,transcrib$ f ! #ahag ,hay & ,turn] edition by ,david ,price1 email ccx#jgdpglaf4org ,picture3 ,public doma9 book cov] ,,hay ,,& ,,turn]',s ,,g5u9e ,,edition1 ,ent]$ at ,/ation]s' ,hall4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,! ,,infam\s ,,life ,,( ,,john ,,*ur*1 ,,! ,/4 ,george's ,fields ,prea*]1 ,,f ,,8 ,,infancy ,,up ,,to ,,8 ,,trial ,,& ,,conviction1 ,,) ,,8 ,,confession1 ,s5t 9 a ,lett] to ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,l--1 two days aft] 8 ,attack on ,adam ,=eman1 at ,vauxhall1 ) ,cl]ical ,rem>ks by ! same ,g5tleman2 to :i* is add$1 8 ,love ,epi/les to ,e99999999 ,b999999994 99 99 99 99 99 ,toge!r ) v>i\s o!r ,lett]s1 p>ticul>ly "o to ,cook1 ( ,v]e- ,/reet ,notoriety4 99 99 99 99 99 ,london3 ,,pr9t$ ,,& ,,publi%$ ,,by ,,hay ,,& ,,turn]1 #aa1 ,,newca/le ,,/reet ,,/r&2 ,,& ,,may ,,be ,,_h ,,( ,,all ,,booksell]s ,,9 ,,t[n ,,& ,,c\ntry4 #ahag4 ,,price ,,f\r ,,p5ce4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,! ,,life ,,( ,,john ,,*ur*1 c4 c4 ,,x has be5 ju/ly rem>k$1 by a celebrat$ writ]1 t 8a sudd5 rise f a l[ /ation1 z x sometimes %ews to advantage ! virtu\s & amiable qualities1 :i* c\ld n ex]t !mselves be=e1 s x m frequ5tly calls =? & exposes to view ^? spots ( ! s\l :i* lay lurk+ 9 secret1 cramp$ by p5ury1 & veil$ ) dissimulation40 ,,john ,,*ur*1 ! subject ( ! foll[+ pages1 0 f\nd1 :5 an infant1 on ! /eps1 or ne> ! por* ( a *ur* 7"s say t ( ,/4 ,&rew1 9 ,holborn27 & ! ov]se]s ( ! p>i% n be+ able to discov] :o 7 8 p>5ts1 or by :om he 0 ?us ab&on$1 _h him s5t to ! ,f\ndl+ ,hospital1 :]e he receiv$ t "n1 :i* be>s ! ne>e/ analogy to ! place :]e he 0 f\nd4 ,"h he rema9$ until he 0 n9e ye>s old1 :5 a compla9t to ! ,gov]nors hav+ be5 made aga9/ him by ! nurses1 t he 0 addict$ to improp] & disgu/+ practices1 x 0 ?\ght prud5t to appr5tice him out at t e>ly age1 to obviate ! possibility ( ! contagion spread+ among/ ! re/ ( ! boys :o p>took ( ! b\nties ( t *>ity4 ,f 8 evid5t illit]acy1 & f ! badness ( 8 writ+1 x is c]ta9 t he mu/ h quitt$ ! ,hospital at an e>li] age ?an usual1 because1 9 g5]al1 none leave x :o are n good s*ol>s4 ,he 0 accord+ly plac$ out z an appr5tice to a ,gild]1 9 ,blackfri>s ,road4 ,be=e ! expiration ( 8 ind5ture1 he m>ri$ & quitt$ ! s]vice ( 8 ma/]4 ,%ortly aft]w>ds1 he work$ = a composition ornam5t mak]1 9 ,tott5ham ,c\rt ,road4 ,?is immaculate ,m9i/] ( ! ,gospel "h comm5c$ 8 religi\s c>e]1 &1 "u ! assum$ g>b ( sanctity1 took ^u him ! (fice ( a tea*] to ! ,sunday ,s*ool1 at t "t e/abli%$ at ,tott5ham ,c\rt ,*apel4 ,?9k+ t prea*+ 0 a bett] trade ?an t :i* he 0 employ$ 91 ?is preci\s tea*]1 toge!r ) two o!r "y m51 hir$ a g>ret 9 ! neighb\rhood ( ,soho1 :]e !y us$ to le>n ! me?od ( address+ !mselves to a congregation4 ,an old *air 0 ! sub/itute = a pulpit4 ,he n[ began 7to use 8 own expression7 8to gammon ! old wom540--,good =tune happ5$ at l5g? to procure him ! notice ( ,old ,"m ,b>r1 ( ,orange-/reet1 :o1 be+ int]e/$ 9 8 behalf1 all[$ him ! use ( a room ( h]s1 9 :i* he treat$ h] & a few o!r *oice lab\r]s 9 ! field ( piety ) 8 raptur\s disc\rses44 ,f ?is he us$ to hold =? m publicly4 ,8 virtues & acquirem5ts n[ recomm5d$ him to "o ,g>rett1 ( notori\s memory1 :o obta9$ him a liv+ at ,banbury4 ,x 0 at ?is place t he became obnoxi\s4 ,hav+ made sev]al viol5t attempts ^u "s "y m5 :ile at t place1 he 0 driv5 out f !nce1 by ! tru/ees ( ! *apel 9 :i* he prea*$1 & ord]$ nev] to %[ 8 face !re aga94 ,he ha/ily decamp$1 leav+ beh9d him 8 wife & *ildr52 & ! police (fic]s hav+ be5 s5t 9 pursuit1 _! se>*es prov$ fruitless1 & x 0 a long "t be=e he 0 he>d (4 ,he once m retir$ into ! c\ntry1 b 0 call$ f 8 solitude1 to use 8 influ5ce 9 t[n1 by a man ( 8 own disgraceful k9d1 nam$ ,kitty ,cambric1 & well "k at ! ,swan1 9 ,v]e ,/reet4 ,x is prop] to obs]ve "h t "s ( ^! wret*es assume ! names ( wom51 & t !y are absolutely m>ri$ toge!r1 z w be %[n pres5tly1 f ,*ur*'s hav+ be5 ! p>son :o p]=m$ ! blasphem\s mock c]emony ( jo9+ !m 9 ! ties ( 8,holy ,matrimony40 ,he n[ settl$ himself at ,*apel ,c\rt1 9 ! ,bor\gh1 :5 8 old fri5d ,g>rett1 publicly *>g$ him ) a wick$ & diabolical (f5ce1 z ! law says1 8n to be nam$ among/ ,*ri/ians10 & he 0 oblig$ to run away f ?is accusation4 ,by "s =tuit\s ev5t he at l5g? got possession ( ! ,obelisk ,*apel1 :]e he began to deliv] 8 doctr9es to ^? :o 7 fooli% & ignorant en\gh to att5d to 8 fulsome & incoh]5t exclamations4 ,sev]al "y m51 ^: names are kn[n to ! writ]1 :o 7 accu/om$ to he> him1 7 oblig$ to leave him 9 consequ5ce ( 8 hav+ us$ !m 9 a mann] too indec5t to be m5tion$ or h9t$ at4 ,e4 ,b4 a respectable tradesman1 resid+ 9 ! ,bor\gh ( ,s\?w>k1 has in=m$ ! writ] ( ! pres5t article1 t ?is p>son1 or r ?is mon/]1 :5 be 0 ab\t to prea*1 w\ld frequ5tly say--8,well1 ,i am go+ to tip 'em a gammon+ /ory2 my old wom5 w\ld believe ! moon to be made ( gre5 *eese if ,i 0 to tell !m s2 & ,i mu/ tell !m some?+40 ,! writ] has also be5 in=m$1 f cr$ible au?ority1 t ,*ur* 0 a con/ant att5dant 9 ,v]e-/reet1 & t ! gang ( miscreants :o met at ! public-h\se !re1 "s ( :om /ood 9 ! pillory ab\t sev5 or eight ye>s ago1 _h nom9at$ him to be _! ,*apla91 & t he (ficiat$ 9 t capacity4 ,by virtue ( 8 functions 9 ?is situation1 he 0 (t5 employ$ 9 jo9+ ^! mon/]s 9 ! 