,,rosa ,,alchemica ,by ,w4,b4 ,yeats ,o blessed and happy he1 who knowing the mysteries of the gods1 sanctifies his life1 and purifies his soul1 celebrating orgies in the mountains with holy purifications4--,euripides4 ,,rosa ,,alchemica4 ,i ,it is now more than ten years since ,i met1 for the last time1 ,michael ,robartes1 and for the first time and the last time his friends and fellow students2 and witnessed his and their tragic end1 and endured those strange experiences1 which have changed me so that my writings have grown less popular and less intelligible1 and driven me almost to the verge of taking the habit of ,st4 ,dominic4 ,i had just published ,rosa ,alchemica1 a little work on the ,alchemists1 somewhat in the manner of ,sir ,thomas ,browne1 and had received many letters from believers in the arcane sciences1 upbraiding what they called my timidity1 for they could not believe so evident sympathy but the sympathy of the artist1 which is half pity1 for everything which has moved men's hearts in any age4 ,i had discovered1 early in my researches1 that their doctrine was no merely chemical phantasy1 but a philosophy they applied to the world1 to the elements and to man himself2 and that they sought to fashion gold out of common metals merely as part of an universal transmutation of all things into some divine and imperishable substance2 and this enabled me to make my little book a fanciful reverie over the transmutation of life into art1 and a cry of measureless desire for a world made wholly of essences4 ,i was sitting dreaming of what ,i had written1 in my house in one of the old parts of ,dublin2 a house my ancestors had made almost famous through their part in the politics of the city and their friendships with the famous men of their generations2 and was feeling an unwonted happiness at having at last accomplished a long-cherished design1 and made my rooms an expression of this favourite doctrine4 ,the portraits1 of more historical than artistic interest1 had gone2 and tapestry1 full of the blue and bronze of peacocks1 fell over the doors1 and shut out all history and activity untouched with beauty and peace2 and now when ,i looked at my ,crevelli and pondered on the rose in the hand of the ,virgin1 wherein the form was so delicate and precise that it seemed more like a thought than a flower1 or at the grey dawn and rapturous faces of my ,francesca1 ,i knew all a ,christian's ecstasy without his slavery to rule and custom2 when ,i pondered over the antique bronze gods and goddesses1 which ,i had mortgaged my house to buy1 ,i had all a pagan's delight in various beauty and without his terror at sleepless destiny and his labour with many sacrifices2 and ,i had only to go to my bookshelf1 where every book was bound in leather1 stamped with intricate ornament1 and of a carefully chosen colour3 ,shakespeare in the orange of the glory of the world1 ,dante in the dull red of his anger1 ,milton in the blue grey of his formal calm2 and ,i could experience what ,i would of human passions without their bitterness and without satiety4 ,i had gathered about me all gods because ,i believed in none1 and experienced every pleasure because ,i gave myself to none1 but held myself apart1 individual1 indissoluble1 a mirror of polished steel3 ,i looked in the triumph of this imagination at the birds of ,hera1 glowing in the firelight as though they were wrought of jewels2 and to my mind1 for which symbolism was a necessity1 they seemed the doorkeepers of my world1 shutting out all that was not of as affluent a beauty as their own2 and for a moment ,i thought as ,i had thought in so many other moments1 that it was possible to rob life of every bitterness except the bitterness of death2 and then a thought which had followed this thought1 time after time1 filled me with a passionate sorrow4 ,all those forms3 that ,madonna with her brooding purity1 those rapturous faces singing in the morning light1 those bronze divinities with their passionless dignity1 those wild shapes rushing from despair to despair1 belonged to a divine world wherein ,i had no part2 and every experience1 however profound1 every perception1 however exquisite1 would bring me the bitter dream of a limitless energy ,i could never know1 and even in my most perfect moment ,i would be two selves1 the one watching with heavy eyes the other's moment of content4 ,i had heaped about me the gold born in the crucibles of others2 but the supreme dream of the alchemist1 the transmutation of the weary heart into a weariless spirit1 was as far from me as1 ,i doubted not1 it had been from him also4 ,i turned to my last purchase1 a set of alchemical apparatus which1 the dealer in the ,rue le ,peletier had assured me1 once belonged to ,raymond ,lully1 and as ,i joined the alembic to the athanor and laid the lavacrum maris at their side1 ,i understood the alchemical doctrine1 that all beings1 divided from the great deep where spirits wander1 one and yet a multitude1 are weary2 and sympathized1 in the pride of my connoisseurship1 with the consuming thirst for destruction which made the alchemist veil under his symbols of lions and dragons1 of eagles and ravens1 of dew and of nitre1 a search for an essence which would dissolve all mortal things4 ,i repeated to myself the ninth key of ,basilius ,valentinus1 in which he