,,eeldrop ,,and ,,appleplex ,t4,s4 ,eliot ,i ,eeldrop and ,appleplex rented two small rooms in a disreputable part of town4 ,here they sometimes came at nightfall1 here they sometimes slept1 and after they had slept1 they cooked oatmeal and departed in the morning for destinations unknown to each other4 ,they sometimes slept1 more often they talked1 or looked out of the window4 ,they had chosen the rooms and the neighborhood with great care4 ,there are evil neighborhoods of noise and evil neighborhoods of silence1 and ,eeldrop and ,appleplex preferred the latter1 as being the more evil4 ,it was a shady street1 its windows were heavily curtained2 and over it hung the cloud of a respectability which has something to conceal4 ,yet it had the advantage of more riotous neighborhoods near by1 and ,eeldrop and ,appleplex commanded from their windows the entrance of a police station across the way4 ,this alone possessed an irresistible appeal in their eyes4 ,from time to time the silence of the street was broken2 whenever a malefactor was apprehended1 a wave of excitement curled into the street and broke upon the doors of the police station4 ,then the inhabitants of the street would linger in dressing-gowns1 upon their doorsteps3 then alien visitors would linger in the street1 in caps2 long after the centre of misery had been engulphed in his cell4 ,then ,eeldrop and ,appleplex would break off their discourse1 and rush out to mingle with the mob4 ,each pursued his own line of enquiry4 ,appleplex1 who had the gift of an extraordinary address with the lower classes of both sexes1 questioned the onlookers1 and usually extracted full and inconsistent histories3 ,eeldrop preserved a more passive demeanor1 listened to the conversation of the people among themselves1 registered in his mind their oaths1 their redundance of phrase1 their various manners of spitting1 and the cries of the victim from the hall of justice within4 ,when the crowd dispersed1 ,eeldrop and ,appleplex returned to their rooms3 ,appleplex entered the results of his inquiries into large notebooks1 filed according to the nature of the case1 from ,a 7adultery7 to ,y 7yeggmen74 ,eeldrop smoked reflectively4 ,it may be added that ,eeldrop was a sceptic1 with a taste for mysticism1 and ,appleplex a materialist with a leaning toward scepticism2 that ,eeldrop was learned in theology1 and that ,appleplex studied the physical and biological sciences4 ,there was a common motive which led ,eeldrop and ,appleplex thus to separate themselves from time to time1 from the fields of their daily employments and their ordinarily social activities4 ,both were endeavoring to escape not the commonplace1 respectable or even the domestic1 but the too well pigeonholed1 too taken-for-granted1 too highly systematized areas1 and1--in the language of those whom they sought to avoid--they wished to apprehend the human soul in its concrete individuality4 ,why1 said ,eeldrop1 was that fat ,spaniard1 who sat at the table with us this evening1 and listened to our conversation with occasional curiosity1 why was he himself for a moment an object of interest to us8 ,he wore his napkin tucked into his chin1 he made unpleasant noises while eating1 and while not eating1 his way of crumbling bread between fat fingers made me extremely nervous3 he wore a waistcoat cafe au lait1 and black boots with brown tops4 ,he was oppressively gross and vulgar2 he belonged to a type1 he could easily be classified in any town of provincial ,spain4 ,yet under the circumstances--when we had been discussing marriage1 and he suddenly leaned forward and exclaimed3 ',i was married once myself'--we were able to detach him from his classification and regard him for a moment as an unique being1 a soul1 however insignificant1 with a history of its own1 once for all4 ,it is these moments which we prize1 and which alone are revealing4 ,for any vital truth is incapable of being applied to another case3 the essential is unique4 ,perhaps that is why it is so neglected3 because it is useless4 ,what we learned about that ,spaniard is incapable of being applied to any other ,spaniard1 or even recalled in words4 ,with the decline of orthodox theology and its admirable theory of the soul1 the unique importance of events has vanished4 ,a man