,transcrib$ f ! #ahbj ,r4 ,?omas edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgdpglaf4org ,picture3 ,public doma9 book cov] ,,! ,,voice ,,( ,,fai? ,,9 ,,! ,valley ( ,a*or3 ,,be+ ,a ,s]ies ( ,lett]s ,,to ,,sev]al ,,fri5ds1 ,,on ,,religi\s ,,subjects4 99 99 99 99 99 ,by ,ruhamah4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,vol4 ,,ii4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,s\?w>k2 ,pr9t$ by ,r4 ,,?omas1 ,r$ ,lion ,/reet1 ,bor\gh4 #ahbj4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,lett] ,i4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,june #a1 #ahai4 ,de> ,mr4 ,,hairby1 ,i h s5t y a little m scribble to read1 :i* w amuse y = an h\r4 ,w y be s k9d z to s5d !m all to ,mrs4 ,,h>ris8 ,y ne$ n seal !m1 ?\gh ,i hope ! ,"l w seal y2 b he has already1 = ! _s 9 ! he>t is ! k+'s seal1 say+1 ,?is is m9e--! ,*ur* is a f\nta9 seal$2 & e s5sible tok5 t y h _h1 e smile & ray ( spiritual joy1 e graci\s promise appli$ to ! he>t1 & e "t love is s5sibly felt1 ?is is ! seal+ ( ! ,_s4 ,*ri/ 0 seal$ by ! ,fa!r :5 he 0 *os5 9 et]nity1 he 0 ! ,son ( ,god2 b p]haps he 0 n s5sibly seal$ by ! ,holy ,_s till 8 baptism1 :51 probably1 bo? ! ,fa!r & ! ,holy ,_s spoke1 ,?is is my belov$ ,son1 9 :om ,i am well pleas$4 ,?is is my belov$ ,son1 ) :om ,i am well pleas$4 ,s says ,/4 ,mat!w & ,/4 ,m>k4 ,god has *os5 u 9 ,*ri/1 ?is is ! ,fa!r's seal+2 b ! ,holy ,_s 9 u1 is ! ,_s's seal1 & e graci\s look1 int]c\rse1 & holy frame1 is ! seal+ "w4 ,?is is n fai?1 b x is ! enjoym5t ( ! object we d believe 94 ,fai? is a radical pr9ciple1 & always abides 9 ! he>t3 ,b aft] ye believ$ ye 7 seal$ by ! ,holy ,_s ( ,promise4 ,?is seal+ is ! s5sible enjoym5t ( ! promis$ good4 ,i beg de> ,mrs4 ,h-- to notice ?is4 ,a little sacr$ com=t aris+ f believ+1 hop+1 & tru/+ 9 ! f9i%$ "w ( ,*ri/1 is also ! seal+ "w2 &1 p]haps1 9 ! clos+ sc5e ( life1 :5 %e draws ne> to dea?1 ?is w be m bless$ly enjoy$--,= my p %all be satisfi$ ) my goodness sai? ! ,"l4 ,y\r's1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,ii4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,augu/ #aj1 #ahai4 ,to ,,! ,,same4 ,,my ,,de> ,,sir1 ,h[ graci\s is ! ,"l3 :5 ,i _c believe1 /ill he abide? fai?ful--,oh6 = an he>t to love him1 & to adore him2 b ?\gh ,i h (t5 rebell$1 yet1 h[ graci\s & fai?ful he /ill cont9ues t[>ds me--surely fai?fulness is ! girdle ( 8 re9s4 ,?is is ! girdle = fai? to lay hold (4 ,my fai? has only to d ) 8 promises1 ! :5s1 ! :]es1 & ! h[s2 ?is is ! ,"l's "w1 & n m9e4 ,i wi% above all ?+s = an increase ( fai?1 ( hope1 & love2 ! sweete/ is love3 b ?\gh ,i h s sweetly felt ?is lately1 x is n[ susp5d$1 yet ,i hope x w return4 ,i am n[ 9 my old place1 a poor1 vile1 guilty creature1 at ! feet ( ,jesus1 plead+ 8 "w aga92 & look+ n[1 n at :at ,i feel1 b at ! satisfaction ( ,*ri/1 ) :i* ! ,fa!r is ev]la/+ly well pleas$4 ,"h ,i re/1 till love is felt aga92 my desire is to him1 & to ! remembrance ( 8 "n4 ,s9 works1 ,satan is busy1 b grace /ill reigns4 ,?us we see t grace has yet ! honor ( ! field4 ,we h n run back1 ?\gh we h (t5 be5 d[n1 ! ,"l raises u up aga91 & ?is motto is our privilege1 8,i %all arise40 ,oh6 :at a m]cy1 great] is he t is 9 u1 ?an he t is 9 ! _w4 ,i h cause to be ?ankful to ! ,"l t he has ?us f> l$ me2 b ! ,devil1 at times1 almo/ drives me di/ract$ ) ! c>k+ c>es ( :at w happ5 to me4 ,oh6 lay my case be=e ,god1 t ,i may h p[] to ca/ ?is bur!n on ! ,"l4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld get ov] x2 yet my fe>s may be a good sign1 bett] fe> ?an to presume1 or gr[ c>eless4 ,love to ,mrs4 ,h4 & ,daught]1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,iii4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,jan4 #aj1 #ahai ,to ,,! ,,same4 ,,de> ,,sir1 ,i hope y are all well 9 heal?4 ,i h be5 poorly 9 body & m9d1 b h be5 support$2 8 left h& ,i f\nd 0 "u my head1 b ,i want$ 8 "r h& to embrace me2 ! "o is daily manife/$1 & ! o!r is always want$1 ?\gh b seldom felt4 ,yet he has embrac$ u1 & ,solomon says1 !re is a "t to embrace1 & !re is a "t to refra9 f embrac+4 ,*ri/ receiv$ u to ! glory ( ,god 9 ! et]nal cov5ant4 ,! ,fa!r draws u to ,*ri/1 by giv+ u to feel our s9ful /ate1 our weakness & wants2 & !n by sett+ be=e u 8 de> ,son 9 8 ability & will+ness to save4 ,9 8 light we see him1 desire him1 move 9 he>t aft] him1 & long = a smile ( 8 approbation--to feel x1 & enjoy x1 kn[+ t et]nal life is 9 x4 ,^! work+s ( ! m9d are (t5 att5d$ ) fe>s1 bondage1 d\bts1 & misgiv+s1 & ^! rise z hope gets d[n2 b z fai? ga!rs /r5g?1 s we rise above ^! d\bts4 ,?is has be5 my exp]i5ce = _m ye>s1 & ,i h n[ a good opportunity ( wat*+ x4 ,"s1 inde$1 get to l& ^u ! broad planks ( ! promises1 & s5sible manife/ations ( div9e love2 b myself1 & _m m1 w arrive z safe home1 only by gett+ hold ( a few scatt]$ tru?s1 :i* we love & embrace4 ,receive ! tru?1 & ! tru? %all make y free4 ,& "o tru? is--,i h blott$ out z a ?ick cl\d ?y s9s4--,we are all mu* tri$1 b x is our appo9t$ lot--disc\rag$ because ( ! way4 ,& are ^! ! bless+s we expect8 ,is ?is ! lot ( ,god's elect8 ,yes2 ?is lot is ca/ into ! lap1 b ! :ole dispos+ is ( ! ,"l4--,let ?is note be read to de> ,mrs4 ,h4 ,grace be ) y all4 ,s prays1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,iv4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,may #ba1 #ahai4 ,to ,,! ,,same4 ,,de> ,,sir1 ,:5 y h read ^! lett]s1 be s k9d z to s5d "o to ! ,po/ ,(fice1 & ! o!r1 if y c\ld call on ,mrs4 ,l--1 %e w\ld take x k9d1 z %e is indispos$4 ,%e 0 conf9$ _m weeks1 & no "o 9 ! ,*ur* knew x1 or else !y w\ld h visit$ h]4 ,i wi% ,i 0 able1 b ev5 !n ,i %\ld feel no desire1 except ! ,"l gave x me4 ,:5 we are 9 bondage ( _s1 ! he>t is contract$1 & we c feel = no "o b ourselves2 b :5 love op]ates1 & keeps ! he>t op51 we c !n sympa?ize ) ! ,"l's afflict$ ones2 our he>ts are enl>g$ to !m1 to _! ,"l1 & to ! tru? z x is 9 ,jesus4 ,z ^! sweet s5sations ( love are felt1 we melt & m\rn4 ,^! are ! sweete/ mom5ts ( my life1 & _m su* ,i h _h ^! ?ree weeks pa/4 ,^! cause me songs 9 ! h\se ( my pilgrimage1 yet ,i _c s+1 ,i c only look on1 & wond]1 :ile ! ,angel does m>vell\sly be=e me4 ,i am b l[ 9 body1 & a sweet l[ness ( m9d1 & "h ,i am mo/ safe3 ,i beg = ! increase ( x1 b ,i am fe>ful ( los+ x1 kn[+ t ! ,son ( ,man is at times tak5 away3 !n d we fa/ 9 ^? days4 ,b we are gett+ home--happy meet+ by & by-- ,!re may ,i meet my s9c]e fri5ds1 ,amid/ ! ransom'd ?rong2 ,:]e love & fri5d%ip h no end1 ,& y w jo9 ! song4 ,love to ,mrs4 ,h4 & ,*ildr5--excuse ha/e4 ,y\r's1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,v4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,april #ab1 #ahai4 ,to ! ,,same4 ,,my ,,de> ,,sir1 ,i hope y\r fai? is fix$ ^u1 & gr[+ into1 a mo/ div9e acqua9tance ) ! ?ree gr& ,favors ! gospel holds out to y2 ea* adorable ,p]son 9 ! ev] adorable ,tr9ity1 proclaim+1 ,i am ?y ,god3 & ?is ,favor se5 ?r\gh a f\r?1 ev5 ! human nature ( ,*ri/2 :ile p>don1 ju/ification1 & ! gift ( ! ,holy ,_s1 also %9e ?r\gh ! ^w 9 y\r m9d3 ^! also produc+ love1 wond]1 & praise2 & ^! oppos$ by ! _w1 ! fle%1 & ! devil1 (t5 /irr+ up fe>1 rebellion1 & +ratitude1 till we are favor$ aga9 ) fre% p[]1 fre% views1 & fre% /r5g?2 enc\rag+ & confirm+ fai?1 hope1 & pati5ce1 & work+ 9 pray]1 he>+1 & read+1 till we f9d x sweet to talk1 m$itate1 & praise4 ,soon we %all see ?ree wond]s2 ,*ri/ 9 p]son1 ! angels 9 light1 & ! glorifi$ ,*ur* ( ! r$eem$ 9 full dress4 ,we are 9 our di%abille