by a worse pa9t] ?an ,raffaelle1 c h>dly fail to call up 9 u a solemn1 old-_w feel+1 z ?\gh we _h /umbl$ unexpect$ly on "s holy1 peaceful survivors ( an age long gone by1 :5 ! /ruggle 0 n s fi]ce & ! _w 0 a sweet]1 happi] place ?an we n[ f9d x1 :5 m5 & wom5 7 comeli]1 & we %\ld l to h liv$ among !m1 to h be5 gold5-hu$ z !y1 to h done z !y did2 we dream ( :at might h be5 if our l9es _h be5 ca/ 9 m pleasant places--& s on1 all ( x rubbi%1 b /ill n :olly unpleasant rubbi% s long z x is n dwelt ^u4 ,be>+ 9 m9d ! natural t5d5cy to accept any?+ :i* gives u a peep z x 7 into a gold5 age1 real or imag9>y1 be>+ 9 m9d also ! way 9 :i* ?is p>ticul> picture has be5 writt5 up by critics1 & ! pre/ige ( ,raffaelle's "n1 ! wond] is n t s _m let !mselves be tak5 9 & c>ri$ away ) x b t !re %\ld n be a great] ga!r+ be=e x ?an !re g5]ally is4 ,buy+ a ,rembr&t ,z an example ( ! ev5ness ( ! balance ( advantages betwe5 ! pr9ciples ( /ay+ /ill & tak+ :at comes1 & go+ ab\t to look = ?+s1 #aea ,i might m5tion my small ,rembr&t1 8,! ,rob+ ( ,joseph be=e ,ph>aoh40 ,i h want$ a ,rembr&t all my life1 & ,i h want$ n to give m ?an a few %ill+s = x4 ,i might h travell$ all ,europe ov] = no "o c say h[ _m ye>s1 look+ = a good1 well-pres]v$1 =ty-%ill+ ,rembr&t 7& ?is 0 :at ,i want$71 b on two occasions ( my life *eap ,rembr&ts h run "r up aga9/ me4 ,! fir/ 0 a head cut out ( a ru9$ picture t _h only 9 "p escap$ de/ruction :5 ,belvoir ,ca/le 0 burn$ d[n at ! beg9n+ ( ?is c5tury4 ,i did n see ! head b h little d\bt x 0 g5u9e4 ,x 0 (f]$ me = a p\nd2 ,i 0 n equal to ! occasion & did n at once g to see x z ,i ought1 & :5 ,i att5d$ to x "s mon?s lat] ! ?+ _h gone4 ,my only excuse mu/ be t ,i 0 v "y4 ,i nev] got ano!r *ance till a few weeks ago :5 ,i saw :at ,i took1 & take1 to be an e>ly1 b v int]e/+1 "w by ,rembr&t 9 ! w9d[ ( a pawnbrok] opposite ,/4 ,clem5t ,danes ,*ur* 9 ! ,/r&4 ,i v ne>ly let ?is slip too4 ,i saw x & 0 v mu* /ruck ) x1 b1 kn[+ t ,i am a little apt to be too sangu9e1 di/ru/$ my judgm5t2 9 ! ev5+ ,i m5tion$ ! picture to ,gog9 :o w5t & look$ at x2 f9d+ him n less impress$ ?an ,i _h be5 ) ! idea t ! "w 0 an e>ly "o by ,rembr&t1 ,i b\ght x1 & ! m ,i look at x ! m satisfi$ ,i am t we are "r4 ,p talk z ?\gh ! mak+ ! be/ ( :at comes 0 su* an easy matt]1 :]eas no?+ 9 reality requires m exp]i5ce & good s5se4 ,x is only ^? :o "k h[ n to let ! luck t runs aga9/ !m slip1 :o w be able to f9d ?+s1 no matt] h[ long & h[ f> !y g 9 se>* ( !m4 #ahhg4 ,try+ to ,buy a ,bell9i ,flu%$ ) triumph 9 ! matt] ( ,rembr&t1 a =tnight or s aft]w>ds ,i 0 at ,*ri/ie's & saw two pictures t fir$ me4 ,"o 0 a ,madonna & ,*ild by ,giovanni ,bell9i1 ,i d n d\bt g5u9e1 n 9 a v good /ate1 b /ill n repa9t$4 ,! ,madonna 0 lovely1 ! ,*ild v good1 ! l&scape sweet & ,bell9iesque4 ,i 0 mu* smitt5 & det]m9$ to bid up to a hundr$ p\nds2 ,i knew ?is w\ld be dirt *eap & 0 n go+ to buy at all unless ,i c\ld get good value4 ,i bid up to a hundr$ gu9eas1 b !re 0 someone else b5t on hav+ x & :5 he bid #aje gu9eas ,i let him h x1 n )\t regret4 ,i saw 9 ! ,times t ! pur*as]'s "n 0 ,less]4 ,! o!r picture ,i tri$ to get at ! same sale 7?is day week72 x 0 a small sket* numb]$ #gb 7,i ?9k7 & purport+ to be by ,giorgione b1 ,i fully believe1 by ,titian4 ,i bid up to #aj & !n let x g4 ,x w5t = #bh1 & ,i %\ld say w\ld h be5 well b\ght at #dj4 #ahhg4 ,watts ,i 0 tell+ ,gog9 h[ ,i _h se5 at ,*ri/ie's "s pictures by ,watts & h[ mu* ,i _h dislik$ !m4 ,he said "s ( !m _h be5 exhibit$ 9 ,p>is a few ye>s ago & a fri5d ( 8 l$ him up to "o ( !m & said 9 a s]i\s1 puzzl$1 injur$ tone3 8,mon *] ami1 racontez-moi donc ceci1 s'il v\s plait10 z ?\gh _! appe>ance 9 su* a place at all 7 some?+ t mu/ h an explanation n obvi\s ^u ! face ( x4 ,lomb>d ,portals ,! cr\*+ bea/s1 on ^: backs ! pill>s /&1 g5]ally h a little "o b5ea? !m or "s animal :i* !y h kill$1 or some?+1 9 fact1 to give !m occupation2 x 0 felt t1 ?\gh an animal by itself 0 well1 an animal do+ some?+ 0 mu* bett]4 ,! m]e fact ( companion%ip & sil5t sympa?y is en\gh to int]e/1 b )\t ?is1 sculptur$ animals are /upid1 z our lions 9 ,trafalg> ,squ>e--:i*1 among o!r faults1 h t ( be+ mu* too well done4 ,s ,jones's cat1 ,pr9ce1 pick$ up a little waif 9 ! c\rt & br\ght x home1 & ! two lay toge!r & 7 mu* loveli] ?an ,pr9ce 0 by himself4 #aec ,holbe9 at ,basle ,h[ well he has done ,night 9 8 8,crucifixion06 ,also he has tri$ to d ! ,alps1 putt+ !m z backgr\nd to ! city1 b he has n done !m z we %\ld d !m n[4 ,i ?9k ! t[] on ! hill beh9d ! city is ! t[] :i* we see on leav+ ,basle on ! road = ,luc]ne1 ,i mean ,i ?9k ,holbe9 _h ?is t[] 9 8 head4 ,van ,eyck ,van ,eyck is delightful r 9 spite ( 8 high f9i% ?an because ( x4 ,de ,hooghe f9i%es z highly z any "o ne$ d4 ,van ,eyck's f9i% is sav$ because up to ! la/ he is ess5tially impressioni/1 t is1 he keeps a j acc\nt ( relative importances & keeps !m 9 _! true subord9ation "o to ano!r4 ,! only diff]5ce betwe5 him & ,rembr&t or ,velasquez is t ^!1 z a g5]al rule1 /ay _! h& at an e>li] /age ( impressionism4 ,giotto ,!re are few mod]n pa9t]s :o are n great] te*nically ?an ,giotto1 b ,i _c call to m9d a s+le "o ^: "w impresses me z pr(\ndly z 8 does4 ,h[ is x t our s greatly bett] %\ld be s greatly worse--t ! f>!r we g beyond him ! high] he /&s above u8 ,"t no d\bt has mu* to d ) x1 =1 great z ,giotto 01 !re are pa9t]s ( to-day n less s1 if !y only d>$ express !mselves z frankly & unaffect$ly z he did4 ,e>ly ,art ,! y\? ( an art is1 l ! y\? ( any?+ else1 its mo/ int]e/+ p]iod4 ,:5 x has come to ! k ( good & evil x is /rong]1 b we c>e less ab\t x4 ,s9c]ity ,x is n en\gh t ! pa9t] %\ld make ! spectator feel :at he meant him to feel2 he mu/ also make him feel t ?is feel+ 0 %>$ by ! pa9t] himself bona fide & )\t affectation4 ,( all ! lies a pa9t] c tell ! wor/ is say+ t he likes :at he does n l4 ,b ! poor wret* seldom kn[s himself2 = ! art ( kn[+ :at gives him pleasure has be5 s neglect$ t x has be5 lo/ to all b a v few4 ,! old ,italians knew well en\gh :at !y lik$ & 7 z *ildr5 9 say+ x4 ,x ,! ,position ( a ,homo ,unius ,libri ,trbn] & ,myself ,,:5 ,i w5t back to ,trbn]1 aft] ,bogue _h fail$1 ,i _h a talk ) him & 8 p>tn]4 ,i c\ld see !y _h lo/ all fai? 9 my lit]>y prospects4 ,trbn] told me ,i 0 a homo unius libri1 mean+ ,ere:on4 ,he said ,i 0 9 a v solit>y position4 ,i repli$ t ,i knew ,i 01 b x suit$ me4 ,i said3 8,i pay my way2 :5 ,i 0 ) y be=e1 ,i nev] ow$ y money2 y f9d me n[ n ow+ my publi%] money1 b my publi%] 9 debt to me2 ,i nev] owe s mu* z a tailor's bill2 beyond secur$ debts1 ,i d n owe #e 9 ! _w & nev] h0 7:i* is q true74 8,i get my summ]'s holiday 9 ,italy e ye>2 ,i live v quietly & *eaply1 b x suits my heal? & ta/es1 & ,i h no acqua9tances b ^? ,i value4 ,my fri5ds /ick by me4 ,if ,i 0 to get 9 ) ^! lit]>y & sci5tific p ,i %\ld hate !m & !y me4 ,i %\ld fritt] away my "t & my fre$om )\t gett+ a quid pro quo3 z x is1 ,i am free & ,i give ! swells e n[ & !n su* a fac] z !y get f no "o else4 ,( c\rse ,i don't expect to get on 9 a comm]cial s5se at pres5t1 ,i d n g ! "r way to "w = ?is2 b ,i am go+ ! "r way to secure a la/+ reputation & ?is is :at ,i d c>e =4 ,a man _c h bo?1 he mu/ make up 8 m9d :i* he means go+ 9 =4 ,i h gone 9 = po/hum\s fame & ,i see no /ep 9 my lit]>y c>e] :i* ,i d n ?9k calculat$ to promote my be+ held 9 e/eem :5 ! heat ( passion has subsid$40 ,trbn] %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s4 ,he pla9ly does n believe t ,i %all succe$ 9 gett+ a he>+2 he ?9ks ! comb9ation ( ! religi\s & cultur$ _w too /rong = me to /& aga9/4 ,if he means t ! review]s w burke me z f> z !y c1 no d\bt he is "r2 b :5 ,i am dead !re w be o!r review]s & ,i h already done en\gh to secure t !y %all f "t to "t look me up4 ,!y won't bore me !n b !y w be j l ! pres5t ones4 #ahhb4 ,capp+ a ,success ,:5 ,i _h writt5 ,ere:on p want$ me at once to set to "w & write ano!r book l x4 ,h[ c\ld ,i8 ,i _c ?9k h[ ,i escap$ plung+ into writ+ "s lab\r$ /upid book4 ,i am v glad ,i did escape4 ,no?+ is s cruel z to try & =ce a man beyond 8 natural pace4 ,if he has got m /uff 9 him x w come out 9 its own "t & its own way3 if he has n--let ! poor wret* alone2 to h done "o dec5t book %\ld be en\gh2 ! v wor/ way to get ano!r out ( him is to press him4 ,! m promise a "y writ] has giv51 ! m 8 fri5ds %\ld urge him n to ov]-tax himself4 ,a ,lady ,critic ,a lady1 :om ,i meet frequ5tly 9 ! ,briti% ,museum read+-room & else:]e1 said to me ! o!r day3 8,:y don't y write ano!r ,ere:on80 8,:y1 my de> lady10 ,i repli$1 8,life & ,habit 0 ano!r ,ere:on40 ,!y say ^! ?+s to me cont9ually to plague me & make out t ,i c\ld d "o good book b nev] any m4 ,%e is ! sort ( p]son :o if %e _h kn[n ,%akespe>e w\ld h said to him1 :5 he wrote ,h5ry ! ,i,vth3 8,ah1 ,mr4 ,%akespe>e1 :y don't y write u ano!r ,titus ,&ronicus8 ,n[ t 0 a sweet play1 t 040 ,& :5 he _h done ,antony & ,cleopatra %e w\ld h told him t h] fav\rite plays 7 ! ?ree p>ts ( ,k+ ,h5ry ,,vi4 ,comp5sation ,if ,i die prematurely1 at any rate ,i %all be sav$ f be+ bor$ by my own success4 ,hudibras & ,ere:on ,i 0 complet+ ! pur*ase ( "s small h\ses at ,lewi%am & _h to sign my "n4 ,! v5dor1 m]ely see+ ! "n & kn[+ none ( my books1 said to me1 r rudely1 b )\t mean+ any mis*ief3 8,h y writt5 any books l ,hudibras80 ,i said promptly3 8,c]ta9ly2 ,ere:on is q z good a book z ,hudibras40 ,?is 0 com+ x too /rong = him1 s he ?\ght ,i _h n he>d & repeat$ 8 "q4 ,i said aga9 z be=e1 & he %ut up4 ,i s5t him a copy ( ,ere:on imm$iately aft] we _h complet$4 ,x 0 r tall talk on my "p1 ,i admit1 b he %\ld n h *all5g$ me unprovok$4 ,life & ,habit & ,myself ,at ! ,c5tury ,club ,i 0 talk+ ) a man :o ask$ me :y ,i did n publi% ! sub/ance ( :at ,i _h be5 say+4 ,i believ$ he knew me & said3 8,well1 y "k1 !re's ,life & ,habit40 ,he did n seem to rise at all1 s ,i ask$ him if he _h se5 ! book4 8,se5 x80 he answ]$4 8,:y1 ,i %\ld ?9k e "o has se5 ,life & ,habit3 b :at's t got to d ) x80 ,i said x _h tak5 me s mu* "t lately t ,i _h _h none to sp>e = any?+ else4 ,aga9 he did n seem to see ! =ce ( ! rem>k & a fri5d1 :o 0 close by1 said3 8,y "k1 ,butl] wrote ,life & ,habit40 ,he w\ld n believe x1 & x 0 only aft] repeat$ assurance t he accept$ x4 ,x 0 pla9 he ?\ght a great deal ( ,life & ,habit & _h idealis$ its au?or1 :om he 0 disappo9t$ to f9d s v commonplace a p]son4 ,exactly ! same ?+ happ5$ to me ) ,ere:on4 ,i 0 glad to f9d t ,life & ,habit _h made s deep an impression at any rate ^u "o p]son4 ,a ,disappo9t+ ,p]son ,i suspect ,i am r a disappo9t+ p]son1 = e n[ & !n !re is a fuss & ,i am to meet "s "o :o w\ld v mu* l to make my acqua9tance1 or "s "o writes me a lett] & says he has long admir$ my books1 & may he1 etc48 ,( c\rse ,i say 8,yes10 b exp]i5ce has taught me t x always ends 9 turn+ "s "o :o 0 m or less incl9$ to run me into "o :o consid]s he has a grievance aga9/ me = n be+ a v diff]5t k9d ( p]son f :at ,i am4 ,^! p h[ev] 7& ?is happ5s on an av]age once or twice a ye>7 d n come solely to see me1 !y g5]ally tell me all ab\t !mselves & ! impression is left ^u me t !y h really come 9 ord] to be prais$4 ,i am z civil to !m z ,i "k h[ to be b en?usia/ic ,i nev] am1 = !y h nev] any ( !m be5 nice p1 & x is my want ( en?usiasm = !mselves z mu* z any?+ else :i* disappo9ts !m4 ,!y seldom come aga94 ,mr4 ,alfr$ ,tylor 0 ! only acqua9tance ,i h ev] made ?r\gh be+ s5t = to be look$ at1 or lett+ "s "o come to look at me1 :o turn$ out a valuable ally2 b !n he s5t = me ?r\gh mutual fri5ds 9 ! usual way4 ,ent]ta9+ ,angels ,i d\bt :e!r any angel w\ld f9d me v ent]ta9+4 ,z = myself1 if ev] ,i d ent]ta9 "o x w h to be unaw>es4 ,:5 p ent]ta9 o!rs )\t an introduction !y g5]ally turn out m l devils ?an angels4 ,myself & ,my ,books ,! balance aga9/ !m is n[ ov] #cej4 ,h[ completely !y mu/ h be5 squa%$ unless ,i _h _h a little money ( my own4 ,is x n likely t _m a bett] writ] ?an ,i am is squa%$ ?r\gh want ( money8 ,:atev] ,i d ,i mu/ n die poor2 ^! examples ( ill-requit$ lab\r are immoral1 !y disc\rage ! ef=t ( ^? :o c\ld & w\ld d good ?+s if !y did n "k t x w\ld ru9 !mselves & _! families2 moreov]1 !y set p on to pamp] a doz5 fools = ea* neglect$ man ( m]it1 out ( compunction4 ,g5ius1 !y say1 always we>s an invisible cloak2 ^! m5 we> invisible cloaks--!re=e !y are g5iuses2 & x flatt]s !m to ?9k t !y c see m ?an _! neighb\rs4 ,! neglect ( "o su* man z ! au?or ( ,hudibras is comp5sat$ = by ! pett+ ( a doz5 o!rs :o w\ld be ! fir/ to jump ^u ! au?or ( ,hudibras if he 7 to come back to life4 ,heav5 =bid t ,i %\ld comp>e myself to ! au?or ( ,hudibras1 b /ill1 if my books succe$ aft] my dea?--:i* !y may or may n1 ,i "k no?+ ab\t x--any way1 if !y d succe$1 let x be und]/ood t !y fail$ dur+ my life = a few v obvi\s reasons ( :i* ,i 0 q aw>e1 = ! effect ( :i* ,i 0 prep>$ be=e ,i wrote my books1 & :i* on consid]ation ,i f\nd insuffici5t to det] me4 ,i attack$ p :o 7 at once unscrupul\s & p[]ful1 & ,i made no alliances4 ,i did ?is because ,i did n want to be bor$ & h my "t wa/$ & my pleasures curtail$4 ,i _h money en\gh to live on1 & pref]r$ address+ myself to po/]ity r ?an to any except a v few ( my own contempor>ies4 ,^? few ,i h always kept well 9 m9d4 ,i ?9k ( !m cont9ually :5 9 d\bt ab\t any passage1 b beyond ^? few ,i w n g4 ,po/]ity w give a man a fair he>+2 8 own times w n d s if he is attack+ ve/$ int]e/s1 & ,i h attack$ two p[]ful sets ( ve/$ int]e/s at once4 ,! ,*ur* & ,sci5ce4 ,:at is ! good ( address+ p :o w n li/58 ,i h address$ ! next g5]ation & h !re=e said _m ?+s :i* want "t be=e !y become palatable4 ,any man :o wi%es 8 "w to /& w sacrifice a good deal ( 8 imm$iate audi5ce = ! sake ( be+ attractive to a mu* l>g] numb] ( p lat] on4 ,he _c ga9 ?is lat] audi5ce unless he has be5 fe>less & ?or\gh-go+1 & if he is ?is he is sure to h to tread on ! corns ( a great _m ( ^? :o live at ! same "t ) him1 h[ev] little he may wi% to d s4 ,he mu/ n expect ^! p to help him on1 nor wond] if1 = a "t1 !y succe$ 9 snuff+ him out4 ,x is "p ( ! swim t x %\ld be s4 ,only1 z "o :o believes himself to h practis$ :at he prea*es1 let me assure any "o :o has money ( 8 own t to write fe>lessly = po/]ity & n get paid = x is mu* bett] fun ?an ,i c imag9e its be+ to write l1 we w say1 ,george ,eliot & make a lot ( money by x4 #ahhc4 ,dragons ,p say t !re are nei!r dragons to be kill$ nor di/ress$ maid5s to be rescu$ n[adays4 ,i d n "k1 b ,i ?9k ,i h dropp$ across "o or two1 nor d ,i feel sure :e!r ! mo/ mortal w\nds h be5 inflict$ by ! dragons or by myself4 ,try+ to ,"k ,!re are "s ?+s :i* x is madness n to try to "k b :i* x is almo/ z mu* madness to try to "k4 ,sometimes publi%]s1 hop+ to buy ! ,holy ,gho/ ) a price1 fee a man to read = !m & advise !m4 ,?is is b z ! va9 toss+ ( insomnia4 ,god w n h any human be+ "k :at w sell1 nor :5 any "o is go+ to die1 nor any?+ ab\t ! ultimate1 or ev5 ! deep]1 spr+s ( gr[? & action1 nor yet su* a little ?+ z :e!r x is go+ to ra9 to-morr[4 ,i d n say t ! impossibility ( be+ c]ta9 ab\t ^! & simil> matt]s 0 design$1 b x is z complete z ?\gh x _h be5 n only design$ b design$ exce$+ly well4 ,squ>+ ,acc\nts ,we owe pa/ g5]ations n only = ! ma/] discov]ies ( music1 sci5ce1 lit]ature & art--few ( :i* br\ght pr(it to ^? to :om !y 7 reveal$--b also = our organism itself :i* is an inh]itance ga!r$ & g>n]$ by ^? :o h gone be=e u4 ,:at money h we paid n = ,h&el & ,%akespe>e only b = our eyes & e>s8 ,& s ) reg>d to our contempor>ies4 ,a man is sometimes tempt$ to exclaim t he does n f>e well at ! h&s ( 8 own g5]ation2 t1 al?\gh he may play pretty assidu\sly1 he is receiv$ ) m hisses ?an applause2 t ! public is h>d to please1 sl[ to praise1 & b5t on driv+ z h>d a b>ga9 z x c4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 is only :at he %\ld expect4 ,no s5sible man w suppose himself to be ( s mu* importance t 8 contempor>ies %\ld be at mu* pa9s to get at ! tru? conc]n+ him4 ,z = my own position1 if ,i say ! ?+s ,i want to say )\t tr\bl+ myself ab\t ! public1 :y %\ld ,i grumble at ! public = n tr\bl+ ab\t me8 ,besides1 n be+ paid myself1 ,i c 9 bett] consci5ce use ! works ( o!rs1 z ,i daily d1 )\t pay+ = !m & )\t be+ at ! tr\ble ( prais+ or ?ank+ !m m ?an ,i h a m9d to4 ,&1 aft] all1 h[ c ,i say ,i am n paid8 ,9 addition to all t ,i inh]it f pa/ g5]ations ,i receive f my own ev]y?+ t makes life wor? liv+--,london1 ) its inf9ite s\rces ( pleasure & amusem5t1 good !atres1 conc]ts1 picture gall]ies1 ! ,briti% ,museum ,read+-,room1 newspap]s1 a com=table dwell+1 railways &1 above all1 ! society ( ! fri5ds ,i value4 ,*>les ,d>w9 on :at ,sells a ,book ,i rememb] :5 ,i 0 at ,d[n we 7 talk+ ( :at x is t sells a book4 ,mr4 ,d>w9 said he did n believe x 0 reviews or adv]tisem5ts1 b simply 8be+ talk$ ab\t0 t sold a book4 ,i believe he is q "r "h1 b surely a good flam+ review helps to get a book talk$ ab\t4 ,i h (t5 inquir$ at my publi%]s' aft] a review & ,i nev] f\nd "o t made any p]ceptible increase or decrease ( sale1 & ! same ) adv]tisem5ts4 ,i ?9k1 h[ev]1 t ! review ( ,ere:on 9 ! ,spectator did sell a few copies ( ,ere:on1 b !n x 0 su* a v /rong "o & ! anonym\sness ( ! book /imulat$ curiosity4 ,a p]ception ( ! value ( a review1 :e!r fri5dly or ho/ile1 is z old z ,/4 ,paul's ,epi/le to ! ,philippians4 #afb ,hoodw9k+ ! ,public ,s9c]ity or hone/y is a l[ & v rudim5t>y =m ( virtue t is only to be f\nd to any consid]able ext5t among ! protozoa4 ,comp>e1 = example1 ! integrity1 s9c]ity & absolute refusal ei!r to deceive or be deceiv$ t exi/s 9 ! g]m-cells ( any individual1 ) ! in/9ctive aptitude = ly+ t is to be obs]v$ 9 ! full-gr[n man4 ,! full-gr[n man is compact$ ( lies & %ams :i* are to him z ! brea? ( 8 no/rils4 ,:]eas ! g]m-cells w n be humbugg$2 !y w tell ! tru? z ne> z !y c4 ,!y "k _! ance/ors meant well & w t5d to become ev5 m s9c]e !mselves4 ,?us1 if a pa9t] has n tri$ h>d to pa9t well & has tri$ h>d to hoodw9k ! public1 8 (fspr+ is n likely to %[ h]$it>y aptitude = pa9t+1 b is likely to h an improv$ p[] ( hoodw9k+ ! public4 ,s x is ) music1 lit]ature1 sci5ce or any?+ else4 ,! only ?+ ! public c d aga9/ ?is is to try h>d to develop a h]$it>y p[] ( n be+ hoodw9k$4 ,f ! small success x has met ) hi!rto we may ?9k t ! ef=t on its "p c h be5 nei!r sev]e nor long su/a9$4 ,inde$1 all ages seem to h held t 8! pleasure is z great ( be+ *eat$ z to *eat40 ,! ,public ,e> ,^? :o h squatt$ ^u x may be tru/$ to keep (f o!r squatt]s if !y c4 ,! public e> is l ! l& :i* looks inf9ite b is all p>cell$ out into fields & private own]%ips--b>r+1 ( c\rse1 highways & commons4 ,s ! univ]se1 :i* looks s big1 may be suppos$ z really all p>cell$ out among ! />s t /ud x4 ,or ! public e> is l a common2 !re is n mu* to be got (f x1 b t little is = ! mo/ "p graz$ d[n by geese & donkeys4 ,^? :o wi% to ga9 ! public e> %\ld be> 9 m9d t p d n g5]ally want to be made less fooli% or less wick$4 ,:at !y want is to be told t !y are n fooli% & n wick$4 ,n[ x is only a fool or a li> or bo? :o c tell !m ?is2 ! masses !re=e _c be expect$ to l any b fools or li>s or bo?4 ,s :5 a lady gets photograph$1 :at %e wants is n to be made beautiful b to be told t %e is beautiful4 ,secul> ,?9k+ ,! ages d _! ?9k+ mu* z ! individual does4 ,:5 consid]+ a difficult "q1 we ?9k alt]nately = sev]al seconds toge!r ( details1 ev5 ! m9ute/ seem+ important1 & !n ( broad g5]al pr9ciples1 :]eupon ev5 l>ge details become unimportant2 aga9 we h b\ts dur+ :i* rules1 logic & te*nicalities engross u1 foll[$ by o!rs 9 :i* ! unwritt5 & unwritable common s5se ( grace defies & ov]-rides ! law4 ,t is to say1 we h our inductive fits & our d$uctive fits1 our arrangem5ts accord+ to ! lett] & accord+ to ! _s1 our conclusions drawn f logic secundum artem & f absurdity & ! "* ( ! argu]4 ,?is het]og5e\s mass ( consid]ations =ms ! m5tal pabulum ) :i* we fe$ our m9ds4 ,h[ t pabulum becomes amalgamat$1 r$uc$ to uni=mity & turn$ into ! gr[? ( complete op9ion we c no m tell ?an we c say :51 h[ & :]e food becomes fle% & blood4 ,all we c say is t ! miracle1 /up5d\s z x is & involv+ ! /ultification ( e intelligible pr9ciple on :i* ?\ght & action are bas$1 is nev]!less work$ a ?\s& times an h\r by e "o ( u4 ,! =mation ( public op9ion is z my/]i\s z t ( individual1 b1 s f> z we c =m any op9ion ab\t t :i* =ms our op9ions 9 su* l>ge measure1 ! processes appe> to resemble "o ano!r mu* z ra9 drops resemble "o ano!r4 ,!re is ess5tial agreem5t 9 spite ( ess5tial diff]5ce4 ,s t "h1 z ev]y:]e else1 we no soon] scrat* ! soil ?an we come ^u ! granite ( contradiction 9 t]ms & c scrat* no fur!r4 ,z = ourselves1 we are pass+ ?r\gh an inductive1 te*nical1 speculative p]iod & h gone su* l5g?s 9 ?is direction t a reaction1 dur+ :i* we %all pass to ! o!r extreme1 may be confid5tly pr$ict$4 ,! ,art ( ,propagat+ ,op9ion ,he :o w\ld propagate an op9ion mu/ beg9 by mak+ sure ( 8 gr\nd & hold+ x firmly4 ,!re is z little use 9 try+ to bre$ f weak op9ion z f o!r weak /ock1 animal or vegetable4 ,! m securely a man holds an op9ion1 ! m temp]ate he c af=d to be1 & ! m temp]ate he is1 ! m weight he w c>ry ) ^? :o are 9 ! long run weightie/4 ,ideas & op9ions1 l liv+ organisms1 h a normal rate ( gr[? :i* _c be ei!r *eck$ or =c$ beyond a c]ta9 po9t4 ,!y c be held 9 *eck m safely ?an !y c be hurri$4 ,!y c also be kill$2 & "o ( ! sure/ ways to kill !m is to try to hurry !m4 ,! m unpopul> an op9ion is1 ! m necess>y is x t ! hold] %\ld be some:at punctili\s 9 8 obs]vance ( conv5tionalities g5]ally1 & t1 if possible1 he %\ld get ! reputation ( be+ well-to-d 9 ! _w4 ,argum5ts are n s good z ass]tion4 ,argum5ts are l fire-arms :i* a man may keep at home b %\ld n c>ry ab\t ) him4 ,indirect ass]tion1 leav+ ! he>] to po9t ! inf]5ce1 is1 z a rule1 to be pref]r$4 ,! "o great argum5t ) mo/ p is t ano!r %\ld ?9k ?is or t4 ,! reasons ( ! belief are details &1 9 n9e cases out ( t51 be/ omitt$ z confus+ & weak5+ ! g5]al impression4 ,_m1 if n mo/1 good ideas die "y--ma9ly f neglect on ! "p ( ! p>5ts1 b sometimes f ov]-fondness4 ,once well />t$1 an op9ion _h bett] be left to %ift = itself4 ,insi/ z f> z possible on ! insignificance ( ! po9ts ( diff]5ce z comp>$ ) ! resemblances to op9ions g5]ally accept$4 ,glad/one z a ,f9anci] ,i said to my tobacconi/ t ,glad/one 0 n a f9anci] because he b\ght a lot ( *9a at high prices & x fet*$ v little :5 x 0 sold at ,*ri/ie's4 8,did he give high prices80 said ! tobacconi/4 8,enorm\s prices10 said ,i emphatically4 ,n[1 to tell ! tru?1 ,i did n "k :e!r ,mr4 ,glad/one _h ev] b\ght ! *9a at all1 mu* less :at he gave = x1 if he did2 he may h _h x all left him = aught ,i knew4 ,b ,i 0 go+ to appeal to my tobacconi/ by argum5ts t he c\ld und]/&1 & ,i c\ld see he 0 mu* impress$4 ,argum5t ,argum5t is g5]ally wa/e ( "t & tr\ble4 ,x is bett] to pres5t "o's op9ion & leave x to /ick or no z x may happ54 ,if s\nd1 x w probably 9 ! end /ick1 & ! /ick+ is ! ma9 ?+4 ,hum\r ,:at a frightful ?+ x w\ld be if true hum\r 7 m common or1 r1 m easy to see1 = x is m common ?an ^? are :o c see x4 ,x w\ld block ! way ( ev]y?+4 ,p]haps ?is is :at p r feel4 ,x w\ld be l ,music 9 ! ,ode = ,/4 ,cecilia's ,day1 x w\ld 8untune ! sky40 ,i d n "k q :at is meant by untun+ ! sky &1 if ,i did1 ,i _c ?9k t !re is any?+ to be p>ticul>ly ga9$ by hav+ ! sky untun$2 /ill1 if x has got to be untun$ at all1 ,i am sure music is ! only ?+ t c untune x4 ,rapson1 h[ev]1 :om ,i us$ to see 9 ! co9 room at ! ,briti% ,museum1 told me x %\ld be 8entune ! sky0 & x s\nds z ?\gh he 7 "r4 ,myself & 8,unconsci\s ,hum\r0 ,! phrase 8unconsci\s hum\r0 is ! "o contribution ,i h made to ! curr5t lit]ature ( ! day4 ,i am cont9ually see+ unconsci\s hum\r 7)\t quotation m>ks7 allud$ to 9 ,times articles & o!r l places1 b ,i nev] rememb] to h come across x z a synonym = dullness till ,i wrote ,life & ,habit4 ,my ,hum\r ,! ?+ to say ab\t me j n[ is t my hum\r is =c$4 ,?is began to rea* me 9 connection ) my article 8,quis ,desid]io 4 4 480 ,univ]sal ,review1 #ahhh & is n[1 #ahhi ,i und]/&1 pretty g5]ally p]ceiv$ ev5 by ^? :o _h n f\nd x out = !mselves4 ,i am n aw>e ( =c+ myself to say any?+ :i* has n amus$ me1 :i* is n apposite & :i* ,i d n believe w amuse a neutral read]1 b ,i may v well d s )\t kn[+ x4 ,z = my hum\r1 ,i am l my fa!r & gr&fa!r1 bo? ( :om lik$ a good ?+ he>tily en\gh if x 0 told !m1 b ,i d n (t5 say a good ?+ myself4 ,v likely my hum\r1 :at little !re is ( x1 is =c$ en\gh4 ,i d n c>e s long z x amuses me &1 su* z x is1 ,i %all v5t x 9 my own way & at my own "t4 ,myself & ,my ,publi%]s ,i see my publi%]s are br++ out a new magaz9e ) all ! usual contributors4 ,( c\rse !y don't ask me to write & ?is %[s t !y d n ?9k my "n w\ld help _! magaz9e4 ,?is1 ,i imag9e1 means t ,&rew ,lang has told !m t my hum\r is =c$4 ,i %\ld n myself say t ,&rew ,lang's hum\r w\ld lose by a little =c+4 ,i h se5 en\gh ( my publi%]s to "k t !y h no ideas ( _! own ab\t lit]ature save :at !y c clut* at z believ+ x to be a /raight tip f a bus9ess po9t ( view4 ,heav5 =bid t ,i %\ld blame !m = do+ exactly :at ,i %\ld d myself 9 _! place1 b1 ?+s be+ z !y are1 !y are no use to me4 ,!y h no confid5ce 9 me & !y mu/ h ?is or !y w d no?+ = me beyond keep+ my books on _! %elves4 ,p]haps x is bett] t ,i %\ld n h a *ance ( becom+ a hack-writ]1 = ,i %\ld grasp x at once if x 7 (f]$ me4 ,,xi ,ca% & ,cr$it ,! ,unse5 ,_w ,i ,,believe !re is an unse5 _w ab\t :i* we "k no?+ z firmly z any "o c believe x4 ,i see ?+s com+ up f x into ! visible _w & go+ d[n aga9 f ! se5 _w to ! unse54 ,b my unse5 _w is to be bona fide unse5 &1 9 s f> z ,i say ,i "k any?+ ab\t x1 ,i /ultify myself4 ,x %\ld no m be describ$ ?an ,god %\ld be repres5t$ 9 pa9t+ or sculpture4 ,x is z ! o!r side ( ! moon2 we "k x mu/ be !re b we "k also t1 9 ! nature ( ?+s1 we c nev] see x4 ,sometimes1 "s trifle ( x may sway into sight & out aga91 b x is s little t x is n wor? c\nt+ z hav+ be5 se54 ,! ,k+dom ( ,heav5 ,! _w admits t !re is ano!r _w1 t !re is a k+dom1 v]itable & wor? hav+1 :i*1 nev]!less1 is invisible & has no?+ to d ) any k+dom su* z we n[ see4 ,x agrees t ! wisdom ( ?is o!r k+dom is fooli%ness "h on e>?1 :ile ! wisdom ( ! _w is fooli%ness 9 ! ,k+dom ( ,heav54 ,9 our he>ts we "k t ! ,k+dom ( ,heav5 is ! high] ( ! two & ! bett] wor? liv+ & dy+ =1 & t1 if x is to be won1 x mu/ be s\ght /eadfa/ly & 9 s+l5ess ( he>t by ^? :o put all else on "o side &1 %r9k+ f no sacrifice1 are ready to face %ame1 pov]ty & torture "h r ?an ab&on ! hope ( ! prize ( _! high call+4 ,nobody :o d\bts any ( ?is is wor? talk+ )4 ,! "q is1 :]e is ?is ,heav5ly ,k+dom1 & :at way are we to take to f9d x8 ,happily ! answ] is easy1 = we are n likely to g wrong if 9 all simplicity1 humility & good fai? we he>tily desire to f9d x & foll[ ! dictates ( ord9>y common-s5se4 ,! ,philosoph] ,he %\ld h made _m mi/akes & be5 sav$ (t5 by ! sk9 ( 8 tee?1 = ! sk9 ( "o's tee? is ! mo/ tea*+ ?+ ab\t "o4 ,he %\ld h be51 or at any rate believ$ himself1 a great fool & a great crim9al4 ,he %\ld h cut himself adrift f society1 & yet n be )\t society4 ,he %\ld h giv5 up all1 ev5 ,*ri/ himself1 = ,*ri/'s sake4 ,he %\ld be above fe> or love or hate1 & yet "k !m extremely well4 ,he %\ld h lo/ all save a small compet5ce & "k :at a vantage gr\nd x is to be an outca/4 ,de/ruction & ,dea? say !y h he>d ! fame ( ,wisdom ) _! e>s1 & ! philosoph] mu/ h be5 close up to ^! if he too w\ld he> x4 ,! ,arti/ & ! ,%opkeep] ,mo/ arti/s1 :e!r 9 religion1 music1 lit]ature1 pa9t+1 or :at n1 are %opkeep]s 9 disguise4 ,!y hide _! %op z mu* z !y c1 & keep pret5d+ t x does n exi/1 b !y are ess5tially %opkeep]s & no?+ else4 ,:y d ,i try to sell my books & feel regret at nev] see+ !m pay _! exp5ses if ,i am n a %opkeep]8 ,( c\rse ,i am1 only ,i keep a bad %op--a %op t does n pay4 ,9 l mann]1 ! pr(ess$ %opkeep] has g5]ally a ta9t ( ! arti/ some:]e ab\t him :i* he tries to conceal z mu* z ! pr(ess$ arti/ tries to conceal 8 %opkeep+4 ,! bus9ess man & ! arti/ are l matt] & m9d4 ,we c nev] get ei!r pure & )\t "s alloy ( ! o!r4 ,art & ,trade ,p conf\nd lit]ature & article-deal+ because ! plant 9 bo? cases is simil>1 b no two ?+s c be m di/9ct4 ,nei!r ! "q ( money nor t ( fri5d or foe c ent] into lit]ature prop]4 ,"h1 "r feel+--or good ta/e1 if ?is expression be pref]r$--is alone consid]$4 ,if a bona fide writ] ?9ks a ?+ wants say+1 he w say x z t]sely1 cle>ly & elegantly z he c4 ,! "q :e!r x w d him p]sonally good or h>m1 or h[ x w affect ?is or t fri5d1 nev] ent]s 8 head1 or1 if x does1 x is in/antly ord]$ out aga94 ,! only p]sonal gratifications all[$ him 7ap>t1 ( c\rse1 f su* z are conc$$ to e "o1 writ] or no7 are ^? ( keep+ 8 good "n spotless among ^? ^: op9ion is alone wor? hav+ & ( ma9ta9+ ! highe/ traditions ( a noble call+4 ,if a man lives 9 fe> & trembl+ le/ he %\ld fail 9 ^! respects1 if he f9ds ^! consid]ations alone weigh ) him1 if he nev] writes )\t ?9k+ h[ he %all be/ s]ve good causes & damage bad ones1 !n he is a g5u9e man ( lett]s4 ,if 9 addition to ?is he succe$s 9 mak+ 8 mann] attractive1 he w become a classic4 ,he kn[s ?is4 ,he kn[s1 al?\gh ! ,greeks 9 _! my?ology =got to say s1 t ,conceit 0 sav$ to mank9d z well z ,hope :5 ,p&ora clapp$ ! lid on to h] box4 ,) ! article-deal]1 on ! o!r h&1 money is1 & ought to be1 ! fir/ consid]ation4 ,lit]ature is an art2 article-writ+1 :5 a man is paid = x1 is a trade & none ! worse = t2 b pot-boil]s are "o ?+ & g5u9e pictures are ano!r4 ,p h inde$ be5 paid = "s ( ! mo/ g5u9e pictures ev] pa9t$1 & s ) music1 & s ) lit]ature itself--h>d-&-fa/ l9es ev] cut ! f+]s ( ^? :o draw !m--b1 z a g5]al rule1 mo/ la/+ art has be5 poorly paid1 s f> z money goes1 till ! arti/ 0 ne> ! end ( 8 "t1 &1 :e!r money pass$ or no1 we may be sure t x 0 n ?\ght (4 ,su* "w is done z a bird s+s--= ! love ( ! ?+2 x is p]sev]$ 9 z long z body & s\l c be kept toge!r1 :e!r !re be pay or no1 & p]haps bett] if !re be no pay4 ,nev]!less1 ?\gh art disreg>ds money & trade disreg>ds art1 ! arti/ may /& n a little trade-alloy & be ev5 t\gh5$ by x1 & ! tradesm5 may be m ?an half an arti/4 ,art is 9 ! _w b n ( x2 x lives 9 a k+dom ( its own1 gov]n$ by laws t none b arti/s c und]/&4 ,?is1 at lea/1 is ! ideal t[>ds :i* an arti/ t5ds1 ?\gh we all v well "k we none ( u rea* x4 ,) ! trade x is exactly ! rev]se2 ?is _w is1 & ought to be1 ev]y?+1 & ! invisible _w is z little to ! trade z ?is visible _w is to ! arti/4 ,:5 ,i say ! arti/ t5ds t[>ds su* a _w1 ,i mean n t he t5ds consci\sly & reason+ly b t 8 in/9ct to take ?is direction w be too /rong to let him take any o!r4 ,he is incapable ( reason+ on ! subject2 if he c\ld reason he w\ld be lo/ qua arti/2 =1 by e te/ t reason c apply1 ^? :o sell !mselves = a price are 9 ! "r4 ,! arti/ is guid$ by a fai? t = him transc5ds all reason4 ,grant$ t ?is fai? has be5 9 great measure f\nd$ on reason1 t x has gr[n up along ) reason1 t if x lose t\* ) reason x is no long] fai? b madness2 grant$1 aga91 t reason is 9 great measure f\nd$ on fai?1 t x has gr[n up along ) fai?1 t if x lose t\* ) fai? x is no long] reason b me*anism2 grant$1 !re=e1 t fai? gr[s ) reason z w ) p[]1 z dem& ) supply1 z m9d ) body1 ea* /imulat+ & augm5t+ ! o!r until an invisible1 m9ute nucleus atta9s colossal gr[?--nev]!less ! diff]5ce betwe5 ! man ( ! _w & ! man :o lives by fai? is t ! fir/ is drawn t[>ds ! "o & ! second t[>ds ! o!r ( two pr9ciples :i*1 s f> z we c see1 are co-ext5sive & co-equal 9 importance4 ,money ,x is curi\s t money1 :i* is ! mo/ valuable ?+ 9 life1 exceptis excipi5dis1 %\ld be ! mo/ fatal corrupt] ( music1 lit]ature1 pa9t+ & all ! arts4 ,z soon z any art is pursu$ ) a view to money1 !n f>ewell1 9 n9ety-n9e cases out ( a hundr$1 all hope ( g5u9e good "w4 ,if a man has money at 8 back1 he may t\* ^! ?+s & d some?+ :i* w live a long :ile1 & he may be v happy 9 do+ x2 if he has no money1 he may d good "w1 b ! *ances are he w be kill$ 9 do+ x & = hav+ done x2 or he may make himself happy by do+ bad "w & gett+ money out ( x1 & !re is no great h>m 9 ?is1 provid$ he kn[s 8 "w is done 9 ?is _s & rates x = its comm]cial value only4 ,/ill1 z a rule1 a man %\ld n t\* any ( ! arts z a creator unless be has a discreta posizion9a beh9d him4 ,mod]n ,simony ,x is n ! deal+ 9 liv+s b ! ?9k+ !y c buy ! ,holy ,gho/ = money :i* vulg> ri* p indulge 9 :5 !y dabble 9 lit]ature1 music & pa9t+4 ,nev]!less1 on reflection x mu/ be admitt$ t ! ,holy ,gho/ is v h>d to come by )\t money4 ,= ! ,holy ,gho/ is only ano!r t]m = ! ,fe> ( ! ,"l1 :i* is ,wisdom4 ,& ?\gh ,wisdom _c be gott5 = gold1 /ill less c x be gott5 )\t x4 ,gold1 or ! value t is equival5t to gold1 lies at ! root ( ,wisdom1 & ent]s s l>gely into ! v ess5ce ( ! ,holy ,gho/ t 8,no gold1 no ,holy ,gho/0 may pass z an axiom4 ,?is is p]haps :y x is n easy to buy ,wisdom by :atev] "n x be call$--,i mean1 because x is almo/ impossible to sell x4 ,x is a v unm>ketable commodity1 z ^? :o h receiv$ x truly "k to _! own great bane & boon4 ,my ,gr&fa!r & ,myself ,my gr&fa!r work$ v h>d all 8 life1 & 0 mak+ money all ! "t until he became a bi%op4 ,i h work$ v h>d all my life1 b h nev] be5 able to e>n money4 ,z usefulness is g5]ally c\nt$1 no "o c be m useless4 ,?is ,i believe to be l>gely due to ! public-s*ool & univ]sity tea*+ ?r\gh :i* my gr&fa!r made 8 money4 ,yes1 b !n if he is l>gely responsible = t :i* has made me useless1 has he n also left me ! h>dly-won money :i* makes my uselessness suffici5tly agreeable to myself8 ,& w\ld n ! poor old g5tleman gladly *ange lots ) me1 if he c\ld8 ,i d n "k2 b ,i %\ld be sorry to *ange lots ) him or ) any "o else1 s ,i ne$ n grumble4 ,i said 9 ,luck or ,cunn+8 t ! only way 7at lea/ ,i ?9k ,i said s7 9 :i* a tea*] c ?or\ghly imbue an unwill+ le>n] ) 8 own op9ions is = ! tea*] to eat ! pupil up & ?us assimilate him--if he c1 = x is possible t ! pupil may cont9ue to disagree ) ! tea*]4 ,& z a matt] ( fact1 s*ool-ma/]s d live ^u _! pupils1 & ,i1 z my gr&fa!r's gr&son1 cont9ue to batt5 ^u old pupil4 ,art & ,usefulness ,t$d]1 ! ,libr>ian ( ! ,a!num1 said to me :5 ,i told him 7,i h only se5 him twice7 :at poor success my books _h met )3 8,yes1 b y h made ! great mi/ake ( be+ useful40 ,?is1 = ! mom5t1 displeas$ me1 = ,i "k t ,i h always tri$ to make my "w useful & %\ld n c>e ab\t do+ x at all unless ,i believ$ x to subs]ve use m or less directly4 ,yet :5 ,i look at ^? works :i* we all hold to be ! cr[n+ glories ( ! _w z1 = example1 ! ,iliad1 ! ,odyssey1 ,hamlet1 ! ,messiah1 ,rembr&t's portraits1 or ,holbe9's1 or ,giovanni ,bell9i's1 ! connection betwe5 !m & use is1 to say ! lea/ ( x1 f> f obvi\s4 ,music1 inde$1 c h>dly be tortur$ into be+ useful at all1 unless to dr[n ! cries ( ! w\nd$ 9 battle1 or to enable p to talk m freely at ev5+ p>ties4 ,! uses1 aga91 ( pa9t+ 9 its highe/ =ms are v d\btful--,i mean 9 any mat]ial s5se2 9 its l[] =ms1 :5 x becomes m diagrammatic1 x is mat]ially useful4 ,lit]ature may be useful f its l[e/ =ms to ne>ly its highe/1 b ! highe/ _c be put 9 h>ness to any b spiritual uses2 & ! fact rema9s t ! 8,hallelujah ,*orus10 ! spee* ( ,hamlet to ! play]s1 ,bell9i's 8,doge0 h _! only uses 9 a spiritual _w :]eto ! ^w 8uses0 is z ali5 z bodily fle% is to a *oir ( angels4 ,z x is fatal to ! highe/ art t x %\ld h be5 done = money1 s x seems h>dly less fatal t x %\ld be done ) a view to ^? uses t t5d t[>ds money4 ,& yet1 0 n ! ,iliad writt5 ma9ly ) a view to money8 ,did n ,%akespe>e make money by 8 plays1 ,h&el by 8 music1 & ! noble/ pa9t]s by _! art8 ,true2 b 9 all ^! cases1 ,i take x1 love ( fame & t mo/ pot5t &1 at ! same "t1 unpractical =m ( x1 ! lu/ aft] fame beyond ! grave1 0 ! ma9spr+ ( ! action1 ! money be+ b a concomitant accid5t4 ,money is l ! w9d t bl[e? :i!rsoev] x li/e?1 sometimes x *ooses to atta* itself to high feats ( lit]ature & art & music1 b m commonly x pref]s l[] company 4 4 4 ,i c cont9ue ?is note no fur!r1 = !re is no end to x4 ,briefly1 ! _w resolves itself into two great classes--^? :o hold t hon\r aft] dea? is bett] wor? hav+ ?an any hon\r a man c get & "k any?+ ab\t1 & ^? :o d\bt ?is2 to my m9d1 ^? :o hold x1 & hold x firmly1 are ! only p wor? ?9k+ ab\t4 ,!y w also hold t1 important z ! physical _w obvi\sly is1 ! spiritual _w1 ( :i* we "k little beyond its b>e exi/5ce1 is m important /ill4 ,g5ius i ,g5ius is ak9 bo? to madness & inspiration &1 z e "o is bo? m or less inspir$ & m or less mad1 e "o has m or less g5ius4 ,:51 !re=e1 we speak ( g5ius we d n mean an absolute ?+ :i* "s m5 h & o!rs h n1 b a small scale-turn+ ov]weight ( a some?+ :i* we all h b :i* we _c ei!r def9e or appreh5d--! quantum :i* we all h be+ all[$ to g )\t say+4 ,?is small excess weight has be5 def9$ z a supreme capacity = tak+ tr\ble1 b he :o ?us def9$ x c h>dly claim g5ius 9 respect ( 8 own def9ition--8 capacity = tak+ tr\ble does n seem to h be5 abnormal4 ,x might be m fitly describ$ z a supreme capacity = gett+ its possessors into tr\ble ( all k9ds & keep+ !m !re9 s long z ! g5ius rema9s4 ,p :o are cr$it$ ) g5ius h1 inde$1 be5 sometimes v pa9/ak+1 b !y w\ld (t5 %[ m signs ( g5ius if !y _h tak5 less4 8,y h tak5 too mu* tr\ble ) y\r op]a10 said ,h&el to ,gluck4 ,x is n likely t ! 8,hail/one ,*orus0 or ,mrs4 ,quickly co/ _! creators mu* pa9s1 inde$1 we commonly feel ! ease ) :i* a difficult feat has be5 p]=m$ to be a m di/9ctive m>k ( g5ius ?an ! fact t ! p]=m] took great pa9s be=e he c\ld a*ieve x4 ,pa9s c s]ve g5ius1 or ev5 m> x1 b !y _c make x4 ,we c r>ely1 h[ev]1 say :at pa9s h or h n be5 tak5 9 any p>ticul> case1 =1 ov] & above ! sp5t pa9s ( a man's e>ly ef=ts1 ! =ce ( :i* may c>ry him f> beyond all trace ( !mselves1 !re are ! /ill m remote & invisible ance/ral pa9s1 repeat$ we "k n h[ (t5 or 9 :at =tunate correlation ) pa9s tak5 9 "s o!r & unse5 direction4 ,?is po9ts to ! conclusion t1 ?\gh x is wrong to suppose ! ess5ce ( g5ius to lie 9 a capacity = tak+ pa9s1 x is "r to hold t x mu/ h be5 root$ 9 pa9s & t x _c h gr[n up )\t !m4 ,g5ius1 aga91 might1 p]haps almo/ z well1 be def9$ z a supreme capacity = sav+ o!r p f hav+ to take pa9s1 if ! highe/ flights ( g5ius did n seem to "k no?+ ab\t pa9s "o way or ! o!r4 ,:at tr\ble c ,hamlet or ! ,iliad save to any "o8 ,g5ius c1 & does1 save x sometimes2 ! g5ius ( ,newton may h sav$ a good deal ( tr\ble "o way or ano!r1 b x has probably eng5d]$ z mu* new z x has sav$ old4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 is all a matt] ( *ance1 = g5ius nev] seems to c>e :e!r x makes ! burd5 or be>s x4 ,! only c]ta9 ?+ is t !re w be a burd51 = ! ,holy ,gho/ has ev] t5d$ t[>ds a brea* ( ! peace1 & ! ,new ,j]usalem1 :5 x comes1 w probably be f\nd s f> to resemble ! old z to /one its prophets freely4 ,! _w ?y _w is a jeal\s _w1 & ?\ %alt h none o!r worlds b x4 ,g5ius po9ts to *ange1 & *ange is a hank]+ aft] ano!r _w1 s ! old _w suspects x4 ,g5ius di/urbs ord]1 x unsettles mores & h5ce x is immoral4 ,on a small scale x is intol]able1 b g5ius w h no small scales2 x is ev5 m immoral = a man to be too f> 9 front ?an to lag too f> beh9d4 ,! only absolute morality is absolute /agnation1 b ?is is unpractical1 s a peck ( *ange is p]mitt$ to e "o1 b x mu/ be a peck only1 :]eas g5ius w\ld h ev] s _m sacks full4 ,!re is a my? among "s ,ea/]n nation t at ! bir? ( ,g5ius an unk9d fairy m>r$ all ! good gifts ( ! o!r fairies by depriv+ x ( ! p[] ( kn[+ :]e to /op4 ,nor does g5ius c>e m ab\t money ?an ab\t tr\ble4 ,x is no respect] ( "t1 tr\ble1 money or p]sons1 ! f\r ?+s r\nd :i* human affairs turn mo/ p]si/5tly4 ,x w n g a hair's bread? f its way ei!r to embrace =tune or to avoid h]4 ,x is1 l ,love1 8too "y to "k ! wor? ( gold40 #agf ,x kn[s1 inde$1 bo? love & hate1 b n z we "k !m1 = x w fly = help to its bitt]e/ foe1 or attack its de>e/ fri5d 9 ! int]e/s ( ! art x s]ves4 ,yet ?is g5ius1 :i* s despises ! _w1 is ! only ?+ ( :i* ! _w is p]man5tly enam\r$1 & ! m x fl\ts ! _w1 ! m ! _w wor%ips x1 :5 x has once well kill$ x 9 ! fle%4 ,:o c und]/& ?is et]nal cross+ 9 love & contradiction 9 t]ms :i* w>ps ! wo( ( actions & ?+s f ! atom to ! univ]se8 ,! m a man despises "t1 tr\ble1 money1 p]sons1 place & ev]y?+ on :i* ! _w insi/s z mo/ ess5tial to salvation1 ! m pi\s w ?is same _w hold him to h be54 ,:at a fund ( univ]sal unconsci\s scepticism mu/ und]lie ! _w's op9ions6 ,= we are all alike 9 our wor%ip ( g5ius t has pass$ ?r\gh ! fire4 ,nor c ?is univ]sal in/9ctive cons5t be expla9$ o!rwise ?an z ! well+ up ( a spr+ ^: s\rces lie deep 9 ! conviction t great z ?is _w is1 x masks a great] :]e9 its wisdom is folly & :i* we "k z bl9d m5 "k :]e ! sun is %9+1 c]ta9ly1 b n di/9ctly4 ,?is %\ld 9 itself be en\gh to prove t su* a _w exi/s1 b !re is /ill ano!r pro( 9 ! fact t s _m come among u %[+ in/9ctive & in]adicable famili>ity ) a /ate ( ?+s :i* has no c\nt]p>t "h1 & _c1 !re=e1 h be5 acquir$ "h4 ,f su* a _w we come1 e "o ( u1 b "s seem to h a m liv+ recollection ( x ?an o!rs4 ,p]fect recollection ( x no man c h1 = to put on fle% is to h all "o's o!r memories j>r$ beyond p[] ( consci\s recognition4 ,& g5ius mu/ put on fle%1 = x is only by ! hook & crook ( ta9t & fle% t ta9t$ be+s l ourselves c appreh5d x1 only 9 & ?r\gh fle% c x be made manife/ to u at all4 ,! fle% & ! %op w return no matt] ) h[ _m pit*=ks we expel !m1 = we _c conceivably expel !m ?or\ghly2 !re=e x is bett] n to be too h>d ^u !m4 ,& yet ?is same fle% cloaks g5ius at ! v "t t x reveals x4 ,x seems z ?\gh ! fle% mu/ h be5 on & mu/ h gone clean (f be=e g5ius c be disc]n$1 & also t we mu/ /& a long way f x1 = ! _w gr[s m & m myopic z x gr[s old]4 ,& ?is br+s ano!r tr\ble1 = by ! "t ! fle% has gone (f x en\gh1 & x is f> en\gh away = u to see x )\t glasses1 ! *ances are we %all h =gott5 its v exi/5ce & lose ! wi% to see at ! v mom5t ( becom+ able to d s4 ,h5ce !re appe>s to be no rem$y = ! (t-repeat$ compla9t t ! _w kn[s no?+ ( its greate/ m54 ,h[ c x be expect$ to d s8 ,& h[ c its greate/ m5 be expect$ to "k m ?an a v little ( ! _w8 ,at any rate1 !y seldom d1 & x is j because !y _c & d n t1 if !y ev] happ5 to be f\nd out at all1 !y are recognis$ z ! greate/ & ! _w weeps & wr+s its h&s t x _c "k m ab\t !m4 ,la/ly1 if g5ius _c be b\ght ) money1 /ill less c x sell :at x produces4 ,! only price t c be paid = g5ius is suff]+1 & ?is is ! only wages x c receive4 ,! only "w t has any consid]able p]man5ce is writt51 m or less consci\sly1 9 ! blood ( ! writ]1 or 9 t ( 8 or h] =efa!rs4 ,g5ius is l money1 or1 aga91 l crime1 e "o has a little1 if x be only a half-p5ny1 & he c beg or /eal ?is mu* if he has n got x2 b ^? :o h little are r>ely v fond ( millionaires4 ,p g5]ally l & und]/& be/ ^? :o are ( mu* ab\t ! same social /&+ & money /atus z _! own2 & s x is = ! mo/ "p z betwe5 ^? :o h only ! av]age am\nt ( g5ius & ! ,hom]s1 ,%akespe>es & ,h&els ( ! race4 ,& yet1 s p>adoxical is ev]y?+ connect$ ) g5ius1 t x almo/ seems z ?\gh ! ne>] p /ood to "o ano!r 9 respect ei!r ( money or g5ius1 ! m jeal\s !y become ( "o ano!r4 ,i h read some:]e t ,?ack]ay 0 "o day flatt5+ 8 nose aga9/ a groc]'s w9d[ & saw two bags ( sug>1 "o m>k$ t5p5ce halfp5ny & ! o!r elev5p5ce 7= sug> has come d[n s9ce ,?ack]ay's "t74 ,z he left ! w9d[ he 0 he>d to say1 8,h[ !y mu/ hate "o ano!r60 ,s x is 9 ! animal & vegetable worlds4 ,! w> ( ext]m9ation is g5]ally fi]ce/ betwe5 ! mo/ ne>ly alli$ species1 = ^! /& mo/ 9 "o ano!r's light4 ,s "h aga9 ! same old p>adox & contradiction 9 t]ms meets u1 l a /one wall1 9 ! fact t we love be/ ^? :o are 9 ! ma9 l ourselves1 b :5 !y get too l1 we hate !m1 &1 at ! same "t1 we hate mo/ ^? :o are unlike ourselves1 b if !y become unlike en\gh1 we may (t5 be v fond ( !m4 ,g5ius mu/ make ^? t h x ?9k ap>t1 & to ?9k ap>t is to take "o's view ( ?+s in/ead ( be+1 l ,po9s1 a bless$ fell[ to ?9k z e man ?9ks4 ,a man :o ?9ks = himself kn[s :at o!rs d n1 b does n "k :at o!rs "k4 ,h5ce ! belli causa1 = he _c s]ve two ma/]s1 ! ,god ( 8 own inw>d light & ! ,mammon ( common s5se1 at "o & ! same "t4 ,h[ c a man ?9k ap>t & n ap>t8 ,b if he is a g5ius ?is is ! riddle he mu/ solve4 ,! uncommon s5se ( g5ius & ! common s5se ( ! re/ ( ! _w are ?us z husb& & wife to "o ano!r2 !y are always qu>rell+1 & common s5se1 :o mu/ be tak5 to be ! husb&1 always fancies himself ! ma/]--nev]!less g5ius is g5]ally admitt$ to be ! bett] half4 ,he :o w\ld "k m ( g5ius mu/ turn to :at he c f9d 9 ! poets1 or to :atev] o!r s\rces he may discov]1 = ,i c help him no fur!r4 ii ,! de/ruction ( great works ( lit]ature & art is z necess>y = ! cont9u$ developm5t ( ei!r "o or ! o!r z dea? is = t ( organic life4 ,we fight aga9/ x z long z we c1 & (t5 /ave x (f successfully bo? = ourselves & o!rs1 b !re is no?+ s great--n ,hom]1 ,%akespe>e1 ,h&el1 ,rembr&t1 ,giovanni ,bell9i1 ,de ,hooghe1 ,velasquez & ! goodly company ( o!r great m5 = ^: lives we w\ld gladly give our own--b x has got to g soon] or lat] & leave no visible traces1 ?\gh ! invisible ones endure f ev]la/+ to ev]la/+4 ,x is idle to regret ?is = ourselves or o!rs1 our ef=t %\ld t5d t[>ds enjoy+ & be+ enjoy$ z highly & = z long "t z we c1 & !n *anc+ ! re/4 iii ,inspiration is nev] g5u9e if x is kn[n z inspiration at ! "t4 ,true inspiration always /eals on a p]son2 its importance n be+ fully recognis$ = "s "t4 ,s m5 ( g5ius always escape _! own imm$iate belong+s1 & inde$ g5]ally _! own age4 iv ,dullness is s mu* /rong] ?an g5ius because !re is s mu* m ( x1 & x is bett] organis$ & m naturally cohesive int] se4 ,s ! arctic volcano c d no ?+ aga9/ arctic ice4 v ,am]ica w h h] g5iuses1 z e o!r c\ntry has1 9 fact %e has already _h "o 9 ,walt ,:itman1 b ,i d n ?9k ,am]ica is a good place 9 :i* to be a g5ius4 ,a g5ius c nev] expect to h a good "t any:]e1 if he is a g5u9e article1 b ,am]ica is ab\t ! la/ place 9 :i* life w be endurable at all = an inspir$ writ] ( any k9d4 ,great ,?+s ,all m5 c d great ?+s1 if !y "k :at great ?+s are4 ,s h>d is ?is la/ t ev5 :]e x exi/s ! k is z mu* unkn[n z kn[n to !m t h x & is m a lean+ ^u ! ,"l ?an a will+ ( "o t wille?4 ,& yet all ! lean+ on ! ,"l 9 ,*ri/5dom fails if !re be n a w ( him t wille? to back x up4 ,god & ! man are p[]less )\t "o ano!r4 ,g5ius & ,provid5ce ,among all ! evid5ces = ! exi/5ce ( an ov]rul+ ,provid5ce t ,i c discov]1 ,i see none m conv9c+ ?an ! elaborate & = ! mo/ "p effectual provision t has be5 made = ! suppression ( g5ius4 ,! m ,i see ( ! _w1 ! m necess>y ,i see x to be t by f> ! great] "p ( :at is writt5 or done %\ld be ( s fleet+ a "* z to take itself away quickly4 ,t is ! advantage 9 ! fact t s mu* ( our lit]ature is j\rnalism4 ,s*ools & colleges are n int5d$ to fo/] g5ius & to br+ x out4 ,g5ius is a nuisance1 & x is ! duty ( s*ools & colleges to abate x by sett+ g5ius-traps 9 its way4 ,!y are z ! artificial ob/ructions 9 a hurdle race--te/s ( skill & endurance1 b 9 !mselves useless4 ,/ill1 s necess>y is x t g5ius & orig9ality %\ld be abat$ t1 did n academies exi/1 we %\ld h _h to inv5t !m4 ,! ,art ( ,cov]y ,?is is z important & int]e/+ z ,dis-cov]y4 ,surely ! glory ( f9ally gett+ rid ( & bury+ a long & tr\blesome matt] %\ld be z great z t ( mak+ an important discov]y4 ,! tr\ble is t ! cov]] is l ,samson :o p]i%$ 9 ! wreck ( :at he _h de/roy$2 if he gets rid ( a ?+ effectually he gets rid ( himself too4 ,want$ ,we want a ,society = ! ,suppression ( ,erudite ,rese>* & ! ,dec5t ,burial ( ! ,pa/4 ,! gho/s ( ! dead pa/ want q z mu* lay+ z rais+4 ,ephem]al & ,p]man5t ,success ,! supposition t ! _w is ev] 9 league to put a man d[n is *ildi%4 ,h>dly less *ildi% is x = an au?or to lay ! blame on review]s4 ,a good /urdy au?or is a mat* = a hundr$ review]s4 ,he1 ,i grant1 kn[s no?+ ( ei!r lit]ature or sci5ce :o does n "k t a mot d'ordre giv5 by a few wire-pull]s c1 = a "t1 make or m> any man's success4 ,p nei!r "k :at x is !y l nor d !y want to f9d out1 all !y c>e ab\t is ! be+ suppos$ to d]ive _! lik+s f ! be/ ,we/-end magaz9es1 s !y look to ! %op ) ! l>ge/ plate-glass w9d[s & take :at ! %op-man gives !m4 ,b no am\nt ( plate-glass c c>ry (f m ?an a c]ta9 am\nt ( false pret5ces1 & !re is no mot d'ordre t c keep a man p]man5tly d[n if he is z int5t on w9n+ la/+ good "n z ,i h be54 ,if ,i _h play$ = imm$iate popul>ity ,i ?9k ,i c\ld h won x4 ,hav+ play$ = la/+ cr$it ,i d\bt n t x w 9 ! end be giv5 me4 ,a man %\ld n be held to be ill-us$ = n gett+ :at he has n play$ =4 ,i am n say+ t x is bett] or m hon\rable to play = la/+ ?an = imm$iate success4 ,i "k :i* ,i myself f9d pleasant]1 b t has no?+ to d ) x4 ,x is a nice "q :e!r ! light or ! heavy arm$ soldi] ( lit]ature & art is ! m useful4 ,i jo9$ ! plodd]s & h aim$ at p]man5t good "n r ?an brilliancy4 ,i h no d\bt ,i did ?is because in/9ct told me 7= ,i nev] ?