,transcrib$ f ! #ahdg ,aylott & ,jones edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgdpglaf4org ,picture3 ,public doma9 book cov] ,picture3 ,silh\ette ( ,george ,mortim]1 sign$3 ,y\rs truly affectionate ,george ,mortim] ,,! ,,life ,,& ,,lett]s ,,( ,,! ,,rev4 ,,george ,,mortim]1 ,m4,a4 ,,rector ,,( ,,?ornhill1 ,,9 ,,! ,,diocese ,,( ,,toronto1 ,,canada ,,we/4 ,,compil$ ,,& ,,prep>$ ,,by ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong1 ,b4,a41 ,,briti% ,,*apla9 ,,( ,,monte ,,video1 ,,s\? ,,am]ica4 8,i be> ! greate/ v5]ation = ! memory ( t man 7,ar*bi%op ,leighton7 t ,i d = any man2 & reckon my e>ly k ( him1 & my long & intimate conv]sation ) him1 among ! greate/ bless+s ( my life2 & = :i* ,i "k ,i mu/ give an acc\nt to ,god1 at ! great day1 9 a mo/ p>ticul> mann]40 ,bi%op ,burnet4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,london3 ,,aylott ,,& ,,jones1 ,,pat]no/] ,,r[ 99 99 99 99 99 ,,mdcccxlvii4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,london3 ,j4 ,,unw91 ,,buckl]sbury4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,preface4 ,,?\gh ,i feel x to be really a privilege to be ! in/rum5t ( introduc+ to ! public ! life & correspond5ce ( ! mo/ intimate fri5d1 especially ( my e>ly life1 t ,i h ev] possess$1 & ( "o ( ! truly excell5t 9 ! e>?2 yet1 f an unfeign$ consci\sness ( my incompet5cy = ! task1 ,i w\ld mo/ will+ly h left x to o!r h&s1 & to o!r h&s ,i (f]$ x1 & urg$ ^u !m my e>ne/ desire t !y w\ld und]take x2 b f all ,i receiv$ excuses z to !mselves1 & press+ invitations to myself to engage 9 ! "w4 ,!y conceiv$ t ,i might possess m mat]ials = ! purpose ?an any o!r p]son2 b !y knew n ! sl5d]ness ( my capacity to prep>e ! memoir ( "o ^: g5]al "*1 tal5ts & excell5ces1 m]it a mu* abl] p5 ?an m9e1 to set !m =? ) p]spicuity & advantage4 ,8 old fri5d & associate at ,well+ton1 ! ,rev4 ,john ,k+1 n[ ,incumb5t ( ,*ri/ ,*ur*1 ,hull1 to :om ,i wrote on ! subject1 ?us address$ me3--8,b indep5d5tly ( all consid]ations ( ?is k9d1 ,i believe y w\ld be mu* bett] qualifi$ ?an myself1 or ?an any o!r p]son ,i "k1 to d ju/ice to ! excell5t yet peculi> "* ( ! dep>t$4 ,let me besee* y1 !re=e1 to arrange y\r correspond5ce & mat]ials ) a view to publication40 ,8 excell5t & mu*-lov$ si/]1 ,mrs4 ,holl&1 wrote to me z foll[s3--8,! e>ly1 close1 cont9u$1 & p]sonal acqua9tance y _h ) my de> bro!r1 con/itute y1 9 my op9ion1 8 mo/ suitable biograph]40 ,& 8 bro!r1 ! ,rev4 ,?omas ,mortim]1 wrote to me 9 a simil> /ra93--8,on ! v day t ,i receiv$ y\r lett]1 ,i 0 fully int5d+ to write to y1 entreat+ y n to ab&on y\r design ( writ+ a memoir ( y\r de> dep>t$ fri5d1 my belov$ bro!r ,george4 ,y1 above all p]sons ,i "k1 are ! man to und]take t "w ( love ) any prospect ( a successful issue4 ,y\r own correspond5ce ) him1 ?r\gh su* a long s]ies ( ye>s1 w\ld alone furni% ri* matt]1 ,i d\bt n1 = a biograph]40 ,?us urg$ & enc\rag$1 ,i 0 unwill+ n to d my be/3 & if ,i h prov$ myself b an unfit /e$ to draw su* a *>iot1 ! fri5ds1 at lea/1 ( my de> dep>t$ fri5d mu/ n =get t x 0 !y :o put me into x2 & ?is same consid]ation also w1 ,i hope1 lead o!rs to view ! faults & imp]fections ( ! "w ) indulg5ce4 ,happily = me1 ! "w is "o r ( selection & compilation ?an ( orig9al composition1 & ! life ( my fri5d w suff] less f ! h& t draws x up1 by reason ( 8 speak+ *iefly = himself2 8 correspond5ce is1 p]haps1 8 be/ memoir1 & ?is is ! k9d ( life t x falls to my lot to prep>e ( him4 ,! att5tive p]usal ( 8 lett]s = publication has mo/ vividly br\ght to my m9d & remembrance ! man :om1 ,i c truly say1 ,i lov$ almo/ z my own s\l2 v delightful 0 our int]c\rse ) "o ano!r :5 associat$ toge!r1 v close 0 our intimacy1 & w>m & /$fa/ our fri5d%ip3 & ! great po9t ( union betwe5 u1 ! connect+ l9k 9 ! *a9 ( our connexion1 0 our common1 &1 ,i tru/1 unfeign$ fai? 9 ,*ri/ crucifi$ = ! salvation ( mank9d4 ,we 7 nei!r ( u orig9ally de/9$ = ! s]vice ( ! sanctu>y2 b x pleas$ ,god1 e>ly 9 life1 to call u to ! k ( himself1 & to inspire u ) an ard5t desire to prea* t gospel to o!rs1 :o _h ourselves be5 made p]sonally s5sible ( ! deliv]ance br\ght to ! s\l by x4 ,?r\gh ,god's good provid5ce also x 0 t we 7 bo? l$ to ! same retir$ & seclud$ village ( ,*obham1 9 ,surrey1 :]e1 "u ! in/ruction ( ! ,rev4 ,*>les ,j]ram1 !n curate ( ! p>i%1 b s9ce successively vic> ( x1 & ,rector ( ,witney1 ,oxon1 we receiv$ ! f9i%+ "p ( our education prep>atory to our college c\rse2 & up to ! "t ( our leav+ ! univ]sity1 we 7 p]sonally1 z well z cordially1 unit$1 9 no ord9>y bonds ( fri5d%ip1 few days pass+ )\t our meet+ toge!r4 ,f t "t our p]sonal int]c\rse may almo/ be said to h ceas$2 he sp5t a week ) me 9 my fir/ curacy 9 ,b$=d%ire1 & ,i sp5t a week ) him 9 ,canada ab\t two ye>s be=e 8 dea?4 ,9 ! int]v5+ long p]iod1 we did n meet1 ,i ?9k1 m ?an once2 & t aft] promis+ "o ano!r a ye>ly ex*ange ( visits1 s little dep5d5ce c be plac$ ^u ! ev5ts ( "t4 ,! "t is com+1 h[ev]1 ,i tru/1 :5 our union w be aga9 r5ew$1 & become z p]sonal & z cordial z be=e1 b inf9itely m pure & spiritual1 & !re=e m p]fect & satisfactory--subject to no pa9ful fluctuation or int]ruptions1 & coeval ) et]nity4 ,monte ,video1 ,janu>y1 #ahdg4 ,,life ,,& ,,lett]s4 ,,george ,,mortim]1 ! int]e/+ subject ( ! pres5t ,memoir1 0 ! ?ird son ( ,h>vey ,walklate ,mortim]1 ! well kn[n gun-mak] 9 ,fleet-/reet1 ,london4 ,he 0 born ,may #bj?1 #aghd2 & x pleas$ ,god to deprive him ( 8 excell5t "m ! latt] end ( ! foll[+ ye>4 ,?us b]eav$ ( wat*ful mat]nal c>e1 he 0 plac$ ) a relative at ,birm+ham1 :o lov$ him t5d]ly4 ,8 heal? 0 delicate1 & ! de=mity :i* ev] aft] made 88 bodily pres5ce weak10 0 caus$ by suff]+ him to sit & lie 9 "o po/ure dur+ a long illness1 9 :i* 8 re/oration seem$ impossible2 ,god1 h[ev]1 0 graci\sly pleas$ to sp>e him = future usefulness4 ,9 ! ye> #aghg1 8 fa!r aga9 ent]$ ! m>ri$ /ate1 & ,george & 8 eld] bro!rs 7 treat$ ) ! fonde/ att5tion4 ,little des]v+ ( rem>k is kn[n ( ! days ( 8 *ildhood & y\?2 z he grew 9 ye>s he atta9$ to an av]age measure ( bodily vig\r1 enjoy$ a good %>e ( heal?1 & 0 g5]ally belov$ & e/eem$4 ,8 fir/ in/ruction 0 receiv$ "u ,doctor ,hall1 ( ,ea/ ,acton2 & he f9i%$ 8 s*ola/ic pursuits ) ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,aud9et1 a ,fr5* ,prote/ant ,cl]gyman1 ne> ! ,briti% ,museum1 :o us$ to p]=m div9e s]vice 9 ,fr5*1 ne> ! ,sev5 ,dials2 "h1 9 addition to o!r atta9m5ts1 he acquir$ a k ( ,lat9 & ,fr5*4 ,9 ,novemb]1 #agih1 he 0 b\nd appr5tice to ,mr4 ,otridge1 a respectable booksell] 9 ! ,/r&1 ) :om he cont9u$ = ! usual p]iod ( sev5 ye>s4 ,x is n exactly kn[n at :at p]iod he became truly e>ne/ & decid$ 9 ! ,*ri/ian life1 ?\gh x appe>s to h be5 9 ! e>li] ye>s ( 8 appr5tice%ip2 &1 z w h]eaft] be se51 he consid]$ ! late ,joseph ,butt]wor?1 ,esquire1 = "s "t ,memb] ( ,p>liam5t = ,dov]1 z 8 spiritual fa!r4 ,! fir/ notice :i* we h ( ! /ate ( 8 m9d is f\nd 9 a lett] writt5 to 8 eld] si/]1 to :om he 0 fondly atta*$1 dat$ ,augu/1 #ahja4 ,allud+ to t happy p]iod1 he says3-- 8,:5 ,i fir/ set out 9 ! ,*ri/ian race1 ,i 0 mock$ & laugh$ at1 b ?is only drove me to my ,savi\r4 ,i rememb] ) :at joy ,i c\ld appeal to ! ,"l1 & say1 #8,?\ see/1 ,o my ,god1 :at ,i endure = ?y sake2' & ,i assure y no mom5ts 7 sp5t s pleasantly z ^? :i* ,i c\ld get by myself 9 "s retir$ place1 to lift up my he>t to ,god2 sweet1 inde$1 7 ! com=ts ,i ?us enjoy$4 ,i gave all into ! h&s ( my ,savi\r1 & ev]y?+ ,i und]took prosp]$4 ,:5 9 want ( any?+1 ,i pray$1 & all my wants 7 suppli$2 inde$1 ,i nev] rememb] any?+ be+ held f me1 b1 soon] or lat]1 ,i saw x w\ld h be5 hurtful4 ,:at enc\ragem5t to give all into 8 h&s60 99 99 99 99 99 ,/r&1 #ag? ,m>*1 #ahjb4 ,,x is ) ?ankfulness to my k9d & indulg5t ,god t ,i c tell y my s\l is 9 a prosp]\s /ate1 & my desires aft] a high] degree ( div9e life greatly increas$4 ,! ,"l is inde$ bless+ me2 = ?\gh ,i /ill f9d wrong temp]s unsubdu$1 ^! are my burd51 & ,i _c re/ till ,i f9d daily p>don 9 ! ,r$eem] ( mank9d4 99 99 99 99 99 ,_m extracts might be giv5 f 8 lett]s writt5 ab\t ?is "t to 8 si/]1 :i* indicate 8 uncommon devot$ness to ,god1 & 8 e>ne/ desire = h] advancem5t 9 ! ,*ri/ian life4 ,x has already be5 /at$ t he look$ ^u ! late ,mr4 ,jos4 ,butt]wor? z ! in/rum5t1 9 ! ,div9e h&1 :i* br\ght him into an acqua9tance ) 8 ,god & ,savi\r4 ,?r\gh ! advice also ( ?is same excell5t man1 x seems1 he 0 l$ to turn 8 att5tion t[>ds ! s]vice ( ! sanctu>y2 &1 prior to 8 go+ up to ! ,univ]sity1 he w5t to ! ,rev4 ,c4 ,j]ram's1 to prep>e himself = 8 collegiate c\rse2 & f t g5tleman's h\se ! two foll[+ lett]s to 8 si/] 7 writt53-- ,*obham ,h\se1 #e? ,nov4 #ahjf4 ,de> ,m>y1 ,,t k9d & graci\s ,god :o wat*es ov] 8 *ildr5 = good has br\ght me safely to ?is place4 ,! c\ntry1 ?\gh at pres5t depriv$ ( _m ( its ornam5ts1 has n lo/ its *>ms to me4 ,i h n[ visit$ my accu/om$ haunts1 & h exp]i5c$ t pleasure 9 recall+ pa/ ideas1 :i* is bett] conceiv$ ?an express$4 ,on ?is spot ,i am rem9d$ ( a glori\s view ( ! un*angeable love ( ,god1 & on t ( 8 amaz+ condesc5sion & my a/oni%+ vil5ess2 "h ,i recollect ! excell5t ,f5elon furni%$ me ) pi\s consid]ations1 & !re ! indu/ri\s & indefatigable bee /imulat$ my slo?2 & ! result ( ^! recollections produc$ 9 my he>t a gl[ ( s9c]e affection to t ,god :o _h s v>i\sly visit$ me1 & a det]m9ation to devote all my p[]s to ! advancem5t ( 8 glory4 ,not)/&+ my ha/e to leave ,isl+ton1 ,i f\nd1 on my arrival1 ,i 0 ! only "o ( ,mr4 ,j]ram's pupils :o _h return$4 ,at fir/ ,i regrett$ n tak+ y\r advice1 b ! spiritual treat res]v$ = me soon made me *ange my m9d4 ,?is treat 0 no less ?an ! unexpect$ company ( ,mr4 ,v5n1 ( ,clapham4 ,mr4 ,v4 _h come ! day be=e to see ,mr4 ,cecil1 & sp5t t ev5+ ) ,mr4 ,j]ram4 ,z x is natural :5 we ta/e fruit ( a sup]ior flav\r to wi% o!rs to %>e our enjoym5t1 ,i c\ld n help wi%+ my si/] _h be5 ) me to p>take ( ! pleasures ,i !n receiv$4 ,i sat 9 all ! luxury ( sil5ce1 & li/5$ to ! graci\s words :i* fell f 8 lips4 ,among ! _m ?+s :i* w>m$ & *>m$ my he>t1 ,i ?9k ^? made ! greate/ impression :i* relat$ to 8 fa!r4 ,oh1 :at a spiritual heav5ly man6 ,mr4 ,j]ram m5tion$ t he consid]$ a few h\rs he 0 p]mitt$ to sp5d ) him z ! happie/ & mo/ pr(itable he ev] exp]i5c$2 8& s p[]fully10 said he1 80 8 conv]sation impress$ ^u my m9d1 t x 0 upp]mo/ 9 my ?\ghts = ! succe$+ half-ye>4 ,x 0 su* an epo*a 9 my ,*ri/ian life z ,i nev] enjoy$1 ei!r be=e or s9ce40 ,?is day eight ye>s ,i w5t to ,mr4 ,otridge's4 ,:at a v>iety ( *anges has tak5 place s9ce t p]iod6 ,( all ,i e/eem t ! mo/ bless$ :i* has br\ght me into my pres5t circum/ances4 ,may ,god s bless me 9 ?is pa? t good may be imp>t$ to my own s\l1 & glory ascrib$ to 8 "n4 ,*obham1 #bg? ,june1 #ahjg4 ,,?ank y = y\r k9d1 affectionate1 & ,*ri/ian remembrance on my bir?-day2 ,i _h q =gott5 x2 b ?is ,i rememb]1 ,i 0 m ?an commonly bless$ 9 pray]1 & _h peculi> delight 9 read+ ! ,scriptures2 inde$1 ,i int5d$ to note x d[n z a day ( *oice/ bless+s4 ,may ,god fav\r me ) _m su* days dur+ ! ye> on :i* ,i h ent]$6 ,may _m p5teco/al seasons be giv52 may mu* humiliation & self-abasem5t be=e ,god be daily felt2 may ! foot ( ! cross be h\rly visit$1 & may my views be incessantly direct$ to ,him :o lives 9 heav5 to plead = me6 ,i receiv$ mu* good lately 9 read+ ,wilb]=ce on ,*ri/ianity4 ,i took x up z a book :i* ,i ?\ght ,i ought to read1 b did n expect t ri* ve9 ( excell5ce :i* ,i f\nd 9 almo/ e "p ( ! "w2 8 ,*ri/ianity is truly vital1 & 8 diction admirable4 ,i h also f9i%$ ! life ( ,judge ,hale1 by ,burnet1 & am n[ read+ ,mr4 ,flet*]'s ,lett]s4 ,i sc>cely ev] read a few pages )\t pr(it2 ! wond]ful _s ( ?is excell5t man frequ5tly br+s te>s f my eyes2 ,i /op & reflect1 & w\ld give all ! _w1 did ,i possess x1 c\ld ,i enjoy ! same _s4 ,i am well p]suad$ t no bless+s1 except+ ^!1 consid]$ m]ely 9 !mselves1 are wor? our pursuit4 ,greek1 ,lat91 & ,ma!matics1 are b a poor portion1 if we h no?+ m2 x is my con/ant endeav\r1 !re=e1 t ^! ?+s %\ld sit lightly on my m9d1 t1 :ile consci5ti\sly improv+ e p>ticle ( my "t1 ,i may /ill res]ve my he>t = ,god4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! foll[+ extract is tak5 f ! fir/ lett] ( a correspond5ce ) ! writ]'s ende>$ fri5d1 :i* la/$ almo/ )\t int]ruption dur+ a p]iod ( tw5ty ye>s1 &1 at di/ant int]vals aft]w>ds1 until ab\t two ye>s be=e 8 dea?4 ,,to ,,mr4 ,j4 ,,arm/rong4 ,*obham ,h\se1 ,jan4 #ac?1 #ahjg4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,,mr4 ,j4 fav\r$ me ) a sight ( ! lett] y wrote to him4 ,x gave me great pleasure to f9d y 9 ! fir/ class1 & to he>1 also1 t y are fagg+ = y\r next t]m2 ?\gh1 bless$ be ,god1 human sci5ce is no indisp5sable requisite1 ei!r = salvation or = a m9i/] ( ! ,gospel1 yet x possesses innum]able advantages1 & ,i d\bt n b y w h]eaft] reap ! fruits ( y\r pres5t ex]tions4 ,our greate/ fe>1 my de> ,arm/rong1 is t we %\ld sub/itute le>n+ = religion1 & le/ we %\ld endeav\r to regulate our conduct m by our pres5t suppos$ circum/ances ?an by ! w ( ,god2 b ,i am p]suad$ y\r fe>s on ?is subject are simil> to my own1 &1 !re=e1 ,i ne$ n enl>ge4 ,z = myself1 :5 ,i sometimes /& /ill1 & consid] h[ ard5tly ,i am engag$ ab\t trifles1 &1 z ,"y obs]ves1 8,wa/+ my /r5g? 9 /r5u\s idl5ess10 ,i am q a%am$1 & ,i g mak+ fre% resolutions ( m devot$ness to ,god & m zeal 9 8 s]vice3 b1 alas6 h[ little gr\nd d ,i ga9 aft] all6 ,assi/ me ) y\r pray]s1 y\r con/ant daily pray]s2 & ?\gh we are di/ant 9 place1 let u meet "o ano!r 9 _s4 ,my "t ( ev5+ devotion is f six to sev52 let u endeav\r 9 simplicity ( he>t to meet "o ano!r at ?is "t at ! ?rone ( grace2 & may ,god p\r on ea* ( u t :i* w n only imp>t a pres5t bless+1 b diffuse a sacr$ tune ( heav5ly affection ?r\gh ! residue ( our lives4 ,our employm5ts necess>ily require ! ex]cise ( ?\ght1 & v mu* t5d to produce :at ! ,me?odi/s t]m 8di/raction20 b /ill ! con/ant influ5ce ( ! ,div9e ,_s1 & a cont9u$ simplicity ( int5tion1 w enable u to be recollect$1 ev5 9 ! mid/ ( our /udies4 ,i 0 v mu* pleas$ lately 9 read+ 9 ! 8,epi/les ( ! ,apo/olic ,fa!rs0 a passage 9 "o ( ,/4 ,ignatius' ,epi/les1 some:at to ?is effect2 he is giv+ u "s directions = our conduct 9 life1 & adds1 8,b ev5 ! worldly ?+s :i* ye d are spiritual1 = ye d all ?+s 9 ,jesus ,*ri/40 ,oh t ?is may be ! temp] & _s ( our lives2 may all our worldly ?+s be (f]$ ^u ?is alt>1 :i* sanctifies ! gift2 & aft] ?is transitory sc5e ( be+ is end$1 may we ) pleasure retrace a life entirely fill$ ) ,god4 ,i rema91 my de> ,arm/rong1 ,y\rs1 affectionately & s9c]ely1 ,g4 ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he 0 accu/om$ to sp5d 8 long vacations1 dur+ 8 resid5ce at ,cambridge1 ) a private tutor1 :o sp5t ! "t 9 "s salubri\s & pleasant "p ( ! c\ntry4 ,! foll[+ lett] 0 writt5 on "o ( ^? occasions1 & is a pro( ( 8 ta/e = f9e sc5]y1 z well z ( 8 great application to /udy4 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,dawli%1 ne> ,exet]1 ,aug4 #ab?1 #ahji4 ,my de> ,si/]1 ,y are1 no d\bt1 return$ f ,broad/airs1 & enjoy+ ! pleasures aris+ f quiet & regul> movem5ts1 & n[ & !n1 p]haps1 9 ! mid/ ( y\r retirem5t a ?\ght w&]s t[>ds ,devon1 & y beg9 to wond] 8:at has tak5 ! little fell[ t he does n write40 ,i confess1 "t has glid$ on s ins5sibly1 t ,i 0 n aw>e h[ long ,i _h be5 "h2 ,i %all really feel sorry to leave my pres5t situation1 = ,i nev] sp5t five weeks s agreeably be=e4 ,i lodge ) good p1 :o d all !y c to accommodate me4 ,i make progress 9 my /udies1 :i* is ano!r s\rce ( gratification1 & ,i am situat$ 9 ! mid/ ( a c\ntry ! mo/ div]sifi$ & beautiful4 ,z x is q new to me1 & ,i may probably nev] visit x aga91 ,i avail myself ( ! pres5t opportunity ( see+ ev]y?+ wor?y ( notice1 & s9ce my purse w n all[ me to enjoy any 8lea!rn conv5i5ce10 ,i h comm5c$ p$e/rian1 & frequ5tly walk f f\rte5 to eighte5 miles a day4 ,i take a syllabus ) me1 & g ov] my subject 9 my m9d1 s t a peep n[ & !n is all ,i require3 by ?is me?od ,i lose no "t1 & comb9e pr(it ) amusem5t4 ,my /at$ walks1 h[ev]1 are mu* %ort]1 & devot$ to relaxation only4 ,b !re is ano!r s\rce ( gratification :i* ,i mu/ m5tion1 & :i* f> exce$s all ! re/2 x is ?is1 ,i feel ,i am advanc+ 9 ! be/ ( ?+s2 religion has an increas+ & diffusive influ5ce ov] my m9d2 x seems m & m my elem5t1 & ,i am enabl$ to live 9 t _s :i* a fri5d ( ours on a late occasion attempt$ to ridicule--,i mean a _s ( recollection & pray]2 n1 inde$1 s mu* s z ,i c\ld wi%1 or z ,i ought to d1 b /ill mu* m s ?an =m]ly4 ,:5 my "t = devotional ex]cises comes r\nd1 x is welcom$ z ! happie/ ( ! :ole day1 & my ,sabba?s are days ( real pleasure & p]man5t good4 ,may su* 9 k9d1 ?\gh great] 9 degree1 be ! happy exp]i5ce ( my de> si/]1 & may no /udies1 no employm5ts :atev]1 be prosecut$1 b 9 subord9ation to ^? ( a spiritual nature4 ,religion1 ,i am p]suad$1 %\ld be ev]y?+ or no?+2 "h only a middle c\rse is dang]\s4 ,if we pr(ess to admire & to be influ5c$ by heav5ly objects1 we %\ld prize !m above ev]y?+2 & yet1 alas6 7,o %ame to our ,*ri/ian pr(ession67 to :at poor & paltry consid]ations are !y n daily sacrific$6 ,adieu1 my de>e/ si/]2 may ,god pres]ve y pure & unspott$ f ! _w until ! day ( 8 appe>+6 ,y\rs1 mo/ affectionately & s9c]ely1 ,bo? 9 ,*ri/ian & frat]nal bonds1 ,g4 ,m4 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,cambridge1 ,decemb]1 #ahji4 ,,/udy is1 ,i am p]suad$1 at pres5t my duty2 b ,i %all be he>tily glad :5 ano!r ye> is ov]1 & ,i %all be left to pursue ! duties ( ! sacr$ (fice 9 peace & quietness1 if x please ,god4 4 4 4 ,h[ (t5 d ,i picture to myself ^! happy sc5es1 & 8cat* a mom5t>y joy20 b1 p]haps1 ?is h& :i* n[ glides swiftly1 along ! page may soon =get to move4 ,i may be summon$ to ano!r _w 9 ! mid/ ( my academical pursuits1 & may nev] h ! hon\r grant$ me ( build+ ! h\se ( ,god4 ,%\ld ?is be ! case1 %\ld y\r bro!r be call$ to ! peaceful tomb be=e ano!r revolv+ ye>1 be> 9 m9d1 :5 he is gone1 t 8 supreme wi% has be5 unfulfill$1 & t 8 /udies & trifl+ successes h n s fill$ 8 m9d z to call x (f f ! c>e ( s\ls1 & ! e>ne/ wi% = _! salvation4 ,9 ?is "w ,i w\ld gladly live & die2 b ! ,supreme ,dispos] ( ev5ts kn[s :at is be/1 & 9 t ,i hope1 n only to acquiesce1 b to rejoice4 ,y wi% = my ?\ghts on lett]-writ+4 ,i d n ?9k y %\ld make two copies ( any lett]s1 except x be necess>y to keep "o by y = ref]5ce2 few su* circum/ances occur1 & !re=e ,i w\ld advise y to write at once :at y int5d to s5d4 ,i d n mean t y %\ld put d[n :atev] comes into y\r m9d1 b write delib]ately & ) caution4 ,i w\ld illu/rate my mean+ by ref]r+ to :at takes place 9 polite conv]sation2 suppos+ y\rself to be 9 company1 & oblig$ to conv]se1 y w\ld n weigh & pond] y\r s5t5ces ov] & ov]1 b m]ely endeav\r to avoid any?+ indecor\s1 & to express y\rself 9 tol]ably good language2 or1 if y w1 9 ! be/ mann] y are able4 ,:5 y write1 !n1 y %\ld endeav\r to let y\r ?\ghts fl[ freely & easily1 & express !m 9 ! mo/ suitable words :i* occur at ! mom5t1 b by no means to be solicit\s 9 seek+ f9e words or eloqu5t phrases4 ,horace has a fam\s l9e 9 8 ,art ( ,poetry1 :i* has great /r5g? 9 ! orig9al1 b ,i mu/ cont5t myself ) ,francis' translation1 8,= if ! m9d ) cle> conceptions gl[1 ,! will+ words 9 j expressions fl[40 ,! sub/ance ( :at ,i w\ld say is ?is1 hav+ settl$ y\r subject 9 y\r m9d1 write at once1 9 ! be/ mann] y are able at ! "t2 practice w give consid]able ease1 & y w %ortly write1 n only well1 b ) despat*4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,que5's1 ,june #bd?1 #ahaj4 ,my v de> ,fri5d1 ,,y are n[1 ,arm/rong1 engag$ 9 an employm5t to :i* y h be5 = ye>s look+ =w>d z ! mo/ pleas+ 9 y\r life2 y\r ard5t _s c\ld n be> inactivity 9 y\r ,ma/]'s s]vice1 & n[ y\r wi%es are grant$1 & y at la/ exp]i5ce ! bless$ness ( s\nd+ 9 ! e>s ( a ?\ghtless & giddy multitude ! glad tid+s ( reconciliation ?r\gh ! dea? ( our bless$ ,r$eem]4 ,i ne$ sc>cely tell y t y h ( late engross$ _m ( my ?\ghts1 & be5 ! subject ( _m ( my pray]s4 ,i hope t ,i feel no common degree ( int]e/ :5 ,i he> ( any true lab\r] be+ call$ into ! v9ey>d ( our ,"l2 & %all ,i be less conc]n$ :5 "o ( ! de>e/ fri5ds ,i h ^u e>? is call$ to a simil> employm5t8 ,y are entitl$ to my be/ ( wi%es2 y h !m freely2 & ,i h no d\bt b ! bless+s ( ,god w re/ ^u y\r lab\rs1 & t _m 9 t great & dreadful day ( acc\nt--_m w arise f ,mel*b\rn & ,bletsoe1 & decl>e 9 ! e>s ( an assembl$ _w1 8,i owe x to 8 c>e t ,i am "h1 ,next to ,almighty grace2 8 fai?ful h&1 ,reg>dless ( ! fr[ns he might incur1 ,snat*$ me1 reluctant1 f approa*+ flames1 ,ready to cat* & burn unqu5*able40 ,o my fri5d1 :5 ,i ?9k ( ^! ine/imable bless+s z connect$ ) ! sacr$ (fice1 ,i long to lay aside ! drudg]y ( ma!matics2 b ,i *eck myself2 ! future %\ld employ b little ( my ?\ghts2 h[ to improve ! pres5t %\ld be my pr9cipal conc]n4 ,mu* is to be done "h z respects my /udies1 & mu* m z to ! =mation ( my m9d1 ! subjugation ( my temp]s1 & ! sanctification ( my he>t4 ,i w\ld1 !re=e1 cont5t myself ) my pres5t situation1 & endeav\r to make x my *ief c>e to prep>e = dea? & judgm5t4 ,^! awful conc]ns h1 = _m weeks pa/1 engag$ my m9d m /eadily & frequ5tly ?an = "s ye>s be=e4 ,i seem to myself z a dy+ man amid/ dy+ m51 & x is my aim to live accord+ly4 ,i h he>d y say1 :5 y 7 at college1 t retirem5t & y\r ,bible h af=d$ y "s ( ! mo/ exalt$ joys y ev] witness$2 ^! joys h be5 lately m9e4 ,i g up to my little room 7:i* ,i h fitt$ up & consecrat$ to sacr$ purposes alone71 & !re ,i meet my ,god1 f9d my ,savi\r preci\s1 & exp]i5ce ! graci\s influ5ce ( ! bless$ ,_s4 ,:5 my h\rs ( retirem5t come r\nd1 ,i joyfully lay aside ev]y?+ 9 :i* ,i may be engag$2 = ,i feel1 ,i "k1 assur$ly & exp]im5tally1 t ,i am go+ up to commune ) ! be/1 ! mo/ graci\s & compassionate ( fri5ds4 ,!re ,i leave all my c>es & all my sorr[s1 & come d[n aga9 to ! conc]ns ( life ) an unburd5$1 sob]iz$1 & tranquil m9d4 ,bless$ be ,god = all 8 b5efits6 ,i _h frequ5tly look$ =w>d to ?is la/ ye> z ! mo/ try+ ( ! ?ree1 & _h imag9$ t if ,i f\nd x s difficult to keep my gr\nd be=e1 ,i %\ld necess>ily give way at pres5t2 b ,,jehovah has be5 bett] to me ?an my fe>s1 & ,i h f\nd ! tru? ( t promise1 8,:5 ?\ passe/ ?r\gh ! wat]s1 ,i w be ) !e2 & ?r\gh ! riv]s1 !y %all n ov]fl[ !e2 :5 ?\ walke/ ?r\gh ! fire1 ?\ %alt n be burnt1 nei!r %all ! flame k9dle ^u !e40 ,believe me to be1 ,y\rs1 truly & affectionately1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,q4 ,c41 ,camb41 ,nov4 #ai?1 #ahaj4 ,my v de> ,fri5d1 ,,)9 a week or two pa/ ,i h _h to ?ank my ,god also = _m provid5tial int]f]5ces2 = success 9 our late exam9ations2 = be+ kept mo/ m]cifully f engag+ 9 some?+ :i* w\ld h be5 highly detrim5tal to me2 = ! acquisition ( a mo/ valuable ,*ri/ian fri5d 7:o is a great help] ( my fai?1 & a v pleas+ & agreeable companion2 he 01 l myself1 =m]ly engag$ 9 bus9ess1 & also a ,me?odi/72 z also = a provid5tial op5+ ( my pa? respect+ my future situation 9 8 *ur*4 ,( all ! places ,i h yet he>d (1 ?is seems mo/ suit$ to my views & incl9ations4 ,x is1 ,mr4 ,eyton's1 ( ,well+ton1 ,%rop%ire1 six miles f ,madeley1 & surr\nd$ by pi\s m9i/]s4 ,! vic> is v pi\s & labori\s1 ( simil> s5tim5ts ) myself1 humble & affectionate4 ,i "k ?ree m5 9 ,cambridge :o are v well acqua9t$ ) him & 8 situation1 & !y ea* say t !y w\ld g !re 9 pref]5ce to any place :atev]4 ,my "m & si/] 7to :om ,i wrote a few days ago conc]n+ him7 met him :5 9 ,%rop%ire2 & !y advise me by all means to accept ( x4 ,i wrote to him lately1 & receiv$ an answ]1 :i* has done my he>t good4 ,i h n yet f9ally settl$ 9 my m9d1 b ,i %all write ei!r to-day or to-morr[1 giv+ my f9al answ]4 ,i hope to be direct$ f above4 ,i w\ld n tru/ my own feel+s or incl9ations1 b 9 ! all-wise ,dispos] ( ev5ts4 ,pray = me1 my de> fri5d1 t if ,i %\ld n be useful !re1 or 9 any mann] out ( my prop] place1 t some?+ or o!r may int]v5e to put a /op to all fur!r proce$+s4 ,i am daily oblig$ to make "s little prep>ation = ord]s1 = ,mr4 ,e4 is 9 want ( assi/ance4 ,%\ld ,i g to ! place1 ,i %all endeav\r to be orda9$ soon aft] ,i take my degree2 p]haps 9 a mon? or six weeks1 if ,i c procure a private ord9ation4 ,my degree may suff] 9 "s measure1 b ,i _c help t2 we mu/ expect sometimes to be call$ to make a little sacrifice1 b x w all be ev5tually well4 ,accept my be/ wi%es ,f y\r fai?ful & affectionate ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,q4 ,c4 ,camb4 ,jan4 #ai?1 #ahaa4 ,my de>e/ ,m>y1 ,,my "t ( anxiety is n[ completely ov]4 ,i h j be5 admitt$ ,b4,a41 & h no m college matt]s to divide my att5tion1 or call (f my ?\ghts f ! gr& conc]n :i* lays be=e me4 ,y w wi% to "k h[ ,i succe$$ 9 my late /ruggle4 ,i h no flam+ hon\rs to plume myself )1 b ?r\gh ! m]cy ( ,god h pass$ ?r\gh 9 su* a mann] z to af=d cause nei!r = self-complac5cy nor discont5t4 ,i am a wrangl]1 ?\gh elev5 f ! top4 ,my tutors1 ,i am happy to /ate1 tell me !y are q satisfi$ ) my degree2 z x respects myself1 ,i h n ! lea/ wi% x 7 o!rwise4 ,y w\ld f9d x difficult to ent] into my pres5t feel+s4 ,i seem ( late to h be5 l a %ip toss$ & driv5 by ! fi]ce/ tempe/s1 & 9 dang] e mom5t ( s9k+2 b n[ ,i h ga9$ ! long-look$-= %ore1 & am enjoy+ = a "t ^? sweets :i* my tempor>y leisure af=ds me4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,arm/rong4 ,q4 ,c4 ,camb4 ,jan4 #ai?1 #ahaa4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,,y\r lett] rea*$ me1 z y suppos$ x w\ld1 9 ! mid/ ( a 8mighty conte/10 & ,i may congratulate myself ^u hav+ few] bones brok5 ?an ,i might reasonably h expect$4 ,9 all our ,"l's deal+s ) 8 p1 !re is ! greate/ display ( wisdom mix$ ) lov+ k9dness & m]cy2 to satisfy our wi%es w\ld frequ5tly be only to adm9i/] poison in/ead ( a balsam1 & !re=e ,he prescribes = u4 ,) ^! introductory rem>ks y may p]haps expect to he> ( "s consid]able disappo9tm5t 9 my place 9 ! tripos1 b ?is is n ! case2 ,i h _h e reasonable expectation answ]$4 ,i am elev5? wrangl]1 & ! fif? f ! bottom2 _h ,i be5 high] ,i might h be5 va9 ( my little successes2 if l[]1 ,i might h felt depress$ & disc\rag$4 ,z x is1 ,i am n only cont5t$ b happy2 ,i wi% ,i c\ld say z mu* ( ano!r ( ! ,j]ramites1 b ,i am sorry to say ,i _c2 poor ,c--1 ?\gh fif? wrangl]1 feels q disappo9t$1 & receives ! congratulations ( 8 fri5ds ) a v poor grace4 ,our good fri5d ,fraz] is a man ( a diff]5t _s2 he is ?ird s5ior opt41 b is ne>ly z mu* pleas$ ) x z any 9 ! tripos4 ,johnson is ! highe/ ,johnian1 :o is t5? wrangl]1 j "o above y\r humble s]vant4 ,dicey1 ( ,tr9ity1 is ?irte5?4 ,! ord] ( ! m5 y w soon see 9 ! ,*ri/ian ,obs]v]1 & !re=e ,i ne$ n ins]t !m at l>ge4 ,i feel q happy1 my de> fri5d1 9 hav+ done ) e academical cont5tion4 ,i seem n[ to h no?+ to d b to improve my m9d by ! acquisition ( useful k1 & to prep>e = t mo/ important conc]n1 ! sacr$ m9i/ry4 ,i take x v k9d 9 y\r call+ my m9d to ^! ?+s 9 ! mid/ ( my late hurry2 we are too apt to be absorb$ ) ! ?+s ( ! mom5t1 b ?r\gh ! ri* m]cy ( ,god1 s great has be5 my composure = "s mon?s pa/1 t ! ,s5ate ,h\se & all its app5dages ceas$ to be objects ( t]ror or solicitude4 ,i may acc\nt = ?is 9 a great measure f my hav+ fix$ ^u ! curacy :i* ,i allud$ to 9 my la/4 ,! sav+ ( s\ls seem$ m important ?an ! acquir+ ( hon\rs2 s t my ma!matical /udies 7 ent]$ ^u m f a s5se ( duty ?an incl9ation2 b ,i mu/ n tr\ble y ) ^! reflections ^u a matt] :i* is n[ gone by1 ?\gh gone = ev]6 ,adieu1 my de> fri5d1 ,& believe me to rema91 ,y\r ev] fai?ful ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,z soon z he _h pass$ ?r\gh ! ,s5ate ,h\se1 & tak5 8 degree1 he 0 desir\s ( ent]+1 )\t delay1 ^u ! great "w :i* _h s long engag$ 8 ?\ghts2 e>ly1 !re=e1 9 ! foll[+ mon? he accept$ ! curacy ( ,well+ton1 9 ,salop1 ( :i* p>i% ! ,rev4 ,john ,eyton 0 vic>2 & 9 a lett] to 8 si/]1 dat$ #aa? ,feb4 #ahaa1 aft] allud+ to ! prospect ( ord9ation & ( enjoym5t ) ,mr4 ,eyton1 he says3-- 8,my way is n[ cle>1 & all ,i want is gratitude to my graci\s ,god = all 8 pa/ m]cies1 & a ri*]1 full] baptism f above1 to qualify me = ! important1 solemn duties :i* w soon engage my att5tion4 ,i h be5 enabl$ lately to recall "s ( ^? lively feel+s :i* ,i exp]i5c$ :5 ,i ?\ght ( ent]+ into ! m9i/ry2 a love = immortal s\ls1 & a desire to sp5d & be sp5t = !m 9 e possible way1 9 a m con/ant feel+ ( e>ne/ desire ?an :5 ,i 0 buri$ "u an enorm\s load ( academical lumb]4 ,i suff]$ myself to be> x z a mean to an end1 b t end be+ obta9$1 ,i %all dismiss ! l>g] portion = ev]2 :at is useful ,i %all reta94 ,h[ev]1 ,i am n[ free f ^! incumbrances1 & %all hope to improve my lib]ty by turn+ ! habits ?us acquir$ to b5eficial purposes40 ,?us all seem$ 9 a fair way = 8 imm$iate removal to ,well+ton1 :5 an unexpect$ h9d]ance 0 put 9 ! way ( 8 ord9ation1 by ! bi%op ( ! diocese4 ,su* h9d]ances1 9 ^? days1 to ! di%on\r ( our ,episcopal ,b5*1 7 frequ5tly ?r[n 9 ! way ( m5 bo? ( unimpea*$ "* & ( s\nd le>n+1 to ^: moral excell5ce & lit]>y qualifications _! respective colleges bore ample te/imony2 b !y 7 m5 held 9 suspicion on acc\nt ( _! great att5tion to religi\s duties1 & _! w>m atta*m5t to ! great doctr9es ( ! ,re=mation3 !y 7 m5 ( scriptural piety1 & ( s\nd ,*ur*-(-,engl& pr9ciples2 b !y bore a "n ( reproa*2 !y 7 consid]$ z agitators 9 ! ,*ur*1 z hold+ extravagant views1 & z go+ out ( ! ord9>y pa? ( =mality & he>tlessness1 :i* *>act]iz$ ! great body ( ! ,*ur* 9 ^? days4 ,happily1 su* prejudices h1 9 a great measure1 pass$ away1 & no su* ob/acles exi/ to ! ord9ation or pref]m5t ( m5 ( su* views & pr9ciples2 n t su* m5 are altoge!r exempt f slight & neglect1 f disc\ragem5t & opposition1 on ! "p ( _m ( ! rul]s 9 ! ,*ur* at ?is day2 b !y are n[ con/ra9$ by ! weight ( _! "*1 by _! well-kn[n labori\s habits 9 _! pa/oral duties1 z well z by _! weal?1 _! influ5ce1 & _! numb]1 to pay !m "s respect & att5tion2 &1 bless$ be ,god6 !re are _m ( our ecclesia/ical gov]nors :o n[ "k ! wor? ( su* m51 & :o af=d !m all suitable enc\ragem5t & support4 ,mr4 ,mortim] deeply felt ?is disappo9tm5t2 b t ,god 0 pleas$ to make x ! means ( call+ =? ! ex]cise ( 8 ,*ri/ian grace1 may be se5 by ! ?ree foll[+ lett]s3-- ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,,) a m9d will+ to acquiesce 9 :atev] my ,god %all appo9t1 ,i am enabl$ to leave ?is & all my conc]ns to 8 graci\s disposal1 be+ fully p]suad$ t ! ,"l reigne?4 ,if ,i h at all pr(it$ by pa/ exp]i5ce 9 any?+1 x is 9 ?is1 a /rong & op]ative conviction t s long z we tru/ 9 ,god1 our conc]ns1 h[ev] unpleasant at ! "t1 w mat]ially conduce to our welf>e2 & oh6 :at an intol]able load ( fooli% anxiety & tr\ble does ?is p]suasion remove f our lab\r+ m9ds6 ,y w p]haps rememb] t "o ( ! la/ topics ( conv]sation1 :5 y & ,eliza s k9dly accompani$ me to ! ,wa%1 0 ! necessity ( sacrific+ our own w to o!rs1 if we w\ld enjoy com=t ourselves4 ,i 0 naturally l$ to speculate on ! future1 b c\ld n help be+ =cibly /ruck ) ! mighty efficacy ( ?is pr9ciple1 if suff]$ to op]ate freely on our conduct4 ,z ,i ?9k x v probable my cont9uance 9 college may be prolong$1 ,i int5d avail+ myself ( ! opportunity ?us af=d$ me ( att5d+ a c\rse ( lectures on anatomy1 *emi/ry & m9]alogy4 ,:5 ,i ?\ght x my duty to ask = ord]s 9 ,m>*1 ,i will+ly gave up all ?\ght ( enjoy+ ?is gratification4 ,i 0 enabl$ to sacrifice x to m important consid]ations1 b s9ce ^! reasons no long] exi/1 ,i %all gladly avail myself ( ! privilege4 ,^u ! subject ( g5]al k = a m9i/]1 ,i 0 mu* pleas$ ) ,h]b]t's 8,prie/ to ! ,temple40 8,! c\ntry p>son is full ( all k3 !y say1 t x is an ill mason t refuse? any /one1 & !re is no k b s]ves ei!r positively z x is1 or else to illu/rate "s o!r k3 he condesc5ds ev5 to ! k ( tillage & pa/urage1 & makes great use ( !m 9 tea*+1 because p by :at !y und]/& are be/ l$ to :at !y und]/& n40 ,z "o means ( prep>+ me = ! great *>ge :i* lies be=e me1 ,i h begun a regul> c\rse ( ! lives ( em95tly pi\s *>act]s4 ,! good ,i receiv$ f ?is k9d ( read+ "s ye>s ago1 makes me indulge ! hope t x may be equally s]viceable n[2 b ,i w\ld n re/ "h--x is a real baptism ( ! ,holy ,_s alone :i* c prop]ly qualify me = usefulness 9 ! pulpit1 & a consi/5t c\rse out ( x4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,arm/rong4 ,q4 ,c4 ,camb4 ,feb4 #bf1 #ahaa4 ,my v de> ,fri5d1 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,,s9ce ,i la/ wrote to y ,i h be5 sp5d+ a few days at ,isl+ton2 b my /ay be+ v %ort1 ,i 0 oblig$ to conf9e myself :olly to home4 ,i visit$ b "o p]son all ?is "t4 ,i _h hop$1 h[ev]1 to h return$ aga9 soon1 & to h done myself ! pleasure ( call+ on my sev]al fri5ds2 b a v unpleasant circum/ance has h9d]$ me--! bi%op has refus$ me ord9ation at pres5t3 & ,i am "u ! necessity ( wait+ till x %all please my graci\s ,god to %[ my pa?4 ,my vic> is a notori\s "*1 & my fri5ds h all along be5 appreh5sive le/ ,i %\ld f9d "s difficulty 9 gett+ orda9$ to 8 curacy4 ,i mu/ say1 ,i %all n be a little disappo9t$ %\ld ,i be oblig$ to rel9qui% all ?\ght ( ,well+ton2 b ! matt] is 9 ! ,"l's h&s1 & ,i w\ld will+ly leave x to 8 all-wise disposal4 ,if ,i h le>n$ any?+ by my pa/ exp]i5ce1 x is ?is1 to feel fully p]suad$ t all our conc]ns1 h[ev] unpleasant !y may be at ! pres5t1 w1 ei!r 9 ?is _w or 9 ! _w to come1 t]m9ate 9 our good4 ,9 affairs ( ?is k9d x is bett] to make z little fuss z possible3 ,i mu/ !re=e beg y w n m5tion x to any "o4 ,i %all wait quietly = ! pres5t1 9 hope t ! bi%op may rel5t2 b %\ld n ?is be ! case1 ,i mu/ cont5t myself ) "s o!r situation4 ,poor ,g4 is simil>ly circum/anc$ ) myself2 he has be5 refus$ ?ree times1 & t1 too1 9 spite ( ! int]e/ ( ! ,ma/]2 he wi%es to be orda9$ on 8 ,coll4 ,fell[%ip1 & t lov] ( ! tru?1 ! good ,bi%op ( ,ely1 has e "t put a spoke 9 8 :eel4 ,b :at a m]cy x is t1 not)/&+ all ! opposition :i* s]i\s c&idates meet )1 /ill !y are n1 _c be1 entirely h9d]$ & exclud$6 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,& believe me to rema91 ,y\r ev] fai?ful & affectionate ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,cambridge1 ,m>* #b1 #ahaa4 ,i ,,_h imag9$1 "s mon?s ago1 t ! ex]cise ( m9d ,i 0 "u :5 prep>+ = ! ,s5ate ,h\se1 0 ! greate/ ,i %\ld ev] exp]i5ce2 ,i 0 greatly mi/ak54 ,o my si/]1 did y "k h[ mu* ,i h felt lately1 y w\ld truly sympa?ise ) me2 b ,i n[ enjoy comp>ative re/2 my feel+s1 inde$1 h be5 /rongly mix$1 b ! bett] h g5]ally1 ?\gh n )\t consid]able /ruggle1 pr$om9at$4 ,i h enjoy$ m ( ! p[] ( vital religion1 & t has be5 my support & /ay2 & w\ld x b please my ,god to indulge me ) m communion ) himself1 ,,he might d ) me & my poor conc]ns :atev] might please ,,him4 ,,he alone is truly & absolutely necess>y = my com=t1 & w\ld ,,he b say1 9 my subsequ5t c>e]1 8,my pres5ce %all g ) !e10 ,i %\ld feel t en\gh4 ,i c\ld ask no?+ m4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! cl\ds :i* ov]ca/ 8 prospect ( ord9ation = ! curacy ( ,well+ton1 7 aft] a "t disp]s$1 & he 0 admitt$ to deacon's ord]s at ,eccle%all1 on ! #bf? ( ,may1 #ahaa1 & on ! foll[+ day he w5t to reside at ,well+ton4 ,he n long aft] wrote to 8 si/]1 9 ref]5ce to 8 new situation1 z foll[s3-- 8,?r\gh m]cy ,i am go+ on pretty com=tably 9 p>o*ial matt]s1 & h reason to believe ,i am 9 ! situation :i* ,god design$ me to fill4 ,my employm5t is my delight--my he>t is 9 x--a circum/ance ,i c\ld seldom boa/ ( :5 toil+ ?r\gh ! drudg]y ( ma!matics4 ,mr4 ,e4 & ,i g on 9 p]fect h>mony4 ,i feel v mu* atta*$ to him2 & f ! m>ks ,i am daily receiv+ ( 8 k9dness1 ,i may conclude he looks ) a fav\rable eye on my endeav\rs to help him 9 8 important "w40 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,well+ton1 #ab? ,novemb]1 #ahaa4 ,,9 my la/ ,i promis$ an acc\nt ( my p>o*ial proce$+s3 ?\gh ,i h no?+ brilliant to communicate1 yet ,i hope ,i may say1 aft] ne>ly six mon?s' resid5ce1 t ,i h good gr\nd to believe ,i h n mi/ak5 my pa? 9 ent]+ ! m9i/ry4 ,! increase ( congregation1 bo? among ! poor] z well z ! ri*] sort1 af=d me "s enc\ragem5t1 & ,i h frequ5tly obs]v$ p]sons manife/ly affect$ "u ! ^w deliv]$4 ,i am n s sangu9e z to expect great ?+s %\ld be done by s feeble a lab\r] z myself4 8,! hone/ & good he>t$0 among ! congregation h already gladly receiv$ & pr(it$ by ! ^w "u my mo/ excell5t vic>1 &1 consequ5tly1 x is n to be expect$ t any rem>kable *ange %\ld be effect$2 b1 z ,i h obs]v$ be=e1 ,i h p]ceiv$ t ! ,_s ( ,god is among u to apply ! ^w1 & s long z p]sons are n completely h>d5$1 we may indulge "s hope conc]n+ !m4 ,a few ,sundays ago ,i suppli$ ! *ur* ( a neighb\r+ m9i/] :o has n be5 long 9 ^! p>ts4 ,i prea*$ f ^! words1 8,! ,"l turn$ & look$ on ,pet]40 ,i _h tak5 ano!r s]mon ) me1 b "s h[ or o!r c\ld n make up my m9d to prea* x1 & x w appe> by ! sequel t ! ,"l _h "s graci\s purpose to answ] by x4 ,a poor woman1 a =m] he>] ( ,mr4 -- happ5$ to come into ?is "p ( ! c\ntry1 & %e m5tion$ to h] daught] t %e %\ld l to g & he> h] old m9i/]1 b relat$ at ! same "t a dream t %e _h ! night be=e1 t a /range m9i/] at ,mr4 ,c--'s *ur* 0 ! means ( do+ h] good & recov]+ h] f h] backslid+ /ate4 ,%e accord+ly came1 & no soon] did ,i ent] ! desk ?an %e said to h] daught]1 8,t is ! cl]gyman ,i dream$ ( :o recov]$ me to ,god40 ,! subject by ! ,div9e bless+ 0 suitable to h] case1 & ,mr4 --1 :o relat$ ! anecdote to me1 /at$1 t %e began ) fre% e>ne/ness to devote h]self to ! s]vice ( ,god1 & gave manife/ tok5s ( ! "w be+ f above4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,arm/rong4 ,well+ton1 ,septemb] #ag?1 #ahaa4 ,my v de> ,arm/rong1 ,i ,,h be5 regal+ myself ?is aft]noon ) a p]usal ( a l>ge packet ( y\r lett]s1 =w>d$ to me f "t to "t4 ,!y pres5t my mu* e/eem$ fri5d "u a great v>iety ( feel+s & circum/ances3 b !y uni=mly exhibit him z ! s9c]e & devot$ ,*ri/ian1 & z ! w>m & sub/antial fri5d4 ,oh1 h[ d ,i pity t poor s\l :o has nev] exp]i5c$ ! exquisite delights ( fri5d%ip6 ,believe me1 ,arm/rong1 ,i w\ld n ex*ange ! feel+s :i* at pres5t animate my s\l = all ! weal? 9 ! univ]se4 ,x w\ld be bauble :5 contra/$ ) ! ine/imable bless+ ( a fri5d1 ^: he>t1 ^: s5tim5ts1 ^: pursuits1 are cong5ial ) y\r own4 ,god =bid t ,i %\ld ev] see ! "t 9 :i* ?is bless+ %\ld he )hold5 f me4 ,h[ d ,i admire ^? words ( ,%akspe>e3-- 8,! fri5ds ?\ ha/1 & _! adoption tri$1 ,grapple !m to ?y s\l ) hooks ( /eel40 ,i lam5t1 h[ev]1 "o circum/ance 9 :i* my s5tim5ts & my conduct 7 9 ?is respect diametrically opposite2 ,i mean :5 ,i s f> gave way to ! feel+s ( ! mom5t z to write t lett]1 :i* seems to h caus$ y s mu* pa93 y\r conciliatory answ]1 :i* ,i h j be5 read+1 makes me m a%am$ ( myself ?an ,i c express2 ,i hope1 h[ev]1 t x w prove a salut>y w>n+ ?r\gh ! :ole ( my subsequ5t life4 ,y w be surpris$1 p]haps1 at ?is apology made s long aft] ! (f5ce3 ,i make x f a conviction t my =m] lett] did n suffici5tly express ! feel+s :i* ,i ought to h ent]ta9$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,believe me1 ,y\r affectionately s9c]e ,g4 ,m4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,arm/rong4 ,well+ton1 ,jan4 #bh?1 #ahab4 ,my v de> ,fri5d1 ,i ,,v mu* long to see y & y\r little dome/ic circle1 &1 especially s1 9 consequ5ce ( ! in=mation conta9$ 9 y\r la/3 = ,i am giv5 to und]/& t p]sonal int]c\rse w n mu* long] be v\*saf$ me4 ,d n suppose1 h[ev]1 t ,i w\ld wi% t any p]sonal advantage1 :i* ,i might promise myself f y\r rema9+ 9 ,engl&1 %\ld prove ! lea/ ob/acle to t mo/ glori\s "w :i* x has pleas$ ,god to incl9e y to desire & pursue4 ,i rejoice mo/ s9c]ely 9 ! grace :i* he has p\r$ ^u y1 & ,i admire ! lead+s ( ,div9e ,provid5ce1 :i* h s cle>ly & manife/ly op5$ y\r pa?4 ,b /ill1 not)/&+ ! approval :i* my judgm5t is con/ra9$ to give1 yet ,i _c altoge!r dive/ myself ( t affection :i* w\ld fa9 induce me to *a9 y to "s ne>] spot4 ,x tells me t real fri5ds are few2 x :isp]s also t1 among all my fri5ds1 no "o has ev] yet s completely m]it$ ! "n4 ,b /ill1 z x has pleas$ ,god to put x into ! he>t ( my fri5d to und]take s noble1 s glori\s an employm5t1 ,i _c = a mom5t indulge any feel+ ( compla9t4 ,x is all well2 &1 z ,i said be=e1 ,i rejoice 9 ! grace & provid5tial deal+s :i* h be5 manife/$ on y\r behalf4 ,x requires no small measure ( fai? & self-d5ial to leave ! pleasures ( social life--! int]c\rse ( fri5ds & ! innum]able ties :i* a long s]ies ( ye>s has t5d$ to /r5g!n4 ,i h (t5 gaz$ 9 sil5t admiration at ! peculi> k9d ( _s :i* mu/ animate a mission>y1 & h conclud$ t x mu/ be peculi>ly acceptable 9 ! sight ( ,almighty ,god4 ,b1 alas6 mu* z ,i h admir$ ! _s1 ,i feel t ,i h sc>cely a sp>k ( x--n1 inde$1 t ,i %\ld f9d x difficult to =ego ! pleasures :i* at pres5t surr\nd me1 n t ,i %\ld be /agg]$ at leav+ my pres5t situation to live 9 "o :i* is remote1 & :i* is n[ unkn[n to me2 b t ,i am s5sible t ^! feel+s w\ld n la/4 ,! inconceivable ignorance ( "s1 ! /upidity ( o!rs1 & ! /ate 7,i 0 go+ to say7 ( moral & religi\s incapacity1 to :i* a long indulg5ce 9 vici\s habits has r$uc$ ! g5]ality1 w\ld *eck my f]v\r1 damp my zeal1 & cause me ei!r to slack5 my ex]tions1 or else to desi/ f ! "w 9 despair4 ,:5 we get into disc\rag+ circum/ances1 h[ readily d we slide into despond5cy4 ,we may n1 p]haps1 altoge!r lose sight ( ! p[] ( ,god1 & its all-suffici5cy to help u ?r\gh2 b we are apt to conclude t we are n ! prop] in/rum5ts2 t we h protrud$ ourselves into situations :i* ,god nev] design$ = u2 & t1 ?\gh he c\ld mo/ easily help u1 yet t1 = wise purposes1 he sees fit to leave u 9 a great measure to ourselves4 ,su*1 my de> ,arm/rong1 are our reason+s 9 g5]al1 :5 br\ght into disc\rag+ circum/ances2 &1 f a close exam9ation ( my own he>t = "s ye>s pa/1 ,i am p]suad$ t :atev] zeal & self-d5ial might animate me 9 ! fir/ in/ance1 yet t ^! bless$ feel+s w\ld n la/ :5 br\ght to ^? sev]e trials :i* are ! lot ( ! mission>y--,i mean ( t p]son :o has to cont5d ) all ! difficulties aris+ f a =eign /ation4 ,^! difficulties1 h[ev]1 9 y\r case are greatly dim9i%$1 & ev5 7 x o!rwise ! ,_s v\*saf$ to y1 may enable y to grapple ) !m ) ! greate/ ease4 ,oh6 t ?is may be y\r con/ant exp]i5ce6 ,i rejoice 9 t _s & temp] :i* has hi!rto regulat$ ! conduct ( my fri5d1 & my con/ant1 my /at$ pray]s %all asc5d up be=e ! ,god ( p[] & grace1 t he may ev] enjoy a ri* unction--a complete baptism f above4 ,assure ,mrs4 ,a4 ( my k9d reg>ds4 ,mu* z ,i admire y\r fai? & self-d5ial1 ,i ?9k t ( y\r de> p>tn] no less conspicu\s4 ,:5 ,god has "w to be done1 h[ sweetly c he influ5ce our m9ds s z to make u co-work]s ) himself4 ,believe me1 ,y\r mo/ affectionate ?\gh unwor?y ,fri5d1 ,g4 ,m4 99 99 99 99 99 ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 m>ri$ ,febru>y #ba/1 #ahab1 to ,miss ,b>=d1 a lady ( pi\s habits & ( amiable mann]s1 & :o prov$ h]self a mo/ useful & affectionate helpmeet to him4 ,9 ! view ( ?is ev5t1 he prep>$1 "s mon?s be=e x took place1 ! foll[+ resolutions = 8 gov]nm5t 9 ! m>ri$ /ate3-- 8,s9ce x is v probable ,i %all soon be unit$ ) my de>e/ fri5d ,m4 ,b41 & s9ce we are always 9 dang] ( ov]look+ ! duties ( ea* relation 9 life1 :ile engag$ 9 x1 ?\gh1 be=e we ent] ^u x1 we may p]ceive !m pla9ly en\gh1 ,i w\ld1 !re=e1 n[1 9 an humble dep5d5ce ^u ,almighty ,god1 & z 9 8 sight1 set my h& to ! foll[+ resolutions1 :i* ,i w\ld purpose nev] to sw]ve f ^u any occasion1 let x be ev] s trivial3-- 8#a/4 ,s9ce ! gr& secret ( dome/ic com=t dep5ds ^u ! regulation ( our temp]s1 ,i w\ld1 9 ! fir/ place1 endeav\r to keep a /rict wat* ov] ^!2 w\ld avoid petti%ness1 ( e description1 & w\ld gu>d aga9/ a degree ( p]t9acity1 :i* has always be5 m or less tr\blesome to me3 w\ld nev] be positive 9 argum5t1 & w /rive to remove e appe>ance ( self-w1 & nev] to oppose my de>e/ fri5d 9 any ?+1 except+ :5 duty imp]i\sly calls2 & ev5 !n1 9 su* a mann] z %all impress h] m ) an idea ( my affectionate reg>ds t[>ds h]1 ?an ( any wi% to consult my own gratification4 8,9 ! #bnd place3 w cultivate a t5d] & affectionate mann]1 always seek+ out means ( promot+ h] com=t1 & less5+ h] tr\bles2 %>+ e dome/ic & mat]nal anxiety ) t5d] solicitude4 8,9 ! #crd place3 w be completely op52 w h no secrets2 on ! contr>y1 w consult h] 9 ev]y?+2 w give h] ! free/ access to all my pap]s1 lett]s1 c42 w also commit to h] entire managem5t all my money conc]ns2 & w take no m = my private purse ?an we %all amicably settle betwe5 ourselves4 8,f\r?ly4 ,) reg>d to company1 w make *oice ( ^? p]sons :o %all be mo/ agreeable to h]self1 & w be v att5tive to ^? ( h] relations ) :om %e may wi% to be connect$--especially h] "m & si/]4 8,fif?ly4 ,be+ aw>e ( ! fooli% tr\ble occasion$ by fa/idi\sness 9 ! *oice ( food1 am det]m9$ nev] to express my p>tiality = any p>ticul> jo9t or di%1 & nev] to make ! smalle/ objection to any?+ :i* comes to table4 ,rememb] ,duke ,=tunatus1 & ! incessant squabbles occasion$ by 8 fluctuat+ ta/e & petti% temp]s4 8,s la/ly4 ,z to ! arrangem5t ( dome/ic conc]ns1 w int]f]e z little z ne$ be1 & w nev] m$dle ei!r 9 ! *oice or dismissal ( ! s]vants1 & w be c>eful nev] to f9d ) !m unnecess>y fault4 8,^! rules & regulations ,i w read ov] ! fir/ day ( e mon?1 s long z x %all please ,god to sp>e me1 & w make !m matt] ( mo/ s]i\s pray]4 8,%\ld ,i see fit to make any additions to ! above1 w /ill nev] de/roy ?is id5tical pap]1 b keep x z exhibit+ my views previ\s to m>riage1 & z a witness aga9/ me 9 future life1 %\ld ,i delib]ately violate !m4 8,i write ^! rules 9 my college rooms on ! #bj? ( ,may1 #ahaa1 be+ ! day on :i* ,i complete ! #bg? ye> ( my age1 & be+ also ! la/ ( my rema9+ 9 ,cambridge4 8,,george ,,mortim]40 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,arm/rong4 ,well+ton1 ,april #aj?1 #ahab4 ,my v de> ,fri5d1 ,i ,,_c describe ! feel+ ( regret :i* ! receipt ( y\r la/ lett] occasion$1 & ,i sit d[n1 ) depress$ spirits1 to dictate an answ]4 ,!re is some?+ exce$+ly gloomy 9 ! recollection t "o ( ! de>e/ fri5ds ,i h on e>?1 is ab\t to dep>t to a place :]e !re is no human probability ( our ev] meet+2 & t he %\ld dep>t also )\t my be+ p]mitt$ to look him 9 ! face1 to clasp 8 h&1 & to bid him a p>t+ adieu4 ,i feel truly griev$ at ! circum/ance1 & ! m s1 z ,i _h expect$ t y w\ld h be5 deta9$ on %ore long] ?an ! "t fix$ on = y\r dep>ture1 & consequ5tly t y w\ld h _h "s little sp>e "t to pay u a f>ewell visit4 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,i feel com=t$1 h[ev]1 ) ! hope ( he>+ f y occasionally1 & d give y my promise t ,i w endeav\r to write to y e o!r mon?1 :e!r ,i he> f y or n2 & my poor scrawls %all be duly =w>d$ to y\r good bro!r1 z y h desir$4 ,i w in=m y ( our proce$+s "h z m9utely z ,i c2 & w take c>e to t\* ^u su* ( a m public nature z ,i conceive may possibly escape ! att5tion ( y\r o!r correspond5ts4 ,b :ile ,i am ?us writ+1 ,i _c conceal f my ,arm/rong :at has rec5tly pass$ 9 my m9d4 ,i h long ?\ght x to be a circum/ance highly disgraceful to our ,*ur* t s few individuals h appe>$ :o are will+ to leave ! com=ts ( life1 & to endeav\r to =w>d1 by _! own ex]tions1 ! gr& & mom5t\s "w :i* ! ,god ( all grace is evid5tly c>ry+ =w>d 9 all qu>t]s ( ! globe2 & ,i n[ beg9 to feel a desire 7%\ld ! provid5ce ( ,god be pleas$ to op5 my pa?71 to /ep =w>d 9 ?is great "w4 ,i h op5$ ! matt] to my ,m>y1 & %e tells me t %e is will+ to accompany me to any place :]e ,i %\ld see x my duty to g4 ,x has pleas$ ,god to give u a compet5cy z to ?is _w's goods1 & %\ld any situation simil> to ! "o y are go+ to1 occur1 we %\ld really feel no hesitation 9 accept+ x4 ,:at our future pa? may be is unc]ta92 b ,i %\ld n wond] if my de> ,arm/rong he>s ( our foll[+ 9 ! /eps :i* he has m>k$ out = u4 ,!re seems mu* to be done abroad1 & few incl9$ to d x2 %\ld1 !re=e1 ,god be pleas$ to accept ( my poor int5tions to be engag$ 9 =w>d+ x1 ,i %all rejoice 9 ! circum/ance1 & gladly sp5d & be sp5t 9 s glori\s an employm5t4 ,i h said to my ,arm/rong :at has be5 m5tion$ to no o!r individual :atev]1 my ,m>y except$2 ,i mu/ !re=e reque/ he w n make ! slighte/ allusion to x = ! pres5t4 ,i h tak5 ! lib]ty to s5d y & ,mrs4 ,a4 a small tok5 ( p>t+ love2 may !y prove ! means ( y\r frequ5tly rememb]+ ! unwor?y donor1 & :5ev] y ?9k ( him (f] up a sil5t pray] = 8 spiritual advancem5t4 ,i h also to reque/ t y w accept ( ! enclos$ notes2 #cj !y may1 p]haps1 prove s]viceable 9 procur+ a few m additional com=ts = y\r voyage & future accommodations4 ,may ! ,god ( love accompany y 9 y\r voyage1 make y abundantly useful 9 y\r passage1 & /ill m s 9 y\r de/9$ situation4 ,my pray]s1 my be/ wi%es1 d c]ta9ly att5d y2 & ?\gh we may n meet on e>?1 yet ,i hope--,i w\ld ,i c\ld say m1 b my trea*]\s he>t w n p]mit me--b /ill ,i hope t y & ,i1 our p>tn]s1 & ! *ildr5 :om ,god may graci\sly give u1 may all meet 9 t blissful /ate above4 ,my ,m>y desires h] k9de/ reg>ds to ,mrs4 ,a4 & y\rself4 ,believe me1 ,y\r ev] affectionate ,fri5d1 ,g4 ,m4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,arm/rong4 ,well+ton1 ,july #f?1 #ahab4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,,z x respects myself1 ,i mu/ say t ,i feel ! comp>atively trifl+ duties :i* ,i h to p]=m to be a burd51 :i* at times seems insupportable2 b x is ! burd5 :i* ,god has plac$ ^u me1 &1 !re=e1 ,i /rive to g on & to press =w>d1 not)/&+ all my difficulties4 ,y w\ld h>dly conceive h[ mu* ,i dread any public ex]cise until ! mom5t 9 :i* ,i am actually engag$ 9 x2 ,i am fill$ ) ! mo/ dismal =ebod+s2 b !n1 ?r\gh m]cy all my fe>s vani%2 & ,i h reason to believe1 t my feeble ef=ts are n altoge!r 9 va94 ,no?+ fur!r has elaps$ respect+ any *ange 9 my situation4 ,my ,m>y feels a good _m appreh5sions on ! subject at pres5t1 & ,i believe ,i mu/ leave matt]s till "s circum/ance or o!r makes my way cle> & evid5t4 ,our "t is v seldom ,god's4 ,!re is a ha/e--a precipitancy--9 our proce$+s1 :i* is nev] to be discov]$ 9 ^? ( ,god4 ,! creation ( ! _w--! call+ ( 8 peculi> p--! com+ ( ! ,messiah--all %[ t ,god is sl[ 9 op]ation4 ,i feel1 my de> fri5d1 t ,i h daily & h\rly ne$ ( le>n+ a lesson on ?is subject4 ,:5ev] ,i feel hurry ( spirits1 & solicit$ to d some?+ or o!r 9 ha/e1 ,i inv>iably f9d t x turns out badly4 ,x is ! p[] ( ! enemy--,god's proc$ure is ord]ly--calm--delib]ate3 he leads u g5tly on1 &1 :ile he =cibly conv9ces ! m9d1 he op5s our provid5tial pa?4 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,we live 9 tr\blesome times1 9 a tr\blesome _w4 ,b /ill we h mu* to be ?ankful =1 not)/&+ all1 & we h a bless$ hope ( ?+s inf9itely bett] 9 ! _w to come4 ,i delight to ?9k ( ^? bless$ sc5es1 & am p]suad$ t we all ( u lose mu* = want ( rev]t+ to !m m frequ5tly4 ,) heav5 9 our eye1 h[ *e]fully are we enabl$ to m>* =w>d2 h[ c\rage\sly d we *>ge ?r\gh all oppos+ difficulties2 h[ contemptu\sly d we look ^u ! ?+s ( "t & s5se6 ,"h 0 ! gr& support ( ! ,r$eem]2 8,= ! joy :i* 0 set be=e him he endur$ ! cross1 & despis$ ! %ame40 ,i h lately be5 v mu* gratifi$ by read+ a piece ( ,dr4 ,watts' on ! ,sep>ate ,/ate4 ,we are apt to =m too spiritual notions ( ! _w to come1 &1 consequ5tly1 hav+ no?+ ^u :i* we c solidly gr\nd our inve/igations1 we lose mu* ( ! int]e/ & delight :i* w\ld o!rwise be imp>t$4 ,:5 ! lit]al mean+ ( ,scripture seems to be absurd1 we ?9k we are fully ju/ifi$ 9 seek+ o!r int]pretations2 b to reject ! pla9 & obvi\s s5se m]ely because x int]f]es ) our pre-conceiv$ notions ( ! subject1 is1 9 my op9ion1 q unw>rantable4 ,we read ( cities1 temples1 alt>s1 mansions1 fea/s1 trees1 & riv]s4 ,& no d\bt b _m ( our enjoym5ts w be exce$+ly simil> to ^? :i* ,adam enjoy$ on e>?1 :5 9 a /ate ( innoc5ce2 & x is v probable t ! employm5ts :i* engage u n[ w fit u = simil> h]eaft]4 ,all our peculi>ities ( m9d & disposition w h room = _! full ex]cise3 ! travell] may be p]mitt$ to take excursions into di/ant worlds4 ,! philosoph] may pursue1 )\t limitation1 ! inve/igations ( sci5ce & ( art4 ,! s\l :i* is en*ant$ ) h>mony1 may1 l ,david1 be ! lead] ( "s cele/ial b&2 & ! div9e w be delight$ ) fre% discov]ies into ! nature1 ! attributes1 ! p]fections1 ( 8 ,god2 :ile ! o!r myriads ( be+s1 ea* 9 _! prop] class & society1 w be enjoy+ to ! utmo/ ( _! capacity ! bless+s :i* are mo/ calculat$ to adm9i/] to _! delight4 99 99 99 99 ,f y\r s9c]e ,fri5d1 ,g4 ,m4 ,,to ,a ,,"y ,,lady4 ,well+ton1 ,augu/ #ac?1 #ahab4 ,,y h my condol5ce1 my de> ,miss -- 9 n be+ able to att5d ! k9d ( m9i/ry y approve (4 ,mo/ individuals h a turn ( m9d1 a peculi>ity ( ?9k+1 :i*1 9 a great measure1 may be consid]$ z _! own2 & h5ce x %\ld seem advisable t :5 ! *oice re/s on ourselves1 we %\ld att5d t m9i/ry :i* comes ne>e/ to our own case & circum/ances4 ,b1 alas6 ?is privilege is seldom allott$ u2 local situation1 p>5tal re/ra9ts1 & a v>iety ( o!r ?+s1 r5d] x 9 g5]al necess>y to att5d "s place or o!r1 :i* is n1 p]haps1 9 e view1 t :i*1 if left to ourselves1 we w\ld h fix$ ^u4 ,! "q1 !n1 is m]ely ?is--ought we1 "u ! circum/ances1 to qu>rel ) ! disp5sations ( provid5ce1 or quietly & pati5tly submit1 endeav\r+ to extract f exi/+ circum/ances all ! good we possibly c8 ,! language ( wisdom1 z well z ( piety1 seems to direct to ! latt] c\rse1 z t be/ calculat$ to promote our pres5t com=t1 & future welf>e4 ,god has c]ta9ly "s wise end or o!r to answ] 9 e ?+ ( ?is nature1 & if we recollect1 at ! same "t1 h[ t5d]ly he loves u1 h[ mu* he desires our spiritual improvem5t1 z well z our et]nal felicity1 we %all re/ s completely satisfi$ t we %all n h a s+le desire to alt] 9 ! m9ute/ p>ticul>4 ,b we are too apt to lose sight ( ! wisdom & love ( ,god1 z connect$ ) our affairs1 we li/5 to ! sugge/ions ( ,satan1 & fondly imag9e t if we _h ! disposal ( ?+s we c\ld easily regulate our conc]ns1 s z to make !m m effectually conduce to our welf>e4 ,h[ presumptu\s is su* language1 :5 /ripp$ ( its false col\r+1 & pres5t$ "u its real & prop] appe>ance4 99 99 99 99 99 ,on ! #cj? ,novemb]1 #ahab1 he writes to 8 si/]--,i ?9k t ,i m5tion$ 9 my la/ t !re 0 an increase ( congregation1 & t ,i c\ld discov] "s traces ( ! op]ation ( ! ,_s ( ,god 9 apply+ ! ^w4 ,^! effects1 ,i gratefully ackn[l$ge1 are /ill to be se51 & x has pleas$ ,god to enc\rage me by br++ to my k two in/ances 9 :i* ,i hope a decid$ & sav+ *ange has be5 produc$--"o on a lady ( respectability 9 an adjo9+ p>i%1 & ! o!r on an individual among ! l[] circles4 ,on ! #aa? ,janu>y1 #ahac1 he writes to ! same1 on ! bir? ( 8 elde/ son2--,i feel grateful to ,god = 8 goodness & m]cy1 z manife/$ on ! pres5t occasion1 & ,i am *e]$ ) a pleas+ hope t ! deposit :i* has ?is day be5 plac$ 9 my h&s1 w become an heir ( immortality1 a glory to 8 ,god1 & an in/rum5t ( good to all ar\nd him4 ,he has be5 ! subject ( my pray]s = "s "t pa/1 & ,i feel p]suad$ t ,god w n disappo9t my hope4 ,i1 & its de> "m1 feel anxi\s on its acc\nt1 b :at is our solicitude conc]n+ him comp>$ ) t ( ! de> ,r$eem]6 ,h[ k9dly is he int]e/$ 9 8 welf>e2 h[ ard5tly does he long to see 9 him ( ! travail ( 8 s\l t he may be satisfi$6 ,:at enc\ragem5t does ?is consid]ation af=d to ! ex]cise ( pati5t hope & p]sev]+ pray]4 ,& on ! #bd? ( ! foll[+ mon?1 he wrote 9 ref]5ce to ! baptism ( ! infant4 ,we hope1 %\ld all be well1 on ?is day se'nnight1 to devote our little *>ge to 8 graci\s ,god 9 baptism4 ,i feel x to be a solemn occasion1 = ,i _c b ?9k t mu*1 bo? ( its future happ9ess & usefulness1 may dep5d on ! mann] 9 :i* x is ?us surr5d]$4 ,i am some:at appreh5sive t we %all n q please y ) respect to ! "n :i* we ?9k ( giv+ x4 ,b x has long /ruck me z be+ a fooli% cu/om :i* prevails at pres5t ( giv+ ^? names by way ( di/9ction1 :i*1 9 fact1 ow+ to _! commonness1 are no di/9ction at all4 ,george1 ,?omas1 ,h5ry1 ,john1 are us$ f g5]ation to g5]ation1 & ?us individuals are incessantly mi/ak5 & conf\nd$ ei!r = o!r4 ,we h1 !re=e1 v5tur$ to /ep out ( ! beat5 track1 & h accord+ly fix$ ^u ,cecil1 z "o :i*1 f _m pleas+ associations1 has become ende>$ to bo? ( u4 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,well+ton1 ,m>* #af?1 #ahac4 ,i h enclos$ a copy ( a new edition ( ,alle9e's ,al>m1 publi%$ by ,mr4 ,gilp94 ,x 0 ?is book1 to :i*1 "u ,god1 ,i feel indebt$ = ! det]m9ation :i* "s ye>s ago ,i receiv$1 ) respect to my views & conduct4 ,i love x greatly 9 its old & less invit+ g>b1 b f> bett] n[4 ,ah1 my de> si/]1 _m pr(ess religion1 _m enjoy "s ( its com=ts1 feel pleasure 9 an att5dance ^u its in/itutions & its ord9ances2 b1 to walk closely ) ,god1 to get a deep & ?or\gh k bo? ( him & ( our own s\ls1 to p5etrate b5ea? ! surface ( religion & to =w>d ! life--! inw>d life ( ,god 9 ! s\l1 some?+ m is requir$4 ,9 ord] to ?is1 our eye mu/ be kept con/antly direct$ to "o & ! same po9t2 we mu/ le>n t "o ?+ is sup]em95tly ne$ful1 & t ev]y?+ :i* /&s 9 competition ) x mu/ be consid]$ z dung & z dross4 ,may ,god 9 m]cy imp>t to bo? ( u su* cle>1 su* vivid & lum9\s views ( its importance1 t ! pres5t _w & all its gaudy trifles may be less5$ 9 our e/imation1 & t true & vital godl9ess1 deep & g5u9e spirituality1 may become m & m ! objects ( our pursuits4 ,we 7 ye/]day ) de> ,mrs4 ,flet*]1 & receiv$1 z usual1 mu* pr(it f h] *oice1 sav\ry1 & spiritual rem>ks4 ,! book1 :i* lay op5 be=e h]1 0 h] ,bible4 ,i c\ld n help ?9k+ h[ mu* m efficaci\sly we %\ld all ( u proce$1 bo? z m9i/]s & private ,*ri/ians1 if ?is bless$ book 7 m frequ5tly & m s]i\sly p]us$4 ,!re is a /range feel+ ) respect to x exi/+ 9 ! m9ds ( mo/ p]sons :o may be consid]$ z ev5 pi\s *>act]s4 ,!y w\ld n feel happy if !y suff]$ ! day to pass ov] )\t read+ _! *apt] or *apt]s1 b /ill !y d x z a duty1 m]ely z a duty4 ,h[ r>ely is x tak5 up z a privilege1 z ! book ( books1 z ! v *oice/ treasure :i* we c\ld possibly op52 & yet1 unless x be ?us resort$ to1 ?us feel+ly read & /udi$1 h[ c we expect to be great pr(ici5ts 9 ! ,div9e ,life--h[ c we dr9k deep into ! ,_s ( our ,god8 ,c\ld we see into ! mann] 9 :i* _m individuals p]=m ! duties ( _! closet1 we %\ld n be mu* at a loss to discov] ! reason ( _! want ( spirituality4 ,x might all be easily & naturally trac$ to ?is "o s+le s\rce--_! h\r ?us set ap>t is gone ?r\gh 9 a mann] n v dissimil> to a horse 9 a mill2 !y g r\nd & r\nd ) ! same lifeless =mality2 & :5 _! duty is ov]1 !y pass ) unalt]$ un9flu5c$ feel+s to any?+ :i* may next engage _! att5tion2 b h[ diff]5t f ^? :o walk 9 _! solitude ) ,god2 :o g to _! closets z if !y 7 ab\t to meet ! v be/ fri5d !y h ^u e>?2 :o feel heav5ly emotions on e su* occasion rek9dl$2 ^: he>ts are made to burn )9 !m2 9 %ort1 :o s wait ^u ,god z to r5ew _! /r5g?2 :o c>ry f _! privacy a holy influ5ce :i* is easily discov]$ 9 ! :ole ( _! conv]se1 temp]s1 & pursuits4 ,give our k9d love to ,eliza1 & accept ! same y\rself4 ,to bo? ( y we feel no small degree ( affectionate reg>ds2 we (t5 talk ( y1 b /ill (t5] make y ! subject ( our ?