file :i* includes ! orig9al illu/rations4 ,see #fjjfd-;h4htm or #fjjfd-;h4zip3 7https3_/_/www4gut5b]g4org_/ca*e_/epub_/ #fjjfd_/pg#fjjfd-;images4html7 or 7https3_/_/www4gut5b]g4org_/files_/#fjjf d_/fjjfd-;h4zip7 ,images ( ! orig9al pages are available ?r\gh ,int]net ,ar*ive4 ,see https3_/_/ar*ive4org_/details_/doro!abea le(c#jjraikiala ,,doro!a ,,beale ,,( ,,*elt5ham ,illu/ration3 ,photo4 ,j4 ,c4 ,hughes ,doro!a ,beale f ! portrait by ,j4 ,j4 ,%annon4 ,,doro!a ,,beale ,,( ,,*elt5ham by ,,elizabe? ,,raikes ,illu/rat$ ,london ,ar*ibald ,con/able & ,company ,ltd4 #aijh ,ed9burgh3 ,t4 & ,a4 ,con/able1 ,pr9t]s to ,8 ,maje/y ,,to #8,,h] ,,*ildr5' ,,preface ,miss ,beale left ample mat]ials = ! hi/ory ( h] "w4 ,n only 7 all bus9ess docum5ts1 su* z m9utes ( c\ncil meet+s1 nom9ation pap]s1 exam9ation que/ions c>efully pres]v$1 %e kept also all lett]s :i* c\ld be ( any int]e/4 ,%e w5t fur!r ?an m]ely arrang+ mat]ials = a future book4 ,9 #aijj %e compil$ a v complete ,hi/ory ( ! ,ladies' ,college4 ,"h %e trac$ its orig91 gr[?1 & expansion2 "h1 too1 %e nam$ mo/ c>efully all :o by e>ne/ "w & self-d5ial1 by indu/ry1 tal5t1 or g5]\s gift1 _h 9 any way contribut$ to its wellbe+ & influ5ce4 ,%e 0 anxi\s t all fai?ful "w %\ld be kn[n4 ,b ,miss ,beale recognis$ t aft] h] dea? !re w\ld be a dem& = some?+ m4 ,%e 0 e>ne/ly desir\s t 9 any acc\nt :i* might appe> ( h]self1 ! "w = :i* %e liv$ %\ld h ! fir/ place4 ,) h] innate s5sitiv5ess1 %e %rank f ! ?\ght ( a ,life4 ,x w\ld n inde$ be possible to write a life ( ,doro!a ,beale :i* 0 n also1 fully & intimately1 a ,life ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 ,*elt5ham4 ,yet ,miss ,beale left "s mat]ials = ! m p]sonal side ( ! book--_m lett]s1 di>ies1 & autobiographical fragm5ts4 ,"o pap] op5s ?us3 #8,9 ^! days we all live 9 glass h\ses1 & x seems useless to say1 ,let no?+ appe> 9 pr9t4 ,! life ( ! ,college1 = :i* ,i h liv$ =ty ye>s1 "s rem9isc5ces ( ! /ate ( ?+s z reg>ds education1 & "s traces ( ! way 9 :i* ! ,pott] has =m$ ! vessel = ! s]vice ( ! h\sehold1 may p]haps be all[$4 ,x seems to me t ! /ory ( ! inw>d life may be helpful4 ,i %\ld relate only ^? ?+s :i*1 on look+ back ov] my long life1 seem to h ex]cis$ a =mative influ5ce ^u my own "*1 & t5d$ "u ,god's ,provid5ce to fit me = ! "w :i* 0 giv5 me to d4 ,! circum/ances & ideals ( my *ildhood1 ! family influ5ces1 sometimes :at seems a *ance acqua9tance1 or ev5 a pass+ rem>k2 ^! view$ f )9 might h _h an influ5ce little dream$ ( at ! "t4' ,i h endeav\r$ 9 ?is book to foll[ ,miss ,beale's own sugge/ions1 b also to give "s fa9t idea ( :at %e 0 to ! _m %e inspir$ & taught4 ,9 h] ,hi/ory ( ! ,ladies' ,college %e left little hi/orical fact unm5tion$3 x is possible = ano!r to %[ t %e 0 ! real f\nd]1 ! ma9 build]4 ,_m ?anks are ow+ to ^? :o k9dly furni%$ me ) lett]s f ,miss ,beale4 ,x 0 difficult to select f ! v l>ge numb] receiv$1 & x 0 ) mu* regret t _m _h to be exclud$1 le/ ! book %\ld become unwieldy4 ,x rema9s b to add "o ^w on my gratitude = ! unfail+ k9dness & g5]\s help ( ^? :o h read ?is book 9 manuscript & pro(2 to ,mrs4 ,reynolds & ,miss ,b]?a ,synge2 to ,miss ,hel5 ,cunliffe :o und]took ! some:at we>isome task ( deciph]+ ! di>ies1 &1 la/ly1 to ,miss ,alice ,&rews1 ^: "n ,miss ,beale associat$ ) m9e :5 %e ask$ me to write a ,hi/ory ( ! ,college4 ,,elizabe? ,,raikes4 ,june #b1 #aijh4 ,,cont5ts ,,*ap4 ,,page ,i4 ,,*ildhood #a ,,ii4 ,,que5',s ,,college #ag ,,iii4 ,,ca/]ton #cf ,,iv4 ,,an ,,int]val #fj ,v4 ,,*elt5ham #ha ,,vi4 ,,e>ly ,,hi/ory ,,( ,,! ,,ladies' ,,college #ajh ,,vii4 ,a ,,royal ,,commission #acd ,,viii4 ,,organisation #aeh ,,ix4 ,,de ,,pr(undis #agi ,x4 ,,! ,,guild #bjc ,,xi4 ,,/4 ,,hilda',s ,,"w #bbf ,,xii4 ,,tea*] ,,& ,,pr9cipal #bed ,,xiii4 ,,p>]ga #bhf ,,xiv4 ,,hon\rs #cab ,,xv4 ,,! ,,la/ ,,t]m #cdi ,,xvi4 ,,lett]s #cga ,,index #dbg ,,li/ ,,( ,,illu/rations ,,doro!a ,,beale4 ,f ! ,portrait by ,j4 ,j4 ,%annon1 ,a4,r4,a ,frontispiece ,,c>ol9e ,,frances ,,cornwallis4 ,f a ,pa9t+ by ,h]self to face page #d ,,cambray ,,h\se4 ,f an ,old ,engrav+ 0 #ij ,,miss ,,doro!a ,,beale1 #ahei 0 #ajh ,,mr4 ,t4 ,,h\ghton ,,branck] 0 #abj ,,! ,,l[] ,,hall1 ,,ladies' ,,college1 ,,*elt5ham4 ,a ,photograph by ,miss ,b]?a ,synge 0 #baf ,s4 ,,hilda',s ,,hall1 ,,ox=d 0 #bch ,,ladies' ,,college ,,& ,,g>d51 #aijh 0 #bed ,,! ,,empress ,,fr$]ick ,,at ,,*elt5ham4 ,f a ,photograph by ,mr4 ,dom5ico ,b>nett 0 #ccd ,,doro!a ,,beale1 ,,ll4,d4 0 #cdj ,,*apt] ,i ,,*ildhood #8,wisdom goe? ab\t seek+ !m t are wor?y ( h]1 & 9 _! pa?s %e appe>e? graci\sly1 & 9 e purpose %e meete? !m4 #8,= h] true beg9n+ is desire ( discipl9e2 & ! c>e = discipl9e is love ( h]2 & love ( h] is obs]vance ( laws4' ,wisdom ( ,solomon1 vi4 #af1 #ag1 #ah4 ,doro!a ,beale 0 born on ,m>* #ba1 #ahca4 ,! /ory ( h] *ildhood & y\? =ms a good illu/ration ( ! be/ education t girls ( ! e>ly ,victorian "t c\ld obta94 ,x gives also a glimpse ( ! fe>s & hopes1 ! sil5t /ruggles1 ! disappo9tm5ts ( _m a girl :o /rove to wre/1 z f a grudg+ ,fate1 ! opportunity to in=m & use h] m9d4 ,z f> z possible ?is /ory is told autobiographically4 ,miss ,beale belong$ to a ,gl\ce/]%ire family4 ,"o ance/or1 9 ! e>ly days ( ! manufactur+ settlem5t 9 ! ,/r\d ,valley1 m>ri$ a ,miss ,hyde1 a relation ( ! ,*ancellor4 ,%e br\ght to h] husb& ,hyde ,c\rt1 ,*al=d1 :]e ,miss ,beale's bro!r1 ,mr4 ,h5ry ,beale1 n[ resides4 ,miss ,beale's own fa!r1 h[ev]1 nev] liv$ !re4 ,8 p>5ts1 :o m>ri$ "y1 settl$ at ,br[n%ill 9 ,gl\ce/]%ire1 & "h 8 fa!r 7,doro!a's gr&fa!r7 di$1 leav+ a wid[ ag$ only tw5ty-f\r ) ?ree *ildr51 ,john1 ,miles1 & ,m>y1 to be br\ght up on v sl5d] means4 ,mrs4 ,john ,beale remov$ to ,ba?1 :]e %e rema9$ till ! boys left s*ool = ,guy's ,hospital4 ,!n %e came to live ) !m 9 ,essex1 :]e = a "t !y practis$ 9 p>tn]%ip4 ,9 #ahbd ,miles m>ri$ ,doro!a ,m>g>et ,compl91 a lady ( ,hugu5ot extraction2 h] gr&fa!r _h practis$ z a physician 9 ,spital ,squ>e1 "o ( ! orig9al settlem5ts ( ! ,fr5* immigrants4 ,9 #ahcj ! "y c\ple ) ?ree *ildr5 came to live 9 ,/4 ,hel5's p>i%1 ,bi%opsgate1 :]e a ye> lat] ,doro!a1 _! f\r? *ild & ?ird daught]1 0 born4 ,%e 0 baptiz$ 9 ! anci5t *ur* ( ,/4 ,hel5's on ,june #aj1 #ahca4 #8,awoke e>ly4 ,baptism ,day4 ,read ! s]vice1' %e wrote 9 h] di>y 9 #ahia4 ,! ,compl9s 7 a family ( wide connections4 ,mrs4 ,beale's aunt1 ,mrs4 ,cornwallis1 wife ( ! ,rev4 ,william ,cornwallis1 rector ( ,witt]%am1 ,k5t1 0 an active1 b5evol5t woman ) lit]>y ta/es & occupations4 ,%e took a great int]e/ 9 h] two "y nieces1 ,elizabe? & ,doro!a ,m>g>et ,compl91 :o at an e>ly age lo/ _! own "m1 h] si/]4 ,! two little girls 7 s5t to s*ool at ,eal+1 :]e ! eld]1 ,elizabe?1 ga9$ _m prizes or #8,rew>ds ( ,m]it1' z s*ool prizes 7 !n call$4 ,aft] h] si/]'s m>riage to ,mr4 ,miles ,beale1 ,elizabe? ,compl9 liv$ = "s "t ) h] clev] aunt & c\s91 ,mrs4 ,cornwallis & h] daught] ,c>ol9e1 %>+ _! int]e/s & /udies4 ,on ! dea? ( h] bro!r's wife %e came to live 9 ,london4 ,!re %e 0 br\ght into imm$iate t\* ) h] nieces1 ,doro!a ,beale & h] si/]s1 :om %e delight$ to help & advise 9 _! read+1 & :o by h] means became famili> ) ! aims & ideals ( ! ,cornwallises4 ,^! m di/ant relations1 ^: intellectual aims & "w ,miss ,beale always reckon$ among ! influ5ces ( h] e>ly life1 7 !mselves au?ors ( no mean m]it4 #8,mrs4 ,cornwallis wrote sev]al devotional books1 & is said to h le>n$ ,hebrew 9 ! fir/ in/ance to tea* h] gr&son1 ,james ,trimm]4 ,%e wrote also = him a s]ies ( pap]s on ! canonical ,scriptures1 9 f\r volumes4 ,?is 0 publi%$ by subscription1 z 0 ! cu/om ) exp5sive works 9 ^? days4 ,! ,que5 & a numb] ( great p ent]$ _! names1 & ) ! pr(its ,mrs4 ,cornwallis 0 able to build s*ools 9 h] husb&'s p>i%4'#a ,james ,trimm] di$ :5 only twelve4 ,8 o!r gr&mo!r 0 also lit]>y--,mrs4 ,s>ah ,trimm]1 fam\s 9 h] own day z ! au?or ( ne>ly ?irty volumes = ! "y4 ,h] ,sacr$ ,hi/ory 0 ! mo/ important ( ^!1 b p]haps ! be/ kn[n n[ is ,! ,hi/ory ( ! ,rob9s4 #8,"o /ory ( 8 *ildhood1' runs ! autobiography1 #80 a great fav\rite ) u z *ildr54 ,8 uncle _h settl$ to sell a pony ( :i* ,james 0 v fond1 & _m 7 ! te>s he %$4 ,8 gr&mo!r 7,mrs4 ,cornwallis7 said1 8,i ?9k1 ,james1 t ?is life is a j\rney upw>ds2 ea* "t we d "r1 or be> a sorr[ pati5tly1 we get up "o /ep ( ! ladd] to ,heav540 ,s he dri$ 8 eyes & 0 q *e]ful once m4 ,mean:ile1 8 uncle1 see+ ! boy's sorr[1 cancell$ ! sale1 & br\ght news to ,james t ! pony 0 8 once m4 ,aga9 to 8 surprise1 ,james bur/ into te>s1 & at l5g? x 0 drawn f him t he fe>$ n[ he w\ld h to come d[n f t /ep ( ! ladd]4 ,he 0 f9ally consol$ by "s su* doctr9e z ,br[n+ has comm5d$ 9 ! words1 8',tis n :at man does t exalts him1 b :at man w\ld d40 ,all h] pupils 7 n z responsive z ,james4 ,once1 aft] exp5d+ h] eloqu5ce on a pl\gh-boy :om %e 0 prep>+ = confirmation1 %e said3 8,n[1 are y n glad t y h a s\l80 to :i* %e c\ld only get ! reply1 8,i don't c>e v little ab\t x44440 #8,mr4 ,cornwallis 0 a s*ol>2 he 0 a desc5dant ( ,ar*bi%op ,cornwallis4 ,i d n "k any details ( 8 ,college c>e]2 b he taught 8 only unm>ri$ daught] ,lat9 & ,greek classics1 & %e ga9$ su* a r>e facility 9 und]/&+ t he us$ to read ! classics al\d to h]1 & expect h] to foll[4 ,he 0 a fri5d ( ,sismondi1 f :om ,miss ,cornwallis receiv$ an (f] ( m>riage1 :i* %e decl9$ on ! gr\nd ( great disp>ity ( age4 ,sismondi l5t h] aft]w>ds 8 villa at ,pisa1 & my aunt1 h] great fri5d1 accompani$ h] !re4 ,a j\rney to ,italy = two ladies 0 a great und]tak+1 & _m int]e/+ rem9isc5ces us$ we to he> f my aunt4 ,%e !re acquir$ a good k ( ,italian1 by :i* we b5efit$ lat]4'#b ,9 aft] ye>s ,miss ,c>ol9e ,cornwallis mov$ to ,maid/one1 :]e %e ex]cis$ h] _m tal5ts & v]satile m9d 9 v>i$ occupations4 ,miss ,cornwallis n only /udi$ ,greek1 ,lat91 & ,hebrew1 b su* que/ions ( ! day z crim9al proc$ure2 %e also read philosophy4 ,%e wrote besides articles = ! ,we/m9/] ,review & ,fras]'s ,magaz9e1 sev]al books 9 a s]ies entitl$ #8,small ,books on ,great ,subjects--edit$ by a few well-wi%]s to k4' ,! fir/ 0 ,philosophical ,!ories & ,exp]i5ce ( a ,p>iah4 ,%e said wom5 7 reg>d$ z p>iahs1 & 7 x kn[n t ! book 0 writt5 by a woman x w\ld n be read4#c ,o!rs ( ! s]ies :i* %e wrote 7 "s volumes entitl$ ,a ,brief ,view ( ,greek ,philosophy1 & "s hi/orical works1 ,! ,/ate ( ! ,_w be=e ! ,introduction ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,%e also wrote a classical novel call$ ,p]icles & ,aspasia4 ,miss ,cornwallis rejoic$ 9 ! fact t z a woman1 ?\gh unkn[n1 %e obta9$ = h] writ+s ! praise ( #8big-wigs4' #88,i long10 %e wrote to a fri5d aft] "o ( h] works _h receiv$ flatt]+ notices 9 ! ,briti% ,m$ical ,j\rnal1 8to knock all ! big-wigs toge!r & say x 0 a woman t did all ?is--a woman t laugh$ at y all & despis$ y\r praise4 ,& if1 l ,caligula's wi%1 ,i c\ld put all mank9d into "o & leave y to say t 9 its e>s :5 ,i am gone quietly to my grave1 ,i ?9k x w\ld be glori\s4 ,x is z a woman1 & n z ! individual ,c4,f4,c41 t ,i enjoy my triumph2 =1 z reg>ds my own prop] self1 ,i l to creep 9 a corn] & be quiet2 b to raise my :ole sex & ) x ! _w is an object wor? fagg+ =4 ,he>t & h& to ! "w40' ,illu/ration3 ,c>ol9e ,frances ,cornwallis ,f a pa9t+ by h]self ,miss ,cornwallis reflects ! ?\ght ( h] day ) reg>d to wom5's "w4 ,x 0 "o ( ! tasks ( h] c\s91 ,doro!a ,beale--^: #8fagg+' 9 ! next g5]ation did s mu* = h] own sex & ! _w--to %[ t ! be/ "w is done :5 ! "q ( :at w be said ab\t x does n affect x "o way or ! o!r4#d ,! au?or%ip ( ! ,small ,books 0 a well-kept secret4 #8,we did n "k :o wrote ! books till aft] h] dea?1 ?\gh my aunt1 :o gave !m to u1 (t5 /ay$ ) h] z h] amanu5sis4 ,miss ,cornwallis 0 a skill$ h&work]1 too4 ,be=e ! ,society = ,home ,arts exi/$ %e le>n$ to b9d books = h] libr>y4 ,%e 0 no mean arti/1 & h] portrait ( h]self 9 h] libr>y is consid]$ v successful4 ,i h he>d h[ %e fitt$ up a m>ionette !atre = ! amusem5t ( fri5ds4 ,i did n "k h] p]sonally2 %e di$ :5 ,i 0 "y2 b ! talk ( h] ability & k1 & ! association ) my aunt1 ,elizabe? ,compl91 :o 0 h] fri5d1 _h mu* to d ) call+ out my lit]>y ambition4'#e ,! ,beales 7 a v l>ge family1 ) m ?an tw5ty ye>s betwe5 ! elde/ & y\nge/ *ildr52 & all ^? ?+s :i* make home life at once preci\s 9 itself & valuable z a tra9+ = ! _w's "w 7 !irs to a full ext5t3 mutual love & toil & suff]+1 ! eld] s]v+ ! y\ng]1 ! little ones look+ up to ! wise eld] si/]s1 ! con/ant practice ( all ^? qualities :i* are ! law ( a well-ord]$ religi\s home4 ,bo? p>5ts f ! mid/ ( _! own absorb+ p]sonal occupations f\nd "t to lead out ! m5tal abilities ( _! *ildr51 by read+ al\d to !m1 giv+ v]ses ( ,scripture & poetry to be le>n$ by he>t1 & f9d+ "t to he> !m repeat$4 ,! home atmosph]e 0 s]i\s & intellectual4 ,doro!a said %e ow$ mu* to ! lit]>y ta/es ( h] p>5ts4 #8,i %all nev] =get1' %e said1 #8h[ we le>n$ to love ,%aksp]e1 ?r\gh my fa!r's read+ to u1 :5 we 7 q "y1 select$ portions4 ,i /ill rememb] ! t]ror :i*1 z a v small *ild1 ,i felt z ,i he>d ,portia pron\nce ! v]dict4 ,i ?\ght ,%ylock _h really ga9$ ! day4#f #8,hi/ory & g5]al lit]ature we w\ld read ) our "m1 & li/5 ) delight to h] /ories ( ! ev5tful era %e _h liv$ ?r\gh4' ,miles ,beale1 l 8 wife1 belong$ to a family ) cultivat$ ta/es & int]e/s4 ,among 8 relations he c\ld reckon ! em95t geologi/ & ar*ologi/1 ,william ,symonds1#g rector ( ,p5dock1 ,gl\ce/]%ire1 ^: daught] m>ri$ ,sir ,joseph ,hook]4 ,9 connection ) 8 fri5d ! ,rev4 ,*>les ,mack5zie1 vic> ( ,/4 ,hel5's1 & o!rs1 ,mr4 ,beale jo9$ a committee kn[n z ! ,lit]>y ,society1 ( :i* he became honor>y secret>y1 = ! in/itution ( lectures 9 ,crosby ,hall4 ,a libr>y & ev5+ classes 7 also =m$1 & ^! became 9 "t ! basis ( ! pres5t ,city ( ,london ,college = "y m54 ,he 0 mu* help$ by ,miss ,m>ia ,hackett1 well kn[n = h] dilig5t ef=ts to rescue old end[m5ts :i*1 grant$ = girls' education1 _h be5 ali5at$ to boys4 ,mr4 ,beale1 :o 0 fond ( music1 0 also a prime mov] 9 gett+ up conc]ts ( sacr$ music4 #8,?is made u acqua9t$ ) "s musicians1 & among/ o!rs ) ,mrs4 ,b>?olomew & h] husb&1 ! fri5d ( ,m5delssohn1 :o translat$ _m ( ! ,g]man songs4 ,he 0 a mo/ int]e/+ & cultivat$ man1 an arti/ & dramati/4'#h ,! gr[+ *ildr5 7 (t5 all[$ to be pres5t :5 _! fa!r's fri5ds came1 & ?us sil5tly he>d mu* ?\ghtful & intellectual conv]sation4 ,!y look$ up to him z to "o :o expect$ !m to c>e = books & = matt]s ( public mom5t1 & he /rove to int]e/ !m 9 8 own pursuits & read+1 & to give !m a ta/e = :at 0 really good4 #88,bless$ are ! pure 9 he>t0--poor ,swift1' he said "o day z he h&l$ a volume ( ! great satiri/4 #8,t1' said ,doro!a long aft]1 #80 ! be/ lit]ature lesson ,i ev] receiv$4' ,! daught] mu/ h resembl$ h] fa!r bo? 9 lit]>y ta/e & zeal4 ,?is busy man1 :o f\nd "t to pursue s _m int]e/s1 w\ld accuse himself ( be+ #8naturally idle4' ,x may come z a surprise to _m :o knew ! /r5u\s life at ,*elt5ham to f9d ?is 0 a fault ( :i* ! ,pr9cipal con/antly accus$ h]self4 ,"o fri5d :o 0 mu* ) ! ,beales1 (t5 d9+ ) !m on ,sundays1 0 ,*>les ,mack5zie1 !n headma/] ( ,/4 ,olave's ,gramm> ,s*ool1 & successively vic> ( ,/4 ,hel5's1 ,bi%opsgate1 & ,/4 ,b5et's1 ,grace*ur* ,/reet1 & preb5d>y ( ,/4 ,paul's4 ,doro!a felt %e ow$ mu* to 8 tea*+2 he prep>$ h] = confirmation 9 #ahdg4 ,z *ildr5 %e & h] bro!rs & si/]s att5d$ ,/4 ,hel5's4 ,aga9 to quote h] autobiography3 #8,to come to ! ne>] influ5ces ( my *ildhood4 ,!re 0 ! fai? ( my p>5ts1 ! morn+ & ev5+ pray]4 ,!re 0 ! ,bible picture-book & ! ,sunday lessons4 ,! *ur* we w5t to 0 an old "o1 ,/4 ,hel5's1 & at ! entrance 7 ! words1 8,?is is none o!r ?an ! ,h\se ( ,god1 & ?is is ! ,gate ( ,heav540 ,!re 7 high pews1 & ! s]vice 0 almo/ a duet betwe5 cl]gyman & cl]k1 yet ,i realis$1 ev5 m ?an ,i ev] h 9 ! mo/ beautiful ca!dral & p]fect s]vices1 t ! ,"l 0 9 t place1 ev5 z ,jacob realis$ 9 ! des]t :at he _h fail$ to f9d at home4 ,!re 0 ov] ! ,ea/ w9d[ an oval coat ( arms ) /range scrolls :i* seem$ to h eyes1 & recl9+ on ea* side two life-siz$ gold5 angels4 ,?is ?+ seem$ to speak /rangely to my spiritual consci\sness4 ,our cl]gyman mu/ h read well4 ,i rememb] h[1 z ! /ory ( ! ,crucifixion 0 read1 ! *ur* w\ld gr[ d>k1 z x seem$4 ,!re 7 no hymn-books1 only a few hymns pa/$ on a c>d1 & g5]ally we sang f ,tate & ,brady4 ,i "k no?+ ( ! sub/ance ( ! s]mons n[1 b ,i rememb] ! emotion !y (t5 call$ =?1 & h[ ,i ) difficulty re/ra9$ my te>s4 ,!re 0 a ,tuesday ev5+ s]vice1 at :i* ,i suppose !re 7 nev] a doz5 pres5t1 b ,i f\nd !re great help1 & to be oblig$ to g else:]e on t night 0 a great privation4 ,! hymns 7 a great p[] 9 my life4 ,i rememb] ! joy ) :i* ,i w\ld s+1 9 my own room1 ,k5's ,ev5+ ,hymn1 & ! awful joy ( ! ,tr9ity hymn1 8,holy1 holy1 holy40 #8,! books t we read mo/ on ,sunday--= no secul> book 0 all[$--7 ,mant's ,bible ) pictures1 :i* 7 expla9$ by my "m1 & a book ( ,m>tyrs ) dreadful pictures2 ,bunyan's ,pilgrim's ,progress1 ) ! outl9e draw+s1 & a numb] ( tracts1 su* z ,p>ley ! ,port]1 & /ories ( good & bad *ildr54 #8,an aunt1 my godmo!r1 liv$ ) u1 & 0 (t5 my fri5d 9 my *ildi% tr\bles4 ,i %all n speak mu* ( ! gov]nesses we _h 9 succession1 because !y left b little impression on my inn] life1 nor ne$ ,i speak ( all my bro!rs & si/]s1 except s f> z !y come into my inn] life4 ,! /ronge/ influ5ce 0 t ( my si/] ,eliza4 ,we 7 con/antly toge!r4 ,%e _h a v lively imag9ation1 & on mo/ nights w\ld tell me /ories t %e _h inv5t$4 ,e>ly 9 ! morn+s %e w\ld trans=m our b$room into "s wild magic sc5e1 & we w\ld play at ,alex&] ! ,great1 & ride ,pegasus on ! foot ( our f\r-po/ b$/ead4 ,i rememb] n[ h[ ,mangnall furni%$ h] ) m5tal pictures ( hea!n gods1 :i* 7 cut out 9 pap] & pa9t$4 ,london *ildr5 _h no outdoor games4'#i ,! eld] daught]s 7 at fir/ educat$ by daily gov]nesses4 ,doro!a said t among h] e>lie/ rem9isc5ces ab\t #ahdj 7 ^? relat+ to ! *oice ( a gov]ness4 #8,my "m adv]tis$ & hundr$s ( answ]s 7 s5t4 ,%e began by elim9at+ all ^? 9 :i* bad spell+ occurr$ 7a proce$+ :i* z a spell+ re=m] ,i mu/ n[ condemn71 next ! word+ & composition 7 criticis$1 & la/ly a few ( ! writ]s 7 int]view$ & a selection 0 made4 ,b alas6 an inspection ( our ex]cise-books reveal$ s _m uncorrect$ faults1 t a dismissal foll[$1 & ano!r se>* result$ 9 ! same way4 ,i c rememb] only "o really clev] & compet5t tea*]2 %e _h be5 educat$ 9 a good ,fr5* s*ool & gr\nd$ u well 9 ! language4'#aj ,memory pres]ves ! "n--,miss ,wright--( ! lady :o e>n$ ?is ^w ( praise4 ,:5 %e left1 ! girls 7 s5t to s*ool4 #8,x 0 a s*ool1' aga9 to quote ,miss ,beale's own acc\nt ( h] education1 #8consid]$ mu* above ! av]age = s\nd in/ruction2 our mi/resses 7 wom5 :o _h read & ?\ght2 !y _h tak5 pa9s to arrange v>i\s s*emes ( k2 yet :at mis]able tea*+ we _h 9 _m subjects2 hi/ory 0 le>n$ by committ+ to memory little manuals2 rules ( ari?metic 7 taught1 b ! pr9ciples 7 nev] expla9$4 ,in/ead ( read+ & le>n+ ! ma/]pieces ( lit]ature1 we repeat$ week by week ! ,lam5tations ( ,k+ ,hezekiah1 ! pretty b some:at weak 8,"m's ,picture0 ( ,c[p]1 & worse doggrel v]ses on ! sol> sy/em4'#aa ,! arrangem5ts 7 d\btless simil> to ^? ( ! p]iod 9 all s*ools ( ! same k9d1 su* z 7 describ$ by ,miss ,beale 9 "o ( h] e>ly articles on ! ,education ( ,girls4 #8,i "k "o s*ool1' %e wrote1 #8exi/+ to ! end ( ! fir/ half ( ! n9ete5? c5tury1 9 :i* ! t]ms 7 n less ?an #ajj a ye>4 ,! foll[+ 0 ! arrangem5t ( h\rs3 ,rise at sev5 o'clock 444 ,lessons till eight2 breakfa/1 consi/+ ( bread & butt]1 ) extremely weak c(fee2 lessons till twelve1 lun*eon1 consi/+ ( bread & butt]1 or bread & jam1 & 8turns0 till "o o'clock4 ,^! 8turns0 consi/$ 9 go+ ?irty times po/ ha/e r\nd & r\nd ! g>d52 !y c\ld sc>cely be accompli%$ unless ! lun*eon 7 c>ri$ r\nd 9 ! h& & eat5 en r\te4 ,lessons f "o o'clock until ?ree =ty-five4 ,d9n] f\r o'clock1 & 8turns0 9 f9e wea!r imm$iately foll[+1 z aft] lun*eon4 ,lessons until eight1 !n tea1 & b$ at n9e4'#ab ,! s*ool 0 at ,/rat=d1 & x l5t p]haps a p]sonal rem9isc5ce to a fav\rite l9e ( ,*auc]'s ,prologue1 on :i*1 9 ! lit]ature lessons at ,*elt5ham1 ,miss ,beale nev] fail$ to dwell4 #8,aft] ! scole ( ,/rat=d atte ,b[e1 ,= ,fr5s* ( ,p>ys 0 to hire unkn[e4' ,%e always _h a horror ( s*oolgirl ,fr5*1 & ! practice at "o "t s common ( p]mitt+ no talk except 9 ,fr5*4 #8,our ?9k+ p[] 0 h9d]$ f develop+ by int]c\rse ) "o ano!r1 because we 7 requir$ to speak 9 a tongue 9 :i* we c\ld inde$ talk1 b 9 :i* conv]sation 0 impossible2 & ! language we spoke 0 "o peculi> to ,engli% bo>d+ s*ools4'#ac ,"y z ,doro!a 0 :5 %e w5t to s*ool1 %e 0 no d\bt di/+ui%$ !re = h] indu/ry & ability1 & c]ta9ly = h] consci5ti\sness4 ,a little /ory ( ?is rema9s4 ,on "o occasion %e fa9t$ 9 *ur*1 & :5 "s k9dly h& remov$ h] bonnet1 %e reviv$1 & clung to x desp]ately1 because %e w\ld n h h] head uncov]$ 9 *ur*4 ,! we>y r\nds 9 ! g>d5 l+]$ 9 ! memory ( ^? :o p]=m$ !m1 & !re 7 ^? :o w\ld tell 9 aft] ye>s h[ fai?fully ! little ,doro!a w\ld p]=m h] #8turns1' :ile "s girls 7 n above *eat+ a little4 ,! s*ool-days 7 n prolong$1 = #8=tunately1' %e says1-- #8,ill-heal? compell$ me to leave at ?irte51 & !n began a valuable "t ( education "u ! direction ( myself1 dur+ :i* ,i exp5d$ a great deal ( en]gy 9 useless directions1 b ga9$ m ?an ,i %\ld h probably done at any exi/+ s*ool2 dream+ mu*1 & seek+ = a full] realisation ( ! great spiritual realities1 :i* make "o feel t all k is sacr$4 ,we _h access to two l>ge libr>ies2 "o t ( ! ,london ,in/itution1 ! o!r t ( ,crosby ,hall2 besides :i* ! ,m$ical ,book ,club circulat$ _m books ( g5]al int]e/1 :i* 7 read by all & talk$ ov] at meal-times & 9 ! ev5+1 :5 my fa!r us$ (t5 to read al\d to u4 ,novels r>ely came our way1 b we f\nd pa/urage en\gh4 ,we read a great deal ( hi/ory3 ! works ( ,froiss>t1 ,?i]ry1 ,?i]s1 ,alison1 ,mill]'s ,philosophy ( ,hi/ory1 ,sir ,james ,/eph5's books1 ,prescott's1 ,creasy's /& out v di/9ctly to memory4'#ad ,! read+ ( a book nam$ ,sci5tific ,dialogues %e c\nt$ also z an era 9 h] m5tal hi/ory4 ,all ! good reviews ( ! "t1 ! ,ed9burgh1 ,qu>t]ly1 & ,blackwood's ,magaz9e1 came 9 h] way1 ) books ( travel & biographies4 ,%e made elaborate tables on all sorts ( subjects1 "s ( :i* 9 neat h&writ+ may /ill be se54 ,%e _h access to all ,:ately's works1 & work$ up alone 8 ,logic & ,rhetoric4 ,?is unwe>i$ /udy 0 no accumulation ( k = its own sake1 x 0 ! outcome ( a true if y\?ful admiration = :at 0 noble & good4 #8,i wor%ipp$ = ye>s ,isabella ( ,ca/ile4 ,sir ,james ,/eph5's essay on ,george ! ,?ird fill$ my imag9ation ) magnific5t visions2 8 ,port ,royali/s 7 my ideal *>act]s2 especially 0 ,pascal a h]o1 ,i read & re-read 8 ,life & ,prov9cial ,lett]s4'#ae ,pascal's life p]haps brea!d = h] a _s ( emulation4 #8,i borr[$ a ,euclid1 & )\t any help read ! fir/ six books1 c>efully work+ ?r\gh ! :ole ( ! fif?1 z ,i did n "k :at 0 usually done4 ,x did n occur to me to ask my fa!r = lessons 9 su* subjects4'#af ,%e also made "s way ) algebra1 & calculat$ = h]self ! di/ance to ! moon4 ,mu* "t1 %e own$1 0 wa/$ by work+ alone4 ,b ! v difficulties prov$ a s\rce ( help1 %[+ h] ! value ( k acquir$ by ef=t & se>*1 z oppos$ to m]e in=mation receiv$ f ano!r4 ,9 all h] read+ %e receiv$ bo? help & sympa?y f h] aunt1 ,elizabe? ,compl91 :o h]self und]/ood ,lat91 ,greek1 & ,hebrew1 _h consid]able ta/e = ma!matics1 & 0 fond ( philosophy4 ,%e 0 "o ( ! fir/ subscrib]s to ,mudie's4 ,! ,london ,libr>y 0 also a m9e ( weal? to ! "y read]s4 ,outside h] home1 ! *ief educational influ5ce = ,doro!a at ?is p]iod mu/ h be5 ! lectures ( ! ,lit]>y ,in/itution at ,crosby ,hall1 & m especially ! ,gre%am ,lectures4 ,%e att5d$ "s ( ^! 9 company ) a y\ng] si/]1 :o (t5 grew we>y & hungry :5 ,doro!a1 aft] a long morn+'s "w1 w\ld /ay to talk ab/rusely ) a pr(essor1 or l+] ov] a book/all on ! way home to d9n]4 ,! pr(essor 0 probably ,mr4 ,pull51 ( ^: lectures on a/ronomy %e wrote t !y #8inspir$ a passionate desire to "k m ( ma!matics1 & to und]/& all ! processes describ$4 ,i obta9$ books on me*anics & spelt !m out z well z ,i 0 able1 b 0 (t5 baffl$4 ,! my/]ies ( ! ,calculus ,i por$ ov] 9 va9 444 n kn[+ t ,i lack$ ! k :i* alone c\ld make x intelligible4'#ag ,doro!a's educational =tune prov$ itself to be bett] ?an t ( ! ,prioress1 = 9 #ahdg %e 0 s5t ) two eld] si/]s1 _! *>act]s #8ripe = obs]vation1' to ,mrs4 ,bray's fa%ionable s*ool = ,engli% girls 9 ! ,*amps ,elyses4 ,?is s*ool1 kept by ,engli% ladies1 0 suppos$ to (f] a good ,engli% education1 z well z ,fr5*4 #8,imag9e our disgu/1' writes ,miss ,beale1 #8at be+ requir$ to read ,engli% hi/ory 9 ,mrs4 ,trimm]1 to le>n by he>t all ,murray's gramm>1 to le>n ev5 li/s ( prepositions by he>t1 9 ord] t we might p>se )\t ! tr\ble ( ?9k+4 ,i le>n$ !m ) su* ang] t ! li/ 0 burnt into my bra91 & ,i c say x n[4 ,! 8,use ( ! ,globes10 too1 we 7 taught1 & v imp]t95t 0 ,i ?\ght = ask+ a reason = "s ( ! tricks we 7 made to play ) a globe "u ! direction ( ,kei?4 ,we us$ inde$ to read collectively ,rob]tson's ,*>les ! ,fif?1 i4e4 x 0 read al\d on danc+ ev5+s4 ,ea* class w5t out 9 succession = ! danc+ lesson2 ?us no "o read ! :ole book1 ?\gh ! s*ool 9 its corporate capacity did4 ,i felt oppress$ ) ! r\t9e life2 ,i1 :o _h be5 able to moon1 grub1 alone = h\rs1 to live 9 a _w ( dreams & ?\ghts ( my own1 0 n[ put into a cage & _h to walk r\nd & r\nd l a squirrel4 ,i felt ?\ght 0 kill$4 ,/ill1 ,i "k n[ t ! "t 0 well sp5t4 ,! me*anical ord]1 ! sy/em ( ! ,fr5* s*ool 0 wor? see+1 wor? liv+ 91 only n = long4'#ah ,"o p]sonal glimpse we h ( ! si/]s at s*ool 9 a lett] ( ,mr4 ,beale's to ,doro!a3 #8,i ?\ght y\r la/ lett] v nicely writt52 tell ,eliza s1 ?\gh x did n apply to h]s4 ,%e does n write mu*1 ?\gh 9 ! "r _s too3 b a g5teel h& is ( great importance4 ,i am aw>e x requires mu* practice4' ,! old-fa%ion$ ^w exactly describes ! neat1 f9e1 po9t$ h&writ+1 :i* is pres]v$ = u 9 two or ?ree ,fr5* ex]cise-books ( ! "t4 ,?is writ+ soon aft] began to suff] f too mu* ( ! ,g]man "*1 & lat] /ill m f unduly ambiti\s ha/e4 ,!re is also 9 exi/5ce a ?9 book ( dictes sign$ ,doro?e1 belong+ to ?is p]iod4 ,! tea*] has writt5 at ! foot ( "o or two ( ^!1 aft] ! enum]ation ( a few omitt$ commas & acc5ts1 a ^w surely inapt z be/[$ on ?is pupil1 #8,et\rdie4' ,! s*ool 0 br\ght to an untimely end by ! ,revolution ( #ahdh1 :5 a mob surr\nd$ ! h\se dem&+ g>d5-tools z fire>ms4 ,^! 7 n available1 b ,miss ,bray fac$ ! m5 & p]suad$ !m to leave quietly4 ,be=e ?is incid5t occurr$ ,doro!a ,beale & h] si/]s _h be5 fet*$ home by a bro!r1 :o did n1 h[ev]1 leave ,p>is )\t tak+ !m r\nd ! city to see z mu* z !y c\ld ( ! movem5ts ( ! ,revolution4 ,?is return f s*ool may be consid]$ ! close ( *ildhood2 = ,doro!a 0 n[ sev5te54 ,a grave & quiet girl1 s we le>n f "o or two fri5ds ( h] y\?1 ) a sweet1 e>ne/ expression1 & delib]ate spee*2 also ) a sun%9y smile & a m]ry laugh on occasion4 ,%e 0 rem>kable ev5 9 a /udi\s1 s$5t>y family = h] love ( read+ & /udy4 ,= h] ! fields ( lit]ature _h tak5 ! place ( ^? o!r fields & g>d5s n[ held to be a necessity = ! be/ developm5t ( *ildr5's bodies & m9ds4 ,b h] life 9 ! less fav\rable surr\nd+s ( a great city 0 made bright by #8! light t nev] 0 on sea or l&1 ! consecration & ! poet's dream4' ,! joys ( imag9ation & fancy1 ! delight ( ent]+ into ! ?\ghts ( ! great1 7 h]s1 & lift$ h] above :at 0 small & trivial4 ,%e knew also1 & f babyhood seems to h kn[n1 a /]n side ( life4 ,an innate s5se ( duty1 t guide %e nev] fail$ to obs]ve1 already h$g$ h] /eps1 protect+ h] /rong1 eag] _s f flights ( #8un*>t]$ fre$om1' lead+ x ?r\gh re/ra9t & self-d5ial t[>ds a glori\s lib]ty4 ,!re 0 pl5ty to d at home2 y\ng] si/]s to be taught & s*oolboys' lessons to be sup]9t5d$4 ,! boys 7 at ,m]*ant ,taylors' ,s*ool1 :]e ! education 0 nei!r bett] nor worse ?an 9 o!r public s*ools ( ! day4 ,su* z x 01 x gave ,doro!a a horror ( ! old-fa%ion$ me?ods by :i* boys 7 taught ,lat9 & ,euclid1 )\t intellig5ce & )\t sympa?y4 ,x 0 "o ( h] tasks at ?is "t to aid 9 ! daily gr9d ( ?is un9t]e/+ "w4 ,mrs4 ,fr$]ick ,sewell1 an old fri5d ( ! family1 rememb]s ! boys go+ (f to _! lessons "u ! sup]vision ( ! clev] eld] si/]4 ,uncong5ial z mu/ h be5 to h] ! "w ( direct+ boys already we>i$ ) a long day at s*ool1 x 0 evid5tly done 9 a _s ( dutifulness & high endeav\r4 ,9 #ahgf1 a bro!r1 ! ,rev]5d ,edw>d ,beale ( ! ,society ( ,/4 ,john ! ,evangeli/1 ,c[ley1 wrote to h] aft] :at prov$ to be a f9al p>t+3 #8,our lives seem wond]fully l9k$ toge!r1 & ,i am m consci\s e ye> h[ mu* my life has be5 influ5c$ by y\r e>ly tea*+4 ,if ,i _h foll[$ t way ( ,duty ,i %\ld h f\nd ! entrance less rugg$ to ! m excell5t way4' ,nor 0 ! task a wa/$ "o = ,doro!a h]self4 ,%e det]m9$1 %e tells u1 to foll[ h] bro!rs' lessons on h] own acc\nt z well z !irs1 & ?us 0 enabl$ to ga9 a ?or\gh k ( ,lat9 gramm>4 ,! y\ng] si/]s rememb] ! c>eful & regul> tea*+ giv5 !m by ! eld] ones1 ! quiet in/ructive games !y 7 enc\rag$ to play ) little pictures f ,greek my?ology1 & ! rew>ds be/[$ on indu/ri\s pupils4 ,x is on record t ,doro!a h]self dress$ a doll = a little si/]'s bir?day4 ,= %e 0 by no means unequal to fem99e pursuits4 ,%e c\ld be :at is call$ useful at home2 ! inevitable sock-d>n+ :i* falls to a girl's portion 9 a family ( _m boys 0 n neglect$2 ?\gh c>ri$ on simultane\sly ) ! m5tal ex]cise ( le>n+ ,g]man v]bs4 ,an exquisitely f9e piece ( tatt+ rema9s to te/ify to skilfulness ( f+]s1 z well z to ! p]sev]ance %e m gladly devot$ to intellectual ef=ts4 ,su* 0 ! int]leav$ ,new ,te/am5t1 a monum5t ( pati5t toil1 into :i* %e copi$ 9 v small writ+ :ole passages ( comm5t f ! ,fa!rs & o!r writ]s4 ,s full ( "w 0 ! home life t !re c h be5 sc>cely any leisure2 b a few s-call$ holidays 7 sp5t 9 rubb+ brasses 9 ! anci5t city *ur*es4 ,!re 0 full occupation ev5 = ! /r5u\s _s ( ,doro!a ,beale1 9 ! int]e/s & affairs ( home1 b a wid] field = h] en]gies 0 to op5 ) ! gates ( ,que5's ,college 9 #ahdh4 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,,que5',s ,,college #8,long %all ! ,college live & gr[1 ,:5 we ?ree sleep 9 peace1 ,& s*ol>s bett] f> ?an we ,its glory %all increase4' ,eliza ,beale on ! ,jubilee ( ,que5's ,college4 ,mr4 ,llewelyn ,davis rightly said t ! e/abli%m5t ( ,que5's ,college 0 an epo* 9 wom5's education4 ,l t ( all really great in/itutions1 its developm5t & gr[? 7 an outcome ( ! ne$s ( ! "t4 ,b ! movem5t :i* l$ up to x 0 #8n f b5ea? b f above4 ,x 0 compassion 9 ! he>ts ( a few good m5 :i* mov$ !m to help a =lorn class ( solit>y & ill-paid work]s1 t seem$ ! imm$iate cause4 ,a little b& ( m5 full ( fai? & good works came to ! help ( a man ^: influ5ce 0 quiet b /rong4' ,! good man ( :om ,miss ,beale ?us spoke 0 ,david ,la+1 :o 0 vic> ( ,holy ,tr9ity ,*ur*1 ,k5ti% ,t[n1 f #ahdg to #aheh4 ,good he 01 9 _m s5ses ( ! ^w3 a man ( education1 wide culture1 & p]sonal =ce4 ,he %[$ bo? l>ge-he>t$ *>ity & wisdom 9 deal+ ) ! ne$s ( ^? = :om x 0 8 duty to c>e1 & he 0 ready to make any self-sacrifice requir$ 9 c>ry+ out 8 s*emes = !m4 ,9 #ahdc he became ,honor>y ,secret>y ( ! ,gov]nesses' ,b5evol5t ,in/itution1 a position he occupi$ till 8 dea? 9 #ahfj1 & ! lam5table /ate ( wom5's education1 p>ticul>ly t ( pr(ess+ tea*]s1 0 br\ght =cibly be=e him4 ,! society1 :i* _h _h a k9d ( passive exi/5ce only = two or ?ree ye>s1 began at once "u ,mr4 ,la+ to develop manifold activities4 ,)9 a ye> ! "w ( help = :i* x 0 prim>ily int5d$ 0 9 full sw+1 & its scope ( usefulness 0 enl>g$ by ! e/abli%m5t ( a regi/ry & a s*eme = grant+ diplomas to gov]nesses4 ,x 0 soon f\nd to be a real difficulty to "k ! effici5t tea*] f ! m]e pret5d]4 ,= ! lack ( education is frequ5tly se5 9 an assumption ( k4 ,9 ! days :5 wom5 7 requir$ to tea* ev]y?+1 a confession ( ignorance on almo/ any subject 0 reg>d$ z a disgrace4 ,! advance ( true education is m>k$ by ! fact t x is no long] necess>y = a gov]ness to pret5d to k %e does n possess4 ,x 0 soon se5 t if ! regi/ry = tea*]s 0 to be ( any value1 "s te/ mu/ be e/abli%$ = ! wom5 x und]took to recomm5d4 ,! fir/ ef=ts at exam9ation reveal$ su* dep?s ( ignorance1 t ! fur!r necessity ( in/ruct+ ^? :o wi%$ to avail !mselves ( ! society's diplomas 0 p]ceiv$4 ,?is ne$ happily coalesc$ ) ! g5]\s plan ( ,miss ,murray1 ,maid ( ,hon\r to ! ,que54 ,%e seems fir/ to h ?\ght ( a college = wom51 & _h already receiv$ donations ( money t[>ds su* an object4 ,^! %e transf]r$ to ,mr4 ,la+1 :5 9 #ahdd he ent]$ into communication ) ! ,gov]nm5t respect+ ! e/abli%m5t ( a college4 ,9 #ahdg ,que5 ,victoria graci\sly gave h] p]mission = ! adoption ( ! title #8,que5's ,college1' & a h\se 9 ,h>ley ,/reet1 adjac5t to t occupi$ by ! ,gov]nesses' ,b5evol5t ,in/itution 0 tak54 ,mr4 ,la+ !n call$ ^u "s ( ! ,pr(essors ( ,k+'s ,college to help him 9 ! "w by giv+ lectures to gov]nesses & o!rs1 & x 0 l>gely ow+ to _! tal5t & unwe>i$ k9dness t ! ,college became rapidly s successful4 ,x %\ld n1 h[ev]1 be ?\ght t ,que5's ,college 0 de/9$ by its f\nd]s solely to help gov]nesses1 ?\gh 9 ?is direction its usefulness 0 imm$iately se54 ,miss ,murray & ,mr4 ,la+1 l ,alfr$ ,t5nyson & o!rs less imm$iately int]e/$ 9 ! s*eme1 look$ beyond su* direct results to ! l>g] ne$s ( wom54 ,! "t _h come :5 x 0 recognis$ t m>riage c\ld n be ! lot ( all1--t !re might be purpose & int]e/ 9 a woman's life ev5 :5 %e c\ld n be m>ri$1 & t to use m>riage m]ely z an escape f an empty impov]i%$ exi/5ce 0 an act unwor?y ( a good woman4 ,wom5 7 n[ will+ to fit !mselves = life indep5d5tly ( m>riage1 & = ?is end 7 seek+ intellectual developm5t4 ,!re=e ! f\nd]s ( ,que5's ,college plann$ t ! education %\ld be g5]al1 & n m]ely an initiation into a craft :i* a gov]ness might le>n z if %e 7 a memb] ( a c]ta9 guild4 ,= ! gov]ness h]self1 x 0 surely be/ t %e %\ld be educat$ z if %e _h int]e/s 9 common ) ! re/ ( h] sex1 & = all wom5 x 0 ne$ful t !y %\ld seek means to in=m1 occupy1 & control _! own active m9ds & #8w&]+ affections4' ,mr4 ,la+ ?\ght ) compassionate horror ( ! wa/$ lives ( _m wom51 ( _! capabilities & sympa?ies :i* 7 meant to enri* ! lives ( o!rs1 degrad$ by misuse or disuse into positively h>mful activities4 ,aft] ,que5's ,college _h be5 op5$ = "s mon?s he wrote1 9 words :i* "s w recognise z a fav\rite quotation ( ,miss ,beale's1 #8! fate ( "s victim ( a conv5tional m>riage1 or ( a life ( celibacy end+ 9 d]ang$ heal?1 is p>ticul>ly sad & pitiful4 ,l ! daught]s ( ,p&>us :o1 aft] be+ nurtur$ by ! goddesses & f$ on honey & inc5se by ! ,graces1 are snat*$ away by ! ,h>pies1 8,& doom$ = all _! lov+ eyes1 ,to s]ve ! ,furies :o hate con/antly40' ,miles ,beale 0 among ^? :o %>$ su* ?\ghts = wom54 ,x 0 8 aim to give 8 daught]s e opportunity to cultivate _! m9ds & pursue any pa? ( k !y %\ld desire4 ,above all1 he wi%$ t !y %\ld n reg>d m>riage z a necessity4 ,! inaugural lecture on ! op5+ ( ,que5's ,college 0 deliv]$ by ! ,rev4 ,f4 ,d4 ,maurice1 ! fir/ ,head ( ! ,college1 on ,w$nesday1 ,m>* #bi1 #ahdh4 ,z 8 inspir+ b /]n words fell ^u ! e>s ( ,doro!a ,beale1 we may well believe t ! s5se ( vocation :i* mu/ e>ly h gr[n = h] out ( h] natural dutifulness1 became to h] m cle>ly %ap$4 ,c]ta9ly1 9 read+ !m n[1 we feel we are trac+ back to its s\rce a /ream ( t ?\ght ) :i* %e h]self 9 due "t aw$ & inspir$ _m a "y tea*]4 #8,! vocation ( a tea*] is an awful "o2 y _c d h] real good1 %e w d o!rs unspeakable h>m if %e is n aw>e ( its usefulness4 ,m]ely to supply h] ) necess>ies1 m]ely to assi/ h] 9 procur+ !m = h]self 444 is n fitt+ h] = h] "w4 ,y may b confirm h] 9 ! notion t ! tra9+ ( an immortal _s may be j z lawfully und]tak5 9 a case ( em]g5cy z t ( sell+ ribb&s4 ,h[ c y give a woman self-respect1 h[ c y w9 = h] ! respect ( o!rs1 9 :om su* a notion or any modification ( x dwells8 ,y\r bus9ess is by all means to dispossess h] ( x2 to make h] feel ! greatness ( h] "w1 & yet to %[ h] t x c be hone/ly p]=m$4' ,! speak] w5t on to deal ) ! ^w #8,accompli%m5ts1' a ^w :i* at t "t 0 suppos$ to cov] ! :ole ( a woman's education2 & he plead$ t some?+ m ?an f9i%1 some?+ sub/antial & elem5t>y 0 ne$$ = ^? ^: duty 0 #8to wat* closely ! fir/ utt]ances ( infancy1 ! fir/ dawn+s ( intellig5ce2--h[ ?\ghts spr+ into acts1 h[ acts pass into habits4 ,surely !y ought1 above all o!rs1 to feel t ! tru?s :i* lie ne>e/ to u are ! mo/ wond]ful 444 t /udy is n wor? mu* if x is n busy ab\t ! roots ( ?+s4' ,aga91 ) :at responsive if sil5t joy mu/ ! girl :o _h toil$ alone at ,euclid & ,algebra h he>d 8 enc\rag+ words on ,ma!matics1 !n held to be an unfem99e pursuit4 #8,to reg>d numb]s ) ! k9d ( wond] ) :i* a *ild reg>ds !m1 to feel t :5 we are le>n+ ! laws ( numb] we are look+ into ! v laws ( ! univ]se1--?is makes ! /udy ( exce$+ wor? to ! m9d & "*2 yet x does n create ! lea/ impati5ce ( ord9>y occupations2 444 on ! contr>y 444 x helps u to "k t no?+ is mean b :at is false4' ,! conclud+ ?\ghts ( ,mr4 ,maurice's address mu/ be famili> to ,*elt5ham pupils3 #8,! tea*] 9 e dep>tm5t1 if he does 8 duty1 w admoni% 8 pupils t !y are n to make fa%ion1 or public op9ion1 _! rule 444 t if ^! are _! ends1 !y w n be s9c]e 9 _! "w or d x well4444 ,colleges = m5 & wom5 444 exi/ to te/ify t op9ion is n ! ,god !y ought to wor%ip4' ,we c h>dly realise1 aft] ne>ly sixty ye>s ( ! lib]al education won = u l>gely ?r\gh ?is fir/ conc]t$ ef=t ( e>ne/ m5 & wom51 ! trembl+ joy & diffid5ce ( ^? pupils1--"s ( !m m]e girls1 "s already !mselves engag$ 9 ! "w ( tea*+1--:o =m$ ! fir/ classes 9 ,h>ley ,/reet4 ,we h become s accu/om$ to ! new ord] ( ?+s !n inaugurat$1 t _! allusions to ,t5nyson's ,pr9cess1 _! fe> ( be+ reg>d$ z outr seem to u almo/ self-consci\s & unnecess>y4 ,pr(essor ,maurice op5$ 8 address ) an apology = ! ^w #8,college'2 on ano!r occasion he spoke ( ! project z #8equally extravagant if n equally imag9ative ) t lately set =? by our great poet4' ,miss ,w$gwood recalls dismay "u ! #8witless laught] r\s$ by ! m5tion ( ! ,college aft] ,i _h be5 its pupil = m ?an a ye>4' ,nor 0 ?is all4 ,a m annoy+ opposition took %ape 9 articles 9 ! ,qu>t]ly 9 :i* ! !ological op9ions ( ! lectur]s 7 attack$4 ,! writ] f\nd fault 9 ! fir/ place on su* po9ts z ^!3 ! e>ly age ( admission 0 likely to lead to desultory education2 ! abs5ce ( prop] framework & ma*9]y1 & ! want ( prop] au?ority 7 to be deplor$2 ! l[ rate ( paym5t might lead gov]nesses avail+ !mselves ( ! classes to get by _! means a smatt]+ ( k4 ,he !n proce$$ to attack ! pr(essors = a #8sort ( modifi$ ,pan!ism & ,latitud9>ianism prevail+ 9 _! s-call$ !ology1' add+ t ! lectur] on ,engli% ,composition di/+ui%$ himself above ! re/ ( 8 company by ! #8,g]manisms embroid]$ on 8 prose4' ,mr4 ,la+ took up a vigor\s p5 to answ] ! ,qu>t]ly1 & 9 def5ce ( ,maurice1 ,k+sley1 & ! re/1 exclaim$3 #8,^! m5 are do+ a righte\s & godly "w 9 ! face ( heav5 & e>?4' ,x is a wond]ful hi/ory4 ,rem>kable1 too1 7 ! wom5 & girls :o seiz$ ! advantages (f]$ !m1 :o 7 wait+ almo/ lit]ally = ! ,college doors to be op5$4 ,mrs4 ,dav5port1 !n ,miss ,s>ah ,woodman1 records ) natural pride ! fact t %e 0 ! fir/ pupil4 ,%e 0 quickly foll[$ by ,miss ,k+1 & we may be sure t ! ?ree ,miss ,beales 7 n f> beh9d !m4 ,among ! e>lie/ pupils beside ^? already nam$1 7 ,miss ,buss1 ,miss ,frances ,m>t91 ,miss ,jex-,blake1 ,miss ,elizabe? ,gilb]t1 & ,miss ,adelaide ,anne ,proct]1 ^: simple holl& dress )\t ornam5t1 b&s ( d>k hair1 pale complexion1 & regul> features are not$ = u by a "y fell[-/ud5t1 ,miss ,w>dell4 ,& ! tea*]s 7 wor?y ( ! pupils4 ,among ! lectur]s & exam9]s 7 ! ,rev4 ,f4 ,d4 ,maurice1 ! ,rev4 ,e4 ,h4 ,plumptre1 aft]w>ds ,dean ( ,wells1 ! translator ( ,dante1 ! ,rev4 ,*>les ,k+sley1 ! ,rev4 ,r4 ,c4 ,tr5*1 !n ,dean ( ,we/m9/]1 aft]w>ds ,ar*bi%op ( ,dubl91 ,john ,hullah1 ,w4 ,/]ndale ,b5nett1 ,dr4 ,brew] ! hi/orian1 ,pr(essors ,b]nays & ,brasseur4 ,^! are well-kn[n names1 b !re 7 _m o!rs almo/ =gott5 to-day1 :o 7 int]e/+ & inspir+ tea*]s4 ,!re 7 no lady-tea*]s at fir/1 b ,miss ,beale enum]ates ) grateful words a /aff ( lady-visitors1 #8:o und]took1 ( c\rse gratuit\sly1 ! (t5 burd5some duty ( *ap]on+4 ,lady ,/anley ( ,ald]ley1 /ately & beautiful all h] life1 b especially !n2 ,mrs4 ,w$gwood1 ! daught] ( ,sir ,james ,mack9to%1 s clev] & k9d1 :om ev]ybody lik$2 ,miss ,elizabe? ,tw9+1 ,lady ,monteagle1 & ,lady ,page ,wood 7 (t5 pres5t2 & a ,mrs4 ,hayes1 ( :om ,i h lo/ sight1 0 "o ( ! mo/ dilig5t4 ,i nev] happ5$ to meet ,lady ,cann+1 %e w5t to ,india almo/ imm$iately4' ,be=e trac+ ,miss ,beale's own connection ) ,que5's1 x is wor? :ile to read ! foll[+ lett]s writt5 to h] by ,miss ,buss 9 #ahhi1 9 :i* ! work+ ( ! ,college1 especially ) reg>d to ! ev5+ classes1 is %[n 9 a detail$ & p]sonal way3 ,janu>y #ac1 #ahhi4 #8,que5's ,college 0 di/9ctly an outcome ( ! ,gov]nesses' ,b5evol5t ,in/itution4 ,x 0 f\nd t gov]nesses liv+ 9 ! ,home 9 ,h>ley ,/reet 7 (t5 v ignorant1 & ,mr4 ,la+1 a ,univ]sity man himself1 ask$ "s ( ! ,k+'s ,college pr(essors to give "s lectures to ! ladies liv+ 9 ! ,home1 s t !y might be bett] in=m$ :5 leav+ to take a situation4 ,! pr(essors respond$1 "s lectures 7 giv51 b x soon became evid5t t outsid]s mu/ be admitt$ to help to pay exp5ses--s ! ,college 0 op5$ 9 #ahdh4444 #8,mr4 ,la+ kept 8 orig9al idea be=e him1 & soon induc$ "s ( ! pr(essors to give1 free ( *>ge1 c\rses ( ev5+ lectures to wom5 actually engag$ 9 tea*+4 ,i 0 a memb] at ! v outset1 be+ ! y\nge/ woman !n att5d+ ! ev5+ lectures4 ,a v able man1 ,mr4 ,cl>k1 ,pr9cipal ( ,batt]sea1 gave a spl5did c\rse ( ,geography lectures 7( ,engl&1 ,i ?9k71 ,mr4 ,cock took ,ari?metic1 ,mr4 ,brew]1 ,lat9 translation--he 0 a fir/-rate tea*]4 ,"s "o else took ,lat9 ,gramm>1 ,mr4 ,la+ gave ,scripture4 ,! fir/ t]m ,i att5d$ six nights a week1 ! second1 f\r4 ,f4 ,d4 ,maurice took ,elizabe?an ,lit]ature some:at lat]2 ,tr5* gave 8 lectures on ,engli% f 8 manuscript notes1 & h[ delightful !y 76 ,engli% ,pa/ & ,pres5t1 etc4 ,i d n rememb] ,k+sley1 ,i 0 n introduc$ to him until _m ye>s aft]4 ,nicolay gave ,anci5t ,hi/ory1 & 0 n popul>4444 #8,que5's ,college began ! ,wom5's ,education ,movem5t und\bt$ly1 b x became cons]vative1 & did n gr[4444 ,!re 0 a ,rev4 ,a4 ,b4 ,/rettel1 :o taught gramm> well1 b only to ! day-/ud5ts1 ,i ?9k4 ,recall+ ! old days 9 ?is way takes "o back to "o's y\?4 ,que5's ,college op5$ a new life to me1 ,i mean intellectually4 ,to come 9 contact ) ! m9ds ( su* m5 0 inde$ delightful1 & x 0 a new exp]i5ce to me & to mo/ ( ! wom5 :o 7 =tunate en\gh to become /ud5ts4444 ,believe me1 z always1 y\rs affectionately & admir+ly1 ,,frances ,m4 ,,buss4' ,9 reply to "s que/ions f ,miss ,beale 9 answ] to ! above1 ,miss ,buss wrote aga9 on ,janu>y #ag1 #ahhi3-- #8,! day classes 7 ( c\rse att5d$ by girls & wom5 f outside4 ,i att5d$ ! ev5+ classes 9 #ahdi4 ,our s*ool 0 op5$ 9 #ahej1 & !n z we began ) sixty girls1 & end$ ! fir/ qu>t] ) eighty1 ,i _h n "t to att5d & "w z ,i _h done be=e4 ,mr4 ,la+ always want$ to help wom5 tea*]s1 & he 0 /rong en\gh to get ! ,k+'s ,college m5 to tea* gov]nesses gratuit\sly 9 ! ev5+1 ea* pr(essor only att5d+ "o night 9 ! week4 ,! m5 _h pl5ty ( "w & pay = _! day lectures4 ,! ev5+ classes w5t on = "s "t1 & 7 v well att5d$ by wom51 all ( :om 7 tea*+4 ,"s ( ^! wom5 7,i among !m7 pres5t$ !mselves = ! irregul>ly conduct$ exam9ations1 = :i* c]tificates 7 (f]$4 ,ea* pr(essor did z he lik$1 he saw ! c&idate alone--at any rate 9 my case x 0 s--told h] to write answ]s to que/ions set by him1 ask$ a few viv voce que/ions1 & !n gave a c]tificate4 ,no pap]s 7 pr9t$1 !re=e no "o c\ld "k :at l9e ! exam9] w\ld take4 ,i h ?ree ( ^! c]tificates4 ,lat]1 ! exam9ation became m =mal & m valuable2 a sort ( /&>d 0 creat$4' ,doro!a ,beale 01 z a matt] ( fact1 /rictly a pupil ( ,que5's ,college = an ev5 %ort] "t ?an h] great contempor>y4 ,b !re = ! fir/ "t %e obta9$ ! object ( h] ambition--ma!matical tra9+1 giv5 by ,mr4 ,a/ley ,cock4 ,( ?is %e *>act]i/ically rem>k$1 #8z ! class 0 small ,i c\ld g at my own pace4 ,! "w 0 h[ev] elem5t>y1 & z ,i _h read a good deal alone1 ,i f\nd private lessons necess>y4444 ,i read ) him privately ,trigonometry1 ,conics1 & ! ,diff]5tial ,calculus4' ,aft] a "t ,miss ,beale 0 ask$ to help 9 tea*+ ma!matics1 & 9 #ahdi 0 appo9t$ ! fir/ lady ma!matical tutor4 #8,i _h ! entre ( any class ,i lik$1 be+ tutor1 & att5d$ at v>i\s times--,lat91 ,greek1 ,g]man1 & ,m5tal ,sci5ce4' ,%e speaks also ( ! delight %e _h #8at ! op5+ ( a ,greek class by ,pr(essor ,plumptre4 ,! class1 x is true1 langui%$ & di$ 9 less ?an two ye>s4 ,= ne>ly a ye> x consi/$ ( myself & a fri5d1 & mo/ ?or\ghly did we enjoy read+ ,plato & ,sophocles "u su* a tea*]4' ,miss ,beale also mu* enjoy$ an int]e/+ ,g]man lit]ature class held by ,dr4 ,b]nays4#ai ,! =mal reports ( progress made1 ( att5dance1 & ev5 ( good conduct at ! classes may /ill be se54 ,! att5dance1 x goes )\t say+1 0 always regul>1 ! conduct v good1 & ! progress mo/ satisfactory4 ,9 #ahed ,mr4 ,plumptre requir$ help ) ! ,lat9 tuition1 & ask$ ,miss ,beale to take a junior class4 ,9 ! same ye> %e 0 (f]$ ! po/ ( head tea*] 9 ! s*ool "u ,miss ,p>ry1 f :om %e says %e receiv$ #8mu* k9dness1 & le>n$ f h] _m valuable lessons2 we travell$ abroad toge!r dur+ "o long vacation4' ,que5's ,college1 bo? by ! tuition x af=d$1 & ! exp]i5ce x gave 9 tea*+ & manag+ classes1 0 an important factor 9 ,doro!a ,beale's tra9+ = h] life's "w4 ,!re 0 a yet fur!r advantage 9 its c]tificates4 ,miss ,beale & h] si/]s1 l ,miss ,buss & o!rs engag$ 9 ! "w ( education1 desir$ & obta9$ f ! ,college diplomas c]tify+ _! ability to tea*4 ,^! 7 obta9$ by exam9ations1 :i* 9 ! e>lie/ days 7 conduct$ 9 ! mann] describ$ 9 ,miss ,buss's lett] already quot$4 ,miss ,doro!a ,beale h]self spoke ) unmitigat$ pleasure ( h] fir/ exam9ation conduct$ by ,pr(essor ,maurice4 #8,! viv voce 0 a delightful conv]sation2 he l$ u on by 8 sympa!tic mann] & k9dly appreciation1 s t we h>dly rememb]$ he 0 an exam9]'2 & %e says lat]1 #8,i rememb] to ?is day :at a pleasant h\r we _h ( viv voce2 8 wond]ful p[] ( intellectual sympa?y came out1 & made u =get t we 7 be+ exam9$2 he seem$ to take pleasure 9 foll[+ up our ?\ghts on ! be>+s ( ! hi/ory we _h read1 s t x appe>$ we 7 hold+ a delightful conv]sation on ! subject4 ,aga91 9 speak+ ( language1 he want$ n m]ely =mal & conv5tional gramm>1 & %[$ su* pleasure :5 a grammatical def9ition 0 enl>g$ beyond ! scope ( ord9>y s*ool-books4' ,x %\ld be rememb]$ t ! exam9ation :i* prov$ to be s #8delightful' 0 on ! result ( h] own private read+ enc\rag$ by home sympa?y1 & a few public lectures4 ,! que/ions ask$ 7 ( wide scope2 "s 7 q simple1 almo/ sup]ficial2 o!rs 7 fram$ s z to draw ^u intellig5ce or a res]ve ( k4 ,! educational c]tificates ( sixty ye>s ago1 ! fir/ ev] giv51 h a great & t\*+ int]e/ = ^? :o love to foll[ ! developm5t ( intellectual advance4 ,! simple way 9 :i* ! advantages (f]$ by ! exam9ations held by ! ,committee ( ,que5's ,college are set =? speaks ( ef=t & hope1 unconnect$ ) ! s*ool r\t9e & /udi$ prep>ation made necess>y by ! l>ge & complicat$ sy/em ( ! pres5t day4 ,bel[ ! li/s ( ,patrons1 ,committee1 & ,lady ,visitors1 x is /at$ t ! ,committee is prep>$ to give c]tificates 9 any ( ! foll[+ subjects3 ,! k ( ,scripture2 ,engli% ,gramm> & ,lit]ature2 ,hi/ory1 ,anci5t or ,mod]n2 ,fr5*1 ,g]man1 ,italian1 ,lat91 ,greek1 ,hebrew1 etc42 ,music1 ,vocal or ,in/rum5tal2 ,ari?metic1 ,algebra1 ,geometry2 ,geography1 ,geology1 ,natural ,philosophy1 ,botany1 etc42 ,draw+1 ,pa9t+ 9 any /yle2 ,pr9ciples & ,me?ods ( ,tea*+4 ,to ?is truly magnific5t (f]1--inf9ite inde$ if any value is to be attribut$ to #8etc4'--is atta*$ ! note3 #8,z x w\ld be absurd to suppose t any gov]ness c\ld comb9e all ^! v>i$ subjects1 ! ,li/ is (f]$1 t ,p>5ts may select ^? to :i* !y atta* mo/ importance2 & may obs]ve h[ ! c]tificates meet _! wi%es4' ,miss ,doro!a ,beale obta9$ six ( ^! c]tificates1 & f\r ( ! lat] ones1 grant$ "u slightly diff]5t conditions4 ,! fir/1 dat$ ,june #ab1 #ahdh1 = ,engli% ,lit]ature & ,engli% ,gramm>1 /ates t ! exam9]1 ,pr(essor ,maurice1 is ( op9ion t ,miss ,doro!a ,beale #8has %[n mu* intellig5ce1 & a v satisfactory acqua9tance ) ^! subjects4' ,! diploma be>s also1 z d ! o!r c]tificates1 ! signature ( ,mr4 ,la+1 ! ,honor>y ,secret>y1 & ( ! ,rev4 ,c4 ,f4 ,nicolay1 ,deputy ,*airman1 & aft]w>ds call$ ,dean ( ,que5's ,college4 ,mr4 ,nicolay 0 also ,libr>ian ( ,k+'s ,college4 ,! next c]tificate1 = ,fr5*1 is only ?ree days lat] 9 date1 ,june #ae1 #ahdh4 ,on ?is1 ,pr(essor ,isidore ,brasseur /ates t he consid]s ,miss ,doro!a ,beale #8well qualifi$ to tea* t language 7:i* %e speaks flu5tly1 hav+ acquir$ x 9 ,france7 !oretically & by practice4' ,! two diplomas ga9$ 9 ,decemb] ( ! same ye> are ( ev5 great] int]e/ = h] pupils at ,*elt5ham4 ,! fir/ ( ^!1 dat$ ,decemb] #aa1 #ahdh1 & sign$ by ! ,rev4 ,?omas ,jackson1 ,pr9cipal ( ! ,batt]sea ,tra9+ ,college1 :o _h exam9$ h] 9 ! ,pr9ciples & ,me?od ( ,tea*+1 /ates t #8%e has paid praisewor?y att5tion to ! subject1 & is likely to become an accompli%$ tea*]4' ,we note ! (fice ( ! exam9]4 ,already !n1 9 #ahdh1 itself a m]e infant1 elem5t>y education 0 giv+ ! lead 9 ?is important subject2 = :5 at la/1 aft] a long day ( desultory & (t5 unfruitful toil1 ^? :o 7 ! pr(ess$ tea*]s ( ! ri* s\ght to le>n ! mean+ & me?ods ( _! "w1 !y f\nd t !y c\ld only d s 9 ,engl& f ! tea*]s ( ! poor4 ,! date ( ! next c]tificate1 ,decemb] #bf1 %[s h[ mu* ^! diplomas 7 dep5d5t on volunt>y & individual att5tion1 & opportunity on ! "p ( ! exam9]s4 ,?is1 sign$ by ,pr(essor ,plumptre1 /ates t 9 h] k ( ,holy ,scripture1 ,miss ,doro!a ,beale exhibits #8a v intimate k ( its hi/ory & ,scripture4' ,on ,janu>y #af1 ( ! foll[+ ye>1 a c]tificate = ,geography 0 sign$ by ,mr4 ,nicolay1 :o is ( op9ion t #8%e has /udi$ ! subject c>efully 9 its details1 & t h] k 9 its v>i\s bran*es is satisfactory4' ,9 ,novemb] #ahej ,miss ,beale receiv$ f h] ma!matical tutor1 ! ,rev4 ,t4 ,cock1 a c]tificate ( effici5cy 9 ,ari?metic1 ,geometry1 ,algebra1 & ,trigonometry4 ,he is ( op9ion t #8%e has acquir$ a s\nd k ( ! fir/ pr9ciples ( ^! f\r subjects1 %[+ consid]able +5uity 9 ! application ( !m to examples & problems2 t %e possesses ! p[] ( def9+ & di/+ui%+ ) cle>ness & brevity1 & t appreciation ( ma!matical reason+ :i*1 if fur!r cultivat$1 w enable h] to /udy ) success ^? treatises on ,natural ,philosophy :i* require a k ( ! exact sci5ces4' ,9 #ahee1 aft] ! c]tificates _h become classifi$1 ?is diploma 0 ex*ang$ = a fir/-class c]tificate4 ,& 9 ! c\rse ( ^! lat] ye>s %e receiv$ two o!r fir/-class c]tificates1 "o = ,lat91 & "o = ,g]man2 &1 = pian(orte play+1 a second-class c]tificate1 sign$ by ,w4 ,/]ndale ,b5nett4 ,= ?is 0 requir$ ! p]=mance ( ! m important sonatas ( ,moz>t 7)\t accompanim5ts71 ! e>ly sonatas ( ,bee?ov51 ! #8,li$] ohne ,worte' ( ,m5delssohn1 & ,cram]'s ,/udies4 ,?is mu/ h be5 = ,doro!a ,beale a p]iod ( happy & fruitful life & "w1 dur+ :i* h] int]e/s enl>g$ 9 _m directions4 ,! connection ) ,que5's ,college br\ght mu* cong5ial acqua9tance1 :ile at home %e 0 work+ vigor\sly at ,g]man & /ill foll[+ ! classical "w ( h] bro!rs4 ,9 #ahea ,miss ,beale's family remov$ to #ca ,f9sbury ,squ>e1 !n a great m$ical c5tre2 ?irty-"o h\ses 7 occupi$ by m$ical m54 ,!re 7 fri5ds to %>e h] aims & int]e/s4 ,among ^! we specially note ,mrs4 ,bl5k>ne & ,miss ,elizabe? ,al/on4 ,to ! fir/ ( ^! ,doro!a confid$ h] hopes & aims1 & ga9$ f h] sympa?y & help1 a boon %e nev] =got4 ,! l9ks ( ! fri5d%ip s begun ran on ?r\gh\t h] life4 ,mrs4 ,bl5k>ne's daught]s & great nieces 7 educat$ at ,*elt5ham4 ,9 ,elizabe? ,al/on ,doro!a _h a fri5d ( h] own age--a fri5d :o survives to tell ( ! _m happy h\rs ! "y girls sp5t toge!r1 ( ! books !y read & discuss$1 _! philan?ropic works1 & dreams ( good4 ,doro!a1 always fond ( tea*+1 gladly in/ruct$ h] fri5ds4 ,miss ,al/on le>n$ f h] to read ,/4 ,m>k 9 ,greek1 & 9 return taught h] to s+4 #8,we w\ld l+] long at ! piano1 z ,i s\ght to make h] convey by h] s++ ! dep? ( mean+ 9 ! words1 8,b ! ,"l is m9dful ( 8 own40 ,%e told me x 0 a revelation to h]4' ,z late z #aijb ,miss ,beale wrote to t fri5d ( h] y\?3 #8,i ?9k ) gratitude ( ^? lessons y gave me 9 s++2 ?is1 ,i believe1 has help$ mu* to make me able to tea* )\t fatigue4 8,9 que/a tomba oscura0 0 f9e = a *e/ voice4 ,i suppose y are z mu* int]e/$ 9 music z ev]4' ,& 9 #aijc1 ) an allusion to ^? designs on all k :i* ! fri5ds _h %>$1 %e wrote3 #8,sanscrit is v fasc9at+2 my ,sanscrit /udies 7 cut %ort by my com+ "h4' ,! vacations ( ?is p]iod 7 sp5t sometimes at wat]+-places l ,brighton1 or ,blackhea?1 :]e %e w\ld be 9 *>ge ( ! y\ng] memb]s ( ! family4 ,to ?is day is rememb]$ h] consci5ti\s way ( tak+ !m = a walk ) h] wat* 9 h] h&4 ,sometimes %e w5t to ,g]many or ,switz]l&1 :]e %e took e opportunity ( /udy+ s*ools & me?ods ( education4 ,%e 0 mo/ happy 9 h] "w4 ,! actual tea*+1 ap>t f ! subject1 0 9 itself a delight4 ,t p[] ( inspiration :i* %e held %\ld be "o ( ! gifts a tea*] %\ld e>ne/ly covet1 0 already h]s4 ,?is 0 felt n only by ! eld] pupils1 ^: m9ds "u h] guidance op5$ to ! int]e/s ( ,lat9 & ma!matics4 ,! *ildr5 9 ! s*ool knew x also4 ,an unexpect$ tribute f "o ( ^! once rea*$ ,miss ,beale1 :5 ! p>5t ( a pupil wrote3 #8,i h j le>n$ f my little girl t ! ,lady ,pr9cipal ( ! ,*elt5ham ,ladies' ,college 0 my de> & valu$ tea*] ( old5 days1 at ,que5's ,college4444 ,i assure y ,i h nev] ceas$ to *]i% a w>m affection = y1 & ,i h nev] =gott5 y\r great k9dness to me 9 ,h>ley ,/reet4' ,9 #aije1 at ! "t ( ! ,college jubilee1 "o :o _h be5 a *ild pupil ( ,miss ,beale's wrote to h]3 #8,! few mon?s dur+ :i* ,i 0 "u y\r tuition m ?an fifty ye>s ago 7 an epo* to me4 ,"y z ,i 01 ,i ev] aft]w>ds judg$ tea*+ by ! /&>d set by y\rs1 & v seldom inde$1 ,i may truly say1 has x be5 subsequ5tly rea*$4 ,! fifty ye>s t h s9ce pass$1 full z !y h be51 h nev] effac$ ! impression !n receiv$1 bo? ( y\r tea*+ & ( some?+ m compreh5sive ?an tea*+1 :i* contact ) y eng5d]$1 & :i* impels me to take ?is opportunity--late 9 ! day z x is--to express & to ?ank y =4444 ,i _h a mo/ ke5 desire to visit ,*elt5ham & ! build+s & in/itutions :i* embody 9 s gr& a mann] ! impress :i* my *ildi% m9d receiv$4' ,!re is also ample evid5ce t ! pr(essors & lady-visitors ( ! ,college highly e/eem$ ,miss ,beale's "w !re4 #8,! flatt]+ reg>d 9 :i* y are held at ,que5's1' wrote h] fa!r to h] j aft] %e _h left ! ,college1 are words fully ju/ifi$ by o!r lett]s :i* exi/4 ,x is cle> t ?is spr+ ( "w 0 full ( hope & delight1 z well z ( scrupul\s ef=t4 ,doro!a ,beale possess$ at ?is "t a gr[+ confid5ce 9 h] own p[]s1 educational ideals :i* 7 sl[ly %ap+ !mselves1 & a consci\sness ( h] fitness = ! "w on :i* %e 0 engag$4 ,!n1 at ! end ( #ahef1 ! connection ) ,que5's ,college came r abruptly to an end by ,miss ,beale's own wi%4 ,%e appe>s to h be5 "s "t feel+ t !re 0 a t5d5cy = ! :ole adm9i/ration ( ! ,college to get too mu* into ! h&s ( "o p]son2 & t !re 0 consequ5tly n en\gh scope = t womanly influ5ce :i* %e felt to be s important :]e ! education ( "y girls is conc]n$4 ,%e return$ to h] "w aft] ! summ] holiday ( #ahef--;a holiday sp5t 9 visit+ ,swiss & ,g]man s*ools--to f9d ! p[] ( ! lady-visitors m re/rict$ ?an ev]4 ,9 fact1 %e said1 #8! "t _h come :5 x c\ld be truly said1 8! lady-visitors h no p[]40' ,z %e 0 n 9 a position to effect ! *anges %e desir$1 %e s5t 9 h] resignation1 & h] fri5d & fell[-tea*]1 ,miss ,r[ley1 did ! same4 ,! actual mom5t = do+ ?is 9 ,novemb] seems to h be5 decid$ = ,miss ,beale by he>+ %e c\ld obta9 ! po/ ( head-tea*] at ,ca/]ton4 ,miss ,beale's connection ) ,que5's ,college _h be5 long & close1 & h] gratitude to x 0 s great t %e hop$ to be all[$ to resign )\t explanation4 ,?is 0 dur+ ! head%ip ( ,dr4 ,plumptre4 ,:5 ,miss ,beale's resignation rea*$ him1 he urg$ h] to make ! reasons = x kn[n1 & 8 lett] on ! subject %[s some?+ ( ! consid]ation 9 :i* %e 0 held4 #8,if !re is an evil :i* _c be rem$i$1 are y "r 9 leav+ ^? to :om ! welf>e ( ! ,college is v de> to all ! discom=t ( feel+ or imag9+ t !re is some?+ amiss )\t giv+ !m any clue to t :i*1 :atev] x be1 has be5 at all important en\gh to lead y to resign8 ,are y "r 9 expos+ ! ,college itself to ! consequ5ce ( ! con/ruction :i* w inevitably be put ^u y\r conduct--:e!r t con/ruction be true or false8 ,i may =m ?ree or f\r conjectures z to ! motives t h l$ y to ?is decision--b x is all guess "w--,i ?9k ! decision itself to be deplor$4 ,we %all lose an able & e>ne/ fell[-work]4 ,y w lose a position ( great usefulness--y give up a "w to :i* y h be5 call$ & opportunities ( do+ good4 ,i believe t ^! lam5table results might h be5 avoid$1 b x is too late = ?is2 !re is at any rate "t = ! op5ness :i*1 ,i ?9k1 we h a "r to look =4 #8,i w n end )\t ?ank+ y = y\r consid]ation 9 call+ to tell me :at y _h done1 & = all ! assi/ance y h giv5 me 9 my ,college "w4--,i am1 y\rs mo/ s9c]ely1 ,e4 ,h4 ,,plumptre4' ,miss ,beale f9ally gave ! desir$ explanation ) full detail & ?is preface3-- #8,be=e cons5t+ to answ] any que/ions1 ,i ?9k x "r t we %\ld /ate t :5 we s5t 9 our resignation1 we naturally suppos$ we %\ld be all[$ to d s )\t be+ requir$ to give any reasons4 #8,x 0 only aft] sev]al weeks ( resi/ance t1 at ! e>ne/ appeal ( ,mr4 ,plumptre1 :o plac$ x be=e u z a moral duty1 t we at la/ reluctantly cons5t$ to speak to him & to ! ,lady ,visitors4 ,f ! c\rse we adopt$1 ,i ?9k y w see we are prompt$ solely 444 by a desire = ! good ( a ,college 9 :i* we feel ! w>me/ int]e/4' ,! defects %e deplor$--pione] mi/akes %e call$ !m lat]--7 !n enum]at$ 9 detail1 & %e dwelt especially on ! h9drance to education caus$ by s mu* au?ority be+ left to "o individual1 :o c\ld n possibly be 9 a position to "k ! abilities & /&>d ( "w ( e pupil4 ,mu* h>m1 %e plead$1 _h be5 done #8by )draw+ pupils f ! s*ool1 compell+ !m )\t my cons5t & contr>y to ! wi%es ( _! p>5ts to att5d ,college classes1 al?\gh !y are unable to spell correctly & are ignorant ( ! fir/ pr9ciples ( gramm>2 classes 9 :i* y "k x is impossible to give t individual att5tion requir$ by *ildr5 ( twelve1 :o1 ow+ to ! rank f :i* s _m ( our pupils are n[ d]iv$1 are s+ul>ly defici5t 9 m5tal tra9+1 & require to be oblig$ 9 extra "t to d "w giv5 !m2 to be tra9$1 wat*$1 educat$ by ladies 7:o alone c und]/&1 & !re=e truly educate7 girls4 ,my pupils 9 ! s*ool are n remov$ by compet5t pr(essors :o und]/& ! subjects !re taught4 ,! in/ruction :i* is 9 itself good1 & if giv5 f\r or five ye>s lat] w\ld be b5eficial1 has be5 r5d]$ useless4' ,on le>n+ ,miss ,beale's reasons = leav+1 & t h] decision 0 irrevocable1 ,mr4 ,plumptre wrote3 #8,i wi% to /ate at once t ,i believe mo/ ?or\ghly t :at y h done has be5 done consci5ti\sly because x seem$ to y--pa9ful z x 0--to be 9 ! l9e ( duty4' ,b be=e ?is lett] rea*$ h]1 ,doro!a _h accept$ ano!r po/1 t ( head-tea*] 9 ! ,cl]gy ,daught]s' ,s*ool at ,ca/]ton4 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,,ca/]ton #8,o lift y\r natures up3 ,embrace our aims4' ,,t5nyson1 ,! ,pr9cess1 ii4 #8,x 0 a ye> full ( great suff]+ m+l$ ) a peace :i* ! _w _c give4444 ,i look on ?is z "o ( ! mo/ pr(itable ye>s ( my life1 b ,i c\ld n long h borne ! /ra9 ( "w & anxiety4' ,?us1 long aft]1 :5 9 ! di/ance ( ye>s ! ev5ts ( e>li] life c\ld be se5 9 _! relation to ea* o!r & to ! future1 ,miss ,beale wrote ( ! ye> at ,ca/]ton4 ,b %e did n (t5 speak ( x4 ,to ! end x gave h] pa9 to g 9 ?\ght ov] t "t ( lonel9ess & /ra94 ,ev5 late 9 life1 if %e ent]$ into conv]sation ab\t x1 %e w\ld turn f ! subject say+ x di/ress$ h] too mu*2 #8"s o!r "t %e w\ld try' to speak ( x4 ,b1 none ! less1 %e knew %e _h ga9$ mu* at ,ca/]ton4 ,%e1 :o 0 ev] ready to le>n f mi/akes1 f pa91 f adv]se circum/ances1 gratefully ackn[l$g$ h] debt to all t _h %[n h] ! real difficulties ( h] vocation1 & h] own weakness1 & :i* _h deep5$ h] consci\sness ( ! only s\rce ( /r5g?4 ,"s lives are l$ s mu* at haphaz>d1 t x really h>dly appe>s to matt] :e!r at any giv5 p]iod !y h tak5 "o direction or ano!r4 ,9 ! lives ( ^? :o1 l ,doro!a ,beale1 are always consci\s ( an ov]-rul+ & ord]+ ,p[]1 e ye> is n only kn[n1 b se5 to h its place4 ,! v errors1 nay failures1 are sunk deep into ! f\ndations to become supports to ! ,h\se ( ,life :i*1 "u ! direction ( ! ,ma/] ,build]1 is r5d]$ m /ately ) ea* add$ t\* ( ,"t4 ,h5ce1 ?is ye>--n a successful "o1 z success is g5]ally reckon$--has its special int]e/4 ,x 0 a ye> 9 :i* %e le>n$ mu*1 n only ab\t h]self individually1 b ( fem99e human nature 9 g5]al4 ,^? matt]s :i* %e long$--& long$ ineffectually at ! "t--to re-arrange 9 ! sy/em & "t-tables %e f\nd exi/+ at ,ca/]ton1 prep>$ h] = ! organisation ( ! great s*ool to :i* %e 0 %ortly aft]w>ds to be call$4 ,daily contact ) _m1 :o 7 m or less out ( sympa?y ) h]1 mu/ h be5 useful = "o ^: "w 0 l>gely to be 9 ! direction ( influ5ce on wom5 & girls ( v>y+ natures & op9ions4 ,d\btless ! v lonel9ess ( ! position 0 brac+ to h] s5sitive nature4 #8,above all1' %e _h writt5 to ,mr4 ,plumptre :5 %e accept$ x1 #8x involves leav+ home4' ,%e _h se5 f ! fir/ h[ h>d a trial ?is w\ld be to h]1 b /r5g? & insight 7 won out ( ! suff]+ x co/4 ,! manuscript acc\nt f :i* ! op5+ words ( ?is *apt] are tak51 & :i* has be5 quot$ be=e1 0 writt5 _m ye>s ago4 ,z late z #aije ,miss ,beale wrote to ,canon ,burton1 ! pres5t vic> ( ,ca/]ton & *apla9 to ! s*ool1 t %e felt %e ow$ mu* to x1 & #89 grateful remembrance ( h] connection ) x' f\nd$ a s*ol>%ip f ! s*ool to ,*elt5ham4 ,! fir/ ,ca/]ton-,beale s*ol> is n[ at ! ,ladies' ,college4 ,!re 7 _m reasons :y ,doro!a ,beale c\ld nei!r be happy nor rightly appreciat$ at ,ca/]ton 9 #aheg4 ,%e w5t at a difficult mom5t :5 ! s*ool _h n recov]$ f ! relax$ discipl9e consequ5t on ! tr\bles ( ! ye> be=e4 ,!re _h be5 a s]i\s outbreak ( sc>let fev]1 ! ,lady ,sup]9t5d5t h]self be+ "o ( ! victims4 ,! head-tea*] _h left 9 ,septemb]1 & x 0 n conv5i5t to supply h] place be=e ! end ( ! half-ye>4 ,! #8,s*ool = ,cl]gym5's ,daught]s' is "o1 l _m o!rs1 ( :i* x is ! rev]se ( disp>agem5t to say t its pres5t is f> above its pa/4 ,& x is p]missible to ?9k t if ,miss ,beale _h f\nd h]self 9 any o!r l>ge bo>d+-s*ool ( ! p]iod1 %e w\ld h enc\nt]$ _m ( ! same difficulties & disappo9tm5ts z ^? :i* beset h] life at ,ca/]ton4 ,( ?is s*ool %e wrote mu* lat]1 describ+ x z %e felt x to be :5 %e 0 !re1 t x 0 #89 an unheal?y /ate4 ,!re 0 a _s ( op5 irreligion & a _s ( defiance v sad to witness2 b ! con/ant re/ra9ts1 ! monoton\s life1 ! want ( heal?y amusem5ts 7 9 a great measure answ]able = ?is4'#bj ,a /range tale ?is to u1 :o "k ( ! walks & rambles1 ! games & mat*es enjoy$ by ! girls ( ,ca/]ton to-day4 ,b ! causes ( h] dissatisfaction 7 by no means due entirely to ! s*ool1 = ! engagem5t seems to h be5 ent]$ ^u on ,miss ,beale's "p )\t a real und]/&+ ( all t x involv$4 ,h] fa!r h9ts ?is :5 he writes1 #8p]haps we 7 to blame 9 n le>n+ m4' ,%e 0 engag$1 n by ! ,lady ,sup]9t5d5t1 b by a memb] ( ! ,committee1 :o probably did n expla9 matt]s s fully z a woman might h done4 ,! "w 0 tak5 up 9 a mom5t ( impulse1 z if %e 7 glad ( ! opportunity x sugge/$ ( s5d+ 9 h] resignation to ,que5's ,college1 in/ead ( wait+ till ,*ri/mas1 z %e _h at fir/ int5d$4 ,^? :o knew h] be/ did n expect h] to be happy 9 x4 ,mr4 ,plumptre wrote3 #8,i am glad to he> y h f\nd s important a "w be=e y z t at ,ca/]ton4 ,x may h alt]$ )9 ! la/ few ye>s1 z o!rwise ,i %\ld n h ?\ght its tone1 religi\s z well z social1 likely to be cong5ial to y4' ,%e _h nev] liv$ away f home = any l5g? ( "t4 ,! %ort p]iods ( s*ool life _h be5 %>$ ) si/]s4 ,! nor? 0 an unkn[n l& ) :i* ! ,beale family _h no connection4 ,%e knew no?+ ( c\ntry life4 ,%e w\ld be entirely among /rang]s1 & t alone1 = a %y & s5sitive nature1 is (t5 a great trial1 :ile bo>d+-s*ool life1 su* z exi/$ at ,ca/]ton1 0 practically unkn[n to h]4 ,! sal>y 0 small] ?an :at %e _h receiv$ at ,que5's ,college4 ,b 9 leav+ ,que5's ,college %e lo/ f> m ?an sal>y4 ,!re %e _h be5 a belov$ tea*]1 a valu$ tutor ^: resignation 0 deplor$2 at ,ca/]ton %e 0 simply a new gov]ness4 ,h] judgm5t 0 surely at fault 9 ?us ha/ily & almo/ impulsively accept+ su* a po/4 ,?\gh %e may h greet$ ! (f] z guidance 9 h] difficulty ab\t leav+ ,que5's1 %e mu/ h kn[n t at ,ca/]ton x w\ld be impossible = h] to "w 9 accord ) religi\s op9ions :i* 7 ali5 to h]2 also t 9 go+ s f> %e 0 cutt+ (f mu* t 0 cong5ial & delightful f h] life--su* z home1 fri5ds1 libr>ies1 lectures4 ,?\gh ,mr4 ,beale obvi\sly d\bt$ if 8 daught] c\ld be happy 9 ! atmosph]e ( ,ca/]ton1 he did n fail to p]ceive ! ideal side ( ! "w !re4 ,appreciat+ ! aims & g5]osity ( ! f\nd]s ( ! s*ool1 he held t f ! great advantages x (f]$1 x ought to become a national in/itution4 ,%e too w5t to h] po/ !re 9 some?+ ( a mission>y _s4 ,h] success ) h] classes1 & ) pupils ( diff]5t ages1 ju/ifi$ h] 9 feel+ t %e w\ld be able to introduce fre% & bett] me?ods1 :ile ! v fact t a tea*] ( h] individual exp]i5ce _h be5 *os5 po9t$ to ! belief t ! au?orities 7 anxi\s to br+ ! s*ool into l9e ) ! advance ( wom5's education4 ,ca/]ton is a small village1 ne> ,kirby ,lonsdale1 9 ,we/morel&1 :]e t c\nty t\*es ,lanca%ire & ,york%ire4 ,ev5 to-day railway communication is defective1 & ! c\ntry ?9ly populat$1 s t ! s*ool 9 its isolat$ position is con/ra9$ to be z self-suffic+ z possible4 ,! beauty ( its surr\nd+s may surely be reckon$ among its advantages1 = x is plac$ amid lovely c\ntry )9 sight ( ,+lebor\gh4 ,memb]s ( ! s*ool speak ) delight ( rambles ov] ! surr\nd+ fells4 ,p]haps ,miss ,beale's habit ( ?9k+ ov] h] lessons out ( doors began "h1 = %e aft]w>ds told ,miss ,al/on ( ! long lonely walks %e us$ to take at ,ca/]ton4 ,?is well-kn[n s*ool 0 f\nd$ 9 #ahbc by ,mr4 ,c>us ,wilson 9 ord] to help ! cl]gy ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 pr9cipally ^? ( ! nor!rn dioceses4 ,_m ( ! cl]gy ( ! nor? 7 kn[n to be absolutely unable to provide any education = _! *ildr51 :o at home l$ ! simple/ life ) b>e necess>ies only4 ,sev]al ( ^! 7 receiv$1 bo>d$1 educat$1 & p>tially clo!d free1 & ! t]ms = all 7 ludicr\sly small4 ,^! facts %\ld be rememb]$ :5 comm5t is made ^u ! rgime at ,ca/]ton1 or at ,c[an ,bridge1 :]e ! s*ool 0 orig9ally plac$1 a position f> less fav\rable & heal?y ?an its pres5t "o4 ,x %\ld also be rememb]$ t ,doro!a ,beale _h nev] h]self kn[n :at x 0 to be poor2 %e c\ld h>dly realise1 = in/ance1 ! com=t t might exi/ 9 ! uni=m s*ool dress = *ildr5 ^: p>5ts 7 actually too poor to provide !m ) prop] clo?+4 ,z an in/itution ! s*ool 0 de/9$ n only to assi/ ! poor cl]gy1 b1 spr++ z x did f devot$ religi\s ef=t1 to save s\ls & promote ! highe/ k9d ( education4 ,x 0 f ! fir/ def9itely associat$ ) ^? #8,calv9i/ic op9ions' on acc\nt ( :i* ! ,bi%op ( ,*e/] _h reject$ its f\nd] = ord9ation 9 #ahad4ba ,! d>k horror ( ,calv9ism1 p]mitt$ d\btless z a sc\rge aft] mu* op5 irreligion & c>eless liv+1 0 9 m]cy ov]rul$ 9 c\ntless in/ances = ! conviction ( s91 & g5]ally to prep>e ! way = a wid] & m compreh5d+ acceptance ( ! grace :i* is 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,b its direct results on ! education ( ! "y 7 disa/r\s inde$4 ,he>ts1 by its ag5cy1 7 turn$ to /one1 or depress$ into hopeless t]ror2 wor/ ( all1 religi\s =ms1 phraseology1 ev5 emotions 7 assum$ by ^? :o 7 prone to self-deception1 or ov] anxi\s to please4 ,ab\t #ahde ,mr4 ,c>us ,wilson's heal? broke d[n z a consequ5ce ( 8 unsp>+ & /r5u\s lab\rs1 & ! managem5t ( 8 s*ools pass$ into ! h&s ( o!rs4 ,9 #aheg ! ,cl]gy ,daught]s' ,s*ool 0 gov]n$ by a ,committee ( six cl]gym51 all p]sonal fri5ds ( ! f\nd]1 m5 ( good /&+ 9 ! neighb\rhood4 ,ar*deacon ,evans 0 ,*airman4 ,?is ,committee s\ght to obta9 ! be/ tea*]s possible = :at 0 !n--ev5 m ?an n[--an out-(-!-way place1 z f> z ! c5tres ( education 7 conc]n$4 ,!y also aim$ at fitt+ ! girls 9 ! s*ool to e>n _! own liv+4 ,high te/imonials 7 giv5 to ,miss ,beale by ! pr(essors & lady-visitors ( ,que5's ,college1 on h] appo9tm5t z head-tea*] at ,ca/]ton4 ,"o f ,preb5d>y ,mack5zie is ( special int]e/1 z x %[s t 9 accept+ ! "w %e _h n 9 any way id5tifi$ h]self ) ! p>ticul> religi\s views !n prevail+ 9 ! in/itution4 #8,,we/b\rne ,,college1 ,,bayswat] ,,road1 ,novemb] #ahef4 #8,i am happy to be able to give v satisfactory replies to y\r enquiries respect+ ,miss ,d4 ,beale4 ,%e is a "y lady ( high moral & religi\s "*1 sob]-m9d$ & discreet4 ,h] p>5ts h be5 c>eful to avoid p>ty views1 & ,i h no d\bt ,miss ,doro!a ,beale is free f !m4 ,%e c]ta9ly is a mo/ consci5ti\s p]son1 ) a deep s5se ( h] religi\s responsibilities4 ,i feel c]ta9 t h] influ5ce w always be = good4' ,mr4 ,plumptre wrote to ! ,lady ,sup]9t5d5t3-- #8,i am unwill+ t 7,miss ,beale7 %\ld ent] on h] "w at ,ca/]ton )\t y\r he>+ f me 444 ! high op9ion :i* ,i ent]ta9$ bo? z to h] atta9m5ts & h] consci5ti\sness 9 dis*>g+ any duties t may be assign$ h]4444 ,i am conv9c$ t 9 receiv+ h] at ,ca/]ton y w ga9 a fell[-work] 9 ^: zeal & ,*ri/ian pr9ciple y may place entire confid5ce4' ,& ,mr4 ,d5ton3-- #8,i %\ld e/eem any in/itution =tunate t _h h] s]vices4 ,%e is a p]son ( quiet1 s9c]e piety1 & an intellig5t ,*ur*woman4' ,doro!a ,beale w5t to ,ca/]ton on ! ,epiphany1 ,janu>y #f1 #aheg4 ,h] di>y ( #ahia records ! memory ( ?is & ( ! ,holy ,eu*>i/ at ,/4 ,b>?olomew's at six o'clock1 be=e h] long day's j\rney1 a j\rney :i* end$ almo/ 9 t]ror1 s al>m+ to ?is daught] ( ! ,city 7 ! #8high1 wild hills & r\gh1 unev5 ways' :i* _h to be cross$ betwe5 ! railway /ation & ! s*ool4 ,at fir/1 z 0 natural1 %e seems to h ?\ght %e w\ld l h] "w4 ,mrs4 ,w$gwood1 writ+ to h] 9 ,febru>y1 says3 #8,i felt s mu* our loss 9 y t ,i c\ld h>dly jo9 9 ! wi%es ( ! lady-visitors ( ,que5's t y might f9d y\r new "w pleasant4 ,h[ev]1 ,i am truly glad n[ t y f9d y\r new home m agreeable ?an y _h be5 l$ to expect1 & t y ?9k ! *ildr5 are happy1 & times are unlike ,jane ,eyre4' ,v soon ! /ra9 ( tea*+ ! l>ge numb] ( subjects requir$ to be taught began to be felt4 ,a less consci5ti\s work] might h ent]$ lightly ^u ^! at a p]iod :5 only ! mo/ sup]ficial textbook k 0 requir$2 b to ,doro!a ,beale1 to :om ea* lesson meant mu* prep>ation & ?\ght1 !y soon became a burd54 ,%e said aft]w>ds t ! "w left h] no "t = ex]cise or recreation1 & n en\gh = sleep4 ,%e f\nd h]self expect$ to tea* ,scripture1 ari?metic1 ma!matics1 anci5t1 mod]n1 & ,*ur* hi/ory1 physical & political geography1 ,engli% lit]ature1 gramm> & composition1 ,fr5*1 ,g]man1 ,lat91 & ,italian4 ,( ! la/ %e _h writt5 :5 %e accept$ ! po/3 #8,i d n "k mu* ( ,italian1 ,i w1 h[ev]1 take lessons till ,*ri/mas4' ,x 0 obvi\sly impossible = "o p]son to tea* all ^! subjects prop]ly1 & x is n surpris+ t ,miss ,beale soon wrote home t %e f\nd ! "w h>d2 %e does n seem to h compla9$ ( any?+ else4 ,%e said1 among o!r ?+s1 t %e took eight ,bible-classes e week1 two ( :i* consi/$ ( ab\t fifty girls at a "t4 ,h] fa!r repli$ ) ! evid5t int5tion ( brac+ & *e]+3-- #8,employm5t is a bless$ /ate1 x is to ! body :at sleep is to ! m9d4444 ,i _c be sorry :5 ,i he> y are fully employ$4 ,i am sure x w be usefully1 & !n by & bye :5 ! body & ! m9d alike h p]i%$1 & "w & sleep are no long] ne$$1 b ! s\l %all bur/ into exi/5ce1 h[ %all we wond] at ! will+ slaves we h be5 dur+ our probation1 = ! meat :i* p]i%es4 ,y see ,i am ?\ghtful1--x is fit4444 ,i feel ,i c be> y\r be+ s f> & s entirely away1 ) "s philosophy1 & ,i am delight$ t y\r lett]s be> ! tone ( cont5tm5t1 & t y h be5 tak5 notice ( by p :o seem dispos$ to be k9d to y4444 ,y w see ,i h n a ?+ to tell y1 & ,i _c n[ write any m ab\t ?ick com+ fancies1 b give an old man's love to all y\r pupils1 & may !y make _! ,fa!rs z happy z y d4 ,god bless y1 my de> ,doro!a4' ,?is lett] 0 writt5 9 ,m>* #aheg4 ,%ortly aft] came ano!r = h] bir?day on ! #ba/1 %[+ h[ mu* h] abs5ce f home 0 felt1 & t ! p>5ts 7 d\btful if %e 7 9 ! "r place4 #8,god bless y & give y _m happy bir?days4 ,i fe> ! pres5t is n "o ( ! mo/ agreeable2 x is sp5t at lea/ 9 ! pa? ( :at y consid]$ duty1 & s w nev] be look$ back ^u b ) pleasure4444 ,d n1 h[ev]1 my de> girl1 ?9k ( rema9+ long 9 a position :i* may be irksome to y1 = ?us ,i ?9k x w h>dly be pr(itable to o!rs1 & inde$ ,i "q :e!r y w\ld ma9ta9 y\r heal? :]e ! employm5t 0 s great & duty ! only /imulus to action4 ,y h he>d me (t5 quote3 8,! h&'s be/ s9ew ev] is ! he>t40' ,9 ,may ano!r lett] is evid5tly call$ =? by "s expression ( a long+ to be at home1 & p]haps by h9ts ( difficulties f ,doro!a4 #8,may #aheg4 #8,i ?9k ,i feel ! weeks g m sl[ly ?an y d4 ,i long to see y aga9 v mu*4 ,i _c get reconcil$ to y\r position & feel satisfi$ t x is y\r place4444 ,god bless y1 my de> girl1 & blunt y\r feel+s = ! rubs ( ! _w1 & quick5 y\r vision = ! beautiful & unse5 ( ! _w above u4' ,! la/ words %[ h[ well h] fa!r knew ! s5sitive nature hurt ev5 by trifles1 & prone to take small matt]s too s]i\sly4 ,s ! long half wore on1 & we "k1 f "s ( ! few :o rema9 to tell1 t ,miss ,beale 0 mak+ h] m>k at ,ca/]ton4 ,!re 7 _m !re :o c\ld appreciate h] c>eful "w & inspir+ lessons4 ,"s f\nd especially valuable h] accurate tea*+ ( ,lat9 & ma!matics1 & ! enorm\s pa9s %e took to make h] lessons intelligible to ! dulle/2 nev] cont5t to let !m m]ely accept a giv5 fact or explanation1 b lead+ !m on /ep by /ep to see & compreh5d4 ,h] lit]ature classes1 aga91 l$ "s into a new _w ( ideas & ?\ghts1 & !y respond$ to ! ?rill ( "s noble & beautiful l9e :i* w\ld cause _! tea*]'s eyes to fill ) te>s z %e read4 ,"o1 :o 0 ,miss ,beale's pupil 9 ! fir/ class at ,ca/]ton at ?is "t1 speaks ( x ) extreme gratitude3-- #8,i 0 sev5te51 & _h only _h home tea*+ be=e4 ,great 0 ! delight to be taught by "o :om y felt to be complete mi/ress ( any subject %e und]took4 ,i 0 a dunce at ,ari?metic & ,euclid4 ,%e cut slips ( pap] to illu/rate ! ,pons ,as9orum1 etc41 & ) h] aid ,i ma/]$ ! fir/ book ( ,euclid1 :i* has always be5 useful to me4 ,lat9 gramm> we also le>n$ f ,miss ,beale4 ,%e in/ill$ /rict accuracy by mak+ u write v]bs & decl5sions f memory4 ,out ( class %e %[$ u mu* fri5dl9ess1 invit+ u to h] room 9 ! ev5+1 :5 sometimes %e w\ld read al\d to u1 sometimes tell u ab\t ! /ud5ts at ,que5's4 ,x int]e/$ u to he> ( ^? n v "y ones :o wore caps4 ,h] appe>ance1 z ,i rememb] x !n1 0 *>m+4 ,h] figure 0 ( m$ium height4 ,! r pale oval face1 high1 broad =ehead1 l>ge1 expressive grey eyes1 all %[$ intellectual "*4 ,h] dress 0 rem>kable 9 its neatness4 ,%e wore black ca%m]e 9 ! week1 & a pretty1 m\se-col\r$ grey dress on ,sundays4' ,a little notebook rema9s to %[ h[ %e prep>$ h] lessons2 h[ little %e 0 cont5t ) repetition acquir$ by rote4 ,!re are also "o or two little books ( ,scripture notes belong+ to ?is "t1 int]e/+ z ! fir/ ( an imm5se s]ies1 m>k+ ! beg9n+ ( ! "w :i* 0 to be h] great means ( influ5ce4 ,"o ( ^! is on ! ,book ( ,prov]bs1 a book %e nev] read aga9 ) a class2 x 0 probably n h] own *oice at ?is "t4 ,! lessons %e drew f x 7 ( ! mo/ practical nature = daily life1 & conta9 mu* tea*+ on true & false unworldl9ess4 ,%e _h ev5 !n ! satisfaction ( kn[+ t h] ,bible tea*+ 0 acceptable to _m4 ,%e wrote home3 #8,sev]al ( ! fir/ class make a practice ( tak+ notes & aft]w>ds copy !m out into a book4 ,?is ,i nev] tell !m to d1 nor d ,i s f> enc\rage x z to look at ! notes aft] !y are writt54 ,9 ! l[] "p ( ! s*ool ,i d n all[ !m to take notes )\t special p]mission4' ,"s notes on ! ,*ur* s]vices %[ traces ( ! pa9 %e felt ov] in/ances ( irrev]5ce :i* %e _h se5 9 ! s*ool4 ,^? :o rememb] ! almo/ awful sil5ce 9 :i* ,miss ,beale's ,scripture lessons at ,*elt5ham 7 giv51 h[ %e wi%$ x to signify ! humility & rev]5ce ( _s necess>y = ^? :o w\ld /udy ,god's ,^w1 c und]/& h[ %e mu/ h suff]$ :5 %e saw flippant & c>eless behavi\r at pray]s & ,bible classes4 ,among/ ! numb]s ( *ildr51 _m :o _h be5 comp>atively untaught be=e !y 7 br\ght into ?is cont9ual r\nd ( religi\s ex]cise1 x is n surpris+ to f9d t !re 7 "s :o dislik$ ! appeal made to he>t & consci5ce1 & :o f\nd ?is /rict s5se ( rev]5ce irksome4 ,!re 0 ev5 "o naughty girl :o 9 ^! fir/ days refus$ to att5d ,miss ,beale's classes4 ,x is cle> t ,miss ,beale convey$ to h] classes & to h] fell[-work]s1 t %e _h come to ,ca/]ton 9 a mission>y _s4 ,?\gh !re 7 _m :o c\ld appreciate h] sacrifice 9 do+ ?is1 x plac$ h] at a disadvantage ) o!rs4 ,%e knew h]self to be 9 ! =efront ( wom5's education1 %e knew t ?is s*ool1 = all ! excell5t int5tion ( ! au?orities1 c\ld n be abrea/ ( ! movem5t2 b %e fail$ to realise1 until %e p]sonally exp]i5c$ x1 t a self-appo9t$ guide is n always welcom$4 ,9 ! summ] holidays1 :i* ,miss ,beale sp5t at home1 x 0 notic$ t %e 0 mu* depress$4 ,! second half-ye>'s "w began 9 ,augu/4 ,d\btless %e _h talk$ ov] h] difficulties1 & h] p>5ts knew t %e might soon give up h] "w4 ,soon aft] h] return %e seems to h writt5 v /rongly ab\t ?+s %e w\ld h lik$ to alt]4 ,especially 0 %e tr\bl$ by ! l[ tone prevail+1 ! want ( respect = au?ority1 ! mis*ief mak+ & unheal?y fri5d%ips4 ,%e f\nd ?is important s*ool ?r\gh :i* pi\s int5tion & ef=t /rove to help ! v poore/ by protect+ !m f all dang]\s influ5ces1 by in/ill+ def9ite religi\s op9ions ( a c]ta9 type1 by giv+ su* an education z %\ld be an effective means ( livelihood1 v f> f be+ ! ideal college ( h] dreams4 ,%e began to specify h] dissatisfaction & to =m ideas = radical improvem5t4 ,%e ?\ght its isolation aga9/ x1 & t x 0 a drawback to h only "o class ( girls2 %e felt !re %\ld h be5 m communication ) home1--"s ( ! *ildr5 did n ev5 g home = ! holidays2--t ! life 0 too monoton\s & uni=m4 ,above all %e deprecat$ a repressive sy/em :i* _h puni%m5ts b no prizes2 a sy/em 9 :i* all ! virtues 7 negative1 ! highe/ obta9able be+ ob$i5ce to ! ev]-repeat$ #8,?\ %alt n4' ,x 0 n possible = ,doro!a ,beale to see any?+ wrong1 & to act z if 9 any way cons5t+ to x1 by go+ on quietly ) h] own %>e l "o n call$ ^u to take a lead+ "p4 ,%e felt t /eps might be tak5 to improve "s ( ! matt]s :i* di/ress$ h]1 & aft] ef=ts :i* seem$ to h] ineffectual1 %e s\ght an int]view ) ! ,committee4 ,h] fa!r 0 kept fully in=m$ ( :at %e 0 ?9k+ & /riv+ to d1 z may be se5 by ! foll[+ extracts f 8 lett]s to h]3-- #8#aheg4 #8,i ?9k we mu/ be cont5t to wait1 at any rate = ! pres5t1 & see if any good comes f y\r int]view ) ! ,committee4 ,y notice two po9ts *iefly1--! l[ moral tone ( ! s*ool1 & ! abs5ce ( prizes4 ,! want ( sympa?y & love 7! great s\rce ( woman's influ5ce 9 e condition ( life7 0 ! prom95t feature ( ! e/abli%m5t 9 my m9d1 aft] talk+ x ov] ) y4 ,b no?+ c fl\ri% if love be n ! rul+ inc5tive1 & ?is mu/ be awak5$ by ! tea*] & ,pr9cipal %[+ t = x !y sacrifice any consid]ation ( self4 ,?is ,i "k my de> girl1 y entirely d1 & y d x ineffectually1 nay1 p]haps worse ?an uselessly1 if y are n support$4 ,b1 z y h gone s f>1 be n easily disc\rag$4 ,weigh ! matt] well be=e ?is ,*ri/mas1 & if y f9d no *anges are made1 ! same cold managem5t cont9u$1 ) ! negation ( confid5ce 9 ! pupils z in/anc$ 9 ! matt] ( lett]s1 etc41 s5d 9 y\r resignation1 & above all1 /ate y\r reasons z !y be> ^u ! s*ool1 & ^u y\rself & ! class y repres5t4 #8,i _c contemplate y\r n com+ up at ,*ri/mas4 ,z we gr[ old]1 ea* ye> makes u m desir\s ( ! company ( ^? we love2 p]haps because we feel h[ soon we %all "p ) x altoge!r1 p]haps because we are become m selfi%1 b su* is ! fact4' ,& aga9 on ! same subject3-- #8,septemb] #b1 #aheg4 #8,i _c ?9k y w\ld be "r to say y s\ght to be put into communication ) ! ,committee because y he>d t !y 7 n satisfi$4 ,surely y\r application to see !m came fir/4 ,i wrote because ,i ?\ght ! position & designation ( head-tea*] to y impli$ responsibilities 9 connection ) ! au?orities2 because y ?\ght ! g5]al moral tone ( ! s*ool l[] ?an x %\ld be1 & ! discipl9e to correct x defective2 because y\r c\nsel 0 n s\ght1 or1 if giv51 n mu* he$$4 ,p]haps we 7 to blame 9 n le>n+ m1 t ! head-tea*] 0 only an ord9>y tea*] at ,ca/]ton4 ,b ! _w w\ld ?9k x m2 & y\r own exp]i5ce ( classes ought to enable y to be a judge ( :at 0 reasonable to expect 9 ! be>+ ( pupils1 bo? educational & g5]al4 ,i "k y\r feel+s1 n to quit ha/ily :at y h *os51 & consid]$ a po/ ( duty1 & 9 writ+ ^u ! subject ,i try to put out ( ! "q my own feel+s & ^? ( y\r "m to h y at home1 or at lea/ ne>] home1 & really to view ! matt] f ! same po9t ( view z y\rself4 ,y\r rema9+ at ,ca/]ton is1 ,i ?9k1 only to be ent]ta9$ if su* *anges 9 ! managem5t are made z are likely 9 y\r view to raise ! "* ( ! e/abli%m5t4 ,i feel y\r own education & /&+ are wor?y ( bett] ?+s ?an ! position ( an ord9>y tea*] at ,ca/]ton1 & ( a bett] sal>y4 ,b ,i _c d\bt if y fairly & )\t hesitation /ate y\r objections & views1 y w conv9ce "s at lea/ t y are act+ indep5d5tly & )\t any p]sonal feel+s 444 ,i am mu* z ,i 01 anxi\s ab\t y all1 consci\s h[ little ,i c d1 & pray+ t we may all see cle>ly t ! game ( life1 :oev] may be ! play]s1 is n "o ( *ance or de/9y2 444 ,write to me :5 y c--,ev] y\r affectionate fa!r1 ,,miles ,,beale4' ,x 0 unusual ?\gh n unkn[n = a tea*] at ,ca/]ton to appeal to ! ,committee1 & ! six g5tlem5 :o compos$ x1 7 n v eag] to he> ,miss ,beale4 ,!y may h suspect$ p]sonal motives1 & "s ( !m1 no d\bt1 mi/ru/$ h] religi\s pr9ciples4 ,miss ,beale has left notes ( h] int]view1 s int]e/+ to u1 z ! fir/ occasion on :i* %e tri$ to ga9 h] own ends--always ! be/--f a body ( p]sons :o 7 9 ! position ( directors ( education4 ,x sugge/s a contra/ ) ! ,*elt5ham ,c\ncil meet+s ( h] la/ ye>s1 :5 h] lighte/ wi% _h weight4 ,! way _h be5 prep>$ = h] by lett]s :i* _h pass$ betwe5 ! *airman 7,ar*deacon ,evans7 & h] fa!r4 ,9 h] fir/ int]view1 :i* 0 ( a prelim9>y nature1 %e began by say+3 #8,i wi%$ be=e say+ any?+1 to "k :e!r x 0 _! wi% to he> :at ,i _h to say1 or :e!r !y w\ld r ,i did n speak4 ,!re 0 a hesitation4 ,!n ,mr4 ,morewood1 9 r a d\btful way said !y 7 always will+4 ,i said ,i und]/ood f ! ,committee la/ "t1 & ! ,*airman's lett]s to my fa!r1 t !y wi%$ x2 !n ! o!rs jo9$ 9 ) 8,oh yes1 c]ta9ly40' ,aft] mak+ h] /atem5ts on ! ne$ = re=m1 ,miss ,beale conclud$ by say+ %e %\ld be happy to resign if ! ,committee 7 dissatisfi$4 ,! reply 03 #8,oh no1 c]ta9ly n4' ,at a second int]view1 ! ,committee all[$ h] to put be=e !m h] own sugge/ions = alt]ations4 ,on ?is occasion ,miss ,beale began ) a te/imony to :at ! ,lady ,sup]9t5d5t _h effect$ 9 ! s*ool2 !n m5tion$ ! prevail+ faults :i* s mu* di/ress$ h]1 especially irrev]5ce & unsuitable language2 !n boldly w5t on to po9t out ! details ( ! sy/em :i* might easily be improv$1 notably1 t "s prizes might be giv51 & t lett]s to & f p>5ts %\ld n be sup]vis$4 ,%e said3-- #8,i ?9k an in/itution 9 :i* ! gov]nm5t is entirely by puni%m5ts n likely to produce ! be/ moral effects4 ,i ?9k t reports %\ld be s5t home m frequ5tly ?an twice a ye>4' ,on be+ ask$ to give in/ances ( disreg>d ( religion1 %e m5tion$ "o or two 9 g5]al t]ms1 say+ %e %\ld n ?9k x "r to give individual examples4 ,mr4 ,rose repli$ by say+1 #8,un=tunately1 su* ?+s w occur 9 l>ge s*ools2 p]haps y came expect+ to f9d cl]gym5's daught]s bett] ?an o!rs4' ,"s discussion took place on ! subject ( prizes1 dur+ :i* #8occurr$ ! v sapi5t rem>k t we d he> ( angels be+ puni%$1 b n ( _! go+ up high]1 etc4444 ,i aft]w>ds expla9$ :at ,i meant by rew>ds1 viz41 di/9ctions1 privileges1 & ! opportunity ( do+ good 444 & ,i conclud$ by say+ t unless ,i felt t ! in/itution 7 do+ moral good ,i %\ld n c>e to /ay4' ,! int]view _h be5 less disagreeable ?an %e _h anticipat$2 %e ?\ght h] compla9t _h _h a fair he>+1 & 9 spite ( ! /ra9 ( "w & ! anxiety connect$ ) x1 %e felt h] ef=ts 7 n wa/$4 #8,s _m1' %e wrote home1 #8ask if !y may come & speak to me2 m ( !m li/5 :5 ,i talk ( religion1 & come privately to ask advice :i* ,i "k !y try to foll[4 ,i d feel t ,i am ( use4444 ,i believe ,i ought to wait "h until ei!r ,i feel x wrong to /ay1 or ,god calls me else:]e4 ,he has giv5 me mu* m /r5g? ?an ,i _h any reason to expect4 ,i %all look =w>d ) great] long+ = ,*ri/mas2 b d get me ! pap]s ,i want z soon z y c4 ,i want to d z mu* z possible be=e ,i leave4 #8,i wrote ?is la/ night2 take c>e ( x z well z ! ,committee pap]2 ,i may want !m4 ,i h a heada*e to-day1 & ,i am afraid ,i %[ ! effect4 ,d n tell ,papa any?+1 if y ?9k x w worry him1 b let me h "s advice & he> z (t5 z y c4' ,b discom=t almo/ inevitably succe$s compla9t4 ,!re 7 fre% int]views ) ! ,committee2 "s ( ! matt]s :i* mo/ tri$ h] 9 ! s*ool rgime 7 naturally m acutely felt1 z %e h]self grew /ra9$ ) bo? anxiety & "w4 ,! tone ( h] lett]s home grew m sad z %e began to see t aft] all %e mu/ give up h] po/4 ,%e c\ld n be> to rel9qui% "w t %e felt _h be5 giv5 h] to d2 b %e wrote3-- #8,i d n see h[ x is possible to d mu* good4 ,i may "w ^u a few individuals1 b ! :ole tone ( ! s*ool is unheal?y1 & ,i nev] felt any?+ l ! depression aris+ f ! con/ant j> ^u "o's feel+s caus$ by see+ great girls con/antly pr(ess+ n to c>e ab\t religion4444 ,x is next to impossible to be> rud5ess & he> s mu* evil-speak+ ab\t all set ov] !m1 & keep up "o's spirits s z to be able to tea* en]getically2 ,i w\ld n want to run away if ,i ?\ght ,i c\ld d mu* good by /ay+1 b ,i h come to ! conclusion t x is "t to s5d 9 my resignation4 ,i h ga9$ valuable exp]i5ce1 & d n ?9k ,i h be5 useless2 b "u pres5t circum/ances x does n seem possible to get on4 #8,i 0 v glad ( y\r nice long lett] be=e1 & if y ?9k ,i am "r1 %\ld s5d 9 p]haps a slight summ>y ( ! causes = x ) my resignation z soon z ,i c4 ,i am glad to he> ,mama is bett]4' ,miss ,beale's difficulties 7 no d\bt aggravat$ by religi\s que/ions4 ,h] *ief fri5d on ! ,committee1 "o :o appreciat$ h] s5se ( duty & intellectual p[]1 did n wi% h] to rema9 at ! s*ool4 ,he dislik$ h] !ological op9ions4 ,%e seems h>dly to h realis$ ?is at ! "t1 ?\gh h] fa!r may h done s1 z c be se5 f ! foll[+ lett]3-- #8,novemb] #h1 #aheg4 #8,say1 if y h an opportunity1 z mu* ( :at y h writt5 to ! ,committee z w %[ !m y s\ght ! situation at ,ca/]ton = ! sake ( ! s*ool4 ,= ?is ,i accept$ = y--= ?is alone4 ,d n reta9 x )\t suffici5t au?ority to c>ry =w>d ! m9ds & morals ( ! pupils4 ,y w5t !re 9 a mission>y _s1 ,i "k1 z to a po/ ( usefulness2 & y h hi!rto reta9$ x 9 ! same _s4 ,ma9ta9 ?is feel+1 b ass]t x ) meekness4 ,we %all all be rejoic$ to f9d y are com+ home2 b ,i d>e n urge y beyond ?is4 ,i 0 a p>ty to ! compact by :i* y\r remun]ation 0 arrang$1 & ,i felt no difficulty 9 mak+ any concession betwe5 :at ,i felt 0 due to ! ord] ( educat$ gov]nesses :i* y repres5t$1 & :at ! in/itution c\ld af=d to pay2 b ,i w\ld n recomm5d y to compromise "o iota ( au?ority :i* may be fit to c>ry =w>d ! m9ds ( y\r pupils1 or ( discipl9e to en=ce ob$i5ce4 ,y\r pupils are no long] *ildr51 &1 z ! daught]s ( cl]gym5 & int5d$ to tea* o!rs1 are lights ^u a hill1 & 9 po9t ( education1 mann]s1 & morals1 great *>ges inde$4 ,i am witness1 too1 h[ r\ndly & unequivocally y /at$ y\r religi\s pr9ciple4444 ,i m5tion ?is mu* because ,i ?9k y h be5 treat$ unfairly on ?is subject4 ,if ! d5ial ( ! doctr9e ( reg5]ation by baptism 7 a s9e qu non by ! gov]ness1 x ought to h be5 s /at$4 ,mr4 ,m>9] repres5t$ _! religi\s basis z f> m broad4 ,d\btless ! ,committee h a "r to limit ! ass5t ( _! tea*]s to su* po9ts2 & do+ s1 ,i _c object to ,mr4 ,%ephe>d's vot+ = y\r exclusion1 nei!r d ,i see h[ !y c accept money f ^? :o ?9k diff]5tly f ! ,committee4 ,x is a "q :i* has divid$ l>g] societies ?an at ,ca/]ton 444 & ,i c rememb] :5 x convuls$ ! ,*oral ,society4444 ,y & ,i are bo? lab\r+ to raise ! /atus & influ5ce ( ! gov]ness1 & y w d x1 fir/ by y\r atta9m5ts & education1 & rectitude ( conduct "u all circum/ances1 & ,i by br++ be=e ^? public bodies int]e/$ 9 ! matt]1 ! influ5ce & importance ( legislat+ = _! protection & recognition4 ,we may nei!r ( u live to see ! *anges :i* %all come1 b ev5 9 our limit$ sph]es we are break+ gr\nd1 & y are ga9+ :il/ yet "y mo/ valuable exp]i5ce4 #8 444 ,above all ?