\ght ab\t x7 t ?is w\ld be ! easi] & less ?orny pa?4 ,i h m ( p]sev]ance ?an ( ^?1 p]haps1 ev5 m valuable gifts--facility & read9ess ( res\rce4 ,i hate be+ hurri$4 ,moreov] ,i am too fond ( indep5d5ce to get on ) ! lead]s ( lit]ature & sci5ce4 ,indep5d5ce is ess5tial = p]man5t b fatal to imm$iate success4 ,besides1 luck ent]s mu* m into ephem]al ?an into p]man5t success & ,i h always di/ru/$ luck4 ,^? :o play a wait+ game h matt]s m 9 _! own h&s1 "t gives !m d\ble *ances2 :]eas if success does n come at once to ! ephem]id he misses x altoge!r4 ,i "k t ! ord9>y review] :o ei!r sn>ls at my "w or misrepres5ts x or ignores x or1 aga91 :o pats x sub-contemptu\sly on ! back is z hon\rably & usefully employ$ z ,i am4 ,9 ! k+dom ( lit]ature 7z ,i h j be5 say+ 9 ! ,univ]sal ,review ab\t ,sci5ce7 !re are _m mansions & :at is intol]able 9 "o is common =m 9 ano!r4 ,x is a case ( ! division ( lab\r & a man w gravitate t[>ds "o class ( work]s or ano!r accord+ z he is built4 ,!re is nei!r high] nor l[] ab\t x4 ,i %\ld l to put x on record t ,i und]/& x & am n incl9$ to regret ! arrangem5ts t h made me possible4 ,my ,bir?right ,i _h to /eal my own bir?right4 ,i /ole x & 0 bitt]ly puni%$4 ,b ,i sav$ my s\l alive4 ,,xii ,! ,enfant ,t]rible ( ,lit]ature ,myself ,i ,,am ! enfant t]rible ( lit]ature & sci5ce4 ,if ,i _c1 & ,i "k ,i _c1 get ! lit]>y & sci5tific big-wigs to give me a %ill+1 ,i c1 & ,i "k ,i c1 heave bricks into ! middle ( !m4 ,blake1 ,dante1 ,virgil & ,t5nyson ,talk+ x ov]1 we agre$ t ,blake 0 no good because he le>nt ,italian at #fj 9 ord] to /udy ,dante1 & we knew ,dante 0 no good because he 0 s fond ( ,virgil1 & ,virgil 0 no good because ,t5nyson ran him1 & z = ,t5nyson--well1 ,t5nyson goes )\t say+4 ,my ,fa!r & ,%akespe>e ,my fa!r is "o ( ! few m5 ,i "k :o say !y d n l ,%akespe>e4 ,i c\ld =give my fa!r = n lik+ ,%akespe>e if x 0 only because ,%akespe>e wrote poetry2 b ?is is n ! reason4 ,he dislikes ,%akespe>e because he f9ds him s v co>se4 ,he also says he likes ,t5nyson & ?is s]i\sly aggravates 8 (f5ce4 ,t5nyson ,we 7 say+ :at a delightful disp5sation ( provid5ce x 0 t prosp]\s p w write _! memoirs4 ,we hop$ ,t5nyson 0 writ+ 84 #ahij4 ,p4,s4--,we ?9k 8 son has done ne>ly z well4 #ahih4 ,walt] ,pat] & ,mat!w ,arnold ,mr4 ,walt] ,pat]'s /yle is1 to me1 l ! face ( "s old woman :o has be5 to ,madame ,ra*el & _h h]self enamell$4 ,! bloom is no?+ b p[d] & pa9t & ! od\r is *]ry-blossom4 ,mr4 ,mat!w ,arnold's od\r is z ! fa9t sickl9ess ( haw?orn4 ,my ,r&om ,passages ,at ! ,c5tury ,club a fri5d v k9dly & hesitat+ly v5tur$ to sugge/ to me t ,i %\ld get "s "o to g ov] my ,,ms4 be=e pr9t+2 a judici\s editor1 he said1 w\ld h prev5t$ me f pr9t+ _m a bit :i*1 x seem$ to him1 0 writt5 too recklessly & (fh&4 ,! fact is t ! m reckless & r&om a passage appe>s to be1 ! m c>efully x has be5 submitt$ to fri5ds & consid]$ & re-consid]$2 )\t ! support ( fri5ds ,i %\ld nev] h d>$ to pr9t "o half ( :at ,i h pr9t$4 ,i am n "o ( ^? :o c repeat ! ,g5]al ,confession unres]v$ly4 ,i %\ld say r3 8,i h left unsaid mu* t ,i am sorry ,i did n say1 b ,i h said little t ,i am sorry = hav+ said1 & ,i am pretty well on ! :ole1 ?ank y40 ,moral ,try-,y\r-,/r5g?s ,!re are p :o1 if !y only _h a slot1 might turn a pretty p5ny z moral try-y\r-/r5g?s1 l ^? we see 9 railway-/ations = tell+ p _! physical /r5g? :5 !y h dropp$ a p5ny 9 ! slot4 ,9 a way !y h a slot1 :i* is _! m\?s1 & p drop p5nies 9 by ask+ !m to d9n]1 & !n !y try _! /r5g? aga9/ !m & get snubb$2 b ?is way is r\ndab\t & exp5sive4 ,we want a good automatic as9omet] by :i* we c tell at a mod]ate co/ h[ great or h[ little ( a fool we are4 ,populus ,vult ,if p l be+ deceiv$--& ?is c h>dly be d\bt$--!re c r>ely h be5 a "t dur+ :i* !y c h _h m ( ! wi% ?an n[4 ,! lit]>y1 sci5tific & religi\s worlds vie ) "o ano!r 9 try+ to gratify ! public4 ,m5 & ,monkeys ,9 8 late/ article 7,feb4 #ahib7 ,pr(4 ,g>n] says t ! *att] ( monkeys is n mean+less1 b t !y are convey+ ideas to "o ano!r4 ,?is seems to me haz>d\s4 ,! monkeys might ) equal ju/ice conclude t 9 our magaz9e articles1 or lit]>y & arti/ic criticisms1 we are n *att]+ idly b are convey+ ideas to "o ano!r4 8,"o ,t\* ( ,nature0 8,"o t\* ( nature makes ! :ole _w k940 ,%\ld x n be 8m>ks10 n 8makes08 ,!re is "o t\* ( nature1 or natural feature1 :i* m>ks all mank9d z ( "o family4 ,p4,s4--,surely x %\ld be 8( ill-nature40 8,"o t\* ( ill-nature m>ks--or sev]al t\*es ( ill-nature m>k ! :ole _w k940 ,g5u9e ,feel+ ,9 ! ,times ( to-day1 ,june #d1 #ahhg1 !re is an obitu>y notice ( a ,rev4 ,mr4 ,knight :o wrote ab\t #bjj songs1 among o!rs 8,%e wore a wrea? ( roses40 ,! ,times says t1 ?\gh ^! songs h no arti/ic m]it1 !y are full ( g5u9e feel+1 or words to ?is effect2 z ?\gh a song :i* 0 full ( g5u9e feel+ c\ld by any possibility be )\t arti/ic m]it4 ,george ,m]$i? ,! ,times 9 a lead+ article says 7,jany4 #c1 #ahii7 8a talk]10 z ,mr4 ,george ,m]$i? has some:]e said1 8involves ! exi/5ce ( a talkee10 or words to ?is effect4 ,i said :at comes to ! same ?+ z ?is 9 ,life & ,habit 9 #ahgg1 & ,i repeat$ x 9 ! preface to my translation ( ! ,iliad 9 #ahih4 ,i d n believe ,george ,m]$i? has said any?+ to ! same effect1 b ,i h read s v little ( t writ]1 & h s utt]ly reject$ :at ,i did read1 t he may well h done s )\t my kn[+ x4 ,he damn$ ,ere:on1 z ,*apman & ,hall's read]1 9 #ahga1 &1 z ,i am /ill raw ab\t ?is aft] #bh ye>s1 7,i am afraid unless ,i say some?+ m ,i %all be tak5 z writ+ ^! words s]i\sly7 ,i pref] to ass]t t ! ,times writ] 0 quot+ f my preface to ! ,iliad1 publi%$ a few weeks e>li]1 & fa!r+ ! rem>k on ,george ,m]$i?4 ,by ! way ! ,times did n give s mu* z a l9e to my translation 9 its 8,books ( ! ,week10 ?\gh x 0 duly s5t to !m4 ,fr\de & ,freeman ,i ?9k x 0 la/ ,saturday 7,ap4 #i7 7at any rate x 0 a day j !reab\ts7 ! ,times _h a lead] on ,fr\de's appo9tm5t z ,reg4 ,pr(4 ( ,mod4 ,hi/4 at ,ox=d4 ,x said ,fr\de 0 p]haps our greate/ liv+ ma/] ( /yle1 or words to t effect1 only t1 l ,freeman1 he 0 too long3 i4e4 only he is an habitual (f5d] aga9/ ! mo/ fundam5tal pr9ciples ( 8 art4 ,if !n ,fr\de is our greate/ ma/] ( /yle1 :at are ! re/ ( u8 ,!re 0 a mu* bett] article ye/]day on ,m>bot1 on :i* my namesake ,a4 ,j4 ,butl] got a dress+ = talk+ rubbi% ab\t /yle4 #ahib4 ,/yle ,9 ?is day's ,sunday ,times !re is an article on ,mrs4 ,br[n+'s lett]s :i* beg9s ) "s rem>ks ab\t /yle4 8,x is record$10 says ! writ]1 8( ,plato1 t 9 a r\gh draft ( "o ( 8 ,dialogues1 f\nd aft] 8 dea?1 ! fir/ p>agraph 0 writt5 9 sev5ty diff]5t =ms4 ,wordswor? sp>$ no pa9s to %>p5 & poli% to ! utmo/ ! gifts ) :i* nature _h end[$ him2 & ,c>d9al ,newman1 "o ( ! greate/ ma/]s ( ,engli% /yle1 has relat$ 9 an amus+ essay ! pa9s he took to acquire 8 /yle40 ,i nev] knew a writ] yet :o took ! smalle/ pa9s ) 8 /yle & 0 at ! same "t readable4 ,plato's hav+ _h sev5ty %ies at "o s5t5ce is q en\gh to expla9 to me :y ,i dislike him4 ,a man may1 & ought to take a great deal ( pa9s to write cle>ly1 t]sely & euphemi/ically3 he w write _m a s5t5ce ?ree or f\r times ov]--to d mu* m ?an ?is is worse ?an n rewrit+ at all3 he w be at great pa9s to see t he does n repeat himself1 to arrange 8 matt] 9 ! way t %all be/ enable ! read] to ma/] x1 to cut out sup]flu\s words &1 ev5 m1 to es*ew irrelevant matt]3 b 9 ea* case he w be ?9k+ n ( 8 own /yle b ( 8 read]'s conv5i5ce4 ,m5 l ,newman & ,r4 ,l4 ,/ev5son seem to h tak5 pa9s to acquire :at !y call$ a /yle z a prelim9>y measure--z some?+ t !y _h to =m be=e _! writ+s c\ld be ( any value4 ,i %\ld l to put x on record t ,i nev] took ! smalle/ pa9s ) my /yle1 h nev] ?\ght ab\t x1 & d n "k or want to "k :e!r x is a /yle at all or :e!r x is n1 z ,i believe & hope1 j common1 simple /raight=w>dness4 ,i _c conceive h[ any man c take ?\ght = 8 /yle )\t loss to himself & 8 read]s4 ,i h1 h[ev]1 tak5 all ! pa9s t ,i _h pati5ce to endure 9 ! improvem5t ( my h&writ+ 7:i*1 by ! way1 has a con/ant t5d5cy to resume f]al *>act]i/ics7 & also ) my ,,ms4 g5]ally to keep x clean & legible4 ,i am hav+ a great tidy+ j n[1 9 ! c\rse ( :i* ! ,,ms4 ( ,ere:on turn$ up1 & ,i 0 /ruck ) ! great diff]5ce betwe5 x & ! ,,ms4 ( ,! ,au?oress ( ! ,odyssey4 ,i h also tak5 great pa9s1 ) :at success ,i "k n1 to correct impati5ce1 irritability & o!r l faults 9 my own "*--& ?is n because ,i c>e two /raws ab\t my own "*1 b because ,i f9d ! correction ( su* faults z ,i h be5 able to correct makes life easi] & saves me f gett+ into scrapes1 & atta*es nice p to me m readily4 ,b ,i suppose ?is really is att5d+ to /yle aft] all4 #ahig4 ,did]ot on ,criticism 8,il e/ si difficile de produire une *ose mme mdiocre2 il e/ si facile de s5tir la mdiocrit40 ,i h lately se5 ?is quot$ z hav+ be5 said by ,did]ot4 ,x is easy to say we feel ! m$iocrity :5 we h he>d a good _m p say t ! "w is m$iocre1 b1 unless 9 matt]s ab\t :i* he has be5 long conv]sant1 no man c easily =m an indep5d5t judgm5t z to :e!r or n a "w is m$iocre4 ,i "k t 9 ! matt] ( books1 pa9t+ & music ,i con/antly f9d myself unable to =m a settl$ op9ion till ,i h he>d :at _m m5 ( v>i$ ta/es h to say1 & h also made myself acqua9t$ ) details ab\t a man's antec$5ts & ways ( life :i* are g5]ally held to be irrelevant4 ,(t51 ( c\rse1 ?is is unnecess>y2 a man's "*1 if he has left mu* "w beh9d him1 or if he is n com+ be=e u = ! fir/ "t1 is g5]ally easily discov]$ )\t extrane\s aid4 ,we want no "o to give u any clues to ! nature ( su* m5 z ,giovanni ,bell9i1 or ,de ,hooghe4 ,hog>?'s "* is writt5 ^u 8 "w s pla9ly t he :o runs may read x1 s is ,h&el's ^u 81 s is ,purcell's1 s is ,corelli's1 s1 inde$1 are ! *>act]s ( mo/ m52 b (t5 :]e only little "w has be5 left1 or :]e a "w is by a new h&1 x is exce$+ly difficult 8s5tir la mdiocrit0 &1 x might be add$1 8ou mme s5tir du t\t40 ,h[ _m ye>s1 ,i wond]1 0 x be=e ,i le>n$ to dislike ,?ack]ay & ,t5nyson z cordially z ,i n[ d8 ,= h[ _m ye>s did ,i n almo/ wor%ip !m8 ,bunyan & ,o!rs ,i h be5 read+ ,! ,pilgrim's ,progress aga9--! ?ird "p & all--& wi% t "s "o w\ld tell "o :at to ?9k ab\t x4 ,! ,engli% is racy1 vigor\s & (t5 v beautiful2 b ! language ( any book is no?+ except 9 s f> z x reveals ! writ]4 ,! words 9 :i* a man clo!s 8 ?\ghts are l all o!r clo!s--! cut raises presumptions ab\t 8 ?\ghts1 & ^! g5]ally turn out to be j1 b ! words are no m ! ?\ghts ?an a man's coat is himself4 ,i am n sure1 h[ev]1 t 9 ,bunyan's case ! dress 9 :i* he has clo!d 8 ideas does n reveal him m ju/ly ?an ! ideas d4 ,! ,pilgrim's ,progress consi/s ma9ly ( a s]ies ( infam\s libels ^u life & ?+s2 x is a blasphemy aga9/ c]ta9 fundam5tal ideas ( "r & wrong :i* our consci5ces mo/ in/9ctively approve2 its notion ( heav5 is h>dly high] ?an a trans=mation sc5e at ,drury ,lane2 x is ess5tially infidel4 8,hold out to me ! *ance ( a gold5 cr[n & h>p ) fre$om f all fur!r worries1 give me angels to flatt] me & fet* & c>ry = me1 & ,i %all ?9k ! game wor? play+1 not)/&+ ! great & horrible risk ( failure2 b no cr[n1 no cross = me4 ,pay me well & ,i w wait = paym5t1 b if ,i h to give cr$it ,i %all expect to be paid bett] 9 ! end40 ,!re is no conception ( ! fai? t a man %\ld d 8 duty *e]fully ) all 8 might ?\gh1 z f> z he c see1 he w nev] be paid directly or indirectly ei!r "h or h]eaft]4 ,/ill less is !re any conception t unless a man has ?is fai? he is n wor? ?9k+ ab\t4 ,!re is no s5se t z we h receiv$ freely s we %\ld give freely & be only too ?ankful t we h any?+ to give at all4 ,fur!rmore !re does n appe> to be ev5 ! remote/ conception t ?is hon\rable1 com=table & su/a9+ fai? is1 l all o!r high fai?s1 to be bru%$ aside v p]emptorily at ! bidd+ ( common-s5se4 ,:at a pity x is t ,*ri/ian nev] met ,mr4 ,common-,s5se ) 8 daught]1 ,good-,hum\r1 & h] affianc$ husb&1 ,mr4 ,hate-,cant2 b if he ev] saw !m 9 ! di/ance he /e]$ cle> ( !m1 probably z feel+ t !y w\ld be m dang]\s ?an ,giant ,despair1 ,vanity ,fair & ,apollyon all toge!r--= !y w\ld h /uck to him if he _h let !m get 9 ) him4 ,among o!r ?+s !y w\ld h told him t1 if !re 0 any tru? 9 8 op9ions1 nei!r man nor woman ought to become a fa!r or "m at all1 inasmu* z _! do+ s w\ld probably entail et]nity ( torture on ! wret*$ creature :om !y 7 laun*+ into ! _w4 ,life 9 ?is _w is risk en\gh to inflict on ano!r p]son :o has n be5 consult$ 9 ! matt]1 b dea? w give quittance 9 full4 ,to weak5 our fai? 9 ?is sure & c]ta9 hope ( peace et]nal 7except s f> z we h s liv$ z to w9 life 9 o!rs aft] we are gone7 w\ld be a cruel ?+1 ev5 ?\gh ! evid5ce aga9/ x 7 ov]:elm+1 b to rob u ( x on no evid5ce wor? a mom5t's consid]ation &1 app>5tly1 f no o!r motive ?an ! pecuni>y advantage ( ! robb]s !mselves is infamy4 ,= ! ,*ur*es are b in/itutions = ! sav+ ( m5's s\ls f hell4 ,?is is true en\gh4 ,nev]!less x is untrue t 9 practice any ,*ri/ian m9i/]1 kn[+ :at he prea*es to be bo? v false & v cruel1 yet insi/s on x because x is to ! advantage ( 8 own ord]4 ,9 a way ! prea*]s believe :at !y prea*1 b x is z m5 :o h tak5 a bad #aj note & refuse to look at ! evid5ce t makes = its badness1 ?\gh1 if ! note 7 n !irs1 !y w\ld see at a glance t x 0 n a good "o4 ,= ! man 9 ! /reet x is en\gh t :at ! prie/s tea* 9 respect ( a future /ate is palpably bo? cruel & absurd :ile1 at ! same "t1 !y make _! liv+ by tea*+ x & ?us prey ^u o!r m5's fe>s ( ! unkn[n4 ,if ! ,*ur*es d n wi% to be misund]/ood !y %\ld n all[ !mselves to rema9 9 su* an equivocal position4 ,b let ?is pass4 ,bunyan1 we may be sure1 took all t he prea*$ 9 its mo/ lit]al int]pretation2 he c\ld nev] h made 8 book s int]e/+ _h he n done s4 ,! int]e/ ( x dep5ds almo/ entirely on ! unque/ionable good fai? ( ! writ] & ! /r5g? ( ! impulse t compell$ him to speak t :i* 0 )9 him4 ,he 0 n writ+ a book :i* he might sell1 he 0 speak+ :at 0 borne 9 ^u him f heav54 ,! message he utt]$ 01 to my ?9k+1 bo? l[ & false1 b x 0 tru? ( tru?s to ,bunyan4 ,no4 ,?is w n d4 ,! ,epi/les ( ,/4 ,paul 7 tru? ( tru?s to ,paul1 b !y d n attract u to ! man :o wrote !m1 &1 except "h & !re1 !y are v un9t]e/+4 ,m]e /r5g? ( conviction on a writ]'s "p is n en\gh to make 8 "w take p]man5t rank4 ,yet ,i "k t ,i c\ld read ! :ole ( ,! ,pilgrim's ,progress 7except occasional episodical s]mons7 )\t be+ at all bor$ by x1 :]eas1 hav+ sp5t a p5ny ^u ,mr4 ,/ead's abridgem5t ( ,joseph ,&rews1 ,i _h to give x up z putt+ me out ( all pati5ce4 ,i !n sp5t ano!r p5ny on an abridgem5t ( ,gulliv]'s ,travels1 & 0 en*ant$ by x4 ,:at is x t makes "o book s readable & ano!r s unreadable8 ,swift1 f all ,i c make out1 0 a f> m human & g5u9e p]son ?an he is g5]ally repres5t$1 b ,i d n ?9k ,i %\ld h lik$ him1 :]eas ,field+1 ,i am sure1 mu/ h be5 delightful4 ,:y d ! faults ( 8 "w ov]weigh its _m great excell5ces1 :ile ! less great excell5ces ( ! ,voyage to ,lilliput outweigh its m s]i\s defects8 ,i suppose x is ! prolixity ( ,field+ t fatigues me4 ,swift is t]se1 he gets ?r\gh :at he has to say on any matt] z quickly z he c & takes ! read] on to ! next1 :]eas ,field+ is n only long1 b 8 l5g? is made /ill long] by ! disconnect$ness ( ! episodes t appe> to h be5 padd$ into ! books--episodes t d n help "o =w>d1 & are g5]ally s exagg]at$1 & (t5 s full ( horse-play z to put "o out ( conceit ) ! p>ts t are really excell5t4 ,:atev] else ,bunyan is he is nev] long2 he takes y quickly on f incid5t to incid5t &1 h[ev] little 8 incid5ts may appeal to u1 we feel t he is nev] giv+ u "o t is n bona fide s f> z he is conc]n$4 ,8 episodes & incid5ts are introduc$ n because he wants to make 8 book long] b because he _c be satisfi$ )\t ^! p>ticul> ones1 ev5 ?\gh he may feel t 8 book is gett+ long] ?an he likes4 4 4 4 ,& "h ,i mu/ break away f ?is problem1 leav+ x unsolv$4 #ahig4 ,bunyan & ! ,odyssey ,any?+ worse ?an ,! ,pilgrim's ,progress 9 ! matt] ( defiance ( lit]>y canons c h>dly be conceiv$4 ,! allegory halts cont9ually2 x pr(esses to be spiritual1 b no?+ c be m c>nal ?an ! gold5 spl5d\r ( ! et]nal city2 ! view ( life & ! _w g5]ally is flat blasphemy aga9/ ! ord] ( ?+s ) :i* we are surr\nd$4 ,yet1 l ! ,odyssey1 :i* flatly defies s5se & criticism 7no1 x doesn't2 /ill1 x defies !m a good deal71 no "o c d\bt t x mu/ rank among ! v greate/ books t h ev] be5 writt54 ,h[ ,odyssean x is 9 its s9c]ity & d[nrightness1 z well z 9 ! m>vell\s beauty ( its language1 its fre$om f all ta9t ( ! s*ools &1 n lea/1 9 complete victory ( g5u9e int]nal zeal ov] a s*eme initially s faulty z to appe> hopeless4 ,i read t "p :]e ,*ri/ian passes ! lions :i* he ?\ght 7 free b :i* 7 really *a9$ & x occurr$ to me t all lions are *a9$ until !y actually eat u & t1 ! mom5t !y d ?is1 !y *a9 !mselves up aga9 automatically1 z f> z we are conc]n$4 ,if "o dissects ?is passage x f>es z _m a passage 9 ! ,odyssey does :5 we dissect x4 ,*ri/ian did n1 aft] all1 v5ture to pass ! lions till he 0 assur$ t !y 7 *a9$4 ,& really x is m excusable to refuse po9t-blank to pass a c\ple ( lions till "o kn[s :e!r !y are *a9$ or n--& ! poor wick$ p seem to h done no?+ m ?an ?is1--?an x w\ld be to pass !m4 ,besides1 by be+ told1 ,*ri/ian fights1 z x 71 ) load$ dice4 ,poetry ,! greate/ poets nev] write poetry4 ,! ,hom]s & ,%akespe>es are n ! greate/--!y are only ! greate/ t we c "k4 ,& s ) ,h&el among musicians4 ,= ! highe/ poetry1 :e!r 9 music or lit]ature1 is ineffable--x mu/ be felt f "o p]son to ano!r1 x _c be articulat$4 ,v]se ,v]sify+ is ! l[e/ =m ( poetry2 & ! la/ ?+ a great poet w d 9 ^! days is to write v]ses4 ,i h be5 try+ to read ,v5us & ,adonis & ! ,rape ( ,lucrece b _c get on ) !m4 ,!y teem ) f9e ?+s1 b !y are got-up f9e ?+s4 ,i d n "k :e!r ?is is q :at ,i mean b1 come :at may1 ,i f9d ! poems bore me4 ,7 ,i a s*oolma/] ,i %\ld ?9k ,i 0 sett+ a boy a v sev]e puni%m5t if ,i told him to read ,v5us & ,adonis ?r\gh 9 ?ree sitt+s4 ,if1 !n1 ! magic ( ,%akespe>e's "n1 let alone ! great beauty ( occasional passages1 _c reconcile u 7= ,i f9d mo/ p ( ! same m9d7 to v]se1 & especially rhym$ v]se z a m$ium ( su/a9$ expression1 :at *ance has any "o else8 ,x seems to me t a sonnet is ! utmo/ l5g? to :i* a rhym$ poem %\ld ext5d4 ,v]se1 ,poetry & ,prose ,! preface to ,bunyan's ,pilgrim's ,progress is v]se1 b x is n poetry4 ,! body ( ! "w is poetry1 b x is n v]se4 ,anci5t ,"w ,if a p]son w\ld und]/& ei!r ! ,odyssey or any o!r anci5t "w1 he mu/ nev] look at ! dead )\t see+ ! liv+ 9 !m1 nor at ! liv+ )\t ?9k+ ( ! dead4 ,we are too fond ( see+ ! anci5ts z "o ?+ & ! mod]ns z ano!r4 ,nausicaa & ,myself ,i am eld]ly1 grey-be>d$ &1 accord+ to my cl]k1 ,alfr$1 disgu/+ly fat2 ,i we> spectacles & get m & m bron*itic z ,i gr[ old]4 ,/ill no "y pr9ce 9 a fairy /ory ev] f\nd an invisible pr9cess m effectually hidd5 beh9d a h$ge ( dullness or m fa/ asleep ?an ,nausicaa 0 :5 ,i woke h] & hail$ h] z ,au?oress ( ! ,odyssey4 ,& !re 0 no difficulty ab\t x ei!r--all "o _h to d 0 to g up to ! front door & r+ ! bell4 ,telema*us & ,ni*olas ,nickleby ,! virtu\s "y man def5d+ a virtu\s "m aga9/ a numb] ( p[]ful enemies is "o ( ! ignes fatui ( lit]ature4 ,! s*eme ought to be v int]e/+1 & (t5 is s1 b x always fails z reg>ds ! h]o :o1 f ,telema*us to ,ni*olas ,nickleby1 is always too mu* ( ! good "y man to please4 ,gad%ill & ,trapani ,:ile gett+ our lun* "o ,sunday at ! ea/ end ( ! long room 9 ! ,sir ,john ,fal/aff ,inn1 ,gad%ill1 we ov]he>d "s wat]side-look+ dwell]s 9 ! neighb\rhood talk+ among !mselves4 ,i wrote d[n ! foll[+3-- ,bill3 ,oh1 yes4 ,i've got a mate t works 9 my %op2 he's *uck$ ! ,d9+ ,room because !y give him too mu* to eat4 ,he f\nd ano!r place :]e !y gave him f\r p5nywor? ( meat & two vegetables & x 0 q z mu* z he c\ld put up )4 ,george3 ,y c't kid me1 ,bill1 t !y give y too mu* to eat1 b ,i'll believe x to oblige y1 ,bill4 ,%all ,i see y to-night8 ,bill3 ,no1 ,i mu/ g to *ur*4 ,george3 ,well1 s mu/ ,i2 ,i've got to g4 ,s at ,trapani1 ,i he>d two small boys "o night on ! quay 7,i am sure ,i h writt5 ?is d[n some:]e1 b x is less tr\ble to write x aga9 ?an to hunt = x7 s++ ) all _! might1 ) _! arms r\nd "o ano!r's necks4 ,i %\ld say !y 7 ab\t t5 ye>s old1 n m4 ,i ask$ ,ignazio ,giacalone3 8,:at are !y s++80 ,he repli$ t x 0 a fav\rite song among ! popol9o ( ,trapani ab\t a girl :o did n want to be se5 go+ ab\t ) a man4 8,! p 9 ?is place10 says ! song1 8are v ill-natur$1 & if !y see y & me toge!r1 !y w talk10 c4 ,i d n say t !re 0 any desc5t "h f ,nausicaa's spee* to ,ulysses1 b ,i felt z ?\gh t spee* 0 /ill 9 ! air4 ,od4 ,,vi4 #bgc4 ,i reckon ,gad%ill & ,trapani z p]haps ! two mo/ classic gr\nds t ,i frequ5t famili>ly1 & at ea* ,i h seem$ to he> e*oes ( ! sc5es t h made !m fam\s4 ,n t :at ,i he>d at ,gad%ill is l any p>ticul> passage 9 ,%akespe>e4 ,wait+ to be ,hir$ ,at ,ca/elvetrano 7ab\t ?irty miles f ,trapani7 ,i _h to />t ! next morn+ at #d a4m4 to see ! ru9s ( ,sel9unte1 & slept lightly ) my w9d[ op54 ,ab\t two o'clock ,i began to he> a buzz ( conv]sation 9 ! piazza outside & x kept me awake1 s ,i got up to %ut ! w9d[ & see :at x 04 ,i f\nd x came f a long knot ( m5 /&+ ab\t1 two deep1 b n /rictly m>%all$4 ,:5 ,i got up at half-pa/ ?ree1 x 0 /ill d>k & ! m5 7 /ill !re1 ?\gh p]haps n s _m4 ,i enquir$ & f\nd !y 7 /&+ to be hir$ = ! day1 any "o want+ lab\r]s w\ld come !re1 engage z _m z he want$ & g (f ) !m1 o!rs w\ld come up1 & s on till ab\t f\r o'clock1 aft] :i* no "o w\ld hire1 ! day be+ reg>d$ z %ort 9 weight aft] t h\r4 ,be+ s collect$ ! m5 gossip ov] _! own & o!r p's affairs--wond] :o 0 t f9e-look+ /rang] go+ ab\t ye/]day ) ,nausicaa1 & s on4 ,od4 ,,vi4 #bgc4 ,?is1 9 fact1 is _! club & ! place :]e ! public op9ion ( ! di/rict is =m$4 ,ilium & ,padua ,! /ory ( ! ,trojan horse is m ne>ly )9 possibility ?an we %\ld readily suppose4 ,9 #ahdh1 dur+ ! rebellion ( ! ,nor? ,italians aga9/ ! ,au/rians1 eight or n9e "y m51 = :om ! au?orities 7 hunt+1 hid !mselves inside ,donatello's wood5 horse 9 ! ,salone at ,padua & lay !re = five days1 be+ f$ ?r\gh ! trap door on ! back ( ! horse ) ! connivance ( ! cu/ode ( ! ,salone4 ,no d\bt !y 7 let out = a "t at night4 ,:5 pursuit _h become less hot1 _! fri5ds smuggl$ !m away4 ,"o ( ^? :o _h be5 %ut up 0 /ill liv+ 9 #ahih &1 on ! occasion ( ! jubilee fe/ivities1 0 c>ri$ r\nd ! t[n 9 triumph4 ,eumaeus & ,"l ,burleigh ,! inf]5ce :i* ,ar?ur ,platt 7,j\rnal ( ,philology1 ,vol4 #bd1 ,no4 #dg7 wi%es to draw f ,eumaeus be+ told to br+ ,ulysses' b[ 7,od4 ,,xxi4 #bcd7 sugge/s to met to me ! diff]5ce :i* "s p 9 future ages may wi% to draw betwe5 ! "* ( ,"l ,burleigh's /eps 9 ,t5nyson's poem1 accord+ z he 0 walk+ up or pac+ d[n4 ,:]efrom also ! critic w argue t ! sc5e ( ,"l ,burleigh's weep+ mu/ h be5 on an incl9$ plane4 ,weep+1 weep+ late & e>ly1 ,walk+ up & pac+ d[n1 ,deeply m\rn$ ! ,"l ( ,burleigh1 ,burleigh-h\se by ,/am=d-t[n4 ,my ,review]s' ,s5se ( ,ne$ ,my review]s felt no s5se ( ne$ to und]/& me--if !y _h !y w\ld h develop$ ! m5tal organism :i* w\ld h enabl$ !m to d s4 ,:5 ! "t comes t !y want to d s !y w ?r[ out a little m5tal pseudopodium )\t mu* difficulty4 ,!y ?rew x out :5 !y want$ to misund]/& me--) a good deal ( ! pseudo 9 x1 too4 ,! ,au?oress ( ! ,odyssey ,! am\nt ( pa9s :i* my review]s h tak5 to und]/& ?is book is n s great z to enc\rage ! belief t !y w\ld und]/& ! ,odyssey1 h[ev] mu* !y /udi$ x4 ,aga91 ! p :o c\ld read ! ,odyssey )\t com+ to mu* ! same conclusions z m9e are n likely to admit t !y ought to h done s4 ,if a man tells me t a h\se 9 :i* ,i h long liv$ is inconv5i5t1 n to say un:olesome1 & t ,i h be5 v /upid 9 n f9d+ ?is out = myself1 ,i %\ld be apt 9 ! fir/ in/ance to tell him t he knew no?+ ab\t x1 & t ,i 0 q com=table2 by & by1 ,i %\ld beg9 to be aw>e t ,i 0 n s com=table z ,i ?\ght ,i 01 & 9 ! end ,i %\ld probably make ! sugge/$ alt]ations 9 my h\se if1 on reflection1 ,i f\nd !m s5sibly conceiv$4 ,b ,i %\ld kick h>d at fir/4 ,hom] & 8 ,comm5tators ,hom]ic comm5tators h be5 bl9d s long t no?+ w d = !m b ,hom] mu/ be bl9d too4 ,!y h transf]r$ _! own bl9dness to ! poet4 ,! ,iliad ,9 ! ,iliad1 civilisation bur/s ^u u z a /rong /ream out ( a rock4 ,we "k t ! wat] has ga!r$ f _m a di/ant ve9 und]gr\nd1 b we d n see ^!4 ,or x is l ! draw+ up ! curta9 on ! op5+ ( a play--! sc5e is !n fir/ reveal$4 ,glacial ,p]iods ( ,folly ,! mora9es left by secul> glacial p]iods ( folly /ret* out ov] _m a pla9 ( our civilisation4 ,s 9 ! ,odyssey1 especially 9 ! second twelve books1 :5ev] any "o eats meat x is call$ 8sacrific+0 x1 z ?\gh we 7 desc5d$ f a race t did n eat meat4 ,!n x 0 said t meat might be eat5 if "o did n eat ! life4 ,:at 0 ! life8 ,cle>ly ! blood1 = :5 y /ick a pig x lives till ! blood is gone4 ,y mu/ sacrifice ! blood1 !re=e1 to ! gods1 b s long z y ab/a9 f ?+s /rangl$ & f blood1 & s long z y call x sacrific+1 y may eat z mu* meat z y please4 ,:at a m\nta9 ( lies--:at a huge geological =mation ( falsehood1 ) displacem5t ( all k9ds1 & /rata twi/$ e conceivable way1 mu/ h accret$ be=e ! ,odyssey 0 possible6 ,translations f ,v]se into ,prose ,:5ev] ?is is attempt$1 great lic5ce mu/ be all[$ to ! translator 9 gett+ rid ( all ^? poetical common =ms :i* are =eign to ! g5ius ( prose4 ,if ! "w is to be translat$ into prose1 let x be into su* prose z we write & speak among ourselves4 ,a volume ( poetical prose1 i4e4 affect$ prose1 _h bett] be 9 v]se outright at once4 ,poetical prose is nev] tol]able = m ?an a v %ort bit at a "t4 ,& x may be que/ion$ :e!r poetry itself is n bett] kept %ort 9 n9ety-n9e cases out ( a hundr$4 ,translat+ ! ,odyssey ,if y wi% to pres]ve ! _s ( a dead au?or1 y mu/ n sk9 him1 /uff him1 & set him up 9 a case4 ,y mu/ eat him1 dige/ him & let him live 9 y1 ) su* life z y h1 = bett] or worse4 ,! diff]5ce betwe5 ! ,&rew ,lang mann] ( translat+ ! ,odyssey & m9e is t betwe5 mak+ a mummy & a baby4 ,he tries to pres]ve a corpse 7= ! ,odyssey is a corpse to all :o ne$ ,lang's translation71 :]eas ,i try to orig9ate a new life & "o t is in/9ct 7z f> z ,i c effect ?is7 ) ! _s ?\gh n ! =m ( ! orig9al4 ,!y say no woman c\ld possibly h writt5 ! ,odyssey4 ,to me1 on ! o!r h&1 x seems ev5 less possible t a man c\ld h done s4 ,z = its be+ by a practis$ & eld]ly writ]1 no?+ b y\? & inexp]i5ce c\ld produce any?+ s nave & s lovely4 ,t is :]e ! "w w suff] by my translation4 ,i am male1 practis$ & eld]ly1 & ! trail ( sex1 age & exp]i5ce is c]ta9 to be ov] my translation4 ,if ! poem is ev] to be well translat$1 x mu/ be by "s high-spirit$ ,engli% girl :o has be5 br\ght up at ,a!ns & :o1 !re=e1 has n be5 jad$ by academic /udy ( ! language4 ,a translation is at be/ a dislocation1 a translation f v]se to prose is a d\ble dislocation & correspond+ fur!r dislocations are necess>y if an effect ( de=mity is to be avoid$4 ,! p :o1 :5 !y read 8,a!ne0 translat$ by 8,m9]va10 _c be> 9 m9d t e ,a!ne v>ies m or less )1 & takes col\r f1 ! c\ntry & temp]am5t ( ! writ] :o is be+ translat$1 w n be greatly help$ by translat+ 8,a!ne0 & n 8,m9]va40 ,besides _m read]s w\ld pron\nce ! ^w z a dissyllable or an anap/4 ,! ,odyssey & a ,tomb at ,c>cassonne ,!re is a tomb at "s place 9 ,france1 ,i ?9k at ,c>cassonne1 on :i* !re is "s sculpture repres5t+ ! fri5ds & relations ( ! deceas$ 9 p>oxysms ( grief ) _! *eeks all crack$1 & cry+ l ,gaud5zio's angels on ! ,sacro ,monte at ,v>allo-,sesia4 ,r\nd ! corn]1 h[ev]1 j out ( sight till "o se>*es1 !re is a man hold+ bo? 8 sides & splitt+ ) laught]4 ,9 "s p>ts ( ! ,odyssey1 especially ab\t ,ulysses & ,p5elope1 ,i fancy t laugh+ man z be+ r\nd ! corn]4 ,oct4 #ahia4 ,gett+ x ,wrong ,zeffir9o ,c>e/ia1 a sculptor1 told me we _h a great sculptor 9 ,engl& nam$ ,simpson4 ,i demurr$1 & ask$ ab\t 8 "w4 ,x seem$ he _h made a monum5t to ,nelson 9 ,we/m9/] ,abbey4 ,( c\rse ,i saw he meant ,/ev5s1 :o _h made a monum5t to ,well+ton 9 ,/4 ,paul's4 ,i cross-que/ion$ him & f\nd ,i 0 "r4 ,suppose t 9 "s anci5t writ] ,i _h come ^u a simil> error ab\t :i* ,i felt no less c]ta9 ?an ,i did "h1 ought ,i to be deb>r$ f my conclusion m]ely by ! accid5t t ,i h n ! wret*$ muddl] at my elb[ & _c ask him p]sonally8 ,p are always gett+ ?+s wrong4 ,x is ! critic's bus9ess to "k h[ & :5 to believe on insuffici5t evid5ce & to "k h[ f> to g 9 ! matt] ( sett+ p "r )\t go+ too f>2 ! "q ( :at is too f> & :at is suffici5t evid5ce c only be settl$ by ! higgl+ & haggl+ ( ! lit]>y m>ket4 ,s ,i ju/ify my em5dation ( ! 8grotta del toro0 at ,trapani4 ,! ,au?oress ( ! ,odyssey1 ,*ap4 ,,viii4 8,il toro macigna un tesoro di oro40 ,! bull is gr9d+ a treasure ( gold 9 ! grotto 9 :i* 7= o!r reasons7 ,i am conv9c$ ,ulysses hid ! gifts ! ,phacians _h giv5 him4 ,& s ! grotto is call$ 8,la grotta del toro0 ,! grotto ( ! bull4 ,i make no d\bt x 0 orig9ally call$ 8,la grotta del tesoro0 ,! grotto ( ! treasure1 b *ildr5 got x wrong1 & corrupt$ 8tesoro0 into 8toro02 !n1 x be+ kn[n t ! 8tesoro0 0 9 x someh[1 ! 8toro0 0 made to gr9d ! 8tesoro40 ,,xiii ,unpr(essional ,s]mons ,righte\sness ,,accord+ to ,mr4 ,mat!w ,arnold1 z we f9d ! highe/ traditions ( grace1 beauty & ! h]oic virtues among ! ,greeks & ,romans1 s we d]ive our highe/ ideal ( righte\sness f ,jewi% s\rces4 ,righte\sness 0 to ! ,jew :at /r5g? & beauty 7 to ! ,greek or =titude to ! ,roman4 ,?is s\nds well1 b c we ?9k t ! ,jews tak5 z a nation 7 really m righte\s ?an ! ,greeks & ,romans8 ,c\ld !y inde$ be s if !y 7 less /rong1 graceful & endur+8 ,9 "s respects !y may h be5--e nation has its /rong po9ts--b surely !re has be5 a ne>ly unanim\s v]dict = _m g5]ations t ! typical ,greek or ,roman is a high]1 nobl] p]son ?an ! typical ,jew--& ?is ref]r+ n to ! mod]n ,jew1 :o may p]haps he held to h be5 injur$ by c5turies ( oppression1 b to ! ,hebrew ( ! "t ( ! old prophets & ( ! mo/ prosp]\s eras 9 ! hi/ory ( ! nation4 ,if ?ree m5 c\ld be set be=e u z ! mo/ p]fect ,greek1 ,roman & ,jew respectively1 & if we c\ld *oose :i* we w\ld h our only son mo/ resemble1 is x n likely we %\ld f9d ourselves pref]r+ ! ,greek or ,roman to ! ,jew8 ,& does n ?is involve t we hold ! two =m] to be ! m righte\s 9 a broad s5se ( ! ^w8 ,i d>e n say t we owe no b5efits to ! ,jewi% nation1 ,i d n feel sure :e!r we d or d n1 b ,i c see no good ?+ t ,i c po9t to z a notori\sly ,hebrew contribution to our moral & intellectual well-be+ z ,i c po9t to our law & say t x is ,roman1 or to our f9e arts & say t !y are bas$ on :at ! ,greeks & ,italians taught u4 ,on ! contr>y1 if ask$ :at feature ( po/-,*ri/ian life we _h d]iv$ mo/ di/9ctly f ,hebrew s\rces ,i %\ld say at once 8intol]ance0--! desire to dogmatise ab\t matt]s :]eon ! ,greek & ,roman held c]ta9ty to be at once unimportant & unatta9able4 ,?is1 ) all its tra9 ( blood%$ & family disunion1 is *>geable to ! ,jewi% r ?an to any o!r acc\nt4 ,!re is yet ano!r vice :i* occurs readily to any "o :o reckons up ! *>act]i/ics :i* we d]ive ma9ly f ! ,jews2 x is "o t we call1 aft] a ,jewi% sect1 8,ph>isaism40 ,i d n mean to say t no ,greek or ,roman 0 ev] a sanctimoni\s hypocrite1 /ill1 sanctimoni\sness does n readily ent] into our notions ( ,greeks & ,romans & x does s ent] into our notions ( ! old ,hebrews4 ,( c\rse1 we are all ( u sanctimoni\s sometimes2 ,horace himself is s :5 he talks ab\t aurum irrep]tum et sic melius situm1 & z = ,virgil he 0 a prig1 pure & simple2 /ill1 on ! :ole1 sanctimoni\sness 0 n a ,greek & ,roman vice & x 0 a ,hebrew "o4 ,true1 !y /on$ _! prophets freely2 b ^! are n ! ,hebrews to :om ,mr4 ,arnold is ref]r+1 !y are ! ones :om x is ! cu/om to leave out ( sight & out ( m9d z f> z possible1 s t !y %\ld h>dly c\nt z ,hebrews at all1 & none ( our *>act]i/ics %\ld be ascrib$ to !m4 ,tak+ _! lit]ature ,i _c see t x des]ves ! praises t h be5 lavi%$ ^u x4 ,! ,song ( ,solomon & ! book ( ,e/h] are ! mo/ int]e/+ 9 ! ,old ,te/am5t1 b ^! are ! v ones t make ! smalle/ pret5sions to hol9ess1 & ev5 ^! are nei!r ( !m ( v transc5d5t m]it4 ,!y w\ld /& no *ance ( be+ accept$ by ,messrs4 ,cassell & ,co4 or by any biblical publi%] ( ! pres5t day4 ,*atto & ,w9dus might take ! ,song ( ,solomon1 b1 ) ?is exception1 ,i d\bt if !re is a publi%] 9 ,london :o w\ld give a gu9ea = ! pair4 ,ecclesia/es conta9s "s f9e ?+s b is /rongly t+$ ) pessimism1 cynicism & affectation4 ,"s ( ! ,prov]bs are good1 b n _m ( !m are 9 common use4 ,job conta9s "s f9e passages1 & s d "s ( ! ,psalms2 b ! ,psalms g5]ally are poor &1 = ! mo/ "p1 qu]ul\s1 spiteful & introspective into ! b>ga94 ,mudie w\ld n take ?irte5 copies ( ! lot if !y 7 to appe> n[ = ! fir/ "t--unless inde$ _! royal au?or%ip 7 to ar\se an adv5titi\s int]e/ 9 !m1 or unless ! au?or 7 a ri* man :o play$ 8 c>ds judici\sly ) ! review]s4 ,z = ! prophets--we "k :at appe>s to h be5 ! op9ion =m$ conc]n+ !m by ^? :o %\ld h be5 be/ acqua9t$ ) !m2 ,i am no judge z to ! m]its ( ! controv]sy betwe5 !m & _! fell[-c\ntrym51 b ,i h read _! works & am ( op9ion t !y w n hold _! own aga9/ su* ma/]pieces ( mod]n lit]ature z1 we w say1 ,! ,pilgrim's ,progress1 ,rob9son ,crusoe1 ,gulliv]'s ,travels or ,tom ,jones4 8,:e!r !re be prophecies10 exclaims ! ,apo/le1 8!y %all fail40 ,on ! :ole ,i %\ld say t ,isaiah & ,j]emiah mu/ be held to h fail$4 ,i w\ld jo9 issue ) ,mr4 ,mat!w ,arnold on yet ano!r po9t4 ,i und]/& him to imply t righte\sness %\ld be a man's highe/ aim 9 life4 ,i d n l sett+ up righte\sness1 nor yet any?+ else1 z ! highe/ aim 9 life2 a man %\ld h any numb] ( little aims ab\t :i* he %\ld be consci\s & = :i* he %\ld h names1 b he %\ld h nei!r "n =1 nor consci\sness conc]n+ ! ma9 aim ( 8 life4 ,:atev] we d we mu/ try & d x rightly--?is is obvi\s--b righte\sness implies some?+ mu* m ?an ?is3 x conveys to our m9ds n only ! desire to get :atev] we h tak5 9 h& z ne>ly "r z possible1 b also ! g5]al ref]5ce ( our lives to ! suppos$ w ( an unse5 b supreme p[]4 ,grant$ t !re is su* a p[]1 & grant$ t we %\ld obey its w1 we are ! m likely to d ?is ! less we conc]n ourselves ab\t ! matt] & ! m we conf9e our att5tion to ! ?+s imm$iately r\nd ab\t u :i* seem1 s to speak1 entru/$ to u z ! natural & legitimate sph]e ( our activity4 ,i believe a man w get ! mo/ useful in=mation on ^! matt]s f mod]n ,european s\rces2 next to ^! he w get mo/ f ,a!ns & anci5t ,rome4 ,mr4 ,mat!w ,arnold not)/&+1 ,i d n ?9k he w get any?+ f ,j]usalem :i* he w n f9d bett] & m easily else:]e4 #ahhc4 ,wisdom ,b :]e %all wisdom be f\nd8 7,job xxviii4 #ab74 ,if ! writ] ( ^! words meant exactly :at he said1 he _h s little wisdom t he might well seek m4 ,he %\ld h kn[n t wisdom sp5ds mo/ ( h] "t cry+ 9 ! /reets & public-h\ses1 & he %\ld h gone ?i!r to look = h]4 ,x is writt53 8,wisdom crie? )\t2 %e utt]e? h] voice 9 ! /reets3 8,%e crie? 9 ! *ief place ( conc\rse1 9 ! op5+s ( ! gates3 9 ! city %e utt]e? h] words0 7,prov4 i4 #bj1 #ba47 ,if h[ev] he meant r 8,:]e %all wisdom be reg>d$80 ?is1 aga91 is n a v s5sible "q4 ,p h _h wisdom be=e !m = "s "t1 & !y may be presum$ to be ! be/ judges ( _! own affairs1 yet !y d n g5]ally %[ mu* reg>d = wisdom4 ,we may conclude1 !re=e1 t !y h f\nd h] less pr(itable ?an by h] own e/imate %e w\ld appe> to be4 ,?is inde$ is :at "o ( ! wise/ m5 :o ev] liv$--! au?or ( ! ,book ( ,ecclesia/es--def9itely concludes to be ! case1 :5 he tells 8 read]s t !y _h bett] n ov]do ei!r _! virtue or _! wisdom4 ,!y mu/ n1 on ! o!r h&1 ov]do _! wick$ness nor1 presumably1 _! ignorance1 /ill ! writ] evid5tly ?9ks t error is saf] on ! side ( too little ?an ( too mu*4 #bjc ,reflection w %[ t ?is mu/ always h be5 true1 & mu/ always rema9 s1 = ?is is ! side on :i* error is bo? lea/ disa/r\s & (f]s mo/ place = rep5tance4 ,he :o f9ds himself inconv5i5c$ by kn[+ too little c g to ! ,briti% ,museum1 or to ! ,work+ ,m5's ,college1 & le>n m2 b :5 a ?+ is once well le>nt x is ev5 h>d] to unle>n x ?an x 0 to le>n x4 ,w\ld x be possible to unle>n ! art ( spee* or ! arts ( read+ & writ+ ev5 if we wi%$ to d s8 ,wisdom & k are1 l a bad reputation1 m easily won ?an lo/2 we got on fairly well )\t kn[+ t ! e>? w5t r\nd ! sun2 we ?\ght ! sun w5t r\nd ! e>? until we f\nd x made u uncom=table to ?9k s any long]1 !n we alt]$ our op9ion2 x 0 n v easy to alt] x1 b x 0 easi] ?an x w\ld be to alt] x back aga94 ,ve/igia nulla retrorsum2 ! e>? itself does n pursue its c\rse m /eadily ?an m9d does :5 x has once committ$ itself1 & if we c\ld see ! movem5ts ( ! />s 9 sl[ "t we %\ld probably f9d t !re 0 mu* m ?rob & tremor 9 detail ?an we c take note (4 ,h[1 ,i wond]1 w x be if 9 our pursuit ( k we /umble ^u "s awkw>d fact z di/urb+ = ! human race z an enquiry into ! /ate ( 8 own f9ances may sometimes prove to ! individual8 ,! pursuit ( k c nev] be any?+ b a leap 9 ! d>k1 & a leap 9 ! d>k is a v uncom=table ?+4 ,i h sometimes ?\ght t if ! human race ev] loses its asc5dancy x w n be ?r\gh plague1 fam9e or cataclysm1 b by gett+ to "k "s little microbe1 z x 71 ( k :i* %all get into its sy/em & bre$ !re till x makes an end ( u4 #bjd ,x is well1 !re=e1 t !re %\ld be a sub/ratum ( mank9d :o _c by any inducem5t be p]suad$ to "k any?+ :atev] at all1 & :o are resolutely det]m9$ to "k no?+ among u b :at ! p>son tells !m1 & n to be too sure ev5 ab\t t4 ,:5ce !n come? wisdom & :]e is ! place ( und]/&+8 ,h[ does ,job solve 8 problem8 8,behold ! fe> ( ! ,"l1 t is wisdom3 & to dep>t f evil is und]/&+40 ,! answ] is all v well z f> z x goes1 b x only am\nts to say+ t wisdom is wisdom4 ,we "k no bett] :at ! fe> ( ! ,"l is ?an :at wisdom is1 & we (t5 d n dep>t f evil simply because we d n "k t :at we are cleav+ to is evil4 ,lov+ & ,hat+ ,i h (t5 said t !re is no true love %ort ( eat+ & consequ5t assimilation2 ! embryonic processes are b a long c\rse ( eat+ & assimilation--! sp]m & g]m cells1 or ! two elem5ts t g to =m ! new animal1 :atev] !y %\ld be call$1 eat "o ano!r up1 & !n ! "m assimilates !m1 m or less1 ?r\gh mutual int]-fe$+ & int]-bre$+ betwe5 h] & !m4 ,b ! curi\s po9t is t ! m pr(\nd our love is ! less we are consci\s ( x z love4 ,true1 a nurse tells h] *ild t %e w\ld l to eat x1 b ?is is only an expression t %[s an in/9ctive recognition ( ! fact t eat+ is a mode (1 or r ! acme (1 love--no nurse loves h] *ild half well en\gh to want really to eat x2 put to su* pro( z ?is ! love ( :i* %e is s pr(\ndly1 z %e imag9es1 s5ti5t proves to be b sk9 deep4 ,s ) our horses & dogs3 we ?9k we dote ^u !m1 b we d n really love !m4 ,:at1 on ! o!r h&1 c awak5 less consci\sness ( w>m affection ?an an oy/]8 ,:o w\ld press an oy/] to 8 he>t1 or pat x & want to kiss x8 ,yet no?+ %ort ( its complete absorption into our own be+ c 9 ! lea/ satisfy u4 ,no m]ely sup]ficial tempor>y contact ( ext]ior =m to ext]ior =m w s]ve u4 ,! embrace mu/ be consummate1 n a*iev$ by a mock+ environm5t ( drap$ & muffl$ arms t leaves no la/+ trace on organisation or consci\sness1 b by an enfold+ )9 ! b>e & w>m bosom ( an op5 m\?--a gr9d+ out ( all diff]5ces ( op9ion by ! sweet p]suasion ( ! jaws1 & ! eloqu5ce ( a tongue t n[ conv9ces all ! m p[]fully because x is in>ticulate & deals b ) ! "o univ]sal language ( agglut9ation4 ,!n we become made "o ) :at we love--n he>t to he>t1 b protoplasm to protoplasm1 & ?is is f> m to ! purpose4 ,! pro( ( love1 !n1 l t ( any o!r pleasant pudd+1 is 9 ! eat+1 & te/$ by ?is pro( we see t consci\sness ( love1 l all o!r consci\sness vani%es on becom+ int5se4 ,:ile we are yet fully aw>e ( x1 we d n love z well z we ?9k we d4 ,:5 we really mean bus9ess & are hungry ) affection1 we d n "k t we are 9 love1 b simply g into ! love-%op--= s any eat+-h\se %\ld be m fitly call$--ask ! price1 pay our money d[n1 & love till we c ei!r love or pay no long]4 ,& s ) hate4 ,:5 we really hate a ?+ x makes u sick1 & we use ?is expression to symbolise ! utmo/ hatr$ ( :i* our nature is capable2 b :5 we "k we hate1 our hatr$ is 9 reality mild & in(f5sive4 ,i1 = example1 ?9k ,i hate all ^? p ^: photographs ,i see 9 ! %op w9d[s1 b ,i am s consci\s ( ?is t ,i am conv9c$1 9 reality1 no?+ w\ld please me bett] ?an to be 9 ! %op w9d[s too4 ,s :5 ,i see ! univ]sities conf]r+ degrees on any "o1 or ! le>n$ societies m\lt+ ! ye>ly m$als z peacocks m\lt _! tails1 ,i am s consci\s ( disapproval z to feel sure ,i %\ld l a degree or a m$al too if !y w\ld only give me "o1 & h5ce ,i conclude t my disapproval is gr\nd$ 9 no?+ m s]i\s ?an a sup]ficial1 transi5t jeal\sy4 ,! ,roman ,empire ,no?+ w ev] die s long z x kn[s :at to d "u ! circum/ances1 9 o!r words s long z x kn[s its bus9ess4 ,! ,roman ,empire mu/ h di$ ( inexp]i5ce ( "s k9d1 ,i %\ld ?9k mo/ likely x 0 puzzl$ to dea? by ! ,*ri/ian religion4 ,b ! "q is n s mu* h[ ! ,roman ,empire or any o!r great ?+ came to an end--ev]y?+ mu/ come to an end "s "t1 x is only sci5ti/s :o wond] t a /ate %\ld die--! int]e/+ "q is h[ did ! ,romans become s great1 "u :at circum/ances 7 !y born & br$8 ,we %\ld wat* *ildhood & s*ooldays r ?an old age & dea?-b$s4 ,z ,i sit writ+ on ! top ( a wild-bea/ p5 ( ! amphi!atre ( ,ao/a ,i may note1 = "o ?+1 t ! ,romans 7 n squeami%1 !y _h no ,society = ! ,prev5tion ( ,cruelty to ,animals4 ,aga91 _! ladies did n write 9 ! newspap]s4 ,fancy ,miss ,cato review+ ,horace6 ,!y _h no ,frances ,p[] ,cobbes1 no 4 4 4 s1 no 4 4 4 s2 yet !y seem to h got along q nicely )\t ^! p[]ful moral eng9es4 ,! comelie/ & mo/ enjoyable races t we "k ( 7 ! anci5t ,greeks1 ! ,italians & ! ,s\? ,sea ,isl&]s1 & !y h none ( !m be5 puri/s4 ,italians & ,engli%m5 ,italians1 & p]haps ,fr5*m51 consid] fir/ :e!r !y l or want to d a ?+ & !n :e!r1 on ! :ole1 x w d !m any h>m4 ,engli%m51 & p]haps ,g]mans1 consid] fir/ :e!r !y ought to l a ?+ & (t5 nev] rea* ! que/ions :e!r !y d l x & :e!r x w hurt4 ,!re is mu* to be said = bo? sy/ems1 b ,i suppose x is be/ to comb9e !m z f> z possible4 ,on ,kn[+ :at ,gives u ,pleasure i ,"o c br+ no great] reproa* aga9/ a man ?an to say t he does n set suffici5t value ^u pleasure1 & !re is no great] sign ( a fool ?an ! ?9k+ t he c tell at once & easily :at x is t pleases him4 ,to "k ?is is n easy1 & h[ to ext5d our k ( x is ! highe/ & ! mo/ neglect$ ( all arts & bran*es ( education4 ,inde$1 if we c\ld solve ! difficulty ( kn[+ :at gives u pleasure1 if we c\ld f9d its spr+s1 its inception & e>lie/ modus op]&i1 we %\ld h discov]$ ! secret ( life & developm5t1 = ! same difficulty has att5d$ ! developm5t ( e s5se f t\* onw>ds1 & no new s5se 0 ev] develop$ )\t pa9s4 ,a man _h bett] /ick to kn[n & prov$ pleasures1 b1 if he w v5ture 9 que/ ( new ones1 he %\ld n d s ) a light he>t4 ,"o reason :y we f9d x s h>d to "k our own lik+s is because we are s little accu/om$ to try2 we h our lik+s f\nd = u 9 respect ( by f> ! great] numb] ( ! matt]s t conc]n u2 ?us we h gr[n all our limbs on ! /r5g? ( ! lik+s ( our ance/ors & adopt ^! )\t "q4 ,ano!r reason is t1 except 9 m]e matt]s ( eat+ & dr9k+1 p d n realise ! importance ( f9d+ out :at x is t gives !m pleasure if1 t is to say1 !y w\ld make !mselves z com=table "h z !y reasonably c4 ,v few1 h[ev]1 seem to c>e greatly :e!r !y are com=table or no4 ,!re are "s m5 s ignorant & c>eless ( :at gives !m pleasure t !y _c be said ev] to h be5 really born z liv+ be+s at all4 ,!y pres5t "s ( ! ph5om5a ( hav+ be5 born--!y reproduce1 9 fact1 s _m ( ! ideas :i* we associate ) hav+ be5 born t x is h>d n to ?9k ( !m z liv+ be+s--b 9 spite ( all appe>ances ! c5tral idea is want+4 ,at lea/ "o half ( ! mis]y :i* meets u daily might be remov$ or1 at any rate1 greatly alleviat$1 if ^? :o suff] by x w\ld ?9k x wor? _! :ile to be at any pa9s to get rid ( x4 ,t !y d n s ?9k is pro( t !y nei!r "k1 nor c>e to "k1 m ?an 9 a v languid way1 :at x is t w relieve !m mo/ effectually or1 9 o!r words1 t ! %oe does n really p9* !m s h>d z we ?9k x does4 ,= :5 x really p9*es1 z :5 a man is be+ flogg$1 he w seek relief by any means 9 8 p[]4 ,s my great namesake said1 8,surely ! pleasure is z great ,( be+ *eat$ z to *eat02 & s1 aga91 ,i rememb] to h se5 a poem _m ye>s ago 9 ,pun* accord+ to :i* a c]ta9 "y lady1 be+ discont5t$ at home1 w5t out into ! _w 9 que/ to 8,"s burd5 make or burd5 be>1 ,b :i* %e did n greatly c>e--,oh ,mis]ee60 ,s long z !re 0 discom=t some:]e x 0 all "r4 ,to ^?1 h[ev]1 :o are desir\s ( kn[+ :at gives !m pleasure b d n q "k h[ to set ab\t x ,i h no bett] advice to give ?an t !y mu/ take ! same pa9s ab\t acquir+ ?is difficult art z ab\t any o!r1 & mu/ acquire x 9 ! same way--t is by att5d+ to "o ?+ at a "t & n be+ 9 too great a hurry4 ,pr(ici5cy is n to be atta9$ "h1 any m ?an else:]e1 by %ort cuts or by gett+ o!r p to d "w t no o!r ?an oneself c d4 ,above all ?+s x is necess>y "h1 z 9 all o!r bran*es ( /udy1 n to ?9k we "k a ?+ be=e we d "k x--to make sure ( our gr\nd & be q c]ta9 t we really d l a ?+ be=e we say we d4 ,:5 y _c decide :e!r y l a ?+ or n1 no?+ is easi] ?an to say s & to hang x up among ! unc]ta9ties4 ,or :5 y "k y d n "k & are 9 su* d\bt z to see no *ance ( decid+1 !n y may take "o side or ! o!r provisionally & ?r[ y\rself into x4 ,?is w sometimes make y uncom=table1 & y w feel y h tak5 ! wrong side & ?us le>n t ! o!r 0 ! "r "o4 ,sometimes y w feel y h done "r4 ,any way ere long y w "k m ab\t x4 ,b !re mu/ h be5 a secret treaty ) y\rself to ! effect t ! decision 0 provisional only4 ,=1 aft] all1 ! mo/ important fir/ pr9ciple 9 ?is matt] is ! n lightly ?9k+ y "k :at y l till y h made sure ( y\r gr\nd4 ,i 0 ne>ly =ty be=e ,i felt h[ /upid x 0 to pret5d to "k ?+s t ,i did n "k & ,i /ill (t5 cat* myself do+ s4 ,n "o ( my s*ool-ma/]s taught me ?is1 b altoge!r o!rwise4 ii ,i %\ld l to l ,s*umann's music bett] ?an ,i d2 ,i d>e say ,i c\ld make myself l x bett] if ,i tri$2 b ,i d n l hav+ to try to make myself l ?+s2 ,i l ?+s t make me l !m at once & no try+ at all4 iii ,to "k :e!r y are enjoy+ a piece ( music or n y mu/ see :e!r y f9d y\rself look+ at ! adv]tisem5ts ( ,pe>'s soap at ! end ( ! programme4 ,de ,m9imis non ,curat ,lex i ,yes1 b :at is a m9imum8 ,sometimes a maximum is a m9imum1 & sometimes ! o!r way ab\t4 ,if y "k y "k1 & if y don't y don't4 ii ,yes1 b :at is a m9imum8 ,s increas$ mat]ial weight involves increas$ moral weight1 b :]e does !re beg9 to be any weight at all8 ,!re is a miracle some:]e4 ,at ! po9t :]e two v l>ge no?+s h unit$ to =m a v little some?+4 iii ,!re is no su* complete assimilation z assimilation ( rhy?m4 ,9 fact x is 9 assimilation ( rhy?m t :at we see z assimilation consi/s4 ,:5 two liquid bodies come toge!r ) ne>ly ! same rhy?ms1 z1 say1 two tumbl]s ( wat]1 diff]+ b v slightly1 ! two assimilate rapidly--becom+ homog5e\s ?r\gh\t4 ,s ) w9e & wat] :i* assimilate1 or at any rate =m a new homog5e\s sub/ance1 v rapidly4 ,n s ) oil & wat]4 ,/ill1 ,i %\ld l to "k :e!r x w\ld n be possible to h s mu* wat] & s little oil t ! wat] w\ld 9 "t absorb ! oil4 ,i h n ?\ght ab\t x1 b x seems z ?\gh ! maxim de m9imis non curat lex--! fact t a wrong1 a contradiction 9 t]ms1 a violation ( all our ord9>y canons does n matt] & %\ld be bru%$ aside--x seems z ?\gh ?is maxim w5t v l[ d[n 9 ! scale ( nature1 z ?\gh x 7 ! "o pr9ciple r5d]+ comb9ation 7integration7 &1 ,i suppose1 dissolution 7dis9tegration7 also1 possible4 ,= comb9ation ( any k9d involves contradiction 9 t]ms2 x involves a self-/ultification on ! "p ( "o or m ?+s1 m or less complete 9 bo? ( !m4 ,= "o or bo? cease to be1 & to cease to be is to contradict all "o's fundam5tal axioms or t]ms4 ,& ?is is always go+ on 9 ! m5tal _w z mu* z 9 ! mat]ial2 ev]y?+ is always *ang+ & /ultify+ itself m or less completely4 ,!re is no p]man5ce ( id5tity s absolute1 ei!r 9 ! physical _w1 or 9 our conception ( ! ^w 8id5tity10 t x is n cross$ ) ! notion ( p]petual *ange :i*1 pro tanto1 de/roys id5tity4 ,p]fect1 absolute id5tity is l p]fect1 absolute any?+--z ne> an approa* to no?+1 or nons5se1 z our m9ds c grasp4 ,x is1 !n1 9 ! ess5ce ( our conception ( id5tity t no?+ %\ld ma9ta9 a p]fect id5tity2 !re is an elem5t ( dis9tegration 9 ! only conception ( integration t we c =m4 ,:at is x1 !n1 t makes ?is conflict n only possible & be>able b ev5 pleasant8 ,:at is x t s oils ! ma*9]y ( our ?\ghts t ?+s :i* w\ld o!rwise cause intol]able friction & heat produce no j>8 ,surely x is ! pr9ciple t a v ov]:elm+ majority rides r\gh-%od ) impunity ov] a v small m9ority2 t a drop ( br&y 9 a gallon ( wat] is practically no br&y2 t a doz5 maniacs among a hundr$ ?\s& p produce no unsettl+ effect ^u our m9ds2 t a well-writt5 i w g z an i ev5 ?\gh ! dot be omitt$--x seems to me t x is ?is pr9ciple1 :i* is embodi$ 9 de m9imis non curat lex1 t makes x possible t !re %\ld be majora & a lex to c>e ab\t !m4 ,?is is say+ 9 ano!r =m t association does n /ick to ! lett] ( its bond4 ,sa9ts ,sa9ts are always grumbl+ because ! _w w n take !m at _! own e/imate2 s !y cry out ^u ?is place & ^u t1 say+ x does n "k ! ?+s belong+ to its peace & t x w be too late soon & t p w be v sorry !n t !y did n make m ( ! grumbl]1 :oev] he may be1 inasmu* z he w make x hot = !m & pay !m out g5]ally4 ,all ?is means3 8,put me 9 a bett] social & f9ancial position ?an ,i n[ occupy2 give me m ( ! good ?+s ( ?is life1 if n actual money yet au?ority 7:i* is bett] lov$ by mo/ m5 ?an ev5 money itself71 to rew>d me because ,i am to h su* an extraord9>y good =tune & high position 9 ! _w :i* is to come40 ,:5 _! contempor>ies d n see ?is & tell !m t !y _c expect to h x bo? ways1 !y lose _! temp]s1 %ake ! du/ f _! feet & g sulk+ (f into ! wild]ness4 ,?is is z reg>ds !mselves2 to _! foll[]s !y say3 8,y mu/ n expect to be able to make ! be/ ( bo? worlds4 ,! ?+ is absurd2 x _c be done4 ,y mu/ *oose :i* y pref]1 g 9 = x & leave ! o!r1 = y _c h bo?40 ,:5 a sa9t compla9s t p d n "k ! ?+s belong+ to _! peace1 :at he really means is t !y d n suffici5tly c>e ab\t ! ?+s belong+ to 8 own peace4 ,pray] i ,"l1 let me "k m9e end1 & ! numb] ( my days3 t ,i may be c]tifi$ h[ long ,i h to live 7,ps4 xxxix4 #e74 ,( all pray]s ?is is ! insane/4 ,t ! "o :o utt]$ x %\ld h made & reta9$ a reputation is a /rong argum5t 9 fav\r ( 8 hav+ be5 surr\nd$ ) c\rti]s4 8,"l1 let me n "k m9e end0 w\ld be bett]1 only x w\ld be pray+ = :at ,god has already grant$ u4 8,"l1 let me "k ,a4,b4's end0 w\ld be bad en\gh4 ,ev5 ?