8indissoluble tie ( matrimony6660 ,!y 7 absolutely w$d$ toge!r4 ,"o ev5+1 :5 ,*ur* visit$ ?is infam\s place ( resort1 "o ( ! gang obs]v$1 8,"h's ,p>son ,*ur*4 ,aye1 ,p>son1 h[ d'ye d8 ,h y come to see our ,*apel80--,*ur* repli$1 8,yes1 & to prea* too40 ,9 addition to ! above acc\nt is ! foll[+1 communicat$ by ! be=e-m5tion$ ,e4 ,b4 :o happ5$1 un=tunately1 to be an att5dant at ,*ur*'s meet+ h\se1 :5 ! latt] took notice ( & =m$ an acqua9tance ) him1 comm5c+ z usual ) pi\s exhortations1 & !n foll[$ up by di/ru/+ fre$oms4 ,mr4 ,b4 h[ev]1 /ruck ) horror at su* conduct1 ab&on$ ! place1 :5 he receiv$ two lett]s f ,*ur*1 ( :i* ! foll[+ are copies3-- ,,de> ,,n$--,may ! be/ ( bless+s be y\rs 9 life & 9 dea?1 :ile ! sweet s5sations ( real g5u9e dis9t]e/$ fri5d%ip rules e p[] ( y\r m9d body & s\l4 ,i c only say ,i wi% y 0 z mu* captivat$ ) s9c]e fri5d%ip z ,i am b we all "k our own feel+s be/--,fri5d%ip ^? be/ ( names1 affection ^? sweete/ p[] l "s p[]ful *>m t ov]comes ! m9d--,i c\ld write mu* on ?is subject b ,i d>e n tru/ y ) :at ,i c\ld say mu* z ,i e/eem y--,y w\ld consid] x z unmanly & q effem9ate1 & hav+ already prov$ :at human nature is ,i mu/ conceal ev5 ^? emotions ( love :i* ,i feel4 ,i wi% ,i _h ! honor ( be+ lov$ by y z mu* & 9 z great a degree z ,i d y4 ,sometimes ! pa9ful ?\ght ( a sep>ation ov]p[]s me1 _m are n[ try+ at x b la/ night ,i told ! p]sons t call$ on me t let !m ins9uate :at !y w\ld ,i w\ld nev] sacrifice my de> ,n$ to ! %r9e ( any o!r fri5d ^u e>?--& t !m :o did n l him1 %\ld h none ( my company at all4 ,i f9d de> ,n$ _m are us+ all _! p[] to "p u b ,i hope x w prove 9 va9 on y\r side ! effect t all ?is has ^u me is to make me love y t5 times m ?an ev]1 ,i wi% opposition may h ! same effect ^u y 9 ?is p>ticul> b ,i fe> n4 h[ev] ,i am confid5t if y love me n[ or at any o!r "t my he>t w ev] be set ^u y nor c ,i ev] =get y till dea?4 ,y\r leav+ ( me w break my he>t1 br+ d[n my poor m9d ) sorr[ to ! grave & wr+ f my eyes ! br9y te>s1 :ile my busy m$dl+ memory w call to remembrance ! few pleasant h\rs we sp5t toge!r4 ,i picture to my imag9ation ! affect+ sc5e ! pa9ful ?\ght1 ,i mu/ close ! affect+ subject 'tis m ?an my feel+s are able to be>--,my he>t is full1 my m9d is sunk1 ,i %all be bett] :5 ,i h v5t$ out my grief4 ,/& fa/ my de>e/ ,n$ to me ,i %all to y :e!r y d to me or no1 & may we be p>don$1 ju/ifi$1 & br\ght m to ! k ( ,*ri/4 ,o help me to s+-- ,:5 ?\ my righte\s ,judge %all come ,to fet* ?y ransom'd p home1 ,may ,i among !m /&1 ,let su* a wor?less worm z ,i1 ,t sometimes am afraid to die1 ,be f\nd at ?y "r h&4 ,i love to meet among/ !m n[1 ,be=e ?y graci\s feet to b[1 ,?o' vile/ ( !m all2 ,b c ,i be> ! pi]c+ ?\ght1 ,:at if my "n %\ld be left out1 ,:5 ?\ = !m %\ld call4 ,le>n ^! two v]ses by he>t & !n ,i w write two m1 z !y are expressions ( m9d fe>s s5sations & desires--,i mu/ close1 ,i long to see y\r de> face aga91 ,i long = ,sunday morn+ till !n ,god bless y4 #c;d ,m>*1 #ahji4 ,i rema9 unalt]ably ?y de> ?y lov+ fri5d1 ,j4 ,,*ur*4 ,! foll[+1 )\t a date1 0 writt5 by ,*ur* to ,mr4 ,b4 :o receiv$ x on or ab\t ! #ae? day ( ,m>*1 #ahji3-- ,,de> ,,sir--,is ?is ?y k9dness to ?y once pr(ess$ mu* lov$ fri5d1 surely ,i nev]1 nev] did des]ve su* cruel treatm5t at y\r h&s2 :y n speak to me la/ night 9 ,james-/reet :5 y he>d me call1 ,/op6 /op6 ,n$6 d1 pray d3 b cruel1 cruel ,n$1 deaf to all intreaties--,o :y 0 ,i p]mitt$ to pass ! door ( ,mr4 ,gibbons :5 y & ,we/ 7 com+ out4 ,:y 0 ,i p]mitt$ to tramp up & d[n ! ,new ,cut aft] y2 ,i want$ to speak "o bitt] he>t break+ pa9ful di/ress+ ^w1 f>ewell3 ,i only want$ to p\r my sorr[s into y\r bosom1 to %ake h&s ) y once m1 b ,i 0 d5i$ ?is indulg5ce4 ,i nev]1 nev] ?\ght y w\ld deceive me--,o :at an unhappy man am ,i2 ! ?+ t ,i mo/ fe>$ is come ^u me1 no excuse c ju/ify su* app>5t duplicity2 ,o my di/ress is great inde$4 ,o my ,god6 :at %all ,i d8 ,o ,*ri/6 ,o ,god6 support me 9 ?is try+ h\r1 :at a night am ,i pass+ ?r\gh2 ,i _c sleep1 its ne> ?ree o'clock2 alas6 sleep is dep>t$1 h[ great my grief1 h[ bitt] my sorr[s1 ! loss ( my "* is no?+ to ! loss ( "o de>] to me ?an any ?+ else4 ,o let me give v5t to te>s2 b ,i am too1 too mu* di/ress$ to cry2 ,o t ,i c\ld4 ,i feel ?is l a dagg]2 nev]1 nev] c ,i =give ! unhappy in/rum5t ( my di/ress 9 ,*>lotte-/reet4 ,:y did my de> fri5d ,edw>d deceive me8 ,o h[ my m9d 0 eas$ on ,w$nesday night2 alas1 h[ di/ress$ on ,?ursday4 ,i h lo/ my only bosom fri5d1 ne>e/ de>e/ fri5d1 bosom f bosom torn1 h[ horrid4 ,ah1 de> ,suffolk-c\rt1 nev] surely c ,i see y aga94 ,h[ ! ,phili/9es w triumph2 !re1 s w\ld we h x3 h[ ,ebeir1 ,calv91 ,?ompson1 ,edw>ds1 ,bridgman1 all w rejoice1 & ,i h lo/ my fri5d1 my all 9 ?is _w1 except ! o!r "p ( myself1 my wife1 & poor babes2 nev] did ,i expect ?is f my de> ,e-- ,b--4 ,o = a clam m9d1 t ,i might sleep till day light2 b no1 ?is ,i fe> w be d5i$ me4 ,h[ c ,i be> ! pi]c+ ?