+s take c>e ( y\r heal?4444 ,i am q sure t y h a long c\rse ( usefulness be=e y4 ,! flatt]+ reg>d 9 :i* y are held at ,que5's ,college1 & ! con/ant means y always h 9 ,london ( con/antly improv+ y\rself1 mu/ tea* y some:at ( y\r own value2 ?\gh ,i w\ld n inde$ presume ^u x f>!r ?an to give y confid5ce to act rightly4 ,b good gov]nesses are v sc>ce1 & are f> bett] treat$ ?an !y us$ to be1 ?\gh n z well z !y des]ve4 #8,ca/]ton ought to be f ! great advantages x (f]s1 a national in/itution2 b x w n be s if its pr9ciples are n>r[$ by any?+ l sect>ian jeal\sy1 or if its /&>d ( education be n high4 ,b ,ca/]ton has n yet be5 z =tunate z ! good int5tions ( its f\nd] w\ld seem to des]ve4 ,! "t w come1 ,i hope1 :5 ?is & k9dr$ e/abli%m5ts w seek ! visit & inspection ( exam9]s f ! ,bo>d ( ,gov]nm5t1 ,inspectors ( ,s*ools1 & gov]nesses4444 ,i write to y :5 ,i beg9 curr5te calamo1 & c\ld d s mu* long] ^u a !me 9 :i* we are bo? int]e/$1 & ,i fe> ,i h giv5 y no direction4 ,fe> no?+2 be firm1 b v g5tle4' ,! matt] ( ! resignation seems to h be5 hang+ on all ?r\gh ! mon? ( ,novemb]4 ,miss ,beale evid5tly wrote home aga9 = advice1 = on ! #bf? %e receiv$ ano!r lett] f h] fa!r3-- #8,novemb] #bf1 #aheg4 #8,f> f dissuad+ y f s5d+ 9 y\r resignation1 ,i ?9k x w be expect$4 ,we did n appeal to ! ,committee t _! att5tion %\ld end 9 talk1 b 9 giv+ y support moral & pr(essional4 ,) less ?an ?is1 x is inconsi/5t ) self-respect1 or ! duty y owe to ! *ildr51 to rema94444 ,n[ ,*ri/mas is approa*+1 &1 z matt]s rema9 z !y 71 c]ta9ly n improv$1--,i w\ld seek at once to be reliev$4 ,d n suppose = a mom5t ,i %all consid] y are =sak+ an appo9tm5t to :i* y h be5 call$1 or 9 :i* "t w\ld af=d y r$ress4444 ,leave x !n1 & if no?+ m cong5ial pres5ts itself1 we c af=d to wait our "t1 & let u try toge!r if we _c c>ry =w>d1 or at lea/ make m widely kn[n1 our views ( :at might be effect$ if y\r half ( ! human family m ext5sively us$ t influ5ce ( :i* !y are all ! disp5s]s1 z m5 are ( _! p[]4 ,?is is inde$1 z ,*ri/ said to ! woman ( ,sam>ia1 8liv+ wat]10 if d]iv$ f ,him1 satisfy+ all ?ir/ f its well+ up f )92 & by its purity te/+ ! value ( ev]y?+ x is br\ght 9 contact )4 ,y say y h le>n$ mu* at ,ca/]ton4 ,:at matt]s x if y h to wait = ! ,h>ve/ t we are sure 8we %all reap if we fa9t n10 & ga!r 8fruit unto life et]nal40 ,x is (t5 9 ?is _w1 inde$1 t 8"o s[e? & ano!r reape?10 b ?\gh delay$ ! se$ is n lo/4' ,be=e ,miss ,beale c\ld =mally s5d 9 h] ?reat5$ resignation to ! ,committee1 %e receiv$ ! foll[+ lett] f ! ,*airman3-- #8,on y\r la/ int]view ) ! ,committee y impli$ an int5tion ( resign+ 9 case c]ta9 alt]ations %\ld n be made by ! ,committee4444 #8,! ,committee are ( op9ion t "u ! circum/ances x w\ld be bett] t y\r connection ) ! s*ool %\ld cease aft] ,*ri/mas next1 !y pay+ y a qu>t]'s sal>y 9 advance4 ,x w readily be imag9$ t ?is summ>y /ep on ! "p ( ! ,committee caus$ great di/ress to "o ( ,miss ,beale's s5sitive nature4 ,nor 0 x easy = h] to see :y ! difficult "p %e _h tak5 ^u h]self = ! good ( ! s*ool %\ld be misund]/ood4 ,at t mom5t x mu/ h seem$ l a s5t5ce ( failure1-- #8,= :o c s =eca/ ! ye>s1 ,to f9d 9 loss a ga9 to mat*4' ,among ! cr[n+ successes ( lat] life %e recognis$ t ! bl[ _h _h its place 9 fa%ion+ h] life's "w4 ,h] lett] home on ! subject is n pres]v$1 b ! foll[+ is evid5tly an answ] to x3-- #8,decemb] #aheg4 #8,,my ,,de> ,,girl1--,be sure ,i h be5 ) y 9 he>t e day & all day4444 ,we %all all be delight$ to h y at home4 ,i w\ld n h y commit y\rself to writ+ /atem5ts on any acc\nt4 ,y h giv5 pro( ( ! tru? ( y\r ass]tion by (f]+ & s5d+ 9 y\r resignation1 & ?us rel9qui%+ y\r sal>y & ! occupation ( tea*+ to :i* y _h felt y\rself call$1 because y c\ld n reta9 ! "o or foll[ ! o!r consci5ti\sly4 ,?\gh y h n accompli%$ all y s\ght1 y h s[$ se$ :i* w be> fruit2 x may be = o!rs' b5efit altoge!r2 b to d\bt ! ultimate result 7 a want ( fai?4 ,:il/ ,i object to writ+1 ,i ?9k y owe x to y\rself to seek r ?an %un an int]view ) ,mr4 ,wilson4 ,8 c\nt5ance ( y ,i %\ld consid] v valuable4444 ,is n ?is aga9 an in/ance ( ! influ5ce ( wom51 444 ! disp5s]s ( influ5ce = good or evil8 ,h[ important1 !n1 to cultivate t pr9ciple ( rightly disc]n+4 ,d y rememb] ! apologue ( ,esdras8 8,! fir/ wrote3 ,w9e is ! /ronge/4 ,! second wrote3 ,! k+ is ! /ronge/4 ,! ?ird wrote3 ,wom5 are /ronge/4 ,b above all ?+s ,tru? be>e? away ! victory40 ,h[ irresi/ible1 !n1 is tru?1 if urg$ by ! self-d5ial & pati5t p]sev]ance ( an enlight5$ & ,*ri/ian woman6 ,x is v possible1 my de> ,doro!a1 t y h nev] be5 fairly repres5t$ or appreciat$ at ,ca/]ton1 & n[ y are call$ to re/ cont5t ) ! consci\sness ( act+ f "r motives1 secure t y possess too ! reg>d & love ( all ^? :o c value su* sacrifices z y h made ( home1 & ease1 & peace = o!rs' good4 ,i write 9 great ha/e1 b ,i w write z (t5 z y l until we see y4' ,?us 0 ,doro!a *e]$ & support$ f home4 ,enc\ragem5t came f o!rs also4 ,on ,decemb] #g1 ,mr4 ,plumptre wrote3-- #8,i h be5 in=m$ to-day t y are go+ to leave ,ca/]ton at ,*ri/mas4 ,i fe> f ?is t y h n f\nd y\r "w !re s pleasant z y hop$4 ,if !re are any p>ticul>s connect$ ) y\r *ange ( plan :i* y w\ld l to tell me1 or any?+ z to y\r prospects = ! future1 ,i ne$ n say t ,i %all be glad to he> !m4 ,%\ld y feel dispos$ to resume any "p ( y\r "w at ,que5's ,college8 ,! place ( ,assi/ant is ( c\rse be+ wor?ily occupi$1 & s f> z ,i "k n likely to be vacant2 b tutor%ips 9 ,ma!matics & o!r subjects might probably be op54' ,mr4 ,%ephe>d1 curate-9-*>ge ( ,ca/]ton1 & *apla9 to ! s*ool1 wrote ?us to ,miss ,beale on h] leav+3-- #8,x is natural t y %\ld wi% to h my te/imony1 & "r t ,i %\ld give x y reg>d+ ! l9e ( conduct y h p]sev]$ 91 & ! difficult position 9 :i* y h be5 plac$1 z well z reg>d+ y\r g5]al pr9ciples4 #8,x is no m ?an y\r due t ,i %\ld say to o!rs :at ,i h said to y\rself1 t ,i ?9k y\r conduct ?r\gh\t ! pa9ful circum/ances ( y\r connection ) ! ,cl]gy ,daught]s' ,s*ool has be5 su* z to reflect ! highe/ hon\r ^u y\rself4 ,y h only done y\r duty 9 boldly express+ :at y ?\ght requir$ correction 9 ! s*ool4 ,& if y\r fai?ful dis*>ge ( t duty has br\ght discomfiture on y\rself1 y h ! com=t ( kn[+ t x is no di%on\r to suff] = well-do+4 #8,i h ! greate/ pleasure 9 (f]+ y my cordial e/eem & reg>d4 ,& ?\gh !re are po9ts ( religi\s doctr9e1 & ^? n small nor second>y1 on :i* we mu/ agree to diff]1 ?is _c affect my op9ion ( ! high pr9ciple & consci5ti\s conduct :i* y h manife/$ ?r\gh\t y\r /ay at ,ca/]ton4 #8,( y\r abilities & acquirem5ts ,i ne$ n speak4 ,!y are well kn[n "h1 & c bett] be describ$ by ^? :o h _h ! opportunity ( witness+ & b5efit+ by !m p]sonally1 ?an by myself2 & ( su* witnesses !re are no lack4 #8,we %all always be glad to he> ( y\r happ9ess1 & hope to reta9 y\r fri5d%ip :5 remov$ to a di/ance f u4--,i am1 de> ,miss ,beale1 v s9c]ely y\rs1 ,h4 ,,%ephe>d 7,incumb5t74' ,! lett] %[s1 :at 0 inde$ true1 t difficulties & diff]5ces bo? 9 ! ,committee & ! s*ool 7 aggravat$ by bitt]ness on ! subject ( religi\s op9ions4 ,?is comes out /ill m cle>ly 9 a correspond5ce ,miss ,beale kept up = a little "t ) ,mrs4 ,%ephe>d1 :o 0 a daught] ( ,mr4 ,c>us ,wilson1 ! ag$ f\nd] ( ! s*ool1 & at ?is "t infirm & worn by ! imm5se lab\rs ( 8 y\ng] days4 ,! ,bi%op & ,dean ( ,c>lisle1 be+ call$ ^u to advise ! ,committee1 pati5tly he>d evid5ce = eight h\rs4 ,mr4 ,c>us ,wilson also decid$ to visit ! s*ool himself2 b be=e he w5t nor?1 ,mrs4 ,%ephe>d arrang$ an int]view betwe5 him & ,miss ,beale1 writ+ to h]3 #8,d n be afraid ( my belov$ fa!r--tall1 grey-head$1 & anxi\s1 b cle> & op5 z y please4' ,a memorable meet+ surely ?is1 ( two :o ) widely diff]+ me?ods 7 alike 9 high1 e>ne/ aim & self-devotion4 ,x took place 9 ,febru>y1 & 9 ! same mon? ,mr4 ,wilson made "o ( 8 la/ visits to 8 old home & flock4 ,mrs4 ,%ephe>d notes t #8x is suppos$ t n9e hundr$ 7 9 ?is little *ur* la/ ,sunday to he> my fa!r6' ,9 ! c\rse ( ! ye> #aheh _m *anges 7 made 9 ! managem5t ( ! ,cl]gy ,daught]s' ,s*ool1 & ?is *apt] on ,ca/]ton may fitly close ) an extract f a lett] writt5 to ,miss ,beale by h] fri5d1 ,mrs4 ,gre5e1 ( ,:itt+ton ,hall3-- #8 444 ,!re 0 a little music ye/]day ev5+ at ! ,cl]gy ,s*ool1 & ,miss ,v9c5t ask$ me to be pres5t4 ,i "k y\r k9d he>t w give int]e/ to :at goes on !re1 & s ,i wait$ till x 0 ov] to tell y h[ x w5t (f1 etc4444 ,i assure y ! p]=mance 0 extremely good1 & ! girls' mann]s & appe>ance 7 ^? ( "y ,engli% ,g5tlewom52 ?is ,i consid] good praise4 ,miss ,v9c5t appe>s to me ! v p]son to fill s important a po/4444 ,we spoke mu* ( y1 %e evid5tly appreciates y2 & :5 ! music 0 ov]1 ,i w5t to "o or two ( ! ladies ne>1 & ask$1 8,7 y acqua9t$ ) ,miss ,beale80 ,"o came =w>d ) a beam+ face & repli$1 8,oh1 ,i "k h] well1 & h he>d f h]40 ,i repli$1 8,s h ,i2 & ,i %all write to h] to-morr[40 ,i d n "k :o my fri5d 01 b p]haps y w4 #8,& n[ let me tell y h[ delight$ ,i am y are s com=table2 t y are do+ mu* good ,i am equally sure4444 ,i hope we may sometimes meet4 ,w\ld y ev5 sp>e u a little "t "h8 ,if s1 ,i w\ld (f] y a he>ty welcome4' ,,*apt] ,,iv ,,an ,,int]val #8,o dignitosa cosci5za e netto ,come t'e picciol fallo am>o morso4' ,,dante1 ,purgatorio1 iii4 ,! e>ly "p ( ! ye> #aheh is ! "o p]iod 9 ! life ( ,doro!a ,beale :5 %e c\ld h be5 call$ really free4 ,x 0 a "t :5 x became h] "p to *oose :at %e w\ld d2 to wait = :at 0 suitable1 to decide betwe5 conflict+ claims4 ,%e came home depress$1 defeat$1 disappo9t$2 b %e _h discov]$ h] own weakness & real /r5g?2 %e _h increas$ h] k ( human nature ?r\gh "s exp]i5ce ( a bo>d+-s*ool & its ,committee4 ,%e _h le>n$ = "o ?+1 t x w\ld be be/ = h]self & = ! _w t %e %\ld be head ( a s*ool1 & %e submitt$ to wait = "o4 ,b 9 ! meantime o!r calls & ne$s besides t ( education 7 he>d & consid]$4 ,! fact ( app>5t failure 9 h] rec5t position at ,ca/]ton might h be5 tak5 z an indication t h] en]gies %\ld p]haps be direct$ to a fre% field ( action4 ,%e 0 n "u ! necessity ( e>n+ h] bread2 %e lov$ h] home & _h a circle ( fri5ds & int]e/s ab\t h]4 ,v>i\s k9ds ( good "w = o!rs appeal$ to h]1 & h] ability & gifts made x cle> t %e might h succe$$ 9 o!r walks ( life ?an ! "o 9 :i* h] /eps 7 f9ally direct$4 ,?\gh ,doro!a _h inh]it$1 9 a /rong degree1 h] fa!r's antipa?y to a m>iage de conv5ance1 ?\gh %e 0 f> f reg>d+ m>riage z ! necess>y completion ( a woman's life1 %e _h n--at ?is "t at lea/--made any def9ite refusal ( x4 ,?is is a subject to :i* x w n be necess>y to return 9 ,miss ,beale's life1 devot$ z x became to "o great cause4 ,b "h1 be=e h] vocation _h di/9ctly decl>$ itself1 x is "r to say t 9 ! c\rse ( ev5ts %e 0 n only n )\t opportunities ( m>riage1 %e also gave x h] full consid]ation4 ,flippant s*ol>s might e*o ! words ( ,pun*1 #8,h[ diff]5t f u1 ,miss ,beale & ,miss ,buss6' ,b 9 ! s5se 9 :i* ! words 7 int5d$1 ?is 0 n true 9 ei!r case4 ,suffice x to say1 t ,doro!a ,beale knew :at x 0 to be admir$1 lov$1 ev5 = a %ort "t engag$ to be m>ri$4 ,%e knew also1 among o!r exp]i5ces1 :at x 0 to sacrifice a girli% romance because x 0 "r to put away va9 regret2 to =get ! ?+s t are beh9d1 & 9 ?is matt] z 9 o!rs1 to use any s5se ( p]sonal loss 9 su* a way t x /r5g!n$ h] "*4 ,to pass f ?is subject1 :i*1 z x happ5s1 does n appe> to h _h any place 9 ! %ort p]iod :i* elaps$ betwe5 ,ca/]ton & ,*elt5ham1 x is int]e/+ to note :at k9ds ( "w ,miss ,beale consid]$ ) a view to tak+ !m up4 ,philan?ropic occupations 9 ! ord9>y s5se ( ! t]m %e _h _h b few4 ,h] duties z a tutor at ,que5's ,college 7 fir/ und]tak5 :5 %e 0 /ill eighte51 & up to !n h] "t _h be5 fill$ ) int]e/s aris+ f h] own education & t ( h] bro!rs4 ,yet1 :ile at ,que5's1 busy z %e 01 %e _h made "t to aid "o less =tunate ?an h]self4 ,9 #ahec h] fri5d ,miss ,al/on consult$ h] h[ be/ to help a clev] boy br\ght up 9 a *>ity s*ool4 ,miss ,beale volunte]$ to tea* him ,euclid & algebra1 & = f\r mon?s gave him a lesson a week 9 ea* ( ^! subjects4 ,9 t "t he w5t ?r\gh ! fir/ f\r books ( ,euclid & "p ( ! six?4 ,miss ,beale enjoy$ ^! lessons1 = h] pupil 0 ke5 & intellig5t & took a delight 9 work+ out ?+s = himself4 ,d\btless he too respond$ to ! tea*+ ( "o ^: me?od 0 ev] to lead a pupil on to p]ceive a tru? be=e accept+ x4 ,:51 aft] a "t1 he came "u ! in/ruction ( ! headma/] ( a public s*ool1 ! latt] rem>k$ to ,miss ,al/on propos ( ,miss ,beale's tea*+3 #8,:at a well-balanc$ head y\r fri5d mu/ h6' ,%e _h nev]1 h[ev]1 be5 engag$ 9 ! ,sunday ,s*ool tea*+ & visit+ ( ! poor1 su* z 0 n infrequ5tly und]tak5 by ?\ghtful girls ( h] day4 ,h] /rong intellectual b5t1 h] well-def9$ s5se ( purpose possibly kept h] f ev5 good occupations :i* might h seem$ desultory4 ,b "o k9d ( "w = o!rs seems actually to h be5 consid]$4 ,?is 0 9 connection ) ,mrs4 ,lanca/] :om = "s ye>s ,miss ,beale _h help$ by collect+ money = ! ,*ur* ,p5it5ti>y ,association1 & = a ,diocesan ,home at ,highgate4 ,mrs4 ,lanca/] became 9 #ahfa ! f\nd] ( ,/4 ,pet]'s ,si/]hood4 ,%e di$ 9 #ahgd4 #8,%e 01' says "o :o knew h]1 #8a v rem>kable woman1 ( great *>m & clev]ness1 & :olly devot$ to ! s]vice ( ,god4' ,h] lett]s to ,miss ,beale at ?is "t %[ t %e 0 at once drawn to h] "y help]1 s active 9 inspir+ o!rs to %>e 9 ! good "w1 s punctual 9 h] paym5ts4 ,x 0 "w 9 :i* ,miss ,beale 0 int]e/$ all h] life1 to :i* %e gave l>gely1 & :i* %e ev] promot$ z f> z h] mu* fill$ "t & ?\ght p]mitt$4 ,mrs4 ,lanca/] greet$ h] fir/ sign ( int]e/ ) a w>m welcome to ! new work]4 #8,inde$1 x 0 a great joy to me to see ano!r drawn 9 by ! ,good ,%eph]d to help 9 seek+ ,8 lo/ %eep4 ,may ,he bless & /r5g!n y\r w & p[] = ! "w4' ,doro!a appe>s to h be5 an assi/ant secret>y1 & to h collect$ money f h] si/]s & fri5ds = ?is object4 ,x is unnecess>y1 p]haps1 to say t ?is money 0 always paid on ! same date ( ea* ye>4 ,aft] a "t1 :5 x seem$ likely t ,miss ,beale w\ld n rema9 at ,ca/]ton1 ,mrs4 ,lanca/] obvi\sly hop$ to f9d 9 h] "o :o w\ld give up h] life & tal5ts to ?is cause4 #8,i wi%1' %e wrote1 #8= ! sake ( poor ,p5it5ts t y 7 m free1 = ,i fancy y are a real1 /eady1 ord]ly do]1 & t is wor? mu* 9 su* a cause4 ,/ill1 y d :at y c1 & may well be grateful to help 9 any way4 ,?ank y\r si/] too v mu*2 x is v delightful to get "y int]e/4' ,!n1 :5 an occasion arriv$ on :i* x 0 absolutely necess>y to f9d a work] = ! ,highgate ,home1 %e wrote3 #8,are y sure t y don't "k ( a really good "y lady n ov] accompli%$1 & %e ne$ "k nei!r ,greek nor ,h9do/anee1 :o w\ld come & live at ! ,home1 ) a sal>y ( #cj only1 & poor p's diet8' ,?is 0 foll[$ by a /ill m practical sugge/ion3 #8,is !re any *ance 7,i don't l ! ^w7 ( y\r lik+ to take ! ,head%ip ( a l>ge ,p5it5ti>y to be work$ by ,si/]s1 b ! :ole "u /rict1 hone/1 ,engli% pr9ciples--m l ,kais]w]? ?an any?+ we h n[8' ,doro!a's answ] seems to h embold5$ ,mrs4 ,lanca/] to make a def9ite sugge/ion to h] to come h]self1 ei!r z a ,si/] or a lay work]1 & ! foll[+ note f ,mrs4 ,lanca/]1 writt5 dur+ ! summ] holidays ( ! ,ca/]ton ye>1 %[s t ! idea 0 to "s ext5t ent]ta9$4 ,x is int]e/+ also 9 ! hi/ory ( ! "w & in/itution e/abli%$ by t lady4 #8,z y\r m9d does n altoge!r say 8,no0 to my proposal at once1 ,i write a l9e to beg y n to decide aga9/ ! ?\ght ( :at ,i wrote to y ab\t1 )\t weigh+ v s]i\sly ^! consid]ations3 #8,:at is ! highe/ "w8 #8,:at con/itutes a call to ,god's s]vice8 #8,is x lawful to give up a high] = a l[] "w8 #8,if1 :5 y h consid]$ x well1 y feel at all drawn t[>ds x1 !n w y write ei!r to me or to ! ,rev4 ,john ,oliv] ( ,/4 ,m>y's ,h\se ( ,m]cy1 ,highgate1 appo9t+ ) him to see y 7= ! appo9tm5t is 9 8 h&s71 & he w n make x unless he is fully conv9c$ t ! lady w\ld "w x on /rictly ,engli% pr9ciples1 & t h] he>t 0 giv5 to ,god fir/4 ,he is v e>ne/ & v hone/1 & all !re seems mo/ hopeful if reg>d$ z a beg9n+ & a f\ndation1 = at pres5t !re are only two ,si/]s & "o o!r lady at "w4 ,! h\se & gr\nds are delightful1 ! ,p5it5ts 9 a good heal?y /ate1 & if b a wise lady is giv5 to ! "w ,i %\ld be v hopeful ( see+ !re1 su* a ,si/]hood z we h talk$ ab\t b h n be5 privileg$ to see gr[+ up 9 ,engli% soil4 ,pray d consult y\r si/]1 or y\r p>5ts1 b please confid5tially1 z ,i ?9k we ought to d ^! prelim9>ies z quietly z possible4 ,i h m5tion$ y\r "n q 9 confid5ce to ,mr4 ,oliv]1 & ,i d hope y w see him & talk x out to ! bottom ) him be=e y decide4 ,i "k y w d :at is bett] ?an all1 ask = guidance t _c fail4 #8,i d n ?9k y\r p>5ts w\ld object1 aft] all[+ y to g to ,ca/]ton & ,que5's ,college1 because 9 po9t ( position1 ?is is n[ felt to be all t a lady ne$ c>e ab\t4 ,i am s v anxi\s ab\t ,highgate because x seems s hopeful z reg>ds s\ndness ( pr9ciple n[1 b ,i w say no m except+ to beg y to rememb] t ! appo9tm5t does n re/ ) me ev5 if y felt y c\ld & w\ld take x4--,ev] y\rs affectionately & s9c]ely1 ,,rosa3 ,,lanca/]4' ,x is probable t ,mrs4 ,lanca/]'s fri5d%ip & ! glimpse ( ,si/]hood life :i* %e obta9$ by means ( x deep5$ ! s5se ( vocation ) :i* ,miss ,beale 0 prep>$ to take up ! new "w = :i* %e 0 wait+ 9 #aheh4 ,x may also h _h its influ5ce on outside matt]s su* z dress1 :i* we "k1 :5 engag$ on h] "w ( tea*+1 0 9 e>ly days especially v pla9 & simple4 ,mrs4 ,lanca/] 0 obvi\sly a fri5d :om %e rev]$1 "o to :om %e c\ld speak ( religi\s matt]s1 & ) ^: devot$ "w among poor wom5 %e fully sympa?is$2 b ! conv5tual side ( x nev] really appeal$ to h]4 ,?r\gh ,miss ,tw9+1 :o began h] "w 9 #ahej1 ,miss ,beale became mu* int]e/$ 9 ! re=m ( workh\ses1 & ! idea ev5 pass$ ?r\gh h] m9d ( seek+ a position z matron 9 ord] to help to promote a bett] /ate ( affairs4 ,we c only wond] :at w\ld h be5 wr\ght _h t great p]sonality & unwe>i$ dilig5ce1 t refusal to accept any?+ b ! be/1 be5 br\ght to be> on ! ,poor ,law1 on ,ve/ries1 or ,bo>ds ( ,gu>dians4 ,! education ( girls ( h] own class 0 ( f> deep] int]e/ to h] ?an any o!r "w = wom54 ,%e 0 tra9$ = x1 0 consci\s ( h] own p[] & k ( :at a s*ool %\ld be1 & %e decid$ to wait till %e c\ld f9d a head%ip & c>ry out h] own ideas4 ,x 0 n q easy to f9d ! po/ %e want$4 ,z %e put x h]self1 #8,!y might say1 8,%e c\ld n get on at ,que5's1 %e c\ld n get on at ,ca/]ton0'2 & x is obvi\s f h] di>y1 t ?\gh %e 0 actually told z e>ly z ,janu>y #aheh ( ! possible vacancy at ,*elt5ham1 %e tri$ = m ?an "o s*ool be=e %e 0 elect$ !re 9 ,june4 ,:ile %e wait$1 %e work$4 ,!re 0 pl5ty ( home int]e/1 a pleasant circle ( fri5ds ab\t h]3 %e took h] %>e 9 ! life ( o!rs1 & yet l$ h] own & accompli%$ a l>ge am\nt 9 ^? few mon?s4 ,dur+ a "p ( ?is "t %e gave weekly lessons 9 ma!matics & ,lat9 at ,miss ,elwall's s*ool at ,b>nes1 a s*ool :i* aft]w>ds became well kn[n "u ,miss ,eliza ,beale1 already 9 #aheh an assi/ant tea*] !re4 ,b ! great occupation ( ^! mon?s 0 ,! ,/ud5t's ,textbook ( ,engli% & ,g5]al ,hi/ory4 ,9 po9t ( "t ?is important "w 0 ! ?ird book produc$ by ,miss ,beale1 & a ^w on its fir/ pr$ecessor w n be out ( place "h4 ,! little volume on ! ,deaconesses' ,in/itution at ,kais]w]? 0 ! outcome ( a visit !re dur+ "o ( two summ]s pass$ 9 ,g]many = ! sake ( /udy+ s*ools & =eign me?ods ( education4 ,miss ,beale /ay$ = a few days ) ! f\nd]1 ,pa/or ,fli$n]1 & 8 wife1 & /udi$ ea* dep>tm5t ( "w4 ,%e 0 specially pleas$ ) ! ,hospital & ,sunday-s*ool1 ( :i* %e wrote ) mu* appreciation3 #8,i nev] 0 pres5t at a lesson :i* seem$ to give s mu* pleasure to *ildr5 & li/5]s1 z well z to ! tea*]1 :o c]ta9ly und]/ood ! art ( draw+ out *ildr5 by means ( que/ions4' ,g]many1 its s*ools & simil> in/itutions1 its lit]ature & language1 ev5 its h&writ+1 _h a great attraction = ,miss ,beale4 ,%e _h a few ,g]man lessons at ! ,p>is s*ool & aft]w>ds work$ at x alone1 f9ally p]fect+ h]self 9 ! language by two long visits to ! c\ntry1 :5 %e /ay$ pr9cipally at ,brunswick & ,dresd54 ,on "o occasion %e resid$ = "s "t 9 a ,g]man family4 ,9 aft] ye>s %e w\ld talk ( ?is "t to ! girls at ,*elt5ham1 tell+ !m h[ %e w\ld make a po9t ( conv]s+ ) ! p]son %e und]/ood lea/ easily at any ga!r+1 inquir+ ! mean+ ( any ^w %e did n "k1 to make use ( x h]self at ! fir/ opportunity4 #8,& ( c\rse ,i did n m9d be+ laugh$ at a little1' %e w\ld add ) a smile4 ,h5ce ! praise t ,g]man ladies tea*+ at ,*elt5ham w\ld accord h] k ( ! language1 say+ t %e nev] made a mi/ake ei!r 9 speak+ or writ+4 ,%e frequ5tly made use ( ! ,g]man "* 9 writ+ h] di>y4 ,! book on ,kais]w]?1 writt5 z x 0 = a special cause1 has naturally long s9ce _h its day1 ?\gh on its appe>ance x 0 accept$ widely en\gh to ju/ify ! ?\ght ( a second edition4 ,mrs4 ,lanca/] 0 greatly int]e/$ by x1 & %[$ x to ! ,bi%op ( ,london1#bb :o _h j sign$ ! ,rule ( ! newly-f\nd$ ,si/]hood4 ,bo? ,bi%op ,jackson & ,dean ,tr5* decl9$1 9 fri5dly lett]s1 d$ications to !mselves ( a second edition1 & none appe>s to h be5 issu$2 possibly on acc\nt ( difficulties sugge/$ by ,mrs4 ,lanca/]1 :o wi%$ ! scope ( ! book enl>g$ to embrace "w ( a simil> nature 9 ,engl&4 ,9 ! ev5t ( ?is be+ done1 %e begg$ ,miss ,beale to add a notice ( ! infant ,community ( ,/4 ,pet]'s1 !n 9 ,br\ghton ,squ>e4 ,to-day ! book c sc>cely be call$ extant1 b !re is c]ta9ly "o copy 9 ,engl& & "o 9 ,kais]w]?4 ,x is int]e/+ because x %[s1 l o!r writ+ ( ?is "t1 ! cont9uity ( ,miss ,beale's ideas & ?\ghts4 ,h] s[+ _h be5 betimes & abundant1 & %e c\ld already ga!r z %e ne$$4 ,%e did n give till %e _h ! :]e)al1 & ?\gh 9 h] long ye>s %e frequ5tly s[$ afre%--0 ev] disciple z well z tea*]--%e 0 an e>ly husb&man1 a wise h\sehold]1 able cont9u\sly & opportunely to br+ out ?+s new & old4 ,! simile ( ,jairus's daught]1 occurr+ = ! fir/ "t 9 ! passage quot$ bel[1 0 "o %e (t5 quot$ 9 connection ) t awak5+ ( wom5's en]gies x _h be5 h] lot to %>e2 & "o %e f9ally en%r9$ = h] *ildr5 9 ! w9d[ plac$ 9 ! ,college to ! memory ( ,miss ,buckoll 9 #ahij4 ,& l mu* ( h] lat] "w1 ! little book %[s also h[ mu* h] religion w5t h& 9 h& ) all h] "w = o!rs4 ,!re 0 no ?\ght ( ! emancipation ( wom51 no ^w ( rights2 %e spoke only ( duties1 ( scope to d good2 b ev5 ^! 7 q second>y to ! desire1 ! w to make ! ef=t1 ! e> to he> ! bidd+ voice4 ,"h is a passage to illu/rate ?is3 #8,x has occurr$ to me t a m detail$ description ?an t giv5 six ye>s ago by ,miss ,night+ale ( an in/itution 9 :i* %e 0 h]self tra9$1 & :i* has s9ce t "t _m new features1 might assi/ ^? :o are consid]+ ! be/ way ( turn+ to acc\nt ! wa/$ en]gy ( our c\ntry-wom51 ( ^? ^: highe/ happ9ess x w\ld be to be l ,m>y1 ,joanna1 & ,susannah1 to foll[ ,*ri/4444 ,!re are _m :o1 :5 !y pray to ,god 8to com=t & succ\r all !m :o 444 are 9 tr\ble1 sorr[1 ne$1 sickness1 or any o!r adv]sity10 _c be satisfi$ )\t giv+ a small portion ( _! money1 :o tremble at ! ?\ght ( be+ numb]$ ) ! wom5 :o are at ease1 ) ! c>eless daught]s4 ,o t ,*ri/ w\ld take u by ! h&4 ,he has b to speak ! ^w3 8,daught]1 ,i say unto !e1 ,arise02 & we %all arise & m9i/] to ,him3 !n w ! scorn]s ackn[l$ge we 7 only sleep+1 & our s\ls w magnify ! ,"l4'#bc ,two o!r %ort extracts mu/ be p]mitt$3 #8,i c\ld n b contra/ ! aimless exi/5ce ( _m ( my own c\ntry-wom51 ! dre>y regions ( ! fa%ionable _w1 ) ! wide field "u cultivation by ?is b& ( ,si/]s1 :o1 by ,god's bless+1 p5etrate ye> by ye> f>!r into ! wild]ness1 & rescue s _m ( _! fell[-creatures f evils m to be dread$ ?an fam9e1 pe/il5ce1 & ! sword4'#bd ,f9ally1 ! foll[+ passage tells h[ ! /r5g!n+ ?\ght ( ! ,communion ( ,sa9ts1 ( :i* %e spoke to ,miss ,gore on ! la/ ,sunday ( h] life1 0 already beg9n+ to be h]s3 #8,! happ9ess ( a ,deaconess does n arise f ext]nal circum/ances2 x is a peace :i* ! _w _c give4 ,%e mu/ be prep>$ to live away f ! _w1 )\t any society b t ( a few sick p]sons & *ildr51 )\t beautiful s]vices2 to believe1 9 ! mid/ ( unbelief & s91 9 ! ,holy ,ca?olic ,*ur* & ! ,communion ( ,sa9ts4 ,%e mu/ always be wat*+ = h] ,"l's com+1 = 9 ! mid/ ( ! pe/il5ce & ne> ! field ( battle is h] po/4'#be ,a second visit to ,kais]w]?1 t5 ye>s lat]1 gave ,miss ,beale great pleasure4 ,%e 0 delight$ ) ! "w be+ done & ! ext5sion ( ! small beg9n+s %e _h se5 9 #ahef4 ,9 #aije1 at ,oeynhaus51 %e met accid5tally a ,deaconess ( ,kais]w]?1 0 mu* attract$ by h]1 & invit$ h] to come & see h] & talk to h] ( ! in/itution1 & aft] h] return to ,engl& ex*ang$ lett]s ) h]4 ,! ,textbook ( ,hi/ory entail$ a great deal ( lab\r & /udy1 :i* mu/ h be5 a boon to its writ] at a "t ( depression & unc]ta9ty4 ,?\gh ! s*eme ( x 0 no d\bt 9 h] m9d be=e %e left ,ca/]ton1 & ! book 0 probably begun 9 ! summ] holidays ( #aheg1 x 0 n till aft] ,*ri/mas t %e 0 free to devote h]self to x4 ,!n %e ?rew into ! "w e h\r %e c\ld ju/ly secure1 /riv+ at ! same "t n to neglect family claims4 ,! conditions "u :i* x 0 done 7 little %ort ( h]oic4 ,9 ord] to secure fre$om f int]ruption bo? = h]self & h] books ( ref]5ce1 %e *ose = h] /udy a l>ge empty room1 :]e %e work$ 9 ! mid/ ( op5 volumes spread r\nd h] on ! floor4 ,x 0 w9t]1 b %e 0 glad to avail h]self ( ! difficulty ( keep+ up a daily fire at ! top ( ! old ,city h\se1 9 ord] to give less attraction to any o!r memb]s ( ! h\sehold to sit ) h] & take up "t 9 conv]sation4 ,! empty grate by :i* %e wrote l5ds significance to an entry 9 ! di>y ( ,m>* #aheh3 #8,self-indulg5ce because ( cold4' ,! self-d5ial & conc5tration ( ! writ] bore e>ly fruit1 = ?is book1 a dige/ ( _w-wide hi/ories1 0 publi%$ 9 ,augu/ #aheh1 j aft] its au?or _h come to ,*elt5ham4 ,! production ( ?is textbook is an in/ance ( ! way 9 :i* ,miss ,beale w\ld see & seize an opportunity4 ,!re 0 a real ne$ = su* a "w4 ,9 h] introduction %e alludes to objections :i* c\ld be rais$ to simil> books !n 9 use1 & :i* 7 /at$ 9 articles :i* appe>$ 9 ! ,times ( ,janu>y #aheg4 ,miss ,beale's ref]5ce is d\btless to two lett]s head$ #8,! ,corruption ( ,popul> ,s*ool ,books4' ,! fir/ ( ^!1 by ! not$ ,dr4 ,cumm+1 appe>$ on ,janu>y #ag1 & dealt ) c]ta9 *anges :i* _h be5 made1 9 a ,romi% direction1 9 a widely us$ textbook ( ,engli% hi/ory by ,h5ry ,ince4 ,a new edition _h lately appe>$1 pr(ess+ itself to be mu* ext5d$ & improv$1 9 wide circulation1 & sanction$ by h] ,maje/y's ,committee ( ! ,c\ncil ( ,education4 ,?is edition1 plead$ ! writ] ( ! ,times lett]1 conta9$ /atem5ts :i* made x #8unsuitable = use 9 ,prote/ant s*ools4' ,^? quot$1 e4g4 t #8,que5 ,elizabe? 0 a mi/ress 9 ! art ( dissembl+1' d n seem v repreh5sible1 b en\gh sav\r ( ,papi/ry _h be5 introduc$ into ! book to cause ! ,committee above-m5tion$ & ! ,society ( ,arts to /rike ! book (f _! li/s4 ,doro!a ,beale 0 quick to see & seize ! opportunity ?us af=d$ = a new textbook4 ,! v l>ge scope ( ! "w1 embrac+ z x does ! :ole hi/ory ( ! _w s9ce ! beg9n+ ( ! ,*ri/ian era1 ) ! hi/ory ( ,engl& giv5 9 r full] detail ?an ! re/1 makes x imp]ative t its hundr$ & sev5ty closely pr9t$ pages %\ld be r dry4 ,! ,textbook is int5d$ = ! tea*] r ?an ! pupil2 highly useful 9 its arrangem5t ( facts1 & names1 & sugge/ions ( ideas1 b n 9 itself a complete lesson-book4 ,its cle>ness & fulness are n m *>act]i/ic ( ! writ] ?an ! dramatic in/9ct :i* l$ h] to give su* names1 titles1 & %ort quotations z t5d at once to fix a fact 9 ! memory1 & to conjure up visions ( ! conditions "u :i* su* & su* ev5ts took place4 ,miss ,beale _h a rem>kable quickness 9 seiz+ on ! important matt] & /at+ x 9 a few tell+ words4 ,x is int]e/+ to take at haphaz>d h] hi/ory ( any c5tury1 & m>k :at a weal? ( int]e/ r ?an ( in=mation is br\ght toge!r 9 a few %ort pages to /imulate ! read]'s ?ir/ = k4 ,b x is suffici5t to po9t out ! titles *os5 = ! c5turies1 z %[+ :at seem$ to h] ( greate/ importance to ! progress ( mank9d4#bf ,! book is complet$ ) an acc\nt ( ! ,engli% ,con/itution & "s g5ealogical tables4 ,x rea*$ a sev5? edition1 b ,miss ,beale 0 dis9cl9$ to br+ x up to q mod]n times1 d\btless because %e felt !re are n[ o!r books to cov] ! gr\nd z well or bett] ?an h] own4 ,consequ5tly ! n9ete5? c5tury is left uncomplet$4 ,! book1 h[ev]1 play$ a useful "p at a "t :5 ! tea*+ ( hi/ory 0 v imp]fect1 & 0 well receiv$ by ^? :o knew its au?or4 #8,! plan ( ! book1' wrote ,mr4 ,plumptre1 #8seems to me v good1 & ,i _c d\bt t y h c>ri$ into ! details ! same pa9/ak+ accuracy ) :i* we us$ to be famili> 9 y\r "w ) u4' ,mr4 ,mack5zie1 at ! writ]'s reque/1 made an elaborate criticism1 f :i* x is en\gh to quote 8 #8*ief compla9t'3 #8,y\r unfairness to y\r own sex1 & y\r will+ness to believe & repeat ! calumnies utt]$ aga9/ !m by male writ]s1 a fault to :i* ! old monks 7 especially prone2 b !y 7 n q sil5t1 z y are1 ^u ! virtues ( ! royal & noble ,anglo-,saxon ladies1 :o did s mu*1 ev5 9 ! d>ke/ ages1 t[>ds educat+ & ref9+ ! b>b>\s p by :om !y 7 surr\nd$4' ,mr4 ,beale m5tion$ x m ?an once 9 8 lett]s to ! daught] 9 ^: tal5t he _h su* pride3 #8,! success ( y\r little book is v enc\rag+4 ,e4 says !y call x 8,beale's ,ince40 444 ,i d9$ at ! ,adams' la/ week1 a doctor's p>ty4 ,dr4 ,daldy 0 l\d 9 praise ( ! ,textbook4' ,& aga91 #8,und]nea? ,d4 ,beale 9 my own copy ,i h writt5 8s$ summa sequ> fe/igia r]um40' ,& to ! end x 0 a s\rce ( satisfaction to ! writ] h]self4 #8,y c\ld n h done s well )\t my ,textbook1 c\ld y8' %e said to an old pupil ^: ,hi/ories = ,s*ools h be5 widely accept$4 ,! ?ird "w ( ?is p]iod 0 a little book entitl$ ,self-,exam9ation4 ,?is 0 *iefly design$ = s*ools1 & 0 edit$ by ,mr4 ,d5ton1 ! vic> ( ,/4 ,b>?olomew's1 ,moor ,lane4 ,?is book1 too1 writt5 :5 books ( devotion 7 f> less common ?an !y are n[1 & 9 ord] to supply a real ne$ ( s*oolgirls1 has be5 long sup]s$$ by o!rs1 b 9 _m cases ! works = :i* x has be5 put on "o side are less ?\ghtful & p5etrat+4 ,! que/ions & m$itations are arrang$ r\nd ! subjects ( #8,my ,duty t[>ds ,god1 & my ,duty t[>ds my ,neighb\r1' & ) ! comm5t ( v]ses f ! ,bible are pres5t$ 9 t tabul> =m :i* ,miss ,beale lov$4#bg ,! actual que/ions = self-exam9ation are ?r\gh\t slight & few 9 proportion to :at is sugge/$ by ! ,scripture texts & ! m$itations2 ! reason d\btless be+ to make ! read] ?9k = h]self4 ,?is little "w br+s u face to face ) t religion :i* all h] life long 0 ! motive p[] ( ,doro!a's life4 ,deep religi\s feel+ 0 no phase nor *ange ( ?\ght :i* came to h] ) ye>s or exp]i5ce4 ,x 0 n wr\ght = h] 9 ! furnace ( sorr[1 ?\gh _m times !re r5ew$ & purifi$4 ,x 0 s mu* ! dom9at+ =ce ( h] m9d & life1 t1 by :i* e day z e ye> %e 0 controll$ & inspir$1 t x may be rev]5tly reg>d$ z a special gift to "o call$ to a great s]vice4 #8,i _c1' %e wrote1 #8look back ^u ! "t :5 ,god 0 n a pres5t ,fri5d4 ,i w\ld ?r[ myself on my knees 9 tr\ble1 & ,he gave ( ,8 compassion4 ,h[ 7z a *ild7 ,i us$ to foll[ ! s]vice & wi% x 7 possible to ?9k ( :at ,god 02--to ?9k ( ,him z m]e ,light 0 ! ne>e/ approa*4' ,& z an old woman--despite ! love ( fri5ds1 & h] well-des]v$ hon\rs1 (t5 alone & sick & we>y--%e wrote1 #8,! ,"l is my ,light4' ,b ! religion ( ,doro!a ,beale 0 f> inde$ f be+ a m]e succession ( beautiful & com=t+ ?\ghts4 ,x meant au?ority4 ,x involv$ all ! difficulties ( daily ob$i5ce1 x meant ! fatigue ( wat*+1 ! pa9s ( battle1 sometimes ! humiliation ( defeat4 ,int5se z 0 h] feel+ on religi\s subjects1 x 0 nev] p]mitt$ to g (f 9 /eam1 z %e w\ld t]m x1 b became at once a practical matt] = ev]yday life4 ,sorr[ & regret = s9 & mi/akes pass$ into fre% ef=t aga9/ !m2 ! p]ception ( a beautiful ?\ght or idea became a new motive = def9ite acts ( *>ity & dilig5ce4 ,) reg>d to su* a religi\s life z h]s1 ! m9d dwell+ habitually 9 a region :i* is beyond controv]sy1 x seems l a desc5t to a l[] plane to speak ( religi\s op9ions4 ,yet no approximately true hi/ory ( h] c be relat$ )\t ref]5ce to ^!4 ,ev5 if !re 7 no record ( x z !re is1 x is obvi\s t "o at once s l>ge-m9d$ & cle>-head$1 ^: life display$ s mu* organisation & arrangem5t1 mu/ h def9itely fac$ ! great problems ( et]nity1 mu/ h li/5$ to e appeal ( ,*ri/ianity1 & ) h] own eyes h look$ up ea* av5ue ( ?\ght :i* promis$ an approa* to ,tru?4 ,& ?is %e und\bt$ly did4 ,b 9 ! k ( ,div9e ?+s1 z 9 t :i* %e w\ld sc>cely p]mit to be call$ secul>1 h] fai?fulness & simple ob$i5ce to e>ly tea*+ direct$ h] m9d to c]ta9 religi\s duties & op9ions f :i* %e nev] p>t$3 #8,if any man w d ,8 w he %all "k ( ! doctr9e1' is a text %e 0 fond ( quot+ to h] ,scripture classes4 ,%e liv$ to realise x4 ,v e>ly & cont9u\sly %e rul$ h] life by ! comm&m5ts ( ! ,"l1 & :5 /orms arose1 :5 w9ds & floods ( d\bt ?reat5$ ru91 :5 %e 0 h]self ready to cry1 #8,all is gone1' ! f\ndations ( ! h\se ( fai? 7 yet secure1 & !reon love rebuilt4 ,& s x may be truly said t ! framework ( h] p]sonal religion 0 9 age :at x _h be5 9 y\?4 ,%e _h h] own di/9ctly outl9$ pa? to :i* %e _h be5 guid$ e>ly by su* fri5ds z h] fa!r & ,mr4 ,mack5zie4 ,?is has be5 sometimes lo/ sight (1 possibly ow+ to h] deep sympa?y & int]e/ 9 matt]s ( d\bt & difficulty4 ,:5 any ( h] *ildr5 turn$ to h] 9 di/ress ( ?is nature1 %e felt1 m ?an at any o!r "t1 ! ye>n+ ( a "m's he>t1 & 0 fe>ful ( say+ any ^w or ev5 ( %[+ any op9ion ( h] own :i* might al>m or seal up confid5ce4 ,h5ce p ( widely diff]5t views wi%$ to claim h] z ( _! own way ( ?9k+ :5 (t5 %e 0 n4 ,%e did n ?9k x ( p>am\nt importance :5 speak+ to ! unor?odox1 or ev5 to ! agno/ic1 to /ate h] own beliefs precisely4 ,%e did n seek to proselytise b to help1 to remove1 z f> z p[] 0 giv5 h]1 all h9drances to ! light1 to p]suade ^? :o 7 9 d>kness /ill to obey4 ,b %e knew t %e c\ld n make any see2 %e recognis$ fai? z ! gift ( ,god4 ,miles ,beale 0 a ,*ur*man ( ! type kn[n be/ by its nickname #8,high & ,dry4' ,8 daught]s 7 /ill q "y :5 !y f\nd ?is 0 a s*ool to :i* n all ! _w belong$1 & !y began to appreciate religi\s diff]5ces4 ,!y he>d1 betwe5 ,/4 ,hel5's & ,/4 ,b>?olomew's1 prea*]s ( v>y+ %ades ( ?\ght4 ,mr4 ,mack5zie 0 succe$$ at ,/4 ,hel5's by an incumb5t ( evangelical views4 ,"s ( ,mr4 ,d5ton's curates at ,/4 ,b>?olomew's w5t ov] to ,rome2 "o became ,fa!r ,ignatius4 ,doro!a 0 only sixte5 :5 h] fa!r wrote to h] on ! subject ( ! ,hampd5-,gorham dispute1 z ( a matt] %e well und]/ood & f\nd int]e/+4 ,& ?is recalls ! fact t religi\s controv]sy ( t day rag$ specially r\nd ! "q ( ,baptismal ,reg5]ation4 ,a lett] writt5 to ! ,c\ncil ( ! ,ladies' ,college aft] h] appo9tm5t#bh %[s h[ cle>ly & concisely1 & )\t ref]5ce to books1 ,miss ,beale c\ld /ate h] op9ions4 ,x deals ) h] views ( ! ,sacram5ts1 m>k+ h] religi\s position at ! "t & inde$ to ! end2--x 0 = h] ,pray]-book t %e ask$ 9 ! "o cle> mom5t ( ! la/ unconsci\sness4 ,?is lett] conta9s a b>e1 unemotional /atem5t ( belief1 to :i* may well be add$ ?is3 t :ile %e held firmly ! doctr9e ( #8,two only1 z g5]ally necess>y to salvation1' ! life ( grace ?r\gh ! ,sacram5ts 0 ! p[] by :i* %e liv$4 ,%e recognis$ h]self z =tunate 9 h] special h]itage ( ,*ri/ian ?\ght1 writ+ ( x ?us3-- #8,x 0 a "t ( great religi\s revival3 ! bald s]vices ( my *ildhood 7 beg9n+ to develop into ! musical s]vices ( our own "t4444 ,! beautiful music ( to-day is n m de> to me ?an ^? pla9 s]vices ) (t5 grotesque accompanim5ts :]e ,i le>n$ to see ,heav5 op5$4 ,miss ,sewell's writ+s1 especially ,! ,exp]i5ce ( ,life1 help$ me 9 e>ly y\? to "w out ! problems ( my daily life4 ,religion quick5$ ! intellectual life1 = ,sacram5tal tea*+ 0 to ! lead]s ( t movem5t no n>r[ dogmatism1 b ! discov]y ( ! riv] ( ! wat] ( life fl[+ ?r\gh ! :ole des]t ( human exi/5ce1 & mak+ x rejoice & blossom z ! rose1 reveal+ a unity 9 creation1 a cont9uity 9 hi/ory1 a glory 9 art1 a purpose 9 life1 mak+ life inf9itely wor? liv+4'#bi ,:5 q "y %e began ! practice ( ,sunday ,communion1 & _m a week day f\nd h] at ! #f ,a4,m4 celebration at ,/4 ,b>?olomew's ,*ur*4 ,f fir/ to la/ h] scanty di>y records ?is s]vice among ! lead+ facts ( ord9>y life4 ,9 ! p[] ?us ga9$ %e _h ev] be=e h] ! ?\ght ( co-op]ation1 ( work+ out salvation1 ( putt+ on ,*ri/ by daily dy+ to self by m9ute wat*fulness1 & 9 e s5se ( ! ^w pa9/ak+ dilig5ce4 ,at a "t :5 ! pulpits ( ,*elt5ham 7 r++ ) /atem5ts :i* seem$ to h] to misrepres5t ! great doctr9e ( ! ,atonem5t1 %e 0 speak+ to h] *ildr5 ( ! true nature ( ! ,r$eem]'s ,blood1 ( ! liv+ /ream fl[+ f ! ,he>t ?r\gh all ! memb]s2 %e 0 seek+ = h]self & = !m ! righte\sness ( ,*ri/1 n z a m]e sub/itution1 b z a real atta9m5t won by ! union ( a s\l :olly surr5d]$ to ! work+s ( ! grace ( ,god4 ,?is *apt] may fitly close ) a passage f ! di>y1 :i* %e appe>s to h begun to keep = ! fir/ "t ?is ye>1 :5 %e 0 to "s ext5t =c$ back ^u h]self1 :5 %e 0 mak+ h] own s*eme ( daily "w4 ,begun on ,a% ,w$nesday1 ,febru>y #ag1 #aheh1 x 0 cont9u$ int]mitt5tly at lea/ to #aija1 :5 ! increas+ infirmities ( age made all read+ & writ+ difficult4 ,sometimes dropp$ = _m mon?s1 x 0 tak5 up aga9 z if ) ! sugge/ion ( a s5se ( culpability = neglect4 ,x 0 nev] full2 nev]1 s f> z outw>d ev5ts are conc]n$1 ( any great int]e/4 ,"s ( ^!1 inde$1 z ! writ+ ( c]ta9 lett]s1 ! visits ( c]ta9 fri5ds1 or bus9ess engagem5ts1 are j m5tion$ & no m2 d\btless = ! sake ( ref]5ce only4 ,x rema9s = u z a revelation ( ! ke5 self-scrut9y ) :i* %e1 :o _h to guide & w>n o!rs1 0 daily se>*+ h] own s\l4 ,v (t5 = weeks !re is no m5tion ( any?+ done1 or se51 or ?\ght z f> z ! matt]s ( ?is _w are conc]n$2 b %e nev] fail$ to note :at %e reg>d$ z ! real life1 spiritual gr[? or ! rev]se1 "r or wrong conduct1 fai?ful or unfai?ful p]=mance ( religi\s duties4 ,?is di>y _c be ignor$ if a true pres5tm5t ( ,doro!a ,beale is to be giv54 ,h5ce1 intimate z x is1 en\gh extracts z may display ! p]si/5t ef=t ( h] life are ins]t$ "h4 ,!y are n consecutive1 b *os5 z *>act]i/ic & int]e/+1 & %[+ to "s ext5t ! occupations ( ! p]iod4 ,scanty traces inde$ ( :at %e 0 do+ & ?9k+1 !y are yet en\gh to %[ a little ( ! anxiety & conflict ( :i* %e wrote 9 #aija to ,miss ,m>g>et ,ri*>dson1 9 ^! words3 #8,once ,i _h an int]val ( "w1 & ,i ?\ght p]haps ,god w\ld n give x me aga9--b aft] t int]val ,he call$ me "h4 ,i ?9k n[ ,i c see bett] h[ ,i ne$$ t "t ( comp>ative quiet & solitude1 & a "t to ?9k ov] my failures1 & a "t to be m helpful to my family4' ,,extracts ,,f ,,di>y ,,( #aheh #8,febru>y #ag?4--,a% ,w$nesday4 ,to ,s4 ,m's4 ,appli$ = s*ool at ,holl[ay4 ,lip-s]vice4 ,snappi%4 ,resolution4 to /rive = m humility1 pati5ce1 *>ity4 #8,febru>y #bf?4--,miss ,al/on came4 ,idle m$itation on peace4 ,to be less anxi\s4 #8,febru>y #bg?4--,hi/ory = sev5 h\rs4 ,*ur*4 ,"s idl5ess4 #8,m>* #e?4--,w5t to see ,mr4 ,sankey ab\t boy's ev5+ s*ool4 ,to *ur*4 ,hi/ory4 ,_m impati5t answ]s to ,mama4 #8,m>* #f?4--,hi/ory4 ,aunt ,e4 came4 ,cross at n gett+ my own way4 ,"s idl5ess4 ,impati5t mann]4 #8,m>* #g?1 ,sunday4--,w5t to ,h4 ,e4 )\t pray]4 ,n a devot$ s]vice4 ,morn+ pray] no?+ b va9 ?\ghts4 ,at ev5+ ,*ur*4 ,v cross4 #8,april #ad?4--,hi/ory4 ,elizabe?4 ,call$ on ,mrs4 ,bl5k>ne4 ,d9$ at ,*apt] ,h\se4 ,idle4 ,indulg5ce 9 read+ /ory at my "t = ev5+ pray]4 ,unpunctual 9 morn+4 ,?\ghtless ab\t ,mama4 #8,april #bj?4--,hi/ory1 #af? ,c5tury4 ,felt t]ribly cross4 ,o grant me calmness4 #8,april #bbnd4--,w5t ab\t s]vants till #aa4cj4 ,wrote to ,miss ,hyde4 ,/ill "s tempe/ )94 #8,june #bnd4--,copy+4 ,d9n] p>ty4 ,eliza at home4 ,worldly4 #8,june #crd4--,heada*e4 ,to ,mrs4 ,nor?cote's4 ,wrote preface4 #8,june #d?4--,saw ,mrs4 ,b>rett4 ,copi$4 ,neglect$ pray] greatly4 ,v worldly4 #8,june #g?4--,wrote lett]s4 ,a t]rible blank ( worldl9ess4 ,idle4 #8,june #i?4--,wrote to ,miss ,elwall4 ,lett] f ,*elt5ham4 ,m4 copi$ c]tificates4 ,worldly4 ,spoke angrily to ,a4 #8,june #aj?4--,wrote to ,*elt5ham4 ,saxon ,exhibition4 ,selfi% & worldly4 #8,june #ac?4--,s4 ,b>?olomew's twice4 ,h4 ,e4 ,inatt5tive twice4 ,unk9d ?\ghts & words4 #8,june #ad?4--,lett] to g to ,*elt5ham4 #8,june #af?4--,elect$4' ,,*apt] ,v ,,*elt5ham #8,he build$ bett] ?an he knew4'--,,em]son4 ,doro!a ,beale 9 age rememb]$ t 9 y\? %e _h plann$ #8an air-ca/le s*ool1 ) a c5tral quadrangle1 cloi/]s & rooms ov]4' ,to few is x giv51 z x 0 giv5 to h]1 to realise s ne>ly ! dreams ( y\?1 = few possess ! s5se ( purpose & ! indomitable w :i* fell to h] portion4 ,b ! college ( h] vision did n come into be+ )\t a process ( developm5t s sl[ t = "s ye>s progress c\ld h>dly be record$1 nor )\t inf9ite disappo9tm5t ev5 9 matt]s :i* seem$ at ! "t vital2 n )\t ceaseless ef=t1 se5 & unse51 on ! "p ( ! ,lady ,pr9cipal4 ,we h rea*$1 9 ! tw5tie? c5tury1 a p]iod 9 ! hi/ory ( education 9 :i* s*ools may be said to be f\nd$ ready-made4 ,a great & f9e #8plant1' op5+ c]emonies1 royal patronage1 appe> necessities f ! beg9n+4 ,! ,ladies' ,college1 ,*elt5ham1 0 tw5ty ye>s old be=e x _h a build+ ( its own1 its fir/ /one 0 laid by an unkn[n h&1 its op5+ rite consi/$ ( s*ool pray]s 9 ! ord9>y way on a ,monday morn+1 at #i ,a4,m41 ) ! addition ( a few words r n]v\sly read by ! ,lady ,pr9cipal4 ,! college has nev] _h a patron1 nor did x ev5 h any specially di/+ui%$ visitor1 till ! ,empress ,fr$]ick came 9 #ahig4 ,! ,ladies' ,college did n orig9ate ) ,miss ,beale4 ,%e br\ght to x1 :5 x 0 b a weakl+ & l to p]i%1 all h] dreams & all h] en]gies4 ,%e made x emphatically h] own2 b its fir/ inception 0 ) a small numb] ( ,*elt5ham resid5ts1 notably ) ! ,rev]5d ,h4 ,wal=d ,bellairs1 !n ,h4,m4 ,inspector ( ,s*ools = ,gl\ce/]%ire1#cj & ! ,rev]5d ,c4 ,a4 ,bromby1#ca ,pr9cipal ( ! ,tra9+ ,colleges4 ,its f\ndation 0 a cont9uation ( "w already begun 9 ! t[n ) ! op5+ ( ,*elt5ham ,college1 9 #ahdc4 ,?is 0 "o ( ! e>lie/ ( ! great n9ete5? c5tury public s*ools1 & "o ( ! v few :i* has no anci5t orig94 ,a v slight glance at ! hi/ory ( ! t[n1 :i* has produc$ two great colleges1 w s]ve to %[ t _! "w 9 its mid/ has be5 almo/ t ( a quiet & b5efic5t revolution4 ,! mild air & f]tile soil ( ! great pla9 bel[ ! ,cotswold ,hills 7 recognis$ z e>ly z ! days ( ,edw>d ! ,confessor1 :5 ,*elt5ham 0 call$ ^u to furni% a l>ge am\nt ( bread = ! royal k5nels4 ,= c5turies only a little m>ket t[n ) a beautiful ,e>ly ,go?ic *ur* on ! banks ( an insignificant /ream1 x crept out ( obscurity 9 ! pages ( ,ogilby :o1 9 #aghe1 describ$ x z inhabit$ by p #8mu* giv5 to plant tobacco1 ?\gh !y are suppress$ by au?ority4' ,=ty ye>s aft] ?is ! discov]y ( ! m$ic9al prop]ties ( its wat]s made ! place attractive to ^? :o c\ld af=d to take ! rem$y1 & 9 ! lat] ye>s ( ,george ! ,?ird1 x came to be ! #8,que5 ( wat]+ places4' ,details ( ! long royal visit ( #aghh may be read 9 ! pages ( ,fanny ,burney & o!rs4 ,! ,k+ w\ld aft]w>ds speak ( ,*elt5ham & ! ,vale ( ,gl\ce/] z #8! f9e/ "p ( my k+dom t ,i h beheld4' ,o!r di/+ui%$ visitors foll[$3 ! ,pr9ce ,reg5t1 :o gave a ball2 ,*>les ,james ,fox2 ,well+ton1 )9 a ye> ( ,wat]loo2 ,l\is ,philippe & ,m>ie ,amlie 9 _! exile2 & _m o!rs1 among :om1 z a boy1 came ,byron1 to w&]1 accord+ to a cont95tal biograph]1 #8on ! sea%ore at ,*elt5ham6' ,z late z #ahgj !re 0 9 ,*elt5ham sc>cely a h\se :i* did n te/ify by its gr&iose1 pseudo-classic#cb ar*itecture to ! pa/ magnific5ce ( a t[n :i* _h /riv5 to be wor?y ( a c\rt4 ,ev5 to-day !re are b few :i* d n foll[ ! l9es laid d[n by ! build]s ( ! e>ly ye>s ( ! n9ete5? c5tury1 a "t at :i* ! t[n grew ) mu%room spe$4 ,x 0 a p]iod :5 population 0 rapidly increas+ all ov] ! c\ntry2 b 9 few places 7 ! leaps & b\nds s m>k$ z 9 ,*elt5ham1 :]e 9 #ahdj1 a c5sus return 0 t5fold l>g] ?an x _h be5 9 #ahjd4 ,?is rapid gr[? 0 due1 less to ! fam\s wells & pump-rooms ?an to ! reputation ( its climate1 & ! abs5ce ( any great w9t] sev]ity1 attractive to ^? :o _h liv$ 9 tropical c\ntries4 ,h5ce ,*elt5ham became a fav\rite resid5ce = ,anglo-,indians1 milit>y & civil4 ,! t[n grew p]haps a little less di/+ui%$1 b n less gay & popul>4 ,! fa%ion 9 ,*elt5ham wat]s pass$2 k+s & dukes s\ght _! #8cure' abroad2 b x 0 possible to h balls & o!r amusem5ts )\t a ,pr9ce ,reg5t1 :ile ! hunt+ season especially became a "t ( fe/ivity4 ,& side by side ) ! lov]s ( pleasure1 :o =m$ s l>ge & sp>kl+ a "p ( ,*elt5ham society1 exi/$ ^? :o took all life ) deep1 almo/ =bidd+ s]i\sness4 ,to meet ! ne$s ( ! rapidly gr[+ population dur+ ! fir/ =ty ye>s ( ! n9ete5? c5tury1 sev]al *ur*es 7 built "u ! auspices ( diff]5t p]sons4 ,*ur*-build+ 9 ! days ( propriet>y sitt+s 0 a n unpr(itable inve/m5t2 !re 7 also lib]al b5efactors to support ,mr4 ,close1 :o 0 incumb5t ( ,*elt5ham = ne>ly ?irty ye>s1 9 8 s*emes = ! welf>e ( 8 flock4 ,francis ,close1 a disciple ( ,*>les ,simeon1 came to ,*elt5ham 9 #ahbd1 z curate-9-*>ge ( ,holy ,tr9ity1 a newly erect$ *apel-(-ease to ! p>i% *ur*4 ,! liv+ ( ,*elt5ham 0 already at t "t 9 ! h&s ( ,simeon1 :o _h pur*as$ x f its v>i\s patrons1 & pres5t$ x to ! ,rev]5d ,c4 ,j]vis4 ,on ! dea? ( ,mr4 ,j]vis1 ,simeon appo9t$ "y ,close to ?is important *>ge4 ,f ! fir/ ,mr4 ,close 0 a v popul> prea*]4 #8,x 01' says an admir]1 #8a new & int]e/+ sight to see s s+ul>ly h&some a "y man fill$ ) su* religi\s zeal4' ,a man ( pron\nc$ & n>r[ views1 imm5se activity & det]m9ation1 comb9$ ) g5iality & *e]fulness1 he s\ght to regulate ! ways ( society1 & to "s ext5t succe$$4 ,he rul$ ! t[n f ! pulpit ( ! p>i% *ur* z f a ?rone1 & e>n$1 among ^? :o lov$ him lea/1 ! "n ( ! #8,pope ( ,*elt5ham4'#cc ,he prea*$ aga9/ rac+1 act+1 danc+4 ,b if1 z has be5 said1 he e/abli%$ d9n]-p>ties & de/roy$ ! !atre1 he act$ only ) o!rs ( 8 s*ool ( ?\ght4 ,^? 7 ! days ( eat+ & dr9k+1 s9ce "s =m ( recreation 0 necess>y1 &1 moreov]1 ab/95ce _h a suspici\sly ,roman look4 ,!y 7 days :5 all =ms ( art1 n t ( ! !atre alone1 7 reg>d$ ) di/ru/4 ,x is true t ,mr4 ,close gave a lecture on #8,lit]ature & ! ,f9e ,arts consid]$ z ,legitimate ,pursuits ( a ,religi\s ,man'2 he also prea*$ a s]mon entitl$ #8,! ,re/oration ( ,*ur*es is ! ,re/oration ( ,pop]y1' & he said to ! head-mi/ress ( a fa%ionable bo>d+-s*ool :]e danc+ 0 includ$ 9 ! curriculum3 #8,:5 ,mrs4 ,close wi%$ my daught]s taught danc+1 ,i rem9d$ h] ( h] m>riage v[4' ,mr4 ,close's en]gies took visible & p]man5t %ape 9 ! build+s :i* arose dur+ 8 long incumb5cy4 ,eight *ur*es grew up ar\nd ! p>i% *ur*1 b t1 alas6 0 n _! model4 ,mo/ ( ! new ones display$ all ! wor/ features ( a debas$ /yle ( *ur* ar*itecture3 a dim9utive *ancel1 ?ree-deck] arrangem5ts = p>son & cl]k1 high pews1 ) safe doors = ! congregation4 ,national s*ools 7 built1 & tra9+ colleges f\nd$1 also "u ! direction ( ,mr4 ,close1 & he took 8 %>e 9 ! in/itution ( ! ,propriet>y ,college = ,boys1 9 #ahdc4 ,) ! new *ur*es came new cl]gy1 among :om1 ! mo/ popul> "n at ! "t1 0 t ( ,ar*ibald ,boyd1 vic> ( ,*ri/*ur*1 a v eloqu5t prea*] :o br\ght ! little s*oolroom 9 ! hamlet ( ,al/one1 :]e he lectur$ on ,sunday ev5+s1 into rivalry ) ! p>i% *ur*4 ,to-day1 he is fam\s = hav+ _h z 8 curate1 = five ye>s1 ! "y ,fr$]ick ,rob]tson1 ^: aft]noon s]mons at ,*ri/*ur*1 9 spite ( ! suspicion ( unor?odoxy :i* e>ly began to atta* itself to 8 "n1 drew _m ?\ghtful he>]s1 su* z ! ,pr9cipal ( ,*elt5ham ,college4 ,! mo/ lead+ m9d at ! "t among ! y\ng] cl]gy 0 t ( ,*>les ,h5ry ,bromby1 :o became vic> ( ,/4 ,paul's 9 #ahdc4 ,he 0 a man ( l>ge m5tal gifts1 & _h special p]ception ( ! intellectual ne$s ( 8 day4 ,! ,work+ ,m5's ,club1 :i* he e/abli%$ 9 8 p>i%1 0 among ! v fir/ 9 ! c\ntry4 ,all ! great educational in/itutions ( ,*elt5ham are indebt$ to 8 outlook & zeal4 ,jo9t-f\nd] ( ,*elt5ham ,college1 & lat]1 ?\gh he took no public "p & e>n$ no "n 9 ! matt]1 ( t = #8,"y ,ladies & ,*ildr51' 8 mo/ active int]e/ & "w 0 = ! tea*+ ( ! poor4 ,he became fir/ ,pr9cipal ( ! ,tra9+ ,colleges#cd = headma/]s & mi/resses ( national s*ools1 />t+ ! "w on wise & secure l9es1 & rapidly br++ x to ! front among t ( k9dr$ in/itutions4 ,mr4 ,bellairs 0 actively z well z zeal\sly associat$ ) ,mr4 ,bromby 9 all ! great s*emes1 by :i* ,*elt5ham1 ri* & poor1 0 to be enlight5$1 & 9 ! case ( ! ,propriet>y ,college = ,ladies1 x is 8 "n :i* comes to ! front1 & x 0 9 8 h\se t ! fir/ meet+ to draw up its con/itution 0 held4 ,!re 0 e reason to hope t a high-class day-s*ool = girls1 !n almo/ unkn[n1 might succe$ 9 ,*elt5ham1 :]e p>5ts _h _h a successful exp]i5ce ( su* a s*ool = _! boys4 ,ev]y:]e1 p1 :o c>$ ab\t a good education = girls1 f\nd x difficult to obta9 ev5 at great co/4 ,_m lik$ to keep _! *ildr5 ) !m2 ^? :o 7 indiff]5t w\ld be glad to avail !mselves ( ! *eap] me?od ( ! day-s*ool1 provid$ x c\ld be run on exclusive l9es4 ,!re _h be5 = "s ye>s 9 ! t[n1 select bo>d+ s*ools1 :]e a few day-s*ol>s 7 receiv$4 ,! advantage ov] ^! ( a l>ge public s*ool1 necess>ily ( a m p]man5t "* ?an a small private in/itution c\ld be1 0 obvi\s4 ,at ! meet+ 9 ! h\se ( ,mr4 ,bellairs1 on ,septemb] #cj1 #ahec1 a date :i* ,miss ,beale has not$ z ! bir?day ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 !re 7 pres5t b ?ree o!rs4 ,^! 7 ! ,rev]5d ,w4 ,dobson1 ,pr9cipal ( ,*elt5ham ,college1 ! ,rev]5d ,h4 ,a4 ,hold51 ,vice-,pr9cipal1 & ,dr4 ,s4 ,e4 ,comyn4 ,"o o!r g5tleman %\ld be nam$ among ^! e>ly build]s1 namely1 ,mr4 ,na?aniel ,h>tl&4 ,colonel ,fitzmaurice 0 also a memb] ( ! fir/ c\ncil4 ,! f\nd]s ( ?is college & day-s*ool = girls 7 anxi\s to make x cle> t _! aim 0 to develop 9 ! pupils "* & fitness = ! duties ( lat] life4 ,h5ce ! fir/ report /ates t x 0 int5d$ #8to af=d1 on reasonable t]ms1 an education bas$ ^u religi\s pr9ciples :i*1 pres]v+ ! mode/y & g5tl5ess ( ! female "*1 %\ld s f> cultivate a girl's intellectual p[]s z to fit h] = ! dis*>ge ( ^? responsible duties :i* devolve ^u h] z a wife1 "m1 mi/ress & fri5d1 ! natural companion & helpmeet = man4' ,9 fram+ ! con/itutions ,mr4 ,bellairs & 8 colleagues _h be=e _! m9ds ! successful ,college = ,boys1 & adopt$ its rules ) reg>d to religi\s in/ruction1 & ! social rank ( ! pupils4 ,! draft ( ! resolutions1 made at ! fir/ meet+1 may /ill be read4 ,h>dly less rem>kable ?an ! developm5t ( lat] days is ! p]man5t nature ( ! impress giv5 to ! ,college at its fir/ />t4 ,"s ( ! resolutions 73-- #8,t an ,in/itution = ! daught]s & "y *ildr5 ( ,noblem5 & ,g5tlem5 be e/abli%$ 9 ,*elt5ham1 & be entitl$ ! ,*elt5ham ,college = ! education ( "y ,ladies & ,*ildr54 #8,! ,college to be e/abli%$ by means ( "o hundr$ %>es ( #aj ea*2 ! possessor ( ea* %>e to h ! p[] ( nom9at+ a ,pupil1 & a vote at annual & special meet+s4 444 #8,t ! managem5t ( ! ,college = ! ensu+ ye> %all be ve/$ 9 ! ,f\nd]s1 viz4444 :o = ?is purpose %all be con/itut$ ! ,committee ( ,managem5t aft] ! expiration ( ! fir/ ye>1 exclusive ( ! ,treasur] & ,honor>y ,secret>y1 :o w be ex (ficio memb]s ( ! ,bo>d1 !y be+ %>ehold]s & memb]s ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4444 #8,t ! ,college be "u ! direction ( a ,pr9cipal1 a ,lady f :om ! pupils w receive religi\s in/ruction at appo9t$ times 9 accordance ) ! doctr9e & ! tea*+ ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl&4444 #8,t at ! end ( ea* ye> ! pupils be exam9$ by compet5t p]sons appo9t$ by ! ,committee4 #8,t ! ,college %all consi/ ( two dep>tm5ts1 ! ,junior = *ildr5 ( bo? sexes1 admissible aft] five ye>s ( age1 ! boys to be remov$ :5 !y h atta9$ _! eigh? ye>4 #8,! appo9tm5t ( ! ,lady ,pr9cipal & all subord9ate tea*]s & (fic]s to be ve/$ 9 ! ,committee4' ,) few alt]ations ^! resolutions pass$ into ! prospectus issu$ to ! public 9 ,novemb] #ahec1 an exact copy ( :i* w be f\nd 9 ! app5dix4#ce ,exp]im5tal prospectuses1 :i* nev] left ! h&s ( ! ,committee1 exi/ to %[ h[ ! f\nd]s =m$ & modifi$ _! views = ! ,college4 ,x 0 propos$ at "o "t to h a noble patron & a visitor1 besides ! work+ ,committee2 b z ,miss ,beale some:at :imsically relates1 ?is 0 f\nd to be impracticable4 #8,x 0 ?\ght t x w\ld add to ! pre/ige ( ! ,college1 & dim9i% ! prejudice :i* !n exi/$1 to h a di/+ui%$ patron1 & s ,"l de ,saum]ez1 !n resid5t 9 ,*elt5ham1 0 appli$ to1 b 9 va94 ,s !re 0 no ,patron4'#cf ,!re 0 also no visitor until #ahge1 :5 ,dr4 ,ellicott1 !n ,bi%op ( ,gl\ce/]1 k9dly und]took ! *>ge4 ,! difficulty ( secur+ patronage 0 probably :at caus$ ! ,c\ncil1 9 virtue ( "o ( _! own rules1 to invite ,mr4 ,close to accept ! (fice ( ,presid5t1 ) a seat at ! ,bo>d4 ,at ! same "t ,mr4 ,bellairs 0 appo9t$ ,vice-,presid5t4 ,9 ! fir/ in/ance x 0 int5d$ t ! ,college %\ld be conf9$ to day-s*ol>s2 !n1 9 case ?is re/riction %\ld limit ! scope ( ! "w & p]haps injure x f9ancially1 a sort ( half-measure 0 plann$1 & x 0 propos$ to /ate t3 #8! ,committee w n int]f]e ) any arrangem5ts made by ! ,p>5ts & ,fri5ds ( pupils = ,bo>d+ _! ,*ildr51 provid$ ! numb]s 9 any giv5 ,bo>d+-,h\se d n exce$ six4 ,%\ld ,bo>d+-,h\ses ev] be op5$ (f]+ accommodation to a great] numb] ( pupils ?an six1 ! ,committee res]ve to !mselves ! p[] ( insi/+ ^u & conf]r+ a ,lic5se1 be=e ,*ildr5 9 su* ,bo>d+-,h\ses be all[$ ! privilege ( becom+ ,/ud5ts 9 ! ,college4' ,z e>ly z ! #a/ ( ,novemb] ?ree ladies _h be5 f\nd to und]take bo>d+-h\ses1 & !y 7 n re/rict$ z to numb]s4 ,! l[ t]ms ( ! bo>d+-h\ses 7#dj a ye> includ+ all exp5ses1 ( c\rse )\t ! tuition fees7 sugge/ t ! ideas ( ! lib]al-m9d$ ,committee may h =e/all$ ^? ( ! future ,lady ,pr9cipal1 ev] eag] to help on ^? :o des]v$ b c\ld n af=d education4 ,! tuition fees 7 on ! same l[ scale2 f six gu9eas to tw5ty gu9eas1 & includ+ pian(orte lessons1 class s++1 elem5t>y draw+ & ne$lework1 besides ,engli% subjects & ,fr5*4 ,%>es _h be5 tak5 up to ! numb] ( "o hundr$ & fifty-sev51 s ! ,c\ncil _h en\gh money at _! disposal to ju/ify ! necess>y initial outlay4 ,aft] an unsuccessful ef=t to obta9 ,lake ,h\se1 :i* its own] decl9$ to let = ! purposes ( a s*ool1 ,cambray ,h\se1 a f9e old ,georgian build+ ) a beautiful g>d51 0 tak5 at a r5t ( #bjj a ye>4 ,"s hundr$s ( p\nds 7 sp5t 9 mak+ ?is h\se suitable = its purpose1 arrang+ a s*oolroom 7#dj by #cj feet71 a sy/em ( heat+1 & s on1 :ile a "p ( x 0 set aside z a resid5ce = ! ,lady ,pr9cipal4 ,! ,committee appo9t$ 9 ?is capacity ,mrs4 ,proct]1 wid[ ( ,colonel ,proct]1 #8a highly educat$ (fic]1' b h] daught] ,annie ,proct]1 :o 0 call$ ,vice-,pr9cipal1 0 ! actual head ( ! ,college4 #8,! =m]1' ran ! fir/ report1 #8is possess$ ( t age & exp]i5ce :i* are necess>y = ! tra9+ ( ! "y2 ! latt] ( t y\? & vig\r :i* are necess>y = tea*+4' ,a y\ng] si/] _h ! po/ ( assi/ant secret>y1 & sev]al regul> tea*]s & pr(essors 7 also appo9t$4 ,illu/ration3 ,cambray ,h\se4 ,f an old engrav+4 ,! ,college 0 actually op5$ on ,febru>y #ac1 #ahed1 ! pupils1 eighty-two 9 numb]1 hav+ be5 exam9$ a week be=e t date4 ,?us ! inauguration c]emony 0 ! actual beg9n+ ( "w4 ,:5 writ+ h] ,jubilee hi/ory ( ! ,college1 ,miss ,beale collect$ rem9isc5ces f "s :o 7 pres5t on ! op5+ day4 ,no?+ m impressive 0 =?com+ ?an a scrimmage ( dogs 9 ! cloak-room1 ! call+ ov] ( names1 foll[$ by imm$iate sort+ into classes already arrang$ z a result ( ! exam9ation1 & t #8v>i\s old g5tlem5 prom5ad$ ab\t ! fir/ few days1 & held conclaves 9 a ,bo>d-,room on ! "r h& ( ! front door4' ,! age ( ! pupils v>i$ consid]ably f t ( t9y mites to t ( gr[n-up girls4 ,!y 7 arrang$ 9 diff]5t dep>tm5ts1 ! l[e/ be+ a k9d ( infant s*ool on rais$ b5*es4 ,at fir/ ! numb]s increas$ rapidly1 & by ! end ( ! ye> !re 7 "o hundr$ & tw5ty pupils4 ,b ! fees 7 too l[1 & ! ,committee soon _h cause = anxiety ov] exp5ses4 ,9 ! fir/ ye>1 #ahed1 m ?an #acjj 0 exp5d$ 9 regul> sal>ies & 9 paym5ts to visit+ tea*]s2 ! acc\nts 9 ,decemb] %[$ a deficit ( #djj4 ,matt]s improv$ b sl[ly 9 #ahee1 & 9 ord] to less5 exp5ses1 v>i\s *anges 7 sugge/$1 su* z ! sub/itution ( ,g]man1 :i* ! ,vice-,pr9cipal c\ld tea*1 = ,lat91 & an arrangem5t by :i* ! pian(orte %\ld be taught on a class sy/em4 ,9 ! g5]al meet+ ( t ye>1 x 0 resolv$ no long] to admit boys to ! ,college1 & ) !m disappe>$ ! :ole ( ! infant dep>tm5t1 n to reappe> till ! ,k9d]g>t5 0 op5$ 9 #ahhb4 ,?is *ange l$ to a slight dim9ution ( numb]s1 & ! report ( ! ye> #ahef 7publi%$ 9 & dat$ ,febru>y #aheg71 :ile x embodi$ _m words ( praise f ! exam9]s & %[$ a balance ( receipts above exp5diture 9 ! curr5t exp5ses1 yet brea!d a consci\sness ( _m difficulties & ob/acles to be ov]come4 ,x 0 ackn[l$g$ t _h x be5 desirable to pur*ase furniture = ! ,lady ,pr9cipal in/ead ( pay+ h] #be a ye> = ! use ( h] own1 x c\ld n h be5 done f ! funds 9 h&4 #8,9 conclusion1' said ! ,*airman1 #8y\r ,c\ncil beg to express _! ?anks to ^? p>5ts :o1 dur+ ! pa/ ye>1 h cont9u$ to place confid5ce 9 ! ,college & its sy/em4 ,on _! own "p & on t ( ! ,lady ,pr9cipal & ! ,vice-,pr9cipal1 !y desire to assure ! public t no ef=ts %all be want+ on _! "p to am5d :at may appe>1 on mature consid]ation1 to be defective4444 ,!y _c dep>t f _! fundam5tal pr9ciple1 :i*1 z !y /at$1 is s\ndness r ?an %[2 magna e/ v]itas et prvalebit4' ,next ye>1 #aheg1 ! numb]s crept d[n1 fir/ to n9ety-?ree1 !n to eighty-n9e1 & ! capital acc\nt1 :i* _h nev] gone up1 0 little above #djj4 ,%>es :i* %\ld h be5 #aj1 7 (f]$ = half t sum4 ,! want ( success 0 p>tly due to want ( h>mony betwe5 ,miss ,proct] & ! ,c\ncil on po9ts ( educational me?od4 ,9 ,may #aheh1 :5 ! numb]s 7 aga9 r$uc$1 & ! prospect ( improvem5t v small1 ! ,proct]s resign$2 also ! ladies :o took bo>d]s "o by "o gave up4 ,s poor 0 ! outlook = ! ,college at ?is "t t ! ,c\ncil might h felt ju/ifi$ 9 ab&on+ ! :ole s*eme4 ,=tunately1 h[ev]1 ^? :o possess$ ! =esight & c\rage1 :i* c\ld /ill c>ry x on1 7 support$ by ! circum/ance t ! lease ( ,cambray ,h\se _h a c\ple m ye>s to run4 ,s x came to pass t 9 ,may #aheh1 )9 a =tnight ( ,miss ,proct]'s resignation1 ! ,c\ncil adv]tis$ = a ,lady ,pr9cipal ?us3-- ,,*elt5ham ,,ladies' ,,college #8,a ,vacancy hav+ occurr$ 9 ! ,(fice ( ,lady ,pr9cipal1 ,c&idates = ! ,appo9tm5t are reque/$ to apply by lett] 7) ref]5ces7 be=e ! #a/ ( ,june1 to ,j4 ,p4 ,bell1 ,esq41 ,hon4 ,sec41 ,*elt5ham4 #8,a well-educat$ & exp]i5c$ ,lady 7betwe5 ! ages ( #ce & #de7 is desir$1 capable ( conduct+ an ,in/itution ) n less ?an #ajj day-pupils4 #8,a compet5t k ( ,g]man & ,fr5*1 & a good acqua9tance ) g5]al ,engli% ,lit]ature1 ,ari?metic1 & ! common bran*es ( female education1 are expect$4 #8,sal>y1 upw>ds ( #bjj a ye>1 ) furni%$ ap>tm5ts1 & o!r advantages4 #8,no ,te/imonials to be s5t until appli$ =1 & no answ]s w be return$ except to ,c&idates app>5tly eligible4' ,! %>ehold]s reque/$ a g5]al meet+ 9 ord] to receive an explanation ( ! cause :i* l$ to ! resignation ( ,miss ,proct]1 & ?is 0 conv5$ = ,june #b4 ,! ,committee 0 occupi$ dur+ ! =tnight :i* succe$$ ?is 9 select+ & int]view+ "s ( ! fifty c&idates = ! ,head%ip1 & ,miss ,beale 0 elect$ on ,june #ac4 ,9 ,july ,miss ,proct] took h] f9al leave 9 ! foll[+ lett] to ,mr4 ,h>tl&3-- ,,gl5dale ,,h\se1 ,july #bh1 #aheh4 #8,,my ,,de> ,,sir1--,i ?ank y mu* = y\r k9d lett] enclos+ y\r *eque = #da1 #ajs4 #f;d4 #8,i take ?is opportunity ( s5d+ y ! keys ( ! ,college4 ,! h\se has be5 clean$ ?r\gh\t4 ,! ,*imneys h all be5 swept4 #8,"s few /ores1--ne>ly a cwt4 ( soap1 "s dip c&les1 & two new scrubb+ bru%es1--are 9 a closet 9 ! pantry4 #8,! new z9c v5tilator is 9 ! press us$ = ! draw+ mat]ials4 #8,two ca/-iron f5d]s1 ( m9e1 h be5 remov$ f two ( ! class-rooms4--,i rema91 my de> ,sir1 y\rs v s9c]ely1 ,s4 ,,anne ,,proct]4' ,miss ,beale he>d ( a vacancy on ! /aff ( ! ,ladies' ,college 9 ,janu>y #aheh1 :5 a ,que5's ,college fri5d1 ,miss ,mulca/]1 wrote h] a lett] int]e/+ = ! glimpses x gives bo? ( ,ca/]ton & ,*elt5ham4 #8,i am anxi\s1' ! lett] ran1 #8t y %\ld z soon z possible receive ?is lett]1 :i* is ! v e>lie/ reply 9 my p[] to make to y\rs4444 ,i _c feel v sorry on y\r own acc\nt = y\r leav+ ,ca/]ton1 al?\gh ,i d s at ! mann] ( x4444 ,i am v glad t y feel ! discipl9e & tea*+ h be5 useful to y4 ,i d n "k t any?+ bett] c\ld be desir$ = y ?an a return to ,que5's1 b ,i h some?+1 or r a %ad[ ( some?+ ,i wi% y to "k 9 case y are disappo9t$ !re4 ,i believe a place 9 ! ,ladies' ,college at ,*elt5ham is vacant1 & if s x might suit y4 ,miss ,proct] ! ,sup]9t5d5t & _m ( ! ,committee are consid]$ ,high ,*ur*4 ,miss ,brew]1 ,i am sure1 w\ld be v mu* pleas$ to he> f y1 & ,i ?9k w\ld be dispos$ to facilitate y\r appo9tm5t1 if !re is /ill a vacancy4 ,%e1 be+ "o ( ! tea*]s1 c\ld answ] any inquiries bett] ?an ,i4 ,!re is no home provid$ = ! tea*]s by ! ,committee1 b !y h hi!rto made private arrangem5ts to live toge!r4 #8,*elt5ham1 to my m9d1 pres5ts unusual advantages z a place ( resid5ce2 comb9+ ^? ( t[n & c\ntry1 & la/ b n lea/ ^? to be d]iv$ f ,canon ,boyd's m9i/ry & de> ,mr4 ,bromby's4 ,i c\ld give y "s introductions1 b x is too soon to talk ( ^? ?+s yet4444' ,miss ,beale mu/ h answ]$ ?is1 & probably wrote at ! same "t to ,miss ,brew]1 :om %e _h kn[n at ,que5's2 b !re are no fur!r lett]s exi/+ on ! subject4 ,b %e h]self told 9 lat] life t %e decl9$ to apply = ! po/ z %e _h resolv$ to seek a ,head%ip4 ,!re is no m5tion ( ,*elt5ham 9 ! di>y until ,may1 b x appe>s t o!r s*ools 7 ei!r appli$ = or consid]$4 ,on ,febru>y #ag we h #8,= s*ool at ,holl[ay4' ,on ,febru>y #ah1 #8,a lett] f a ,gre5wi* s*ool4' ,?is 0 p]haps visit$ on ! #bbnd1 :5 ! di>y m5tions a j\rney to ,gre5wi*2 b x is n nam$ aga94 ,on ,m>* #b we f9d #8,mamma wrote to ,mrs4 ,bir* ab\t s*ool at ,reigate4' ,on ,m>* #bd1 #8,talk$ to ,mr4 ,hyde ab\t ,college at ,camb]well4' ,?is possibly appe>s aga9 9 ! record ( ,april #ag3 #8,m>y decides aga9/ ,camb]well s*eme4' ,a lett] m5tion$ 9 ,miss ,beale's di>y z receiv$ f ,*elt5ham on ,may #ah 0 d\btless 9 answ] to h] application1 aft] ! adv]tisem5t _h appe>$1 to in=m h] t %e 0 accept$ z a c&idate = ! vacant ,head%ip4 ,! record ( ! next few weeks1 brief z x is1 be>s m>ks ( ! zeal & activity ) :i* ev]y?+ possible 0 done to procure te/imonials & ! recomm5dations ( fri5ds2 :ile1 at ! same "t1 ! "w w5t on at ,b>nes1 & ! %eets ( ! ,textbook 7 pass+ ?r\gh ! press4 ,! writ] 0 obvi\sly full ( anxiety & hope1 hav+ p]ceiv$ 9 ,*elt5ham a promis+ sph]e ( "w2 b %e did n relax ! daily spiritual combat to :i* we owe ! exi/5ce ( ! di>y4 ,on receipt ( a fav\rable answ] %e w5t at once to see ,mr4 ,plumptre1 & wrote to ,dr4 ,tr5*4 ,aft] ! ,ca/]ton exp]i5ce x 0 necess>y to h fur!r recomm5dations ?an ^? :i* %e _h tak5 !re f ,que5's ,college4 ,among ! fri5ds to :om %e wrote 0 ,mrs4 ,lanca/]1 :o repli$ by return3-- #8,,englem]e1 ,:it4 ,tues41 #aheh4 #8,i am v sorry t y did n tell me ab\t ,*elt5ham be=e3 ,i am "o ( ! ,proprietors6 or ,committee or some?+6 & my bro!r is ,vice-,pr9cipal--inde$ he almo/ e/abli%$ x4 ,i h n[ writt5 to him tell+ him my ?\ghts z to ! maturity ( y\r m9d & judgm5t1 & ,i hope x may be successful4 ,if y are n q det]m9$ aga9/ ,p5it5ti>y "w !re is a v nice ?+ = a ,lady ,sup]9t5d5t 444 ab\t :i* ! ,hon4 & ,rev4 ,c4 ,h>ris 444 w\ld give y full p>ticul>s4444 ,x is work$ by a ,committee1 b ! ,lady ,sup]9t5d5t w\ld be all[$ to d z %e lik$4444' ,9 ! c\rse ( ! next =tnight _m m lett]s 7 receiv$4 ,among !m "o f ,miss ,elwall ( ! ,b>nes ,s*ool4 ,%e wrote3-- #8 444 ,y h succe$$ 9 mak+ subjects usually /yl$ dry1 positively attractive1 :il/ y\r plan has be5 successful 9 =m+ n m]ely sup]ficial s*ol>s ev5 :il/ produc+ results 9 a rem>kably %ort p]iod4 #8,y\r g5tl5ess ( mann]1 pati5ce1 & lady-l deportm5t are all t c\ld be desir$1 & %\ld y leave me ,i %all feel ! greate/ regret at ! t]m9ation ( an engagem5t :i* has be5 equally agreeable to myself & to my pupils4--,i am1 de> ,miss ,beale1 ) mu* e/eem1 y\rs mo/ s9c]ely1 ,m4 ,j4 ,,elwall4' ,"o f ,mrs4 ,curl+1 ! wife ( ,dr4 ,curl+1 an em95t physician & h] fa!r's fri5d1 runs3-- #8#ci ,,grosv5or ,,/reet1 ,june #ab1 #aheh4 #8 444 ,i %all be truly happy if any recomm5dation ( m9e c promote y\r success4 ,i h _h ! pleasure ( kn[+ y _m ye>s1 & 9 y\r j\rneys ) me abroad ,i h _h frequ5t opportunities ( witness+ y\r tact & common s5se1 z well z good temp]1 & believe y to possess 9 addition ! p[] ( managem5t ess5tial = su* an appo9tm5t4 ,i am sure t ! ,college w\ld be =tunate 9 obta9+ y\r assi/ance4' ,"s fri5ds wrote direct to ! ,*elt5ham ,c\ncil4 ,! te/imony borne to ,miss ,beale's high "* is g5u9e & /rong1 if qua9tly express$ accord+ to pres5t-day notions 9 "s ( ^!4 ,mr4 ,%ephe>d wrote3-- #8,,silv]dale1 ,june #aheh4 #8,i h ! greate/ pleasure 9 express+ my high op9ion ( ,miss ,beale's "* & atta9m5ts g5]ally4 ,?\gh %e holds op9ions on ! subject ( sacram5tal grace entirely oppos$ to my own1 x is no m ?an h] due t ,i %\ld say t h] high s5se ( duty1 & inflexible integrity ( pr9ciple1 & consci5ti\s foll[+ ( ! pa? ( duty )\t reg>d to consequ5ces1 h won my highe/ respect & e/eem4 #8,! circum/ances "u :i* %e left ! ,cl]gy ,daught]s' ,s*ool 9 ?is place1 7 su*1 t ,i _c speak ( !m 9 detail1 out ( unwill+ness to reflect on ! conduct ( ! au?orities !re1 b ,i consid] h] dismissal by !m to h be5 highly hon\rable to h]self4 #8,z a ,tea*]1 ,i h reason to believe t %e is v highly accompli%$ & has be5 v successful--?\gh ,i say ?is f g5]al impressions only4 ,h4 ,,%ephe>d1 ,m4,a4 ,incumb5t ( ,ca/]ton1 late ,fell[ ( ,oriel ,college1 ,ox=d1 & late ,head ,ma/] ( ,*eam ,s*ool1 ,surrey4' & ,miss ,reynolds privately approa*$ ,mr4 ,bellairs3-- #8,,tr9ity ,,t]race1 ,,*elt5ham4 #8,a fri5d has ask$ me :e!r ,i c d any?+ to advance ! int]e/s ( ,miss ,beale4444 #8,miss ,beale is n p]sonally kn[n to me1 b f all ,i h he>d %e is a v consci5ti\s & h>d-work+ p]son1 z well z "o ^: atta9m5ts are v high 9 mo/ & ,i believe all ( ! dep>tm5ts necess>y = ! successful dis*>ge ( s important an (fice4 ,:e!r h] tal5ts = gov]nm5t correspond ) h] educational skill1 & h] v high religi\s & moral "*1 ,i "k n2 b ,i h be5 anxi\s to fulfil h] wi% 9 draw+ y\r att5tion to h] application1 :i* %e fe>$ might be ov]look$ z "o among _m4 ,! mo/ int]e/+ ( ?is s]ies ( lett]s is "o f ,miss ,al/on to ,mrs4 ,lanca/]4 ,?is1 ?r\gh ,mr4 ,bellairs1 und\bt$ly help$ to influ5ce ! ,c\ncil1 ^: memb]s 7 wise en\gh to seek = "* z mu* z atta9m5t 9 ! new ,head4 ,o!rs _h dwelt on ,miss ,beale's tal5t & p[] & s+le-he>t$ devotion to h] call+2 ,miss ,al/on c\ld also speak ( h] life & value at home4 #8,,donn+ton ,,rectory1 ,june #ab1 #aheh4 #8 444 ,i he>d f ,miss ,beale ?is morn+ t ! ,*elt5ham ,college _h writt5 = h] te/imonials4 ,i hope %e may obta9 ! appo9tm5t %e desires1 x seems "o = :i* %e is s well qualifi$4 ,( h] p[] ( tea*+ o!rs1 & mak+ !m delight 9 _! /udies1 !re is no d\bt4 ,b y d n "k h] z ,i d1 9 h] home & daily life2 !re all look up to h] & seek h] c\nsel4 ,our fri5d%ip comm5c$ :5 we 7 eighte52 s9ce t "t ,i h n only pr(it$1 ,i tru/1 by ! in/ruction %e has giv5 me 9 ! pursuit ( v>i\s /udies1 b ,i h always consult$ h] on all my plans1 :]e ! welf>e ( o!rs has be5 conc]n$1 & h f\nd h] c\nsel full ( common s5se & k9d consid]ation = ! feel+s ( ^? we desir$ to help or in/ruct4 ,%e is good-temp]$ & has pl5ty ( tact1 b %[s in/antly h] dislike to any?+ untrue 9 ^w or act4 ,=give ?is long lett]1 b ,i ?\ght y might h "s influ5ce1 & ,i am mu* int]e/$ = my fri5d1 & at ! same "t feel t ,i %\ld r place any "o ,i lov$ "u h] ?an ) any "o else ,i h met4 ,) k9d reg>ds1--,believe me y\rs v s9c]ely1 ,,eliza ,,ann ,,al/on4' ,on ,june #ad came a lett] summon+ ,miss ,beale to ,*elt5ham4 ,h] di>y does n tell u :]e %e /ay$1 or give any p>ticul>s ( ! int]views %e _h ) ! ,c\ncil z a body1 or ) individuals4 ,x records h] election on ! #af?1 & ! fact t ,mr4 ,bellairs came to breakfa/ on ! #ag?4 ,on ! same day %e saw ,mr4 ,h>tl& & ,dr4 ,comyn4 ,by ! s+le ^w #8dress1' :i* concludes h] meagre entries ( :at 7 su* mom5t\s ev5ts = h]1 hangs a little tale ( p]sonal ne$ suppli$ by ! k9d ?\ght ( a si/] :o will+ly l5t a blue silk g[n = ! w\ld-be ,lady ,pr9cipal to we> at h] fir/ int]view ) h] ,c\ncil4 ,absorption 9 ! ,textbook & k9dr$ subjects _h preclud$ c>e ( ! writ]'s w>drobe1 & :5 ?is important mom5t came1 x 0 felt t nei!r ! simple black nor ! m\se-col\r$ grey 0 equal to ! occasion4 ,! consci5ti\s c>e ( ! borr[$ plumes is /ill rememb]$4 ,on ,june #ah %e return$ f ,*elt5ham1 full ( hope1 to write innum]able lett]s--/amps1 "u _! anci5t "n ( #8heads1' became almo/ a daily entrance 9 ! di>y1 :i* sometimes s]v$ z acc\nt-book2--to f9i% ! lessons at ,b>nes1 = ! s*ool ye> _h n yet end$2 & to correct ! pro(s ( ! ,textbook1 ) ! satisfaction ( feel+ t %e _h 9 x some?+ t w\ld help 9 ! =mation ( h] tea*]s-to-be4 ,%e receiv$ _m congratulations4 ,"s lett]s 7 kept2 ,mr4 ,%ephe>d's is giv51 z x be>s ^u a subject :i* 0 ab\t to cause fre% tr\ble4 #8,,silv]dale1 ,june #bd1 #aheh4 #8 444 ,i mu/ tell y h[ pleas$ ,i am on y\r acc\nt p]sonally1 at y\r success--& ! triumph ( ju/ice 9 y\r case ov] unfairness & tyranny4 ,my pleasure w\ld be inde$ great1 if ,i _h any hope t y might be l$ to reconsid] ^? op9ions on sacram5tal grace :i* h =m$ ! only subject ( division 9 op9ion betwe5 u4 ,! long] ,i live ! m ,i am conv9c$ ( _! dang] z conta9+ 9 fact ! g]m ( all pop]y2 & subv]t+ ! v nature & ess5ce ( vital godl9ess1 by sub/itut+ ! =m = ! reality1 ! outw>d act = ! inw>d spiritual p[] & op]ation4 #8,i wi% y w\ld read ,mr4 ,litton's book1 ,! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/1 on t subject2 x is unansw]able4 #8,:at is exactly ! "n & nature ( y\r ,college8--,v s9c]ely y\rs ) all k9de/ reg>ds1 ,h4 ,,%ephe>d4' ,!re 7 also ?r\gh ^! weeks a good _m int]*ang$ visits on matt]s bo? ( bus9ess & pleasure4 ,! "n ( ,miss ,v9c5t occurs twice among o!rs m5tion$ 9 ! di>y4 ,?is is ! lady :o 9 ,augu/ ( #aheh became ,lady ,sup]9t5d5t at ,ca/]ton1 & rema9$ !re till #ahhh1 :5 %e di$ !re 9 h>ness at ! age ( sev5ty-five4 ,doro!a ,beale 0 n1 h[ev]1 de/9$ to take possession ( h] k+dom )\t a conflict4 ,! old religi\s dispute 0 h&$ on f ,ca/]ton1 = ,mr4 ,%ephe>d1 ) "o o!r ^: "n does n appe>1 felt he c\ld n b m5tion ! po9ts he held to be #8dang]\s' 9 h] religi\s beliefs4 ,& !re 0 c]ta9ly /ill ano!r lett] to disc\rage ! ,c\ncil1 f ,m4 ,m>iette to ,mr4 ,p5rice ,bell1 que/ion+ ,miss ,beale's suitability = ! po/ ( ,head ,mi/ress on ! gr\nd t %e 0 n sympa!tic 9 mann]4 ,?is appe>s to h be5 disreg>d$1 b ! p>tisans ( ,dean ,close felt b\nd to consid] ! accusation ( ,high ,*ur* op9ions4 ,miss ,beale fir/ le>n$ ( ! opposition :i* _h aris5 to h] appo9tm5t on ,july #ab1 9 ! foll[+ lett] f ,mr4 ,bell3-- #8,july #aj1 #aheh4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,lett]s h be5 put into my h& to-day :i* cause me mu* anxiety1 & be=e consult+ ! ,c\ncil ^u ! subject1 ,i ?9k x be/ to communicate ) y1 begg+ an imm$iate reply 9 ! same _s ( unres]ve & c&\r & frankness z t 9 :i* ,i n[ write4 #8,:5 "h ,i took pa9s to impress ^u y\r m9d ! fact t ! ,c\ncil c\ld n 9 ju/ice to ^? :om !y repres5t accept a ,lady ,pr9cipal :o holds ,high ,*ur* views or sympa?ises ) !m2 & t !y _h reject$ mo/ satisfactory te/imonials f "o ( ! c&idates solely on ! gr\nd ( h] pr(ess+ doctr9al views ( t "*4 ,i 0 ?us explicit ) y 9 ord] to prev5t any misund]/&+ ^u ?is mo/ important "q1 b no?+ fell f y\r lips to lead me to suppose y 7 op5 to an objection ( t nature4 ,i =bore f motives ( delicacy 7& probably ! o!r memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil did ! same71 to press ?is subject ^u y 9 ! %ape ( direct enquiry1 feel+ sure y w\ld n conceal y\r real views if !y 7 inde$ su* z ,i pla9ly /at$ to be oppos$ to ^? ent]ta9$ by ! f\nd]s ( ! in/itution4 ,! lett]s are m>k$ 8,private10 s ,i am n at lib]ty to "n ! writ]s1 b ,i w quote ! mat]ial portions2 & ,i may rem>k t bo? g5tlem5 speak 9 ! highe/ t]ms ( y\r qualifications 9 g5]al4 #88,%e1 ,miss ,beale1 is v ,high ,*ur* to say ! lea/1 & holds ultra views ( ,baptismal ,reg5]ation40 444 8,%e has also a s]i\s & deep religi\s feel+1 & a self-d5y+ "*4 ,b %e is decid$ly ,high ,*ur*4 ,h] op9ions on ! vital & critical "q ( sacram5tal grace are altoge!r ^? ( ! ,high ,*ur* or ,tract>ian ,s*ool--assum+ ! opus op]atum ( ! ,sacram5ts to convey1 ( necessity & 9 all cases1 ! inw>d grace ( :i* t ,sacram5t is ! sign40 #88,x is "r to add t ,miss ,beale av[s h] belief 9 ! ,bible z ! rule ( fai?40 #8,n[ y h und\bt$ly full "r to ent]ta9 su* op9ions z 9 y\r consci5ce y believe to be true1 b at ! same "t y are 7& 77 b\nd 9 hon\r ( good fai?1 on su* occasion z ! (f]+ ( y\rself = ! important position to :i* y h be5 rec5tly appo9t$1 to av[ y\r op9ions op5ly & di/9ctly2 especially :5 made acqua9t$ ) ! views ( ^? responsible = y\r selection4 #8,if x be ! fact t y d hold op9ions su* z are attribut$ to y1 x is cle> t y w n only inflict s]i\s injury on ! ,in/itution1 b also on y\rself1 by assum+ ! (fice--= if y hold u to ! appo9tm5t ! ,c\ncil w\ld & mu/1 ,i imag9e1 at once give y ! ?ree mon?s' notice 7or sal>y equival5t71 & cancel x at ! e>lie/ p]iod1 publi%+ _! reasons = s extraord9>y a /ep4 ,if1 h[ev]1 y are misrepres5t$1 ,i %all he>tily rejoice on e acc\nt1 b ,i beg ( y1 by return ( po/1 to fav\r me ) a def9ite reply to ! two que/ions ,i feel x n[ my duty to put to y3-- #8#a/4 ,d y or d y n hold ! doctr9e ( ! opus op]atum 9 ! ,sacram5t ( ,baptism8 #8#bnd4 ,d y or n sympa?ise ) & are atta*$ to ! pr9ciples ( ! ,high ,*ur* p>ty8--,believe me to rema91 y\rs v truly1 ,j4 ,,p5rice ,,bell1 ,hon4 ,sec4 #8,,ps4--,i ?9k x bett] n to pr9t ! ,prospectus until ! pres5t difficulty is settl$ 9 "s way4' ,?is lett]1 :i* mu/ h come z a bolt f ! blue1 0 a bl[1 b n ( a cru%+ nature to "o ^: en]gies 7 ev] brac$ by conflict4 ,miss ,beale wrote at once to ,mr4 ,bellairs to tell him :at _h happ5$1 & to ,mr4 ,bell 9 answ] to 8 attack4 ,bo? lett]s are giv51 z !y cle>ly /ate h] religi\s position4 ,to ,mr4 ,bellairs %e wrote3-- #8#ca ,,f9sbury ,,squ>e1 ,july #ab4 #8 444 ,al?\gh our acqua9tance has be5 v %ort1 ow+ to ! k9dness ) :i* y receiv$ me1 ,i _c help consid]+ y 9 "s measure z a fri5d1 & feel+ t y w und]/& me3 p]haps1 also1 y\r (fice bo? z ,cl]gyman & ,vice-,presid5t ( ! ,*elt5ham ,ladies' ,college gives me "s "r to tr\ble y ^u ?is occasion4 #8,i receiv$ ?is morn+ a note f ,mr4 ,bell1 accus+ me ( want ( c&\r 9 n speak+ ( my religi\s views1 al?\gh !y 7 9 no way allud$ to by ! ,c\ncil1 & tell+ me he has be5 in=m$ t my op9ions are ^? ( ! ,tract>ian ,s*ool4 ,n[1 z ,i h nev] se5 m ?an a few pages ( ! 8,tracts10 ,i _c positively contradict su* a /atem5t4 ,i h expla9$ some:at at l>ge to him :at are my op9ions2 ,i w n repeat !m to y1 z y w no d\bt see ! lett]4 ,t my views diff] consid]ably f ^? ( ! ultra-evangelical p>ty1 ( :i* ,mr4 ,c>us ,wilson is "o ( ! lead]s1 & ! ,record ! accr$it$ organ1 ,i freely ackn[l$ge2 b ,i ?9k !m ^? ( a mod]ate memb] ( ! ,engli% ,*ur*1 & on see+ y\r "n z ,vice-,presid5t1 ,i conclud$ ! ,ladies' ,college 0 n id5tifi$ ) any exclusive p>ty4 ,i h endeav\r$ to be p]fectly c&id1 = ,i c\ld n und]take s great a "w )\t ! hope ( ,god's bless+4 ,%\ld my own lett] n be consid]$ decisive evid5ce aga9/ me1 p]haps y w\ld ?9k x wor? :ile to write to ,mrs4 ,lanca/] or ,mrs4 ,gre5e 7) :om ,i ?9k y said y 7 acqua9t$74 ,) bo? ( !m ,i h spok5 freely on religi\s subjects1 & !y w\ld tell y :e!r !y believ$ my op9ions to be extreme4 ,z no?+ is f>!r f my wi%es ?an to deceive ! ,c\ncil1 ,i =w>d to y by ?is po/ two books1 :i* ,i h publi%$ )\t my "n--n because ,i 0 a%am$ ( express+ :at ,i ?\ght "r1 b because "o naturally %r9ks f expos+ )\t necessity "o's inn] religi\s life4 ,i feel ?is m especially ) reg>d to ! small] book1 :i* ,i mu/ !re=e ask y n to m5tion to o!rs4 ,i s5d !m to y1 because !y may assi/ y 9 com+ to a "r conclusion1 :e!r = or aga9/ my reta9+ ! po/ to :i* ,i h be5 appo9t$1 & ,i ?9k ! ,c\ncil w be 9 a great measure guid$ by y\r decision4' ,to ,mr4 ,p5rice ,bell3-- #8#ca ,,f9sbury ,,squ>e1 ,july #ab1 #aheh4 #8,on look+ at ! ,prospectus ( ! ,ca/]ton ,s*ool1 ,i saw on ! ,committee ! names ( ^? :o pr(ess$ ultra-evangelical views2 ,i !re=e felt x my duty di/9ctly to expla91 be=e accept+ ! appo9tm5t1 :]e9 my op9ions diff]$ f ^? :i* ,i knew !m to hold4 ,x 0 aft] ,i _h made t /atem5t t ,i 0 appo9t$4 ,on look+ at ! pap]s ( ! ,*elt5ham ,college1 ,i f\nd ! "n ( ,mr4 ,close 9 conjunction ) t ( ,mr4 ,bellairs & o!rs4 ,f ?is & :at ,i _h he>d privately ,i 0 l$ to conclude t y 7 n id5tifi$ ) any p>ticul> p>ty 9 ! ,*ur*2 t y\r views 7 n m exclusive ?an ^? ( ! ,educational ,committee ( ,que5's ,college1 :o _h express$ !mselves satisfi$ ) my tea*+4 ,i also plac$ 9 y\r h&s a te/imonial f ! ,pr(essor ( ,!ology !re2 my op9ion 0 /ill fur!r /r5g!n$ by y\r accept+ ! recomm5dation ( ! ,dean ( ,we/m9/] & includ+ ! ,liturgy ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& among/ ! subjects taught4 #8,believ+ myself to hold mod]ate1 c]ta9ly n ultra1 views ,i did n feel myself op5 to ! *>ge br\ght aga9/ me aft] my appo9tm5t4 ,i ?9k y w rememb] ! subject ( religion 0 9 no way allud$ to be=e4 #8,hav+ ?us1 ,i hope1 ju/ifi$ myself f any accusation ( want ( c&\r1 ,i proce$ to answ] y\r que/ions z briefly z ,i c4 #8,if y und]/& by ! opus op]atum 8efficacy0 ( ,baptism1--t all :o are baptiz$ are !re=e sav$ 7a doctr9e :i* ,mr4 ,%ephe>d assur$ me 0 held by "s71 ,i explicitly /ate t ,i d n hold t doctr9e4 ,i believe ,baptism to be 8an outw>d & visible sign ( an inw>d & spiritual grace giv5 unto u0 7,cate*ism72 to be ! appo9t$ means = admitt+ memb]s into ! ,*ur* ( ,*ri/1 accord+ to ,/4 ,paul's tea*+ t 8,*ri/ gave ,himself = ! ,*ur* t ,he might save x & cleanse x by ! wa%+ ( wat] by ! ^w0 7,eph4 v4 #bf72 t 8accord+ to ,8 m]cy we are sav$ by ! wa%+ ( reg5]ation & r5ew+ ( ! ,holy ,gho/0 7,tit4 iii4 #e72 t we are !re9 made 8memb]s ( ,*ri/0 & adopt$ 8*ildr5 ( ,god02 b :5 ,i use ! ^w 8reg5]ation0 ,i d n und]/& t spok5 ( by ,/4 ,john :5 he says1 8he t is born ( ,god _c s910 b t gift ( life )\t :i* we are unable ev5 to ?9k any good ?+2 a gift :i* ! ,bi%op solemnly decl>es to h be5 already receiv$ by ^? :o come to be confirm$ 7,confirmation ,s]vice71 b :i* requires daily r5ewal1 a gift :i* we may lose by griev+ ,god's ,holy ,_s by neglect+ ! means ( grace1 by hid+ our ,"l's treasure4 ,& ?is tea*+ ,i hold because ,i f9d x 9 ! ,bible1 :i* ,i ackn[l$ge ) ! six? article to be our only rule ( fai?--because x seems to me ! basis ( ,/4 ,paul's tea*+ 7#a ,cor4 iii42 #b ,cor4 vi4 #aj7--;& x makes our responsibilities high] & deep] if we ackn[l$ge ) ! ,apo/le 9 ! language :i* he us$ to ! :ole ( ! ,cor9?ian ,*ur*1 t we are 8! temples ( ! ,holy ,gho/40 ,i feel t any p>tial views :i* tell u ( ,god's grace be+ giv5 to "s & n to o!rs are contr>y to ! :ole t5or ( ,scripture4 ,y\r second "q aga9 _c be categorically answ]$1 s9ce x has nev] be5 def9$ :at are ! op9ions ( ! ,high ,*ur* p>ty2 ,i w\ld say t ,i diff] f "s :o assume t title4444#cg ,i ?9k no "o c\ld ent]ta9 a great] dread ?an ,i ( ^? ,romi% op9ions ent]ta9$ by "s 8:o w5t out f u1 b 7 n ( u02 inde$ dur+ ! la/ six mon?s ,i h be5 engag$ 9 prep>+ an ,engli% ,hi/ory = ! use ( s*ools1 because ,ince's ,outl9es 7a book us$ 9 y\r ,college7 inculcates ,romi% doctr9es4 #8,9 conclusion1 ,i mu/ apologize = ! unme?odical way 9 :i* ,i h express$ myself1 z ,i am writ+ 9 great ha/e to cat* ! next po/1 & ,i h ?\ght x "r to reply to y )\t consult+ any p]son or book1 except ! ,bible & ,pray] ,book4 ,i h endeav\r$ to be p]fectly c&id2--%\ld ! ,c\ncil decide t my views are s uns\nd t ,i am unfit to occupy ! position to :i* ,i h be5 appo9t$1 ,i %all tru/ t !y w all[ me to make z public a /atem5t ( my op9ions z !y are oblig$ to make ( my dismissal1 = ,i %all feel t aft] ?is no p]son ( mod]ate views w tru/ me1 & my own consci5ce w\ld n all[ me to "w ) ! extreme p>ty 9 ei!r high or l[ *ur*4' ,! di>y ( ^! two days gives a h9t ( ! anxiety ,miss ,beale und]w5t :5 ! attack 0 made ^u h]1 & be=e %e c\ld receive answ]s to h] own lett]s3-- #8,july #ab4--,mr4 ,b7ell7's lett] ab\t ,h7igh7 ,*ur* f ,*elt5ham1 & my answ]4 ,"s vanity4 7,pray]7 = resignation4 #8,july #ac4--,s5t pro(s to ,*elt5ham4 ,d9$ at ! ,curl+s4 ,dr4 ,cl>ke v agreeable4 ,felt angry ) ,mr4 ,%ephe>d4' ,mr4 ,bell's reply to ,miss ,beale's lett] sugge/s t ! difficulty be=e ! ,c\ncil 0 less directly "o ( religi\s pr9ciple ?an t ( work+ a s*ool :]e c]ta9 precise op9ions 7 n pr(ess$4 #8,july #ac1 #aheh4 #8,,my ,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,i h to-day laid y\r reply be=e ,mr4 ,h>tl& & ,dr4 ,comyn1 ! only two ( my colleagues n[ "h1 & we h no fault to f9d ) its t5or1 :i* is explicit en\gh4 ,:e!r or n ! fact ( y\r hold+ ! op9ions ?us av[$ w lead to difficulties h]eaft]1 we _c say4 ,if y feel consci5ti\sly b\nd 9 & out ( class to make kn[n & inculcate y\r di/9ctive views ( doctr9e accord+ to y\r int]pretation ( scripture & ( our ,liturgy & ,articles1 !n x is easy to =esee ! result4 ,if1 h[ev] 7z ,i hope71 y reg>d x ( prim>y importance 9 ! in/ruction ( ! *ildr5 to inculcate love to ,god & ,8 ,son1 & *>ity 79 its manifold phases & ) its relative duties71 t[>ds our fell[s--treat+ z ( f> m9or importance ! doctr9al po9ts ab\t :i* good m5 diff] s widely1--!n ,i %\ld n anticipate any active opposition f ^? to :om y\r peculi> op9ions may be kn[n4 #8,! g5tleman 7a resid5t cl]gyman ( "s influ5ce7 to :om ! two quot$ lett]s 7 address$1 is n[ abs5t = a few days2 & x rema9s to be se5 :e!r 8 scruples & objections are1 if n remov$1 at lea/ r5d]$ quiesc5t by y\r reply4 ,if he %\ld )draw 8 *ildr51 & make kn[n ! gr\nds ( do+ s1 ! effect w\ld und\bt$ly be prejudicial to ! ,college1 & ! exp]im5t ( conduct+ x "u y\r auspices might be futile4 ,mu* may dep5d on :at answ] y c consci5ti\sly make to ?is "q3-- ,hold+ ! op9ions y h express$1 %\ld y consid] x a duty & feel x incumb5t on y to inculcate !m 9 y\r ,div9ity in/ruction to ! pupils8 ,if y c\ld fav\r me by a few l9es by return ( po/ 7z ,i leave be=e po/ h\r on ,friday morn+7 on ?is po9t1 :i* ,i c annex to y\r lett] ( to-day1 ,i c\ld see my colleagues on ! subject once m1 & arrange :at %all be done 9 my abs5ce4--,y\rs truly1 ,j4 ,,p5rice ,,bell1 ,hon4 ,sec4' ,among ,miss ,beale's pap]s exi/s an undat$ & mu* eras$ note1 :i* appe>s to be h] answ] to ! above4 ,x beg9s ) ! rem>k3 #8,i am glad to f9d ! ,c\ncil has n decid$ t ,i am s great a h]etic z f y\r fir/ lett] ,i fe>$ !y w\ld'2 & x closes ) ! /atem5t3 #8,i q feel x to be a ,*ri/ian duty1 if x be possible to live peaceably ) all m51 n giv+ he$ to ^? ?+s :i* m9i/] que/ions r ?an godly edify+1 b ,i am sure y w feel ,i %\ld be unwor?y ( y\r confid5ce c\ld ,i ?r\gh any fe> ( consequ5ces resort to ! lea/ untru?fulness4' ,mean:ile ,mr4 ,bellairs also wrote3-- #8 444 ,mr4 ,bell's lett] 01 ,i imag9e1 ( a private "*1 z ,i _h he>d no?+ ( ! subject ( x be=e ! arrival ( y\r note ( to-day4 #8,s f> z ,i am conc]n$1 my impression is t we ( ! ,c\ncil h no?+ to d n[ ) y\r private ,!ological op9ions1 :atev] !y are1 unless !y are s extreme z w\ld damage ! ,college 7& )9 tol]ably wide limits1 ,i individually am v indiff]5t on ! matt]74 ,i tru/ y h good s5se & propriety suffici5t to induce y to avoid all tea*+ :i* w\ld 9 any degree di/urb ! "* :i* ! ,college ought1 9 my op9ion1 to ma9ta93 viz4 a place ( le>n+ 9 :i* all memb]s ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& may receive religi\s in/ruction 9 an hone/ & /raight=w>d way1 accord+ to ! tea*+ ( ! ,bible & ! =mul>ies ( ! ,*ur*1 )\t extreme int]pretation "o way or ! o!r4 ,i %all probably he> m ( ?is matt] :5 ,i see ,mr4 ,bell4' ,! /orm 0 ov]4 ,?\gh individuals ( q oppos+ views w\ld1 lat] on1 occasionally cavil at po9ts 9 ,miss ,beale's me?od ( tea*+ ,scripture1 %e nev] really exp]i5c$ fur!r tr\ble on ?is gr\nd4 ,!re are _m1 l ! unkn[n lady to ^: #8,high ,*ur*' op9ions ! ,c\ncil took objection1 :o w\ld h felt !y c\ld n "w 9 ! _s ( compromise impli$ 9 ! lett]s ( ,mr4 ,bell & ,mr4 ,bellairs4 ,!re are "s :o might h agre$ to d s1 & 9 t]ror ( (f5d+1 w\ld h %irk$ ! difficult task ( religi\s in/ruction to ! po9t ( mak+ x a lifeless ?+4 ,miss ,beale und]took x ) h] eyes op51 & 9 spite1 or possibly because ( ! h9drances 9 ! way1 h] ,scripture lessons became ! v pivot ( h] tea*+4 ,! di>y aga9 is v *>act]i/ic at ?is po9t4 ,! anxiety ( m9d caus$ by h] tr\ble 0 n p]mitt$ to excuse ill-temp]4 #8,july #d4 ,lett] f ,*elt5ham4 ,neglect ( pray]4 ,sev]al times rude4' ,?is 0 ! day :i* practically settl$ ! fate ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 & 0 ! greate/ visible l&m>k 9 ,miss ,beale's life4 ,9 ! ensu+ =tnight1 ! la/ %e sp5t at home1 ?\gh !re is an entry = e day1 ! "n ( ,*elt5ham does n occur4 ,two visits f ,miss ,brew]1 :o _h be5 re-appo9t$ to ! ,*elt5ham /aff ) ! title ( ,vice-,pr9cipal1 #8%opp+1' & #8turn+ out1' sugge/ prep>ations4 ,!re is no entry ( ! day on :i* %e w5t1 b f d$uction x 0 ,augu/ #d1 & 9 ! company ( h] "m4 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,,e>ly ,,hi/ory ,,( ,,! ,,ladies' ,,college #8,old fables are n all a lie ,:i* tell ( wondr\s bir?2 ,( ,titan *ildr51 ,fa!r ,sky1 ,& wondr\s ,"m ,e>?4 ,e>?-born1 my si/]1 ?\ art /ill ,a daught] ( ! sky2 ,oh1 climb = ev] up ! hill ,( ?y div9ity4 444 ,= cause & end ( all ?y /rife1 ,& unre/ z ?\ art-- ,/ill /+s !e to a high] life ,! ,fa!r at ?y he>t4' ,,george ,,macdonald1 ,to my ,si/]1 on h] ,tw5ty-fir/ ,bir?day4 ,cambray ,h\se1 :i* 0 ,miss ,beale's home = fifte5 ye>s1 is "o ( ! f9e/ build+s erect$ 9 ! p]iod :5 ,*elt5ham 0 be+ laid out ) a view to royal visits4 ,! ,duke ( ,well+ton himself /ay$ !re 9 #ahbc4 ,illu/ration3 ,miss ,doro!a ,beale #ahei4 ,! g>d51 m5tion$ 9 ! e>ly ,college reports z ! #8pleasure gr\nds1' 0 a special delight to ,miss ,beale4 ,9 #aheh x 0 /ill unt\*$1 & _h _m beautiful trees2 "o1 a /&>d apricot tree1 0--happy om56 cov]$ ) gold5 fruit 9 t fir/ autumn ( h] life at ,*elt5ham4 ,! h\se itself 0 beg9n+ to *ange its "* ( family resid5ce to t ( a build+ adapt$ = s*ool purposes1 & be=e v long ev5 ! rooms giv5 up = ! use ( ! ,pr9cipal & ! ,vice-,pr9cipal 7 encroa*$ ^u4 ,nor 7 ^? rooms furni%$ 9 "* ) ! /ately outside ( ! h\se4 #8,! second-h& furniture procur$ w\ld n h delight$ p ( /hetic ta/e4 ,curta9s 7 disp5s$ ) z f> z possible1 & x 0 que/ion$ :e!r a c>v+-knife 0 requir$ by ! ,pr9cipal 9 h] furni%$ ap>tm5ts4'#ch ,to su* dome/ic details ,miss ,beale 0 indiff]5t1 b x mu/ h be5 less easy to practise an economy :i* limit$ ! ext5sion ( h] "w4 #8,! tea*+ /aff 0 r$uc$ z l[ z possible1 & ! ,pr9cipal & ,vice-,pr9cipal gave up _! half-holiday to *ap]one ^? :o took lessons f ma/]s4 ,! ,pr9cipal taught all ! ,engli% subjects to ,classes ,i4 & ,,ii41 besides giv+ weekly lessons 9 ,holy ,scripture ?r\gh\t ! ,college4' ,s long z ! *ief task ( ! ,lady ,pr9cipal 0 to prev5t ! ,college los+ fur!r gr\nd1 s long z h] "t & ?\ght outside s*ool h\rs 7 absorb$ by anxiety ov] e pupil :o came & w5t1 /ill m ov] ^? :o fail$ to come1 !re c\ld be no rapid process ( developm5t4 ,b x w\ld h be5 impossible = ,miss ,beale to take up an exi/+ educational "w )\t at once mak+ h] individual m>k ^u x1 & f ! fir/ ! s*ool felt ! grasp ( h] able h&4 ,at ,ca/]ton %e _h long$ at once to *ange1 to re=m4 ,at ,*elt5ham remodell+ r ?an revolution 0 h] aim--fulfilm5t & wise developm5t4 ,to und]/& ! way 9 :i* %e gave fre% life1 & gradually refa%ion$ ! me?ods %e f\nd1 x is necess>y to g back to ! prehi/oric days be=e h] arrival 9 #aheh4 ,!re is little record ( ! educational sy/em & tea*+ ( t p]iod1 b x is c]ta9 t bo? 7 lib]al & ?or\gh1 free f n>r[ness & petty tyranny1 9 advance ( ^? exi/+ 9 ! ord9>y bo>d+-s*ool ( ! day4 ,! curriculum1 x is notewor?y1 0 arrang$ ) a view to develop+ ! m9d & "*4 ,lat9 0 taught at fir/ #8v ?or\ghly1' & ! *ange by :i* aft] ! fir/ ye> x 0 replac$ by ,g]man1 :i* ! ,lady ,pr9cipal c\ld tea*1 0 a "q ( economy1 n ( conciliation ( p>5ts :o might ?9k dead languages useless subjects ( /udy4 ,9 mak+ ! sub/itution x 0 hop$1 s runs ! report ( #ahef1 t in/ruction 9 ,g]man #8might be made equally in/rum5tal ) t 9 ! ,lat9 language = convey+ an accurate1 exact1 & logical k ( ! pr9ciples ( g5]al ,gramm>4 ,9 ?is impression 7y\r ,c\ncil7 f9d 444 t !y h n be5 mi/ak54' ,?is attitude ) reg>d to ,g]man 0 no new idea to ,miss ,beale1 & %e pursu$ ! aims ( ! f\nd]s :5 %e made ! language a necess>y subject ( /udy = all pupils above ! l[] classes4 ,lat9 %e disc\rag$1 except 9 ! case ( ^? :o 7 ne> ! top ( ! ,college1 ma9ta9+ t girls ( sev5te5 & eighte5 c\ld le>n 9 a few mon?s z mu* ,lat9 z w\ld absorb ! great] "p ( a boy's :ole "t at s*ool4 ,on ! "q ( music ! f\nd]s _h %[n !mselves out ( sympa?y ) ! fa%ionable practice ( a day :5 e #8"y lady' 0 expect$ to p]=m on ! piano1 e gov]ness to tea* x4 ,!y conc$$ s f> z to include music 9 ! regul> curriculum1 b ! exp5se ( provid+ ! requisite numb] ( tea*]s & pianos = s _m pupils 0 heavy4 ,to meet ?is a sy/em ( class in/ruction 0 devis$1 by :i* ! tea*] gave a lesson to f\r pupils at once1 ! same piece be+ p]=m$ simultane\sly on ! treble & bass ( two pianos4 ,:e!r su* an arrangem5t 0 conducive to ! production ( good music or ! =mation ( ta/e may be d\bt$4 ,x sugge/s1 inde$1 a c]ta9 irony 9 ^? :o hit ^u a s*eme t might j satisfy a fooli% popul> dem&1 assur$ t any :o really c>$ = music w\ld n grudge paym5t to ! good tea*]s provid$ = ! extra classes4 ,! music difficulty occupies "s space 9 ! e>ly reports :i*1 9 some:at /ilt$ & solemn fa%ion1 set =? new ideals = ! education ( ! #8fair] sex4' ,! foll[+ is quot$ f ! report ( ,febru>y #ahef3-- #8,y\r ,c\ncil _c refra9 f /at+ _! belief t z long z ! s+ul> & extraord9>y notion cont9ues to prevail 9 ! m9ds ( ^? =m+ ! upp] classes ( ,engli% ,society1 t dext]ity ( f+]+ on a s+le in/rum5t is ! mo/ important "p ( female education1 aga9/1 x might h be5 ?