\gh ,a4,b4 7 ,mr4 ,glad/one--we might he> he 0 n to die yet4 8,"l1 /op ,a4,b4 f kn[+ my end0 w\ld be reasonable1 if !re 7 any use 9 pray+ t ,a4,b4 might n be able to d :at he nev] c d4 ,or c ! pray] ref] to ! o!r end ( life8 8,"l1 let me "k my beg9n+40 ,?is aga9 w\ld n be always prud5t4 ,! pray] is a silly piece ( petulance & x w\ld h s]v$ ! mak] ( x "r to h _h x grant$4 8,a pa9ful & l+]+ disease foll[$ by dea?0 or 8,n9ety1 a burd5 to y\rself & e "o else0--!re is n s mu* to pick & *oose betwe5 !m4 ,surely1 8,i ?ank !e1 ,o ,"l1 t ?\ ha/ hidd5 m9e end f me0 w\ld be bett]4 ,! /+ ( dea? is 9 =ekn[l$ge ( ! :5 & ! h[4 ,if aga9 he _h pray$ t he might be able to make 8 psalms a little m lively1 & be sav$ f becom+ ! bore :i* he has be5 to s _m g5]ations ( sick p]sons & "y *ildr5--or t he might f9d a publi%] = !m ) great] facility--b !re is no end to x4 ,! pray] he did pray 0 ab\t ! wor/ he c\ld h pray$ & ! psalmi/1 be+ ! psalmi/1 naturally pray$ x--unless ,i h misquot$ him4 ii ,pray]s are to m5 z dolls are to *ildr54 ,!y are n )\t use & com=t1 b x is n easy to take !m v s]i\sly4 ,i dropp$ say+ m9e sudd5ly once = all )\t malice prep5se1 on ! night ( ! #bi? ( ,septemb]1 #ahei1 :5 ,i w5t on bo>d ! ,roman ,emp]or to sail = ,new ,zeal&4 ,i _h said !m ! night be=e & d\bt$ n t ,i 0 always go+ to say !m z ,i always _h done hi!rto4 ,t night1 ,i suppose1 ! s5se ( *ange 0 s great t x %ook !m quietly (f4 ,i 0 n !n a sceptic2 ,i _h got z f> z disbelief 9 infant baptism b no fur!r4 ,i felt no compunction ( consci5ce1 h[ev]1 ab\t leav+ (f my morn+ & ev5+ pray]s--simply ,i c\ld no long] say !m4 iii ,lead u n into temptation 7,matt4 vi4 #ac74 ,= example2 ,i am cross+ f ,calais to ,dov] & !re is a well-kn[n popul> prea*] on bo>d1 say ,ar*deacon ,f>r>4 ,i h my cam]a 9 my h& & ?\gh ! sea is r\gh ! sun is brilliant4 ,i see ! ar*deacon come on bo>d at ,calais & seat himself ^u ! upp] deck1 look+ z ?\gh he _h j /epp$ out ( a b&-box4 ,c ,i be expect$ to resi/ ! temptation ( snapp+ him8 ,suppose t 9 ! tra9 = an h\r be=e rea*+ ,calais ,i _h said any numb] ( times1 8,lead u n into temptation10 is x likely t ! ar*deacon w\ld h be5 made to take "s o!r boat or to /ay 9 ,calais1 or t ,i myself1 by be+ delay$ on my homew>d j\rney1 %\ld h be5 l$ into "s o!r temptation1 ?\gh p]haps small]8 ,_h ,i n bett] snap him & h done ) x8 ,is !re en\gh *ance ( good result to make x wor? :ile to try ! exp]im5t8 ,! g5]al cons5sus ( op9ion is t !re is n4 ,& z = pray+ = /r5g? to resi/ temptation--grant$ t if1 :5 ,i saw ! ar*deacon 9 ! b&-box /age1 ,i _h imm$iately pray$ = /r5g? ,i might h be5 enabl$ to put ! evil ?+ f me = a "t1 h[ long w\ld ?is h be5 likely to la/ :5 ,i saw 8 face gr[ sa9tli] & sa9tli]8 ,i am an excell5t sailor myself1 b he is n1 & :5 ,i see him !re1 8 eyes clos$ & 8 head ?r[n back1 l a sleep+ ,/4 ,joseph 9 a %ovel hat1 ) a bas9 beside him1 c ,i expect to be sav$ f snapp+ him by su* a =mula z 8,deliv] u f evil08 ,is x 9 photograph]'s nature to d s8 ,:5 ,david f\nd himself 9 ! cave ) ,saul he cut (f "o ( ,saul's coattails2 if he _h _h a cam]a & !re _h be5 en\gh light he w\ld h photograph$ him2 b w\ld x h be5 9 fle% & blood = him nei!r to cut (f 8 coat-tail nor to snap him8 ,!re is a photograph] 9 e bu%1 go+ ab\t l a ro>+ lion seek+ :om he may dev\r4 iv ,tea* me to live t ,i may dread ,! grave z little z my b$4 ,?is is f ! ev5+ hymn :i* all respectable *ildr5 are taught4 ,x s\nds well1 b x is immoral4 ,our own dea? is a premium :i* we mu/ pay = ! f> great] b5efit we h d]iv$ f ! fact t s _m p h n only liv$ b also di$ be=e u4 ,= if ! old ones _h n 9 c\rse ( "t gone !re w\ld h be5 no progress2 all our civilisation is due to ! arrangem5t :]eby no man %all live = ev]1 & to ?is huge mass ( advantage we mu/ ea* contribute our mite2 t is to say1 :5 our turn comes we too mu/ die4 ,! h>d%ip is t int]e/$ p]sons %\ld be able to sc>e u into ?9k+ ! *ange we call dea? to be ! desp]ate bus9ess :i* !y make x out to be4 ,!re is no h>d%ip 9 hav+ to suff] t *ange4 ,bi%op ,k51 h[ev]1 goes too f>4 ,undesirable1 ( c\rse1 dea? mu/ always be to ^? :o are fairly well (f1 b x is undesirable t any liv+ be+ %\ld live 9 habitual indiff]5ce to dea?4 ,! indiff]5ce %\ld be kept = wor?y occasions1 & ev5 !n1 ?\gh dea? be gladly fac$1 x is n heal?y t x %\ld be fac$ z ?\gh x 7 a m]e undress+ & go+ to b$4 ,,xiv ,higgl$y-,piggl$y ,preface to ,vol4 ,,ii ,,on index+ ?is volume1 z ) ,vols4 ,i & ,,iv :i* are already index$ & z1 no d\bt1 w be ! case ) any t ,i may live to index lat]1 ,i am al>m$ at ! triviality ( _m ( ^! notes1 ! ineptitude ( _m & ! obvi\s unt5abl5ess ( _m t ,i %\ld h done mu* bett] to de/roy4 ,elmsley1 9 "o ( 8 lett]s to ,dr4 ,butl]1 says t an au?or is ! wor/ p]son to put "o ( 8 own works ?r\gh ! press 7,life ( ,dr4 ,butl]1 ,i1 #hh74 ,x seems to me t he is ! wor/ p]son also to make selections f 8 own notes or inde$ ev51 9 my case1 to write !m4 ,i _c help x4 ,!y grew z1 ) little di/urbance1 !y n[ /&2 !y are n meant = publication2 ! bad ones s]ve z bread = ! jam ( ! good ones2 x 0 less tr\ble to let !m g ?an to ?9k :e!r !y ought n to be de/roy$4 ,! retort1 h[ev]1 is obvi\s2 no ?9k+ %\ld h be5 requir$ 9 respect ( _m--a glance %\ld h consign$ !m to ! wa/e-pap] basket4 ,i "k x & ,i "k t _m a "o ( ^? :o look ov] ^! books--= t !y w be look$ ov] by n a few ,i d\bt n--w ?9k me to h be5 a great] fool ?an ,i probably 04 ,i _c help x4 ,i h at any rate ! consolation ( also kn[+ t1 h[ev] mu* ,i may h irritat$1 displeas$ or disappo9t$ !m1 !y w n be able to tell me s2 & ,i ?9k t1 to "s1 su* a record ( pass+ moods & ?\ghts good1 bad & indiff]5t w be m valuable z ?r[+ light ^u ! p]iod to :i* x relates ?an x w\ld h be5 if x _h be5 edit$ ) great] judgm5t4 ,besides1 ,vols4 ,i & ,,iv be+ already b\nd1 ,i %\ld n h en\gh to =m ,vols4 ,,ii & ,,iii if ,i cut out all ^? t ought to be cut out4 ,june1 #ahih4 ,p4,s4--,if ,i _h re-read my preface to ,vol4 ,,iv1 ,i ne$ n h writt5 ! above4 ,wa/e-,pap] ,baskets ,e "o %\ld keep a m5tal wa/e-pap] basket & ! old] he gr[s ! m ?+s he w consign to x--torn up to irrecov]able tatt]s4 ,flies 9 ! ,milk-,jug ,sav+ scraps is l pick+ flies out ( ! milk-jug4 ,we d n m9d do+ ?is1 ,i suppose1 because we feel sure ! flies w nev] want to borr[ money (f u4 ,we d n feel s sure ab\t any?+ mu* bigg] ?an a fly4 ,if x 7 a m\se t _h got into ! milk-jug1 we %\ld call ! cat at once4 ,my ,?\ghts ,!y are l p]sons met ^u a j\rney2 ,i ?9k !m v agreeable at fir/ b soon f9d1 z a rule1 t ,i am tir$ ( !m4 ,our ,ideas ,!y are = ! mo/ "p l bad sixp5ces & we sp5d our lives 9 try+ to pass !m on "o ano!r4 ,cat-,ideas & ,m\se-,ideas ,we c nev] get rid ( m\se-ideas completely1 !y keep turn+ up aga9 & aga91 & nibble1 nibble--no matt] h[ (t5 we drive !m (f4 ,! be/ way to keep !m d[n is to h a few good /rong cat-ideas :i* w embrace !m & ensure _! n reappe>+ till !y d s 9 ano!r %ape4 ,incoh]5cy ( ,new ,ideas ,an idea mu/ n be condemn$ = be+ a little %y & incoh]5t2 all new ideas are %y :5 introduc$ fir/ among our old ones4 ,we %\ld h pati5ce & see :e!r ! incoh]5cy is likely to we> (f or to we> on1 9 :i* latt] case ! soon] we get rid ( !m ! bett]4 ,an ,apology = ! ,devil ,x mu/ be rememb]$ t we h only he>d "o side ( ! case4 ,god has writt5 all ! books4 ,hallelujah ,:5 we exclaim s triumphantly 8,hallelujah6 = ! ,"l ,god omnipot5t reigne?0 we only mean t we ?9k no small be] ( ourselves1 t our ,god is a mu* great] ,god ?an any "o else's ,god1 t he 0 our fa!r's ,god be=e u1 & t x is all "r1 respectable & z x %\ld be4 ,hat+ ,x does n matt] mu* :at a man hates provid$ he hates some?+4 ,hamlet1 ,don ,quixote1 ,mr4 ,pickwick & o!rs ,! great *>act]s ( fiction live z truly z ! memories ( dead m54 ,= ! life aft] dea? x is n necess>y t a man or woman %\ld h liv$4 ,reputation ,! evil t m5 d lives aft] !m4 ,yes1 & a good deal ( ! evil t !y nev] did z well4 ,sci5ce & ,bus9ess ,! be/ class ( sci5tific m9d is ! same z ! be/ class ( bus9ess m9d4 ,! great desid]atum 9 ei!r case is to "k h[ mu* evid5ce is en\gh to w>rant action4 ,x is z unbus9ess-l to want too mu* evid5ce be=e buy+ or sell+ z to be cont5t ) too little4 ,! same k9d ( qualities are want$ 9 ei!r case4 ,! diff]5ce is t if ! bus9ess man makes a mi/ake1 he commonly has to suff] = x1 :]eas x is r>ely t sci5tific blund]+1 s long z x is conf9$ to !ory1 entails loss on ! blund]]4 ,on ! contr>y x v (t5 br+s him fame1 money & a p5sion4 ,h5ce ! bus9ess man1 if he is a good "o1 w take great] c>e n to ov]do or und]do ?+s ?an ! sci5tific man c reasonably be expect$ to take4 ,sci5ti/s ,!re are two classes1 ^? :o want to "k & d n c>e :e!r o!rs ?9k !y "k or n1 & ^? :o d n mu* c>e ab\t kn[+ b c>e v greatly ab\t be+ reput$ z kn[+4 ,sci5tific ,t]m9ology ,?is is ! ,scylla's cave :i* m5 ( sci5ce are prep>+ = !mselves to be able to p\nce out ^u u f x1 & into :i* we _c p5etrate4 ,sci5ti/s & ,drap]s ,:y %\ld ! botani/1 geologi/ or o!r-i/ give himself su* airs ov] ! drap]'s assi/ant8 ,is x because he names 8 plants or specim5s ) ,lat9 names & divides !m into g5]a & species1 :]eas ! drap] does n =mulate 8 classifications1 or at any rate only uses 8 "m tongue :5 he does8 ,yet h[ l ! sub-divisions ( textile life are to ^? ( ! animal & vegetable k+doms6 ,a few great families--cotton1 l951 hemp51 wooll51 silk1 mohair1 alpaca--into :at an inf9ite v>iety ( g5]a & species d n ^! great families subdivide !mselves8 ,& does x take less lab\r1 ) less intellig5ce1 to ma/] all ^! & to acquire famili>ity ) _! v>i\s habits1 habitats & prices ?an x does to ma/] ! details ( any o!r great bran* ( sci5ce8 ,i d n "k4 ,b :5 ,i ?9k ( ,%oolbr$'s on ! "o h& &1 say1 ! orni?ological collections ( ! ,briti% ,museum ^u ! o!r1 ,i feel z ?\gh x w\ld take me less tr\ble to ma/] ! second ?an ! fir/4 ,m5 ( ,sci5ce ,if !y are wor?y ( ! "n !y are inde$ ab\t ,god's pa? & ab\t 8 b$ & spy+ out all 8 ways4 ,sp>ks ,ev]y?+ matt]s m ?an we ?9k x does1 &1 at ! same "t1 no?+ matt]s s mu* z we ?9k x does4 ,! m]e/ sp>k may set all ,europe 9 a blaze1 b ?\gh all ,europe be set 9 a blaze tw5ty times ov]1 ! _w w wag itself "r aga94 ,dumb-,bells ,i reg>d !m ) suspicion z academic4 ,purgatory ,"t is ! only true purgatory4 ,greatness ,he is greate/ :o is mo/ (t5 9 m5's good ?\ghts4 ,! ,vanity ( ,human ,wi%es ,!re is only "o ?+ va9] & t is ! hav+ no wi%es4 ,jones's ,consci5ce ,he said he _h n mu* consci5ce1 & :at little he _h 0 guilty4 ,nihilism ,! ,nihili/s d n believe 9 no?+2 !y only believe 9 no?+ t does n comm5d itself to !mselves2 t is1 !y w n all[ t any?+ may be beyond _! compreh5sion4 ,z _! compreh5sion is n great _! cre$ is1 aft] all1 v ne>ly nihil4 ,on ,break+ ,habits ,to beg9 knock+ (f ! habit 9 ! ev5+1 !n ! aft]noon z well &1 f9ally1 ! morn+ too is bett] ?an to beg9 cutt+ x (f 9 ! morn+ & !n g on to ! aft]noon & ev5+4 ,i speak f exp]i5ce z reg>ds smok+ & c say t :5 "o comes to )9 an h\r or two ( smoke-"t "o beg9s to be impati5t = x1 :]eas !re w be no impati5ce aft] ! "t = knock+ (f has be5 confirm$ z a habit4 ,dogs ,! great pleasure ( a dog is t y may make a fool ( y\rself ) him & n only w he n scold y1 b he w make a fool ( himself too4 ,future & ,pa/ ,! ,w-be & ! ,has-be5 t\* u m ne>ly ?an ! ,is4 ,s we are m t5d] t[>ds *ildr5 & old p ?an to ^? :o are 9 ! prime ( life4 ,nature ,z ! ^w is n[ commonly us$ x excludes nature's mo/ int]e/+ productions--! works ( man4 ,nature is usually tak5 to mean m\nta9s1 riv]s1 cl\ds & undome/icat$ animals & plants4 ,i am n indiff]5t to ?is half ( nature1 b x int]e/s me mu* less ?an ! o!r half4 ,lucky & ,unlucky ,p are lucky & unlucky n accord+ to :at !y get absolutely1 b accord+ to ! ratio betwe5 :at !y get & :at !y h be5 l$ to expect4 ,def9itions i ,z1 no matt] :at cunn+ sy/em ( *ecks we devise1 we mu/ 9 ! end tru/ "s "o :om we d n *eck1 b to :om we give unres]v$ confid5ce1 s !re is a po9t at :i* ! und]/&+ & m5tal processes mu/ be tak5 z und]/ood )\t fur!r "q or def9ition 9 words4 ,& ,i %\ld say t ?is po9t %\ld be fix$ pretty e>ly 9 ! discussion4 ii ,!re is "o class ( m9d t loves to lean on rules & def9itions1 & ano!r t disc>ds !m z f> z possible4 ,a faddi/ w g5]ally ask = a def9ition ( faddism1 & "o :o is n a faddi/ w be impati5t ( be+ ask$ to give "o4 iii ,a def9ition is ! enclos+ a wild]ness ( idea )9 a wall ( words4 iv ,def9itions are a k9d ( scrat*+ & g5]ally leave a sore place m sore ?an x 0 be=e4 v ,z ,love is too "y to "k :at consci5ce is1 s ,tru? & ,g5ius are too old to "k :at def9ition is4 ,money ,x has su* an inh]5t p[] to run itself cle> ( ta9t t human +5uity _c devise ! means ( mak+ x "w p]man5t mis*ief1 any m ?an means c be f\nd ( tortur+ p beyond :at !y c be>4 ,ev5 if a man f\nds a ,college ( ,te*nical ,in/ruction1 ! *ances are t5 to "o t no "o w be taught any?+ & t x w h be5 practically left to a numb] ( excell5t pr(essors :o w "k v well :at to d ) x4 ,wit ,!re is no ,pr(essor ( ,wit at ei!r ,univ]sity4 ,surely !y might z reasonably h a pr(essor ( wit z ( poetry4 ,ox=d & ,cambridge ,! dons are too busy educat+ ! "y m5 to be able to tea* !m any?+4 ,cook+ ,!re is a high] av]age ( good cook+ at ,ox=d & ,cambridge ?an else:]e4 ,! cook+ is bett] ?an ! curriculum4 ,b !re is no ,*air ( ,cook]y1 x is taught by appr5tice%ip 9 ! kit*5s4 ,p]seus & ,/4 ,george ,^! dragon-slay]s did n take lessons 9 dragon-slay+1 nor d lead]s ( =lorn hopes g5]ally rehe>se _! p>ts be=eh&4 ,small ?+s may be rehe>s$1 b ! greate/ are always d-or-die1 neck-or-no?+ matt]s4 ,specialism & ,g5]alism ,woe to ! speciali/ :o is n a pretty fair g5]ali/1 & woe to ! g5]ali/ :o is n also a bit ( a speciali/4 ,sil5ce & ,tact ,sil5ce is n always tact & x is tact t is gold51 n sil5ce4 ,tru?-tell]s ,pr(essional tru?-tell]s may be tru/$ to pr(ess t !y are tell+ ! tru?4 ,/reet ,prea*]s ,^! are ! co/]mong]s & b>r[ m5 ( ! religi\s _w4 ,provid5ce & ,o!llo ,provid5ce1 9 mak+ ! ra9 fall also ^u ! sea1 0 l ! man :o1 :5 he 0 to play ,o!llo1 mu/ ne$s black himself all ov]4 ,provid5ce & ,improvid5ce i ,we %\ld no long] say3 ,put y\r tru/ 9 ,provid5ce1 b 9 ,improvid5ce1 = ?is is :at we mean4 ii ,to put "o's tru/ 9 ,god is only a long] way ( say+ t "o w *ance x4 iii ,!re is no?+ s imprud5t or s improvid5t z ov]-prud5ce or ov]-provid5ce4 ,epiphany ,if ,provid5ce c\ld be se5 at all1 he w\ld probably turn out to be a v disappo9t+ p]son--a little wiz5$ old g5tleman ) a cold 9 8 head1 a r$ nose & a com=t] r\nd 8 neck1 :i/l+ o'er ! furr['d l& or croon+ to himself z he goes aimlessly along ! /reets1 pok+ 8 way ab\t & loit]+ cont9ually at %op-w9d[s & second-h& book-/alls4 ,=tune ,l ,wisdom1 ,=tune crie? 9 ! /reets1 & no man reg>de?4 ,!re is n an adv]tisem5t supplem5t to ! ,times--nay1 h>dly a half %eet ( newspap] t comes into a h\se wrapp+ up ?is or t1 b x gives in=mation :i* w\ld make a man's =tune1 if he c\ld only spot x & detect ! "o p>agraph t w\ld d ?is among ! #ii :i* w\ld wreck him if he _h any?+ to d ) !m4 ,gold-,m9es ,gold is n f\nd 9 qu>tz alone2 its ri*e/ lodes are 9 ! eyes & e>s ( ! public1 b ^! are h>d] to "w & to prospect ?an any qu>tz ve94 ,?+s & ,purses ,ev]y?+ is l a purse--!re may be money 9 x1 & we c g5]ally say by ! feel ( x :e!r !re is or is n4 ,sometimes1 h[ev]1 we mu/ turn x inside out be=e we c be q sure :e!r !re is any?+ 9 x or no4 ,:5 ,i h turn$ a proposition inside out1 put x to /& on its head1 & %ak5 x1 ,i h (t5 be5 surpris$ to f9d h[ mu* came out ( x4 ,solomon 9 all 8 ,glory ,b1 9 ! fir/ place1 ! lilies d toil & sp9 aft] _! own fa%ion1 &1 9 ! next1 x 0 n desirable t ,solomon %\ld be dress$ l a lily ( ! valley4 ,david's ,tea*]s ,david said he _h m und]/&+ ?an 8 tea*]s4 ,if 8 tea*]s 7 any?+ l m9e ?is ne$ n imply mu* und]/&+ on ,david's "p4 ,& if 8 tea*]s did n "k m ?an ! ,psalms--x is absurd4 ,x is m]ely swagg]1 l ! ,g]man ,emp]or4 #ahig4 ,s4 ,mi*ael ,he cont5d$ ) ! devil ab\t ! body ( ,moses4 ,n[1 ,i d n believe t any reasonable p]son w\ld cont5d ab\t ! body ( ,moses ) ! devil or ) any "o else4 ,"o ,=m ( ,failure ,f a worldly po9t ( view !re is no mi/ake s great z t ( be+ always "r4 ,&rom$a ,! dragon 0 nev] 9 bett] heal? & spirits ?an on ! morn+ :5 ,p]seus came d[n ^u him4 ,x is said t ,&rom$a told ,p]seus %e _h be5 ?9k+ h[ rem>kably well he 0 look+4 ,he _h got up q 9 8 usual heal?--& s on4 ,:5 ,i said ?is to ,ball>d a fell[ art-/ud5t at ,hea!rley's & t o!r ?+ :i* ,i said ab\t ,&rom$a 9 ,life & ,habit1 #bbe he rem>k$ t he wi%$ x _h be5 s 9 ! poets4 ,i look$ at him4 8,ball>d10 ,i said1 8,i also am #8! poets4'0 ,self-,confid5ce ,no?+ is ev] any good unless x is ?w>t$ ) self-di/ru/ ?\gh 9 ! ma9 self-confid5t4 ,w&]+ ,:5 ! incl9ation is n obvi\s1 ! m9d me&]s1 or maund]s1 z a /ream 9 a flat mead[4 ,pov]ty ,i %un x because ,i h f\nd x s apt to become contagi\s2 b ,i fancy my con/itution is m season$ aga9/ x n[ ?an =m]ly4 ,i hope t :at ,i h gone ?r\gh may h made me immune4 ,p$als or ,drones ,! discords ( e age are r5d]$ possible by be+ tak5 on a drone or p$al ( cant1 common =m & conv5tionality4 ,?is drone is1 z x 71 ! fl\r & suet ( a plum pudd+4 ,evasive ,nature ,%e is "o long ,?is-way-&-x-isness &1 at ! same "t1 ,t-way-&-x-isn'tness4 ,%e flies s l a snipe t %e is h>d to hit4 ,fa%ion ,fa%ion is l ,god1 man _c see x 9 its holy ( holies & live4 ,& x is1 l ,god1 increate1 spr++ out ( no?+1 yet ! mak] ( all ?+s--ev] *ang+ yet ! same ye/]day1 to-day & = ev]4 ,doctors & ,cl]gym5 ,a physician's physiology has mu* ! same relation to 8 p[] ( heal+ z a cl]ic's div9ity has to 8 p[] ( influ5c+ conduct4 ,god is ,love ,i d>e say4 ,b :at a mis*iev\s devil ,love is6 ,common ,*ords ,if ,man is ! tonic & ,god ! dom9ant1 ! ,devil is c]ta9ly ! sub-dom9ant & ,woman is ! relative m9or4 ,god & ! ,devil ,god & ! ,devil are an ef=t aft] specialisation & division ( lab\r4 ,sex ,! sexes are ! fir/--or are among ! fir/ great exp]im5ts 9 ! social subdivision ( lab\r4 ,wom5 ,if y *oose to insi/ on ! analogies & po9ts ( resemblance betwe5 m5 & wom51 !y are s great t ! diff]5ces seem inde$ small4 ,if1 on ! o!r h&1 y are 9 a mood = emphasis+ ! po9ts ( diff]5ce1 y c %[ t m5 & wom5 h h>dly any?+ 9 common4 ,& s ) any?+3 if a man wants to make a case he c g5]ally f9d a way ( do+ s4 ,(f]s ( ,m>riage ,wom5 sometimes say t !y h _h no (f]s1 & only wi% t "s "o _h ev] propos$ to !m4 ,?is is n ! "r way to put x4 ,:at !y %\ld say is t ?\gh1 l all wom51 !y h be5 propos+ to m5 all _! lives1 yet !y grieve to rememb] t !y h be5 inv>iably refus$4 ,m>riage i ,! "q ( m>riage or non-m>riage is only ! "q ( :e!r x is bett] to be spoil$ "o way or ano!r4 ii ,9 matrimony1 to hesitate is sometimes to be sav$4 iii ,inoculation1 or a hair ( ! dog t is go+ to bite y--?is pr9ciple %\ld be introduc$ 9 respect ( m>riage & speculation4 ,life & ,love ,to live is l to love--all reason is aga9/ x1 & all heal?y in/9ct = x4 ,! ,basis ( ,life ,we may say :at we w1 b ,life is1 au fond1 s5sual4 ,woman ,suffrage ,i w vote = x :5 wom5 h left (f mak+ a noise 9 ! read+-room ( ! ,briti% ,museum1 :5 !y leave (f we>+ high head-dresses 9 ! pit ( a !atre & :5 ,i h se5 z _m z twelve wom5 9 all cat* hold ( ! /rap or b> on gett+ into an omnibus4 ,mann]s ,maky? ,man ,yes1 b !y make woman /ill m4 ,wom5 & ,religion ,x has be5 said t all s5sible m5 are ( ! same religion & t no s5sible man ev] says :at t religion is4 ,s all s5sible m5 are ( ! same op9ion ab\t wom5 & no s5sible man ev] says :at t op9ion is4 ,happ9ess ,behold & see if !re be any happ9ess l unto ! happ9ess ( ! devils :5 !y f\nd !mselves ca/ out ( ,m>y ,magdal5e4 ,sorr[ )9 ,sorr[ ,he 0 9 reality damn$ glad2 he told p he 0 sorry he 0 n m sorry1 & "h began ! fir/ g5u9e sorr[1 = he 0 really sorry t p w\ld n believe he 0 sorry t he 0 n m sorry4 ,go+ ,away ,i c g5]ally be> ! sep>ation1 b ,i don't l ! leave-tak+4 ,,xv ,titles & ,subjects ,titles ,a ,,good title %\ld aim at mak+ :at foll[s z f> z possible sup]flu\s to ^? :o "k any?+ ( ! subject4 8,! ,anci5t ,m>9]0 ,?is poem w\ld n h tak5 s well if x _h be5 call$ 8,! ,old ,sailor10 s t ,w>d\r ,/reet has its uses4 ,= ,unwritt5 ,articles1 ,essays1 ,/ories ,! ,art ( ,qu>rell+4 ,*ri/ian ,dea?-b$s4 ,! ,book ( ,babes & ,suckl+s4 ,lit]>y ,/ruldbrugs4 ,! ,life ( ! ,_w to ,come4 ,! ,limits ( ,good ,fai?4 ,art1 ,money & ,religion4 ,! ,?ird ,class ,excursion ,tra91 or ,/eam-boat1 z ! ,*ur* ( ! ,future4 ,! ,utt] ,speculation involv$ 9 mu* ( ! good advice t is commonly giv5--z nev] to sell a rev]sion1 etc4 ,tracts = ,*ildr51 w>n+ !m aga9/ ! virtues ( _! eld]s4 ,mak+ ,ready = ,dea? z a ,means ( ,prolong+ ,life4 ,an ,essay conc]n+ ,human ,misund]/&+4 ,s ,mc,culloch a fell[ art-/ud5t at ,hea!rley's1 a v f9e draughtsman us$ to say t he drew a great _m l9es & sav$ ! be/ ( !m4 ,illusion1 mi/ake1 action tak5 9 ! d>k--^! are among ! ma9 s\rces ( our progress4 ,! ,elem5ts ( ,immorality = ! ,use ( ,e>ne/ ,s*oolma/]s4 ,family ,pray]s3 ,a s]ies ( p]fectly pla9 & s5sible ones ask+ = :at p really d want )\t any k9d ( humbug4 ,a ,p5it5tial ,psalm z ,david w\ld h writt5 x if he _h be5 read+ ,h]b]t ,sp5c]4 ,a ,few ,little ,cr[s :i* ,i h to pick ) v>i\s p4 ,! ,scylla ( ,a!ism & ! ,*>ybdis ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,! ,battle ( ! ,prigs & ,blackgu>ds4 ,t ,good may ,come4 ,! ,m>riage ( ,inconv5i5ce4 ,! ,judici\s ,sep>ation4 ,fool+ ,ar\nd4 ,higgl$y-,piggl$y4 ,! ,diseases & ,ord9>y ,causes ( ,mortality among ,fri5d%ips4 ,! f9d+ a lot ( old photographs at ,h]culaneum or ,!bes2 & !y %\ld turn out to be ( no int]e/4 ,on ! po9ts ( resemblance & diff]5ce betwe5 ! dropp+ (f ( leaves f a tree & ! dropp+ (f ( gue/s f a d9n] or a conc]t4 ,! ,s5se ( ,t\*3 ,an essay %[+ t all ! s5ses resolve !mselves ultimately into a s5se ( t\*1 & t eat+ is t\* c>ri$ to ! bitt] end4 ,s !re is b "o s5se--t\*--& ! amba has x4 ,:5 ,i look ^u ! =am9if]a ,i look ^u myself4 ,! ,*9a ,%eph]dess ) ,lamb on public-h\se *imney-pieces 9 ,engl& z aga9/ ! ,virg9 ) ,*ild 9 ,italy4 ,= a ,m$ical pamphlet3 ,cant z a means ( ,prolong+ ,life4 ,= an ,art book3 ,! ,complete ,pot-boil]2 or :at to pa9t & h[ to pa9t x1 ) illu/rations reproduc$ f contempor>y exhibitions & explanatory notes4 ,= a ,picture3 ,/4 ,francis prea*+ to ,sil5us4 ,fra ,angelico & ,rub5s might collaborate to produce ?is picture4 ,! ,happy ,mi/ress4 ,fifte5 mi/resses apply = ?ree cooks & ! mi/ress :o ?\ght h]self nobody is *os5 by ! beautiful & accompli%$ cook4 ,! ,complete ,drunk>d4 ,he w\ld n give money to sob] p1 he said !y w\ld only eat x & s5d _! *ildr5 to s*ool ) x4 ,! ,cont5t$ ,porpoise4 ,x knew x 0 to be /uff$ & set up 9 a glass case aft] dea?1 & look$ =w>d to ?is z to a life ( endless happ9ess4 ,! ,fly+ ,balance4 ,! gho/ ( an old ca%i] haunts a l$g]1 s t ! books always refuse to balance by ! sum (1 say1 #a4ae4aa4 ,no matt] h[ _m acc\ntants are call$ 91 ye> aft] ye> ! same error always turns up2 sometimes !y ?9k !y h x "r & x turns out !re 0 a mi/ake1 s ! old error reappe>s4 ,at la/ a son & heir is born1 & at "s fe/ivities ! old ca%i]'s "n is m5tion$ ) hon\r4 ,?is lays 8 gho/4 ,next morn+ ! books are f\nd correct & rema9 s4 ,a ,dialogue betwe5 ,isaac & ,i%mael on ! night t ,isaac came d[n f ! m\nta9 ) 8 fa!r4 ,! rebelli\s ,i%mael tries to /ir up ,isaac1 & t good "y man expla9s ! righte\sness ( ! transaction--)\t mu* effect4 ,bad ,habits3 on ! dropp+ !m gradually1 z "o leaves (f requir+ !m1 on ! evolution pr9ciple4 ,a ,/ory ab\t a ,free?9k+ ,fa!r :o has an illegitimate son :i* he consid]s ! prop] ?+2 he f9ds ?is son tak+ to immoral ways1 e4g4 he turns ,*ri/ian1 becomes a cl]gyman & insi/s on m>ry+4 ,= a ,ballad3 ,two sets ( rooms 9 "s alms-h\ses at ,cobham ne> ,graves5d h an inscription /at+ t !y belong to 8! ,hundr$ ( ,hoo 9 ! ,isle ( ,gra940 ,^! words w\ld make a lovely refra9 = a ballad4 ,a /ory ab\t a man :o suff]$ f atrophy ( ! purse1 or atrophy ( ! op9ions2 b :atev] ! disease "s plausible ,lat91 or imitation-,lat9 "n mu/ be f\nd = x & also "s cure4 ,a ,fairy ,/ory modell$ on ! ,ugly ,duckl+ ( ,hans ,&]s5 ab\t a bumpti\s boy :om all ! nice boys hat$4 ,he f9ds out t he 0 really at la/ c>ess$ by ! ,huxleys & ,tyndalls z "o ( !mselves4 ,a ,collection ( ! lett]s ( p :o h committ$ suicide2 & also ( p :o only ?reat5 to d s4 ,! fir/ may be got abundantly f reports ( coron]s' inque/s1 ! second w\ld be h>d] to come by4 ,! ,/ructure & ,comp>ative ,anatomy ( ,fads1 ,fancies & ,!ories2 %[+1 moreov]1 t m5 & wom5 exi/ only z ! organs & tools ( ! ideas t dom9ate !m2 x is ! fad t is alone liv+4 ,an ,a/ronomical ,speculation3 ,ea* fix$ /> has a sep>ate god ^: body is 8 own p>ticul> sol> sy/em1 & ^! gods "k ea* o!r1 move ab\t among ea* o!r z we d1 laugh at ea* o!r & criticise "o ano!r's "w4 ,write "s ( _! disc\rses ) & ab\t "o ano!r4 ,imag9>y ,worlds ,a _w exactly1 to ! m9ute/ detail1 a duplicate ( our own1 b z we %all be five hundr$1 or f t to tw5ty ?\s&1 ye>s h5ce4 ,let !re be also ano!r _w1 a duplicate ( :at we 7 five hundr$ to tw5ty ?\s& ye>s ago4 ,!re %\ld be _m worlds ( ea* k9d at diff]5t dates beh9d u & ahead ( u4 ,i s5d a visitor f a _w ahead ( u to a _w beh9d u1 aft] :i* he comes to u1 & s we le>n :at happ5$ 9 ! ,hom]ic age4 ,my visitor w n tell me :at has happ5$ 9 8 own _w s9ce ! "t correspond+ to ! pres5t mom5t 9 our _w1 because ! k ( ! future w\ld be n only fatal to ourselves b w\ld upset ! simil>ity betwe5 ! two worlds1 s !y w\ld be no long] able to ref] to u = in=mation on any po9t ( hi/ory f ! mom5t ( ! introduction ( ! di/urb+ elem5t4 ,:5 !y are 9 d\bt ab\t a po9t 9 _! pa/ hi/ory t we h n yet rea*$ !y make prep>ation & =eca/ its occurr5ce 9 our _w z we =etell eclipses & transits ( ,v5us1 & all _! mo/ accompli%$ hi/orians inve/igate x2 b if ! conditions = obs]vation h be5 unfav\rable1 or if !y po/pone consid]ation ( ! po9t till ! "t ( its happ5+ "h has gone by1 !n !y mu/ wait = _m ye>s till ! same comb9ation occurs 9 "s o!r _w4 ,?us !y say1 8,! next behead+ ( ,k+ ,*>les ,i w be 9 ,ald4 b4 x4 #bca;c_/d0--or :atev] ! "n ( ! /> may be--8on su* & su* a day ( su* & su* a ye>1 & !re w n be ano!r 9 ! lifetime ( any man n[ liv+10 or !re w1 9 su* & su* a />1 z ! case may be4 ,communication ) a _w tw5ty ?\s& ye>s ahead ( u might ru9 ! human race z effectually z if we _h fall5 into ! sun4 ,x w\ld be too wide a cross4 ,! p 9 my suppos$ _w "k ?is & if1 = any reason1 !y want to kill a civilisation1 /uff x & put x into a museum1 !y tell x some?+ t is too mu* ahead ( its o!r ideas1 some?+ t travels fa/] ?an ?\ght1 ?us sett+ an avalan*e ( new ideas tumbl+ 9 ^u x & utt]ly de/roy+ ev]y?+4 ,sometimes !y m]ely introduce a little poison\s microbe ( ?\ght :i* ! cells 9 ! _w :]e x is introduc$ d n "k h[ to deal )--"s su* trifle z t two & two make sev51 or t y c weigh "t 9 scales by ! p\nd2 a s+le su* microbe ( k plac$ 9 ! bra9 ( a fitt+ subject w\ld bre$ l wild fire & kill all t came 9 contact ) x4 ,& s on4 ,an ,idyll ,i knew a ,s\? ,italian ( ! old ,greek blood ^: si/] told him :5 he 0 a boy t he _h eyes l a c[4 ,rag+ ) despair & grief he haunt$ ! f\nta9s & look$ into ! mirror ( _! wat]s4 8,are my eyes10 he ask$ himself ) horror1 8are !y really l ! eyes ( a c[80 8,alas60 he 0 compell$ to answ]1 8!y are only too sadly1 sadly l !m40 ,& he ask$ ^? ( 8 playmates :om he be/ knew & tru/$ :e!r x 0 inde$ true t 8 eyes 7 l ! eyes ( a c[1 b he got no com=t f any ( !m1 = !y "o & all laugh$ at him & said t !y 7 n only l1 b v l4 ,!n grief consum$ 8 s\l1 & he c\ld eat no food1 till "o day ! lovelie/ girl 9 ! place said to him3 8,gaetano1 my gr&mo!r is ill & _c get h] firewood2 come ) me to ! bosco ?is ev5+ & help me to br+ h] a load or two1 w y80 ,& he said he w\ld g4 ,s :5 ! sun 0 well d[n & ! cool night air 0 saunt]+ "u ! *e/nuts1 ! pair sat toge!r *eek to *eek & ) _! arms r\nd ea* o!r's wai/s4 8,o ,gaetano10 %e exclaim$1 8,i d love y s v de>ly4 ,:5 y look at me y\r eyes are l--!y are l ! eyes0--"h %e falt]$ a little--8! eyes ( a c[40 ,!nce=w>d he c>$ n 4 4 4 ,& s on4 ,a ,divorce ,novelette ,! h]o & h]o9e are engag$ aga9/ _! wi%es4 ,!y l "o ano!r v well b ea* is 9 love ) "s "o else2 nev]!less1 "u an uncle's w1 !y =feit l>ge prop]ty unless !y m>ry "o ano!r1 s !y get m>ri$1 mak+ no secret to "o ano!r t !y dislike x v mu*4 ,on ! ev5+ ( _! w$d+ day !y broa* ! subject t has long be5 ne>e/ to _! he>ts--! possibility ( be+ divorc$4 ,!y discuss x te>fully1 b ! ob/acles seem insup]able4 ,nev]!less !y agree t fa9t he>t nev] yet got rid ( fair lady1 8,none b ! brave10 exclaims ! husb&1 8des]ve to lose ! fair10 & !y plight _! mo/ solemn v[s t !y w h5ce=? live b = ! object ( gett+ divorc$ f "o ano!r4 ,b ! c\rse ( true divorce nev] did run smoo?1 & ! plot turns ^u ! difficulties t meet !m & h[ !y try to ov]come !m4 ,at "o "t !y seem almo/ c]ta9 ( success1 b ! cup is da%$ f _! lips & is f>!r (f ?an ev]4 ,at la/ an opportunity occurs 9 an unlook$-= mann]4 ,!y are divorc$ & live happily ap>t ev] aft]w>ds4 ,! ,moral ,pa9t]--,a ,tale ( ,d\ble ,p]sonality ,once ^u a "t !re 0 a pa9t] :o divid$ 8 life into two halves2 9 ! "o half he pa9t$ pot-boil]s = ! m>ket1 sett+ e consid]ation aside except t ( do+ = 8 ma/]1 ! public1 some?+ = :i* he c\ld get paid ! money on :i* he liv$4 ,he 0 great at floods & nev] look$ at nature except 9 ord] to see :at w\ld make mo/ %[ ) lea/ exp5se4 ,on ! :ole he f\nd no?+ s *eap to make & easy to sell z veil$ heads4 ,! o!r half ( 8 "t he /udi$ & pa9t$ ) ! s9c]ity ( ,giovanni ,bell9i1 ,rembr&t1 ,holbe9 or ,de ,hooghe4 ,he 0 !n 8 own ma/] & ?\ght only ( do+ 8 "w z well z he c\ld1 reg>dless ( :e!r x w\ld br+ him any?+ b debt & abuse or n4 ,he gave 8 be/ )\t receiv+ s mu* z ?anks4 ,he avoid$ ! temptation ( tell+ ei!r half ab\t ! o!r4 ,two ,writ]s ,"o left little or no?+ ab\t himself & ! _w compla9$ t x 0 puzzl$4 ,ano!r1 m9dful ( ?is1 left copi\s details ab\t himself1 :]eon ! _w said t x 0 ev5 m puzzl$ ab\t him ?an ab\t ! man :o _h left no?+1 till pres5tly x f\nd out t x 0 also bor$1 & tr\bl$ itself no m ab\t ei!r4 ,! ,ar*bi%op ( ,heligol& ,! ,ar*bi%op ( ,heligol& believes 8 fai?1 & x makes him s unhappy t he f9ds x impossible to advise any "o to accept x4 ,he summons ! ,devil1 makes a compact ) him & is reliev$ by be+ made to see t !re 0 no?+ 9 x--:]eon he is v good & happy & leads a mo/ b5efic5t life1 b is haunt$ by ! ?\ght t on 8 dea? ! ,devil w claim 8 bond4 ,?is t]ror gr[s great] & great]1 & he det]m9es to see ! ,devil aga94 ,! up%ot ( x all is t ! ,devil turns out to h be5 ,*ri/ :o has a dual life & appe>s sometimes z ,*ri/ & sometimes z ! ,devil4 #bce ,,xvi ,writt5 ,sket*es ,lit]>y ,sket*-,books ,,! true writ] w /op ev]y:]e & any:]e to put d[n 8 notes1 z ! true pa9t] w /op ev]y:]e & any:]e to sket*4 ,i d n see :y an au?or %\ld n h a sale ( lit]>y sket*es1 ea* "o %ort1 slight & capable ( be+ fram$ & glaz$ 9 small compass4 ,!y w\ld make excell5t libr>y decorations & ought to fet* z mu* z an arti/'s sket*es4 ,!y might be cut up 9 suitable lots1 if ! fa%ion 7 once set1 & _m a man might be mak+ provision = 8 family at odd times ) 8 notes z an arti/ does ) 8 sket*es4 ,london ,if ,i 7 ask$ :at "p ( ,london ,i 0 mo/ id5tifi$ ) aft] ,clif=d's ,inn itself1 ,i %\ld say ,fett] ,lane--e "p ( x4 ,j by ! ,record ,(fice is "o ( ! places :]e ,i am especially prone to get ideas2 s also is ! o!r end1 ab\t ! but*]'s %op ne> ,holborn4 ,! reason 9 bo? cases is ! same1 namely1 t ,i h ab\t _h "t to settle d[n to reflection aft] leav+1 on ! "o h&1 my rooms 9 ,clif=d's ,inn &1 on ! o!r1 ,jones's rooms 9 ,b>n>d's ,inn :]e ,i usually sp5d ! ev5+4 ,! subject :i* has occupi$ my m9d dur+ ! day be+ approa*$ anew aft] an int]val & a %ake1 "s fre% idea 9 connection ) x (t5 /rikes me4 ,b long be=e ,i knew ,jones1 ,fett] ,lane 0 always a /reet :i* ,i 0 m 9 ?an p]haps any o!r 9 ,london4 ,lea!r ,lane1 ! road ?r\gh ,l9coln's ,inn ,fields to ! ,museum1 ! ,embankm5t1 ,fleet ,/reet1 ! ,/r& & ,*>+ ,cross come next4 ,a ,clif=d's ,inn ,euphemism ,p :5 !y want to get rid ( _! cats1 & d n l kill+ !m1 br+ !m to ! g>d5 ( ,clif=d's ,inn1 drop !m !re & g away4 ,9 spite ( all t is said ab\t cats be+ able to f9d _! way s wond]fully1 !y seldom d f9d x1 & once 9 ,clif=d's ,inn ! cat g5]ally rema9s !re4 ,! te*nical ^w among ! laundresses 9 ! inn = ?is is1 8los+0 a cat3 8,poor ?+1 poor ?+10 said "o old woman to me a few days ago1 8x's got no fur on its head at all1 & no d\bt t's :y ! p %e liv$ ) lo/ h]40 ,london ,trees ,!y are mak+ a great outcry ab\t ! v5tilators on ! ,?ames ,embankm5t1 j z !y made a great outcry ab\t ! ,griff9 9 ,fleet ,/reet4 ,see ,alps & ,sanctu>ies4 ,introduction4 ,!y say ! v5tilators h spoil$ ! ,?ames ,embankm5t4 ,!y d n spoil x half s mu* z ! /atues d--inde$1 ,i d n see t !y spoil x at all4 ,! trees t are plant$ ev]y:]e are1 or w be1 a m s]i\s nuisance4 ,trees are all v well :]e !re is pl5ty ( room1 o!rwise !y are a mi/ake2 !y keep 9 ! moi/ure1 exclude light & air1 & _! roots di/urb f\ndations2 mo/ ( our ,london ,squ>es w\ld look mu* bett] if ! trees 7 ?9n$4 ,i %\ld l to cut d[n all ! plane trees 9 ! g>d5 ( ,clif=d's ,inn & leave only ! o!rs4 ,:at ,i ,said to ! ,milkman ,"o aft]noon ,i he>d a knock at ! door & f\nd x 0 ! milkman4 ,mrs4 ,donca/] 8 laundress 0 n !re1 s ,i took 9 ! milk myself4 ,! milkman is a v nice man1 &1 by way ( mak+ himself pleasant1 said1 r compla9+ly1 t ! wea!r kept v dry4 ,i look$ at him significantly & said3 8,ah1 yes1 ( c\rse = y\r bus9ess y mu/ f9d x v inconv5i5t10 & laugh$4 ,he saw he _h be5 caught & laugh$ too4 ,x 0 a v old joke1 b he _h n expect$ x at t p>ticul> mom5t1 & on ! top ( su* an innoc5t rem>k4 ,! ,return ( ! ,jews to ,pale/9e ,a man call$ on me la/ week & propos$ gravely t ,i %\ld write a book ^u an idea :i* _h occurr$ to a fri5d ( 81 a ,jew liv+ 9 ,new ,bond ,/reet4 ,x 0 a plan requir+ ! co-op]ation ( a brilliant writ] & t 0 :y he _h come to me4 ,if only ,i w\ld help1 ! return ( ! ,jews to ,pale/9e w\ld be r5d]$ c]ta9 & easy4 ,!re 0 no tr\ble ab\t ! poor ,jews1 he knew h[ he c\ld get !m back at any "t2 ! difficulty lay ) ! ,ro?s*ilds1 ! ,opp5heims & su*2 ) my assi/ance1 h[ev]1 ! ?+ c\ld be done4 ,i am afraid ,i 0 rude en\gh to decl9e to g into ! s*eme on ! gr\nd t ,i did n c>e twop5ce :e!r ! ,ro?s*ilds & ,opp5heims w5t back to ,pale/9e or n4 ,?is 0 felt to be an ob/acle2 b !n he began to try & make me c>e1 :]eupon1 ( c\rse1 ,i _h to get rid ( him4 #ahhc4 ,! ,great ,be>'s ,b>ley-,wat] ,la/ night ,jones 0 walk+ d[n ) me f ,/aple ,inn to ,clif=d's ,inn1 ab\t #aj o'clock1 & we saw ! ,great ,be> /&+ upright on ! tip ( 8 tail :i* 0 com+ out ( a *imney pot4 ,jones said x want$ att5d+ to4 ,i said3 8,yes1 b to att5d to x prop]ly we ought to sit up ) x all night1 & if ! ,great ,be> ?9ks t ,i am go+ to sit by 8 b$-side & give him a spoonful ( b>ley-wat] e t5 m9utes1 he w f9d himself mu* mi/ak540 #ahib4 ,! ,cock ,tav]n ,i w5t into ,fleet ,/reet "o ,sunday morn+ la/ ,novemb] #ahhb ) my cam]a lucida to see :e!r ,i %\ld l to make a sket* ( ! gap made by ! demolition ( ! ,cock ,tav]n4 ,x 0 r pretty1 ) an old ro( or two beh9d & scaffold+ ab\t & torn pap] hang+ to an expos$ p>ty-wall & old fireplaces & s on1 b x 0 n v mu* out ( ! way4 ,/ill ,i w\ld h tak5 x if x _h n be5 ! ,cock4 ,i ?\ght ( all ! tra% t has be5 writt5 ab\t x & ( ,t5nyson's plump head wait] 7:o by ! way us$ to swe> t he did n "k ,t5nyson & t ,t5nyson nev] did resort to ! ,cock7 & ,i said to myself3 8,no--y may g4 ,i w put out no h& to save y40 ,myself 9 ,d[ie's ,%op ,i always buy ready-made boots & insi/ on tak+ ^? :i* ! %opman says are mu* too l>ge = me4 ,by ?is means ,i keep free f corns1 b ,i h a great deal ( tr\ble g5]ally ) ! %opman4 ,i _h got on a pair once :i* ,i ?\ght w\ld d1 & ! %opman said = ! ?ird or f\r? "t3 8,b really1 sir1 ^! boots are mu* too l>ge = y40 ,i turn$ to him & said r /]nly1 8,n[1 y made t rem>k be=e40 ,!re 0 no?+ 9 x1 b all at once ,i became aw>e t ,i 0 be+ wat*$1 &1 look+ up1 saw a middle-ag$ g5tleman eye+ ! :ole proce$+s ) mu* amusem5t4 ,he 0 q polite b he 0 obvi\sly exce$+ly amus$4 ,i c h>dly tell :y1 nor :y ,i %\ld put su* a trifle d[n1 b someh[ or o!r an impression 0 made ^u me by ! affair q out ( proportion to t usually produc$ by s small a matt]4 ,my ,d5ti/ ,mr4 ,=sy? _h be5 /opp+ a too? = me & !n talk$ a little1 z he g5]ally does1 & ask$ me if ,i knew a c]ta9 di/+ui%$ lit]>y man1 or r j\rnali/4 ,i said ,no1 & t ,i did n want to "k him4 ,! pap] edit$ by ! g5tleman 9 "q 0 n to my ta/e4 ,i 0 a lit]>y ,i%mael1 & pref]r$ to rema9 s4 ,x 0 my rle4 8,x seems to me10 ,i cont9u$1 8t if a man w only be c>eful n to write ab\t ?+s t he does n und]/&1 if he w use ! too?-pick freely & ! _s twice a day1 & come to y aga9 9 ,octob]1 he w get on v well )\t kn[+ any ( ! big-wigs40 8,! too?-pick freely0 & 8! _s twice a day0 be+ tags ( ,mr4 ,=sy?'s1 he laugh$4 ,furb] ! ,viol9-,mak] ,f :at my c\s9 ,reg9ald ,e4 ,worsley & ,gog9 bo? tell me ,i am sure t ,furb] is "o ( ! be/ m5 we h4 ,my c\s9 did n l to s5d ,hyam to him = a viol93 he did n ?9k him wor?y to h "o4 ,furb] does n want y to buy a viol9 unless y c appreciate x :5 y h x4 ,my c\s9 says ( him3 8,he is g5]ally a little tight on a ,saturday aft]noon4 ,he always speaks ! tru?1 b on ,saturday aft]noons x comes p\r+ out m40 8,8 jo9ts i4e4 ! jo9ts ( ! viol9s he makes are ! close/ & neate/ t 7 ev] made40 8,he always speaks ( ! corn]s ( a fiddle2 ,haweis w\ld call !m ! po9ts4 ,haweis calls x ! neck ( a fiddle4 ,furb] always ! h&le40 ,my c\s9 says he w\ld l to take 8 viol9s to b$ ) him4 ,speak+ ( ,/rad viol9s ,furb] said3 8,r\gh1 r\gh l9+s1 b !y look z if !y grew toge!r40 ,"o day my c\s9 call$ & ,furb]1 on op5+ ! door1 be=e say+ 8,h[ d y d80 or any ^w ( greet+1 said v quietly3 8,! dog is dead40 ,my c\s91 hav+ said :at he ?\ght suffici5t1 took up a viol9 & play$ a few notes4 ,furb] evid5tly did n l x4 ,rose1 ! dog1 0 /ill unburi$2 %e 0 laid out 9 t v room4 ,my c\s9 /opp$4 ,!n ,mrs4 ,furb] came 94 ,r4 ,e4 ,w4 8,i am v sorry1 ,mrs4 ,furb]1 to he> ab\t ,rose40 ,mrs4 ,f4 8,well1 yes sir4 ,b ,i suppose x is all = ! be/40 ,r4 ,e4 ,w4 8,i am afraid y w miss h] a great deal40 ,mrs4 ,f4 8,no d\bt we %all1 sir2 b y see %e is only gone a little :ile be=e u40 ,r4 ,e4 ,w4 8,oh1 ,mrs4 ,furb]1 ,i hope a good long :ile40 ,mrs4 ,f4 7bright5+74 8,well1 yes sir1 ,i don't want to g j yet1 ?\gh ,mr4 ,furb] does say x is a happy ?+ to die40 ,my c\s9 says t ,furb] h>dly kn[s any "o by _! real "n4 ,he id5tifies !m by "s nickname 9 connection ) ! fiddles !y buy f him or get him to repair1 or by "s p]sonal peculi>ity4 8,!re is "o man10 said my c\s91 8:om he calls #8diaphragm' because he want$ a fiddle made ) :at he call$ a diaphragm 9 x4 ,he kn[s ,d&o & ,c>rodus & ,j5ny ,l9d1 b h>dly any "o else40 8,:o is ,d&o80 said ,i4 8,:y1 ,d&o8 ,n "k ,d&o8 ,he 0 ,george ! ,f\r?'s music ma/]1 & is n[ "o ( ! olde/ memb]s ( ! pr(ession40 ,w9d[ ,clean+ 9 ! ,briti% ,museum ,read+-,room ,once a ye> or s ! figures on ! ,assyrian bas-reliefs break adrift & may be se51 ) _! scal+ ladd]s & all1 clean+ ! outside ( ! w9d[s 9 ! dome ( ! read+-room4 ,x is v pretty to wat* !m & !y w\ld photograph beautifully4 ,if ,i live to see !m d x aga9 ,i mu/ c]ta9ly snap%ot !m4 ,y c see !m smok+ & sp>r+1 & ?is ye> !y h left a little hole 9 ! w9d[ above ! clock4 ,! ,electric ,light 9 its ,infancy ,i he>d a woman 9 a 'bus bor+ h] lov] ab\t ! electric light4 ,%e want$ to "k ?is & t1 & ! poor lov] 0 helpless4 ,!n %e said %e want$ to "k h[ x 0 regulat$4 ,at la/ %e settl$ d[n by say+ t %e knew x 0 9 its infancy4 ,! ^w 8infancy0 seem$ to h a soo?+ effect ^u h]1 = %e said no m b1 lean+ h] head aga9/ h] lov]'s %\ld]1 compos$ h]self to slumb]4 ,fire ,i 0 at "o ! o!r night & he>d a man say3 8,t corn] /ack is alight n[ q nicely40 ,p's sympa?ies seem g5]ally to be ) ! fire s long z no "o is 9 dang] ( be+ burn$4 ,adam & ,eve ,a little boy & a little girl 7 look+ at a picture ( ,adam & ,eve4 8,:i* is ,adam & :i* is ,eve80 said "o4 8,i d n "k10 said ! o!r1 8b ,i c\ld tell if !y _h _! clo!s on40 ,does ,mamma ,"k8 ,a fa!r 0 tell+ 8 elde/ daught]1 ag$ ab\t six1 t %e _h a little si/]1 & 0 expla9+ to h] h[ nice x all 04 ,! *ild said x 0 delightful & add$3 8,does ,mamma "k8 ,let's g & tell h]40 ,mr4 ,d>w9 9 ! ,zoological ,g>d5s ,frank ,d>w9 told me 8 fa!r 0 once /&+ ne> ! hippopotamus cage :5 a little boy & girl1 ag$ f\r & five1 came up4 ,! hippopotamus %ut 8 eyes = a m9ute4 8,t bird's dead10 said ! little girl2 8come along40 ,t]b\rg ,gog9 told me t ,b]g1 an impulsive ,sw$e :om he _h kn[n 9 ,laur5s's /udio 9 ,p>is & :o pa9t$ v well1 came to ,london & 0 tak5 by an arti/ fri5d ,h5ry ,scott ,tuke1 ,a4,r4,a4 to ! ,national ,gall]y :]e he became v en?usia/ic ab\t ! ,t]b\rgs4 ,!y !n w5t = a walk &1 9 ,k5s+ton ,gore1 ne> "o ( ! entrances to ,hyde ,p>k or ,k5s+ton ,g>d5s1 !re 0 an old ,iri% apple-woman sitt+ ) h] feet 9 a basket1 smok+ a pipe & sell+ oranges4 8,arranges two a p5ny1 sorr10 said ! old woman 9 a g5]al way4 ,& ,b]g1 turn+ to h] & ?r[+ out 8 h&s appeal+ly1 said3 8,o1 madame1 avez-v\s vu les ,t]b\rgs8 ,allez voir les ,t]b\rgs40 ,he felt t su* a big note _h be5 left out ( ! life ( any "o :o _h n se5 !m4 ,at ,doctors' ,commons ,a woman once /opp$ me at ! entrance to ,doctors' ,commons & said3 8,if y please1 sir1 c y tell me--is ?is ! place t ,i came to be=e80 ,n kn[+ :]e %e _h be5 be=e ,i c\ld n tell h]4 ,! ,sack ( ,kh>t\m ,z ,i 0 gett+ out ( a 'bus ! conductor said to me 9 a confid5tial tone3 8,i say1 :at does t mean8 #8,sack ( ,kh>t\m'8 ,:at does #8,sack ( ,kh>t\m' mean80 8,x means10 said ,i1 8t !y've tak5 ,kh>t\m & play$ hell ) x all r\nd40 ,he und]/ood t & ?ank$ me1 :]eon we p>t$4 ,missolonghi ,ball>d a fell[ art-/ud5t ) ,butl] at ,hea!rley's told me t an old gov]ness1 "s tw5ty ye>s s9ce1 0 tea*+ "s girls mod]n geography4 ,"o ( !m did n "k ! "n ,missolonghi4 ,! old lady wrung h] h&s3 8,:y1 me de>10 %e exclaim$1 8:5 ,i 0 y\r age ,i c\ld nev] he> ! "n m5tion$ )\t bur/+ into te>s40 ,i %\ld p]haps add t ,byron di$ !re4 ,memnon ,i saw ! driv] ( ! ,hamp/ead 'bus once1 ne> ,/4 ,giles's ,*ur*--an old1 fat1 r$-fac$ man sitt+ bolt upright on ! top ( 8 'bus 9 a driv+ /orm ( sn[1 fa/ asleep ) a huge wat]pro( ov] 8 great-coat :i* desc5d$ ) sweep+ l9es on to a t>paul94 ,all ?is rose out ( a cl\d ( /eam f ! horses4 ,he _h a %ort clay pipe 9 8 m\? b1 = ! mom5t1 he look$ j l ,memnon4 ,manzi ! ,model ,!y _h promis$ him sitt+s at ! ,royal ,academy & !n refus$ him on ! gr\nd t 8 legs 7 too hairy4 ,he compla9$ to ,gog93 8,:y10 said he1 8,i sat at ! ,slade ,s*ool = ! figure only la/ week1 & !re 7 five ladies1 b n "o ( !m told me my legs 7 too hairy40 ,a ,sailor ,boy & ,"s ,*ick5s ,a pretty girl 9 ! tra9 _h "s *irp+ *ick5s ab\t t5 days' old 9 a box labell$ 8,g]man egg p[d]s4 ,"o packet equal to six eggs40 ,a sailor boy got 9 at ,bas+/oke1 a quiet1 res]v$ y\?1 well behav$ & unusually good-look+4 ,by & by ! *ick5s 7 tak5 out ( ! box & f$ ) biscuit on ! c>riage seat4 ,?is ?aw$ ! boy :o1 ?\gh he f\ght aga9/ x = "s lime1 yield$ to irresi/ible fasc9ation & said3 8,:at are !y80 8,*ick5s10 said ! girl4 8,w !y gr[ bigg]80 8,yes40 ,!n ! boy said ) an expression ( inf9ite wond]3 8,& did y hat* !m f !y p[d]s80 ,we all laugh$ till ! boy blu%$ & ,i 0 v sorry = him4 ,if we _h said !y _h be5 hat*$ f ! p[d]s he w\ld h c]ta9ly believ$ u4 ,gog91 ! ,japanese ,g5tleman & ! ,dead ,dog ,gog9 0 "o day go+ d[n ,clevel& ,/reet & saw an old1 lean1 c>eworn man cry+ ov] ! body ( 8 dog :i* _h be5 j run ov] & kill$ by ! old man's own c>t4 ,i h no d\bt x 0 ! dog's fault1 = ! man 0 9 great di/ress2 z = ! dog !re x lay all swell$ & livid :]e ! :eel _h gone ov] x1 its eyes protrud$ f _! sockets & its tongue loll$ out1 b x 0 dead4 ,! old man gaz$ on x1 helplessly weep+1 = "s "t & !n got a l>ge piece ( br[n pap] 9 :i* he wrapp$ up ! body ( 8 fav\rite2 he ti$ x neatly ) a piece ( /r+ &1 plac+ x 9 8 c>t1 w5t homew>d ) a heavy he>t4 ,! day 0 dull1 ! gutt]s 7 full ( cabbage /alks & ! air res\nd$ ) ! cry ( co/]mong]s4 ,on ?is a ,japanese g5tleman1 :o _h wat*$ ! sc5e1 lift$ up 8 voice & made ! by/&]s a set oration4 ,he 0 v yell[1 _h long black hair1 gold spectacles & a top hat2 he 0 a typical ,japanese1 b he spoke ,engli% p]fectly4 ,he said ! sc5e !y _h all j witness$ 0 a v sad "o & t x ought n to be pass$ ov] entirely )\t comm5t4 ,he expla9$ t x 0 v nice ( ! good old man to be s sorry ab\t 8 dog & to be s c>eful ( its rema9s & t he & all ! by/&]s mu/ sympa?ise ) him 9 8 grief1 & z ! expression ( _! sympa?y1 bo? ) ! man & ) ! poor dog1 he _h ?\ght fit1 ) all respect1 to make !m 8 pres5t spee*4 ,i h n ! man's words b ,gog9 said !y 7 l a ,japanese draw+1 t is to say1 wond]fully *>m+1 & %[+ great k b n done 9 ! lea/ aft] ! mann] 9 :i* a ,european w\ld d !m4 ,! by/&]s /ood op5-m\!d & c\ld make no?+ ( x1 b !y lik$ x1 & ! ,japanese g5tleman lik$ address+ !m4 ,:5 he left (f & w5t away !y foll[$ him ) _! eyes1 spee*less4 ,/4 ,pancras' ,bells ,gog9 lives at #afd ,eu/on ,road1 j opposite ,/4 ,pancras ,*ur*1 & ! bells play doleful hymn tunes opposite 8 w9d[ :i* worries him4 ,my ,/4 ,dun/an's bells ne> ,clif=d's ,inn play doleful hymn tunes :i* ent] 9 at my w9d[2 ,i n only d n dislike !m1 b r l !m2 !y are s silly & ! bells are out ( tune4 ,i nev] yet 0 annoy$ by ei!r bells or /reet music except :5 a l\d piano organ /rikes up outside ! public-h\se opposite my b$room w9d[ aft] ,i am 9 b$ & :5 ,i am j go+ to sleep4 ,h[ev]1 ,jones 0 at ,gog9's "o summ] ev5+ & ! bells /ruck up _! d+y old burd5 z usual4 ,! tonic bell on :i* ! tune conclud$ 0 ! mo/ /uffy & out ( tune4 ,gog9 said x 0 l ! smell ( a bug4 ,at ,eyns=d ,i saw a man pa9t+ !re ! o!r day b pass$ 8 "w )\t look+ at x & sat d[n to sket* "s hundr$ ( y>ds (f4 ,9 c\rse ( "t he came /roll+ r\nd to see :at ,i 0 do+ & ,i1 n kn[+ b :at he might pa9t mu* bett] ?an ,i1 0 apologetic & said ,i 0 n a pa9t] by pr(ession4 8,:at are y80 said he4 ,i said ,i 0 a writ]4 8,de> me10 said he4 8,:y t's my l9e--,i'm a writ]40 ,i laugh$ & said ,i hop$ he made x pay bett] ?an ,i did4 ,he said x paid v well & ask$ me :]e ,i liv$ & 9 :at neighb\rhood my connection lay4 ,i said ,i _h no connection b only wrote books4 8,oh6 ,i see4 ,y mean y are an au?or4 ,i'm n an au?or2 ,i didn't mean t4 ,i pa9t p's names up ov] _! %ops1 & t's :at we call be+ a writ]4 ,!re isn't a t\* on my "w z good z any t\* on y\rs40 ,i 0 gratifi$ by s mu* mode/y &1 on my way back to d9n]1 call$ to see 8 "w4 ,i am afraid t he 0 n f> wrong--x 0 awful4 ,omne ignotum pro magnifico holds ) pa9t]s p]haps m ?an else:]e2 we nev] see a man sket*+1 or ev5 c>ry+ a pa9t-box1 )\t ru%+ to ! conclusion t he c pa9t v well4 ,!re is no *eap] way ( gett+ a reputation ?an t ( go+ ab\t ) easel1 pa9t-box1 etc41 provid$ "o c ensure "o's "w n be+ se54 ,& ! m traps "o c>ries ! clev]] p ?9k "o4 ,mrs4 ,hicks ,%e & h] husb&1 an old army s]geant :o 0 all ?r\gh ! ,indian ,mut9y1 are two v rem>kable p2 !y keep a public-h\se :]e we (t5 get our be] :5 out = our ,sunday walk4 ,%e owns to sixty-sev51 ,i %\ld ?9k %e 0 a full sev5ty-five1 & h] husb&1 say1 sixty-five4 ,%e is a tall1 raw-bon$ ,go?ic woman ) a /rong family lik5ess to ! crook$ old crusad] :o lies 9 ! *ur* transept1 & "o w\ld expect to f9d h] body scrawl$ ov] ) dates rang+ f #djj ye>s ago to ! pres5t "t1 j z ! m>ble figure itself is4 ,%e has a great be>d & m\/a*es & ?ree project+ tee? 9 h] l[] jaw b no m 9 any "p ( h] m\?4 ,%e moves sl[ly & is always a little 9 liquor besides be+ s+ul>ly dirty 9 h] p]son4 ,h] husb& is l unto h]4 ,= all ?is !y are h>d-work+ indu/ri\s p1 keep no s]vant1 pay ca% = ev]y?+1 are cle>ly go+ up r ?an d[n 9 ! _w & live well4 ,%e always %[s u :at %e is go+ to h = d9n] & x is excell5t--8,& ,i made ! /uff+ ov] night & ! gravy fir/ ?+ ?is morn+40 ,ea* "t we g we f9d ! h\se a little m done up4 ,%e dotes on ,mr4 ,hicks--we nev] g !re )\t h] w$d+ day be+ ref]r$ to4 ,%e has e>n$ h] own liv+ ev] s9ce %e 0 t5 ye>s old1 & liv$ tw5ty-n9e & a half ye>s 9 ! h\se f :i* ,mr4 ,hicks m>ri$ h]4 8,i am z happy10 %e said1 8z ! day is long40 ,%e de>ly loves a joke & a little flirtation4 ,i always say some?+ p]haps a little impud5tly broad to h] & %e likes x extremely4 ,la/ "t %e sail$ smil+ly out ( ! room1 d\btless to tell ,mr4 ,hicks1 & came back /ill smil+4 ,:5 we come we f9d h] z ?\gh %e _h li5 among ! pots1 b z soon z %e has giv5 u our be]1 %e goes up/airs & puts on a cap & a clean apron & wa%es h] face--t is to say1 %e wa%es a r\nd piece 9 ! middle ( h] face1 leav+ a great glory ( dirt %[+ all r\nd x4 ,x is pla9 ! pair are respect$ by ! mann] 9 :i* all :o come 9 treat !m4 ,la/ "t we 7 !re %e said %e hop$ %e %\ld n die yet4 8,y see10 %e said1 8,i am beg9n+ n[ to "k h[ to live40 ,^! 