,transcriber's ,note3 ,inconsistent hyphenation and spelling in the original document have been preserved4 ,obvious typographical errors have been corrected4 ,italic text is denoted by underscores4 ,the following alternate spellings were noted1 but retained3 contemporaries and cotemporaries ,bramins and ,brahmins ,shakspeare and ,shakespeare ,sanskrit and ,sanscrit ,catskills and ,caatskills ,,the ,,writings ,,of ,,henry ,,david ,,thoreau ,,in ,,twenty ,,volumes ,,volume ,,vii ,,manuscript ,,edition ,,limited ,,to ,,six ,,hundred ,,copies ,,number ---- ,illustration3 ,white ,violets 7page #cjd7 ,illustration3 ,view from ,annursnack ,hill ,,the ,,writings ,,of ,,henry ,,david ,,thoreau ,,journal ,,edited ,,by ,,bradford ,,torrey ,i #ahcg-ahdf ,,boston ,,and ,,new ,,york ,,houghton ,,mifflin ,,and ,,company ,,mdccccvi ,,copyright #aijf ,,by ,,houghton1 ,,mifflin ,,co4 ,all rights reserved ,,publishers' ,,note ,aside from the use ,thoreau himself made of his ,journal in writing his more formal works1 the first extensive publication of the ,journal material began in #ahha with ,early ,spring in ,massachusetts4 ,this volume consisted of extracts covering the month of ,march and parts of ,february and ,april1 arranged according to the days of the month1 the entries for the successive years following one another under each day4 ,it was edited by ,thoreau's friend ,mr4 ,h4 ,g4 ,o4 ,blake1 to whom the ,journal was bequeathed by ,miss ,sophia ,thoreau1 who died in #ahgf4 ,it was succeeded in #ahhd by a volume entitled ,summer1 which in reality covered only the early summer1 and that1 in turn1 by ,winter in #ahhg and ,autumn in #ahib1 all made by ,mr4 ,blake on the same principle4 ,these volumes1 from the first to the last1 were received with delight by the ever-increasing body of ,thoreau's admirers1 but they have served to whet rather than satisfy the appetite of readers1 and it has long been evident that they ought not to stand alone as representing this important phase of ,thoreau's activity4 ,the publishers therefore gladly seized the opportunity afforded1 when the ,journal1 on the death of ,mr4 ,blake1 passed into the hands of ,mr4 ,e4 ,h4 ,russell of ,worcester1 who was desirous of giving it to the public in its entirety1 and they at once made arrangements with him to bring it out in extenso as soon as the long labor of copying and comparing the manuscripts could be completed4 ,as editor the publishers have been so fortunate as to secure ,mr4 ,bradford ,torrey1 who is eminently qualified to consider ,thoreau both as a writer and as an observer of nature4 ,,editor',s ,,preface ,concerning this first practically complete printing of ,thoreau's ,journal it seems proper to make the following explanations1 in addition to those contained in the ,publishers' ,note3-- #a4 ,it has been found necessary1 if the ,journal was to be of comfortable use by ordinary readers1 to punctuate it throughout4 ,otherwise each reader would have been compelled to do the work for himself4 ,a literal reproduction1 like the literal reproduction of ,milton's minor poems1 for example1 may some day be of interest to antiquaries and special students2 but such an edition could never be adapted1 more than the literal reproduction of ,milton's manuscripts1 to the needs of those who read for pleasure and general profit4 #b4 ,certain things have been omitted2 i4 e41 incomplete sentences1 where parts of pages have been torn out by the writer2 long quotations1 especially from ,latin authors1 entered without comment1 as in a commonplace-book2 ,maine woods matter--,chesuncook and ,the ,allegash and ,east ,branch--already printed in extenso in the volume entitled ,the ,maine ,woods2 a few long lists of plants1 etc41 recapitulating matter contained in the preceding pages2 the word ultimo1 or ult41 which in hundreds of instances is written where the context makes it plain that instant was the word intended2 a proper name here and there1 out of regard for the feelings of possible relatives or descendants of the persons mentioned2 guesses at the identification of particular plants1--willows1 goldenrods1 and the like1--often accompanied by tediously minute technical descriptions1 the whole evidently meant as mere memoranda for the writer's possible future guidance1 and believed to be of no interest now1 even to the botanical reader4 #c4 ,in the case of passages which ,thoreau had revised1 mostly in pencil1 the editor has commonly printed the original form when the amended one has been followed in already printed volumes4 ,in other cases the amended version has been given4 ,corrections of error have always been allowed to stand1 except that1 where it is plain that the correction must have been made at a date later than that of the original entry1 the correction has been printed as a footnote1 without brackets4 #d4 ,the footnotes of the editor are always in brackets4 #e4 ,where parts of the ,journal have been printed in the author's books1 the editor and his associate1 as far as their knowledge has gone1 have indicated the fact1 citing first the present and then the ,riverside edition1--thus3 ,week1 p4 #cje2 ,riv4 #cgi4 ,references to ,channing are to ,thoreau1 the ,poet-,naturalist1 by ,william ,ellery ,channing1 new edition1 edited by ,mr4 ,f4 ,b4 ,sanborn4 ,references to ,sanborn are to ,henry ,d4 ,thoreau1 by ,f4 ,b4 ,sanborn1 in the ,american ,men of ,letters4 #f4 ,the earlier manuscript volumes of the ,journal1 as we now have them1 are evidently not the originals1 but are made up of selections from volumes that appear to have been destroyed by the author4 ,it remains only to add the editor's very hearty acknowledgements to his associate1 ,mr4 ,francis ,h4 ,allen1 who has overseen and verified the copying of the manuscript1 an onerous task1 and in every way1 by counsel and labor1 has facilitated1 not to say made possible1 the completion of the work4 ,,contents ,,introduction xix ,,chapter ,i4 #ahcg 7,t4 #bj7 #c ,opening of the ,journal--,quotations from ,goethe--,ducks at ,goose ,pond--,the ,arrowhead--,with and ,against the ,stream--,discipline--,sunrise--,harmony --,the ,world from a ,hilltop--,hoar ,frost--,measure--,thorns--,jack ,frost--,druids--,immortality ,post--,the ,saxons--,crystals --,revolutions--,heroes--,the ,interesting ,facts in ,history4 ,,chapter ,,ii4 #ahch 7,t4 #bj-ba7 #be ,the ,saxons--,hoar ,frost--,zeno1 the ,stoic--,small ,talk--,old ,books--,greece--,goethe--,homer--,a ,sunday ,scene--,what to ,do--,composition--,scraps from a ,lecture on ,society--,the ,indian ,axe--,friendship--,conversation--,the ,bluebirds--,journey to ,maine--,may ,morning--,walden--,cliffs --,heroism--,divine ,service--,the ,sabbath ,bell--,holy ,war--,the ,loss of a ,tooth--,deformity--,crickets--,sphere ,music--,alma ,natura--,compensation--,my ,boots--,speculation--,byron--,fair ,haven--,scraps from an ,essay on ,sound and ,silence--,anacreon's ,ode to the ,cicada--,anacreontics4 ,,chapter ,,iii4 #ahci 7,t4 #ba-bb7 #ga ,the ,thaw--,the ,dream ,valley--,love--,the ,evening ,wind--,the ,peal of the ,bells--,the ,shrike--,morning--,the ,teamster--,fat ,pine for ,spearing--,terra ,firma in ,society--,the ,kingdoms of the ,earth--,the ,form of ,strength--,my ,attic--,sympathy--,annursnack--,the ,assabet--,the ,breeze's ,invitation--,the ,week on the ,concord and ,merrimack--,the ,walk to the ,white ,mountains--,the ,wise ,rest--schylus--,growth--,despondency--, linnus--,bravery--,noon --,scraps from a ,chapter on ,bravery--,friendship--,crickets4 ,,chapter ,,iv4 #ahdj 7,t4 #bb-bc7 #aaj ,the ,fisher's ,son--,friends--,poetry--,a ,tame ,life--schylus--,truth--,duty--,beauty lives by ,rhymes--,fishes--,muskrats--,the ,freshet--,important ,events--,ornithology--,inward ,poverty--,wild ,ducks--,the ,world as a ,theatre for ,action--,rain--,farewell1 ,etiquette6--,war--,the ,beginning of the ,voyage on the ,concord and ,merrimack--,the ,boat--,end of the ,journal of #edf ,pages--,reflections--,a ,sonnet to ,profane ,swearing--,down the ,concord--,the ,landscape through a ,tumbler--,likeness and ,difference--,a ,drum in the ,night--,the ,inspired ,body--,dullness--,the ,yankee ,answer--,greek ,philosophers--,rhythm and ,harmony--,evening--,paradox--,sailing-- ,a ,stately ,march--,effort the ,prerogative of ,virtue--,the ,true ,poem--,sunrise--,a ,muster--,the ,great ,ball--,fishing and ,sporting--,the ,golden ,mean--,grecian ,history--,the ,eye--,true ,art--,necessity--,dress--,bravery4 ,,chapter ,v4 #ahda 7,t4 #bc-bd7 #agc ,routine--,stillness--,seriousness cutting ,capers--,wealth is ,power--,a ,dream--,suspicion--,resistance--,rough ,usage--,trust in ,god--,journalizing--,the ,snow on the ,pitch ,pines--,a ,team coming out of the ,woods--,the ,tracks of a ,fox--,chasing a ,fox--,end of the ,journal of #cif ,pages--,repetition--,weight--,sincerity --,the ,etiquette of ,keeping ,one's ,seat--,the ,human ,voice--,swiss ,singers--,costume--,the ,value of the ,recess in a ,public ,entertainment--,assisting ,nature--,prophecy--,the ,geniality of ,cold--,recognition of ,greatness--,victory and ,defeat--,the ,lover's ,court--,the ,measure of ,time--,my ,journal--,the ,industriousness of ,vice--,overpraising--,silence--,true ,modesty--,the ,helper and the ,helped--,a ,poor ,farm--,bronchitis--,a ,good ,book--,the ,leisure of ,society and ,nature--,the ,grandeur of the ,storm--,music--,friends--,the ,care of the ,body--,the ,best ,medicine--,life--,diversion and ,amusement--,composition--,the ,sound of a ,horn--,boarding--,thoroughfares of ,vice--,reproof--,an ,interpretation of ,emerson's ,sphinx--,homeliness in ,books--,aubrey--,the ,loneliness of our ,life--,seriousness--,magnanimity--,mora l ,reflections in a ,work on ,agriculture--,tea-,kettle and ,cow-,bell--,plowing--,eclipsing ,napoleon's ,career--,the ,true ,reformer--,seeing--,friendship's ,steadfastness--,the ,gods side with no ,man--,a ,profane ,expression--,the ,silence of the ,woods--,the ,civilization of the ,woods--,the ,oppression of the ,house--,shoulders--,approaching a ,great ,nature--,the ,use of a ,cane--,wachusett--,navigation--,the ,pine--,westward ,ho6--,the ,echo of the ,sabbath ,bell heard in the ,woods--,books--,the ,laws of ,menu--,a ,vermonter--,the ,moon through a ,telescope--,immemorial ,custom--,an ,unchangeable ,morning ,light--,the ,book of the ,hindoos--,history and ,biography--,the ,form of a ,mountain--,art and ,nature--,the ,strains of a ,flute--,earnestness--,afternoon--,vario us ,sounds of the ,crickets--,the ,work of ,genius--,the ,idea of ,man in the ,hindoo ,scripture--,the ,hindoo's ,conception of ,creation--,taste and ,poetry--,the ,austerity of the ,hindoos--,the ,only ,obligation--,seines in the ,river--,moonlight the ,best ,restorer of ,antiquity--,a ,poem to be called ,concord--,a ,boat floating amid ,reflections--,poetry--,directions for setting out ,peach ,trees and ,grape-,vines--,experience at the ,harvard ,library--,the ,english ,poets--,saxon ,poetry--,character--,the ,inward ,morning--,music and ,character--,the ,form of the ,wind--,ancient ,scotch ,poetry--,my ,redeeming ,qualities--,the ,smoke from an ,invisible ,farmhouse--,latent ,eloquence--,ghosts--,sacred ,forests--,thoughts of a ,life at ,walden--,the ,rich ,man--,the ,trade of ,life--,true ,greatness--,chaucer--,snowflakes--,book s of ,natural ,history4 ,,chapter ,,vi4 #ahdb 7,t4 #bd-be7 #cjh ,good ,courage--,the ,church the ,hospital for ,men's ,souls--,chaucer--,popped ,corn--,the ,literary ,style of the ,laboring ,man--,sir ,walter ,raleigh--,calmness--,the ,perfume of the ,earth--,unhealthiness of ,morality--,music from a ,music-,box--,raleigh's ,faults--,man's ,puny ,fences--,the ,death of ,friends--,chaucer the ,poet of ,gardens--,character and ,genius--,the ,history of ,music--,chaucer's ,way of ,speaking of ,god--,my ,life--,dying a ,transient ,phenomenon--,the ,memory of ,departed ,friends--,the ,game of ,love--,a ,new ,day--,the ,eye--,originality of ,nature--,raleigh--,the ,most ,attractive ,sentences--,law and the ,right--,an ,old ,schoolmate--,carlyle's ,writing--,the ,tracks of the ,indian--,the ,stars and ,man--,friendship--,the ,roominess of ,nature--,the ,exuberance of ,plain ,speech--,action and ,reflection--,common ,sense in ,very ,old ,books--,thoughts like ,mountains--,insufficiency of ,wisdom without ,love--,i am ,time and the ,world--,my ,errand to ,mankind--,two ,little ,hawks and a ,great ,one--,flow in ,books--,nature's ,leniency toward the ,vicious--,intercourse--,a ,fish ,hawk--,poetry--,lydgate's ,story of ,thebes--,humor--,man's ,destiny--,the ,economy of ,nature4 ,,chapter ,,vii4 #ahde-ahdf 7,t4 #bg-bi7 #cfa ,the ,beginning of the ,life at ,walden--,a ,house in the ,catskills--,the ,vital ,facts of ,life--,relics of the ,indians--,auxiliaries and ,enemies of the ,bean-,field--,therien1 the ,canadian ,woodchopper--,a ,visit from ,railroad ,men--,life of ,primitive ,man--,wild ,mice--,the ,written and the ,spoken ,language--,the ,interest and ,importance of the ,classics--,the ,fragrance of an ,apple--,the ,race of ,man--,the ,mansions of the ,air--,echo--,the ,crescent and the ,cross--,carnac--,the ,heroic ,books--,screech ,owls--,bullfrogs--,nature and ,art--,childhood ,memories of ,walden ,pond--,truth--,john ,field1 a ,shiftless ,irishman1 and his ,family--,a ,hard and ,emphatic ,life--,language--,plastering the ,house--,primitive ,houses--,the ,cost of a ,house--,the ,romans and ,nature--,jehovah and ,jupiter--,some ,greek ,myths--,difficulty of ,getting a ,living and ,keeping out of ,debt--,the ,fox as an ,imperfect ,man--,reading suggested by ,hallam's ,history of ,literature--,the ,necessaries of ,life--,a ,dog ,lost--,therien and the ,chickadees--,the ,evening ,robin--,the ,earth as a ,garden--,a ,flock of ,geese4 ,,chapter ,,viii4 #ahde-ahdg 7,t4 #bg-cj7 #djc ,the ,hero--,at ,midnight's ,hour--,wordsworth--,dying ,young--,the ,present ,time--,exaggeration--,carlyle's ,discovery that he was not a ,jackass--,longevity--,life and ,death of ,hugh ,quoil1 a ,waterloo ,soldier--,quoil's ,deserted ,house--,old ,clothes--,former ,inhabitants of the ,walden ,woods--,the ,loon on ,walden ,pond--,ducks and ,geese--,the ,pack of ,hounds--,an ,unsuccessful ,village--,concord ,games--,animal ,neighbors--,carlyle's ,use of the ,printer's ,art--,northern ,slavery--,brister and ,zilpha--,making ,bread--,emerson and ,alcott--,a ,rabbit--,a ,town ,officer4 ,,chapter ,,ix4 #ahcg-ahdg 7,t4 #bj-cj7 #dch ,friends--,the ,loading and ,launching of the ,boat--,gracefulness--,on the ,merrimack--,the ,era of the ,indian--,fate of the ,indian--,criticism's ,apology--,life--,suspicion--,the ,purple ,finch--,gower's ,poetry--,light--,indian ,implements--,success in ,proportion to ,average ,ability--,kindness--,fog--,the ,attitude of ,quarles and his ,contemporaries towards ,nature--,the ,mystery of ,life--,three-o'clock-in-the-,morning ,courage--,a ,recent ,book--,museums--,some ,old ,english ,poets--,our ,kindred--,friendship--,skating after a ,fox--,to a ,marsh ,hawk in the ,spring--,the ,gardener--,a ,fisherman's ,account at the ,store--,finny ,contemporaries--,marlowe--,thaw--,moder n ,nymphs--,living by ,self-,defense--,the ,survival of the ,birds--,the ,slaughter-,house--,the ,tragedy of the ,muskrat--,carlyle not to be ,studied--,the ,subject of the ,lecture--,the ,character of our ,life--,the ,sovereignty of the ,mind--,coperation4 ,,illustrations ,,white ,,violets1 ,carbon photograph 7page #cjd7 ,frontispiece ,,view ,,from ,,annursnack ,,hill ,colored plate ,,henry ,,david ,,thoreau ,,in #ahed1 ,,from ,,the ,,rowse ,,crayon ,,in ,,the ,,concord ,,public ,,library #a ,,frost ,,crystals ,,at ,,the ,,mouth ,,of ,a ,,hole ,,in ,a ,,bank #bb ,,view ,,from ,,annursnack ,,hill #hd ,,trees ,,reflected ,,in ,,the ,,river #adj ,,winter ,,landscape ,,from ,,fairhaven ,,hill #bif ,,introduction ,thoreau was a man of his own kind4 ,many things may be said of him1 favorable and unfavorable1 but this must surely be said first1--that1 taken for all in all1 he was like nobody else4 ,taken for all in all1 be it remarked4 ,other men have despised common sense2 other men have chosen to be poor1 and1 as between physical comfort and better things1 have made light of physical comfort2 other men1 whether to their credit or discredit1 have held and expressed a contemptuous opinion of their neighbors and all their neighbors' doings2 others1 a smaller number1 believing in an absolute goodness and in a wisdom transcending human knowledge1 have distrusted the world as evil1 accounting its influence degrading1 its prudence no better than cowardice1 its wisdom a kind of folly1 its morality a compromise1 its religion a bargain1 its possessions a defilement and a hindrance1 and so judging of the world1 have striven at all cost to live above it and apart4 ,and some1 no doubt1 have loved ,nature as a mistress1 fleeing to her from less congenial company1 and devoting a lifetime to the observation and enjoyment of her ways4 ,in no one of these particulars was the hermit of ,walden without forerunners2 but taken for all that he was1 poet1 idealist1 stoic1 cynic1 naturalist1 spiritualist1 lover of purity1 seeker of perfection1 panegyrist of friendship and dweller in a hermitage1 freethinker and saint1 where shall we look to find his fellow8 ,it seems but the plainest statement of fact to say that1 as there was none before him1 so there is scanty prospect of any to come after him4 ,his profession was literature2 as to that there is no sign that he was ever in doubt2 and he understood from the first that for a writing man nothing could take the place of practice1 partly because that is the one means of acquiring ease of expression1 and partly because a man often has no suspicion of his own thoughts until his pen discovers them2 and almost from the first--a friend 7,emerson or another7 having given him the hint--he had come to feel that no practice is better or readier than the keeping of a journal1 a daily record of things thought1 seen1 and felt4 ,such a record he began soon after leaving college1 and 7being one of a thousand in this respect as in others7 he continued it to the end4 ,by good fortune he left it behind him1 and1 to complete the good fortune1 it is at last printed1 no longer in selections1 but as a whole2 and if a man is curious to know what such an original1 plain-spoken1 perfection-seeking1 convention-despising1 dogma-disbelieving1 wisdom-loving1 sham-hating1 ,nature-worshipping1 poverty-proud genius was in the habit of confiding to so patient a listener at the close of the day1 he has only to read the book4 ,the man himself is there4 ,something of him1 indeed1 is to be discovered1 one half imagines1 in the outward aspect of the thirty-nine manuscript volumes3 ordinary blank-books of the sort furnished by country shopkeepers fifty or sixty years ago1 larger or smaller as might happen1 and of varying shapes 7a customer seeking such wares must not be too particular2 one remembers ,thoreau's complaint that the universal preoccupation with questions of money rendered it difficult for him to find a blank-book that was not ruled for dollars and cents71 still neatly packed in the strong wooden box which their owner1 a workman needing not to be ashamed1 made with his own hands on purpose to hold them4 ,a pretty full result of a short life they seem to be1 as one takes up volume after volume 7the largest are found to contain about a hundred thousand words7 and turns the leaves3 the handwriting strong and rapid1 leaning well forward in its haste1 none too legible1 slow reading at the best1 with here and there a word that is almost past making out2 the orthography that of a naturally good speller setting down his thoughts at full speed and leaving his mistakes behind him2 and the punctuation1 to call it such1 no better than a makeshift1--after the model of ,sterne's1 if one chooses to say so3 a spattering of dashes1 and little else4#a ,as for the matter1 it is more carefully considered1 less strictly improvised1 than is customary with diarists4 ,it is evident1 in fact1 from references here and there1 that many of the entries were copied from an earlier pencilled draft1 made presumably in the field1 with the eye on the object1 while the work as a whole has been more or less carefully revised1 with erasures1 emendations1 and suggested alternative readings4 ,as we have said1 if a man wishes to know ,thoreau as he was1 let him read the book4 ,one thing he may be sure of3 he will find himself in clean1 self-respecting company1 with no call to blush1 as if he were playing the eavesdropper4 ,of confessions1 indeed1 in the spicy sense of the word1 ,thoreau had none to make4 ,he was no ,montaigne1 no ,rousseau1 no ,samuel ,pepys4 ,how should he be8 ,he was a ,puritan of ,massachusetts1 though he kept no ,sabbath1 was seen in no church1--being very different from ,mr4 ,pepys in more ways than one1--and esteemed the ,hebrew scriptures as a good book like any other4 ,once1 indeed1 when he was thirty-four years old1 he went to a party4 ,for anything we know1 that 7with a little sowing of wild oats in the matter of smoking dried lily-stems when a boy7 was as near as he ever came to dissipation4 ,and he did not like it4 ,it is a bad place to go to1 he says1--thirty or forty persons1 mostly young women1 in a small room1 warm and noisy4 ,one of the young women was reputed to be pretty-looking2 but he scarcely looked at her1 though he was introduced1 and he could not hear what she said1 because there was such a clacking4 ,i could imagine better places for conversation1 he goes on1 where there should be a certain degree of silence surrounding you1 and less than forty talking at once4 ,why1 this afternoon1 even1 ,i did better4 ,there was old ,mr4 ,joseph ,hosmer and ,i ate our luncheon of cracker and cheese together in the woods4 ,i heard all he said1 though it was not much1 to be sure1 and he could hear me4 ,and then he talked out of such a glorious repose1 taking a leisurely bite at the cracker and cheese between his words2 and so some of him was communicated to me1 and some of me to him1 ,i trust4 ,he entertains a shrewd suspicion that assemblies of this kind are got up with a view to matrimonial alliances among the young people6 ,for his part1 at all events1 he doesn't understand the use of going to see people whom yet you never see1 and who never see you4 ,some of his friends make a singular blunder4 ,they go out of their way to talk to pretty young women as such4 ,their prettiness may be a reason for looking at them1 so much he will concede1--for the sake of the antithesis1 if for nothing else1--but why is it any reason for talking to them8 ,for himself1 though he may be lacking a sense in this respect1 he derives no pleasure from talking with a young woman half an hour simply because she has regular features4 ,how crabbed is divine philosophy6 ,after this we are not surprised when he concludes by saying3 ,the society of young women is the most unprofitable ,i have ever tried4 ,no1 no2 he was nothing like ,mr4 ,samuel ,pepys4 ,the sect of young women1 we may add1 need not feel deeply affronted by this ungallant mention4 ,it is perhaps the only one of its kind in the journal 7by its nature restricted to matters interesting to the author71 while there are multitudes of passages to prove that ,thoreau's aversion to the society of older people taken as they run1 men and women alike1 was hardly less pronounced4 ,in truth 7and it is nothing of necessity against him71 he was not made for parties1 nor for clubs1 nor even for general companionship4 ,i am all without and in sight1 said ,montaigne1 born for society and friendship4 ,so was not ,thoreau4 ,he was all within1 born for contemplation and solitude4 ,and what we are born for1 that let us be1--and so the will of ,god be done4 ,such1 for good or ill1 was ,thoreau's philosophy4 ,we are constantly invited to be what we are1 he said4 ,it is one of his memorable sentences2 an admirable summary of ,emerson's essay on ,self-,reliance4 ,his fellow mortals1 as a rule1 did not recommend themselves to him4 ,his thoughts were none the better for their company1 as they almost always were for the company of the pine tree and the meadow4 ,inspiration1 a refreshing of the spiritual faculties1 as indispensable to him as daily bread1 that his fellow mortals did not furnish him4 ,for this state of things he sometimes 7once or twice at least7 mildly reproaches himself4 ,it may be that he is to blame for so commonly skipping humanity and its affairs2 he will seek to amend the fault1 he promises4 ,but even at such a moment of exceptional humility1 his pen1 reversing ,balaam's rle1 runs into left-handed compliments that are worse1 if anything1 than the original offense4 ,hear him3 ,i will not avoid to go by where those men are repairing the stone bridge4 ,i will see if ,i cannot see poetry in that1 if that will not yield me a reflection4 ,it is narrow to be confined to woods and fields and grand aspects of nature only4444 ,why not see men standing in the sun and casting a shadow1 even as trees8444 ,i will try to enjoy them as animals1 at least4 ,this is in #ahea4 ,a year afterward we find him concerned with the same theme1 but in a less hesitating mood4 ,now he is on his high horse1 with apologies to nobody4 ,it appears to me1 he begins1 that to one standing on the heights of philosophy mankind and the works of man will have sunk out of sight altogether4 ,man1 in his opinion1 is too much insisted upon4 ,the poet says1 ',the proper study of mankind is man4' ,i say1 ,study to forget all that4 ,take wider views of the universe4444 ,what is the village1 city1 state1 nation1 aye1 the civilized world1 that it should concern a man so much8 ,the thought of them affects me1 in my wisest hours1 as when ,i pass a woodchuck's hole4 ,a high horse1 indeed6 ,but his comparison is really by no means so disparaging as it sounds2 for ,thoreau took a deep and lasting interest in woodchucks4 ,at one time and another he wrote many good pages about them2 for their reappearance in the spring he watched as for the return of a friend1 and once1 at least1 he devoted an hour to digging out a burrow and recording with painstaking minuteness the course and length of its ramifications4 ,a novelist1 describing his heroine's boudoir1 could hardly have been more strict with himself4 ,in fact1 to have said that one of ,thoreau's human neighbors was as interesting to him as a woodchuck would have been to pay that neighbor a rather handsome compliment4 ,none of the brute animals1 so called1--we have it on his own authority1--ever vexed his ears with pomposity or nonsense4 ,but we have interrupted his discourse midway4 ,i do not value any view of the universe into which man and the institutions of man enter very largely1 he continues4444 ,man is a past phenomenon to philosophy4 ,then he descends a little to particulars4 ,some rarely go outdoors1 most are always at home at night1--,concord people being uncommonly well brought up1 it would appear1--very few indeed have stayed out all night once in their lives2 fewer still have gone behind the world of humanity and seen its institutions like toadstools by the wayside4 ,and then1 having1 with this good bit of philosophical tall talk1 brushed aside humanity as a very little thing1 he proceeds to chronicle the really essential facts of the day3 that he landed that afternoon on ,tall's ,island1 and to his disappointment found the weather not cold or windy enough for the meadow to make its most serious impression2 also1 that the staddles from which the hay had been removed were found to stand a foot or two above the water2 besides which1 he saw cranberries on the bottom 7although he forgot to mention them in their proper place71 and noticed that the steam of the engine looked very white that morning against the hillside4 ,all which setting of ordinary valuations topsy-turvy1 the lords of creation below the beasts that perish1 may lead an innocent reader to exclaim with one of old1 ,lord1 what is man1 that thou art mindful of him8 and the son of man1 that thou visitest him8 ,nevertheless1 we must not treat the matter too lightly1 easily as it lends itself to persiflage4 ,even in this extreme instance it is not to be assumed that ,thoreau was talking for the sake of talking1 or merely keeping his hand in with his favorite rhetorical weapon1 a paradox4 ,that desiderated serious impression1 at all events1 was no laughing matter2 rather it was to have been the chief event of the day2 of more account to ,thoreau than dinner and supper both were likely to be to his farmer neighbor4 ,as for the woodchuck1 its comparative rank in the scale of animal existence1 be it higher or lower1 is nothing to the purpose4 ,for ,thoreau it was simple truth that1 on some days1 and in some states of mind1 he found the society of such a cave-dweller more acceptable1 or less unacceptable1 than that of any number of his highly civilized townsmen4 ,nor is the statement one to be nervously concerned about4 ,any inveterate stroller1 the most matter-of-fact man alive 7though matter-of-fact men are not apt to be strollers71 might say the same1 in all soberness1 with no thought of writing himself down a misanthrope1 or of setting himself up as a philosopher4 ,for one thing1 the woodchuck is sure to be less intrusive1 less distracting1 than the ordinary human specimen2 he fits in better with solitude and the solitary feeling4 ,he is never in the way4 ,moreover1 you can say to a woodchuck anything that comes into your head1 without fear of giving offense2 a less important consideration than the other1 no doubt1 woodchucks as a class not being remarkably conversable1 but still worthy of mention4 ,for1 naturally enough1 an outspoken freethinker like ,thoreau found the greater number of men not so very different from ministers1 of whom he said1 in a tone of innocent surprise1 that they could not bear all kinds of opinions1--as if any sincere thought were not the best sort of truth6 ,he walked one afternoon with ,alcott1 and spent an agreeable hour1 though for the most part he preferred having the woods and fields to himself4 ,alcott was an ineffectual genius1 he remarks1 forever feeling about vainly in his speech1 and touching nothing 7one thinks of ,arnold's characterization of ,shelley as a beautiful and ineffectual angel1 beating in the void his luminous wings in vain1 which1 in its turn1 may call to mind ,lowell's comparison of ,shelley's genius to a ,st4 ,elmo's fire1 playing in ineffectual flame about the points of his thought71 but after all1 he was good company2 not quite so good as none1 of course1 but on the whole1 as men go1 rather better than most4 ,at least1 he would listen to what you had to offer4 ,he was open-minded2 he wasn't shut up in a creed2 an honest man's thought would not shock him4 ,you could talk to him without running up against some institution4 ,in a word1--though ,thoreau doesn't say it1--he was something like a woodchuck4 ,with all his passion for that glorious society called solitude1 and with all his feeling that mankind1 as a past phenomenon1 thought far too highly of itself1 it is abundantly in evidence that ,thoreau1 in his own time and on his own terms1 was capable of a really human delight in familiar intercourse with his fellows4 ,channing1 who should have known1 speaks1 a little vaguely1 to be sure1 of his fine social qualities4 ,always a genial and hospitable entertainer1 he calls him4 ,and ,mr4 ,ricketson1 who also should have known1 assures us that no man could hold a finer relationship with his family than he4 ,but of this aspect of his character1 it must be acknowledged1 there is comparatively little in the journal4 ,what is very constant and emphatic there--emphatic sometimes to the point of painfulness--is the hermit's hunger and thirst after friendship2 a friendship the sweets of which1 so far as appears1 he was very sparingly to enjoy4 ,for if he was at home in the family group and in huckleberry excursions with children1 if he relished to the full a talk with a stray fisherman1 a racy-tongued woodchopper1 or a good ,indian1 something very different seems to have been habitual with him when it came to intercourse with equals and friends4 ,here1 even more than elsewhere1 he was an uncompromising idealist4 ,his craving was for a friendship more than human1 friendship such as it was beyond any one about him to furnish1 if it was not1 as may fairly be suspected1 beyond his own capacity to receive4 ,in respect to outward things1 his wealth1 he truly said1 was to want little4 ,in respect to friendship1 his poverty was to want the unattainable4 ,it might have been retorted upon him in his own words1 that he was like a man who should complain of hard times because he could not afford to buy himself a crown4 ,but the retort would perhaps have been rather smart than fair4 ,he1 at least1 would never have acquiesced in it4 ,he confided to his journal again and again that he asked nothing of his friends but honesty1 sincerity1 a grain of real appreciation1 an opportunity once in a year to speak the truth2 but in the end it came always to this1 that he insisted upon perfection1 and1 not finding it1 went on his way hungry4 ,probably it is true--one seems to divine a reason for it--that idealists1 claimers of the absolute1 have commonly found their fellow men a disappointment4 ,in ,thoreau's case it was his best friends who most severely tried his patience4 ,they invite him to see them1 he complains1 and then do not show themselves4 ,he pines and starves near them4 ,all is useless4 ,they treat him so that he feels a thousand miles off4 ,i leave my friends early4 ,i go away to cherish my idea of friendship4 ,surely there is no sentence in all ,thoreau's books that is more thoroughly characteristic than that4 ,and how neatly it is turned6 ,listen also to this1 which is equally bitter1 and almost equally perfect in the phrasing3 ,no fields are so barren to me as the men of whom ,i expect everything1 but get nothing4 ,in their neighborhood ,i experience a painful yearning for society4 ,it is all a mystery to him4 ,how happens it1 he exclaims1 that ,i find myself making such an enormous demand on men1 and so constantly disappointed8 ,are my friends aware how disappointed ,i am8 ,is it all my fault8 ,am ,i incapable of expansion and generosity8 ,i shall accuse myself of anything else sooner4 ,and again he goes away sorrowful1 consoling himself1 as best he can1 with his own paradox1-- ,i might have loved him1 had ,i loved him less4 ,strange that he should have suffered in this way1 many will think1 with ,emerson himself for a friend and neighbor6 ,well1 the two men were friends1 but neither was in this relation quite impeccable 7which is as much as to say that both were human71 and to judge by such hints as are gatherable on either side1 their case was not entirely unlike that of ,bridget ,elia and her cousin1--generally in harmony1 with occasional bickerings1 as it should be among near relations2 though bickerings is no doubt an undignified term for use in this connection4 ,it is interesting1 some may deem it amusing1 to put side by side the statements of the two men upon this very point2 ,emerson's communicated to the public shortly after his friend's death1 ,thoreau's intrusted nine years before to the privacy of his journal4 ,emerson's speech is the more guarded1 as1 for more reasons than one1 it might have been expected to be4 ,his friend1 he confesses1 was somewhat military in his nature 444 always manly and able1 but rarely tender1 as if he did not feel himself except in opposition4 ,he wanted a fallacy to expose1 a blunder to pillory1 ,i may say required a little sense of victory1 a roll of the drum1 to call his powers into full exercise4444 ,it seemed as if his first instinct on hearing a proposition was to controvert it1 so impatient was he of the limitations of our daily thought4 ,this habit1 of course1 is a little chilling to the social affections2 and though the companion would in the end acquit him of any malice or untruth1 yet it mars conversation4 ,hence no equal companion stood in affectionate relations with one so pure and guileless4 ,thoreau's entry is dated ,may #bd1 #ahec4 ,talked1 or tried to talk1 with ,r4 ,w4 ,e4 ,lost my time1 nay1 almost my identity4 ,he1 assuming a false opposition where there was no difference of opinion1 talked to the wind1 told me what ,i knew1 and ,i lost my time trying to imagine myself somebody else to oppose him4 ,it is the very same picture1 drawn by another pencil1 with a different placing of the shadows2 and since the two sketches were made so many years apart and yet seem to be descriptive of the same thing1 it is perhaps fair to conclude that this particular interview1 which appears to have degenerated into something like a dispute about nothing 7a very frequent subject of disputes1 by the way71 was not exceptional1 but rather typical4 ,without doubt this was one of the occasions when ,thoreau felt himself treated as if he were a thousand miles off1 and went home early to cherish his idea of friendship4 ,let us hope that he lost nothing else along with his time and identity4 ,but here1 again1 we are in danger of an unseasonable lightness4 ,friendship1 according to ,thoreau's apprehension of it1 was a thing infinitely sacred4 ,a friend might move him to petulance1 as the best of friends sometimes will2 but friendship1 the ideal state shown to him in dreams1 for speech concerning that there was nowhere in ,english1 nor anywhere else1 a word sufficiently noble and unsoiled4 ,and even his friends he loved1 although1 tongue-tied ,new-,englander that he was1 he could never tell them so4 ,he loved them best 7and this1 likewise1 was no singularity7 when they were farthest away4 ,in company1 even in their company1 he could never utter his truest thought4 ,so it is with us all4 ,it was a greater than ,thoreau who said1 ,we descend to meet2 and a greater still1 perhaps 7and he also a ,concord man71 who confessed at fifty odd3 ,i doubt whether ,i have ever really talked with half a dozen persons in my life4 ,as for ,thoreau1 he knew at times1 and owned as much to himself1 that his absorption in nature tended to unfit him for human society4 ,but so it was2 he loved to be alone4 ,and in this respect he had no thought of change1--no thought nor wish4 ,whatever happened1 he would still belong to no club but the true country club1 which dined at the sign of the ,shrub ,oak4 ,the fields and the woods1 the old road1 the river1 and the pond1 these were his real neighbors4 ,year in and year out1 how near they were to him6--a nearness unspeakable2 till sometimes it seemed as if their being and his were not two1 but one and the same4 ,with them was no frivolity1 no vulgarity1 no changeableness1 no prejudice4 ,with them he had no misunderstandings1 no meaningless disputes1 no disappointments4 ,they knew him1 and were known of him4 ,in their society he felt himself renewed4 ,there he lived1 and loved his life4 ,there1 if anywhere1 the ,spirit of the ,lord came upon him4 ,hear him1 on a cool morning in ,august1 with the wind in the branches and the crickets in the grass1 and think of him1 if you can1 as a being too cold for friendship6 ,my heart leaps out of my mouth at the sound of the wind in the woods4 ,i1 whose life was but yesterday so desultory and shallow1 suddenly recover my spirits1 my spirituality1 through my hearing4444 ,ah6 if ,i could so live that there should be no desultory moments 444 ,i would walk1 ,i would sit and sleep1 with natural piety4 ,what if ,i could pray aloud1 or to myself1 as ,i went along by the brookside1 a cheerful prayer1 like the birds6 ,for joy ,i could embrace the earth4 ,i shall delight to be buried in it4 ,and then1 to think of those ,i love among men1 who will know that ,i love them1 though ,i tell them not4444 ,i thank you1 ,god4 ,i do not deserve anything2 ,i am unworthy of the least regard2 and yet the world is gilded for my delight1 and holidays are prepared for me1 and my path is strewn with flowers4444 ,o keep my senses pure6 ,highly characteristic is that concluding ejaculation4 ,for ,thoreau the five senses were not organs or means of sensuous gratification1 but the five gateways of the soul4 ,he would have them open and undefiled4 ,upon that point no man was ever more insistent4 ,above all1 no sense must be pampered2 else it would lose its native freshness and delicacy1 and so its diviner use4 ,that way lay perdition4 ,when a woman came to ,concord to lecture1 and ,thoreau carried her manuscript to the hall for her1 wrapped in its owner's handkerchief1 he complained twenty-four hours afterward that his pocket still exhaled cologne4 ,faint1 elusive outdoor odors were not only a continual delight to him1 but a positive means of grace4 ,so1 too1 he would rather not see any of the scenic wonders of the world4 ,only let his sense of beauty remain uncorrupted1 and he could trust his ,musketaquid meadows1 and the low hills round about1 to feed and satisfy him forever4 ,because of his jealousy in this regard1 partly1--and partly from ignorance1 it may be1 just as some of his respectable village acquaintances would have found the ,iliad1 of which he talked so much1 duller than death in comparison with the works of ,mr4 ,sylvanus ,cobb1--he often spoke in slighting terms of operas and all the more elaborate forms of music4 ,the ear1 he thought1 if it were kept innocent1 would find satisfaction in the very simplest of musical sounds4 ,for himself1 there was no language extravagant enough to express his rapturous delight in them4 ,now all the romance of his youthfulest moment came flooding back upon him1 and anon he was carried away till he looked under the lids of ,time1--all by the humming of telegraph-wires or1 at night especially1 by the distant baying of a hound4 ,to the modern musical person certain of his confessions under this head are of a character to excite mirth4 ,he is much indebted1 for instance1 to a neighbor who will now and then1 in the intervals of his work1 draw forth a few strains from his accordion4 ,the neighbor is only a learner1 but1 says ,thoreau1 ,i find when his strains cease that ,i have been elevated4 ,his daily philosophy is all of a piece1 one perceives3 plain fare1 plain clothes1 plain company1 a hut in the woods1 an old book1--and for inspiration the notes of a neighbor's accordion4 ,more than once1 too1 he acknowledges his obligation to that famous rural entertainer and civilizer1 the hand-organ4 ,all ,vienna could not do more for him1 he ventures to think4 ,it is perhaps the best instrumental music that we have1 he observes2 which can hardly have been true1 even in ,concord1 one prefers to believe1 while admitting the possibility4 ,if it is heard far enough away1 he goes on1 so that the creaking of the machinery is lost1 it serves the grandest use for me1--it deepens my existence4 ,we smile1 of course1 as in duty bound1 at so artless an avowal2 but1 having smiled1 we are bound also to render our opinion that the most blas concert-goer1 if he be a man of native sensibility1 will readily enough discern what ,thoreau has in mind1 and with equal readiness will concede to it a measure of reasonableness2 for he will have the witness in himself that the effect of music upon the soul depends as much upon the temper of the soul as upon the perfection of the instrument4 ,one day a simple air1 simply sung or played1 will land him in heaven2 and another day the best efforts of the full symphony orchestra will leave him in the mire4 ,and after all1 it is possibly better1 albeit in poorer taste1 to be transported by the wheezing of an accordion than to be bored by finer music4 ,as for ,thoreau1 he studied to be a master of the art of living2 and in the practice of that art1 as of any other1 it is the glory of the artist to achieve extraordinary results by ordinary means4 ,to have one's existence deepened--there cannot be many things more desirable than that2 and as between our unsophisticated recluse and the average musical person aforesaid1 the case is perhaps not so one-sided as at first sight it looks2 or1 if it be1 the odds are possibly not always on the side of what seems the greater opportunity4 ,his life1 the quality of his life1 that for ,thoreau was the paramount concern4 ,to the furthering of that end all things must be held subservient4 ,nature1 man1 books1 music1 all for him had the same use4 ,this one thing he did1--he cultivated himself4 ,if any1 because of his so doing1 accused him of selfishness1 preaching to him of philanthropy1 almsgiving1 and what not1 his answer was already in his mouth4 ,mankind1 he was prepared to maintain1 was very well off without such helps1 which oftener than not did as much harm as good 7though the concrete case at his elbow--half-clad ,johnny ,riordan1 a fugitive slave1 an ,irishman who wished to bring his family over--appealed to him as quickly as to most1 one is glad to notice72 and1 however that might be1 the world needed a thousand times more than any so-called charity the sight of a man here and there living for higher ends than the world itself knows of4 ,his own course1 at any rate1 was clear before him3 ,what ,i am1 ,i am1 and say not4 ,being is the great explainer4 ,his life1 his own life1 that he must live2 and he must be in earnest about it4 ,he was no indifferent1 no little-carer1 no skeptic1 as if truth and a lie were but varying shades of the same color1 and virtue1 according to the old phrase1 a mean between vices4 ,you would never catch him sighing1 ,oh1 well6 or ,who knows8 ,qualifications1 reconciliations1 rapprochements1 the two sides of the shield1 and all that1--these were considerations not in his line4 ,before everything else he was a believer1--an idealist1 that is1--the last person in the world to put up with half-truths or half-way measures4 ,if existing things were thus and so1 that was no reason why1 with the sect of the ,sadducees1 he should make the best of them4 ,what if there were no best of them8 ,what if they were all bad8 ,and anyhow1 why not begin new8 ,it was conceivable1 was it not1 that a man should set his own example1 and follow his own copy4 ,general opinion1--what was that8 ,was a thing better established because ten thousand fools believed it8 ,did folly become wisdom by being raised to a higher power8 ,and antiquity1 tradition1--what were they8 ,could a blind man of fifteen centuries ago see farther than a blind man of the present time8 ,and if the blind led the blind1 then or now1 would not both fall into the ditch8 ,yes1 he was undoubtedly peculiar4 ,as to that there could never be anything but agreement among practical people4 ,in a world where shiftiness and hesitation are the rule1 nothing looks so eccentric as a straight course4 ,it must be acknowledged1 too1 that a man whose goodness has a strong infusion of the bitter1 and whose opinions turn out of the way for nobody1 is not apt to be the most comfortable kind of neighbor4 ,we were not greatly surprised1 lately1 to hear an excellent lady remark of ,thoreau that1 from all she had read about him1 she thought he must have been a very disagreeable gentleman4 ,it could hardly be said of him1 as ,mr4 ,birrell says of ,matthew ,arnold1 who was himself a pretty serious person1 and1 after a way of his own1 a preacher of righteousness1 that he conspired and contrived to make things pleasant4 ,being a consistent idealist1 he was of course an extremist1 falling in that respect little behind the man out of ,nazareth1 whose hard sayings1 by all accounts1 were sometimes less acceptable than they might have been1 and of whom ,thoreau asserted1 in his emphatic way1 that if his words were really read from any pulpit in the land1 there would not be left one stone of that meeting-house upon another4 ,thoreau worshipped purity1 and the every-day ethical standards of the street were to him an abomination4 ,there are certain current expressions and blasphemous moods of viewing things1 he declares1 as when we say 'he is doing a good business1' more profane than cursing and swearing4 ,there is death and sin in such words4 ,let not the children hear them4 ,that innocent-sounding phrase about a good business--as if a business might be taken for granted as good because it brought in money--was as abhorrent to him as the outrageous worldly philosophy of an old castaway like ,major ,pendennis is to the ordinarily sensitive reader4 ,he was constitutionally earnest4 ,there are pages of the journal1 indeed1 which make one feel that perhaps he was in danger of being too much so for his own profit4 ,possibly it is not quite wholesome1 possibly1 if one dares to say it1 it begets a something like priggishness1 for the soul to be keyed up continually to so strenuous a pitch4 ,in ,thoreau's case1 at all events1 one is glad for every sign of a slackening of the tension4 ,set the red hen to-day2 ,got green grapes to stew2 ,painted the bottom of my boat2 trivialities like these1 too far apart 7one is tempted to colloquialize1 and call them precious few1 finding them so infrequent and so welcome71 strike the reader with a sudden sensation of relief1 as if he had been wading to the chin1 and all at once his feet had touched a shallow4 ,so1 too1 one is thankful to come upon a really amusing dissertation about the tying of shoe-strings1 or rather about their too easy untying2 a matter with which1 it appears1 ,thoreau had for years experienced a great deal of trouble4 ,his walking companion 7,channing1 presumably7 and himself had often compared notes about it1 concluding after experiments that the duration of a shoe-tie might be made to serve as a reasonably accurate unit of measure1 as accurate1 say1 as a stadium or a league4 ,channing1 indeed1 would sometimes go without shoe-strings1 rather than be plagued so incessantly by their dissolute behavior4 ,finally ,thoreau1 being then thirty-six years old1 and always exceptionally clever with his hands1 set his wits seriously at work upon knots1 and by a stroke of good fortune 7or a stroke of genius7 hit upon one which answered his end2 only to be told1 on communicating his discovery to a third party1 that he had all his life been tying granny knots1 never having learned1 at school or elsewhere1 the secret of a square one6 ,it might be well1 he concludes1 if all children were taught the accomplishment4 ,verily1 as ,hosea ,biglow did not say1 they didn't know everything down in ,concord4 ,more refreshing still are entries describing hours of serene communion with nature1 hours in which1 as in an instance already cited1 the ,spirit of the ,lord blessed him1 and he forgot even to be good4 ,these entries1 likewise1 are less numerous than could be wished1 though perhaps as frequent as could fairly be expected2 since ecstasies1 like feasts1 must in the nature of things be somewhat broadly spaced2 and it is interesting1 not to say surprising1 to see how frankly he looks upon them afterward as subjects on which to try his pen4 ,in these seasons when our genius reigns we may be powerless for expression1 he remarks2 but in calmer hours1 when talent is again active1 the memory of those rarer moods comes to color our picture1 and is the permanent paint-pot1 as it were1 into which we dip our brush4 ,but1 in truth1 the whole journal1 some volumes of which are carefully indexed in his own hand1 is quite undisguisedly a collection of thoughts1 feelings1 and observations1 out of which copy is to be extracted4 ,in it1 he says1 ,i wish to set down such choice experiences that my own writings may inspire me1 and at last ,i may make wholes of parts4444 ,each thought that is welcomed and recorded is a nest-egg by the side of which more will be laid4 ,a born writer1 he is greedy of occasions to express himself4 ,he counts it wise to write on many subjects1 that so he may find the right and inspiring one4 ,there are innumerable avenues to a perception of the truth1 he tells himself4 ,improve the suggestion of each object1 however humble1 however slight and transient the provocation4 ,what else is there to be improved8 ,the literary diarist1 like the husbandman1 knows not which shall prosper4 ,morning and evening1 he can only sow the seed4 ,so it was with ,thoreau4 ,a strange and unaccountable thing1 he pronounces his journal4 ,it will allow nothing to be predicated of it2 its good is not good1 nor its bad bad4 ,if ,i make a huge effort to expose my innermost and richest wares to light1 my counter seems cluttered with the meanest homemade stuffs2 but after months or years ,i may discover the wealth of ,india1 and whatever rarity is brought overland from ,cathay1 in that confused heap1 and what seemed a festoon of dried apple or pumpkin will prove a string of ,brazilian diamonds1 or pearls from ,coromandel4 ,well1 we make sure that whoever tumbles the heap over now1 more than forty years after the last object was laid upon it1 will be rewarded with many and many a jewel4 ,here1 for his encouragement1 are half a dozen out of the goodly number that one customer has lately turned up1 in a hasty rummaging of the counter3-- ,when a dog runs at you1 whistle for him4 ,we must be at the helm at least once a day2 we must feel the tiller rope in our hands1 and know that if we sail1 we steer4 ,in composition ,i miss the hue of the mind4 ,after the era of youth is past1 the knowledge of ourselves is an alloy that spoils our satisfactions4 ,how vain it is to sit down to write when you have not stood up to live4 ,silence is of various depths and fertility1 like soil4 ,praise should be spoken as simply and naturally as a flower emits its fragrance4 ,here1 again1 is a mere nothing1 a momentary impression caught1 in ball-players' language1 on the fly2 nothing like a pearl from ,coromandel1 if you will1 but at the worst a toothsome bite out of a wild ,new ,england apple4 ,it is winter4 ,i saw a team come out of a path in the woods1 says ,thoreau1 as though it had never gone in1 but belonged there1 and only came out like ,elisha's bears4 ,there will be few country-bred ,yankee boys1 we imagine1 who will not remember to have experienced something precisely like that1 under precisely the same circumstances1 though it never occurred to them to put the feeling into words1 much less to preserve it in a drop of ink4 ,that is one of the good things that a writer does for us4 ,and our country-bred boy1 if we mistake not1 is likely to consider this one careless sentence of ,thoreau1 which adds not a cent's worth to the sum of what is called human knowledge1 as of more value than any dozen pages of his painstaking botanical records4 ,thoreau the naturalist appears in the journal1 not as a master1 but as a learner4 ,it could hardly be otherwise1 of course1 a journal being what it is4 ,there we see him conning by himself his daily lesson1 correcting yesterday by to-day1 and to-day by to-morrow1 progressing1 like every scholar1 over the stepping-stones of his own mistakes4 ,of the branches he pursued1 as far as the present writer can presume to judge1 he was strongest in botany2 certainly it was to plants that he most persistently devoted himself2 but even there he had as many uncertainties as discoveries to set down2 and he set them down with unflagging zeal and unrestrained particularity4 ,the daily account is running over with question-marks4 ,his patience was admirable2 the more so as he worked entirely by himself1 with few of the helps that in this better-furnished time almost belie the old proverb1 and make even the beginner's path a kind of royal road to learning4 ,the day of ,how-to-,know handbooks had not yet dawned4 ,of his bird-studies it would be interesting1 if there were room1 to speak at greater length4 ,here1 even more than in botany1 if that were possible1 he suffered for lack of assistance1 and even in his later entries leaves the present-day reader wondering how so eager a scholar could have spent so many years in learning so comparatively little4 ,the mystery is partly cleared1 however1 when it is found that until #ahed--say for more than a dozen years--he studied without a glass4 ,he does not buy things1 he explains1 with characteristic self-satisfaction1 till long after he begins to want them1 so that when he does get them he is prepared to make a perfect use of them4 ,it was wasteful economy4 ,he might as well have botanized without a pocket-lens4 ,but glass or no glass1 how could an ornithological observer1 whose power--so ,emerson said--seemed to indicate additional senses1 be in the field daily for ten or fifteen years before setting eyes upon his first rose-breasted