\ght1 n only ! sugge/ions ( common s5se1 b ! practical lessons ( lat] life1 s long w ! "t requir$ to be giv5 = atta9+ ev5 a l[ am\nt ( pr(ici5cy 9 ?is sleight ( h&1 mo/ s]i\sly int]f]e ) progress 9 all education & m5tal cultivation wor?y ( ! "n4 #8,h[ f> ! ackn[l$g$ defici5cy ( _m ( ! fair] sex 9 logical qualities & reason+ p[]s is due to ?is /range delusion1 x is n = y\r ,c\ncil to discuss2 b !y are n )\t hopes t ! "t may n be f> di/ant :5 !y w be support$ 9 an arrangem5t :i* w place in/rum5tal music altoge!r among ! extra subjects1 & leave !m & ! tea*]s free to elevate & improve1 morally & intellectually1 ! condition ( ! female m9d1 unemb>rass$ by s uness5tial an accompli%m5t4' ,^! rem>ks 7 foll[$ 9 #aheg by o!rs3-- #8,y\r ,c\ncil h no?+ to add to or retract f :at 0 said ^u ?is subject 9 t ,report3 b1 :ile !y believe t ! in/ruction 9 ?is s-call$ accompli%m5t is z effici5t )9 ^! walls z x is capable1 "u all circum/ances1 ( be+ made1 !y mu/ repeat _! regret t s va/ a portion ( valuable "t %\ld be sacrific$1 9 ! e>li] ye>s ( almo/ e ,engli%woman :o hopes to become a wife & "m1 to t :i* is confess$ly ( no value 9 an intellectual po9t ( view2 & c1 by no possibility1 be ( s]vice to h] 9 ei!r ( ^! two mo/ important1 & g5]ally mu* covet$ capacities4' ,! ,college _h op5$ ) a goodly array ( tea*]s ( #8accompli%m5ts1' z x 0 hop$ ?us to attract bye-/ud5ts4 ,^! 7 gradually dismiss$1 & x _c h add$ to ! reputation ( ! s*ool t "s ( ! be/-kn[n ma/]s1 su* z ,m4 ,?odore ,colson1 7 consid]$ too exp5sive4 ,:5 ! new ,pr9cipal came !re 7 only two tea*]s ( music1 "o ( :om 0 ,mrs4 ,lloyd1 "m ( ! great s+]4 ,( ?is lady's skill & loyalty ,miss ,beale always spoke ) affectionate remembrance4 ,! ,lady ,pr9cipal ga9$ h] support 9 a re=m in/itut$ v e>ly 9 h] reign1 :5 sep>ate piano lessons 7 aga9 introduc$1 & ! class sy/em1 dislik$ by ,miss ,beale on o!r ?an musical gr\nds1 0 swept away4 ,%e c\ld n p]mit an arrangem5t :i* )drew f\r pupils at once f ! ord9>y "w ( ! s*ool2 ?r\gh :i* important lessons 7 lo/1 & #8collisions betwe5 class & music tea*]s made frequ5t4' ,t ! ,c\ncil all[$ su* a *ange to be made is a te/imony to _! confid5ce 9 ! new ,pr9cipal4 ,! imm$iate result 0 disa/r\s to ! funds1 & cont9u$ to be s until ,mr4 ,branck] introduc$ 8 new f9ancial s*eme 9 #ahfj4 ,! f\nd]s ( ! ,college 7 n m5 to be cont5t ) k obta9$ f epitomes2 ,miss ,proct]1 also1 0 e>ne/ & devot$ 9 h] "w1 & took tr\ble to tea* by means ( lectures2 b only dictat$ notes 7 giv51 & ^! 7 n correct$4 ,h] lessons 7 evid5tly int]e/+3-- #8,we work$ h>d1 & ! tea*+ 0 v ?or\gh4 ,i h no d\bt _m ( ! pupils beside myself w\ld will+ly own ! great debt ( gratitude !y owe to ,miss ,proct]2 n s mu*1 p]haps1 = :at %e taught1 z = ! way 9 :i* %e educat$ u by develop+ & enl>g+ our m9ds4 ,%e possess$ a good libr>y1 & we 7 (t5 s5t = books ( ref]5ce1 & %[n ! be>+s ( ! subject we 7 /udy+4 ,physical geography 0 taught by ,miss ,brew]1 :o always c>efully prep>$ h] lessons4 ,m4 ,tiesset made our ,fr5* lessons delightful1 ev5 ! gramm> 0 a pleasure1 & he seem$ to enjoy tea*+ u z mu* z we did be+ taught by him4' ,s wrote ,mrs4 ,c\lson 7ne ,h>tl&7 = ,miss ,beale's ,hi/ory ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 & ano!r old pupil add$3-- #8,we _h int]e/+ lectures on ,anci5t ,hi/ory 9 g5]al1 & ,greek ,hi/ory & ,lit]ature1 f ,miss ,proct]4444 ,m4 ,tiesset & 8 si/] taught ,fr5* v well inde$1 & ,i especially rememb] a *>t ( irregul> v]bs1 ,m4 ,tiesset's own arrangem5t1 :i*1 ,i believe1 0 a valuable help4' ,greek hi/ory 0 a fav\rite subject ) ,miss ,proct]1 :o neglect$ = x ! tea*+ ( any o!r4 ,miss ,beale1 fre% f h] ,textbook1 at once began ,engli% & g5]al hi/ory ) h] "y fir/ class4 ,reg>dless ( ! additional lab\r x br\ght h]1 %e also taught ! *ildr5 to take notes1 :i* %e correct$ = !m4 ,%e gave weekly exam9ations on ! subjects /udi$1 ?us af=d+ opportunity = ,engli% composition4 ,no sci5ce nor ma!matics 7 taught 9 ! e>ly days4 ,miss ,beale w\ld h lik$ to introduce ,euclid at once1 b says1 #8,_h ,i done s1 ,i might h be5 ! dea? ( ! ,college1 s ,i _h to wait = ! tide4 ,i began my innovations ) ! introduction ( sci5tific tea*+1 & "u ! "n ( physical geography ,i 0 able to tea* a good deal4 ,?is subject 0 unobjectionable1 z few boys le>n$ geography4' ,9 "o p>ticul> ,miss ,beale f\nd ! au?orities ( h] new s*ool /riv+ to be abrea/ ) ! times4 ,x 0 a rule ( ! con/itution t ! pupils %\ld be exam9$ annually1 & ea* ye> a graduate ( ,ox=d or ,cambridge _h und]tak5 ! task4 ,! fir/ exam9] 79 #ahec7 0 ,mr4 ,nicolay1 !n ,dean ( ,que5's ,college1 ,h>ley ,/reet4 ,9 ! succe$+ ye>s a ,college ma/] or "s o!r local s*ol> conduct$ ! exam9ation & s5t 9 a report to ! ,c\ncil4 ,! few specim5s left ( ^? e>ly exam9ation que/ions1 ev5 )\t ! answ]s1 m>k a tide-l9e n[ int]e/+ to trace4 ,at fir/ ! review ( all k 0 compreh5d$ 9 twelve v simple que/ions1 ! mo/ difficult ma!matical calculation set be=e ! fir/ class be+1 #8,! ,price ( #c ozs4 ( tea at #ds4 #d;d4 p] lb4' ,! pap] conclud$ ?us3-- #8#aa4 ,write out t "p ( y\r duty t[>ds y\r neighb\r :i* expla9s ! fif? comm&m5t1 & prove ea* ass]tion f ,scripture4 #8#ab4 ,write out ! foll[+ s5t5ce 9 l>ge text1 & small h&1 z specim5s ( y\r h&writ+3 #8,integrity ( und]/&+1 & nicety ( disc]nm5t1 7 n allott$4 #87,atta* to ?is pap] specim5s ( y\r ne$lework & ( y\r draw+74' ,to ! true tea*] ! int]e/ ( h] "w lies1 beyond & above all subjects & me?ods1 9 ! *ild4 ,no tale1 alas6 nor lett] rema9s to %[ :at ,miss ,beale ?\ght ( h] *ildr5 :5 %e fir/ came among !m4 ,9 "o respect !re mu/ h be5 disappo9tm5t4 ,miss ,proct] _h op5$ a rival s*ool1 :i* _h drawn (f ! eld] pupils2 consequ5tly ! fir/ class consi/$ ( girls ( ?irte5 & f\rte54 ,b =tunately !re are "s ( ^? same *ildr5 :o c recall ! fir/ impression made ^u !mselves by ! new ,pr9cipal1 z %e appe>$ on ,augu/ #ai1 #aheh4 ,mrs4 ,mace1 a daught] ( ! late ,bi%op ,bromby1 0 among ^!4 ,%e writes3-- #8,i well rememb] ,miss ,beale's fir/ appe>ance at ,college1 & h[ ,i & ?ree or f\r special fri5ds1 :o 7 already !re 444 felt fi]cely loyal to ! =m] rule1 & told ea* o!r we knew exactly :at ! new ,pr9cipal w\ld be l1 8?91 tall1 spectacl$1 & old-maidy40 ,i c see h] n[ z %e appe>$ 9 reality1--! slight1 "y figure1 ! v g5tle1 glid+ movem5ts1 ! quiet face ) its look ( int5se ?\ghtfulness & utt] abs5ce ( all poor & common /ress & turmoil1 ! intellectual br[1 ! wond]ful eyes ) _! calm outlook & _! expression ( inn] vision4 ,y may be sure x 0 n long be=e ! capti\s ?irte5-ye>-olds 7 *ang$ into w>m admir]s4 #8,i d n ?9k h] quiet dignity1 h] /r5g? & p]sonality1 h] p[] ( influ5ce1 c\ld at any "t ( h] /r5u\s & successful life h be5 great] or m impressive4 ,we 7 few 9 numb] !n1 &1 ( c\rse1 saw m ( h] ?an 0 possible = lat] pupils4 #8,i nev] rememb] h] rais+ h] voice1 scold+ u1 be+ satirical or impati5t ) dulness or inatt5tion4 ,%e 0 n satirical ev5 :5 a small girl1 on be+ ask$ :at criticism might be pass$ on ,milton's treatm5t ( ,p>adise ,lo/1 v5tur$ ! audaci\s sugge/ion t ! poet 0 8v]bose40' ,small in/ances ( ! new ,pr9cipal's own p[]s ( obs]vation & use ( outside facts /& out ?r\gh ! mi/s ( "t2 = in/ance1 #8an aft]noon :5 %e visit$ ! ne$lework room & f\nd me be+ mo/ ju/ly blam$ = ineffici5cy4 ,9 k9dly tones %e said to ! %y & clumsy culprit1 8,y ought to sew well1 = y\r "m has su* beautiful long f+]s10 & someh[ ,i felt com=t$ & enc\rag$4 ,!n !re 0 a day :5 ,i summon$ up c\rage to g & tell h] t ,i _h be5 guilty ( "s small disob$i5ce1 z well z o!rs :o _h be5 detect$ & puni%$4 ,%e seiz$ ! opportunity ( impress+ ^u me t z ,i 0 7?\gh only f\rte57 a tea*] 9 my fa!r's ,sunday-s*ool1--a fact ( :i* ,i did n "k %e 0 aw>e1--,i mu/ surely see t ob$i5ce to rule 0 necess>y4 ,i c /ill he> ! l[1 e>ne/ tones 9 :i* %e made h] appeal to my s5se ( ju/ice & "r4' ,! incid5t sugge/s a lax] /ate ( discipl9e ?an 0 ev] kn[n aft]4 ,assur$ly on ?is po9t ,miss ,beale f\nd a good deal to d4 ,"s ( ! #8"y ladies' treat$ ! good-natur$ ,fr5* ma/] z _! bro!rs at ,*elt5ham ,college might h done4 ,!re is a /ory1 too1 ( a conv5i5t cupbo>d at ! end ( ! s*oolroom1 l>ge en\gh = a quiet game or gossip1 & ( ! con/]nation produc$ on a little knot ( girls :o ?\ght !y _h assembl$ unobs]v$1 :5 ! door 0 quietly op5$ ^u !m by ! ,lady ,pr9cipal h]self4 ,9 ! matt] ( discipl9e1 z ( tuition1 ,miss ,beale appe>s to h work$ on l9es already laid d[n4 ,p]haps %e kept be=e h] m9d c\nsel :i* %e lat] gave to a pupil :o left ,*elt5ham to be head ( a ,f\ndation ,s*ool3 #8,rememb] ! s*ool belongs to ! gov]nors1 n to y4' ,b we are equally c]ta9 t %e w\ld n h work$ on any l9es :i* %e did n approve4 ,%e f\nd no sy/em ( rules & p5alties4 ,%e did n wi% to introduce "o2 b %e made real & abid+1 9 a mann] h>dly cr$it$ by ^? outside1 ! rule introduc$ by ,miss ,proct]1 by :i* no pupil might speak to ano!r )\t leave4 ,) reg>d to ?is rule1 :i* at once taught self-control & produc$ ord]1 ! #8quietness :i* m9imises irritability1' x may be fur!r rem>k$ t 9 a place & "t ( #8exclusive' views1 ! ,college c\ld h>dly h exi/$ )\t x4 ,! rule1 kept1 9 itself prev5t$ any pupil f mak+ fri5ds = ! fir/ "t 9 ,college2 at any rate1 x enabl$ h] n to d s4 ,!re 01 h[ev]1 :5 ,miss ,beale fir/ came1 a good deal ( speak+ )\t leave4 ,?is disob$i5ce ) o!r irregul>ities %e gradually ov]came1 n by an ov]aw+ p]sonality alone1 b ) ! #8quiet' ways & ! ^w 9 season ( :i* m ?an "o old pupil speaks4 ,trac+ 9 sequ5ce ! hi/ory ( ,miss ,beale's fir/ two ye>s1 :5 ! ,college1 ?\gh 9 ! eyes ( ! _w sl[ly p]i%+1 0 really s9k+ /rong f\ndations1 ! ,report ( #ahei /&s out ) its comm5dation ( ! new ,lady ,pr9cipal4 #8,( ,miss ,beale h]self x may suffice to rem>k1 t to v>i$ & ext5sive k 9 all bran*es ( ,education1 & skill 9 imp>t+ x1 %e unites a mann] & disposition :i* at once comm& ! respect & w9 ! affection ( h] ,pupils1 & r5d]s x pleasant to y\r ,c\ncil to ma9ta9 t frequ5t p]sonal communication ) h] :i* is greatly conducive to ! wellbe+ ( ! ,in/itution4' ,beyond ?is !re is little def9ite to record1 save ! /eady half-ye>ly dim9ution 9 ! numb] ( pupils & ( ! balance at ! bank1 & ! consequ5t retr5*m5ts1 imply+ fre% burd5 & ef=t = ! small tea*+ /aff4 ,9 h] ,hi/ory ( ! ,college1 ,miss ,beale dismiss$ z ) a smile ! tale ( h] e>ly /ruggles1 :5 ea* qu>t] x seem$ less likely t ! s*ool c\ld live1 till 9 ! la/ half-ye> ( #ahei !re 7 only sixty-five pupils & b a few p\nds 9 ! bank4 ,b %e admitt$ t p]haps only a b>ri/] sitt+ 9 8 *amb]s1 & wait+ 9 va9 = briefs1 c\ld sympa?ise ) ! anxiety ( t "t1 :5 ^u "o or two pupils m or less dep5d$ ! v exi/5ce ( ! ,college4 ,! /ory %e tells ( recall+ pupils1 s5t f ! door by a s]vant :o said %e 0 at d9n]1 %[s h] unwe>y+ zeal3 #8,i s5t h] to fet* !m back1 say+1 ,i am nev] at d9n]4' ,no pupil 0 lo/ = want ( wat*fulness4 ,none c\ld give notice )\t h] kn[+ ! reason1 & 9 _m cases gett+ ! notice recall$4 ,! problem 0 to live on1 work+ 9 a way ! public _h n le>n$ to appreciate4 ,^? 7 days :5 n]v\s /ra9 0 little kn[n & sc>cely fe>$4 ,s*ool h\rs 7 long2 ! "t-table ( ! ,college !n involv$ morn+ & aft]noon s*ool = mo/ days 9 ! week4 ,to "o :o s\ght ev] to in/ruct ) fre%ness & zeal1 & to take tr\ble to make h] pupils ?9k = !mselves1 ! "w ( tea*+ twice a day ?r\gh ! long half-ye>s w\ld n[ be c\nt$ an undue ef=t & /ra94 ,9 addition to ?is1 ,doro!a ,beale took ^u h]self1 z if x 7 h] own p]sonal ne$ 7& %e made x s71 ! daily frett+ anxiety ( mak+ ! ,college pay4 ,?is %e nev] really ?rew (f1 ?\gh 9 ! la/ ye>s ( e/abli%$ success x became some:at modifi$4 ,! economic /ra9 0 relax$ :5 ,mr4 ,branck]'s able h& 0 laid ^u ! f9ances2 ! lab\r ( tea*+ 0 light5$ :5 ! h\rs 7 *ang$1 & :5 ) gradually improv+ =tunes m & bett] tea*]s 7 engag$4 ,d\btless %e might h tak5 advantage ( ^! improvem5ts to give h]self m ease ( body & m9d4 ,b %e c>$ = no rew>d1 save ! #8wages ( go+ on4' ,h] eag]1 nobly ambiti\s nature respond$ b too quickly to ! claims ( ! ,college1 s ) ea* /ep made c]ta91 !re 0 ev] imm$iately be=e h] ano!r to be f\ght = & won4 ,x 7 h>dly possible to say too mu* 9 praise ( ! en?usia/ic self-sacrifice :i* made ! ,college :at x is2 b "s ( ! results ( ! e>ly /rife ) =tune 7 to be deplor$4 ,x left h] too consci\s ( ! place ( ! in/itution 9 ! public eye2 x made x h>d = h] to ju/ify a m g5]\s exp5diture ?an 0 possible at fir/4 ,! improv$ discipl9e1 ! invigorat+ tea*+1 ev5 ! ef=ts ( ! new ,pr9cipal h]self1 fail$ to attract pupils1 & :5 9 #ahfj ! lease ( ,cambray ,h\se expir$1 no "o 0 will+ to take ! responsibility ( r5ew+ x4 ,=ty ye>s lat]1 :5 look+ back on t "t ( gloom1 ,miss ,beale wrote3 #8,h[ (t5 ,i 0 full ( disc\ragem5t4 ,x 0 n s mu* ! want ( money z ! want ( ideals :i* depress$ me4 ,if ,i w5t into society ,i he>d x said1 8,:at is ! good ( education = our girls8 ,!y h n to e>n _! liv+40 ,^? :o spoke did n see t = wom5 z = m5 x is a s9 to bury ! tal5ts ,god has giv52 !y seem$ n to "k t ! baptismal "r 0 ! same = girls z = boys1 alike enroll$ 9 ! army ( light1 soldi]s ( ,jesus ,*ri/4 #8,b help]s 7 s5t ) a fai? & c\rage great] ?an m9e4' ,fir/ among ^! 0 ,mr4 ,j4 ,h\ghton ,branck]1 :o1 already a memb] ( ! ,c\ncil1 became at ! mom5t ( deepe/ ne$1 auditor ( ! acc\nts1 & br\ght to ! s]vice ( ! ,college 8 great k ( bus9ess & en?usia/ic int]e/ 9 education4 ,mr4 ,branck] _h come to live 9 ,*elt5ham = ! sake ( 8 daught]s1 9 ! ye> t ,miss ,beale became ,pr9cipal4 ,he 0 *ur*w>d5 to ,mr4 ,bromby1 ^: lib]al views he %>$4 ,mr4 ,branck] _h m ?an zeal & int]e/2 he c\ld ?9k out a plan & pursue x4 ,he sp>$ no ef=t or tr\ble :]e a good end 0 to be obta9$4 ,:5 he became f9anci] ( ! ,college he gave x #8a l>ge %>e ( 8 "t1 & z a paid secret>y c\ld n be af=d$1 he und]took all duties gratuit\sly4' ,he made out a new s*eme by :i* ! ord9>y fees 7 l[]$1 b music & draw+ became extras4 ,x 0 too great a v5ture to r5ew ! lease ( ,cambray ,h\se2 b ! own] ( ! h\se cons5t$ to take ! ,college on z a ye>ly t5ant4 ,! new s*eme ( paym5t help$ at once to br+ improvem5t1 ! numb] ( pupils w5t up1 & ,mr4 ,branck] w5t s f> z to ord] #8sev5 new b5*es1 ?ree ( !m ) backs4' ,illu/ration3 ,mr4 ,t4 ,h\ghton ,branck] ,?is act ( extravagance 0 foll[$ almo/ imm$iately by an enl>gem5t ( ! s*oolroom1 mak+ x sev5ty feet long4 ,mr4 ,branck] prov$ t ?is additional space 0 really a f9ancial economy2 = ) x all ! pupils c\ld be conta9$ 9 "o room1 & ! necessity ( increas+ ! /aff 0 def]r$4 ,z an alt]native to ! ext5sion he brea!d ! sugge/ion1 = ! fir/ "t probably 9 ! hi/ory ( ! ,college1 ( a new build+1 a build+ ( its own1 %\ld a suitable site be obta9$4 ,9 8 lett] on ?is subject to ,mr4 ,h>tl&1 ! #8"y ladies' = ! fir/ "t appe> z #8*ildr54' ,mr4 ,branck]'s dream 0 de/9$ to be def]r$ = t5 ye>s2 b 0 borne 9 m9d by ^? :om x mo/ conc]n$4 ,x may be ?\ght he 0 premature ev5 9 ! enl>gem5t1 9 sp5d+ at once ! small pr(it made out ( ! increas+ numb] ( pupils4 ,b he did n aim at mak+ a =tune = ! ,college4 ,f ! fir/ x 0 propos$ t ! %>ehold]s %\ld reap no f9ancial pr(it1 & ,mr4 ,branck] wi%$ x to be evid5t t e p5ny 0 ne$$ = ! improvem5t ( ! "w3 h5ce1 x 0 no "p ( 8 plan to h a balance 9 h&4 ,8 ef=t 0 to keep up ! pre/ige ( ! ,college 9 e way1 & 9 ord] to d ?is he limit$ ! numb] ( %>es issu$ to ! actual numb] ( pupils1 9 ord] t !y might n be adv]tis$ = sale at a l[] price ?an t at :i* !y 7 pur*as$4 ,9 ?ree ye>s f ! "t at :i* ,mr4 ,branck] became auditor1 he 0 able to write3 #8,febru>y #ahfc4 ,we promis$ assets ov] #ajjj1 !y are #ajgf4 ,we promis$ a money balance ( ov] #bjj1 & x is #cef4 ,s ,i ?9k ! %>ehold]s may h confid5ce 9 _! ,*ancellor ( ! ,ex*equ]4 ,we may well be pr\d ( ! result1 b we are deeply indebt$ to ,miss ,beale's ex]tions = x1 & ,i am glad h] remun]ation 7by capitation fees7 is s mu* increas$4' ,by #ahfd all press+ anxiety = ! exi/5ce ( ! ,college 0 ov]4 ,) its "o hundr$ & ?irty pupils x 0 practically full4 ,a regul>ly con/itut$ bo>d+-h\se 0 op5$4 ,"h ! day-pupils1 ^: p>5ts 7 leav+ ,*elt5ham1 c\ld be tak51 & ?us ano!r cause ( dim9ution 9 ! numb] ( pupils 0 put an end to4 ,undivid$ att5tion & c>e c\ld n[ be giv5 to ! "w4 ,9 ,febru>y a *ange :i* greatly told on ?is 0 made1 a *ange :i* n[ seems to h be5 only wise & reasonable1 b :i* 0 at ! "t reg>d$ z extraord9>y & revolution>y4 ,long] morn+ h\rs 7 sub/itut$ = morn+ & aft]noon s*ool ea* day1 ,?ursday aft]noons be+ set ap>t = danc+ & ne$lework4 ,possibly ,miss ,beale anticipat$ ! outcry t w\ld be rais$2 = %e ask$ ! "m ( "o ( ! pupils1 "o likely to be oppos$ to ! *ange1 to be ) h] at ! ,c\ncil meet+ at :i* x 0 det]m9$1 o/5sibly because %e h]self dread$ ! meet+1 b d\btless 9 ord] t a repres5tative ( ! p>5ts might he> ! subject fully discuss$4 ,no notice ( ! *ange 0 s5t to ! %>ehold]s1 p>5ts & gu>dians receiv$ an intimation sc>cely a week be=e x took place4 ,be=e t week 0 ov]1 /ormy articles appe>$ 9 ! local pap]s1 notices ( removal 7 s5t 91 & a memorial f ! %>ehold]s & o!rs caus$ ,mr4 ,branck] ha/ily to summon ano!r ,c\ncil meet+1 & to write to ,mr4 ,h>tl&1 #8,may ,i specially beg t y w att5d 444 z ,i consid] ! vital int]e/s & ! future prospects ( ! ,college are at /ake4' ,mr4 ,branck] & ,miss ,beale recognis$ t n[ or nev] ! battle mu/ be won4 ,ei!r ! ,college au?orities mu/ rule1 or ! local pap]s & popul> clam\r4 ,! objections ( ! memoriali/s 7 t ! *ange 0 a c\p d'tat2 t f\r h\rs' cont9u\s /udy 0 too mu* = ! *ildr52 t ! gov]nesses 7 idle 9 want+ a half-holiday e aft]noon4 ,b ! real gr\nd ( dislike 0 d\btless t p>5ts %irk$ ! responsibility ( look+ aft] _! *ildr5 9 ! aft]noons1 & pref]r$ s*oolroom arrangem5ts :i* w\ld provide !m ) occupation dur+ ! :ole day4 ,! ,c\ncil repli$ 9 a circul> to ! p>5ts t !y w\ld limit ! exp]im5t to a p]iod ( two mon?s1 aft] :i* !y w\ld act ^u ! op9ion ( ! p>5ts2 & %\ld ! new plan be adopt$1 ! qu>t]'s fees %\ld be return$ to ^? :o wi%$ to remove _! *ildr54 ,! advantages ( ! *ange 7 !n set =?4 ,x _h be5 made to meet ! objections rais$ to physical & m5tal ef=t foll[+ imm$iately ^u a hurri$ meal2 to ! "y ladies pass+ con/antly ?r\gh ! /reets1 to ! tr\ble ( s5d+ s]vants1 ! ex]tion ( s mu* walk+1 ! "t wa/$ 9 dress+ & undress+1 & to _m o!rs4 ,m$ical m51 among :om 7 ,dr4 ,b>l[ & ,dr4 ,gull1#ci 7 ask$ = _! op9ions2 ^! 7 uni=mly fav\rable to ! *ange4 ,! long morn+ h\rs 7 light5$ by ! introduction ( cali/h5ics1 draw+1 & ne$lework1 & x 0 arrang$ t c]ta9 tea*]s %\ld att5d ! ,college e aft]noon to sup]vise ! prep>ation ( lessons :5 ! p>5ts desir$ x4 ,:5 a g5]al meet+ on ! subject took place at ! end ( ! specifi$ two mon?s1 only eight vot$ = ! old sy/em4 #8,x 0 f\nd1' says ,miss ,beale1 #8t m "w 0 done 9 less "t1 = att5tion 0 clos] 444 tea*]s & *ildr5 _h be5 able to get "s aft]noon ex]cise4' ,:at 0 !n ?\ght s extraord9>y has s9ce become ! ord] ( ! day = girls' s*ools4 ,9 ?is matt] ,*elt5ham l$ ! way1 a simil> *ange 0 made by ,miss ,buss 9 #ahfe1 & :5 ! h\rs ( ! ,girls' ,public ,day ,s*ool ,company 7 arrang$ 9 #ahgc1 x 0 on ! plan ( putt+ all regul> /udies into ! morn+ h\rs4 ,at ! end ( ,miss ,beale's fir/ six ye>s ! ,college 0 9 a mu* improv$ condition4 ,!re 7 t5 classes1 :]e %e _h f\nd six4 ,! notable *anges on ! /aff1 :i* 0 n[ l>g]1 7 t ,miss ,brew] _h left to op5 a s*ool = little boys 9 ,brighton1 & ,miss ,anna ,beale & ! ,miss ,eatons _h jo9$4 ,increas$ prosp]ity1 & above all an old] fir/ class1 enabl$ ,miss ,beale to introduce "s ( ! subjects :i* at fir/ 7 ?\ght to be too unacceptable to be safe4 ,!re 01 ( c\rse1 opposition f ^? :o 7 con/antly repeat+ t #8girls w\ld be turn$ into boys by /udy+ ! same subjects4' ,:at1 x 0 ask$ by "s p>5ts1 d girls want ) ,euclid or advanc$ ari?metic8 ,!re 71 h[ev]1 a few :o und]/ood ,miss ,beale's aims1 & %e 0 ev] grateful = ! support !y gave h]4 ,! me?od ( annual exam9ations 0 gradually improv$4 ,:5 !re 0 s little money available1 local exam9]s1 "s ( :om _h no claim to ! position1 7 *os54 ,miss ,beale records h] conviction t a ,g]man exam9]1 :o 0 at ! "t tea*+ 9 a local s*ool1 0 a wait] f "s hotel :o _h come to ,engl& out ( ! season4 ,"o ,engli% exam9] recomm5d$ t hi/ory %\ld be taught backw>ds4 ,?is 0 !n reg>d$ z an a/\nd+ proposition4 ,mr4 ,branck] fully sympa?is$ ) ,miss ,beale's wi% to improve ! /&>d by obta9+ exam9]s f "o ( ! univ]sities1 & obta9$ p]mission f ! ,c\ncil to seek !m himself 9 ,ox=d4 ,! result 0 t = two or ?ree ye>s ,mr4 ,sidney ,ow5 und]took ! pr9cipal "p ( ! annual exam9ation4 ,8 "n 0 ! fir/ ( a long li/ ( m5 notable = s*ol>ly a*ievem5t or educational progress1 :o 9 lat] ye>s conduct$ ^! exam9ations at ,*elt5ham4 ,9 8 fir/ report ,mr4 ,ow5 said mu* = ! moral *>act]i/ics reveal$ by ! intellectual "w x 0 8 bus9ess to survey4 ,he concludes a v fav\rable judgm5t by say+ he mu/ n omit to m5tion t !re 7 p>ticul> in/ances ( rem>kable excell5ce ( :i* ! ,college may ju/ly be pr\d4 ,"s ( ! pap]s he said1 #8w\ld d cr$it to any ,in/itution & ga9 high m>ks 9 any public exam9ation4444 ,may ! ,college long give ! lie to ! mis]able & p]nici\s fancy t accompli%m5ts ought to be ! /aple ( a lady's education1 & t h] reason is n design$ by ! ,almighty to be highly cultivat$4' ,b he ?\ght ! pap]s too long4 ,mr4 ,ow5 0 inde$ ! v fir/ adv5tur] into t flood ( response :i* exam9ation que/ions cause to fl[ f uncontroll$ fem99e p5s4 ,mr4 ,dodgson 7,lewis ,c>roll7 0 9 #ahfc ! fir/ univ]sity exam9] 9 ari?metic & ma!matics4 ,?is ye> 0 a fruitful "o to ,miss ,beale = yet ano!r reason4 ,x 0 ! ye> ( ! completion ( h] ,*>t4 ,always int]e/$ 9 hi/ory1 ideally & practically1 %e _h z e>ly z ! ,que5's ,college days adopt$ a ,fr5* s*eme by :i* ! le>n+ ( dates 0 to be simple & easy1 & ! connections ( hi/ory1 ! be>+ ( facts & ev5ts ^u ea* o!r1 7 to be se5 at a glance4 ,%e n[ p]fect$ & br\ght x into use4 ,! plan 0 bas$ on ! assumption t a fact is m readily grasp$ ?r\gh ! eye1 ?an by ! e>4 ,by means ( l>ge squ>es1 :i* 7 to repres5t c5turies1 enclos+ small] ones1 :i* %\ld d5ote ye>s1 ! :ole col\r$ 9 diff]5t %ades accord+ to ! diff]5t rul+ dom9ions & dyna/ies1 a complete outl9e ( ! hi/ory ( a c\ntry 0 to appe> on "o page4 ,! reckon+ 0 made by :i* n9ety-n9e 0 c\nt$ z ! la/ ye> ( a c5tury1 ) ! result t 9 ! ye> #aijj ! *>t f\nd itself some:at discr$it$4 ,b ?is me?od ( c\nt+1 ( c\rse1 9 no way int]f]$ ) ! sy/em4 ,9 le>n+ dates at ! ,college1 great /ress 0 laid ^u hav+ a *>t op5 be=e ! /ud5t1 s t %e might gr[ famili> ) its look1 & become able to call up ! k ( any special ev5t by rememb]+ ! position ( a dot 9 a c]ta9 squ>e4 ,!re 7 ^? to say ) ,canon ,francis ,holl&1 f\nd] ( ! ,*ur* ( ,engl& ,high ,s*ools 9 ,london1 #8,:y 0 ,i born be=e su* aids 7 giv5 to ! und]/&+8' ,:e!r ?is sy/em 0 inde$ ! royal road ,miss ,beale _h plann$ = h] pupils may well be que/ion$2 b ! ,*>t _h at any rate ! value ( a simple vade mecum ( *ronology1 introduc+ e girl at ,college to ! m9imum ( facts %e %\ld "k 9 ! hi/ory ( ! _w4 ,! ,*>t drew = its au?or a la/ k9d ^w ( recognition f an old fri5d1 :5 ,mr4 ,mack5zie wrote3-- #8,,we/b\rne ,,college1 #ahfc4 #8 444 ,i am pr\d to ?9k t ,i _h any "p1 h[ev] humble1 9 direct+ y\r m9d to ! ,tabul> /yle ( tea*+2 & ,i am gratifi$ to f9d t "o ( :om ,i _h s e>ly =m$ a fav\rable op9ion1 has prov$ to be s able a work] 9 ! great cause ( ,education4 #8,i hope t y & y\r si/]s1 z well z my ,godson1 q und]/& t ,i ent]ta9 = y all ! feel+s ( an old fri5d1 :o values y on y\r own acc\nt z well z = ! sake ( bo? y\r ,p>5ts4--,believe me to be always y\r s9c]e ,fri5d1 ,c4 ,,mack5zie4' ,s1 9 ! be/ s5se ! ,college grew4 ,n 9 outw>d prosp]ity alone1 9 tea*+ p[]1 9 class rooms2 b )94 ,! invisible fabric ( m9d1 & w1 & he>t1 co-ord9at$ by "o great idea1 0 sl[ly be+ rais$4 ,! #8aborig9es1' z ^? :o 7 girls ( ! ,cambray ,h\se "t call !mselves1 ev5 insi/ t at no "t ( h] c>e] 0 ,miss ,beale's p]sonal influ5ce s direct z !n1 :5 tea*+ s _m subjects h]self1 & 9 small classes1 %e came p]sonally 9 contact ) ne>ly all ! old] pupils4 ,all classes _h _! place & desks 9 ! long hall2 b ! l[e/ division _h a sep>ate s*oolroom z soon z funds ju/ifi$ x1 & ! rooms ( ! h\se1 ev5 on occasion ^? appo9t$ to ! ,pr9cipal1 7 us$ z classrooms4 ,miss ,beale did n (t5 tea* 9 ! l>ge hall4 ,! "y ones 7 cle>$ out ( _! division room :5 %e gave a big lecture2 a small class1 su* z "o = ,g]man translation1 w\ld be tak5 9 h] draw+-room4 ,!re came a mom5t :5 ev5 h] b$room 0 invad$4 ,^? small classes ( ma!matics or ,g]man 7 m especially ! ones :i* ende>$ tea*] & pupils to ea* o!r4 ,!re 0 always en\gh p]sonal awe & inspiration ab\t ! ,lady ,pr9cipal to ensure a well-prep>$ lesson f really int]e/$ pupils1 & (t5 beyond ! lesson !re w\ld be delightful talk4 ,iphig5ie 9 ,tauris recalls _m ?\ghts beyond ,g]man translation1 & ! v]bal ex]cise itself 0 depriv$ ( e ve/ige ( dulness by h] great int]e/ 9 ! gr[? & developm5t ( words4 ,no noble ?\ght1 no f9e simile 0 all[$ to pass unnotic$2 o!r poems 7 comp>$1 or p]haps a passage w\ld be giv5 to be translat$ into ,engli% v]se4 ,9 ! m]e sugge/ion ( ?is1 :at hope & enc\ragem5t lay = _m :o h>dly lik$ to own _! pleasure 9 su* an attempt1 or :o _h f\nd e>li] ef=ts ( ! k9d ?w>t$ by criticism too brac+ = beg9n]s6 ,x may inde$ be ?\ght t ,miss ,beale _h always an unw>rant$ admiration = ! v]se-mak+ ( h] pupils4 ,if 9 ?is %e sometimes (f5d$ ! cause ( pure lit]ature1 h] attitude t[>ds x 0 yet surely ! "r "o = a tea*]4 ,?is mu/ inde$ h be5 "o ( ! happie/ p]iods ( h] "w1 :5 %e fir/ came into ne> t\* ) ! *ildr5 %e _h se5 gr[ up ab\t h]1 & felt h]self able to give impetus & tra9+ to gr[+ aspirations & develop+ ?\ght1 :5 h] sympa?y 0 con/antly appeal$ to 9 ! way 9 :i* %e c\ld be/ give x4 #8,x is my peculi> privilege to h sp5t all my ,college c>e] 9 h] class1 to g ?r\gh ye>s ( h] special p]sonal tea*+4 ,9 lat] days1 :5 ! ,college assum$ l>g] dim5sions1 su* an exp]i5ce mu/ h be5 r>e2 to ^? :o c\ld claim x1 x meant a pot5t influ5ce = life4 ,h[ vividly c ,i recall h] sitt+ on h] little dais1 scann+ ! long s*ool-room & discov]+ any?+ amiss at ! f> end ( x2 or mak+ a t\r ( inspection to ! v>i\s classes ) a smil+ c\nt5ance t bani%$ t]ror4' ,s writes "o old pupil ( t "t4 ,ano!r speaks ( t deep t5d]ness :i* %e ev] felt1 b (t5 conceal$1 & 0 n afraid ( %[+ 9 a case ( special ne$4 #8,:5 ,i 0 almo/ a *ild at ,college ,i lo/ my "m1 & %all nev] =get ,miss ,beale's t5d] sympa?y & help4 ,%e took su* int]e/ 9 my prep>ation = ,confirmation1 & br\ght me h]self to my fir/ ,communion1--j %e & ,i alone2 a day ,i %all always rememb]4 ,all ?r\gh my girlhood %e 0 a k9d & ready advis]1 & cont9u$ h] int]e/ ?r\gh\t my m>ri$ life4 ,"o always felt :atev] happ5$ to "o1 ,n[ ,i mu/ tell ,miss ,beale4' ,x is sad to "k t ,miss ,beale 0 (t5 depress$ 9 t hopeful spr+-"t ( ! ,college by ! tongues ( gossip & sl&]4 ,%e _h s pr(\nd a horror ( petty talk ab\t o!r p's bus9ess1 t %e possibly exagg]at$ ! importance ( c>elessly repeat$ & untrue reports4 ,%e m5tions ! local gossip f :i* ! ,college _h to suff]4 #8,tales 7 h&$ ab\t t x 0 impossible to trace4 ,x 0 said t accompli%m5ts 7 neglect$1 t ! pupils play$ on dumb pianos4 ,p]sons :o did n exi/1 & o!rs :o w\ld nev] h be5 admitt$1 7 said to att5d ! ,college4 ,news 0 s5t out to ,canada t ! cattle plague 0 prevail+1 & ! report 0 half believ$4 ,! m]e circulation ( absurd falsehoods is1 h[ev]1 (t5 en\gh to decide a "m to place h] daught] else:]e2 sometimes no falsehood at all1 a contemptu\s tone is en\gh4 ,su* ?+s c only be met by sil5ce & /eady & unobtrusive "w4 ,p]haps "o is bett] (f )\t ! *ildr5 ( ^? :o accept _! rule ( life f ,mrs4 ,grundy4 ,c]ta9ly su* opposition & p]secution prove an excell5t tonic1 & ,i p]sonally feel grateful = x1 ?\gh x 0 a bitt] draught4 ,we _h to rememb] t ! int]e/s ( "s 7 injur$ by ! e/abli%m5t ( ! ,college2 ! wi% be+ fa!r to ! ?\ght1 p w\ld sometimes believe :at !y said4' ,matt]s rea*$ a climax :5 an absolutely untrue /atem5t conc]n+ cruelty to animals 0 set on foot ab\t ,mrs4 ,fras]1 :o _h op5$ a bo>d+-h\se 9 connection ) ! ,college4 ,! real gravity ( ! report lay 9 ! circum/ance t "s 9 ! ,college _h li/5$ to x1 & x 0 necess>y to address ! tea*]s on ! subject4 ,x 0 a pa9ful task1 b bravely fac$ by ! ,lady ,pr9cipal1 :o said3 #8,n[ ,i h no?+ to d to judge !m t are )\t4 ,we mu/ *e]fully be> evil-speak+4 ,b if x come f )91 ! matt] is = t reason a s]i\s "o2 = ?is reason ,i feel x mu/ be trac$ up to its s\rce4444 ,i feel ,i c appeal to y z lov]s ( tru?1 z ^? :o feel t no advantages ( education1 ( heal?1 or any o!r1 c comp5sate = ! disadvantage :i* w\ld arise to any *ildr5 :o liv$ 9 an atmosph]e ( evil-speak+1 ly+1 & sl&]+4' ,?us grasp$1 ! nettle ceas$ to /+4 ,x 0 p]haps a small incid5t sc>cely wor? not+4 ,b ,miss ,beale rememb]$ x z "o :i* caus$ great discom=t at ! "t1 & x _h f>-rea*+ consequ5ces4 ,h] p[] !n 0 m limit$ ?an 9 aft] ye>s4 ,%e le>n$ ?r\gh ?is difficulty ! ne$ = m lib]ty to act indep5d5tly ( ! ,c\ncil 9 ! int]nal managem5t ( ! ,college4 ,9 h] ef=ts to get ! evil root$ out f _! mid/1 %e ne>ly exce$$ h] p[]s4 ,?is1 d\btless1 taught h] to prosecute h] re=ms m w>ily4 ,above all1 x may be believ$ t %e ga9$ a fre% access ( t self-control s necess>y to all gov]nors4 ,= x is only 9 fiction t difficulty c be ov]come by a sudd5 ^w or action2 9 real life "w has to be c>ri$ on despite ! ob/acle2--gr[? takes place "u pressure4 ,outside ! "w ( ! ,college !re is n a great deal to relate ab\t ,miss ,beale's life at ?is p]iod4 ,h] holidays 7 sometimes sp5t 9 visits to h] family4 ,aft] ! dea?s ( ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,john ,beale1 ,hyde ,c\rt1 ! old family h\se came into ! possession ( ,miss ,beale's "m1 :o _h be5 left a wid[ 9 #ahfb4 ,9 #ahfh ,mrs4 ,beale came ) two daught]s to reside at ,hyde ,c\rt until h] dea? 9 #ahha4 ,!re ! ,lady ,pr9cipal (t5 w5t 9 ! holidays1 f9d+ pleasure 9 ! beautiful surr\nd+s4 ,an old pupil tells ( ! delights ( a visit to h] !re1--( ,mrs4 ,beale1 :om h] daught] ,doro!a greatly resembl$1 calm & maje/ic look+1 ( ! glori\s view f ! w9d[s ( ! room appropriat$ to ,miss ,beale & h] l>ge correspond5ce4 ,a good "p ( ! holidays ev5 !n 0 sp5t 9 ,*elt5ham1 b !re 7 "s visits abroad4 ,"o ye> ,miss ,beale accompani$ h] bro!r ,edw>d1 !n recov]+ f illness1 to ! ,black ,=e/4 ,on ano!r occasion %e w5t ) h] si/] to ,*am\nix1 & enjoy$ ! m\nta9 walks4 ,9 #ahfd %e sp5t "s "t at ,zri*4 ,m ?an once %e w5t to ,p>is4 ,?is cont95tal travel 0 by no means = recreation & refre%m5t only4 ,x ne>ly always impli$ visits to s*ools1 :]e fre% & =eign me?ods 7 /udi$4 ,no opportunity ( ga9+ new ideas 0 ev] neglect$1 = ,miss ,beale c\ld n und]/& ev] liv+ ap>t f h] "w4 ,9 ! holidays1 z 9 s*ool-"t1 %e 0 /ill work+1 ?\gh 9 a diff]5t way4 ,9 ,*elt5ham itself !re 0 little "t or opportunity = recreation4 ,society1 z ! ^w is g5]ally und]/ood1 _h little to say to ! new head-mi/ress1 ^: insignificant figure & pla9 dress did n provoke mu* int]e/4 ,h] abs5ce ( small talk1 h] quiet intellectual face1 h] reputation z a clev] woman1 h] connection ) ,que5's ,college1 all repres5t$ some?+ unwont$ & new4 ,%e _h receiv$ no welcome f ! religi\s _w ( ,*elt5ham1 ^: lead]s1 ,mr4 ,close & ,mr4 ,boyd1 ?\gh "o ( !m _h accept$ a seat on ! ,c\ncil1 rema9$ alo( f ! int]e/s ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 p]haps %>+ ! prejudice /ill preval5t aga9/ any dep>ture f ! beat5 track ( wom5's education4 ,x 0 ( little mom5t to ,miss ,beale to f9d h]self uns\ght by society1 = %e seldom c>$ to sp5d an ev5+ f h] "w4 ,%e c\ld n und]/& ! position1 :i* "s h ?\ght x wise to take up1 t x is good = a s*ool to h its head se5 9 society4 ,%e held x to be be/ = a s*ool t its head %\ld give h]self unremitt+ly to h] "w1--disa/r\s to ! welf>e ( any pupils = _! tea*] to sacrifice to social engagem5ts ! "t %e ought to give to ! prep>ation ( lessons4 ,! fri5ds ( t e>ly "t 7 a few ?\ghtful p :o 7 int]e/$ l h]self 9 education4 ,on fir/ com+ to ,*elt5ham ,miss ,beale1 to please ,miss ,brew]1 %e said1 att5d$ ,*ri/*ur*1 b %e soon left ?is = ,/4 ,philip's & ,/4 ,james' at ,leckhampton1 & = ,/4 ,paul's4 ,bo? ^! *ur*es 7 less obvi\sly 9 ! possession ( weal?y seat-hold]s ?an ! *ur*es 9 ! t[n4 ,to ,/4 ,philip's %e w5t at t "t :5 %e #8want$ to be quiet1' tak+ up a position ne> ! door4 ,all ! middle ( t *ur* 0 !n occupi$ by *>ity *ildr5 & ! poor1 b !re 7 9 ! ri* "p ( ! congregation _m ^: names h int]e/ f "o cause or ano!r4 ,! incumb5t ( ,/4 ,philip's1 ! ,rev4 ,a4 ,e4 ,riddle1 0 a man ( mu* le>n+4 ,he _h be5 ,bampton ,lectur] 9 #ahcb1 & 0 ! au?or ( a well-kn[n ,lat9 ,diction>y & o!r books4 ,miss ,beale felt at home 9 8 great libr>y1 & visits to ,mrs4 ,riddle at ,tudor ,lodge 7 among ! few recreations4 ,mr4 ,riddle di$ 9 #ahei1 & = ! next few ye>s %e seems to h regul>ly att5d$ ,/4 ,paul's or ,holy ,tr9ity *ur*es4 ,%e f\nd real fri5ds 9 ! p>sonage-h\se at ,/4 ,paul's1 b ! imm$iate tie 0 soon brok51 = 9 #ahfd ,mr4 ,bromby 0 made ,bi%op ( ,tasmania4 ,! claims ( relation%ip & e>ly fri5d%ip 7 n =gott51 b !re 0 little "t = lett]-writ+ beyond ! ev]-gr[+ correspond5ce connect$ ) "w4 ,mr4 ,beale wrote playfully ( 8 daught]'s gr[+ absorption3-- #8,y always write z if y 7 at ! top ( y\r spe$1 & ?is is n good4 ,i d\bt n y h a great deal to occupy y\r "t & y\r att5tion1 b pray d n be always 9 a hurry1 y w inevitably break d[n if y are s--y w lose 9 p[] :at y ga9 9 spe$1 z c]ta9ly z 9 me*anics2 & ) great] dang] to ! regul>ity ( ! ma*9e4444 ,i am really fe>ful to take up y\r "t4444 ,i d>esay n[ y are scrambl+ ?r\gh my note )\t t respect to :i* ! writ] & ! subject are entitl$4 ,b pray rememb] t to neglect 7! c>e ( y\r heal?7 is ! wor/ economy 9 ! _w4444 #8,i w n[ release y1 b ,i 0 unwill+ q to lose y\r correspond5ce1 ?\gh d n write to me until y h a little pati5t leisure4' ,?us1 9 difficulty & obscurity1 ! life-"w ( ,doro!a ,beale 0 begun4 ,b h]s 0 a light :i* c\ld n long be hid4 ,ea* ye> x burn$ m surely & %one fur!r afield4 ,by #ahfd1 :5 ! ,end[$ ,s*ools' ,inquiry ,commission 0 in/itut$1 %e 0 kn[n z a successful head-mi/ress ^: views & me?ods 7 wor? he>+4 ,) ,miss ,buss & o!rs %e 0 ask$ to give evid5ce4 ,,*apt] ,,vii ,a ,,royal ,,commission #8,i le>nt ! royal g5ealogies ,( ,ovi$o1 ! int]nal laws ,( ! ,burmese ,empire1--by h[ _m feet ,m\nt ,*imborazo outso>s ,t5]iffe1 ,:at navigable riv] jo9s itself ,to ,l>a1 & :at c5sus ( ! ye> five ,0 tak5 at ,klag5furt4444 ,i le>nt mu* music1 444 f9e sleights ( h& ,& unimag9$ f+]+4' ,e4 ,b4 ,,br[n+1 ,aurora ,leigh4 ,?is volume1 :i* memorialises "o great "n 9 "o field ( wom5's "w1 is n ! place 9 :i* to dwell ^u ! details ( t "w 9 o!r dep>tm5ts4 ,b x may be rem>k$ 9 pass+ t ! educational movem5t itself 0 b a "p--an ess5tial "p--( a l>g] "o4 ,x seem$1 ,miss ,beale (t5 said 9 speak+ ( ?is "t1 t wom51 l ! damsel ( old1 he>d ! ,voice ( ! ,ma/] p5etrat+ ! slumb] ( dea?1 bidd+ !m ,arise4 ,& !y obey$4 ,!y arose 9 _m & v>i\s ways to m9i/] to ,him4 ,! fir/ sign ( ?is awak5+ 0 publicly se5 9 #ahdd1 :5 ,dr4 ,pusey engag$ sev]al lead+ laym51 among :om 0 ,mr4 ,glad/one1 to help him 9 ! f\ndation ( an ,anglican ,si/]hood4 ,two or ?ree ,ord]s date f be=e ! op5+ ( ,que5's ,college 9 #ahdh2 ^? at ,clew] & ,wantage foll[$ soon aft]4 ,! devotion ( ,flor5ce ,night+ale & h] little b& 9 #ahed l$ _m to foll[ h] example1 & ! re=m ( nurs+ /eadily if sl[ly foll[$4 ,9 #ahff1 be=e ! reports ( ! ,s*ools' ,inquiry 7 publi%$1 ,dr4 ,elizabe? ,blackwell took an ,m4,d4 degree 9 ,switz]l&1 & ,miss ,g>rett began to /udy = "o 9 ,london4 ,! desire = bett] tea*+ & tra9+ 0 widespread4 ,! e/abli%m5t ( ! ,*elt5ham ,ladies' ,college 0 a "p ( a l>g] movem5t :i* 0 affect+ ! :ole c\ntry4 ,sixte5 ye>s _h pass$ s9ce ! op5+ ( ,que5's ,college _h unseal$ ! f\nta9 ( k = wom54 ,imm$iately aft]1 9 #ahdi1 a college _h be5 e/abli%$ on und5om9ational l9es4 ,?is 0 ,b$=d ,college1 :i* f\nd a lib]al donor 9 ,mr4 ,reid1 & among its fir/ tea*]s c\nt$ ,francis ,newman1 ,de ,morgan1 & ,dr4 ,c>p5t]4 ,^! l$ ! way4 ,!n 9 #ahej ! great s*ool :i* w = ev] be associat$ ) ! "n ( ,frances ,m>y ,buss 0 op5$ 9 ,camd5 ,road1 its ent]pris+ head-mi/ress hav+ !re remov$ ! private s*ool %e _h c>ri$ on successfully = "s ye>s1 to develop x on ! l9es ( a public s*ool1 "u ! enlight5$ sup]vision ( ,mr4 ,la+4 ,*elt5ham foll[$ f\r ye>s lat]1 & ^! two1 = _m ye>s ! only public s*ools = girls 9 ! c\ntry1 may be consid]$ ! direct (fspr+ ( ,que5's ,college4 ,! g5]al condition ( girls' education rema9$ unimprov$ "s ye>s long]4 ,yet amid ! ?\s&s ( private s*ools :]e wor?less or poor tea*+ prevail$1 !re 7 a few :i* _h come into ! h&s ( capable wom5 :o _h be5 inspir$ by ! noble ideals ( ^? :o l$ ! religi\s & intellectual ?\ght ( ! day4 ,! "n ( ,elizabe? ,sewell is repres5tative ( ^!2 b = ! mo/ "p !y liv$ & di$ unkn[n1 because _! "w 0 ( less public mom5t ?an t ( ! great lead]s4 ,yet1 9 an acc\nt ( wom5's education x seems ungraci\s to "n only ! well kn[n1 h[ev] great1 & to pass unnotic$ ! wise virg9s1 less prom95t b n less fai?ful1 ^: lamps %one & 7 repl5i%$ ?r\gh ! night4 ,9 h] dea?1 z 9 h] "w on e>?1 ,doro!a ,beale 0 n alone4 ,miss ,sewell1 ag$ n9ety1 pass$ b a few weeks be=e h]1 & v %ortly aft] two o!r unkn[n fell[-work]s1 :o _h n lab\r$ 9 va94 ,! ,times ( ,janu>y #aijg told ( ,miss ,pip]1 ! f\nd] & head ( ,laleham4 ,( ,miss ,pip] x c\ld be said1 t at a "t :5 ! in/ruction giv5 to girls 0 ( a =mal "*1 #8%e set h]self to make h] pupils ?9k1 to /imulate int]e/1 to en=ce ?or\ghness4' ,^! 7 ! v po9ts on :i* ! ,s*ools' ,commission f\nd girls' education defective4 ,a =tnight lat] di$ ,emily ,miln]1 :o 0 = fifty ye>s head ( ,/4 ,m>y's ,s*ool at ,brighton1 to :i* %e devot$ all h] small income4 ,%e taught ) m>vell\s en]gy & fre%ness1 inspir+ h] pupils !mselves to be zeal\s & p]sev]+1 & keep+ !m 9 t\* ) all t 0 be/ 9 ! rapid advance & *ange ( mod]n education4 ,b su* head-mi/resses 7 r>e4 ,! ,commission]s seldom f\nd ei!r ?or\ghness or fre%ness 9 ! s*ools !y inspect$4 ,! ,s*ools' ,inquiry ,commission 0 in/itut$ 9 #ahfd1 a ye> 9 :i* ,john ,rusk91 9 a lecture at ,man*e/]1 made a passionate appeal to ri* wom5 to claim _! "r to s]ve--& reign4 ,8 cry did n rea* a l>g] public until1 eight ye>s lat]1 ! lecture 0 publi%$ "u ! title #8,( ,que5s' ,g>d5s' 9 ,sesame & ,lilies4 ,l ! simultane\s discov]y ( "s great />1 by wat*]s /range to "o ano!r & half a cont95t ap>t1 ! movem5t = enl>g+ ! scope ( wom5's "w 0 fur!r$ by m5 ( div]s ways & me?ods1 h]ald$ by vision>ies l ,t5nyson & ,rusk91 m>%all$ into delib]ate ord] by high-he>t$ (ficials l ! ,secret>y ( ! ,gov]nesses' ,b5evol5t ,society & ! ,s*ool ,inspector ,jo%ua ,fit*4 ,possibly no ,assi/ant ,commission]1 z he drew up 8 report1 recall$ ! r++ words ( ,rusk94 ,b ?\gh ! m$ium v>ies to ! /ret* ( diff]5ce betwe5 ! inspiration ( a great poem & ! delib]ate /atem5ts ( a blue-book1 we recognise ! same =ce beh9d bo?1 & see bo? alike to be *annels = "o great /ream ( t5d5cy4 ,! conclusions drawn f ! report1 ! result+ effects se5 9 new s*ools & organis$ public exam9ations1 miss no?+ ( _! special value if reg>d$ 9 connection ) su* words z ^!3-- #8,let a girl's education be z s]i\s z a boy's4 ,y br+ up y\r girls z if !y 7 meant = side-bo>d ornam5ts1 & !n compla9 ( _! frivolity4 ,give !m ! same advantages t y give _! bro!rs 444 tea* !m1 also1 t c\rage & tru? are ! pill>s ( _! be+4444 ,!re is h>dly a girl's s*ool 9 ?is ,*ri/ian ,k+dom :]e ! *ildr5's c\rage & s9c]ity w\ld be ?\ght ( half s mu* importance z _! way ( com+ 9 at a door4444 ,& give !m1 la/ly1 n only noble tea*+s1 b noble tea*]s4'#dj ,! ,s*ools' ,inquiry ,commission 0 in/itut$ to exam9e into ! exi/+ /ate ( education above ! elem5t>y grade1 & to report on measures ne$$ = its improvem5t1 hav+ special reg>d to all end[m5ts applicable1 or :i* c\ld rightly be made applicable1 !reto4 ,by ! in/ance ( ,miss ,emily ,davies1 girls' s*ools 7 includ$ 9 ! inquiry4 ,among ! ,commission]s 0 ,"l ,lyttelton1 :o 0 reg>d$ by ^? :o wi%$ to improve wom5's education z a fri5d to girls4 ,he _h manfully ass]t$ _! "r to a %>e ( ! end[m5ts1 & ( wom5 to a %>e 9 ! managem5t ( girls' s*ools4 ,sir ,/af=d ,nor?cote1 ,dr4 ,temple1 & ,mr4 ,=/] 7 also memb]s ( ! ,commission4 ,among ! ,assi/ant ,commission]s1 ^: bus9ess x 0 to visit & report ^u s*ools1 7 su* well-kn[n names z ^? ( ,t4 ,h4 ,gre51 ,j4 ,g4 ,fit*1 & ,j4 ,bryce4 ,no s*ools outside ! eight select$ di/ricts 7 visit$1 b ! ,pr9cipals ( "s beyond _! limit 7 reque/$ to give evid5ce be=e ! ,commission]s 9 ,london4 ,9 ! ye> #ahfh-i reports & evid5ce 7 gradually issu$ 9 a s]ies ( tw5ty l>ge blue-books4 ,( ^! volumes ab\t n9ete5-tw5tie?s relat$ to ! education ( boys & g5]al que/ions1 & ab\t "o-tw5tie? to ! education ( girls alone4 ,miss ,beale hail$ ! ,commission z a means ( br++ ! ?\s& ineffici5cies ( girls' education to ! light4 ,%e took advantage ( x 9 an address %e gave 9 #ahfe at ,bri/ol1 at a meet+ ( t n[ ext9ct body1 ! ,social ,sci5ce ,congress1 :5 %e plead$ t1 = boys & girls alike1 education %\ld be plann$ ) ! view ( develop+ "*4 ,h] argum5t 0 none ! less weighty because s c>efully gu>d$3-- #8,let me say at once t ,i desire to in/itute no comp>ison betwe5 ! m5tal abilities ( boys & girls1 b simply to say :at seems to be ! "r means ( tra9+ girls1 s t !y may be/ p]=m t subord9ate "p 9 ! _w to :i*1 ,i believe1 !y h be5 call$4 #8,fir/1 !n1 ,i ?9k t ! education ( girls has too (t5 be5 made %[y1 r ?an real & useful2 t accompli%m5ts h be5 made ! ma9 ?+1 because ^! w\ld1 x 0 ?\ght1 enable a girl to %9e & attract1 :ile ^? bran*es ( /udy especially calculat$ to =m ! judgm5t1 to cultivate ! und]/&+1 & to discipl9e ! "* 7:i* w\ld fit h] to p]=m ! duties ( life7 h be5 neglect$2 & ?us1 :ile tempor>y pleasure & pr(it h be5 s\ght1 ! great moral ends ( education h be5 too (t5 lo/ sight (4 #8,to ! poor] classes ! toil & /ruggle ( _! daily life d1 to "s ext5t1 af=d an education :i* gives e>ne/ness1 & /r5g?1 & reality2 & if we w\ld n h ! daught]s ( ! high] classes idle & frivol\s1 !y too mu/ be taught to appreciate ! value ( "w4 ,we mu/ endeav\r to give !m1 :ile "y1 su* habits1 /udies1 & occupations z w brace ! m9d1 improve ! ta/e1 & develop ! moral "*4 ,!y mu/ le>n1 n = ! sake ( display1 b f motives ( duty4 ,!y mu/ n *oose ! easy & agreeable1 & neglect :at is dull & un9vit+4 ,!y mu/ n expect to speak languages )\t ma/]+ ! rudim5ts2 nor require to be f9i%$ 9 a ye> or two1 b impati5tly refuse to lab\r at a f\ndation4' ,^! words 7 pione]s ( ! ,commission]s' reports1 9 :i* !y f9d a lit]al e*o4 ,! reports1 ) h] own evid5ce & t ( o!r ladies int]e/$ 9 education1 7 by ,miss ,beale pres]v$ = po/]ity4 ,%e p]ceiv$ in/9ctively t if !y 7 n br\ght into g5]al circulation all w\ld soon be =gott51 mu* nev] kn[n at all4 ,) t /]n s5se ( economy :i* caus$ h] nev] to wa/e an opportunity or a scrap ( mat]ial1 %e took ! task ^u h]self4 ,%e obta9$ p]mission to republi% ! matt] relat+ to girls' s*ools 9 a s+le volume1 = :i* %e wrote a preface4 ,9 ?is %e dealt ) ! evid5ce ( ! ,commission]s1 discuss+ at "s l5g? ! que/ions ( exam9ations & ov]work4 ,b %e s\ght *iefly1 z %e _h already done a few ye>s be=e 9 an article 9 ,fras]'s ,magaz9e1#da to %[ ! ne$ ( real /udy = wom51 ! advantage to be ga9$ = "* & m9d f su* subjects z hi/ory & lit]ature4 ,! g5]al report ( ! ,commission]s on ,girls' ,education =ms ! fir/ *apt] ( ,miss ,beale's blue-book4 ,x op5$ ) a quotation to ! effect t an educat$ "m is ( ev5 m importance ?an an educat$ fa!r4 ,miss ,beale may h ?\ght ?is an exagg]at$ /atem5t2 b %e mu/ h welcom$ & republi%$ x ) "s satisfaction4 ,%e 0 = ev] hav+ x d9n$ into h] e>s1 by ^? :o oppos$ all s]i\s /udy = _! daught]s1 t girls %\ld be educat$ to be wives & mo!rs4 ,mrs4 ,grey %[$ ! real fallacy ( ! /atem5t1 9 a pap] :i* 0 ! direct result ( ! republi%$ reports1 :5 %e po9t$ out t girls 7 n be+ educat$ to be wives1 b to get husb&s4 ,a happy m>riage ,mrs4 ,grey held to be #8! summum bonum ( a woman's life 444 n an object to be /riv5 =1 b to be receiv$ z ! supreme grace ( fate :5 ! "r "t & ! "r p]son come4'#db ,) ,miss ,beale & ,miss ,emily ,davies %e deprecat$ ! education :i* is design$ f ! fir/ to fit & prep>e = a special position 9 life4 ,%e w\ld h wom5 & m5 alike1 work+ m51 tradesm51 m5 ( =tune educat$ z human be+s1 n te*nically in/ruct$ = "s special walk 9 life4 ,9 eloqu5t words %e pictur$ ! ideal = :i* %e & o!rs l-m9d$ 7 /riv+1 & 7 seek+ to atta9 by ! practical me?od ( enlight5+ public op9ion1 f\nd+ s*ools1 ask+ = public exam9ations4 ,%e wrote3-- #8,! true mean+ ( ! ^w education is n in/ruction4444 ,x is intellectual1 moral1 & physical developm5t1 ! developm5t ( a s\nd m9d 9 a s\nd body1 ! tra9+ ( reason to =m j judgm5ts1 ! discipl9+ ( ! w & affections to obey ! supreme law ( duty1 ! k9dl+ & /r5g!n+ ( ! love ( k1 ( beauty1 ( goodness1 till !y become gov]n+ motives ( action4' ,mrs4 ,grey's conclusions 7 ! same z ^? ( ! ,commission]s1 :o compla9$ t !re 0 no dem& = ! education ( girls1 ! cause ( ! indiff]5ce be+ t l[ idea :i* reg>ds only ! money value ( education1 & e/imates x solely z a means ( gett+ on4 ,girls 7 taught ) a view to increas+ _! attractiv5ess be=e m>riage1 r ?an ) t ( increas+ _! happ9ess & usefulness aft]4 ,?is 0 ! g5]al cause ( dissatisfaction1 b !re 7 _m details4 ,"o & all compla9$ t1 ) ! exception ( q a few s*ools1 ! education ( girls 9 ! middle classes 0 mu* worse ?an t exi/+ 9 ! elem5t>y s*ools ( ! day4 ,?is 0 ( c\rse specially ! case 9 subjects l ari?metic1 & arose greatly f ! mi/ak5 notion t !y 7 ( no use to girls4 ,! ,commission]s 7 unanim\s 9 condemn+ ! prevail+ me?od ( in/ruction by means ( su* books z ,mangnall's ,que/ions & ! l1 t]m$ by ,mr4 ,bryce #8! noxi\s brood ( cate*isms4' ,( ?is1 be x said1 ,miss ,mangnall's fam\s "w1 :i* be>s witness to its au?or's well-/or$ m9d1 & :i* rea*$ ne>ly a hundr$ editions1 0 ! be/4 ,! #8,que/ions' dem&$ inde$ ! k ( su* useless facts z ! numb] ( h\ses burn$ 9 ! ,great ,fire ( ,london2 b !re 7 9 use1 9 ! num]\s small private s*ools ( ! p]iod1 *eap] & m /upid books1 9 :i* ! in=mation 0 n m]ely useless1 b ev5 defi$ common s5se4 ,a small cate*ism on #8,sci5ce1' entitl$ #8,:y & ,because1' conclud$ a long li/ ( inept que/ions )3 #8,:y d p5sion]s & ag$ cottag]s put _! teapots on ! hob to draw8' ,9 "s books1 facts ( v>y+ nature--( hi/ory1 geography1 gramm>1 etc4--7 all jumbl$ toge!r4 ,x is n surpris+ t girls in/ruct$ by ! p>rot-l1 inconsequ5t me?ods ( su* lesson-books1 pass$ f s*ool ) no love ( read+4 ,! ,commission]s compla9$ fur!r1 t ?\gh ,fr5* & music 7 held to be ! mo/ important subjects to :i* a girl %\ld devote h]self1 !y 7 ne>ly always v badly taught4 ,!y spoke ( "t wa/$ at ! piano2 !y calculat$ ! ?\s&s ( h\rs giv5 to music :i* 0 n wor? he>+ at ! la/4 ,!y gave in/ances ( ludicr\s mi/akes 9 ,fr5*1 :i* no ef=t ( visit+ ma/]s c\ld improve into any?+ l a real k ( ! language1 because rudim5t>y gramm> _h nev] be5 ma/]$4 ,!y spoke ( draw+ taught ) an equal disreg>d ( ?or\ghness1 & ) /ill m disa/r\s result4 #8,! common practice ( ma/]s t\*+ up _! pupils' p]=mances = exhibition at home fo/]s a habit ( di%one/y1 & t too preval5t t5d5cy runn+ ?r\gh ! :ole ( female education1 ! t5d5cy to c>e m = appe>ance ?an reality1 to seem r ?an to be4'#dc ,"s spoke ( ! abs5ce ( heal?y int]e/s1 ( ! ne$ = games1 a ne$ :i* appeal$ b little to ,miss ,beale1 9 ^: own y\? play 0 m>k$ by its abs5ce only4 ,_m urg$ ! necessity = f\nd+ 9 e t[n public s*ools simil> to boys' gramm> s*ools1 :]e girls c\ld obta9 a s\nd education1 )\t accompli%m5ts1 at a l[ co/4 ,^! reports embody a numb] ( facts conc]n+ a /ate ( ?+s n[ happily pass$ away4 ,hundr$s ( small private s*ools might h read _! doom 9 !m1 = ! e/abli%m5t ( _m public s*ools1 end[$ & o!rwise1 soon foll[$ ! inquiry4 ,we see ! poor %am education1 ) its wrong notions ( ! beautiful & ! be/1 vani% )\t a regret4 ,yet1 s9ce all human ef=t has its wor? & place1 is x possible & fair to say "o ^w above its grave8 ,0 !re no g5u9e wi% to give pleasure plead+ 9 ! mis]able pieces ( ! bo>d+-s*ool "y lady1 & ev5 9 ! pa9ful draw+s :i* ! ma/]'s t\* fail$ to make tol]able8 ,!y te/ify at lea/ to some?+ out ( ! "w-a-day sph]e1 to ! desire = ! #8some?+ af>1' (t5 ! fir/ /ep to a tru] vision4 ,preci\s ye>s ( girlhood sp5t on ! va9 ef=t to atta9 accompli%m5ts speak ( "s dim p]ception ( ! ref9em5t & uplift+ :i* m5 look = 9 wom54 ,ill-devis$1 badly attempt$1 poorly c>ri$ out1 ! ?\ght ( giv+ delight 0 n only m]c5>y 9 aim2 beh9d x 0 "s consci\sness ( a real human ne$4 ,! educators ( wom5 to-day %\ld "k bett] ?an to despise its plead+1 h[ev] imp]fectly express$4 #8,may ,i n h "o ornam5tal "o8' said a bro!r :5 a ?ird si/] 0 ab\t to devote h]self to obta9+ c]tificates = ma!matics4 ,n9e ladies1 includ+ ,miss ,emily ,davies1 ,miss ,buss1 & ,miss ,beale1 7 ask$ to give evid5ce be=e ! ,commission4 ,miss ,beale's1 :i* 0 tak5 9 #ahfe1 is ( d\ble int]e/1 at once t\*+ ! /ate ( girls' education 9 g5]al1 & ! advance be+ made 9 ! ,ladies' ,college1 ,*elt5ham4 ,%e took ) h] a hundr$ entrance exam9ation pap]s arrang$ 9 ord] = inspection4 ,actuat$ p]haps by ! m>vell\s c>efulness :i* lo/ no?+1 & see+ a use ev5 9 :at w\ld (t5 be consid]$ wa/e pap]s1 z well z by ! def9ite aim ( pres]v+ a record ( progress1 %e _h kept all ! answ]s writt5 by h] pupils to entrance exam9ation que/ions4 ,) ! ,college pap]s1 %e %[$ also "s writt5 by *ildr5 9 "o ( ! national s*ools at ,*elt5ham1 9 ord] t ! ,commission]s might make a comp>ison = !mselves4 ,on be+ que/ion$1 ,miss ,beale expla9$ 9 detail ! :ole sy/em ( ! ,college1 int]e/+ ! ,commission]s 9 ! me?od ( tea*+ ,euclid1 "o :i* at "s po9ts ant$at$ by _m ye>s ! pres5t tea*+ ( geometry 9 ! public s*ools1 & :i* has lately be5 adopt$ by ! univ]sities4 ,at a "t :5 s*oolboys 7 le>n+ ,euclid by he>t1 ,miss ,beale 0 tea*+ x to girls by a me?od ( explanation :i* !y _h to foll[ & f9ally reproduce )\t any le>n+ by rote4 ,) reg>d to ! tea*+ ( ,holy ,scripture %e said1 #8,ea* class tea*] takes h] own class1 & t1 ,i ?9k1 v important'2 b on ?is subject little 0 said4 ,on ! "q ( discipl9e & moral difficulties %e expla9$ t ! gov]nm5t ( ! ,college 0 *iefly by p]sonal influ5ce1 & t h] plan 0 to make use ( v simple means1 su* z *ang+ ! seat ( a *ild :o 0 suspect$ ( be+ di%one/ 9 h] "w4 #8,x is a small ?+1 b x indicates want ( tru/1 & x is by small ?+s we gov]n4' ,su* discipl9e obvi\sly appe>$ slight to ,dr4 ,/orr>1 :o ask$ on he>+ x1 #8,p]haps girls are m s5sitive ?an boys 9 su* matt]s8' #8,i w n attempt to decide1' repli$ ,miss ,beale1 #8b my op9ion is t !y are n4' ,ask$ h] op9ion on a sy/em ( exam9ation1 ,miss ,beale recomm5d$ a g5]al ,bo>d = ! exam9ation ( tea*]s1 to be f\nd$ ) national sanction1 & an inspection ( ! s*ools "u ! managem5t ( ^? :o _h pass$ ! exam9ation4 #8,!re is "o o!r po9t1' %e add$3 #8! cause might be help$ on by ! e/abli%m5t ( a model s*ool = ! tra9+ ( tea*]s2 ,i h>dly "k h[ su* w\ld "w4' ,! evid5ce ( ! ,commission1 publi%$ 9 #ahfh1 produc$ a great impression on ,mrs4 ,william ,grey & h] si/]1 ,miss ,%ireff4 ,"u _! able lead]%ip !re 0 =m$1 9 #ahga1 #8,! ,national ,union = ,improv+ ! ,education ( ,wom51' = ! purpose ( organis+ ef=t & help+ to create a s\nd] public op9ion ) reg>d to education itself4 ,! "w ( ?is society l$ two ye>s lat] to ! f\ndation ( ! ,girls' ,public ,day-,s*ool ,company4 ,by ?is ag5cy1 :i* 0 comm]cial z well z educational1 ,high ,s*ools 7 e/abli%$ 9 mo/ ( ! important t[ns ( ,engl&4 ,!re foll[$ ! num]\s indep5d5t ef=ts & companies :i* h cov]$ ! c\ntry ) a network ( second>y s*ools = girls4 ,9 #ahgb1 ,miss ,buss giv+ up h] private prop]ty 9 h] v successful s*ool1 by an act ( self-sacrifice & g5]osity made x a public s*ool by plac+ x 9 tru/4 ,a l[] s*ool 0 also e/abli%$ 9 ,camd5 ,t[n "u ! same managem5t4 ,miss ,emily ,davies also f\nd h] "w aid$ by ! ,commission4 ,%e 0 l>gely in/rum5tal 9 ! op5+ ( ,local ,exam9ations to girls4 ,! f\ndation ( ! fir/ wom5's college at a univ]sity 0 laid by h] :51 9 #ahgc1 ! college %e _h op5$ at ,hit*9 f\r ye>s e>li] 0 remov$ to ,cambridge1 :]e x became kn[n z ,girton4 ,?is /ep 0 p]haps ev5 less ( a v5ture1 ?\gh m />tl+ to ! public m9d1 ?an ! fir/ beg9n+ at ,hit*94 ,( ?is ,miss ,m>ia ,hackett _h writt5 to ,miss ,beale3-- #8,! propos$ ,f\ndation ( a ,college = ! ,sup]ior ,education ( ,wom5 is ano!r mo/ important measure 9 ! same direction4 ,i _h mu* correspond5ce ab\t tw5ty ye>s ago1 ) y\r de> fa!r1 ,mr4 ,mack5zie1 & ,mr4 ,/orrs1 on ! subject1 b ,i did n v5ture ^u s ext5sive a s*eme4' ,public exam9ations = girls necess>ily foll[$ ! "w ( ! ,commission1 ! op5+ ( wom5's colleges1 & ! e/abli%m5t ( public s*ools = girls4 ,head-mi/resses 7 call$ ^u to face all ! difficulties & drawbacks ( ^!1 z well z to accept _! advantages1 & 9 "s cases also to incur odium1 z !y work$ ) measures :i* !y knew to be n 9 !mselves ! be/1 b only ! be/ atta9able4 ,miss ,beale _h h] own vision ( :at a public exam9ation = girls %\ld be4 ,%e _h said at ,bri/ol 9 #ahfe t p>5ts #8are afraid ( popul> outcry1 afraid t _! *ildr5 %\ld take a l[ place1 =gett+ t 7if ! exam9ation be conduct$ )\t any ( ! improp] excitem5t ( publicity71 x is also a te/ & means ( moral tra9+1 s9ce ^? :o "w f ! "r motives simply d _! be/ & are n ov]anxi\s ab\t results4 ,i d n desire t !re %\ld be a sy/em ( competitive exam9ations1 b a g5]al te/+ ( ! "w done1 & if ?is _c be respond$ to 9 a quiet1 lady-l mann]1 x does n speak well = ! moral tra9+ ( ! s*ool4' ,%e _h also said3-- #8,i d n ?9k ! plan = admitt+ girls to ! same exam9ation ) boys 9 ! ,univ]sity local exam9ations a wise "o2 ! subjects seem to me 9 _m respects unsuit$ = girls1 & su* an exam9ation z ! "o propos$ is likely to fur!r a _s ( rivalry mo/ undesirable4 ,i %\ld mu* regret t ! desire ( di/9ction %\ld be made 9 any degree a prime motive1 = we %\ld ev] rememb] t moral tra9+ is ! end1 education ! means4 ,! habits ( ob$i5ce to duty1 ( self-re/ra9t1 :i* ! process ( acquir+ k induces1 ! humility :i* a ?\ghtful & compreh5sive /udy ( ! great works 9 lit]ature & sci5ce t5ds to produce1 ^! we w\ld specially cultivate 9 a woman1 t %e may we> ! true woman's ornam5t ( a meek & quiet _s4 ,z = ! pret5ti\sness & conceit :i* are associat$ ) ! "n ( 8blue-/ock+10 & :i* "s p fancy to be ! result ( education1 !y are only an evid5ce ( %all[ness & vulg>ity2 we meet ) ! same ?+ 9 ! dogmatic conceit ( ! s-call$ 8self-educat$ man10 :o has pick$ up le>n+1 b has n _h ! b5efit ( a sy/ematic tra9+ & a lib]al education4' ,! =mal admission ( girls to ! ,cambridge ,local ,exam9ations took place 9 #ahfe1 ?\gh !y _h be5 in=mally accept$ z c&idates z e>ly z #ahfc4 ,miss ,beale did n accept ! exam9ation at ,*elt5ham1 ma9ly because its arrangem5ts did n fall 9 ) ^? ( ! ,college ye>2 b %e closely obs]v$ its work+1 not$ ea* set ( que/ions & reports1 recognis+ t ) ^! exam9ations new impetus _h be5 giv5 to ! progress ( education4 ,%e wrote & spoke on ! subject1 hold+ x to be ! duty ( ! tea*] to seek to guide ?is movem5t1 :i* mu/ increas+ly affect girls' s*ools4 ,! foll[+ extract f "o ( h] pap]s is *os5 because ( its be>+ on ! l>g] & /ill unansw]$ "q ( univ]sity degrees3-- #8,exam9]s mu/ be prep>$ n to dom9e] b to le>n t ! art is yet 9 its infancy1 & _! k ( :at girls c or ought to d is at pres5t v slight4 ,!y mu/ be ready to admit ! possibility ( a tea*] kn[+ bett] ?an 8 judges4 ,! latt] are sometimes tempt$ to exclaim1 ,quis cu/odiat ipsos cu/odes8 ,if ! s*ool curriculum & ! exam9ations are s f> out ( h>mony t a l>ge am\nt ( special prep>ation is requir$1 ei!r ! curriculum is at fault or ! exam9ation an evil4444 ,i "k t "s make a great po9t ( hav+ ! actual ,univ]sity exam9ations op5$1 because a m]e 8wom5's exam9ation0 is spok5 ( contemptu\sly4 ,i believe t 9 try+ to avoid ?is1 we %\ld enc\nt] great] evils1 & t ! wi% is connect$ ) a misplac$ rev]5ce :i* _m wom5 ent]ta9 = ! le>n+ ( a 8pass man40' ,aft] "s ye>s ( consid]ation a decision 0 practically =c$ ^u ,miss ,beale4 ,%e mu/ *oose = h] clev] girls ei!r to pass a public exam9ation :i* %e ?\ght m suit$ = m51 or to fall beh9d 9 a pa? :i* 0 surely lead+ 9 ! "r direction4 ,%e did n hesitate1 b saw t on ?is1 z on _m occasions1 x mu/ be h] "p to lab\r to remove ob/ructions1 to ov]come ob/acles4 ,9 h] int]view ) ! ,commission]s1 on be+ ask$ if %e w\ld approve ( ! e/abli%m5t ( a special exam9ation = ladies up to ! /&>d ( atta9m5t ( ! ,london matriculation1 %e _h repli$1 #8,c]ta9ly1' b advocat$ t x %\ld be made possible = wom5 to take ,g]man in/ead ( ,greek4 ,?is exam9ation1 %e agre$1 might be tak5 z a measure1 ?\gh ! measure might n be fill$ ) ! same subjects z = m54 ,%e 0 soon call$ ^u to act 9 ?is matt]1 = 9 #ahfi x 0 op5$ to wom51 & ! ,univ]sity ( ,cambridge also in/itut$ an exam9ation = wom5 ov] eighte5 ye>s ( age4 ,miss ,beale accept$ bo? = ! ,college1 b = "s ye>s !re 0 no regul> organisation ( "w = ^? :o 7 tak+ ! ,cambridge exam9ation4 ,?is 0 p>tly due to ! high] limit ( age4 ,x 0 !n ?\ght extraord9>y t girls %\ld /ay at s*ool aft] !y 7 eighte54 ,x 0 difficult to p]suade _m to d s4 ,"s 7 #8want$ at home1' "s wi%$ to #8come out'2 ^? :o 7 int5d+ to be tea*]s ?\ght !y %\ld be already e>n+4 ,!n ! absorb+ "w = ! ,london exam9ation made x difficult to arrange = mu* ( a :olly diff]5t "*4 ,consequ5tly1 at fir/1 ! old] pupils & ! "y tea*]s :o s\ght to pass ! ,cambridge exam9ation _h to look aft] !mselves a good deal4 ,miss ,beale w\ld c]ta9ly n consid] ?is a drawback4 ,!y _h ! additional advantage ( lectures f h]self on lit]ature & hi/ory4 ,! #8,london' mu/ h seem$ bett] wor? :ile = _m reasons4 ,x might prove a fir/ /ep to a def9ite degree4 ,! degree exam9ations 7 n op5$ till t5 ye>s lat]1 & might n h foll[$ at all _h zeal & c\rage n be5 %[n by wom5 ov] ! matriculation4 ,aga91 ! matriculation c]tificate enabl$ m5 to (f] !mselves z c&idates = fur!r exam9ation ) a view to c]ta9 c>e]s1 su* z ! m$ical pr(ession4 ,?is w\ld hold good = wom54 ,= x _h ! real advantage ( be+ a recognis$ /&>d1 :ile a c]tificate = an exam9ation arrang$ specially = wom5 w\ld be l #8=eign co94' ,"o _c too mu* admire ! qualities :i* bore tea*] & pupils up t /eep initial /ep ( ! ,london exam9ation2 = /eep x 04 ,at t "t x dem&$ a c]ta9 k ( subjects :i* 7 g5]ally reg>d$ z ! pr]ogative ( m54 ,h>dly any ( ! girls :o hop$ to pass 9 !m _h1 :5 !y began _! special prep>ation six t]ms be=e ! exam9ation1 le>n$ any ,lat91 *emi/ry1 geometry1 algebra1 or natural philosophy--?is la/ be+ a t]m :i* embrac$ "s acqua9tance ) optics1 /atics1 dynamics1 & hydro/atics4 ,little m ?an ! rudim5ts ( ^! new subjects _h to be ma/]$1 = ! exam9ation at t "t requir$ #8a collection ( m9ima1 a smatt]+ ( ev]y?+1 en=c$ ) ,procru/ean rig\r on ,phili/9e l9es4' ,prim>ily design$ = boys ) a gramm>-s*ool education1 ! ,lat9 pap] includ$ "s k ( ,horace4 ,x is sc>cely necess>y to say t disappo9tm5t z well z hope 0 wov5 into ! /r& ( ^! brave beg9n+s4 ,_m fail$4 ,"s :o 7 n really equal to ! "w 7 p]suad$ to ent]4 ,"s :o pass$1 compla9$ t !y c\ld n reta9 k :i* _h be5 acquir$ too rapidly & n assimilat$4 ,n av[$ly1 n ev] consci\sly to h]self--h] s5se ( responsibility = ! individual 0 too great = t1 & %e reckon$ ! tra9+ ( value ev5 if !re 7 no success at ! end--b 9 actual fact1 ! failures 7 accept$ by ,doro!a ,beale z a necess>y complem5t ( victory to be4 #8,let ! victors :5 !y come1 ,:5 ! =ts ( folly fall1 ,f9d ?y body by ! wall6' ,all ! weakness ( ! position 0 kn[n to h]4 ,& %e %[$ n only c\rage & d>+1 b pati5ce & humility /ill h>d] to practise4 ,on "o occasion1 aft] a specially difficult ,lat9 pap]1 :i* _h prov$ too mu* = _m exam9ees1 %e wrote to ano!r head-mi/ress ^: disappo9tm5t 0 z ke5 z h] own3-- #8,! m ,i reflect1 ! m ,i ?9k any prote/ unadvisable4 ,no d\bt "s h pass$ 7ev5 9 ,class ,i47 9 =m] ye>s1 :o 7 worse 9 ,lat9 ?an "o at lea/ :o has fail$ ?is "t4 ,b !n !re are _m ?+s t may be urg$4 ,p]haps ! good h n done !mselves ju/ice1 & ! bad m ?an ju/ice4 ,besides1 ,i _c myself1 ev5 9 look+ ov] "o set ( pap]s1 unless ,i correct all at a sitt+1 m>k !m fairly ev5 to my own m9d2 h[ mu* m difficult x mu/ be :5 ! exam9]s *ange1 & ! pap]s come 9 aft] a ye>'s int]val4 ,we1 by submitt+ ourselves to exam9ation1 pl$ge ourselves 9 "s sort to be cont5t4 ,x w nev] d1 9 my op9ion1 to impugn ! ju/ice ( a ,univ]sity1 & ,i really ?9k !y w d ju/ice4 ,any expression ( discont5t w\ld t5d to ?r[ back ! grant+ ( degrees4 ,i believe ! unification is m likely to take place soon1 if we are pati5t4 ,rememb]1 too1 ! decision has n be5 t ( "o individual exam9]1 b has be5 9 "s sort confirm$ by ! ,s5ate4 #8,my impression is t ! pap]s w be v c>efully set next ye>1 & t we mu/ be> our disappo9tm5t ?is ye> z well z we c4 ,i am v sorry y feel x s mu*4 ,y\r c&idates h done s well 9 o!r subjects1 t if !y %\ld try aga9 next ye>1 y might be c]ta9 ( a l>ge measure ( success1 & !n a prote/1 or any rem>ks f u w\ld tell s mu* m4 ,i c]ta9ly d n mean to s5d 9 a l>ge numb]1 b ,i am pl$g$ to a few1 & to ^? :o fail$1 if !y l to g 9 aga94' ,?is conclusion %[$ special insight1 will+ness to be>1 & read9ess to le>n2 = ! ,lat9 pap] 0 a f> m real te/ ( k ?an any ( ! o!rs4 ,to h compla9$ ( x might h be5 to ackn[l$ge inf]iority :i* did n seek improvem5t4 ,& look+ back1 x may be se5 t ! failures & mi/akes 7 n ( mu* mom5t4 ,! real importance & ! real triumph lay ) ! aim & ef=t4 ,miss ,beale e>ly =esaw :at has be5 lit]ally fulfill$4 #8,x is cle>1' %e said1 #8t x w be=e long be impossible 9 ,engl&1 z x is n[ on ! ,cont95t1 = any "o to obta9 employm5t z a tea*] )\t "s su* atte/ation1' i4e4 z a c]tificate4 ,if %e c\ld help x1 ,miss ,beale w\ld n let girls :o 7 int5d+ to tea*1 pass f h] )\t "o2 %e p]suad$ ! pupil1 %e reason$ ) ! p>5t1 %e frequ5tly ma/]$ bo?2 %e sil5tly bore contradiction & misconception4 ,%e refus$ to be ?w>t$ by any ob/acle1 mu* z %e might wi% to *ange x--su* z ! "t ( ye> at :i* x 0 held1 ! difficulty ( s5d+ c&idates to ,london1 or by any hesitation on h] own "p4 ,%e might write to a newspap]1 #8x is to "s ext5t an op5 "q :at education is mo/ suitable = girls1' b %e inspir$ h] class to prep>e = #8! ,london' ) zeal\s drudg]y & 9 ! p[] ( self-d5ial1 z ! be/ !y c\ld d to fit !mselves = "w4 ,yet ! ,college li/ ( successes 0 f ! fir/ good4 ,9 #ahfi1 ! fir/ ye> ( exam9ation1 eight 9 all ,engl& w5t 9 = ! matriculation exam9ation1 & six fail$4 ,! only c&idate f ,*elt5ham pass$4 ,?is 0 ,miss ,susan ,wood4 ,9 ! next ye>1 ( ! ?ree :o pass$ f ,*elt5ham "o 0 ! fam\s ,greek s*ol>1 ,miss ,jane ,h>rison1 ano!r bore ! "n--s de> to its g5]ation--( ,m>ian ,bel*]4 ,!re 0 pl5ty ( criticism4 ,!re 7 _m to repeat ! old compla9t t wom5 7 be+ unfitt$ = _! prop] duties4 ,x 0 ,miss ,beale's delight to %[ t ^? :o did well 9 exam9ations c\ld also excel 9 dome/ic duties4 ,%e w\ld tell h[ "o successful c&idate ( ! ,london exam9ation prov$ fir/ a helpful si/]1 !n a devot$ wife & "m4 ,%e w\ld %[ ) pride a lett] %e receiv$ f "o ( ^: ability & success %e _h great reason to be pr\d1 sign$ #8,y\rs 9 fl\r & dripp+4' ,x may be m5tion$ "h t !re is a home di/9ction connect$ ) ! ,ladies' ,college1 ,*elt5ham4 ,9 #ahfh x 0 resolv$ at an annual g5]al meet+ t pupils :o rea*$ a c]ta9 specifi$ /&>d 9 ! ,college exam9ations1 & ^: g5]al conduct 0 approv$1 %\ld be entitl$ to receive c]tificates4 ,! fir/ c]tificates "u ?is resolution 7 aw>d$ 9 #ahfi to f\r pupils4 ,9 #ahge x 0 resolv$ at a ,c\ncil meet+ t ^? :o obta9$ ! ,college c]tificate %\ld be entitl$ ,associates ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 ,*elt5ham4 ,^! associates are1 ) ! cons5t ( ! ,lady ,pr9cipal1 all[$ to att5d any ord9>y classes ( ! ,college )\t ! paym5t ( fees4 ,foll[+ h>d ^u ! introduction ( public exam9ations = girls came ! cry ( ov]work4 ,!re 0 "s reason 9 x2 b x 0 mu*1 v mu* due to timidity & want ( k1 z well z to exagg]ation4 ,x is n necess>y to repeat "h ! evid5ce :i* ,miss ,beale began to collect ev5 be=e %e 0 a tea*] h]self1 & to :i* %e 0 ev] add+1 to ! effect t idl5ess & ennui h m & sadd] victims ?an ev5 misdirect$ en]gy & ov]work4 ,a heal?y prejudice aga9/ an empty1 self-c5tr$ life is /eadily gr[+4 ,! movem5t :i* its foll[]s h nam$ ,*ri/ian ,sci5ce--also t :i* is pref]ably call$ ,fai? ,heal+--daily br+ to light in/ances ( self-de/ruction caus$ by ! slo?ful m9d & unrul$ w4 ,none ! less1 ! cry ( ov]work 0 n an empty "o4 ,:5 fir/ girls began to "w = exam9ations1 x 0 n kn[n h[ mu* or h[ little !y c\ld d4 ,miss ,beale's own op9ions ^u ?is1 z put be=e ! ,commission1 7 q t5tative4 ,clev] tea*]s did n always all[ = sl[]-mov+ bra9s ?an _! own4 ,nor 0 ! diff]5ce ( temp]am5t suffici5tly obs]v$ & consid]$4 ,! eag] & arti/ic m9d w\ld feel /ra9 & fatigue :]e "o less delicately balanc$ might toil unwe>i$4 ,x 0 n recognis$ h[ will+ girls are to be press$1 h[ eag] !y are to please1 h[ unreasonable !y (t5 are 9 _! own arrangem5ts = "w1 or h[ easy x is = !m to fall into ! ins9c]ity ( mak+ protract$ h\rs ( read+ take ! place ( conc5trat$ m5tal ef=t4 ,head-mi/resses & o!rs :o _h ma/]$ difficulties alone1 & :o /ill c>efully prep>$ e lesson !y gave1 9 spite ( ! pressure ( daily affairs1 _h to le>n to reckon ) ^! drawbacks4 ,exam9ations :5 fir/ introduc$ mu/ f _! v novelty h be5 a great anxiety to bo? tea*]s & pupils4 ,! be/ way ( work+ = !m & ( re/+ be=e !m _h to be discov]$ by exp]i5ce4 ,! pressure 0 less obvi\s ) ^? actually fir/ 9 ! field1 z !y w\ld naturally be all ( good ability4 ,! dang] began :5 girls ( small] bra9-p[] & equal ambition1 b ignorant ( _! limitations1 d>$ to foll[4 ,compla9ts ( ov]work came (t5 f homes :]e !re 0 little cultivation or reg>d = ! ?+s ( ! m9d4 ,girls :o c\ld produce1 9 :at !y call$ _! #8notes ( lectures1' /atem5ts conc]n+ #8h]oic cutlets'#dd & #8,l9coln's hotel'#de _h n1 x may be well und]/ood1 mu* intellectual backgr\nd4 ,yet ! :olly unf\nd$ compla9ts ( ! p>5ts ( su* pupils w\ld receive public att5tion t 0 little des]v$4 ,!re 7 o!rs1 ^: p>5ts w\ld h _h !m play a pretty "p 9 home life 9 ! aft]noon & ev5+1 b :o naturally did n f9d en\gh "t = lessons unless !y sat up late or slurr$ !m ov]4 ,z x 0 nev] ,miss ,beale's int5tion t day-pupils %\ld consid] !mselves to be any?+ b #89 ! s*oolroom1' ! home "w 0 n arrang$ to all[ "t = m ?an ! necess>y walk or recreation4 ,! "q ( ov]work is "o t /ill agitates ! s*ola/ic _w4 ,! real difficulty1 at ,*elt5ham z else:]e1 is n ) ! s*oolgirl ^: life is "u sup]vision1 b ) ! "y tea*]s & ! eld] pupils :o h ! managem5t ( _! own "t & heal?1 & h n yet le>n$ _! own limitations1 or acquir$ a due measure ( self-control4 ,dur+ ! e>ly p]iod ( ! hi/ory ( ! ,college1 ,miss ,beale came 9 contact ) m9ds & ideas outside h] own s*ool1 *iefly by means ( ! ,s*ools' ,inquiry ,commission1 & ! matt] ( public exam9ations4 ,^? :o wi%$ _h ! opportunity ( le>n+ h] views ?r\gh h] magaz9e articles & ! pamphlets :i* %e began at ?is "t to publi%4 ,! mo/ notable ( ^! 0 #8,! ,address to ,p>5ts4' ,mu* ( ?is valuable little pap]--"o :i* 9 h] e>ly ye>s z head-mi/ress made ,miss ,beale's ideas widely kn[n among ^? :o c>$ = real education--_h be5 anticipat$ 9 h] address to ! ,social ,sci5ce ,congress 9 #ahfe4 ,!n %e plead$ ! cause ( day-s*ools1 urg+ = !m t !y (f]$ a tra9+ :i* did n sep>ate *ildr5 f ! influ5ce ( home4 #8,( c\rse :5 *ildr5 are educat$ at home1 & an anxi\s "m daily sees & suff]s f h] *ildr5's faults ( temp] & disposition1 %e w be tempt$ to ?9k t %e _h bett] give up ! tra9+ into o!r h&s1 & s5d !m away4 ,d\btless ?is is sometimes wise1 (t5 unavoidable2 b h[ frequ5tly )\t necessity is ! burd5 ( p>5tal responsibility tempor>ily ca/ aside1 only to press ) t5fold weight 9 lat] ye>s4 ,h[ _m p>5ts h le>n$ bitt]ly to regret t !y remov$ a daught] f ! div9ely appo9t$ influ5ces ( home1 & sev]$ by long sep>ation ^? bonds ( affection :i* might h *eck$ ! "y 9 ! h\r ( temptation1 & be5 ! support & com=t ( _! own decl9+ ye>s4' ,9 #ahfi1 9 ano!r address to ! same ,society1 ,miss ,beale unfold$ = ! fir/ "t h] ideas ( ! help :i* %\ld be giv5 to girls :o 7 9 ne$ ( education !y c\ld n af=d1 m especially to ^? :o wi%$ to prep>e = a life ( tea*+4 #8,i propose1' %e said1 #8! f\ndation ( a new ,b5evol5t ,society1 :i* %all be di/+ui%$ f o!r societies by its rigid adh]5ce to ! pr9ciple ( giv+ no?+ away4' ,in/ead ( gifts1 %e sugge/$ ye>ly loans ( money1 = ! use ( :i* an exact acc\nt & report ( "w done %\ld be r5d]$4 ,?is ,society has nev] be5 f\nd$1 b ! "w ,doro!a ,beale wi%$ x %\ld d 0 c>ri$ on by h]self1 quietly & ?riftily1 b ) ev]-wid5+ op]ations1 to ! day ( h] dea?4 ,at "o o!r po9t did ,miss ,beale at ?is p]iod t\* op9ion outside h] own sph]e4 ,?is 0 by writ+ = ! ,k5s+ton ,society1--a little semi-educational association :i* dur+ its %ort life includ$ _m names ( wom5 :o 7 9 _! day lead]s 9 philan?ropic "w & ?\ght4 ,! topics on :i* its memb]s wrote or delib]at$ 7 su* z ^!3-- #ag ,,cunn+ham ,,place1 ,,london1 ,n4,w41 ,novemb] #ae1 #ahfe4 ,! ,k5s+ton ,society4 #a4 ,:at are ! limitations )9 :i* x is desirable to ex]cise p]sonal influ5ce8 #b4 ,:at are ! evils att5dant ^u philan?ropic ef=ts among ! poor1 & h[ may !y be avoid$8 #c4 ,h[ does ! cultivation ( arti/ic ta/e affect ! wellbe+ ( society8 ,mean:ile ! g5]al "w ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 ,*elt5ham1 0 go+ on quietly & /eadily1 develop+ 9 e be/ way4 ,! valuable "t ( ! ,pr9cipal 0 no long] tak5 up ) ! sup]9t5d5ce ( lessons & *ap]on+ music pupils4 ,a l>g] & gradually improv+ /aff enabl$ h] to arrange h] own "w s t x might be ( ! greate/ s]vice to ! ,college4 ,b h] increas+ int]e/ 9 education at l>ge1 h] ev]-gr[+ s5se ( hav+ a special place 9 a l>ge movem5t1 7 nev] all[$ to di/ract h] m9d f ! "w ( ! h\r4 ,r1 %e us$ !m z an inspiration = daily drudg]y4 ,! prep>ation ( lessons1 ! m9ute & c>eful correction ( notes ( lectures1--monoton\s "w :i* dem&s a cont9u\s /ra9 ( att5tion1 w5t on week by week4 ,by means ( ?is quiet1 dilig5t toil %e & h] fell[-work]s 7 build+ ! real ,college1 ( :i* ! f9e /ructure ^: fir/ edition 0 op5$ 9 #ahgc is b a sign & a symbol4 ,,*apt] ,,viii ,,organisation #8,%eph]ds ( ! p _h ne$ "k ! ,cal5d> ( ,tempe/s 9 ! ,/ate2 :i* are commonly greate/ :5 ?+s gr[ to equality1 z natural tempe/s ab\t ! equ9octia4'--,,bacon4 #8,) no feel+ ( exultation %\ld we meet to-day1 my *ildr54 ,^? ( u :o h long lab\r$ at ! "w are inde$ grateful t we h be5 p]mitt$ to see its accompli%m5t1 b we are also deeply s5sible t e increase ( influ5ce means an increase ( responsibility2--t he :o _h five tal5ts 0 requir$ to br+ o!r five4 ,) l>g] numb]s !re is a /rong] s5se t we are a collective p[] = good or evil4 ,& %all we d\bt :i* is /rong]8 ,we d>e n be s fai?less4 ,!re is su* a mighty prevail+ p[] 9 ! _s ( e>ne/ devotion1 t :5 only two or ?ree are ga!r$ toge!r 9 ,8 ,"n1 = "w z well z = pray]1 ,8 p[] is felt4 ,:at a p[] might we be = good if we 7 ,8 disciples inde$4 #8,"s say our s*ool is ,*ur*-l4 ,i am glad1 = ,*ur*es are built to rem9d u t ,god is n f> away1 b v ne> to u1 & ?is is ! ?\ght :i* %\ld keep u f evil & fill u ) gladness4 ,may ,8 ,pres5ce be se5 9 ?is h\se1 se5 9 ! lives & he>ts ( ,8 *ildr53 ,may !y rememb] t !y1 too1 =m "o spiritual build+4 ,z ea* /one /&s "h 9 its appo9t$ place1 re/+ on "o /one1 support+ o!rs2 s are we a little community1 a spiritual build+2 ea* is plac$ 9 h] own ni*e1 ea* has h] appo9t$ place1 appo9t$ by ! ,spiritual ,ar*itect2 ea* is ne$ful = ! p]fection ( ,8 design4 #8,may we ev] =m "p ( t spiritual build+1 ^: f\ndations are laid 9 fai? & ob$i5ce4 8,:oso he>e? ^! say+s ( m9e & doe? !m1 he is l a man :o laid ! f\ndation & digg$ deep1 & built 8 h\se ^u a rock40 ,/4 ,john wi%$ = "o ( 8 conv]ts t he might 8prosp] ev5 z 8 s\l prosp]$40 ,let u desire only su* prosp]ity4 ,let u ask = true wisdom1 = l[l9ess ( he>t1 t we may e/eem o!rs bett] ?an ourselves4 ,let u ask1 above all1 = t mo/ excell5t gift ( *>ity1 )\t :i* all else is z s\nd+ brass1 or a t9kl+ cymbal4 ,some?+ ( ?is _s ( love = "o ano!r does live among u1 z we see by ^? :o h come to jo9 _! pray]s ) ours to-day4 ,i w\ld ask !m n to =get u aft]w>ds1 b to rememb] u :5 !y return to _! homes2 & ,i w\ld fa9 hope t ?is bond w la/ ?r\gh com+ ye>s1 & t ! ,college1 ?\gh transplant$ to a new place1 w always be to y 8! old ,college40' ,9 ^! words ! ,lady ,pr9cipal address$ h] /aff1 pupils1 & a small spr9kl+ ( fri5ds on ! fir/ morn+ ( assembl+ 9 ! new build+ :i*1 begun 9 ,janu>y ( previ\s ye>1 0 ?us op5$ on ,m>* #ag1 #ahgc4 ,z ! s*ool h\rs end$ on ,saturday ! #ae?1 a simple ord] _h be5 giv5 to take home all ! books1 & to br+ !m to ! new ,college at ! usual "t on ,monday4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! aft]noon all desks & portable fitt+s 7 mov$ & arrang$ 9 ord] = "w4 ,! appo9tm5t ( places 9 ! new hall 01 s f> z c be rememb]$1 a matt] ( a few m9utes only1 s quiet & free f fuss 0 all ,college organisation4 ,!re 0 c]ta9ly n half an h\r ( ! ord9>y lesson "t lo/4 ,yet x 0 a *ange :i* made an undy+ impression4 ,! quietness ) :i* x came 0 :olly 9 accordance ) ! _s ( ! s*ool4 ,! regul> "w1 undi/urb$ ev5 = an h\r by ! totally new surr\nd+s1 spoke emphatically ( ! response ( duty to e fre% inspiration & l>g] fre$om4 ,& h[ beautiful ^? new surr\nd+s seem$ to ! hundr$ & fifty girls :o 7 privileg$ to exp]i5ce ! *ange f ! squ>e1 unadorn$ rooms ( ,cambray ,h\se4 ,two *ur*es at t "t1 "o ) its high1 f9e spire1 ano!r ) its lavi% decoration1 7 all t ! t[n c\ld %[ ( ! ,go?ic ,r5aissance :i* foll[$ ! tea*+s ( ,rusk9 & ,morris4 ,! ,ladies' ,college 0 e>ly among non-ecclesia/ical build+s ( ?is type4 ,to "s x may h seem$ florid1 b n to ! eyes ( y\? & hope1 :i* took delight 9 ! pi]c$ & patt]n$ /one1 ! fl[]s 9 ! col\r$ glass1 ! ar* ( ! w9d[s1 ! unusual design ( ! lecture-rooms4 ,^! caus$ tea*]s & pupils to ignore = ! mo/ "p ! und\bt$ *ill9ess ( ! new rooms1 & ! #8curr5ts ( air1' ab\t :i* "s p>5ts wrote compla9+ lett]s1 = at t "t p 7 ev5 m afraid ( draughts ?an !y are to-day4 ,x is wor? m5tion+1 z *>act]i/ic ( ,miss ,beale's m9d1 t %e =got v soon ! exact date ( entrance into ! new ,college2 ?\gh :5 rem9d$ ( x ea* ye> by h] own bir?day1 or by ! approa* ( spr+ & ,lady ,day1 %e w\ld on "s suitable ,m>* morn+ say a few words at pray]s3 #8,x is ---- ye>s to-day s9ce we ent]$1' etc4 ,9 #ahgc ! build+ 0 b begun4 ,x is a "q if ,miss ,beale h]self dream$ ( all t 0 to foll[4 ,!re 0 z yet no h\se = ! ,lady ,pr9cipal1 & = a ye>1 :ile x 0 be+ built1 %e liv$ ) ,mrs4 ,fras]1 :o _h "o ( ! ?ree bo>d+-h\ses !n exi/+4 ,! h\se complet$ 9 #ahgd1 !re foll[$ 9 #ahge ! fir/ enl>gem5t ( ! ,college1 ! two hundr$ & tw5ty pupils = :om x 0 fir/ design$ hav+ rapidly become ?ree hundr$4 ,at ?is "t a second l>ge hall & m classrooms 7 add$4 ,9 sev5 ye>s ! ,college _h d\bl$ its numb]s2 h5ce 9 #ahhb 7 built ! art & music w+s & ! k9d]g>t5 rooms1 to be foll[$ almo/ imm$iately by sci5ce rooms & laboratories4 ,aft] ?is ! s\nd ( ! hamm] 0 n he>d = ne>ly f\r ye>s2 b x is "o :i* has a res\nd+ e*o 9 ! memories ( ,college life4 ,!re 7 a few peaceful half-h\rs :5 x 0 /opp$ = ,scripture lessons1 at all o!r times x 0 b a too p]si/5t rem9d] ( prosp]ity & gr[?4 ,a memory also abides ( cr[d$ doorways & passages1 ov]full lecture-rooms1 & a cont9ual look+ =w>d to ! increas$ accommodation :i* ea* new enl>gem5t w\ld give4 ,?is con/ant expansion z funds p]mitt$ 0 entirely aft] ,miss ,beale's he>t4 ,9 #ahia %e wrote to ,miss ,arnold3-- #8,yes1 ,i d hope y w build1 a good build+ is ! be/ inve/m5t = money1 if y h x4 ,let x be done gradually1 z ours 04 ,plan = m ?an y c d at fir/1 & build only :at y c af=d at ! "t4 ,don't beg3 x is mu* bett] to e>n "o's liv+4' ,/range z x may appe>1 ! build+ ( a fit home = ! ,college _h n tak5 place )\t opposition4 ,miss ,beale relates 9 h] ,hi/ory t aft] ! site = x _h be5 pur*as$1 ! annual g5]al meet+ ( proprietors 9 #ahga vot$ by a majority int]e/$ 9 ! ,cambray prop]ty t x %\ld be re-sold4 ,dr4 ,jex-,blake1 ! ,pr9cipal ( ! ,*elt5ham ,college1 & a memb] ( ! ,ladies' ,college ,c\ncil1 came to ! rescue1 & 9 a special meet+ ( ! same ye> spoke e>ne/ly 9 support ( ! plan = build+4 #8,tea*]s s able & en]getic & successful h a "r to ! greate/ consid]ation1 & ! v be/ arrangem5ts = tea*+4 ,a ,ladies' ,college s di/+ui%$1 second to none 9 ,engl&1 has a "r to e advantage t c be secur$ = x1 a "r to be lodg$ 9 a build+ ( its own1 a build+ p]fect 9 its int]nal arrangem5ts1 & outw>dly ( "s ar*itectural attractiv5ess2 "o t %\ld be a ,college1 & %\ld look l a ,college4 ,x is q "r to say1 8,let well alone10 b t does n involve lett+ ill alone4 ,! ,college has a*iev$ brilliant success1 b t 0 n due to its hav+ be5 cramp$ = room2 & :5 no long] cramp$1 its success w be great]4' ,! resolution ( ! e>li] meet+ 0 resc9d$ by fifty-n9e votes to n9e1 & two mon?s lat] a contract 0 accept$ = build+ f ,mr4 ,john ,middleton's design4 ,! site1 = :i* #hjj 0 giv51 0 a "p ( ! old ,well ,walk :]e1 betwe5 _! glasses1 ,george ! ,?ird & o!r fam\s wat]-dr9k]s _h once tak5 _! daily con/itutional4 ,9 ! matt] ( ! build+1 ,miss ,beale _h a /ruggle to get h] bold & compreh5sive ideas c>ri$ out1 b ev5tually %e won ! day4 ,x 0 h>d = h]1 at ! v mom5t :5 %e seem$ ab\t to realise h] dreams = ! expansion ( ! "w ( ! ,college1 to receive ord]s :i* %e felt to be new limitations4 ,%e _h con/antly to expla9 h] reasons & requirem5ts to ^? :o _h a deep int]e/ 9 ! welf>e ( ! s*ool1 b :o _h n also ! k ne$$ = arrangem5ts :i* ,miss ,beale felt & int5d$ %\ld be 9 ! h&s ( ! ,pr9cipal alone4 ,! foll[+ lett] :i* %e wrote to a memb] ( ! ,c\ncil sugge/s "s ( h] difficulties1 & also h] me?od ( skilfully & app>5tly accid5tally /at+ ! inconv5i5ce or disa/] :i* w\ld ensue if ano!r arrangem5t ?an h] own 7 adopt$3-- #8,i h drawn up a gr\nd-plan & tables1 by ! help ( :i* ,i hope ,i may succe$ 9 mak+ cle> to y ! impossibility ( conduct+ ! ,college )\t ! use ( f\r class-rooms4 ,i h nev] 9 ! slighte/ degree dep>t$ f my orig9al int5tion4 ,"t-tables1 classes1 tea*]s1 furniture1 & build+ 7 all arrang$ to h>monise4 ,x nev] occurr$ to me t any "o w\ld wi% to int]f]e 9 ! int]nal managem5t1 z x _h nev] be5 done dur+ ! fifte5 ye>s ,i h be5 "h4 ,great1 !re=e1 0 my surprise to receive a lett] say+1--8,i h _h /rict injunctions n to h desks put back into room #b40 ,if x is ?\ght well to r$uce ! numb] ( pupils1 x c be done aft] ,midsumm] b n n[1 & to give up two class-rooms we mu/ r$uce our numb]s n by tw5ty1 b by fifty1 i4e4 by two :ole classes4 ,our ,hall is only t5 feet long] ?an t 9 ,cambray1 & we !n _h ! use ( f\r class-rooms & "o supplem5t>y room1 besides t assign$ to ,draw+ & ,calli/h5ics4 ,) fifty additional pupils we _c d ) less1 ev5 ?\gh ! class-rooms are l>g]4 ,x is n impossible to tea* a class sitt+ on *airs1 ,i %\ld n1 !re=e1 insi/ on hav+ desks1 b !y w c]ta9ly be mu* m conv5i5t1 & mu* m sightly2 *airs w always look untidy4 ,! desks ,i h mat* ! furniture1 ! room 0 built to fit !m1 = exam9ations4 ,i am !re=e unwill+ to h !m sold = no?+4 ,x is c]ta9ly necess>y = ! well-be+ ( ! ,college t ! int]nal arrangem5ts %\ld be 9 ! h&s ( "o p]son2 if ?is is n done1 ,i c only =esee ! occurr5ce ( su* disa/]s z we are famili> )1 :5 ! ,head ,ma/] ( a public s*ool is int]f]$ ) by ^? :o _c see ! daily work+1 & "k all ! complications4' ,! new build+ 0 n ! only cause ( diff]5ce4 ,! ,lady ,pr9cipal1 ) h] advanc$ ideas on wom5's exam9ations1 h] desire to help tea*]s1 to increase ! numb] ( ! pupils1 seem$ to "s memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil to be pu%+ ! "w into o!r fields ?an ^? = :i* x 0 int5d$ :5 fir/ ! ,propriet>y ,college = ,ladies 0 f\nd$4 #8,local int]e/1' a t]m n om9\s ( good 9 ! e>s ( great educators1 dem&$ a good day-s*ool = ! daught]s ( g5tlem51 & no?+ m4 ,"s felt t1 9 ! pursuit ( ma!matical & sci5tific atta9m5ts = :i* special tea*]s & classrooms 7 requir$1 accompli%m5ts su* z draw+ & pa9t+ w\ld be neglect$4 ,"s1 :o _h wat*$ ! gr[? ( ! infant ,college1 & look$ ^u x almo/ z _! own1 int]f]$ 9 small ways1 z 9 ! arrangem5ts ( seats & rooms4 ,! gossip m5tion$ already 0 at its height dur+ ! fir/ ye> 9 ! new ,college1 & ,miss ,beale ?\ght t x might h be5 prev5t$ or mu* m9imis$ _h all connect$ foll[$ h] c\nsel ( p]fection by be+ sup]ior to t[n talk4 ,m ?an all %e felt ! ne$ ( a l>g] outlook4 ,! ,c\ncil %\ld 9 h] view include "s memb]s ^: p]sonal acqua9tance ) ! ,college & ! ne$s ( ! t[n w\ld give !m a special int]e/ 9 x2 b %e desir$ to unite ) ^! m5 & wom5 ( intellectual p[] & l>ge views ^: exp]i5ce w\ld rank !m among educationi/s4 ,& = ! managem5t ( ! bo>d+-h\ses1 :i* 7 n[ becom+ ea* ye> a m important elem5t 9 ! ,college life1 op9ion :i* c\ld be unt\*$ by local prejudices 0 ne$$4 ,"s ( ! anxieties ( ?is "t 7 express$ by ,miss ,beale 9 a pap] :i* %e may h ?\ght ( read+ to ! ,c\ncil4 ,x began ?us3-- #8,until we mov$ into ! new ,college a ye> ago1 ,i _h be5 s+ul>ly free f int]f]5ce4 ,! lesson le>n$ :5 ,miss ,proct] resign$ & our ,college 0 ne>ly wreck$1 _h n be5 =gott54 ,besides1 we 7 poor1 s !re 0 little to qu>rel ab\t4 ,) ! removal to ,bays ,hill our real difficulties began4 ,i _h drawn ! gr\nd-plan ) ! greate/ reg>d to economy ( space4 ,i 0 told ! por* mu/ n be us$ = entrance1 & ,i 0 oblig$ to %[ we c\ld n d )\t x4444 ,!n ,i 0 ask$ to d ) two in/ead ( f\r or five lecture-rooms1 & s on4 ,i 0 oblig$ to prep>e elaborate docum5ts ) gr\nd-plans1 etc41 ere ,i c\ld get leave to use ! space provid$1 & )\t :i* ! ,college c\ld n be c>ri$ on4' ,!re 7 p]haps o!rs :o c>$ = ! ,college1 :o realis$ no less /rongly ?an ,miss ,beale ! advantage x w\ld be to br+ on to ! ,c\ncil ^? :o 7 less int]e/$ 9 x z a local in/itution ?an z "o ( educational value = ! c\ntry at l>ge1 b x 0 %e :o und\bt$ly took ! lead 9 ! /eps made to ?is end4 ,9 ?is %e %[$ c\rage1 = ev5 ^? memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil :o be/ und]/ood h] views hesitat$ to support !m1 fe>+ an abrupt *ange :i* w\ld d m h>m ?an good4 ,!y wrote to caution h]3-- #8,y mu/ n expect m5 ( ,mr4 ,l[e's m>k to "w on ! ,c4,l4,c4 ,c\ncil2 & y mu/ n expect to see all g z y w\ld wi% at ! meet+4 ,y w f9d no memb] ( ,c\ncil b myself anxi\s to increase ! p[]s ( ! ,lady ,pr9cipal1 & probably !y w n be mu* increas$4 ,& if y secure ! majority ( ,c\ncil be+ non-local1 :i* w be h>d to secure1 y w n secure _! att5dance at meet+s held out ( ,london4 #8,& to get a satisfactory ,li/ to propose to ,%>ehold]s w be h>d1 = ! be/-kn[n m5 9 ,engl& w n jo92 & ^? :o w jo9 w n comm& votes l>gely2 & s ,i advise mod]ation4 ,i did my be/ at ?is la/ ,c\ncil meet+ to prep>e ! way = a 8bloodless revolution0 or quiet transition 444 & ,i h se5 ,mr4 ,v]rall4 ,he is v fri5dly to y & to ! ,college1 & is a man ( v good judgm5t z well z en]gy1 & y are safe 9 talk+ or writ+ to him4 ,= myself ,i feel less & less incl9$ to advise /rong measures2 & ,i d n see my way to gett+ ! ,college on z broad a basis z ,i ?9k x %\ld /& on4444 ,i advise y to ?9k well & long be=e y get into an inextricable difficulty2 & ,i ?9k y w f9d y\r be/ fri5d & be/ support 9 "o :o = fifte5 ye>s 7or ne>ly7 has giv5 mu* "t & ?\ght to ! ,college1 ,mr4 ,branck]4 #8,at ! la/ ,c\ncil meet+ y %[$ great wisdom 9 accept+ ! adv]se ,resolution ) equanimity4' ,diff]5ces ( ?is k9d po9t$ to a *ange ( adm9i/ration4 ,z e>ly z #ahfe1 9 h] address at ,bri/ol1 ,miss ,beale _h po9t$ out ! difficulties besett+ a s*ool organis$ on ! l9es ( ,*elt5ham3-- #8,! ma*9]y ( propriet>y colleges is some:at complicat$1 & x is liable to get out ( ord]4 ,?us1 = example1 if ! %>ehold]s agitate :5 a measure does n at once comm5d itself to _! judgm5t1 !y may int]f]e ) ! effici5cy1 & endang] ! exi/5ce ( ! in/itution4 ,secondly1 none mu/ attempt to c>ry out re=ms 9 education1 unless !y h fai? en\gh 9 _! own sy/em to "w on quietly = a "t1 9 ! face ( popul> opposition1 & unless !y h a capital to fall back ^u4' ,union = ! g5]al good--a s+le purpose 9 ,pr9cipal1 ,c\ncil1 %>ehold]s alike--?is alone c\ld prev5t all s]i\s & h9d]+ diff]5ces ( op9ion among !m4 ,x 0 = ?is union ,miss ,beale 0 specially /riv+ n[4 ,h] pap] to ! ,c\ncil w5t on ?us3-- #8 444 ,i %\ld l ?is & o!r matt]s fix$1 n 9 ref]5ce to my p]sonal wi%es1 b accord+ to :at ! mo/ exp]i5c$ p]sons ?9k be/4 ,i %all see ! ,heads ( all ! pr9cipal ,girls' ,s*ools probably :5 ,i am 9 ,london1 & probably also an ,end[$ ,s*ools' ,committee1 & ,i %all le>n f ,mrs4 ,william ,grey :at has be5 done at ! ,bo>d ( ! ,girls' ,day ,s*ool ,company2 p]haps ?is may modify my views4 ,mean:ile ,i enclose a few sugge/ions ,i s5t to ,mr4 ,v]rall4444 ,i feel v /rongly ) y t if ! ,college is at all to g on do+ good "w1 x mu/ n be gov]n$ by local memb]s1 & t x is a matt] ( ! greate/ importance t we %\ld h ^u our ,bo>d m5 ( exp]i5ce & judgm5t 9 educational matt]s4 ,i w\ld n keep m ?an two or ?ree memb]s ( ! pres5t ,c\ncil4 ,x %\ld be made a rule t no p]son :o d]ives pecuni>y pr(it1 ei!r directly or indirectly1 %\ld be a memb] ( x4 ,! po9t on :i* ,i feel mo/ /rongly j n[ is t ! ,pr9cipal mu/ be able to select h] fell[-work]s1 to appo9t & dismiss4' ,!re is also an int]e/+ lett] to ,mr4 ,v]rall on ! subject ( h] au?ority3-- #8,( c\rse1 y are m likely ?an ,i am to "k :at is be/ 9 matt]s ( gov]nm5t1 /ill ,i ?9k x may be well to express1 z cle>ly z ,i c1 :at ,i feel 9 ref]5ce to ! subject ( my au?ority4 #8,x does n seem to me z if ?