\ght1 p>t$2 a dreadful ^w1 wor/ ( s5sations1 ! only indulg5ce1 ! only confid5t1 ! only fai?ful1 ! only k9d & indulg5t sympa?is+ fri5d1 to lose y4 ,o :at a /roke2 ,o :at a cut1 :at %all ,i d = matt] on ,sunday2 ,o t ,i c\ld get "s "o to prea* = me1 h[ c ,i lift up my head4 ,o ,sir1 if y h a gra9 ( affection left = me1 d intreat ( ,god to support me2 ?is is a worse affliction ?an ! loss ( my "* n9e mon?s ago4 ,a man _c lose 8 "* twice4 ,o ,i did ?9k y knew bett]3 ,i did ?9k ,i _h f\nd "o 9 y t ,i c\ld n f9d else:]e2 b no1 ! fir/ object pres5t$ to y1 se5 sudd5ly1 ga9$ y\r m9d1 ga9$ y\r affections2 & ,i1 poor unhappy di/ress$ ,i1 am left to deplore y\r loss4 ,o = submission1 b ,i am di/ress$2 woe is me4 ,o t ,i _h nev]1 nev] kn[n y1 !n ,i %\ld nev] feel :at ,i d2 b ,i ?ank y = y\r company hi!rto1 ,i h enjoy$ x f\r mo?s exactly1 b ?is is ov] = ev]2 mis]able z ,i am1 ,i wi% y well = ev]1 = ev]4 ,i write 9 ! bitt]ness ( my s\l :i* ,i feel4 ,may y nev] be curs$ ) ! feel+s ,i possess z long z y live4 ,:at a day ,i h be=e me2 ,i _c g out ( my h\se till ,sunday morn+4 ,h[ c ,i conceal my grief f my de> wife8 h[ %all ,i hide x8 :at %all ,i say8 ,i am mis]able1 nor c ,i surm\nt ! %ock at all4 ,i h no fri5d to p\r out my sorr[s to n[1 ,i wi% ,i _h2 ,i am sorry y are s easily dup$ by any to answ] _! purposes2 my pap] is full1 my pap] is full1 my he>t is worse2 ,god help me2 ,"l ,god support me6 :at %all ,i d1 de> ,god6 ,o ,"l6 h m]cy on me1 ,i mu/ close2 ?is comes f y\r ev] lov+ b di/ress$ ,j4 ,,*ur*4 ,= "s ye>s pa/1 ! p]son j nam$ has be5 gett+ a liv+ by prea*+ z a ,m9i/] ( ! ,gospel 9 an obscure conv5ticle close to ! ,surrey ,!atre4 ,9 ! mean "t1 reports _h gone abroad t he 0 addict$ to c]ta9 abom9able prop5sities2 & c]ta9 g5tlem5 9 ! neighb\rhood1 n actuat$ by any jeal\sy t[>ds a successful 8rival 9 ! v9ey>d10 b dread+ ! disgrace & pollution :i* ,*ri/ianity might suff] f ! immoral "* ( any ( its tea*]s1 inve/igat$ ^! rum\rs2 & ! facts n[ relat$ came to light4 ,james ,cook1 :o kept ! infam\s h\se 9 ,v]e ,/reet1 0 releas$ f 8 two ye>s imprisonm5t 9 ,newgate1 on ! #ba/ ( ,septemb] #ahab4 ,9 ! c\rse ( a few days aft]1 he accid5tally met ,john ,*ur*1 & recogniz$ him z ! gay p>son :om he _h =m]ly se5 at a c]ta9 h\se 9 ! ,london ,road1 & at 8 own h\se 9 ,v]e ,/reet4 ,a fri5dly correspond5ce !n took place betwe5 ^! two old acqua9tances4 ,ab\t ! #ac? ( ,octob]1 ,cook receiv$ a lett] f him4 ,9 ?is ! ,m9i/] ( ! ,gospel (f]s 8 assi/ance to ! 8,v]e ,/reet ,culprit10 to enable him to set up ano!r public h\se1 z ! read] w p]ceive f p]us+ ! lett] itself3-- ,de> ,sir1 ,le/ ,i %\ld n h "t to call on y or conv]se ) y at ,i %all n be alone to ,day ,i ?\ght x ,b "r to ,drop y a ,l9e ,i wi% y all ! success y c desire 9 gett+ a h\se fit = ! ,bus9ess 9 ! public ,l9e z y _h a great _m acqua9tance1 !y ought n to fail y if e "o act$ "r accord+ to !re ability ,i am sure y w\ld soon accompli% x4 ,z ,i am by no means ,ri*1 ,b r emb>rass$ ,i hope y w accept my mite t[>ds x #al4 #as4 & y %all h ano!r z conv5i5t wi%+ y all prosp]ity4 ,i rema9 ,y\r's1 s9c]ely4 ,j4 ,,*ur*4 = ,mr4 ,cook1 at mr4 ,halladays ,ri*mond ,budgs4 ,dean ,/4 ,!re is ano!r lett] be>+ ! two-p5ny po/ n>k ( ! #bj? ( ,octob]4--,x is z foll[s3-- ,de> ,sir1 ,i receiv$ y\r note ?is morn+ 9 ,b$1 z ,i h contract$ su* a ,dreadful cold ,be+ wet on ,tuesday ,i am v mu* griev$ i h n be5 able to comply ) ! reque/ conc]n+ ,mr4 ,c-- ,b ,i %all c]ta9ly keep my eye ^u him & ,d him all ! ,good x lays 9 my p[] :]e ev] he is he kn[s my ,disposition too well to impute any remissness to my conduct ,b ,i _c d impossibilities z ,i h ,lately _h & h n[ ,got s _m ,di/ress+ cases 9 h& ,beside1 ,i w ,be sure to call on y z soon z ,i c--,b am n able to day ,i rema9 ,y\rs4 ,j ,,*ur*4 #cb h]cules ,build+s ,badly direct$ to ,mr4 ,oliv]1 or 7,holl[ay7 ,no4 #f1 ,ri*mond's build+s1 ,dean ,/reet1 ,soho4 ,! next docum5t x a lett] dat$ ,m>* #g1 #ahaj1 f a p]son at ,banbury nam$ ,hall1 ( :i* ! foll[+ is a copy3 ,,hon\r$ ,,sir--,9 reply to y\r lett] conc]n+ ,mr4 ,c4 ,i c only in=m y1 !re 0 a report aga9/ him ( a v sc&al\s nature2 b h[ f> 8 culpability ext5ds1 x is q out ( my p[] to det]m9e4 ,he 0 abs5t f h5ce :5 ! rum\r fir/ spread4 ,! ,manag]s ( our ,*apel took great pa9s to enquire into ! orig9 ( su* reports1 & ! result 01 !y s5t ,mr4 ,c4 positive ord]s1 nev]1 on any acc\nt1 to return to ,banbury aga92 :i* advice he has hi!rto wisely obs]v$4 ,n[1 ,sir1 aft] giv+ y ! above in=mation1 ,i beg leave to conclude ! subject1 by ref]r+ y to y\r own comm5t h]eon4 7,sign$7 ,s4 ,,hall4 ,banbury1 ,m>* #g1 #ahaj4 ,!n foll[s a lett] f ,wm4 ,cl>ke ( ,ipswi*1 a "y man betwe5 #ai & #bj ye>s ( age1 :i* conta9s an acc\nt ( attempts too horrid to be publi%$4 ,! writt5 confession 7frightful inde$ x is7 ( ?is poor simple "y man1 ^: m9d 0 bewild]$ by ! cant+ exhortations ( ,*ur*2 & ! :ole ( 8 /atem5ts corroborat$ by ! oral te/imony ( ,mr4 ,wire1 :o resides at ,col*e/]1 & kn[s ,cl>ke v well4 ,! circum/ances relat$ by ,cl>ke w\ld h furni%$ ample gr\nds = a crim9al prosecution _h he made 8 compla9t imm$iately aft] ! assault 0 committ$3--b suff]+ "u ! influ5ce ( ignorance & fe>1 he kept x a secret too