\ghts4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,arm/rong4 ,well+ton1 ,april1 #ahac4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,i ,,h ( late be5 oblig$ to give up all ?\ghts ( mission>y ex]tions2 my pres5t m9i/]ial lab\rs 7small1 alas6 z !y are :5 contra/$ ) ! m ext5d$ op]ations ( my de> fri5d7 are a weight :i* presses v heavily ^u my m9d2 !y dr9k up all my spirits1 & h s completely trans=m$ me f ! *e]ful happy individual :i* ,i =m]ly us$ to be1 t c\ld y break 9 ^u me accid5tally & unaw>es y w\ld h>dly recognise me = ! same4 ,ah1 my de> fri5d1 c\ld ,i h =ese5 ^! ?+s1 ,i %\ld sc>cely h d>$ to h enc\nt]$ all ! anxieties & p]plexities att5dant ^u ! m9i/]ial (fice4 ,i feel inde$ t ,i h to su/a9 a burd52 b !re is "o *e]+ consid]ation--x is ! ,"l's burd52 x is plac$ & appo9t$ by him1 & if pati5tly su/a9$1 n only 8 glory1 b my own et]nal welf>e1 & p]haps t ( o!rs also1 w be advanc$4 ,b if ,i feel ! burd5 s great at pres5t1 h[ little am ,i cut out = s great a "w z t :i* y h ! hon\r & ! privilege to be employ$ 96 ,9 ! s]vice ( ! sanctu>y !re 7 hew]s ( wood & draw]s ( wat]4 ,i seem to be ( ?is description4 ,b1 ?\gh ^! individuals 7 mean & insignificant1 comp>$ ) o!rs1 yet 7 !y useful 9 _! way2 &1 if ,god d b bless my lab\rs1 ,i tru/ ,i %all be cont5t & be will+ to be employ$ by him to ! end ( my days4 ,i w\ld gratefully ackn[l$ge "s ( 8 graci\s manife/ations 9 ?is respect4 ,two individuals h1 ,i tru/1 be5 sav+ly br\ght to ! k ( ,god1 & "s few h1 9 o!r respects1 be5 b5efit$4 ,?is is ! ,"l's do+1 & x is m>vell\s 9 our eyes4 ,b ?\gh my m9i/]ial duties are ?us oppressive1 ,i h reason to be ?ankful 9 o!r respects4 ,i h a de> wife1 :om ,i t5d]ly love1 & ,god has be5 pleas$ to pres5t me1 ab\t ?ree mon?s s9ce1 ) a sweet & int]e/+ little son4 ,he is heal?y1 animat$1 & vigor\s1 & proves to me a s\rce ( com=t :i*1 ,i mu/ frankly confess1 ,i b little anticipat$4 ,i feel ,i h an important deposit plac$ )9 my h&s2 b ,i tru/ ,god w enable me to tra9 him = ! skies1 & !n all w be well4 ,we h nam$ him 8,cecil10 aft] our tru/y1 excell5t1 & mo/ valuable fri5d4 ,i %\ld h pref]r$ to h prefix$ 9 its /ead t ( my good fri5d :om ,i am address+2 b its l5g?1 z well z ! numb] ( consonants :i* compose x1 r5d] x z a ,*ri/ian "n some:at h>% & sonor\s4 ,s9ce ,i la/ wrote to y1 ,i receiv$ a lett] f our fri5d ,f--1 ( ,tr9ity4 ,x 0 ! be>] ( melan*oly tid+s2 ! cup ( ?is excell5t "y man seems to be compos$ ( sorr[s peculi>ly sev]e4 ,he lo/ "s "t ago1 z y w d\btless recollect1 a t5d] fa!r1 "u circum/ances truly afflictive1 & n[ he has lo/ 8 /ill de>] "m4 ,he he>d1 by lett]1 ( h] illness1 rode to ,inv]ness1 :]e %e !n 01 )\t ! lea/ int]mission2 b :5 he arriv$1 %e 0 dead4 ,! weight ( ?is calamity ^u 8 m9d1 toge!r ) ! accumulat$ pressure ( temporal & dome/ic conc]ns1 h caus$ him to pass ?r\gh deep wat]s2 b ,god has giv5 to !m a sanctify+ influ5ce3 y w\ld be truly gratifi$ at ! g5u9e /ream ( piety :i* p]vades ! :ole ( 8 lett]4 ,x *>act]izes a real *ild ( ,god4 ,i h lately be5 turn+ my att5tion t[>ds botany4 ,%\ld y ev] be s5d+ a packet to y\r bro!r1 w\ld y be s k9d z to enclose me a few se$s ( "s ( y\r *oice & beautiful fl[]s2 ,i mean ^? :i* are peculi> to y\r climate8 ,y w fav\r me /ill fur!r by affix+ ! names by :i* !y are commonly kn[n4 ,if y h nev] amus$ y\rself 9 ?is way1 y w be surpris$ at ! inexhau/ible s\rce ( pleasure ( :i* x is capable4 ,i walk$ out ) my ,m>y ?is morn+ ?r\gh ! adjo9+ c\ntry4 ,we 7 pleas$ & exhil>at$ on v>i\s acc\nts2 b our botanic pleasures 7 by f> ! greate/4 ,little1 exquisitely ta/y beauties 7 discov]$ by u1 :i* be=e _h completely escap$ our notice2 !y lie be=e me on my table2 & :ile ,i look at !m1 ,i am l$ to adore ! ,h& :i* s elegantly & +5i\sly =m$ !m4 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,my be/ wi%es & my con/ant weekly pray]s att5d y4 ,i greatly love y--am t5d]ly conc]n$ 9 y\r welf>e1 & %all always rejoice on be+ able to congratulate y on its realization4 ,f y\r ev] s9c]e ,fri5d1 ,g4 ,m4 99 99 99 99 99 ,ab\t ! middle ( ! ye> #ahad1 ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 jo9$ by a coadjutor 9 ! curacy ( ,well+ton1 ( a k9dr$ _s ) himself1 & "o ) :om he seems to h tak5 sweet c\nsel1 walk+ to ! h\se & s]vice ( ,god z fri5ds4 ,?is 0 ! ,rev4 ,john ,k+1 already m5tion$ 9 ! preface4 ,9 a lett] to 8 si/]1 on ! #crd ( ,june1 #ahad1 is ?is %ort notice ( ! ev5t j ref]r$ to3--8,my de> fri5d ,k+ has jo9$ u--he is belov$ by all40 ,9 ano!r lett] dat$ ! #cj? ( ! same mon?1 he m5tions 8 great atta*m5t to ,mr4 ,k+1 _! delightful opportunities ( /udy+ toge!r1 & t he e/eems 8 com+ "u 8 ro( z "o ( ! greate/ bless+s ev] v\*saf$4 ,8 intimacy ) ?is g5tleman 0 =m$ at ! ,univ]sity2 8be+ introduc$ to him10 z he m5tions 9 a lett] to ! writ]1 8! v fir/ ev5+ ( 8 com+ to college1 & we h10 he adds1 8ev] s9ce rema9$ 9 ! close/ bonds ( union40 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,arm/rong4 ,well+ton1 ,sept4 #a1 #ahad4 ,my v de> ,fri5d1 ,i ,,feel ?ankful t a day ( comp>ative leisure enables me to fulfil my engagem5t z to writ+ to y4 ,x is ! ,"l's goodness2 & ,i _c help consid]+ x z "o out ( _m ?\s& o!r in/ances 9 :i* pray] & simple reliance ^u ,god t5d mo/ effectually to =w>d u 9 our conc]ns4 ,i fe> to tru/ my own un/able & trea*]\s he>t1 & !re=e begg$ ( ,god t he w\ld graci\sly assi/ me2 &1 7 ,i to d s con/antly1 h[ mu* bett] w\ld x be = me6 h[ _m good plans & well conc]t$ s*emes1 in/ead ( be+ r5d]$ abortive1 w\ld h be5 sp$ & prosp]$6 ,b1 tru/+ 9 ! goodness ( ! plan1 in/ead ( ! bless+ ( ! ,"l1 &1 at ! same "t1 ov]look+ my own utt] insuffici5cy1 ,i h be5 manife/ly left to le>n lessons ( dep5d5ce1 ?r\gh ! unwelcome m$ium ( failure & disappo9tm5t4 ,b1 aft] all ! pa9s :i* a graci\s ,god has be5 pleas$ to take ) me1 h[ sl[ ,i am to le>n1 h[ unwill+ to become no?+1 t ,god may become all 9 all4 ,& yet ?is is ! only way 9 :i* we c be ei!r ext5sively or p]man5tly bless$4 ,we are dealt ) z *ildr52 b on :i* ( 8 *ildr5 w a judici\sly affectionate p>5t be/[ ! greate/ hon\r8 ,n on ! =w>d & self-suffici5t4 ,?is is a _s :i* he mu/ *a/5 & subdue by pati5t & humiliat+ discipl9e4 ,x is ! *ild :o is mode/1 di/ru/ful1 & unassum+1 :o is diffid5t ( 8 abilities1 & afraid ( lean+ to 8 own und]/&+1 t w meet ) ! c\nt5ance & support ( ! wise & t5d] fa!r4 ,b to "o ( a contr>y temp]1 su* a mode ( treatm5t w\ld be ru9\s1 &1 !re=e1 utt]ly inadmissible on ! "p ( a p>5t ^: affectionate he>t 0 regulat$ by a s\nd & enlight5$ judgm5t4 ,ah1 my de> fri5d1 h[ (t5 d we put x out ( ! p[] ev5 ( ! t5d] ,fa!r ( m]cies to spe$ & prosp] u6 ,h[ mu* humiliat+ discipl9e are we incessantly c\rt+ by attempt+ to rob ,god ( t glory :i* belongs to himself alone6 ,a few ev5+s ago ,i receiv$ a lett] f my ag5t 9 t[n1 giv+ me an acc\nt ( "s loss :i* ,i _h lately su/a9$4 ,i took my de> wife ) me into my /udy1 & fall+ on our knees1 we pray$ to ! ,"l to br+ u into a ready acquiesc5ce ) 8 div9e w1 & to keep u f e ! lea/ feel+ ( dissatisfaction or expression ( compla9t4 ,:ile engag$ 9 pray]1 ^? words1 8,god is love10 came ) sweet p[] to my m9d4 ,i felt conv9c$ t x 0 t div9e attribute1 & t alone1 :i* _h appo9t$ ! circum/ance2 t ,i c\ld n h done s well )\t z ) x2 &1 consequ5tly1 t ,i _h f> m reason = gratitude & praise ?an = any?+ else4 ,s9ce t "t h[ cle>ly h ,i se5 t ! love ( ,god is ! only prop] key to unlock all ,god's disp5sations1 & t :5 ?is is us$ x w op5 to u treasures ( m]cies & ( bless+s :i* w\ld o!rwise be = ev] clos$ f our view4 ,! ,,"l tea* me = ! future to pr(it by ! in/ruction2 & enable u to label1 z x 71 ea* pass+ trial ) "s su* inscription z ?is1 8,f y\r lov+ ,fa!r40 ,y1 my de> fri5d1 h _h mu* to be>2 & p]haps ,satan has :isp]$ at times into y\r m9d ^? consid]ations :i* are likely to di/ress & to disc\rage y2 b all is well2 all orig9ates 9 love2 &1 !re=e1 z ,p>nell s sweetly tea*es1 8,:]e y c't unravel10 8y %\ld le>n to tru/40 ,i hope y feel confid5ce 9 ^! bless$ results ( y\r lab\rs4 ,:at a ^w is t ( our graci\s ,r$eem]'s1 & h[ wor?y to be grav5 on ! palms ( e m9i/] ( 8 tru?6 8,said ,i n unto !e1 if ?\ w\ld/ believe ?\ %\ld/ see ! glory ( ,god80 ,surely x is no?+ b our unbelief :i* h9d]s ! ,"l f lay+ b>e 8 arm1 & do+ wondr\s ?+s 9 righte\sness4 ,9 our p>i% & neighb\rhood we h lately se5 a f> m ext5sive "w bo? ( conv]sion & progression ?an we h ev] yet be5 indulg$ )2 & ,i _c b ascribe x to ! _m pray]s :i* h be5 rec5tly (f]$ up 9 ref]5ce to ?is po9t4 ,_m ( u h felt great confid5ce t ! ,"l w\ld revive 8 "w among u2 & he :o has taught u daily to pray t 8 k+dom might come1 has 9 no way disappo9t$ our hope4 ,we tru/1 h[ev]1 t :at we h hi!rto se5 are m]ely ! drops be=e ! %[]4 ,m>y & ,k+ unite ) me 9 k9de/ love to y\rself & de> ,mrs4 ,a41 & ,i rema91 ,y\r ev] s9c]e & truly affectionate ,fri5d1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,mr4 ,mortim]1 f 8 e>ly connexion ) ! ,me?odi/s1 imbib$ _m ( _! views1 & foll[$ out "s ( _! practices4 ,i _c say t he succe$$ 9 conv9c+ me ( ! exp$i5cy ( ! plan describ$ 9 ! foll[+ lett]1 ?\gh possess$ probably ( "s advantages2 nor d ,i ?9k t he cont9u$ always to approve ( ! same2 b ,i ?9k x "r t he %\ld speak = himself1 & !re=e ,i %all give sev]al copies or extracts ( 8 lett]s on ! subject3-- ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,well+ton1 ,salop4 ,octob] #bg1 #ahad4 ,,ah1 my de> fri5d1 :at ne$ h we all ( be+ occasionally pull$ d[n1 /ripp$ ( our fanci$ excell5cies1 spoil$ ( our boa/$ props1 & laid l[ 9 self-abasem5t & humility ( s\l at ! feet ( ,jesus4 ,& consid]+ ?is our ne$1 h[ k9d is x 9 ! ,,"l to take ! pa9ful pa9s ) u :i* he does4 ,he _h mu* r rejoice ov] u 9 uncl\d$ prosp]ity2 b our p]v]s5ess w n suff] him1 & !re=e he =ces himself to grieve u4 ,he con/ra9s himself to cut (f ! dang]\s limb--to amputate--:5 x w\ld be injuri\s to sp>e4 ,we h two classes1 aft] ! mann] ( ! ,me?odi/s2 "o consi/+ ( m51 & ! o!r ( wom54 ,! =m] l$ by ,mr4 ,eyton1 & ! latt] by myself4 ,out ( ! m5's class1 ,mr4 ,e4 has select$ six "y m51 f\r ( :om g out on a ,monday ev5+1 9 turns1 & exp\nd to ! poor 9 f\r cottages 9 diff]5t p>ts ( ! p>i%2 & mu* good1 ,i tru/1 has already be5 se5 result+ f ! plan4 ,mr4 ,e4 did n ?9k ( ! classes till ab\t a ye> & a half ago2 b we all feel truly ?ankful to ,god t !y 7 begun at la/4 ,y w\ld h be5 /ruck at ! effects :i* soon began to foll[4 ,a /&>d1 if ,i may s speak1 0 by ?is means erect$1 & _m1 :o 9 all probability w\ld h rema9$ halt+ & hesitat+ till ! v end ( _! days1 7 induc$1 "o aft] ano!r1 to flock ar\nd x1 & ,i h be5 surpris$ at ! degree ( help :i* !y h all receiv$ s9ce !y 7 ?us unit$4 ,&1 9 addition to _! own p]sonal b5efit1 !y soon became in/rum5tal ( good to o!rs4 ,our little society became a k9d ( nurs]y ( exp\nd]s1 exhort]s1 & assi/ants 9 pray]2 & n[1 in/ead ( a comp>atively b>r5 wild]ness1 we are rejoic$ to behold1 9 _m places1 an incipi5t g>d5 ( ! ,,"l4 ,ano!r b5efit ,i w\ld j beg leave to notice1 & t ref]s to y\rself4 ,y w "k mu* m ( ! /ate ( y\r p1 y w obta9 a great] insight into _! temptations1 difficulties1 & trials1 & w be l$ to look ar\nd y = ! means ( obviat+1 or else help+ !m to be> !m2 & ?us y\r mann] ( prea*+ w become f> m exp]im5tal1 &1 consequ5tly1 f> m useful4 ,)\t "s su* k ( our p z we ?us obta91 our disc\rses1 z ,mr4 ,j]ram us$ to say1 w be ab\t x1 & ab\t x1 b seldom actually ^u ! m>k4 ,i h f\nd a v mat]ial b5efit myself 9 ?is way1 & ,i w\ld n h be5 )\t x = worlds4 ,n[1 my de> fri5d1 :at h9d]s b t y %\ld ent] ^u su* a class meet+8 ,if y h only ?ree or f\r1 beg9 ) !m2 meet ) !m weekly2 beg9 ) s++ & pray]2 relate to !m ! /ate ( y\r own m9d dur+ ! week1 & !n inquire into ! /ate ( _!'s4 ,pray] may conclude4 ,mr4 ,e4 began1 ,i ?9k1 ) only f\r1 & 0 "s weeks be=e he got above two or ?ree m2 b n[ ! m5's class is betwe5 ?irty & =ty1 & ! wom5's n f> %ort4 ,d n be afraid ( ! ,me?odi/ical appe>ance ( ! proc$ure4 ,x is full ( b5efits1 & ,i h no "q b t if y c prevail ^u y\rself to adopt x1 y\rself & ?\s&s m w h et]nal reason to bless ,god = its in/itution4 ,&1 "u su* circum/ances1 %\ld a "n1 or an appe>ance1 cause y a mom5t's hesitation8 ,i tru/ x w n4 99 99 99 ,i rema91 ,y\r v s9c]e ,fri5d ,& ,bro!r 9 ! ,"l1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! foll[+ lett] is a beautiful manife/ation ( ! greate/ humility z to 8 own ,*ri/ian exp]i5ce2 x 0 address$ to 8 si/]3-- ,well+ton1 ,nov4 #ag?1 #ahad4 ,my de> ,m>y1 ,i ,,h to ?ank my de> "m & y\rself = ! pr9t$ acc\nt1 & ! accompany+ lett] relative to ! ,"l's graci\s deal+s ) our de> dep>t$ bro!r3 !y h prov$ highly int]e/+1 &1 ,i tru/1 truly pr(itable to u4 ,may our e>s ev] be dispos$ to li/5 to1 & our he>ts prep>$ to receive1 in/ruction f all ! graci\s means :i* a ,god ( inf9ite love & m]cy is ev] tak+ ) u1 9 ord] to our good1 & :5 x comes to our turn to drop ! g>m5ts ( mortality may x be ) u1 z x 0 ) de> ,james1 to be clo!d ) ^? ( light4 ,a te> may n[ & !n involunt>ily escape me :5 ,i adv]t to ! diff]5ce betwe5 8 envi$ situation & my own4 ,he q safe1 ,i /ill surr\nd$ ) dang]2 /ill call$ to _m a conflict ) ! ,*ri/ian's ?reefold enemy2 /ill sm>t+ f ! w\nds :i* my own unfai?fulness & presumption r5d]$ exp$i5t t ,i %\ld receive4 ,b ,i com=t myself ) ! recollection t ! "t w soon come :5 ,i hope to be cr[n$ z victor1 & t my cont9uance "h bel[ is ) ! m]ciful int5tion ( giv+ me increas$ opportunity ( gett+ "s fre% jewels to my cr[n1 & ( gett+ ^? bright5$ :i* are already !re4 ,may ! great ,capta9 ( my salvation s /& by me1 t all ^! ,8 graci\s purposes may be abundantly answ]$6 ,i bless ,god1 ,i d feel an increas+ desire to live to ,him1 & to ! glory ( 8 "n2 & !re are times 9 :i* ,i feel t ,i h an increas$ p[] to d s4 ,:5 ,i comp>e ! g5]al /ate ( my religi\s exp]i5ce ) :at x =m]ly 01 ,i f9d t ,i am enabl$ to ex]cise m uni=mly submission to 8 div9e w1 & to dep5d ^u him m habitually = ! supply ( all my wants4 ,i feel 9 _m respects m crucifi$ to ! _w1 & ! _w seems to h become m s to me2 s t ,i c>e b little ab\t a v>iety ( ?+s :i* 7 at "o "t accu/om$ to engross mu* ( my "t & affections4 ,9 a ^w1 ,i am l$ to conclude1 t ! life :i* ,i n[ live 9 ! fle% is some:at m a life ( fai? 9 ! ,son ( ,god1 a simple dep5d5ce & reliance ^u ,him1 z my wisdom1 righte\sness1 /r5g?1 & happ9ess1 z my all-suffici5t ,savi\r4 ,b :ile ,i feel great cause = ?ankfulness 9 ^! respects1 yet h[ f> am ,i f s walk+ z to please my ,god6 ,i 0 ?9k+ ov] ! /ate ( my m9d ! o!r morn+1 & ,i felt deeply humbl$ be=e ! ,"l on acc\nt ( x4 ,my religion /rikes me z be+ m sup]ficial & circum/antial1 ?an deep1 inw>d1 & spiritual4 ,i possess a measure ( union ) ,god1 b v little communion ) ,him4 ,i am engag$ 9 ,8 works1 & do+ ,8 w 9 ! ma91 b ,i hold slight & frequ5tly int]rupt$ conv]se ) ,him4 ,b h[ c su* a walk be pleas+ unto ,god8 ,b1 p]haps1 y w n be able to ent] into my feel+s--z connect$ ) ?is my defect 9 religi\s exp]i5ce--unless ,i h rec\rse to "s famili> illu/ration4 ,an individual may be walk+ by my side1 t[>ds ! place :i* ,i w\ld h him proce$ to1 & 9 ! way 9 :i* ,i w\ld h him walk2 b %\ld he walk = miles & h\rs toge!r1 9 total sil5ce1 nev]1 dur+ ^! int]vals1 drop a ^w expressive ( 8 views & feel+s1 nev] communicate to me ! lea/ ?+ :i* is pass+ 9 8 m9d2 or %\ld he manife/ a simil> indiff]5ce conc]n+ my communications to him1 %\ld he nev] li/5 to my voice1 or suff] himself to be s amus$ ) ! surr\nd+ prospect1 or ! incid5ts ( ! j\rney1 z to h no e> = me1 :at op9ion %\ld ,i =m ( su* an individual8 ,w\ld he be walk+ s z to please me8 ,! application is easy--we may be walk+ 9 ,god's comm&s t[>ds ! place he w\ld h u direct our face1 & 9 ^? pa?s :i* he has be5 pleas$ to appo9t2 b if we d n hold conv]se ) him1 if we are backw>d to tell him :at is pass+ 9 our m9ds1 or if we h no e> to li/5 to 8 k9d communications1 suff]+ ourselves to be previ\sly engag$ ) ! ?+s by :i* we are surr\nd$1 h[ little c su* a walk be gratify+ to ! bless$ ,god6 ,n[1 my de> ,m>y1 "h is my defect2 ,i d n cultivate1 z ,i ought1 t lov+1 graci\s int]c\rse ) my lov+ ,r$eem] :i* x is my privilege to enjoy3 n only _m mom5ts1 b1 sometimes1 ev5 h\rs1 pass )\t any?+ l direct communion ) him4 ,oh1 :5 %all ,i be able to adopt ! language--! beautiful expressive language--( "o ( ,mr4 ,wesley's hymns-- 8,f> above all e>?ly ?+s1 ,:ile yet my h&s are "h employ$2 ,sees my s\l ! ,k+ ( k+s1 ,& freely talks ) ,god40 ,let u help "o ano!r1 my de> si/]1 9 ?is important matt] by our mutual & f]v5t pray]s4 ,good ,ar*bi%op ,leighton1 allud+ to ! effects ( int]c\rse kept up on ! "p ( m9i/]s ) ! bless$ ,god1 has happily express$ himself3--8,!y t conv]se mo/ ) ! ,k+1 & are inw>d ) him1 "k mo/ ( ! affairs ( /ate1 & ev5 ! secrets ( !m1 :i* are hid f o!rs4 ,&1 c]ta9ly1 ^? ( ,god's mess5g]s :o are (t5e/ ) ,himself1 _c b und]/& _! bus9ess be/1 & "k mo/ ( ,8 mean+1 & ! affairs ( ,8 k+dom40 ,:at a lum9\s pro( did ?is mo/ excell5t man af=d 9 8 conduct ( ! tru? ( 8 own ass]tion1 & :at ne$ h we1 :o are ! m9i/]s & /ew>ds ( ! same my/]ies1 to foll[ him z he also foll[$ ,*ri/6 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,well+ton1 ,salop4 ,dec4 #bi1 #ahad4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,,9 my la/ ,i m5tion$ to y ! illness & expect$ removal ( my y\nge/ bro!r1 ,james4 ,he has s9ce be5 call$ to 8 re/1 & ,i am truly ?ankful to be enabl$ to /ate t 8 dea? 0 att5d$ ) circum/ances highly satisfactory1 especially :5 x is rememb]$ t he 0 n 9 any way a communicative lad1 b1 on ! contr>y1 v sil5t & res]v$4 ,well6 he is gone--gone1 ,i tru/1 to et]nal glory4 ,! ,"l1 9 8 ri* m]cy1 prep>e u all to foll[ him6 ,he 0 ! y\nge/ among u1 & ! lea/ likely to be fir/ call$4 ,i hope t we h mo/ ( u be5 induc$ by ! circum/ance to wat* & to be sob]2 8s to numb] our days z to apply our he>ts unto wisdom40 ,z f> z reg>ds myself1 ,i ?9k ,i may say t ! lesson has be5 v salut>y4 ,i h be5 l$ to consid] myself z ! next :i* %all be call$1 &1 ( c\rse1 et]nal & invisible ?+s h appe>$ exce$+ly ne>4 ,i ?ank ,god t dea? has no /+ to me4 ,its /+ is s91 & t my graci\s ,r$eem] has m]cifully remov$4 ,! anticipation1 !re=e1 f> f be+ a means ( uneas9ess1 is matt] ( entire & sob] satisfaction2 n t ,i h any cause = disquietude "h bel[--n t ,i h any re/lessness ( desire aris+ f a qu]ul\s or petti% feel+ ( discont5t4 ,no1 my de> fri5d1 ,god has be51 & /ill cont9ues to be1 abundant 9 m]cy & tru?4 ,b /ill ^! ?+s are n my ,god--?is _w is n my home4 ,i seem to myself l a s*ool-boy v agreeably plac$ at s*ool--fond ( 8 ma/]1 pleas$ ) 8 companions1 & int]e/$ by 8 /udies1 he has e sob] gr\nd = satisfaction1 &1 z su*1 does n petti%ly wi% to be gone--does n = a mom5t ?9k ( leav+ till 8 vacation %all arrive3 b /ill ! ?\ghts ( home delight him1 & :5 ! summ] :i* calls him !re arrives1 he mo/ *e]fully complies--8 k9d ma/]1 8 pleas+ companions--8 engag+ /udies--all are mo/ gladly left2 = ^! are n 8 home4 ,ah1 my de> fri5d1 h[ lightly %\ld we all sit to ! ?+s b5ea?1 to ^? :i* are ne>e/ & de>e/1 did we b consid] heav5 m z our own place--z our heav5ly ,fa!r's h\se6 ,i (t5 wi%1 my de> fri5d1 t ! b\nds ( our habitation 7 s fix$ t we might n only correspond )1 b face to face conv]se )1 ea* o!r4 ,?is privilege ,i n[ enjoy ) my fri5d ,k+1 :o = ne>ly a ye> has be5 on ! same spot1 & ev5 9 ! same h\se4 ,b ,i /ill feel my he>t long+ aft] my abs5t fri5d4 ,?is inde$ may orig9ate 9 "s lat5t feel+ ( +ratitude & discont5t1 :i* leads me to ov]look ! m]cy v\*saf$1 & to long = t d5i$4 ,& yet ,i am n consci\s t ?is is altoge!r ! case3 h>dly a day elapses 9 :i* ,i d n ?ank ,god = ! bless+ grant$ me1 ?r\gh ! m$ium ( my pres5t fri5d4 ,he is a mo/ *oice & valuable "y man--"o ( t5 ?\s&4 ,& yet ! "q frequ5tly arises 9 my m9d1 :y did ,i ev] "k--:y did ,i feel s exce$+ly atta*$ to my abs5t fri5d1 if x 7 n ! int5tion ( a graci\s & indulg5t ,god to give him to me 9 l mann]8 ,b ! ways ( ! ,"l are 9 ! great deep3 8 foot/eps are n kn[n2 & yet graci\s1 ?\gh unkn[n1 ,i w\ld !re=e be ?ankful t ,i h a de>--de>--v de> fri5d1 to :om ,i c write1 & = :om ,i c pray1 if ,i c d no m2 & my m9d is solac$ & com=t$ ) ! hope t a day is com+ 9 :i* we %all jo9 to "p no m2 t glori\s inh]itance is at h& :]e "s adjac5t mansion %all be assign$ u1 or :]e di/ance %all prove no imp$im5t or b>ri] to our int]c\rse4 ,may our lov+ ,savi\r1 :o is 8! way1 ! tru?1 & ! life10 guide u & ours all safe to ?is glori\s k+dom6 ,i rema91 ,y\r v affectionate ,fri5d & old ,collegian1 8,,mort40 99 99 99 99 99 ,ano!r ( 8 fri5ds1 ! ,rev4 ,j4 ,c41 ! pres5t rector ( a p>i% 9 ,*e%ire1 may be "h introduc$--a fri5d :om he e/eem$ v highly4 ,?is g5tleman1 9 ! =m] ye>s ( 8 life1 0 engag$ 9 bus9ess1 & 8 fri5d 0 v desir\s ( deta*+ 8 m9d f ?is pursuit1 & ( lead+ him to turn 8 att5tion to ! sacr$ (fice4 ,9 "o ( 8 e>ly lett]s press+ ?is *ange ^u 8 consid]ation1 he makes ! foll[+ p]t95t rem>k3-- 8,x is n easy1 :5 fix$ by circum/ances1 & ext5sively surr\nd$ by our secul> conc]ns1 to foll[ ! example ( ,mat!w1 & imm$iately to arise4 ,! d9 ( bus9ess & ! clam\r ( de> fri5ds dr[n ! s(t intimations ( our pass+ ,"l1 &1 que/ion+ ! reality ( 8 call1 we f9d x difficult to leave all beh9d40 ,9 ! foll[+ extract ( a lett] to ! ,rev4 ,j4 ,arm/rong1 ,mr4 ,mortim] /ates :at he conceiv$ to be ! qualifications ( a m9i/] ( ! ^w 9 a =eign or uncultivat$ soil2 & also 8 views ( ,arm9ianism4 ,8 rem>ks on ! latt] subject 7 address$ to ! editor1 to :om1 9 a =m] lett]1 he _h giv5 "s acc\nt ( a plan :i* he & "s ( 8 fri5ds _h devis$ ( rais+ a fund = ! pur*ase ( liv+s1 & _h giv5 to ! designation ( ! object an ,arm9ian "*4 ,! editor1 :o has (t5 be5 consid]$ z a ,calv9i/1 wrote to 8 fri5d to say he object$ to ! title ( 8 project$ association2 add+1 t1 9 ! ev5t ( 8 return+ home invalid$1 or f o!r causes1 he c\ld expect to d]ive no b5efit f 8 fri5d's patronage3-- ,well+ton1 ,salop4 ,feb4 #be?1 #ahae4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 9999 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,,7 ,i requir$ to po9t out ^? qualifications :i* %\ld di/+ui% ! m9i/] ( ! ^w 9 a =eign or uncultivat$ soil1 ,i %\ld n specify ^? qualities :i* are too exclusively dwelt ^u by _m4 ,i %\ld n inquire into ! f]v\r ( 8 _s1 ! comm&+ or w9n+ nature ( 8 aspect & address1 ! robu/ness ( 8 frame--88 iron s9ews1 & 8 bones ( brass20--all ^! ?+s are good auxili>ies1 b !y are n ess5tials4 ,! gr& requisite seems to be ?is1 a quiet /eady application to pres5t duty1 comb9$ ) a peaceful & unbrok5 reliance ^u ! ,"l2 = if an individual be possess$ ( a _s & temp] :i* ?is conduct supposes1 he mu/ succe$4 ,ho/s ( oppos+ difficulties w1 "o aft] ano!r1 fall be=e him l ! petrifi$ b& :o came to seize ! p]son ( our ,"l4 ,all 8 pati5t lab\rs1 ! produce ( 8 fai?1 %all be> ! approv+ seal ( ,god--all t he doe? %all prosp]4 ,b1 if pres5t duty be neglect$1 or sup9ely1 or un9t]e/+ly conduct$--if 8 reliance & confid5ce on ,god be brok5--if 8 oppress$ _s s9k "u e wave ( disc\ragem5t :i* = ! trial ( 8 fai? is p]mitt$ to pass ov] him--"u su* circum/ances1 prosp]ity is impossible2 = ev5 our graci\s & our will+ ,"l c 9 no wise help u4 ,f ^! consid]ations1 ,i feel truly ?ankful t y\r _s fa9ts n1 t y\r confid5ce 9 ,god /ill rema9s1 & t y /ill apply y\rself to y\r ardu\s "w4 ,?is ,moravian 7,i %\ld r h said ?is ,*ri/like7 _s w1 ) ! sup]add$ bless+ ( ! ,"l1 br+ to y & y\r de> flock a tra9 ( m]cies f> exce$+ ! mo/ sangu9e ( y\r expectations4 8,be /rong1 !re=e1 & ( a good c\rage2 fe> n1 nei!r be dismay$2 & !n ! ,"l ?y ,god w be ) !e :i!rsoev] ?\ goe/40 ,he w 8,cov] ?y head 9 ! day ( battle2 he w take hold ( %ield & buckl]2 he w fight = !e1 & ?\ %alt hold ?y peace40 ,b :ile ,i am ?us allud+ to y\r m9i/]ial duties1 ,i w\ld aga9 recomm5d to y :at ,i took ! lib]ty ( urg+ ^u y some:at at l>ge 9 a =m] lett]4 ,i allude to class meet+s4 ,:atev] y d1 my de> ,arm/rong1 d n omit ^!4 ,i h se5 already1 & daily cont9ue to see1 advantages ! mo/ unequivocal result+ f !m2 & am conv9c$ t no "o endu$ ei!r ) a spiritual m9d1 or ) a desire aft] x1 w\ld make an exp]im5t ( _! efficacy )\t mo/ conv9c+ly p]ceiv+ x4 ,9 y\r own case1 ,i h no "q b t ! adoption ( ! plan ,i am recomm5d+1 w\ld become q an era to y 9 spiritual prosp]ity1 bo? z a *ur* & z a private individual--an epo*a ^u :i* y w\ld ev] look back ) ! mo/ unqualifi$ delight4 ,y seem prep>$1 my good fri5d1 to receive f me some:at ( an ,arm9ian trimm+ = ! h]etical alt]ation :i* y h v5tur$ to propose z connect$ ) our 8,liv+ & ,p]petual ,adv[son ,plan40 ,x happ5s1 h[ev]1 t ,i feel no su* disposition at pres5t2 n t ,i am less anxi\s ?an be=e = ! ma9t5ance ( s\nd doctr9e )9 ! walls ( our *ur*es1 b because ,i h a good hope t 9 y\r case a caution ^u ^! po9ts is almo/ unnecess>y4 ,i tru/ t1 not)/&+ ! =ce ( c]ta9 prejudices imbib$ 9 ! e>ly "p ( y\r ,*ri/ian life1 ! leav5 ( real unadult]at$ tru? has be5 introduc$ into y\r m9d1 & t a "t w come 9 :i* x w pr$om9ate to ! leav5+ ( ! :ole lump4 ,i %\ld be glad to f9d t ?is 0 ! case ev5 n[2 =1 ?\gh ! circum/ances 9 :i* y are plac$ at pres5t =bid ! introduction ( any ext5sive evil1 yet /ill1 ,i fe> t "s degree ( evil w almo/ unavoidably f9d an entrance4 ,= e portion ( error has its correspond+ portion ( evil4 ,tru?1 simple1 unmix$ tru?1 is t :i* sanctifies1 & tru? alone4 ,b z to endeav\r+ to lead y ?r\gh all ! mazes ( controv]sy & debate to ?is desirable end1 ,i h n ! lea/ int5tion1 nor ev5 desire4 ,i _h r leave y 9 ! h&s ( ,god1 by pray]1 begg+ t ,he1 ! ,god ( ,tru? & ! ,fa!r ( ,lights w\ld1 9 8 m]cy1 condesc5d to in/ruct y himself1 &1 guid$ by him1 y w !n be l$ into all tru?4 ,z to ! alt]ation y propose1 we are p]fectly ( y\r m9d1 t ! ^w 8,arm9ian0 _h bett] be omitt$1 & z su* int5d to drop x4 ,=1 ?\gh we %\ld naturally be l$ to make *oice ( individuals ! mo/ accordant ) our own views1 yet nei!r lib]ality nor c&\r w\ld tea* u to exclude o!rs4 ,besides1 all ! good purposes aris+ f ! ins]tion ( ! t]m may c]ta9ly be answ]$ )\t4 ,x w be well kn[n 9 ^: h&s ! conduct ( ! affair is ve/$2 ?is ( itself w %[ ! bias ( our m9d1 & ?is is all we wi%4 ,exclusion ^u ! g5]al scale is c]ta9ly no "p ( our int5tion2 we are ?ankful1 !re=e1 = y\r fri5dly h9t4 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,we all unite 9 k9de/ love to y & y\rs1 & ,i rema91 ,y\r truly affectionate ,fri5d & ,bro!r1 ,g4 ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,well+ton1 ,salop4 ,may #a/1 #ahae4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,,y\r la/ lett] gave me an acc\nt ( de> ,mrs4 ,a4's indisposition4 ,%e has be5 mu* on my m9d ( late4 ,i fe>$ le/ h] protract$ illness %\ld be ! =]unn] ( some?+ worse2 & my m9d %runk f ! idea ( ! pa9ful circum/ances 9 :i* y\rself w\ld be plac$1 %\ld h] removal be ! ultimate issue4 ,b ,i h left ! :ole 9 ! h&s ( our wise & lov+ ,god1 & ,i h no d\bt b t all w be well4 ,to be a /rang] 9 a /range l&1 oppress$ ) c>es & surr\nd$ ) m ?an ord9>y difficulties1 & at ! same "t reft ( 8 bosom fri5d1 ! %>] ( 8 tr\bles1 & ! assuag] ( 8 griefs2 ?is is a trial f :i* ! m9d revolts4 ,b /ill1 8,god is fai?ful1 :o w n suff] u to be tempt$ above t we are able40 ,he w proportion our supports to our trials1 & ) ,*ri/'s /r5g!n+ u we c n only d1 b be> all ?+s2 &1 !re=e1 all t we h to d is to %ut our eye1 & to yield our h&1 & to suff] our k9d ,"l to lead u :i!rsoev] he %all please4 ,we h no?+ to d ) anticipation respect+ ! future4 ,grace is inde$ promis$ to u1 n h[ev] 9 advance--n z a /ock :i* we may possess be=eh&1 b z we ne$ x4 8,z ?y day1 ?y /r5g? %all be40 ,i h f\nd ?is consid]ation a great s\rce ( com=t to my own m9d :5 ,i h be5 recoil+ at ! pa9ful possibilities ( ! morr[2 =1 ?\gh ,i c\ld n be> ?is & ! o!r trial to-day ) my pres5t /r5g?1 yet to-morr['s /r5g? may & w be suffici5t = me1 provid$ ,i d b look = x4 ,7 a m>tyr's trials 9 res]ve = me1 a m>tyr's grace w\ld also be prep>$ = me4 ,) reg>d to myself all at pres5t is peaceful 9 ! extreme2 my m9d calmly repos+ on ! ,god ( all my m]cies 9 tranquil dep5d5ce4 ,my wife1 my *ildr51 my s]vants1 my prop]ty1 all s suitable1 s calculat$ to adm9i/] to my com=t1 & to leave me no reasonable e>?ly wi% unfulfill$4 ,all1 my de> fri5d1 is s well2 all s m]cifully regulat$1 t ,i sometimes look ar\nd me ) surprise1 & am almo/ l$ to suspect le/ ! trea*]\s calm %\ld be m]ely ! =]unn] ( "s trem5d\s /orm4 ,b ! consid]ation does n al>m me2 = 8,god is love40 ,f y\r truly affectionate & ev] s9c]e ,fri5d1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 ! mon? ( ,may1 #ahae1 he 0 invit$ to ,madeley by _m ( ! p>i%ion]s1 a deputation f :om wait$ ^u ! rector1 ! ,rev4 ,h4 ,burton1 to reque/ he might be appo9t$ curate2 &1 accord+ly1 he remov$ ?i!r on ! #h? ( ! ensu+ mon?4 ,! foll[+ lett] address$ to ! editor ref]s to ! ev5t1 & ent]s some:at into ! p>ticul>s ( x3-- ,madeley1 ne> ,%iffnal1 ,salop4 ,june #ae?1 #ahae4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,,few ?+s 7 fur!r f my ?\ghts1 :5 ,i la/ wrote to y1 ?an t ,i %\ld n[ be address+ a lett] to y f ! above-m5tion$ place2 b1 8! ,"l's ways are n our ways1 nor 8 ?\ghts our ?\ghts20 we may contrive1 b he controls4 ,i _h imag9$ t my lot 01 = "s "t to come1 assign$ to me among my de> p at ,well+ton1 & t 9 my late h\se ( m]cies1 surr\nd$ by ! family ( my excell5t vic>1 & 8 valuable assi/ant1 ,i %\ld cont9ue to fl\ri% & gr[ l a tree plant$ by riv]s ( wat]s4 ,b ! ,"l has se5 fit to transplant me2 ( its be+ 8 "w ,i feel fully assur$2 &1 !re=e1 ,i c n[ expect my com=ts & bless+s 9 a diff]5t way & ?r\gh o!r *annels4 ,?us1 goodness & m]cy h foll[$ me all ! days ( my life1 & w /ill foll[ me4 ,i d1 inde$1 q wond] at ! *ange2 x seems m l a dream ?an o!rwise1 t ,i %\ld be fix$ 9 ?is place & p>i%1 ( :i* ,i _h s (t5 read1 & :i* has always be5 associat$ 9 my m9d ) t wond]ful & a/oni%+ man ( ,god1 ! late v5]able ,mr4 ,de la ,fl*]e4 ,b y w1 p]haps1 wi% to "k ! /eps :i* l$ me hi!r4 ,mr4 ,walt]s1 ! late curate 7or r ! pres5t1 = he does n leave till next ,tuesday7 hav+ he>d ( a situation :i* seem$1 9 _m respects1 m cong5ial to 8 views ?an t ( ,madeley1 gave notice ( its be+ 8 int5tion to leave1 9 ! *ur* on ,sunday aft] div9e s]vice4 ,! p 7 mu* surpris$ at ! communication2 b s9ce ! *oice ( _! m9i/] has usually be5 left to !mselves1 !y imm$iately began to look ar\nd !m2 &1 hav+ fix$ ^u me1 !y begg$ ( ,mr4 ,eyton1 t he w\ld give me up1 & ( myself1 t ,i w\ld und]take ! cure ( ! place4 ,_h ,i be5 dispos$ to consult m]ely ) fle% & blood1 ,madeley w\ld h be5 ! la/ place to :i* ,i %\ld h cons5t$ to h gone2 b1 z de> ,mrs4 ,flet*] & ! p ( all descriptions seem$ desir\s ( my com+ among !m1 ,i ?\ght x w\ld be wrong to resi/ ! ord] ( ,god1 &1 z su*1 pr(ess$ a will+ness to let !m d any?+ ) me :i* !y %\ld please4 ,a deputation 0 accord+ly s5t to ,mr4 ,burton1 ! vic>1 :o resides on ano!r liv+ a few miles (f1 reque/+ him to appo9t me4 ,he receiv$ !m1 9 ! fir/ in/ance1 ) a degree ( coolness :i* l$ !m to conclude t !re 0 b little hope4 ,he did n ev5 tell !m t he w\ld consid] ! application1 b put !m (f ) m5tion+ ano!r p]son :o1 he ?\ght1 w\ld suit him4 ,"u su* circum/ances1 pray] seem$ ! only resort1 & to ! pray]s ( ! *ur* ,i believe ,i h be5 giv51 & to ^! alone4 ,9 ab\t t5 days aft] ! fir/ application1 ,i he>d ?r\gh ! m$ium ( a relation ( 81 t he _h "s int5tions ( appo9t+ me1 & z su* ,i wait$ ^u him1 & 0 receiv$ bo? by himself & 8 wife ) a degree ( cordiality & att5tion :i* q surpris$ me4 ,we soon came to t]ms1 & ,i h s9ce he>d1 f v>i\s s\rces1 t he is n only well dispos$ t[>ds me1 b q congratulates himself ^u my hav+ und]tak5 8 cure4 ,su* wond]ful revolutions1 bo? 9 m9d & 9 circum/ances1 is ! ,"l able to effect4 ,all ?+s be+ ?us f> adju/$1 ,i began to look out = a situation = myself1 & = a suitable t5ant = ! h\se ,i 0 ab\t to leave1 & 9 bo? respects h ,i be5 l$ mo/ rem>kably to see ! h& ( ,god4 ,! h\se ,i n[ occupy has be5 desir$ by _m1 z x is ! only "o 9 ! place at all suitable = a p]son 9 my circum/ances2 b a disagreem5t among ! p]sons :o _h to let x1 prev5t$ ev]y?+ l an amicable prospect1 & x has be5 /rangely left 9 ! mid/ ( all = me4 ,h[ k9d & h[ condesc5d+ is ! c>e ( ,god6 ,h[ does x rea* ev5 to ! m9ute/ p>ticul>s1 & mu* m to ! commodi\sly & pleasantly assign+ ! b\nds ( our habitation4 ,our removal also has be5 att5d$ ) bless+s4 ,sc>cely any?+1 9 ! %ape ( injury1 has hi!rto be5 p]ceiv$1 & :at trivial matt]s h be5 notic$ h only t5d$ to increase our gratitude1 by %ew+ u :at might h be51 _h n ,god giv5 8 *>ge z connect$ ) !m4 ,y w smile1 p]haps1 at ^! k9d ( enum]ations2 b ,i feel a pleasure 9 adv]t+ to !m myself1 &1 !re=e1 ,i mu/ beg y\r indulg5ce4 8,a special & m9ute provid5ce is an object ( my firm belief1 z well z a s\rce ( my calme/ & mo/ ext5sive joys4 ,i love to dwell on su* a tru? z ?is1 #8,! v hairs ( y\r head are all numb]$4'0 ,y h he>d1 p]haps1 ( ! ,hon\rable ,mr4 ,ryd] hav+ be5 made ,dean ( ,wells1 & ( 8 mo/ decid$ & op5 exhibition ( piety 9 8 exalt$ situation4 ,ab\t a mon? ago he 0 made ,bi%op ( ,gl\ce/]1 an ev5t :i* has fill$ ! he>ts ( ! pi\s 9 our ,e/abli%m5t ) inexpressible gratitude4 ,x may1 inde$1 be said by u on su* an occasion1 8,! ,"l ha? done great ?+s = u1 :]e( we are glad10 & to 8 "n w\ld we ascribe ! praise4 ,a lady ( my acqua9tance happ5$1 at ! "t :5 8 appo9tm5t 0 kn[n1 to be d9+ 9 a p>ty at :i* ,mr4 ,wilb]=ce 0 pres5t1 & %e /ates1 t two or ?ree times he c\ld n help say+ 9 ! mo/ animat$ mann]1 8,i am afraid1 ,i am too glad at x1 b x is su* a great ?+40 ,i rema91 ,y\r ev] affectionate ,fri5d1 ,,geo4 ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,mr4 ,mortim]'s po/ at ,madeley 01 ^u 8 entrance on ! duties ( x1 "o beset ) great difficulties2 b by ! bless+ ( ,god ^u 8 ,*ri/ian _s & conduct he ov]came !m all4 ,?is w be se5 f ! foll[+ extracts ( ?ree lett]s1 ! fir/ & ?ird direct$ to 8 si/]1 & ! second to 8 fri5d abroad4 ,aft] allud+ to ! difficulties ref]r$ to1 he says1 ,augu/1 #ahae3-- 8,i feel a p[] to /& /ill & see ! salvation ( ,god2 my *ief att5tion is direct$1 n to outw>d circum/ances1 b to my own _s4 ,i am desir\s ( cultivat+ k9dness & affection1 & am conv9c$ t s long z no?+ is *]i%$ by me contr>y to love1 all w ev5tually be well4 ,we h _h a mo/ gratify+ visit f ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,butt]wor?1 & feel truly ?ankful = ! k9d provid5ce :i* br\ght !m among u4 ,:at a /imulus to increas$ activity = ,god & our fell[-creatures does ! animat+ example ( su* a "* z ,mr4 ,b4 af=d4 ,su* sobriety ( m9d1 su* solidity ( judgm5t1 su* e>ne/ness ( endeav\r3 ,i c\ld n help apply+ to him ! words ( my fav\rite ,h]b]t1 #8,let ?y m9d /ill be b5t1 /ill plott+ :]e1 ,& :51 & h[1 ! bus9ess may be done4' 8,mrs4 ,flet*] /ill cont9ues to speak once a week to h] p & also to meet h] class2 h] brea?+ is mu* affect$1 & %e cont9ues to break v fa/4 ,%e spoke on ! ,monday ev5+1 :ile ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,b4 7 "h1 = ! la/ "t on ! weekdays4 ,! assemblage 0 highly gratify+4 ,aft] we came home1 we reckon$ upw>ds ( fifty :o _h come f ,well+ton to he> h]4 ,su* hon\r has ?is di/+ui%$ sa9t ( ,god40 ,madeley1 ne> ,%iffnal1 ,salop4 ,sept4 #a/1 #ahae4 ,,s9ce ,i la/ wrote to y ,i h _h to enc\nt] _m difficulties 9 my p>i%1 b ,i am ?ankful to /ate t !y h n[ ne>ly subsid$4 ,y mu/ und]/& t my p>i% ab\nds ) ,me?odi/s1 or at lea/ t ! great] "p ( ! s]i\s p are su*1 & ( c\rse ! *ur*1 ?\gh g5]ally att5d$ by !m once a day1 is look$ ^u z a m]e second>y conc]n4 ,n[ ?\gh ,i respect ! ,me?odi/s1 s long z !y keep to _! own place1 & w\ld gladly give to !m1 "u su* circum/ances1 ! "r h& ( fell[%ip1 yet :5 !y leave _! prop] place & wi% to occupy t po/ ( pre-em95ce :i* ! ,"l has giv5 to ! *ur*1 !n ,i feel x to be my duty to /ep =w>d & to %[ !m :]e !y ought to rema94 ,my pr$ecessors "h1 namely1 ,mr4 ,flet*]1 ,melville ,horne1 & ,mr4 ,walt]s1 all ( !m prea*$ at regul> times 9 ! ,me?odi/ *apels4 ,:5 ,i came "h !y solicit$ me1 & ,mrs4 ,flet*] among o!rs 0 exce$+ly urg5t4 ,i felt x my duty1 h[ev]1 mo/ /\tly to refuse4 ,?is1 z y may suppose1 gave great (f5ce1 & !y imag9$ t in/ead ( a fri5d & enc\rag]1 !y _h mo/ /rangely /umbl$ ^u a mo/ det]m9$ enemy4 ,"t1 h[ev]1 has %[n !m t !y misjudg$ me1 & t ,i c be fri5dly & yet n g all ! l5g?s :i* !y1 ?r\gh a reg>d to prec$5ts1 _h mo/ unacc\ntably expect$2 & n[1 ! sob]-m9d$ come to *ur* z usual1 & ev]y?+ seems to be proce$+ 9 a _s ( love & ( k9dness4 ,x is true1 t "s ( ! m viol5t h sec$$1 b ?is is no m ?an ,i might reasonably h expect$1 &1 to speak ! tru?1 no m ?an :at ,i %\ld h wi%$2 = ,i c\ld nev] h felt at home1 ) individuals ( ?is description4 ,!y h always be5 tr\blesome *>act]s1 & _h !y rema9$1 !y w\ld d\btless h be5 tr\blesome to me4 ,:ile ! m\?s ( _m 7 op5$ l\dly aga9/ me1 ,i "o day met ) an old ,me?odi/ ( ! place1 :o 0 a conv]t ( de> ,mr4 ,flet*]'s4 ,9 ! c\rse ( conv]sation1 ,i said to him1 8,well ,mr4 ,p41 d y ?9k t ,i h be5 a s9n] above all o!rs1 9 n prea*+ 9 y\r *apels80 8,:y1 sir10 said he1 8to speak tru?1 ,i mu/ say t ,i ?9k no su* ?+1 & ,i h always said1 t z y are our m9i/] y ought to "k y\r own bus9ess a great deal bett] ?an we d1 & !re=e t we h no?+ to d b to be quiet40 ,i 0 mu* /ruck at ! "t ) 8 rem>k1 & ,i believe1 n[1 t ! g5]ality ?9k ) him4 ,my m9d 0 at fir/ mu* pa9$1 b ,i endeav\r$ to ma9ta9 ?r\gh ! :ole a lov+ demean\r & a pray+ _s4 ,i said little1 took c>e to avoid all exagg]ation1 & yet1 at ! same "t1 kept /eadily to my po9t4 ,& ,god has /ood by me & br\ght me ?r\gh 9 a way t ,i c\ld h>dly h suppos$4 ,to 8 "n be all ! praise4 ,y w be pleas$ to he> t "o ( my y\ng] bro!rs1 ,?omas1 has rec5tly be5 truly conv]t$ to ,god1 & wi%es to ent] into ! *ur*4 ,my fa!r mo/ cordially ent]s into 8 views1 & has be5 urg5t ^u me to receive him into my h\se1 by way ( prep>ation = college4 ,?is ,i at l5g? cons5t$ to d4 ,& ?\gh x is some:at ( tr\ble to me to d my duty t[>ds him1 9 po9t ( att5tion--= he is q a /udi\s "y man--yet ,i feel t 8 be+ ) u is q 9 ! ,"l's ord]1 & am truly ?ankful = t grace :i* has *ang$ him1 & t provid5ce :i* has direct$ 8 /eps among u4 ,f a lett] :i* ,i saw f a ,me?odi/ prea*]1 :o att5d$ ! conf]5ce la/ mon?1 ,i und]/& t no less ?an ?irte5 prea*]s 9 _! connexion h left !m ) ! int5tion ( prep>+ = ord]s4 ,^! are ! m5 we want 9 our *ur*es6 ,:at does our excell5t e/abli%m5t want1 b ,arm9ian prea*]s & ,me?odi/ discipl9e6 ,b ,i mu/ =be> le/ ,i get a second trimm+4 ,leav+ jok+ h[ev]1 aside1 ,i felt truly ?ankful to he> ( ?is1 & ,i hope _m w foll[ _! good example4 ,! ,*ur* wants !m1 & ! ,me?odi/s c well sp>e !m4 99 99 99 99 99 ,madeley1 ,sept4 #bf?1 #ahae4 ,y w be pleas$ to f9d t matt]s are proce$+ ) quietness & com=t 9 my p>i%4 ,= "s weeks pa/ ,i h n he>d ! lea/ syllable ( compla9t relative to my fir/ obnoxi\s proce$+s4 ,! *ur* is increas+ly att5d$1 & ! _s ( ,god seems among u 9 ! application ( ! ^w4 ,i feel n[ at l5g? ?or\ghly conv9c$ t my com+ "h 0 ( ,god4 ,all ,i fe> is le/ my bodily /r5g? %\ld n be q equal to my duty4 ,my ,sunday "w is c]ta9ly fatigu+4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,madeley1 ne> ,%iffnal1 ,salop4 ,oct4 #bf?1 #ahae4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,s9ce ,i la/ wrote to y ,i h se5 x my duty to give up myself :olly to ! "w ( ! ,"l4 ,i am a%am$ to confess to y1 t ! =m] ye>s ( my m9i/ry h be5 v p>tially devot$ to 8 s]vice4 ,i h too frequ5tly pick$ & *os5 among my duties1 avoid$ too _m :i* seem$ to promise humiliation & mortification1 & ent]$ ^u o!rs only s f> z !y left me an opportunity ( cultivat+ & enjoy+ o!r m fav\rite pursuits4 ,oh1 my de> fri5d1 :at a cage ( unclean birds is ! pollut$ he>t ( man1 & h[ _m corn]s ( x /ill rema9 impure1 ev5 aft] x has be5 = ! mo/ "p cleans$4 ,h[ mu* selfi%ness1 7lat5t1 inde$1 or gloss$ ov] ) "s speci\sness ( appe>ance17 /ill keeps lurk+ beh9d4 ,! ,"l1 h[ev]1 has v m]cifully be5 lead+ me to "p fir/ ) "o fav\rite pursuit & !n ) ano!r1 till at la/ ,i seem to h b "o bus9ess1 & t is1 to d ! w ( him :o has call$ me to ! m9i/ry4 ,t ,i p]=m ?is bus9ess 9 su* a way z daily humbles me1 & fills me ) confusion ( face1 ,i ne$ sc>cely tell y2 = y h long kn[n ! pride & ! naught9ess ( my he>t1 &1 ?\gh ,i keep fight+ ) my spiritual enemies1 & am det]m9$ by ! grace ( ,god1 nei!r to f9d = !m any apology1 nor to give !m any qu>t]1 yet ,i am b an unskilful combatant1 & fall "u a sev]e w\nd in/ead ( habitually conqu]+ ?r\gh him :o ha? lov$ me4 ,z to my p>i%1 ,i am v ?ankful to be able to /ate t matt]s are go+ on v com=tably4 ,! _s ( diss5t seems to be weekly abat+1 & all seems h>mony & love4 ,two ( ! pr9cipal m5 among u h n only giv5 ! mo/ cordial & unexpect$ support1 b h discov]$ a degree ( s]i\sness "u ! ^w1 & a will+ness to conv]se ab\t x1 :5 n actually he>+ x1 z enc\rages me to hope1 t !y are inquir]s aft] ! ?+s :i* make = _! peace4 ,i 0 mu* /ruck ye/]day ) ! v fri5dly conduct ( a ,mr4 ,a41 "o ( ! ma/]s ( a consid]able coal & iron "w 9 ! neighb\rhood4 ,i _h be5 inquir+ ab\t a place :]e ,i might g ne> ! ,iron ,bridge1 "o ( ! mo/ popul\s places 9 ! p>i%1 to exp\nd ! ,scriptures & ?us prep>e !m1 by means ( ?is /epp+ /one1 = an att5dance ^u ! *ur*1 & = _! meet+ 9 "o ( our little classes4 ,i soon he>d ( a room ov] ! m>ket place1 :i* 0 employ$ z a day s*ool1 nicely accommodat$ ) b5*es1 & capable ( hold+ betwe5 two & ?ree hundr$ p2 ,i 0 told x belong$ to ,mr4 ,a41 b 0 let by him to ! p]son :o n[ held x1 ^u ! express condition1 t x %\ld nev] be us$ = any religi\s purpose4 ,an application "u su* circum/ances seem$ some:at unc]ta91 b :5 ,i wait$ ^u him1 he express$ n only 8 will+ness1 b 8 great satisfaction 9 hav+ x s employ$1 & told me1 moreov]1 t he w\ld give imm$iate ord]s to 8 =eman to see t ev]y?+ by way ( :itewa%+1 & s on1 %\ld be done1 s z to make x z com=table z might be4 ,i don't "k h[ x is1 b ,i feel my he>t peculi>ly unit$ ) ?is amiable man4 ,"o night1 aft] sp5d+ two or ?ree h\rs 9 8 company1 ,i felt j ! same s5sation ( indescribable union :i* ,i felt t[>ds y\rself ! fir/ day ,i knew y4 ,o h[ %\ld ,i rejoice to be made s]viceable to 8 s\l1 & to meet him a sav$ "* 9 ! day ( ! ,"l ,jesus4 ,my ,iron ,bridge meet+ ,i beg9 to morr[ ev5+4 ,i feel x mu* ^u my m9d1 & %\ld be greatly oblig$ by y\r pray+ = a p>ticul> bless+ z connect$ ) x4 ,! population !re & )9 a %ort di/ance ext5ds to "s ?\s&s4 99 99 99 99 ,) our k9d & unit$ reg>ds to ,mrs4 ,a4 & y\rself1 ,believe me1 my de> ,fri5d1 ,y\rs1 mo/ affectionately1 ,g4 ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,madeley1 ,nov4 #bj?1 #ahae4 ,my de> ,m>y1 ,,mrs4 ,d4 ,,:itmore has (f]$ to enclose a lett] = me to y\rself 9 h] frank4 ,i h avail$ myself ( ! opportunity ?us af=d$ me1 & h ! com=t ( reflect+ t = once1 at lea/1 my poor scrawl w n co/ m ?an its wor?4 ,mrs4 ,d4 & ,miss ,:itmore h lately be5 sp5d+ a few days ) u1 & !y h left u ) a pleas+ & p[]ful conviction ( ! bless$ness result+ f ! society ( ^? :o live ne> to ,god4 ,we felt1 9 ! fir/ in/ance1 some:at ( reluctance 9 invit+ !m2 b1 be+ p]suad$ t ! law ( love requir$ t we %\ld seek our pleasure 9 ! endeav\r to communicate pleasure to o!rs1 we ?\ght x "r to break ?r\gh our cozy habits ( retirem5t1 & to welcome !m "u our ro(4 ,i ne$ n tell y t we h be5 abundantly repaid4 ,*ri/ian int]c\rse1 :5 s\ght & conduct$ on ,*ri/ian pr9ciples1 mu/ be productive ( good1 & ,i w\ld gratefully adore ! goodness ( ! ,"l = all ! refre%m5t ( _s1 & ! improvem5t ( m9d1 :i* h be5 convey$ to me ?r\gh !m z *annels4 ,h[ cle>ly1 my de> ,m>y1 w\ld ! ,"l be tea*+ u1 provid$ t we w\ld le>n ( him t ! fai?ful tak+ up ( ! cross1 ev5 9 ^? matt]s :i* appe> b trivial & insignificant1 is ! mo/ effectual way ( procur+ pres5t peace & future bless$ness4 ,9 %ort1 t ! _s ( surr5d] is ! "o ?+ ne$ful1 ! gr& prep>ative = happ9ess & hol9ess "h1 & = et]nal glory h]eaft]4 ,i d n "k h[ y feel on ?is po9t2 b ,i mu/1 ) humiliation1 confess to y1 t ?is yoke ( ,*ri/ does n sit s gracefully & s easily ^u me z x ought4 ,i w\ld1 h[ev]1 be ?ankful t ,i am endeav\r+ to be> x4 ,i am com=t$ ) ! ?\ght1 & ,i may say ) ! exp]i5ce1 t ! ef=t to accommodate x to my /ubborn neck is ! mo/ effectual way ( mak+ x natural & easy4 ,i h be5 mu* help$ to ?is endeav\r by a p]suasion t ! be>+ ( ! cross is n ! end1 b ! way2 t humiliations1 mortifications1 trials1 & s on1 are only s _m means :i* ,god is oblig$ to h rec\rse to 9 ord] to communicate bless+s2 t he does n wi% to h>ass1 pa91 & mortify u1 b to promote our com=t1 & t ! mom5t we are ready to take up ! cross1 & beg9 to submit to ! only t]ms on :i* x is safe 9 ,god to bless u1 !n he *e]fully avails himself ( ! opportunity ( convey+ to u1 n ! pa9 :i* we anticipat$1 b "s graci\s tok5 ( 8 love4 8,= ! ,"l take? pleasure 9 ! prosp]ity ( 8 s]vants40 ,8 "n1 ,8 nature1 is love4 ,9 my la/1 ,i ?9k1 ,i /at$ to y t matt]s 7 go+ on pretty com=tably 9 my p>i%4 ,i did n1 h[ev]1 enl>ge1 le/ ,i %\ld be convey+ to y a m fav\rable idea ?an cont+5t circum/ances w\ld au?orize4 ,i n[ feel t gratitude t[>ds ,god ought to lead me to speak to 8 praise4 ,_m p]sons 9 ! place h1 to say ! lea/1 be5 v fav\rably impress$1 bo? among ! high]1 z well z ! l[] ord]s1 & %[ a consid]able *ange 9 ! :ole ( _! demean\r4 ,! congregation 9 ! *ur*1 bo? morn+ & ev5+1 cont9ues to increase2 & ! expositions1 bo? 9 ! t[n & ! outskirts ( ! p>i%1 are fully att5d$4 ,if !re is "o ?+ m ?an ano!r :i* seems to enc\rage me1 x is t ( witness+ on all occasions1 t ! ,"l has graci\sly giv5 to me :at ,i h all along be5 l$ m p>ticul>ly to pray =--! he>t & affections ( my de> p4 ,!y n only tol]ate--!y evid5tly love me4 ,i seem to myself ! same poor blund]+ /utt]] z ev]1 & yet !y meet me ) pleasure1 & g f my m9i/rations ) pr(it4 ,! ,"l make & keep me humble & ?ankful6 ,i sometimes ?9k t all ?is is too good to la/1 t ! peaceful calm is b ! h>b+] ( ! trea*]\s /orm2 ,i feel1 h[ev]1 t ?is is no necess>y conclusion4 ,c\ld humility & gratitude be ! pr$om9at+ feel+ ( our m9d1 we !n might be safely tru/$ ) success4 ,b ?is is ! gr& difficulty--pride & self-congratulation are ev] apt to ins9uate !mselves into our m9ds1 & !n adv]sity is necess>y4 8,x is difficult10 z ! pi\s ,leighton obs]ves1 8to c>ry a full cup ev540 ,pray = me1 my de> si/]1 t all ! w ( ! ,"l may be done 9 me1 & by me1 & t no evils on my "p may put any imp$im5t to ! free c\rse & glorification ( ,god's bless$ ^w4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! foll[+ lett] to 8 fri5d1 ,mr41 n[ ! ,rev4 ,john ,coop]1 w %[ h[ mu* ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 9 advance ( ! "t 9 :i* he wrote on ! subject ( lay-ag5cy--a k9d ( help :i*1 at t "t1 0 consid]$ ( v que/ionable propriety2 b :i* has n[ come to be admitt$ v g5]ally1 z exp$i5t to meet ! press+ wants ( a rapidly increas+ population4 ,^! wants1 inde$1 ! editor believes c nev] be effectually suppli$ by any means less ?an an ext5sive augm5tation ( ! numb] ( cl]ical lab\r]s4 ,to supply ^! means1 he regrets mu* t ! ,"l ,primate1 toge!r ) ! ,episcopal ,b5*1 %\ld n see x to be _! duty to admit to deacon's ord]s ^u a l[] /&>d ( lit]>y atta9m5ts ?an is n[ requir$2 keep+ p]sons s orda9$1 if x be ?\ght good1 9 t ord]1 until !y possess ! usual portion ( lit]>y & !ological k1 z well z ! ord9>y title = prie/'s ord]s4 ,on ?is subject also1 z w be se5 f ! same lett]1 ,mr4 ,mortim] appe>s to h be5 equally 9 advance ( 8 bre?r52 =1 at t "t1 ! notion ( su* an augm5tation ( ! numb] ( ! cl]gy 0 little ?\ght (1 & w\ld h be5 9 mo/ qu>t]s1 z x is /ill 9 _m1 v g5]ally condemn$4 ,8 op9ion is1 ,i ?9k1 a j "o--viz4 t ! /ability & true respectability ( ! *ur* is m effectually promot$ by s\nd piety1 ?an by a c]ta9 portion ( ,lat9 & ,greek4 8,! union ( s\nd le>n+ ) g5u9e piety1 is :at e "o mu/ admire & desire 9 a ,*ri/ian pa/or2 b a man may d imm5se good ) no?+ m ?an an unle>n$ famili>ity ) ! ,scriptures1 ) s\nd practical s5se & activity1 tak+ "p 9 all ! bus9ess ( ! p>i%1 & devot+ himself to int]c\rse ) m5 r ?an ) books4 ,i hon\r su* m5 9 ! highe/ degree1 & ?9k t !y are among ! mo/ valuable m9i/]s t ! *ur* possesses40 #fi ,9 ! meantime1 h[ev]1 until ! cl]gy %all he> "s proportion to ! population1 we mu/ h rec\rse to lay-assi/ants to supply1 9 "s small measure1 ! mu* to be deplor$ defici5cy4 8,= myself1 ,i w op5ly decl>e1 t ,i see n h[ we c d>e = any ( ^? small pr(essional objections1 :i* may be urg$1 if !y are s\ght =1 aga9/ e compreh5sive s*eme ( good1 to refuse su* aid 9 ?is our great necessity4 ,x might be well en\gh = m51 sitt+ calmly 9 _! closets1 & =gett+ all ^! mighty issues1 to cavil & to speculate1 to raise difficulties z to ! exact mission ( ! lay-read]1 & to wi% 7z :i* ( u does n wi%87 t b&s ( zeal\s1 well-tim$1 devot$ deacons m9i/]$ in/ead among ^! cr[ds2 b x w n d = u1 my rev]5d bre?r51 :o "k t s\ls are ?us p]i%+ ar\nd u1 to br+ ^u ourselves ! guilt ( _! blood2 to let !m be unw>n$1 & drag u ) !m into _! de/ruction1 because1 ?r\gh bl9d+ prejudice1 or ! widely compreh5sive s9 ( omission1 we h1 = a :ole g5]ation1 %ut out ( a p>i% ! light :i* might h /ream$ into x40 #gj ,madeley1 ,dec4 #d?1 #ahae4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,,on ! ev5+ previ\s to my receiv+ y\r v k9d & truly acceptable lett]1 ,i _h be5 speak+ 9 ! t[n f ^? words ( our ,"l1 8,pray ye1 !re=e1 ! ,"l ( ! h>ve/1 t he w\ld s5d or r ?ru/ =? lab\r]s into 8 h>ve/20 & we all seem$ to f9d x a pr(itable season1 especially :51 9 conclusion1 we 7 pray+ t ?is important bless+ might be realiz$4 ,:5 y\r k9d fav\r arriv$1 ,i saw m ?an ev]1 ! propriety ( besee*+ ,god to 8?ru/0 !m out2 = surely no?+ b ma9 =ce c compel desirable lab\r]s4 ,o!rs come at a mom5t's bidd+--no useful employm5ts deta9 !m--no ende>$ relatives or fri5ds hang ab\t !m1 consci5ti\sly & feel+ly press+ _! cont9uance among !m4 ,b :5 a prep>$ lab\r]1 "o :om 8! ,"l ( ! h>ve/0 has previ\sly be5 fitt+ = 8 m9i/]ial "w2 :5 su* a "o is fix$ on1 none b ! ,"l himself c br+ him out4 ,i h1 !re=e1 only "o res\rce1 & t is pray]2 ?is1 h[ev]1 ,i am privileg$ to use1 & ?is ,i mu/ /ill hope w ev5tually prevail4 ,i assure y x w\ld prove a s\rce ( no small joy to myself to welcome y among u = y\r initiatory "w2 =1 indep5d5t ( ! p]sonal gratification & pr(it :i* ,i mu/ promise myself1 y\r help 9 v>i\s ways w\ld be exce$+ly acceptable to ! p4 ,! mo/ popul\s p>ts ( ! p>i% greatly want help1 & mo/ gladly avail !mselves ( ! little :i* ,i & ,t-- are able to give !m4 ,at pres5t ,i feel z ?\gh ,i c\ld d b little m3 ,i h1 inde$1 "o leisure ev5+ dur+ ! week2 b ev5 ?is !y h be5 ask+ f me1 & ,i fe> to d5y !m4 ,my good fri5d ne$ n1 !re=e1 be afraid ( eat+ ! bread ( idl5ess1 by seclud+ himself = a %ort season among u2 & ) reg>d to 8 future employm5t1 a s+le mon?'s actual resid5ce 9 a place tol]ably popul\s w fully conv9ce him h[ mu* "w ( ! highe/ importance w call = 8 daily & ev5 h\rly att5tion4 ,& are !re n hundr$s ( places ( ?is description op5+ to our wi%es8 8,truly ! h>ve/ is pl5te\s10 b ) pa9 ,i mu/ /ill add1 t 8! lab\r]s are few40 ,i felt v ?ankful to he> ( ! det]m9ation ( y\r fri5d ,b--1 relative to ent]+ into ord]s1 & ( ! k9d & judici\s conduct ( ! bi%op--a conduct1 h[ev]1 b seldom adopt$4 ,! det]m9ation ( _m on ! b5* to admit ^? only into ord]s :o h previ\sly be5 at college1 is1 inde$1 calculat$ to secure a c]ta9 portion ( ,lat9 & ,greek 9 ! ,e/abli%m5t2 b1 at ! same "t1 to exclude f x1 9 _m in/ances1 t :i* x m ne$s & :i* w\ld m effectually conduce to its /ability & true respectability2 ,i mean1 vital1 g5u9e piety4 ,:at a m]cy x is1 h[ev]1 t _! det]m9ation has be5 9 s _m cases made void1 & t !re is n an in/ance to be f\nd 9 :i* a pi\s "y man has ev5tually be5 exclud$4 ,i ?9k1 ,i h9t$ to y1 :5 y k9dly visit$ u 9 ! summ]1 t ,i am too s5sible ( ! dismal =ebod+s ( k9d fri5ds to let slip an opportunity ( putt+ y aga9 9 remembrance4 ,b1 my de> fri5d1 ) all our zeal = ! progress ( ! ,"l's "w ar\nd u1 we mu/ n =get its progress )9 u4 ,i "k n h[ y may feel1 b1 ) reg>d to myself1 ,i am con/ra9$ to ackn[l$ge1 t :ile ,i am endeav\r+ to m9d ! v9ey>ds ( o!rs1 ,i too frequ5tly neglect my own4 ,i get m & m ( ! habit ( ?9k+ spiritually--speak+ spiritually--& ev5 act+ spiritually2 b !re seems 9 my own exp]i5ce a great defici5cy 9 po9t ( feel+4 ,spiritual ?+s are n br\ght home to my own m9d by an imm$iate & con/ant self-application4 ,i seem l a spiritual purveyor :o is conv9c$ t no?+ b spirituality w d1 &1 !re=e1 my con/ant endeav\r is to convey1 & to exhibit x4 ,b /ill1 ,i fe>1 at times1 le/ all ?is is m 9 ref]5ce to o!rs ?an to myself4 ,i hope1 h[ev]1 t ! act ( convey+ & exhibit+ x1 is n altoge!r unatt5d$ ) good to myself2 = ! *annel imbibes "s ( ! wat] :i* passes ?r\gh x2 &1 z ,leighton obs]ves1 8,! boxes 9 :i* our p]fumes are kept = g>m5ts & o!r uses1 are !mselves p]fum$ by keep+ !m40 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,:at a _w ( in/ruction is convey$ to u 9 t beautiful passage ( ! prophet1 8,9 return+ & 9 re/ ye %all be sav$60 ,n[ :5 ,i fail1 or :5 ,i w&]1 too (t51 in/ead ( quietly return+ & resum+ my endeav\rs1 ,i am apt to s9k into myself1 & be disc\rag$4 ,9 %ort1 ,i seem r to brood ov] my failures ?an to get p>don = !m1 & to set ab\t _! am5dm5t4 ,my pap] tells me t ,i _c enl>ge2 ,i mu/1 !re=e1 conclude1 ) ! assurance t ! be/ wi%es ( ,mrs4 ,m4 & myself cont9ue to att5d y\rself & all y\r circle4 ,i rema91 ,y\r truly affectionate & s9c]e ,fri5d1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,madeley1 ,dec4 #bi?1 #ahae4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,,on ! #i? in/ant1 de> ,mrs4 ,flet*] 0 remov$ f ! *ur* militant to ! *ur* triumphant1 f a sorr[+ *ur* bel[ to a glori\s "o above4 ,! la/ few mon?s ( h] life 7 att5d$ ) mu* pa91 b h[ sweetly did ! ,*ri/ian beam ?r\gh all6 ,9 h] =m] ye>s %e seems to h be5 call$ m p>ticul>ly to glorify ,god by an unusual degree ( activity & usefulness4 ,latt]ly1 %e has be5 call$ to be> & suff]2 b all 9 ! _s ( h] ,div9e ,ma/]4 ,o my de> fri5d1 h[ gladly w\ld ,i jo9 h] glorifi$ _s by mak+ my escape f a _w ( s9 & sorr[6 ,d n1 h[ev]1 mi/ake me2 ,i d1 inde$1 love home1 & /range w\ld x be 7 x o!rwise1 b /ill ,i w\ld n run away to get !re4 ,i see t !re is mu* = me /ill1 bo? to d & to suff]2 & z su*1 r ?an petti%ly desir+ to dep>t1 ,i w\ld calmly & quietly wi% to wait--wait till all my discipl9e is ov]1 till ,i am bett] fitt$ & prep>$ = my inh]itance among ! sa9ts 9 light4 99 99 99 99 ,:ile my ,m>y's lett] lies be=e me1 ,i feel dispos$ to copy ano!r "p ( x1 relative to ! managem5t ( s*ool *ildr54 8,i 0 mu* pleas$ a few weeks s9ce at ! national s*ool4 ,dr4 ,bell's arrangem5ts are well made1 & ! mi/ress he has appo9t$ is an uncommonly clev] woman1 j fit = t situation1 & app>5tly = none else4 ,i ask$ h] h[ %e manag$ ) ! *ildr5 :5 any ( !m us$ improp] language1 hav+ myself be5 mu* tr\bl$ ) ?is at our ,%or$it* s*ool8 ,%e said su* a case r>ely occurr$1 b :5 x did1 %e f\nd x bett] to conv9ce ! und]/&+ ( ! evil1 ?an m]ely to correct = ! individual fault2 & z %e 0 p>ticul> 9 expla9+ ! cate*ism1 comm&m5ts1 c41 %e _h 9 g5]al little tr\ble 9 br++ su* faults home4 ,= example1 %e said1 #8,a few days s9ce1 ab\t tw5ty ( ! girls came to me1 & said1 8,o ,gov]ness6 little ,*amb]s has said a v wick$ ^w40 ,i lift$ up my h&s1 & said1 8,bless$ are ! peace mak]s40 ,if tw5ty ( y _h come to tell me ( a good de$1 ,i w\ld gladly h li/5$1 b g away & be a%am$ at be+ s pleas$ to publi% ! faults ( a s*ool-fell[4 ,i ?\ght x "r1 h[ev]1 n to let x g unnotic$2 & !re=e call$ to me privately ! monitor ( ! class4 ,%e said1 8,inde$1 gov]ness1 x 0 a v naughty ^w1 x 0 ,o ,god40 ,i said1 8,v well1 t is en\gh40 ,i !n w5t r\nd to ! diff]5t classes1 :o 7 say+ ! cate*ism2 aft] a :ile ,i came to ?is class1 & aft] hav+ ask$ sev]al *ildr5 ! comm&m5ts1 ,i said 7po9t+ ! =e f+]17 8,little ,*amb]s1 d y say ! ?ird40 ,%e imm$iately bur/ into te>s1 & said1 8,o ,gov]ness6 ,i did say a naughty ^w1 b ,i w nev] d s aga91 if y w =give me ?is once40' ,?is is n accord+ to ! plan ( correction g5]ally pursu$ at s*ools1 b x appe>s to me mu* m judici\s & m likely to produce la/+ b5efit40 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,my ,m>y jo9s me 9 k9de/ & mo/ ,*ri/ian reg>ds to y\rself & de> ,mrs4 ,a41 & 9 love to all y\r family1 & ,i rema91 ,y\rs ev] affectionately1 ,g4 ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,madeley1 ,jan4 #bf?1 #ahaf4 ,my de> ,m>y1 ,i ,,h be5 mu* /ruck ( late ) ! =cible mann] 9 :i* ! provid5ce ( ,god has be5 co-op]at+ ) 8 ^w 9 ! endeav\r to tea* me a lesson1 :i*1 ( all o!rs1 ,i f9d s exce$+ly difficult to le>n2 ,i mean t ( s numb]+ my days z to apply my he>t unto wisdom4 ,! removal ( my de> "m-9-law1 ! unusual numb] ( dea?s among all descriptions ( p]sons 9 my own imm$iate neighb\rhood1 & especially t ( ,mrs4 ,flet*]2 all ^! conspir+ circum/ances l\dly en=ce ! necessity ( be+ sob] & wat*+ unto pray]1 ( hav+ my lo9s girt & my lamp burn+1 ( be+ 9 a prep>$ po/ure ( expectation1 wait+ = ! com+ ( my ,"l4 ,^! effects1 ,i am ?ankful to /ate1 h 9 "s measure be5 gratefully trac$ by me 9 my rec5t exp]i5ce4 ,"o ?