at pres5t2 ! _w kn[e? u n1 because x do? n yet appe> :at we %all be2 b we %all be l him1 z sure z we love him n[4 ,d tell ,mrs4 ,h4 ?is glory is = !m t wait = him1 !m t tru/ 9 him1 & !m :o love 8 v>i\s visits2 & ,i am sure ?is w enc\rage h]4 ,m>k x3 ^? :o hope 9 8 m]cy2 & t m]cy is ,*ri/4 ,y\r's1 truly1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,vi4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,dec4 #ai1 #ahag4 ,de> ,mr4 ,e4 ,:5 ! de> apo/les ( old wrote _! epi/les to ! *ur*es1 aft] hav+ /at$ ! glory & preci\sness ( ,*ri/1 !y g5]ally m5tion$ "s "n ( ! adorable ,fa!r1 z suit$ to t ,*ur* to :om !y wrote4 ,:5 ,pet] address$ ! *ur*es scatt]$ abroad1 dur+ ! p]secution "u ! pagan emp]ors1 he m5tion$ ! glori\s "* ( ,god1 z ! ,god ( all grace--all grace :i* !y c\ld ne$4--,paul m5tions to "o *ur*1 ! ,god ( hope2 to ano!r1 ! ,god ( pati5ce1 & ! ,god ( all consolation4 ,^! titles are exce$+ly preci\s2 & z !y are suit$ to ! *ur*es ( old1 !y are h&$ d[n to u1 z !y suit u n[2 & inde$ :atev] preci\s "* ! ,"l be>s1 x is 9 m]cy to u--^! are n empty titles1 b v important p>ts ( t "w1 und]tak5 by ! adorable ,tr9ity ere "t began4 ,x is surpris+ grace t ,god %\ld ev] g =? 9 creature acts ( love to u--t he %\ld pass by o!rs--t he %\ld occupy 8 ?\ghts ab\t u1 :o are b m]e worms1 clods ( e>?4 ,?is is wond]ful1 t he %\ld love u1 ?\gh fall51 pollut$1 di/ant1 & awfully rebelli\s--t he %\ld ev] visit1 abide1 & dwell ) u3 ?is is surpris+ grace1 /up5d\s m]cy inde$1 t ! ,"l %\ld ev] s5d a promise to ! he>t1 & make t promise good to su* unbeliev+1 unwor?y be+s4 ,^! ?+s w1 no d\bt1 a/oni% ! sa9ts ( ,god 9 glory = ev]4 ,o1 t !y _h bett] effect ^u our he>ts6 & ! reason :y !y h n1 is ow+ to ! weakness ( our fai?2 & fai? is weak5$ z ! ^w ( ,god1 ! ?rone ( ,god1 & ! p ( ,god are neglect$4 ,z s9 is w9k$ at1 & lies ^u ! m9d almo/ unse51 &1 ( c\rse1 unlam5t$--?is weak5s preci\s fai?4 ,may ! ,"l keep up ^? two useful ag5ts 9 our s\ls1 ,wat*ful & ,all-pray]4 ,) respect to myself1 ,i am kept passive 9 my ,"l's h&s4 ,i s5sibly feel my situation2 ,i am c]ta9ly v l[1 b ,i h _m m]cies4 ,my fai? & confid5ce increases 9 ! ,"l's designs1 at lea/1 9 ! end design$2 & :5 ,i am tri$ en\gh1 ,i %all come =? z gold4 ,jesus is a ref9] & purify]2 8 de> p are comp>$ to gold & silv]--if !y 7 only wood5 vessels1 !y w\ld be burnt ) ! fire ( tribulation2 b !n1 ?\gh !y _c be consum$1 ! apo/le intimates _! works--"s hay1 /raw1 & /ubble--mu/ be burnt1 ?\gh himself %all be sav$1 yet s z by fire4 ,y\r's1 truly1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,vii4 ,a*or's ,vale1 ,june #ad1 #ahai4 ,mrs4 ,e4 ,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1 ,i tru/ y are bett] 9 heal? ?an y 02 ,i feel v anxi\s ab\t y bo?2 ,i pray ,god to sp>e y1 to see 8 good h& ( grace t[>d me2 & t he has he>d _m pray]s on my behalf1 al?\gh he has n he>d !m 9 ! way ,i reque/$2 b ?\gh ! ,"l (t5 *anges 8 promise1 yet1 he nev] breaks 8 promise4 ,he (t5 *anges ! promise ( a temporal bless+ into a spiritual good2 b he nev] *anges 8 m9d nor falsifies 8 ^w--he is ! only fai?ful ,fri5d on :om we c rely2 all o!rs are l glasses1 !y are to be us$1 b no weight to be put ^u !m4 ,h5ce ! comm&1 ,tru/ ye n 9 a fri5d2 lean n too heavy1 nor build ^u glass4 ,?is bless+ is ! gift ( ,god1 x is grace giv5 to ! fri5d2 & x is wor?y ( obs]vation1 t a disposition to act fri5dly1 is f ,god1 & ! befri5d$ %\ld look to ,jesus ?r\gh ! fri5d1 z ,*ri/ %9es ?r\gh !m4 ,& ?is is evid5c$ by ! effects produc$1 because x draws up ! m9d to ! ,savi\r 9 a way ( gratitude & wond]1 love & praise4 ,i w magnify ! ,"l ) a song4 ,! %all please ! ,"l bett] ?an a bullock t ha? horns & ho(s4 ,?is is ! way ! ,"l deals1 at times1 ) me2 :5 p>ticul>ly s5sible ( s91 ,i confess1 supplicate1 plead1 & submit2 if grief ov]fl[1 ,i pray1 read mu*1 & ?9k2 & :5 ,i am favor$ ) ! lea/ glimpse ( 8 face1 or a s5sation ( 8 love1 or a little life 9 my _s1 !n ,i praise1 love1 adore1 & (f] up ! sacrifice ( ?anksgiv+--?is is call$ ! calves ( ! lips4 ,i h n writt5 my ?\ghts on ! subject we la/ disc\rs$ on1 b %all by & by1 ,god will+4 ,i h be5 mu* griev$ lately t ,mr4 -- has made use ( su* w>m expressions 9 ! pulpit1 conc]n+ ! decrees ( ,god4 ,:at he has ass]t$ are und\bt$ tru?s1 b ,i object to ! mann] 9 :i* !y are /at$4 ,i h no objection to ! prea*+ ^! awful & sublime subjects1 b x requires a man ( "s wisdom to /ate !m prop]ly1 or else ! subject may be r5d]$ disgu/ful1 ev5 to believ]s !mselves4 ,god has *os5 8 p 9 ,*ri/ be=e ! _w began3 ?is is a tru? wor?y ( our deepe/ reg>d2 t ! ,"l %\ld cause millions & millions ( be+s1 angels & m51 to rise 9 8 inf9ite m9d1 & out ( !m to select a p = himself1 to ! glory ( 8 own "n1 &1 z a ,sov]eign1 to display ^u !m ! ri*es ( 8 grace--?is 0 ! fav\r %ew$ !m1 & ?is fav\r is call$ grace1 elect+ sov]eign grace1 because he pass$ ! re/ by1 he did n conf] on !m ?is fav\r4 ,no reason c be assign$ = ?is1 b 8 own sov]eign good-w4 ,! re/ he pass$ by2 he did n *oose !m to damn !m1 nor pr$e/9ate !m to be damn$1 nor make !m on purpose to damn !m2 t 0 n ! bus9ess2 he pass$ !m by 9 ref]5ce to 8 act1 b he *ose ! re/1 bo? angels & m51 9 ! de> ,cov5ant ,head1 & fix$ !m1 /&+ mo/ secure 9 ,*ri/1 be=e !y fell4 ,^? :om ! ,"l pass$ by1 /ood 9 ,adam only2 "h !y s9n$1 fell1 & became guilty3 z !y gr[ up1 !y evid5ce ,god has pass$ !m by1 z !y live & die reg>dless ( ,god1 ignorant ( ! ,savi\r1 & he>t enemies to him2 b z ,god did n *oose ! elect = any =ese5 good 9 !m1 or done by !m1 s nei!r did he pass by ! re/ because !y w\ld be s vile1 b he *ose ! "o 9 ! ri*es ( 8 grace1 & pass$ by ! o!r 9 8 div9e sov]eignty4 ,m>k--he does n damn !m because he is a ,sov]eign1 & has a "r to d x2 ,no1 he only pass$ by !m z a ,sov]eign1 & he puni%es !m because !y hate him1 & h s awfully sign$ aga9/ him1 s t our ,god is holy1 graci\s1 sov]eign1 & j4 ,i ?\ght x acceptable to y1 to drop y ?is l9e1 to /ate ! simple tru? z x is 9 scripture2 a subject t puzzl$ me = _m ye>s1 & :i* has /ill a my/]y 9 x t we _c compreh5d2 yet !re is en\gh reveal$ to fai? to receive1 admire1 & adore4 ,& z to ! damnation ( infants1 :i* ,mr4 -- advanc$ la/ ,sunday1 ! scriptures are sil5t ab\t x2 nor d ,i ?9k x =ms any "p ( ! gospel :i* ,jesus & ,paul prea*$4 ,we h no?+ to d ) x4 ,:]e ! bible has no m\?1 we ought to h no e>s4 ,i am ( op9ion t *ildr5 are sav$1 b ,i h no positive scripture = x--z ! glories ( heav5 are r describ$ by negatives1 :at !y are n1 s ! salvation ( *ildr5 is by a negative also1 :]e !y are n2 = 9 ! acc\nt ( ^? t are lo/1 & 9 hell n[1 & w be puni%$ !re1 we read no?