7 h] own words &1 consid]+ ! circum/ances "u :i* !y 7 spok51 !y are en\gh to /amp ! speak] z a rem>kable woman4 ,%e has got z mu* f age & lo/ z little f y\? z woman c well d4 ,nev]!less1 to look at1 %e is l "o ( ! wit*es 9 ,macbe?4 ,new-,laid ,eggs ,:5 ,i take my ,sunday walks 9 ! c\ntry1 ,i try to buy a few really new-laid eggs w>m f ! ne/4 ,at ?is "t ( ! ye> 7,janu>y7 !y are v h>d to come by1 & ,i h long s9ce inv5t$ a sick wife :o has implor$ me to get h] a few eggs laid n e>li] ?an ! self-same morn+4 ,( late1 z ,i am gett+ old]1 x has become my daught] :o has j _h a little baby4 ,?is w g5]ally draw a new-laid egg1 if !re is "o ab\t ! place at all4 ,at ,h>r[ ,weald x has always be5 my wife :o = ye>s has be5 a great suff]] & f9ds a really new-laid egg ! "o ?+ %e c dige/ 9 ! way ( solid food4 ,s ,i turn$ h] on z mov+ly z ,i c\ld n long s9ce1 & 0 at la/ sold "s eggs t 7 no bett] ?an common %op eggs1 if s good4 ,next "t ,i w5t ,i said my poor wife _h be5 made s]i\sly ill by !m2 x 0 no good try+ to deceive h]2 %e c\ld tell a new-laid egg f a bad "o z well z any woman 9 ,london1 & %e _h su* a high temp] t x 0 v unpleasant = me :5 %e f\nd h]self disappo9t$4 8,ah6 sir10 said ! l&lady1 8b y w\ld n l to lose h]40 8,ma'am10 ,i repli$1 8,i mu/ n all[ my ?\ghts to w&] 9 t direction4 ,b x's no use br++ h] /ale eggs1 anyh[40 8,! ,egg t ,h5 ,belong$ to0 ,i got "s new-laid eggs a few ,sundays ago4 ,! l&lady said !y 7 h] own1 & talk$ ab\t !m a good deal4 ,%e po9t$ to "o ( !m & said3 8,n[1 w\ld y believe x8 ,! egg t h5 belong$ to laid #ec h5s runn+ & nev] /opp$40 ,%e call$ ! egg a h5 & ! h5 an egg4 ,"o w\ld h ?\ght %e _h be5 read+ ,life & ,habit p4 #acd & passim4 ,at ,englefield ,gre5 ,z an example ( h[ any?+ c be made out ( any?+ or done ) any?+ by ^? :o want to d x 7z ,i said 9 ,life & ,habit t a bullock c take an eyela% out ( its eye ) its h9d-foot--:i* ,i saw "o ( my bullocks 9 ,new ,zeal& d71 at ! ,b>ley ,m[1 ,englefield ,gre51 !y h a picture ( a horse & dog talk+ to "o ano!r1 made entirely ( butt]flies' w+s1 & v well & spirit$ly done too4 ,!y h ano!r picture1 done 9 ! same way1 ( a greyh\nd runn+ aft] a h>e1 also good b n s good4 ,at ,abbey ,wood ,i he>d a man say to ano!r3 8,i w5t to live !re j ab\t ! "t t be] came d[n f #e;d4 to #d;d4 a pot4 ,t w give y an idea :5 x 040 ,at ,igh?am ,mote ,we took ,igh?am on "o ( our ,sunday walks ab\t a =tnight ago1 & ,jones & ,i want$ to g inside ov] ! h\se4 ,my c\s9 said1 8,y'd mu* bett] n1 x w only unsettle y\r hi/ory40 ,we felt1 h[ev]1 t we _h s little hi/ory to unsettle t we left him outside & w5t 94 ,dr4 ,m&ell ,creighton & ,mr4 ,w4 ,s4 ,rock/ro 8,! ,bi%op _h be5 read+ ,mr4 ,samuel ,butl]'s en*ant+ book ,alps & ,sanctu>ies & det]m9$ to visit "s ( ! places !re describ$4 ,we divid$ our "t betwe5 ! ,italian lakes & ! l[] slopes ( ! ,alps & explor$ _m m\nta9 sanctu>ies 4 4 4 ,z a result ( ?is j\rney ! ,bi%op got to "k ,mr4 ,s4 ,butl]4 ,he wrote to tell him ! pleasure 8 books _h giv5 u & ask$ him to visit u4 ,aft] ?is he came frequ5tly & ! ,bi%op 0 mu* attract$ by 8 orig9al m9d & /ores ( out-(-!-way k40 7,! ,life & ,lett]s ( ,dr4 ,m&ell ,creighton by 8 ,wife1 ,vol4 ,,ii1 p4 #hc47 ,! fir/ "t t ,dr4 ,creighton ask$ me to come d[n to ,pet]bor\gh 9 #ahid be=e he became ,bi%op ( ,london1 ,i 0 a little d\btful :e!r to g or n4 ,z usual1 ,i consult$ my good cl]k1 ,alfr$1 :o said3 8,let me h a look at 8 lett]1 sir40 ,i gave him ! lett]1 & he said3 8,i see1 sir1 !re is a crumb ( tobacco 9 x2 ,i ?9k y may g40 ,i w5t & enjoy$ myself v mu*4 ,i %\ld l to add t !re are v few m5 :o h ev] impress$ me s pr(\ndly & s fav\rably z ,dr4 ,creighton4 ,i h (t5 se5 him s9ce1 bo? at ,pet]bor\gh & at ,fulham1 & l & admire him mo/ cordially4 #bea ,i paid my fir/ visit to ,pet]bor\gh at a "t :5 t le>n$ musician & incomp>able tea*]1 ,mr4 ,w4 ,s4 ,rock/ro1 0 giv+ me lessons 9 m$ieval c\nt]po9t2 s ,i p>ticul>ly notic$ ! music at div9e s]vice4 ,! hymns 7 v silly1 & ( ! usual ,g\nod-,b>nby "*4 ,_! numb]s 7 po/$ up 9 a frame & ,i saw !re 7 to be five1 s ,i call$ ! fir/ ,f>r+don ,/reet1 ! second ,k+'s ,cross1 ! ?ird ,g[] ,/reet1 ! f\r? ,portl& ,road1 & ! fif? ,bak] ,/reet1 ^? be+ /ations on my way to ,rickmanswor?1 :]e ,i frequ5tly g = a walk 9 ! c\ntry4 ,9 8 private *apel at night ! bi%op began 8 v]se ( ! psalms always well be=e we _h done ! response to ! prec$+ v]se4 ,x rem9d$ me ( :at ,rock/ro _h said a few weeks e>li] to ! effect t a po9t ( imitation 0 always m effective if introduc$ be=e ! o!r voices _h f9i%$4 ,i told ,rock/ro ab\t x & said t ! bi%op's in/9ct _h guid$ him correctly--c]ta9ly ,i f\nd 8 me?od m satisfactory ?an if he _h wait$ till we _h f9i%$4 ,rock/ro smil$1 & kn[+ t ,i 0 at ! "t =bidd5 to "w1 said3 8,satan f9ds "s mis*ief /ill = idle bra9s to d40 ,talk+ ( ,rock/ro1 he scold$ me once & said he wond]$ h[ ,i c\ld h done su* a ?+ z to call ,h&el 8"o ( ! greate/ ( all musicians10 ref]r+ to ! great *ords 9 ,ere:on4 ,i said t if he w\ld look aga9 at ! passage he w\ld f9d ,i _h said n t ,h&el 0 8"o ( ! greate/0 b t he 0 8! greate/ ( all musicians10 on :i* he apologis$4 ,pigs ,we (t5 walk f ,rickmanswor? across ,moor ,p>k to ,p9n]4 ,on gett+ out ( ,moor ,p>k !re is a public-h\se j to ! left :]e we g5]ally h "s %&y-gaff & buy "s eggs4 ,! l&lord _h a noble s[ :i* ,i photograph$ = him2 "s mon?s aft]w>ds ,i ask$ h[ ! s[ 04 ,%e _h be5 sold4 ,! l&lord knew %e ought to be kill$ & made into bacon1 b he _h be5 intimate ) h] = ?ree ye>s & "s "o else mu/ eat h]1 n he4 8,& :at10 said ,i1 8became ( h] daught]80 8,oh1 we kill$ h] & ate h]4 ,y see we _h only kn[n h] eighte5 mon?s40 ,i wond] h[ he settl$ ! exact l9e beyond :i* intimacy ) a pig mu/ n g if ! pig is to be eat54 ,moz>t ,an old ,scot*man at ,b\logne 0 hold+ =? on ! beauties ( ,moz>t1 :i* he exemplifi$ by s++ ?us3 ,picture3 ,music score3,dehvi5i alla f5e/ra ,i malici\sly ass5t$1 b said x 0 /range h[ /rongly t air always rem9d$ me ( 8,voi *e sapete40 ,divorce ,!re 0 a man 9 ! hotel at ,h>wi* ) an ugly disagreeable woman :o ,i suppos$ 0 8 wife4 ,i did n c>e ab\t him1 b he began to make up to me 9 ! smok+-room4 8,?is divorce case10 said he1 ref]r+ to "o t 0 be+ report$ 9 ! pap]s1 8doesn't seem to move v fa/40 ,i put on my sweete/ smile & said3 8,i h n obs]v$ x4 ,i am n m>ri$ myself1 & naturally take less int]e/ 9 divorce40 ,he dropp$ me4 ,rav5s ,mr4 ,la?am1 ! ,ma/] ( ,jones's ,college1 ,tr9ity ,hall1 ,cambridge1 has two rav5s nam$ ,agrippa & ,agripp9a4 ,mr4 ,la?am ?r[s ,agrippa a piece ( *eese2 ,agrippa takes x1 hides x c>efully & !n goes away cont5t$2 b ,agripp9a has _h h] eye ^u him & imm$iately goes & /eals x1 hid+ x some:]e else2 ,agrippa1 h[ev]1 has always "o eye ^u ,agripp9a & no soon] is h] back turn$ ?an he /eals x & buries x anew2 !n x becomes ,agripp9a's turn1 & ?us !y pass ! "t1 mak+ believe t !y want ! *eese ?\gh nei!r ( !m really wants x4 ,"o day ,agrippa _h a small fight ) a spaniel & got r ! wor/ ( x4 ,he imm$iately flew at ,agripp9a & gave h] a beat+4 ,jones said he c\ld almo/ he> him say1 8,x's all y\r fault40 ,calais to ,dov] ,:5 ,i got on bo>d ! /eam] at ,calais ,i saw ,lewis ,day1 :o writes books ab\t decoration1 & began to talk ) him4 ,also ,i saw ,a4 ,b41 ,editor ( ! ,x4,y4,z4 ,review4 ,i met him "s ye>s ago at ,phipson ,beale's1 b we d n speak4 ,rec5tly ,i want$ him to let me write an article 9 8 review & he w\ld n1 s ,i 0 spiteful &1 :5 ,i saw him come on bo>d1 said to ,day3 8,i see we are to h ! ,editor ( ! ,x4,y4,z4 on bo>d40 8,yes10 said ,day4 8,he's an owl10 said ,i s5t5ti\sly4 8,i wond]10 said ,day1 8h[ he got ! editor%ip ( 8 review80 8,oh10 said ,i1 8,i suppose he m>ri$ "s "o40 ,on ?is ! conv]sation dropp$1 & we p>t$4 ,lat] on we met aga9 & ,day said3 8,d y "k :o t lady 0--! "o /&+ at y\r elb[ :5 we 7 talk+ j n[80 8,no10 said ,i4 8,t10 he repli$1 80 ,mrs4 ,a4 ,b40 ,& x 0 s4 ,snap%ott+ a ,bi%op ,i mu/ "s day write ab\t h[ ,i hunt$ ! late ,bi%op ( ,c>lisle ) my cam]a1 hop+ to %oot him :5 he 0 sea-sick cross+ f ,calais to ,dov]1 & h[ ,/4 ,somebody protect$ him & said ,i might %oot him :5 he 0 well1 b n :5 he 0 sea-sick4 ,i %\ld l to d x 9 ! mann] ( ! ,odyssey3 4 4 4 ,& ! /ew>d w5t r\nd & laid !m all on ! s(as & b5*es & he set a beautiful bas9 by ea*1 v>iegat$ & adorn$ ) fl[]s1 b x conta9$ no wat] = wa%+ ! h&s1 & ,neptune s5t great waves t wa%$ ov] ! eyelet-holes ( ! cab94 ,b :5 x 0 n[ ! middle ( ! passage & a great ro>+ arose z ( bea/s 9 ! ,zoological ,g>d5s1 & !y promis$ hecatombs to ,neptune if he w\ld /ill ! rag+ ( ! waves 4 4 4 ,at any rate ,i %ot him & h him 9 my snap-%ot book1 b he 0 n sea-sick4 #ahib4 ,hom] & ! ,bas9s ,:5 ,i return$ f ,calais la/ ,decemb]1 aft] sp5d+ ,*ri/mas at ,b\logne accord+ to my cu/om1 ! sea 0 r\gh z ,i cross$ to ,dov] &1 hav+ a cold ^u me1 ,i w5t d[n into ! second-class cab91 cle>$ ! railway books (f "o ( ! tables1 spread out my pap]s & cont9u$ my translation1 or r analysis1 ( ! ,iliad4 ,sev]al p ( all ages & sexes 7 on ! s(as & !y soon began to be sea-sick4 ,!re 0 no /ew>d1 s ,i got !m ea* a bas9 & plac$ x = !m z well z ,i c\ld2 !n ,i sat d[n aga9 at my table 9 ! middle & w5t on ) my translation :ile !y 7 sick all r\nd me4 ,i _h to get ! ,iliad well into my head be=e ,i began my lecture on ,! ,hum\r ( ,hom] & ,i c\ld n af=d to ?r[ away a c\ple ( h\rs1 b ,i d\bt :e!r ,hom] 0 ev] be=e translat$ "u su* circum/ances4 #ahib4 ,! ,*annel ,passage ,h[ holy p look :5 !y are sea-sick6 ,!re 0 a pati5t ,p>see ne> me :o seem$ purifi$ once & = ev] f all ta9t ( ! fle%4 ,buddha 0 a l[1 worldly m9d$1 music-hall comic s+] 9 comp>ison4 ,he sat l ?is = a long "t until 4 4 4 & he made a noise l c[s com+ home to be milk$ on an ,april ev5+4 ,! ,two ,b>ri/]s at ,ypres ,:5 ,gog9 & ,i 7 tak+ our ,ea/] holiday ?is ye> we w5t1 among o!r places1 to ,ypres4 ,we put up at ! ,htel ,tte d',or & f\nd x exquisitely clean1 com=table & *eap1 ) a *>m+ old-_w1 la/-c5tury feel+4 ,x 0 ,good ,friday1 & we 7 to d9e maigre2 ?is 0 s cle>ly de rigueur t we did n v5ture ev5 ! feeble/ prote/4 ,:5 we came d[n to d9n] we 7 told t !re 7 two o!r g5tlem51 also ,engli%1 :o 7 to d9e ) u1 & 9 due c\rse !y appe>$--! "o a man v]g+ t[>ds fifty-eight1 a k9d ( cross betwe5 ,c>d9al ,mann+ & ! late ,mr4 ,john ,p>ry1 ! o!r "s t5 ye>s y\ng]1 amiable-look+ &1 ,i %\ld say1 n s %9+ a light 9 8 own sph]e z 8 companion4 ,^! two sat on "o side ( ! table & we opposite !m4 ,!re 0 an air ab\t !m bo? :i* said3 8,y are n to try to get into conv]sation ) u2 we %all n let y if y d2 we d>e say y are v good sort ( p1 b we h no?+ 9 common2 s long z y keep quiet we w n hurt y2 b if y s mu* z ask u to pass ! melt$ butt] we w %oot y40 ,we saw ?is & s1 dur+ ! fir/ two c\rses1 talk$ sotto voce to "o ano!r1 & made no attempt to op5 up communications4 ,) ! ?ird c\rse1 h[ev]1 !re 0 a new arrival 9 ! p]son ( a portly g5tleman ( ab\t fifty-five1 or f t to sixty1 :o 0 told to sit at ! head ( ! table1 & accord+ly did s4 ,?is g5tleman _h a decid$ mann] & c>ri$ q z _m guns z ! two b>ri/]s 7= b>ri/]s !y 77 :o sat opposite to u4 ,he _h r a r$ nose1 he d9$ maigre because he _h to1 b he did n l x4 ,i d n ?9k he d9$ maigre (t54 ,he _h some?+ ( ! air ( a half1 if n :olly1 brok5-d[n blackgu>d ( a gambl] :o _h se5 mu* b _h mov$ 9 good society & be5 accu/om$ to h ?+s m or less 8 own way4 ,?is g5tleman1 :o be=e he w5t gave u 8 c>d1 imm$iately op5$ up conv]sation bo? ) u & ) our neighb\rs1 address+ 8 rem>ks alt]nately & imp>tially to ea*4 ,he said he 0 an ,italian :o _h ! pr(\nde/ admiration = ,engl&4 ,i said at once-- 8,lei non pu am>e l',+hilt]ra pi *e io amo ed ammiro l',italia40 ,! ,mann+-,p>ry b>ri/] look$ up ) an air ( slightly (f5d$ surprise4 ,conv]sation 0 f ?is po9t c>ri$ on betwe5 bo? p>ties ?r\gh ! ,italian :o act$1 z ,gog9 said aft]w>ds1 l "o ( ^? /ones 9 times ( plague on :i* p f ! c\ntry put _! butt] & eggs & p f ! t[n _! money4 ,by & by deal+s became m direct betwe5 u & at la/1 ,i "k n h[1 ,i f\nd myself 9 full discussion ) ! eld] b>ri/] z to :e!r ,jean ,van ,eyck's picture 9 ! ,national ,gall]y commonly call$ 8,portrait ( ,john ,arnolf9i & 8 ,wife0 %\ld n prop]ly be held to be a portrait ( ,van ,eyck himself 7:i*1 by ! way1 ,i suppose !re is no d\bt t x %\ld n1 ?\gh ,i h nev] gone into ! evid5ce = ! pres5t inscription74 ,!n !y spoke ( ! tricks ( light practis$ by ,de ,hooghe2 s we rebell$1 & said ,de ,hooghe _h no tricks--no "o less--& t :at !y call$ trick 0 only obs]vation & direct r5d]+ ( nature4 ,!n !y applaud$ ,t9toretto1 & s did we1 b /ill z m5 :o 7 b[+ ! knee to ,baal4 ,we put 9 a ^w = ,gaud5zio ,f]r>i1 b !y _h nev] he>d ( him4 ,!n !y play$ ,raffaelle z a safe c>d & we said he 0 a ma/] ( l9e & a facile decorator1 b no?+ m4 ,on ?is all ! fat 0 9 ! fire1 = !y _h inve/$ 9 ,raffaelle z believ+ him to be ! ,?ree p] ,c5ts ( arti/ic securities4 ,did ,i n l ! 8,madonna di ,s4 ,si/o08 ,i said1 8,no40 ,i said ! l>ge photo look$ well at a di/ance because ! "w 0 s conceal$ "u a d>k & sloppy glaze t any "o might see into x pretty mu* :at "o *ose to br+1 :ile ! small photo look$ well because x _h ga9$ s greatly by r$uction4 ,i said ! ,*ild 0 all v well z a *ild b a failure z a ,*ri/1 z all infant ,*ri/s mu/ be to ! end ( "t4 ,i said ! ,pope & female sa9t1 :oev] %e 01 7 commonplace1 z also ! angels at ! bottom4 ,i admitt$ ! beauty ( l9e 9 ! ,virg9's drap]y & also t ! "w 0 an effective piece ( decoration1 b ,i said x 0 n inspir$ by devotional or s]i\s feel+ ( any k9d & = impressiv5ess c\ld n hold its own ) ev5 a v av]age ,madonna by ,giovanni ,bell9i4 ,!y appeal$ to ! ,italian1 b he said !re 0 a great reaction aga9/ ,raffaelle 9 ,italy n[ & t few ( ! y\ng] m5 ?\ght ( him z _! fa!rs _h done4 ,gog91 ( c\rse1 back$ me up1 s !y 7 9 a m9ority4 ,x 0 n at all :at !y expect$ or 7 accu/om$ to4 ,i yield$ :]ev] ,i c\ld & nev] diff]$ )\t giv+ a reason :i* !y c\ld und]/&4 ,!y mu/ h se5 t !re 0 no malice prep5se1 b x always came r\nd to ?is 9 ! end t we did n agree ) !m4 ,!n !y play$ ,leon>do ,da ,v9ci4 ,i _h n int5d$ say+ h[ cordially ,i dislike him1 b pres5tly !y became en?usia/ic ab\t ! head ( ! ,virg9 9 ! 8,vi]ge aux ,ro*]s0 9 our ,gall]y4 ,i said ,leon>do _h n succe$$ ) ?is head2 he _h succe$$ ) ! angel's head l[] d[n to ! "r 7,i ?9k7 ( ! picture1 b _h fail$ ) ! ,madonna4 ,!y did n l my talk+ ab\t ,leon>do ,da ,v9ci z n[ succe$+ & n[ fail+1 j l o!r p4 ,i said x 0 p]haps =tunate t we knew ! 8,la/ ,supp]0 only by engrav+s & might fancy ! orig9al to h be5 m full ( individuality ?an ! engrav+s are1 & ,i greatly que/ion$ :e!r ,i %\ld h lik$ ! "w if ,i _h se5 x z x 0 :5 ,leon>do left x4 ,z = 8 c>icatures he %\ld n h done !m1 mu* less pres]v$ !m2 ! fact ( 8 hav+ set /ore by !m 0 en\gh to %[ t !re 0 a screw loose ab\t him some:]e & t he _h no s5se ( hum\r4 ,/ill1 ,i admitt$ t ,i lik$ him bett] ?an ,i did ,mi*ael ,angelo4 ,:atev] we t\*$ ^u ! same fatality att5d$ u4 ,=tunately nei!r evolution nor politics came "u discussion1 nor yet1 happily1 music1 or !y w\ld h prais$ ,bee?ov5 & v likely ,m5delssohn too4 ,!y did beg9 to run ,nuremb]g & x 0 on ! tip ( my tongue to say1 8,yes1 b !re's ! flav\r ( ,fau/ & ,goe!02 h[ev]1 ,i did n4 ,9 c\rse ( "t ! sance end$1 ?\gh n till ne>ly t5 o'clock1 & we all w5t to b$4 ,next morn+ we saw !m at breakfa/ & !y 7 q tame4 ,z ,gog9 said aft]w>ds3 8,!y came & sat on our f+]s & ate crumbs out ( our h&s40 #ahhg4 ,at ,montreuil-sur-,m] ,jones & ,i lun*$ at ! ,htel de ,france :]e we f\nd ev]y?+ v good4 ,z we 7 go+ out1 ! l&lady1 gett+ on t[>ds eighty1 ) a booki% nose1 pale blue eyes & a ,giovanni ,bell9i's ,lor$ano ,lor$ani k9d ( expression1 came up to u & said1 9 sweetly apologetic acc5ts3-- 8,avez-v\s donc djeun peu prs selon vos ides1 ,messieurs80 ,x w\ld h be5 too mu* = h] to suppose t %e _h be5 able to give u a repa/ t _h fully realis$ our ideals1 /ill %e hop$ t ^! _h be51 at any rate1 adumbrat$ 9 ! lun*eon %e _h provid$4 ,de> old ?+3 ( c\rse !y _h & a great deal m ?an adumbrat$4 #bf ,decemb]1 #aija4 ,,xvii ,mat]ial = a ,project$ ,sequel to ,alps & ,sanctu>ies ,mrs4 ,d[e on ,alps & ,sanctu>ies ,,aft] read+ ,alps & ,sanctu>ies ,mrs4 ,d[e said to ,ball>d3 8,y seem to he> him talk+ to y all ! "t y are read+40 ,i don't ?9k ,i ev] he>d a criticism ( my books :i* pleas$ me bett]1 especially z ,mrs4 ,d[e is "o ( ! wom5 ,i h always lik$4 ,n to be ,omitt$ ,i mu/ get 9 ab\t ! p "o meets4 ,! man :o did n l p>rots because !y 7 too intellig5t4 ,& ! man :o told me t ,h&el's ,messiah 0 8trs *ic10 & ! smell ( ! cyclam5s 8/up5d\s40 ,& ! man :o said x 0 h>d to ?9k ! _w 0 n m ?an #fjjj ye>s old1 & we enc\rag$ him by tell+ him we ?\ght x mu/ be ev5 m ?an #gjjj4 ,& ! ,engli% lady :o said ( "s "o t 8be+ an arti/1 y "k1 ( c\rse he _h a great deal ( poetical feel+40 ,& ! man :o 0 sket*+ & said he _h a v good eye = col\r 9 ! light1 b w\ld ,i be good en\gh to tell him :at col\r 0 be/ = ! %ad[s4 8,an amateur10 he said1 8might d v dec5t ?+s 9 wat]-col\r1 b oils require g5ius40 ,s ,i said3 8,:at is g5ius80 8,millet's picture ( ! ,angelus sold = #gjj1jjj francs4 ,n[ t10 he said1 8is g5ius40 ,aft] :i* ,i 0 v civil to him4 ,at ,bell9zona a man told me t "o ( ! two t[]s 0 built by ! ,visconti & ! o!r by ,julius ,cs>1 a hundr$ ye>s e>li]4 ,s1 poor old ,mrs4 ,b>ratt at ,lang> c\ld conceive no long] "t ?an a hundr$ ye>s4 ,! ,trojan w> did n la/ t5 ye>s1 b t5 ye>s 0 z big a lie z ,hom] knew4 ,we w5t ov] ! ,albula ,pass to ,/4 ,moritz 9 two dilig5ces & c\ld n settle :i* 0 tonic & :i* 0 dom9ant2 b ! c>riage beh9d u 0 ! relative m9or4 ,!re 0 a picture 9 ! d9+-room b we c\ld n get ne> en\gh to see x2 we ?\ght x mu/ be ei!r ,*ri/ disput+ ) ! ,doctors or ,l\is ,,xvi say+ f>ewell to 8 family--or some?+ ( t sort4 ,! ,sacro ,monte at ,v>ese ,! ,sacro ,monte is a k9d ( ecclesia/ical ,ro%]ville ,g>d5s1 em95tly ! place to sp5d a happy day4 ,! processions 7 be/ at ! la/ "p ( ! asc5t2 !re 7 pilgrims1 all deck$ out ) col\r$ fea!rs1 & prie/s & bann]s & music & crimson & gold & :ite & glitt]+ brass aga9/ ! cl\dless blue sky4 ,! old prie/ sat at 8 op5 w9d[ to receive ! (f]+s ( ! dev\t z !y pass$1 b he did n seem to get m ?an a few bamb9i modell$ 9 wax4 ,p]haps he 0 us$ to x4 ,& ! b& play$ ! b>occo music on ! b>occo little piazza & we 7 all b>occo toge!r4 ,x 0 z ?\gh ! cl]gym5 at ,ladywell _h giv5 out t1 in/ead ( hav+ s]vice z usual1 ! congregation w\ld g 9 procession to ! ,cry/al ,palace ) all _! traps1 & t ! b& _h be5 practis+ 8,wait till ! cl\ds roll by0 = "s "t1 & on ,sunday1 z a great treat1 !y %\ld h x4 ,! ,pope has issu$ an ord] say+ he w n h masses writt5 l op]as4 ,x is no use4 ,! ,pope c d mu*1 b he w n be able to get contrapuntal music into ,v>ese4 ,he w n be able to get any?+ m solemn ?an ,la ,fille de ,madame ,angot into ,v>ese4 ,z = fugues--6 ,i w\ld z soon take an ,engli% bi%op to ! ,surrey pantomime z to ! ,sacro ,monte on a fe/a4 ,!n ! pilgrims w5t into ! %ad[ ( a great rock beh9d ! sanctu>y1 spread !mselves out ov] ! grass & d9$4 ,! ,alb]go ,grotta ,crimea ,! entrance to ?is hotel at ,*iav5na is ?r\gh a cov]$ c\rt-y>d2 /eps lead up to ! ro( ( ! c\rt-y>d1 :i* is a t]race :]e "o d9es 9 f9e wea!r4 ,a great tree gr[s 9 ! c\rt-y>d bel[1 its trunk pi]ces ! floor ( ! t]race1 & its bran*es %ade ! op5-air d9+-room4 ,! walls ( ! h\se are pa9t$ 9 fresco1 ) a *eck patt]n l ! late ,"l ,br\gham's tr\s]s1 & !re are also pictures4 ,"o repres5ts ,m5delssohn4 ,he is n call$ ,m5delssohn1 b ,i knew him by 8 legs4 ,he is 9 ! co/ume ( a d&y ( "s five-&-=ty ye>s ago1 is smok+ a cig> & appe>s to be mak+ an (f] ( m>riage to 8 cook4 #bfa ,d[n bel[ is a fresco ( a man sitt+ on a b>rel ) a glass 9 8 h&4 ,a m absolutely worldly m9d$1 uncultur$ individual x w\ld be impossible to conceive4 ,:5 ,i saw ^! frescoes ,i knew ,i %\ld get along all "r & n be ov]-*>g$4 ,public ,op9ion ,! public buys its op9ions z x buys its meat1 or takes 9 its milk1 on ! pr9ciple t x is *eap] to d ?is ?an to keep a c[4 ,s x is1 b ! milk is m likely to be wat]$4 ,^! ,notes ,i make !m "u ! impression t ,i may use !m 9 my books1 b ,i nev] d unless ,i happ5 to rememb] !m at ! "r "t4 ,:5 ,i wrote 8,rambl+s 9 ,*eapside0 9 ! ,univ]sal ,review1 repr9t$ 9 ,essays on ,life1 ,art & ,sci5ce ! prec$+ note ab\t ,public ,op9ion w\ld h come 9 admirably2 x 0 9 my pocket1 9 my little black note-book1 b ,i =got all ab\t x till ,i came to po/ my pocket-book into my note-book4 ,! ,wife ( ,ba? ,!re are ,cant]bury ,pilgrims e ,sunday 9 summ] :o />t f close to ! old ,tab>d1 only !y g by ! ,s\?-,ea/]n ,railway & come back ! same day = five %ill+s4 ,&1 :at is m1 !y are j ! same sort ( p4 ,if !y d n g to ,cant]bury !y g by ! ,clacton ,belle to ,clacton-on-,sea4 ,!re is n a ,sunday ! :ole summ] ?r\gh b y may f9d all ,*auc]'s pilgrims1 man & woman = man & woman1 on bo>d ! ,"l ( ! ,isles or ! ,clacton ,belle4 ,:y1 ,i h se5 ! ,wife ( ,ba? on ! ,"l ( ! ,isles myself4 ,%e 0 eat+ h] lun*eon (f an ,ally ,slop]'s ,half-,holiday1 :i* 0 spread out ^u h] knees4 ,:e!r x 0 ,i :o _h _h too mu* be] or %e ,i _c tell1 ,god kn[e?2 & :e!r or no ,i 0 caught up into ,p>adise1 aga9 ,i _c tell2 b ,i c]ta9ly did he> unspeakable words :i* x is n lawful = a man to utt]1 & t n above f\rte5 ye>s ago b ! v la/ ,sunday t ev] 04 ,! ,wife ( ,ba? he>d !m too1 b %e nev] turn$ a hair4 ,luckily ,i _h my detective cam]a ) me1 s ,i snapp$ h] !re & !n4 ,%e put h] h& up to h] m\? at t v mom5t & r spoil$ h]self1 b n mu*4 #ahia4 ,horace at ! ,po/-,(fice 9 ,rome ,:5 ,i 0 9 ,rome la/ summ] :om %\ld ,i meet b ,horace4 ,i did n "k him at fir/1 & told him enquir+ly t ! po/-(fice 0 9 ! ,piazza ,v5ezia8 ,he smil$ b5ignly1 %rugg$ 8 %\ld]s1 said 8,prego0 & po9t$ to ! po/-(fice itself1 :i* 0 ov] ! way &1 ( c\rse1 9 ! ,piazza ,s4 ,silve/ro4 ,!n ,i knew him4 ,i believe he w5t /raight home & wrote an epi/le to ,mecnas1 or :atev] ! man's "n 01 ask+ h[ x comes ab\t t p :o travel hundr$s ( miles to see ?+s c nev] see :at is all ! "t "u _! noses4 ,9 fact1 ,i saw him take out 8 note-book & beg9 mak+ notes at once4 ,he ne$ n talk4 ,he 0 n a good man ( bus9ess & ,i d n believe 8 books sold mu* bett] ?an my own4 ,b ?is does n matt] to him n[1 = he has n ! fa9te/ idea t he ev] wrote any ( !m &1 m likely ?an n1 has nev] ev5 refre%$ 8 memory by read+ !m4 ,bee?ov5 at ,faido & at ,b\logne ,i h twice se5 p s unmi/akably l ,bee?ov5 7j z ,madame ,patey is unmi/akably l ,h&el & only wants dress+ 9 co/ume to be ! image ( him n 9 features only b 9 figure & air & mann]7 t ,i always ?9k ( !m z ,bee?ov54 ,once1 at ,faido 9 ! ,val ,lev5t9a1 9 #ahgf or #ahgg1 :5 ! eng9e]s 7 !re survey+ = ! tunnel1 !re 0 among !m a r f9e-look+ "y ,g]man ) wild1 g+] hair t rang out to ! wild sky l ! bells 9 ,9 ,memoriam1 & a /rong ,edmund ,gurney cut1 #bfc :o play$ ,wagn] & 0 great ^u ! ov]ture to ,loh5gr92 z = ,h&el--he 0 n wor? consid]ation1 etc4 ,well1 ?is "y man r took a fancy to me & ,i did n dislike him1 b "o day1 to tease him1 ,i told him t a little insignificant-look+ eng9e]1 ! mo/ commonplace mortal imag9able1 :o 0 sitt+ at ! head ( ! table1 0 l ,bee?ov54 ,he 0 v l him inde$1 & ,mll] saw x1 smil$ & flu%$ at ! same "t4 ,he 0 %ort1 gett+ on 9 ye>s & 0 a little ?ick1 ?\gh n fat4 ,a few days aft]w>ds he w5t away & ,mll] & ,i happ5$ to meet 8 box--an enorm\s cube ( a trunk--com+ d[n ! /airs4 8,t's ,bee?ov5's box10 said ,mll] to me4 8,oh10 ,i said1 &1 look+ at x curi\sly = a mom5t1 ask$ gravely1 8,& is he inside x80 ,x seem$ to fit him & to correspond s p]fectly ) him 9 e way t "o felt z ?\gh if he 7 n inside x he ought to be4 ,! second "t 0 at ,b\logne ?is spr+4 ,!re 7 ?ree ,g]mans at ! ,htel de ,p>is :o sat toge!r1 w5t 9 & out toge!r1 smok$ toge!r & did ev]y?+ z ?\gh !y 7 a unity 9 tr9ity & a tr9ity 9 unity4 ,we settl$ t !y mu/ be ! ,heckmann ,qu>tet1 m9us ,heckmann3 we _h n ! smalle/ reason = ?9k+ ?is b we settl$ x at once4 ,! middle "o ( ^! 0 l ,bee?ov5 also4 ,on ,ea/] ,sunday1 aft] d9n]1 :5 he 0 a little--well1 x 0 aft] d9n] & 8 hair w5t r mad--,jones said to me3 8,d y see t ,bee?ov5 has got into ! po/hum\s qu>tet /age80 #ahhe4 ,silvio ,9 ! autumn ( #ahhd1 ,butl] sp5t "s "t at ,promontogno & ,soglio 9 ! ,val ,bregaglia1 sket*+ & mak+ notes4 ,among ! *ildr5 ( ! ,italian families 9 ! alb]go 0 ,silvio1 a boy ( t5 or twelve4 ,he knew a little ,engli% & 0 v fond ( poetry4 ,he c\ld repeat1 8,h[ do? ! little buzzy bee40 ,! poem :i* pleas$ him be/1 h[ev]1 03 ,hey diddle diddle1 ,! ,cat & ! ,fiddle1 ,! ,c[ jump$ ov] ! ,moon4 ,!y _h no?+1 he said1 9 ,italian lit]ature s good z ?is4 ,silvio us$ to talk to ,butl] :ile he 0 sket*+4 8,& y %all read ,longfell[ mu* 9 ,engl&80 8,no10 ,i repli$1 8,i don't ?9k we read him v mu*40 8,b h[ is t8 ,he is a v pretty poet40 8,oh yes1 b ,i don't greatly l poetry myself40 8,:y don't y l poetry80 8,y see1 poetry resembles metaphysics1 "o does n m9d "o's own1 b "o does n l any "o else's40 8,oh6 ,& :at y call metaphysic80 ,?is 0 too mu*4 ,x 0 l ! lady :o attribut$ ! decl9e ( ! ,italian op]a to ! fact t s+]s w\ld no long] 8podge0 _! voices4 8,& :at1 pray1 is #8podg+'80 enquir$ my in=mant ( ! lady4 8,:y1 don't y und]/& :at #8podg+' is8 ,well1 ,i don't "k t ,i c exactly tell y1 b ,i am sure ,edi? & ,blan*e podge beautifully40 ,h[ev]1 ,i said t metaphysics 7 la filos(ia & ?is quiet$ him4 ,he left poetry & turn$ to prose4 8,!n y %all l mu* ! works ( ,wa%+ton ,irv+80 ,i 0 griev$ to say t ,i did n2 b ,i dislike ,wa%+ton ,irv+ s cordially t ,i det]m9$ to *ance ano!r 8,no40 8,!n y %all l bett] ,f5imore ,coop]80 ,i 0 becom+ reckless4 ,i c\ld n g on say+ 8,no0 aft] 8,no10 & yet to ask me to be ev] s little en?usia/ic ab\t ,f5imore ,coop] 0 lay+ a burd5 ^u me heavi] ?an ,i c\ld be>1 s ,i said ,i did n l him4 8,oh1 ,i see10 said ! boy2 8!n x is ,uncle ,tom's ,cab9 t y %all l80 ,"h ,i gave 94 ,m 8,noes0 ,i c\ld n say1 s1 ?9k+ ,i might z well be hung = a %eep z = a mutton *op1 ,i said t ,i ?\ght ,uncle ,tom's ,cab9 "o ( ! mo/ wond]ful & beautiful books t ev] 7 writt54 ,hav+ got at a writ] :om ,i admir$1 he 0 satisfi$1 b n = long4 8,& y ?9k v mu* ( ! !ories ( ,d>w9 9 ,engl&1 d y n80 ,i groan$ inw>dly & said we did4 8,& :at are ! !ories ( ,d>w980 ,imag9e :at foll[$6 ,aft] :i*3 8,:y d y n l poetry8--,y %all h a v good univ]sity 9 ,london80 & s on4 ,sunday ,morn+ at ,soglio ,! qu>ant9e m5 sat on ! wall1 dangl+ _! legs ov] ! p>apet & s++ ! same old tune ov] & ov] aga9 & ! same old words ov] & ov] aga94 8,fu tradito1 fu tradito da una donna40 ,to !m x 0 a holiday4 ,two gnomes came along & look$ at me4 ,i ask$ ! fir/ h[ old x 02 x said f\rte54 ,!y bo? look$ ab\t eight4 ,i said t ! flies & ! f[ls ought to be put into qu>ant9e1 & ! gnomes gr9n$ & %[$ _! tee? till ! corn]s ( _! m\?s met at ! backs ( _! heads4 ,! skeleton ( a bird 0 nail$ up aga9/ a b>n1 & ,i said to a man3 8,aquila80 ,he repli$3 8,aquila10 & ,i pass$ on4 ,! village boys came r\nd me & sigh$ :ile !y wat*$ me sket*+4 ,& ! wom5 came & exclaim$3 8,oh6 *e te/a1 *e te/a60 ,& ! bells 9 ! w9d[s ( ! campanile began1 & ,i turn$ & look$ up at _! beautiful loll+ & wat*$ _! fitful tumble-ab\t9ess4 ,!y swung op5-m\!d l elephants ) uplift$ trunks1 & ,i wi%$ ,i c\ld h f$ !m ) buns4 ,!y 7 n l ,engli% bells1 & yet !y rang m all ',+lese ?an bells mo/ly d 9 ,italy--!y _h got x1 b !y _h n got x "r4 ,!re us$ to be two cr[s1 & :5 "o disappe>$ ! o!r came to ! h\se :]e x _h n be5 = a mon?4 ,:ile ,i 0 sket*+ x play$ ) a woman :o 0 we$+2 x got on h] back & tri$ to bite h] hat2 !n x got d[n & peck$ at ! nails 9 h] boots & tri$ to /eal !m4 ,x let h] cat* x1 & !n made a little fuss1 b x did n fly away :5 %e let x g1 x cont9u$ play+ ) h]4 ,!n x came to exploit me b w\ld n come close up4 ,signor ,sc>tazz9i says x w play ) all ! wom5 ( ! place b n ) m5 or boys1 except ) him4 ,!n !re came a monk & pass$ by me1 & ,i knew ,i _h se5 him be=e b c\ld n ?9k :]e till1 ( a sudd51 x fla%$ across me t he 0 ,valoroso ,,xxiv1 ,k+ ( ,paphlagonia1 no d\bt expiat+ 8 (f5ces4 ,& ,i wat*$ ! ants t 7 busy ne> my feet1 & li/5$ to !m z !y talk$ ab\t me & discuss$ :e!r man has in/9ct4 8,:at is he do+ "h80 !y said2 8he wasn't "h ye/]day4 ,c]ta9ly !y h no in/9ct4 ,!y may h a l[ k9d ( reason1 b no?+ approa*+ to in/9ct4 ,"s ( ! ,london h\ses %[ signs ( in/9ct--,g[] ,/reet1 = example1 does really seem to sugge/ in/9ct2 b x is all delusive4 ,x is curi\s t ^! cities ( !irs %\ld always exi/ 9 places :]e !re are no ants4 ,!y c]ta9ly an?ropomorphise too freely4 ,or is x p]haps t we =micomorphise m ?an we %\ld80 ,& ,silvio came by on 8 way to *ur*4 ,x 0 he :o taught all ! boys 9 ,soglio to make a noise4 ,be=e he came up !re 0 no s\nd to be he>d 9 ! /reets1 except ! f\nta9s & ! bells4 ,i ask$ him :e!r ! curate 0 good to him4 8,si10 he repli$1 8 abba/anza buono40 ,i %\ld ?9k ,auld ,rob9 ,gray 0 8abba/anza buono0 to ,mrs4 ,gray4 ,"o ( ! little girls told me t ,silvio _h s _m c5tesimi & %e _h none4 ,i said at once3 8,y don't want any c5tesimi40 ,z soon z ^! words fell f my lips1 ,i knew ,i mu/ be gett+ old4 ,& pres5tly ! ,devil came up to me4 ,he 0 a nice1 clean old man1 b he dropp$ 8 h's1 & t 0 :]e he spoil$ himself--or p]haps x 0 j ?is t ?rew me (f my gu>d1 = ,i _h always he>d t ! ,pr9ce ( ,d>kness 0 a p]fect g5tleman4 ,he :isp]$ to me t 9 ! w9t] ! monks ( ,/4 ,b]n>d sometimes say mat9s ov]night4 ,! blue ( ! m\nta9s looks blu] ?r\gh ! *e/nuts ?an ?r\gh ! p9es4 ,! riv] is sn[y aga9/ ! 8,v]di prati e selve am5e40 ,! great fat tobacco plant agrees ) itself if n ) u2 ,i nev] saw any plant look 9 bett] heal?4 ,! bri> kn[s p]fectly well :at x wants to d & t x does n want to be di/urb$2 x kn[s1 9 fact1 all t x c>es to "k4 ,! "q is h[ & :y x got to c>e to "k j ^! ?+s & no o!rs4 ,two *eeky goats came tumbl+ d[n ^u me & dem&$ salt1 & ! man came f ! saw-mill &1 ) 8 great br[n h&s1 scoop$ ! mud f ! dams ( ! rills t wat]$ 8 mead[1 = ! h\r _h come :5 x 0 8 turn to use ! /ream4 ,!re 7 c[-bells1 m\nta9 eld]-b]ries & lots ( fl[]s 9 ! grass4 ,!re 0 ! glaci]1 ! ro> ( ! riv] & a pla9tive little *apel on a gre5 knoll "u ! great cliff ( ice :i* cut ! sky4 ,!re 0 a fat1 crumby woman mak+ hay4 ,%e said3 8,buon giorno40 ,& ! 8i o r0 ( ! 8giorno0 came out l oil & honey4 ,i saw %e want$ a gossip4 ,%e & h] husb& tun$ _! scy!s 9 two-"p1 note-aga9/-note c\nt]po9t2 b ,i c\ld he> t x 0 %e :o 0 ! canto f]mo & he :o 0 ! c\nt]po9t4 ,i pe]$ d[n ov] ! edge ( ! /eep slipp]y slope :i* all _h to be m[n f top to bottom2 if hay grew on ! dome ( ,/4 ,paul's ^! dreadful trad]s w\ld ga!r x 91 & pres5tly ! autumn crocuses w\ld beg9 to pu% up _! delicate1 nak$ sn\ts ?r\gh ! closely %av5 surface4 ,i express$ my wond]4 8,siamo esatti10 said ! fat1 crumby woman4 ,= :at little ?+s w n p risk _! lives8 ,s ,smi? & ,i cross$ ! ,rangitata4 ,s ,esau sold 8 bir?right4 ,x 0 noon1 & ,i 0 s %e] above ! floor ( ! valley & ! sun 0 s %e] above me t ! *e/nuts 9 ! mead[ ( ,bondo squatt$ ^u _! own %ad[s & ! g>d5s 7 z ?\gh ! valley _h be5 pav$ ) bricks ( v>i\s col\rs4 ,! old grass-gr[n road ran bel[1 ne>] ! riv]1 :]e _m a good man _h gone up & d[n on 8 j\rney to t l>g] road :]e ! read] & ! writ] %all alike jo9 him4 ,fasc9ation ,i "k a man1 & "o :om p g5]ally call a v clev] "o1 :o1 :5 8 eye cat*es m9e1 if ,i meet him at an at home or an ev5+ p>ty1 beams ^u me f af> ) ! expression ( an intellectual rattlesnake on hav+ espi$ an intellectual rabbit4 ,?r\gh any cr[d t man w come sidl+ t[>ds me1 ru?less & irresi/ible z fate2 :ile ,i1 =ekn[+ my doom1 sidle also him-w>ds1 & flatt] myself t no sign ( my inw>d appreh5sion has escap$ me4 ,supreme ,occasions ,m5 are seldom m commonplace ?an on supreme occasions4 ,i knew ( an old g5tleman :o insi/$ on hav+ ! orig9al polka play$ to him z he lay ^u 8 dea?-b$4 ,9 ! only well-au!nticat$ words ,i h ev] met ) z spok5 by a man :o knew he 0 go+ to be murd]$1 !re is a commonness :i* may almo/ be call$ ,%akespe>ean4 ,!re _h be5 _m murd]s on or ne> "s gold-fields 9 ,new ,zeal& ab\t ! ye>s #ahfc or #ahfd1 ,i =get :]e b ,i ?9k ne> ! ,nelson gold-fields1 & at la/ ! murd]]s 7 tak54 ,"o 0 all[$ to turn ,que5's evid5ce & gave an acc\nt ( ! circum/ances ( ea* murd]4 ,"o ( ! victims1 x appe>$1 on be+ told !y 7 ab\t to kill him1 said3 8,if y murd] me1 ,i %all be f\lly murd]$40 ,:]eupon !y murd]$ him & he 0 f\lly murd]$4 ,x is a mi/ake to expect p to rise to ! occasion unless ! occasion is only a little above _! ord9>y limit4 ,p seldom rise to _! great] occasions1 !y almo/ always fall to !m4 ,x is only supreme m5 :o are supreme at supreme mom5ts4 ,!y diff] f ! re/ ( u 9 ?is t1 :5 ! mom5t = ris+ comes1 !y rise at once & in/9ctively4 ,! ,aurora ,borealis ,i saw "o once 9 ! ,gulf ( ! ,/4 ,lawr5ce (f ! isl& ( ,antico/i4 ,we 7 9 ! middle ( x1 & seem$ to be look+ up ?r\gh a great cone ( light millions & millions ( miles into ! sky4 ,!n we saw x f>!r (f & ! pill>s ( fire /alk$ up & d[n ! face ( heav5 l "o ( ,h&el's great basses4 ,9 front ( my room at ,montreal !re 0 a v]&ah f :i* a rope 0 /ret*$ across a small y>d to a *imney on a /able ro( ov] ! way4 ,clo!s 7 hung to dry on ?is rope4 ,z ,i lay 9 b$ ( a morn+ ,i c\ld see ! %ad[s & reflect$ lights f ^! clo!s mov+ on ! ceil+ z ! clo!s 7 bl[n ab\t by ! w9d4 ,! movem5t ( ^! %ad[s & reflect$ lights 0 exactly t ( ! rays ( an ,aurora ,borealis1 m9us col\r4 ,i c conceive no resemblance m p]fect4 ,!y /alk$ across ! ceil+ ) ! same k9d ( movem5t absolutely4 ,a ,tragic ,expression ,! ?ree occasions :5 ,i h se5 a really tragic expression ^u a face 7 z foll[s3-- 7#a7 ,:5 ,mrs4 ,+lis 9 my room at ,montreal he>d my sausages fry+1 z %e ?\ght1 too furi\sly 9 ! kit*51 %e left me hurri$ly ) a glance1 & ! folds ( h] dress z %e swept out ( ! room 7 ,niobean4 7#b7 ,once at d9n] ,i sat opposite a c]ta9 lady :o _h a ture5 ( s\p be=e h] & also a plate ( ! same to :i* %e _h j help$ h]self4 ,!re 0 meat 9 ! s\p & ,i suppose %e got a bit %e did n l2 in/ead ( leav+ x1 %e swiftly1 /eal?ily1 pick$ x up f h] plate :5 %e ?\ght no "o 0 look+ &1 ) an expression :i* ,mrs4 ,siddons might h /udi$ = a p]=mance ( ,clytemne/ra1 popp$ x back into ! ture54 7#c7 ,!re 0 an al>m ( fire on an emigrant %ip 9 mid-ocean :5 ,i 0 go+ to ,new ,zeal& & ! wom5 ru%$ aft ) faces z 9 a ,massacre ( ! ,innoc5ts4 ,! ,wra? to ,come ,on ! ,monte ,g5]oso a lady :o sat next me at ! table-d'hte 0 compla9+ ( a man 9 ! hotel4 ,%e said he 0 a nuisance because he practis$ on ! viol94 ,i excus$ him by say+ t ,i suppos$ "s "o _h w>n$ him to fly f ! wra? to come1 mean+ t he _h conceptions ( an ideal _w & 0 try+ to get into x4 7,i he>d a man say some?+ l ?is _m ye>s ago & x /uck by me47 ,! ,beauties ( ,nature ,a man told me t at "s ,swiss hotel he _h be5 speak+ en?usia/ically ab\t ! beauty ( ! sc5]y to a ,fr5*man :o said to him3 8,aimez-v\s donc les beauts de la nature8 ,p\r moi je les abborre40 ,! ,late ,k+ ,vittorio ,emanuele ,cavali]e ,negri1 at ,casale-,monf]rato1 told me n long s9ce t :5 he 0 a *ild1 dur+ ! tr\bles ( #ahdh & #ahdi1 ! ,k+ 0 lun*+ ) 8 7,cav4 ,negri's7 fa!r :o _h provid$ ! be/ possible lun*eon 9 hon\r ( 8 gue/4 ,! ,k+ said3 8,i c eat no su* lun*eon 9 times l ^!--give me "s g>lic40 ,! g>lic be+ br\ght1 he ate x along ) a great hun* ( bread1 b w\ld t\* no?+ else4 ,! ,bi%op ( ,*i*e/] at ,faido ,:5 ,i 0 at ,faido 9 ! ,val ,lev5t9a la/ summ] !re 0 a lady !re :o rememb]$ me 9 ,new ,zeal&2 %e _h br\ght h] *ildr5 to ,switz]l& = _! holiday2 good p1 all ( !m4 ,!y _h fri5ds com+ to !m1 a c]ta9 canon & 8 si/]1 & !re 0 a talk t ! ,bi%op ( ,*i*e/] might possibly come too4 ,9 c\rse ( "t ! canon & 8 si/] came4 ,at fir/ ! si/]1 :o 0 put to sit next me at d9n]1 0 bel[ z]o & h] bro!r opposite 0 h>dly less freez+2 b z d9n] wore on !y ?aw$ &1 f reg>d+ me z ! mon/] :i* 9 ! fir/ in/ance !y cle>ly did1 began to see t ,i agre$ ) !m 9 mu* m ?an !y _h ?\ght possible4 ,by & by !y 7 reassur$1 became cordial & prov$ on acqua9tance to be mo/ k9d & good4 ,!y soon saw t ,i lik$ !m1 & ! canon let me take him :]e ,i *ose4 ,i took him to ! place :]e ! ,woodsias gr[ & we f\nd "s spl5did specim5s4 ,i took him to ,mair5go & %[$ him ! d\ble *ancel4 ,com+ back he said ,i _h promis$ to %[ him "s ,alt]nifolium4 ,i /opp$ him & said3 8,"h is "s10 = !re happ5$ to be a bit 9 ! wall by ! side ( ! pa?4 ,?is q f9i%$ ! conque/1 & be=e long ,i 0 giv5 to und]/& t ! bi%op really w\ld come & we 7 to take him pretty ne> ! ,woodsias & n tell him1 & he 0 to f9d !m out = himself4 ,i h no d\bt t ! bi%op _h meant com+ ) ! canon1 b !n ! canon _h he>d f ! ,new ,zeal& lady t ,i 0 !re1 & ?is w\ld n d at all = ! bi%op4 ,anyh[ ! canon _h bett] exploit me by go+ fir/ & see+ h[ bad ,i 04 ,s ! canon came1 said ,i 0 all "r & 9 a c\ple ( days or s ! bi%op & 8 daught]s arriv$4 ,! bi%op did n speak to me at d9n]1 b aft] d9n]1 9 ! salon1 he made an advance 9 ! matt] ( ! newspap] &1 ,i reply+1 he began a conv]sation :i* la/$ ! be/ "p ( an h\r1 & dur+ :i* ,i tru/ ,i behav$ discreetly4 ,!n ,i bade him 8,good-night0 & left ! room4 ,next morn+ ,i saw him eat+ 8 breakfa/ & said 8,good-morn+0 to him4 ,he 0 q ready to talk4 ,we discuss$ ! ,woodsia ,ilv5sis & agre$ t x 0 a my?ical species4 ,x 0 said 9 botany books to gr[ ne> ,guild=d4 ,we dismiss$ ?is ass]tion4 ,b he rem>k$ t x 0 extraord9>y 9 :at odd places we sometimes d f9d plants2 he knew a s+le plant ( ,aspl5ium ,tri*omanes :i* _h no o!r )9 ?irty miles ( x2 x 0 gr[+ on a tomb/one :i* _h come f a long di/ance & f a ,tri*omanes c\ntry4 ,x almo/ seem$ z if ! se$s & g]ms 7 always go+ ab\t 9 ! air & grew :]ev] !y f\nd a suitable environm5t4 ,i said x 0 ! same ) our ?\ghts2 ! g]ms ( all mann] ( ?\ghts & ideas are always float+ ab\t unp]ceiv$ 9 our m9ds & x 0 a/oni%+ sometimes 9 :at /range places !y f\nd ! soil :i* enabl$ !m to take root & gr[ into p]ceiv$ ?\ght & action4 ,! bi%op look$ up f 8 egg & said3 8,t is a v /rik+ rem>k10 & !n he w5t on ) 8 egg z ?\gh if ,i 7 go+ to talk l t he %\ld n play any m4 ,?9k+ ,i 0 n likely to d bett] ?an ?is1 ,i retreat$ imm$iately & w5t away d[n to ,cl>o :]e !re 0 a confirmation & s on to ,bell9zona4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i _h ask$ ! waitress h[ %e lik$ ! bi%op4 8,oh6 beauc\p1 beauc\p10 %e exclaim$1 8et je tr\ve son nez vraim5t noble40 #ahhf4 ,at ,piora ,i am confid5t t ,i h writt5 ! foll[+ note 9 "o or o!r ( ! e>li] ( ^! volumes1 b ,i h se>*$ my preci\s indexes 9 va9 to f9d x4 ,no d\bt z soon z ,i h retold ! /ory ,i %all /umble ^u x4 ,"o day 9 ! autumn ( #ahhf ,i walk$ up to ,piora f ,airolo1 return+ ! same day4 ,at ,piora ,i met a v nice quiet man ^: "n ,i pres5tly discov]$1 & :o1 ,i h s9ce le>n$1 is a well-kn[n & mo/ lib]al employ] ( lab\r some:]e 9 ! nor? ( ,engl&4 ,he told me t he _h be5 induc$ to visit ,piora by a book :i* _h made a great impression ^u him4 ,he c\ld n recollect its title1 b x _h made a great impression ^u him2 nor yet c\ld he recollect ! au?or's "n1 b ! book _h made a great impression ^u him2 he c\ld n rememb] ev5 :at else !re 0 9 ! book2 ! only ?+ he knew 0 t x _h made a great impression ^u him4 ,?is is a good example ( :at is call$ a residu>y impression4 ,:e!r or no ,i told him t ! book :i* _h made su* a great impression ^u him 0 call$ ,alps & ,sanctu>ies 7see ,*ap4 ,,vi71 & t x _h be5 writt5 by ! p]son he 0 address+1 ,i _c tell4 ,x w\ld be v l me to h blurt$ x all out & giv5 him to und]/& h[ =tunate he _h be5 9 meet+ me2 ?is w\ld be s fatally l me t ! *ances are t5 to "o t ,i did x2 b ,i h1 ?ank ,heav51 no recollection ( s9 9 ?is respect1 & h r a /rong impression t1 = once 9 my life1 ,i smil$ to myself & said no?+4 ,at ,f]5t9o ,aft] d9n] ,i ord]$ a c(fee2 ! l&lord1 :o also _h _h 8 d9n]1 ask$ me to be good en\gh to def] x = ano!r ye> & ,i ass5t$4 ,i !n ask$ him :i* 0 ! be/ inn at ,segni4 ,he repli$ t x did n matt]1 t :5 a man _h quattr9i "o alb]go 0 z good z ano!r4 ,i said1 ,no2 t m dep5d$ on :at k9d ( blood 0 runn+ ab\t inside ! alb]gatore ?an on h[ _m quattr9i ! gue/ _h 9 8 pocket4 ,he smil$ & (f]$ me a p9* ( ! mo/ delici\s snuff4 ,8 wife came & cle>$ ! table1 hav+ done :i* %e %$ ! wat] bottle ov] ! floor to keep ! du/ d[n4 ,i am sure %e did x all to all ! bless$ gods t live 9 heav51 ?\gh %e did n say s4 ,! ,imp]fect ,lady ,!re 0 "o at a c\ntry h\se 9 ,sicily :]e ,i 0 /ay+4 ,%e _h be5 l5t to my ho/ = *ange ( air by 8 fri5d ! m>*ese4 ,%e d9$ at table ) u & we all lik$ h] v mu*4 ,%e 0 extremely pretty & n less amiable ?an pretty4 ,9 ord] to rea* ! d9+-room we _h to g ?r\gh h] b$room z also ?r\gh my ho/'s4 ,:5 ! monsignore came1 %e d9$ ) u j ! same1 & ! old prie/ evid5tly did n m9d at all4 ,9 ,sicily !y d n br+ ! sc5t ( ! inc5se across ! d9+-room table4 ,& "o w\ld h>dly expect ! attempt to be made by p :o use ! oa? 8,santo ,diavolo40 ,si5a & ,s4 ,gimignano ,at ,si5a la/ spr+1 pr[l+ r\nd outside ! ca!dral1 we saw an ,engli% ecclesia/ic 9 a /r+$1 sub-%ovel hat4 ,he _h a "y lady ) him1 presumably a daught] or niece4 ,he ey$ u ) mu* ! same incuri\s curiosity z t ) :i* we ey$ him4 ,we pass$ !m & w5t inside ! duomo4 ,h[ f> less impressive is ! int]ior 7inde$ ,i _h almo/ said also ! ext]ior7 ?an t ( ,san ,dom5ico6 ,no?+ palls s soon z ov]-ornam5tation4 ,a few m9utes aft]w>ds my ,"l & ! "y lady came 9 too4 ,x 0 ,sunday & mass 0 be+ celebrat$4 ,! pair pass$ u &1 :5 !y rea*$ ! fr+e ( ! kneel+ folk1 ! bi%op knelt d[n too on ! b>e floor1 kneel+ bolt upright f ! knees1 a few feet 9 front ( :]e we /ood4 ,we saw him & ,i am sure he knew we 7 look+ at him4 ,! lady seem$ to hesitate b1 aft] a m9ute or s1 %e knuckl$ d[n by 8 side & we left !m kneel+ bolt upright f ! knees on ! h>d floor4 ,i always cross myself & g5uflect :5 ,i g into a ,roman ,ca?olic *ur*1 z a m>k ( respect1 b ,jones & ,gog9 say t any "o c see ,i am n an old h& at x4 ,h[ rudim5t>y is ! action ( an old prie/6 ,i saw "o once at ,v5ice 9 ! d9+-room ( ! ,hotel la ,luna :o cross$ himself by a rapid motion ( 8 =k j be=e he began to eat1 & ,miss ,b]?a ,?omas told me %e saw an ,italian lady at ,v>allo at ! table-d'hte cross h]self ) h] fan4 ,i d n cross myself be=e eat+ nor d ,i ?9k x incumb5t ^u me to kneel d[n on ! h>d floor 9 *ur*--p]haps because ,i am n an ,engli% bi%op4 ,we 7 sorry = ?is "o & = 8 "y lady1 b x 0 _! own do+4 ,we !n w5t into ! ,libr]ia to see ! frescoes by ,p9turic*io--:i* we did n l--& sp5t "s little "t 9 att5d+ to !m4 ,on leav+ we 7 told to sign our names 9 a book & did s4 ,z we 7 go+ out we met ! bi%op & 8 lady com+ 92 :e!r !y _h be5 kneel+ all ! "t1 or :e!r !y _h got up z soon we 7 gone & _h sp5t ! "t 9 look+ r\nd ,i _c say1 b1 :5 !y _h se5 ! frescoes1 !y w\ld be told to sign _! names &1 :5 !y sign$1 !y w\ld see ours &1 ,i flatt] myself1 "k :o we 74 ,on return+ to our hotel we 7 able to collect en\gh in=mation to settle 9 our own m9ds :i* p>ticul> bi%op he 04 ,a day or two lat] we w5t to ,poggibonsi1 :i* mu/ h be5 an important place once2 no?+ b ! walls rema9 n[1 ! city )9 !m hav+ be5 raz$ by ,*>les ,v4 ,at ! /ation we took a c>riage1 & our driv]1 ,ulisse ,pogni1 0 a delightful p]son1 second b>itone at ! ,poggibonsi ,op]a & pr9cipal fly-own] ( ! t[n4 ,he drove u up to ,s4 ,gimignano & told u t ! p /ill hold ! figures 9 ,b5ozzo ,gozzoli's frescoes to be portraits ( !mselves & say3 8,t's me10 & 8,t's s & s40 ,( c\rse we w5t to see ! frescoes1 & z we 7 com+ d[n ! ma9 /reet1 f ! ,piazza on :i* ! ,municipio /&s1 :o %\ld be m\nt+ ! incl9e b our bi%op & 8 lady4 ,! mom5t he saw u1 he look$ cross1 /ood /ill & began inspect+ ! tops ( ! h\ses on ! o!r side ( ! /reet2 s also did ! lady4 ,!re 0 no?+ ( ! smalle/ int]e/ 9 ^! & we nei!r ( u _h ! smalle/ d\bt t he 0 emb>rass$ at meet+ u & 0 pret5d+ n to notice u4 ,i h seldom se5 any l attempt m clumsily & fatu\sly done4 ,:e!r he 0 say+ to himself1 8,good ,"l6 t wret* w be putt+ my kneel+ d[n into ano!r ,alps & ,sanctu>ies or ,ex ,voto02 or :e!r x 0 only t we 7 a c\ple ( blackgu>d a!i/s :o contam9at$ ! air all r\nd u1 ,i _c tell2 b on v5tur+ to look back a second or two aft] we _h pass$ !m1 ! bi%op & ! lady _h got a consid]able di/ance away4 ,z we return$ our driv] took u ab\t #d kilometres outside ,poggibonsi to ,san ,luc*ese1 a *ur* ( ! #ab? or #ac? c5tury1 greatly decay$1 b /ill v beautiful & conta9+ a few naf frescoes4 ,he told u he _h sung ! ,sanctus "h at ! fe/a on ! prec$+ ,sunday4 ,9 a room adjo9+ ! *ur*1 =m]ly1 we 7 told1 a refectory1 !re is a v good fresco repres5t+ ! 8,miracul\s ,draught ( ,fi%es0 by ,g]9o da ,pi/oja 7,i ?9k1 b "o =gets ^! names at once unless "o writes !m d[n !n & !re74 ,x is dat$--,i ?9k 7aga967--ab\t #aeji1 betrays ! influ5ce ( ,p]ug9o b is m lively & int]e/+ ?an any?+ ,i "k by t pa9t]1 = ,i _c call him ma/]4 ,x is 9 good pres]vation & des]ves to be bett]1 ?\gh p]haps n v mu* bett]1 kn[n ?an x is4 ,our driv] po9t$ out t ! baskets 9 :i* ! fi%es are be+ collect$ are portraits ( ! baskets /ill 9 use 9 ! neighb\rhood4 ,aft] we _h return$ to ,london we f\nd1 9 ! ,royal ,academy ,exhibition1 a portrait ( our bi%op :i*1 ?\gh n good1 0 q good en\gh to assure u t we _h n be5 mi/ak5 z to 8 diocese4 ,! ,etruscan ,urns at ,volt]ra ,z reg>ds ! way 9 :i* ! ,etruscan arti/s kept to a few /ock subjects1 ?is has be5 s 9 all times & c\ntries4 ,:5 ,*ri/ianity convuls$ ! _w & displac$ ! old] my?ology1 %e did b introduce new subjects ( h] own1 to :i* h] arti/s kept z closely z _! pagan ance/ors _h kept to _! hea!n gods & goddesses4 ,we n[ make believe to h fre$ ourselves f ^! trammels1 b ! dep>ture is m app>5t ?an real4 ,our works ( art fall into a few well-m>k$ gr\ps & ! pictures ( ea* gr\p1 ?\gh diff]+ 9 detail1 pres5t ! same g5]al *>act]s4 ,we h1 h[ev]1 brok5 mu* new gr\nd1 :]eas until ! la/ ?ree or f\r hundr$ ye>s x almo/ seems ei!r z if arti/s _h ?\ght subject a detail b5ea? _! notice1 or publics _h insi/$ on be+ told only :at !y knew already4 ,! pr9ciple ( liv+ only to see & to he> "s new ?+1 & ! o!r pr9ciple ( avoid+ ev]y?+ ) :i* we are n p]fectly famili> are equally old1 equally univ]sal1 equally useful4 ,!y are ! pr9ciples ( cons]vation & accumulation on ! "o h&1 & ( adv5ture1 speculation & progress on ! o!r1 ea* equally indisp5sable4 ,! money has be51 & w probably always be m p]si/5tly 9 ! h&s ( ! fir/ ( ^! two gr\ps4 ,b1 aft] all1 is n money an art8 ,nay1 is x n ! mo/ difficult on e>? & ! p>5t ( all8 ,& if life is %ort & art long1 is n money /ill long]8 ,& are n works ( art1 = ! mo/ "p1 m or less works ( money also8 ,9 s f> z a "w ( art is a "w ( money1 x mu/ n compla9 ( be+ b\nd by ! laws ( money2 9 s f> z x is a "w ( art1 x has no?+ to d ) money &1 aga91 _c compla94 ,x is a great help to ! spectator to "k ! subject ( a picture & n to be bo!r$ ) hav+ to f9d out all ab\t ! /ory4 ,subjects %\ld be su* z ei!r tell _! own /ory in/antly on ! face ( !m1 or ?+s ) :i* all spectators may be suppos$ famili>4 ,x mu/ n be =gott5 t a "w expos$ to public view is address$ to a great _m p & %\ld accord+ly consid] _m p r ?an "o4 ,i saw an ,engli% family n long s9ce look+ at a f9e collection ( ! co9s ( all nations4 ,!y h>dly pret5d$ ev5 to take a languid int]e/ 9 ! ,fr5*1 ,g]man1 ,dut* & ,italian co9s1 b bright5$ up at once on be+ %[n a %ill+1 a flor9 & a half-cr[n4 ,s *ildr5 d n want new /ories2 !y look = old ones4 8,mamma de>1 w y please tell u ! /ory ( #8,! ,?ree ,be>s'80 8,no1 my love1 n to-day1 ,i h told x y v (t5 lately & ,i am busy40 8,v well1 ,mamma de>1 !n we w tell y ! /ory ( #8,! ,?ree ,be>s4'0 ,! ,iliad & ! ,odyssey are only 8,! ,?ree ,be>s0 ^u a l>g] scale4 ,j z ! life ( a man is only ! fission ( two ambas on a l>g] scale4 ,cui non dictus ,hylas pu] et ,latonia ,delos8 ,t 0 no argum5t aga9/ tell+ x aga91 b r = repeat+ x4 ,s p look out 9 ! newspap]s = :at !y "k r ?an = :at !y d n "k1 & ! bett] !y "k x ! m int]e/$ !y are to see x 9 pr9t &1 z a g5]al rule1 unless !y get :at !y expect--or ?9k !y "k already--!y are angry4 ,?is t5d5cy ( our nature culm9ates 9 ! well-kn[n l9es repeat$ = ev] & ev]3 ,! battle ( ! ,nile ,i 0 !re all ! :ile2 ,i 0 !re all ! :ile ,at ! battle ( ! ,nile4 ,! battle ( 4 4 4 ,& s on ad lib4 ,ev5 ?is w please v "y *ildr54 ,z !y gr[ old] !y want to he> ab\t no?+ b 8,! ,?ree ,be>s40 ,z !y mature /ill fur!r !y want ! great] inv5tion & fre] play ( fancy manife/$ by su* p z ,hom] & our we/-end uphol/]]s1 beyond :i* !re is no lib]ty1 b only ecc5tricity & extravagance4 ,s x is ) all fa%ion4 ,fa%ions *ange1 b n radically except aft] convulsion &1 ev5 !n1 ! *ange is m app>5t ?an real1 ! old] fa%ions cont9ually com+ back z new ones4 ,s x is n only z reg>ds *oice ( subject b also z reg>ds treatm5t ( subject )9 ! limits ( ! "w itself1 aft] ! subject is *os54 ,no matt] :e!r ! utt]ance ( a man's inn] m9d is attempt$ by way ( words1 pa9t+1 or music1 ! same pr9ciple und]lies all ^! ?ree arts &1 ( c\rse1 also ^? arts t are ak9 to !m4 ,9 ea* case a man %\ld h b "o subject easily recognisable z ! ma9 motive1 & 9 ea* case he mu/ develop1 treat & illu/rate ?is by means ( episodes & details t are nei!r s ali5 to ! subject z to appe> lugg$ 9 by ! heels1 nor yet s g]mane to x z to be id5tical4 ,! treatm5t gr[s out ( ! subject z ! family f ! p>5ts & ! race f ! family--ea* new-born memb] be+ ! same & yet n ! same ) ^? t h prec$$ him4 ,s x is ) all ! arts & all ! sci5ces--!y fl\ri% be/ by ! addition ( b little new at a "t 9 comp>ison ) ! old4 ,& s1 la/ly1 x is ) ! ars artium itself1 t art ( arts & sci5ce ( sci5ces1 t guild ( arts & crafts :i* is compris$ )9 ea* "o ( u1 ,i mean our bodies4 ,9 ! detail !y are n\ri%$ f day to day by food :i* mu/ n be too ali5 f pa/ food or f ! body itself1 nor yet too g]mane to ei!r2 & 9 ! gross1 t is to say1 9 ! hi/ory ( ! developm5t ( a race or species1 ! evolution is admitt$ly = ! mo/ "p exce$+ly gradual1 by means ( _m g5]ations1 z x 71 ( episodes t are k9dr$ to & yet n id5tical ) ! subject4 ,& :5 we come to ?9k ( x1 we f9d 9 ! evolution ( bodily =m 7:i* along ) modification involves p]si/5ce ( type7 ! explanation :y p]si/5ce ( type 9 subjects *os5 = treatm5t 9 works ( art %\ld be s univ]sal4 ,x is because we are s av]se to great *anges & at ! same "t s av]se to no *ange at all1 t we h a bodily =m1 9 ! ma91 p]si/5t & yet1 at ! same "t1 capable ( modifications4 ,)\t a /rong av]sion to *ange its habits &1 ) its habits1 ! pabulum ( its m9d1 !re w\ld be no fixity ( type 9 any species &1 inde$1 !re w\ld be no life at all1 z we are accu/om$ to ?9k ( life1 = organs w\ld disappe> be=e !y c\ld be develop$1 & to try to build life on su* a %ift+ f\ndation w\ld be z hopeless z x w\ld be to try & build a mat]ial build+ on an actual quicks&4 ,h5ce ! habits1 cries1 abodes1 food1 hopes & fe>s ( ea* species 7& :at are ^! b ! realities ( :i* human arts are z ! %ad[87 tell ! same old tales 9 ! same old ways f g5]ation to g5]ation1 & x is only because !y d s t !y appe> to u z species at all4 ,return+ n[ to ! ,etruscan c9]>y urns--,i h no d\bt t1 p]haps ?ree or f\r ?