+ seems to me m ?an ev] to be truly ne$ful1 n inde$ ! obta9+ & ! secur+ ( inh]itances bel[1 b ! gett+ prep>$ = my inh]itance above--an inh]itance to :i* e day & e h\r sp5t = ,god is add+ "s increase ( com=t1 & :i*1 :5 once possess$1 w be f\nd to be wor? ! possess+--an inh]itance incorruptible1 undefil$1 & :i* fade? n away4 ,o my de> ,m>y1 h[ does ! gr& enemy ( our s\ls de/roy by delud+6 h[ does he infatuate ! _w at l>ge6 h[ gross also ! deception :i* he practises ev5 ^u believ]s !mselves1 mak+ !n live n9e-t5?s ( _! "t1 if n s9fully1 at lea/ uselessly = !mselves1 or = ! _w1 in/ead ( = ,god & et]nity1 z a matt] ( c\rse1 in/ead ( ) a pure & s+le aim4 ,b1 alas6 :at is any action :5 /ripp$ ( its prop] motive1 ,i mean ! glory ( ,god4 ,a man may give lib]ally to ! poor1 he may c>efully regulate 8 h\sehold1 br+ up 8 *ildr5 dec5tly & ev5 morally1 & re/ra9 8 dome/ics f immoralities & inconsi/5cies4 ,b if our lib]ality is connect$ ) our own reputation1 if our *ildr5 be m]ely educat$ t !y may br+ cr$it & com=t to u1 or if our dep5d5ts are re/ra9$ & _! good consult$1 because x w\ld reflect di%on\r ^u u to pursue a contr>y c\rse2 if ^! be our motives1 :at are !y aft] all b m]e selfi%ness8 ,!re is no ref]5ce to ,god 9 all ^! actions1 &1 ( c\rse1 no et]nal rew>d c be expect$ f !m4 ,_! ref]5ce is to ourselves & t also 9 our pres5t /ate1 b ! future is left entirely out ( ! "q4 ,i grant1 inde$1 t a pres5t rew>d is obta9$1 b ?is is all1 &1 9 fact1 x is all :i* 9 mo/ cases is s\ght =4 ,! b5evol5t man has ! reputation = b5evol5ce1 :i* he seeks2 ! moral educator ( 8 *ildr5 has ! satisfaction ( see+ !m ord]ly & dec5t1 & !y br+ to him ! temporal com=t :i* he desir$2 ! /rict & moral ma/] has 9 ! same way ! pres5t fruit ( 8 lab\rs4 ,b if ,god's glory1 if a s9c]e desire ( pleas+ him1 has n be5 comb9$ ) ! motives ( ^! respective individuals1 no et]nal fruit w be f\nd f !m4 ,!y die ) ?is pres5t _w4 ,h[ uselessly1 !n1 if n s9fully1 are ! g5]ality ( p]sons employ$1 & :at ne$ h we all to /rive to live m completely "u ! influ5ce ( unse5 cele/ial realities6 ,i feel ^! tru?s :ile ,i am writ+ !m1 & ! e>ne/ pray] ( my s\l is1 t1 z a consequ5ce ( !m1 my inh]itance may r be 9 res]ve ?an 9 imm$iate possession4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,madeley1 ,salop4 ,m>* #d?1 #ahaf4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,,y may p]haps recollect t 9 "o ( my =m] lett]s ,i m5tion$ -- z a viol5t oppos] ( ev]y?+ :i* _h ! lea/ appe>ance ( real godl9ess4 ,he also has be5 call$ f among u1 & t 9 a mann] :i* ( all o!rs seem$ mo/ likely to excite att5tion1 & lead to s]i\s inquiry4 ,o1 my de> fri5d1 :at a m]cy is x t our feet h n be5 tread+ 9 ! same unhall[$ pa?s6 ,we see 9 him :at we ourselves %\ld h be51 _h we be5 left to ourselves4 ,to ! grace ( ,god--,arm9ian z y conceive me to be--,i am fully conv9c$ ! reason %\ld be ascrib$4 ,de> ,mr4 -- be>s ! afflictive /roke ) a union ( acute feel+s & p]fect resignation1 su* z is seldom se54 ,i %\ld h imag9$ ! /roke w\ld h almo/ ov]:elm$ him2 b :at _c ! grace ( ,god enable u to be>8 ,y imag9e t n[ ,i am fix$ at ,madeley1 ,i h become m a ,me?odi/ ?an ev]4 ,if by ! t]m y mean an atta*m5t to _! peculi> doctr9es1 ,i mu/ confess t y are n v f> f ! m>k2 = ,i feel m ?an ev] p]suad$ t ) "s slight modification1 !y are ! tru?4 ,! m ,i pray1 & /udy1 & exp]i5ce1 & prea*1 ! m d ,i see ( _! accordancy ) ! :ole reveal$ w ( ,god4 ,all seems intelligible1 all 9 unison4 ,b ?\gh m decid$ ?an ev]1 ,i tru/ t ,i am no bigot4 ,i exclude1 ,i w\ld deal out contemptu\s pity to1 no "o2 &1 !re=e1 ,god =bid1 t ,i %\ld at any "t lay t /ress ^u disput$ po9ts :i* %\ld lead my de> fri5d to imag9e1 t because we d n q see alike1 t1 !re=e1 ,i feel ! lea/ atom ( dim9ution 9 po9t ( affection4 ,i c f my he>t assure him t x is no su* ?+4 ,%\ld y1 h[ev]1 fancy t by my com+ to ,madeley1 ,i am m ( a ,me?odi/1 because ,i am less ( a ,*ur*man2 9 ?is respect1 ,i feel1 !n1 ,i c altoge!r cle> myself4 ,! fact is1 ! m ,i see ( ,me?odism1 ! less d ,i admire x4 ,!re is t p>ty _s1 t uncommon wi% to proselyte1 t settl$ jeal\sy aga9/ ^? :o are m successful 9 _! endeav\rs--9 %ort1 t _s :i*1 if suff]$ to proce$1 w\ld completely und]m9e our mo/ excell5t ,e/abli%m5t1 & erect itself 9 its /ead1 t ?\gh ,i _c b greatly love & admire "s ( its memb]s1 z a body ,i d>e n give !m t c\nt5ance or support :i* ,i %\ld d 7 _! doctr9es ! only po9t 9 consid]ation4 ,i !re=e h adopt$ all t /rikes me z good 9 _! sy/em1 b at ! same "t keep myself & p p]fectly di/9ct4 ,by ?is means1 ,i h ill-w & opposition to an ext5t :i* y w\ld h>dly conceive2 b ,i g quietly & lov+ly =w>d1 & ,i ?ank ,god my plans h hi!rto well succe$$1 & ,i feel q conv9c$ t all w ev5tually be well4 ,:at provokes mo/ opposition1 is my us+ ! same weapons :i* h s successfully be5 employ$ by !mselves1 & t ) ! increas$ advantage ( _! be+ comb9$ ) all ! weight ( influ5ce connect$ ) ! ,e/abli%m5t4 ,i wi% my de> fri5d w\ld try ! same weapons1 & he w\ld soon see ! mo/ b5eficial effects4 99 99 99 99 ,believe me1 ) k9de/ reg>ds to y\rself & ,mrs4 ,a41 ,y\r truly affectionate ,fri5d1 ,g4 ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,madeley1 ,salop4 ,aug4 #e1 #ahaf4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 99 99 99 99 99 ,,y\r two or ?ree la/ lett]s1 b m p>ticul>ly ! la/ ( all1 seem writt5 "u a degree ( depression :i* ,i am greatly conc]n$ to obs]ve4 ,:ile engag$ 9 do+ a great "w1 :ile fill+ an important po/1 & t ) no small measure ( pati5t p]sev]ance1 y suff] y\rself to suppose t y are do+ almo/ no?+4 ,:ile y\r fri5ds :i* y h left beh9d y are admir+ ! zeal & ! love :i* h enabl$ y to te> y\rself f ! com=ts ( civiliz$ & ref9$ society1 & ?us to =get1 z x 71 y\r own p & y\r fa!r's h\se1 :ile !y are ?ankful = ! grace ( ,god )9 y1 y are s disc\rag+ly comp>+ y\rself ) a ,s*w>tz & a ,van d] ,kemp1 z to reque/ ( y\r unwor?y fri5d t he w\ld pray = y1 le/1 aft] all1 y %\ld prove a ca/away4 ,n[1 my de> ,arm/rong1 :at mu/ ,i say to su* feel+s & reque/s8 ,mu/ ,i sympa?ise ) my de> despond+ fri5d8 ,i d s f my he>t2 b ,i mu/ also *ide ) him3 y ov]look ! t5d] m]cies ( ,god t[>ds y2 y keep y\r eye n on ! bright side1 b on t :i* is d>k1 gloomy1 & =ebod+2 & ?us fai? & confid5ce 9 y\r lov+ & omnipot5t ,r$eem] seem dormant & inactive pr9ciples4 ,b :at is ! language ( ! ,savi\r "u su* circum/ances ( disc\ragem5t8 ,x is t :i* he address$ to ,m>?a at ! grave ( ,laz>us3 8,said ,i n unto !e1 t if ?\ w\ld/ believe1 ?\ %\ld/ see ! glory ( ,god80 ,x is t also :i* he us$ t[>ds ! afflict$ fa!r1 :o ) te>s reque/$ t1 if he c\ld d any?+1 he w\ld h compassion on him1 & help him3 8,if ?\ can/ believe1 all ?+s are possible to him t believe?40 ,believe !n1 my de> fri5d1 ?r\gh all y\r difficulties & disc\ragem5ts1 & y\r tempor>y d>kness w be succe$$ by glori\s & abid+ light4 ,! cl\ds :i* = a season ov]spread y\r horizon w be dispell$1 & y\r gli/5+ eye w be *e]$ ) a bright & respl5d5t day4 ,p]haps1 h[ev]1 y may tell me1 t fai? is ! gift ( ,god1 & t we mu/ wait till ?is h++ bless+ be be/[$4 ,b are n all ! gifts ( ,god to be obta9$ ^u ! simple condition ( ask+8 & 7 y to ask = ?is gift1 or = its increase1 w\ld ! bless$ ,god d5y x8 ,i h (t5 f\nd x exce$+ly useful to my own m9d1 aft] hav+ fall5 ^u my knees to pray to t ,god :o has promis$ to give to u all t we ask 9 fai?1--,i h f\nd x pr(itable to ask previ\sly1 t ! ,"l w\ld give me fai? to believe1 t ! petitions :i* ,i %\ld pres5t be=e 8 ?rone ( grace1 w\ld be answ]$ by him1 &1 z a consequ5ce1 my fai? has be5 /r5g!n$ f> beyond its usual ex]cise4 ,& ) reg>d to disc\rag+ circum/ances1 my con/ant pray] has be5 t my fai? might n fail4 ,s9ce ,i came into ?is p>i%1 ,i h _h difficulties to enc\nt]1 su* z "s ( my de>e/ fri5ds & fell[-lab\r]s h confess$ t !y %\ld n h d>$ to meet1 & ,i mu/ ackn[l$ge1 t1 at times1 ,i h sigh$1 & wept1 & groan$1 be+ burd5$2 & h _h _m a ?\ght ( leav+ my ardu\s po/ to "s m intrepid & p]sev]+ _s4 ,b some?+ seem$ cont9ually to be :isp]+ to my deject$ m9d1 8only believe10 8let n y\r fai? fail y10 & ,i bless$ ,god t ?r\gh all ,i 0 enabl$1 9 "s sort1 to believe1 ?\gh n )\t _m a tremul\s ass]tion1 & equally trembl+ pray]1 8,"l1 ,i believe1 help ?\ m9e unbelief40 ,& x is ) unfeign$ gratitude t[>ds ! bless$ ,god1 t ,i feel x my duty to add1 t all my /orms h1 = ! pres5t at lea/1 completely bl[n ov]1 & t success has be5 v\*saf$ to my poor mean insignificant lab\rs1 su* z my mo/ sangu9e expectations c\ld 9 no wise h imag9$4 ,%\ld ,i n say1 !n1 to my de> fri5d1 z an exp]im5tal result 8f believ+ v]ily to see ! goodness ( ! ,"l 9 ! l& ( ! liv+10--8,o t>ry ?\ ! ,"l's leisure1 be /rong1 & he %all com=t ?9e he>t20 8,wait1 ,i say1 on ! ,"l08 ,b "h ,i feel1 z usual1 t ,i mu/ *eck myself4 ,i =get to :om ,i am writ+1 & likewise :at ,i am indit+3 ,i =get t ,i am address+ "o :o has t ano9t+ f above :i* tea*e? all ?+s1 & t ,i am n compos+ a s]mon1 b scribbl+ a lett]4 ,i "k n :e!r y 7 acqua9t$ ) ,s--1 ( our college1 & ,b--1 ( ,tr9ity4 ,! =m] ,i us$ occasionally to meet1 & 0 accu/om$ to consid] him z "o ( ! v holie/ m5 at college4 ,s9ce my la/ lett]1 h[ev]1 he1 ,b--1 & two o!rs1 h left ! ,*ur*1 because !y c\ld n read ! t5 comm&m5ts1 & are n[ prea*+ all ! heights & dep?s ( et]nal election1 et]nal ju/ification1 & et]nal sanctification3 !y h likewise begun to orda9 o!rs1 & ,r-- ,k--1 ! memb] = ,l--1 has vacat$ 8 seat1 & receiv$ ord9ation f !m4 ,! mod]ate ,calv9i/s are endeav\r+ to /op ! gr[+ evil1 b ,i am sorry to say1 t among _m x is sadly spread+4 ,x has _h "o good effect1 h[ev]2 x has made _m ( ! high m51 z !y are t]m$1 mu* m gu>d$ & circumspect4 99 99 99 99 ,m>y & my bro!r unite ) me 9 v k9de/ love to y\rself1 & mo/ respectful & affectionate remembrances to ,mrs4 ,a41 & ,i may likewise add1 9 v be/ wi%es & e>ne/ pray]s = y\r de> *ildr54 ,i rema9 y\r v s9c]e ,fri5d1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,madeley1 ,sept4 #cj1 #ahaf4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,i ,,suppose t y are aw>e1 t1 z resid5t curate1 ,i am entitl$ to ! use ( ! vic>age-h\se4 ,dur+ ,mrs4 ,flet*]'s life1 ,i wav$ my claim 9 h] fav\r3 b aft] h] decease1 ,i appli$ to ! vic>1 & n[ t x has be5 put into pretty ext5sive repair1 we h tak5 up our abode 9 x1 & a mo/ holy happy spot we d inde$ f9d x4 ,9 ! room :]e ,i am n[ writ+1 "s ( my old] p>i%ion]s /ate1 t !y h frequ5tly tak5 _! tea ) bo? ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,f41 & well rememb] ! happy seasons !y enjoy$4 ,9 ! room 9 :i* we commonly sit1 !y bo? ( !m dep>t$ 9 ! ,"l4 ,9 a ?ird *amb]1 ,mr4 ,f 0 accu/om$ to retire = m private & wre/l+ pray]1 &1 z we read 9 8 life1 ! wall ( :i* 0 /a9$ ) 8 brea? :ile importunately plead+4 ,ano!r room has ! bureau at :i* he 0 accu/om$ to write1 & :i*1 ) _m o!r ?+s1 he left 9 8 w = ! use ( 8 successors1 t ! h\se might n be ! worse = 8 hav+ _h x4 ,9 a ^w1 almo/ e spot & fixture rem9ds u pleas+ly ( ^? exalt$ *>act]s :o h prec$$ u1 & call =? _m an e>ne/ pray]1 & _m a private ejaculation1 t ^? :o foll[ !m may dr9k deep] & deep] into _! bless$ _s1 & tread m & m closely 9 _! pi\s & spiritual /eps4 ,de> ,mrs4 ,flet*] once m5tion$ to u1 t "o day1 %ortly aft] h] com+ to ,madeley1 %e rem>k$ to ,mr4 ,f41 z !y 7 ent]+ ^u _! premises1 t %e did n "k h[ x 01 b t %e always felt a measure ( div9e influ5ce :5ev] %e ent]$ )9 ! gate4 ,! holy man answ]$ t he 0 n surpris$ to he> h] say s1 = t !re 0 n a s+le brick or a /one 9 ! :ole premises :i* _h n be5 sanctifi$ by pray]4 ,i feel some:at 9 ! same way ) ,mrs4 ,f--1 & ?\gh ,i am aw>e t ,god is ev]y:]e pres5t1 & t all spots may equally %>e 9 ?is 8 glori\s pres5ce1 yet ,i _c b ?9k t "s places are privileg$ beyond o!rs1 & ?\gh1 p]haps1 my ,honduras fri5d may smile at 8 ,madeley en?usia/1 yet ,i mu/ frankly confess to y1 t ,i consid] x z no small privilege t ,i dwell 9 ! h\se1 z well z lab\r 9 ! p>i%1 ( "o s peculi>ly devot$ to ,god4 ,! days ,i h already sp5t "h h be51 )\t any exception1 ! happie/ ,i h sp5t ^u e>?4 ,week aft] week has roll$ r\nd 9 ! peaceful enjoym5t ( ! pres5ce ( ! bless$ ,god4 ,my mo/ pa9ful & labori\s duties h be5 n only easy1 b a s\rce ( ?ankfulness & joy f> beyond any ( my =m] exp]i5ce4 ,9 a ^w1 ,i seem to h kn[n "s little1 at lea/1 ( :at is s beautifully describ$ 9 "o ( my fav\rite hymns3-- 8,f> above all e>?ly ?+s1 ,:ile yet my h&s are "h employ$2 ,sees my s\l ! ,k+ ( k+s ,& freely talks ) ,god40 ,pray = me1 my de> ,arm/rong1 t ^! feel+s may n be transitory1 b abid+ & ev] increas+4 ,i too (t5 re/ cont5t$ ) ! m]e husks ( religion1 in/ead ( fe$+ on ! sub/antial & ! n\ri%+ corn4 ,i am too g5]ally satisfi$ ) ! outw>d life ( ! ,*ri/ian1 ! regulation ( my conduct1 temp]1 disposition1 pursuits1 & s on2 :ile t inw>d life ( ,god )9 ! s\l1 t communion ) ! ,fa!r ( spirits & ! ,son ( 8 love1 is too commonly ov]look$4 ,i want a deep "w ( 8 grace )9 my s\l1 & ?is ,i am n[ endeav\r+ 9 my poor feeble way to pray =1 if s be t ,i may ev5tually obta92 b my unbeliev+ he>t tells me1 t ,i nev] 0 cut out = any?+ l spirituality4 ,"o text ( ,scripture1 h[ev]1 /ill enc\rages me1 8,?is is ! w ( ,god ev5 y\r sanctification20 & !re=e ?\gh fa9t1 ,i w\ld /ill be p]sev]+4 ,to-morr[ ev5+1 be+ ! fir/ ,tuesday aft] qu>t]-day1 our *ur* classes hold _! qu>t]ly meet+s = ! second "t4 ,! fir/ "t ( _! meet+ 0 a season :i* w long be rememb]$ by me ) gratitude4 ,my he>t q melt$ to he> s _m decl>e1 t1 "u ,god1 !y own$ _! fir/ religi\s good to my poor feeble m9i/rations1 & :5 9 ! fulness ( _! he>ts !y c\ld n refra9 f ?ank+ ! good ,"l :o _h br\ght me among !m4 ,& ,i felt ! m a/oni%$ & ?ankful inasmu* z ,i nev] _h a f\r? "p ( ! l success 9 all ! =m] ye>s put toge!r 9 :i* ,i _h be5 lab\r+ else:]e4 ,oh1 :at %all ,i r5d] to ! ,"l = all 8 b5efits conf]r$ ^u me8 ,i w take ! cup ( salvation & call ^u ! "n ( ! ,"l--/ill call ^u him = 8 future help & bless+1 = )\t ?is ,i feel ,i c d no?+4 ,our little classes1 ,i am ?ankful to /ate1 are gradually increas+4 ,i ?9k we reckon sixty-sev5 9 all4 ,z to "o or two1 ,i feel con/ra9$ to /& 9 d\bt1 b ! re/ ,i tru/ are s9c]e s\ls4 ,b1 :ile ,i ?us numb] my little flock1 ,i feel t !re is necessity to gu>d aga9/ ! _s ( ,david3 ,i endeav\r to d ?is1 & to s9k d[n be=e ,god "u a cont9ual s5se ( my own no?+ness2 b pride is a subtle enemy1 &1 z ,dr4 ,watts s correctly obs]ves1 8,we _c make 8 glories kn[n1 ,b self-applause creeps 940 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,i rema9 y\rs v truly1 ,g4 ,m4 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,madeley1 ,may #bd1 #ahag4 ,my de> ,m>y1 ,,9 ! c\rse ( ,mr4 ,bailey's att5dance ^u ,m>y1 we _h frequ5t opportunities ( conv]sation1 &1 z ,i feel desir\s ( turn+ ! conv]sation to ^? po9ts on :i* p]sons feel mo/ capable1 z well z mo/ desir\s ( talk+1 we frequ5tly t\*$ ^u m$ical subjects4 ,"o day ,i told him my fe>s t bo? ,m>y & myself 7 consumptive1 & t we _h (t5 talk$ ab\t ! possibility ( our be+ remov$ 9 ?is way4 ,he said1 9 reply1 t ,mrs4 ,m-- 0 n a consumptive subject1 at lea/ he _h discov]$ no?+ z yet :i* l$ him to suppose x2 & t1 ) reg>d to myself1 :atev] pr$isposition ,i might h _h t[>ds x 9 e>ly life1 x _h s9ce tak5 ano!r c\rse4 ,i wi%$ to "k :at he meant by its hav+ gone (f 9 a diff]5t *annel1 ev5 suppos+ t ! pr$isposition once exi/$1 :5 he told me ! foll[+ anecdote3--,8 fa!r 0 a m$ical man & accu/om$ to speak 8 m9d )\t res]ve4 ,he us$ to visit ! ,c--s 9 ! place :]e !y !n liv$1 & kn[+ _! con/itutions pretty accurately he us$ to say1 ! ,b--s 7mean+ 8 own family7 w g (f into liv]s1 & ! ,c--s into lungs1 intimat+ t ^! disord]s w\ld c>ry !m (f4 ,fanny1 h[ev] 7:o 0 "o ( ! ,c--s1 & simil>ly de=m$ ) myself71 he ?\ght1 ow+ to h] =m w\ld out-live !m all1 & escape ! family disease4 ,! ,b--s remov$ f ! place1 & ,mr4 ,b-- hav+ occasion to g !re aga9 aft] ab\t tw5ty ye>s' abs5ce1 0 naturally l$ to inquire aft] 8 old fri5ds1 :5 he f\nd t all ( !m1 except+ ,fanny1 _h be5 remov$ by consumption1 & t %e1 feel+ h] spirits affect$ by liv+ 9 ! place :]e all h] family _h di$1 _h gone ei!r to ,london1 or "s su* place1 = society1 b 0 o!rwise q well4 ,mr4 ,b-- !n told me1 t he _h no d\bt t ?is 0 ! case ) myself also1 & t v _m simil> cases _h occurr$4 ,i _h (t5 ?\ght t ,i c\ld trace mu* spiritual b5efit z result+ f my bodily =m2 nay1 ,i h ev5 be5 l$ to ?ank ,god = x1 conceiv+ x v probable t x _h be5 ! sav+ ( my s\l2 b little did ,i imag9e t x conduc$ 9 any way to my bodily com=t1 & t x has probably be5 ! sav+ ( my life4 ,o my de> si/]1 h[ little d we "k ( ! goodness ( ! ,"l t[>ds ! *ildr5 ( m52 & h[ little1 ) our pres5t imp]fect p[]s1 %all we ev] be able to "k 9 ?is pres5t _w2 b :at we d "k t5ds to %[ u 9 *>act]s writt5 z x 7 ) a sunbeam1 8,,he ,,doe? ,,all ,,?+s ,,well40 99 99 99 99 99 ,extract$ f a lett] to 8 si/]1 dat$ ,may #ag1 #ahag3-- 8,happy 9 m>ri$ life4 8,%\ld y\r union1 my belov$ si/]1 ) ,mr4 ,h4 prove to y :at m9e has ) ,m>y1 y w be dispos$ to consid] ) myself t ?is ord9ance is n m]ely div9e1 b to be rank$ among/ ! =emo/ ( ,god's gifts to man40 ,extract ( a lett]1 dat$ ,june #b1 #ahag3-- 8,z to myself1 ,i feel t ,i h increas+ cause = gratitude 9 all t conc]ns me4 ,i ?9k ,i nev] felt s truly bless$ 9 any =m] p]iod ( my life4 ,i really h no e>?ly desire unfulfill$2 my cup lit]ally runs ov]4 ,god is also v graci\sly pleas$ to prosp] me 9 my m9i/]ial lab\rs4 ,i h ! satisfaction ( see+ fre% trophies ( ! ,r$eem]'s p[] to save2 & my he>t is rejoic$ 9 see+ ^? :om ! ,"l has ga!r$ ar\nd me1 walk+1 9 "s measure at lea/1 z become? ! ,gospel ( ,*ri/4 ,to ^!1 inde$1 !re are1 z !re is reason to fe> !re ev] w be1 "s pa9ful exceptions2 b1 ^u ! :ole1 ,i h abundant cause = ?anksgiv+ & praise4 ,9 ! mid/ ( all ^! causes = joy1 ,i h _m a mem5to t ! excell5ce ( ! p[] is ( ,god1 & n ( m52 ! crack$ e>!n vessel is b too app>5t4 ,= ?is1 h[ev]1 ,i hope ,i feel grateful2 = :at is s great a bless+ to a poor1 pr\d1 selfi% be+1 su* z ,i am con/ra9$ to ackn[l$ge myself1 z occasional humiliations8 ,!y are ! v m$ic9e ( my s\l40 ,aft] ref]r+ to two cases ( affliction 9 8 family1 he writes to 8 fri5d abroad1 dat$ ,augu/ #d1 #ahag3-- 8,b out ( all ! ,"l has mo/ graci\sly deliv]$ u2 & ,i c look back ^u ! :ole ) real gratitude to ,god4 ,!re 0 n a /roke or a drop too mu*2 all 0 m]ciful 9 ! design1 & ,i hope ! b5efits /ill rema94 ,tribulation work+ #8pati5ce1' a calm wait+ ^u ,god4 ,pati5ce an #8exp]i5ce' ( 8 div9e support at ! "t1 & an exp]i5ce ( 8 ev5tual deliv]ance4 ,exp]i5ce #8hope1' an expectation ( future help & future deliv]ance2 & ?is hope w n make me a%am$4 ,!re 7 times 9 :i* ,i felt ?is to be a we>y l&2 b /ill ,i f\nd ! %ad[ ( a great ,rock1 & ?is %ade 0 truly refre%+ to my s\l4 ,oh1 t ,i c\ld ev] !re abide6 8,i ?9k ,i m5tion$ to y t our mutual fri5d ,cox _h ! liv+ ( ,bridg5or? pres5t$ to him4 ,he has be5 !re n[ "s mon?s1 b he lab\rs "u v great disc\ragem5t1 ow+ to ! little effect result+ f 8 m9i/rations4 ,a few weeks ago he wi%$ t we %\ld ex*ange duties1 hop+ t my ,me?odi/ical zeal might ar\se !m4 ,aft] an enum]ation ( ! probable consequ5ces to :i* he mu/ make up 8 m9d1 ,i at l5g? cons5t$1 &1 z ,i suppos$1 ! /ir has be5 great2 rascal1 villa91 rant]1 field prea*]1 are ! usual epi!ts atta*$ to my opprobri\s "n4 ,a petition has be5 drawn up1 ) _m signatures atta*$1 reque/+ ,cox to =bid me 8 pulpit2 9 %ort1 ! :ole place has be5 9 a hubbub4 ,inquiry1 h[ev]1 beg9s to take place1 ! /agnant wat]s are mov$1 & aft] ! work+ (f ( ! scum & ! gross] p>ticles1 we may expect to see pur] & ev5 liv+ wat]s4 ,cox answ]$ _! petition ) becom+ _s1 unit$ ) pleas+ conciliation4 ,x has1 ,i f9d1 giv5 great (f5ce1 not)/&+ all2 b we wait = ! issue 9 a _s ( pray]4 ,x is some:at rem>kable t ,bridg5or? 0 ! place 9 :i* ,ri*>d ,baxt]1 au?or ( ! 8,sa9t's ,re/10 met ) su* decid$ opposition1 t z he w5t out ( ! t[n1 he %ook (f ! du/ ( 8 feet z a te/imony aga9/ !m2 &1 s9ce t "t1 no prea*$ gospel has prosp]$ among !m4 ,! ,diss5t]s & ev5 ! w>m-he>t$ ,me?odi/s h hi!rto lab\r$ almo/ 9 va94 ,b :o kn[s h[ soon ! curse may be remov$8 ,we keep enc\rag+ ,cox all t we possibly c1 b he seems det]m9$ at pres5t to leave4 ,unite y\r pray]s1 my de> fri5d1 ) ours1 t he may n be p]mitt$ to des]t ?is wild]ness & solit>y place1 b t he may pati5tly wait till he rejoices ov] x z a peculi>ly v]dant spot 9 ! g>d5 ( our ,"l40 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,madeley1 #ba/ ,nov4 #ahag4 ,my de> ,m>y1 ,,! case ( consci5ce ) :i* y\r lett] beg9s is su* z w\ld puzzle a mu* m exp]t casui/ ?an ,i ev] expect to be2 &1 !re=e1 aft] read+ all t y h writt5 ^u ! subject1 z explanatory ( y\r views & feel+s1 ,i feel m dispos$ to comm5d y 9 pray] to ! tea*+s ( ,god's mo/ ,holy ,_s1 ?an attempt to d>k5 c\nsel by words )\t k4 ,i am s5sible1 h[ev]1 t ?is may orig9ate 9 an unwill+ness to meet a difficulty f a consci\sness ( ! scant9ess ( my spiritual in=mation1 & f a fe> ( ! consequ5t poor op9ion y might ent]ta9 ( me = my want ( success1 ,i w1 !re=e1 haz>d a few rem>ks4 ,x has always /ruck me t ! creature occupies an improp] place :5 we consid] x 9 any way ess5tial to our good1 :5 we fancy t !re is any absolute & positive necessity = ! pres5ce ( any "o ?+ 9 ord] to con/itute u happy4 ,x 0 ,god's decl>ation to ,abraham1 8,i am ! ,almighty ! all-suffici5t ,god2 walk be=e me1 & be ?\ p]fect40 ,& ,/4 ,paul s fully realiz$ ?is1 t he liv$1 z x 71 completely indep5d5t ( ! creature2 he f\nd 8 ,god an all-suffici5t portion1 q adequate ( himself to satisfy ! l>ge/ desires ( 8 s\l4 ,he c\ld1 !re=e1 take pleasure 9 infirmities1 9 reproa*es1 9 necessities1 c42 = he exp]im5tally f\nd t1 z 8 afflictions ab\nd$1 8 consolations did mu* m ab\nd4 ,9 a ^w1 he discov]$ 9 8 ,god a happ9ess :i* 0 n m]ely indep5d5t ( ! creature1 b :i* fl\ri%$ & ab\nd$ "u circum/ances mo/ likely to int]rupt or de/roy x4 ,! fact is1 t ! creature is only an arbitr>y *annel1 ! pipe1 if ,i may s speak1 :i* a ,god ( love has be5 pleas$ to *oose1 9 ord] to convey 8 b5efits4 ,! pipe is nei!r ! b5efit1 nor ! s\rce2 &1 ( c\rse1 ?\gh x is conducive to our com=t1 ?\gh x may 9 _m respects be subs]vi5t to our welf>e1 yet x is by no means ess5tially necess>y1 = ,god is ! ,god ( all consolation1 :e!r int]m$iately or imm$iately convey$1 & %\ld ,he1 on any occasion1 see fit to remove ! m$ium1 ! same & ev5 m ab\nd+ happ9ess may be receiv$ imm$iately f ,himself2 & s9ce ,god is inf9ite 9 8 wisdom & 9 8 love1 ?is w be s1 provid$ x be = our good4 ,& if we ne$ n ! =m] quantum ( happ9ess1 if x w\ld prove injuri\s to u1 is x n a m]cy t x %\ld be d5i$8 ,b p]haps y w ask1 ,h[ are we to "k :e!r we love ! creature too mu* or n8 ,h[ is x to be asc]ta9$ :e!r we reg>d x z ess5tial to our good1 or m]ely subs]vi5t to x8 ,?is may be asc]ta9$ 9 two ways--#a/1 ,h[ d we feel :5 our *annels are remov$8 ,does x seem z ?\gh our all 7 gone8 ,if aft] a prop has be5 remov$ f "u u1 we imm$iately fall1 x is evid5t t our :ole weight has be5 plac$ ^u x2 if we /agg] & /umble1 ?\gh by dext]ity we may recov] ourselves1 & n actually fall1 yet we %[ t too mu* ( our weight 0 re/+ on x2 b if1 aft] its removal1 we /& upright z be=e1 x is manife/1 z ,ar*bi%op ,leighton obs]ves1 t we h be5 lean+ n on our prop1 b on an invisible arm = support4 ,! application is easy4 ,b ,i sugge/$ ano!r means ( asc]ta9+ ! same po9t4 ,:at are our feel+s "u any probable expectations ( ! removal ( our *annel8 ,?is1 h[ev]1 is s closely alli$ ) ! =m] t x ne$s no sep>ate enl>gem5t or elucidation4 ,x is evid5t t ! man :o is fill$ ) al>m at ! b>e idea ( ! removal ( 8 gold1 is too mu* 9 love ) x1 &1 m or less1 is mak+ x 8 god4 ,& he :o1 ) m speci\s ref9em5t ( ta/e1 dreads ! int]ruption ( 8 social pleasures1 or ! removal ( "s ( 8 wont$ s\rces ( good1 foll[s b too closely 9 ! same /eps4 ,god mu/ be own$ & felt z our all 9 all4 ,he mu/ be reg>d$1 n m]ely z our supreme good1 b z our only good1 z t :i* is alone necess>y4 ,9 a ^w1 all ,i h to say is summ$ up 9 ^? two expressive l9es 9 ! ,me?odi/ hymn-book1 8,lead me :]e ,i my heav5 may f9d1 ,! heav5 ( lov+ ,!e alone40 99 99 99 99 99 ,ab\t ! end ( ! ye> #ahag1 ,mr4 ,mortim] ent]ta9$ s]i\s ?\ghts ( go+ out to ,new ,zeal& z a mission>y1 & = ?is end correspond$ ) ! secret>y ( ! 8,*ur* ,mission>y ,society0 on ! subject2 & x s happ5$ t ab\t ?is "t also two ,new ,zeal& *iefs1 ,tooi & ,tet]ree1 arriv$ 9 ,engl&1 & x 0 propos$ t !y %\ld abide = a:ile at ,madeley1 :i* !y accord+ly did4 ,! provid5ce ( ,god1 h[ev]1 did n seem to op5 8 way = remov+ to a f>-di/ant l&1 & he acquiesc$ 9 ! result ) 8 usual lov+ submission to ! w ( ,god4 ,! foll[+ lett] to ! writ] gives "s acc\nt ( ! way by :i* he 0 l$ to contemplate ! /ep ref]r$ to3-- ,madeley1 ,nov4 #bf?1 #ahag4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,,_m incid5ts h occurr$ s9ce x has pleas$ ,god to sep>ate u1 9 :i* ,i %\ld h reg>d$ x z an exce$+ly great com=t to my m9d c\ld ,i h consult$ y1 & obta9$ f y ei!r y\r veto or proc$as2 b ,i ?9k t ,i nev] felt ! want ( x m ?an at pres5t4 ,i h>dly "k :e!r ,i ought to puzzle y ) a long detail1 pro & con41 ( :at has ( late be5 pass+ 9 my m9d1 or to wait till ,i come to "s conclusion4 ,b z ,i feel t ,i %\ld unbosom my m9d to y 9 ! fulle/ free/ mann]1 7 y n[ sitt+ by my side1 ,i w use ! same fre$om1 ?\gh y are at a di/ance4 ,y mu/ "k1 !n1 t ,i h lately be5 ex]t+ myself among my p>i%ion]s on behalf ( ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 h read 9 my diff]5t exposition-rooms ! v int]e/+ acc\nts publi%$ 9 _! qu>t]ly pap]s & mission>y regi/]s1 &1 to make myself some:at ma/] ( ! matt]s ^u :i* ,i spoke1 ,i began to g regul>ly ?r\gh ! :ole ( ! volumes :i* !y h hi!rto publi%$4 ,a great s5sation has be5 excit$ among my p4 ,i ?\ght we %\ld d exce$+ly little2 b ,god has op5$ ! he>ts ( my p1 & ,i rejoice 9 ! ev5t4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 is n ! only effect :i* has be5 produc$4 ,my own he>t has be5 s completely won ov] to ! mission>y cause t ,i am incl9$ to ?9k1 ,i %all n easily be p]suad$ to rema9 quietly & cozily at home1 :ile s mu* rema9s to be done abroad4 ,! call to cont9ue "h mu/ be mu* /rong] ?an x has hi!rto be51 or my /ruggl+ _s w be f\nd to bur/ its ties & make its escape to m ne$$ lab\rs4 ,i tru/ ,i %all n =ce my way2 ?is1 "u no circum/ances1 c be desirable1 b ,i ?9k t hi!rto my m9d has lean$ too mu* "o way1 & has be5 too ready to int]pret ! sugge/ions ( "s1 & ! oppositions ( o!rs1 into provid5tial intimations ( its be+ ! w ( ,god1 to hesitate & ev5tually to ab&on my object2 b n[ ,i feel v diff]5tly4 ,9 ! _s ( sacrifice1 ) our lives 9 our h&s1 & almo/ our all ( e>?ly good at /ake1 we %all hold ourselves ready to proce$ :5ev] we c ) any consi/5cy make our escape4 ,y w ask1 p]haps1 :at are our plans8 ,i h (t5 ?\ght ( jo9+ my v v de> fri5ds at ,honduras1 b ! unheal?9ess ( ! climate1 & ! /+s ( y\r musquitos q det] my good wife1 & %e %r9ks f y\r %ore ) feel+s :i* ,i d>e n any fur!r attempt to correct4 ,to speak hone/ly1 ,i fe> y\r climate w\ld soon br+ h] to h] grave1 & !re=e ,i %\ld n ?9k myself at all au?oriz$ to press ! po9t fur!r ?an ,i h already done4 ,new ,zeal& is ! place :i* we h 9 our m9ds1 & ?\gh ! inhabitants are cannibals1 & ?\gh ! ill treatm5t ( ! ,europeans has exasp]at$ !m to a degree ( det]m9$ retaliation1 :i* might det] ! m]e worldly calculators f v5tur+ to settle among !m2 yet z we tru/ t ! _s ( love & k9dness w ev] actuate u 9 our int]c\rse ) !m1 we tru/ likewise t our graci\s ,god w become a wall ( fire r\nd ab\t u to keep !m f injur+ u4 ,a v amiable1 int]e/+1 & truly pi\s "y man1 :o has lately be5 ?r\gh college1 & is n[ wait+ till he becomes ( age = ord]s1 has fully made up 8 m9d to jo9 u s soon z 8 fri5ds c be p]suad$ to "p ) him4 ,ev] s9ce ,i h be5 9 ! p>i% ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ to knit 8 he>t to me 9 a v s+ul> way4 ,8 m9d has be5 turn$ to ,new ,zeal& = ne>ly ?ree ye>s4 ,! :ole circle ( my fri5ds1 toge!r ) myself1 feel mu* oblig$ to y = y\r communications to ,mr4 ,pratt1 :i* he has publi%$ 9 ! la/ ,mission>y ,regi/]1 ,octob]1 #ahag4 ,!y greatly int]e/$ u1 & we c\ld n help rejoic+ 9 all ! good :i* ! good ,"l is effect+ ?r\gh y4 ,may all ?is be only ! promise ( a m abundant %[]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,lett]s pass$ at sea "s "t ab\t ! beg9n+ ( ?is ye>1 betwe5 ,mr4 ,mortim] & ! editor1 ea* ask+1 )\t kn[+ ! int5tion ( ! o!r1 t 8 fri5d w\ld become sponsor = 8 next-born *ild--a circum/ance :i* expla9s ! allusions made to ! subject1 9 ! ?ree foll[+ extracts3-- ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,madeley1 ,june #a1 #ahah4 ,,! hon\r :i* my de> fri5ds h conf]r$ ^u my unwor?y "n affect$ me greatly1 & ! m s1 z )9 ?ree or f\r weeks ( ! "t y\r lett] rea*$ me1 two o!r simil> in/ances ( ! v great affection ( my fri5ds "h _h occurr$4 ,unkn[n to me1 _m ( !m put _! contributions toge!r1 & =w>d$ !m to ! ,*ur* ,mission>y ,society1 = ! support ( two ,african *ildr51 to be nam$ aft] myself & my de> ,m>y2 & a "y man among ! ,quak]s1 to :om ! ,"l has made me 78 mo/ unwor?y s]vant7 a *annel ( good1 has likewise tak5 my "n4 ,:at %all ,i say to ^! tok5s ( love8 ,i "k n :at to say--b t ,i am a%am$ & conf\nd$ be=e ,god1 to ?9k t any m>k ( love & respect %\ld be %[n to me :om ,he sees z s abject & pollut$2 & z to my de> fri5ds1 all ,i c say is1 ! ,"l rew>d !m a ?\s& fold = all t _! he>ts contrive1 & _! lov+ conduct s fully expresses4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,?os4 ,,mortim]4 ,madeley1 ne> ,%iffnal1 ,july #bj1 #ahah4 ,my de> ,?omas1 ,,we ?9k ( nam+ ! de> little "o ,phbe1 a "n mu* ende>$ to u1 z borne by "o de> relation n[ no m1 & by ano!r /ill res]v$ to u1 :om we s9c]ely love4 ,x is a "n likewise :i* has n z yet be5 introduc$ among u4 ,we 7 ?9k+ ( joy & gladness1 b ?is we h left to be1 z we hope1 long enjoy$ by "o already 9 our family1 & to be 9 res]ve 9 case x %\ld be want$ = ano!r1 on :om we %\ld rejoice to see ev5 an equal portion ( h] p>5ts' _s4 ,a s]vant ( ! *ur* is :at we claim = our little "o1 & may ! claim be abundantly realiz$6 ,if ,mrs4 ,t4 ,m4 w\ld n object to become "o ( ! sponsors = our little girl1 & w\ld p]mit u to employ "s "o z h] proxy1 we %\ld feel ourselves mu* oblig$ by h] compliance4 ,my de> ,honduras fri5d has k9dly cons5t$ to take ^u him ?is *>ge = "o1 & we purpose apply+ to ,mr4 ,john ,eyton1 z ! ?ird4 ,p]haps y w be s good z drop me an e>ly l9e1 & ?us set me an example ,i s mu* ne$4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,madeley1 ,aug4 #c1 #ahah4 ,,) reg>d to myself ,i h no?+ to write to y b a cont9u$ s]ies ( failure & disappo9tm5t2 &1 if ,i might speak ( ! future f ! pres5t1 ,i %\ld say1 t ! ,"l is call+ me to rema9 at home r ?an to g any:]e abroad4 ,! /ate ( ! case is simply ?is3--,:5 fir/ ,i propos$ myself z ! s]vant ( ! ,mission>y ,society1 ,i did n appreh5d any?+ l difficulty ) reg>d to a supply = ,madeley--! vic>1 :o is n resid5t1 _h always consult$ ! wi%es ( ! p1 & _h giv5 !m ! *oice ( _! m9i/]4 ,no soon]1 h[ev]1 0 x kn[n by him t ,i _h "s ?\ghts ( leav+1 ?an he decl>$1 9 ! mo/ positive t]ms1 t he w\ld n admit to a curacy a p]son ( my recomm5d+1 & he q wond]$ t ,i %\ld ev] ?9k he w\ld1 or1 9 o!r words1 he did n int5d to h a p]son ( my /amp4 ,x soon1 h[ev]1 occurr$ to me1 t if an application 7 made 9 behalf ( my "y b v de> fri5d1 -- --1 ! vic> w\ld1 = ! sake ( 8 fa!r1 p]mit him to succe$ me3 ?is he 9 fact promis$1 b :5 he f\nd out t ! son 0 ( a diff]5t /amp f ! fa!r1 & t ! wrong k9d ( p]son 0 ?us mo/ un9t5tionally select$1 he drew back & w\ld n take ano!r /ep2 & ,mr4 --1 hurt at ! :ole proc$ure1 decl>es t he w n1 ^u any consid]ation :atev]1 make ano!r application1 & ?us matt]s are completely 9 /atu quo4 ,i d>e n leave my p to an ungodly successor1 & !re=e ! pres5t intimation seems to be1 8/& /ill40 ,i feel x a "t ( susp5se1 b ,i am q p]suad$ t all is 9 ! v be/ h&s1 & ( c\rse t all w be sweetly ord]$ = good4 ,i ne$ n reque/ y to pray = u2 ,i am assur$ ( y\r love1 & love w necess>ily lead y to a ?rone ( grace on our behalf4 ,ab\t a =tnight ago my de> ,m>y 0 conf9$1 & safely deliv]$ ( a little girl1 :om we purpose nam+ ,phbe1 & may ,god grant %e may prove a s]vant ( ! *ur*1 z t hon\r$ individual ^: "n /&s prom95tly di/+ui%$ 9 ! ,^w ( ,god--n1 inde$1 by becom+ a lady prea*]1 z y designat$ ,mrs4 ,f--1 9 "o ( y\r lett]s1 b 9 su* a way z is becom+ h] sex2 & 9 h[ _m bless$ ways ?is is possible we %all nei!r ( u be at a loss to det]m9e4 ,we purpose avail+ ourselves ( y\r k9d p]mission to employ y z "o ( ! sponsors1 & we feel ourselves mu*1 v mu* oblig$ by y\r compliance ) our wi%es4 ,inde$1 ev]y?+ :i* seems l br++ u ne>] toge!r af=ds u a degree ( pleasure we _c easily express4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! humility ( my belov$ fri5d 0 n only deep b uni=m1 & x 0 also mo/ unfeign$4 ,i believe no s5tim5ts convey$ 9 8 lett]s ) reg>d to himself 7 m s9c]ely ! utt]ance ( 8 he>t1 ?an su* z appe> 9 ! two foll[+ extracts2 & a sav\r ( :i*1 inde$1 runs m or less1 ?r\gh all 8 correspond5ce4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,madeley1 ,oct4 #e1 #ahah4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,,y\rs ( ! #h? ( ,augu/ rea*$ me ye/]day ev5+1 & af=d$ me mu* refre%m5t ( _s aft] ! lab\rs ( ! day1 z y\r k9d & int]e/+ communications almo/ inv>iably d2 b if !y sometimes may fail 9 imp>t+ refre%m5t1 !y are nev] want+ 9 int]e/ & 9 solid in/ruction4 ,! only effect sometimes produc$1 is 9 deeply humbl+ me1 9 abas+ me be=e my fri5ds1 & 9 ! pres5ce ( my ,god4 ,i feel myself s wret*$ a s9n]1 & s completely unwor?y ( y\r lea/ notice4 ,inde$1 ,i sometimes ?9k t if y c\ld b see me in/ead ( he>+ f me--c\ld we b r5ew our p]sonal acqua9tance--y w\ld detect 9 me su* evils z w\ld almo/ make y a%am$ ( ackn[l$g+ me4 ,9 my lett]s1 hurri$ z !y g5]ally are1 y see me "u assum$ appe>ances4 ,i /ep a little out ( myself1 s5tim5ts are express$1 pray]s & wi%es are brea!d =?1 & /atem5ts likewise made1 :i* are s v v f> f be+ habitual1 t y c "k b little ( me 9 ?is way4 ,7 y actually to "k me1 ev5 all ! joy ( meet+ an old fri5d w\ld soon give way to "s su* exclamation z t utt]$ by neas at ! sight ( ,hector1 8,oh quantum mutatus ab illo40 ,i ?us write 9 consequ5ce ( ! fir/ p>agraph 9 y\r lett]1 9 :i* y speak ( hav+ look$ ov] "s old lett]s ( m9e4 ,! reflections 9 :i* ?is re-p]usal made y indulge q />tl$ me z ,i read !m1 & ,i _c b /ill ?9k t no small measure ( hypocrisy mu/ atta* to my "*1 if my communications d really convey su* s5tim5ts to y\r m9d z ^? :i* y express2 = ,i d>e n )hold f y ! humbl+ confession t1 gratifi$ & ?ankful z ,i %\ld be = ! discov]y1 ,i _c p]ceive ! impress ( tru? on any ( !m4 ,b ,i fe> ,i %all tire z well z disgu/ y ) s mu* ab\t self1 & !re=e turn to "s o!r subject4 ,,to ,,! ,,same4 ,madeley1 ,decemb] #bi1 #ahah4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,,) respect to myself1 ,i c say b little1 except+ :at mu/ t5d to humble me 9 ! du/ be=e ! ,"l & my fell[ m54 ,i am /ill /ation>y "h1 & f all t has transpir$1 bo? )9 & )\t1 ,i feel n[ conv9c$ t :atev] ! duty ( o!rs may be1 m9e is to rema9 at home2 &1 ,i ?9k1 ,i %all n easily be induc$ to make any fur!r ef=t to make my escape4 ,i am n[ q cont5t to rema9 quiet "h1 & :ile set aside by ! ,"l1 z an in/rum5t 9 :om he has no su* pleasure1 c adore him = ! greatness ( 8 t5d] compassions1 :i* int]v5$ z an effectual b>ri]1 & kept me f br++ *a/isem5t ^u myself & my family = my presumptu\s folly1 9 ?9k+ ( /ret*+ out my unhall[$ h& 9 support+ a cause1 :i*1 p]haps1 ,i %\ld only h t\*$1 to h impress$ on x a m>k ( indelible disgrace4 ,b amid/ ^! feel+s :i* humble me 9 ! du/1 & ev5 conf\nd me be=e ! ,"l1 ,i /ill f9d him mo/ graci\sly condesc5d+ to visit me1 & /ill p]ceive abundant tok5s ( 8 love 9 my p>i%1 & 9 my family4 ,all seems to we> a *e]ful & exhil>at+ smile1 & if ev] ,i 0 conv9c$ t my be+ h9d]$ 9 my plans 0 f ! ,"l1 ,i ?9k x is n[4 ,! affection manife/$ by all classes among my de> p1 :5 x 0 kn[n t ,i _h giv5 up ! idea ( leav+ !m1 0 su* z w long be rememb]$ by me ) gratitude t[>ds my k9d & lov+ ,god3 = x is ,he1 & ,he alone1 :o c ?us give u ! he>ts ( our p4 ,o1 may ,i s]ve 9 ! ,gospel ( 8 ,son m fai?fully ?an ,i h hi!rto done6 ,,to ,,! ,,same4 ,madeley1 ,febru>y #bf1 #ahai4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,,if ,i recollect "r1 ,i j allud$ 9 my la/ to ! v /rik+ & unexpect$ *ange :i* has tak5 place 9 my bro!r --4 ,! m ,i ?9k ( x ! m am ,i fill$ ) a/oni%m5t & gratitude4 ,_h ,i be5 requir$ to select an individual1 :i*1 9 my e/imation1 0 ! lea/ likely to become a trophy to ! p[]ful grace ( our ,r$eem]1 -- w\ld h be5 ! p]son ^u :om ,i %\ld h fix$4 ,! grace1 h[ev]1 ( 8 s long despis$ ,"l has at l5g? triumph$1 & he n[ delights to build up ! fai? :i* he once s malignantly endeav\r$ to de/roy4 ,y w readily conceive t ,i h d]iv$ no small enc\ragem5t f ^! deal+s ( my graci\s ,god ) my de> bro!r4 ,b ! enc\ragem5t has be5 greatly increas$ by ! *ange :i* has rec5tly pass$ ^u de> ,tooi1 "o ( my ,new ,zeal& gue/s4 ,aft] !y _h set sail = ,new ,s\? ,wales1 9 ! ,b>+1 ! %ip /ruck aga9/ a brake1 & !y 7 oblig$ to put aga9 into port4 ,dur+ ?is int]val1 ,tooi 0 tak5 dang]\sly ill1 &1 9 ! e/imation ( all :o saw him1 _h n ! lea/ probability ( recov]y4 ,?is pa9ful visitation1 h[ev]1 to 8 poor body1 seems to h be5 ! means ( salvation to 8 s\l4 ,all ! pi\s fri5ds :o surr\nd him1 speak ( ! *ange z mo/ unequivocal2 & ,mr4 ,hall1 :o att5d$ !m :ile ) me1 & :o is z f>1 z any "o ,i "k1 f attempt+ to col\r1 speaks 9 decid$ t]ms ( ! div9e *ange :i* he has exp]i5c$4 ,among o!r ?+s 9 "o ( 8 lett]s1 writ+ ( ,tooi1 he says1 8,i _c help m5tion+ "o ( 8 simple spee*es1 :i* ,i ?9k w please y4 #8,:5 ,i 9 ,new ,s\? ,wales my he>t no good3 ,i come to ,engl&1 & he> ! ^w ( ,god1 &1 ,i ?9k1 ,o de> me1 ,i want a new he>t2 ,i beg9 to pray to ,jesus to give me a new he>t4 ,9 my own c\ntry1 ,i s9 v mu*1 &1 :5 9 ,s\? seaman1 ! sailors tea* me to curse & swe>--mis]able "w4 ,b ! blood ( ,jesus runs d[n my he>t1 & wa%es away my s9s1 & my he>t feel com=table & happy1 & ,i no fe> to die4 ,believe 9 ,jesus is ! way to g up to heav51 & be happy = ev] ) ,jesus1 & all ,*ri/ian fri5ds2 7nam+ _m1 & y & y\r's among/ ! numb]74'0 ,o1 my de> fri5d1 h[ bless$ is true religion1 & h[ t\*+ is ?is simple acc\nt1 :i* %[s1 ,i ?9k1 t de> ,tooi has become possess$ ( x4 ,,to ,,! ,,same4 ,madeley1 ,may #c1 #ahai4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,,s9ce ,i la/ wrote to y1 ,i h be5 call$ to pass ?r\gh "s pa9ful & unexpect$ sc5es4 ,ab\t twelve mon?s ago my de> fa!r began to decl9e v rapidly 9 8 heal?1 ow+ to "s s]i\s rev]ses :i* he exp]i5c$ 9 8 temporal conc]ns1 & :i* prey$ v mu* ^u 8 m9d2 ! full ext5t we are none ( u able to det]m9e1 b "o ( my uncles & 8 son :o 7 privy to _m ( 8 transactions1 c di/9ctly reckon up #ge1jjj :i* came "u _! own obs]vation4 ,all ^! losses _h _! measure ( effect ^u 8 spirits2 b1 !re 0 a lawsuit p5d+1 & :i* _h be5 comm5c$ "s mon?s s9ce1 :i*1 if det]m9$ aga9/ him1 ?reat5$ to sweep away all t rema9$1 & ev5 to leave him insolv5t4 ,( ?is he in=m$ no "o1 b kept x work+ secretly )91 till1 at l5g?1 x prov$ too mu* = him1 & 8 con/itution irrecov]ably gave way4 ,on ! day ( 8 removal1 inde$1 he 0 unusually well2 0 out 9 ! g>d5 a great "p ( ! =5oon1 & v *e]ful :ile tak+ 8 tea1 b ab\t sev5 9 ! ev5+ he 0 seiz$ ) a fit ( apoplexy1 & he 0 a corpse by a little aft] n9e4 ,8 dea? mu* affect$ me1 & especially z ,i _h my fe>s le/ x %\ld h be5 produc$ by a m]e sorr[ ( ! _w2 b :5 ,i jo9$ my de> "m1 ,i 0 mu* com=t$ by f9d+ t ! ,"l's graci\s int5tions 9 all ?is app>5tly sev]e discipl9e1 7 m]cifully answ]$2 t !y produc$ 9 him a gradual wean+ f ! _w1 & an increas$ e/eem & reli% = ! ?+s :i* conc]n$ 8 s\l4 ,& 9 ?is effect1 ,i hope1 t we are all1 at lea/ mo/ ( u1 enabl$ to rejoice1 ?\gh1 9 ord] to produce x1 x 0 necess>y t he %\ld suff] ! loss ( almo/ all ?+s4 ,to ?9k ( 8 dep>t$ _s1 z happy ) ! ,"l1 af=ds to u a balm ( consolation :i* ?\s&s ^u ?\s&s c\ld n effect )\t x4 ,b amid/ all ?is wreck & ru9 ( prop]ty :i* ,i h gradually be5 call$ to witness1 :at abundant cause h ,i = gratitude t x has n come nigh me4 ,h[ graci\sly has ,god be5 pleas$ to provide = me & m9e6 ,= ?\gh my family is l>ge1 & its wants are cont9ually increas+1 yet ,i h all & ab\nd4 ,i h ev] yet _h en\gh1 & a little annually to sp>e2 & ,i h no d\bt b t1 ) a little frugality1 ,i %all be able to put by a little m t[>ds ! settl+ ( my de> *ildr5 :5 !y %all come ( age4 ,_h ,i kn[n ( ! pres5t po/ure ( affairs1 ,i might h done a little m = !m1 b ,i am v ?ankful t ,i h done :at ,i h4 ,& may ! ,god ( love s regulate my conduct = ! future1 t ,i may nev]1 9 any in/ance1 unnecess>ily encroa* ^u _! due2 = ,i feel ! =ce ( ! apo/olic obs]vation3 8,he t provide? n = 8 own10 c4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! foll[+ is a deeply affect+ lett]2 b1 l _m ( ,david's ,psalms1 if x beg9s 9 compla9+s1 x ends 9 praises4 ,,to ,,! ,,same4 ,madeley1 ,july #c1 #ahai4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,,z to myself1 ,i c say b little3 ,i seem to be m ( a loit]+ =mali/ ?an any?+ else4 ,_m ?+s :i* ,i began :5 ,i fir/ ent]$ ^u my *>ge "h h gradually dw9dl$ into ! m]e/ no?+s1 & ^! h at l5g? be5 giv5 up4 ,& mo/ ( ^? :i* are /ill cont9u$ seem to h lo/ t int]e/ & p[] ) :i* !y 7 once accompani$4 ,z to my own feel+s & conduct 9 ! mid/ ( all1 !y are my %ame & con/ant humiliation4 ,i am s accu/om$ to see ?is gradual det]ioration 9 _m in/ances1 t ,i almo/ inv>iably expect x 9 all o!rs1 & ?is makes me less e>ne/ 9 pray] & less zeal\s 9 action4 ,9 all ! coldness ( apa?y1 ,i seem anticipat+ no?+ b ev5tual failure 9 ev]y?+2 & !n1 :5 no?+ fur!r is to be done "h1 ,i z coldly anticipate a removal to "s o!r sc5e1 :]e simil> ef=ts w be productive ( simil> results4 ,^!1 my de> ,a41 h be5 my g5]al feel+s = "s mon?s pa/4 ,i h (t5 paus$ to analyze my _s & my conduct3 sometimes ,i h be5 ready to imag9e t my indiff]5ce argu$ a deadness to popul>ity & applause1 & t :ile ,i 0 s cont5t t o!rs %\ld see t ,i 0 no?+1 ,i 0 ga9+ "s increase ( humility1 &1 ( c\rse1 0 mak+ "s little advancem5t 9 ! ,div9e life4 ,b )9 ^! few days1 ,i h be5 awak5$ f my sleep ( c>nal security1 & h be5 deeply humbl$ be=e my ,god on acc\nt ( x4 ,i see t1 in/ead ( /emm+ ! torr5t1 ,i h too crim9ally suff]$ x to spread1 till x has ?reat5$ ru9 to all ! pla9 bel[4 ,in/ead ( propp+ ,i h r und]m9$ ! tott]+ fabric1 & ?us aid$ ! natural decay f "t & seasons4 ,_h spirituality be5 *]i%$ 9 my own s\l--_h pati5t self-d5y+ lab\rs be5 uni=mly pursu$--_h ard5t believ+ pray] be5 con/antly (f]$--:o c tell h[ mu* ?is t5d5cy to det]iorate might h be5 c\nt]act$8 ,:o c tell1 r1 :at increase ( prosp]ity might h n[ call$ =? my grateful praise8 ,my motto1 !re=e1 has n[ become t ( ! *e]ful1 believ+ & animat$ ,apo/le ,/4 ,paul4 ,x is said ( him1 8,he ?ank$ ,god & took c\rage40 ,in/ead ( deject$ly witness+ ?is natural process1 & z despond+ly anticipat+ /ill m & m1 ,i feel1 ?r\gh ! grace ( my ,savi\r1 enabl$ ?ankfully to adore him = all ! good :i* yet rema9s2 &1 ) a measure ( *e]ful c\rage1 to devote myself to my future "w4 ,& ,i _c tell y ! sweet peace :i* has be5 imp>t$ to my di/ru/+ m9d1 & ! animat$ gl[ :i* has be5 diffus$ ?r\gh my cold & apa!tical he>t2 b to ?9k t ?is bless$ peace & love %\ld h s long be5 /rang]s )9 my brea/1 is cause ( my humiliation be=e my compassionate ,r$eem]4 ,may my ende>$ fri5d nev] h simil> cause ( compla9t6 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,madeley1 ,oct4 #d1 #ahai4 ,,my la/ in=m$ y ( ! seem+ heal? ( our de> little ,basil3 on ,monday la/1 we avail$ ourselves ( a fav\rable opportunity ( hav+ him *ri/5$1 & we all ?\ght t1 ?\gh a little fall5 away1 he 0 look+ v well4 ,on ,w$nesday1 h[ev]1 he 0 attack$ ) infant9e *ol]a morbus1 & on ! morn+ ( ye/]day 8 happy _s bur/ its way to ,god4 ,to u1 inde$1 ! sc5e 0 v affect+2 x 0 ! fir/ inroad dea? _h be5 p]mitt$ to make among u1 & 8 entrance spread a degree ( awe ^u our m9ds su* z we _h n kn[n be=e4 ,! /rong feel+s ( affection likewise1 & num]\s ende>+ recollections1 kept mak+ u weep till1 l ,david & 8 m51 we seem$ to h no m p[] to weep1 & ev5 all ! grateful expressions :i* kept bur/+ f our ?ankful he>ts1 c\ld only be utt]$ amid/ our quickly fl[+ te>s4 ,^! /rong] feel+s1 h[ev]1 h n[ some:at subsid$1 & a holy calm ( gratitude has rega9$ its seats )9 our brea/s3 our de> little "o has1 inde$1 fl$ f among u1 b he has fl$ to a f> happi] place--fl$ to ! arms & bosom ( 8 ev]-to-be-ador$ ,r$eem]2 & oh6 h[ quick1 z well z bless$1 ! transition6 8,we sc>ce c say he's gone1 ,be=e 8 happy _s takes ,its /ation ne> ! ?rone40 ,to-morr[1 we ?9k ( committ+ 8 de> rema9s to ! sil5t tomb4 ,i h be5 select+ & m>k+ out a suitable spot to be employ$1 %\ld we cont9ue "h1 = ! successive memb]s ( our family1 z !y may be call$ f among u1 & my pray] has be5 asc5d+ to my bless$ ,r$eem] t we may e "o ( u leave z firm a p]suasion beh9d u ( ! safety ( our et]nal /ate1 z our de> little ,basil has4 ,&1 inde$1 8 removal has giv5 me an increas$ confid5ce t ?is w be ! case2 = our unit$ pray]s = our de> *ildr5 h ev] be51 t !y might ei!r live a holy life1 or die an e>ly dea?4 ,my de> wife1 ?\gh weak1 is v m]cifully support$ 9 ! season ( our trial2 %e feels1 & t at times v s5sibly1 b peaceful gratitude is /ill h] con/ant companion3 ,i say gratitude2 = x is n m]e submission1 x is ! peaceful grateful adoration ( t graci\s ,god :o is too wise to err1 too good to be unk9d2 & ,i am v ?ankful = all ! support & consolation :i* our k9d ,savi\r s m]cifully af=ds h]4 ,i ?9k ( hav+ a small head /one = my little boy1 m5tion+ 8 "n1 ! day ( 8 dea? & 8 age1 &1 und]nea?1 ! foll[+ l9es :i* ,i put d[n 9 my pocket book :5 y & ,i 7 at ,enfield1 little1 inde$1 imag9+ at ! "t t ,i %\ld ev] h a de> *ild ( my own ov] ^: grave !y w\ld be inscrib$3-- 8,on ,life's wide ,ocean sorr[ful & pa9$1 ,h[ _m ,voyag]s _! c\rse p]=m2 ,?is little b>k a k9d] fate obta9$1 ,x rea*$ ! ,hav5 ere x met ! /orm40 99 99 99 99 99 ,mr4 ,mortim] v k9dly receiv$ ! writ]'s son ,william 7n[ a cl]gyman1 & ,briti% *apla9 at ,valp>aiso1 9 ,s\? ,am]ica7 into 8 family1 to be educat$ ) 8 own *ildr51 & x is to ?is *ild t allusion is made 9 ! foll[+ lett] address$ to him4 ,madeley1 ,febru>y #bh1 #ahbj4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,i ,,h ent]$ into ^! details1 conceiv+ t no communication c be m int]e/+ to a fa!r ?an ^? :i* conc]n an ende>$ *ild2 & happy %all ,i be if all my future communications be equally pleas+4 ,( ?is1 h[ev]1 ,i h b little expectations4 ,_m & v pa9ful fluctuations h ,i witness$ 9 my own *ildr51 & h he>d ( ! *ildr5 ( o!rs1 & !re=e my de> fri5d mu/ n be surpris$ if my little *>ge %\ld at times disappo9t our expectations or our wi%es4 ,oh :at lovely1 :at heav5ly blossoms h ,i sometimes delightfully discov]$ 9 my elde/ little boy6 ,he has seem$ ev5 rip5+ = glory1 & t also s rapidly1 t we h almo/ imag9$ t 8 /ay w\ld n be long among u4 ,te>s ( gratitude h /ood 9 our eyes :ile we h se5 ! graci\s evid5ces1 or :ile we h be5 relat+ !m to ea* o!r4 ,9 a few weeks1 h[ev]1 ! blossoms & ! fruit h almo/ totally disappe>$1 & h left u to sorr[ 9 tempor>y disappo9tm5t1 or to f9d com=t only 9 ! *e]+ exhil>ation ( hope4 ,!n1 aga91 ! w9t] has pass$1 & lovely spr+ has once m appe>$4 ,b x is all well2 ! h>ve/ ( none ( our lab\rs is to be expect$ "h2 x is 9 t bless$ _w above t we %all reap1 provid$ t we fa9t n2 & :at great] /imulus c we ne$ to keep urg+ u =w>d ev5 9 ! mid/ ( e species ( disc\ragem5t8 ,william told me a few ev5+s ago t ,mrs4 ,arm/rong _h receiv$ a lett] f y1 :i* kept h] 9 d\bt z to :e!r y w\ld jo9 h]1 or %e y4 ,i "k s little ( :at w\ld be = ! be/1 t ,i w\ld n attempt to influ5ce y 9 "o way or o!r4 ,! greate/ b5efit :i* ,i c conf] on my ende>$ fri5d is1 to br+ him & 8 conc]ns to ,"o :o loves him inf9itely m ?an ,i c d1 & ^: infallible direction is promis$ 9 8 holy ^w to ! inquir+ s\l4 ,x 0 ! pray] ( my k9d fri5ds1 ,i am p]suad$1 :i* kept me 9 ,engl& :5 ,i _h felt x my duty to take ev5 mo/ decid$ measures = leav+ x4 ,:5 !y object$ to my /ep1 ,i almo/ inv>iably reque/$ !m to pray = provid5tial h9drances1 if my int5tions 7 n 9 ! div9e ord]2 & ,i told !m1 if ,i knew any?+ ( myself1 ,i %\ld n attempt ei!r to break ?r\gh ! h$ge1 or to ov]leap ! wall4 ,! k9d ,savi\r he>d _! pray]1 & ,i h nev] be5 s fully p]suad$ ( any?+ z ( ?is1 t my be+ deta9$ 9 ,engl& 0 completely ( ! ,"l4 ,%\ld my de> ,arm/rong be project+ t :i* is n 9 ! w & ord] ( 8 ,god1 may ! same m]ciful ,savi\r h$ge up 8 way1 & plant ! pi]c+ ?orn at e /ep1 to r5d] 8 progress pa9ful1 & ev5tually to det] him6 ,b %\ld 8 removal be f ,god1 !n may all difficulties & imp$im5ts vani% completely f be=e him6 ,m>y jo9s me 9 k9d love to y\rself & ,mr4 ,dit*]1 & ,i rema91 ,my ev] de> ,fri5d1 ,y\rs v affectionately1 ,g4 ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,?omas ,,mortim]4 ,madeley1 ,dec4 #bb1 #ahbj4 ,my de> ,bro!r1 ,,we h nam$ our little boy ,h]b]t1 aft] our old & mutual fri5d2 & happy1 inde$1 %\ld we ?9k ourselves 7 he ev5 9 "s small degree to resemble t sa9tly man4 ,i give y 8 "n1 ) ! hope ( its be+ ins]t$ 9 y\r li/ ( ^? :om y rememb] 9 y\r h\rs ( int]cession2 & 9 ! hope1 likewise1 t he w n be =gott5 by y\r de> wife4 ,he seems unusually well at pres5t1 bett]1 we ?9k1 ?an any ( our *ildr5 h be5 at 8 age4 ,! sudd5ness1 h[ev]1 bo? ( ! indisposition & removal ( our little ,basil1 has made u consid] ! heal? & life ( an infant z exce$+ly unc]ta9 9 its t5ure2 & we hope we are enabl$ to leave him completely 9 ! be/ ( h&s4 ,y may p]haps h he>d1 ?r\gh ,eliza1 ( ! removal ( de> ,mr4 ,purton3 y "k 8 wor?1 8 /rong atta*m5t to myself1 & ! "r h& he 0 to me 9 ev]y?+ 9 :i* ,i c\ld 9 any way use him1 &1 !re=e1 are prep>$ to suppose :at a loss has be5 su/a9$ by myself & o!rs4 ,i d n l fun]al s]mons 9 g5]al1 b ,i ?\ght ,i ought to take up my cross on su* an occasion1 & endeav\r to hold up 8 uncommon1 unobtrusive1 & retir+ excell5ce to ! view ( o!rs1 & !n1 at ! same "t1 pay my own tribute ( fri5d%ip :i* ,i felt ,i myself ow$ to him4 ,9 p>o*ial matt]s1 & 9 my m9i/]ial conc]ns1 we g on mu* z usual4 ,mr4 ,purton's removal has put "s extra burd5s ^u me1 b !y are n z yet too oppressive1 &1 if !y %\ld become s1 ! ,"l1 ,i d\bt n1 w give me "s "o :o w %>e !m ) me4 ,att5dance on *ur* classes & expositions1 ne>ly 9 /atu quo2 & ?is1 consid]+ ! t5d5cy 9 ev]y?+ to det]iorate1 ,i consid] z r enc\rag+ ?an o!rwise4 ,our good fri5ds & fell[-help]s1 ! ,me?odi/s1 h[ev]1 seem to be m prosp]\s ?an ourselves4 ,! *apel at ! ,gre5 has j be5 consid]ably enl>g$1 & !re is "s talk ( its be+ op5$ 9 *ur* h\rs1 morn+ z well z ev5+1 & "s rum\rs ( sacram5ts & *ri/5+s are n[ & !n rea*+ my e>s4 ,z to myself1 ,i d>e say no?+3 ,i am r dispos$ to ?9k t ! morn+ s]vice w\ld be a b5efit to ! p>i% 9 induc+ _m poor to att5d1 :o1 ?r\gh %ame or idl5ess1 w\ld n come s f> z to ! *ur*2 &1 z !y are my p>i%ion]s1 ,i hope ,i %\ld rejoice 9 _! good1 ?\gh ?is good %\ld n be convey$ ?r\gh myself4 ,! sacram5t & *ri/5+s1 9 ! pres5t /ate ( ,me?odism1 foll[ almo/ z a matt] ( c\rse1 & !re=e ,i am equally sil5t on ?is subject4 ,all ^! ?+s 7 n ! orig9al int5tion ( ! f\nd]2 b 7 ,i a ,me?odi/ myself1 ,i d n "k b t ,i %\ld consid] !m z exp$i5t1 & almo/ z necess>y p>ts ( pres5t ,me?odism3 :y !n %\ld ,i feel on ^! acc\nts8 ,!y are do+ a great "w4 ,i f9d !m mo/ important auxili>ies 9 my own p>i%1 & d s9c]ely wi% !m all t prosp]ity :i*1 = _! works' sake1 !y des]ve4 ,a few mon?s ago1 ,i began to pray = !m1 & h cont9u$ at /at$ times ev] s9ce2 & ?\gh ,i nev] reckon$ myself exce$+ly /iff 9 my ,*ur*man%ip1 ,i am c]ta9ly less s n[ ?an be=e4 ,god p]mits1 &1 n only s1 he mo/ evid5tly owns & blesses2 & :y %\ld we feel ! _s ( ,jo%ua1 & petti%ly1 or envi\sly1 or selfi%ly wi% to =bid !m8 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,j4 ,,arm/rong4 ,madeley1 ,dec4 #bg1 #ahbj4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,i ,,0 v glad to he>1 ?r\gh my si/]1 ( y\r s]vant ,lucy1 :o came ov] = ,mrs4 ,a-- --1 :om %e saw at ,mrs4 ,w4 ,a4--'s2 %e spoke ( y 9 ! mo/ affectionate t]ms1 & describ$1 9 h] simple b /rong mann]1 ! *ange :i* _h be5 effect$ 9 ! settlem5t ?r\gh y\r m9i/ry among !m4 8,be=e massa came1 _m v bad2 n[1 good1 & love great ,massa10 & s on4 ,oh1 my de> fri5d1 amid/ all ! disc\rag+ feel+s aris+ f y\r n be+ able to d all y w\ld1 y %\ld n =get :at has already be5 done4 ,we are mo/ ( u too sangu9e 9 our expectations1 n suspect+ t :at exce$s ! cool & sob] calculation ( tri$ & well-discipl9$ fai? has too mu* to d ) self1 arises f self-confid5ce1 & ends 9 self-humiliation4 ,we are too apt1 9 imag9ation1 to seize ! magic w& ( ,h>lequ91 & suppose t e t\* w effect wond]s2 b1 to *ange ! wild]ness into ! g>d5 ( ! ,"l1 requires ! endur+ _s ( ! toilsome lab\r]1 ! /ones mu/ be cle>$1 & ! soil mu/ aga9 & aga9 be turn$3 & ev5 :5 ! preci\s se$ is safely deposit$1 ! pati5ce ( our hope mu/ succe$ to ! lab\r ( our love4 ,h[ long does x usually lie b5ea? ! surface1 & :5 ! t5d] blade appe>s1 h[ mu* long] ! int]val be=e ! p]fection ( ! fruit6 s long1 t my ende>$ fri5d may nev] live to see x 9 8 own case3 ?\gh he may s[1 yet o!rs may ent] into 8 lab\rs2 yet w bo? he t s[s & !y t reap1 rejoice toge!r 9 t glori\s & et]nal h>ve/4 ,s9ce ,i began my lett]1 ,i h _h a visit f our mutual fri5d1 ,mr4 ,cox4 ,s9ce 8 resid5ce 9 ,%rop%ire1 ,i h frequ5tly _h opportunities ( see+ him1 & x is ) unfeign$ pleasure t ,i h se5 him evid5tly advanc+ 9 ! be/ ( ?+s4 ,i ?9k1 h[ev]1 t ,i nev] saw him to s great advantage z n[--! truly ,*ri/ian m9i/] & ! w>m & /eady fri5d4 ,he /ill cont9ues at ,bridg5or?1 & has app>5tly liv$ ?r\gh all ! ho/ility & prejudice :i* 8 prea*+ & resid5ce among !m once excit$4 ,he beg9s also to see "s important fruits ( 8 lab\rs4 ,h[ *e]+ is all ?is6 ,well1 my de> fri5d1 let u cat* ! animat+ gl[1 & /rive to live m = our lov+ ,savi\r & ! great glory ( 8 "n4 99 99 99 99 99 ,k9d fai?fulness t[>ds our fri5ds is a truly ,*ri/ian grace--?is grace ! subject ( ?is memoir em95tly possess$1 ( :i* ! foll[+ lett] is a pro(3-- ,,to ,,! ,,same4 ,madeley1 ,april #bh1 #ahba4 ,my mu* ende>$ ,fri5d1 ,,?\gh circum/ances c]ta9ly appe> aga9/ me1 & give y j reason to suspect t no v ov]:elm+ tide ( affection fl[s t[>ds my expatriat$ bro!r & fell[-lab\r]2 ?\gh ,i seem to h lo/ all ! ard5t1 or ! s(t] feel+s ( ! fri5d1 9 ! cold & apa!tical conclusions ( ! m]e calculator2 ?\gh l ! call\s bre?r5 ( ! afflict$ ,joseph1 ,i seem unconsci\s ( y\r grief1 & c1 l !m1 selfi%ly sit d[n to eat & to dr9k1 or rise up to consult ) o!rs1 to decide y\r fate1 & fix y 9 sorr[2--?\gh1 ,i say1 all ^! ?+s appe> aga9/ me1 & ?\gh my fri5d is con/ra9$ to numb] me among ! annoy+ trio1 yet /ill ,i feel )9 me a pleas+ conviction ( real g5u9e affection1 :i* enables me to rise above appe>ances1 & :i* p]suades me t ,i am n q a /rang] to t love :i* _m wat]s _c qu5*1 & :i* ! floods _c dr[n4 ,! fact is1 my de> fri5d1 t ! decision to :i* y allude 9 y\r la/ 0 my pa9ful & n my pleasant duty4 ,i felt1 ,i hope1 some?+ l ! surgeon :o has be5 call$ to p]=m "s op]ation on ! mo/ belov$ ( 8 fri5ds2 7 he to hesitate1 or 7 he to decl9e1 h[ ju/ly w\ld he be answ]able = all ! pa9ful consequ5ces :i* might result3 b :ile he proce$s1 ?\gh /eady to 8 po9t1 ?\gh ! fix$ness ( 8 eye seems to proclaim him devoid ( pity1 ?\gh 8 un%ak+ h& seems to indicate no %r9k+ f 8 "w ( torture2 yet /ill ! t5d]e/ emotions may exi/ )91 & to ! discrim9at+ eye may be se5 9 a ?\s& v>y+ turns4 ,i d n1 inde$1 wi% y to give me cr$it = a p]fect simil>ity to all ?is1 & yet ,i d hope t :5 "t has a little m sob]$ d[n ! /r5g?1 & p]haps int5sity1 ( feel+1 y w feel m dispos$ to ?ank me = ! ?ankless duty :i* my fri5d%ip = y enabl$ me to p]=m4 ,my si/] & bro!r ,holl& are ) me at pres5t & h be5 "h = "s weeks pa/4 ,_m1 inde$1 are ! pleasures ( ende>$ & social int]c\rse1 & ,i feel truly ?ankful t we h be5 p]mitt$ to enjoy !m4 ,we h nev] met z a family s9ce my si/] 0 m>ri$1 &1 ?\gh !re has be5 all along an int]*ange ( ?\ght & feel+ ?r\gh lett]s1 yet we h f\nd h[ f> %ort all ?is comes ( viv voce & p]sonal communications & ende>m5ts4 ,i h no d\bt b t a simil> result w\ld be exp]i5c$1 c\ld y & ,i occasionally meet toge!r4 ,& :5 we consid] ! almo/ insup]able imp$im5ts :i* lie 9 ! way ( su* a meet+1 "s feel+1 p]haps1 /eals into ! m9d :i* w\ld h u ?9k some:at h>dly ( ! div9e appo9tm5ts4 ,let u1 h[ev]1 be ?ankful t1 ?\gh we h n all ! sweets ( fri5d%ip1 yet t s _m are /ill res]v$ to u4 ,& :o c tell b t ^! may be increas$1 if we are only m fai?ful 9 br++ ea* o!r1 ) our mutually kn[n conc]ns1 to our compassionate ,god & ,savi\r8 99 99 99 99 99 ,aft] speak+ ( ! ardu\s duties ( 8 p>i%1 z oppressive to ! fle%1 ! m9d1 & ! spirits1 he adds1 9 8 usual heav5ly /ra91 to ! same fri5d3-- 8,x is /ill v bless$ to be engag$ 9 any way = ! bless$ ,savi\r4 ,?is is1 inde$1 a "w :i* pays 9 ! do+4 ,i pray ,god ,i may love x ev5 m & m4 ,b1 7 x o!rwise1 7 e /ep toilsome & ?orny1 7 !re no brook to dr9k ( by ! way to enable u to lift up our heads1 7 ! yoke gall+ & ! burd5 heavy1 7 ! cross1 in/ead ( conceal+ a lat5t good1 only cruciat+1 7 ! cup ( sorr[s dive/$ ( all sweets & only fill$ ) /ronge/ bitt]s2 /ill we h en\gh ( /imulus aris+ f ! glori\s prospect ( t bless$ness above to inspirit our s\ls1 & to enable u to toil up ! mo/ ardu\s asc5t1 & n only to drag on our we>i$ feet1 b to lift !m up ) all ! alacrity ( *e]ful ob$i5ce2 = ! joy :i* is set be=e u1 we may well endure ! cross1 &1 l our bless$ ,ma/]1 despise ! %ame4 ,o1 my de> ,arm/rong1 may we bo? ( u live m ) heav5 9 our eye1 & ) a lively feel+ ( our ,savi\r's love 9 our he>ts6 ,& !n e murmur w be hu%$1 & no?+ be he>d f our joyful lips b ! language ( ?anksgiv+ & praise40 ,i hope ! *ildr5 ( my late ende>$ fri5d w =give ! foll[+ little notice ( a fa!r's practice & ( ! habits ( 8 *ildr5 9 _! juv5ile days3-- 8,y\r lett]1 receiv$ ye/]day ev5+1 speaks some:at at l>ge on pocket money4 ,i ?9k x probable1 f :at y !re say1 t ?reep5ce a week w be less ?an y w\ld *oose2 if s1 ,i w alt]1 ?\gh ,i ?9k t ?reep5ce altoge!r une>n$ is q suffici5t4 ,i d n give a s+le p5ny to my own altoge!r gratuit\sly--i4e41 indep5d5t ( _! own conduct & ex]tions2 b /ill1 :ile ,william 0 ) me1 ,i gave mo/ lib]al inducem5ts to him & !m1 t !y might readily ga9 sixp5ce ea* weekly1 & h sometimes gone z f> z a %ill+1 & ev5 m4 ,two ( my *ildr5 h "s ( _! e>n+s 9 ! ,sav+s' ,bank2 "o has a gu9ea & ano!r has #a #cs4 ,inde$1 my -- boy is always s*em+ s l>gely t he has only a few %ill+s 9 h&1 & ^! are devot$ t[>ds mak+ a pres5t ( ! new ,life ( ,mr4 ,flet*] to a poor lad1 :o1 a few weeks s9ce1 _h behav$ g5]\sly to him4 ,b ?is 8 excess ( g5]osity arises1 ,i ?9k1 m f 8 ability to acquire1 ?an any?+ else4 8,oh10 he says1 8,i w soon e>n x20 & 9 e>ne/ he beg9s1 & soon does4 ,b !n1 he is always poor1 & unless ,i c sn>e him into some?+ l sav+ habits1 ,i fe> he w always be s4 --1 :o has a gu9ea 9 ! bank1 is z g5]\s z --1 nay1 has ! great] appe>ance ( g5]osity2 = he has always some?+ by him1 & br+s x out :5ev] any?