compares the fire of the last day to the fire of the alchemist1 and the world to the alchemist's furnace1 and would have us know that all must be dissolved before the divine substance1 material gold or immaterial ecstasy1 awake4 ,i had dissolved indeed the mortal world and lived amid immortal essences1 but had obtained no miraculous ecstasy4 ,as ,i thought of these things1 ,i drew aside the curtains and looked out into the darkness1 and it seemed to my troubled fancy that all those little points of light filling the sky were the furnaces of innumerable divine alchemists1 who labour continually1 turning lead into gold1 weariness into ecstasy1 bodies into souls1 the darkness into ,god2 and at their perfect labour my mortality grew heavy1 and ,i cried out1 as so many dreamers and men of letters in our age have cried1 for the birth of that elaborate spiritual beauty which could alone uplift souls weighted with so many dreams4 ,,ii ,my reverie was broken by a loud knocking at the door1 and ,i wondered the more at this because ,i had no visitors1 and had bid my servants do all things silently1 lest they broke the dream of my inner life4 ,feeling a little curious1 ,i resolved to go to the door myself1 and1 taking one of the silver candlesticks from the mantlepiece1 began to descend the stairs4 ,the servants appeared to be out1 for though the sound poured through every corner and crevice of the house there was no stir in the lower rooms4 ,i remembered that because my needs were so few1 my part in life so little1 they had begun to come and go as they would1 often leaving me alone for hours4 ,the emptiness and silence of a world from which ,i had driven everything but dreams suddenly overwhelmed me1 and ,i shuddered as ,i drew the bolt4 ,i found before me ,michael ,robartes1 whom ,i had not seen for years1 and whose wild red hair1 fierce eyes1 sensitive1 tremulous lips and rough clothes1 made him look now1 just as they used to do fifteen years before1 something between a debauchee1 a saint1 and a peasant4 ,he had recently come to ,ireland1 he said1 and wished to see me on a matter of importance3 indeed1 the only matter of importance for him and for me4 ,his voice brought up before me our student years in ,paris1 and remembering the magnetic power he had once possessed over me1 a little fear mingled with much annoyance at this irrelevant intrusion1 as ,i led the way up the wide staircase1 where ,swift had passed joking and railing1 and ,curran telling stories and quoting ,greek1 in simpler days1 before men's minds1 subtilized and complicated by the romantic movement in art and literature1 began to tremble on the verge of some unimagined revelation4 ,i felt that my hand shook1 and saw that the light of the candle wavered and quivered more than it need have upon the ,maenads on the old ,french panels1 making them look like the first beings slowly shaping in the formless and void darkness4 ,when the door had closed1 and the peacock curtain1 glimmering like many-coloured flame1 fell between us and the world1 ,i felt1 in a way ,i could not understand1 that some singular and unexpected thing was about to happen4 ,i went over to the mantlepiece1 and finding that a little chainless bronze censer1 set1 upon the outside1 with pieces of painted china by ,orazio ,fontana1 which ,i had filled with antique amulets1 had fallen upon its side and poured out its contents1 ,i began to gather the amulets into the bowl1 partly to collect my thoughts and partly with that habitual reverence which seemed to me the due of things so long connected with secret hopes and fears4 ',i see1' said ,michael ,robartes1 'that you are still fond of incense1 and ,i can show you an incense more precious than any you have ever seen1' and as he spoke he took the censer out of my hand and put the amulets in a little heap between the athanor and the alembic4 ,i sat down1 and he sat down at the side of the fire1 and sat there for awhile looking into the fire1 and holding the censer in his hand4 ',i have come to ask you something1' he said1 'and the incense will fill the room1 and our thoughts1 with its sweet odour while we are talking4 ,i got it from an old man in ,syria1 who said it was made from flowers1 of one kind with the flowers that laid their heavy purple petals upon the hands and upon the hair and upon the feet of ,christ in the ,garden of ,gethsemane1 and folded ,him in their heavy breath1 until ,he cried against the cross and his destiny4' ,he shook some dust into the censer out of a small silk bag1 and set the censer upon the floor and lit the dust which sent up a blue stream of smoke1 that spread out over the ceiling1 and flowed downwards again until it was like ,milton's banyan tree4 ,it filled me1 as incense often does1 with a faint sleepiness1 so that ,i started when he said1 ',i have come to ask you that question which ,i asked you in ,paris1 and which you left ,paris rather than answer4' ,he had turned his eyes towards me1 and ,i saw them glitter in the firelight1 and through the incense1 as ,i replied3 ',you mean1 will ,i become an initiate of your ,order of the ,alchemical ,rose8 ,i would not consent in ,paris1 when ,i was full of unsatisfied desire1 and now that ,i have at last fashioned my life according to my desire1 am ,i likely to consent8' ',you have changed greatly since then1' he