+s w\ld be likely to g on long )\t revolutions 9 an in/itution gov]n$ by two irresponsible p[]s4 ,! au?ority ( an irresponsible ,pr9cipal mu/ ( c\rse be *eck$ 9 "s way1 if n by con/itutional means1 !n by a ,russian sy/em4 ,x may be t ! ,cz>9a has be5 try+ to c>ry out "s good re=ms1 b if h] plans diff] f ^? ( ! ,c\ncillors1 !re is an end ( !m4 ,our pres5t ,c\ncillors are n[ afraid ( be+ 9 _! turn made an end ( by a %>ehold]s' meet+1 b if ! con/itution1 z ,i und]/ood x1 7 c>ri$1 ! %>ehold]s w\ld be p[]less1 & ! ,c\ncil might1 = m]e p]sonal dislike1 get rid ( a ,pr9cipal :o oppos$ :at 0 wrong4 ,( c\rse1 x w n d = a ,committee to int]f]e ) ! ,pr9cipal's *oice ( tea*]s1 & !re w be an>*y unless %e has ! p[] ( dismissal2 b virtually !re w always be a p[] ( appeal to ! ,committee inasmu* z !y w\ld1 if p>tisans ( any (ficial1 dismiss ! ,pr9cipal to re9/ate h]4' ,_m memb]s ( ! ,college ,c\ncil desir$ *ange & enl>gem5t4 ,"o wrote3 #8,i _c ?9k x "r to leave ,miss ,beale or any o!r ,lady ,pr9cipal to ! m]cies ( a purely local ,c\ncil 444 = ,i ?9k ) su* a ,c\ncil no good ,lady ,pr9cipal c\ld long agree4' ,among ^? :om ,miss ,beale consult$ at ?is crisis1 & f :om %e receiv$ sympa?y1 7 ,dr4 ,jex-,blake1 !n head-ma/] ( ,rugby1 & ,sir ,jo%ua ,fit*1 :o lat] on became a memb] ( ! ,c\ncil4 ,! desir$ re=m 0 br\ght ab\t 9 #ahge1 :5 at a g5]al meet+ 9 ,m>* ! relative p[]s ( ! proprietors1 ,c\ncil1 & ,pr9cipal 7 m cle>ly def9$ & ! numb] ( ! gov]n+ body increas$4 ,! ,c\ncil !n elect$ consi/$ ( ! foll[+3-- ,,life ,,memb]s ,! ,"r ,hon4 ,e>l ,granville1 ,k4,g41 ,d4,c4,l41 ,f4,r4,s41 ,*ancellor ( ! ,univ]sity ( ,london4 ,! ,"r ,hon4 ,"l ,lyttelton4 ,! ,"r ,hon4 ,sir ,edw>d ,ryan1 ,m4,a41 ,f4,r4,s4 ,j4 ,/orr>1 ,esq41 ,m4,d41 ,*airman ( ,convocation ( ! ,univ]sity ( ,london4 ,! ,rev4 ,h4 ,wal=d ,bellairs1 ,rector ( ,nuneaton4 ,! ,rev4 ,canon ,b>ry1 ,pr9cipal ( ,k+'s ,college1 ,london4 ,miss ,buss1 ,pr9cipal ( ! ,nor? ,london ,collegiate ,s*ool = ,girls4 ,w4 ,dunn1 ,esq41 ,*elt5ham4 ,h4 ,v]rall1 ,esq41 ,brighton4 ,t4 ,m>riott1 ,esq41 ,victoria ,/reet1 ,we/m9/]4 ,s4 ,s4 ,johnson1 ,esq41 ,nott+ham4 ,,ord9>y ,,memb]s ,! ,rev4 ,h]b]t ,kyna/on1 ,pr9cipal ( ! ,*elt5ham ,college4 ,! ,rev4 ,w4 ,wilb]=ce ,g$ge1 ,malv]n ,wells4 ,! ,rev4 ,dr4 ,morton ,br[n1 ,*elt5ham4 ,e4 ,t4 ,wilson1 ,esq41 ,m4,b4 7,oxon471 ,*elt5ham4 ,g5]al ,m',causl&1 ,*elt5ham4 ,f4 ,d4 ,longe1 ,esq41 ,*elt5ham4 ,john ,middleton1 ,esq41 ,*elt5ham4 ,t4 ,morley ,rooke1 ,esq41 ,m4,d4 7,london71 ,*elt5ham4 ,miss ,m>y ,gurney1 ,london4 ,miss ,lucy ,m>* ,phillipps1 ,*elt5ham4 ,mrs4 ,james ,ow51 ,*elt5ham4 ,miss ,ca!r9e ,w9kwor?1 ,clifton4 ,mu* 0 ga9$ by ?is remodell+1 b ! p]iod ( uneasy developm5t 0 n yet ov]4 ,"o annual meet+ :i* discuss$ ! con/itution ( ! ,college appe>s 9 private notes made by ! ,pr9cipal = h] ,hi/ory z #8,be> ,g>d54' ,reorganisation 0 se5 to be ess5tial4 ,! ,college1 f\nd$ 9 #ahec z a volunt>y association1 _h by #ahhj gr[n f> beyond ! calculations ( its f\nd]s4 ,besides ! s*ool build+s & ! ,lady ,pr9cipal's h\se1 x possess$ ,fauconb]g ,h\se & ! sanatorium at ,leckhampton4 ,to give x a safe legal f\ndation x 0 !re=e regi/]$ #8) limit$ liability' "u ! ,companies' ,acts ( #ahfb & #ahfg1 )\t ! addition ( ! ^w #8limit$' to its "n4 ,new regulations conc]n+ ! hold+ ( %>es & prop]ty--! appo9tm5t ( (fic]s--7 also made4 #8,! ,%>ehold]s =mally r5\nc$ all int]e/ on _! %>es1 & on ,janu>y #ca1 #ahhj1 ! ,college 0 duly incorporat$4 ,on ,may #a ( ! same ye>1 ! ,lady ,pr9cipal & o!r (ficials 7 =mally re-elect$4 #8,! new ,con/itution provid$ = a ,gov]n+ ,body ( tw5ty-f\r ,memb]s1 ( :om eighte51 namely twelve m5 & six wom51 7 to be ,memb]s elect$ by ! ,%>ehold]s1 & ! rema9+ six ,repres5tative ,memb]s1 ea* hold+ (fice = six ye>s4 ,! six ,repres5tative ,memb]s 7 to be appo9t$ by3 7#a7 ,! ,bi%op ( ,gl\ce/] & ,bri/ol2 7#b7 ,! ,hebdomadal ,c\ncil ( ! ,univ]sity ( ,ox=d2 7#c7 ,! ,c\ncil ( ! ,s5ate ( ! ,univ]sity ( ,cambridge2 7#d7 ,! ,s5ate ( ! ,univ]sity ( ,london2 7#e7 ,! ,lady ,pr9cipal2 & 7#f7 ,! ,tea*]s4 ,miss ,beale did n (t5 speak ( ! difficulties :i* necess>ily %e _h to meet1 z "o call$ ^u to direct ! developm5t ( a great in/itution4 ,b %e _h c\nsel & sympa?y = ^? :o 7 simil>ly plac$4 ,miss ,buss wrote ?us to ,miss ,ridley ( help %e obta9$ f h]3-- #8,i _h a long & grave talk to ,miss ,beale1 :o c\nsels fight1 b n on any p]sonal gr\nd4 ,%e says1 8,resign1 if !re is int]f]5ce ) ! mi/ress' lib]ty ( action4 ,t is a public "q1 & "o ( public int]e/40 ,%e 0 s good & lov+2 %e 0 s t5d]2 & %e is s wise & calm4 ,%e told me "s ( h] own worries1 & said t sometimes %e quiv]$ 9 e n]ve at h] own ,c\ncil meet+s4 ,p came 9 & ask$ = in=mation1 involv+ h\rs ( "w = no result2 ignor$ all t _h be5 done1 & talk$ z if !y alone _h done ev]y?+ & knew ev]y?+4 ,%e urg$ me to try & be imp]sonal1 s to speak2 to rememb] t ^! & simil> difficulties w\ld always occur :]e !re are sev]al p4 ,%e said t wom5 7 always accus$ ( be+ too p]sonal1 & h>m 0 done by giv+ a h&le to su* an ass]tion4'#df ,! fir/ ef=ts ( ! new ,c\ncil to grapple ) _! task reveal$ t "o s\rce ( difficulty lay 9 ! gov]nm5t ( ! bo>d+-h\ses4 ,! e>ly f\nd]s _h =ese5 ?is :51 9 _! fir/ prospectus1 !y ann\nc$ t !y w\ld n be responsible = any h\ses4 ,exp]i5ce1 h[ev]1 soon %[$ t by ?is policy1 grave dang]s 7 at ! same "t incurr$4 ,into ,miss ,beale's e>ly /ruggle = pupils ! "q ( bo>d+-h\ses sc>cely ent]$1 ?\gh = ! want ( !m %e (t5 _h sadly to witness ! loss ( good pupils to ! ,college4 ,!re 7 among ! day-pupils _m *ildr5 ( ,anglo-,indians 9 ,engl& = a "t4 ,on ! return ( ^! p>5ts to ,india1 !y 7 =c$ to make bo>d+ arrangem5ts = ! *ildr5 left beh9d4 ,x 0 n till #ahfd t ! fir/ regul>ly con/itut$ bo>d+-h\se 0 op5$ "u ,miss ,ca9es4 ,?is 0 at #bd ,lansd[n ,place1 n[ jo9$ to ,no4 #be1 & kn[n z ,/4 ,hel5's4 ,9 #ahgj ,miss ,ca9es remov$ to ,fauconb]g ,h\se1 ! fir/ prop]ty pur*as$ by ! ,college4 ,x 0 only ?r\gh actual exp]i5ce t ! position ( ! bo>d+-h\se & its head c\ld be def9$4 ,9 po9t ( fact1 ?is situation _h to gr[ & develop accord+ to ! requirem5ts ( ! ,college1 :i* z =m]ly _h to con/itute prec$5ts & make exp]im5ts4 ,x is b seldom t ! details ( any great s*eme c be arrang$ be=eh& ) delib]ate judgm5t1 t all difficulties c be =ese51 & occasions ( conflict avoid$4 ,!y are m (t5 work$ out by s+le-m9d$ int5tion :i* c endure ?r\gh small errors & trifl+ disputes4 ,! ,lady ,pr9cipal's position 0 r5d]$ m difficult by ! tacit opposition ( #8local int]e/' to ! ext5sion ( bo>d+-h\se accommodation4 ,! v exi/5ce ( ! ,college _h be5 = _m ye>s prec>i\s4 ,few p 9 ,*elt5ham wi%$ x to become any?+ m ?an a suitable day-s*ool = ! si/]s ( boys at ! ,college4 ,consequ5tly a lady :o took bo>d]s 0 reg>d$ ) no special fav\r1 & h] actions 7 v (t5 sev]ely criticis$4 ,9 ! difficult "w ( =m+ & increas+ bo>d+-h\ses1 mi/akes 7 made by _m4 ,miss ,beale's own belief 9 o!rs1 h] habit ( accept+ p at _! own e/imate1 ( believ+ !y 7 :at %e wi%$ !m to be1 ( judg+ "* f h] wide exp]i5ce ( books r ?an f t ( life1 sometimes l$ h] a/ray 9 h] *oice ( fell[-work]s4 ,%e :o 9 h] lonely position (t5 felt ! ne$ ( sympa?y1 to :i* %e 0 ev] responsive1 0 anxi\s to give x1 ev5 :]e %e c\ld n und]/&4 ,?is made h] sl[ to br+ ab\t a *ange1 le/ suffici5t opportunity = am5dm5t _h n be5 giv54 ,on ! o!r h&1 sometimes %e c\ld see t a *ange %\ld be made promptly1 b z %e c\ld n act alone a dang]\s delay w\ld ensue4 ,at fir/ ! position ( a head ( a bo>d+-h\se 0 little def9$1 & x 0 h>d sometimes = a clev]1 well-int5tion$ woman1 anxi\s to d ! be/ = ! *ildr5 9 h] c>e1 n to reg>d ! "w ( ! h\se z prim>y1 t ( ! ,college z second>y only4 ,"o lady1 :o 0 extremely capable & int]e/$ 9 h] "w1 0 ambiti\s to make h] bo>d+-h\se a complete in/itution 9 itself1 r ?an an integral "p ( ! ,college4 ,_m ( ! girls 9 h] *>ge came z h] own relations or fri5ds2 %e *ose to adopt ! position t x 0 "r = h] to decide :e!r !y %\ld be taught at h] h\se or s5t to ,college1 & %e d5i$ ! "r ( any "o to int]f]e 9 h] managem5t4 ,%e also claim$ ! "r to take ano!r h\se = h]self & h] own *ildr51 :]e %e c\ld receive & ent]ta9 h] fri5ds4 ,z soon z ,miss ,beale's eyes 7 op5$ to ! dang] ( su* indep5d5t action1 %e did n hesitate a mom5t on ! "r c\rse to be pursu$ ) reg>d to ! bo>d+-h\se managem5t4 ,%e p]ceiv$ t 9 ?is matt]1 z 9 ! "w ( ! s*ool1 !re 0 no /&+ gr\nd betwe5 ob$i5ce & indep5d5ce4 #8,i am s sorry = ,miss ,beale1' wrote ,mrs4 ,william ,grey to ,miss ,buss1 #8& s glad our ,c\ncil det]m9$ to h no?+ to d ) ,bo>d+-,h\ses4 ,i _c help ?9k+ t ! wise/ c\rse = ! ,*elt5ham ,c\ncil w\ld be to wa% _! h&s ( !m1 only res]v+ to !mselves1 z we h1 ! "r to refuse pupils f a h\se !y disapprove (4 ,!re seems to me no tol]able alt]native betwe5 ?is & ! ho/elry sy/em4' ,x may be safely said t nev]1 ev5 9 mom5ts ( wor/ annoyance1 did ,miss ,beale ev] propose to #8wa% h] h&s' ( ! bo>d+-h\ses4 ,%e felt !y %\ld be #8organically relat$' to ! ,college life1 a "p ( x :i* %e c\ld n d )\t1 "o :i* _h 9 x great possibilities = ext5d+ & /r5g!n+ ! influ5ce ( ! ,college tea*+1 "o :i*1 neglect$1 mu/ be an inf9ite s\rce ( difficulty1 by :i* ! /&>d ( ! corporate life might be l[]$1 & its be/ "w h9d]$4 ,s %e p]si/$1 l5d+ h] :ole m9d & /r5g? to help 9 ! evolution ( a sy/em :i* %\ld be fair to individuals & ! be/ = ! ,college z a body4 ,9 #ahij1 aft] %e _h won h] po9t1 %e wrote to ,miss ,arnold1 !n head-mi/ress ( ! ,truro ,high ,s*ool1 :o _h consult$ h] on ! subject3-- #8,i ?9k ,i told y t aft] _m ye>s1 ,i h prevail$ on our ,c\ncil to take ! :ole risk ( ! bo>d+-h\ses1--! pecuni>y risk is ( c\rse v great1 & 9 case ( w> or sudd5 depression1 ,i don't exactly see h[ we %\ld meet x1 b "o mu/ h risks1 & we f9d ! moral risks ( n tak+ pecuni>y ones s great t we decid$ = ! latt]--& inde$ we _h to pay pretty consid]able sums 9 law exp5ses & to get rid ( unju/ claims too4 ,we c\ld n prove t ^! ladies _h n lo/ money1 if !y said !y _h--& if !y 7 bad manag]s !y did p]haps lose--& an outcry 0 rais$ t we ru9$ poor ladies6' ,b ! difficulties to be enc\nt]$ on ! way to ?is consummation 7 by no means slight1 & involv$ great p]sonal anxiety & pa94 ,x 0 especially h>d to h] t %e %\ld be kn[n by h] own pupils to be 9 opposition to any :o _h be5 set ov] !m4 ,x 0 h>d to feel t _m ) _! p>tial k ( facts mu/ misund]/& h]1 or *ildi%ly attribute h] actions to commonplace motives ( jeal\sy & love ( p[]4 ,"s "p ( ^! difficulties became fully public 9 #ahhb1 :5 ! ,college 0 involv$ 9 a libel case1 & a lawsuit :i* 0 settl$ by arbitration4 ,exon]ation f all blame foll[$ 9 bo? in/ances4 ,9 ! arbitration case ! judgm5t 0 deliv]$ by ,mr4 ,ju/ice ,*>les1 & plac$ 9 a seal$ envelope ) ! injunction t ei!r p>ty might op5 x on paym5t ( #cej4 ,! ,c\ncil did n ?9k x necess>y to pay ?is money4 ,ev5tually ^? :o _h br\ght ! action aga9/ ! ,college did s1 to f9d t ! judgm5t _h be5 pron\nc$ aga9/ !m on e c\nt4 ,x 0 a victory = ! ,college & ! ,pr9cipal1 b x _h n be5 a*iev$ )\t great toil & suff]+ on ,miss ,beale's "p4 ,%e dread$ ! cross-exam9ation ) all ! n]v\sness ( a s5sitive nature4 ,speak+ ( x aft]w>ds1 & ( all x _h co/ h]1 %e ev] associat$ ) ! pa9 ! remembrance ( ! imm5se help & sympa?y %e _h receiv$ f h] fri5d ,mrs4 ,james ,ow51 !n a memb] ( ! ,c\ncil1 & w\ld say1 #8,mrs4 ,ow5 said ,i %\ld n be scor*$ 9 ! fire4' ,%e 0 also upborne by ! loyalty ( h] fell[-work]s1 bo? tea*]s & bo>d+-h\se mi/resses1 :o sign$ a jo9t expression ( _! sympa?y ) h] 9 h] "t ( anxiety4 ,miss ,buss gave m ?an words ( sympa?y1 %e 0 pres5t h]self 9 ! arbitration-room :5 ! case 0 tri$4 ,:5 x 0 ov] %e wrote to h] fri5d to ?is effect3 #8,ye/]day ,i made ! p]sonal acqua9tance ( ,miss ----4 ,i fell 9 love ) h] because %e is s int5sely loyal to ,*elt5ham & to 8de> ,miss ,beale40 ,i ?9k if y c\ld h he>d h] talk1 unkn[n to h]1 y w\ld h felt t ! sev]e trial y h _h to g ?r\gh 0 m ?an comp5sat$ = by ! love & loyalty x has call$ out to y & ! ,college4' ,! increase 9 ! numb] ( ! bo>d+-h\ses1 ) _! slightly diff]5t *>act]i/ics1 br\ght an obvi\s advantage to ! ,college4 ,x l$ ! way to /ill *eap] h\ses1 & to ! promotion ( t "w s de> always to ,miss ,beale1 help+ poor /ud5ts & tra9+ tea*]s4 ,nev] he>tily sympa!tic ) :at is g5]ally call$ *>itable "w1 afraid ( see+ money giv5 )\t a really equival5t return 9 usefulness & good "w1 !re 0 "o appeal to :i* %e nev] turn$ a deaf e>4 ,probably %e nev] knew any case ( a girl hone/ly try+ to improve h]self1 & fail+ 9 ! ef=t = want ( means1 )\t try+ to help h]4 ,h] usual plan 0 to advance money1 :i* %e f\nd 0 almo/ inv>iably return$ to h] 9 ! c\rse ( "t4 ,%e w\ld1 :]ev] x seem$ "r1 ask = its return on ! gr\nd t x might be ( use to o!rs1 & because %e 0 ev] c>eful to make ^? %e help$ recognise t ! possession ( money is a /ew>d%ip only4 ,b x 0 (f]$ & l5t & sometimes giv5 9 su* a way t !re %\ld be no p]sonal feel+ ( obligation & debt4 #8,!re is a loan fund1' %e w\ld say :5 !re occurr$ a "q ( ! removal ( a promis+ pupil f ! ,college on ! score ( exp5se4 ,& h>dly any "o ev] he>d h] say m ?an ?is ( ! l>ge sy/em ( help :i* %e initiat$ & to a v great ext5t su/a9$ alone4 ,"s ( ! bo>d+-h\se mi/resses g5]\sly took "o girl free1 or = v l[ t]ms1 b ! "w 0 quietly done1 kn[n only to few4 ,! e/abli%m5t ( s*ol>%ips did n fit into ,miss ,beale's educational s*emes4 ,%e 0 n :olly oppos$ to !m4 ,"o1 9 #ahgj1 0 accept$ = ! ,college1 :5 ,colonel ,pe>ce be/[$ a gift ( #ajjj to f\nd ! ,pe>ce ,s*ol>%ip = ! daught] ( an army (fic]1 & ,miss ,beale 9 ! la/ ye> ( h] life e/abli%$ "o = ,ca/]ton4 ,b %e _h a great horror ( a sy/em by :i* "o s*ool or college c\ld buy promis+ pupils f o!rs1 & %e held t x 0 h>d on e>ne/ /ud5ts :o 7 n naturally quick to see assi/ance giv5 only to ability4 #8,i h refus$1' %e said at a lat] p]iod1 #8all s*ol>%ips except "o1 ! *ief condition ( :i* is pov]ty4 ,?ree s*ol>%ips h be5 (f]$ unask$1 & an end[m5t = two prizes1 :i* w\ld h =m$ a good adv]tisem5t1 e ye>1 b ,i h refus$ all4' ,z ! ,college grew1 ,miss ,beale felt m & m ! ne$ ( a h\se :]e ^? :o 7 try+ to tra9 !mselves to be tea*]s c\ld bo>d inexp5sively1 & 9 #ahgf 0 made t beg9n+ :i*1 z %e said1 0 #8full ( bless+ to ! ,college1 & ( mu* use beyond its b\nds4' ,?is 0 be=e ! ,m>ia ,grey ,tra9+ ,college 0 op5$1 & :5 !re 0 no in/itution at all 9 :i* wom5 c\ld receive def9ite prep>ation = becom+ tea*]s 9 second>y s*ools4 ,miss ,m>y ,m>g>etta ,newman1 memb] ( a family :i* _h %[n itself sympa!tic & int]e/$ 9 ,miss ,beale's "w f ! fir/1 (f]$ to take a furni%$ h\se = a small numb] ( /ud5ts1 to give h] s]vices1 & contribute besides #ge a ye> t[>ds exp5ses4 ,miss ,newman _h se51 :il/ help+ ,miss ,selwyn 9 h] s*ool at ,s&well1 h[ mu* "s su* assi/ance 0 ne$$2 h[ _m girls ( good social /&+ 7 /ruggl+ to obta9 ! tra9+ necess>y to fit !m to e>n _! liv+ z tea*]s4 ,%e !re=e provid$ a home = a few1 & by h] quiet1 g5tle influ5ce supplem5t$ ! ,college "w1 & won ! affections ( h] h\sehold4 #8,:at we felt mo/ 0 ! simplicity ) :i* %e gave s mu*4 ,%e seem$ unconsci\s t %e 0 do+ any?+ rem>kable 9 go+ to live 9 a small h\se1 ) "o s]vant1 & und]tak+ all ! lab\r su* an economy impli$4'#dg ,miss ,newman's "w w5t on = sc>cely a ye>1 = at ! end ( #ahgg1 aft] a v %ort illness1 aggravat$ by ! burd5 %e _h will+ly laid ^u h]self1 %e di$1 leav+ ! "w b j begun inde$1 yet full ( promise1 & r5d]$ by h] sacrifice & dea? a sacr$ *>ge to ! ,college & ! ,lady ,pr9cipal4 ,s inde$ ,miss ,beale felt x to be1 & 9 aft] ye>s %e w\ld rememb] ! life giv5 9 ! cause %e h]self _h s mu* at he>t1 & w\ld write 9 h] di>y on ,decemb] #ca3 #8,i ?9k ( ,miss ,newman's dea?4 ,%all ,i n foll[ h] example8' ,!n = ! fir/ "t ,miss ,beale1 :o _h always ma9ta9$ & act$ on ! pr9ciple t ! ,college %\ld e>n its own liv+1 ask$ = money to buy & furni% a suitable h\se = girls :o c\ld n af=d ! t]ms ( ! bo>d+-h\ses4 ,%e c\ld n be> to refuse ! _m applications %e receiv$ f ^? :o 7 too poor to help !mselves4 ,ab\t #abjj 0 imm$iately collect$1 "o half be+ contribut$ by ! ,college /aff4 ,! "w ?us begun ext5d$ s rapidly t 9 little m ?an five ye>s x 0 se5 to be necess>y t x %\ld h a build+ ( its own1 & ! tru/ees :o _h ! managem5t ( ! funds decid$ to build a resid5tial ,college4 ,?is 0 op5$ "u ! "n ( ,/4 ,hilda's 9 #ahhe4 ,! fir/ t5 ye>s 9 ! new build+s 7 a "t ( l>g] developm5t = ! ,college ?an any o!r 9 its hi/ory4 ,miss ,beale's own active life 0 also m full1 & n less anxi\s1 ?an x _h ev] be54 ,!re 0 nev] aga9 a "t ( depression su* z ! ye> #ahga _h be51 :5 ! ,college seem$ to be almo/ los+ gr\nd1 :5 9 ! :ole c\rse ( ! ye> only ?ree fre% pupils ent]$4 ,b ! rapid increase on e h& ( new1 good1 *eap s*ools naturally f$ h] anxiety at a p]iod :5 %e _h to ju/ify to ! ,c\ncil h] con/ant dem& = m classrooms1 music-rooms1 halls1 laboratories4 ,%e saw ! imm5se importance ( keep+ ahead 9 ^! ?+s4 ,o!r s*ools _h end[m5ts or gu>ante$ capital1 ! ,college c\ld only increase & improve its plant out ( ! fees paid by ! pupils4 ,! ,lady ,pr9cipal did n wi% x o!rwise2 b ! con/ant remembrance ( ?is made h] v c>eful 9 exp5diture1 & ev] desir\s t all individual int]e/ %\ld be lo/ to sight 9 reg>d = ! common welf>e4 ,!re 0 some?+ %>p] ?an anxiety to be> ov] ! bo>d+-h\se difficulties & ! recon/itution ( ! ,c\ncil4 ,s mu* pati5ce 0 ne$$1 s mu* judgm5t 9 decisions1 9 avoid+ mi/akes1 9 retriev+ !m :5 made1 t "t & ?\ght might well h be5 occupi$ ) ! c>e ( actualities alone4 ,yet x w n be surpris+ to "s to "k t x 0 j 9 ^! ye>s t h] inn] life also became m full & m active1 & t %e 0 call$ ^u to g ?r\gh m5tal crises ( great mom5t4 ,! habit ( pray]1 difficult to ma9ta9 9 a busy life1 0 /r5g!n$ by att5dance at ,retreats2 a practice begun 9 #ahgg to be cont9u$ ye>ly4 ,read+ ( e k9d1 ) ! exception ( fiction1 0 dilig5tly kept up1 & ?\ght 0 nev] m active4 ,! intellectual & spiritual /ruggles ( ?is "t p]man5tly affect$ ,miss ,beale's "w & tea*+4 ,!y _c be pass$ ov]4 ,,*apt] ,,ix ,,de ,,pr(undis #8,es s9d die1 s viel erlitt5 ,trbsal1 ,s*m]z51 ,ang/1 und ,no?1 ,im ,gebet au* (t ge/ritt5 ,mit dem ho*gelobt5 ,gott4' ,,!odor ,,s*5k4 ,doro!a ,beale--l>gely ow+ to h] s5sitive nature & high ideals--_h _h h] full %>e ( ! suff]+s & disappo9tm5ts ( y\?4 ,& :5 %e _h ga9$ ! exp]i5ce & habits ( m mature ye>s1 :5 %e _h s*ool$ h]self to be>1 :5 h] position 0 assur$1 :5 %e 0 free to associate l>gely ) ^? mo/ sympa!tic to h]1 h] zeal = ! be/ ev] caus$ a press+ s5se ( ef=t & /ra94 ,c]ta9 commonplace tr\bles %e _h n kn[n1 z1 = example1 ! want ( money--a ne$ :i* 9 fact %e nev] exp]i5c$1 & nev] really und]/ood 9 o!rs4 ,& on ! :ole h] heal? _h be5 good4 ,%e reg>d$ x z "o ( h] fir/ duties to consid] ?is1 & except = ! fact t %e _h an inh]5t indiff]5ce to ! "* ( ! food %e ate1 ! duty 0 n neglect$4 ,b 9 #ahgh %e 0 call$ ^u to g ?r\gh a p]iod ( weakness & anxiety :i* limit$ h] p[]s = ! "t4 ,9 spite ( h] great self-control %e 0 oblig$ to relax a little1 to take m re/1 :ile ! ef=t to pres]ve t self-control made h] seem1 to "s :o knew no?+ ( x1 h>d & unsympa!tic4 ,v little inde$ did %e say ( :at %e w5t ?r\gh at ?is "t1 because %e ?\ght x be/ = o!rs t %e %\ld be res]v$ & sil5t on ! subject4 ,! ,college & ,miss ,beale seem$ to h a /ability :i* c\ld n be t\*$ or *ang$1 & %e knew ! value ( ?is *>act]i/ic to h] "w4 ,probably no "o 9 ! ,college1 & h>dly any "o outside x1 p]haps none except h] si/]s & ,miss ,cl>ke1 knew h[ ne> %e 0 at ?is "t to an absolute breakd[n4 ,! di>y1 /ill p]si/5tly kept1 cont9u$ to be little m ?an a record ( /ruggle aga9/ p>ticul> faults2 yet "h1 f an occasional ^w & expression1 ! we>9ess & anxiety ( ! "t may be gaug$4 ,! ye> op5$ = ,miss ,beale ) a special r5ewal ( ef=t4 ,canon ,body's addresses at a ,retreat %e att5d$ 9 ,w>r+ton ,cresc5t 9 ! fir/ days ( ,janu>y 7 full ( inspiration to h]4 ,?is meant actively fre% ef=t1 ke5] self-scrut9y1 m wat*fulness4 #8,i rememb]1' %e wrote on ,janu>y #bd1 ! op5+ day ( ,college1 #8,i rememb] ) grief ! _m neglects ( ! pa/4 ,=sake me n1 nei!r rew>d me aft] my des]ts4' ,! next few weeks %[ a pa!tic /ruggle aga9/ a gr[+ s5se ( weakness4 ,at fir/ %e blam$ h]self if duty 0 neglect$1 !n z %e knew h]self to be ill1 /ill felt t m might h be5 done1 refus+ to take sickness z an excuse4 ,!re are _m liv+ :o 7 at ,college at ?is p]iod1 & to !m ! picture ( ?is ef=t & suff]+ go+ on 9 ! backgr\nd ( all t !n seem$ unfail+ly vital & positive mu/ h a d\ble int]e/1--increas+ t5d]ness = ! memory ( h] :o = _! sakes 0 be>+ a daily burd5 ( pa91 enc\rag+ to fre% zeal by %[+ :at a brave _s may d ev5 9 weakness & depression4 ,a few extracts to %[ ?is foll[3-- #8,jan4 #bf4 ,no?+ ( real "w done s9ce s*ool1 & b little 9 ! morn+4 0 #ca4 ,inatt5tive4 ,spoke unk9dly )\t cause4 ,irritable4 ,feb4 #c4 ,did n d be/ = lit]ature class4 ,felt feeble & did n try z ,i ought4 0 #i4 ,!re ought to be m indu/ry 9 writ+ = ,saturday lectures4 ,! night come?4 0 #aa4 ,i grieve = ! /upid lesson ,i gave ,division ,,iii41 because n well prep>$4 0 #ad4 ,/ill great wa/e ( "t4 ,h[ mu* h ,i to le>n 9 ?is little "t ( life left to me4 0 #ae4 ,too mu* depress$1 feel+ ,i c't4 ,p]haps m v>iety & ex]cise want$4 ,c]ta9ly m tru/ & en]gy4 0 #af4 ,m ?an "o h\r wa/$ 9 idle ?\ghts1 #e-f ,a4,m41 & yet ,i h "w = o!rs :i* ,i ought to h ?\ght (1 & lessons4 ,i des]ve to be left )\t help4 ,ev5+4 ,n mu* matt] or ord] 9 lessons4 ,tir$ & discont5t$ ) self4 ,neglect ( books4 ,m tru/ & en]gy want$4 0 #bf4 ,i h idl$ away preci\s "t1 neglect$ individual "w4 ,because my own w is weak1 ,i c\ld n /r5g!n ano!r4 0 #bg4 ,9 b$ all day4 ,!re are duties /ill undone1 ?\gh ,i see dea? ne>4 0 #bh4 ,n 9 ,college4 ,mu* "t wa/$ & ,i 0 disob$i5t to ! voice ( duty4 ,m>* #a4 ,/ill great wa/e ( en]gy 9 idle ?\ghts4 ,talk ( zeal b no religi\s "w done to-day1 ?\gh !re are s _m individuals ,i am ev] putt+ (f4 0 #b4 ,omitt$ tea*]s' class1 :i* ) less ( idle ?\ghts ,i might h done4 0 #e4 ,too exhau/$ to d mu*4 ,give me true contrition = ! pa/4 0 #f4 ,"t n well us$ 9 aft]noon4 ,lett] to ,miss ,cl>ke4 0 #ad4 ,0 ill la/ night4 ,almo/ no individual "w4 0 #ae4 ,a little m "w = my *ildr5 to-day4 ,i ?ank ,!e = "s help4 ,may ,i consecrate "t & en]gies to ,!e4 0 #ag4 ,h n pray$ well = to-morr[--0 tir$1 b did wa/e "s "t4 ,n att5tive en\gh at ,*ur*4444 ,surely to-day's neglig5ce might humble me6 0 #ah4 ,rose ?irty-five m9utes late ?r\gh c>elessness4 0 #ai4 ,back to ,college4 ,%all ,i pati5tly resign my "w z soon z ,he bids8 0 #bj4 ,ev5+ exam9ation %ort5$ because delay$4 ,x 0 n necess>y1 ?\gh ,i am idle4 ,ord]$ away4 ,?y w be done4 0 #ba4 ,s5t to ,hyde4 ,=ty-sev54 7,?is 0 h] bir?day47 ,= ! griev\s neglect ( pa/ "t ent] n into judgm5t4 ,sanctify ! future6 0 #bb4 ,make me ev] m con/ant to resign to ,!e my w4 0 #bc4 ,m ill1 s tri$ to be idle1 b did :at ?\ght ,i c\ld4 ,va9 ?\ghts ( self-pity4 0 #bd4 ,no ,*ur*4 ,h wa/$ "t4 ,great inatt5tion at pray]4 0 #be4 ,talk+1 & !re=e late1 at lea/ half an h\r4 ,miss ,bel*] came4 0 #bg4 ,george came4 ,0 ill mo/ ( aft]noon4 ,did no?+4 0 #bh4 ,i ?ank ,!e = hopes ( m "w4 ,make me m re/ful & fai?ful4 ,p[] ( pray] fails4 ,grant me ! _s ( holy fe>4 ,april #b4 ,back at ,*elt5ham4 0 #c4 ,i ought to h specially husb&$ /r5g?4 0 #e4 ,tri$1 b n successfully1 ) my ,confirmation *ildr54 ,feel+ too ill to d well4 ,?y w be done4 0 #g4 ,holy ,eu*>i/4 ,ill at night4 ,! ,"l ?y refuge1 & und]nea? ! ev]la/+ arms4 0 #h4 ,bett] class4 ,0 help$4 0 #ac4 ,n punctual because sleepless4 ,read ,mr4 ,h9ton's ,life & 0 help$ by x4 ,confirmation at ,*ri/*ur*4 ,summ>y ( ! t]m4 ,"t wa/$1 idle pray]1 boa/+4 ,int]cessions neglect$ because too selfi%4 0 #af4 ,came to ,hyde = ! holidays4' ,s end$ a t]m ( great anxiety4 ,"o m$ical op9ion1 d\btless ref]r$ to 9 h] di>y ( ,m>* #bj1 0 ( su* a nature1 t ,miss ,beale ?\ght %e mu/ resign h] "w at once4 ,at ,hyde h] si/]s p]suad$ h] to re/ & to see ano!r doctor1 :o took a m hopeful view1 :i* 0 :olly ju/ifi$ by h] gradual return to heal?4 ,among ! few :o knew ( ?is sorr[ 0 ! old pupil & fri5d1 ,miss ,m>g>et ,cl>ke4 ,to h] ,miss ,beale wrote f ,hyde be=e %e _h receiv$ ! second m$ical op9ion1 & ! reply %[s1 f> m ?an ! di>y c tell u1 h[ deep 0 ! gloom :i* hung ov] h] way at ?is "t4 ,x might well h be5 writt5 ?ree ye>s lat]1 :5 ,miss ,beale 0 call$ ^u to und]go great] suff]+ ?an any bodily pa9 alone c give1 & sugge/s to ^? :o read x n[1 t ! d>kness ( t lat] "t 0 %ad[+ h] _s ev5 z e>ly z ?is4 ,! int]e/ ( x is ! great] because x %[s ano!r :o l ,doro!a ,beale1 :ile fai?ful to h] "w1 unsp>+ 9 c>e & ?\ght = h] *ildr51 _h be5 call$ ^u p]sonally to "k spiritual angui%4 ,su* suff]+1 su* loss1 su* deep] realisation ( ,div9e love z are read 9 ?is lett] are surely ! portion ( ^? :o1 hav+ giv5 mu* & help$ _m1 are call$ to "s fur!r "w ( sympa?y1 ne$+ p]haps #8he>t's blood4' #8,,my ,,v ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,y\r lett] t\*es me s ne>ly1 & calls out su* true sympa?y1 t ,i _c help yield+ myself to ! impulse to answ] y1 z "o :o1 by h] own exp]i5ce1 kn[s ! pa9 & suff]+ y are n[ pass+ ?r\gh4 ,la/ ye> at ?is "t ,i 0 9 x1 & possibly j :]e y are n[1 :]e my complete fai? 9 all t 0 mo/ de> to me 0 te/$2 yes1 te/$ & sift$1 till all human long+s & crav+s1 ev5 ^? ! mo/ lawful1 7 laid l[2 ,god ,himself seem$ to draw ne>1 & /rip ! s\l ( all x priz$1 & 0 pr\d (1 ask+ "o ?+ aft] ano!r ( x1 & la/ ( all ! he>t1 :ole & un%>$1 until1 :5 ,good ,friday came1 x c\ld sympa?ise ) ! ,crucifi$1 z x _h nev] done be=e4 ,n t all t _h n be5 done be=e z ,i believ$1 b ?is 0 9 a way deep]1 m se>*+ ?an ! s\l _h yet realis$4 ,i d n "k if ,i am mak+ myself cle> to y1 = x is difficult to put x into words4 ,x 0 ! unle>n+ human wisdom1 & ! gett+ ready to be 8a little *ild10 to le>n ,div9e ,wisdom1 9 ! s*ool ( ! ,k+dom ( ! ,inc>nate ,^w4 #8,& !n1 :5 all 0 yield$1 at lea/ 9 w1 !n came a desolation "t1 :i* none b ^? :o h pass$ ?r\gh x c "k--a liv+ dea?1 z x 72 ! s\l hav+ j p[] to cl+ to ! ,invisible ,cross1 & say ! ,cre$1 z a witness p]haps m to itself1 t fai? 0 alive1 ?an to ,god z an act ( fai? 9 ,him4 ,i nev] slept1 7,i 0 =7 :ole nights awake1 7!7 bra9 always at "w try+ to solve ! difficult problems ( ,god's wisdom1 & circum/ances 9 my own life1 & to f9d out :at 0 "r1 :at 0 ,8 ,w4 ,at la/ ,i 0 giv5 a simple fai? bl9dly to give myself to ,god = :atev] ,he wi%$ = me4 ,to let g reason+s & :at ,i ?\ght1 etc41 & say j z a little *ild 8,our ,fa!r0 ) int5tion = :at ,he will$4 ,i did n "k :at x might be1 b ,he knew1 & ,i w\ld tru/ ,him1 & !n ,i w5t on to 7?9k (7 t sev5te5? *apt] ( ,/4 ,john1 & claim$ my %>e 9 ! b5efits ( t pray]1 9 ! answ] t is ev] com+ to ea* sep>ate memb] ( ,*ri/'s ,body all along ! ye>s s9ce x 0 pray$4 #8,& s1 gradually1 ! passage 0 made into a ne>] region1 a ne>] relation%ip to ,god1 if ,i may s express myself4 ,b ,i mu/ n g on writ+ 9 ?is way4 ,i c only tell y t :at 0 !n only a trembl+ v5ture ( ,fai? has become a sub/antial reality 9 ! life ( ! s\l2 ! :ole be+1 body1 s\l & _s be+ p5etrat$ by x1 & ! :ole ( life trans=m$ by ! 8sun%9e0 :i* makes itself felt1 ev5 ?r\gh /ray cl\ds1 :i* mu/ come sometimes1 & !re is re/ & peace 9 ! s\l--div9e peace4 #8,=give me1 de> ,miss ,beale1 = writ+ 9 a way ,i sc>cely ev] d to any "o4 #8,i "k h[ impossible x w be = y to re/1 b d try to d s1 z long z y c4' ,aft] ! ,ea/] holidays ,miss ,beale 0 mu* bett] 9 heal?1 & ?\gh h] "w ?r\gh ! summ] 0 c>ri$ on ) a good deal ( /ra9 & we>9ess1 %e 0 able to d x z fully z usual4 ,! summ] holidays 7 sp5t p>tly at ,hyde ,c\rt ) h] "m1 & p>tly at ,*elt5ham1 & by ! end ( !m %e 0 mu* re/$ & aga9 able to take ! walks %e enjoy$4 ,! op5+ day ( ! autumn t]m 0 ,septemb] #ag4 #8,help me n to disgrace my pr(ession6' %e exclaim$ 9 h] di>y ( t day4 ,two ye>s aft] ?is date ,hyde ,c\rt ceas$ to be ! regul> holiday home1 = 9 ,novemb] #ahha ,mrs4 ,beale di$4 ,9 "o ( h] lat] lett]s to h] #8,pr9cipal' daught] %e _h writt53 #8,i hung] to see y1 my d>l+4 ,y h be5 s good to me always1 y\r rew>d w come4' ,su* words ( praise are de> inde$ :5 ! lips t spoke !m are cold4 ,!y 7 treasur$ by ,miss ,beale4 ,b 9 ?is b]eavem5t1 z 9 all times :5 made consci\s ( ! %ad[ ( dea?1 specially ( h] own1 %e tri$ to face ! my/]y ) cle>-sight$ gaze1 to realise s9c]ely ! impression x 0 meant to produce4 ,%e w\ld n let expressions ( com=t & hope1 :i* %e welcom$ & accept$ to ! full1 or any brightness br\ght by ! k9dness ( ! liv+1 hide = h] ! p5it5tial aspect ( dea?4 ,! foll[+ fragm5t>y ?\ghts seem to come f ! v *amb] ( dea?1 & 7 writt5 on ! day ( ! mon? :i* 0 to be ! date ( h] own dea?1 tw5ty-five ye>s lat]3-- #8,novemb] #i1 #ahha4 #8,at fir/ dea? seem$1 z ,i look$ at t pale face1 simply t]rible--h[ c\ld ,i die8 ,?is morn+ ,i w5t aga9 & t\*$ ! cold h&1 & gaz$ into ! face1 s calm & wax-l4 ,%e :o _h rejoic$ ov] my bir? fifty ye>s ago 0 n[ p]haps wat*+ me4 ,does ! _s l+] r\nd its e>?ly tab]nacle = a :ile8 ,! memory ( old times came back--n only ! love & unselfi%ness1 b ! h>%ness too1 ! faults1 ! s9s1 ,i f9d 9 myself--surely %e feels x n[ z ! light %9es on h]4 ,does %e n see h]self m z ,god sees h]8 ,= e s9ful ^w we %all give acc\nt4 ,surely ?is sorr[ is a purify+ fire1 & ! words are true1 if we w\ld judge ourselves "h we %all n be judg$4 #8,"h1 :]e we h p>tak5 toge!r ( ,8 ,body & ,blood1 ,i kneel ne> t empty tab]nacle--b a spiritual ,pres5ce is ) u--purify+ u bo? & draw+ u ne>] to ,him 9 ,:om liv+ & dead are "o4 #8,bless & purify our spirits1 ,o ,"l1 ) ! dew ( ,?y grace1 make u g5tl] & holi]4 ,?r\gh ! veil we seem to see ,!e ne>]4 ,long+1 pray+ t we may n1 z ! ri* man1 h to feel ! burn+ %ame = our unlov+ _s1 n[ t we see ,8 love1 ,8 t5d]1 se>*+ eye4 #8,x becomes to me a sacr$ *apel1 ,i c sc>cely be> to "p4 ,! room is fragrant ) ! gifts ( t5d] fl[]s f lov+ fri5ds1 & !re is a peace "h abid+ 9 ! s5se ( ,god's cont9u$1 lov+1 heal+ discipl9e4 8,i *ange n60' ,dur+ ^! ye>s outside int]e/s multipli$4 ,new fri5d%ips 7 =m$2 "s old ones 7 /r5g!n$4 ,! ,college ,magaz9e1 ! fir/ def9ite l9k =g$ ) old pupils1 0 begun 9 #ahhj4 ,miss ,beale made m acqua9tances outside ! ,college4 ,9 ,london %e met _m :o %>$ h] educational int]e/s4 ,9 ,*elt5ham %e att5d$1 & (t5 read & spoke at1 a small lit]>y ga!r+ call$ ! ,society ( ,fri5ds1 :i* met f "t to "t at diff]5t h\ses4 ,! di>y becomes full ( ref]5ce to ,mrs4 ,middleton & ,mrs4 ,ow54 ,?r\gh ,mrs4 ,middleton %e came to "k ,mr4 ,wilk9son's#dh great evangeli/ic "w 9 8 fa%ionable ,london p>i%4 ,%e (t5 w5t to he> him prea*1 read 8 books1 & %[$ !m to o!rs4 ,mrs4 ,ow5 introduc$ h] to ! ,life & philosophy ( ,james ,h9ton1 :i* made a v deep impression4 ,at ,mr4 ,ow5's h\se %e met _m e>ne/ social work]s & ?9k]s4 ,among ^! 0 ,miss ,ellice ,hopk9s1 ^: devot$ "w reviv$ 9 t5fold =ce h] e>ly pity = ^? :o ne$ to be #8f\nd4' ,! increas+ vig\r ( ! ,college life & "w 0 ev] br++ 9 new ideas4 ,m5 :o 7 mak+ _! m>k z ?9k]s & tea*]s ( _! own special subjects (t5 came to lecture4 ,among ! mo/ en?rall$ li/5]s to ! eloqu5ce ( ,pr(essor ,william ,knight1 to ! m>vell\s fairy-tales ( sci5ce told by ,pr(essor ,b>rett1 0 ! ,lady ,pr9cipal h]self4 ,tea*]s & educationi/s ( widely diff]5t views came to see ! "w ( ! s*ool1 (t5 to f9d t ! successful head-mi/ress :o 0 able to %[ !m s mu* 0 will+ & eag] to le>n f !m1 & to see matt]s f _! /&po9t4 ,mean:ile %e 0 read+ z widely & eag]ly z ev]4 ,x 0 a "t :5 long-accept$ op9ions 7 unsettl$ = _m1 by new sci5tific !ories1 or by a great] s5sitiv5ess to ! my/]y ( pa9 & ! app>5t indiff]5ce ( a "p ( ! s-call$ religi\s _w 9 pres5ce ( ! deepe/ wrongs & suff]+4 ,doro!a ,beale _h to take h] "p 9 ! special difficulties ( h] own day4 ,! battle has be5 %ift$ to ano!r gr\nd = ?is g5]ation1 :i* sc>cely kn[s :at resi/ance 0 made1 :at suff]+ 0 endur$ by "s h]oic s\ls 9 ! la/1 & at :at a price a l>g] spiritual consci\sness 0 b\ght4 ,! contact ) s _m m9ds1 ! wid5+ circle ( acqua9tance ) work]s ( diff]5t views & me?ods1 & especially ! appeal = aid 9 religi\s p]plexity con/antly made by ^? :o came "u h] influ5ce1 d\btless help$ to precipitate t sorr[1 :i*1 ?\gh 9 its acute/ phase ( %ort duration1 0 ! %>pe/ trial ,miss ,beale 0 ev] call$ ^u to exp]i5ce2 "o on :i* %e nev] ceas$ to look back ) horror4 ,%e :o _h said t %e #8c\ld truly take to h]self ! words ( ,fab]1'#di :o _h be5 f e>lie/ *ildhood consci\s ( a protect+ ,pres5ce1 & _h ev5 !n #8f\nd pray] a joy1' n[ 9 late middle life felt h]self1 z x 71 ca/ out4 ,at an age :5 ! inexp]i5c$ que/ion+s ( y\? 7 ov]1 :5 %e hop$ to f9d fai? & hope /r5g!n$ by k1 x seem$ = a mom5t z if !y _h di$ d[n altoge!r4 #8,nel mezzo camm9 di no/ra vita ,mi ritrovai p] una selva oscura ,*e la diritta via era sm>rita4' ,to write ( x is to turn a page ( s\l-hi/ory s intimate1 & = a mom5t s pa9ful1 t x may well be ?\ght x %\ld be pass$ ov] 9 sil5ce4 ,b to omit x w\ld n be :olly fai?ful to ! memory ( "o :o wi%$ c]ta9ly t ?is /ory ( h] inn] life %\ld be kn[n to all :o c\ld be help$ by x4 ,to tell x1 moreov]1 is to use h] own words1 = %e wrote ( x h]self1 m ?an once or twice4 ,%e felt1 :5 %e look$ back on x aft]w>ds1 t %e 0 oblig$ to g ?r\gh ?is "t ( suff]+ 9 ord] t %e might be bett] fitt$ to d ! "w giv5 h]1 9 ord] t o!rs :o _h lo/ fai? & hope might be help$ to rega9 !m1 by kn[+ h[ %e h]self _h pass$ f de/ruction & despair to hope & rebuild+4 ,! di>y ( ?is :ole p]iod is m ?an ev] indicative ( inw>d /rife & unre/ f :i* %e w\ld n by h] own w escape to any com=t o!r ?an ! highe/4 ,among ! entries1 :i* are = ! mo/ "p self-analytical & depress$1 x is curi\s to f9d ?is3 #8,lett] f ---- ,"s vanity p]haps 9 ! refusal4' ,x 0 an (f] ( m>riage f an old fri5d4 ,once or twice !re is a h9t ( com+ sorr[ be=e %e 0 consci\s :at its nature w\ld be4 ,once1 :5 m>k+ ! anniv]s>y ( a fri5d's dea?1 %e not$ h]self z #8p]plex$ ) ! ,incompreh5sible4' ,on ,june #bg1 #ahha1 a ye> be=e ! d>kness clos$ 91 %e wrote3 #8,a great dread ( com+ sorr[1 z ( a calv>y be=e me4 ,if "s bitt] cup is to be p\r$ out1 ,?y w be done4 ,only =sake me n6 ,salvator ,mundi6' ,! new ye> 7( #ahhb7 op5$ z usual ) r5ew$ self-d$ication2 b %e m5tions t %e came back to ,*elt5ham on ,janu>y #ad1 aft] ! annual ,retreat1 #8v brok54' ,?\gh a p]si/5t ef=t to keep up h] religi\s rule 0 ma9ta9$1 ! cle> %9+ ( fai? 0 mu* cl\d$4 ,"o :o w5t to h] = help at t "t writes ( x ?us3-- #8,i w5t to h] 9 sore tr\ble at ! beg9n+ ( #ahhb1 9 "o ( ! ov]:elm+ griefs ( extreme y\?1 :5 ! :ole aspect ( life has sudd5ly *ang$ f a lovely rose-g>d5 444 to a hide\s wa/e4 ,! v ?+s :i* made x lovely seem$ to be %9+ & horrible %ams1 ) undream$-( trea*]y & horror lurk+ beh9d ev]y?+4 ,x 0 ! culm9at+ disillusionm5t to turn to h] :o _h be5 su* a t[] ( pati5t /r5g? all ?r\gh s*ool-life1 & f9d no?+1 no help1 no com=t1 no explanation1 no hope to give6 ,yet :ile !re 7 _m at t "t :om ,i c\ld n endure to see1 or d ) because ( ! feel+ ( betrayal all r\nd1 !re 0 nev] t ) h]4 ,x nev] dawn$ on my m9d = a mom5t t %e 0 h]self 9 ! horrible mire1 b ,i und]/ood1 ,i suppose1 9 my he>t4 ,i felt sorry = h] & lov$ h] bett] ?an ev] be=e1 & ,i nev] und]/ood till n[ ! reason ( ! t5d] intimacy ( t "t1 :i* lay "u ! app>5t disappo9tm5t ( f9d+ no help or com=t :]e ,i _h made sure ( x4' ,?is p[]lessness to help ^? :o turn$ to h] 9 _! spiritual ne$ made m poignant ! s5se ( loss to "o :o lov$ to give freely z a "m to h] *ildr54 #8,!n o!rs came1' %e wrote aft]w>ds ( ?is "t1 #8& "o felt l ! />v+ "m :o saw ! babe at h] empty brea/4 ,i _h no simple tru?s1 no milk ( ! ^w to give !m t !y might gr[ !reby4' ,a lett] to a fri5d m5tions books :i* _h a de/ructive effect z read at ?is "t4 ,x 0 n ,miss ,beale's habit delib]ately to read a book :i* 0 likely to di/urb or weak5 fai?4 ,to an old pupil :o once wrote to h] ( ,/rauss's book1 ,! ,old ,fai? & ! ,new1 %e _h repli$3-- #8,septemb] #ahgc4 #8,i feel sorry y h read ,/rauss1 b1 ( c\rse1 if y felt x y\r duty to d s1 y 7 "r4 ,/ill1 ,i d n ?9k "o is b\nd to read ev]y?+1 any m ?an "o is to li/5 to all t c be said aga9/ all "o's fri5ds4 ,i mean a p]son might be ev] s good1 yet if we 7 con/antly to li/5 to ins9uations aga9/ !m1 if we 7 frequ5tly ) ^? :o disbeliev$ 9 _! goodness1 & look$ contemptu\s :5 we tru/$1 a mo/ well-f\nd$ confid5ce might result 9 d\bt & di/ru/4 ,i ?9k we %\ld act 9 religi\s matt]s z we ought 9 a case ( fri5d%ip--refuse to he> ins9uations1 b ask = ! gr\nds1 argum5ts--n let our m9d be biass$ aga9/ our w & bett] judgm5t4 ,i believe ) _m t ^! d\bts are 8spectres ( ! cave10 t if we h c\rage to face !m1 we %all see !m fade away4 ,b !n we mu/ be v mu* 9 e>ne/1 sp5d "t & lab\r & mu* ?\ght ^u ?is1 z ^u o!r subjects1 & pray = ! _s ( tru?4 ,i h n read ,/rauss1 ,i "k ! g5]al l9e ( 8 argum5ts1 b z y say he gives none "h1 ,i ne$ n get ! book to meet !m4' ,n[1 9 ?is p]iod ( d\bt & anxiety1 books by any :om ,miss ,beale ?\ght to be e>ne/ seek]s = tru?1 :e!r !y 7 or?odox or n1 7 freely read4 ,! s5se ( loss & discom=t seems to h gr[n gradually all ! ye>4 #8,poor lesson because depress$1' %e notes on a day 9 ,febru>y4 ,a =tnight lat] 9 *ur* %e 0 #8wre/l+ l ,jacob2 ,tell me ,?y ,"n4' ,palm ,sunday1 h[ev]1 br\ght "s peace4 #8,i ?9k ,i t\*$ ,8 g>m5t's hem4' ,ea* day 9 t ,holy ,week %e 0 at an e>ly s]vice be=e s*ool h\rs began1 & on ,ea/] ,day wrote3 #8,?is ,l5t has be5 bless$4' ,9 ,ea/] week %e notes t %e f9i%$ read+ ,jukes's ,new ,man1 #8a beautiful book4' ,b be=e ! holidays 7 ov] !re 0 #8a dread ( com+ sorr[1' a r5ew$ feel+ ( deadness & want ( devotion1 only #8passive foll[+ ! inw>d guide4' #8,mu* tr\bl$ ?is morn+1' %e wrote on ,:it-,sunday1 & ! ne$ = a #8new life-pulse' grew l>g] z ! summ] t]m wore on4 ,yet %e p]si/$ 9 /riv+ to keep h] devotional rules1 & = h] app>5t want ( zeal blam$ only h]self4 ,at ! end ( t busy t]m1 s full ( "w & int]e/s & anxieties1 %e wrote3 #8,be ) me 9 ! holidays4 ,i fe> !m4' ,( ! suff]+ ( t "t %e aft]w>ds wrote fully1 trac+ ! /eps by :i* %e 0 gradually l$ to ?9k t ! hi/orical evid5ce on :i* %e ?\ght h] fai? re/$ 0 ( no value4 ,an extract f "o acc\nt is giv53-- #8,ev5 if hi/orical evid5ce 7 !re1 x c\ld n be = all4 ,& 0 x !re8 #8,no1 only fragm5ts by nobodies1 inconsi/5t v]sions4 ,if ,god gave a p]fect ,man1 ,he c\ld n be = an age1 b = all "t1 & h[ if ,8 life pass$1 & we h no writ+1 only untru/wor?y acc\nts8 ,surely1 !n1 ! life 0 wor?less :i* ,god did n c>e to save = u4 ,he /or$ up coal & light1 our physical life1 b ,he c>$ n to pres]ve ,jesus1 ! spiritual life1 ,he :o _h be5 call$ ! ,light ( ! _w4 ,!n x mu/ be a delusion t ,he 01 & ,god has deceiv$ u1 & we 7 deceiv$4 ,! ,ph>isees 7 "r 9 te/+ ,8 claims4 ,!y wat*$ ,him on ! ,cross & !re bade ,him cry to ! ,god ,:om ,he _h claim$ z ,fa!r1--& ,he cri$ z ! fabl$ prophet ( old1 ,eli6 ,eli6 & ,god dis[n$ ,him1 & ! words foll[$ :i* prov$ t ,he 0 =sak51 t ! ?ir/ ( s\l 0 unappeas$ & ,8 life 0 inde$ ov]4 ,& s ! d>kness ga!r$ r\nd ! ,cross1 ev] d>k5+ z ,i li/5$ to ! cry4 ,0 ,god inde$ mock+ our hopes8 ,! old pagan vision rose be=e me4 ,! symbols ( ! ,*ri/ 7 conf\nd$ ) grotesque =ms4 ,i c\ld n utt] ! ,cre$s ( ! ,*ur*4 ,yet /range to say ,i yet clung to a consci\sness ( a ,fa!r ( ! visible4 ,9 my tr\bl$ dreams1 :i* haunt$ me day & night1 ,i /ill seem$ to feel !re 0 a ,god1 ?\gh no voice 0 he>d = me among ! trees ( ! g>d54#ej #8,i said ,i w n give up my tru/ 9 ,god1 ,i mu/ recon/ruct4 ,i w n1 z "s :o h lo/ fai? 9 ,*ri/ & ! et]nal1 give away ! tru/ 9 a ,fa!r4 ,?is ,i ?\ght w\ld survive )\t1 b ) t 7my fai? 9 ,*ri/7 w5t all belief 9 ! exi/5ce ( any o!r4 ,z ,i li/5$ to ! voice ( creation unh>monis$ by ! int]pretation ( g5]\s love proce$+ f ! s\l1 x seem$ simply horrible3 ! m>tyr sl[ly consum+ 9 ! fire1 ,god look+ on1 refus+ to int]f]e ) natural causes4 ,i _h se5 ?is be=e1 b1 z 9 t beautiful p>able ( ! ,septuag9t1 ,i _h se5 ,god 0 ) him1 & ! joy ov]p[]$ ! pa91 & ! true life 0 purifi$1 & !y ?ank$ ,god 9 ! fires4 ,n[ ,i saw no immortal hope1 no resurrection2 all 0 d>k horror & amazem5t4 ,no2 c\ld ,i keep belief 9 a ,god :o _h deceiv$ mank9d8 ,%\ld ,i tru/ ,him1 pray 8to ,him08#ea #8,= mon?s ,i read & ?\ght ( no?+ else2 :5ev] ! press+ claims ( "w left me = a mom5t1 ,i felt ! light 0 gone f my life4 ,sometimes a deep] sympa?y fill$ me1--z ,i seem$ l a gladiator /&+ ) my fell[s4 ,morituri te salutant4 ,b g5]ally ,i felt myself gr[+ h>d5$ by ! want ( p[] to f9d sympa?y 9 my sorr[1 nor c\ld ,i pray4 ,i did n (t51 & :5 ,i did1 x 0 "o cry--8,:y1 :y ha/ ,?\ left u1 ,o ,god--)\t answ] to our cries8 ,:y ha/ ,?\ utt]$ no ^w ( consolation to all ! groans ( e>?8 ,if ,?\ ha/ n he>d ,jesus1 none ( u ne$ pray40 ,he tru/$ 9 ,god t ,he w\ld deliv] ,him1 & 0 =sak51 & m5 h wait$ ?r\gh ! ages1 z a little *ild w\ld wait1 %ut up 9 prison by "s cruel fa!r1 & w\ld n at fir/ believe t he 0 to be />v$ to dea?4 ,& at la/ !y realis$ t ,god = !m 0 n1--only ! prison-h\se ,he _h built1 9 :i* !y pass$ away _! lives1 9 :i*1 l a />v+ man1 !y dream$ ( palaces & fea/s1 ! delusions ( _! fev]$ bra94 #8,h[ t old passage came home to "o's fev]$ s\l1--8! des]t %all blossom z ! rose0--z ! ?\ght ( "o's old ,*ri/ian fai? came back4 ,:at w\ld "o n give1 ,i ?\ght1 to believe x true once m6 ,= t light$ up ! :ole _w1 !n !re 7 liv+ wat]s1 consolation 9 e sorr[1 a well-spr+ ( div9e sympa?y1 inexhau/ible1--wells f :i* "o c\ld dr9k = ev]1 & p\r out ( "o's abundance4 #8,sometimes "o did look up to ! p>*$ heav5s1 & ?\gh no ra9 fell1 ea* "t !re 0 a little refre%+ dew1 z if ,god 7 answ]+ :5 "o let ,him speak1 in/ead ( runn+ into des]t places1 cry+ ) ,io1 =sak5 & madd5$ by a cruel ,god4 ,sometimes ! words came !n1 8,i w see y aga940 #8,b ! vision ( gre5 pa/ure1 ( wat]s t w\ld qu5* ! p>*+ ?ir/ ( ! des]t1 x seem$ a mirage1--& no good ,%eph]d wad$ out to me 9 my des]t4 ,sometimes ,i f\nd o!r w&]]s1 :o ask$ ( me ! wat]s1 & ?is seem$ to fill my he>t ) deep] angui%2 l ,hag>1 ,i c\ld die 9 ! wild]ness1 b ,i c\ld n see my *ild die4 ,s ,i tri$ to escape1 b ,i c\ld n1 & ,i 0 oblig$ to lift my eyes to ,heav5 = _! sakes4 ,i did n tell !m t :at ,i took = mirage 0 real1--,i did n try to turn /ones into bread1 ,i c\ld only tell !m ( :at ,i felt mu/ be ! cre$ ( ,goe!1 t creation is ! g>m5t ( ,god1 & ^! %ores ( e>? c\ld n be all2 !re mu/ be some?+ true & sub/antial beh9d ! ph5om5al4 ,! philosophy ( ,/4 ,john int]pret$ by ,br[n+1 ! consci\sness ( love 9 my own nature1 bore witness to ! great] love ( ,god4 ,! ,_s )9 bore witness t !re 0 a ,fa!r ( spiritual life1 & !re=e t a div9e son%ip 0 possible = u4 ,& z 9 our desolation we look$ up toge!r1 x seem$ z if ! old tru? 0 com+ back to u1 b 9 a new way4 ,jesus _h taught x1 only we _h n se5 x be=e4444 ,if we felt ! witness ( ! ,_s prompt+ u to cry1 ,abba ,fa!r1 & if !re 0 a ,fa!r1 ?is prompt+ mu/ come f ,him4 ,& s ,i li/5$ once m = ?is ,voice4 ,& ,i 0 n left alone 9 ! des]t1 z ,i wait$ 9 my fir/ grief4 ,god s5t to me mess5g]s :5 ,i _h la9 d[n !re 9 ! /upefaction ( spiritual sleep4 ,!y (f]$ me angels' food4 ,i wat]$ x ) te>s1 b ,i took x1--,i ate x1 :il/ pray+ t ,god w\ld take away my life1--take x1 le/ ,i %\ld tempt o!rs into ! /ony des]t4 ,yes1 ,i1 :o _h refus$ to take o!rs to ! ,"l's ,table1 because !y 7 fa9t & hungry1 & 9 ! highways ( ! _w1--,i1 :o _h ?\ght x pr(ane1 ?\ght n[ t my m]e hung] gave me a "r to come4 ,if ,he 0 inde$ !re1 ,he might fill ! empty cruse ) oil4 ,he might he> me z ,i said1 8,we h no w9e40 ,& ,i rememb]$ z ,i d>$ to come 9 my unbelief1 ! words ,i _h be5 taught1 ( ! hungry be+ fill$4 ,i ?\ght ,i _h once be5 ( ! mighty & ri*1 n[ ,i knew ,i 0 weak & hungry1 s ,i came4 ,b ,i saw n ! ,ma/]1 only a /rang] :om ,i knew n1 = my eyes 7 hold51 & ,i did n recognise ,him4 #8,oh h[ (t5 did ,i p9e = dea?1 n b t ,i c\ld h tak5 ! suff]+4 ,i ?\ght t 0 possible1 if ,i c\ld h borne x alone4 ,! grief 0 to feel t ,i %\ld lead o!rs away1 :e!r ,i spoke or 0 sil5t4 ,?is only 0 "r1 nev] to say an untrue ^w1 to tea* :at tru? ,i _h4 ,b ,i 0 pl$g$ l a cl]gyman4 ,/ill ,i did n yet "k :at ,i ?\ght4 ,i might read a little1 = if ,i mu/ f9d ,*ri/ 0 dead1 ,i hop$1 begg$1 ,god w\ld take my life1 t o!rs might n die ?r\gh me4 ,) :at joy did ,i see sickness come1 & :at disappo9tm5t !re 0 :5 x 0 n unto dea?4 #8,sometimes ,i ?\ght ,i w\ld take "s spiritual opiate1--?9k no m1 b try to kill self into a /ate 9 :i* probability %\ld cont5t me4 ,b ,i c\ld n "w nor pray by su* means4 ,& if ,i c\ld cont5t myself by a s$ative1 c\ld ,i my *ildr58 ,no2 ,i mu/ g on till ,i c\ld feel ! tru? ( ^? words ev] recurr+ to me1 8,& dy+ rise1 & ris+ ) ,him1 raise ,8 bre?r51 ransom$ by ,8 own de> life40 #8,9 d>kness1 ,i ?\ght1 8,he desc5d$ into hell10 & ,i felt ,i w\ld n rise unless ,i c\ld br+ my *ildr5 too ) me4 #8,:at 0 ! /ate ( ?\ght at t "t8 ,"o c\ld only look & read & see among/ ! mo/ intellectual ! loss ( hold on ,*ri/ianity1 & ) ^? :o believ$1 "o felt x _h be5 z ) oneself1 ! belief w\ld n be> ! /ra9 t w\ld come2 ! t9ts 7 put on1 7 n our life ?r\gh assimilation4'#eb ,probably ^? to :om ,miss ,beale turn$ at fir/ realis$ little ( ! di/ress t prompt$ h] que/ions4 #8,i said1 8,surely !re mu/ be "s "o :o c help :]e ,i am too weak & ignorant10 s ,i w5t to a di/+ui%$ tea*] :om ,i ?\ght s able & /rong1 & 8 conclud+ words s\nd$ l a knell4 8,no?+ c be done40'#ec ,! d>ke/ h\r came dur+ ! e>ly days ( ,augu/ :5 /ay+ ) fri5ds1 f :om %e va9ly hop$ to conceal h] sorr[4 #8,at fir/ ,i 0 sil5t1 b z ,i c\ld only weep day & night1 ,i 0 oblig$ to tell !m4444 ,!y kept me :5 ,i c\ld n pay o!r visits4 ,:il/ wond]+ at my mis]y !y tri$ to help me by gett+ books4'#ed ,x 0 p]haps "s relief--z ( "o :o faces ! wor/--to note 9 h] di>y ea* fre% incom+ wave ( sorr[ful ?\ght4 #8#ahhb1 ,augu/ #f1 ,sunday4 ,at *ur*4 ,a nice s]mon on ! p>able ( ! ,unju/ ,/ew>d4 ,talk ( ,newman's books4 ,j4 said ,a4 _h "s4 ,i1 ?9k+ ( ,j4 ,h4 ,n41 ask$ to borr[4 ,! book prov$ to be by ! bro!r1 ,f4 ,newman4 #8,monday1 ,augu/ #g4 ,read "s ( ,f4 ,newman's book4 ,piti$ him mu*4 #8,tuesday1 ,augu/ #h4 #f ,a4,m4-#h1 read m4 ,mis]able4 ,aft] breakfa/ walk$ alone4 ,no lett]4 ,c\ld n g to d9n]4 ,t]rible neuralgia4 ,wept ne>ly all day4 #8,w$nesday1 ,augu/ #i4 ,awake at #d ,a4,m4 ,n up to breakfa/4 ,decid$ mu/ write my resignation4 ,all is d>k4 8,su* cl\ds ( nameless sorr[ cross1 ,all night be=e my d>k5$ eyes40 ,! light has gone out ( ! heav5s4 ,:y does ,god leave u )\t "o ^w1 ,8 *ildr5 orphans8 ,c ,he h left u to delusions8 ,te>s are my meat day & night4 ,i _c live an untrue life4 ,if ,jesus be :at ,i once believ$ ,him1 ,he w\ld n wi% x4 8,e "o t is ( ! tru? he>e? ,my ,voice40 ,tri$ to pray h>d]4 ,woke z 9 a dre>y p9e =e/ ) beautiful f]ns4 ,felt !re mu/ be a pres5ce beh9d !m4 ,!n ! tr\ble reviv$ once m4 #8,?ursday1 ,augu/ #aj4 ,wrote my resignation4 ,may my *ildr5 nev] "k ?is sorr[4 ,*ri/ian tea*+ spiritualis$1 z ,i h se5 x1 is ! holie/ & pure/4 ,_! s\ls ne$ n be orphan$ z m9e4 ,i _c /ay ) !m4 ,i c\ld n play ! hypocrite1 ,i %\ld hate myself4 ,)\t ,*ri/1 ,i %\ld n be :at ,i 04 ,if ,i c\ld attempt to g on1 :i* ,i c\ld n = a mom5t contemplate s9ce x is untrue1 ?9k if ,i 7 f\nd out1 ! moral bl[ = my *ildr54 ,!y w\ld ?9k ,i _h be5 false :5 tea*+ !m my deepe/ fai?1--! joy ( my life1--t :i* made all ! suff]+ be>able1 & all gladness d\ble1 ! love ( ,*ri/ ,jesus my ,"l1 = :om ,i w\ld suff] ! loss ( all ?+s if ,i might w9 ,*ri/ & be f\nd 9 ,him4 #8,o ,"l1 ,?\ ha/ deceiv$ me1 & ,i 0 deceiv$4' ,! imm$iate sequel to ! /ory ( ^! few days 0 told 9 a lett] to a fri5d3-- #8,augu/ #ahhb4 #8,i 0 engag$ to att5d a religi\s conf]5ce at ! end ( a week4 ,i did n q l to give x up1 = !re might possibly be "s hope ( help1 ?\gh ,i felt !re 0 none4 ,my fri5ds begg$ me to g1--!re 0 j a *ance4 ,i w5t1--b almo/ turn$ back aft] ,i _h />t$1 = ,i 0 s brok5 d[n ,i c\ld n re/ra9 my te>s1 & ,i 0 a%am$ to be se54 ,well1 ,i met !re "s m5 ( p[]ful m9d1 lead]s ( ?\ght 9 _! diff]5t dep>tm5ts1 :o _h gone ?r\gh p]iods ( d>kness1 b _h wait$ = ! dawn1 & n[ !y believ$4444 ,aft] two days ,i told my grief to a sympa?is+ fri5d1 :o 0 surpris$ at my wret*$ness1 & h] calm fai? gave me a little calmness too4 ,s ! day be=e we 7 to leave ,i v5tur$ to tell all my tr\ble to ! cl]gyman :o _h invit$ me4 ,i ?9k ,i may d>e to say t my fai? has come back--n z x 0 be=e1 b m spiritual2 once m ,i c say ! ,cre$1 & ,i ?9k ,i %all be able to tea* aga94444' ,! #8religi\s conf]5ce' 0 at ,/oke1 a little village 9 ,%rop%ire1 :]e ! rector1 ! ,rev4 ,r[l& ,corbet1 0 9 ! habit ( ga!r+ "s :o 7 e>ne/ly /udy+ ! difficult que/ions ( ! day4 ,miss ,beale wrote ( ^! ga!r+s 9 ! lett] already quot$3-- #8,!re are only ab\t twelve /ay+ 9 ! h\se4 ,no "o is put out ( ! synagogue = n see+ ! tru?1 & !y are n afraid to ask que/ions1 b none are invit$ :o are n suppos$ to be seek+ = ! light4' ,t a door to ! light 0 at ?is conf]5ce quickly op5$ = ,miss ,beale may be se5 9 ! lett]s %e wrote1 on h] return to ,*elt5ham aft] x 0 ov]1 to ! fri5ds :o _h help$ h] s mu*3-- #8,augu/ #ai1 #ahhb4 #8,,de> ,,mr4 ,,corbet1--,i c\ld n say "o ^w ( ?anks ?is morn+3 ,i ?9k y und]/ood4 #8,x is good = u tempe/-toss$ p to see ! re/ful fai? ( ! vet]ans :o come to help u4 ,c]ta9ly ! old %ip 9 :i* ,i h someh[ sail$ ^u ! waves = s _m ye>s is a wreck4 ,i mu/ try to believe ,he w set my feet ^u a rock4 #8,ye/]day ?+s began to get cle>]3 y\r k9d & pati5t explanations ( ! alphabet ( ! spiritual made me foll[ ! discussion bett] aft]w>ds1 & ,i felt ,i c\ld beg9 aga9 to jo9 9 ! ,*ur*'s ,cre$ ) a deep] mean+ ?an be=e4 ,i suppose "o c't expect to come out ( ! grave at once1--b h[ diff]5t is ?is ,saturday f la/1 x seems z if "s on _h gone by4 ,i don't "k yet :at ,i ?9k1 except t ,i believe ,i %all see ! light & rise & always rema91 y\rs v gratefully1 ,d4 ,,beale4' ,to ,mrs4 ,russell ,gurney3-- #8,augu/ #bg1 #ahhb4 #8,,de> ,,mrs4 ,,russell ,,gurney1--,i h _h su* a happy ,sunday1--,i c h>dly believe x is ! same e>? t seem$ to me s dead ! week be=e1 :5 ,i c\ld n g to ,*ur*1 b w&]$ ab\t q desolate4 #8,?ree weeks ago1 if any "o _h spok51 z ,i am do+ n[1 ,i %\ld h ?\ght x sup]/iti\s1 & ,i don't ?9k x w be well ei!r = myself or o!rs to speak mu* ( x n[1 only to "o :o1 l y1 und]/&s--& :o help$ to take (f ! 8grave-clo!s40 #8,i want to use my limbs fir/1 to get back to my old "w n[1 & see if !re is really a new life2 ,i want to see if ,i c help "s = :om ,i c\ld d no?+ be=e4 #8,i am ) delightful p4 ,mr4 ,webb is j a liv+ picture ( ,*auc]'s ,good ,p>son & well kn[n 9 ! sci5tific _w3 8 special field is a/ronomy4 ,he %[$ u a wond]ful gas-nebula on ,saturday night4 ,he q believes 9 spiritual manife/ations1 & seems to ?9k ) ,pr(essor ,b>rett ab\t ! e!r4 #8,i h to ?ank y mu*1 de> ,mrs4 ,gurney1 = y\r sympa?y4 ,x 0 su* a help to me to be able to speak to y4 ,i meant to say no?+ to any "o1 b ,i c\ld n help x4 ,! /ory ( y\r own vision help$ me1 z x 0 some?+ l my own3 x is s mu* :at ,br[n+ describes at ! end ( 8,saul10 :5 ,david has realis$ ! ,div9e love1 & feels ! liv+ pulse beat+ 9 all nature4 ,ev]ybody help$ me 9 "s way1 b especially ,mr4 ,corbet's tea*+1 :i* seems wond]fully beautiful4 #8,i d>e say x 0 ! same la/ ye>2 b diff]5t to me1 because ,i 0 comp>atively satisfi$ !n1 n poor & ne$y 7z ,i came ?is "t71 & !re=e ready to und]/&4 #88,i w see y aga91 & y\r he>t %all rejoice03 my text = to-day4' ,%e felt l "o set free f prison1 b ! newly recov]$ lib]ty 0 us$ ) caution4 #8,y w l to "k1' %e wrote to a fri5d 9 ! foll[+ ye>1 #8t ! fitful gleams ( sunlight1 :i* us$ to come aft] ! d>k night1 h become n[ some?+ l a /eady %9+4 ,i 0 able to get a few quiet days at ,*ri/mas1 & !n fir/ ,i began to feel t ,i %\ld be able to give ?anks = ?is t]rible exp]i5ce1 & ! ?ankfulness has gr[n ev] s9ce4' ,z %e said1 ! ?ankfulness grew4 ,b 9 ! v he>t ( ! fire %e _h felt no regret1 kn[n no compla9+4 ,%e 0 will+ to suff]1 if by t means %e might help ! m4 ,on ,augu/ #ae1 j a week aft] ! day %e always rememb]$ z #8,tuesday ! #h?1' %e wrote ( "o ^: call+ 9 life 0 to tea* o!rs3 #8,y say he has be5 read+ sceptical books2 ,i want him to g on do+ s4 ,he mu/ "k h[ deep ! que/ions g1 or he w be fight+ w9dmills1 z ,i h done4' ,x w be ask$ by :at /eps ! asc5t 0 made1 & :at ! height f :i* ! new spiritual horizons 7 disc]n$2 :at 0 ! tra9 ( ?\ght :i* br\ght back ! possibility ( say+ ! ,*ur*'s ,cre$8 ,! m5tal process1 if x c be dis5tangl$ f an ex]cise :i* engag$ all ! faculties ( s\l & _s1 0 probably t sugge/$ 9 ! words ( ,amiel3 #8,*acun ne compr5d que ce qu'il retr\ve en soi4' ,b ! rese>* & ! retrieval 7 n simply individual & )91 !y involv$ ! scrut9y ( widespread religi\s in/9cts1 crav+s & ne$s4 ,!y 7 aid$ above all by ! contemplation ( m>tyr dea?s & m>tyr lives1 :i* 9 _! cont9u\s & abid+ witness to ! fai? are se5 to con/itute a claim to au?ority4 ,miss ,beale h]self /rove to %[ h[ ! d\bt+ _s 0 sil5c$ by an answ] ( fai?1 9 a little pap] call$ #8,build+1' :i* is dat$ ,septemb] #h4 ,"h %e wrote3-- #8,sweep away ext]nal pro(s1 we mu/ believe 9 a ,god & 9 ,8 love4 #8,we see ,he speaks to ,8 *ildr5 ?r\gh ! wondr\s language ( ,nature1 draw+ !m to ,8 ,he>t & tea*+ ev] new tru/ ?r\gh x4 #8,he %[s ,8 ,fa!r ,he>t 9 ! love ( ! human1 ignorant1--= ! *ild4 #8,9 all ages ,he has made man feel ,8 ,pres5ce 9 ! he>t & ye>n aft] ,him4 #8,!re is a long witness d[n ! ages t to ^? :o long = ,8 ,pres5ce & foll[ hol9ess1 ,he gives ! great rew>d ( ,8 consci\s sympa?y1 speak+ 9 _! he>ts1 s t !y "k x is ,8 ,voice4 ,9 diff]5t ages1 9 diff]5t ways1 z m5 ne$ ! language !y und]/&4 #8,to ,abraham & ! prophets1 to ,socrates1 to ,buddha tea*+ ! ,k>ma1 to ,moses ! div9e writ+1--to sa9ts :o s\ght ,him 9 lat] times4 #8,:y impea* ! te/imony ( ,*ri/5dom z to ! ,resurrection1 if x is :at we mu/ believe 91 if x is j ! good news = :i* ! _w 0 !n dy+8 ,we "k ,paul & ,john believ$ x1 & m5 believ$ !m !n2 & ! miracle ( ! ,*ri/ian ,*ur* :i* is be=e our eyes1 & ! tea*+ ( ! ,*ri/ is f\nd to be ! food ( ! s\l1 & 9 pray] z m5 dr9k x 91 !y h& on ,sacram5tal life1 :i* is its own witness4 ,we want t6 #8,we c believe t = "s inscrutable reason ! ,et]nal educates ,8 *ildr5 9 "t4 #8,p]haps we h to g ?r\gh ^! dep?s ( blankness t we may n bottle up ! spiritual to "o "t or *ur* or c\ntry1 b believe ,god is really et]nal1 omnipres5t2 t ,he does dwell ) him :o is ( a contrite & humble _s1 & :o trembles at ,8 ,pres5ce felt 9 ! d>kness4 ,we h to le>n to see ! ,_s ( ,*ri/ dwell+ 9 ea* man1 reg5]at+ him to ! true & high] life4 #8,we h to see x is ,god's me?od to "w ?r\gh ! man1--!re=e ! treasure is 9 e>!n vessels1--! light is dimm$ by ! m$ium4 ,b if x 7 giv5 :ole & complete by angels1 ! moral nature c\ld no m be drawn out ?an ! intellect c\ld h be51 _h ,god reveal$ ! kal5d>s & ,kepl]'s ,laws4 #8,s ?r\gh ! ,man ,*ri/ ,jesus1 ,:o empti$ ,himself ere ,he c\ld speak to man1 ,:o1 z ,8 wondr\s tea*+1 life & resurrection te/ify1 /ood 9 "s diff]5t relation to ,god ?an o!r m51 ,god has spok5 to ! :ole _w4' ,ano!r pap] ( ?is p]iod1 entitl$ #8,( my ,religi\s ,op9ions1' concludes ?us3-- #8,yes1 x 0 ?is4 ,! consci\sness ( a univ]sal life ( ,god 9 man :i* lift$ me up once m to see ,god 9 ,*ri/1 to see ! ,new ,man com+ to ! bir? 9 all = :om ,*ri/ liv$1 & ! :ole _w exi/$ t ?is might be1 t ! :ole be+ ( ! creature might be lift$ into responsive sympa?y ) a sympa!tic ,fa!r1 & ^? foll[]s ( ,*ri/ ,:o 0 ev] prea*+ ! religion ( ,humanity 7 to lift ! imp]fect yet real ,*ur* ( ,*ri/ to a high] life4 ,^u a _w :i* seem$ dead1 :i* no prophet /aff c\ld re/ore1 !y 7 to /ret* !mselves1 he>t to he>t1 _! own w>m palpitat+ life 0 to r\se1 & ! p[] ( love c\ld raise ! dead4 ,we mu/ le>n t old lesson t no creature is common or unclean4 ,we mu/ ent] z nev] be=e into ! full mean+ ( ! ,"n by :i* ,god 0 kn[n to ,abraham--,i ,,am1--! ,et]nal4 ,ours has be5 a ,god ( "t1 ,he is ! ,liv+ ,god1 light+ e man t come? into ! _w4 ,b "h1 light is /ruggl+ ) d>kness4 ,!re %all be no night !re 9 t day dawn beyond ! tomb4 #8,h y n be5 taught t ! writt5 ^w is imp]fect )\t ! heav5ly int]pretation1 & does n y\r own exp]i5ce confirm ?is1 & ! hi/ory ( ! records ( ! ,*ri/ be> x out8 ,en\gh we h z a f\ndation1 b we mu/ build !reon1 or !re w be no home = our s\l4 ,?is is ! me?od ( ,god1 reveal+ to u t we c only help "o ano!r4 ,god mu/ tea* u all4 ,!y %all be all taught ( ,god1 "h & h]eaft]4 #8,"h ! ph5om5al & ! imp]fect is ! only possible revelation to man1 b ?r\gh ^! he is be+ educat$ = ! real1 ! actual4 ,he w "o day "k ,god4' ,! writ] ( ^! words might inde$ h sung1 #8,?\ ha/ set my feet 9 a l>ge room4' ,b ! daily j\rnal %[s no trace ( exultation1 f> less ( relax+ wat*fulness4 ,x is surely impossible to exagg]ate ! importance ( ! jeal\s c>e ) :i* devotional rules 7 gu>d$4 ,m ?an all ! high ?\ghts & noble imag9+s ) :i* %e 0 s wond]fully gift$1 ?is lifelong ob$i5ce came to h] aid 9 ! great crisis4 ,habits ( pray]1 daily acts ( self-sacrifice & self-consecration1 _h be5 ma9ta9$ ev5 :5 _! mean+ seem$ to be cl\d$4 ,:5 sight 0 re/or$1 :5 a great] s5se ( spaci\sness came into h] life1 !y 7 !re to protect h] 9 ! newly f\nd lib]ty4 ,! tale ( !m rema9s to %[ t ! d\bts ( ?is d>k ye> 7 ak9 to t ?ir/ = ,god :i* 9 all ages has be5 ! portion ( ! sa9ts4 ,may x n be said t !y 7 ! outcome ( a passionate desire to help2 t ?is desc5t into d>kness z ( ! grave 0 necess>y to "o :o ye>n$ to give h]self utt]ly to aid o!rs to f9d ! way to ! light8 #8,c ye dr9k inde$8' 0 ask$ ( ^? :o will$ to %>e ! div9e "w & joy1 & 9 all times x has be5 giv5 to a few to be br\ght ?r\gh suff]+ into t region ( consci\sness 9 :i* !y are made #8able4' ,,*apt] ,x ,,! ,,guild #8,we h a picture :i* gives ! ideal ( a ,college--! ,gold5 ,/aircase--:5ce ea* %\ld g =? into ! great _w c>ry+ "s beautiful in/rum5t ) :i* to utt] ! music :i* is 9 h] he>t4'--,d4 ,,beale1 ,guild ,address1 #ahid4 ,miss ,beale's circle ( influ5ce def9itely wid5$ beyond ! ,college itself 9 #ahhj :5 ! fir/ numb] ( ! ,magaz9e appe>$4 ,x op5$ ) a *>act]i/ic introduction f ! ,lady ,pr9cipal1 :o up to h] dea? rema9$ ! editor4 ,! ,magaz9e 0 />t$1 said ,miss ,beale1 9 ord] t pa/ & pres5t memb]s ( ! ,college might enri* ea* o!r by int]*ange ( ?\ghts4 ,m]e in=mation conc]n+ ! tempor>y do+s ( "o's fri5ds 0 a second>y consid]ation1 ! value ( :i* 01 h[ev]1 =tunately se5 by sub-editors & o!rs4 ,a column ( bir?s1 dea?s1 & m>riages became e/abli%$ 9 ! ,magaz9e z e>ly z ! second numb]4 ,?is naturally 9 "t develop$ 9 int]e/4 ,! obitu>y column came to include all :o _h ! slighte/ connection ) ! ,college2 newspap] acc\nts ( ^? :o 7 9 any way di/+ui%$ 7 also add$4 ,9 #ahhg ! fir/ ,*ronicle ( pass+ ev5ts belong+ to ! ,college & its old memb]s 0 ins]t$1 ?\gh ! space = x 0 grudg+ly af=d$ by ! editor1 :o c\ld n be> to limit h] space = ! budd+ ideas %e lov$ to fo/]4 ,soon1 h[ev]1 %e came to value :at 0 practically a contempor>y hi/ory ( ! ,college1 & z h] pride 9 h] old pupils increas$ ) ye>s1 x became a great pleasure to notice all _! do+s 9 v>i$ walks ( life4 ,engag$ 9 philan?ropic "w1 9 lit]ature1 9 art or society1 !y 7 all ( int]e/ to h]1 & n among ! lea/ de> 7 ^? ^: homes lay 9 =eign p>ts1 ^? closely connect$ ) ! diplomatic s]vice & ! gr[? ( ! ,briti% ,empire4#ee ,! ,*ronicle 0 a portion ( ! ,magaz9e sure ( f9d+ read]s1 b !re 0 no page m welcome to all ?an ! brief b pi?y preface 9 :i* ! editor nam$ ! *ief cont5ts1 t\*$ on "s matt] ( note to ! read]s1 or urg$ =w>d ! lagg+ subscrib]4 ,z ! ,college int]e/ wid5$ ) ! ev]-increas+ numb] ( old pupils1 ! ,*ronicle became too limit$ a record to /& alone4 ,:5 ! ,magaz9e 0 ab\t sev5te5 ye>s old #8,p>]ga' appe>$ = ! fir/ "t1 tell+ ( activities :i* lay outside ! imm$iate scope ( ,college "w1 yet 7 due 9 "p to ! influ5ce ( ! ,alma ,mat]1 to #8! spiritual =ce1 ! high] volition & action4' ,miss ,beale1 :o f\nd 9 ! ,magaz9e a /rong l9k ) h] l>ge scatt]$ family1 also 9 lat] ye>s freely pr9t$ lett]s %e receiv$ f v>i\s memb]s abroad4 ,%e did n c>e mu* = articles on travel1 writ+ on "o occasion t %e receiv$ too _m descriptions1 & w\ld l 9 _! place to h m records ( obs]vation 9 ! fields ( natural hi/ory & o!r sci5ces4 ,b %e treasur$ lett]s1 & %[$ !m widely4 ,inde$1 x 0 sometimes />tl+ = ! writ] ( a private lett] to ,miss ,beale to f9d :ole extracts publi%$ 9 ! ,magaz9e = all ! _w to see4 ,almo/ f ! beg9n+ !re 7 reviews ( books4 ,^! 7 g5]ally writt5 by ! editor4 ,!re 7 also notices ( books by old pupils4 ,( ^! ,miss ,beale 0 pr\d1 & %e nev] fail$ to m5tion !m1 (t5 repr9t+ portions ( reviews by ! press2 b %e w\ld n review !m h]self1 say+1 #8,books by old pupils claim our notice2 we mu/ leave criticism to ^? less int]e/$ 9 ! writ]s4' ,=tunately ,miss ,beale 0 n cont5t ) m]ely review+ & edit+4 ,_m a numb] ( ! ,magaz9e conta9$ a long contribution f h]self1 su* z an article repr9t$ f ano!r p]iodical1 an address giv5 at a ga!r+ ( old pupils1 or at "s m g5]al meet+4 ,! fir/ two editions ( ! ,hi/ory ( ! ,college 7 also pr9t$ "h4 ,( h] articles :i* 7 n ( special ,college int]e/1 ! mo/ notable 7 ^? ^u ,br[n+4 ,"o ( ^!1 writt5 9 spr+ #ahij1 %ortly aft] ! poet's dea?1 conta9s a brief cle> /atem5t ( ! value ( 8 philosophy4 ,! o!r writ]s ( ! ,magaz9e h be5 *iefly old pupils1 "s ( ^: names1 z1 = example1 ^? ( ,jane ,h>rison1 ,beatrice ,h>rad51 ,b]?a ,synge1 ,may ,s9clair1 are kn[n 9 wid] fields ( lit]ature4 ,b any :o made a s9c]e ef=t 7 welcom$1 enc\rag$1 &--edit$4 ,pres5t pupils h r>ely writt51 b ( late an attempt has be5 made to secure m contributions f ^!4 ,memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil1 & o!rs connect$ ) ! ,college by ! ties ( fri5d%ip or "w1 frequ5tly help$ ! ,magaz9e ) pap]s or v]ses4 ,= ye>s e numb] 0 enri*$ ) a poem or article f ! p5 ( ,mrs4 ,james ,ow51 t fri5d ^: ke5 intellectual int]e/s & /rong sympa?y 7 put s l>gely at ,miss ,beale's s]vice :5 ?is lit]>y v5ture 0 fir/ made4 ,to f9d contributors ,miss ,beale w5t ev5 beyond ! out] circle ( ! ,college4 #8,we always hope to h "s good writ+ 9 our ,magaz9e1 ?us to ma9ta9 a high /&>d1' %e _h said at ! beg9n+4 ,%e lik$ to ga9 ! notice ( ^? :o 7 em95t 9 lit]ature or sci5ce = ?is de>ly lov$ lit]>y *ild1 & z occasion br\ght h] 9 contact ) any :o 7 di/+ui%$ = ! ?+s %e appreciat$ %e w\ld s5d !m ! ,magaz9e1 (t5 ask+ = a pap]4 ,lett]s f p ( widely diff]+ ?\ght & position1 ackn[l$g+ ! receipt ( ! ,magaz9e1 are n[ 9 ! ,college ar*ives4 ,!y v>y 9 w>m? & int]e/4 ,! late ,bi%op ( ,gl\ce/] & ,bri/ol wrote 9 #ahhi3 #8,h[ev] busy ,i may be1 ,i always f9d "t to read portions ( ! ,magaz9e1 & ,i am always ?ankful to recognise n m]ely ! cultivat$1 b ! wise &--:at we m5 specially value--! womanly tone t *>act]ises x4 ,i read ) mu* int]e/ y\r article on ! ,sorbonne ga!r+4' ,bi%op ,we/cott 9 #ahij wrote1 on receiv+ ! numb] conta9+ ,miss ,beale's #8,9 ,memoriam' article on ,br[n+3 #8,may ,i confess t :5 ! copy ( ! ,ladies' ,college ,magaz9e came ?is morn+ ) ! lett]s1 my correspond5ce 0 at once int]rupt$8 ,i felt con/ra9$ to read y\r words on ,br[n+1 j & wise & helpful & sugge/ive4' ,"s notes are little m ?an ! ackn[l$gm5t ( a polite fri5d :o _h #8already cut ! pages4' ,! reque/ = contributions 0 n always grant$2 sometimes x 0 won by a little importunity4 ,x br\ght ab\t r an amus+ incid5t ) ,mr4 ,rusk91 ^: lett]s on ! subject & on "s ( ,miss ,beale's own ,magaz9e articles are too *>act]i/ic to be omitt$4 ,miss ,beale s5t him ! numb] conta9+ h] pap] on #8,britom>t4' ,he repli$ at once3-- #8,m>* #ab1 #ahhg4 #8,h y n yet to add to y\r ,britom>t1 at p4 #bai1 due ju/ification ( ,fem99e--may we n r call x ,disguise--?an ,lie8 ,&1 = myself1 may ,i say t ,i ?9k ,britom>t %\ld h sung to ! ,r$ ,knight1 n he to ,britom>t4--,ev] fai?fully y\rs1 ,j4 ,,rusk94' ,five days lat] he wrote3-- #8,b ,i mu* m ?an l y\r essay on ,britom>t4 #8,i am mo/ ?ankful to h f\nd ! head ( a ,girls' ,college able to d su* a piece ( "w1 & hav+ su* convictions & aspirations1 & c only assure y h[ glad ,i %all be to f9d myself capable ( aid+ y 9 any?+4444 ,i trespass no fur!r on y to-day1 b h some?+ to say conc]n+ ball-play z a ,britom>tian ex]cise1 be=e say+ :i*1 h[ev]1 ,i w inquire ( ! ,libr>ian :at gr\nd spaces ! ,college comm&s1 be+ s limit$ 9 its book%elves4--,& believe me1 ev] y\r fai?ful s]vt41 ,,john ,,rusk94' ,miss ,beale repli$ to ?is by s5d+ h] pap] on #8,le>1' to :i* came ?is response3-- #8,m>* #bb1 #ahhg4 #8,i am entirely glad to he> ( ! ,ox=d plan1 :i* seems faultless1 & am mo/ happy to get ! ,k+ ,le>1 ?\gh ,i hope y h nev] le>n$ z mu* ( human life z to be able to read him z y c ,britom>t4 ,:at ,i want to "k is :e!r ,cordelia 0 ev] s little 9 love--) any body1 except h] ,fa!r4' ,two days lat] came ! foll[+3-- #8,m>* #bd1 #ahhg4 #8,i h be5 read+ y\r ,le> ) v great int]e/4 ,x is "o ( ! subtle/ & true/ pieces ( ,%akespe>e criticism ,i ev] saw1 b j z ,i guess$--misses ! key note4 ,y nev] ent] on ! "q :at x is t drives ,le> mad6 ,& ?r\gh\t y fall into ! fault :i* wom5 ne>ly always commit if !y don't err on ! o!r side1--( always talk+ ( love z if x _h no?+ to d ) sex4444 ,i am extremely glad to note y\r int]e/ 9 & k ( music4--,ev] fai?fully & respectfully y\rs1 ,j4 ,,rusk94' ,aft] ?is lett] !re 0 a pause 9 a correspond5ce :i* _h be5 kept up pretty briskly on v>i\s subjects4 ,9 ,june1 h[ev]1 ,miss ,beale wrote aga91--! purport ( h] lett] may be ga!r$ f ! answ]4 #8,june #h1 #ahhg4 #8,i nev] h be5 ill ?is ye>2 ! reports y he>d or saw 9 pap]s 7 v>i\sly malici\s or int]e/$4 ,b ,i h be5 busy1 9 v pa9ful or sorr[ful bus9ess--at ,ox=d or at home--nor ev5 9 ! usual t5or ( spr+ occupation c\ld ,i h answ]$ rightly ! diff]5t que/ions y s5t me4 ,especially1 ,i c\ld n tell y any?+ ( y\r pap] on ,le>1 because ,i ?9k wom5 %\ld nev] write on ,%akespe>e1 or ,hom]1 or s*ylus1 or ,dante1 or any ( ! great] p[]s 9 lit]ature4 ,sp5s]1 or ,*auc]1 or ,molire1 or any ( ! second & ?ird ord] ( classics--b n ! lead]s4 ,& y really _h miss$ mu* m 9 ,le> ?an ,i %\ld l to tell y4 #8,i really ?\ght ,i _h giv5 ! ,college my books--b if ,i hav5't1 ,i won't--n ev5 if y set ! ,libr>ian to ask me2 = x does seem to me su* a %ame t a girl c always give h] d5ti/ a gu9ea = an h\r's "w1 & h] physician = an op9ion2 & %e c't give me "o = :at has co/ me half my life to le>n1 & w help h] till ! end ( h]s to "k4 #8,please g on ) y\r book exactly z y l to h x4 ,i h nei!r m9d nor "t = read+ j n[4--,ev] mo/ truly yrs41 ,j4 ,,rusk94' ,mr4 ,rusk9 p]mitt$ ! repr9t ( a few extracts f 8 own writ+s 9 ! ,magaz9e1 on :i* 8 criticism z a :ole 0 n v enc\rag+4 ,"o ( 8 lett]s1 inde$1 call$ =? a prote/ f ,miss ,beale1 to :i* he repli$ ?us3-- #8,june #ae1 #ahhg4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,i am griev$ v deeply to h writt5 :at ,i did ( y\r de> fri5d's v]ses4 ,if y knew h[ full my own life has be5 ( sorr[1 h[ e day ( x beg9s ) a dea?-knell1 y w\ld be> ) me 9 :at ,i w yet v5ture to say to y z ! head ( a noble s*ool ( woman's ?\ght1 t no p]sonal feel+s %\ld ev] be all[$ to influ5ce y 9 :at y p]mit y\r s*ol>s ei!r to read or to publi%4' ,& aga9 a few days lat]3-- #8,,brantwood1 ,,coni/on1 ,,lanca%ire1 ,june #ai1 #ahhg4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,s _m ?anks1 & aga9 & aga9 ,i ask y\r p>don = ! pa9 ,i gave y4 ,i _h no idea ( ! k9d ( p]son y 71 ,i ?\ght y 7 m]ely clev] & pr\d4 #8,^! sub/itut$ v]ses are lovely4--,ev] gratefully 7#a7 yrs41 #8,j4 ,r4 #87#a7 ,i mean1 = ! way y h borne ) my lett]s4 ,y w n ?9k x 0 because ,i did n l my own "w to h ! o!r ) x t ,i spoke z ,i did4' ,mr4 ,%or?\se also once contribut$ to ! ,magaz9e1 s5d+ a little /ory call$ #8,an ,apologue4' ,! "w entail$ by ! ,magaz9e 01 on ! :ole1 pleasant & int]e/+ to its editor4 ,b %e 0 griev$ sometimes if %e ?\ght old pupils did n appreciate x1 or if contributions fell %ort4 ,x 0 n always easy to get en\gh articles ( ! k9d %e desir$1 & ! difficulty 0 increas$ by ! sev]e c5sor%ip %e ex]cis$4 #8,ab\t "o h\r wa/$ 9 frett+ ov] ,magaz9e1' runs ! di>y ( ,april #b1 #ahia4 ,! ,magaz9e 0 n )\t its faults4 #8,h[ bad ! be/ ( u6' says ,pun*1 accord+ to ,rusk94 ,b x _h ! conspicu\s m]it ( (f]+ enc\ragem5t to "y writ]s1 ( promot+ a _s ( unity1 & fo/]+ sympa!tic int]e/ among ^? ^: lives 7 necess>ily f> ap>t4 #8,we hope1' ,miss ,beale _h said 9 h] fir/ preface1 #8t ! pap]s on "w may be helpful 9 sugge/+ ways ( usefulness4'#ef ,?is hope 0 practically realis$4 ,h[ f> ! "y writ]s pr(it$ by ea* o!r's ?\ghts c be less easily gaug$2 b d\btless "s le>n$ at lea/ "o lesson ! ,magaz9e 0 meant to tea*1 t if !y int5d$ to "w1 !y #8mu/ n %r9k f ! h>de/ & mo/ fruitful "w1 i4e4 ?9k+4'#eg ,miss ,beale's influ5ce 0 aga9 ext5d$ 9 manifold & ev]-develop+ ways :51 9 #ahhc1 ! fir/ meet+ ( =m] pupils 0 held 9 ! ,college4 ,at ?is date ! numb] ( regul> pupils 0 five hundr$4 ,only six ye>s be=e a proposal _h be5 made to limit ! numb]s to ?ree hundr$1 b ea* ye> saw an increase1 & a consequ5t addition to ! ranks ( ^? :o c>ri$ ! influ5ce ( ! ,college into ! l>g] _w outside4 ,x _h be5 felt = "s "t by ! ,pr9cipal & o!rs to :om ! ,college 0 de>1 t an association ( old pupils %\ld be =m$1 b ( :at nature & "n c\ld n be det]m9$ )\t a repres5tative meet+4 ,a suitable occasion = ?is pres5t$ itself 9 #ahhc1 :i* 0 a sort ( ,jubilee ye> = ! ,college1 ,miss ,beale hav+ !n be5 its ,pr9cipal = tw5ty-five ye>s4 ,_m old pupils express$ a wi% to m>k ! great occasion by a p]sonal gift to ,miss ,beale2 %e1 z 0 to be expect$1 ask$ t x might be giv5 to h] #8husb&1' ! ,college4 ,x 0 a mom5t ( almo/ unsulli$ prosp]ity1 z c\ld be se5 by ! build+s :i* 7 con/antly gr[+ m /ately & suitable4 ,9 ! previ\s ye> !y _h be5 mu* enl>g$1 & ! :ole ,college life b5efit$ by ! addition ( ! ,music & ,art w+4 ,! old music-rooms 7 little bett] ?an cupbo>ds1 ! new ones conta9$ light1 air1 & space1 z well z ! necess>y pian(orte4 ,! fir/ draw+-room 0 b an insuffici5t classroom1 9 :i* a ca/ ( any size c\ld n be plac$4 ,! new /udio 0 spaci\s & prop]ly light$4 ,bo? additions at ?is p]iod spoke ( ,miss ,beale's me?od 9 educational developm5t1 also ( ! ord] 9 :i* h] own full m5tal life unfold$4 ,fir/ %e w\ld h ! exact1 ! sev]e1 ! discipl9e ( gramm> & rule1 !n ! expansion ( beauty 9 ?\ght & symbol4 ,& ! gift ( ! old pupils c\ld n h be5 bett] *os54 ,x took ! =m ( an organ = :at 0 !n ! l>ge/ hall1 ! ,fir/ ,division ,room4 ,"h ! daily pray]s ( ! ?ree divisions took place4 ,sir ,walt] ,p>ratt settl$ ! specifications = ! organ1 :i* 0 plac$ above ! ,lady ,pr9cipal's dais4 ,! *oir1 :i* up to ?is "t _h be5 dep5d5t on ! aid ( a h>monium1 0 augm5t$ & improv$1 & ! daily music at ! s*ool pray]s became a feature ( ,college life 9 :i* ,miss ,beale took delight4 ,occasionally h] directions to ! *oir 7 emb>rass+4 ,%e lik$ music to be v piano1 & requir$ a great deal ( expression to br+ out ! full mean+ ( ! words sung4 ,mr4 ,rusk9 0 also mom5t>ily int]e/$ by x4 ,he 0 z sugge/ive & dogmatic on ! subject z on any o!r t he t\*$4 ,once he wrote to ,miss ,beale1 #8,all music prop]ly s call$ is ( ! ,cele/ial ,sph]es4 ,x aids & gives law to ,joy1 or x ennobles & com=ts ,sorr[4' ,on he>+ ( ! organ & #8girl-organi/1' he hop$ #8to be able to "w out "s old plans ) h]1' & unfold$ !m ?us3-- #8,i ?9k y may be will+ to help me 9 ! plan *iefly = ! la/ f\r or five ye>s 9 my m9d1 ( gett+ a girls' *oral s]vice well organis$ 9 a college *apel4 ,! mo/ beautiful s]vice ,i h ev] he>d 9 any *ur* ( any c\ntry is t ( ! ,conv5t ( ! ,tr9it at ,rome1 entirely sung by ! si/]s1 unse52 & q my prim>y idea 9 girl education--peasant or pr9cess1 is to get ! voice p]fectly tra9$ 9 ! simple/ music ( noble/ s*ools4 ,f9d+ y\r organi/ is a girl1 & t %e is int]e/$ 9 ! book on ,pla9 ,*ant ,i s5t h]1 x seems to me my "t has come1 & ,i am go+ to write to ,miss ,lefevre at ,som]ville1 ,miss ,glad/one at ,newnham1 & ,miss ,wel* at ,girton1 to beg !m to consid] ) y :at /eps !y c\ld take to ?is end4 ,if y c\ld beg9 by giv+ en\gh "t = ! tra9+ ( ! y\ng] girls1 ,i ?9k ,i c\ld1 ) t f\ndation1 press = a m advanc$ action 9 ! matt] at ,cambridge & ,ox=d4' ,miss ,beale obvi\sly repli$ to ?is ) "s que/ions ab\t ! tra9+ ( ! *oir1 = ,mr4 ,rusk9's next & rapidly foll[+ lett] closes ?us3-- #8,z = ! *oir1 no?+ is necess>y b a due att5tion to girls' s++1 z well z _! danc+4 ,x ought to be z great a %ame = a girl n to be able to s+1 up to ! faculty ( h] voice1 might ,i say1 z to speak bad gramm>4 ,y c\ld nev] rival ! ,tr9it di ,monte1 b c\ld always comm& ! *ant+ ( ! psalms ) sweetness & cle>ness1 & a graceful ,te ,deum & ,magnificat4' ,besides ! organ1 ,miss ,beale's w$d+ gifts includ$ ! fir/ light ( a /a9$-glass w9d[ above ! new gr& /aircase4 ,?is 0 drawn by ,miss ,?ompson1 & execut$ by ,clayton & ,bell4 ,miss ,beale h]self *ose ! subject = ! :ole--a s]ies ( sc5es f h] belov$ /ory ( #8,britom>t4' ,ov] & above ! op5+ ( ! new build+s1 & ! in/allation ( ! w$d+ gifts1 !re 0 9 ! e>ly "p ( ! summ] t]m "s excitem5t & mu* pleasant s5se ( prep>ation = ! ga!r+ ( old pupils fix$ = ! #f? & #g? ( ,july4 ,!n1 into ! mid/ ( ! glad anticipation1 came z ) transc5d5t sudd5ness ,mrs4 ,ow5's dea? on ,june #ai4 ,h]s 0 inde$ #8a _s t w5t =? ,& left ^u ! m\nta9-tops ( dea? ,a light t made !m lovely4' ,b = _m ! happ9ess ( ! com+ meet+ 0 m>r$1 mo/ ( all = h] 9 ^: hon\r x _h be5 l>gely arrang$4 ,miss ,beale made no *ange1 b w5t ?r\gh all ! proce$+s z !y _h be5 plann$1 dwell+ nev] = a mom5t on h] s5se ( b]eavem5t & loss1 b speak+ calmly ev5 9 public ( ! life t _h pass$ out ( sight4 ,! fir/ meet+1 on ! ev5+ ( ,july #f1 0 a conv]sazione 9 ! ,upp] or ,second ,division ,hall4 ,an unexpect$ly l>ge numb] ( old pupils 7 pres5t1 & on ! next day at ! ord9>y ,college pray]s ,miss ,beale gave :at 0 practically ! fir/ ,guild address4 ,?\gh made on an occasion ( s mu* p]sonal int]e/ & gratification to h]self1 ?is address 0 rem>kable n only = ! pi]c+ insight ) :i* %e ev] p5etrat$ bel[ :at 0 app>5t or obvi\s1 b also = :at1 = want ( a bett] ^w1 mu/ be call$ its sob]ness4 ,t\*$1 emotional z ! speak] always 01 ke5ly alive to ! s5se ( union & communion ) all lives t 9 ! highe/ s5se _h come 9 contact ) h] own1 happy 9 recognis+ ! ,college to be a /ep by :i* s\ls might asc5d out ( m]e mat]ial int]e/s1 m>k+ ) joy its noble "w 9 ! progress ( ! #8high] education' ( wom51 %e *a/5$ all excess ( feel+ by ! calm s9c]ity ) :i* %e c\ld contemplate #8,ev5 9 ! gre51 ! fad$ tree4' #8,s*ools too1' %e said1 #8l ! memb]s ( :i* !y are compos$1 h _! p]iod ( gr[?1 manhood1 & decay4 ,"s tell u ! fir/ is ov] = u1 & t we1 too1 h settl$ d[n into vigor\s manhood4 ,i am n s sure t we h q done ) gr[?1 ev5 9 ! outside body2 b h[ev] t may be1 ,i tru/ !re is t among u1 :i* is n ev5 l ! mo/ sub/antial build+1 n l ! outw>d =m1 liable to decay & dea?4' ,?us quietly %e spoke1 m>k+ = all t he>d h] t !re 0 no commonplace elation or poor ambition 9 h] ?\ghts & feel+s = h] s*ool4 ,on ?is really mom5t\s occasion = ! ,college1 :5 its memb]s z a :ole 7 summon$ to cat* a glimpse ( all x c\ld be ( help & bless+ 9 a f> l>g] _w ?an its own1 ! ,pr9cipal spoke less ( "w accompli%$ ?an ( gr[?1 & #8! sil5t witness ( a beautiful life z a p[] to bless4' ,%e said less ab\t ! gifts ) :i* ! ,college _h be5 enri*$1 ?an ( "s visible sacram5ts ( ,nature ) :i* ^! gifts %\ld br+ !m into t\*4 ,%e dwelt specially on ! great mean+s ( music4 #8,9 ! ,psalm ( ,life ea* is necess>y to ! p]fection ( t glori\s music1 :i* we %all he> & und]/& :5 ! discords ( e>? h be5 resolv$4' ,9 conclusion ,miss ,beale sket*$ ! possibility ( an association ( old pupils1 su* z already exi/$ 9 "s boys' s*ools1 & 0 n :olly unkn[n among girls4 #8,:5 ,i read ( meet+s ( old ,etonians1 ,rugbeians1 ,m>lburians1 & ( works und]tak5 by !m 9 common1 & "k h[ /rong is ! tie ( affection :i* b9ds _m ( our old pupils to _! ,alma ,mat]1 ,i h (t5 wi%$ !re 7 "s means ( unit+ u into an association4' ,%e nam$ also ! uses & aims ( su* an association4 ,x is ne$less to say t ?\gh its memb]s /rive to be> 9 m9d ! objects _! ,pr9cipal & ,presid5t put be=e !m1 rules1 precisely to embody !m1 c\ld n be fram$4 #8,memb]s %\ld consid] !mselves unit$ toge!r to help 9 su/a9+1 especially 9 di/ant c\ntries1 z high an intellectual & social /&>d z possible1 fir/ among/ ^? ( _! own class4 ,?us read+ societies1 mutual improvem5t societies1 libr>ies1 etc41 w\ld be help$ on by !m4 ,!y w\ld be> 9 m9d ! ,college motto1 8,let no man ?9k or ma9ta9 t a man c se>* too f> or be too well /udi$ 9 ! ,book ( ,god's ,^w1 or 9 ! ,book ( ,god's ,works2 b r let m5 endeav\r an endless progress & pr(ici5cy 9 bo?2 only let m5 bew>e t !y apply bo? to *>ity & n to grovell+2 to use & n to o/5tation40#eh ,"s articles ( _! cre$ w\ld be--7a7 t influ5ce radiates f a c5tre1 & h5ce x is a duty all ?r\gh life to cont9ue "o's own education2 7b7 t ! ne>] we /& 9 intellectual & social position1 ! /rong] are our ties to any1 & ! great] are our duties2 7c7 t ! wor/ ?+ "o c d ) any tal5t "o possesses is to bury x4 ,rules w\ld h to be fram$ conc]n+ admission4' ,miss ,beale add$ t secret>ies to ! propos$ association _h already be5 appo9t$3 ,mrs4 ,a%ley ,smi? = ! g5]al "w & organisation1 ,miss ,flora ,k] z local secret>y4 ,?is ann\ncem5t ( h] appo9tm5t to :at prov$ to be a v /r5u\s "w 0 ! fir/ sugge/ion t ,mrs4 ,smi? receiv$ t %e %\ld ev5 und]take x4 ,9 an article 9 ! next ,magaz9e ,miss ,beale unfold$ h] plan m fully1 sugge/+ a few rules4 ,%e propos$ fur!r t ! badge ( ! association %\ld be a little broo* engrav$ ) a figure ( h] belov$ ,britom>t4 ,! idea ( a guild ( old pupils 0 eag]ly receiv$1 & a committee at once =m$ to deal ) its organisation4 ,9 all ^! arrangem5ts ,miss ,beale %[$ great /r5g? ( m9d & self-control 9 be+ able to /& aside & let o!rs "w out ! details ( ! s*eme1 ev5 submitt+ h] own judgm5t to t ( ! y\ng] ones1 :om %e ?\ght call$ ^u to d ! "w4 ,yet %e 0 9 a true s5se ,presid5t ( ! ,guild1 guid+ & direct+ :]e %e w\ld n comm&4 ,inde$1 ?is ev]-gr[+ society :i* multipli$ int]e/s = h] 0 l>gely h] own inception1 at a "t :5 h] special "w1 ! ,college1 0 also increas+ rapidly4 ,! p[] ( m9d :i* c\ld keep ! "r hold on bo? is c]ta9ly r>e4 ,! fir/ committee consi/$ ( associates ( ! ,college & a few o!r old pupils4 ,meet+s 7 held to draw up ! organisation ( ! new society1 & ?is 0 made kn[n at l>ge 9 a delightful article by ,mrs4 ,a%ley ,smi? 9 ! ,magaz9e = spr+ #ahhd4 ,9 ?is ! writ] adv5tur$ f> en\gh into ! future to be able to sugge/ ! possibility1 at no v di/ant date1 ( "s corporate "w1 #8su* z is done by _m boys' s*ools1' b 9 #ahhd ! "t = ?is _h n arriv$ = ,*elt5ham girls4 ,illu/ration3 ,! ,l[] ,hall1 ,ladies' ,college ,*elt5ham f a photograph by ,miss ,b]?a ,synge4 ,! second l>ge ga!r+ ( old pupils1 :i* took place on ,july #h & #i1 #ahhd1 is always reckon$ z ! fir/ meet+ ( ! ,guild1 ! association be+ on t occasion =mally f\nd$ "u ! "n ( #8,! ,guild ( ! ,*elt5ham ,ladies' ,college4' ,x is int]e/+ to note t :at !n seem$ a l>ge ga!r+ really includ$ less ?an eighty =m] pupils ( ! ,college2 t5 ye>s lat]1 at ! f\r? ,guild meet+1 !re 7 ne>ly five hundr$1 & ! numb] has increas$ ev] s9ce4 ,! daisy 0 *os5 z an emblem = ! ,guild3 its *oice & its significance 7 expla9$ by ! ,presid5t 9 h] address on ,saturday1 ,july #i4 ,9 a second address at ?is "t1 giv5 aft] ! c&idates = ,guild memb]%ip _h receiv$ _! #8,masonic sign1' ,miss ,beale dwelt *iefly on ! practical que/ions aris+ out ( ! exi/5ce ( ! new association4 ,%e spoke ( ! difficulty ( decision among ! _m op9ions :i* mu/ necess>ily exi/ 9 a l>ge college2 %e hop$ t #8:atev] decision might f9ally be arriv$ at1 all w\ld *e]fully submit to x1 & if _! own individual ta/es 7 n 9 e case gratifi$1 w\ld f9d _! satisfaction 9 giv+ up _! own wi%es = ! sake ( ! majority4 ,%e h]self _h _h to submit1 %e hop$ *e]fully1 to an adv]se vote4' ,! rules 7 !n read4 ,( ^! x is suffici5t to say "h t !y made x difficult = any "o ^: life 0 sp5t 9 a m]e pleasure-seek+ _s to be a memb] ( ! ,guild4 ,! rules 7 accept$ = two ye>s1 & two c\rses ( /udy 7 sugge/$ = junior memb]s4 ,9 ! ye> foll[+ ^! meet+s1 ,mrs4 ,a%ley ,smi? wrote an article = ! ,magaz9e on ! reports receiv$ f v>i\s memb]s & on ! g5]al work+ ( ! ,guild1 :i* by ! end ( #ahhe numb]$ ne>ly two hundr$ memb]s4 ,?is is n[ an old /ory1 nor is !re any?+ specially rem>kable 9 ! _m details ( "w 9 ,sunday-s*ools & c(fee-clubs4 ,yet ev5 at ! "t :5 ! ,guild1 comp>$ ) its pres5t self1 look$ little m ?an #8sev5 maids ) sev5 mops1' ! tale ( individual "w done %[s t already mu* quiet p]si/5t ef=t 0 be+ made by ,miss ,beale's old girls4 ,?is association1 f\nd$ on pr9ciples r ?an rules1 0 indicative ( its orig9 9 a m9d :i* habitually dwelt r on be+ ?an do+4 ,! small beg9n+1 ! gradual /eady gr[?1 ! outcome ( ideals & ?\ghts1 7 consi/5t ) ! :ole ( ! ,college hi/ory4 ,& to re-read ! /ory ( ! f\ndation ( ! ,guild is to rememb] once m h[ _m quiet1 unobtrusive1 untir+ work]s h help$ to make t hi/ory4 ,9 especial1 ! imm5se "w & pati5ce ( ! secret>ies c p]haps nev] be adequately recognis$3 ! lab\r ( m]ely read+ & tabulat+ ! reports 0 consid]able4 #8,! ,g5]al ,secret>y1' wrote ,mrs4 ,a%ley ,smi? on "o occasion1 #8on receiv+ ! reports ent]s "u m ?an sixty diff]5t head+s ! occupations ( all ! ,guild memb]s4 ,x w be easily und]/ood t ! task ( r$uc+ to ord] & collat+ a *aotic mass ( miscellane\s in=mation on all subjects1 f ! keep+ ( p\ltry to ! /udy ( ,hebrew1 f mak+ ! b$s to organis+ in/itutes1 is n a v simple affair1 & t !re=e an imm5se sav+ ( "t & tr\ble is effect$ :5 ! prop] =m is us$1 & x does n become necess>y to wade ?r\gh a lett] full ( apologies & exculpatory rem>ks1 be=e "o c arrive at ! gi/ ( ! report4' ,on ano!r occasion1 aft] enum]at+ ! diff]5t *>itable & self-improv+ societies to :i* ,guild memb]s belong$1 %e said3 #8,x almo/ gives "o a heada*e to read ?is long li/ ( occupations2 & :5 at ! end1 hop+ = a little brea?+ space1 we come to an 8odd m9ute society10 x puts ! f9i%+ t\* to ! bewild]+ s5sation ( re/less activity1 & "o beg9s to wi% = a 8,sit-d[n-9-peace-&-calm-y\rself ,society40' ,! reports1 a matt] ( obligation to ! junior memb]s ( ! ,guild1 7 (t5 look$ ov] by ! ,presid5t1 :o w\ld surprise ! secret>ies by h] detail$ k ( ! home surr\nd+s & *>act]s ( girls :om %e h>dly knew by sight4 #8,:at is s-&-s do+ n[8' %e w\ld ask1 & on be+ told1 w\ld say1 #8,%e ought to be do+ m1' or #8less1' & p]haps make "s o!r criticism4 ,n less surpris+ 0 h] memory ( =m] discussions4 #8,%e nev] =got1' writes ,mrs4 ,griffi?1 #8:at _h be5 said4 ,sometimes %e began aga91 cont9u+ ! conv]sation j :]e we left (f1 aft] a ?ree mon?s' int]val4' ,! secret>ies 7 also impress$ by ! way 9 :i* ! ,presid5t held h]self b\nd by its smalle/ rules4 ,miss ,hel5 ,mugli/on1 :o succe$$ ,mrs4 ,griffi? z ,g5]al ,secret>y 9 #ahih1 said ,miss ,beale 0 #8p]fect to "w "u4 ,hav+ giv5 y ! task1 %e gave also h] absolute tru/ & support ?r\gh\t ! :ole ( x4' ,! second meet+ ( ! ,guild 0 held 9 ,june #ahhf1 la/+ f a ,friday ev5+ to ! foll[+ ,tuesday morn+4 ,! ,presid5t's op5+ address dealt ) "w & duty4 ,?is ye>1 = ! fir/ "t1 ! ,guild 0 also address$ by an outside speak]1 ! ,dean ( ,gl\ce/]4 ,mrs4 ,a%ley ,smi?1 9 summ+ up h] impressions ( ! ga!r+s ( ?is ye>1 rejoic$ 9 ! int]e/ ! memb]s took 9 ! proce$+s4 #8,we _c1' %e add$1 #8c]ta9ly be accus$ ( a s]vile unanimity 9 op9ions or 9 ! expression ( !m2 b ,i hope we are unit$ 9 und]ly+ pr9ciples4' ,x 0 n until two ye>s lat] t ! s5se ( fell[%ip 0 /r5g!n$1 & ! individual desires to help o!rs direct$ by ! resolve to organise a corporate "w1 a "w 9 :i* n only all ,guild memb]s might help accord+ to _! opportunities1 b 9 :i* also all old pupils & o!rs connect$ ) ! ,college might be invit$ to jo94 ,?is 0 =mally propos$ at ! ,guild meet+ ( #ahhh1 & an idea z to :at %ape x might take 0 ?r[n out 9 a pap] !n read1 :i* told = ! fir/ "t some?+ ( :at ,miss ,beale _h done by means ( ! ,loan ,fund4 ,to say t ,miss ,beale wi%$ ! corporate "w to be ( su* a nature z to c>ry on t :i* %e _h long be5 do+ = impecuni\s /ud5ts1 b feebly expresses :at 0 really an e>ne/ desire & hope4 ,! claim %e _h ^u ! ,guild1 ! importance t mu/ atta* to h] lighte/ wi%1 0 recognis$2 & yet1--yet1 _m felt t !re 7 /rong] reasons /ill :y ano!r k9d ( "w %\ld be *os54 ,consequ5tly no decision c\ld be made at once1 & ^? :o _h he>d & discuss$ ! pap] p>t$ aft] m]ely vot+ t ! ,guild #8%\ld und]take "s corporate "w4' ,among s _m work]s !re 7 necess>ily _m ideas2 ! "q 0 too important to be ha/ily decid$1 & x 0 resolv$ to give "t = sugge/ions to be made & consid]$ be=e any?+ f9al 0 done4 ,! ,committee appo9t$ to consid] ^! r$uc$ !m to ?ree s*emes ( "w1 on :i* all memb]s 7 ask$ to vote4 ,^! 73-- #a4 ,a s*eme = educat+ at ,college a few pupils :o 7 wor?y ( education1 b unable to pay ! fees4 #b4 ,a s*eme = tak+ ov] an elem5t>y s*ool 9 ord] to "w x ?r\gh tea*]s :o _h be5 tra9$ 9 ,college4 #c4 ,! ?ird s*eme1 :i* 0 c>ri$1 0 submitt$ to ! ,guild 9 ^! words3 #8,t ! corporate fund be devot$ to />t+ & support+ a mission 9 "o ( our l>ge t[ns1 ! place to be decid$ by ! votes ( ! ,guild ,memb]s4' ,x 0 b natural t ,presid5t & memb]s %\ld h diff]5t ideas on su* an occasion4 ,doro!a ,beale1 :o _h nev] ceas$ to he> & obey ! call %e _h receiv$ z a girl to help wom51 & ) !m ! race1 by means ( improv$ education1 long$ to see ^? %e _h taught & tra9$ freely %>+ ) o!rs ! v same advantages !y _h receiv$4 ,! difficulties :i* beset h] own y\? 7 /ill fre% 9 h] m9d4 ,! ne$ = good tea*]s /ill exi/$4 ,%e _h se5 ! "w %e want$ ! ,guild to take up 9 op]ation = ye>s1 knew t x did n paup]ise1 t x bless$ giv] & receiv]1 & 0 increas+ly fruitful1 l good se$ 9 good gr\nd4 ,on ! o!r h&1 %e _h a pr(\nd suspicion ( mu* *>itable "w ( ! day1 ?9k+ t #8x w quickly p]i% because x does n aim at develop+ en]gy1 inw>d p[]4 ,to d = o!rs :at !y ought to d = !mselves is to degrade !m 9 ! ord] ( creation4'#ei ,%e c\ld f> m easily be> to see p suff]+ f hung] & nak$ness ?an f loss ( w p[] & s5se ( responsibility4 ,?is 0 p>tly1 p]haps1 because %e did n "k nor 9 ! lea/ realise ! mis]ies & difficulties ( extreme pov]ty4 ,miss ,beale's misgiv+s ab\t ! ,ea/ ,end "w 7 probably nev] q set at re/4 ,writ+ to ,mrs4 ,*>les ,rob9son 9 #ahii1 %e said3 #8,i %all p]haps sleep two nights at ,/4 ,hilda's ,ea/4 ,i feel ! :ole "q ( ,settlem5ts mo/ difficult4 ,x 0 und]tak5 aga9/ my judgm5t1 & yet ! guidance all ! way seems to po9t to its be+ "r4 ,si/]s & ,deaconesses are mu* bett] = ?is "w1 yet !re are "s :om we c enli/ :o w nev] jo9 & c\ld n jo9 8,ord]s40' ,! ,guild memb]s :o _h be5 tra9$ by _! head n always acquiesc+ly to #8d ! next ?+1' b to ?9k out que/ions1 to plan c>efully = ! be/ if h>de/1 belong$ to a new g5]ation & _h receiv$ ano!r call4 ,!y saw h[ greatly educat$ wom5 7 ne$$ to deal ) *>ity organisation1 ) lab\r problems1 ) ! *ildr5 ( ! poor 9 s*ools & workh\ses4 ,_m ( !m 7 already at "w = ^!4 ,!y felt1 too1 t !y %\ld take _! "p 9 help+ to r\se o!rs to /udy & "w = ! poor4 ,on ! o!r h&1 !y saw ! ne$ = *eap1 good girls' education to be "o :i* 0 less5+ e ye>4 ,!y _h nev] felt x !mselves1 _h _h no /ruggle = tra9+ "u pressure ( adv]se circum/ances4 ,f9ally1 !y mu/ h kn[n t x 0 "w :i* ,miss ,beale w\ld n fail to c>ry on1 meet+ e necessity :i* 0 br\ght to h] p]sonal notice4 ,on ,may #f1 #ahhi1 a g5]al meet+ ( ! ,guild 0 held 9 ,london to consid] fur!r ! l9es on :i* ! adopt$ s*eme %\ld be c>ri$ out4 ,x 0 decid$ t ! ,guild ,settlem5t %\ld be made 9 ,london1 9 ! p>i% ( ,/4 ,john's1 ,be?nal ,gre51 describ$ by its vic>1 ! ,rev4 ,g4 ,bromby1 :o w>mly welcom$ ! ,*elt5ham work]s1 z a #8typical ,ea/ ,end p>i% ( ! bett] sort4' ,at ?is meet+ ! ,presid5t introduc$ ! subject by say+3 #8,i tru/ we %all be able to try to w9 h>mony out ( notes n altoge!r concordant4 ,"s ( u come ) a feel+ ( disappo9tm5t t ! s*eme we desir$ has be5 reject$2--,i am "o ( ^!4 ,i n only accept my defeat1 ,i feel sure t y h s\ght guidance ( t inw>d oracle :i* mu/ ev] be our supreme rul]1 y h done :at consci5ce bade1 & s x is "r4 ,z reg>ds my own s*eme1 ,i only allude to x to say1 t hav+ n[ to cont9ue x s+le-h&$1 ,i _c help y z mu* z ,i c\ld wi%1 & ,i j ref] to x to-day 9 ! hope t y w rememb] x :5 ,i am no long] "h4' ,9 ^! few words only did ,miss ,beale at ! "t ann\nce h] own disappo9tm5t & anxiety4 ,!re 0 mu* m %e might h said1 :i* %e did 9 effect say 9 an e>ly draft ( h] spee*1 :i* %e =tunately did n de/roy4 ,"h h] misgiv+s %[ !mselves pla9ly4 ,!y 7 due to h] =esight & judgm5t1 yet x is likely t 9 "s ways ! untri$ work]s1 :om %e fe>$ 7 lightly tak+ ^u !mselves responsibilities to :i* !y might prove unequal1 really knew m ?an h]self ( ! scope & details ( ! actual task be=e !m4 ,?is is :at ,miss ,beale wrote b did n say3-- #8,x is no use conceal+ f y1 = ,i c\ld n1 t ,i am greatly disappo9t$4 ,b :5 ,i h said t1 ,i h done2 ,i accept ! defeat4 ,o!rs ^: s*emes h equally be5 reject$ are suff]+1 ?9k+1 p]haps1 x is h>d !y h be5 met ) s little sympa?y4 ,if !y d n ?9k well to jo9 9 ?is1 no "o w blame !m1 ,i hope1 b w believe t !y refuse because !y ought n to give except z consci5ce requires1 b let !m give or sp5d 9 ! be/ way !y c all !y w\ld h be/[$ on ! ,guild s*eme ( _! he>t's *oice4 #8,?is matt] has br\ght be=e me _m ?