+ b5evol5t is propos$2 :ile --1 be+ always beh9d h&1 has to ga9 8 be=e he c give x4 ,b all my *ildr5 h habits ( giv+2 "s are c>eful1 b none are p5uri\s1 & ,i hope nev] w become s40 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,madeley1 ,june #a1 #ahbb4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,,x af=d$ me great pleasure to see1 on ,tuesday la/1 y\r k9d fri5d1 ,colonel ,ar?ur n[ ,sir ,george ,ar?ur1 ,b>t4 & ,gov]nor ( ,bombay1 :o arriv$ at ,liv]pool on ! prec$+ ,friday4 ,he 0 accompani$ by 8 lady1 ?ree *ildr51 & two s]vants1 all ( !m 9 good heal?1 ?\gh ,mrs4 ,ar?ur & ! *ildr5 bore ! usual pal5ess :i* ,europeans s readily discov] 9 ! c\nt5ances ( ,we/ ,indian resid5ts4 ,i felt mu* gratifi$ by ! colonel's urbanity ( mann]s1 & _h great pleasure 9 %[+ him & 8 lady all ! lions ( ! place4 ,he seem$ greatly to l our neat *ur* & rural quiet *ur*y>d1 & ! v gr\nd appe>$ 9 8 view to be m ?an ord9>ily consecrat$ by ! resid5ce ( ! v5]able ,flet*]4 ,he gave me mu* int]e/+ detail respect+ ,honduras1 its *ur*1 its s*ools1 its p1 & its m9i/]2 & ( ! la/1 he =got n to m5tion 8 difficulties1 8 battles1 & 8 ev5tual successes4 ,he spoke also ( 8 heal?1 & describ$ him 7?\gh p]haps he w\ld n 9 ?is respect receive any great sup]abundance ( ?anks = 8 pa9s71 z be+ peculi>ly suit$ to be> all ! lab\rs ( 8 ardu\s po/1 & t a *ange ( place1 h[ev] x might recreate ! _s1 0 by no means necess>y = ! cont9uance ( 8 heal?4 ,n[1 ,i ne$ sc>cely tell y t all ?is 0 v refre%+ to my _s4 ,i am n p]mitt$ to see y1 & yet su* h be5 ! s+ul> circum/ances :i* h br\ght me 9 contact ) ^? :o h long liv$ 9 ! ,bay ( ,honduras1 t ,i h be5 fav\r$ ) details almo/ z lively & circum/antial z an actual visit c\ld h af=d$ me4 ,& all ! acc\nts /r5g!n 9 me ! conviction t my ende>$ fri5d is 9 8 own real1 id5tical1 prop] po/--! "o by ,heav5's signature /amp$ ) appo9tm5t & approbation too4 ,may ! ,savi\r :o has appo9t$ & approv$1 /ill b9d him to x by 8 con/ra9+ love6 ,! colonel 0 v k9d 9 8 inquiries respect+ ,william2 ,i s5t to ,mr4 ,?urg> = him1 & ! c\nsels he gave him 7 v affectionate & appropriate4 ,he left ) him a sov]eign :5 he p>t$ f u4 ,he seem$ p>ticul>ly anxi\s = 8 welf>e1 & 0 v desir\s ( glean+ ev]y?+ enc\rag+ t he might h ! satisfaction ( communicat+ x to y--a satisfaction evid5tly v /rong4 ,la/ night1 ,i receiv$ a lett] f t v excell5t & v pi\s man1 ,mr4 ,francis ,hall1 :o resid$ "s mon?s 9 my p>i%1 z ! companion ( ! ,new ,zeal&]s1 & :o w5t ) !m to ,new ,zeal&4 ,8 :ole conduct1 :ile among u1 left an indelible impression ( ! g5u9e piety :i* s humbly b gracefully dwelt )9 him4 ,e recollection ( ! de> good man is refre%+ to my _s4 ,b ,i w&] f my po9t4 ,i receiv$ f him1 ye/]day1 a lett] :i* ought to make u all truly ?ankful t we h be5 provid5tially kept "h1 in/ead ( be+ suff]$ to g1 z we _h once int5d$1 along ) himself or o!rs to ?is inhospitable %ore4 ,he beg9s ) congratulat+ u on ?is po9t1 & illu/rates 8 congratulation ) su* a n>ration ( disc\ragem5t1 connect$ ) ! /ate ( ! mission1 z w\ld conv9ce e unprejudic$ m9d t a family su* z m9e has no bus9ess !re4 ,a "t possibly may come :5 ! signs may become m fav\rable2 b c]ta9ly !y are mo/ disc\rag+ n[4 ,i hope ,i am ?ankful to ,god1 z ! only s\rce ( our good1 = ! /ate ( ?+s 9 my own p>i%4 ,to say !re 0 an outp\r+ ( ! ,_s ^u u1 w\ld be us+ language by f> too /rong1 & yet "s graci\s drops h desc5d$--! dew has be5 re/+ ^u u4 ,our classes increase--! public means are bett] att5d$2 our ,sunday s*ools are m ?an d\bl$1 & a _s ( he>+ g5]ally prevails4 ,& ,i feel ! m grateful = all ?is1 z ,i h all along expect$ t a sev5 ye>s' resid5ce among !m w\ld produce a li/lessness & indiff]5ce bord]+ on satiety2 b1 ?\gh ?is t]m is n[ atta9$ )9 a few days1 yet !re seems no want ( att5tion & no dim9ution 9 int]e/4 ,! he>ts ( ! de> p are /ill giv5 to me1 &1 z su*1 !y /ill be> ) & love me4 ,& if old ?+s are said 9 _! he>+1 !y appe> to come home to !m ) a new p[]1 & t p[] ,i w\ld gratefully ackn[l$ge is f above3 to ! grace1 !re=e1 ( my ,r$eem]1 ,i w\ld ascribe ! praise4 ,& ,i d /ill *]i% a hope t1 s long z he %all be pleas$ to cont9ue me "h1 he w graci\sly comm& t ! b>rel ( meal %all n wa/e1 nor ! cruse ( oil fail2 t nei!r matt] nor unction %all be want+ 9 my humble m9i/rations4 ,humble !y1 inde$1 are & always w be3 ! little treasure :i* ,i be>1 is 9 an e>!n1 a crack$ e>!n vessel4 ,b ,i hope ,i am /ill cont5t1 s long z ! excell5cy ( ! p[] may be se5 ( ,god & n ( man4 ,"h1 my de> fri5d1 is ! gr& po9t--we no?+2 ,*ri/ all4 ,oh1 bless$ feel+6 ,nev] are we s truly happy z :5 we mo/ fully realize x4 ,we all unite 9 k9d love to y\rself & ,mrs4 ,a41 & ,i rema91 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,y\rs ev] s9c]ely1 ,g4 ,m4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! fri5d to :om ! foll[+ extract ( a lett] to ! editor ref]s1 0 "o :om ,mr4 ,mortim] _h /rongly urg$ to turn 8 att5tion t[>ds ! s]vice ( ! sanctu>y4 ,! extract exhibits s beautiful a picture ( a good man t ,i _c prevail ^u myself to omit x1 & yet1 n to (f5d ! retir+ feel+s ( ! excell5t individual allud$ to--he be+ yet alive--,i suppress 8 "n1 ?\gh to himself & "s few ( 8 fri5ds ! "n w n be unkn[n4 ,i hope he w =give me ?is wrong :i* ,i h committ$ = ! sake ( o!rs4 ,9 a note :i* ! editor receiv$ f ?is g5tleman1 =w>d+ to him sev]al ( ! lett]s :i* he _h receiv$ f ,mr4 ,mortim]1 he says1 8#8,9 hon\r pref]r+ "o ano!r1' seem$ to be "o ( 8 7,mr4 ,m4's7 con/ant rules ( action4 ,= myself1 ,i may mo/ unaffect$ly say1 t :ile ,i feel grateful to ,god = ! affection ( su* a fri5d = s _m ye>s1 ,i equally feel my own utt] unwor?9ess ( su* a privilege & bless+40 8,two ev5+s ago1 ,i receiv$ a lett] f my excell5t fri5d1 --1 late ( --4 ,he has at l5g? appli$ = ord]s1 & 0 admitt$ deacon1 two ,sundays s9ce1 by ! v5]able ,bi%op ( ,norwi*4 ,mr4 ,horne ( ,*ri/ ,*ur*1 ,newgate-/reet1 ^: "w on ! ,scriptures y h no d\bt se5 review$1 0 admitt$ by ! ,bi%op ( ,london ?ree ye>s s9ce1 & ^! two toge!r ) myself 7 a trio ( fri5ds meet+ 9 ,mr4 ,butt]wor?'s class4 ,ord]s 7 at "o "t ! fur!/ f all our ?\ghts1 & yet h we be5 gradually l$ =w>d1 & ! ?ird has at l5g? jo9$ u 9 ! bless$ & hon\rable employ4 ,i mu* regret t he did n break ?r\gh 8 sn>es & imp$im5ts :51 ab\t sev5 ye>s ago1 ,i /rongly urg$ him to ! po9t2 = he w\ld !n h n only sp5t sev5 m ye>s 9 ! m imm$iate "w ( ! sanctu>y1 b w\ld h sav$ himself _m pa9ful ex]cises & _m sev]e losses4 99 99 99 99 99 8,b oh1 h[ ,i admire ! man6 ,if he %one 9 prosp]ity1 h[ mu* m 9 adv]sity6 ,no murmur ev] escapes him4 ,he does1 inde$1 glorify 8 ,god 9 ! fires4 ,8 alt]$ circum/ances make no alt]ation 9 ! man1 unless1 inde$1 !y h induc$ great] spirituality ( m9d1 m complete deadness to ! _w1 & m unres]v$ surr5d] ( all 8 affections & p[]s to ! s]vice ( 8 ,god4 ,b "h ,i am backw>d to speak2 = he %one s conspicu\sly be=e1 t ,i f9d x difficult to det]m9e :i* is /rong] ( ! two lights1 bo? s /rong t few c\ld be> ) !m a mom5t>y comp>ison4 ,oh1 may our lights1 my de> fri5d1 s %9e 9 e alt]ation ( our circum/ances1 t we also may1 l him1 br+ glory to our ,god60 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> #ahbc1 x pleas$ ,god to deprive ! *ur* ( ! valuable lab\rs' ( ! ,rev4 ,john ,eyton1 ,vic> ( ,well+ton1 to :om ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 exce$+ly atta*$4 ,ab\t sev5 weeks be=e 8 removal1 he left home ) ! int5tion ( w9t]+ at ! ,isle ( ,wight1 b ! wea!r becom+ v cold he 0 oblig$ to rema9 at ,portsm\?4 ,! *ildr5 be+ all at home1 he did n wi% ,mrs4 ,eyton to accompany him2 b a few days be=e 8 dea?1 %e receiv$ an intimation t he wi%$ to see h]1 & ?\gh %e set (f ! v day %e receiv$ ?is in=mation1 %e did n arrive till "s h\rs aft] 8 dep>ture4 ,9 ref]5ce to ?is pa9ful ev5t1 ,mr4 ,mortim]1 9 a lett] to 8 si/]1 says1 8,! dea? ( ,mr4 ,eyton has fill$ u ) a degree ( con/]nation & surprise :i* ,i f9d x difficult to express4 ,9 :at a *ang+ _w d we live1 & h[ _m evils does t "p ( our puni%m5t 8dea?0 introduce among u4 ,pray] seems at pres5t our only refuge1 especially ) reg>d to 8 b]eav$ p4 ,! delicate & v difficult duty ( prea*+ ! fun]al s]mon has be5 assign$ to me3 ! fle% w\ld dispose me to decl9e 7 ,i to att5d to its dictates2 b ,i d>e n li/54 ,i owe s mu* to my ende>$ & highly hon\r$ fri5d1 t ,i feel ,i mu/ proce$4 ,let me1 h[ev]1 entreat ! assi/ance ( y\r pray]s40 ,"s "t dur+ la/ ye> ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 induc$ to und]take ! editor%ip ( a mon?ly publication = "y p]sons4 ,he ref]s to ?is engagem5t 9 ! foll[+ lett]3-- ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,?omas ,,mortim]4 ,madeley1 ,feb4 #ac1 #ahbc4 ,my de> ,bro!r1 ,i ,,am oblig$ to y = ?9k+ ( me 9 ref]5ce to my mon?ly engagem5ts4 ,i c h>dly expect t y %\ld ent] ) any v lively int]e/ into ?is matt]1 ?\gh1 ,i c assure y1 y\r k9d assi/ance w\ld prove a v acceptable s]vice bo? to myself & my read]s2 nor w\ld ! "t be altoge!r lo/1 if ! matt] 7 consid]$ 9 sole ref]5ce to y\rself2 at lea/ ,i %\ld s conclude1 f :at ,i h obs]v$ ) respect to my own m9d & habits1 & ,i v greatly regret t1 = s _m ye>s1 ,i suff]$ my feel+s to prevail ov] my bett] judgm5t1 & cause me to neglect ! ?r[+ 9 ( my mite into "s *annel ( usefulness4 ,b ,i d n blame o!rs1 kn[+ h[ v unwill+ly ,i 0 press$ into ! s]vice myself4 ,i d n expect t my fri5ds %\ld1 by any t\* ( my poor lead5 w&1 />t into active & will+ contributors4 ,_h ,i ,orpheus-l p[]s1 ! trees & /ones might foll[ me2 b ,i possess none ( ^! magical or t\*+ly p]suasive means1 & !re=e1 ?\gh1 z a po9t ( duty1 ,i e n[ & !n turn an entreat+ eye1 & raise a feeble supplicat+ voice1 bo? ! prie/ & ! ,levite are afraid ( mess+ !mselves 9 my poor conc]ns1 & prud5tly pass ov] to ! o!r side4 ,i w\ld n1 h[ev]1 ungratefully involve all 9 ?is sweep+ & indiscrim9ate crim9ation4 ,a ,sam>itan or two h k9dly piti$ me1 & = _! equally unexpect$ & unwe>i$ act ( fri5d%ip1 ,i feel myself peculi>ly indebt$4 ,b :y all ?is enum]ation8 ,%\ld ,i n hone/ly confess t x is n altoge!r )\t ref]5ce to y\rself8 ,i am n a /rang] to my good bro!r's ,sam>itan-l feel+s1 & a di/ant hope is *]i%$ by me1 t he w yet p\r 9 ( 8 truly welcome supplies4 ,t4 ,l41 ,i %\ld ?9k1 w\ld at pres5t pass q z good an exam9ation z 8 bro!r ,b41 b ,i w\ld n recomm5d him to be ov] ha/y 9 apply+ = ord]s1 nor inde$ does he feel ?us dispos$ himself4 ,"y m51 ,i ?9k1 sadly err 9 ?is matt]2 !y ha/5 into ! m9i/ry f> too soon1 & rep5t ( _! ha/e all ?r\gh _! subsequ5t ye>s4 ,b p]haps x is h>dly fair to ascribe all ! blame to !m3 x orig9ates1 9 great "p1 ) ^? :o be> ! exp5se ( _! education1 & :o are glad ( ! fir/ opportunity :i* pres5ts itself ( gett+ !m (f4 ,b ,t4 ,l4 supports himself1 &1 !re=e1 ! burd5 & ! advantage bo? fall1 z !y ought1 ^u ! same individual1 & he s feels ! desirabl5ess ( improv+ ! pres5t "t1 t he pref]s wait+ a little long]4 ,ano!r pupil :o is read+ ) me1 a v nice "y man1 supports himself 9 a simil> way2 & ,i d n int5d1 = ! future1 to sup]9t5d ! /udies ( any :o d n1 9 "s way or o!r1 pursue ! same me?od4 ,& ,i rema91 my de> ,bro!r1 ,y\rs v affectionately1 ,g4 ,m4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,?omas ,,mortim]4 ,madeley1 ,feb4 #e1 #ahbd4 ,my de> ,?omas1 99999999999999 ,matt]s proce$ among u pretty mu* z usual4 ,my p are k9d1 our congregations good1 classes v fair1 & att5dance on ! weekly expositions pleas+ly increas+4 ,z to myself1 ,i c say b little2 sometimes ,i am enabl$ to live 9 ! _s ( ! petition1 8,ea* mom5t draw f e>? away ,my he>t1 :i* l[ly waits ?y call20 & !n my peace fl[s smoo? & tranquil z a riv]2 !n all my affections take _! prop] *annel1 & are direct$ to a holy spiritual end4 ,b1 alas6 too g5]ally ,i f9d my feel+s & conduct bett] *>act]iz$ by compla9t ?an exultation1 & h too mu* reason to say1 8,yet h9d'rances /rew all ! way2 ,i aim at !e1 yet f !e /ray40 ,b ,i /ill keep fix+ my eye ^u ! beaute\s light1 ev5 :5 fur!/ f x1 & mo/ ard5tly d ,i sigh aft] its mo/ bless$ repose4 ,well1 p]haps1 aft] all my failures1 ,i may /ill become habitually possess$ ( x2 & inde$ )\t x1 ,i feel t ,i %all nev] enjoy any?+ l true & sub/antial re/4 ,a m9i/] )\t ! inw>d grace1 & t also 9 a m ?an usual measure1 is ( all o!rs a "* mo/ to be piti$--,i mean ( all o!r ,*ri/ians2 = 9 ord] to in/ruct o!rs1 he mu/ ( c\rse be m advanc$ 9 k1 & consequ5tly w be call$ to a f> /rict] acc\nt4 ,besides1 ! :ole r\t9e ( 8 employm5ts1 c>ry+ ) !m ! ext]ior ( sanctity1 are apt to impress1 n only o!rs1 b himself also1 ) fallaci\s hopes respect+ ! safety ( 8 /ate4 ,! con/ant repetition also ( 8 duties has a /rong t5d5cy to r5d] ! spiritual impression on himself less & less vivid1 till at l5g? ! pi\s feel+1 9 _m in/ances1 is entirely abs5t1 & he detects himself half hypocritically act+ or p]=m+ a "p1 attempt+ to raise emotion 9 o!rs to :i* he is s mu* a /rang] himself4 ,^!1 my de> bro!r1 are our sn>es--at lea/ !y are m9e2 b ,i hope ,i n only p]ceive !m1 b am wat*+ aga9/ !m4 ,& my com=t is1 t amid/ all my consci\sness ( weakness1 x is /ill my privilege to rely on an all-suffici5t ,savi\r4 ,y k9dly speak 9 y\r lett] ( y\r be+ able to assi/ me 9 my editorial lab\rs1 by furni%+ me ) acc\nts connect$ ) ! diff]5t societies4 ,i fe>1 h[ev]1 t ! "w w n proce$ beyond ! pres5t volume4 ,its sale1 ,i am ?ankful to /ate1 has increas$ s9ce x 0 plac$ 9 my h&s1 & is /ill increas+2 b x w n cov] ! att5dant exp5diture--at lea/ n s mu* s1 z to make x wor? ! publi%]'s :ile to cont9ue4 ,its discont9uance1 h[ev]1 w prove no great loss to me4 ,i edit ! numb]s ( ! pres5t volume = #b4 #ajs4 a numb]1 &1 :5 my mon?ly exp5ses are d$uct$1 ,i h only ab\t #a ea* rema9+4 ,my object1 h[ev]1 is n ga91 b a desire ( be+ 9 "s way useful2 & z a "w ( ! k9d seems desirable1 ,i %all feel a little regret t x %\ld cease4 ,b p]haps1 aft] x /ops1 "s ,london booksell] w v5ture ^u some?+ ( a simil> k9d1 &1 if s1 x w !n1 9 all probability1 succe$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we all unite 9 s9c]e/ love to y\rself1 ,mrs4 ,t4 ,m41 & my de> niece1 & ,i rema91 my de> ,?omas1 ,y\r affectionate ,bro!r1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,?omas ,,mortim]4 ,madeley1 ,dec4 #a1 #ahbd4 ,my de> ,bro!r1 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am afraid1 f y\r intimations respect+ y\r be+ 9 que/ ( a morn+ s]vice1 t ,mr4 ,pratt has fail$ 9 sub/antiat+ 8 claim2 if s1 ,i %all be mu* conc]n$4 ,retir$ f ! emolum5ts ( a =m] occupation1 he w possibly feel ?is dim9ution 9 po9t ( income2 b = su* a s]vant 9 ! h\se ( our ,god1 ,i tru/ t n m]e adequacy1 b ev5 ! munific5ce ( our m]ciful ,"l1 is 9 abundant res]ve4 ,y inquire conc]n+ my heal?4 ,x has be5 f> f well ev] s9ce my return f ,g--1 /rong z ,i seem$ :ile !re2 no soon] did ,i ent] ^u my p>o*ial duties1 ?an ,i began to fail1 & 9 ab\t a =tnight1 ,i 0 ne>ly z ill z ev]4 ,?is induc$ me to lay ! :ole matt] be=e ,mr4 ,burton1 & to reque/ him to relieve my m9d ) an assurance t1 9 case ,i %\ld be "u ! necessity ( leav+1 he w\ld k9dly indulge ! p>i%ion]s ) a suitable p]son 9 my /ead4 ,8 k9dness has remov$ my difficulties1 & left me at full lib]ty to leave my "w 9 m effici5t h&s4 ,i h _h an application = ! curacy f a g5tleman :o /rikes me z be+ v suitable1 & ,mr4 ,burton has accept$ ( 8 s]vices4 ,"o difficulty1 h[ev]1 is 9 ! way4 ,he holds a liv+ 9 ! diocese ( ,worce/]2 b1 be+ peculi>ly circum/anc$1 he expects t ! bi%op w p]mit him to hold x 9 conjunction ) ,madeley1 & to divide 8 "t betwe5 !m1 8 curate %>+ ! tw(old duty ) him4 ,%\ld 8 application to ! bi%op n succe$1 he has recomm5d$ to me ano!r p]son1 :o seems equally eligible ) himself2 b ) ?is latt] p]son ,i h _h no communication4 ,z to myself1 ,i am ( c\rse 9 unc]ta9ty2 b ,i feel confid5t1 t z ,i h hi!rto be5 guid$ by ! wisdom & goodness ( my condesc5d+ ,god1 s he w /ill po9t out to me ! way 9 :i* ,i %\ld g4 ,y speak ( ! m9e ( pap] & pr9t1 &1 l too _m o!rs1 com=t y\rself ) consid]+ t y\r "w is b a little "o4 ,b good1 my bro!r1 bew>e1 bew>e6 ,?ree s]vices on a ,sabba?1 occasional weekly m9i/rations1 & num]\s (ficial employm5ts1 %\ld almo/ entirely exclude e k9d ( prep>ation = ! press4 ,) k9de/ love c1 ,believe me1 my de> ,?omas1 ,y\r ev] affectionate ,bro!r1 ,,george4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 ! spr+ ( #ahbe1 ,mr4 ,mortim] visit$ 8 ,london fri5ds1 "o ( :om writes z foll[s3-- 8,y\r de> bro!r appe>$ s full ( love & t5d]ness1 &1 at ! same "t1 s int]e/$ himself 9 ev]y?+ t appe>$ to int]e/ u1 t we c\ld n help wi%+ = a mu* long] enjoym5t4 ,i he>d him prea* b once3 8 s]mon 0 truly edify+4 ,i w transcribe a brief outl9e ( x1 z y may f9d x a ^w ( consolation 9 "s season ( sorr[4 ,matt4 xv4 #bh1 #8,o woman1 great is ?y fai?3 be x unto !e ev5 z ?\ wilt4' ,! advantages result+ f /rong fai? 7 po9t$ out 9 f\r important p>ticul>s2 viz4--,i4 ,x yields to no disc\ragem5t4 ,,ii4 ,x be>s & ev5 ov]comes ! mo/ humiliat+ discov]ies4 ,,iii4 ,x receives ! /ronge/ m>ks ( ! ,savi\r's approbation4 ,,iv4 ,x is put into ev5tual possession ( e ne$ful good4 ,ea* ( ^! po9ts 0 m>k$ out z /rik+ly illu/rat$ 9 ?is affect+ & int]e/+ n>rative40 ,8 bro!r1 ! ,rev4 ,?omas ,mortim]1 has k9dly furni%$ me ) ! foll[+ communication respect+ ! same s]mon3-- 8,on ,sunday1 ! #bg? ,m>*1 #ahbe1 my belov$ bro!r prea*$ = me at my lecture at ,/4 ,olave's1 ,s\?w>k4 ,i %all nev] =get t s]mon4 ,be+ ! only *ur* at t "t usually op5 9 ! ,bor\gh = ,sunday ev5+ s]vice1 !re 0 g5]ally a l>ge att5dance1 & t ev5+ ! *ur* 0 cr[d$4 ,on ent]+ ! pulpit1 my bro!r's dim9utive figure excit$ att5tion2 &1 9 "s1 produc$ a smile4 ,:51 h[ev]1 he _h compos$ himself 9 ! pulpit1 8 f9e c\nt5ance1 beam+ ) intellig5ce1 evid5tly inspir$ "s ) respect1 :o1 at fir/1 _h look$ up ) indiff]5ce1 if n ) scorn4 ,8 ann\ncem5t ( 8 text 0 mo/ solemn & yet mo/ t5d]2 #8,o woman1 great is ?y fai?3 be x unto !e ev5 z ?\ wilt4' ,f t mom5t ! sil5ce ( dea? reign$2 &1 aft] a few m9utes1 e eye seem$ fix$ ^u ! prea*]1 & e e> li/5+ to 8 voice4 ,! sc(f] soon discov]$ t ! prea*] 0 no ord9>y man3 ! c&id inquir] felt int]e/$ 9 ! subject3 ! timid & weak believ] took c\rage3 & ! m\rn] drank 9 ! wat] ( life1 ) ! eag]ness ( ! ?ir/y s\l4 ,_m a "t1 dur+ subsequ5t ye>s1 h ! t5d]e/ & mo/ grateful ref]5ce be5 made to t s]mon by ^? :o 7 accu/om$ to conv]se ) me on ! great conc]ns ( _! s\ls4 ,?\gh ne>ly tw5ty ye>s h roll$ away s9ce t memorable night1 ! recollection ( my belov$ bro!r1 ( ! t\*+ words t fell f 8 lips1 & ! #8unction ( ! ,holy ,"o1' :i* evid5tly att5d$ !m1 is /ill vivid & delightful1 & w1 ,i d\bt n1 accompany me to my grave40 ,intimation has already be5 giv51 9 a lett] to 8 bro!r1 ( ,mr4 ,mortim]'s ent]ta9+ ?\ghts ( leav+ ,madeley1 ow+ to ! decl9+ /ate ( 8 heal?4 ,! foll[+ sev]al lett]s ref] to t ev5t & to arrangem5ts = fill+ up 8 important po/ 9 t p>i%4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,coop]4 ,y>dley1 ne> ,birm+ham1 ,sept4 #ab1 #ahbe4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,,y\r v k9d & acceptable lett] rea*$ me ?ree or f\r weeks s9ce2 & ,i %\ld h answ]$ x mu* e>li] _h ,i n be5 9 "s unc]ta9ty z to my proximate movem5ts2 & ,i ?\ght ,i w\ld wait till some?+ def9ite %\ld h transpir$4 ,i h be5 "h v ne>ly sev5 mon?s1 & 0 ?9k+ ( return+ to ,madeley 9 ab\t a mon? f ! pres5t "t2 b x is n[ arrang$ t we %\ld cont9ue "h till ! middle ( ,febru>y4 ,f :at y m5tion 9 y\r lett]1 ,i %\ld suppose t y h be5 in=m$ t ,i _h left ,madeley altoge!r1 b ?is is n ! case2 ,i h only ex*ang$ duties ) ! vic> ( ?is place1 :o has be51 l myself1 out ( heal? = "s mon?s pa/1 & :o ?\ght t a complete *ange ( sph]e & situation w\ld prove b5eficial to him4 ,he & 8 family1 !re=e1 reside 9 ! vic>age at ,madeley1 & myself & family "h2 bo? ( u hav+ left our furniture1 libr>y1 c41 c41 = ea* o!r's accommodation4 ,! duties 9 ?is place be+ light1 z comp>$ ) ,madeley1 & ! air exce$+ly salubri\s1 ,i h f\nd great b5efit f ! *ange1 & am pretty ne>ly z well z ,i 0 be=e ,i began to fail2 ! :ole ( my family1 also1 h f\nd _! heal? consid]ably improv$2 s t 9 ?is po9t ( view we h reason to be ?ankful = ! ex*ange4 ,& ,i hope1 also1 t ! *ange ( m9i/rations w be b5eficial to bo? our p>i%es4 ,i he> ( an increas$ att5tion be+ produc$ at ,madeley1 & ,i ought to ackn[l$ge ) gratitude ! acceptance ) :i* ,i am fav\r$ "h4 ,y m5tion 9 y\r lett] t y\r engagem5t 9 y\r pres5t curacy w t]m9ate e>ly 9 #ahbg4 ,i read t "p ( y\r lett] to ,mr4 ,gwy!r 7! g5tleman ) :om ,i h ex*ang$ duties71 :o 0 ov] "h a few days ago1 & he said1 8,c\ld we n contrive betwe5 u to keep ! curacy op5 = ,mr4 ,c4 till he %\ld be able to take x80 ,our pres5t arrangem5t w1 if we are sp>$1 br+ u to ! middle ( ,febru>y1 #ahbf1 :i* is only a ye> %ort ( ! "t :5 y w be releas$ f y\r pres5t *>ge4 ,n[1 if we c\ld manage s z to supply till !n1 w\ld y l to und]take ! *>ge ( ! p>i%1 provid$ ! incumb5t w\ld admit y1 :i*1 f :at ,i h lately asc]ta9$1 ,i ?9k c\ld easily be manag$8 ,s9ce ,i saw y ,i h engag$ ) an assi/ant1 b m]ely pro tempore2 ! exp5se ( :i* is to be pr9cipally borne by ! p>i%ion]s4 ,! sum all[$ to him w be #ajj a ye>2 t[>ds :i* ,i myself give #cj1 on condition ( be+ occasionally abs5t1 %\ld my heal? require x1 at ! sea or else:]e4 ,! value ( my curacy is full #ajj a ye> besides ! h\se4 ,y w p]ceive1 !n1 t matt]s are n[ made mu* easi] = y1 %\ld y ?9k ( fix+ y\r lot among ! ,madeley p1 & ,i am confid5t t ! arrangem5t w\ld be highly gratify+ to !m4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,coop]4 ,y>dley1 ,febru>y #ba1 #ahbf4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,,?\gh ,i fully int5d$ to h answ]$ y\r v k9d lett] )9 ! "t t y specifi$1 yet1 z x be>s date ,octob] #ae1 ,i f9d t ,i h exce$$ ! propos$ int]val by m ?an a mon?4 ,s mu* = my fri5d%ip4 ,_h x be5 a lett] on bus9ess1 ,i h little hesitation 9 say+ t x w\ld h be5 duly despat*$2 &1 _h !re be5 a doz5 ( ?is k9d1 ,i ?9k ,i might v5ture to ass]t ! same4 ,b my fri5ds1 & ^? also ! mo/ intimate & ende>$1 are too g5]ally neglect$2 & _m are ! k9d repro(s :i* my remissness ?us draws ^u me4 ,y1 inde$1 my de> fri5d1 h1 9 sil5ce1 borne ) all2 & ?is ought to h made me m cauti\s 9 giv+ y fre% occasions ( pa94 ,b no?+ seems ( suffici5t influ5ce to correct ! invet]acy ( my habit2 &1 !re=e1 ,i mu/ /ill1 ,i fe>1 keep confess+ my reit]at$ faults1 & z (t5 keep ?r[+ myself ^u ! k9d =giv5ess & =be>ance ( my fri5ds4 ,i am /ill1 z y w p]ceive f my date1 at ,y>dley1 &1 f a fre% arrangem5t1 our ex*ange w be prolong$ f ,m>* till ! latt] end ( ,july next4 ,no?+ has z yet be5 done ab\t an assi/ant curate = ,madeley4 ,ab\t a =tnight ago1 ,i 0 congratulat+ myself on ! acquisition ( a v desirable fell[-help]1 ! ,rev4 ,a4 ,b--1 :o _h cons5t$ to jo9 ) me 9 ! duties ( ! p>i%1 & _h engag$ ! resid5ce ( our late dep>t$ fri5d ,mrs4 ,e--2 b "s ob/acles h s9ce aris51 s t ,i fe> we %all n[ lose him4 ,%\ld he decl9e1 ,i %all n be ov] anxi\s 9 mak+ any p]man5t arrangem5t ) any "o else until my return 9 ,july1 by :i* "t ,i %\ld hope y w be able to speak some:at m def9itely z to y\r own movem5ts1 z !re w be only ab\t six mon?s to ! "t ( y\r own project$ removal4 ,! imp$im5ts :i* h be5 ?r[n 9 ! way ( e negotiation :i* ,i h ent]$ into = s _m mon?s pa/1 incl9e me to ?9k t x is m ?an possible ! situation may1 aft] all1 be res]v$ = my ende>$ fri5d4 ,b ( ! future h[ little1 or r1 h[ completely no?+1 are we p]mitt$ to "k2 & if we busy ourselves 9 ! %rewde/ guesses1 or ! mo/ cool & sob] calculations1 h[ g5]ally are we disappo9t$6 ,x is our wisdom1 !re=e1 to be m occupi$ ) ! duties :i* m imm$iately devolve ^u u at ! pres5t1 ?an ) speculations ab\t ! probabilities ( m remote & di/ant p]iods4 ,9 ! =ego+ page1 ,i m5tion$ ! "n ( de> ,mrs4 ,e--1 & ,i _h no soon] done ?is ?an ! recollection ( all t transpir$ betwe5 u1 dur+ y\r %ort visit to u at ,madeley1 pass$ vividly ?r\gh my m9d4 ,:at a pa9ful w9d+ up ( ,w-- matt]s6 ,b yet1 9 _m respects1 h[ m]ciful6 99 99 99 ,) respect1 h[ev]1 to ! ende>$ individual s lately sev]$ f h] important *>ge1 ,i h no?+ to say1 b :at is enc\rag+3 mo/ cle>ly1 mo/ satisfactorily1 _h %e be5 latt]ly rip5+ = t bless$ _w ( spirits4 ,& z to ! de> family :i* %e has left beh9d1 8let u n sorr[ z ^? )\t hope40 ,!y are belov$ by _m = _! p>5t's sake1 &1 9 a qualifi$ use ( ! t]m1 we may1 p]haps1 /ate ! same respect+ _! p>5t's fai?ful & condesc5d+ ,god4 ,= ,he w1 no d\bt1 rememb] !m peculi>ly = good1 & t = _! p>5t's sake2 = ! good inh]itance ( _! anxi\s desires & _! holy f]v5t pray]s1 w1 soon] or lat]1 be abundantly possess$4 ,we 7 truly ?ankful to he> ( de> ,mrs4 ,c--'s gradual am5dm5t 9 heal?2 & ?\gh x may n be comm5surate ) our naturally impati5t & re/less desires1 yet e increase ( s invaluable a bless+ %\ld call =? our grateful praise4 ,we beg to unite 9 v k9de/ & ,*ri/ian reg>ds to h]1 y\rself1 & family1 & ,i rema91 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,y\rs v s9c]ely1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,?omas ,,mortim]4 ,y>dley1 ,june #bj1 #ahbf4 ,my de> ,bro!r1 ,,f :at y mu/ h p]ceiv$ ( ! evid5t incl9+ ( my m9d :ile y 7 "h1 y w n be mu* surpris$ at ! cont5ts ( ! accompany+ circul>4 ,i h long paus$1 &1 ,i hope1 delib]ately weigh$1 z well z s9c]ely pray$1 & n[ ,i mu/ leave ! result 9 ! ov]rul+ h&s ( an all-wise & ev]-graci\s ,god4 ,?is ,i am ?ankful to /ate1 t ,i am at pres5t enabl$ to d1 ) a measure ( calm & peaceful reliance1 :i* ,i did n at all anticipate4 ,,to ,,! ,,inhabitants ,,( ,,madeley4 ,y>dley1 ,june #ai1 #ahbf4 ,my mu*-ende>$ ,p>i%ion]s1 ,,:5 ,i left ,madeley1 9 consequ5ce ( ! delicate /ate ( my heal?1 ,i _h fully int5d$ to h rejo9$ y 9 a few mon?s4 ,v>i\s circum/ances1 h[ev]1 induc$ me to accept ! proposals made at diff]5t times by ,mr4 ,gwy!r1 = l5g!n+ ! p]iod ( our ex*ange3 & n[ t ?is p]iod is ne>ly t]m9at$1 ,i regret to be "u ! necessity ( /at+1 t ,i feel s /rongly my total inadequacy to resume my wont$ /ation among y1 t ,i d>e n v5ture ^u x4 ,my heal? has inde$1 ?r\gh ! bless+ ( ,god1 ^u ! dim9ution ( my p>o*ial duties1 be5 consid]ably am5d$4 ,x is ! op9ion1 h[ev]1 ( all my m intimate fri5ds1 t1 %\ld ,i return to my *>ge1 ,i %all 9 a few weeks s9k "u ! pressure ( ^? num]\s p>o*ial c>es & duties :i* be=e s mat]ially injur$ me4 ,i h1 !re=e1 felt con/ra9$ to resign my situation2 & h j writt5 to ,mr4 ,burton1 /at+ to him1 t ,i %all vacate ! ,curacy at ,mi*aelmas next4 ,i h n m5tion$ to him any?+ respect+ my successor1 leav+ a matt] s mat]ially affect+ y\rselves to y\r own sup]ior judgm5t4 ,i hope1 h[ev]1 t ! pr9cipal inhabitants ( ! p>i% w lose no "t 9 mak+ a prop] application to him2 & f ! repeat$ pro(s :i* ,i h _h ( 8 k9d feel+ t[>ds y1 ,i h no d\bt b t he w comply ) any reque/ :i* !y may see fit to make to him4 ,z to my own future movem5ts ,i am altoge!r ignorant4 ,i tru/1 h[ev]1 t ! same graci\s ,,god1 :o guid$ my /eps among y1 w /ill appo9t = me my future pa?3 & ) reg>d to y\rselves1 a p :o w nev] cease to be rememb]$ by me ) feel+s ( ! /ronge/ affection1 ,i d mo/ s9c]ely pray t a pa/or may be giv5 to y :o %all1 9 all respects1 answ] y\r mo/ sangu9e wi%es3 & ?us supply my own num]\s & (t5-lam5t$ defici5cies4 ,believe me to rema91 ,y\r v affectionate ?\gh unwor?y ,m9i/]1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! above 0 also s5t to 8 fri5d1 ! ,rev4 ,john ,coop]1 accompani$ by ! foll[+ lett]3-- ,y>dley1 ,june #bf1 #ahbf4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,i ,,feel t ,i ought n any long] to keep y 9 ignorance ( my rec5t decision respect+ ,madeley1 ?\gh f :at my bro!r has told me z to inquiries made = y 9 ,london1 ,i h no expectation ( ! situation be+ really desirable to y4 ,nor1 inde$1 if x 7 s1 w\ld ! "t ( y\r leav+ y\r pres5t *>ge admit ( y\r accept+ x2 = "s "o w1 no d\bt1 be imm$iately engag$1 & to :om ,i w\ld surr5d] z soon z might be requir$4 ,our own movem5ts1 z ,i h express$ 9 ! accompany+ circul>1 are q unc]ta92 my wife1 h[ev]1 seems /rongly to incl9e t[>ds ! neighb\rhood ( ,clifton1 9 :i* spot %e wi%es to be p]man5tly e/abli%$4 ,x is probable1 !re=e1 t we %all b5d our /eps ?i!r1 & :5 some:at e/abli%$ ,i w try to obta9 "s light p]man5t duty 9 ! neighb\rhood4 8,que ,dieu n\s dirige10 is ! frequ5t aspiration ( my too solicit\s m9d--too solicit\s2 = if ,i knew all ! graci\s int5tions ( a ,god ( love conc]n+ u1 ,i %\ld peacefully leave ev]y?+ to 8 all-wise disposal1 )\t ! lea/ degree ( re/lessness or fe>4 ,) respect to de> ,madeley1 ,i ne$ sc>cely add1 t %\ld y "k any "o :o /rikes y z be+ suitable1 & to :om ! situation w\ld be agreeable1 ,i %\ld feel oblig$ by y\r m5tion+ x to him1 & gett+ him to communicate ) ,mr4 ,g-- on ! subject4 ,we beg our v k9de/ & ,*ri/ian reg>ds to y\rself & ,mrs4 ,c1 &1 ) mu* affection1 ,believe me1 my de> ,fri5d1 ,y\rs v s9c]ely1 ,g4 ,m4 99 99 99 99 99 ,aft] receiv+ ! above ) its enclos$ circul>1 ,mr4 ,coop] wrote to 8 fri5d z foll[s3-- ,:]well1 ,june #bi1 #ahbf4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,i ,,0 n prep>$ = ! intellig5ce conta9$ 9 y\r v k9d lett] ( ! #bf?1 hav+ hop$1 f ! improvem5t ( y\r heal? at ! date ( y\r previ\s lett]1 t y w\ld %ortly return to y\r important *>ge at ,madeley1 & t y might h cont9u$ !re _m ye>s1 an in/rum5t ( bless+ o!rs1 & be+ increas+ly bless$ y\rself 9 y\r "w4 ,b1 ,i d\bt n1 all is well & wisely ord]$1 & w add my affectionate ?\gh feeble pray]s t y may be div9ely direct$ 9 all ?+s4 ,y\r lett]1 ! end ( ,febru>y la/1 left x d\btful1 :e!r ,mr4 ,a4 ,b-- might n h f9ally det]m9$ to become y\r assi/ant 9 ! p>i%2 &1 prior to y\r la/ fav\r1 ,i 0 look+ to he> f y next mon?1 to "k h[ ?is matt] _h t]m9at$1 9 ord] t ,i might judge :e!r ! expectation ( be+ associat$ ) y1 :i* ,i _h n entirely rel9qui%$1 might n be realiz$4 ,i n[ beg to /ate1 t1 ow+ to ! inquiries ( a belov$ cl]ical bro!r1 two curacies h be5 (f]$ to me )9 ! pres5t mon?1 bo? ( :i* ,i h decl9$4 ,& n[1 my de> fri5d1 ,i put x to y1 :e!r y ?9k ,madeley is su* a po/ z w\ld suit "o ) su* sl5d] m9i/]ial qualifications z ,i deeply feel t ,i possess2 & :e!r y ?9k y\r p>i%ion]s w\ld be dispos$ to receive me fav\rably8 ,if y d1 ,i leave myself 9 ,god's h& & y\rs1 desir+ t ,he may d ) me z seeme? good 9 ,8 sight2 & reque/+ y to take su* /eps z y may judge prop]4 ,! difficulty z to ! "t ( resign+ my pres5t cure may probably be got ov] soon aft] ,mi*aelmas2 my vic> hav+ said1 :5 la/ ,i saw him1 t he w\ld release me on reasonable notice1 if any?+ eligible %\ld be (f]$ to me3 /ill ,i wi% to rema9 9 my pres5t sph]e z long z ,i conv5i5tly c4 ,hav+ said ?us mu*1 ,i w only add t ,madeley has be5 reg>d$ by me = _m ye>s z a spot peculi>ly sacr$2 x is /ill m ende>$ to me by ! consid]ation t my belov$ & highly e/eem$ fri5d has be5 lab\r+ = t5 ye>s 9 t fav\r$ sc5e ( ! apo/olical ,flet*]'s m9i/ry4 ,i wait ) int]e/1 b n ) any anxiety1 to he> f y ! result ( my pres5t communication4 ,believe me ev]1 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,y\rs v affectionately1 ,,john ,,coop]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,?omas ,,mortim]4 ,y>dley1 ,july #aa1 #ahbf4 ,my de> ,bro!r1 ,y w be glad to he> t de> ,coop] has express$ a wi% to succe$ me at ,madeley2 &1 9 consequ5ce1 an application has be5 made by myself & ! p>i%ion]s on 8 behalf1 :i* has be5 mo/ fav\rably receiv$1 & ,mr4 ,burton has nom9at$ him to succe$ me4 ,mo/ truly ?ankful d ,i feel t x has pleas$ ,god to give to ! de> p su* a man4 ,may he long be cont9u$ to !m1 & may v bless$ days be /ill 9 res]ve = t hon\r$ spot4 ,my visit among !m 0 highly gratify+ to myself1 & ,i hope ,i may say n unacceptable to !m4 ,i nev] witness$ 9 !m su* ov]fl[+s ( k9de/ feel+s1 &1 :at ,i h>dly anticipat$1 :ile !y manife/$ affectionate regrets1 ,i d n recollect a s+le in/ance 9 :i* !y c5sur$ or *ode2 b1 on ! contr>y1 seem$ to ?9k t ! /ep1 ?\gh pa9ful1 0 necess>y4 ,our own plans are /ill some:at unc]ta94 ,we ?9k1 h[ev]1 ( mov+ t[>ds ,bri/ol1 & ( fix+ some:]e )9 a mile or two ( ! city1 & h writt5 to ,george ,yate to engage u a ready-furni%$ h\se = ab\t a mon?4 ,we expect to leave ?is place ! #cj? ( ,augu/4 ,b ,i h said no?+ ( de> ,mr4 ,butt]wor?'s removal1 on :i* y\r la/ lett] pr9cipally dwelt4 ,i felt surpris$ & pa9$ beyond my ord9>y feel+s on su* occasions2 = almo/ all t ,i possess spiritually1 ,i owe1 "u ,god1 to him4 ,b aft] all1 he is n lo/ to me1 = ,i tru/ ,i %all rejo9 him ere long2 &1 ev5 dur+ ! %ort int]val ( app>5t sep>ation1 :o c tell h[ ne> he may /ill be to me1 & h[ mat]ially he may /ill be p]mitt$ to help me8 ,b1 h[ev] ?is may be1 ,jesus rema9s ! same1 & ,i tru/ t ! removal ( e ende>$ m$ium ( good may be ! means ( unit+ me m fully to ,him4 ,our k9de/ love to y\rself & family1 to my de> "m1 ,eliza1 c42 & ,i rema91 ,y\r ev] affectionate ,bro!r1 ,,george4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! lett] f :i* ! foll[+ extract is made1 is *iefly 9 ref]5ce to ! provid+ means = an assi/ant-curate at ,madeley2 t[>ds :i*1 ,mr4 ,mortim] propos$ to furni% #aj p] annum1 & also a fur!r sum ( #aj p] annum to aid ! ,curate's ,poor ,fund1 = reliev+ ! sick & di/ress$ poor ( ! popul\s p>i% ( ,madeley2 & x is due to ,mr4 ,m4's k9dness & b5evol5ce to /ate1 t dur+ ! p]iod ( 8 fri5d's curacy1 he g5]\sly contribut$ ea* ye> ! propos$ am\nt = ! poor2 & = ?ree ye>s 7dur+ :i* "t only an assi/ant curate 0 employ$71 ! l sum t[>ds ! o!r object nam$4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,coop]4 ,y>dley1 ,july #ca1 #ahbf4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,,our way t[>ds ,bri/ol appe>s to be op5+4 ,a v s+ul> circum/ance connect$ ) x has j occurr$4 ,x seems to u all to be too pantomimic--too magical--to be true4 ,b yet1 :at _c ! ,god ( wisdom & ( love effect6 ,we are /riv+ to wait1 z y express$ y\rself 9 a =m] lett] ab\t ,madeley1 8) int]e/ b )\t anxiety0 to see ! result4 ,oh1 :at a com=t x is to feel calmly assur$ t1 :ile we are leav+ ourselves 9 ,god's h&s1 all mu/ ev5tually be well4 ,m>y unites ) me 9 k9de/ reg>ds to y\rself & de> ,mrs4 ,c--1 & ,i rema91 my de> ,fri5d1 ,y\rs1 v s9c]ely1 ,g4 ,m4 ,,to ,,! ,,same4 ,horfield1 ne> ,bri/ol1 ,octob] #ah1 #ahbf4 ,my v de> ,fri5d1 ,,_h n circum/ances ( v>i\s k9ds int]f]$1 y w\ld ere ?is h se5 me at ,:]well2 b1 z ,i _h no control ov] ^!1 & kept expect+ t 9 a few m days ,i %\ld be able to write to y def9itely1 ,i hope y w n too h>%ly c5sure me1 :5 ,i tell y at l5g? t my project$ visit1 l too _m ( my projections1 has come to no?+1 & t x w n be 9 my p[] to see y be=e y leave4 ,b1 aft] all1 y\r removal is n to a di/ant c\ntry1 & _m may be ! circum/ances :i* ! k9d ,provid5ce ( ,god %all p]mit = our future int]c\rse4 ,y speak1 inde$1 ( a k9d ( necessity = conf]5ce & consultation at ! pres5t juncture4 ,( ?is1 h[ev]1 ,i am f> f be+ conv9c$2 = ,i ?9k a /rang] always proce$s be/ ) ! lea/ previ\s acqua9tance ) ! m9uti ( *>act]s & proce$+s4 ,a g5]al idea is q necess>y2 b ev]y?+ t is circum/antial creates a prejudice ei!r to ! advantage or disadvantage ( ! p>ties conc]n$4 ,! fre% unbiass$ inspection br+s u1 = ! mo/ "p1 ne>e/ ! tru?4 ,e "o ) :om ,i conv]se1 :o has any k ( y1 jo9s ) me 9 ?ankfulness to ,god t x has pleas$ ,him to direct y\r /eps to ,madeley2 mo/ fully does x seem to h be51 f beg9n+ to end1 f ,him2 to ,him1 !re=e1 may we ev] give ! praise4 ,& may y1 my mu*-ende>$ fri5d1 be s fully qualifi$ = y\r important *>ge2 may ! b>rel ( meal also grant$ = y\r de> p's supply wa/e n1 nor ! cruse ( oil fail2 or1 9 o!r words1 may matt] & unction be s abundantly imp>t$1 & s graci\sly cont9u$1 t ! "t may nev] come 9 :i* y\r m9i/rations may prove burd5some to y\rself1 or ei!r un9t]e/+ or un$ify+ to y\r he>]s4 ,) k9de/ reg>ds1 ,i rema91 ,y\rs1 ev] affectionately1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,mr4 ,mortim]'s life has n[ be5 br\ght d[n to ! close ( 8 s]vices at ,madeley1 :]e he _h be5 resid5t pa/or = ab\t t5 ye>s4 ,9 tak+ a review ( ?is p]iod1 we f9d him to h ab\nd$ 9 ! great duties ( 8 (fice--9 works ( fai? & lab\rs ( love4 ,:at ) 8 ,sunday duties1 8 classes1 8 expositions1 8 s*ools1 8 pa/oral visits1 & 8 manifold acts ( *>ity & k9dness to ! poor1 9 a p>i% conta9+ v ne>ly six ?\s& s\ls1 ) 8 weakly con/itution1 & by no means robu/ heal?1 ! wond] is t he 0 enabl$ to c>ry on s ardu\s a c\rse = s long a "t4 ,madeley has be5 long & highly fav\r$2 x is to be hop$ t ! p h bo? appreciat$ & improv$ _! privileges4 ,mr4 ,mortim] met ) mu* k9dness1 enc\ragem5t1 & acceptance 9 ! dilig5t pursuit ( 8 self-d5y+ c>e] 9 t p>i%1 & ! decade ( 8 s]vices !re 0 no d\bt att5d$ ) mu* usefulness1 ?\gh ! ext5t ( x may nev] be kn[n until ! great day %all reveal x4 ,he met also ) mu* t 0 try+ & p]plex+ to him2 mu* to w\nd 8 lov+ _s2 mu* to grieve 8 affectionate he>t2 mu* to prove 8 fai? & try 8 pati5ce2 b he nei!r fl9*$ f duty1 nor sw]v$ f ! l9e ( conduct :i* became him z a m9i/] ( ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*2 &1 :at is m1 he treat$ nei!r opposition 9 ! _s ( retaliation1 nor oppos]s 9 a _s ( h>%ness or sev]ity4 ,he 0 em95tly a man ( peace1 a man ( love1 a man ( placability4 ,! comm5cem5t ( 8 s]vices 9 ! p>i% 0 att5d$ ) great difficulties4 ,consid]able irregul>ities _h be5 practis$ by 8 pr$ecessors2 9 _! /eps1 9 ?is respect1 he 0 det]m9$ n to tread2 & ?\gh he felt himself b\nd to resi/ all entreaty on ?is subject1 to ! (f5d+ ( _m1 yet 0 x 8 pray]1 8 /udy1 8 endeav\r to conciliate all4 ,8 /eady ?\gh mod]ate ,*ur*man%ip 01 p]haps1 always m or less a gr\nd ( (f5ce 9 a p>i% :i* _h long be5 "u ! influ5ce ( ,me?odism2 b :]ev] good s5se & piety prevail$ 8 motives 7 respect$1 & 8 conduct appreciat$4 ,x 0 on ! manife/ation ( "s unhall[$ zeal ( p>ty _s t ! foll[+ addresses 7 pr9t$ & circulat$ 9 8 p>i%1 & :i* exhibit ! v mod]ate & conciliatory _s ( _! truly ,*ri/ian au?or4 ,,address ,,( ,,! ,,m9i/] ,,( ,,madeley ,,to ,,su* ,,( ,,! ,,inhabitants ,,( ,,coalbrookdale ,,& ,,its ,,vic9ity1 ,,z ,,d ,,n ,,consid] ,,!mselves ,,memb]s ,,( ,,! ,,e/abli%$ ,,*ur*4 ,vic>age1 ,febru>y #ba1 #ahbb4 ,my ende>$ ,p>i%ion]s1 ,,x has lately appe>$ to me an indisp5sable duty to visit m ext5sively my p>i%1 & to devote myself m fully to o!r bran*es ( my m9i/]ial (fice4 ,9 ! c\rse ( my visits ,i f\nd a /rong regret express$ by _m1 t x 0 n 9 _! p[] to connect !mselves ei!r ) me z _! m9i/]1 or ) ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur* z _! religi\s communion3 & t ?is1 _! inability1 arose pr9cipally f ! great di/ance ( ! p>i% *ur* f _! respective abodes4 ,?is difficulty ,i h endeav\r$ p>tially to remove by beg9n+ an exposition on alt]nate ,monday ev5+s3 #adb & ,i hope soon to be able /ill fur!r to meet _! wi%es by assembl+ ) !m e o!r ,sunday morn+1 on a plan simil> to t n[ adopt$ at ! ,ironbridge s*ool-room on ! ,sabba? ev5+s4 ,i feel a little appreh5sive1 h[ev]1 le/ ^! my proce$+s %\ld be consid]$ by "s z int5tionally int]f]+ ) o!r modes & places ( wor%ip already adopt$ & att5d$ 9 y\r neighb\rhood2 & le/ my motives %\ld be s f> miscon/ru$1 z to be id5tifi$ ) n>r[-m9d$ prejudice1 or ) intol]ant ho/ility4 ,x %\ld be rememb]$1 h[ev]1 t all p]sons h1 & _c help hav+1 _! pref]5ces2 & likewise1 t ^! pref]5ces may be op5ly %[n by !m1 & ev5 occasionally employ$ 9 influ5c+ o!rs1 )\t ! lea/ ho/ility t[>ds ^? :o cont9ue 9 ano!r p]suasion4 ,& ,i c appeal ) ! greate/ confid5ce to my own conduct dur+ ne>ly sev5 ye>s' resid5ce among y1 z a pro( ( ?is ass]tion4 ,= ?\gh ,i h uni=mly %[n a decid$ pref]5ce t[>ds ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*1 yet ,i am n aw>e ( hav+ discov]$1 9 a s+le in/ance1 ! lea/ opposition or ho/ility t[>ds any individual ( ano!r communion1 m]ely z su*4 ,mu*1 inde$1 on my fir/ com+ into ! p>i%1 0 unhappily advanc$ to ! contr>y2 b ,i 0 det]m9$ to take no notice ( su* rem>ks1 assur$ t !y _h no f\ndation 9 myself1 & t1 :5 my l9e ( conduct %\ld be bett] und]/ood1 !y w\ld gradually die away1 & a diff]5t feel+ be ev5tually adopt$4 ,?is diff]5t feel+ has1 ,i am happy to /ate1 long be5 *]i%$ by _m2 & x 0 f a /rong desire t no?+ contr>y to x %\ld prevail 9 consequ5ce ( my pres5t m9i/]ial proc$ures1 t ,i h be5 induc$ to s5d y ?is circul> address4 ,oh1 let me !n1 z y\r m9i/]1 entreat y n to reg>d me ) a misgiv+ or suspect+ m9d2 b f ! fulness ( a lov+ & a ,*ri/ian he>t to wi% & to supplicate = me abundant success4 ,& be n ha/y 9 c5sur+ ei!r myself or o!rs = atta*m5t to our v5]able & e/abli%$ =ms4 ,give to u :at y feel entitl$ to dem& = y\rselves2 ,i mean ! "r ( pref]5ce4 ,& amid/ c]ta9 %ades ( diff]5ce1 let bro!rly love n only cont9ue among u1 b let x ab\nd yet m & m4 ,& ) reg>d to myself1 ,i d mo/ s9c]ely pray ,god t no feel+ may be *]i%$ by me1 no s+le expression utt]$1 & no conduct :atev] pursu$1 :i* may1 9 any respect1 t5d to its dim9ution4 ,) feel+s1 !n1 ( unfeign$ affection1 believe me1 my mu*-ende>$ ,p>i%ion]s1 ,y\r s9c]ely devot$ ,fri5d & ,m9i/]1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,,address ,,( ,,! ,,m9i/] ,,( ,,madeley ,,to ,,! ,,inhabitants ,,( ,,madeley ,,wood ,,& ,,its ,,vic9ity4 ,vic>age1 ,m>* #bc1 #ahbb4 ,my ende>$ ,p>i%ion]s1 ,,! v k9d reception giv5 to ! ,address :i* ,i circulat$ among ! inhabitants ( ,coalbrookdale & its vic9ity1 & ! feel+s ( mutual love & affection x has be5 ! means ( elicit+1 enc\rage me to hope t a simil> appeal to y\rselves w be att5d$ ) equally b5eficial results4 ,! pr9cipal reason ( my n[ address+ y1 is1 t ,i h v pa9fully witness$1 )9 ! %ort space ( two or ?ree weeks1 a great increase ( p>ty _s aris+ f ! measures rec5tly adopt$ t[>ds =m+ & c>ry+ on a ,sunday s*ool sep>ate & di/9ct f t :i* has s long be5 e/abli%$ among u4 ,! natural consequ5ces ( su* proc$ures1 ,i am will+ to hope1 y did n suffici5tly e/imate1 or ,i c h>dly imag9e y w\ld s ha/ily1 & at su* a "t1 h adopt$ !m4 ,y are s5sible1 ,i ?9k1 t my wi% is = peace2 t my great desire is1 t love may n only prevail1 b ab\nd m & m2 & t ,i am /riv+ to pursue t l9e ( conduct1 :i*1 z a consi/5t m9i/] ( ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*1 devolves ^u me1 s z n to give ! lea/ unnecess>y (f5ce to o!rs4 ,p]mit me1 !n1 to ask1 :e!r ^! rec5t measures are at all likely to produce su* pacific results8 ,d !y n r t5d to range m decid$ly ?an ev] "u di/9ct & sep>ate p>ties1 n only ! sup]9t5d5ts & tea*]s1 b likewise ! p>5ts ( ! *ildr5 !mselves8 ,d !y n 9 "s measure =ce p]sons to decl>e !mselves on "o side or o!r1 & t n m]ely 9 op9ion1 b likewise 9 decisive action8 ,& are n ! individuals1 ?us compell$ to decl>e !mselves1 reg>d$ ) suspicion by ^? :o move 9 contr>y directions8 ,i w\ld inquire1 !n1 is all ?is calculat$ to keep ! unity ( ! _s 9 ! bond ( peace8 ,& are ^? individuals our be/ fri5ds :o are mo/ e>ne/ 9 ?is "w ( ali5ation8 ,i mean no p]sonal allusions1 ,i assure y1 to any individual among y3 ,i hope ,i v s9c]ely love y all2 & ,i wi% t bonds ( union may be multipli$1 :i* may br+ u clos] & clos] toge!r1 in/ead ( ^! cords ( sep>ation :i*1 draw+ 9 o!r directions1 w e day remove u to a great] & yet great] di/ance4 ,p]mit me also to ask :e!r ?is is ! "t = su* ex]tions8 ,if inde$ y\r m9i/] 7 sleep+ at 8 po/2 if he 7 ly+ d[n1 & lov+ to slumb]2 if ! s*ools happ5$ to be on ! decl9e 9 respect ( numb]s1 or 9 reg>d to ! insuffici5cy ( sup]9t5d5ts or tea*]s2 if sc>cely any?+ 7 go+ =w>d adequate to ! necessities ( ! p>i%2 !n1 inde$1 su* ex]tions might be call$ =4 ,b h[ contr>y is all ?is to ! real /ate ( ! case6 ,x is at a "t :5 ! s*ools are s cr[d$ z to r5d] x impossible to in/ruct !m 9 ! usual place3 x is at a "t :51 to af=d great] facilities ( in/ruction1 ! l>g] s*ools are be+ divid$ into tw5ty or ?irty m9or s*ools1 & ^! s situat$ z to be almo/ at ! door ( e *ild 9 ! p>i%1 & s arrang$ z to admit ( e "o be+ taught :o is capable ( in/ruction4 ,y w readily p]ceive1 !n1 t ! /ir :i* is mak+ at pres5t1 is by no means call$ = 9 ! exi/+ necessities ( ! case4 ,to :at1 !n1 mu/ x be attribut$8 ,x is commonly report$ t x arises f a fe> ent]ta9$ by "s1 le/ my pres5t plans & proc$ures %\ld atta* too _m *ildr5 to ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*1 & ?us ev5tually make !m ,*ur*m5 in/ead ( ,me?odi/s4 ,?is reason1 h[ev]1 ,i feel ,i ought by no means to admit2 =1 :atev] may be said ( o!rs1 ! ,me?odi/s ( ! p>i% ( ,madeley h long made x _! boa/ t !y 7 firm 9 _! atta*m5t to our v5]able ,*ur*3 & s /rong has be5 _! atta*m5t1 t ! majority ( !m w\ld nev] li/5 to any proposals ( hav+ _! s]vices s conduct$ z at all to int]f]e ) ! s]vices ( ! *ur*1 & w\ld nev] p]mit ! sacram5t to be adm9i/]$ 9 _! *apels2 & !re are _m :o feel a secret satisfaction 9 be+ able to /ate1 t !y h nev] yet p>tak5 ( ! sacr$ ord9ance1 except+ f a cl]gyman2 & !y are /ill det]m9$ t no "o %all ev] make ?is _! consi/5t glory+ to be 9 va94 #adf ,x is ) peculi> satisfaction1 t ,i consid] my relation to su* individuals2 & ,i assure y1 ,i rejoice ov] y z my p>i%ion]s2 ,i po9t y out z an example to o!rs2 & ,i hope we %all nev] see ! "t :5 ! p>i%ion]s1 & m especially ! spiritual sons & daught]s ( ! v5]able & apo/olic ,mr4 ,flet*]1 %all cease to be id5tifi$ ) t ,*ur* ( :i* he 0 s bright an ornam5t1 z well z m9i/]4 ,i feel1 !re=e1 t x w\ld be ! height ( inju/ice to suppose1 t ! mass ( su* ( my p z are t]m$ ,me?odi/s h any fe> ( _! *ildr5 becom+ memb]s ( ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*2 nay1 !y w\ld r rejoice 9 x2--!y rejoice 9 x ev5 n[2--& "s ( !m g s f> z ev5 to recomm5d x4 ,!y tell _! *ildr51 9 ! fulness ( _! ,ca?olic _s1 t _! own atta*m5t to ! p ) :om !y are jo9$1 nev] arose f dissatisfaction to ! ,*ur*1 b f a natural love to ! private means :i* _! own p at t "t s exclusively possess$4 ,b !y add1 t z ^! same private means are n[ (f]$ to !m 9 connexion ) ! ,e/abli%$ ,*ur*1 !y w\ld advise !m to jo9 !mselves ) its respect$ memb]s2 & h5ce x is1 t n a few among our classes are ! sons & daught]s ( su* hon\r$ individuals4 ,i say hon\r$1 = :o c )hold f su* ! prop] me$ ( approbation2 = su* heal ! brea*es ( our ,zion1 !y build up its wa/e places2 !y repair ! desolations ( _m g5]ations4 ,i am aw>e1 h[ev]1 t ! same ext5t ( feel+ is n *]i%$ by all4 ,"s pref] _! own communion1 _! own in/ructors1 & classes4 ,b ,i h he>d su* ) ! greate/ c&\r ackn[l$ge1 t _! pr$ilection arose m]ely f ! circum/ance t !y happ5$ to receive _! fir/ religi\s good among !m2 & t not)/&+ ?is _! pref]5ce1 !y v highly respect ! ,*ur*1 & t !y wi% its m9i/]s abundant success 9 _! v important "w4 ,& ?is ,i am p]suad$ is ! feel+ ( n9ety-n9e out ( a hundr$ ( ! ,me?odi/s :o compose my p>i%4 ,! welcome !y inv>iably give me :5 ,i ent] _! h\ses or cottages2 ! smile ( approbation :i* bright5s on _! c\nt5ance :5 we ex*ange salutations z we pass2 & ! lib]ality :i* !y discov] 9 all po9ts ( possible diff]5ce :5ev] !y are accid5tally t\*$ ^u3 all ^! ?+s conv9ce me t !y h no ho/ility ei!r to ! ,*ur* or to myself1 & ( c\rse t !y w\ld n will+ly ent] ^u any plan :i* might h ! lea/ semblance ( opposition4 ,to :at1 !n1 "s w /ill ask1 mu/ ^! proc$ures connect$ ) ! s*ools be attribut$8 ,i feel1 ,i confess1 some:at at a loss to det]m9e4 ,i hope1 h[ev]1 t !y h aris5 m]ely f a well-meant1 ?\gh c]ta9ly an ill-tim$1 zeal--a zeal1 likewise1 :i* has a direct t5d5cy1 ?\gh n previ\sly e/imat$1 to promote disunion among u1 & a dim9ution ( lov+ ,*ri/ian feel+s4 ,b :atev] may h be5 ! cause ( ^! proc$ures1 ,i d hope1 t ! s]i\s evils :i* are beg9n+ z a consequ5ce to break =?1 w n only be *eck$1 b entirely subside2 & t all p>ties1 sup]9t5d5ts1 tea*]s1 & p>5ts1 w ea* 9 _! respective /ations be ready to %[ t !y are n among ! la/ to br+ ab\t s desirable an issue4 ,& n[1 ) v s9c]e affection1 believe me1 my mu*-ende>$ ,p>i%ion]s1 ,y\r fai?ful ,fri5d & ,m9i/]1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! foll[+ simple n>rative1 relat$ by 8 atta*$ & fai?ful s]vant ,fanny1 also beautifully displays ! v k9d & e>ne/1 ?\gh v decid$1 "* ( ! excell5t pa/or ( ,madeley4 8,"s ( ! be] %ops at ! ,iron ,bridge us$ to be kept op5 v late at night1 & ma/] 0 det]m9$ to put a /op to _! be+ op5 lat] ?an t5 o'clock4 ,he us$ to g to !m1 & turn out all ! m5 t 7 dr9k+ 9 !m aft] t "t4 ,?is enrag$ "s ( ^! m5 s mu*1 t !y decl>$ !y w\ld kill ma/]2 = !y said1 #8!y 7 det]m9$ t no p>son %\ld int]f]e ) !m4' ,"s ( ma/]'s fri5ds he>d ( ?is1 & told him1 & tri$ to p]suade him n to g to ! ,iron ,bridge ! next night2 & ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,?omas did n wi% him to g2 & we all begg$ him to /ay at home t night2 b he told u he 0 n at all afraid ( ! m51 & :5 ,i said t !y w\ld be sure to d him "s h>m1 he said1 #8,:y1 ,fanny1 !y h no p[] ov] me to hurt me2 ! ,almighty is above !m4' ,s ma/] w5t to ! public h\se1 & saw ! v m5 t _h ?reat5$ to kill him1 & he talk$ to !m = a long "t1 & told !m t !y ought to h be5 at home ) _! families1 & t he hop$ he %\ld nev] see !m !re aga94 ,he spoke s k9dly1 t !y all li/5$ to him1 & nev] (f]$ to hurt him2 & :5 he _h done talk+ to !m1 !y told him1 t !y _h fully det]m9$ to make an attack ^u him t night1 b t !n !y felt z if !y _h no p[] to hurt him4 ,s ma/] %ook h&s ) !m all1 & !n !y all took (f _! hats & wi%$ him #8safe home1' & #8long life to him4' ,& !y 7 nev] !re aga9 aft] t5 o'clock2 & ,i ?9k :at ma/] said to !m !n1 did "o or two ( !m s mu* good1 t !y aft]w>ds became pi\s40 ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 equally desir\s ( putt+ a /op to ! desecration ( ! ,"l's day by ! b>gem5 on ! ,riv] ,sev]n1 &1 = ?is purpose1 he tri$ e means to prev5t ! b>ges f sail+ on ! ,sunday4 ,9 do+ ?is1 he exp]i5c$ great opposition f "s ( ! b>ge own]s1 :o purposely1 z x appe>$1 kept _! vessels lock$ at ,coalport at ! latt] end ( ! week1 & releas$ !m on ! ,sunday4 ,at l5g? ,mr4 ,m4 0 compell$ to take !m be=e ! magi/rates1 & h !m f9$1 by :i* means he succe$$ 9 entirely putt+ a /op to ?is desecration4 ,he ex]t$ himself also to h ! law en=c$ aga9/ keep+ op5 ! public h\ses & be] %ops dur+ ! "t ( div9e s]vice4 ,he took pa9s to prev5t ! *ildr5 f play+ ab\t ! roads & fields on ! ,sunday1 & to secure ! ord]ly behavi\r ( ! ,sunday s*ol>s 9 go+ to & return+ f ! ,sunday s*ools4 ,!re 7 at "o p]iod six hundr$ *ildr5 9 ! diff]5t s*ools 9 ! p>i% ( ,madeley4 ,! class meet+s consi/$ ( six2 "o = wom51 conduct$ by ,mrs4 ,mortim]1 & ! o!r five by ,mr4 ,m4 ,once a qu>t]1 ! six classes met at "o place4 ,mr4 ,mortim]'s object 9 hav+ ^! class meet+s1 ?\gh he evid5tly consid]$ !m z auxili>y to ! public ord9ances ( religion1 0 to prev5t ! s]i\s memb]s ( 8 congregation f jo9+ ! ,me?odi/s1 :i* he _h con/antly f\nd to be ! case at ,well+ton4 ,! foll[+ tok5 ( affectionate e/eem 01 no d\bt1 v acceptable to ! feel+s ( ,mr4 ,mortim]1 n s mu* f ! wor? ( x1 z f ! motive :i* gave rise to x--a motive at once hon\rable to ! he>ts ( ! donors & to ! "* ( ! receiv]4 ,?is tok5 0 a h&some octavo ,bible1 b\nd 9 morocco1 inscrib$ on "o side1 8,to ! ,rev4 ,george ,mortim]1 ,m4,a4 ,a ,tok5 ( ,*ri/ian ,reg>d ,f ! ,male ,class1 meet+ "u 8 c>e at ,l9coln-hill1 #ahag40 ,& on ! o!r side1 8,) a s9c]e desire t ! ri* promises conta9$ h]e9 may be 8 consolation ?r\gh life1 & 8 support 9 dea?40 ,! foll[+ anecdote may1 p]haps1 be m suitably introduc$ "h ?an else:]e1 because1 9 all probability1 x 0 dur+ 8 resid5ce at ,madeley t ! fact record$ took place1 ?\gh x 0 n relat$ to 8 daught]1 :o communicat$ x to me1 be=e ! w9t] ( #ahdb-c1 dur+ a sleigh-drive ) h] fa!r1 :ile desc5d+ a hill1 :i* 0 9 a dang]\s /ate1 ow+ to its slipp]9ess & to !re be+ no b>ri] on ! "o side :i* 0 ! edge ( a precipice4 8,k-- & ,i 7& p]haps a ?ird p]son1 b ,i am n sure ab\t t7 7 travell+ f ,well+ton to ,madeley 9 a po/ *aise4 ,:5 we 7 ab\t to desc5d a precipit\s hill1 some?+ seem$ to say to me1 #8,pray1 y are 9 dang]4' ,i resi/$ ! impression1 & said to myself1 x is all nons5se2 ,i w n give way to sup]/iti\s fe>s4 ,aga9 ! w>n+ 0 impress$ on my m9d1 & ,i !n paus$ & lift$ up my he>t 9 pray] to ,god4 ,i _h no soon] done s1 ?an ,i he>d ! po/illion cont5d+ ) 8 horses1 :i* 7 plung+ into ! h$ge on "o side ( ! road2 !n !y da%$ to ! o!r side1 & x appe>$ z ?\gh we %\ld h be5 precipitat$ ov] ! side ( ! hill2 b we rea*$ ! bottom 9 safety4 ,i !n said to ,k--1 #8,i w tell y :at has be5 pass+ 9 my m9d1' & relat$ to him all ! circum/ances4 ,k-- !n told me1 t j at ! same "t1 z he suppos$ f my description ( ! spot1 ! same ?+ 0 sugge/$ to 8 m9d1 & t at fir/ he repell$ ! sugge/ion1 b aft]w>ds yield$ to x2 b t he _h n ! hone/y to confess ! circum/ance till ,i _h done s4 ,i "k ,k-- well1 & feel p]fectly assur$ t he w\ld tell me no?+ b ! tru?2 & f ! rem>kable circum/ance ( ! sugge/ion be+ made to ! m9ds ( bo? ( u1 ,i _c1 b believe x 0 an intimation f above ( our dang] & ( ! necessity ( pray]4 ,=1 al?\gh 8 angels are always at h& to succ\r u 9 dang]1 yet ,god has be5 pleas$ to make pray] a necess>y means = obta9+ _! aid4 ,:5 ,i am 9 my grave1 tell ?is = ! b5efit ( o!rs z an enc\ragem5t to pray]40 ,my de> "y fri5d & god-daught] adds1 8,i 0 v mu* impress$ by ! *>ge ) :i* my de> fa!r conclud$1 &1 t ,i might be ! bett] able to fulfil x1 ,i wrote d[n ! :ole relation :5 ,i return$ home1 ( :i* ! above is a copy40 ,i v gladly comply ) a hope express$ by ,mr4 ,mortim]'s elde/ daught] t ,i w ins]t 9 ! memoir ( h] de> fa!r1 a lett] address$ to h] by him :5 %e 0 ab\t t5 ye>s ( age2 &1 z x 0 writt5 dur+ 8 resid5ce at ,madeley1 ,i ins]t x "h be=e we take leave ( t place3-- 8,we return$ to ,madeley on ! ev5+ ( la/ ,?ursday week2 & ,i am ?ankful to /ate t we h all ( u receiv$ consid]able b5efit f our j\rney4 ,y\r bro!rs & si/]s seem$ to enjoy !mselves exce$+ly4 ,! latt] "p ( ! "t we 7 jo9$ by y\r uncle1 :o sp5t ab\t eight days ) u2 & hav+ hir$ a c> = t "t capable ( hold+ eight or n9e p]sons1 we 7 enabl$ to see all t 0 wor? see+ 9 ! neighb\rhood4 ,we (t5 wi%$ t y & ,c-- _h be5 ) u 9 our excursions2 b m p>ticul>ly :ile we 7 go+ ov] ! ca/le ( ,ab]conway1 = x /ruck u z convey+ "o ( ! mo/ p]fect ideas ( bo? ! ext5t & uses ( a ca/le ( any we c\ld recollect to h se54 ,! t[n also is surr\nd$ by a /rong & turrett$ wall1 & gives a good notion ( a wall$ city1 su* z we read ( z connect$ ) =m] times4 8,we greatly pref] ,glan y don to ,b>m\?4 ,x is ab\t six miles f ,ab]geley1 9 ,d5bigh%ire1 ,nor? ,wales4 ,x is situat$ 9 a delightful recess t]m$ ,ll&rillo ,bay1 & ! sc5]y all ar\nd is picturesque 9 ! extreme4 ,su* a pleas+ comb9ation ( ! sublime & beautiful ,i h seldom se54 ,! sea-%ore1 h[ev]1 aft] all1 pres5t$ u ) ! *ief attractions4 ,i collect$ & fix$ ! names ( _m ( our ,engli% %ells1 & t also 9 a /ate f> m p]fect ?an be=e4 ,i began also a collection ( m>9e plants4 ,^! ,i %all h pleasure 9 %[+ to y :5 y return home4 ,y w be surpris$1 p]haps1 :5 ,i tell y t !y am\nt to upw>ds ( sixty diff]5t sorts1 & ^! are exce$+ly few 9 comp>ison ( ^? ,i %\ld h met ) _h we be5 !re a long] "t1 or _h we wait$ = ! equ9octial w9ds1 :i*1 p]haps y "k1 br+ ! greate/ quantity ( m>9e sub/ances to ! %ore1 te>+ !m f ! rocks to :i* !y adh]e & gr[4 8,a-- beg9s to le>n ! names ( a few ( ! m common %ells1 & 0 mu* pleas$ ) mak+ an incipi5t collection4 ,he has pur*as$ "s pla9 c>ds1 &1 aft] divid+ !m by p5cil m>ks into regul> dep>tm5ts1 he pa/$ 8 specim5s ^u !m2 & ,i ?9k y w say1 !y look tol]ably well4 8,y\r aunt -- /opp$ ) u ab\t a =tnight aft] y left u1 & ,i accompani$ h] up to ,london4 ,! only coa*1 :i* we c\ld ) any conv5i5ce g by1 0 pr9cipally occupi$ by n9e convicts1 :o 7 be+ convey$ f ,%rewsbury to ,london1 previ\s to transportation2 &1 dur+ ! night1 two ( !m 7 9 ! coa* ) y\r aunt & myself4 ,^! 7 two ( ! mo/ not$ pickpockets belong+ to a ,%rewsbury gang1 &1 z y w readily suppose1 we 7 n at fir/ mu* dispos$ to reli% _! company4 ,b1 z !y 7 iron$ & exce$+ly well-behav$1 we soon got reconcil$ to !m1 & 7 n a little int]e/$ 9 ! obs]vation ( ?is novel description ( "*4 ,x pres5t$1 h[ev]1 a melan*oly admixture ( +5uity & depravity4 8,y w be sorry to he> t dur+ our abs5ce at ! sea1 poor ,mr4 ,p-- di$4 ,he dropp$ d[n sudd5ly :ile /&+ 9 ! rope-walk1 & nev] spoke aft]w>ds4 ,he 0 advanc$ 9 ye>s & 8 dea? 0 expect$2 b /ill1 9 su* an unc]ta9 _w z ?is1 :o c be secure8 ,may we all be fully prep>$ :5 our summons %all arrive4 8,y inquire conc]n+ ,h4 ,he began 8 lett]s :ile we 7 at ,glan y don2 b ,i _c say any great ?+s z to 8 pr(ici5cy4 ,)9 ^! few days we h p]mitt$ him to d9e at our table1 & he has behav$ s v well t we int5d he %\ld cont9ue to d s = ! future4 ,l4 & ,p41 = ne>ly a mon? pa/1 h be5 introduc$ to our morn+ family pray]1 & ,i am happy to /ate t !y conduct !mselves ) mu* propriety40 ,aft] sp5d+ ab\t eighte5 mon?s at ,y>dley1 ne> ,birm+ham1 ex*ang+ duties ) ! vic> ( t p>i%1 ,mr4 ,mortim] f9ally left ,madeley & remov$ to ,clifton1 ,augu/ #cj1 #ahbf2 b ! situation n be+ 9 accordance ) 8 retir$ habits1 he took a h\se at ,horfield1 :i!r he remov$ on ! #aj? ( ,octob] ( ! same ye>4 ,f ?is place 0 writt5 ! lett] ( :i* ! foll[+ is an extract1 be>+ date1 ,janu>y #ag1 #ahbg4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong1 ,,bu5os ,,ayres4 ,,f my bro!r1 :o jo9$ u "h ! day aft] ! arrival ( y\r lett]1 ,i 0 rejoic$ to f9d t ,mrs4 ,arm/rong & y\r family _h arriv$ 9 safety2 = ?\gh y\r frequ5t voyages mu/ h famili>iz$ y 9 "s degree to dang]1 yet we :o enc\nt] no?+ beyond ! m9or & comp>atively trivial p]ils by l&1 feel a some?+ approa*+ to wond]+ gratitude at y\r seem+ly hairbread? escapes4 ,b possibly ,i misjudge my ende>$ fri5d4 ,! obs]vation :i* he has ?us _h 8( ! works ( ! ,"l & ( 8 wond]s 9 ! deep0 has call$ =? 8 augm5t$ tribute ( praise4 ,& ,i tru/ t be+ once m surr\nd$ by 8 de> family1 8 com=ts w ?ick5 ar\nd him1 & 8 sun ( prosp]ity w become bright] & bright]1 & t1 if consi/5t ) ! div9e w1 x may set aga9 no m4 ,by ! comm5cem5t ( my lett]1 y w p]ceive t ,i h be5 w&]+ z well z y\rself2 &1 consid]+ ! diff]5ce ( our locomotive p[]s1 ,i am almo/ dispos$ to reg>d my own movem5ts z ! mo/ a/oni%+4 ,madeley ,i h entirely giv5 up1 & left 9 ! h&s ( my de> fri5d ,coop]1 ?an :om1 ,i "k n any "o m suit$ to ! place4 ,he is1 ,i f9d1 v acceptable4 ,i c say b little at pres5t ( myself3 = my fir/ object 9 settl+ "h 0 ! heal? ( myself & family1 :i* has already1 ,i am ?ankful to say1 be5 consid]ably improv$4 ,& n[ ,i am wait+ = ! fir/ eligible employm5t :i* %all pres5t itself 9 ,bri/ol1 t my r5ew$ heal? & /r5g? may be devot$ to ! glory ( ,him :o has m]cifully re/or$ !m1 & to ! b5efit1 ,i tru/1 ( ^? ar\nd me4 ,b ?\gh ,i h n z yet any settl$ employm5t1 ,i am almo/ con/antly engag$ twice on ! ,sabba?1 &1 7 ,i n resolutely to refuse1 ,i %\ld frequ5tly be reque/$ to take a ?ird s]vice4 ,,to ,,! ,,same4 ,horfield1 ne> ,bri/ol1 ,may #bc1 #ahbg4 ,my mu*-ende>$ ,fri5d1 ,,= ) ^! appellations ,i mu/ address y1 ?