+ ( *ildr54 ,our de> fri5d ,mr4 ,fosset1 wi%es me to write on ^! subjects1 at ! next *ur* meet+1 to set ?is matt] at re/ a little1 by expla9+ ! subject 9 my simple1 humble mann]4 ,:at a m]cy ! ,"l has n pass$ u by1 z he might h done2 & z an evid5ce he loves u1 he has giv5 u "s ta/e ( t love1 & creat$ 8 fe> 9 our he>ts4 ,y\r's ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,viii4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,sept4 #ae1 #ahah4 ,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1 ,mr4 ,c4 ,i ?ank y k9dly = ! loan ( books4 ,i return y ! ,pamphlet writt5 by ,mr4 ,gadsby4 ,i q agree ) him 9 8 views ( ! ,moral ,law1 :i* is commonly t]m$ s1 b :i* ! ,apo/le /iles spiritual4 ,i consid] ! ,gospel ( ! grace ( ,god1 ! ,fa!r's w to u1 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 conta9+ ,promises1 ,decl>ations ( ,m]cy1 ,imitations1 ,precepts1 & ,exhortations1 to be ! only1 & all-suffici5t ,rule ( a ,*ri/ian4 ,^! are n 9 opposition to ! holy ,law ( ,god1 b !y f> excel x 9 glory1 & z _m z walk accord+ to ?is ,rule1 peace be on !m4 ,*ri/ is our ,k+ & our ,law-giv]1 he has fulfill$ ! ,law = 8 ,*ur*1 br\ght 9 an ev]la/+ righte\sness = our ju/ification2 he has put away s9 by ! sacrifice ( himself1 & he lives a life ( m$iation = all :o come to ,god ?r\gh him4 ,! ,holy ,_s illum9ates ! m9d2 reveals p>don to ! consci5ce2 & %$s abroad ! love ( ,god 9 ! he>t1 plants 8 fe> 9 ! s\l1 & enables u to take ! w ( ,god = our ,rule1 z x is express$ 9 ! ,gospel4--,?is is our rule ( walk1 conduct1 & conv]sation--! ,"l help u to walk 9 ?is light1 z ,god is 9 ! light4 ,b ,i ?9k x is cruel = any ,prea*] or ,au?or1 :o pr(esses to be a lead] ( ,god's p1 to s5d !m to ! ,law1 9 any s5se :atev]4 ,e worldl+ & pr\d ,ph>isee %\ld be s5t !re1 till !y are taught _! ne$ ( ,*ri/4 ,b an humble1 reg5]ate p]son1 %\ld always be direct$ to ! ,"l ,jesus1 to ! ?rone ( grace1 & to ! glori\s ,gospel ( grace4 ,none b worldly ,wisem5 w ev] direct ei!r a bur!n$ ,pilgrim1 or a consi/5t believ]1 to ! ,law4 ,john ,bunyan met ) su* a director1 b :at 8 feel+s 7 he tells y3 ,fir/1 he =sook ! advice3 ( ! ,gospel ,m9i/]1 ,evangeli/1 :o gave him ?is direction1 ,look unto ,jesus4 ,secondly1 ,he tri$ to raise a prejudice 9 8 m9d aga9/ ! ,m9i/]s :o prea* free grace4 ,?irdly1 ,he direct$ him to g by ! high hill t he po9t$ to4 ,?is is ! way t seeme? "r to a man1 b x is fall+ f grace3 ! _s ( bondage began to "w on 8 m9d2 8 fe>s ( ! curse ( ?is brok5 ,cov5ant increas$2 8 guilt 0 deep] felt1 because he 0 out ( ! way4 ,a s5se ( ,god's ang] fla%$ on 8 _s1 & ! dread ( damnation ov]came him4 ,he quak$ = fe>4 ,?is is com+ to ,m\nt ,s9ai inde$1 & ?is is all ! ,law c d1 viz4 ,conv9ce & condemn--& ^! feel+s1 m or less1 att5d ^? :o are seek+ to ! ,law = life1 hope1 peace1 & salvation2 or t cleave to x 9 any s5se :atev]3 = :at ?+s soev] ! law sai?1 x sai? to !m t are "u x1 :e!r !y are 9 a pr(ession or out ( x2 & z _m z are ( ! works ( ! law1 are "u ! curse ( x--b we are r$eem$ f t brok5 cov5ant1 t we %\ld s]ve ! ,"l ,jesus 9 ! newness ( ! _s1 & n 9 ! oldness ( ! lett]4 ,b d read :at ,evangeli/ says ( su* ,law ,prea*]s1 & ,directors1 9 8 conv]sation ) ! ,pilgrim1 :5 he met him ne> ,mr4 ,legality's ,h\se4 ,may y & ,i walk 9 ,*ri/1 die to s91 & live m to ,god4--,k9d respects to ,mrs4 ,c4 & ,bro!r4 ,y\r's1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,ix4 ,a*or's ,vale1 ,may #f1 #ahai4 ,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1 ,miss ,,braes1 ,hi/ory relates a poor ag$ man1 :o _h once be5 s]viceable to 8 c\ntry1 & 0 condemn$ by a ,tyrant to be />v$ to dea? 9 prison4 ,all 7 a/oni%$ t he did n die1 see+ no food 0 br\ght to him2 b x 0 f\nd aft]w>ds t 8 m>ri$ daught] visit$ him twice a day1 & gave him suck f h] own brea/4 ,?is is an in/ance ( filial affection4 ,y h act$ almo/ z k9d1 9 its degree1 to me2 & ) y\r de> aunt1 y h (t5 soo!d my sorr[s ) ! milk ( human k9dness4 ,may my ,"l rew>d x ano!r day4 ,y h he>d my poor feeble s]mons ) pleasure1 especially :5 ,i h be5 enabl$ to po9t out ! beauties1 & glories ( ! ,fri5d ( guilty man4 ,i hope ,i am only le>n+ bett] h[ to extol & magnify ! grace1 ! love1 ! p]son1 & "w ( him1 :o1 to a grace-taught eye1 is fair] ?an ! *ildr5 ( m54 ,i h1 inde$1 fell into a place :]e two seas meet--! malice ( ,satan & ! p[] ( man2 yet1 ?r\gh grace1 & :5 x is well ) me1 ,i h ?is confid5ce1 ,i %all arise2 b h[1 & :51 ,i leave x ) ,god4 ,i am at times tr\bl$ ab\t x1 b at o!r times ,i c ca/ t burd5 on ! ,"l4 ,i wi% x laid 9 my p[] to write some?+ to y ( ! de> ,savi\r1 t w\ld lead y to admire & adore him4 ,i h said a little ab\t him1 b1 alas1 x 0 little inde$4 ,he is ! bright ,sun 9 ! firmam5t ( heav51 all ! millions ( angels & spirits ( j m5 :o are n[ 9 glory1 look ^u him ) wond] & delight2 & :ile !y gaze1 he fills !m ) joy1 ) peace1 ) love1 & ) ! mo/ solid satisfaction4 ,!y wond]$ at 8 love :5 on e>?1 t he %\ld ev] ble$ & agonize1 sigh & die = !m2 b1 :at mu/ !y ?9k n[ !y see him 9 8 full glory8 ,& n[ !y range ! heav5ly pla9s1 ,& s+ 8 love 9 sweete/ /ra9s2 ,or1 ov]:elm'd ) rapture sweet1 ,s9k d[n1 ador+ at 8 feet4 ,because he is s glori\s1 s beautiful1 s lovely1 & s k9d4 ,he saw :at poor guilty creatures we %\ld be1 condemn$ to et]nal mis]y & woe4 ,he knew we c\ld n help ourselves out ( ?is /ate4 ,he knew ,god 0 j 9 condemn+ u1 & he knew t ,god1 z an un*angeable ,be+1 c\ld n alt] 8 oa?1 ,z ,i live1 ! s\l t s9ne? %all die6 ,we _h brok5 8 ,law2 we 7 born 9 s92 we w5t a/ray f infancy1 & mu/ h /ray$ into ev]la/+ d>kness1 b1 ,) pity+ eye ! ,pr9ce ( ,peace1 ,beheld our helpless grief4 ,he took our nature1 engag$ to fulfil ! ,law we _h brok51 & pay ! dreadful debt ( suff]+4 ,?is he did he>tily = u1 & is n[ 9 glory1 plead+ ! virtue ( t "w1 & receiv+ all t come to ,god by him4 ,s+1 oh ye heav5s1 ,jesus ha? done x1 & done x1 ,i tru/1 = my de> "y ,fri5d1 to :om ,i write ) pleasure4 ,ne$ ,i say to y t y /& 9 ne$ ( ?is ,savi\r8 ,i hope y are 9 a little measure conv9c$ ( x1 & at times1 :5 no eye c see y b ! ,savi\r's1 y s5d up _m an humble wi%1 f]v5t desires1 & e>ne/ brea?+s1 t ! ev]-bless$ ,_s w\ld tea* y ,*ri/1 & %ew y t y\r s9s are p>don$1 t y\r int]e/ is sure1 & t ! de> ,"l ?\ght ^u y :5 he engag$ to die = s9n]s--t he ?\ght ^u y :5 he ent]$ into ! g>d5 ( sorr[1 & :5 he said1 ,x is f9i%$6 ,d (t51 secretly lift up y\r he>t to him1 say+1 ,"l %ew me t ?\ love/ me4 ,?is is done by ! ,_s & by ! ,^w4 ,may he be v preci\s to y2 & d rememb] he ha? said1 ,!y t seek me %all f9d me4 ,bless$ is %e t believe?1 = !re %all be a p]=mance ( ^? ?+s t are told h] f ! ,"l4 ,& n[ d accept my s9c]e/ ?anks = y\r affectionate k9dness4 ,y\r's1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,x4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,may #af1 #ahai4 ,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1 ,mrs4 ,,h>ris1 ,i am sorry to he> ( y\r indisposition1 b hope also to he> soon ( y\r recov]y4 ,i take ?is opportunity ( ackn[l$g+ h[ mu* ,i feel indebt$ to y = y\r long conc]n = my be/ int]e/1 & y\r grief = my trials2 b ,i ?9k ,god has giv5 y _m tok5s ( my future good1 by _m graci\s impressions on y\r m9d 9 y\r sleep+ h\rs1 & ,i tru/ we %all n be mi/ak5 9 !m1 al?\gh we are apt to con/rue su* impressions to m]e temporal advantages1 j z ! ,apo/les did ( our de> ,"l's k+dom & gov]nm5t2 !y all ?\ght he 0 come to set up a temporal k+dom1 b :5 !y 7 fill$ ) ! ,holy ,_s !y und]/ood ! subject bett]4 ,?is _w is n our re/1 we are n born m]ely to pass our lives 9 ?is1 b to be look+ out = a bett] & m endur+ home3 yet1 alas1 h[ prone are we to fix our t5ts "h1 9 ?is _w ( unc]ta9ty & tr\ble4 ,i tru/ my de> fri5d has a little hope ( a bett] _w4 ,y h (t5 he>d ( an et]nal glory1 & ,i am sure x w be a heav5 wor? dy+ =4 ,_m ( ! p ( ! _w ru% into w>s & blood%$1 ! ru9s ( c\ntries & ! di/ress ( nations1 m]ely to get a great "n1 & t x might be said !y di$ honorably 9 ! field ( battle4 ,poor delud$ creatures1 ?is 0 n wor? dy+ =2 hon\r & fame is b a noise1 a vap\r1 a puff1 & a brea?4 ,b we want to die to obta9 a glori\s et]nity1 to see ! de> ,savi\r1 to be ) him1 & to be l him2 to see him ) our enlight5$ und]/&+s1 till ! la/ trumpet %all s\nd1 & our bodies be rais$ f ! dead1 /rong1 beautiful1 & glori\s1 & ! s\l & body meet aga9 ) rapture1 to be fill$ ) ! joy ( ! ,"l1 to he> ! welcome s5t5ce ( ! de> ,r$eem]1 & see him smile on u1 creat+ our heav51 & delight+ u ) 8 love2 op5+ our m9ds to receive ! k ( ,god 9 8 glori\s p]sons1 ! greatness ( 8 grace1 ! displays ( 8 wisdom & p[]--8 tru?1 condesc5sion1 fai?fulness1 & m]cy 9 our et]nal salvation4 ,i tru/ my de> k9d ,fri5d c say %e humbly desires only ,*ri/ & an int]e/ 9 him1 to "k t h] s9s are p>don$ by him1 & t %e lives 9 ! t5d]e/ affections ( 8 he>t4 ,! scriptures decl>e t y d live !re1 b y want to feel x = y\rself2 yet1 ,i hope y c say1 f :at little y d "k1 y dep5d ^u ,*ri/ z ,god-,man & ,m$iator1 ^u 8 mo/ bless$ "w1 z y\r acceptance ) ! ,fa!r1 only y want ! graci\s ,holy ,_s to %ew y s mu* ( ,*ri/ z to cause y to love him above all ?