\s& ye>s h5ce1 a collection ( ! tomb/ones f "s ( our suburban cemet]ies w be ?\ght exce$+ly int]e/+1 b ,i confess to hav+ f\nd ! urns 9 ! ,museum at ,volt]ra a little monoton\s &1 aft] look+ at ab\t ?ree urns1 ,i hurri$ ov] ! rema9+ #cig z fa/ z ,i c\ld4 #ahhi4 ,! ,quick & ! ,dead ,! walls ( ! h\ses 9 an ,italian village are built ( brick & ! ro(s are cov]$ ) /one4 ,!y call ! /one 8vivo40 ,x is z ?\gh !y ?\ght bricks 7 l veal or mutton & /ones l bits out ( ! liv+ calf or %eep4 #bgi ,! ,grape-,filt] ,:5 ! wat] ( a place is bad1 x is safe/ to dr9k none t has n be5 filt]$ ?r\gh ei!r ! b]ry ( a grape1 or else a tub ( malt4 ,^! are ! mo/ reliable filt]s yet inv5t$4 ,b]toli & 8 ,bees ,giacomo ,b]toli ( ,v>allo-,sesia keeps a wat* & clock %op 9 ! /reet4 ,he is a *e]y little old g5tleman1 ?\gh ,i d n see :y ,i %\ld call him old = ,i d\bt 8 be+ s old z ,i am4 ,he & ,i h be5 v good fri5ds = ye>s & he is always among ! fir/ to welcome me :5 ,i g to ,v>allo4 ,he is "o ( ! mo/ fam\s bee-ma/]s 9 ,europe4 ,he keeps "s ( 8 bees dur+ ! w9t] at ,camasco n v f> f ,v>allo1 o!rs 9 o!r places ne> & moves !m up to ,alagna1 at ! head ( ! ,val ,sesia1 t[>ds ! end ( ,may t !y may make _! honey f ! spr+ fl[]s--& excell5t honey !y make4 ,ab\t a =tnight ago ,i happ5$ to meet him br++ d[n t5 ( 8 hives4 ,he 0 walk+ 9 front & 0 imm$iately foll[$ by two wom5 ea* ) crates on _! backs1 & ea* c>ry+ five hives4 ,!y seem$ to me to be ord9>y deal boxes1 op5 at ! top1 b cov]$ ov] ) gauze :i* w\ld keep ! bees 9 b n exclude air4 ,i ask$ him if ! bees m9d$ ! j\rney1 & he repli$ t !y 7 v angry & _h a great deal to say ab\t x2 he 0 sure to be /ung :5 he let !m out4 ,he said x 0 8un lavoro improbo10 & co/ him a great deal ( anxiety4 8,! ,lo/ ,*ord0 ,x %\ld be 8,! ,lo/ ,progression10 = ! "y lady 0 mi/ak5 9 suppos+ %e _h ev] he>d any s+le *ord 8l ! s\nd ( a great ,am540 ,unless we are to suppose t %e _h already f\nd ! *ord ( ,c ,major = ! f9al syllable ( ! ^w & 0 seek+ ! *ord = ! fir/ syllable2 & !re %e is on ! walls ( a ,milanese re/aurant arpeggio+ exp]im5tal h>monies 9 a transport ( delight to adv]tise ,somebody & ,someone's pianos & hold+ ! l\d p$al solidly d[n all ! "t4 ,h] family _h always be5 unsympa!tic ab\t h] music4 ,!y said x 0 l a loose bundle ( fire-wood :i* y nev] c get across ! room )\t dropp+ /icks2 !y said %e w\ld h be5 s mu* bett] employ$ do+ any?+ else4 ,fancy be+ 9 ! room ) h] :ile %e 0 /rumm+ ab\t & hunt+ aft] h] *ord6 ,fancy be+ 9 heav5 ) h] :5 %e _h f\nd x6 ,introduction ( ,=eign ,plants ,i h br\ght back ?is ye> "s m\nta9 auriculas & ! se$ ( "s salvia & ,fusio tig]-lily1 & mean to plant ! auriculas & to s[ ! se$s 9 ,epp+ ,=e/ & else:]e r\nd ab\t ,london4 ,i wi% p w\ld m g5]ally br+ back ! se$s ( pleas+ =eign plants & introduce !m broadca/1 s[+ !m by our waysides & 9 our fields1 or 9 :atev] situation is mo/ likely to suit !m4 ,x is true1 ?is w\ld puzzle botani/s1 b !re is no reason :y botani/s %\ld n be puzzl$4 ,a botani/ is a p]son ^: aim is to uproot1 kill & ext]m9ate e plant t is at all rem>kable = r>ity or any special virtue1 & ! r>] x is ! m bitt]ly he w hunt x d[n4 ,sa9t ,cosimo & ,sa9t ,damiano at ,si5a ,sano di ,pietro %[s u a he>tless practical joke play$ by ^! two v naughty sa9ts1 bo? m$ical m51 :o %\ld be uncanonis$ imm$iately4 ,x seems !y laid _! heads toge!r & = "s reason1 be/ kn[n to !mselves1 resolv$ to cut a leg (f a dead negro & put x on to a :ite man4 ,9 ! "o comp>tm5t !y are se5 9 high glee cutt+ ! negro's leg (f4 ,9 ! next !y h gone to ! :ite man :o is 9 b$1 obvi\sly asleep1 & are sub/itut+ ! black leg = 8 own4 ,!n1 no d\bt1 !y w /& beh9d ! door & see :at he does :5 he wakes4 ,!y mu/ be sa9ts because !y h glories on1 b x looks z ?\gh a glory is n mu* m to be reli$ on ?an a gig z a te/ ( respectability4 #ahhi4 ,at ,pi5za ,at ,pi5za1 aft] hav+ se5 ! ,museum ) a cu/ode :om ,i photo$ z be+ m l dea?1 ?\gh 9 excell5t heal? & spirits1 ?an any "o ,i ev] saw1 ,i 0 tak5 to ! lead+ college = "y ladies1 ! ,cons]vatorio di ,s4 ,c>lo1 "u ! direction ( ,signora 7or ,signor9a1 ,i d n "k :i*7 ,cesira ,c>letti1 to see ! wond]ful ,viale ( ! twelf? or ?irte5? c5tury giv5 to ,pi5za by ,pope neas ,sylvius ,piccolom9i 7,pius ,,ii7 & /ol5 a few ye>s s9ce1 b recov]$4 ,signora ,c>letti 0 copy+ p>ts ( x 9 ne$lework1 nor c ,i ?9k t ! orig9al 0 ev] bett] ?an ! p>ts :i* %e _h already done4 ,! "w w\ld take weeks or ev5 mon?s to exam9e ) any fullness1 & volumes to describe4 ,x is z prodigal ( lab\r1 design & col\r z nature h]self is4 ,9 fact x is "o ( ^? ?+s t nature has a "r to d b n art4 ,x fatigues "o to look at x or ?9k ^u x &1 ba?os ?\gh x be to say s1 x won ! fir/ prize at ! ,exhibitions ( ,ecclesia/ical ,art ,"w held a few ye>s ago at ,rome & at ,si5a4 ,x has tak5 ,signora ,c>letti mon?s to d ev5 ! little %e has done1 b t little mu/ be se5 to be believ$1 = no words c d ju/ice to x4 ,hav+ se5 ! ,viale1 ,i 0 %[n r\nd ! :ole e/abli%m5t1 & c imag9e no?+ bett] ord]$4 ,i 0 tak5 ov] ! dormitories--v nice & com=table--&1 f9ally1 n )\t be+ mu* aba%$1 into ! room :]e ! "y ladies 7 engag$ ^u ne$lework4 ,x rem9d$ me ( no?+ s mu* z ( ! ,education ( ! ,virg9 ,*apel at ,oropa4 #bhb ,i 0 tak5 to ea* "y lady & did my be/ to acquit myself prop]ly 9 prais+ h] beautiful "w b1 beautiful z ! "w ( "o & all 01 x c\ld n comp>e ) t ( ,signora ,c>letti4 ,i ask$ h] if %e c\ld n get "s ( ! "y ladies to help h] 9 ! less important p>ts ( h] "w1 b %e said %e pref]r$ do+ x all h]self4 ,!y all look$ well & happy & z ?\gh !y 7 well c>$ =1 z ,i am sure !y are4 ,!n ,signora ,c>letti took me to ! top ( ! h\se to %[ me ! meteorological room ( :i* %e is sup]9t5d5t1 & :i* is 9 connection ) ! ma9 meteorological obs]vatory at ,rome4 ,aga9 ,i f\nd ev]y?+ 9 admirable ord]1 & left ! h\se n a little pleas$ & impress$ ) ev]y?+ ,i _h se54 #ahhi4 ,hom]'s ,hot & ,cold ,spr+s ,! foll[+ extract is tak5 f a memor&um ,butl] made ( a visit he paid to ,greece & ! ,troad 9 ! spr+ ( #ahie4 ,9 ! ,iliad 7xxii4 #ade7 ,hom] m5tions hot & cold spr+s :]e ! ,trojan wom5 us$ to wa% _! clo!s4 ,!re are no su* spr+s ne> ,hiss>lik1 :]e !y ought to be1 b ! ,am]ican ,consul at ! ,d>danelles told ,butl] !re 0 some?+ ( ! k9d on ,m\nt ,ida1 at ! s\rces ( ! ,scam&]1 & he det]m9$ to see !m aft] visit+ ,hiss>lik4 ,he 0 provid$ ) an int]pret]1 ,yak\b1 an att5dant1 ,ahm$1 an escort ( "o soldi] & a horse4 ,he w5t fir/ to ! ,consul's f>m at ,?ymbra1 ab\t five miles f ,hiss>lik1 :]e he sp5t ! night & f\nd x 8all v l a fir/-class ,new ,zeal& %eep-/ation40 ,! next day he w5t to ,hiss>lik & saw no reason = disagree+ ) ! receiv$ op9ion t x is ! site ( ,troy4 ,he !n proce$$ to ,bun>ba%i & s to ,bairemit*1 pass+ on ! way a saw-mill :]e !re 0 a ,gov]nm5t (ficial ) tw5ty soldi]s "u him4 ,?is (ficial 0 mu* int]e/$ 9 ! travell] & direct$ 8 m5 to take c>pets & a di% ( tr\t1 caught t morn+ 9 ! ,scam&]1 & c>ry !m up to ! hot & cold spr+s :ile he himself accompani$ ,butl]4 ,s !y set (f & ! (ficial1 ,ismail1 %[$ him ! way & po9t$ out ! spr+s1 & !re is a long note ab\t ! hot & cold wat]4 ,& n[ let me return to ,ismail ,gusba%i1 ! excell5t ,turki% (ficial :o1 by ! way1 0 ) me dur+ all my exam9ation ( ! spr+s1 & ^: assurances ( _! tw(old temp]ature ,i %\ld h f\nd x impossible to d\bt1 ev5 ?\gh ,i _h n caught "o w>m] cupful myself4 ,8 m51 :ile we 7 at ! spr+s1 _h spread a l>ge ,turkey c>pet on ! fl[]-bespangl$ grass "u ! trees1 & !re 7 ?ree small] rugs at ?ree ( ! corn]s4 ,on ^! ,ismail & ,yak\b & ,i took our places4 ,! o!r two 7 cross-legg$1 b ,i recl9+ anyh[4 ,! sun %imm]$ ?r\gh ! spr+ foliage4 ,i saw two hoopoes & _m beautiful birds ^: names ,i knew n4 ,?r\gh ! trees ,i c\ld see ! sn[-fields ( ,ida f> above me1 b x 0 hopeless to ?9k ( rea*+ !m4 ,! soldi]s & ,ahm$ cook$ ! tr\t & ! eggs all toge!r2 !n we _h boil$ eggs1 bread & *eese &1 ( c\rse1 m lamb's liv] done on skew]s l cats' meat4 ,i ate ) my pocket-knife1 ! o!rs us+ _! f+]s 9 true ,hom]ic fa%ion4 ,:5 we _h put f u 8! desire ( meat & dr9k10 ,ismail began to talk to me4 ,he said he _h n[ = ! fir/ "t 9 8 life f\nd himself 9 famili> conv]sation ) ,wisdom f ! ,we/ 7t 0 me71 & t1 z he greatly d\bt$ :e!r su* ano!r opportunity w\ld be ev] v\*saf$ to him1 he %\ld wi% to consult me ^u a matt] :i* _h greatly ex]cis$ him4 ,he 0 n[ fifty ye>s old & _h nev] m>ri$4 ,sometimes he ?\ght he _h done a wise ?+1 & sometimes x seem$ to him t he _h be5 v fooli%4 ,w\ld ,i k9dly tell him :i* x 0 & advise him z to ! future8 ,i said he 0 address+ "o :o 0 9 mu* ! same condition z himself1 only t ,i 0 "s t5 ye>s old]4 ,we _h a say+ 9 ,engl& t if a man m>ries he w regret x1 & t if he does n m>ry he w regret x4 8,ah60 said ,ismail1 :o 0 lean+ t[>ds me & try+ to cat* e ^w ,i spoke1 ?\gh he c\ld n und]/& a syllable till ,yak\b int]pret$ my ,italian into ,turki%4 8,ah60 he said1 8t is a true ^w40 ,9 my y\ng] days1 ,i said 7may ,heav5 =give me671 ,i _h be5 passionately 9 love ) a mo/ beautiful "y lady1 b--& "h my voice falt]$1 & ,i look$ v sad1 wait+ = ,yak\b to int]pret :at ,i _h said--b x _h be5 ! w ( ,allah t %e %\ld m>ry ano!r g5tleman1 & ?is _h brok5 my he>t = _m ye>s4 ,aft] a "t1 h[ev]1 ,i conclud$ t ^! ?+s 7 all settl$ = u by a high] ,p[]4 8,ah6 t is a true ^w40 8,& s1 my de> sir1 9 y\r case ,i %\ld reflect t if ,allah0 7& ,i rais$ my h& to ,heav57 8_h desir$ y\r be+ m>ri$1 he w\ld h signifi$ 8 w to y 9 "s way t y c\ld h>dly mi/ake4 ,z he does n appe> to h done s1 ,i %\ld recomm5d y to rema9 s+le until y receive "s di/9ct intimation t y are to m>ry40 8,ah6 t is a true ^w40 8,besides10 ,i cont9u$1 8suppose y m>ry a woman ) :om y ?9k y are 9 love & !n f9d out1 aft] y h be5 m>ri$ to h] = ?ree mon?s1 t y d n l h]4 ,?is w\ld be a v pa9ful situation40 8,ah1 yes1 inde$6 t is a true ^w40 8,& if y _h *ildr5 :o 7 good & dutiful1 x w\ld be delightful2 b suppose !y turn$ out disob$i5t & ungrateful--& ,i h kn[n _m su* cases--c\ld any?+ be m di/ress+ to a p>5t 9 8 decl9+ ye>s80 8,ah6 t is a true ^w t y h spok540 8,we h a great ,imaum10 ,i cont9u$1 89 ,engl&2 he is call$ ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury & gives answ]s to p :o are 9 any k9d ( d\bt or difficulty4 ,i knew "o g5tleman :o ask$ 8 advice ^u ! v "q t y h done me ! hon\r ( prop\nd+ to myself40 8,ah6 & :at 0 8 answ]80 8,he told him10 said ,i1 8t x 0 *eap] to buy ! milk ?an to keep a c[40 8,ah6 ah6 t is a mo/ true ^w40 ,"h ,i clos$ ! conv]sation1 & we began pack+ up to make a />t4 ,:5 we 7 ab\t to m\nt1 ,i said to him1 hat 9 h&3 8,sir1 x occurs to me ) great sadness t1 ?\gh y w1 no d\bt1 (t5 revisit ?is lovely spot1 yet x is mo/ c]ta9 t ,i %all nev] d s4 ,promise me t :5 y come "h y w sometimes ?9k ( ! /upid old ,engli%man :o has _h ! pleasure ( lun*+ ) y to-day1 & ,i promise t ,i w (t5 ?9k ( y :5 ,i am at home aga9 9 ,london40 ,he 0 mu* t\*$1 & we />t$4 ,aft] we _h gone ab\t a mile1 ,i sudd5ly miss$ my knife4 ,i knew ,i %\ld want x badly _m a "t be=e we got to ! ,d>danelles1 & ,i knew p]fectly well :]e ,i %\ld f9d x3 s ,i /opp$ ! cavalcade & said ,i mu/ ride back = x4 ,i did s1 f\nd x imm$iately & return$4 ,!n ,i said to ,ismail3 8,sir1 ,i und]/& n[ :y ,i 0 l$ to leave my knife beh9d me4 ,i _h said x 0 c]ta9 ,i %\ld nev] see t en*ant+ spot aga91 b ,i spoke presumptu\sly1 =gett+ t if ,allah0 7& ,i rais$ my h& to ,heav57 8will$ x ,i %\ld assur$ly d s4 ,i am correct$1 & ) great l5i5cy40 ,ismail 0 mu* affect$4 ,! good fell[ imm$iately took (f 8 wat*-*a9 7happily ( brass & ( no intr9sic value7 & gave x me1 assur+ me t x 0 giv5 him by a v de> fri5d1 t he _h worn x = _m ye>s1 & valu$ x greatly--w\ld ,i keep x z a memorial ( himself8 ,=tunately ,i _h ) me a little silv] mat*-box :i* ,alfr$ _h giv5 me & :i* _h my "n engrav$ on x4 ,i gave x to him1 b _h "s difficulty 9 mak+ him accept x4 ,!n we rode on till we came to ! saw-mills4 ,i ord]$ two lambs = ! t5 soldi]s :o _h accompani$ u1 hav+ und]/ood f ,yak\b t ?is w\ld be an acceptable pres5t4 ,& s ,i p>t$ f ?is mo/ k9d & fri5dly g5tleman ) e w>m expression ( cordiality on bo? sides4 ,i s5t him 8 photograph :i* ,i _h tak51 & ,i s5t 8 soldi]s _! gr\ps also--"o = ea* man--& 9 due c\rse ,i receiv$ ! foll[+ lett] ( ?anks4 ,alas6 ,i h nev] writt5 9 answ]4 ,i knew n h[ to d x4 ,i knew1 h[ev]1 t ,i c\ld n keep up a correspond5ce1 ev5 ?\gh ,i wrote once4 ,b few unansw]$ lett]s m (t5 rise up & smite me4 ,h[ ! ,po/ ,(fice p ev] read 8,buet]1 ,ci=z9 ,/40 into 8,butl]1 ,clif=d's ,inn0 ,i _c tell4 ,:at spl5did em5dators ( a corrupt text !y ought to make6 ,b ,i c\ld almo/ wi% t !y _h fail$1 = x has pa9$ me n a little t ,i h n repli$4 ,mr4 ,samuel ,buet]1 ,no4 #ae ,ci=z9 ,/4 ,london1 ,engl&4 ,d>danelles1 ,augu/ #d_/ie4 ,mr4 ,samuel4 ,engl&4 ,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1 ,_m ?anks = ! pho?ograph y h s5d me4 ,x 0 v k9d ( y to ?9k ( me to s5d me ?is tok5 ( y\r remembrance4 ,i c]ta9ly1 appreciate x1 & %all ?9k ( y :5ev] ,i look at x4 ,ah ,my ,de> ,bro!r1 x is impossible = me to =get y4 "u favorable circum/ance ,i confess ,i mu/ pref] y4 ,i h a grate desire to h ! beautifull *ance to meet y4 ,ah !n ) ! te>s ( gladness to be ! result ( ! great love ( our fri5dness ,a my ,sir :at p5 c describe ! meet+ t %all be come ) y\r second visit if x please ,god4 ,x is my pray to ,our ,"l ,god to protect y & to keep y glad & happy = ev]4 ,?\gh we are f> f ea* o!r yet we c speak ) lett]s4 ,?ank ,god to h y\r love ( fri5dness ) me & m9e ) y\r noble p]son4 ,hope+ to he> f y1 ,y\rs truly1 ,,ismayel1 f ,byrami* hiz> memu]ue iuse ba%i4 ,,xviii ,mat]ial = ,ere:on ,revisit$ ,,apologise = ! names 9 ,ere:on4 ,i 0 an unpractis$ writ] & _h no idea ! names c\ld matt] s mu*4 ,give a map %[+ ! geography ( ,ere:on 9 s f> z ! entrance into ! c\ntry goes1 & expla9 some:]e1 if possible1 ab\t ,butl]'s /ones4 ,up z f> z ! top ( ! pass1 :]e ! /atues are1 keeps to ! actual geography ( ! upp] ,rangitata di/rict except t ,i h d\bl$ ! gorge4 ,!re 0 no gorge up above my place ,mesopotamia & ,i want$ "o1 s ,i took ! gorge "s #aj or a doz5 miles l[] d[n & repeat$ x & !n came ^u my own c\ntry aga91 b made x b>e ( grass & useless in/ead ( 7z x actually 07 excell5t c\ntry4 ,bak] & ,i w5t up ! la/ saddle we tri$ & ?\ght x 0 a pass to ! ,we/ ,coa/1 b f\nd x look$ d[n on to ! headwat]s ( ! ,rakaia3 h[ev] we saw a true pass opposite1 j z ,i h describ$ 9 ,ere:on1 only t !re 7 no cl\ds & we nev] w5t /raight d[n z ,i said ,i did1 b took two days go+ r\nd by ,lake ,h]on4 ,& !re is no lake at ! top ( ! true pass4 ,?is is ! pass ov] :i*1 9 consequ5ce ( our report1 ,:itcombe 0 s5t & got dr[n$ on ! o!r side4 ,we w5t up to ! top ( ! pass b f\nd x too r\gh to g d[n )\t m help ?an we _h4 ,i r ?9k ,i h told ?is 9 ,a ,fir/ ,ye> 9 ,cant]bury ,settlem5t1 b am s mu* a%am$ ( t book t ,i d>e n look to see4 ,i don't mean to say t ! lat] books are mu* bett]2 /ill !y are bett]4 ,!y %[ a lot ( /ones on ! ,hokitika pass1 s ,mr4 ,slade told me1 :i* !y call m9e & say ,i int5d$ !m 9 ,ere:on = ! /atues4 ,i nev] saw !m & knew no?+ ab\t !m4 ,ref] to ! agony & settl$ melan*oly ) :i* unborn *ildr5 9 ! womb reg>d bir? z ! ext9ction ( _! be+1 & h[ "s decl>e t !re is a _w beyond ! womb & o!rs d5y ?is4 8,we mu/ all "o day be born10 8,bir? is c]ta90 & s on1 j z we say ( dea?4 ,bir? involves ) x an orig9al s94 ,x mu/ be s91 = ! wages ( s9 is dea? 7:at else1 ,i %\ld l to "k1 is ! wages ( virtue87 & assur$ly ! wages ( bir? is dea?4 ,!y consid] 8wilful procreation10 z !y call x1 mu* z we d murd] & w n all[ x to be a moral ailm5t at all4 ,sometimes a jury w recomm5d to m]cy & sometimes !y br+ 9 a v]dict ( 8ju/ifiable baby-gett+10 b !y treat ^! cases z a rule ) great sev]ity4 ,e baby has a mon? ( heav5 & a mon? ( hell be=e bir?1 s t x may make its *oice ) its eyes op54 ,! h\r ( bir? %\ld be pray$ = 9 ! litany z well z t ( dea?1 & s x w\ld be if we c\ld rememb] ! agony ( horror :i*1 no d\bt1 we felt at bir?--surpass+1 no d\bt1 ! utmo/ agony ( appreh5sion t c be felt on dea?4 ,let automata increase 9 v>iety & +5uity till at la/ !y pres5t s _m ( ! ph5om5a ( life t ! religi\s _w decl>es !y 7 design$ & creat$ by ,god z an indep5d5t species4 ,! sci5tific _w1 on ! o!r h&1 d5ies t !re is any design 9 connection ) !m1 & holds t if any slight v>iation happ5$ to arise by :i* a =tuit\s comb9ation ( atoms occurr$ :i* 0 m suitable = adv]tis+ purposes 7! automata 7 *iefly us$ = adv]tis+7 x 0 seiz$ ^u & pres]v$ by natural selection4 ,!y h s*ools :]e !y tea* ! arts ( =gett+ & ( n see+4 ,"y ladies are taught ! art ( propos+4 ,li/s ( successful mat*es are adv]tis$ ) ! prospectuses ( all ! girls' s*ools4 ,!y h pr(essors ( all ! languages ( ! pr9cipal bea/s & birds4 ,i /ay$ ) ! ,pr(essor ( ,fel9e ,languages :o _h inv5t$ a k9d ( ,oll5dorffian sy/em = tea*+ ! ,art ( ,polite ,conv]sation among cats4 ,!y h an art-class 9 :i* ! fir/ ?+ insi/$ on is t ! pupils %\ld "k ! price ( all ! lead+ mod]n pictures t h be5 sold dur+ ! la/ tw5ty ye>s at ,*ri/ie's1 & ! fluctuations 9 _! values4 ,give an exam9ation pap] on ?is subject4 ,! arti/ be+ a picture-deal]1 ! fir/ ?+ he mu/ d is to "k h[ to sell 8 pictures1 & !re=e h[ to adapt !m to ! m>ket4 ,:at is ! use ( be+ able to pa9t a picture unless "o c sell x :5 "o has pa9t$ x8 ,add t ! secret ( ! success ( mod]n ,fr5* art lies 9 its recognition ( values4 ,let !re be monks :o h tak5 v[s ( mode/ compet5cy 7ab\t #ajjj a ye>1 d]iv$ f consols71 :o spurn popul>ity z m$ieval monks spurn$ money--& ) ab\t z mu* s9c]ity4 ,_! great object is to try & f9d out :at !y l & !n get x4 ,!y d n live 9 "o build+1 & !re are no v[s ( celibacy1 b1 9 practice1 :5 any memb] m>ries he drifts away f ! society4 ,!y h no pr(ession ( fai? or articles ( association1 b1 z !y :o hunt$ = ! ,holy ,grail1 s d ^! hunt 9 all ?+s1 :e!r ( art or sci5ce1 = t :i* comm5ds itself to !m z com=table & wor?y to be accept$4 ,_! lib]ty ( ?\ght & spee* & _! reasonable enjoym5t ( ! good ?+s ( ?is life are :at !y alone live =4 ,let ! ,ere:onians h ,we/m9/] ,abbeys ( ! fir/1 second & ?ird class1 & 9 "o ( ^! let !m raise monum5ts to dead !ories :i* 7 once celebrat$4 ,let !m /udy ^? arts :]eby ! op9ions ( a m9ority may be made to seem ^? ( a majority4 ,introduce an ,ere:onian s]mon to ! effect t if p are wick$ !y may p]haps h to g to heav5 :5 !y die4 ,let !m h a ,regius ,pr(essor ( ,/udi$ ,ambiguity4 ,let ! ,pr(essor ( ,worldly ,wisdom pluck a man = want ( suffici5t vagu5ess 9 8 sav+-clauses pap]4 ,ano!r poor fell[ may be floor$ = hav+ writt5 an article on a sci5tific subject )\t hav+ made free en\gh use ( ! words 8pati5tly0 & 8c>efully10 & = hav+ %[n too obvi\s signs ( ?9k+ = himself4 ,let !m atta* disgrace to any :o d n rapidly become obscure aft] dea?4 ,let !m h a ,pr(essor ( ,mis*ief4 ,!y f\nd t p always did h>m :5 !y meant well & t all ! pr(essor%ips f\nd$ ) an av[$ly laudable object fail$1 s !y aim at mis*ief 9 ! hope t !y may miss ! m>k "h z :5 !y aim$ at :at !y ?\ght advantage\s4 ,! ,pr(essor ( ,worldly ,wisdom pluck$ a man = buy+ an egg t _h a date /amp$ ^u x4 ,& ano!r = be+ too (t5 & too s]i\sly 9 ! "r4 ,& ano!r = tell+ p :at !y did n want to "k4 ,he pluck$ sev]al = insuffici5t mi/ru/ 9 pr9t$ matt]4 ,x appe>$ t ! ,pr(essor _h writt5 an article teem+ ) plausible blund]s1 & _h _h x ins]t$ 9 a lead+ weekly4 ,he !n set 8 pap] s t ! m5 7 sure to tumble into ^! blund]s !mselves2 !n he pluck$ !m4 ,?is occasion$ a good deal ( comm5t at ! "t4 ,"o man :o ent]$ = ! ,*ancellor's m$al decl9$ to answ] any ( ! que/ions set4 ,he said he saw !y 7 int5d$ m to %[ (f ! +5uity ( ! exam9] ?an ei!r to assi/ or te/ ! judgm5t ( ! exam9$4 ,he obs]v$1 moreov]1 t ! view tak5 ( 8 answ]s w\ld 9 great measure dep5d ^u :at ! exam9] _h _h = d9n] &1 s9ce x 0 n 9 8 p[] to control ?is1 he 0 n go+ to wa/e "t :]e ! result 01 at be/1 s mu* a matt] ( *ance4 ,briefly1 8 view ( life 0 t ! long] y liv$ & ! less y ?\ght or talk$ ab\t x ! bett]4 ,he %\ld g pretty /raight 9 ! ma9 himself because x sav$ tr\ble on ! :ole1 & he %\ld be guid$ ma9ly by a s5se ( hum\r 9 decid+ :5 to deviate f ! pa? ( te*nical hone/y1 & he w\ld take c>e t 8 errors1 if any1 %\ld be r on ! side ( excess ?an ( asceticism ,?is man won ! ,*ancellor's m$al4 ,!y h a review class 9 :i* ! pupils are taught n to m9d :at is writt5 9 newspap]s4 ,z a natural result !y gr[ up m ke5ly s5sitive ?an ev]4 ,r\nd ! m>g9 ( ! newspap]s s5t5ces are pr9t$ caution+ ! read]s aga9/ believ+ ! criticisms !y see1 inasmu* z p]sonal motives w und]lie ! great] numb]4 ,!y def5d ! univ]sities & academic bodies on ! gr\nd t1 b = !m1 good "w w\ld be s univ]sal t ! _w w\ld become clogg$ ) ma/]pieces to an ext5t t w\ld r$uce x to an absurdity4 ,good s5se w\ld rule ov] all1 & m]ely sm>t or clev] p w\ld be unable to e>n a liv+4 ,!y assume t tru? is be/ got at by ! fall+ out ( ?ieves4 8,well !n1 !re mu/ be ?ieves1 or h[ c !y fall out8 ,our bus9ess is to produce ! raw mat]ial f :i* tru? may be elicit$40 8,& y succe$1 sir10 ,i repli$1 89 a way t is beyond all praise1 & x seems z ?\gh !re w\ld be no limit to ! supply ( tru? t ought to be available4 ,b1 consid]+ ! numb] ( y\r ?ieves1 !y %[ less alacrity 9 fly+ at ea* o!r's ?roats ?an might h be5 expect$40 ,!y live _! lives backw>ds1 beg9n+1 z old m5 & wom51 ) little m k ( ! pa/ ?an we h ( ! future1 & =esee+ ! future ab\t z cle>ly z we see ! pa/1 w9d+ up by ent]+ into ! womb z ?\gh be+ buri$4 ,b delicacy =bids me to pursue ?is subject fur!r3 ! up%ot is t x comes to mu* ! same ?+1 provid$ "o is us$ to x4 ,pay+ debts is a luxury :i* we _c all ( u af=d4 8,x is n e "o1 my de>1 :o c rea* su* a c\nsel ( p]fection z murd]40 ,!re 0 no m space = ! *ronicles &1 :at 0 worse1 !re 0 no m space 9 :i* any?+ c\ld happ5 at all1 ! :ole l& _h become "o va/ canc]\s gr[? ( *ronicles1 *ronicles1 *ronicles1 no?+ b *ronicles4 ,! catalogue ( ! ,br[ne m$als alone w 9 "t come to occupy sev]al hundr$s ( pages 9 ! ,univ]sity ,cal5d>4 ,!re 0 a pr(essor :o 0 look$ ^u z su* a valuable man because he _h done m ?an any o!r liv+ p]son to suppress any k9d ( orig9ality4 8,x is n our bus9ess10 he us$ to say1 8to help /ud5ts to ?9k = !mselves--surely ?is is ! v la/ ?+ t "o :o wi%es !m well w\ld d by !m4 ,our bus9ess to make !m ?9k z we d1 or at any rate z we consid] exp$i5t to say we d40 ,he 0 ,presid5t ( ! ,society = ! ,suppression ( ,useless ,k & = ! ,complete ,oblit]ation ( ! ,pa/4 ,!y h pr(essional m9d-dress]s1 z we h hair-dress]s1 & be=e go+ out to d9n] or fa%ionable ,at-homes1 p g & get !mselves prim$ ) sm>t say+s or moral reflections accord+ to ! /yle :i* !y ?9k w be mo/ becom+ to !m 9 ! k9d ( company !y expect4 ,!y deify z ,god some?+ :i* ,i c only translate by a ^w z und]ivable z ,god--,i mean ,gumption4 ,b x is "p ( _! religion t !re %\ld be no temple to ,gumption1 nor are !re prie/s or pr(essors ( ,gumption--,gumption be+ too ineffable to hit ! s5se ( human def9ition & analysis4 ,!y hold t ! function ( univ]sities is to make le>n+ repell5t & ?us to prev5t its becom+ dang]\sly common4 ,& !y dis*>ge ?is b5efic5t function all ! m effici5tly because !y d x unconsci\sly & automatically4 ,! pr(essors ?9k !y are advanc+ heal?y intellectual assimilation & dige/ion :5 !y are 9 reality little bett] ?an canc] on ! /oma*4 ,let !m be afflict$ by an epidemic ( ! fe>-(-giv+-!mselves-away disease4 ,enum]ate its symptoms4 ,!re is a new discov]y :]eby ! invisible rays t emanate f ! s\l c be caught & all ! details ( a man's spiritual nature1 8 "*1 disposition1 pr9ciples1 c4 be photograph$ on a plate z easily z 8 face or ! bones ( 8 h&s1 b no cure = ! f4 o4 g4 ?4 a4 disease has yet be5 discov]$4 ,!y h a company = ameliorat+ ! condition ( ^? :o are 9 a future /ate1 & = improv+ ! future /ate itself4 ,p are buri$ alive = a week be=e !y are m>ri$ s t _! (fspr+ may "k some?+ ab\t ! grave1 ( :i*1 o!rwise1 h]$ity c\ld tea* x no?+4 ,x has long be5 held t ^? con/itutions are be/ :i* promote mo/ effectually ! greate/ happ9ess ( ! greate/ numb]4 ,n[ ! greate/ numb] are none too wise & none too hone/1 & to arrange our sy/ems ) a view to ! great] happ9ess ( s5sible /raight=w>d p--inde$ to give ^! p a *ance at all if x c be avoid$--is to int]f]e ) ! greate/ happ9ess ( ! greate/ numb]4 ,dull1 slov5ly & arrogant p d n l ^? :o are quick1 pa9/ak+ & unassum+2 h[ c we !n consi/5tly ) ! fir/ pr9ciples ( ei!r morality or political economy enc\rage su* p :5 we c br+ s9c]ity & mode/y fairly home to !m8 ,mu* we h to tol]ate1 p>tly because we _c always discov] 9 "t :o are really ins9c]e & :o are only mask+ s9c]ity "u a g>b ( flippancy1 & p>tly also because we wi% to err on ! side ( lett+ ! guilty escape r ?an ( puni%+ ! innoc5t4 ,?us _m p :o are p]fectly well kn[n to belong to ! /raight=w>d class are all[$ to rema9 at l>ge & may ev5 be se5 hobnobb+ & on ! be/ ( possible t]ms ) ! gu>dians ( public immorality4 ,we all feel1 z inde$ has be5 said 9 o!r nations1 t ! poor abuses ( ! "t want c\nt5ance1 & ?is moreov] 9 ! int]e/s ( ! uses !mselves1 = ! pres5ce ( a small modicum ( s9c]ity acts z a :olesome /imulant & irritant to ! prevail+ _s ( academicism2 moreov]1 we hold x useful to h a c]ta9 numb] ( melan*oly examples ^: notori\s failure %all s]ve z a w>n+ to ^? :o d n cultivate a p[] ( immoral self-control :i* %all prev5t !m f say+1 or inde$ ev5 ?9k+1 any?+ t %all n be to _! imm$iate & palpable advantage ) ! greate/ numb]4 ,x is a po9t ( good bre$+ ) ! ,ere:onians to keep _! op9ions z f> z possible 9 ! backgr\nd 9 all cases :]e controv]sy is ev5 remotely possible1 t is to say :5ev] conv]sation gets beyond ! discussion ( ! wea!r4 ,x is f\nd necess>y1 h[ev]1 to recognise "s means ( v5tilat+ po9ts on :i* diff]5ces ( op9ion may exi/1 & ! conv5tion adopt$ is t :5ev] a man f9ds occasion to speak /rongly he %\ld express himself by dwell+ z =cibly z he c on ! views mo/ oppos$ to 8 own2 ev5 ?is1 h[ev]1 is tol]at$ r ?an approv$1 = x is c\nt$ ! p]fection ( s*ol>%ip & good bre$+ n to express1 & mu* m n ev5 to h a def9ite op9ion ^u any subject :atsoev]4 ,?us _! 8yea0 is 8nay0 & _! 8nay10 8yea10 b x comes to ! same ?+ 9 ! end1 = x does n matt] :e!r 8yea0 is call$ 8yea0 or 8nay0 s long z x is und]/ood z 8yea40 ,!y g a long way r\nd only to f9d !mselves at ! po9t f :i* !y />t$1 b !re is no acc\nt+ = ta/es4 ,) u su* tactics are inconceivable1 b s f> d ! ,ere:onians c>ry !m t x is common = !m to write :ole reviews & articles betwe5 ! l9es ( :i* a practis$ read] w detect a s5se exactly contr>y to t o/5sibly put =w>d2 nor is a man held to be m ?an a tyro 9 ! arts ( polite society unless he in/9ctively suspects a hidd5 s5se 9 e proposition t meets him4 ,i 0 m ?an once misl$ by ^! plov]-l tactics1 & on "o occasion 0 ne> gett+ into a s]i\s scrape4 ,x happ5$ ?us3-- ,a man ( v5]able aspect 0 ma9ta9+ t pa9 0 a sad ?+ & %\ld n be p]mitt$ "u any circum/ances4 ,p ought n ev5 to be all[$ to suff] = ! consequ5ces ( _! own folly1 & %\ld be puni%$ = x sev]ely if !y did4 ,if !y c\ld only be kept f mak+ fools ( !mselves by ! loss ( fre$om or1 if necess>y1 by "s polite & pa9less me?od ( ext9ction--:i* meant hang+--!n !y ought to be ext+ui%$4 ,if p]man5t improvem5t c only be won ?r\gh ages ( mi/ake & suff]+1 :i* mu/ be all begun de novo = e fre% improvem5t1 let u be cont5t to =ego improvem5t1 & let ^? :o suff] _! lawless ?\ghts to /ray 9 ?is direction be improv$ f (f ! face ( ! e>? z fa/ z possible4 ,no rem$y c be too dra/ic = su* a disease z ! pa9 felt by ano!r p]son4 ,we f9d we c g5]ally be> ! pa9 ourselves :5 we h to d s1 b x is intol]able t we %\ld "k x is be+ borne by any "o else4 ,! m]e sight ( pa9 unfits p = ord9>y life1 ! we> & te> ( :i* w\ld be v mu* r$uc$ if we w\ld be at any tr\ble to re/ra9 ! pres5t almo/ unb\nd$ lic5ce 9 ! matt] ( suff]+--a lic5ce t p take advantage ( to make !mselves z mis]able z !y please1 )\t s mu* z a ?\ght = ! feel+s ( o!rs4 ,h5ce1 he ma9ta9$1 ! practice ( putt+ dupes 9 ! same category z ! physically diseas$ or ! unlucky 0 f\nd$ on ! et]nal & inh]5t nature ( ?+s1 & c\ld no m be int]f]$ ) ?an ! revolution ( ! e>? on its axis4 ,he said a good deal m to ! same effect1 & ,i 0 beg9n+ to wond] h[ mu* long] he w\ld ?9k x necess>y to insi/ on :at 0 s obvi\s1 :5 8 he>]s began to diff] f him4 ,"o dilat$ on ! correlation betwe5 pa9 & pleasure :i* ensur$ t nei!r c\ld be ext+ui%$ )\t ! ext+ui%+ along ) x ( ! o!r4 ,ano!r said t ?r\gh\t ! animal & vegetable worlds !re 0 f\nd :at might be c\nt$ z a sy/em ( rew>ds & puni%m5ts2 ?is1 he cont5d$1 mu/ cease to exi/ 7& h5ce virtue mu/ cease7 if ! pa9 atta*+ to misconduct 7 less notori\sly adv]tis$4 ,ano!r ma9ta9$ t ! horror s freely express$ by _m at ! sight ( pa9 0 z mu* selfi% z n--& s on4 ,let ,ere:on be revisit$ by ! son ( ! orig9al writ]--let him h9t t 8 fa!r us$ to write ! adv]tisem5ts = ,"m ,seigel's ,syrup4 ,he gradually work$ 8 way up to ?is f be+ a m]e writ] ( p5ny tracts4 ,dec4 #ahif4 ,on rea*+ ! c\ntry he f9ds t div9e hon\rs are be+ paid him1 *ur*es erect$ to him1 & a copi\s my?ology daily swell+1 ) acc\nts ( ! miracles he _h work$ & all 8 say+s & do+s4 ,if any *ild got hurt he us$ to kiss ! place & x w\ld get well at once4 ,ev]y?+ has be5 turn$ topsy-turvy 9 consequ5ce ( 8 flight 9 ! balloon be+ ascrib$ to miracul\s ag5cy4 ,among o!r ?+s1 he _h ma9ta9$ t s]mons %\ld be always prea*$ by two p1 "o tak+ "o side & ano!r ! opposite1 :ile a ?ird summ$ up & ! congregation decid$ by a %[ ( h&s4 ,?is sy/em _h be5 adopt$ & he goes to he> a s]mon ,on ! ,gr[+ ,habit ( ,c>eful ,pati5t ,inve/igation z ,enc\rag+ ,casui/ry4 ,octob] #ahig4 ,,xix ,tru? & ,conv5i5ce ,opposites ,,y may h all gr[? or no?+ gr[?1 j z y may h all me*anism or no?+ me*anism1 all *ance or no?+ *ance1 b y mu/ n mix !m4 ,hav+ settl$ ?is1 y mu/ proce$ at once to mix !m4 ,two ,po9ts ( ,view ,ev]y?+ mu/ be /udi$ f ! po9t ( view ( itself1 z ne> z we c get to ?is1 & f ! po9t ( view ( its relations1 z ne> z we c get to !m4 ,if we try to see x absolutely 9 itself1 unalloy$ ) relations1 we %all f9d1 by & by1 t we h1 z x 71 :ittl$ x away4 ,if we try to see x 9 its relations to ! bitt] end1 we %all f9d t !re is no corn] ( ! univ]se into :i* x does n ent]4 ,ei!r way ! ?+ eludes u if we try to grasp x ) ! horny h&s ( language & consci\s ?\ght4 ,ei!r way we c ?9k x p]fectly well--s long z we don't ?9k ab\t ?9k+ ab\t x4 ,! pale ca/ ( ?\ght sicklies ov] ev]y?+4 ,practically ev]y?+ %\ld be se5 z itself pure & simple1 s f> z we c com=tably see x1 & at ! same "t z n itself1 s f> z we c com=tably see x1 & !n ! two views %\ld be comb9$1 s f> z we c com=tably comb9e !m4 ,if we _c com=tably comb9e !m1 we %\ld ?9k ( some?+ else4 ,tru? i ,we c nei!r def9e :at we mean by tru? nor be 9 d\bt z to our mean+4 ,& ?is ,i suppose mu/ be due to ! antiquity ( ! in/9ct t1 on ! :ole1 directs u t[>ds tru?4 ,we _c self-vivisect ourselves 9 respect ( su* a vital function1 ?\gh we c dis*>ge x normally & easily en\gh s long z we d n ?9k ab\t x4 ii ,! pursuit ( tru? is *im]ical4 ,t is :y x is s h>d to say :at tru? is4 ,!re is no p]man5t absolute un*angeable tru?2 :at we %\ld pursue is ! mo/ conv5i5t arrangem5t ( our ideas4 iii ,!re is no su* s\rce ( error z ! pursuit ( absolute tru?4 iv ,a4 ,b4 0 s impress$ ) ! greatness & c]ta9 ultimate victory ( tru? t he consid]$ x unnecess>y to enc\rage h] or d any?+ to def5d h]4 v ,he :o c be/ read m5 be/ kn[s all tru? t ne$ conc]n him2 = x is n :at ! ?+ is1 ap>t f man's ?\ghts 9 respect ( x1 b h[ to rea* ! faire/ compromise betwe5 m5's pa/ & future op9ions t is ! fitte/ object ( consid]ation2 & ?is we get by read+ m5 & wom54 vi ,tru? %\ld n be absolutely lo/ sight (1 b x %\ld n be talk$ ab\t4 vii ,"s m5 love tru? s mu* t !y seem to be 9 cont9ual fe> le/ %e %\ld cat* cold on ov]-exposure4 viii ,! firme/ l9e t c be drawn ^u ! smoo!/ pap] has /ill jagg$ edges if se5 ?r\gh a microscope4 ,?is does n matt] until important d$uctions are made on ! supposition t !re are no jagg$ edges4 ix ,tru? %\ld nev] be all[$ to become extreme2 o!rwise x w be apt to meet & to run into ! extreme ( falsehood4 ,x %\ld be play$ pretty l[ d[n--to ! pit & gall]y r ?an ! /alls4 ,pit-tru? is m true to ! /alls ?an /all-tru? to ! pit4 x ,an absolute lie may live--= x is a true lie1 & is sav$ by be+ fleck$ ) a gra9 ( its opposite4 ,n s absolute tru?4 xi ,:5ev] we pu% tru? h>d %e runs to e>? 9 contradiction 9 t]ms1 t is to say1 9 falsehood4 ,an ess5tial contradiction 9 t]ms meets u at ! end ( e enquiry4 xii ,9 ,alps & ,sanctu>ies 7,*apt] ,v7 ,i impli$ t ,i 0 ly+ :5 ,i told ! novice t ,h&el 0 a ,ca?olic4 ,b ,i 0 n ly+2 ,h&el 0 a ,ca?olic1 & s am ,i1 & s is e well-dispos$ p]son4 ,x %[s h[ c>eful we ought to be :5 we lie--we c nev] be sure b :at we may be speak+ ! tru?4 xiii ,p]haps a little bit ( absolute tru? on any "o "q might prove a g5]al solv5t1 & dissipate ! univ]se4 xiv ,tru? g5]ally is k9dness1 b :]e ! two div]ge or collide1 k9dness %\ld ov]ride tru?4 ,falsehood i ,tru? consi/s n 9 nev] ly+ b 9 kn[+ :5 to lie & :5 n to d s4 ,de m9imis non curat v]itas4 ,yes1 b :at is a m9imum8 ,sometimes a maximum is a m9imum & sometimes x is ! o!r way4 ii ,ly+ is l borr[+ or appropriat+ 9 music4 ,x is only a good1 s\nd1 tru?ful p]son :o c lie to any good purpose2 if a man is n habitually tru?ful 8 v lies w be false to him & betray him4 ,! conv]se also is true2 if a man is n a good1 s\nd1 hone/1 capable li> !re is no tru? 9 him4 iii ,any fool c tell ! tru?1 b x requires a man ( "s s5se to "k h[ to lie well4 iv ,i d n m9d ly+1 b ,i hate inaccuracy4 v ,a fri5d :o _c at a p9* rememb] a ?+ or two t nev] happ5$ is z bad z "o :o does n "k h[ to =get4 vi ,curs$ is he t does n "k :5 to %ut 8 m9d4 ,an op5 m9d is all v well 9 its way1 b x ought n to be s op5 t !re is no keep+ any?+ 9 or out ( x4 ,x %\ld be capable ( %utt+ its doors sometimes1 or x may be f\nd a little draughty4 vii ,he :o kn[s n h[ to w9k kn[s n h[ to see2 & he :o kn[s n h[ to lie kn[s n h[ to speak ! tru?4 ,s he :o _c suppress 8 op9ions _c express !m4 viii ,!re c no m be a true /atem5t )\t falsehood di/ribut$ ?r\gh x1 ?an a note on a well-tun$ piano t is n int5tionally & delib]ately put out ( tune to "s ext5t 9 ord] to h ! piano 9 ! mo/ p]fect possible tune4 ,any p]fection ( tune z reg>ds "o key c only be got at ! exp5se ( all ! re/4 ix ,ly+ has a k9d ( respect & rev]5ce ) x4 ,we pay a p]son ! complim5t ( ackn[l$g+ 8 sup]iority :5ev] we lie to him4 x ,i seem to see lies cr[d+ & cru%+ at a n>r[ gate & work+ _! way 9 along ) tru?s into ! doma9 ( hi/ory4 ,nature's ,d\ble ,falsehood ,t "o great lie %e told ab\t ! e>? be+ flat :5 %e knew x 0 r\nd all ! "t6 ,& aga9 h[ %e /uck to x t ! sun w5t r\nd u :5 x 0 we :o 7 go+ r\nd ! sun6 ,?is d\ble falsehood has irretrievably ru9$ my confid5ce 9 h]4 ,!re is no lie :i* %e w n tell & /ick to l a ,glad/onian4 ,h[ plausibly %e told h] tale1 & h[ _m ages 0 x be=e %e 0 s mu* z suspect$6 ,& !n :5 ?+s did beg9 to look bad = h]1 h[ %e braz5$ x out1 & :at a desp]ate bus9ess x 0 to br+ h] %ifts & prev>ications to book6 ,conv5i5ce i ,we wond] at its be+ z h>d (t5 to discov] conv5i5ce z x is to discov] tru?4 ,b surely conv5i5ce is tru?4 ii ,! use ( tru? is l ! use ( words2 bo? tru? & words dep5d greatly ^u cu/om4 iii ,we d ) tru? mu* z we d ) ,god4 ,we create x accord+ to our own requirem5ts & !n say t x has creat$ u1 or requires t we %all d or ?9k s & s--:atev] we f9d conv5i5t4 iv 8,:at is ,tru?80 is (t5 ask$1 z ?\gh x 7 h>d] to say :at tru? is ?an :at any?+ else is4 ,b :at is ,ju/ice8 ,:at is any?+8 ,an et]nal contradiction 9 t]ms meets u at ! end ( e enquiry4 ,we are n requir$ to "k :at tru? is1 b to speak ! tru?1 & s ) ju/ice4 v ,! se>* aft] tru? is l ! se>* aft] p]petual motion or ! attempt to squ>e ! circle4 ,all we %\ld aim at is ! mo/ conv5i5t way ( look+ at a ?+--! way t mo/ s5sible p are likely to f9d give !m lea/ tr\ble = "s "t to come4 ,x is n true t ! sun us$ to g r\nd ! e>? until ,cop]nicus's "t1 b x is true t until ,cop]nicus's "t x 0 mo/ conv5i5t to u to hold ?is4 ,/ill1 we _h c]ta9 ideas :i* c\ld only fit 9 com=tably ) our o!r ideas :5 we came to consid] ! sun z ! c5tre ( ! planet>y sy/em4 ,obvi\s conv5i5ce (t5 takes a long "t be=e x is fully recognis$ & act$ ^u1 b !re w be a nisus t[>ds x z long & z widely spread z ! desire ( m5 to be sav$ tr\ble4 ,if tru? is n tr\ble-sav+ 9 ! long run x is n tru?3 tru? is only t :i* is mo/ l>gely & p]man5tly tr\ble-sav+4 ,! ultimate triumph1 !re=e1 ( tru? re/s on a v tangible basis--mu* m s ?an :5 x is made to dep5d ^u ! w ( an unse5 & unkn[able ag5cy4 ,if my views ab\t ! ,odyssey1 = example1 w1 9 ! long run1 save /ud5ts f p]plexity1 ! /ud5ts w be sure to adopt !m1 & ,i h no wi% t !y %\ld adopt !m o!rwise4 ,x does n matt] mu* :at ! tru? is1 b our kn[+ ! tru?--t is to say our hitt+ on ! mo/ p]man5tly conv5i5t arrangem5t ( our ideas ^u a subject :atev] x may be--matt]s v mu*2 at lea/ x matt]s1 or may matt]1 v mu* 9 "s relations4 ,& h[ev] little x matt]s1 yet x matt]s1 & h[ev] mu* x matt]s yet x does n matt]4 ,9 ! utmo/ importance !re is unimportance1 & 9 ! utmo/ unimportance !re is importance4 ,s also x is ) c]ta9ty1 life1 matt]1 necessity1 consci\sness &1 inde$1 ) ev]y?+ :i* c =m an object ( human s5sation at all1 or ( ^? aft]-reason+s :i* spr+ ultimately f s5sations4 ,?is is a r\nd-ab\t way ( say+ t e "q has two sides4 vi ,our conc]n is ) ! views we %all *oose to take & to let o!r p take conc]n+ ?+s1 & z to ! way ( express+ ^? views :i* %all give lea/ tr\ble4 ,if we express ourselves 9 "o way we f9d our ideas 9 confusion & our action impot5t3 if 9 ano!r our ideas coh]e h>moni\sly1 & our action is edify+4 ,! conv5i5ce ( lea/ di/urb+ ve/$ ideas1 & at ! same "t re>rang+ our views 9 accordance ) new facts t come to our k1 ?is is our prop] c>e4 ,b x is idle to say we d n "k any?+ ab\t ?+s--p]haps we d1 p]haps we don't--b we at any rate "k :at sane p ?9k & are likely to ?9k ab\t ?+s1 & ?is to all int5ts & purposes is kn[+ ! ?+s !mselves4 ,= ! ?+s only are :at s5sible p agree to say & ?9k !y are4 vii ,! arrangem5t ( our ideas is z mu* a matt] ( conv5i5ce z ! pack+ ( goods 9 a druggi/'s or drap]'s /ore & leads to exactly ! same k9d ( difficulties 9 ! matt] ( classify+ !m4 ,we all admit ! arbitr>9ess ( classifications 9 a languid way1 b we d n ?9k ( x m ?an we c help--,i suppose because x is s inconv5i5t to d s4 ,! great advantage ( classification is to conceal ! fact t subdivisions are z arbitr>y z !y are4 ,classification ,!re c be no p]fect way1 = classification presupposes t a ?+ has absolute limits :]eas !re is no?+ t does n p>take ( ! univ]sal inf9ity--no?+ ^: b\nd>ies d n v>y4 ,ev]y?+ is "o ?+ at "o "t & 9 "s respects1 & ano!r at o!r times & 9 o!r respects4 ,we want a new mode ( measurem5t altoge!r2 at pres5t we take :at gaps we c f9d1 set up mile/ones1 & decl>e !m irremovable4 ,we want a measure :i* %all express1 or at any rate recognise1 ! h>monics ( resemblance t lurk ev5 9 ! mo/ absolute diff]5ces & vice v]sa4 ,attempts at ,classification are l nail+ batt5s ( our own fle% & blood ^u ourselves z an incl9$ plane t we may walk up ourselves m easily2 & yet x answ]s v suffici5tly4 ,a ,cl]gyman's ,d\bts ,"u ?is head+ a correspond5ce appe>$ 9 ! ,exam9]1 #ae? ,febru>y to #ad? ,june1 #ahgi4 ,butl] wrote all ! lett]s "u v>i\s signatures except "o or p]haps two4 ,8 fir/ lett] purport$ to come f 8,an ,e>ne/ ,cl]gyman0 ag$ =ty-five1 ) a wife1 five *ildr51 a c\ntry liv+ wor? #djj a ye>1 & a h\se1 b no private means4 ,he _h ceas$ to believe 9 ! doctr9es he 0 call$ ^u to tea*4 ,ought he to cont9ue to lead a life t 0 a lie or ought he to ?r[ up 8 ord]s & plunge himself1 8 wife & *ildr5 into pov]ty8 ,! dilemma int]e/$ ,butl] deeply3 he might s easily h f\nd himself 9 x if he _h n begun to d\bt ! efficacy ( infant baptism :5 he did4 ,fifte5 lett]s foll[$1 sign$ 8,cantab10 8,oxoni5sis10 & s =?1 "s recomm5d+ "o c\rse1 "s ano!r4 ,"o1 sign$ 8,x4,y4,z410 includ$ 8,! ,righte\s ,man0 :i* w be f\nd 9 ! la/ gr\p ( ?is volume1 head$ 8,poems40 ,f ! foll[+ lett] sign$ 8,e?ics0 ,butl] aft]w>ds took two passages 7:i* ,i h enclos$1 "o betwe5 s+le a/]isks ! o!r betwe5 d\ble a/]isks71 & us$ !m = ! 8,diss]tation on ,ly+0 :i* is 9 ,*apt] ,v ( ,alps & ,sanctu>ies4 ,to ! ,editor ( ! ,exam9]4 ,sir3 ,i am sorry = y\r correspond5t 8,an ,e>ne/ ,cl]gyman0 =1 ?\gh he may say he has 8come to smile at 8 tr\bles10 8 smile seems to be a grim "o4 ,we mu/ all ( u eat a peck ( moral dirt be=e we die1 b "s mu/ "k m precisely ?an o!rs :5 !y are eat+ x2 "s1 aga91 c bolt x )\t wry faces 9 "o %ape1 :ile !y _c endure ev5 ! smell ( x 9 ano!r4 8,an ,e>ne/ ,cl]gyman0 admits t he is 9 ! habit ( tell+ p c]ta9 ?+s :i* he does n believe1 b says he has no great fancy = deceiv+ himself4 8,cantab0 mu/1 ,i fe>1 deceive himself be=e he c tol]ate ! notion ( deceiv+ o!r p4 ,= my own "p ,i pref] to be deceiv$ by "o :o does n deceive himself r ?an by "o :o does1 = ! fir/ w "k bett] :5 to /op1 & w n commonly deceive me m ?an he c help4 ,z = ! o!r--if he does n "k h[ to inve/ 8 own ?\ghts safely he w inve/ m9e /ill worse2 he w hold ,god's mo/ preci\s gift ( falsehood too *eap2 he has come by x too easily2 *eaply come1 *eaply g w be 8 maxim4 ,! good li> %\ld be ! conv]se ( ! poet2 he %\ld be made1 n born4 ,x is n loss ( confid5ce 9 a man's /rict adh]5ce to ! lett] ( tru? t %akes my confid5ce 9 him4 ,i "k :at ,i d myself & :at ,i mu/ lose all social ela/icity if ,i 7 n to d4 99 ,turn+ = moral guidance to my c\s9s ! l[] animals--^: unsophi/icat$ in/9ct proclaims :at ,god has taught !m ) a directness we may sometimes /udy--,i f9d ! plov] ly+ :5 %e reads u truly &1 kn[+ t we %all hit h] if we ?9k h] to be d[n1 lures u f h] "y ones "u ! fiction ( a brok5 w+4 ,is ,god angry1 ?9k y1 ) ?is pretty deviation f ! lett] ( /rict accuracy8 or 0 x n ,he :o :isp]$ to h] to tell ! falsehood1 to tell x ) a circum/ance1 )\t consci5ti\s scruples1 & n once only b to make a practice ( x1 s z to be an habitual li> = at lea/ six weeks 9 ! ye>8 ,i imag9e s4 ,:5 ,i 0 "y ,i us$ to read 9 good books t x 0 ,god :o taught ! bird to make h] ne/1 &1 if s1 ,he probably taught ea* species ! o!r dome/ic arrangem5ts :i* %\ld be be/ suit$ to x4 ,or did ! ne/-build+ in=mation come f ,god & 0 !re an ,evil ,"o among ! birds also :o taught !m to /e] cle> ( p$antry8 ,!n !re is ! spid]--an ugly creature1 b ,i suppose ,god likes x--c any?+ be mean] ?an t web :i* naturali/s extol z su* a m>vel ( ,provid5tial +5uity8 ,+5uity6 ,! ^w reeks ) ly+4 ,once1 on a summ] aft]noon1 9 a di/ant c\ntry ,i met "o ( ^? or*ids ^: ma9 idea consi/s 9 ! imitation ( a fly2 ?is lie !y dispose s plausibly ^u _! petals t o!r flies :o w\ld /eal _! honey leave !m unmole/$4 ,wat*+ int5tly & keep+ v /ill1 me?\ght ,i he>d ?is p]son speak+ to ! (fspr+ :i* %e felt )9 h] ?\gh ,i saw !m n4 8,my *ildr510 %e exclaim$1 8,i mu/ soon leave y2 ?9k ^u ! fly1 my lov$ ones2 make x look z t]rible z possible2 cl+ to ?is ?\ght 9 y\r passage ?r\gh life1 = x is ! "o ?+ ne$ful2 once lose sight ( x & y are lo/40 ,ov] & ov] aga9 %e sang ?is burd5 9 a small1 /ill voice1 & s ,i left h]4 ,!n /raightway ,i came ^u "s butt]flies ^: pr(ession x 0 to pret5d to believe 9 all mann] ( vital tru?s :i* 9 _! inn] practice !y reject$2 ?us1 pret5d+ to be c]ta9 o!r & hateful butt]flies :i* no bird w eat by reason ( _! abom9able smell1 ^! cunn+ ones conceal _! own sweetness1 live long 9 ! l& & see good days4 ,?9k ( t1 ,o ,e>ne/ ,cl]gyman1 my fri5d6 ,no4 ,ly+ is l ,nature1 y may expel h] ) a =k1 b %e w always come back aga94 ,ly+ is l ! poor1 we mu/ h x always ) u4 ,! "q is1 ,h[ mu*1 :51 :]e1 to :om & "u :at circum/ances is ly+ "r8 ,=1 once admit t a plov] may pret5d to h a brok5 w+ & yet be )\t s9 if %e h pret5d$ well en\gh1 & ! ?9 edge ( ! w$ge has be5 introduc$ s t !re is no m say+ t we mu/ nev] lie4 99 ,x is n1 !n1 ! discov]y t a man has ! p[] to lie t %akes my confid5ce 9 him2 x is loss ( confid5ce 9 8 m5dacity t ,i f9d x impossible to get ov]4 ,i =give him = tell+ me lies1 b ,i _c =give him = n tell+ me ! same lies1 or ne>ly s1 ab\t ! same ?+s4 ,?is %[s he has a slip%od memory1 :i* is unp>donable1 or else t he tells s _m lies t he f9ds x impossible to rememb] all ( !m1 & ?is is l hav+ too _m ( ! poor always ) u4 ,! plov] & ! spid] h ea* ( !m _! /ock ( half a doz5 lies or s :i* we may expect !m to tell :5 occasion arises2 !y are plausible & consi/5t1 b we "k :]e to h !m2 o!rwise1 if !y 7 liable1 l self-deceiv]s1 to spr+ m9es ^u u 9 unexpect$ places1 man w\ld soon make x 8 bus9ess to re=m !m--n f )91 b f )\t4 ,& n[ x is "t ,i came to ! drift ( my lett]1 :i* is t if 8,an ,e>ne/ ,cl]gyman0 has n *eat$ himself into ?9k+ he is tell+ ! tru?1 he w d no great h>m by /opp+ :]e he is4 ,d n let him make too mu* fuss ab\t trifles4 ,! solemnity ( ! tru?s :i* he pr(esses to uphold is v d\btful2 !re is a tacit cons5t t x exi/s m on pap] ?an 9 reality4 ,if he is a man ( any tact1 he c say all he is compell$ to say & d all ! ,*ur* requires ( him--l a g5tleman1 ) nei!r undue slov5l9ess nor undue unction--yet x %all be p]fectly pla9 to all 8 p>i%ion]s :o are wor? consid]+ t he is act+ z a m\?piece & t 8 words are spok5 dramatically4 ,z = ! unimag9ative1 !y are z *ildr52 !y _c & %\ld n be tak5 into acc\nt4 ,m5 mu/ live z !y mu/ write or act--= a c]ta9 av]age /&>d :i* ea* mu/ guess at = himself z be/ he c2 ^? :o are above ?is /&>d he _c rea*2 ^?1 aga91 :o are bel[ x mu/ be s at _! own risk4 ,pilate did well :5 he w\ld n /ay = an answ] to 8 "q1 ,:at is tru?8 = !re is no su* ?+ ap>t f ! say] & ! sayee4 9999 ,!re is t irony 9 nature :i* br+s x to pass t if ! say] be a man ) any /uff 9 him1 provid$ he tells no lies witt+ly to himself & is nev] unk9dly1 he may lie & lie & lie all ! day long1 & he w no m be false to any man ?an ! sun w %9e by night2 8 lies w become tru?s z !y pass into ! he>]'s s\l4 ,b if a man deceives himself & is unk9d1 ! tru? is n 9 him1 x turns to falsehood :ile yet 9 8 m\?1 l ! quails 9 ! wild]ness ( ,s9ai4 ,h[ ?is is s or :y1 ,i "k n1 b t ! ,"l ha? m]cy on :om ,he w h m]cy & :om ,he wille? ,he h>d5e?1 & t ! bad man c d no "r & ! good no wrong4 9999 ,a great ,fr5* writ] has said t ! ma9spr+ ( our exi/5ce does n lie 9 ^? ve9s & n]ves & art]ies :i* h be5 describ$ ) s mu* c>e--^! are b its masks & m\?pieces ?r\gh :i* x acts b beh9d :i* x is = ev] hidd52 s 9 l mann] ! fai?s & =mul ( a ,*ur* may be z its bones & animal me*anism1 b !y are n ! life ( ! ,*ur*1 :i* is some?+ r t _c be hold5 9 words1 & "o %\ld "k h[ to put !m (f1 yet put !m (f gracefully1 if !y wi% to come too prom95tly =w>d4 ,d n let 8,an ,e>ne/ ,cl]gyman0 take ?+s too mu* au srieux4 ,he seems to be cont5t$ :]e he is2 let him take ! ^w ( "o :o is old en\gh to be 8 fa!r1 t if he has a tal5t = consci5ti\s scruples he w f9d pl5ty ( scope = !m 9 o!r pr(essions z well z 9 ! ,*ur*4 ,i1 = aught he kn[s1 may be a doctor & ,i might tell my own /ory2 or ,i may be a b>ri/] & h f\nd x my duty to w9 a case :i* ,i ?\ght a v poor "o1 :]eby o!rs1 ^: circum/ances 7 suffici5tly pitiable1 lo/ _! all2 yet doctors & b>ri/]s d n write to ! newspap]s to air _! poor consci5ces 9 broad daylight4 ,:y %\ld ,an ,e>ne/ 7,i hate ! ^w7 ,cl]gyman d s8 ,let me give him a la/ ^w or two ( fa!rly advice4 ,m5 may settle small ?+s = !mselves--z :at !y w h = d9n] or :]e !y w sp5d ! vacation--b ! great ones--su* z ! *oice ( a pr(ession1 ( ! "p ( ,engl& !y w live 91 :e!r !y w m>ry or no--!y _h bett] leave ! =ce ( circum/ances to settle = !m2 if !y pref] ! phraseology1 z ,i d myself1 let !m leave ^! matt]s to ,god4 ,:5 ,he has arrang$ ?+s = !m1 d n let !m be 9 too great a hurry to upset ,8 arrangem5t 9 a tiff4 ,if !y d n l _! pres5t & ano!r op5+ sugge/s itself easily & naturally1 let !m take t z a sign t !y make a *ange2 o!rwise1 let !m see to x t !y d n leave ! fry+-pan = ! fire4 ,a man1 f9d+ himself 9 ! field ( a pr(ession1 %\ld d z c[s d :5 !y are put into a field ( grass4 ,!y d n l any field2 !y l ! op5 prairie ( _! ance/ors4 ,!y walk1 h[ev]1 all r\nd _! new abode1 survey+ ! h$ges & gates ) mu* int]e/4 ,if !re is a gap 9 any h$ge !y w commonly g ?r\gh x at once1 o!rwise !y w resign !mselves cont5t$ly en\gh to ! task ( fe$+4 ,i am1 ,sir1 ,"o :o ?9ks he kn[s a ?