+s :i* seem to %[ t our organisation ne$s "s m di/9ct ideal4 ,l "s 8,topsy10 x c\ld say 9 its infancy1 8'spects ,i gr[$60 ,b :5 x und]takes to d some?+ on its own acc\nt1 !n que/ions ( p[] & h[ mu* p[] x %\ld ex]cise1 ! que/ions ( law & lib]ty :i* ne$ to be fac$1 & :i* we %all1 ,i tru/1 gr[ /rong] & wis] 9 fac+1--^! h come be=e me ) pa9ful /r5g? because z y\r ,presid5t ,i _h to face !m4 ,i 0 /rongly oppos$ to ! ,london s*eme2 ,i felt we 7 f> too "y1 bo? 9 ! age ( ! majority ( our memb]s1 & also 9 ! age ( our organisation1 to und]take su* a great s*eme4 ,i _h ! /ronge/ dislike to fa%ions 9 philan?ropy1 & especially is x mo/ undesirable to famili>ise ! "y ) lives l$ 9 ! slums ( hea!n ,london4 ,only ^? ^: fai? has _h ye>s to gr[ /rong seem call$ to su* "w4 #8,i c\ld n see ! ,head :om ,i c\ld tru/ ) its managem5t1 & su* a c5tre ( "w c\ld n be rul$ by sev]al equal ,heads1 or by a committee ) almo/ no exp]i5ce & b little individual responsibility4 ,! :ole ?+ seem$ to me a mi/ake1 & my he>t sank z ,i ?\ght ( myself z ,presid5t ov] our ,guild1 work+ :at seem$ an impossible s*eme4 ,yet x is "o ( ! fir/ pr9ciples ( education to let *ildr5 :o are n gr\nd$ prop]ly make mi/akes & s le>n :]e !y fail4' ,mu* happ5$ to reconcile ,miss ,beale to ! ,settlem5t s*eme4 ,miss ,ca!r9e ,newman1 z h] si/] _h done t5 ye>s be=e 9 aid ( poor /ud5ts1 volunte]$ to und]take ! managem5t ( ! "w gratuit\sly1 & to pay h] own exp5ses4 ,miss ,newman 0 an old ,college pupil & a memb] ( ! ,guild4 ,%e 0 also a tra9$ nurse1 ) long exp]i5ce ( "w among ! poor4 ,miss ,newman's (f] & ! appeal ( h] old fri5d1 ,mr4 ,bromby1 _h weight ) ,miss ,beale4 ,%e felt less anxi\s ab\t ! ef=ts ( h] #8*ildr5' if safe-gu>d$ by ! exp]i5ce ( ^? %e knew & tru/$4 ,miss ,newman c\ld also sympa?ise ) ,miss ,beale's own disappo9tm5t & anxiety1 :ile %e 0 confid5t ( h] l>ge-m9d$ness 9 ?is matt]4 ,?is may be ga!r$ f a lett] %e wrote to h] 9 ! c\rse ( ! proce$+s at ?is "t3-- #8 444 ,x is v good ( y to set aside y\r own wi%es & to ?r[ y\rself into ?is s*eme4 ,i h ?\ght _m times s9ce ! corporate "w 0 talk$ ab\t1 t ! fre$om bo? tea*]s & old pupils felt 9 propos+ s*emes ( "w spoke volumes = _! confid5ce 9 y\r g5]osity4 ,sev]al memb]s ( ! ,guild :o felt drawn t[>ds ! mission s*eme said to me1 8,if ,i ?\ght ,miss ,beale w\ld wi% me to vote = ! ,loan ,fund because x 0 h] s*eme ,i w\ld d s1 b ,i believe t %e w\ld pref] t we %\ld ?9k = ourselves & vote = ! s*eme :i* mo/ comm5ds itself to u individually40 ,?is confid5ce 9 y\r g5]osity & s5se ( ju/ice /ruck me greatly2 !y knew y too well to fe> = an in/ant t y might res5t _! tak+ a diff]5t l9e1 & ,i felt sure f all ,i _h ev] kn[n or se5 ( y t _! confid5ce 0 n misplac$4 ,_h y be5 able to unfold y\r s*eme to !m ! result might h be5 v diff]5t1 b ( c\rse x is too late n[4 ,if we 7 to r5\nce ! idea ( ! ,home = work]s 9 ! ,ea/-end1 ! elem5t>y s*ool w\ld c]ta9ly take its place1 & ,i am sure t y h realis$ ere n[ t x w\ld be unju/ bo? to ! work]s & ! p>i% 9 :i* ! ,settlem5t is made to make x a tempor>y ?+4 ,ei!r x mu/ be ! corporate "w ( ! ,guild or x mu/ be giv5 up altoge!r1--at lea/ s x seems to me4 ,we c\ld n expect en?usiasm ei!r to "w or support if x might be )drawn at any mom5t4 ,z reg>ds y\r s*eme1 de> ,miss ,beale1 ,i am truly sorry t x _h n really a fair *ance f ! accid5t ( its n be+ ripe yet = publicity4 ,two ye>s h5ce might h be5 soon en\gh1 yet ,i ne$ n rem9d y t ! 8corporate "w0 0 sugge/$ by y\rself4 ,i am n afraid to say1 h[ev]1 t y\r s*eme is sure ( support & success1 & ?is ,i tru/ :ile y\r p[]s are /ill unimpair$2 b if1 un=tunately1 y\r /r5g? %\ld oblige y to limit y\r useful lab\r be=e x is fairly laun*$1 ,i h e confid5ce t y\r fri5ds & 8*ildr50 w\ld look ^u x z a sacr$ legacy1 :i* x w\ld be _! pride & pleasure to inh]it f y4' ,at ! v mom5t t ! ,*elt5ham ,settlem5t 0 ab\t to be op5$ 9 ,be?nal ,gre51 ! ladies ( ,ox=d 7 prep>$ to />t "o 9 ! same di/rict4 ,= ! conv5i5ce ( bo?1 an arrangem5t 0 made by :i* ! two sets ( work]s c\ld live toge!r = a "t1 "u "o head1 ,miss ,newman1 until ! res\rces ( ea*1 & ! "w !y 7 call$ ^u to d1 7 bett] kn[n4 ,mayfield ,h\se1 close to ,/4 ,john's ,*ur*1 0 !re=e tak5 & =mally op5$ z a ,ladies' ,settlem5t 7at t "t ! second 9 ,london71 on ,octob] #bf1 #ahhi4 ,f\r ye>s lat]1 z sudd5ly z h] si/] at ,j]sey ,h\se1 ,miss ,newman di$ at h] po/4 #8,:at c "o feel1' wrote a fri5d to ,miss ,beale1 #8except t h] dea? seems to seal ! :ole life ) ! h]oism ( s]vice4' ,?is tr\ble 0 ! fir/ l9k 9 a *a9 ( circum/ances :i* l$1 9 ! c\rse ( ?ree or f\r ye>s1 to ! removal ( ! ,settlem5t to ,%or$it*1 :]e x became an important bran* ( t "w to :i* ,miss ,beale gave ! title ( ,/4 ,hilda's4 ,,*apt] ,,xi ,,/4 ,,hilda',s ,,"w #8,?y k9dr$ ) ! great ( old4' ,,t5nyson1 ,9 ,memoriam1 lxxiv4 ,^? :o _h (t5 ! advantage ( he>+ ,miss ,beale speak1 ei!r 9 g5]al addresses to pres5t or pa/ pupils1 or 9 ! m regul> c\rse ( lit]ature lessons1 soon le>n$ t !re 7 c]ta9 h]oic names :i* _h = h] an almo/ romantic fasc9ation4 ,among ^? ( great wom5 :o influ5c$ h] imag9ation are specially to be rememb]$ ,/4 ,hilda1 ,/4 ,ca!r9e ( ,si5a1 la ,mre ,anglique1 ,mme4 ,guyon4 ,( ^! ! mo/ dom9ant1 ! mo/ inspir+ 0 t ( ! great ,nor?umbrian abbess1 kn[n to ^? :om %e taught & rul$ by ! "n ( #8,"m1' n by virtue ( h] (fice1 b on acc\nt ( h] signal piety & grace4#fj ,hilda1 ! e>ne/ /ud5t :o #8_h be5 dilig5tly in/ruct$ by le>n$ m51 :o s lov$ ord] t %e imm$iately began to r$uce all ?+s to a regul> sy/em4' ,hilda1 ! patron ( ! fir/ ,engli% religi\s poet1 #8:o oblig$ ^? "u h] to att5d mu* to ! read+ ( ! ,holy ,scriptures2 :o taught ! /rict obs]vance ( ju/ice & o!r virtues1 p>ticul>ly ( peace & *>ity4'#fa ,?is great ,hilda & h] "w 7 to ,doro!a ,beale n m]ely romantic names1 !y 7 an ideal1 an inspiration4 ,& :5 ! due "t came1 ?\gh = ! sake ( ,miss ,newman %e hesitat$ = a mom5t ov] ! alt]native title ( ,/4 ,m>g>et's ,hall1 ! "n ( ,/4 ,hilda 0 ! "o %e *ose to grace h] own f\ndations4 ,!re are1 possibly1 memb]s ( ! ,ladies' ,college :o felt a pang ( envy :5 ! ,/ud5ts' ,h\se became ,/4 ,hilda's ,college4 ,!y c\ld h borne to ex*ange ! prim e>ly ,victorian title be/[$ by ! godfa!rs ( #ahef = ?is m inspir+ "n4 ,!re is1 h[ev]1 consolation 9 ! ?\ght t ! ,ladies' ,college is /ill free to adopt ! "n ( its second f\nd]4 ,/4 ,hilda's ,hall1 z x 0 at fir/ call$1 0 =mally op5$ on ,novemb] #bg1 #ahhf2 b its real build+ 0 a mu* long] process1 ev5 if dat$ only f ,miss ,m>g>et ,newman's dea? at ! close ( #ahgg4 ,miss ,beale ?\ght mu* & anxi\sly h[ %e c\ld be/ lay out ! money :i* %e & h] /aff & "s fri5ds _h giv5 9 ord] t ,miss ,newman's "w might be c>ri$ on & enl>g$4 ,%e advis$ ) a few :o c>$ = education & = ! ,college4 ,among ^? :o help$ & c\nsell$ 7 ,miss ,soames1 :o subscrib$ l>gely to ,/4 ,hilda's1 & ,mr4 ,branck]1 "s ( ^: lett]s on ! subject rema94 ,if !re seems n[ to be little t is orig9al 9 ! sugge/ions & plans discuss$ by ,miss ,beale & ,mr4 ,branck]1 x is because !y 7 to a great ext5t pione]s1 & among ! fir/ to br+ ab\t a real sy/em = atta9+ ! educational objects !y _h at he>t4 ,9 #ahgh ,mr4 ,branck] wrote3-- #8,! object y advocate is a v desirable "o1 & "o ,i h long$ = _m a "t z an adjunct ( ! ,ladies' ,college--b :ile we 7 /ruggl+ upw>ds ,i c\ld nev] see an opportune "t to advocate my ideas on ! subject4 ,! means y sugge/ are v undesirable1 to my m9d at lea/1 z p>tak+ too mu* ( ! 8*>itable object0 idea to comm5d !mselves to me4 #8,s necess>y d ,i consid] ! future tra9+ ( ^? :o 9 _! turns h to tea* t = ! pres5t ,i %\ld be incl9$ to treat e case on its own m]its2 z !re may be _m :o may be anxi\s to get _! education on su* easy t]ms & yet h n ! v lea/ idea ( imp>t+ t k to o!rs1 & 9 su* cases ! object y seek is n atta9$4 #8,my idea1 :i* is p]haps a crude "o1 w\ld be t ! capabilities ( ea* pupil z reg>ds tea*+ %\ld be te/$1 & if %e %[$ suitable p[]s %e %\ld be draft$ into "o ( ! bo>d+-h\ses1 or if ?\ght bett] into a sep>ate h\se2 t ! fees ( ! ,college 9 h] case be remitt$1 & t ! exp5se ( h] bo>d be paid all or 9 "p by ! ,college4 ,t = ?is %e %\ld engage to become a regul> tea*]2 t ! ,college %\ld h ! fir/ claim on h] s]vices1 & t %e %\ld pass all ! necess>y exam9ations appo9t$ by ! ,college4 ,if 9 a bo>d+-h\se %e might assi/ 9 keep+ ord] & au?ority1 n z a gov]ness b z an eld] pupil1--n z a spy b by moral p[]1 keep h] position1 some?+ l a prpo/or 9 a public s*ool2 a great deal ( evil might !n be prev5t$ by be+ nipp$ 9 ! bud4 ,%\ld %e ev5tually wi% to take a ,college degree %e %\ld be assi/$ by ! ,college if %e rema9$ ) !m or "u _! control4 ,my great object w\ld be to get ladies to accept su* a position1 z !re mu/ be _m :o w\ld come )9 ! rules ( ! ,college z to position :o w\ld be v glad to h su* a vocation 9 prospect1 & ! ,college ought to be 9 a position n[1 unless ! funds h be5 unnecess>ily squ&]$1 to af=d to assi/ su* cases 9 ! hope t 9 ! future !y w\ld help x4 #8,su* are my r\gh ideas on ! subject1 z ,i d n believe 9 ! isolation ( ^? :o want a practical k ( human nature to enable !m to become tea*]s wor? _! salt4' ,9 a second lett] on ! same subject ,mr4 ,branck] said3-- #8,i q und]/& :at y feel ab\t ?is matt] relat+ to ! gov]ness ( ! future1 & x 0 only my fe> t y might be unwitt+ly gett+ into tr\bl$ wat]s t induc$ me to write y at once ab\t x4 ,x is a v difficult "q to solve1 & "o t wants a good deal m ?\ght s t no mi/ake may be made4 ,my plan is to take up ! idea ( a 8pupil tea*]0 9 ,gov]nm5t ,s*ools1 & f t =m "s plan = ! education ( ^? :o aspire to be ! tea*]s ( ! future4 ,i %\ld !n c>ry out ! idea ,i h always ent]ta9$ ( giv+ a pref]5ce to our own pupils1 & work+ !m up to our /&>d4 ,i h always regrett$ t we miss$ ,bessie ,calr[1 z %e 0 a born tea*] & w\ld h delight$ 9 ! "w4 ,x seems to me t z y d n take ^! pupils until !y are sev5te51 y h a great *ance among y\r own pupils1 & w\ld c]ta9ly "k _! own "* bett] ?an any /rang]2 !re=e1 to any "o :o _h pass$ ?r\gh ! ,college--c\ld pass ! necess>y exam9ation1 & 0 will+ to be su* pupil tea*]--,i w\ld pay ! ,college fees & half ! bo>d+-h\se exp5ses1 or all if y l1 & w\ld give h] a fair trial1 & if at ! end ( twelve mon?s1 or long] z might be ?\ght desirable1 x 0 n satisfactory to all p>ties1 let h] dep>t & no h>m w\ld be done4 ,?is is a f> bett] & m dignifi$ position ?an be+ educat$ by *>ity2 & ! p]son enjoy+ x w\ld lose no?+ ( h] dignity1 if x 0 n ev5 add$ to by ! position4 ,if ! plan is to d any good x mu/ be graft$ on to ! ,college1 & ,i = "o %\ld be v sorry to see t oblig$ to g to ! public = any funds x requires to d good4 ,i w\ld make ! pupils sign no?+ on my plan1 my hold ^u !m w\ld be _! association ) ! ,college4 ,i c q und]/& ! difficulties rais$ by ! bo>d+-h\ses ab\t new pupils at t age1 b ) old ones t difficulty is at once remov$2 z1 l ! prpo/ors1 !y w\ld h c]ta9 privileges1 b at ! same "t !y mu/ submit to ! discipl9e ( ! h\se4 ,my plan may be1 & no d\bt is v crude1 b ^! are ! l9es ,i %\ld />t f & feel my way t5tatively1 s z n to de/roy ! indep5d5ce ( ! individual4 ,look :]e y get ! be/ ma/]s ( public s*ools3--,! man :o succe$s is a s*ol> & v likely ,fell[ ( 8 ,college2 he may h be5 ,bible-cl]k1 siz>1 or und]graduate1 & s has work$ 8 way upw>ds & obta9$ 8 position f h>d "w1 ?us add+ to 8 dignity & p[] ( tea*+4 ,& ,i %\ld foll[ z mu* z possible 9 ^! tracks4' ,ev5tually ! ideas express$ 9 ^! lett]s 7 c>ri$ out 9 ! arrangem5t ( ,/4 ,hilda's1 :i* became n only a home = pupils :o c\ld n af=d ! normal bo>d+ fees1 b also a resid5ce = s5ior /ud5ts :o ne$$ m lib]ty ?an !y c\ld h 9 ! o!r h\ses4 ,by ?is means ! h\se 0 put on a self-support+ basis4 ,miss ,beale c\ld h borne ) no o!r4 ,! ,loan ,fund1 up to ?is "t1 _h be5 ! means ( assi/+ ov] a hundr$ /ud5ts4 ,miss ,beale n[ ask$ a few p]sonal fri5ds to support x1 po9t+ out t su* a means ( help 0 f> bett] ?an any sy/em ( s*ol>%ips1 :i* %e nev] ceas$ to dislike1 & aga9/ :i* %e cont9ually spoke & wrote4 ,h] *ief objections to s*ol>%ips h be5 already not$4#fb ,%e 0 moreov] oppos$ to ! pr9ciple ( mat]ial giv+ involv$ 9 ! sy/em4 ,%e only c>$1 at any "t1 to give :at w\ld embrace & ennoble "*4 ,%e ?\ght x be/ t p %\ld pay = advantages receiv$1 ?\ght !y w\ld value !m m1 ?\ght x made girls m c>eful & self-d5y+ :5 fir/ ! managem5t ( money came into _! own h&s1 to feel t x 0 n _! own to d z !y pleas$ )4 ,a m]e gift seem$ to h] l a dead ?+ comp>$ ) ! money :i*1 l5t & return$ & !n l5t to o!rs1 0 ?us us$ ov] & ov] aga94 ,yet ! want ( response to appeals = ! ,loan ,fund mu/ h be5 p>tly due to a diff]5ce ( op9ion on its me?od r ?an to want ( sympa?y ) ,miss ,beale's aims4 ,!re are _m :o feel an objection to saddl+ ) a loan a "y tea*] />t+ on h] "w1 or :o recognise t an unpaid loan may help to l[] ! /&>d 9 money affairs1 & on t acc\nt %r9k f giv+ help 9 ?is way4 ,!re are few inde$ :o c\ld l5d money s successfully z ,miss ,beale c\ld1 because !re are few :o c\ld s successfully comm& repaym5t4 ,( ! fir/ #ejj advanc$ by ! ,loan ,fund1 #die 0 repaid 9 a v few ye>s4 ,! pressure %e w\ld ex]cise = repaym5t sometimes l$ to ! wrong notion t %e c>$ = money = its own sake4 ,%e _h at all times great skill 9 wr++ ! utmo/ use out ( a sum ( money to promote ^? ends = :i* %e liv$2 b 9 ! ord9>y commonplace s5se %e 0 indiff]5t to money & ! ?+s = :i* x is usually ex*ang$4 ,h] own p]sonal life 0 z b>e ( luxury :5 %e 0 a ri* woman z x 0 :5 h] capital 0 reckon$ 9 hundr$s only4 ,b %e did c>e deeply = "*1 & anxi\sly avoid$ all =ms ( easy g5]osity :i* might injure ^? %e s\ght to help4 ,= sev]al ye>s be=e a turf 0 cut = ,/4 ,hilda's ,college1 ,miss ,beale 01 z %e w\ld h]self h express$ x1 build+ x3 /ud5t tea*]s 7 be+ tra9$ 9 ! ,college1 & 9 #ahha "o ( ^! pass$ ! ,cambridge ,exam9ation 9 ! ,!ory & ,practice ( ,education4 ,gradually %e ga!r$ an increas+ body ( /ud5ts 9 a sep>ate h\se--a h\se :i* 0 z unlike z any c\ld possibly be to ! beautiful home :i* 0 %ortly to be op5$4 ,%e wait$ ye> aft] ye> = money ) :i* to build )\t int]rupt+ ! "w %e _h begun 9 assi/$ education1 & = ! reasons nam$ made no public appeal = x4 ,x 0 en\gh1 %e ma9ta9$1 to /ate ! real ne$s--to %[ ! value ( a "w by ! way x 0 done--& ?us let x make its own appeal = support4 ,%e _h a horror ( plant :i* might be a m]e empty %ell1 or :i* 9 its e/abli%m5t might become a div]sion ( en]gy f spiritual "w4 ,%e felt ?is especially 9 ! matt] ( *ur* build+1 z may be se5 9 ! foll[+ extract f a lett]3 #8,:at ,i disapprov$ ( 0 ! am\nt ( begg+ = ! ,ca!dral4 ,i d n disapprove ( x1 b ,i ?9k y "k :at ,i felt4 ,h[ev]1 ! ,bi%op w d all he c to make x a /rong spiritual c5tre4 ,i c nev] get ov] ! feel+ ( spiritual de/itution at "o v beautiful ca!dral4' ,x 0 also1 p]haps less consci\sly1 a pr9ciple n to take money except f ^? :o 7 will+ = h] to c>ry out h] own ideas4 ,%e wrote to "o fri5d 9 #ahhh3-- #8,z reg>ds our ,/ud5ts' ,home1 ,i h giv5 up ! idea ( a public meet+4 ,x seem$ n "r to refuse ! (f] at fir/4 ,b ,i %all g on ) ! "w1 & ,i d\bt n ! money w come4 ,!re is su* a great ne$ = tra9+ tea*]s4 ,if we _h a meet+ ?+s might be said & money be giv5 9 a way :i* w\ld pl$ge u1 or be ?\ght to pl$ge u1 & n[ we %all be free4' ,& aga9 9 #ahhd to "o :o help$ h] ,ox=d s*eme3-- #8,i grieve ov] t ,prote/ant _s :i* =bids p to read books1 to associate ) p1 :o d n ?9k precisely 9 _! way4 ,is ?is done 9 ,sci5ce8 ,no2 we put v>i\s !ories be=e ! /ud5t & %[ :y we accept !m4 ,b we don't ev] want to impose our beliefs2 s ,i want n to impose m9e 9 religion1 b to br+ ! le>n] to ! 8f\nta9 ( liv+ wat]40 ,any transf]r$ op9ion is )\t root1 & _c endure ! /orm4 ,tea*]s mu/1 if !y are to help1 ga9 ! sympa?y !y ne$ by ent]+ into ! religi\s modes ( see+ & feel+ ( _m diff]5t s\ls4 ,i ?9k 9 a ,univ]sity t[n !y w\ld come 9 contact ) v>i\s influ5ces1 & 9 a h\se l ,/4 ,hilda's ,i %\ld want ?\ghtful p :o h gone ?r\gh "s ( ! exp]i5ce ( life1--old tea*]s to help ! "y4 ,!re is a little m ( my dream1 b ,i am q cont5t to wait4 ,if x be ,god's w t su* a h\se %\ld gr[ up1 ! way w be po9t$ out4 ,i felt ,i c\ld n say all ?is to y :5 we meet1 & ,i h got to c>e t y %\ld n misund]/& me4' ,z ! "t to beg9 ! actual erection ( ! h\se drew ne> %e _h no exultation ov] ! fulfilm5t ( a dream4 ,yet 9 ! beg9n+ ( ,augu/ #ahhe1 surr\nd$ by "y tea*]s f h] own & o!r s*ools drawn toge!r = a ,retreat & a brief educational conf]5ce1 h] m9d 0 naturally full ( t dream4 ,"s few ( h] own ?\ghts ab\t x %e wrote d[n2 su* z ! foll[+1 ) _! *>act]i/ic head+3-- #8,sunday1 ,aug4 #b1 #ahhe--on ,/4 ,hilda's4 ,"s ?\ghts at *ur*4 #8,god fulfils ,himself 9 _m ways4 ,le/ "o good cu/om %\ld corrupt ! _w4 #8,h[ (t5 h we se5 end[m5ts ?us r5d]$ injuri\s1 n helpful4 ,s x is ) _m ( ! in/itutions ar\nd u4 ,c we hope bett] ?+s f ?is "o8 ,no1 we c only hope = x n a p]fection b a tempor>y usefulness4 8,he1 aft] he _h s]v$ 8 g5]ation accord+ to ! w ( ,god1 fell on sleep02--s x is ) m51 s ) in/itutions1 !y ne$ n a body b a _s4 ,z long z ! _s lives ! body is ! in/rum5t ( all good works4 ,:5 ! _s dies1 ! body becomes ! s\rce ( disease & corruption4 ,= ?is reason ,i h c>$ m to awak5 ! _s ?an to ga!r funds & build fir/4 ,! _s w1 ,i hope1 %ape ! body4 #8,n[ :at we want is a body ( wom5 ^: "o desire is to consecrate !mselves to ! m9i/ry ( tea*+4 #88,get "w 9 ?is _w4 #8,be sure 'tis bett] ?an :at y "w to get40 #8,ye are ! salt ( ! e>?1--light ( ! _w1 said ! ,"l to ! tea*]s ,he s5t =?4' ,! fir/ /one ( ,/4 ,hilda's ,college 0 quietly laid by ,canon ,m$d 7"o ( ! tru/ees & a memb] ( ! ,ladies' ,college ,c\ncil7 9 #ahhd4 ,! op5+1 :i* took place on ,novemb] #bg1 #ahhe1 0 f> m dignifi$ ?an t its illu/ri\s p>5t _h kn[n 9 #ahef4 #8,! c]emony ( op5+ ! in/itution1' s ran ! acc\nt 9 ! ,*elt5ham ,exam9]1 #8:i* 0 p]=m$ by ! ,bi%op ( ! diocese1 took place at ?ree o'clock1 & 0 att5d$ by a l>ge & influ5tial company1 :o assembl$ 9 ! /udy1 a spaci\s--b on ?is occasion none too spaci\s--ap>tm5t on ! gr\nd floor4' ,among ^? pres5t 7 ! ,dean ( ,w9*e/]1#fc !n ,*airman ( ! ,college ,c\ncil1 :o conduct$ ! %ort s]vice1 ! late ,bi%op ( ,ely1 & _m ( ! cl]gy ( ! t[n1 besides ! fri5ds & b5efactors ( ,/4 ,hilda's4 ,on ent]+ ! /udy ! eye 0 caught at once by ! words :i* ,miss ,beale quot$ s (t5 t !y seem$ l ! motto ( h] "w3 #8,k puffe? up1 b *>ity builde? up4' ,"h1 9 ?is #8,godly ,place1' z he call$ ! h\se1 ! ,bi%op ( ,gl\ce/]1 :o s9ce #ahge _h be5 bo? nom9ally & actually ,visitor ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 gave an address full ( sympa?y = ! ideals ( ! f\nd]4 ,?us ! fir/ resid5t ,tra9+ ,college = tea*]s1 o!r ?an elem5t>y1 0 plann$1 & built1 & op5$4 ,9 ord] to make its position m p]man5t x 0 con/itut$ into a sep>ate ,college ) a ,c\ncil ( its own4 ,9 #ahhf a /atue ( ,/4 ,hilda 0 pres5t$ & plac$ 9 ! hall4 ,on unveil+ x1 ,miss ,beale spoke ( ! ,sa9t's life1 & especially ( h] "w z a tea*]4 ,%e conclud$ ) a ?\ght1 ! deep] = ! p]sonal t\* 9 x1 ( memory ( :at %e _h _h to be> 9 ! pa/1 & inde$ 9 lat] ye>s also1 ( misconception & misrepres5tation4 #8,%all ,i t\* 9 conclusion ^u ! my?ical elem5ts 9 ,/4 ,hilda's /ory8 ,my?s are tru?s express$ 9 poetry4 ,y see ! ammonite at h] feet1 "o ( ! s]p5ts t %e1 l ,/4 ,patrick1 is fabl$ to h turn$ into /one4 ,!re may h be51 once1 at ,:itby1 s]p5ts :o1 ) ! poison$ too? ( calumny & evil-speak+1 w\nd$ & slew4 ,i ?9k %e turn$ !m into /one ) h] look ( sorr[4 ,we h n repres5t$ ! wild geese1 :om %e is said to h de/roy$ because !y wa/$ h] l&s4 ,i half believe t /ory too2 ,i feel sure t all ^! disappe>$ f h] abbey l&s1 b p]haps !y 7 turn$ into swans4' ,/4 ,hilda's ,college 0 sc>cely built & op5$ be=e x 0 necess>y to enl>ge x by add+ a new w+4 ,x 0 n until ?is _h be5 done t ,miss ,beale felt free to devote h]self to ano!r f\ndation1 :i* also 0 to be> ! "n ( ! sa9t$ ,abbess4 ,z e>ly z ! ye> #ahhb ,miss ,beale1 attract$ by ! increas+ facilities (f]$ to wom5 by ! eld] univ]sities1 _h pur*as$ ?ree acres ( l& 9 nor? ,ox=d4 ,^! %e reta9$ = build+ uses %\ld ! "r mom5t or a def9ite reason = su* a purpose occur4 ,b no "o %[$ mu* sympa?y ) ! s*eme1 !re 0 no (f] ( money1 & = long mu* ( h] own capital 0 absorb$ 9 ,/4 ,hilda's1 ,*elt5ham4 ,impulsive to a fault z %e (t5 01 ,miss ,beale c\ld s*ool h]self to wait4 ,aft] five ye>s came an opportunity ( pur*as+ a ready-made college 9 ,dr4 ,*ild's beautiful h\se on ! ,*]well4 ,x seem$ well to accept ?is1 & beg9 !re ! new h\se ( education4 ,!re 7 _m reasons :y ,miss ,beale all[$ s long a "t to elapse betwe5 h] purpose & h] act4 ,h] own ideas & h] aims = h] ,hall at ,ox=d %ap$ !mselves b gradually4 ,som]ville ,college#fd & ,lady ,m>g>et ,hall 7 /ill 9 _! fir/ y\?4 ,miss ,beale's s*eme seem$ uncall$ = :]e !re 7 already s _m work]s = ! cause ( wom5's education 9 ! field4 ,h] educational exp]i5ce _h be5 diff]5t f t ( ^? ^: m9ds _h develop$ among univ]sity surr\nd+s2 h] me?ods 7 unacademic1 unconv5tional4 ,consequ5tly !re 7 "s to w>n h] z %e prep>$ to take h] new /ep3 #8,! ,univ]sity may easily receive a %ock f :i* x w take long to recov]4' ,x may well be ask$ ev5 n[1 z x 0 (t5 ask$ at ! "t1 :y ,miss ,beale want$ to come to ,ox=d at all1 & p>ticul>ly :ile %e 0 unc]ta9 ( ! value ( ,univ]sity ,exam9ations = wom54 ,b %e valu$ ev5 m ?an ! c]tificate ga9$ by tak+ s*ools ! atmosph]e ( ,ox=d4 ,%e saw t ! /ud5ts ( ,/4 ,hilda's1 ,*elt5ham1 miss$ ?is4 ,:5 %e f\nd$ t in/itution %e _h writt5 ( x1 t %e hop$ x #8w\ld be a ,hall simil> to ! ,halls at ,ox=d & ,cambridge4' ,n[ %e felt ! ne$ ( :at only ! old] univ]sities c\ld give4 ,%e hop$ h] new h\se might become a place ( intellectual enl>gem5t & refre%m5t su* z ,ox=d c\ld be/ supply to "s :o _h already begun _! "w ( tea*+1 & :o ne$$ new ?\ghts & inspiration1 m "t = ?\ght1 a high] intellectual /&>d4 ,%e ?\ght t a ye> at ,ox=d c\ld supply t feature 9 education :i* is sometimes m develop$ at home4 #8,i h (t5 felt 444 t a ye> 9 :i* !y %\ld be all[$ to expatiate 9 intellectual pa/ures 9 a way t we old] wom5 us$ to d be=e exam9ations = wom5 exi/$1 w\ld be ( great value4 ,& !y c d ?is be/ 9 "s ,univ]sity t[n1 :]e !y c h libr>ies & museums & su* lectures & private help z !y mo/ require--bo? he>+ & ask+ que/ions1 r ?an be+ ask$ & answ]+4444 ,_m c\ld take "o ye> :o c\ld n take ?ree4444 ,! /ud5ts ( ,/4 ,hilda's 7,ox=d7 w h ! same opportunities ( att5d+ lectures & (f]+ !mselves = exam9ations z at ! o!r ,ladies' ,colleges--b we %\ld n press exam9ation ^u any :o c d bett] "w )\t4 ,( c\rse we mu/ be assur$ t ^? :o come to u w "w s]i\sly4' ,yet ^! reasons 7 second>y4 ,! pur*ase ( ?ree acres ( gr\nd at ,ox=d 0 a def9ite result ( h] own suff]+ ( m9d 9 #ahhb4 ,z %e em]g$ f t %e at once began to build 9 vision a h\se :]e tea*]s %\ld be e/abli%$ 9 ! fai?1 :]e !y %\ld le>n to feel t _! call+ 0 n to d m]e j\rneyman "w1 b to deal ) ! deep problems ( life4 ,f9ally1 x may be add$ t1 :e!r consci\s ( x or n1 %e c\ld n keep h]self out ( ! great movem5t :i* 0 enabl+ wom5 to %>e ) m5 _m ( ! incomp>able advantages ( ,univ]sity life1 %e _h also h] own conception ( :at ,univ]sity life might d = wom51 & by means ( a ,college at ,ox=d = h] own ,college at ,*elt5ham4 ,= ,*elt5ham ! connection w\ld be ( great value4 ,see+ all t might be won by a well-plac$ move1 %e plann$ t move1 wait$1 !n made x at ! "r mom5t4 #8,i bewail y\r news1' wrote an ,ox=d fri5d to :om %e communicat$ ! fact t ,/4 ,hilda's 0 ab\t to be op5$1 #8& disclaim all responsibility = y\r mi/ake4' ,miss ,beale op5$ h] ,hall & begg$ ! /ud5ts to accept ! words ,non fru/ra vixi z _! motto1 t be+ ! ?\ght :i* ! ammonite at ! feet ( ,/4 ,hilda's /atue n[ sugge/$ to h]4 ,9 ,octob] #ahic sev5 /ud5ts took up _! resid5ce at ,/4 ,hilda's4 ,mrs4 ,burr[s1 :o _h _h a ,college bo>d+-h\se at ,*elt5ham1 came to be head ( ! new ,hall1 assi/$ by h] daught]1 :o _h be5 a /ud5t at ,lady ,m>g>et ,hall4 ,! h\se 0 =mally b quietly op5$ on ,novemb] #f by ! ,bi%op ( ! diocese1 ,dr4 ,/ubbs1 :o plac$ himself at ,miss ,beale's disposal = all arrangem5ts4 #8,i w keep1' he wrote1 #8,novemb] #f free = ,miss ,beale1 b %e mu/ let me he> :at1 :51 & h[ :at is to be done'2 & to ,miss ,beale1 #8,y d n want me to br+ robes on ! #f?1 d y8 ,a l9e to reassure me w\ld be grateful4' ,on ! occasion ( ! op5+1 aft] ! little s]vice conduct$ by ! ,dean ( ,w9*e/]1 ! ,bi%op ( ,ox=d spoke a few #8grave & weighty words' on ! duty ( #8self-culture ( ! :ole m9d1 s\l1 & _s4' ,! ,dean1 :o ?ank$ him = 8 address1 said t #8! new v5ture ( ! ,*elt5ham ,ladies' ,college 0 by no means s ambiti\s z ! ,bi%op seem$ to ?9k4' ,he spoke ( ! way 9 :i* x might prep>e wom5 to be ( real s]vice 9 _! g5]ation1 & add$3 #8,"o _c ?9k ( ?is op5+ day = ! ,ox=d ,/4 ,hilda's )\t /rong emotions ( gratitude & hope4 ,?is is ! cr[n & highe/ result ( all t "w = wom5's education :i* has be5 c>ri$ on "u ,miss ,beale's wise rule at ,*elt5ham ^! _m ye>s pa/2 ! ,college1 ) its v>ieties ( activity1 & its eight hundr$ /ud5ts1 ju/ly claims to be repres5t$ "h 9 ! home ( highe/ education4' ,illu/ration3 ,photo4 ,w4 ,h4 ,rog]s ,s4 ,hilda's ,hall1 ,ox=d4 ,among ! fri5ds ga!r$ = ?is op5+ c]emony 0 ! f\nd] ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 ,*elt5ham1 ,canon ,bellairs4 ,he welcom$ ?is h\se 9 ,ox=d1 ?\gh he w\ld h nam$ x diff]5tly4 #8,i am v glad to he>1' he _h writt5 a mon? be=e1 #8t y are />t+ :at w no d\bt become a v]itable ,college4 ,y %\ld *ri/5 x at once4 ,/4 ,cl>e w\ld be appropriate4 ,%e f\nd$ an ,ord]1 & y\r ,college w be ! f\ndation ( an ord]4 ,i d hope ! ,g4 ,w4 ,r4 w alt] its "t-table to suit y\r conv5i5ce4 ,x w\ld d s if x _h z high an op9ion ( y\r excell5ce z ! ,fa!r ( y\r ,college1 & y\r ,pupils & all t "k y h4 ,fancy1 ?irty-five ye>s s9ce we fir/ met6 ,:at a p]iod = evolution4444 ,i %\ld l v mu* to h a *at ) y to see :]e y are n[4' ,aft] five ye>s1 ,/4 ,hilda's1 ,ox=d1 0 recognis$ by ! ,association = ! ,education ( ,wom5 9 ,ox=d z ,/4 ,hilda's ,hall4 ,miss ,beale f9ally1 9 #aijj1 connect$ x ) ,/4 ,hilda's1 ,*elt5ham1 by pres5t+ x to ! ,association ( t ,college4 ,t ,miss ,beale 0 fully alive to *anges t mu/ come 9 ! c\rse ( "t to su* an in/itution z ,/4 ,hilda's ,hall1 & c\ld be cont5t to see h] own p]sonal wi%es set aside 9 ev]y?+ t did n affect ! ess5tial life ( ! place1 is cle> f ! foll[+ lett] to ,mrs4 ,wells 9 ,janu>y #aijc3-- #8,?anks = y\r nice lett] & ! sugge/ions4 ,i ?9k ) y t ! giv+ ( s*ol>%ips w h to be reconsid]$1 & "s cle> rules made4 ,i am1 h[ev]1 no less /rongly oppos$ to ! mod]n slave trade ?an be=e1 & %\ld be mu* griev$ if we ent]$ ^u x4 ,i see y w\ld limit ! giv+ to ^? :o ne$ help4 ,( c\rse ,i see t ,i c no long] h ! fre$om ,i _h 9 *oos+ s*ol>s :5 ! h\se 0 m9e1 & ,i alone 0 responsible = all exp5ses1 & ,mrs4 ,hay all[$ me to dispose ( h] gifts1 b ,i d hope we %all g on some:at ! same l9es4 #8#a4 ,t we %all n ask = money4 #8#b4 ,t we %all n adv]tise 9 ord] to get s*ol>s4 #8#c4 ,t we %all n pl$ge ourselves to *oose m]ely by intellectual pre-em95ce4 #8#d4 ,i ?9k we are ju/ifi$ 9 giv+ ! pref]5ce to ,*elt5ham girls4 #8,might we n say t a s*ol>%ip %\ld be (f]$ on c]ta9 fix$ conditions to c]ta9 girls1 say to associates & to ^? :o1 n hav+ be5 long en\gh to ga9 ?is1 %\ld h tak5 a high rank 9 ! ,cambridge room4' ,! ye> m>k$ by ?is cr[n & result ( lab\r 0 sadd5$ by ! dea? ( ,miss ,ca!r9e ,newman at ,mayfield ,h\se4 ,x 0 a dea? :i* caus$ n only p]sonal sorr[1 b extreme p]plexity & loss to all connect$ ) ! ,mission4 ,!y f\nd !mselves at ! end ( f\r ye>s' trial ( _! s*eme )\t a head1 ) a scatt]$ b& ( work]s1 & an insanit>y h\se4 ,no "o felt ! sorr[ ( x all m ?an ,miss ,beale2 no "o 0 m c\rage\s 9 meet+ x4 ,! necess>y1 difficult1 & toilsome "w :i* 0 ! result ( ! crisis did n inde$ fall to h] %>e1 b to t ( "s memb]s ( ! committee on :om ! responsibility specially press$4 ,b su* difficulties to be met1 su* a dea? = a cause1 7 exactly :at r\s$ ,miss ,beale to feel ! wor? ( x z %e _h nev] done be=e4 ,a small untir+ sub-committee 0 =m$1 ) ,mrs4 ,batt5 z secret>y1 to re-arrange ! "w4 ,! co/ ( effici5t dra9age op]ations 0 s heavy t at fir/ x seem$ bett] to seek a new h\se = ! ,settlem5t ?an to und]take su* a great exp5se4 ,a long se>* 9 ! neighb\rhood = su* a h\se prov$ fruitless4 ,x !re=e became a "q :e!r ! ,guild memb]s %\ld move _! "w f ! place !y _h delib]ately *os5 at a l>ge g5]al meet+1 or g to ! exp5se requir$ = mak+ ,mayfield ,h\se fit = habitation4 ,h[ev]1 an appeal to ! surveyor result$ 9 ! co/ ( ! dra9age "w be+ ?r[n ^u ! l&lord1 :o consequ5tly made h>d] t]ms = 8 t5ants4 ,! "q :e!r to /ay or g came be=e ! ,guild 9 #ahid1 & a vote = cont9u+ ! "w at ,mayfield ,h\se 0 pass$ by a l>ge majority4 ,aft] an int]val ( "s mon?s ! h\se 0 re-op5$ "u a new ,lady ,w>d51 ,miss ,corbett1--no ,*elt5ham work] hav+ be5 f\nd to und]take x4 ,9 h] fir/ report ,miss ,corbett 0 able to %[ a full complem5t ( work]s4 ,!re 0 no fall+ (f1 b 9 less ?an two ye>s x became evid5t t a m complete *ange mu/ be made4 ,! ,ox=d work]s1 :o by a tempor>y arrangem5t liv$ at fir/ 9 ,mayfield ,h\se1 _h n[ a prosp]\s ,settlem5t ( _! own--,/4 ,m>g>et's--9 ! v same squ>e z ,mayfield ,h\se4 ,?is ,settlem5t ( ! ,ladies' ,bran* ( ! ,ox=d ,h\se c\ld n well be 9 any o!r neighb\rhood4 ,x 0 se5 to be ludicr\s t two l>ge communities ( wom5 work]s %\ld conc5trate _! en]gies on "o small corn] ( ! va/ field ( ,london "w4 ,add$ to ?is1 ! high r5t & rates ( ,mayfield ,h\se po9t$ to ! ne$ ( a *ange1 & at ! ,guild meet+ ( #ahif x 0 def9itely propos$ to move ei!r to ,ea/ ,ham or ,lambe?4 ,f9ally1 h[ev]1 ,%or$it* 0 *os51 a di/rict hav+ sore ne$s1 & ne> en\gh to ,be?nal ,gre5 to enable ^? memb]s ( ! ,settlem5t engag$ !re 9 ,bo>d ,s*ool managem5t1 *>ity organisation1 & o!r extra p>o*ial "w /ill to c>ry x on4 ,!n came ! "q ( a h\se4 ,!re 0 none4 ,x 0 cle>ly necess>y to build1 b = s l>ge an und]tak+ ! res]ve fund 0 insuffici5t4 ,miss ,beale1 always av]se to begg+ = money1 refus$ to make any def9ite appeal = *>ity1 b z a happy inspiration1 ! idea came to h] t ! ,guild %\ld meet ! difficulty ) ! same k9d ( means us$ by ,mrs4 ,grey 9 />t+ high s*ools 9 #ahgd4 ,?is idea took %ape 9 ,febru>y #ahig4 ,miss ,v]rall1 :o _h be5 ,treasur] ( ! ,settlem5t f ! beg9n+1 s5t out notices to memb]s ( ! ,guild to inquire :e!r %>es = #cjjj w\ld be tak5 up1 & a ready response 0 giv51 all ! %>es be+ quickly appropriat$ )9 a =tnight4 ,?is1 :i* seems to be a m]e bus9ess transaction1 0 really a great deal m4 ,x 0 r a *annel = int]e/ & help :i* _h be5 s f> unable to =ce _! way freely4 ,! money 0 subscrib$ 9 ! =m ( deb5ture /ock at ?ree p] c5t41 repayable at ! end ( eighty ye>s4 #chjj 0 subscrib$ )9 a =tnight by #caj subscrib]s4 ,a l>ge "p came f wom5 to :om ! sacrifice ( control or recov]y ( ! capital made x practically a gift4 ,to mo/ ! ye>ly-paid few %ill+s ( int]e/ meant little 9 comp>ison ) a few p\nds available = imm$iate exp5diture4 ,( ! money subscrib$1 ov] #djj has n[ be5 releas$ by gift f ! hold]s4 ,o!r hold]s h au?oris$ ! ,c\ncil ( ,/4 ,hilda's ,ea/ to reta9 _! int]e/4 ,?is br+s 9 ab\t #cj a ye>4 ,! transaction 0 a f9e example ( ,miss ,beale's use ( ?is _w's goods1 z means to great ends1 & a f9e in/ance ( ! response %e c\ld comm& f ^? %e _h l$ to h] own po9t ( view4 ,g5]\s aid came also f ,mr4 ,dutton1 ^: si/] 0 an old ,*eltonian1#fe & :o und]took all ! legal bus9ess gratuit\sly2 also f ! honor>y ar*itect1 ,mr4 ,philip ,day1 ! husb& ( an old pupil1 :o volunte]$ 8 s]vices = ! new h\se4 ,! work]s f\nd tempor>y qu>t]s dur+ ! build+1 :i* took less ?an a ye>2 & on ,april #bf1 #ahih1 ! h\se 0 op5$ by ,dr4 ,creighton1 ! ,bi%op ( ,london1 "u ! "n ( ,/4 ,hilda's1 ,%or$it*4 ,= ,miss ,beale rema9$ fai?ful to ! "n & all ! ideas x impli$ = h]4 ,on ! lett] ( a fri5d :o wrote1 #8,c\ld n ! new h\se be call$ ,*elt5ham ,h\se or "s su*1 b9d+ x to ! ,college8 ,x w\ld be bett] ?an a picturesque sa9t'--%e wrote1 #8,i disagree4' ,mrs4 ,reynolds1 an old pupil1 became head ( ! ,settlem5t dur+ ! busy "t ( furni%+ & organisation ( "w 9 a new c5tre4 ,a ye> lat] %e 0 succe$$ by ano!r old pupil1 ,miss ,bruce1 ! pres5t ,lady ,w>d51 :o _h work$ 9 ! ,settlem5t f ! fir/4 ,s9ce t "t ! h\se has twice be5 enl>g$4 ,! gr[? ( ! ,settlem5t1 z its beg9n+ _h be51 0 m>k$ by ! loss ?r\gh dea? ( an en?usia/ic work] :5 ,mrs4 ,moyle1 :o 0 = a "t its secret>y1 di$ 9 ,july #ahii4 ,z ! p]man5ce ( ! ,settlem5t became assur$1 & ! int]e/ ( bo? pa/ & pres5t pupils increas$1 be+ augm5t$ by ! organisation ( %>es1 & by ! =mation ( ,/4 ,hilda's ,association1 ,miss ,beale's own int]e/ 9 ! "w grew4 ,%e reg>d$ ,/4 ,hilda's ,ea/ less z a c5tre ( help = ! poor ?an z a place ( tra9+ = work]s4 ,9 ?is aspect x appeal$ to h] z rightly an integral "p ( ! "w ( ! ,college4 ,9 ! ye> #ahih1 :i* %e said might be call$ = ! ,college an annus mirabilis1 %e 0 able to po9t to ! ?ree in/itutions be>+ ! "n ( ,/4 ,hilda1 ea* firmly e/abli%$1 fl\ri%+1 & full ( promise ( future usefulness4 #8,?is ye> ,/4 ,hilda's1 enl>g$ f six to sixty /ud5ts1 is full & free f debt4 #8,?is ye> ! l9k ) ! ,univ]sity ( ,ox=d1 s e>ly =m$1 has be5 made p]man5t by ,/4 ,hilda's1 ,ox=d1 becom+ a ,hall ( ! ,univ]sity4 #8,above all1 ?is ye> ,/4 ,hilda's ,ea/ has be5 built by ! spontane\s co-op]ation ( pa/ & pres5t girls1 & ?is has specially *e]$ u1 t ^? :o h left u = o!r sph]es1 ! ,heads ( o!r great ,s*ools1 /ill /ret* out _! h&s to u1 "w ) u 9 ! ,guild & ! ,mission1 & ! old ties are n brok54' ,b ! ?ree great in/itutions be>+ ! "n ( ,/4 ,hilda by no means includ$ all t ?\ght-tra9+ "w :i* 0 :at ,miss ,beale specially associat$ ) x4 ,! exi/5ce ( ,/4 ,hilda's ,college at ,*elt5ham made x conv5i5t1 if n imp]ative1 to f9d ex]cise = ! en]gy !re inspir$ & direct$1 & to supply classes = practice4 ,to keep ?is /ream ( en]gy )9 h] own guidance = a long] p]iod ?an ! "t ( tra9+ involv$1 x 0 necess>y to h scope = x at h&4 ,ev5 ! great & gr[+ ,college 0 n l>ge en\gh to employ all ! work]s x tra9$1 & ! ,pr9cipal 0 ev] alive to ! necessity ( hav+ a c]ta9 numb] ( tea*]s f outside1 br++ ) !m fre% ideas & me?ods4 ,! ,k9d]g>t5 0 ! fir/ addition to ! ,ladies' ,college prop] to ne$ su* "y help]s z ,miss ,beale n[ _h at h] disposal4 ,x began1 l ,miss ,beale's o!r creations1 )\t a local habitation ( its own 9 #ahgf4 ,! ,college1 ow+ to ! quick p]ception ( its ,lady ,pr9cipal1 :o 0 s5sitive to ea* fre% t5d5cy 9 education1 0 "o ( ! fir/ s*ools 9 ,engl& to avail itself ( ! ,k9d]g>t5 mi/resses tra9$ by ,madame ,mi*aelis1 :o began h] "w 9 h] own h\se at ,croydon z e>ly z #ahgd4 ,miss ,beale at once secur$ a mi/ress1 & on h] arrival a numb] ( little boys & girls 7 imm$iately f\nd to con/itute a ,k9d]g>t5 9 ,miss ,beale's own draw+-room4 #8,!' draw+-room1 z %e always call$ x1 did n well be> out its title4 ,z a baby-class room x look$ well4 ,morris's daisy & columb9e pap]1 !n a new ?+1 0 on ! walls1 to sugge/ ! ?\ght1 :i* 0 probably correct1 t 9 fir/ *oos+ x ,miss ,beale _h already an int5tion ( beg9n+ a ,k9d]g>t51 ?\gh %e did n f9d x advisable to m5tion x !n to ! ,c\ncil4 ,"s ( ! y\ng] tea*]s 9 ,college help$ a little ) ?is baby-class4 ,! sy/em & organisation1 ! c>efully tra9$ head1 all seem$ r al>m+ 9 ^? days :5 ,froebelian ideas & ,g]man me?ods 7 little kn[n 9 ,engl&4 ,z e>ly z #ahgf !re 7 tw5ty-five *ildr5 9 ! ,k9d]g>t51 = :i* a classroom _h to be f\nd 9 ! ,college4 ,9 #ahha ,miss ,welldon came to ,*elt5ham z head ( ! ,k9d]g>t54 ,h]s 0 "o ( ! fir/ appo9tm5ts made by ! ,croydon ,k9d]g>t5 ,company1 :i* _h be5 f\nd$ 9 #ahgf1 ) ,madame ,mi*aelis z ,pr9cipal4 ,9 #ahhb ! new room1 purposely built & fitt$ = a ,k9d]g>t51 0 op5$4 ,x 0 mu* enl>g$ 9 #ahhg4 ,b soon aga9 m scope 0 ne$$ = ! l>ge numb] ( /ud5ts :o n[ flock$ to ,*elt5ham4 ,miss ,beale c\ld n be> to let "o ( ^! escape h]4 ,%e recognis$ _! ne$s1 %e saw _! possible value4 ,!re 7 !n v few places 9 ,engl& :]e !y c\ld be tra9$2 ! dem& = ,k9d]g>t5 mi/resses daily increas$4 ,! imm$iate difficulty 0 met 9 #ahhi by ! e/abli%m5t ( a ,k9d]g>t5 s*ool 9 connection ) ,/4 ,/eph5's ,*ur* 9 ,*elt5ham1 support$ by ! vic> ( ! p>i% & a few volunt>y contributors4 ,?is 0 /aff$ by ,k9d]g>t5 /ud5ts ( ! ,ladies' ,college4 ,fifty-sev5 *ildr5 actually appe>$ 9 ! s*ool ! fir/ day1 & ! numb]s rapidly increas$ 9 spite ( ! fact t ea* *ild paid twop5ce weekly4 ,five ye>s lat] ,college /ud5ts p5etrat$ into a /ill poor] s*ool at ,naunton1 a hamlet adjo9+ ! t[n ( ,*elt5ham4 ,9 #ahif ! infant s*ool ( ! p>i% ( ,holy ,tr9ity 9 ! t[n invit$ tea*]s f ! ,college4 ,9 #ahhi ,cambray ,h\se 0 (f]$ = sale4 ,miss ,beale1 :o _h a /rong l+]+ affection = ?is fir/ home ( h] s*ool1 _h ) regret se5 x #8ali5at$ to b>b>ian boys1' ! trees cut d[n1 & ! g>d5 turn$ into an asphalt$ playgr\nd4 ,! build+ 0 well fitt$ = ! s*ool purposes = :i* x _h be5 adapt$ & long us$4 ,!re 0 en\gh space 9 ! "p :i* _h n be5 alt]$1 & :i* 0 n want$ = a day-s*ool1 to be utilis$ z a bo>d+-h\se4 ,miss ,beale seiz$ ! *ance %e saw ( op5+ a s*ool :i* %\ld s]ve ! d\ble purpose ( tak+ ov]fl[ pupils or o!rs = :om1 = _m reasons1 ! ,ladies' ,college 0 n suit$1 & ( af=d+ an op5+ "u h] own eye = "s ( ! tea*]s %e 0 tra9+4 ,! rules = admission1 discipl9e1 etc41 7 id5tical ) ^? ( ! ,college4 ,by ?is "t1 too1 %e saw ! use ( ! racquet-c\rts & t5nis-gr\nds4 ,x 0 a great satisfaction to get back ?is h\se4 ,%e wrote ( x to ,miss ,arnold3-- #8,i d>e n take any extra fatigue1 z ,i h s mu* on my h&s--,i mu/ try to be alone = a :ile4 ,i h j b\ght back ! old ,cambray ,h\se 9 :i* ,i began ?irty-"o ye>s ago4 ,i want a second ,miss ,wild]sp91 ,i h got to put x 9 ord] & furni% by ,may4444 ,i he>d ,canon ,body at ,all ,sa9ts1 ,m>g>et ,/reet1 la/ ,friday4 ,x 0 a v good s]mon1 & seem$ to fit 9 well ) ! ?\ghts t came to me1 z ,i _h j got my (f] = ,cambray accept$1 r to my surprise4' ,9 #ahie ,cambray 0 enl>g$ at a co/ ( ab\t #bjjj1 & 9 ,octob] #ahig ,miss ,beale1 by de$ ( gift1 made ov] ! prop]ty to ! ,ladies' ,college1 ?\gh x 0 arrang$ t %e %\ld /ill cont9ue !re ! s*ool & bo>d+-h\se4 ,miss ,beale m>k$ ?is return ( ,cambray ,h\se1 #8enl>g$ & alive aga9 ) girls1' into ! possession ( ! ,college1 z ano!r notable ev5t ( ! annus mirabilis4 ,cambray ,h\se1 on its acquisition by ! ,college ?r\gh ! gift ( ,miss ,beale1 0 leas$ to h] = a nom9al r5t2 ! s*ool & bo>d+-h\se be+ c>ri$ on z a private v5ture until #aijf1 :5 _! exi/5ce 0 recognis$ 9 ! ,college prospectus = ! fir/ "t4 ,miss ,beale sp5t ano!r #bjjj out ( h] own income ^u additions & improvem5ts aft] %e _h made ov] ! h\se to ! ,college4 ,?is 0 a l>ge sum1 b ev5 f a f9ancial po9t ( view by no means wa/$4 ,9 five ye>s ! pr(its ( s*ool & bo>d+-h\se am\nt$ to #ajjj1 = :i* ,miss ,beale plann$ fur!r fruitful use4 ,cambray ,s*ool1 or1 to give x its true title1 ,*elt5ham ,ladies' ,college ,s*ool1 & ,cambray bo>d+-h\se1 :i* took pupils belong+ to bo? ! new s*ool & ! ,college1 0 n ! only und]tak+ = :i* ,miss ,beale made h]self p]sonally responsible4 ,%e also />t$1 & plac$ 9 a good f9ancial position1 two *eap bo>d+-h\ses1 ,/4 ,hel5's & ,/4 ,au/9's1 & 9 c\rse ( "t pres5t$ !m to ! ,college4 ,h] position 9 reg>d to all ^! in/itutions 0 surely v unusual1 n to say unique4 ,! f\ndation ( a s*ool ( ov] "o hundr$ pupils1 & ( h\ses conta9+ ! same numb] ( bo>d]s1 w\ld be a respectable life's "w = _m a woman4 ,?is "w appe>s to h be5 only "o ( ! _m occupations ,miss ,beale f\nd = ! little leisure left h] by ! c>es ( ! great ,college & its ev]-multiply+ int]e/s4 ,x 0 p]haps prim>ily int]e/ 9 "y tea*]s :i* l$ ,miss ,beale to jo9 a movem5t made 9 #ahig to induce ladies to take up "w 9 elem5t>y s*ools4 ,miss ,beale 0 pres5t at a l>ge meet+ held t ye> 9 ,we/m9/] ,t[n ,hall1 :5 ! ne$ & importance ( ?is "w 7 set =? 9 spee*es by ! ,bi%op ( ,/epney1#ff ,sir ,jo%ua ,fit*1 & o!rs4 ,z a result a ,gov]nm5t ,tra9+ ,dep>tm5t 0 at once =m$ at ! ,ladies' ,college1 & "w began ) sev5 /ud5ts1 :o 9 ! same ye> 7 enc\rag$ by addresses f ,sir ,h4 ,e4 ,oakeley1 ,h4,m4,i41 & ,sir ,jo%ua ,fit*4 ,! field ( practice = ^! /ud5ts 0 f\nd 9 ,all ,sa9ts' ,s*ools1 :]e !re 7 f\r dep>tm5ts all suppli$ ) ! be/ app>atus4 ,o!r s*ools 9 ! t[n 7 also glad at diff]5t times to receive ^! tea*]s4 ,miss ,beale became mu* int]e/$ 9 ! "w1 & propos$ to build a practis+ s*ool ( h] own = ! elem5t>y dep>tm5t ( ! ,college1 engag$ a head-mi/ress1 & b\ght l& = build+4 ,!n 9 #aija came ! regulations = local education committees1 :i* w\ld h put ,miss ,beale's s*ool "u local control4 ,%e !re=e gave up ! idea ( build+ & sold h] l&4 ,lat] regulations made h] f9d x impossible to cont9ue ! elem5t>y "w on ! l9es %e wi%$4 ,! ,gov]nm5t dem&s prov$ a fett] to "o :o felt %e %\ld be free to "w t[>ds h] ideal4 ,to h] m9d ! real progress ( elem5t>y education 9 ! c\ntry dep5d$1 n on ! #8introduction ( new subjects ( in/ruction1 :i* mu/ impose new & burd5some lab\r on tea*]s & *ildr54 ,x %\ld be ga9$ by ! bett] tra9+ ( tea*]s1 by ! adoption ( bett] me?ods1 by a wis] economy ( "t1 & by %[+ tea*]s h[ to put m k1 m skill1 m ?\ght1 m love1 & m en?usiasm into _! "w4' ,! legislation ( #aija made h] feel t #8,my ,lords' did n recognise ^! pr9ciples z all-important2 t !y und]valu$ su* an ef=t z %e 0 mak+ at ,*elt5ham2 t !y 7 unju/ to volunt>y s*ools4 ,%e felt z if %e 7 play+ an unfair game1 & decl9$ any long] to help =w>d a movem5t ( :i* %e c\ld n see ! goal4 ,x may be m>k$ also t %e c\ld nev] feel full sympa?y = free education4 ,f ?is "t %e aga9 limit$ h]self to tra9+ second>y tea*]s4 ,conditions :i* made elem5t>y tra9+ ! "o s]i\s "w :i* ,miss ,beale took up only to ab&on x1 are inde$ to be regrett$4 ,! magnific5t plant1 ! f9e opportunities = le>n+ & practis+1 su* z ! ,ladies' ,college c\ld supply1 above all ! l>ge-m9d$ tea*+1 ! s5se ( real education :i* ! ,lady ,pr9cipal w\ld give1 7 ?us lo/ to a cause :i* affects ! wellbe+ ( ! :ole nation4 ,! ,second>y ,tra9+ ,dep>tm5t became a recognis$ division ( ! ,college 9 #ahhe4 ,s high a value did ,miss ,beale put ^u ?is t %e wrote ( ! "w ( ! mi/ress 9 ^: *>ge x 01 z #8only second 9 importance to t ( ! ,head4' ,/4 ,hilda's "w1 us+ ! t]m :i* ,miss ,beale h]self w\ld h us$1 meant mu* m ?an tea*+ def9ite subjects & prep>+ = exam9ations3 x meant inspiration & ! lead+ out ( m9ds4 ,x dem&$ unlimit$ devotion to a cause4 ,x is probable t ,miss ,beale _h = long *]i%$1 & _h only gradually rel9qui%$ a hope1 ?\gh %e nev] =m$ any def9ite plan1 ( see+ arise out ( h] "w = education a body ( wom5 will+ to =m a tea*+ ord]4 ,oppos$ to si/]hood s*ools z %e 01 *iefly because h] ideal ( education 0 s high & ap>t1 t %e c\ld n be> to see x receive 9 any way a second>y place1 %e recognis$ ! imm5se value t "s k9d ( rule w\ld h1 if volunt>ily impos$ = ! sake ( education4 ,9 o!r words1 :ile %e did n l to see p tak+ up tea*]s' "w because !y 7 ,si/]s1 %e w\ld h lik$ to see ^? %e inspir$ & tra9$ volunt>ily take ^u !mselves "s ( ! re/rictions ( a ,si/]'s life because !y 7 tea*]s4 ,! ?\ght may h come to h] fir/ :51 9 #ahef & #aheh1 ,mrs4 ,lanca/] press$ h] to und]take p5it5ti>y "w "u rule4 ,x 0 ?is :i* l$ to ! sev]ity ( h] dress & grave demean\r at ,ca/]ton1 ?is :i* 0 e*o$ 9 a half-express$ wi% t h] /aff at ,*elt5ham %\ld we> black4 ,:51 aft] long ye>s ( wait+1 x became h] "p to tra9 wom5 = ! "w ( education1 ! aim ( induc+ !m to adopt a sep>ate devot$ life1 ) or )\t visible signs ( x1 0 ev] be=e h]4 ,n[ t ,/4 ,hilda's "w may be witness$ 9 ! ?ree great in/itutions be>+ ?is "n1 x is ( no common int]e/ to trace ,miss ,beale's own plan = its developm5t4 ,! plan itself & ! noble ideal beh9d x are n m rem>kable ?an ! ability ) :i* %e wait$1 resign$ h] individual fancy1 & became an ag5t r ?an an au?or4 ,! foll[+ extract 7circa #ahhd7 /ates h] fir/ design3-- #8,x is ?\ght t a prote/ 9 act is specially ne$$ 9 ^! days1 n[ t tea*]s are s highly paid1 & t an association ( tea*]s :o %\ld be ready to take up any "w requir$1 :e!r x 0 paid or n1 w\ld be able to c>ry on "w m effectively & cont9u\sly ?an an unorganis$ body ( wom54 #8,x is propos$1 !re=e1 t aft] ?ree ye>s1--t5 ( ^? :o agree 9 ?is g5]al pr9ciple %\ld unite toge!r z memb]s ( ! ,society ( ,/4 ,hilda1--t !y %\ld pay1 if "y1 into ! funds ( ! ,society :atev] !y e>n f t "t 7b keep+ complete control ov] any inve/$ prop]ty71 ! ,society provid+ !m a fix$ sal>y1 a home :5 dis5gag$ or out ( heal?1 b hold+ a "r to s5d !m out to any "w :i* seems ne$$4 ,! community may1 if two-?irds agree1 reject any memb] on return+ to h] :at %e has paid 91 m9us a fair sum = h] ma9t5ance4 ,a memb] may )draw ) half any calculat$ surplus ( e>n+s ov] exp5diture1 on giv+ "o ye>'s notice4 ,"s memb]s might reside p]man5tly & assi/ 9 v>i\s ways z writ]s & editors4 #8,x is propos$ t ! memb]s contribut+ ! money %\ld =m ! gov]n+ body1--elect a ,sup]ior1--t ! votes %\ld be 9 proportion to ! money contribut$4 ,t all ! money %\ld1 aft] pay+ ma9t5ance1 be exp5d$1 aft] leav+ a mod]ate res]ve fund1 on provid+ "s *>itable "w1 & t ! memb]s %\ld1 at ! w ( ! ,sup]ior1 be assign$ to any po/ %e may ?9k fit4 #8,! "w %\ld be prim>ily tea*+ or assi/+ 9 "s way 9 educational "w among/ ri* or poor1 specially religi\s tea*+1 to :i*1 x is hop$1 "s memb]s w *iefly devote !mselves1 e4g4 by lectures1 by correspond+ ) ^? :o ne$ advice or help 9 religi\s matt]s1 op5+ ! h\se to receive z visitors any :o ne$ a "t ( quiet & retreat do+ mission "w at home & abroad4 ,!re %\ld be only a v simple rule to be sign$ by ! work]s4 ,pray] at morn+1 ev5+1 & midday2 & su* special rules z seem desirable4 ,a holiday 9 proportion to ! "* ( ! "w4 ,! dress %\ld be simple1 b n conspicu\s1 & "s badge %\ld be worn by ! memb]s4' ,9 ?is connection x is int]e/+ to read ?is extract f a lett] writt5 to a tea*] :o 0 unsettl$ z to h] vocation1 & 0 contemplat+ ent]+ a si/]hood3-- #8,april #hi4 #8,i 0 mu* int]e/$ 9 y\r lett]4 ,i feel /rongly t :5 9 ,god's ,provid5ce we h be5 tra9$ = "o "w1 we %\ld n lightly turn to ano!r4 ,z y say1 !re is m scope 9 a l>ge si/]hood4 ,miss ---- is v happy at ,clew]4 ,/ill1 ,i ?9k ! rules ( an ord9>y si/]hood are difficult to comb9e ) ! life ( a tea*]4 ,i _c help ?9k+ t out ( ! ,society ( ! ,holy ,"n may gr[ up a some:at fre] tea*+ si/]hood4444 ,i hold /rongly t !re ought to be "s wom51 ^: en]gies %\ld be devot$ to s5d+ out "y tea*]s1 ) a true s5se ( _! vocation4 ,y h gifts z a tea*]2 y ought n1 x seems to me1 to bury !m4444' ,among ! wom5 ^: sa9tly lives 7 a s\rce ( inspiration to ,doro!a ,beale1 !re 0 "o ^: acqua9tance 7s to speak7 %e did n make until h]self 9 mature life4 ,none ! less did ! "n ( ,m>y ,a/ell become a ?\ght ( enc\ragem5t & hope to "o ^: he>t 0 ev] fre%4 ,:5 9 #ahij1 aft] v>i\s unsuccessful exp]im5ts1 a prop]ly manag$ h\se 0 op5$ = ! regul> tea*]s 9 ! ,college1 ,miss ,beale nam$ x ,a/ell ,h\se1 aft] ! lady :o1 9 ! reign ( ,anne1 put =? #8a plan ( a ,college = ! high] education ( woman1 :i* %\ld be at ! same "t a religi\s h\se4 ,! ladies 7 to sp5d "s "t 9 /udy z well z pray]1 ,mrs4 ,a/ell hold+ t !y _h z mu* "r z m5 to improve _! m9ds4444 ,_! special "w 0 to be ! education ( girls ( ! high] class1 & also1 if _! means w\ld admit1 ( ! daught]s ( poor g5tlem51 :o mu/ o!rwise rema9 untaught4444 ,mrs4 ,a/ell's s*eme ar\s$ consid]able int]e/1 & an unnam$ lady 7suppos$ to be ! ,que57 0 ready to give #aj1jjj = ! f\ndation ( su* an in/itution2 b ,bi%op ,burnet1 :o seems to h be5 consult$ 9 ! matt]1 put an end to ! plan1 say+ x w\ld be too mu* l a nunn]y4' ,miss ,beale c]ta9ly want$ a nunn]y no m ?an did ! timor\s ,bi%op4 ,z "t w5t on %e c>$ less = ! outw>d %ape ! _s %e /rove to fo/] might adopt2 b %e grew m & m e>ne/ & active 9 seek+ to influ5ce "y tea*]s to become s]i\s & high-m9d$ & self-sacrific+4 ,! ,quiet ,days1 :i* 7 in/itut$ *iefly to ?is end1 affect$ _m :olly outside ! ,college4 ,!y are !re=e bett] m5tion$ 9 connection ) ^? o!r int]e/s :i*1 to borr[ h] own nom5clature 9 ! ,magaz9e1 may be includ$ "u ! title ( #8,p>]ga4' ,,*apt] ,,xii ,,tea*] ,,& ,,pr9cipal #8,languor is n 9 y\r he>t1 ,weakness is n 9 y\r ^w1 ,we>9ess n on y\r br[4' ,m4 ,,arnold1 #8,rugby ,*apel4' ,a true hi/ory ( ! ,*elt5ham ,ladies' ,college w\ld n be m]ely a fai?ful record ( dat$ ev5ts1 ( build+1 enl>gem5t1 expansion1 ( ! introduction ( exam9ations1 ( di/9ctions ga9$2 x mu/ also sugge/1 if only 9 outl9e1 ! work+ ( ! _s :i* in=m$ ! :ole1 t by :i* x grew & became1 9 spite ( its size & ! diff]5t elem5ts x embrac$1 homog5e\s 9 itself & full ( =ce4 ,illu/ration3 ,photo4 ,g4 ,h4 ,m>tyn ,sons4 ,ladies' ,college & ,g>d5 #aijh4 ,t %e 0 b "o work] among _m1 t %e 0 only "p ( an #8ord]' :i* mu/ be tempor>y1 7 facts ev] be=e ,miss ,beale's eyes4 ,^? :o rememb] _! s*ool-days at ,*elt5ham ) love & gratitude ?9k n only ( ! ,pr9cipal1 b ( _m o!rs1 "s ( :om pass$ out ( sight be=e h]1 "s ( :om are /ill fai?fully c>ry+ out ! ideas %e inspir$1 b ^: influ5ce1 l h] own1 left an abid+ impression4 ,"o _s1 "o aim1 an equal /r5u\s ef=t 7 :at %e /rove be=e all ?+s to ga9 = h] fell[-lab\r]s1 & did und\bt$ly to a m>vell\s ext5t produce ?r\gh\t ! ,college4 ,?\gh ,miss ,beale did occasionally make mi/akes 9 h] *oice ( work]s1 expect+ too mu*1 or p]haps tak+ too mu* = grant$1 ?is 0 v r>ely ! case :]e class-tea*]s 7 conc]n$4 ,^!1 :o _h ! responsibility ( =m+ "* z well z ( giv+ in/ruction1 7 always tea*]s :om %e ?or\ghly knew & tru/$1 & _h g5]ally tra9$ h]self4 ,by ^!1 ! ?\ght & inspiration ( ! ,head 7 h&$ on4 ,b beyond ?is1 all :o pass$ ?r\gh ! ,college1 ev5 if !y did n h ! opportunity ( kn[+ ,miss ,beale p]sonally1 came 9 contact ) h] 9 "o way or ano!r4 ,ev5 ! y\nge/ he>d h] ,scripture lessons2 all ! pupils 9 ,division ,i4 _h _! m>ks read by h]1 & ?us came individually be=e h]4 ,^? :o 7 confirm$ :ile at s*ool 7 br\ght into clos] t\* ) h]1 & _m ?r\gh "s incid5t 9 _! s*ool c>e]1 or ?r\gh peculi> circum/ances ( home life1 le>n$ to "k h] z a fri5d4 ,! highe/ class 9 ,college1 & ! pupils :o 7 hopefully nam$ ,b4,a4's1 saw a good deal ( h] ev5 to ! end4 ,& f fir/ to la/ 9 h] long head%ip1 x 0 possible = any *ild1 big or little1 9 any "p ( ! ,college1 to "k ! ,pr9cipal1--by h]self tak+ notice ( h]4 ,miss ,beale's fa/idi\s hone/y1 :i* l$ h] to dread ev5 ! lea/ appe>ance ( /eal+ he>ts away f home1 l>gely held h] back f mak+ p]sonal fri5ds among ! girls /ill at ,college4 #8,ye>n$ to be lov$1' %e wrote once 9 h] di>y2 b consi/5tly br\ght to h] "w a special gift ( self-sacrifice 9 nev] seek+ affection = h]self p]sonally4 ,%e _h1 moreov]1 a horror ( ! unheal?y atta*m5ts :i* are (t5 a s\rce ( dang] 9 girls' s*ools4 ,9 ?is connection may be read "o ( h] _m lett]s to ,miss ,cl>a ,arnold3#fg-- #8,yes1 y are "r1 t does po9t to a fatal error4 ,if we make our *ildr5 lean on u 7brok5 re$s71 !y w n /& long4 ,if !y make an idol ( any human be+1 :5 ! idol is brok5 _! fai? goes too4 ,we mu/ try to bid !m fly upw>ds into ! sunlight2 !y mu/ n tumble ab\t on ! gr\nd l ^? poor birds ^: w+s are clipp$4 ,!y mu/ look up1 n to u1 b ) u1 to our common ,"l4 ,:at mis]able1 weak1 sickly creatures _m wom5 are1 :o mu/ always h a ,pope4 ,! *ildr5 %\ld give y respect & e/eem1 & y c give !m sympa?y & affection too1 & z !y are *ildr5 !y may h a help+ h&1 b make !m give up1 if possible1 s5tim5tal wor%ip4 ,!y mu/ n d "r = love ( y1 b because x is "r4 #8,h[ fight aga9/ ?is8 ,well1 tell ! *ildr5 "s ( ^! ?+s1 & talk x ov] ) ,miss ---- & ! o!r tea*]s4 ,!re mu/ be h>mony ( action4 ,i speak /rongly1 because ,i h se5 ?is _s eat away ! high] life ( "o l>ge s*ool4 ,i h su* a dread ( its gett+ 9 "h4 #8,i "k !re mu/ be a c]ta9 am\nt ( h]o-wor%ip 9 ! "y4 ,!y ne$ help f p>5ts & tea*]1 b we mu/ tra9 !m out ( dep5d5ce4 ,?is sort ( ?+1 too1 leads to inju/ice to ^? :o are n wor%ipp$4 ,!y are 8puff$ up = "o1 aga9/ ano!r40 ,!y wa/e "t & /r5g? 9 day-dreams ab\t _! idol4 ,:5 a little old] !y are always fancy+ !mselves 9 love1 because !y h got us$ to an excitem5t ( feel+4 #8,i feel incl9$ to say ,i wi% ,i c\ld help y m2 always ask me if y ?9k ,i c4 ,b ,i advise y *iefly to make ?is a subject ( pray]4 ,i say daily t ,collect = ,:itsunday1 ab\t a 8"r judgm5t 9 all ?+s40 ,!n ,i ?9k ,i %\ld see :]e ! evil is mo/ app>5t1 n speak to ! :ole class b to "s few4 ,v likely1 if y try to prev5t ?is wrong wor%ip1 y w create an antagonism :i* w give y mu* tr\ble2 su* affection easily turns to hatr$4444 ,?is sort ( ?+ does make homes s unhappy because ! wife takes 8tiffs40 ,try e>ne/ly to brace !m1 my de> *ild4' ,miss ,beale's own %yness also /ood 9 ! way ( h] p]sonal intimacy ) h] pupils4 ,%e lik$ to be met m ?an half-way4 ,%e lik$ ! bir?day-book br\ght to h] to sign1#fh ! r>e wild-fl[] f\nd & ga!r$ = h]1 ! little note ( sympa?y or inquiry or ?anks4 ,a hundr$ reasons w\ld keep mo/ girls back f tak+ ! simple /eps :i* w\ld h l$ !m e>ly to f9d a fri5d 9 ,miss ,beale4 ,:ile !y 7 rev]5c+ 9 sil5ce & at a di/ance !re w\ld come along "s bright ?+ ( quick p]ception1 accu/om$ to society & to be welcome ev]y:]e1 untr\bl$ by self-consci\sness1 :o w\ld approa* ! ?rone ) no #8unaccu/om$ awe1' b /&1 & *at1 & smile1 & be obvi\sly acceptable to ! lonely sov]eign4 #8,y "k1 ,a41' %e said once to an old girl1 #8x 0 y\r fre$om f %yness ) me t fir/ drew me to y4' ,&1 z a matt] ( fact1 ,miss ,beale 0 really ! mo/ accessible ( sov]eigns4 ,%e long$ to "k all h] *ildr51 & to help ea* p]sonally4 ,x 0 only a girl ^: c>e] 0 v %ort or :olly unev5tful1 & l$ 9 ! l[] classes ( ! s*ool1 :o c\ld rema9 :olly unacqua9t$ ) h]4 ,ev5 !n1 x w\ld be f\nd t ! t5 m9utes' individual talk :i* ! ,pr9cipal _h ) ea* z %e left ! ,college f9ally1 impress$ itself on ! m9d ( ! he>]4 ,h] sympa?ies 7 ev] mo/ readily drawn out by ^? likely 9 aft] ye>s to ex]cise influ5ce--9 "s prom95t1 possibly ,imp]ial position1 or z tea*]s4 ,at all times a sil5t1 /rong1 unconsci\s impression 0 produc$ ^u mo/ by ,miss ,beale's r>e abs5ce f h] po/1 h] m9ute att5tion to h] own %>e ( ! "w ( ! ,college1 h] obvi\s self-devotion4 #8,i c't picture ! ,college )\t h]1 %e always seem$ to be ev]y:]e1' "o wrote aft] h] dea?4 ,ano!r said1 #8,al?\gh %e might nev] speak to y1 /ill ! fact t %e 0 n !re on any day always made ! ,college feel /range & empty4' ,h] memory = all :o _h pass$ ?r\gh ! ,college 0 simply extraord9>y4 ,a m>ri$ pupil1 visit+ ,*elt5ham aft] _m ye>s' int]val1 writes ( h] amazem5t at f9d+ t ,miss ,beale c\ld tell h] ( e girl %e _h be5 ) 9 class1 & 9 _m cases by :om %e _h sat1 :om %e _h lik$1 & s on4 ,ano!r1 :o 0 = two ye>s at ! ,college1 only spoke twice to ! ,pr9cipal dur+ t p]iod1 & left )\t ! lea/ idea t ,miss ,beale c\ld "k h] z an individual4 ,two ye>s aft] leav+ ! fir/ great sorr[ ( h] life came1 9 ! dea? ( h] class-tea*]1 ,miss ,aitk54 #8,t fri5d%ip1' %e writes1 #8_h nev] deg5]at$ into any fooli% or selfi% atta*m5t4 ,i /ill c\nt x z "o ( ! /ronge/ motives ( my life4' ,9 ! deep grief ov] h] fri5d's dea? came a lett] f ,miss ,beale3 #8,j ! fact t %e rememb]$ & und]/ood 0 l a revelation4 ,x 0 ?r\gh t t ,i fir/ realis$ ! possibility ( ! individual love & c>e ( ,god4' ,naturally1 x 0 9 ! e>lie/ days1 :5 ! fir/ class 0 small & ,miss ,beale taught _m subjects h]self1 t an intimate tie betwe5 ! head & ! pupil 0 mo/ easily =m$4 ,b ,miss ,beale's wond]ful fre%ness ( m9d & he>t enabl$ h] to cont9ue n only ! old fri5d%ips s made1 b ye>ly to make new ones4 ,%e _h a wond]ful way1 too1 ( ma9ta9+ fri5d%ip4 ,a girl might pass ?r\gh ! s*ool kn[+ h] b a little1 b loyalty to ,college fo/]$ by ! ,guild meet+s w\ld ea* ye> br+ h] into clos] t\* ) ! ,pr9cipal4 #8,i hope we may meet aga91' %e wrote 9 #ahgf to "o :o _h _h a deep love & rev]5ce = h]1 b n mu* m ?an a slight acqua9tance ) h] 9 ,college4 ,tw5ty ye>s aft]1 :5 ev5ts drew !m toge!r aga91 a close mutual fri5d%ip :i* greatly bright5$ ,miss ,beale's decl9+ ye>s grew out ( ! se$ s[n s long be=e4 ,miss ,beale h]self held t ! influ5ce ( ! ,pr9cipal on ! s*ool %\ld be ?r\gh ! tea*]s4 #8,%e c d m ) five hundr$ if %e has a /aff ?or\ghly 9 sympa?y ) h] ?an if %e br\ght direct p]sonal influ5ce to be> ^u a s*ool ( a hundr$4 8,if y want a ?+ done1 d n d x y\rself10 %\ld be ! motto ( a rul] = ev]yday use4 ,act ?r\gh o!rs1 educate !m !reby to indep5d5ce1 & res]ve y\r /r5g? = ?+s t none b a ,head c d4' ,9 tea*+1 ,miss ,beale's def9ite aim 0 to inspire4 ,%e s\ght b little to in=m1 b mu* to k9dle a ?ir/ = k1 a love ( good & beautiful ?+s1 & to awak5 ?9k+ p[]4 ,?is %e und\bt$ly did1 ?\gh ! process 0 sl[2 work+ itself out quietly 9 ! m9d & "* ( ^? %e taught1 9 nobl] views ( life1 m ref9$ appreciations1 improv$ s5se ( proportion4 ,:5 !re 0 a "q ( prep>ation = exam9ation1 or ( ! def9ite k su* z 0 requir$ 9 ma!matical subjects1 x 0 necess>y to supplem5t ! lessons ( ! ,pr9cipal4 ,yet h] tea*+ ( ! exact sci5ces 0 h>dly less illum9ative ?an ( ^? :i* make a m direct appeal to ! imag9ation4 ,%e w\ld int]e/ ! class 9 a ma!matical problem1 induce ! m9d to "w1 leave x at ! end ( a lesson impress$ & r\s$1 b at ! same "t n cle> ab\t ! subject %e _h be5 putt+ be=e x4 ,!n aft]w>ds ! explanation up to :i* %e _h be5 lead+ w\ld (t5 come l a fla% to ! puzzl+ bra94 ,naturally ! tea*+ ( hi/ory 0 a great opportunity to "o :o c\ld s clo! h] subject ) life4 ,9 ?is %e 0 m ?an m]ely picturesque & vivid1 %e w\ld all[ h] own delight$ int]e/ to %[ itself4 ,:o t he>d !m c\ld =get h] lectures on ! reign ( ,george ! ,?ird1 9 :i* %e & h] :ole class 7 transport$ to ! old ,p>liam5t ,h\se1 li/5+1 x might be1 to ! y\ng] ,pitt's maid5 spee*1 or to "s /irr+ debate betwe5 him & 8 rival1 he>+ ! applause1 ! diss5ti5t murmurs1 ev5 a joke "u ! brea? ( "s li/5]8 ,%e w\ld lead up to a climax ) dramatic =ce4 ,) :at a/oni%m5t did h] audi5ce he>1 z if x 7 a />tl+ piece ( political news ( _! own day1 ( ! ,coalition ,m9i/ry6#fi ,! /udy ( hi/ory has n[ become organis$ & sci5tific4 ,miss ,beale's own me?ods 7 out ( date long be=e h] dea?2 %e ceas$ inde$ to tea* ! subject h]self ab\t #ahgd1 b %e nev] lo/ ! en?usiasm ) :i* %e fir/ ent]$ ^u x4 ,z an example %e 0 always anxi\s t ^? :o 7 lectur+ on hi/ory %\ld adopt ! views %e consid]$ j ab\t c]ta9 p]sonages4 ,once1 :5 ! ,tudor p]iod 0 be+ /udi$ 9 ! ,college1 %e summon$ ! tea*]s1 z ! s*ool h\rs end$ at "o o'clock1 into a classroom to he> :at %e believ$ to be ! tru? ab\t ,cranm]--) a few words mak+ a t]rible picture ( "t-s]v+ & c[>dice4 ,on ! o!r h&1 %e 0 always anxi\s t :at 0 great 9 ,elizabe? %\ld be recognis$2 t e possible excuse %\ld be made = h] faults4 ,b if ,miss ,beale's me?ods ( tea*+ hi/ory h be5 to "s ext5t sup]s$$1 x %\ld be rememb]$ t %e 0 among ! fir/ to insi/ on ! importance ( g5]al hi/ory4 ,?\gh assur$ ( ! value ( detail$ & special k1 %e 0 n cont5t to let "o p]iod /& alone unl9k$ ) its context4 ,%e w\ld n cut (f ! hi/ory ( ,engl& z a ?+ by itself1 b %[$ its place 9 ! /ream ( "t1 9 ! lives ( ! nations4 ,s almo/ e class 0 oblig$ to le>n some?+ ( outl9e & g5]al hi/ory1 & "h x 0 t ! ,*>t & ,textbook play$ s important a "p4 ,miss ,beale's ,engli% lit]ature lessons may1 m ?an any o!rs %e gave1 be describ$ z sui g5]is4 #8,miss ,beale gives lit]ature lessons ( a peculi> k9d1' 0 ! appreciation ( a new pupil :o _h /udi$ ! subject be=e com+ to ,*elt5ham4 ,h] lit]ature lesson1 inde$1 _h _m functions4 ,! subject became ! vehicle ( mu* tea*+ t x 0 n conv5i5t to give 9 a ,bible lesson4 ,%e s\ght to int]e/ h] class 9 books1 9 read+1 9 noble ?\ghts1 9 f9e prose & poetry4 ,b ?is 0 by no means all4 ,%e s\ght prim>ily to give views ( life1 conduct1 & "* su* z w\ld enable h] he>]s to g f s*ool into a l>g] _w1 already prep>$ to "k :at to f9d4 ,"u ! names ( fri5d & fri5d%ip mu* 0 said :i* might apply equally to ! *oice ( a husb& & to m>riage4 ,k ( "*1 %e w\ld (t5 say1 is s important = wom54 ,h5ce %e lik$1 if possible1 once a ye> to read & lecture ^u "o ( ,%aksp]e's great plays to ! fir/ class4 ,?\gh ev] fre% & int]e/+1 & h]self z int]e/$ z ev] 9 ^! read+s1 ?\gh ! lectures 7 con/antly bright5$ & enri*$ by new books & ?\ghts br\ght to be> ^u !m1 !re 0 v little v>iation 9 ! treatm5t ( ! ma9 !me4 ,at c]ta9 crises 9 ! /ory1 ov] c]ta9 *>act]s1 he>]s ( long /&+ knew :at to expect4 ,ophelia1 to take an in/ance1 0 = all ! g5]ations ( girls :o read ,hamlet at ,*elt5ham ! woman :o fail$ a man because %e c\ld n d>e to be true4 ,a matt] l ?is 0 vital to ,miss ,beale4 ,c\ld any class-tea*] 9 ! ,college h repres5t$ ,ophelia 9 any o!r light1 ! ,lady ,pr9cipal w\ld h sp>$ no pa9s to po9t out ! error ( ! treatm5t1 bo? to h] & to ^? %e _h misl$4 ,desdemona1 aga91 0 always m>k$ z ! wife :o n unnaturally r\s$ ! suspicions ( a jeal\s-m9d$ husb&1 because he knew t 9 m>ry+ him %e _h deceiv$ h] fa!r4 ,! mis]y t may foll[ a secret wilful m>riage 0 always h9t$ at :5 ?is /ory 0 told4 ,b !re 7 o!r & less weighty consid]ations ?an influ5ce & m>riage 9 ^! lectures4 ,!y suppli$ opportunity = sugge/ions on simple affairs su* z ! *oice ( books1 ways ( sp5d+ "t & money1 mann]s1 conv]sation1 & ! l4 ,(t5 que/ions ( ! day1 politics 9 a v g5]al s5se1 & social problems 7 l$ up to4 ,miss ,beale might be unacademic to a fault 9 ^! lectures1 b %e _h t p[] ( inspiration :i* made e poem %e priz$1 e "* %e admir$1 live immortally = ^? :o he>d h] speak ( !m4 ,! actual read+--specially ( poetry--0 a delight to bo? read] & he>]s4 ,miss ,beale _h a /rong dramatic in/9ct1 a ke5 enjoym5t ( poetry & ! "r use ( words4 ,%e _h also a wond]ful voice1 :i* %e manag$ well1 & ?\gh always quiet & re/ra9$ 9 mann] c>ri$ h] audi5ce ) h] unwe>i$ly4 ,! lit]ature lesson 0 long1 specially 9 ! e>ly days :51 ow+ to %ort di/ances & small numb]s1 no "t 0 occupi$ by arrangem5ts = pray]s4 ,= ?irty or =ty m9utes correct$ notes 7 return$ & criticis$1 !n ! lecture prop] w\ld beg9 & g on = a full h\r4 ,sometimes ! :ole "t1 an h\r & a half1 0 tak5 up by ! lecture4 ,x 0 c]ta9ly v unusual = any "o to f9d x too long4 ,a fur!r int]e/ 9 ^! lectures lay 9 an ef=t to make !m language lessons4 ,z a matt] ( fact1 ?\gh mu* int]e/$ 9 language h]self1 ,miss ,beale did little m ?an inspire a wi% to /udy x fur!r4 ,p]haps ?is 0 h] aim 9 t\*+ ^u x at all4 ,%e w\ld (t5 br+ to h] lesson a table ( ,grimm's ,law1 expla9 x v rapidly1 & appe> to expect t x %\ld be z rapidly rememb]$4 ,miss ,beale's lit]ature 0 by no means conf9$ to ,%aksp]e's plays4 ,all ! greate/ & _m less] works 9 ! ,engli% tongue 7 tak5 9 _! turn4 ,b %e w\ld seldom take ! works ( any ^: ?\ght seem$ to h] inf]ior2 w\ld h little1 = in/ance1 to d ) ,dryd5 & ,pope4 ,/yle 9 itself _h no attraction1 & ! gr[? ( lit]>y =m1 unless accompani$ by ! developm5t ( noble ?\ght1 0 ( little int]e/4 ,no subject1 p]haps1 0 m aft] h] own *oice ?an ! poems ( ,sp5s]4 ,%e w\ld dwell ) unfail+ delight on ! complicat$ allegories ( ! ,fary ,que5e1 or on ! ,hymns to #8,heav5ly ,love' & #8,heav5ly ,beauty4' ,nor 0 a s*ool ye> ev] all[$ to pass )\t h] introduc+ ! high] classes 9 ! ,college to "s ( ,br[n+'s works4 ,h[ _m mu/ h le>n$ to "k 8 great] %ort poems by he>+ h] read !m4#gj ,b ! subject ) :i* ! "n ( ,doro!a ,beale z a tea*] w ev] be associat$ is t ( ,holy ,scripture4 ,= ?is h] greate/ =ce 0 res]v$4 ,?is 0 ! s\l ( h] "w1 z any :o li/5$ to h] lessons ) a he>+ e>1 or :o m>k$ ! deep rev]5ce prevail+ 9 h] class1 c\ld n fail to obs]ve4 ,trammell$ %e 0 9 _m ways1 at fir/ by ! n>r[ness :i* _h almo/ prev5t$ h] com+ to ,*elt5ham2 increas+ly1 z "t w5t on1 by ! numb]s ( h] he>]s :o held oppos+ views on religion or :o _h no views at all2 mu* always by h] own dread ( #8(f5d+' or ( h9d]+ an e>ne/ seek] = tru? by a positive ass]tion4 ,^! causes made x inevitable t h] tea*+ %\ld seem to _m vague or insuffici5t1 s9ce %e c\ld n be> to miss putt+ h]self beside ^? :o 7 z babes1 unable to v5ture a /ep into ! untri$4 ,an old pupil has well describ$ ?is attitude3-- #8,%e did n g v mu* into e sort ( detail1 b ,i wond] :at use c be made ( doctr9al details by p ^: g5]al s*eme ( ?+s is "o into :i* !y don't fit8 & t1 ,i suppose1 is ! tr\ble ( mo/ p :o are puzzl$ by su* ?+s at all4 ,:]eas ,miss ,beale1 9 anticipation ( ?is difficulty1 always seem$ to me to set =? a spiritual con/ruction ( ! univ]se1 into :i* no spiritual tru? le>n$ aft]w>ds c\ld possibly fail to fit1 suppos+ x to be a tru? 9 v de$4 ,i d n see h[ any tea*] c possibly d a great] "w2 ?\gh ,i d n say = a mom5t t %e did no m4' ,c]ta9ly 9 ! weekly lesson to ! :ole ,fir/ ,division ( ! s*ool %e did a great deal m4 ,ano!r old pupil may be quot$ "h3-- #8,speak+ = myself1 ,i c say )\t hesitation t x 0 f h] t ,i le>n$ ! tru? ( ! sacram5tal life4 ,"o ?+ %e said to me1 & %e repeat$ x ) emphasis at ! "t ( my ,confirmation1 is z fre% 9 my m9d to-day z ! day %e said x4 ,aga91 ,i c say = myself1 & my read+ has be5 fairly wide1 t h] influ5ce has be5 entirely aga9/ any weak5+ ( fai?4 ,kn[+ some?+ at lea/ ( h] "* & intellectual p[]1 x 0 natural to feel t :]e %e 0 /eadfa/ "o ne$ n be afraid4 ,m ?an t1 h] direct tea*+ by its sympa!tic insight into ! deepe/ aspects ( life 0 always1 & always w be inspir+4 ,if x is true t !re 0 some?+ vague 9 h] utt]ances1 ,i believe x 0 because %e _h rea*$ a plane ( ?\ght :]e ! words :i* h become ! curr5t ?\ght ( ev]yday life are inadequate =ms ( expression4' ,if1 9 ord] to seek "s err+ _s1 ,miss ,beale did at times seem to neglect o!rs1 x mu/ be rememb]$ t 9 tea*+ ! ,bible1 m ?an at any o!r "t1 %e really took up ! humble position ( simply br++ h] he>]s to ?9k & li/5 = !mselves4 ,?is 0 ! int5tion :i* lay bel[ ! rev]5t behavi\r exact$ f a ,scripture class4 ,by means ( ?is %e /rove to impress ! importance to ! he>] ( be+ /ill1 ready1 att5tive1 free f selfi% or idle ?\ght4 ,%e prep>$ n only ! lesson1 b also h]self to give x1 ) a devotion & self-d5ial :i* %e nev] all[$ to become relax$ by press+ bus9ess1 age1 or infirmity4 ,n only 0 ,friday ev5+ /rictly kept = ! f9al prep>ation ( ! lesson1 b ! ord9>y details ( s*ool bus9ess att5d$ to be=e pray]s 7 put aside on ! day x 0 giv54 ,no "o 9 ! ,college w\ld h ?\ght on ^? days ( speak+ to ,miss ,beale be=eh& except on "s urg5t matt]4 ,writ+ to a "y tea*] 9 #ahhj1 %e said3 #8,i us$ to prep>e my lessons on my knees1 7don't say ?is to o!rs74 ,y w\ld f9d x a help1 ,i ?9k1 to d ?is sometimes4' ,?is e>ne/ness & dilig5ce 7 %>$ by _m ( ! class-tea*]s4 ,9 a %ort acc\nt ( ,miss ,bel*]1 :i* appe>$ 9 ! ,college ,magaz9e ( #ahih1 ,miss ,beale said3 #8,only ^? :o knew h] intimately 7 aw>e ( ! long /udy & extreme pa9s %e took ) h] ,scripture lessons4 ,e ,friday at ,*elt5ham we us$ to meet & g ov] ! ,saturday lesson toge!r4' ,! annual midsumm] exam9ation 0 no m]e te/ ( k ga9$1 b1 l ! weekly notes1 a real ex]cise ( ?\ght4 ,9 ?is matt] ,miss ,beale receiv$ ! full sympa?y & co-op]ation ( ! ,rev4 ,e4 ,worsley1 :o = _m ye>s exam9$ ! upp] classes ( ! ,college 9 ,scripture4#ga ,! subject ( ,miss ,beale's ,scripture lessons 0 g5]ally a ,gospel or an ,epi/le4 ,occasionally %e w\ld take ! book ( ,g5esis1 f :i* %e w\ld draw mu* in/ruction on ,s91 ,freewill1 ,fai?4 ,p]haps h] fav\rite subject 0 ! ,gospel ( ,/4 ,john4 ,rememb]+ ! ,saturday class1 ! awe ) :i* %e w\ld speak ( ! ,logos1 or ) passionate devotion foll[ ! sublime tea*+ ( ! lat] *apt]s ( t book1 ! gl[+ ard\r ) :i* %e w\ld heap up fact & pro( conc]n+ ! ,resurrection1 occur at once to ! memory4 ,lett]s to old pupils :o _h become tea*]s 9 o!r s*ools %[ ,miss ,beale's reasons = dwell+ on c]ta9 po9ts4 ,to ,miss ,wolseley ,lewis1 head-mi/ress ( ! ,graham ,/reet ,*ur* ,high ,s*ool1 %e wrote 9 #ahig conc]n+ #a ,cor4 vii43-- #8,yes--,i h tak5 x4 ,!re is no ne$ to insi/ on e ^w4 ,9 read+ "o's ,bible "s ?+s are n suitable = *ildr51 b ! tea*+ ( ^? *apt]s reg>d+ ! sacr$ness ( ! body is extremely valuable4 ,rob]tson on ,cor9?ians is v helpful4 #8,i w see if ,i c f9d my notes1 !y w\ld be useful to y2 b y ne$ n be afraid to take x1 y w l x4' ,& aga9 9 ,janu>y #ahih on ! same subject3-- #8,i h look$ 9 va9 = my notes on ,cor9?ians4 ,i ?9k ,rob]tson w give y mu* useful help 9 work+ out ! m difficult *apt]s4 ,x is v important ) eld] girls n to leave out ! tea*+ :i* comes naturally out ( ! ,epi/le1 on ! sacr$ness ( m>riage1 & ! responsibility ( *oice1--on ! c]ta9 promises t if we ask guidance x w be giv54 ,! example ( ,abraham 9 *oos+ a wife = 8 son may be cit$1--! necessity ( wait+ = guidance1--pray+ = light until x comes1 :5 we are call$ on to decide ! mo/ important "q ( our :ole lives4 ,"o may insi/ on ! duty ( be+ s equipp$ t we c e>n our own liv+1 & n be tempt$ into ! disgrace ( a m]c5>y m>riage4 ,"o may j t\* ^u ! dete/able tea*+ ( "s mod]n works1 t our affections & acts are beyond our control4 ,i feel sure y w f9d y c d mu* to help girls ?us4' ,to ,miss ,arnold at ,truro %e wrote3-- #8,z reg>ds ,acts3 ,i %\ld say n2 because "o is s mu* drawn aside to hi/ory & geography2 b "o may "w 9 ,epi/les1 etc41 if !re is an exam9ation requir$4 ,i made up my m9d ,i w\ld n take x aga94' ,& aga91 9 #ahia1 on ! use ( ,scripture tea*+3-- #8,i ?9k :at we %\ld d is to make x come home to ! *ildr5 9 _! daily life z a cl]gyman h>dly c4 ,we "k _! faults & temptations4 ,i (t5 take ! baptismal v[4 ,i really c't f9d "t to write mu*1 & x is s impossible to sugge/ mu*4 ,i am sure y w f9d ?+s easi] :5 y beg94' ,! imm5se detail ( ! tea*+1 foll[+ z x did ! innum]able sugge/ions t "o text might give1 0 sometimes confus+ to a new class4 ,a t]m's lessons might be occupi$ ) a few v]ses only4 ,!n !re is no d\bt t ,miss ,beale's l>ge way ( ?9k+ & compreh5sive =m ( expression 0 difficult to foll[4 ,?is did n less5 ) age4 ,new pupils1 p>ticul>ly ( late ye>s1 7 (t5 fill$ ) despair at ! prospect ( hav+ to write out ! lessons4 ,_m felt ! ,sunday "w x involv$ to be a /ra94 ,?is 0 less ! case at fir/1 :5 p]haps intellectual int]e/s _h m undisput$ sway4 ,! life 9 ,college1 z 9 o!r sph]es1 has become m full & (f]s few] spaces = un9t]rupt$ ?\ght4 ,sometimes a :isp] t h] ,scripture lessons 7 too difficult rea*$ ! ,lady ,pr9cipal4 ,x griev$ h]1 b %e nev] q believ$ x4 ,%e wrote ( x to ,miss ,arnold3-- #8,i l y to tell me :at is said1 b !n ,i d n l to "k m4444 ,!re are o!rs mu* old] to :om ,i address myself1 & ,i see !y d ent] m & m z ! ye> goes on1 & ,i am tea*+ m n[ = ! future4 ,i d ?9k ,i =tify "s m = ! trials ( _! future life ?an ,i did :5 y 7 "h4 ,^? :o _c foll[1 ought to be put into a class :]e ! tea*+ is less difficult4 ,!y d n say ?is1 ,i hope1 ab\t my ,monday lessons1 only ! ,saturday4444' ,! pati5t correction & explanation ( ! pupils' essays on ! lessons 0 n ! lea/ "p ( ! ,scripture "w4 ,h[ full1 elaborate1 & dilig5t ?is correction 0 w n readily be und]/ood by any :o d n "k ! ,*elt5ham sy/em4 ,b ?\gh ,miss ,beale wrote a great deal 9 ! girls' books1 h] corrections 7 (t5 fram$ on ! ,socratic me?od s mu* priz$ by h]4 ,to take an example4 ,a vague use ( ! ^w inf9itely has writt5 aga9/ x1 #8,d y mean f et]nity8' #8,! univ]se1' writes "o pupil lightly1 to h ! ^w und]l9$ & ) #8,mean+' writt5 above x4 ,& %e _h a wond]ful eye = ?\ght & ef=t4 ,no writ]1 h[ev] poor1 ^: "w %[$ signs ( ^! 0 disc\rag$4 ,"o writes ( ?is3-- #8,i h "o ( my old ,scripture books1 & on look+ x ov]1 = ! fir/ "t = _m ye>s1 ,i am mo/ /ruck by h] p[] ( see+ good 9 ! v crude attempts ( a girl ( sixte54 ,x seems to me m>vell\s t %e1 ) h] great intellect1 c\ld h put h]self on our level1 s z to see :5 we _h ?\ght1 & to enc\rage u ) ! 8s0 & 8g0 t we valu$ s highly4 ,i am afraid ,i us$ to look out m = ! 8g's0 ?an = ! comm5ts & corrections t %[$ h[ mu* pa9s %e took h]self ) ea* attempt ( ours4' ,a good deal ( en?usia/ic drudg]y 0 ne$$ = ! corrector ( tw5ty or ?irty ,scripture books e week4 ,ev5 ,miss ,beale f\nd x h>d at times1 & w\ld write3-- #8,mu* idle "t aga94 ,at #aj ,p4,m4 ,?ursday n t\*$ a correction4 ,?us unfai?ful :ile ,i am s mu* help$4' ,&3-- #8,tir$1 b t]ribly neglig5t4 ,put (f books 9 a really unp>donable way1 & felt irritable at "w4' ,9 deal+ ) individual "*1 faults1 & weakness ,miss ,beale %[$ no common tact1 & (t5 surpass+ a/ut5ess4 ,to beg9 )1 %e 0 h]self s well discipl9$1 s well attun$ to ! highe/ ?\ght ( "w = o!rs1 t probably %e did n ev5 feel irritat$ by ! errors & mi/akes ( h] *ildr54 ,c]ta9ly %e nev] %[$ annoyance4 ,x is impossible ev5 to ?9k ( h] be+ satirical or s>ca/ic ei!r 9 tea*+ or 9 deal+ ) faults ( mann] or "*4 ,%e w\ld h consid]$ x unp>donable 9 an "u-tea*] to be s1 almo/ z repreh5sible z to treat or speak ( a *ild z /upid4 ,%e _h inde$ a special love = #8ugly duckl+s1' 9 :om %e w\ld frequ5tly p]ceive & draw out a lat5t swanhood4 ,"s ?+s--su* z :at %e t]m$ ! #8petty l>c5y ( h] "t' by ^? :o prolong$ an int]view by aimless small talk--did irritate h]2 b %e w\ld no m h be5 annoy$ by ! %ortcom+s ( a *ild ?an a doctor w\ld be at ! illness ( a pati5t4 ,?\gh able to adapt h]self spontane\sly to individual *>act]i/ics1 %e _h c]ta9 di/9ct l9es along :i* %e work$4 ,deal+ ) ord9>y *ildi% faults %e w\ld make no appeal on high religi\s gr\nds1 us$ no set or /ock phrases4 ,always1 9 big & little ?+s1 %e w\ld %[ ! *ild "s gr\nd = expect+ "r action f h]1 po9t+ out some?+ probably connect$ ) h] home :i*1 a legitimate s\rce ( satisfaction1 %\ld be also a spur to d well4 ,or %e w\ld treat a rebelli\s act 9 su* a way z to rob x ( all its delight4 ,an amus+ in/ance ( ?is 0 told by a writ] 9 ! ,gu>dian ( ,novemb] #ba1 #aijf3 #8,on "o occasion a v clev] /ud5t1 ) an unruly temp]1 refus$1 because "s "o _h annoy$ h]1 to eat h] breakfa/ on ! day ( an important exam9ation4 ,h] =m mi/ress begg$ ,miss ,beale to p]suade ! girl to h at lea/ "s milk4 ,%e 0 s5t to ,miss ,beale1 & 0 greatly />tl$ by--8,i he> y are fa/+ to-day2 = a temp] l y\rs x is probably a wise discipl9e40 ,no?+ m 0 said1 b ! girl did n refuse h] lun*eon4' ,su* homopa?ic treatm5t 0 sometimes also appli$ to idl5ess1 a r>e fault 9 a s*oolgirl4 ,x 01 9 anci5t days1 occasionally kn[n 9 ! ,?ird ,division at ,*elt5ham4 ,q r>ely1 9 consequ5ce1 a little girl w\ld be all[$ to d no?+ b sit /ill all ! morn+4 ,no "o _h a *ance ( %[+ ob/9acy4 ,x 0 a relief to m ?an "o "y tea*] to be told t #8,y mu/ nev] let a *ild h ! satisfaction ( hold+ out aga9/ y4' ,if su* a ?+ did occur1 !re 0 no conte/1 no opposition ( sup]ior p[] on ! "p ( a tea*]2 a few1 v few words f ! ,lady ,pr9cipal w\ld make ! *ild see ! futility & sill9ess ( h] attitude4 ,a moral del9qu5cy 01 h[ev]1 met ) ! v greate/ s]i\sness4 ,p>5ts 7 sometimes surpris$ at ! extraord9>y pa9s ,miss ,beale w\ld take to obta9 ! confession ( su* a fault z copy+ a lesson4 ,! slighte/ suspicion ( di%one/y 0 always foll[$ up at once1 b ! act 0 nev] br\ght home to ! (f5d] until !re 0 positive pro(4 ,!n ! way w\ld be made easy = h]1 ! lie prev5t$ by some?+ l ?is3 #8,my *ild1 ,i am sure y h too good a consci5ce to re/ ) su* a ?+ z ?is ^u x4' ,conviction & confession ( a fault made x imm$iately possible to %[ h[ x came ab\t1 h[ x might be prev5t$ 9 ! future4 ,especially 9 ! matt] ( untru?fulness ,miss ,beale w\ld trace ! outside fault to its s\rce1 %[+ x to be a symptom ( "s corrupt+ =ce )91 c[>dice1 vanity1 or idl5ess4 ,9 ?is connection x is well wor? :ile to read h] rem>kable little pap] on ,tru?4#gb ,"o tale ( h] discrim9ation may well be told4 ,a class-tea*] receiv$ "s anonym\s lett]s :i* %e took to ,miss ,beale1 nam+ ! girl %e took to be ! writ]4 ,"s days pass$4 ,! tea*] ?\ght ! matt] =gott51 :5 "o morn+ ,miss ,beale said to h]1 #8,s5d ---- to me4 ,i c see by h] face ?is morn+ t %e w tell me all4' ,miss ,beale 0 n disappo9t$ ei!r 9 ! confession or its effects4 ,no "o c\ld reprove l ,miss ,beale4 ,h] grief1 h] admonition 7 express$ n only ) s mu* sympa?y1 b ) su* an absolute imp]sonal s5se ( rightness & ju/ice1 t x 0 impossible to res5t !m4 #8,no?+ is m t\*+1' %e wrote 9 #ahih1 #8?an ! p5it5ce ( *ildr51 :5 !y f9d t we h se5 ! good :i* is hidd51 & n only ! evil t comes =?2 t we "k1 n only :at is done1 b :at is resi/$4'#gc ,any :o _h s fail$ became a special c>e4 #8,we try1' %e wrote once1 #8to make h] feel !re is no ang] at all1 b sympa?y & an anxi\s wat*fulness :i* w1 we hope1 make h] m wat*ful ov] h]self4' ,to break ! rule ( sil5ce 0 always reg>d$ z a great fault4 ,a c>eless pupil1 consci\s ( break+ x only once or twice1 w\ld be surpris$ to f9d 9 h] t]m's report1 #8,disob$i5t to rule4' ,a girl ^: influ5ce 0 se5 to be a s\rce ( evil--a s+le act or conv]sation might be en\gh to prove x--0 in/antly remov$4 ,c>eful z ,miss ,beale 0 to let no pupil g :o might by any possibility be induc$ to /ay1 %e nev] hesitat$ a mom5t 9 a case ( ?is k9d4 ,! extreme s]i\sness ) :i* %e reg>d$ ?is may be ga!r$ f ! foll[+ lett] to a head-mi/ress3-- #8,?is is griev\s4 ,h[ is x t girls 7 all[$ to g out by !mselves8 ,i wond]1 too1 t ,miss ---- did n see !re 0 some?+ wrong4 ,no girls c act ?us )\t "s unnatural excitem5t4 ,!n are !re no prefects 9 ! h\se8 no eld] girls to be reli$ on8--no confid5tial s]vant8 ,i don't see h[ y c keep any "o ( ! ?ree1 b p]haps !re are degrees ( guilt4 ,x 0 s diff]5t at ----4 ,a girl began to talk z %e ought n--! y\ng] girls told ! s5iors1 ! s5iors came to ----2 %e told me1 & )9 two h\rs ! girl _h left ! h\se4 ,!re ought to be su* confid5ce betwe5 ! s5iors & ! head ( ! h\se1 & con/ant vigilance ov] ! girls' *>act]s & insight4 ,i always feel t a s*ool is at ! m]cy ( "o naughty girl1 & we mu/ nev] relax our vigilance4 ,x is sad to ?9k t !y h degrad$ wom5 9 ! eyes ( all t "k x4' ,su* in/ances are /at$1 n because x 0 cont9ually ! "p ( ! ,pr9cipal & h] /aff to deal ) iniquity4 ,on ! contr>y1 ! ord] & conduct ( ! s*ool 7 s+ul>ly good1--! s5se ( duty1 fo/]$ by a call to ex]cise x r ?an by precept1 0 unusually high4 ,"o means by :i* ?is 0 ma9ta9$ 0 ! con/ant collaboration ( ! p>5ts4 ,9 all matt]s ,miss ,beale tri$ to take !m ) h]1 enc\rag$ !m to come to h]1 to talk ov] ! *ildr51 spoke to ! *ildr5 ab\t !m1 wrote to !m on special matt]s1 tri$ to get !m to und]/& h] aims4 ,h] lett]s1 too1 %[ :at pa9s %e took to br+ ab\t a real co-op]ation4 ,on "o occasion no less ?an t5 lett]s pass$ betwe5 ,pr9cipal1 p>5t1 & class-tea*] on s simple a matt] z a *ild return+ 9 ! aft]noon1 accord+ to a s*ool rule1 to d a lesson ov] aga94 ,miss ,beale won ! *ild to see & d :at 0 "r1 b %e also wrote to ! "m3-- #8,i fe> y h l$ y\r *ild to ?9k !re is a "q to be settl$ n[ z to :i* is ! supreme au?ority4 ,( c\rse1 if ?is is s1 x is mu* to be deplor$2 x is some?+ l a conflict betwe5 fa!r & "m be=e _! *ild4 ,we s e>ne/ly wi% t ! home & s*ool %\ld be "o 9 _s4 ,if ?is _c be1 x is be/1 z ,i h already said1 t ! *ild %\ld be plac$ 9 ano!r s*ool4' ,"o lett] to a p>5t on a matt] ( ! same k9d end$ ) ?is po/script3 #8,sometimes we _c1 & sometimes we ought n1 to keep a promise made "u a wrong impression4 ,consid] ,h]od's case4' ,p>5ts :o did n s5d _! *ildr5 back on ! "r day1 or :o kept !m at home = insuffici5t reason1 always he>d f h]4 ,%e w\ld write ?us3 #8,_h ,i kn[n h[ difficult x w\ld be = ---- to return1 ,i %\ld h advis$ h] rema9+ "h = h] holiday'2 or1 #8,i "k ?+s are n consid]$ s s]i\s at a girls' s*ool z at a boys' s*ool1 b no boy w\ld be receiv$ back1 ,i am sure1 at "o ( our great public s*ools :o _h be5 abs5t )\t ! leave ( ! ,head-ma/]4' ,on ! o!r h&1 ,miss ,beale 0 always mo/ anxi\s to support ! au?ority & dignity ( ! p>5t4 ,once1 :5 ?is seem$ n to h be5 done by a tea*]1 %e wrote3 #8,%e saw :5 ,i po9t$ x out h[ v wrong x 0 ev5 to h9t to a *ild t ,i ?\ght h] "m 9 ! wrong4' #8,%e 0 nev] tir$1' ran a notice by an old pupil aft] h] dea?1 #8( impress+ ^u ! girls t home mu/ come fir/ 9 _! affections4 ,x 0 inde$ pa!tic to he> h] speak1 z %e did almo/ weekly 9 h] addresses to ! assembl$ divisions1 ( ! beauty ( ! relation ( a *ild to its p>5ts4' ,x is impossible to d m ?an ref] to ! _m lett]s :i* %[ ! confid5ce & gratitude ( ! ,college p>5ts1 b1 z an example1 "o f a fa!r :o held high (ficial rank1 on 8 daught]'s pass+ an exam9ation 9 #ahgg1 may be quot$1 ) its good wi%es :i* 7 s entirely realis$3-- #8,excuse my s5d+ y "o l9e ( s9c]e ?anks = y\r valuable 7& ine/imable1 ,i may call x7 fri5d%ip t[>ds my de> daught]4 #8,we 7 imm5sely pleas$ at h] success1 :i* we attribute entirely to ! love ( "w in/ill$ into h] by y\r sy/em at ,college g5]ally1 z well z by y\r p]sonal influ5ce4 ,y n only obta9 ! respect & ! devot$ love & loyalty ( y\r girls1 b ?r\gh !m ! admiration ( _! p>5ts & all ^? :o take an int]e/ 9 _! c>e]s4 ,i am sure few p]sons 9 ! army ( tea*]s are m highly e/eem$ ?an y\rself1 few = :om m he>ty pray]s are (f]$ = a long1 long life ( usefulness4 #8,we feel s pr\d ( our girl's success4 ,) e good wi% = ! heal? & prosp]ity bo? ( y\rself & y\r glori\s ,college1' etc4 ,la/ly & supremely1 x 0 ?r\gh ,miss ,beale's own p]sonal influ5ce ^u h] tea*]s1 h] cle>ly def9$ example always be=e !m1 t ! _s ( ! ,college came to be :at x 04 ,%e _h ! gift ( inspiration 9 t r>e degree :i* makes actual direction ( less value4 ,%e did n neglect details2 %e w\ld indicate m9or matt]s des]v+ ( att5tion :i* o!rs w\ld ov]look2 %e (t5 quot$ at a tea*]s' meet+ ! example ( ! great g5]al :o1 on tak+ ov] a comm&1 fir/ paid att5tion to ! boots ( 8 m54 ,b x 0 nev] necess>y = h] to h>p ^u little ?+s1 or to g p]sonally to see if h] wi%es _h be5 c>ri$ out4 ,"o1 :o _h _h "s ye>s' exp]i5ce 9 tea*+ be=e %e arriv$ at ,*elt5ham z a /ud5t1 spoke ) some?+ l rapture ( ! ,college organisation z x appe>$ to h] com+ fre% f o!r places ( education4 #8,if ,i _h a sp>e h\r 9 ! morn+1 x 0 useless to try & conc5trate my ?\ghts on any /udy1 ,i 0 simply fasc9at$ by ! sup]ior attraction ( wat*+ ,miss ,beale's gov]nm5t ( h] little k+dom4 ,no mon>* ev] _h m absolute sway ov] 8 subjects2 all ! ?reads respond$ to h] lighte/ t\*4444 #8,! ,college1 z ,miss ,beale made x1 0 an organism1 ! product ( inn] =ces ne$+ con/ant r5ewal ( vitality1 n a va/ ma*9e1 work+ )\t friction = ! production ( clev] wom54 #8,!n1 = ! fir/ "t1 my s\l conceiv$ ! possibility ( a b5efic5t ,_s wat*+ ov] ! g5]al good1 & yet c>+ = ! ne$s ( ! humble/ individual4 ,?us %e1 :o s lov$ to po9t out t outw>d ?+s are sacram5tal expon5ts ( ! invisible1 became h]self a *annel ?r\gh :i* ,i realis$ ?+s unse54' ,?is influ5ce 0 n ga9$ ?r\gh ! m ord9>y ways ( intimacy4 ,9 "o s5se ,miss ,beale saw v little ( h] tea*]s1 "s1 z ! /aff became v l>ge1 %e h>dly knew at all1 ?\gh naturally ) a few ( ! old] ones %e became m really intimate4 ,!re 7 also a few special in/ances ( close fri5d%ip4 ,notably may be m5tion$ t ( ,miss ,m>?a ,br[n1 :o came to ,*elt5ham ab\t #ahgc1 no long] "y or /rong4 ,h] actual "w 9 ! ,college la/$ b a %ort "t1 = h] heal? soon fail$ altoge!r1 ?\gh a ke5 m9d1 occupi$ & int]e/$ by a true love ( k & desire to imp>t x1 kept h] up = a ye> or s1 until %e 0 =c$ to resign h]self to h] la/ illness4 ,= m ?an a ye> %e rema9$ 9 ,miss ,beale's h\se1 ,miss ,beale h]self sometimes %>+ ) ,miss ,gore ! task ( nurs+ & c>+ = h] 9 e way1 hold+ x1 inde$1 a privilege to wait ^u "o ^: _s s so>$ above h] circum/ances1--%e 0 poor z well z hopelessly ill1--"o :o1 reg>d+ ! my/]ies ( sci5ce z a lesson-book giv5 to man by ,god1 did n we>y 9 h] /udy ( !m ev5 :5 ne> ! gates ( dea?4 ,miss ,br[n is (t5 m5tion$ 9 ,miss ,beale's di>y1 & lat] h] "n occurs frequ5tly among ^? :o _h pass$ beyond ! veil1 & :om ,miss ,beale specially lov$ to hon\r at a ,guild meet+4 ,) reg>d to ! great] numb] ( ! /aff1 ?\gh x is to be fe>$ t h] dislike ( sp5d+ trifl+ sums ( money /ood 9 ! way ( ev5 small hospitalities1 ?is c h be5 b a second>y reason :y %e did n see m ( !m4 ,x 0 a pr9ciple ) h] to sp5d "t on recreation only s f> z w\ld help "w2 x 0 a pr9ciple to use ! %ort int]views :i* alone 7 possible among l>ge numb]s 9 ! mo/ economical way2 f9ally1 x 0 a pr9ciple t influ5ce may be /rong] & bett] = deta*m5t f ev]yday occasions4 ,to sp5d "t on small talk w\ld only fritt] away good influ5ce4 ,yet1 9 ?9k+ ( ?is1 !re mu/ occur to ! memory ( "s1 at lea/1 t %e _h a k9d ( dread ( ! ^w influ5ce1 z imply+ some?+ p]sonal1 t %e ?\ght x dang]\s to try to e/abli% a sph]e ( influ5ce1 t %e nev] consci\sly tri$ to acquire x4 ,once :5 a petition 0 put =w>d aga9/ ! suffrage = wom51 ,miss ,beale1 :o decl9$ to sign x1 said t "o reason urg$ ^u h] = do+ s seem$ s poor1 namely1 t ! vote w\ld impair ! influ5ce ( wom5 ) m54 ,"o aim1 a common self-devotion 9 all 0 :at %e desir$4 ,to fur!r x meet+s ( ! /aff 7 con/antly held1 :5 %e w\ld speak s]i\s words :i* w\ld burn !mselves into ! s\l ( _m a "y tea*]4 ,h] int5se e>ne/ness impress$1 h] trem5d\s claim 0 irresi/ible4 ,no?+ = self6 all = ^? committ$ to y\r c>e1--y\r :ole life arrang$ s z be/ to fur!r y\r "w6 ,?is 0 ! claim %e made1 & to ?is %e f\nd response4 ,individually %e help$ mu* by a quiet ^w n[ & !n1 by a little unexpect$ note1 sometimes by a long lett]4 ,"o "y tea*]1 :o 0 apt to become excit$ 9 ! enjoym5t ( h] "w1 0 surpris$ "o morn+ to receive 9 ! mid/ ( x a little note1 :i*1 :5 deciph]$1 ran1 #8,my de> *ild1 try to "w quietly4 ,we mu/ n let good feel+ g (f 9 /eam4' ,^? :o 7 long at ,*elt5ham c\ld tell ( _m su* in/ances ( wat*ful k9dness2 lett]s to ^? :o left to "w else:]e are full ( x4 ,%e _h a wond]fully ke5 p]ception = reality ( int5tion & e>ne/ness 9 "w1 & 0 quick to enc\rage any :o %[$ ^! qualities4 ,"o :o 0 long on ! /aff at ,*elt5ham has writt5 ?us ( ! help %e receiv$ f ! ,pr9cipal :5 %e fir/ w5t3-- #8,i (t5 ?9k ( ! days :5 ,i fir/ began to tea*1 j a beg9n]4 ,h[ ,miss ,beale enc\rag$ & inspir$ "o4 ,i rememb] :5 %e came 9 to "o ( my e>ly geography lessons1 an atroci\sly bad "o1 %e spoke s k9dly to me aft]w>ds ab\t x1 & sugge/$ t ,i %\ld give up ! subject = a "t & /udy x be=e ,i taught x aga94 ,lat]1 %e %[$ me a book ) new ideas on ! tea*+ ( geography1 & ask$ if ,i w\ld try aga94 ,i did1 & x became my special subject :il/ ,i 0 at ,college1 all ?r\gh h] k9dly enc\ragem5t & help4 ,%e 0 always s delightfully sympa!tic ab\t "o's family & fri5ds too1 & %e nev] =got "o's home circum/ances4' ,:5 x 0 necess>y to f9d fault or alt] an arrangem5t ,miss ,beale nev] %rank f do+ :at %e believ$ to be = ! good ( ! :ole1 ev5 at ! co/ ( p]sonal conv5i5ce4 ,b %e 0 always c>eful n to reprove except 9 su* a way z to leave an absolute s5se ( ju/ice4 ,!re 0 no /+ 9 h] rebuke4 ,& %e c\ld own h]self wrong4 ,%e _h no fooli% fe> ab\t giv+ h]self away4 ,"o memb] ( ! /aff c\ld tell ( long & repeat$ application = an arrangem5t :i* %e knew to be "r1 b :i* ,miss ,beale absolutely & bluntly refus$4 ,at la/ x 0 grant$4 ,miss ,beale h]self came & /ood pati5tly wat*+ ! removal ( desks1 etc41 involv$4 ,x took at lea/ an h\r4 ,:5 %e _h se5 x f9i%$1 %e said3 #8,i see y 7 "r 9 insi/+ on ?is4' #8,%e has giv5 91 & ,i c\ld die = h]6' exclaim$ ! tea*]1 z %e report$ ! incid5t to ano!r conc]n$ 9 x4 ,x has (t5 be5 said t ! ,college tea*]s 7 ov]work$4 ,x w\ld be tru]1 p]haps1 to /ate t too _m *ose to ov]work1 & t x 0 easy to d s4 ,miss ,beale1 :o taught1 read1 wrote s mu*1 int]view$ p1 conduct$ any am\nt ( ,college bus9ess1 & yet f\nd "t to write ^u ,br[n+ or ! ,f\r? ,dim5sion1 0 unable rightly to e/imate h[ little a "y woman ( av]age intellig5ce c d4 ,%e _h to le>n x by actual exp]i5ce ( cases1 & %e tri$ to le>n x4 ,%e 0 always anxi\s to readju/ a burd51 took inf9ite tr\ble to d s1 b did n always realise ! weakness ( _m a will+ horse1 or ! want ( common-s5se1 :i* w make p heap up tasks or "w )\t plan4 ,%e nev] want$ to play h]self1 c\ld n und]/& t any "o %\ld s]i\sly wi% to d s2 %e !re=e reg>d$ su* a ?