long1 & aft]w>ds accept$ ( a p\nd note f ,*ur*4 ,a case 0 laid be=e two em95t b>ri/]s1 to h _! op9ion :e!r su* a prosecution c\ld be c>ri$ on ) any prospect ( conviction4 ,_! op9ion1 9 writ+1 is1 t aft] ! long concealm5t ( a ,*>ge1 a ,jury w\ld pay no att5tion to 8 evid5ce1 unless he 0 confirm$ 9 8 /ory by o!r evid5ce4 ,extract f ! ,confession ( ,wm4 ,cl>k1 ( ,ipswi*4 ,hav+ be5 call$ by ,provid5ce to ,col*e/]1 ,i w5t to he> ,john ,*ur* prea* 9 a b>n1 0 invit$ to ,mr4 ,abbott's2 0 prevail$ ^u to sleep ) ,john ,*ur*2 ,i did sleep ) him ?ree nights2 aft] be+ entic$ to _m imprud5cies1 ,i 0 "u ! necessity to resi/ c]ta9 attempts1 :i*1 if ,i _h compli$ )1 ,i am fe>ful mu/ h ru9$ bo? s\l & body2 ! crime is too horrid to relate4 ,,william ,,cl>k4 ,,ri*>d ,,patmore ,j4 ,,ellison ,c4 ,,wire ,h4 ,t4 ,,wire ,witnesses4 ,p4,s4--,?is took place 9 ,m>* la/1 #ahab4 ,! peace ( ?is poor lad's m9d h[ev] is completely de/roy$1 s fatally has ! ev5t prey$ ^u him2--s f> s z to fill ! bosom ( 8 ag$ fa!r ) su* a _s ( indignation & rev5ge1 t he actually came up to ,london ) a full det]m9ation to be ! dea? ( him :o _h ?us ru9$ ! peace ( 8 belov$ son1 :ile ! "m's m9d 0 n less di/ract$ ?an t ( ! fa!r4 ,9 consequ5ce ( ?is1 ! fa!r ent]$ ,j4 ,*ur*'s meet+ h\se1 ) two load$ pi/ols1 "o 9 ea* pocket2 b "u ! excess ( agitation1 he fa9t$ away1 & 0 c>ri$ out ( ! place4 ,! foll[+ w ca/ "s light on ! prec$+3 ,col*e/]1 ,septemb] #af1 #ahab4 ,,sir--,la/ ev5+ ,i _h an int]view ) ,cl>k's fa!r1 :o wi%es him to comply ) y\r wi%es4 ,i m5tion$ to him respect+ ,*ur*'s conduct1 & ,i f9d ! la/ night to be ! wor/4 ,likewise t he w\ld h committ$ ! act _h n ,cl>k prev5t$ him4 ,! p>ticul>s ,i told y :5 9 ,london1 b f9d !m worse ?an :at ,i describ$ to y4 ,!y are n able to be at any exp5ce2 b if ! ,g5tlem5 wi% to prosecute1 & to pay ,cl>k's exp5ces up to ,london1 c4 he w h no objection to come :5 y please to s5d4 ,i ne$ only say1 ,i wi% y to in=m ! ,g5tlem51 & give me a l9e4 ,i am1 de>1 ,sir1 y\rs1 c4 ,c4 ,,wire4 ,! foll[+ is a n>rative :i* ,cook has giv5 ( 8 acqua9tance ) ,p>son ,*ur*2 & :i* 0 tak5 d[n f 8 own dictation by ,mr4 ,e-- ,b--3 ,9 ,may1 #ahaj1 ,i 0 9 company ) ,mr4 ,y>dley & ano!r "y man by ! "n ( ,pond]4 ,i f\nd aft] t ! said ,pond] 0 a drumm] 9 ! ,gu>ds2 ,i call$ at a h\se 9 ! ,london ,road1 :]e ,i saw ,mr4 ,*ur* ! fir/ "t 9 my life3 !re 0 at ?is h\se ab\t twelve or f\rte5 altoge!r1 dr9k+ g91 & ,mr4 ,*ur* h&$ me a glass ( ! same1 :i* ,i took2 ,*ur* behav$ v polite to me1 & said :at a f9e fell[ ,i 02 he press$ me v mu* to /op & get tea ) !m1 = he said he w\ld call & see me :5 ,i 0 settl$ 9 ! h\se 9 ,v]e-/reet4 ,i /opp$ a little :ile1 & 0 ab\t to leave !m1 :5 ,*ur* said ,i %\ld n g be=e ,i _h tea1 & flung d[n a doll>2 & a man1 by ! "n ( ,gaisco91 took ! money & w5t = ! tea & o!r ?+s1 b ,i w\ld n /ay3 ,*ur* came out ( ! room ) me1 & walk$ ) me z f> z ! turnpike2 !re he met ano!r g5tleman1 :i* ,i nev] saw be=e1 & ,i w5t on & left him = t "t2 ,i ?9k x 0 six or eight days4 ,i w5t to live at ! ,swan1 & saw ,*ur* aga92 he came ab\t ?ree o'clock 9 ! aft]noon1 & ,mr4 ,y>dley acco/$ him1 8,p>son1 :at6 are y come to see ! *apel80 ,he said 8,yes1 & to prea* too40 ,*ur* ask$ me h[ ,i 02 ,i said ,i 0 n v well3 he ask$ me :y ,i w5t away 9 t %y mann]2 ,i told him he 0 a /rang] to me1 & ,i did n l to be intrud+ on /range p3 he said ,i 0 %y--he did n "k :at to make ( me2 he also press$ me v mu* to take a walk ) him1 b ,i decl9$ x3 he said ,i mu/ g1 b ,i /ill decl9$1 & did n g ) him3 he /aid "s "t1 & jo9$ ! company 9 ! back p>l\r--p]sons by ! "n ( ,miss ,fox & ,miss ,kitty ,cambrick 0 among !m1 & ! ,que5 ( ,bohemia4 ,z ,mr4 ,c4 0 go+ away1 he came to ! b> & spoke to me1 & said ,i mu/ take some?+ to dr9k1 :i* ,i did1 & he paid = x1 & left ! h\se = t "t1 9 a few days he call$ aga91 9 ! aft]noon1 & !re 0 n _m p !re2 he ask$ if ,y>dley 0 at home2 ,i said he 0 n3 he said he 0 v sorry = x3 ,i ask$ him :at he want$2 he said he came on purpose = me to take a walk ) him1 b ,i did n g3 he said he w\ld wait until ,y>dley came 94 ,*ur* said ,i %\ld d him a great fav\r if ,i w\ld take a walk ) him2 ,i w\ld n g--he /ill press$ me v mu* to g3 ,i said ,i w\ld if he w\ld wait till ,i _h clean$ myself3 he wait$ m ?an two h\rs = me2 ,i w5t to sleep because ,i w\ld n g ) him2 & 9 ! mean "t he wait$ s long t he 0 tir$2 he s5t ! wait] to call me1 :i* he did1 & said ! ,p>son want$ me1 & _h be5 wait+ two h\rs = me2 ,i said1 let him wait1 = ,i %\ld n come2 he return$1 & said if ,i w\ld b speak to him1 he %\ld g away happy3 ,i f\nd ,i c\ld n get rid ( him--,i w5t d[n /airs2 he said1 well1 sir1 ,i hope y\r nap has done y good2 ,i said1 ,i don't "k1 don't bo!r me4 ,he said ,i 0 v cross to him2 ,i told him !re 0 o!r m5 )\t me2 if he want$ to prea*1 n to prea* to me ab\t crossness4 ,he said1 well1 if t 0 ! case1 he 0 v sorry he _h (f5d$ me2 ,i told him he _h n (f5d$ me nor pleas$ me2 b z ,i 0 n well1 ! less any "o talk$ to me ! bett] ,i lik$ x2 he said1 if ,i 0 b fri5ds ) him1 & %ake h&s ) him1 he %\ld g away happy4 ,mr4 ,y>dley said he nev] see su* a fell[ z ,i 01 = ,i _h affront$ e body t came to ! h\se4 ,i !n %ook h&s ) ! ,p>son1 = at t "t ,i did n "k 8 "n4 ,he %ook h&s ) me1 & we _h some?