+s1 & to give y ! cle>e/ assurance ( 8 love to y4 ,d take notice4 ,?is little k y h ( him1 & ?is desire aft] him1 ?is humble dep5d5ce ^u him1 & r5\nc+ all o!rs1 is really believ+ 9 him4 ,may ! ,"l bless !e & keep !e1 be y\r lead]1 guide1 & com=t4 ,k9d love to y\r ,niece1 & all enquir+ fri5ds & acqua9tance4--,i mu/ conclude ?is lett]1 ) "s ,rem>ks ,i h met ) on ! v great diff]5ce betwe5 an ,acqua9tance & a ,fri5d4 ,y\r's truly1 ,ruhamah4 ,,acqua9tance & ,,fri5ds ,,di/9ct ,,*>act]s4 ,,fall5 man an err+ creature is1 ,&1 b5t on err+1 errs 9 ?is3 ,he =ms connections )\t end1 ,& calls ea* intimate a ,fri5d4 ,b 'twixt ! two a diff]5ce lies1 ,&1 oh6 h[ great is our surprize-- ,to view ! *>act]s m ne>1 ,h[ va/ me diff]5ce does appe>4 ,acqua9tance cries1 to ease my woe1 ,be w>m'd1 be fill'd--& (f !y g4 ,my ,fri5d pres5ts ! ?+ ,i ne$1 ,! "o's 9 ^w1 ! o!r de$4 ,:ile pleas+ pl5ty cr[ns my cup1 ,acqua9tance spr+s l mu%rooms up2 ,b woeful want creeps =? to light1 ,& ea* betakes himself to flight4 ,yet sometimes "o ( human k9d4 ,9 ?is dull day rema9s beh9d2 ,& 'tis my ,fri5d1 = only he ,c>es = ! *ild ( mis]y4 ,acqua9tance see me g a/ray3 ,b he mu/ look to t !y say4 ,my ,fri5d seeks out my devi\s track1 ,o'ertakes me1 & conducts me back4 ,if sick1 or into prison ?r[n1 ,my ,fri5d /ill makes my case 8 own1 ,& 9 my *amb] or my cell ,e/eems x 8 delight to dwell4 ,! utmo/ my ,acqua9tance d1 ,:ile ^! great deeps ,i'm pass+ ?r\gh1 ,is1 squeeze ?is pray] out n[ & !n-- ,heav'n s5d him safely out aga94 ,acqua9tance are b sons ( e>?2 ,!y reli% well ! h\se ( mir?1 ,b 9 ! m\rn]'s dwell+ place ',tis real pa9 to %ew 8 face4 ,"h m>k my ,fri5d1 he 9 ! h\r ,( ke5 temptation's d>kness p[]1 ,/&s by me all ! season long1 ,) a sweet promise on 8 tongue4 ,he be>s my company till dea?1 ,:il/ on my v late/ brea?2 ,& 9 8 la/ k9d act ( love1 ,po9ts to my ,fa!r's h\se above4 ,!n :ile ,i soj\rn "h bel[1 ,let ,fri5d include all names ,i "k2 ,& be x fell[-creature's pride ,to "k no o!r "n beside4--,am54 ,,lett] ,,xi4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,feb4 #be1 #ahai4 ,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1 ,i4 ,r4 ,,esq4 ,i am a%am$ ,i h be5 s dilatory 9 answ]+ y\r k9d lett] ( ! #aj? in/ant4 ,i read x ) mo/ exquisite delight4 ,i int5d$ a v long epi/le = y1 b ,i mu/ /ill rema9 t 9 y\r debt1 :i* ,i w fai?fully pay ! e>lie/ opportunity4 ,ye/]day ,i 0 j sitt+ d[n to drop y a l9e1 b 0 sudd5ly surpriz$ to he> ( y\r indisposition4 ,i fe> y\r daily vexations h hurt y\r n]v\s sy/em1 & di/ress$ y\r m9d2 nor h y mu* p[] to be> !m--we all want /r5g? to endure tribulation4 ,we want p[] to /& 9 ! evil day1 t we may n fall be=e x4 ,i h (t5 be5 pleas$1 edifi$1 & com=t$ ) t v preci\s ,promise1 xliii4 ,isa4 8,:5 ?\ passe/ ?r\gh ! fire1 ?\ %alt n be burn$2 :5 ?\ passe/ ?r\gh ! wat]s1 !y %all n ov]fl[ !e1 = ,i am ) !e40 ,i tru/ ?is promise w be fulfill$ 9 our exp]i5ce till dea?1 & 9 dea?4 ,i feel anxi\s ab\t y\r heal? ( body4 ,i judge y\r feel+s4 ,i "k y\r /ate ( m9d4 ,we ne$ ,div9e keep+ 9 e ?+ we d1 & 9 e /ep we take4 ,h5ce1 ,david pray$3 ,pres]ve me1 ,o ,god1 = 9 !e d ,i put my tru/4 ,leave me n de/itute4 ,does n ?is pray] suit y well8 x does me4 ,yet ,i feel happy ! ,"l is lead+ y to see ! vanity ( all ?+s bel[ ! />s2 ! empt9ess ( ! creature1 ! s9 ( y\r nature1 9 hew+ out ci/]ns1 yea1 brok5 ci/]ns1 t c hold1 reta91 no wat]4 ,no soon] are creature com=ts 91 b !y run out aga94 ,yet1 alas1 h[ awful = mank9d to =sake ! liv+ f\nta9 :i* nev] w be exhau/$1 or run dry6 ,! adorable ,tr9ity 9 unity1 is t f\nta91 ea* glori\s p]son is s repres5t$1 because !y are equal 9 p[]1 maje/y1 glory1 & goodness4 ,god is love1 & ?is glori\s ,god-head includes ! ?ree ,holy ,ones4 ,:at a m]cy = u1 !y div9ely condesc5d$ to ent] into cov5ant ab\t u1 su* hell-des]v+ s9n]s z we are1 & 9 ! prospect ( our mis]ies1 made ample provision = u1 t we might be inf9ite ga9]s by ! fall1 & ,god = ev] glorifi$ 9 t great bus9ess ( r$emption & grace4--,9 ?is glori\s cov5ant our s9s 7 made ov] to ,*ri/1 & 8 righte\sness made ov] to u4 ,?is 0 secur$ by ! promise1 & ! oa? ( ,god2 confirm$ by ! blood ( ! de> ,savi\r2 made kn[n 9 ! ,gospel1 & br\ght to ! fai? ( an humble believ]4 ,aft] ! s5se & assurance ( ?is bless+1 we be+ fir/ conv9c$ ( s91 & fe>+ ,god's wra?1 ! day ( dea?1 ! la/ judgm5t & et]nity1 we d\bt1 fe>1 pray1 hope1 aspire1 desire1 long1 & !n gr[ c>eless1 lukew>m1 indiff]5t1 dead1 till guilt is felt aga91 or tr\ble arises1 or affliction comes on2 !n we get al>m$1 quick5$1 & anxi\s aga9 to read our title cle>1 to see ! int]e/ ,*ri/ has 9 u1 & ! int]e/ we h 9 him2 to "k t our s9s are =giv5 u1 t ,god is at peace ) u1 t ! law is magnifi$1 s9 put away1 a door op5 9 heav5 t no s9 9 future c %ut2 dea? left /+less1 judgm5t n at all dread$1 because we %all see him :om we adore1 admire1 & love2 we %all be made l him1 we %all get rid ( s94 ,s91 our wor/ enemy be=e1 ,%all vex our eyes & s\ls no m2 ,b e p[] f9d sweet employ ,9 ,*ri/'s et]nal _w ( joy4 ,i beg ! ,"l1 ! ,holy ,_s1 to give y sup]natural ideas ( ,*ri/1 s z to ende> him to y\r he>t1 & make y long to tell ( 8 "n & fame2 to make y wise2 to be z wise z ,paul1 & z eloqu5t z ,apollos2 t y might po9t =? ! ,div9e excell5cies ( ,jesus to poor s9n]s4 ,i tru/ y\r life w be sp>$ = ?is purpose1 x is ! only ?+ wor? liv+ =4 ,*ri/ is ! d>l+ ( ! ,fa!r1 & ! gr& object ( ! ,_s's glorification3 angels adore him1 sa9ts admire him1 & 9 our poor feeble way1 oh t we c\ld love him ) e p[] & passion1 ) e memb] & faculty ( body1 s\l & _s4 ,may ?is in/rum5t ( t5 /r+s sweetly s\nd 8 de> fame4 ,! mo/ pa9ful lesson we h to le>n1 is ! evil ( our he>ts1 ! malice ( ! devil1 ! weakness ( our own arm1 & our utt] impossibility to d any "o good ?+ )\t ,*ri/3 sep>at$ f him1 we c d no?+1 no m ?an a dead bran* c gr[1 t is cut (f & ?r[n aside4 ,! nature1 ext5t1 & spirituality ( ! law1 & our condemnation by x1 ! p]son1 ! glory1 & "w ( ,*ri/1 z ! head ( ! *ur*1 & ! ,savi\r ( ! body4 ,?is is ! ma9 subject1 & ! v>i\s displays ( ! (fices ( ,god1 ! ,holy ,_s1 z ! glorifi] ( ,*ri/4 ,?is subject is ! ,gospel itself1 & ! long] ,i live1 ! m bless$ ,i see ?is tru?4 ,! ,son ( man is come to save t :i* 0 lo/4 ,?is is an enc\ragem5t to my s\l1 & ! v basis ( my hope4 ,"h alone is ! way ( access to ,god1 to ! ,?rone1 & to ,heav54 ,may ! ,_s sanctify1 & bless y2 be> te/imony ) y\r _s1 t y are a *ild ( ,god4 ,?is w be spiritual heal? 9 bodily sickness2 ?is w light life 9 dea?1 & gild ! gloomy horrors ( ! tomb1 z ! celebrat$ ,dr4 ,"y says1 & ) :i* ,i conclude my epi/le4 ,religion6 ?\ ! s\l ( happ9ess1 ,&1 groan+ ,calv>y1 ( !e3 !re %9e ,! noble/ tru?s3 !re /ronge/ motives /+3 ,!re sacr$ viol5ce assaults ! s\l2 ,!re no?