grosbeak8--which memorable event happened to ,thoreau on the #acth of ,june1 #ahec6 ,how could a man who had made it his business for at least a dozen years to name all the birds without a gun1 stand for a long time within a few feet of a large bird1 so busy that it could not be scared far away1 and then go home uncertain whether he had been looking at a woodcock or a snipe8 ,how could he1 when thirty-five years old1 see a flock of sparrows1 and hear them sing1 and not be sure whether or not they were chipping sparrows8 ,and how could a man so strong in times and seasons1 always marking dates with an almanac's exactness1 how could he1 so late as '#eb1 inquire concerning the downy woodpecker1 one of the more familiar and constant of year-round birds1 ,do we see him in the winter8 and again1 a year later1 be found asking whether he1 the same downy woodpecker1 is not the first of our woodland birds to arrive in the spring8 ,at thirty-six he is amazed to the extent of double exclamation points by the sight of a flicker so early as ,march #bi4 ,it fills one with astonishment to hear him 7,may #d1 #ahec7 describing what he takes to be an indigo-bird after this fashion3 ,dark throat and light beneath1 and white spot on wings1 with hoarse1 rapid notes1 a kind of twee1 twee1 twee1 not musical4 ,the stranger may have been--most likely it was--a black-throated blue warbler2 which is as much like an indigo-bird as a bluebird is like a blue jay1--or a yellow apple like an orange4 ,and the indigo-bird1 it should be said1 is a common ,new-,englander1 such as one of our modern schoolboy bird-gazers would have no difficulty in getting into his list any summer day in ,concord2 while the warbler in question1 though nothing but a migrant1 and somewhat seclusive in its habits1 is so regular in its passage and so unmistakably marked 7no bird more so71 that it seems marvellous how ,thoreau1 prowling about everywhere with his eyes open1 should year after year have missed it4 ,the truth appears to be that even of the commoner sorts of birds that breed in eastern ,massachusetts or migrate through it1 ,thoreau--during the greater part of his life1 at least--knew by sight and name only a small proportion1 wonderful as his knowledge seemed to those who1 like ,emerson1 knew practically nothing4#b ,not that the journal is likely to prove less interesting to bird-loving readers on this account4 ,on the contrary1 it may rather be more so1 as showing them the means and methods of an ornithological amateur fifty years ago1 and1 especially1 as providing for them a desirable store of ornithological nuts to crack on winter evenings4 ,some such reader1 by a careful collation of the data which the publication of the journal as a whole puts at his disposal1 will perhaps succeed in settling the identity of the famous night-warbler2 a bird which some1 we believe1 have suspected to be nothing rarer than the almost superabundant oven-bird1 but which1 so far as we ourselves know1 may have been almost any one 7or any two or three7 of our smaller common birds that are given to occasional ecstatic song-flights4#c ,whatever it was1 it was of use to ,thoreau for the quickening of his imagination1 and for literary purposes2 and ,emerson was well advised in warning him to beware of booking it1 lest life henceforth should have so much the less to show him4 ,it must be said1 however1 that ,thoreau stood in slight need of such a caution4 ,he cherished for himself a pretty favorable opinion of a certain kind and measure of ignorance4 ,with regard to some of his ornithological mysteries1 for example1--the night-warbler1 the seringo-bird 7which with something like certainty we may conjecture to have been the savanna sparrow71 and others1--he flatters himself that his good genius had withheld their names from him that he might the better learn their character1--whatever such an expression may be supposed to mean4 ,he maintained stoutly1 from beginning to end1 that he was not of the ordinary school of naturalists1 but a mystic1 a transcendentalist1 and a natural philosopher in one2 though he believed himself1 in his own words1 by constitution as good an observer as most4 ,he will not be one of those who seek facts as facts1 studying nature as a dead language4 ,he studies her for purposes of his own1 in search of the raw material of tropes and figures4 ,i pray for such experience as will make nature significant1 he declares2 and then1 with the same penful of ink1 he asks3 ,is that the swamp gooseberry of ,gray now just beginning to blossom at ,saw-,mill ,brook8 ,it has a divided style and stamens1 etc41 as yet not longer than the calyx1 though my slip has no thorns nor prickles1 and so on1 and so on4 ,pages on pages of the journal are choke-full1 literally1 of this kind of botanical interrogation1 till the unsympathetic reader will be in danger of surmising that the mystical searcher after tropes and symbols is sometimes not so utterly unlike the student of the dead language of fact4 ,but then1 it is one of the virtues of a journal that it is not a work of art1 that it has no form1 no fashion 7and so does not go out of fashion71 and is always at liberty to contradict itself4 ,as ,thoreau said1 he tumbled his goods upon the counter2 no single customer is bound to be pleased with them all2 different men1 different tastes2 let each select from the pile the things that suit his fancy4 ,for our own part1 we acknowledge1--and the shrewd reader may already have remarked the fact1--we have not been disinclined to choose here and there a bit of some less rare and costly stuff4 ,the man is so sternly virtuous1 so inexorably in earnest1 so heart-set upon perfection1 that we almost like him best when for a moment he betrays something that suggests a touch of human frailty4 ,we prick up our ears when he speaks of a woman he once in a while goes to see1 who tells him to his face that she thinks him self-conceited4 ,now1 then1 we whisper to ourselves1 how will this man who despises flattery1 and1 boasting himself a commoner1 professes that for him there is something devilish in manners1--how will this candor-loving1 truth-speaking1 truth-appreciating man enjoy the rebuke of so unmannered a mentor8 ,and we smile and say ,aha6 when he adds that the lady wonders why he does not visit her oftener4 ,we smile1 too1 when he brags1 in early ,february1 that he has not yet put on his winter clothing1 amusing himself the while over the muffs and furs of his less hardy neighbors1 his own simple diet making him so tough in the fibre that he flourishes like a tree2 and then1 a week later1 writes with unbroken equanimity that he is down with bronchitis1 contenting himself to spend his days cuddled in a warm corner by the stove4 ,trifles of this kind encourage a pleasant feeling of brotherly relationship4 ,he is one of us1 after all1 with like passions4 ,but of course we really like him best when he is at his best1--as in some outpouring of his love for things natural and wild4 ,let us have one more such quotation3 ,now ,i yearn for one of those old1 meandering1 dry1 uninhabited roads1 which lead away from towns1 which lead us away from temptation1 which conduct us to the outside of earth1 over its uppermost crust2 where you may forget in what country you are travelling2 where your head is more in heaven than your feet are on earth2 where you can pace when your breast is full1 and cherish your moodiness4444 ,there ,i can walk and recover the lost child that ,i am without any ringing of a bell4 ,for real warmth1 when once the fire burns1 who can exceed our stoic8 ,we like1 also1 his bits of prettiness1 things in which he is second to nobody1 though prettiness1 again1 is not supposed to be the stoic's note2 and they are all the prettier1 as well as ten times more welcome1 because he has the grace--and the sound literary sense--to drop them here and there1 as it were casually1 upon a ground of simple1 unaffected prose4 ,here1 now1 is a sentence that by itself is worth a deal of ornithology3 ,the song sparrow is heard in fields and pastures1 setting the midsummer day to music1--as if it were the music of a mossy rail or fence-post4 ,of dragon-flies he says3 ,how lavishly they are painted6 ,how cheap was the paint6 ,how free was the fancy of their ,creator6 ,in early ,june1 when woods are putting forth leaves1 the summer is pitching its tent4 ,he finds the dainty fringed polygala 7whose ordinary color is a lovely rose-purple7 sporting white blossoms1 and remarks3 ,thus many flowers have their nun sisters1 dressed in white4 ,soaring hawks are kites without strings2 and when he and his companion are travelling across country1 keeping out of the sight of houses1 yet compelled to traverse here and there a farmer's field1 they shut every window with an apple tree4 ,gems like these one need not be a connoisseur to appreciate1 and they are common upon his counter4 ,it was a good name that ,channing gave him3 ,the ,poet-,naturalist4 ,but there are better things than flowers and jewels to be found in ,thoreau's stock4 ,there are cordials and tonics there1 to brace a man when he is weary2 eye-washes1 to cleanse his vision till he sees the heights above him and repents the lowness of his aims and the vulgarity of his satisfactions2 blisters and irritant plasters in large variety and of warranted strength2 but little or nothing1 so far as the present customer has noticed1 in the line of anodynes and sleeping-powders4 ,there we may buy moral wisdom1 which is not only the foundation and source of good writing1 as one of the ancients said1 but of the arts in general1 especially the art of life4 ,if the world is too much with us1 if wealth attracts and the rust of copper has begun to eat into the soul1 if we are in danger of selling our years for things that perish with the using1 here we may find correctives1 and go away thankful1 rejoicing henceforth to be rich in a better coinage than any that bears the world's stamp4 ,the very exaggerations of the master--if we call them such--may do us good like a medicine2 for there are diseased conditions which yield to nothing so quickly as to a shock4 ,as for ,thoreau himself1 life might have been smoother for him had he been less exacting in his idealism1 more tolerant of imperfection in others and in himself2 had he taken his studies1 and even his spiritual aspirations1 a grain or two less seriously4 ,a bit of boyish play now and then1 the bow quite unbent1 or a dose of novel-reading of the love-making1 humanizing 7,trollopean7 sort1 could one imagine it1 with a more temperate cherishing of his moodiness1 might have done him no harm4 ,it would have been for his comfort1 so much may confidently be said1 whether for his happiness is another question1 had he been one of those gentler humorists who can sometimes see themselves1 as all humorists have the gift of seeing other people1 funny side out4 ,but then1 had these things been so1 had his natural scope been wider1 his genius1 so to say1 more tropical1 richer1 freer1 more expansive1 more various and flexible1 more like the spreading banyan and less like the soaring1 sky-pointing spruce1--why1 then he would no longer have been ,thoreau2 for better or worse1 his speech would have lost its distinctive tang2 and in the long run the world1 which likes a touch of bitter and a touch of sour1 would almost certainly have found the man himself less interesting1 and his books less rememberable4 ,and made as he was1 born to his own affairs1 what else could he do but stick to himself8 ,we are constantly invited to be what we are1 he said4 ,the words might fittingly have been cut upon his gravestone4 ,b4 ,t4 ,,henry ,d4 ,,thoreau ,,gleanings ,,or ,,what ,,time ,,has ,,not ,,reaped ,,of ,,my ,,journal ,the small manuscript volume bearing on its first fly-leaf the legend printed on the preceding page is evidently a transcript of unused passages in the early journals1 and this is also the case with several succeeding small volumes4 ,see note on page #cdb4 ,the following mottoes occupy the next three pages of the book4 ,by all means use sometimes to be alone4 ,salute thyself3 see what thy soul doth wear4 ,dare to look in thy chest2 for 'tis thine own3 ,and tumble up and down what thou find'st there4 ,who cannot rest till he good fellows find1 ,he breaks up house1 turns out of doors his mind4 ,,herbert1 ,the ,church ,porch4 ,friends and companions1 get you gone6 ',tis my desire to be alone2 ,ne'er well1 but when my thoughts and ,i ,do domineer in privacy4 ,,burton1 ,anatomy of ,melancholy4 ,two ,paradises are in one1 ,to live in ,paradise alone4 ,,marvell1 ,the ,garden4 ,illustration3 ,henry ,david ,thoreau in #ahed1 from the ,rowse ,crayon in the ,concord ,public ,library ,,the ,,journal ,,of ,,henry ,,david ,,thoreau ,i #ahcg 7,t4 #bj7 ,oct #bb4 ,what are you doing now8 he asked4 ,do you keep a journal8 ,so ,i make my first entry to-day4 ,,solitude ,to be alone ,i find it necessary to escape the present1--,i avoid myself4 ,how could ,i be alone in the ,roman emperor's chamber of mirrors8 ,i seek a garret4 ,the spiders must not be disturbed1 nor the floor swept1 nor the lumber arranged4 ,the ,germans say1 ,es ist alles wahr wodurch du besser wirst4 ,,the ,,mould ,,our ,,deeds ,,leave ,oct4 #bd4 ,every part of nature teaches that the passing away of one life is the making room for another4 ,the oak dies down to the ground1 leaving within its rind a rich virgin mould1 which will impart a vigorous life to an infant forest4 ,the pine leaves a sandy and sterile soil1 the harder woods a strong and fruitful mould4 ,so this constant abrasion and decay makes the soil of my future growth4 ,as ,i live now so shall ,i reap4 ,if ,i grow pines and birches1 my virgin mould will not sustain the oak2 but pines and birches1 or1 perchance1 weeds and brambles1 will constitute my second growth4#d ,,spring ,oct #be4 ,she appears1 and we are once more children2 we commence again our course with the new year4 ,let the maiden no more return1 and men will become poets for very grief4 ,no sooner has winter left us time to regret her smiles1 than we yield to the advances of poetic frenzy4 ,the flowers look kindly at us from the beds with their child eyes1 and in the horizon the snow of the far mountains dissolves into light vapor4--,,goethe1 ,torquato ,tasso4 ,,the ,,poet ,he seems to avoid--even to flee from us1-- ,to seek something which we know not1 ,and perhaps he himself after all knows not4--,ibid4 ,oct #bf4 ,his eye hardly rests upon the earth2 ,his ear hears the one-clang of nature2 ,what history records1--what life gives1-- ,directly and gladly his genius takes it up3 ,his mind collects the widely dispersed1 ,and his feeling animates the inanimate4 ,often he ennobles what appeared to us common1 ,and the prized is as nothing to him4 ,in his own magic circle wanders ,the wonderful man1 and draws us ,with him to wander1 and take part in it3 ,he seems to draw near to us1 and remains afar from us3 ,he seems to be looking at us1 and spirits1 forsooth1 ,appear to him strangely in our places4--,ibid4 ,,how ,,man ,,grows ,a noble man has not to thank a private circle for his culture4 ,fatherland and world must work upon him4 ,fame and infamy must he learn to endure4 ,he will be constrained to know himself and others4 ,solitude shall no more lull him with her flattery4 ,the foe will not1 the friend dares not1 spare him4 ,then1 striving1 the youth puts forth his strength1 feels what he is1 and feels himself soon a man4 ,a talent is builded in solitude1 ,a character in the stream of the world4 ,he only fears man who knows him not1 and he who avoids him will soonest misapprehend him4--,ibid4 ,,ariosto ,as nature decks her inward rich breast in a green variegated dress1 so clothes he all that can make men honorable in the blooming garb of the fable4444 ,the well of superfluity bubbles near1 and lets us see variegated wonder-fishes4 ,the air is filled with rare birds1 the meads and copses with strange herds1 wit lurks half concealed in the verdure1 and wisdom from time to time lets sound from a golden cloud sustained words1 while frenzy wildly seems to sweep the well-toned lute1 yet holds itself measured in perfect time4 ,,beauty ,that beauty is transitory which alone you seem to honor4--,,goethe1 ,torquato ,tasso4 ,,the ,,fog ,oct4 #bg4 ,the prospect is limited to ,nobscot and ,annursnack4 ,the trees stand with boughs downcast like pilgrims beaten by a storm1 and the whole landscape wears a sombre aspect4 ,so when thick vapors cloud the soul1 it strives in vain to escape from its humble working-day valley1 and pierce the dense fog which shuts out from view the blue peaks in its horizon1 but must be content to scan its near and homely hills4 ,,ducks ,,at ,,goose ,,pond ,oct #bi4 ,two ducks1 of the summer or wood species1 which were merrily dabbling in their favorite basin1 struck up a retreat on my approach1 and seemed disposed to take ,french leave1 paddling off with swan-like majesty4 ,they are first-rate swimmers1 beating me at a round pace1 and--what was to me a new trait in the duck character--dove every minute or two and swam several feet under water1 in order to escape our attention4 ,just before immersion they seemed to give each other a significant nod1 and then1 as if by a common understanding1 'twas heels up and head down in the shaking of a duck's wing4 ,when they reappeared1 it was amusing to observe with what a self-satisfied1 darn-it-how-he-nicks-'em air they paddled off to repeat the experiment4 ,,the ,,arrowhead ,a curious incident happened some four or six weeks ago which ,i think it worth the while to record4 ,john and ,i had been searching for ,indian relics1 and been successful enough to find two arrowheads and a pestle1 when1 of a ,sunday evening1 with our heads full of the past and its remains1 we strolled to the mouth of ,swamp ,bridge ,brook4 ,as we neared the brow of the hill forming the bank of the river1 inspired by my theme1 ,i broke forth into an extravagant eulogy on those savage times1 using most violent gesticulations by way of illustration4 ,there on ,nawshawtuct1 said ,i1 was their lodge1 the rendezvous of the tribe1 and yonder1 on ,clamshell ,hill1 their feasting ground4 ,this was1 no doubt1 a favorite haunt2 here on this brow was an eligible lookout post4 ,how often have they stood on this very spot1 at this very hour1 when the sun was sinking behind yonder woods and gilding with his last rays the waters of the ,musketaquid1 and pondered the day's success and the morrow's prospects1 or communed with the spirit of their fathers gone before them to the land of shades6 ,here1 ,i exclaimed1 stood ,tahatawan2 and there 7to complete the period7 is ,tahatawan's arrowhead4 ,we instantly proceeded to sit down on the spot ,i had pointed to1 and ,i1 to carry out the joke1 to lay bare an ordinary stone which my whim had selected1 when lo6 the first ,i laid hands on1 the grubbing stone that was to be1 proved a most perfect arrowhead1 as sharp as if just from the hands of the ,indian fabricator666 ,,sunrise ,oct4 #cj4 ,first we have the gray twilight of the poets1 with dark and barry clouds diverging to the zenith4 ,then glows the intruding cloud in the east1 as if it bore a precious jewel in its bosom2 a deep round gulf of golden gray indenting its upper edge1 while slender rules of fleecy vapor1 radiating from the common centre1 like light-armed troops1 fall regularly into their places4 ,,sailing ,,with ,,and ,,against ,,the ,,stream ,nov4 #c4 ,if one would reflect1 let him embark on some placid stream1 and float with the current4 ,he cannot resist the ,muse4 ,as we ascend the stream1 plying the paddle with might and main1 snatched and impetuous thoughts course through the brain4 ,we dream of conflict1 power1 and grandeur4 ,but turn the prow down stream1 and rock1 tree1 kine1 knoll1 assuming new and varying positions1 as wind and water shift the scene1 favor the liquid lapse of thought1 far-reaching and sublime1 but ever calm and gently undulating4 ,,truth ,nov4 #e4 ,truth strikes us from behind1 and in the dark1 as well as from before and in broad daylight4 ,,still ,,streams ,,run ,,deepest ,nov4 #i4 ,it is the rill whose silver sands and pebbles sing eternal ditties with the spring4 ,the early frosts bridge its narrow channel1 and its querulous note is hushed4 ,only the flickering sunlight on its sandy bottom attracts the beholder4 ,but there are souls whose depths are never fathomed1--on whose bottom the sun never shines4 ,we get a distant view from the precipitous banks1 but never a draught from their mid-channels4 ,only a sunken rock or fallen oak can provoke a murmur1 and their surface is a stranger to the icy fetters which bind fast a thousand contributory rills4#e ,,discipline ,nov4 #ab4 ,i yet lack discernment to distinguish the whole lesson of to-day2 but it is not lost1--it will come to me at last4 ,my desire is to know what ,i have lived1 that ,i may know how to live henceforth4 ,,sin ,,destroys ,,the ,,perception ,,of ,,the ,,beautiful ,nov4 #ac4 ,this shall be the test of innocence--if ,i can hear a taunt1 and look out on this friendly moon1 pacing the heavens in queen-like majesty1 with the accustomed yearning4 ,,truth ,truth is ever returning into herself4 ,i glimpse one feature to-day1 another to-morrow2 and the next day they are blended4 ,,goethe ,nov4 #ae4 ,and now that it is evening1 a few clouds in the mild atmosphere rest upon the mountains1 more stand still than move in the heavens1 and immediately after sunset the chirping of crickets begins to increase2 then feels one once more at home in the world1 and not as an alien1--an exile4 ,i am contented as though ,i had been born and brought up here1 and now returned from a ,greenland or whaling voyage4 ,even the dust of my ,fatherland1 as it is whirled about the wagon1 which for so long a time ,i had not seen1 is welcome4 ,the clock-and-bell jingling of the crickets is very agreeable1 penetrating1 and not without a meaning4 ,pleasant is it when roguish boys whistle in emulation of a field of such songstresses4 ,one imagines that they really enhance each other4 ,the evening is perfectly mild as the day4 ,should an inhabitant of the south1 coming from the south1 hear of my rapture1 he would deem me very childish4 ,alas6 what ,i here express have ,i long felt under an unpropitious heaven4 ,and now this joy is to me an exception1 which ,i am henceforth to enjoy1--a necessity of my nature4--,italinische ,reise4#f ,,ponkawtassett ,nov4 #af4 ,there goes the river1 or rather is1 in serpent error wandering1 the jugular vein of ,musketaquid4 ,who knows how much of the proverbial moderation of the inhabitants was caught from its dull circulation8 ,the snow gives the landscape a washing-day appearance1--here a streak of white1 there a streak of dark2 it is spread like a napkin over the hills and meadows4 ,this must be a rare drying day1 to judge from the vapor that floats over the vast clothes-yard4 ,a hundred guns are firing and a flag flying in the village in celebration of the whig victory4 ,now a short dull report1--the mere disk of a sound1 shorn of its beams1--and then a puff of smoke rises in the horizon to join its misty relatives in the skies4 ,,goethe ,he gives such a glowing description of the old tower1 that they who had been born and brought up in the neighborhood must needs look over their shoulders1 that they might behold with their eyes1 what ,i had praised to their ears1 444 and ,i added nothing1 not even the ivy which for centuries had decorated the walls4--,italinische ,reise4#g ,,sunrise ,nov4 #ag4 ,now the king of day plays at bo-peep round the world's corner1 and every cottage window smiles a golden smile1--a very picture of glee4 ,i see the water glistening in the eye4 ,the smothered breathings of awakening day strike the ear with an undulating motion2 over hill and dale1 pasture and woodland1 come they to me1 and ,i am at home in the world4 ,,the ,,sky ,if there is nothing new on earth1 still there is something new in the heavens4 ,we have always a resource in the skies4 ,they are constantly turning a new page to view4 ,the wind sets the types in this blue ground1 and the inquiring may always read a new truth4#h ,,virgil ,nov4 #ah4 ,pulsae referunt ad sidera valles#i is such a line as would save an epic2 and how finely he concludes his agrestem musam1 now that ,silenus has done1 and the stars have heard his story1-- ,cogere donec oves stabulis1 numerumque referre ,jussit1 et invito processit ,vesper ,olympo4 ,,harmony ,nature makes no noise4 ,the howling storm1 the rustling leaf1 the pattering rain are no disturbance1 there is an essential and unexplored harmony in them4 ,why is it that thought flows with so deep and sparkling a current when the sound of distant music strikes the ear8 ,when ,i would muse ,i complain not of a rattling tune on the piano--a ,battle of ,prague even--if it be harmony1 but an irregular1 discordant drumming is intolerable4 ,,shadows ,when a shadow flits across the landscape of the soul1 where is the substance8 ,has it always its origin in sin8 and is that sin in me8 ,,virgil ,nov4 #bj4 ,i would read ,virgil1 if only that ,i might be reminded of the identity of human nature in all ages4 ,i take satisfaction in jam laeto turgent in palmite gemmae1 or ,strata jacent passim sua quaeque sub arbore poma4 ,it was the same world1 and the same men inhabited it4#aj ,,nawshawtuct ,nov4 #ba4 ,one must needs climb a hill to know what a world he inhabits4 ,in the midst of this ,indian summer ,i am perched on the topmost rock of ,nawshawtuct1 a velvet wind blowing from the southwest4 ,i seem to feel the atoms as they strike my cheek4 ,hills1 mountains1 steeples stand out in bold relief in the horizon1 while ,i am resting on the rounded boss of an enormous shield1 the river like a vein of silver encircling its edge1 and thence the shield gradually rises to its rim1 the horizon4 ,not a cloud is to be seen1 but villages1 villas1 forests1 mountains1 one above another1 till they are swallowed up in the heavens4#aa ,the atmosphere is such that1 as ,i look abroad upon the length and breadth of the land1 it recedes from my eye1 and ,i seem to be looking for the threads of the velvet4 ,thus ,i admire the grandeur of my emerald carriage1 with its border of blue1 in which ,i am rolling through space4 ,,thoughts ,nov4 #bf4 ,i look around for thoughts when ,i am overflowing myself4 ,while ,i live on1 thought is still in embryo1--it stirs not within me4 ,anon it begins to assume shape and comeliness1 and ,i deliver it1 and clothe it in its garment of language4 ,but alas6 how often when thoughts choke me do ,i resort to a spat on the back1 or swallow a crust1 or do anything but expectorate them6 ,,hoar ,,frost ,,and ,,green ,,river ,nov4 #bh4 ,every tree1 fence1 and spire of grass that could raise its head above the snow was this morning covered with a dense hoar frost4 ,the trees looked like airy creatures of darkness caught napping4 ,on this side they were huddled together1 their gray hairs streaming1 in a secluded valley which the sun had not yet penetrated1 and on that they went hurrying off in ,indian file by hedgerows and watercourses1 while the shrubs and grasses1 like elves and fairies of the night1 sought to hide their diminished heads in the snow4 ,the branches and taller grasses were covered with a wonderful ice-foliage1 answering leaf for leaf to their summer dress4 ,the centre1 diverging1 and even more minute fibres were perfectly distinct and the edges regularly indented4 ,these leaves were on the side of the twig or stubble opposite to the sun 7when it was not bent toward the east71 meeting it for the most part at right angles1 and there were others standing out at all possible angles upon these1 and upon one another4 ,it struck me that these ghost leaves and the green ones whose forms they assume were the creatures of the same law4 ,it could not be in obedience to two several laws that the vegetable juices swelled gradually into the perfect leaf on the one hand1 and the crystalline particles trooped to their standard in the same admirable order on the other4 ,the river1 viewed from the bank above1 appeared of a yellowish-green color1 but on a nearer approach this phenomenon vanished2 and yet the landscape was covered with snow4#ab ,,ice-,,harp ,dec4 #e4 ,my friend tells me he has discovered a new note in nature1 which he calls the ,ice-,harp4 ,chancing to throw a handful of pebbles upon the pond where there was an air chamber under the ice1 it discoursed a pleasant music to him4 ,herein resides a tenth muse1 and as he was the man to discover it probably the extra melody is in him4 ,,goethe ,dec4 #h4 ,he is generally satisfied with giving an exact description of objects as they appear to him1 and his genius is exhibited in the points he seizes upon and illustrates4 ,his description of ,venice and her environs as seen from the ,marcusthurm is that of an unconcerned spectator1 whose object is faithfully to describe what he sees1 and that1 too1 for the most part1 in the order in which he saw it4 ,it is this trait which is chiefly to be prized in the book2 even the reflections of the author do not interfere with his descriptions4 ,it would thus be possible for inferior minds to produce invaluable books4#ac ,,measure ,dec4 #aj4 ,not the carpenter alone carries his rule in his pocket4 ,space is quite subdued to us4 ,the meanest peasant finds in a hair of his head1 or the white crescent upon his nail1 the unit of measure for the distance of the fixed stars4 ,his middle finger measures how many digits into space2 he extends a few times his thumb and finger1 and the continent is spanned2 he stretches out his arms1 and the sea is fathomed4 ,,thought ,dec4 #ab4 ,there are times when thought elbows her way through the underwood of words to the clear blue beyond2 ,o'er bog1 or steep1 through strait1 rough1 dense1 or rare1 ,with head1 hands1 wings1 or feet1 pursues her way1 ,and swims1 or sinks1 or wades1 or creeps1 or flies2444 but let her don her cumbersome working-day garment1 and each sparkling dewdrop will seem a slough of despond4 ,,peculiarity ,when we speak of a peculiarity in a man or a nation1 we think to describe only one part1 a mere mathematical point2 but it is not so4 ,it pervades all4 ,some parts may be further removed than others from this centre1 but not a particle so remote as not to be either shined on or shaded by it4 ,,thorns ,no faculty in man was created with a useless or sinister intent2 in no respect can he be wholly bad1 but the worst passions have their root in the best1--as anger1 for instance1 may be only a perverted sense of wrong which yet retains some traces of its origin4#ad ,so a spine is proved to be only an abortive branch1 which1 notwithstanding1 even as a spine1 bears leaves1 and1 in ,euphorbia heptagona1 sometimes flowers and fruit4 ,,jack ,,frost ,dec4 #ae4 ,as further confirmation of the fact that vegetation is a kind of crystallization1 ,i observe that upon the edge of the melting frost on the windows1 ,jack is playing singular freaks1--now bundling together his needle-shaped leaves so as to resemble fields waving with grain1 or shocks of wheat rising here and there from the stubble4 ,on one side the vegetation of the torrid zone is presented you1--high-towering palms1 and widespread banyans1 such as we see in pictures of ,oriental scenery2 on the other are arctic pines1 stiff-frozen1 with branches downcast1 like the arms of tender men in frosty weather4#ae ,in some instances the panes are covered with little feathery flocks1 where the particles radiate from a common centre1 the number of radii varying from three to seven or eight4 ,the crystalline particles are partial to the creases and flaws in the glass1 and1 when these extend from sash to sash1 form complete hedgerows1 or miniature watercourses1 where dense masses of crystal foliage high over-arched imbower4 ,,frozen ,,mist ,dec4 #af4 ,the woods were this morning covered with thin bars of vapor1--the evaporation of the leaves according to ,sprengel1--which seemed to have been suddenly stiffened by the cold4 ,in some places it was spread out like gauze over the tops of the trees1 forming extended lawns1 where elves and fairies held high tournament2 before each van ,prick forth the aery knights1 and couch their spears1 ,till thickest legions close4#af ,the east was glowing with a narrow but ill-defined crescent of light1 the blue of the zenith mingling in all possible proportions with the salmon-color of the horizon4 ,and now the neighboring hilltops telegraph to us poor crawlers of the plain the ,monarch's golden ensign in the east1 and anon his long levelled rules fall sector-wise1 and humblest cottage windows greet their lord4 ,,facts ,how indispensable to a correct study of ,nature is a perception of her true meaning4 ,the fact will one day flower out into a truth4 ,the season will mature and fructify what the understanding had cultivated4 ,mere accumulators of facts--collectors of materials for the master-workmen--are like those plants growing in dark forests1 which put forth only leaves instead of blossoms4 ,,druids ,dec4 #ag4 ,in all ages and nations we observe a leaning towards a right state of things4 ,this may especially be seen in the history of the priest1 whose life approaches most nearly to that of the ideal man4 ,the ,druids paid no taxes1 and were allowed exemption from warfare and all other things4 ,the clergy are even now a privileged class4 ,in the last stage of civilization ,poetry1 ,religion1 and ,philosophy will be one2 and this truth is glimpsed in the first4 ,the druidical order was divided into ,druids1 ,bards1 and ,ouates4 ,the ,bards were the poets and musicians1 of whom some were satirists1 and some encomiasts4 ,the ,ouates sacrificed1 divined1 and contemplated the nature of things4 ,the ,druids cultivated physiology and moral philosophy2 or1 as ,diodorus says1 were their philosophers and theologians4 ,,goethe ,dec4 #ah4 ,he required that his heroine1 ,iphigenia1 should say nothing which might not be uttered by the holy ,agathe1 whose picture he contemplated4 ,,immortality ,,post ,the nations assert an immortality post as well as ante4 ,the ,athenians wore a golden grasshopper as an emblem that they sprang from the earth1 and the ,arcadians pretended that they were 1 or before the moon4 ,the ,platos do not seem to have considered this back-reaching tendency of the human mind4 ,,the ,,pride ,,of ,,ancestry ,men are pleased to be called the sons of their fathers1--so little truth suffices them1--and whoever addresses them by this or a similar title is termed a poet4 ,the orator appeals to the sons of ,greece1 of ,britannia1 of ,france1 or of ,poland2 and our fathers' homely name acquires some interest from the fact that ,sakai-suna means sons-of-the-,sakai4#ag ,,hell ,dec4 #ai4 ,hell itself may be contained within the compass of a spark4 ,,saxons ,the fact seems at first an anomalous one that the less a people have to contend for the more tenacious they are of their rights4 ,the ,saxons of ,ditmarsia contended for a principle1 not for their sterile sands and uncultivated marshes4 ,we are on the whole the same ,saxons that our fathers were1 when it was said of them1 ,they are emulous in hospitality1 because to plunder and to lavish is the glory of an ,holsatian2 not to be versed in the science of depredation is1 in his opinion1 to be stupid and base4 ,the ,french are the same ,franks of whom it is written1 ,francis familiare est ridendo fidem frangere2 ,gens ,francorum infidelis est4 ,si perjeret ,francus quid novi faciet1 qui perjuriam ipsam sermonis genus putat esse non criminis4 ,,crystals ,i observed this morning that the ice at ,swamp ,bridge was checkered with a kind of mosaic-work of white creases or channels2 and when ,i examined the under side1 ,i found it to be covered with a mass of crystallizations from three to five inches deep1 standing1 or rather depending1 at right angles to the true ice1 which was about an eighth of an inch thick4 ,there was a yet older ice six or eight inches below this4 ,the crystals were for the most part triangular prisms with the lower end open1 though1 in some cases1 they had run into each other so as to form four or five sided prisms4 ,when the ice was laid upon its smooth side1 they resembled the roofs and steeples of a ,gothic city1 or the vessels of a crowded haven under a press of canvas4 ,i noticed also that where the ice in the road had melted and left the mud bare1 the latter1 as if crystallized1 discovered countless rectilinear fissures1 an inch or more in length--a continuation1 as it were1 of the checkered ice4#ah ,dec4 #bb4 ,about a year ago1 having set aside a bowl which had contained some rhubarb grated in water1 without wiping it1 ,i was astonished to find1 a few days afterward1 that the rhubarb had crystallized1 covering the bottom of the bowl with perfect cubes1 of the color and consistency of glue1 and a tenth of an inch in diameter4 ,,crystals ,dec4 #bc4 ,crossed the river to-day on the ice4 ,though the weather is raw and wintry and the ground covered with snow1 ,i noticed a solitary robin1 who looked as if he needed to have his services to the ,babes in the ,woods speedily requited4 ,in the side of the high bank by the ,leaning ,hemlocks1 there were some curious crystallizations4 ,wherever the water1 or other causes1 had formed a hole in the bank1 its throat and outer edge1 like the entrance to a citadel of the olden time1 bristled with a glistening ice armor4 ,in one place you might see minute ostrich feathers1 which seemed the waving plumes of the warriors filing into the fortress1 in another the glancing fan-shaped banners of the ,lilliputian host1 and in another the needle-shaped particles1 collected into bundles resembling the plumes of the pine1 might pass for a phalanx of spears4#ai ,the whole hill was like an immense quartz rock1 with minute crystals sparkling from innumerable crannies4 ,i tried to fancy that there was a disposition in these crystallizations to take the forms of the contiguous foliage4 ,,revolutions ,dec4 #bg4 ,revolutions are never sudden4 ,not one man1 nor many men1 in a few years or generations1 suffice to regulate events and dispose mankind for the revolutionary movement4 ,the hero is but the crowning stone of the pyramid1--the keystone of the arch4 ,who was ,romulus or ,remus1 ,hengist or ,horsa1 that we should attribute to them ,rome or ,england8 ,they are famous or infamous because the progress of events has chosen to make them its stepping-stones4 ,but we would know where the avalanche commenced1 or the hollow in the rock whence springs the ,amazon4 ,the most important is apt to be some silent and unobtrusive fact in history4 ,in #ddi three ,saxon cyules arrived on the ,british coast1--,three scipen gode comen mid than flode1 three hundred cnihten4#bj ,the pirate of the ,british coast was no more the founder of a state than the scourge of the ,german shore4 ,,heroes ,the real heroes of minstrelsy have been ideal1 even when the names of actual heroes have been perpetuated4 ,the real ,arthur1 who not only excelled the experienced past1 but also the possible future1 of whom it was affirmed for many centuries that he was not dead1 but had withdrawn from the world into some magical region2 from which at a future crisis he was to reappear1 and lead the ,cymri in triumph through the island1 whose character and actions were the theme of the bards of ,bretagne and the foundation of their interminable romances1 was only an ideal impersonation4 ,illustration3 ,frost ,crystals ,men claim for the ideal an actual existence also1 but do not often expand the actual into the ideal4 ,if you do not believe me1 go into ,bretagne1 and mention in the streets or villages1 that ,arthur is really dead like other men2 you will not escape with impunity2 you will be either hooted with the curses of your hearers1 or stoned to death4 ,,homesickness ,the most remarkable instance of homesickness is that of the colony of ,franks transplanted by the ,romans from the ,german ,ocean to the ,euxine1 who at length resolving to a man to abandon the country1 seized the vessels which carried them out1 and reached at last their native shores1 after innumerable difficulties and dangers upon the ,mediterranean and ,atlantic4 ,,the ,,interesting ,,facts ,,in ,,history ,how cheering is it1 after toiling through the darker pages of history1--the heartless and fluctuating crust of human rest and unrest1--to alight on the solid earth where the sun shines1 or rest in the checkered shade4 ,the fact that ,edwin of ,northumbria caused stakes to be fixed in the highways where he had seen a clear spring1 and that brazen dishes were chained to them1 to refresh the weary sojourner1 whose fatigues ,edwin had himself experienced1 is worth all ,arthur's twelve battles4#ba ,the sun again shines along the highway1 the landscape presents us sunny glades and occasional cultivated patches as well as dark primeval forests1 and it is merry ,england after all4 ,dec4 #ca4 ,as the least drop of wine tinges the whole goblet1 so the least particle of truth colors our whole life4 ,it is never isolated1 or simply added as treasure to our stock4 ,when any real progress is made1 we unlearn and learn anew what we thought we knew before4 ,we go picking up from year to year and laying side by side the disjecta membra of truth1 as he who picked up one by one a row of a hundred stones1 and returned with each separately to his basket4 ,,ii #ahch 7,t4 #bj-ba7 ,,heaven ,,on ,,earth ,jan4 #f4 ,as a child looks forward to the coming of the summer1 so could we contemplate with quiet joy the circle of the seasons returning without fail eternally4 ,as the spring came round during so many years of the gods1 we could go out to admire and adorn anew our ,eden1 and yet never tire4 ,,saxons ,jan4 #ae4 ,after all that has been said in praise of the ,saxon race1 we must allow that our blue-eyed and fair-haired ancestors were originally an ungodly and reckless crew4 ,,we ,,make ,,our ,,own ,,fortune ,jan4 #af4 ,man is like a cork which no tempest can sink1 but it will float securely to its haven at last4 ,the world is never the less beautiful though viewed through a chink or knot-hole4 ,jan4 #ba4 ,man is the artificer of his own happiness4 ,let him beware how he complains of the disposition of circumstances1 for it is his own disposition he blames4 ,if this is sour1 or that rough1 or the other steep1 let him think if it be not his work4 ,if his look curdles all hearts1 let him not complain of a sour reception2 if he hobble in his gait1 let him not grumble at the roughness of the way2 if he is weak in the knees1 let him not call the hill steep4 ,this was the pith of the inscription on the wall of the ,swedish inn3 ,you will find at ,trolhate excellent bread1 meat1 and wine1 provided you bring them with you6#bb ,,hoar ,,frost ,every leaf and twig was this morning covered with a sparkling ice armor2 even the grasses in exposed fields were hung with innumerable diamond pendants1 which jingled merrily when brushed by the foot of the traveller4 ,it was literally the wreck of jewels and the crash of gems4 ,it was as though some superincumbent stratum of the earth had been removed in the night1 exposing to light a bed of untarnished crystals4 ,the scene changed at every step1 or as the head was inclined to the right or the left4 ,there were the opal and sapphire and emerald and jasper and beryl and topaz and ruby4#bc ,such is beauty ever1--neither here nor there1 now nor then1--neither in ,rome nor in ,athens1 but wherever there is a soul to admire4 ,if ,i seek her elsewhere because ,i do not find her at home1 my search will prove a fruitless one4 ,,zeno ,feb4 #g4 ,zeno1 the ,stoic1 stood in precisely the same relation to the world that ,i do now4 ,he is1 forsooth1 bred a merchant--as how many still6--and can trade and barter1 and perchance higgle1 and moreover he can be shipwrecked and cast ashore at the ,pirus1 like one of your ,johns or ,thomases4 ,he strolls into a shop and is charmed by a book by ,xenophon--and straightway he becomes a philosopher4 ,the sun of a new life's day rises to him1--serene and unclouded1--which looks over 4 ,and still the fleshly ,zeno sails on1 shipwrecked1 buffeted1 tempest-tossed2 but the true ,zeno sails ever a placid sea4 ,play high1 play low1--rain1 sleet1 or snow1--it's all the same with the ,stoic4 ,propriety and decorum were his ,palinurus1--not the base progeny of fashion1 but the suggestions of an experienced taste4 ,when evening comes he sits down unwearied to the review of his day1--what's done that's to be undone1--what not done at all still to be done4 ,himself ,truth's unconcerned helpmate4 ,another system of book-keeping this than that the ,cyprian trader to ,phnicia practiced6 ,this was he who said to a certain garrulous young man1 ,on this account have we two ears and but one mouth1 that we may hear more1 and speak less4 ,that he had talked concerned not our philosopher1 but his audience2 and herein we may see how it is more noble to hear than to speak4 ,the wisest may apologize that he only said so to hear himself talk1 for if he heard not1 as well for him had he never spoken4 ,what is all this gabble to the gabbler8 ,only the silent reap the profit of it4 ,,society ,feb4 #i4 ,it is wholesome advice1--to be a man amongst folks4 ,go into society if you will1 or if you are unwilling1 and take a human interest in its affairs4 ,if you mistake these ,messieurs and ,mesdames for so many men and women1 it is but erring on the safe side1--or1 rather1 it is their error and not yours4 ,armed with a manly sincerity1 you shall not be trifled with1 but drive this business of life4 ,it matters not how many men are to be addressed1--rebuked1--provided one man rebuke them4 ,,small ,,talk ,to manage the small talk of a party is to make an effort to do what was at first done1 admirably because naturally1 at your fireside4 ,,influence ,feb4 #ac4 ,it is hard to subject ourselves to an influence4 ,it must steal upon us when we expect it not1 and its work be all done ere we are aware of it4 ,if we make advances1 it is shy2 if1 when we feel its presence1 we presume to pry into its free-masonry1 it vanishes and leaves us alone in our folly1--brimful but stagnant1--a full channel1 it may be1 but no inclination4 ,,fear ,all fear of the world or consequences is swallowed up in a manly anxiety to do ,truth justice4 ,,old ,,books ,feb4 #ae4 ,the true student will cleave ever to the good1 recognizing no ,past1 no ,present2 but wherever he emerges from the bosom of time1 his course is not with the sun1--eastward or westward1--but ever towards the seashore4 ,day and night pursues he his devious way1 lingering by how many a ,pierian spring1 how many an ,academus grove1 how many a sculptured portico6--all which--spring1 grove1 and portico--lie not so wide but he may take them conveniently in his way4 ,,greece ,feb4 #af4 ,in imagination ,i hie me to ,greece as to enchanted ground4 ,no storms vex her coasts1 no clouds encircle her ,helicon or ,olympus1 no tempests sweep the peaceful ,tempe or ruffle the bosom of the placid gean2 but always the beams of the summer's sun gleam along the entablature of the ,acropolis1 or are reflected through the mellow atmosphere from a thousand consecrated groves and fountains2 always her sea-girt isles are dallying with their zephyr guests1 and the low of kine is heard along the meads1 and the landscape sleeps--valley and hill and woodland--a dreamy sleep4 ,each of her sons created a new heaven and a new earth for ,greece4 ,,sunday ,feb4 #ah4 ,rightly named ,suna-day1 or day of the sun4 ,one is satisfied in some angle by wood-house and garden fence to bask in his beams--to exist barely--the livelong day4 ,,spring ,i had not been out long to-day when it seemed that a new ,spring was already born1--not quite weaned1 it is true1 but verily entered upon existence4 ,nature struck up the same old song in the grass1 despite eighteen inches of snow1 and ,i contrived to smuggle away a grin of satisfaction by a smothered ,pshaw6 and is that all8 ,feb4 #ai4 ,each summer sound ,is a summer round4#bd ,,goethe ,feb4 #bg4 ,he jogs along at a snail's pace1 but ever mindful that the earth is beneath and the heavens above him4 ,his ,italy is not merely the fatherland of lazzaroni and maccaroni but a solid turf-clad soil1 daily illumined by a genial sun and nightly gleaming in the still moonshine1--to say nothing of the frequent showers which are so faithfully recorded4 ,that sail to ,palermo was literally a plowing through of the waves from ,naples to ,trinacria1--the sky overhead1 and the sea with its isles on either hand4 ,his hearty good-will to all men is most amiable2 not one cross word has he spoken1 but on one occasion1 the post boy snivelling1 ,signore1 perdonate6 qusta la mia patria1 he confesses1 to me poor northerner came something tear-like into the eyes4#be ,,spring ,march #a4 ,march fans it1 ,april christens it1 and ,may puts on its jacket and trousers4 ,it never grows up1 but ,alexandrian-like drags its slow length along1 ever springing1 bud following close upon leaf1 and when winter comes it is not annihilated1 but creeps on mole-like under the snow1 showing its face nevertheless occasionally by fuming springs and watercourses4 ,so let it be with man1--let his manhood be a more advanced and still advancing youth1 bud following hard upon leaf4 ,by the side of the ripening corn let's have a second or third crop of peas and turnips1 decking the fields in a new green4 ,so amid clumps of sere herd's-grass sometimes flower the violet and buttercup spring-born4 ,,homer ,march #c4 ,three thousand years and the world so little changed6 ,the ,iliad seems like a natural sound which has reverberated to our days4 ,whatever in it is still freshest in the memories of men was most childlike in the poet4 ,it is the problem of old age1--a second childhood exhibited in the life of the world4 ,phbus ,apollo went like night1-- ' 4 ,this either refers to the gross atmosphere of the plague darkening the sun1 or to the crescent of night rising solemn and stately in the east while the sun is setting in the west4 ,then ,agamemnon darkly lowers on ,calchas1 prophet of evil1-- 1--such a fire-eyed ,agamemnon as you may see at town meetings and elections1 as well here as in ,troy neighborhood4 ,a ,,sunday ,,scene ,march #d4 ,here at my elbow sit five notable1 or at least noteworthy1 representatives of this nineteenth century1--of the gender feminine4 ,one a sedate1 indefatigable knitter1 not spinster1 of the old school1 who had the supreme felicity to be born in days that tried men's souls1 who can1 and not unfrequently does1 say with ,nestor1 another of the old school3 ,but you are younger than ,i4 ,for time was when ,i conversed with greater men than you4 ,for not at any time have ,i seen such men1 nor shall see them1 as ,perithous1 and ,dryas1 and 1 or1 in one word1 sole shepherd of the people1 ,washington4 ,and when ,apollo has now six times rolled westward1 or seemed to roll1 and now for the seventh time shows his face in the east1 eyes well-nigh glazed1 long glassed1 which have fluctuated only between lamb's wool and worsted1 explore ceaseless some good sermon book4 ,for six days shalt thou labor and do all thy knitting1 but on the seventh1 forsooth1 thy reading4#bf ,opposite1 across this stone hearth1 sits one of no school1 but rather one who schools1 a spinster who spins not1 with elbow resting on the book of books1 but with eyes turned towards the vain trumpery of that shelf1--trumpery of sere leaves1 blossoms1 and waxwork1 built on sand1 that presumes to look quite as gay1 smell quite as earthy1 as though this were not by good rights the sun's day4 ,i marked how she spurned that innocent every-day book1 ,germany by ,de ,stal1 as though a viper had stung her2--better to rest the elbow on ,the ,book than the eye on such a page4 ,poor book6 this is thy last chance4 ,happy ,i who can bask in this warm spring sun which illumines all creatures1 as well when they rest as when they toil1 not without a feeling of gratitude6 whose life is as blameless--how blameworthy soever it be--on the ,lord's ,mona-day as on his ,suna-day6#bg ,thus much at least a man may do3 he may not impose on his fellows1--perhaps not on himself4 ,thus much let a man do3 confidently and heartily live up to his thought2 for its error1 if there be any1 will soonest appear in practice1 and if there be none1 so much he may reckon as actual progress in the way of living4 ,,homer ,the poet does not leap1 even in imagination1 from ,asia to ,greece through mid-air1 neglectful of the fair sea and still fairer land beneath him1 but jogs on humanly observant over the intervening segment of a sphere1-- 1 1-- for there are very many ,shady mountains1 and resounding seas between4#bh ,march #e4 ,how often1 when ,achilles like one whether to retaliate or suppress his wrath1 has his good ,genius1 like ,pallas ,athene1 gliding down from heaven1 1 1 stood behind him1 and whispered peace in his ear6#bi ,men may dispute about the fact whether a goddess did actually come down from heaven1 calling it a poet's fancy1 but was it not1 considering the stuff that gods are made of1 a very truth8 ,,the ,,age ,,of ,,honey ,and to them rose up the sweet-worded ,nestor1 the shrill orator of the ,pylians1 ,and words sweeter than honey flowed from his tongue4#cj ,e'en in old ,homer's day was honey sweet1--not yet is sour1--tickling the palate of the blind old man1 forsooth1 with fresher sweet2 then1 as now1 whene'er from leaky jar or drivelling lips it daubed the festive board1 proving a baneful lure to swarms of parasites1 ,homer's cotemporaries1 but alas6 like ,phthian hero1 vulnerable in heel4 ,,what ,,to ,,do ,but what does all this scribbling amount to8 ,what is now scribbled in the heat of the moment one can contemplate with somewhat of satisfaction1 but alas6 to-morrow--aye1 to-night--it is stale1 flat1 and unprofitable1--in fine1 is not1 only its shell remains1 like some red parboiled lobster-shell which1 kicked aside never so often1 still stares at you in the path4 ,what may a man do and not be ashamed of it8 ,he may not do nothing surely1 for straightway he is dubbed ,dolittle--aye6 christens himself first--and reasonably1 for he was first to duck4 ,but let him do something1 is he the less a ,dolittle8 ,is it actually something done1 or not rather something undone2 or1 if done1 is it not badly done1 or at most well done comparatively8 ,such is man1--toiling1 heaving1 struggling ant-like to shoulder some stray unappropriated crumb and deposit it in his granary2 then runs out1 complacent1 gazes heavenward1 earthward 7for even pismires can look down71 heaven and earth meanwhile looking downward1 upward2 there seen of men1 world-seen1 deed-delivered1 vanishes into all-grasping night4 ,and is he doomed ever to run the same course8 ,can he not1 wriggling1 screwing1 self-exhorting1 self-constraining1 wriggle or screw out something that shall live1--respected1 intact1 intangible1 not to be sneezed at8#ca ,march #f4 ,how can a man sit down and quietly pare his nails1 while the earth goes gyrating ahead amid such a din of sphere music1 whirling him along about her axis some twenty-four thousand miles between sun and sun1 but mainly in a circle some two millions of miles actual progress8 ,and then such a hurly-burly on the surface--wind always blowing--now a zephyr1 now a hurricane--tides never idle1 ever fluctuating--no rest for ,niagara1 but perpetual ran-tan on those limestone rocks--and then that summer simmering which our ears are used to1 which would otherwise be christened confusion worse confounded1 but is now ironically called silence audible1 and above all the incessant tinkering named hum of industry1 the hurrying to and fro and confused jabbering of men4 ,can man do less than get up and shake himself8 ,,composition ,march #g4 ,we should not endeavor coolly to analyze our thoughts1 but1 keeping the pen even and parallel with the current1 make an accurate transcript of them4 ,impulse is1 after all1 the best linguist1 and for his logic1 if not conformable to ,aristotle1 it cannot fail to be most convincing4 ,the nearer we approach to a complete but simple transcript of our thought the more tolerable will be the piece1 for we can endure to consider ourselves in a state of passivity or in involuntary action1 but rarely our efforts1 and least of all our rare efforts4 ,,scraps ,,from ,a ,,lecture ,,on ,,society ,,written ,,march #ad,,th1 #ahch1 ,,delivered ,,before ,,our ,,lyceum1 ,,april #aa,,th ,every proverb in the newspapers originally stood for a truth4 ,thus the proverb that man was made for society1 so long as it was not allowed to conflict with another important truth1 deceived no one2 but1 now that the same words have come to stand for another thing1 it may be for a lie1 we are obliged1 in order to preserve its significance1 to write it anew1 so that properly it will read1 ,society was made for man4 99 99 99 99 99 ,man is not at once born into society1--hardly into the world4 ,the world that he is hides for a time the world that he inhabits4 99 99 99 99 99 ,that which properly constitutes the life of every man is a profound secret4 ,yet this is what every one would give most to know1 but is himself most backward to impart4 99 99 99 99 99 ,hardly a rood of land but can show its fresh wound or indelible scar1 in proof that earlier or later man has been there4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the mass never comes up to the standard of its best member1 but on the contrary degrades itself to a level with the lowest4 ,as the reformers say1 it is a levelling down1 not up4 ,hence the mass is only another name for the mob4 ,the inhabitants of the earth assembled in one place would constitute the greatest mob4 ,the mob is spoken of as an insane and blinded animal2 magistrates say it must be humored2 they apprehend it may incline this way or that1 as villagers dread an inundation1 not knowing whose land may be flooded1 nor how many bridges carried away4 99 99 99 99 99 ,one goes to a cattle-show expecting to find many men and women assembled1 and beholds only working oxen and neat cattle4 ,he goes to a commencement thinking that there at least he may find the men of the country2 but such1 if there were any1 are completely merged in the day1 and have become so many walking commencements1 so that he is fain to take himself out of sight and hearing of the orator1 lest he lose his own identity in the nonentities around him4 99 99 99 99 99 ,but you are getting all the while further and further from true society4 ,your silence was an approach to it1 but your conversation is only a refuge from the encounter of men2 as though men were to be satisfied with a meeting of heels1 and not heads4 ,nor is it better with private assemblies1 or meetings together1 with a sociable design1 of acquaintances so called1--that is to say of men and women who are familiar with the lineaments of each other's countenances1 who eat1 drink1 sleep1 and transact the business of living within the circuit of a mile4 ,with a beating heart he fares him forth1 by the light of the stars1 to this meeting of gods4 ,but the illusion speedily vanishes2 what at first seemed to him nectar and ambrosia1 is discovered to be plain bohea and short gingerbread4 ,then with what speed does he throw off his strait-jacket of a godship1 and play the one-eared1 two-mouthed mortal1 thus proving his title to the epithet applied to him of old by ,homer of 1 or that possesses an articulating voice4 ,but unfortunately we have as yet invented no rule by which the stranger may know when he has culminated4 ,we read that among the ,finlanders when one has succeeded in rendering himself agreeable1 it is a custom at an assemblage for all the women present to give him on the back a sudden slap1 when it is least expected2 and the compliment is in proportion to the weight of the blow4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is provoking1 when one sits waiting the assembling together of his neighbors around his hearth1 to behold merely their clay houses1 for the most part newly shingled and clapboarded1 and not unfrequently with a fresh coat of paint1 trundled to his door4 ,he has but to knock slightly at the outer gate of one of these shingle palaces1 to be assured that the master or mistress is not at home4 ,after all1 the field of battle possesses many advantages over the drawing-room4 ,there at least is no room for pretension or excessive ceremony1 no shaking of hands or rubbing of noses1 which make one doubt your sincerity1 but hearty as well as hard hand-play4 ,it at least exhibits one of the faces of humanity1 the former only a mask4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the utmost nearness to which men approach each other amounts barely to a mechanical contact4 ,as when you rub two stones together1 though they emit an audible sound1 yet do they not actually touch each other4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in obedience to an instinct of their nature men have pitched their cabins and planted corn and potatoes within speaking distance of one another1 and so formed towns and villages1 but they have not associated1 they have only assembled1 and society has signified only a convention of men4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when ,i think of a playhouse1 it is as if we had not time to appreciate the follies of the day in detail as they occur1 and so devoted an hour of our evening to laughing or crying at them in the lump4 ,despairing of a more perfect intercourse1 or perhaps never dreaming that such is desirable1 or at least possible1 we are contented to act our part in what deserves to be called the great farce1 not drama1 of life1 like pitiful and mercenary stock actors whose business it is to keep up the semblance of a stage4 99 99 99 99 99 ,our least deed1 like the young of the land crab1 wends its way to the sea of cause and effect as soon as born1 and makes a drop there to eternity4 99 99 99 99 99 ,let ours be like the meeting of two planets1 not hastening to confound their jarring spheres1 but drawn together by the influence of a subtile attraction1 soon to roll diverse in their respective orbits1 from this their perigee1 or point of nearest approach4 99 99 99 99 99 ,if thy neighbor hail thee to inquire how goes the world1 feel thyself put to thy trumps to return a true and explicit answer4 ,plant the feet firmly1 and1 will he nill he1 dole out to him with strict and conscientious impartiality his modicum of a response4 99 99 99 99 99 ,let not society be the element in which you swim1 or are tossed about at the mercy of the waves1 but be rather a strip of firm land running out into the sea1 whose base is daily washed by the tide1 but whose summit only the spring tide can reach4 99 99 99 99 99 ,but after all1 such a morsel of society as this will not satisfy a man4 ,but like those women of ,malamocco and ,pelestrina1 who when their husbands are fishing at sea1 repair to the shore and sing their shrill songs at evening1 till they hear the voices of their husbands in reply borne to them over the water1 so go we about indefatigably1 chanting our stanza of the lay1 and awaiting the response of a kindred soul out of the distance4 ,,the ,,indian ,,axe ,april #a4 ,the ,indian must have possessed no small share of vital energy to have rubbed industriously stone upon stone for long months till at length he had rubbed out an axe or pestle1--as though he had said in the face of the constant flux of things1 ,i at least will live an enduring life4 ,,friendship ,april #h4 ,i think awhile of ,love1 and1 while ,i think1 ,love is to me a world1 ,sole meat and sweetest drink1 ,and close connecting link ',tween heaven and earth4 ,i only know it is1 not how or why1 ,my greatest happiness2 ,however hard ,i try1 ,not if ,i were to die1 ,can ,i explain4 ,i fain would ask my friend how it can be1 ,but1 when the time arrives1 ,then ,love is more lovely ,than anything to me1 ,and so ,i'm dumb4 ,for1 if the truth were known1 ,love cannot speak1 ,but only thinks and does2 ,though surely out 't will leak ,without the help of ,greek1 ,or any tongue4 ,a man may love the truth and practice it1 ,beauty he may admire1 ,and goodness not omit1 ,as much as may befit ,to reverence4 ,but only when these three together meet1 ,as they always incline1 ,and make one soul the seat ,and favorite retreat ,of loveliness2 ,when under kindred shape1 like loves and hates ,and a kindred nature1 ,proclaim us to be mates1 ,exposed to equal fates ,eternally2 ,and each may other help1 and service do1 ,drawing ,love's bands more tight1 ,service he ne'er shall rue ,while one and one make two1 ,and two are one2 ,in such case only doth man fully prove1 ,fully as man can do1 ,what power there is in ,love ,his inmost soul to move ,resistlessly4 99 99 99 99 99 ,two sturdy oaks ,i mean1 which side by side ,withstand the winter's storm1 ,and1 spite of wind and tide1 ,grow up the meadow's pride1 ,for both are strong4 ,above they barely touch1 but1 undermined ,down to their deepest source1 ,admiring you shall find ,their roots are intertwined ,insep'rably4 ,,conversation ,april #ae4 ,thomas ,fuller relates that in ,merionethshire1 in ,wales1 there are high mountains1 whose hanging tops come so close together that shepherds on the tops of several hills may audibly talk together1 yet will it be a day's journey for their bodies to meet1 so vast is the hollowness of the valleys betwixt them4 ,as much may be said in a moral sense of our intercourse in the plains1 for1 though we may audibly converse together1 yet is there so vast a gulf of hollowness between that we are actually many days' journey from a veritable communication4 ,,steamships ,april #bd4 ,men have been contriving new means and modes of motion4 ,steamships have been westering during these late days and nights on the ,atlantic waves1--the fuglers of a new evolution to this generation4 ,meanwhile plants spring silently by the brooksides1 and the grim woods wave indifferent2 the earth emits no howl1 pot on fire simmers and seethes1 and men go about their business4 ,,the ,,bluebirds ,april #bf4 ,in the midst of the poplar that stands by our door ,we planted a bluebird box1 ,and we hoped before the summer was o'er ,a transient pair to coax4 ,one warm summer's day the bluebirds came ,and lighted on our tree1 ,but at first the wand'rers were not so tame ,but they were afraid of me4 ,they seemed to come from the distant south1 ,just over the ,walden wood1 ,and they skimmed it along with open mouth ,close by where the bellows stood4 ,warbling they swept round the distant cliff1 ,and they warbled it over the lea1 ,and over the blacksmith's shop in a jiff ,did they come warbling to me4 ,they came and sat on the box's top ,without looking into the hole1 ,and only from this side to that did they hop1 ,as 'twere a common well-pole4 ,methinks ,i had never seen them before1 ,nor indeed had they seen me1 ,till ,i chanced to stand by our back door1 ,and they came to the poplar tree4 ,in course of time they built their nest ,and reared a happy brood1 ,and every morn they piped their best ,as they flew away to the wood4 ,thus wore the summer hours away ,to the bluebirds and to me1 ,and every hour was a summer's day1 ,so pleasantly lived we4 ,they were a world within themselves1 ,and ,i a world in me1 ,up in the tree--the little elves-- ,with their callow family4 ,one morn the wind blowed cold and strong1 ,and the leaves went whirling away2 ,the birds prepared for their journey long ,that raw and gusty day4 ,boreas came blust'ring down from the north1 ,and ruffled their azure smocks1 ,so they launched them forth1 though somewhat loth1 ,by way of the old ,cliff rocks4 ,meanwhile the earth jogged steadily on ,in her mantle of purest white1 ,and anon another spring was born ,when winter was vanished quite4 ,and ,i wandered forth o'er the steamy earth1 ,and gazed at the mellow sky1 ,but never before from the hour of my birth ,had ,i wandered so thoughtfully4 ,for never before was the earth so still1 ,and never so mild was the sky1 ,the river1 the fields1 the woods1 and the hill ,seemed to heave an audible sigh4 ,i felt that the heavens were all around1 ,and the earth was all below1 ,as when in the ears there rushes a sound ,which thrills you from top to toe4 ,i dreamed that ,i was a waking thought1 ,a something ,i hardly knew1 ,not a solid piece1 nor an empty nought1 ,but a drop of morning dew4 ',twas the world and ,i at a game of bo-peep1 ,as a man would dodge his shadow1 ,an idea becalmed in eternity's deep1 ',tween ,lima and ,segraddo4 ,anon a faintly warbled note ,from out the azure deep ,into my ears did gently float ,as is the approach of sleep4 ,it thrilled but startled not my soul2 ,across my mind strange mem'ries gleamed1 ,as often distant scenes unroll ,when we have lately dreamed4 ,the bluebird had come from the distant ,south ,to his box in the poplar tree1 ,and he opened wide his slender mouth ,on purpose to sing to me4 ,,journey ,,to ,,maine ,may #c-d4 ,boston to ,portland4 ,what1 indeed1 is this earth to us of ,new ,england but a field for ,yankee speculation8 ,the ,nantucket whaler goes a-fishing round it1 and so knows it1--what it is1 how long1 how broad1 and that no tortoise sustains it4 ,he who has visited the confines of his real estate1 looking out on all sides into space1 will feel a new inducement to be the lord of creation4 ,we must all pay a small tribute to ,neptune2 the chief engineer must once have been seasick4 ,midnight--head over the boat's side--between sleeping and waking--with glimpses of one or more lights in the vicinity of ,cape ,ann4 ,bright moonlight--the effect heightened by seasickness4 ,beyond that light yonder have my lines hitherto been cast1 but now ,i know that there lies not the whole world1 for ,i can say it is there and not here4 ,may #d4 ,portland4 ,there is a proper and only right way to enter a city1 as well as to make advances to a strange person2 neither will allow of the least forwardness nor bustle4 ,a sensitive person can hardly elbow his way boldly1 laughing and talking1 into a strange town1 without experiencing some twinges of conscience1 as when he has treated a stranger with too much familiarity4 ,may #e4 ,portland to ,bath via ,brunswick2 ,bath to ,brunswick4 ,each one's world is but a clearing in the forest1 so much open and inclosed ground4 ,when the mail coach rumbles into one of these1 the villagers gaze after you with a compassionate look1 as much as to say3 ,where have you been all this time1 that you make your dbut in the world at this late hour8 ,nevertheless1 here we are2 come and study us1 that you may learn men and manners4 ,may #f4 ,brunswick to ,augusta via ,gardiner and ,hallowell4 ,may #g4 ,we occasionally meet an individual of a character and disposition so entirely the reverse of our own that we wonder if he can indeed be another man like ourselves4 ,we doubt if we ever could draw any nearer to him1 and understand him4 ,such was the old ,english gentleman whom ,i met with to-day in ,h4 ,though ,i peered in at his eyes ,i could not discern myself reflected therein4 ,the chief wonder was how we could ever arrive at so fair-seeming an intercourse upon so small ground of sympathy4 ,he walked and fluttered like a strange bird at my side1 prying into and making a handle of the least circumstance4 ,the bustle and rapidity of our communication were astonishing2 we skated in our conversation4 ,all at once he would stop short in the path1 and1 in an abstracted air1 query whether the steamboat had reached ,bath or ,portland1 addressing me from time to time as his familiar genius1 who could understand what was passing in his mind without the necessity of uninterrupted oral communication4 ,may #h4 ,augusta to ,bangor via ,china4 ,may #aj4 ,bangor to ,oldtown4 ,the railroad from ,bangor to ,oldtown is civilization shooting off in a tangent into the forest4 ,i had much conversation with an old ,indian at the latter place1 who sat dreaming upon a scow at the waterside and striking his deer-skin moccasins against the planks1 while his arms hung listlessly by his side4 ,he was the most communicative man ,i had met4 ,talked of hunting and fishing1 old times and new times4 ,pointing up the ,penobscot1 he observed1 ,two or three mile up the river one beautiful country6 and then1 as if he would come as far to meet me as ,i had gone to meet him1 he exclaimed1 ,ugh6 one very hard time6 ,but he had mistaken his man4 ,may #aa4 ,bangor to ,belfast via ,saturday ,cove4 ,may #ab4 ,belfast4 ,may #ac4 ,to ,castine by sailboat ,cinderilla sic4 ,may #ad4 ,castine to ,belfast by packet1 ,captain ,skinner4 ,found the ,poems of ,burns and an odd volume of the ,spectator in the cabin4 ,may #ae4 ,belfast to ,bath via ,thomaston4 ,may #af4 ,to ,portland4 ,may #ag4 ,to ,boston and ,concord4 ,,may ,,morning ,may #ba4 ,the school-boy loitered on his way to school1 ,scorning to live so rare a day by rule4 ,so mild the air a pleasure 'twas to breathe1 ,for what seems heaven above was earth beneath4 ,soured neighbors chatted by the garden pale1 ,nor quarrelled who should drive the needed nail2 ,the most unsocial made new friends that day1 ,as when the sun shines husbandmen make hay4 ,how long ,i slept ,i know not1 but at last ,i felt my consciousness returning fast1 ,for ,zephyr rustled past with leafy tread1 ,and heedlessly with one heel grazed my head4 ,my eyelids opened on a field of blue1 ,for close above a nodding violet grew2 ,a part of heaven it seemed1 which one could scent1 ,its blue commingling with the firmament4 ,,walden ,june #c4 ,true1 our converse a stranger is to speech2 ,only the practiced ear can catch the surging words ,that break and die upon thy pebbled lips4 ,thy flow of thought is noiseless as the lapse of thy own waters1 ,wafted as is the morning mist up from thy surface1 ,so that the passive ,soul doth breathe it in1 ,and is infected with the truth thou wouldst express4 ,e'en the remotest stars have come in troops ,and stooped low to catch the benediction ,of thy countenance4 ,oft as the day came round1 ,impartial has the sun exhibited himself ,before thy narrow skylight2 nor has the moon ,for cycles failed to roll this way ,as oft as elsewhither1 and tell thee of the night4 ,no cloud so rare but hitherward it stalked1 ,and in thy face looked doubly beautiful4 ,o6 tell me what the winds have writ for the last thousand years ,on the blue vault that spans thy flood1 ,or sun transferred and delicately reprinted ,for thy own private reading4 ,somewhat ,within these latter days ,i've read1 ,but surely there was much that would have thrilled the ,soul1 ,which human eye saw not4 ,i would give much to read that first bright page1 ,wet from a virgin press1 when ,eurus1 ,boreas1 ,and the host of airy quill-drivers ,first dipped their pens in mist4 ,june #ad4 ,truth1 ,goodness1 ,beauty1--those celestial thrins1#cb ,continually are born2 e'en now the ,universe1 ,with thousand throats1 and eke with greener smiles1 ,its joy confesses at their recent birth4 ,strange that so many fickle gods1 as fickle as the weather1 ,throughout ,dame ,nature's provinces should always pull together4 ,june #af4 ,in the busy streets1 domains of trade1 ,man is a surly porter1 or a vain and hectoring bully1 ,who can claim no nearer kindredship with me ,than brotherhood by law4 ,,cliffs ,july #h4 ,the loudest sound that burdens here the breeze ,is the wood's whisper2 'tis1 when we choose to list1 ,audible sound1 and when we list not1 ,it is calm profound4 ,tongues were provided ,but to vex the ear with superficial thoughts4 ,when deeper thoughts upswell1 the jarring discord ,of harsh speech is hushed1 and senses seem ,as little as may be to share the ecstasy4 ,,heroism ,july #ac4 ,what a hero one can be without moving a finger6 ,the world is not a field worthy of us1 nor can we be satisfied with the plains of ,troy4 ,a glorious strife seems waging within us1 yet so noiselessly that we but just catch the sound of the clarion ringing of victory1 borne to us on the breeze4 ,there are in each the seeds of a heroic ardor1 which need only to be stirred in with the soil where they lie1 by an inspired voice or pen1 to bear fruit of a divine flavor4#cc ,,suspicion ,july #ae4 ,what though friends misinterpret your conduct1 if it is right in sight of ,god and ,nature4 ,the wrong1 if there be any1 pertains only to the wrongdoer1 nor is the integrity of your relations to the universe affected1 but you may gather encouragement from their mistrust4 ,if the friend withhold his favor1 yet does greater float gratuitous on the zephyr4 ,,truth ,aug4 #d4 ,whatever of past or present wisdom has published itself to the world1 is palpable falsehood till it come and utter itself by my side4 ,,sphere ,,music ,aug4 #e4 ,some sounds seem to reverberate along the plain1 and then settle to earth again like dust2 such are ,noise1 ,discord1 ,jargon4 ,but such only as spring heavenward1 and ,i may catch from steeples and hilltops in their upward course1 which are the more refined parts of the former1 are the true sphere music1--pure1 unmixed music1--in which no wail mingles4 ,,divine ,,service ,,in ,,the ,,academy ,,hall ,in dark places and dungeons these words might perhaps strike root and grow1 but utter them in the daylight and their dusky hues are apparent4 ,from this window ,i can compare the written with the preached word3 within is weeping1 and wailing1 and gnashing of teeth2 without1 grain fields and grasshoppers1 which give those the lie direct4 ,,the ,,time ,,of ,,the ,,universe ,aug4 #aj4 ,nor can all the vanities that so vex the world alter one whit the measure that night has chosen1 but ever it must be short particular metre4 ,the human soul is a silent harp in ,god's quire1 whose strings need only to be swept by the divine breath to chime in with the harmonies of creation4 ,every pulse-beat is in exact time with the cricket's chant1 and the tickings of the death-watch in the wall4 ,alternate with these if you can4#cd ,,consciousness ,aug4 #ac4 ,if with closed ears and eyes ,i consult consciousness for a moment1 immediately are all walls and barriers dissipated1 earth rolls from under me1 and ,i float1 by the impetus derived from the earth and the system1 a subjective1 heavily laden thought1 in the midst of an unknown and infinite sea1 or else heave and swell like a vast ocean of thought1 without rock or headland1 where are all riddles solved1 all straight lines making there their two ends to meet1 eternity and space gambolling familiarly through my depths4 ,i am from the beginning1 knowing no end1 no aim4 ,no sun illumines me1 for ,i dissolve all lesser lights in my own intenser and steadier light4 ,i am a restful kernel in the magazine of the universe4 ,,resource ,men are constantly dinging in my ears their fair theories and plausible solutions of the universe1 but ever there is no help1 and ,i return again to my shoreless1 islandless ocean1 and fathom unceasingly for a bottom that will hold an anchor1 that it may not drag4 ,,sabbath ,,bell ,aug4 #ai4 ,the sound of the sabbath bell1 whose farthest waves are at this instant breaking on these cliffs1 does not awaken pleasing associations alone4 ,its muse is wonderfully condescending and philanthropic4 ,one involuntarily leans on his staff to humor the unusually meditative mood4 ,it is as the sound of many catechisms and religious books twanging a canting peal round the world1 and seems to issue from some ,egyptian temple1 and echo along the shore of the ,nile1 right opposite to ,pharaoh's palace and ,moses in the bulrushes1 startling a multitude of storks and alligators basking in the sun4 ,not so these larks and pewees of ,musketaquid4 ,one is sick at heart of this pagoda worship4 ,it is like the beating of gongs in a ,hindoo subterranean temple4#ce ,,holy ,,war ,aug4 #ba4 ,passion and appetite are always an unholy land in which one may wage most holy war4 ,let him steadfastly follow the banner of his faith till it is planted on the enemy's citadel4 ,nor shall he lack fields to display his valor in1 nor straits worthy of him4 ,for when he has blown his blast1 and smote those within reach1 invisible enemies will not cease to torment him1 who yet may be starved out in the garrisons where they lie4 ,,scripture ,aug4 #bb4 ,how thrilling a noble sentiment in the oldest books1--in ,homer1 the ,zendavesta1 or ,confucius6 ,it is a strain of music wafted down to us on the breeze of time1 through the aisles of innumerable ages4 ,by its very nobleness it is made near and audible to us4 ,,evening ,,sounds ,aug4 #bf4 ,how strangely sounds of revelry strike the ear from over cultivated fields by the woodside1 while the sun is declining in the west4 ,it is a world we had not known before4 ,we listen and are capable of no mean act or thought4 ,we tread on ,olympus and participate in the councils of the gods4 ,,homer ,it does one's heart good if ,homer but say the sun sets1--or1 ,as when beautiful stars accompany the bright moon through the serene heavens2 and the woody hills and cliffs are discerned through the mild light1 and each star is visible1 and the shepherd rejoices in his heart4#cf ,,the ,,loss ,,of ,a ,,tooth ,aug4 #bg4 ,verily ,i am the creature of circumstances4 ,here ,i have swallowed an indispensable tooth1 and so am no whole man1 but a lame and halting piece of manhood4 ,i am conscious of no gap in my soul1 but it would seem that1 now the entrance to the oracle has been enlarged1 the more rare and commonplace the responses that issue from it4 ,i have felt cheap1 and hardly dared hold up my head among men1 ever since this accident happened4 ,nothing can ,i do as well and freely as before2 nothing do ,i undertake but ,i am hindered and balked by this circumstance4 ,what a great matter a little spark kindleth6 ,i believe if ,i were called at this moment to rush into the thickest of the fight1 ,i should halt for lack of so insignificant a piece of armor as a tooth4 ,virtue and ,truth go undefended1 and ,falsehood and ,affectation are thrown in my teeth1--though ,i am toothless4 ,one does not need that the earth quake for the sake of excitement1 when so slight a crack proves such an impassable moat4 ,but let the lame man shake his leg1 and match himself with the fleetest in the race4 ,so shall he do what is in him to do4 ,but let him who has lost a tooth open his mouth wide and gabble1 lisp1 and sputter never so resolutely4 ,,deformity ,aug4 #bi4 ,here at the top of ,nawshawtuct1 this mild ,august afternoon1 ,i can discern no deformed thing4 ,the prophane hay-makers in yonder meadow are yet the hay-makers of poetry1--forsooth ,faustus and ,amyntas4 ,yonder schoolhouse of brick1 than which1 near at hand1 nothing can be more mote-like to my eye1 serves even to heighten the picturesqueness of the scene4 ,barns and outbuildings1 which in the nearness mar by their presence the loveliness of nature1 are not only endurable1 but1 observed where they lie by some waving field of grain or patch of woodland1 prove a very cynosure to the pensive eye4 ,let man after infinite hammering and din of crows uprear a deformity in the plain1 yet will ,nature have her revenge on the hilltop4 ,retire a stone's throw and she will have changed his base metal into gold4 ,,crickets ,the crackling flight of grasshoppers is a luxury2 and pleasant is it when summer has once more followed in the steps of winter to hear scald cricket piping a ,nibelungenlied in the grass4 ,it is the most infinite of singers4 ,wiselier had the ,greeks chosen a golden cricket1 and let the grasshopper eat grass4 ,one opens both his ears to the invisible1 incessant quire1 and doubts if it be not earth herself chanting for all time4 ,,genii ,in the vulgar daylight of our self-conceit1 good genii are still overlooking and conducting us2 as the stars look down on us by day as by night--and we observe them not4 ,,sphere ,,music ,sept4 #b4 ,the cocks chant a strain of which we never tire4 ,some there are who find pleasure in the melody of birds and chirping of crickets1--aye1 even the peeping of frogs4 ,such faint sounds as these are for the most part heard above the weeping and wailing and gnashing of teeth which so unhallow the ,sabbath among us4 ,the moan the earth makes is after all a very faint sound1 infinitely inferior in volume to its creakings of joy and gleeful murmurs2 so that we may expect the next balloonist will rise above the utmost range of discordant sounds into the region of pure melody4 ,never so loud was the wail but it seemed to taper off into a piercing melody and note of joy1 which lingered not amid the clods of the valley4 ,,creeds ,sept4 #c4 ,the only faith that men recognize is a creed4 ,but the true creed which we unconsciously live by1 and which rather adopts us than we it1 is quite different from the written or preached one4 ,men anxiously hold fast to their creed1 as to a straw1 thinking this does them good service because their sheet anchor does not drag4#cg ,,rivers ,sept4 #e4 ,for the first time it occurred to me this afternoon what a piece of wonder a river is1--a huge volume of matter ceaselessly rolling through the fields and meadows of this substantial earth1 making haste from the high places1 by stable dwellings of men and ,egyptian ,pyramids1 to its restless reservoir4 ,one would think that1 by a very natural impulse1 the dwellers upon the headwaters of the ,mississippi and ,amazon would follow in the trail of their waters to see the end of the matter4#ch ,,homer ,sept4 #g4 ,when ,homer's messengers repair to the tent of ,achilles1 we do not have to wonder how they get there1 but step by step accompany them along the shore of the resounding sea4#ci ,,flow ,,of ,,spirits ,,in ,,youth ,sept4 #ae4 ,how unaccountable the flow of spirits in youth4 ,you may throw sticks and dirt into the current1 and it will only rise the higher4 ,dam it up you may1 but dry it up you may not1 for you cannot reach its source4 ,if you stop up this avenue or that1 anon it will come gurgling out where you least expected and wash away all fixtures4 ,youth grasps at happiness as an inalienable right4 ,the tear does no sooner gush than glisten4 ,who shall say when the tear that sprung of sorrow first sparkled with joy8 ,,alma ,,natura ,sept4 #bj4 ,it is a luxury to muse by a wall-side in the sunshine of a ,september afternoon1--to cuddle down under a gray stone1 and hearken to the siren song of the cricket4 ,day and night seem henceforth but accidents1 and the time is always a still eventide1 and as the close of a happy day4 ,parched fields and mulleins gilded with the slanting rays are my diet4 ,i know of no word so fit to express this disposition of ,nature as ,alma ,natura4 ,,compensation ,sept4 #bc4 ,if we will be quiet and ready enough1 we shall find compensation in every disappointment4 ,if a shower drives us for shelter to the maple grove or the trailing branches of the pine1 yet in their recesses with microscopic eye we discover some new wonder in the bark1 or the leaves1 or the fungi at our feet4 ,we are interested by some new resource of insect economy1 or the chickadee is more than usually familiar4 ,we can study ,nature's nooks and corners then4#dj ,,my ,,boots ,oct4 #af4 ,anon with gaping fearlessness they quaff ,the dewy nectar with a natural thirst1 ,or wet their leathern lungs where cranberries lurk1 ,with sweeter wine than ,chian1 ,lesbian1 or ,falernian far4 ,theirs was the inward lustre that bespeaks ,an open sole--unknowing to exclude ,the cheerful day--a worthier glory far ,than that which gilds the outmost rind with darkness visible-- ,virtues that fast abide through lapse of years1 ,rather rubbed in than off4 ,,homer ,oct4 #ba4 ,hector hurrying from rank to rank is likened to the moon wading in majesty from cloud to cloud4 ,we are reminded of the hour of the day by the fact that the woodcutter spreads now his morning meal in the recesses of the mountains1 having already laid his axe at the root of many lofty trees4#da ,oct4 #bc4 ,nestor's simple repast after the rescue of ,machaon is a fit subject for poetry4 ,the woodcutter may sit down to his cold victuals1 the hero to soldier's fare1 and the wild ,arab to his dried dates and figs1 without offense2 but not so a modern gentleman to his dinner4 ,oct4 #bd4 ,it matters not whether these strains originate there in the grass or float thitherward like atoms of light from the minstrel days of ,greece4 ,the snowflakes fall thick and fast on a winter's day4 ,the winds are lulled1 and the snow falls incessant1 covering the tops of the mountains1 and the hills1 and the plains where the lotus tree grows1 and the cultivated fields4 ,and they are falling by the inlets and shores of the foaming sea1 but are silently dissolved by the waves4#db ,,speculation ,dec4 #g4 ,we may believe it1 but never do we live a quiet1 free life1 such as ,adam's1 but are enveloped in an invisible network of speculations4 ,our progress is only from one such speculation to another1 and only at rare intervals do we perceive that it is no progress4 ,could we for a moment drop this by-play1 and simply wonder1 without reference or inference6 ,,byron ,dec4 #h4 ,nothing in nature is sneaking or chapfallen1 as somewhat maltreated and slighted1 but each is satisfied with its being1 and so is as lavender and balm4 ,if skunk-cabbage is offensive to the nostrils of men1 still has it not drooped in consequence1 but trustfully unfolded its leaf of two hands' breadth4 ,what was it to ,lord ,byron whether ,england owned or disowned him1 whether he smelled sour and was skunk-cabbage to the ,english nostril or violet-like1 the pride of the land and ornament of every lady's boudoir8 ,let not the oyster grieve that he has lost the race2 he has gained as an oyster4 ,,fair ,,haven#dc ,dec4 #ae4 ,when winter fringes every bough ,with his fantastic wreath1 ,and puts the seal of silence now ,upon the leaves beneath2 ,when every stream in its penthouse ,goes gurgling on its way1 ,and in his gallery the mouse ,nibbleth the meadow hay2 ,methinks the summer still is nigh1 ,and lurketh there below1 ,as that same meadow mouse doth lie ,snug underneath the snow4 ,and if perchance the chickadee ,lisp a faint note anon1 ,the snow is summer's canopy1 ,which she herself put on4 ,rare blossoms deck the cheerful trees1 ,and dazzling fruits depend1 ,the north wind sighs a summer breeze1 ,the nipping frosts to fend1 ,bringing glad tidings unto me1 ,while that ,i stand all ear1 ,of a serene eternity1 ,that need not winter fear4 ,out on the silent pond straightway ,the restless ice doth crack1 ,and pond sprites merry gambols play ,amid the deaf'ning rack4 ,eager ,i press me to the vale ,as ,i had heard brave news1 ,how nature held high festival1 ,which it were hard to lose4 ,i crack me with my neighbor ice1 ,and sympathizing quake1 ,as each new rent darts in a trice ,across the gladsome lake4 ,one with the cricket in the ground1 ,and fuel on the hearth1 ,resounds the rare domestic sound ,along the forest path4 ,fair ,haven is my huge tea-urn ,that seethes and sings to me1 ,and eke the crackling fagots burn1-- ,a homebred minstrelsy4 ,,some ,,scraps ,,from ,,an ,,essay ,,on ,,sound ,,and ,,silence ,,written ,,in ,,the ,,latter ,,half ,,of ,,this ,,month1--,,december1 #ahchdd ,as the truest society approaches always nearer to solitude1 so the most excellent speech finally falls into silence4 ,we go about to find ,solitude and ,silence1 as though they dwelt only in distant glens and the depths of the forest1 venturing out from these fastnesses at midnight4 ,silence was1 say we1 before ever the world was1 as if creation had displaced her1 and were not her visible framework and foil4 ,it is only favorite dells that she deigns to frequent1 and we dream not that she is then imported into them when we wend thither1 as ,selden's butcher busied himself with looking after his knife1 when he had it in his mouth4 ,for where man is1 there is ,silence4 99 99 99 99 99 ,silence is the communing of a conscious soul with itself4 ,if the soul attend for a moment to its own infinity1 then and there is silence4 ,she is audible to all men1 at all times1 in all places1 and if we will we may always hearken to her admonitions4 99 99 99 99 99 ,silence is ever less strange than noise1 lurking amid the boughs of the hemlock or pine just in proportion as we find ourselves there4 ,the nuthatch1 tapping the upright trunks by our side1 is only a partial spokesman for the solemn stillness4 99 99 99 99 99 ,she is always at hand with her wisdom1 by roadsides and street corners2 lurking in belfries1 the cannon's mouth1 and the wake of the earthquake2 gathering up and fondling their puny din in her ample bosom4 99 99 99 99 99 ,those divine sounds which are uttered to our inward ear--which are breathed in with the zephyr or reflected from the lake--come to us noiselessly1 bathing the temples of the soul1 as we stand motionless amid the rocks4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the halloo is the creature of walls and mason work2 the whisper is fittest in the depths of the wood1 or by the shore of the lake2 but silence is best adapted to the acoustics of space4 99 99 99 99 99 ,all sounds are her servants and purveyors1 proclaiming not only that their mistress is1 but is a rare mistress1 and earnestly to be sought after4 ,behind the most distinct and significant hovers always a more significant silence which floats it4 ,the thunder is only our signal gun1 that we may know what communion awaits us4 ,not its dull sound1 but the infinite expansion of our being which ensues1 we praise and unanimously name sublime4 ,all sound is nearly akin to ,silence2 it is a bubble on her surface which straightway bursts1 an emblem of the strength and prolificness of the undercurrent4 ,it is a faint utterance of ,silence1 and then only agreeable to our auditory nerves when it contrasts itself with the former4 ,in proportion as it does this1 and is a heightener and intensifier of the ,silence1 it is harmony and purest melody4 99 99 99 99 99 ,every melodious sound is the ally of ,silence1--a help and not a hindrance to abstraction4 99 99 99 99 99 ,certain sounds more than others have found favor with the poets only as foils to silence4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,anacreon',s ,,ode ,,to ,,the ,,cicada#de ,we pronounce thee happy1 cicada1 ,for on the tops of the trees1 ,sipping a little dew1 ,like any king thou singest1 ,for thine are they all1 ,whatever thou seest in the fields1 ,and whatever the woods bear4 ,thou art the friend of the husbandmen1 ,in no respect injuring any one2 ,and thou art honored among men1 ,sweet prophet of summer4 ,the ,muses love thee1 ,and ,phbus himself loves thee1 ,and has given thee a shrill song2 ,age does not wrack thee1 ,thou skillful1 earth-born1 song-loving1 ,unsuffering1 bloodless one2 ,almost thou art like the gods4 99 99 99 99 99 ,silence is the universal refuge1 the sequel of all dry discourses and all foolish acts1 as balm to our every chagrin1 as welcome after satiety as after disappointment2 that background which the painter may not daub1 be he master or bungler1 and which1 however awkward a figure he may have made in the foreground1 remains ever our inviolable asylum4 99 99 99 99 99 ,with what equanimity does the silent consider how his world goes1 settles the awards of virtue and justice1 is slandered and buffeted never so much and views it all as a phenomenon4 ,he is one with ,truth1 ,goodness1 ,beauty4 ,no indignity can assail him1 no personality disturb him4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the orator puts off his individuality1 and is then most eloquent when most silent4 ,he listens while he speaks1 and is a hearer along with his audience4 99 99 99 99 99 ,who has not hearkened to her infinite din8 ,she is ,truth's speaking trumpet1 which every man carries slung over his shoulder1 and when he will may apply to his ear4 ,she is the sole oracle1 the true ,delphi and ,dodona1 which kings and courtiers would do well to consult1 nor will they be balked by an ambiguous answer4 ,through her have all revelations been made4 ,just as far as men have consulted her oracle1 they have obtained a clear insight1 and their age been marked for an enlightened one4 ,but as often as they have gone gadding abroad to a strange ,delphi and her mad priestess1 they have been benighted1 and their age ,dark or ,leaden4--,these are garrulous and noisy eras1 which no longer yield any sound2 but the ,grecian1 or silent and melodious1 ,era is ever sounding on the ears of men4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a good book is the plectrum with which our silent lyres are struck4 ,in all epics1 when1 after breathless attention1 we come to the significant words ,he said1 then especially our inmost man is addressed4 ,we not unfrequently refer the interest which belongs to our own unwritten sequel to the written and comparatively lifeless page4 ,of all valuable books this same sequel makes an indispensable part4 ,it is the author's aim to say once and emphatically1 ,he said4 ,this is the most the bookmaker can attain to4 ,if he make his volume a foil whereon the waves of silence may break1 it is well4 ,it is not so much the sighing of the blast as that pause1 as ,gray expresses it1 when the gust is recollecting itself1 that thrills us1 and is infinitely grander than the importunate howlings of the storm4 99 99 99 99 99 ,at evening ,silence sends many emissaries to me1 some navigating the subsiding waves which the village murmur has agitated4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it were vain for me to interpret the ,silence4 ,she cannot be done into ,english4 ,for six thousand years have men translated her1 with what fidelity belonged to each2 still is she little better than a sealed book4 ,a man may run on confidently for a time1 thinking he has her under his thumb1 and shall one day exhaust her1 but he too must at last be silent1 and men remark only how brave a beginning he made2 for1 when he at length dives into her1 so vast is the disproportion of the told to the untold that the former will seem but the bubble on the surface where he disappeared4 99 99 99 99 99 ,nevertheless will we go on1 like those ,chinese cliff swallows1 feathering our nests with the froth1 so they may one day be bread of life to such as dwell by the seashore4 ,,anacreontics ,,return ,,of ,,spring#df ,dec4 #bc4 ,behold1 how1 spring appearing1 ,the ,graces send forth roses2 ,behold1 how the wave of the sea ,is made smooth by the calm2 ,behold1 how the duck dives2 ,behold1 how the crane travels2 ,and ,titan shines constantly bright4 ,the shadows of the clouds are moving2 ,the works of man shine2 ,the earth puts forth fruits2 ,the fruit of the olive puts forth4 ,the cup of ,bacchus is crowned4 ,along the leaves1 along the branches1 ,the fruit1 bending them down1 flourishes4 ,,cupid ,,wounded#dg ,love once among roses ,a sleeping bee ,did not see1 but was stung2 ,and1 being wounded in the finger ,of his hand1 cried for pain4 ,running as well as flying ,to the beautiful ,venus1 ,i am killed1 mother1 said he1 ,i am killed1 and ,i die4 ,a little serpent has stung me1 ,winged1 which they call ,a bee1--the husbandmen4 ,and she said1 ,if the sting ,of a bee afflicts you1 ,how1 think you1 are they afflicted1 ,love1 whom you smite8 ,dated only #ahch4 ,sometimes ,i hear the veery's silver clarion1 or the brazen note of the impatient jay1 or in secluded woods the chickadee doles out her scanty notes1 which sing the praise of heroes1 and set forth the loveliness of virtue evermore4--,phe-be4#dh ,,iii #ahci 7,t4 #ba-bb7 ,,the ,,thaw#di ,jan4 #aa4 ,i saw the civil sun drying earth's tears1 ,her tears of joy1 that only faster flowed4 ,fain would ,i stretch me by the highway-side1 ,to thaw and trickle with the melting snow1 ,that1 mingled soul and body with the tide1 ,i too may through the pores of nature flow4 ,but ,i1 alas1 nor trickle can nor fume1 ,one jot to forward the great work of ,time1 ',tis mine to hearken while these ply the loom1 ,so shall my silence with their music chime4 ,,the ,,dream ,,valley ,jan4 #bj4 ,the prospect of our river valley from ,tahatawan ,cliff appeared to me again in my dreams4 ,last night1 as ,i lay gazing with shut eyes ,into the golden land of dreams1 ,i thought ,i gazed adown a quiet reach ,of land and water prospect1 ,whose low beach ,was peopled with the now subsiding hum ,of happy industry1 whose work is done4 ,and as ,i turned me on my pillow o'er1 ,i heard the lapse of waves upon the shore1 ,distinct as it had been at broad noonday1 ,and ,i were wandering at ,rockaway4 ,,love ,we two that planets erst had been ,are now a double star1 ,and in the heavens may be seen1 ,where that we fixd are4 ,yet1 whirled with subtle power along1 ,into new space we enter1 ,and evermore with spheral song ,revolve about one centre4 ,feb4 #c4 ,the deeds of king and meanest hedger ,stand side by side in heaven's ledger4 99 99 99 99 99 ',twill soon appear if we but look ,at evening into earth's day-book1 ,which way the great account doth stand ,between the heavens and the land4 ,,the ,,evening ,,wind ,the eastern mail comes lumbering in1 ,with outmost waves of ,europe's din2 ,the western sighs adown the slope1 ,or 'mid the rustling leaves doth grope1 ,laden with news from ,californ'1 ,whate'er transpired hath since morn1 ,how wags the world by brier and brake1 ,from hence to ,athabasca lake4#ej ,,poetizing ,feb4 #h4 ,when the poetic frenzy seizes us1 we run and scratch with our pen1 delighting1 like the cock1 in the dust we make1 but do not detect where the jewel lies1 which perhaps we have in the meantime cast to a distance1 or quite covered up again4#ea ,feb4 #i4 ,it takes a man to make a room silent4 ,,the ,,peal ,,of ,,the ,,bells#eb ,feb4 #aj4 ,when the world grows old by the chimney-side1 ,then forth to the youngling rocks ,i glide1 ,where over the water1 and over the land1 ,the bells are booming on either hand4 ,now up they go ding1 then down again dong1 ,and awhile they swing to the same old song1 ,and the metal goes round at a single bound1 ,a-lulling the fields with its measured sound1 ,till the tired tongue falls with a lengthened boom ,as solemn and loud as the crack of doom4 ,then changed is their measure to tone upon tone1 ,and seldom it is that one sound comes alone1 ,for they ring out their peals in a mingled throng1 ,and the breezes waft the loud ding-dong along4 ,when the echo has reached me in this lone vale1 ,i am straightway a hero in coat of mail1 ,i tug at my belt and ,i march on my post1 ,and feel myself more than a match for a host4 ,i am on the alert for some wonderful ,thing ,which somewhere 's a-taking place2 ',tis perchance the salute which our planet doth ring ,when it meeteth another in space4 ,,the ,,shrike ,feb4 #be4 ,hark6 hark6 from out the thickest fog ,warbles with might and main ,the fearless shrike1 as all agog ,to find in fog his gain4 ,his steady sails he never furls ,at any time o' year1 ,and1 perched now on ,winter's curls1 ,he whistles in his ear4#ec ,,the ,,poet ,march #c4 ,he must be something more than natural1--even supernatural4 ,nature will not speak through but along with him4 ,his voice will not proceed from her midst1 but1 breathing on her1 will make her the expression of his thought4 ,he then poetizes when he takes a fact out of nature into spirit4 ,he speaks without reference to time or place4 ,his thought is one world1 hers another4 ,he is another ,nature1--,nature's brother4 ,kindly offices do they perform for one another4 ,each publishes the other's truth4 ,,morning ,april #d4 ,the atmosphere of morning gives a healthy hue to our prospects4 ,disease is a sluggard that overtakes1 never encounters1 us4 ,we have the start each day1 and may fairly distance him before the dew is off2 but if we recline in the bowers of noon1 he will come up with us after all4 ,the morning dew breeds no cold4 ,we enjoy a diurnal reprieve in the beginning of each day's creation4 ,in the morning we do not believe in expediency2 we will start afresh1 and have no patching1 no temporary fixtures4 ,the afternoon man has an interest in the past2 his eye is divided1 and he sees indifferently well either way4 ,,drifting ,drifting in a sultry day on the sluggish waters of the pond1 ,i almost cease to live and begin to be4 ,a boatman stretched on the deck of his craft and dallying with the noon would be as apt an emblem of eternity for me as the serpent with his tail in his mouth4 ,i am never so prone to lose my identity4 ,i am dissolved in the haze4 ,,disappointment ,april #g4 ,sunday4 ,the tediousness and detail of execution never occur to the genius projecting2 it always antedates the completion of its work4 ,it condescends to give time a few hours to do its bidding in4 ,,resolve ,most have sufficient contempt for what is mean to resolve that they will abstain from it1 and a few virtue enough to abide by their resolution1 but not often does one attain to such lofty contempt as to require no resolution to be made4 ,,the ,,teamster ,april #h4 ,there goes a six-horse team1 and a man by its side4 ,he has rolled out of his cradle into a ,tom-and-,jerry1 and goes about his business while ,nature goes about hers1 without standing agape at his condition4 ,as though sixty years were not enough for these things6 ,what have death1 and the cholera1 and the immortal destiny of man1 to do with the shipping interests8 ,there is an unexplained bravery in this4 ,what with bare astonishment one would think that man had his hands full for so short a term4 ,but this is no drawback on the lace-working and cap-making interests4 ,some attain to such a degree of sang-froid and nonchalance as to be weavers of toilet cushions and manufacturers of pinheads1 without once flinching or the slightest affection of the nerves1 for the period of a natural life4#ed ,,fat ,,pine ,,for ,,spearing ,april #i4 ,fat roots of pine lying in rich veins as of gold or silver1 even in old pastures where you would least expect it1 make you realize that you live in the youth of the world1 and you begin to know the wealth of the planet4 ,human nature is still in its prime1 then4 ,bring axe1 pickaxe1 and shovel1 and tap the earth here where there is most sap4 ,the marrowy store gleams like some vigorous sinew1 and you feel a new suppleness in your own limbs4 ,these are the traits that conciliate man's moroseness1 and make him civil to his fellows2 every such pine root is a pledge of suavity4 ,if he can discover absolute barrenness in any direction there will be some excuse for peevishness4 ,,society ,april #ad4 ,there is a terra firma in society as well as in geography1 some whose ports you may make by dead reckoning in all weather4 ,all the rest are but floating and fabulous ,atlantides which sometimes skirt the western horizon of our intercourse4 ,they impose only on seasick mariners who have put into some ,canary ,island on the frontiers of society4 ,,circumstances ,april #bd4 ,why should we concern ourselves with what has happened to us1 and the unaccountable fickleness of events1 and not rather with how we have happened to the universe1 and it has demeaned itself in consequence8 ,let us record in each case the judgment we have awarded to circumstances4 ,,acquaintance ,cheap persons will stand upon ceremony1 because there is no other ground2 but to the great of the earth we need no introduction1 nor do they need any to us4 ,,the ,,kingdoms ,,of ,,the ,,earth ,april #be4 ,if we see the reality in things1 of what moment is the superficial and apparent8 ,take the earth and all the interests it has known1--what are they beside one deep surmise that pierces and scatters them8 ,the independent beggar disposes of all with one hearty1 significant curse by the roadside4 ',tis true they are not worth a tinker's damn4 ,,picture ,april #cj4 ,of some illuminated pictures which ,i saw last evening1 one representing the plain of ,babylon1 with only a heap of brick-dust in the centre1 and an uninterrupted horizon bounding the desert1 struck me most4 ,i would see painted a boundless expanse of desert1 prairie1 or sea1 without other object than the horizon4 ,the heavens and the earth1--the first and last painting1--where is the artist who shall undertake it8 ,may #aa4 ,the farmer keeps pace with his crops and the revolutions of the seasons1 but the merchant with the fluctuations of trade4 ,observe how differently they walk in the streets4 ,,vice ,,and ,,virtue ,may #af4 ,virtue is the very heart and lungs of vice3 it cannot stand up but it lean on virtue4 99 99 99 99 99 ,who has not admired the twelve labors8 ,and yet nobody thinks if ,hercules had sufficient motive for racking his bones to that degree4 ,men are not so much virtuous as patrons of virtue1 and every one knows that it is easier to deal with the real possessor of a thing than the temporary guardian of it4 ,,the ,,form ,,of ,,strength ,may #ag4 ,we say justly that the weak person is flat2 for1 like all flat substances1 he does not stand in the direction of his strength1 that is on his edge1 but affords a convenient surface to put upon4 ,he slides all the way through life4 ,most things are strong in one direction1--a straw longitudinally1 a board in the direction of its edge1 a knee transversely to its grain1--but the brave man is a perfect sphere1 which cannot fall on its flat side1 and is equally strong every way4 ,the coward is wretchedly spheroidal at best1 too much educated or drawn out on one side commonly and depressed on the other2 or he may be likened to a hollow sphere1 whose disposition of matter is best when the greatest bulk is intended4#ee ,,self-,,culture ,may #ba4 ,who knows how incessant a surveillance a strong man may maintain over himself1--how far subject passion and appetite to reason1 and lead the life his imagination paints8 ,well has the poet said1-- ,by manly mind ,not e'en in sleep is will resigned4 ,by a strong effort may he not command even his brute body in unconscious moments8 ,,my ,,attic ,june #d4 ,i sit here this fourth of ,june1 looking out on men and nature from this that ,i call my perspective window1 through which all things are seen in their true relations4 ,this is my upper empire1 bounded by four walls1 viz41 three of boards yellow-washed1 facing the north1 west1 and south1 respectively1 and the fourth of plaster1 likewise yellow-washed1 fronting the sunrise1--to say nothing of the purlieus and outlying provinces1 unexplored as yet but by rats4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the words of some men are thrown forcibly against you and adhere like burs4 ,,rencounter ,june #bb4 ,saturday4 ,i have within the last few days come into contact with a pure1 uncompromising spirit1 that is somewhere wandering in the atmosphere1 but settles not positively anywhere4 ,some persons carry about them the air and conviction of virtue1 though they themselves are unconscious of it1 and are even backward to appreciate it in others4 ,such it is impossible not to love2 still is their loveliness1 as it were1 independent of them1 so that you seem not to lose it when they are absent1 for when they are near it is like an invisible presence which attends you4 ,that virtue we appreciate is as much ours as another's4 ,we see so much only as we possess4 ,,sympathy#ef ,june #bd4 ,lately1 alas1 ,i knew a gentle boy1 ,whose features all were cast in ,virtue's mould1 ,as one she had designed for ,beauty's toy1 ,but after manned him for her own stronghold4 ,on every side he open was as day1 ,that you might see no lack of strength within1 ,for walls and ports do only serve alway ,for a pretense to feebleness and sin4 ,say not that ,csar was victorious1 ,with toil and strife who stormed the ,house of ,fame2 ,in other sense this youth was glorious1 ,himself a kingdom wheresoe'er he came4 ,no strength went out to get him victory1 ,when all was income of its own accord2 ,for where he went none other was to see1 ,but all were parcel of their noble lord4 ,he forayed like the subtle haze of summer1 ,that stilly shows fresh landscapes to our eyes1 ,and revolutions works without a murmur1 ,or rustling of a leaf beneath the skies4 ,so was ,i taken unawares by this1 ,i quite forgot my homage to confess2 ,yet now am forced to know1 though hard it is1 ,i might have loved him1 had ,i loved him less4 ,each moment1 as we nearer drew to each1 ,a stern respect withheld us farther yet1 ,so that we seemed beyond each other's reach1 ,and less acquainted than when first we met4 ,we two were one while we did sympathize1 ,so could we not the simplest bargain drive2 ,and what avails it now that we are wise1 ,if absence doth this doubleness contrive8 ,eternity may not the chance repeat1 ,but ,i must tread my single way alone1 ,in sad remembrance that we once did meet1 ,and know that bliss irrevocably gone4 ,the spheres henceforth my elegy shall sing1 ,for elegy has other subject none2 ,each strain of music in my ears shall ring ,knell of departure from that other one4 ,make haste and celebrate my tragedy2 ,with fitting strain resound1 ye woods and fields2 ,sorrow is dearer in such case to me ,than all the joys other occasion yields4 ,is't then too late the damage to repair8 ,distance1 forsooth1 from my weak grasp hath reft ,the empty husk1 and clutched the useless tare1 ,but in my hands the wheat and kernel left4 ,if ,i but love that virtue which he is1 ,though it be scented in the morning air1 ,still shall we be truest acquaintances1 ,nor mortals know a sympathy more rare4 ,,the ,,book ,,of ,,gems ,july #d4 ,with cunning plates the polished leaves were decked1 ,each one a window to the poet's world1 ,so rich a prospect that you might suspect ,in that small space all paradise unfurled4 ,it was a right delightful road to go1 ,marching through pastures of such fair herbage1 ,o'er hill and dale it led1 and to and fro1 ,from bard to bard1 making an easy stage2 ,where ever and anon ,i slaked my thirst ,like a tired traveller at some poet's well1 ,which from the teeming ground did bubbling burst1 ,and tinkling thence adown the page it fell4 ,still through the leaves its music you might hear1 ,till other springs fell faintly on the ear4 ,,annursnack ,july #aa4 ,at length we leave the river and take to the road which leads to the hilltop1 if by any means we may spy out what manner of earth we inhabit4 ,east1 west1 north1 and south1 it is farm and parish1 this world of ours4 ,one may see how at convenient1 eternal intervals men have settled themselves1 without thought for the universe4 ,how little matters it all they have built and delved there in the valley6 ,it is after all but a feature in the landscape4 ,still the vast impulse of nature breathes over all4 ,the eternal winds sweep across the interval to-day1 bringing mist and haze to shut out their works4 ,still the crow caws from ,nawshawtuct to ,annursnack1 as no feeble tradesman nor smith may do4 ,and in all swamps the hum of mosquitoes drowns this modern hum of industry4 ,illustration3 ,view from ,annursnack ,hill ,,every ,,man ,,is ,a ,,roman ,,forum ,all things are up and down1 east and west1 to me4 ,in me is the forum out of which go the ,appian and ,sacred ways1 and a thousand beside1 to the ends of the world4 ,if ,i forget my centralness1 and say a bean winds with or against the sun1 and not right or left1 it will not be true south of the equator4 ,,the ,,assabet ,july #ah4 ,up this pleasant stream let's row ,for the livelong summer's day1 ,sprinkling foam where'er we go ,in wreaths as white as driven snow4 ,ply the oars6 away6 away6#eg ,now we glide along the shore1 ,chucking lilies as we go1 ,while the yellow-sanded floor ,doggedly resists the oar1 ,like some turtle dull and slow4 ,now we stem the middle tide1 ,plowing through the deepest soil2 ,ridges pile on either side1 ,while we through the furrow glide1 ,reaping bubbles for our toil4 ,dew before and drought behind1 ,onward all doth seem to fly2 ,naught contents the eager mind1 ,only rapids now are kind1 ,forward are the earth and sky4 ,sudden music strikes the ear1 ,leaking out from yonder bank1 ,fit such voyagers to cheer4 ,sure there must be ,naiads here1 ,who have kindly played this prank4 ,there ,i know the cunning pack ,where yon self-sufficient rill ,all its telltale hath kept back1 ,through the meadows held its clack1 ,and now bubbleth its fill4 ,silent flows the parent stream1 ,and if rocks do lie below ,smothers with her waves the din1 ,as it were a youthful sin1 ,just as still and just as slow4 ,but this gleeful little rill1 ,purling round its storied pebble1 ,tinkles to the selfsame tune ,from ,december until ,june1 ,nor doth any drought enfeeble4 ,see the sun behind the willows1 ,rising through the golden haze1 ,how he gleams along the billows1 ,their white crests the easy pillows ,of his dew-besprinkled rays4 ,forward press we to the dawning1 ,for ,aurora leads the way1 ,sultry noon and twilight scorning2 ,in each dewdrop of the morning ,lies the promise of a day4 ,rivers from the sun do flow1 ,springing with the dewy morn2 ,voyageurs 'gainst time do row1 ,idle noon nor sunset know1 ,ever even with the dawn4#eh ,since that first ,away6 away6 ,many a lengthy league we've rowed1 ,still the sparrow on the spray ,hastes to usher in the day ,with her simple stanza'd ode4#ei ,,the ,,breeze',s ,,invitation ,july #bj4 ,come let's roam the breezy pastures1 ,where the freest zephyrs blow1 ,batten on the oak tree's rustle1 ,and the pleasant insect bustle1 ,dripping with the streamlet's flow4 ,what if ,i no wings do wear1 ,thro' this solid-seeming air ,i can skim like any swallow2 ,whoso dareth let her follow1 ,and we'll be a jovial pair4 ,like two careless swifts let's sail1 ,zephyrus shall think for me2 ,over hill and over dale1 ,riding on the easy gale1 ,we will scan the earth and sea4 ,yonder see that willow tree ,winnowing the buxom air2 ,you a gnat and ,i a bee1 ,with our merry minstrelsy ,we will make a concert there4 ,one green leaf shall be our screen1 ,till the sun doth go to bed1 ,i the king and you the queen ,of that peaceful little green1 ,without any subject's aid4 ,to our music ,time will linger1 ,and earth open wide her ear1 ,nor shall any need to tarry ,to immortal verse to marry ,such sweet music as he'll hear4 ,july #bd4 ,nature doth have her dawn each day1 ,but mine are far between2 ,content1 ,i cry1 for1 sooth to say1 ,mine brightest are1 ,i ween4 ,for when my sun doth deign to rise1 ,though it be her noontide1 ,her fairest field in shadow lies1 ,nor can my light abide4 ,sometimes ,i bask me in her day1 ,conversing with my mate2 ,but if we interchange one ray1 ,forthwith her heats abate4 ,through his discourse ,i climb and see1 ,as from some eastern hill1 ,a brighter morrow rise to me ,than lieth in her skill4 ,as't were two summer days in one1 ,two ,sundays come together1 ,our rays united make one sun1 ,with fairest summer weather4#fj ,july #be4 ,there is no remedy for love but to love more4 ,aug4 #ca4 ,made seven miles1 and moored our boat on the west side of a little rising ground which in the spring forms an island in the river1 the sun going down on one hand1 and our eminence contributing its shadow to the night on the other4#fa ,in the twilight so elastic is the air that the sky seems to tinkle sic over farmhouse and wood4 ,scrambling up the bank of our terra incognita we fall on huckleberries1 which have slowly ripened here1 husbanding the juices which the months have distilled1 for our peculiar use this night4#fb ,if they had been rank poison1 the entire simplicity and confidence with which we plucked them would have insured their wholesomeness4 ,the devout attitude of the hour asked a blessing on that repast4 ,it was fit for the setting sun to rest on4 99 99 99 99 99 ,from our tent here on the hillside1 through that isosceles door1 ,i see our lonely mast on the shore1 it may be as an eternity fixture1 to be seen in landscapes henceforth1 or as the most temporary standstill of time1 the boat just come to anchor1 and the mast still rocking to find its balance4#fc 99 99 99 99 99 ,no human life is in night1--the woods1 the boat1 the shore1--yet is it lifelike4#fd ,the warm pulse of a young life beats steadily underneath all4 ,this slight wind is where one artery approaches the surface and is skin deep4 99 99 99 99 99 ,while ,i write here1 ,i hear the foxes trotting about me over the dead leaves1 and now gently over the grass1 as if not to disturb the dew which is falling4 ,why should we not cultivate neighborly relations with the foxes8 ,as if to improve upon our seeming advances1 comes one to greet us nosewise under our tent-curtain4 ,nor do we rudely repulse him4 ,is man powder and the fox flint and steel8 ,has not the time come when men and foxes shall lie down together8 99 99 99 99 99 ,hist6 there1 the musquash by the boat is taking toll of potatoes and melons4 ,is not this the age of a community of goods8 ,his presumption kindles in me a brotherly feeling4 ,nevertheless4 ,i get up to reconnoitre1 and tread stealthily along the shore to make acquaintance with him4 ,but on the riverside ,i can see only the stars reflected in the water1 and now1 by some ripple ruffling the disk of a star1 ,i discover him4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in the silence of the night the sound of a distant alarm bell is borne to these woods4 ,even now men have fires and extinguish them1 and1 with distant horizon blazings and barking of dogs1 enact the manifold drama of life4#fe 99 99 99 99 99 ,we begin to have an interest in sun1 moon1 and stars4 ,what time riseth ,orion8 ,which side the pole gropeth the bear8 ,east1 ,west1 ,north1 and ,south1--where are they8 ,what clock shall tell the hours for us8--,billerica1 midnight4 ,sept4 #a4 ,sunday4 ,under an oak on the bank of the canal in ,chelmsford4 ,from ,ball's ,hill to ,billerica meeting-house the river is a noble stream of water1 flowing between gentle hills and occasional cliffs1 and well wooded all the way4 ,it can hardly be said to flow at all1 but rests in the lap of the hills like a quiet lake4 ,the boatmen call it a dead stream4 ,for many long reaches you can see nothing to indicate that men inhabit its banks4#ff ,nature seems to hold a sabbath herself to-day1--a still warm sun on river and wood1 and not breeze enough to ruffle the water4 ,cattle stand up to their bellies in the river1 and you think ,rembrandt should be here4 ,camped under some oaks in ,tyngsboro1 on the east bank of the ,merrimack1 just below the ferry4#fg ,sept4 #b4 ,camped in ,merrimack1 on the west bank1 by a deep ravine4#fh ,sept4 #c4 ,in ,bedford1 on the west bank1 opposite a large rock1 above ,coos ,falls4#fi ,sept4 #d4 ,wednesday4 ,hooksett1 east bank1 two or three miles below the village1 opposite ,mr4 ,mitchel's4#gj ,sept4 #e4 ,walked to ,concord ,n4 ,h41 #aj miles4#ga ,sept4 #f4 ,by stage to ,plymouth1 #dj miles1 and on foot to ,tilton's inn1 ,thornton4 ,the scenery commences on ,sanbornton ,square1 whence the ,white ,mountains are first visible4 ,in ,campton it is decidedly mountainous4 ,sept4 #g4 ,walked from ,thornton through ,peeling#gb and ,lincoln to ,franconia4 ,in ,lincoln visited ,stone ,flume and ,basin1 and in ,franconia the ,notch1 and saw the ,old ,man of the ,mountain4 ,sept4 #h4 ,walked from ,franconia to ,thomas ,j4 ,crawford's4 ,sept4 #i4 ,at ,crawford's4 ,sept4 #aj4 ,ascended the mountain and rode to ,conway4 ,sept4 #aa4 ,rode to ,concord4 ,sept4 #ab4 ,rode to ,hooksett and rowed to ,bedford1 ,n4 ,h41 or rather to the northern part of ,merrimack1 near the ferry1 by a large island1 near which we camped4#gc ,sept #ac4 ,rowed and sailed to ,concord1 about #ej miles4#gd ,,the ,,wise ,,rest ,sept #ag4 ,nature never makes haste2 her systems revolve at an even pace4 ,the bud swells imperceptibly1 without hurry or confusion1 as though the short spring days were an eternity4#ge ,all her operations seem separately1 for the time1 the single object for which all things tarry4 ,why1 then1 should man hasten as if anything less than eternity were allotted for the least deed8 ,let him consume never so many ons1 so that he go about the meanest task well1 though it be but the paring of his nails4#gf ,if the setting sun seems to hurry him to improve the day while it lasts1 the chant of the crickets fails not to reassure him1 even-measured as of old1 teaching him to take his own time henceforth forever4 ,the wise man is restful1 never restless or impatient4 ,he each moment abides there where he is1 as some walkers actually rest the whole body at each step1 while others never relax the muscles of the leg till the accumulated fatigue obliges them to stop short4 ,as the wise is not anxious that time wait for him1 neither does he wait for it4 ,oct #bb4 ,nature will bear the closest inspection4 ,she invites us to lay our eye level with her smallest leaf1 and take an insect view of its plain4#gg ,,schylus ,nov4 #e4 ,there was one man lived his own healthy ,attic life in those days4 ,the words that have come down to us evidence that their speaker was a seer in his day and generation4 ,at this day they owe nothing to their dramatic form1 nothing to stage machinery1 and the fact that they were spoken under these or those circumstances4 ,all display of art for the gratification of a factitious taste is silently passed by to come at the least particle of absolute and genuine thought they contain4 ,the reader will be disappointed1 however1 who looks for traits of a rare wisdom or eloquence1 and will have to solace himself1 for the most part1 with the poet's humanity and what it was in him to say4 ,he will discover that1 like every genius1 he was a solitary liver and worker in his day4 ,we are accustomed to say that the common sense of this age belonged to the seer of the last1--as if time gave him any vantage ground4 ,but not so3 ,i see not but ,genius must ever take an equal start1 and all the generations of men are virtually at a standstill for it to come and consider of them4 ,common sense is not so familiar with any truth but ,genius will represent it in a strange light to it4 ,let the seer bring down his broad eye to the most stale and trivial fact1 and he will make you believe it a new planet in the sky4 ,as to criticism1 man has never to make allowance to man2 there is naught to excuse1 naught to bear in mind4 ,all the past is here present to be tried2 let it approve itself if it can4 ,,growth ,we are not apt to remember that we grow4 ,it is curious to reflect how the maiden waiteth patiently1 confiding as the unripe houstonia of the meadow1 for the slow moving years to work their will with her1--perfect and ripen her1--like it to be fanned by the wind1 watered by the rain1 and receive her education at the hands of nature4 ,these young buds of manhood in the streets are like buttercups in the meadows1--surrendered to nature as they4 ,nov4 #g4 ,i was not aware till to-day of a rising and risen generation4 ,children appear to me as raw as the fresh fungi on a fence rail4 ,by what degrees of consanguinity is this succulent and rank-growing slip of manhood related to me8 ,what is it but another herb1 ranging all the kingdoms of nature1 drawing in sustenance by a thousand roots and fibres from all soils4 ,,laconicism ,nov4 #h4 ,prometheus' answer to ,io's question1 who has bound him to the rock1 is a good instance3-- 1 4 7,the will indeed of ,zeus1 of ,vulcan the hand47 ,also3-- 1 1 1 4 ,such naked speech is the standing aside of words to make room for thoughts4 ,,regret ,nov4 #ac4 ,make the most of your regrets2 never smother your sorrow1 but tend and cherish it till it come to have a separate and integral interest4 ,to regret deeply is to live afresh4 ,by so doing you will be astonished to find yourself restored once more to all your emoluments4 ,,despondency ,nov4 #ad4 ,there is nowhere any apology for despondency4 ,always there is life which1 rightly lived1 implies a divine satisfaction4 ,i am soothed by the rain-drops on the door-sill2 every globule that pitches thus confidently from the eaves to the ground is my life insurance4 ,disease and a rain-drop cannot coexist4 ,the east wind is not itself consumptive1 but has enjoyed a rare health from of old4 ,if a fork or brand stand erect1 good is portended by it4 ,they are the warrant of universal innocence4 ,,farewell ,nov4 #ai4 ,light-hearted1 thoughtless1 shall ,i take my way1 ,when ,i to thee this being have resigned1 ,well knowing where1 upon a future day1 ,with us'rer's craft more than myself to find4 ,,linn,,us ,nov4 #bb4 ,linnus1 setting out for ,lapland1 surveys his comb and spare shirt1 leather breeches1 and gauze cap to keep off gnats1 with as much complacency as ,buonaparte would a park of artillery to be used in the ,russian ,campaign4 ,his eye is to take in fish1 flower1 and bird1 quadruped and biped4 ,the quiet bravery of the man is admirable4 ,these facts have even a novel interest4#gh ,nov4 #bi4 ,many brave men have there been1 thank ,fortune1 but ,i shall never grow brave by comparison4 ,when ,i remember myself ,i shall forget them4 ,,bravery ,dec4 #b4 ,a rare landscape immediately suggests a suitable inhabitant1 whose breath shall be its wind1 whose moods its seasons1 and to whom it will always be fair4 ,to be chafed and worried1 and not as serene as ,nature1 does not become one whose nature is as steadfast as she4 ,we do all stand in the front ranks of the battle every moment of our lives2 where there is a brave man there is the thickest of the fight1 there the post of honor4 ,not he who procures a substitute to go to ,florida is exempt from service2 he gathers his laurels in another field4 ,waterloo is not the only battle-ground3 as many and fatal guns are pointed at my breast now as are contained in the ,english arsenals4 ,,noon ,undated4#gi ,straightway dissolved1 ,like to the morning mists--or rather like the subtler mists of noon-- ,stretched ,i far up the neighboring mountain's sides1 ,adown the valleys1 through the nether air1 ,bathing1 with fond expansiveness of soul1 ,the tiniest blade as the sublimest cloud4 ,what time the bittern1 solitary bird1 ,hides now her head amid the whispering fern1 ,and not a paddock vexes all the shore1 ,nor feather ruffles the incumbent air1 ,save where the wagtail interrupts the noon4 ,,from ,a ,,chapter ,,on ,,bravery4--,script ,dec4 ,bravery deals not so much in resolute action1 as in healthy and assured rest4 ,its palmy state is a staying at home1 and compelling alliance in all directions4#hj ,the brave man never heareth the din of war2 he is trustful and unsuspecting1 so observant of the least trait of good or beautiful that1 if you turn toward him the dark side of anything1 he will still see only the bright4 99 99 99 99 99 ,one moment of serene and confident life is more glorious than a whole campaign of daring4 ,we should be ready for all issues1 not daring to die but daring to live4 ,to the brave even danger is an ally4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in their unconscious daily life all are braver than they know4 ,man slumbers and wakes in his twilight with the confidence of noonday2 he is not palsied nor struck dumb by the inexplicable riddle of the universe4 ,a mere surveyor's report or clause in a premption bill contains matter of quite extraneous interest1 of a subdued but confident tone1 evincing such a steadiness in the writer as would have done wonders at ,bunker's ,hill or ,marathon4 ,where there is the collected eye1 there will not fail the effective hand2 4 99 99 99 99 99 ,science is always brave1 for to know is to know good2 doubt and danger quail before her eye4 ,what the coward overlooks in his hurry1 she calmly scrutinizes1 breaking ground like a pioneer for the array of arts in her train4 ,cowardice is unscientific1 for there cannot be a science of ignorance4 ,there may be a science of war1 for that advances1 but a retreat is rarely well conducted2 if it is1 then is it an orderly advance in the face of circumstances4#ha 99 99 99 99 99 ,if his fortune deserts him1 the brave man in pity still abides by her4 ,samuel ,johnson and his friend ,savage1 compelled by poverty to pass the night in the streets1 resolve that they will stand by their country4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the state of complete manhood is virtue1 and virtue and bravery are one4 ,this truth has long been in the languages4 ,all the relations of the subject are hinted at in the derivation and analogies of the ,latin words vir and virtus1 and the ,greek and 4 ,language in its settled form is the record of men's second thoughts1 a more faithful utterance than they can momentarily give4 ,what men say is so sifted and obliged to approve itself as answering to a common want1 that nothing absolutely frivolous obtains currency in the language4 ,the analogies of words are never whimsical and meaningless1 but stand for real likenesses4 ,only the ethics of mankind1 and not of any particular man1 give point and vigor to our speech4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the coward was born one day too late1 for he has never overtaken the present hour4 ,he is the younger son of creation1 who now waiteth till the elder decease4#hb ,he does not dwell on the earth as though he had a deed of the land in his pocket1--not as another lump of nature1 as imperturbable an occupant as the stones in the field4 ,he has only rented a few acres of time and space1 and thinks that every accident portends the expiration of his lease4 ,he is a non-proprietor1 a serf1 in his moral economy nomadic1 having no fixed abode4 ,when danger appears1 he goes abroad and clings to straws4 99 99 99 99 99 ,bravery and ,cowardice are kindred correlatives with ,knowledge and ,ignorance1 ,light and ,darkness1 ,good and ,evil4 99 99 99 99 99 ,if you let a single ray of light through the shutter1 it will go on diffusing itself without limit till it enlighten the world1 but the shadow that was never so wide at first as rapidly contracts till it comes to naught4 ,the shadow of the moon when it passes nearest the sun is lost in space ere it can reach our earth to eclipse it4 ,always the system shines with uninterrupted light1 for1 as the sun is so much larger than any planet1 no shadow can travel far into space4 ,we may bask always in the light of the system1 always may step back out of the shade4 ,no man's shadow is as large as his body1 if the rays make a right angle with the reflecting surface4 ,let our lives be passed under the equator1 with the sun in the meridian4 ,there is no ill which may not be dissipated like the dark1 if you let in a stronger light upon it4 ,overcome evil with good4 ,practice no such narrow economy as they whose bravery amounts to no more light than a farthing candle1 before which most objects cast a shadow wider than themselves4#hc 99 99 99 99 99 ,it was a conceit of ,plutarch1 accounting for the preferences given to signs observed on the left hand1 that men may have thought things terrestrial and mortal directly over against heavenly and divine things1 and do conjecture that the things which to us are on the left hand1 the gods send down from their right hand4#hd ,if we are not blind1 we shall see how a right hand is stretched over all1 as well the unlucky as lucky1 and that the ordering soul is only right-handed1 distributing with one palm all our fates4#he 99 99 99 99 99 ,men have made war from a deeper instinct than peace4 ,war is but the compelling of peace4#hf ,when the world is declared under martial law1 every ,esau retakes his birthright1 and what there is in him does not fail to appear4 ,he wipes off all old scores and commences a new account4 ,the world is interested to know how any soul will demean itself in so novel a position4 ,but when war too1 like commerce and husbandry1 gets to be a routine1 and men go about it as indented apprentices1 the hero degenerates into a marine1 and the standing army into a standing jest4 99 99 99 99 99 ,no pains are spared to do honor to the brave soldier4 ,all guilds and corporations are taxed to provide him with fit harness and equipment4 ,his coat must be red as the sunset1 or blue as the heavens4 ,gold or silver1 pinchbeck or copper1 solid or superficial1 mark him for fortune's favorite4 ,the skill of a city enchases and tempers his sword-blade2 the ,tyrian dye confounds him with emperors and kings4 ,wherever he goes1 music precedes and prepares the way for him4 ,his life is a holiday1 and the contagion of his example unhinges the universe4 ,the world puts by work and comes out to stare4 ,he is the one only man4 ,he recognizes no time-honored casts and conventions1 no fixtures but transfixtures1 no governments at length settled on a permanent basis4 ,one tap of the drum sets the political and moral harmonies all ajar4 ,his ethics may well bear comparison with the priest's4 ,he may rally1 charge1 retreat in an orderly manner1 but never flee nor flinch4#hg ,each more melodious note ,i hear ,brings sad reproach to me1 ,that ,i alone afford the ear1 ,who would the music be4#hh ,the brave man is the sole patron of music2#hi he recognizes it for his mother-tongue1--a more mellifluous and articulate language than words1 in comparison with which speech is recent and temporary4 ,it is his voice4 ,his language must have the same majestic movement and cadence that philosophy assigns to the heavenly bodies4 ,the steady flux of his thought constitutes time in music4 ,the universe falls in and keeps pace with it1 which before proceeded singly and discordant4 ,hence are poetry and song4 ,when ,bravery first grew afraid and went to war1 it took music along with it4 ,the soul delighted still to hear the echo of its own voice4 ,especially the soldier insists on agreement and harmony always4 ,indeed1 it is that friendship there is in war that makes it chivalrous and heroic4 ,it was the dim sentiment of a noble friendship for the purest soul the world has seen1 that gave to ,europe a crusading era4#ij 99 99 99 99 99 ,the day of tilts and tournaments has gone by1 but no herald summons us to the tournament of love4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the brave warrior must have harmony if not melody at any sacrifice4 ,consider what shifts he makes4 ,there are the bagpipe1 the gong1 the trumpet1 the drum1--either the primitive central ,african or ,indian1 or the brass ,european4 ,ever since ,jericho fell down before a blast of rams' horns1 the martial and musical have gone hand in hand4 ,if the soldier marches to the sack of a town1 he must be preceded by drum and trumpet1 which shall as it were identify his cause with the accordant universe4 ,all woods and walls echo back his own spirit1 and the hostile territory is then preoccupied for him4 ,he is no longer insulated1 but infinitely related and familiar4 ,the roll-call musters for him all the forces of nature4#ia 99 99 99 99 99 ,all sounds1 and more than all1 silence1 do fife and drum for us4#ib ,the least creaking doth whet all our senses and emit a tremulous light1 like the aurora borealis1 over things4 ,as polishing expresses the vein in marble and the grain in wood1 so music brings out what of heroic lurks anywhere4#ic 99 99 99 99 99 ,to the sensitive soul1 the universe has its own fixed measure1 which is its measure also1 and1 as a regular pulse is inseparable from a healthy body1 so is its healthiness dependent on the regularity of its rhythm4 ,in all sounds the soul recognizes its own rhythm1 and seeks to express its sympathy by a correspondent movement of the limbs4 ,when the body marches to the measure of the soul1 then is true courage and invincible strength4#id 99 99 99 99 99 ,the coward would reduce this thrilling sphere music to a universal wail1 this melodious chant to a nasal cant4 ,he thinks to conciliate all hostile influences by compelling his neighborhood into a partial concord with himself1 but his music is no better than a jingle which is akin to a jar1--jars regularly recurring4#ie ,he blows a feeble blast of slender melody1 because nature can have no more sympathy with such a soul than it has of cheerful melody in itself4 ,hence hears he no accordant note in the universe1 and is a coward1 or consciously outcast and deserted man4 ,but the brave man1 without drum or trumpet1 compels concord everywhere by the universality and tunefulness of his soul4#if ,take a metallic plate1 says ,coleridge1 and strew sand on it2 sound a harmonic chord over the sand1 and the grains will whirl about in circles1 and other geometrical figures1 all1 as it were1 depending on some point relatively at rest4 ,sound a discord1 and every grain will whisk about without any order at all1 in no figures1 and with no points of rest4 ,the brave man is such a point of relative rest1 over which the soul sounds ever a harmonic chord4 99 99 99 99 99 ,music is either a sedative or a tonic to the soul4#ig ,i read that ,plato thinks the gods never gave men music1 the science of melody and harmony1 for mere delectation or to tickle the ear2 but that the discordant parts of the circulations and beauteous fabric of the soul1 and that of it that roves about the body1 and many times1 for want of tune and air1 breaks forth into many extravagances and excesses1 might be sweetly recalled and artfully wound up to their former consent and agreement4#ih 99 99 99 99 99 ,by dint of wind and stringed instruments the coward endeavors to put the best face on the matter1--whistles to keep his courage up4 99 99 99 99 99 ,there are some brave traits related by ,plutarch2 e4 g43 ,homer acquaints us how ,ajax1 being to engage in a single combat with ,hector1 bade the ,grecians pray to the gods for him2 and while they were at their devotions1 he was putting on his armor4 ,on another occasion1 a storm arises1 which as soon as the pilot sees1 he falls to his prayers1 and invokes his tutelar dmons1 but neglects not in the meantime to hold to the rudder and let down the main yard4 ,homer directs his husbandman1 before he either plow or sow1 to pray to the terrestrial ,jove and the venerable ,ceres1 but with his hand upon the plow-tail4 4 7,verily1 to be brave is the beginning of victory47 99 99 99 99 99 ,the ,romans made ,fortune surname to ,fortitude1 for fortitude is that alchemy that turns all things to good fortune4 ,the man of fortitude1 whom the ,latins called fortis1 is no other than that lucky person whom fors favors1 or vir summae fortis4 ,if we will1 every bark may carry ,csar and ,csar's fortune4 ,the brave man stays at home4 ,for an impenetrable shield1 stand inside yourself2 he was an arrant coward who first made shields of brass4 ,for armor of proof1 mea virtute me involvo 7,i wrap myself in my virtue72 ,tumble me down1 and ,i will sit ,upon my ruins1 smiling yet4#ii 99 99 99 99 99 ,the bravest deed1 which for the most part is left quite out of history1 which alone wants the staleness of a deed done and the uncertainty of a deed doing1 is the life of a great man4 ,to perform exploits is to be temporarily bold1 as becomes a courage that ebbs and flows1 the soul quite vanquished by its own deed subsiding into indifference and cowardice2 but the exploit of a brave life consists in its momentary completeness4#ajj ,,friendship #aja ,fall of #ahci4 ,then first ,i conceive of a true friendship1 when some rare specimen of manhood presents itself4 ,it seems the mission of such to commend virtue to mankind1 not by any imperfect preaching of her word1 but by their own carriage and conduct4 ,we may then worship moral beauty without the formality of a religion4 ,they are some fresher wind that blows1 some new fragrance that breathes4 ,they make the landscape and the sky for us4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the rules of other intercourse are all inapplicable to this4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we are one virtue1 one truth1 one beauty4 ,all nature is our satellite1 whose light is dull and reflected4 ,she is subaltern to us1--an episode to our poem2 but we are primary1 and radiate light and heat to the system4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am only introduced once again to myself4 99 99 99 99 99 ,conversation1 contact1 familiarity are the steps to it and instruments of it1 but it is most perfect when these are done1 and distance and time oppose no barrier4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i need not ask any man to be my friend1 more than the sun the earth to be attracted by him4 ,it is not his to give1 nor mine to receive4 ,i cannot pardon my enemy2 let him pardon himself4 99 99 99 99 99 ,commonly we degrade ,love and ,friendship by presenting them under the aspect of a trivial dualism4 99 99 99 99 99 ,what matter a few words more or less with my friend1--with all mankind2--they will still be my friends in spite of themselves4 ,let them stand aloof if they can6 ,as though the most formidable distance could rob me of any real sympathy or advantage6 ,no1 when such interests are at stake1 time1 and distance1 and difference fall into their own places4 99 99 99 99 99 ,but alas6 to be actually separated from that parcel of heaven we call our friend1 with the suspicion that we shall no more meet in nature1 is source enough for all the elegies that ever were written4 ,but the true remedy will be to recover our friend again piecemeal1 wherever we can find a feature1 as etes gathered up the members of his son1 which ,medea had strewn in her path4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the more complete our sympathy1 the more our senses are struck dumb1 and we are repressed by a delicate respect1 so that to indifferent eyes we are least his friend1 because no vulgar symbols pass between us4 ,on after thought1 perhaps1 we come to fear that we have been the losers by such seeming indifference1 but in truth that which withholds us is the bond between us4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my friend will be as much better than myself as my aspiration is above my performance4 99 99 99 99 99 ,this is most serene autumn weather4 ,the chirp of crickets may be heard at noon over all the land4 ,as in summer they are heard only at nightfall1 so now by their incessant chirp they usher in the evening of the year4#ajb ,the lively decay of autumn promises as infinite duration and freshness as the green leaves of spring4 ,,iv #ahdj 7,t4 #bb-bc7 ,,the ,,fisher',s ,,son#ajc ,jan4 #aj4 ,i know the world where land and water meet1 ,by yonder hill abutting on the main2 ,one while ,i hear the waves incessant beat1 ,then1 turning round1 survey the land again4 ,within a humble cot that looks to sea1 ,daily ,i breathe this curious warm life2 ,beneath a friendly haven's sheltering lee ,my noiseless day with myst'ry still is rife4 ',tis here1 they say1 my simple life began2 ,and easy credit to the tale ,i lend1 ,for well ,i know 'tis here ,i am a man4 ,but who will simply tell me of the end8 ,these eyes1 fresh opened1 spied the far-off ,sea1 ,which like a silent godfather did stand1 ,nor uttered one explaining word to me1 ,but introduced straight ,godmother ,land4 ,and yonder still stretches that silent main1 ,with many glancing ships besprinkled o'er2 ,and earnest still ,i gaze and gaze again ,upon the selfsame waves and friendly shore1 ,till like a watery humor on the eye ,it still appears whichever way ,i turn1 ,its silent waste and mute o'erarching sky ,with close-shut eyes ,i clearly still discern4 ,and yet with lingering doubt ,i haste each morn ,to see if ocean still my gaze will greet1 ,and with each day once more to life am born1 ,and tread once more the earth with infant feet4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my years are like a stroll upon the beach1 ,as near the ocean's edge as ,i can go2 ,my tardy steps its waves do oft o'erreach1 ,sometimes ,i stay to let them overflow4 ,infinite work my hands find there to do1 ,gathering the relics which the waves upcast2 ,each storm doth scour the deep for something new1 ,and every time the strangest is the last4 ,my sole employment 'tis1 and scrupulous care1 ,to place my gains beyond the reach of tides1 ,each smoother pebble1 and each shell more rare1 ,which ocean kindly to my hand confides4 ,i have no fellow-laborer on the shore2 ,they scorn the strand who sail upon the sea2 ,sometimes ,i think the ocean they've sailed o'er ,is deeper known upon the strand to me4 ,the middle sea can show no crimson dulse1 ,its deeper waves cast up no pearls to view1 ,along the shore my hand is on its pulse1 ,whose feeble beat is elsewhere felt by few4 ,my neighbors come sometimes with lumb'ring carts4 ,as it would seem my pleasant toil to share1 ,but straightway take their loads to distant marts1 ,for only weeds and ballast are their care4 99 99 99 99 99 ',tis by some strange coincidence1 if ,i ,make common cause with ocean when he storms1 ,who can so well support a separate sky1 ,and people it with multitude of forms4 ,oft in the stillness of the night ,i hear ,some restless bird presage the coming din1 ,and distant murmurs faintly strike my ear ,from some bold bluff projecting far within4 ,my stillest depths straightway do inly heave ,more genially than rests the summer's calm2 ,the howling winds through my soul's cordage grieve1 ,till every shelf and ledge gives the alarm4 ,far from the shore the swelling billows rise1 ,and gathering strength come rolling to the land1 ,and1 as each wave retires1 and murmur dies1 ,i straight pursue upon the streaming sand1 ,till the returning surge with gathered strength ,compels once more the backward way to take1 ,and1 creeping up the beach a cable's length1 ,in many a thirsty hollow leaves a lake4 ,oft as some ruling star my tide has swelled ,the sea can scarcely brag more wrecks than ,i2 ,ere other influence my waves has quelled1 ,the stanchest bark that floats is high and dry4 ,jan4 #ai4 ,by a strong liking we prevail ,against the stoutest fort2 ,at length the fiercest heart will quail1 ,and our alliance court4 ,,friends ,jan4 #bf4 ,they are like air bubbles on water1 hastening to flow together4 ,history tells of ,orestes and ,pylades1 ,damon and ,pythias1 but why should not we put to shame those old reserved worthies by a community of such8 99 99 99 99 99 ,constantly1 as it were through a remote skylight1 ,i have glimpses of a serene friendship-land1 and know the better why brooks murmur and violets grow4 ,this conjunction of souls1 like waves which meet and break1 subsides also backward over things1 and gives all a fresh aspect4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i would live henceforth with some gentle soul such a life as may be conceived1 double for variety1 single for harmony1--two1 only that we might admire at our oneness1--one1 because indivisible4 ,such community to be a pledge of holy living4 ,how could aught unworthy be admitted into our society8 ,to listen with one ear to each summer sound1 to behold with one eye each summer scene1 our visual rays so to meet and mingle with the object as to be one bent and doubled2 with two tongues to be wearied1 and thought to spring ceaselessly from a double fountain4 ,,poetry ,jan4 ,no definition of poetry is adequate unless it be poetry itself4 ,the most accurate analysis by the rarest wisdom is yet insufficient1 and the poet will instantly prove it false by setting aside its requisitions4#ajd ,it is indeed all that we do not know4 ,the poet does not need to see how meadows are something else than earth1 grass1 and water1 but how they are thus much4 ,he does not need discover that potato blows are as beautiful as violets1 as the farmer thinks1 but only how good potato blows are4 ,the poem is drawn out from under the feet of the poet1 his whole weight has rested on this ground4 ,it has a logic more severe than the logician's4 ,you might as well think to go in pursuit of the rainbow1 and embrace it on the next hill1 as to embrace the whole of poetry even in thought4 ,the best book is only an advertisement of it1 such as is sometimes sewed in with its cover4#aje 99 99 99 99 99 ,its eccentric and unexplored orbit embraces the system4 ,jan4 #bg4 ,what a tame life we are living6 ,how little heroic it is6 ,let us devise never so perfect a system of living1 and straightway the soul leaves it to shuffle along its own way alone4 ,it is easy enough to establish a durable and harmonious routine2 immediately all parts of nature consent to it4#ajf ,the sun-dial still points to the noon mark1 and the sun rises and sets for it4 ,the neighbors are never fatally obstinate when such a scheme is to be instituted2 but forthwith all lend a hand1 and ring the bell1 and bring fuel and lights1 and put by work and don their best garments1 with an earnest conformity which matches the operations of nature4 ,there is always a present and extant life which all combine to uphold1 though its insufficiency is manifest enough4#ajg ,still the sing-song goes on4 ,jan4 #bi4 ,a friend in history looks like some premature soul4 ,the nearest approach to a community of love in these days is like the distant breaking of waves on the seashore4 ,an ocean there must be1 for it washes our beach4 ,this alone do all men sail for1 trade for1 plow for1 preach for1 fight for4 ,,schylus ,the ,greeks1 as the ,southerns generally1 expressed themselves with more facility than we in distinct and lively images1 and as to the grace and completeness with which they treated the subjects suited to their genius they must be allowed to retain their ancient supremacy4 ,but a rugged and uncouth array of thought1 though never so modern1 may rout them at any moment4 ,it remains for other than ,greeks to write the literature of the next century4 schylus had a clear eye for the commonest things4 ,his genius was only an enlarged common sense4 ,he adverts with chaste severity to all natural facts4 ,his sublimity is ,greek sincerity and simpleness1 naked wonder which mythology had not helped to explain4 ,tydeus' shield had for device ,an artificial heaven blazing with stars2 ,a bright full moon in the midst of the shield1 ,eldest of stars1 eye of night1 is prominent4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the ,greeks were stern but simple children in their literature4 ,we have gained nothing by the few ages which we have the start of them4 ,this universal wondering at those old men is as if a matured grown person should discover that the aspirations of his youth argued a diviner life than the contented wisdom of his manhood4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he is competent to express any of the common manly feelings4 ,if his hero is to make a boast1 it does not lack fullness1 it is as boastful as could be desired2 he has a flexible mouth1 and can fill it readily with strong1 round words1 so that you will say the man's speech wants nothing1 he has left nothing unsaid1 but he has actually wiped his lips of it4 ,whatever the common eye sees at all and expresses as best it may1 he sees uncommonly and describes with rare completeness4 ,the multitude that thronged the theatre could no doubt go along with him to the end4 ,the ,greeks had no transcendent geniuses like ,milton and ,shakespeare1 whose merit only posterity could fully appreciate4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the social condition of genius is the same in all ages4 schylus was undoubtedly alone and without sympathy in his simple reverence for the mystery of the universe4 ,feb4 #aj4 ,,criticism ,,on ,,aulus ,,persius ,,flaccus#ajh ,feb4 #aa4 ,truth1 says ,lord ,bacon1 may perhaps come to the price of a pearl1 that sheweth best by day2 but it will not rise to the price of a diamond or carbuncle1 which sheweth best in varied lights4 ,like the pearl1 truth shines with a steady but pale light which invites to introspection2 it is intrinsically bright1 not accidentally as the diamond4 ,we seem to behold its rear always1 as though it were not coming toward us but retiring from us4 ,its light is not reflected this way1 but we see the sombre and wrong side of its rays4 ,as the dust in his beams makes known that the sun shines4 ,falsehoods that glare and dazzle are sloped toward us1 reflecting full in our faces even the light of the sun4 ,wait till sunset1 or go round them1 and the falsity will be apparent4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is never enough that our life is an easy one4 ,we must live on the stretch2 not be satisfied with a tame and undisturbed round of weeks and days1 but retire to our rest like soldiers on the eve of a battle1 looking forward with ardor to the strenuous sortie of the morrow4#aji ,sit not down in the popular seats and common level of virtues1 but endeavor to make them heroical4 ,offer not only peace offerings but holocausts unto ,god4 ,to the brave soldier the rust and leisure of peace are harder than the fatigues of war4 ,as our bodies court physical encounters1 and languish in the mild and even climate of the tropics1 so our souls thrive best on unrest and discontent4#aaj ,he enjoys true leisure who has time to improve his soul's estate4 ,feb4 #ab4 ,opposition is often so strong a likeness as to remind us of the difference4 99 99 99 99 99 ,truth has properly no opponent1 for nothing gets so far up on the other side as to be opposite4 ,she looks broadcast over the field and sees no opponent4 ,the ring-leader of the mob will soonest be admitted into the councils of state4 99 99 99 99 99 ,knavery is more foolish than folly1 for that1 half knowing its own foolishness1 it still persists4 ,the knave has reduced folly to a system1 is the prudent1 common-sense fool4 ,the witling has the simplicity and directness of genius1 is the inspired fool4 ,his incomprehensible ravings become the creed of the dishonest of a succeeding era4 ,feb4 #ac4 ,an act of integrity is to an act of duty what the ,french verb tre is to devoir4 ,duty is ce que devrait tre4 ,duty belongs to the understanding1 but genius is not dutiful1 the highest talent is dutiful4 ,goodness results from the wisest use of talent4 ,the perfect man has both genius and talent4 ,the one is his head1 the other his foot2 by one he is1 by the other he lives4 ,the unconsciousness of man is the consciousness of ,god1 the end of the world4#aaa ,the very thrills of genius are disorganizing4 ,the body is never quite acclimated to its atmosphere1 but how often succumbs and goes into a decline6 ,feb4 #ad4 ,beauty lives by rhymes4 ,double a deformity is a beauty4 ,draw this blunt quill over the paper1 and fold it once transversely to the line1 pressing it suddenly before the ink dries1 and a delicately shaded and regular figure is the result1 which art cannot surpass4#aab 99 99 99 99 99 ,a very meagre natural history suffices to make me a child4 ,only their names and genealogy make me love fishes4 ,i would know even the number of their fin-rays1 and how many scales compose the lateral line4 ,i fancy ,i am amphibious and swim in all the brooks and pools in the neighborhood1 with the perch and bream1 or doze under the pads of our river amid the winding aisles and corridors formed by their stems1 with the stately pickerel4 ,i am the wiser in respect to all knowledges1 and the better qualified for all fortunes1 for knowing that there is a minnow in the brook4 ,methinks ,i have need even of his sympathy1 and to be his fellow in a degree4 ,i do like him sometimes when he balances himself for an hour over the yellow floor of his basin4#aac ,feb4 #ae4 ,the good seem to inhale a more generous atmosphere and be bathed in a more precious light than other men4 ,accordingly ,virgil describes the sedes beatas thus3-- ,largior hic campos aether et lumine vestit ,purpureo3 ,solemque suum1 sua sidera nrunt4#aad ,feb4 #af4 ,divination is prospective memory4 99 99 99 99 99 ,there is a kindred principle at the bottom of all affinities4 ,the magnet cultivates a steady friendship with the pole1 all bodies with all others4 ,the friendliness of nature is that goddess ,ceres who presides over every sowing and harvest1 and we bless the same in sun and rain4 ,the seed in the ground tarries for a season with its genial friends there2 all the earths and grasses and minerals are its hosts1 who entertain it hospitably1 and plenteous crops and teeming wagons are the result4 ,feb4 #ah4 ,all romance is grounded on friendship4 ,what is this rural1 this pastoral1 this poetical life but its invention8 ,does not the moon shine for ,endymion8 ,smooth pastures and mild airs are for some ,corydon and ,phyllis4 ,paradise belongs to ,adam and ,eve4 ,plato's republic is governed by ,platonic love4 ,feb4 #bj4 ,the coward's hope is suspicion1 the hero's doubt a sort of hope4 ,the gods neither hope nor doubt4 ,feb4 #bb4 ,the river is unusually high1 owing to the melting of the snow4 ,men go in boats over their gardens and potato-fields1 and all the children of the village are on tiptoe to see whose fence will be carried away next4 ,great numbers of muskrats1 which have been driven out of their holes by the water1 are killed by the sportsmen4 ,they are to us instead of the beaver4 ,the wind from over the meadows is laden with a strong scent of musk1 and by its racy freshness advertises us of an unexplored wildness4 ,those backwoods are not far off4 ,i am affected by the sight of their cabins of mud and grass1 raised four or five feet1 along the river1 as when ,i read of the ,pyramids1 or the barrows of ,asia4#aae ,people step brisker in the street for this unusual movement of the waters4 ,you seem to hear the roar of a waterfall and the din of factories where the river breaks over the road4 ,who would have thought that a few feet might not have been spared from the trunks of most trees8 ,such as grow in the meadows1 and are now surrounded by that depth of water1 have a dwarfish appearance4 ,no matter whether they are longer or shorter1 they are now equally out of proportion4 ,,the ,,freshet ,feb4 #bd4 ,a stir is on the ,worcester hills1 ,and ,nobscot too the valley fills2 ,where scarce you'd fill an acorn cup ,in summer when the sun was up1 ,no more you'll find a cup at all1 ,but in its place a waterfall4 ,o that the moon were in conjunction ,to the dry land's extremest unction1 ,till every dike and pier were flooded1 ,and all the land with islands studded1 ,for once to teach all human kind1 ,both those that plow and those that grind1 ,there is no fixture in the land1 ,but all unstable is as sand4 ,the river swelleth more and more1 ,like some sweet influence stealing o'er ,the passive town2 and for a while ,each tussock makes a tiny isle1 ,where1 on some friendly ,ararat1 ,resteth the weary water-rat4 ,no ripple shows ,musketaquid1 ,her very current e'en is hid1 ,as deepest souls do calmest rest ,when thoughts are swelling in the breast2 ,and she1 that in the summer's drought ,doth make a rippling and a rout1 ,sleeps from ,nawshawtuct to the ,cliff1 ,unruffled by a single skiff2 ,so like a deep and placid mind ,whose currents underneath it wind1 ,for by a thousand distant hills ,the louder roar a thousand rills1 ,and many a spring which now is dumb1 ,and many a stream with smothered hum1 ,doth faster well and swifter glide1 ,though buried deep beneath the tide4 ,our village shows a rural ,venice1 ,its broad lagunes where yonder fen is1 ,far lovelier than the ,bay of ,naples ,yon placid cove amid the maples1 ,and in my neighbor's field of corn ,i recognize the ,golden ,horn4 ,here ,nature taught from year to year1 ,when only red men came to hear1 ,methinks 'twas in this school of art ,venice and ,naples learned their part1 ,but still their mistress1 to my mind1 ,her young disciples leaves behind4#aaf ,feb4 #bf4 ,the most important events make no stir on their first taking place1 nor indeed in their effects directly4 ,they seem hedged about by secrecy4 ,it is concussion1 or the rushing together of air to fill a vacuum1 which makes a noise4 ,the great events to which all things consent1 and for which they have prepared the way1 produce no explosion1 for they are gradual1 and create no vacuum which requires to be suddenly filled2 as a birth takes place in silence1 and is whispered about the neighborhood1 but an assassination1 which is at war with the constitution of things1 creates a tumult immediately4 ,corn grows in the night4#aag ,feb4 #bg4 ,some geniuses seem to hover in the horizon1 like heat lightning1 which is not accompanied with fertilizing rain to us1 but we are obliged to rest contented with the belief that it is purifying the air somewhere4 ,others make known their presence by their effects1 like that vivid lightning which is accompanied by copious rain and thunder and1 though it clears our atmosphere1 sometimes destroys our lives4 ,others still impart a steady and harmless light at once to large tracts1 as the aurora borealis2 and this phenomenon is hardest to be accounted for1 some thinking it to be a reflection of the polar splendor1 others a subtle fluid which pervades all things and tends always to the zenith4 ,all are agreed that these are equally electrical phenomena1 as some clever persons have shown by drawing a spark with their knuckles4 ,modern philosophy thinks it has drawn down lightning from the clouds4 ,feb4 #bh4 ,on the death of a friend1 we should consider that the fates through confidence have devolved on us the task of a double living1 that we have henceforth to fulfill the promise of our friend's life also1 in our own1 to the world4 ,feb4 #bi4 ,a friend advises by his whole behavior1#aah and never condescends to particulars2 another chides away a fault1 he loves it away4 ,while he sees the other's error1 he is silently conscious of it1 and only the more loves truth himself1 and assists his friend in loving it1 till the fault is expelled and gently extinguished4 ,march #b4 ,love is the burden of all ,nature's odes4 ,the song of the birds is an epithalamium1 a hymeneal4 ,the marriage of the flowers spots the meadows and fringes the hedges with pearls and diamonds4 ,in the deep water1 in the high air1 in woods and pastures1 and the bowels of the earth1 this is the employment and condition of all things4 ,march #d4 ,i learned to-day that my ornithology had done me no service4 ,the birds ,i heard1 which fortunately did not come within the scope of my science1 sung as freshly as if it had been the first morning of creation1 and had for background to their song an untrodden wilderness1 stretching through many a ,carolina and ,mexico of the soul4#aai ,march #f4 ,there is no delay in answering great questions2 for them all things have an answer ready4 ,the ,pythian priestess gave her answers instantly1 and ofttimes before the questions were fairly propounded4 ,great topics do not wait for past or future to be determined1 but the state of the crops or ,brighton market no bird concerns itself about4 ,march #h4 ,the wind shifts from northeast and east to northwest and south1 and every icicle which has tinkled on the meadow grass so long trickles down its stem and seeks its water level unerringly with a million comrades4 ,in the ponds the ice cracks with a busy and inspiriting din and down the larger streams is whirled1 grating hoarsely and crashing its way along1 which was so lately a firm field for the woodman's team and the fox1 sometimes with the tracks of the skaters still fresh upon it1 and the holes cut for pickerel4 ,town committees inspect the bridges and causeways1 as if by mere eye-force to intercede with the ice and save the treasury4 ,in the brooks the slight grating sound of small cakes of ice1 floating with various speed1 is full of content and promise1 and where the water gurgles under a natural bridge1 you may hear these hasty rafts hold conversation in an undertone4 ,every rill is a channel for the juices of the meadow4#abj ,last year's grasses and flower-stalks have been steeped in rain and snow1 and now the brooks flow with meadow tea1--thoroughwort1 mint1 flagroot1 and pennyroyal1 all at one draught4 ,in the ponds the sun makes incroachments around the edges first1 as ice melts in a kettle on the fire1 darting his rays through this crevice1 and preparing the deep water to act simultaneously on the under side4 ,two years and twenty now have flown2 ,their meanness time away has flung2 ,these limbs to man's estate have grown1 ,but cannot claim a manly tongue4 ,amidst such boundless wealth without ,i only still am poor within2 ,the birds have sung their summer out1 ,but still my spring does not begin4 ,in vain ,i see the morning rise1 ,in vain observe the western blaze1 ,who idly look to other skies1 ,expecting life by other ways4 ,the sparrow sings at earliest dawn1 ,building her nest without delay2 ,all things are ripe to hear her song1 ,and now arrives the perfect day4 ,shall ,i then wait the autumn wind1 ,compelled to seek a milder ray1 ,and leave no empty nest behind1 ,no wood still echoing to my lay8#aba ,march #af4 ,the cabins of the settlers are the points whence radiate these rays of green and yellow and russet over the landscape2 out of these go the axes and spades with which the landscape is painted4 ,how much is the ,indian summer and the budding of spring related to the cottage8 ,have not the flight of the crow and the gyrations of the hawk a reference to that roof8 99 99 99 99 99 ,the ducks alight at this season on the windward side of the river1 in the smooth water1 and swim about by twos and threes1 pluming themselves and diving to peck at the root of the lily and the cranberries which the frost has not loosened4 ,it is impossible to approach them within gunshot when they are accompanied by the gull1 which rises sooner and makes them restless4 ,they fly to windward first1 in order to get under weigh1 and are more easily reached by the shot if approached on that side4 ,when preparing to fly1 they swim about with their heads erect1 and then1 gliding along a few feet with their bodies just touching the surface1 rise heavily with much splashing and fly low at first1 if not suddenly aroused1 but otherwise rise directly to survey the danger4 ,the cunning sportsman is not in haste to desert his position1 but waits to ascertain if1 having got themselves into flying trim1 they will not return over the ground in their course to a new resting-place4 ,march #bj4 ,in society all the inspiration of my lonely hours seems to flow back on me1 and then first have expression4 ,love never degrades its votaries1 but lifts them up to higher walks of being4 ,they over-look one another4 ,all other charities are swallowed up in this2 it is gift and reward both4 ,we will have no vulgar ,cupid for a go-between1 to make us the playthings of each other1 but rather cultivate an irreconcilable hatred instead of this4 ,march #ba4 ,the world is a fit theatre to-day in which any part may be acted4 ,there is this moment proposed to me every kind of life that men lead anywhere1 or that imagination can paint4 ,by another spring ,i may be a mail-carrier in ,peru1 or a ,south ,african planter1 or a ,siberian exile1 or a ,greenland whaler1 or a settler on the ,columbia ,river1 or a ,canton merchant1 or a soldier in ,florida1 or a mackerel-fisher off ,cape ,sable1 or a ,robinson ,crusoe in the ,pacific1 or a silent navigator of any sea4 ,so wide is the choice of parts1 what a pity if the part of ,hamlet be left out6 ,i am freer than any planet2 no complaint reaches round the world4 ,i can move away from public opinion1 from government1 from religion1 from education1 from society4 ,shall ,i be reckoned a ratable poll in the county of ,middlesex1 or be rated at one spear under the palm trees of ,guinea8 ,shall ,i raise corn and potatoes in ,massachusetts1 or figs and olives in ,asia ,minor8 sit out the day in my office in ,state ,street1 or ride it out on the steppes of ,tartary8 ,for my ,brobdingnag ,i may sail to ,patagonia2 for my ,lilliput1 to ,lapland4 ,in ,arabia and ,persia1 my day's adventures may surpass the ,arabian ,nights' ,entertainments4 ,i may be a logger on the head waters of the ,penobscot1 to be recorded in fable hereafter as an amphibious river-god1 by as sounding a name as ,triton or ,proteus2 carry furs from ,nootka to ,china1 and so be more renowned than ,jason and his golden fleece2 or go on a ,south ,sea exploring expedition1 to be hereafter recounted along with the periplus of ,hanno4 ,i may repeat the adventures of ,marco ,polo or ,mandeville4 ,these are but few of my chances1 and how many more things may ,i do with which there are none to be compared6 99 99 99 99 99 ,thank ,fortune1 we are not rooted to the soil1 and here is not all the world4 ,the buckeye does not grow in ,new ,england2 the mockingbird is rarely heard here4 ,why not keep pace with the day1 and not allow of a sunset nor fall behind the summer and the migration of birds8 ,shall we not compete with the buffalo1 who keeps pace with the seasons1 cropping the pastures of the ,colorado till a greener and sweeter grass awaits him by the ,yellowstone8 ,the wild goose is more a cosmopolite than we2 he breaks his fast in ,canada1 takes a luncheon in the ,susquehanna1 and plumes himself for the night in a ,louisiana bayou4 ,the pigeon carries an acorn in his crop from the ,king of ,holland's to ,mason and ,dixon's line4 ,yet we think if rail fences are pulled down and stone walls set up on our farms1 bounds are henceforth set to our lives and our fates decided4 ,if you are chosen town clerk1 forsooth1 you can't go to ,tierra del ,fuego this summer4#abb ,but what of all this8 ,a man may gather his limbs snugly within the shell of a mammoth squash1 with his back to the northeastern boundary1 and not be unusually straitened after all4 ,our limbs1 indeed1 have room enough1 but it is our souls that rust in a corner4 ,let us migrate interiorly without intermission1 and pitch our tent each day nearer the western horizon4 ,the really fertile soils and luxuriant prairies lie on this side the ,alleghanies4 ,there has been no ,hanno of the affections4 ,their domain is untravelled ground1 to the ,mogul's dominions4 ,march #bb4 ,while ,i bask in the sun on the shores of ,walden ,pond1 by this heat and this rustle ,i am absolved from all obligation to the past4 ,the council of nations may reconsider their votes2 the grating of a pebble annuls them4#abc ,march #bg4 ,how many are now standing on the ,european coast whom another spring will find located on the ,red ,river1 or ,wisconsin6 ,to-day we live an antediluvian life on our quiet homesteads1 and to-morrow are transported to the turmoil and bustle of a crusading era4 ,think how finite after all the known world is4 ,money coined at ,philadelphia is a legal tender over how much of it6 ,you may carry ship biscuit1 beef1 and pork quite round to the place you set out from4 ,england sends her felons to the other side for safe keeping and convenience4 ,march #cj4 ,pray1 what things interest me at present8 ,a long1 soaking rain1 the drops trickling down the stubble1 while ,i lay drenched on a last year's bed of wild oats1 by the side of some bare hill1 ruminating4 ,these things are of moment4 ,to watch this crystal globe just sent from heaven to associate with me4 ,while these clouds and this sombre drizzling weather shut all in1 we two draw nearer and know one another4 ,the gathering in of the clouds with the last rush and dying breath of the wind1 and then the regular dripping of twigs and leaves the country o'er1 the impression of inward comfort and sociableness1 the drenched stubble and trees that drop beads on you as you pass1 their dim outline seen through the rain on all sides drooping in sympathy with yourself4 ,these are my undisputed territory4 ,this is ,nature's ,english comfort4 ,the birds draw closer and are more familiar under the thick foliage1 composing new strains on their roosts against the sunshine4 ,april #d4 ,we look to windward for fair weather4 ,april #h4 ,how shall ,i help myself8 ,by withdrawing into the garret1 and associating with spiders and mice1 determining to meet myself face to face sooner or later4 ,completely silent and attentive ,i will be this hour1 and the next1 and forever4 ,the most positive life that history notices has been a constant retiring out of life1 a wiping one's hands of it1 seeing how mean it is1 and having nothing to do with it4 ,april #i4 ,i read in ,cudworth how ,origen determines that the stars do not make but signify2 and that the heavens are a kind of divine volume1 in whose characters they that are skilled may read or spell out human events4 ,nothing can be truer1 and yet astrology is possible4 ,men seem to be just on the point of discerning a truth when the imposition is greatest4 ,april #ag4 ,farewell1 etiquette6 ,my neighbor inhabits a hollow sycamore1 and ,i a beech tree4 ,what then becomes of morning calls with cards1 and deference paid to door-knockers and front entries1 and presiding at one's own table8 ,april #ai4 ,the infinite bustle of ,nature of a summer's noon1 or her infinite silence of a summer's night1 gives utterance to no dogma4 ,they do not say to us even with a seer's assurance1 that this or that law is immutable and so ever and only can the universe exist4 ,but they are the indifferent occasion for all things and the annulment of all laws4 ,april #bj4 ,the universe will not wait to be explained4 ,whoever seriously attempts a theory of it is already behind his age4 ,his yea has reserved no nay for the morrow4 ,the wisest solution is no better than dissolution4 ,already the seer whispers his convictions to bare walls2 no audience in the land can attend to them4 99 99 99 99 99 ,an early morning walk is a blessing for the whole day4 ,to my neighbors who have risen in mist and rain ,i tell of a clear sunrise and the singing of birds as some traditionary mythus4 ,i look back to those fresh but now remote hours as to the old dawn of time1 when a solid and blooming health reigned and every deed was simple and heroic4 ,april #bb4 ,thales was the first of the ,greeks who taught that souls are immortal1 and it takes equal wisdom to discern this old fact to-day4 ,what the first philosopher taught1 the last will have to repeat4 ,the world makes no progress4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i cannot turn on my heel in a carpeted room4 ,what a gap in the morning is a breakfast6 ,a supper supersedes the sunset4 99 99 99 99 99 ,methinks ,i hear the ranz des vaches and shall soon be tempted to desert4 99 99 99 99 99 ,will not one thick garment suffice for three thin ones8 ,then ,i shall be less compound1 and can lay my hand on myself in the dark4 ,may #ad4 ,a kind act or gift lays us under obligation not so much to the giver as to ,truth and ,love4 ,we must then be truer and kinder ourselves4 ,just in proportion to our sense of the kindness1 and pleasure at it1 is the debt paid4 ,what is it to be grateful but to be gratified1--to be pleased8 ,the nobly poor will dissolve all obligations by nobly accepting a kindness4 99 99 99 99 99 ,if we are not sensible of kindness1 then indeed we incur a debt4 ,not to be pleased by generous deeds at any time1 though done to another1 but to sit crabbedly silent in a corner1 what is it but a voluntary imprisonment for debt8 ,it is to see the world through a grating4 ,not to let the light of virtuous actions shine on us at all times1 through every crevice1 is to live in a dungeon4 99 99 99 99 99 ,war is the sympathy of concussion4 ,we would fain rub one against another4 ,its rub may be friction merely1 but it would rather be titillation4 ,we discover in the quietest scenes how faithfully war has copied the moods of peace4 ,men do not peep into heaven but they see embattled hosts there4 ,milton's heaven was a camp4 ,when the sun bursts through the morning fog ,i seem to hear the din of war louder than when his chariot thundered on the plains of ,troy4 ,every man is a warrior when he aspires4 ,he marches on his post4 ,the soldier is the practical idealist2 he has no sympathy with matter1 he revels in the annihilation of it4 ,so do we all at times4 ,when a freshet destroys the works of man1 or a fire consumes them1 or a ,lisbon earthquake shakes them down1 our sympathy with persons is swallowed up in a wider sympathy with the universe4 ,a crash is apt to grate agreeably on our ears4 99 99 99 99 99 ,let not the faithful sorrow that he has no ear for the more fickle harmonies of creation1 if he is awake to the slower measure of virtue and truth4 ,if his pulse does not beat in unison with the musician's quips and turns1 it accords with the pulse-beat of the ages4#abd ,june #aa4 ,we had appointed ,saturday1 ,august #cast1 #ahci1 for the commencement of our ,white ,mountain expedition4 ,we awake to a warm1 drizzling rain which threatens delay to our plans1 but at length the leaves and grass are dried1 and it comes out a mild afternoon1 of such a sober serenity and freshness that ,nature herself seems maturing some greater scheme of her own4 ,all things wear the aspect of a fertile idleness4 ,it is the eventide of the soul4 ,after this long dripping and oozing from every pore ,nature begins to respire again more healthily than ever4 ,so with a vigorous shove we launch our boat from the bank1 while the flags and bulrushes curtsy a ,god-speed1 and drop silently down the stream4#abe ,as if we had launched our bark in the sluggish current of our thoughts1 and were bound nowhither4 ,gradually the village murmur subsides1 as when one falls into a placid dream and on its ,lethe tide is floated from the past into the future1 or as silently as fresh thoughts awaken us to new morning or evening light4#abf ,our boat#abg was built like a fisherman's dory1 with thole-pins for four oars4 ,below it was green with a border of blue1 as if out of courtesy to the green sea and the blue heavens4 ,it was well calculated for service1 but of consequence difficult to be dragged over shoal places or carried round falls4 ,a boat should have a sort of life and independence of its own4 ,it is a sort of amphibious animal1 a creature of two elements1 a fish to swim and a bird to fly1 related by one half of its structure to some swift and shapely fish and by the other to some strong-winged and graceful bird4 ,the fins of the fish will tell where to set the oars1 and the tail give some hint for the form and position of the rudder4 ,and so may we learn where there should be the greatest breadth of beam and depth in the hold4 ,the bird will show how to rig and trim the sails1 and what form to give to the prow1 that it may balance the boat and divide the air and water best4 ,the boat took to the water2 from of old there had been a tacit league struck between these two1 and now it gladly availed itself of the old law that the heavier shall float the lighter4 ,two masts we had provided1 one to serve for a tent-pole at night1 and likewise other slender poles1 that we might exchange the tedium of rowing for poling in shallow reaches4 ,at night we lay on a buffalo-skin under a tent of drilled cotton eight feet high and as many in diameter1 which effectually defended from dampness1 so short a step is it from tiled roofs to drilled cotton1 from carpeted floors to a buffalo-skin4#abh ,there were a few berries left still on the hills1 hanging with brave content by the slenderest threads4#abi ,as the night stole over1 such a freshness stole across the meadow that every blade of cut-grass seemed to teem with life4#acj ,we stole noiselessly down the stream1 occasionally driving a pickerel from the covert of the pads1 or a bream from her nest1 and the small green bittern would now and then sail away on sluggish wings from some recess of the shore4#aca ,with its patient study by rocks and sandy capes1 has it wrested the whole of her secret from ,nature yet8 ,it has looked out from its dull eye for so long1 standing on one leg1 on moon and stars sparkling through silence and dark1 and now what a rich experience is its6 ,what says it of stagnant pools1 and reeds1 and damp night fogs8 ,it would be worth while to look in the eye which has been open and seeing at such hours and in such solitudes4 ,when ,i behold that dull yellowish green1 ,i wonder if my own soul is not a bright1 invisible green4 ,i would fain lay my eye side by side with its and learn of it4#acb ,end of my ,journal of #edf pages4#acc ,june #ad4 4--,aristotle's definition of art4#acd 4--,chaldaic ,oracles4 1 1 1 4--,inscription upon the temple at ,sais4 ,plotinus aimed at 1 and 1 and 4 ' 4--,,euripides in ,orestes4 ,the right ,reason is in part divine1 in part human2 the second can be expressed1 but no language can translate the first4--,,empedocles4 ,in glory and in joy1 ,behind his plough1 upon the mountain-side6#ace ,i seemed to see the woods wave on a hundred mountains1 as ,i read these lines1 and the distant rustling of their leaves reached my ear4 ,june #ae4 ,i stood by the river to-day considering the forms of the elms reflected in the water4 ,for every oak and birch1 too1 growing on the hilltop1 as well as for elms and willows1 there is a graceful ethereal tree making down from the roots1 as it were the original idea of the tree1 and sometimes ,nature in high tides brings her mirror to its foot and makes it visible4#acf ,anxious ,nature sometimes reflects from pools and puddles the objects which our grovelling senses may fail to see relieved against the sky with the pure ether for background4 ,it would be well if we saw ourselves as in perspective always1 impressed with distinct outline on the sky1 side by side with the shrubs on the river's brim4 ,so let our life stand to heaven as some fair1 sunlit tree against the western horizon1 and by sunrise be planted on some eastern hill to glisten in the first rays of the dawn4 99 99 99 99 99 ,why always insist that men incline to the moral side of their being8 ,our life is not all moral4 ,surely1 its actual phenomena deserve to be studied impartially4 ,the science of ,human ,nature has never been attempted1 as the science of ,nature has4 ,the dry light has never shone on it4 ,neither physics nor metaphysics have touched it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we have not yet met with a sonnet1 genial and affectionate1 to prophane swearing1 breaking on the still night air1 perhaps1 like the hoarse croak of some bird4 ,noxious weeds and stagnant waters have their lovers1 and the utterer of oaths must have honeyed lips1 and be another ,attic bee after a fashion1 for only prevalent and essential harmony and beauty can employ the laws of sound and of light4 ,illustration3 ,trees ,reflected in the ,river ,june #af4 ,the river down which we glided for that long afternoon was like a clear drop of dew with the heavens and the landscape reflected in it4 ,and as evening drew on1 faint purple clouds began to be reflected in its water1 and the cow-bells tinkled louder and more incessantly on the banks1 and like shy water-rats we stole along near the shore1 looking out for a place to pitch our camp4#acg ,it seems insensibly to grow lighter as night shuts in2 the furthest hamlet begins to be revealed1 which before lurked in the shade of the noon4#ach ,it twinkles now through the trees like some fair evening star darting its ray across valley and wood4 99 99 99 99 99 ,would it not be a luxury to stand up to one's chin in some retired swamp for a whole summer's day1 scenting the sweet-fern and bilberry blows1 and lulled by the minstrelsy of gnats and mosquitoes8 ,a day passed in the society of those ,greek sages1 such as described in the ,banquet of ,xenophon1 would not be comparable with the dry wit of decayed cranberry vines1 and the fresh ,attic salt of the moss beds4 ,say twelve hours of genial and familiar converse with the leopard frog4 ,the sun to rise behind alder and dogwood1 and climb buoyantly to his meridian of three hands' breadth1 and finally sink to rest behind some bold western hummock4 ,to hear the evening chant of the mosquito from a thousand green chapels1 and the bittern begin to boom from his concealed fort like a sunset gun6 ,surely1 one may as profitably be soaked in the juices of a marsh for one day1 as pick his way dry-shod over sand4 ,cold and damp1--are they not as rich experience as warmth and dryness8#aci ,so is not shade as good as sunshine1 night as day8 ,why be eagles and thrushes always1 and owls and whip-poor-wills never8 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am pleased to see the landscape through the bottom of a tumbler1 it is clothed in such a mild1 quiet light1 and the barns and fences checker and partition it with new regularity4 ,these rough and uneven fields stretch away with lawn-like smoothness to the horizon4 ,the clouds are finely distinct and picturesque1 the light-blue sky contrasting with their feathery whiteness4 ,they are fit drapery to hang over ,persia4#adj ,the smith's shop1 resting in such a ,grecian light1 is worthy to stand beside the ,parthenon4 ,the potato and grain fields are such gardens as he imagines who has schemes of ornamental husbandry4 ,if ,i were to write of the dignity of the farmer's life1 ,i would behold his farms and crops through a tumbler4 ,all the occupations of men are ennobled so4 ,our eyes1 too1 are convex lenses1 but we do not learn with the eyes2 they introduce us1 and we learn after by converse with things4 ,june #ag4 ,our lives will not attain to be spherical by lying on one or the other side forever2 but only by resigning ourselves to the law of gravity in us1 will our axis become coincident with the celestial axis1 and only by revolving incessantly through all circles1 shall we acquire a perfect sphericity4#ada 99 99 99 99 99 ,men are inclined to lay the chief stress on likeness and not on difference4 ,we seek to know how a thing is related to us1 and not if it is strange4 ,we call those bodies warm whose temperature is many degrees below our own1 and never those cold which are warmer than we4 ,there are many degrees of warmth below blood heat1 but none of cold above it4#adb 99 99 99 99 99 ,even the motto ,business before friends admits of a high interpretation4 ,no interval of time can avail to defer friendship4 ,the concerns of time must be attended to in time4 ,i need not make haste to explore the whole secret of a star2 if it were vanished quite out of the firmament1 so that no telescope could longer discover it1 ,i should not despair of knowing it entirely one day4 ,we meet our friend with a certain awe1 as if he had just lighted on the earth1 and yet as if we had some title to be acquainted with him by our old familiarity with sun and moon4 ,june #ah4 ,i should be pleased to meet man in the woods4 ,i wish he were to be encountered like wild caribous and moose4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am startled when ,i consider how little ,i am actually concerned about the things ,i write in my journal4 99 99 99 99 99 ,think of the ,universal ,history1 and then tell me1--when did burdock and plantain sprout first8#adc ,a fair land1 indeed1 do books spread open to us1 from the ,genesis down2 but alas6 men do not take them up kindly into their own being1 and breathe into them a fresh beauty1 knowing that the grimmest of them belongs to such warm sunshine and still moonlight as the present4 99 99 99 99 99 ,of what consequence whether ,i stand on ,london bridge for the next century1 or look into the depths of this bubbling spring which ,i have laid open with my hoe8 ,june #ai4 ,the other day ,i rowed in my boat a free1 even lovely young lady1 and1 as ,i plied the oars1 she sat in the stern1 and there was nothing but she between me and the sky4#add ,so might all our lives be picturesque if they were free enough1 but mean relations and prejudices intervene to shut out the sky1 and we never see a man as simple and distinct as the man-weathercock on a steeple4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the faint bugle notes which ,i hear in the west seem to flash on the horizon like heat lightning4#ade ,cows low in the street more friendly than ever1 and the note of the whip-poor-will1 borne over the fields1 is the voice with which the woods and moonlight woo me4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i shall not soon forget the sounds which lulled me when falling asleep on the banks of the ,merrimack4 ,far into night ,i hear some tyro beating a drum incessantly with a view to some country muster1 and am thrilled by an infinite sweetness as of a music which the breeze drew from the sinews of war4 ,i think of the line1-- ,when the drum beat at dead of night4 ,how ,i wish it would wake the whole world to march to its melody1 but still it drums on alone in the silence and the dark4 ,cease not1 thou drummer of the night1 thou too shalt have thy reward4 ,the stars and the firmament hear thee1 and their aisles shall echo thy beat till its call is answered1 and the forces are mustered4 ,the universe is attentive as a little child to thy sound1 and trembles as if each stroke bounded against an elastic vibrating firmament4 ,i should be contented if the night never ended1 for in the darkness heroism will not be deferred1 and ,i see fields where no hero has couched his lance4#adf ,june #bj4 ,perfect sincerity and transparency make a great part of beauty1 as in dewdrops1 lakes1 and diamonds4 ,a spring is a cynosure in the fields4 ,all ,muscovy glitters in the minute particles of mica on its bottom1 and the ripples cast their shadows flickeringly on the white sand1 as the clouds which flit across the landscape4 99 99 99 99 99 ,something like the woodland sounds will be heard to echo through the leaves of a good book4 ,sometimes ,i hear the fresh emphatic note of the oven-bird1 and am tempted to turn many pages2 sometimes the hurried chuckling sound of the squirrel when he dives into the wall4 99 99 99 99 99 ,if we only see clearly enough how mean our lives are1 they will be splendid enough4 ,let us remember not to strive upwards too long1 but sometimes drop plumb down the other way1 and wallow in meanness4 ,from the deepest pit we may see the stars1 if not the sun4 ,let us have presence of mind enough to sink when we can't swim4 ,at any rate1 a carcass had better lie on the bottom than float an offense to all nostrils4 ,it will not be falling1 for we shall ride wide of the earth's gravity as a star1 and always be drawn upward still1--semper cadendo nunquam cadit1--and so1 by yielding to universal gravity1 at length become fixed stars4 99 99 99 99 99 ,praise begins when things are seen partially4 ,we begin to praise when we begin to see that a thing needs our assistance4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when the heavens are obscured to us1 and nothing noble or heroic appears1 but we are oppressed by imperfection and shortcoming on all hands1 we are apt to suck our thumbs and decry our fates4 ,as if nothing were to be done in cloudy weather1 or1 if heaven were not accessible by the upper road1 men would not find out a lower4 ,sometimes ,i feel so cheap that ,i am inspired1 and could write a poem about it1--but straightway ,i cannot1 for ,i am no longer mean4 ,let me know that ,i am ailing1 and ,i am well4 ,we should not always beat off the impression of trivialness1 but make haste to welcome and cherish it4 ,water the weed till it blossoms2 with cultivation it will bear fruit4 ,there are two ways to victory1--to strive bravely1 or to yield4 ,how much pain the last will save we have not yet learned4 ,june #ba4 ,i shall not soon forget my first night in a tent1--how the distant barking of dogs for so many still hours revealed to me the riches of the night4 ,who would not be a dog and bay the moon8#adg 99 99 99 99 99 ,i never feel that ,i am inspired unless my body is also4 ,it too spurns a tame and commonplace life4 ,they are fatally mistaken who think1 while they strive with their minds1 that they may suffer their bodies to stagnate in luxury or sloth4 ,the body is the first proselyte the ,soul makes4 ,our life is but the ,soul made known by its fruits1 the body4 ,the whole duty of man may be expressed in one line1--,make to yourself a perfect body4 ,june #bb4 ,what a man knows1 that he does4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is odd that people will wonder how ,shakespeare could write as he did without knowing ,latin1 or ,greek1 or geography1 as if these were of more consequence than to know how to whistle4 ,they are not backward to recognize ,genius1--how it dispenses with those furtherances which others require1 leaps where they crawl1--and yet they never cease to marvel that so it was1--that it was ,genius1 and helped itself4 99 99 99 99 99 ,nothing can shock a truly brave man but dullness4 ,one can tolerate many things4 ,what mean these sly1 suspicious looks1 as if you were an odd fish1 a piece of crockery-ware to be tenderly handled8 ,surely people forget how many rebuffs every man has experienced in his day1--perhaps has fallen into a horsepond1 eaten freshwater clams1 or worn one shirt for a week without washing4 ,cannot a man be as calmly tolerant as a potato field in the sun1 whose equanimity is not disturbed by ,scotch thistles over the wall1 but there it smiles and waxes till the harvest1 let thistles mount never so high8 ,you cannot receive a shock1 unless you have an electric affinity for that which shocks you4 ,have no affinity for what is shocking4#adh ,do not present a gleaming edge to ward off harm1 for that will oftenest attract the lightning1 but rather be the all-pervading ether which the lightning does not strike but purify4 ,then will the rudeness or profanity of your companion be like a flash across the face of your sky1 lighting up and revealing its serene depths4#adi ,earth cannot shock the heavens2 but its dull vapor and foul smoke make a bright cloud spot in the ether1 and anon the sun1 like a cunning artificer1 will cut and paint it1 and set it for a jewel in the breast of the sky4#aej ,when we are shocked at vice we express a lingering sympathy with it4 ,dry rot1 rust1 and mildew shock no man1 for none is subject to them4 ,june #bc4 ,we ,yankees are not so far from right1 who answer one question by asking another4 ,yes and ,no are lies4 ,a true answer will not aim to establish anything1 but rather to set all well afloat4 ,all answers are in the future1 and day answereth to day4 ,do we think we can anticipate them8 ,in ,latin1 to respond is to pledge one's self before the gods to do faithfully and honorably1 as a man should1 in any case4 ,this is good4 99 99 99 99 99 ,music soothes the din of philosophy and lightens incessantly over the heads of sages4#aea 99 99 99 99 99 ,how can the language of the poet be more expressive than nature8 ,he is content that what he has already read in simple characters1 or indifferently in all1 be translated into the same again4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he is the true artist whose life is his material2 every stroke of the chisel must enter his own flesh and bone and not grate dully on marble4#aeb 99 99 99 99 99 ,the ,springs4--,what is any man's discourse to me if ,i am not sensible of something in it as steady and cheery as the creak of the crickets8 ,in it the woods must be relieved against the sky4 ,men tire me when ,i am not constantly greeted and cheered in their discourse1 as it were by the flux of sparkling streams4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i cannot see the bottom of the sky1 because ,i cannot see to the bottom of myself4 ,it is the symbol of my own infinity4 ,my eye penetrates as far into the ether as that depth is inward from which my contemporary thought springs4 ,not by constraint or severity shall you have access to true wisdom1 but by abandonment1 and childlike mirthfulness4 ,if you would know aught1 be gay before it4 ,june #bd4 ,when ,i read ,cudworth ,i find ,i can tolerate all1--atomists1 pneumatologists1 atheists1 and theists1--,plato1 ,aristotle1 ,leucippus1 ,democritus1 and ,pythagoras4 ,it is the attitude of these men1 more than any communication1 which charms me4 ,it is so rare to find a man musing4 ,but between them and their commentators there is an endless dispute4 ,but if it come to that1 that you compare notes1 then you are all wrong4 ,as it is1 each takes me up into the serene heavens1 and paints earth and sky4 ,any sincere thought is irresistible2 it lifts us to the zenith1 whither the smallest bubble rises as surely as the largest4 ,dr4 ,cudworth does not consider that the belief in a deity is as great a heresy as exists4 ,epicurus held that the gods were of human form1 yet were so thin and subtile1 as that1 comparatively with our terrestrial bodies1 they might be called incorporeal2 they having not so much carnem as quasi-carnem1 nor sanguinem as quasi-sanguinem1 a certain kind of aerial or ethereal flesh and blood4 ,this1 which ,cudworth pronounces romantical1 is plainly as good doctrine as his own4 ,as if any sincere thought were not the best sort of truth6 99 99 99 99 99 ,there is no doubt but the highest morality in the books is rhymed or measured1--is1 in form as well as substance1 poetry4 ,such is the scripture of all nations4 ,if ,i were to compile a volume to contain the condensed wisdom of mankind1 ,i should quote no rhythmless line4#aec 99 99 99 99 99 ,not all the wit of a college can avail to make one harmonious line4 ,it never happens4 ,it may get so as to jingle1 but a jingle is akin to a jar1--jars regularly recurring4#aed ,so delicious is plain speech to my ears1 as if ,i were to be more delighted by the whistling of the shot than frightened by the flying of the splinters1 ,i am content1 ,i fear1 to be quite battered down and made a ruin of4 ,i outgeneral myself when ,i direct the enemy to my vulnerable points4 ,the loftiest utterance of ,love is1 perhaps1 sublimely satirical4 ,sympathy with what is sound makes sport of what is unsound4 99 99 99 99 99 ,cliffs4 ,evening4--,though the sun set a quarter of an hour ago1 his rays are still visible1 darting half-way to the zenith4 ,that glowing morrow in the west flashes on me like a faint presentiment of morning when ,i am falling asleep4 ,a dull mist comes rolling from the west1 as if it were the dust which day has raised4 ,a column of smoke is rising from the woods yonder1 to uphold heaven's roof till the light comes again4 ,the landscape1 by its patient resting there1 teaches me that all good remains with him that waiteth1 and that ,i shall sooner overtake the dawn by remaining here1 than by hurrying over the hills of the west4 ,morning and evening are as like as brother and sister4 ,the sparrow and thrush sing and the frogs peep for both4 ,the woods breathe louder and louder behind me4 ,with what hurry-skurry night takes place6 ,the wagon rattling over yonder bridge is the messenger which day sends back to night2 but the dispatches are sealed4 ,in its rattle the village seems to say1 ,this one sound1 and ,i have done4 ,red1 then1 is ,day's color2 at least it is the color of his heel4 ,he is 'stepping westward4' ,we only notice him when he comes and when he goes4 ,with noble perseverance the dog bays the stars yonder4 ,i too1 like thee1 walk alone in this strange1 familiar night1 my voice1 like thine1 beating against its friendly concave2 and barking ,i hear only my own voice4 #aj o'clock4 ,june #be4 ,let me see no other conflict but with prosperity4 ,if my path run on before me level and smooth1 it is all a mirage2 in reality it is steep and arduous as a chamois pass4 ,i will not let the years roll over me like a ,juggernaut car4 ,we will warm us at each other's fire4 ,friendship is not such a cold refining process as a double sieve1 but a glowing furnace in which all impurities are consumed4 ,men have learned to touch before they scrutinize1--to shake hands1 and not to stare4 ,june #bf4 ,the best poetry has never been written1 for when it might have been1 the poet forgot it1 and when it was too late remembered it2 or when it might have been1 the poet remembered it1 and when it was too late forgot it4 ,the highest condition of art is artlessness4 ,truth is always paradoxical4 ,he will get to the goal first who stands stillest4 ,there is one let better than any help1 and that is1--,let-alone4 ,by sufferance you may escape suffering4 ,he who resists not at all will never surrender4 ,when a dog runs at you1 whistle for him4 ,say1 ,not so1 and you will outcircle the philosophers4 ,stand outside the wall1 and no harm can reach you4 ,the danger is that you be walled in with it4 ,june #bg4 ,i am living this #bgth of ,june1 #ahdj1 a dull1 cloudy day and no sun shining4 ,the clink of the smith's hammer sounds feebly over the roofs1 and the wind is sighing gently1 as if dreaming of cheerfuller days4 ,the farmer is plowing in yonder field1 craftsmen are busy in the shops1 the trader stands behind the counter1 and all works go steadily forward4 ,but ,i will have nothing to do2 ,i will tell fortune that ,i play no game with her1 and she may reach me in my ,asia of serenity and indolence if she can4 99 99 99 99 99 ,for an impenetrable shield1 stand inside yourself4#aee 99 99 99 99 99 ,he was no artist1 but an artisan1 who first made shields of brass4#aef 99 99 99 99 99 ,unless we meet religiously1 we prophane one another4 ,what was the consecrated ground round the temple1 we have used as no better than a domestic court4 ,our friend's is as holy a shrine as any ,god's1 to be approached with sacred love and awe4 ,veneration is the measure of ,love4 ,our friend answers ambiguously1 and sometimes before the question is propounded1 like the oracle of ,delphi4 ,he forbears to ask explanation1 but doubts and surmises darkly with full faith1 as we silently ponder our fates4 ,in no presence are we so susceptible to shame4 ,our hour is a sabbath1 our abode a temple1 our gifts peace offerings1 our conversation a communion1 our silence a prayer4 ,in prophanity we are absent1 in holiness near1 in sin estranged1 in innocence reconciled4 ,june #bh4 ,the prophane never hear music2 the holy ever hear it4 ,it is ,god's voice1 the divine breath audible4 ,where it is heard1 there is a sabbath4 ,it is omnipotent2 all things obey it as they obey virtue4 ,it is the herald of virtue4#aeg ,it passes by sorrow1 for grief hangs its harp on the willows4 ,june #bi4 ,of all phenomena1 my own race are the most mysterious and undiscoverable4 ,for how many years have ,i striven to meet one1 even on common manly ground1 and have not succeeded6 ,june #cj4 ,i sailed from ,fair ,haven last evening as gently and steadily as the clouds sail through the atmosphere4 ,the wind came blowing blithely from the southwest fields1 and stepped into the folds of our sail like a winged horse1 pulling with a strong and steady impulse4 ,the sail bends gently to the breeze1 as swells some generous impulse of the heart1 and anon flutters and flaps with a kind of human suspense4 ,i could watch the motions of a sail forever1 they are so rich and full of meaning4 ,i watch the play of its pulse1 as if it were my own blood beating there4 ,the varying temperature of distant atmospheres is graduated on its scale4 ,it is a free1 buoyant creature1 the bauble of the heavens and the earth4 ,a gay pastime the air plays with it4 ,if it swells and tugs1 it is because the sun lays his windy finger on it4 ,the breeze it plays with has been outdoors so long4 ,so thin is it1 and yet so full of life2 so noiseless when it labors hardest1 so noisy and impatient when least serviceable4#aeh ,so am ,i blown on by ,god's breath1 so flutter and flap1 and fill gently out with the breeze4 ,in this fresh evening each blade and leaf looks as if it had been dipped in an icy liquid greenness4 ,let eyes that ache come here and look1--the sight will be a sovereign eyewater1--or else wait and bathe them in the dark4 ,we go forth into the fields1 and there the wind blows freshly onward1 and still on1 and we must make new efforts not to be left behind4 ,what does the dogged wind intend1 that1 like a willful cur1 it will not let me turn aside to rest or content8 ,must it always reprove and provoke me1 and never welcome me as an equal8 ,the truth shall prevail and falsehood discover itself1 as long as the wind blows on the hills4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a man's life should be a stately march to a sweet but unheard music1 and when to his fellows it shall seem irregular and inharmonious1 he will only be stepping to a livelier measure1 or his nicer ear hurry him into a thousand symphonies and concordant variations4 ,there will be no halt ever1 but at most a marching on his post1 or such a pause as is richer than any sound1 when the melody runs into such depth and wildness as to be no longer heard1 but implicitly consented to with the whole life and being4 ,he will take a false step never1 even in the most arduous times1 for then the music will not fail to swell into greater sweetness and volume1 and itself rule the movement it inspired4#aei 99 99 99 99 99 ,i have a deep sympathy with war1 it so apes the gait and bearing of the soul4 99 99 99 99 99 ,value and effort are as much coincident as weight and a tendency to fall4 ,in a very wide but true sense1 effort is the deed itself1 and it is only when these sensible stuffs intervene1 that our attention is distracted from the deed to the accident4 ,it is never the deed men praise1 but some marble or canvas which are only a staging to the real work4#afj ,july #a4 ,to be a man is to do a man's work2 always our resource is to endeavor4 ,we may well say1 ,success to our endeavors4 ,effort is the prerogative of virtue4#afa ,the true laborer is recompensed by his labor1 not by his employer4 ,industry is its own wages4 ,let us not suffer our hands to lose one jot of their handiness by looking behind to a mean recompense1 knowing that our true endeavor cannot be thwarted1 nor we be cheated of our earnings unless by not earning them4#afb 99 99 99 99 99 ,the true poem is not that which the public read4 ,there is always a poem not printed on paper1 coincident with the production of this1 which is stereotyped in the poet's life1 is what he has become through his work4 ,some symbol of value may shape itself to the senses in wood1 or marble1 or verse1 but this is fluctuating as the laborer's hire1 which may or may not be withheld4 ,his very material is not material but supernatural4 ,perhaps the hugest and most effective deed may have no sensible result at all on earth1 but paint itself in the heavens in new stars and constellations4 ,its very material lies out of nature4 ,when1 in rare moments1 we strive wholly with one consent1 which we call a yearning1 we may not hope that our work will stand in any artist's gallery4#afc ,let not the artist expect that his true work will stand in any prince's gallery4 ,july #b4 ,i am not taken up1 like ,moses1 upon a mountain to learn the law1 but lifted up in my seat here1 in the warm sunshine and genial light4 99 99 99 99 99 ,they who are ready to go are already invited4 99 99 99 99 99 ,neither men nor things have any true mode of invitation but to be inviting4 99 99 99 99 99 ,can that be a task which all things abet1 and to postpone which is to strive against nature8#afd ,july #c4 ,when ,alexander appears1 the ,hercynian and ,dodonean woods seem to wave a welcome to him4 99 99 99 99 99 ,do not thoughts and men's lives enrich the earth and change the aspect of things as much as a new growth of wood8 99 99 99 99 99 ,what are ,godfrey and ,gonsalvo unless we breathe a life into them1 and renact their exploits as a prelude to our own8 ,the past is only so heroic as we see it2 it is the canvas on which our conception of heroism is painted1 the dim prospectus of our future field4 ,we are dreaming of what we are to do4#afe 99 99 99 99 99 ,the last sunrise ,i witnessed seemed to outshine the splendor of all preceding ones1 and ,i was convinced that it behooved man to dawn as freshly1 and with equal promise and steadiness advance into the career of life1 with as lofty and serene a countenance to move onward through his midday to a yet fairer and more promising setting4 ,has the day grown old when it sets8 and shall man wear out sooner than the sun8 ,in the crimson colors of the west ,i discern the budding hues of dawn4 ,to my western brother it is rising pure and bright as it did to me1 but the evening exhibits in the still rear of day the beauty which through morning and noon escaped me4#aff ,when we are oppressed by the heat and turmoil of the noon1 let us remember that the sun which scorches us with brazen beams is gilding the hills of morning and awaking the woodland quires for other men4 ,we will have a dawn1 and noon1 and serene sunset in ourselves4 ,what we call the gross atmosphere of evening is the accumulated deed of the day1 which absorbs the rays of beauty1 and shows more richly than the naked promise of the dawn4 ,by earnest toil in the heat of the noon1 let us get ready a rich western blaze against the evening of our lives4#afg 99 99 99 99 99 ,low-thoughted1 plodding men have come and camped in my neighbor's field to-night1 with camp music and bustle4 ,their bugle instantly finds a sounding board in the heavens1 though mean lips blow it4 ,the sky is delighted with strains which the connoisseur rejects4 ,it seems to say1 ,now is this my own earth4#afh 99 99 99 99 99 ,in music are the centripetal and centrifugal forces4 ,the universe needed only to hear a divine harmony that every star might fall into its proper place and assume a true sphericity4#afi ,july #d4 #d o'clock1 ,a4 ,m4 ,the ,townsend ,light ,infantry encamped last night in my neighbor's inclosure4 ,the night still breathes slumberously over field and wood1 when a few soldiers gather about one tent in the twilight1 and their band plays an old ,scotch air1 with bugle and drum and fife attempered to the season4 ,it seems like the morning hymn of creation4 ,the first sounds of the awakening camp1 mingled with the chastened strains which so sweetly salute the dawn1 impress me as the morning prayer of an army4#agj ,and now the morning gun fires4 ,the soldier awakening to creation and awakening it4 ,i am sure none are cowards now4 ,these strains are the roving dreams which steal from tent to tent1 and break forth into distinct melody4 ,they are the soldier's morning thought4 ,each man awakes himself with lofty emotions1 and would do some heroic deed4 ,you need preach no homily to him2 he is the stuff they are made of4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the whole course of our lives should be analogous to one day of the soldier's4 ,his ,genius seems to whisper in his ear what demeanor is befitting1 and in his bravery and his march he yields a blind and partial obedience4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the fresher breeze which accompanies the dawn rustles the oaks and birches1 and the earth respires calmly with the creaking of crickets4 ,some hazel leaf stirs gently1 as if anxious not to awake the day too abruptly1 while the time is hastening to the distinct line between darkness and light4 ,and soldiers issue from their dewy tents1 and as if in answer to expectant nature1 sing a sweet and far-echoing hymn4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we may well neglect many things1 provided we overlook them4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when to-day ,i saw the ,great ,ball rolled majestically along1 it seemed a shame that man could not move like it4 ,all dignity and grandeur has something of the undulatoriness of the sphere4 ,it is the secret of majesty in the rolling gait of the elephant1 and of all grace in action and in art4 ,the line of beauty is a curve4 ,each man seems striving to imitate its gait1 and keep pace with it1 but it moves on regardless and conquers the multitude with its majesty4 ,what shame that our lives1 which should be the source of planetary motion and sanction the order of the spheres1 are full of abruptness and angularity1 so as not to roll1 nor move majestically4#aga ,july #e4 ,go where we will1 we discover infinite change in particulars only1 not in generals4 99 99 99 99 99 ,you cannot rob a man of anything which he will miss4 ,july #f4 ,all this worldly wisdom was once the unamiable heresy of some wise man4#agb 99 99 99 99 99 ,i observe a truly wise practice on every hand1 in education1 in religion1 and the morals of society1--enough embodied wisdom to have set up many an ancient philosopher4#agc ,this society1 if it were a person to be met face to face1 would not only be tolerated but courted1 with its so impressive experience and admirable acquaintance with things4 ,consider society at any epoch1 and who does not see that heresy has already prevailed in it8#agd 99 99 99 99 99 ,have no mean hours1 but be grateful for every hour1 and accept what it brings4 ,the reality will make any sincere record respectable4 ,no day will have been wholly misspent1 if one sincere1 thoughtful page has been written4 ,let the daily tide leave some deposit on these pages1 as it leaves sand and shells on the shore4 ,so much increase of terra firma4 ,this may be a calendar of the ebbs and flows of the soul2 and on these sheets as a beach1 the waves may cast up pearls and seaweed4 ,july #g4 ,i have experienced such simple joy in the trivial matters of fishing and sporting1 formerly1 as might inspire the muse of ,homer and ,shakespeare4 ,and now1 when ,i turn over the pages and ponder the plates of the ,angler's ,souvenir1 ,i exclaim with the poet1-- ,can such things be1 ,and overcome us like a summer's cloud8#age ,when ,i hear a sudden burst from a horn1 ,i am startled1 as if one had provoked such wildness as he could not rule nor tame4 ,he dares to wake the echoes which he cannot put to rest4#agf ,july #h4 ,doubt and falsehood are yet good preachers4 ,they affirm roundly1 while they deny partially4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am pleased to learn that ,thales was up and stirring by night not unfrequently1 as his astronomical discoveries prove4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it was a saying of ,solon that it is necessary to observe a medium in all things4 ,the golden mean1 in ethics as in physics1 is the centre of the system1 and that about which all revolve2 and though1 to a distant and plodding planet1 it is the uttermost extreme1 yet1 when that planet's year is complete1 it will be found central4#agg ,they who are alarmed lest virtue run into extreme good1 have not yet wholly embraced her1 but described only a slight arc about her1 and from so small a curvature you can calculate no centre whatever2 but their mean is no better than meanness1 nor their medium than mediocrity4 ,the brave man1 while he observes strictly this golden mean1 seems to run through all extremes with impunity2 like the sun1 which now appears in the zenith1 now in the horizon1 and again is faintly reflected from the moon's disk1 and has the credit of describing an entire great circle1 crossing the equinoctial and solstitial colures1 without detriment to his steadfastness or mediocrity4#agh 99 99 99 99 99 ,every planet asserts its own to be the centre of the system4 99 99 99 99 99 ,only meanness is mediocre1 moderate2 but the true medium is not contained within any bounds1 but is as wide as the ends it connects4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when ,solon endeavored to prove that ,salamis had formerly belonged to the ,athenians and not to the ,megarians1 he caused the tombs to be opened1 and showed that the inhabitants of ,salamis turned the faces of their dead to the same side with the ,athenians1 but the ,megarians to the opposite side4#agi ,so does each part bear witness to all1 and the history of all the past may be read in a single grain of its ashes4 ,july #i4 ,in most men's religion the ligature which should be its muscle and sinew is rather like that thread which the accomplices of ,cylon held in their hands1 when they went abroad from the temple of ,minerva1 the other end being attached to the statue of the goddess4 ,but frequently1 as in their case1 the thread breaks1 being stretched1 and they are left without an asylum4#ahj 99 99 99 99 99 ,the value of many traits in ,grecian history depends not so much on their importance as history1 as on the readiness with which they accept a wide interpretation1 and illustrate the poetry and ethics of mankind4 ,when they announce no particular truth1 they are yet central to all truth4 ,they are like those examples by which we improve1 but of which we never formally extract the moral4 ,even the isolated and unexplained facts are like the ruins of the temples which in imagination we restore1 and ascribe to some ,phidias1 or other master4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the ,greeks were boys in the sunshine1 the ,romans were men in the field1 the ,persians women in the house1 the ,egyptians old men in the dark4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he who receives an injury is an accomplice of the wrong-doer4 ,july #aj4 ,to myself ,i am as pliant as osier1 and my courses seem not so easy to be calculated as ,encke's comet2 but ,i am powerless to bend the character of another2 he is like iron in my hands4 ,i could tame a hyena more easily than my friend4 ,i contemplate him as a granite boulder4 ,he is material which no tool of mine will work4 ,a naked savage will fell an oak with a firebrand1 and wear a hatchet out of the rock1 but ,i cannot hew the smallest chip out of my fellow4 ,there is a character in every one which no art can reach to beautify or deform4#aha 99 99 99 99 99 ,nothing was ever so unfamiliar and startling to me as my own thoughts4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we know men through their eyes4 ,you might say that the eye was always original and unlike another4 ,it is the feature of the individual1 and not of the family1--in twins still different4 ,all a man's privacy is in his eye1 and its expression he cannot alter more than he can alter his character4 ,so long as we look a man in the eye1 it seems to rule the other features1 and make them1 too1 original4 ,when ,i have mistaken one person for another1 observing only his form1 and carriage1 and inferior features1 the unlikeness seemed of the least consequence2 but when ,i caught his eye1 and my doubts were removed1 it seemed to pervade every feature4 ,the eye revolves on an independent pivot which we can no more control than our own will4 ,its axle is the axle of the soul1 as the axis of the earth is coincident with the axis of the heavens4 ,july #aa4 ,the true art is not merely a sublime consolation and holiday labor which the gods have given to sickly mortals1 to be wrought at in parlors1 and not in stithies amid soot and smoke1 but such a masterpiece as you may imagine a dweller on the table-lands of ,central ,asia might produce1 with threescore and ten years for canvas1 and the faculties of a man for tools1--a human life1 wherein you might hope to discover more than the freshness of ,guido's ,aurora1 or the mild light of ,titian's landscapes2 not a bald imitation or rival of ,nature1 but the restored original of which she is the reflection4 ,for such a work as this1 whole galleries of ,greece and ,italy are a mere mixing of colors and preparatory quarrying of marble4#ahb ,not how is the idea expressed in stone or on canvas1 is the question1 but how far it has obtained form and expression in the life of the artist4 ,there is much covert truth in the old mythology which makes ,vulcan a brawny and deformed smith1 who sweat more than the other gods4 ,his stithy was not like a modern studio4 99 99 99 99 99 ,let us not wait any longer1 but step down from the mountains on to the plain of earth4 ,let our delay be like the sun's1 when he lingers on the dividing line of day and night a brief space when the world is grateful for his light4 ,we will make such haste as the morning and such delay as the evening4#ahc 99 99 99 99 99 ,it concerns us rather to be something here present than to leave something behind us4#ahd 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is the man determines what is said1 not the words4 ,if a mean person uses a wise maxim1 ,i bethink me how it can be interpreted so as to commend itself to his meanness2 but if a wise man makes a commonplace remark1 ,i consider what wider construction it will admit4 ,when ,pittacus says1 ,it is necessary to accommodate one's self to the time and take advantage of the occasion1 ,i assent4 ,he might have considered that to accommodate one's self to all times1 and take advantage of all occasions1 was really to be independent1 and make our own opportunity4 ,july #ab4 ,what first suggested that necessity was grim1 and made fate so fatal8 ,the strongest is always the least violent4 ,necessity is a sort of ,eastern cushion on which ,i recline4 ,i contemplate its mild1 inflexible countenance1 as the haze in ,october days4 ,when ,i am vexed ,i only ask to be left alone with it4 ,leave me to my fate4 ,it is the bosom of time and the lap of eternity2 since to be necessary is to be needful1 it is only another name for inflexibility of good4 ,how ,i welcome my grim fellow and aspire to be such a necessity as he6 ,he is so flexible1 and yields to me as the air to my body6 ,i leap and dance in his midst1 and play with his beard till he smiles4 ,i greet thee1 my elder brother1 who with thy touch ennoblest all things4 ,must it be so1 then is it good4 ,thou commendest even petty ills by thy countenance4 ,over ,greece hangs the divine necessity1 ever a mellower heaven of itself1 whose light too gilds the ,acropolis and a thousand fanes and groves4#ahe 99 99 99 99 99 ,pittacus said there was no better course than to endeavor to do well what you are doing at any moment4 99 99 99 99 99 ,go where he will1 the wise man is proprietor of all things4 ,everything bears a similar inscription1 if we could but read it1 to that on the vase found in the stomach of a fish in old times1--,to the most wise4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when his impious fellow-passengers invoked the gods in a storm1 ,bias cried1 ,hist6 hist6 lest the gods perceive that you are here1 for we should all be lost4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a wise man will always have his duds picked up1 and be ready for whatever may happen1 as the prudent merchant1 notwithstanding the lavish display of his wares1 will yet have them packed or easy to be removed in emergencies4 ,in