\gh ! long int]vals :i* ,i suff] to transpire betwe5 my addresses may p]haps induce ! suspicion t !y are n ! legitimate expressions ( ! he>t4 ,b z ?is is ! g5]al1 n to say ! univ]sal1 "* ( my correspond5ce1 & z y mu/1 by ?is "t1 h _h suffici5t opportunities ( discov]+ my weak po9ts1 ,i w com=t myself ) ! hope1 t ?\gh y f9d me t>dy1 yet t y w n reg>d me z ins9c]e4 ,y\r lett] ( ! #ah? ( ,augu/ la/ 0 convey$1 ,i presume1 ?r\gh "s private h&1 & did n rea* me till "s mon?s aft] its date4 ,x conta9$1 z y w p]haps recollect1 ! pa9ful acc\nts ( ! b]eavem5ts :i* y h lately be5 call$ to endure1 9 ! loss ( y\r two mo/ belov$ daught]s2 & to "o ( y\r disposition & habits--"o s affectionate1 & dome/ic1 & 9 e s5se pat]nal--! disp5sation mu/ h be5 "o ( no ord9>y suff]+2 & yet s sweetly d ! feel+s ( ! true ,*ri/ian comb9e ) ^? ( ! sorr[+ p>5t1 t ,i almo/ envy y ! p[] :i* y s bless$ly possess2 an atta9m5t to :i* ,i look up1 :5 ,i consid] x 9 ref]5ce to y\rself1 ) admir+ gratitude2 b :i*1 :5 ,i adv]t to1 9 contra/ to my own imp]fect & limit$ exp]i5ce1 humbles me 9 ! du/4 ,hi!rto1 inde$1 ,i h _h b little affliction 9 my family2 yet t little has n be5 borne ) t meek & pati5t submission--) t deadness to ! _w & t deta*m5t f ! creature--:i* ought to *>act]ize ! *ild ( ,god4 ,b if ,i s readily fa9t 9 ! day ( comp>atively m9or sorr[s1 h[ c ,i be expect$ to /& 9 ! day ( increas$ & l5g!n$ suff]+--! evil day1 ask$ = by ,satanic malignity1 & r5d]$ b too necess>y 9 ord] to br+ be=e me ! lat5t evils ( my own unsanctifi$ he>t8 ,/ill1 h[ev]1 ! div9e panoply has be5 m]cifully provid$2 & :at %\ld h9d] me f becom+ /rong 9 ! ,"l & 9 ! p[] ( 8 might8 ,i w !re=e hope 9 8 m]cy4 ,i w expect1 t %\ld suff]+s await me1 su* z ^? ) :i* my ende>$ fri5d has be5 visit$1 ,i may /ill be enabl$ to glorify my ,god 9 ! day ( my visitations2 & !n all w be well4 ,= sanctifi$ sorr[ n only loses all its pung5t & corrosive1 & deadly qualities1 & ?us leaves our neutraliz$ m9ds 9 ! possession ( calm & settl$ peace2 b x has ref]5ce also to t happy & et]nal /ate above1 :]e all our light & mom5t>y afflictions %all be succe$$ by t inconceivable weight ( glory :i* %all suff] nei!r dim9ution nor end4 99 99 99 99 99 ,mr4 ,mortim]'s next engagem5t 9 ! duties ( 8 sacr$ (fice1 0 at ,/4 ,m>y le ,port1 ,bri/ol1 fir/ und]tak5 tempor>ily dur+ ! s]i\s illness ( ! regul> m9i/]1 ! ,rev4 ,?omas ,gr9field1 :i* la/$ = "s mon?s1 & aft]w>ds %>+ ! s]vices ) him = a ye>1 be=e 8 go+ to ! curacy ( ,hutton4 ,he ent]$ ^u ?is duty = ! fir/ "t1 on ,sunday1 ,decemb] #aj1 #ahbf1 & cont9u$ 9 ! dis*>ge ( x until ! end ( ,septemb]1 #ahbh4 ,9 ?is sph]e he seems to h lab\r$ ) peculi> pleasure1 acceptance1 & usefulness2 8 tal5ts z a prea*] appe> to h be5 bett] appreciat$1 & 8 s]vices m valu$1 ?an 9 any o!r situation t he fill$ ei!r be=e or aft]w>ds2 &1 speak+ aft] human judgm5t1 ,i _c help regrett+ t ev] he felt x to be 8 duty to leave a field ( s mu* promise1 & "o :i* he 0 s well calculat$ to improve & cultivate2 &1 if ,i d n greatly mi/ake1 8 own m9d 0 n entirely free f feel+s ( regret on ?is subject4 ,( 8 adaptation to ! place & ( ! b5efits result+ f 8 m9i/ry !re1 he 0 n himself ins5sible4 ,he ?us writes to 8 si/]1 ,mrs4 ,holl&1 ,augu/ #e1 #ahbh3-- 8,9 my m9i/]ial duties x has pleas$ ! ,"l to give me a degree ( acceptance among my pres5t *>ge :i* ,i 0 nev] fav\r$ ) be=e4 ,at ,madeley1 inde$1 ! att5dance 0 good1 & z mu* ( int]e/ 0 kept up & spiritual b5efit convey$1 z kept my naturally anxi\s & misgiv+ m9d f q s9k+2 b 9 ,bri/ol x has be5 f> o!rwise4 ,! att5dance at *ur* has greatly increas$2 ! affection ( ! p seems to be giv5 me 9 an unusual degree2 & ,i d hope ! bless+ ( ! ,"l keeps br++ home ! ^w ) p[] to _! he>ts40 ,he makes ref]5ce also to 8 lab\rs at ,/4 ,m>y le ,port1 9 a lett] to ! ,rev4 ,john ,coop]1 9 t]ms :i* suffici5tly indicate 8 own feel+s & s5tim5ts1 & :i* are pla9ly expressive ( 8 own judgm5t ^u a comp>ative view ( 8 s]vices at ,bri/ol ) ^? p]=m$ else:]e4 ,hutton1 ne> ,cross1 ,som]set%ire1 ,feb4 #d1 #ahbi4 ,my mu*-ende>$ ,fri5d1 ,i ,,am q ready to ackn[l$ge my faults2 & le/1 ?r\gh =getfulness1 ,i %\ld 9 a simil> mann] (f5d 9 ?is in/ance also1 ,i am det]m9$ to despat* my communication at once4 ,y k9dly allude to gratification receiv$ f ?is s\rce 9 "t pa/4 ,su* h9ts com+ ev5 f an indiff]5t qu>t]1 always fright5 me2 !y make me fancy t some?+ w ( c\rse be expect$ = ! future2 & kn[+ s fully ! m]e bus9ess-l /ra9 9 :i* ,i am g5]ally accu/om$ to write1 & my want ( spirituality :5 ,i t\* ^u s]i\s subjects1 ,i h su* a %r9k+1 n to say horror & dread ( lett]s ( m]e fri5d%ip1 t :ile int5d+ to pay my j & lawful debts 9 ?is dep>tm5t1 ,i keep ins5sibly po/pon+ _! dis*>ge1 till ,i fancy my answ]s w\ld be out ( date1 & w\ld fa9 sit d[n ) a quiet & cont5t$ m9d4 ,cr$itors1 h[ev]1 are ^? m]ciless k9d ( be+s t x is no easy matt] to escape out ( _! h&s1 & ev] & anon "s upbraid+ or ?reat5+ communication appe>s 9 due =m be=e me4 ,n1 h[ev]1 t ,i c\ld be s want+ 9 urbane feel+s1 z to speak 9 su* t]ms ( ,madeley despat*es2 !y are1 ( c\rse1 ! m]e/ & mo/ g5tle ( all mem5tos--all lapses ( "t are s graci\sly ov]look$1 & ! mo/ unblu%+ halts on ! "p ( ! mo/ notori\s (f5d] are r impli$ ?an express$4 ,y w !re=e be k9dly pleas$ to accept my mo/ humble & grateful ackn[l$gm5ts = su* unm]it$ m]cy2 & hop+ = ev] to pr(it by su* b5ignity1 ,i n[ beg leave to conclude my l5g!n$ exordium4 ,z y appe> to h se5 my good fri5d ,y--1 y h no d\bt he>d f him mo/ ( ! p>ticul>s connect$ ) my rec5t *ange4 ,i d1 inde$1 mo/ fully believe1 t ,i am 9 ! spot to :i* ,i h be5 mo/ evid5tly direct$ ( ! ,"l2 & 9 respect to outw>d com=t & suitabl5ess ( employm5t1 ,i suppose ,i %\ld h>dly f9d ano!r situation equally eligible2 b1 aft] all1 ,i _c help regrett+ ! t]m9ation ( my ,m>y le ,port engagem5ts4 ,mu* k9dness h ,i receiv$ 9 v>i\s =ms f my ,madeley p--mu* also1 & mo/ /rongly express$1 f my tempor>y *>ge at ,y>dley2 b ,i nev] seem$ to live s fully 9 ! he>ts ( any ( my p z ^?1 f :om unavoidable circum/ances h s rec5tly sep>at$ me4 ,i am p]suad$1 h[ev]1 t all is "r bo? = me & = !m2 & if develop+ circum/ances %\ld n reveal ?is to ! eye ( s5se1 yet t fai? :i* br+s its lum9\s atmosph]e ar\nd ! results ( cauti\s proc$ure & humble dep5d5ce w *e] ! m9d ) its pres5t assurance1 till x %all conduct u to t _w :]e1 )\t ! lea/ %ad[ ( a misgiv+1 we %all ackn[l$ge t our guid+ & graci\s ,savi\r 8ha? done all ?+s well40 ,my outw>d pa? has inde$1 = "s "t pa/1 be5 9 _m respects some:at my/]i\s & pa9fully p]plex+2 b su* are frequ5tly ! movem5ts ev5 ( ^? :o n only h ! cl\dy pill> to guide !m1 b :o also are c>eful to foll[ its guidance4 ,&1 ev5 all[+ t ourselves h n ?us foll[$ ) ?is undeviat+ /ep1 /ill we h ! privilege ( p5it5t return2 &1 f :atev] po9t we may retrace our w&]+ /ep1 we see ! same heav5ly guidance be=e u1 wait+ to conduct u onw>d 9 ! un]r+ way4 ,i feel mu* oblig$ = y\r int]e/+ allusion to ,madeley proc$ures2 y\r disp5s>y1 infant-s*ool1 & cl]ical meet+1 h all ( !m1 n only ! approval ( my judgm5t1 b ( my he>t4 4 4 4 ,& !re=e ,i d1 9 all respects1 mo/ s9c]ely rejoice t ! k9d & gratify+ p]mission ( :i* y speak 0 ev] giv5 to me4 ,my fe>1 h[ev]1 is1 le/ y %\ld be do+ too mu*1 enc\rag$ by t half-untrue & sadly delusive maxim1 8,bett] to we> away ?an to ru/ away40 ,i w\ld r h y patronise t f> m prud5tial sub/itute sugge/$ by ! biograph] ( ,leigh ,ri*mond1 8,i lab\r less t ,i may lab\r long]40 ,i d inde$ mo/ s9c]ely rejoice ) y 9 ! bless$ te/imony af=d$ to y by y\r ende>$ & dy+ si/]1 to ! fai?fulness ( our graci\s & ,omnipot5t ,r$eem]4 ,h[ few are ! families :]e ! leav5+ influ5ce ( true religion has be5 m ext5sively or m bless$ly exp]i5c$6 ,we _h n he>d ( ! arrival ( our ,ceylon fri5ds till y\r la/ rea*$ u4 ,mo/ truly rejoic$ %all we be to be p]mitt$ to meet !m2 b ! notori\s (f5d] has "s draw-back to 8 anticipat$ pleasure--a f\r or five ye>s' halt keeps haunt+ 8 p]turb$ m9d4 ,nor let y\r gift$ m5 ( punctuality smile1 z !y read ^! compuncti\s movem5ts--^! reit]at$ confessions1--le/ our insult$ spirits spr+ f b5ea? ! ignom9i\s tread1 &1 elate ) all ! consci\sness ( our newly acquir$ p[]s1 hold ourselves 9 read9ess to repel ! *>ge & to retaliate ! affront4 ,y h he>d1 ,i suppose1 ( my hav+ tak5 ?ree pupils to in/ruct ) my own *ildr52 my "t1 z y c readily imag9e1 is f> f sluggi%ly employ$2 my heal?1 h[ev]1 is1 & has be5 = "s "t pa/1 ?r\gh ,god's bless+1 unusually good4 ,)9 ! la/ ?ree weeks1 ,i h be5 a little ?reat5$ ) a return ( ,madeley feel+s1 b ?is has be5 ?r\gh attempt+ too mu*4 ,our unit$ & v k9de/ love att5ds ,mrs4 ,c4 y\rself1 & family1 & ,i rema91 my de> ,fri5d1 ,y\rs1 ev] affectionately1 ,g4 ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! next /ep 9 ! life ( my ende>$ fri5d1 :i* comes "u our notice1 is "o :i* fill$ all 8 fri5ds ) surprise--"o :i* !y c\ld n contemplate )\t mu* conc]n--"o1 ! exp$i5cy ( :i*1 !y c\ld none ( !m fully p]ceive--"o1 inde$1 :i* !y c\ld n b consid] z uncall$ = & unnecess>y4 ,i ref] to 8 leav+ ,engl&1 & proce$+ ) 8 family to settle 9 ,canada4 ,at an e>li] p]iod ( 8 life he appe>s to h be5 animat$ ) a pure & holy zeal = ! cause ( missions to ! hea!n1 & w\ld1 if 8 way _h be5 op51 mo/ gladly h ent]$ ^u t self-d5y+ s]vice4 ,b n[ he 0 n /imulat$ by su* a motive2 inde$1 he c h>dly be said to h made ev5 m9i/]ial duties 8 *ief object3 x 0 n to seek a new =tune 9 ! v9ey>d ( ,*ri/1 b to improve 8 worldly =tune = ! temporal b5efit ( 8 *ildr54 ,i d n presume to c5sure ,mr4 ,mortim] = ?is /ep1 ?\gh ,i agree ) _m ( 8 fri5ds 9 consid]+ x a v que/ionable measure4 ,he 0 n l a man 9 ne$y circum/ances2 ,provid5ce _h suppli$ him ) a v com=table indep5d5t income2 "o p]fectly adequate to provide = all ! reasonable wants ( 8 family1 & to enable him to place out 8 *ildr5 9 suitable situations1 z !y grew up2 mu* m s1 if ,i d n greatly mi/ake1 & ) mu* great] satisfaction1 too1 ?an he has be5 able to d 9 ,canada4 ,:]e ! object is ! cause ( ,god1 ,i %\ld be among ! fir/ to recomm5d a man to leave 8 home1 8 fri5ds1 & 8 c\ntry1 & g to ! v ends ( ! e>?1 if call$ to su* a s]vice2 & ,i see no reason :y m5 ( bus9ess1 if _! disposition lead to x1 ?\gh !y possess ev5 good prop]ties1 %\ld n expatriate !mselves = ! purpose ( comm]ce1 or ! increase ( _! =tune2 b ,i hesitate z to grant+ ! same lib]ty to ! m9i/] ( ,jesus ,*ri/1 especially :]e x has pleas$ 8 heav5ly ,fa!r to furni% him ) ! necess>y supplies ( life 9 a tol]ably compet5t measure4 ,x is cle>ly ! duty ( a cl]gyman1 z x is t ( a layman1 to make su* provision = 8 family1 9 ! ev5t ( 8 removal f !m1 z 8 circum/ances w p]mit2 b to make ?is ! fir/ object ( consid]ation 9 det]m9+ ^u an important movem5t 9 life--9 leav+ "o's own c\ntry & settl+ 9 ano!r--does seem to me n v w>rantable4 ,^u ^! consid]ations1 ,i _c1 ,i confess1 p]fectly concur ) my late belov$ fri5d 9 ! measure "u contemplation4 ,no d\bt he 0 fully satisfi$ 9 8 own m9d ( ! propriety ( ! /ep on :i* he _h det]m9$1 & t ! accompli%m5t ( x 0 9 accordance ) ! pa? ( duty & ! ord] ( ,provid5ce4 ,b let ,mr4 ,mortim] speak = himself4 ,f\r1 out ( ! five foll[+ lett]s1 t\* m or less ^u ! subject1 & expla9 8 views ( ! measure & ( ! desirabl5ess ( x4 ,9 ! d>k view tak5 9 "s ( ^! lett]s ( ! prospects ( 8 native c\ntry1 ! writ] ( !m by no means /ood alone2 & ?\gh comm]ce seems to h recov]$ itself1 & ! prosp]ity ( ! nation has assum$ a m promis+ aspect1 yet ! enc\ragem5t giv5 to ,pop]y by ! ,/ate on ! "o h&1 & ! movem5t 9 ! *ur* t[>ds ! increase ( its ranks1 & ! augm5tation ( its influ5ce on ! o!r2 ! unmanageable /ate ( paup]ism1 & ! ungov]nable1 &1 ,i fe>1 to any consid]able ext5t1 ! unimprovable condition ( ! peasantry & ! poor ( our great cities1 _c be contemplat$ by ! ,*ri/ian patriot )\t fe>1 al>m1 & con/]nation4 ,we are evid5tly 9 ! /ate ( a volcano1 & ev]y?+ seems to indicate a no v di/ant eruption1 :i* may rase ! f\ndations ( ! ,*ur* & ,/ate1 & scatt] mis]y & wret*$ness1 rap9e & blood%$1 murd] & de/ruction1 ov] ! face ( ! l&4 ,! elem5ts ( "s g5]al convulsion are prep>+ ) a rapid progress2 & awful1 x is to be fe>$1 w be ! cata/rophe1 if1 by timely rep5tance1 ! bl[ :i* ?reat5s u1 & :i* und\bt$ly we des]ve1 be n av]t$4 #afd ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,hutton1 ne> ,cross1 ,som]set%ire1 ,nov4 #ahcj4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,i ,,d inde$ feel myself mu* oblig$ to y = k9dly break+ ?r\gh ! imp$im5ts :i* my l5g!n$ sil5ce put 9 ! way ( our r5ew$ int]c\rse4 ,i (t5 reproa*$ myself = n writ+2 & yet !re seem$ su* an awkw>dness 9 recomm5c+1 t ,i fe> ,i %\ld nev] h _h c\rage to combat ) x4 ,b y\r truly welcome lett] has op5$ my way1 & ,i mo/ gladly avail myself ( ! unexpect$ facility4 ,b be=e ,i proce$ to o!r matt]s1 ,i ought to assure y t y\rs is n any p]sonal or any peculi> or isolat$ case4 ,all my fri5ds1 & ev5 relatives1 are successively neglect$2 & if x 7 n t s _m ( !m are t\*$ ) a simil> feel+ ( k9dness ) y\rself1 & ev] & anon r5ew ! ne$ful impulse1 ,i %\ld soon be =sak5 by !m all1 & f9d myself1 :at ,i s ri*ly des]ve1 8a desolate old man40 ,all y\r topics ( communication *e] me4 ,i truly rejoice ) y 9 ! erection ( ! *ur*4 ,x 0 a noble emprise1 *>act]i/ic ( my ende>$ fri5d1 & peculi>ly own$ & bless$ ( 8 ,god2 ( its ext5t ( good1 et]nity w alone unfold4 ,y\r acc\nt also ( y\r de> *ildr5 0 read by me ) mu* int]e/1 & ) real gratitude4 ,h[ fai?ful is ,god4 ,9 ! _s ( ! ,levite y h ?r[n up y\r inh]itance among y\r bre?r54 ,& "s ( u1 n suffici5tly aw>e ( ! nature or ext5t ( y\r fai?1 & b little call$ to tread 9 simil> pa?s1 7 inw>dly dread+ "s disa/r\s %ock4 ,b ! :irlw9d1 ! e>?quake1 & ! fire1 7 only ! creatures ( our own imag9ation2 :ile all t is real is 8! /ill small voice0 ( our ,god1 proclaim+1 z is usual ) him1 to ^? :o c tru/ him1 8 goodness1 & 8 love4 ,may ! same goodness att5d all ! o!r bran*es ( y\r de> family4 ,& may y & y\r belov$ wife be long sp>$ to !m1 to ! *ur*1 & ! _w4 ,i "k y\r fri5dly feel+ w\ld prompt y to enquire respect+ our sev]al movem5ts4 ,b :]e %all ,i beg98 ,all is & all has be5 well ) u2 & yet mu* has be5 transpir+ :i* we little anticipat$4 ,! calls ( our family h induc$ /ruggl+ & self-d5ial4 ,my curate c\ld n be reta9$4 ,! tutor = my *ildr51 :5 he left = college1 has n be5 replac$4 ,fir/1 8 duties devolv$ on me2 !n ! extra c>e ( ?ree pupils4 ,remov+1 too1 has be5 att5d$ ) loss4 ,& v>i\s o!r matt]s h all be5 t5d+ t[>d ! same po9t4 ,b /ill ,i w\ld reit]ate ! decl>ation--all is & has be5 well ) u4 ,to "s spirits1 /ruggl+ & difficulty is absolutely necess>y4 ,l /agnant wat]s1 !y mu/ be %ak51 or !y w acquire ! evils consequ5t on inactivity4 ,i h = "s ye>s pa/ be5 endeav\r+ to feel my way z to a settlem5t 9 "o ( our colonies2 hav+ little expectation ( be+ able to settle my *ildr5 at all advantage\sly 9 ,engl&4 ,all ,i wi%$ = 0 some?+ 9 ! %ape ( m9i/]ial duty1 )\t mu* reg>d to ! emolum5t1 b z a k9d ( satisfaction t ,i 0 n go+ out ( ! way ( usefulness4 ,b my inquiries 7 fruitless4 ,inde$ my fri5ds 7 n ov] anxi\s ab\t my success4 ,!y mo/ly incl9$ to my rema9+ 9 ,engl&2 & !re=e did n1 ,i believe1 at all ex]t !mselves4 ,n[ ,i beg9 to fancy t ,i am gett+ too old = su* an exp]im5t4 ,?\gh possibly %\ld any?+ desirable pres5t itself1 ,i %\ld n wond] at my old feel+s reviv+4 ,b ,i %\ld n n[ be tempt$1 ,i ?9k1 ) any?+ %ort ( a *apla9cy2 & ^! are s f> f be+ come-at-able1 t ,i consid] my emigrat+ s*emes z at an end4 ,my views1 h[ev]1 ) reg>d to my own c\ntry are /ill ! same4 ,i 0 nev] a national croak]2 & h1 ,i ?9k1 always be5 dispos$ to look at ! bright side4 ,/ill ,i c anticipate no?+ b rapidly increas+ di/ress1 & n v f> di/ant ru94 ,& ?is has almo/ inv>iably be5 ! case ) great comm]cial nations4 ,! influx ( extrane\s weal?1 produc+ su* increase ( population1 & su* ext5t ( luxury1 & :5 ^! arrive at a c]ta9 po9t1 o!r c\ntries1 o!r m>kets1 successfully compete1 & ev5tually surpass4 ,at "o ( ^! po9ts we are already arriv$1 & ! retrograde impulse is beg9n+ to be mo/ pa9fully felt4 ,all classes1 inde$1 are mu* suff]+ at pres5t2 & _h x n pleas$ ,god to h giv5 u a popul> k+ & a mo/ pl5te\s h>ve/1 x is mo/ g5]ally believ$ t a revolution w\ld ere ?is h tak5 place4 ,_m1 ,i "k1 are /ill dread+ x4 ,a lett] :i* ,i receiv$ b a few days s9ce f a ,g5]al1 a fa!r ( "o ( my pupils1 is /rongly expressive ( ! feel+s :i* /ill prevail 9 ! metropolis4 ,to add to o!r causes ( appreh5sion1 we h j receiv$ ! acc\nt ( ! resignation ( ! ,well+ton m9i/ry4 ,all is inde$ p]plexity4 ,b /ill ! ,"l ,omnipot5t reigne?2 all is 9 8 h&s4 ,& possibly :at we are dread+ is only ! small cl\d ( ne$less appreh5sion1 :i* w ei!r soon bl[ ov]1 or only dis*>ge itself 9 unexpect$ & undes]v$ m]cies4 ,b :y %\ld ,i allude to public ev5ts2 =1 ) lett]s f y\r fri5ds1 y receive1 no d\bt1 a budget ( ! public pap]s1 :i* br+ all ^! matt]s be=e y 9 all _! div]sifi$ aspects & be>+s4 ,z to my m9i/]ial employm5ts1 ,i feel on ! :ole com=tably engag$4 ,my sph]e is b small2 & my success n v app>5t2 & yet circum/ances seem to require my cont9uance2 nor does any mov+ ( ! cl\d po9t out any o!r place4 ,i !re=e g lab\r+ on2 & %\ld x please ,god to fix me ev5tually 9 "s o!r situation1 ,i %all f9d all ! b5efit f my pa/ ex]tion2 = ,i make a po9t ( prep>+ "o new s]mon e week4 ,mrs4 ,g4 ,m4 unites ) me 9 v k9de/ remembrance to y\rself & de> ,mrs4 ,a4 ,& ,i rema91 my mu* ende>$ ,fri5d1 ,y\rs1 ev] s9c]ely1 ,g4 ,m4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,coop]4 ,hutton1 ,janu>y1 #ahca4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,i ,,am mu* oblig$ by y\r k9d & prompt communication respect+ ! removal ( poor ,mr4 ,burton1 y\r vic>4 ,i am afraid x w prove ! precursor ( _m difficulties1 bo? ) reg>d to y\rself & belov$ ,madeley4 ,we mu/ look1 h[ev]1 beyond ^! probable p]plexities ) t /eady eye ( fai? on ! promises & p]fections ( our ev] fai?ful ,god1 :i* %all enable u n only ev5tually1 b at ea* successive movem5t1 to feel ! grateful p]suasion t all is well4 ,i he> f ,mrs4 ,d4 ,w--1 t ,mr4 ,b-- gives h] "s enc\ragem5t to hope t y\r cont9uance !re is m ?an probable4 ,%\ld any aid be requir$ "u su* an arrangem5t1 ,i %all be happy to cont9ue ! #aj ye>ly :i* ,i h already devot$ to ?is object1 & ,i beg y w n feel ! lea/ scruple 9 ! transf]4 ,i h be51 ) mu* contrivance1 plott+ an arrangem5t = y 9 conjunction ) myself & ,mr4 ,h--1 b "o or two matt]s w\ld n1 ,i fe>1 fall 9 ) y\r wi%es1 & !re=e ,i h let ?is slip4 ,i h writt5 h[ev] to a de> fri5d to be on ! look out = y1 & %all try to call 9 o!r aid1 z well z keep an obs]vant eye myself4 ,i feel p]suad$ t m]cy is /ill 9 res]ve = my mu* ende>$ fri5d4 ,mrs4 ,m-- unites ) me 9 v k9de/ reg>ds to y\rself1 ,mrs4 ,c--1 & y\r family1 & ,i rema91 ,y\rs1 ev] affectionately1 ,g4 ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,coop]4 ,hutton1 ,aug4 #i1 #ahca4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,i ,,did1 inde$1 intimate to ,miss ,p4 my int5tion to write to y at an e>ly opportunity1 & ,i am q a%am$ & sorry t ,i %\ld h delay$ do+ ?is s long4 ,y\r v k9d & mo/ int]e/+ lett]1 receiv$ a few days s9ce1 has n only op5$ my eyes1 b w>m$ my he>t2 &1 ev5 7 ,i dispos$ any long] to po/pone1 ,i %\ld f9d x some:at difficult to d x4 ,i d1 inde$1 mo/ s9c]ely rejoice ) y 9 all ! goodness & m]cy :i* h att5d$ y dur+ y\r resid5ce 9 ,madeley4 ,y k9dly & delicately suppose t ! incipi5t att5tions %[$ y1 on y\r fir/ go+ !re1 7 9 "s measure f _! k9dly feel+s t[>ds myself4 ,possibly1 ! gl[+ descriptions ( a fri5d might h prep>$ ! m9ds ( _m = expectation1 & h procur$ = y ! m ?an ord9>y c\rtesies ( introduction4 ,b su* expectations w\ld h t]m9at$ 9 all ! vexation ( contra/1 _h !re n be5 t suitabl5ess 9 my de> fri5d :i* ,i _h suppos$1 & :i* ! p>i%ion]s 7 9 no way backw>d to discov]4 ,x is ) mu* gratitude to our ,god & ,savi\r t ,i look back on ! :ole ( ! pa/ transaction3 ! circum/ances :i* seem$ indisp5sably to require my own sep>ation f ! de> p ( ,madeley2 _! hopelessness respect+ a suitable successor2 y\r will+ness to accept ! *>ge2 ! k9d vic>'s will+ cons5t2 & ! long int]val ( reciprocal ende>m5t :i* has s9ce be5 exp]i5c$--"o s cordial1 & s ?or\gh 99 99 99 &1 surely1 t mo/ munific5t & t\*+ act ( _! k9dly feel+ & high respect :i* !y %[$ y on y\r dep>ture1 is no small pro( ( ! accuracy ( my supposition4 8,hi!rto ha? ! ,"l help$ me10 may be ! enc\rag+ motto ( my fri5d4 ,& greatly w x rejoice me to he> t 9 8 new1 & yet m ext5sive sph]e ( lab\r1 ! same di/+ui%+ m]cy f on high att5ds him3 y g accompani$ ) _m pray]s1 & enc\rag$ ) _m a *e]+ recollection ( ! pa/2 &1 :at is m com=t+1 ,i w freely ackn[l$ge1 to my own m9d1 y g onw>d ) a humble s5se ( y\r own no?+ness2 surpris$ at ! results ( m]cy :i* y see2 paus+1 n 9 self-congratulation1 b 9 l[ly gratitude1 to survey & express !m4 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,! acc\nt :i* y give ( ! new vic> is v enc\rag+1 & answ]s1 9 all respects1 to ! o!r te/imonies :i* h rea*$ me4 ,! times seem peculi>ly p]il\s1 bo? politically & ecclesia/ically2 ?\gh ,i 0 nev] giv5 to 8croak10 yet ,i _c b feel t we are on ! eve ( dang]4 ,god only c av]t x1 & 9 ,him is my hope2 b out ( ,him ev]y?+ seems gloomy & =ebod+4 ,c\ld my de> wife see & feel ) myself1 ,i ?9k x probable1 t ,i %\ld make "s ef=t to escape f all ?is /ormy w9d & tempe/1 to "s "o or o!r ( our colonial %ores1 & !re endeav\r to e/abli% my family "u m auspici\s promises ?an ^? af=d$ by our native l&3 = ! m]cantile day ( ,engl& has long be5 decl9+1 & ) our increas+ population no v *e]+ prospects c be *]i%$4 #aga ,my way1 h[ev]1 is n yet cle>2 & till my pa? is op5$1 ,i feel no desire to proce$4 ,) y\r own l>ge family1 ?\ghts ( ! future w no d\bt1 at times1 be attempt+ anxi\sly to intrude4 ,b ,i "k full well ! accu/om$ sobriety ( y\r m9d1 & c easily imag9e h[ quietly & peacefully y leave ^! bewild]+ anticipations ) ,him :o has enc\rag$ u to ca/ all our c>e ^u ,himself4 ,9 ?is1 z 9 o!r respects1 may ,i ev] be endeav\r+ to foll[ y4 ,we are truly glad to he> ( ,mrs4 ,c4's am5d$ heal?1 & ( ! com=t :i* y h 9 y\r resid5ce & situation4 ,x seems1 inde$1 9 all respects1 ! v place = y1 & long may y & y\r belov$ wife be sp>$ to reside among !m4 ,our unit$ & v k9d reg>ds att5d y bo?1 & all ! memb]s ( y\r de> family4 ,believe me ev] to rema91 ,y\r v s9c]ely atta*$1 ,g4 ,m4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,coop]4 ,hutton1 ,m>* #f1 #ahcb4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,i ,,believe y are almo/ ! only "o to :om ?is peculi> & ende>+ appellation is consid]$ by me z truly belong+1 :o has n z yet be5 made acqua9t$ ) my int5d$ movem5ts4 ,_h x be5 at all practicable1 ,i %\ld h tak5 y 9 my way1 9 my late l5g!n$ t\r to ,hull1 ,rai?by1 & ,london2 b circum/ances w\ld n !n admit ?is1 & ,i _c n[ indulge ! hope4 ,a simil> t\r1 ab\t eight ye>s s9ce1 f\nd y 9 ,liv]pool1 & my resid5ce 9 ,%rop%ire2 & !n ,i 0 p]mitt$ to enjoy ) y a few h\rs4 ,b mu* z my _s has always be5 refre%$ ) ! pleas+ & pr(itable int]c\rse ) y\rself1 a few h\rs lately w\ld h be5 p>ticul>ly valu$ by me2 = ,i "k n :e!r su* may ev] aga91 9 ?is _w1 be af=d$ me2 my late t\r hav+ be5 a leave-tak+ visit previ\s to my f9ally leav+ ?is c\ntry = ,ohio4 ,i "k n :at y\r views may be on ! subject ( emigration1 = ,i d n recollect to h t\*$ ^u x 9 any ( our conv]sations4 ,my own m9d1 h[ev]1 has1 = _m ye>s pa/1 be5 direct$ t[>ds x1 & ,i h only be5 wait+ = ! mo/ eligible opportunity ( putt+ my plans into execution4 ,my ?ree sons g ) me 9 ! fir/ in/ance1 & 9 a few mon?s aft]1 my de> wife & ?ree daught]s4 ,our mutual fri5d1 ! ,rev4 ,josiah ,pratt1 has writt5 to ,bi%ops ,*ase & ,mc,ilvaine1 ab\t m9i/]ial employm5t1 & ,i expect to he> f !m soon4 ,b1 ,i und]/&1 !re is a great want ( ,episcopalian m9i/]s ?r\gh\t ! ,unit$ ,/ates2 !y are1 !re=e1 gladly welcom$1 & h&somely support$1 s t ,i h no gr\nds to fe> 9 ?is respect4 ,! climate also ( ! ,/ate1 to :i* ,i am int5d+ to proce$1 is consid]$ z v f9e & heal?y1 & liv+ is little m ?an "o half ( :at x is ev5 9 c\ntry places "h4 ,9 addition to ^! advantages1 ,i hope1 ) ,god's bless+1 to f9d remun]at+ employm5t1 & suitable settlem5t = my *ildr5--a matt] :i* has be5 long p]plex+ me1 & ( :i* !re is c]ta9ly no prospect 9 ?is c\ntry4 ,i _h int5d$ at fir/ to h made an ext5sive pur*ase ( uncultivat$ l&1 :i*1 9 ! inl& ,/ates1 is sell+ = two or ?ree doll>s an acre2 b ?is plan ,i h rel9qui%$2 = my m9i/]ial avocations1 & ! settlem5t ( my *ildr51 toge!r ) ! enjoym5t ( suitable society1 7 h>dly compatible ) a situation surr\nd$ by uncultivat$ di/ricts4 ,i am ?9k+ ( sail+ f ,liv]pool1 9 pref]5ce to ,bri/ol1 z ,i he> t ! accommodations are mu* sup]ior1 & ! "t ( sail+ m c]ta94 ,d y "k any fri5d !re to :om y c\ld oblig+ly write y\rself1 or recomm5d to me to apply to1 :o w\ld be s good z1 fir/ to make enquiries ab\t ! packets1 & f9ally b>ga9 = me8 ,i wi% to sail z soon z ,i c aft] ,ea/]-day1 ,april #bb2 & ,i want five cab9 places1 = myself1 ?ree sons1 & a pupil1 or proteg4 ,dur+ y\r resid5ce 9 ! vic9ity ( ,liv]pool y may1 probably1 h become acqua9t$ ) "s p]sons n[ resid5t 9 ,am]ica1 to :om an introduction might prove to me ( consid]able s]vice4 ,x is1 inde$1 held =? z ! l& ( lib]ty1 prosp]ity1 & religion2 b !re is no place 9 :i* we %all n f9d ! ne$ ( fri5ds2 &1 especially1 w !y be valuable 9 a /range l&4 ,if1 !n1 y c\ld oblig+ly help me 9 ?is matt]1 ,i %\ld feel mu* indebt$ to y4 ,i am p>ticul>ly desir\s ( gett+ my books exempt$ f duty1 if ,i possibly c\ld4 ,i h dim9i%$ ^!1 ) _m a %r9k+ feel+1 to ab\t "o-?ird ( _! numb]2 b1 ev5 n[1 !re are f\r hundr$ weight1 & ! duty is "o %ill+ & ?ree p5ce p] p\nd1 on b\nd volumes1 ! *ief ( :i* m9e are4 ,books are1 9 fact1 my implem5ts ( trade2 almo/ all ( !m ei!r m9i/]ial or s*ola/ic2 & z ! common artisan is p]mitt$ to take 8 tools1 :y %\ld n ! m9i/] & tutor 88 ,p]haps1 ! ju/ness ( ?is w\ld be all[$ on our arrival at ,new ,york1 if ,i c\ld be put 9 ! way ( obta9+ x4 ,/range & />tl+1 p]haps1 z my project$ movem5ts may seem to y on _! ann\ncem5t1 ,i %all n v5ture to ask y :e!r revolv+ mon?s or ye>s may induce my ,madeley successor to foll[ my /eps4 ,unprep>$1 h[ev]1 z he may be1 at pres5t1 = su* a s*eme1 ev5 9 imag9ation1 x w\ld be no matt] ( surprise to me1 %\ld he1 ere long1 be z fully p]suad$ z myself ( its exp$i5cy4 ,b5efic$ cl]gym51 :o h *>ges !y _c )\t mu* co/1 ei!r ( feel+1 or temporal sacrifice1 deta* !mselves f1 may see x _! b\nd5 duty to rema92 ^?1 also1 :o h connexions :i* may help to settle _! *ildr5 9 aft] life1 or ^? :o h only "o or two *ildr5 to provide =--^! may /ill l+] 9 _! once prosp]\s1 & ev] ende>$ c\ntry2 b ! unb5efic$--unpatroniz$ heads ( l>ge families mu/1 ,i fe>1 soon] or lat] decamp4 8,our hive0 7z our mutual fri5d ,mr4 ,pratt1 obs]v$ to me7 8is too full1 & we mu/ lead out our respective sw>ms40 ,b may ! ,god ( provid5ce & grace ev] guide u1 &1 :]ev] we ei!r g or rema91 may ,he bo? 8bless u1 & make u a bless+40 ,our v k9de/ love att5ds y\rself1 de> ,mrs4 ,c41 & y\r family1 & ,i rema91 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,y\rs1 ev] s9c]ely1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,coop]4 ,hutton1 ,june #f1 #ahcb4 ,my ende>$ ,fri5d1 ,i ,,leave ,hutton to day = ,bri/ol1 & expect to g on bo>d ! brig ,active = ,new ,york1 to-morr[2 &1 z my only rema9+ means ( communication1 ,i take up my p5 to bid y adieu4 ,_h ,i sail$ f ,liv]pool1 z ,i 0 once int5d+1 ,i %\ld c]ta9ly h endeav\r$ to h sp5t a few h\rs ) y\rself & family2 b ! exp5ses ( travell+ & ( convey+ luggage s f> across ! c\ntry1 toge!r ) ! high] *>ges 9 ! ,liv]pool vessels1 oblig$ me to consult my purse r ?an my feel+s2 & ,i am p]suad$ t my ende>$ fri5d w n be ! fir/ to c5sure me4 ,we are n[ proce$+ to ,upp] ,canada by ! way ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates2 & ?\gh ! climate is some:at cold] 9 w9t]1 & hott] 9 summ]1 ?an our own1 x is consid]$ z v f9e & heal?y4 ,to myself also x has ?is no small recomm5dation1 t x is "u ,briti% ,gov]nm5t1 & is pr9cipally inhabit$ by ,briti% settl]s4 ,i h us$ all endeav\rs to procure m9i/]ial employm5t !re1 b z yet 9 va94 ,our pres5t lead+ m5 are too lib]al to give support to any religi\s object2 & ! ,canada company pref] ! recomm5dations :i* arise f local k & repres5tations4 ,b on ?is latt] acc\nt1 ,i /ill hope1 t :5 ,i arrive !re1 ,i %all n be long be=e ,i he> ( "s situation or o!r 9 :i* ,i may be usefully employ$4 ,"s desirable introductions to resid5ts h be5 k9dly af=d$ me4 ,! want ( religi\s in/ruction is almo/ ! only drawback f ! ,canadas4 ,9 _m in/ances p]sons are ?irty or =ty miles f a place ( wor%ip4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 is no small call on ! sup]abundant lab\r]s among ourselves2 & ,i d expect1 t ere long ?is call w be fully reg>d$4 ,& n[ my ende>$ fri5d1 :at %all ,i say z to all ! com=t--! unmix$ satisfaction--:i*1 = s _m ye>s1 ,i h be5 p]mitt$ to enjoy 9 our occasional int]c\rse8 ,to our graci\s & fai?ful ,r$eem] let u give all ! praise6 ,& may we ev] be look+ =w>d to ! "t1 :5 ! fri5d%ip ( e>? %all be foll[$ by ! blissful & nev] t]m9at+ enjoym5ts ( heav54 ,mrs4 ,g4 ,m4 begs to be unit$ ) me 9 k9de/ remembrances to y\rself1 ,mrs4 ,c41 & family1 & ,i rema91 my ende>$ ,fri5d1 ,y\rs1 ev] s9c]ely1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,mr4 ,mortim] & 8 ?ree sons set sail on ! #aa? ( ,june1 #ahcb4 ,he gave an acc\nt ( 8 passage to ,am]ica1 ( 8 reception 9 ,canada1 & ( 8 fir/ impressions & expectations !re1 9 ! foll[+ lett]s to ,mrs4 ,mortim]4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,mortim]4 ,aug4 #f1 #bjj miles f a ,port4 ,,june #ab?1 ,tuesday1 #i o'clock4 ,driv5 f ! cab9 by disposition to sickness1 ,i write on deck on "o ( ! h5 coops4 ,la/ night all ( u fell giddy & beg9n+ to be squeami%--took ! br&y 9 sips & all 7 imm$iately reliev$4--,h]b]t also lo/ 8 head-a*4 ,our nightly abode 01 ,i confess1 an un9vit+ conc]n4 ,:5 ,i lay d[n ,i seem$ z ?\gh ,i %\ld be suffocat$ & 0 oblig$ to rise up 9 ha/e1 b soon got reconcil$1 & manag$1 at la/1 to get (f & slept pretty well till five4 ,! w9d has be5 fav\rable ev] s9ce we sail$1 ! capta9 9 good spirits1 no?+ c\ld be bett]4 ,at n9e1 ye/]day ev5+1 we ca/ an*or2 ! capta91 9 consequ5ce ( ! haz9ess ( ! wea!r1 be+ afraid ( proce$+1 le/1 n be+ 9 op5 sea1 he %\ld run f\l ( l&2 we resum$ op]ations1 h[ev]1 betwe5 two & ?ree4 ,! %ip rema9+ /ation>y 0 ! cause ( ! close & conf9$ s5sations :i* we _h on gett+ into our b]?s at night2 = :5 ! vessel is 9 motion !re is no want ( fre% air & no feel+ ( oppression4 ,i am aga91 my de>e/ ,m>y1 on deck4 ,i h j be5 humm+ ov] ?ree or f\r times my fav\rite v]se1 8,o may ,i ne'er =get1 ,! goodness ( ! ,"l2 ,nor ev] want a tongue to spread1 ,8 l\de/ praise abroad40 ,ah6 we call$ ^u him 9 our tr\ble1 & he ha? deliv]$ u out ( our di/ress3 we c\ld1 !re=e1 8praise ! ,"l = 8 goodness & = 8 wond]ful works :i* he %[e? to ! *ildr5 ( m540 ,i _h sc>cely f9i%$ writ+ ! cont5ts ( ! fir/ side ( my %eet1 :5 ! w9d began to ve] r\nd1 & bl[+ f ! we/ ) great viol5ce1 ! %ip heav$ & roll$ to su* a degree1 t ! :ole ( ! pass5g]s1 )\t exception1 7 tak5 s sudd5ly & s di/ress+ly ill1 t !y 7 oblig$ to da%1 z quickly z possible1 to _! b$s--no "t = undress+1 & none1 ( c\rse1 = arrang+ our little alleviations & prev5tives aga9/ sickness4 ,our p>ty 7 all diff]5tly affect$1 b all suff]$ mu* = ab\t twelve h\rs4 ,ar?ur 0 q unconsci\s ( :at he did--,cecil occasionally incoh]5t--,h]b]t v quiet1 b at times greatly suff]+4 ,inde$1 ,i _h s]i\s ?\ghts1 :e!r we %\ld ev] recov]2 b ,i lay mus+1 & pray+1 & ca/+ ! weight ( my oppress$ spirits on my cov5ant ,god 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus1 & soon _h a mo/ bless$ /ate ( peace4 ,sunday1 ,june #ag1 #ab noon4 ,we h j _h s]vice on deck--an int]e/+ sc5e1 & seem+ly n unacceptable to ! auditors1 :o1 9 pleas+ & att5tive gr\ps1 7 ly+1 or r sitt+1 r\nd me4 ,we _h ?ree or f\r good s+]s4 ,hymn1 8,god moves 9 a my/]i\s way40 ,text1 ,g54 xii4 #a4 ,! deck pres5ts q a ,sabba? sc5e1 mo/ ( ! m5 ei!r read+ or quietly sitt+4 ,god op5ly hon\r$4 ,w9d greatly aga9/ u1 out ne>ly a week & only #bjj or #cjj miles f l&2 b ,i h no re/lessness1 inde$ sc>cely a wi%2 peace m ?an usual4 ,on deck we f>$ b badly1 ! spray bespr9kl$ mo/ 9 _! turn4 ,"o wave1 m unmann]ly ?an ! re/1 dr5*$ ! mate1 soak$ ! capta91 & s\s$ myself & ,cecil & ,h]b]t4 ,we %ook ourselves z well z we c\ld1 & sat quietly till we 7 dry4 ,! mate says he has be5 ?irty-"o voyages &4 nev] knew su* r\gh wea!r at ?is season ( ! ye>4 ,9 ! ev5+1 all 0 calm & we ate 9 quietness1 & ) good appetite1 a meat supp]1 foll[$ by biscuit & *eese1 & support$ by our good bottl$ port]4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,mortim]4 ,brig ,active1 ,augu/ #ac1 #ahcb4 ,,?is day week1 ,i =w>d$ to y by ! %ip ,sci5ce1 ,gre5ock1 ?ree lett]s1 writt5 at diff]5t times dur+ our voyage4 ,aft] read+ my ?ird x seem$ s vapid & un9t]e/+ t ,i det]m9$ to discont9ue my j\rnal1 &1 ( c\rse1 my extracts f x2 =1 ?\gh _m ?+s seem int]e/+ to u 9 our isolat$ & p5t-up situation1 yet1 :5 sob]ly review$1 !y am\nt to a m]e no?+4 ,z1 h[ev]1 we are n[ approa*+ ! %ore1 ,i am desir\s ( hav+ a lett] ne>ly f9i%$ t ,i may =w>d x z soon z possible aft] our arrival1 %\ld x please ,god to p]mit u to rea* ! mu* long$-= %ore4 ,! la/ week has be5 "o ( mu* anxiety & p]plexity to mo/ ( ! pass5g]s4 ,! %ip we spoke ) told u we 7 out 9 our reckon+1 & ?is communication prov$ b too true4 ,we ?\ght we 7 )9 #bjj miles ( l&1 b x !n appe>$ we 7 di/ant betwe5 #ejj & #fjj4 ,our provisions & our wat] _h already begun to fail1 & _m on bo>d _h be5 r$uc$ to v %ort all[ance4 ,judge1 !n1 ( ! feel+s :i* prevail$ :5 our actual di/ance 0 asc]ta9$4 ,! ,sci5ce1 inde$1 sp>$ u half a b>rel ( fl\r1 b :at 0 ?is = our increas+ necessities8 ,! privations1 !re=e1 h daily become great]1 &1 to su* a degree has murmur+ & dissatisfaction prevail$1 t a mut9y by _m is daily expect$4 ,! ,"l1 h[ev]1 is 9 ?is1 z 9 ev]y?+ else1 ! all-suffici5t ,god1 & he w /ill cont9ue to protect & to bless u4 ,&1 inde$1 s9ce ,i la/ wrote to y1 we h _h _m & mo/ /rik+ in/ances ( 8 wat*ful & pat]nal c>e4 ,on "o occasion we 7 expos$ to ! mo/ t]rific /orm ( ?und] & lightn+1 :i* we _h ev] witness$1 & its ne>ness 0 s great1 t we appe>$ 9 imm$iate dang] ( be+ %att]$ to pieces4 ,^u ! mo/ accurate calculation1 x 0 at "o "t only a qu>t] ( a mile di/ant1 & if x _h actually pass$ ov] our vessel1 load$ s ext5sively ) iron1 ! consequ5ces w\ld1 9 all probability1 h be5 fatal to u all4 ,dur+ ! la/ week we fell 9 ) ! fog1 & "o ( ! ,we/ ,india ,isl& hurricanes1 t]rific & awful beyond previ\s conception3 x mu/ be witness$ to be fully und]/ood4 ,t[>ds its close ,i v5tur$ ^u deck1 & truly ?ankful 0 ,i to le>n t no damage _h be5 su/a9$1 no ma/ %att]$1 n a s+le leak sprung4 ,"s1 inde$1 attribut$ ?is to ! tightness & excell5ce ( our f9e little vessel1 ov]look+ ! goodness & fai?fulness ( our ,god4 ,ah1 h[ x grieves me to ! he>t to see ! lov+-k9dness ( our ,god s g5]ally lavi%$ ^u u 9 va96 ,b ! conf9em5t ( a %ip calls into ex]cise almo/ e lat5t quality ( ! m9d2 ! secrets ( he>ts are inde$ mo/ fully reveal$1 ?\gh ! exhibition is by no means gratify+4 ,9 _m respects1 h[ev]1 x is useful1 & ,i feel v ?ankful = x z x reg>ds our little p>ty4 ,habits & dispositions h unfold$ ( :i* ,i _h sc>cely ! lea/ idea1 b :i* discov]y w mat]ially influ5ce me z to ! /eps :i* %\ld be tak5 9 ref]5ce to my future movem5ts & ! ev5tual disposal ( my *ildr54 ,we are n[1 ,i believe1 ab\t #ajj miles f l&1 & x is well t we are no m2 = mo/ ( our com=ts h fail$ u 9 ! cab91 & we are br\ght "u all[ance z to wat]1 & !y speak ( ?is z to o!r provisions2 s t we manage1 z y may suppose1 b badly2 & 7 we to cont9ue mu* long] 9 our pres5t /ate1 ,i fe> t our heal? w\ld mat]ially & ev5 p]man5tly suff]4 ,b we make ! mo/ ( :at rema9s1 & keep *e]+ ourselves ) ! hope t x w n be = long3 ! w9d1 h[ev]1 is f> f fav\rable1 & we proce$ ) great sl[ness4 ,n9e weeks to-day h we be5 out at sea--,i %\ld r say1 s9ce we set sail--& few calculat$ ^u a long] "t ?an five or six weeks2 s t x is n surpris+ _m among u are beg9n+ to suff]4 ,b1 z ,i m5tion$1 hope su/a9s u1 & ! ,god ( love & m]cy w1 9 8 own good "t1 extricate u out ( all our tr\bles4 ,delaw>e ,riv]1 ,augu/1 #ahcb4 ,,we are at l5g?1 de>e/ ,m>y1 ?r\gh ! good provid5ce ( ,god1 br\ght ab\t midway up ! riv] on :i* ! city ( ,philadelphia /&s2 b1 9 consequ5ce ( ! *ol]a /ill prevail+ !re1 we %all be oblig$ to p]=m a %ort qu>ant9e ( two or ?ree days 9 a place ab\t twelve miles on ?is side ( x1 & aft] t we may possibly be deta9$1 previ\s to our pass+ ! ,cu/om ,h\se1 = a day or two long]4 ,9 less ?an a week1 h[ev]1 f ! pres5t "t we are hop+ to proce$ to ,new ,york1 & !nce on our ,canada j\rney4 ,l ! great ,apo/le we %\ld ?ank ,god & take c\rage4 ,_m h be5 8 t5d] m]cies t[>ds u1 & ,i feel a calm & bless$ p[] to resign all ! future into 8 h&s4 ,we h j pass$ a mo/ beautiful village 7,newca/le71 built completely 9 ! ,engli% /yle2 b ev]y?+ n[ is s fre% & novel t we view x ) t5fold int]e/4 ,we are all1 ?ank ,god1 9 v good heal?1 & ! *ol]a has consid]ably abat$ at ,new ,york4 ,i %\ld hope we are runn+ no risk 9 proce$+ 9 our int5d$ l9e1 &1 inde$1 no prud5ce w\ld be any suffici5t safegu>d1 = ,i he> t x has spread to v _m ( ! surr\nd+ places1 & !re=e !re is no possibility ( gett+ entirely out ( its way2 b t ,god1 :o direct$ our /eps ?r\gh ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 w1 ,i am confid5t1 pres]ve u4 ,i h be5 read+ twice ) great att5tion a small "w ( ,dr4 ,granville1 :i* has ?r[n great light ^u my m9d1 bo? z to ! orig91 treatm5t1 & prev5tion ( ! disease4 ,x 0 giv5 by ,mr4 ,grant to ,ar?ur1 & ,i consid] x q provid5tial t x 0 ?r[n 9 my way4 ,philadelphia1 ,augu/ #bb4 ,,& s1 my ,m>y1 ?r\gh ! m]cy ( my ,god1 we are br\ght at l5g? to ! long-wi%$-= %ore1 & ! ?rill+ feel+s ( pleasure :i* we exp]i5c$ z we /epp$ once m on l& 7 half deliri\s--x seem$ sc>cely a reality4 ,9 a %ort "t1 h[ev]1 ! delirium ( joy subsid$ into a mo/ delightful /ate ( peaceful gratitude4 ,we came "h ye/]day aft]noon1 & soon began to reconnoitre2 pass+ f /reet to /reet 9 rapid succession1 & = ! fir/ "t s9ce ,i left ,engl& ,i 0 ?or\ghly tir$1 b at ! co/ ( my poor ble$+ toes1 :i* 7 s sore t ,i c\ld h>dly put on my %oes1 b on !y w5t1 & a little aft] five ,i awoke our p>ty to proce$ on fre% adv5tures4 ,! fir/ exploit 0 9 ! capta9's boat1 :i* he k9dly l5t to u1 & a f9e r[+ we _h across ! ,delaw>e to a small isl& ne> ! ,/ate ( ,new ,j]sey1 :]e ?ree ( ! "y p enjoy$ a mo/ delightful ba?4 ,on our return to breakfa/ su* a sc5e ( rapacity 0 exhibit$ z w\ld h a/oni%$ ev5 an indulg5t & ev] apologetic "m4 ,! capta9 _h previ\sly talk$ ( a good bl[+ out1 b n[ we exp]i5c$ x4 ,y\r half-fami%$ elde/ son has1 ,i ?9k1 tak5 prec$5ce1 b we 7 none ( u f> beh9d him1 ) su* reli% did we apply to ! abundant & novel & delici\s f>e :i* 0 set be=e u4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,mortim]4 ,york1 ,upp] ,canada1 ,sept4 #ba1 #ahcb4 ,,no?+ z yet has be5 det]m9$ respect+ myself4 ,! bi%op 0 abs5t on a long t\r ( visitation1 b ,i obta9$ a lett] ( introduction to ,ar*deacon ,/ra*an1 ?r\gh ,capta9 ,fitzgibbon2 & ,8 ,excell5cy ! ,lieut5ant-,gov]nor1 ,sir ,john ,colborne1 hav+ he>d ( my arrival1 express$ a wi% t ,i d wait ^u him4 ,bo? he & ! ar*deacon behav$ ) great k9dness1 & m5tion$ places :i* !y ?\ght desirable2 b ,i wait = ! advice ( ! bi%op1 to :om ,i h writt5 on ! subject4 ,i am dispos$1 h[ev]1 to fix on ,hamilton1 a ris+ village ne> ,anca/]1 beautifully situat$1 & bidd+ fair to become ! ?ird t[n 9 ! prov9ce1 ,york & ,k+/on only tak+ prec$5ce4 ,no *ur*1 inde$1 is z yet built--s]vice is p]=m$1 9 ! ,c\rt ,h\se--b "o is fix$ on4 ,my sal>y w be #ajj /]l+1 a rectory h\se1 =ty acres ( cle>$ l&1 besides "s--,i =get ! quantity--uncle>$1 & ! sum ,i may obta9 by lett+ ! pews4 ,! ,gov]nor & 8 lady are bo? truly pi\s4 ,i d9$ ) !m on ,tuesday & sp5t a mo/ pleasant ev5+4 ,! ar*deacon is uncommonly fri5dly2 our :ole p>ty took tea ) him on ,saturday ev5+1 & ,i h call$ on him s9ce4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,mortim]4 ,?ornhill1 ne> ,york1 ,oct4 #h1 #ahcb4 ,i ,,d n wi% to raise y\r expectations 9 any improp] way1 b ,i /ill ?9k ,i ought 9 ju/ice to say1 t ,i ?9k y w be tol]ably pleas$ ) ! situation 9 :i* ,i h be5 l$ to settle4 ,!re is1 inde$1 no fix$ sal>y1 & p]haps no?+ beyond #dj or #ej--! sum giv5 by ! congregation--may be obta9$ by me4 ,b ! ,bi%op & ,gov]nor bo? expect t ,i %all receive f ! cl]gy res]ves #ajj m1 &1 if s1 ?is #aej w be v fair4 ,z to ! di/ance 7only ?irte5 miles f ,york7 x has a decid$ pref]5ce ov] ,hutton1 & ! society is 9 my e/imation f> sup]ior1 & mo/ly ,engli%4 ,! *ur* is small1 b ! att5dance good1 f> m ?an ! ,hutton av]age4 ,!y appe> also q pleas$ ) my com+1 z my pr$ecessor1 ?\gh a le>n$ man & a great ori5tali/1 _h no aptness = p>o*ial engagem5ts4 ,i =got to m5tion t ! spot & neighb\rhood is consid]$ mo/ heal?y4 ,if ! "y folks are desir\s ( see+ _! future location1 !y may look into a map ( ,canada1 & !y w see a road lead+ f ,york to ,simcoe ,lake1 directly nor?2 ?is is call$1 ,george ,/reet ,road1 ea* side ( :i* is cle>$ = ! space ( two or ?ree fields4 ,x is on ?is road t ,?ornhill is situat$4 ,i intimat$ 9 my la/ lett] t ,i _h "s ?\ghts ( build+ a h\se to be ready to receive y on y\r arrival1 b y w be glad to he>1 t ,i h entirely giv5 up all idea ( x2 x nev] w d1 at lea/ = me1 & !re=e ,i h made my cont9uance "h dep5d on ! tru/ees ( ,?ornhill ,*ur*1 all[+ me #dj or #ej p] annum1 & _! provid+ me at a mod]ate rate a h\se suitable = my family1 "s "t be=e ! #aj? ( ,june next1 #ahcc1 at :i* "t1 ?r\gh ,god's bless+1 ,i hope to see y all "h4 ,& surely he w pres]ve y2 n a box1 or package1 or any?+ has be5 lo/1 ev]y?+ br\ght safe ov] ! p]il\s ocean & ! int]v5+ space1 & %all n ! same fai?ful ,god ( love pres]ve my ,m>y & all h] accompany+ *>ge8 ,i w1 !re=e1 tru/1 & n be afraid4 ,i receiv$ a message f ! ,gov]nor la/ night1 9 :i* he tells me1 ,i may dep5d on hav+ ! #ajj he m5tion$ to me4 ,he is peculi>ly k9d & a great bless+ to ! prov9ce4 ,! p seem v desir\s ( deta9+ me2 ,messrs4 -- assure me t "s h\se suffici5tly l>ge %all be provid$4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,mortim]4 ,?ornhill1 ne> ,york1 ,nov4 #d1 #ahcb4 ,,to-,,day1 de>e/ ,m>y1 :5 ,i arose1 ,i f\nd ! fir/ sn[ ly+ on ! gr\nd1 &1 z ! !rmomet] n[ indicates1 t we are fa/ approa*+ our ,canadian w9t]4 ,i h /aid at home to-day to get matt]s m fully 9 ord]1 t ,i may meet x z pleasantly z ,i c4 ,a few days previ\sly ,i quitt$ my cold1 smoky sitt+ room1 & took up my qu>t]s 9 my fav\rite b$ room1 remov+ into x my books1 boxes1 & 9 fact ev]y?+1 except ! *airs & "o table1 :i* ,i h left bel[ to receive company :5 !y %all hon\r me ) _! visits2 :i*1 9 spite ( my ba*elor%ip1 & ! non-attractions ( my place1 !y feel !mselves b\nd 9 c\rtesy to d4 ,?9k n1 h[ev]1 t ,i freeze my visitors1 = ,i too well rememb] ! cold rooms into :i* ,i h be5 u%]$ myself1 :ile 9 ,engl&4 ,mrs4 ,crosby1 !re=e1 has receiv$ a /rict *>ge to keep up a fire f t5 to five1 & :5 visitors are expect$ a semi-m\nta9 ( logs is add$ to ! pile4 ,my b$ room has be5 greatly improv$ by nail+ up ?ree ( ! b$d+ wrapp]s 7& :i*1 = ! purpose1 ,i f\nd a mo/ invaluable treasure71 aga9/ ?ree ( ! w9d[s1 s z to exclude all ! se>*+1 pi]c+1 cold w9ds & air1 :i*1 ,i he>1 p5etrates s bleakly :5 ! w9t] fully sets 92 = ?is a=esaid b$ room ( m9e has no few] ?an f\r w9d[s2 = ! ,canadians1 n be+ tax$ = _! lights1 ?9k !y c nev] h en\gh1 & h5ce we are broil$ 9 summ] & froz5 9 w9t]1 z ! concomitants ( our delectable lib]ty4 ,i h n[1 !re=e1 z y w p]ceive1 only "o w9d[ rema9+2 b ?is is q en\gh1 & y w\ld jo9 me 9 my conclusion _h y to-day se5 ! sn[ =c+ its way by "s unacc\ntable means ?r\gh "s imp]ceptible ap]tures1 s z q to wet "s clo!s :i* = a few m9utes ,i _h incauti\sly plac$ "u ! w9d[4 ,my removal to ! b$ room 0 ! day be=e ye/]day1 & ! two la/ nights 7 ! only two 9 :i* ,i slept com=tably4 ,i got an extra blanket t 0 ( no p]ceptible b5efit2 a second c\nt]pane 0 add$ to ! weight ( ! sup]9cumb5t clo!s1 b n app>5tly to ! w>m?3 ,i !n slept 9 a pair ( silk /ock+s2 b ^! also1 ?\gh ! be/ ( all my auxili>ies1 7 n adequate1 & ,i 0 !re=e oblig$ to put ov] ^! a pair ( my wor/$ w>m socks2 b ev5 !n ,i _h a *illy feel+ t[>ds morn+4 ,s9ce1 h[ev]1 ,i h be5 sitt+ con/antly 9 my room1 & h _h a fire !re1 & a good "o too1 all ! day long1 light$ be=e ,i rise1 & left burn+ ) r5ew$ logs :5 ,i g to re/3 ) all ^! helps & adjuncts ,i d n[ exce$+ly well1 b :at ,i %all d 9 ! real w9t] ,i "k n4 ,n[ ! !rmomet] is n l[] ?an #bj or #be bel[ freez+ po9t 9 ! night1 b !n x is frequ5tly #aj or #ab bel[ z]o1 & once la/ ye> x 0 #bi bel[ x4 ,p]haps ,i %all h rec\rse to ! ,russian fa%ion1 & sleep ) ! fea!r b$ ov] me1 or betwe5 ! blankets1 b ev5 !n1 poor nosey & its neighb\rs w receive no b5efit1 & ! g5tlem51 ,i suppose1 w compla9 ( ! inju/ice done to !m1 :ile all ! o!r p>ts are s cozy1 & !y are left to b\nce aga9/ ! icy =mations produc$ by ! moi/ure f ! brea?2 b1 z little ,h]b]t w\ld say1 we mu/ brea!1 & s poor nosey & company mu/ take _! *ance4 ,i ?9k ,i h n1 z yet1 allud$ to "o ( ! *ief ,canadian annoyances1 ! amaz+ preval5ce ( ! h\se fly4 ,all places sw>m ) !m1 & ! mo/ respectable p]sons1 :o feel ! annoyance greatly1 q despair ( gett+ rid ( !m4 ,9 a few days1 h[ev]1 ,i effect$ a cle>ance1 & aft]w>ds only a comp>atively few /raggl]s made _! appe>ance1 :i* 7 daily remov$2 & ?is mu/ be done1 if y w\ld h any com=t4 ,i took up a volume 9 bo>ds at a lady's "h1 :i* _h be5 ly+ on its side on ! %elves1 & :5 ,i t\*$ x x 0 s r\gh ) ! abundance ( _! excrem5t1 t ,i wond]$ :at k9d ( excrem5t x 0 cov]$ )1 till ,i exam9$ & discov]$ ! cause ( ! evil4 ,gauze or musl9 cov]s mo/ ( _! ?+s1 b z to ! mass ( !m1 !y are fil?y beyond endurance2 & !n ! creatures keep buzz+ ab\t y incessantly1 & keep y 9 a cont9ual fidget ) _! intol]able tickl+4 ,!n1 aga91 !y almo/ cov] y\r plate :ile y are eat+1 & z to indulg+ 9 a sie/a1 t is impossible4 ,if a loaf ( bread is left uncov]$ a %ort space1 its surface is s eat5 z to appe> q grat$2 & all o!r articles are laid by !m "u simil> contribution1 ?\gh x may n be q s disc]nible4 ,i guess t my ,m>y w be equally zeal\s ) myself 9 attempt+ ?is cle>ance4 ,mr4 -- has j be5 "h2 he is "o ( ! tru/ees ( ,?ornhill ,*ur*4 ,to him & 8 associates ! ,gov]nor has ?is day made ov] #fjj acres = ! use & b5efit ( ! m9i/] out ( ! cl]gy res]ves4 ,^! !y w p]haps ex*ange = half ! numb] ( acres ne> ! *ur*1 situat$ on ! ,george ,/reet ,road1 & :5 ! ex*ange %all be effect$1 !y w proce$ ) ! h\se4 ,y h he>d ab\t ! long & /ill unsettl$ disputes ab\t ! ,cl]gy ,res]ves4 ,9 ,mr4 ,pitt's adm9i/ration1 a c]ta9 portion ( ! l& 0 res]v$ = ! cl]gy 9 ea* t[n%ip2 b ! ,presbyt]ians ( ! ,scot* ,*ur* & ! o!r d5om9ations h lately put 9 _! claim1 & s9ce ! litigation comm5c$1 no?+ has be5 done1 no l&s1 9 any case "h1 ,i believe1 h be5 assign$4 ,8 ,excell5cy wrote to ,"l ,god]i*1 & has j obta9$ f him p]mission to assign l&s to su* cl]gy z at pres5t are j be+ fix$ 9 _! respective di/ricts4 ,sir ,john is n[ act+ ^u ?is p]mission2 "s l&s belong+ to ! cl]gy res]ves h be5 sold to =m a fund1 9 h&1 & out ( ?is he builds ! p>sonage h\se4 ,we are mu* indebt$ to ! ,gov]nor1 ,sir ,john ,colborne1 = 8 p]sev]ance1 )\t :i* no adequate provision = m9i/]s ( our *ur* c\ld h be5 made1 = none ( our congregations w\ld he> a ^w ab\t contributions z long z !re 0 a *ance ( ! cl]gy res]ves be+ obta9$4 ,oh1 h[ glad ,i am1 my ,m>y1 we came "h1 in/ead ( go+ to ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 & t ! good provid5ce ( ,god direct$ u to ?is c\ntry4 ,dep5d ^u x1 we %all nev] regret ! /ep we h tak51 e day conv9ces me ( its exp$i5cy1 9 e po9t ( view4 ,may ! same ,god ( love :o br\ght u safe & direct$ u1 z ! pione]s ( our little p>ty1 bless1 pres]ve1 & keep ^? t rema91 & br+ y ?r\gh e p]plexity & trial to ?is l& ( 8 peculi> smile4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,mortim]4 ,?ornhill1 ,nov4 #h1 #ahcb4 ,i h = ! la/ two or ?ree weeks be5 expect+ ano!r lett] f ,lock+1 & suppos+ t x w\ld conta9 v>i\s ?+s :i* ,i %\ld l to t\* ^u 9 reply2 b1 z ! roads keep me at home = a day or two1 ,i am unwill+ to let ?is /ate ( leisure pass by4 ,ye/]day1 ,i return$ f ,york1 hav+ be5 convey$ !re & back by ! k9dness ( a lady 9 ?is place1 ! wea!r j held up = ! "t4 ,_h we be5 a day lat] x w\ld h be5 t]rific "w1 b ,i live 9 hopes 8 ,excell5cy ! ,gov]nor w m5d ! great nor? road on :i* ,?ornhill /&s4 ,sir ,john has comm5c$ op]ations bo? 9 ! t[n & neighb\rhood ( ,york1 & 8 success !re enc\rages hope 9 ?is1 ?\gh ! sum to be rais$ = ! purpose is #bj1jjj4 ,my reception among ! great 9 ,york 0 gratify+--! condesc5sion & k9dness ( all p>ties q surprises me4 ,my abode 0 at ! hospitable bi%op's1 :o 9 ?is1 z well z 9 all o!r respects1 is a truly ,*ri/ian bi%op3 he press$ me to l5g!n my /ay1 & 0 almo/ hurt t ,i did n comply4 ,8 *apla9 is a true ,*ri/ian1 & ( v pleas+ mann]s4 ,:5 he f\nd t ,ar?ur 0 resid+ 9 ,york1 he (f]$ me 8 k9d att5tions on 8 behalf1 & be=e ,i left he m5tion$ him also to ! bi%op4 ,i 0 mu* /ruck ) ! pi\s solemnity ) :i* he put ! lic5ce = ,?ornhill into my h&s2 x seem$ a real committal ( s\ls to my *>ge1 s diff]5t f ! matt]-(-c\rse transactions :i* ,i _h 9 all o!r in/ances witness$4 ,sir ,john's p>ty ,i jo9$ 9 ! ev5+1 d9n] six o'clock1 n mu* 9 ?is respect to my lik+2 b ev]y?+ else connect$ ) ! visit mo/ agreeable4 ,he has receiv$ p]mission f ,"l ,goodri* to proce$ ) ! project$ plans = settl+ ! cl]gy1 & he tells me he w make ! comm5c+ trial ) myself4 ,:5 x is m fully & def9itely kn[n to me1 ,i w report to y2 b :at ,i ga!r at pres5t is1 t he w give me z incumb5t #cjj acres ( l&1 =ty ( :i* %all be cle>$ at 8 exp5se1 & a suitable h\se erect$2 & he ?9ks all c be done ) ease = y\r reception1 on or ab\t ! #aj? ( ,june4 ,he does n promise me a sal>y1 b1 till ?is be accompli%$1 ! bi%op w try to give me at ! rate ( #ajj p] annum4 ,he h[ev] _c engage4 ,! p promise me #ej p] annum3 !y are v k9d to me1 & %[ me ! greate/ att5tion4 ,! congregation increases1 & ?\gh ,i am n =w>d to speak ^u su* subjects1 ,i d feel t ! situation is important1 & ! ,"l has mu* "w = me 9 ?is place4 ,my he>t also is 9 "s measure 9 my "w2 ,i feel x bless$2 its =m] anxieties & oppressiv5ess are a/oni%+ly remov$1 & ?us ! ,"l has at l5g? grant$ unto me :at ,i almo/ reg>d$ z impossible2 s t ! anticipat$ wild]ness has be5 made to smile & blossom z ! rose--! peace & bless$ness )9 hav+ %$ its trans=m+ influ5ce all ar\nd4 ,i _h (t5 read ! #de? ( ! ,madeley ,hymns 9 ref]5ce to ! future1 b ,i little ?\ght h[ completely x w\ld be realiz$4 ,! hymn beg9s )1 8,t man no gu>d or weapon ne$s10 & ! la/ ?ree v]ses y w p]haps excuse my transcrib+-- 8,8 love possess+ ,i am ble/1 ,secure :atev] ?+s may come2 ,:e!r ,i g to ea/ or we/1 ,) him ,i %all be /ill at home4 ,if plac$ b5ea? ! nor!rn pole1 ,?\gh w9t] reigns ) rig\r !re2 ,8 graci\s beams w\ld *e] my s\l ,& make a spr+ ?r\gh\t ! ye>4 ,or if ! des]t's sun-burnt soil ,my lonely dwell+ ere %\ld prove1 ,8 pres5ce w\ld support my toil1 ,^: smile is life1 ^: "n is love40 ,_m ( ! ,iri% ,prote/ant cl]gy are com+ out 9 ! spr+1 ) l>ge quotas ( _! flocks1 driv5 out z !y are by ! viol5ce ( ^? :o refuse to pay ! *ur* ti!s4 ,i met "o ( ?is description ! o!r ev5+ at ! bi%op's1 a w>m-he>t$ & spiritually m9d$ ,iri%man2 8 details 7 mo/ affect+1 b highly int]e/+1 & ,i ?\ght ,i c\ld see a /rik+ provid5ce 9 _! be+ ?us compell$ to flee at ?is pres5t "t to a c\ntry :]e !y 7 s p>ticul>ly ne$$1 & :]e _! own temporal com=ts w\ld be s mat]ially increas$4 ,! good bi%op q rejoic$ ov] 8 anticipat$ treasure4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,mortim]4 ,?ornhill1 ,janu>y #ah1 #ahcc4 99 99 99 ,! delight ( a w>m b$ ! ,canadian c fully appreciate4 ,! o!r morn+ ! !rmomet] /ood #ah bel[ z]o1 or #ej bel[ freez+ po9t1 & dur+ la/ night ,i conceive x mu/ h be5 mu* l[]3 x is n[ ne> ! middle ( ! day1 & ! glass is only #a above z]o1 & yet1 difficult z y may feel x to cr$it me1 x seems to me a m]e no?+4 ,i c h>dly imag9e t ,i am 9 ! mid/ ( a ,canadian w9t]1 t horrible & t]rible ( previ\s anticipation3 ! fact is1 t ! sev]e wea!r only la/s = two or ?ree days at a "t1 :i* is f> diff]5t f a cont9u\s season ( f\r or five mon?s1 & ?\gh %>p & se>*+ 9 itself1 yet fire1 clo?+1 & due att5tion1 br+ all to a common ,engli% temp]ature2 & !n ! air is s *e]+ & brac+ t y smile *e]ily1 r ?an feel oppressively4 ,b1 9 reality1 ,i c h>dly proce$ 9 my description1 n = want ( words b ( ink2 = x n only freezes 9 ! ink glass :ile on ! table1 b aft] ,i place x on ! he>? & ?aw x1 ! p5-full freezes :ile ,i am writ+2 s t ,i am oblig$ to /op ev] & anon to ?aw x 9 ! p51 & yet ) ?is acme ( congelat+ mis]ies1 ,i smile & laugh & g battl+ on2 b all ?is s\nds worse ?an x really is1 s d n be al>m$4 ,,on ,,emigration4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,mortim]4 ,i ,,feel some:at puzzl$ z to :at ,i ought to say ) reg>d to emigration4 ,z to agriculture1 employm5t c easily be procur$ 9 ! upp] prov9ce1 & ! wages are good2 b ! /ate ( de/itution 9 :i* "s ( ! families arrive is v di/ress+1 & keeps !m back = a consid]able "t4 ,i _c recomm5d any family to come out unless !y h #i a head = ea* individual4 ,x happ5$ to "o "y man :o _h paid #a4 #aes4 = 8 passage to ,quebec1 & yet ) "o & ano!r *>ge he _h only a few %ill+s left out ( #ab4 ,at ,k+/on ,i he>d ( a family ( emigrants ^: baggage 0 sold by auction to enable !m to f9d ! money to proce$ to ! agricultural di/ricts4 ,if emigrants c proce$ ) _! baggage1 & a few %ill+s 9 _! pockets1 !y soon feel ?ankful = _! alt]$ circum/ances4 ,z to ! two m5 & _! families1 ,i mu/ leave x to y\r decision1 & to influ5ce !m z y judge be/4 ,if !y come1 x %\ld be z e>ly z possible3 leave ,engl& 9 ,febru>y & get to ,quebec 9 ,m>*4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,mortim]4 ,?ornhill1 ,jan4 #ah1 #ahcc4 ,z to emigration ,i feel at a loss :at to write4 ,!re is 9 fact h>dly a man liv+ b 9 "s way or o!r may succe$ 9 ?is f9e c\ntry1 & yet !re is sc>cely a man :o may n fail & suff] disappo9tm5t1 s t ,i dread recomm5d+2 b 7 ,i 9 ! condition ( n9ete5 out ( tw5ty1 ,i w\ld make e ef=t to come out4 ,mo/ h to r\gh x = ab\t a ye>2 few ne$ d ?is mu* long]2 t is1 if ?\ghtful1 prud5t1 & moral3 _! wild]ness soon beg9s to smile1 & com=ts "o aft] ano!r cr[d ar\nd !m4 ,i mu/ turn to my log-book = some?+ to say on ?is score4 8,( all settl]s ! m$ical pr(ession seems to h lea/ enc\ragem5t2 !y are worse (f ?an ev5 m9i/]s2 = 9 ?is c\ntry ! population is s scatt]$1 & ! roads s impracticable1 t !y slave & toil beyond all endurance = a scanty pittance1 & f9d+ s small a remun]ation1 !y are oblig$ to m]ge _! pr(essional engagem5ts into ^? ( ! l>gely cultivat$ f>m4 ,%\ld !y speculate on m ext5sive practice & l>g] returns 9 "s ( ! t[ns !re1 s _m h anticipat$ !m1 t !y half />ve be=e !y c get into practice1 &1 aft] pay+ de> = _! ra%ness1 are compell$ to return to ! c\ntry1 & to r\gh x l o!rs 9 employm5ts = :i* _! previ\s habits h b little qualifi$ !m4 ,ano!r evil is t all ! ?ree bran*es are "h unit$1 !re n be+ a suffici5t call to admit ( a division2 & !n1 aga91 we are all s heal?y1 except+1 inde$1 ! :iskey dr9k]s1 :o die by in*es1 b :o h no peculi> p5*ant = bitt] drugs2 s t _h x n be5 = ! *ol]a1 :i* s ext5sively visit$ u1 ,i fe> ! m$ical g5tlem5 mu/ h _h no great cause to congratulate !mselves on _! speculations4 ,! be/ description ( settl]s are "y p]sons ) or )\t families1 m>ri$ or s+le1 :o c comm& ab\t #ajjj 9 ca%1 & h ab\t #hj or #ajj p] annum1 on :i* !y c regul>ly calculate4 ,^! c pur*ase a fair quantity ( l& 9 cultivat$ di/ricts1 :]e !re is good society & ,engli% com=ts2 c build _! h\se ample1 commodi\s1 & well-look+2 & c realize f _! f>m :at w enable !m to live z g5tlem54 ,i "k two or ?ree families ( ?is description1 9 ?is neighb\rhood1 :o h freely exhibit$ _! f9ances be=e me1 & !y are j :at ,i h notic$ above4 ,& if ^! d well1 mu* m ^? ^: income is l>g]4 ,su* are ! settl]s we mo/ ne$1 = improvem5ts foll[ s fa/ 9 _! tra94 ,capital & ta/e are 9 _! case comb9$1 & _! respective neighb\rhoods />t into notice & com=t40 ,z to "y m5 ( ! m respectable ord]1 !y mu/ be will+ to g into trade1 & 9 ?is !y h abundant enc\ragem5t1 n s mu* 9 specific trade z 9 ! keep+ ( /ores1 bo? :olesale & retail1 & to su* !y give a sal>y = five or six ye>s1 & !n ei!r take !m into p>tn]%ip1 or else set !m up 9 "s c\ntry /ore1 furni%+ !m ) goods on easy t]ms to beg9 )4 ,f>m+ w n d = "y m5 ( ?is description1 till !y are ( age to f>m = !mselves1 & !n !y may beg91 if !y h a small capital to pur*ase l& & /ock x4 ,!y want v little ( any previ\s tra9+2 ! advice ( "s fri5d or neighb\r on ! spot is q adequate1 if he be ( any tol]able capacity4 ,z to settl]s ,i c say little beyond :at ,i h intimat$ be=e4 ,) #aj or #ab a head1 !y ne$ n hesitate a mom5t4 ,! pr9cipal ?+ is rais+ suffici5t money to br+ !m f> en\gh into ! c\ntry1 & )\t ?is x is almo/ cruelty to say a ^w to induce !m to leave ,engl&4 99 99 99 99 99 ,to f9i% ^! rem>ks on emigration1 f "o :o knew :at x 0 f 8 own exp]i5ce1 ,i %all add "o o!r %ort extract f a lett] dat$ ,feb4 #ba1 #ahce1 address$ to ,mrs4 ,d4 ,:itmore3-- ,b ) all ?is improvem5t 9 society & lit]ature1 ! matt] ( emigration puzzles me m ?an ev]4 ,produce is sadly fall+2 my :eat ,i sold la/ ye> = #ds4 #c;d4 a bu%el2 ! same sample w\ld n[ fet* only #bs4 #f;d41 & all o!r f>m+ produce ( c\rse 9 ! same ratio4 ,f>m]s1 !re=e1 are cry+ out t !y %all n[ be ru9$4 ,/ores also ab\nd s greatly1 t a v small pr(it c be obta9$1 :]e competition is s great4 ,=tunes1 !re=e1 are n1 z !y once 71 s easily procur$2 & mo/ classes ( emigrants are sadly disappo9t$4 ,^? :o come out ) ample means w easily succe$2 = liv+ is s *eap1 & capital want$1 & amply remun]at+ int]e/ 9 v>i\s ways obta9$4 ,b !n1 aga91 ^? :o already h =tunes1 or ample means1 w mo/ly pref] ! good old c\ntry1 & well !y may4 ,,to ,,miss ,e4 ,,=d4 ,lockport1 ,/ate ( ,new ,york1 ,may #a1 #ahcc4 ,my de> ,madam1 ,,x 0 v unexpect$ly b mo/ joy\sly t ,i receiv$ y\r k9d communication respect+ ! sail+ ( ! ,bri/ol1 #aif & ,i lo/ no "t 9 leav+ ,?ornhill = ,new ,york4 ,i am n[ on my way ?i!r1 & hope to f9d a few leisure int]vals dur+ my j\rney to fill my %eet1 res]v+ m]ely a small space = a po/script1 t ,i may communicate1 %\ld all be well1 ! tid+s ( ! safe arrival ( ! ende>$ p>ty3 !y h mu* occupi$ my ?