answered4 ',i have read your books1 and now ,i see you among all these images1 and ,i understand you better than you do yourself1 for ,i have been with many and many dreamers at the same cross-ways4 ,you have shut away the world and gathered the gods about you1 and if you do not throw yourself at their feet1 you will be always full of lassitude1 and of wavering purpose1 for a man must forget he is miserable in the bustle and noise of the multitude in this world and in time2 or seek a mystical union with the multitude who govern this world and time4' ,and then he murmured something ,i could not hear1 and as though to someone ,i could not see4 ,for a moment the room appeared to darken1 as it used to do when he was about to perform some singular experiment1 and in the darkness the peacocks upon the doors seemed to glow with a more intense colour4 ,i cast off the illusion1 which was1 ,i believe1 merely caused by memory1 and by the twilight of incense1 for ,i would not acknowledge that he could overcome my now mature intellect2 and ,i said3 ',even if ,i grant that ,i need a spiritual belief and some form of worship1 why should ,i go to ,eleusis and not to ,calvary8' ,he leaned forward and began speaking with a slightly rhythmical intonation1 and as he spoke ,i had to struggle again with the shadow1 as of some older night than the night of the sun1 which began to dim the light of the candles and to blot out the little gleams upon the corner of picture-frames and on the bronze divinities1 and to turn the blue of the incense to a heavy purple2 while it left the peacocks to glimmer and glow as though each separate colour were a living spirit4 ,i had fallen into a profound dream-like reverie in which ,i heard him speaking as at a distance4 ',and yet there is no one who communes with only one god1' he was saying1 'and the more a man lives in imagination and in a refined understanding1 the more gods does he meet with and talk with1 and the more does he come under the power of ,roland1 who sounded in the ,valley of ,roncesvalles the last trumpet of the body's will and pleasure2 and of ,hamlet1 who saw them perishing away1 and sighed2 and of ,faust1 who looked for them up and down the world and could not find them2 and under the power of all those countless divinities who have taken upon themselves spiritual bodies in the minds of the modern poets and romance writers1 and under the power of the old divinities1 who since the ,renaissance have won everything of their ancient worship except the sacrifice of birds and fishes1 the fragrance of garlands and the smoke of incense4 ,the many think humanity made these divinities1 and that it can unmake them again2 but we who have seen them pass in rattling harness1 and in soft robes1 and heard them speak with articulate voices while we lay in deathlike trance1 know that they are always making and unmaking humanity1 which is indeed but the trembling of their lips4' ,he had stood up and begun to walk to and fro1 and had become in my waking dream a shuttle weaving an immense purple web whose folds had begun to fill the room4 ,the room seemed to have become inexplicably silent1 as though all but the web and the weaving were at an end in the world4 ',they have come to us2 they have come to us1' the voice began again2 'all that have ever been in your reverie1 all that you have met with in books4 ,there is ,lear1 his head still wet with the thunder-storm1 and he laughs because you thought yourself an existence who are but a shadow1 and him a shadow who is an eternal god2 and there is ,beatrice1 with her lips half parted in a smile1 as though all the stars were about to pass away in a sigh of love2 and there is the mother of the ,god of humility who cast so great a spell over men that they have tried to unpeople their hearts that he might reign alone1 but she holds in her hand the rose whose every petal is a god2 and there1 ,o swiftly she comes6 is ,aphrodite under a twilight falling from the wings of numberless sparrows1 and about her feet are the grey and white doves4' ,in the midst of my dream ,i saw him hold out his left arm and pass his right hand over it as though he stroked the wings of doves4 ,i made a violent effort which seemed almost to tear me in two1 and said with forced determination3 ',you would sweep me away into an indefinite world which fills me with terror2 and yet a man is a great man just in so far as he can make his mind reflect everything with indifferent precision like a mirror4' ,i seemed to be perfectly master of myself1 and went on1 but more rapidly3 ',i command you to leave me at once1 for your ideas and phantasies are but the illusions that creep like maggots into civilizations when they begin to decline1 and into minds when they begin to decay4' ,i had grown suddenly angry1 and seizing the alembic from the table1 was about to rise and strike him with it1 when the peacocks on the door behind him appeared to grow immense2 and then the alembic fell from my fingers and ,i was drowned in a tide of green and blue and bronze feathers1 and as ,i struggled hopelessly ,i heard a distant voice saying3 ',our master ,avicenna has written that all life proceeds out of corruption4' ,the glittering feathers had now covered me completely1 and ,i knew that ,i had struggled for hundreds of years1 and was conquered at last4 ,i was sinking into the depth when the green and blue and bronze that seemed to fill the world became a sea of flame and swept me away1 and as ,i was swirled along ,i heard a voice over my head cry1 ',the mirror is broken in two pieces1' and another voice answer1 ',the mirror is broken in four pieces1' and a more distant voice cry with an exultant cry1 ',the mirror is broken into numberless pieces'2 and then a multitude of pale hands were reaching towards me1 and strange gentle faces bending above me1 and half wailing and half caressing voices uttering words that were forgotten the moment they were spoken4 ,i was being lifted out of the tide of flame1 and felt my memories1 my hopes1 my thoughts1 my will1 everything ,i held to be myself1 melting away2 then ,i seemed to rise through numberless companies of beings who were1 ,i understood1 in some way more certain than thought1 each wrapped in his eternal moment1 in the perfect lifting of an arm1 in a little circlet of rhythmical words1 in dreaming with dim eyes and half-closed eyelids4 ,and then ,i passed beyond these forms1 which were so beautiful they had almost ceased to be1 and1 having endured strange moods1 melancholy1 as it seemed1 with the weight of many worlds1 ,i passed into that ,death which is ,beauty herself1 and into that ,loneliness which all the multitudes desire without ceasing4 ,all things that had ever lived seemed to come and dwell in my heart1 and ,i in theirs2 and ,i had never again known mortality or tears1 had ,i not suddenly fallen from the certainty of vision into the uncertainty of dream1 and become a drop of molten gold falling with immense rapidity1 through a night elaborate with stars1 and all about me a melancholy exultant wailing4 ,i fell and fell and fell1 and then the wailing was but the wailing of the wind in the chimney1 and ,i awoke to find myself leaning upon the table and supporting my head with my hands4 ,i saw the alembic swaying from side to side in the distant corner it had rolled to1 and ,michael ,robartes watching me and waiting4 ',i will go wherever you will1' ,i said1 'and do whatever you bid me1 for ,i have been with eternal things4' ',i knew1' he replied1 'you must need answer as you have answered1 when ,i heard the storm begin4 ,you must come to a great distance1 for we were commanded to build our temple between the pure multitude by the waves and the impure multitude of men4' ,,iii ,i did not speak as we drove through the deserted streets1 for my mind was curiously empty of familiar thoughts and experiences2 it seemed to have been plucked out of the definite world and cast naked upon a shoreless sea4 ,there were moments when the vision appeared on the point of returning1 and ,i would half-remember1 with an ecstasy of joy or sorrow1 crimes and heroisms1 fortunes and misfortunes2 or begin to contemplate1 with a sudden leaping of the heart1 hopes and terrors1 desires and ambitions1 alien to my orderly and careful life2 and then ,i would awake shuddering at the thought that some great imponderable being had swept through my mind4 ,it was indeed days before this feeling passed perfectly away1 and even now1 when ,i have sought refuge in the only definite faith1 ,i feel a great tolerance for those people with incoherent personalities1 who gather in the chapels and meeting-places of certain obscure sects1 because ,i also have felt fixed habits and principles dissolving before a power1 which was hysterica passio or sheer madness1 if you will1 but was so powerful in its melancholy exultation that ,i tremble lest it wake again and drive me from my new-found peace4 ,when we came in the grey light to the great half-empty terminus1 it seemed to me ,i was so changed that ,i was no more1 as man is1 a moment shuddering at eternity1 but eternity weeping and laughing over a moment2 and when we had started and ,michael ,robartes had fallen asleep1 as he soon did1 his sleeping face1 in which there was no sign of all that had so shaken me and that now kept me wakeful1 was to my excited mind more like a mask than a face4 ,the fancy possessed me that the man behind it had dissolved away like salt in water1 and that it laughed and sighed1 appealed and denounced at the bidding of beings greater or less than man4 ',this is not ,michael ,robartes at all3 ,michael ,robartes is dead2 dead for ten1 for twenty years perhaps1' ,i kept repeating to myself4 ,i fell at last into a feverish sleep1 waking up from time to time when we rushed past some little town1 its slated roofs shining with wet1 or still lake gleaming in the cold morning light4 ,i had been too pre-occupied to ask where we were going1 or to notice what tickets ,michael ,robartes had taken1 but ,i knew now from the direction of the sun that we were going westward2 and presently ,i knew also1 by the way in which the trees had grown into the semblance of tattered beggars flying with bent heads towards the east1 that we were approaching the western coast4 ,then immediately ,i saw the sea between the low hills upon the left1 its dull grey broken into white patches and lines4 ,when we left the train we had still1 ,i found1 some way to go1 and set out1 buttoning our coats about us1 for the wind was bitter and violent4 ,michael ,robartes was silent1 seeming anxious to leave me to my thoughts2 and as we walked between the sea and the