this sense there is something sluttish in all finery4 ,when ,i see a fine lady or gentleman dressed to the top of the fashion1 ,i wonder what they would do if an earthquake should happen1 or a fire suddenly break out1 for they seem to have counted only on fair weather1 and that things will go on smoothly and without jostling4 ,those curls and jewels1 so nicely adjusted1 expect an unusual deference from the elements4 ,our dress should be such as will hang conveniently about us1 and fit equally well in good and in bad fortune2 such as will approve itself of the right fashion and fabric1 whether for the cotillion or the earthquake4 ,in the sack of ,priene1 when the inhabitants with much hurry and bustle were carrying their effects to a place of safety1 some one asked ,bias1 who remained tranquil amid the confusion1 why he was not thinking how he should save something1 as the others were4 ,i do so1 said ,bias1 for ,i carry all my effects with me4 ,july #ad4 ,our discourse should be ex tempore1 but not pro tempore4 ,july #af4 ,we are as much refreshed by sounds as by sights1 or scents1 or flavors1--as the barking of a dog heard in the woods at midnight1 or the tinklings which attend the dawn4 ,as ,i picked blackberries this morning1 by starlight1 the distant yelping of a dog fell on my inward ear1 as the cool breeze on my cheek4 ,july #ai4 ,these two days that ,i have not written in my ,journal1 set down in the calendar as the #agth and #ahth of ,july1 have been really an on in which a ,syrian empire might rise and fall4 ,how many ,persias have been lost and won in the interim8 ,night is spangled with fresh stars4 ,july #bf4 ,when ,i consider how1 after sunset1 the stars come out gradually in troops from behind the hills and woods1 ,i confess that ,i could not have contrived a more curious and inspiring night4 ,july #bg4 ,some men1 like some buildings1 are bulky but not great4 ,the ,pyramids any traveller may measure with his line1 but the dimensions of the ,parthenon in feet and inches will seem to dangle from its entablature like an elastic drapery4#ahf 99 99 99 99 99 ,much credit is due to a brave man's eye4 ,it is the focus in which all rays are collected4 ,it sees from within1 or from the centre1 just as we scan the whole concave of the heavens at a glance1 but can compass only one side of the pebble at our feet4#ahg 99 99 99 99 99 ,the grandeur of these stupendous masses of clouds1 tossed into such irregular greatness across the sky1 seems thrown away on the meanness of my employment4 ,the drapery seems altogether too rich for such poor acting4#ahh ,in vain the sun challenges man to equal greatness in his career4 ,we look in vain over earth for a ,roman greatness to answer the eternal provocation4#ahi ,we look up to the gilded battlements of the eternal city1 and are contented to be suburban dwellers outside the walls4#aij 99 99 99 99 99 ,by the last breath of the ,may air ,i inhale ,i am reminded that the ages never got so far down as this before4 ,the wood thrush is a more modern philosopher than ,plato and ,aristotle4 ,they are now a dogma1 but he preaches the doctrine of this hour4 99 99 99 99 99 ,this systole-diastole of the heart1 the circulation of the blood from the centre to the extremities1 the chylification which is constantly going on in our bodies are a sort of military evolution1 a struggle to outgeneral the decay of time by the skillfulest tactics4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when bravery is worsted1 it joins the peace society4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a word is wiser than any man1 than any series of words4 ,in its present received sense it may be false1 but in its inner sense by descent and analogy it approves itself4 ,language is the most perfect work of art in the world4 ,the chisel of a thousand years retouches it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,nature refuses to sympathize with our sorrow4 ,she seems not to have provided for1 but by a thousand contrivances against it4 ,she has bevelled the margins of the eyelids that the tears may not overflow on the cheek4#aia 99 99 99 99 99 ,we can conceive of a ,bravery so wide that nothing can meet to befall it1 so omnipresent that nothing can lie in wait for it1 so permanent that no obstinacy can reduce it4 ,the stars are its silent sentries by night1 and the sun its pioneer by day4 ,from its abundant cheerfulness spring flowers and the rainbow1 and its infinite humor and wantonness produce corn and vines4#aib ,v #ahda 7,t4 #bc-bd7 ,jan4 #bc4 ,a day is lapsing4 ,i hear cockerels crowing in the yard1 and see them stalking among the chips in the sun4 ,i hear busy feet on the floors1 and the whole house jars with industry4 ,surely the day is well spent1 and the time is full to overflowing4 ,mankind is as busy as the flowers in summer1 which make haste to unfold themselves in the forenoon1 and close their petals in the afternoon4 ,the momentous topics of human life are always of secondary importance to the business in hand1 just as carpenters discuss politics between the strokes of the hammer while they are shingling a roof4#aic ,the squeaking of the pump sounds as necessary as the music of the spheres4 ,the solidity and apparent necessity of this routine insensibly recommend it to me4 ,it is like a cane or a cushion for the infirm1 and in view of it all are infirm4 ,if there were but one erect and solid-standing tree in the woods1 all creatures would go to rub against it and make sure of their footing4 ,routine is a ground to stand on1 a wall to retreat to2 we cannot draw on our boots without bracing ourselves against it4#aid ,it is the fence over which neighbors lean when they talk4 ,all this cockcrowing1 and hawing and geeing1 and business in the streets1 is like the spring-board on which tumblers perform and develop their elasticity4 ,our health requires that we should recline on it from time to time4 ,when we are in it1 the hand stands still on the face of the clock1 and we grow like corn in the genial dankness and silence of the night4#aie ,our weakness wants it1 but our strength uses it4 ,good for the body is the work of the body1 good for the soul the work of the soul1 and good for either the work of the other4 ,let them not call hard names1 nor know a divided interest4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when ,i detect a beauty in any of the recesses of nature1 ,i am reminded1 by the serene and retired spirit in which it requires to be contemplated1 of the inexpressible privacy of a life1--how silent and unambitious it is4 ,the beauty there is in mosses will have to be considered from the holiest1 quietest nook4#aif ,the gods delight in stillness2 they say1 ',st--'st4 ,my truest1 serenest moments are too still for emotion2 they have woollen feet4 ,in all our lives we live under the hill1 and if we are not gone we live there still4 ,jan4 #bd4 ,sunday4 ,i almost shrink from the arduousness of meeting men erectly day by day4 ,be resolutely and faithfully what you are2 be humbly what you aspire to be4 ,be sure you give men the best of your wares1 though they be poor enough1 and the gods will help you to lay up a better store for the future4 ,man's noblest gift to man is his sincerity1 for it embraces his integrity also4 ,let him not dole out of himself anxiously1 to suit their weaker or stronger stomachs1 but make a clean gift of himself1 and empty his coffers at once4 ,i would be in society as in the landscape2 in the presence of nature there is no reserve1 nor effrontery4 99 99 99 99 99 ,coleridge says of the ideas spoken out everywhere in the ,old and ,new ,testament1 that they resemble the fixed stars1 which appear of the same size to the naked as to the armed eye2 the magnitude of which the telescope may rather seem to diminish than to increase4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is more proper for a spiritual fact to have suggested an analogous natural one1 than for the natural fact to have preceded the spiritual in our minds4 99 99 99 99 99 ,by spells seriousness will be forced to cut capers1 and drink a deep and refreshing draught of silliness2 to turn this sedate day of ,lucifer's and ,apollo's1 into an all fools' day for ,harlequin and ,cornwallis4 ,the sun does not grudge his rays to either1 but they are alike patronized by the gods4 ,like overtasked schoolboys1 all my members and nerves and sinews petition ,thought for a recess1 and my very thigh-bones itch to slip away from under me1 and run and join the mle4 ,i exult in stark inanity1 leering on nature and the soul4 ,we think the gods reveal themselves only to sedate and musing gentlemen4 ,but not so2 the buffoon in the midst of his antics catches unobserved glimpses1 which he treasures for the lonely hour4 ,when ,i have been playing tomfool1 ,i have been driven to exchange the old for a more liberal and catholic philosophy4 ,jan4 #be4 ,monday4 ,to-day ,i feel the migratory instinct strong in me1 and all my members and humors anticipate the breaking up of winter4 ,if ,i yielded to this impulse1 it would surely guide me to summer haunts4 ,this indefinite restlessness and fluttering on the perch do1 no doubt1 prophesy the final migration of souls out of nature to a serene summer1 in long harrows and waving lines#aig in the spring weather1 over what fair uplands and fertile ,elysian meadows winging their way at evening and seeking a resting-place with loud cackling and uproar6 99 99 99 99 99 ,wealth1 no less than knowledge1 is power4 ,among the ,bedouins the richest man is the sheik1 among savages he who has most iron and wampum is chief1 and in ,england and ,america he is the merchant prince4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we should strengthen1 and beautify1 and industriously mould our bodies to be fit companions of the soul1--assist them to grow up like trees1 and be agreeable and wholesome objects in nature4 ,i think if ,i had had the disposal of this soul of man1 ,i should have bestowed it sooner on some antelope of the plains than upon this sickly and sluggish body4 ,jan4 #bf4 ,tuesday4 ,i have as much property as ,i can command and use4 ,if by a fault in my character ,i do not derive my just revenues1 there is virtually a mortgage on my inheritance4 ,a man's wealth is never entered in the registrar's office4 ,wealth does not come in along the great thoroughfares1 it does not float on the ,erie or ,pennsylvania canal1 but is imported by a solitary track without bustle or competition1 from a brave industry to a quiet mind4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i had a dream last night which had reference to an act in my life in which ,i had been most disinterested and true to my highest instinct but completely failed in realizing my hopes2 and now1 after so many months1 in the stillness of sleep1 complete justice was rendered me4 ,it was a divine remuneration4 ,in my waking hours ,i could not have conceived of such retribution2 the presumption of desert would have damned the whole4 ,but now ,i was permitted to be not so much a subject as a partner to that retribution4 ,it was the award of divine justice1 which will at length be and is even now accomplished4#aih 99 99 99 99 99 ,good writing as well as good acting will be obedience to conscience4 ,there must not be a particle of will or whim mixed with it4 ,if we can listen1 we shall hear4 ,by reverently listening to the inner voice1 we may reinstate ourselves on the pinnacle of humanity4 ,jan4 #bg4 ,wednesday4 ,in the compensation of the dream1 there was no implied loss to any1 but immeasurable advantage to all4#aii 99 99 99 99 99 ,the punishment of sin is not positive1 as is the reward of virtue4 99 99 99 99 99 ,for a flower1 ,i like the name pansy1 or pense1 best of any4 ,jan4 #bh4 ,no innocence can quite stand up under suspicion1 if it is conscious of being suspected4 ,in the company of one who puts a wrong construction upon your actions1 they are apt really to deserve a mean construction4 ,while in that society ,i can never retrieve myself4 ,attribute to me a great motive1 and ,i shall not fail to have one2 but a mean one1 and the fountain of virtue will be poisoned by the suspicion4 ,show men unlimited faith as the coin with which you will deal with them1 and they will invariably exhibit the best wares they have4 ,i would meet men as the friends of all their virtue1 and the foes of all their vice1 for no man is the partner of his guilt4 ,if you suspect me you will never see me1 but all our intercourse will be the politest leave-taking2 ,i shall constantly defer and apologize1 and postpone myself in your presence4 ,the self-defender is accursed in the sight of gods and men2 he is a superfluous knight1 who serves no lady in the land4 ,he will find in the end that he has been fighting windmills1 and battered his mace to no purpose4 ,the injured man with querulous tone resisting his fate is like a tree struck by lightning1 which rustles its sere leaves the winter through1 not having vigor enough to cast them off4 ,as for apologies1 ,i must be off with the dew and the frost1 and leave mankind to repair the damage with their gauze screens and straw4 99 99 99 99 99 ,resistance is a very wholesome and delicious morsel at times4 ,when ,venus advanced against the ,greeks with resistless valor1 it was by far the most natural attitude into which the poet could throw his hero to make him resist heroically4 ,to a devil one might yield gracefully1 but a god would be a worthy foe1 and would pardon the affront4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it would be worth while1 once for all1 fairly and cleanly to tell how we are to be used1 as vendors of lucifer matches send directions in the envelope1 both how light may be readily procured and no accident happen to the user4 99 99 99 99 99 ,let your mood determine the form of salutation1 and approach the creature with a natural nonchalance1 as though he were anything but what he is1 and you were anything but what you are1--as though he were he1 and you were you2 in short1 as though he were so insignificant that it did not signify1 and so important that it did not import4 ,depend upon it1 the timber is well seasoned and tough1 and will bear rough usage2 and if it should crack1 there is plenty more where it came from4 ,i am no piece of china-ware that cannot be jostled against my neighbor1 without danger of rupture from the collision1 and must needs ring a scrannel strain to the end of my days when once ,i am cracked2 but rather one of the old-fashioned wooden trenchers1 which one while stands at the head of the table1 and at another is a milking-stool1 and at another a seat for children1 and finally goes down to its grave not unadorned with honorable scars1 and does not die till it is worn out4 ,use me1 for ,i am useful in my way4 ,i stand as one of many petitioners1 from toadstool and henbane up to dahlia and violet1 supplicating to be put to my use1 if by any means ye may find me serviceable2 whether for a medicated drink or bath1 as balm and lavender2 or for fragrance1 as verbena and geranium2 or for sight1 as cactus2 or for thoughts1 as pansy4#bjj ,jan4 #bi4 ,there is something proudly thrilling in the thought that this obedience to conscience and trust in ,god1 which is so solemnly preached in extremities and arduous circumstances1 is only to retreat to one's self1 and rely on our own strength4 ,in trivial circumstances ,i find myself sufficient to myself1 and in the most momentous ,i have no ally but myself1 and must silently put by their harm by my own strength1 as ,i did the former4 ,as my own hand bent aside the willow in my path1 so must my single arm put to flight the devil and his angels4 ,god is not our ally when we shrink1 and neuter when we are bold4 ,if by trusting in ,god you lose any particle of your vigor1 trust in ,him no longer4 ,when you trust1 do not lay aside your armor1 but put it on and buckle it tighter4 ,if by reliance on the gods ,i have disbanded one of my forces1 then was it poor policy4 ,i had better have retained the most inexperienced tyro who had straggled into the camp1 and let go the heavenly alliance4 ,i cannot afford to relax discipline because ,god is on my side1 for ,he is on the side of discipline4 ,and if the gods were only the heavens ,i fought under1 ,i would not care if they stormed or were calm4 ,i do not want a countenance1 but a help4 ,and there is more of ,god and divine help in a man's little finger than in idle prayer and trust4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the best and bravest deed is that which the whole man--heart1 lungs1 hands1 fingers1 and toes--at any time prompts4 ,each hanger-on in the purlieus of the camp1 must strike his standard at the signal from the ,prtorian tent1 and fall into the line of march2 but if a single sutler delay to make up his pack1 then suspect the fates and consult the omens again4 ,this is the meaning of integrity2 this is to be an integer1 and not a fraction4 ,be even for all virtuous ends1 but odd for all vice4 ,be a perfect power1 so that any of your roots multiplied into itself may give the whole again4 99 99 99 99 99 ,beauty is compared1 not measured1 for it is the creature of proportions1 not of size4 ,size must be subdued to it4 ,it is hard for a tall or a short person to be beautiful4 ,to graft the ,persian lilac on the ash1 is as if you were to splice the thigh-bones of the ,venus de ,medici4 99 99 99 99 99 ,friends will have to be introduced each time they meet4 ,they will be eternally strange to one another1 and when they have mutually appropriated their value for the last hour1 they will go and gather a new measure of strangeness for the next4 ,they are like two boughs crossed in the wood1 which play backwards and forwards upon one another in the wind1 and only wear into each other1 but never the sap of the one flows into the pores of the other1 for then the wind would no more draw from them those strains which enchanted the wood4 ,they are not two united1 but rather one divided4 99 99 99 99 99 ,of all strange and unaccountable things this journalizing is the strangest4 ,it will allow nothing to be predicated of it2 its good is not good1 nor its bad bad4 ,if ,i make a huge effort to expose my innermost and richest wares to light1 my counter seems cluttered with the meanest homemade stuffs2 but after months or years ,i may discover the wealth of ,india1 and whatever rarity is brought overland from ,cathay1 in that confused heap1 and what perhaps seemed a festoon of dried apple or pumpkin will prove a string of ,brazilian diamonds1 or pearls from ,coromandel4 99 99 99 99 99 ,men lie behind the barrier of a relation as effectually concealed as the landscape by a mist2 and when at length some unforeseen accident throws me into a new attitude to them1 ,i am astounded1 as if for the first time ,i saw the sun on the hillside4 ,they lie out before me like a new order of things4 ,as1 when the master meets his pupil as a man1 then first do we stand under the same heavens1 and master and pupil alike go down the resistless ocean stream together4 ,jan4 #cj4 ,saturday4 ,far over the fields1 between the tops of yonder wood1 ,i see a slight cloud not larger than the vapor from a kettle1 drifting by its own inward purpose in a direction contrary to the planet4 ,as it flits across the dells and defiles of the tree-tops1 now seen1 then lost beyond a pine1 ,i am curious to know wherein its will resides1 for to my eye it has no heart1 nor lungs1 nor brain1 nor any interior and private chamber which it may inhabit4 ,its motion reminds me of those lines of ,milton3-- ,as when far off at sea a fleet descried ,hangs in the clouds1 by equinoctial winds ,close sailing from ,bengala1 or the isles ,of ,ternate and ,tidore1 whence merchants bring ,their spicy drugs2 they on the trading flood1 ,ply stemming nightly toward the pole4 ,the snow collects upon the plumes of the pitch pine in the form of a pineapple1 which if you divide in the middle will expose three red kernels like the tamarind-stone4 ,so does winter with his mock harvest jeer at the sincerity of summer4 ,the tropical fruits1 which will not bear the rawness of our summer1 are imitated in a thousand fantastic shapes by the whimsical genius of winter4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in winter the warmth comes directly from the sun1 and is not radiated from the earth4 ,in summer ,i forget to bless the sun for his heat2 but when ,i feel his beams on my back as ,i thread some snowy dale1 ,i am grateful as for a special kindness which would not be weary of well doing but had pursued me even into that by-place4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when the wind blows1 the fine snow comes filtering down through all the aisles of the wood in a golden cloud4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the trees covered with snow admit a very plain and clean light1 but not brilliant1 as if through windows of ground glass2 a sort of white darkness it is1 all of the sun's splendor that can be retained4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the fashions of the wood are more fluctuating than those of ,paris2 snow1 rime1 ice1 green and dry leaves incessantly make new patterns4 ,there are all the shapes and hues of the kaleidoscope and the designs and ciphers of books of heraldry in the outlines of the trees4 ,every time ,i see a nodding pine-top1 it seems as if a new fashion of wearing plumes had come into vogue4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i saw a team come out of a path in the woods1 as though it had never gone in1 but belonged there1 and only came out like ,elisha's bears4 ,it was wholly of the village1 and not at all of the wood4 99 99 99 99 99 ,these particles of snow which the early wind shakes down are what is stirring1 or the morning news of the wood4 ,sometimes it is blown up above the trees1 like the sand of the desert4 99 99 99 99 99 ,you glance up these paths1 closely imbowered by bent trees1 as through the side aisles of a cathedral1 and expect to hear a choir chanting from their depths4 ,you are never so far in them as they are far before you4 ,their secret is where you are not and where your feet can never carry you4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i tread in the tracks of the fox which has gone before me by some hours1 or which perhaps ,i have started1 with such a tiptoe of expectation as if ,i were on the trail of the ,spirit itself which resides in these woods1 and expected soon to catch it in its lair4#bja 99 99 99 99 99 ,the snow falls on no two trees alike1 but the forms it assumes are as various as those of the twigs and leaves which receive it4 ,they are1 as it were1 predetermined by the genius of the tree4 ,so one divine spirit descends alike on all1 but bears a peculiar fruit in each4 ,the divinity subsides on all men1 as the snowflakes settle on the fields and ledges and takes the form of the various clefts and surfaces on which it lodges4 99 99 99 99 99 ,here is the distinct trail of a fox stretching a quarter of a mile across the pond4 ,now ,i am curious to know what has determined its graceful curvatures1 its greater or less spaces and distinctness1 and how surely they were coincident with the fluctuations of some mind1 why they now lead me two steps to the right1 and then three to the left4 ,if these things are not to be called up and accounted for in the ,lamb's ,book of ,life1 ,i shall set them down for careless accountants4 ,here was one expression of the divine mind this morning4 ,the pond was his journal1 and last night's snow made a tabula rasa for him4 ,i know which way a mind wended this morning1 what horizon it faced1 by the setting of these tracks2 whether it moved slowly or rapidly1 by the greater or less intervals and distinctness1 for the swiftest step leaves yet a lasting trace4#bjb 99 99 99 99 99 ,sometimes ,i come out suddenly upon a high plain1 which seems to be the upper level and true surface of the earth1 and by its very baldness aspires and lies up nearer to the stars1--a place where a decalogue might be let down or a saint translated4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i take a horse and oxen1 standing among the wood-piles in the forest1 for one of them1 and when at length the horse pricks his ears1 and ,i give him another name1 where's the difference8 ,i am startled by the possibility of such errors1 and the indifference with which they are allowed to occur4 99 99 99 99 99 ,fair ,haven ,pond is scored with the trails of foxes1 and you may see where they have gambolled and gone through a hundred evolutions1 which testify to a singular listlessness and leisure in nature4 ,suddenly1 looking down the river1 ,i saw a fox some sixty rods off1 making across to the hills on my left4 ,as the snow lay five inches deep1 he made but slow progress1 but it was no impediment to me4 ,so1 yielding to the instinct of the chase1 ,i tossed my head aloft and bounded away1 snuffing the air like a fox-hound1 and spurning the world and the ,humane ,society at each bound4 ,it seemed the woods rang with the hunter's horn1 and ,diana and all the satyrs joined in the chase and cheered me on4 ,olympian and ,elean youths were waving palms on the hills4 ,in the meanwhile ,i gained rapidly on the fox2 but he showed a remarkable presence of mind1 for1 instead of keeping up the face of the hill1 which was steep and unwooded in that part1 he kept along the slope in the direction of the forest1 though he lost ground by it4 ,notwithstanding his fright1 he took no step which was not beautiful4 ,the course on his part was a series of most graceful curves4 ,it was a sort of leopard canter1 ,i should say1 as if he were nowise impeded by the snow1 but were husbanding his strength all the while4 ,when he doubled ,i wheeled and cut him off1 bounding with fresh vigor1 and ,antus-like1 recovering my strength each time ,i touched the snow4 ,having got near enough for a fair view1 just as he was slipping into the wood1 ,i gracefully yielded him the palm4 ,he ran as though there were not a bone in his back1 occasionally dropping his muzzle to the snow for a rod or two1 and then tossing his head aloft when satisfied of his course4 ,when he came to a declivity he put his fore feet together and slid down it like a cat4 ,he trod so softly that you could not have heard it from any nearness1 and yet with such expression that it would not have been quite inaudible at any distance4 ,so1 hoping this experience would prove a useful lesson to him1 ,i returned to the village by the highway of the river4#bjc 99 99 99 99 99 ,there is all the romance of my youthfulest moment in music4 ,heaven lies about us1 as in our infancy4 ,there is nothing so wild and extravagant that it does not make true4 ,it makes a dream my only real experience1 and prompts faith to such elasticity that only the incredible can satisfy it4 ,it tells me again to trust the remotest and finest1 as the divinest1 instinct4 ,all that ,i have imagined of heroism1 it reminds and reassures me of4 ,it is a life unlived1 a life beyond life1 where at length my years will pass4 ,i look under the lids of ,time4 ,jan4 #ca4 ,sunday4 ,at each step man measures himself against the system4 ,if he cannot actually belay the sun and make it fast to this planet1 yet the ,british man alone spins a yarn in one year which will reach fifty-one times the distance from the earth to the sun4 ,so1 having his cable ready twisted and coiled1 the fixed stars are virtually within his grasp4 ,he carries his lasso coiled at his saddle bow1 but is never forced to cast it4 ,all things are subdued to me by virtue of that coiled lasso ,i carry1 and ,i lead them without the trouble of a cast4 ,it is the rope that lies coiled on the deck1 which moors my ship1 and ,i have never to bend a cable4 ,in ,god's hall hang cables of infinite length1 and in ,his entries stand bars of infinite strength2 but those cables were never bent1 nor those bars ever poised1 for all things have been subdued to the divinity from the first1 and these are the seals of ,his power4 ,the guilty never escape1 for a steed stands ever ready saddled and bridled at ,god's door1 and the sinner surrenders at last4 ,end of my ,journal of #cif pages4 ,feb4 #b4 ,tuesday4 ,it is easy to repeat1 but hard to originate4 ,nature is readily made to repeat herself in a thousand forms1 and in the daguerreotype her own light is amanuensis1 and the picture too has more than a surface significance1--a depth equal to the prospect1--so that the microscope may be applied to the one as the spy-glass to the other4 ,thus we may easily multiply the forms of the outward2 but to give the within outwardness1 that is not easy4 ,that an impression may be taken1 perfect stillness1 though but for an instant1 is necessary4 ,there is something analogous in the birth of all rhymes4 ,our sympathy is a gift whose value we can never know1 nor when we impart it4 ,the instant of communion is when1 for the least point of time1 we cease to oscillate1 and coincide in rest by as fine a point as a star pierces the firmament4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the stars are the mountain peaks of celestial countries4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a child asked its father what became of the old moon1 and he said it was cut up into stars4 99 99 99 99 99 ,there is always a single ear in the audience1 to which we address ourselves4 99 99 99 99 99 ,how much does it concern you1 the good opinion of your friend8 ,therein is the measure of fame4 ,for the herd of men multiplied many times will never come up to the value of one friend4 ,in this society there is no fame but love2 for as our name may be on the lips of men1 so are we in each other's hearts4 ,there is no ambition but virtue2 for why should we go round about1 who may go direct8 ,all those contingencies which the philanthropist1 statesman1 and housekeeper write so many books to meet are simply and quietly settled in the intercourse of friends4 99 99 99 99 99 ,for our aspirations there is no expression as yet1 but if we obey steadily1 by another year we shall have learned the language of last year's aspirations4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when ,i read the other day the weight of some of the generals of the ,revolution1 it seemed no unimportant fact in their biography4 ,it is at least one other means of comparing ourselves with them4 ,tell me how much ,milton or ,shakespeare weighed1 and ,i will get weighed myself1 that ,i may know better what they are to me4 ,weight has something very imposing in it1 for we cannot get rid of it4 ,once in the scales we must weigh4 ,and are we not always in the scales1 and weighing just our due1 though we kick the beam1 and do all we can to heavy or lighten ourselves8 ,feb4 #c4 ,wednesday4 ,the present seems never to get its due2 it is the least obvious1--neither before1 nor behind1 but within us4 ,all the past plays into this moment1 and we are what we are4 ,my aspiration is one thing1 my reflection another1 but1 over all1 myself and condition is and does4 ,to men and nature ,i am each moment a finished tool1--a spade1 a barrow1 or a pickaxe4 ,this immense promise is no efficient quality4 ,for all practical purposes ,i am done4 ,when we do a service to our neighbor1 we serve our next neighbor4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we are constantly invited to be what we are2 as to something worthy and noble4 ,i never waited but for myself to come round2 none ever detained me1 but ,i lagged or tagged after myself4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it steads us to be as true to children and boors as to ,god himself4 ,it is the only attitude which will suit all occasions2 it only will make the earth yield her increase1 and by it do we effectually expostulate with the wind4 ,if ,i run against a post1 this is the remedy4 ,i would meet the morning and evening on very sincere ground4 ,when the sun introduces me to a new day1 ,i silently say to myself1 ,let us be faithful all round2 we will do justice and receive it4 ,something like this is the secret charm of ,nature's demeanor toward us1 strict conscientiousness 8 and disregard of us when we have ceased to have regard for ourselves4 ,so she can never offend us4 ,how true she is6--and never swerves4 ,in her most genial moment her laws are as steadfastly and relentlessly fulfilled--though the decalogue is rhymed and set to sweetest music--as in her sternest4 99 99 99 99 99 ,any exhibition of affection--as an inadvertent word1 or act1 or look--seems premature1 as if the time were not ripe for it2 like the buds which the warm days near the end of winter cause to push out and unfold before the frosts are yet gone4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my life must seem as if it were passing at a higher level than that which ,i occupy4 ,it must possess a dignity which will not allow me to be familiar4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the unpretending truth of a simile implies sometimes such distinctness in the conception as only experience could have supplied4 ,homer could not improve the simile of a soldier who was careful enough to tell the truth4 ,if he knows what it was1 he will know what it was like4 99 99 99 99 99 ,as the ancient ,britons were exhibited in ,rome in their native costume1 and the ,dacian came to display his swordsmanship in the arena1 so ,tyrolese peasants have come farther yet1 even from the neighborhood of ,rome to ,concord1 for our entertainment this night4 ,feb4 #d4 ,thursday4 ,when you are once comfortably seated at a public meeting1 there is something unmanly in the sitting on tiptoe and qui vive attitude1--the involuntarily rising into your throat1 as if gravity had ceased to operate1--when a lady approaches1 with quite godlike presumption1 to elicit the miracle of a seat where none is4 99 99 99 99 99 ,music will make the most nervous chord vibrate healthily4 99 99 99 99 99 ,such a state of unrest becomes only a fluttered virtue4 ,when once ,i have learned my place in the sphere1 ,i will fill it once for all1 rather like a fixed star than a planet4 ,i will rest as the mountains do1 so that your ladies might as well walk into the midst of the ,tyrol1 and look for ,nature to spread them a green lawn for their disport in the midst of those solemn fastnesses1 as that ,i should fly out of my orbit at their approach and go about eccentric1 like a comet1 to endanger other systems4 ,no1 be true to your instincts1 and sit2 wait till you can be genuinely polite1 if it be till doomsday1 and not lose your chance everlastingly by a cowardly yielding to young etiquette4 ,by your look say unto them1 ,the lines have fallen to me in pleasant places1 and ,i will fill that station ,god has assigned me4 ,as well ,miss ,cassiopeia up there might ask the brazen-fronted ,taurus to draw in his horns1 that she might shine in his stead4 ,no1 no6 not till my cycle is completed4 ,how is it that motion will always find space to move in1 and rest a seat8 ,men hate antagonism1 and the weaker will always yield to the stronger4 ,if a stranger enter with sufficient determination into a crowded assembly1 as if commissioned by the gods to find a seat there1 as the falling stone by a divine impulse seeks a resting-place1 each one will rise without thinking to offer his place4 ,now we have only to be commissioned to sit1 and depend upon it the gods will not balk their own work4 ,ye came one day too late1 as did the poet after the world had been divided1 and so returned to dwell with the god that sent him4 ,when presumptuous womanhood demands to surrender my position1 ,i bide my time1--though it be with misgiving1--and yield to no mortal shove1 but expect a divine impulse4 ,produce your warrant1 and ,i will retire2 for not now can ,i give you a clear seat1 but must leave part of my manhood behind and wander a diminished man1 who at length will not have length and breadth enough to fill any seat at all4 ,it was very kind in the gods who gave us a now condition1 or condition of rest1 in which we might unhurriedly deliberate before taking a step4 ,when ,i give up my now and here without having secured my then and there1 ,i am the prodigal son of a kind father and deserve no better than the husks which the swine eat1 nor that the fatted calf be killed for me4 ,rest forever4 ,when instinct comes to the rescue of your politeness1 it will seat you securely still1 though it be to hang by a rail or poise yourself on a stick4 ,to do otherwise is to be polite only as the soldier who runs away when the enemy demands his post4 ,politeness is rather when the generals interchange civilities before the fight1 not when one returns a sword after the victory4 99 99 99 99 99 ,not only in his cunning hand and brain1 but when he speaks1 too1 does man assert his superiority4 ,he conquers the spaces with his voice1 as well as the lion4 ,the voice of a strong man modulated to the cadence of some tune is more imposing than any natural sound4 ,the keeper's is the most commanding1 and is heard over all the din of the menagerie4 ,a strong1 musical voice imposes a new order and harmony upon nature2 from it as a centre the law is promulgated to the universe4 ,what it lacks in volume and loudness may always be made up in musical expression and distinctness4 ,the brute growls to secure obedience2 he threatens4 ,the man speaks as though obedience were already secured4 99 99 99 99 99 ,brave speaking is the most entire and richest sacrifice to the gods4 ,feb4 #e4 ,friday4 ,only on rare occasions am ,i reminded that man too has a voice1 as well as birds and quadrupeds1 which breaks on the stillness of nature with its peculiar accent4 ,the least sound pervades and subdues all space to it as long as it fills my ear4 ,contrasted single with the silence1 it is as wide as it4 ,music is the crystallization of sound4 ,there is something in the effect of a harmonious voice upon the disposition of its neighborhood analogous to the law of crystals2 it centralizes itself and sounds like the published law of things4 ,if the law of the universe were to be audibly promulgated1 no mortal lawgiver would suspect it1 for it would be a finer melody than his ears ever attended to4 ,it would be sphere music4#bjd 99 99 99 99 99 ,when by tutoring their voices singers enhance one another's performance1 the harmony is more complete and essential than is heard4 ,the quire is one family held together by a very close bond4 ,hence the romance we associate with ,gypsies and circus companies and strolling musicians4 ,the idea of brotherhood is so strong in them4 ,their society is ideal for that one end4 ,there is something in this brotherhood--this feeling of kind1 or kindness--which insensibly elevates the subjects of it in our eyes4 ,however poor or mean1 they have something which counterbalances our contempt4 ,this is that in the strolling pauper family which does not court our charity but can even bless and smile on us and make the kindness reciprocal4 ,it sanctifies the place and the hour4 ,these ,rainers1 if they are not brothers and sisters1 must be uncles and cousins at least4 ,these ,swiss who have come to sing to us1 we have no doubt are the flower of the ,tyrol4#bje ,such is the instinctive kindness with which the foreigner is always received1 that he is ever presumed to be the fairest and noblest of his race4 ,the traveller finds that it is not easy to move away from his friends1 after all1 but all people whom he visits are anxious to supply the place to him of his parents and brothers and sisters4 ,to these ,swiss ,i find that ,i have attributed all ,tell's patriotism and the devotion of ,arnold ,winkelried and whatever goodness or greatness belongs to the nation4 99 99 99 99 99 ,all costume off a man1 when not simply doffed1 is grotesque4 ,there must be a heart inside it4 ,when these ,swiss appear before me in gaiters and high-crowned hats with feathers1 ,i am disposed to laugh1 but soon ,i see that their serious eye becomes these and they it4 ,it is the sincere life passed within it which consecrates the costume of any people4 ,a sufficiently sober eye will retrieve itself and subordinate any grotesqueness4 ,let ,harlequin be taken with a fit of the colic in the midst of his buffoonery1 and his trappings and finery will serve that mood too and with their drooping sympathy enhance the sincerity of his misfortune4 ,when the soldier is hit by a cannon-ball1 rags are as becoming as purple4#bjf ,so soon as a man engages to eat1 drink1 sleep1 walk1 and sit1 and meet all the contingencies of life therein1 his costume is hallowed and a theme for poetry1 whether it be a bear's skin or ermine1 a beaver hat or a ,turkish turban4 ,he will not wear anything because it is blue1 or black1 or round1 or square1 but from a necessity which cannot be superseded4 ,i look into the face and manners for something familiar and homely even1 to be assured that the costume of the foreigner is not whimsical or finical4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in all emergencies there is always one step which you may take on firm ground where gravity will assure you footing4 ,so you hold a draft on ,fate payable at sight4 ,feb4 #f4 ,saturday4 ,one may discover a new side to his most intimate friend when for the first time he hears him speak in public4 ,he will be stranger to him as he is more familiar to the audience4 ,the longest intimacy could not foretell how he would behave then4 ,when ,i observe my friend's conduct toward others1 then chiefly ,i learn the traits in his character1 and in each case ,i am unprepared for the issue4 ,when one gets up to address briefly a strange audience1 in that little he may have opportunity to say he will not quite do himself injustice4 ,for he will instantly and instinctively average himself to his audience1 and while he is true to his own character still1 he will in a few moments make that impression which a series of months and years would but expand4 ,before he answers1 his thought like lightning runs round the whole compass of his experiences1 and he is scrupulous to speak from that which he is and with a more entire truthfulness than usual4 ,how little do we know each other then6 ,who can tell how his friend would behave on any occasion8 99 99 99 99 99 ,as for those ,swiss1 ,i think of the fields their hands have plowed and reaped1 and respect their costume as the memorial or rather cotemporary and witness of this4 ,what is there in a toga but a ,roman8 ,what but a ,quaker in a broad-brimmed hat8 ,he who describes the dress of a ,janizary going to war does me a similar service as when he paints the scenery of the battle-field4 ,it helps make his exploit picturesque4 ,costume is not determined by whim1 not even the tattooing and paint of the savage4 ,sun1 wind1 rain1 and the form of our bodies shape our hats and coats for us1 more even than taste4 ,good taste secures the utmost gratification without sacrificing any conveniences4 ,if all nations derived their fashions from ,paris or ,london1 the world would seem like a ,vanity ,fair or all fools' day1 and the ,tartar and ,bedouin ride in it like jesters in a circus1 and the ,pawnee and ,esquimau hunt in masquerade4 ,what ,i am must make you forget what ,i wear4 ,the fashionable world is content to be eclipsed by its dress1 and never will bear the contrast4 ,only industry will reform their dress4 ,they are idle1--exostrious1 building without4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the value of the recess in any public entertainment consists in the opportunity for self-recovery which it offers4 ,we who have been swayed as one heart1 expanding and contracting with the common pulse1 find ourselves in the interim1 and set us up again1 and feel our own hearts beating in our breasts4 ,we are always a little astonished to see a man walking across the room1 through an attentive audience1 with any degree of self-possession4 ,he makes himself strange to us4 ,he is a little stubborn withal1 and seems to say1 ,i am self-sustained and independent as well as the performer1 and am not to be swallowed up in the common enthusiasm4 ,no1 no1 there are two of us1 and ,john's as good as ,thomas4 ,in the recess the audience is cut up into a hundred little coteries1 and as soon as each individual life has recovered its tone and the purposes of health have been answered1 it is time for the performances to commence again4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in a public performer1 the simplest actions1 which at other times are left to unconscious nature1 as the ascending a few steps in front of an audience1 acquire a fatal importance and become arduous deeds4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when ,i select one here and another there1 and strive to join sundered thoughts1 ,i make but a partial heap after all4 ,nature strews her nuts and flowers broadcast1 and never collects them into heaps4 ,a man does not tell us all he has thought upon truth or beauty at a sitting1 but1 from his last thought on the subject1 wanders through a varied scenery of upland1 meadow1 and woodland to his next4 ,sometimes a single and casual thought rises naturally and inevitably with a queenly majesty and escort1 like the stars in the east4 ,fate has surely enshrined it in this hour and circumstances for some purpose4 ,what she has joined together1 let not man put asunder4 ,shall ,i transplant the primrose by the river's brim1 to set it beside its sister on the mountain8 ,this was the soil it grew in1 this the hour it bloomed in4 ,if sun1 wind1 and rain came here to cherish and expand it1 shall not we come here to pluck it8 ,shall we require it to grow in a conservatory for our convenience8 99 99 99 99 99 ,i feel slightly complimented when ,nature condescends to make use of me without my knowledge1 as when ,i help scatter her seeds in my walk1 or carry burs and cockles on my clothes from field to field4#bjg ,i feel as though ,i had done something for the commonweal1 and were entitled to board and lodging4 ,i take such airs upon me as the boy who holds a horse for the circus company1 whom all the spectators envy4 99 99 99 99 99 ,lu ral lu ral lu may be more impressively sung than very respectable wisdom talked4 ,it is well-timed1 as wisdom is not always4 99 99 99 99 99 ,all things prophesy but the prophet4 ,in augury and divination nature is put to the torture4 ,in ,ben ,jonson's tragedy of ,catiline1 ,lentulus makes answer to ,catiline1 who has bribed the augurs to say that he is that third ,cornelius who is to be king of ,rome1 ,all prophecies1 you know1 suffer the torture4 ,he who inspects the entrails is always bribed1 but they are unbribable4 ,he who seeks to know the future by unlawful means has unavoidably subjected the oracle to the torture of private and partial interests4 ,the oracles of ,god serve the public interest without fee4 ,to the just and benevolent mind nature declares1 as the sun lights the world4 ,feb4 #g4 ,sunday4 ,without greatcoat or drawers ,i have advanced thus far into the snow-banks of the winter1 without thought and with impunity4#bjh ,when ,i meet my neighbors in muffs and furs and tippets1 they look as if they had retreated into the interior fastnesses from some foe invisible to me4 ,they remind me that this is the season of winter1 in which it becomes a man to be cold4 ,for feeling1 ,i am a piece of clean wood of this shape1 which will do service till it rots1 and though the cold has its physical effect on me1 it is a kindly one1 for it finds its acquaintance there4 ,my diet is so little stimulating1 and my body in consequence so little heated1 as to excite no antagonism in nature1 but flourishes like a tree1 which finds even the winter genial to its expansion and the secretion of sap4 ,may not the body defend itself against cold by its very nakedness1 and its elements be so simple and single that they cannot congeal8 ,frost does not affect one but several4 ,my body now affords no more pasture for cold than a leafless twig4#bji ,i call it a protestant warmth4 ,my limbs do not tire as formerly1 but ,i use myself as any other piece of nature1 and from mere indifference and thoughtlessness may break the timber4 ,it is the vice of the last season which compels us to arm ourselves for the next4 ,if man always conformed to ,nature1 he would not have to defend himself against her1 but find her his constant nurse and friend1 as do plants and quadrupeds4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in the sunshine and the crowing of cocks ,i feel an illimitable holiness1 which makes me bless ,god and myself4 ,the warm sun casts his incessant gift at my feet as ,i walk along1 unfolding his yellow worlds4 ,yonder sexton with a few cheap sounds makes me richer than these who mind his summons4 ,the true gift is as wide as my gratitude1 and as frequent1 and the donor is as grateful as the recipient4 ,there would be a ,new ,year's gift indeed1 if we would bestow on each other our sincerity4 ,we should communicate our wealth1 and not purchase that which does not belong to us for a sign4 ,why give each other a sign to keep8 ,if we gave the thing itself1 there would be no need of a sign4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am not sure ,i should find out a really great person soon4 ,he would be simple ,thomas or ,oliver for some centuries first4 ,the lesser eminences would hide the higher1 and ,i should at last reach his top by a gentle acclivity4 ,i felt it would be necessary to remain some weeks at the ,notch to be impressed by the grandeur of the scenery4 ,we do not expect that ,alexander will conquer ,asia the first time we are introduced to him4 ,a great man accepts the occasion the fates offer him4 ,let us not be disappointed4 ,we stand at first upon the pampas which surround him4 ,it is these mountains round about which make the valleys here below4 ,he is not a dead level1 so many feet above low-water mark4 ,greatness is in the ascent4 ,but there is no accounting for the little men4 ,they must sweat no less ,to fit their properties1 than t' express their parts4 ,or the line before this3-- ,would you have ,such an ,herculean actor in the scene1 ,and not his hydra8--,,jonson4 ,the eaves are running on the south side of the house2 the titmouse lisps in the poplar2 the bells are ringing for church2 while the sun presides over all and makes his simple warmth more obvious than all else4#baj ,what shall ,i do with this hour1 so like time and yet so fit for eternity8 ,where in me are these russet patches of ground1 and scattered logs and chips in the yard8 ,i do not feel cluttered4 ,i have some notion what the ,john's-wort and life-everlasting may be thinking about when the sun shines on me as on them and turns my prompt thought into just such a seething shimmer4 ,i lie out indistinct as a heath at noonday4 ,i am evaporating and ascending into the sun4 99 99 99 99 99 ,nothing stands in the way to success1 but to failure4 ,to victory is all the way up hill2 to defeat the simplest wight that weighs may soon slide down4 ,cowards would not have victory but the fruits of victory2 but she it is that sweetens all the spoil4 ,thus1 by a just fate1 the booty cannot fall to him who did not win it4 ,there is victory in every effort4 ,in the least swing of the arm1 in indignant thought1 in stern content1 we conquer our foes4 99 99 99 99 99 ,great thoughts make great men4 ,without these no heraldry nor blood will avail4 ,the blood circulates to the feet and hands1 but the thought never descends from the head4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the most ,i can do for my friend is simply to be his friend4 ,i have no wealth to bestow on him4 ,if he knows that ,i am happy in loving him1 he will want no other reward4 ,is not ,friendship divine in this8 ,i have myself to respect1 but to myself ,i am not amiable2 but my friend is my amiableness personified4 ,and yet we walk the stage indifferent actors1 not thinking what a sublime drama we might enact if we would be joint workers and a mutual material4 ,why go to the woods to cut timber to display our art upon1 when here are men as trees walking8 ,the world has never learned what men can build each other up to be1 when both master and pupil work in love4 ,he that comes as a stranger to my house will have to stay as a stranger4 ,he has made his own reception4 ,but persevering love was never yet refused4 ,the vicious count their years1 virtuous their acts4 ,,jonson4 ,the former consider the length of their service1 the latter its quality4 ,wait not till ,i invite thee1 but observe ,i'm glad to see thee when thou com'st4#baa ,the most ardent lover holds yet a private court1 and his love can never be so strong or ethereal that there will not be danger that judgment may be rendered against the beloved4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i would have men make a greater use of me4#bab ,now ,i must belittle myself to have dealings with them4 ,my friend will show such a noble confidence that ,i shall aspire to the society of his good opinion4 ,never presume men less that you may make them more4 ,so far as we respond to our ideal estimate of each other do we have profitable intercourse4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a brave man always knows the way1 no matter how intricate the roads4 ,feb4 #h4 ,all we have experienced is so much gone within us1 and there lies4 ,it is the company we keep4 ,one day1 in health or sickness1 it will come out and be remembered4 ,neither body nor soul forgets anything4 ,the twig always remembers the wind that shook it1 and the stone the cuff it received4 ,ask the old tree and the sand4 99 99 99 99 99 ,to be of most service to my brother ,i must meet him on the most equal and even ground1 the platform on which our lives are passing4 ,but how often does politeness permit this8 99 99 99 99 99 ,i seek a man who will appeal to me when ,i am in fault4 ,we will treat as gods settling the affairs of men4 ,in his intercourse ,i shall be always a god to-day1 who was a man yesterday4 ,he will never confound me with my guilt1 but let me be immaculate and hold up my skirts4 ,differences he will make haste to clear up1 but leave agreements unsettled the while4 99 99 99 99 99 ,as time is measured by the lapse of ideas1 we may grow of our own force1 as the mussel adds new circles to its shell4 ,my thoughts secrete the lime4 ,we may grow old with the vigor of youth4 ,are we not always in youth so long as we face heaven8 ,we may always live in the morning of our days4 ,to him who seeks early1 the sun never gets over the edge of the hill1 but his rays fall slanting forever4 ,his wise sayings are like the chopping of wood and crowing of cocks in the dawn4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my ,journal is that of me which would else spill over and run to waste1 gleanings from the field which in action ,i reap4 ,i must not live for it1 but in it for the gods4 ,they are my correspondent1 to whom daily ,i send off this sheet postpaid4 ,i am clerk in their counting-room1 and at evening transfer the account from day-book to ledger4 ,it is as a leaf which hangs over my head in the path4 ,i bend the twig and write my prayers on it2 then letting it go1 the bough springs up and shows the scrawl to heaven4 ,as if it were not kept shut in my desk1 but were as public a leaf as any in nature4 ,it is papyrus by the riverside2 it is vellum in the pastures2 it is parchment on the hills4 ,i find it everywhere as free as the leaves which troop along the lanes in autumn4 ,the crow1 the goose1 the eagle carry my quill1 and the wind blows the leaves as far as ,i go4 ,or1 if my imagination does not soar1 but gropes in slime and mud1 then ,i write with a reed4 ,it is always a chance scrawl1 and commemorates some accident1--as great as earthquake or eclipse4 ,like the sere leaves in yonder vase1 these have been gathered far and wide4 ,upland and lowland1 forest and field have been ransacked4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in our holiest moment our devil with a leer stands close at hand4 ,he is a very busy devil4 ,it gains vice some respect1 ,i must confess1 thus to be reminded how indefatigable it is4 ,it has at least the merit of industriousness4 ,when ,i go forth with zeal to some good work1 my devil is sure to get his robe tucked up the first and arrives there as soon as ,i1 with a look of sincere earnestness which puts to shame my best intent4 ,he is as forward as ,i to a good work1 and as disinterested4 ,he has a winning