+ to dr9k1 & ,mr4 ,*ur* paid = x & w5t away4 ,i nev] saw him until ,i came out ( ,newgate2 ,i 0 talk+ to ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,holl[ay1 & tell+ !m !re 0 a ,p>son some:]e ab\t ,/4 ,george's ,fields1 b 8 "n ,i did n "k4 ,he ask$ me if ,i %\ld "k him if ,i saw him1 ,i said ,i %\ld2 by t ,i w5t to ! ,*apel & saw ,mr4 ,*ur*1 & !n ,i ask$ ! p :at 0 ! ,p>son's "n2 !y told me 8 "n 0 ,*ur*4 ,i said he ought to be a%am$ ( himself to prea* !re1 a 999999 & rascal1 & left ! place1 & w5t home 9 ! greate/ pa9s ,i ev] felt 9 my life1 & 0 resolv$ to see him1 :i* ,i did ! next day1 & give him "o ( ! h&-bills2 & ! mann] he receiv$ me1 0 l a "y man w\ld 8 swee!>t2--,i begun my conv]sation3 ,well1 ,sir1 ,i suppose y d n "k me8 ,he said he did n4 ,i said my "n 0 ,cook1 t kept ! ,swan1 9 ,v]e-/reet4 ,he said he ?\ght s1 b 0 n sure3 he said1 :y did ,i n call be=e & %ake h&s ) a-body4 ,i told him ,i did n "k :]e he liv$1 nor ,i did n "k 8 "n until ,i w5t to ! *apel & f\nd him out4 ,he told me n to make x kn[n t he ev] came to my h\se1 = he & ,r[l& ,hill _h dagg]s drawn1 & t he %\ld be oblig$ to indite ,hill to cle> up 8 "*1 & = ,god's sake d n expose me4--7,"h ! n>rative breaks (f47 ,!re are v>i\s o!r docum5ts :i* are too volum9\s to notice at pres5t4 ,! po9t to direct ! att5tion ( ! public is1 ! extraord9>y circum/ance ( a man cont9u+ to ex]cise ! functions ( a *ri/ian pa/or up to ! pres5t "t1 ) su* heavy imputations z ^! hang+ ov] 8 head4 ,he knew t ! :ole neighb\rhood rung ) accusations2 he knew t "s hundr$s ( publications conta9+ *>ges s sev]e1 t any /atem5ts comp>$ to !m1 87 l5ity & compassion10 h be5 sold 9 ,/4 ,george's-fields4 ,! read] may probably h "s curiosity to "k :at sort ( a prea*] ?is p]son is4 ,i h gone to he> him2 & ,i pity 8 poor delud$ foll[]s4 ,he does inde$ deliv] himself 9 a full1 cle>1 articulate tone ( voice2 b to criticise 8 /yle1 or analyse ! sub/ance ( 8 disc\rse1 w\ld be a fruitless lab\r3 x w\ld be l dissect+ a cobweb4 ,unmean+ rhapsodies1 & unconnect$ s5t5ces1 ?r\gh :i* ! fa9te/ gleam ( morality is n to be trac$1 mu/1 f _! evanesc5t nature1 set ! p[]s ( recollection at defiance2 !y ev5 escape f ! la% ( "o's contempt4 ,9 8 c\nt5ance !re is none ( t dignifi$ mildness1 none ( t subdu$ expression ( piety :i* "o (t5 obs]ves 9 ,*ri/ian prea*]s ^: habits ( life are con=mable to _! precepts4 ,8 mann] is =w>d & impos+2 & 8 eyes are cont9ually employ$ 9 />+ at "s p]son among 8 auditors4 #aa ,! foll[+ ,"* is giv5 ( ,*ur* by ,mr4 ,george ,gee & 8 wife1 :o live 9 ! ,new ,cut1 ,lambe? ,m>%4 8,mr4 ,*ur* ! ,m9i/] lodg$ at our h\se a ye> & a half1 & left la/ ye> at ,lady-day4 8,we 7 9 hopes t we 7 ab\t to h a godly pray+ m9i/] 9 our h\se1 & to be sure1 ! fir/ night he _h some:at l pray]1 & t & once aft]w>ds1 7 ! only times he ev] w5t to family pray] 9 our h\se4 ,nor c\ld !y h any pray]1 z he w\ld be frequ5tly out almo/ all h\rs ( ! night1 & w\ld lie 9 b$ till t5 o'clock 9 ! morn+4 ,sev]al times he & 8 wife w\ld h skirmi%+s & fight+s betwe5 !mselves1 :ile _! *ildr5 w\ld be left to run ab\t ! /reets out ( s*ool h\rs1 & all[$ to keep company ) *ildr5 t w\ld swe> 9 our he>+ mo/ %ock+ly4 ,8 *ildr5 7 always left to be v dirty1 & w\ld be s5t sometimes ?ree or f\r times 9 ! morn+ = spiritu\s liquors ( all sorts2 z = read+ good books or ev5 ! ,bible1 he sc>ce ev] ?\ght ( x1 b w\ld sp5d a deal ( 8 "t 9 loose & va9 talk1 9 walk+ ab\t1 & 9 fawn+ on "y m51 t 0 8 *ief delight4 8,sundays & work+ days 7 all alike to !m1 = !y w\ld s5d out to buy liquors & :atev] else !y want$1 on ,sundays z well z o!r days4 8,! h\se w\ld be frequ5tly m l a play-h\se 7,i might say a bawdy h\se7 ?an a m9i/]'s h\se1 :]e a set ( "y p w\ld come1 & behave m indec5tly ?an ought to be m5tion$4 ,ev5 "o ,sunday morn+ !y made su* an upro>1 z t !y broke "o ( ! w9d[s1 & aft] t1 !y w\ld g ) him to 8 ,*apel1 & aft] t he w\ld give ! sacram5t to su* disord]ly p1 let _! *>act]s be ev] s loose40 8,he 0 always ready to g fa/ en\gh out to d9n] or supp]1 :]e he c\ld get good eat+ & dr9k+2 b poor p might s5d to him f _! sick b$1 times & times be=e he w\ld come to !m4 ,see+ s mu* ( 8 inconsi/5cies & %ock+ fil?9ess 9 _! rooms1 7?\gh !y always paid ! r5t17 we 7 det]m9$ to give !m w>n+ to quit our h\se1 & we d ?9k t a worse man or woman nev] came into any man's h\se be=e1 especially z ,mr4 ,*ur* pret5d$ to prea* ! gospel2 su* hypocrites are mu* worse ?an o!rs1 & besides ?is1 we nev] he>d any man tell lies s fa/ 9 all our lives4 ,x is a great grief to u t ev] we w5t to he> him prea*1 or suff]$ him to /op s long 9 our h\se40 8,,george ,,& ,,frances ,,gee40 ,9 addition to ! above te/imonies1 ! writ] has receiv$ a v long n>rative ( atrocities committ$ by ,,john ,,*ur* :ile he resid$ at ,banbury1 writt5 by a ,m9i/] at t place2 b ! facts are too disgu/+ & %ock+ to be publi%$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,on ! #f? ( ,june #ahac1 ! ,gr& ,jury = ! ,c\nty ( ,middlesex f\nd a ,bill ( ,indictm5t