+ or two ab\t ,,e?ics4 ,,xx ,fir/ ,pr9ciples ,! ,baselessness ( ,our ,ideas ,,t our ideas are baseless1 or rott5 at ! roots1 is :at few :o /udy !m w d5y2 b !y are rott5 9 ! same way z prop]ty is robb]y1 & prop]ty is robb]y 9 ! same way z our ideas are rott5 at ! roots1 t is to say x is a robb]y & x is n4 ,no title to prop]ty1 no idea & no liv+ =m 7:i* is ! embodim5t ( idea7 is indefeasible if se>* be made f> en\gh4 ,grant$ t our ?\ghts are baseless1 yet !y are s 9 ! same way z ! e>? itself is bo? baseless & mo/ firmly bas$1 or aga9 mo/ /able & yet mo/ 9 motion4 ,our ideas1 or r1 ,i %\ld say1 our realities1 are all ( !m l our ,gods1 bas$ on sup]/iti\s f\ndations4 ,if man is a microcosm !n kosmos is a megalan?rope & t is h[ we come to an?ropomorphise ! deity4 ,9 ! et]nal p5dulum sw+ ( ?\ght we make ,god 9 our own image1 & !n make him make u1 & !n f9d x out & cry because we h no ,god & s on1 ov] & ov] aga9 z a *ild has new toys giv5 to x1 tires ( !m1 breaks !m & is disconsolate till x gets new ones :i* x w aga9 tire ( & break4 ,if ! man :o fir/ made ,god 9 8 own image _h be5 a good model1 all might h be5 well2 b he 0 impress$ ) an undue s5se ( 8 own importance &1 z a natural consequ5ce1 he _h no s5se ( hum\r4 ,bo? ^! imp]fections he has fully & fai?fully reproduc$ 9 8 "w & ) ! result we are famili>4 ,all our mo/ solid & tangible realities are b z lies t we h told too (t5 h5ce=? to "q !m4 ,b we h to "q !m sometimes4 ,x is n ! sun t goes r\nd ! _w b we :o g r\nd ! sun4 ,if any "o is = exam9+ & mak+ requisitions on title we c se>* too1 & c require ! title ( ! /ate z aga9/ any o!r /ate1 or aga9/ ! _w at l>ge4 ,b suppose we succe$ 9 ?is1 we mu/ se>* fur!r /ill & %[ by :at title mank9d has ou/$ ! l[] animals1 & by :at title we eat !m1 or !y !mselves eat grass or "o ano!r4 ,see :at quicks&s we fall into if we wade out too f> f ! t]ra firma ( common cons5t6 ,! error spr+s f suppos+ t !re is any absolute "r or absolute tru?1 & also f suppos+ t tru? & "r are any ! less real = be+ n absolute b relative4 ,9 ! complex ( human affairs we %\ld aim n at a suppos$ absolute /&>d b at ! greate/ com+-toge!r-ness or conv5i5ce ( all our ideas & practices2 t is to say1 at _! mo/ h>moni\s work+ ) "o ano!r4 ,hit ourselves some:]e we are b\nd to d3 no idea w travel f> )\t collid+ ) "s o!r idea4 ,?us1 if we pursue "o l9e ( probable conv5i5ce1 we f9d x conv5i5t to see all ?+s z ultimately "o3 t is1 if we insi/ r on ! po9ts ( agreem5t betwe5 ?+s ?an on ^? ( disagreem5t4 ,if we insi/ on ! opposite view1 namely1 on ! po9ts ( disagreem5t1 we f9d ourselves driv5 to ! conclusion t ea* atom is an individual entity1 & t ! unity betwe5 ev5 ! mo/ unit$ ?+s is app>5t only4 ,if we did n unduly insi/ ^u--t is to say1 emphasise & exagg]ate--! "p :i* conc]ns u = ! "t1 we %\ld nev] get to und]/& any?+2 ! prop] way is to exagg]ate fir/ "o view & !n ! o!r1 & !n let ! two exagg]ations collide1 b good-temp]$ly & accord+ to ! laws ( civilis$ m5tal w>f>e4 ,s we see fir/ all ?+s z "o1 !n all ?+s z _m &1 9 ! end1 a multitude 9 unity & a unity 9 multitude4 ,c>e mu/ be tak5 n to accept ideas :i* ?\gh v agreeable at fir/ disagree ) u aft]w>ds1 & keep ris+ on our m5tal /oma*s1 z g>lic does ^u our bodily4 ,imag9ation i ,imag9ation dep5ds ma9ly ^u memory1 b !re is a small p]c5tage ( creation ( some?+ out ( no?+ ) x4 ,we c inv5t a trifle m ?an c be got at by m]e comb9ation ( rememb]$ ?+s4 ii ,:5 we are impress$ by a few only1 or p]haps only "o ( a numb] ( ideas :i* are bond$ pleasantly toge!r1 !re is hope2 :5 we see a good _m !re is expectation2 :5 we h _h s _m pres5t$ to u t we h expect$ confid5tly & ! rema9+ ideas h n turn$ up1 !re is disappo9tm5t4 ,s ! sailor says 9 ! play3 8,"h are my arms1 "h is my manly bosom1 b :]e's my ,m>y80 iii ,:at tricks imag9ation plays6 ,?us1 if we expect a p]son 9 ! /reet we trans=m a doz5 impossible p into him :ile !y are /ill too f> (f to be se5 di/9ctly2 & :5 we expect to he> a foot/ep on ! /airs--z1 we w say1 ! po/man's--we he> foot/eps 9 e s\nd4 ,imag9ation w make u see a billi>d hall z likely to travel f>!r ?an x w travel1 if we hope t x w d s4 ,x w make u ?9k we feel a tra9 beg9 to move z soon z ! gu>d has said 8,all "r10 ?\gh ! tra9 has n yet begun to move if ano!r tra9 alongside beg9s to move exactly at ?is juncture1 !re is no man :o w n be deceiv$4 ,& we omit z mu* z we ins]t4 ,we (t5 d n notice t a man has gr[n a be>d4 iv ,i read once ( a man :o 0 cur$ ( a dang]\s illness by eat+ 8 doctor's prescription :i* he und]/ood 0 ! m$ic9e itself4 ,s ,william ,sefton ,moorh\se 9 ,new ,zeal& imag9$ he 0 be+ conv]t$ to ,*ri/ianity by read+ ,burton's ,anatomy ( ,melan*oly1 :i* he _h got by mi/ake = ,butl]'s ,analogy1 on ! recomm5dation ( a fri5d4 ,b x puzzl$ him a good deal4 v ,at ,ivy ,hat*1 :ile we 7 gett+ our be] 9 ! inn] p>l\r1 !re 0 a confus$ mle ( voices 9 ! b>1 amid :i* ,i di/+ui%$ a voice say+3 8,imag9ation w d any bloody ?+ almo/40 ,i 0 writ+ ,life & ,habit at ! "t & 0 mu* tempt$ to put ?is passage 94 ,no?+ tru] has ev] be5 said ab\t imag9ation4 ,!n ! voice 0 he>d address+ ! b>man & say+3 8,i suppose y w\ldn't tru/ me ) a qu>t ( be]1 w\ld y80 ,inexp]i5ce ,kant says t all our k is f\nd$ on exp]i5ce4 ,b ea* new small increm5t ( k is n s f\nd$1 & our :ole k is made up ( ! accumulation ( ^! small new increm5ts n "o ( :i* is f\nd$ ^u exp]i5ce4 ,our k1 !n1 is f\nd$ n on exp]i5ce b on inexp]i5ce2 = :]e !re is no novelty1 t is to say no inexp]i5ce1 !re is no increm5t 9 exp]i5ce4 ,our k is really f\nd$ ^u some?+ :i* we d n "k1 b x is conv]t$ into exp]i5ce by memory4 ,x is l species--we d n "k ! cause ( ! v>iations ^: accumulation results 9 species & any explanation :i* leaves ?is out ( sight ignores ! :ole difficulty4 ,we want to "k ! cause ( ! effect t inexp]i5ce produces on u4 ,ex ,nihilo ,nihil ,fit ,we say t ev]y?+ has a beg9n+4 ,?is is "o side ( ! matt]4 ,!re is ano!r accord+ to :i* ev]y?+ is )\t a beg9n+--beg9n+s1 & end+s also1 be+1 b z x 71 /eps cut 9 a slope ( ice )\t :i* we c\ld n climb x4 ,!y are = conv5i5ce & ! h>dness ( ! he>ts ( m5 :o make an idol ( classification1 b !y d n exi/ ap>t f our s5se ( our own conv5i5ce4 ,x 0 a fav\rite say+ ) ,william ,sefton ,moorh\se 9 ,new ,zeal& t m5 _c get ri* by swopp+ knives4 ,nev]!less nature does seem to g ^u ?is pr9ciple4 ,ev]ybody does eat ev]ybody up4 ,man eats birds1 birds eat worms & worms eat man aga94 ,x is a vici\s circle1 yet1 someh[ or o!r1 !re is an increm5t4 ,i beg9 to d\bt ! pr9ciple ex nihilo nihil fit4 ,we v mu* want a way ( gett+ some?+ out ( no?+ & back into x aga94 ,:e!r or no we ev] %all get su* a way1 we see ! cle>ly p]ceptible aris+ out ( & return+ into ! absolutely imp]ceptible &1 s f> z we are conc]n$1 ?is is mu* ! same ?+4 ,to assume an unkn[able sub/ratum z ! s\rce f :i* all ?+s proce$ or are evolv$ is equival5t to assum+ t !y come up out ( no?+2 = t :i* does n exi/ = u is = u no?+2 t :i* we d n "k does n exi/ qua u1 & !re=e x does n exi/4 ,:5 ,i say 8we10 ,i mean mank9d g5]ally1 = ?+s may exi/ qua "o man & n qua ano!r4 ,& :5 ,i say 8no?+0 ,i po/ulate some?+ ( :i* we h no exp]i5ce4 ,& yet we _c say t a ?+ does n exi/ till x is kn[n to exi/4 ,! planet ,neptune exi/$ ?\gh1 qua u1 x did n exi/ be=e ,adams & ,lev]ri] discov]$ x1 & we _c hold t its cont9u$ non-exi/5ce to my laundress & h] husb& makes x any ! less an entity4 ,we _c say t x did n exi/ at all till x 0 discov]$1 t x exi/s only p>tially & vaguely to mo/ ( u1 t to _m x /ill does n exi/ at all1 t !re are few to :om x ev5 exi/s 9 any =ce or fullness & none :o c realise m ?an ! broad facts ( its exi/5ce4 ,neptune has be5 di/urb+ ! orbits ( ! planets ne>e/ to him = m c5turies ?an we c reckon1 & :e!r or n he is kn[n to h be5 do+ s has no?+ to d ) ! matt]4 ,if ,a is robb$1 he is robb$1 :e!r he kn[s x or n4 ,9 "o s5se1 !n1 we _c say t ! planet ,neptune did n exi/ till he 0 discov]$1 b 9 ano!r we c & ought to d s4 ,de non app>5tibus et non exi/5tibus eadem e/ ratio2 z long1 !re=e1 z ,neptune did n appe> he did n exi/ qua u4 ,! only way out ( x is ?r\gh ! contradiction 9 t]ms ( ma9ta9+ t a ?+ exi/s & does n exi/ at "o & ! same "t4 ,s ,a may be bo? robb$1 & n robb$4 ,we consid]1 !re=e1 t ?+s h assum$ _! pres5t %ape by c\rse ( evolution f a some?+ :i*1 qua u1 is a no?+1 f a pot5tial some?+ b n an actual1 f an actual no?+ b a pot5tial n-no?+1 f a no?+ :i* might become a some?+ to u ) any modification on our p>ts b :i*1 till su* modification has aris51 does n exi/ 9 relation to u1 ?\gh v conceivably do+ s 9 relation to o!r entities4 ,b ?is ,protean no?+1 capable ( appe>+ z some?+1 is n ! absolute1 et]nal1 un*angeable no?+ t we mean :5 we say ex nihilo nihil fit4 ,! alt]native is t some?+ %\ld n h come out ( no?+1 & ?is is say+ t some?+ has always exi/$4 ,b ! et]nal increat5ess ( matt] seems z tr\blesome to conceive z its hav+ be5 creat$ out ( no?+4 ,i say 8seems10 = ,i am n sure h[ f> x really is s4 ,we nev] saw some?+ come out ( no?+1 t is to say1 we nev] saw a beg9n+ ( any?+ except z ! beg9n+ ( a new phase ( some?+ pre-exi/5t4 ,we ought !re=e to f9d ! notion ( et]nal be+ famili>1 x ought to be ! only conception ( matt] :i* we are able to =m3 nev]!less1 we are s c>ri$ away by be+ accu/om$ to see phases h _! beg9n+s & end+s t we =get t ! matt]1 ( :i* we see ! phase beg9 & end1 did n beg9 or end ) ! phase4 ,et]nal matt] p]meat$ by et]nal m9d1 matt] & m9d be+ functions ( "o ano!r1 is ! lea/ uncom=table way ( look+ at ! univ]se2 b z x is beyond our compreh5sion1 & _c !re=e be com=table1 s5sible p]sons w n look at ! univ]se at all except 9 su* details z may conc]n !m4 ,contradiction 9 ,t]ms ,we pay high] & high] 9 proportion to ! s]vice r5d]$ till we get to ! highe/ s]vices1 su* z becom+ a ,memb] ( ,p>liam5t1 & ?is mu/ n be paid at all4 ,if a man w\ld g yet high] & f\nd a new & p]man5t sy/em1 or create "s new idea or "w ( art :i* rema9s to give delight to ages--he mu/ n only n be paid1 b he w h to pay v heavily out ( 8 own pocket into ! b>ga94 ,aga91 we are to get all m5 to speak well ( u if we c2 yet we are to be curs$ if all m5 speak well ( u4 ,s :5 ! univ]se has ga!r$ itself into a s+le ball 7:i* ,i don't = a mom5t believe x ev] w1 b ,i don't c>e7 x w no soon] h done s1 ?an ! bubble w bur/ & x w g back to its gases aga94 ,contradiction 9 t]ms is s omnipres5t t we treat x z we treat dea?1 or free-w1 or fate1 or air1 or ,god1 or ! ,devil--tak+ ^! ?+s s mu* z matt]s ( c\rse t1 ?\gh !y are visible en\gh if we *oose to see !m1 we neglect !m normally altoge!r1 )\t = a mom5t int5d+ to d5y _! exi/5ce4 ,?is neglect is conv5i5t z prev5t+ repetitions ! monotony ( :i* w\ld defeat _! own purpose1 b p are tempt$ nev]!less to =get ! und]ly+ omnipres5ce 9 ! sup]ficial omniabs5ce4 ,!y =get t its opposite lurks 9 ev]y?+--t !re are h>monics ( ,god 9 ! ,devil & h>monics ( ! ,devil 9 ,god4 ,contradiction 9 t]ms is n only to be excus$ b !re c be no proposition :i* does n m or less involve "o4 ,x is ! fact ( !re be+ contradictions 9 t]ms1 :i* h to be smoo!d away & fus$ into h>moni\s acquiesc5ce ) _! surr\nd+s1 t makes life & consci\sness possible at all4 ,unless ! unexpect$ 7 sprung ^u u cont9ually to enliv5 u we %\ld pass life1 z x 71 9 sleep4 ,to a liv+ be+ no 8,x is0 c be absolute2 :]ev] !re is an 8,is10 !re1 among its h>monics1 lurks an 8,is n40 ,:5 !re is absolute abs5ce ( 8,is n0 ! 8,is0 goes too4 ,& ! 8,is n0 does n g completely till ! 8,is0 is gone along ) x4 ,e proposition has got a skeleton 9 its cupbo>d4 ,extremes i ,intuition & evid5ce seem to h some?+ ( ! same relation t fai? & reason1 luck & cunn+1 freewill & necessity & dem& & supply h4 ,!y gr[ up h& 9 h& & no man c say :i* comes fir/4 ,x is ! same ) life & dea?1 :i* lurk "o )9 ! o!r z d re/ & unre/1 *ange & p]si/5ce1 heat & cold1 pov]ty & ri*es1 h>mony & c\nt]po9t1 night & day1 summ] & w9t]4 ,& s ) pan!ism & a!ism2 lov+ ev]ybody is lov+ nobody1 & ,god ev]y:]e is1 practically1 ,god n[h]e4 ,i once ask$ a man if he 0 a free-?9k]2 he repli$ t he did n ?9k he 04 ,& s1 ,i h he>d ( a man exclaim+ 8,i am an a!i/1 ?ank ,god60 ,^? :o say !re is a ,god are wrong unless !y mean at ! same "t t !re is no ,god1 & vice v]sa4 ,! diff]5ce is ! same z t betwe5 plus no?+ & m9us no?+1 & x is h>d to say :i* we ought to admire & ?ank mo/--! fir/ !i/ or ! fir/ a!i/4 ,nev]!less1 = _m reasons1 ! plus no?+ is to be pref]r$4 ii ,to be poor is to be contemptible1 to be v poor is worse /ill1 & s on2 b to be actually at ! po9t ( dea? ?r\gh pov]ty is to be sublime4 ,s 8:5 weakness is utt]1 hon\r cease?40 ,! ,righte\s ,man1 p4 #cij1 po/4 iii ,! meet+ ( extremes is nev] cle>] ?an 9 ! case ( moral & intellectual /r5g? & weakness4 ,we may say ) ,hesiod 8,h[ mu* ! half is great] ?an ! :ole60 or ) ,s4 ,paul 8,my /r5g? is made p]fect 9 weakness02 !y come to mu* ! same ?+4 ,we all "k /r5g? s /rong z to be weak] ?an weakness & weakness s great z to be /rong] ?an /r5g?4 iv ,! ,que5 travels z ! ,c\ntess ( ,balmoral & w\ld probably be v glad1 if %e c\ld1 to travel z pla9 ,mrs4 ,smi?4 ,!re is a good deal ( ! ,que5 lurk+ 9 e ,mrs4 ,smi? &1 conv]sely1 a good deal ( ,mrs4 ,smi? lurk+ 9 e que54 ,free-,w & ,necessity ,z ,i am tidy+ up1 & ! foll[+ beg9n+ ( a pap] on ! above subject has be5 litt]+ ab\t my table s9ce ,decemb] #ahhi1 :i* is ! date on ! top ( page i1 ,i w %oot x on to ?is du/-heap & bury x out ( my sight4 ,x runs3 ,! difficulty has aris5 f our =gett+ t contradiction 9 t]ms lies at ! f\ndation ( all our ?\ghts z a condition & s9e qua non ( our be+ able to ?9k at all4 ,we imag9e t we mu/ ei!r h all free-w & no necessity1 or all necessity & no free-w1 &1 x be+ obvi\s t our free-w is (t5 ov]ridd5 by =ce ( circum/ances :ile ! evid5ce t necessity is ov]ridd5 by free-w is h>d] to f9d 7if inde$ x c be f\nd1 = ,i h n fully consid]$ ! matt]71 mo/ p :o !orise ^u ?is "q w d5y 9 !ory t !re is any free-w at all1 ?\gh 9 practice !y take c>e to act z if !re 04 ,= if we admit t l causes are foll[$ by l effects 7& ev]y?+ t we d is bas$ ^u ?is hypo!sis71 x foll[s t e comb9ation ( causes mu/ h "s "o consequ5t :i* c alone foll[ x & :i* free-w _c t\*4 7,yes1 b x w g5]ally be f\nd t free-w ent]$ into ! orig9al comb9ation & ! repetition ( ! comb9ation w n be exact unless a l free-w is repeat$ along ) all ! o!r factors47 ,f :i* x foll[s t free-w is app>5t only1 & t1 z ,i said ye>s ago 9 ,ere:on1 we are n free to *oose :at seems be/ on ea* occasion b b\nd to d s1 be+ fett]$ to ! fre$om ( our wills ?r\gh\t our lives4 ,b to d5y free-w is to d5y moral responsibility1 & we are l&$ 9 absurdity at once--= !re is no?+ m pat5t ?an t moral responsibility exi/s4 ,nev]!less1 at fir/ sight1 x w\ld seem z ?\gh we ought n to hang a man = murd] if !re 0 no escape = him b t he mu/ commit "o4 ,( c\rse ! answ] to "o :o makes ?is objection is t our hang+ him is z mu* a matt] ( necessity z 8 committ+ ! murd]4 ,if1 aga91 necessity1 z involv$ 9 ! c]ta9ty t l comb9ations w be foll[$ by l consequ5ce1 is a basis on :i* all our actions are f\nd$1 s also is freewill4 ,?is is q z mu* a s9e qua non = action z necessity is2 = :o w\ld try to act if he did n ?9k t 8 try+ w\ld influ5ce ! result8 ,we h !re=e two app>5tly incompatible & mutually de/ructive fai?s1 ea* equally & self-evid5tly demon/rable1 ea* equally necess>y = salvation ( any k9d1 & ea* equally ent]+ into e ?\ght & action ( our :ole lives1 yet utt]ly contradictory & irreconcilable4 ,c any dilemma seem m hopeless8 ,x is n a case ( be+ able to live happily ) ei!r 7 t'o!r de> *>m] away2 x is indisp5sable t we %\ld embrace bo?1 & embrace !m ) equal cordiality at ! same "t1 ?\gh ea* annihilates ! o!r4 ,x is z ?\gh x 7 indisp5sable to our exi/5ce to be equally dead & equally alive at "o & ! same mom5t4 ,"h we h an illu/ration :i* may help u4 ,=1 aft] all1 we are bo? dead & alive at "o & ! same mom5t4 ,!re is no life )\t a ta9t ( dea? & no dea? t is n in/9ct ) a residuum ( pa/ life & ) g]ms ( ! new t is to succe$ x4 ,let ^? :o d5y ?is %[ u an example ( pure life & pure dea?4 ,any "o :o has consid]$ ^! matt]s w "k ?is to be impossible4 ,& yet 9 spite ( ?is1 ! cases :]e we are 9 d\bt :e!r a ?+ is to be m fitly call$ dead or alive are s few t !y may be disreg>d$4 ,i take x1 !n1 t z1 ?\gh alive1 we are 9 "p dead &1 ?\gh dead1 9 "p alive1 s1 ?\gh b\nd by necessity1 we are 9 "p free1 &1 ?\gh free1 yet 9 "p b\nd by necessity4 ,at lea/ ,i c ?9k ( no case ( su* absolute necessity 9 human affairs z t free-w %\ld h no "p 9 x1 nor ( su* absolute free-w t no "p ( ! action %\ld be limit$ & controll$ by necessity4 ,?us1 :5 a man walks to ! gall[s1 he is "u l>ge necessity1 yet he reta9s mu* small fre$om2 :5 p9ion$1 he is less free1 b he c op5 8 eyes & m\? & pray al\d or no z he pleases2 ev5 :5 ! drop has fall51 s long z he is 8he0 at all1 he c ex]cise "s1 ?\gh inf9itely small1 *oice4 ,x may be answ]$ t ?r\gh\t ! =ego+ *a9 ( actions1 ! fre$om1 :at little !re is ( x1 is app>5t only1 & t ev5 9 ! small fre$oms1 :i* are n s obvi\sly controll$ by necessity1 ! necessity is /ill pres5t z effectually z :5 ! man1 ?\gh app>5tly free to walk to ! gall[s1 is 9 reality b\nd to d s4 ,= 9 respect ( ! small details ( 8 mann] ( walk+ to ! gall[s1 :i* compulsion does n s gl>+ly rea*1 :at is x t ! man is free to d8 ,he is free to d z he likes1 b he is n free to d z he does n l2 & a man's lik+s are det]m9$ by outside ?+s & by antec$5ts1 pre-natal & po/-natal1 ^: effect is s p[]ful t ! individual :o makes ! *oice proves to be only ! resultant ( c]ta9 =ces :i* h be5 br\ght to be> ^u him b :i* are n ! man4 ,s t x seems !re is no detail1 no nook or corn] ( action1 into :i* necessity does n p5etrate4 ,?is seems logical1 b x is z logical to foll[ in/9ct & common s5se z to foll[ logic1 & bo? in/9ct & common s5se assure u t !re is no nook or corn] ( action into :i* free-w does n p5etrate1 unless x be ^? into :i* m9d does n ent] at all1 z :5 a man is /ruck by lightn+ or is ov]:elm$ sudd5ly by an avalan*e4 ,besides1 ^? :o ma9ta9 t action is b\nd to foll[ *oice1 :ile *oice c only foll[ op9ion z to advantage1 neglect ! v consid]able numb] ( cases 9 :i* op9ion z to advantage does n exi/--:51 = in/ance1 a man feels1 z we all ( u sometimes d1 t he is utt]ly incapable ( =m+ any op9ion :atev] z to 8 mo/ advantage\s c\rse4 ,b ?is aga9 is fallaci\s4 ,= suppose he decides to toss up & be guid$ by ! result1 ?is is /ill :at he has *os5 to d1 & 8 action1 !re=e1 is foll[+ 8 *oice4 ,or suppose1 aga91 t he rema9s passive & does no?+--8 passivity is 8 *oice4 ,i c see no way out ( x unless ei!r frankly to admit t contradiction 9 t]ms is ! b$rock on :i* all our ?\ghts & de$s are f\nd$1 & to acquiesce *e]fully 9 ! fact t :5ev] we try to g bel[ ! surface ( any enquiry we f9d ourselves utt]ly baffl$--or to r$ef9e fre$om & necessity1 admitt+ ea* z a pot5t factor ( ! o!r4 ,& ?is ,i d n see my way to do+4 ,i am !re=e necessitat$ to *oose freely ! admission t our und]/&+ c burr[ b a v small way into ! f\ndations ( our beliefs1 & c only weak5 r ?an /r5g!n !m by burr[+ at all4 ,free-,w o!rwise ,cunn+ ,! elem5t ( free-w1 cunn+1 spontaneity1 individuality--s omnipres5t1 s ess5tial1 yet s unreasonable1 & s inconsi/5t ) ! o!r elem5t n less omnipres5t & n less ess5tial1 ,i mean necessity1 luck1 fate--?is elem5t ( free-w1 :i* comes f ! unse5 k+dom )9 :i* ! writs ( our ?\ghts run n1 mu/ be c>ri$ d[n to ! mo/ t5u\s atoms ^: action is suppos$ mo/ purely *emical & me*anical2 x c nev] be held z absolutely elim9at$1 = if x be s held1 !re is no gett+ x back aga91 & t x exi/s1 ev5 9 ! l[e/ =ms ( life1 _c be disput$4 ,its exi/5ce is "o ( ! pro(s ( ! exi/5ce ( an unse5 _w1 & a means :]eby we "k ! little t we d "k ( t _w4 ,necessity o!rwise ,luck ,x is all v well to insi/ ^u ! free-w or cunn+ side ( liv+ action1 m especially n[ :5 x has be5 s p]si/5tly ignor$1 b ?\gh ! =tunes ( bir? & surr\nd+s h all be5 built up by cunn+1 yet x is by ance/ral1 vic>i\s cunn+1 & ?is1 to ea* individual1 comes to mu* ! same z luck pure & simple2 9 fact1 luck is seldom s]i\sly int5d$ to mean a total d5ial ( cunn+1 b is = ! mo/ "p only an expression :]eby we summ>ise & express our s5se ( a cunn+ too complex & impalpable = consci\s foll[+ & appreh5sion4 ,:5 we consid] h[ little we h to d ) our p>5tage1 c\ntry & education1 or ev5 ) our g5us & species1 h[ vitally ^! ?+s affect u bo? 9 life & dea?1 & h[1 practically1 ! cunn+ 9 connection ) !m is s sp5t z to be no cunn+ at all1 x is pla9 t ! drifts1 curr5ts1 & /orms ( :at is virtually luck w be (t5 m ?an ! little helm ( cunn+ c control4 ,& s ) dea?4 ,no?+ c affect u less1 b at ! same "t no?+ c affect u m2 & h[ little c cunn+ d aga9/ x8 ,at ! be/ x c only def] x4 ,cunn+ is n9e-t5?s luck1 & luck is n9e-t5?s cunn+2 b ! fact t n9e-t5?s ( cunn+ is luck leaves /ill a t5? "p unacc\nt$ =4 ,*oice ,our *oice is app>5tly mo/ free1 & we are lea/ obvi\sly driv5 to det]m9e our c\rse1 9 ^? cases :]e ! future is mo/ obscure1 t is1 :5 ! balance ( advantage appe>s mo/ d\btful4 ,:]e we h an op9ion t assures u promptly :i* way ! balance ( advantage w incl9e--:e!r x be an in/9ctive1 h]$it>ily acquir$ op9ion or "o rapidly & decisively =m$ z ! result ( po/-natal exp]i5ce--!n our action is det]m9$ at once by t op9ion1 & fre$om ( *oice practically vani%es4 ,ego & ,non-,ego ,y c h all ego1 or all non-ego1 b 9 !ory y _c h half "o & half ! o!r--yet 9 practice ?is is exactly :at y mu/ h1 = ev]y?+ is bo? itself & n itself at "o & ! same "t4 ,a liv+ ?+ is itself 9 s f> z x has wants & gratifies !m4 ,x is n itself 9 s f> z x uses itself z a tool = ! gratify+ ( its wants4 ,?us an amba is aw>e ( a piece ( meat :i* x wants to eat4 ,x has no?+ except its own body to fl+ at ! meat & cat* x )4 ,if x _h a little h&-net1 or ev5 su* an organ z our own h&1 x w\ld use x1 b x has only got itself2 s x takes itself by ! scruff ( its own neck1 z x 71 & fl+s itself at ! piece ( meat1 z ?\gh x 7 n itself b some?+ :i* x is us+ 9 ord] to gratify itself4 ,s we make our own bodies into c>riages e "t we walk4 ,our body is our tool-box--& our bodily organs are ! simple/ tools we c cat* hold (4 ,:5 ! amba has got ! piece ( meat & has done dige/+ x1 x leaves (f be+ n itself & becomes itself aga94 ,a ?+ is only itself :5 x is do+ no?+2 z long z x is do+ some?+ x is its own tool & n itself4 ,or y may h x t ev]y?+ is itself 9 respect ( ! pleasure or pa9 x is feel+1 b n itself 9 respect ( ! us+ ( itself by itself z a tool ) :i* to "w its w4 ,or p]haps we %\ld say t ! ego rema9s always ego 9 "p2 x does n become all non-ego at "o & ! same "t4 ,we ?r[ our fi/ into a man's face z ?\gh x 7 a /ick we _h pick$ up to beat him )4 ,= ! mom5t1 our fi/ is h>dly 8u10 b x becomes 8u0 aga9 z we feel ! resi/ance x enc\nt]s f ! man's eye4 ,anyway1 we c only *uck ab\t a "p ( ourselves at a "t1 we _c *uck ! lot--& yet ,i d n "k ?is1 = we may jump (f ! gr\nd & fl+ ourselves on to a man4 ,! fact t bo? elem5ts are pres5t & are ( su* ne>ly equal value expla9s ! ob/9acy ( ! conflict betwe5 ! uphold]s ( ,necessity & ,free-,w :i*1 inde$1 are only luck & cunn+ "u o!r names4 ,=1 on ! "o h&1 ! surr\nd+s s obvi\sly & p[]fully m\ld u1 body & s\l1 & ev5 ! little modify+ p[] :i* at fir/ we seem to h is f\nd1 on exam9ation1 to spr+ s completely f surr\nd+s =m]ly beyond ! control ( our ance/ors1 t a logical ?9k]1 :o />ts ) ^! premises1 is soon driv5 to ! total d5ial ( free-w1 except1 ( c\rse1 z an illusion2 9 o!r words1 he p]ceives ! connection betwe5 ego & non-ego1 tries to disunite !m s z to "k :5 he is talk+ ab\t :at1 & f9ds to 8 surprise t he _c d s )\t viol5ce to "o or bo?4 ,be+1 above all ?+s1 a logical ?9k]1 & abhorr+ ! contradiction 9 t]ms involv$ 9 admitt+ any?+ to be bo? itself & some?+ o!r ?an itself at "o & ! same "t1 he makes ! mann] 9 :i* ! "o is root$ into ! o!r a pretext = m]g+ ! ego1 z ! less bulky ( ! two1 9 ! non-ego2 h5ce practically he decl>es ! ego to h no fur!r exi/5ce1 except z a m]e app5dage & adjunct ( ! non-ego ! exi/5ce ( :i* he alone recognises 7?\gh h[ he c recognise x )\t recognis+ also t he is recognis+ x z some?+ =eign to himself x is n easy to see74 ,z = ! action & int]action t goes on 9 ! non-ego1 he ref]s x to fate1 =tune1 *ance1 luck1 necessity1 immutable law1 provid5ce 7mean+ g5]ally improvid5ce7 or to :atev] k9dr$ t]m he has mo/ fancy =4 ,9 o!r words1 he is s mu* impress$ ) ! connection betwe5 luck & cunn+1 & s anxi\s to avoid contradiction 9 t]ms1 t he tries to aboli% cunn+1 & dwells1 z ,mr4 ,d>w9 did1 almo/ exclusively ^u ! luck side ( ! matt]4 ,o!rs1 on ! o!r h&1 f9d ! ego no less /rik+ ?an _! oppon5ts f9d ! non-ego4 ,e h\r !y m\ld ?+s s consid]ably to _! pleasure t1 ev5 ?\gh !y may = argum5t's sake admit free-w to be an illusion1 !y say ) reason t no reality c be m real ?an an illusion :i* is s /rong1 s p]si/5t & s univ]sal2 ?is cont5tion1 inde$1 _c be disput$ except at ! co/ ( invalidat+ ! reality ( all ev5 our mo/ assur$ convictions4 ,!y admit t !re is an app>5t connection betwe5 _! ego & non-ego1 _! necessity & free-w1 _! luck & cunn+2 !y grant t ! diff]5ce is resolvable into a diff]5ce ( degree & n ( k9d2 b1 on ! o!r h&1 !y say t 9 ea* degree !re /ill lurks a little k9d1 & t a diff]5ce ( _m degrees makes a diff]5ce ( k9d--!re be+1 9 fact1 no diff]5ce betwe5 diff]5ces ( degree & ^? ( k9d1 except t ! second are an accumulation ( ! fir/4 ,! all-p[]fulness ( ! surr\nd+s is decl>$ by !m to be z completely an illusion1 if exam9$ closely1 z ! p[] ( ! individual 0 decl>$ to be by _! oppon5ts1 inasmu* z ! antec$5ts ( ! non-ego1 :5 exam9$ by !m1 prove to be n less due to ! p]sonal individual elem5t ev]y:]e recognisable1 ?an ! ego1 :5 exam9$ by _! oppon5ts1 prov$ to be m]geable 9 ! univ]sal4 ,!y claim1 !re=e1 to be able to resolve ev]y?+ into spontaneity & free-w ) no less logical consi/5cy ?an t ) :i* freewill c be resolv$ into an outcome ( necessity4 ,two ,incompreh5sibles ,y may assume life ( "s k9d omnipres5t = ev] ?r\gh\t matt]4 ,?is is "o way4 ,ano!r way is to assume an act ( spontane\s g5]ation1 i4e4 a transition some:]e & some:5 f absolutely non-liv+ to absolutely liv+4 ,y _c h x bo? ways4 ,b x seems to me t y mu/ h x bo? ways4 ,y mu/ n beg9 ) life 7or pot5tial life7 ev]y:]e alone1 nor mu/ y beg9 ) a s+le spontane\s g5]ation alone1 b y mu/ c>ry y\r spontane\s g5]ation 7or d5ial ( ! cont9uity ( life7 d[n1 ad inf9itum1 j z y mu/ c>ry y\r cont9uity ( life 7or d5ial ( spontane\s g5]ation7 d[n ad inf9itum &1 compatible or incompatible1 y mu/ write a sci5tific ,a?anasian ,cre$ to compreh5d ^! two incompreh5sibles4 ,if1 !n1 x is only an escape f "o incompreh5sible position to ano!r1 cui bono to make a *ange8 ,:y n /ay quietly 9 ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ z we are8 ,&1 aft] all1 ! ,a?anasian ,cre$ is light & compreh5sible read+ 9 comp>ison ) mu* t n[ passes = sci5ce4 ,i c give no answ] to ?is z reg>ds ! un9telligible clauses1 = :at we come to 9 ! end is j z abhorr5t to & inconceivable by reason z :at !y (f] u2 b z reg>ds :at may be call$ ! intelligible p>ts--t ,*ri/ 0 born ( a ,virg91 di$1 rose f ! dead--we say t1 if x 7 n = ! pre/ige t belief 9 ^! alleg$ facts has obta9$1 we %\ld refuse att5tion to !m4 ,out ( respect1 h[ev]1 = ! mass ( op9ion t accepts !m we h look$ into ! matt] ) c>e1 & we h f\nd ! evid5ce break d[n4 ,! same reason+ & canons ( criticism :i* conv9ce me t ,*ri/ 0 crucifi$ conv9ce me at ! same "t t he 0 insuffici5tly crucifi$4 ,i c only accept 8 dea? & resurrection at ! co/ ( reject+ ev]y?+ t ,i h be5 taught to hold mo/ /rongly4 ,i c only accept ! s-call$ te/imony 9 support ( ^! alleg$ facts at ! co/ ( reject+1 or at any rate invalidat+1 all ! te/imony on :i* ,i h bas$ all com=table assurance ( any k9d :atsoev]4 ,god & ! ,unkn[n ,god is ! unkn[n1 & h5ce ! no?+ qua u4 ,he is also ! ensemble ( all we "k1 & h5ce ! ev]y?+ qua u4 ,s t ! mo/ absolute no?+ & ! mo/ absolute ev]y?+ are extremes t meet 7l all o!r extremes7 9 ,god4 ,m5 ?9k !y mean by ,god some?+ l :at ,raffaelle & ,mi*ael ,angelo h pa9t$2 unless ?is 7 s ,raffaelle & ,mi*ael ,angelo w\ld n h pa9t$ z !y did4 ,b to get at our tru] ?\ghts we %\ld look at our less consci\s & delib]ate utt]ances4 ,f ^! x has be5 ga!r$ t ,god is our expression = all =ces & p[]s :i* we d n und]/&1 or ) :i* we are unfamili>1 & = ! highe/ ideal ( wisdom1 goodness & p[] :i* we c conceive1 b = no?+ else4 ,?us ,god makes ! grass gr[ because we d n und]/& h[ ! air & e>? & wat] ne> a piece ( grass are seiz$ by ! grass & conv]t$ into m grass2 b ,god does n m[ ! grass & make hay ( x4 ,x is ,paul & ,apollos :o plant & wat]1 b ,god :o give? ! increase4 ,we nev] say t ,god does any?+ :i* we c d ourselves1 or ask him = any?+ :i* we "k h[ to get 9 any o!r way4 ,z soon z we und]/& a ?+ we remove x f ! sph]e ( ,god's action4 ,z long z !re is an unkn[n !re w be a ,god = all practical purposes2 ! "n ( ,god has nev] yet be5 giv5 to a kn[n ?+ except by way ( flatt]y1 z to ,roman ,emp]ors1 or ?r\gh ! attempt to symbolise ! unkn[n g5]ally1 z 9 feti% wor%ip1 & !n ! prie/s _h to tell ! p t !re 0 some?+ m ab\t ! feti% ?an !y knew (1 or !y w\ld soon h ceas$ to ?9k ( x z ,god4 ,to und]/& a ?+ is to feel z ?\gh we c\ld /& "u or alongside ( x 9 all its p>ts & =m a picture ( x 9 our m9ds ?r\gh\t4 ,we und]/& h[ a viol9 is made if our m9ds c foll[ ! manufacture 9 all its detail & picture x to ourselves4 ,if we feel t we c id5tify ourselves ) ! /eam & ma*9]y ( a /eam eng9e1 s z to travel 9 imag9ation ) ! /eam ?r\gh all ! pipes & valves1 if we c see ! movem5t ( ea* "p ( ! pi/on1 connect+ rod1 c41 s z to be m5tally "o ) bo? ! /eam & ! me*anism ?r\gh\t _! :ole action & con/ruction1 !n we say we und]/& ! /eam eng9e1 & ! idea ( ,god nev] crosses our m9ds 9 connection ) x4 ,:5 we feel t we c nei!r d a ?+ ourselves1 nor ev5 le>n to d x by reason ( its intricacy & difficulty1 & t no "o else ev] c or w1 & yet we see ! ?+ none ! less done daily & h\rly all r\nd u1 !n we are n cont5t to say we d n und]/& h[ ! ?+ is done1 we g fur!r & ascribe ! action to ,god4 ,z soon z !re is felt to be an unkn[n & app>5tly unkn[able elem5t1 !n1 b n till !n1 does ! idea ,god pres5t itself to u4 ,s at coron]s' inque/s juries nev] say ! deceas$ di$ by ! visitation ( ,god if !y "k any ( ! m proximate causes4 ,x is n ,god1 !re=e1 :o s[s ! corn--we c\ld s[ corn ourselves1 we c see ! man ) a bag 9 8 h& walk+ ov] pl\gh$ fields & s[+ ! corn broadca/--b x is ,god :o made ! man :o goes ab\t ) ! bag1 & :o makes ! corn spr\t1 = we d n foll[ ! processes t take place "h4 ,z long z we knew no?+ ab\t :at caus$ ?is or t wea!r we us$ to ascribe x to ,god's direct action & pray him to *ange x accord+ to our wants3 n[ t we "k m ab\t ! wea!r !re is a gr[+ dis9cl9ation among cl]gym5 to pray = ra9 or dry wea!r1 :ile laym5 look to no?+ b ! b>omet]4 ,s p d n say ,god has %[n !m ?is or t :5 !y h j se5 x 9 ! newspap]s2 !y w\ld only say t ,god _h %[n x !m if x _h come into _! heads sudd5ly & aft] !y _h tri$ long & va9ly to get at ?is p>ticul> po9t4 ,to lam5t t we _c be m consci\s ( ,god & und]/& him bett] is mu* l lam5t+ t we are n m consci\s ( our circulation & dige/ion4 ,provid$ we live accord+ to famili> laws ( heal?1 ! less we ?9k ab\t circulation & dige/ion ! bett]2 & s ) ! ord9>y rules ( good conduct1 ! less we ?9k ab\t ,god ! bett]4 ,to "k ,god bett] is only to realise m fully h[ impossible x is t we %\ld ev] "k him at all4 ,i _c tell :i* is ! m *ildi%--to d5y him1 or to attempt to def9e him4 ,scylla & ,*>ybdis ,!y are ev]y:]e4 ,j n[ com+ up ,great ,russell ,/reet ,i loit]$ outside a pr9t %op4 ,!re !y 7 z usual--,hog>?'s ,idle & ,virtu\s ,appr5tices4 ,! idle appr5tice is c]ta9ly ,scylla1 b is n ! virtu\s appr5tice j z mu* ,*>ybdis8 ,is he s greatly pref]able8 ,is n ! "r ?+ some:]e betwe5 ! two8 ,& does n ! art ( good liv+ consi/ ma9ly 9 a f9e p]ception ( :5 to edge t[>ds ! idle & :5 t[>ds ! virtu\s appr5tice8 ,:5 ,john ,bunyan 7or ,ri*>d ,baxt]1 or :oev] x 07 said 8,!re w5t ,john ,bunyan1 b = ! grace ( ,god0 7or :atev] he did say71 _h he a "r to be s cock-sure t ! crim9al on :om he 0 look+ 0 n say+ mu* ! same ?+ z he look$ ^u ,john ,bunyan8 ,does any "o :o kn[s me d\bt t if ,i 7 (f]$ my *oice betwe5 a bi%opric & a halt]1 ,i %\ld *oose ! halt]8 ,i believe half ! bi%ops w\ld *oose ! halt] !mselves if !y _h to d x ov] aga94 ,philosophy ,z a g5]al rule philosophy is l /irr+ mud or n lett+ a sleep+ dog lie4 ,x is an attempt to d5y1 circumv5t or o!rwise escape f ! consequ5ces ( ! int]lac+ ( ! roots ( ?+s ) "o ano!r4 ,x pr(esses to appease our ultimate 8,:y80 ?\gh 9 tru? x is g5]ally ! solution ( a simplex ignotum by a complex ignotius4 ,?is1 at lea/1 is my exp]i5ce ( ev]y?+ t has be5 pres5t$ to me z philosophy4 ,i h (t5 _h my 8,:y0 answ]$ ) s mu* my/ify+ matt] t ,i h left (f press+ x ?r\gh fatigue4 ,b ?is is n hav+ my ultimate 8,:y80 appeas$4 ,x is be+ knock$ out ( "t4 ,philosophy & ,equal ,temp]am5t ,x is ) philosophy z ) j intonation on a piano1 if y get ev]y?+ q /raight & on all f\rs 9 "o dep>tm5t1 9 p]fect tune1 x is delightful s long z y keep well 9 ! middle ( ! key2 b z soon z y modulate y f9d ! new key is out ( tune & ! m remotely y modulate ! m out ( tune y get4 ,! only way is to di/ribute y\r error by equal temp]am5t & leave common s5se to make ! correction 9 philosophy :i* ! e> does in/antane\sly & involunt>ily 9 music4 ,h$g+ ! ,cuckoo ,p w /ill keep try+ to f9d "s =mula t %all h$ge-9 ! cuckoo ( m5tal ph5om5a to _! satisfaction4 ,half ! books--nay1 all ( !m t deal ) ?\ght & its ways 9 ! academic _s--are b s _m ( ^! h$ges 9 v>i\s /ages ( decay4 ,god & ,philosophies ,all philosophies1 if y ride !m home1 are nons5se2 b "s are great] nons5se ?an o!rs4 ,x is p]haps because ,god does n set mu* /ore by or wi% to enc\rage !m t he has atta*$ su* v sl5d] rew>ds to !m4 ,common ,s5se1 ,reason & ,fai? ,reason is n ! ultimate te/ ( tru? nor is x ! c\rt ( fir/ in/ance4 ,= example3 ,a man que/ions 8 own exi/5ce2 he applies fir/ to ! c\rt ( "m-wit & is promptly told t he exi/s2 he appeals next to reason &1 aft] "s wrangl+1 is told t ! matt] is v d\btful2 he proce$s to ! equity ( t reasonable fai? :i* inspires & transc5ds reason1 & ! judgm5t ( ! c\rt ( fir/ in/ance is upheld :ile t ( reason is rev]s$4 ,nev]!less x is folly to appeal f reason to fai? unless "o is pretty sure ( a v]dict &1 9 mo/ cases ab\t :i* we dispute s]i\sly1 reason is z f> z we ne$ g4 ,! ,cr$it ,sy/em ,! :ole _w is c>ri$ on on ! cr$it sy/em2 if e "o 7 to dem& paym5t 9 h>d ca%1 !re w\ld be univ]sal bankruptcy4 ,we ?9k z we d ma9ly because o!r p ?9k s4 ,b if e "o /&s on e "o else1 :at does ! bottom man /& on8 ,fai? is no f\ndation1 = x re/s 9 ! end on reason4 ,reason is no f\ndation1 = x re/s ^u fai?4 ,argum5t ,we are n won by argum5t1 :i* is l read+ & writ+ & disappe>s :5 !re is ne$ ( su* vanity1 or l col\r t vani%es ) too mu* light or %ade1 or l s\nd t becomes sil5ce 9 ! extremes4 ,argum5t is useless :5 !re is ei!r no conviction at all or a v /rong conviction4 ,x is a means ( conviction & z su* belongs to ! means ( conviction1 n to ! extremes4 ,we are n won by argum5ts t we c analyse1 b by tone & temp]1 by ! mann] :i* is ! man himself4 ,logic & ,philosophy ,:5 y h got all ! rules & all ! lore ( philosophy & logic well into y\r head1 & h sp5t ye>s 9 gett+ to und]/& at any rate :at !y mean & h !m at comm&1 y w "k less = practical purposes ?an "o :o has nev] /udi$ logic or philosophy4 ,sci5ce ,if x t5ds to ?ick5 ! cru/ ( ice on :i*1 z x 71 we are skat+1 x is all "r4 ,if x tries to f9d1 or pr(esses to h f\nd1 ! solid gr\nd at ! bottom ( ! wat]1 x is all wrong4 ,our bus9ess is ) ! ?ick5+ ( ?is cru/ by ext5d+ our k d[nw>d f above1 z ice gets ?ick] :ile ! fro/ la/s2 we %\ld n try to freeze upw>ds f ! bottom4 ,religion ,a religion only means some?+ s c]ta9ly pos$ t no?+ c ev] displace x4 ,x is an attempt to settle fir/ pr9ciples s au?oritatively t no "o ne$ s mu* z ev5 ?9k ( ev] re-op5+ !m = himself or feel any1 ev5 ! fa9te/1 misgiv+ ^u ! matt]4 ,x is an attempt to get an irrefragably safe inve/m5t1 & ?is _c be got1 no matt] h[ l[ ! int]e/1 :i* 9 ! case ( religion is ab\t z l[ z x c be4 ,any religion t _c be f\nd$ on half a %eet ( note-pap] w be bottom-heavy1 & ?is1 9 a matt] s ess5tially ( s5tim5t z religion1 is z bad z be+ top-heavy 9 a mat]ial con/ruction4 ,x mu/ ( c\rse cat* on to reason1 b ! less x emphasises ! fact ! bett]4 ,logic ,logic has no place save ) t :i* c be def9$ 9 words4 ,x has no?+ to d1 !re=e1 ) ^? deep] que/ions t h got beyond words & consci\sness4 ,to apply logic "h is z fatu\s z to disreg>d x 9 cases :]e x is applicable4 ,! difficulty lies1 z x always does1 on ! bord] l9es betwe5 ! respective sph]es ( influ5ce4 ,logic & ,fai? ,logic is l ! sword--^? :o appeal to x %all p]i% by x4 ,fai? is appeal+ to ! liv+ ,god1 & "o may p]i% by t too1 b someh[ "o w\ld r p]i% t way ?an ! o!r1 & "o has got to p]i% soon] or lat]4 ,common ,s5se & ,philosophy ,! voices ( common s5se & ( high philosophy sometimes cross2 b common s5se is ! unalt]able canto f]mo & philosophy is ! v>iable c\nt]po9t4 ,fir/ ,pr9ciples ,x is said we c build no sup]/ructure )\t a f\ndation ( un%akable pr9ciples4 ,!re are no su* pr9ciples4 ,or1 if !re be any1 !y are beyond our rea*--we _c fa?om !m2 !re=e1 qua u1 !y h no exi/5ce1 = !re is no o!r 8is n0 ?an inconceivabl5ess by ourselves4 ,!re is "o ?+ c]ta91 namely1 t we c h no?+ c]ta92 !re=e x is n c]ta9 t we c h no?+ c]ta94 ,we are z m5 :o w insi/ on look+ ov] ! br9k ( a precipice2 "s few c gaze into ! abyss bel[ )\t los+ _! heads1 b mo/ m5 w gr[ dizzy & fall4 ,! only ?+ to d is to glance at ! *aos on :i* our ?\ghts are f\nd$1 recognise t x is a *aos & t1 9 ! nature ( ?+s1 no !oretically firm gr\nd is ev5 conceivable1 & !n to turn aside ) ! disgu/1 fe> & horror ( "o :o has be5 look+ into 8 own entrails4 ,ev5 ,euclid _c lay a demon/rable premise1 he requires po/ulates & axioms :i* transc5d demon/ration & )\t :i* he c d no?+4 ,8 sup]/ructure is demon/ration1 8 gr\nd is fai?4 ,& s 8 ultima ratio is to tell a man t he is a fool by say+ 8,:i* is absurd40 ,if 8 oppon5t *ooses to hold out 9 spite ( ?is1 ,euclid c d no m4 ,fai? & au?ority are z necess>y = him z = any "o else4 ,true1 he does n want u to believe v mu*2 8 yoke is tol]ably easy1 & he w n call a man a fool until he w h public op9ion g5]ally on 8 side2 b none ! less does he beg9 ) dogmatism & end ) p]secution4 ,!re is no?+ "o _c wrangle ab\t4 ,s5sible p w agree to a middle c\rse f\nd$ ^u a few g5]al axioms & propositions ab\t :i*1 "r or wrong1 !y w n ?9k x wor? :ile to wrangle = "s "t1 & ^? :o reject ^! c be put into mad-h\ses4 ,! middle way may be z full ( hidd5 rocks z ! o!r ways are ( manife/ ones1 b x is ! pleasante/ :ile we c keep to x & ! dang]s1 be+ hidd51 are less al>m+4 ,9 practice x is seldom v h>d to d "o's duty :5 "o kn[s :at x is1 b x is sometimes exce$+ly difficult to f9d ?is out4 ,! difficulty is1 h[ev]1 (t5 r$ucible into t ( kn[+ :at gives "o pleasure1 & ?is1 ?\gh difficult1 is a saf] guide & m easily di/+ui%$4 ,9 all cases ( d\bt1 ! prompt+s ( a k9dly disposition are m tru/wor?y ?an ! conclusions ( logic1 & s5se is bett] ?an sci5ce4 ,:y ,i %\ld h be5 at ! pa9s to write su* truisms ,i "k n4 ,,xxi ,rebelli\sness ,god & ,life ,,we reg>d ^! z two di/9ct ?+s & say t ! fir/ made ! second1 mu* z1 till lately1 we reg>d$ memory & h]$ity z two di/9ct ?+s hav+ less connection ?an ev5 t suppos$ to exi/ betwe5 ,god & life4 ,n[1 h[ev]1 t we "k h]$ity to be only a necess>y outcome1 developm5t & manife/ation ( memory--s t1 giv5 su* a faculty z memory1 ! faculty ( h]$ity foll[s z be+ inh]5t !re9 & b\nd to issue f x--9 l mann] pres5tly1 in/ead ( see+ life z a ?+ creat$ by ,god1 we %all see ,god & life z "o ?+1 !re be+ no life )\t ,god nor ,god )\t life1 :]e !re is life !re is ,god & :]e !re is ,god !re is life4 ,!y say t ,god is love1 b life & love are co-ext5sive2 = hate is b a mode ( love1 z life & dea? lurk always 9 "o ano!r2 & 8,god is life0 is n f> (f say+ 8,god is love40 ,aga91 !y say1 8,:]e !re is life !re is hope10 b hope is ( ! ess5ce ( ,god1 = x is fai? & hope t h und]la9 all evolution4 ,god & ,fle% ,! c\rse ( true ,god nev] did run smoo?4 ,god to be ( any use mu/ be made manife/1 & he c only be made manife/ 9 & ?r\gh fle%4 ,& fle% to be ( any use 7except = eat+7 mu/ be alive1 & x c only be alive by be+ inspir$ ( ,god4 ,! tr\ble lies 9 ! gett+ ! fle% & ! ,god toge!r 9 ! "r proportions4 ,!re is lots ( ,god & lots ( fle%1 b ! fle% has always got too mu* ,god or too little1 & ! ,god has always too little fle% or too mu*4 ,gods & ,prophets ,x is ! mann] ( gods & prophets to beg93 8,?\ %alt h none o!r ,god or ,prophet b me40 ,if ,i 7 to />t z a god or a prophet1 ,i ?9k ,i %\ld take ! l9e3 8,?\ %alt n believe 9 me4 ,?\ %alt n h me = a god4 ,?\ %alt wor%ip any damn$ ?+ ?\ like/ except me40 ,?is %\ld be my fir/ & great comm&m5t1 & my second %\ld be l unto x4 #ccc ,fai? & ,reason ,! in/9ct t[>ds bru%+ fai? aside & be+ /rictly reasonable is /rong & natural2 s also is ! in/9ct t[>ds bru%+ logic & consi/5cy on "o side if !y become tr\blesome1 9 o!r words--s is ! in/9ct t[>ds bas+ action on a fai? :i* is beyond reason4 ,x is because bo? in/9cts are s natural t s _m accept & s _m reject ,ca?olicism4 ,! two g along = "s "t z v good fri5ds & !n fight2 sometimes "o beats & sometimes ! o!r1 b !y always make x up aga9 & jog along z be=e1 = !y h a great respect = "o ano!r4 ,god & ! ,devil ,god's m]its are s transc5d5t t x is n surpris+ 8 faults %\ld be 9 reasonable proportion4 ,! faults are1 inde$1 on su* a scale t1 :5 look$ at )\t relation to ! m]its ) :i* !y are int]wov51 !y become s appall+ t p %r9k f ascrib+ !m to ! ,deity & h inv5t$ ! ,devil1 )\t see+ t !re w\ld be m excuse = ,god's kill+ ! ,devil1 & s gett+ rid ( evil1 ?an !re c be = 8 fail+ to be ev]y?+ t he w\ld l to be4 ,= ,god is n s :ite z he is pa9t$1 & he gets on bett] ) ! ,devil ?an p ?9k4 ,! ,devil is too useful = him to wi% him ill &1 9 l mann]1 half ! ,devil's trade w\ld be at an end %\ld any great mi%ap br+ ,god well d[n 9 ! _w4 ,= all ! m\?s !y make at "o ano!r !y play into ea* o!r's h&s & h got on s well z p>tn]s1 play+ ,sp5l[ & ,jork9s to "o ano!r1 = s _m ye>s t !re seems no reason :y !y %\ld cease to d s4 ,! conception ( !m z ! "o absolutely void ( evil & ! o!r ( good is a vulg> notion tak5 f sci5ce ^: prie/s h ev] s\ght to get e idea & e sub/ance pure ( all alloy4 ,god & ! ,devil are ab\t z f\r to ?ree4 ,!re is en\gh prepond]ance ( ,god to make x f> saf] to be on 8 side ?an on ! ,devil's1 b ! excess is n s great z 8 pr(essional claqueurs pret5d x is4 ,x is l gambl+ at ,monte ,c>lo2 if y play long en\gh y are sure to lose1 b n[ & aga9 y may w9 a great deal ( excell5t money if y w only cease play+ ! mom5t y h won x4 ,*ri/ianity i ,z an in/rum5t ( w>f>e aga9/ vice1 or z a tool = mak+ virtue1 ,*ri/ianity is a m]e fl9t implem5t4 ii ,*ri/ianity is a woman's religion1 inv5t$ by wom5 & womani% m5 = !mselves4 ,! ,*ur*'s "o f\ndation is n ,*ri/1 z is commonly said1 x is woman2 & call+ ! ,madonna ! ,que5 ( ,heav5 is only a poetical way ( ackn[l$g+ t wom5 are ! ma9 support ( ! prie/s4 iii ,x is n ! *ur* 9 a village t is ! s\rce ( ! mis*ief1 b ! rectory4 ,i w\ld n t\* a *ur* f "o end ( ,engl& to ! o!r4 iv ,*ri/ianity is only s]i\sly pret5d$ by "s among ! idle1 b\rgeois middle-classes4 ,! work+ classes & ! mo/ cultur$ intellig5ce ( ! "t rea* by %ort cuts :at ! highways ( our s*ools & univ]sities mislead u f by _m a w9d+ b\t1 if !y d n prev5t our ev] rea*+ x4 v ,x is n easy to say :i* is ! m obvi\s1 ! antec$5t improbability ( ! ,*ri/ian s*eme & miracles1 or ! breakd[n ( ! evid5ces on :i* ^! are suppos$ to re/4 ,& yet ,*ri/ianity has ov]run ! _w4 vi ,if !re is any moral 9 ,*ri/ianity1 if !re is any?+ to be le>n$ f x1 if ! :ole /ory is n pr(itless f fir/ to la/1 x comes to ?is t a man %\ld back 8 own op9ion aga9/ ! _w's--& ?is is a v risky & immoral ?+ to d1 b ! ,"l ha? m]cy on :om he w h m]cy4 vii ,*ri/ianity is true 9 s f> z x has fo/]$ beauty & false 9 s f> z x has fo/]$ ugl9ess4 ,x is !re=e n a little true & n a little false4 viii ,*ri/ said he came n to de/roy b to fulfil--b he de/roy$ m ?an he fulfill$4 ,e sy/em t is to live mu/ bo? de/roy & fulfil4 ,miracles ,!y d m to unsettle fai? 9 ! exi/+ ord] ?an to settle x 9 any o!r2 simil>ly1 mission>ies are m valuable z und]m9]s ( old fai?s ?an z propagators ( new4 ,miracles are n impossible2 no?+ is impossible till we h got an incontrov]tible fir/ premise4 ,! "q is n 8,are ! ,*ri/ian miracles possible80 b 8,are !y conv5i5t8 ,d !y fit com=tably ) our o!r ideas80 ,wants & ,cre$s ,z 9 ! organic _w !re is no organ1 s 9 ! _w ( ?\ght !re is no ?\ght1 :i* may n be call$ into exi/5ce by long p]si/5t ef=t4 ,if a man wants ei!r to believe or disbelieve ! ,*ri/ian miracles he c d s if he tries h>d en\gh2 b if he does n c>e :e!r he believes or disbelieves & simply wants to f9d out :i* side has ! be/ ( x1 ?is he w f9d a m difficult matt]4 ,nev]!less he w probably be able to d ?is too if he tries4 ,fai? i ,! reason :y ! e>ly ,*ri/ians held fai? 9 su* acc\nt 0 because !y felt x to be a feat ( su* sup]human difficulty4 ii ,y c d v little ) fai?1 b y c d no?+ )\t x4 iii ,we are all agre$ t too mu* fai? is z bad z too little1 & too little z bad z too mu*2 b we diff] z to :at is too mu* & :at too little4 iv ,x is because bo? ,ca?olics & myself make fai?1 n reason1 ! basis ( our sy/em t ,i am able to be easy 9 m9d ab\t n becom+ a ,ca?olic4 ,n t ,i ev] want$ to become a ,ca?olic1 b ,i mean ,i believe ,i c beat !m ) _! own weapons4 v ,a man may h fai? z a m\nta91 b he w n be able to say to a gra9 ( mu/>d se$3 8,be ?\ remov$1 & be ?\ ca/ into ! sea0--n at lea/ ) any effect ^u ! mu/>d se$--unless he goes ! "r way to "w by putt+ ! mu/>d se$ into 8 pocket & tak+ ! tra9 to ,brighton4 vi ,! j live by fai?1 b !y n infrequ5tly also die by x4 ,! ,cuckoo & ! ,moon ,! diff]5ce betwe5 ! ,*ri/ian & ! ,mahom$an is only z ! diff]5ce betwe5 "o :o w turn 8 money :5 he fir/ he>s ! cuckoo1 b ?9ks x folly to d s on see+ ! new moon1 & "o :o w turn x religi\sly at ! new moon1 b w sc\t ! notion t he ne$ d s on he>+ ! cuckoo4 ,buddhism ,?is seems to be a jumble ( ,*ri/ianity & ,life & ,habit4 ,!i/ & ,a!i/ ,! fight betwe5 !m is z to :e!r ,god %all be call$ ,god or %all h "s o!r "n4 ,! ,peculi> ,p ,! only p 9 ,engl& :o really believe 9 ,god are ! ,peculi> ,p4 ,p]haps t is :y !y are call$ peculi>4 ,see h[ belief 9 an an?ropomorphic ,god divides allegiance & di/urbs civil ord] z soon z x becomes vital4 ,r5an ,!re is an article on him 9 ! ,times1 ,april #cj1 #ahhc1 ( ! wor/ ,times k9d1 & t is say+ mu*4 ,x appe>s he :9es ab\t 8 lo/ fai? & pr(esses to wi% t he c\ld believe z he believ$ :5 "y4 ,no s9c]e man w regret hav+ atta9$ a tru] view conc]n+ any?+ :i* he has ev] believ$4 ,& !n he talks ab\t ! difficulties ( com+ to disbelieve ! ,*ri/ian miracles z ?\gh x 7 a great intellectual feat4 ,?is is v *ildi%4 ,i hope no "o w say ,i 0 sorry :5 ,i f\nd out t !re 0 no reason = believ+ 9 heav5 & hell4 ,my contempt = ,r5an has no limits4 7,has he an acc5t to 8 "n8 ,i despise him too mu* to f9d out47 ,! ,spiritual ,treadmill ,! ,*ur* ( ,engl& has some?+ 9 h] liturgy ( ! spiritual treadmill4 ,x is a v nice treadmill no d\bt1 b ,sunday aft] ,sunday we keep /ep ) ! same old 8,we h left undone t :i* we ought to h done2 ,& we h done ^? ?+s :i* we ought n to h done0 )\t mak+ any progress4 ,) ! ,*ur* ( ,rome1 ,i und]/& t ^? ^: piety is suffici5tly approv$ are told !y may consid] !mselves z a f9i%$ article & t1 except on "s few r>e fe/ivals1 !y ne$ no long] keep on go+ to *ur* & confess+4 ,! picture is complet$ & may be fram$1 glaz$ & hung up4 ,! ,dim ,religi\s ,light ,a light _c be religi\s if x is n dim4 ,religion belongs to ! twilight ( our ?\ghts1 j z bus9ess ( all k9ds to _! full daylight4 ,s a picture :i* may be impressive :ile se5 9 a d>k light w n hold its own 9 a bright "o4 ,! ,greeks & ,romans did n enquire into ! evid5ces on :i* _! belief t ,m9]va sprang full-arm$ f ! bra9 ( ,jupit] 0 bas$4 ,if !y _h writt5 books ( evid5ces to %[ h[ c]ta9ly x all happ5$1 c4--well1 ,i suppose if !y _h _h an end[$ ,*ur* ) "s consid]able prizes1 !y w\ld h f\nd means to hoodw9k ! public4 ,! ,peace t ,passe? ,und]/&+ ,yes4 ,b z !re is a peace m com=table ?an any und]/&+1 s also !re is an und]/&+ m covetable ?an any peace4 ,! ,new ,te/am5t ,if x is a te/am5t>y disposition at all1 x is s drawn t x has giv5 rise to incessant litigation dur+ ! la/ ne>ly two ?