rocky side of a great promontory1 ,i realized with a new perfection what a shock had been given to all my habits of thought and of feelings1 if indeed some mysterious change had not taken place in the substance of my mind1 for the grey waves1 plumed with scudding foam1 had grown part of a teeming1 fantastic inner life2 and when ,michael ,robartes pointed to a square ancient-looking house1 with a much smaller and newer building under its lee1 set out on the very end of a dilapidated and almost deserted pier1 and said it was the ,temple of the ,alchemical ,rose1 ,i was possessed with the phantasy that the sea1 which kept covering it with showers of white foam1 was claiming it as part of some indefinite and passionate life1 which had begun to war upon our orderly and careful days1 and was about to plunge the world into a night as obscure as that which followed the downfall of the classical world4 ,one part of my mind mocked this phantastic terror1 but the other1 the part that still lay half plunged in vision1 listened to the clash of unknown armies1 and shuddered at unimaginable fanaticisms1 that hung in those grey leaping waves4 ,we had gone but a few paces along the pier when we came upon an old man1 who was evidently a watchman1 for he sat in an overset barrel1 close to a place where masons had been lately working upon a break in the pier1 and had in front of him a fire such as one sees slung under tinkers' carts4 ,i saw that he was also a voteen1 as the peasants say1 for there was a rosary hanging from a nail on the rim of the barrel1 and ,i saw ,i shuddered1 and ,i did not know why ,i shuddered4 ,we had passed him a few yards when ,i heard him cry in ,gaelic1 ',idolaters1 idolaters1 go down to ,hell with your witches and your devils2 go down to ,hell that the herrings may come again into the bay'2 and for some moments ,i could hear him half screaming and half muttering behind us4 ',are you not afraid1' ,i said1 'that these wild fishing people may do some desperate thing against you8' ',i and mine1' he answered1 'are long past human hurt or help1 being incorporate with immortal spirits1 and when we die it shall be the consummation of the supreme work4 ,a time will come for these people also1 and they will sacrifice a mullet to ,artemis1 or some other fish to some new divinity1 unless indeed their own divinities1 the ,dagda1 with his overflowing cauldron1 ,lug1 with his spear dipped in poppy-juice lest it rush forth hot for battle4 ,aengus1 with the three birds on his shoulder1 ,bodb and his red swineherd1 and all the heroic children of ,dana1 set up once more their temples of grey stone4 ,their reign has never ceased1 but only waned in power a little1 for the ,sidhe still pass in every wind1 and dance and play at hurley1 and fight their sudden battles in every hollow and on every hill2 but they cannot build their temples again till there have been martyrdoms and victories1 and perhaps even that long-foretold battle in the ,valley of the ,black ,pig4' ,keeping close to the wall that went about the pier on the seaward side1 to escape the driving foam and the wind1 which threatened every moment to lift us off our feet1 we made our way in silence to the door of the square building4 ,michael ,robartes opened it with a key1 on which ,i saw the rust of many salt winds1 and led me along a bare passage and up an uncarpeted stair to a little room surrounded with bookshelves4 ,a meal would be brought1 but only of fruit1 for ,i must submit to a tempered fast before the ceremony1 he explained1 and with it a book on the doctrine and method of the ,order1 over which ,i was to spend what remained of the winter daylight4 ,he then left me1 promising to return an hour before the ceremony4 ,i began searching among the bookshelves1 and found one of the most exhaustive alchemical libraries ,i have ever seen4 ,there were the works of ,morienus1 who hid his immortal body under a shirt of hair-cloth2 of ,avicenna1 who was a drunkard and yet controlled numberless legions of spirits2 of ,alfarabi1 who put so many spirits into his lute that he could make men laugh1 or weep1 or fall in deadly trance as he would2 of ,lully1 who transformed himself into the likeness of a red cock2 of ,flamel1 who with his wife ,parnella achieved the elixir many hundreds of years ago1 and is fabled to live still in ,arabia among the ,dervishes2 and of many of less fame4 ,there were very few mystics but alchemical mystics1 and because1 ,i had little doubt1 of the devotion to one god of the greater number and of the limited sense of beauty1 which ,robartes would hold an inevitable consequence2 but ,i did notice a complete set of facsimiles of the prophetical writings of ,william ,blake1 and probably because of the multitudes that thronged his illumination and were 'like the gay fishes on the wave when the moon sucks up the dew4' ,i noted also many poets and prose writers of every age1 but only those who were a little weary of life1 as indeed the greatest have been everywhere1 and who cast their imagination to us1 as a something they needed no longer now that they were going up in their fiery chariots4 ,presently ,i heard a tap at the door1 and a woman came in and laid a little fruit upon the table4 ,i judged that she had once been handsome1 but her cheeks were hollowed by what ,i would have held1 had ,i