way of recommending himself by making himself useful4 ,how readily he comes into my best project1 and does his work with a quiet and steady cheerfulness which even virtue may take pattern from4 ,i never was so rapid in my virtue but my vice kept up with me4 ,it always came in by a hand1 and never panting1 but with a curried coolness halted1 as if halting were the beginning not the end of the course4 ,it only runs the swifter because it has no rider4 ,it never was behind me but when ,i turned to look and so fell behind myself4 ,i never did a charitable thing but there he stood1 scarce in the rear1 with hat in hand1 partner on the same errand1 ready to share the smile of gratitude4 ,though ,i shut the door never so quick and tell it to stay at home like a good dog1 it will out with me1 for ,i shut in my own legs so1 and it escapes in the meanwhile and is ready to back and reinforce me in most virtuous deeds4 ,and if ,i turn and say1 ,get thee behind me1 he then indeed turns too and takes the lead1 though he seems to retire with a pensive and compassionate look1 as much as to say1 ,ye know not what ye do4 ,just as active as ,i become to virtue1 just so active is my remaining vice4 ,every time we teach our virtue a new nobleness1 we teach our vice a new cunning4 ,when we sharpen the blade it will stab better as well as whittle4 ,the scythe that cuts will cut our legs4 ,we are double-edged blades1 and every time we whet our virtue the return stroke straps our vice4 ,and when we cut a clear descending blow1 our vice on t'other edge rips up the work4 ,where is the skillful swordsman that can draw his blade straight back out of the wound8#bac ,every man proposes fairly1 and does not willfully take the devil for his guide2 as our shadows never fall between us and the sun4 ,go towards the sun and your shadow will fall behind you4 ,feb4 #i4 ,tuesday4 ,cato4 ,good ,marcus ,tullius 7which is more than great71 ,thou hadst thy education with the gods4 ,,jonson4 ,better be defamed than overpraised4 ,thou canst then justly praise thyself4 ,what notoriety art thou that can be defamed8 ,who can be praised for what they are not deserve rather to be damned for what they are4 ,it is hard to wear a dress that is too long and loose without stumbling4 ,whoe'er is raised1 ,for wealth he has not1 he is tax'd1 not prais'd1 says ,jonson4 ,if you mind the flatterer1 you rob yourself and still cheat him4 ,the fates never exaggerate2 men pass for what they are4 ,the state never fails to get a revenue out of you without a direct tax4 ,flattery would lay a direct tax4 ,what ,i am praised for what ,i am not ,i put to the account of the gods4 ,it needs a skillful eye to distinguish between their coin and my own4 ,but however there can be no loss either way1 for what meed ,i have earned is equally theirs4 ,let neither fame nor infamy hit you1 but the one go as far beyond as the other falls behind4 ,let the one glance past you to the gods1 and the other wallow where it was engendered4 ,the home thrusts are at helmets upon blocks1 and my worst foes but stab an armor through4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my life at this moment is like a summer morning when birds are singing4 ,yet that is false1 for nature's is an idle pleasure in comparison3 my hour has a more solid serenity4 ,i have been breaking silence these twenty-three years and have hardly made a rent in it4 ,silence has no end2 speech is but the beginning of it4 ,my friend thinks ,i keep silence1 who am only choked with letting it out so fast4 ,does he forget that new mines of secrecy are constantly opening in me8 99 99 99 99 99 ,if any scorn your love1 let them see plainly that you serve not them but another4 ,if these bars are up1 go your way to other of ,god's pastures1 and browse there the while4 ,when your host shuts his door on you he incloses you in the dwelling of nature4 ,he thrusts you over the threshold of the world4 ,my foes restore me to my friends4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i might say friendship had no ears as love has no eyes1 for no word is evidence in its court4 ,the least act fulfills more than all words profess4 ,the most gracious speech is but partial kindness1 but the least genuine deed takes the whole man4 ,if we had waited till doomsday it could never have been uttered4 ,feb4 #aj4 ,wednesday4 ,that was fine praise which ,ben ,jonson gave to ,thomas1 ,lord ,chancellor3-- ,whilst thou art certain to thy words1 once gone1 ,as is thy conscience1 which is always one4 ,words do not lose their truth by time or misinterpretation1 but stand unscathed longer than he who spoke them4 ,let our words be such as we may unblushingly behold sculptured in granite on the walls to the least syllable4 ,our thoughts and actions may be very private for a long time1 for they demand a more catholic publicity to be displayed in than the world can afford4 ,our best deeds shun the narrow walks of men1 and are not ambitious of the faint light the world can shed on them1 but delight to unfold themselves in that public ground between ,god and conscience4 ,truth has for audience and spectator all the world4 ,within1 where ,i resolve and deal with principles1 there is more space and room than anywhere without1 where my hands execute4 ,men should hear of your virtue only as they hear the creaking of the earth's axle and the music of the spheres4 ,it will fall into the course of nature and be effectually concealed by publicness4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i asked a man to-day if he would rent me some land1 and he said he had four acres as good soil as any outdoors4 ,it was a true poet's account of it4 ,he and ,i1 and all the world1 went outdoors to breathe the free air and stretch ourselves4 ,for the world is but outdoors1--and we duck behind a panel4 ,feb4 #aa4 ,true help1 for the most part1 implies a greatness in him who is to be helped as well as in the helper4 ,it takes a god to be helped even4 ,a great person1 though unconsciously1 will constantly give you great opportunities to serve him1 but a mean one will quite preclude all active benevolence4 ,it needs but simply and greatly to want it for once1 that all true men may contend who shall be foremost to render aid4 ,my neighbor's state must pray to heaven so devoutly yet disinterestedly as he never prayed in words1 before my ears can hear4 ,it must ask divinely4 ,but men so cobble and botch their request1 that you must stoop as low as they to give them aid4 ,their meanness would drag down your deed to be a compromise with conscience1 and not leave it to be done on the high table-land of the benevolent soul4 ,they would have you doff your bright and knightly armor and drudge for them1--serve them and not ,god4 ,but if ,i am to serve them ,i must not serve the devil4 ,what is called charity is no charity1 but the interference of a third person4 ,shall ,i interfere with fate8 ,shall ,i defraud man of the opportunities which ,god gave him1 and so take away his life8 ,beggars and silent poor cry--how often6--,get between me and my god4 ,i will not stay to cobble and patch ,god's rents1 but do clean1 new work when he has given me my hands full4 ,this almshouse charity is like putting new wine into old bottles1 when so many tuns in ,god's cellars stand empty4 ,we go about mending the times1 when we should be building the eternity4 ,i must serve a strong master1 not a weak one4 ,help implies a sympathy of energy and effort1 else no alleviation will avail4 ,feb4 #ab4 ,friday4 ,those great men who are unknown to their own generation are already famous in the society of the great who have gone before them4 ,all worldly fame but subsides from their high estimate beyond the stars4 ,we may still keep pace with those who have gone out of nature1 for we run on as smooth ground as they4 ,the early and the latter saints are separated by no eternal interval4 ,the child may soon stand face to face with the best father4 ,feb4 #ac4 ,by the truthfulness of our story to-day we help explain ourselves for all our life henceforth4 ,how we hamper and belay ourselves by the least exaggeration6 ,the truth is ,god's concern2 ,he will sustain it2 but who can afford to maintain a lie8 ,we have taken away one of the ,pillars of ,hercules1 and must support the world on our shoulders1 who might have walked freely upon it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my neighbor says that his hill-farm is poor stuff and only fit to hold the world together4#bad ,he deserves that ,god should give him better for so brave a treating of his gifts1 instead of humbly putting up therewith4 ,it is a sort of stay1 or gore1 or gusset1 and he will not be blinded by modesty or gratitude1 but sees it for what it is2 knowing his neighbor's fertile land1 he calls his by its right name4 ,but perhaps my farmer forgets that his lean soil has sharpened his wits4 ,this is a crop it was good for4 ,and beside1 you see the heavens at a lesser angle from the hill than from the vale4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we have nothing to fear from our foes2 ,god keeps a standing army for that service2 but we have no ally against our friends1 those ruthless vandals whose kind intent is a subtler poison than the ,colchian1 a more fatal shaft than the ,lydian4#bae ,feb4 #ad4 ,sunday4 ,i am confined to the house by bronchitis1 and so seek to content myself with that quiet and serene life there is in a warm corner by the fireside1 and see the sky through the chimney-top4 ,sickness should not be allowed to extend further than the body4 ,we need only to retreat further within us to preserve uninterrupted the continuity of serene hours to the end of our lives4 ,as soon as ,i find my chest is not of tempered steel1 and heart of adamant1 ,i bid good-by to these and look out a new nature4 ,i will be liable to no accidents4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i shall never be poor while ,i can command a still hour in which to take leave of my sin4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the jingling team which is creaking past reminds me of that verse in the ,bible which speaks of ,god being heard in the bells of the horses4 ,feb4 #ae4 ,there is elevation in every hour4 ,no part of the earth is so low and withdrawn that the heavens cannot be seen from it1 but every part supports the sky4 ,we have only to stand on the eminence of the hour1 and look out thence into the empyrean1 allowing no pinnacle above us1 to command an uninterrupted horizon4 ,the moments will lie outspread around us like a blue expanse of mountain and valley1 while we stand on the summit of our hour as if we had descended on eagle's wings4 ,for the eagle has stooped to his perch on the highest cliff and has never climbed the rock2 he stands by his wings more than by his feet4 ,we shall not want a foothold1 but wings will sprout from our shoulders1 and we shall walk securely1 self-sustained4 99 99 99 99 99 ,for how slight an accident shall two noble souls wait to bring them together6 ,feb4 #ag4 ,our work should be fitted to and lead on the time1 as bud1 flower1 and fruit lead the circle of the seasons4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the mechanic works no longer than his labor will pay for lights1 fuel1 and shop rent4 ,would it not be well for us to consider if our deed will warrant the expense of nature8 ,will it maintain the sun's light8 99 99 99 99 99 ,our actions do not use time independently1 as the bud does4 ,they should constitute its lapse4 ,it is their room4 ,but they shuffle after and serve the hour4 ,feb4 #ah4 ,thursday4 ,i do not judge men by anything they can do4 ,their greatest deed is the impression they make on me4 ,some serene1 inactive men can do everything4 ,talent only indicates a depth of character in some direction4 ,we do not acquire the ability to do new deeds1 but a new capacity for all deeds4 ,my recent growth does not appear in any visible new talent1 but its deed will enter into my gaze when ,i look into the sky1 or vacancy4 ,it will help me to consider ferns and everlasting4 ,man is like a tree which is limited to no age1 but grows as long as it has its root in the ground4 ,we have only to live in the alburnum and not in the old wood4 ,the gnarled stump has as tender a bud as the sapling4 99 99 99 99 99 ,sometimes ,i find that ,i have frequented a higher society during sleep1 and my thoughts and actions proceed on a higher level in the morning4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a man is the hydrostatic paradox1 the counterpoise of the system4 ,you have studied flowers and birds cheaply enough1 but you must lay yourself out to buy him4 ,feb4 #ai4 ,a truly good book attracts very little favor to itself4 ,it is so true that it teaches me better than to read it4 ,i must soon lay it down and commence living on its hint4 ,i do not see how any can be written more1 but this is the last effusion of genius4 ,when ,i read an indifferent book1 it seems the best thing ,i can do1 but the inspiring volume hardly leaves me leisure to finish its latter pages4 ,it is slipping out of my fingers while ,i read4 ,it creates no atmosphere in which it may be perused1 but one in which its teachings may be practiced4 ,it confers on me such wealth that ,i lay it down with the least regret4 ,what ,i began by reading ,i must finish by acting4 ,so ,i cannot stay to hear a good sermon and applaud at the conclusion1 but shall be half-way to ,thermopyl before that4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when any joke or hoax traverses the ,union in the newspapers it apprises me of a fact which no geography or guide-book contains1 of a certain leisure and nonchalance pervading society4 ,it is a piece of information from over the ,alleghanies1 which ,i know how to prize1 though ,i did not expect it4 ,and it is just so in ,nature4 ,i sometimes observe in her a strange trifling1 almost listlessness1 which conducts to beauty and grace1--the fantastic and whimsical forms of snow and ice1 the unaccountable freaks which the tracks of rabbits exhibit4 ,i know now why all those busy speculators do not die of fever and ague4 99 99 99 99 99 ,coleridge observed the landscapes made by damp on a whitewashed wall1 and so have ,i4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we seem but to linger in manhood to tell the dreams of our childhood1 and they vanish out of memory ere we learn the language4#baf 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is the unexplored grandeur of the storm which keeps up the spirits of the traveller4#bag ,when ,i contemplate a hard and bare life in the woods1 ,i find my last consolation in its untrivialness4 ,shipwreck is less distressing because the breakers do not trifle with us4 ,we are resigned as long as we recognize the sober and solemn mystery of nature4 ,the dripping mariner finds consolation and sympathy in the infinite sublimity of the storm4 ,it is a moral force as well as he4 ,with courage he can lay down his life on the strand1 for it never turned a deaf ear to him1 nor has he ever exhausted its sympathy4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in the love of narrow souls ,i make many short voyages1 but in vain2 ,i find no sea-room4 ,but in great souls ,i sail before the wind without a watch1 and never reach the shore4 99 99 99 99 99 ,you demand that ,i be less your friend that you may know it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,nothing will reconcile friends but love4 ,they make a fatal mistake when they go about like foes to explain and treat with one another4 ,it is a mutual mistake4 ,none are so unmanageable4 ,feb4 #bj4 ,saturday4 ,i suspect the moral discrimination of the oldest and best authors4 ,i doubt if ,milton distinguished greatly between his ,satan and his ,raphael4 ,in ,homer and schylus and ,dante ,i miss a nice discrimination of the important shades of character4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when ,i am going out for an evening ,i arrange the fire in my stove so that ,i do not fail to find a good one when ,i return1 though it would have engaged my frequent attention present4 ,so that1 when ,i know ,i am to be at home1 ,i sometimes make believe that ,i may go out1 to save trouble4 ,and this is the art of living1 too1--to leave our life in a condition to go alone1 and not to require a constant supervision4 ,we will then sit down serenely to live1 as by the side of a stove4 ,when ,i sit in earnest1 nothing must stand1 all must be sedentary with me4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i hear the faint sound of a viol and voices from the neighboring cottage1 and think to myself1 ,i will believe the ,muse only for evermore4 ,it assures me that no gleam which comes over the serene soul is deceptive4 ,it warns me of a reality and substance1 of which the best that ,i see is but the phantom and shadow4 ,o music1 thou tellest me of things of which memory takes no heed2 thy strains are whispered aside from memory's ear4 ,this is the noblest plain of earth1 over which these sounds are borne1 the plain of ,troy or ,eleusis4 99 99 99 99 99 ,thou openest all my senses to catch thy least hint1 and givest me no thought4 ,it would be good to sit at my door of summer evenings forever and hear thy strains4 ,thou makest me to toy with speech1 or walk content without it1 not regretting its absence4 ,i am pleased to think how ignorant and shiftless the wisest are4 ,my imperfect sympathies with my friend are cheerful1 glimmering light in the valley4 ,feb4 #ba4 ,sunday4 ,it is hard to preserve equanimity and greatness on that debatable ground between love and esteem4 ,there is nothing so stable and unfluctuating as love4 ,the waves beat steadfast on its shore forever1 and its tide has no ebb4 ,it is a resource in all extremities1 and a refuge even from itself4 ,and yet love will not be leaned on4 ,feb4 #bb4 ,love is the tenderest mood of that which is tough--and the toughest mood of that which is tender4 ,it may be roughly handled as the nettle1 or gently as the violet4 ,it has its holidays1 but is not made for them4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the whole of the day should not be daytime1 nor of the night night-time1 but some portion be rescued from time to oversee time in4 ,all our hours must not be current2 all our time must not lapse4 ,there must be one hour at least which the day did not bring forth1--of ancient parentage and long-established nobility1--which will be a serene and lofty platform overlooking the rest4 ,we should make our notch every day on our characters1 as ,robinson ,crusoe on his stick4 ,we must be at the helm at least once a day2 we must feel the tiller-rope in our hands1 and know that if we sail1 we steer4 99 99 99 99 99 ,friends will be much apart2 they will respect more each other's privacy than their communion1 for therein is the fulfillment of our high aims and the conclusion of our arguments4 ,that we know and would associate with not only has high intents1 but goes on high errands1 and has much private business4 ,the hours he devotes to me were snatched from higher society4 ,he is hardly a gift level to me1 but ,i have to reach up to take it4 ,my imagination always assigns him a nobler employment in my absence than ever ,i find him engaged in4#bah ,we have to go into retirement religiously1 and enhance our meeting by rarity and a degree of unfamiliarity4 ,would you know why ,i see thee so seldom1 my friend8 ,in solitude ,i have been making up a packet for thee4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the actions which grow out of some common but natural relations affect me strangely1 as sometimes the behavior of a mother to her children4 ,so quiet and noiseless an action often moves me more than many sounding exploits4 ,feb4 #bc4 ,tuesday4 ,let all our stores and munitions be provided for the lone state4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the care of the body is the highest exercise of prudence4 ,if ,i have brought this weakness on my lungs1 ,i will consider calmly and disinterestedly how the thing came about1 that ,i may find out the truth and render justice4 ,then1 after patience1 ,i shall be a wiser man than before4 ,let us apply all our wit to the repair of our bodies1 as we would mend a harrow1 for the body will be dealt plainly and implicitly with4 ,we want no moonshine nor surmises about it4 ,this matter of health and sickness has no fatality in it1 but is a subject for the merest prudence4 ,if ,i know not what ails me1 ,i may resort to amulets and charms and1 moonstruck1 die of dysentery4 ,we do wrong to slight our sickness and feel so ready to desert our posts when we are harassed4 ,so much the more should we rise above our condition1 and make the most of it1 for the fruit of disease may be as good as that of health4#bai 99 99 99 99 99 ,there is a subtle elixir in society which makes it a fountain of health to the sick4 ,we want no consolation which is not the overflow of our friend's health4 ,we will have no condolence who are not dolent ourselves4 ,we would have our friend come and respire healthily before us1 with the fragrance of many meadows and heaths in his breath1 and we will inhabit his body while our own recruits4 ,nothing is so good medicine in sickness as to witness some nobleness in another which will advertise us of health4 ,in sickness it is our faith that ails1 and noble deeds reassure us4 99 99 99 99 99 ,that anybody has thought of you on some indifferent occasion frequently implies more good will than you had reason to expect4 ,you have henceforth a higher motive for conduct4 ,we do not know how many amiable thoughts are current4 ,feb4 #bf4 ,friday4 ,my prickles or smoothness are as much a quality of your hand as of myself4 ,i cannot tell you what ,i am1 more than a ray of the summer's sun4 ,what ,i am ,i am1 and say not4 ,being is the great explainer4 ,in the attempt to explain1 shall ,i plane away all the spines1 till it is no thistle1 but a cornstalk8 ,if my world is not sufficient without thee1 my friend1 ,i will wait till it is and then call thee4 ,you shall come to a palace1 not to an almshouse4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my homeliest thought1 like the diamond brought from farthest within the mine1 will shine with the purest lustre4 ,though ,i write every day1 yet when ,i say a good thing it seems as if ,i wrote but rarely4 99 99 99 99 99 ,to be great1 we do as if we would be tall merely1 be longer than we are broad1 stretch ourselves and stand on tiptoe4 ,but greatness is well proportioned1 unstrained1 and stands on the soles of the feet4 99 99 99 99 99 ,how many are waiting for health and warm weather6 ,but they wait for none4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in composition ,i miss the hue of the mind4 ,as if we could be satisfied with the dews of the morning and evening without their colors1 or the heavens without their azure4#bbj 99 99 99 99 99 ,this good book helps the sun shine in my chamber4 ,the rays fall on its page as if to explain and illustrate it4#bba 99 99 99 99 99 ,i who have been sick hear cattle low in the street1 with such a healthy ear as prophesies my cure4 ,these sounds lay a finger on my pulse to some purpose4 ,a fragrance comes in at all my senses which proclaims that ,i am still of ,nature the child4 ,the threshing in yonder barn and the tinkling of the anvil come from the same side of ,styx with me4 ,if ,i were a physician ,i would try my patients thus4 ,i would wheel them to a window and let ,nature feel their pulse4 ,it will soon appear if their sensuous existence is sound4 ,these sounds are but the throbbing of some pulse in me4#bbb 99 99 99 99 99 ,nature seems to have given me these hours to pry into her private drawers4 ,i watch the shadow of the insensible perspiration rising from my coat or hand on the wall4 ,i go and feel my pulse in all the recesses of the house and see if ,i am of force to carry a homely life and comfort into them4 ,feb4 #bg4 ,saturday4 ,life looks as fair at this moment as a summer's sea1 or a blond dress in a saffron light1 with its sun and grass and walled towns so bright and chaste1 as fair as my own virtue which would adventure therein4 ,like a ,persian city or hanging gardens in the distance1 so washed in light1 so untried1 only to be thridded by clean thoughts4 ,all its flags are flowing1 and tassels streaming1 and drapery flapping1 like some gay pavilion4 ,the heavens hang over it like some low screen1 and seem to undulate in the breeze4 ,through this pure1 unwiped hour1 as through a crystal glass1 ,i look out upon the future1 as a smooth lawn for my virtue to disport in4 ,it shows from afar as unrepulsive as the sunshine upon walls and cities1 over which the passing life moves as gently as a shadow4 ,i see the course of my life1 like some retired road1 wind on without obstruction into a country maze4#bbc ,i am attired for the future so1 as the sun setting presumes all men at leisure and in contemplative mood1--and am thankful that it is thus presented blank and indistinct4 ,it still o'ertops my hope4 ,my future deeds bestir themselves within me and move grandly towards a consummation1 as ships go down the ,thames4 ,a steady onward motion ,i feel in me1 as still as that1 or like some vast1 snowy cloud1 whose shadow first is seen across the fields4 ,it is the material of all things loose and set afloat that makes my sea4 ,these various words are not without various meanings4 ,the combined voice of the race makes nicer distinctions than any individual4 ,there are the words diversion and amusement4 ,it takes more to amuse than to divert4 ,we must be surrendered to our amusements1 but only turned aside to our diversions4 ,we have no will in the former1 but oversee the latter4 ,we are oftenest diverted in the street1 but amused in our chambers4 ,we are diverted from our engagements1 but amused when we are listless4 ,we may be diverted from an amusement1 and amused by a diversion4 ,it often happens that a diversion becomes our amusement1 and our amusement our employment4 ,feb4 #bh4 ,nothing goes by luck in composition4 ,it allows of no tricks4 ,the best you can write will be the best you are4 ,every sentence is the result of a long probation4 ,the author's character is read from title-page to end4 ,of this he never corrects the proofs4 ,we read it as the essential character of a handwriting without regard to the flourishes4 ,and so of the rest of our actions2 it runs as straight as a ruled line through them all1 no matter how many curvets about it4 ,our whole life is taxed for the least thing well done2 it is its net result4 ,how we eat1 drink1 sleep1 and use our desultory hours1 now in these indifferent days1 with no eye to observe and no occasion to excite us1 determines our authority and capacity for the time to come4 ,march #c4 ,i hear a man blowing a horn this still evening1 and it sounds like the plaint of nature in these times4 ,in this1 which ,i refer to some man1 there is something greater than any man4 ,it is as if the earth spoke4 ,it adds a great remoteness to the horizon1 and its very distance is grand1 as when one draws back the head to speak4 ,that which ,i now hear in the west seems like an invitation to the east4 ,it runs round the earth as a whisper gallery4 ,it is the spirit of the ,west calling to the spirit of the ,east1 or else it is the rattling of some team lagging in ,day's train4 ,coming to me through the darkness and silence1 all things great seem transpiring there4 ,it is friendly as a distant hermit's taper4 ,when it is trilled1 or undulates1 the heavens are crumpled into time1 and successive waves flow across them4 ,it is a strangely healthy sound for these disjointed times4 ,it is a rare soundness when cow-bells and horns are heard from over the fields4 ,and now ,i see the beauty and full meaning of that word sound4 ,nature always possesses a certain sonorousness1 as in the hum of insects1 the booming of ice1 the crowing of cocks in the morning1 and the barking of dogs in the night1 which indicates her sound state4#bbd ,god's voice is but a clear bell sound4 ,i drink in a wonderful health1 a cordial1 in sound4 ,the effect of the slightest tinkling in the horizon measures my own soundness4 ,i thank ,god for sound2 it always mounts1 and makes me mount4 ,i think ,i will not trouble myself for any wealth1 when ,i can be so cheaply enriched4 ,here ,i contemplate to drudge that ,i may own a farm--and may have such a limitless estate for the listening4 ,all good things are cheap3 all bad are very dear4 99 99 99 99 99 ,as for these communities1 ,i think ,i had rather keep bachelor's hall in hell than go to board in heaven4 ,do you think your virtue will be boarded with you8 ,it will never live on the interest of your money1 depend upon it4 ,the boarder has no home4 ,in heaven ,i hope to bake my own bread and clean my own linen4 ,the tomb is the only boarding-house in which a hundred are served at once4 ,in the catacomb we may dwell together and prop one another without loss4 ,march #d4 ,ben ,jonson says in his epigrams1-- ,he makes himself a thorough-fare of ,vice4 ,this is true1 for by vice the substance of a man is not changed1 but all his pores1 and cavities1 and avenues are prophaned by being made the thoroughfares of vice4 ,he is the highway of his vice4 ,the searching devil courses through and through him4 ,his flesh and blood and bones are cheapened4 ,he is all trivial1 a place where three highways of sin meet4 ,so is another the thoroughfare of virtue1 and virtue circulates through all his aisles like a wind1 and he is hallowed4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we reprove each other unconsciously by our own behavior4 ,our very carriage and demeanor in the streets should be a reprimand that will go to the conscience of every beholder4 ,an infusion of love from a great soul gives a color to our faults1 which will discover them1 as lunar caustic detects impurities in water4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the best will not seem to go contrary to others1 but1 as if they could afford to travel the same way1 they go a parallel but higher course1 a sort of upper road4 ,jonson says1-- ,that to the vulgar canst thyself apply1 ,treading a better path not contrary4 ,their way is a mountain slope1 a river valley's course1 a tide which mingles a myriad lesser currents4 ,march #e4 ,friday4 ,how can our love increase1 unless our loveliness increase also8 ,we must securely love each other as we love ,god1 with no more danger that our love be unrequited or ill-bestowed4 ,there is that in my friend before which ,i must first decay and prove untrue4 ,love is the least moral and the most4 ,are the best good in their love8 or the worst1 bad8 ,march #f4 ,an honest misunderstanding is often the ground of future intercourse4 ,,the ,,sphinx#bbe ,march #g1 #h1 #i1 #aj4 ,the ,sphinx is man's insatiable and questioning spirit1 which still1 as of old1 stands by the roadside in us and proposes the riddle of life to every passer4 ,the ancients represented this by a monster who was a riddle of herself1 having a body composed of various creatures1 as if to hint that she had no individual existence1 but was nearly allied to and brooded over all4 ,they made her devour those who were unable to explain her enigmas1 as we are devoured by doubt1 and struggle towards the light1 as if to be assured of our lives4 ,for we live by confidence1 and our bravery is in some moment when we are certain to that degree that our certainty cannot be increased2 as1 when a ray bursts through a gap in a cloud1 it darts as far1 and reaches the earth as surely1 as the whole sun would have done4 #a4 ,in the first four lines is described the mood in which the ,sphinx bestirs herself in us4 ,we must look on the world with a drowsy and half-shut eye1 that it may not be too much in our eye1 and rather stand aloof from than within it4 ,when we are awake to the real world1 we are asleep to the actual4 ,the sinful drowse to eternity1 the virtuous to time4 ,menu says that the supreme omnipresent intelligence is a spirit which can only be conceived by a mind slumbering4 ,wisdom and holiness always slumber2 they are never active in the ways of the world4 ,as in our night-dreams we are nearest to awakening1 so in our day-dreams we are nearest to a supernatural awakening1 and the plain and flat satisfactoriness of life becomes so significant as to be questioned4 ,the ,sphinx hints that in the ages her secret is kept1 but in the annihilation of ages alone is it revealed4 ,so far from solving the problem of life1 ,time only serves to propose and keep it in4 ,time waits but for its solution to become eternity4 ,its lapse is measured by the successive failures to answer the incessant question1 and the generations of men are the unskillful passengers devoured4 #b4 ,she hints generally at man's mystery4 ,he knows only that he is1 not what1 nor whence4 ,not only is he curiously and wonderfully wrought1 but with ,ddalian intricacy4 ,he is lost in himself as a labyrinth and has no clue to get out by4 ,if he could get out of his humanity1 he would have got out of nature4 ,ddalian expresses both the skill and the inscrutable design of the builder4 ,the insolubleness of the riddle is only more forcibly expressed by the lines1-- ,out of sleeping a waking1 ,out of waking a sleep4 ,they express the complete uncertainty and renunciation of knowledge of the propounder4 #c1 #d1 #e1 #f4 ,in these verses is described the integrity of all animate and inanimate things but man1--how each is a problem of itself and not the solution of one and presides over and uses the mystery of the universe as unhesitatingly as if it were the partner of ,god2 how1 by a sort of essential and practical faith1 each understands all1 for to see that we understand is to know that we misunderstand4 ,each natural object is an end to itself4 ,a brave1 undoubting life do they all live1 and are content to be a part of the mystery which is ,god1 and throw the responsibility on man of explaining them and himself too4 #c4 ,the outlines of the trees are as correct as if ruled by ,god on the sky4 ,the motions of quadrupeds and birds ,nature never thinks to mend1 but they are a last copy and the flourishes of ,his hand4 #d4 ,the waves lapse with such a melody on the shore as shows that they have long been at one with ,nature4 ,theirs is as perfect play as if the heavens and earth were not4 ,they meet with a sweet difference and independently1 as old playfellows4 ,nothing do they lack more than the world4 ,the ripple is proud to be a ripple and balances the sea4 ,the atoms1 which are in such a continual flux1 notwithstanding their minuteness1 have a certain essential valor and independence4 ,they have the integrity of worlds1 and attract and repel firmly as such4 ,the least has more manhood than ,democritus4 #e4 ,so also in ,nature the perfection of the whole is the perfection of the parts1 and what is itself perfect serves to adorn and set off all the rest4 ,her distinctions are but reliefs4 ,night veileth the morning for the morning's sake1 and the vapor adds a new attraction to the hill4 ,nature looks like a conspiracy for the advantage of all her parts2 when one feature shines1 all the rest seem suborned to heighten its charm4 ,in her circle each gladly gives precedence to the other4 ,day gladly alternates with night4 ,behind these the vapor atones to the hill for its interference1 and this harmonious scene is the effect of that at-one-ment4 #f4 ,in a sense the babe takes its departure from ,nature as the grown man his departure out of her1 and so during its nonage is at one with her1 and as a part of herself4 ,it is indeed the very flower and blossom of ,nature4 ,shines the peace of all being ,without cloud1 in its eyes2 ,and the sum of the world ,in soft miniature lies4#bbf ,to the charming consistency of the palm and thrush1 this universal and serene beauty is added1 as all the leaves of the tree flower in the blossom4 #g4 ,but alas1 the fruit to be matured in these petals is fated to break the stem which holds it to universal consistency4 ,it passes through ,nature to manhood1 and becomes unnatural1 without being as yet quite supernatural4 ,man's most approved life is but conformity1 not a simple and independent consistency1 which would make all things conform to it4 ,his actions do not adorn ,nature nor one another1 nor does she exist in harmony but in contrast with them4 ,she is not their willing scenery4 ,we conceive that if a true action were to be performed it would be assisted by ,nature1 and perhaps be fondled and reflected many times as the rainbow4 ,the sun is a true light for the trees in a picture1 but not for the actions of men4 ,they will not bear so strong a light as the stubble2 the universe has little sympathy with them1 and sooner or later they rebound hollowly on the memory4 ,the ,april shower should be as reviving to our life as to the garden and the grove1 and the scenery in which we live reflect our own beauty1 as the dewdrop the flower4 ,it is the actual man1 not the actual ,nature1 that hurts the romance of the landscape4 ,he poisons the ground4 ,the haymakers must be lost in the grass of the meadow4 ,they may be ,faustus and ,amyntas here1 but near at hand they are ,reuben and ,jonas4 ,the woodcutter must not be better than the wood1 lest he be worse4 ,neither will bear to be considered as a distinct feature4 ,man's works must lie in the bosom of ,nature1 cottages be buried in trees1 or under vines and moss1 like rocks1 that they may not outrage the landscape4 ,the hunter must be dressed in ,lincoln green1 with a plume of eagle's feathers1 to imbosom him in ,nature4 ,so the skillful painter secures the distinctness of the whole by the indistinctness of the parts4 ,we can endure best to consider our repose and silence4 ,only when the city1 the hamlet1 or the cottage is viewed from a distance does man's life seem in harmony with the universe2 but seen closely his actions have no eagle's feathers or ,lincoln green to redeem them4 ,the sunlight on cities at a distance is a deceptive beauty1 but foretells the final harmony of man with ,nature4 ,man as he is1 is not the subject of any art1 strictly speaking4 ,the naturalist pursues his study with love1 but the moralist persecutes his with hate4 ,in man is the material of a picture1 with a design partly sketched1 but ,nature is such a picture drawn and colored4 ,he is a studio1 ,nature a gallery4 ,if men were not idealists1 no sonnets to beautiful persons nor eulogies on worthy ones would ever be written4 ,we wait for the preacher to express such love for his congregation as the botanist for his herbarium4 #h4 ,man1 however1 detects something in the lingering ineradicable sympathy of ,nature which seems to side with him against the stern decrees of the soul4 ,her essential friendliness is only the more apparent to his waywardness1 for disease and sorrow are but a rupture with her4 ,in proportion as he renounces his will1 she repairs his hurts1 and1 if she burns1 does oftener warm1 if she freezes1 oftener refreshes4 ,this is the motherliness which the poet personifies1 and the ,sphinx1 or wisely inquiring man1 makes express a real concern for him4 ,nature shows us a stern kindness1 and only we are unkind4 ,she endures long with us1 and though the severity of her law is unrelaxed1 yet its evenness and impartiality look relenting1 and almost sympathize with our fault4 #i1 #aj1 #aa1 #ab1 #ac1 #ad4 ,but to the poet there are no riddles4 ,they are pleasant songs to him2 his faith solves the enigmas which recurring wisdom does not fail to repeat4 ,poetry is the only solution time can offer4 ,but the poet is soonest a pilgrim from his own faith4 ,our brave moments may still be distinguished from our wise4 ,though the problem is always solved for the soul1 still does it remain to be solved by the intellect4 ,almost faith puts the question1 for only in her light can it be answered4 ,however true the answer1 it does not prevent the question2 for the best answer is but plausible1 and man can only tell his relation to truth1 but render no account of truth to herself4 #i4 ,believe1 and ask not1 says the poet4 ,deep love lieth under ,these pictures of time2 ,they fade in the light of ,their meaning sublime4 ,nothing is plain but love4 #aj1 #aa1 #ab1 #ac4 ,man comes short1 because he seeks perfection4 ,he adorns no world1 while he is seeking to adorn a better4 ,his best actions have no reference to their actual scenery4 ,for when our actions become of that worth that they might confer a grace on ,nature1 they pass out of her into a higher arena1 where they are still mean and awkward4 ,so that the world beholds only the rear of great deeds1 and mistakes them often for inconsistencies1 not knowing with what higher they consist4 ,nature is beautiful as in repose1 not promising a higher beauty to-morrow4 ,her actions are level to one another1 and so are never unfit or inconsistent4 ,shame and remorse1 which are so unsightly to her1 have a prospective beauty and fitness which redeem them4 ,we would have our lover to be nobler than we1 and do not fear to sacrifice our love to his greater nobleness4 ,better the disagreement of noble lovers than the agreement of base ones4 ,in friendship each will be nobler than the other1 and so avoid the cheapness of a level and idle harmony4 ,love will have its chromatic strains1--discordant yearnings for higher chords1--as well as symphonies4 ,let us expect no finite satisfaction4 #ac4 ,who looks in the sun will see no light else2 but also he will see no shadow4 ,our life revolves unceasingly1 but the centre is ever the same1 and the wise will regard only the seasons of the soul4 #ad4 ,the poet concludes with the same trust he began with1 and jeers at the blindness which could inquire4 ,but our sphinx is so wise as to put no riddle that can be answered4 ,it is a great presumption to answer conclusively a question which any sincerity has put4 ,the wise answer no questions1--nor do they ask them4 ,she silences his jeers with the conviction that she is the eye-beam of his eye4 ,our proper eye never quails before an answer4 ,to rest in a reply1 as a response of the oracle1 that is error2 but to suspect time's reply1 because we would not degrade one of ,god's meanings to be intelligible to us1 that is wisdom4 ,we shall never arrive at his meaning1 but it will ceaselessly arrive to us4 ,the truth we seek with ardor and devotion will not reward us with a cheap acquisition4 ,we run unhesitatingly in our career1 not fearing to pass any goal of truth in our haste4 ,we career toward her eternally4 ,a truth rested in stands for all the vice of an age1 and revolution comes kindly to restore health4 #af4 ,the cunning ,sphinx1 who had been hushed into stony silence and repose in us1 arouses herself and detects a mystery in all things1--in infancy1 the moon1 fire1 flowers1 sea1 mountain1--and1 7#ag7 in the spirit of the old fable1 declares proudly1-- ,who telleth one of my meanings ,is master of all ,i am4 ,when some dipus has solved one of her enigmas1 she will go dash her head against a rock4 99 99 99 99 99 ,you may find this as enigmatical as the ,sphinx's riddle4 ,indeed1 ,i doubt if she could solve it herself4 ,march #aa4 ,thursday4 ,every man understands why a fool sings4 ,march #ac4 ,saturday4 ,there is a sort of homely truth and naturalness in some books1 which is very rare to find1 and yet looks quite cheap4 ,there may be nothing lofty in the sentiment1 or polished in the expression1 but it is careless1 countrified talk4 ,the scholar rarely writes as well as the farmer talks4 ,homeliness is a great merit in a book2 it is next to beauty and a high art4 ,some have this merit only4 ,a few homely expressions redeem them4 ,rusticity is pastoral1 but affectation merely civil4 ,the scholar does not make his most familiar experience come gracefully to the aid of his expression1 and hence1 though he live in it1 his books contain no tolerable pictures of the country and simple life4 ,very few men can speak of ,nature with any truth4 ,they confer no favor2 they do not speak a good word for her4 ,most cry better than they speak4 ,you can get more nature out of them by pinching than by addressing them4 ,it is naturalness1 and not simply good nature1 that interests4 ,i like better the surliness with which the woodchopper speaks of his woods1 handling them as indifferently as his axe1 than the mealy-mouthed enthusiasm of the lover of nature4 ,better that the primrose by the river's brim be a yellow primrose and nothing more1 than the victim of his bouquet or herbarium1 to shine with the flickering dull light of his imagination1 and not the golden gleam of a star4 ,aubrey relates of ,thomas ,fuller that his was a very working head1 in so much1 that walking and meditating before dinner1 he would eat up a penny loaf1 not knowing that he did it4 ,his natural memory was very great1 to which he added the art of memory4 ,he would repeat to you forwards and backwards all the signs from ,ludgate to ,charing-cross4 ,these are very good and wholesome facts to know of a man1 as copious as some modern volumes4 ,he also says of ,mr4 ,john ,hales1 that1 he loved ,canarie and was buried under an altar monument of black marble 444 with a too long epitaph2 of ,edmund ,halley1 that he at sixteen could make a dial1 and then he said he thought himself a brave fellow2 of ,william ,holder1 who wrote a book upon his curing one ,popham1 who was deaf and dumb1 ,he was beholding to no author2 did only consult with nature4 ,for the most part an author but consults with all who have written before upon any subject1 and his book is but the advice of so many4 ,but a true book will never have been forestalled1 but the topic itself will be new1 and1 by consulting with nature1 it will consult not only with those who have gone before1 but with those who may come after4 ,there is always room and occasion enough for a true book on any subject1 as there is room for more light the brightest day1 and more rays will not interfere with the first4#bbg ,how alone must our life be lived6 ,we dwell on the seashore1 and none between us and the sea4 ,men are my merry companions1 my fellow-pilgrims1 who beguile the way but leave me at the first turn in the road1 for none are travelling one road so far as myself4 ,each one marches in the van4 ,the weakest child is exposed to the fates henceforth as barely as its parents4 ,parents and relations but entertain the youth2 they cannot stand between him and his destiny4 ,this is the one bare side of every man4 ,there is no fence2 it is clear before him to the bounds of space4 99 99 99 99 99 ,what is fame to a living man8 ,if he live aright1 the sound of no man's voice will resound through the aisles of his secluded life4 ,his life is a hallowed silence1 a fane4 ,the loudest sounds have to thank my little ear that they are heard4 ,march #ae4 ,when ,i have access to a man's barrel of sermons1 which were written from week to week1 as his life lapsed1 though ,i now know him to live cheerfully and bravely enough1 still ,i cannot conceive what interval there was for laughter and smiles in the midst of so much sadness4 ,almost in proportion to the sincerity and earnestness of the life will be the sadness of the record4 ,when ,i reflect that twice a week for so many years he pondered and preached such a sermon1 ,i think he must have been a splenetic and melancholy man1 and wonder if his food digested well4 ,it seems as if the fruit of virtue was never a careless happiness4 ,a great cheerfulness have all great wits possessed1 almost a prophane levity to such as understood them not1 but their religion had the broader basis in proportion as it was less prominent4 ,the religion ,i love is very laic4 ,the clergy are as diseased1 and as much possessed with a devil1 as the reformers4 ,they make their topic as offensive as the politician1 for our religion is as unpublic and incommunicable as our poetical vein1 and to be approached with as much love and tenderness4 ,march #ag4 ,wednesday4 ,the stars go up and down before my only eye4 ,seasons come round to me alone4 ,i cannot lean so hard on any arm as on a sunbeam4 ,so solid men are not to my sincerity as is the shimmer of the fields4 ,march #ai4 ,friday4 ,no true and brave person will be content to live on such a footing with his fellow and himself as the laws of every household now require4 ,the house is the very haunt and lair of our vice4 ,i am impatient to withdraw myself from under its roof as an unclean spot4 ,there is no circulation there2 it is full of stagnant and mephitic vapors4 ,march #bj4 ,even the wisest and best are apt to use their lives as the occasion to do something else in than to live greatly4 ,but we should hang as fondly over this work as the finishing and embellishment of a poem4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is a great relief when for a few moments in the day we can retire to our chamber and be completely true to ourselves4 ,it leavens the rest of our hours4 ,in that moment ,i will be nakedly as vicious as ,i am2 this false life of mine shall have a being at length4 ,march #ba4 ,sunday4 ,to be associated with others by my friend's generosity when he bestows a gift is an additional favor to be grateful for4 ,march #bg4 ,saturday4 ,magnanimity1 though it look expensive for a short course1 is always economy in the long run4 ,be generous in your poverty1 if you would be rich4 ,to make up a great action there are no subordinate mean ones4 ,we can never afford to postpone a true life to-day to any future and anticipated nobleness4 ,we think if by tight economy we can manage to arrive at independence1 then indeed we will begin to be generous without stay4 ,we sacrifice all nobleness to a little present meanness4 ,if a man charges you eight hundred pay him eight hundred and fifty1 and it will leave a clean edge to the sum4 ,it will be like nature1 overflowing and rounded like the bank of a river1 not close and precise like a drain or ditch4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is always a short step to peace--of mind4 99 99 99 99 99 ,under this line there is or has been life2 as1 when ,i see the mole's raised gallery in the meadow1 ,i know that he has passed underneath4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i must not lose any of my freedom by being a farmer and landholder4 ,most who enter on any profession are doomed men4 ,the world might as well sing a dirge over them forthwith4 ,the farmer's muscles are rigid4 ,he can do one thing long1 not many well4 ,his pace seems determined henceforth2 he never quickens it4 ,a very rigid ,nemesis is his fate4 ,when the right wind blows or a star calls1 ,i can leave this arable and grass ground1 without making a will or settling my estate4 ,i would buy a farm as freely as a silken streamer4 ,let me not think my front windows must face east henceforth because a particular hill slopes that way4 ,my life must undulate still4 ,i will not feel that my wings are clipped when once ,i have settled on ground which the law calls my own1 but find new pinions grown to the old1 and talaria to my feet beside4 ,march #cj4 ,tuesday4 ,i find my life growing slovenly when it does not exercise a constant supervision over itself4 ,its duds accumulate4 ,next to having lived a day well is a clear and calm overlooking of all our days4 ,,friendship ,now we are partners in such legal trade1 ,we'll look to the beginnings1 not the ends1 ,nor to pay-day1 knowing true wealth is made ,for current stock and not for dividends4 ,i am amused when ,i read how ,ben ,jonson engaged that the ridiculous masks with which the royal family and nobility were to be entertained should be grounded upon antiquity and solid learning4#bbh ,,on ,,the ,,sun ,,coming ,,out ,,in ,,the ,,afternoon ,april #a4 ,methinks all things have travelled since you shined1 ,but only ,time1 and clouds1 ,time's team1 have moved2 ,again foul weather shall not change my mind1 ,but in the shade ,i will believe what in the sun ,i loved4 ,in reading a work on agriculture1 ,i skip the author's moral reflections1 and the words ,providence and ,he scattered along the page1 to come at the profitable level of what he has to say4 ,there is no science in men's religion2 it does not teach me so much as the report of the committee on swine4 ,my author shows he has dealt in corn and turnips and can worship ,god with the hoe and spade1 but spare me his morality4#bbi ,april #c4 ,friends will not only live in harmony1 but in melody4#bcj ,april #d4 ,sunday4 ,the rattling of the tea-kettle below stairs reminds me of the cow-bells ,i used to hear when berrying in the ,great ,fields many years ago1 sounding distant and deep amid the birches4 ,that cheap piece of tinkling brass which the farmer hangs about his cow's neck has been more to me than the tons of metal which are swung in the belfry4 ,they who prepare my evening meal below ,carelessly hit the kettle as they go1 ,with tongs or shovel1 ,and1 ringing round and round1 ,out of this hovel ,it makes an ,eastern temple by the sound4 ,at first ,i thought a cow-bell1 right at hand ',mid birches1 sounded o'er the open land1 ,where ,i plucked flowers ,many years ago1 ,speeding midsummer hours ,with such secure delight they hardly seemed to flow4 ,april #e4 ,this long series of desultory mornings does not tarnish the brightness of the prospective days4 ,surely faith is not dead4 ,wood1 water1 earth1 air are essentially what they were2 only society has degenerated4 ,this lament for a golden age is only a lament for golden men4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i only ask a clean seat4 ,i will build my lodge on the southern slope of some hill1 and take there the life the gods send me4 ,will it not be employment enough to accept gratefully all that is yielded me between sun and sun8#bca ,even the fox digs his own burrow4 ,if my jacket and trousers1 my boots and shoes1 are fit to worship ,god in1 they will do4 ,won't they1 ,deacon ,spaulding8#bcb ,april #g4 ,wednesday4 ,my life will wait for nobody1 but is being matured still irresistibly while ,i go about the streets and chaffer with this man and that to secure it a living4 ,it will cut its own channel1 like the mountain stream1 which by the longest ridges and by level prairies is not kept from the sea finally4 ,so flows a man's life1 and will reach the sea water1 if not by an earthy channel1 yet in dew and rain1 overleaping all barriers1 with rainbows to announce its victory4 ,it can wind as cunningly and unerringly as water that seeks its level2 and shall ,i complain if the gods make it meander8 ,this staying to buy me a farm is as if the ,mississippi should stop to chaffer with a clamshell4 ,what have ,i to do with plows8 ,i cut another furrow than you see4 ,where the off ox treads1 there is it not1 it is farther off2 where the nigh ox walks1 it will not be1 it is nigher still4 ,if corn fails1 my crop fails not4 ,what of drought8 ,what of rain8 ,is not my sand well clayed1 my peat well sanded8 ,is it not underdrained and watered8#bcc ,my ground is high1 ,but 'tis not dry1 ,what you call dew ,comes filtering through2 ,though in the sky1 ,it still is nigh2 ,its soil is blue ,and virgin too4 99 99 99 99 99 ,if from your price ye will not swerve1 ,why1 then ,i'll think the gods reserve ,a greater bargain there above1 ,out of their sup'rabundant love ,have meantime better for me cared1 ,and so will get my stock prepared1 ,plows of new pattern1 hoes the same1 ,designed a different soil to tame1 ,and sow my seed broadcast in air1 ,certain to reap my harvest there4 ,april #h4 ,friends are the ancient and honorable of the earth4 ,the oldest men did not begin friendship4 ,it is older than ,hindostan and the ,chinese ,empire4 ,how long has it been cultivated1 and is still the staple article6 ,it is a divine league struck forever4 ,warm1 serene days only bring it out to the surface4 ,there is a friendliness between the sun and the earth in pleasant weather2 the gray content of the land is its color4 99 99 99 99 99 ,you can tell what another's suspicions are by what you feel forced to become4 ,you will wear a new character1 like a strange habit1 in their presence4 ,april #i4 ,friday4 ,it would not be hard for some quiet brave man to leap into the saddle to-day and eclipse ,napoleon's career by a grander1--show men at length the meaning of war4 ,one reproaches himself with supineness1 that he too has sat quiet in his chamber1 and not treated the world to the sound of the