\ghts ( late1 &1 sometimes1 ) too mu* ( anxi\s solicitude1 = :i* ,i h z (t5 felt reprov$2 = su* has be5 ,god's m]cy to u hi!rto1 t x is n m]ely infirmity1 b positive s9 to be di/ru/ful ( 8 fai?fulness & love4 ,i feel mu* indebt$ to y & ,miss ,=d1 = y\r peculi> k9dness to my de> ,m>y4 ,i am nev] sur*>g$ ) feel+1 ,i wi% x 7 my habit2 b /ill great k9dness q affects me1 & z requital w be ev] out ( my p[]1 ,i mu/ look to ! b5efic5t & fai?ful retributor above1 & w\ld give v5t to ! utt]ance ( my he>t 9 ! language ( ! holy & grateful apo/le1 8,! ,"l grant t y may bo? f9d m]cy ( ! ,"l10 & especially 89 t day40 ,y\r k9d pres5t ( ! newspap]s1 c41 w be v acceptable1 & yet1 p]haps y are h>dly aw>e ( ! ext5t ( ei!r our political or lit]>y in=mation4 ,we h two mon?ly magaz9es publi%$ 9 ,york1 & ?ree or f\r newspap]s1 & f ,new ,york we h two weekly newspap]s1 design$ expressly = ,engli% read]s--! ,albion & ! ,emigrant1 full ( ,engli% news & ,engli% lit]ature2 s t 9 a mon? or six weeks1 we h all ! cream ( ! ,london & c\ntry news1 z well z ! be/ ( ! light] articles f ! ,briti% p]iodicals4 ,! ,ed9burgh & ,qu>t]ly ,reviews are repr9t$ at two-?irds ( ! ,engli% price2 also ! ,*ri/ian ,obs]v]1 & o!r /&>d & mon?ly & qu>t]ly works4 ,messrs4 ,h>p]1 also1 9 ,new ,york1 repr9t ! be/ ( ! ,engli% works 9 ! ,family ,libr>y1 at ?ree & sixp5ce ea*1 execut$ l ,murray's1 & _! s]ies am\nts already to fifty-?ree volumes4 ,ano!r s]ies is furni%$ by ,lee & ,c>ey1 at ,philadelphia1 & a ?ird ( a religi\s sort at ,bo/on2 s t 9 a few mon?s1 :5 ,i c sp>e a few p\nds1 ,i hope to be able to furni% my family ) an ext5t ( lit]ature f> beyond my capabilities 9 ,engl&4 ,among my own congregation we h also a book society1 well support$ & well suppli$2 we are1 !re=e1 n a little *agr9$ :5 y\r boa/+ ,engli%]s ?9k ( u z 9 a semi-b>b>ic l& ( lit]>y de/itution3 = we n only feel ourselves a "p ( ! great nation1 b reg>d ourselves on ne>ly an equal foot+ z to ! com=ts & luxuries1 :ile 9 _m respects we feel t we h ! mo/ decid$ advantage1 s we w>n y n to treat u ei!r politically or p]sonally ) scorn4 ,on ! day ,i left ,york1 gov]nm5t despat*es _h j arriv$1 :i* ann\nc$ ! dismissal ( our two ,cr[n ,(fic]s1 ! ,attorney & ,solicitor ,g5]al1 ow+1 x is suppos$1 to too great fre$om 9 debate 9 our ,h\se ( ,assembly--! f]m5t x excit$ 0 almo/ ludicr\s--8del5da e/ ,c>?ago0 0 emphatically pron\nc$4 ,! ,:ig ,m9i/ry mu/ be annihilat$4 ,! prov9ce1 ?\gh h>dly prep>$ = su* a measure1 mu/ at once be sev]$--su* despotism c\ld n be endur$4 ,i act$1 z ,i g5]ally d on su* occasions1 z pacificator1 & smil+ly quot$ ! well kn[n l9es ( old ,dr4 ,byron1 9 ! conclusion ( 8 ,b$lamite-- 8,kill y\r enemies'1 kill a fool's head ( y\r own1 ,!y'll die ( !mselves1 if y let !m alone40 ,x is :isp]$ also t our excell5t & des]v+ gov]nor 7,sir ,john ,colborne7 has n escap$ c5sure2 ?is ,i am truly griev$ to he>1 = 8 s]vices _c be too highly e/imat$1 & our prov9ce is indebt$ to him beyond all expression4 ,i fe>1 h[ev]1 t 8 removal is n v remote2 he is too pi\s1 & too tame a politician1 to give satisfaction to ! adm9i/ration at home2 b my contract+ limits oblige me ha/ily to conclude1 & to assure y\rself & ,miss ,=d h[ truly ,i rema91 ,y\rs1 gratefully1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,p4,s4 ,june #f1 ,new ,york4 ,ye/]day ! de> p>ty arriv$ all 9 heal? & safety4 ,nev] did ,i feel m truly ?ankful4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,?omas ,,mortim]4 ,ro*e/]1 ,/ate ( ,new ,york1 ,may #b1 #ahcc4 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,y\r fame1 my frat]1 has long ago rea*$ ?is f> di/ant prov9ce1 & ,i ought gratefully to ackn[l$ge t x has1 9 m in/ances ?an "o1 prov$ ! passport to graci\s & k9dly reception4 ,x 0 to ?is1 ,i ?9k1 t my boys 7 pr9cipally indebt$ = ! foot+ !y obta9$ 9 ,k+/on1 & _m o!r little turn+ po9ts ( good are pleas+ly associat$ 9 my m9d ) ! high e/imate & k9d feel+1 :i* has be5 *]i%$ t[>ds y z a m9i/]1 or an au?or4 ,once1 inde$1 x appe>$ r ! precursor ( evil2 = our good bi%op1 previ\s to my introduction1 fanci$ t ,i 0 ! actual man2 ! great ,mr4 ,mortim] himself1 ! au?or1 ! di/+ui%$ prea*] 9 ,london4 ,& _m a congratulation _h he *]i%$ )91 to ?9k t he _h obta9$ s goodly a fi% 9 8 ,canadian net4 8,!n y are n ,mr4 ,mortim] f ,london1 ! au?or40 8,no1 my "l1 8 bro!r40 8,oh1 only 8 bro!r60 0 ! consolatory adjunct2 & ! dismay$ little man 0 left 9 8 own littl5ess1 unpatroniz$1 unbefri5d$1 to make 8 own way2 & to ?is day is1 9 all probability1 reap+ ! bitt] fruits ( ! unhappy prepossession2 =1 ?\gh 8 self-complac5cy keeps him f conclud+1 t 8 diocesan reg>ds him z a m]e blank1 yet he _c b be aw>e t ! ri* prize /ill rema9s 9 ! :eel1 & :i* he _h fondly imag9$ _h be5 proclaim$ z 8 v own4 ,my m9i/]ial matt]s1 h[ev]1 not)/&+ ?is inauspici\s comm5cem5t1 are pleas+ly progressive4 ,my sal>y has be5 fix$ by our good gov]nor at #ajj p] annum2 #bj1 or #be1 ,i obta9 f ! r5tal ( pews2 a h\se is provid$ = me by my congregation1 free ( exp5se2 arid ,i h a promise ( "s good glebe l&1 :i*1 9 a few ye>s1 w be ( consid]able value4 ,my p are k9d2 m9i/rations seem+ly acceptable2 *ur* & expositions well att5d$2 temporal matt]s enc\rag+2 liv+ *eap2 & two tol]ably advantage\s pur*ases secur$ = ! *ildr52 s t ! good h& ( ! ,"l appe>s to be re/+ ^u me4 ,inde$1 nev] = a mom5t1 t ,i recollect1 h ,i rep5t$ ( my /ep s9ce ,i h be5 "h4 ,once or twice1 dur+ our voyage1 8:5 no small tempe/ lay ^u u10 :5 ! rag+ bill[s seem$ on ! po9t ( +ulph+ u1 s great did my responsibility seem1 z connect$ ) ! immortal s\ls ( my little unprep>$ p>ty1 t ,i almo/ wi%$ t ,i _h nev] v5tur$ on ! p]il\s /ep4 ,b1 nev] = a mom5t1 s9ce our arrival "h1 h ,i _h ! lea/ cause to retrace2 & my only regret is1 t ,i did n proce$ be=e4 ,b1 p]haps1 all is "r1 z to "t also2 &1 inde$1 :5 ,i glance ^u "s few ( ! det]r+ circum/ances :i* int]v5$ to ret>d me1 ,i _c d\bt b t ^! also 7 f ! ,"l2 t ! de$1 ! "t1 ! place1 h all be5 "u ! direction ( an ag5cy sup]ior to our own2 & :at a com=t does ?is assurance imp>t6 ,i =got to m5tion1 9 my la/1 h[ mu* ,i felt oblig$ to ,mr4 ,h>twell ,horne1 = ! sundry introductions1 & o!r tok5s ( k9dness1 :i* 8 p>cel convey$ to me1 j on ! eve ( my dep>ture f ,engl&4 ,be s oblig+ z to convey to him my s9c]e ?anks4 ,z to tuition1 ,i h1 ,i believe1 myself altoge!r done ) x4 ,hundr$s ( pleasant h\rs has x1 9 v>i\s ways1 procur$ me1 & dur+ "s few ( ! weeks ,i h be5 9 ,canada1 h my classical /udies be5 resum$ ) peculi> int]e/4 ,?is1 p>tly = _! own sake1 & p>tly z a prep>ation = any op5+ t might arise 9 ! college1 or else:]e4 ,b ,i h n[ tak5 my f9al leave1 n 9 dudgeon1 nor ) pa9ful regret2 b 9 calm surr5d] to ! w ( a sup]ior p[]4 ,de> ,k+1 01 ,i ?9k1 9 8 k9d & affectionate c\nsel 9 ! matt]1 q wrong2 su* employm5ts are n s mu* my duty z my sn>e4 ,! scales h at l5g? fall5 f my eyes1 & ?\gh ,i _c say1 ,i c n[ see cle>ly1 yet ,i see en\gh to conv9ce me t1 = ! residue ( my %ort life1 ,i ought to give myself :olly to my "o gr& & absorb+ avocation4 ,let1 !re=e1 collegiate hon\rs be s\ght & enjoy$ by o!rs4 ,) ^! alt]$ views1 p]haps1 7 ,i p]mitt$ to ga9 ! e> ( an ende>$ relative1 :om y well "k1 ,i %\ld :isp] c]ta9 caution>y monitions 9 ref]5ce to simil> po9ts2 = ?\gh f 8 ende>$ lips ! confess$ 8weakness ( 8 he>t0 has _h a *>m & a p]suasive influ5ce :i* won my full approval1 yet n[ t ! syr5 notes c no long] bewild] me1 ,i see1 z 9 my own case1 ! sn>e r ?an ! duty1 & ! c\plet ( ! almo/ =gott5 ,dryd51 9 :i* he cautions ! aspirant p>son1 *imes 9 ) my own ov]late1 b salut>y mus+s3 8,^? :o cont5d = place & high degree1 ,are n 8 sons1 b ^? ( ,zeb$ee40 ,:isp]1 !n1 9 my /ead1 9 "s auspici\s mom5t1 to ?is ende>$ individual :at ,i am s desir\s to convey2 b m9d t y :isp] x 9 t5d]ness & love4 ,b my %eet is fill+ up s fa/1 t ,i h h>dly left myself room to assure y ( ! int]e/ :i* ,i /ill1 & ,i hope1 ev] %all feel 9 all ! conc]ns--p]sonal1 dome/ic1 & m9i/]ial--( my ende>$ bro!r4 ,8 opportunities ( leisure are s few1 t ,i mu/ n (t5 expect any direct communications1 b :5ev] convey$ !y w be mo/ grateful4 ,accept !n y\rself1 & convey to our de> "m1 ,eliza1 & all y\r belov$ family1 ! s9c]e & w>me/ love ( y\r ev] atta*$ bro!r4 ,,george4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,d4 ,,:itmore4 ,?ornhill1 ne> ,york1 ,upp] ,canada1 ,augu/ #ah1 #ahcc4 ,my de> ,madam1 ,,we 7 mu* indebt$ to y = y\r la/ mo/ k9d & welcome lett]3 mo/ joyfully 0 x receiv$ & op5$1 & ) peculi> int]e/ 7 its in/ructive & int]e/+ cont5ts p]us$4 ,s long & s closely writt5 a lett]1 h[ev]1 mu/1 we fe>1 h be5 sadly try+ to y\r eyes2 & we fe> ?is ! m1 z we le>n f ,miss ,e4 ,=d1 t y h rec5tly be5 exp]i5c+ some:at ( failure 9 y\r sight4 ,we "k h[ peculi>ly try+ ?is circum/ance mu/ prove to "o1 ^: enjoym5ts h be5 s pr9cipally d]iv$ f ?is s\rce2 & we tremble at ! lea/ intimation ( its probable dim9ution4 ,b we w\ld /ill say 9 ! language ( ! man ( ,god1 8,b ! ,"l is able to give y mu* m ?an ?is40 ,&1 f :at y h exp]i5c$ "u pa/ seasons ( privation & discipl9e1 y may /ill expect t1 %\ld ,god be pleas$ to try y yet fur!r 9 ?is mo/ pa9ful visitation1 he w n )hold f y t sup]ab\nd+ grace1 :i* 9 its bless$ issue ( spiritual & et]nal good is m ?an tantam\nt to ! mo/ valu$ ( our o!r joys4 ,my ende>$ "m1 z y well "k1 has be5 call$ to ! acut5ess ( ! same trial ) y\rself2 b1 ,o1 h[ sweetly does %e be> x--s *e]fully resign$--s peacefully yield+ all to ! wise & lov+ discipl9e ( h] k9d & compassionate ,"l1 say+1 9 ! language ( h] fav\rite hymn3-- 8,all t ,i priz$ bel[ is gone1 ,yet1 ,fa!r1 /ill ,?y w be done40 ,b to return to y\r lett]4 ,y\r decision respect+ ,york 7n[ ,toronto71 exactly corresponds ) t adopt$ by ourselves2 &1 !re=e1 we h no int5tion ( go+ !re2 nor1 inde$1 any pres5t int5tion ( fix+ 9 any o!r place1 ?\gh _m outw>d circum/ances are f> f be+ invit+4 ,we are sadly cramp$ toge!r 9 a wood5 frame h\se1 consi/+ ( only f\r rooms1 & ^!1 ow+ to ! badness ( _! con/ruction1 peculi>ly hot & oppressive 9 summ] & m ?an usually cold 9 w9t]4 ,ne>ly half ( our ?+s too are unpack$1 & our l&+ & o!r places cr[d$ & litt]$ by ! boxes & trunks1 :i* conta9 !m2 9 %ort an air ( untid9ess & discom=t meets our long-tra9$ ,engli% eye1 :]ev] we turn x1 &1 at times1 our he>t almo/ sick5s at ! sight2 &1 7 x n = ! c\nt]act+ influ5ce ( bett] feel+s1 we %\ld adopt "s ha/y measure to accompli% a retreat into "s situation1 :i* might au?orize ! expectation ( some:at m ( outw>d com=t4 ,on ,mrs4 ,m's4 arrival we 7 9 hopes ( be+ settl$ 9 a f> m suitable abode1 & _h1 9 fact1 engag$ to take x2 b its di/ance f ! *ur* & ! mass ( our population 0 s great1 & s _m o!r inconv5i5ces att5d$ x1 t we decid$ on rema9+ = ! pres5t :]e we n[ are4 ,!y promise1 inde$1 to build = u a small h\se ne> ! *ur*1 :i* is to be ready by spr+2 b _! promises h hi!rto be5 s fallaci\s1 t ,i h>dly "k h[ to tru/ to !m1 & ! plan ( ! build+ is s small1 t ,i am n )\t /rong misgiv+s1 le/ we %\ld feel x our duty to decl9e x4 ,& if s we mu/ ei!r build = ourselves1 7seldom ei!r a wise or lucrative act71 or else1 9 true ,canadian /yle1 mu/ turn out & seek o!r qu>t]s4 ,! p1 inde$1 are k9d to u1 & ! att5dance on my m9i/ry is f> f disc\rag+2 b if !y s little prize ! resid5ce & settl$ m9i/rations ( a cl]gyman among !m1 z to refuse to accommodate him ) a pla9 & commodi\s resid5ce1--:ile = !mselves _m ( !m h built elegant & spaci\s mansions1--!y mu/ n be surpris$1 if _! miscalculat+ selfi%ness t]m9ate 9 8 )draw+ f among !m4 ,our temporal matt]s are enc\rag+2 = liv+ "h is s *eap1 t our income is f> m ?an adequate to our regul> dem&s4 ,i h pur*as$ two cultivat$ f>ms ( #ajj & #aje acres1 ) cle>ances ( =ty & sixty acres respectively1 & out ( my sav+s h already paid (f ! fir/ in/alm5t ( #bej1 & 9 a few days h5ce %all pay #aej m2 9 all1 #djj2 s t1 ?r\gh ,god's bless+1 we are already beg9n+ to reap ! b5efit ( our exp5sive removal1 &1 )\t be+ ov] sangu9e1 we may p]haps indulge a hope1 t /ill fur!r m]cies are 9 res]ve1 if n = ourselves1 /ill = our de> *ildr54 ,we are v rapidly advanc+ z a prov9ce4 ,god has be5 v graci\s to u 9 our ,lieut5ant-,gov]nor1 ,sir ,john ,colborne1 a pi\s1 discreet1 & s\nd int5tion$ man4 ,capital also is gradually f9d+ its way among u2 s t we are beg9n+ to attract ! notice ( our jeal\s neighb\rs1 :o see ! rudim5ts ( a va/ empire ris+ up close beside !m4 ,&1 hi!rto1 we h be5 s+ul>ly prosp]$4 ,a radical p>ty1 h[ev]1 ( consid]able /r5g? is1 z y w p]ceive by ! public pr9ts1 beg9n+ to tr\ble u3 x is head$ by ! discont5t$ wor?less --4 ,)\t ?is drawback1 we might almo/ be tempt$ to exclaim1 8,o nimium =tunati40 ,b ,i mu/ conclude4 ,our k9de/ & unit$ love att5ds y\rself & all y\r p>ty1 & ,believe me1 ,y\rs1 ev] gratefully1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x is n )\t consid]able hesitation t ,i h det]m9$ to ins]t ! lett] :i* foll[s 9 ! ,memoir ( ,mr4 ,mortim]1 n only because he might n himself h fully concurr$ 9 ! publication ( x1 b because !re may be a diff]5ce ( op9ion z to ! exp$i5cy ( x4 ,! subject1 h[ev]1 is1 9 my m9d1 "o ( su* importance to ! int]e/s ( ! *ur* 9 ,canada1 t ,i %\ld n ?9k ,i _h done my duty 7 ,i to exclude x2 & ,i am happy to say t1 s f> z ! subject itself is conc]n$1 ,i h ! full concurr5ce ( "s :o1 f _! exp]i5ce 9 ! ecclesia/ical affairs ( ,canada1 are fully compet5t to give c\nsel 9 ! case1 & :o p]fectly agree ) myself 9 ?9k+ t a mu* l>g] _s ( lib]ality is necess>y1 n only to ! ext5sion1 b also to ! support & prosp]ity ( ! exi/+ *ur* 9 t c\ntry4 ,!re c be no great] b5efit to a community1 no?+ to contribute m to its g5]al well-be+1 ?an an adequately support$ & effici5t *ur* e/abli%m5t4 ,x is ! f\ndation ( ev]y?+ really good & great1 useful & advantage\s1 hon\rable & praisewor?y4 ,x is ! gr& means ( promot+ religion & morality1 peace & good ord]1 *>ity & good-w1 k9dness & sympa?y betwe5 ! diff]5t ranks 9 society1 dilig5ce & indu/ry1 subord9ation & allegiance to ! p[]s t be3 9 a ^w1 ev]y?+ t c make a nation happy & prosp]\s 9 itself1 & respect$ by neighb\r+ c\ntries4 ,! duty1 !re=e1 ( mak+ /r5u\s ef=ts = ! accompli%m5t ( s desirable a purpose mu/ be app>5t to all :o feel ! p>am\nt necessity ( religion1 & to all su*1 p]haps1 x may be app>5t2 b ! difficulties ( e infant colony are urg$ 9 b> aga9/ x4 ,^! difficulties are fully admitt$1 & due all[ance made = !m2 nei!r is x ! int5tion ( ! writ] to say "o unk9d or unreasonable ^w on ! subject2 8 design is r to enc\rage = ! future ?an to condemn = ! pa/1 feel+1 z he does1 v =cibly1 ! circum/ances ( trial & privation ) :i* ! settl]s ( new colonies are = ! mo/ "p surr\nd$4 ,bodily support--food & raim5t--mu/ necess>ily be _h 9 ! fir/ place2 b1 except to ?is1 ,i %\ld be dispos$ to say1 t to no o!r c\ld a provision = religion be second2 = n m necess>y is food & raim5t to ! body ?an ! (fices ( religion to ! s\l3 inde$1 ! supply ( ^! wants is equally necess>y1 & :]e !y are n simultane\sly provid$ =1 b :]e ! =m] is ov] & exclusively c>$ =1 x is m ?an likely t ! latt] w be neglect$ = ye>s to come4 ,"u ! difficulties1 h[ev]1 9 :i* emigrants to a newly =m$ colony f9d !mselves1 x seems1 9 ! fir/ place1 ! pla9 duty ( e /ate to provide = ! support ( religion 9 _! infant settlem5ts1 or1 :]e ?is is )held1 x cle>ly becomes ! duty ( private ,*ri/ians1 possess$ ( weal? & compet5cy1 ei!r individually or incorporat$ into societies1 to af=d1 z f> z may be1 ! aid requir$4 ,happily = ,canada mu* has be5 done = x 9 ?is way2 fir/ by ! /ate1 & n[ by ! contributions ( a m private & volunt>y k9d1 & especially by ! v5]able ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! gospel4 ,b a c\ntry ought n to be always look+ to & dep5d+ ^u su* adv5titi\s assi/ance2 %e ought at "s "t to rise above eleemosyn>y aid1 & make an ef=t to provide = h] own spiritual wants4 ,! enquiry !n naturally arises1 ,:e!r ,canada is1 or is n1 become ( suffici5t age1 or /&+1 or compet5cy1 to take ^u h]self ! responsibility ( support+ = h] own use & b5efit ! s]vices & ord9ances ( religion8 ,i %\ld unhesitat+ly reply1 t x is m ?an "t t a beg9n+ 7 made to ?r[ (f ! /ate ( *ildhood & reliance1 & to assume t ( manhood & indep5d5ce4 ,b are !re to be f\nd 9 ,canada m ?an a v few t[ns1 & ^? too only ( ! fir/ class1 t h tak5 ^u !mselves to provide altoge!r = _! own *ur* e/abli%m5ts8 ,:]e=e8 ,because !re are n m t are capable ( do+ s8 ,i fe> ?is w\ld n be f\nd to be ! real /ate ( ! case4 ,mr4 ,mortim]'s /atem5t is mu* m likely to be ! correct & fai?ful "o4 ,i feel assur$ t !re are _m t[ns or t[n%ips :i* might h done mu* m ?an !y h t[>ds ?is great & hon\rable "w4 ,:at6 %all ! ,presbyt]ians1 ! ,indep5d5ts1 ! ,roman ,ca?olics1 9 t[ns ( a second-rate class1 support entirely _! own *ur*es & m9i/]s1 & %all ,episcopalians con/itute ! lagg+ p>ty1 ! "o mo/ backw>d 9 ?is mo/ bless$ & holy "w2--nay1 %all ! ,am]ican ,episcopalians1 dwell+ on ! v bord]s ( ,canada1 & !re=e little diff]+ 9 _! circum/ances f ^? liv+ 9 ! colony1 support _! own religi\s e/abli%m5ts1 & %all ! ,engli% ,episcopalians be f\nd defici5t8 ,surely ?is does n speak mu* ei!r = ! lib]ality or ! *ur*man%ip ( our ,canadian c\ntrym54 ,if we claim a pre-em95ce = ! re=m$ & ca?olic ,*ur* ( ,engl&1 all ! memb]s ( t ,*ur* %\ld be pre-em95t 9 _! atta*m5t to1 & zeal\s 9 _! support ( x2 !y %\ld n be beh9d any o!rs 9 _! gifts & graces1 wait+ = ! com+ ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,let e read]1 !n1 ( ,mr4 ,mortim]'s ,life1 ask himself1 h ,i done :at ,i c\ld8 ,h ,i contribut$ lib]ally1 ) a will+ m9d1 accord+ to my ability1 t[>ds ! erection1 enl>gem5t1 or 9 giv+ com=t & conv5i5ce1 & a suitable appe>ance to my *ur*8 ,d ,i dwell 9 my ceil$ h\se1 :ile ! h\se ( ,god lies wa/e8 ,am ,i anxi\s to see all ?+s ab\t ! h\se ( ,god & ! s]vices ( religion done dec5tly & 9 ord]8 ,& d ,i take my %>e 9 ! managem5t ( ! secul> affairs ( ! *ur*8 ,am ,i suffici5tly anxi\s to promote ! com=t & well-be+ ( my pa/or8 ,if he h s[n unto me spiritual ?+s1 is x a great matt] t he %\ld reap my temporal ?+s8 ,m ?an p]suad$1 confid5t ,i am1 t if e memb] ( ! *ur* ( ,engl& 9 ,canada w\ld s]i\sly lay ?is subject to he>t & urge ^u himself ! great duties connect$ ) x1 mu* m w\ld be done !re to promote h] int]e/s1 & to make h] indep5d5t ( all extrane\s aid4 ,all might contribute m ?an !y d2 "s 9 money1 "s 9 l&s1 & !y :o c\ld give nei!r1 might give ( ! produce ( _! l&s1 or ! fruits ( _! lab\r1 or occasionally _! lab\rs to assi/ 9 till+ _! pa/or's gr\nds1 or 9 plant+ & cultivat+ _! g>d5s4 ,dep5d ^u x1 t he :o feels adequately ! real b5efits & bless+s ( be+ taught 9 ! ^w1 w m9i/] unto him t tea*e? 9 all good ?+s4 ,pa/ors %\ld n be unreasonable1 &1 if !y be "r-m9d$1 !y w h no wi% to lay unnecess>y burd5s ^u _! p3 b _! p1 if _! m9ds be duly influ5c$ by religion1 w be z desir\s to provide = !m1 free ( all *>itable support1 z to ma9ta9 _! own families 9 p]fect indep5d5ce4 ,besides1 ! good ,*ur*m5 ( ,canada %\ld really consid] ! _m & great calls n[ made ^u t s\rce f :5ce _! *ur* receives its *ief support2 ,i mean1 ! ,society = ,propagat+ ! ,gospel4 ,x has only be5 by r5ew$ ef=ts & extraord9>y ex]tions t ! society has be5 able to ma9ta9 s great an exp5diture 9 ,canada2 p]haps1 too1 at ! exp5se ( )hold+ v important help f o!r ne$y p>ts ( our ext5sive colonial possessions2 & x is n reasonable1 nor g5]\s1 nor j1 to require assi/ance "o mom5t beyond :at is absolutely necess>y4 ,e t[n%ip1 !re=e1 9 ! colony %\ld beg91 ) z little delay z possible1 to make its own provision = ! public wor%ip ( ,god4 ,v]ily1 e>ne/ly d ,i pray t ! =ego+ rem>ks1 toge!r ) ! lett] ( my late de> fri5d1 :i* has elicit$ !m1 may be k9dly receiv$1 deeply felt1 & e>ne/ly foll[$1 n only by good resolutions1 b by p]sonal & imm$iate ex]tions = ! gradual accompli%m5t ( a "w s truly hon\rable to ^? :o promote x1 s fraught ) bless+s to g5]ations yet unborn1 & s full ( glory to ,god4 ,,to ,,miss ,e4 ,,=d4 ,?ornhill1 ne> ,york1 ,upp] ,canada1 ,oct4 #ag1 #ahcc4 ,my de> ,madam1 ,y express y\r surprise at ! reluctant support af=d$ to m9i/]s4 ,?is is p>tly to be ascrib$ to t selfi%ness :i* is s sadly preval5t 9 our fall5 nature2 !y c build 7commodi\s & ev5 sumptu\s7 h\ses = _! own prosp]\s families2 !y c call1 out ( _! p]petually increas+ means1 com=ts ( e description2 b1 to _! m9i/]1 !y c calmly & gravely say1 8,oh1 y mu/ wait pati5tly1 & 9 "t all w be "r2 we h _h to wait be=e y2 x is q impossible to =ce matt]s 9 ,canada10 & s on4 ,& !n1 9 ! _s ( t affect$ b5evol5ce :i* prompt$ t hypocritical wi%1 8be ye w>m$ & be ye clo!d10 !y po9t u to ev5tual com=ts1 & c>e n to make ! lea/ sacrifice :i* may conduce to ! atta9m5t ( ! end4 ,9 reg>d to h\se1 to sal>y1 & to ev]y?+ pecuni>y1 ,i h exp]i5c$ sc>cely any?+ b disappo9tm5ts1 & at times ,i feel a little piqu$ at ! contra/ betwe5 _! w>m expressions ( reg>d1 & _! unwill+ness to contribute to ! com=ts ( my family2 =1 z to myself ,i c>e b little2 b /ill ,i w\ld n wi% to be h>d ^u !m1 = ?\gh !y h prop]ty1 v few h money1 & z soon z !y procure ?is1 !y s9k x 9 ! fur!r cultivation or /ock+ ( _! f>ms4 ,& !n1 aga91 !y h t admirable loop-hole = escape--! cl]gy res]ves1 :i* seem$ to promise ev]y?+1 b h done sc>cely any?+2 a brok5 re$1 :i* is p]petually pi]c+ ^? :o lean on x ) sorr[2 b :i* af=ds our p s ready an excuse = refus+ to come =w>d to our aid2 s t ( all classes ( emigrants1 m9i/]s1 9 a pecuni>y po9t ( view1 are by f> ! wor/ (f3 !y _c1 ) propriety1 g into ! woods1 = !y mu/ fix 9 ! m popul\s & m cultivat$ di/ricts1 :]e l& ( c\rse is high1 & ?us "o ( ! *ief s\rces ( prosp]ity is cut (f2 &1 z to trade1 f ?is ( c\rse !y are exclud$1 b /ill !y are ! class ( settl]s mo/ ne$$4 ,&1 9 ! mid/ ( occasional pique & disappo9tm5t1 ,i _c b feel ?ankful to ,god :o direct$ my /eps to ?is c\ntry1 & :o1 by ! prop]ty :i* he has previ\sly giv5 to me1 gives me ! prospect ( enjoy+1 9 ?is l& ( *eapness1 a great increase bo? ( com=t & temporal prosp]ity4 ,at pres5t1 inde$1 we are any?+ b outw>dly com=table3 ! h\se we =m]ly m5tion$ 0 f\nd too inconv5i5t1 & !re=e giv5 up1 & we are /ill 9 ! lodg+ ,i occupi$ previ\s to ! arrival ( my family4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,?omas ,,mortim]4 ,?ornhill1 ,toronto1 ,upp] ,canada1 ,july #ad1 #ahce4 ,my mu*-ende>$ ,bro!r1 ,,we 7 9 "s measure prep>$ = ! communication convey$ to u by y\r lett] ( ! #bj? ( ,april1 & :i* rea*$ u ye/]day ev5+2 = our ,%rop%ire fri5d _h he>d ! report ( our belov$ "m's dep>ture1 & _h made allusion to x 9 communications receiv$ "s weeks s9ce4 ,well1 h] happy1 holy _s1 is at l5g? releas$4 ,fulness ( days has be5 grant$ to h]1 &1 ?\gh !y h n be5 unatt5d$ ) lab\r & sorr[1 yet has h] k9d ,savi\r be5 ) h]1 & z mu* ( outw>d alleviation & inw>d s]5ity & peace h be5 exp]i5c$ by h] z h] circum/ances & /ate ( body w\ld admit (4 ,& n[ has %e ent]$ into ! fulness ( h] graci\s rew>d1 & h] sa9t$ "n mu/ ev] be inhal$ z ! preci\s p]fum$ o9tm5t1 by all :o "k h[ to e/imate h] deep1 consi/5t1 & exalt$ piety4 ,& :]e %all we n[ look = h] fell[8 ,= ! race ( ! di/+ui%$ & peculi> few seems n[ to h become ext9ct4 ,9 va9 %all we look = a ,coop]1 a ,rog]s1 a ,flet*]1 a ,lefevre1 or "o l our equally di/+ui%$ "m4 ,a prophet inde$ is no :]e s little e/eem$ z among 8 own k9dr$4 ,& yet ,i am p]suad$ t !re is t 9 ! he>t ( my ende>$ bro!r1 :i* w fully respond to ! encomiums :i* h ?us un9t5tionally escap$ me4 99 99 99 ,y\r lett] be>s ! goodly inscription ( 8,?ornhill ,p>sonage20 b1 alas6 x is a s\nd )\t locality4 ,x exi/s 9 my k9d bro!r's imag9ation1 b n[h]e else4 ,a h\se inde$ has long be5 talk$ (1 & 0 at l5g? erect$1 b a m]e laical abode4 ,b ,i am happy to say t matt]s are n[ likely to be on a prop] foot+4 ,i h pur*as$ f\r acres ( l& 7at #ej an acre667 ne> ! *ur*1 = :i* ! ,lieut5ant-,gov]nor 9 ,c\ncil has cons5t$ to all[ me an equival5t 9 wild l&1 z well z = a sum n exce$+ #ejj = ! erection ( a p>sonage4 ,& op]ations h comm5c$1 b :5 !y %all be t]m9at$ ,i "k n4 ,! lumb] mu/ be sawn & season$1 & cont9ue season+ till next spr+1 & we are told t a f9i%$ habitation w be ready = u 9 ! fall ( ! next ye>1 ,octob] ! #a/1 #ahcf4 ,b :at a di/ant p]iod6 my h& misgives me :ile ,i write x2 = my :it5$ locks & weakly frame po9t to a f> diff]5t abode4 ,may my affection comb9e ) my judgm5t1 & may my %ort residue ( days be s numb]$ by me1 t wisdom's lessons may bo? dilig5tly & effectually be le>nt6 ,:5 ,i sat d[n ,i 0 purpos+ a tol]ably close imitation ( y\r own v l5g?y 7elev5-l9$67 epi/le1 & 0 ab\t to f9d "s conv9c+1 or at lea/ plausible1 reason = my %abb9ess4 ,happily1 h[ev]1 my p5 has kept slid+ on2 & f9d+ myself s ne> ! conclusion ( ! ?ird side ( my closely writt5 %eet1 ,i may assure y ) a tol]ably fair & unblu%+ front1 ( our unabat$ & mo/ affectionate reg>ds to y\rself & all y\r ende>$ family1 & n lea/1 ^? ( y\r s9c]ely devot$ bro!r1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,p4,s4 ,our k9de/ love also to all our ende>$ relatives4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,d4 ,,:itmore4 ,?ornhill1 ,augu/ #ba1 #ahce4 99 99 99 99 99 ,y\r acc\nt ( de> ,mr4 --'s increas+ infirmities1 & _! necess>y effect on y\rself & ,mr4 ,g4 ,w41 has giv5 rise to _m a p5sive1 p]haps ,i ought to say1 melan*oly1 feel+4 ,inde$1 ,i h>dly d>e ?9k ( ! break+ up ( connexions1 com=ts1 heal?1 & s on4 ,my fooli% he>t too frequ5tly deceives itself ) delusive hopes4 ,i say1 too g5]ally1 8,i %all die 9 my ne/0--! s(t d[ny ne/ ( easy pleasant dissolution4 ,b :5 any?+ rem9ds me ( ! ?orn1 ! %>p-po9t$1 pi]c+ ?orn1 :i* is mo/ly f\nd !re1 !n ,i />t1 & my _s almo/ s9ks )9 me2 & ,i h little ei!r ( manly =titude1 or ( ,*ri/ian magnanimity2 at lea/1 ! subject is s unwelcome1 t ,i r turn f x1 ?an submissively await x4 ,at times1 inde$1 ,i feel will+ t ! tak+ d[n1 ! unp9n+ ( ! tab]nacle1 & ! loos5+ ( all its cords1 %\ld take place "u any circum/ances :i* my graci\s ,god %all appo9t1 & ,i feel a p]suasion t 8 fai?ful love w s adju/ ev]y?+1 t he w 9 n[ise 8suff] me to be tempt$ above :at ,i %all be able0 to be>2 & x is to ?is po9t t ,i h ( late s frequ5tly direct$ my pray]s1 t all ! prep>atory circum/ances ( dea?1 ! undo+ ( t :i* has be5 inexp$i5tly or crim9ally pursu$1 ! pull+ d[n ( va9 & worldly hopes1 ! deta*+ ( ! s\l f ev5 ! la/ ( its too-mu*-cl+$-to objects1 ! pati5t endurance ( ! bodily evils :i*1 z ! precursors ( dea?1 9 "s %ape or o!r await me2 t all ^! may be s met1 & s peacefully & *e]fully borne1 t1 in/ead ( griev+ ! ,_s ( my ,god by any unhall[$ feel+s1 ,i may surr5d] ev]y?+ ) *e]fulness1 & endure all 9 8 bless$ ord]4 ,= ! melan*oly fact mu/ n be )held f y1 t1 aft] all ,i h kn[n1 & felt1 & prea*$1 ,i %r9k f v _m ( ! circum/ances att5dant on dissolution3 & :at1 p]haps1 w surprise y m1 & :at ,i am /ill m a%am$ to be oblig$ to ackn[l$ge1 is1 t ,i am frequ5tly consci\s ( a k9d ( lat5t infidelity1 z to ! reality ( ! com+ _w4 ,i d n absolutely disbelieve2 = revelation assures1 & all my reason+ confirms1 & yet x is "o ( ^? po9ts on :i* ,i am con/ra9$ to say1--8,"l1 ,i believe1 help ?\ my unbelief40 ,b h[ ,i h v5tur$ to t\* ^u ^! topics ,i h>dly "k2 = ,i c>efully keep !m f my own self1 h>dly d>+ to ackn[l$ge _! exi/5ce2 & ,i am s a%am$ ( !m1 t ,i keep !m /ill m c>efully f o!rs4 ,& yet x has produc$ a /range relief to me1 ?us explicitly to adv]t to !m2 x has giv5 to !m m precision ( %ape & locality2 ,i see ) m di/9ctness :at my enemies really are1 & ,i seem enc\rag$ to hope t1 by ! grace ( ,god1 ev5 ^! may be ov]come3 & ,i tru/ also1 t1 by ?us unfold+ ^! weaknesses ( my nature1 ,i %all awak5 9 my k9d fri5d t decree ( sympa?y1 :i* %all call =? f h] an occasional pray] on my behalf4 ,i nev] m ne$$ pray]1 nor nev] s mu* e/imat$ its value1 z ,i h done ( late2 x is truly wondr\s 9 all ! bran*es & be>+s ( its b5eficial influ5ce4 ,b ,i mu/ turn to o!r matt]s4 ,i (t5 ?9k ( y\r self-impos$ sil5ce :5 we 7 leav+ ,engl&1 evid5tly n approv+ ( our /ep1 & yet n wi%+ to ent] into any enl>g$ reason+ or discussion2 & ,i z (t5 ?9k1 0 my ende>$ fri5d "r 9 h] non-approval8 ,i am ready to ackn[l$ge1 t we 7 nev] s out 9 our calculation z 9 _m ( ! results ( our ,canadian migration2 & 9 ! e/imation ( obs]vant fri5ds we mu/ appe>1 ,i %\ld ?9k1 to h /rangely miss$ our pa?4 ,& yet s m>k$ are all ! lead+ circum/ances :i* h transpir$1 t we _c1 = a mom5t1 "q ei!r ! p]missive or ! appo9t+ m]cy ( our ,god4 ,x has be5 ( ess5tial b5efit to myself2 x has be5 ( especial good to -- also2 h] views & feel+s h und]gone a mo/ mat]ial *ange1 s t ,i q m>vel at ! wise & graci\s process2 & 9 v>i\s ways has ! removal be5 b5eficial to our *ildr54 ,b all ?is is hidd5 f outw>d obs]vation2 no "o p]ceives ei!r ! ne$s-be1 or ! result1 b ! outw>d appe>ance x is :i* puzzles !m--all is completely 9 contra/ ) our =m] selves1 & s little 9 accordance ) our prop]ty & ) :at we h a k9d ( "r to expect 9 ! %ape ( accommodation f our p>i%ion]s4 ,we w\ld1 inde$1 )\t mu* difficulty1 %\ld we see x to be our duty1 br+ ourselves into alt]$ circum/ances2 we c\ld retrace at once our migratory /eps & rea* our native l& ri*] by1 at lea/1 a ?\s& p\nds ?an :5 we left x4 ,we c\ld also leave our pres5t unaccommodat+ p1 pur*ase or build on "s advantage\sly situat$ spot1 retire f ! peculi> awkw>dnesses ( ,canadian m9i/rations1 & m privately ex]cise1 )\t co/ to any1 ! exposition ( ,god's ^w1 & ! visit+ ( ! sick & ne$y4 ,we might also build1 at once1 9 ?is place1 at our own co/1 &1 )\t pecuni>y regret1 let slip a few hundr$s ( p\nds on ! impolitic speculation ( procur+ some:at m ( suitable & becom+ accommodation4 ,we might da% also ?r\gh "s o!rs ( our tempor>y unseeml9esses1 & be able to write 9 an alt]$ & m gratify+ /ra9 to our n[ wond]+ fri5ds--might enc\rage our sons1 = example1 to laun* out into avocations1 or attempt o!r bran*es1 :i*1 :ile !y h m appe>ance ( g5tility1 w\ld only sap ! f\ndation ( _! future respectability & com=t4 ,we might d all ?is & mu* m1 & pride w\ld sugge/ its p>tial or total p]=mance2 b we %\ld be ei!r =c+ our way1 or premature 9 our movem5ts4 ,grace & duty bid u calmly & pati5tly to await ,god's "t2 & we are n )\t hope1 t he w at l5g? br+ u into 8 weal?y place4 ,all is well3 ) our he>ts1 we c say s1 & ) ?is conviction1 we may & ought to be cont5t4 ,& ,i say ?is1 n to ju/ify our proc$ures 7= ?is really has become to u a v small matt]71 b to br+ an ende>$ fri5d into a m correct e/imate ( :at is actually pass+ among u--to %[ h] t1 :ile discom=t appe>s to be 9 "s respects outw>dly surr\nd+ our little edifice1 mu* ( ,god's bless+1 ) peaceful acquiesc5ce & com=t1 is /ill f\nd )94 ,i ne$ make no m5tion ( ! t]m9ation ( our ende>$ "m's e>?ly c>e]1 on ^: acc\nt we are at pres5t 9 m\rn+2 we h he>d no p>ticul>s ( h] la/ mom5ts1 nor1 inde$1 are ^! necess>y 9 ord] to assure u t h] end 0 bless$4 ,y & ourselves h kn[n h] 9 h] m>ri$ life1 & 9 h] wid[$ /ate4 ,b ev5 9 ?is h] limit$ sph]e1 we h se5 h] z a mo/ di/+ui%$ & hon\r$ s]vant ( ! ,"l2 b1 f all ,i h he>d & read1 almo/ all ! brilliancy conspicu\s 9 h] unm>ri$ life 0 !n suff]+ an eclipse2 & s ^? ( ! brighte/ & mo/ dazzl+ rays ( ! ,miss ,ri*ie ( =m] times1 7 ne>ly =gott5 9 ! conjugal & dome/icat$ ,mrs4 ,mortim]4 ,h] life1 y "k p]haps1 is 9 ! c\rse ( publication1 & ,i %all look = x ) mu* int]e/4 ,i fe>1 h[ev]1 t x w be want+ 9 incid5t1 ?\gh h] di>y1 :i* %e has kept = _m ye>s1 may supply mu* ( unexpect$ mat]ial4 ,h] publi%$ lett]s ,i read _m ye>s s9ce ) peculi> pleasure4 99 99 99 ,y\rs1 ,my de> ,madam1 ev] gratefully oblig$1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,miss ,e4 ,,=d4 ,?ornhill1 ,july #bh1 #ahcf4 ,my de> ,madam1 ,i ,,am becom+ s sadly neglectful ( my duties1 z a correspond5t1 t ,i n only ri*ly des]ve f my fri5ds _! c5sure1 b a total discont9uance ( _! k9d communications4 ,to y\rself & respect$ si/]1 h[ev]1 my neglect assumes ! aspect ( +ratitude2 y h s div]sifi$ & heap$ on me y\r k9d & delicate att5tions4 ,i c say s little t is apologetic1 t ,i w n make ! attempt2 b1 z 9 my approa* to a ,high] ,p[]1 ,i w\ld at once ackn[l$ge ! fulness ( my del9qu5cy1 & solicit f y\r unit$ k9dly feel+s t indulg5ce :i* ,i am 9 n[ise entitl$ to expect4 ,i tru/1 h[ev]1 t y\r =be>ance w n be ex]cis$ 9 va91 & t x w be long be=e ,i aga9 trespass to a simil> ext5t4 ,b ?\gh ,i h no apology to (f] = my long sil5ce1 x may 9 "s measure be acc\nt$ = 9 ! pres5t unc]ta9 /ate ( our affairs2 = ,i h long be5 hop+ t some?+ def9ite w\ld arise1 & ,i 0 unwill+ to write to y be=e4 ,b week pass$ on aft] week1 & we are /ill 9 /atu quo4 ,! ,b--s h probably in=m$ y ( our int5tion to remove to "s o!r situation1 = ! sph]e is exce$+ly limit$1 & ! *ur*-p unusually few2 s t1 aft] a f\r ye>s' trial1 ,i %\ld h>dly feel ju/ifi$ 9 sp5d+ my little residuum ( /r5g? 9 a spot :]e ! defici5cy ( proportionate result is s great4 ,our accommodation1 too1 9 our conf9$ lodg+s1 are f> f suitable1 & all our p]sonal attempts1 z well z expectations f o!rs to am5d !m1 h hi!rto fail$4 ,?is m9or matt]1 inde$1 w\ld n1 ( itself1 h be5 suffici5tly /rong1 to induce u to remove1 b1 tak5 9 conjunction ) all ! o!r matt]s1 ,i h1 at l5g?1 felt x my duty ei!r to fix 9 "s o!r mission1 z our cures are "h d5om9at$1 or else to retire altoge!r f public to m private engagem5t4 ,i h writt5 to our good bi%op on ! subject1 express+ a pref]5ce = ! vic9ity ( our *ildr51 or "s m s\!rly & m g5ial "p ( ! prov9ce ne> ! lake %ores4 ,he has k9dly promis$ to d all 9 8 p[] to meet my wi%es1 b he has n hi!rto be5 able to succe$1 & we are wait+ ! result ( 8 fur!r endeav\rs4 ,y h he>d en\gh1 ,i d\bt n1 ( our political affairs to ne$ any enl>gem5t on ?is po9t4 ,v ne>ly1 inde$1 7 we on ! po9t ( prov9cial ru94 ,b ?r\gh ,god's m]cy ! decision & good s5se ( ! ,lieut5ant-,gov]nor h sav$ u f any?+ imm$iate1 &1 ,i hope1 also1 f ultimate evil2 = !re is a /rong cons]vative feel+ br\ght into ex]cise1 :i* is n v likely soon to subside4 ,9 our la/ ,p>liam5t1 :i* ! ,lieut5ant-,gov]nor dissolv$1 !re 0 a l>ge ,radical majority2 b f ! rec5t return = ! ensu+ ,p>liam5t1 out ( sixty-two memb]s =ty-f\r are ,cons]vative1 & only eighte5 ,radical2 s t we h good reason to expect an am5d$ /ate ( ?+s4 ,x w be mon?s & ye>s1 h[ev]1 be=e we atta9 to a s\nd1 heal?y1 & fl\ri%+ /ate2 = emigration is v ne>ly at a /&2 capitali/s1 ( c\rse1 h no c\rage to v5ture among su* a set ( revolution>y ruffians4 ,! less moni$1 :o are compell$ to g some:]e1 proce$ to ! ,/ates to ! f> we/ by hundr$s & ?\s&s4 ,lab\r]s & me*anics n only turn aside f u1 b leave u aft] settl+ among u f want ( employm5t1 or1 r1 f want ( money to pay !m = _! lab\r4 ,toronto1 = mon?s pa/1 has _h q an appe>ance ( gloom2 s _m %ops %ut up1 & s little trade done2 & o!r t[ns compla9 9 l mann]4 ,f>m+1 too1 :]e f>m+ lab\r is paid =1 is s los+ a conc]n1 t1 if x 7 n absolutely necess>y = ! supply ( _! family 9 c\ntry places1 !re is sc>cely a g5tleman b w\ld give x up4 ,i h annually lo/ by m9e--little inde$1 b /ill1 lo/2 & ! g5]al cry among my neighb\rs is1 ,no?+ is to be got by f>m+4 ,inde$1 7 x n = ! comp>ative pov]ty ( ! settl]s1 ! tide ( emigration w\ld soon set homew>ds3 b1 to realize ! means ( return w\ld1 on a g5]al scale1 be impossible2 7 !y to attempt to sell1 no suffici5t numb] ( pur*as]s c\ld be obta9$1 & ! sum realiz$ w\ld g b a little way t[>ds liv+ 9 ! same /yle 9 ,engl&2 s t>ry !y mu/4 ,/ill1 ! he>ts ( _m are turn+ t[>ds _! belov$ c\ntry1 & !y w\ld soon rejo9 _! fri5ds if !y c\ld4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,:itmore4 ,?ornhill1 ne> ,toronto1 ,upp] ,canada1 ,novemb]1 #ab1 #ahcf4 99 99 99 99 ,dur+ mo/ ( ! "t s9ce ,i la/ wrote to y1 we h be5 9 great unc]ta9ty conc]n+ our movem5ts4 ,at "o "t ,i felt s s9k+ "u my m9i/]ial duties1 comb9$ ) ! peculi>ities ( ! climate1 t my wife & ,cecil 7 /rongly urg5t on me to retire f all public & obligatory duty1 & to d no m ?an :at my /r5g? or spirits w\ld enable me occasionally & privately to att5d to4 ,) ?is int5tion1 aft] inspect+ num]\s places1 we made a pur*ase 9 ! salubri\s & delightful di/rict ( ,niag>a1 & 7 j on ! po9t ( remov+ ?i!r2 b1 on inspection1 ! title did n appe> satisfactory1 &1 at ! sugge/ion ( ! solicitor1 ,i did n complete ! pur*ase4 ,:ile1 h[ev]1 ?is matt] 0 p5d+1 my p1 at a public meet+1 /rongly express$ _! hope1 t ,i w\ld n adh]e to my int5tions ( removal1 & s unanim\sly & affectionately press$ my cont9uance among !m1 t ,i at l5g? cons5t$2 & h s9ce made arrangem5ts = build+ a h\se at my own exp5se1 on "s l& ,i _h previ\sly pur*as$ ne> ! *ur*1 & am int5d+ n[ to g on ) z mu* prud5ce z ,i c2 b /ill to g on1 & to die1 if x please ,god1 9 ! h>ness4 ,( late1 h[ev]1 ! ,"l has be5 pleas$ s to enable me to use appropriate ex]cise 9 ! op5 air1 & s to husb& my little /r5g?1 t all ! unfav\rable symptoms "u :i* ,i 0 lab\r+ "s few mon?s ago1 h altoge!r disappe>$2 & ) pres5t adequacy ( physical p[]s & ) m ?an usual enc\ragem5t 9 _s1 ,i am proce$+ ) my "w1 & tru/ all w be well4 99 99 99 99 99 ,aft] speak+ ( 8 family1 he adds1 99 99 99 99 99 ,mu* h we1 inde$1 ( ,god's temporal smile1 nor is ! light ( 8 graci\s c\nt5ance )held4 ,all1 all is love1 & we w\ld n only submissively1 b gratefully adore4 ,p]mit me to assure y ( our be/ wi%es = ! mon?s or ye>s1 :i* may yet be 9 res]ve1 may !y prove pre-em95tly ! be/6 8,= su* p[] belonge? unto ,god20 & believe me1 ,y\rs1 my de> ,madam1 v s9c]ely1 ,g4 ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,mr4 ,mortim] left ,engl& 9 "p to avoid ! /orms & tempe/s :i* ov]hung t c\ntry1 little ?9k+ t 9 attempt+ to avoid a possible dang]1 he ran into an actual "o2 s v dim is our =esight & s weak our p[] ( resi/ance4 ,a de/ructive rebellion took place 9 ,canada 9 #ahcg1 :i*1 f 8 resid5ce be+ on "o ( ! ma9 roads to ,toronto1 :i!r ! riot]s 7 proce$+1 put ev5 ! p]sonal safety ( 8 family 9 great jeop>dy4 ,he ref]s especially to ?is ev5t 9 ! foll[+ lett]3-- ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,holl&4 ,?ornhill1 ,april #c1 #ahch4 ,y k9dly allude to ! circum/ance ( app>5t dang] 9 :i* we h be5 plac$ dur+ our rec5t revolt1 b ,god has be5 v m]ciful to u1 &1 n m]ely scre5$ u "u ! %elt]+ w+ ( 8 good provid5ce1 b graci\sly kept our m9ds 9 sweet s]5ity & peace4 ,y may judge ( ! app>5t p]il to :i* we 7 expos$1 :5 ,i tell y1 t on ! aft]noon ( ! ev5+ on :i* !y 7! rebels7 proce$$ to ,toronto1 two p>ties pass$ our door1 ! "o consi/+ ( #bjj1 & ! o!r ( #cjj p]sons2 & 71 "u ,god's provid5ce1 kept f ! execution ( _! murd]\s & de/ructive designs aga9/ ! p]sons & h\ses ( ! m loyal & opul5t1 m]ely 9 consequ5ce ( _! be+ oblig$ to hurry pa/ u to ,toronto two or ?ree days soon] ?an !y _h anticipat$4 ,z a cl]gyman too1 & m especially z a b5efic$ "o1 not$ & vilifi$ z possess+ "o ( ! obnoxi\s rectories1 conc]n+ :i* !y h s l\dly clam\r$2 on ?is acc\nt ,i 0 a d\bly m>k$ man2 my "n 0 ins]t$ 9 _! li/ ( int5d$ arsons1 & my family z well z myself 7 to be %ot1 z we 7 attempt+ to escape ! flames2 at lea/1 su* 7 ! pleas+ tid+s :i* 7 widely circulat$ among u1 & ! fe>ful & timid f\nd x no easy matt] to re/ra9 _! feel+s1 or to exhibit calmness ( _s1 or manl9ess ( conduct4 ,_m pass$ sleepless nights1 & all ar\nd u gave indication t !re 7 solid & ext5sive gr\nds = al>m4 ,colonel ,m--1 ! p]son :o 0 %ot on ! fir/ night ( ! revolt1 0 an att5dant on our *ur* & a resid5t 9 our neighb\rhood1 &1 9 ! v mid/ ( ! excitem5t1 0 br\ght to our *ur*y>d = int]m5t4 ,a ho/ile attack 0 expect$ by _m1 & ! mob1 :o assembl$ to pay ! la/ sad (fices to _! vet]an fri5d & neighb\r1 came acc\tr$ 9 _! swords1 dagg]s1 pi/ols & f[l+ pieces4 ,a novel & a pa9ful sc5e1 b :i* 0 altoge!r uncall$ =2 no attempt hav+ be5 contemplat$4 ,my eye glanc$ on "o ( ! assembly2 a loyal1 b /range & p5uri\s man1 ^: habits _h nev] suff]$ him to become possess$ ( any?+ 9 ! %ape ( arms1 & he 0 lean+ on 8 tru/y l5g!n$ pit* =k1 a weapon1 ( :i* ,i he>d1 he 0 aft]w>ds vaunt+ t !re 0 no?+ l t4 ,8 pres5ce1 h[ev]1 to my m9d at lea/1 0 f> f pleas+2 x ill-accord$ ) ! sc5e be=e u1 & seem$ s ridicul\s1 t ,i c\ld h>dly refra9 f a mom5t>y smile4 ,( ! g5]al & m public details y are d\btless mo/ fully appriz$2 = ,i p]ceive t our ,canadian affairs are excit+ a peculi> int]e/ 9 our fa!rl&1 & are comm5t$ on ) an accuracy1 :i* %[s t !y mu/ h be5 p]us$ ) e means ( ! fulle/ in=mation ly+ be=e !m4 ,all is n[1 ?r\gh ,god's provid5ce1 9 a /ate ( quietness2 :ile1 !re=e1 we feel indebt$ to our fri5ds = _! k9d sympa?y1 & _! affectionate expressions ( hope1 t our prov9cial tr\bles may cause u ei!r quickly1 or ev5tually to retrace our /eps t[>ds our belov$ native l&1 we mu/ /ill assure !m t no?+ is fur!r f our ?\ghts2 our pa? has be5 delib]ately *os51 our objects h be5 ext5sively ga9$1 mu* ( ,god's temporal smile is re/+ ^u u1 we are n[ e/abli%$ 9 our ample1 commodi\s1 &1 ,i might say1 beautiful h\se1 ! society ar\nd u is sup]ior to :at is f\nd 9 mo/ c\ntry places 9 ,engl&2 our income is ample & en\gh = all exig5cies4 ,life is glid+ g5tly along ) z little disquietude & z mu* com=t z we c ev] expect to f9d 9 ! pres5t _w2 peace & tranquillity reign 9 our dome/ic circle1 ,god's spiritual bless+s are exp]i5c$ by ! majority ( our family1 & "s hopeful indications giv5 by all1 &1 !re=e1 :y %\ld we wi% = a *ange8 ,( myself & my own imm$iate duties1 ,i w\ld say1 b little good is be+ done4 ,m9i/]s are mu* want$1 &1 7 ,i 9 ,engl&1 x w\ld be only to extrude & ?ru/ out "s ( ! p>tially engag$ or :olly unoccupi$ ) :i* y are ov]burd5$ already4 ,no1 my ende>$ si/]1 mu* z we love our native l&1 mu* z we value our /ill m belov$ fri5ds1 we ought n to close our eyes on our pres5t m]cies1 or s mix up ! *]i%+ ( regret ) causes = ?anksgiv+1 z to de/roy _! efficacy1 or to dim9i% _! he>t-/irr+ effect4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:ile ,mr4 ,mortim]'s fri5ds did n approve ( 8 expatriat+ himself & family1 s "s ( !m1 :o visit$ him 9 ,canada1 7 by no means conv9c$ ( 8 hav+ improv$ on 8 lot & position 9 life by 8 *ange ( c\ntry4 ,! ,rev4 ,b4 ,luckock 0 "o ( ^!1 :o 0 s /ruck ) ! inf]iority ( ev]y?+ :i* he saw1 t he aft]w>ds wrote to him 9 no v measur$ t]ms ( 8 dislike & almo/ dete/ation ( :at he call$ 8 wret*$ situation4 ,^! condol+ & sympa?iz+ notes produc$ no e*o 9 ! m9d ( ,mr4 ,mortim]1 & he wrote to 8 fri5d 9 ! foll[+ playful t]ms1 unit$ to /ra9s ( piety & s]i\sness1 v expressive ( 8 own satisfaction ) ! *ange :i* he _h made3-- 8,bo? y\r lett]s f\nd me at ,?ornhill1 & f ! same mis]able & des]t$ place1 ,i date1 z y w p]ceive1 my pres5t lett]4 ,x is difficult to det]m9e :at class ( feel+s we %\ld indulge 9 at ! accumulat$ epi!ts ( loa?+ & abhorr5ce ) :i* y speak ( our delightfully happy soj\rn2 our disposition1 h[ev]1 to m]rim5t prevail$1 & we all laugh$ mo/ he>tily at y\r intemp]ate & ill-tim$ abus+s1 s completely & s pleasantly _h ! :ole class ( our own feel+s & circum/ances be5 *ang$ s9ce y\r visit to t any?+ b 8happy valley40 ,i ne$ n detail to y ! v>i\s incid5ts :i*1 ?r\gh ! k9d provid5ce ( our ,god1 h t5d$ bo? to fix our /eps & to settle our m9ds2 ! hundr$s ( miles :i* 7 previ\sly travell$--! ineligibility ( e spot & e abode 9 "s important p>ticul>--! /rik+ ,provid5ce :i* put "s unexpect$ & f9al /op to our negotiations 9 ea* ( ! matt]s on :i* we 7 dispos$ to v5ture--! alt]$ feel+ & conduct discov]$ by my p1 :5 !y p]ceiv$ me fully resolv$ to leave--_! solicitations1 accompani$ ) pr(f]$1 ?\gh n accept$1 pecuni>y lib]ality to rema9 among !m--! erection ( a l>ge1 commodi\s1 & ta/y1 n to say beautiful1 h\se1 on ! few acres ( my own1 ne> ! *ur*1 :i* ,i _h "s "t be=e pur*as$--! settl+ ( a mo/ e/eem$1 & delightful1 intellig5t1 well-educat$1 ,*ri/ian family1 )9 a few /ones' ?r[ ( our resid5ce--&1 f9ally1 ! induction & in/all+ ( ! long unb5efic$ curate into t mo/ lucrative & hon\rable piece ( pref]m5t1 8! ,rectory ( ,?ornhill40 ,happy consummation ( ! mo/ ambiti\s wi%es1 or only to be cr$it$ by ! envi$ & enviable dignit>ies ( our ,*ur*1 ( :i* 8,i am pr\d to ?9k0 t my valu$ & respect$ fri5d is "o6 ,b ,i w&]2 !re1 !n1 we are at ,?ornhill2 b1 ?r\gh ,god's m]cy1 "u circum/ances ( great com=t1 mu*1 v mu*1 inde$1 :i* calls =? our gratitude & praise2 s t :at ,i p>tly smil+ly1 p>tly ironically1 & p>tly believ+ly1 pr$ict$1 has be5 /rongly fulfill$2 ! c\rse adopt$ by ! ,abyss9ian ,pr9ce has be5 closely foll[$ by ourselves1 & n an atom ( wi% d we n[ feel to ex*ange ! place ( our abode = any o!r 9 ! prov9ce1 & we may say ev5 9 ! _w4 ,( ! y\ng] bran*es ( ! family1 ,i am n ( c\rse speak+2 !y may possibly be f> f ! re/ & quiet1 a & satisfaction ( ! old] folk4 ,z to ourselves1 h[ev]1 we wi% = no *ange2 to live & to die :]e ,god's good provid5ce has n[ at l5g? fix$ u is ! ultimatum ( all our wi%es40 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,?ornhill1 ,upp] ,canada1 ,feb4 #aa1 #ahdj4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,i ,,feel mu* indebt$ to y = hav+ compli$ ) ,mr4 ,dit*]'s sugge/ion1 z well z to ,mr4 ,d4 himself1 = s k9dly & judici\sly mak+ x4 #bbf ,& ,i hope t n[ we %all be able to enjoy a little occasional int]c\rse1 n p]haps to ! same ext5t1 or ) ! same buoyant en]getic feel+s ( our m y\?ful bygone days1 b ) ! _s ( ^? :o are draw+ ne>] & ne>] to life's peaceful t]m9ation1 & :o1 :ile grateful = ! atta*$ int]c\rse :i* has *>act]is$ a few ( _! pa/ ye>s1 mu/ /ill feel t 9 ?is _w ( sev]+s & p]turbations we =m our sev]al fri5d%ips1 n s mu* to enjoy !m on e>?1 z to r5ew & p]fect !m 9 heav54 ,:at y m5tion conc]n+ y\r de> family has greatly int]e/$ me4 ,god has be5 v v graci\s to y & !m1 & ,i d s9c]ely praise him on y\r & _! behalf4 ,i h ?\ght a good deal on ! h9ts y ?r[ out respect+ my namesake & ende>$ godson1 & hope ! be/ wi%es ( y\r he>t w be realis$ ) reg>d to him4 ,canada1 h[ev]1 does n /rike me z be+ ! place = him1 at lea/ 9 a pecuni>y po9t ( view4 #aej /]l+1 ) a h\se1 & ?ree or f\r acres ( l&1 is ! utmo/ he %\ld calculate on4 ,?\gh a rector1 ,i h no m ?an #ace /]l+1 & h no p>sonage h\se1 b am dwell+ 9 "o erect$ by myself1 at my own co/4 ,! g5]al all[ance made by ! bi%op at pres5t is #ajj /]l+2 & ?is is paid out ( ! sum contribut$ by ! diff]5t societies 9 ,engl&1 pr9cipally ! ,propagation1 or by ! fund aris+ f ! sale ( cl]gy res]ves4 ,9 addition1 h[ev]1 to ?is #ajj1 ! bi%op expects t ! congregation %\ld provide f\r acres ( l&1 build a p>sonage1 & pl$ge !mselves to give a sal>y ( #ej4 ,b ?is pl$ge is too frequ5tly m]ely nom9al1 ! money be+ v seldom fully1 or at all ne>ly1 paid1 & little m is obta9$ beyond ! bi%op's all[ance1 except+ :at may arise f surplice fees & ! r5tal ( *ur* pews4 ,some?+ 9 addition1 h[ev]1 may be expect$ :5 ! vexati\s matt] ( ! cl]gy res]ves %all be settl$2 b z ^! w be uncle>$ l&1 no imm$iate advantage to any ext5t w\ld ( c\rse accrue4 ,upp] ,canada1 inde$1 ,i consid] z "o ( ! mo/ necessit\s ( all our prov9ces1 & none (f] s little 9 ! %ape ( j & equitable remun]ation4 ,mu*1 !re=e1 z ,i %\ld rejoice on _m acc\nts at ,mr4 ,george's com+ "h1 ,i am afraid he w\ld f9d x v difficult to procure ! means ( adequate support4 ,ord]s1 inde$1 if only tol]ably qualifi$1 he might ) ease & )\t exp5se obta94 ,important sph]es1 also1 ( m9i/]ial engagem5t are num]\sly pres5t$4 ,& to "o :o has no ?\ght ( ent]+ on a m>ri$ life1 or is prep>$ to r\gh x1 or cont5t$ly to s9k bel[ ! cu/om>y grade ( 8 pr(ession--to "o s prep>$1 ! mission>y field ( ,canada is ! v place4 ,b to ^? :o are o!rwise m9d$1 we ought1 9 ,*ri/ian *>ity1 & ev5 9 common fairness1 to pres5t ! salut>y cave4 ,sir ,george ,ar?ur1 no d\bt1 w\ld d all 9 8 p[] to assi/ him1 %\ld we be p]mitt$ to reta9 him among u2 b 9 ,canada 8 means ( ?is description are exce$+ly limit$1 & ,i %\ld almo/ ?9k t he c\ld ex]t a m b5eficial influ5ce on 8 behalf by endeav\r+ to obta91 ?r\gh 8 ,engli% fri5ds1 "s appo9tm5t z *apla9 to "o ( ! colonies1 or1 %\ld ?is be que/ionable1 "s b5efice 9 ,au/ralia1 or else:]e1 "u circum/ances ( m enc\ragem5t ?an we are au?oriz$ to hold out 9 our poor1 neglect$1 h>ass$ prov9ce4 ,y speak ( ! possibility ( giv+ u a visit2 ,i ne$ sc>cely assure y h[ greatly x w\ld delight u all2 ,i fe>1 h[ev]1 t ,sir ,george w h left u1 unless y are some:at agile 9 y\r movem5ts4 ,i h be5 appris$ by him 7?\gh q confid5tially7 ( 8 k9d int5tions t[>ds y\rself4 ,h[ a/oni%$ %\ld ,i h be5 at _! realization1 & h[ unspeakably rejoic$4 ,b /ill all is well2 & if "t discov] n ?is1 fai? c tell u ( an important day t w4 ,y lay on me1 my ende>$ fri5d1 a next to impossible injunction2 :at a /r+ ( k9d affectionate inquiries relative to my own proc$ures1 p]sonally1 p>o*ially1 dome/ically4 ,my lab\rs1 ,i tru/1 are n altoge!r 9 va9 9 ! ,"l2 our congregation has be5 increas+ ev] s9ce ,i came "h1 & ?is ye> ! *ur* 0 enl>g$ to ne>ly d\ble its =m] size1 & ! additional pews 7 all let 9 ?ree or f\r days aft] !y 7 (f]$ = r5tal4 ,"s few ( my p seem to h be5 "u graci\s influ5ce1 & h giv5 me mu* ( enc\ragem5t & hope4 ,& my p at l>ge %[ me mu* k9dness1 & appe> atta*$ to my m9i/rations4 ,socially & dome/ically we h mu* ( com=t4 ,good h\se & premises1 good s]vants1 "o ( :om has be5 ) u tw5ty-?ree ye>s--& good neighb\rhood--pleasant di/ance 7twelve or ?irte5 miles7 f ,toronto--almo/ e ,engli% com=t )9 our rea*1 n to say e luxury4 ,! only cause ( regret1 p]haps1 is t 9 ^! matt]s we are go+ too mu* a-head4 ,we are f> too gay1 z a neighb\rhood1 = my simple lik+4 ,a few ev5+s s9ce1 "o g5tleman _h a p>ty ( sixty p]sons pres5t1 _m m invit$1 ) a "p ( ! b& ( ! #icrd regim5t1 f ,toronto4 ,& v %ortly aft]1 ano!r ( my congregation _h a /ill gay] & m ext5sive assemblage4 ,b y w n[ beg9 to sigh ov] my int]m9able & undeciph]able scrawl2 & !re=e1 9 simple pity to y\r /ra9+ eyes1 ,i %all only add1 t ) mo/ affectionate & ,*ri/ian reg>ds1 9 :i* my :ole family unite1 to y\rself & de> ,mrs4 ,a41 ,i rema91 ,y\r ev] atta*$1 ?\gh unwor?y fri5d1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i ins]t ! foll[+ address1 n only because x may be g5]ally useful1 b because x may be z applicable n[ to ^? = ^: use x 0 orig9ally writt51 z at ! "t ( its publication3 & if a /rang] may be all[$ to urge _! att5tion afre% to ! w>m & affectionate remon/rance ( _! late pa/or1 he w\ld j rem9d !m1 t ,div9e wor%ip1 on ! ,"l's day1 be+ a p>am\nt duty1 an att5dance ^u bo? s]vices is obligatory on all s9c]e ,*ri/ians1 except duties ( m]cy or necessity preclude su* att5dance4 ,all o!r excuses or reasons admit ( no ju/ification1 & 9 ! great day w be view$ only 9 ! light ( positive neglect ( ,god's s]vice1 aris+ ei!r f s9ful disob$i5ce1 or culpable indiff]5ce4 ,! p>tially =mal obs]vance ( ! ,"l's ,day1 by an att5dance on ! morn+ s]vice1 sp5d+ ! re/ ( ! day 9 pursuits entirely ali5 f sacr$ duties1 is ! ,sabba? ( ! m]e nom9al ,*ri/ian1 n ( ! s9c]e disciple ( ,*ri/4 ,,address ,,to ,,! ,,inhabitants ,,( ,,! ,,t[n%ip ,,( ,,?ornhill ,?ornhill1 ,oct4 #a1 #ahdj4 ,my mu*-ende>$ ,p>i%ion]s1 ,i ,,p]suade myself y w receive ) y\r wont$ k9dness a few words :i* ,i am desir\s ( press+ on y\r s]i\s att5tion4 ,our *ur*1 ,i am happy to ?9k1 has1 ?r\gh y\r own lib]ality & ! k9d assi/ance ( our ,engli% fri5ds1 be5 s f> enl>g$ z to admit ( consid]able increase 9 ! att5dance2 & x af=ds me matt] ( mu* satisfaction1 t ev5 be=e its completion1 ! :ole ( ! extra-sitt+s 7 secur$4 ,& ?\gh occasionally pa9$ at ! irregul> att5dance ( "s1 /ill ,i _c b feel gratifi$ 9 meet+1 on ! ,sabba? morn+s1 s enc\rag+ a congregation z t :i* usually att5ds4 ,b "h ,i am sorry to say t mu* ( my satisfaction1 z connect$ ) our *ur* att5dance1 t]m9ates4 ,= :5 ! morn+ s]vice is conclud$1 z ?\gh ! ,sabba? itself 7 also end$1 we see no m ( ! mass ( our congregation till we meet !m on ! foll[+ ,sunday4 ,a pa9ful inquiry1 !n1 z y w easily conceive1 is (t5 pres5t$ to our m9ds1 z to ! probable mann] 9 :i* ! rema9+ h\rs ( y\r ,sabba? are employ$4 ,"s few ( y1 ,i "k1 are k9dly endeav\r+ to in/ruct ! "y 9 our ,sunday-s*ools2 "s few also 7oh t !re 7 m67 make a po9t ( in/ruct+ _! own families at home2 & "s few m att5d ! ev5+ s]vice 9 ! *ur*4 ,b :at1 ,i w\ld affectionately inquire1 becomes ( our congregation at l>ge1 aft] ! morn+ s]vice8 ,z consi/5t *ur*m51 ,i take = grant$ t y consci5ti\sly conf9e y\rselves to ! m9i/rations ( ! *ur*3 =1 conv9c$ t ! pr9ciples ( diss5t]s are 9 direct opposition to--are altoge!r subv]sive (--! int]e/s1 if n ! v exi/5ce ( ! *ur*1 y _c b ab/a9 f ev]y?+ :i* may seem 9 any degree to support !m2 & z y\r att5dance on _! place ( wor%ip mu/ be s consid]$1 ,i may naturally conclude t y refra9 f frequ5t+ !m4 ,b z y g to no diss5t+ place ( wor%ip1 & z only a v small numb] att5d ! ev5+ s]vice 9 ! *ur*1 9 :at way mu/ ,i suppose t ! re/ ( ! ,sabba? is1 = ! mo/ "p1 employ$8 ,oh1 ?9k n t ,i am un*>itable1 if ,i _c help suspect+ t x is too frequ5tly fritt]$ away 9 idl5ess1 or 9 unpr(itable pursuits2 9 unhall[$ read+2 9 dome/ic amusem5ts2 9 visit+ or receiv+ visits2 9 ,sabba? rambles2 or possibly 9 "s o!r /ill m decid$ pr(anations ( ?is sacr$ day4 ,"u ?is impression1 !n1 y w p]mit me to urge ^u y ! b\nd5 duty ( increas$ consci5ti\sness 9 reg>d to ,sabba?-employm5ts8 ,let ! gold5 mom5ts be duly appreciat$ & dilig5tly improv$4 ,religi\s read+1 family in/ruction1 & p]sonal devotions1 %\ld1 ( c\rse1 employ a portion ( y\r "t1 especially y\r ,sunday aft]noons2 b z to y\r ,sabba? ev5+s1 ,i %\ld hope t y w be conv9c$ ( ! p>am\nt obligation1 to devote ^! to an att5dance on ! second s]vice1 :i* is n[ regul>ly af=d$ to y 9 ! *ur*3 & t y w /rive also s to arrange y\r o!r matt]s1 z to admit ( y\r be+ accompani$ by z _m z possible ( y\r respective h\seholds4 ,i ought n1 p]haps1 to )hold f y1 t mu* surprise has frequ5tly be5 express$ by my cl]ical & o!r fri5ds1 t ,i %\ld n z yet h succe$$ 9 obta9+ a m regul> att5dance on ! second s]vice1 :i*1 at s _m diff]5t times1 ,i _h be5 attempt+ to e/abli%3 & our excell5t bi%op 0 mu* at a loss to acc\nt = ! pa9ful circum/ance4 ,i am hop+1 h[ev]1 t ?is reproa* w ere long1 by ! ,div9e bless+1 be remov$ f among u4 ,public op9ion is n[ s univ]sally 9 fav\r ( hav+ a second s]vice 9 our *ur*es1 :5ev] ! cl]gy h x 9 _! p[] to give "o1 t ,i h no ne$ to ent] ^u ?is po9t4 ,b surely if x be admitt$ t x is ! duty ( ! cl]gy to provide su* a s]vice1 is x n equally a duty on ! "p ( ! p to att5d x :5 x %all be provid$ = !m8 ,suff] me1 !n1 to reque/ y\r k9d & will+ co-op]ation 9 ?is matt]1 calculat$1 z x s evid5tly is1 to promote ! spiritual good ( y\rselves & ( ! neighb\rhood at l>ge4 ,& w y p]mit me to tell y h[ repeat$ly my he>t has sunk )9 me1 :5 ,i h adv]t$ to ! little ,i h hi!rto be5 able to effect 9 ?is matt]8 ,h[ griev$ h ,i be5 to look ar\nd our *ur* on ! ,sabba? ev5+1 & to see s _m seats vacat$1 :i* 9 ! morn+ _h be5 s *e]+ly fill$4 ,oh h[ difficult d ,i !n f9d x to believe t su* abs5tees c feel mu* ( affection ei!r t[>ds myself or my assi/ant--_! *ur* or _! ,savi\r4 ,b ,i try to *eck ^! feel+s1 & w\ld hope = bett] ?+s4 ,i well "k ! k9dness ( y\r he>ts1 = _m a pro( h ,i receiv$ ( y\r affectionate reg>ds4 ,& ,i tru/ y w n only be> ) me 9 ?is expo/ulation & appeal1 b s co-op]ate ) me1 t 9 my next report to our respect$ bi%op1 ,i may be able to convey ! gratify+ intellig5ce1 t ! att5dance on ! ev5+ s]vice is little %ort ( t1 :i*1 ) su* pleasure1 we s g5]ally meet ) on ! ,sabba? morn+4 ,believe me1 ,my mu* ende>$ fri5ds & p>i%ion]s1 ,y\r truly affectionate ,rector1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]1 ,,mrs4 ,,holl&4 ,?ornhill1 ,oct4 #ba1 #ahdj4 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,,we congratulate y on de> ,h5ry's acc\nt4 ,oh1 h[ glad %\ld we h be5 _h ,canada be5 commis]at$ by him3 _h ,i tw5ty sons & %\ld y ask1 h[ ,i %\ld wi% to dispose ( !m1 ,i w\ld say1 ,oh1 let !m be cl]gym5--pi\s1 fai?ful1 useful m9i/]s ( our belov$ ,*ur*1 & let !m all be fix$ 9 ,canada4 ,i hope my de> nephew w be on 8 gu>d3 caution him aga9/ a religion ( =ms & c]emonies1 & high prie/ly assumption1 none ( :i* c be ma9ta9$ )\t sapp+ ! gr& fundam5tal article ( our ,prote/ant religion1 ,,ju/ification ,,by ,,fai?4 ,once admit t !re is any?+ inh]5tly graci\s 9 any?+ b :at is simple fai?1 & ,prote/antism is virtually at an end3 let any?+ be expect$ o!rwise ?an f ,*ri/ by fai? ?r\gh ! p[] & ag5cy ( ! div9e ,_s1 & c>ry out ?is admission to its full l5g?1 & y are inevitably l&$ safely 9 ,romanism4 ,i fe> mu* = ! y\ng] cl]gy4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 ano!r lett]1 9 ref]5ce to ! above subject1 he writes3-- ,oh1 my de> si/]1 ,i q tremble :5 ,i ?9k ( ! probable results ( ! pres5t wide spread ( tract>ian notions4 ,high *ur*ism1 if x be suff]$ to proce$1 & does n meet ) a spe$y & mo/ effectual *eck f ! rul]s ( our ,*ur*1 w hurry hundr$s & ?\s&s into ,romanism1 or =ce ! decid$ly ,evangelical into secession4 ,awful times seem to be await+ u1 & ,i h>dly d>e ?9k ( !m3 inde$1 ,i keep putt+ away e consid]ation almo/ z fa/ z x comes2 or1 r1 ,i endeav\r to keep roll+ ! weighty c>e ^u ,"o :o is bo? able & pl$g$1 9 answ] to believ+ pray]1 to su/a9 x4 ,^! pr9ciples are ex]t+ no small degree ( influ5ce 9 our prov9ce4 ,oh1 =get u n 9 y\r pray]s6 we greatly ne$ !m4 ,z to myself ,i ne$ say b little4 ,my heal? & spirits are re/or$ to a degree :i* ,i little anticipat$1 & ,i am enabl$ to g ?r\gh su* duties z ,i engage 9 ) comp>ative ease & com=t4 ,a calm1 tranquil1 peaceful old age has be5 m]cifully v\*saf$ me1 & all ,i want is m grace to enjoy & improve my _m m]cies4 ,i am always backw>d to speak ( spiritual ?