+ z ! tea*]s' t5nis-gr\nd z q sup]flu\s4#gd ,nor c\ld %e und]/& :y any %\ld wi% to live out ( sight ( ! place ( _! "w4 ,ev5 9 ! summ] holidays %e frequ5tly *ose ! ,sanatorium = a resid5ce4 ,h] own h\se 0 gradually absorb$ by ! ,college build+s1 until x became almo/ z %ut f ! out] _w z ! wom5's ap>tm5ts 9 an ori5tal e/abli%m5t1 ) no prop] air & light ( its own1 only su* z 0 d]iv$ f ! surr\nd+ corridors ( ! belov$ ,college4 ,miss ,beale pref]r$ x %\ld be s4 ,yet ?is attitude 0 b ! defect ( ! great qualities by :i* %e 0 enabl$ to make a complete self-surr5d]1 & to call ^u o!rs to d ! same #8= ! "w's sake4' ,! only tea*]s :o really felt ill-us$ or misund]/ood1 & :o p]haps _h "s g5u9e gr\nd = _! compla9t1 7 ^? :o 7 unwill+ to take tr\ble ov] fre% me?ods & subjects1 or :o 7 unable to rise to ! high /&>d put be=e !m1 innoc5tly ?9k+ t ! pr(ession ( a s*ool-mi/ress 0 j an int]e/+ occupation1 or a means ( e>n+ a livelihood4 ,yet ! practical side _h its place4 ,x 0 to ,miss ,beale's =esight & initiative t ! ,p5sion ,fund 0 9 ! fir/ in/ance due4 ,miss ,beale's lett]s to ,miss ,cl>a ,arnold1 ) :om %e _h a close correspond5ce f ! "t ,miss ,arnold left ! ,college to become a tea*] until h] dea? 9 ,m>* #aijf1 %[ at once h] ideal1 & h] close individual c>e = h] own *ild4 ,"s ( ! mo/ int]e/+ are quot$ "h3-- #8,may ,god bless y & prosp] y\r "w4 ,y look to me too eag]1--w y und]/& my ^w8 ,try to feel m :at ,i 0 say+ to-day1 t "w is n ours b ,god's1 & s we may look up peacefully1 tru/+ly1 committ+ our "w to ,him4 ,if we try to s]ve ,him 9 s9c]ity1 ,he w p]fect t :i* is lack+4 ,are n ^? *apt]s 9 ,ezekiel com=t+1 :5 we feel our %ortcom+s1 & t we sometimes lead *ildr5 wrongly8 ,because ! %eph]ds made !m to err--8,i myself w be _! %eph]d40' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,june #ahha4 #8,i wi% ,i c\ld help y1 my de> *ild4 ,i h copi$ out = y p>ts ( an address giv5 to tea*]s "s ye>s ago by ,mr4 ,body4#ge ,i took notes ( x & s5d "s to y4 ,y mu/ n let y\r spiritual life die d[n1 y mu/ get oil to burn 9 ! lamp ( y\r be+3 t _s ( grace & life & light ( ! s\l4 ,su* times ( dryness d seem to be s5t at times to try our fai?2 :e!r we s]ve ,god = ,8 gifts & ! joys ( religion1 b (t5 !y are ! result ( disob$i5ce to ! ,voice ( ! ,_s4 8,because ,i call$ & ye refus$10 etc4 ,"s unfai?fulness to :at we knew to be "r1 "s self-indulg5t ways1 "s slo?4 ,sometimes !re is a s9 unkn[n1 & ,god w\ld make u se>* x out2 sometimes hidd5 l ,a*an's piece ( gold1 x causes u to turn our backs on our enemies4 ,we h to f9d out & ackn[l$ge ! s94 #8,i don't und]/& ab\t y\r ,sundays4 ,i f9d ,i ne$ s mu* t quiet day4 ,i ?9k y %\ld resi/ mak+ x a social day1 z fri5ds expect1--h a good portion alone = pray] & /udy--= ! /udy ( r deep books4 8,build y\rselves up1 belov$1 9 y\r mo/ holy fai?40 ,take portions ( ! ,bible & "w !m out ) good comm5t>ies1 above all ) pray]ful /udy4 #8,d y int]c$e en\gh8 ,if our pray]s become selfi% !y lose life4 ,rememb] ! cruse ( oil4 #8,i wond] if y c\ld sometimes g to ,/4 ,pet]'s1 ,eaton ,squ>e1 to a ,bible class1 :i* ,mr4 ,wilk9son holds g5]ally once a =tnight on ,fridays aft] aft]noon s]vice4 ,i %\ld l y to see him2 b ,i c>e = 8 tea*+ on ,sundays less ?an on week-days4 ,x is a fa%ionable congregation & ! *ur* cr[d$1 /ill ,i wi% y w\ld g1 because he seems to feel ! pres5ce ( a liv+ ,god m ?an almo/ any "o ,i h he>d4 #8,d y g to ,*ur* n[ or to ! ,bre?r5's s]vices8 ,to me ! ,*ur* s]vices & seasons1 & especially ! sil5t half-h\r :ile o!rs are communicat+1 is full ( tea*+4 8,i w come to !m & make !m to sit d[n to meat & w s]ve !m40 ,d y "k ! 8,imitation08 ,if n1 let me s5d y a copy4 ,p]haps ,god speaks to y bett] 9 o!r ways4 #8,h y let opportunities slip ( help+ o!rs8 ,n[ see if !re is "s "o to :om y might give a cup ( cold wat]4 ,?ank ,god = su* an opportunity1 & ask ,him to refre% y\r own s\l & ,he w1 b y mu/ be pati5t4 ,n at fir/ does ,he answ]4 ,p>tly ?is dryness is to tea* y humility & sympa?y4 #8,i w\ld recomm5d y to be sympa!tic 9 spite ( x4 ,make "s def9ite rule = devotion & keep to x4 #8,be p>ticul> ab\t "t1 "o may wa/e s mu* 9 m]e talk2 h "s rule & respect x4 #8,take a little "t at mid-day = pray]4 ,!n if y don't feel "r1 j g on quietly & untr\bl$1 try+ to d z well z y c4 #8,read "s daily portion on y\r knees & look up 9 fai?4 ,he 8fe$e? ! "y rav5s t call ^u ,him40 ,to "o :o wrote t %e f\nd ! "* ( ! c\nty 9 :i* h] s*ool 0 plac$ #8dete/able4' #8,i am mo/ sorry ab\t y\r f9d+ ! ---- "* 8dete/able40 ,if y h seem$ call$ to "w !re1 y mu/ be int5d$ to love !m1 to see :at is good 9 !m fir/1 !n :at ne$s correction4 ,i d>e say _! good qualities are j complem5t>y to y\rs1 j :at y want4 #8,h[ does y\r ,bi%op feel ab\t ! flock ov] :i* ! ,great ,%eph]d has made him ov]se]8 & h[ does ! ,great ,%eph]d ,himself feel t[>ds our dete/able *>act]s8 ,_m lett]s to "y tea*]s dealt ) ! c>e ( heal?1 :i* 0 always impress$ z a sacr$ duty ^u girls & tea*]s alike4 ,body & m9d %\ld be kept fit = duty4 ,h5ce social engagem5ts :i* w\ld make x imp]ative to sit up late at night %\ld be cut (f z f> z possible4 ,holidays %\ld be sp5t 9 su* a way z to ga9 complete fre%ness & re/ & :]e !re 0 no risk ( infection1 n ev5 ( tak+ cold4 ,"h is "o to ,miss ,arnold3-- #8,i am s vex$ to he> ab\t ?is *ronic heada*e4 ,rememb] x is "o ( y\r duties to ,god1 ,:o has giv5 y "w1 to keep y\rself fit1 s y mu/ use e means4 ,i d>e say a tonic w\ld d y good4 #8,take w>n+ too by ---- & d n put too great a spiritual /ra9 ^u y\r s\l2 ! body is to h re/ & n too great excitem5t4 ,!re h be5 times ( weakness :5 ,i h n d>$ to let myself feel1--n at *ur* or ,i %\ld h brok5 d[n4 ,y are n z weak z t1 ,i hope4 ,i believe y ought to d less 9 ! holidays4' ,aga91 a mon? lat] %e wrote3-- #8,b ,i (t5 ?9k t y drive y\r poor body too h>d2 if we d t1 we h to c>ry 8! ass0 in/ead ( ! ass c>ry+ u1 & !n we break d[n "u ! burd54' ,"h is a lett] to ano!r head-mi/ress3-- #8,i d wi% y w\ld take a real re/ & holiday4 ,i feel sure x w\ld be m economical 9 ! end4 ,y h l$ two lives1 & = a:ile ,i want y to lead none1 g to sleep4444 ,^? :om y h inspir$ w c>ry on y\r "w1 & !n ,i hope y w come back ) fre% en]gy to take up n all1 b a "p ( ! "w y h done4' ,miss ,beale c\ld also ent] into ! feel+s ( exhau/ion & depression :i* foll[ "s special trial connect$ ) "w4 ,b ! sympa?y %e %[$ 0 ev] brac+1 z may be se5 9 ! foll[+ extracts f lett]s3-- #8,i feel anxi\s ab\t y1 b don't "k :at c be done1 & ?9k t ! s*ool mu/ suff] if y let ^! private tr\bles occupy y\r field ( vision4' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,i am griev$ t y are feel+ s exhau/$4 ,if y\r po/ is cle>ly at ,truro1 if y h no call to leave x1 !n y mu/ brace y\rself aga91 & ! "w w be done all "r1 :e!r 9 joy or sorr[4 ,if ,god has giv5 x y1 ,he w give ! /r5g? to d x4 ,we are incl9$ to lie l ! impot5t man ?9k+ 8,i c't40 ,directly we he> ,*ri/'s voice--we c6 b x may be ?is body :i* y />v$ & ill-treat$ & work$ s h>d--8! ass10 z ,/4 ,francis1 ,i ?9k1 call$ x1 has be5 ov]driv54' ,!re 7 _m tea*]s :o he>d f ,miss ,beale j at ! mom5t :5 !y seem$ to ne$ help4 ,a few words ( enc\ragem5t w\ld come at su* times z ! beg9n+ ( new "w4 ,to "o %e wrote always = ! op5+ day ( ! t]m4 ,two su* lett]s foll[3-- #8,janu>y #ah1 #ahig4 #8,i am ?9k+ ( y on ?is y\r op5+ day1 & ?is text seem$ giv5 me = y4 8,be /rong1 & ,he %all com=t 7/r5g!n1 i4e47 ?9e he>t1 & put ?\ ?y tru/ 9 ! ,"l40 #8,try1 my *ild1 to live m ?is ye> = y\r *ildr51 & to ent]1 z y are do+1 m into ! ?\ght t to save our lives we mu/ lose !m4' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,septemb] #ah1 #ahii4 #8,i h be5 ?9k+ ab\t y1 & suppos$ y w\ld beg9 to-morr[4 #8,:at a glori\s ,epi/le = ?is week4 ,may y be /r5g!n$ ) might by ! ,_s1 & be fill$ ) all ! fulness ( ,god4 ,8 p[] does "w 9 x1 above all t we ask or ?9k4 #8,! pray] 9 8,great ,s\ls0 speaks specially ( ^? worn d[n by sickness4 ,i am sorry y feel weak1 b ! heat has tri$ e "o1 & ,i ?9k y w revive :5 y\r *ildr5 ga!r r\nd y4 #8,p]haps ?is sort ( class w be bett] = y1 & ,i ?9k y are suit$ = x1 because y are sympa!tic1 & w enc\rage ^? :o feel !mselves backw>d or n clev]1 to use ! p[]s !y h1 to d :at !y c4 ,may our ,"l bless & com=t & guide y1 my de> *ild4' ,! ,college 0 n an easy place to leave4 ,miss ,beale 0 pr\d ( ! numb] ( head-mi/resses %e s5t out1 b %e grudg$ p>t+ ) h] be/ tea*]s4 ,& !re 7 _m :o1 l ,miss ,bel*]1#gf sacrific$ _! own int]e/s to t ( ! ,college4 ,! foll[+ is a *>act]i/ic lett] on ! subject3-- #8,febru>y #ahid4 #8,miss ,wolseley ,lewis1 :o has be5 "h n9ete5 ye>s z pupil & tea*]1 :o is ,b4,a41 gold m$alli/1 all r\nd1 a *>m+ "*1 good *ur*woman1 excell5t influ5ce1 has come to ask me = a te/imonial6 ,i wi% ,i c\ld write %e is horrid6 #8,i am los+ ,miss ,edmonds1 ano!r gold m$alli/1 & s good all r\nd1 because %e wants to be ,m4,d4 & mission>y4 ,i ?9k x is cruel to take p at ?is "t ( ye>4 ,is !re any *ance ( ,canon ,holl& wait+8' ,b :5 ,miss ,wolseley ,lewis w5t to ,graham ,/reet1 %e wrote to h]3-- #8,y h be5 mu* 9 my ?\ghts ?is la/ ,sunday4 ,! sorr[ ( ?is ye>#gg seems to h drawn u ne>]1 & x is h>d to "p ) y2 b ,i feel y h be5 call$ to ?is "w1 & ,i am 9 ! dep?s ( my he>t glad4 ,may y 9 "s degree realise ! life ( ! ideal woman1 ?r\gh ! indwell+ ( ! ,holy ,gho/4' #8,i h kn[n h]1' wrote a head-mi/ress aft] ! dea? ( ,miss ,beale1 #8= ?irty-six ye>s n[1 & %e has be5 ! true/ & mo/ valu$ ( fri5ds to me4 ,h[ we :o are head-mi/resses ( small] s*ools w miss h] advice & help x is difficult to express4' ,& ,miss ,beale c\ld be mo/ g5]\s 9 p>t+ ) h] be/ ev5 9 ob$i5ce to ! claims ( ord9>y life1 claims :i* %e did n f9d x easy always to recognise4 ,! foll[+ lett] gives an example ( ?is3-- #8,!re c be only "o answ] "u ! circum/ances1--y feel y c\ld n return1 & ,i %\ld feel z y d 9 y\r place4 ,x is a great bl[ to me1 = we h le>n$ to feel su* tru/ 9 "o ano!r1 & "o _c tru/ ^! "y tea*]s to e "o4444 ,i %all miss f my /aff "o :om ,i _h le>n$ to reg>d z a de> & fai?ful fri5d & fell[-work]4' ,_m m extracts might be made f ,miss ,beale's lett]s to %[ h] c>e = tea*]s & h] supreme int]e/ 9 all t conc]n$ _! welf>e1 b 9 _m cases !y suff] by sep>ation f _! context4 ,!re=e1 f ! l>ge mass ( correspond5ce left1 a c]ta9 numb] ( lett]s deal+ ) v>i\s subjects h be5 select$ to =m a *apt] by !mselves4 ,,*apt] ,,xiii ,,p>]ga #8,all ! great my/ics h be5 en]getic & influ5tial1 & _! bus9ess capacity is specially not$ 9 a curi\sly l>ge numb] ( cases4' ,,+e1 ,bampton ,lectures1 ,preface vii4 ,"o outcome ( ,miss ,beale's "t ( p]sonal spiritual di/ress1 "o :i* bore directly on :at %e consid]$ z ,/4 ,hilda's "w1 0 an arrangem5t made = ! fir/ "t 9 #ahhd = devotional meet+s = tea*]s at ! end ( ! summ] t]m4 ,aft] #ahhe1 :5 a second ga!r+ took place1 !y 7 held alt]nately ) ! bi5nial ,guild meet+s4 ,l mu* ( ,miss ,beale's "w1 ^! ,quiet ,days1 z !y 7 call$1 result$ r f a def9ite idea ?an f a =mal plan4 ,_! arrangem5t & "* appe> to h be5 due to ! occurr5ce ( c]ta9 conditions & circum/ances :ile ,miss ,beale 0 =m+ a decision to help o!rs :o might be suff]+ z %e h]self _h done4 ,plans = ?is help began to pass ?r\gh h] m9d z e>ly z ! summ] ( #ahhb1 :ile %e 0 h]self1 z %e w\ld h express$ x1 #89 ! fire4' ,9 ,july #ahhb %e wrote to a fri5d3-- #8,july #be1 #ahhb4 #8,:at occurr$ to me 0 ?is--t some?+ ( a m def9ite ,retreat might be held = tea*]s dur+ ! vacation4 ,mr4 ,wilk9son _h at ,*ri/mas "s ,quiet ,days :i* 7 v valuable & helpful4 ,/ill ^! 7 n q l a regul> ,retreat3--because v few :o w5t 7 able to be really quiet 9 ,london lodg+s1 & s c\ld n get ! absolute sil5ce & repose :i* make a ,retreat valuable4444 ,mo/ ( ! regul> ,retreats are too g5]al to give tea*]s ! special help1 & _m are s di/9ctly ,high ,*ur*1 t "o c\ld n v5ture to recomm5d "y tea*]s to g4444 ,i c't accept ! decision 8no?+ c be done02 !ories ( di/ress :i* rea* me z ! old light seems to g out1 & ! d>k waves close 91 are too di/ress+4 ,we _c adm9i/] 8a univ]sal pill02 b we c to "s ext5t support & com=t ^? :o are pass+ ?r\gh ! d>kness2 "o c out ( "o's own exp]i5ce tell !m t ! />s w %9e out once m2 "o c tea* "s few simple lessons ( fai? & pati5ce & hope2 "o c %[ t !re are a priori & a po/]iori gr\nds = ! fai? we hold1--?\gh my/]ies unfa?omable rema9 9 e dep>tm5t ( ?\ght2 & 9 su* a meet+1 p]sonal help & advice might be giv5 to meet special individual difficulties4 ,x is "h t ! ,*ri/ian ,evid5ce ,society fails4 ,tea*]s h n "t = mu* read+ & !re are masses ( books1 _m ( !m conta9+ v little matt] & pl5ty ( words & argum5ts1 :i* are useless = our special difficulties4 ,( c\rse ,retreats are n simply = su* intellectual treatm5t ( d\bts1 & "o w\ld look = a quick5+ ( fai? by ! special s]vices & unit$ pray]s4 ,s ,i ?\ght x might seem good to hold "s sort ( ,retreat 9 ,ox=d next ye>4' ,x 0 n till ! beg9n+ ( #ahhc :ile att5d+ a ,retreat 9 ,w>r+ton ,cresc5t--a "t to :i* %e (t5 recurr$ z ( mu* help & /r5g!n+--t ,miss ,beale 0 able def9itely to consid] :at might be done4 ,!re 7 fri5ds to :om %e c\ld turn1 :o took tr\ble to help h] by ?9k+ ov] ! matt] f h] po9t ( view4 ,among ^! may specially be m5tion$ ! late ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury & ,mrs4 ,b5son1 ! late ,bi%op ( ,/4 ,&rews1 & ,canon ,body4 ,to ,mrs4 ,b5son %e wrote3-- #8,epiphany1 #ahhc4 #8,:il/ o!rs 7 rejoic+ at ! rec5t appo9tm5t ,i h be5 consci\s ( a mix$ feel+1 = ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury w n be able to d :at ! ,bi%op ( ,truro _h half promis$1 9 ! way ( help+ by "s k9d ( ,retreat1 tea*]s :o h difficulties ( belief4 ,mr4 ,wilk9son has also be5 unable to give u ! ,quiet ,days = :i* we _h hop$4 ,s "s ,head ,mi/resses1 :o 7 9 ,retreat1 & felt ! great ne$1 ask$ = special pray]s = tea*]s 9 ,colleges & ,high ,s*ools1 & t "s way might be f\nd to help !m4 ,mr4 ,body respond$ v he>tily to our reque/1 & desir$ u to make x ! subject ( our special petition ea* week dur+ ! ye>4 ,aft]w>ds 9 conv]sation1 he spoke ( ! valuable help y _h be5 able to give1 & ?is has set me ?9k+ :e!r we c\ld n ask y to make y\r k & exp]i5ce m widely useful4 #8,our ma9 difficulty w\ld be to meet ! d\bts ( ^? :o h !m1 )\t sugge/+ d\bts to ^? :o h n be5 call$ to enc\nt] ?is trial4 #8,x has occurr$ to me1 t p]haps !re might be some?+ on ! model ( ! ,guild = ! ,sick1 comb9+ ! pr9ciple ( ! 8,in/ruction by ,correspond5ce0 classes4 #8 444 ,p]haps y may ?9k me intrud+--my acqua9tance ) y is s slight--& unpractical1 b ! ne$ is great & imm$iate1 & ,i ?9k y w feel ?is too4 ,i h ga9$ su* pa9ful exp]i5ce1 bo? f )9 & )\t1 ( ! mis]y ( ^? :o h once se5 & !n lo/ ! sight ( ! invisible2 ^? :o h left1 especially ^? :o become tea*]s1 (t5 turn to me = help1 :i* ,i feel s incompet5t to give1 & :i* ,i h n "t to d prop]ly4 ,"o is writ+ to me n[1 :o is 9 a s*ool 9 :i* !re are sixte5 tea*]s1 t5 ( :om h giv5 up all outw>d sign ( ! religi\s life4 ,i long to be able to ref] ^? :o ne$ guidance to "s :o are able to help !m4 ,e o!r trial c be borne1 b ?is is utt] mis]y4 #8 444 ,x is n en\gh to prea* s]mons1 & pr9t books1 z well might we furni% a treatise on ,ari?metic to a *ild ^: sum is wrong2 we mu/ f9d out & %[ :y x is wrong4 ,! ,*ur* did n make its way by su* means at fir/1 at lea/ n )\t daily discussions 89 ! s*ool ( "o ,tyrannus40 ,( c\rse ,i d n ov]look t "s ( ! difficulties ( belief are moral1 b ^! c\ld be met by ! means ,i sugge/4 #8,i ?9k x is v important t memb]s %\ld be able to enquire anonym\sly2 come 8by night0 z x 71 & %\ld be assur$ t no "o w\ld try to f9d out ! "n4' ,to ,canon ,body1 :o _h s5t h] a lett] full ( sympa?y & int]e/1 %e wrote3-- #8,i am s glad y wrote ?us freely1 = x has made me und]/& bett] h[ mu* y c feel = ^? 9 ?is deepe/ sorr[1 & yet h a sure & c]ta9 hope t !y w rise out ( t ,hades4 ,x is1 z y say1 mo/ *e]+ to f9d movem5ts ( ! same k9d 9 diff]5t places4 ,if !re is a spiritual tide1 ! wat]s c only be lift$ by extra mundane =ce4' ,gradually ! plan %ap$ itself4 ,= a "t ,miss ,beale hop$ to be able to arrange at ,ox=d a ,retreat foll[$ by a conf]5ce1 ) lectures & discussions on !ological subjects4 ,?is prov$ to be impracticable4 ,!n %e s\ght to c>ry out ! plan at ,*elt5ham4 ,%e 0 advis$ to limit h]self to two or ?ree days ( quiet /udy & devotion ) addresses4 ,%e w\ld n1 h[ev]1 rel9qui% ! idea ( "s k9d ( conf]5ce4 ,! s*eme /at$ 9 ! foll[+ extract f a lett] 0 v mu* :at 0 actually c>ri$ out3-- #8,i hope ! ar*bi%op w be s good z to ask "s "o to give ! addresses 9 ! ,quiet ,days4444 ,i %\ld be !re & a few ( my fri5ds1 head mi/resses1 & we %\ld make our subsequ5t lessons h>monise ) ! previ\s in/ruction1 s t !re %\ld be unity4 ,i d n mean to give lessons on me?ods ( tea*+ 9 ! ord9>y me*anical s5se2 b on our vocation & ! moral aspects ( our "w1 & !n ,i ?\ght we c\ld get "s "o to give ,bible lessons on ! books set by ,ox=d & ,cambridge1 "s "o :o kn[s ! diff]5ce betwe5 dead & liv+ tea*+4 ,we mu/ h en\gh to occupy ^? :o come = ! :ole mon?1 ?\gh ,i expect only a few ( ^? :o come w rema9 s long4 ,!re w1 ,i f9d1 be a l>ge proportion ( e>ne/ tea*]s :o w be able to help & /r5g!n ! weak4' ,! ,rev4 ,v4 ,h4 ,/anton#gh k9dly acc$$ to ,miss ,beale's reque/ to give ! addresses at ! ?ree ,quiet ,days :i* op5$ ! conf]5ce 9 #ahhd4 ,9 ! foll[+ ye> ,canon ,mason did ?is4 ,x is noticeable t on almo/ e occasion ! conductor ( ?is ,retreat = tea*]s 0 drawn f ! ranks ( ,cambridge4 ,! reason = ?is ,miss ,beale (t5 expla9$1 z 9 ! foll[+ lett] writt5 z late z ,april #aijd3-- #8,i h _h ne>ly all ! book y s5t read to me2 !re are "s beautiful ?\ghts1 b ,i don't feel q at home 9 ! g5]al atmosph]e4 ,x is difficult to describe1 b ,i rememb] :5 ,ar*bi%op ,b5son 0 *oos+ a ,conductor = our ,retreat1 he said "o day1 he w\ld r *oose f ! ,cambridge s*ool ( ?\ght4 ,i ask$ him :at 0 ! diff]5ce betwe5 ,cambridge & ,ox=d1 & he said1 8,! latt] began ) ! ?\ght ( s91 ! =m] ) ! ?\ght ( ! ,div9e ,life 9 man40 #8,"s day :5 we meet ,i may be able to make cle>] :at ,i mean4' ,mr4 ,/anton's e>ne/ sympa!tic addresses 7 greatly valu$ by ^? :o 7 pres5t 9 #ahhd4 ,n less priz$ 0 ! g5]\s k9dness ( ! ,lady ,pr9cipal 9 ! weeks :i* foll[$ ! ,retreat4 ,miss ,beale n only gave frequ5t addresses on v>i\s subjects1 cont9u+ 9 "s ! l9e ( ?\ght begun on ! ,quiet ,days1 %e 0 also con/antly at ! s]vice ( any memb] ( ! p>ty = discussion or c\nsel4 #8,i expect$ c]ta9ly to see some?+ ( y1' "o :o _h be5 pres5t wrote aft]w>ds to h]1 #8b t y w\ld con/itute y\rself ! "m ( ! p>ty1 be ) u at meals1 & d s v mu* = our improvem5t & ent]ta9m5t 0 q undreamt (4 ,inde$1 we 7 all t\*$ by x4 ,i ?9k ^? quiet days at ! beg9n+ gave a special tone ( e>ne/ness to ! ga!r+4' ,mrs4 ,s\lsby wrote ( ! #8help & com=t y gave to me & s _m o!rs by arrang+ t ,retreat4 ,i h nev] be5 pres5t at any?+ s calculat$ to d /eady & la/+ good4' ,& _m spoke ( ! #8s5se ( fell[%ip' :i* _h be5 ga9$ by meet+ s _m ) l aims & int]e/s2 !y told h[ !y 7 go+ back to "w ) #8new hope = ! future1' or ) #8_m new lights & helpful sugge/ions to aid' !m4 ,"s said ! "w ( tea*+ _h be5 repres5t$ to !m 9 a new light1 "s t ! conf]5ce help$ !m to a new />t4 ,"o told h[ %e 0 #89 dang] ( mak+ %ipwreck :5 y\r wise c\nsel sav$ me4' ,ano!r said3 #8,"o ?+ /ruck me v mu*1 ! fell[-feel+ & anxiety to help t tea*]s :o h be5 at ,*elt5ham h = ea* o!r4' ,m ?an a hundr$ tea*]s1 _m ( !m belong+ to ,*elt5ham1 7 pres5t = ! fir/ days ( ! conf]5ce 9 #ahhd4 ,"s tw5ty outside tea*]s rema9$ = ! :ole mon?4 ,! "t 0 long en\gh to fo/] real intimacy4 ,a great deal ( "t & ?\ght _h be5 devot$ to arrangem5ts be=eh&1 9 ord] t all might get ! utmo/ b5efit f ! "t4 ,9 ?is ,miss ,beale receiv$ mu* will+ co-op]ation f h] own /aff1 & ,miss ,ca9es l5t ,fauconb]g ,h\se & h] s]vants4 ,miss ,beale 0 specially anxi\s t dur+ ! ,quiet ,days all %\ld h ! opportunity ( keep+ well ! sil5ce :i* 0 obs]v$4 ,^? :o _h no rooms ( _! own _h little sitt+-rooms assign$ !m 9 ! ,college1 ! music-rooms be+ available = ?is purpose4 ,t "p ( ! ,*elt5ham _w :i* /ill reg>d$ ,miss ,beale ) suspicion & to :om a ,retreat appe>$1 ev5 z late z #ahhd1 to be a dang]\s ,high ,*ur* innovation1 rais$ a cry ( al>m4 ,! music-rooms _h be5 turn$ into cells6 ,x is n kn[n :at ! ^w impli$ to ^? :o made ! outcry1 & x 0 soon sil5c$1 b x caus$ a little annoyance at ! "t4 ,! mon? pass$ 9 tea*+ & help+1 ?\gh gladly giv5 out ( h] own holidays1 0 an und\bt$ physical /ra9 to ,miss ,beale4 ,%e wrote to ,mrs4 ,b5son3-- #8,i wi% ,i _h nev] said ,i w\ld try to write a pap] = ,?ursday at ! ,heal? ,exhibition4 ,i d n l to leave ev5 = a day1 z "o ought to g on try+ to help ^? :o rema94 ,we d feel s grateful = all ! "t & ?\ght y & ! ,ar*bi%op h be5 good en\gh to give u1 especially 9 ! selection ( ,mr4 ,/anton4 ,= myself1 ,i %\ld nev] h _h ! c\rage to g on2 7"o gets n]v\s74444' ,& %e 0 tir$4 ,! la/ entry 9 h] di>y = t mon? is ?is3-- #8,augu/ #bg4--;,end ( mon? at ,fauconb]g4 ,la/ address n good1 & result ( neglect4' ,yet ,miss ,beale probably felt su* a /ra9 f> less ?an any o!r head-mi/ress w\ld h done1 s absorb+ly int]e/+ to h] 0 ?is k9d ( "w4 ,%e always look$ back ) great pleasure on t "t4 ,%e treasur$ ! lett]s %e receiv$ aft]w>ds f ^? :o _h be5 pres5t1 dat$ f x la/+ fri5d%ips made ) "s :o _h come f o!r s*ools1 & felt x _h drawn h] ne>] to "s ( h] own tea*]s4 ,miss ,beale's outside int]e/s 7 conc]n$1 z 0 natural1 *iefly ) education4 ,) e educational movem5t made dur+ ! la/ fifty ye>s 9 ! direction ( progress %e became to "s ext5t associat$4 ,%e presid$ at ! fir/ meet+ ( head-mi/resses held 9 #ahgd at ,myra ,lodge1 :5 ! ,association = ,head-mi/resses 0 f\nd$ ) ,miss ,buss z presid5t4 #8,i see1' said ,miss ,beale ( ?is meet+ 9 #aijf1 #8x is record$ t ,i presid$4 ,my recollections are only ( ly+ 9 great pa9 on ! s(a & tak+ only a feeble "p 9 ! discussion4 ,i little ?\ght t ,i %\ld be all[$ to address a conf]5ce :i* m ?an ?irty ye>s aft] numb]s ov] two hundr$ & ?irty memb]s4444 ,at our fir/ meet+ c]ta9 pr9ciples 7 ass]t$ :i* t5d$ to settle "s difficult que/ions4' ,miss ,beale "h d\btless ref]s to ! v fir/ resolution pass$ by ?is ari/ocratic body1 :i* 0 to ! effect t no s*ool c "w satisfactorily unless ! head-mi/ress be entirely responsible = its int]nal managem5t4 ,miss ,ridley1 9 writ+ ( ,miss ,buss1#gi 7to #8^: insight & =esight1' said ,miss ,beale1 #8! f\nd+ ( ! ,association 0 entirely due1'7 has %[n t ! pass+ ( ?is resolution 0 9 itself almo/ a raison d'tre = ! ,association4 ,= ! rightful position ( a head-mi/ress 0 n recognis$ )\t "s difficulty & controv]sy4 ,! gov]n+ bodies ( girls' s*ools c\ld n at fir/ be select$ on ! gr\nd ( int]e/ & exp]i5ce 9 educational matt]s4 ,ano!r resolution pass$ on t occasion 0 to ! effect t an exam9ation to te/ ! p[] ( tea*]s is desirable4 ,on ! dea? ( ,miss ,buss1 9 #ahie1 ,miss ,beale became presid5t until #ahig1 :5 h] t]m ( (fice expir$4 ,%e nev] s\ght re-election1 h] increas+ deafness mak+ x difficult = h] to conduct meet+s4 ,%e ?\ght a great deal ( ! importance ( ! ,association & ( ! discussions :i* took place at its meet+s1 & /rove 9 e way to r5d] !m n only e>ne/ b fair-m9d$4 #8,i hope1' %e said on "o occasion1 #8t our assemblies w n become su* z ! discussions 9 ,p>liam5t1 m]ely =mal1 e "o hav+ tak5 a side be=e & be+ unmov$ by any?+ said4' ,miss ,beale sev]al times read pap]s to ! ,association1 & 9 lat] ye>s ! def]5tial welcome %e receiv$ f its memb]s 0 v noticeable4 ,h] la/ address1 giv5 on ! reque/ ( ! ,association 9 ,june #aijf1 only a few mon?s be=e h] dea?1 may be reg>d$ z h] f>ewell to ! educational _w4 ,:5 ! ,association = ,assi/ant ,mi/resses 0 =m$1 ,miss ,beale reg>d$ x at fir/ ) "s anxiety4 ,%e fe>$ ! cla% ( int]e/s & promotion ( suspicion betwe5 a head & h] /aff4 ,lat]1 :5 %e und]/ood ! "w ( ! ,association1 %e receiv$ x into fav\r1 & on "o occasion address$ a meet+ ( ! we/]n bran* at ,/4 ,hilda's4 ,memb]s ( ! ,association 7 welcom$1 & sometimes sp5t ! morn+ at ,college :5 !y came ov] = bran* meet+s4 ,miss ,beale1 too1 0 always will+ to let ^? ( h] /aff :o belong$ to ! ,a4,a4,m4 ,committee g up to ,london to att5d meet+s 9 t]m "t1 & 0 pleas$ :5 x fell to ,miss ,lumby1 z ,presid5t ( ! ,association1 to give evid5ce toge!r ) ,mrs4 ,)iel1 be=e ! ,bryce ,commission 9 #ahie4 ,! ,tea*]s' ,guild1 f\nd$ by ,miss ,buss 9 #ahhc1 met ) w>m support f ! head-mi/resses ( ! ,association4 ,a bran* 0 />t$ at ,*elt5ham 9 ! foll[+ ye>1 & a pap] by ,miss ,beale read1 %e h]self be+ indispos$ at ! "t4 ,%e us$ h] influ5ce ) h] own tea*]s to jo9 ! ,guild1 & frequ5tly address$ ! bran* meet+s on su* subjects z ! ,value ( ,exam9ations4 ,9 ! ,froebel ,society %e 0 also mu* int]e/$ & subscrib$ to x regul>ly4 ,:5 ! ,*ur* ,s*ools' ,company 0 f\nd$ 9 #ahhc1 ,miss ,beale became at once a memb] ( ! ,c\ncil4 ,%e 0 pr\d t ! ,college suppli$ head-mi/resses to bo? ! ,graham ,/reet & ,bak] ,/reet ,s*ools4 ,! hopefulness no increase ( ye>s or disappo9tm5t c\ld abate1 ! op5 m9d ev] quick to receive :at 0 good & orig9al f ^? y\ng] & less exp]i5c$ ?an h]self1 7 se5 9 ! way ,miss ,beale greet$ ! "w ( ! ,*ild-,/udy ,association4 ,) h] cons5t ,miss ,l\*1 !n a memb] ( ! ,college /aff1 proce$$ to ,am]ica 9 #ahid to att5d a c\rse ( lectures by ,dr4 ,/anley ,hall on *ild-/udy4 ,on h] return ! ,association 0 =m$ 9 ,ed9burgh1 & 9 ! same ye> a bran* 0 />t$ 9 ,*elt5ham1 ) ,miss ,beale z local presid5t4 ,be=e h] dea? %e 0 presid5t ( ! :ole ,association1 & presid$ ov] ! conf]5ce held 9 ,*elt5ham 9 #aijf1 ! ye> ( h] dea?4 ,:5 ! ,paidologi/1 ! organ ( ! ,*ild-,/udy ,association1 0 />t$1 ,miss ,beale contribut$ l>gely to ! gu>antee fund1 & = five ye>s 0 a memb] ( ! ,magaz9e ,committee4 ,%e promot$ ! "w ( ! ,association by try+ to get ! ,college /aff1 bo>d+-h\se mi/resses1 & p>5ts ( pupils to jo9 & assi/ 9 x4 ,miss ,beale 0 among ^? consult$ by ,miss ,mason :51 9 #ahhh1 %e def9itely s\ght to give ! ,p>5ts' ,educational ,union1 :i* _h _h a successful ye>'s "w 9 ,brad=d1 a national "n & "*4 ,! "w ( ! society appeal$ greatly to ,miss ,beale1 & ! ,*elt5ham bran* 0 "o ( ! e>lie/ f\nd$4 ,h] "n appe>s among ^? ( ! vice-presid5ts 9 #ahib4 ,to pass beyond ! limits ( ! "w 9 :i*1 f ! fact ( h] position1 ! ,lady ,pr9cipal ( ,*elt5ham 0 call$ ^u to take a "p1 x may be notic$ t %e 0 always mu* int]e/$ 9 ,sunday-s*ool tea*+1 & wrote _m articles ^u x4 ,sev]al ( ^! h be5 pr9t$4 ,h] int]e/ 0 caus$ l>gely by ! numb]s ( old pupils :o took up ?is "w1 & :o came to h] = advice ab\t x1 z well z to ! cong5ial nature ( religi\s in/ruction4 ,dissatisfi$ ) ! me?ods or want ( me?od prevail+ 9 _m ,sunday-s*ools1 %e _h a high ideal ( ! "w = ! sake bo? ( tea*] & *ildr51 & 0 always ready ) sympa?y & sugge/ion4 ,to an old pupil engag$ on a pap] int5d$ to po9t out "s exi/+ ills 9 ,sunday-s*ools %e wrote 9 #ahhj3-- #8,i %\ld say beg9 ) all ! good done--! necessity = !m at ! "t1 etc4 ,!n speak ( ! evils1 & ) ea* sort sugge/ a rem$y1 & admit t ! evils are n univ]sal4 ,try to put x 9 r a diff]5t %ape1 & ,i ?9k x w\ld d good 9 ov]?r[+ "s self-complac5cy4 ,especially is x an evil :5 q raw girls--"s ignorant girls su* z we h at ,college--pret5d to tea*4 ,*ildr5 accu/om$ to prop] tea*+ ( c\rse fidget4 ,i %\ld h be5 a little rebel myself1 if ,i _h _h to he> ! wret*$ /uff t "s *ildr5 d at ,sunday ,s*ool4 ,b x does1 :5 done prop]ly1 draw classes toge!r4' ,in/itutions & societies design$ to help ! poor ( ,*elt5ham came ( c\rse be=e ,miss ,beale's notice4 ,%e nev]1 h[ev]1 all[$ h]self to be drawn f ! press+ requirem5ts ( h] own "w1 s z to become acqua9t$ ) ! details ( t :i*1 to "s ext5t1 gr[s up r\nd e *ur*4 ,%e 01 inde$1 on pr9ciple1 *>y 9 h] support ( ?is1 ma9ta9+ t 9 a t[n !re 0 g5]ally great wa/e ( funds & lab\rs1 ow+ to ! lack ( comb9ation4 ,%e wrote z e>ly z #ahha 9 ref]5ce to ,*elt5ham3-- #8,i am s anxi\s t we %\ld all "w 9 ! direction po9t$ out by our ,rural ,dean1 get all ,*ur* p to "w toge!r z "o1 = works :i* _c or ought n to be m]ely p>o*ial1 & 9 all *>itable "w1 :]ev] x is possible1 to get all1 :e!r ,*ur* or n1 to jo9 9 oppos+ all =ms ( evil4444 ,i ?9k we %\ld take works 9 ord] ( importance4 ,i may be wrong1 b ,i h regrett$ ! erection ( ,*ur* /eeples :5 !re 0 o!r "w t seem$ to me ( m importance left unsupport$4 ,i ?9k ! increase ( (f]tories 9 *ur*es1 good z x is 9 _m ways1 has t5d$ to h9d] unit$ "w 9 ! t[n4 ,i d n "k :e!r !re ev] c\ld be a sort ( ,c\ncil = ! adm9i/ration ( at lea/ "p ( ! funds s collect$2 b x does seem z if ! pres5t plan gave too mu* to "s di/ricts & too little to o!rs1 & left "s in/itutions :i* h a claim ^u all1 ) sc>cely any support1 because :at is ev]ybody's bus9ess is nobody's4444 ,! laity h v little influ5ce 9 ! di/ribution ( money collect$ 9 *ur*es1 :i* t5ds always to become a l>g] proportion ( :at is giv5 away1 s t mu* ( ! p[] to organise unit$ "w mu/ re/ ) ! cl]gy4 ,& liv+ =ces1 :i* are enorm\sly m important ?an money1 are wa/$ by 8congregationalism40 ,c\ld !re n be "s l>g] association ( ,*ur* work]s f :i* "s sort ( adm9i/rative c\ncil might select p]sons suitable = any special "w8 ,c\ld n "w sometimes be done collectively1 in/ead ( ea* cl]gyman do+ x sep>ately = 8 own congregation8 ,i d hope t m & m1 9 "o "w aft] ano!r1 we may unite our =ces1 & if once p c be induc$ to look into ! evils :i* exi/ at _! v doors1 !y w be mov$ to "w ) "o he>t & m9d to remove :at is a disgrace to our t[n4' ,among ! in/itutions ( ,*elt5ham1 = :i* ,miss ,beale specially claim$ ! ne$ ( unit$ action1 0 ! ,work+ ,m5's ,college4 ,%e h]self on "o occasion read a pap] !re1 h] subject be+ #8,self-support & ,self-gov]nm5t f ! po9t ( view1 n ( ! individual1 b ( ! ,college4' ,! pap]1 simple & direct1 %[s h[ ,miss ,beale c\ld ?r[ h]self into ! m9ds ( ^? %e address$1 appeal+ to all t 0 be/ 9 !m1 :ile at ! same "t putt+ h] own ?\ghts into !m4 ,x embodies h] fav\rite !ories ( ! dang] ( help+ p ?r\gh gifts3-- #8,i d n ?9k !re are _m belong+ to ?is ,college :o c\ld n pay a few %ill+s annually4 ,self-d5ial adds value to en]gy4444 ,ev]ybody does n agree ) me4 ,"s ?9k y w misund]/&1--?9k we d n want help4 ,i d n ?9k y w1 to judge by my own feel+s4 ,i l to be indep5d5t4 ,y look at ! ,ladies' ,college & say1 8,y h got all y want40 ,b "t 0 :5 we 7 v poor1 s poor t our ,c\ncil said1 444 we w h b ano!r ye>'s trial & !n %ut up4 ,we nev] said we w\ld beg p to help u3 we w\ld make x self-support+1 or x %\ld die4444 ,i feel c]ta9 if y work+-m5 7 to say1 ,we w take ! managem5t ourselves1 & x %all be a success1 t x w\ld be1 & ,i ?9k t if o!r p manage & pay = x1 t "s ( ! /ronge/ & mo/ indep5d5t w\ld /& alo(4444 ,i am q sure t our ,college w\ld n h be5 :at x is if we _h _h money to fall back ^u4 ,i might myself h left ! helm & gone to sit quietly 9 ! cab9 :ile ! vessel drift$ on to ! rocks4' ,among ,miss ,beale's pap]s !re exi/s a v simple address entitl$1 #8,is ,dea? ! ,end8' ,%e int5d$ to read x at a little mission-room1 ma9ta9$ 9 a v poor /reet by h] fri5ds1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,james ,ow54 ,! subject 0 "o :i* _h tak5 /rong hold ( h] fancy at ! "t4 ,"s "o _h discov]$ a dragon-fly em]g+ f its *rysalis on a wat]-lily 9 ! little pond :i* !n exi/$ 9 ! ,fauconb]g ,h\se g>d5 adjo9+ ! ,college gr\nds4 ,x 0 tak5 to ,miss ,beale1 :o saw enact$ be=e h] own eyes a liv+ p>able ( resurrection-life4 ,h] *ildlike delight 9 ?is came out 9 almo/ e ,scripture lesson %e gave t summ]4 ,! pond 0 wat*$ = *rysalids2 !y 7 tak5 into ! classrooms = ! *ildr5 to see ! creatures creep out ( _! tombs1 lie s(t & sleepy = a little1 !n sail away on new-f\nd w+s4 ,?is true /ory ( ! dragon-fly & all x c\ld tea* ( life1 ?r\gh dea?1 ,miss ,beale long$ to tell to ,mrs4 ,ow5's poor fri5ds4 ,%e wrote x c>efully1 & _h little illu/rations made2 b ! lecture 0 nev] giv54 #8,mrs4 ,ow5 w\ld n let me1' %e said sadly1 #8b ,i ?9k ,i c\ld h int]e/$ !m 9 ! dragon-fly4' ,b ,mrs4 ,ow5 0 probably "r1 s9ce ! audi5ce = :om ! pap] 0 int5d$ 0 su* z ,miss ,beale knew only 9 ! pages ( ,br[n+'s ,*ri/mas ,eve4 ,9 ! "w ( ! ,*ur* abroad1 9 ! ne$s & claims ( hea!n peoples gov]n$ by ,engl&1 9 ! v>i\s problems :i* arise out ( ^! va/ consid]ations1 ,miss ,beale 0 int]e/$ only 9 a second>y way4 ,t is to say1 :5 !y came be=e h] 9 ! "w ( h] own pupils1 :5 h] girls turn$ to h] = sympa?y & help1 !n %e w\ld consid] !m en\gh to be able to =m "s def9ite op9ion1 & to give s\nd advice4 ,! tea*+s ( ,h9doo religions & philosophy1 & ! progress ( ,*ri/ianity 9 ,india1 came be=e h] z matt]s ( real int]e/ 9 #ahhc1 :5 ,pundita ,ramabai 0 s5t by ! ,wantage ,si/]s to /udy at ! ,college4 ,miss ,beale receiv$ h] ) ! utmo/ w>m? & fri5d%ip4 ,%e made e possible arrangem5t = h] heal? & protection3 %e n only put at h] disposal e advantage ! ,college c\ld (f]1 b gave up a l>ge portion ( h] own valuable "t 9 ord] to help h] p]sonally4 ,%e welcom$ ,ramabai's long lett]s on religi\s que/ions & difficulties1 answ]+ !m at equal l5g?4 ,%e obta9$ introductions & arrang$ int]views = h] ) _m :om %e ?\ght c\ld help h]4 ,ramabai's #8appetite = philosophy' 7to quote ,miss ,beale71 h] en?usiasm & unsp>+ devotion to ! cause ( h] unhappy si/]s 9 ,india1 t\*$ h] deeply1 & :5 ! ,home = ,wid[s 0 e/abli%$ at ,poona1#hj ,miss ,beale became a l>ge & regul> subscrib] to x4 ,among h] pap]s !re is "o :i* 0 p]haps s5t to ,india1 or 0 p]haps j "o ( ^? writt5 expressions ( "s ?\ght :i* _h seiz$ & fill$ h] m9d4 ,x 0 evid5tly int5d$ to be an appeal aga9/ ! cruelty :i* made su* homes = wid[s necess>y3-- #8,my he>t1' x runs1 #8is /irr$ by sorr[ & pity = ^? suff]+ wid[s ( ,india2 b !re are "s :om ,i pity m1--^? :o inflict ! sorr[s on !m1 s9ce x is f> bett] to suff] ?an to d wrong4444 ,b :at grieves me1 too1 is ! ?\ght ( ! wa/e ( all t wond]ful am\nt ( en]gy & life :i* ,god has giv5 y\r c\ntry-wom5 9 ord] to bless o!rs4 ,if ! m5 ( ,india believe 9 ,god's goodness & wisdom1 z ,i ?9k !y mu/1 ev5 ?\gh !y may n tru/ ,him1 !y mu/ ?9k ,he has n made all ^? wid[s to be a burd5 & mis]y to !mselves & o!rs1 b to d good "w4 ,:at mi/akes p make :5 !y ?9k t !y are wis] ?an ,god4444 ,i look =w>d to ! future & rejoice & ?9k t z ,india gr[s wis] ) t wisdom :i* tru/s ! inf9itely wise & good ,god1 ,:om we wor%ip1 %e w s5d out h] clev] & good wom51 :o are n[ cru%$ by sorr[ & unk9dness1 into ! ri* h>ve/-fields ( ! _w1 w *e] !m on 9 _! "w = o!rs1 & !y w become a bless+2 surely t is ! only joy ( a woman's he>t4444 ,n ?is only1 !re w be _m :o w gladly give up all ?\ght ( ! happ9ess ( wife or ( "m1 9 its limit$ s5se1 & g =? to live = o!rs4444 ,i c rememb] :5 ,old ,maid 0 a t]m ( contempt 9 ,engl&1 b x is n s n[2 y h se5 me & sixty old maids work+ toge!r happy & cont5t1 & if ,i c\ld s5d out a hundr$ wom5 :]e ,i c n[ s5d "o1 ,i %\ld n h too _m1 s con/ant are ! dem&s = 8old maids10 z y w\ld call !m1--= tea*]s1 nurses1 mission>ies1 & all sorts ( good "w4444 ,india w "s "t feel all t h] wa/$ wom5's life c d4 ,god w put x into ! he>ts ( m5 & ( ! happy wom51 :o are sometimes h>d on ! unhappy1 to set ^! wom5 free to d all t is 9 _! he>t1 & o!r good wom5 w tea* !m to use _! preci\s gift ( lib]ty z 9 ,god's sight4' ,ramabai und\bt$ly made ,miss ,beale realise ! ne$ = def9ite ,*ri/ian tea*+ 9 ,india4 ,"h is an int]e/+ extract f a lett] on ?is subject3-- #8#ahhd4 #8,rama ,bai is v le>n$ & ?\ghtful1 & says h[ p[]less mo/ mission>ies are1 = want ( ! k ( native philosophy & religion4444 ,i ?\ght t ! native religions 7 fe$+ ! high] life1 b x seems n s n[2 b ! /ate is mu* ! same z 9 ,greece & ,rome j be=e ! ,*ri/ian era4 ,%e spoke mu* z ,plato does 9 ! ,republic ab\t ! "* ( ! gods 9 ! ,indian poetry1 & felt ! wond]ful p[] ( ! p]fect ,example1 & ! inw>d ,grace to foll[ x4' ,on he>+ ( ,miss ,beale's dea? ,ramabai wrote3 #8,x is ov] tw5ty-"o ye>s s9ce ,i saw ,miss ,beale = ! la/ "t4 ,b h] sacr$ memory is q fre%1 & ,i seem to he> h] pray & give ,bible in/ruction4 ,h] love & influ5ce1 h] words ( enc\ragem5t & h] pray]s on my behalf1 h help$ me mu* 9 my life & "w4' ,9 ,s\? ,africa1 a s*ool at ,bloemfonte91 /ill m "o at ,graham/[n1 became ( int]e/ at ,*elt5ham ?r\gh ! influ5ce ( ,miss ,/rong1 :o prep>$ h]self to "w 9 !m by "s p]iods ( "t at ! ,college4 ,_m tea*]s at ! ,diocesan ,s*ool1 ,graham/[n1 7 drawn f ,*elt5ham1 & its association ( old pupils 0 = a "t affiliat$ ) ! ,guild4 ,o!r old pupils w5t to ,india1 ,*9a1 ,japan4 ,z ! numb] ( ,*elt5ham mission>ies increas$1 ! importance & ne$s ( _! "w became impress$ m & m on "s memb]s ( ! ,guild4 ,9 #ahgh ,miss ,beale1 ^: own int]e/ 9 =eign missions grew /eadily 9 lat] ye>s1 all[$ ! =mation ( a ,mission>y ,/udy ,circle )9 ! ,guild4#ha ,?is is ! only special "w o!r ?an t ( ! ,london ,settlem5t %e ev] sanction$1 & ?is "o 0 mu* safegu>d$4 ,:5 ! ,occasional ,leaflet1 ! organ ( ?is circle1 0 fir/ publi%$1 %e made x a condition t !re %\ld be no begg+ = money1 nor ev5 a def9ite urg+ ( ! claims ( =eign mission "w4 ,%e fe>$ girls might be drawn by ! attraction ( di/ant & m h]oic-seem+ activities to neglect duty at home4 ,&1 z ! pres5t editor ( ! ,leaflet has rem>k$1 #8,%e h>dly realis$ h[ c>eful societies are 9 select+ & tra9+ w\ld-be mission>ies4' ,on "o occasion ,miss ,beale1 by ! reque/ ( ! late ,bi%op ( ,graham/[n1#hb actually address$ a small mission>y meet+4 ,%e began by say+3-- #8,i h be5 ask$ to speak to y a few words to-day1 & ,i h cons5t$ on condition t ,i %\ld n advocate a cause4 ,x is sometimes said1 8,w y n collect money or br+ =w>d su* an in/itution80 & ,i say 8,no6 my duty is to give pr9ciples1 & to leave ! def9ite application40 ,& if ! c>ry+ out ( ! pr9ciples deprives ( help]s myself & ! "w t is ne>e/ to my he>t ,i am cont5t1 & s ,i am sure ! ,bi%op is4' ,%e cont9u$1 #8,i admit !re is sometimes a call to g abroad = ^? :o want to s]ve ,*ri/1 & lack resolution to be cut (f f home ties4 ,we _c s easily =get we are soldi]s if we g out to an enemy's c\ntry4 ,we read 9 hi/ory ( brave p :o fail$ 9 w> because :5 !y _h won a battle !y c\ld n be kept toge!r2 b disappe>$ into _! own homes1 & _h to be got toge!r aga9 on ! next em]g5cy4 ,s1 ,i ?9k "s :o feel !mselves weak d well to jo9 "s army b\nd = =eign p>ts4 ,!y c't run away on ! fir/ repulse1 or give up :5 tir$2--& ! raw recruit comes back a vet]an f 8 =eign campaign1 able to lead ! volunte]s :o h to be tra9$ at home4 ,n only does a =eign campaign help u to break ! bondage ( self-indulg5t habits1 b x unites u too4 ,!re is no?+ l go+ away f home & fac+ a common foe to unite u to ^? f :om we 7 sev]$4 ,a neighb\r :om we sc>cely knew 9 ,*elt5ham is a fri5d at once 9 ,*9a or ,africa4 ,9 ! pres5ce ( unbelief ,*ri/ians :o are sep>at$ feel _! diff]5ces 9 m9or matt]s1 matt]s ( ta/e & feel+s r ?an ( pr9ciple1 to be insignificant2--& unite 9 ! great battle aga9/ s94 ,:il/1 on ! o!r h&1 !y feel ! imm5se p[]1 ! great ne$ ( fai?1 liv+ & real1 to su/a9 !m :5 ! props ( ,society1 ( ,*ur* ,s]vices1 ( sympa!tic fri5ds are tak5 away2--!y h to dig d[n to ! rock4444 ,9 any case ! battle mu/ n beg9 )\t tra9+ & discipl9e4 ,useless wom51 because undiscipl9$ 9 ?\ght1 9 w1 9 action1 :at havoc !y make6 ,hav+ a "n to live1 yet dead2--^! br+ 9 confusion4 ,^? :o h n le>n$ ob$i5ce1 ^? :o want cr$it = !mselves1 or excitem5t1 nev] help to w9 victory4' ,!re 0 "o matt] outside h] own prop] sph]e ( activity 9 :i* ,miss ,beale 0 nev] sp>+ ( money or p]sonal tr\ble4 ,?is 0 ! "w to :i* ,mrs4 ,lanca/] _h fir/ drawn h] 9 h] y\?1 ! rescue & protection ( wom54 ,x became1 z life w5t on1 specially l9k$ ) ! memory ( t o!r fri5d1 ( :om %e lov$ to ?9k z ,britom>t1 rescu+ h] si/] f ! fire4 ,:5 ,mrs4 ,ow5 di$1 x 0 felt in/9ctively t h] "w = o!rs mu/ & %\ld cont9ue4 ,!re seem$ no memorial s fit z a ,home = ,fri5dless ,girls = "o ^: *os5 task x _h be5 to seek ! lo/ piece ( silv]4 ,miss ,beale translat$1 z x 71 all h] poetical ?\ghts1 all h] mo/ t5d] memories into active co-op]ation1 tak+ ! *air at committees1 address+ meet+s1 mak+ kn[n ! ne$s ( ! ,home1 f9d+ work]s = x4 ,miss ,beale h]self _h le>n$ mu* s9ce #ahef4 ,z "t w5t on %e felt less incl9$ to seek rem$ies = evil ?an to prev5t its beg9n+2 %e look$ m to causes ?an to result+ facts4 ,:5 9 #ahhe ,mrs4 ,william ,grey made an appeal = help 9 organis+ "s def9ite movem5t among ! mo!rs ( ,engl& aga9/ ! s9s :i* create ! necessity = rescue1 ,miss ,beale respond$ w>mly1 urg+ h] to come =w>d h]self to lead x4 #8,,ladies' ,,college1 ,,*elt5ham1 ,augu/ #e1 #ahhe4 #8,,de> ,,mrs4 ,,grey1--,y\r beautiful lett] 0 s5t me by an old pupil1 :o ) h] husb&1 ,mr4 ,mit*ell1 is "o ( ! mo/ e>ne/ work]s 9 ! cause4 ,! lab\rs !y h gone ?r\gh pati5tly & quietly = ye>s are imm5se4 #8,well3 x seems to me t we ought to h a ,union1 z l>ge z ! "o y e/abli%$1 & :i* did su* wond]ful "w be=e2 b ?is "t =--%all ,i say %eph]d+ ^? :o h no prop] protectors1 & my ?\ghts turn to y to lead 9 ?is also4 7#a7 ,because ,i am sure t ! "w y h done has alone made x possible to hope t we may roll back ?is flood ( corruption in/ead ( be+ subm]g$ by x2 ! improvem5t 9 education has %[n :at wom5 c d1 & won = ! "t a respect f m51 :i* !y _h n be=e4 ,^! l>ge s*ools h taught !m to "w toge!r organically1 & ! solid /udies h /r5g!n$ !m 9 e way4 7#b7 ,because y h su* fai?--,i rememb] h[ /rong x 0 :5 m9e fail$4 7#c7 ,because y w\ld be able to unite p ( v>i\s cre$s & classes & ranks 9 ?is great national "w--p w\ld tru/ y\r delicacy & y\r judgm5t1 & y w\ld emphasise ! patriotic gr\nds4 ,i nev] =get y\r spee* at ,bri/ol1 & y\r words ab\t our 8de>1 de> c\ntry40 ,y c bo? /ir ! he>t1 & guide ! judgm5t4 ,i ?9k t p]haps ,god has re/or$ y\r heal? t y may lead once m4 #8,dim visions float be=e my m9d ( an ,union ( ,wom5 :i* %\ld embrace & "w ) ! exi/+ organisations1 su* z ! ,girls' ,fri5dly1 ! ,metropolitan ,association1 & ! ,*ri/ian ,"y ,wom51--:i* %\ld welcome help f all2 = :at are sect>ian di/9ctions 9 ! pres5ce ( su* evils8 8,let e "o t name? ! "n ( ,*ri/0 jo9--& ^? too :o1 n nam+ ,8 "n1 live accord+ to ,8 life4444 #8,wom5 b& !mselves toge!r to g out to nurse 9 ! armies--once t 0 ?\ght impossible4444 ,p]haps ,i am talk+ ( :at is impracticable4 ,x is h>d to keep calm en\gh to see cle>ly1 :5 su* visions hov] be=e "o4 ,x is s important to keep calm1 t "o may nei!r be p>alys$1 nor make fanta/ic /rokes in/ead ( /rik+ truly2 & !re=e ,i want y to ?9k & guide4 #8,i am sure we tea*]s mu/ n let ourselves be div]t$ f our prop] "w1 ( inspir+ & sett+ o!rs to "w--indirectly1 n directly1 c we act4 ,i (t5 h to /op e>ne/ tea*]s1 :o w\ld break !mselves d[n1 & say--8,if y want a ?+ done1 don't d x y\rself40 ,b we d ne$ m & m n to ?9k ( ! m]e giv+ ( k1 b ( lift+ ?r\gh education ! girls' *>act]s2 giv+ !m prop] ideas ( m>riage & :at x ought to be3 we %\ld aboli% all ! frivolities ( ! m>riage c]emonial4 ,w\ld we _h m w$d+s l t ,i att5d$ ye/]day ( "o ( our tea*]s4 ,i _h nev] be=e be5 pres5t at "o :i* _h really satisfi$ me1 & !re 7 cr[ds ( poor p belong+ to ! 8unwa%$0 among/ :om %e _h lab\r$1 :o behav$ z fa%ionable congregations d n1 & :o mu/ h gone away ) a deep] s5se ( ! mean+ ( a true m>riage4 ,we ne$1 ,i ?9k1 a m>riage re=m association z mu* z a fun]al re=m4 ,i am afraid my lett] is a little incoh]5t4 ,i am 9 b$ ) heada*e1 aft] a some:at exhau/+ week4 ,we h _h a tea*]s' meet+ aga9 ?is ye>1 beg9n+ ) "s ,quiet ,days1 & addresses to tea*]s by ,canon ,mason1 :om ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury k9dly ask$4 ,i ?9k we all ?or\ghly enjoy$ ^! & our aft] meet+s1 & our c\ntry excursions & social ga!r+s4 #8,miss ,hel5 ,glad/one 0 ) u1 & ,ramabai1 ) tea*]s f all p>ts4 #8,give my love to de> ,miss ,%ireff4 ,i don't "k :at %e w say to my urg+ "w on y4' ,mrs4 ,grey did n decl9e ! task ?us s5t back to h]1 s f> z %e 0 able to d x by writ+4 ,%e 0 !n liv+ abroad 9 enfeebl$ heal?1 b h] passionate words t\*$ _m 9 ,engl&1 & a movem5t :i* receiv$ ! "n ( ! ,wom5's ,league 0 set on foot 9 ! usual r\t9e way ) committees & meet+s4 ,miss ,beale att5d$ "o or two ( ^!1 b does n appe> to h be5 q happy at !m4 ,%e 0 necess>ily hamp]$ by ! fact t ! "n ( ! ,college ought n to be associat$ ) ?is special "w4 ,%e felt also t %e _h n suffici5tly /udi$ ! subject1 nor knew en\gh ab\t ! organisation ( societies o!r ?an educational1 to be able to make sugge/ions be=e o!rs ( wide exp]i5ce4 ,on "o occasion1 :5 a diff]5ce ( op9ion arose ab\t admission to ! ,league1 %e felt %e _h n spok5 z decisively z %e %\ld1 & %e wrote aft]w>ds to ,mrs4 ,grey3 #8,i enclose ! two circul>s2 b please d n "q me4 ,x seem$ imp]t95t to speak :5 !re 7 f\r or five ,bi%ops' wives pres5t1 & ,i d\bt my judgm5t4 ,i h giv5 all my ?\ght to o!r =ms ( organisation1 & ,i live s mu* out ( ! _w4' ,& to ! lady ) :om %e _h specially diff]$ %e wrote ?us3-- #8,i h be5 try+ to ?9k h[ x 0 possible = y to misund]/& me1 z ,i saw y did on ,saturday4 ,i ?\ght y knew me too well to ?9k ,i c\ld wi% any "o to conceal _! col\rs4 ,i 0 v tir$1 & ,i see ,i did n make myself cle>4 ,may ,i try n[8 #8,!re are two p>ties :o call !mselves ,agno/ics3 !re are ^? :o reject ! ,*ri/ian moral law1 & tea* a truly abom9able doctr9e2 ) su* "o c\ld h absolutely no?+ to d2 no league we c\ld ev] jo9 c\ld include ^!1 = !y are our enemies4 #8,!re are o!rs1 :o hold all t ,*ri/ has taught u1 :o w\ld fully accept ! ,*ri/ian moral law1 z ! "o & only rule4 ,i "k "s ( ^!2 _! :ole he>t is ) u2 !y d ! "w ( ,*ri/1 = !y g into ! wild]ness & f9d ^? w\nd$ & /ripp$ by ?ieves1 & br+ !m to our inn1 & bid u take c>e ( !m4 #8,i am sure our ,"l w "o day place su* on ,8 "r h&1 ?\gh !y may "q1 8,"l1 :5 saw we ,!e80 ,i w\ld n sep>ate f !m1 le/ ,i %\ld be p>t$ f ,him ,^: love is c]ta9ly work+ 9 !m1 ?o' _! 8eyes are hold50 t !y "k ,him n4 #8,i "k /ill t we _c jo9 !m1 s z to d ! same "w1 & !y "k x too4 ,!y ga!r 91 !y g into ! highways & h$ges2 !y leave ! inn] "w to ^? :o are actually disciples4 ,"o ,i "k has j n[ got ! c>e ( two neglect$ portionless girls1 & s5t !m to good ,*ur* s*ools4444 #8,i %all be deeply griev$1 if 9 a crisis ( su* dang]1 we %[ ! enemy t we are s divid$ t we _c welcome z allies ^? :o are do+ ,*ri/'s "w1 & ackn[l$g+ ! p]fection ( ,8 tea*+1 because we _c und]/& _! difficulties 9 accept+ ! doctr9es we hold sacr$4 ,we %all n 8wat] d[n0 our tea*+1 nor w\ld !y wi% u to d s4 ,we %all n give up pray]1 because we d n impose special rules4' ,ano!r lett] ( ?is p]iod 7,m>* #ahhf7 to ,mrs4 ,grey %[s ,miss ,beale's calm judgm5t z well z h] sympa?y 9 ! difficult "w ( ! ,league3-- #8 444 ,i am disappo9t$ to f9d t "s1 ev5 ( mature age1 seem to ?9k x "r to %ut _! eyes4444 ,( c\rse "o w\ld be glad t su* subjects z ?is %\ld n be br\ght up )\t necessity1 & ,i suppose t _m ( u h gr[n up )\t a notion t "s ( ! crimes allud$ to 9 y\r pap] 7 possible4 ,x does d>k5 ! :ole _w & sadd5 ! lives ( ! "y to "k t su* wick$ness is possible2 x may de/roy _! fai? 9 ,god1 to "k x be=e _! moral con/itution has atta9$ its full vig\r1 & plunge !m into pessimism3 "o _c help wi%+ to conceal ^! loa?some visions f ^? we love4 ,i d n g ) ,miss ,ellice ,hopk9s 9 h] wi% t ! "y %\ld be v e>ly w>n$4 ,x seems to me t !re is a p>allel betwe5 t & our action 9 cases ( bodily disease3 "o :o look$ on passively is sick5$ & made ill2--! nurse or surgeon b5t on heal+ does n suff]4 #8,& ,i d feel t !re is a great dang] 9 br++ be=e ! m9d temptations :i* are connect$ ) ! bodily organisation4 ,a n]v\s excitem5t seems to be produc$1 some?+ ( ! nature ( hy/]ia1 & !re is a sort ( crim9al fasc9ation su* z ^? feel :o ?r[ !mselves f heights3 ! judgm5t seems utt]ly 9 abeyance4 ,! same ?\ght seems express$ 9 ! /ory ( ,m$usa4 #8,= ?is reason ,i d feel a little hesitation 9 giv+ c\nt5ance to ! indef9ite ext5sion ( ,blue-ribbon armies1 necess>y & b5efic5t z !y are 9 cases :]e !re is /rong temptation1 or p]sons are mov$ to "w actively aga9/ intemp]ance2 & ,i w\ld r t ! campaign %\ld be "o ( mission>ies1 s to speak1 ( ^? :o h b\nd !mselves to "s active "w 9 ! cause4 ,i ?9k t su* great evils might arise f ! t]rible mi/akes :i* might be committ$ by ^? :o und]took ! o/racism )\t hav+ a fair *ance ( arriv+ at a correct judgm5t4 ,x is s easy to /ab to dea? ! "* ( an innoc5t man2 ! devil may /eal z well z buy a man's %ad[2 he may sell z well z buy4444 #8,s :at seems to me be/ w\ld be to h a small b& ( wise & calm lead]s2 & n to invite a g5]al public to give any pl$ge1 only tru/ to ! work+ ( su* leav5 z ^! w\ld =m4 #8,"s ( ! po9ts to :i* !y direct att5tion %\ld be ! abolition ( ! frivolities ( ! m>riage c]emony4444 #8,z reg>ds mat]ial measures1 ,i w\ld /ill urge ! =mation ( a body ( wom5-policem51 :o c\ld safely d "w :i* c\ld n be done by m5-policem5 or cl]gym54 ,^! %\ld und]take to wat* ov] regi/ries = wom51 %ops :]e wom5 "w1 to e/abli% lab\r regi/]s !mselves1 & take c>e t wom5 7 n paid />vation wages2 to ent] 7"u protection7 suspect$ h\ses2 to wat* railway /ations & %ips1 etc4 etc4 #8,s y see1 de> ,mrs4 ,grey1 ?o' my he>t is altoge!r ) y1 my judgm5t does n q g ) ! recomm5dations4 ,i d n fe> y\r misund]/&+ me1 because we are s truly "o1 & c only diff] ab\t ! be/ modes ( "w4444' ,z "t w5t on ,miss ,beale's cont9u$ sympa?y ) ?is p>ticul> "w 0 evid5c$ 9 l>g] subscriptions to ! ,national ,vigilance ,association1 to :i* %e also left a legacy4 ,! lett]s ( ! la/ ye>s %[ h] int]e/ 9 x1 & t h] horror ( a worldly m>riage 0 z great z ev]4 ,%e wrote to ,miss ,ellice ,hopk9s 9 #aijc3-- #8,i meant t m>riage )\t ! spiritual ideal 0 intol]able1 b ! body is transfigur$2 !re is a 8metamorphosis10 z ! ,new ,te/am5t insi/s s (t52 b ! ,scripture tea*+ is s diff]5t f ! m]e s5tim5tal4 ,i don't l ! t5d5cy ( ,lady ,rose's ,daught]4 ,i dislike1 ( c\rse1 mu* ( ,s>ah ,gr&1 b ! end ( ! ,heav5ly ,tw9s does br+ be=e p ! horrors ( su* a m>riage z ! ,bi%op's wife promotes4 ,x is a long & ev]-r5ew$ /ruggle ) ^! wick$ laws4444 ,x is sad to see t ?is new ,education ,act is %utt+ out wom51 & mak+ ! hope ( ! suffrage less4 ,"h ! ,t[n ,c\ncil & ! ,c\nty ,c\ncil bo? ask$ me to nom9ate a woman--& f\r ( our /aff "h h be5 ask$ to be manag]s ( s*ools--b ( c\rse two or ?ree wom5 w be able to d v little4' ,*elt5ham pupils :o 9 c\rse ( "t took up ! cause ( ! poor & degrad$1 f\nd ! greate/ sympa?y & help f ,miss ,beale4 ,%e 0 always specially ready ) sympa?y = ^? :o 7 engag$ 9 an unpopul> /ruggle = good4 ,among !m may be specially m5tion$ ,miss ,annette ,be>1 ^: lab\rs 9 #ahid 7 in/rum5tal 9 gett+ a clause deal+ ) *ildr5 employ$ on ! /age add$ to ! ,act1 aft]w>ds kn[n z ! ,*ildr5's ,*>t]1 & :o aft] h] m>riage work$ successfully = ! wom5's vote 9 ,au/ralia4 ,a %ort acc\nt ( ,annette ,be> ,craw=d appe>$ 9 ! ,college ,magaz9es = #ahii & #aijj4 ,to an old pupil try+ to help h] unhappy si/]s 9 ,africa %e wrote3 #8,i mu/ tell y h[ glad ,i 0 to see y\r "n on ! ,ladies' ,national ,li/1 & to he> f y\rself on ! subject4 ,i am s rejoic$ :5 my old girls take up ?is try+ "q4 ,only ref9$ & educat$ wom5 c h&le x successfully4' ,%e also begg$ h] n to be disc\rag$ by failure1 #8b rememb] ! real ?+ to aim at is ! ,suffrage4 ,)\t ! vote y may cut (f "o evil to f9d x com+ up aga9 9 a worse =m1 & (t51 b = ! p]sonal discipl9e1 might z well be knock+ y\r head aga9/ a /one wall4' ,z "t w5t on ?is "q ( ! vote = wom5 seem$ m & m important to ,miss ,beale4 ,%e became a ,vice-,presid5t ( ! ,c5tral ,society = ,wom5's ,suffrage1 besides be+ a regul> subscrib]4 ,naturally1 ,miss ,beale hop$ = re=m by means ( ! cultivation ( ! m9d4 ,mu* evil %e consid]$ came f want ( prop] int]e/s & f defici5t k ( life1 su* z ev5 good read+ c\ld to "s ext5t supply4 #8,give !m lit]ature lessons1' %e said to an old pupil :o _h a l>ge class ( intellig5t ,york%ire factory girls4 ,a lett] to ano!r work] %[s 9 :at way %e hop$ wom5 s*ool manag]s might help to h9d] ! spread ( corruption4 ,x has ! additional int]e/ ( sugge/+ a measure ak9 to "o lately adopt$ by ! educational au?orities 9 "s c\nties3-- #87circa7 #ahhi4 #8,p]haps ,i ought n to say mu*2 my own v9ey>d ,i mu/ keep4 ,x does seem to me t bo? m5 & wom5 :o are want+ to m5d ?+s ought to take municipal (fices & all sorts ( legal & gov]nm5t "w4 #8,s*ools ought to be able to keep *ildr5 long] & gradually r$uce s*ool "t1 & c\ld n "o get a law t *ildr5 )\t employm5t %\ld be at s*ool8 ,!y mu/ h 9 cl]ical language a 8title0 to leave s*ool control by %[+ _! p>5ts are able to look aft] !m or t !y h an employ]4 ,?is :olesale fe$+ does seem a s]i\s matt]1 z weak5+ ! s5se ( p>5tal responsibility4 ,i d hope we %all n g 9 = paup]is+ 9 ,be?nal ,gre54 ,i feel sure we %all n "u ,miss ,newman4444 #8,! mon/r\s evil is1 h[ev]1 hydra-head$1 & "o's c\rage sometimes s9ks2 b !re is1 no d\bt1 a mu* high] public op9ion ?an !re 04' ,miss ,beale's pity = ! helpless 0 n conf9$ to wom54 ,%e felt deeply ! ne$s ( dis*>g$ prison]s1 & m ?an once s5t donations ( money to "o ( h] old girls :o 0 9 a position to help !m4 ,%e also support$ ,miss ,agnes ,we/on's "w = sailors4 ,ano!r class ^: ne$s %e fully recognis$ 0 t ( poor g5tle p4 ,impov]i%$ ,iri% ladies1 gov]nesses1 & o!rs1 %e 0 always anxi\s to help1 & frequ5tly ma9ta9$ ! duty :i* ri*] memb]s ( _! own class ow$ to !m4 ,^? :o ask$ h] aid = ^! (t5 f\nd h] unexpect$ly g5]\s4 ,x has be5 %[n h[ mu* %e und]took1 bo? 9 money paym5t & tr\ble1 = girls :o c\ld n af=d an education befitt+ _! position4 ,outside ?is1 inde$1 h] int]e/s may h be5 held to h be5 comp>atively few2 b :5 %e did p]mit h]self to /udy ! problems ( h] day1 %e made x evid5t t ! =ce ( m9d & w :i* %e conc5trat$ on h] own "w c\ld also h effect$ great results 9 o!r fields ( lab\r4 ,,*apt] ,,xiv ,,hon\rs #8,he des]v$ well ( 8 c\ntry4' #8,%all we try to des]ve m r ?an to w9 m8' said ,miss ,beale :5 %e quot$ ! phrase ( ! ,roman s5ate1 :i* heads ?is *apt]1 to "s *ildr5--n ( ,*elt5ham--:o 7 to receive prizes4 ,x well expresses h] feel+ ab\t rew>ds4 ,!y %\ld gr[ out ( ! "w2 %\ld be "s fre% privilege ( s]vice4 ,h5ce h] indiff]5ce to prizes 9 ! ,college4 ,!y 7 giv5 on a p]c5tage ( m>ks obta9$ 9 ! midsumm] exam9ations4 ,!y 7 ann\nc$ :5 ! m>ks ( ! classes 7 read to !m on ! fir/ morn+ ( ! next t]m1 b !y 7 nev] pres5t$3 !y _h to be fet*$ by ! individuals :o e>n$ !m f ! secret>y's room4 #8,i 0 oppos$1' %e wrote on "o occasion1 #8to ?is cu/om4 ,i did n ?9k x necess>y to make pupils "w1 !y seem$ z e>ne/ & pa9/ak+ be=e prizes 7 giv5 z s9ce4 ,i felt x 0 bett] !y %\ld "w f a love ( k or a simple s5se ( duty1 b ! ,c\ncil took ano!r view1 & z !re is mu* to be said on _! side ( ! "q1 ,i yield$4 #8,9 life1 prizes mu/ be to a great ext5t ! rew>d ( ?\ghtful indu/ry1 & x seems to me t on ! "o h& we may !reby tea* ! *ildr5 to put success at its true value1 & po9t out to !m t x is at ! b> ( our own consci5ce alone t we mu/ /& approv$ or condemn$2 t on ! o!r h& !y may le>n to be> disappo9tm5t pati5tly4 ,i d n f9d t prizes create any feel+s ( jeal\sy or ill-w1 nor c ,i blame a *ild :o looks =w>d ) pleasure to c>ry+ home to h] p>5ts ?is pro( t %e has tri$ to d z !y w\ld h h]4 ,x appe>s to me a matt] ( less importance ?an is usually suppos$1 & 9 any case c affect only a few pupils at ! head ( a class4 ,/imulants to ex]tion1 h[ev]1 are r>ely ne$$4 ,!re are v few :o are n int]e/$ & e>ne/ 9 _! "w1 & our difficulty is m frequ5tly to *eck too great zeal1 & to insi/ on ! obs]vation ( ^? limits we place to ! "t devot$ to /udy ?an to dem& m4' ,! high ideal ( des]v+ r ?an ga9+ 0 :at ,miss ,beale set be=e h]self z true weal? to be desir$4 ,s %e 0 c>eful1 :5 ! managem5t ( l>ge public funds & a mu* increas$ p]sonal income came to h]1 to rema9 z frugal1 z poor z ev]4 ,x 0 n m]ely t %e lik$ simplicity4 ,h] simplicity ( life 0 a delib]ate int5tion4 ,!re 0 a p]sonal note 9 ! f]v\r ) :i* %e w\ld read ! words ( ,abraham to ! k+ ( ,sodom3 #8,i w n take f a ?read ev5 to a %oe-lat*et1 444 le/ ?\ %\lde/ say1 ,i h made ,abram ri*4' ,no monk 0 ev] m fai?ful to 8 *os5 bride ( ,pov]ty ?an ,miss ,beale rema9$ ) h] l>ge income & successful inve/m5ts4 ,%e 0 consi/5t also 9 pref]r+ = ^? %e lov$ a simple p]sonal life1 :i* w\ld leave m9d & "t free = ?\ght & ! ne$s ( o!rs4 ,:5 fir/ ,miss ,beale w5t to ,*elt5ham %e adopt$ a v simple mode ( liv+1 su* z %e ?\ght w\ld suffici5tly meet h] ne$s1 & %e nev] *ang$ x4 ,at ! age ( sev5ty %e w\ld ev5 help to lay h] own table = ! frugal midday meal1 if ! g5]al s]vant _h be5 delay$ by h\sehold "w 9 ! morn+4 ,%e w\ld walk to ! /ation to save a cab f>e1 & inv>iably *ose ! simple/ means ( conveyance unless on a matt] ( urg5cy4 ,x is true %e became r gr&] 9 dress z ye>s w5t on4 #8,:at did ,i we>1' %e wrote to ,miss ,br[n ab\t #ahgf1 aft] "s function %e _h att5d$1 #88velvet & o/ri* fea!rs80 ,well1 :at c\ld ,i we> b my felt bonnet & old velvet cloak & old black s]ge8 ,i look$ q sm>t en\gh4' ,k9d fri5ds !re 7 :o lik$ to see ! ,lady ,pr9cipal beautifully dress$1 & :o 7 all[$ 9 lat] life to guide h] into velvet & o/ri* fea!rs4 ,%e submitt$ = ! sake ( ! ,college1 = ^: good %e w\ld *e]fully h worn ei!r sackclo? or clo? ( gold6 ,= ! sake ( ! ,college1 /ill m = ! sake ( t "w = wom5 & ! race :i* ! ,college repres5t$1 ,miss ,beale gladly greet$ hon\rs4 ,t !y _h any?+ to d ) h]self p]sonally1 %e 0 n ev5 aw>e4 ,h] "w did inde$ receive recognition f> & wide f ^? :o priz$ education1 & :o reg>d$ x f v>i\s po9ts ( view4 ,among ! fir/ to hon\r x ) special notice & a sub/antial1 ev5 magnific5t gift1 0 ,john ,rusk91 :5 9 #ahhe he pres5t$ to ! ,college two beautiful & valuable manuscripts--"o1 ( ! f\r ,gospels1 9 ,greek1 writt5 9 ! elev5? c5tury2 ano!r 7,antiphon>ium ,romanum7 ( ! ?irte5? c5tury4 ,he gave also a collection ( pr9t$ books4 ,^! 7 ! occasion ( an int]e/+ s]ies ( lett]s f ,mr4 ,rusk9 to ,miss ,beale4 ,"s ( !m are pr9t$ "h4 #8,,brantwood1 ,,coni/on1 ,,lanca%ire1 ,febru>y #aj1 #ahhb4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,i h to ask y\r p>don = nev] hav+ repli$ to y\r =m] lett]2 b x came :5 ,i 0 already ov]-wr\ght & ?reat5$ ) illness1 & x gave me m to ?9k ( ?an x 0 possible !n to review4 #8,i am n[1 h[ev]1 mo/ s]i\sly b5t on und]/&+ ! pr9ciples & kn[+ "s ( ! results ( mod]n girl education4444 #8,a v few l9es w\ld enable me to become ( "s use to y--9 my own fields ( "w--& )\t mov+ f my fields ( re/4 #8,i h ! deepe/ respect = ,mr4 ,%ields' "w1 nev]!less x is out ( my way2 & su* draw+ models z ,i may s5d y w\ld be altoge!r diff]5t 9 feel+4 #8,b ! fir/ ?+ ,i want to "k is :at k9d ( libr>y or s*oolroom y h1 = quiet sep>ate read+1 & :at /&>d books ! ,college possesses 9 ,lexicons1 works on natural hi/ory1 & classic lit]ature1 & :at place ,lat9 & ,italian h 9 y\r code ( /udies4--,ev] fai?fully y\rs1 ,j4 ,,rusk94' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,,brantwood1 ,,coni/on1 ,,lanca%ire1 ,febru>y #ah1 #ahhg4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,i c only ?ank y to-day = ! mo/ int]e/+ p>cel1 :i* gives me an idea ( ! ,college & its bran*es1 admitt+ e degree ( en?usiasm 9 its ,pr9cipal4 #8 444 b = ! mom5t1 entirely puzzl+ to me1 z ,i nei!r want to confuse ! /rict ,college "w ) t ( ,rusk9 societies1 nor ! elem5t>y & g5]al tea*+ ) t ( arti/s' /udios1 or ( g5]al pap]s 9 y\r ,magaz9e4 #8,& :5 ,i give y books ,i %\ld l !m to be accessible to ! classes 9 g5]al4 ,i c't scatt] !m among ! bo>d+-h\ses or give !m only to ! s5ior /ud5ts at ,/4 ,hilda's4 ,y c surely put up "s %elves = me 9 a corn] ( "s g5]ally inhabit$ room1 & put !m "u ! c>e ( an (ficial libr>ian4 ,x seems to me ! (fice might be giv5 = a t]m at a "t to any girl :o c>$ to take x1 involv+ also ! curator%ip ( any draw+s1 ca/s ( co9s1 or ! l1 :i* ,i c\ld at times l5d or pres5t to y4 #8,9 ! meantime1 w y let me h a li/ ( ! classes1 ) ! books us$ 9 !m1 & times ( requir$ att5dance4 #8,dr4 ,watson has tru/$ me = ! pres5t to arrange ! "w = 8 daught]1 )\t ref]5ce to any competitive hon\rs or te/+ exam9ations4 ,i wi% to keep h] well at h] music1 ,fr5*1 & if %e c>es = x1 elem5t>y draw+1 ) beg9n+ ( ,lat9 & ! fir/ mak+ out ( classic hi/ory4 ,:at ,i *iefly ne$ to "k is ! me?od ( in/ruction 9 ! music & draw+ classes4 7,d y\r s5iors t\* ,greek at all87 #8,i h j be5 read+ an excell5t pap] by ,miss ,sophia ,beale on ,art in/ruction1 9 :i*1 h[ev]1 ! g5]al s5se & tru? ( ! au?or's views are prev5t$ f tak+ a practical =m by h] fall+ into ! sc>cely 9 our "t avoidable error ( suppos+ t accuracy ( draw+ c only be taught by ! figure4 #8,! figure c nev] be drawn accurately unless life is giv5 to ! task4 ,b a triangle1 an ar*1 a c9quefoil1 & a wild rose are )9 ! rea* ( ord9>y girlhood's obs]vation & del9eation1 to ord9>y girlhood's extreme pr(it4--,believe me1 de> ,madam1 y\r fai?ful s]vant1 ,,john ,,rusk94' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,,brantwood1 ,,coni/on1 ,,lanca%ire1 ,m>* #c1 #ahhg4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,i %all be mo/ ?ankful if y c f9d any?+ 9 my books t ! girls w l to h 9 ! ,magaz9e3 ! ivi$ trunks 7 s5t 9 no high spiritual b l[ly practical int5t1 simply z ! sort ( models :i* y c't cut & br+ 9 = y\rselves1 & :i*1 once drawn real size1 w tea* m ?an all my talk+4 #8,i ?9k h] libr>ian c>es w be ev] s good = my wild fl[]1 & am look+ out m f9e books = h] to-day1 *iefly a p]fect edit1 ( ,scott's poetry & ,heyne's beautiful ,virgil4 #8,i am :olly ) y 9 lik+ ,greek bett] ?an ,lat91 b only z add$ to ,lat9 by clev] girls4 ,! entire hi/ory ( ! ,ca?olic ,*ur* be+ 9 ,lat91 & half ! language ( ,europe d]iv$ f x1 ,i w\ld make e girl :o pass$ ?r\gh any c\rse ( lit]ature beg9 ) und]/&+ h] ,pat] ,no/] & ,te ,deum4 #8,b ,i h put a lovely edition ( ,hesiod aside = next dispat* to ! wild libr>ian4 #8,i don't q "k :at ! 8,kyrle0 ,society means1 b imag9e ,i h /ores ( ?+s !y c\ld put to use4--,ev] fai?fully y\rs1 ,j4 ,,rusk94 #8,enclos$ may be a pretty little gift to any ( y\r good girls4' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,,brantwood1 ,,coni/on1 ,,lanca%ire1 ,m>* #g1 #ahhg4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,i h put ! little volume ( poems into my ne> bookcase at ! back ( my arm-*air4 ,!y look really v nice1 & %[ an extremely high tone 9 ! s*ool4 #8,i am go+ to s5d y ) ! ,p9d>1 a beautiful #ac? c5t4 ,,ms41 ) ! ,gregorian notes all writt5 to ! old ,lat9 songs4 ,i ?9k ! ,college w be pr\d ( x1 & y\r organi/ int]e/$ by x4 #8,i %all be delight$ to see :atev] ! tea*]s c>e to s5d me4 ,i h be5 languid & /upid ?is spr+1 or %\ld h writt5 some?+ = ! draw+ classes be=e n[4--,ev] fai?fully & respectfully y\rs1 ,j4 ,,rusk94' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,,brantwood1 ,,coni/on1 ,,lanca%ire1 ,m>* #aa1 #ahhg4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,!re is no way ( enl>g+ ^? ,kate sket*es3 !y 7 calculat$ = ! little confusion caus$ by _! smallness1 & are n well drawn en\gh = magnify+4 #8,i w s5d y "s pretti] ones = fram+4 ,i am v glad ! books h come safe4 ,! grace & dignity ( ! engrav+s 9 ,heyne are ( great educational value1 & ! two ,,mss4 are extremely good ( ! k9d4 ,!y co/1 curi\sly1 ! same price ea*1 #ajj or #aje1--;,i =get :i*4 #8,! wild libr>ian s5ds me an extremely bad acc\nt ( h]self to-day4 ,i h s5t h] a beautifully impressive & didactic answ]1 :i* %e ought to %[ y4--,ev] fai?fully y\rs1 ,j4 ,,rusk94 #8,i h s5t y\r organi/ a ,magi/] = himself4 ,i am s glad he likes x4 ,i c\ldn't make out 8 initials1 or w\ld h put 8 "n 9 x2 p ought always to sign 9 pr9t4 ,a4,b4,c4 ,s & ,s4' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,,brantwood1 ,,coni/on1 ,,lanca%ire1 ,m>* #ab1 #ahhg4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,i s5d y two books to-day ) real pleasure4 ,! old book ( t[ns conta9+ images ( ! ?+s t once 71 9 spite ( _! /iffness1 lik] ! realities n[ lo/ ?an any wood5 ef=ts at re/oration1 :ile ! ,arabian book is a type ( all ! subtle & fai?ful skill ( ,france c d at its pres5t be/4 #8,i call x ! fai?ful skill ( ,france4 ,!re is no nation has ev] produc$ su* hone/ "w 9 love ( its subjects1 n 9 vanity1 z ! ,desc4 de l',egypte & ! illu/rat$ beautiful books ( mod]n times4 ,! great ,cuvi] s]ies is degrad$ by its fil?y anatomies1 b 9 m]e engrav+ & col\rs /&s alone4 ,b ,i am go+ to s5d y "s birds1 also mat*less1 z ,i c't s5d y ! ,cuvi] = its horror4 #8,! ,engli% book on ! ,dee1 ) its rott5 pap] & vulg> woodcuts1 illu/rates our ,engli% meanness 9 comp>ison1 b has its poor use too4444' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,,brantwood1 ,,coni/on1 ,,lanca%ire1 ,m>* #ad1 #ahhg4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,!re is n ! lea/ ne$ ( ?is flame ( gratitude4 ,i am only too glad to f9d a place :]e ,i c s5d books likely to be p]man5tly useful to ,engli% girls4 ,i am s5d+ ?ree m to-day1 :i* ,i ?9k likely to be f> m s]viceable ?an ^? f9] ones1 conta9+ z !y d1 quantities ( s\nd hi/orical in=mation giv5 9 a simple & graceful way on subjects :i* e ,*ri/ian girl %\ld h k (1 :ile ,i suppose n "o 9 fifty ev] he>s any tru? ab\t !m4 ,!y are nice collegiate books too1 to look at4 #8,i am mightily pleas$ too at y\r hav+ a girl-organi/1 & hope to "w out "s old plans ) h]4--,ev] mo/ truly y\rs1 ,j4 ,,rusk94' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,,brantwood1 ,,coni/on1 ,,lanca%ire1 ,m>* #bd4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,^! c&le/icks are lovely1 b a little too loose & cat*y to be q good design4 ,! fillets ( ! bases %\ld be b>s1 & bran* into ! foliage1 n be entangl$ 9 x4 ,b ,i am he>tily glad to see su* "w4 #8,! glass = ! ,,mss4 w be excell5t1--b only ! lazuli & gold w /& sunlight--all col\rs ( "t fade 9 full light4 ,b !re's no h>m 9 a little fad+ ( ! ,greek ,evangeli/s1 or ! musical notes on a s+le page4 #8,t ,norway ,bi%ops' book w be a lovely companion to ! ,old ,geography4 #8,y ne$n't m9d :o is or isn't 9 association ) y4 #8,y h pl5ty ( p[] alone--& inv5tiv5ess en\gh to boot4--,ev] affectly4 yrs41 ,j4 ,r4' ,mr4 ,rusk9's munific5t gifts did n /& alone4 ,almo/ e numb] ( ! ,magaz9e *ronicl$ "s pres5t to ! ,college1 "s book or picture1 sci5tific app>atus or specim54 ,special m5tion %\ld be made ( ,dr4 ,wright's collection ( fossils :i* =m$ ! f\ndation = a museum1 & ( ! grant ( fl9t in/rum5ts & _m animals obta9$ ?r\gh ,sir ,william ,fl[] f ! ,briti% ,museum4 ,! di/9ctions :i* came to bo? ,pr9cipal & ,college 9 ! lat] ye>s ( ,miss ,beale's head%ip 7 v num]\s & came f widely diff]+ s\rces4 ,! ,college ga9$ gold m$als = educational exhibits at ! ,p>is ,exhibitions ( #ahhi & #aijj4 ,! "n ( ,doro!a ,beale became kn[n abroad z t ( "o :o _h a real int]e/ 9 education = its own sake & :o _h no exclusive or insul> views4 ,! w>m welcome %e w\ld ext5d to educationi/s ( e k9d & tongue1 ! c>e ) :i* %e w\ld p]sonally answ] lett]s ( inquiry1 ! high tone ( h] addresses at public ga!r+s1 h] pamphlets & articles made ! "n ( ,*elt5ham respect$ af>4 ,to ?is may be add$ ! fre%ness & op5ness ( m9d ) :i* %e w\ld l5d att5tion to new me?ods4 ,%e always took !m s]i\sly1 h[ev] empirical !y might appe>1--consid]$ !m1 tri$ !m if !y seem$ hopeful1 p]sev]$ 9 !m if !y 7 prov$ to be effective1 ab&on$ !m if !y 7 inf]ior to me?ods already 9 use4 ,!re 7 _m examples ( ?is4 ,once1 = in/ance1 9 ! eighties1 %e he>d ( a me?od ( tea*+ read+ & ( pres]v+ discipl9e :i* _h be5 evolv$ by ,mrs4 ,field51 a clev] lady :o _h e/abli%$ a good elem5t>y s*ool 9 a ,york%ire manufactur+ village4 ,miss ,beale s5t an old pupil :o liv$ 9 ! neighb\rhood to visit ! s*ool1 wat* its work+1 & s5d h] full details ( ! managem5t4 ,aft] receiv+ h] report1 %e obta9$ ! loan ( "o ( ,mrs4 ,field5's tea*]s = a week1 & _h ! sy/em introduc$ by h] into ! s*oolroom ( ! ,?ird 7,junior7 ,division4 ,x liv$ b a %ort "t4 ,miss ,nixon1 head-mi/ress ( ! division1 f\nd x me*anical1 & x 0 ab&on$4 ,9 ,miss ,beale's la/ t]m1 9 ,septemb] #aijf1 ,mrs4 ,ar?ur ,som]vell's ,rhy?mical ,ma!matics came to h] notice4 ,%e n only wrote to ! au?or #8,! book is beautiful & ! me?od v sugge/ive1' b )9 a few days introduc$ x to ! tea*]s :om x conc]n$ & _h its pr9ciples expla9$ to a class ( little *ildr54 ,=eign pupils 7 always welcom$ at ! ,college1 & made to feel at home4 ,:5 fir/ x 0 sugge/$ t "s ,siamese girls %\ld be receiv$ !re1 ,miss ,beale wrote eag]ly to secure !m1 & always took ! greate/ int]e/ 9 _! "w4 ,! =eign tea*]s f\nd h] sympa!tic & int]e/$1 able to und]/& & all[ = _! diff]5t tra9+ & po9ts ( view4 ,) "s x 0 n m]ely a case ( mutual e/eem4 ,!re 7 ^? :o f\nd %e welcom$ _! fri5d%ip & return$ x ) k9dr$ affection & confid5ce4 ,9 ! summ] t]m ( #ahhi sev]al =eign educationi/s came to ,*elt5ham4 ,mrs4 ,e4 ,h4 ,monroe 0 s5t by ! ,gov]nm5t ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 & ,signora ,zamp9i ,salaz>o by ! ,italian ,gov]nm5t1 to /udy ,engli% s*ools & me?ods4 ,madame ,g>ni]-,g5tilhomme1 ,(fici] de l',in/ruction ,publique1 sp5t a week ) ,miss ,beale4 ,^! visits 7 p]haps n unconnect$ ) ! ,int]national ,congresses ( ,education :i* met 9 ,p>is 9 ,augu/4 ,^! ,miss ,beale att5d$1 & h]self wrote an acc\nt ( !m 9 ! ,magaz9e ( autumn #ahhi1 f :i* "s brief extracts are made4 #8,i _c suffici5tly regret t s few ,engli% took "p 9 ! mo/ int]e/+ ,int]national ,congress ( ,second>y & ,sup]ior ,in/ruction :i* has j conclud$ 9 ,p>is4 ,x 0 an assembly su* z "o c sc>cely hope to see 9 a life-"t4 ,"o _h an opportunity ( he>+ n only ! lead+ educational au?orities ( ,france1 :o are do+ a great "w = _! c\ntry1 b di/+ui%$ m5 f all p>ts ( ! _w4' ,aft] enum]at+ ! repres5tatives pres5t f diff]5t c\ntries1 %e cont9ues3-- #8,f ,engl&1 ! ne> neighb\r ( ,france1 came ! ,hon\rable ,lyulph ,/anley1 memb] ( ! ,s*ool ,bo>d1 b n "o p]son hav+ (ficial rank z a memb] ( ! ,education ,dep>tm5t1 n "o repres5tative ( a univ]sity4 ,!re 0 "o ,pr(essor f ,ed9burgh1 ! ,secret>y ( ! ,college ( ,sci5ce f ,dubl91 ,mr4 ,widg]y1 ( ,univ]sity ,college ,s*ool1 ! ,editor ( ! ,s*oolma/]1 ,miss ,buss ) "o ( h] /aff1 ,miss ,beale ( ,*elt5ham ) f\r1 & two private gov]nesses4 #8 444 ,! fir/ /ep 0 to add to ! ,committee a numb] ( =eign memb]s2 eighte5 7 *os51 among/ :om 7 ,mr4 ,/anley & myself4 ,!n1 aft] arrang+ ! ord] ( ! day1 we sep>at$ & =m$ ourselves into sections1 ea* p]son select+ ! "q :i* int]e/$ him mo/4 ,9 ea* section a ,presid5t & ,vice-,presid5ts & a report] 7 elect$4 ,i 0 *os5 a ,vice-,presid5t ( ,section ,,iv4#hc 444 #8,i 0 told t we 7 to speak our own language1 z 0 ! case at ! ,congress held at ! ,heal? ,exhibition 9 ,london4 ,h[ev]1 ! g5]al wi% 0 at la/ compli$ )1 t we %\ld all produce our ?\ghts 9 m or less =eign ,fr5*1 & x 0 ne>ly always intelligible4 #8 444 ,"o "q 78,! me?ods be/ adapt$ = ! ,second>y ,in/ruction ( girls1 specially z reg>ds ,mod]n ,languages & ,sci5ce07 gave rise to a good deal ( w>m discussion4 ,we 7 surpris$ to f9d t less ?an two h\rs 9 a week 7 giv5 to a mod]n language 9 ,fr5* s*ools = girls4 ,! importance ( beg9n+ v e>ly 0 n g5]ally recognis$4 ,! ,engli%1 specially ,mr4 ,widg]y & ,miss ,beale1 contribut$ a great deal to ?is "p ( ! discussion1 insi/+ mu* on a truly sci5tific gymna/ic ( s\nd z oppos$ to ! haphaz>d mode ( tea*+ pronunciation4' ,! ,misses ,&rews :o accompani$ ,miss ,beale on ?is occasion 7 impress$ by ! way %e 0 receiv$ & he>d4 ,h] deafness did n prev5t h] tak+ a "p 9 ! discussion1 & speak+ z %e did 9 a =eign tongue1 %e yet dom9at$ h] l>ge int]national audi5ce4 ,%e %[$ extraord9>y indiff]5ce to h] own com=t4 ,miss ,alice ,&rews rememb]s1 = in/ance1 a lun*eon 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ! ,sorbonne1 at a little re/aurant to :i* !y _h be5 guid$ by "s acqua9tance4 ,miss ,beale & ,miss ,buss f\nd !mselves 9 ! mid/ ( arti/s & /ud5ts1 "s ( :om c>ri$ on pron\nc$ flirtations ) ! waitress girls4 ,miss ,beale sat calmly writ+ h] spee* = ! next meet+1 indiff]5t to h] djen] & unconsci\s ( h] surr\nd+s4 ,! ,congress ( ,second>y & ,sup]ior ,in/ruction 0 foll[$ by a ,congress ( ,prim>y ,tea*]s1 = :i* ,miss ,beale 0 induc$ to /ay4 ,"o day %e address$ x3-- #8,i said a few words on ! "w ( tea*]s 9 enl>g+ ! sympa?ies & dim9i%+ prejudice & enabl+ u !re=e to und]/& "o ano!r bett]4 #8,x is ! se51 ! mat]ial1 ab\t :i* nations qu>rel2 x is ! unse51 t :i* belongs to ! intellect1 ! _s1 :i* unites u 9 a g5]\s emulation1 9 :i* all are ga9]s1 = 9 su* conte/s all may obta9 ! prize4' ,greatly pleas$ z ,miss ,beale 0 ) mu* %e saw1 %e quickly p]ceiv$ t %e c\ld n "w h]self ) su* a sy/em z prevail$ 9 ,france4 #8,i d n wi% to see second>y education 9 ,engl& subject 9 any way to a ,gov]nm5t dep>tm5t1 or second>y s*ools 9 ,engl& assimilat$ to prim>y4' ,all ! int]vals ( ! ,congress 7 fill$ ) visits to v>i\s educational in/itutions & int]views ) lead+ educationi/s4 ,!re 0 a visit to ,font5ay-aux-,roses1 to a deaf s*ool1 to a prim>y s*ool & k9d]g>t51 to ! ,muse ,pdagogique4 ,!re 7 also "s visits less ( ! nature ( bus9ess4 ,once1 at lea/1 !y w5t by invitation to ! ,?tre ,franais1 :]e !y witness$ a repres5tation ( ! ,femmes ,savantes4 ,!re 7 also _m receptions4 ,miss ,alice ,&rews wrote3-- #8,we _h two ev5+s at ! ,m9i/re de l',in/ruction ,publique1 j = ! memb]s ( ! ,congresses4 ,^! 7 m l our ,guild meet+s2 no amusem5t 0 provid$1 b ! memb]s f\nd x = !mselves 9 walk+ ab\t & conv]s+2 & s did we1 = by ! end we _h made _m acqua9tances & a few fri5ds1 & !re we met "s ( ^? :o1 9 ! day1 _h be5 seat$ on plat=ms & _h int]e/$ u by _! eloqu5ce4 ,on ! la/ ev5+ !re 0 a d9n]-p>ty ( ab\t fifty p]sons1 at :i* ! pr9cipal =eign memb]s ( ! ,congress 7 ent]ta9$4 ,to ?is ,miss ,beale 0 invit$1 & plac$ at table on ! "r h& ( ! m9i/]4'#hd ,x 0 a great happ9ess to ,miss ,beale to see s mu* good "w go+ on1 & to meet s _m :o really c>$ = ! cause = :i* %e liv$4 #8,_m 7 ! promises ( visits2 we left ,p>is ) a high] idea ( ! great "w t ,france is accompli%+1 & grateful = ! g5]\s hospitality ) :i* we 7 welcom$1 & all[$ to see all t is be+ done by ^? :o are direct+ education 9 ,france4' ,! imm$iate result to ! ,college ( ?is ,congress ( #ahhi 0 an hon\r = its ,pr9cipal :5 ,miss ,beale 0 made ,(fici] d',acadmie4 ,9 ! foll[+ ye> a meet+ ( ! #8,socit des ,pr(esseurs de ,langues ,vivantes' met at ,*elt5ham4 ,miss ,beale 0 elect$ a memb] ( ?is ,society1 by means ( :i* _m ,fr5* /ud5ts came to ,*elt5ham4 ,aft] h] dea? a little article ^u ,miss ,beale appe>$ 9 ,les ,langues ,mod]nes1 ! mon?ly organ ( ?is ,society4 ,x rightly ackn[l$g$ ! welcome & ! con/ant k9dness t =eign /ud5ts always receiv$ f h]4 #8,il faudrait un volume p\r analys] sa vie et son uvre4 ,les ,anglais l'avai5t bi5 comprise1 p>ce qu'elle rsumait au plus haut po9t les qualits de leur race4 ,les trangres ont pu admir] son esprit d'initiative1 son n]gie et son en?\siasme communicatif4 ,les jeunes filles franaises qui ont eu la bonne =tune d'tudi] ,*elt5ham1 lui tai5t p>ticulirem5t reconnaissantes de la sympa?ie l>ge qu'elle leur tmoignait4 ,la vivacit et la spontanx franaises1 que les ,anglais confond5t volonti]s avec la lgret et l'ins\ciance1 tai5t des qualits qu'elle prisait beauc\p4 ,la bi5veillance p\r n\s se traduisait en actes4 ,dans ce collge ari/ocratique o les frais d'tudes tai5t assez considrables1 o l'on n'admettait que les jeunes filles app>t5ant un milieu social lev1 ,miss ,beale rduisait volonti]s les frais d'tudes des ,franaises1 et facilitait leurs relations avec des familles anglaises di/+ues4 #8,elle eut p\r plusieurs de mes compatriotes et moi des att5tions qui n\s allr5t au cur4 ,qu& n\s la r5contrions dans les c\loirs avec son petit bonnet blanc de d\airire1 ou qu& elle n\s invitait au ? dans son home1 elles s'in=mait de nos tudes1 corrigeant elle-mme dans la conv]sation nos phrases dfectueuses1 n\s p>lant avec sympa?ie de notre pays1 et n\s rappelant le s\v5ir agrable qu'elle avait g>d de ,p>is1 o elle tait v5ue pass] quelques mois dans sa jeunesse1 en vue de complt] son in/ruction4' ,a fur!r result 0 ! p]mission grant$ by ! ,fr5* ,gov]nm5t = ! admission ( /ud5ts f ! ,college to ,font5ay-aux-,roses4 ,?is p]mission 0 mu* priz$ by ,miss ,beale1 :o 0 com=t$ by x = delays :i* _h occurr$ 9 ! op5+ ( ,/4 ,hilda's1 ,ox=d4 ,ano!r recognition ( h] "w = education came to ,miss ,beale 9 #ahif1 :5 ,durham ,univ]sity conf]r$ ^u h] ! di/9ction ( ,tutor 9 ,lett]s4 ,! widespread influ5ce ( t "w 0 emphasis$ by h] election 9 #ahih z a ,correspond+ ,memb] ( ! ,national ,education ,association1 ,u4,s4,a4 ,9 h] lett] ackn[l$g+ ?is hon\r ,miss ,beale said3 #8,we receive mu* inspiration f ! ,/ates1 & possess 9 our ,libr>y a l>ge numb] ( valuable works f ,am]icans on ,philosophy & ,education4' ,%e 0 specially atta*$ to ! writ+s ( ,dr4 ,h>ris4 ,! contra/s exi/+ betwe5 girls' education z x 0 9 #ahfe & ?irty ye>s lat] mu/ h be5 br\ght v =cibly be=e ,miss ,beale :51 9 #ahid1 %e 0 aga9 ask$ to give evid5ce be=e a ,royal ,commission4 ,! *airman ( ?is 0 ,mr4 ,bryce1 :o _h himself inspect$ & report$ = ! ,taunton ,commission ( #ahfd-g4 ,! composition ( ?is lat] body m>k$ ! advance t _h be5 made4 ,( its sev5te5 memb]s ?ree 7 wom54 ,well might ,miss ,beale say t ! *anges %e _h witness$ 7 #8inconceivably great4' ,h] own position 0 *ang$4 ,on ! fir/ occasion %e _h m]ely be5 ! able repres5tative ( a little kn[n & r despis$ class ( work]s4 ,on ! second %e came z "o ( ! recognis$ lead]s ( a b& ^: "w 0 becom+ ye>ly m valuable & m important4 ,miss ,beale 0 fir/ que/ion$ on ! co-op]ation & co-relation ( diff]5t s*ools 9 "o neighb\rhood4 ,%e express$ h]self 9 fav\r ( ! co-op]ation ( tea*]s1 n ( unity 9 gov]n+ bodies1 #8because "o gov]n+ body is r apt to g5]alise & say t ev]y?+ t is suitable = boys %\ld be done = girls4' ,%e 0 also c>eful to say t !re mu/ be a supreme au?ority 9 ea* s*ool4 ,"o po9t ( special int]e/ to-day is ! discussion :i* took place on ! tea*+ ( ! classics to girls4 ,miss ,beale1 z has be5 %[n1 0 nev] 9 fav\r ( tea*+ ei!r ,lat9 or ,greek to "y girls1 & %e ma9ta9$ h] objections on ?is occasion4 ,%e ?\ght x a mi/ake to beg9 ,greek at ! age ( elev5 or twelve1 ?\gh %e admitt$ t x 0 easi] to le>n ?an ,lat94 #8,b *ildr51' %e said1 #8d n ent] into ! delicacies & ref9em5ts ( ! ,greek language1 444 & !y get tir$ ( x4444 ,i d n ?9k ! mo/ intellig5t tea*] c\ld make a *ild l ! intricacies ( gramm> e>ly4'#he ,miss ,beale does n seem to h m5tion$ "o reason :y %e w\ld n tea* ,lat9 e>ly until1 9 #ahih1 %e wrote 9 ,"w & ,play3 #8,i feel /rongly t ,lat9 %\ld1 h[ev]1 prop]ly come aft] ,g]man1 specially = girls4 ,!re is a pe/il5tial atmosph]e 9 ! ,campania1 & "o ne$s to h "o's moral fibre brac$ by ! poetry ( ! ,hebrews & ( ,engl& & ,g]many1 if "o w\ld rema9 unaffect$ by writ+s saturat$ ) hea!n ?\ght4' ,o!r po9ts discuss$ 7 ! tra9+ ( tea*]s1 a subject on :i* ,miss ,beale _h mu* to say4 ,%e insi/$ on ! advantages ( associat+ tra9+ colleges ) l>ge s*ools3 #8,if /ud5ts get simply lectures1 & ideas :i* !y h n an opportunity ( c>ry+ into practice1 !y become unpractical1 & !y h to le>n ! practical p>ts ( _! pr(ession :5 !y become tea*]s4' ,! "q ( s*ol>%ips 0 introduc$2 ,miss ,beale enunciat$ h] !ory t !y %\ld be giv5 irrespective ( place4 ,x ought n to be possible = "o in/itution to buy up s*ol>s f ano!r4 ,%e admitt$ t %e w\ld l to make necessity a condition ( hold+ a s*ol>%ip4 #8,w\ld n t1' ask$ ,dr4 ,fairbairn1 ,i c>ry ) x to a l>ge ext5t :at "o may t]m a social di/9ction1--ev5 a /igma 9 c]ta9 cases8' #8,i ?9k1' 0 ! reply1 #8if p are a%am$ ( be+ poor1 !y ought to be a%am$ ( be+ a%am$ ( x4' ,"s po9ts !re 7 on :i* ! ,commission]s desir$ enlight5m5t f ,miss ,beale's exp]i5ce1 b got little help4 ,"o ( ^! 0 by :at means a passage might be effect$ f prim>y to second>y s*ools & ! univ]sities4 ,miss ,beale1 :o dislik$ free education1 _h 9 #ahie ev5 less sympa?y ) elem5t>y tea*+ ?an %e _h a few ye>s lat]1 :5 %e und]took to tra9 /ud5ts = x4 ,! indication %e gave ! ,commission 0 a sugge/ion t to meet ! ne$s ( ! prize pupils ( ! elem5t>y s*ools1 x w\ld be be/ to f\nd high] s*ools ( ! same class1 z %e ma9ta9$ t1 ow+ l>gely to ! influ5ces ( _! homes1 *ildr5 com+ f prim>y s*ools c\ld n pr(it by ! k9d ( education exi/+ 9 second>y s*ools z !y are4 ,?ree or f\r times ! *airman also s\ght to obta9 an op9ion f h] on ! diff]5ce betwe5 boys & girls1 b 0 always met by "s su* answ] z1 #8,i d n pr(ess to say mu* ab\t boys4' ,x 0 an excell5t ?+ t ,miss ,beale 0 ask$ by ,messrs4 ,longmans1 ,gre5 & ,co4 to put =? h] own orig9al ideas1 & /ate some?+ ( h] long exp]i5ce conc]n+ education1 9 ! volume :i* appe>$ 9 #ahih "u ! title ,"w & ,play 9 ,girls' ,s*ools4 ,design$ prim>ily = ! enlight5m5t ( ! g5]ation :i* fir/ receiv$ x1 ! book w rema9 z an hi/orical record ( me?ods actually 9 use at ! ,ladies' ,college4 ,) ! two la/ sections ( ?is "w ,miss ,beale _h no?+ to d3 t on ! #8,moral ,side ( ,education' 0 writt5 by ,miss ,s\lsby1 ! conclud+ *apt] on ! #8,cultivation ( ! ,body' 0 f ! p5 ( ,miss ,dove4 ,yet x is wor?y ( notice t bo? ^! able & orig9al-m9d$ head-mi/resses 7 = a "t tea*]s at ,*elt5ham4 ,miss ,beale felt t ,miss ,s\lsby's *apt] %\ld h be5 fir/ 9 ! book2 b z h] own section is s v mu* ! longe/1 & z x w\ld h be5 impossible to h] to treat ( education f ! intellectual side only & ap>t f its be>+ on "*1 !re is no?+ to be regrett$ 9 ! arrangem5t4 ,"o ( ,miss ,beale's *apt]s is1 moreov]1 devot$ to ! "q ( ,philosophy & ,religion4 ,a lett] %e wrote to ,miss ,/rong on ?is subject is int]e/+3-- #8,janu>y #ahig4 #8,i h v5tur$ to accept ,mr4 ,longmans' proposal4 ,i am afraid x is r ra%1 & ,i hope ,i %all f9d t he gives me ! ,midsumm] holidays4 ,?is is :at he puts 9 8 programme4 8,ord] ( importance4 ,cultivation ( ! body1 cultivation ( ! moral "*1 cultivation ( ! m9d10 & s he arranges ! subjects 9 t ord]4 ,y see :at ,i h said1 x makes me s vex$ to he> p say1 8,( c\rse heal? is ! fir/ ?+10 :5 ,i "k !y mean to put pleasure be=e duty4 ,9 ord] ( importance1 ( c\rse1 ,miss ,s\lsby is fir/4' ,?is book1 ! mo/ important ( ,miss ,beale's mature age--%e 0 v]g+ on sixty :5 x 0 publi%$--0 writt5 ) all ! en?usiasm ( y\?4 ,! hopefulness & fre%ness ( a "y tea*]1 height5$ r ?an re/ra9$ by ! exp]i5ce ( ye>s1 gl[ on e page4 ,nor is ! idealism ( ! /ud5t miss+4 ,notice specially = ?is ! passage on a/ronomy on page #bed3hf #8,?us is ! ma!matical passion awak5$2 surely mo/ ( u c rememb] ! fir/ "t t our s\l really asc5d$ into ! sev5? heav54' ,! *apt] entitl$ ,psy*ological ,ord] ( ,/udy1' 9 :i* ?is passage occurs1 is p]haps ! mo/ sugge/ive 9 ! book1 :i* ab\nds 9 ! results ( rip5$ ?\ght & k4 ,b t on ! #8,relation ( ,s*ool to ,home' 0 mo/ impressive to ^? :o did n already "k ! writ]'s views on ! subject4 ,9 #8,a ,few ,practical ,precepts' occur "o or two phrases :i* might well pass into s*ola/ic prov]bs1 z = in/ance ?is3 #8,x is a worse fault to tea* bel[ ?an above ! p[]s ( a *ild4' ,miss ,beale did n write ! :ole ( t "p ( ! book = :i* %e made h]self responsible4 ,"s p>ts 7 giv5 to speciali/s ^u ! ,college /aff1 9 ord] t all ! subjects might be treat$ ) exp]t k4 ,miss ,beale's own life dur+ ?is lat] p]iod naturally became m social ?an ev] be=e4 ,%e att5d$ _m public functions1 & 0 br\ght con/antly into t\* ) ^? :o %>$ h] high intellectual aims or lit]>y "w4 ,among ^! 0 ,dr4 ,j[ett1 to :om %e felt %e ow$ a special debt = 8 translation ( ! ,republic4 ,a day came at la/1 9 #ahic1 :51 z a witty fri5d said1 %e & ! ,ma/] lun*$ toge!r1 #8) ,plato z an unobtrusive ?ird4' ,9 #ahid1 accompani$ by ,miss ,drap]1 %e made ano!r visit to ,p>is1 to be pres5t at ! w$d+ ( ,lady ,victoria ,blackwood & ,mr4 ,w4 ,l4 ,plunket4 ,%e greatly enjoy$ ! exp]i5ce1 especially ,"l ,duff]9's fri5dl9ess4 #8,"l ,duff]9 propos$ to s5d a "y man to take u out 9 ! morn+1 & %[ u some?+ ( ,p>is4 ,i r wond]$ t we grey-hair$ ladies %\ld require an escort1 b ( c\rse accept$1 & we 7 await+ our "y man 9 ! salon ( ! ,htel ,norm&ie :51 to our surprise & pleasure1 we he>d ,"l ,duff]9's own voice 9 ! hall4 ,?\gh he _h to be pres5t at ! civil w$d+ at twelve o'clock1 he mo/ k9dly f\nd "t to take u up ! ,heights ( ,montm>tre4 ,we _h mu* int]e/+ conv]sation on ! way4' ,! di>y :i* ,miss ,beale /ill kept c>efully1 ?\gh briefly1 gives a glimpse ( ?is full] outside life1 b rema9s fai?ful to its e>ly "* z a record ( ?\ght & aspiration4 ,a few extracts f ! la/ ye>s are giv54 #ahic4 #8,jan4 #ae4 ,retreat at ,brondesbury4 ,canon ,body #i? to #ac?4 0 #bb4 ,la/ ,sunday ( ,epiphany4444 ,p]fect revelation ( ,god's "* only possible to man 9 ,*ri/4 ,arise1 %9e6 ,magi fai?ful to :at 0 giv54444 0 #bd4 ,m e>ne/ness 9 "w ne$$4 ,unnecess>y speak+ ( o!rs' faults4 0 #ca4 ,aga9 a qu>t] ( an h\r wa/$4444 ,feb4 #b4 ,edw>d di$4#hg ,pres5tation 9 ! ,temple4 0 #ad4 ,fri5dless ,girls' meet+4 ,m>4 #ca4 ,all ,sa9ts4 ,mr4 ,ill+wor?4 ,may #aj4 ,9 ,london4 ,degree ,day4 ,radley4 0 #aa4 ,asc5sion ,day4 ,h4 ,c4 ,radley4 ,at ,c[ley ,h\se4 ,fr\de's ,lecture4 ,lun* at ,balliol4 0 #ab4 ,text4 8,9 ,him 0 ,life & ! ,life 0 ! ,light40 0 #ad4 ,mrs4 ,russell ,gurney lun*$4 ,june #g-aj4 ,royal ,society4 ,/ay+ ) ! ,samuelsons4 0 #ai4 ,gr&*ildr5's p>ty4 ,tw5ty-?ree pres5t4 ,five abs5t4 0 #bd4 ,c\ncil4 ,bak] ,/reet4 ,que5's ,college4 ,greek ,play4 0 #be4 ,at ,miss ,cl>ke's4 0 #bf4 ,ox=d4 ,home4 ,dec4 7#ca874 ,0 at ,sudeley = ,*ri/mas4 #ahif4 ,april #ba4 ,cambridge ,conf]5ce4#hh ,/ay$ at ! ,vice- ,*ancellor's4#hi ,may #c4 ,press$ 9 _s4 8,i /& at ! door & knock40 ,read ,bi%op ,fr5*'s ,life4 0 #f4 ,girls came back4 0 #g4 ,fir/ day4 ,full ( self4 0 #ac4 ,slept at ,be?nal ,gre54 #ahig4 ,feb4 #i4 ,bi%op came4 0 #aj4 ,miss ,cl>ke di$4 0 #ae4 ,w5t to fun]al4 8,he give? grace = grace40 ,z we sp5d1 m p\rs 91 ! wat] level is kept up4 8,he t wat]e? %all be wat]$ also himself40 0 #be4 ,telegram to say #cjjj subscrib$ by ! ,guild = ,/4 ,hilda's ,ea/4 #ahih4 ,jan4 #h4 ,c\ncil4 0 #ad4 ,aft] read+ to-day ,i ?\ght 444 ! smalle/ liv+ ?+ c /ir tides ( ! b\ndless ocean1 ! atom move ! inf9ite4 0 #bc4 ,h4 ,c41 ,/4 ,philip's4 ,woman t\*$ g>m5t4 ,s]mon & lesson1 to be heal$ ( t weakness :i* is und]m9+ spiritual /r5g?1 n by ?9k+1 b by t\*+ ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,sept4 #ac4 ,_h a v refre%+ holiday4 7#a7 ,"l ,f>r]'s2 7#b7 ,lodg+s2 7#c7 ,miss ,bidd]'s2 7#d7 ,bon*ur*2 7#e7 ,=e/2 7#f7 ,wood*e/]4 0 #i4 ,/udio looks well & all rooms4 0 #bc4 ,op5$4 0 #be4 ,h4 ,c4 ,fre% resolutions aga9/ _s ( indol5ce4' ,! ye> #ahie1 :i* op5$ sadly ) ! dea? ( ,miss ,buss1 0 m>k$ by wide ext5sions ( ! ,*elt5ham ,college "w4 ,! playgr\nd 0 n[ 9 daily use4 ,a triumph ( ! a?letic t5d5cy ( ! age1 x 0 also an emphatic m>k ( ,miss ,beale's acceptance ( new ideas4 ,to ! end %e c\ld n q und]/& :y x 0 want$1 b %e saw x _h to be1 & ev5 grew pr\d ( x 9 its way4 ,9 #ahie ! old ,*elt5ham !atre1 :i* ! ,college _h pur*as$ a few ye>s be=e1 0 raz$ to ! gr\nd1 & ! erection ( a new1 f9e build+ 9 its place1 z an integral "p ( ! ,college build+s1 0 begun4 ,?is 0 an imm5se hall1#ij capable ( hold+ ne>ly two ?\s& p1 & possess$ ( rem>kable ac\/ic qualities4 ,x 0 fitt$ up ) a l>ge /age & ev]y?+ necess>y = ! act+ :i* _h already become a feature ( ! ,guild meet+s4 ,! ,guild plays grew to be ,miss ,beale's recreation 9 h] old age4 ,x 0 an imm5se pleasure to see ! /ories & poems %e _h priz$ all h] life made liv+ on ! /age4 ,%e _h a ke5 dramatic s5se1 & delight$ 9 wat*+ rehe>sals & p]sonally coa*+ "s ( ! individual actors4 ,%e 0 int]e/$ ev5 9 gett+ details ( dress z correct z possible1 & 9 ! s*emes ( col\r1 object+ to a pr$om9ance ( r$1 a col\r %e always dislik$4 ,! ,guild plays 7 ( c\rse *os51 l ! subjects ( h] lit]ature lessons1 ) a view to elevate r ?an to ent]ta94 ,?ree p]=mances specially /& out 9 ! memory3 ,comus1 9 #ahif1 ) its exquisite danc+ & dress+2 t ( ,griselda1 9 #aijd2 & ! la/ ( all1 ) its prophetic note ( f>ewell1 ,hat%epset1 9 #aijf4 ,probably ,griselda mo/ ( all appeal$ to ,miss ,beale1 :o gave an int]pretation all h] own to ,*auc]'s tale4 ,%e saw 9 x a spiritual allegory ( ,god's deal+s ) ! s\l1 & %e set x =? 