aga9/ ,,john ,,*ur* = 8 attempt "s ye>s ago on a lad nam$ ,web/]4 ,incr$ible z x may appe>1 ?is v man1 on ! v ev5+ ( ! day he 0 held to bail = trial on ! mo/ horrid *>ges1 giv5 on oa?1 _h ! impud5ce to g into 8 *apel & prea* to a cr[d$ audi5ce4 ,at ! ,middlesex ,sessions on ,monday ! #ab? ( ,july #ahac1 he 0 tri$ & acquitt$4 ,inde$1 x 0 nev] imag9$ t any o!r v]dict ?an "o ( acquittal w\ld h be5 giv54 ,if ! read] looks back to ! proce$+s at ,union ,hall1 he w f9d t ?is prosecution 0 ,,ord]$ by ! ,magi/rates ( t ,(fice1 & did n orig9ate ) ! prosecutor1 ,william ,web/]1 on :om ! abom9able attempt 0 alleg$ to h be5 made 7n[ f\rte5 ye>s ago74 ,! v m5tion ( ! attempt 0 a m]e incid5tal circum/ance aris+ out ( ano!r proce$+ !n be=e ! ,magi/rates4 ,let ! ,read] also take notice ( ! foll[+ s5t5ce3--8,! ,magi/rate obs]v$1 t f ! l5g? ( "t :i* _h elaps$ s9ce ! (f5ce _h be5 committ$1 he ?\ght a ,jury w\ld n feel ju/ifi$ 9 f9d+ him guilty40 ,?is ,william ,web/]1 !re=e1 mu/ be consid]$1 9 all respects1 z an unwill+ prosecutor4 ,he 0 support$ only by "o c\nsel1 !n ( "y /&+ 7,mr4 ,adolphus71 :o _h to /ruggle aga9/ two ( ! mo/ able advocates 7,messrs4 ,gurney & ,alley7 9 ! crim9al c\rts4 ,x appe>s also t ,web/] gave 8 evid5ce ) emb>rassm5t & trepidation1 & t he suff]$ himself to fall into "s inconsi/5cies4 ,) ?is solit>y & confus$ evid5ce1 & aft] a lapse--aft] a sil5ce ( ,,elev5 ,,ye>s1 0 x possible to suppose t a ,jury w\ld h f\nd any man guilty8 ,x mu/ "h be obs]v$1 t ! decision on ?is solit>y compla9t ( elev5 ye>s /&+1 does n 9 ! slighte/ degree affect any ( ! num]\s accusations ( a m rec5t date :i* h be5 made aga9/ ,john ,*ur*4 99 99 99 99 99 ,sev]al p]sons h be5 at a loss to "k by :at au?ority ?is man presum$ to take ^u himself ! functions ( a ,m9i/] ( ! ,gospel4 ,!y h ask$ h[ c\ld a man s pr(ligate--s notori\sly crim9al1 come =? to in/ruct o!rs 9 religion4 ,! "q is natural1 & dem&s an answ]4 ,! practice among ,diss5t]s is1 t :5 any man feels a /rong desire to become a prea*]1 he communicates ! same to sev]al ,m9i/]s1 :o make /rict enquiry into 8 qualifications z to piety1 le>n+1 morals1 c4 & if !y f9d ^! e/abli%$ on satisfactory evid5ce1 !y !n conf] on ! c&idate a sort ( ord9ation1 )\t :i* he c h no au?ority to (ficiate z a m9i/] ( ! ,gospel4 ,x seems1 t ,*ur* did receive "s ord9ation ( ?is k9d at ! t[n ( ,banbury1 9 ,ox=d%ire1 f :i* place he 0 driv5 away = 8 mal-practices4 ,s9ce !n he has n be51 "u ! contr\l1 & has act$ 9 defiance ( all ! ord9ances ( ! ,diss5t+ ,*ur*4 ,he has 9 fact gone ab\t z a m]e isolat$ adv5tur]2 & no m9i/] w\ld prea* 9 a pulpit belong+ to him4 ,yet he cont9u$ to prea*1 9 defiance ( ,*ri/ian z well z moral ord9ances1 because he c\ld n be sil5c$ by any legal au?ority1 & because he reject$ all ecclesia/ical gov]nm5t4 ,"o "* peculi> to ! p]son we are speak+ ( is1 t :]ev] he has be5 admitt$ z a prea*]1 he has di/urb$ ! religi\s sy/em1 & upset ! ord] ( ! place4 ,9 ,col*e/] he turn$ ! :ole congregation aga9/ _! m9i/]1 by prea*+ doctr9es t5d+ to enc\rage lic5ti\sness & to fo/] ! wor/ passions4 ,all p]sons acqua9t$ ) hi/ory w recollect1 t ?is mode ( heal+ ! consci5ces ( pr(ligate m5 0 practis$ by ! ,romi% ,*ur* be=e ! ,re=mation1 & :5 x fl\ri%$ 9 its ranke/ /ate ( corruption--:5 indulg5ces = s9s to be committ$1 & p>don = s9s pa/1 7 op5ly sold = money4 ,! mann] 9 :i* ! ,obelisk ,prea*] has conduct$ ! affairs ( 8 *apel be>s "s resemblance to ?is practice2 & = ! purpose ( increas+ 8 rev5ue1 he has ev5 adm9i/]$ ! sacram5t to p]sons :5 intoxicat$66 ,h[ev] great may be ! mass ( folly1 ignorance1 & fanaticism1 :i* prevail ?r\gh\t mo/ ( ! l[ conv5ticles ( ?is metropolis1 & h[ev] injuri\sly !y may op]ate on ! human m9d1 _! effects are innoc5ce & virtue1 comp>$ to ! influ5ce ( t guilt :i* has s rec5tly be5 expos$2 & x is n too mu* to obs]ve t ! poor silly vision>ies :o deal 9 pictures1 9 miracles1 & mon/r\s conceits1 are n wilfully or practically vici\s1 & t !y h la%$ !mselves into a belief ( :at !y prea*2 !re=e !y _c drag =w>d s close ^u ! heels ( ,mr4 ,john ,*ur* z to hold out an appe>ance ( _! belong+ to ! same society4 ,aft] ,*ur* hav+ be5 held to bail = ! purpose ( be+ tri$ on *>ges n to be nam$ among ,*ri/ians1 he ought to h ab/a9$ f ent]+ 8 pulpit1 & %unn$ ! v light1 until 8 "* 0 cle>$ up to ! satisfaction ( 8 congregation1 :o ought to h deem$ x a sacrilege to be pres5t :ile he attempt$ to promulgate ! doctr9es ( ,*ri/ 9 a place ( div9e wor%ip4 ,b "o w\ld ?9k !re 0 a cong5iality ( s5tim5t & ( sympa?y betwe5 ! pa/or & ! flock6 ,inde$ ?is latt] rem>k is f\nd$ ^u some?+ m ?an conjecture2 = a great numb] ( p]sons :o are 9 ! habit ( frequ5t+ 8 *apel1 h tak5 up ! cause ( _! prea*] ) a zeal t _c easily be acc\nt$ = 9 any way b "o4 ,!y w inve/igate no *>ge2 !y reject all evid5ce4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! foll[+ ,confessional ,lett]1 f ,*ur*1 0 s5t to ! great surprise ( ! ,rev4 ,mr4 ,l--1 two days aft] ! (f5ce _h be5 committ$4 ,x appe>s t ,*ur* 0 b v slightly kn[n to ! above g5tleman1 9 consequ5ce ( "s money transactions hav+ pass$ betwe5 !m3-- ,,de> ,,sir--,surely ^u ! reception ( ?is %ort note y w say1 ah4 ,*ur* is l all ! re/ ( ! p>sons1 promise mu* & d little1 yea no?