is only important as he is classed4 ,hence there is no tragedy1 or no appreciation of tragedy1 which is the same thing4 ,we had been talking of young ,bistwick1 who three months ago married his mother's housemaid and now is aware of the fact4 ,who appreciates the truth of the matter8 ,not the relatives1 for they are only moved by affection1 by regard for ,bistwick's interests1 and chiefly by their collective feeling of family disgrace4 ,not the generous minded and thoughtful outsider1 who regards it merely as evidence for the necessity of divorce law reform4 ,bistwick is classed among the unhappily married4 ,but what ,bistwick feels when he wakes up in the morning1 which is the great important fact1 no detached outsider conceives4 ,the awful importance of the ruin of a life is overlooked4 ,men are only allowed to be happy or miserable in classes4 ,in ,gopsum ,street a man murders his mistress4 ,the important fact is that for the man the act is eternal1 and that for the brief space he has to live1 he is already dead4 ,he is already in a different world from ours4 ,he has crossed the frontier4 ,the important fact is that something is done which can not be undone--a possibility which none of us realize until we face it ourselves4 ,for the man's neighbors the important fact is what the man killed her with8 ,and at precisely what time8 ,and who found the body8 ,for the 'enlightened public' the case is merely evidence for the ,drink question1 or ,unemployment1 or some other category of things to be reformed4 ,but the mediaeval world1 insisting on the eternity of punishment1 expressed something nearer the truth4 ,what you say1 replied ,appleplex1 commands my measured adherence4 ,i should think1 in the case of the ,spaniard1 and in the many other interesting cases which have come under our attention at the door of the police station1 what we grasp in that moment of pure observation on which we pride ourselves1 is not alien to the principle of classification1 but deeper4 ,we could1 if we liked1 make excellent comment upon the nature of provincial ,spaniards1 or of destitution 7as misery is called by the philanthropists71 or on homes for working girls4 ,but such is not our intention4 ,we aim at experience in the particular centres in which alone it is evil4 ,we avoid classification4 ,we do not deny it4 ,but when a man is classified something is lost4 ,the majority of mankind live on paper currency3 they use terms which are merely good for so much reality1 they never see actual coinage4 ,i should go even further than that1 said ,eeldrop4 ,the majority not only have no language to express anything save generalized man2 they are for the most part unaware of themselves as anything but generalized men4 ,they are first of all government officials1 or pillars of the church1 or trade unionists1 or poets1 or unemployed2 this cataloguing is not only satisfactory to other people for practical purposes1 it is sufficient to themselves for their 'life of the spirit4' ,many are not quite real at any moment4 ,when ,wolstrip married1 ,i am sure he said to himself3 ',now ,i am consummating the union of two of the best families in ,philadelphia4' ,the question is1 said ,appleplex1 what is to be our philosophy4 ,this must be settled at once4 ,mrs4 ,howexden recommends me to read ,bergson4 ,he writes very entertainingly on the structure of the eye of the frog4 ,not at all1 interrupted his friend4 ,our philosophy is quite irrelevant4 ,the essential is1 that our philosophy should spring from our point of view and not return upon itself to explain our point of view4 ,a philosophy about intuition is somewhat less likely to be intuitive than any other4 ,we must avoid having a platform4 ,but at least1 said ,appleplex1 we are444 ,individualists4 ,no66 nor anti-intellectualists4 ,these also are labels4 ,the 'individualist' is a member of a mob as fully as any other man3 and the mob of individualists is the most unpleasing1 because it has the least character4 ,nietzsche was a mob-man1 just as ,bergson is an intellectualist4 ,we cannot escape the label1 but let it be one which carries no distinction1 and arouses no self-consciousness4 ,sufficient that we should find simple labels1 and not further exploit them4 ,i am1 ,i confess to you1 in private life1 a