+ b compulsion is =borne4 ,c love allure u8 or c t]ror awe8 ,he weeps6--! fall+ drop puts out ! sun4 ,he sigh6--! sigh e>?'s deep f\ndation %akes4 ,if 9 8 love s t]rible1 :at !n ,8 wra? inflam'd8 ,8 t5d]ness on fire8 ,l s(t1 smoo? oil1 out-blaz+ o!r fires8 ,pray d let me "k h[ y are 9 heal? z soon z y c4--,k9d love to ,mrs4 ,r4 wi%+ y a heal?y body & a prosp]\s s\l4 ,i rema91 ,de> fri5d1 ,y\r's truly1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,xii4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,m>* #af1 #ahai4 ,to ,i4 ,r4 ,,esq4 ,,my ,,de> ,,sir1 ,i am truly happy to he> t ! ,"l has re/or$ y aga9 9 "s measure to heal?4 ,i 0 mu* affect$ at ! news ( y\r sudd5 indisposition1 & knew n :at 0 ! w ( ,god conc]n+ y1 b ?r\gh m]cy1 ,i tru/ y\r sp>$ life is = ! glory ( ,god1 & w be a means ( y\r increas+ 9 k1 t y\r m9d may be bett] prep>$ = ! special ,s]vice ( ,god1 & t y may be ready to take y\r flight z soon z ! ,"l1 ! ,ma/] come? & calle? = y4 ,e attack ( ! con/itution is a mess5g] s5t to let u "k our frailty3 ^! tab]nacles ( fle% are b weak1 & hang on a prec>i\s ?read2 our bones are ! /akes1 ! cords are ! s9ews1 & ! brea? is ! ma9 pill>4 ,great ,god1 on :at a sl5d] ?read hangs ev]la/+ ?+s2 ! et]nal /ate ( all ! dead hangs on su* feeble /r+s4 ,god has laid an ev]la/+ f\ndation = 8 de> p 9 ! ev]la/+ cov5ant2 ! effect ( 8 ev]la/+ love1 ! pr(\nd dep? ( 8 inf9ite wisdom1 :i* has secur$ an ev]la/+ salvation1 by an ev]la/+ righte\sness1 :i* w be to ! ev]la/+ praise ( ,jehovah1 & to ! ev]la/+ joy ( 8 de> *ur*4 ,!n at 8 ?rone our cr[ns we'll ca/1 ,& %\t1 ,i am sav$1 ,i am sav$ at la/6 ,y\r indisposition1 & inde$ e o!r calamity is z t mess5g] ( :om ! prophet ,eli%a gave ord]s to notice1 ,look1 z :5 ! mess5g] come?1 hold him fa/1 & %ut to ! door1 is n ! s\nd ( 8 ma/]'s feet beh9d8 ,s may we deta9 e message ( sorr[4 ,ask ! "q1 ,:y is ?is s5t me8 :at does he say f 8 ma/]8 ,b :y ask ?is8 ! s\nd ( ,*ri/ is he>d1 ,behold1 ,i come quickly4 ,our deep conc]n ( s\l1 & e conviction ( s91 e fe> ( dea?1 judgm5t1 & et]nity %\ld be ent]ta9$1 ?\ght ov]1 & made use (1 to g to ,god )1 & entreat ! manife/ation ( p>don+ love & m]cy4 ,h5ce1 he has promis$ to be f\nd ( !m t seek him1 to be f\nd z a ,god 9 ,*ri/1 9 :om all fulness dwells1 & hav+ all ! bless+s ( an ev]la/+ cov5ant to be/[ ^u ! heirs ( promise4 ,he give? to !m j z !y ne$2 b ^! bless+s are only giv5 to ! poor & helpless1 ! lo/1 ! guilty1 & ! vile1 & till ?is is ! case ) u1 we c nev] be 9 e>ne/ ab\t ,*ri/1 & 8 ,salvation4 ,wret*es t feel :at help !y ne$1 w bless ! help+ h&2 & till ! ,savi\r puts =? 8 p[]1 we c d no m ?an ! m>9]s did ) ,jonah abo>d2 ! m5 r[$ h>d to br+ x to l&1 b ! sea wr\ght1 & 0 tempe/u\s aga9/ !m4 ,*ri/ is ! only "o :o c /ill ! tempe/ ( a di/ress$ m9d1 & br+ u on our knees1 exclaim+1 ,:at mann] ( man is ?is1 t ev5 ! w9ds & sea obey him4 ,?is is a com=t to me 9 my mo/ dre>y prospects4 ,i rema9 y\rs1 ,) respect1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,xiii4 ,london1 ,septemb] #aj1 #ahbj4 ,,my ,,mu* ,,belov$ ,,fri5d1 ,i4 ,r4 ,,esq4 ,mrs4 ,p4 did me ! honor to call on me la/ night ) ! v pa9ful news ( ! dep>ture ( y\r de> ,john4 ,a v>iety ( s]i\s ideas fl[$ into my m9d ^u he>+ ( y\r affect+ & s]i\s loss4 ,i knew h[ mu* y lov$ him1 h[ de> he 0 to y bo?2 ,i knew h[ v engag+ he _h become2 ,i consid]$ y\r feel+s on ! occasion1 nor 0 ,i )\t my fe>s1 le/ y %\ld reflect on y\rselves 9 tak+ him s long a j\rney4 ,i h also pictur$ to myself y\r abs5ce f ! little pi\s society ( fri5ds among/ u1 y\r l>ge & v5]able h\se4 ,rec5t dea? ( an ag$ p>5t1 ) none b /rang]s ar\nd y1 & a v>iety ( circum/ances beside2 ^!1 yes1 ^! ?+s dwell on my m9d1 & h l$ me to tr\ble y ) a l9e on ! sad occasion4 ,i hope an apology = intrusion is ne$less4 ,i write n to in=m my belov$ fri5ds1 b only to rem9d !m1 t e ev5t is absolutely decre$ by a ,god ( inf9ite wisdom2 n a /roke ( affliction1 nor a %aft ( dea? c possibly t\*1 b by ,div9e appo9tm5t4 ,! nature1 ! k9d1 ! "t1 ! age1 ! place 7 all arrang$ 9 ! un]r+ purposes ( ,god4 ,x 0 decre$ ! de> de> boy %\ld be tak5 to ,b4 ,hall1 !re ! ,"l w\ld s5d = him4 ,he has s5t = 8 own3 ! ,"l _h ! greate/ "r to him1 he 01 inde$1 l5t to 8 affectionate p>5ts1 b he is dem&$ back aga92 he 0 ! object ( 8 heav5ly fa!r's love1 he 0 ! prop]ty ( ,jesus1 & he mu/ be br\ght home to 8 h\se1 by 8 holy angels4 ,dea? inde$ is v t]rible to our natures1 x takes away ! d>l+s ( our he>ts1 & ! desire ( our eyes1 b x has transmitt$ y\rs to ! enjoym5t ( ,god 9 human nature3 ?is is ! accompli%m5t ( ,god's design 9 ?is provid5ce1 & ) holy joy y w "o day say1 ,he has done all ?+s well4 ,! de> boy1 l ,abraham 9 8 conv]sion1 has left 8 native c\ntry1 & gone into ! et]nal inh]itance1 :i* ,god has prep>$ = him1 & :i* he nev] saw or s\ght be=e4 ,l ,jacob1 he at ! comm& ( 8 ,god1 has return$ to 8 fa!r's h\se1 & 8 own spiritual & angelic k9dr$3 l ! ,israelites1 ?\gh 8 j\rney 0 %ort1 ,god op5$ a passage ?r\gh ! g>d5 ( dea?3 8 little j\rney is end$1 he sets 9 peace1 x is well4 ,f>ewell1 my de>-little fell[1 ,i %all kiss ?y little lips or press ?y little *eeks no m6 no1 no1 ! pa9ful task is assign$ to ?y de> p>5ts1 to see !e tak5 f _! arms1 & f _! h\se1 to ! solemn tomb1 ! sil5t1 ! d>k1 ! cold1 ! dre>y receptacle = suff]+ mortality4 ,happy voyag]1 h[ %ort ?y passage on ! sea ( ?is tribulat$ _w2 h[ %ort ?y /ay1 h[ swift ?y flight2 b :at ?y surprize to ent] into ano!r /ate ( love1 hol9ess1 joy1 & glory2 e little p[] exp&$1 & ! s\l plung$ 9 a mom5t into a sea ( bliss3 :at a glori\s transition1 :at a surprize1 & p]haps ! fir/ object x saw1 0 its little si/] at ! portals ( bliss1 wait+ to welcome him home1 al?\gh unkn[n be=e1 yet n[ kn[n to ea* o!r = ev]4 ,me?9ks ,i see !m meet & clasp ea* o!r ) holy innoc5t joy1 & if a ?\ght c\ld be indulg$1 or receiv$ ab\t _! belov$ p>5ts3 surely !y conv]se toge!r ab\t y3 b h>k1 !y speak to y6 !y bid y weep n2 7if ye lov$ u ye w\ld rejoice we are gone to our ,fa!r1 & ! _w see? u no m4 ,hallelujah47 ,i hope de> ,mrs4 ,r4 w be mo/ div9ely support$ "u ?is b]eavem5t4 ,i tru/ ! de> little "o 9 ,london w be re/or$ to be a com=t1 b de> ,john is ?is mom5t fre% 9 my m9d4 ,i judge y\r feel+s2 ,i am sorry y are s f> di/ant f u4 ,i h ! dep>ture ( my own belov$ daught] /ill 9 m9d1 ! ?\ght (t5 occurs3 well1 let u look up1 let u take c\rage1 we %all bless ,god = _! loss ano!r day2 we are left to endure _m a conflict1 _m a trial1 _m a grief1 b ! s(t h& ( ,jesus has wip$ (f ! te>s f 8 little face3 x is ours to suff] toil & grief1 till dea? transmits u1 burd5$ & tir$1 griev$1 & tri$1 to t glory :i* nev] fades away2 x is well = u t ! de> ,r$eem] has be5 ?r\gh ! t]ritories ( dea? & ! grave1 t he has tak5 ! /+ ( ! "o1 & ov]come ! o!r = u4 ,may 8 love solace y\r m9d2 may 8 grace reign 9 y\r he>ts2 may 8 p[] protect y1 & 8 v graci\s pres5ce *e] y\r s\ls2 ! sep>ation is pa9ful1 b x is %ort4 ,our days fly swiftly away1 ! night ( dea? w come on2 x may n be v di/ant1 b int]e/$ 9 ,jesus1 p>don$ & ju/ifi$1 influ5c$1 & l$ by 8 _s1 we %all meet 9 a bright]1 & bett] abode4 ,god bless y bo? toge!r ) 8 support+ h&4 ,s prays y\r sympa?iz+ fri5d1 & be/ wi%] 9 ,*ri/4 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,xiv4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,augu/ #ac1 #ahai4 ,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1 ,,mrs4 ,m4 ,i tru/ y are z well 9 m9d & body z y expect to be 9 a "t /ate4 ,i h cause to bless ,god = all ,i h exp]i5c$1 ev5 = ! bitt] pa? ( sorr[4 ,b ,i h _h mu* ( ! ,"l's goodness pass be=e me1 & he has manife/$ 8 de> "n to me1 z ! ,"l1 ! ,"l ,god1 graci\s & m]ciful1 abundant 9 goodness1 9 m]cy1 & tru?2 & ?