seen her anywhere else1 an excitement of the flesh and a thirst for pleasure1 instead of which it doubtless was an excitement of the imagination and a thirst for beauty4 ,i asked her some question concerning the ceremony1 but getting no answer except a shake of the head1 saw that ,i must await initiation in silence4 ,when ,i had eaten1 she came again1 and having laid a curiously wrought bronze box on the table1 lighted the candles1 and took away the plates and the remnants4 ,so soon as ,i was alone1 ,i turned to the box1 and found that the peacocks of ,hera spread out their tails over the sides and lid1 against a background1 on which were wrought great stars1 as though to affirm that the heavens were a part of their glory4 ,in the box was a book bound in vellum1 and having upon the vellum and in very delicate colours1 and in gold1 the alchemical rose with many spears thrusting against it1 but in vain1 as was shown by the shattered points of those nearest to the petals4 ,the book was written upon vellum1 and in beautiful clear letters1 interspersed with symbolical pictures and illuminations1 after the manner of the ,splendor ,solis4 ,the first chapter described how six students1 of ,celtic descent1 gave themselves separately to the study of alchemy1 and solved1 one the mystery of the ,pelican1 another the mystery of the green ,dragon1 another the mystery of the ,eagle1 another that of ,salt and ,mercury4 ,what seemed a succession of accidents1 but was1 the book declared1 the contrivance of preternatural powers1 brought them together in the garden of an inn in the ,south of ,france1 and while they talked together the thought came to them that alchemy was the gradual distillation of the contents of the soul1 until they were ready to put off the mortal and put on the immortal4 ,an owl passed1 rustling among the vine-leaves overhead1 and then an old woman came1 leaning upon a stick1 and1 sitting close to them1 took up the thought where they had dropped it4 ,having expounded the whole principle of spiritual alchemy1 and bid them found the ,order of the ,alchemical ,rose1 she passed from among them1 and when they would have followed she was nowhere to be seen4 ,they formed themselves into an ,order1 holding their goods and making their researches in common1 and1 as they became perfect in the alchemical doctrine1 apparitions came and went among them1 and taught them more and more marvellous mysteries4 ,the book then went on to expound so much of these as the neophyte was permitted to know1 dealing at the outset and at considerable length with the independent reality of our thoughts1 which was1 it declared1 the doctrine from which all true doctrines rose4 ,if you imagine1 it said1 the semblance of a living being1 it is at once possessed by a wandering soul1 and goes hither and thither working good or evil1 until the moment of its death has come2 and gave many examples1 received1 it said1 from many gods4 ,eros had taught them how to fashion forms in which a divine soul could dwell1 and whisper what they would into sleeping minds2 and ,ate1 forms from which demonic beings could pour madness1 or unquiet dreams1 into sleeping blood2 and ,hermes1 that if you powerfully imagined a hound at your bedside it would keep watch there until you woke1 and drive away all but the mightiest demons1 but that if your imagination was weakly1 the hound would be weakly also1 and the demons prevail1 and the hound soon die2 and ,aphrodite1 that if you made1 by a strong imagining1 a dove crowned with silver and had it flutter over your head1 its soft cooing would make sweet dreams of immortal love gather and brood over mortal sleep2 and all divinities alike had revealed with many warnings and lamentations that all minds are continually giving birth to such beings1 and sending them forth to work health or disease1 joy or madness4 ,if you would give forms to the evil powers1 it went on1 you were to make them ugly1 thrusting out a lip1 with the thirsts of life1 or breaking the proportions of a body with the burdens of life2 but the divine powers would only appear in beautiful shapes1 which are but1 as it were1 shapes trembling out of existence1 folding up into a timeless ecstasy1 drifting with half-shut eyes1 into a sleepy stillness4 ,the bodiless souls who descended into these forms were what men called the moods2 and worked all great changes in the world2 for just as the magician or the artist could call them when he would1 so they could call out of the mind of the magician or the artist1 or if they were demons1 out of the mind of the mad or the ignoble1 what shape they would1 and through its voice and its gestures pour themselves out upon the world4 ,in this way all great events were accomplished2 a mood1 a divinity1 or a demon1 first descending like a faint sigh into men's minds and then changing their thoughts and their actions until hair that was yellow had grown black1 or hair that was black had grown yellow1 and empires moved their border1 as though they were but drifts of leaves4 ,the rest of the book contained symbols of form1 and sound1 and colour1 and their attribution to divinities and demons1 so that the initiate might fashion a shape for any divinity or any demon1 and be as powerful as ,avicenna among those who live under the roots of tears and of laughter4 ,,iv ,a couple of