9 a beautiful little introduction to ! /ory4 ,ye>s be=e x _h be5 propos$ t ,sir ,edw9 ,arnold's ,griselda %\ld be tak5 = ! ,college play4 ,%e wrote v /rongly aga9/ x to ,miss ,wolseley ,lewis3-- #8,i am sure none ( y w\ld be able to be> ! mod]nis$ dramatis$ ,griselda if y le>n$ x4 ,x is l pa9t+ ! face ( an une>?ly m$ival sa9t & clo?+ h] ) g>m5ts :i* %[ ! human =m4 ,9 ! ,griselda ( ,*auc] !re is no?+ ( ! vulg> love-mak+ ( ! 8m]*ant40 ,! love ( ! 8m>kis0 comes z a gift f heav54 #8,!n t sc5e 9 :i* %e m9i/]s to 8 pleasure by music2 x is all su* a l[ k9d ( m9i/ry4 ,:]eas 9 ! orig9al1 h]s is j ! wor%ip ( p]fect fai?1--ob$i5ce to 8 w1 because %e w n "q x4444 ,! :ole ?+ j>s on me4444 ,! quiet1 grave 8m>kis0 7( ,*auc]7 may be a type ( ,him :o tries u to confirm our fai?1 b ?is human 8m>quis0 is ( ! e>? e>?y1 & _c /& = a spiritual type4 ,x rem9ds me ( ! passage 9 :i* ,rusk9 comm5ts on ! attitude ( ! ,prophets 9 8,! ,transfiguration40#ia ,d y rememb] x 9 ,mod]n ,pa9t]s8 #8,!re6 en\gh6 ,i wi% x might be ,comus1 or ,! ,pr9cess or ,alce/is w\ld n co/ s mu* tr\ble z some?+ new1--b bett] no?+ ?an some?+ n really high4 #8,!re1 ,i don't want to dictate or to say y %all n d :at y wi%1 b ,i hope y won't wi% ?is ,griselda4444 ,i d ?9k we %\ld l ,comus1 & we might h su* good music4' ,9 ! e>ly "p ( #ahie ,miss ,beale 0 m ?an usually active & well4 ,9 ! ,ea/] holidays %e paid a long-promis$ visit to ,miss ,mason's ,h\se ( ,education at ,ambleside4 ,"h %e gave a lecture to ! /ud5ts on ,geometry4 ,! visit 0 a great pleasure1 %e 0 9 full sympa?y ) ,miss ,mason's "w1 & %e enjoy$ meet+ ,miss ,arnold at ,fox ,h[e1 & _m fri5ds & pupils4 ,9 ,june %e 0 pres5t at a p]=mance ( ! ,alce/is at ,bradfield ,college2 %e also w5t aga9 to ! ,royal ,society conv]sazione4 ,! active enjoym5t ( ?is summ] receiv$ a *eck at ! t]m-holiday1 :51 :ile walk+ on ,leckhampton ,hill1 ,miss ,beale slipp$ & broke h] leg4 ,! p]iod ( =c$ inaction :i* foll[$ 0 g5]ally held to be good = h]1 & %e 0 well en\gh to be c>ri$ into ! ,college = ! addresses ( ! ,quiet ,days at ! end ( ! t]m4 ,%e 0 unable1 h[ev]1 to be pres5t at ! ,ox=d summ] meet+ 9 ,augu/4 ,! pap] %e _h writt5 = ?is on ! ,pr(essional ,education ( ,tea*]s 0 read by ,mr4 ,worsley4 ,a s*ool :i* has nei!r prize-giv+ nor spee*-day does n easily obta9 v highly di/+ui%$ visitors4 ,x 0 n till #ahig t ! ,college 0 hon\r$ by ! pres5ce ( ,royalty4 ,9 t ye> ! ,empress ,fr$]ick ( ,g]many propos$ a visit4 ,h] int]e/ 9 education l$ h] to wi% to see ! classes at "w 9 _! usual conditions4 ,%e !re=e w5t ) ,miss ,beale f "o room to ano!r :ile ! actual tea*+ 0 go+ on4 ,a few days aft] h] visit ,miss ,beale receiv$ ! foll[+ lett] f ,major-,g5]al ,russell1 :o 0 at t "t memb] = ,*elt5ham3-- ,,frank=t1 ,,g]many1 ,augu/ #ac1 #ahig4 #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,ye/]day ,i _h ! hon\r ( lun*+ ) ! ,empress ,fr$]ick at ,cronb]g4 ,z soon z ,i arriv$ !re %e call$ me on "o side1 & begg$ t ,i w\ld convey to y ! pleasure & satisfaction t %e _h d]iv$ f h] visit to ! ,ladies' ,college at ,*elt5ham4 ,%e begg$ me to tell y t %e 0 mu* gratifi$ by :at %e saw ( ! arrangem5ts1 & :at %e le>n$ ( ! sy/em ( education pursu$ !re4 ,%e 0 mu* impress$ by ! happ9ess & cont5tm5t :i* appe>$ to be univ]sal among ! pupils1 & also ) ! /rict & excell5t discipl9e :i* %e he>s & rem>k$ y ma9ta9 bo? among ! in/ructors & ! /ud5ts !mselves4 #8,%e add$ t %e fully appreciates ! great "w t y h accompli%$ 9 ! int]e/ ( education1 z well z ! p]sonal sacrifice & self-devotion :i* y h consecrat$ to ! task4 #8,i ne$ n say h[ mu* pleasure x has af=d$ me to be ! m$ium ( convey+ to y ,h] ,imp]ial ,maje/y's graci\s message1 &1 ,i rema91 y\rs s9c]ely1 ,,frank ,s4 ,,russell4' ,two ye>s lat] ! ,pr9cess ,h5ry ( ,batt5b]g came to unveil a m>ble bu/ ( ,que5 ,victoria1 ! "w ( ,c\ntess ,feodora ,glei*51 :i* _h be5 pres5t$ to ! ,college4 ,illu/ration3 ,! ,empress ,fr$]ick at ,*elt5ham f a photograph by ,mr4 ,dom5ico ,b>nett ,among ,miss ,beale's triumphs ( ?is p]iod %\ld surely be m5tion$ h] ma/]y ( ! tricycle at ! age ( sixty-sev54 ,x became a great delight to h]4 ,%e us$ x *iefly 9 ! e>ly morn+--(t5 v e>ly--:5 ! /reets 7 empty4 #8,! m5 9 ! milk-c>ts "k me & keep out ( my way1' %e w\ld say4 ,%e greatly enjoy$ ! fre% air & complete solitude ga9$ ) s little ef=t4 ,9 #ahih ,engl& receiv$ a sev]e visitation ( small-pox4 ,no t[n 9 ! c\ntry suff]$ m ?an ,gl\ce/]1 :]e = long x rag$ among ! unvacc9at$1 & ev5 devot$ nurses & doctors fell victims4 ,x 0 five times introduc$ into ,*elt5ham1 b ow+1 ,miss ,beale 0 pleas$ to h9t 9 ! ,magaz9e1 to ! heal?9ess ( ! climate & ! good sanitation ( ! t[n1 x nev] got a hold !re4 ,*elt5ham l>gely ow$ its immunity to ! ex]tions ( ! ,lady ,pr9cipal1 :o insi/$ on revacc9ation :]e x 0 necess>y = e "o connect$ ) ! ,college4 ,?is meant n only tea*]s1 pupils1 s]vants1 b all :o _h to d ) any ,college girl 9 any capacity--all 9 ! homes ( ! day-pupils--all 9 ! %ops :i* s]v$ ! bo>d+-h\ses--! :ole railway /aff at ! diff]5t /ations4 ,! ,college cu/om 0 too good to lose1 & %e c>ri$ h] po9t4 ,su* a dra/ic measure _h its comic side1 z 0 p]ceiv$ by ! saucy but*]-boy :o %\t$ to a bo>d+-h\se cook1 #8,i mu/ "k if y are vacc9at$ be=e ,i deliv] ?is meat4' ,among ! ,college victims 0 a girl )9 a few weeks ( an important exam9ation4 ,! daught] ( an anti-vacc9ator1 %e _h ( c\rse nev] be5 #8done1' & ! fa!r telegraph$ t he w\ld n p]mit x4 ,a m>ri$ si/] /ay+ 9 ! t[n urg$ ! ,college au?orities to act on _! own responsibility2 b t ,miss ,beale w\ld n d4 ,! girl made ano!r appeal to h] fa!r2 b a cab 0 actually at ! door to take h] to ! /ation1 :5 8 answ] arriv$ 9 ! second telegram--#8,may d z %e pleases4' ,?is modifi$ p]mission sav$ ! situation4 ,miss ,beale's det]m9$ & successful action 9 ?is matt] 0 d\btless rememb]$ :51 9 #aija1 ! ,mayor & ,corporation resolv$ to be/[ ^u h] ! fre$om ( ! bor\gh4 ,?is 0 c]emonially done on ,octob] #bh1 ! ,t[n ,c\ncil1 ,gov]n+ ,body ( ! ,college1 & a l>ge numb] ( ,miss ,beale's fri5ds be+ pres5t4 #8,! hon\r1' said ! ,mayor 7,mr4 ,norman7 9 8 prelim9>y address to ! ,c\ncil1 #8is giv5 ) discrim9ation1 & some:at r>ely4 ,we 9 ,*elt5ham1 dur+ ! ?irty ye>s ( our corporate life1 h only conf]r$ x 9 two in/ances4444 ,i am *>g$ to-day ) ! propos+ ( a resolution :i* w add a ?ird to t numb]4 ,! resolution is 9 ^! t]ms3-- 8,t1 9 recognition ( ! great "w %e has done = ! education ( wom5 9 ,engl&1 & especially ( ! unique position to :i* "u h] direction ! ,*elt5ham ,ladies' ,college has atta9$ among ! educational in/itutions ( ! c\ntry1 ,miss ,doro!a ,beale be1 9 pursuance & ex]cise ( ! provisions ( ! ,honor>y ,fre$om ( ,bor\ghs' ,act1 #ahhe1 admitt$ to ! honor>y fre$om ( ?is bor\gh40 #8,:5 ,i fir/ approa*$ ,miss ,beale on ?is subject1 ,i did n "k :e!r any lady _h be=e be5 admitt$ a freeman ( ! bor\gh4 ,b f ! word+ ( ! ,act ( ,p>liam5t ,i 0 q sure t ! t]m 8freeman0 9 ! section quot$ 0 us$ 9 a g5]ic s5se1 & t ladies 7 z eligible z m5 to ! hon\r :i* we propose to conf] ^u ,miss ,beale4 ,i 0 !re=e prep>$ to create a prec$5t1 if necess>y4 ,b s9ce !n ,i h le>n$ t at lea/ 9 "o case1 t ( ,b>oness ,burdett ,c\tts1 ?is hon\r has be5 conf]r$ ^u a lady4' ,9 h] reply ,miss ,beale said3-- #8 444 ,9 "s places ^? :o %\ld "w toge!r /& oppos$2 else:]e we h he>d ( fights betwe5 t[n & g[n2 at "s seats ( le>n+ wom5 h be5 d5i$ titles t !y h e>n$4 ,9 ,*elt5ham we h a happy conciliation ( opposites4444 ,y ,municipal au?orities recognise t2 y c>e n only = pure wat] & op5 spaces & cleanl9ess1 b = ! ,free ,libr>y & ,sci5ce ,s*ools & ,art ,gall]ies & heal?y recreations2 & we s*ool au?orities _c b make ! body heal?i] by m5tal discipl9e1 by ! sun%9e ( tru?1 by inspir+ ! "y ) high aspirations1 & s lift+ !m out ( ! rud5ess :i* is ! outw>d sign ( selfi%ness4 ,i look ^u to-day's c]emony z a sign ( our fai? = ! individual & = ! community1 heal? 9 its l>ge/ s5se1 m5s sana 9 corpore sano1 is to be realis$ only by ! h>moni\s work+ ( ! inw>d & outw>d law4 ,to invite a woman to be a ,freeman ( a ,t[n is1 ,i v5ture to believe1 an expression ( ! ?\ght t n ! individual b ! family1 ) its tw(old life1 is ! true unit & type ( ! /ate1 t social & civil & national prosp]ity dep5d on ! communion ( lab\r1 & t ! ideal commonweal? is realis$ only 9 proportion z ! dream ( "o ( our poets is fulfill$1 & m5 & wom5 8,walk ?is _w ,yok$ 9 all ex]cise ( noble ends40 #8 444 ,=m]ly we _h no wom5 ,gu>dians1 b "o :o is call$ 9 h] own t[n 8! ,gu>dian ,angel0#ib visit$ u & won all he>ts1 & !n !re 7 elect$ two ladies1 :o h be5 re-elect$ ev] s9ce1 :o by _! insight & g5tl5ess & wisdom h de/roy$ ! la/ ve/ige ( prejudice4 #8 444 ,mrs4 ,ow5 0 also a l9k betwe5 ! ,ladies' ,college & ! ,*elt5ham ,college1 t eld] bro!r1 "u ^: protection alone our ,college c\ld h gr[n up4 ,x is a /range ?+ t wom5 are ?reat5$ ) exclusion f ! project$ ,educational ,au?ority2 wom51 :o are born to ! c>e ( *ildr51 :o are s mu* ne$$ to hold ! outpo/s 9 our educational army1 :i* are be+ des]t$ by m54 ,visions ,i h ( a clos] union betwe5 all ! s*ools ( our t[n4444 ,*elt5ham1 too1 has made progress intellectually4 ,a ,lit]>y ,in/itution di$ a natural dea? %ortly aft] ,i came2 x 01 ,i hope1 only a case ( po/ hoc4 ,9 my e>ly days ! provision ( books 0 scanty inde$4 ,i tri$ to get ,t5nyson's la/ poem 9 "o ( ! pr9cipal %ops ( ! ,prom5ade4 ,i 0 told1 8,we nev] h _h any poetic effusions 9 our libr>y1 & ,i d n ?9k we %all beg9 n[40 ,!re 0 no ,p]man5t ,libr>y1 & a ,free ,libr>y 0 impossible & un?\ght (1 & 9 our own ,college ,i 0 fa9 to be cont5t ) a grant ( #e = books4 ,b m ?an all ! mat]ial & intellectual progress has be5 ! rais+ ( public op9ion reg>d+ ! moral law4 ,mu* !re is /ill to deplore1 mu* to am5d1 & we long to see m ef=ts made to promote temp]ance1 b ,i am sure t ! high] education ( wom51 ! op5+ to !m ( l>g] opportunities ( usefulness1 has help$ to lift _m above ! unsatisfy+ pleasures ( a frivol\s life1 & won = !m ! respect :i* is always a bless+ bo? to 8him t gives & him t takes40 ,we h1 inde$1 reason to ?ank ,god & take c\rage4' ,9 ! same ye> ,miss ,beale 0 co-opt$ a memb] ( ! ,advisory ,bo>d ( ! ,univ]sity ( ,london4 ,! recognition by ! t[n 0 f e po9t ( view a triumph & an hon\r4 ,! ye> 9 :i* x took place & ! prec$+ "o 7 m>k$ by l>ge ext5sion ( bo>d+-h\se prop]ty & _m o!r signs ( weal?4 ,b = ,miss ,beale h]self x c h be5 no "t ( great gladness4 ,?\gh h] vitality 0 z great z ev]1 h] heal? 0 less good1 h] deafness mu* increas+1 h] sight impair$4 ,con/antly %e 0 call$ ^u to "p by dea? f "s old & valu$ fri5d or fell[-work]4 ,9 ,janu>y %e %>$ ! g5]al m\rn+ = ,que5 ,victoria4 ,9 ,m>* #aija ,miss ,ca9es di$2 a mon? lat] ! belov$ si/] ,eliza & ,canon ,hut*9son1 ( :om ,miss ,beale spoke z a fri5d & pa/or ( _m ye>s1 7 buri$ on ! same day4 ,miss ,beale turn$ f h] si/]'s grave to write la/ words to be read aft] h] own dea? %\ld %e be call$ away :ile /ill head ( ! ,college4 ,%e also revis$ h] w & wrote directions conc]n+ h] p]sonal belong+s & h] fun]al4 ,b if ! road to ! ,d>k ,t[] grew lonely1#ic x 0 greatly bright5$ by ! love ( ^? %e _h taught1 inspir$1 & help$4 ,no p>5t 0 ev] m closely encompass$ by ! love ( *ildr54 ,!re 7 ^? at ,*elt5ham :o ?\ght = h]1 wait$ on h]1 read to h]--no light task--^? :o1 %\ld %e desire x1 7 ev] at h] beck & call4 ,"s ( ^! 7 on ! ,college ,c\ncil4 ,"o1 9 p>ticul>1 ,miss ,flora ,k]1 :o liv$ at ,*elt5ham1 0 always at h&1 mak+ ! int]e/s ( ! ,college & little att5tions to ,miss ,beale ! fir/ duty ( h] day4 ,ano!r1 :o _h become head ( a bo>d+-h\se1 ?\ght ( h] daily ne$s to ! smalle/ details4 ,a ?ird habitually accompani$ h] on ! visits :i* became s great an enjoym5t 9 ^! lat] ye>s1 & on ! frequ5t bus9ess j\rneys to ,london1 mak+ !m easy by _m little ?\ghtful arrangem5ts4 ,miss ,beale w\ld seem unconsci\s ( ^! at ! mom5t1 b %e deeply valu$ ! ?\ght & ! lov+ s]vice ( :i* %e avail$ h]self to ! full4 ,! ,*airman & diff]5t memb]s ( ! ,c\ncil %[$ also mu* p]sonal consid]ation = ! ,pr9cipal4 ,nor c\ld %e travel any:]e )\t f9d+ #8old girls' ready to welcome & make mu* ( h] 9 e way4 ,9 ^! ?+s %e _h inde$ #8all t %\ld accompany old age4' ,9 #aijb came a cr[n+ hon\r = ! ,ladies' ,college :5 its ,pr9cipal 0 (f]$ ! ,,ll4,d4 by ! ,ed9burgh ,univ]sity1 9 recognition ( h] s]vices to education4 ,miss ,beale 0 simply & unfeign$ly delight$ ) ?is ackn[l$gm5t ( ! wor? ( wom5's "w4 ,h] loyal /aff seiz$ ! occasion to give h] a p]sonal s5se ( satisfaction also4 ,!y pres5t$ h] ) h] robes1 :i* 7 made z co/ly & beautiful z possible4 ,a j\rney to ,scotl& 0 a great adv5ture to ,miss ,beale1 b ! occasion w>rant$ ! ef=t4 ,z usual1 all ! arrangem5ts 7 left 9 ! h&s ( ,miss ,alice ,&rews1 :o ) o!rs ( ! ,college /aff accompani$ ! ,pr9cipal4 ,x 0 exam9ation week at ,*elt5ham1 or su* a flight ( tea*]s w\ld n h be5 possible4 ,! degree 0 conf]r$ on ,april #aa 9 ! ,m',ewan ,hall ( ,ed9burgh ,univ]sity4 ,o!rs :o receiv$ x on ! same occasion 7 ,"l ,alv]/one1 ,mr4 ,asqui?1 ,mr4 ,au/9 ,dobson1 ,sir ,john ,batty ,tuke1 & ,dr4 ,rck]4#id ,only once be=e _h ! ,univ]sity conf]r$ ?is degree on a woman1 viz4 on ,miss ,orm]od1 9 recognition ( h] great s]vices to agriculture4 ,illu/ration3 ,photo4 ,g4 ,h4 ,m>tyn ,sons ,doro!a ,beale1 ,,ll4,d4 ,sir ,ludovic ,grant1 ,dean ( ! ,faculty ( ,law1 ?us summ$ up ,miss ,beale's claim to a national recognition3-- #8,no feature ( ! national progress dur+ ! la/ fifty ye>s is m rem>kable ?an ! revolution :i* has trans=m$ our girls' s*ools f occid5tal z5anas into c5tres ( heal?y activity4 ,9 ! great crusade :i* has be5 cr[n$ ) ?is mo/ desirable consummation1 ! =emo/ *ampion 0 ! cultur$ & intrepid lady :o guides ! de/9ies ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 ,*elt5ham4 ,x 0 l>gely due to ,miss ,beale's indomitable advocacy1 on plat=m & on pap]1 t ! b>ri]s ( p>5tal prejudice 7 brok5 d[n1 t ! anci5t idols v5]at$ by a =m] g5]ation--,mangnall1 ,p9nock1 & ,l9dley ,murray--7 %att]$1 & t b>r5 cate*ism & lifeless epitome 7 compell$ to give place to fructify+ /udies1 & ! futile prom5ade to invigorat+ recreations4 ,i ne$ n rem9d y t ,miss ,beale's apo/olic ard\r is equall$ by h] adm9i/rative abilities4 ,:5 %e w5t to ,*elt5ham h] pupils 7 c\nt$ by t5s2 to-day !y are to be c\nt$ by hundr$s1 & ! in/itution 9 respect ( organisation & educational effici5cy w be> comp>ison ) ! be/ ( ! great ,engli% public s*ools4 ,among ! collat]al b5efits result+ f ! great movem5t = ! high] education ( wom51 9 :i* ,miss ,beale has play$ s conspicu\s a "p1 n ! lea/ important is ! p[] :i* ! ,scot* ,univ]sities h obta9$ ( conf]r+ _! honor>y degrees ^u wom51 & !re=e x is ) no ord9>y satisfaction t ! ,univ]sity ( ,ed9burgh n[ ex]cises ?is p[] by begg+ ,miss ,beale's acceptance ( an hon\r :i* has be5 br\ght )9 ! rea* ( h] sex l>gely ?r\gh h] own endeav\rs4' ,h] acc\nt ( ! c]emony is be/ read 9 h] own lett] to ! ,vice-,pr9cipal3-- #8,april #ab1 #aijb4 #8,j a few l9es :ile wait+ = breakfa/4 ,we />t at elev5 = ,glasg[1 & ,i am 9 ! mid/ ( ! agonies ( pack+4 #8,ye/]day 0 a long day4 ,we />t$ at #i4bj1 z x is a long drive to ! ,m',ewan ,hall4 ,9 ! vot+-room we met our ,*airman & v>i\s di/+ui%$ pr(essors--,laurie1 ,sa9tsbury1 ,pr(essor ,rck]--( ! p ,i knew2 b ! mo/ important ( all 0 ! beadle4 ,9 a little :ile our names 7 call$1 & "o _h to /ep into place4 ,fir/ came ! ,doctors ( ,div9ity4 ,!re 7 six ,,ll4,d4's1 head$ by ! ,"l ,*ief-,ju/ice1 :o 0 foll[$ by ,mr4 ,asqui?1 :om ,i foll[$ 9 e subsequ5t procession4444 ,arriv$ at ! hall1 we sat z x 7 9 ! front r[ bel[ ! /age 9 our hall4 ,!re 7 c5tral /eps1 opposite :i* sat ! ,vice-,*ancellor or ,vice-,pr9cipal4 ,ea* w5t up & /ood ) 8 back to ! audi5ce :il/ ! lead] ( 8 faculty expatiat$ on 8 claims to ! hon\rs2 he look$ l a p]son be+ reprim&$4 ,!n ! beadle inve/$ him ) ! hood1 ! ,v4-,p4 put ! cap ov] 8 head1 he wrote 8 "n 9 a book1 & !n seat$ himself ) o!r exalt$ p]sons on ! plat=m4 ,v>i\s spee*es foll[$1 b none 7 made to ord9>y graduates4 ,music play$1 no /icks or umbrellas 7 all[$1 & no cries su* z ! savages utt] at ,engli% ,univ]sities2 ! only amusem5t 0 to fly pap] f ! gall]ies2 "s seems to h be5 made into w9dmills1 !y flew r well4 ,!n procession aga9 to ! vot+-room1 :]e ,i 0 fir/ to claim my box2 !re 0 no?+ to comp>e ) my %abby ?+s--c>dbo>d mo/ ( !m1 b ,i am p]suad$ t my robes 7 f> sup]ior to any o!r4 ,ask ^? :o saw !m f a di/ance4 #8,well1 we next proce$$ to *ur*1 & ,/4 ,giles' look$ mo/ beautiful4 ,! s]mon ,i did n he>1 b am assur$ t 0 because ! prea*] _h an ,ab]de5 acc5t4 ,"o ?+ ,i omitt$4 ,j aft] ,i _h tak5 ! degree1 z ,i 0 seat$ on ! plat=m1 came a port] ) a telegram = me4 ,i op5$ x & f\nd congratulations f ! ,k9d]g>t54 ,please tell !m h[ sm>tly x arriv$ at ! "r mom5t4 ,! o!rs k9dly s5t arriv$ at ! hotel1 & ,i f\nd !m on my return2 please ?ank ! s5d]s4 #8,aft] *ur* "s nice ,miss ,/ev5sons c>ri$ u (f4 ,!y h a beautiful h\se & a spl5did view ( ! heights1--"o is ,*airman ( ! ,s*ool ,bo>d4 ,!y are always at "w4 ,!n we came back & 7 visit$ by v>i\s old girls4' ,at ,glasg[ ,miss ,beale /ay$ ) a m>ri$ pupil1 & f\nd h]self 9 ! mid/ ( #8old girls1' :o made mu* ( h]4 ,f ,glasg[ %e wrote a second lett]1 to be read to ! assembl$ ,college be=e ! disp]sion = ! holidays3-- #8,april #af1 #aijb4 #8,we are (t5 9 _s 9 ,*elt5ham1 & ,i mu/ s5d a few la/ words1 to wi% y all v happy holidays4 #8,we are v busy4 ,! fir/ ?+ we visit$ 0 ! ,que5 ,m>g>et ,settlem5t1 :i* is some?+ l our ,/4 ,hilda's4 ,x is a v l>ge place1 & a s*ool = invalid *ildr5 0 be+ held4 ,miss ,bruce came d[n to ! op5+4 ,on ,monday a l>ge numb] ( di/+ui%$ p 7 invit$ to meet u1 & ye/]day aft]noon we _h a p>ty ( ab\t ?irty ,*eltonians4 ,9 ! ev5+ we d9$ ) ,pr(essor & ,mrs4 ,george ,adam ,smi?4 ,i sat next to ,pr(essor ,h5ry ,jones1 :o has writt5 a book on ,br[n+1 & on ! o!r side 0 ! ,rector1 ,dr4 ,/ory4 ,he has k9dly promis$ to take u ov] ! ,univ]sity ?is morn+4 ,!re are ab\t ?ree hundr$ girls /udy+ "h1#ie & !y h a *>m+ ,miss ,gall[ay2 %e is z fond ( ,glasg[ ,univ]sity z ,i am ( our ,college4 ,to-morr[ we are to g ov] ! ,ca!dral4 #8,i ?9k we %all come back refre%$ & ) "s new ideas4 #8,i am glad to he> all is go+ on well4' ,f ,mrs4 ,osborne 9 ,glasg[ ,miss ,beale w5t on to /ay ) o!r old pupils 9 ,scotl&1 com+ aft]w>ds to ,newca/le1 :]e %e 0 ask$ to laun* a %ip4 ,h] ignorance ( use & wont "u conditions fairly well kn[n to mo/ p came out :5 %e attir$ h]self = ?is ev5t 9 well-loop$-up dress & indi>ubb] %oes4 ,mu* z %e dislik$ adv5ture1 %e 0 prep>$ to m>* into ! ,tyne if ! glory ( ! ,ladies' ,college dem&$ x4 ,h[ev]1 %e mu* enjoy$ ! c]emony t actually took place1--! drive to ! docks1 ! description %e receiv$ ( ! vessel1 ! b\quet ( roses pres5t$ to h] 9 hon\r ( ,/4 ,george's ,day4 ,h] di>y at ?is po9t becomes cr[d$ ) facts conc]n+ /eam]s & dock lab\r]s4 ,f ,newca/le ,miss ,beale w5t to ,durham1 :]e %e /ay$ ) ! ,dean2 !n to ,york4 ,:]ev] %e w5t !re 7 s*ools to visit1 & p]haps address1 #8old girls' to see4 ,a night 9 ,london end$ ! w&]+s1 & %e came home well & happy to ent] 9 h] di>y3 #8,arriv$ to ! h\r1 exactly ?ree weeks aft] />t+1 hav+ sp5t ! night 9 n9e diff]5t places1 & feel+ q refre%$ by meet+ ) s mu* k9dness1 & s _m *>m+ old girls4' ,! ye> :i* _h s bright a spr+ br\ght b a sorry autumn = ,miss ,beale4 ,9 ,octob] #aijb %e 0--an unhe>d-( ?+--oblig$ to leave ,*elt5ham = h] heal?1 & w5t to ,ba?1 accompani$ by ,miss ,b]ridge1 = sev]al weeks4 ,h] sight 0 a special anxiety1 & dur+ ?is "t %e 0 n all[$ to write or read4 ,a lett] f ,miss ,b]ridge to ,miss ,/urge gives a glimpse ( ! life at ,ba?3-- #8,octob] #aijb4 #8,we br\ght ) u ,adam ,smi?'s "w on ! ,m9or ,prophets1 & also ,jane ,au/5's ,p]suasion4 ,at fir/ we /uck to ! ,prophets1 b at la/ ,jane got a he>+1 & s9ce !n %e has utt]ly ou/$ ! ,prophets4 ,x has be5 r amus+ to note h[ _m excell5t reasons !re 7 = giv+ ,jane ! pref]5ce4 ,miss ,beale 0--tir$--or sleepy--or n v well1 & c\ld n att5d to any?+ t requir$ ?\ght--or x 0 ne> lun*--or tea--or supp]-"t1 & !re=e x 0 n wor? :ile1 etc4 etc41 & ,i ?9k %e has really lik$ ! /ory v mu*4 ,please tell ,miss ,alice ,&rews1--x is h] book1 & ,miss ,beale at fir/ refus$ to br+ x1 b ?\ght ,i might d s1 z x might amuse me4 ,! result ( ! exp]im5t is t we are n[ go+ to read "s ( ,scott's1 beg9n+ ) ,! ,antiqu>y4 ,miss ,beale is v mu* bett]1 ?\gh ( c\rse f> f be+ h] =m] en]getic self4 ,b we h /ill m ?an a =tnight be=e u1 & if %e makes z mu* progress 9 t "t z %e has done 9 ! =tnight j gone1 we may be v well satisfi$4 #8,ba? is a v pretty place1 b1 ( c\rse1 ,i h n se5 mu* ( x4 ,miss ,beale is n[ able to take %ort walks2 to-day %e w5t to ,milsom ,/reet4 #8,i h writt5 su* multitudes ( lett]s t ,i really d n "k to :om !y h all be54' ,miss ,beale 0 able to return to "w be=e ! end ( ! t]m4 ,%e seem$ 9 mo/ ways z vigor\s z ev]4 ,a doctor1 :om %e consult$ ab\t h] deafness 9 #aijc1 told h] %e _h ! pulse ( a woman ( =ty4 ,b %e became m & m c>eful ab\t h] heal?4 ,h] summ] holidays 7 sp5t at ,oeynhaus51 :]e %e foll[$ a #8,kur4' ,!re %e took ) h] always "s fri5d :o devot$ h]self to ! c>e ( ,miss ,beale1 & at ! same "t 0 a cong5ial companion1 read+ al\d to h]1 or li/5+ :ile ,miss ,beale read4 ,on "o occasion ,miss ,amy ,giles w5t1 on ano!r ,frule9 ,grzywacz4 ,! life at ! ba?s 0 c>efully plann$ ev5 to m9utes4 ,miss ,beale lik$ to h h] morn+ lett]s be=e ! e>ly walk1 :i* ! daily rgime dem&$4 ,:ile wait+ = ! po/man1 ev5 wat*+ 8 appe>ance along ! /reet1 %e w\ld h "s deep book read al\d to h]1 able to give h] :ole att5tion4 #8,! po/man is j "h1 ,miss ,beale1' ,frule9 ,grzywacz w\ld say1 z %e f9i%$ a *apt]4 #8,he is /ill t5 doors (f1 y c read ano!r p>agraph1' w\ld be ! reply4 ,9 #aijb a det]m9$ & successful ef=t 0 made to get a wor?y portrait ( ,miss ,beale4 ,e>ly 9 ! ,college hi/ory a picture1 :i* bore b a fa9t resemblance to ! orig9al & 0 :olly unwor?y ( h]1 _h be5 pa9t$1 & at a ,c\ncil meet+ 9 #ahgc x 0 #8resolv$ t x be plac$ 7veil$7 ov] ! door ( ! ,c\ncil room1 z mo/ 9 accordance ) ! wi%es ( ! donors4' ,9 #ahhi ! ,c\ncil itself approa*$ ,miss ,beale on ! subject ( a portrait1 ,sir ,samuel ,johnson1 !n *airman1 writ+ to h]3-- #8,febru>y #be1 #ahhi4 #8,y _c1 y mu/ n leave ! ,college )\t some?+ t w id5tify x ) ! ,f\nd]4 ,fancy :at unavail+ attempts w be made "s day to supply ! want6 & ! blame :i* w atta* to u = n hav+ left some?+ beh9d wor?y ( su* a woman6 ,?9k aga91 & d n let y\r feel+s /& 9 ! way ( a pla9 duty4' ,on ! envelope conta9+ ?is lett] ,miss ,beale wrote 9 p5cil ! *>act]i/ic note3 #8,miss ,/irl+ might make a clay or t]ra-cotta4' ,a modell+ class _h rec5tly be5 op5$ 9 ! ,college "u ,miss ,/irl+2 ,miss ,beale 0 mu* int]e/$ 9 x & anxi\s to enc\rage x4 ,! wi% ( ! ,c\ncil took ! =m ( a resolution to :i* ,miss ,beale repli$3-- #8,june #ahhi4 #8,i c]ta9ly h a v great objection to ! ?\ght ( my portrait be+ plac$ 9 ! ,ladies' ,college dur+ my life4 ,:5 our ,guild ask$ me to all[ ?is la/ ye> ,i refus$4 #8,secondly1 ,i %\ld mu* regret ! div]sion ( funds :i* are s mu* ne$$ = improvem5ts 9 ! ,college1 & = ! ext5sion ( "w 9 _m directions2 :e!r t money is contribut$ f public or private s\rces4 #8,la/ly1 ,i believe t putt+ myself =w>d 9 ?is way w\ld be a real h9drance to my "w1 z x w\ld give a false impression reg>d+ ! %>e ,i h be5 all[$ to take 9 help+ on ! gr[? ( ?is ,college4 #8,i ?\ght ( gett+ ,miss ,/irl+1 :o models portraits1 to take "o 9 clay1 ?is w\ld be execut$ 9 /one by ,mr4 ,m>tyn at small co/1 & w\ld answ] all hi/orical purposes4 ,i h a v>iety ( photos1 too4' ,lat]1 %e cons5t$ to give a few sitt+s to ,mrs4 ,lea ,m]ritt1 = ^: "w %e _h a great admiration4 ,! approa* ( ! ,college ,jubilee made a new mom5t = appeal+ to h] aga9 on ?is subject1 & at ! ,guild meet+ ( #aijb %e 0 pres5t$ ) ! foll[+ address1 compos$ by ,miss ,amy ,lumby & sign$ by a l>ge numb] ( old pupils3-- #8,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,we1 ! und]sign$1 y\r 8*ildr510 once 9 le>n+ & always 9 affection1 approa* y ) a v e>ne/ wi%4 ,!re is n "o among/ u :o does n look back ) lov+ delight to ! "t :5 %e saw y\r face daily1 & le>nt f y\r lips :at ?+s 7 be/ wor? le>n+4 #8,! face we c nev] =get1 b we %\ld l to be able to h x con/antly be=e u 9 su* a =m z %all call up aga9 ! _s ( ^? happy bygone days4 ,!re exi/s z yet no c\nt]feit pres5tm5t ( our 8,s*ool-"m0 :i* does ?is2 only a great arti/ c accompli% ! task wor?ily2 & s we beg1 & beg mo/ e>ne/ly t1 = our sake & = ! sake ( ^? :o come aft] u1 y w cons5t to let a portrait ( y\rself be pa9t$ by su* an "o1 & w accept x = ! ,college 9 commemoration ( ! ,jubilee4' ,miss ,beale 0 mu* t\*$ by ?is appeal4 ,%e receiv$ x 9 eloqu5t sil5ce1 b at ! la/ ga!r+ be=e ! ,guild memb]s sep>at$ h] reply 0 read al\d by ,miss ,k]3-- #8,i am t\*$ by ! k9d wi% ( ! ,guild convey$ to me 9 ! resolution ( ye/]day4 ,i am afraid a ?ird attempt w\ld be no m successful ?an ! prec$+4 ,! unbiass$ arti/ repres5ts 8 subject z %e is1 n z %e seems to be to ^? :o are good en\gh to ov]look h] defects1 & love h] 9 spite ( !m4 ,/ill1 if x is really wi%$ t ano!r attempt %\ld be made1 ,i w will+ly sit once m4' ,! "w 0 entru/$ to ,mr4 ,j4 ,j4 ,%annon1 ,r4,a41 :o _h prov$ 8 ability = ! task by ! portraits ( ,miss ,cl\gh & ,miss ,wordswor?4 ,no ef=t 0 sp>$ by ! pa9t] to realise ,miss ,beale at h] be/1#if & %e gave a good deal ( "t to sitt+s1 :i* 7 employ$ also 9 li/5+ to read+ al\d4 ,dr4 ,ill+wor?'s ,p]sonality ,human & ,div9e1 a v fav\rite "w ( h]s1 0 (t5 *os54 ,sometimes ?is "w 0 displac$ by ,lorna ,doone1 :i* ,miss ,beale said #8amus$ ! pa9t]4' ,! ,lady ,pr9cipal 0 pa9t$ 9 h] ,,ll4,d4 robes1 b also 9 h] famili> head-dress1 son petit bonnet de d\airire4 ,%e is repres5t$ z look+ up ) ! glance well kn[n to ^? :o _h wat*$ h] :5 %e lectur$4 ,! attitude1 :i* is z mu* t ( disciple z tea*]1 0 fitly *os54 ,! portrait 0 =mally pres5t$ by ! ,du*ess ( ,b$=d on ,novemb] #h1 #aijd1 & ) x an illum9at$ book conta9+ ! names ( ! donors4 ,miss ,beale 9 h] reply said3-- #8,y h all come "h mov$ by loyalty to y\r ,college4 ,loyalty is n a p]sonal matt]4444 ,tribute 0 due n to ,tib]ius b to ,caes>2 s y want$ a portrait ( a ,lady ,pr9cipal--n ( ! p]son b ( ! repres5tative1--& ! ,pr9cipal has a great advantage ov] ! p]son 9 t ! =m] la/s on :5 ! latt] passes away2 loyalty outla/s life3--s ,i look on y\r gift z a page ( ,college hi/ory4 ,b n only h y br\ght a pres5t = ! ,college4 ,i f9d also a beautiful book = my own p]sonal self1 n my (ficial self1 a record ( affection f my *ildr51 :i* w>ms my he>t1 & makes me long to be m wor?y ( x4 #8,b if ! affection ( ^? we love is an en]gis+ p[]1 x produces a moral t5sion1 n unm+l$ ) fe>4444 ,he :o record$ ! names 9 ! anci5t *ur* wrote3 8,let u fe> le/ we also come %ort40 ,b z ,i h said1 ! ,pr9cipal does n die4 ,l ! ,lama %e is re-inc>nat$4 ,9 h]1 if ! body dies1 ! esprit de corps survives1 & ,i look =w>d to ! "t :5 ano!r %all reign 9 my /ead1 444 & a procession ( rul]s great] ?an _! ance/ors 444 %all see developm5ts :i* we _c =esee4' ,= v>i\s reasons x 0 necess>y to po/pone ! ,college ,jubilee celebrations until ,may #aije4 ,on ?is occasion a bu/ ( ,miss ,beale 0 pres5t$ to ! ,college by "s admir]s ( h] "w :o 7 n connect$ ) x4 ,a l>ge new w+ built = sci5ce tea*+ 0 op5$ by ,"l ,londond]ry1 !n ,presid5t ( ! ,bo>d ( ,education2 & !re 7 _m di/+ui%$ gue/s4 ,two memorable spee*es 7 made on ?is great occasion4 ,"o by ! ,*airman ( ! ,c\ncil1 ,dr4 ,magra?1 ,provo/ ( ,que5's ,college1 ,ox=d1 :o made a brief b v sympa!tic retrospect ( ! pa/ hi/ory ( ! ,ladies' ,college4 ,! o!r 0 f ,mrs4 ,bryant1 ,head-mi/ress ( ! ,nor? ,london ,collegiate ,s*ool4 ,%e1 z 0 fitt+1 look$ =w>d to ! future1 & =e%ad[$ a l>ge developm5t ( ! "w s well begun & e/abli%$ at ,*elt5ham4 ,?is ,jubilee ,day 0 ! only public commemoration ! ,ladies' ,college ev] _h4 ,x 0 fitt+ t !re %\ld be "o great public ackn[l$gm5t ( ,miss ,beale's "w be=e ! day came :5 %e mu/ leave x to ! guidance ( ano!r4 ,,*apt] ,,xv ,,! ,,la/ ,,t]m #8,&1 :5 ! day 0 done1 reliev$ at once4' ,,br[n+1 ,h[ x /rikes a ,contempor>y4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> #aije ,miss ,beale s\ght to induce ,bi%op ,ellicott1 :o _h !n resign$ 8 see ( ,gl\ce/]1 to cont9ue to visit ! ,ladies' ,college1 ,*elt5ham1 z he _h done = upw>ds ( ?irty ye>s4 ,he decl9$ on ! gr\nd ( ill-heal?1 say+1 #8,among ! _m ?+s t ,i regret be+ unable to att5d to1 ,i regret none m ?an ! addresses to ! bright-ey$ att5tive he>]s ,i always secur$ at ! ,college4 ,b all ?+s mu/ h an end4' ,?is 0 writt5 b a few mon?s be=e ! ,bi%op's dea?4 ,miss ,beale1 happily = h] active _s1 0 n ?us summon$ to retire f "w ow+ to age or feeble heal?4 ,%e _h express$ m ?an once ! wi% t %e might die 9 h>ness1 & h] lett]s s9ce #aijj _h frequ5tly brea!d ! wond] t %e %\ld /ill la/ on1 & up to ! summ] ( #aijf !re 0 no?+ to sugge/ t ! end 0 really draw+ ne>4 ,! la/ ,*ri/mas holidays 7 happy4 ,miss ,beale made a r\nd ( visits4 ,at ,l9dfield %e /ay$ ) ,miss ,keyl1 an old ,gl\ce/]%ire fri5d1 9 ,london ) ,mrs4 ,tall5ts1 an old pupil4 ,la/ly1 hav+ be5 jo9$ by ,miss ,alice ,&rews1 %e w5t = a few days to ,miss ,w$gwood1 ^: si/]1 ,lady ,f>r]1 0 also /ay+ ) h]4 ,miss ,beale greatly enjoy$ h] "t ) ^! old fri5ds :om %e _h fir/ kn[n z pupils at ,que5's ,college4 ,%e 0 s+ul>ly active4 #8,i d>e say y w\ld l to d j "o ?+ ea* day1' said "o ho/ess to h]1 little realis+ ! vitality :i* w\ld c>ry h] on ?r\gh a long s]ies ( ev5ts su* z w\ld tire out mo/ y\ng] p4 ,! spr+ pass$ ) little special incid5t1 b = ,miss ,beale x 0 sadd5$ by ! dea? ( ,mrs4 ,*>les ,rob9son 9 ,m>*4 ,9 ! ,ea/] holidays ,miss ,beale mu* enjoy$ a visit to ,miss ,melli%1 ,head-mi/ress ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 ,gu]nsey4 ,"h %e made _m new acqua9tances1 took drives1 saw places ( int]e/1 & kept an acc\nt ( all 9 h] di>y4 ,b ! draft ( a lett] to "s fri5d dur+ ?is visit %[s1 t 9 spite ( h] c\rage\s _s1 %e felt h] own t]m ( "w 9 ?is _w to be practically ov]4 #8,,gu]nsey1 ,april #aijf4 #8,i arriv$ "h ye/]day4 ,i am /ay+ ) a v nice old girl :o is ,head-mi/ress ( ! ,college "h4 ,i h long wi%$ to see ?is beautiful isl& :]e ,i h _m fri5ds4 ,i h "o ( our /aff ) me :o is a geologi/1 & is enjoy+ rambles4 ,i don't g ab\t n[ )\t "s "o1 a 8lady-9-wait+10 to take c>e ( me4 #8,! revolution>y *anges make "o anxi\s1 ! ,bill to legalise 8peaceful p]suasion0 especially4 ,p]haps ! ,g]man conque/ may *ange all4 ,t a conte/ mu/ come !re seems no d\bt1 b x is bett] n to prophesy till aft] ! ev5t4444 #8,!re are problems en\gh = our successors on ?is planet4 ,i wond] :at we %all f9d to d1--:at battles to fight :5 we pass out ( sight4444 ,i don't ?9k we %all want only re/4' ,9 ! summ]1 hav+ at fir/ decl9$ ! invitation1 ,miss ,beale 0 p]suad$ to address ! ,head-mi/resses' ,conf]5ce1 :i* met on ,june #h & #i at ! ,clapham ,high ,s*ool4 ,9 spite ( ! deafness1 :i* made h] dread committee meet+s1 %e took h] %>e 9 ! discussions4 ,speak+ on a resolution conc]n+ ! suffrage %e said3 #8,! und]paym5t ( wom5 w5t to ! he>t ( all z a cry+ evil1 & made e "o e>ne/ ab\t ! ext5sion ( ! suffrage4' ,%e also 9 a lat] discussion express$ h] emphatic disapproval ( aft]noon compulsory s*ool1 & relat$ ! hi/ory ( ! *ange made at ,*elt5ham 9 #ahfd4 ,! address to ! assembl$ head-mi/resses on ! foll[+ morn+1 ,miss ,beale's la/ public utt]ance1 may well f9d a place "h4 ,full ( ! t5d]e/ reg>d = ! pa/1 appreciat+ z no y\ng] work] c\ld ! ideals & conflicts ( h] own g5]ation1 t utt]ance %[$ a front ( m>vell\s c\rage & hope to ! anxieties ( ! pres5t & future4 #8,i feel a sorr[ful pride z ,i rememb] "s ( ! ,heads ( ! great ,s*ools1 :o h pass$ out ( sight1 b ^: works foll[ !m4 ,we 7 happy 9 our f\nd]3#ig ) su* a lead] "o felt a%am$ ( any evil _s ( competition3 %e always want$ to imp>t any good gift & introduce improv$ me?ods ( tea*+3 to recomm5d new books1 & to propose arrangem5ts = ! bett] organisation ( s*ools1 = ! tra9+ ( tea*]s1 = ext5d+ ! sph]e ( wom5's "w1 = reliev+ !m ( ! pressure ( anxiety ab\t old age3 ^! ?+s occupi$ h] ?\ghts :ile %e 0 /ill h]self be>+ ! burd5 ( f9ancial responsibility1 & g5]\sly c>+ = ^? b\nd to h] by /rong ties ( family affection4444 ,x 0 ! cele/ial light :i* %one inw>dly t irradiat$ h] outw>d life4 ,( ext]nal "w %e und]took p]haps m ?an %e ought to h done4 ,%e 0 on ! ,gov]n+ ,body ( ! ,*ur* ,s*ools ,company1 a memb] ( our ,gov]n+ ,body1 & ( t ( sev]al o!r s*ools4 ,%e sp>$ no pa9s 9 lab\r+ = o!rs1 always sympa?is+ & su/a9+1 fight+ = ! be/ good4 ,above all1 actuat+ h]1 & enabl+ h] to g on bravely1 0 t optimism :i* came f ! belief t ,god _h giv5 h] ?is "w to d1 & t ,8 ,_s w\ld su/a9 h]4 ,mo/ gracefully did %e desc5d f h] ?rone :5 ! end came4 ,i %all n =get our la/ int]view1 :5 %e playfully allud$ to ! fact t %e _h n[ to become aga9 z a little *ild1 to obey :]e %e _h rul$1 & %e 0 cont5t to pass on ! "w into ! h&s ( "o s able1 s belov$1 s tru/$ z ,mrs4 ,bryant4 #8,ano!r e>ly memb] 0 ,miss ,b5son1 ! fir/ ,head-mi/ress ( ! ,girls' ,public ,day ,s*ools ,company's ,s*ool at ,ox=d1 & aft]w>ds1 = a few mon?s1 at ,b$=d2 %e 0 a burn+ & a %9+ light1 unsp>+ 9 h] dem&s ^u h]self & o!rs2--%e might h be5 call$ ,zelotes4 #8,( h] successor1 our own belov$ ,miss ,bel*]1 x is h>d = me to speak4 ,%e 0 ! s\l ( hon\r4 ,i rememb] "o day %e & h] fri5d#ih came to me & said "o ( !m w\ld l to apply = a good po/1 at a "t :5 head-mi/ress-%ips did n ab\nd4 ,i said1 8,i ?9k ,i ought to tell y t ev5ts are imp5d+ :i* may %ake our ,college to its f\ndations40 ,"s w\ld h said1 8,let u seek ano!r %elt]40 ,_! answ] 01 8,we %all n apply40 ,sometimes "o ?9ks t if %e c\ld h _h a less on]\s "w ?an ! rule ov] ! great s*ool at ,b$=d1 :i* left b little leisure = ex]cise1 %e might be at "w n[4 ,b we w put aside 8,might-h-be5s10 z we see h[ h] _s lives 9 h] s*ool4 ,"o ( ! ,b$=d ,c\ncil ?\ght :5 a sal>y ( ov] #ajjj 0 (f]$1 !re w\ld be _m applications--?\ght we might s5d a second ,head z h] successor1 b n "o ( our /aff w\ld apply1 = ,miss ,bel*] _h *os54 #8,?is ye> has tak5 f u "o ( my be/-belov$ pupils1 ! late ,head-mi/ress ( ,truro ,high ,s*ool1 aft]w>ds ! wife ( ,canon ,*>les ,rob9son2 all :o knew h] reg>d$ h] z inde$ a sa9t4 #8,i may n speak ( ! liv+--none are happy till _! dea?--b x is a joy to me 7n[ ! mo/ anci5t gr&mo!r ( all7 to see ) intimate k ! good "w be+ done by ^? :om ,i h le>n$ to "k z fri5ds & fell[-work]s4 ,specially close ties b9d me to ^? ,head-mi/resses :om we ourselves h s5t =?4 ,( ^! 9 ! ,association !re are n[ tw5ty presid+ ov] important s*ools1 & t5 :o are no long] ,heads1 n to "n _m :o = v>i\s reasons d n belong to our ,association4 #8,to turn to less p]sonal matt]s1 we :o belong to ,second>y ,s*ools h be5 happy 9 escap+ ! tr\bles :i* beset ^? s*ools :i* receive ,gov]nm5t grants4 ,s f>1 ,second>y ,s*ools h be5 all[$ "s individuality4 ,i ?9k we may give ?anks = ! lib]ty ( 8prophesy+10 t we h hi!rto enjoy$4 ,i r dread ! result ( ! absorption into ,tru/s ( ! great ,s*ool ,companies4 8,:a d>e m$dle wi' me80 has be5 ! cry ( "s ( u1 & ! prickles h protect$ ! fl[]4 #8,!n we h escap$ paym5t by results1 & int]f]5ce f inspectors1 "s ( :om are able to see ! body b n ! s\l :i* moves x4 #8,! pres5t tr\bles br+ u into clos] sympa?y ) ^? :o h be5 endur+ :at seem$ to u an ,egyptian bondage1 b :o 7 do+ gr& "w 9 discipl9+ & drill+ ! masses4 ,_m ( ^? :o are n[ to take up ! managem5t ( ,c\ncil s*ools are n[ br\ght into clos] relation ) ours4 #8 444 ,& n[ :at is ! ma9 issue be=e u8 ,:5 ! ,second>y ,s*ools are absorb$ into ! national sy/em1 & ord]s are issu$ to u f ! ,education ,dep>tm5t1 %all we be told t we also are to give only secul> in/ruction1 & =bidd5 to give def9ite tea*+ reg>d+ ! cre$s & ritual :i* express ! tru?s by :i* we live2--%all we be =bidd5 to ask any que/ions ab\t ! fitness ( ! tea*]s :om we wi% to appo9t8 ,^! are matt]s :i* seem to press = answ]s4 #8,only a few ?\ghts c ,i ?r[ out to-day on ?is subject4 ,fir/1 x seems inconceivable t !re %\ld be any su* limitations ( ! realms ( k z is impli$ 9 ! ^w 8secul>40 ,man's ?\ghts _c be %ut 9 by space or "t1 he mu/ seek ! real b5ea? ! ph5om5al1 he mu/ se>* = ! ultimate2 m ?an any e>?ly or secul> good he desires to "k & live = ! ?+s :i* belong to an et]nal _w1--! true1 ! beautiful1 ! good4 ,all lit]ature1 all hi/ory1 atte/s ?is4 ,:5ce !n ! discordant cries1 "s dem&+ secul> tea*+ only1 o!rs fe>+ x8 #8,i ?9k we are confus$ sometimes1 because we d n rememb] or recognise suffici5tly t !re are two ways ( approa*+ ! subject ( religi\s tea*+ & ( all subjects ( ?\ght4 ,take = an illu/ration ! subject n[ occupy+ ! sci5tific _w4 ,c we reta9 ! conception ( ! atom z =mulat$ 9 ! la/ c5tury8 ,is matt] an aggregate ( imp5etrable1 indivisible nodules1 or is an atom m]ely a c5tre ( =ce8 ,h we no?+ t we %\ld call solid1 only vortices8 ,is solidity a flux ( ions8 ,^! are all matt]s on :i* ! wise/ may diff]1 b !re are c]ta9 fundam5tal facts on :i* all are agre$--! fact t !re mu/ be "o all-embrac+ m$ium ?r\gh :i* relations are realis$4 ,s 9 ! _w ( _s1 ! fact is indisputable t we are consci\s ( =ces affect+ u & on :i* we individually react1 indisputable t we c int]pret facts ( s5sation1 & ?is necessitates a belief 9 ! correspond5ce ( our m9d ) "o all-embrac+ _s2 x seems impossible to d\bt t 9 int]pret+ ! univ]se we are correspond+ ) & hold+ communion ) an inf9ite m9d reveal$ 9 ,nature1 & we repeat ) inn] conviction ! fir/ article ( our ,cre$--8,god creat$10--we pass on to ! second half--8,god creat$ man 9 ,8 own image10 & s we g on to speak ( o!r articles ( fai?4 ,philosophy1 :i* has s l>ge a place 9 ! ,bible tea*+ & :i* is always bas$ on ! facts ( our inn] consci\sness & our moral s5se1 ought1 ,i believe1 to h a l>g] space 9 our tea*+1 b we %\ld endeav\r m to build on f\ndations :i* _c be %ak54 ,! my/]y ( our own be+1 ! di/9ction ( ! 8,i0 & ! 8,me10 ! facts ( consci5ce1 ! :i* lifts u out ( ! m]e individual or animal1 & speaks ( ! relation ( ! true self to ! et]nal1 ! k+dom ( righte\sness1--! evolution ( human ?\ght ?r\gh ! ages1--leads on to ! fai? t man is inde$ ! *ild ( ,god1 t ,8 ,_s is inspir+ u4 #8,:at seem to u pres5t tr\bles are p]haps int5d$ to make u dig deep] 9 ! field :]e9 ! great treasure ( spiritual tru? is hidd51 s t we may say ) full] consci\s conviction1 8,! ,k+dom ( ,heav5 is at h&0--8is )9 y40' ,on h] way to ,padd+ton aft] ! ,head-mi/resses' ,conf]5ce1 ! cab :i* conta9$ ,miss ,beale & ,miss ,&rews 0 run into by ano!r1 a %aft %att]+ ! w9d[ beside ,miss ,beale4 ,%e did n realise h] dang] or t h] %awl 0 full ( bits ( brok5 glass4 ,! accid5t is allud$ to 9 ! lett] %e aft]w>ds wrote to ,mrs4 ,woodh\se1 ^: gue/ %e _h be5 at ,clapham4 #8,i am s glad ,i 0 able to be pres5t4 ,x 0 a mo/ int]e/+ meet+2 & v glad to see y\r beautiful s*ool4444 #8,"l ,ab]de5 once complim5t$ me on n suff]+ f 8tra9 fev]02 ,i am afraid ,i seem$ to d s at lun*4 ,x 0 well t we all[$ a little sp>e "t to be run into4 ,"o ne$s to all[ = motors6' ,x 0 ! ye> ( ! ,guild meet+s4 ,a v l>ge numb] ( old pupils1 l>g] ?an ev] be=e1 came to ,*elt5ham 9 ,june1 = e ye> saw additions to ! roll ( memb]s & no fall+ (f among ! eld] ones1 :o felt ea* "t might be ! la/ occasion on :i* ! belov$ ,pr9cipal w\ld preside4 ,! subject *os5 = ! play 0 ! v unusual "o ( a /ory f ,egyptian hi/ory4 ,no pa9s 7 sp>$ to r5d] x tru?fully2 ,dr4 ,budge 0 consult$1 ! ,book ( ! ,dead /udi$2 ,miss ,beale h]self gave a lecture on ! hi/ory ( ,egypt1 a subject %e _h nev] work$ up be=e4 ,! /ory ( ! great que5 ^: life 0 giv5 up to h] c\ntry1 ord]$ :olly = _! good1 ) no private int]e/s2 ^: m>riage 0 an act ( sacrifice2 :o rul$ h] p ) l>ge-m9d$ b5efic5ce1 & "u :om !y prosp]$2 :o f9ally1 z age came ^u h]1 resign$ = _! sake1 seem$ /rangely appropriate = ! close ( ,miss ,beale's long "w = ,*elt5ham4 ,! v remot5ess ( ! /ory1 its gravity1 ! abs5ce f x ( su* didacticism z ab\nd$ 9 ,miss ,beale's int]pretation ( ,britom>t & ,griselda1 made x all ! m =cible4 ,x 0 9 no way prem$itat$4 ,miss ,beale h]self said %e did n mu* c>e = x1 z x conta9$ s little spiritual tea*+4 ,b z ! curta9 fell ^u ,hat%epset's resignation & dea?1 ! cr[d$ audi5ces ( pa/ & pres5t pupils palpably realis$ t = !m ! inevitable *ange await+ ! ,college _h be51 if unconsci\sly1 =e%ad[$4 ,! ,guild arrangem5ts1 :i* g5]ally includ$ an address f ,miss ,beale on ,saturday morn+ & a clos+ "o on ,monday f "s speak] invit$ = ! purpose1 7 alt]$ 9 #aijf to suit ! conv5i5ce ( ! ,bi%op ( ,/epney4 ,! e>li] address 0 giv5 by ! ,bi%op aft] ! ,college pray]s1 :i* ,miss ,beale h]self read z usual4 ,8 subject 0 ! "w ( ,/4 ,hilda's ,ea/ & ! ne$s ( ,ea/ ,london4 ,he held 8 he>]s en?rall$ z he spoke to !m ( ^? o!r girls & wom5 :om !y 7 meant to help4 ,b ev5 m /rik+ ?an ! /rong words ( ! "y ,bi%op 0 ! sight ( ! frail & ag$ =m ( h]1 s long _! tea*] & inspir]1 to :om mo/ ( ^? pres5t 7 consci\sly & deeply indebt$ = mu* t 0 be/ 9 _! lives4 ,miss ,beale1 ) ! famili> smile :i* m>k$ h] en?usia/ic approval1 /ood ! :ole "t close to ! ,bi%op1 /ra9+ to he> e ^w1 h] eye al]t to trace ! effect ( :at he 0 say+ on 8 audi5ce4 ,_m :o saw h] ?us saw h] = ! la/ "t1 z !y _h to leave ,*elt5ham :5 ! morn+ ,guild meet+s 7 ov]4 ,miss ,beale h]self left be=e ! end1 unequal to ! long /ra9 !y involv$4 ,on ,sunday ! usual admission ( new memb]s took place4 ,on ,monday ,miss ,beale address$ ! ,guild = ! la/ "t4 ,x 0 n unnatural t %e %\ld speak on ?is occasion z "o :o look$ back on ! *anges & progress ( fifty ye>s4 ,miss ,beale convey$ to h] he>]s ! sugge/ion t x 0 n ) unmix$ satisfaction t %e survey$ matt]s f ?is /&po9t4 ,9 ! mid/ ( advantages1 su* z ! la/ g5]ation c\ld n "k1 _! eyes op5$ to ! ne$s ( o!rs1 ne$s !y c\ld supply1 _m wom5 rema9$ n s]i\s1 n devot$4 ,%e appeal$ = m e>ne/ness 9 all1 t !re might be none we>+ ! ,guild badge :o %\ld n be able to use ! motto ( ,/4 ,hilda's1 ,ox=d3 ,non fru/ra vixi4 ,s pass$ ?is great ga!r+ ( fri5ds4 ,x 0 only aft]w>ds t x came to be kn[n t bel[ h] joy\s affectionate welcome1 h] ready sympa?y & quick memory = h] *ildr5 & _! conc]ns1 lay a deep reason = p]sonal anxiety1 t %e 0 beg9n+ to suspect h]self to be ! victim ( a s]i\s malady4 ,only once 0 !re a sign ( uneas9ess1 :5 %e seem$ mu* di/ress$ n to h se5 aga9 an old pupil & ,guild memb]1 ,dr4 ,aldri*-,blake1 :o _h be5 oblig$ to leave ,*elt5ham )\t say+ good-bye to h]4 ,! summ] holidays 7 aga9 sp5t at ,oeynhaus54 ,%e wrote 9 ! c\rse ( !m t %e 0 d]iv+ b5efit f ! treatm5t1 b c]ta9ly x 0 f> less effective ?an be=e4 ,nor did %e give h]self a *ance ( ?r[+ (f ! c>es ( "w4 ,9 ! ord9>y s5se ( ! ^w1 inde$1 ,miss ,beale c\ld nev] re/1 & ?\gh physically less /rong h] bra9 seem$ inexhau/ibly active4 ,%e correct$ ! ,magaz9e pro(s1 engag$ new tea*]s1 & wrote _m lett]s to ! ,college secret>y1 go+ z usual into all k9ds ( details ab\t arrangem5ts = new pupils4 ,nor did %e ev5 re/ f /udy4 ,%e wrote to ,*elt5ham = a table ( ,g]man g5d]s2 :ile f ,mr4 ,worsley %e ask$ ! ,scripture exam9ation pap]s1 :i* he _h z usual und]tak54 ,h] lett] %[s ?is cont9u$ activity ( m9d3-- #8,septemb] #ab1 #aijf4 #8,?anks = y\r note4 ,i ?9k ,i %\ld l to h all ! pap]s2 we c bett] %[ ! girls :]e !y h fail$ to ent] into ! full mean+4 ,i look$ at m9e1 & ?\ght !y _h kept to v outside ?+s4 #8,h y se5 ,montague ,ow5's record ( ! ,sewell family8 ,x is privately pr9t$1 b ,i c l5d y my copy4 ,!y c]ta9ly 7 a wond]ful & orig9al p4 ,n[ ,elizabe? is gone at ! age ( n9ety-"o4 ,y 71 ,i ?9k1 at ,radley4 #8,we re-op5 next week ) "o hundr$ & fifty new pupils to fill our vacancies4' ,%e 0 glad to get back to ,*elt5ham1 b ^? :o knew h] be/ saw t x 0 only by a /]n ef=t ( w t %e n]v$ h]self to beg9 h] "w 9 ! ord9>y way4 ,!y began to hope t %e might n mu* long] be call$ ^u to make :at 0 visibly a trem5d\s ef=t4 ,no?+ 0 left undone4 ,s*ool began on ,septemb] #bb4 ,miss ,beale1 z usual on ! fir/ day ( t]m1 gave a %ort address aft] pray]s to ! assembl$ tea*]s & *ildr54 ,%e spoke1 z (t5 be=e1 ( ! p>able ( ! ,tal5ts1 b ma9ly ( ! joy ( ! ,"l--! joy & rew>d ( be+ fell[-work]s ) ,god4 ,/rangely fitt+ did h] words aft]w>ds seem = ! la/ "t %e address$ ! ,college z a body4 ,9 ! mon? :i* foll[$ only a few saw signs ( ! weakness & illness :i* _h really begun4 ,%e _h und]tak5 ! usual c\rses ( lectures1 & miss$ none4 ,! ,college numb]s 7 v l>ge1 ! life z full & vigor\s z ev]4 ,!re 0 ev5 a new dep>tm5t />t$ = ! fir/ "t t t]m1 9 ! arrangem5t--! revolution ( ,"t's :eel hav+ be5 made--( c\rses ( lessons 9 cook]y4 ,on ,octob] #af ! annual ,c\ncil meet+ 0 held 9 ,london4 ,9 ord] to sp>e h]self fatigue1 ,miss ,beale did n z usual accompany ,miss ,alice ,&rews to ! ,ox=d meet+ on ! previ\s ev5+1 b w5t up alone f ,*elt5ham ! next morn+4 ,x meant a long day & an e>ly />t1 e>li] ?an ev] be=e1 z ! "t ( dep>ture _h be5 alt]$4 ,?is ,miss ,beale only le>n$ ! same morn+1 b ) h] habit ( be+ ready long be=eh& %e 0 able to cat* ! tra94 ,?is1 by ! new arrangem5t1 did n wait = ! ,ox=d tra9 by :i* ,miss ,&rews w5t up4 ,consequ5tly1 :5 ,miss ,&rews arriv$ at ! ,padd+ton ,hotel1 ,miss ,beale _h already gone to see h] doctor1 ,miss ,aldri*-,blake4 ,probably %e pref]r$ to make ?is visit alone4 ,to ,miss ,aldri*-,blake %e own$ t %e 0 tir$1 t %e felt h] mu* impair$ he>+ & sight to be a h9drance to "w2 b %e made light ( ! malady :i* 0 h] real & undef9$ dread4 ,miss ,aldri*-,blake1 h[ev]1 advis$ an imm$iate op]ation1 9 spite ( ! annual g5]al meet+ fix$ = ,novemb] #af1ii on acc\nt ( :i* ,miss ,beale wi%$ to put x (f = ! pres5t4 ,on leav+ ! doctor's h\se ,miss ,beale w5t on alone to keep "o or two appo9tm5ts4 ,at ! ,c\ncil meet+ 9 ! aft]noon %e %[$ no fatigue1 b read h] report ) animation4 ,miss ,&rews !n jo9$ h] = ,/4 ,hilda's committee meet+4 ,!y left ?is meet+ 9 "t to cat* ! aft]noon tra9 back to ,*elt5ham4 ,miss ,beale g5]ally slept = "p ( ?is j\rney2 t day %e 0 wakeful & tir$1 b %e said no?+ !n to ,miss ,&rews ( :at ! doctor _h told h]4 ,%e did1 h[ev]1 %ortly tell ,miss ,r[&1 :o p]suad$ h] to see ,dr4 ,c>dew4 ,he confirm$ ,dr4 ,aldri*-,blake's op9ion1 & ,miss ,beale !n made up h] m9d to ent] a nurs+ home1 h>d by ! ,college1 on ,monday1 ,octob] #bb4 ,dur+ ^! int]v5+ days %e w5t on ) h] usual "w1 & sil5tly made prep>ation = :at might be a f9al p>t+ f x4 ,on ,sunday1 :i* %e sp5t alone b = a visit f ,frule9 ,grzywacz1 %e wrote a l>ge numb] ( lett]s4 ,"o 0 to ! ,vice-,pr9cipal1 ,miss ,/urge3-- #8,i h be5 feel+ v unwell s9ce my return f ,g]many1 & two doctors :om ,i h consult$ say ,i mu/ h a few weeks away4 ,i am sorry to ?r[ any ( my "w on o!rs1 b ,i ?\ght ! week 9 :i* our half-t]m holiday comes my abs5ce w\ld be less felt4 ,also1 z ! ,bi%op gives five lectures1 ^! w\ld take ! place ( m9e on ,saturdays4444 ,i ?\ght "s "o :o has taught ! ,fairy ,que5 c\ld take my lit]ature lesson4 ,! doctor :o kn[s me be/ fix$ ?ree weeks z ! date ( my return4' ,"o to ,miss ,gore3-- #8,i h n told any "o b ,miss ,r[& ! reason :y ,i %all h to be abs5t1 p]haps = a few weeks--p]haps = ev]--f my belov$ ,college4 ,i want y to come & /ay 9 ! h\se till we see :i* way ?+s w g4 ,i hope y w manage to come1 & t y w put on a *e]ful c\nt5ance & n let any "o suspect t !re is s s]i\s a cause = my abs5ce4 ,i am v grateful = hav+ be5 all[$ to d s _m ye>s ( "w1 v grateful = ! loyal & affectionate support ( my colleagues & our ,c\ncil1 specially ! ,*airman4 ,i ?9k ,i feel cont5t :i*ev] way ?+s may be ord]$ = me by ,him :o do? n will+ly afflict1 b *a/5s = our pr(it4--,y\rs affectionately1 ,d4 ,,beale4' ,on ,monday1 ,octob] #bb1 ,miss ,beale read pray]s z usual1 *oos+ a hymn by ,miss ,f]mi f ! collection ( s*ool hymns %e h]self _h made3-- #8,all ! way our ,fa!r leade?1 ,:e!r d>k or bright4' ,aft] pray]s %e gave h] la/ ,scripture lesson--! usual ,monday lesson to ! assembl$ ,fir/ ,division4 ,! subject 0 ! ,heal+ ( ! ,body1 9 connection ) ?\ghts sugge/$ by ,/4 ,luke's ,day1 & ! ,gospel = ! ,n9ete5? ,sunday aft] ,tr9ity4 ,x 0 a rem>kable lesson4 ,"o :o _h n be5 pres5t said t1 :5 %e ent]$ ! ,hall aft] x 0 ov]1 p 7 talk+ ( ,miss ,beale's wond]ful ,scripture lesson4 ,9 x %e dwelt1 z (t5 be=e1 on ! duty ( ! c>e ( heal?2 & yet x 0 n to be ! fir/ consid]ation4 ,%e %[$ :y sickness ( ! body is (t5 = our pr(it4 ,!n1 hav+ t\*$ on wrong tea*+s ab\t ! body1 z1 = in/ance1 ^? ( ,buddhism1 %e %[$ t ! ,inc>nation br\ght unity ( ! :ole be+1 at-"o-m5t ( body1 s\l1 & _s4 ,%e conclud$ ) ! words3 #8,! ,body ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ pres]ve ?y body & s\l unto ev]la/+ life4' ,aft] ! lesson ,miss ,beale read ! weekly class m>ks1 z usual on ,mondays4 ,9 ! c\rse ( ! morn+ %e discuss$ a pap] %e _h writt51 = ! ,am]ican ,national ,educational ,association1 ) ,miss ,alice ,&rews4 ,miss ,&rews told h] t a memb] ( ! /aff _h lo/ h] "m1 & dur+ ! day ,miss ,beale wrote a note ( sympa?y4 ,9 a second int]view t morn+ ,miss ,beale told ,miss ,&rews t ! doctor _h told h] %e mu/ lie up = "s weeks4 #8,b ,i am n go+ away1 ,i %all be among/ y all4' ,miss ,/urge notic$ t ,miss ,beale l+]$ 9 ! ,hall :5 s*ool 0 ov]1 z if unwill+ to leave4 ,%e seem$ pa!tically anxi\s to leave no?+ undone4 ,f9ally1 aft] discuss+ sev]al small matt]s1 %e said1 #8,good-bye2 ,i hope to come back 9 ?ree weeks1 & y c j say ,i am re/+4 ,i w n tell y :]e1 & !n if y are ask$ y w n "k4' ,!n %e add$ wi/fully1 #8,p]haps ,i may nev] come back4' ,on t aft]noon1 accompani$ by ,miss ,r[&1 %e w5t to ! nurs+ home4 ,! op]ation took place next day4 ,miss ,beale f\nd x h>d j at fir/ to reconcile h]self to ! position ( pati5t1 & ! absolute ob$i5ce & dep5d5ce x involv$4 ,b 9 ! *>ge ( ,miss ,lane & h] /aff %e 0 surr\nd$ ) lov+ c>e1 to :i* %e 0 mo/ responsive1 once po9t+ out to a fri5d ! nurse :o 0 /&+ by z #8! "o :o spoils me s4' ,miss ,gore & ,miss ,r[& saw h] f "t to "t4 ,! mid-t]m holiday 0 approa*+1 & %e spoke ( arrangem5ts = x1 & begg$ ,miss ,r[& to s5d h] p>ty = _! usual exp$ition 9 *>ge ( ! h\se-gov]nesses1 & to rema9 at home h]self4 ,up to ! morn+ ( ,sunday ! #bh? all seem$ to g well4 ,v e>ly t day %e seem$ ill1 & w&]+ 9 m9d1 gett+ up & say+ %e mu/ g to e>ly s]vice4 ,9 ! aft]noon %e 0 quiet & calm1 & saw "o or two fri5ds4 ,to ,miss ,gore %e spoke ( ! com+ ,all ,sa9ts' ,day1 say+ h[ mu* ! ,communion ( ,sa9ts meant to h]4 ,on ?is day also1 by ! h& ( ,miss ,lane--b %e sign$ x h]self--%e wrote a la/ lett] to ,miss ,amy ,giles#ajj3-- #8,i w5t up to a ,c\ncil ,meet+1 & aft]w>ds consult$ ,dr4 ,aldri*-,blake4 ,i _h _h my suspicions = "s "t1 & %e at once confirm$ !m4 ,i w5t on to ,padd+ton1 z we _h a meet+ ( our ,c\ncil1 & return$ at ?ree o'clock4 ,!n aft] a few days we decid$ to ent] a ,home1 & "h ,i am4444 ,!y say ,i am go+ on v well1 b ,i _h to leave my "w4 ,my doctor says ,i c come back probably at ! end ( ?ree weeks1 :i* ,i am anxi\s to d1 z ,i h a ,g5]al ,meet+ 7annual7 on ! #af? ,novemb]4 ,i am v cont5t$1 & ! ,head ( ! ,home takes great c>e ( me4 ,! only p ,i all[ to "k are ,miss ,r[& & ,miss ,gore1 :o are com+ to see me to-day4 ,i h _h a n v *e]ful ,sunday1 & ,i wond] :e!r ,i %all get "r1 sometimes ,i hope n4 ,i wond] if we %all meet aga94 ,i hope "s day4 ,i ne$ n say h[ de> y are to me4 ,we h lo/ _m fri5ds ?is la/ ye>4 ,at lea/1 ,i ought n to say t1 !y h pass$ out ( sight4 ,i ?9k y h n he>d t bo? ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,rix1 :o came to our fir/ ,retreat1 h pass$ away )9 ! mon?1 s ^? ?ree fri5ds h met once m4#aja 444 ,i h be5 talk+ to ! ,head ( ?is ,home1 :o is v anxi\s to h a ,home = six ladies1 ,i h promis$ h] #ajj4 ,:at d y ?9k ( a site8 ,i "k y\r fa!r built "o 9 ! ,isle ( ,wight1 b x is an exp5sive place4 ,!re1 ,i don't ?9k ,i h any m to say4--,y\rs v affectionately1 ,,doro!a ,,beale4' ,on ,monday came ! *ange = ! worse2 n]v\s pro/ration1 f :i* %e nev] ralli$1 al?\gh "o day !re seem$ a gleam ( hope1 & dur+ ! brief improvem5t %e dictat$ to ,miss ,lane1 at ! doctor's reque/1 "s details ( ! days be=e ! op]ation3-- #8,on ,tuesday 7! #af? ,octob]7 ,i w5t up to ,london hurri$ly at #f4cg1 full ( ! ?\ght ( :at 0 be=e me4 ,i w5t /raight to ,dr4 ,aldri*-,blake1 an old pupil4 ,%e condemn$ me4 ,!n ,i saw1 z ,i _h arrang$1 a new att5dant4 ,i look$ into %ops & felt giddy1 & w5t on to ! place ( meet+1 :]e ,i saw two o!rs1 & la/ly sev]al fri5ds1 & ^? :o 7 to d9e toge!r to att5d ! meet+ ( our ,c\ncil1 & next a meet+ ( our ,/4 ,hilda's ,c\ncil1 & !n came d[n to ,*elt5ham1 ?9k+ ( c\rse ( :at ,i %\ld d4 ,! foll[+ ,tuesday y "k ,i decid$ & y arrang$ = ! op]ator to come f ,birm+ham1 & y c report fur!r4 ,i gave all my lessons z usual1 & correct$ all my ex]cises until ! ev5+ ( ,monday4 ,:atev] my "w 0 ,i did x4 ,my la/ lesson 0 on ,monday morn+4 ,i _h plann$ to give a ,confirmation lesson on ,tuesday1 b ?is ! doctor =bade4' ,once aft] ?is %e recognis$ ! doctor4 ,once %e ask$ = h] ,pray]-book & spectacles1 b be=e !y c\ld be br\ght %e _h laps$ aga9 into unconsci\sness4 ,:5 h] si/] address$ h] by "n1 %e turn$ h] head1 b did n op5 h] eyes4 ,!n on ,novemb] #h appe>$ m al>m+ bullet9s1 & on ! #i? ! fatal notice1 #8,miss ,beale is s9k+4' #8,we w5t ?r\gh ! morn+1' says ,miss ,/urge1 #8feel+ l ,eli%a4 8,kn[e/ ?\ t ! ,"l w take away ?y ma/] f ?y head to-day8 ,yea1 ,i "k x1 hold ye y\r peace40' ,n 9 ,*elt5ham only1 b f> & wide h] *ildr5 7 pray+ = h]2 wat*+ = news1 rememb]+ & repeat+ to ea* o!r ?+s %e _h said4 ,x 0 /ormy wea!r1 & m ?an "o ?\ght ( ,wordswor?'s l9es--l9es :i* %e _h (t5 read to h] class--writt5 :5 he 0 expect+ to he> ( ! dea? ( ,*>les ,james ,fox3-- #8,a p[] is pass+ f ! e>? ,to brea?less ,nature's d>k abyss4' ,miss ,beale di$ on ,friday1 ,novemb] #i1 at #ab4ae1 dur+ ,college h\rs4 ,x 0 ?\ght be/ t ! girls %\ld he> ( h] dea? be=e leav+4 ,:5 all 7 assembl$ 9 ! ,pr9cess ,hall ! ,vice-,pr9cipal said3 #8,x has pleas$ ,god to take f u our belov$ ,pr9cipal4' ,9 a few words %e told ! hi/ory ( ! la/ few days1 & !n said3 #8,we feel t x is :at %e w\ld h desir$1--no long wait+ 9 suff]+ or helplessness1 b to g home /raight f h] "w ) h] spl5did p[]s sc>cely impair$4 8,no?+ is "h = te>s1 no?+ to wail ,or knock ! brea/2 no weakness1 no contempt1 ,dispraise1 or blame2 no?+ b well & fair1 ,& :at may quiet u 9 a dea? s noble40 #88,! read9ess is all40 ,let u be> our grief ) calmness & dignity4 ,we "k t x w\ld be h] wi% t "w %\ld g on z usual4444 ,we believe t love la/s on1 & t ! noble "w %e did = fifty ye>s has done mu* = ,engl& & = womanhood1 & t n only we :o h be5 bless$ by h] graci\s pres5ce1 b g5]ations also to come %all reap ! fruit ( h] toil1 & rise up & call h] bless$4 ,let u pray4' ,!n foll[$ a ?anksgiv+1 adapt$ f ! =m ( memorial s]vice issu$ by au?ority 9 ,janu>y #aija aft] ! dea? ( ,que5 ,victoria4 ,( ! days imm$iately foll[+ ,miss ,beale's dea?1 ,miss ,/urge wrote3 #8,_m ( ! /aff & eld] pupils 7 privileg$ to see ! belov$ =m z x lay 9 ! peace & maje/y ( dea?4 ,?\gh n "o ( ! ?\s& work]s at ,college c h be5 unconsci\s ( ! mighty *ange t _h come = all1 ! "w w5t on z usual1 & ! ,college 0 clos$ only on ,novemb] #af1 ! day ( ! fun]al4' ,! pap] :i* ,miss ,beale int5d$ %\ld be read at ,college pray]s on h] dea? 0 n f\nd at ! "t4 ,?is 0 well4 ,%e c]ta9ly _h n weigh$ :at ! effect ( h] words1 writt5 ) calm delib]ate detail ye>s be=e1 w\ld be if read to assembl$ numb]s at ! v mom5t ( %ock & loss4 ,9 ?is pap] %e fir/ expla9$ ! directions %e _h left 9 h] w ab\t ! fun]al3-- #8,fir/ let me say ,i h put 9 my w two ?+s1 :i* h to d ) ! disposal ( ?is p]i%able body4 #87#a7 ,i desire t x %\ld be cremat$4 ,x seems s wrong to place 9 ! gr\nd ! disease g]ms :i* may injure o!rs1 :5 !y c\ld be de/roy$4 ,no feel+ ( s5tim5t %\ld h9d] our do+ :at is reasonable or "r4 #87#b7 ,i h ask$1 & ,i hope my wi% may be respect$ by all1 t no fl[]s %\ld be b\ght = my fun]al4 ,!y are beautiful emblems1 & if any c\ld ga!r a few wild fl[]s or br+ a few f _! own g>d5s1 x w\ld be good1 b ,i %\ld n l any :olesale de/ruction1 any wa/e ( life1 ev5 ) wild fl[]s1 & x seems to me q wrong to sp5d l>ge sums 9 deck+ a grave1 :5 !re is s mu* to be done = ! liv+4 ,if ! pres5t pupils & tea*]s 7 to give only sixp5ce ea* x w\ld come to ab\t #cj1 & if we take 9 old pupils & fri5ds1 & ^? :o give mu* m1 ,i fe> a l>ge sum w\ld be wa/$1 :i*1 wisely sp5t1 w\ld n p]i% l cut fl[]s1 b be> real fruit4 ,/ill1 fl[]s are all beautiful ?+s1 & gifts ( our ,fa!r to tea* & *e] u3 !y are patt]ns ( ?+s 9 ! heav5s1 & fl[]s speak to u ( 1 ris+4 ,i (t5 said to y ,i d n l ! ^w resurrection because x means ris+ aga91 & gives ! impression t ! body t rises is ! same t 0 buri$2 :]eas ,/4 ,paul has taught t we s[ n t body t %all be4' ,b ?is 0 only a preface4 ,%e spoke *iefly ( ris+ ?r\gh dea? to full] & high] life1--( ! purification :i* all :o w\ld see ,god mu/ desire4 ,f9ally %e ask$3-- #8,%all ,i pray = my *ildr5 :o are n[ on e>?1 = ?is ,college :i* ,i h lov$1 & :i* has1 ,i d>e hope1 be5 a means ( bless+ to "s8 ,has x ?r\gh my fault hidd5 ! spiritual in/ead ( reveal+ x1 l ! trees ( ,p>adise8 ,w y see t ! sun%9e ( ,heav51 ! love & hol9ess :i* c dwell only 9 s\ls1 may light up ! s*ool-rooms & bo>d+-h\ses1 & k9dle he>ts & s5d =? _m light-be>]s8 ,& w y ask sometimes = me t ,i may be purifi$ ( ! evil t obscur$ ! heav5ly light t yet burn$ feebly )9 ! e>?ly pit*]8 ,may ,he s5d y a wor?i] tea*]6 ,may y1 above all ?+s1 he> ! ,voice ( ,him :o /&s at ! door & knocks1 may y op5 y\r eyes to ! ,bless$ ,_s1 ! ,p>aclete6' ,on ,monday1 ,novemb] #ab1 ! body 0 cremat$ at ,p]ry ,b>r1 ! ,rev]5d ,dr4 ,magra? read+ ! committal s]vice4 ,next day came ! (f] f ! ,dean & ,*apt] ( ,gl\ce/] ( #8a tomb 9 ! ,ca!dral to ,doro!a ,beale1' & on ! #af? ! fun]al took place4 ,ev]y?+ t c\ld l5d dignity & hon\r to ! occasion 0 done4 ,^? :o 7 pres5t c nev] =get ! impression ( t day4 ,! sombre beauty ( ! ,ca!dral 9 ! ,novemb] ra91 ! music1 ! well-ord]$ procession1 ! cr[ds1 produc$ a s5se ( fitness = an occasion :i* 0 n m]ely "o ( grief4 ,r 0 x an act ( solemn ?anksgiv+ = ! long1 fai?ful lab\rs end$1 an act ( resignation ?r\gh ! he>t & w ( ?\s&s ( ! life :i* _h bless$ !m1 to ! cont9u\s love ( a m]ciful ,creator4 ,_m 7 !re :o held high position1 9 educational or municipal life1 _m fri5ds & p>5ts ( pupils1 _m =m] tea*]s1 & ( c\rse ! :ole /aff4 ,b ! cr[d :i* fill$ ! great nave f end to end 0 made up = ! mo/ "p ( pupils pa/ & pres5t4 ,eight hundr$ girls /ill at ! ,college came volunt>ily1 walk+ 9 grave sil5ce 9 pairs f ! /ation to ! ,ca!dral4 ,only a small proportion ( ?is cr[d c\ld be pres5t 9 ! ,lady ,*apel = ! latt] "p ( ! s]vice1 b all :5 x 0 ov] fil$ quietly pa/ ! op5 grave surr\nd$ by its home-made wrea?s ( fl[]s & laurel4 ,mean:ile1 9 ,*elt5ham1 ^? :o 7 unable to come to ,gl\ce/] fill$ ,/4 ,mat!w's ,*ur*1 :]e a s]vice 0 held simultane\sly ) t 9 ! ,ca!dral4 ,at ,/4 ,paul's ,ca!dral at ! same "t ! dome 0 fill$ = a memorial s]vice1 :i* includ$ a %ort address f ! ,bi%op ( ,/epney4 ,an old pupil pres5t wrote ( ?is3-- #8,a memorial s]vice 9 ,/4 ,paul's ,ca!dral is an hon\r accord$ to v few wom51 & befitt+ b v few4 ,b to ! great ?rong assembl$ 9 ! wide spaces ( ! dome on ,novemb] #af1 !re 0 a pr(\nd s5se ( congruity 9 ?is m\rn+ = a woman ^: real di/9ction 0 describ$ on t occasion by ! ,bi%op ( ,/epney :5 he call$ ,miss ,beale 8great40 #8,miss ,beale's greatness--t indef9able1 unmi/akable1 ine/imable quality s r>e 9 h] sex--gave h] a "r to be commemorat$ !re1 at ! v he>t ( ! _w ( ! liv+1 9 pres5ce ( ! memorials ( ! nation's mighty dead4 ,li/5+ to ! my/]i\s1 hope-inspir+ s5t5ces1 & to ! lesson f #a ,cor9?ians xv41 s (t5 *os5 by h] at ,college pray]s1 x seem$ t b a v slight veil divid$ u f t eag]1 unqu5*able1 quick5+ _s1 !n explor+ ! 8va/y halls ( ,dea?40 ,& ! rev]b]at+ ?und]s ( ! 8,dead ,m>* 9 ,saul0 h an appropriat5ess = e /r5u\s life4 ,ef=t 9 gr[? & developm5t1 conflict ) difficulties1 ! surm\nt+ ( ob/acles1 7 c]ta9ly ( ! v ess5ce ( ,miss ,beale's nature4' ,s]vices 7 also held at ,b[don ,p>i% ,*ur* & at ,sund]l&4 ,at ,bakewell1 on ! ,sunday aft] %e di$1 ?anks 7 (f]$ = ! life & "w ( ,doro!a ,beale4 ,!re 0 widespread appreciation bo? spok5 & writt5 ( ,miss ,beale's life & "w1 ) b>ely a discordant note4 ,_m ( ! notices#ajb gave a really /rik+ impression bo? ( h]self & ( :at %e _h done = ! cause ( education4 ,ap>t f t "w %e did n c>e to be kn[n2 x is b an obvi\s tru? t its greatness 0 dep5d5t on ! greatness ( h] "*4 ,a numb] ( old ,*elt5ham pupils 7 once ask$ :at !y consid]$ ! special result ( ! tea*+ !y _h receiv$ at ! ,college4 ,_! replies 7 to ! mo/ "p to ! effect t !y _h le>n$ ! wor? ( ! /r5u\s life4 ,!y w\ld p]haps h be5 ne>] a complete /atem5t ( ! tru? _h !y said #8an idea ( ,duty4' ,= x 0 surely ?is--a consci\sness ( responsibility1 a s5se ( /ew>d%ip1 "s p]ception ( ! #8?anks & use'#ajc ow+ = ea* excell5ce t _h be5 l5t out to !m--:i* 0 br\ght home by ! tea*+1 bo? ( ^w & life1 ( ,doro!a ,beale to all1 ev5 ! y\nge/ & lea/ clev]1 :o came )9 ! circle ( h] influ5ce4 ,?r\gh su* k ( duty ,miss ,beale's own idea ( ! #8/r5u\s life' might be p]ceiv$4 ,among ! words mo/ (t5 on h] lips1 especially :5 speak+ to tea*]s1 7 su* z vivify+1 en]gis+1 quick5+1 inspiration4 ,%e did n hesitate to say t to h] all =ms ( life 7 a manife/ation ( ,god4 ,"w 0 to h] m9d a privilege1--! active w1 a ,div9e gift1--slo?fulness 0 dea?4 ,x 0 ! defect ( a great quality t %e sometimes ha/$ ov]mu*1 t %e f\nd x h>d to wait 9 trifl+ matt]s1 t %e seem$ ev5 to exagg]ate ! importance ( ! ,college4 ,%e 0 n sp>$--%e w\ld n h ask$ to be sp>$--! inevitable sacrifice dem&$ ( all g5ius1 ( all lives devot$ to a cause4 ,x 0 ! sign ( h] self-consecration t 9 any great em]g5cy1 be=e any important decision1 %e 0 calm & full ( pati5ce4 ,x %\ld be rememb]$ also t ea* g5]ation has its own mission4 ,to t ( ,doro!a ,beale belong$ especially ! duty ( cry+ to ! c>eless daught]s ( ,engl&1 #8,rise up ye wom5 t are at ease4' ,to ano!r x may be giv5 to s]ve by wait+4 ,:at1 x is (t5 ask$1 0 ! secret ( h] really m>vell\s influ5ce8 ,p]sonal magnetism %e und\bt$ly possess$1 & t ( a r>e & abid+ quality1 a quick eye to p]ceive1 & a t\* :i* c\ld evoke ! be/ ev5 9 ! mo/ unlikely4 ,b h] influ5ce & p[] = good came surely z mu* f :at %e w\ld n d z f :at %e actually did = h] *ildr54 ,h] /r5g? lay 9 :at %e w\ld h]self call #8passive activity4' ,x 0 h] claim n to tea* !m s mu* z to lead !m to ! ,"o ,tea*]1 to br+ !m into su* relation%ip ) ,him t !y c\ld he> ,8 ,voice4 ,= t inn] ,voice :i* mu/ at all co/s be obey$ %e bade !m li/51 ) pure & undefil$ consci5ce1--! e> ( ! s\l4 ,?us ea* :o tri$ to foll[ h] tea*+ left ! ,college n m]ely z a devot$ pupil ( ,miss ,beale1 possibly ev5 indiff]5t to h]1 b ) a cle>] consci\sness ( ! #8,light t lighte? e man1' & ! p>am\nt necessity ( walk+ 9 x4 ,0 ! /r5u\s life all !y le>n$ at ,*elt5ham8 ,x 0 d\btless n easy to tell ! :ole4 ,! /r5g? & greatness ( _! ,head lay n alone 9 devis+ & c>ry+ out important & detail$ "w4 ,x lay also--?\gh ?is 0 less readily se5--9 an unwe>i$ wat*fulness ( affection1 9 a sympa?y nev] e/rang$1 9 active ?\ghtfulness1 9 a memory = all t 0 hopeful & fair 9 ! lives & *>act]s :i* came "u h] c>e4 ,rememb]+ ^!1 !re comes ultimately to ! m9d ! ?\ght ( h[ little %e really c>$ = human judgm5t1 j or unju/2 h[ %e w\ld say t !re 0 b "o ,voice to li/5 =1 "o ^w ( approval wor? e>n+1 s9ce ! ,"l ,himself _h said ab\t a woman's "w1 #8,%e ha? done :at %e c\ld4' ,,*apt] ,,xvi ,,lett]s #8,! liv+ record ( y\r memory4' ,,%aksp]e1 ,sonnet lv4 ,miss ,beale enjoy$ bo? receiv+ & writ+ lett]s4 ,%e kept a v l>ge numb]1 especially ( ^? f old pupils4 ,a lett] :i* told ( help or inspiration ga9$ ?r\gh ! life at ,college w\ld be put away1 labell$ 9 h] own peculi> & fav\rite abbreviat$ way3 #8,s5t #b *r me4' ,%e 0 a v ready & at times a v volum9\s correspond5t4 ,%e att5d$ to all h] lett]s h]self1 & answ]$ all to :i* %e int5d$ to reply1 n m]ely by return ( po/1 b (t5 ! mom5t %e receiv$ !m4 ,if h] answ] 0 ( "s importance %e w\ld keep x by h] = a "t1 & (t5 rewrite x be=e f9ally s5d+ x4 ,h] pap]s include a v l>ge numb] ( drafts & copies ( lett]s :i* %e s5t4 ,! *ief "p ( h] correspond5ce 0 done be=e ! s*ool h\rs began ea* morn+1 & %e g5]ally came to h] place at #i ,a4,m4 ) h] morn+ lett]s already answ]$4 ,:]e %e f\nd %e c\ld help by means ( lett]s %e w\ld sp>e no pa9s nor "t ov] !m4 ,p]haps ,mrs4 ,*>les ,rob9son receiv$ m ?an any "o else4 ,9 #ahgh ,mrs4 ,rob9son1 !n ,miss ,arnold1 left ,*elt5ham to become a tea*] at ! ,dulwi* ,high ,s*ool4 ,%e 0 at t "t 9 a /ate ( great religi\s p]plexity2 dissatisfi$ ) ! tea*+ ( ! ,plym\? ,bre?r51 among :om %e _h be5 br\ght up1 unable to accept t ( ! ,*ur*1 %e w\ld n att5d ! s]vices ( ei!r4 ,dur+ ?is "t ( gloom ,miss ,beale wrote e week to ,miss ,arnold a lett] %e might receive on ,sunday morn+1 & all h] life rema9$ a con/ant correspond5t4 ,x is fitt+ t ?is *apt] ( lett]s %\ld beg9 ) "s ( ^? writt5 to ! #8be/-belov$ *ild4'#ajd ,to ,miss ,arnold3-- #8,july #ahhj4 #8,x seems to me y h fail$ 9 try+ to keep ! fir/ comm&m5t1 & s ( c\rse 9 ! o!rs4 8,?\ %alt wor%ip ! ,"l ,?y ,god & ,him only %alt ,?\ s]ve40 ,y see x is n :5 we feel incl9$2 :5 we c realise ,8 pres5ce1 :5 we h pl5ty ( sp>e "t4 #8,!n 9 y\r life & "w has x n be5 t y h ?\ght m ( pleas+ o!rs1 ( do+ "w1 ( be+ s labori\s1 s useful1 etc4 etc41 in/ead ( s]v+ ,him1 too mu* ( be+ well ?\ght ( y\rself4 ,?is (t5 leads to gre$ ( "w3 we d n say3 8,"l1 :at w\ld/ ,?\ h me to d80 b1 8,i want to d ?is or t40 #8,!n z reg>ds y\r public wor%ip4 ,d n y ?9k1 if y told y\r fa!r t y felt ,*ur* s]vices m helpful1 he w\ld be less griev$ t y %\ld g to ,*ur* ?an g 9 deadness4 ,he *ose ! ,bre?r5 because he felt 8 religi\s life quick5$ ) !m2 w\ld he n wi% y to act 9 ! same _s8 ,c\ld y n frankly talk x ov] ) him8' ,9 #ahha ,miss ,beale wrote to urge ,miss ,arnold to att5d "s addresses ,mr4 ,wilk9son 0 ab\t to give3-- #8,y w make "s ef=t & "s sacrifices1 if necess>y1 to come1 w y n1 my de> *ild8 ,ev5 ! love ( ,miss ---- = :i* y %\ld give ?anks1 is a dang] too1 le/ y %\ld le>n to look at y\rself ) ! indulg5ce t we give to ^? we love1 & d n see cle>ly ! faults & fail+s4 ,mr4 ,wilk9son does help to %[ h[ mu* gr\nd !re is = humility4' ,to ! same3-- #8#ahhb4 #8,y\r lett] grieves me v mu*1 j z ! pa9ful illness ( "o ,i love w\ld2 because y h to g ?r\gh x2 b x is "r1 if y g ?r\gh x rightly1 seek+ ! tru?4 ,only "o _c 9 a lett]1 nor 9 a little :ile1 nor (f-h& deal ) ^! difficulties4 ,z 9 e sci5ce1 ?\ght1 & e>ne/ lab\r1 & aspiration1 & desire are necess>y if we w\ld f9d tru?2 s 9 religion1 ! k ( absolute wisdom & goodness1 :i* transc5ds all we c "k1 !re mu/ be a deep devotion to tru?1 :i* sp>es no pa9s 9 ! se>*4 #8,w y beg9 ) a simple & cle> book fir/1--,i notic$ x 9 ! la/ ,magaz9e1--by ,godet4 ,x is translat$ by ,canon ,lyttelton4 ,i ?9k x %[s conclusively ! fact ( our ,"l's resurrection1 & ) t goes ! te/imony ( miracles1 n z wond]s b z signs4 ,:5 y h got ?us f>1 y w f9d1 ,i tru/1 ! repulsion to ! sup]natural elem5t dim9i%$1 if x exi/s 9 y4 ,don't ev] let y\rself say1 8,we c't "k40 ,we c "k en\gh to believe & tru/ 9 ,god's goodness1 & "o mu/ g on seek+ by pray]1 ?\ght1 ob$i5ce1 v1 v pati5tly1 & !n ?r\gh et]nity "o w draw ne>] & ne>]4 #8,z reg>ds y\r conception ( inspiration1 ,i ?9k x requires correction2 claims h be5 made = ! ,bible :i* x nev] made = itself4 ,holy m5 spake z !y 7 mov$ by ! ,holy ,_s2 b ! lit]al dictation ( e ^w we are n taught4 #8,b ,i _c attempt to answ] piecemeal4 ,i h gone ?r\gh all ^! que/ion+s1 b ,i ?9k my fai? /r5g!ns f ye> to ye>1--if ,i d>e say s4 ,s t x seems to me m>vell\s t any "o c fail to feel ! div9e1 und]ly+ all ! sup]ficial1 ! ph5om5al :i* m5 v]ily call realities4 ,d y rememb] h[ ,br[n+ makes ,laz>us feel 8m>vel t !y too see n ) 8 op5$ eyes60 ,t objection to ! ,israelites de/roy+ ! ,canaanites seems to me s frightfully sup]ficial4 ,are !re n evils f> worse ?an dea?8 ,w\ld x n be enorm\sly pref]able to die ?an to live z _m d8 ,:at %\ld we say if we c\ld see beyond ! grave8 ,we judge kn[+ only "o side ( ! grave4 ,& if ,god saw well t ^! p %\ld die at once1 w\ld x n be "p p]haps ( ! education ( a nation *os5 to d a p>ticul> "w1 t ,god %\ld make !m burn ) indignation aga9/ ! dete/able1 unspeakable1 moral evils1 & make !m ! execution]s ( ,8 ju/ice8 ,x w\ld n degrade !m to d ?is1 if !y did x z a judge condemns ! guilty1 ) no p]sonal hatr$4 ,we _c sit 9 judgm5t ?us4 ,9 ! _w's hi/ory we see ,god ev] employ+ m5 to d ! "w ,he has to d4 ,!re may be necessities = ?is1 ( :i* we "k no?+2 ,i mean 9 ! nature ( ?+s3 c]ta9ly !re is good z reg>ds ! moral tra9+ ( m54 #8,g on wi%+ & pray+ & seek+ all y\r life1 nev] say+ any?+ :i* y d n believe1 & !n ! ,god ( tru? w he> y z y say1 8,op5 ,?\ m9e eyes1 t ,i may see ! wondr\s ?+s ( ,?y law40 8,light5 our d>kness1 we besee* ,!e60 ,feel+ mu/ come 91 z ! ,bre?r5 rightly say4 ,we mu/ love1 & desire1 & "k ,him to be our ,fa!r2 we mu/ tru/ ,him4 ,we c't und]/& ev5 an e>?ly fri5d )\t tru/1 b we mu/ use ! p[]s ,he has giv5 u1 we d>e n bury !m4 ,we %all h to wait = ! solution ( mu* h]eaft]2 b we %all gr[ 9 grace & 9 ! k ( our ,"l & ,savi\r4 #8,my poor *ild1 w\ld ,i c\ld help y m1 b ,god w help y4 8,?\gh ,he t>ry1 wait40 ,use ! means natural & sup]natural4 ,tell me f "t to "t h[ y are gett+ on1 & ,i w try to put y on a c\rse ( read+4' ,to ! same3-- #8#ahhb4 #8,my poor *ild1 ,i d inde$ feel = y 9 y\r lonel9ess1 b rememb] him ^: eyes 7 op5$ spiritually & he 0 !re=e ca/ out ( ! synagogue1--b ,jesus f\nd him4 ,d n fe> t because ! disciples call d[n fire t ! ,"l w s5d x4 8,come unto ,me all t are heavy-lad510 ,he says to u n[ z !n4 ,to ^? :o are 8)\t guile10 i4e4 s9c]ely seek+ tru?1 ,he /ill promises t !y %all see great] ?+s ?an !y h ev] done4444 ,no2 we _c & we w\ld n believe t ,he :o is inf9itely wis] ?an man c be less good4 ,he is n a ,ph>aoh to bid u make bricks )\t /raw4 ,he does n tell u to d :at we _c & !n puni% u = n do+ x4 8,%e ha? done :at %e c\ld0 0 ! s5t5ce ( ! ,"l :5 o!rs f\nd fault4 ,god is love1 & if we pity & long to draw to our h&s any suff]+ *ild ( e>?1 mu/ n ,he8 ,if we pity ^? :o suff] 9 a less degree1 mu/ n ,he ^? :o are suff]+ ! sorr[ greate/ ( all1 ! loss 9 any degree ( ,8 pres5ce1 ( t fai? :i* makes all ?+s possible8 ,g on1 my poor *ild1 look+ up to ,him1 & tru/+ 9 ,8 utt] love :o w n leave u1 n :5 we cry1 8,dep>t f me1 = ,i am a s9ful man1 ,o ,"l40 ,x is h>d sometimes to believe we are n wrong1 :5 we see ! disciples1 ^? :o really want to d "r1 act+ s diff]5tly f ! way 9 :i* ,he act$4 ,b we "k t 9 all ages "s ( ! mo/ un*ri/ian ?+s h be5 done by ^? :o ?\ght !y 7 do+ ,god's w4 #8,i d n ?9k f :at y tell me t y c g on at ! ,meet+4 ,if y\r fa!r wi%es x y might = a :ile ab/a9 f go+ to *ur*2 b if s1 let ! "t y w\ld h sp5t 9 public wor%ip be pass$ 9 private pray] & /udy+2 j look+ up ) *ildlike _s to ! ,fa!r1 feel+ ,8 pres5ce1 ,8 love4 #8,i d n ?9k y %\ld1 h[ev]1 abs5t y\rself long f communion ) "s body ( believ]s4 ,all ,scripture & our spiritual exp]i5ce is aga9/ ?is4 ,if y decide = ,/4 ,pet]'s1 ,i ?9k ,i c tell y ( a fri5d's h\se :]e y w\ld be welcome mo/ ,sundays2 & we mu/ h y among u = ! ,quiet ,days at ,*ri/mas4 #8,y "k ,i d n want to proselytise2 if ) ! ,bre?r5 y _h f\nd spiritual n\ri%m5t1 ,i w\ld h _h y re/ !re2 b n[ y are />v+ x is diff]5t1 l t poor dove :o f\nd no re/ = ! sole ( h] feet1 y ne$ to be tak5 into an ark4 #8,i d n want y to be dep5d5t on man1 b x is ! ord] ( ,god's provid5ce t ,he s5ds disciples to lead o!rs to ,him1 & s we are to help "o ano!r4 ,& y h a p]iod ( tr\ble be=e y1 outw>d & inw>d1 until y are able to /& ^u ! rock once m4 ,tru/ ,god if y %\ld h to walk ?r\gh t d>k valley :]e y _c see ,him4 ,ea* trial w "o day result 9 joy1--! joy ( be+ able to help o!r tr\bl$ s\ls especially4 ,he desc5d$ into ,hades1 ,he rose aga96 ,i %all rememb] y 9 pray]1 & ,i %all ask pray]s = y at ,/4 ,pet]'s1 ( c\rse )\t _! kn[+ ! lea/ :o y are1 b t y are suff]+ & 9 d>kness4 ,be pati5t & ,i ?9k y\r fa!r's he>t w come back4' ,to ! same3-- #8#ahhb4 #8,n[1 my de> *ild1 d n fret ab\t ?is trial4 ,j try to look up & wait4 ,i believe y\r fa!r's he>t w come back4 ,y see he has obey$ 8 op9ions be=e1 & tru? is l ! sun :i* ev] rises high] ^u our e>?ly day1 & does n s9k z ! natural sun4 ,we ne$ sometimes to rememb] ! words1 8,call no man y\r fa!r ^u e>?40 ,i mean t !re is ! all-embrac+ ,fa!rhood1 9 :i* we see all e>?ly relations3 we d n1 mu/ n1 ca/ ^? (f1 b !y mu/ be swall[$ up 9 ! great]4 ,write to me :5ev] y feel x w\ld com=t y1 ,i w try to help y1 until y feel aga9 t y ne$ n outw>d help4444 ,"o feels m & m h[ sl[ly "o le>ns & h[ inf9ite is ,god's tru?2 h[ "o ne$'s pati5ce & deep humility1 & utt] fai? 9 ,him :o is ! ,light4' ,to ! same3-- #8,janu>y #ahhc4 #8,my poor *ild1 y mu/ n grieve ?us4 ,s9ce ,god loves y\r fa!r1 ,he is giv+ to him only t discipl9e1 :atev] x be t is necess>y4 ,yes1 believe ?is1 ev5 ?\gh ! suff]+ has come ?r\gh y1 = we mu/ believe x univ]sally4 ,i d n say y w n suff] = x1 or t !re may n h be5 "s wrong 9 x on y\r "p4 ,b if1 z y "k1 he does wi% y to "k & s]ve ,god m p]fectly1 !n ?r\gh ?is ,god is lead+ him on to "k & s]ve ,him bett]1 & y mu/ tru/ ,god to "k :at ,he is ab\t4 ,y mu/ g on = y\r own sake 7& = ! sake ( ! *ildr5 ,god has giv5 y71 seek+ = light4' ,to ! same3-- #8,janu>y #ahhc4 #8,i always feel z if ,i mu/ write by return4 ,y\r lett]s draw out my he>t to y s4 ,i am glad y w5t & felt ! love %9+ 9 on y4 #8,n[1 z reg>ds ! a priori argum5t2 x is j ! fundam5tal ?+4 ,did y read my ,br[n+ pap]8 ,see1 x is j ! ?\ght t comes out 9 8,saul40 ,we1 if we love ourselves1 we mu/ believe 9 ,god's love4 ,he mu/ be bett] if ,he is great] 9 e o!r way2 x _c be t we excel ,him 9 ! p[] ( love1 :i* is ! highe/ gift ( all4 ,we c't ?9k t ,he does n c>e = ,8 *ildr51 t ,he has left !m orphans4 #8,i ?9k "o c see too t ,he 9 :om dwelt ! ,div9e ,_s )\t measure1 yet :o 0 truly man1 & :o !re=e grew z man 9 insight z we d1 felt t utt] fai? gr[1 t[] up1 z t int5se love1 t utt] self-devotion :i* ,he felt )91 told ,him ( ,8 on5ess ) ,god2 z ,he pray$ t we might be "o1 ev5 z ,he 0 "o ) ! ,fa!r4 #8,& ,he1 tru/+ ! ,fa!r1 knew ,he c\ld n be deceiv$ by t ,fa!r2 & we kn[+ ,him1 "k ,he c\ld n deceive u4444 ,s ,i come a priori to belief 9 ! /ory ( t ,life1 & :5 ,i get to x by inw>d reasons1 ,i am able fir/ to look at ! outw>d reasons1 :i* to _m are en\gh )\t ! inw>d1 b are n to me4 ,x 0 9 ?is way too ,kant got back to belief 9 ,*ri/ianity4 ,i read x 0 ! moral law )9 :i* taught him1 & all ,/4 ,john's tea*+ seems to me to be t we mu/ feel ! ,_s )9 ere we c recognise ! ,*ri/ )\t4 ,b !n ,he does give freely ( ,8 ,_s1--if we seek1 we %all f9d4 ,he knocks at ! door ( man's he>t1 8,if any "o w he> ,he w come 940 #8,my *ild1 d rememb] ^? com=t+ words1 8,if ye 7 bl9d ye %\ld h no s91 b n[ ye say1 we see2 !re=e y\r s9 rema9e?40 ,s bl9dness is no s9 9 itself1 if is lazy1 conceit$ ignorance t is s94 #8,i wi% y c\ld be 9 ! ,h\se ( ,re/ f ,friday to ,monday1 & h all ,saturday ( ! ,quiet ,days4 ,i wi% y c\ld h "o talk ) ,mr4 ,wilk9son be=e he leaves4' ,to ! same3-- #8,janu>y #ahhc4 #8,x does seem to me su* a /range idea t our s]vice %\ld be acceptable to ,god 9 proportion to its difficulty4 ,x is really at bottom ! same ?+ t makes p torture !mselves4 ,x lies at ! root ( t idea reg>d+ ! ,sabba?1 :i* our ,"l condemn$ s /rongly4 ,he came to make u "k bett] ! ,fa!r's he>t4 ,surely ,he loves to make x easy to ,8 *ildr5 to draw ne>4 8,i w allure h] into ! wild]ness & w speak com=tably unto h]40 ,"u ! old disp5sation ,he appo9t$ a solemn ritual1 & :y did ,/4 ,paul exhort u to use psalms & hymns b t by ! joy ( music our he>ts may be loos5$ f _! deadness1 & !n we c tru/ !m :i!r we w4 ,x seems to me ( c\rse t our s]vice is mu* m 9 con=mity ) ! apo/olic model h&$ d[n1 & ) allusions 9 ! ,bible4 ,b ,i d n want to dispute ab\t t4 ,god has left u free4 ,if y\r fa!r says1 8,i wi% y to g to ! meet+10 y %\ld1 suppos+ y ?9k x n wrong1 obey4 ,b ,i don't believe he w\ld1 if y told him y w5t m]ely 9 ob$i5ce to 8 wi%es2 t y felt x did n help y\r spiritual life4 #8,if x is f9ally decid$ t y g to ,/4 ,pet]'s1 ,i %\ld l to ask ,mr4 ,wilk9son to see y1 & ,i w\ld tell him "s ( y\r difficulties2 he is s wise4 #8,i h be5 ?9k+ mu* ^! holidays ab\t ! _m :o l y\rself are full ( difficulties & que/ions4 ,"o ?+ "s ( u are go+ to d1 & ,i want y to jo93 make ea* week special pray]s = ! tea*]s 9 ,colleges & ,high ,s*ools1--7y w specially rememb] me71 & ask t "s means may be f\nd ( help+ !m4444 #8,ne$ y dwell ^u t "q ( et]nal dea?8 ,c\ld y n say1 8,fa!r1 ,i see n yet :at ,?\ doe/1 b ,i tru/ ,!e80 ,if ! dea? ( any ( ,8 creatures :om ,he loves is inevitable1 !n x does n make u believe ,him unlov+1 we "k h[ ,he ye>ns to s]ve u4' ,to ! same3-- #8,m>* #ahhc4 #8,i d n mean ei!r to say t ! c>elessness ( a "t 9 :i* y did see & 7 able to realise div9e ?+s 0 no?+ to d ) ! pres5t trial4 ,:o c judge ano!r8 ,i begg$ him n to be unhappy if y\r religi\s life took ano!r =m4444 #8,yes1 ,i 0 s glad to see y\r fa!r4 ,i feel ,i "k him mu* bett]1 & p]haps he kn[s me bett]4 #8,i q und]/& 8 /rong language ab\t ! ,*ur*1 only ^? evils are n inh]5t 9 x1 b 9 our s9ful nature1 & simil> ones appe> ev5 among ! ,bre?r54 ,! unreality does n dep5d ^u ! am\nt ( ritual4444' ,to ! same3-- #8,april #ahhc4 #8,i h v mu* enjoy$ ,pr(essor ,edw>d ,caird's ,hegel4 ,x is #cs4 #f;d41 publi%$ by ,blackwood4 ,i am n q sure x w\ld help y1 b ?9k x w\ld4 ,i want y to get deep]1 & to be v pati5t until ,god %[s y m light4 ,he is %[+ x to y1 only until y & ,i are able to see m cle>ly ,he mu/ wait4 ,y h n suff]$ s mu* = no?+1 b ,i tru/ y may "o day help o!rs4 ,if y get ,we/cott on ! ,resurrection1 read ! end fir/ on ,positivism1 !re is mu* 9 x t is s ,*ri/ian1 & mu* 9 :at is call$ ,*ri/ianity :i* ,/4 ,paul w\ld h call$ c>nal4 ,all t ab\t ! ,"l's glorifi$ ,body 9 ,/4 ,john & ,/4 ,paul speak to u ( a _s glorifi$ & no long] b\nd 9 any space1 b a life-giv+ p[]1 real1 sub/antial4444 #8,poor ,george ,eliot4 ,%e _h a passionate nature1 & %e came into circum/ances s sad4 ,h] life is a great sorr[ to ^? :o feel t h] tea*+ 0 9 "s way noble1 ?\gh 9 o!rs x 0 really weak5+4 ,he :o kn[s all w judge h]3 8,^: m]cy endure? = ev]40 ,%e 0 a long way above ,lewes4 ,if y come across ,hutton's ,essays y ought to read !m4 ,i always get a good bit ( read+ 9 ! holidays t dem&s ?\ght4444' ,to ! same3-- #8,may #ahhc4 #8,i am glad y f9d ! "w com=t+ aga91 & t ,god has s5t y help ?r\gh "s "o else4 ,don't fret & look =w>d to next holidays1 y don't "k yet h[ full ( bless+ !y may be4 ,j rememb] x is a comm&1 8,be n anxi\s = to-morr[10 & s we c obey4 ,i rememb] once t ?\ght t ,i mu/ /ay seem$ ! only ?+ to save me f break+ d[n1 & s fail+ to d z ,i ought ! "w ,god _h giv5 me4 ,see t x is a s9 to fret & be anxi\s ab\t y\r fa!r's heal?1 or y\r future relations to home1 or any?+4 ,we h to d our be/1 & !n tru/ to ,him 8:o ord]e? all ?+s accord+ to ! c\nsel ( ,8 ,w40 #8,!n z reg>ds pa/ s9s4 ,x seems to me t x en]vates y to dwell ^u !m z y are do+4 ,i may be wrong1 b x seems to me t ! s5se ( guilt9ess 9 ! pa/ makes y afraid ( ,god1 z y ought n to be4 ,if a *ild 7 ev] s naughty to y1 did ev] s _m wrong ?+s to y1 w\ld x %ut h] out f y\r love8 ,y "k x w\ld n2 y w\ld sorr[ ov] h]1 & seek to d h] good4 ,only h] cont9u+ naughty1 cont9u+ to hate & di/ru/ y1 c\ld prev5t y\r do+ h] good4 8,ye are n /rait5$ 9 ,god1 b 9 y\r own he>t40 8,if we confess our s9s1 ,he is fai?ful & j to =give u our s9s1 & to cleanse u40 ,we c't ?9k ( ,him n =giv+ u1 )\t ?9k+ ( ,him z less good ?an ,he is1 & ,he is inf9itely good4 ,( c\rse ?is does n mean t ,he w n give u due discipl9e = our pa/ failures1 9 ord] t we may be heal$ ( ! s9s :i* caus$ !m2 b !n we are glad ( ?is1 x is only a sign ( ,8 love = u4 #8,we %\ld confess to ,him because ,he is judge1 i4e4 ,he sep>ates & enables u to disc]n1 di/+ui% ! good f ! evil 9 u1 & sep>ate4 ,"o :om ,i h (t5 quot$ to y said1 8,i =bid y to look at y\r s9s except at ! foot ( ! ,cross40 ,d y d ?is sometimes8 ,! consci\sness ( guilt w\ld be h>d5+ )\t ! consci\sness ( ! ab\nd+ love4 ,?is purifies4 ,i wond] if ,i h met y\r ?\ght4444' ,to ! same3-- #8,may #ahhc4 #8,y say y don't "k :at to pray =4 ,i ?9k1 p]haps1 y are pray+ too exclusively = y\rself4 ,ask = ,god's grace1 & p[] to respond4 ,int]c$e mu* = y\r *ildr51 y\r relations1 y\r fa!r1 tea*]s & fri5ds1 & any "o :om ,god gives y ! means ( help+4 ,especially at ,holy ,communion pray = ! ,*ur* & all :o are sep>at$ by d>kness f "o ano!r1 & put y\rself quietly 9 ,god's ,h&s4 ,"s ( our collects help me2 "o ,mr4 ,wilk9son 0 s fond (3 8,:o kn[e/ our necessities be=e we ask10 etc4 etc43 d y "k x8 ,i ?9k ( ,him !n z com+ to u all 9 ,holy ,communion1 & f ,8 own ,h&s giv+ u ! pl$ges ( ,8 love1 to make u "k ,he is giv+ u ,8 own glorifi$ ,life2 ! ,life ( ,god 9 su* a way t we c receive x1--empty+ ,himself 9 ,*ri/ ( t glory :i* we c't "k3 ! ,absolute ,be+1 ! ,inf9ite we _c conceive4 ,we mu/ tru/ ,8 ^w 444 & ?is fai? makes u /rong1 saves u f sickness1 deliv]s u f ! p[] ( s92 yes1 ?\gh we fall aga9 & aga91 enables u to arise4 #8,i s want y n to h t cru%+ fe>1 :i*1 ,i may be wrong1 b ,i ?9k1 y sometimes feel ( ,god4 ,he mu/ be s sorry1 if we don't und]/& ,him & feel l t4444 8,i fell at ,8 feet z dead1 & ,he laid ,8 h& on me1 say+1 ,fe> n40 ,?9k ( ?is & ( ! p>t+ words1 8,peace be unto y40' ,to ! same3-- #8,july #ahhc4 #8 444 ,y w h he>d ( our great loss1 & yet ,i ought n to call x s1--9 de> ,mrs4 ,ow54 ,x is good to h kn[n h]1 & "o feels :at x is to live & "w 9 ! he>ts ( o!rs1 see+ su* a life & dea?4 ,i w tell y m ( :at %e has taught me :5 y come4' ,to ! same3-- #8,july #ahhc4 #8,my de> *ild1 ,i w c]ta9ly ask = bo? ( y to come4 ,yes1 x is a naughty lett]4 ,y mu/ love n only ) pity1 b ) a /ret*+ =? to sympa?ise4 ,:at if we feel ourselves bett] ?an ano!r1 because ! ,_s has /irr$ ! once cold dep?s ( our s\l1 & s !re is "s light4 ,is x n because !re has be5 s little t s\ls ne> u h rema9$ cold8 ,c we ev] glance at _! faults )\t %ame 9 ?9k+ we are responsible = s mu*8 ,h[ we %all long to make !m "s am5ds1 h[ gladly we %all be> any puni%m5t1 or ev5 h>%ness1 if we c ?r\gh ?is %[ our ye>n+ love1 alleviate our self-reproval6 ,we _c feel we are bett]4 ,our ,*ur* s]vice does at lea/ try to keep u humble by our repeat$ confessions1 especially at ,holy ,communion4' ,to ! same3-- #8,s v glad y h _h a happy "t4 ,god is good 9 giv+ u playgr\nds z well z workrooms2 we want bo?1 & 9 bo? ,he %9es on u1 & is glad 9 our gladness z well z afflict$ 9 our afflictions4444' ,to ! same3-- #8,octob] #ahhe4 #8,i object to y\r s5t5ce1 t y w\ld r y\r fa!r ?\ght :at 0 n true1 ?an t he %\ld ?9k :at is c]ta9ly ! tru?1 viz4 t he has be5 9 "s way to blame4 ,also to t 8,i _c be> ?is sorr[ to fall on him40 ,we h simply to d ! "r1 & believe t ,god kn[s :at ,he is ab\t1 :5 ,he lets pa9 come ^u u = our mi/akes2 pa9s u1 yes1 8%att]s u10 t we may "k ! tru? bett]4 ,h[ _m a p>5t or tea*] tries to sp>e a *ild pa91 & wrongly4 ,y w n1 ( c\rse1 will+ly pa9 any1 mu* less ! fa!r :om y love s mu*1 b y h bo? ( y simply to speak ! tru? & d :at consci5ce bids y4444 ,say frankly & firmly :at y feel y mu/ d1 & !n drop ! subject4444 ,y rem9d me ( ^? good ,*ri/ians :o beg u n to hang a man1 8le/ he %\ld fall into ! h&s ( ,god40 ,god c c>e = p :e!r alive or dead1 b ,i believe y\r fa!r w\ld really suff] less1 & be worri$ less1 by a simple /raight=w>d c\rse ( conduct4 ,y are ?9k+ ( self too mu*1 ?9k+ y\rself ( too mu* importance :5 y say1 8,i am only ?9k+ ( ! sorr[ t ?reat5s him & h[ ,i c be> x40 ,p]haps ,god is lead+ him to tru] views ( ! ,fa!r4' ,! foll[+ lett]1 writt5 9 ,augu/ #ahhh1 ref]s to ,miss ,arnold's appo9tm5t z ,head-mi/ress ( ! ,truro ,high ,s*ool3-- ,to ! same3-- #8,augu/ #ahhh4 #8,d n tr\ble y\rself ab\t :atev] y ought to h done n[4 ,x is done1 & y ?\ght x "r1 s x 0 "r4 ,i ?9k ( y\r ,bi%op say+ 9 8 quiet way1 8,i d ! be/ ,i c1 & !n ,i j leave x40 ,i d>e say ! ,lakes w refre% y4 ,x is 8he>t-r5d+10 ,i d\bt n4 ,i wept all ! day t ,i left ,que5's1 b x 0 well4 ,we are hav+ a delightful "t4444 #8,n[ ,i mu/ /op my #ae? lett]4 ,i _h to get up at #e ,a4,m41 ! days are s full4' ,to ! same3-- #8,septemb] #ahhh4 #8,i ?9k y are beg9n+ to-day1 at lea/ y are a good deal 9 my ?\ghts1 & y w want a lot ( wisdom4 ,x is a com=t to rememb]1 8,if any man lack wisdom let him ask ( ,god1 :o give? to all m5 lib]ally40 ,i am s glad y h ,miss ----4 ,x is a great ?+ to h a few :o "w = love only4444 #8,don't be ha/y 9 mak+ *anges1 & don't take to caps6' ,to ! same3-- #8,be sure ! rooms w bright5 :5 y h pray$ "s sun%9e into !m4 ,x is t]rible to h su* a lot ( s]vants6 #8,miss ,buss gets h] girls to help adorn4 #8,i am glad we op5 on ,/4 ,mat!w's ,day4' ,to ! same3-- #8,augu/ #ahhh4 #8,miss ,h4 & ,miss ,e4 want$ me to advise y\r go+ out socially a little4 ,i said ,i ?\ght !re 7 z yet difficulties1 z a ,head-mi/ress _c *oose2 t ,i ?\ght = ! fir/ t]m x might be be/ to ab/a92 !n y c look r\nd y & judge bett]4 ,!y did n ?9k !re 7 _m :o w\ld ask y1 t ^? :o w\ld 7 nice1 & x w\ld be bett] = y n to be q %ut up4 ,:at d y ?9k ( say+ y w g out n m ?an once a week8 ,y h _h s active a life2 & int]c\rse ) o!r p1 & v>i$ int]e/s are good = s*ool tea*]s4 ,also !y ?9k = ! s*ool x is good4 ,i m]ely tell y ?is1 ,i said ,i c\ld n judge = y4 #8,i hope y w n be l$ by any?+ ,i said to speak1 if y d n ?9k x is q be/1 or inde$ to d any?+4 ,i _c judge1 & if ,i c\ld1 ! responsibility is y\rs1 & ,i %\ld grieve if ,i misl$ y4 #8,i am s glad y feel refre%$4 ,x is our g5]al meet+2 ,i %all be glad :5 x is ov]4 #8,all be/ wi%es1 de> *ild1 = y & y\rs1 ! *ildr5 :om ,god has giv5 y4' ,to ! same3-- #8,octob] #ahhh4 #88,be wise z s]p5ts1 & h>mless z doves40 ,i %\ld n answ] p :o lay sn>es1 we h a good example ( ?is to guide u4 #8,x is s absurd ( p to expect "o to make up "o's m9d on all subjects4 ,we c no m judge ( _m que/ions ( =eign or dome/ic policy ?an we c ab\t ! /e]+ ( a %ip4 ,b we c ( que/ions ( morality & cruelty4 #8,mrs4 ,grey's new book1 ,la/ ,words to ,girls1 is s gr&4 ,i hope x w be useful4' ,to ! same3-- #8,octob] #ahhh4 #8,we mu/ put ?+s 9 ! ideal way4 ,religiosity is ! dea? ( religion1 ! grave-clo!s :i* keep ! liv+ s\l b\nd 9 ! sepul*re2 :i* y h to help to loos5 t x may come =? at ,*ri/'s ^w4 #8,no1 ,i don't "k ! ,bi%op at all p]sonally4 ,i ?9k if he w let y consult him1 y w f9d 8 judgm5t a great help1 b aft] all ! responsibility re/s on y1 y c't put x on any "o4' ,to ! same3-- #8,july #ahhi4 #8,we h1 ,i %\ld ?9k1 q full numb]s n[4 ,i h n got ! li/s1 b we h at lea/ sev5ty new pupils2 x is /range4 #8,i am bett]1 h manag$ to be 9 ,college e day1 by means ( sp5d+ ! end 9 b$4 ,i hope ,i %all pick up1 = "w is a tonic4' ,to ! same3-- #8,febru>y #ahhi4 #8,i am s ?ankful ,god gives me any words to help y1 my de> *ild4 ,i ?9k1 h[ev]1 x 0 t passage ,i s5t y f ,canon ,body's notes1 0 x n1 t really help$ y1 n :at ,i said myself8' ,to ! same3-- #8,janu>y #ahij4 #8,x 0 nice to see y4 ,be sure t no?+ w\ld be worse = y ?an to h no worries1 to h all speak well ( y4 ,besides ! m y ne$ wisdom ! m y w ask & seek x1 & ! m x w come = y\r ne$s4 #8,& x is only by pati5ce "u our trials t y c be> witness to h] & o!rs ( ! _s t is 9 y4' ,to ! same3-- #8,augu/ #ahij4 #8,i %all n1 ,i expect1 see y4 ,i d n g to ,ox=d till ,saturday1 & leave on ,monday4 ,i hope y w n be made ill at ,amm]gau2 ,i mean to keep z quiet z ,i c4 ,i h already begun a good read2 all ,lotze's book on ,religion1 ,! ,*ildr5 ( ,gibeon1 "p ( ,/anley1 a good deal ( ,gre5's philosophical works1 & ,lux ,mundi1 & endless magaz9es4' ,to ! same3-- #8,augu/ #ahij4 #8,?anks = y\r v int]e/+ lett]4 ,i ?9k ,i %\ld h felt z y did4 ,i once w5t to some?