\s& ye>s & seems likely to cont9ue do+ s = a good _m ye>s long]4 ,x ought nev] to h be5 admitt$ to probate4 ,ei!r ! te/ator drew x himself1 9 :i* case we h ano!r example ( ! folly ( try+ to make "o's own w1 or if he left x to ! au?ors ( ! sev]al books--?is is l employ+ _m lawy]s to d ! "w ( "o4 ,*ri/ & ! ,l4 ,n4,w4 ,railway ,admitt+ = ! mom5t t ,*ri/ c be said to h di$ = me 9 any s5se1 x is only pret5d$ t he did s 9 ! same sort ( way z ! ,london & ,nor? ,we/]n ,railway 0 made = me4 ,grant$ t ,i am v glad ! railway 0 made & use x :5 ,i f9d x conv5i5t1 ,i d n suppose t ^? :o project$ & made ! l9e all[$ me to ent] into _! ?\ghts2 ! debt ( my gratitude is divid$ among s _m t ! am\nt due f ea* "o is practically nil4 ,! ,jump+ ,cat ,god is only a less jump+ k9d ( jump+ cat2 & ^? :o wor%ip ,god are /ill wor%ipp]s ( ! jump+ cat all ! "t4 ,!re is no gett+ away f ! jump+ cat--if ,i climb up into heav51 x is !re2 if ,i g d[n to hell1 x is !re also2 if ,i take ! w+s ( ! morn+ & rema9 9 ! utt]mo/ p>ts ( ! sea1 ev5 !re1 & s on2 x is ab\t my pa? & ab\t my b$ & spie? out all my ways4 ,x is ! et]nal und]ly+ v]ity or ! et]nal und]ly+ lie1 z p may *oose to call x4 ,p]sonifi$ ,sci5ce ,sci5ce is be+ daily m & m p]sonifi$ & an?ropomorphis$ into a god4 ,by & by !y w say t sci5ce took our nature ^u him1 & s5t d[n 8 only begott5 son1 ,*>les ,d>w91 or ,huxley1 into ! _w s t ^? :o believe 9 him1 c42 & !y w burn p = say+ t sci5ce1 aft] all1 is only an expression = our ignorance ( our own ignorance4 ,sci5ce & ,!ology ,we %\ld end[ nei!r2 we %\ld treat !m z we treat cons]vatism & lib]alism1 enc\rag+ bo?1 s t !y may keep wat* ^u "o ano!r1 & lett+ !m g 9 & out ( p[] ) ! popul> vote conc]n+ !m4 ,! _w is bett] c>ri$ on ^u ! b>ri/] pr9ciple ( special plead+ ^u two sides be=e an imp>tial ignorant tribunal1 to :om ?+s h got to be expla9$1 ?an x w\ld be if nobody 7 to ma9ta9 any op9ion 9 :i* he did n p]sonally believe4 ,:at we want is to reconcile bo? sci5ce & !ology ) s9c]ity & good bre$+1 to make our exp]ts und]/& t !y are no?+ if !y are n s+le-m9d$ & urbane4 ,get !m to und]/& ?is1 & !re w be no difficulty ab\t reconcil+ sci5ce & !ology4 ,! ,*ur* & ! ,sup]natural ,if we saw ! ,*ur* wi%+ to back out ( ! sup]natural & anxi\s to expla9 x away :]e possible1 we w\ld keep our disbelief 9 ! sup]natural 9 ! backgr\nd1 z f> z we c\ld1 & w\ld expla9 away our rejection ( ! miracles1 z f> z 0 dec5t2 fur!rmore we w\ld approximate our language to !irs :]ev] possible1 & insi/ on ! po9ts on :i* we are all agre$1 r ?an on po9ts ( diff]5ce2 9 fact1 we w\ld meet !m half way & be only too glad to d x4 ,i ma9ta9 t 9 my books ,i actually d ?is z mu* z is possible1 b ,i %all try & d x /ill m4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 h[ev]1 ! ,*ur* cl+s to ! miracul\s elem5t ( ,*ri/ianity m fondly ?an ev]2 %e p>ades x m & m1 & %[s no sign ( wi%+ to give up ev5 ! smalle/ "p ( x4 ,x is ?is :i* makes u despair ( be+ able to d any?+ ) h] & feel t ei!r %e or we mu/ g4 ,gratitude & ,rev5ge ,gratitude is z mu* an evil to be m9imis$ z rev5ge is4 ,ju/ice1 our law & our law c\rts are = ! tam+ & regulat+ ( rev5ge4 ,curr5t prices & m>kets & comm]cial regulations are = ! tam+ ( gratitude & its r$uction f a public nuisance to some?+ :i* %all at lea/ be tol]able4 ,rev5ge & gratitude are correlative t]ms4 ,our sy/em ( comm]ce is a prote/ aga9/ ! unbridl$ lic5ce ( gratitude4 ,gratitude1 9 fact1 l rev5ge1 is a mi/ake unless "u c]ta9 securities4 ,cant & ,hypocrisy ,we %\ld organise a legitimate *annel = in/9cts s pr(\nd z ^!1 j z we h f\nd x necess>y to d ) lu/ & rev5ge by ! in/itutions ( m>riage & ! law c\rts4 ,?is is ! raison d'tre ( ! *ur*4 ,y kill a man j z mu* :e!r y murd] him or hang him aft] ! =malities ( a trial4 ,& s ) lu/ & m>riage1 mutatis mut&is4 ,s aga9 ) ! pr(essions ( religion & m$ic9e4 ,y sw9dle a man z mu* :5 y sell him a drug ( ^: action y are ignorant1 & tell him x w protect him f disease1 z :5 y give him a bit ( bread1 :i* y assure him is ! body ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 & !n s5d a plate r\nd = a subscription4 ,y sw9dle him z mu* by ^! acts z if y pick$ 8 pocket1 or obta9$ money f him "u false pret5ces 9 any o!r way2 b y sw9dle him accord+ to ! rules & 9 an au?oris$ way4 ,real ,blasphemy ,on "o ( our ,sunday walks ne> ,london we pass$ a =lorn & dilapidat$ ,primitive ,me?odi/ ,*apel4 ,! w9d[s 7 a good deal brok5 & !re 0 a notice up (f]+ #aj_/- rew>d to any "o :o %\ld give su* in=mation z %\ld lead to !1 c4 ,cut 9 /one ov] ! door 0 ?is inscription1 & we ?\ght x z good an example ( real blasphemy z we _h ev] se53 ,:5 ,god makes up 8 la/ acc\nt ,( holy *ildr5 9 8 m\nt1 ',twill be an hon\r to appe> ,z "o new born & n\ri%$ "h4 ,! ,engli% ,*ur* ,abroad ,p say y mu/ n try to aboli% ,*ri/ianity until y h some?+ bett] to put 9 its place4 ,!y might z well say we mu/ n take away turnpikes & corn laws till we h "s o!r h9drances to put 9 _! place4 ,besides no "o wants to aboli% ,*ri/ianity--all we want is n to be snubb$ & bulli$ if we reject ! miracul\s "p ( x = ourselves4 ,at ,biella an ,engli% cl]gyman ask$ if ,i 0 a ,roman ,ca?olic4 ,i said1 q civilly1 t ,i 0 n a ,ca?olic4 ,he repli$ t he _h ask$ me n if ,i 0 a ,ca?olic b if ,i 0 a ,roman ,ca?olic4 ,:at 0 ,i8 ,0 ,i an ,anglican ,ca?olic8 ,s1 see+ t he meant to argue1 ,i repli$3 8,i d n "k4 ,i am a ,london] & ( ! same religion z p g5]ally are 9 ,london40 ,?is made him angry4 ,he snort$3 8,oh1 t's no?+ at all20 & almo/ imm$iately left ! table4 ,z mu* z possible ,i keep away f ,engli%-frequ5t$ hotels 9 ,italy & ,switz]l& because ,i f9d t if ,i d n g to s]vice on ,sunday ,i am made uncom=table4 ,x is ?is bully+ t ,i want to d away )4 ,z reg>ds ,*ri/ianity ,i %\ld hope & ?9k t ,i am m ,*ri/ian ?an n4 ,p ought to be all[$ to leave _! c>ds at *ur*1 in/ead ( go+ inside4 ,i h half a m9d to try ?is next "t ,i am 9 a =eign hotel among ,engli% p4 ,drunk5ness ,:5 we 7 at ,%rewsbury ! o!r day1 com+ up ! ,abbey ,=egate1 we met a fun]al & debat$ :e!r or n to take our hats (f4 ,we always d 9 ,italy1 t is to say 9 ! c\ntry & 9 villages & small t[ns1 b we h be5 told t x is n ! cu/om to d s 9 l>ge t[ns & 9 cities1 :i* raises a "q z to ! exact figure t %\ld be rea*$ by ! population ( a place be=e "o ne$ n take (f "o's hat to a fun]al 9 "o ( its /reets4 ,at ,%rewsbury see+ no "o do+ x we ?\ght x might look s+ul> & kept ours on4 ,my fri5d ,mr4 ,phillips1 ! tailor1 0 9 "o c>riage1 ,i did n see him1 b he saw me & aft]w>ds told me he _h po9t$ me out to a cl]gyman :o 0 9 ! c>riage ) him4 8,oh10 said ! cl]gyman1 8!n t's ! man :o says ,engl& owes all h] greatness to intoxication40 ,?is is r a free translation ( :at ,i did say2 b x only %[s h[ impossible x is to please ^? :o d n wi% to be pleas$4 ,t5nyson may talk ab\t ! sl[ sad h\rs t br+ u all ?+s ill & all good ?+s f evil1 because ?is is vague & indef9ite2 b ,i may n say t1 9 spite ( ! t]rible consequ5ces ( drunk5ness1 man's intellectual developm5t w\ld n h rea*$ its pres5t /age )\t ! /imulus ( alcohol--:i* ,i believe to be bo? p]fectly true & pretty g5]ally admitt$--because ?is is def9ite4 ,i d n ?9k ,i said m ?an ?is & am sure t no "o c dete/ drunk5ness m ?an ,i d4 #cdc ,x seems to me x w be wis] 9 me n to try to make headway at ,%rewsbury4 ,hell-,fire ,if ,vesuvius does n fright5 ^? :o live "u x1 is x likely t ,hell-fire %\ld fright5 any reasonable p]son8 ,i met a travell] :o _h return$ f ,hades :]e he _h conv]s$ ) ,tantalus & ) o!rs ( ! %ades4 ,!y all agre$ t = ! fir/ six1 or p]haps twelve1 mon?s !y dislik$ _! puni%m5t v mu*2 b aft] t1 x 0 l %ell+ peas on a hot aft]noon 9 ,july4 ,!y began by discov]+ 7no d\bt long aft] ! fact _h be5 app>5t en\gh to e "o else7 t !y _h n be5 notic+ :at !y 7 do+ s mu* z usual1 & t !y _h be5 ev5 ?9k+ ( some?+ else4 ,f ?is mom5t1 ! automatic /age ( action hav+ set 91 ! progress t[>ds always ?9k+ ( some?+ else 0 rapid & !y soon =got t !y 7 und]go+ any puni%m5t4 ,tantalus did get a little some?+ n infrequ5tly2 wat] /uck to ! hairs ( 8 body & he ga!r$ x up 9 8 h&2 he also got _m an apple :5 ! w9d 0 napp+ z x _h to d sometimes4 ,p]haps he c\ld h done ) m1 b he got en\gh to keep him go+ q com=tably4 ,8 suff]+s 7 no?+ z comp>$ ) ^? ( a ne$y heir to a =tune ^: fa!r1 or :oev] x may be1 cat*es a dang]\s bron*itis e w9t] b inv>iably recov]s & lives to #ia1 :ile ! heir survives him a mon? hav+ be5 worn out ) long expectation4 ,sisyphus _h nev] f\nd any pleasure 9 life comp>able to ! delight ( see+ 8 /one b\nd d[n-hill1 & 9 s tim+ its ru% z to inflict ! greate/ possible sc>e on any unw>y %ade :o might be w&]+ bel[4 ,he got s great & su* v>i$ amusem5t out ( ?is t 8 lab\r _h become ! automatism ( reflex action--:i* is1 ,i und]/&1 ! "n appli$ by m5 ( sci5ce to all actions t are done )\t reflection4 ,he 0 a pomp\s1 pond]\s old g5tleman1 v irritable & always ?9k+ t ! o!r %ades 7 laugh+ at him or try+ to take advantage ( him4 ,!re 7 two1 h[ev]1 :om he hat$ ) a fury t torm5t$ him f> m s]i\sly ?an any?+ else ev] did4 ,! fir/ ( ^! 0 ,ar*im$es :o _h in/itut$ a s]ies ( exp]im5ts 9 reg>d to v>i\s que/ions connect$ ) me*anics & _h conceiv$ a s*eme by :i* he hop$ to utilise ! motive p[] ( ! /one = ! purpose ( light+ ,hades ) electricity4 ,! o!r 0 ,agamemnon1 :o took good c>e to keep out ( ! /one's way :5 x 0 m ?an a qu>t] ( ! di/ance up ! slope1 b :o delight$ 9 teas+ ,sisyphus s long z he consid]$ x safe to d s4 ,_m ( ! o!r %ades took daily pleasure 9 ga!r+ toge!r ab\t /one-"t to enjoy ! fun & to bet on h[ f> ! /one w\ld roll4 ,z = ,tityus--:at is a bird m or less on a body t cov]s n9e acres8 ,he f\nd ! vultures a g5tle /imulant to ! liv] )\t :i* x w\ld h become conge/$4 ,sir ,isaac ,newton 0 int5sely int]e/$ 9 ! hygrometric & b>ometric proce$+s ( ! ,danaids4 8,at any rate10 said "o ( !m to my in=mant1 8if we really are be+ puni%$1 = goodness' sake don't say any?+ ab\t x or we may be put to o!r "w4 ,y see1 we mu/ be do+ some?+1 & n[ we "k h[ to d ?is1 we don't want ! bo!r ( le>n+ some?+ new4 ,y may be "r1 b we h n got to make our liv+ by x1 & :at 9 ! "n ( reason c x matt] :e!r ! sieves ev] get full or n80 ,my travell] report$ mu* ! same ) reg>d to ! et]nal happ9ess on ,m\nt ,olympus4 ,h]cules f\nd ,hebe a fool & c\ld nev] get h] (f 8 ev]la/+ knee4 ,he w\ld h sold 8 s\l to f9d ano!r gi/hus4 ,s ,jove saw all ?is & x set him ?9k+4 8,x seems to me10 said he1 8t ,olympus & ,hades are bo? failures40 ,!n he summon$ a c\ncil & ! :ole matt] 0 ?or\ghly discuss$4 ,9 ! end ,jove abdicat$1 & ! gods came d[n f ,olympus & assum$ mortality4 ,!y _h "s ye>s ( v enjoyable ,bohemian exi/5ce go+ ab\t z a company ( /roll+ play]s at ,fr5* & ,belgian t[n fairs2 aft] :i* !y di$ 9 ! usual way1 hav+ discov]$ at la/ t x does n matt] h[ high up or h[ l[ d[n y are1 t happ9ess & mis]y are n absolute b dep5d on ! direction 9 :i* y are t5d+ & consi/ 9 a progression t[>ds bett] or worse1 & t pleasure1 l pa9 & l ev]y?+ t gr[s1 holds 9 p]fection b a little mom5t4 ,,xxii ,reconciliation ,religion ,,by religion ,i mean a liv+ s5se t man proposes & ,god disposes1 t we mu/ wat* & pray t we ent] n into temptation1 t he :o ?9ke? he /&e? mu/ take he$ le/ he fall1 & ! c\ntless o!r l elem5t>y maxims :i* a man mu/ hold z he holds life itself if he is to be a man at all4 ,if religion1 !n1 is to be =mulat$ & made tangible to ! p1 x c only be by means ( symbols1 c\nt]s & analogies1 m or less mislead+1 = no man pr(esses to h got to ! root ( ! matt] & to h se5 ! et]nal und]ly+ v]ity face to face--& ev5 ?\gh he c\ld see x he c\ld n grip x & hold x & convey x to ano!r :o has n4 ,!re=e ei!r ^! feel+s mu/ be left altoge!r unexpress$ &1 if unexpress$1 !n soon undevelop$ & atrophi$1 or !y mu/ be express$ by ! help ( images or idols--by ! help ( some?+ n m actually true ?an a *ild's doll is to a *ild1 b yet helpful to our weakness ( und]/&+1 z ! doll no d\bt gratifies & /imulates ! mo!rly in/9ct 9 ! *ild4 ,!re=e we ought n to cavil at ! visible sup]/ition & absurdity ( mu* on :i* religion is made to re/1 = ! unkn[n c nev] be satisfactorily r5d]$ into ! kn[n4 ,to get ! kn[n f ! unkn[n is to get some?+ out ( no?+1 a ?+ :i*1 ?\gh x is be+ done daily 9 e fraction ( e second ev]y:]e1 is logically impossible ( conception1 & we c only ?9k by logic1 = :at is n 9 logic is n 9 ?\ght4 ,s t ! attempt to symbolise ! unkn[n is c]ta9 to involve inconsi/5cies & absurdities ( all k9ds & x is *ildi% to compla9 ( _! exi/5ce unless "o is prep>$ to advocate ! /ifl+ ( all religi\s s5tim5t1 & ?is is l try+ to /ifle hung] or ?ir/4 ,to be at all is to be religi\s m or less4 ,!re nev] 0 any man :o did n feel t beh9d ?is _w & above x & ab\t x !re is an unse5 _w great] & m incompreh5sible ?an any?+ he c conceive1 & ?is feel+1 s pr(\nd & s univ]sal1 ne$s expression4 ,if express$ x c only be s by ! help ( inconsi/5cies & errors4 ,^!1 !n1 are n to be ord]$ impati5tly out ( c\rt2 !y h gr[n up z ! be/ guesses at tru? t c\ld be made at any giv5 "t1 b !y mu/ become m or less obsolete z our k ( tru? is enl>g$4 ,?+s become kn[n :i* 7 =m]ly unkn[n &1 ?\gh ?is br+s u no ne>] to ultimate univ]sal tru?1 yet x %[s u t _m ( our guesses 7 wrong4 ,ev]y?+ t cat*es on to realism & naturalism z mu* z ,*ri/ianity does mu/ be affect$ by any pr(\nd modification 9 our views ( realism & naturalism4 ,god & ,conv5i5ce ,i d n "k or c>e :e!r ! expression 8,god0 has sci5tific accuracy or no1 nor yet :e!r x has !ological value2 ,i "k no?+ ei!r ( "o or ! o!r1 beyond look+ ^u ! recognis$ expon5ts bo? ( sci5ce & !ology ) equal di/ru/2 b = conv5i5ce1 ,i am sure t !re is no?+ l x--,i mean = conv5i5ce ( gett+ quickly at ! "r or wrong ( a matt]4 ,:ile y are fumbl+ away ) y\r political economy or y\r biblical precepts to "k :e!r y %all let old ,mrs4 ,s-&-s h #e_/- or no1 ano!r1 :o has j ask$ himself :i* w\ld be mo/ well-pleas+ 9 ! sight ( ,god1 w be told 9 a mom5t t he %\ld give h]--or n give h]--! #e_/-4 ,z a g5]al rule %e _h bett] h ! #e_/- at once1 b sometimes we mu/ give ,god to und]/& t1 ?\gh we %\ld he v glad to d :at he w\ld h ( u if we reasonably c\ld1 yet ! pres5t is "o ( ^? occasions on :i* we mu/ decl9e to d s4 ,! ,_w ,ev5 ! _w1 s monda9 z x is1 /ill holds in/9ctively & z a matt] ( fai? unque/ionable t ^? :o h di$ by ! alt> are wor?i] ?an ^? :o h liv$ by x1 :5 to die 0 duty4 ,blasphemy ,i beg9 to und]/& n[ :at ,*ri/ meant :5 he said t blasphemy aga9/ ! ,holy ,gho/ 0 un=giveable1 :ile speak+ aga9/ ! ,son ( ,man might be =giv54 ,he mu/ h meant t a man may be p>don$ = be+ unable to believe 9 ! ,*ri/ian my?ology1 b t if he made light ( t _s :i* ! common consci5ce ( all m51 :atev] _! p>ticul> cre$1 recognises z div9e1 !re 0 no hope = him4 ,no m !re is4 ,ga9+ ,"o's ,po9t ,x is n he :o ga9s ! exact po9t 9 dispute :o scores mo/ 9 controv]sy1 b he :o has %[n ! mo/ =be>ance & ! bett] temp]4 ,! ,voice ( ,common ,s5se ,x is ?is1 & n ! ,voice ( ! ,"l1 :i* make? m5 to be ( "o m9d 9 an h\se4 ,b !n1 ! ,voice ( ! ,"l is ! voice ( common s5se :i* is %>$ by all t is4 ,am5des ,honorables ,!re is h>dly an (f5ce s great b if x be frankly apologis$ = x is easily bo? =giv5 & =gott54 ,!re is h>dly an (f5ce s small b x rankles if he :o has committ$ x does n express proportionate regret4 ,expressions ( regret help g5u9e regret & induce am5dm5t ( life1 mu* z digg+ a *annel helps wat] to fl[1 ?\gh x does n make ! wat]4 ,if a man refuses to make !m & habitually indulges 8 own selfi%ness at ! exp5se ( :at is due to o!r p1 he is no bett] ?an a drunk>d or a debau*ee1 & ,i h no m respect = him ?an ,i h = ! o!rs4 ,we all l to =give1 & we all love be/ n ^? :o (f5d u lea/1 nor ^? :o h done mo/ = u1 b ^? :o make x mo/ easy = u to =give !m4 ,s a man may lose bo? 8 legs & live = ye>s 9 heal? if ! amputation has be5 clean & skilful1 :]eas a pea 9 8 boot may set up irritation :i* mu/ la/ z long z ! pea is !re & may 9 ! end kill him4 ,=giv5ess & ,retribution ,x is no "p ( ! b>ga9 t we are nev] to commit trespasses4 ,! b>ga9 is t if we w\ld be =giv5 we mu/ =give !m t trespass aga9/ u4 ,nor aga9 is x "p ( ! b>ga9 t we are to let a man hob-nob ) u :5 we "k him to be a ?or\gh blackgu>d1 m]ely on ! plea t unless we d s we %all n be =giv+ him 8 trespasses4 ,no h>d & fa/ rule c be laid d[n1 ea* case mu/ be settl$ in/9ctively z x arises4 ,z a s9n] ,i am int]e/$ 9 ! pr9ciple ( =giv5ess2 z s9n$ aga9/1 9 t ( retribution4 ,i h :at is to me a consid]able ve/$ int]e/ 9 bo? ^! pr9ciples1 b ,i %\ld say ,i _h m 9 =giv5ess ?an 9 retribution4 ,& s x probably is ) mo/ p or we %\ld h _h a clause 9 ! ,"l's pray]3 8,& pay out ^? :o h s9n$ aga9/ u z !y :om we h s9n$ aga9/ g5]ally pay u out40 ,inaccuracy ,i am n sure t ,i d n beg9 to l ! correction ( a mi/ake1 ev5 :5 x involves my hav+ %[n mu* ignorance & /upidity1 z well z ,i l hitt+ on a new idea4 ,x does com=t "o s to be able to feel sure t "o kn[s h[ to tumble & h[ to retreat promptly & )\t *agr94 ,be+ b[l$ ov] 9 inaccuracy1 :5 ,i h tri$ to v]ify1 makes me c>eful4 ,b if ,i h n tri$ to v]ify & !n turn out wrong1 ?is1 if ,i f9d x out1 upsets me v mu* & ,i pray t ,i may be f\nd out :5ev] ,i d x4 ,jutl& & 8,waitee0 ,i made a mi/ake 9 ,! ,au?oress ( ! ,odyssey 9 a note on p4 #ca :5 ,i said 8,s*]ia means ,jutl&--a piece ( l& jutt+ out into ! sea40 ,jutl& means ! ,l& ( ! ,jutes4 ,& ,i made a mi/ake 9 ,alps & ,sanctu>ies ,*ap4 ,,iii1 speak+ ( ! peasants 9 ! ,val ,lev5t9a kn[+ ,engli%1 :5 ,i said 8,"o ,engli% ^w has become univ]sally adopt$ by ! ,tic9esi !mselves4 ,!y say #8,waitee' j z we %\ld say #8,wait' to /op "s "o f go+ away4 ,x is abhorr5t to !m to end a ^w ) a consonant s !y h add$ #8ee1' b !re c be no d\bt ab\t ! orig9 ( ! ^w40 ,! ,avvocato ,negri ( ,casale-,monf]rato says t !y h a ^w 9 _! dialetto :i*1 if ev] writt51 w\ld appe> z 8vuaitee10 x means 8/op0 or 8look "h10 & is us$ to attract att5tion4 ,?is1 or some?+ l x1 no d\bt is :at !y really say & has no m to d ) wait+ ?an ,jutl& has to d ) jutt+4 ,! ,p>ables ,! p d n act reasonably 9 a s+le in/ance4 ,! s[] 0 a bad s[]2 ! %eph]d :o left 8 n9ety & n9e %eep 9 ! wild]ness 0 a fooli% %eph]d2 ! husb&man :o w\ld n h 8 corn we$$ 0 no f>m]--& s on4 ,none ( !m g ne>ly on all f\rs1 !y halt s mu* z to h nei!r lit]>y nor moral value to any b slip%od ?9k]s4 ,grant$1 b are we n all slip%od ?9k]s8 ,! ,irreligion ( ,or?odoxy ,we d n fall f\l ( ,*ri/ians = _! religion1 b = :at we hold to be _! want ( religion--= ! l[ views !y take ( ,god & ( 8 glory1 & = ! unwor?9ess ) :i* !y try to s]ve him4 ,society & ,*ri/ianity ,! burd5 ( society is really a v light "o4 ,%e does n require u to believe ! ,*ri/ian religion1 %e has v vague ideas z to :at ! ,*ri/ian religion is1 mu* less does %e require u to practise x4 ,%e is q satisfi$ if we d n obtrude our disbelief 9 x 9 an (f5sive mann]4 ,surely ?is is no v griev\s burd54 ,sanctifi$ by ,fai? ,no matt] h[ great a fraud a ?+ may h be5 or be1 if x has pass$ ?r\gh _m m9ds an aroma ( life atta*es to x & x mu/ be h&l$ ) a c]ta9 rev]5ce4 ,a ?+ or a ?\ght becomes hall[$ if x has be5 long & /rongly believ$ 91 = v5]ation1 aft] a "t1 seems to get into ! ?+ v5]at$4 ,look at ,delphi--fraud ( frauds1 yet sanctifi$ by c5turies ( hope & fe> & fai?4 ,if great] k %[s ,*ri/ianity to h be5 f\nd$ ^u error1 /ill great] k %[s t x 0 aim+ at a tru?4 ,ourselves & ! ,cl]gy ,z reg>ds ! be/ ( ! cl]gy1 :e!r ,engli% or =eign1 ,i feel t !y & we mean 9 sub/ance ! same ?+1 & t ! diff]5ce is only ab\t ! way ?is ?+ %\ld be put & ! evid5ce on :i* x %\ld be consid]$ to re/4 ,we say t !y jeop>dise ! acceptance ( ! pr9ciples :i* !y & we alike cordially reg>d z fundam5tal by bas+ !m on ass]tions :i* a little inve/igation %[s to be unt5able4 ,!y reply t by decl>+ ! ass]tions to be unt5able we jeop>dise ! pr9ciples4 ,we answ] t ?is is n s & t moreov] we c f9d bett]1 saf] & m obvi\s ass]tions on :i* to base !m4 ,! ,rules ( ,life ,:e!r x is "r to say t "o believes 9 ,god & ,*ri/ianity )\t int5d+ :at "o kn[s ! he>] int5ds "o to int5d dep5ds on h[ mu* or h[ little ! he>] c und]/&4 ,life is n an exact sci5ce1 x is an art4 ,j z ! cont5tion1 excell5t s f> z x goes1 t ea* is to d :at is "r 9 8 own eyes leads1 :5 ridd5 to dea?1 to an>*y & *aos1 s ! cont5tion t e "o %\ld be ei!r self-effac+ or tru?ful to ! bitt] end r$uces life to an absurdity4 ,if we seek real r ?an te*nical tru?1 x is m true to be consid]ately untru?ful )9 limits ?an to be inconsid]ately tru?ful )\t !m4 ,:at ! limits are we g5]ally "k b _c say4 ,!re is an unbridgeable *asm betwe5 ?\ght & words t we mu/ jump z be/ we c1 & x is j "h t ! two hit* on to "o ano!r4 ,! high] rules ( life transc5d ! sph]e ( language2 !y _c be gott5 by spee*1 nei!r %all logic be weigh$ = ! price !re(4 ,!y h _! be+ 9 ! fe> ( ! ,"l & 9 ! dep>t+ f evil )\t ev5 kn[+ 9 words :at ! ,"l is1 nor ! fe> ( ! ,"l1 nor yet evil4 ,common /raight=w>dness & k9dl9ess are ! highe/ po9ts t man or woman c rea*1 b !y %\ld no m be made matt]s ( conv]sation ?an %\ld ! l[e/ vices4 ,extremes meet "h z else:]e & ! extremes ( vice & virtue are alike common & unm5tionable4 ,!re is no?+ = x b a v humble hope t f ! ,great ,unkn[n ,s\rce our daily insight & daily /r5g? may be giv5 u ) our daily bread4 ,& :at is ?is b ,*ri/ianity1 :e!r we believe t ,jesus ,*ri/ rose f ! dead or n8 ,s t ,*ri/ianity is l a man's s\l--he :o f9ds may lose x & he :o loses may f9d x4 ,if1 !n1 a man may be a ,*ri/ian :ile believ+ himself ho/ile to all t "s consid] mo/ ess5tial 9 ,*ri/ianity1 may he n also be a free-?9k] 79 ! common use ( ! ^w7 :ile believ+ himself ho/ile to free-?\ght8 ,,xxiii ,dea? ,=e-k ( ,dea? ,no "o ?9ks he w escape dea?1 s !re is no disappo9tm5t &1 z long z we "k nei!r ! :5 nor ! h[1 ! m]e fact t we %all "o day h to g does n mu* affect u2 we d n c>e1 ev5 ?\gh we "k vaguely t we h n long to live4 ,! s]i\s tr\ble beg9s :5 dea? becomes def9ite 9 "t & %ape4 ,x is 9 precise =e-k1 r ?an 9 s91 t ! /+ ( dea? is to be f\nd2 & su* =e-k is g5]ally )held2 ?\gh1 /rangely en\gh1 _m w\ld h x if !y c\ld4 ,cont9u$ ,id5tity ,i d n d\bt t a p]son :o w gr[ out ( me z ,i n[ am1 b ( :om ,i "k no?+ n[ & 9 :om !re=e ,i c take none b ! vague/ int]e/1 w "o day und]go s sudd5 & complete a *ange t 8 fri5ds mu/ notice x & call him dead2 b z ,i h no def9ite ideas conc]n+ ?is p]son1 n kn[+ :e!r he w be a man ( #ei or #gi or any age betwe5 ^! two1 s ?is p]son w1 ,i am sure1 h =gott5 ! v exi/5ce ( me z ,i am at ?is pres5t mom5t4 ,if x is said t no matt] h[ wide a diff]5ce ( condition may exi/ betwe5 myself n[ & myself at ! mom5t ( dea?1 or h[ complete ! =getfulness ( connection on ei!r side may be1 yet ! fact ( ! "o's hav+ gr[n out ( ! o!r by an inf9ite s]ies ( gradations makes ! second p]sonally id5tical ) ! fir/1 !n ,i say t ! diff]5ce betwe5 ! corpse & ! till rec5tly liv+ body is n great en\gh1 ei!r 9 respect ( mat]ial *ange or ( want ( memory conc]n+ ! e>li] exi/5ce1 to b> p]sonal id5tity & prev5t u f see+ ! corpse z alive & a cont9uation ( ! man f :om x 0 develop$1 ?\gh hav+ ta/es & o!r *>act]i/ics v diff]5t f ^? x _h :ile x 0 a man4 ,f ?is po9t ( view !re is no su* ?+ z dea?--,i mean no su* ?+ z ! dea? :i* we h commonly conceiv$ ( hi!rto4 ,a man is mu* m alive :5 he is :at we call alive ?an :5 he is :at we call dead2 b no matt] h[ mu* he is alive1 he is /ill 9 "p dead1 & no matt] h[ mu* he is dead1 he is /ill 9 "p alive1 & 8 corpse-hood is connect$ ) 8 liv+ body-hood by gradations :i* ev5 at ! mom5t ( dea? are ord9>ily subtle2 & ! corpse does n =get ! liv+ body m completely ?an ! liv+ body has =gott5 a ?\s& or a hundr$ ?\s& ( its own previ\s /ates2 s t we %\ld see ! corpse z a p]son1 ( greatly & abruptly *ang$ habits x is true1 b /ill ( habits ( "s sort1 = hair & nails cont9ue to gr[ aft] dea?1 & ) an individuality :i* is z mu* id5tical ) t ( ! p]son f :om x has aris5 z ?is p]son 0 ) himself z an embryo ( a week old1 or inde$ m s4 ,if we h id5tity betwe5 ! embryo & ! octog5>ian1 we mu/ h x also betwe5 ! octog5>ian & ! corpse1 & d away ) dea? except z a r /rik+ *ange ( ?\ght & habit1 great] inde$ 9 degree ?an1 b /ill1 9 k9d1 sub/antially ! same z any ( ! *anges :i* we h exp]i5c$ f mom5t to mom5t ?r\gh\t t fragm5t ( exi/5ce :i* we commonly call our life2 s t 9 sob] s]i\sness !re is no su* ?+ z absolute dea?1 j z !re is no su* ?+ z absolute life4 ,ei!r ?is1 or we mu/ keep dea? at ! exp5se ( p]sonal id5tity1 & d5y id5tity betwe5 any two /ates :i* pres5t consid]able diff]5ces & nei!r ( :i* has any =e-k (1 or recollection ( ! o!r4 ,9 ?is case1 if !re be dea? at all1 x is "s "o else :o dies & n we1 because :ile we are alive we are n dead1 & z soon z we are dead we are no long] ourselves4 ,s t x comes 9 ! end to ?is1 t ei!r !re is no su* ?+ z dea? at all1 or else t1 if !re is1 x is "s "o else :o dies & n we4 ,we _c bl[ hot & cold ) ! same brea?4 ,if we w\ld reta9 p]sonal id5tity at all1 we mu/ cont9ue x beyond :at we call dea?1 9 :i* case dea? ceases to be :at we h hi!rto ?\ght x1 t is to say1 ! end ( our be+4 ,we _c h bo? p]sonal id5tity & dea? too4 ,complete ,dea? ,to die completely1 a p]son mu/ n only =get b be =gott51 & he :o is n =gott5 is n dead4 ,?is is z old z non omnis mori> & a great deal old]1 b v few p realise x4 ,life & ,dea? ,:5 ,i 0 "y ,i us$ to ?9k ! only c]ta9 ?+ ab\t life 0 t ,i %\ld "o day die4 ,n[ ,i ?9k ! only c]ta9 ?+ ab\t life is t !re is no su* ?+ z dea?4 ,! ,defeat ( ,dea? ,!re is no?+ :i* at once affects a man s mu* & s little z 8 own dea?4 ,x is a case 9 :i* ! go+-to-happ5-ness ( a ?+ is ( great] importance ?an ! actual ?+ itself :i* _c be ( importance to ! man :o dies1 = ,dea? cuts 8 own ?roat 9 ! matt] ( hurt+ p4 ,z a bee t c /+ once b 9 ! /++ dies1 s ,dea? is dead to him :o is dead already4 ,:ile he is %ak+ 8 w+s1 !re is brutum fulm5 b ! man goes on liv+1 fright5$1 p]haps1 b unhurt2 pa9 & sickness may hurt him b ! mom5t ,dea? /rikes him bo? he & ,dea? are beyond feel+4 ,x is z ?\gh ,dea? 7 born anew ) e man2 ! two protect "o ano!r s long z !y keep "o ano!r at arm's l5g?1 b if !y once embrace x is all ov] ) bo?4 ,! ,torture ( ,dea? ,! fabl$ pa9s ( ,tantalus1 ,sisyphus & all ! re/ ( !m %[ :at an in/9ctive long+ !re is 9 all m5 bo? = end & endlessness ( bo? good & ill1 b z torture !y are ! m]e/ mock]y :5 comp>$ ) ! fruitless *ase to :i* poor ,dea? has be5 condemn$ = ev] & ev]4 ,does x n seem z ?\gh he too mu/ h committ$ "s crime = :i* 8 s5t5ce is to be = ev] grasp+ aft] t :i* becomes non-exi/5t ! mom5t he grasps x8 ,b !n ,i suppose x w\ld be ) him z ) ! re/ ( ! tortur$1 he mu/ ei!r die himself1 :i* he has n done1 or become us$ to x & enjoy ! fright5+ z mu* z ! kill+4 ,any pa9 ?r\gh :i* a man c live at all becomes unfelt z soon z x becomes habitual4 ,pa9 consi/s n 9 t :i* is n[ endur$ b 9 ! /rong memory ( some?+ bett] t is /ill rec5t4 ,& s1 happ9ess lies 9 ! memory ( a rec5t worse & ! expectation ( a bett] t is to come soon4 ,ignorance ( ,dea? i ,! fe> ( dea? is in/9ctive because 9 s _m pa/ g5]ations we h fe>$ x4 ,b h[ did we come to "k :at dea? is s t we %\ld fe> x8 ,! answ] is t we d n "k :at dea? is & t ?is is :y we fe> x4 ii ,if a man "k n life :i* he ha? se5 h[ %all he "k dea? :i* he ha? n se58 iii ,if a man has s5t 8 tee? & 8 hair & p]haps two or ?ree limbs to ! grave be=e him1 ! presumption %\ld be t1 z he kn[s no?+ fur!r ( ^! :5 !y h once left him1 s w he "k no?+ ( ! re/ ( him :5 x too is dead4 ,! :ole may surely be argu$ f ! p>ts4 iv ,to write ab\t dea? is to write ab\t t ( :i* we h _h little practical exp]i5ce4 ,we c write ab\t consci\s life1 b we h no consci\sness ( ! dea?s we daily die4 ,besides1 we _c eat our cake & h x4 ,we _c h tabul ras & tabul script at ! same "t4 ,we _c be at once dead en\gh to be reasonably regi/]$ z su*1 & alive en\gh to be able to tell p all ab\t x4 v ,!re w come a supreme mom5t 9 :i* !re w be c>e nei!r = ourselves nor = o!rs1 b a complete ab&on1 a sans s\ci ( unspeakable indiff]5ce1 & ?is mom5t w nev] be tak5 f u2 "t _c rob u ( x b1 z f> z we are conc]n$1 x w la/ = ev] & ev] )\t fly+4 ,s t1 ev5 = ! mo/ wret*$ & mo/ guilty1 !re is a heav5 at la/ :]e nei!r mo? nor ru/ do? corrupt & :]e ?ieves d n break ?r\gh nor /eal4 ,to himself e "o is an immortal3 he may "k t he is go+ to die1 b he c nev] "k t he is dead4 vi ,if life is an illusion1 !n s is dea?--! greate/ ( all illusions4 ,if life mu/ n be tak5 too s]i\sly--!n s nei!r mu/ dea?4 vii ,! dead are (t5 j z liv+ to u z ! liv+ are1 only we _c get !m to believe x4 ,!y c come to u1 b till we die we _c g to !m4 ,to be dead is to be unable to und]/& t "o is alive4 ,dissolution ,dea? is ! dissolv+ ( a p>tn]%ip1 ! p>tn]s to :i* survive & g else:]e4 ,x is ! corruption or break+ up ( t society :i* we h call$ ,ourself4 ,! corporation is at an end1 bo? its s\l & its body cease z a :ole1 b ! immortal con/itu5ts d n cease & nev] w4 ,! s\ls ( "s m5 transmigrate 9 great "p into _! *ildr51 b !re is a l>ge alloy 9 respect bo? ( body & m9d ?r\gh sexual g5]ation2 ! s\ls ( o!r m5 migrate into books1 pictures1 music1 or :at n2 & e "o's m9d migrates some:]e1 :e!r rememb]$ & admir$ or ! rev]se4 ,! liv+ s\ls ( ,h&el1 ,%akespe>e1 ,rembr&t1 ,giovanni ,bell9i & ! o!r great ones appe> & speak to u 9 _! works ) less alloy ?an !y c\ld ev] speak ?r\gh _! *ildr52 b m5's bodies disappe> absolutely on dea?1 except !y be 9 "s measure pres]v$ 9 _! *ildr5 & 9 s f> z h>monics ( all t has be5 rema94 ,on dea? we d n lose life1 we only lose individuality2 we live h5ce=? 9 o!rs n 9 ourselves4 ,our mi/ake has be5 9 n see+ t dea? is inde$1 l bir?1 a sali5t feature 9 ! hi/ory ( ! individual1 b "o :i* wants explod+ z ! end ( ! individual1 no less ?an bir? want$ explod+ z 8 beg9n+4 ,dy+ is only a mode ( =gett+4 ,we %all see ?is m easily if we consid] =gett+ to be a mode ( dy+4 ,s ! anci5ts call$ _! ,riv] ( ,dea?1 ,le!--! ,riv] ( ,=getfulness4 ,!y ought also to h call$ _! ,riv] ( ,life1 ,mnemosyne--! ,riv] ( ,memory4 ,we %\ld le>n to tune dea? a good deal flatt] ?an accord+ to receiv$ notions4 ,! ,dislike ( ,dea? ,we _c l bo? life & dea? at once2 no "o c be expect$ to l two su* opposite ?+s at ! same "t2 if we l life we mu/ dislike dea?1 & if we leave (f dislik+ dea? we %all soon die4 ,dea? w always be m avoid$ ?an s\ght2 = liv+ involves ef=t1 p]ceiv$ or unp]ceiv$1 c5tral or dep>tm5tal1 & ?is w only be made by ^? :o dislike ! consequ5ces ( n mak+ x m ?an ! tr\ble ( mak+ x4 ,a race1 !re=e1 :i* is to exi/ at all mu/ be a dea?-dislik+ race1 = x is only at ! co/ ( dea? t we c rid ourselves ( all av]sion to ! idea ( dy+1 s t ! hunt aft] a philosophy :i* %all /rip dea? ( 8 t]rors is l try+ to f9d ! philosoph]'s /one :i* _c be f\nd & :i*1 if f\nd1 w\ld defeat its own object4 ,moreov]1 z a discov]y :i* %\ld rid u ( ! fe> ( dea? w\ld be ! va9e/1 s also x w\ld be ! mo/ immoral ( discov]ies1 = ! v ess5ce ( morality is involv$ 9 ! dislike 7)9 reasonable limits7 ( dea?4 ,morality aims at a maximum ( com=table life & a m9imum ( dea?2 if !n1 a m9imum ( dea? & a maximum ( life 7 no long] held wor? /riv+ =1 ! :ole fabric ( morality w\ld collapse1 z inde$ we h x on record t x is apt to d among classes t f "o cause or ano!r h come to live 9 disreg>d & expectation ( dea?4 ,h[ev] mu* we may abuse dea? = robb+ u ( our fri5ds--& !re is no "o :o is n soon] or lat] hit h>d 9 ?is respect--yet "t heals ^! w\nds soon] ?an we l to own2 if ! heyday ( grief does n %ortly kill outright1 x passes2 & ,i d\bt :e!r mo/ m51 if !y 7 to se>* _! he>ts1 w\ld n f9d t1 c\ld !y comm& dea? = "s s+le occasion1 !y w\ld be m likely to bid him take ?an re/ore4 ,moreov]1 dea? does n blight love z ! accid5ts ( "t & life d4 ,ev5 ! fonde/ gr[ ap>t if p>t$2 !y _c come toge!r aga91 n 9 any clos5ess or = any long "t4 ,c dea? d worse ?an ?is8 ,! memory ( a love t has be5 cut %ort by dea? rema9s /ill fragrant ?\gh enfeebl$1 b no recollection ( its pa/ c keep sweet a love t has dri$ up & )]$ ?r\gh accid5ts ( "t & life4 ,,xxiv ,! ,life ( ! ,_w to ,come ,po/hum\s ,life i ,to try to live 9 po/]ity is to be l an actor :o leaps ov] ! footlights & talks to ! or*e/ra4 ii ,he :o wants po/hum\s fame is z "o :o w\ld entail l&1 & tie up 8 money aft] 8 dea? z tightly & = z long a "t z possible4 ,/ill we ea* ( u 9 our own small way try to get :at little po/hum\s fame we c4 ,! ,te/ ( ,fai? ,:y %\ld we be s avid ( hon\rable & affectionate remembrance aft] dea?8 ,:y %\ld we hold ?is ! "o ?+ wor? liv+ or dy+ =8 ,:y %\ld all t we c "k or feel seem b a v little ?+ z comp>$ ) t :i* we nev] ei!r feel or "k8 ,:at a rev]sal ( all ! canons ( action :i* commonly guide mank9d is !re n "h8 ,b h[ev] ?is may be1 if we h fai? 9 ! life aft] dea? we c h little 9 t :i* is be=e x1 & if we h fai? 9 ?is life we c h small fai? 9 any o!r4 ,nev]!less !re is a deeply root$ conviction1 ev5 9 _m ( ^? 9 :om its exi/5ce is lea/ app>5t1 t hon\rable & affectionate remembrance aft] dea? ) a full & c]ta9 hope t x w be ours is ! highe/ prize to :i* ! highe/ call+ c aspire4 ,few pass ?r\gh ?is _w )\t feel+ ! vanity ( all human ambitions2 _! fai? may fail !m "h1 b x w n fail !m--n = a mom5t1 nev]--if !y possess x z reg>ds po/hum\s respect & affection4 ,! _w may prove holl[ b a well-e>n$ good fame 9 dea? w nev] d s4 ,& all m5 feel ?is :e!r !y admit x to !mselves or no4 ,fai? 9 ?is is easy en\gh4 ,we are born ) x4 ,:at is less easy is to possess "o's s\l 9 peace & n be %ak5 9 fai? & brok5 9 _s on see+ ! way 9 :i* m5 cr[d !mselves1 or are cr[d$1 into hon\rable remembrance :51 if ! tru? conc]n+ !m 7 kn[n1 no pit ( oblivion %\ld be deep en\gh = !m4 ,see1 aga91 h[ _m :o h ri*ly e>n$ e/eem nev] get x ei!r be=e or aft] dea?4 ,x is "h t fai? comes 94 ,to see t ! inf9ite corruptions ( ?is life p5etrate into & infect t :i* is to come1 & yet to hold t ev5 infamy aft] dea?1 ) obscure & p5uri\s life be=e x1 is a prize :i* w br+ a man m peace at ! la/ ?an all ! good ?+s ( ?is life put toge!r & jo9$ ) an immortality z la/+ z ,virgil's1 provid$ ! infamy & failure ( ! "o be unm]it$1 z also ! success & immortality ( ! o!r4 ,"h is ! te/ ( fai?--w y d y\r duty ) all y\r might at any co/ ( goods or reputation ei!r 9 ?is _w or beyond ! grave8 ,if y w--well1 ! *ances are #ajj to #a t y w become a faddi/1 a veget>ian & a teetotall]4 ,& suppose y escape ?is pit-fall too4 ,:y %\ld y try to be s mu* bett] ?an y\r neighb\rs8 ,:o are y to ?9k y may be wor?y ( s mu* good =tune8 ,if y d1 y may be sure t y d n des]ve x4 ,& s on ad inf9itum4 ,let u eat & dr9k nei!r =gett+ nor rememb]+ dea? unduly4 ,! ,"l ha? m]cy on :om he w h m]cy & ! less we ?9k ab\t x ! bett]4 ,/>t+ aga9 ad ,inf9itum ,a man f ! cradle to ! grave is b ! embryo ( a be+ t may be born into ! _w ( ! dead :o /ill live1 or t may die s soon aft] ent]+ x z to be practically /ill-born4 ,! great] numb] ( ! se$s %$1 :e!r by plants or animals1 nev] g]m9ate & ( ^? t gr[ few rea* maturity1 s ! great] numb] ( ^? t rea* dea? are /ill-born z reg>ds ! true/ life ( all--,i mean ! life t is liv$ aft] dea? 9 ! ?\ghts & actions ( po/]ity4 ,moreov] ( ^? :o are born into & fill great places 9 ?is invisible _w n "o is immortal4 ,we %\ld look on ! body z ! manife/o ( ! m9d & on po/]ity z ! manife/o ( ! dead t live aft] life4 ,ea* is ! me*anism :]eby ! o!r exi/s4 ,life1 !n1 is n ! hav+ be5 born--x is r an ef=t to be born4 ,b :y %\ld "s succe$ 9 atta9+ to ?is future life & o!rs fail8 ,:y %\ld "s be born m ?an o!rs8 ,:y %\ld n "s "o 9 a future /ate taunt ,laz>us ) hav+ a good "t n[ & tell him x w be ! turn ( ,dives 9 "s o!r & m remote h]eaft]8 ,i mu/ h x t nei!r are ! good rew>d$ nor ! bad puni%$ 9 a future /ate1 b e "o mu/ />t anew q irrespective ( any?+ !y h done "h & mu/ try 8 luck aga9 & g on try+ x aga9 & aga9 ad inf9itum4 ,"s ( our lives1 !n1 w be lucky & "s unlucky & x w resolve itself into "o long et]nal life dur+ :i* we %all *ange s mu* t we %all n rememb] our antec$5ts v f> back 7any m ?an we rememb] hav+ be5 embryos7 nor =esee our future v mu*1 & dur+ :i* we %all h our ups & d[ns ad inf9itum--effect+ a trans=mation sc5e at once z soon z circum/ances become unbe>able4 ,nev]!less1 "s m5's "w does live long] ?an o!rs4 ,"s a*ieve :at is v l immortality4 ,:y %\ld !y h ?is piece ( good =tune m ?an o!rs8 ,! answ] is t x w\ld be v unju/ if !y knew any?+ ab\t x1 or c\ld enjoy x 9 any way1 b !y "k no?+ :atev] ab\t x1 & y1 ! compla9]1 d pr(it by _! lab\r1 s t x is really y1 ! compla9]1 :o get ! fun1 n !y1 & ?is %\ld /op y\r m\?4 ,! only ?+ !y got 0 a little hope1 :i* buoy$ !m up (t5 :5 !re 0 b little else t c\ld d s4 ,prep>ation = ,dea? ,t !re is a life aft] dea? is z palpable z t !re is a life be=e dea?--see ! influ5ce t ! dead h ov] u--b ?is life is no m et]nal ?an our pres5t life4 ,%akespe>e & ,hom] may live long1 b !y w die "s day1 t is to say1 !y w become unkn[n z direct & effici5t causes4 ,ev5 s ,god himself dies1 = to die is to *ange & to *ange is to die to :at has gone be=e4 ,if ! units *ange ! total mu/ d s also4 ,z no "o c say :i* egg or se$ %all come to visible life & 9 its turn leave issue1 s no "o c say :i* ( ! millions ( n[ visible lives %all ent] into ! aft]life on dea?1 & :i* h b s little life z practically n to c\nt4 ,= mo/ se$s end z se$s or z food = "s ali5 be+1 & s ) lives1 by f> ! great] numb] are /]ile1 except 9 s f> z !y c be dev\r$ z ! food ( "s /rong] life4 ,! ,h&els & ,%akespe>es are ! few se$s t gr[--& ev5 ^! die4 ,& ! same unc]ta9ty atta*es to po/hum\s life z to pre-le?al4 ,z no "o c say h[ long ano!r %all live1 s no "o c say h[ long or h[ %ort a "t a reputation %all live4 ,! mo/ unpromis+ weakly-look+ creatures sometimes live to n9ety :ile /rong robu/ m5 are c>ri$ (f 9 _! prime4 ,& no "o c say :at a man %all ent] into life = hav+ done4 ,r\ghly1 !re is a sort ( moral gov]nm5t :]eby ^? :o h done ! be/ "w live mo/ endur+ly1 b x is subject to su* exceptions t no "o c say :e!r or no !re %all n be an exception 9 8 own case ei!r 9 8 fav\r or aga9/ him4 ,9 ?is unc]ta9ty a "y writ] _h bett] act z ?\gh he _h a reasonable *ance ( liv+1 n p]haps v long1 b /ill "s little :ile aft] 8 dea?4 ,let him leave 8 notes fairly full & fairly tidy 9 all respects1 )\t sp5d+ too mu* "t ab\t !m4 ,if !y are want$1 !re !y are2 if n want$1 !re is no h>m done4 ,he might z well leave !m z any?+ else4 ,b let him write !m 9 copy+ ink & h ! copies kept 9 diff]5t places4 ,! ,vates ,sac] ,j z ! k+dom ( heav5 come? n by obs]vation1 s nei!r d "o's own ideas1 nor ! good ?+s "o he>s o!r p say2 !y fa/5 on u :5 we lea/ want or expect !m4 ,x is en\gh if ! k+dom ( heav5 be obs]v$ :5 x does come4 ,i d n read mu*2 ,i look1 li/51 ?9k & write4 ,my mo/ intimate fri5ds are m5 ( m insight1 quick] wit1 m playful fancy &1 9 all ways1 abl] m5 ?an ,i am1 b y w f9d t5 ( !m = "o ( me4 ,i note :at !y say1 ?9k x ov]1 adapt x & give x p]man5t =m4 ,!y ?r[ good ?+s (f z sp>ks2 ,i collect !m & turn !m into w>m?4 ,b ,i c\ld n d ?is if ,i did n sometimes ?r[ out a sp>k or two myself4 ,n only w\ld ,agamemnon be no?+ )\t ! vates sac] b !re are always at lea/ t5 good h]oes to "o good *ronicl]1 j z !re are t5 good au?ors to "o good publi%]4 ,brav]y1 wit & poetry ab\nd 9 e village4 ,look at ,mrs4 ,boss ! orig9al ( ,mrs4 ,jupp 9 ,! ,way ( ,all ,fle% & at ,joanna ,mills ,life & ,lett]s ( ,dr4 ,butl]1 ,i1 #ic4 ,!re is n a village ( #ejj inhabitants 9 ,engl& b has its ,mrs4 ,quickly & its ,tom ,jones4 ,^! good p nev] und]/& !mselves1 !y g ov] _! own heads1 !y speak 9 unkn[n tongues to ^? ar\nd !m & ! int]pret] is ! r>] & m important p]son4 ,! vates sac] is ! middleman ( m9d4 ,s r>e is he & su* sp5d?rifts are we ( good ?+s t p n only w n note :at might well be not$ b !y w n ev5 keep :at o!rs h not$1 if !y are to be at ! pa9s ( pigeon-hol+ x4 ,x is less tr\ble to ?r[ a brilliant lett] into ! fire ?an to put x into su* =m t x c be safely kept1 quickly f\nd & easily read4 ,to ?is end a lett] %\ld be gumm$1 ) ! help ( ! edg+s ( /amps if necess>y1 to a /rip1 say an in* & a qu>t] wide1 ( /\t h&-made pap]4 ,two or ?ree pap] fa/5]s pass$ ?r\gh ^! /rips w b9d fifty or sixty lett]s toge!r1 :i*1 arrang$ 9 *ronological ord]1 c be quickly f\nd & com=tably read4 ,b h[ few w be at ! small weekly tr\ble ( cle>+ up _! correspond5ce & leav+ x 9 manageable %ape6 ,if we keep our lett]s at all we ?r[ !m higgl$y-piggl$y into a box & h done ) !m2 let "s "o else arrange !m :5 ! own] is dead4 ,! "s "o else comes & f9ds ! fire an easy me?od ( escap+ ! onus ?r[n ^u him4 ,s on g lett]s f ,tilbrook1 ,m]ian1 ,m>maduke ,lawson #cfd--;j z we ?r[ our money away if ! hold+ on to x involves ev5 v mod]ate ex]tion4 ,on ! o!r h&1 if ?is in/9ct t[>ds prodigality 7 n s great1 beauty & wit w\ld be smo!r$ "u _! own selves4 ,x is ?r\gh ! wa/e ( wit t wit endures1 l money1 its ma9 preci\sness lies 9 its r>ity--! m pl5tiful x is ! *eap] does x become4 ,! ,diction>y ( ,national ,biography ,:5 ,i look at ! articles on ,h&el1 on ,dr4 ,arnold1 or inde$ on almo/ any "o :om ,i "k any?+ ab\t1 ,i feel t su* a "w z ! ,diction>y ( ,national ,biography adds m t]ror to dea? ?an dea? ( itself c\ld inspire4 ,t is "o reason :y ,i let myself g s unres]v$ly 9 ^! notes4 ,if ! col\rs 9 :i* ,i pa9t myself fail to please1 at any rate ,i %all h _h ! lay+ !m on myself4 ,! ,_w ,! _w w1 9 ! end1 foll[ only ^? :o h despis$ z well z s]v$ x4 ,accumulat$ ,d9n]s ,! _w & all t has ev] be5 9 x w "o day be z mu* =gott5 z :at we ate = d9n] =ty ye>s ago4 ,v likely1 b ! fact t we %all n rememb] mu* ab\t a d9n] =ty ye>s h5ce does n make x less agreeable n[1 & aft] all x is only ! accumulation ( ^! =gott5 d9n]s t makes ! d9n] ( =ty ye>s h5ce possible4 ,judg+ ! ,dead ,! dead %\ld be judg$ z we judge crim9als1 imp>tially1 b !y %\ld be all[$ ! b5efit ( a d\bt4 ,:5 no d\bt exi/s !y %\ld be hang$ out ( h& = ab\t a hundr$ ye>s4 ,aft] t "t !y may come d[n & move ab\t "u a cl\d4 ,aft] ab\t #bjjj ye>s !y may d :at !y l4 ,if ,n]o murd]$ 8 "m--well1 he murd]$ 8 "m & !re's an end4 ,! moral guilt ( an action v>ies inv]sely z ! squ>es ( its di/ances 9 "t & space1 social1 psy*ological1 physiological or topographical1 f ourselves4 ,n s its moral m]it3 ?is loses no lu/re ?r\gh "t & di/ance4 ,good is l gold1 x w n ru/ or t>ni% & x is r>e1 b !re is "s ( x ev]y:]e4 ,evil is l wat]1 x ab\nds1 is *eap1 soon f\ls1 b runs itself cle> ( ta9t4 ,myself & ,my ,books ,bodily (fspr+ ,i d n leave1 b m5tal (fspr+ ,i d4 ,well1 my books d n h to be s5t to s*ool & college & !n insi/ on go+ into ! ,*ur* or take to dr9k+ or m>ry _! "m's maid4 ,my ,son ,i h (t5 told my son t he mu/ beg9 by f9d+ me a wife to become 8 "m :o %all satisfy bo? himself & me4 ,b ?is is only "o ( ! _m rocks on :i* we h hi!rto split4 ,we %\ld nev] h got on toge!r2 ,i %\ld h _h to cut him (f ) a %ill+ ei!r = laugh+ at ,hom]1 or = refus+ to laugh at him1 or bo?1 or nei!r1 b /ill cut him (f4 ,s ,i settl$ ! matt] long ago by turn+ a deaf e> to 8 importunities & /ick+ to x t ,i w\ld n get him at all4 ,yet 8 ?9 gho/ visits me at times &1 ?\gh he kn[s t x is no use pe/]+ me fur!r1 he looks at me s wi/fully & reproa*fully t ,i am half-incl9$ to turn tall1 take my *ance ab\t 8 "m & ask him to let me get him aft] all4 ,b ,i %\ld %[ a clean pair ( heels if he said 8,yes40 ,besides1 he w\ld probably be a girl4 ,obscurity ,:5 ,i am dead1 d n let p say ( me t ,i suff]$ f misrepres5tation & neglect4 ,i 0 neglect$ & misrepres5t$2 v likely n half z mu* z ,i suppos$ b1 nev]!less1 to "s ext5t neglect$ & misrepres5t$4 ,i gr[l at ?is sometimes b1 if ! "q 7 s]i\sly put to me :e!r ,i w\ld g on z ,i am or become fam\s 9 my own lifetime1 ,i h no hesitation ab\t :i* ,i %\ld pref]4 ,i w will+ly pay ! few hundr$s ( p\nds :i* ! neglect ( my works co/s me 9 ord] to be let alone & n plagu$ by ! p :o w\ld come r\nd me if ,i 7 kn[n4 ,! probability is t ,i %all rema9 aft] my dea? z obscure z ,i am n[2 if ?is be s1 ! obscurity w1 no d\bt1 be m]it$1 & if n1 my books w "w n only z well )\t my hav+ be5 kn[n 9 my lifetime b a great deal bett]2 my follies & blund]s w ! bett] escape notice to ! enhanc+ ( ! value ( any?+ t may be f\nd 9 my books4 ,! only two ?+s ,i %\ld greatly c>e ab\t if ,i _h m money are a few m c\ntry out+s & a little m v>i$ & bett] cook$ food4 #ahhb4 ,p4,s4--,i h long s9ce obta9$ ev]y?+ t a reasonable man c wi% =4 #ahie4 ,po/hum\s ,hon\rs ,i see ,cecil ,rhodes has j be5 say+ t he 0 a lucky man1 inasmu* z su* hon\rs z are n[ be+ paid him g5]ally come to a man aft] 8 dea? & n be=e x4 ,?is is all v well = a politician ^: pr(ession imm]ses him 9 public life1 b ! old] ,i gr[ ! m satisfi$ ,i am t !re c be no great] mis=tune = a man ( lett]s or ( contemplation ?an to be recognis$ 9 8 own lifetime4 ,=tunately ! great] man he is1 & h5ce ! great] ! mis=tune he w\ld incur1 ! less likelihood !re is t he w incur x4 #ahig4 ,po/hum\s ,recognition ,%all ,i be rememb]$ aft] dea?8 ,i sometimes ?9k & hope s4 ,b ,i tru/ ,i may n be f\nd out 7if ,i ev] am f\nd out1 & if ,i ought to be f\nd out at all7 be=e my dea?4 ,x w\ld bo!r me v mu* & ,i %\ld be mu* happi] & bett] z ,i am4 #ahhj4 ,p4,s4--,?is note ,i leave unalt]$4 ,i am glad to see t ,i _h s mu* s5se ?irte5 ye>s ago4 ,:at ,i ?\ght !n1 ,i ?9k n[1 only ) great] confid5ce & confirmation4 #ahic4 ,analysis ( ! ,sales ( ,my ,books ,copies ,sold ,ca% ,pr(it ,ca% ,loss ,total ,pr(it ,total loss ,value ( /ock ,ere:on #chdc #fb #aj #aj -- #fi #c #aj -- #f #ac #j ,! ,fair ,hav5 #ddb -- #da #b #b -- #bg #ah #b #ac #d #j ,life & ,habit #fdj -- #d #ag #a #g #ai #a -- #ab #af #c ,evolution ,old ,new #eda -- #ajc #aa #aj -- #hi #ac #aj #ac #ah #j ,unconsci\s ,memory #bgb -- #ch #ac #e -- #ch #ac #e -- ,alps & ,sanctu>ies #ccb -- #aac #f #d -- #aaj #ah #d #bb #h #j ,selections f ,previ\s ,works #abj -- #ea #d #aj -- #dh #aj #aj #b #ad #j ,luck or ,cunn+8 #bhd -- #da #f #d -- #ac #ah #aj #bg #g #f ,ex ,voto #bag -- #adg #ah #j -- #aaa #h #j #cf #aj #j ,life & ,lett]s ( ,dr4 ,butl] #bja -- #baf #ah #j -- #aic #ah #j #bc #j #j ,! ,au?oress ( ! ,odyssey #afe -- #ha #a #c -- #ei #aj #c #ba #aa #j ,! ,iliad 9 ,engli% ,prose #aeg -- #hi #d #h -- #gg #f #h #aa #ah #j ,a ,holbe9 ,c>d #f -- #h #a #i -- #h #a #i -- ,a ,book ( ,essays #j -- #c #aa #i -- -- #c #aa #i #fb #aj #aj #ifj #ag #f #gg #b #aa #ggi #ah #a #aie #aa #f ,to ?is mu/ be add$ my book on ! ,sonnets 9 respect ( :i* ,i h _h no acc\nt z yet b am ov] a hundr$ p\nds out ( pocket by x s f>--little ( :i*1 ,i fe>1 is ev] likely to come back4 ,x w be not$ t my public appe>s to be a decl9+ "o2 ,i attribute ?is to ! long c\rse ( practical boycott to :i* ,i h be5 subject$ = s _m ye>s1 or1 if n boycott1 ( sne]1 sn>l & misrepres5tation4 ,i _c help x1 nor if ! tru? 7 kn[n1 am ,i at any pa9s to try to d s4 #cfi ,wor? ,do+ ,if ,i des]ve to be rememb]$1 x w be n s mu* = any?+ ,i h writt51 or = any new way ( look+ at old facts :i* ,i may h sugge/$1 z = hav+ %[n t a man ( no special ability1 ) no lit]>y connections1 n p>ticul>ly labori\s1 fairly1 b n supremely1 accurate z f> z he goes1 & n travell+ f> ei!r = 8 facts or f !m1 may yet1 by be+ p]fectly squ>e1 /ick+ to 8 po9t1 n lett+ 8 temp] run away ) him1 & bid+ 8 "t1 be a mat* = ! mo/ p[]ful lit]>y & sci5tific cot]ie t ,engl& has ev] kn[n4 ,i hope x may be said ( me t ,i discomfit$ an unscrupul\s1 self-seek+ clique1 & set a m :olesome example myself4 ,to h done ?is is ! be/ ( all discov]ies4 ,d\bt & ,hope ,i w n say t ! m ?an coldness ) :i* my books are receiv$ does n fright5 me & make me di/ru/ myself4 ,x mu/ d s4 ,b e n[ & !n ,i meet ) su* support z gives me hope aga94 ,/ill1 ,i "k no?+4 #ahij4 ,unbury+ ,cities ,( c\rse ,i am jeal\s ( ! clat t ,fl9d]s ,petrie1 ,lay>d & ,s*liemann get = hav+ unburi$ cities1 b ,i d n see :y ,i ne$ be2 ! great ?+ is to unbury ! city1 & ,i believe ,i h unburi$ ,s*]ia z effectually z ,s*liemann unburi$ ,troy4 ,! ,au?oress ( ! ,odyssey4 ,true1 ,s*]ia 0 above gr\nd all ! "t & only want$ a little common s5se to f9d x2 nev]!less p h _h all ! facts be=e !m = ov] #bejj ye>s & h be5 look+ m or less all ! "t )\t f9d+4 ,i d n see :y x is m m]itori\s to uncov] physically ) a spade ?an spiritually ) a little ( ! v commone/ common s5se4 ,apologia i ,:5 ,i am dead ,i w\ld r p ?\ght me bett] ?an ,i 0 in/ead ( worse2 b if !y ?9k me worse1 ,i _c help x &1 if x matt]s at all1 x w matt] m to !m ?an to me4 ,! "o reputation ,i deprecate is t ( hav+ be5 ill-us$4 ,i deprecate ?is because x w\ld t5d to depress & disc\rage o!rs f play+ ! game t ,i h play$4 ,i w !re=e =e/all misconception on ?is head4 ,z reg>ds g5]al good-=tune1 ,i am ne>ly fifty-five ye>s old & = ! la/ ?irty ye>s h nev] be5 laid up ) illness nor _h any physical pa9 t ,i c rememb]1 n ev5 too?a*e4 ,except sometimes1 :5 a little ov]-driv51 ,i h _h un9t]rupt$ good heal? ev] s9ce ,i 0 ab\t five-&-tw5ty4 ,( m5tal suff]+ ,i h _h my %>e--z :o has n8--b mo/ ( :at ,i h suff]$ has be51 ?\gh ,i did n ?9k s at ! "t1 ei!r imag9>y1 or unnecess>y &1 s f>1 x has be5 soon =gott54 ,x has be5 mu* less ?an x v easily might h be5 if ! luck _h n n[ & aga9 gone ) me1 & probably ,i h suff]$ less ?an mo/ p1 take x all r\nd4 ,l e "o else1 h[ev]1 ,i h ! sc>s ( old w\nds2 v few ( ^! w\nds 7 caus$ by any?+ :i* 0 ess5tial 9 ! nature ( ?+s2 mo/1 if n all ( !m1 h be5 due to faults ( he>t & head on my own "p & on t ( o!rs :i*1 "o w\ld h ?\ght1 might h be5 easily avoid$ if 9 practice x _h n turn$ out o!rwise4 ,= _m ye>s ,i 0 9 a good deal ( money difficulty1 b s9ce my fa!r's dea? ,i h _h no tr\ble on ?is score--greatly o!rwise4 ,ev5 :5 ?