+s1 le/ :ile rec\nt+ ,god's m]cies1 8self-applause %\ld /ep 920 b ,i /ill owe x to ! goodness ( my condesc5d+ ,god & ,savi\r to te/ify t ,i d hope 8 "w is n retrograd+ 9 my s\l4 ,infirmities1 ,i h _m--m5tal & spiritual1 z well z bodily2 b /ill "s preci\s deep5+s are ,i hope n fallaci\sly disc]nible4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,coop]4 ,?ornhill1 ne> ,toronto1 ,upp] ,canada1 ,jan4 #d1 #ahda4 ,my mu* ende>$ ,fri5d1 ,h[ c ,i convey to y ! he>tfelt satisfaction1 :i* ,i receiv$ 9 p]us+ y\r mo/ truly welcome lett]8 ,my _m infirmities w h>dly admit ( my comply+ ) y\r reque/ ( an e>ly reply2 = ,i h only writt5 "o lett]1 ,i believe1 = _m mon?s pa/1 & t ) extreme difficulty2 & ,i h no expectation ( be+ able to f9i% ?is )\t sundry re/s & po/ponem5ts4 ,b ,i am desir\s ( mak+ ! attempt1 & inde$ %\ld feel myself altoge!r unwor?y ( s ende>$ & e/imable a fri5d 7 ,i to place 8 lett] among my unansw]$ accumulations1 or avail myself ( ! filial aid ( "o ( ! amanu5ses to :om1 on especial occasions1 ,i am con/ra9$ to h rec\rse4 ,b :ile ,i allude to ! circum/ance ( difficulty connect$ ) writ+1 ,i ought n1 ,i suppose1 to pass on to o!r matt]s1 )\t a few words ( explanation4 ,ab\t a ye> & half ago1 ,i suff]$ sundry /ra9s & contusions f a fall1 f :i* ,i h nev] yet q recov]$2 & ?\gh ,i feel no positive pa91 :5 ,i am p]fectly at re/1 yet :5 ,i use my %\ld] or ! muscles connect$ ) x1 9 any cont9u\s op]ation1 ,i am sure to suff]2 &1 :5ev] ,i imprud5tly & p]t9aci\sly p]si/1 ,i feel ! effects = days1 weeks1 & ev5 mon?s4 ,a habit ( caution !re=e1 has crept ^u me2 & hav+ at no "t possess$ any /rong pr$ilections = ! lab\rs ( ! p51 & especially = ! duties ( ! correspond5t1 ,i h1 at l5g?1 almo/ p]suad$ myself1 t ,i am fully releas$ f ! obligation4 ,i am reluctant to fill my %eet ) ref]5ce to myself1 & yet ,i ought n to )hold f y ! yet fur!r allusion to infirmities4 ,long h ,i be5 fail+ 9 my heal?1 & long h my m9i/]ial duties prov$ too great a call on my g5]al /r5g?1 & especially my n]v\s sy/em2 b ,i /ill feel reluctant to retire f !m4 ,my wife & *ildr5 7 inde$ repeat$ly /riv+ to br+ me to ! po9t1 & repres5t$ to me ! desirabl5ess ( )draw+ be=e su* an attack %\ld be exp]i5c$1 z w\ld r5d] ! residue ( life burd5some to myself1 di/ress+ to my fri5ds1 & useless to all4 ,/ill1 ,i %runk1--x seem$ almo/ an awful ?+ to retire f duties s solemnly und]tak52 & f :i* none b ,god c\ld release me4 ,9 ?is /ate ( unc]ta9ty ,i 0 seiz$ ) s viol5t a n]v\s affection1 :ile engag$ 9 "s public b unimportant matt]1 t ,i lo/1 9 ! c\rse ( few m9utes1 all p[] to read1 & c\ld n = "s days make out ! v commone/ words )\t spell+ !m j l a *ild2 & ?\gh1 z my n]ves acquir$ a little m tone1 ,i 0 enabl$ to recov] some:at ( my susp5d$ p[]s1 x 0 n till sev]al weeks aft] my seizure1 t ,i 0 enabl$ to appe> aga9 9 public duties2 & !n ,i c\ld m]ely prea*1 n read4 ,b ?is resumption ( my duties gradually br\ght on su* oppressive1 n to say al>m+1 symptoms1 t ,i1 at l5g?1 felt fully conv9c$ t my poor weakly frame 0 no long] able to be> su* on]\s duties2 & hav+1 ?r\gh ,god's m]cy1 obta9$ an assi/ant1 :o exactly suits bo? myself & p1 ,i h turn$ ov] to him my ye>ly /ip5d ) e public & oppressive duty1 & am n[ rector inde$ 9 "n1 b little fur!r3 ,i visit1 inde$1 p>o*ially1 & am endeav\r+ 9 v>i\s little ways1 to c\nsel1 regulate1 & =w>d ! movem5ts ( o!rs1 & to be a bond ( union to ! some:at het]og5e\s mass ar\nd u2 & ! sil5t int]cessor = _! div]sifi$ good1 :5 x is n 9 my p[] 9 any o!r way to aid !m4 ,& ,i tru/1 t ,god is /ill among u z a p4 ,z to o!r ?+s1 ! k9d int]e/ :i* y h ev] tak5 9 my welf>e1 makes me wi% t y w\ld j introduce y\rself1 if only = a few m9utes1 into our mid/4 ,i c\ld n h believ$ t s mu* com=t await$ me 9 my latt] days4 ,pecuni>y means q adequate1 n only = necess>ies1 b = ext5sive com=ts2 a commodi\s1 elegant1 & ta/y abode1 close & op5 c>riage = summ]1 a cutt] & sleigh = w9t] c42 e/imable society1 & sup]ior by f> to mo/ neighb\rhoods 9 ! prov9ce1 )9 two h\rs' easy drive ( ! capital 7,toronto71 & ?is well & ev5 luxuri\sly suppli$4 ,no lack ( lit]ature4 ,i see ! be/ books1 & h access to1 or take 9 myself1 ! mo/ approv$ p]iodicals & newspap]s1 almo/ to ov]p[]+4 ,& all ?is1 :5 ,i d]ive no income f my m9i/ry 7except+ ! pittance f lett+ ! glebe ( my rectory71 & hav+ no aid1 z 9 ,engl&1 f pupiliz+2 s great are ! advantages ( resid+ 9 ?is f9e prov9ce4 ,9 ,engl& all 0 /ruggl+ & difficulty1 & no possibility ( settl+ my family2 :ile "h1 ,i am enabl$ to call e reasonable com=t ar\nd me1 & to live 9 a /yle1 n inde$ ( o/5tation & display1 :i* has nev] be5 my aim1 b ( comp>ative ease & com=t1 su* z calls = _m an expression ( grateful praise4 ,! e>li] "p ( my resid5ce & m9i/rations 9 ?is place 7 n inde$ ov] abundant 9 enc\ragem5t1 & ,i _h frequ5t ?\ghts ( rel9qui%+ my app>5tly hopeless *>ge1 & escap+ f my com=tless location4 ,b my way nev] appe>$ to me s satisfactorily op5$ z to au?orize ! f9al /ep1 & truly ?ankful am ,i t ,i cont9u$4 ,= ?ree or f\r ye>s pa/ all has be5 enc\rag+1 & ,i _c b reg>d ! spot 9 :i* ,i hope n[ to end my days1 z "o ( ! mo/ eligible & pleasant1 :i* ?is f9e c\ntry c pres5t4 ,! visit paid to u by ,mr4 ,b4 ,l--1 & to :i* y allude 9 y\r lett]1 0 9 ! v mid/ ( our disc\ragem5ts1 & mo/ affectionately did he sympa?ize ) u4 ,a few mon?s aft] 8 return he express$ simil> sympa?y 9 ! lett] he wrote to me1 :i* q made me smile1 z descriptive ( sc5es & feel+s :i* seem$ to h ref]5ce to 8! lang syne20 s completely _h our circum/ances am5d$4 ,b :51 9 a subsequ5t lett] ( a few mon?s lat] date1 8 m9d seem$ only able to dwell on ! same m\rnful sc5es1 & we _h got fully e/abli%$ 9 our com=table abode1 ) all our num]\s satisfactions ar\nd u1 & at ! same "t enjoy+ abundant pro(s ( our be+ deeply & firmly seat$ 9 ! affections ( our atta*$ p4 ,?us circum/anc$ 4 4 4 ,m>* #be1 #ahda4 ,,?us f>1 my ende>$ fri5d1 _h ,i writt5 ne>ly ?ree mon?s ago1 & !n abruptly t]m9at$ my op]ose endeav\r1 effect$ at f\r diff]5t sitt+s1 & at l5g? laid by1 almo/ 9 despair4 ,b ?r\gh ,god's m]cy1 ,i am beg9n+ aga9 to use my p5 ) f> less ( annoyance2 &1 aft] hav+ despat*$ ?ree %ort lett]s1 on ! ?ree la/ days1 & be+ tol]ably s\nd aft] ! op]ation1 ,i h look$ out my susp5d$ communication1 & h no small pleasure 9 resum+4 ,! non-complet$ s5t5ce w1 ,i suppose1 speak = itself1 ! int5tion be+ simply to assure y t1 ?\gh possibly y may h he>d ?r\gh ,mr4 ,b4 ,l--1 ( our be+ surr\nd$ by no?+ b desagrm5s1 we are1 9 fact1 "s ( ! mo/ delightfully locat$ p]sons 9 ! prov9ce--p]fect joy & satisfaction--a p>adisaical bless$ness--a v elysium ( delight4 ,un=tunately1 h[ev]1 = my description1 x 0 writt5 9 ,janu>y in/ead ( ,m>*1--! prov9ces s9ce unit$--seat ( gov]nm5t remov$--radical elections--a fe>ful prepond]ance ( rebel abettors--de/ructives & lib]als--our belov$ ,*ur* ?reat5$--! ,papacy fe>lessly exhibit$1 & giv+ b too mu* reason = anticipat+ its ev5tual triumph1 & ,prote/ant ,episcopal subv]sion4 ,all ar\nd u gloomy1 & full ( dismal =ebod+s2 & our only hope 7if ! ,div9e ,dispos] be ov]look$7 9 ! detrusion f (fice ( ^? ,:igs1 :o s vexati\sly reta9 _! places at home1 & n cont5t ) lib]alism1 & br++ into jeop>dy ,engl&'s e good1 are c>ry+ ) a yet high] h& _! de/ructive & *ur*-subv]sive measures 9 its colonies4 ,su*1 alas6 is ! pres5t aspect ( our horizon6 ,b z to myself1 ,i am happy to say t x does n mu* tr\ble me4 ,x is inde$ n a little cl\d :i* hangs ov] u1 b d>k & f>-spread+2 & yet ,i *]i% hope t x w soon bl[ ov]4 ,we h _h our direful ?reat5+s be=e1 b ,god has dealt v m]cifully ) u2 & ,i tru/ t simil> m]cies are n[ also 9 res]ve4 ,b ,i am h>dly leav+ myself room to say a few words on o!r matt]s4 ,greatly did x rejoice me1 my ende>$ fri5d1 to foll[ y 9 y\r mo/ pleas+ recital ( ! num]\s exhibitions ( ,god's m]cy & fai?fulness to y\rself & family1 & ,i h no "q b t 9 _m respects y w see yet great] ?+s ?an ^!2--yes6 all is well--mu* ( spiritual good has be5 reap$ by my belov$ fri5d4 ,he has gone =? be>+ preci\s se$1 & ev5 "h has come aga9 ) joy1 br++ 8 %eaves ) him4 ,april #ba1 #ahda4 ,,mu* to my mortification1 ,i 0 unable1 z ,i _h wi%$1 to f9i% my lett]1 :5 ,i add$ ! few l9es ab\t a mon? ago2 b t slight ef=t br\ght on a return ( my disability1 & oblig$ me to be aga9 quiet2 &1 7 ,i to consult ! sugge/ions ( prud5ce1 ,i %\ld n1 ,i believe1 n[ v5ture on a few l9es :i* ,i am desir\s ( app5d+ by way ( conclusion4 ,b ,i am s ?or\ghly a%am$ ( bo? my app>5t neglect1 & ! fuss9ess att5dant on my endeav\rs to write to y ! lett] ,i h done1 t ,i c keep my %eet by me no long]1 &1 ?\gh ,i seem to h _m ?+s to say to y1 ,i mu/ cont5t myself ) ! assurance1 t ) unabat$ affection1 & ) e good wi% = y\rself1 ,mrs4 ,c--1 & family1 9 :i* ,mrs4 ,m-- mo/ s9c]ely unites1 ,i h ! pleasure to subscribe myself1 ,y\r long atta*$ ,fri5d ,& bro!r 9 ! gospel1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,aft] an int]val ( eighte5 ye>s1 ,i saw my late belov$ fri5d only = ! second "t aft] our leav+ ,cambridge & settl+ 9 life4 ,i saw him = a few %ort h\rs 9 ! ye> #ahbd1 &1 f t "t1 ,i _h n t pleasure aga9 until ,july1 #ahdb1 :5 ,i _h ! long-desir$ happ9ess ( pay+ him a visit at ,?ornhill1 & pass+ a week ) him1 9 ! society ( 8 k9d family1 to :om ,i _h nev] be=e be5 p]sonally introduc$4 ,we us$1 :5 at college1 to promise ourselves ! pleasure ( alt]nate annual visits1 little ?9k+ t1 = s long a p]iod1 ! b\nds ( our habitation 7 to be no ne>] toge!r ?an ! ea/]n & we/]n hemisph]e4 ,at ,?ornhill1 ,i saw my ende>$ fri5d 9 diff]5t circum/ances & relations to :at ,i _h ev] p]sonally kn[n him be=e--z ! pa/or1 ! husb&1 & ! fa!r2 & ,i 0 n disappo9t$ 9 contemplat+ him 9 ^! *>act]s4 ,he 0 z v5]able 9 appe>ance z grey--,i might r say :ite--hairs c\ld make him1 & :i* cr[n$ a c\nt5ance ( ! mo/ b5ignant aspect--s]5e1 intellig5t1 animat$1 & beam+ ) t5d]ness & affection4 ,!re 0 also 9 8 mann]s1 9 ! tones ( 8 voice1 &1 :5 speak+1 9 ! peculi> expressiv5ess ( 8 c\nt5ance1 some?+ rem>kably sweet1 mild1 & engag+4 ,! g5]al cont\r ( ! upp] "p ( 8 body1 especially 8 long :ite hair beh9d1 rem9d$ me ( ! lat] lik5esses ( ! ju/ly celebrat$ ,john ,wesley4 ,8 body 0 ( l[ /ature & de=m$1 :i*1 at fir/ sight1 might h giv5 to a /rang] b a l[ly op9ion ( him2 b e disadvantage f appe>ance soon wore (f1 & ! m9d %one brightly ?r\gh ! mean & weak & uncomm&+ body1 :i* conta9$ x4 ,a pleas+ in/ance ( ?is effect occurr$ :5 ,i 0 9 ,canada4 ,he 0 k9d en\gh to sp5d ?ree or f\r days ) me at my son's--a visit to :i* ! foll[+ lett] has "s ref]5ce1 & :i*1 z be+ ! la/ ,i ev] receiv$ f him1 ?\gh x conta9 no?+ ( any importance1 ,i ins]t ) a deep recollection ( ! int]c\rse :i* ,i _h ) my fri5d on ! occasion4 ,we 7 sp5d+ an ev5+ toge!r at ! h\se ( a fri5d3 a lady ( piety & intellig5ce 0 pres5t z a visitor l ourselves1 & :o _h nev] be=e se5 ,mr4 ,mortim]4 ,be=e ! ev5+ pass$1 %e obs]v$ to me1 8,t g5tleman is no common man10 s /ruck 0 %e1 &1 p]haps1 contr>y to h] expectations1 ) ! sup]ior ca/ ( 8 conv]sation1 :i* ,i _h myself also obs]v$ 9 ! c\rse ( ! ev5+4 ,,to ,,! ,,rev4 ,,john ,,arm/rong4 ,?ornhill1 ,aug4 #g1 #ahdb4 ,my de> ,arm/rong1 ,,x /ruck me t ! la/ ?+ y said to me 9 p>t+ 01 t y w\ld in=m me ( y\r movem5ts1 & = su* in=mation ,i h hi!rto be5 wait+2 b z ,i possibly may h misund]/ood y1 & y are expect+ to he> f me1 ,i _h bett] write at once4 ,circum/ances1 ,i f9d1 w n admit ( my go+ to ,new ,york j at pres5t1 nor d ,i appreh5d t ,i %all f9d x necess>y = ! accompli%m5t ( my lit]>y purpose to g beyond ,buffalo1 or ,ro*e/] at ! f>!/1 ?\gh ?is ,i _c q settle till ,i see y4 ,i %all hope1 if all be well1 to sleep 9 ,toronto on ,monday next1 & proce$ ! next morn+ = ,niag>a or ,que5/on2 or1 9 fact1 :atev] place ,i %all f9d1 on inquiry on bo>d ! /eam] ,transit1 %all be ! ne>e/ po9t to y\r son's abode2 & f t po9t %all make my way to him z ,i c4 ,i am no nice travell] on su* occasions1 & !re=e v readily get accommodat$4 ,!re are two or ?ree matt]s ,i am wi%+ to talk ov] ) y1 & :i* /rike me z ( no small importance 9 ref]5ce to our ,canadian ecclesia/ical matt]s4 ,i suppose y h n be5 able to arrive at any decision 9 our fav\r2 &1 :ile we are beat+ our r\gh & p]il\s way1 y w be felicitat+ y\rself1 :5 9 "s tranquil cozy retreat1 t y h escap$ ! ?reat5+ dang] ( our m unquiet seas4 ,b :e!r su* outw>d tranquillity is await+ my ende>$ fri5d or n1 ,i tru/ he w ev] exp]i5ce mu* ( t peace :i* 8 peace-imp>t+ ,savi\r c alone be/[2 & may ! peace & re/ :i* awaits him 9 heav5 be realiz$ by him 9 all its delightful fulness4 ,& oh1 may 8 unwor?y fri5d be privileg$ to meet him !re6 ,our k9de/ reg>ds to y\rself & our ende>$ "y fri5d1 ,y\rs ev]1 my de> ,arm/rong1 ,mo/ affectionately & s9c]ely1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! la/ lett] address$ to 8 fondly atta*$ si/]1 ,mrs4 ,holl&1 0 writt5 9 a brok5 mann]1 & 0 probably among ! la/1 except on m]e matt]s ( bus9ess1 :i* he ev] wrote4 ,i h myself se5 b "o o!r writt5 aft] ! date :i* ?is be>s1 & :i* w be notic$ pres5tly4 ,,to ,,8 ,,si/]4 ,?ornhill1 ,april #f1 #ahdd4 ,,am n dead1 de> ,m>y1 b increas+ly abhorr5t ( ! epi/ol>y--x's no use scold+--q invet]ate4 ,aft] ent]+ m m9utely ?an usual into family details1 he adds1 ,self alive aga9--m>vel greatly--?\gh an old man1 /ill two full s]vices on ! ,sunday--no assi/ant--d all ! p>o*ial--visit n a little f h\se to h\se1 m regul>ly & sy/ematically ?an has be5 my wont--nev] felt my duties less on]\sly--peaceful dep5d5t1 & m hopeful--m p[] to ca/ my burd5 on ano!r1 & f9d my ,r$eem] mighty--oh nev] fails--s fai?ful1 condesc5d+1 k9d4 ,sorry1 oh sorry1 t deafness has appe>$2 b c\ld ,bro!r ,g4 heal z well z sympa?ise1 he w\ld soon %[1 by its imm$iate removal1 t blund]+ affection1 in/ead ( ! wisdom ( love1 :i* m>ks mortals' wi%es & decisions2 b1 de> ,m>y1 x's m ?an comp5sat$4 ,may t bless$ ,*ri/ian grace ( pati5ce h its p]fect "w6 ,am a middle man /ill--hate ,diss5t1 b nev] prea* aga9/ ,diss5t]s--love ! m51 b greatly deplore ! evils ( ! :ole sy/em--!re=e budge n f my long wont--a real ,*ur*man ,i hope /ill1 b nei!r ultra high1 nor ultra l[4 ,& n[1 de> ,m>y1 adieu--y\r lett] has %am$1 has lov+ly %am$ me1 & !re=e h writt5 some?+4 ,k9de/ love f all to all4 ,y\rs z ev]1 ,g4 ,m4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! day be=e 8 dea?1 ,mr4 ,mortim] address$ a long lett] to 8 bro!r1 ! ,rev4 ,?omas ,mortim]1 full ( int]e/ & full ( k9dness1 & :i*1 no d\bt1 w be treasur$ up by him ) great c>e & affection2 b x is ( s p]sonal & dome/ic a t5or1 t x is only a s+le %ort extract t ,i c ) propriety ins]t 9 ?is memoir1 ?\gh no?+ c\ld be m appropriate1 z a conclusion to 8 correspond5ce4 ,june #ad1 #ahdd4 99 99 99 99 ,( myself a ^w or two w suffice4 ,?\gh old & grey-head$1 my ,god =sakes me n2 b graci\sly imp>ts a gleam ( sun%9e 9 my latt] days1 :i* almo/ makes me m>vel4 ,i h j complet$ my sixtie? ye>1 &1 ?\gh encompass$1 z ev]1 ) infirmities1 h = ! la/ twelvemon? done full duty twice on ! ,sabba?4 ,! flame yet flick]s1 & till x %all s9k into total d>kness1 may x s5d =? "s %9+ ray to enlight5 ! m9ds & *ange ! he>ts ( my belov$ ,canadian p4 ,adieu1 my belov$ ,bro!r1 ,ev] affectionately y\rs1 ,,george ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,mr4 ,mortim]'s dea?1 :i* took place on ,saturday1 ,june #ae1 #ahdd1 has be5 s suitably & feel+ly describ$ by o!rs t ,i h no?+ to d b to avail myself ( _! s]vices4 ,^! consi/ ( notices ( ! ev5t1 tak5 by ! public pap]s ( ,toronto2 a resolution ( ! ,c5tral ,bo>d ( ! ,*ur* ,society ( ! ,diocese ( ,toronto1 pres5t$ to ,mrs4 ,mortim] by ! ,rev4 ,w4 ,w4 ,ripley1 secret>y2 a brief memoir drawn up by ! ,rev4 ,?omas ,gr9field1 & ins]t$ 9 ! ,bri/ol ,j\rnal2 & lett]s writt5 by 8 amiable & excell5t daught]1 ,miss ,phebe ,mortim]1 giv+ "s acc\nt ( ! la/ ye>s ( h] fa!r's life1 z well z ( ! circum/ances & p>ticul>s ( 8 dea?4 7,f ! 8,*ur*0 newspap] ( ,june #ba1 #ahdd47 ,x is ) feel+s ( no ord9>y pa9 & grief t we ann\nce ! sudd5 & afflictive dea? ( a v5]able fri5d & fell[-lab\r] 9 ?is diocese1 ! ,rev4 ,george ,mortim]1 ,m4,a41 ,rector ( ,?ornhill4 ,z ?is deeply-lam5t$ g5tleman 0 proce$+ on ,saturday aft]noon la/ f 8 resid5ce to ,toronto1 8 horse1 :5 ab\t half way ?r\gh ! village1 took fright1 & ! re9s break+1 ! c>riage 0 upset1 & ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 ?r[n viol5tly aga9/ ! /ump ( a tree4 ,he receiv$ imm$iate assi/ance1 & 0 c>ri$ into ! h\se ( a neighb\r1 ,mr4 ,griffi?s4 ,dr4 ,paget1 8 m$ical att5dant1 spe$ily arriv$1 & drove him home4 ,on ! way he spoke ) *e]fulness1 & hopes 7 ent]ta9$ t ! injury w\ld n prove v s]i\s2 b soon aft] 8 arrival at 8 own h\se1 he express$ 8 conviction t he _h n long to survive--an appreh5sion :i* 0 confirm$ by 8 k9d & afflict$ m$ical fri5d4 ,hav+ call$ 8 family r\nd him1 he address$ !m 9 8 own peculi>ly affectionate & e>ne/ mann]1 ^u ! solemn *ange he 0 soon to und]go1 bless$ !m1 & pres5tly aft] sunk to 8 re/1 s calmly & quietly t !y knew n ( 8 dep>ture until ! m\rnful ev5t 0 communicat$ by ,dr4 ,paget4 ,ab\t two h\rs only _h elaps$ betwe5 ! occurr5ce ( ! accid5t & 8 dea?4 ,! s]vant :o _h driv5 him1 0 ?r[n also ) great viol5ce aga9/ a heap ( /ones1 & sev]ely hurt2 b he is n[1 we are happy to say1 recov]+4 ,! well-kn[n excell5cies ( ,mr4 ,mortim] 9 e ,*ri/ian sph]e & relation1 r5d] any ext5d$ rem>ks ( our own unnecess>y4 ,he 0 all t ! m9d c conceive1 9 ?is imp]fect /ate1 ( a g5tle1 consi/5t1 & e/abli%$ ,*ri/ian4 ,) tal5ts & acquirem5ts ( ! highe/ ord]1 a poli%$ m9d & a b5evol5t he>t1 he 0 fitt$ to adorn any society2 :ile ! zeal\s & consci5ti\s dis*>ge ( e pa/oral duty to :i* 8 /r5g? 0 equal1 add$ to a l>ge & sy/ematic *>ity1 ende>$ him1 9 a peculi> degree1 to ! flock :o 7 s =tunate z to enjoy 8 m9i/rations4 ,9 ! diocese at l>ge1 z a well-in=m$1 pi\s1 & influ5tial cl]gyman1 8 loss w be sev]ely felt2 a loss ! m afflictive to _m1 f ! v rec5t opportunity occurr+ at ! late visitation1 :]e he att5d$ app>5tly 9 unusual heal?1 ( enjoy+ ! b5efits & gratification ( 8 society4 ,he has gone to 8 re/ 9 a mature1 ?\gh n old age2 &1 9 ! words ( a contempor>y1 8! *ief consolation to ! family & fri5ds ( ?is truly good man w be1 t he di$ 9 ! full assurance ( ent]+ into ! p]fect realization ( ! true believ]'s promis$ happ9ess40 7,f ! ,toronto ,patriot1 ( ,tuesday1 ,june #ah1 #ahdd47 ,,melan*oly ,,accid5t4--,x has seldom be5 our task to ann\nce a m truly melan*oly accid5t ?an t :i*1 on ,saturday ev5+1 depriv$ ! diocese ( ,toronto ( "o ( its mo/ zeal\s1 useful1 & truly respect$ cl]gym51 ! ,rev4 ,george ,mortim]1 ( ,?ornhill4 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,few m5 c\ld h mov$ 9 a sph]e ( m active ,*ri/ian usefulness ?an ?is mo/ excell5t m9i/] ( religion4 ,to ! poor1 & ! neighb\rhood g5]ally1 ( ,?ornhill1 8 dea? w be a sev]e loss4 ,8 *>ities 7 l>ge1 & ext5d$ to ! b\nds ( 8 cl]ical remun]ation & a l>ge private income4 ,! *ief consolation to ! family & fri5ds ( ?is truly ,*ri/ian man w be1 t he di$ 9 ! full assurance ( ent]+ into ! p]fect realization ( ! true believ]'s promis$ happ9ess4 7,f ! 8,briti% ,coloni/10 a ,presbyt]ian pap]1 ( ,tuesday1 ,june #ah1 #ahdd47 ,,) mu* regret we ann\nce ! dea? ( ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,mortim]1 ( ,?ornhill4 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 ! incumb5t ( ! ,episcopal ,*ur*1 at ,?ornhill2 he 0 belov$ by 8 congregation1 & held 9 high respect by all ar\nd him1 & di/+ui%$ = 8 b5evol5ce & *>ity4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,at a meet+ ( ! ,c5tral ,bo>d ( ! ,*ur* ,society1 ( ! diocese ( ,toronto1 held at ! ,society's ,h\se1 on ! #crd ,july1 #ahdd1 ! ,"l ,bi%op 9 ! *air3 on ! motion ( ! ,rev4 ,h4 ,j4 ,grasett1 ,m4,a41 dome/ic *apla9 to ! ,"l ,bi%op1 second$ by ! ,hon4 ,w4 ,allan1 x 0 ,resolv$--,t ! ,c5tral ,bo>d ( ! ,*ur* ,society ( ,toronto1 ) feel+s ( ! deepe/ emotion1 embrace ! fir/ opportunity ( _! meet+ toge!r s9ce ! sudd5 & lam5t$ dea? ( ! ,rev4 ,george ,mortim]1 ,m4,a41 ,rector ( ,?ornhill1 to express _! sorr[ 9 ! removal ( a memb] ( _! body1 :o1 = w>m yet humble piety1 enl>g$ & ,*ri/ian *>ity1 a self-d5y+ c\rse ( life1 & a holy devot$ness to 8 ,heav5ly ,ma/]'s cause1 0 surpass$ by none ( ^? :o h be5 commission$ to fe$ ! flock ( ,*ri/ 9 ?is diocese4 ,& :ile ! ,bo>d view 9 ?is melan*oly b]eavem5t1 ! *a/5+ h& ( a m]ciful & graci\s ,fa!r1 :o sc\rge? e son :om he receive?1 !y mo/ s9c]ely beg to (f] _! condol5ce to ! wid[ & family ( _! deceas$ bro!r1 :o1 8 w>f>e be+ accompli%$1 has be5 ?us sudd5ly call$ f ! ,*ur* militant to jo9 ! society ( ^? :o h dep>t$ h5ce 9 ! fai? & fe> ( ! ,"l4 7,sign$7 ,,john ,,toronto4 7,f ! ,bri/ol ,j\rnal47 ,,! ,,rev4 ,,george ,,mortim]1 ,m4,a4 ,,) deep regret & affectionate e/eem1 we record ! dea? ( "o1 ^: memory 7we are p]suad$7 is embalm$ 9 ! he>ts ( _m among our fell[-citiz5s--! ,,rev4 ,,george ,,mortim]4 ,9 ! mid/ ( 8 m9i/]ial usefulness 9 ,upp] ,canada1 :i!r he emigrat$ f ?is city ab\t t5 ye>s ago1 8 valuable life 0 sudd5ly t]m9at$ by "o ( ^? my/]i\s disp5sations ( ,inf9ite ,wisdom1 :i*1 :ile !y make u feel our deep ignorance1 ex]cise at once rev]5tial submission & ,*ri/ian confid5ce4 ,?r[n f an op5 c>riage aga9/ ! /ump ( a tree1 he receiv$ a fatal injury on 8 *e/2 & hav+ be5 c>ri$ to 8 home1 & plac$ on 8 b$1 he expir$ )9 two h\rs4 ,x is rem>kable t1 z a fall1 suff]$ 9 8 infancy1 _h injur$ 8 gr[?1 & di/ort$ 8 p]son1 a fall %\ld h prov$ ! occasion ( 8 dea?4 ,= sev]al ye>s 7betwe5 #ahbf & #ahcd7 he resid$ 9 ?is neighb\rhood2 fir/ at ,horfield1 :5 he (ficiat$ z ev5+ prea*] at ,/4 ,m>y-le-,port1 9 ?is city2 aft]w>ds1 z curate ( ! ,rev4 ,alfr$ ,h>=d1 at ,hutton1 9 ,som]set4 ,he 0 a man equally di/+ui%$ by 8 intellectual & ,*ri/ian excell5ce4 ,! /r5g? & symmetry ( 8 m5tal con/itution pres5t$ a /rik+ contra/ & relief to ! imp]fection ( 8 /ature & 8 =m--imp]fection r$eem$ by a c\nt5ance eloqu5tly expressive ( b5ignity bl5d$ ) intellig5ce4 ,^? :o enjoy$ 8 p]sonal intimacy w rememb] him long among ! mo/ in/ructive & int]e/+ ( companions--among ! mo/ k9d & fai?ful ( fri5ds4 ,z a prea*]1 he 0 em95tly popul>1 p[]ful1 & pr(itable2 peculi>ly excell+ 9 accurate details ( practical & social duty1 & also 9 discrim9ative repres5tations ( ! "* & ! he>t4 ,a m9d acute1 p]spicu\s1 me?odical1 enri*$ ) k at once v>i$ & exact2 a natural unwritt5 eloqu5ce1 aid$ by a voice ( peculi> & pa!tic tone--imp>t$ an extraord9>y *>m to ^? ev5+ disc\rses1 :i*1 deliv]$ to cr[d$ auditories 9 ,/4 ,m>y-le-,port ,*ur*1 h left1 we d\bt n1 vivid & valu$ impressions on ! memory & ! he>t ( _m a surviv+ he>]4 ,at ?is mom5t we well recollect p>ticul> passages ( 8 prea*+2 & especially 8 f>ewell address1 he>d ) m\rnful eag]ness by an ov]fl[+ ?rong on ! ev5+ ( ! day prec$+ 8 dep>ture = ,am]ica3 ! text1 8,*oose ye ?is day :om ye w s]ve60--! s]mon1 a ma/]piece ( compreh5sive & mom5t\s exhortation4 ,on ! next morn+ 7,monday7 9 company ) _m ( 8 atta*$ fri5ds & he>]s1 8we accompani$ him to ! %ip1 sorr[+ mo/ ( all = ?is1 t we %\ld see 8 face no m40 7,acts1 xx4 #ch47 ,our ,canadian colony1 !n ! sc5e ( l>ge emigration1 & greatly 9 ne$ ( able cl]gym51 rejoic$ to receive ! treasure :i* ,bri/ol once enjoy$4 ,by 8 natural & acquir$ end[m5ts1 ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 s+ul>ly qualifi$ = usefulness 9 ! new field ( 8 m9i/ry4 ,9 8 ext5sive p>i% ( ,?ornhill1 ! p>i% *ur* 0 consid]ably enl>g$ dur+ ! ye> prec$+ 8 la/1 t[>ds :i* he contribut$ greatly2 & also effect$ ! e/abli%m5t ( two o!r *ur*es1 ) cl]gym5 atta*$ to !m1 9 ! same ext5sive di/rict4 ,dur+ a long c\rse ( ye>s1 ,mr4 ,m-- _h made x 8 rule to exp5d a t5? "p ( 8 income annually1 on ! v>i\s objects ( ,*ri/ian b5evol5ce3 8 lib]ality mu/ h prov$ d\bly valuable1 :]e1 :ile num]\s necessities dem&$ relief1 ! p are g5]ally sl[ to give4 ,9 :at high e/eem he 0 held by 8 ,canadian bre?r51 is suffici5tly atte/$ by ! extraord9>y hon\rs ( 8 fun]al3 ! ,bi%op ( ,toronto1 accompani$ by m ?an =ty cl]gym51 _m f di/ant places1 att5d$ 8 rema9s to _! sepul*ral re/1 ) te>s ( m+l$ love & grief4 ,he has left an excell5t wid[ & six *ildr5 to lam5t 8 loss1 & *]i% 8 memory4 ,( 8 sons1 two are engag$ 9 ! m9i/ry2 "o z a mission>y among ! ,*ippeway ,indians1 & ! y\nge/ is /udy+ 9 ! ,college ( ,toronto = ! same sacr$ de/9ation4 ,may ! _s ( _! fa!r be p]petuat$ 9 8 *ildr5's *ildr54 ,t4 ,g4 ,augu/ #g1 #ahdd4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,to ,,miss ,,eliza ,,=d4 ,?ornhill1 ,septemb] #be1 #ahdd4 ,my de> ,madam1 ,,9 compliance ) ! wi%es express$ 9 y\r lett] to ,mamma1 & at h] reque/1 ,i proce$ to retrace ! late/ ye>s ( my de> fa!r's life4 ,?\gh x is 9 "s respects a pa9ful task1 & "o = :i* ,i feel myself incompet5t1 ,i %all be q repaid if ,i af=d any pleasure to ! respect$ & valu$ fri5ds ( my late belov$ fa!r4 ,i ?9k y mu/ h he>d ( ! di/ress+ n]v\s attack :i* my de> fa!r _h ab\t f\r ye>s s9ce1 & :i*1 = a "t1 entirely incapacitat$ him = ! dis*>ge ( 8 m9i/]ial duties1 & oblig$ him to engage ! s]vices ( a curate4 ,:5 he _h p>tially recov]$1 b1 at ! same "t1 felt unequal to ! resumption ( 8 m9i/rations at ,?ornhill1 he und]took a s]vice 9 a retir$ place1 ne>ly f\r miles di/ant1 :]e no *ur* s]vice _h be5 be=e held4 ,he felt v mu* int]e/$ 9 ?is self-impos$ *>ge1 :i* he t]m$1 9 speak+ ( x to me1 ! nursl+ ( 8 old age4 ,_m ( ! memb]s ( ?is congregation1 :i* consi/$ entirely ( f>m]s1 me*anics1 & lab\r]s1 h frequ5tly spok5 9 /rong t]ms ( gratitude = 8 att5tion to !m1 & ,i hope t 8 lab\rs !re 7 9 "s measure appreciat$4 ,:5 he aft]w>ds gave ,mr4 ,t[nley "s assi/ance 9 ,?ornhill ,*ur*1 #beb he /ill cont9u$ 8 exposition1 z he 0 accu/om$ to call x1 at ! ,g]man ,mills1 b !n w5t only once a =tnight1 & my y\nge/ bro!r1 ) ! cons5t ( ! bi%op1 (ficiat$ z lay-read]1 on ! alt]nate ,sundays4 ,at ! end ( ,june1 9 la/ ye>1 my de> fa!r hav+ felt v anxi\s to resume 8 *>ge at ,?ornhill1 at l5g? came to ! det]m9ation ( dismiss+ 8 curate1 not)/&+ ! fe>s ( 8 family t he w\ld be unequal to be> ! sole burd5 ( ! !n greatly increas$ p>o*ial duties4 ,connect$ ) ?is det]m9ation1 0 a resolution to devote himself entirely to 8 m9i/]ial "w1 & he re-ent]$ ^u x ) r5ew$ zeal & ard\r4 ,at ! same "t he entirely gave up all 8 lit]>y pursuits1 &1 z if to confirm 8 purpose1 remov$ f 8 /udy all ! geological & o!r sci5tific works1 :i* _h previ\sly engag$ & captivat$ 8 att5tion4 ,?is 0 an evid5t & great sacrifice1 b x 0 made ) *e]fulness = ! sake ( 8 ,div9e ,r$eem]2 & ! com=t & great peace ( m9d :i* he enjoy$ 9 do+ 8 ,ma/]'s "w1 fully recomp5s$ him = ?is act ( self-devotion4 ,our fe>s respect+ 8 heal? prov$ to h be5 gr\ndless1 = he frequ5tly said t he nev] felt 8 m9i/]ial duties less oppressive ?an he !n did4 ,! good heal? :i* he enjoy$ 0 greatly promot$ by ! practice :i* he _h adopt$ ( driv+ out regul>ly e day1 & :i* he !n cont9u$ bo? = ! b5efit ( ! ex]cise1 & also = ! purpose ( visit+ 8 p>i%ion]s1 v _m ( :om liv$ at a di/ance ( _m miles4 ,8 visits h be5 frequ5tly allud$ to1 & !y appe> to h be5 priz$ by _m1 z m>ks ( k9dness & condesc5sion1 :5 !y c\ld n appreciate _! spiritual advantage4 ,dur+ ?is la/ ye> ( my de> fa!r's life1 ow+ p]haps to ! exclusively religi\s nature ( 8 /udies1 8 conv]sation mu* m frequ5tly ?an be=e took a s]i\s turn4 ,i 0 frequ5tly mu* /ruck ) ! beauty ( 8 obs]vations1 & at times ! ?\ght occurr$ t 8 rem>ks 7 ^? ( "o rip5+ = glory4 ,at ! end ( la/ ,may1 ,ar?ur & 8 bride came to visit u1 & we !n effect$ a family meet+1 e memb] be+ pres5t except+ ,m>ia4 ,dur+ ! next week1 my de> fa!r 0 pres5t at ! bi%op's tri5nial visitation1 & at ! annual meet+ ( our ,diocesan ,*ur* ,society2 & 8 app>5t good heal? 0 g5]ally rem>k$ by 8 cl]ical & o!r fri5ds4 ,! c]emony ( op5+ a *ur* 9 our neighb\rhood1 occurr+ 9 ! foll[+ week1 he ?\ght x 8 duty to att5d2 b ^! ex]tions1 comb9$ ) ! excitem5t ( an enl>g$ family circle1 affect$ 8 heal?1 & on t acc\nt1 dur+ ! ?ree la/ days he sp5t ! :ole ( 8 "t 9 p>o*ial visit+4 ,! man-s]vant spoke ) mu* feel+ ( 8 conv]sation dur+ _! drives1 & m5tion$ 8 hav+ said1 ea* day1 :5 !y rea*$ home1 8,once m1 ,/eph51 ,god has br\ght u home 9 safety40 ,"s ( ! p]sons t he visit$ on ^? days rem>k$ to a "y fri5d1 t _! m9i/] spoke to !m p>ticul>ly ( prep>ation = dea?4 ,on ,saturday1 ! #ae? ( ,june1 hav+ he>d t 8 booksell] 9 ,toronto _h receiv$ a supply ( new books1 he det]m9$ ^u go+ !re to select "s !ological works4 ,:ile he 0 wait+ = ! c>riage1 he return$ to ! d9+-room1 & talk$ 9 a v lively mann] till x 0 ready4 ,he _h only proce$$ ab\t a mile on 8 j\rney1 :5 ! fatal accid5t occurr$4 ,! newspap]s gave a correct acc\nt ( ! accid5t1 :i* p]haps y h he>d--t ! horse ran away2 t "o re9 broke sudd5ly1 ?\gh ne>ly new1 :i* caus$ ! horse to make s sudd5 & viol5t a turn1 t ! c>riage 0 ov]turn$1 & t ! man1 ?\gh ?r[n out z well z 8 ma/]1 0 only slightly injur$1 :ile ! latt] receiv$ 8 dea?bl[ on ! *e/1 by be+ ?r[n ) viol5ce aga9/ ! /ump ( a tree4 ,x _h long be5 ! practice ( my ende>$ fa!r1 & "o :i* he recomm5d$ f ! pulpit1 to make dea? a daily subject ( pray]1 & a "p ( t1 ,i believe1 daily petition1 0 t he might1 if consi/5t ) ! w ( ,god1 h an easy dea?4 ,! te/imony ( 8 k9d & skilful m$ical att5dant1 is a decisive evid5ce to ! /rik+ fulfilm5t ( ?is pray]2 = he told u t no o!r dea? 0 s easy1 except+ :5 occasion$ by lightn+1 z t :i* t]m9at$ ! exi/5ce ( my de> fa!r1 :o1 he assur$ u1 suff]$ no pa94 ,he also m5tion$ t he consid]$ x a v rem>kable circum/ance1 t he %\ld h surviv$ s long a "t z f\r h\rs3 = t two h\rs 0 deem$ ! utmo/ l5g? ( "t t life c\ld be prolong$1 "u su* circum/ances1 & t in/ant dea? 0 ! frequ5t result ( su* a bl[4 ,t su* 0 n ! case 9 ?is in/ance1 we felt v ?ankful1 & he himself express$ 8 satisfaction at be+ br\ght home to 8 own b$1 & 8 ?ankfulness t none ( 8 bones 7 brok52 n kn[+ !n ! fatal nature ( 8 accid5t4 ,he express$ a desire t "s ( 8 family %\ld leave ! room1 t he might be quiet1 & we all !re=e quitt$ 8 room1 except+ ,dr4 ,paget & ,ar?ur4 ,he 0 p]fectly compos$1 & resign$ to ! w ( ,god1 :atev] t might be1 b express$ a wi% t he might fall asleep 9 ,jesus4 ,:5 he became aw>e1 or r suspect$1 t 8 end 0 approa*+1 he s5t = all ! memb]s ( 8 family :o 7 !n at home1 m5tion+ u by "n1 & we receiv$ 9 succession 8 la/ bless+4 ,he 0 !n p]fectly calm1 & 9 a peaceful /ate ( m9d4 ,almo/ 8 la/ words 7 expressive ( 8 admiration (1 & ?ankfulness =1 ! wond]ful plan ( r$emption3 8 words ,i d n rememb] accurately en\gh to quote1 b 8 la/ petition 0 = 8 belov$ flock6 ,dr4 ,paget1 ?\gh 8 affectionate he>t felt deep sorr[1 said1 t x 0 a privilege to witness su* a dea?4 ,! te/imony :i* has be5 borne by all ranks to ! e/eem 9 :i* he 0 held1 is v gratify+4 ,! bi%op came f ,toronto1 ?\gh ) great inconv5i5ce1 to pay ! la/ m>k ( respect to ! de> rema9s ( "o :om1 to ! cr$it ( bo? p>ties1 he greatly respect$1 ?\gh diff]+ f him 9 _m po9ts4 ,! *ur* 0 greatly cr[d$ on ! m\rnful occasion1 & a deep feel+ appe>$ to p]vade ! assembly4 ,! pulpit1 c4 7 hung ) black clo?1 & all ! g5teel resid5ts 9 ! neighb\rhood put on m\rn+4 ,^! are ! consolations :i* ! _w has 9 its p[] to (f] to m\rn+ relatives1 & v _m h we receiv$1 nor 7 !y by any means und]valu$ by u1 b1 add$ to !m1 we _h f> high] s\rces ( com=t1 9 ! p]fect assurance t he :om we m\rn$ _h ent]$ into 8 re/1 & 9 ! full assurance t ! ev5t1 deeply afflict+ z x 0 to u1 0 ord]$ by an allwise & graci\s ,god4 ,mamma desires h] ,*ri/ian respects to y\rself & y\r de> si/]1 ( ^: v afflictive /ate ( deprivation ( almo/ e outw>d com=t1 %e 0 truly griev$ to he>4 ,my de> fa!r 0 mu* affect$ :5 he he>d1 ?r\gh ,miss ,b--1 ! sad intellig5ce1 & he m ?an once allud$ to y\r de> si/]'s bl9dness ) te>s ( sympa?y4 ,believe me1 de> ,madam1 ,v s9c]ely & respectfully y\rs1 ,,phebe ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! foll[+ lett]1 writt5 by ! same h&1 repeats s mu* ( :at 0 said 9 ! =ego+1 t at fir/ ! writ] ( ^! memoirs det]m9$1 on ! omission ( "o ( !m3 b1 ^u consid]ation t1 ?\gh !re 0 repetition1 !re 0 also s mu* v>iety ( expression1 z well z ( additional matt]1 he judg$ x be/ to ins]t bo?--a judgm5t :i* he d\bts n w be approv$ by 8 read]s4 ,,to ,,mrs4 ,,holl&4 ,?ornhill1 ,feb4 #h1 #ahde4 ,my de> ,aunt1 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 8,! memory ( ! j is0 inde$ 8bless$02 & ,i wi% t ! la/ remembrances ( my belov$ fa!r c\ld h be5 trac$ = y by a m able h& ?an m9e4 ,8 memory is1 ,i am sure1 treasur$ 9 ! he>ts ( v _m "h :o knew him4 ,i wi% x may incite !m to foll[ him z he foll[$ ,*ri/4 ,! la/ ye> ( my belov$ fa!r's life 0 m>k$ by an entire devotion to 8 m9i/]ial "w2 = :5 he came to ! det]m9ation ( resum+ ! entire *>ge ( 8 p>i%1 x 0 accompani$ by a resolution to ab&on e o!r pursuit1 & to devote all 8 "t & p[]s to ! "o object ( w9n+ s\ls to ,*ri/4 ,z if to confirm ?is purpose1 he put away f 8 /udy libr>y all ! geological & o!r sci5tific & lit]>y books ) :i* x 0 furni%$1 & repl5i%$ x ) !ological works4 ,x 0 to him an act ( great self-d5ial ?us entirely to give up ! /udies & pursuits :i* _h previ\sly s engag$ & captivat$ 8 att5tion2 b !y 7 rel9qui%$ ) *e]fulness1 because = 8 ,r$eem]'s sake2 = he obs]v$ at ! "t t he made ?is sacrifice1 8,oh6 x is a v little ?+ to d = my ,savi\r40 ,he 0 fully recomp5s$ = ?is devotion to 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r's cause1 z appe>s f 8 hav+ express$ to mamma ! great com=t & peace ( m9d :i* he aft]w>ds enjoy$ 9 8 cl]ical avocations4 ,f t "t a *ange 0 app>5t 9 8 conv]sation2 = al?\gh he 0 always accu/om$ to introduce religi\s subjects 9 conv]sation ) 8 family1 especially 9 ! ev5+1 :5 he w\ld sit ) u = a %ort "t aft] family pray]s1 /ill1 dur+ ! la/ ye>1 8 conv]sation1 p>tak+ ( ! exclusive nature ( 8 /udies1 0 m uni=mly s]i\s ?an x _h be5 previ\sly4 ,i 0 frequ5tly mu* /ruck ) ! beauty & spirituality ( 8 obs]vations1 &1 once or twice1 :ile li/5+ to 8 conv]sation1 ! idea pres5t$ itself1 t ! s5tim5ts & feel+s he express$ 7 ^? ( "o :o 0 rip5+ = ! g>n]4 ,?is1 h[ev]1 0 m]ely a pass+ ?\ght1 & nev] at all realiz$ or dwelt ^u2 = my de> fa!r 01 at t "t1 p>ticul>ly well1 & he frequ5tly told u t he nev] felt 8 m9i/]ial duties less burd5some4 ,"o ( 8 rem>ks1 :i* made an impression on my m9d at ! "t1 has s9ce /ruck me ! m f ! co9cid5ce ( ! foll[+ text be+ writt5 9 "o ( ! blank leaves ( ! ,bible t he 0 accu/om$ to use1 until )9 ! la/ two or ?ree ye>s ( 8 life3 8,:5 ,i am old & grey-head$1 ,o ,god1 =sake me n40 ,psalm lxxi4 #ah4 ,! rem>k :i* he made 9 conv]sation 0 ?is3 8,he has be5 my ,god f my y\? up1 b ,i nev] felt t he 0 s ne> to me z n[ 9 my old age40 ,^! are n1 ,i ?9k1 q ! expressions he made use (1 = ,i quote f memory1 & al?\gh ,i attempt$ to write !m d[n ! same day1 ,i c\ld n ev5 !n recall ! words t he us$4 ,(t5 simil> attempts t ,i made fail$ also1 & ,i !n rel9qui%$ ! idea t ,i _h ent]ta9$1 ( pres]v+ 9 writ+ "s ( my ende>$ fa!r's religi\s obs]vations4 ,dur+ "o ( our drives to ! /ation at ! ,g]man ,mills1 speak+ ( ! m9i/]+ ( angels1 a subject ( :i* he 0 v fond1 he rem>k$1 t ! disp5sation ( fai? "u :i* we are plac$ made x necess>y t an unse5 ag5cy %\ld be employ$ = our protection & deliv]ance1 z o!rwise fai? w\ld be lo/ 9 sight2 & also t1 _h ^! m9i/]+ spirits be5 made visible to u1 we %\ld h be5 v prone to place our reliance ^u !m1 in/ead ( putt+ our tru/ simply 9 ,god4 ,he pursu$ ! conv]sation z we asc5d$ a v /eep hill1 & said1 8,i ?9k we are little aw>e h[ con/antly angels are employ$ on our behalf2 p]haps n[1 an angel is lead+ t horse by ! bridle1 & enc\rag+ x onw>ds40 ,"o ( ! horses1 a f9e animal1 0 !n ex]t+ itself to ! utmo/2 = ! roads 7 v bad at ! "t1 & ! hill 0 !re=e v difficult ( asc5t4 ,i ?9k ! foll[+ anecdote w be int]e/+ to y1 z x is "o :i* made a /rong impression on my de> fa!r's m9d1 &1 z x is %ort1 ,i am tempt$ to copy x = y3 8,z "o said to ,philip ,j4 ,j5ks j be=e he expir$1 #8,h[ h>d x is to die1' he repli$1 #8,oh1 no1 easy dy+1 bless$ dy+1 glori\s dy+4' ,look+ up at ! clock1 he said1 #8,i h exp]i5c$ m happ9ess 9 dy+ ?is day1 ?an 9 my :ole life4 ,x is wor? liv+ =1 x is wor? a :ole life1 to h su* an end z ?is4 ,i h long desir$ t ,i might glorify ,god 9 my dea?2 b oh6 ,i nev] ?\ght t su* a poor worm z ,i c\ld h come to su* a glori\s dea?4'0 ,i believe ?is acc\nt ( 8happ9ess exp]i5c$ 9 dea?10 contribut$ v mu* to weak5 8 appreh5sion ( ! pa9s ( dea?1 :i* he aft]w>ds entirely lo/4 ,x _h1 h[ev]1 long be5 8 own practice1 & "o :i* he recomm5d$ to o!rs f ! pulpit1 to make dea? a daily subject ( pray]1 p>ticul>ly z reg>d$ its "t & mann]2 & ,i believe "o ( ^! daily petitions 01 t he might h an easy dea?1 if consi/5t ) ! w ( ,god4 ,?is petition 0 answ]$ by 8 ,heav5ly ,fa!r 9 a /rik+ mann]1 = our k9d fri5d & physician assur$ u1 t he suff]$ no pa91 n ev5 s mu* z a p]son exp]i5ces 9 fa9t+4 ,x is also rem>kable1 z ,dr4 ,paget m5tion$ to u1 t 9 no o!r way c\ld 8 exi/5ce h be5 t]m9at$ ) ?is abs5ce ( pa91 except by a /roke ( lightn+4 ,! doctor also consid]$ x rem>kable t he surviv$ s long aft] ! fatal accid5t1 z in/ant dea? frequ5tly occurs "u su* circum/ances4 ,t su* 0 n 8 case 0 an unspeakable com=t to u2 & he himself express$ 8 satisfaction at be+ br\ght home to 8 own com=table b$4 ,he also /at$ 8 ?ankfulness = ! circum/ance ( no bone be+ brok51 or ev5 dislocat$1 & quot$ t passage ( ,scripture1 8,he keepe? all 8 bones1 n "o ( !m is brok540 ,?is 0 be=e he 0 aw>e ( ! fatal nature ( ! accid5t4 ,he express$ a wi% to be left alone t he might be quiet1 & we all left ! room 9 consequ5ce1 except ,ar?ur & ,dr4 ,paget4 ,we _h no idea t any dang] 0 to be appreh5d$1 till a few mom5ts be=e he expir$1 :5 he s5t = u1 ask+ = ea* by "n1 & = ! s]vants also4 ,he said he ?\ght he 0 dy+1 & add$1 8,d n be surpris$ if ,i %\ld /ruggle at ! la/40 ,imm$iately aft] he said1 8,:at a salvation is t :i* ,*ri/ has pur*as$ = u2 :at a bless+ t ,i h no?+ to d n[6 ,my de> flock1 may ! ,"l bless !m all1 & provide = !m60 ,!n see+ u all ar\nd him1 he said to ea*1 8,may ! ,"l bless y40 ,^! 7 8 la/ words1 except ! expression ( 8 wi% to lie d[n4 ,i support$ 8 head on my arm1 & ?\ght t he 0 fall+ asleep--b no1 x 0 ! sleep ( dea?4 ,mr4 ,osi] prea*$ a mo/ excell5t fun]al s]mon f ?is appropriate text1 8,bless$ are ^? s]vants1 :om _! ,"l1 :5 he come?1 %all f9d wat*+40 ,my de> fa!r 0 employ$ to ! v la/ 9 do+ 8 ,"l's "w3 8 ?ree la/ days 7 sp5t entirely 9 p>o*ial visit+1 contr>y to 8 usual practice ( sp5d+ ! great] portion ( ea* day 9 8 /udy1 & two or ?ree h\rs 9 8 drives & 9 visit+ 8 p4 ,"s ( ^? :om he visit$ on ^! days1 aft]w>ds told a "y fri5d1 t he talk$ to !m pr9cipally ab\t prep>ation = dea?4 ,! man-s]vant also has spok5 ) mu* feel+ ( 8 conv]sation dur+ ^? drives1 & he m5tion$ also1 t ea* day1 :5 !y rea*$ home1 he said1 8,once m1 ,/eph51 ,god has br\ght u home 9 safety40 ,my belov$ fa!r's consi/5cy ( conduct won = him ! respect & e/eem ( all :o knew him1 ev5 ( ^? :o diff]$ f him1 sometimes widely1 9 religi\s op9ions4 ,su* 0 ! case ) ! bi%op1 :o h[ev] n only respect$ him1 b ent]ta9$ v k9d feel+s t[>ds him1 :i* he ev9c$ by com+ f ,toronto1 ?\gh ) great inconv5i5ce1 & unsolicit$1 to pay ! la/ m>k ( respect to 8 rema9s4 ,! public te/imony :i* 0 borne to ! excell5ce ( my de> fa!r's "*1 9 a resolution ( ! ,c5tral ,bo>d ( ! ,*ur* ,society1 ( :i* body he 0 a memb]1 0 s gratify+1 t ,i _c refra9 f copy+ a "p ( x4 ,he is spok5 ( 9 ! resolution z "o 8:o = w>m yet humble piety1 enl>g$ & ,*ri/ian *>ity1 a self-d5y+ c\rse ( life1 & a holy devot$ness to 8 ,heav5ly ,ma/]'s cause1 0 surpass$ by none ( ^? :o h be5 commission$ to fe$ ! flock ( ,*ri/ 9 ?is diocese40 ,"o ( ! features ( "* allud$ to 9 ?is resolution _h be5 especially obs]v$ by a "y cl]ical fri5d1 :o1 :5 speak+ ) mu* w>m? ( ! high e/imation he ent]ta9$ ( my de> fa!r's "*1 p>ticul>ly m5tion$ 8 great humility4 ,z an in/ance ( ?is1 he told u1 t1 :5 he _h gone ) my fa!r into ! ve/ry aft] prea*+ :at ,mr4 ,d4 consid]$ a mo/ excell5t s]mon1 he _h spok5 ( x z furni%+ cause = fre% humiliation1 & a /imulus to great] ex]tions & m e>ne/ pray]s = ! future4 ,mr4 ,d41 on ! same occasion1 allud$ to ! peculi> facility ) :i* he con/antly introduc$ religi\s rem>ks 9 conv]sation1 :i*1 he said1 he _h p>ticul>ly notic$ on ! few occasions on :i* he _h met him 9 company4 ,9 answ] to an obs]vation1 t my de> fa!r _h (t5 deplor$ ! want ( ?is v gift1 ,mr4 ,d4 rem>k$1 t ?is circum/ance af=d$ a fre% pro( ( 8 humility4 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,believe me1 my de> ,aunt1 ,y\r ev]-affectionate ,niece1 ,,phebe ,,mortim]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,prea*+4 ,,mr4 ,,mortim]1 says "o ( 8 fri5ds #bfb 7well fitt$ to =m a correct e/imate ( him71 0 8a r>ely gift$ p]son40 ,z a prea*]1 he possess$ v consid]able excell5ce4 ,8 extemporane\s disc\rses 7 ( a v f9i%$ k9d1 lucid 9 ord]1 /rik+ 9 illu/ration1 & p[]ful 9 application4 ,^! disc\rses 7 n ! m]e effusions ( ?\ghts unprep>$ & ( matt] undige/$1 b ! result ( dilig5t read+1 close /udy1 & f]v5t pray]1 :i* alone c enable ev5 ! compet5t extempore speak] to address a ,*ri/ian congregation ) any good effect4 ,he 0 em95tly a practical prea*]1 & signally excell$ 9 p\rtray+ ! unfair arts s (t5 practis$ by m5 ( bus9ess ) a view to _! worldly ga93 &1 z 8 he>]s 7 mo/ly tradesm51 8 graphic del9eations 7 sometimes ke5ly felt 9 ! consci5ces ( individuals1 :o 7 ready to say1 8,art ?\ come to call our s9s to our remembrance80 ,m ?an "o ( 8 m]cantile he>]s has ask$ him1 9 private int]c\rse1 by :at means he _h acquir$ s exact & extraord9>y an acqua9tance ) ! v>ieties ( fraud1 :i*1 h[ev] famili> 9 ! busy walks ( trade1 might be suppos$ little kn[n to a m9i/] ( ! gospel4 ,to su* a "q he has repli$1 t he _h d]iv$ 8 k1 p>tly f ! habitual /udy ( 8 own he>t1 p>tly f 8 p]sonal exp]i5ce ( a busy life 9 8 e>li] ye>s2 z he _h be5 appr5tic$ to an em95t ,london booksell]1 previ\sly to 8 collegiate prep>ation = ! m9i/ry4 ,s se>*+ly did he probe ! consci5ces ( 8 he>]s1 t x 0 n unfrequ5t ) "s among !m to visit him = ! purpose ( private conf]5ce1 c\nsel1 & consolation4 ,he well knew h[ to 8speak a ^w 9 season to ! we>y10 ) a peculi> sympa?y & k9dness4 ,yet q z well he knew h[ to apply 8! t]ror ( ! ,"l30 & ,i rememb] 8 tell+ me1 t "o ( ! mo/ effective s]mons 7z he _h reason to believe7 :i* he _h ev] prea*$1 0 ( t]rific "*1 & f\nd$ on ^? words ( ov]:elm+ horror2 8,9 ,hell he lift$ up 8 eyes1 be+ 9 torm5ts40 ,t s]mon 7he _h reason to hope7 _h be5 us$ by ! ,"l z an in/rum5t = rescu+ 8a br& f ! burn+10 :i* ! prea*] aim$ to repres5t4 ,ano!r ( 8 mo/ /rik+ s]mons1 divid$ betwe5 ! morn+ & ev5+ ( ! same ,sabba?1 0 =m$ on a !me contra/$ ) ! prec$+1 ! conduct & ! rew>d ( ! fai?ful ,*ri/ian1 z exemplifi$ 9 ,/4 ,,paul3 8,i h f\ght ! good fight1 ,i h f9i%$ my c\rse1 ,i h kept ! fai?3 h5ce=? !re is laid up = me a cr[n ( righte\sness1 :i* ! ,"l1 ! righte\s ,judge1 %all give me at t day40 #bfd ,b1 :atev] excell5cies he possess$ z a prea*]1 ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 unconsci\s ( !m himself3 = he frequ5tly deplor$ :at he consid]$ ! ineffici5cy ( 8 m9i/rations1 & 0 accu/om$ to speak 9 ! mo/ humble t]ms ( 8 s]mons4 ,on "o su* occasion1 he said1 8,:5 ,i come out ( ! pulpit1 & turn ov] 9 my m9d :at ,i h said1 ,i ?9k1 ,:at does x all am\nt to8 ,h[ mu* m to ! purpose x might h be51 & h[ mu* m useful60 ,on ! ,sunday ev5+s1 aft] committ+ 8 pa/ endeav\rs into ! h&s ( 8 ,god by pray]1 he w\ld turn 8 ?\ghts f ! review ( :at he consid]$ 8 pa/ failures to ! hope ( future usefulness1 by at once r5ew+ 8 ex]tions4 ,) ?is view1 he 0 accu/om$1 be=e he retir$ to re/ on ! ,sunday ev5+1 to look out a text = ! foll[+ ,sunday1 & to =m ! outl9e ( ! s]mon4 ,b al?\gh he 0 ?us peculi>ly anxi\s ab\t ! prep>ation ( 8 s]mons1 he seldom spoke on ! subject )\t rem>k+ ^u ! necessity ( ! accompany+ influ5ces ( ! ,holy ,_s1 to r5d] efficaci\s ev5 ! mo/ highly wr\ght1 p[]ful1 & mo/ conv9c+ s]mon4 ,inde$1 he has express$ ! op9ion1 t ! mo/ common-place s]mons 7 (t5 made ! mo/ useful2 because1 9 su* cases1 ! prea*]1 be+ aw>e ( _! defects1 & be+ ?us dive/$ ( all feel+s ( self-congratulation1 0 l$1 9 m humble dep5d5ce ^u ,god1 to entreat t ,he w\ld give ! increase4 ,9 connexion ) ?is subject1 he once m5tion$ hav+ prea*$ = a fri5d on a ra9y day to an exce$+ly small congregation4 ,! comp>atively l>ge numb] ( empty pews pres5t$ a v disc\rag+ aspect1 & t5d$ v mu* to depress 8 spirits2--altoge!r su* 0 ! effect produc$ on 8 m9d1 t lea/ ( all on t day w\ld he h expect$ any fav\rable result f 8 s]mon4 ,"s "t aft]w>ds1 :5 he 0 sp5d+ an ev5+ at ! h\se ( a p]son :o resid$ at "s di/ance bo? f ! place :]e he prea*$ & f 8 own home1 a lady1 :o 0 ( ! p>ty1 took an opportunity ( /at+ h[ mu* %e felt indebt$ to him = ! spiritual sight t %e _h receiv$ ?r\gh 8 in/rum5tality4 ,he 0 at a loss to "k :at %e allud$ to1 = he _h no recollection ( hav+ se5 h] be=e3 b %e br\ght to 8 recollection ! ?9ly scatt]$ congregation 9 8 fri5d's *ur*1 = :om he _h prea*$ on a v ra9y day3 & !n /at$ t %e 0 "o ( ^? few he>]s1 & t ! s]mon _h made s deep an impression on h] m9d z to h be5 productive ( la/+ b5efit4 ,,pa/oral ,,visit+4 ,,9 8 pa/oral visits1 ,mr4 ,mortim] appe>s to h be5 rem>kably successful4 ,he seems always to h paid att5tion to ?is v important & (t5 v useful "p ( ! ,*ri/ian pa/or's (fice1 b m especially dur+ a few ( ! latt] ye>s ( 8 life1 mak+ 8 daily drives = ! b5efit ( 8 heal? subs]vi5t to t purpose4 ,he made a po9t ( visit+ at fir/ six1 & aft]w>ds t5 families dur+ ea* week1 by :i* arrangem5t he consid]$ t he c\ld visit ea* family f\r times dur+ ! ye>1 besides pay+ m frequ5t visits 9 case ( illness1 or any p>ticul> affliction4 ,he n only visit$ ! diff]5t memb]s ( 8 congregation & o!rs belong+ to ! *ur*1 b he w5t to e h\se 9 ! imm$iate neighb\rhood1 &1 = sev]al miles ar\nd1 he knew ! occupants ( almo/ e h\se4 ,:5 he visit$ ,roman ,ca?olics1 or ,diss5t]s1 he nev] s\ght to ent] into controv]sy ) !m2 = he consid]$ x1 9 g5]al1 unpr(itable1 & seldom productive ( ! desir$ effect ( br++ !m into ! fold ( ! ,*ur*4 ,he 0 f>1 h[ev]1 f %r9k+ f ent]+ ^u ! subject1 :5 x appe>$ desirable = him to d s2 & :5 ! subject 0 br\ght =w>d 9 conv]sation1 he /at$ ! gr\nds ( 8 firm adhesion to 8 own communion1 & consci5ti\sly1 b ) a mild & affectionate mann]1 w>n$ !m ( ! s9 ( s*ism4 ,on su* occasions1 unity 0 g5]ally ! !me ( 8 disc\rse1 & he w\ld dwell mu* on its importance & obligations1 & urge ^u !m ! consid]ation ( t beautiful pray]1 8,t !y1 ,fa!r1 may be "o1 z we are40 ,he 0 nev] satisfi$ unless he c\ld give a decid$ religi\s turn to ! conv]sations he _h ) 8 p1 b1 ev5 if he fail$ 9 do+ ?is1 he always contriv$ to introduce "s s]i\s rem>k be=e he left _! h\ses4 ,a ,presbyt]ian1 :o 0 w>mly atta*$ to h] own ,*ur*1 :5 speak+ ( ,mr4 ,mortim]1 said1 8,ah1 he 0 a real good man4 ,i h (t5 said1 t he & ,mr4 ,j4 ! m9i/] ( h] own communion 7 ! two be/ m9i/]s 9 ,canada4 ,i w\ldna miss go+ to he> ,mr4 ,mortim] prea* 9 ! ev5+ %e w5t to h] own place ( wor%ip 9 ! morn+1 b ,i hav5a ! he>t to g n[4 ,i weel rememb] h[ he sat "h1 = ne> an h\r1 talk+ to my husb& ! la/ "t he 0 "h4 ,my husb& s]v$ at ,wat]loo1 & !y 7 talk+ ab\t ! battle1 & su* ?+s2 & !n he /opp$ all ( a sudd51 & smil$1 & said1 #8b ,i didna come "h to talk ab\t politics4'0 ,he 0 p>ticul>ly desir\s ( impress+ ^u ! m9ds ( ^? :om he visit$ ! importance ( individual & exp]im5tal religion1 & w\ld con/antly rem9d !m t _! great aim %\ld be to prep>e = heav54 ,he took also occasion to w>n !m ( op5 s9s :i* !y 7 9 ! habit ( committ+1 su* z drunk5ness1 or ! neglect ( public wor%ip4 ,an old man1 :o frequ5tly gave way to a habit ( intoxication1 &1 p]haps f ?is cause1 has n[ become prematurely infirm & almo/ *ildi%1 allud$ to ! la/ visit ( 8 pa/or 9 ! foll[+ mann]3--8,on ! ,?ursday--! ,?ursday1 y m9d1 be=e he di$--old ,mr4 ,mortim] came to see me 9 8 little c>riage1 & 8 man drove him3 & he gave me a caution4 ,he said1 #8,mr4 --1 ,i saw y on ,yonge-/reet a %ort "t s9ce1 & y 7 drunk2' & on ! next ,saturday he 0 a corpse1 & ,i lo/ my bro!r30 & ! old man turn$ aside to hide 8 te>s4 ,! husb&1 or r ! wid[]1 ( a ,presbyt]ian1 m5tion$ t 8 wife _h frequ5tly rem>k$ to him1 t !re c\ld n be a bett] m9i/] by a sick b$ ?an ,mr4 ,mortim]3 = t he nev] excit$ p]sons1 b t at ! same "t he did n delude !m ab\t _! et]nal prospects1 b spoke c&idly to !m1 accord+ to _! diff]5t /ates ( m9d4 ,%e said t !re 0 no m9i/] t %e %\ld s mu* l to see1 if %e 7 ill1 z ,mr4 ,mortim]4 ,h] wi%1 h[ev]1 0 n gratifi$1 = %e surviv$ him ab\t half-a-ye>4 ,ano!r p]son1 a memb] ( a ,presbyt]ian family 9 ! neighb\rhood1 aft] /at+ t ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 v mu* miss$1 said1 8,& no "o misses him m ?an my "m2 = he us$ to come & sit ) h]1 & talk$ s nicely to h]1 t x did h] s mu* good--x did h] good till he came aga94 ,!re w nev] be ano!r m9i/] l ,mr4 ,mortim]3 if !re 7 to come five ?\s&1 !re w\ld n be ano!r l him40 #bfh;a ,he took an int]e/ 9 ! conc]ns ( ^? :om he visit$1 &1 foll[+ ! example ( ,/4 ,paul1 /rove to 8please all m5 9 all ?+s1 n seek+ 8 own pr(it1 b ! pr(it ( _m1 t !y might be sav$40 8,he 0 n naturally fond ( *ildr51 & ,i 0 mu* /ruck1 on t acc\nt1 ) ! rem>k ( a woman :5 talk+ ab\t ! visits ( my de> fa!r2 #8,ah1 miss1 y\r fa!r 0 mighty fond ( ?is little "o1 & he took s mu* notice ( him ! v la/ "t he 0 "h6' ,ano!r woman said1 #8,ah6 he 0 a real g5tleman1 & he w\ld sit d[n ) u1 & talk s free & pleasant-l4'0 #bfh;b ,,confirmation4 ,,mr4 ,,mortim] devot$ a good deal ( "t & att5tion to prep>+ ! c&idates = ! confirmation t 0 held at ,?ornhill1 9 ,july1 #ahdc4 ,mr4 ,t[nley 0 !n assi/+ him2 = he began ! in/ruction ( ! c&idates sev]al mon?s previ\s to ! solemniz+ ( ! rite1 & he 0 ?us left m at lib]ty ?an he _h ev] be=e be5 = ?is important bran* ( duty4 ,8 plan1 on t occasion1 0 to divide ! c&idates into ?ree di/9ct classes2 viz41 "o compris+ ! juniors1 & ano!r1 ! adults ( ! less educat$ among 8 congregation1 & ! ?ird embrac+ ! rema9d]4 ,! fir/ ( ^! classes 0 requir$ to le>n by he>t portions ( an explanation ( ! ,*ur* ,cate*ism1 :i* !y repeat$ to _! m9i/] :5 !y met toge!r on a specifi$ aft]noon 9 ea* week4 ,_! att5tion 0 p>ticul>ly direct$ to ! ,scripture pro(s ( ! ,cate*ism1 :i* 0 also comm5t$ ^u 9 a famili> mann]1 & p>ticul>ly 9 connexion ) confirmation4 ,9 ord] to enc\rage !m to le>n ! ,cate*ism well1 a prize 0 promis$ to ea* ( ! ?ree :o %\ld be able to repeat ! :ole ( x mo/ accurately4 ,! adult classes met also once a week 9 ! ev5+1 & 7 prep>$ ) answ]s1 :i* !y read f ! ,bible1 to que/ions on scriptural subjects1 ) :i* !y 7 furni%$ ! previ\s week4 ,!y also repeat$ a "p ( ,dean ,n[ell's ,cate*ism1 :i*1 toge!r ) ! scriptural que/ions1 =m$ ! subject = addresses & int]rogations4 ,! ?ird class met "o morn+ 9 ! week at _! pa/or's h\se1 & !y 7 expect$ to give v]bal answ]s to que/ions on ! ,book ( ,common ,pray]1 ) :i* !y 7 previ\sly suppli$4 ,= ! use ( ?is class also1 ,mr4 ,mortim] prep>$ a set ( que/ions & answ]s explanatory ( ! sacram5t1 :i* w appe> 9 ano!r place2 & he made use ( a ,cate*ism on ,confirmation to expla9 t ord9ance to ! c&idates1 besides di/ribut+ sev]al tracts on ! subject4 ,,social ,,meet+s4 ,,9 ! ye>s #ahdb & #ahdc1 ,mr4 ,mortim] e/abli%$ sev]al diff]5t week-day meet+s = promot+ ! spiritual b5efit ( 8 flock4 ,"o ( ^! 0 held on ,tuesday ev5+s1 & 0 conduct$ alt]nately by himself & ,mr4 ,t[nley1 bo?1 h[ev]1 be+ pres5t4 ,! meet+ 0 op5$ by s++ a hymn1 & by (f]+ up a %ort extempore pray]1 ei!r by himself or ,mr4 ,t[nley4 ,"o ( !m !n spoke on "s subject connect$ ) exp]im5tal religion2 aft] :i*1 "s ( ! memb]s 7 expect$ to make obs]vations connect$ ) ! spiritual life ( ! ,*ri/ian1 or _! own p>ticul> exp]i5ce1 or to ask any "q on practical or doctr9al subjects2 &1 :5 a pause ensu$1 "o ( ! cl]gym5 w\ld c>ry on ! rem>ks1 or introduce ano!r subject4 ,s++ ! doxology1 & ! use ( "o or two collects1 or1 occasionally1 extempore pray]1 & ! bless+1 conclud$ ! meet+4 ,?is meet+ 0 n cont9u$ long2 = x 0 n f\nd to answ]1 ow+ to ! difficulty t p]sons exp]i5c$ 9 speak+ on ^! subjects4 ,aft] ?is 0 giv5 up1 ano!r 0 e/abli%$ = ! ,sunday-s*ool tea*]s4 ,!re 7 twelve memb]s1 all "y1 9 ! same rank ( society1 & on t]ms ( intimacy ) ea* o!r & ) _! respect$ pa/or1 at ^: h\se !y met2 & ^! circum/ances1 toge!r ) ! *e]ful easy mann] 9 :i* x 0 conduct$1 comb9$ to r5d] x pleasant1 z well z pr(itable4 ,ea* memb] le>nt by he>t a %ort portion ( a cate*etical "w on ! 8,elem5ts ( ,*ri/ian ,k10 :i* !y repeat$ by turns1 & aft]w>ds gave v]bal answ]s to que/ions1 previ\sly writt5 out1 on miscellane\s subjects connect$ ) religion1 su* z ! evid5ces ( ,*ri/ianity1 ! hi/ory ( ! ,old ,te/am5t1 or doctr9al subjects4 ,que/ions 7 prep>$ by ,mr4 ,mortim] = ?is purpose1 & o!r que/ions 7 copi$ by ! diff]5t memb]s f a book ( 8,que/ions on ! ,old & ,new ,te/am5t1 & ! ,book ( ,common ,pray]1 by ! ,rev4 ,edw>d ,?ompson40 ,! diff]5t subjects ?us br\ght =w>d1 always drew =? _m int]e/+ & pr(itable rem>ks 9 connexion ) ! duties ( ,sunday-s*ool tea*]s4 ,at o!r times1 !y 7 address$ z pr(essors ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,^! meet+s 7 v mu* lik$1 & are /ill look$ back ^u ) feel+s ( pleasure & grateful recollection by1 at lea/1 "s ( its memb]s4 ,!y only la/$ "o w9t]1 z ! summ] ev5+s 7 n f\nd s conv5i5t = !m1 & ! foll[+ w9t] ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 unable to resume !m1 z 8 :ole "t 0 devot$ to o!r m9i/]ial duties4 ,,libr>y4 ,,at ! beg9n+ ( ! ye> #ahcg1 ,mr4 ,mortim] op5$ a 8,libr>y = ,sunday ,read+40 ,x conta9$1 at fir/1 ab\t #aej volumes1 &1 z ! books 7 v mu* read by all classes ( p]sons1 ab\t #ajj m 7 aft]w>ds add$ to ! numb]1 all ( :i* 7 furni%$ at 8 own co/4 ,!y 7 l5t gratuit\sly1 & 7 *ang$ weekly 9 ! ve/ry4 ,! diff]5t read]s 7 furni%$ ) a pr9t$ catalogue ( ! books1 t !y might h ! opportunity ( select+ ^? t !y pref]r$1 z be+ mo/ suitable to _! ta/e or circum/ances4 ,^! books 7 9 circulation up to ! "t ( 8 dea?4 ,ab\t ! same "t an attempt 0 made to e/abli% a 8,libr>y ( ,useful ,k10 at ,?ornhill1 ! object ( :i* 0 to promote useful in=mation to 8,f>m]s1 ,me*anics1 & ,artizans10 at a co/ s trifl+ z to br+ x easily )9 _! rea*2 ! t]ms ( subscription be+ five %ill+s annually1 or a p5ny-a-week = ea* volume4 ,?is endeav\r1 :i* 0 made ) ! hope ( improv+ ! habits & "* ( a l>ge portion ( ! population1 by furni%+ pr(itable employm5t = leisure h\rs usually sp5t 9 idl5ess or frivol\s amusem5ts1 0 ma9ly second$ by ,mr4 ,mortim]1 :o made a h&some donation t[>ds x 9 money1 besides ab\t eighte5 volumes1 mo/ ( :i*1 ?\gh sci5tific or lit]>y works1 7 di/+ui%$ = _! religi\s t5d5cy4 ,mo/ ( ! g5tlem5 9 ! neighb\rhood also contribut$ t[>ds ?is libr>y4 ,x 0 f\nd1 h[ev]1 = ! mo/ "p1 t !re 0 no ta/e = ?is /yle ( read+ among ! class = :om ! libr>y 0 int5d$2 only t5 or a doz5 p]sons avail$ !mselves ( ! use ( ! books1 & 9 r m ?an a ye> applications = !m ceas$ to be made4 ,,extra-,,p>o*ial ,,s]vices4 ,,x 0 :ile visit+ ! p 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ! ,,g]man ,,mills1 9 ,augu/1 #ahda1 t _! /ate ( spiritual de/itution 0 impress$ ^u ,mr4 ,mortim]'s m9d1 & he imm$iately det]m9$ ^u try+ to d some?+ = !m4 ,z he _h !n no ,sunday duty to p]=m1 &1 at ! same "t1 0 p>tially recov]$ f 8 n]v\s attack1 he made up 8 m9d to attempt a ,sunday s]vice !re himself1 & imm$iately began to inquire if any room c\ld be f\nd = ! purpose4 ,a f>m]1 ^: h\se 0 v conv5i5tly situat$1 on be+ appli$ to1 will+ly cons5t$ to secure ! use ( a room 9 8 own h\se1 )\t any *>ge1 = ! rema9+ t]m ( 8 lease1 five-&-a-half ye>s2 nor w\ld he at any "t accept any remun]ation = ! exp5se & tr\ble :i* he incurr$ by ! s]vice be+ held 9 8 h\se2 & bo? himself & 8 wife 7 ev] ready to d all 9 _! p[] to promote ! com=t ( _! m9i/]1 & ( ^? :o 7 engag$ 9 ! ,sunday s*ool1 :i* 0 also held 9 ! room us$ = ,div9e s]vice4 ,_! g5]\s conduct mu* pleas$ ,mr4 ,mortim]1 :o (t5 said1 t !y w\ld nev] suff] = 8%elt]+ ! ark ( ,god10 b t1 on ! contr>y1 he felt sure t z ! 8,"l bless$ ! h\se ( ,ob$$om10 s ,he w\ld bless !m & _! family4 ,! room be+ !n 9 an unf9i%$ /ate1 ,mr4 ,mortim] agre$ to h x prep>$ = ,div9e wor%ip at 8 own exp5se1 ! fitt+ up consi/+ simply ( a desk & b5*es4 ,on ! #e? ( ! foll[+ mon?1 ,septemb]1 ! s]vice 0 p]=m$ 9 ?is room = ! fir/ "t4 ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 mu* surpris$1 & greatly enc\rag$ by ! l>g5ess ( ! congregation1 _m be+ unable to f9d seats1 & /&+ 9 ! entrance4 ,be=e ! foll[+ ,sunday ! room 0 furni%$ ) additional b5*es1 :i*1 altoge!r1 0 consid]$ suffici5t to seat a hundr$ p]sons4 ,on t day also1 !re 0 a l>ge congregation1 z appe>s f a memor&um 9 ,mr4 ,mortim]'s h&writ+2 8,! room q fill$1 & ov]fl[+40 ,z he himself expect$1 h[ev]1 aft] a "t1 ! novelty wore (f1 & ! congregation decreas$1 leav+ an av]age ( ab\t sev5ty att5dants2 b ev5 ?is numb] he ?\ght a l>ge congregation1 consid]+ ! scatt]$ /ate ( ! population4 ,he always felt a peculi> int]e/ 9 ?is /ation1 :i* he /yl$1 8! nursl+ ( 8 old age40 ,! congregation always appe>$ grateful = ! e/abli%m5t ( ! s]vice !re1 :i* !y ev9c$ by ! will+ness ) :i* !y subscrib$ to ! 8,*ur* ,society10 :5 call$ ^u to d s4 ,?\gh ?is place is n m ?an ?ree-&-a-half miles f ,?ornhill ,*ur*1 x is believ$1 t n m ?an "o p]son dur+ _! resid5ce !re ev] att5d$ ! *ur* s]vice1 until x 0 held at ! ,g]man ,mills4 ,! settlem5t d]ives its "n f ! circum/ance ( ! surr\nd+ c\ntry hav+ be5 settl$ *iefly by ,g]mans _m ye>s s9ce2 at :i* "t !re 7 mills close to ! h\se 9 :i* ! s]vice is n[ held4 ,^! mills h be5 long s9ce 9 ru9s1 hav+ nev] be5 repair$1 ow+1 x is said1 to "s sup]/ition connect$ ) ! hi/ory ( !m4 ,!re are n[ sc>cely m ?an two doz5 h\ses )9 a circuit ( half-a-mile f ! ru9s ( ! mills4 ,! o!r dwell+s are scatt]$ on ! diff]5t surr\nd+ f>ms4 ,on ! #aj? ,octob]1 9 ! same ye>1 a ,sunday ,s*ool 0 begun 9 connexion ) ! ,*ur*1 :i* 0 well att5d$1 hav+ f =ty to sixty att5dants4 ,at ! "t ! ,*ur* s]vice 0 e/abli%$ at ! ,g]man ,mills1 !re 0 no ,sunday s]vice !re ( any description4 ,! ,me?odi/s _h previ\sly attempt$ to e/abli% pray] & o!r meet+s1 b _h !n no s]vice ( any k9d3 z soon1 h[ev]1 z ! ,*ur* s]vice 0 comm5c$1 ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 in=m$ t !y _h aga9 op5$ a meet+ at a h\se close by1 app>5tly = ! sake ( opposition1 b ( :i* he took n ! slighte/ notice3 x 0 %ortly aft]w>ds giv5 up1 ?