+ ( ! k9d 9 ,switz]l&1 & lik$ "s ( ! e>ly sc5es1 b aft] ! ,agony 9 ! ,g>d5 ,i felt ,i c\ld see no m1 & came out4444 #8,i h _h su* *e]+ lett]s lately4 ,"o f a girl :om ,i ?\ght ! mo/ tiresome ,i ev] knew1 ab\t ?irty-f\r ye>s ago4 ,%e has be5 writ+ & say+ h[ sorry %e is1 & wants to s5d h] niece to be "u me3 8aft] _m days ?\ %alt f9d x40' ,to ! same3-- #8,novemb] #ahij4 #8,all good wi%es = 8m life & full]40 ,don't tr\ble ab\t n feel+4 ,rememb] ! ,"l's words to ^? unfeel+ disciples :o w5t to sleep dur+ ,8 agony3 8,! _s is will+1 b ! fle% is weak40 ,!re is w9t] z well z spr+ or summ] 9 our spiritual life4 8,die ,blume v]blht1 die ,fru*t muss treib540 ,y compla9 ( ! outw>d excitem5t ( o!rs1 yet y want inw>d excitem5t4 ,see h[ 9 ! ,imitatio "o f9ds ! same sort ( feel+4 ,i =esaw "s reaction2 !re h be5 times dur+ ! la/ few ye>s1 dur+ :i* y h be5 ov]/ra9$1 & n[ y want a p]iod ( hyb]nation1 ,i believe4 ,y w1 ( c\rse1 g on do+ j ! same1 z if y felt & saw1 & y w believe 9 ! ,pres5ce1 & d y\r be/4' ,to ! same3-- #8,june #ahia4 #8,don't fret ab\t :at 8!y say10 n ev5 li/51 except to le>n4 ,i d>e say !y are "r1 & h sides ( tru? t we h n4 ,9 ,t>a !re are begg>s :o g ab\t say+3 8,:at ,god gives1 ,i w take02 ea* ( u c only d t4 #8,i am glad y h got advice2 y h be5 too c>eless ) ?is m>vell\s body1 s complicat$ & ne$+ to be well-treat$4 ,y h driv5 x on1 l "s poor ass1 ) /icks6 ,n[ y mu/ be a little k9d to x or x w /& /ill & kick4' ,to ! same3-- #8,febru>y #ahib4 #8,y\r ,bi%op came la/ ,w$nesday1 & ,i spoke to him = ! fir/ "t 9 my life1 aft] hav+ kn[n him = s _m ye>s4 ,he seem$ s bright1 & ,i hope ! removal ( ! load ( responsibility w re/ore him1 & he w be able to take up "s less heavy "w4 ,he _c b d good :]e-ev] he is3 x is wond]ful :at a spiritual p[] he is felt to be4 ,he did j manage to see u be=e we broke up1 b only 9 a hurri$ way2 !n he lun*$ ) me1 & :5 all 7 gone he gave me 8 bless+1 :i* made me feel worse & bett]4 ,d y und]/&8 #8,i am s glad y are feel+ *e]$ ab\t ! s*ool4 ,don't y ?9k x is "r to be cont5t ) prosp]ity z well z ) adv]sity8444 #8,yes1 ,i read ,! ,wages ( ,s9 :5 x 0 com+ out1 a ?+ ,i seldom d1 b ,i 0 mu* /ruck ) its p[]4 ,! au?or is a daught] ( ,k+sley4 ,i don't feel incl9$ to read ,mrs4 ,w>d's new book4' ,to ! same3-- #8,june #ahib4 #8 444 ,i am enjoy+ my "w4 ,i 0 on ! top ( ,battl$[n be=e #g ,a4,m4 to-day4 ,x is ! be/ "t = a walk4444' ,to ! same3-- #8,july #ahib4 #8,our new build+ is to beg91 & ,i am mis]able at hav+ to turn out ( my h\se1 :i* is to be pull$ d[n4' ,to ! same3-- #8,augu/ #ahib4 #8,i ?9k ?is /ate is p>tly reaction2 d n bu/le ab\t x1 b take re/4 ,! excitem5t ( la/ ye> is1 ,i fancy1 likely to lead to ?is2 our spiritual faculties ne$ re/ aft] ov]fatigue1 s seek repose1 8,o re/ 9 ! ,"l40 ,read1 too1 "s light] lit]ature4 ,f>r]'s /ory ( ,n]o's "t ,i %\ld l y to read4 ,x %[s :at ,*ri/ianity has done4 ,i _h a re/ful "t at our ,sanatorium aft] ,i _h got out ( my h\se1 & n[ ,i h _h a v pleasant week ) my si/]s at ,wood*e/]4 ,i really ?9k x w\ld be good = y "o day to make y\r headqu>t]s at ,leckhampton4 ,! c\ntry is s lovely1 ! air brac+1 & !re are all sorts ( nice excursions by tra9 & omnibus1 to mo/ lovely places1 & !re is su* v>iety4444 #8,be n anxi\s4 ,let me recomm5d y1 z a div]sion1 to le>n %or?&4 ,i f9d x v good4 ,script phonography1 x is an easy sy/em1 y c\ld tea* y\rself4 ,i am tak+ lessons2 x is mu* lik$4' ,to ! same3-- #8,janu>y #ahic4 #8 444 ,we began to-day4 ,i d>e say ,i %all feel bett] :5 we are once m imm]s$4 ,we are ab\t ! same 9 numb]s1 b !re is a great deal ( illness ab\t1 & we are half ?9k+ ( hav+ a :oop+-c\gh class1 "u a sep>ate tea*]1 = ,division ,,iii4' ,to ! same3-- #8,june #ahic4 #8,i h _h a great pleasure lately4 ,mrs4 ,russell ,gurney has be5 sp5d+ six weeks "h4 ,y mu/ get h] ,dante's ,pilgrim's ,progress1 j br\ght out1 y w enjoy x2 ,i h giv5 a copy to ,mrs4 ,rix4 ,mr4 ,alfr$ ,gurney came to /ay ) h]1 & he has s5t me 8 ,p>sifal1 a little book ( ab\t eighty pages2 x is beautiful too4 #8,i %\ld l y to read 79 "p7 ,mrs4 ,boo?'s ,life4 ,x is v int]e/+1 & ,i am q surpris$ at ! cle>ness & tru? ( h] tea*+4 ,%e seems nev] to h jo9$ a p>ty1 b always look$ = tru?1 & hates ! ,god ( ,calv9 & ! doctr9e 8( assurance10 & ! idea t ,*ri/ c\ld be good = u & we ne$ n be good4 ,h] utt] devotion is beautiful4 ,i h n f9i%$ x1 & ,i c't see h[ ! "w 0 c>ri$ on aft] ! p]son 80 sav$40' ,to ! same3-- #8,augu/ #ahid4 #8,i am s glad y are feel+ some:at refre%$4 ,y really mu/ =get 8! ?+s t are beh9d0--! bad ?+s z well z ! good1 or ! he>t 8w\ld fail 9 look+ back40 ,& if no o!r way op5s1 & y are bo? call$ to g back to ,truro1 y w be able4 8,i c d all ?+s10 & ! sorr[s = bo? ( y w be l ! mi/ :i*1 ?\gh x came up f ! face ( ! gr\nd1 yet wat]$ ,p>adise & made x fruitful4 ,does n all consci\sness ( s9 & failure br+ u ne>] n only to ,him 9 ,:om alone is /r5g?1 b to our bro!rs & si/]s 9 sympa?y & compassion4 ,we are t\*$ ) ! feel+ ( _! infirmities4 #8,s1 my de> *ild 7,i feel incl9$ to say *ildr51 = ?is has made me feel ne>] to y\r fri5d71 8lift up ! h&s t hang d[n & ! feeble knees1 le/ t :i* is weak be turn$ out ( ! way1 b let x r be heal$0 by y\r sorr[s--y\r w\nds too4 #8,i h _h a v pleasant b exhau/+ "t s9ce we met4 ,i sp5t a =tnight at ,ox=d1 att5d+ bo? ,ox=d ,ext5sion & ,briti% ,association4 ,we he>d a good deal ab\t social & economic problems4 ,mr4 ,sydney ,webb & ,dr4 ,re9 ( ,j5a1 :o tra9s m5 z tea*]s1 gave "s nice lectures4 ,miss ,l\* is come back1 hav+ _h a delightful "t at ! ,educational ,congress at ! ,cl>ke ,univ]sity1 "u ! ,presid5cy ( ,dr4 ,/anley ,hall4 ,%e says %e has le>n$ a great deal4444 ,i ?9k our ,tra9+ ,dep>tm5t has z _m if n m ?an any ,college !re is1 9 spite ( n hav+ receiv$ any ( ! ?\s&s t h be5 giv5 to !m--or1 %all ,i say1 because ( x8 ,i am sure x is good to h to pay "o's way4 ,i believe our ,univ]sities w\ld d bett] "w if !y _h no?+4 8,!n welcome ea* rebuff40 #8,we _h _m p>ties at ,/4 ,hilda's1 & ev]ybody admir$ ! h\se4 ,! girls enjoy ! boat v mu*2 ,i hope !re w be no accid5ts4 ,x is a v safe "o1 b "o is always n]v\s ab\t ! wat]4444 #8,i am pleas$ ) ! ,high] ,cambridge ,li/ 444 & ,i am glad t we manage to keep up our li/s1 because we d n buy up our neighb\rs' girls1 & try n to make exam9ations ! end4 ,glad y\r girl has done s well4 #8,i am work+ h>d at ! ,magaz9e & my ,reports to ! ,c\ncil1 & try+ to re/ a little aft] my ,ox=d lab\rs4 ,on ,tuesday ,i hope to g to ! hills ne> ,/r\d4 #8,i mu/ l5d y "s day ,/reets & ,lanes1 by ! late ,miss ,b5son4 ,! ,ar*bi%op has s5t me a copy4 #8,may ,god bless & com=t y\r he>ts1 my de> *ildr51 & make ?is light affliction1 :i* is b = a mom5t1 "w out an et]nal good4' ,to ! same3-- #8,,ambleside1 ,may #ahie4 #8 444 ,! lakes are m beautiful & lovable ?an ,i _h imag9$4 ,!re is a s+ul> *>m 9 ! hills r\nd ,ambleside1 !y ripple l ! sea4 #8,y mu/ n 8feel0 :ile y are s weak1 j lie1 z x 71 9 ! sepul*re1 & !n come out z ,br[n+'s ,laz>us4' ,to ! same3-- #8,july #ahig4 #8,i got home f ,london late la/ night1 & x tr\bl$ me1 & y 7 mu* 9 my m9d :5 ,i w5t to *ur*2 & 9 ! s]vice x seem$ to me t x mu/ be y\r en]gies 7 to be us$ to ! full1 & yet y\r m>ri$ life1 to :i* y h n[ be5 call$1 does 9 "s degree re/ra9 y4 ,hi!rto ,i h ?\ght y want$1 l an electric eel1 to recup]ate2 y h gone ?r\gh too mu* lately4 ,to-day1 x seem$ to me z if y %\ld /ill speak1 b 9 writ+2 y h ! p[] ( writ+ well4 ,i ?9k ,i speak bett] ?an ,i write2 ,i don't "k h[ y speak1 b y c write4 ,n[ see if speak+ is n to be y\r "w :e!r writ+ is4 ,h[ ,i feel ,i ne$ solitude1 & c't write = want ( x2 b y h solitude en\gh to enable y to write4 ,a little lat]1 z ,i wait$ = a message1 :i* sometimes comes at ! quiet times1 ! words came3 8,i became dumb1 & op5$ n my m\?1 = x 0 ,?y do+40 ,i ?\ght x 0 to be s5t on to y1 s !re x is2 n ) y\r m\?1 b ) y\r h&1 & p]haps to a l>g] audi5ce4 ,i ?9k ! solitude ( ! cycle w help y too4444' ,!re 0 "o fri5d & old pupil1 a writ] = ^: philosophical & poetical "w 9 p>ticul> ,miss ,beale _h a great admiration1 :o receiv$ _m lett]s f h]4 ,a few extracts f ^! are giv54 ,to ,miss ----3-- #8,decemb] #ahhf4 #8,i don't ?9k y w get any food 9 ,sp9oza4 ,y say1 may we n adopt ,agno/icism & say ( ^! problems hone/ly1 8,i w give x up08 ,b y _c4 ,we may try to1 b x is n human to be cont5t to be cag$ 9 by ?is little _w ( "t & space4 ,t re/less discont5t rea*+ out to wid] k1 to ! inf9ite1 is surely its own witness4 ,if n1 ,man1 ! cr[n ( all ?+s on e>?1 is ! only irrational creature ^u x4 ,y w n be able to give up philosophy4 #8,i q agree t we are n to be all[$ "h s to 8make up our m9ds40 ,t _s ev] op5 to receive m light1 is :at our ,ma/] spoke ( z ! *ildlike _s4 #8,h y se5 a little sixp5ny book by ,arm/rong ( ,le$s8 ,he is a ,unit>ian1 s ,i d n agree ) ! end2 b all ! e>ly *apt]s on ! ,belief 9 ,god are v good1 & ,i ?9k y w\ld l x4 ,!re are also "s v satisfactory s]mons by ,pr(essor ,mom]ie on ! exi/5ce ( ! s\l4 ,i read a great deal ( philosophy :5 ,i get "t4 ,h y read ,m>t9eau's ,types ( ,e?ical ,hi/ory8 ,if n1 d4 ,also ,gre5's ,prolegom5a to ,e?ics4 ,la/ summ] ,i read ,lotze's ,microcosmus1 b ,i %\ld recomm5d ! two o!rs r4 #8,i wi% y ent]$ m ?an ,i ?9k y d into ,br[n+'s ?\ghts4 ,he has1 x seems to me1 s cle>ly set =? ! ma9 basis ( ,fai?1 n sy/ematically1 b recurr5tly4 #8,we mu/ "w out ^! matt]s = ourselves2 b re/ we _c4 ,y _c 9 ! pres5ce ( y\r bro!r's suff]+--y _c 9 ! pres5ce ( dea? say3 8,i c>e n to lift ! veil1 or ev] to "k :e!r !re is a curta9 beh9d :i* we pass or a d>k abyss40 #8,inde$1 de> *ild1 ,i d feel = y4 ,:5 y are fre]1 y mu/ come & see me1 & we w talk ov] ?+s4 ,i %all n ?9k y wick$1 b believe t y d want to "k ,god1 & t ,he is sorry = y1 because y d c>e1 b _c see4444 ,x is only ! contemptu\s1 :at ,i may call ! omnisci5t ,agno/ic1 t ,i d n want to h any?+ to d )2 ^? :o sne] at ! mo/ pa!tic aspirations & hopes4 ,! rev]5t & yet sorr[ful d\bt :i* yet longs = dawn1 %all "o day be ble/ by ! sunrise1 "h or h]eaft]4' ,to ! same3-- #8,janu>y #e1 #ahhg4 #8,,my ,,de> ,,*ild1--,no2 ,i don't m9d y\r say+ any?+ t is 9 y\r he>t4 #8,z reg>ds k4 ,we use ?is ^w1 x seems1 9 diff]5t s5ses4 ,x is n at all id5tical ) 8to =m a conception (03 e4g4 ,i _c =m a conception ( :at gravitation or electricity is1 b ,i "k ea* 9 a s5se4 ,^! are names = some?+ )\t :i* ! kosmos z x is c\ld n be4 ,or ,i might p]haps illu/rate bett] by say+ ,i c =m no conception ( ! ,univ]se1 no complete conception1 & yet f my isolat$ spot ,i look up & say1 x is4 ,( :at c we =m a complete conception8 ,n ( ! 8fl[] 9 ! cranni$ wall40 #8,any o!r explanation ( ! facts ( ! ,univ]se seems to me incr$ible1 except "o1 viz41 t x is ! utt]ance ( supreme ,wisdom & ,love1 & t x is adapt$ to ! intellig5ce ( f9ite be+s4 ,! ,unity ( law tells u !re is "o ,god1 ! ,creator & ,rul]4 ,z reg>ds ! hypo!sis ( ord] com+ out ( *ance atoms--! my? ( a primval *aos--c any "o ent]ta9 x8 ,ex nihil nihil2 ! ord] we see 9 evolution mu/ h exi/$ ) ! orig9al atoms1 if su* 7 ! basis ( creat$ life4 #8,no1 ,i d n ?9k x y\r fault1 b ! fault ( ,sp9oza's sy/em t x _c give y satisfaction4 ,x is a revival1 only 9 ano!r =m1 too1 ( ! old ,greek ?\ght ( ,zeus1 ov] :om !re 0 ano!r ,god1 ,fate4 ,s ,sp9oza's & ! ,greek ,supreme 7 n ,supreme4 #8,( c\rse ,i c d no?+ 9 a lett] b sugge/ l9es ( ?\ght & l9es ( read+4 ,aft] ,arm/rong1 ,i %\ld mo/ l y to take ei!r ,gre5's ,prolegom5a or ,m>t9eau's ,types1 & read bo? sev]al times4 ,gre5 w help y to see ! unity und]ly+ all possibility ( k4 #8,x is p]haps m ?an any?+ ! h>mony ( ! ,?reefold ,unity :i* helps me to realise ! conception ( ! div9e :i* ,jesus utt]$ mo/ cle>ly4 #8,"o sees ! absolute physical unity1 ea* atom =m+ "p ( ! complete :ole1 & /&+ 9 vital relation to ! :ole4 #8,"o sees all k z real1 only :5 x takes its place z 9 7c ,i say "p (87 ! ,univ]sal ?\ght4 ,"o c see ?+s only :5 "o sees all 9 ,god4 ,b "o sees t ?is :i* we h sep>at$ (f z physical nature1 is yet ! means & ! condition ( ! intellectual too2 = ,light1 :i* is necess>y to vital processes1 is ! means by :i* ! ,univ]sal ?\ght is reveal$ to our intellig5ce1 by :i* ,god t\*es1 z x 71 f )\t & awak5s1 & causes truly to live1 our intellectual be+4 #8,?irdly1 ea*--! physical1 ! intellectual--are felt by u to be ! means to ! highe/ ( all1 ! p]fection ( ! moral nature4 ,)\t ?is1 goodness1 p[]1 & intellect w\ld be wor?less or horrible2 & z ! mat]ial c only be translat$ into ! conception by ! intellectual1 s we feel t ! moral alone c int]pret ! intellectual4 #8,t ! full solution is n ours mu/ seem natural to u1 :o "k ourselves to be %ut 9 by space & "t4 ,b ,i am sure t m5 w n long rema9 bl9d to o!r facts1 z !y h be5 to "s ext5t 9 ?is g5]ation1 ow+ to ! sci5tific sudd5 gr[? ( our day4 #8,! facts ( consci5ce are to me q inexplicable on any o!r hypo!sis ?an t ( ,"o :o is supremely good speak+ to ,8 *ildr51 n ?r\gh 8eye or e>10 b directly4 ,!re is ! unity ( consci\sness :i* makes memory possible1 & moral judgm5t possible2 & yet !re is a second>y consci\sness1 ! 8categorical imp]ative10 ! ideal goodness1 ev] reveal+ to man a high] & bett]4 ,:at if ! consci5ce has nev]--,i %\ld say ,except 9 ,"o--receiv$ ! p]fect vision ( goodness8 ,?is is only to say t ! receiv] is limit$ & imp]fect1 n t ! p]fect spiritual sun is n1 or r ,i %\ld say ! univ]sal light1 = ! sun is a localisation ( t :i* is invisible2 is saturat+ ?r\gh inf9ite space4 ,words ev] fail4 #8,i "k t endless que/ions are /ill unansw]$1 b ?is seems to me to be a real k1 :i* is consi/5t & :i* gives peace1 t all o!r !ories are inconsi/5t1 & t ! highe/1 ! moral be+ is />v$ ^u !m4' ,to ! same3-- #8,janu>y #bg1 #ahib4 #8 444 ,! ,bi%op ( ,gl\ce/] 0 "h to-day1 & began talk+ ab\t y\r ,goe!1 :i* he prais$2 he is a good judge4 ,i ?\ght y w\ld l to "k4 ,w\ld y s5d him ! book1 & say ,i h ask$ y2 he w tell p ab\t x4 ,he reads philosophy too1 & specially advises ,lotze4' ,to ! same3-- #8,writt5 f ,,sudeley ,,ca/le1 7probably7 ,decemb] #ahic4 #8,i fet*$ y\r ,magaz9e f ! ,po/ ,(fice ab\t five o'clock1 & ,i h j read x ?r\gh4 ,i mu/ express to y h[ delight$ ,i am ) x4 ,x is s cle>1 s well writt51 x gets to ! c5tre ( ?+s4 ,i h se5 no?+ y h done at all to comp>e ) x4 ,i mu/ get ! numb]4 ,i ?9k ,i %all take 9 ! ,magaz9e1 x looks good ?r\gh\t4 ,a fri5d takes ! philosophical review & l5ds x to me4 ,i might take ?is & l5d x to h]4 ,i h a pap] 9 h& aga9/ an article 9 t1 b ,i fe> ,i %all n be able to poli% x (f4 ,y mu/ h _h days1 weeks1 ( quiet ?\ght to write ?is4 ,?is makes me want y /ill m to g to ,ox=d1 & get to "k ,caird4 ,did ,i tell y ,i lun*$ ) ,j[ett tte--tte n long be=e 8 dea?8 #8,y mu/ come & see me if ,i c't come to y4444' #8,,ps4--,if y l5d x to o!r fri5ds1 asc]ta9 ab\t ! po/age4' ,to ! same3-- #8,novemb] #ahie4 #8 444 ,i am s5d+ y a little book on ,psy*ology by a "y tea*] & writ]4 ,i wi% %e _h %[n me ! ,,ms4 or ! pro(4 ,if y feel incl9$ to look at x1 & give h] a few writt5 criticisms ,i %\ld be glad4 ,we want s mu* common language 9 all ^! subjects1 words are us$ s diff]5tly2 e4g4 8conception0 is n g5]ally us$ z %e does4 ,intuition is ano!r :i* we mu/ fix ! mean+ (1 = ea* book "o reads4 ,real1 reason1 etc41 want def9+4 ,a diction>y ( philosophical t]ms %\ld be made by "s p au?oris$ to e/abli% an ,eir5icon4' ,to ! same3-- #88 #ahif4 #8,no2 ,i am sure y ought n to give any?+4 ,i am sorry ev5 t ! notice 0 s5t y4 ,p]haps1 h[ev]1 y may "k "s "o or ones :o may h money t !y want to put out 9 "s way = ! ,ma/]'s s]vice1 & might ?9k ?is a "r way4 ,we %all n get on if ! ,guild has to produce funds unask$4 ,i don't want any "o to be ask$1 b !y might be %[n a pap]4' ,to ! same3-- #8,janu>y #ahig4 #8 444 ,i f9d ,i read ,n made 9 ,g]many )\t kn[+ x 0 y\rs4 ,x is prettily writt51 b ,i don't consid] su* ?+s wor?y ( y1 & ! v>iations on t "o tune are s v num]\s4 ,i wi% we1 l ! ,greeks1 _h ?+s writt5 :i* turn$ on o!r problems4 ,^! ?+s are v well z a div]sion4 ,i wond] :at is ! subject ( ! novel4 #8,"o ( our tea*]s has be5 translat+ a book ( ,h]b>t's4 ,i h s5t = 8 introduction to philosophy4 ,i w tell y if ,i ?9k x w\ld d = :at ,i want2 some?+ giv+ ! fundam5tal que/ions :i* come be=e beg9n]s4 ,h]b>t is mu* read n[1 b he is difficult to translate1 & ! p :o h tri$ h n be5 v successful2 ,i wond] if y h read any ( him4 #8,i s5d a lett] ( introduction to ,miss ,swanwick1 ,i suppose y "k h] translations & writ+s4 ,i ?9k %e is only second to ,mrs4 ,br[n+1 & %e is *>m+1 & "y /ill4 ,:5 ,i la/ saw h]1 ! fri5d ( s _m di/+ui%$ p1 h] memory 0 wond]ful4 ,t5nyson _h "o ( h] books op5 ^u 8 table dur+ ! la/ days4' ,to ! same3-- #87,date unc]ta947 #8 444 ,h]b>t is a p[]4 ,i h n got ! book yet4 ,y really mu/ n let y\rself be div]t$ altoge!r f philosophy4 ,y h n ?\ght & suff]$ s mu* = no?+1 & ?\gh y\r philosophy w come out 9 mo/ ?+s1 ev5 9 /ories1 y mu/ give x u sometimes 8neat40 ,y rem9d me ( ,d>w9's e>?-worms2 y h _h to burr[ & "w und]gr\nd1 & y h turn$ up "s fruitful soil4 ,well1 ! ,_s :i* l$ y into ! wild]ness w br+ y out ( x1 & ano9t y to tell "s good tid+s4' ,to ! same3-- #8,july #d1 #ahih4 #8 444 ,i am glad to he> y h come to a satisfactory agreem5t ) ,blackwood4 ,x is an advantage to h a lead+ publi%]4 ,n[ z reg>ds ! sonnet4 ,i don't feel z if any?+ c\ld make ! ,eros ( lat] ,greek religion pure4 ,he & ,aphrodite h fall5 f heav51 & ,i _c ?9k ( !m at ! same "t ) ! ,suff]] on ,calv>y--s x r j>s on my feel+s4 #8,i "k !re is beh9d ! my? ! ?\ght ( love1 ( "o :o is ! (fspr+ ( tru? & purity1 ( p]fect beauty4 ,b love1 associat$ ) ,eros z we "k him1 is n love4444 #8,i am feel+ wond]fully well2 ! body responds to ! _s1 & is refre%$ too by ! sympa?y ( my de> *ildr54' ,miss ,beale's correspond5ce ) h] #8*ildr5' frequ5tly conc]n$ spiritual & m5tal difficulties ( v>i\s k9ds4 ,"o or two ( ! lett]s %e wrote on su* que/ions foll[4 ,to "o 9 religi\s d\bt3-- #87,undat$47 #8 444 ,h[ ,i wi% "s "o abl] & bett] ?an ,i c\ld help y n[1 b z ,god has giv5 y to me1 & some?+ ( a "m's he>t ) my *ildr51 ,i mu/ try4 #8,fir/3 ,i w\ld resolve to take "s fix$ "t ea* day1 say t5 m9utes on fir/ ris+1 j to plume "o's fea!rs = "s %ort flights above ! e>?4 #8,secondly3 ,i w\ld ?9k ( "s ( ! bless+s & ?ank ,god = !m4 #8,?irdly3 ,!n ,i w\ld plead = light2 8,%[ me ,?y glory2 b ,i w\ld ask 9 humility1 be+ cont5t to wait till ! ?ird or ev5 ! f\r? wat*40 ,i w\ld ask1 8,%[ me ! ,fa!r & x suffice?2 let me "k ,?y love1 if ,i _c be> ,?y glory40 ,& ,i w\ld utt] ! pray] n only 9 aspiration 9 spok5 words1 or only 9 feel+ 7:i* is ! music ( pray]71 b ,i w\ld utt] x 9 act1 by read+ 9 a *ildlike _s "s ,scripture--climb+ z x 7 ! ,delectable ,m\nta9s ) ! %eph]ds1 & try+ to make out some?+ ?r\gh _! glasses4 ,ask t same ,_s1 :i* has taught ! _s ( man1 & :i* ,i believe taught y specially1--n = y\r own1 b = ! ,*ur*'s sake1 to %[ to y spiritual tru?s4 #8,f\r?ly3 ,!n ,i w\ld see if !re 0 "s selfi%ness1 "s 8,evil ,eye0 prev5t+ my see+1 & ask deliv]ance f any besett+ s94 #8,fif?ly3 ,i w\ld ask ,god to let me (f] "s sacrifice1 p]mit me to jo9 ) ,him1 to hold communion ) ,him 9 bless+ ano!r1 & try to look = "s to :om ,i might give "s cup ( refre%m5t1 "s way ( ent]+ into ,8 joy1 & ( crucify+ self4 #8,six?ly3 ,i w\ld place myself "u su* influ5ces z h lift$ ! s\ls ( o!rs4 ,i w\ld jo9 9 common wor%ip z mu* z possible 9 our pray]s "h & at ,*ur*4 #8,sev5?ly3 ,i w\ld receive ! tea*+ ( ,jesus1 & ?r\gh ! bread & w9e ( e>? ask ,god to fe$ me ) ! ,heav5ly ,manna4 #8,w y1 my *ild1 try "s ( ^! ways1 & n be soon we>y8 ,9 due season y w reap1 if y fa9t n4 #8,p]haps y w soon f9d "s ways m suit$ to y\rself ?an "s ( ^? ,i h sugge/$2 b y ask$ me4 ,i w try to get a beautiful pray] ,i h he>d ask+ = light4 ,x may be t ! answ] w be a baptism ( fire2--a heap+ coals ( fire on our heads1 & ?us purify+ u f evil4 ,i w\ld say e>ne/ly1 compel y\rself 7?\gh (t5 unwill+ly71 to look up to ! ,fa!r1 z ! noble/ s\ls h done 9 all ages1 :e!r ,*ri/ian or n4 ,y mu/ cat* "s beams ( heav5ly light1 & see1 z ,/4 ,/eph5 did1 t man may be glorifi$ to /& at ! ,"r ,h& ( ,god1 & to %>e ) ,him 9 c>ry+ out ,8 purposes ( love4 ,i ?9k y w be l$ on to see ! ,fa!r reveal$ 9 ! ,son2 to me ,he is ! ,way1 & x seems ,8 words are true = u n[3 8,no man come? unto ! ,fa!r 7come? ne> s z to see & "k ,him7 b by ,me40 #8,may ! ,good ,%eph]d lead y to gre5 pa/ures & ! /ill wat]s ( com=t4' ,to "o :o f\nd dang] & unreality 9 =ms & c]emonies1 & :o wrote3 #8,i feel ,i am cutt+ myself (f f y 9 writ+ l ?is4' ,%e repli$3-- #8,,ps4--,no?+ w cut y (f f me4 ,i ?\ght ,i _h giv5 no rules1 only su* sugge/ions z a hea!n philosoph] might h foll[$4 ,i wrote my lett] ha/ily2 ,i %\ld l to see :at ,i said4 #8,y\r lett] gave me pa91 :i* 0 p>tly selfi%1 to f9d ,i 0 too ignorant to help y4 ,we mu/ h a little talk "s day4' ,to "o :o _h writt5 t %e _h to fight h>d aga9/ pessimism caus$ by mu* unacc\ntable & app>5tly ne$less suff]+4 ,%e answ]$3-- #8,novemb] #aj1 #ahie4 #8,i ?9k our fai? 9 ,god1 z 9 any p]son1 re/s m on :at ,he is ?an :at ,he does4444 #8,n[ ,i come to ! conclusion3-- #87#a7 ,t 9 ,nature is reveal$ an intellig5ce ^: limits we _c see2 ,"o1 i4e4 inf9itely wise & mighty4 7#b7 ,9 good m5 we see b5evol5ce1 ! e>ne/ desire to bless up to ! limits ( _! p[]4 ,9 ! ,*ri/ we see ?is )\t any limit ( selfi%ness1 & we say1 ,if ,man1 ! ,son1 is ?us lov+1 !n ! ,fa!r is love4 8,no man kn[e? ! ,fa!r1 b ! ,son40 ,we c approa* ,god1 s z to "k ! "* ( ,god1 only ?us1 x seems to me4 ,y h "h ! argum5t ( ,saul 7,br[n+74 ,!n :5 y allege aga9/ ! witness ( ! he>t1 ! facts ( ,nature1 ,i answ] t h[ev] inexplicable by u ^! facts are1 ?is witness = ,god1 :i* comes f )91 _c be ov]?r[n4 #8,nor1 inde$1 does t fact ( animals prey+ on "o ano!r tr\ble me mu*4 ,dea? to !m1 i4e4 ! /opp+ ( ! activities ( life sudd5ly1 :il/ !y are 9 full vig\r1 seems bett] ?an ! gradual decay ( sickness4 ,!re is ) !m no anticipation & no joy 9 cruelty4 #8,! facts ( moral evil1 ^? are :at seem to ov]:elm "o at times4 ,!re are *ildr5 born into su* t]rible surr\nd+s1 we say4 ,!re aga9 we c see a little way up into ! d>kness1 & tru/4 ,we d see t ! r$emption ( ! lo/ is (t5 effect$ by ! k t o!rs suff] ?r\gh _! s94444 #8,d we n "k en\gh ( our int]e/s & ,god's inf9ite wisdom to make u tru/ ,god = ! univ]sal good8 ,m5 mu/ be left to "w out ! consequ5ces ( evil1 to be> !m1 & le>n x is ,god's purpose = !m to rise out ( ! d>kness into increas+ love ( ,8 holy w4 ,at l5g? reg5]at$ humanity w s ent] into sympa?y ) ! ,_s ( ,god m$iat$ ?r\gh ! indwell+ ,*ri/1 t ?+s 9 ,heav5 & e>? w be recapitulat$ 9 ,him ! ,head1 & w become intellig5tly & lov+ly ob$i5t to t w4 ,! co/ ( suff]+ is z no?+ comp>$ ) ! inf9ite good4 ,i c only sket* ! outl9e ( my fai?4' ,! lett] :i* foll[s 0 writt5 to a pupil :o1 :ile %e 0 at s*ool1 did n p]sonally "k ,miss ,beale v well4 ,a talk at a ,guild meet+ elev5 ye>s aft] %e left reveal$ to ,miss ,beale's p5etrat+ eye "s di/ress caus$ by disillusionm5t & disappo9tm5t4 ,a =tnight aft]w>ds %e wrote3-- #8,july #ahih4 #8,i h s (t5 ?\ght ( our int]rupt$ conv]sation1 & mu/ take a bit ( my fir/ ,saturday ev5+ to write a l9e4 #8,y 7 feel+1 ,i judge1 some:at z ,wordswor? did :5 he wrote ! ,ode on ,immortality4 ,?is is1 ,i ?9k1 h[ ! matt] /&s4 ,:5 we are "y1 we ?9k t p]fection1 i4e4 ! ideal1 c be f\nd on e>?--we set up1 p]haps1 "s e>?ly idol1 & end[ x ) e excell5ce4 ,!n we f9d t we h be5 9 a measure mi/ak54 ,:at %all we d8 ,d\btless !re does !n come ^u u ! %ad[ ( a great d>kness1 z we f9d h[ mu* evil !re is1 & we are tempt$ to believe ! ly+ ^w ( ,satan1 t ! k+doms ( ! _w are 84 ,%all we !n l[] our ideal1 say we w con=m to t :i* is1 or believe ! heav5ly proclamation--8! k+doms ( ?is _w are become ! k+doms ( our ,"l & ( ,8 ,*ri/0--& "w on to make ?is z true z we c = our own s\ls1 & = ^? ne> u8 ,we see t ! ideals _c be realis$ on e>?1 because ?is is a place ( discipl9e4 ,_m make a worldly m>riage because !y give up _! ideal1 & con=m to :at is1 in/ead ( ev] /riv+ to br+ ab\t :at ought to be--no?+ c make t "r4 ,b on ! o!r h& we mu/ be cont5t to be ! companions ( ^? :o1 l ourselves1 are 8compass$ ab\t ) infirmities10 to arm !m = ! fight ) evil1 & to love ^? :o are n p]fect1 z ,britom>t did ! ,r$ ,cross ,knight4 ,:at ,i want y all to keep be=e y is t "o day ! ideal w be realis$1 z ! ,bible & our own he>ts assure u1 & to jo9 ! army ( light & g "r on1 confid5t ( ev5tual victory4 ,y h1 my de> *ild1 a some:at heavy burd5 ( responsibility = y\r age1 & y miss ! su/a9+ h&1 b y mu/ n look d[n1 b up6 ,take our fir/ ,cambridge ,room motto3 8,z ! so> falcon1 s ,i /rive to fly1 ,9 contemplation ( ! immortal sky40 ,!re we may look = ! realisation ( our e>?ly endeav\rs1 z ,abt ,vogl] tea*es4 ,i wond] if y read ,br[n+4 ,i wi% y _h a ,br[n+ ,society4--,) mu* sympa?y1 444' ,to "o :o _h writt5 ( ! #8,intol]ance ( ,*ur* p'3-- #8,july #ahhd4 #8 444 ,b x does seem to me q impossible 9 education to leave religion an op5 "q1 i4e41 to tea* )\t hypo!sis4 ,h[ c\ld we unite into "o coh]5t :ole ! tea*+ ( optics1 unless we presuppose ! undulatory !ory8 ,or ! facts ( a/ronomy )\t ! !ory ( gravitation8 ,yet bo? may be1 & are que/ion$4 ,= "s philosophical !ory mu/ und]lie all ?+s1 & no "o c1 x seems to me1 tea* hi/ory1 or geography1 or sci5ce )\t x4 ,we :o believe 9 ,*ri/ian philosophy1 & feel t x alone makes ! univ]se intelligible1 & life wor? liv+ = ourselves or o!rs2 :o ?9k t x is ! p[] ne$$ to give life to ! _w1 & to deliv] u f evil & all ! mis]y :i* oppresses u1 naturally desire ) all ! en]gy ( our be+ to tea* x1 & we mo/ ( u w\ld n let little diff]5ces h9d] our work+ ) ^? :o ackn[l$ge ! immeasurable bless+s ( ,*ri/'s tea*+4 ,"h ,i f\nd diss5t]s wi%+ t ! tea*+ ( our ,college %\ld be ,*ur*2 because !y said !re mu/ be "s basis2 t !y w\ld r let _! *ildr5 he> sometimes :at !y disagre$ )1 & judge = !mselves1 ?an t !re %\ld be no def9ite tea*+4 ,!y ?\ght our ,*ur* 0 on ! :ole ! mo/ lib]al4 #8,i am s griev$1 de> fri5d1 t any ( u %\ld br+ disgrace on our ,tea*] by our faults1 b :5 we d :at our ,ma/]1 ! ,tru?1 disapprov$1 ! blame %\ld n re/ on ,him4 ,x w\ld n be j to y if we call$ a *ild :o 0 9 y\r class & lov$ y1 by y\r "n :5 %e told a lie4 ,nor %\ld y say1 8,see :at ,*ri/ians d10 :5 !y s9 aga9/ ,*ri/4 ,9 s f> z !y are untru?ful !y are un-,*ri/ian4 #8,!n1 _h y n1 ev5 z y admit1 condemn$ utt]ly ^? ^: conduct admitt$ ( a m fav\rable int]pretation8 ,we are n utt]ly tru?ful1 unless we d m ?an act up to our convictions1 unless we d our utmo/ to make ^? convictions z ne> ! tru? z we are able4 ,& d y "k ,i felt s disappo9t$ aft] talk+ to y ! o!r day1 because x seem$ to me z if y _h n c>$ to se>* into ! dep?s ( ?+s1 z if y 7 cont5t to float ab\t in/ead ( se>*+ = ! rock b5ea? ! flood4 ,our appreh5sion ( ! tru? reg>d+ ! goodness ( ,god1 & ,8 purpose = u1 & our duty to our ,fa!r & to "o ano!r1 seems to me ! priceless pe>l4 ,i f\nd y _h n read :at ,i ?\ght y w\ld h read1 ! works 9 :i* ! ages h inde$ drawn = u pictures ( ^? :o wre/l$ ) ,god 9 ! d>kness & cri$--8,tell me ,?y ,"n40 ,& n[ y disappo9t me aga91 z "s o!r ( my de> ,agno/ic fri5ds4 ,!y seem want+ 9 ! t5d]ness ( ^? :o ev] look up to ,jesus ,*ri/1 & !re=e le>n to feel 9 ! light ( ,8 example4 ,?is our mis]able failure1 ! habitual self-exam9ation & def9ite confession ( s91 helps u to4 ,!re1 ,i h told y :at is 9 my he>t4 ,! =m] on ?9k+ ov] our conv]sation ,i meant to say1 because ,i love y4 ,! latt]1 7! want ( sympa?y17 ,i did n "k (4 ,i wond] if y w misund]/& me n[1--p]haps1--b ,i h felt y did n be=e4' ,! foll[+ 0 writt5 to a =m] /ud5t1 :o aft] a "t ( great religi\s privilege _h be5 assail$ by special temptation3-- #8,augu/ #ahhh4 #8,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,i am griev$ t y h suff]$ s mu*1 & yet x 0 n s5t y 9 va94 ,x 0 to correct faults 9 y\rself1 & to help y 9 y\r vocation to correct ^? 9 o!rs4 ,y did n1 ,i feel sure1 yield to ! wrong1 b f\ght aga9/ x1 & temptation is n s94 #8,i h be5 ?9k+ :at y c\ld read4 ,d y "k ,froebel's own works8 ,i ?9k "s ( ^! 7:i* are n light read+7 w\ld be nice = y on y\r travels4 ,i l always a book t is suitable = a little read+ & mu* ?9k+4 ,he is s ba!d 9 ! _s ( love1 s deeply ,*ri/ian & s full ( ! _s ( lib]ty4 ,:5 y come home y mu/ come & pay u a visit1--t & ,rosm9i ,i %\ld l y to read4 ,i h ask$ ,miss ,gore to s5d y "o ( my photos1 9 case y c>e to h x1 :5 we g home4--,) deep sympa?y1 y\rs mo/ s9c]ely1 ,d4 ,,beale4' ,among ! lett]s are _m to old pupils on ! dea?s ( relations or fri5ds4 ,! next 0 writt5 to ,miss ,alice ,ow51 n[ ,mrs4 ,m>k ,collet1 on ! anniv]s>y ( h] "m's dea?3-- #8,june #ahia4 #8,?is 0 a bir?day eight ye>s ago into a _w ( l>g] scope ?an ?is1 & ,i feel z if h] _s 7 /ill wat*+ ov] ^? %e lov$ on e>?4444 #8,surely ! tides ( et]nal love1 fl[+ 9 ^u our n>r[ lives1 w make u all ( "o _s1 sorr[+ & rejoic+ ) "o ano!r1 in/ead ( judg+1 because we feel1 z %e taught 9 t beautiful p>able1 t we are "o4 #8,may our ,"l give y an ev] l>g] measure ( ,8 own love4' ,! next lett] ref]s to ! dea? ( ,mrs4 ,russell ,gurney3-- #8,octob] #ahif4 #8,i got a lett] f ,orme ,squ>e ?is morn+4 ,our belov$ fri5d ent]$ into re/ ye/]day4 ,i ?9k ( ! glad meet+ ( ^? :o 7 k9dr$ s\ls on e>?4 ,i _h also a note f ,add+ton say+ h[ ?ankful ,mrs4 ,b5son is1 & happy 9 spite ( h] loss4' ,sev]al o!r lett]s ( a k9dr$ nature foll[4 ,to ,miss ,giles1 on ! dea? ( h] fa!r3-- #8,april #ahga4 #8,/ill 9 "o way we :o are old suff] less f p>t+4 ,to u ! "t seems s %ort1 ere we may hope to meet once m :]e are no m p>t+s or te>s4' ,to ,miss ,susan ,wood1 on ! dea? ( h] "m3-- #8,may #ahhj4 #8,i ne$ n tell y ,i h felt mu* = y4 ,"o c\ld n h wi%$ ! suff]+ prolong$1 & yet "o does n feel ! loss less4 ,happily1 "o seems g5]ally to =get1 :5 all is ov]1 ! la/ pa9ful incid5ts ( ! sickness1 & to rememb] ! pa/ ye>s4 ,few h _h a m devot$ "m4 ,h[ pr\d %e 0 ( y\r successes6 ,h[ old x makes u feel :5 we take our place 9 ! front rank ( ! army ( life2 may we be able to say1 :5 we too are /ruck d[n1 8,i h f\ght a good fight40 ,may ,god bless y\r "w1 my de> *ild1 to ! ev]la/+ weal ( ^? :om ,he has giv5 y4' ,to ,miss ,frances ,crawley1 aft]w>ds ,mrs4 ,wells3-- #8,july #ahha4 #8,i mu/ write y "o l9e ( sympa?y 9 ?is great sorr[4 ,i "k h[ mu* y lov$ y\r de> fa!r1 & _h long$ = ?is visit1 & n[ !re w be a great blank4 ,y w n ?9k n[ 8,h[ glad he w be if ,i d well40 ,b on ! o!r h&1 my de> *ild1 y w feel y mu/ be m ?an ev] to y\r "m4 ,y *ildr5 w be all to h] n[4 ,besides1 ,god nev] takes b ,he also gives--only we (t5 miss ! gift because we don't look = x4 ,he w help y to "k ,him bett] z y\r ,fa!r1 p>tly because y w ?9k ( y\r own fa!r z ne> ,him1 = :]e our treasure is1 !re our he>ts are also4 ,y w ?9k m ( pleas+ ,him1 & s prep>+ to meet ^? :o h lov$ y & lov$ ,god1 :]e !re w be no m dea? = ev]4' ,to an old pupil1 on ! dea? ( h] fa!r3-- #8,novemb] #i1 #ahif4 #8,,my ,,de> ,,*ild1--,?is is inde$ a bless$ dea? = "o s good z y\r fa!r2 y mu/ give ?anks = him4 #8,!re is no s]vice ,i ?9k s /r5g!n+ z ! burial2 may y be com=t$ & /r5g!n$ = ! battle ( life by a cle>] vision ( t unse5 ho/ :i* is ev] ne>1 ?\gh 8our eyes are hold5 t we see !m n0 ?r\gh want ( fai?4 ,soon mu/ we jo9 _! ranks4 ,%all we jo9 9 _! psalms ( ?anksgiv+8' ,to ,miss ,/rong1 on ! dea? ( ,miss ,m>g>et ,cl>ke3-- #8,febru>y #c1 #ahig4 #8,inde$ ,i am griev$2 %e has be5 a p[] = good1 & has s5t out "s gr& work]s1 & ,i %all miss h] greatly4 ,i am ?ankful ,i 0 ) h] at ,*ri/mas4 #8,"o feels sure 8h] works w foll[ h]10 & ,he :o gave h] p[] w raise up o!rs4 ,x is1 s f> z "o c see1 too heavy a burd5 = ,kate alone4 ,h] memory w be a p[]1 h] life 0 s wond]fully guid$1 & "o feels sure %e has "w to d beyond1 = :i* ! tra9+ ( e>? w h prep>$ h]4' ,to ,miss ,r[&1 on ! dea? ( h] "m3-- #8,june #aija4 #8,x is griev\s = y & ^? :o lov$ t de> & noble1 simple-m9d$ woman1 = h] goodness gave unity to h] life4 ,n[ ! alaba/] box is brok51 only ! fragrance ( ! life rema9s4 ,%e has be5 sp>$ ! liv+ dea? su* z ,i h se51 :5 ! s\l f9ds 9 ! body a tomb4 ,%e is releas$ & d\btless c>ries on m9i/ries ( love ) y\r noble fa!r & belov$ bro!r4 #8,i h j se5 ,frule91 ^: only si/] has j pass$ away4 #8,h[ little ! sorr[s ( e>? w seem to u z we look back1 ,i ?9k2 ev5 z _m :i* ev5 "h issue 9 bless+4 ,we realise t all ?+s d inde$ 8"w toge!r = good to !m t love ,god10 & ,i "k t ?r\gh ?is fre% sorr[ ! fire w burn up m & m ( ! e>?ly1 s t ! _s may %9e =? m brightly 8to give light to all t are 9 ! h\se40--,y\rs ) deep sympa?y & affection4' ,to ,miss ,ca9es1 j be=e h] dea?3-- #8,m>* #aija4 #8,,my ,,v ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,we c only pray n[ t if x be ,god's w y may be sp>$ to ! _m :o love y1 & to :om y h be5 a bless+ dur+ ^! _m ye>s ( fai?ful s]vice4 ,b if ! ,ma/] %\ld come & call = y1 !n ,he w g ) y ?r\gh ! ,valley ( ! ,%ad[ ( ,dea?4 ,8 ,rod & ,/aff :i* /ay y\r tott]+ /eps w com=t y1 & ,he w br+ y =? to ! light4 #8,we mu/ say = y & = ourselves2--8,jesus1 ,i tru/ ,!e40 ,we d believe t :at ! _w calls ,dea? is bir? into a bright] _w4 #8,may we all meet aga9 :]e sorr[ & sigh+ are no m4--,) mu* love1 y\r v affectionate4' ,to a fri5d1 on ! dea? ( ,miss ,ca9es3-- #8,?is morn+ my de> fri5d pass$ away1 full ( peace & cont5t to g4 ,! *ildr5 h be5 all t we c\ld wi%1 full ( sympa?y1 b quietly impress$ & v sorr[ful4 ,we d n wi% !m to leave1 b to le>n to look calmly on dea?1 & hopefully up to ,him ,:o has taught ,8 s]vants to triumph ov] dea?4444 #8,! loss to me is m ?an ,i c say4 ,god's w be done4' ,! next lett] is to ,mrs4 ,coop]1#aje a mu*-lov$ old pupil1 :o 9 #aijb lo/ a son1 a promis+ "y arti/1 & sev5 mon?s lat] h] husb& ?r\gh dea?3-- #8,june #aijc4 #8,i am s5d+ y su* a nice s]mon by our good bi%op1 :i* ,i ?9k y w l4 ,i q agree ) y t "o ought n to seek int]c\rse ?r\gh m$iums4 ,i w\ld nev] jo9 ! ,psy*ical ,society4 ,x 0 "r to enquire z ^! sci5tific m5 h done1 b ! inexp]i5c$ are almo/ sure to be tak5 9 by su*1 & x seems to me t we ought n to try to draw aside ! veil b wait until ,god's h]ald bids u ent]4 #8,i ?9k y mu/ expect to feel ! s5se ( loss becom+ great]1 b !n y w get to feel h[ %ort is ! "t ( m\rn+ on e>?1 & to asc5d 9 he>t & m9d--& s to be above ! /orms & cl\ds ( e>?--ev5 z ! l>k--& yet ) him to hov] ov] ! e>?ly home1 8t ne/ :i* y c drop into at w1--,^? quiv]+ limbs compre/40 ,y w want to speak to & help o!rs ) ! com=t :]e) y are com=t$ ( ,god4444 #8,x is nice to look back on t "t =ty ye>s ago4 ,i rememb] y\r confessions to me !n4 ,well1 y h n be5 =sak51 nor left to beg y\r bread4' ,to ! same3-- #8,octob] #aijc4 #8,i h j he>d ( ?is fre% tr\ble4 ,surely y mu/ be int5d$ to d "s "w = o!rs specially ne$+ he>t's blood4--,?is pap] 0 put into my h&s j z ,i he>d ( y\r fre% disappo9tm5t & anxiety4' ,to ! ,misses ,hibb]t ,w>e1 on ! dea? ( _! si/]3-- #8,m>* #aije4 #8,inde$ "o ought only to give ?anks = h]4 ,i ?9k ( h] look+ d[n on u all at peace hav+ escap$ f ! long endur+ pa9 associat$ ) ?is e>?ly body1 & spr++ up l ! l>k into ! l>g] heav54 #8,well1 we mu/ wait to und]/& ^! ?+s :i* x has n ent]$ into ! he>t ( man to conceive 9 all _! joyful reality1 ?\gh 9 "s measure !y are reveal$ "h to sa9tly s\ls :i* h be5 made p>tak]s ( ,*ri/'s suff]+s4' ,to ,mrs4 ,mace1 on ! dea? ( h] husb&3-- #8,may #aijf4 #8,only to-day did ,i he> ( ! dea? ( ,mr4 ,mace4444 ,x did seem griev\s aft] 8 suff]+ ) s mu* c\rage & hope ! op]ation4 ,"o c only give ?anks n[ t ! s\l has escap$ f 8! body ( humiliation10 ?r\gh :i* x has ris5 to ! spiritual life4 ,i don't l ! ^w resurrection1 does n sugge/ t ! s\l has put on its old clo?+1 aft] be+ deliv]$ f ! body ( corruption4 ,y mu/ be glad t he is free4' ,miss ,beale wrote sev]al lett]s1 f :i* extracts are giv51 to ,miss ,bel*] dur+ h] la/ illness4 ,! foll[+ 0 writt5 aft] ! ,head-mi/resses' ,conf]5ce on ,octob] #h & #i at ,ox=d 9 #ahih3-- #8,octob] #ahih4 #8,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,i got home la/ night4 ,ev]ybody 0 ask+ & ?9k+ ab\t y & miss+ y s mu*4 ,i hop$ = a l9e ?is morn+2 ,susan w d\btless write to-day4 ,i br\ght back ,agnes ,body = ! ,sunday "h4 ,! text 9 my bir?day book = to-day is3 8,i h pray$ = !e t ?y fai? fail n40 ,i "k ?is pray] is fulfill$ = y4 ,h[ ,i long to h "s real talk ) y n[2 b ,i ?9k ev5 9 ! body !re is communion1 & /ill m out ( ! body4 ,x seems to me z if ,miss ,c>t] mu/ be ) y4 ,y\r love & c>e = h] 0 return$ 9 bless+s on y\r own life1 & ?r\gh y on o!rs4 ,miss ,/rong looks ill4 ,%e has be5 /ay+ ) h] ,bi%op2 t w /r5g!n h]4 ,t good ,miss ,day ( ,we/m9/] 0 !re1 & sweet ,mrs4 ,woodh\se ( ,%effield4 #8,i feel sure ! ,conf]5ce w d good1 !re 7 s _m good wom5 !re2--only we miss$ "o4' ,a day or two lat] %e wrote3-- #8,,my ,,v ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,i feel some:at *e]$ by ,susan's lett] to-night4 ,ea* morn+ ,i h s _m enquiries1 8,h y he>d80 ,susan is good 9 writ+4 ,"h are ?ree lett]s f "s /ay+ at ,/4 ,hilda's1 :]e we 7 always ?9k+ ( y4444 #8,j two ye>s on ! #aa?1 s9ce ! ,ar*bi%op fell asleep4 ,i wond] if he looks d[n at ! s*ool1 & its fir/ ,head-mi/ress too4 ,%all we see & be able 9 "s measure to 8succ\r0 ^? on e>?8 ,may ! peace ( ,god :i* passe? all und]/&+ be ) y4' ,! next alludes to a propos$ visit ( ,miss ,beale to ,miss ,bel*]3-- #8,/4 ,luke's ,day4 #8,,de> ,,fri5d1--,i am s look+ =w>d to ,friday4 ,i ?\ght ( y s mu* on ?is ! ,physician's day1 z we sang t beautiful hymn & ,psalm xxx42 & our w9d[ told ( ! rais+ ( ! daught] by ! ,heal]4 ,my own life seems to me almo/ a resurrection1 ,i mu/ hope t y too may be rais$ up to d "w on e>?1 ere y g to a high] sph]e4' ,aft] ?is visit ,miss ,bel*] wrote3-- #8,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,! /r5g? & com=t ( y\r visit has be5 ) me ev] s9ce1 & f> f its do+ me any h>m x has done me untold good4 ,may ,god bless y = hav+ imp>t$ to me s ri*ly ( ! 8com=t :]e) y y\rself h be5 com=t$ ( ,god40 ,i d s tru/ y 7 n ov]-tir$2 hope to he> f "s "o to-morr[4 #8,w y call me ,m>ian 9 our private lett]s8 ,i h nev] lik$ be+ only ,miss ,bel*]1 & s9ce ! close communion & ri* gift ( ye/]day1 ,i feel ,i %\ld l x4' ,miss ,beale's reply 03-- #8,octob] #bc1 #ahih4 #8,,de>e/ ,,m>ian1--,x is good to he> t y 7 none ! worse = my visit1 & t our ,"l put into my m\? "s words ( com=t4 ,i %all hope to he> ab\t ,dr4 ,broadb5t4 ,i _h a nice note f ,susan4 ,all "h 7 s glad to get news ( y direct4444 #8,i wond] if y "k ,fe*n]'s little book2 !re is "o *apt] ,i l mu*1 f :i* ,i am s5d+ y "s extracts4' ,! next lett] 0 writt5 aft] an op]ation ,miss ,bel*] _h und]gone3-- #8 444 ,i l+]$ ?is morn+1 & ! po/man br\ght me ,susan's *e]ful lett]1 j z ,i 0 />t+1 & ,i 0 able to make ! s]vice specially a ,eu*>i/ on y\r acc\nt4 ,:at a wond]ful epi/le2 x is "o to fe$ on4 ,x tells h[ suff]+ /r5g!ns ! inn] man1 & enl>ges "o's sympa?ies & makes u "k ! love ( ,god4 ,& ! ,gospel tells ( r5ew$ life aft] go+ d[n ne>ly to ! grave4 ,y & ,i c give ?anks = bo?2 may ,/4 ,paul's wi% be accompli%$ 9 u4' ,miss ,bel*] repli$3-- #8,sunday ,ev5+4 #8,,my ,,de> ,,miss ,,beale1--,my fir/ few l9es writt5 by myself mu/ be to y4 ,all ?r\gh la/ week ! ,epi/le & y\r words ab\t x h be5 su* a help4 ,x 0 j l "o ( y\r ,scripture lessons e day all to myself4 ,i am /ill go+ on s well1 b ( c\rse x mu/ take "t1 & ,i am n out ( ! wood4 ,/ill1 z y said1 all is well & w be well4 ,?ank y s mu* = ,lilla's lett]4 ,i am s sorry %e is n well1 & ,lucy ,s\lsby too4 ,i am s rejoic$ to he> y are s well & vigor\s1 & t ,college is ov]fl[+4 ,h[ wond]ful x all is1 & s inspir+4 #8,i _h begun ,ar*bi%op ,b5son's ,/4 ,cyprian & y\r book be=e ! op]ation1 b h be5 too weak to read s9ce4 ,i hope to beg9 to-morr[4 ,if y h read any?+ lately y ?9k ,i %\ld l1 w y tell me ! names8 ,x mu/ n be philosophy4 ,i hope to h ! be/ pap]s ( ! ,*ur* ,congress read to me4444' ,%ortly aft] ?is ,miss ,bel*] wrote h]self on an anticipat$ visit f ano!r physician3-- #8,,my ,,v ,,de> ,,fri5d1-- 444 ,dr4 ,robson ( ,le$s comes to-morr[4 ,i "k y w pray t ! 8"r judgm5t0 w be giv54 ,x is ?\ght he w op]ate1 b n c]ta94 ,please let ,eliza & ,susan ,drap] "k4 ,i _c =get all ,i owe to y1 my fri5d & guide1 ( s _m ye>s4 ,we h a private celebration to-morr[ at eight1 b y w n get ?is 9 "t to ?9k ( u4--,ev] y\r lov+ & grateful fri5d1 #8,m4 ,,bel*]4 #8,y %all he> z soon z possible4' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,de>e/ ,m>ian1--,i h he>d f ,susan4444 ,( c\rse we c't und]/&1 & we only "k t all is well4 ,i ?\ght ( y s mu* at pray]s ?is morn+4 ,i read ! ,lesson in/ead ( ! ,epi/le4 8,! s\ls ( ! righte\s are 9 ! h&s ( ,god1 & !re %all no torm5t t\* !m40 ,we miss$ y\r accu/om$ visit on ! t]m holiday ye/]day4' 99 99 99 99 99 #8,fir/ ,sunday 9 ,adv5t1 #ahih4 #8,,my ,,v ,,de> ,,m>ian1--,we 7 all s full ( hope at fir/1 & are mu* disappo9t$ t relief has n come1 b t y are /ill /ret*$ ^u ! cross4 8,no *a/5+ = ! pres5t seeme? to be joy\s b griev\s1 yet at su* times "o c j ?9k ( ! #8,my/]y ( ,pa91' & realise t ea* suff]] does 9 unit+ 8 w ) ,god's 9 "s measure1 #8fill up t :i* is beh9d ( ! afflictions ( ,*ri/ 444 = ,8 body's sake4'0 ,i ?9k p]haps y may be suff]+ specially = "o1 t h] fai? may be once m awak5$4 ,e suff]] ?us 8lift$ up0 does 9 a measure draw ! he>ts ( o!rs to ,him ?r\gh :om we are able to reveal ! p[] ( fai?4444 ,i said to ,miss ,drummond1 8,i d>e say y w\ld n h be5 sp>$ any ( ! suff]+02 %e answ]$ s he>tily1 8n "o half-h\r40 ,we see n[ :at a wond]ful "w %e did among ! ,college boys1 & x mu/ be t y\r suff]+ is a "p ( ! "w ,god has giv5 y to d = ! s*ool1 & t y1 too1 w be enabl$ to say 8n "o half-h\r10 :5 ! d>kness passes away1 & ! true light %9es into ! ?+s ( e>?1 & we "k z we are kn[n4 ,i "k t suff]+ s claims ! att5tion1 b "o c only "k & believe1 n feel x2 b x is mu* to live by fai?4 ,fai? is ! illum9at+ p[] ?r\gh :i* alone we truly "k4 ,0 n ,miss ,c>t]'s suff]+ felt by y to be m$iatorial too1 & y are h] successor4 ,i %all try to sp5d a few days ) ,miss ,m>t9 at ,*ri/mas4 #8,to-day ! ,jairus w9d[ comes be=e me2 ! ?\ght ( ! ,"l s5d+ away all ^? :o press$ r\nd ! maid51 t %e might "k ! adv5t ( ,him :o is ! ,"l & ,giv] ( life4' ,! foll[+ is ! la/ lett] ,miss ,beale wrote to ,miss ,bel*]3-- #8,decemb] #e1 #ahih4 #8,,my ,,v ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,i h tri$ to write sev]al times1 b tore up :at ,i wrote4 ,susan is good 9 tell+ me ab\t y1 & at times my he>t s9ks1 :5 ,i ?9k ( all y are suff]+1 ?\gh !re d seem to me to be "s hopeful signs4444 ,well1 we ought n1 ,i suppose1 to wi%1 we are s sure t 89 all our afflictions ,he is afflict$10 & 8! angel ( ,8 pres5ce saves u10 & makes our s\ls /rong to be> & our 8light affliction is b = a mom5t40 #8,i d>e say ?is t]m has seem$ to y un5d+4 ,i ?9k :5 ! /ra9 ( ?9k+ ab\t s*ool is tak5 (f1 y w feel /rong]4 ,i hope to g to ,kilburn f ,janu>y #e to ! #i?2 !re we %all ?9k mu* ab\t y4 ,i am j writ+ ab\t ,/4 ,hilda's ,ea/4444 ,?+s seem go+ on well1 ,i ?9k ,i %all /ay !re aft] ! ,retreat1 & try to get m into t\*4' ,enclos$ 9 ?is lett] 7 "s v]ses f ,k5's #8,midnight ,hymn1' ) ! words1 #8,i ?\ght y might l ?is if awake at night4' ,aft] ,miss ,bel*]'s dea? on ,decemb] #ae1 #ahih1 ,miss ,beale wrote to ,miss ,/rong3 #8,?ree ( my noble-he>t$ fri5ds gone s lately--,miss ,buss1 ,miss ,cl>ke1 & ,m>ian ,bel*]4 ,! road to ! ,d>k ,t[] gets lonely1 b we look beyond4' ,a few lett]s on g5]al subjects are giv54 ,! fir/ ( ^! 0 writt5 to ,miss ,susan ,wood1 9 #ahig1 9 reply to an inquiry ab\t wom5 tea*]s3-- #8,i %\ld n l to say ,i w\ld h none b wom5 tea*]s4 ,i consid] a comb9ation good1 bett] ?an ei!r m5 or wom5 only4 ,/ill1 if a woman is equal 9 k & ability1 ,i consid] %e g5]ally tea*es bett] ?an a man4 ,if all wom5 are ultimately =c$ to g to ! ,univ]sity1 ! high] tea*+ w be tak5 out ( _! h&s1 or else wom5 w tea* !re4' ,! foll[+ extract1 f a lett] to ,miss ,/urge 9 ,octob] #aijb1 deals ) ! developm5ts ( ! ,college3-- #8,! numb]s enable u to h an aggregate ( s*ools & to h virtually ab\t sev5 :o might h & ought--,head%ips else:]e1 _h !y n an indep5d5t sph]e ( _! own4 #8,la/ly1 are y "r 9 say+ t an inspir+ p]sonality c be tak5 away8 ,! inspiration is n f any p]son :o c pass away2 we are b ! e>!n vessels2 ! light p]si/s & is giv5 j s long z x is ne$$1 to any "o :o has to give light4 ,! inspiration = ! ,head%ip w be giv5 to my successor 9 turn4444 #8,i d hope ,god may all[ me to g on long]1 & x is a com=t to feel t y are glad ,i %\ld4 #8,z reg>ds ! gr[+ size ( ! ,college4 ,i may add 9 addition to :at ,i h said1 t ,i h nev] wi%$ indep5d5tly to add to ! size m]ely1 & t 9 ea* developm5t ,i h felt ,i 0 oblig$ to g on1 ?\gh (t5 ,i dread$ x2 e4g4 ! tra9+ ( tea*]s c\ld n be refus$ :5 ,miss ,newman (f]$4 ,!n ! ,k9d]g>t5 grew up1 & ! elem5t>y tea*]s 0 really =c$ on "o4 ,x is unpr(itable 9 money 7! ,elem5t>y ,s*ool ,dep>tm5t71 & a great /ra9 on me1 b ,i feel we h to d ?is special "w4 ,9 fact1 x is n our "w1 b we are set "h by ! great ,capta91 & ,i tru/ we are tak+ our %>e 9 advanc+ some:at ! k+dom ( tru? & righte\sness4 ,i _c see t 9 ?is erection ( build+s1 or 9 any o!r way1 we are act+ f self1 b "u direction4 ,i h n yet read ! comm5ts on ! build+s1 b want$ to reply to ! lett] at once4' ,! foll[+ 0 writt5 to ,bi%op ,fras] ( ,man*e/]1 :o _h publicly ref]r$ ) approbation to ! say+ ( ,?ucydides1 t #8t woman 0 mo/ to be admir$ :o 0 lea/ spok5 ( :e!r = good or evil'3-- #8,decemb] #ahgh4 #8,,my ,,"l1--,we owe to y s mu* = education "w t ,i _c b feel sorry y %\ld by y\r rec5t quotation f ,?ucydides place be=e wom5 a /&>d l[] ?an ! highe/4 ,i felt b\nd to prote/ aga9/ x1 :5 a few days lat] ,i read a pap] be=e ! ,social ,sci5ce ,congress 9 my own s*oolroom4 #8,w ! excuse be receiv$ f u3 8,i 0 afraid ( be+ spok5 ( = good1 & s ,i hid my tal5t 9 a napk980 ,mu/ we n expect t our "w w be measur$1 z 0 t ( ano!r woman by ! words1 8,%e ha? done :at %e c\ld80 ,i v5ture to enclose a few l9es f an article ( m9e1 sign$ 8,a ,utopian10 9 a ,fras]#ajf ( #ahff4 ,x 0 provok$ by ! same quotation f ,?ucydides 9 a ,qu>t]ly ( t ye>4--,i am1 my ,"l1 y\rs ) s9c]e respect & e/eem1 ,d4 ,,beale4' ,to ,mrs4 ,a%ley ,smi?1 at t date ,miss ,lucy ,hall1 a relation ( ,bi%op ,fras]'s1 on ! same subject3-- #8,decemb] #ab1 #ahgh4 #8,,de> ,,lucy1--,i 0 glad to he> y ?\ght y c\ld be ( use 9 ! ,bo>d ,s*ool4 ,c\ld y n tea* ! boys "s ma!matics8 ,if y c\ld1 ,i w s5d y an amus+ book ab\t ,euclid4 #8,i h ask$ ,miss ,gore to s5d y a copy ( :at ,i wrote to ! ,bi%op4 ,i ?9k he %\ld h got 8 secret>y j to s5d me a l9e4 ,i did n d x 9 a p]ky _s1 b ,i felt b\nd to prote/1 & hav+ prote/$1 ,i ?\ght ,i %\ld r say to him1 :y4 ,_m wom5 d leave undone ! ?+s !y ought to d1 because !y %r9k f com+ =w>d4 ,i h done s myself4 ,if he w\ld prea* t we %\ld d :at we ought 9 ,god's sight1 & nev] tr\ble our heads ab\t :at p say1 :5 our consci5ce speaks1 x w\ld be bett]4 ,p]haps he w ?9k twice be=e he aga9 quotes t1 & if s1 ,i %all be satisfi$4 ,i w\ld n c>e1 if he 7 n s good & clev] t p li/5 to :at he says4 ,he is1 too1 n conv5tional1 yet he says :at may promote a wrong k9d ( conv5tionality4 ,i h s9ce se5 su* a nice bit ( a s]mon ab\t ! idle lives t wom5 lead2 s if y d see him1 ,i %\ld l y to ask him ab\t ?is too4 #8,y mu/ let me "k :5 y really get to "w z manag]4' ,to ,miss ,laurie1 aft] read+ ,pa/eur's ,life3-- #8#aijb4 #8,i want to h a g5]al conf]5ce ab\t organis+ our ,sci5ce "w bett]2 we are us+ razors = /one-cutt+4 ,i %\ld l a great deal ( ! correct+ tak5 f ! 8,pr(essoriate10 & "y speciali/s entru/$ ) "w "u sup]9t5d5ce4 ,talk ) ,m4 ,reid & ,a4 ,johnson4 ,we ought to let our sup]ior m9ds 8expatiate10 & let me h a few notes1 z ,i c't talk mu* n[4 ,we might br+ up a body ( inspir]s z well z work]s4 ,pa/eur's life has specially excit$ me to ask :at m we c\ld d4 ,! tea*]s ought to read m ( ! lives ( discov]]s1 e4g4 ,lodge 7?\gh t is too slight1 ,hi/ory ( ,matt]1 etc4 etc474 #8,if !re are disadvantages 9 ! ,london *anges1 at lea/ ,i hope we %all get m lib]ty2 let u try to f9d 8a s\l ( goodness 9 ?+s evil40 #8,:at a beautiful "* is ,pa/eur's4 ,i f9d x q a ,sunday book4' ,to ,miss ,nixon1 on ,h5ry ,george's ,progress & ,pov]ty3-- #8,april #ahhd4 #8,i am sorry to h giv5 y pa91 b ,i d hope y w read ! writ+s ( ^? :o und]/& political economy bett] ?an we d4 ,i ?9k if y _h read ab\t ! evils :i* prec$$ ! abolition ( ! old ,poor ,law1 y w\ld h se5 :y ,i _c approve ,mr4 ,george's plans1 & n ?\ght t ,i desire less ?an y d t ^! mis]ies ( ! p %\ld be less5$4 ,x is s important = u tea*]s to try to get "r views ab\t hi/ory2 to pray by our acts t we may h 8a "r judgm5t 9 all ?+s40 #8,x is m pa!tic ?an any?+ to see p l$ by false hopes to foll[ w&]+ fires to _! de/ruction2 & su*1 ,i am sure1 are "s ( ! new lights4 ,! hi/ory ( ! ,crusades & ! ,fr5* ,revolution ought n to h be5 writt5 9 va9 = u4 ,!re are ?ree articles t ,i ?9k y ought to read1--! ,duke ( ,argyle's1 ,mr4 ,h]b]t ,sp5c]'s1 & ,mr4 ,brodrick's1 9 ! la/ ,n9ete5? ,c5tury & ,contempor>y4 #8,re=ms ,i e>ne/ly desire on laws ( succession1 l& transf]1 etc4 etc41 b ,i am sure t no ext]nal bett]+ ( conditions c d good )\t ?is is ! outcome ( "r pr9ciples1 & t p c be rais$ only by rais+ ! moral /&>d ( all4 ,p]haps we may h "t to talk "s day4 ,to ,mr4 ,coates aft] a lecture he _h giv5 at ,*elt5ham3-- #8,july #ahhh4 #8,,de> ,,mr4 ,,coates1-- 444 ,:at ,i especially regrett$ 0 t ! lecture rais$ a numb] ( que/ions to :i* x furni%$ no answ]s1 b seem$ to me to sugge/ errone\s ones2 words 7 us$ :i* 7 n def9$4 #87#a7 ,p]secution2 7#b7 ,(ficial dignity2 7#c7 ,rights ( ! individual 9 relation to ! community4 #87#a7 ,n[ z reg>ds p]secution1 y said p c\ld n1 if !y 7 9 e>ne/1 help p]secut+4 ,t 0 equival5t to ! ass]tion t p]secution 0 "r2 b y did n say :at y und]/ood by p]secution4 ,ev]y?+ dep5ds on t to girls accu/om$ to associate p]secution ) bodily torture4 ,i ?9k :at y said w\ld sugge/ wrong ideas4 ,i c't agree ) y\r g5]al proposition1 b ( c\rse ,i may be wrong4 #87#b7 8,a ,dog 9 ,(fice0 is to me a diff]5t be+ f "o :o has n be5 appo9t$ to ! *>ge4 ,he feels x1 & ,i feel x4 ,he respects himself m1 & by 8 8inve/iture10 ?\gh x be only by a co/]mong]1 he becomes capable ( acts ( :i* he w\ld o!rwise h be5 incapable1 & 8 be>+1 9 comb9ation ) 8 legitimate title d]iv$ f ! own] ( ! b>r[1 obta9s recognition f all ! /reet curs4 #8,i may1 ( c\rse1 be sup]/iti\s1 b ,i d reg>d a consecrat$ k+1 a ,presid5t elect$ delib]ately by a great nation1 a man solemnly set ap>t to s]ve a *ur*1 z 9 "s s5se diff]5t f o!rs4 ,x seems to me t ?is is a matt] ( "s importance 9 ^! days1 :5 ! sacr$ness ( human relation%ips is call$ 9 "q4 ,i ?9k we tea*]s _c feel too /rongly ! duty ( do+ = ?\ght :at ! feudal lords did = mat]ial =ces 9 erect+ bulw>ks or breakwat]s aga9/ ! floods ( undiscipl9$ op9ions 9 "q1 passion clo!d 9 rags ( ?\ght4 ,we want1 l ! old al*emi/s1 to make ! indet]m9ate cl\ds ( smoke l actual =ms4 #8,i d n ?9k y & ,i really diff]1 b ,i suppose ! fact ( my hav+ a little k+dom has aggravat$ my s5se ( responsibility1 & ,i c't help always reg>d+ tea*+ z purposeful4 ,i hold 9 abhorr5ce ! maxim 8,art = ,art's sake40 ,i always want x to h a purify+ influ5ce on ! "*4 ,i believe y d ! same1 only y are afraid ( 8prea*+40 #8,y w be say+1 8,i wi% "s "o else %>$ my av]sion10 s ,i w sp>e y ,no4 #c4 ,i hope y w n misund]/& me4' ,to ,mrs4 ,rix3-- #8,janu>y #ahia4 #8,x is always an anxi\s ?+ :5 p ( diff]5t nations m>ry4444 #8,i hope y\r good husb& w n des]t 8 po/4 ,i feel sure ^! sci5tific ?+s 7 giv5 u to prev5t our feel+ cru%$ by ! weight ( ! 8un9telligible _w0 ( philosophy1 & ! atonem5t ( sci5ce & philosophy is ! "w ( our age--?r\gh nature we h to g to f9d ! spiritual ,*ri/4 ,poor ,mr4 ,lant ,c>p5t]4 ,i wond] if x 0 ! ,sph9x :o kill$ him4' ,to ,sir ,jo%ua ,fit*1 aft] ! dea? ( ,miss ,buss3-- #8,july 787 #ahig4 #8,i h be5 ?9k+ :at ,i c\ld write to y ab\t ,miss ,buss4 ,i don't ?9k ,i c\ld s5d y any?+ t w\ld help 9 an article1 or say mu* m ?an ,i h 9 ! ,gu>dian4 ,i am spok5 ( z h] life-long fri5d1 b ,i did n "k h] until long aft] ,i came to ,*elt5ham1 a little be=e y jo9$ our ,c\ncil4 ,x is said 9 _m pap]s t ,i att5d$ ) h] ! ev5+ classes at ,que5's ,college4 ,i nev] did4 ,%e assi/$ at ! evolution :i* trans=m$ our gov]n+ body f a local ,committee to :at x is n[1 & by gett+ an enl>g$ ,c\ncil we 7 sav$ f dy+ ( atrophy4444 #8,f t "t we 7 intimately associat$ 9 educational movem5ts1 & ,i ev] felt t %e 0 utt]ly to be tru/$ nev] to ?9k1--mu* less to d any?+ b :at 0 true1 /raight=w>d1 unselfi%4 ,%e 0 deeply1 uno/5tati\sly religi\s1 liv$ 9 ! _s ( pray]1 & _h ! love ( ,god 9 its tw(old s5se ev] guid+ h] ?\ght & actions4 ,(t5 h we knelt toge!r1 at h] reque/1 ! la/ ?+ at night & said toge!r ! ,v5i ,creator4 #8,if ,i spoke ! o!r day ( tr\bles ) ! gov]n+ bodies--x 0 n f any?+ def9ite t %e said to me2 b %e has (t51 to allay my impati5ce1 repeat$ :at "o ( h] ,gov]nors said3 8,d y ?9k we come "h to regi/] y\r decrees80 ,%e receiv$ x z a des]v$ repro(1 ?\gh1 ( c\rse1 %e mu/ h kn[n :at 0 be/ = ! s*ool1 & nev] desir$ h] selfi% good1--only t ( ! ,s*ool4 #8,! l>ge view %e took ( ! g5]al outlook = ! gr[+ up tea*]s /ruck me mu*4 ,! provision = ! future1 ! op5+ ( new occupations1 ! heal? & bodily developm5t4 ,h] gymnasium1 ,i ?9k1 %e h]self built & gave to ! s*ool4444 ,%e _h a lady doctor to exam9e ! girls1 weigh !m1 etc41 etc4 #8,! =mation ( ! ,head-mi/resses' ,association 0 entirely due to h]4 ,! fir/ meet+1 &1 ,i ?9k1 ! second 0 held at ,myra ,lodge4 ,%e 0 v anxi\s ab\t ! 8,tea*]s' ,guild40 #8,i sat ) h] on ! ,c\ncil ( ! ,*ur* ,s*ools' ,company1 & 0 surpris$ at ! am\nt ( "t & ?\ght %e gave to x4 ,) su* solicitude %e us$ to say1 8,my de>1 we mu/ help ^! "y ,head-mi/resses40 ,:5ev] any s*ool-mi/ress got into difficulties %e 0 ( su* sympa?y & help4 #8,!n %e tri$ s mu* to help h] old girls1 to promote ! love ( read+ 9 h] /aff1 to call out _! helpfulness 9 _m ways4 ,t exhibition ( ?+s made t co/ no?+1 0 a v orig9al idea1 & taught economy by an object lesson4444 #8,! ways 9 :i* %e us$ to help poor girls 7 h>dly kn[n to any "o2 clo!s %e us$ to get s5t to !m1 & %e _h fri5ds to :om %e c\ld m5tion cases :]e money help 0 ne$$ & get x4 ,!n %e 0 n "o to give up because %e c\ld n influ5ce p by :at 7 = h] ! highe/ motives2 b appeal$ to ! be/ 9 !m1 w\ld give e?ics :5 %e c\ld n give religion1 & :5 %e spoke ( wrong1 x 0 ) a sorr[ :i* cov]$ ! indignation4 #8,!re 0 a real solicitude1 9 spite ( h] _m occupations1 to help all tea*]s4 ,%e w\ld get books to s5d r\nd to o!r s*ools to help !m1 & nev] seem$ to ?9k ( any be+ rivals1 b r fell[-work]s4 #8,b y mu/ "k mo/ ( :at ,i am say+1 = y knew h] well1 & %e specially lov$ y\r wife4 ,i am only writ+ :at comes to my m9d to d :at ,i c2 b y see ,i h s few def9ite facts1 & ,i knew h] only :5 %e 0 full-gr[n 9 "* & h] "w e/abli%$4 #8,i ?9k1 hav+ a ,bo>d+ ,h\se z well z a ,s*ool 0 a mi/ake1 & %e felt x s at la/4 ,x 0 impossible = h] to att5d to x mu* h]self2 & ,i ?9k %e %\ld n h ru%$ (f on =eign t\rs at ,*ri/mas4 #8,f9ally1 p]haps1 ,i may say t %e 01 x seem$ to me1 always pa9$ & surpris$ at wrong 9 o!rs1 & expectant ( good1 & able to see ! lat5t good und]ly+ ! app>5t evil4 ,%e _h ! *>ity t hope? all ?+s4 #8,h] g5]osity 9 money matt]s 0 v great1 especially to h] family4 ,%e us$ to speak ) su* joy & pride ( ! battles h] bro!r f\ght 9 ,%or$it*1 & h] brave si/]-9-law1 & great 0 h] affection = h] nephew4 #8,=give my incoh]5ce please1 & take ! w = ! de$4' ,miss ,beale wrote b little ab\t h]self1 b 9 h] correspond5ce ) an intimate fri5d1 %e w\ld give glimpses ( h] own p]sonal life1 ev5 ( h] do+s1 z well z ( h] ?\ght & read+4 ,h] lett]s to ,miss ,amy ,giles are ! mo/ int]e/+ f ?is po9t ( view1 cov]+ z !y d ! la/ p]iod ( h] life4 ,"s extracts f ^! are giv53-- #8,july #f1 #ahig4 #8,,de> ,,amy1--,i wond] :at y w d n[ t y h q lo/ y\r belov$ "m4 ,i 0 talk+ ) ,miss ,sewell ab\t y1 & said ,i wi%$ y c\ld come & sp5d a week "h4444 ,if y came ! week aft] next1 p]haps y w\ld l to /ay = our ,quiet ,days at ! end4' ,to ! same3-- #8,augu/ #ae1 #ahig4 #8,i h kept y\r lett] s long1 hop+ ,i might see my way to pay y a visit1 :i* ,i %\ld s v mu* l to d1 b ,i am afraid ! prospect is a dim9i%+ "o4 ,x 0 a great pleasure to r5ew my acqua9tance ) "o :om ,i _h lov$ z a pupil1 & to f9d we _h gr[n ev5 ne>] dur+ ! int]v5+ ye>s4 ,x w\ld1 too1 be a pleasure to see ,miss ,sewell1 = :om ,i h s great an admiration4 ,i w n altoge!r give up hopes1 b ,i am mu* afraid x w be impossible4 ,! "w = ,longmans is to fill two hundr$ pages4 ,i get ord9>ily a hundr$ & fifty lett]s a week on ,college bus9ess1 & n[ t we are beg9n+ ?is ,elem5t>y "w1 !re is a ,head to be f\nd1 prospectuses to be drawn up1 ! ,education ,(fice to be consult$1 etc41 & also ! ,magaz9e to be edit$1 & "s few p ,i mu/ see4444 #8,!re are _m ?+s "o has to d5y "o's self 8= ! "w's sake10 b x is wor? :ile4 ,i _c be too ?ankful = be+ all[$ to d x4' ,to ! same3-- #8,augu/ #be1 #ahih4 #8,my si/] has come home on purpose1 & ,i am sp5d+ a week ) h] on ! hills2 my niece help+ to copy ! ,,ms4' ,9 ! summ] holidays ( #ahih ,miss ,beale /ay$ ) ,miss ,giles at ,bon*ur*4 ,!y aft]w>ds visit$ ,m>lbor\gh ,college & ,sav]nake ,=e/ toge!r1 p>t+ at ,m>lbor\gh /ation4 ,miss ,beale wrote aft] ?is to ,miss ,giles3-- #8,augu/ #bh1 #ahih4 #8,i w own t aft] y 7 gone all ?+s seem$ cold]4444 ,! doctor ?\ght me wond]fully well1 & my e>s mu* bett] ?an usual aft] s long an abs5ce4 ,he says ,i c g to-morr[1 & highly approves ( cycl+ if ,i c d x4444 ,may ! spiritual sun ev] rise = y1 my de> *ild1 m & m until ! p]fect day4' ,to ! same3-- #8,septemb] #g1 #ahih4 #8,i _h "s bicycle lessons at ,wood*e/]1 b all unit$ 9 recomm5d+ tricycl+ in/ead = me4' ,to ! same3-- #8,octob] #ahih4 #8,t cycl+ is wond]ful1 ,i am s mu* bett]4' ,to ! same3-- #8,novemb] #ac1 #ahih4 #8,miss ,bel*] is /ill v ill1 b ye/]day br\ght me a gleam ( hope4 ,?anks to y ,i am wond]fully well4 ,i h cycl$ two morn+s z f> z our ,sanatorium1 & got back ab\t #h ,a4,m4 444 ,i ?9k ?is r5ew$ life mu/ mean t !re is "s m "w = me to d1 or t ,i want /r5g? to be> "s com+ trials4444 #8,we h be5 gett+ "s lectures f ,mr4 de ,sl9c\rt1 also a son-9-law4 ,we l him v mu*4444 ,next ,saturday ,i h to att5d six meet+s4 ,i _h to g to ,london lately1 & sp5t a night at ,/4 ,hilda's ,ea/2 x looks s nice1 & seems go+ on s well4' ,to ! same3-- #8,novemb] #bi1 #ahih4 #8,i am glad y h se5 ! ,*apel ( ! ,asc5sion4 ,mr4 ,%ields is f> ! be/ int]pret] ,i h ev] se5 ( ,bible ?\ghts 9 pictures4444 ,?anks to y ,i am wond]fully /rong ?is t]m4444 ,i h jo9$ ! ,ari/otelian ,society4 ,i %all almo/ nev]1 p]haps nev] be able to att5d ! meet+s1 b ,i %all get pap]s4444 ,miss ,bel*] is /ill battl+ ) ! disease4 ,sometimes we hope1 & !n we fe> we may lose h]1 b to ga9 "t is mu*4' ,to ! same4 ,writt5 :5 !re 0 "s idea ( ,miss ,giles liv+ abroad3-- #8,may #ad1 #ahii4 #8,i don't l ! idea ( y\r be+ uproot$ f ,engl&4444 ,x is diff]5t to g = a "t1 b x seems to me t mo/ ,engli% p :o live abroad h _! lives comp>atively wa/$4' ,to ! same4 ,aft] allud+ to ! dea? ( ,mrs4 ,moyle3-- #8,july #af1 #ahii4 #8,x seems s wond]ful t ,i %\ld be alive1 & see s _m de> *ildr5 pass away4' ,to ! same4 ,speak+ ( ! ,s\? ,african ,w>3-- #8,decemb] #bf1 #ahii4 #8,x is inde$ a sad "t1 & ,i don't see h[ x is to end2 surely we z a nation h to pass ?r\gh ! fire4444 ,i ?9k all ! advantages we wom5 h _h ?is la/ half c5tury 7 to prep>e u = "s t]rible trials4 ,%all we be able to look up & lift up our heads above ?is e>?1 & "k t salvation drawe? nigh8 ,i ?9k y w und]/& me4' ,to ! same4 ,also ab\t ! ,s\? ,african ,w>3-- #8,febru>y #aj1 #aijj4 #8,x is difficult to keep up "o's active p[]s ) ?is nightm>e3 "o is s sure t all suff]+ is int5d$ to be purify+1 & s we mu/ glorify ,god 9 ! fires4 ,w> does seem to be wag$ 9 a m humane _s ?an ev] be=e1 t is "o com=t1 & !re are _m o!rs4' ,to ! same4 ,miss ,giles _h s5t a pap] = ! ,magaz9e3-- #8,septemb] #aijj4 #8,i feel sure ,i %all n accept ,gu9ev]e z a subject = our magaz9e4 ,i am n fond ( ! ,idylls4' ,to ! same4 ,on recov]+ f bron*itis3-- #8#aijc4 #8,?anks = y\r k9d (f]1 b ,i mu/ n ask any "o to /ay ?is t]m2 ,i mu/ res]ve e bit ( /r5g? = ! "w4' ,to ! same4 ,t[>ds ! end ( ! ,ea/] holidays1 :5 %e _h be5 conf9$ to h] room ) a bron*ial attack3-- #8,i h be5 read+ a v pretty book1 ,! ,h\se ( ,quiet4 ,n[ ,i h ,h]b]t ,sp5c]'s ,autobiography1 :i* ,i am n read+1 b a fri5d picks out bits = me4 ,i h be5 go+ ov] aga9 "s old fri5ds1 ,dr4 ,jekyl1 ,cecilia de ,noel1 etc4' ,to ! same3-- #8,june #aije4 #8,i _h a v enjoyable visit to ,w9*e/] to ! annual meet+ ( head-mi/resses1 & la/ week ,i d9$ at ! ,clo?work]s'1 my fir/ exp]i5ce ( a ,city company's d9n]4 ,!re 7 _m int]e/+ p4' ,9 ! summ] holidays ( #aije ,miss ,giles accompani$ ,miss ,beale to ,oeynhaus54 ,! two foll[+ lett]s conc]n ! prep>ation made = ?is visit to ! ,g]man ba?s4 #8,july #aije4 #8,h y q made up y\r m9d n to come to ! ,quiet ,days8444 rememb] y w h a p]iod ( spiritual />vation z reg>ds *ur*-go+4444 #8,i mean to take z little z possible 444 we d no visit+ 444 a few books ,i mu/ h4 ,if y come1 y c\ld write out y\r notes ( addresses & read !m to me1 z ,i am n likely to he> !m4444 ,we h _h twelve conc]ts1 & ,i 0 pres5t at mo/ ( !m4 ,i h n yet sign$ a report1 & h tak5 leave ( only "s ( ! ab\t "o hundr$ & tw5ty :o w leave4 #8,i ?\ght ( tak+ ,ill+wor?'s ,p]sonality1--& p]haps ,lux ,mundi1 if y d n "k x well2 also "s ,hamlet books3 b ,i %all take *iefly light books1 9 a mat]ial s5se4' ,on return+ f ,g]many ,miss ,beale w5t to ,hyde ,c\rt = h] niece's w$d+1 & wrote on arrival to ,miss ,giles4 #8,septemb] #aije4 #8,l5a looks lovely6' ,a lett] foll[$ describ+ ! w$d+1 & conclud+ ?us3-- #8,! c\ntry is look+ lovely--ev5 9 ! ra92 b ! swall[s are fly+ ab\t 9 great excitem5t4 ,i ?9k !y mu/ be dep>t+ at once4 ,i wond] h[ long ,i %all be privileg$ to g on work+ be=e ,i too migrate4 ,i d hope ,i may be able to "w on to ! end4444' ,to ! same3-- #8,septemb] #aije4 #8,i _h nightm>e la/ night ab\t w> 9 ,india4 ,russia is q ready to turn h] armies into ,afghani/an1 & %e is all[$ to keep all ready 9 ,man*uria4 ,well1 "o c only hope t /ill out ( ! /rife w come s\l evolution4' ,9 ,septemb] #aije ,miss ,beale's lett]s speak ( exhau/ion1 b o!rs wrote ( h] t %e 0 busy1 full ( en]gy1 & #8does n seem to tire4' ,to ! same4 ,speak+ ( h] visit to ,london 9 ! ,*ri/mas holidays3-- #8,janu>y #ae1 #aijf4 #8,"o aft]noon ,i sp5t ) ,mrs4 ,b5son1 & ,miss ,b5son l5t me ! book rec\nt+ h] digg+ up ( ! ,temple ( ,mut4 ,ar?ur ,b5son too 0 !re1 & ,miss ,tait & ,mrs4 ,h5ry ,sidgwick4 #8,:at a revolution we h6 ,if we _h /ood /ill ?+s might h be5 z !y are 9 ,russia4 ,"o c\ld n be satisfi$ ) ! late gov]nm5t1 b "o dreads viol5t *anges2 x is well !re are a few /rong m5 9 ! ,m9i/ry4 ,mr4 ,balf\r des]ves 8 fate = n br++ 9 a re-di/ribution ,bill1 & = tyrannis+--b "o feels sorry = him too4 #8,,ps4--,?9k ( u on ,tuesday' 7! op5+ day ( t]m71 #8,i feel s weak4' ,! weakness to :i* ,miss ,beale allud$ 0 de/9$ to cont9ue1 b amid ! decay ( natural heal? long-root$ hopes grew /rong & blossom$ afre%4 ,b a few weeks be=e h] own dea? %e wrote to a fri5d :o _h rec5tly lo/ h] "m3-- #8,y w miss y\r belov$ "m1 b x is well4 ,i suppose none ( u desire to live aft] our faculties fail4444 ,i am feel+ old age is creep+ on4444 ,well1 we %all soon all meet--,beh9d ! veil1 beh9d ! veil6' ,,footnotes #a ,,ms4 ,autobiography4--,d4 ,beale4 #b ,,ms4 autobiography4 #c #8,h y se5 ,miss ,cornwallis' ,lett]s8 ,a v rem>kable woman1 ?\gh a little uncom=table to h]self & o!rs1 & a little too audaci\s n[ & !n4 ,%e wrote ^! ,small ,books on ,great ,subjects :i* 7 mu* ?\ght ( at ! "t1 & always consid]$ a man's "w4'--,lett]s ( ,dr4 ,john ,br[n1 ,,clxxxiv41 #8,to ,lady ,airlie4' 7,adam ,black1 #aijf47 #d ,see *ap4 xv41 ,lett] to ! ,bi%op ( ,man*e/]4 #e ,william ,cornwallis ,h>ris1 ,major ,h4,e4,i4,c41 0 also a c\s9 ( ,mr4 ,beale's4 ,major ,h>ris saw s]vice 9 ,india1 %ot big game 9 ! he>t ( ,africa1 0 s5t 9 *>ge ( a mission to ,%oa 9 ,abyss9ia1 return+ aft] arrang+ a comm]cial treaty4 ,= ?is he 0 knight$4 ,he di$ 9 ,india 9 #ahdh1 ag$ #da4 #f ,,ms4 autobiography writt5 ab\t #ahie4 #g ,au?or ( ,malv]n ,*ase & o!r works4 #h ,,ms4 autobiography4 #i ,,ms4 autobiography4 #aj ,ibid4 #aa ,,ms4 autobiography4 #ab ,on ! ,education ( ,girls4--,fras]'s ,magaz9e1 ,octob] #ahff4 #ac ,,ms4 autobiography4 #ad ,,ms4 autobiography4 #ae ,,ms4 autobiography4 #af ,ibid4 #ag ,,ms4 autobiography4 #ah ,ibid4 #ai ,see ,app5dix ,a4 #bj ,n9ete5? ,c5tury1 ,april #ahhh4 #ba ,mr4 ,c>us ,wilson 0 orda9$ ! foll[+ ye> by ! ,ar*bi%op ( ,cant]bury4 #bb ,bi%op ,jackson4 #bc ,kais]w]? ,deaconesses4 ,by a ,lady4 #bd ,ibid4 #be ,ibid4 #bf ,see ,app5dix ,b4 #bg ,see ,app5dix ,c4 #bh ,see *ap4 v4 #bi ,n9ete5? ,c5tury1 #ahhh4 #cj ,mr4 ,bellairs 0 subsequ5tly ,vic> ( ,nuneaton1 & ,hon4 ,canon ( ,worce/]4 #ca ,aft]w>ds fir/ ,bi%op ( ,tasmania4 #cb #8,*elt5ham is ,attica 9 ar*itecture & ,botia 9 und]/&+4'--,g5tleman's ,magaz9e1 #ahbh4 #cc #8,*elt5ham3 a polka1 p>son-wor%ipp+ place ( :i* ,francis ,close is ,pope1 besides pumps & pump-rooms1 *alybeates1 quadrilles1 & "o ( ! prettie/ c\nties ( ,brita94'--,a4 ,,t5nyson1 ,lett]1 #ahde4 #cd ,^! 7 among ! fir/ 9 ! c\ntry4 #ce ,see ,app5dix ,d4 #cf ,hi/ory ( ,ladies' ,college1 p4 #ab4 #cg ,^! m>ks ( omission occur 9 ! copy ( ,miss ,beale's lett] left among h] pap]s4 #ch ,hi/ory ( ! ,ladies' ,college1 p4 #bb4 #ci ,aft]w>ds ,sir ,?omas ,b>l[ & ,sir ,william ,gull4 #dj #8,( ,que5s' ,g>d5s1' ,sesame & ,lilies1 ,j4 ,rusk94 #da ,see p4 #aa4 #db ,on ! ,education ( ,wom54 ,a ,pap] read by ,mr4 ,william ,grey at ! meet+ ( ! ,society ( ,arts1 ,may #ca1 #ahga4 #dc ,mrs4 ,grey4 #dd ,h]oic c\plets4 #de ,l9coln's ,inn4 #df ,francis ,m>y ,buss & ,h] ,"w = ,education1 ,a4 ,e4 ,ridley1 p4 #bdb4 #dg ,hi/ory ( ! ,ladies' ,college4 #dh ,! ,rev4 ,g4 ,h4 ,wilk9son1 ,d4,d41 !n ,vic> ( ,/4 ,pet]'s1 ,eaton ,squ>e4 ,at 8 dea?1 ,bi%op ( ,/4 ,&rews & ,primus ( ! ,scotti% ,*ur*4 #di ,poems1 ,f4 ,w4 ,fab]4 #ej #8,9 ,retreat1 #ahhc4' #ea #8,build+4' #eb #8,9 ,retreat1 #ahhc4' #ec ,lett] to a fri5d4 #ed ,ibid4 #ee ,9 e embassy 9 ,europe1 9 _m ,gov]nm5t h\ses 9 our colonies1 & 9 sev]al c\rts ( ,asia1 wives & mo!rs are liv+ :o h drawn _! e>lie/ pr9ciples f ! ideal tea*+s ( ,doro!a ,beale4--,c\rt ,j\rnal1 ,novemb] #bd1 #aijf4 #ef ,fir/ preface4 #eg ,ibid4 #eh ,bacon's ,advancem5t ( ,le>n+4 #ei ,guild ,address1 #ahhh4 #fj ,see ,bi%op ,lightfoot's #8,s]mon on ,/4 ,hilda1' ,c4,l4,c4 ,mag41 ,spr+ #ahhf4 #fa ,see ,miss ,beale's pap]1 #8,/4 ,hilda's1' ,c4,l4,c4 ,mag41 ,autumn #ahhf4 #fb ,*ap4 ,,viii4 #fc ,dr4 ,kit*91 n[ ,dean ( ,durham4 #fd ,!n ,som]ville ,hall4 #fe ,mrs4 ,c4 ,t4 ,mit*ell1 :o has f ! fir/ be5 connect$ ) ! ,guild "w4 #ff ,n[ ,bi%op ( ,london4 #fg ,aft]w>ds ,mrs4 ,*>les ,rob9son4 #fh ,ev5 su* an act z ?is _h no?+ p]sonal 9 x4 #8,once1' writes an old girl1 #8,i ask$ ,miss ,beale to sign a photograph on ! la/ aft]noon ( ! t]m4 ,%e said h] h& 0 tir$ ) %ak+ h&s1 & ask$ if next t]m w\ld d4 ,:5 ,i said x 0 a ,*ri/mas pres5t = ,"m1 & ,i want$ to give x complete1 %e at once sat d[n & sign$ x4' #fi ,comp>e ) ?is ,miss ,beale's rem>ks on hi/ory z an educational subject1 ,"w & ,play1 p4 #aad4 #gj ,miss ,beale publi%$ "s ( h] lectures on lit]ature 9 #aijb 9 ! volume entitl$1 ,lit]>y ,/udies ( ,poems ,new & ,old3 ,g4 ,bell & ,sons4 #ga ,s mu* did ,miss ,beale dislike a =mal /udy ( ! ,bible1 t :5 fir/ ! ,ox=d ,local ,exam9ations 7 tak5 9 ! ,college1 %e induc$ ! p>5ts ( pupils ent]+ = !m to sign a consci5ce clause to ! effect t !y did n wi% _! *ildr5 to take a ,scripture exam9ation4 ,! am\nt set = /udy 0 aft]w>ds less5$1 & c\ld !re=e be m ?or\ghly taught4 ,?us h] objections 7 m9imis$4 #gb ,relation ( ,home to ,s*ool ,life1 ,no4 ,,ii41 ,tru?4 #gc ,"w & ,play 9 ,girls' ,s*ools4 #gd ,%e spoke ( t5nis z #8play+ ar*]y4' #ge ,at ,miss ,cl>ke's s*ool 9 ! ,*ri/mas holidays ( #ahgg1 ! fir/ ,retreat ,miss ,beale att5d$4 #gf ,see *ap4 xv4 #gg ,dea? ( ,miss ,newman at ,mayfield ,h\se4 #gh ,n[ ,ely ,pr(essor ( ,div9ity at ,cambridge1 & ,canon ( ,ely4 #gi ,frances ,m>y ,buss & h] ,"w = ,education4 #hj ,n[ at ,mukti1 ,poona ,di/rict4 #ha ,its objects are3 a sy/ematic /udy ( mission "w 9 all l&s2 =mation ( clos] l9ks ) ^? old ,college girls :o are n[ mission>ies4 #hb ,bi%op ,webb4 #hc ,9 ?is section ! me?ods be/ adapt$ = ! second>y in/ruction ( girls1 specially z reg>ds ,mod]n ,languages & ,sci5ce1 7 discuss$4 #hd ,m4 ,fallires1 !n ,m9i/re de l',in/ruction publique4 #he ,x is int]e/+ to comp>e ?is op9ion ) ^? express$ 9 ! la/ ,head-ma/]s' ,conf]5ce 7,decemb] #aijg7 by ! ,head-ma/]s ( ,eton & ,w9*e/]1 :o 7 9 ! m9ority :i* w\ld h less5$ ! am\nt ( s*ol>%ip ,greek requir$ f boys ( ?irte5 & f\rte54 #hf ,! m>vels ( a/ronomy _h always a special fasc9ation = ,miss ,beale4 ,:5 ! ,leonid meteors 7 expect$ on "o night 9 #ahih ! ,*ief ,con/able1 ,admiral ,*ri/ian1 by h] wi% in/ruct$ ! police z soon z !y appe>$ to r+ up ,miss ,beale1 & %e 0 to pull ! al>m-bell to r\se ! girls4 #hg ,! news rea*$ ,miss ,beale two days lat]4 ,see ,app5dix ,e4 #hh ,on ,second>y ,education4 #hi ,*>les ,smi?1 ,m4,a41 ,ma/] ( ,sidney ,sussex ,college4 #ij ,design$ by ,mr4 ,e4 ,r4 ,robson1 ,f4,s4,a4 #ia ,raphael4 #ib ,mrs4 ,james ,ow54 #ic ,lett] to ,miss ,/rong4 #id ,n[ ,sir ,ar?ur ,rck]4 #ie ,que5 ,m>g>et's ,college4 #if ,he 0 surreptiti\sly introduc$ into ! gall]y ( ! ,hall :ile ,miss ,beale 0 giv+ a lesson4 #ig ,miss ,buss4 #ih ,miss ,gretton4 #ii ,?is prov$ to be ! date ( h] fun]al4 #ajj ,see ,lett]s4 #aja ,! allusion is to ,mrs4 ,*>les ,rob9son4 #ajb ,see ,app5dix ,f4 #ajc #8,nature nev] l5ds ,! smalle/ scruple ( h] excell5ce1 ,b1 l a ?rifty goddess1 %e det]m9es ,h]self 444 ,bo? ?anks & use4'--,measure = ,measure4 ,a fav\rite quotation ( ,miss ,beale's4 #ajd ,aft] ,mrs4 ,rob9son's dea? 9 #aijf1 ,miss ,beale wrote to ,canon ,rob9son1 #8,i ?9k ,i may say t ,cl>a 0 ! be/ belov$ ( all my *ildr54' #aje ,f4 ,du ,pr4 #ajf ,fras]'s ,magaz9e1 ,octob] #ahff4 ,,app5dix ,a1 ,page #bh4 ,a lady :o att5d$ ,dr4 ,b]nays' ,g]man classes ) ,miss ,beale has int]e/+ recollections ( h]4 ,%e rememb]s h] z 9 appe>ance #8v fair & slight & int]e/+ look+1' ) a quiet dignity & attraction ab\t h] :i* gave h] an influ5ce2 "o rem>kable in/ance ( ?is may be told4 ,doro!a & ,anna ,beale 7 once abs5t f ! ,g]man class on its fir/ meet+ = a new t]m4 ,dr4 ,b]nays said !y %\ld read ,fau/1 & accord+ly all ! pupils br\ght copies ( ,fau/ to ! next class4 ,:5 all 7 seat$1 ,doro!a /ood up & said quietly & respectfully t %e ?\ght ,fau/ objectionable read+ = "y girls1 & sugge/$ "s o!r book4 ,dr4 ,b]nays look$ j a little annoy$1 b li/5$ q k9dly4 ,he said x 0 a pity ! books _h be5 b\ght1 b put x to ! class :at %\ld be done4 ,su* 0 ,miss ,beale's influ5ce t all decid$ to submit to h] judgm5t4 ,,app5dix ,b1 ,page #gd4 ,,titles ,,( ,,*apt]s ,,9 ,,miss ,,beale',s ,,textbook #aheh4 ,a4,d4 ,,fir/ ,,c5tury4--,*ri/ianity4 0 ,,second 0 ,good ,emp]ors4 0 ,,?ird 0 ,b>b>ian ,invasions4 0 ,,f\r? 0 ,e/abli%m5t ( ,*ri/ianity 9 ! ,roman ,empire4 0 ,,fif? 0 ,fall ( ! ,roman ,empire4 0 ,,six? 0 ,/ruggles ( ! ,ea/]n ,emp]ors ) ! ,b>b>ian ,k+s4 0 ,,sev5? 0 ,s>ac5s4 0 ,,eigh? 0 ,*>lemagne4 0 ,,n9? 0 ,nor?m54 0 ,,t5? 0 ,cities increase 9 importance4 0 ,,elev5? 0 ,hildebr&4 0 ,,twelf? 0 ,crusades4 0 ,,?irte5? 0 ,! ,age ( ! ,s*oolm54 0 ,,f\rte5? 0 ,! ,middle ,classes increase 9 importance4 0 ,,fifte5? 0 ,inv5tion ( ,pr9t+4 0 ,,sixte5? 0 ,re=mation4 0 ,,sev5te5? 0 ,religi\s ,w>s4 0 ,,eighte5? 0 ,/ruggles = ,political ,lib]ty4 ,,app5dix ,c1 ,page #ge4 ,a ,,page ,,( ,,miss ,,beale',s ,,self-,,exam9ation #aheh4 ,h ,i be5 ,! ungodly borr[e? ,mo/ ( ! =ms ( always c>eful to & paye? n inju/ice come "u ! return any?+ aga94--,ps4 xxxvii4 head ( s9s ( ! tongue2 borr[$8 #ba4 e4g41 ascrib+ false motives1 evil-speak+1 ,! spoil ( ! c4 ,*eap5+1 mak+ poor is 9 y\r h\ses4 b>ga9s1 is g5]ally ,:at mean ye t ye inju/ice4 ,also1 delay+ gr9d ! faces ( ! to pay :at y owe--y poor4--,is4 iii4 #ae4 may deceive y\rself1 s f> z to ?9k ,woe unto him t t y are only anxi\s builde? 8 h\se by to be economical1 t unrighte\sness1 & y may h m to give 8 *amb]s by away2 b w x n be an wrong2 t use? 8 insult to ,god to (f] ,him neighb\rs' s]vice "p ( y\r unju/ ga98 )\t wages1 & ,x is mu* m *>itable give? him n = 8 to pay ju/ly1 ?an to "w4--,is4 xvii4 #ac4 give2 b !re is n s mu* *ance ( praise4 ,i w be a swift witness aga9/ !m t oppress ! hirel+ 9 8 wages4--,mal4 iii4 #e4 ,say n unto ?y neighb\r g1 & come aga91 & to-morr[ ,i w give1 :5 ?\ ha/ x by !e4--,prov4 iii4 #bh4 ,h ,i indulg$ ,:atsoev] ?y ,d n leave y\rself "t my body h& f9de? to d1 d to ?9k ab\t any?+ x by idl5ess1 n x ) all ?y is y\r duty to d4 ris+ :5 ,i might4--,eph4 x4 #i4 ought1 tak+ ,idl5ess1 by delay+1 unnecess>y re/8 ,be n slo?ful 9 conqu]s2 /op to p>ley bus9ess4--,rom4 & y h lo/ ! day4 xii4 #aa4 ,x is a great help 9 gett+ up1 or beg9n+ ,wa/+ "t ,e>ly 9 ! morn+ any occupation1 to h ) unpr(itable w ,i direct my "s signal1 & !n nev] or idle talk+1 pray] unto ,!e1 & all[ y\rself "o second or read+8 w look up4--,ps4 aft]4 ,be c>eful to make "s fix$ arrangem5t ,all[+ idle ,ris+ a great :ile ( y\r "t1 z f> z ?\ghts to run be=e day1 ,he dep>t$ possible2 at any rate1 on un*eck$8 into a solit>y put 9 z _m l&m>ks place1 & !re z y c 9 ! day2 b ,refus+ prompt pray$4--,s4 ,matt4 d n praise y\rself & *e]ful i4 #ce4 = y\r consci5ti\s ob$i5ce because arrangem5t ( y\r "t1 unwill+ to or y w f9d1 9 a few give up "s days1 t y h become int]e/+ q unpunctual4 occupation8 ,,app5dix ,d1 p4 #ij ,,prospectus ,,( ,,! ,,*elt5ham ,,college ,,= ,,"y ,,ladies ,,novemb] #a1 #ahec ,,prospectus ,,( ,,! ,,*elt5ham ,,college ,,in/itution ,,= ,,! ,,education ,,( ,,"y ,,ladies ,,& ,,( ,,*ildr5 ,,"u ,,eight ,,ye>s ,,( ,,age2 ,cambray ,h\se4 ,committee3 ,,rev4 ,h4 ,w4 ,,bellairs1 ,m4,a41 "o ( ,h4,m4's ,inspectors ( ,s*ools1 #c1 ,priory ,p>ade4 ,,rev4 ,w4 ,,dobson1 ,m4,a41 ,pr9cipal ( ! ,*elt5ham ,college1 #b1 ,s&=d ,place4 ,,rev4 ,h4 ,a4 ,,hold51 ,m4,a41 ,vice ,pr9cipal ( ! ,*elt5ham ,college1 ,fell[ & late ,assi/ant ,tutor ( ,tr9ity ,college1 ,cambridge1 ,! ,que5's ,hotel4 ,,lieut4-,,col4 ,,fitzmaurice1 ,k4,h41 #ad1 ,royal ,cresc5t4 ,s4 ,e4 ,,comyn1 ,,esq41 ,m4,d41 #d1 ,b]keley ,place4 ,,na?4 ,,h>tl&1 ,,esq41 ,! ,oakl&s1 ,*>lton ,k+s4 ,honor>y ,secret>y3 ,,rev4 ,,hub]t ,a4 ,,hold51 ,m4,a4 ,treasur]3 ,,na?aniel ,,h>tl&1 ,,esq4 ,! ,,committee are n[ able to publi% a detail$ ,prospectus ( ! ,c\rse & ,arrangem5ts ( ?is ,in/itution1 ) ! ,h\rs & ,t]ms = ! v>i\s ,dep>tm5ts & ,classes4 ,! managem5t ( ! educational ,work+ ( ! ,college1 :i* x is propos$ to op5 aft] ! ensu+ ,*ri/mas ,vacation1 w be committ$ to a ,,lady ,,pr9cipal to be assi/$ by ,tea*]s & ,pr(essors1 appo9t$ by ! ,committee4 ,,fees1 ,,payable ,,half ,,ye>ly ,,9 ,,advance4 ,! ,pupils ( ! ,in/itution w be arrang$ 9 ,,f\r ,,divisions1 accord+ to atta9m5ts2 & ! t]ms w be regulat$ accord+ to ! foll[+ scale3-- ,,= ,,! ,,fir/ ,,division #ab ,gu9eas = ! ,half ,ye>ly ,session4 ,,= ,,! ,,second ,,division #i ,gu9eas 0 0 ,,= ,,! ,,?ird ,,division #f ,gu9eas 0 0 ,,= ,,! ,,f\r? ,,division #d ,gu9eas 0 0 ,*ildr5 w be admitt$ aft] ! completion ( _! ,f\r? ye>2 b ,boys mu/ be )drawn on ! completion ( _! ,sev5? ye>4 ,,regul> ,,c\rse ,,( ,,/udy3 ,,holy ,,scripture ,,& ,,! ,,liturgy ,,( ,,! ,,*ur* ,,( ,,engl&1 ,! ,,pr9ciples ,,( ,,gramm> & ! ,elem5ts ( ,,lat91 ,,ari?metic1 ,,cali/h5ic ,,ex]cises1 ,,draw+1 ,,fr5*1 ,,geography1 ,,hi/ory1 ,,music1 ,,ne$lework4 ,,extra ,,& ,,bye ,,c\rse ,,( ,,/udy3 ,,g]man1 ,,italian1 ,,danc+4 ,= ,pupils desir\s ( avail+ !mselves ( extra ,lessons 9 ,,music & ,,draw+ f ,pr(essors atta*$ to ! ,college1 extra ,classes w be =m$ & extra *>ges made4 ,,extra ,,or ,,bye ,,/ud5ts4 ,/ud5ts1 n engag$ 9 ! ,regul> ,r\t9e ( ! ,college ,c\rse1 w be at lib]ty to att5d ! ,bye ,c\rse ( ,/udy & also ! extra ,classes 9 ,,music & ,,draw+4 ,su* ,/ud5ts may be nom9at$ ^u ei!r ,ord9>y or ,bye ,%>es 7issu$ at #aj ea*71 & w be requir$ to pay a ,fee ( ,two ,gu9eas a ye> to ! ,college1 exclusive ( ! ,fee to ! ,pr(essor4 ,,h\rs ,,( ,,att5dance4 ,,morn+4--,f a ,qu>t] pa/ ,n9e to a ,qu>t] pa/ ,twelve4 ,,aft]noon4--,f ,half-pa/ ,two to ,half-pa/ ,f\r4 7,w$nesday & ,saturday ,half ,holidays47 ,*ildr5 "u ,sev5 ,ye>s ( ,age w att5d 9 ! ,morn+s only4 ,memb]s ( ,classes = ,religi\s ,in/ruction "u ! ,p>o*ial ,cl]gy1 w be excus$ att5dance at ! ,college on ,monday ,aft]noons4 ,,bo>d+ ,,h\ses = ! reception ( ,pupils w be op5$1 ) ! sanction ( ! ,committee1 9 ! imm$iate neighb\rhood ( ,,cambray ,,h\se1 "u ! ,sup]9t5d5ce ( ! foll[+ ,ladies3--,mrs4 ,,murgeaud1 #g1 ,oriel ,t]race2 ,miss ,,atk9son1 ( ,k+sbridge1 ,devon42 ,mrs4 ,,trew1 ( ,/oneham ,h\se1 ,ba? ,road4 ,! ,*>ge = ,bo>d]s is #ce p] annum4 ,extras3 ,wa%+ #d1 #ds42 ,seat 9 ,*ur* #a1 #as4 ,a few ( ! ,fifty #bj ,%>es rema9 to be dispos$ (2 application = :i* %\ld be made to ! ,hon4 ,secret>y4 ,! ,proprietors ( su* ,%>es w h ! option ( nom9at+ ei!r "o ,regul> or two ,bye ,/ud5ts4 ,sev]al ,tea*]s & ,pr(essors h be5 appo9t$1 ! ann\ncem5t ( ^: names is def]r$ = ! pres5t1 till ! li/ is complete4 ,novemb] #a1 #ahec4 ,,app5dix ,e1 ,page #ccb4 ,,edw>d ,,beale4 ,! ,rev]5d ,edw>d ,beale1 a memb] ( ! ,society ( ,/4 ,john ! ,evangeli/1 ,c[ley1 di$ at ,mazagon1 ,bombay ,presid5cy1 on ,febru>y #c1 #ahid4 ,he 0 a y\ng] bro!r to :om ,miss ,beale 0 mu* atta*$4 ,8 e>ly promise ( a brilliant c>e] 0 cut %ort by sev]e illness :ile he 0 /ill an und]graduate at ,ox=d4 ,= ye>s he 0 :olly incapacitat$1 b on recov]+ p>tial heal? he receiv$ deacon's ord]s1 & be=e jo9+ ,/4 ,john's ,society1 work$ = a "t at ,w>m9/]4 ,"h he gave ! addresses aft]w>ds publi%$ "u ! title ( ,! ,m9d ( ,*ri/4 ,f ,c[ley ,mr4 ,beale 0 s5t to ! ,society's ,mission 9 ,bombay4 ,he 0 mu* belov$ & look$ up to by ^? among :om he work$4 ,at ! "t ( 8 dea? 7:i* occurr$ aft] a v %ort illness7 he 0 engag$ to read a pap] at ! com+ ,diocesan ,conf]5ce on #8,! ,necessity ( ,fai? 9 ! ,*ur* z ! ,fulle/ ,possible ,manife/ation ( ! ,life ( ,god 9 ,creation4' ,8 fun]al 0 att5d$ by a cr[d ( ! poore/ poor4 ,! foll[+ l9es 9 h] bro!r ,edw>d's h&writ+1 f\nd among ,miss ,beale's pap]s1 seem to be und\bt$ly orig9al1 & to tell ! hi/ory ( 8 consecrat$ life3-- ,,india--,,writt5 ,,9 ,,illness1 #ahhd4 ,once ,i 0 wont to prize ,glance f approv+ eyes1 ,& sun myself too fondly 9 _! light4 ,too eag] to entw9e ,! fl[]s ab\t ,love's %r9e ,) pulses ?robb+ ) a wild delight4 ,& "o :o lov$ me said1 ,) voice ( bod+ dread1 #8,oh *ild1 ^! hopes w fade1 ^! fl[]s w die1 ,& :at w !n rema9 ,to ease ! long1 sl[ pa91 ,unless y\r he>t be lift$ up on high8 444 ,once :5 ,i he>d a "n ,( high h]oic fame1 ,( lives ( la/+ influ5ce = good1 ,i felt my he>t on fire ,) "o long vague desire ,to jo9 ! ranks ( ^? :o h )/ood4 ,b n[ ,i d n ask ,= su* h]oic task1 ,my he>t is all too fa9t to /& ! gl>e1 ,my eyes too weak to see ,! pa? laid out = me1 ,i only wait & feel t ,"o is !re4 444 ,"o1 at ^: bless$ feet ,i lie 9 sil5ce sweet ,p]haps unhe$$ z ! _w goes by1 ,!re only ly+ /ill ,wait+ to "k ,8 ,w1 ,till ,he %all b5d on me ,8 graci\s eye4 ,!n 9 t glori\s gleam ,%all e e>?born dream1 ,d>kness1 delusion1 d\bt all flee away3 ,tru? %all be br\ght to light1 ,fai? %all be lo/ 9 sight1 ,9 ! cle> %9+ ( ! p]fect day6 ,,app5dix ,f1 ,page #cfh4 ,! foll[+ notice by an old pupil1 n[ a head-mi/ress1 appe>$ 9 ! ,times ( ,novemb] #ag3-- #8,miss ,beale's p]sonality made itself ev]y:]e /rongly felt1 b mo/ ( all 9 h] own s*ool4 ,ev5 9 lat] days1 :5 %e c\ld come 9 contact ) a v small m9ority ( ! #ajjj "u h] c>e1 h] abs5ce 0 felt by all z a loss ( moral support1 almo/ a less5+ ( t5sion4 ,/r5u\sness 0 a dom9ant note ( ! tone %e inspir$ by ! =ce ( h] own vitality1 &1 to use a fav\rite ^w ( h] own1 %e 0 always 8en]giz+0 ! s*ool4 ,& x told4 8,i am s5d+ my girl to ,*elt5ham10 said "o1 8because ,i f9d t ^? :o h be5 !re d _! "w--paid or unpaid--) ?or\ghness & att5tion to detail10 & o!rs paid ! same te/imony to ! tra9+4 ,?is ?or\ghness 0 em95tly *>act]i/ic ( ,miss ,beale's own "w4 ,to ! end %e prep>$ h] lessons ) ! same c>e %e w\ld h ask$ f ! m]e/ beg9n] 9 tea*+4 ,h] correspond5ce 0 unlimit$1 & an a/oni%+ am\nt ( x 0 writt5 9 h] own h&4 ,%e sup]9t5d$ e detail ( ! build+ :i* %e lov$--:i* 0 inde$ h] hobby4 ,:ile all[+ h] subord9ates mu* scope & enc\rag+ sugge/ion1 %e kept ! ?reads ( ! intricate organisation 9 h] own h&s4 ,h] physical en]gy 0 only second to h] =ce ( w1 ?\gh h] 8_s0 0 pa!tically %[n 9 latt] days by h] refusal to accept ! limitations set by fail+ heal?4 8,we h talk$ = ?ree m9utes ab\t my heal?10 %e said to "o :o saw h] aft] a s]i\s illness1 8let u speak ( some?+ m int]e/+40 ,&1 ?\gh %e _h lo/ ! sight ( "o eye1 & 0 s deaf t li/5+ to o!rs read+ mu/ h be5 a /ra9 r ?an a pleasure1 %e /ill cont9u$ to read e book ( importance z x appe>$4 ,h] intellectual vig\r 0 fre% to ! end1 & h] ke5 int]e/ 9 e new bran* ( le>n+ unimpair$4 ,%e w\ld plunge on a railway j\rney into a discussion ( ! la/ book on psy*ology1 or demon/rate ! late/ me?od ( tea*+ %or?&4 ,%e 0 a/oni%+ly "y 9 ?\ght1 always 8up to date10 & (t5 9 advance ( ! g5]al progress4 #8,h] p]sonal influ5ce1 ?\gh /rong1 & 9 "s cases almo/ ov]p[]+1 0 peculi>ly free f any weak5+ elem5t4 ,%e did n enc\rage demon/ration1 &1 ?\gh 9 lat] ye>s %e all[$ h] t5d]ness m play1 ! atmosph]e ab\t h] 0 always brac+4 ,p]haps %e 0 m 9 t\* ) ! /rong ?an ! weak4 ,%e _h little und]/&+ (1 or sympa?y ) any =m ( frivolity1 /ill less ( flippancy4 ,%e made decisions h]self on pr9ciples always1 & %e expect$ ! same f o!rs4 ,v (t5 %e induc$ x by h] m]e expectation1 & s made ! weak /rong4 ,x 0 ?is p>tly :i* made s _m come to h] = ! advice :i* 0 giv5 at ! co/ ( any am\nt ( "t or tr\ble to any 8old girl40 ,&1 ?\gh %e nev] s\ght1 or p]haps enjoy$1 popul>ity 9 ! ord9>y s5se ( ! ^w1 _m :o _h fe>$ h] 9 _! s*ool-days1 grew aft]w>ds to love h] z well z to admire h]1 & (t5 to dep5d on h]4 ,%e _h a great rev]5ce = ! consci5ce ( ea* ) :om %e dealt4 ,%e br\ght up h] 8*ildr50 to ?9k = !mselves1 &1 ?\gh naturally disappo9t$ :5 !y diff]$ f h]1 %e always ackn[l$g$ _! "r to hold _! own op9ions4 ,%e 0 incapable ( pett9ess1 & no?+ c\ld exce$ h] g5]osity 9 own+ h]self mi/ak54 ,inde$ %e lov$ a fair fight1 & greatly appreciat$ an hon\rable oppon5t1 & %e welcom$ z fell[-work]s ^? ( v diff]5t views f h]self1 & _h1 inde$1 ! mo/ wond]ful p[] ( discov]+ wor? 9 all4 #8,mu* ( h] outw>d success 0 due1 no d\bt1 to h] %rewd bus9ess capacity--h] physique1 h] intellectual /r5g?1 h] s+le-m9d$ absorption 9 ! cause ( education1 & its concrete embodim5t 9 h] own s*ool4 ,b ! real success1 h] p[] ( inspir+ o!rs1 0 due to h] greatness ( "*4 ,! ,guild meet+s1 at :i* !re 0 (t5 an att5dance ( "s hundr$s ( old girls1 7 ! s\rce ( inspiration to _m4 8,i come back feel+ a poor ?+1 b kn[+ t great ?+s are possible10 0 ! feel+ ( _m1 if n express$ 9 ^! words4 ,& ?is 0 due1 n to h] organis+ p[]1 nor ev5 to h] fre%ness ( ?\ght1 b to h] spiritual g5ius4 ,%e 0 a se]1 p]haps1 r ?an a prophet1 =1 ?\gh ( orig9al m9d1 %e f\nd accurate expression ( ?\ght difficult4 8,i nev] und]/ood ,miss ,beale's ,scripture lessons10 said an old pupil1 8!y 7 s vague2 b ,i always felt a bigness ( ?\ght ab\t !m1 & sometimes ! mean+ ( ?+s %e said beg9s to dawn on me n[40 ,h] religi\s life 0 n express$ =mally2 b x 0 beyond all d\bt a real =ce & ! s\rce ( h] /r5g?4 ,! feel+ 0 !re & 0 int5se4 ,ye>s aft] %e c\ld n speak )\t te>s ( a "t ( d\bt & unc]ta9ty4 ,%e 0 rapt 9 pray]1 & at times f]v5t to passion4 ,x 0 ) absolute reality t %e taught t ! important ?+ 0 to "k & d ! w ( ,god1 & x is ?is above all else :i* is caus+ ?\s&s ( h] *ildr5 to 8rise up & call h] bless$40' ,! foll[+ extract is f a notice 9 ! ,gu>dian ( ,novemb] #ba1 #aijf3-- ,,doro!a ,,beale4 ,,9 ,,?ankful ,,remembrance4 #8,miss ,beale is dead4 ,to _m ( u :o lov$ & rev]5c$ h]1 dea? seems ! wrong ^w to use1 %e look$ =w>d ) su* lov+ hopefulness to ! great "t ( direct revelation1 t "o w\ld r 7foll[+ ,dr4 ,pusey's practice7 call h] dea?day h] la/ & greate/ bir?day4 ,mu* has be5 said & writt5 ( h] "w--comp>atively little ( h] p]sonality4 ,z "o :o 0 hon\r$ by h] fri5d%ip = ov] ?irty ye>s1 ,i w\ld ask = a little space 9 :i* to describe h]4 ,h] mo/ m>k$ *>act]i/ic 0 h] pr(\nd rev]5ce = tru?4 ,if tru? hurt h]1 none ! less did %e accept x loyally4 ,?is sanctifi$ h] s*ol>%ip4 ,h] g5]\s gratitude to all :o 9 any way help$ h] evid5c$ h] l>ge-he>t$ness4 ,especially did %e rememb] h] fa!r's indirect1 unconsci\s tea*+4444 #8,among ! mo/ treasur$ memories ( ! pres5t writ] are ^? ( c]ta9 ,sunday aft]noons sp5t at ,*elt5ham ) ,miss ,beale1 h] great fri5d1 ,miss ,buss1 & ano!r fri5d :o has also ent]$ into re/4 ,aft] say+ ! ,v5i ,creator toge!r we talk$ ) p]fect op5ness ( ^? ?+s we mo/ lov$ & dread$4 ,?is close p]sonal communion ) su* p]sonalities z ^? ( our two great lead]s 0 at once a privilege & a responsibility4 ,m5tion has be5 made else:]e ( ,miss ,beale's read+ at ,college pray]s4 ,ev5 m p5etrat+ly beautiful 0 h] read+ on "s ( ^? aft]noons4 ,9 a "t ( great tr\ble %e read to u ,k+sley's ,/4 ,maura4 ,& ! pa?os ) :i* %e l+]$ on ! words1 8,:o ev] f\nd ! ,cross a pleasant b$80 made1 at lea/ on "o ( h] he>]s1 an indelible impression4 #8,p]haps ! words :i* mo/ adequately describe h] :ole life are1 8,i h set ,god always be=e me40 ,%e has be51 & /ill is1 to ^? :o knew h]1 a true ,doro!a--! gift ( ,god4' ,e4 ,t4 ,,day4 ,,index ,address to ,p>5ts1 #aee4 ,aitk51 ,miss ,v41 #beh4 ,aldri*-,blake1 ,dr41 #ceg1 #cfb1 #cfc4 ,al/on1 ,miss1 #cj1 #dj1 #fb1 #gi1 #ig1 #ih4 ,alv]/one1 ,"l1 #cdj4 ,ambleside1 #ccc1 #chh4 ,&rews1 ,miss ,a41 #cbb1 #cbc1 #cdj1 #cdd1 #ced1 #ceh1 #cei1 #cfa4 ,anglique1 ,la ,mre1 #bbf4 ,arnold1 ,miss ,c41 #afa1 #agc1 #bdf1 #bfg1 #bfh1 #bhj1 #bhb1 #bhc1 #cgb-chi4 ,asqui?1 ,mr41 #cdj1 #cda4 ,assi/ant ,mi/resses' ,association1 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#bca1 #bdf1 #bdi1 #bgg1 #bhi1 #dji4 ,tr5*1 ,dean1 #bc1 #bd1 #fg1 #ie4 ,trimm]1 ,james1 #c4 ---- ,s>ah1 #c4 ,tuke1 ,sir ,john ,batty1 #cdj4 ,tw9+1 ,miss1 #bd1 #fe4 ,vacc9ation1 #cce4 ,v]rall1 ,mr4 ,h41 #afe1 #afg1 #afh4 ---- ,miss ,a41 #bda4 ,victoria1 ,que51 #ccd1 #cch1 #cfg4 ,v9c5t1 ,miss1 #eh1 #ii4 ,wantage1 #ac1 #bii4 ,w>dell1 ,miss1 #bc4 ,webb1 ,bi%op1 #cjb4 ---- ,mr4 ,s41 #chg4 ,w$gwood1 ,mrs41 #be1 #dc4 ---- ,miss1 #bb1 #cej4 ,welldon1 ,miss1 #bde4 ,well+ton1 ,duke (1 #hc1 #ajh4 ,wells1 ,mrs41 #bci1 #djc4 ,we/cott1 ,bi%op1 #bjf4 ,we/on1 ,miss ,agnes1 #caj4 ,widg]y1 ,mr41 #cba4 ,wild]sp91 ,miss1 #bdf4 ,wilk9son1 ,bi%op1 #ahf1 #bha1 #bhf1 #cgd1 #cgg1 #cgh1 #chj1 #chb1 #chc1 #che4 ,wilson1 ,rev4 ,c41 #dj1 #da1 #eh1 #ajb4 ---- ,mr4 ,e4 ,t41 #afh4 ,w9kwor?1 ,miss ,c41 #afh4 ,)iel1 ,mrs41 #bid4 ,wood1 ,lady ,page1 #bd4 ---- ,miss ,s41 #aeb1 #djj1 #djh4 ,wood*e/]1 #cca1 #cch4 ,woodh\se1 ,mrs41 #ced1 #djd4 ,wordswor?1 ,miss1 #cdg4 ,"w & ,play1 #cbf-cbi4 ,work+ ,m5's ,college1 ,*elt5ham1 #big4 ,worsley1 ,rev4 ,e41 #cce1 #ceg4 ,wright1 ,dr41 #cai4 ,york1 #cdc4 ,pr9t$ by ,t4 & ,a4 ,,con/able1 ,pr9t]s to ,8 ,maje/y at ! ,ed9burgh ,univ]sity ,press