+s 7 at _! wor/1 ,i nev] miss$ my two mon?s' summ] ,italian trip s9ce #ahgf1 except "o ye> & !n ,i w5t to ,mont ,/4 ,mi*el & enjoy$ x v mu*4 ,x 0 ^? ,italian trips t enabl$ me to wea!r ! /orm4 ,at o!r times ,i am engross$ ) "w t fasc9ates me4 ,i am surr\nd$ by p to :om ,i am atta*$ & :o l me 9 return s f> z ,i c judge4 ,9 ,alfr$ 8 cl]k & att5dant ,i h ! be/ body-gu>d & ! mo/ engag+ ( any man 9 ,london4 ,i live quietly b happily4 ,& if ?is is be+ ill-us$ ,i %\ld l to "k :at be+ well-us$ is4 ,i d n d5y1 h[ev]1 t ,i h be5 ill-us$4 ,i h be5 us$ abom9ably4 ,! positive am\nt ( good or ill =tune1 h[ev]1 is n ! te/ ( ei!r ! "o or ! o!r2 ! true measure lies 9 ! relative proportion ( ea* & ! way 9 :i* !y h be5 di/ribut$1 & by ?is ,i claim1 aft] d$uct+ all bad luck1 to be left ) a l>ge balance ( good4 ,"s p ?9k ,i mu/ be depress$ & disc\rag$ because my books d n make m noise2 b1 aft] all1 :e!r p read my books or no is _! affair1 n m9e4 ,i "k by my sales t few read my books4 ,if ,i write at all1 x foll[s t ,i want to be read & miss my m>k if ,i am n4 ,s also ) ,n>cissus4 ,:atev] ,i d falls dead1 & ,i w\ld r p let me see t !y lik$ x4 ,to ?is ext5t ,i c]ta9ly am disappo9t$4 ,i am sorry n to h woo$ ! public m successfully4 ,b ,i h be5 told t w9n+ & we>+ g5]ally take some?+ ( ! gilt (f ! woo+1 & ,i am dispos$ to acquiesce *e]fully 9 n f9d+ myself s receiv$ z t ,i ne$ woo no long]4 ,if ,i 7 to succe$ ,i %\ld be bor$ to dea? by my success 9 a =tnight & s1 ,i am conv9c$1 w\ld my fri5ds4 ,retirem5t is to me a condition ( be+ able to "w at all4 ,i w\ld r write m books & music ?an sp5d mu* "t ov] :at ,i h already writt52 nor d ,i see h[ ,i c\ld get retirem5t if ,i 7 n to a c]ta9 ext5t unpopul>4 ,x is ?is feel+ on my own "p--omnipres5t ) me :5 ,i am do+ my be/ to please1 t is to say1 :5ev] ,i write--:i* is ! cause :y ,i d n1 z p say1 8get on40 ,if ,i _h greatly c>$ ab\t gett+ on ,i ?9k ,i c\ld h done s4 ,i ?9k ,i c\ld ev5 n[ write an anonym\s book t w\ld take ! public z mu* z ,ere:on did4 ,p]haps ,i c\ld n1 b ,i ?9k ,i c\ld4 ,! reason :y ,i d n try is because ,i l do+ o!r ?+s bett]4 ,:at ,i mo/ enjoy is runn+ ! view ( evolution set =? 9 ,life & ,habit & mak+ ?+s less easy = ! hacks ( lit]ature & sci5ce2 or p]haps ev5 m ,i enjoy tak+ snap%ots & writ+ music1 ?\gh aw>e t ,i _h bett] n enquire :e!r ?is la/ is any good or n4 ,9 fact !re is no?+ ,i d t ,i d n enjoy s ke5ly t ,i _c te> myself away f x1 & p :o ?us indulge !mselves _c h ?+s bo? ways4 ,i am s int5t ^u pleas+ myself t ,i h no "t to cat] = ! public4 ,"s ( !m l ?+s 9 ! same way z ,i d2 t class ( p ,i try to please z well z ev] ,i c4 ,) o!rs ,i h no conc]n1 & !y "k x s !y h no conc]n ) me4 ,i d n believe !re is any o!r explanation ( my failure to get on ?an ?is1 nor d ,i see t any fur!r explanation is ne$$4 #ahij4 ii ,two or ?ree p h ask$ me to return to ! subject ( my suppos$ failure & expla9 x m fully f my own po9t ( view4 ,i h _h ! subject on my notes = "s "t & x has bor$ me s mu* t x has _h a good deal to d ) my n hav+ kept my ,note-,books po/$ rec5tly4 ,briefly1 9 ord] to scot* t snake1 my failure has n be5 s great z p say x has4 ,i believe my reputation /&s well ) ! be/ p4 ,grant$ t x makes no noise1 b ,i h n be5 will+ to take ! pa9s necess>y to a*ieve :at may be call$ gu9ea-pig review success1 because1 al?\gh ,i h be5 9 f9ancial difficulties1 ,i did n s]i\sly ne$ success f a money po9t ( view1 & because ,i hat$ ! k9d ( p ,i %\ld h _h to c\rt & k[-t[ to if ,i w5t 9 = t sort ( ?+4 ,i c\ld nev] h c>ri$ x ?r\gh1 ev5 if ,i _h tri$1 & in/9ctively decl9$ to try4 ,a man _c be said to h fail$1 because he did n get :at he did n try =4 ,:at ,i did try = ,i believe ,i h got z fully z any reasonable man c expect1 & ,i h e hope t ,i %all get x /ill m bo? s long z ,i live & aft] ,i am dead4 ,if1 h[ev]1 p mean t ,i am to expla9 h[ x is ,i h n made m noise 9 spite ( my own indol5ce 9 matt]1 ! answ] is t ^? :o d n ei!r pu% ! !mselves into noise1 or give "s "o else a sub/antial int]e/ 9 pu%+ !m1 nev] d get made a noise ab\t4 ,h[ c !y8 ,i 0 too lazy to g ab\t f publi%] to publi%] & to decl9e to publi% a book myself if ,i c\ld n f9d "s "o to speculate 9 x4 ,i c\ld take any am\nt ( tr\ble ab\t writ+ a book b1 s long z ,i c\ld lay my h& on ! money to br+ x out )1 ,i f\nd publi%]s' ante*amb]s s little to my ta/e t ,i soon tir$ & fell back on ! %ort & easy me?od ( publi%+ my book myself4 ,( c\rse1 !re=e1 x fail$ to sell4 ,i "k m ab\t ^! ?+s n[1 & w nev] publi% a book at my own risk aga91 or at any rate ,i w s5d somebody else r\nd ! ante*amb]s ) x = a good :ile be=e ,i pay = publi%+ x4 ,i %\ld h lik$ notoriety & f9ancial success well en\gh if !y c\ld h be5 _h = ! ask+1 b ,i 0 n go+ to take any tr\ble ab\t !m &1 z a natural consequ5ce1 ,i did n get !m4 ,if ,i _h want$ !m ) ! same passionate long+ t has l$ me to pursue e enquiry t ,i ev] h pursu$1 ,i %\ld h got !m fa/ en\gh4 ,x is v r>ely t ,i h fail$ to get :at ,i h really tri$ = &1 z a matt] ( fact1 ,i believe ,i h be5 a great deal happi] = n try+ ?an ,i %\ld h be5 if ,i _h _h notoriety ?ru/ ^u me4 ,i confess ,i %\ld l my books to pay _! exp5ses & put me a little 9 pocket besides--because ,i want to d m = ,alfr$ ?an ,i see my way to do+4 ,z a natural consequ5ce ( beg9n+ to c>e ,i h begun to take pa9s1 & am advis+ ) ! ,society ( ,au?ors z to :at w be my be/ c\rse4 ,v likely !y c d no?+ = me1 b at any rate ,i %all h tri$4 ,"o reason1 & t ! *ief1 :y ,i h made no noise1 is n[ expla9$4 ,x rema9s to add t f fir/ to la/ ,i h be5 unor?odox & militant 9 e book t ,i h writt54 ,i made enemies ( ! p>sons once = all ) my fir/ two books4 ,ere:on & ,! ,fair ,hav54 ,! evolution books made ! ,d>w9ians1 & ?r\gh !m ! sci5tific _w 9 g5]al1 ev5 m angry ?an ,! ,fair ,hav5 _h made ! cl]gy s t ,i _h no fri5ds1 = ! cl]ical & sci5tific p rule ! roa/ betwe5 !m4 ,i h *os5 ! fight+ road r ?an ! hang-on-to-a-great-man road1 & :at c a man :o does ?is look = except t p %\ld try to sil5ce him 9 :atev] way !y ?9k w be mo/ effectual8 ,9 my case !y h ?\ght x be/ to pret5d t ,i am non-exi/5t4 ,x is no "p ( my bus9ess to compla9 ( my oppon5ts = *oos+ _! own l9e2 my bus9ess is to defeat !m z be/ ,i c ^u _! own l9e1 & ,i imag9e ,i %all d mo/ t[>ds ?is by n all[+ myself to be made unhappy m]ely because ,i am n fuss$ ab\t1 & by go+ on writ+ m books & add+ to my pile4 ,my ,"w ,:y %\ld ,i write ab\t ?is z ?\gh any "o w wi% to read :at ,i write8 ,p sometimes give me to und]/& t x is a piece ( ridicul\s conceit on my "p to jot d[n s _m notes ab\t myself1 s9ce x implies a confid5ce t ,i %all "o day be reg>d$ z an int]e/+ p]son4 ,i answ] t nei!r ,i nor !y c =m any idea z to :e!r ,i %all be want$ :5 ,i am gone or no4 ,! *ances are t ,i %all n4 ,i am q aw>e ( x4 ,s ! *ances are t ,i %all n live to be #he2 b ,i h no "r to settle x s4 ,if ,i d z ,capta9 ,don did ,life ( ,dr4 ,butl]1 ,i1 op5+ ( ,*apt] ,,viii1 & inve/ e p5ny ,i h 9 an annuity t %all t]m9ate :5 ,i am #hi1 :o kn[s b t ,i may live on to #if1 z he did1 & h sev5 ye>s )\t any income at all8 ,i pref] ! mode/ insurance ( keep+ up my notes :i* o!rs may burn or no z !y please4 ,i am n "o ( ^? :o h travell$ along a set road t[>ds an end t ,i h =ese5 & desir$ to rea*4 ,i h made a succession ( jaunts or pleasure trips f mead[ to mead[1 b no long j\rney unless life itself be reckon$ s4 ,nev]!less1 ,i h /ray$ into no field 9 :i* ,i h n f\nd a fl[] t 0 wor? ! f9d+1 ,i h gone into no public place 9 :i* ,i h n f\nd sov]eigns ly+ ab\t on ! gr\nd :i* p w\ld n notice & be at ! tr\ble ( pick+ up4 ,!y h be5 ?+s :i* any "o else has _h--or at any rate a v l>ge numb] ( p h _h--z good a *ance ( pick+ up z ,i _h4 ,my f9ds h none ( !m come z ! result ( rese>* or sev]e /udy1 ?\gh !y h g5]ally giv5 me pl5ty to d 9 ! way ( rese>* & /udy z soon z ,i _h got hold ( !m4 ,i take x t ^! are ! mo/ int]e/+--or :atev] ! lea/ (f5sive ^w may be3 #a4 ,! emphasis+ ! analogies betwe5 crime & disease4 ,ere:on4 #b4 ,! emphasis+ also ! analogies betwe5 ! developm5t ( ! organs ( our bodies & ( ^? :i* are n incorporate ) our bodies & :i* we call tools or ma*9es4 ,ere:on & ,luck or ,cunn+8 #c4 ,! cle>+ up ! hi/ory ( ! ev5ts 9 connection ) ! dea?1 or r crucifixion1 ( ,jesus ,*ri/2 & a reasonable explanation1 fir/1 ( ! belief on ! "p ( ! f\nd]s ( ,*ri/ianity t _! ma/] _h ris5 f ! dead &1 secondly1 ( :at might foll[ f belief 9 a s+le suppos$ miracle4 ,! ,evid5ce = ! ,resurrection ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 ,! ,fair ,hav5 & ,ere:on ,revisit$4 #d4 ,! p]ception t p]sonal id5tity _c be d5i$ betwe5 p>5ts & (fspr+ )\t at ! same "t d5y+ x z betwe5 ! diff]5t ages 7& h5ce mom5ts7 9 ! life ( ! individual &1 z a coroll>y on ?is1 ! ascription ( ! ph5om5a ( h]$ity to ! same s\rce z ^? ( memory4 ,life & ,habit4 #e4 ,! tidy+ up ! e>li] hi/ory ( ! !ory ( evolution4 ,evolution ,old & ,new4 #f4 ,! exposure & discomfiture ( ,*>les ,d>w9 & ,wallace & _! foll[]s4 ,evolution ,old & ,new1 ,unconsci\s ,memory1 ,luck or ,cunn+8 & 8,! ,deadlock 9 ,d>w9ism0 9 ! ,univ]sal ,review republi%$ 9 ,essays on ,life1 ,art & ,sci5ce4 #cgf #g4 ,! p]ception ( ! pr9ciple t l$ organic life to split up into two ma9 divisions1 animal & vegetable4 ,alps & ,sanctu>ies1 close ( ,*apt] ,,xiii3 ,luck or ,cunn+8 #h4 ,! p]ception t1 if ! k9etic !ory is held good1 our ?\ght ( a ?+1 :atev] t ?+ may be1 is 9 reality an exce$+ly weak dilution ( ! actual ?+ itself4 ,/at$1 b n fully develop$1 9 ,luck or ,cunn+8 ,*apt] ,,xix1 also 9 "s ( ! =ego+ notes4 #i4 ,! re/itution to ,giovanni & ,g5tile ,bell9i ( _! portraits 9 ! ,l\vre & ! f9d+ ( five o!r portraits ( ^! two pa9t]s ( :om ,cr[e & ,cavalcaselle & ,lay>d ma9ta9 t we h no portrait4 ,lett]s to ! ,a!num1 c4 #aj4 ,! re/oration to ,holbe9 ( ! draw+ 9 ! ,basel ,museum call$ ,la ,danse4 ,univ]sal ,review1 ,nov41 #ahhi4 #aa4 ,! call+ att5tion to ,gaud5zio ,f]r>i & putt+ him be=e ! public ) some?+ l ! emphasis t he des]ves4 ,ex ,voto4 #ab4 ,! discov]y ( a life-siz$ /atue ( ,leon>do da ,v9ci by ,gaud5zio ,f]r>i4 ,ex ,voto4 #ac4 ,! une>?+ ( ! ,flemi% sculptor ,jean de ,wesp9 7call$ ,taba*etti 9 ,italy7 & ( ,giovanni ,antonio ,p>acca4 ,ex ,voto4 #ad4 ,! f9d+ out t ! ,odyssey 0 writt5 at ,trapani1 ! cle>+ up ( ! :ole topography ( ! poem1 & ! demon/ration1 z x seems to me1 t ! poem 0 writt5 by a woman & n by a man4 ,inde$1 ,i may almo/ claim to h discov]$ ! ,odyssey1 s alt]$ does x become :5 my views ( x are adopt$4 ,& robb+ ,hom] ( ! ,odyssey has r5d]$ ! ,iliad f> m intelligible2 besides1 ,i h set ! example ( h[ he %\ld be approa*$4 ,! ,au?oress ( ! ,odyssey4 #ae4 ,! attempt to d ju/ice to my gr&fa!r by writ+ ,! ,life & ,lett]s ( ,dr4 ,butl] = :i*1 h[ev]1 ,i _h special facilities4 #af4 ,9 ,n>cissus & ,ulysses ,i made an attempt1 ! failure ( :i* has yet to be %[n1 to return to ! pr9ciples ( ,h&el & take !m up :]e he left (f4 #ag4 ,! elucidation ( ,%akespe>e's ,sonnets4 ,%akespe>e's ,sonnets ,reconsid]$4 ,i say no?+ "h ab\t my novel ,! ,way ( ,all ,fle% because x _c be publi%$ till aft] my dea?2 nor ab\t my translations ( ! ,iliad & ! ,odyssey4 ,nev]!less ^! ?ree books also 7 a k9d ( pick+ up ( sov]eigns1 = ! novel conta9s records ( ?+s ,i saw happ5+ r ?an imag9>y incid5ts1 & ! pr9ciples on :i* ! translations are made 7 obvi\s to any "o will+ to take & use !m4 ,! =ego+ is ! li/ ( my 8m>es'-ne/s10 & x is1 ,i presume1 ?is li/ :i* made ,mr4 ,ar?ur ,platt call me ! ,galileo ( ,m>es'-,ne/s 9 8 diatribe on my ,odyssey !ory 9 ! ,classical ,review4 ,i am n go+ to argue "h t !y are all1 z ,i d n d\bt1 s\nd2 :at ,i want to say is t !y are e "o ( !m ?+s t lay on ! surface & op5 to any "o else j z mu* z to me4 ,n "o ( !m requir$ any pr(undity ( ?\ght or ext5sive rese>*2 !y only requir$ t he :o approa*$ ! v>i\s subjects ) :i* !y h to d %\ld keep 8 eyes op5 & try to put himself 9 ! position ( ! v>i\s p :om !y involve4 ,above all1 x 0 necess>y to approa* !m )\t any preconceiv$ !ory & to be ready to ?r[ ov] any conclusion ! mom5t ! evid5ce po9t$ aga9/ x4 ,! reason :y ,i h disc>d$ s few !ories t ,i h put =w>d--& at ?is mom5t ,i _c recollect "o f :i* !re has be5 any s]i\s attempt to dislodge me--is because ,i nev] all[$ myself to =m a !ory at all till ,i f\nd myself driv5 on to x :e!r ,i w\ld or no4 ,z long z x 0 possible to resi/ ,i resi/$1 & only yield$ :5 ,i c\ld n ?9k t an intellig5t jury "u capable guidance w\ld g ) me if ,i resi/$ long]4 ,i nev] w5t 9 se>* ( any "o ( my !ories2 ,i nev] knew :at x 0 go+ to be till ,i _h f\nd x2 !y came & f\nd me1 n ,i !m4 ,su* be+ my own exp]i5ce1 ,i beg9 to be pretty c]ta9 t o!r p h _h mu* ! same & t ! s\nde/ !ories h come uns\ght & )\t mu* ef=t4 ,! conclusion1 !n1 ( ! :ole matt] is t sci5tific & lit]>y =tunes are1 l money =tunes1 made m by sav+ ?an 9 any o!r way--m ?r\gh ! ex]cise ( ! common vulg> ess5tials1 su* z sobriety & /raight=w>dness1 ?an by ! m %[y ent]prises t :5 !y happ5 to succe$ are call$ g5ius & :5 !y fail1 folly4 ,! /reets are full ( sov]eigns cry+ al\d = "s "o to come & pick !m up1 only ! ?ick veil ( our own ins9c]ity & conceit hides !m f u4 ,he :o c mo/ te> ?is veil f 9 front ( 8 eyes w be able to see mo/ & to walk (f ) !m4 ,i %\ld say t ! soon] ,i /op ! bett]4 ,if on my desc5t to ! ne!r _w ,i 7 to be met & welcom$ by ! %ades ( ^? to :om ,i h done a good turn :ile ,i 0 "h1 ,i %\ld be receiv$ by a fairly illu/ri\s cr[d4 ,!re w\ld be ,giovanni & ,g5tile ,bell9i1 ,leon>do da ,v9ci1 ,gaud5zio ,f]r>i1 ,holbe91 ,taba*etti1 ,p>acca & ,d',enrico2 ! ,au?oress ( ! ,odyssey w\ld come & ,hom] ) h]2 ,dr4 ,butl] w\ld br+ ) him ! _m =gott5 m5 & wom5 to :om 9 my memoir ,i h giv5 fre% life2 !re w\ld be ,buffon1 ,erasmus ,d>w9 & ,lam>ck2 ,%akespe>e also w\ld be !re & ,h&el4 ,i c\ld n wi% to f9d myself 9 m cong5ial company & ,i %all n take x too mu* to he>t if ! %ade ( ,*>les ,d>w9 glides gloomily away :5 x sees me com+4 ,,xxv ,poems ,prefatory ,note i4 ,translation f an ,unpubli%$ ,"w ( ,h]odotus ii4 ,! ,%ield ( ,a*illes1 ) ,v>iations iii4 ,! ,two ,deans iv4 ,on ! ,italian ,prie/hood ,butl] wrote ^! f\r pieces :ile he 0 an und]graduate at ,/4 ,john's ,college1 ,cambridge4 ,he kept no copy ( any ( !m1 b 8 fri5d ! ,rev4 ,canon ,joseph ,mc,cormick1 ,d4,d41 ,rector ( ,/4 ,james's1 ,piccadilly1 kept copies 9 a note-book :i* he l5t me4 ,! only "o t has appe>$ 9 pr9t is 8,! ,%ield ( ,a*illes10 :i* ,canon ,mc,cormick s5t to ,! ,eagle1 ! magaz9e ( ,/4 ,john's ,college1 ,cambridge1 & x 0 pr9t$ 9 ! numb] = ,decemb] #aijb1 ab\t six mon?s aft] ,butl]'s dea?4 8,on ! ,italian ,prie/hood0 is a r5d]+ ( ! ,italian epigram accompany+ x :i*1 ) o!rs "u ! head+ 8,a/uzia1 ,+anno10 is giv5 9 ,raccolta di ,prov]bi ,toscani di ,giuseppe ,giu/i 7,fir5ze1 #ahec74 v4 ,a ,psalm ( ,montreal ,?is 0 writt5 9 ,canada 9 #ahge4 ,butl] (t5 recit$ x & gave copies ( x to 8 fri5ds4 ,kn[+ t ,mr4 ,edw>d ,clodd _h _h some?+ to d ) its appe>ance 9 ! ,spectator ,i wrote ask+ him to tell me :at he rememb]$ ab\t x4 ,he v k9dly repli$1 #bi? ,octob]1 #aije3 8,! #8,psalm' 0 recit$ to me at ! ,c5tury ,club by ,butl]4 ,he gave me a copy ( x :i* ,i read to ! late ,*as4 ,&]son1 ,vic> ( ,s4 ,john's1 ,limeh\se1 :o l5t x to ,matt4 ,arnold 7:5 inspect+ ,&]son's ,s*ools7 :o l5t x to ,ri*d4 ,holt ,hutton :o1 ) ,butl]'s cons5t1 pr9t$ x 9 ! ,spectator ( #ah? ,may1 #ahgh40 ,! 8,psalm ( ,montreal0 0 includ$ 9 ,selections f ,previ\s ,works 7#ahhd7 & 9 ,sev5 ,sonnets1 etc4 vi4 ,! ,righte\s ,man ,butl] wrote ?is 9 #ahgf2 x has appe>$ be=e only 9 #ahgi 9 ! ,exam9]1 :]e x =m$ "p ( ! correspond5ce 8,a ,cl]gyman's ,d\bts0 ( :i* ! lett] sign$ 8,e?ics0 has already be5 giv5 9 ?is volume 7see p4 #cjd ante74 8,! ,righte\s ,man0 0 sign$ 8,x4,y4,z40 &1 9 ord] to connect x ) ! discussion1 ,butl] prefac$ x ) a note comp>+ x to ! la/ six in*es ( a l9e ( railway2 !re is no "p ( ! road s ugly1 s little travell$ ov]1 or s useless g5]ally1 b x is ! end1 at any rate1 ( a v long ?+4 vii4 ,to ,critics & ,o!rs4 ,?is 0 writt5 9 #ahhc & has n hi!rto be5 publi%$4 viii4 ,= ,n>cissus ,^! are pr9t$ = ! fir/ "t4 ,! pian(orte score ( ,n>cissus 0 publi%$ 9 #ahhh4 ,! poem 7,a7 0 writt5 because !re 0 "s discussion !n go+ on 9 musical circles ab\t additional accompanim5ts to ! ,messiah & we did n want any to be writt5 = ,n>cissus4 ,! poem 7,b7 %[s h[ ,butl] orig9ally int5d$ to op5 ,"p ,,ii ) a k9d ( descriptive programme1 b he *ang$ 8 m9d & did x diff]5tly4 ix4 ,a ,translation ,attempt$ 9 ,consequ5ce ( a ,*all5ge ,?is translation into ,hom]ic v]se ( a fam\s passage f ,m>t9 ,*uzzlewit 0 a by-product ( ,butl]'s "w on ! ,odyssey & ! ,iliad4 ,x 0 publi%$ 9 ,! ,eagle 9 ,m>*1 #ahid1 & 0 includ$ 9 ,sev5 ,sonnets4 ,i ask$ ,butl] :o _h *all5g$ him to attempt ! translation & he repli$ t he _h ?\ght ( t & _h settl$ t1 if any "o else 7 to ask ! "q1 he %\ld reply t ! *all5ge came f me4 x4 ,9 ,memoriam ,h4 ,r4 ,f4 ,?is appe>s 9 pr9t n[ = ! fir/ "t4 ,hans ,rudolf ,faes*1 a "y ,swiss f ,basel1 came to ,london 9 ! autumn ( #ahic4 ,he sp5t mu* ( 8 "t ) u until #ad? ,febru>y1 #ahie1 :5 he left = ,s+apore4 ,we saw him (f f ,holborn ,viaduct ,/ation2 he 0 n well & x 0 a /ormy night4 ,! next day ,butl] wrote ?is poem &1 be+ p]suad$ t we %\ld nev] see ,hans ,faes* aga91 call$ x an ,9 ,memoriam4 ,hans did n die on ! j\rney1 he arriv$ safely 9 ,s+apore & settl$ 9 ! ,ea/ :]e he c>ri$ on bus9ess4 ,we ex*ang$ lett]s ) him frequ5tly2 he paid two visits to ,europe & we saw him on bo? occasions4 ,b he did n live long4 ,he di$ 9 ! autumn ( #aijc at ,vi5 ,tiane 9 ! ,%an ,/ates1 ag$ #cb1 hav+ surviv$ ,butl] by ab\t a ye> & a half4 xi4 ,an ,academic ,ex]cise ,?is has nev] be5 pr9t$ be=e4 ,x is a ,f>ewell1 & t is :y ,i h plac$ x next aft] ! ,9 ,memoriam4 ,! contra/ betwe5 ! two poems illu/rates ! contra/ po9t$ out at ! close ( ! note on 8,! ,dislike ( ,dea?0 7ante1 p4 #cei73 8,! memory ( a love t has be5 cut %ort by dea? rema9s /ill fragrant ?\gh enfeebl$1 b no recollection ( its pa/ c keep sweet a love t has dri$ up & )]$ ?r\gh accid5ts ( "t & life40 ,9 ! ord9>y c\rse ,butl] w\ld h talk$ ?is ,sonnet ov] ) me at ! "t he wrote x1 t is 9 ,janu>y1 #aijb2 he may ev5 h done s1 b ,i ?9k n4 ,f #bnd ,janu>y1 #aijb1 until late 9 ,m>*1 :5 he left ,london alone = ,sicily1 ,i 0 ill ) pneumonia & rememb] v little ( :at happ5$ !n4 ,betwe5 8 return 9 ,may & 8 dea? 9 ,june ,i am sure he did n m5tion ! subject4 ,kn[+ ! facts t und]lie ! prec$+ poem ,i c tell :y ,butl] call$ x an ,9 ,memoriam2 n kn[+ ! facts t und]lie ?is poem ,i _c tell :y ,butl] %\ld h call$ x an ,academic ,ex]cise4 ,x is 8 la/ ,sonnet & is dat$ 8,sund4 ,jan4 #ab? #aijb10 )9 six mon?s ( 8 dea?1 at a "t :5 he 0 depress$ physically because 8 heal? 0 fail+ & m5tally because he _h be5 8edit+ 8 rema9s10 read+ & de/roy+ old lett]s & brood+ ov] ! pa/4 ,"o ( ! subjects giv5 9 ! section 8,titles & ,subjects0 7ante7 is 8,! diseases & ord9>y causes ( mortality among fri5d%ips40 ,i suppose t he f\nd among 8 lett]s some?+ :i* awak5$ memories ( a fri5d%ip ( 8 e>li] life--a fri5d%ip t _h suff]$ f a disease1 :e!r x recov]$ or di$ w\ld n affect ! s9c]ity ( ! emotions exp]i5c$ by ,butl] at ! "t he believ$ ! fri5d%ip to be virtually dead4 ,i suppose ! ,sonnet to be an ,9 ,memoriam ^u ! appreh5d$ dea? ( a fri5d%ip z ! prec$+ poem is an ,9 ,memoriam ^u ! appreh5d$ dea? ( a fri5d4 ,?is may be wrong1 b some?+ ( ! k9d seems necess>y to expla9 :y ,butl] %\ld h call$ ! ,sonnet an ,academic ,ex]cise4 ,no "o :o has read ,%akespe>e's ,sonnets ,reconsid]$ w require to be told t he disagre$ contemptu\sly ) ^? critics :o believe t ,%akespe>e compos$ 8 ,sonnets z academic ex]cises4 ,x is c]ta9 t he wrote ?is1 z he wrote 8 o!r ,sonnets1 9 imitation ( ,%akespe>e1 n m]ely imitat+ ! =m b approa*+ ! subject 9 ! _s 9 :i* he believ$ ,%akespe>e to h approa*$ 8 subject4 ,x foll[s !re=e t he did n write ?is sonnet z an academic ex]cise1 _h he done s he w\ld n h be5 imitat+ ,%akespe>e4 ,if we assume t he 0 pres5t+ 8 /ory z he pres5t$ ! dialogue 9 8,a ,psalm ( ,montreal0 9 a =m 8p]haps true1 p]haps imag9>y1 p]haps a little ( ! "o & a little ( ! o!r10 x w\ld be q 9 ! mann] ( ! au?or ( ,! ,fair ,hav5 to burlesque ! me?ods ( ! critics by ignor+ ! s9c]ity ( ! emotions & fix+ on ! little bit ( inaccuracy 9 ! facts4 ,we may suppose him to be say+ out l\d to ! critics3 8,y ?9k ,%akespe>e's ,sonnets 7 compos$ z academic ex]cises1 d y8 ,v well !n1 n[ :at d y make ( ?is80 ,& add+ aside to himself3 8,t w be good en\gh = !m2 !y'll swall[ any?+40 xii4 ,a ,pray] ,extract f ,butl]'s ,note-,books "u ! date ( ,febru>y or ,m>* #ahhc3 8#8,cleanse ?\ me f my secret s9s4' ,i he>d a man moralis+ on ?is & %ock$ him by say+ demurely t ,i did n m9d ^! s mu*1 if ,i c\ld get rid ( ^? t 7 obvi\s to o!r p40 ,he wrote ! sonnet 9 #aijj or #aija4 ,9 ! fir/ quatra9 8spok50 does n rhyme ) 8op502 ,butl] knew ?is & w\ld n alt] x because !re are simil> assonances 9 ,%akespe>e1 e4g4 8op50 & 8brok50 9 ,sonnet ,,lxi4 xiii4 ,k>ma ,i am responsible = gr\p+ ^! ?ree sonnets "u ?is head+4 ,! second "o beg9n+ 8,:at is't to live0 appe>s 9 ,butl]'s ,note-,book ) ! rem>k1 8,?is wants mu* t9k]+1 b ,i _c t9k] x0--mean+ t he 0 too mu* occupi$ ) o!r ?+s4 ,he left ! second l9e ( ! ?ird ( ^! sonnets ?us3 8,!m palpable to t\* & view40 ,i h 8t9k]$0 x by add+ ! two syllables 8& cle>0 to make ! l9e complete4 ,9 writ+ ?is sonnet ,butl] 0 no d\bt ?9k+ ( a note he made 9 #ahia3 8,x is (t5 said t !re is no bore l a clev] bore4 ,clev] p are always bores & always mu/ be4 ,t is1 p]haps1 :y ,%akespe>e _h to leave ,london--p c\ld n /& him any long]40 xiv4 ,! ,life aft] ,dea? ,butl] began to write sonnets 9 #ahih :5 he 0 /udy+ ^? ( ,%akespe>e on :i* he publi%$ a book 9 ! foll[+ ye>4 7,%akespe>e's ,sonnets ,reconsid]$1 c47 ,he _h gone to ,flu%+ by himself & on 8 return wrote to me3 #bd ,aug4 #ahih4 8,also at ,flu%+ ,i wrote "o myself1 a poor innoc5t ?+1 b ,i 0 surpris$ to f9d h[ easily x came2 if y l x ,i may write a few m40 ,! 8poor innoc5t ?+0 0 ! sonnet beg9n+ 8,n on sad ,/ygian %ore10 ! fir/ ( ^? ,i h gr\p$ "u ! head+ 8,! ,life aft] ,dea?40 ,x appe>s 9 8 notebooks ) ?is introductory s5t5ce3 8,hav+ n[ le>n$ ,%akespe>e's ,sonnets by he>t--& !re are v few :i* ,i d n f9d ,i und]/& ! bett] = hav+ done ?is--on ,saturday night la/ at ! ,hotel ,zeel& at ,flu%+1 f9d+ myself 9 a m$itative mood1 ,i wrote ! foll[+ ) a good deal less tr\ble ?an ,i anticipat$ :5 ,i took p5 & pap] 9 h&4 ,i hope ,i may improve x40 ,( c\rse ,i lik$ ! sonnet v mu* & he did write 8a few m0--among !m ! two on ,h&el :i* ,i h put aft] 8,n on sad ,/ygian %ore0 because he int5d$ t !y %\ld foll[ x4 ,i am sure he w\ld h wi%$ ?is volume to close ) ^! ?ree sonnets1 especially because ! la/ two ( !m 7 inspir$ by ,h&el1 :o 0 nev] abs5t f 8 ?\ghts = long4 ,let me conclude ^! introductory rem>ks by reproduc+ a note made 9 #ahhc3 8,( all dead m5 ,h&el has _h ! l>ge/ place 9 my ?\ghts4 ,9 fact ,i %\ld say t he & 8 music h be5 ! c5tral fact 9 my life ev] s9ce ,i 0 old en\gh to "k ( ! exi/5ce ( ei!r life or music4 ,all day long--:e!r ,i am writ+ or pa9t+ or walk+1 b always--,i h 8 music 9 my head2 & if ,i lose sight ( x & ( him = an h\r or two1 z ( c\rse ,i sometimes d1 ?is is z mu* z ,i d4 ,i believe ,i am n exagg]at+ :5 ,i say t ,i h nev] be5 a day s9ce ,i 0 #ac )\t hav+ ,h&el 9 my m9d _m times ov]40 i--,translation f an ,unpubli%$ ,"w ( ,h]odotus ,& ! ,johnians practise _! tub 9 ! foll[+ mann]3--,!y select #h ( ! mo/ s]viceable fre%m5 & put ^! into a boat & to ea* "o ( !m !y give an o>2 &1 hav+ told !m to look at ! backs ( ! m5 be=e !m1 !y make !m b5d =w>d z f> z !y c & at ! same mom5t1 &1 hav+ put ! end ( ! o> into ! wat]1 pull x back aga9 9 to !m ab\t ! bottom ( ! ribs2 &1 if any ( !m does n d ?is or looks ab\t him away f ! back ( ! man be=e him1 !y curse him 9 ! mo/ t]rible mann]1 b if he does :at he is bidd5 !y imm$iately cry out3 8,well pull$1 numb] s-&-s40 ,= !y d n call !m by _! names b by c]ta9 numb]s1 ea* man ( !m hav+ a numb] allott$ to him 9 accordance ) 8 place 9 ! boat1 & ! fir/ man !y call /roke1 b ! la/ man b[2 & :5 !y h done ?is = ab\t #ej miles !y come home aga91 & ! rate !y travel at is ab\t #be miles an h\r2 & let no "o ?9k t ?is is too great a rate = ,i c\ld say _m o!r wond]ful ?+s 9 addition conc]n+ ! r[+ ( ! ,johnians1 b if a man wi%es to "k ^! ?+s he mu/ g & exam9e !m himself4 ,b :5 !y h done !y contrive "s su* a device z ?is1 = !y make !m run _m miles along ! side ( ! riv] 9 ord] t !y may accu/om !m to great fatigue1 & _m ( !m1 be+ di/ress$ 9 ?is way1 fall d[n & die1 b ^? :o survive become v /rong & receive gifts ( cups f ! o!rs2 & aft] ! revolution ( a ye> !y h great races ) _! boats aga9/ ^? ( ! surr\nd+ isl&]s1 b ! ,johnians1 bo? ow+ to ! c>efulness ( ! tra9+ & a natural disposition = r[+1 are always victori\s4 ,9 ?is way1 !n1 ! ,johnians1 ,i say1 practise _! tub4 ii--,! ,%ield ( ,a*illes--,) ,v>iations ,& 9 x he plac$ ! ,fitzwilliam & ,k+'s ,college ,*apel & ! l(ty t[]$ *ur* ( ! ,great ,sa9t ,m>y1 :i* looke? t[>ds ! ,s5ate ,h\se1 & ,k+'s ,p>ade & ,trump+ton ,road & ! ,pitt ,press & ! div9e op5+ ( ! ,m>ket ,squ>e & ! beautiful fl[+ f\nta9 :i* =m]ly ,hobson lab\r$ to make ) skilful art2 him did 8 fa!r beget 9 ! _m-public-h\s$ ,trump+ton f a slavey "m & taught him blameless works2 & he1 on ! o!r h&1 sprang up l a "y %oot & _m beautifully mat*$ horses did he n\ri% 9 8 /able1 :i* us$ to convey 8 ri* possessions to ,london & ! v>i\s cities ( ! _w2 b (t5times did he let !m out to o!rs & :5soev] any "o 0 desir\s ( hir+ "o ( ! long-tail$ horses he took !m 9 ord]1 s t ! lab\r 0 equal to all1 :]e=e d m5 n[ speak ( ! *oice ( ! r5[n$ ,hobson4 ,& 9 x he plac$ ! close ( ! div9e ,p>k]1 & _m beautiful und]graduates 7 delight+ _! t5d] m9ds ^u x play+ cricket ) "o ano!r2 & a mat* 0 be+ play$ & two umpires 7 qu>rell+ ) "o ano!r2 ! "o say+ t ! batsman :o 0 play+ 0 out & ! o!r decl>+ ) all 8 might t he 0 n2 & :ile !y two 7 cont5d+1 revil+ "o ano!r ) abusive language1 a ball came & hit "o ( !m on ! nose & ! blood fl[$ out 9 a /ream & d>kness 0 cov]+ 8 eyes1 b ! re/ 7 cry+ out on all sides3 8,%y x up40 ,& he c\ld n2 him1 !n1 0 8 companion address+ ) scornful words3 8,arnold1 :y do/ ?\ /rive ) me s9ce ,i am mu* wis]8 ,did n ,i see 8 leg be=e ! wicket & rightly decl>e him to be out8 ,!e1 !n1 has ,zeus n[ puni%$ accord+ to ?y des]ts & ,i w seek "s o!r umpire ( ! game equally-p>ticipat$-9-by-bo?-sides40 ,& 9 x he plac$ ! ,cam & _m boats equally r[$ on bo? sides 7 go+ up & d[n on ! bosom ( ! deep roll+ riv] & ! coxswa9s 7 *e]+ on ! m51 = !y 7 go+ to ent] ! conte/ ( ! scrat*ean f\rs2 & ?ree m5 7 r[+ toge!r 9 a boat1 /rong & /\t & det]m9$ 9 _! he>ts t !y w\ld ei!r fir/ break a blood vessel or e>n = !mselves ! electroplat$-,birm+ham-manufactur$ magnific5ce ( a pewt] to /& on _! ball tables 9 memorial ( _! /r5g?1 & f "t to "t dr9k f x ! exhil>at+ /reams ( be] :5soev] _! de> he>t %\ld compel !m2 b ! f\r? 0 weak & unequally mat*$ ) ! o!rs & ! coxswa9 0 enc\rag+ him & call$ him by "n & spake *e]+ words3 8,smi?1 :5 ?\ ha/ begun ! conte/1 be n flurri$ nor /rive too h>d aga9/ ?y fate1 look at ! back ( ! man be=e !e & r[ ) z mu* /r5g? z ! ,fates spun out = !e on ! day :5 ?\ felle/ betwe5 ! knees ( ?y "m1 nei!r lose ?9e o>1 b hold x tight ) ?y h&s40 iii--,! ,two ,deans ,sc5e3 ,! ,c\rt ( ,/4 ,john's ,college1 ,cambridge4 ,ent] ! two deans on _! way to morn+ *apel4 ,,junior ,,dean3 ,bro!r1 ,i am mu* pleas$ ) ,samuel ,butl]1 ,i h obs]v$ him mightily ( late2 ,me?9ks t 9 8 melan*oly walk ,& air subdu$ :5'er he meete? me ,lurks some?+ m ?an 9 mo/ o!r m54 ,,s5ior ,,dean3 ,x is a good "y man4 ,i d be?9k me ,t once ,i walk$ beh9d him 9 ! cloi/]1 ,he saw me n1 b :isp]$ to 8 fell[3 8,( all m5 :o d dwell b5ea? ! moon ,i love & rev]5ce mo/ ! s5ior ,dean40 ,,junior ,,dean3 ,"o ?+ is pass+ /range1 & yet ,i "k n ,h[ to condemn x2 b 9 "o pla9 brief ^w ,he nev] comes to ,sunday morn+ *apel4 ,me?9ks he tea*e? 9 "s ,sunday s*ool1 ,fe$+ ! poor & />vel+ intellect ,) :olesome k1 or on ! ,sabba? morn ,he loves ! c\ntry & ! neighb\r+ spire ,( ,mad+ley or ,coton1 or p]*ance ,amid "s humble poor he sp5ds ! day ,conv]s+ ) !m1 le>n+ all _! c>es1 ,com=t+ !m & eas+ !m 9 sickness4 ,oh 'tis a r>e "y man6 ,,s5ior ,,dean3 ,i w advance him to "s public po/1 ,he %all be *apel cl]k1 "s day a fell[1 ,"s day p]haps a ,dean1 b z ?\ say/ ,he is inde$ an excell5t "y man-- ,ent] ,butl] sudd5ly )\t a coat1 or any?+ on 8 head1 ru%+ ?r\gh ! cloi/]s1 be>+ a cup1 a bottle ( cid]1 f\r lemons1 two nutmegs1 half a p\nd ( sug> & a nutmeg grat]4 ,curta9 falls on ! confusion ( ,butl] & ! horror-/rick5 dismay ( ! two deans4 iv--,on ! ,italian ,prie/hood 7,con arte e con +anno1 si vive mezzo l'anno2 ,con +anno e con arte1 si vive l'altra p>te47 ,9 knavi% art & ga!r+ ge> ,!y sp5d ! "o half ( ! ye>2 ,9 ga!r+ ge> & knavi% art ,!y someh[ sp5d ! o!r "p4 v--,a ,psalm ( ,montreal ,! ,city ( ,montreal is "o ( ! mo/ ris+ &1 9 _m respects1 mo/ agreeable on ! ,am]ican cont95t1 b its inhabitants are z yet too busy ) comm]ce to c>e greatly ab\t ! ma/]pieces ( old ,greek ,art4 ,9 ! ,montreal ,museum ( ,natural ,hi/ory ,i came ^u two pla/] ca/s1 "o ( ! ,ant9\s & ! o!r ( ! ,discobolus--n ! good "o1 b 9 my poem1 ( c\rse1 ,i int5d ! good "o--bani%$ f public view to a room :]e 7 all mann] ( sk9s1 plants1 snakes1 insects1 etc41 &1 9 ! middle ( ^!1 an old man /uff+ an owl4 8,ah10 said ,i1 8s y h "s antiques "h2 :y don't y put !m :]e p c see !m80 8,well1 sir10 answ]$ ! cu/odian1 8y see !y are r vulg>40 ,he !n talk$ a great deal & said 8 bro!r did all ,mr4 ,spurgeon's pr9t+4 ,! dialogue--p]haps true1 p]haps imag9>y1 p]haps a little ( ! "o & a little ( ! o!r--betwe5 ! writ] & ?is old man gave rise to ! l9es t foll[3 ,/[$ away 9 a ,montreal lumb] room ,! ,discobolus /&e? & turne? 8 face to ! wall2 ,du/y1 cobweb-cov]$1 maim$ & set at naught1 ,beauty crie? 9 an attic & no man reg>de?3 ,o ,god6 ,o ,montreal6 ,beautiful by night & day1 beautiful 9 summ] & w9t]1 ,:ole or maim$1 always & alike beautiful-- ,he prea*e? gospel ( grace to ! sk9 ( owls ,& to "o :o seasone? ! sk9s ( ,canadian owls3 ,o ,god6 ,o ,montreal6 ,:5 ,i saw him ,i 0 wro? & ,i said1 8,o ,discobolus6 ,beautiful ,discobolus1 a ,pr9ce bo? among gods & m56 ,:at doe/ ?\ "h1 h[ came/ ?\ hi!r1 ,discobolus1 ,prea*+ gospel 9 va9 to ! sk9s ( owls80 ,o ,god6 ,o ,montreal6 ,& ,i turn$ to ! man ( sk9s & said unto him1 8,o ?\ man ( sk9s1 ,:]e=e ha/ ?\ done ?us to %ame ! beauty ( ! ,discobolus80 ,b ! ,"l _h h>d5$ ! he>t ( ! man ( sk9s ,& he answ]$1 8,my bro!r-9-law is hab]da%] to ,mr4 ,spurgeon40 ,o ,god6 ,o ,montreal6 8,! ,discobolus is put "h because he is vulg>-- ,he has nei!r ve/ nor pants ) :i* to cov] 8 limbs2 ,i1 ,sir1 am a p]son ( mo/ respectable connections ,my bro!r-9-law is hab]da%] to ,mr4 ,spurgeon40 ,o ,god6 ,o ,montreal6 ,!n ,i said1 8,o bro!r-9-law to ,mr4 ,spurgeon's hab]da%]1 ,:o seasone/ also ! sk9s ( ,canadian owls1 ,?\ calle/ tr\s]s #8pants1' :]eas ,i call !m #8tr\s]s1' ,!re=e ?\ art 9 hell-fire & may ! ,"l pity !e60 ,o ,god6 ,o ,montreal6 8,pref]re/ ?\ ! gospel ( ,montreal to ! gospel ( ,hellas1 ,! gospel ( ?y connection ) ,mr4 ,spurgeon's hab]da%]y to ! gospel ( ! ,discobolus80 ,yet none ! less blasphem$ he beauty say+1 8,! ,discobolus ha? no gospel1 ,b my bro!r-9-law is hab]da%] to ,mr4 ,spurgeon40 ,o ,god6 ,o ,montreal6 vi--,! ,righte\s ,man ,! righte\s man w rob none b ! def5celess1 ,:atsoev] c reckon ) him he w nei!r plund] nor kill2 ,he w /eal an egg f a h5 or a lamb f an ewe1 ,= 8 %eep & 8 h5s _c reckon ) him h]eaft]-- ,!y live n 9 any od\r ( def5cefulness3 ,!re=e "r is ) ! righte\s man1 & he take? advantage righte\sly1 ,prais+ ,god & plund]+4 ,! righte\s man w enslave 8 horse & 8 dog1 ,mak+ !m s]ve him = _! b>e keep & = no?+ fur!r1 ,%oot+ !m1 sell+ !m = vivisection :5 !y c no long] pr(it him1 ,backbit+ !m & beat+ !m if !y fail to please him2 ,= 8 horse & 8 dog c br+ no action = damages1 ,:]e=e1 !n1 %\ld he n enslave !m1 %oot !m1 sell !m = vivisection8 ,b ! righte\s man w n plund] ! def5ceful-- ,n if he be alone & un>m$--= 8 consci5ce w smite him2 ,he w n rob a %e-be> ( h] cubs1 nor an eagle ( h] eaglets-- ,unless he h a rifle to purge him f ! fe> ( s93 ,!n may he %oot rejoic+ 9 innoc5cy--f ambu% or a safe di/ance2 ,or he w beguile !m1 lay poison = !m1 keep no fai? ) !m2 ,= :at fai? is !re ) t :i* _c reckon h]eaft]1 ,nei!r by itself1 nor by ano!r1 nor by any residuum ( ill consequ5ces8 ,surely1 :]e weakness is utt]1 hon\r cease?4 ,nay1 ,i w d :at is "r 9 ! eye ( him :o c h>m me1 ,& n 9 ^? ( him :o _c call me to acc\nt4 ,!re=e yield me up ?y pretty w+s1 ,o humm+-bird6 ,s+ = me 9 a prison1 ,o l>k6 ,pay me ?y r5t1 ,o wid[6 = x is m9e4 ,:]e !re is reckon+ !re is s91 ,& :]e !re is no reckon+ s9 is n4 vii--,to ,critics & ,o!rs ,o ,critics1 cultur$ ,critics6 ,:o w praise me aft] ,i am dead1 ,:o w see 9 me bo? m & less ?an ,i int5d$1 ,b :o w swe> t :atev] x 0 x 0 all p]fectly "r3 ,y w ?9k y are bett] ?an ! p :o1 :5 ,i 0 alive1 swore t :atev] ,i did 0 wrong ,& damn$ my books = me z fa/ z ,i c\ld write !m2 ,b y w n be bett]1 y w be j ! same1 nei!r bett] nor worse1 ,& y w g = "s future ,butl] z y\r fa!rs h gone = me4 ,oh6 ,h[ ,i %\ld h hat$ y6 ,b y1 ,nice ,p6 ,:o w be sick ( me because ! critics ?ru/ me d[n y\r ?roats1 ,b :o w\ld take me will+ly en\gh if y 7 n bor$ ab\t me1 ,or if y c\ld h ! cream ( me--& surely ?is %\ld suffice3 ,please rememb] t1 if ,i 7 liv+1 ,i %\ld be ^u y\r side ,& %\ld hate ^? :o impos$ me ei!r on myself or o!rs2 ,!re=e1 ,i pray y1 neglect me1 burlesque me1 boil me d[n1 d :atev] y l ) me1 ,b d n ?9k t1 if ,i 7 liv+1 ,i %\ld n aid & abet y4 ,!re is no?+ t ev5 ,%akespe>e w\ld enjoy m ?an a good burlesque ( ,hamlet4 viii--,= ,n>cissus 7,a7 7,to be writt5 9 front ( ! or*e/ral score47 ,may he be damn$ = ev]more ,:o tamp]s ) ,n>cissus' score2 ,may he by poison\s snakes be bitt5 ,:o writes m p>ts ?an :at we've writt54 ,we tri$ to make our music cle> ,= ^? :o s+ & ^? :o he>1 ,n lo/ & muddl$ up & dr[n$ ,9 ov]-done or*e/ral s\nd2 ,s k9dly leave ! "w alone ,or d x z we want x done4 7,b7 ,"p ,,ii ,symphony 7,dur+ :i* ! audi5ce is reque/$ to ?9k z foll[s37 ,an ag$ lady tak5 ill ,desires to recon/ruct h] w2 ,i see ! s]vants hurry+ = ,! family solicitor2 ,po/-ha/e he comes & ) him br+s ,! usual necess>y ?+s4 ,) common =m & driv+ quill ,he draws ! fir/ "p ( ! w1 ,! m sonor\s solemn s\nds ,d5ote a hundr$ ?\s& p\nds1 ,?is trifle is ! ma9 beque/1 ,old fri5ds & s]vants take ! re/4 ',tis done6 ,i see h] sign h] "n1 ,i see ! atte/ors d ! same4 ,:o is ! happy legatee8 ,9 ! next numb] y w see4 ix--,a ,translation 7,attempt$ 9 consequ5ce ( a *all5ge47 8#8,mrs4 ,h>ris1' ,i says to h]1 #8dont "n ! *>ge1 = if ,i c\ld af=d to lay all my fell] creeturs out = no?9k ,i w\ld gladly d x2 si* is ! love ,i be> 'em4 ,b :at ,i always says to !m z has ! managem5t ( matt]s1 ,mrs4 ,h>ris1'0--"h %e kept h] eye on ,mr4 ,pecksniff--8#8be !y g5ts or be !y ladies--is1 ,dont ask me :e!r ,i wont take none1 or :e!r ,i w1 b leave ! bottle on ! *imley piece1 & let me put my lips to x :5 ,i am s dispog$4'0 7,m>t9 ,*uzzlewit1 ,*ap4 ,,xix74 8 y 1 #81 ' 1 1 ' y y y 1 ' y 1 ' 1 y 1 ' ' '0-- -- 8#8 y y ' ' y' y 1 1 ' 2 1 ' y' ' 1 ' 1 ' y4'0 x--,9 ,memoriam ,feb4 #ad?1 #ahie ,to ,h4 ,r4 ,f4 ,out1 out1 out into ! night1 ,) ! w9d bitt] ,nor? ,ea/ & ! sea r\gh2 ,y h a rack+ c\gh & y\r lungs are weak1 ,b out1 out into ! night y g1 ,s guide y & gu>d y ,heav5 & f>e y well6 ,we h be5 ?ree lights to "o ano!r & n[ we are two1 ,= y g f> & alone into ! d>kness2 ,b ! light 9 y 0 /rong] & cle>] ?an ours1 ,= y came /raight] f ,god &1 :]eas we _h le>n$1 ,y _h nev] =gott54 ,?ree m9utes m & !n ,out1 out into ! night y g1 ,s guide y & gu>d y ,heav5 & f>e y well6 ,nev] a cross look1 nev] a ?\ght1 ,nev] a ^w t _h bett] be5 left unspok52 ,we gave y ! be/ we _h1 su* z x 01 ,x pleas$ y well1 = y smil$ & nodd$ y\r head2 ,& n[1 out1 out into ! night y g1 ,s guide y & gu>d y ,heav5 & f>e y well6 ,y said we 7 a little weak t ! ?ree ( u wept1 ,are we !n weak if we laugh :5 we are glad8 ,:5 m5 are "u ! knife let !m ro> z !y w1 ,s t !y fl9* n4 ,!re=e let te>s fl[ on1 = s long z we live ,no su* second sorr[ %all ev] draw nigh u1 ,till "o ( u two leaves ! o!r alone ,& goes out1 out1 out into ! night1 ,s gu>d ! "o t is left1 ,o ,god1 & f>e him well6 ,yet = ! great bitt]ness ( ?is grief ,we ?ree1 y & he & ,i1 ,may pass into ! he>ts ( l true comrades h]eaft]1 ,9 :om we may weep anew & yet com=t !m1 ,z !y too pass out1 out1 out into ! night1 ,s guide !m & gu>d !m ,heav5 & f>e !m well6 4 4 4 ,! m9utes h fl[n & he :om we lov$ is gone1 ,! l ( :om we nev] aga9 %all see2 ,! w9d is heavy ) sn[ & ! sea r\gh1 ,he has a rack+ c\gh & 8 lungs are weak4 ,h& 9 h& we wat* ! tra9 z x glides ,out1 out1 out into ! night4 ,s take him into ?y holy keep+1 ,o ,"l1 ,& guide him & gu>d him ev]1 & f>e him well6 xi--,an ,academic ,ex]cise ,we 7 two lov]s /&+ sadly by ,:ile our two loves lay dead ^u ! gr\nd2 ,ea* love _h /riv5 n to be fir/ to die1 ,b ea* 0 ga%$ ) _m a cruel w\nd4 ,said ,i3 8,y\r love 0 false :ile m9e 0 true40 ,aflood ) te>s he cri$3 8,x 0 n s1 ',twas y\r false love my true love falsely slew-- ,= 'twas y\r love t 0 ! fir/ to g40 ,?us did we /& & said no m = %ame ,till ,i1 see+ 8 *eek s wan & wet1 ,sobb$ ?us3 8,s be x2 my love %all be> ! blame2 ,let u int] !m hon\rably40 ,& yet ,i swe> by all tru? human & div9e ',twas 8 t 9 its dea? ?roes murd]$ m9e4 xii--,a ,pray] ,se>*] ( s\ls1 y :o 9 heav5 abide1 ,to :om ! secrets ( all he>ts are op51 ,?\gh ,i d lie to all ! _w beside1 ,f me to ^! no falsehood %all be spok54 ,cleanse me n1 ,"l1 ,i say1 f secret s9 ,b f ^? faults :i* he :o runs c see1 ',tis ^! t torture me1 ,o ,"l1 beg9 ,) ^! & let ! hidd5 vices be2 ,if y mu/ cleanse ^! too1 at any rate ,deal ) ! se5 s9s fir/1 'tis only reason1 ,!y be+ s gross1 to let ! o!rs wait ,! leisure ( "s m conv5i5t season2 ,& cleanse n all ev5 !n1 leave me a few1 ,i w\ld n be--n q--s pure z y4 xiii--,k>ma 7,a7 ,:o pa9ts a picture1 writes a play or book ,:i* o!rs read :ile he's asleep 9 b$ ,o' ! o!r side ( ! _w--:5 !y o'erlook ,8 page ! sleep] might z well be dead2 ,:at kn[s he ( 8 di/ant unfelt life8 ,:at kn[s he ( ! ?\ghts 8 ?\ghts are rais+1 ,! life 8 life is giv+1 or ! /rife ,conc]n+ him--"s cavill+1 "s prais+8 ,yet :i* is mo/ alive1 he :o's asleep ,or 8 quick _s 9 "s o!r place1 ,or score ( o!r places1 t do? keep ,att5tion fix$ & sleep f o!rs *ase8 ,:i* is ! 8he0--! 8he0 t sleeps1 or 8he0 ,t 8 own 8he0 c nei!r feel nor see8 7,b7 ,:at is't to live1 if n to pull ! /r+s ,( ?\ght t pull ^? gross] /r+s :]eby ,we pull our limbs to pull mat]ial ?+s ,into su* %ape z 9 our ?\ghts do? lie8 ,:o pulls ! /r+s t pull an ag5t's h&1 ,! action's c\nt$ 81 s1 we be+ gone1 ,! de$s t o!rs d by our comm&1 ,albeit we "k !m n1 are /ill our own4 ,he lives :o does & he :o does /ill lives1 ,:e!r he wots ( 8 own de$s or no4 ,:o kn[s ! beat+ ( 8 he>t1 t drives ,blood to ea* "p1 or h[ 8 limbs did gr[8 ,if life be naught b kn[+1 !n ea* brea? ,we draw unhe$$ mu/ be reckon'd dea?4 7,c7 8,m5's "w we h10 quo? "o1 8b we want !m-- ,!m1 palpable to t\* & cle> to view40 ,is x s no?+1 !n1 to h ! gem ,b we mu/ weep to h ! sett+ too8 ,body is a *e/ :]e9 ! tools abide ,) :i* ! craftsman works z be/ he c ,&1 z ! *e/ ! tools )9 do? hide1 ,s do? ! body crib & hide ! man4 ,nay1 ?\gh great ,%akespe>e /ood 9 fle% be=e u1 ,%\ld heav5 on importunity release him1 ,is x s c]ta9 t he might n bore u1 ,s sure b we ourselves might fail to please him8 ,:o prays to h ! moon full soon w\ld pray1 ,once x 7 81 to h x tak5 away4 xiv--,! ,life ,aft] ,dea? 7,a7 ,n on sad ,/ygian %ore1 nor 9 cle> %e5 ,( f> ,elysian pla91 %all we meet ^? ,among ! dead ^: pupils we h be51 ,nor ^? great %ades :om we h held z foes2 ,no mead[ ( asphodel our feet %all tread1 ,nor %all we look ea* o!r 9 ! face ,to love or hate ea* o!r be+ dead1 ,hop+ "s praise1 or fe>+ "s disgrace4 ,we %all n argue say+ 8',twas ?us0 or 8,?us10 ,our argum5t's :ole drift we %all =get2 ,:o's "r1 :o's wrong1 'twill be all "o to u2 ,we %all n ev5 "k t we h met4 ,yet meet we %all1 & "p1 & meet aga91 ,:]e dead m5 meet1 on lips ( liv+ m54 7,b7 ,,h&el ,!re do? great ,h&el live1 imp]i\s /ill1 ,invisible & impalpable z air1 ,b =c+ fle% & blood to "w 8 w ,effectually z ?\gh 8 fle% 7 !re2 ,he :o gave eyes to e>s & %[$ 9 s\nd ,all ?\ghts & ?+s 9 e>? or heav5 above4 ,f fire & hail/ones runn+ along ! gr\nd ,to ,galatea griev+ = h] love2 ,he :o c\ld %[ to all unsee+ eyes ,glad %eph]ds wat*+ o'er _! flocks by night1 ,or ,iphis angel-waft$ to ! skies1 ,or ,jordan /&+ z an heap upright-- ,he'll meet bo? ,jones & me & clap or hiss u ,vic>i\sly = hav+ writ ,n>cissus4 7,c7 ,,h&el ,fa!r ( my poor music--if su* small ,(fspr+ z m9e1 s born out ( due "t1 ,s scorn'd1 c be call$ fa!rful at all1 ,or d>e to ?y high son%ip's rank to climb-- ,be/ lov'd ( all ! dead :om ,i love be/1 ,?\gh ,i love _m ano!r de>ly too1 ,y 9 my he>t take rank above ! re/2 ,k+ ( ^? k+s t mo/ control me1 y1 ,y 7 ab\t my pa?1 ab\t my b$ ,9 boyhood always &1 :]e'er ,i be1 ,:ate'er ,i ?9k or d1 y1 9 my head1 ,gr\nd-bass to all my ?\ghts1 are /ill ) me2 ,me?9ks ! v worms w f9d "s /ra9 ,( y\rs /ill l+]+ 9 my wa/$ bra94 ,footnotes #af 8,! doctr9e prea*$ by ,weismann 0 t to />t ) ! body & inquire h[ its *>act]s got into ! g]m 0 to view ! sequ5ce f ! wrong end2 ! prop] />t+ po9t 0 ! g]m1 & ! real "q 0 n #8,h[ d ! *>act]s ( ! organism get into ! g]m-cell :i* x produces8' b #8,h[ are ! *>act]s ( an organism repres5t$ 9 ! g]m :i* produces x8' ,or1 z ,samuel ,butl] has x1 ! prop] /atem5t ( ! relation betwe5 successive g5]ations is n to say t a h5 produces ano!r h5 ?r\gh ! m$ium ( an egg1 b to say t a h5 is m]ely an egg's way ( produc+ ano!r egg40 ,bre$+ & ! ,m5delian ,discov]y1 by ,a4 ,d4 ,d>bi%ire4 ,cassell ,co41 #aiaa1 p4 #ahg-h4 8,x has1 ,i believe1 be5 (t5 rem>k$ t a h5 is only an egg's way ( mak+ ano!r egg40 ,life & ,habit1 ,trbn] ,co41 #ahgh1 *apt] viii1 p4 #acd4 ,& comp>e ! idea und]ly+ 8,! ,_w ( ! ,unborn0 9 ,ere:on4 #bf ,! two *apt]s entitl$ 8,! ,rights ( ,animals0 & 8,! ,rights ( ,vegetables0 appe>$ fir/ 9 ! new & revis$ edition ( ,ere:on #aija & =m "p ( ! additions ref]r$ to 9 ! preface to t book4 #cj ,on ! ,alps ,x is report$ ?\ did/ eat /range fle%1 ,:i* "s did die to look on3 & all ?is-- ,x w\nds ?9e hon\r t ,i speak x n[-- ,0 borne s l a soldi]1 t ?y *eek ,s mu* z lank'd n4--,ant4 ,cleop41 ,i4 iv4 #ff-ga4 #ca ,walks 9 ! ,regions ( ,sci5ce & ,fai?1 by ,h>vey ,goodw91 ,d4,d41 ,"l ,bi%op ( ,c>lisle4 ,john ,murray1 #ahhc4 #cb;a ,?is quotation occurs on ! title page ( ,*>les ,dick5s & ,ro*e/] by ,rob]t ,langton4 ,*apman ,hall1 #ahhj4 ,repr9t$ ) additions f ! ,pap]s ( ! ,man*e/] ,lit]>y ,club1 ,vol4 ,,vi1 #ahhj4 ,b ! italics are ,butl]'s4 #cb;b ,?is is ,butl]'s note z he left x4 ,he made x j ab\t ! "t he hit ^u ! !ory t ! ,odyssey 0 writt5 by a woman4 ,if x _h caught 8 eye aft] t !ory _h become e/abli%$ 9 8 m9d1 he w\ld h edit$ x s z to avoid speak+ ( ,hom] z ! au?or ( ! poem4 #da ,life & ,habit is dat$ #ahgh1 b x actually appe>$ on ,butl]'s bir?day1 #d? ,decemb]1 #ahgg4 #ib ,! five notes "h amalgamat$ toge!r into 8,croesus & 8 ,kit*5-,maid0 7 to h be5 "p ( an article = ! ,univ]sal ,review1 b1 be=e ,butl] wrote x1 ! review di$4 ,i suppose1 b ,i d n n[ rememb]1 t ! article w\ld h be5 ab\t ,m9d & ,matt] or ,organs & ,tools1 &1 possibly1 all ! conclud+ notes ( ?is gr\p1 beg9n+ ) 8,our ,cells10 w\ld h be5 introduc$ z illu/rations4 #ajf ,cf4 ! note 8,reproduction10 p4 #af ante4 #ajg ,evolution ,old ,new1 p4 #gg4 #abh ,twelve ,volunt>ies & ,fugues = ! ,organ or ,h>psi*ord ) ,rules = ,tun+4 ,by ! celebrat$ ,mr4 ,h&el4 ,butl] _h a copy ( ?is book & gave x to ! ,briti% ,museum 7,press ,m>k1 e4 #ajhi74 ,we %[$ ! rules to ,rock/ro1 :o said !y 7 v int]e/+ & probably au!ntic2 !y w\ld tune ! in/rum5t 9 "o ( ! mean tone temp]am5ts4 #aca ,mr4 ,kemp liv$ 9 ,b>n>d's ,inn on my /aircase4 ,he 0 9 ! box-(fice at ,drury ,lane ,!atre4 ,see a fur!r note ab\t him on p4 #acc po/4 #acf ,if ,i rememb] "r1 ! orig9al ,jubilee sixp5ce _h to be alt]$ because x 0 s l a half-sov]eign t1 on be+ gild$1 x pass$ z "o4 #adg ,raffaelle's picture 8,! ,virg9 & *ild att5d$ by ,s4 ,john ! ,bapti/ & ,s4 ,ni*olas ( ,b>i0 7commonly kn[n z ! 8,madonna degli ,ansidei071 ,no4 #aaga1 ,room ,,vi 9 ! ,national ,gall]y1 ,london1 0 pur*as$ 9 #ahhe4 ,butl] made ?is note 9 ! same ye>2 he revis$ ! note 9 #ahig b1 ow+ to *anges 9 ! gall]y & 9 ! attributions1 ,i h f\nd x necess>y to mod]nise 8 descriptions ( ! o!r pictures ) gold ?read "w s z to make !m agree ) ! descriptions n[ 7#aiab7 on ! pictures !mselves4 #aea ,cf4 ! passage 9 ,alps & ,sanctu>ies1 *apt] ,,xiii1 beg9n+ 8,! "q :e!r x is bett] to abide quiet & take advantages ( opportunities t come or to g fur!r afield 9 se>* ( !m is "o ( ! olde/ :i* liv+ be+s h _h to deal )4 4 4 4 ,! s*ism /ill la/s & has result$ 9 two great sects--animals & plants40 #aec ,pr9ce 0 my cat :5 ,i liv$ 9 ,b>n>d's ,inn4 ,he us$ to /ray into ,mr4 ,kemp's rooms on my l&+ 7see p4 #aca ante74 ,mrs4 ,kemp's si/] br\ght h] *ild to see !m1 & ! *ild1 play+ ) ,pr9ce "o day1 made a discov]y & exclaim$3 8,oh6 x's got p9s 9 its toes40 ,butl] put ?is into ,! ,way ( all ,fle%4 #afb ,philippians i4 #ae-ah3-- ,"s inde$ prea* ,*ri/ ev5 ( envy & /rife2 & "s also ( good w3 ,! "o prea* ,*ri/ ( cont5tion1 n s9c]ely1 suppos+ to add affliction to my bonds3 ,b ! o!r ( love1 kn[+ t ,i am set = ! def5ce ( ! gospel4 ,:at !n8 not)/&+1 e way1 :e!r 9 pret5ce1 or 9 tru?1 ,*ri/ is prea*$2 & ,i !re9 d rejoice1 yea1 & w rejoice4 #agf ,n>cissus1 8,%\ld ,ri*es mate ) ,love40 #bce ,butl] gave ?is z a subject to ,mr4 ,e4 ,p4 ,l>k5 :o made x into a %ort /ory entitl$ 8,! ,prie/'s ,b>ga910 :i* appe>$ 9 ! ,pall ,mall ,magaz9e1 ,may1 #ahig4 #bjc ,all ?+s h ,i se5 9 ! days ( my vanity3 !re is a j man t p]i%e? 9 8 righte\sness1 & !re is a wick$ man t prolonge? 8 life 9 8 wick$ness4 ,be n righte\s ov] mu*2 nei!r make ?yself ov] wise3 :y %\lde/ ?\ de/roy ?yself8 ,be n ov] mu* wick$1 nei!r be ?\ fooli%3 :y %\lde/ ?\ die be=e ?y "t8 7,eccles4 vii4 #ae1 #af1 #ag74 #bjd ,cf4 8,imag9>y ,worlds10 p4 #bcc po/4 #bbe 8,s1 aga91 x is said t :5 ,&rom$a & ,p]seus _h travell$ b a little way f ! rock :]e ,&rom$a _h s long be5 *a9$1 %e began upbraid+ him ) ! loss ( h] dragon :o1 on ! :ole1 %e said1 _h be5 v good to h]4 ,! only ?+s we really hate are unfamili> ?+s40 ,life ,habit1 ,*apt] viii1 p4 #ach_/i4 #bea ,?is note is "o ( ^? t appe>$ 9 ! ,new ,qu>t]ly ,review4 ,! ,hon4 ,mrs4 ,ri*>d ,grosv5or did n see x !re1 b a few ye>s lat] ,i l5t h] my copy4 ,%e wrote to me #ca ,decemb]1 #aiaa4 8,! notes are delightful4 ,by ! way ,i c add to "o4 ,:5 ,mr4 ,butl] came to tell me he 0 go+ to /ay ) ,dr4 ,creighton1 he told me t ,alfr$ _h decid$ he might g on f9d+ ! little flake ( tobacco 9 ! lett]4 ,!n he ask$ me if ,i w\ld l5d him a pray]-book z he ?\ght ! bi%op's man ought to f9d "o 9 8 portmanteau :5 he unpack$1 ! visit be+ f a ,saturday to ,monday4 ,i fet*$ "o & he said3 8#8,is x cut8'0 #bfa 8,rambl+s 9 ,*eapside0 9 ,essays on ,life1 ,art & ,sci5ce4 #bfc ,edmund ,gurney1 au?or ( ,! ,p[] ( ,s\nd1 & ,secret>y ( ! ,society = ,psy*ical ,rese>*4 #bgi ,cf4 ,wamba's explanation ( ! ,saxon sw9e be+ conv]t$ into ,norman pork on _! dea?4 ,ivanhoe1 ,*ap4 ,i4 #bhb ,see 8,a ,m$ieval ,girl ,s*ool0 9 ,essays on ,life1 ,art ,sci5ce4 #ccc 8,above all ?+s1 let no unw>y read] d me ! inju/ice ( believ+ 9 me4 ,9 t ,i write at all ,i am among ! damn$4 ,if he mu/ believe 9 any?+1 let him believe 9 ! music ( ,h&el1 ! pa9t+ ( ,giovanni ,bell9i1 & 9 ! ?irte5? *apt] ( ,/4 ,paul's ,fir/ ,epi/le to ! ,cor9?ians0 7,life & ,habit1 close ( *apt] ,,ii74 #cdc 8,no "o c hate drunk5ness m ?an ,i d1 b ,i am confid5t ! human intellect owes its sup]iority ov] t ( ! l[] animals 9 great measure to ! /imulus :i* alcohol has giv5 to imag9ation--imag9ation be+ little else ?an ano!r "n = illusion0 7,alps & ,sanctu>ies1 *apt] ,,iii74 #cfd ,!re are lett]s f ^! p 9 ,! ,life & ,lett]s ( ,dr4 ,samuel ,butl]4 #cfi ,butl] made ?is note 9 #ahii be=e ! publication ( ,%akespe>e's ,sonnets ,reconsid]$1 :i* 0 publi%$ 9 ! same ye>4 ,! ,odyssey ,r5d]$ info ,engli% ,prose appe>$ 9 #aijj & ,ere:on ,revisit$1 ! la/ book publi%$ 9 8 lifetime1 9 #aija4 ,he made no analysis ( ! sales ( ^! ?ree books1 nor ( ! sales ( ,a ,fir/ ,ye> 9 ,cant]bury ,settlem5t publi%$ 9 #ahfc1 nor ( 8 pamphlet ,! ,evid5ce = ! ,resurrection1 publi%$ 9 #ahfe4 ,! ,way ( all ,fle% & ,essays on ,life1 ,art1 & ,sci5ce 7 n publi%$ till aft] 8 dea?4 ,i d n "k :at he means by ,a ,book ( ,essays1 unless x may be t he incurr$ an outlay ( #c #aas4 #i;d4 9 connection ) a project$ republication ( 8 articles 9 ! ,univ]sal ,review or ( "s ( 8 ,italian articles ab\t ! ,odyssey4 #cgf ,butl] _h two sep>ate gr\nds ( compla9t aga9/ ,*>les ,d>w91 "o sci5tific1 ! o!r p]sonal4 ,) reg>d to ! p]sonal qu>rel "s facts came to light aft] ,butl]'s dea? & ! subject is dealt ) 9 a pamphlet entitl$ ,*>les ,d>w9 & ,samuel ,butl]3 ,a ,/ep t[>ds ,reconciliation1 by ,h5ry ,fe/+ ,jones 7,a4 ,c4 ,fifield1 #aiaa74