\gh he c by no means 7( a s9n]'s devis+7 cle> ! guilty1 yet he has devis$ a plan1 9 inf9ite wisdom1 :]eby he c be j1 & yet ! ju/ifi] ( ! ungodly4 ,& x is our m]cy t we are br\ght f all confid5ce 9 ! fle%1 :ile a daily acqua9tance ) ! depravity ( our he>ts1 keeps u f tru/+ 9 self2 ! tr\bles ( life keep u f mak+ up our happ9ess 9 ! _w1 & ! hypocrisy ( pr(essors1 ) ! weakness ( ,god's own *ildr51 keeps u f look+ to1 & idoliz+ ! creature2 ?us we tread ! same pa? :i* ! pi\s prophet ,micah did1 :5 he wrote 8 sev5? *apt]1 & came to ?is bless$ conclusion1 ,!re=e w ,i look to ! ,"l3 ?is is all t ! bless$ _s aims at 9 br++ u l[ 9 s\l1 9 ! *ur*1 & 9 ! _w4 ,my "t flies fa/2 ,i dread to ent] into ! field ( battle aga94 ,i am weak] 9 myself ?an ev] ,i 01 b p]haps ! p[] ( ,*ri/ w ! m s5sibly re/ ^u me4 ,i hope to return ) ! olive bran* ( peace1 :ile our adorable ,noah op5s ! w9d[1 & puts =? 8 h& to receive me into ! ark4 ,i %\ld l to come to ! ,"l's family load$2 ,i "k !y are a ne$y p1 & ! ,"l has provid$ _m ?+s = !m3 he keeps a good table1 ?\gh ! family h n always an appetite to enjoy ! ri* provisions ( 8 h\se2 b ! ev]-k9d h\sehold] has provisions suit$ to e "o4 ,i hope1 !re=e1 to br+ ) me a little ( ! s9c]e milk ( ! ^w1 = ! *ildr51 t !y may gr[ !reby1 & "s solid meat = ^? :o are /rong3 ! fatt$ calf1 ! roa/$ pas*al lamb1 )\t a bitt5 h]b2 an olive b]ry1 f ! upp]mo/ b\gh2 ?ree loaves1 also "s unleav5$ bread1 & a cake1 bak$ "u ! tree4 ,"s butt] & neat honey f ! rock1 ) ! honey comb4 ,"s broil$ fi%1 also out ( ! sea ( ,tib]ias2 & z we may want a des]t also1 ,i hope to br+ "s apples1 "s nuts1 & almonds2 a bun* ( figs1 to take inw>dly1 or to make a plai/] (1 to lay on "s sore place4 ,"s good grapes ( ,e%col1 & pomegranates1 & m&rakes2 also a bottle ( new w9e1 well ref9$4 ,"s rock wat]1 cle> z *ry/al1 f ! well ( ,be?lehem2 ?is w be v *e]+ to "s ( ! family4 ,i hope also to br+ "s v beautiful fl[]s2 a lovely rose1 )\t a ?orn2 a rem>kable lily1 9 full bloom1 :i* gr[s 9 c]ta9 vallies1 & _m o!r lovely fl[]s2 "s only 9 bud1 & "s 9 full blossom3 b ,i h n m5tion$ "o-half ! good ?+s 9 our ma/]'s h\se4 ,let ^! suffice at pres5t4 ,i only want ability to get ?+s ready1 & !n to call ! gue/s1 & to deliv] out ! v>i\s portions1 z !y are design$3 b :at d y ?9k8 ?\gh ,i am su* a poor s]vitor1 yet my ma/] takes ! tr\ble to tea* me himself1 & ,i nev] get scold$1 )\t ,i act wrong1 & am always =giv51 ?\gh ,i am (t5 %ut up 9 ! coal cell>1 yet n half s (t5 z ,i des]ve4 ,ab\t ?ree ye>s ago ,i sadly neglect$ ! kit*51 & ! sett+ out ! table3 ,i grew v c>eless1 soil$ my liv]y1 & m+l$ ev5 ) ! v enemies ( my ma/]2 ?is 0 v ungrateful4 ,i lo/ my place by x1 & h be5 out ( place ?is two ye>s1 yet my ma/] is v k9d to me2 he keeps me all ! "t ,i am out ( place1 (t5 s5ds to me1 & has be5 sev]al times to see me4 ,he has =giv5 my folly1 & ,i expect to be hir$ aga91 ab\t ! n9? h\r ( ! day1 & !n ,i %all br+ all ! ?+s ,i h m5tion$1 & a good _m ?+s m4 ,i expect a d\ble honor ^u me1 = ,i hope to be /ew>d also1 z well z cook & butl]1 = y mu/ "k we h a *>m+ w>drobe1 & e "o ( 8 ,b5jam9s are to h five *anges ( raim5t2 "s are to be worn e day1 b o!rs only on c\rt days1 & public days4 ,! out] "o is to be always kept :ite1 & ?\gh bad fell[s ?r[ dirt on x1 yet we mu/ n d s ourselves4 ,:at !y ?r[ on u w n /ick1 b :at we d1 is sure to abide2 ?is is v rem>kable4 ,b ,i _h almo/ =got ! music1 a high s\nd+ organ1 a h>p ( t5 /r+s1 a cymbal1 a lute1 a viol91 a tabret1 & "s silv] trumpets1 z a dance is expect$1 xxxi4 ,j]emiah1 v]4 #d4--,we h also got 9 my ma/]'s h\se1 "s arm\r %oes1 :i* look v beautiful1 & fit e ones feet 9 ! family1 & !y are s /rong1 t !y are l iron & brass2 !re is a two-edg$ sword1 a battle-axe1 a helmet1 a %ield1 a brea/ plate1 & a b[ ) _m preci\s arr[s3 ?us y see h[ well we are provid$1 & 9 ord] to pass away our "t pleasantly1 & = our com=t & in/ruction1 we h a good collection ( books2 hi/ories1 records1 & anci5t settlem5ts1 & a w or te/am5t3 & w y believe x8 ,i ?9k y\r "n is 9 x4 ,i h n "t to tell y ab\t ! ornam5ts1 ) ! dresses1 b !re are e>-r+s1 nose jewels1 necklaces1 bracelets1 & all p[d]s ( ! m]*ant1 & z to money1 x has all ! k+'s /amp ^u x4 ,"s h b little1 b o!rs are well /or$ ) x2 & !re is b "o piece t is ev] lo/1 & :5 "o ( ! family has once _h x1 & lo/ x1 a light is br\ght1 ! h\se is swept1 & no re/ felt till x is f\nd aga94 ,may my de> fri5ds be ?us ent]ta9$ 9 ! banquet+ h\se1 :ile ! bann] ( love is display$ ov] _! heads4 ,grace be ) y all4--,k9d respects to y\r family4 ,y\r's1 ,ruhamah4 ,i once read an excell5t lett] on ?is subject1 9 ! ,gospel ,magaz9e4 ,i wi% y c\ld procure x = me2 x 0 writt5 _m ye>s ago4 ,,lett] ,,xv4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,may #b1 #ahai4 ,,my ,,de> ,,mrs4 ,f4 ,my he>t feels truly grateful1 t y rememb] me 9 my l[ e/ate4 ,!re are ?\s&s 9 a pr(ession1 :o boa/ mu* ( _! morality1 & good works1 & :o may boa/ 9 ! la/ day1 t !y h done _m wond]ful works2 b ,god lays ?is to _! *>ge1 !y are n griev$ = ! afflictions ( ,joseph6 ,su* hypocrites are g5]ally ! mo/ godly1 :]e !re are ! mo/ look]s on4 ,my deep tribulations h tri$ _m1 & !y h fl$ 9 ! day ( evil4 ,:at w\ld su* p]sons d1 %\ld p]secution ev] visit our l&2 & :5 x becomes a disgrace to pr(ess religion8 ,no?+ b ! love ( ,*ri/ 9 ! he>t1 & t love kept up1 & manife/$ "u ! sacr$ p[] ( ! holy ,_s1 c enable a p]son to g on 9 ! mid/ ( opposition1 or 9 ! summ] ( prosp]ity2 = x is a well kn[n tru?1 t trials h sla9 _! ?\s&s1 b prosp]ity its t5 ?\s&s4 ,i well "k n[1 :at ^! words mean1 8,x is my happ9ess bel[1 n to live )\t ! cross30 ?is cross galls ! old man ( s91 b x is ! means ( ! spiritual gr[? ( ! new man4 ,h5ce1 ! afflict$ k+ once said1 ,"l1 by ^! ?+s m5 live1 & 9 all ^! ?+s is ! life ( my _s4 ,fai?1 if g5u9e has some?+ to d 9 ! furnace2 b :5 all is calm1 %e is inactive1 & dull2 hope is languid1 & love is n se54 ,i feel assur$ 9 my own1 my "r m9d1 t ?is ev5t w be = ! glory ( ,god1 & = mu* good to me1 & to _m3 b enemies w no d\bt1 always triumph1 & say1 ,ah6 !re1 s we w\ld h x6 yet _! joy is b z ! crackl+ ( ?orns1 "u a pot2 x w n la/ long2 only a blaze & a noise1 & !n x w evaporate1 l smoke4 ,i hope ,i %all love ,god = ?is rod1 z well z = e o!r bless+4 ,i nev] fully und]/ood ! ,psalmi/ till ,i came "h1 :5 he said1 ,?y rod1 & ?y /aff1 !y com=t me4 ,solomon expla9s x ?us2 ,to ! hungry s\l e bitt] ?+ is sweet1 because ?is rod is z mu* an evid5ce ( our adoption1 z any promise c be4 ,!y %all all pass "u ! rod1 & !y w say at la/1 our ,jesus has done all ?+s well4 ,ezekiel & ,john 7 to eat a book2 ?is 0 sweet 9 ! m\?1 b bitt] 9 ! belly4 ,s x is ! case ) u2 ! promise ( fa!rly correction is sweet to fai?1 b bitt] to ! old man ( s94 ,nature fl9*es1 b grace /r5g!ns ! m9d2 b[s ! w1 & resigns ! s\l to ! w ( ,god4 ,8 w & our wills are !n 9 sweet unison2 we are agre$1 & ?\gh we sigh1 yet rebellion is kept "u1 by all conqu]+ grace2 z a good woman once said1 ,?