hours after ,sunset ,michael ,robartes returned and told me that ,i would have to learn the steps of an exceedingly antique dance1 because before my initiation could be perfected ,i had to join three times in a magical dance1 for rhythm was the wheel of ,eternity1 on which alone the transient and accidental could be broken1 and the spirit set free4 ,i found that the steps1 which were simple enough1 resembled certain antique ,greek dances1 and having been a good dancer in my youth and the master of many curious ,gaelic steps1 ,i soon had them in my memory4 ,he then robed me and himself in a costume which suggested by its shape both ,greece and ,egypt1 but by its crimson colour a more passionate life than theirs2 and having put into my hands a little chainless censer of bronze1 wrought into the likeness of a rose1 by some modern craftsman1 he told me to open a small door opposite to the door by which ,i had entered4 ,i put my hand to the handle1 but the moment ,i did so the fumes of the incense1 helped perhaps by his mysterious glamour1 made me fall again into a dream1 in which ,i seemed to be a mask1 lying on the counter of a little ,eastern shop4 ,many persons1 with eyes so bright and still that ,i knew them for more than human1 came in and tried me on their faces1 but at last flung me into a corner with a little laughter2 but all this passed in a moment1 for when ,i awoke my hand was still upon the handle4 ,i opened the door1 and found myself in a marvellous passage1 along whose sides were many divinities wrought in a mosaic1 not less beautiful than the mosaic in the ,baptistery at ,ravenna1 but of a less severe beauty2 the predominant colour of each divinity1 which was surely a symbolic colour1 being repeated in the lamps that hung from the ceiling1 a curiously-scented lamp before every divinity4 ,i passed on1 marvelling exceedingly how these enthusiasts could have created all this beauty in so remote a place1 and half persuaded to believe in a material alchemy1 by the sight of so much hidden wealth2 the censer filling the air1 as ,i passed1 with smoke of ever-changing colour4 ,i stopped before a door1 on whose bronze panels were wrought great waves in whose shadow were faint suggestions of terrible faces4 ,those beyond it seemed to have heard our steps1 for a voice cried3 ',is the work of the ,incorruptible ,fire at an end8' and immediately ,michael ,robartes answered3 ',the perfect gold has come from the athanor4' ,the door swung open1 and we were in a great circular room1 and among men and women who were dancing slowly in crimson robes4 ,upon the ceiling was an immense rose wrought in mosaic2 and about the walls1 also in mosaic1 was a battle of gods and angels1 the gods glimmering like rubies and sapphires1 and the angels of the one greyness1 because1 as ,michael ,robartes whispered1 they had renounced their divinity1 and turned from the unfolding of their separate hearts1 out of love for a ,god of humility and sorrow4 ,pillars supported the roof and made a kind of circular cloister1 each pillar being a column of confused shapes1 divinities1 it seemed1 of the wind1 who rose as in a whirling dance of more than human vehemence1 and playing upon pipes and cymbals2 and from among these shapes were thrust out hands1 and in these hands were censers4 ,i was bid place my censer also in a hand and take my place and dance1 and as ,i turned from the pillars towards the dancers1 ,i saw that the floor was of a green stone1 and that a pale ,christ on a pale cross was wrought in the midst4 ,i asked ,robartes the meaning of this1 and was told that they desired ',to trouble ,his unity with their multitudinous feet4' ,the dance wound in and out1 tracing upon the floor the shapes of petals that copied the petals in the rose overhead1 and to the sound of hidden instruments which were perhaps of an antique pattern1 for ,i have never heard the like2 and every moment the dance was more passionate1 until all the winds of the world seemed to have awakened under our feet4 ,after a little ,i had grown weary1 and stood under a pillar watching the coming and going of those flame-like figures2 until gradually ,i sank into a half-dream1 from which ,i was awakened by seeing the petals of the great rose1 which had no longer the look of mosaic1 falling slowly through the incense-heavy air1 and1 as they fell1 shaping into the likeness of living beings of an extraordinary beauty4 ,still faint and cloud-like1 they began to dance1 and as they danced took a more and more definite shape1 so that ,i was able to distinguish beautiful ,grecian faces and august ,egyptian faces1 and now and again to name a divinity by the staff in his hand or by a bird fluttering over his head2 and soon every mortal foot danced by the white foot of an immortal2 and in the troubled eyes that looked into untroubled shadowy eyes1 ,i saw the brightness of uttermost desire as though they had found at length1 after unreckonable wandering1 the lost love of their youth4 ,sometimes1 but only for a moment1 ,i saw a faint solitary figure with a ,rosa veiled face1 and carrying a faint torch1 flit among the dancers1 but like a dream within a dream1 like a shadow of a shadow1 and ,i knew by an understanding born from a deeper fountain than thought1 that it was ,eros himself1 and that his face was veiled because no man or woman