+3 to y\r note ,i c only ) a pa9$ he>t reply1 ,i _c inde$--,i c sc>cely write ?is note1 my s\l is too deeply pi]c$4 ,ab\t eight or n9e ye>s ago ,dr4 ,drap] left ! *ur* 9 ! ,boro'1 & ,god op5$ ,*aple c\rt = me1 _m att5d$ & h be5 ble/1 n[ a s+ul> provid5ce b a mo/ di/ress+ "o has occurr$ to take me %ortly f my de>1 de> family & belov$ congregation4 ,b ,god has s5t ,mr4 ,l-- to prea* all ! tru? to my poor disp]s$ flock1 at lea/ s x appe>s to me1 & ,i w\ld d all ! good to promote ! success ( ,mr4 ,l-- t my poor p might n be />v'd till ,i return to !m 9 peace1 :i* may be _m mon?s4 ,my he>t is brok51 my enemies h ru9$ me at la/1 & ,i %all nev]1 nev] surm\nt x1 an unpleasant affair happ5+ at ,vauxhall1 is add$ too1 & ,i mu/ take ! consequ5ces3 no arm c help1 relieve1 or deliv] b ! ,"l's1 & ,i feel p]suad$ ! ,"l w n3 judge my feel+s if y c4 ,i %all secretly come & he> y1 to get all ! good ,i c to an he>t depre/1 disconsolate1 & full ( woe4 ,o ! joy ( my enemies6 ,o ! di/ress ( my fri5ds6 ,o my poor he>t6 ,let a sigh g up to ,god = me :5 y c4 ,y\rs 9 ! utmo/ di/ress1 ,j4 ,c4 ,! foll[+ are ! rem>ks ( ! ,g5tleman to :om ! above ,lett] 0 address$3-- ,a self-s5t div9e & a belov$ bro!r ( ! ,rev]5d ,j4 ,*ur*1 ^: "n is ,t4 ,a--1 positively decl>$--7b a few weeks ago7 t ! v affectionate ,v]e-/reet 8,mr4 ,*ur* k9dly put 8 arms r\nd my neck & kiss$ me twice1 & ask$ me politely to sleep ) him40 ,"l1 :at has s9 done6 ,h[ev] ! ,rev]5d bro!r ,t4 ,a4 fur!r adds1 8,i decl9$ ! latt] (f]1 ( c\rse10 c4 b h[ f> ?is /atem5t may be true respect+ 8 decl9+ ! latt] (f]1 aft] 8 all[+ t pi\s brute to kiss him twice1 mu/ be left ) ! read] to judge = himself1 z ,i am confid5t t none b ^? unclean birds1 ( ! same ne/1 w\ld 9 any measure wi% ev5 ! slighte/ cr$it to be giv5 to su* a fil?y te/imony1 by su* an effem9ate "* z ,t4 ,a4 ,aga91 ?is bro!r 9 iniquity1 :5 speak+ ( ano!r bro!r1 9 ! same l9e ( uncleanness1 ^: "n ,i und]/& is ,c--1 :o is a p]son v rem>kable = us+ ! words1 7:5 speak+ ( 8 d>l+ ,*ur*7 8bless him10 be+ in=m$ by 8 bro!r ,a4 t bro!r ,*ur* 0 ab\t to leave t[n1 9 ord] to evade fur!r inquiries1 ! poor ?+ 7woman-l7 fa9t$ & fell back aga9/ a wall2 b 8 bro!r ,a4 be+ ne> him1 k9dly took him by ! h& & rais$ 8 droop+ head 7de> lamb71 :o1 :5 he _h a little recov]$ ! %ock1 !y affectionately walk$ (f toge!r1 & ! fa9t+ bro!r took hold ( 8 bro!r ,a4's h&1 78bless him107 rubb$ x affectionately1 & press$ x to 8 bosom1 wi%+ to h a fur!r int]c\rse ) him6 ,m>vell\s wick$ness6 may x n truly be said ( su* dete/able mon/]s1 9 human %ape1 t ,god has giv5 !m ov] to vile affections & to all uncleanness1 ?r\gh ! lu/s ( _! own he>ts1 to di%on\r _! own bodies betwe5 !mselves4 ,burn+ 9 _! own lu/ "o t[>ds ano!r1 m5 ) m51 work+ t :i* is unseemly1 & receiv+ 9 !mselves t recomp5ce ( _! error :i* is meet4 ,h[ truly awful & equally disgu/+ t su* vile wret*es %\ld be p]mitt$ to /& up ) a pret5ce to prea* ! ,gospel1 or t !y %\ld ev5 pr(ess to be believ]s 9 ,jesus1 z )\t all d\bt ! s9 ( :i* !y /& ju/ly *>g$1 0 inv5t$ by ! ar* fi5d ( ,hell1 to prev5t ! appe>ance ( ! se$ ( ! woman1 #ae :o 0 to effectually bruize 8 head4 ,o6 my s\l1 come n ?\ into _! diabolical secret6 ,i w\ld advise all ! true foll[]s ( ! meek & l[ly ,lamb ( ,god1 :o may hi!rto h be5 deceiv$ z to ! real "* ( ,*ur* & 8 bro!rs :o wor%ip ) him at ! ,surrey ,tab]nacle1 9 ! language ( ! ,angel to ,lot-- 8,ha/e1 escape = ?y life1 t>ry n 9 all ! pla940--,see ,g54 xix4 #ag4 ,great cr$it is due to ,mr4 ,patrick = ! p]sev]ance he has manife/$ 9 br++ ?is hypocritical wret* to ju/ice4 ,unm9dful ( ! ?reats & abuse ( a p>ty1 & n to be det]r$ by ! heavy exp5ces att5d+ su* a prosecution1 he has1 at l5g?1 f9ally triumph$ ov] all ! arts & intrigues t _h be5 practis$ aga9/ 8 obta9+ ! desirable end1 namely1 9 te>+ (f ! mask f ?is pret5d$ pi\s prea*]1 & r5d]+ him am5able to ! (f5d$ laws ( 8 c\ntry4 ,x may n be improp] to /ate "o ( ! tricks made use ( to ?r[ ! prosecutor (f 8 gu>d4 ,a limb ( ! law x appe>s1 ( ! ,jewi% p]suasion1 gratuit\sly (f]$ to conduct ! prosecution = ! "y man2 b ^u a refusal be+ giv5 to him1 on acc\nt ( ,mr4 ,,h>m] be+ select$ = su* purpose1 x 0 ultimately discov]$ t ?is philan?ropic ,israelite _h be5 ex]t+ himself t[>ds exculpat+ ,*ur*1 ) all ! +5uity he 0 ma/] ( 9 8 def5ce1 f ! he9\s (f5ce all$g$ aga9/ him4 ,! 