bank-clerk4444 ,and should1 according to your own view1 have a wife1 three children1 and a vegetable garden in a suburb1 said ,appleplex4 ,such is precisely the case1 returned ,eeldrop1 but ,i had not thought it necessary to mention this biographical detail4 ,as it is ,saturday night1 ,i shall return to my suburb4 ,tomorrow will be spent in that garden4444 ,i shall pay my call on ,mrs4 ,howexden1 murmured ,appleplex4 ,,ii ,the suburban evening was grey and yellow on ,sunday2 the gardens of the small houses to left and right were rank with ivy and tall grass and lilac bushes2 the tropical ,south ,london verdure was dusty above and mouldy below2 the tepid air swarmed with flies4 ,eeldrop1 at the window1 welcomed the smoky smell of lilac1 the gramaphones1 the choir of the ,baptist chapel1 and the sight of three small girls playing cards on the steps of the police station4 ,on such a night as this1 said ,eeldrop1 ,i often think of ,scheherazade1 and wonder what has become of her4 ,appleplex rose without speaking and turned to the files which contained the documents for his ,survey of ,contemporary ,society4 ,he removed the file marked ,london from between the files ,barcelona and ,boston where it had been misplaced1 and turned over the papers rapidly4 ,the lady you mention1 he rejoined at last1 whom ,i have listed not under ,s4 but as ,edith1 alias ,scheherazade1 has left but few evidences in my possession4 ,here is an old laundry account which she left for you to pay1 a cheque drawn by her and marked ',r_/,d1' a letter from her mother in ,honolulu 7on ruled paper71 a poem written on a restaurant bill--',to ,atthis'--and a letter by herself1 on ,lady ,equistep's best notepaper1 containing some damaging but entertaining information about ,lady ,equistep4 ,then there are my own few observations on two sheets of foolscap4 ,edith1 murmured ,eeldrop1 who had not been attending to this catalogue1 ,i wonder what has become of her4 ',not pleasure1 but fulness of life444 to burn ever with a hard gem-like flame1' those were her words4 ,what curiosity and passion for experience6 ,perhaps that flame has burnt itself out by now4 ,you ought to inform yourself better1 said ,appleplex severely1 ,edith dines sometimes with ,mrs4 ,howexden1 who tells me that her passion for experience has taken her to a ,russian pianist in ,bayswater4 ,she is also said to be present often at the ,anarchist ,tea ,rooms1 and can usually be found in the evening at the ,cafe de l',orangerie4 ,well1 replied ,eeldrop1 ,i confess that ,i prefer to wonder what has become of her4 ,i do not like to think of her future4 ,scheherazade grown old6 ,i see her grown very plump1 full-bosomed1 with blond hair1 living in a small flat with a maid1 walking in the ,park with a ,pekinese1 motoring with a ,jewish stock-broker4 ,with a fierce appetite for food and drink1 when all other appetite is gone1 all other appetite gone except the insatiable increasing appetite of vanity2 rolling on two wide legs1 rolling in motorcars1 rolling toward a diabetic end in a seaside watering place4 ,just now you saw that bright flame burning itself out1 said ,appleplex1 now you see it guttering thickly1 which proves that your vision was founded on imagination1 not on feeling4 ,and the passion for experience--have you remained so impregnably ,pre-,raphaelite as to believe in that8 ,what real person1 with the genuine resources of instinct1 has ever believed in the passion for experience8 ,the passion for experience is a criticism of the sincere1 a creed only of the histrionic4 ,the passionate person is passionate about this or that1 perhaps about the least significant things1 but not about experience4 ,but ,marius1 des ,esseintes1 ,edith444 ,but consider1 said ,eeldrop1 attentive only to the facts of ,edith's history1 and perhaps missing the point of ,appleplex's remarks1 her unusual career4 ,the daughter of a piano tuner in ,honolulu1 she secured a scholarship at the ,university of ,california1 where she graduated with ,honors in ,social ,ethics4 ,she then married a celebrated billiard professional in ,san ,francisco1 after an acquaintance of twelve hours1 lived with him for two days1 joined a musical comedy chorus1 and was divorced in ,nevada4 ,she turned up several years later in ,paris and was known