from the beginning of the world has ever known what love is1 or looked into his eyes1 for ,eros alone of divinities is altogether a spirit1 and hides in passions not of his essence if he would commune with a mortal heart4 ,so that if a man love nobly he knows love through infinite pity1 unspeakable trust1 unending sympathy2 and if ignobly through vehement jealousy1 sudden hatred1 and unappeasable desire2 but unveiled love he never knows4 ,while ,i thought these things1 a voice cried to me from the crimson figures3 ',into the dance6 there is none that can be spared out of the dance2 into the dance6 into the dance6 that the gods may make them bodies out of the substance of our hearts'2 and before ,i could answer1 a mysterious wave of passion1 that seemed like the soul of the dance moving within our souls1 ,alchemica took hold of me1 and ,i was swept1 neither consenting nor refusing1 into the midst4 ,i was dancing with an immortal august woman1 who had black lilies in her hair1 and her dreamy gesture seemed laden with a wisdom more profound than the darkness that is between star and star1 and with a love like the love that breathed upon the waters2 and as we danced on and on1 the incense drifted over us and round us1 covering us away as in the heart of the world1 and ages seemed to pass1 and tempests to awake and perish in the folds of our robes and in her heavy hair4 ,suddenly ,i remembered that her eyelids had never quivered1 and that her lilies had not dropped a black petal1 or shaken from their places1 and understood with a great horror that ,i danced with one who was more or less than human1 and who was drinking up my soul as an ox drinks up a wayside pool2 and ,i fell1 and darkness passed over me4 ,v ,i awoke suddenly as though something had awakened me1 and saw that ,i was lying on a roughly painted floor1 and that on the ceiling1 which was at no great distance1 was a roughly painted rose1 and about me on the walls half-finished paintings4 ,the pillars and the censers had gone2 and near me a score of sleepers lay wrapped in disordered robes1 their upturned faces looking to my imagination like hollow masks2 and a chill dawn was shining down upon them from a long window ,i had not noticed before2 and outside the sea roared4 ,i saw ,michael ,robartes lying at a little distance and beside him an overset bowl of wrought bronze which looked as though it had once held incense4 ,as ,i sat thus1 ,i heard a sudden tumult of angry men and women's voices mix with the roaring of the sea2 and leaping to my feet1 ,i went quickly to ,michael ,robartes1 and tried to shake him out of his sleep4 ,i then seized him by the shoulder and tried to lift him1 but he fell backwards1 and sighed faintly2 and the voices became louder and angrier2 and there was a sound of heavy blows upon the door1 which opened on to the pier4 ,suddenly ,i heard a sound of rending wood1 and ,i knew it had begun to give1 and ,i ran to the door of the room4 ,i pushed it open and came out upon a passage whose bare boards clattered under my feet1 and found in the passage another door which led into an empty kitchen2 and as ,i passed through the door ,i heard two crashes in quick succession1 and knew by the sudden noise of feet and the shouts that the door which opened on to the pier had fallen inwards4 ,i ran from the kitchen and out into a small yard1 and from this down some steps which descended the seaward and sloping side of the pier1 and from the steps clambered along the water's edge1 with the angry voices ringing in my ears4 ,this part of the pier had been but lately refaced with blocks of granite1 so that it was almost clear of seaweed2 but when ,i came to the old part1 ,i found it so slippery with green weed that ,i had to climb up on to the roadway4 ,i looked towards the ,temple of the ,alchemical ,rose1 where the fishermen and the women were still shouting1 but somewhat more faintly1 and saw that there was no one about the door or upon the pier2 but as ,i looked1 a little crowd hurried out of the door and began gathering large stones from where they were heaped up in readiness for the next time a storm shattered the pier1 when they would be laid under blocks of granite4 ,while ,i stood watching the crowd1 an old man1 who was1 ,i think1 the voteen1 pointed to me1 and screamed out something1 and the crowd whitened1 for all the faces had turned towards me4 ,i ran1 and it was well for me that pullers of the oar are poorer men with their feet than with their arms and their bodies2 and yet while ,i ran ,i scarcely heard the following feet or the angry voices1 for many voices of exultation and lamentation1 which were forgotten as a dream is forgotten the moment they were heard1 seemed to be ringing in the air over my head4 ,there are moments even now when ,i seem to hear those voices of exultation and lamentation1 and when the indefinite world1 which has but half lost its mastery over my heart and my intellect1 seems about to claim a perfect mastery2 but ,i carry the rosary about my neck1 and when ,i hear1 or seem to hear them1 ,i press it to my heart and say3 ',he whose name is ,legion is at our doors deceiving our intellects with subtlety and flattering our hearts with beauty1 and we have no trust but in ,thee'2 and then the war that rages within me at other times is still1 and ,i am at peace4