\gh ,i groan ,i d n grumble1 yet %e 0 sorely afflict$4 ,b1 :y %\ld ,i compla91 ( want1 or di/ress2 ,affliction or pa91 he told me no less4 ,x is our m]cy1 ! ,savi\r has borne ! curse1 & ( c\rse took x out ( all our sorr[s2 we h ! cup ( tribulation1 b ! curse is gone2 ,jesus has tak5 x away1 & nei!r s9 nor ,satan1 ! _w1 or man c br+ x back4 ,?is 0 done by ! great act ( ! ,savi\r's sorr[s1 :5 he ent]$ ! g>d5 ( ,ge?semane1 & agoniz$ !re1 :5 ! sorr[s ( 8 sacr$ s\l 7 pa/ all description2 & :5 he cri$ out on ! cross1 ,x is f9i%$6 ,yes1 our de> ,"l knew !n ! "w 0 done1 9 8 putt+ away s94 ,he felt x 0 done1 9 8 s\l1 z 8 ,god & ,fa!r %one aga91 z well z ! sun did at ?ree o'clock ! aft]noon ( 8 dea?3 x 0 aft] noon1 inde$2 ! burn+ sun ( ,god's ,wra? laid hot ^u him1 till ju/ice 0 satisfi$1 & !n ! indignation ceas$ = ev]4 ,?is 0 aft]noon4 ,i drop ?is h9t only1 b oh1 t our m9ds 7 m affect$ ) 8 sorr[s ?an !y are4 ,?9k ( ^! two l9es3 ,can/ ?\1 ungrateful man1 8 torm5ts see8 ,nor %$ "o te> = him :o %$ 8 blood = !e8 ,i pray ,god to grant my de> fri5d v sweet views ( h] de> ,"l1 on ! "w he has accompli%$4 ,may ! holy ,_s visit y1 & %9e ^u y\r _s1 & help y to believe 9 ,jesus1 & s to f9d him preci\s1 t y may "k y\r s9s are =giv5 y4 ,v k9d respects to "m2 to bro!r ,james1 y\r companion1 & my fri5d4 ,y\r's truly1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,xvi4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,m>* #bf1 #ahah4 ,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1 ,,miss ,d41 ,:at apology %all ,i make = my long delay1 b l[ness ( m9d1 & a t$i\s w9t]2 & ?is1 ) y1 ,i am sure is q apology en\gh4 ,i write y1 conc]n+ ! once crucifi$1 b n[ exalt$ ,jesus4 ,z x is ! wi% ( my s\l1 to live to fill up ! cup ( "s poor believ]'s consolation1 ?\gh ,i am d5i$ t privilege at pres5t1 yet ,i hope to ?r[ a mite into ! ,gospel treasury = y1 by s5d+ a few imp]fect l9es1 :i* ,i mu/ beg y to accept4 ,o t ,i _h b ! wisdom ( ,solomon1 ! piety ( a ,david1 ! k ( a ,paul1 ! f]v\r ( an ,isaiah1 ! fai? ( an ,abraham1 ! love ( a ,john1 ) ! te>ful affections ( a ,m>y1 t ,i might speak good ( 8 "n4 ,*ri/ is all 9 all2 he is ! v glory 9 ! c5tre ( ,heav51 z ! sun is 9 ! univ]se4 ,he is ! joy ( ,heav52 & ?\gh he is f> (f u1 yet he has promis$ ev] to be ) u4 ,he is exactly suit$ to u 9 all our wants1 & ! love ( ,jehovah is 9 no case s em95tly display$1 z 9 provid+ su* a ,jesus = u4 ,s great1 s k9d1 s glori\s1 & yet s preci\s4 ,we %all soon be done "t1 & comm5ce ^u an et]nal sc5e2 !n our k w be complete1 ?\gh no d\bt1 x w be exp&+ = ev]1 & ! effects ( x1 ev5 9 ,heav51 w be wond]1 humility1 & love1 = ! m9d w incessantly be employ$ 9 rov+ ov] ! glories ( ,god2 z ! ,god ( all grace1 "o 9 ?ree1 & ?ree 9 "o2 se51 appreh5d$1 enjoy$1 beheld1 & lov$ 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,& n[ !y range ! heav5ly pla9s1 ,& s+ 8 love 9 melt+ /ra9s2 ,or1 ov]:elm'd ) rapture sweet1 ,s9k d[n1 ador+ at 8 feet4 ,may ?is be our lot1 & 9 ord] to t /ate1 t bliss1 t joy1 & t sweet employm5t4 ,may ! et]nal _s give u su* views ( ,*ri/1 z %all cause u to long = ! "t4 ,we are poor s9n]s1 guilty1 & hell-des]v+1 condemn$ by a holy law1 & expos$ to a ?\s& mis]ies 9 ?is _w2 & 9 our fall5 nature1 to ! woe ( p]dition4 ,*ri/ is ! ,savi\r ( ! lo/2 he 0 f all et]nity rais$ up1 & volunt>ily (f]$ himself to become ! ,savi\r ( 8 *ur*4 ,say ye ( him1 :om ! ,fa!r ha? sanctifi$--& = _! sakes ,i sanctify myself4 ,set ap>t1 sep>at$1 = 8 peoples' salvation4 ,glory be to 8 de> "n3 he is ,god & man2 _h he be5 only ,god1 we c\ld n h be5 sav$2 _h he be5 man only1 he w\ld n h be5 able to save u2 b he is ,god & man2 ?is at once secures ! honors ( 8 law1 ! glory ( 8 p]fections1 & ! salvation ( 8 *ur*4 ,z ,god & man1 he is ! ,"l1 our righte\sness1 & z ! atonem5t1 :i* alone is efficaci\s1 he is call$ ! ,"l & ,god1 :o laid d[n 8 life1 & pur*as$ ! *ur* ) 8 blood4 ,h[ mo/ div9ely adapt$ he 01 & is1 to save u4 ,:at a glori\s meet+ ( div9e excell5cies are 9 him4 ,h5ce1 ! ,fa!r calls ^u u1 to behold him1 ,behold my s]vant1 :om ,i uphold4 ,! ,"l ,jesus decl>es1 he w say ( himself1 ,behold me1 behold me6 to a p :o _h n kn[n him6 & ! holy ,_s po9ts him out1 by ,john2 ,behold ! ,lamb ( ,god6 ,i "k my de> fri5d desires to "k him1 t %e may believe 9 him1 & love him4 ,?is enc\rages me to g on ) my sweet subject1 :i* ,i hope w n prove t$i\s to y4 ,! p]son ( ,*ri/ is mo/ wond]ful1 x is great] ?an 8 glori\s works1 & ought to be = ev] ! !me ( our disc\rse4 ,p]mit me1 !n1 j to obs]ve1 !re meets 9 ,jesus1 inf9ite highness1 & inf9ite humility--inf9ite glory1 & inf9ite condesc5sion--inf9ite grace1 & inf9ite ju/ice--inf9ite maje/y1 & transc5d5t meekness--! deepe/ rev]5ce ( ,god1 & an equality ) ,god--inf9ite wor?9ess ( good1 & ! greate/ pati5ce "u evils--wond]ful ob$i5ce1 & supreme dom9ion ov] heav5 & e>?--! mo/ p]fect resignation1 & absolute sov]eignty--an entire tru/ 9 ,god1 & yet self suffici5cy 9 himself4 ,ju/ice1 m]cy1 & tru? are sweetly comb9$ 9 him1 display$ ?r\gh him1 & %9es 9 all he says1 & 9 all he does2 :ile1 z an high prie/1 he makes int]cession--z ,god & man1 he dem&s ! v bless+s3 ,fa!r1 ,i w1 t ^? :om ?\ ha/ giv5 me1 be ) me4 ,he is ! lion to our foes2 ! lamb to our fai?1 & at times1 he appe>s ! lion 9 provid5ce1 :ile he is ! lamb1 9 a way ( grace1 to ! s\l4 ,?is is y\r ,*ri/4 ,all ov] glori\s1 is our ,"l1 ,to be admir$1 & yet ador'd3 ,8 wor?1 if all ! nations knew1 ,i'm sure ! _w w\ld love him too4 ,& s says1 ,y\r's truly1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,xvii4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,m>* #be1 #ahah4 ,,my ,,k9d ,,fri5d1 ,,mrs4 ,o4 ,grace & peace be to y4 ,! wise & good1 b solemn provid5ce ( ,god1 hav+ depriv$ me ( ! public opportunity ( com=t+ my afflict$ fri5ds1 ,i h no o!r means ( do+ x1 b by a few l9es1 ab\t ! be/1 ! mo/ import1 & preci\s objects1 :i* w take et]nity itself1 fully to unfold4 ,y1 d\btless1 mu/ lam5t ) me1 ! n>r[ness ( our m9ds1 9 receiv+ ! mo/ bless$ ?+s1 ) ! intrusion ( necess>y bus9ess--! c>es ( life--! heavy conflicts we h also to exp]i5ce1 ) _m pa9ful visits f ! enemy ( our s\ls--! native reluctant ( ! body1 & ! pressure ( _m try+ ?\ghts4 ,^! h9d] our runn+ ! heav5ly race1 ^! keep u d[n1 s t we _c rise 9 heav5ly m9d$ness2 & a s5se ( our pa/ s9s1 makes u ready to halt1 s t we _c walk com=tably4 ,b ?\gh ?is is our case1 yet bless$ be ,god1 we are n 9 despair1 nor are we out ( ! promise3 ,!y t wait on ! ,"l1 %all r5ew _! /r5g?2 & bless$ are all !y t wait = me4 ,?is made ,david deliv] ?is *>ge3 ,my s\l1 wait ?\ only on ,god1 = my expectation is f him4 ,:at1 alas6 %\ld we d )\t ! promises8 ,grace made !m1 b ! h& ( div9e tru? is to make !m good4 ,our wants1 woes1 & mis]ies1 7 all kn[n & consult$1 by ! adorable tr9ity2 & d>k z we are ab\t ! my/]y ( ,god1 all is cle> to himself4 ,b ,i lam5t1 ,i feel a pron5ess to judge ( ! ,"l1 by c>nal reason1 & ?is is l judg+ ( an unf9i%$ picture1 by ! orig9al4 ,we mu/ /ay till x is f9i%$3 or1 l judg+ ( a wat*1 :5 x is all 9 pieces2 we may admire x :5 put toge!r4 ,i (t5 cat* myself at ?is "w1 especially :5 ,i am v l[1 n]v\s1 & tri$ 9 m9d1 temp]1 & provid5ce4 ,?is is v c>nal4 ,may ! bless$ _s quick5 fai? to rise1 & w+ its way to et]nal love1 et]nal grace1 et]nal m]cy1 & et]nal k9dness4 ,?is is its prop] elem5t3 "h we are at home2 "h is lib]ty1 peace1 joy1 & satisfaction4 ,"h we see inf9ite wisdom1 contriv+ a "t :51 a place :]e1 & a mann] h[ m]ciful k9dness1 & melt+ pity %\ld be manife/$4 ,"h we see e sweet attribute h>monize1 & e grace display$1 :ile ! cross ( y\r de> lovely1 lov+ ,savi\r appe>s truly glori\s4 ,see ! clu/] ( excell5cies ar\nd x1 hymn+ its praises1 ) h>ps ( love4 ,fai? beg9s ! song2 hope1 full ( immortality jo9s2 loves notes are cle>ly he>d2 joy is sweetly provok$ to help rep5tance ) h] deep s\nd+ notes4 ,zeal mo/ *e]fully moves h] f+]s on ! h>p1 :ile fe>1 m sil5tly1 m rev]5tly t\*es ! /r+s4 ,pati5ce mo/ meekly assi/s1 & humility s\nds h] simple airs2 yet !re is n "o discordant /r+4 ,angels li/51 & ! r$eem$ above1 beckon u home to ! g5]al assembly1 t all may be> 9 ! *orus4 ,& ?is w be ! burd5 ( ! song2 wor?y is ! lamb t 0 sla93 b :y ! ,lamb8 b because1 9 him1 & 9 8 love1 p]son & "w1 all ! glory ( ! ,god ( grace is mo/ em95tly display$4 ,"h we see ! ,fa!r's grace1 ,beam+ 9 ! ,savi\r's face4 ,9 ,*ri/ ,jesus ! glory ( ,god %9es1 & ,god is glorifi$ 9 him2 & ,god glorifi$ ,*ri/1 z man-m$iator 9 himself1 :5 he br\ght him f ! dead1 & set him at 8 own "r h&4 ,gave him to be head ov] all ?