8law's delay0 0 resort$ to1 b only to put (f ! trial till ! next assizes1 b ! exp5ces mat]ially increas$1 z a means ( det]r+ ! prosecutor f proce$+4 ,x is h[ev] lam5table to obs]ve1 t ! *>ges 9 br++ su* a wret* to ju/ice1 %\ld am\nt to eighty or n9ety p\nds6 ,! wife ( ,*ur*1 ^u be+ made acqua9t$ ) 8 diabolical prop5sities1 became di/ract$1 & 0 9 a cont9ual /ate ( intoxication1 till dea? reliev$ ?is un=tunate woman f h] tr\bles4 ,b x appe>s t s9ce he has be5 *>g$ ) ! above dete/able (f5ce1 9 ord] 7we presume "u ! mask ( hypocrisy17 to rescue 9 "s degree 8 "* f ! public odium ) :i* x _h be5 m>k$1 induc$ him to m>ry a respectable woman1 :o kept a sem9>y = "y ladies at ,hamm]smi?4 ,! v]dict ( 8,guilty0 _h be5 sc>cely pron\nc$1 :5 ! relatives ( ! *ildr51 ) ! greate/ promptitude possible1 took !m all away f ! said s*ool4 ,not)/&+ ! above confessional lett]1 7see page #ad17 = ! au!nticity ( :i* we c v\*1 hav+ ! orig9al 9 our possession1 on ! ,sunday aft] x 0 s5t1 he _h ! audacity & wick$ness to /& up 9 8 pulpit1 & endeav\r to calumniate 8 accus]s & ass]t 8 own innoc5ce2 b ?is effront]y1 x seems1 has at l5g? left him1 s9ce ! v]dict ( twelve imp>tial m5 h pron\nc$ him guilty1 t on ,sunday la/ 7,aug4 #ag47 he _h n ! tem]ity aga9 to face ! num]\s audi5ce t _h assembl$ bo? )9 & )\t ! walls ( 8 *apel4 ,f ! ackn[l$gm5t ( ?is mon/] himself1 ! pr(its ( ?is preci\s recepticle produc$ him f #ajjjl4 to #abjjl4 annually4 99 99 99 99 99 ,pr9t$ by ,,hay & ,,turn]1 #aa1 ,newca/le-/reet1 ,/r&4 ,,( ,,:om ,,may ,,be ,,_h1 ,,! ,,only ,,g5u9e ,,edition ,,( ,,! ,,trial ,,( ,,rog] ,o',,connor1 ,,esq4 ,at ,mea? ,assizes1 ,augu/ #d & #e1 #ahag2 on a *>ge ( ,,robb+ ,,! ,,galway ,,mail1 by a ,p]son :o _h be5 ,?rice ,repriev$ on ,(f]+ to ,make ,disclosures4 ,tak5 by an ,em95t ,%ort ,h& ,writ]4 ,) ,mr4 ,o',,connor's ,int]e/+ & ,manly ,address to ! ,p ( ,irel&4 ,price #d;d4 ,! ,,spee*es ( ,messrs4 ,,hunt1 ,,watson1 ,,pre/on1 ,,?i/lewood1 ,,cl>ke1 c4 giv5 at a ,d9n] at ! ,cr[n & ,an*or ,tav]n1 to celebrate ! ,acquittal ( ! ,/ate ,prison]s4 ,price #d;d4 ,! ,,:ole ( ! ,,trials = ,,high ,,treason at ! ,c\rt ( ,k+'s ,b5*1 ,june #i4 ,price #as4 ,! ,,political ,,"* ( ,t4 ,,reynolds1 ,esq4 conta9+ an ,acc\nt ( 8 ,transactions ) ! ,rebellion 9 ,irel&2 ) ,obs]vations on 8 ,te/imony1 by ,p4 ,,curran1 ,esq4 ,price #f;d4 ,,footnotes4 #aa ,a ,g5tleman :o happ5$ to att5d two or ?ree times at ,*ur*'s ,meet+-h\se1 took d[n ! foll[+ s5t5ces f 8 ,s]mons4 ,!y may gratify ! curiosity ( ! read]4 8,god is frequ5tly go+ =?1 & we also are (t5 go+ to ! w9d[ to look = him2 ,! m vile ,i am made to appe> to ! ,_w1 ! m ,god w assi/ me4 ,e citiz5 is a free-born4 ,_m h wond]$ h[ ,i c\ld g ?ro' s mu* tr\ble4 ,!re h be5 a great _m t h wi%$ to see me--,i c in=m !m ,i _h mu* r !y _h wi%$ to see ,*ri/4 ,p may be laugh$ at = be+ fools1 b y may dep5d ^u x ! m ,god w l !m4 ,all t believe n w c]ta9ly be damn$4 ,! duties ( ,*ri/ianity are n to be prea*$ to an ungodly _w2 ,john ,*ur* is v mu* spok5 (1 b !y _h mu* bett] speak ( ,jesus2 ! p ( ! e/abli%$ *ur* feel no spiritual joy4 ,spiritual disc\rse is enliv5+ to ! s5ses1 c4 ,! bread ( life is n to be giv5 away to ,dogs4 ,i am n go+ to turn auctione]1 b ,i am go+ to in=m y t next ,"l's ,day ,i am go+ to publi% a book prov+ t ,god1 ! ,son1 & ! ,_s1 are all "o great ,god4 ,my s]mon w be good news & com=t to all poor s9n]s2 ,satan & all 8 spirits nev] sleeps2 ! p[] ( life & dea? is only 9 ! b&s ( our ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/4 ,devils are all[$ to h>rass ! p ( ,god day & night--no wond] !y p]plex ^? !y cant de/roy4 ,p are mo/ly liable to fall 9 _! fir/ love into awful h]esies & temptation4 ,all ! ,"l's p d n see into ! glory ( my text--'tis l a jewel 9 a rock ( ,adamant4 ,! wor/ s9 0 ! murd]+ ( ,god's sa9ts4 ,:5 ,i sit 9 d>kness ! ,"l w be a light onto me4 ,_m m5 laugh at ! doctr9e ( ! new bir?--are !re n _m le>n$ ,doctors t "k no?+ ( x8 ,let a man come "u any circum/ances1 ,i w receive him--,don't laugh at ! doctr9e ( inspiration2 be wise1 x has (t5 be5 prea*$ by our *ur*--,i am nev] tir$ ( prea*+2 & ,i believe my de> bre?r5 are nev] tir$ ( he>+ me4 ,if e "o t is sav$ %\ld be z bright z ! sun1 :at a place ,heav5 mu/ be1 :]e !re w be s _m millions6 ,angels beckon me away1 & ,*ri/ bids me come4 ,! sight ( ,*ri/1 y may dep5d on't1 w be wor? suff]+ =4 ,o t ,i _h ! voice ( an ar*angel1 ,i w\ld inde$ d wond]s4 ,i d\bt ! inf]iority ( "o angel ov] ano!r 9 ,heav5--,*ri/ is entirely indep5d5t ( or ) ,god4 ,we mu/ h ! _s ( ,god be=e we are 8 p4 ,believe 9 ! pr$e/9ation ( et]nal life1 b n 9 et]nal dea?2 p t suff] 7 be=eh& pr$e/9$ s to d1 by ,god4 ,bad or horrid is ! religion ( a pr\d ,ph>isee4 ,t religion t is prea*$ by ! p ( ,god is ,god himself4 ,!re c be no go+ =? until ! _s ( ,god has ent]$4 ,! ,,mob is seldom /irr$ up b ?ro' ,prie/s2 !re is n[ a case ( ! v k9d4 ,:5 envy bur/s =? ?ro' jeal\s & envi\s neighb\r+ ,prie/s1 & publi%$ by ,dei/s1 !re c be no?+ to fe>2 & ,i v]ily believe1 t any ?+ pray$ = to ,*ri/ w c]ta9ly be grant$1 z has always be5 ! case ) me4 ,let u = ev] endeav\r to turn e ?+1 :e!r good or bad1 into good4 ,i d n believe t ,god begot ,jesus ,*ri/--!y say too t ,joseph 0 an impo/or at ?is v day3--e ?+ t is done aga9/ ! *ur* is done aga9/ ,*ri/2 also t :i* is done aga9/ ,*ri/ is done aga9/ ! ,*ur*2 & any ?+ done aga9/ ! p ( ,god is done aga9/ ,*ri/4 ,x is a mo/ bless$ ?+ t we c ?r[ our bur!ns ^u ,*ri/2--,i d n c>e :o he>s me1 :e!r ,god1 or ,man1 ,fri5ds or ,foes1 ,devils or ,angels1 or any ?+ else2 & let !m call me an ,ant9omian aga9 if !y please4 ,!re mu/ be spiritual life 9 ! s\l4 ,! ,"l ,jesus ,*ri/ & ! p ( ,god are "o4 ,*ri/ has no sorr[ b ! p ( ,god mu/ sympa?ise ) him2 & ! p ( ,god h no affliction b t ,*ri/ sympa?ises ) !m40 #ae ,g54 iii4 #ae4