\gh 9 a little "t re-comm5c$4 ,9 ! same mann]1 :5 he 0 in=m$ t ! editor ( ! ,*ri/ian ,gu>dian1 a ,me?odi/ pap]1 _h writt5 aga9/ him1 he w\ld n ev5 look at ! pap]1 obs]v+1 t 8x matt]s b little :at p said ( him40 ,he consid]$ x ! wise/ plan to let opposition die away4 ,by "s he 0 call$ a ,puseyite1 by o!rs a l[ ,*ur*man2 b 8 own aim 0 to be 8a consi/5t ,*ur*man40 ,:at he consid]$ "o brea* ( consi/5cy is m5tion$ 9 8 pa/oral lett] to 8 p>i%ion]s at ,?ornhill2 viz41 att5d+ o!r places ( wor%ip3 ano!r 0 contribut+ t[>ds ! support or enc\ragem5t ( ,diss5t1 :i* he inv>iably decl9$ do+ f consci5ti\s motives4 ,,*>ity4 ,,! foll[+ memor&um is made 9 8 pocket-book = #ahcb3-- 8,aft] ,i leave ,engl&1 ,i purpose giv+ "o-sev5? to poor-purse1 z my object 9 devot+ "o fif? 0 t ,i might m ext5sively employ ! poor ab\t my premises1 c4 c4 ,b z !re is no want ( lab\r !re1 s l>ge a proportion w n be ne$$3 at lea/1 x s /rikes me at pres5t4 ,possibly1 h[ev]1 m w be ne$$ = ! cause ( ,god40 ,"o way 9 :i* employm5t 0 giv5 to ! poor at ,hutton 01 mak+ a side walk ?r\gh ! village1 cov]$ ) :ite sp>1 :i* 0 procur$ f ! neighb\r+ hills1 & 0 brok5 v small4 ,8 rector1 ! ,rev4 ,alfr$ ,h>=d1 %>$ 9 _m ( ! plans :i* 7 adopt$ = ! b5efit ( ! poor 9 ,hutton4 ,mr4 ,mortim] made a po9t ( nev] be+ 8 own in/rum5t 9 af=d+ pecuni>y assi/ance to any ( ! p]sons he visit$4 ,if he notic$ t any p]sons 7 9 di/ress$ circum/ances1 or if any told him ( _! difficulties1 he w\ld m5tion !m to ,mrs4 ,mortim]1 & %e w\ld d :at 0 necess>y to relieve !m4 ,inde$1 %e 0 9 e case 8 almon]2 = he nev] himself gave any money 9 *>ity4 ,8 reason = ?is 01 t ! p might h no selfi% aim 9 desir+ 8 visits1 :i* he wi%$ to be purely spiritual4 99 99 99 99 99 ,z a ,,husb& & a ,,fa!r1 ,mr4 ,mortim] 0 a patt]n ( conjugal t5d]ness & ( p>5tal k9dness3 !re 0 a rem>kable suavity 9 8 mann]s1 :i* greatly ende>$ him to 8 family1 & inde$ to all :o _h ! pleasure ( 8 acqua9tance4 ,if ev] he said or wrote an unk9d ^w1 he 0 ! fir/ to discov] & ackn[l$ge x1 & to make ! mo/ ample apology4 ,8 humility 0 s great t x might h be5 suspect$ ( dis+5u\sness1 if ^? :o knew him ! mo/ intimately 7 n well assur$ ( 8 ,*ri/ian simplicity & s9c]ity4 ,8 y\nge/ daught]1 writ+ to me1 says1 9 ref]5ce to ?is subject3-- 8,he k9dly made me ! companion ( 8 drives be=e he began to visit 8 p regul>ly1 & he frequ5tly talk$ to me m z if ,i 7 8 fri5d ?an 8 daught]2 = he w\ld speak ( 8 religi\s feel+s1 & ev5 ( 8 faults4 ,he once said t he _h no wi% to conceal 8 s9s & fail+s "h2 = t !y w\ld all be reveal$ be=e ! assembl$ multitudes ( m5 & angels at ! day ( judgm5t4 ,i frequ5tly felt deeply humbl$ by ! ?\ght t ,i 0 s unwor?y ( ! feel+s my belov$ fa!r ent]ta9$ t[>ds me3 b ,i 0 fully aw>e t x 0 8 own disposition to cause him to feel z he did t[>ds me40 ,my amiable "y fri5d & god-daught] also writes1 9 ref]5ce to 8 k9dness to s]vants3-- 8,my de> fa!r 0 ! k9de/ & mo/ consid]ate ( ,,ma/]s4 ,he 0 always anxi\s to promote ! com=t & happ9ess ( 8 s]vants1 & v c>eful n to w\nd _! feel+s1 or to give !m unnecess>y tr\ble or annoyance4 ,he (t5 express$ 8 pleasure at see+ !m seat$ by ! fire at _! ne$lework1 or enjoy+ ! society ( _! relatives & fri5ds1 & w\ld tell !m t he wi%$ !m to be z com=table z he 0 himself4 ,nor 0 he less m9dful ( _! spiritual welf>e1 & took pa9s to in/ruct !m 9 ! great duties ( religion40 ,= ! =ego+ p>ticul>s1 illu/rative ( my fri5d's "* z a ,*ri/ian pa/or1 & 9 8 dome/ic relations1 ) ! exception ( a "p ( ! article on ! "* ( 8 prea*+1 attribut$ 9 a note1 to ano!r fri5d1 ,i am entirely indebt$ to 8 y\nge/ daught]1 ,miss ,phebe ,mortim]3 no?+ is due to myself except = ! arrangem5t ( ! mat]ials ) :i* ,i h be5 s k9dly & s well furni%$4 ,f ! =ego+ sket*1 z well z f ! g5]al cont5ts ( ! volume1 ,mr4 ,mortim]'s "* is cle>ly se51 & _c fail to excite admiration3--let e read] "h add a pray] to be enabl$ to imitate z well z to admire4 ,t my fri5d 0 possess$ ( no peculi>ities1 or ( no defects1 ,i d n affirm2 b !y 7 bl5d$ ) s mu* purity ( motive1 integrity ( pr9ciple1 & correctness ( conduct1 t 8 g5]al excell5ces 7 visible to all1 8 peculi>ities 7 kn[n b to few4 ,8 extreme c>efulness 9 exp5diture1 & 8--seem+ly1 at lea/--ov] anxi\sness to pres]ve unimpair$1 if n to increase1 8 =tune1 l$ him to ! adoption ( "s measures1 :i* by _m ( 8 fri5ds 7 ?\ght que/ionable4 ,x is1 h[ev]1 exce$+ly difficult to judge ano!r 9 ?is matt]1 or1 inde$1 to set up any precise & univ]sal /&>d by :i* to =m a judgm5t 9 ! case4 ,s _m among ! cl]gy1 x is to be fe>$1 err 9 ! opposite extreme1 & s mu* reproa* has be5 br\ght ^u ! ,*ur* & ! cl]ical "*1 by ! want ( a suffici5t prud5ce & economy 9 secul> affairs1 to prev5t pecuni>y emb>rassm5t1 t ! error ( too mu* c>e is mu* to be pref]r$ to t ( a want ( x1 :]e x is att5d$ by su* c\nt]act+ prop]ties z m>k$ ,mr4 ,mortim]'s managem5t ( 8 income4 ,8 sy/ematic *>ity1 8 *e]ful & b\ntiful lib]ality1 & 8 /rict integrity1 m ?an balance any defective peculi>ity 9 8 secul> matt]s4 ,if ,i might v5ture to sum up ,mr4 ,mortim]'s "* 9 a few words1 ,i %\ld say t 8 :ole life1 f ! "t ( 8 becom+ a decid$ ,*ri/ian1 0 *>act]iz$ by firm fai?1 deep humility1 great decision1 /eady consi/5cy1 self-d5ial1 holy zeal1 & pati5t p]sev]ance2 & 8 mann]s 7 *>act]iz$ by urbanity1 k9dness1 & sweetness ( address peculi> to himself4 ,z a pa/or1 z a private ,*ri/ian1 z a relative1 & z a fri5d1 he has left an example wor?y ( imitation4 8,bless$ are ! dead :i* die 9 ! ,"l3 ev5 s sai? ! ,_s2 = !y re/ f _! lab\rs1 & _! works d foll[ !m40 ,mr4 ,mortim]1 j be=e 8 dea?1 gave directions to de/roy all 8 pap]s & writ+s1 & x does n appe> t he kept any record ( ! ev5ts ( 8 life1 or ( 8 ,*ri/ian exp]i5ce3 no specim51 !re=e1 ( 8 regul> composition has come into ! h&s ( ! writ]4 ,! foll[+ fragm5ts or rema9s h be5 collect$ f diff]5t s\rces1 & %[ 8 op9ions on ! sev]al subjects ( !m4 ,,arm9ianism4 ,,y\r v ,*ri/ian rem>ks & feel+s connect$ ) my mu* hon\r$ & mu* belov$ ,well+ton fri5d des]ve my s9c]e ?anks4 ,y are q "r3 ! unity ( ! ,_s 9 ! bond ( peace is ( inf9itely m importance ?an nice & subtle di/9ctions ^u po9ts ( :i*1 aft] all1 we "k s exce$+ly little4 ,i d n ?9k ^? two s]mons %\ld h be5 atta*$ to ! volumes1 ^: o!r cont5ts are g5]ally practical3 & ,i object$ at ! "t1 b ! op9ions ( o!rs prevail$4 ,i ?9k ) y t ! text is unhappily *os54 ,z to ! cont5ts1 we %all ( c\rse diff]3 b ,i c say s mu* z ?is1 t ,i atta* s little importance to ! peculi>ities ( ! sy/em :i* ,i adopt1 t1 = _m mon?s pa/1 ,i h decl9$ 9 toto ent]+ ^u ! subject ) e "o :o w\ld dispute ) me3 & am s mod]ate 9 my own /atem5ts1 t mo/ ( my ,arm9ian fri5ds h _! fe>s ( my ev5tually leav+ !m3--n t any alt]ation has tak5 place 9 my doctr9al views1 b simply 9 ! ideas ( importance :i* ,i us$ at "o "t to atta* to !m4 ,,a?anasian ,,cre$4 ,,! ,a?anasian ,cre$ is n ! milk :i* ! ,*ur* gives to h] babes1 b ! te/ to :i* %e br+s h] h]etics4 ,,ca?olic ,,emancipation4 ,z to ,ca?olic ,emancipation ,i pr(ess to "k & to fe> b little4 ,7 ,i bett] acqua9t$ ) ! effects ( ! pres5t sy/em1 ,i fancy ,i %\ld ?9k ) su* m5 z ,mr4 ,wilb]=ce3 b n kn[+ ^!1 hav+ only a v limit$ survey1 ,i feel q satisfi$ to let !m ?9k = me4 ,a meet+ 0 lately call$ at ,bridg5or? to petition aga9/ ! claims4 ,i refus$ bo? to att5d & to au?orize ! use ( my signature4 ,i am equally satisfi$1 h[ev]1 t ! bill %\ld be lo/3 & ,i %\ld imag9e t ! /r5g? 9 ! ,upp] ,h\se w always ?r[ x out4 ,,dr4 ,a4 ,,cl>ke',s ,,comm5t>y4 ,,y ask me my op9ion ( ,dr4 ,adam ,cl>ke's ,comm5t>y4 ,i ?9k t ^u ! :ole x is a great "w3 & few p]sons c\ld h produc$ su* a "o4 ,b aft] all1 ! ,dr4 is n to be dep5d$ on1 he is f> too v5turesome & f> too positive--he drives ?r\gh ?ick & ?9--c]ta9 op9ions mu/ be ma9ta9$1 c]ta9 *>act]s mu/ be v9dicat$1 & ?is is done 9 a mann] & _s :i* is n q suit$ to my ta/e4 ,i cont9ue1 h[ev]1 to take 9 ! "w = ! pres5t3 b h told "o ( ! ,me?odi/ prea*]s /ation$ "h1 t1 if he c "p ) x = me on reasonable t]ms1 ,i w take f him ,b5son's ,comm5t>y 9 its /ead4 ,,classes4 ,z to classes1 ,i /ill ?9k t some?+ l *ur* fell[%ip is ! gr& desid]atum ( our ,*ur*4 ,! ,communion1 :i* 0 orig9ally int5d$ = ?is1 n[ completely fails4 ,x is almo/ any?+ b ! communion ( sa9ts4 ,private meet+s1 too1 ( a famili>1 conv]sational1 or expository k9d1 d n q come up to ! suppos$ po9t4 ,!re mu/ be "s enclosure--"s h$ge ( sep>ation1 some?+ :i* %all admit ! app>5tly s9c]e inquir] & exclude ! worldly--some?+1 9 fact1 :i* %all 8ga!r believ]s toge!r out ( ! mass ( ! ungodly _w40 ,,diss5t4 ,,9 ref]5ce to ,diss5t1 ,i am1 ,i believe1 :at ,diss5t]s consid] a high1 bigot$1 /iff ,*ur*man1 b ! simple true ,*ur*man is all ,i wi% to be kn[n by4 ,i love my ,*ur* "r ?or\ghly1 & ,i love ,*ur* unity 9 ! same degree1 & h nev]1 = _m ye>s pa/1 done any?+ by c\nt5anc+1 enc\rag+1 aid+1 or abett+ ,diss5t1 & ,i hope ,i nev] %all2 b ,i _c1 d>e n1 un*ur* ,diss5t]s1 & d5y t !y are sections ( ,*ri/'s outw>d & visible ,*ur*1 &1 ( c\rse1 ,i _c b respect ! private *>act]s & conduct ( _m individuals among !m4 ,,episcopacy4 ,z to ,episcopacy1 ,i ?9k ) ,bi%op ,hall1 t x is necess>y = ! well or bett] be+ ( a ,*ur*1 b n ess5tially necess>y to its v be+ itself2 & z to ,high ,*ur* pr9ciples1 or ,puseyism1 or ,tract>ian notions1 ,i g n a s+le /ep4 ,i reg>d !m z q subv]sive ( ! doctr9e ( ,*ri/2 !re is n "o s+le po9t1 by :i* !y are di/+ui%$ b1 if hone/ly c>ri$ out1 mu/ lead to ,romanism4 ,admit1 = example1 t 9 ord9ation !re is convey$ ?r\gh ! bi%op1 ( necessity1 & indep5d5t ( ! /ate ( m9d ( ! c&idate1 any grace or virtue or qualification = ! spiritually & graci\sly dis*>g+ ! duties ( ! m9i/]ial (fice1 :i* is n convey$ by ,presbyt]ian or ,me?odi/ical ord9ation1 & y arrogate = our ,*ur* :at nei!r ,scripture on ! "o h&1 nor daily obs]vation on ! o!r1 w sub/antiate4 ,!y may au?orize & commission ^? :o appe> to !m already qualifi$1 b x is ! ,div9e ,_s alone1 :i* c fit & qualify ) all ! gifts & graces necess>y = a due dis*>ge ( _! important function4 ,,fai? ,,& ,,works4 ,,:5 a man is ju/ifi$ by fai?1 he is by fai? acc\nt$ j & righte\s be=e ,god4 ,:5 a man is ju/ifi$ by works1 he is by 8 works proclaim$ or decl>$ to man to be j & righte\s4 ,to be ju/ifi$ is g5]ally to be consid]$ or reg>d$ j or righte\s4 ,,fir/ ,,/ep4 ,,! fir/ /ep 9 vital religion is a s5se ( ! pres5ce ( ,god4 ,,fri5d%ip4 ,,x g5]ally happ5s :5 !re are little unpleasantnesses among fri5ds & relations1 t !y arise f mutual faults1 & !re=e ,i _c b conclude1 t !re mu/ h be5 some?+ ei!r 9 my obs]vations or mann]1 :i* x w\ld h be5 bett] to avoid4 ,i am surpris$1 h[ev]1 t y %\ld s long h suff]$ f su* incid5ts3 fri5ds1 & especially relatives1 %\ld be l two b[ls suff]+ tempor>y collision2 !y %\ld rub & g on1 = 9 ?is imp]fect /ate we mu/ expect _m su* a rub2 we _c move at equal rates1 we _c keep at equal di/ances1 !re w be an infr++ e n[ & !n1 b /ill let u g on1 g on 9 love1 agree to diff]1 & expect occasionally to feel2 b :y %\ld ?is feel+ be ei!r /rong or la/+8 ,i am glad1 h[ev]1 t y h reliev$ y\r m9d1 & ?\gh x has be5 a little at my exp5se1 yet z ! ef=t has be5 b5eficial to y1 ,i w n attempt 9 any way to de/roy ! effect1 b w1 = ! sake ( good w & k9d feel+1 admit any?+ y h said4 ,& "h may su* matt]s re/ 8nev] to rise aga940 ,,mill5nium4 ,,on ! ,mill5nial "q1 ,i am always backw>d to speak2 = ,i expect no p]sonal reign3 look = no?+ v imm$iate1 & !n m]ely suppose a g5]al or univ]sal pr(ession ( ,*ri/ianity ?r\gh\t ! _w1 & deep] "w 9 ! he>ts ( believ]s4 ,z to ! "t ( previ\s trial1 ,i d>e haz>d b little--9 sob] tru?1 ,i d n suff] myself to be puzzl$1 or ev5 mu* occupi$ ) unfulfill$ prophecy2 ) ?is we h graci\sly little to d2 x is purposely s reveal$ t x _c be previ\sly kn[n1 t x may n seem1 :5 accompli%$1 to h be5 ?r\gh its pr$iction fulfill$4 ,,sir ,,isaac ,,newton4 7,f ! ,rev4 ,t4 ,gr9field47 ,,mr4 ,,mortim] _h a f9e m9d = ma!matical /udies1 & took a high degree 9 ! ,s5ate ,h\se ,exam9ation ( #ahaa4 ,i h (t5 que/ion$ him on topics connect$ ) ^? /udies2--& well rememb] ask+ him1 on "o occasion1 :at he suppos$ might be ! reason :y ,,newton1 ) s va/ a m9d = ma!matical sci5ce1 & aft] su* unprec$5t$ success1 %\ld h des]t$ all fur!r inve/igations ( t k9d dur+ ! latt] ?irty ye>s ( 8 /udi\s life4 ,) 8 *>act]i/ic sagacity1 he promptly assign$ a reason :i* has n 7t ,i "k7 be5 rem>k$ by ,sir ,d4 ,brew/]1 or ! o!r biograph]s ( ,,newton1 & :i*1 :ile x exempts him f ! unju/ imputation ( an enfeebl$ m9d1 does j hon\r to 8 piety1 & may probably be ! real1 deep1 & admonitory reason3 8,ah1 sir1 we mu/ rememb] t1 great z he 0 9 intellect1 aft] all ,,newton 0 b a man1 :o _h ! same wants & crav+s ( ! he>t ) ourselves4 ,hav+ a*iev$ 8 great discov]ies1 he began to feel )9 himself1 ?is also is vanity3 he c\ld n f9d1 9 8 ma!matical demon/rations1 re/ = 8 s\l--satisfaction = 8 he>t1 he !re=e turn$ 8 att5tion f sci5ce to ! ,scriptures40 ,i ?\ght ! explanation at once orig9al & j1 &1 z x ref]s to 8,magnum illum1 ,,newtonum1 qui g5us humanum +5io sup]avit10 #bhd s+ul>ly int]e/+ & impressive3--a fragm5t1 among _m rem9isc5ces1 t ,i w\ld fa9 pres]ve f be+ lo/4 ,,bi%op ,,( ,,pet]bor\gh',s ,,eighty-,,sev5 ,,que/ions4 ,,! ,bi%op ( ,pet]bor\gh1 9 my op9ion1 ri*ly des]ves all he has met )2 & ,i d hope t s9ce _m1 p]haps a majority ( our bi%ops1 read ! ,*ri/ian ,obs]v] ! r\gh h&l+ he has exp]i5c$ w op]ate b5eficially on ! b5* at l>ge4 ,f my he>t ,i hate & dete/ all inquisitorial measures4 ,p]haps1 h[ev]1 ! ,evangelical body ne$ "s fan or o!r to purge ! floor2 & ?\gh a great /ir has lately be5 made ab\t oppression c41 ,i am n )\t hope t x w d u consid]able good4 ,,subjects ,,= ,,pray]4 ,i4 ,t we may habitually realize a s5se ( ! ,div9e pres5ce4 ,,ii4 ,t we may live 9 ! w ( ,god1 & feel t x is preci\s to u4 ,,iii4 ,t we may be grateful ,*ri/ians--trace our m]cies--& ?ankfully adore ! good ,"l = s5d+ !m4 ,,iv4 ,t we may be help$ aga9/ ! s\l-ru9+1 & ,god-di%on\r+ s9 ( unbelief4 8,"l1 increase our fai?40 ,v4 ,t our confid5ce may be /r5g!n$ z connect$ ) pray] 9 g5]al1 & especially 9 ^! private addresses4 ,,vi4 ,t we may discov] 9 all our enjoym5ts1 social int]c\rse1 c4 c4 true sobriety ( m9d1 & gu>d aga9/ e approa* to a light & frivol\s _s4 ,,vii4 ,t we may manife/ a _s ( fai?ful admonition & repro(1 comb9$ ) t5d]ness4 ,,viii4 ,= e>ne/ness 9 ! cause ( ,god4 ,,ix4 ,= ^? gifts & graces impli$ 9 ! outp\r+ ( ,god's ,_s4 ,x4 ,= a discov]y ( ! love ( ,jesus1 & a great] k ( him 9 all 8 sav+ b5efits--wisdom1 righte\sness1 & /r5g?4 ,,xi4 ,= gr[? 9 grace 9 g5]al1 & 9 its evid5ces4 #a/4 ,increas$ love to ! ,savi\r4 #bnd4 ,increas$ hatr$ to s92 & #c;d4 ,increas+ly l[ly views ( ourselves4 ,,sacram5tal ,,grace4 ,,) reg>d to sacram5tal grace1 ,i d n conceive t an episcopally orda9$ m9i/] has any inh]5t grace deposit$ 9 him1 :i* imp>ts a great] efficacy1 :5 a sacram5t is adm9i/]$ by him1 above :at may be receiv$ by graci\sly prep>$ recipi5ts1 :o may h x adm9i/]$ by o!rs n episcopally orda9$4 ,! good imp>t$ is imm$iately & directly f ! ,div9e ,_s1 j z ! p[] ( see+ came imm$iately & directly f ,*ri/1 & n ?r\gh ! clay ) :i* ! eyes ( ! bl9d man 7 ano9t$3 no inh]5t or ev5 transf]r$ p[] ) :i* ! clay _h become end[$1 b a simple transaction betwe5 ,*ri/ & ! believ+ applicant4 ,! outw>d & visible signs are ( great importance1 b mo/ lam5table is x :5 !y are inve/$ ) t p[] :i* belongs to ,god alone4 ,! connexion betwe5 ^! views & ,romanism is easily app>5t4 ,salvation is no long] ( fai?1 b ( works3--use =ms1 c]emonies1 p5ances1 sacram5ts1 pray]s1 recitations1 liturgical s]vices1 & all is done3 grace is convey$1 & t1 too1 9 proportion to ! numb] & frequ5cy ( ! p]=mances2 & ! /ate ( ! he>t all ! :ile disreg>d$--! va/ surplusage ( m]it w be obta9$1 or extreme unction adju/ all4 ,,! ,,sacram5ts4 #bhg;a #a4 ,:at are ! ,sacram5ts8 #bhg;b 8,!y are outw>d & visible signs & pl$ges ( inw>d & spiritual grace40--,*4 ,cat4 #b4 ,h[ _m are ! ,*ri/ian ,sacram5ts8 8,!re are 7only7 two ,sacram5ts orda9$ by ,*ri/ our ,"l 9 ! ,gospel3 t is to say1 ,baptism & ! ,supp] ( ! ,"l40--#be? ,art4 ,*4 ( ,engl&4 #bhg;c #c4 ,:at are ! design & use ( ,sacram5ts8 ,! pr9cipal design is to convey 8spiritual grace0 to ! s\l3 & _! *ief use consi/s 9 _! be+ suitable 8means0 = ! purpose4 #d4 ,:at is ! nature ( ! ,*ri/ian ,sacram5ts8 8,sacram5ts orda9$ ( ,*ri/ be n only badges or tok5s ( ,*ri/ian m5's pr(ession1 b r !y be c]ta9 sure witnesses1 & effectual signs ( grace1 & ,god's good w t[>ds u1 by ! :i* he do? "w invisibly 9 u1 & do? n only quick51 b also /r5g!n & confirm our fai? 9 ,him40--#be? ,art4 ,*4 ( ,engl&4 #e4 ,:at d y und]/& by 8spiritual grace10 :i* y say x is ! design ( ! ,sacram5ts to convey to ! s\l8 ,! t]m grace has _m significations 9 ,scripture3 b mo/ commonly x ei!r means good-w1 or fav\r 7,romans xi4 #f2 #b ,tim4 i4 #i2 ,rom4 v4 #bj72 or x signifies ! int]nal op]ation ( ! ,holy ,_s ^u ! s\l1 reg5]at+1 purify+1 & sanctify+ our nature3 & ! ,sacram5ts1 :5 duly reg>d$1 are signs & pl$ges ( ! "o1 & effectual means ( convey+ ! o!r4 #f4 ,h[1 !n1 are ! ,sacram5ts to be reg>d$8 ,simply z means ( grace1 & n z necess>ily convey+ any int]nal b5efit to ! s\l3 = no su* b5efit is1 or c be1 d]iv$ f !m1 unless ! m9d be previ\sly prep>$ to p>take ( !m z ,god has will$ & comm&$4 #g4 ,:at pro(s c y adduce t ! int]nal b5efits ( ,sacram5ts are n absolute1 & indep5d5t ( ! previ\s /ate ( ! m9d8 ,fir/1 because we h no w>rant ei!r 9 ,scripture1 or 9 ! reason ( ?+s1 to ?9k s2 &1 secondly1 because1 if !y 7 s1 no "o c\ld eat & dr9k 9 ! ,"l's ,supp] to _! own condemnation1 :i* ,/4 ,paul affirms is ! case ) ^? :o eat & dr9k unwor?ily4 7#a4 ,cor4 xi4 #bi4 ,acts viii4 #ac1 #bj-bc47 #h4 ,b ?\gh ?is is ! case 9 ! ,"l's ,supp]1 are n ! b5efits ( ,baptism absolute & unconditional8 ,no3 rep5tance & fai? 9 our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ are indisp5sably necess>y 9 all cases previ\sly to any sav+ b5efits be+ d]iv$ f ! use ( ?is sacram5t4 ,rep5tance & fai?1 h[ev]1 ?\gh previ\sly necess>y1 are 9 n[ise ! m]itori\s & procur+ cause ( ^! b5efits2 !y =m only a prep>atory & necess>y meetness = a due reception ( !m4 #i4 ,b are n infants1 al?\gh incapable ( ei!r rep5tance or fai?1 inv>iably reg5]at$1 r5ew$1 & sanctifi$ 9 & by ?is sacram5t8 ,all t are baptiz$ are said to be reg5]at$1 because ! outw>d ord9ance is a sign or emblem ( 8spiritual reg5]ation40 ,& no?+ is m common1 bo? 9 ,scripture & 9 anci5t writ+s1 ?an ! use ( a t]m :i* only d5otes ! sign = ! ?+ signifi$4 ,& 9 ! judgm5t ( ,*ri/ian *>ity1 9 all cases :5 ?is sacram5t is rightly receiv$1 & ! aft] conduct corresponds ) ! pr(essions !re9 made1 we may conclude t !y p>take1 z ( ! sign1 s also ( ! ?+ signifi$4 #aj4 ,:at d y und]/& by ! sacram5t be+ 8rightly receiv$08 ,! sacram5t is rightly receiv$ 9 infant baptism1 :5 ! p>5ts & sponsors h j scriptural views ( its nature & design1 & pres5t *ildr5 to be baptiz$ 9 ob$i5ce to ! au?ority ( ,god2 simply1 humbly1 & s9c]ely dep5d+ ^u 8 unm]it$ grace & fav\r 9 ,*ri/ ,jesus2 & are truly desir\s t ! *ild s pres5t$ by !m1 may become 8! fai?ful soldi] & s]vant ( ! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/20 & :5 ! sponsors !mselves ex]cise rep5tance1 :]eby 8!y =sake s91 & fai?1 :]eby !y /$fa/ly believe ! promises ( ,god made to !m 9 t sacram5t40 ,9 all su* cases we h 8a presumptive c]ta9ty0 t spiritual reg5]ation comm5ces 9 ! ord9ance2 = !n x is 8rightly receiv$40 #aa4 ,:at is ! be/ aft] pro( ( ?is8 ,! be/ aft] pro( :i* *ildr5 c give ( ?is is1 ! fulfilm5t ( ^? promises & engagem5ts made = !m by _! sponsors 9 _! baptism4 #ab4 ,& :at 7 ! promises & engagem5ts8 8,t !y %\ld r5\nce ! devil & all 8 works1 ! pomps & vanity ( ?is wick$ _w1 & all ! s9ful lu/s ( ! fle%2 t !y %\ld believe all ! articles ( ! ,*ri/ian fai?2 & t !y %\ld keep ,god's holy w & comm&m5ts1 & walk 9 ! same all ! days ( _! life40--,*4 ,cat4 #ac4 ,b h[ d y %[ t *ildr5 9 aft] life are b\nd to fulfil ^? engagem5ts made = !m by o!rs1 at ?is unconsci\s p]iod ( _! infancy8 ,!y are b\nd to d s by ! obligation :i* !y !mselves owe to ,god1 inasmu* z _! p>5ts or spiritual gu>dians ent]$ into su* engagem5ts only1 on _! behalf1 z ea* individual is b\nd to fulfil1 :e!r su* engagem5ts _h or _h n be5 ent]$ into by o!rs4 ,,temp]ance4 ,,public op9ion is1 ?r\gh ,god's m]cy1 effect+ mu* among u4 ,mu* bitt]ness1 inde$1 /ill exi/s 9 "s1 z well z mo/ det]m9$ opposition4 ,b ! "w is ( ,god1 & ,i feel a bless$ assurance t mu* good w ev5tually be done4 ,i am beg9n+ to p]ceive ) mu* ?ankfulness t ! ,temp]ance ,society is an important eng9e 9 aid ( all my m9i/]ial plans--a k9d ( /epp+ /one to ! *ur* & to piety2 & ,i am c>eful to wat* all its movem5ts1 & to foll[ up e indication = good4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,! foll[+ lett]1 address$ to ! ,rev4 ,john ,coop]1 x is presum$ may n unsuitably close ! prec$+ ,memoir4 ,! writ]1 :o s affectionately expresses 8 deep obligations to ! late ,mr4 ,mortim]1 has be5 = _m ye>s ! fai?ful m9i/] ( a l>ge p>i% 9 ,%rop%ire1 v ne> ! sc5e ( ,mr4 ,m4's =m] lab\rs 9 t c\nty4 ,w-- ,vic>age1 ,june #ah1 #ahde4 ,my de> ,fri5d1 ,i ,,feel s9c]ely & deeply oblig$ to y = ! k9dness y h %[n 9 s5d+ me ! int]e/+ extracts y h made f ,miss ,mortim]'s lett]1 relative to h] belov$ fa!r4 ,!re are few1 if any1 to :om ,i am s deeply indebt$ z ,i am to t de> & valu$ fri5d4 ,at an e>ly p]iod ( my life he notic$ me ) a k9dness & humility :i* ,i c nev] =get4 ,^! 71 inde$1 traits con/antly exhibit$ 9 8 ,*ri/ian "*1 b !y 7 ! m affect+ & attractive z appe>+ 9 a man ( su* ability & accompli%m5ts4 ,:atev] ,i "k ( ,*ri/ian tru? & exp]i5ce ,i owe 9 a high degree to ! daily conv]sations :i* ,i 0 p]mitt$ to enjoy = _m mon?s 9 ?ree or f\r successive ye>s1 ) him1 & to ! s]mons & expositions :i* ,i he>d f him at t "t1 e ,sabba? & e week4 ,aft] ,i left ,madeley ,i saw less ( him1 ?\gh our int]c\rse 0 r5ew$1 9 "s measure1 :5 he came to ,bri/ol1 &1 9 ! end1 he succe$$ me 9 my old curacy at ,hutton1 on my pres5tation to ! liv+ :i* ,i n[ hold4 99 99 99 ,n _m lett]s ev] pass$ betwe5 u2 b ,i h nev] ceas$ to rememb] him ) admiration1 gratitude1 & love4 ,inde$1 take him altoge!r1 & ,i h nev] se5 8 equal4 ,) my v k9d reg>ds to y\rself & family1 ,i rema91 my de> ,sir1 ,v s9c]ely y\rs1 ,g4 ,l4 ,y4 ,,! ,,wat*ful ,,s]vant4 ,a ,,s]mon ,,prea*$ ,,at ,,?ornhill ,,*ur*1 ,,june #ai1 #ahdd1 ,,occasion$ ,,by ,,! ,,dea? ,,( ,,! ,,rev4 ,,george ,,mortim]1 ,m4,a41 ,rector ( t ,t[n%ip4 ,,by ,,! ,,rev4 ,f4 ,l4 ,,osl]4 ,,luke ,,xii4 #cg4 8,,bless$ ,,are ,,^? ,,s]vants ,,:om ,,! ,,"l1 ,,:5 ,,he ,,come?1 ,,%all ,,f9d ,,wat*+40 ,,on receiv+ an invitation to (ficiate on ! m\rnful occasion :i* calls u toge!r1 accompani$ ) a reque/ t ,i w\ld also prea* a s]mon suitable to ! afflict+ circum/ance1 ! (t-repeat$ enc\ragem5t ( my de> dep>t$ fri5d1 eag]ly to embrace e opportunity ( sett+ =? ,*ri/1 0 br\ght home to my m9d1 & a voice f ! dead seem$ to say1 ,/& 9 my accu/om$ place1 & = me tell to my b]eav$ family & fri5ds1 to ! p ( my *>ge & ( my _m pray]s1 t ! ,gospel :i* !y h s (t5 he>d proclaim$ by ! lips n[ cold 9 dea?1 is n a vague unc]ta9ty1 b ! p[] ( ,god unto salvation2 & :ile !y weep = "o ^: mo/ e>ne/ endeav\rs 7 to promote _! welf>e1 t !y %\ld n sorr[ z ^? )\t hope1 b seek e>ne/ly to become imitators ( ^? :o ?r\gh fai? & pati5ce inh]it ! promises4 ,s sudd5ly 0 he ^: loss we m\rn tak5 f ! mid/ ( u1 t ! necessity & duty ( wat*fulness naturally pres5ts itself to ! m9d2 su* is ! injunction impli$ 9 ! words ( my text--to t & ! bless+ promis$ let u fir/ direct our att5tion4 ,"u ! figure ( a h\sehold]1 or ma/]1 & 8 s]vants1 ,*ri/ repres5ts ,himself1 & ^? :o pr(ess to be ,8 disciples2 = x is evid5t t ! words are address$ to su*1 & n to ! godless & pr(ane4 ,& z ,*ri/'s wat*+ s]vants are also to be work+ s]vants1 fidelity1 dilig5ce1 & p]sev]ance ! ,"l requires to f9d 9 !m1 :5 he comes to call !m to _! acc\nt4 8,x is requir$ 9 /ew>ds t a man be f\nd fai?ful10 sai? ,/4 ,paul4 ,no o!r qualification c comp5sate = ! want ( ?is1 & ! high] ! tru/ repos$1 ! great] is ! fidelity requir$4 ,h[ solemn1 !n1 & awful1 is ! position ( ! m9i/] ( ,*ri/6 he has n only to wat* = 8 own s\l1 & take c>e le/ 8 v duties1 by _! frequ5t p]=mance1 become ! means ( imp]ceptibly lead+ him to tru/ 9 !m1 & ?9k t because he is made useful to o!rs1 x mu/1 !re=e1 be well ) himself1 b also to wat* = ! s\ls ( o!rs4 ,z ,*ri/'s ambassador1 !re is committ$ unto him ! m9i/ry ( reconciliation1 to entreat s9n]s 9 ,*ri/'s /ead to be reconcil$ to ,god2 & %\ld any p]i% ?r\gh 8 wilful neglect1 ei!r to w>n or to give in/ruction1 aga9/ ! unfai?ful m9i/] is d5\nc$ ! fe>ful s5t5ce1 88 blood w ,i require at ?y h&40 ,deeply did our belov$ fri5d feel ?is2 8 daily pray] & /udy 0 to make full pro( ( 8 m9i/ry1 & seek by e means to w9 s\ls to ,*ri/4 ,8 mann] ( life f ! "t ( 8 fir/ com+ among y1 up to ! h\r ( 8 dea?1 is kn[n to mo/ pres5t4 ,9 8 family ! k9d husb&1 p>5t1 & ma/]1 anxi\s = ! com=t & welf>e ( all1 yet mo/ anxi\s t ea* :o dwelt b5ea? 8 ro(1 might love t ,savi\r :o 0 s preci\s to 8 own s\l4 ,ow+ to ! delicate /ate ( 8 heal?1 & :at he suff]$ f ev5 a little unusual excitem5t1 he 01 p]haps1 se5 less 9 8 family ?an mo/ cl]gym52 b ^? fri5ds ) :om he felt t he c\ld act freely1 & leave :5 he f\nd himself no long] equal to conv]sation1 w d\btless be> me witness1 t z ! head ( a family few excell$ him1 & t x 0 a happy privilege to jo9 ) him at ! family alt> 9 pray] & praise4 ,9 ! temporal prop]ty :i* ,god _h giv5 him1 we f9d ! same e>ne/ c>e t ,god might be glorifi$ !reby4 ,8 lib]ality is well kn[n1 & ! pr9ciple on :i* he act$1 he believ$ to be 9 accordance to ,god's reveal$ ^w4 ,at fir/1 a t5? ( 8 prop]ty 0 set ap>t1 & aft] a little :ile1 n feel+ satisfi$ ) t portion1 "o sev5? ( 8 income1 z he receiv$ x1 0 regul>ly set ap>t1 & mo/ c>efully us$1 z might be/ promote ! glory ( ,god1 & ! good ( 8 fell[-creatures4 ,all he possess$ he consid]$ z a tal5t giv5 by ,god ) ! injunction1 8,occupy till ,i come10 & z a good /ew>d he lab\r$ fai?fully to improve ! tal5t committ$ to 8 tru/4 ,b ! fulfilm5t ( 8 m9i/]ial duties 0 t :i* engag$ 8 mo/ e>ne/ att5tion4 ,he w\ld n (f] to ! ,"l t :i* co/ him no?+1 & :e!r 8 s]mons 7 :at is commonly t]m$ extempore1 or writt51 !y 7 compos$ ) mu* c>e1 & aft] mu* pray]4 ,8 anxiety 0 to w9 s\ls to ,*ri/1 & to give to ea* 8 portion ( meat 9 due season2 he 0 c>eful1 almo/ to a fault1 t ! subject on :i* he 0 treat+ %\ld be rightly divid$4 ,b 8 greate/ delight #bih appe>$ to be 9 visit+ 8 p f h\se to h\se1 w>n+ ! wick$ ( ! dang] ( 8 ways1 enc\rag+ ! weak1 com=t+ ! feeble m9d$1 b m especially delight+ to dwell ^u t !me s de> to 8 own s\l1 ! love ( ,*ri/4 ,z a fa!r ) 8 *ildr51 !y 7 all ^u 8 he>t1 & few days 7 suff]$ to elapse 9 :i* he did n visit "s families1 & 8 visits 7 lit]ally m9i/]ial ones1 z _m pres5t c te/ify1 & :o w d well to treasure c>efully ! in/ructions !y h receiv$1 & pray e>ne/ly t !y may be pr(itable to _! s\ls4 ,judg+ by ! te/ :i* ,*ri/ himself ha? giv5 u1 8,by _! fruits ye %all "k !m10 w x n be ! te/imony ( all :o knew our de> dep>t$ bro!r1 t he 0 9 ! highe/ s5se ( ! t]m a fai?ful m9i/] ( ,god8 & d\btless he has he>d f t ,ma/] :om he lov$ & s]v$1 8,well done1 good & fai?ful s]vant1 ent] ?\ into ! joy ( ?y ,"l40 ,& he 0 n only fai?ful b dilig5t4 ,x is well kn[n t ! /r5g? ( our fri5d 0 small1 & t he 0 afflict$ ) a n]v\s affection1 ! natural t5d5cy ( :i* is to pro/rate ! en]gies bo? ( m9d & body4 ,he felt ?is & /ruggl$ aga9/ x1 & frequ5tly w\ld return to 8 h\se completely exhau/$4 ,) him !re 0 no 8sp>e ?yself20 :atsoev] 8 h& f\nd to d1 he did x ) all 8 might1 & z a good s]vant1 8 aim & endeav\r 7 to make ! mo/ ( t /r5g? :i* 0 giv5 him4 ,pati5ce & p]sev]ance also are necess>y qualifications = ! ,*ri/ian m9i/]4 8,ye h ne$ ( pati5ce10 sai? ! ,apo/le ,/4 ,paul1 8t aft] ye h done ! w ( ,god1 ye might receive ! promise40 8,add !re=e10 sai? ,/4 ,pet]1 8to y\r fai?1 virtue2 & to virtue1 k2 & to k1 temp]ance2 & to temp]ance1 pati5ce40 8,9 y\r pati5ce10 sai? ,*ri/1 8possess ye y\r s\ls40 ,& because 8 difficulties are great1 & ! enemies ) :i* he has to cont5d1 num]\s & p[]ful1 he mu/ put on ! :ole arm\r ( ,god1 9 ord] to )/& ! evil day1 & hav+ done all to /&4 ,he mu/ n only pray1 b pray ) all pray] & supplication 9 ! _s2 he mu/ n only wat*1 b wat* ) all p]sev]ance4 ,may x n1 alas6 be said ( "s1 t !y began well1 b lack$ pati5ce to run ! race t 0 set be=e !m2 z ,/4 ,paul compla9s ( ! ,galatians 7*ap4 v4 #e71 ,ye did run well1 & yet aft]w>ds !y made %ipwreck ( fai?4 ,! "y ,*ri/ian1 :5 he feels himself z a br& pluck$ out ( ! burn+1 & exp]i5ces ! love ( ,*ri/ 9 8 s\l1 con/ra9+ him to devote all 8 p[]s to ! s]vice ( t ,god :o call$ him out ( d>kness into m>vell\s light1 l ,pet]1 is ready to combat a ho/ ( m5 9 8 ,ma/]'s def5ce1 wond]s at 8 =m] bl9dness1 & almo/ ?9ks x /range1 t any %\ld neglect ! s]vice ( s good a ,ma/]4 ,& 9 l mann] ! "y m9i/]1 :5 fir/ appo9t$ to 8 *>ge1 & op5+ 8 commission z "o ( ,god's ambassadors1 l ! untri$ soldi]1 ?9ks ( great ?+s to be a*iev$1 & ! difficulties seem light2 b by degrees bo? f9d t ! c\rse _c be run )\t _m a /ruggle1 nor ! victory won )\t _m a battle4 ,& ! m9i/] ( ,*ri/ m ?an any o!r1 w be assault$ by ! great adv]s>y ( s\ls ) temptations exactly suit$ to 8 circum/ances & disposition1 & all t5d+ to "o po9t1 ! mak+ ,*ri/1 & ,*ri/ crucifi$1 if ,i may s /ate x1 a second>y object 9 8 m9i/rations1 fir/ 9 "n1 second 9 reality1 giv+ to o!r duties & doctr9es1 valuable 9 !mselves & 9 _! prop] place1 t pre-em95ce :i* belongs to ,*ri/ alone4 ,alas6 my bre?r51 d we n see too mu* ( ?is 9 ! pres5t day6 ,bread is ask$ =1 & a /one is giv5 by "s :o once prea*$ 8,*ri/ 9 ev]y?+1 & ev]y?+ 9 ,*ri/40 ,b we c ?ankfully be> te/imony to ! p]sev]ance ( our de> dep>t$ bro!r 9 ! "r way2 f ! day ( 8 admission into ! sacr$ (fice ( ! m9i/ry up to ! h\r ( 8 removal f u1 he look$ unto ,jesus1 z ! au?or & f9i%] ( 8 fai?1 set ,him always be=e him1 & ) deep humility s\ght to foll[ 9 8 /eps4 ,he 0 orda9$ 9 ! ye> #ahaa1 & = _m ye>s (ficiat$ 9 ! p>i% ( ,madeley1 ,engl&1 & ! te/imony ( ^? :o knew him !re is1 t he 0 sy/ematic 9 all 8 plans1 :i* 7 laid aft] mu* consid]ation & pray]1 & !n z e>ne/ly c>ri$ out4 ,= elev5 ye>s & a half he 0 y\r m9i/]1 "p ( :i* "t he 0 unable to p]=m any active duties f weakness1 & a viol5t n]v\s affection :i* seiz$ him :5 ! ,bi%op ( ,toronto visit$ ?is place1 to consecrate ! *ur* & confirm ! "y4 ,x 0 to him a sev]e trial to be laid aside1 z he us$ to express himself1 z ( no m use1 & yet ) *e]ful humility he w\ld (t5 obs]ve1 8,! ,"l's "w c g on )\t me10 or words to t effect4 ,b contr>y to 8 own expectation & t ( 8 fri5ds1 he 0 aga9 re/or$ to comp>ative heal? & /r5g?1 & oh1 h[ eag]ly did he resume 8 duties directly he felt himself equal to !m1 & 8 gratitude to ,god 0 great = enabl+ him aga9 to set =? ,*ri/6 ,jo9$ to fidelity1 dilig5ce1 & p]sev]ance1 0 cont9ual wat*fulness4 ,he wait$ = ! ,"l's com+1 he wat*$ unto pray]1 z "o :o 0 to give an acc\nt4 ,! exhortation ( ! prophet ,ezekiel 7iii4 #ag71 8,son ( man1 ,i h made !e a wat*man unto ! h\se ( ,israel10 0 deeply impress$ ^u 8 m9d1 & e means 9 8 p[] he us$ to w9 s\ls to ,*ri/4 ,he wat*$ ov] ! "y ( 8 flock ) a fa!r's love & a fa!r's anxiety1 & _m pres5t c te/ify to ! affectionate k9dness ) :i* he receiv$ !m 9 little p>ties to expla9 & en=ce ! precepts ( ! ,gospel4 ,9 visit+ 8 p he 0 wat*ful to speak a ^w 9 season1 mak+ x1 ,i believe1 a rule nev]1 or v r>ely1 to leave a h\se or family )\t speak+ ( ! "o ?+ ne$ful4 ,ev] rememb]+ t ! v[s ( ,god 7 ^u him1 he 0 /udi\sly c>eful t ev5 9 mann] he might act z became a m9i/] ( ,god1 :il/ at ! same "t few 7 m *e]ful ?an himself4 ,8 pulpit prep>ations 7 also subjects ( mu* anxi\s wat*fulness & pray]3 he /udi$ :at he conceiv$ to be 8 p's wants1 & 9 love endeav\r$ to decl>e to !m ! :ole c\nsel ( ,god4 ,& :il/ wat*ful ov] ^? committ$ to 8 *>ge he 0 n unm9dful ( t solemn h\r :i* has come ^u him4 ,= "s "t previ\s to 8 dea?1 he seem$ to h ! subject cont9ually pres5t to 8 m9d1 & w\ld frequ5tly obs]ve to ! s]vant :o drove him1 on return+ f 8 accu/om$ rides1 8,once m ! ,"l has br\ght u home 9 safety20 & p>ticul>ly dur+ ! la/ week 8 conv]sation at e h\se he visit$1 0 on dea?1 & ! necessity ( a con/ant /ate ( prep>ation = x1 w>n+ ! c>eless1 & entreat+ ! almo/ ,*ri/ian to come out f an ungodly _w1 & s to live z to be acc\nt$ wor?y to /& be=e ! ,son ( ,man1 :5 he %all come to judge ! _w 9 righte\sness4 ,a few days s9ce he obs]v$ to 8 s]vant1 8,i %all n be long "h10 & m5tion$ ) satisfaction t ! h\se 0 8 private prop]ty1 & t ,mrs4 ,mortim] w\ld n h to leave x1 z %e mu/ h done _h x be5 a p>sonage4 ,^! rem>ks 7 made :5 8 bodily heal? appe>$ to be improv+1 &1 humanly speak+1 !re 0 e probability ( 8 be+ sp>$ _m ye>s2 & x is satisfactory to dwell on ^! m9ute p>ticul>s n[1 z !y give u ! mo/ c]ta9 evid5ce t ! sudd5 call to r5d] up ! acc\nt ( 8 /ew>d%ip f\nd him ready & wat*ful = ! summons4 ,our belov$ fri5d 0 f\nd wat*+1 & ! bless+ promis$ is 8 portion2 he receiv$ ! e>ne/ ( x 9 ?is _w1 he d\btless enjoys x m fully n[4 ,he 0 bless$ 9 ! enjoym5t1 9 no small degree1 ( ! confid5ce & affection ( 8 p2 he 0 look$ up to z a fa!r & a fri5d1 & ! outw>d demon/rations ( respect & sorr[ :i* appe> on e side ?is day prove t ! loss is felt to be no common "o1 & _m are ready to exclaim1 8,my fa!r6 my fa!r6 ! *>iot ( ,israel & ! horsem5 !re(40 ,he 0 bless$ 9 be+ p]mitt$ to see t 8 lab\rs 7 n 9 va9 9 ! ,"l4 ,:il/ we w\ld by no means lay d[n m9i/]ial success z ! c]ta9 tok5 ( ,god's fav\r1 or ! want ( x a m>k ( 8 displeasure--= sometimes ! mo/ fai?ful devot$ m9i/]s are only p]mitt$ to s[ ! se$1 :ile o!rs reap ! h>ve/1 9 ord] practically to prove to u t x is n by human might or p[]1 b by ! ,_s ( ,god alone1 t s\ls c be conv]t$ to ,him2 t a ,paul may plant1 & ,apollos wat]1 b x is ,god alone :o give? ! increase--yet x is a bless+1 & a great & preci\s "o1 to be p]mitt$ to see ! "w ( ! ,"l prosp]+ 9 our h&s4 ,little1 p]haps1 d "s pres5t ?9k ( ! anxi\s hopes & fe>s :i* fill ! m9i/]'s he>t :ile prep>+ = 8 public m9i/rations1 or /riv+ to br+ be=e 8 p ! :ole c\nsel ( ,god4 ,h[ (t5 9 ! bitt]ness ( disappo9t$ hope he is ready to exclaim1 8,:o ha? believ$ our report80 ,b :5 he m>ks ! e>ne/ att5tion paid to 8 m9i/rations1 ! vanities ( ! _w =sak5 by "s1 :o boldly1 & yet ) humility decl>e1 ,:atev] be ! conduct ( o!rs1 8z = me & my h\se we w s]ve ! ,"l20 great is 8 enc\ragem5t1 & he goe? on 8 way rejoic+4 ,?is bless+ 0 v\*saf$ to our de> dep>t$ fri5d1 & he 0 also p]mitt$ to see t 8 m9i/rations 7 s highly valu$ t ! *ur* 9 :i* we are n[ assembl$ requir$ twice to be enl>g$ to accommodate ! increas+ congregation4 ,!re is some?+ pa9ful 9 ! ?\ght t s good a man %\ld be ?us sudd5ly1 & 9 su* a mann]1 tak5 f ! mid/ ( u4 ,we %\ld h *os5 = him a long & peaceful old age1 & :51 at l5g?1 he mu/ dep>t ?is life1 l corn fully ripe1 ! ,ma/] :om he lov$ & s]v$ w\ld come & g5tly receive him to himself4 ,b 8 dea? & ! mann] ( x 0 appo9t$ by ,"o wis] ?an man1 & :o lov$ him bett] ?an 8 de>e/ e>?ly fri5ds4 ,ev5 9 8 sudd5 dea?1 !re 0 a bless+ & an answ] to _m pray]s4 ,f ! /ate ( 8 bodily heal?1 & :at he _h previ\sly suff]$1 he us$ to dread ! pa9s ( dy+1 & e>ne/ly pray$ t he might ei!r be sp>$ ^! pa9s1 or be /r5g!n$ "u !m4 ,& ,god gave him m ?an he ask$2 = ne>ly two ye>s pa/ ?is dread 0 tak5 away1 & ! bodily pa9 he suff]$ aft] ! accid5t1 01 ,i h be5 in=m$1 n equal to ! uneasy s5sations exp]i5c$ at fa9t+4 ,at fir/1 he did n consid] t he _h receiv$ a fatal injury1 & on be+ tak5 up1 exclaim$1 8,he keepe? all my bones1 n "o ( !m is brok540 ,8 k9d fri5d & physician ,dr4 ,paget1 ha/5$ to 8 assi/ance1 & br\ght him g5tly home4 ,! family1 naturally mu* al>m$1 eag]ly met him z he 0 be+ c>ri$ into ! h\se1 anxi\s to asc]ta9 ! ext5t ( ! injury2 he /rove to calm _! fe>s by tell+ !m1 :at he !n really ?\ght1 t he 0 n s]i\sly hurt4 ,b :5 laid ^u 8 b$1 & he f\nd1 z he express$ x1 t x w\ld be in/ant dea? = him to lie 9 any b ! "o position1 !n he felt t he %\ld nev] rise aga91 & 0 ?ankful = be+ br\ght home to 8 own com=table b$4 ,he !n spoke ) mu* feel+ ( ! k9dness & g5tl5ess ( ! p]sons :o took him up imm$iately aft] ! accid5t1 repeat+1 8,k9d--k9d10 & express$ himself z q resign$ to ! w ( ,god1 n anxi\s to live1 & ready to die4 ,he allud$ briefly to 8 temporal affairs1 & :5 he felt 8 end approa*+1 desir$ t ^? :o 7 n pres5t might be call$1 :5 he address$ a few words sep>ately to ea*1 end+ ) 8,god bless y40 ,x 0 evid5tly an ef=t = him to speak mu*1 & 8 memory appe>$ to be 9 "s degree affect$1 z he m5tion$ none ( ! family :o 7 abs5t1 & only address$ ^? pres5t z !y /ood directly be=e him4 ,hav+ spok5 to 8 family1 he !n pray$ = 8 p2 !y _h always be5 v de> to him1 & (t5 _h 8 pray]s asc5d$ be=e ! ?rone ( grace on _! behalf1 & n[1 ere ! _s took its flight1 :il/ yet he might plead = a bless+ to desc5d ^u !m1 he lift$ up 8 he>t ) ! words1 8,god bless my poor de> p20 & hav+ utt]$ ?is pray]1 he lay = a "t q /ill1 & !n s g5tly fell asleep 9 ,jesus1 t an old & valu$ s]vant ( ! family obs]v$1 8,h[ sweetly ma/] is sleep+60 & knew n t x 0 dea? until told by ! physician1 8,x is ! sleep ( dea?40 ,he 0 p]mitt$ to reta9 8 s5ses to ! la/1 hav+ liv$ ab\t f\r h\rs aft] ! accid5t4 ,belov$ fri5ds1 may ! dy+ pray]s ( y\r late valu$ m9i/] be he>d & answ]$ abundantly on y\r behalf6 8,bless$ are ! dead :i* die 9 ! ,"l1 ev5 s1 sai? ! ,_s1 = !y re/ f _! lab\rs40 ,our dep>t$ fri5d has f\ght ! good fight1 has f9i%$ 8 c\rse1 & ent]$ into 8 re/4 ,he n[ beholds ,him :om hav+ n se5 he lov$4 ,oh t ^? :o are ready to exclaim 8,let me die ! dea? ( ! righte\s1 & let my la/ end be l 810 may treasure up ! in/ruction !y h receiv$ f him !y w see no m1 till all meet at ! judgm5t-seat ( ,*ri/1 & seek to foll[ 9 ! /eps ( _! dep>t$ m9i/] z he foll[$ ,*ri/4 ,we obs]ve f :at has be5 /at$1 t ev5 9 dea? he 0 greatly bless$1 b :at is t comp>$ ) ! bless+ he is n[ inh]it+6 ,we weep ar\nd 8 lifeless corpse1 b 8 fre$ _s rejoices 9 ! pres5ce ( its ,god4 ,eye ha? n se51 nor e> he>d1 nei!r ha? x ent]$ into ! he>t ( man to conceive ! ?+s :i* ,god ha? prep>$ = !m t love him3 & 9 a little "t1 t :i* 0 a weak & fragile body :il/ animat$ by ! _s1 & n[ ab\t to turn to corruption1 %all rise a glori\s body2 x is s[n 9 corruption1 x is rais$ 9 incorruption2 x is s[n 9 di%on\r & %all be rais$ 9 glory4 ,our dep>t$ fri5d look$ =w>d to ?is :5 m ?an once he exclaim$1 a little be=e he clos$ 8 eyes 9 dea?1 8,i am go+ to my re/10 n yet to ! fulness ( bliss4 ,x do? n yet appe> :at we %all be1 man _c describe x2 raise ! imag9ation to ! highe/ pit*1 & /ill x w fall f> %ort ( ! reality2 = 8:5 ,he %all appe>1 we %all be l ,him1 = we %all see ,him z ,he is40 ,f ?is subject let u seek to d]ive "s practical improvem5t4 #a/4 ,a solemn w>n+4 ,! words ( my text are address$ by ,*ri/ ?r\gh 8 s]vant to ea* pres5t1 & ! sc5e be=e u proves t 9 su* an h\r z we ?9k n1 ! ,son ( man come?4 ,:o w\ld h ?\ght a few days s9ce1 t we %\ld h be5 assembl$ "h on ?is occasion1 or t y\r m9i/]1 ^: r5ew$ /r5g? seem$ to promise _m ye>s ( usefulness1 w\ld h be5 ?us cut (f sudd5ly z 9 a mom5t8 ,oh1 my bre?r51 y well "k t he taught y long & fai?fully1 ev] will+ to sp5d & be sp5t 9 y\r s]vice4 ,y mu/ meet him at ! judgm5t-seat ( ,*ri/1 & h[ w y answ] x if y !n be f\nd unpr(itable s]vants1 & he :o lov$ & s]v$ y "h1 & 0 hon\r$ & lov$ by y 9 return1 be oblig$ to te/ify aga9/ y1 t he entreat$ y 9 ,*ri/'s /ead to be reconcil$ to ,god1 & y refus$8 ,may ! awful words :i* are writt5 9 ! =ty-sev5? v]se ( ! *apt] f :5ce my text is tak51 awak5 ea* ( y to great] dilig5ce1 s9ce ! s]vant :i* knew 8 ,"l's w1 & prep>$ n himself1 nei!r did accord+ to t w1 %all be beat5 ) _m /ripes4 #bnd4 ,submission to ,god's w4 ,be /ill & "k t ,i am ,god1 & ?is n ( necessity1 because we mu/ submit1 b pray & lab\r t ?\gh sorr[ful we may yet be rejoic+1 s9ce we sorr[ n z ^? )\t hope1 t ?is affliction may produce a la/+ bless+4 ,?us ,eli submitt$ :5 ! message f ! ,"l decl>$ su* heavy tid+s aga9/ him & aga9/ 8 family1 say+1 8,x is ! ,"l1 let him d :at seeme? him good40 ,& ?us holy ,job1 :5 8 prop]ty 0 lo/1 all 8 *ildr5 tak51 & 8 body afflict$ ) sore boils1 f ! sole ( 8 foot to ! cr[n ( 8 head1 & 8 v wife urg+ him to curse ,god & die--8,%all we receive good at ! h& ( ! ,"l1 & %all we n receive evil8 ,! ,"l gave & ! ,"l ha? tak5 away1 bless$ be ! "n ( ! ,"l40 #crd4 ,enc\ragem5t4 ,we rememb] ! gifts & graces ( our dep>t$ fri5d2 b f :5ce 7 !y d]iv$8 ,:at made him :at he 08 ,! ,"l4 ,& :o support$ him all 8 j\rney ?r\gh life8 ,x 0 ! same ,god4 ,he f\nd ! grace ( ,god suffici5t = him1 & ! feel+ ( 8 he>t at all times 01 8n unto u1 ,o ,"l1 n unto u1 b unto ,?y "n be ! glory40 ,! ,god :o call$1 guid$1 support$1 & bless$ our dep>t$ fri5d1 is /ill ! same4 ,8 arm is n %ort5$1 nor 8 e> heavy1 & ,8 direction to u is1 ask & ye %all receive1 t y\r joy may be full4 ,we may !re=e d]ive also #d?4 ,com=t4 ,d\btless our fri5d ha? ent]$ into ! pres5ce ( ! ,"l1 & ! meane/ r$eem$ s9n] w s+ a l\d] song ( triumph ?an ! highe/ ar*angel4 ,angels h nev] ta/$ ( p>don+ grace & r$eem+ love4 ,did y love y\r m9i/]8 ,!n ?ank ,god t he is releas$ f all sorr[ & trial4 ,?ank ,god = :at he has promis$1 t1 hav+ pres]v$ y\r m9i/] to ! end1 ,he w1 if y seek ,him1 also pres]ve y4 ,my rev]5d bre?r51 9 ?is b]eavem5t1 !re is a message f ,god s5t to u1 z wat*m5 ( ! ,h\se ( ,israel4 ,"o is tak5 f our mid/1 & we are left expos$ to peculi> trials & temptations4 ,our bro!r 0 ! same1 & he cont9u$ fai?ful to ! end4 ,& :at 0 8 /r5g? & com=t8 ,x 0 ,*ri/4 ,oh let u bew>e ( prea*+ any?+ b ,*ri/ crucifi$1 z 8! way1 ! tru?1 & ! life0 = p]i%+ s9n]s4 ,! m we seek & exalt ,him1 ! m %all we feel 9 our happy exp]i5ce1 8,*ri/ all & 9 all40 ,9 conclusion1 let me rem9d ?is congregation t y\r late m9i/]'s in/ructions are yet s\nd+ 9 y\r e>s4 ,oh take he$ to !m4 ,pray t ! ,holy ,_s may be to y a _s ( remembrance1 br++ aga9 to y\r m9ds :at has be5 said to y2 & z y pass ! m\nd ( e>? :i* cov]s 8 mortal rema9s1 /rive to call to m9d :at he said :ile yet ) y1 & seek ! grace ( ,god to enable y s to live t y may become foll[]s ( ^? :o1 ?r\gh fai? & pati5ce1 inh]it ! promises4 ,am54 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 ,j4 ,unw91 ,pr9t]1 #ca1 ,buckl]sbury1 ,london 99 99 99 99 99 ,,new ,,works ,,publi%$ ,,by ,,aylott ,,& ,,jones1 #h1 ,,pat]no/] ,,r[1 7,,ne> ,,*eapside47 ,septemb]1 #ahdg4 999999 s*ools1 libr>ies1 & read+ societies suppli$4 ,j ,publi%$ 9 "o h&some volume1 #abmo1 ,,! ,,life ,,& ,,lett]s ( ! late ,,rev4 ,,george ,,mortim]1 ,m4,a41 ,rector ( ,?ornhill1 9 ! diocess ( ,toronto1 ,canada ,we/4 ,complet$ & prep>$ by ! ,rev4 ,john ,arm/rong1 ,b4,a41 ,briti% ,*apla9 at ,monte ,video1 ,s\? ,am]ica4 ,9 #hvo1 price #gs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,*ur* ,,melodies4 ,by ,visc\nt ,mass]e5e ,v4 ,f]r>d4 ,9 #abmo1 price #bs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,watts' 7,,dr4 ,,isaac7 ,,guide ,,to ,,pray]2 or1 ,! ,gift1 ,grace1 & ,_s ( ,pray]1 ) pla9 ,directions h[ e ,*ri/ian may atta9 !m4 ,9 #abmo1 price #es4 clo?1 ,,evans' 7,,rev4 ,,*ri/mas1 ( ,wales17 ,,memoirs4 ,by ! ,rev4 ,david ,rhys ,/eph54 ,9 #abmo1 price #fs4 clo?1 ,,timpson',s 7,,rev4 ,t47 ,,briti% ,,female ,,biography2 be+ ,select ,memoirs ( ,pi\s ,ladies ( v>i\s ,ranks ( ,public & ,private ,life4 ,9 #hvo1 ,second ,edition1 price #fs4 clo?1 ,,timpson',s 7,,rev4 ,t47 ,,angels ,,( ,,god3 _! ,nature1 ,"*1 ,ranks1 & ,m9i/]ial ,s]vices1 z ,exhibit$ 9 ! ,holy ,scriptures4 ,9 #abmo1 ,second ,edition1 price #fs4 clo?1 ,,timpson',s 7,,rev4 ,t47 ,,briti% ,,ecclesia/ical ,,hi/ory1 includ+ ! ,religion ( ! ,druids1 ! ,introduction ( ,*ri/ianity into ,brita91 & ! ,rise1 ,progress1 & ,pres5t ,/ate ( e ,d5om9ation ( ,*ri/ians 9 ! ,briti% ,empire4 ,9 #abmo1 ,second ,edition1 price #es4 clo?1 ,,timpson',s 7,,rev4 ,t47 ,,memoirs ,,( ,,mrs4 ,,elizabe? ,,fry1 includ+ a ,hi/ory ( h] ,lab\rs 9 ,promot+ ! ,re=mation ( ,female ,prison]s1 & ! ,improvem5t ( ,briti% ,seam52 ) a ,biographical ,sket* ( h] ,bro!r1 ,j4 ,j4 ,gurney1 ,esq4 ,9 #abmo1 price #bs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,aldis' 7,,rev4 ,j47 ,,six ,,lectures on ! ,importance & ,practicability ( ,*ri/ian ,union1 *iefly 9 relation to ! movem5ts ( ,! ,evangelical ,alliance4 ,9 #hvo1 price #gs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,alle/]',s 7,,david7 ,,decimal ,,divid5d ,,tables = ,comput+ ,divid5ds on ,claims on ,bankrupt or ,insolv5t ,e/ates1 ) ,tables = ,valu+ ! ,decimals ( a ,p\nd4 ,9 #abmo1 price #cs4 #f;d41 clo?1 ,,allom',s ,,sea-,,side ,,pleasures2 or1 ,a ,,peep ,,at ,,miss ,,eldon',s ,,happy ,,pupils4 ,9 #abmo1 price #es4 clo?1 ,,allom',s ,,sea-,,we$ ,,collector1 illu/rat$ ) ,natural ,specim5s f ! %ores ( ,m>gate & ,ramsgate4 ,9 #ahmo1 price #f;d4 sew$2 #i;d4 clo?1 ,a ,,plea ,,= ,,! ,,outca/s ,,( ,,israel4 ,by ,philo-,rhoma4 ,9 #cbmo41 price #f;d4 clo?1 ,,assembly',s ,,%ort] ,,cate*ism2 ) ,scripture ,pro(s4 ,s*ools lib]ally suppli$4 ,9 #ahmo1 price #bs4 clo?1 ,,b>nes' 7,,alb]t7 ,,inquiry ,,into ,,! ,,organization ,,& ,,gov]nm5t ,,( ,,! ,,apo/olic ,,*ur*1 ) ref]5ce to ! claims ( ,episcopacy4 8,:o w n rejoice to meet ,alb]t ,b>nes1 :o has laid ! *ur* ( ,*ri/ "u su* a weight ( obligation by 8 num]\s & invaluable ,biblical lab\rs1 on ! pres5t occasion8 ,himself a ,presbyt]ian1 he has demoli%$ ! claims ( ,episcopacy 9 a mann] z satisfactory z c well be conceiv$4 ,! book is an exquisite specim5 ( ,scriptural controv]sy4 ,z ?is v *eap ,pocket ,edition 0 ma9ly und]tak5 at our recomm5dation1 we _c b wi% = x ! mo/ ext5sive circulation40--,*ri/ian ,witness4 8,?is is a v able & dispassionate ,treatise1 triumphantly dispos+ ( ! unscriptural claims & pret5sions ( ! soi disant apo/olical successioni/s4 ,its c>eful p]usal w\ld be v s]viceable to "y p]sons40--,patriot4 ,9 #ahmo4 price #as4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,bean',s ,,family ,,wor%ip2 a c\rse ( ,morn+ & ,ev5+ ,pray]s = e ,day 9 ! ,mon?3 ) ,pray]s = ,special ,occasions1 & a ,disc\rse on ,family ,religion4 ,9 #cbmo1 price #bs4 clo?1 ,,bogatzky',s ,,morn+ ,,& ,,ev5+ ,,gold5 ,,treasury4 ,) a ,life ( ! ,au?or1 by ,,rev4 ,c4 ,f4 ,,/e9kopff4 ,morn+ & ,ev5+ sep>ate1 #as4 #c;d4 ea*4 ,sup]ior edition 9 royal1 clo?1 gilt edges1 #cs4 ,sep>ate1 #as4 #i;d4 ,9 #abmo1 price #cs4 clo?1 ,,boo?',s 7,,abraham7 ,,select ,,works1 consi/+ ( ,glad ,tid+s to ,p]i%+ ,s9n]s1 ! ,reign ( ,grace1 & ,dea? ( ,legal ,hope4 ,9 royal #ahmo1 price #gs4 #f;d4 ,,br[n',s 7,,dr47 ,,exclusive ,,claims ,,( ,,puseyite ,,episcopalians ,,to ,,! ,,*ri/ian ,,m9i/ry ,,indef5sible2 ) an ,inquiry into ! ,div9e ,"r ( ,episcopacy1 & ! ,apo/olic ,succession3 9 a ,s]ies ( ,lett]s to ! ,rev4 ,dr4 ,pusey4 ,9 #cbmo1 price #as4 clo?1 ,,buck',s 7,,*>les7 ,,treatise ,,on ,,religi\s ,,exp]i5ce3 its ,nature1 ,evid5ces1 & ,advantages4 ,9 #abmo1 price #cs4 clo?1 ,,burd]',s 7,,george7 ,,village ,,s]mons2 or1 ,fifty-,two ,pla9 & ,%ort ,disc\rses on ! ,pr9cipal ,doctr9es ( ! ,gospel4 ,int5d$ = ! use ( ,families1 ,sunday ,s*ools1 & ,companies assembl$ = ,religi\s ,in/ruction4 ,a new ,edition1 ) a ,life ( ! ,au?or by ,rev4 ,i4 ,cobb91 ,m4,a4 ,9 royal #cbmo1 ) tw5ty ,engrav+s1 price #bs4 clo?1 ,,burns' 7,,jabez7 ,,mission>y ,,ent]prises ,,9 ,,_m ,,l&s2 ) a ,hi/ory ( ,mission>y ,societies4 8,?is is a mo/ int]e/+ little volume = ! "y4 ,x is a gem-book ( brief records1 exemplify+ ! fai?1 en]gy1 ent]prise1 & success ( mission>ies ( v>i\s ,societies 9 all p>ts ( ! globe4 ,suffici5t notice is tak5 ( ! sc5e ( lab\r to give a good g5]al idea ( x3 & facts are sket*$ ) s mu* rapidity & life1 t ! lea/ att5tive h sc>ce "t to tire be=e ! n>rative is complete40--,primitive ,*ur* ,magaz9e4 8,a beautifully got up book1 full ( matt]1 & all matt] ( fact4 ,a ri* /ore ( in=mation is furni%$ respect+ ,missions1 ,mission>ies1 & ! result ( ,mission>y lab\r4 ,we hope t ! "w w be widely circulat$1 especially among/ ! "y40--,me?odi/ ,new ,connexion ,magaz9e4 8,?is is an int]e/+ manual = *ildr52 & n[ t !y are actively engag$ 9 contribut+ _! p5ce to aid 9 ! diffusion ( ! gospel1 x _c fail1 if c>efully read1 to keep alive 9 _! he>ts ^? sympa?ies = hea!ns :i* h be5 happily awak5$40--,primitive ,me?odi/ ,magaz9e4 ,9 #hvo1 price #gs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,ca!rwood',s 7,,dr47 ,concise & ,practical ,treatise on ! ,pr9cipal ,diseases ( ! ,air-passages1 ,lungs1 ,pleura4 ,9 #abmo1 price #bs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,cecil',s 7,,rev4 ,,ri*>d1 late ( ,b$=d ,r[7 ,,s]mons4 ,collect$1 & pr9t$ v]batim1 f ! ,au?or's works4 ,9 #abmo1 price #bs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,c5nick',s ,,village ,,disc\rses on ! m important doctr9es ( ! ,gospel4 ,) ! ,life ( ! ,au?or1 & ,preface by ,mat!w ,wilks4 ,9 #abmo1 price #es4 clo?1 ,,*amb]la9',s 7,,?omas7 ,,w9dsor2 a ,poem1 hi/orical & imag9ative4 ,d$icat$ to ,s]jeant ,talf\rd4 ,9 #cbmo1 #d;d4 9 a wrapp]2 #f;d4 clo?1 gilt1 ,,*ann+ 7,,dr47 ,,on ,,self-,,culture4 8,a ,gem ( ,engli% composition2 ( s\nd1 vigor\s ?\ght1 & pure wisdom40--,ev5+ ,po/4 ,j ,publi%$1 9 pocket size1 pp4 #eab1 price #bs4 clo?1 ,,*eev]',s ,,lectures on ,,pilgrim',s ,,progress1 & on ! ,,life & ,,times ( ,,bunyan4 ,! ,lectures on 8,! ,life & ,times0 & on 8,! ,pilgrim's ,progress0 sep>ate1 #as4 #c;d4 ea*1 ,clo?4 4 4 4 8,dr4 ,*eev]'s sket*es are s vivid1 & s true1 at ! same "t1 to ! _s ( ,bunyan1 t we h pass$ on f ,lecture to ,lecture )\t feel+1 9 a s+le in/ance1 t ei!r ! poetry or ! !ology ( ! ,pilgrim has be5 dissipat$4 ,inde$1 we _c )hold our /rongly *]i%$ conviction1 t our ,am]ican bro!r has bett] caught ! feel+ ( ! ,pilgrim1 & bett] transfus$ x into 8 pages1 ?an any writ] on ?is side ! ,atlantic40 ,evangelical ,magaz9e4 8,9 ?is volume ! au?or has %[n t he possesses all ! qualities1 bo? intellectual & moral1 necess>y to =m a j e/imate ( ,bunyan1 :e!r z a man1 a prea*] ( ! gospel1 a suff]] = consci5ce' sake1 or a writ]4 ,! au?or's obs]vations on ! "* ( ,bunyan's writ+s1 & especially on 8 great "w1 are ( high m]it & excell5ce0--,witness4 ,fif? ,?\s&1 pocket size1 price #bs4 #f;d4 clo?1 gilt edges1 ,,cobb9',s ,,bible ,,read]',s ,,h&-,,book4 ,comb9+ _m ( ! advantages ( a ,diction>y1 ,index1 ,concordance1 ,natural ,hi/ory1 ,geography1 ,comm5t>y4 ,*iefly arrang$ 9 ,alphabetical ord]4 ,pocket volume1 pp4 #chd2 plate & vignette4 8,?is is a mo/ valuable volume2 & its wor?1 9 our e/eem1 is exce$+ly enhanc$ by its extraord9>y *eapness40--,*ri/ian ,witness4 8,x is1 :at its title indicates1 a ,h&-book to ! ,bible1 expla9+ t]ms & phrases1 & elucidat+ "s ( ! mo/ difficult passages4 ,z a book ( easy ref]5ce x w be f\nd v useful1 ! subjects be+ ,alphabetically arrang$40--,patriot4 8,an invaluable companion to ,scripture read+4 ,x is a small volume1 prep>$ by "o ( ! mo/ useful ,biblical writ]s ( ! day1 & really comb9es mo/ ( ! advantages ( a ,diction>y1 ,index1 ,concordance1 ,natural ,hi/ory1 ,geography1 & ,comm5t>y ( ! ,holy ,scriptures40--,sunday ,s*ool ,mag4 8,?is little volume conta9s a v>iety ( useful & int]e/+ matt]1 illu/rative ( ! ,holy ,scripture4 ,x is arrang$ 9 ,alphabetical ord]1 "u sev]al heads40--,*ri/ian ,gu>dian4 8,pr(ess$ly design$ = ,bible read]s2 an exam9ation ( ! cont5ts ( ?is volume has conv9c$ u t x is equally well adapt$ = ,scripture tea*]s40--,sunday ,s*ool ,tea*]s' ,mag4 8,! ,sabba?-s*ool tea*] w f9d x a valuable assi/ant40 8,a treasury ( in=mation40--,g5]al ,adv]tis]4 ,9 #abmo1 price #cs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,coop]',s 7,,rev4 ,,edw>d7 ,,fifty-,,two ,,doctr9al ,,& ,,practical ,,s]mons2 a ,s]mon = e ,sunday 9 ! ,ye>4 ,design$ = ,village & ,dome/ic use4 ,9 #abmo1 price #bs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,coop]',s 7,,rev4 ,,edw>d7 ,,s]mons on ! ,,lead+ ,,doctr9es ,,( ,,! ,,gospel4 ,9 #abmo1 price #cs4 clo?1 ,,coop]',s 7,,rev4 ,,edw>d7 ,,practical ,,& ,,famili> ,,s]mons2 = ,p>o*ial & ,dome/ic ,in/ruction4 ,9 #abmo1 price #bs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,dale 7,r4 ,w47 ,,! ,,tal5ts3 ,man's ,nature1 ,p[]1 & ,responsibility4 ,9 #cbmo1 ,second ,edition1 price #bs4 clo?1 ,,dunn',s 7,,rev4 ,,sam47 ,,diction>y ,,( ,,! ,,gospels1 ,conta9+ an ,acc\nt ( all ! 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,au?or's ,exp]i5ce1 ! ,supplem5t & ,app5dix1 a brief ,memoir ( ! ,au?or1 & copi\s ,indexes4 ,9 royal #ahmo1 l>ge type1 price #ds4 clo?1 ,,hawk]',s ,,morn+ ,,& ,,ev5+ ,,portions2 be+ a ,selection ( a ,v]se ( ,scripture1 ) ,%ort ,obs]vations1 = e ,day 9 ! ,ye>4 ,! ,morn+ & ,ev5+ sep>ate1 #bs4 ea*4 ,9 #abmo1 l>ge type1 price #bs4 clo?1 ,,j5ks' ,,family ,,devotions2 ) ,pray]s = ,p>ticul> ,p]sons on mo/ occasions4 ,by ,rev4 ,*>les ,simeon4 ,a ,new ,edition1 9 a bold & cle> type1 #cgf pages4 ,9 #ahmo1 price #f;d4 ,,k5dall',s 7,,rev4 ,,james7 ,,pla9 ,,s]mon ,,on ,,peevi%ness4 ,9 #ahmo1 price #h;d4 ,,knitt$ 7,,!7 ,,/ock+ ,,& ,,sock ,,book4 ,9 #abmo1 price #cs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,lectures ,,on ,,! ,,conv]sion ,,( ,,! ,,jews4 ,by ,m9i/]s ( diff]5t ,d5om9ations4 ,publi%$ "u ! ,sanction ( ! ,briti% ,society = ! ,propagation ( ! ,gospel among ! ,jews4 ,9 #hvo1 price #as4 #f;d4 ,m',,caul',s 7,,dr47 ,,hebrew ,,prim]2 int5d$ z an ,introduction to ! ,spell+ & ,read+ ( ,hebrew ) ! ,po9ts4 ,compil$ = ,beg9n]s4 ,9 royal #ahmo1 price #cs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,miall',s 7,,edw>d7 ,,views ,,( ,,! ,,volunt>y ,,pr9ciple4 ,9 #abmo1 price #cs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,miall',s 7,,edw>d7 ,,noncon=mi/',s ,,sket*-,,book3 ,views ( a ,/ate ,*ur* & its att5dant ,evils4 ,9 royal #hvo1 price #cs4 #d;d4 9 a wrapp]2 #ds4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,mod]n ,,orator4 ,a ,collection ( ! ,mo/ ,important ,spee*es ( ! ,"r ,hon4 ,ri*>d ,br9sley ,%]idan4 ,9 royal #hvo1 price #bs4 9 a ,wrapp]2 #cs4 clo?1 ,,mod]n ,,orator4 ,a ,collection ( ! ,mo/ ,celebrat$ ,spee*es ( ! ,e>l ( ,*a?am4 ,9 royal #hvo1 price #es4 9 a wrapp]2 #fs4 clo?1 ,,mod]n ,,orator4 ,a ,collection ( ! ,mo/ ,celebrat$ ,spee*es ( ,"l ,ersk9e4 ,9 royal #hvo1 price #hs4 #h;d4 9 a wrapp]2 #ajs4 clo?1 ,,mod]n ,,orator4 ,a ,collection ( ! ,mo/ ,celebrat$ ,spee*es ( ! ,"r ,hon4 ,edmund ,burke4 ,n[ ,publi%+1 9 royal #hvo1 ,,mod]n ,,orator4 ,a ,collection ( ! ,mo/ ,celebrat$ ,spee*es ( ! ,"r ,hon4 ,*>les ,james ,fox4 ,9 #abmo1 l>ge type1 price #bs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,m',s 7,,mrs4 ,,hannah7 ,,practical ,,piety2 ! ,influ5ce ( ! ,religion ( ! ,he>t on ! ,conduct ( ! ,life4 ,9 #abmo1 extra clo?1 illum9at$ title1 price #cs41 ,,m',s 7,,mrs4 ,,hannah7 ,c,,lebs ,,9 ,,se>* ,,( ,a ,,wife4 ,) a ,biographical ,memoir ( ! ,au?or1 by ,rev4 ,+ram ,cobb91 ,a4,m4 ,9 royal #hvo1 ,new ,edition1 price #bds4 clo?1 ,,p>khur/',s ,,greek ,,& ,,engli% ,,lexicon ,,to ,,! ,,new ,,te/am5t3 to :i* is prefix$1 a pla91 easy ,greek ,gramm>2 ) ,additions1 by ,hugh ,james ,rose1 ,b4,d4 ,c>efully revis$ by ,j4 ,r4 ,major1 ,d4,d41 ,k+'s ,college1 ,london4 ,9 #hvo4 price #ds4 clo?1 ,,p>khur/',s ,,hebrew ,,& ,,*aldee ,,gramm>1 )\t ,po9ts4 ,9 #abmo1 price #ds4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,p>kes' ,,elem5t>y ,,treatise ,,on ,,*emi/ry1 ^u ! basis ( ! ,*emical ,cate*ism4 ,illu/rations1 ,exp]im5ts1 ,notes1 & ,engrav+s ( ,*emical ,app>atus4 ,9 royal #abmo1 ,second ,edition1 price #hs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,pross]',s 7,,rev4 ,,james7 ,,key ,,to ,,! ,,hebrew ,,scriptures2 be+ an explanation ( e ^w 9 ! ,sacr$ ,text1 arrang$ 9 ! ord] 9 :i* x occurs3 ) an ,index1 conta9+ e ^w1 ) its lead+ idea1 & a ref]5ce to its place 9 ! ,key4 ,to :i* is prefix$1 a %ort b comp5di\s ,hebrew ,gramm>1 )\t ,po9ts4 ,price #f;d4 sew$1 ,,pross]',s 7,,rev4 ,,james7 ,,index ,,( ,,hebrew ,,roots4 ,9 #hvo4 price #bs4 sew$1 ,,pross]',s 7,,rev4 ,j47 ,,book ( ,,g5esis1 )\t ,po9ts1 ,9 #hvo1 second edition1 price #bs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,rosse',s 7,,e>l ,,(7 ,,mon/] ,,telescopes1 ) an ,acc\nt ( ! ,manufacture ( ! ,specula1 & full ,descriptions ( all ! ,ma*9]y connect$ ) ^? ,in/rum5ts4 ,views ( ! ,telescopes1 & num]\s ,engrav+s4 ,9 #abmo1 price #ds4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,sket*es ,,( ,,s]mons ,,on ,,*ri/ian ,,missions4 ,orig9al & ,select$4 ,by ! ,au?or ( 8,f\r ,hundr$ ,sket*es & ,skeletons ( ,s]mons10 8,pulpit ,cyclop$ia40 ,! ,selections are f ! ,mission>y ,s]mons ( di/+ui%$ ,briti% & ,am]ican ,prea*]s1 includ+ ,bi%op ,wilson1 ,rev4 ,legh ,ri*mond1 ,rev4 ,g4 ,t4 ,noel2 ,drs4 ,wayl&1 ,abeel1 ,dwight1 ,edw>ds1 ,ryl&1 ,w>dlaw1 ,griff91 ,beaumont1 ,w4 ,b4 ,colly]2 & ,rev]5ds ,g4 ,clayton1 ,ew+1 ,lamb]t1 ,hyatt1 ,a!rton1 ,bod51 ,summ]field1 etc4 8,! selection has be5 made ) judgm5t40--,wat*man4 ,9 #ahmo1 price #as4 #f;d4 ornam5t$ wrapp]2 #bs4 clo?1 gilt1 ,,! ,,words ,,( ,a ,,believ]4 ,by ! ,abb de la ,m5nais4 ,f ! ,fr5*1 by ,edw>d ,smi? ,pryce1 ,a4,m4 ,9 #abmo1 #as4 pap] cov]1 ,,?irty-,,six ,,noncon=mi/ ,,sonnets1 by a ,"y ,engl&]4 ,9 "o h&some volume1 #abmo1 price #cs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,v5n',s ,,complete ,,duly ,,( ,,man3 a sy/em ( ,doctr9al & ,practical ,*ri/ianity3 ) ,=ms ( ,pray] & ,(fices ( ,devotion = ! v>i\s circum/ances ( life4 ,design$ = ! use ( ,families4 ,new & ,copyright ,edition1 ) ,memoir & ,portrait4 ,,! ,,*eape/ ,,& ,,mo/ ,,accurate ,,edition ,,( ,,! ,,rev4 ,,alb]t ,,b>nes' ,,notes1 ,,edit$ ,,& ,,c>efully ,,correct$ ,,by ,,rev4 ,,+ram ,,cobb91 ,m4,a4 ,9 #b ,vols41 #abmo1 #ebj pp4 ea*1 ,maps & ,engrav+s1 #bs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,b>nes' ,,notes ,,on ,,! ,,gospels4 ,also j ,publi%$1 ) ,map1 #bs4 #f;d4 clo?1 ,,b>nes' ,,notes ,,on ,,! ,,acts ,,( ,,! ,,apo/les4 ,lately ,publi%$1 9 #abmo1 #djj pp4 price #bs4 clo?1 ,,b>nes' ,,notes on ! ,,epi/le ,,to ,,! ,,romans4 ,also1 uni=m ) ! above1 ,,b>nes' ,,notes ,,on ,,! ,,cor9?ians ,,& ,,galatians1 #b ,vols4 ,! ,second ,vol4 9 ! ,press4 ,lately ,publi%$1 9 #c ,vols4 #djj pp4 ea*1 _m ,engrav+s1 #bs4 clo?1 ,,b>nes' ,,notes on ! ,,ephesians1 ,,philippians1 ,,colossians1 #a ,vol4--,,!ssalonians1 ,,timo?y1 ,,titus1 ,,philemon1 #a ,vol4--,,hebrews1 #a ,vol4 ,%ortly w be ,publi%$1 uni=m ) above1 a spl5did ,edition ( ,,b>nes' ,,notes1 ,critical1 ,explanatory1 & ,practical1 on ,,isaiah1 ) a new ,translation4 ,also a ,new & ,unabridg$ ,edition1 ,correct$ & ,illu/rat$1 ( ,,b>nes' ,,notes1 ,critical1 ,illu/rative1 & ,practical1 on ! 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