+s1 & to fill 8 p ) spiritual good4 ,he 0 deeply humbl$1 & sorely tri$--he 0 %>ply tempt$1 & sadly afflict$1 be=e 8 exaltation1 & we mu/ be con=m$ to 8 image4 ,be=e honor1 is humility4 ,*ri/ f\nd x s1 & all 8 foll[]s mu/4 ,b :5 tr\bles ab\nd1 is x n /range8 t ?\gh ?is is ! v "t ! ,savi\r is mo/ t5d]1 mo/ c>eful1 & mo/ indulg5t ( u1 z a p>5t is ( a sick *ild1 m ?an ! /rong & heal?y4 ,yet ^! are ! v seasons we h mo/ fe>s1 mo/ c>es1 & mo/ t]rors2 :51 9 reality1 we h ! lea/ reason4 ,h[ !n1 is t text8 ,= my ?\ghts are n z y\r ?\ghts1 nor my ways z y\r ways1 sai? ! ,"l4 ,& x is v rem>kable1 t ! greate/ "p ( ! preci\s promises are made to ! tri$ p ( ,god4 ,i pray ! ,god ( all grace1 to /r5g!n our fai? 9 8 love1 9 8 grace1 9 8 tru?1 & 9 8 ^w4 ,o t :5 we op5 ! ,bible1 we c\ld always ?9k we are op5+1 & look+ into ! v he>t ( ,god himself2 z a ,god ( love2 b we are too apt to read = o!rs1 & say1 ,o :at sweet ?+s are "h = ,god's *ildr54 ,yes1 !y are = u1 & :atev] suits u1 t is ours4 ,:atsoev] ?+s 7 writt5 a=e "t1 7 writt5 = u1 t we might h /rong consolation1 :o h fl$ = refuge1 & we h fl$2 tr\ble1 guilt1 s91 fe>1 ,satan1 _w1 & consci5ce has pursu$2 b z fai? ga!rs /r5g? 9 ! p]son1 & "w ( ,*ri/1 we f9d !y _c hurt u4 ,?y v5geance w n /rike u "h2 nor ,satan d>es our s\ls invade4 ,fright5 u he may1 b reign1 he nev] c any m4 ,no1 our he>ts are bespoke4 ,*ri/ is ! lov]1 & fai?1 pray]1 desire1 & intreaty has said mo/ s9c]ely1 ,take my poor he>t6 ,set me z a seal ^u ?9e he>t4 ,"l1 take & make me ?9e6 take me z ,i am4 ,am54 ,y\r's truly1 ,ruhamah4 ,,lett] ,,xviii4 ,valley ( ,a*or1 ,july #bf1 #ahai4 ,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1 ,,mrs4 ,r4 ,i am exce$+ly griev$ to he> ( y\r indisposition ( body4 ,?is is ! reason1 no d\bt1 :y ,i h n se5 y = s long a "t3 b 9 a few mon?s m1 ,i hope to see y at ,m\nt ,gilead4 ,i soon %all get f ,a*or's ,vale1 ,to ,gilead's ,m\nt remove2 ,& ev] tell1 ! untold tale1 ,( ev]la/+ love4 ,!re is balmy consolation 9 ,gilead1 among/ ! heap ( witnesses1 & a real physician !re1 to heal e w\nd t s9 has made4 ,i long to be at t m\nt4 ,b _m1 alas6 surr\nd x1 t nev] fe$ on x--_m walk ab\t ,zion1 t nev] ent] into x1 & _m h ! ^w1 & desire ! ^w1 t nev] did desire1 or enjoy ! s9c]e milk ( x4 ,y & ,i "k t !re c be no fe$+ )\t life1 & ?is life is se5 by ! appetite4 ,bless$ are !y1 t hung] & ?ir/ aft] righte\sness2 aft] an increas+ k ( x1 & aft] a div9e enjoym5t ( x--to be f\nd 9 x1 9 dea?1 & to be own$ 9 x1 9 ! la/ great day4 ,ah6 ?is is ! ri* robe4 ,i pray my de> fri5d may be f\nd adorn$ ) x1 :5 ! judge %all appe> 9 awful gr&eur2 :5 ! elem5ts %all melt ) f]v5t heat2 :5 ! />s %all fall f _! sockets1 & :5 sun & moon2 :5 ! gr& planet>y orbs %all be ?r[n into promiscu\s ru91 & all creation fly away be=e ! face ( him1 :o w ere long swe>1 t "t %all be no m4 ,!re are two preci\s promises1 confirm$ by ! pa? ( a cov5ant ,god4 ,he swore by himself1 t 9 bless+1 he w\ld bless 8 p4 ,he has sworn he nev] w be wro? )1 nor rebuke 8 p4 ,?is is sweet food = preci\s fai?4 ,o may y fea/ on x div9ely4 ,because he c\ld swe> by no great]1 ,he swore by himself1 say+1 ,i decl>e1 9 bless+ y1 ,i w bless y4 ,et]nal life is 9 ,god's bless+1 & ?is life be+ 9 ,*ri/1 9 bless+1 ,god blesses u = ev]more4--,i tru/ my de> fri5d's m9d is (t5 l$ to ! ,savi\r1 & t y prove 8 preci\sness 9 8 sacr$ p]son1 8 cov5ant love1 8 m]itori\s ob$i5ce1 & 8 aton+ blood--8 preval5t int]cession1 & 8 advocacy ) ! ,fa!r4 ,?is is ! glori\s object ( fai?1 & r\nd him fai? hov]s1 till x c ga!r /r5g? en\gh to lay hold ( him--to him x (t5 looks1 & always b5ds2 & close to him x cleaves1 z ! fond ivy entw9es r\nd ! oak4 ,?is1 y d\btless1 see 9 y\r l[e/ /ate1 ev5 :5 l[ 9 body1 weak 9 n]ves1 b>r5 9 m9d1 tri$ 9 ! _w1 & griev$ 9 ! *ur*2 & :5 nature is reluctant2 ! fle% a heavy clog1 & ! spirits )91 seem to s9k into e>?1 z its c5tre4 ,yet !re is a go+ to our spiritual ,david1 ?\gh 9 z helpless a /ate z lame ,mephibo%e?1 or ag$ ,b>zillai4 ,i h _h _m /range *anges ( m9d s9ce ,i la/ saw y1 b ,i 0 nev] m s5sible ( ! c>ry+ on1 & increase ( ! "w ( ,god 9 my s\l1 ?an ,i am n[4 ,9 my v be/ /ate1 ,i c nev] rise above ?is motto4 ,full ( ! deepe/ ne$4 ,& ?is l9e foll[+1 expresses ! w>me/ desires ( my he>t4 ,?\1 oh ,*ri/1 art all ,i want4 ,i am le>n+1 daily1 to "k 8 value4 ,i feel my ne$ ( him increases1 & /range to tell1 ! l[] ,i s9k 9 ?is frame1 ! high] ,i rise 9 confid5ce--9 a confid5ce t ,i nev] did s fully atta9 be=e2 = if ,i _h a little ( x 9 times pa/1 company1 visit+1 ! neglect ( pray]1 & c>elessness ( mann]s1 lam$ me 9 bo? feet4 ,b ,i f9d x mo/ bless$ to be kept ne> ! ,savi\r4 ,i h _h "s bless$ views ( him1 & ,i am covet\s = m4 ,i want to enjoy 8 love1 & to walk 9 him--to be adorn$ ) 8 light--to be cr[n$ ) 8 lov+ k9dness--to rise sup]ior to ! _w--to fight ! good fight1 & s to lay hold on et]nal life--to appreh5d1 embrace1 & enjoy ! ev]la/+ fav\rs ( ,god4 ,i hope my good fri5d1 ,mr4 ,r4 is well 9 heal? & spirits1 z try+ times1 & body ( s9 & dea? w p]mit4 ,i hope he is gr[+ 9 k4 ,?is w increase fai?1 & beget a bless$ confid5ce1 t make? n a%am$4 ,! ma9 po9t ) u1 is1 to beg ! ,"l1 ! holy ,_s1 to create a sup]natural faculty 9 our m9ds1 to take 9 subjects1 truly sup]natural1 t our affections may be sup]natural also2 & :]e ?is is ! privilege1 ! m]cy & ! honor1 x is a mo/ div9e evid5ce1 t our p]sons are 9 ,*ri/4 ,! mo/ bless$ subject we c ev] appreh5d1 is ! love ( ,god4 ,o to be l$ ) "s p[] to ?is1 s z to conceive ( x1 z set ^u u4 ,:at a fav\r6 ,we (t5 judge ( x by its effects ^u u1 & by reflect+ on :at ! holy ,_s has wr\ght 9 u4 ,?is is a good plan sometimes2 b are !re n p]iods 9 y\r exp]i5ce1 :5 y d\bt ( ! reality ( ! ,_s's "w on y\r own he>t8 ,i f9d x ! mo/ bless$ me?od 9 my v wor/1 & 9 my v be/ frame1 to fall l[ at ! feet ( ,jesus1 & to /udy ! love ( ,god1 to guilty man1 ) ! jo9t op]ation ( ea* adorable p]son 9 ! tr9ity1 on ! he>t4 ,! ,fa!r conv9ces1 *a/5s1 & tea*es u1 out ( 8 law1 & te/ifies ( 8 de> son to u4 ,he !n br+s u to ,*ri/2 ! son accepts u1 p>dons1 ju/ifies1 receives1 & owns u z 8 own1 :ile ! ,holy ,_s1 acts z a div9e com=t]1 seal]1 & witness4 ,& :5 ?is is exp]i5c$1 we h ! witness ( ! wat]1 ! blood1 & ! _s2 & ^! ?ree agree 9 "o1 to witness our adoption1 & ! love ( ,god to u1 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus4 ,?is1 & ?is only1 reconciles ! m9d to be> ! cross1 daily1 :e!r x be reproa* or bondage1 :e!r x be weakness ( body1 or try+ circum/ances1 or ev5 if !y all come toge!r4 ,duties1 & trials !n appe>2 ,easy to d1 or light to be>4 ,:e!r !y _m be1 or few1 ,we1 ?r\gh ?is /r5g?1 c all ?+s d4 ,i rema91 ,y\r's truly1 ,ruhamah4 99 99 99 99 99