to all the ,americans and ,english at the ,cafe du ,dome as ,mrs4 ,short4 ,she reappeared in ,london as ,mrs4 ,griffiths1 published a small volume of verse1 and was accepted in several circles known to us4 ,and now1 as ,i still insist1 she has disappeared from society altogether4 ,the memory of ,scheherazade1 said ,appleplex1 is to me that of ,bird's custard and prunes in a ,bloomsbury boarding house4 ,it is not my intention to represent ,edith as merely disreputable4 ,neither is she a tragic figure4 ,i want to know why she misses4 ,i cannot altogether analyse her 'into a combination of known elements' but ,i fail to touch anything definitely unanalysable4 ,is ,edith1 in spite of her romantic past1 pursuing steadily some hidden purpose of her own8 ,are her migrations and eccentricities the sign of some unguessed consistency8 ,i find in her a quantity of shrewd observation1 an excellent fund of criticism1 but ,i cannot connect them into any peculiar vision4 ,her sarcasm at the expense of her friends is delightful1 but ,i doubt whether it is more than an attempt to mould herself from outside1 by the impact of hostilities1 to emphasise her isolation4 ,everyone says of her1 ',how perfectly impenetrable6' ,i suspect that within there is only the confusion of a dusty garret4 ,i test people1 said ,eeldrop1 by the way in which ,i imagine them as waking up in the morning4 ,i am not drawing upon memory when ,i imagine ,edith waking to a room strewn with clothes1 papers1 cosmetics1 letters and a few books1 the smell of ,violettes de ,parme and stale tobacco4 ,the sunlight beating in through broken blinds1 and broken blinds keeping out the sun until ,edith can compel herself to attend to another day4 ,yet the vision does not give me much pain4 ,i think of her as an artist without the slightest artistic power4 ,the artistic temperament-- began ,appleplex4 ,no1 not that4 ,eeldrop snatched away the opportunity4 ,i mean that what holds the artist together is the work which he does2 separate him from his work and he either disintegrates or solidifies4 ,there is no interest in the artist apart from his work4 ,and there are1 as you said1 those people who provide material for the artist4 ,now ,edith's poem ',to ,atthis' proves beyond the shadow of a doubt that she is not an artist4 ,on the other hand ,i have often thought of her1 as ,i thought this evening1 as presenting possibilities for poetic purposes4 ,but the people who can be material for art must have in them something unconscious1 something which they do not fully realise or understand4 ,edith1 in spite of what is called her impenetrable mask1 presents herself too well4 ,i cannot use her2 she uses herself too fully4 ,partly for the same reason ,i think1 she fails to be an artist3 she does not live at all upon instinct4 ,the artist is part of him a drifter1 at the mercy of impressions1 and another part of him allows this to happen for the sake of making use of the unhappy creature4 ,but in ,edith the division is merely the rational1 the cold and detached part of the artist1 itself divided4 ,her material1 her experience that is1 is already a mental product1 already digested by reason4 ,hence ,edith 7,i only at this moment arrive at understanding7 is really the most orderly person in existence1 and the most rational4 ,nothing ever happens to her2 everything that happens is her own doing4 ,and hence also1 continued ,appleplex1 catching up the thread1 ,edith is the least detached of all persons1 since to be detached is to be detached from one's self1 to stand by and criticise coldly one's own passions and vicissitudes4 ,but in ,edith the critic is coaching the combatant4 ,edith is not unhappy4 ,she is dissatisfied1 perhaps4 ,but again ,i say1 she is not tragic3 she is too rational4 ,and in her career there is no progression1 no decline or degeneration4 ,her condition is once and for always4 ,there is and will be no catastrophe4 ,but ,i am tired4 ,i still wonder what ,edith and ,mrs4 ,howexden have in common4 ,this invites the consideration 7you may not perceive the connection7 of ,sets and ,society1 a subject which we can pursue tomorrow night4 ,appleplex looked a little embarrassed4 ,i am dining with ,mrs4 ,howexden1 he said4 ,but ,i will reflect upon the topic before ,i see you again4