trumpet2 that the indignation which has so long rankled in his breast does not take to horse and to the field4 ,the bravest warrior will have to fight his battles in his dreams1 and no earthly war note can arouse him4 ,there are who would not run with ,leonidas4 ,only the third-rate ,napoleons and ,alexanders does history tell of4 ,the brave man does not mind the call of the trumpet nor hear the idle clashing of swords without1 for the infinite din within4 ,war is but a training1 compared with the active service of his peace4 ,is he not at war8 ,does he not resist the ocean swell within him1 and walk as gently as the summer's sea8 ,would you have him parade in uniform1 and manuvre men1 whose equanimity is his uniform and who is himself manuvred8 99 99 99 99 99 ,the times have no heart4 ,the true reform can be undertaken any morning before unbarring our doors4 ,it calls no convention4 ,i can do two thirds the reform of the world myself4 ,when two neighbors begin to eat corn bread1 who before ate wheat1 then the gods smile from ear to ear1 for it is very pleasant to them4 ,when an individual takes a sincere step1 then all the gods attend1 and his single deed is sweet4#bcd 99 99 99 99 99 ,april #aj4 ,saturday4 ,i don't know but we should make life all too tame if we had our own way1 and should miss these impulses in a happier time4 99 99 99 99 99 ,how much virtue there is in simply seeing6 ,we may almost say that the hero has striven in vain for his pre-eminency1 if the student oversees him4 ,the woman who sits in the house and sees is a match for a stirring captain4 ,those still1 piercing eyes1 as faithfully exercised on their talent1 will keep her even with ,alexander or ,shakespeare4 ,they may go to ,asia with parade1 or to fairyland1 but not beyond her ray4 ,we are as much as we see4 ,faith is sight and knowledge4 ,the hands only serve the eyes4 ,the farthest blue streak in the horizon ,i can see1 ,i may reach before many sunsets4 ,what ,i saw alters not2 in my night1 when ,i wander1 it is still steadfast as the star which the sailor steers by4 ,whoever has had one thought quite lonely1 and could contentedly digest that in solitude1 knowing that none could accept it1 may rise to the height of humanity1 and overlook all living men as from a pinnacle4 99 99 99 99 99 ,speech never made man master of men1 but the eloquently refraining from it4 ,april #aa4 ,sunday4 ,a greater baldness my life seeks1 as the crest of some bare hill1 which towns and cities do not afford4 ,i want a directer relation with the sun4 ,,friendship',s ,,steadfastness ,true friendship is so firm a league ,that's maintenance falls into the even tenor ,of our lives1 and is no tie1 ,but the continuance of our life's thread4 ,if ,i would safely keep this new-got pelf1 ,i have no care henceforth but watch myself1 ,for lo6 it goes untended from my sight1 ,waxes and wanes secure with the safe star of night4 ,see with what liberal step it makes its way1 ,as we could well afford to let it stray ,throughout the universe1 with the sun and moon1 ,which would dissolve allegiance as soon4 ,shall ,i concern myself for fickleness1 ,and undertake to make my friends more sure1 ,when the great gods out of sheer kindliness1 ,gave me this office for a sinecure8 99 99 99 99 99 ,death cannot come too soon ,where it can come at all1 ,but always is too late ,unless the fates it call4 ,april #ae4 ,thursday4 ,the gods are of no sect2 they side with no man4 ,when ,i imagine that ,nature inclined rather to some few earnest and faithful souls1 and specially existed for them1 ,i go to see an obscure individual who lives under the hill1 letting both gods and men alone1 and find that strawberries and tomatoes grow for him too in his garden there1 and the sun lodges kindly under his hillside1 and am compelled to acknowledge the unbribable charity of the gods4 ,any simple1 unquestioned mode of life is alluring to men4 ,the man who picks peas steadily for a living is more than respectable4 ,he is to be envied by his neighbors4 ,april #af4 ,i have been inspecting my neighbors' farms to-day and chaffering with the landholders1 and ,i must confess ,i am startled to find everywhere the old system of things so grim and assured4 ,wherever ,i go the farms are run out1 and there they lie1 and the youth must buy old land and bring it to4 ,everywhere the relentless opponents of reform are a few old maids and bachelors1 who sit round the kitchen fire1 listening to the singing of the tea-kettle and munching cheese-rinds4#bce ,april #ah4 ,sunday4 ,we need pine for no office for the sake of a certain culture1 for all valuable experience lies in the way of a man's duty4 ,my necessities of late have compelled me to study ,nature as she is related to the farmer1--as she simply satisfies a want of the body4 ,some interests have got a footing on the earth which ,i have not made sufficient allowance for4 ,that which built these barns and cleared the land thus had some valor4#bcf 99 99 99 99 99 ,we take little steps1 and venture small stakes1 as if our actions were very fatal and irretrievable4 ,there is no swing to our deeds4 ,but our life is only a retired valley where we rest on our packs awhile4 ,between us and our end there is room for any delay4 ,it is not a short and easy southern way1 but we must go over snow-capped mountains to reach the sun4 ,april #bj4 ,you can't beat down your virtue2 so much goodness it must have4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when a room is furnished1 comfort is not furnished4 99 99 99 99 99 ,great thoughts hallow any labor4 ,to-day ,i earned seventy-five cents heaving manure out of a pen1 and made a good bargain of it4 ,if the ditcher muses the while how he may live uprightly1 the ditching spade and turf knife may be engraved on the coat-of-arms of his posterity4 99 99 99 99 99 ,there are certain current expressions and blasphemous moods of viewing things1 as when we say he is doing a good business1 more prophane than cursing and swearing4 ,there is death and sin in such words4 ,let not the children hear them4 ,april #bb4 ,thursday4 ,there are two classes of authors3 the one write the history of their times1 the other their biography4 ,april #bc4 ,friday4 ,any greatness is not to be mistaken4 ,who shall cavil at it8 ,it stands once for all on a level with the heroes of history4 ,it is not to be patronized4 ,it goes alone4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when ,i hear music1 ,i flutter1 and am the scene of life1 as a fleet of merchantmen when the wind rises4 ,april #bd4 ,music is the sound of the circulation in nature's veins4 ,it is the flux which melts nature4 ,men dance to it1 glasses ring and vibrate1 and the fields seem to undulate4 ,the healthy ear always hears it1 nearer or more remote4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it has been a cloudy1 drizzling day1 with occasional brightenings in the mist1 when the trill of the tree sparrow seemed to be ushering in sunny hours4#bcg ,april #be4 ,a momentous silence reigns always in the woods1 and their meaning seems just ripening into expression4 ,but alas6 they make no haste4 ,the rush sparrow1#bch ,nature's minstrel of serene hours1 sings of an immense leisure and duration4 ,when ,i hear a robin sing at sunset1 ,i cannot help contrasting the equanimity of ,nature with the bustle and impatience of man4 ,we return from the lyceum and caucus with such stir and excitement1 as if a crisis were at hand2 but no natural scene or sound sympathizes with us1 for ,nature is always silent and unpretending as at the break of day4 ,she but rubs her eyelids4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am struck with the pleasing friendships and unanimities of nature in the woods1 as when the moss on the trees takes the form of their leaves4 99 99 99 99 99 ,there is all of civilized life in the woods4 ,their wildest scenes have an air of domesticity and homeliness1 and when the flicker's cackle is heard in the clearings1 the musing hunter is reminded that civilization has imported nothing into them4#bci ,the ball-room is represented by the catkins of the alder at this season1 which hang gracefully like a lady's ear-drops4 ,all the discoveries of science are equally true in their deepest recesses2 nature there1 too1 obeys the same laws4 ,fair weather and foul concern the little red bug upon a pine stump2 for him the wind goes round the right way and the sun breaks through the clouds4#bdj ,april #bf4 ,monday4 ,at ,r4 ,w4 ,e4's4 ,the charm of the ,indian to me is that he stands free and unconstrained in ,nature1 is her inhabitant and not her guest1 and wears her easily and gracefully4 ,but the civilized man has the habits of the house4 ,his house is a prison1 in which he finds himself oppressed and confined1 not sheltered and protected4 ,he walks as if he sustained the roof2 he carries his arms as if the walls would fall in and crush him1 and his feet remember the cellar beneath4 ,his muscles are never relaxed4 ,it is rare that he overcomes the house1 and learns to sit at home in it1 and roof and floor and walls support themselves1 as the sky and trees and earth4 ,it is a great art to saunter4 ,april #bg4 ,it is only by a sort of voluntary blindness1 and omitting to see1 that we know ourselves1 as when we see stars with the side of the eye4 ,the nearest approach to discovering what we are is in dreams4 ,it is as hard to see one's self as to look backwards without turning round4 ,and foolish are they that look in glasses with that intent4 ,the porters have a hard time1 but not so hard as he that carries his own shoulders4 ,that beats the ,smyrna ,turks4 ,some men's broad shoulders are load enough4 ,even a light frame can stand under a great burden1 if it does not have to support itself4 ,virtue is buoyant and elastic2 it stands without effort and does not feel gravity2 but sin plods and shuffles4 ,newton needed not to wait for an apple to fall to discover the attraction of gravitation2 it was implied in the fall of man4 ,april #bh4 ,wednesday4 ,we falsely attribute to men a determined character2 putting together all their yesterdays and averaging them1 we presume we know them4 ,pity the man who has a character to support4 ,it is worse than a large family4 ,he is silent poor indeed4 ,but in fact character is never explored1 nor does it get developed in time1 but eternity is its development1 time its envelope4 ,in view of this distinction1 a sort of divine politeness and heavenly good breeding suggests itself1 to address always the enveloped character of a man4 ,i approach a great nature with infinite expectation and uncertainty1 not knowing what ,i may meet4 ,it lies as broad and unexplored before me as a scraggy hillside or pasture4 ,i may hear a fox bark1 or a partridge drum1 or some bird new to these localities may fly up4 ,it lies out there as old1 and yet as new4 ,the aspect of the woods varies every day1 what with their growth and the changes of the seasons and the influence of the elements1 so that the eye of the forester never twice rests upon the same prospect4 ,much more does a character show newly and variedly1 if directly seen4 ,it is the highest compliment to suppose that in the intervals of conversation your companion has expanded and grown4 ,it may be a deference which he will not understand1 but the nature which underlies him will understand it1 and your influence will be shed as finely on him as the dust in the sun settles on our clothes4 ,by such politeness we may educate one another to some purpose4 ,so have ,i felt myself educated sometimes2 ,i am expanded and enlarged4 ,april #bi4 ,birds and quadrupeds pass freely through nature1 without prop or stilt4 ,but man very naturally carries a stick in his hand1 seeking to ally himself by many points to nature1 as a warrior stands by his horse's side with his hand on his mane4 ,we walk the gracefuler for a cane1 as the juggler uses a leaded pole to balance him when he dances on a slack wire4 99 99 99 99 99 ,better a monosyllabic life than a ragged and muttered one2 let its report be short and round like a rifle1 so that it may hear its own echo in the surrounding silence4 ,april #cj4 ,where shall we look for standard ,english but to the words of any man who has a depth of feeling in him8 ,not in any smooth and leisurely essay4 ,from the gentlemanly windows of the country-seat no sincere eyes are directed upon nature1 but from the peasant's horn windows a true glance and greeting occasionally4 ,for summer being ended1 all things1 said the ,pilgrim1 stood in appearance with a weather-beaten face1 and the whole country full of woods and thickets represented a wild and savage hue4 ,compare this with the agricultural report4 ,may #a4 ,saturday4 ,life in gardens and parlors is unpalatable to me4 ,it wants rudeness and necessity to give it relish4 ,i would at least strike my spade into the earth with as good will as the woodpecker his bill into a tree4#bda ,,wachusett#bdb ,may #b4 ,especial ,i remember thee1 ,wachusett1 who like me ,standest alone without society4 ,thy far blue eye1 ,a remnant of the sky1 ,seen through the clearing or the gorge1 ,or from the windows of the forge1 ,doth leaven all it passes by4 ,nothing is true ,but stands 'tween me and you1 ,thou western pioneer1 ,who know'st not shame nor fear1 ,by venturous spirit driven ,under the eaves of heaven2 ,and canst expand thee there1 ,and breathe enough of air8 ,upholding heaven1 holding down earth1 ,thy pastime from thy birth1 ,not steadied by the one1 nor leaning on the other2 ,may ,i approve myself thy worthy brother6 ,may #c4 ,monday4 ,we are all pilots of the most intricate ,bahama channels4 ,beauty may be the sky overhead1 but ,duty is the water underneath4 ,when ,i see a man with serene countenance in the sunshine of summer1 drinking in peace in the garden or parlor1 it looks like a great inward leisure that he enjoys2 but in reality he sails on no summer's sea1 but this steady sailing comes of a heavy hand on the tiller4 ,we do not attend to larks and bluebirds so leisurely but that conscience is as erect as the attitude of the listener4 ,the man of principle gets never a holiday4 ,our true character silently underlies all our words and actions1 as the granite underlies the other strata4 ,its steady pulse does not cease for any deed of ours1 as the sap is still ascending in the stalk of the fairest flower4 ,may #f4 ,thursday4 ,the fickle person is he that does not know what is true or right absolutely1--who has not an ancient wisdom for a lifetime1 but a new prudence for every hour4 ,we must sail by a sort of dead reckoning on this course of life1 not speak any vessel nor spy any headland1 but1 in spite of all phenomena1 come steadily to port at last4 ,in general we must have a catholic and universal wisdom1 wiser than any particular1 and be prudent enough to defer to it always4 ,we are literally wiser than we know4 ,men do not fail for want of knowledge1 but for want of prudence to give wisdom the preference4#bdc ,these low weathercocks on barns and fences show not which way the general and steady current of the wind sets1--which brings fair weather or foul1--but the vane on the steeple1 high up in another stratum of atmosphere1 tells that4 ,what we need to know in any case is very simple4#bdd ,i shall not mistake the direction of my life2 if ,i but know the high land and the main1--on this side the ,cordilleras1 on that the ,pacific1--,i shall know how to run4 ,if a ridge intervene1 ,i have but to seek1 or make1 a gap to the sea4 ,may #i4 ,sunday4 ,the pine stands in the woods like an ,indian1--untamed1 with a fantastic wildness about it1 even in the clearings4 ,if an ,indian warrior were well painted1 with pines in the background1 he would seem to blend with the trees1 and make a harmonious expression4 ,the pitch pines are the ghosts of ,philip and ,massasoit4 ,the white pine has the smoother features of the squaw4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the poet speaks only those thoughts that come unbidden1 like the wind that stirs the trees1 and men cannot help but listen4 ,he is not listened to1 but heard4 ,the weathercock might as well dally with the wind as a man pretend to resist eloquence4 ,the breath that inspires the poet has traversed a whole ,campagna1 and this new climate here indicates that other latitudes are chilled or heated4 99 99 99 99 99 ,speak to men as to gods and you will not be insincere4 ,,westward1 ,,ho6 ,the needles of the pine ,all to the west incline4#bde ,,the ,,echo ,,of ,,the ,,sabbath ,,bell ,,heard ,,in ,,the ,,woods#bdf ,dong1 sounds the brass in the east1 ,as if for a civic feast1 ,but ,i like that sound the best ,out of the fluttering west4 ,the steeple rings a knell1 ,but the fairies' silvery bell ,is the voice of that gentle folk1 ,or else the horizon that spoke4 ,its metal is not of brass1 ,but air1 and water1 and glass1 ,and under a cloud it is swung1 ,and by the wind is rung1 ,with a slim silver tongue4 ,when the steeple tolls the noon1 ,it soundeth not so soon1 ,yet it rings an earlier hour1 ,and the sun has not reached its tower4 ,may #aj4 ,monday4 ,a good warning to the restless tourists of these days is contained in the last verses of ,claudian's ,old ,man of ,verona4 ,erret1 et extremos alter scrutetur ,iberos4 ,plus habet hic vitae1 plus habet ille viae4#bdg ,may #bc4 ,sunday4 ,barn4--,the distant woods are but the tassels of my eye4 ,books are to be attended to as new sounds merely4 ,most would be put to a sore trial if the reader should assume the attitude of a listener4 ,they are but a new note in the forest4 ,to our lonely1 sober thought the earth is a wild unexplored4 ,wildness as of the jay and muskrat reigns over the great part of nature4 ,the oven-bird and plover are heard in the horizon4 ,here is a new book of heroes1 come to me like the note of the chewink from over the fen1 only over a deeper and wider fen4 ,the pines are unrelenting sifters of thought2 nothing petty leaks through them4 ,let me put my ear close1 and hear the sough of this book1 that ,i may know if any inspiration yet haunts it4 ,there is always a later edition of every book than the printer wots of1 no matter how recently it was published4 ,all nature is a new impression every instant4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the aspects of the most simple object are as various as the aspects of the most compound4 ,observe the same sheet of water from different eminences4 ,when ,i have travelled a few miles ,i do not recognize the profile of the hills of my native village4 ,may #bg4 ,thursday4 ,i sit in my boat on ,walden1 playing the flute this evening1 and see the perch1 which ,i seem to have charmed1 hovering around me1 and the moon travelling over the bottom1 which is strewn with the wrecks of the forest1 and feel that nothing but the wildest imagination can conceive of the manner of life we are living4 ,nature is a wizard4 ,the ,concord nights are stranger than the ,arabian nights4 ,we not only want elbow-room1 but eye-room in this gray air which shrouds all the fields4 ,sometimes my eyes see over the county road by daylight to the tops of yonder birches on the hill1 as at others by moonlight4 ,heaven lies above1 because the air is deep4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in all my life hitherto ,i have left nothing behind4 ,may #ca4 ,monday4 ,that title1 ,the ,laws of ,menu#bdh with the ,gloss of ,culluca1 comes to me with such a volume of sound as if it had swept unobstructed over the plains of ,hindostan2 and when my eye rests on yonder birches1 or the sun in the water1 or the shadows of the trees1 it seems to signify the laws of them all4 ,they are the laws of you and me1 a fragrance wafted down from those old times1 and no more to be refuted than the wind4 ,when my imagination travels eastward and backward to those remote years of the gods1 ,i seem to draw near to the habitation of the morning1 and the dawn at length has a place4 ,i remember the book as an hour before sunrise4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we are height and depth both1 a calm sea at the foot of a promontory4 ,do we not overlook our own depths8 ,june #a4 ,to have seen a man out of the ,east or ,west is sufficient to establish their reality and locality4 ,i have seen a ,mr4 ,wattles to-day1 from ,vermont1 and now know where that is and that it is2 a reformer1 with two soldier's eyes and shoulders1 who began to belabor the world at ten years1 a ragged mountain boy1 as fifer of a company1 with set purpose to remould it from those first years4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the great person never wants an opportunity to be great1 but makes occasion for all about him4 ,june #b4 ,wednesday4 ,i am brought into the near neighborhood and am become a silent observer of the moon's paces to-night1 by means of a glass1 while the frogs are peeping all around me on the earth1 and the sound of the accordion seems to come from some bright saloon yonder4 ,i am sure the moon floats in a human atmosphere4 ,it is but a distant scene of the world's drama4 ,it is a wide theatre the gods have given us1 and our actions must befit it4 ,more sea and land1 mountain and valley1 here is1--a further ,west1 a freshness and wildness in reserve when all the land shall be cleared4 ,i see three little lakes between the hills near its edge1 reflecting the sun's rays4 ,the light glimmers as on the water in a tumbler4 ,so far off do the laws of reflection hold4 ,i seem to see the ribs of the creature4 ,this is the aspect of their day1 its outside1--their heaven above their heads1 towards which they breathe their prayers4 ,so much is between me and them4 ,it is noon there1 perchance1 and ships are at anchor in the havens or sailing on the seas1 and there is a din in the streets1 and in this light or that shade some leisurely soul contemplates4 ,but now dor-bugs fly over its disk and bring me back to earth and night4 ,june #g4 ,monday4 ,the inhabitants of those ,eastern plains seem to possess a natural and hereditary right to be conservative and magnify forms and traditions4 ,immemorial custom is transcendent law1 says ,menu4 ,that is1 it was the custom of gods before men used it4 ,the fault of our ,new ,england custom is that it is memorial4 ,what is morality but immemorial custom8 ,it is not manner but character1 and the conservative conscience sustains it4#bdi ,we are accustomed to exaggerate the immobility and stagnation of those eras1 as of the waters which levelled the steppes2 but those slow revolving years of the gods were as rapid to all the needs of virtue as these bustling and hasty seasons4 ,man stands to revere1 he kneels to pray4 ,methinks history will have to be tried by new tests to show what centuries were rapid and what slow4 ,corn grows in the night4#bej ,will this bustling era detain the future reader longer8 ,will the earth seem to have conversed more with the heavens during these times8 ,who is writing better ,vedas8 ,how science and art spread and flourished1 how trivial conveniences were multiplied1 that which is the gossip of the world is not recorded in them2 and if they are left out of our scripture1 too1 what will remain8 ,since the ,battle of ,bunker ,hill we think the world has not been at a standstill4 ,when ,i remember the treachery of memory and the manifold accidents to which tradition is liable1 how soon the vista of the past closes behind1--as near as night's crescent to the setting day1--and the dazzling brightness of noon is reduced to the faint glimmer of the evening star1 ,i feel as if it were by a rare indulgence of the fates that any traces of the past are left us1--that my ears which do not hear across the interval over which a crow caws should chance to hear this far-travelled sound4 ,with how little coperation of the societies1 after all1 is the past remembered6 99 99 99 99 99 ,i know of no book which comes to us with grander pretensions than the ,laws of ,menu2 and this immense presumption is so impersonal and sincere that it is never offensive or ridiculous4 ,observe the modes in which modern literature is advertised1 and then consider this ,hindoo prospectus4 ,think what a reading public it addresses1 what criticism it expects4 ,what wonder if the times were not ripe for it8#bea ,june #h4 ,having but one chair1 ,i am obliged to receive my visitors standing1 and1 now ,i think of it1 those old sages and heroes must always have met erectly4 ,july #aj to #ab4 ,this town1 too1 lies out under the sky1 a port of entry and departure for souls to and from heaven4#beb ,a slight sound at evening lifts me up by the ears1 and makes life seem inexpressibly serene and grand4 ,it may be in ,uranus1 or it may be in the shutter4 ,it is the original sound of which all literature is but the echo4 ,it makes all fear superfluous4 ,bravery comes from further than the sources of fear4 ,aug4 #a4 ,sunday4 ,i never met a man who cast a free and healthy glance over life1 but the best live in a sort of ,sabbath light1 a ,jewish gloom4 ,the best thought is not only without sombreness1 but even without morality4 ,the universe lies outspread in floods of white light to it4 ,the moral aspect of nature is a jaundice reflected from man4 ,to the innocent there are no cherubim nor angels4 ,occasionally we rise above the necessity of virtue into an unchangeable morning light1 in which we have not to choose in a dilemma between right and wrong1 but simply to live right on and breathe the circumambient air4#bec ,there is no name for this life unless it be the very vitality of vita4 ,silent is the preacher about this1 and silent must ever be1 for he who knows it will not preach4 ,aug4 #d4 ,wednesday4 ,my pen is a lever which1 in proportion as the near end stirs me further within1 the further end reaches to a greater depth in the reader4 99 99 99 99 99 ,nawshawtuct4--,far in the east ,i read ,nature's ,corn ,law ,rhymes4 ,here1 in sight of ,wachusett and these rivers and woods1 my mind goes singing to itself of other themes than taxation4 ,the rush sparrow sings still unintelligible1 as from beyond a depth in me which ,i have not fathomed1 where my future lies folded up4 ,i hear several faint notes1 quite outside me1 which populate the waste4 ,this is such fresh and flowing weather1 as if the waves of the morning had subsided over the day4 ,aug4 #f4 ,if ,i am well1 then ,i see well4 ,the bulletins of health are twirled along my visual rays1 like pasteboards on a kite string4 ,i cannot read a sentence in the book of the ,hindoos without being elevated as upon the table-land of the ,ghauts4 ,it has such a rhythm as the winds of the desert1 such a tide as the ,ganges1 and seems as superior to criticism as the ,himmaleh ,mounts4 ,even at this late hour1 unworn by time1 with a native and inherent dignity it wears the ,english dress as indifferently as the ,sanscrit4 ,the great tone of the book is of such fibre and such severe tension that no time nor accident can relax it4#bed ,the great thought is never found in a mean dress1 but is of virtue to ennoble any language4 ,let it issue from the lips of the ,wolofs1 or from the forum of ,rome1 the nine ,muses will seem to have been purveyors for it4 ,its education is always liberal2 it has all the graces of oratory and of poetry4 ,the lofty tone which is its indispensable breath is grace to the eye and music to the ear4 ,it can endow a college4#bee 99 99 99 99 99 ,so supremely religious a book imposes with authority on the latest age4 ,the very simplicity of style of the ancient lawgiver1 implying all in the omission of all1 proves an habitual elevation of thought1 which the multiplied glosses of later days strive in vain to slope up to4 ,the whole book by noble gestures and inclinations seems to render words unnecessary4 ,the abbreviated sentence points to the thing for explanation4 ,as the sublimest thought is most faithfully printed in the face1 and needs the fewest interpreting words4 ,the page nods toward the fact and is silent4 ,as ,i walk across the yard from the barn to the house through the fog1 with a lamp in my hand1 ,i am reminded of the ,merrimack nights1 and seem to see the sod between tent-ropes4 ,the trees1 seen dimly through the mist1 suggest things which do not at all belong to the past1 but are peculiar to my fresh ,new ,england life4 ,it is as novel as green peas4 ,the dew hangs everywhere upon the grass1 and ,i breathe the rich1 damp air in slices4 ,aug4 #g4 ,saturday4 ,the impression which those sublime sentences made on me last night has awakened me before any cockcrowing4 ,their influence lingers around me like a fragrance1 or as the fog hangs over the earth late into the day4 ,the very locusts and crickets of a summer day are but later or older glosses on the ,dherma ,sstra of the ,hindoos1 a continuation of the sacred code4#bef ,aug4 #i4 ,it is vain to try to write unless you feel strong in the knees4 ,any book of great authority and genius seems to our imagination to permeate and pervade all space4 ,its spirit1 like a more subtle ether1 sweeps along with the prevailing winds of the country4 ,its influence conveys a new gloss to the meadows and the depths of the wood1 and bathes the huckleberries on the hills1 as sometimes a new influence in the sky washes in waves over the fields and seems to break on some invisible beach in the air4 ,all things confirm it4 ,it spends the mornings and the evenings4#beg 99 99 99 99 99 ,everywhere the speech of ,menu demands the widest apprehension and proceeds from the loftiest plateau of the soul4 ,it is spoken unbendingly to its own level1 and does not imply any contemporaneous speaker4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i read history as little critically as ,i consider the landscape1 and am more interested in the atmospheric tints and various lights and shades which the intervening spaces create than in its groundwork and composition4 ,it is the morning now turned evening and seen in the west1--the same sun1 but a new light and atmosphere4 ,its beauty is like the sunset2 not a fresco painting on a wall1 flat and bounded1 but atmospheric and roving1 or free4 ,but1 in reality1 history fluctuates as the face of the landscape from morning to evening4 ,what is of moment in it is its hue and color4 ,time hides no treasures2 we want not its then1 but its now4 ,we do not complain that the mountains in the horizon are blue and indistinct2 they are the more like the heavens4 ,of what moment are facts that can be lost1--which need to be commemorated8 ,the monument of death will outlast the memory of the dead4 ,the ,pyramids do not tell the tale confided to them4 ,the living fact commemorates itself4 ,why look in the dark for light8 ,look in the light rather4 ,strictly speaking1 the ,societies have not recovered one fact from oblivion1 but they themselves are instead of the fact that is lost4 ,the researcher is more memorable than the researched4 ,the crowd stood admiring the mist and the dim outline of the trees seen through it1 and when one of their number advanced to explore the phenomenon1 with fresh admiration all eyes were turned on his dimly retreating figure4 ,critical acumen is exerted in vain to uncover the past2 the past cannot be presented2 we cannot know what we are not4 ,but one veil hangs over past1 present1 and future1 and it is the province of the historian to find out1 not what was1 but what is4 ,where a battle has been fought1 you will find nothing but the bones of men and beasts2 where a battle is being fought1 there are hearts beating4 ,we will sit on a mound and muse1 and not try to make these skeletons stand on their legs again4 ,does ,nature remember1 think you1 that they were men1 or not rather that they are bones8 ,ancient history has an air of antiquity4 ,it should be more modern4 ,it is written as if the spectator should be thinking of the back side of the picture on the wall1 as if the author expected the dead would be his readers1 and wished to detail to them their own experience4 ,men seem anxious to accomplish an orderly retreat through the centuries1 earnestly rebuilding the works behind1 as they are battered down by the incroachments of time2 but while they loiter1 they and their works both fall a prey to the enemy4 ,biography is liable to the same objection2 it should be autobiography4 ,let us not leave ourselves empty that1 so vexing our bowels1 we may go abroad and be somebody else to explain him4 ,if ,i am not ,i1 who will be8 ,as if it were to dispense justice to all4 ,but the time has not come for that4#beh ,aug4 #ab4 ,we take pleasure in beholding the form of a mountain in the horizon1 as if by retiring to this distance we had then first conquered it by our vision1 and were made privy to the design of the architect2 so when we behold the shadow of our earth on the moon's disk4 ,when we climb a mountain and observe the lesser irregularities1 we do not give credit to the comprehensive and general intelligence which shaped them2 but when we see the outline in the horizon1 we confess that the hand which moulded those opposite slopes1 making one balance the other1 worked round a deep centre1 and was privy to the plan of the universe4 ,the smallest of nature's works fits the farthest and widest view1 as if it had been referred in its bearings to every point in space4#bei ,it harmonizes with the horizon line and the orbits of the planets4 ,aug4 #ac4 ,friday4 ,i have been in the swamp by ,charles ,miles's this afternoon1 and found it so bosky and sylvan that ,art would never have freedom or courage to imitate it4 ,it can never match the luxury and superfluity of ,nature4 ,in ,art all is seen2 she cannot afford concealed wealth1 and in consequence is niggardly2 but ,nature1 even when she is scant and thin outwardly1 contents us still by the assurance of a certain generosity at the roots4 ,surely no stinted hand has been at work here for these centuries to produce these particular tints this summer4 ,the double spruce attracts me here1 which ,i had hardly noticed in the gardens1 and now ,i understand why men try to make them grow about their houses4#bfj ,nature has her luxurious and florid style as well as ,art4 ,having a pilgrim's cup to make1 she gives to the whole--stem1 bowl1 handle1 and nose--some fantastic shape1 as if it were to be the car of a fabulous marine deity1--a ,nereus or ,triton4 ,she is mythical and mystical always1 and spends her whole genius upon the least work4#bfa ,aug4 #af4 ,there is a double virtue in the sound that can wake an echo1 as in the lowing of the cows this morning4 ,far out in the horizon that sound travels quite round the town1 and invades each recess of the wood1 advancing at a grand pace and with a sounding ,eastern pomp4 ,aug4 #ah4 ,i sailed on the ,north ,river last night with my flute1 and my music was a tinkling stream which meandered with the river1 and fell from note to note as a brook from rock to rock4 ,i did not hear the strains after they had issued from the flute1 but before they were breathed into it1 for the original strain precedes the sound by as much as the echo follows after1 and the rest is the perquisite of the rocks and trees and beasts4#bfb ,unpremeditated music is the true gauge which measures the current of our thoughts1 the very undertow of our life's stream4 99 99 99 99 99 ,of all the duties of life it is hardest to be in earnest2 it implies a good deal both before and behind4 ,i sit here in the barn this flowing afternoon weather1 while the school bell is ringing in the village1 and find that all the things immediate to be done are very trivial4 ,i could postpone them to hear this locust sing4 ,the cockerels crow and the hens cluck in the yard as if time were dog-cheap4 ,it seems something worth detaining time1--the laying of an egg4 ,cannot man do something to comfort the gods1 and not let the world prove such a piddling concern8 ,no doubt they would be glad to sell their shares at a large discount by this time4 ,eastern ,railroad stock promises a better dividend4 ,the best poets1 after all1 exhibit only a tame and civil side of nature4 ,they have not seen the west side of any mountain4 ,day and night1 mountain and wood1 are visible from the wilderness as well as the village4 ,they have their primeval aspects1 sterner1 savager than any poet has sung4 ,it is only the white man's poetry4 ,we want the ,indian's report4 ,wordsworth is too tame for the ,chippeway4#bfc 99 99 99 99 99 ,the landscape contains a thousand dials which indicate the natural divisions of time2 the shadows of a thousand styles point to the hour4 ,the afternoon is now far advanced1 and a fresh and leisurely wind is blowing on the river1 causing long reaches of serene ripples4 ,it has done its stent1 and seems not to flow but lie at its length reflecting the light4 ,the haze over the woods seems like the breath of all nature1 rising from a myriad pores into the attenuated atmosphere4#bfd ,it is sun smoke1 the woof he has woven1 his day's toil displayed4#bfe ,if ,i were awaked from a deep sleep1 ,i should know which side the meridian the sun might be by the chirping of the crickets4 ,night has already insidiously set her foot in the valley in many places1 where the shadows of the shrubs and fences begin to darken the landscape4 ,there is a deeper shading in the colors of the afternoon landscape4 ,perhaps the forenoon is brighter than the afternoon1 not only because of the greater transparency of the atmosphere then1 but because we naturally look most into the west1--as we look forward into the day1--and so in the forenoon see the sunny side of things1 but in the afternoon the shadow of every tree4 ,what a drama of light and shadow from morning to night6 ,soon as the sun is over the meridian1 in deep ravines under the east side of the cliffs night forwardly plants her foot1 and1 as day retreats1 steps into his trenches1 till at length she sits in his citadel4 ,for long time she skulks behind the needles of the pine1 before she dares draw out her forces into the plain4 ,sun1 moon1 wind1 and stars are the allies of one side or the other4#bff 99 99 99 99 99 ,how much will some officious men give to preserve an old book1 of which perchance only a single copy exists1 while a wise ,god is already giving1 and will still give1 infinitely more to get it destroyed6 ,aug4 #bj4 ,friday4 ,it seems as if no cock lived so far in the horizon but a faint vibration reached me here1 spread the wider over earth as the more distant4 ,in the morning the crickets snore1 in the afternoon they chirp1 at midnight they dream4 ,aug4 #bd4 ,let us wander where we will1 the universe is built round about us1 and we are central still4 ,by reason of this1 if we look into the heavens1 they are concave1 and if we were to look into a gulf as bottomless1 it would be concave also4 ,the sky is curved downward to the earth in the horizon1 because ,i stand in the plain4 ,i draw down its skirts4 ,the stars so low there seem loth to go away from me1 but by a circuitous path to be remembering and returning to me4#bfg ,aug4 #bh4 ,saturday4 ,a great poet will write for his peers alone1 and indite no line to an inferior4 ,he will remember only that he saw truth and beauty from his position1 and calmly expect the time when a vision as broad shall overlook the same field as freely4#bfh ,johnson can no more criticise ,milton than the naked eye can criticise ,herschel's map of the sun4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the art which only gilds the surface and demands merely a superficial polish1 without reaching to the core1 is but varnish and filigree4 ,but the work of genius is rough-hewn from the first1 because it anticipates the lapse of time and has an ingrained polish1 which still appears when fragments are broken off1 an essential quality of its substance4 ,its beauty is its strength4 ,it breaks with a lustre1 and splits in cubes and diamonds4 ,like the diamond1 it has only to be cut to be polished1 and its surface is a window to its interior splendors4 99 99 99 99 99 ,true verses are not counted on the poet's fingers1 but on his heart-strings4 ,my life hath been the poem ,i would have writ1 ,but ,i could not both live and live to utter it4#bfi ,in the ,hindoo scripture the idea of man is quite illimitable and sublime4 ,there is nowhere a loftier conception of his destiny4 ,he is at length lost in ,brahma himself1 the divine male4 ,indeed1 the distinction of races in this life is only the commencement of a series of degrees which ends in ,brahma4 ,the veneration in which the ,vedas are held is itself a remarkable fact4 ,their code embraced the whole moral life of the ,hindoo1 and in such a case there is no other truth than sincerity4 ,truth is such by reference to the heart of man within1 not to any standard without4 ,there is no creed so false but faith can make it true4 ,in inquiring into the origin and genuineness of this scripture it is impossible to tell when the divine agency in its composition ceased1 and the human began4 ,from fire1 from air1 and from the sun was it milked out4 99 99 99 99 99 ,there is no grander conception of creation anywhere4 ,it is peaceful as a dream1#bgj and so is the annihilation of the world4 ,it is such a beginning and ending as the morning and evening1 for they had learned that ,god's methods are not violent4 ,it was such an awakening as might have been heralded by the faint dreaming chirp of the crickets before the dawn4 ,the very indistinctness of its theogony implies a sublime truth4 ,it does not allow the reader to rest in any supreme first cause1 but directly hints of a supremer still which created the last4 ,the creator is still behind1 increate4#bga ,the divinity is so fleeting that its attributes are never expressed4 ,aug4 #cj4 ,what is a day1 if the day's work be not done8 ,what are the divisions of time to them who have nothing to do8 ,what is the present or the future to him who has no occasion for them1 who does not create them by his industry8 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is now easy to apply to this ancient scripture such a catholic criticism as it will become the part of some future age to apply to the ,christian1--wherein the design and idea which underlies it is considered1 and not the narrow and partial fulfillment4 ,these verses are so eminently textual1 that it seems as if those old sages had concentrated all their wisdom in little fascicles1 of which future times were to be the commentary2 as the light of this lower world is only the dissipated rays of the sun and stars4#bgb ,they seem to have been uttered with a sober morning prescience1 in the dawn of time4#bgc ,there is a sort of holding back1 or withdrawal of the full meaning1 that the ages may follow after and explore the whole4 ,the sentence opens unexpensively and almost unmeaningly1 as the petals of a flower4#bgd 99 99 99 99 99 ,to our nearsightedness this mere outward life seems a constituent part of us1 and we do not realize that as our soul expands it will cast off the shell of routine and convention1 which afterward will only be an object for the cabinets of the curious4 ,but of this people the temples are now crumbled away1 and we are introduced to the very hearth of ,hindoo life and to the primeval conventicle where how to eat and to drink and to sleep were the questions to be decided4#bge 99 99 99 99 99 ,the simple life herein described confers on us a degree of freedom even in the perusal4 ,we throw down our packs and go on our way unencumbered4 ,wants so easily and gracefully satisfied that they seem like a more refined pleasure and repleteness4#bgf ,sept4 #a4 ,wednesday4 ,when ,i observe the effeminate taste of some of my contemporaries in this matter of poetry1 and how hardly they bear with certain incongruities1 ,i think if this age were consulted it would not choose granite to be the backbone of the world1 but ,bristol spar or ,brazilian diamonds4 ,but the verses which have consulted the refinements even of a golden age will be found weak and nerveless for an iron one4 ,the poet is always such a ,cincinnatus in literature as with republican simplicity to raise all to the chiefest honors of the state4 ,each generation thinks to inhabit only a west end of the world1 and have intercourse with a refined and civilized ,nature1 not conceiving of her broad equality and republicanism4 ,they think her aristocratic and exclusive because their own estates are narrow4 ,but the sun indifferently selects his rhymes1 and with a liberal taste weaves into his verse the planet and the stubble4#bgg ,let us know and conform only to the fashions of eternity4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the very austerity of these ,hindoos is tempting to the devotional as a more refined and nobler luxury4#bgh ,they seem to have indulged themselves with a certain moderation and temperance in the severities which their code requires1 as divine exercises not to be excessively used as yet4 ,one may discover the root of a ,hindoo religion in his own private history1 when1 in the silent intervals of the day or the night1 he does sometimes inflict on himself like austerities with a stern satisfaction4 ,the ,laws of ,menu are a manual of private devotion1 so private and domestic and yet so public and universal a word as is not spoken in the parlor or pulpit in these days4#bgi ,it is so impersonal that it exercises our sincerity more than any other4 ,it goes with us into the yard and into the chamber1 and is yet later spoken than the advice of our mother and sisters4#bhj ,sept4 #b4 ,thursday4 ,there is but one obligation1 and that is the obligation to obey the highest dictate4 ,none can lay me under another which will supersede this4 ,the gods have given me these years without any incumbrance2 society has no mortgage on them4 ,if any man assist me in the way of the world1 let him derive satisfaction from the deed itself1 for ,i think ,i never shall have dissolved my prior obligations to ,god4 ,kindness repaid is thereby annulled4 ,i would let his deed lie as fair and generous as it was intended4 ,the truly beneficent never relapses into a creditor2 his great kindness is still extended to me and is never done4 ,of those noble deeds which have me for their object ,i am only the most fortunate spectator1 and would rather be the abettor of their nobleness than stay their tide with the obstructions of impatient gratitude4 ,as true as action and reaction are equal1 that nobleness which was as wide as the universe will rebound not on him the individual1 but on the world4 ,if any have been kind to me1 what more do they want8 ,i cannot make them richer than they are4 ,if they have not been kind1 they cannot take from me the privilege which they have not improved4 ,my obligations will be my lightest load1 for that gratitude which is of kindred stuff in me1 expanding every pore1 will easily sustain the pressure4 ,we walk the freest through the air we breathe4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the sublime sentences of ,menu carry us back to a time when purification and sacrifice and self-devotion had a place in the faith of men1 and were not as now a superstition4 ,they contain a subtle and refined philosophy also1 such as in these times is not accompanied with so lofty and pure a devotion4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i saw a green meadow in the midst of the woods to-day which looked as if ,dame ,nature had set her foot there1 and it had bloomed in consequence4 ,it was the print of her moccasin4 99 99 99 99 99 ,sometimes my thought rustles in midsummer as if ripe for the fall4#bha ,i anticipate the russet hues and the dry scent of autumn1 as the feverish man dreams of balm and sage4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i was informed to-day that no ,hindoo tyranny presided at the framing of the world1--that ,i am a freeman of the universe1 and not sentenced to any caste4#bhb 99 99 99 99 99 ,when ,i write verses ,i serve my thoughts as ,i do tumblers2 ,i rap them to see if they will ring4 ,sept4 #c4 ,friday4 ,next to ,nature1 it seems as if man's actions were the most natural1 they so gently accord with her4 ,the small seines of flax or hemp stretched across the shallow and transparent parts of the river are no more intrusion than the cobweb in the sun4 ,it is very slight and refined outrage at most4 ,i stay my boat in mid-current and look down in the running water to see the civil meshes of his nets1 and wonder how the blustering people of the town could have done this elvish work4 ,the twine looks like a new river-weed and is to the river like a beautiful memento of man1 man's presence in nature discovered as silently and delicately as ,robinson discovered that there were savages on his island by a footprint in the sand4#bhc 99 99 99 99 99 ,moonlight is the best restorer of antiquity4 ,the houses in the village have a classical elegance as of the best days of ,greece1 and this half-finished church reminds me of the ,parthenon1 or whatever is most famous and excellent in art4#bhd ,so serene it stands1 reflecting the moon1 and intercepting the stars with its rafters1 as if it were refreshed by the dews of the night equally with me4 ,by day ,mr4 ,hosmer1 but by night ,vitruvius rather4 ,if it were always to stand in this mild and sombre light it would be finished already4 ,it is in progress by day but completed by night1 and already its designer is an old master4 ,the projecting rafter so carelessly left on the tower1 holding its single way through the sky1 is quite architectural1 and in the unnecessary length of the joists and flooring of the staging around the walls there is an artistic superfluity and grace4 ,in these fantastic lines described upon the sky there is no trifling or conceit4 ,indeed1 the staging for the most part is the only genuine native architecture and deserves to stand longer than the building it surrounds4 ,in this obscurity there are no fresh colors to offend1 and the light and shade of evening adorn the new equally with the old4 ,sept4 #d4 ,saturday4 ,i think ,i could write a poem to be called ,concord4 ,for argument ,i should have the ,river1 the ,woods1 the ,ponds1 the ,hills1 the ,fields1 the ,swamps and ,meadows1 the ,streets and ,buildings1 and the ,villagers4 ,then ,morning1 ,noon1 and ,evening1 ,spring1 ,summer1 ,autumn1 and ,winter1 ,night1 ,indian ,summer1 and the ,mountains in the ,horizon4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a book should be so true as to be intimate and familiar to all men1 as the sun to their faces1--such a word as is occasionally uttered to a companion in the woods in summer1 and both are silent4 99 99 99 99 99 ,as ,i pass along the streets of the village on the day of our annual fair1 when the leaves strew the ground1 ,i see how the trees keep just such a holiday all the year4 ,the lively spirits of their sap mount higher than any plowboy's let loose that day4 ,a walk in the autumn woods1 when1 with serene courage1 they are preparing for their winter campaign1 if you have an ear for the rustling of their camp or an eye for the glancing of their armor1 is more inspiring than the ,greek or ,peninsular war4#bhe ,any grandeur may find society as great as itself in the forest4 99 99 99 99 99 ,pond ,hill4--,i see yonder some men in a boat1 which floats buoyantly amid the reflections of the trees1 like a feather poised in mid-air1 or a leaf wafted gently from its twig to the water without turning over4 ,they seem very delicately to have availed themselves of the natural laws1 and their floating there looks like a beautiful and successful experiment in philosophy4 ,it reminds me how much more refined and noble the life of man might be made1 how its whole economy might be as beautiful as a ,tuscan villa1#bhf--;a new and more catholic art1 the art of life1 which should have its impassioned devotees and make the schools of ,greece and ,rome to be deserted4 ,sept4 #e4 ,saturday4 ,barn4 ,greater is the depth of sadness ,than is any height of gladness4 ,i cannot read much of the best poetry in prose or verse without feeling that it is a partial and exaggerated plaint1 rarely a carol as free as ,nature's4 ,that content which the sun shines for between morning and evening is unsung4 ,the ,muse solaces herself2 she is not delighted but consoled4#bhg ,but there are times when we feel a vigor in our limbs1 and our thoughts are like a flowing morning light1 and the stream of our life without reflection shows long reaches of serene ripples4 ,and if we were to sing at such an hour1 there would be no catastrophe contemplated in our verse1 no tragic element in it1#bhh nor yet a comic4 ,for the life of the gods is not in any sense dramatic1 nor can be the subject of the drama2 it is epic without beginning or end1 an eternal interlude without plot1--not subordinate one part to another1 but supreme as a whole1 at once leaf and flower and fruit4 ,at present the highest strain is ,hebraic4 ,the church bell is the tone of all religious thought1 the most musical that men consent to sing4 ,in the youth of poetry1 men love to praise the lark and the morning1 but they soon forsake the dews and skies for the nightingale and evening shades4 ,without instituting a wider comparison ,i might say that in ,homer there is more of the innocence and serenity of youth than in the more modern and moral poets4 ,the ,iliad is not ,sabbath but morning reading1 and men cling to this old song1 because they have still moments of unbaptized and uncommitted life which give them an appetite for more4 ,there is no cant in him1 as there is no religion4 ,we read him with a rare sense of freedom and irresponsibleness1 as though we trod on native ground1 and were autochthones of the soil4#bhi 99 99 99 99 99 ,through the fogs of this distant vale we look back and upward to the source of song1 whose crystal stream still ripples and gleams in the clear atmosphere of the mountain's side4 99 99 99 99 99 ,some hours seem not to be occasion for anything1 unless for great resolves to draw breath and repose in1 so religiously do we postpone all action therein4 ,we do not straight go about to execute our thrilling purpose1 but shut our doors behind us1 and saunter with prepared mind1 as if the half were already done4#bij ,sometimes a day serves only to hold time together4#bia ,sept4 #ab4 ,sunday4 ,where ,i have been ,there was none seen4 ,sept4 #ad4 ,no bravery is to be named with that which can face its own deeds4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in religion there is no society4 99 99 99 99 99 ,do not dissect a man till he is dead4 99 99 99 99 99 ,love does not analyze its object4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we do not know the number of muscles in a caterpillar dead2 much less the faculties of a man living4 99 99 99 99 99 ,you must believe that ,i know before you can tell me4 99 99 99 99 99 ,to the highest communication ,i can make no reply2 ,i lend only a silent ear4 ,sept4 #ah4 ,saturday4 ,barn4--,it is a great event1 the hearing of a bell ring in one of the neighboring towns1 particularly in the night4 ,it excites in me an unusual hilarity1 and ,i feel that ,i am in season wholly and enjoy a prime and leisure hour4 ,sept4 #bj4 ,monday4 ,visited ,sampson ,wilder of ,boston4 ,his method of setting out peach trees is as follows3-- ,dig a hole six feet square and two deep1 and remove the earth2 cover the bottom to the depth of six inches with lime and ashes in equal proportions1 and upon this spread another layer of equal thickness1 of horn parings1 tips of horns1 bones1 and the like1 then fill up with a compost of sod and strong animal manure1 say four bushels of hog manure to a cartload of sod4 ,cover the tree--which should be budded at two years old--but slightly1 and at the end of two years dig a trench round it three feet from the tree and six inches deep1 and fill it with lime and ashes4 ,for grapes3-- ,let your trench be twelve feet wide and four deep1 cover the bottom with paving-stones six inches1 then old bricks with mortar attached or loose six inches more1 then beef-bones1 horns1 etc41 six more 7,captain ,bobadil71 then a compost similar to the preceding4 ,set your roots one foot from the north side1 the trench running east and west1 and bury eight feet of the vine crosswise the trench1 not more than eight inches below the surface4 ,cut it down for three or four years1 that root may accumulate1 and then train it from the sun up an inclined plane4 ,sept4 #bh4 ,tuesday4 ,i anticipate the coming in of spring as a child does the approach of some pomp through a gate of the city4 ,sept4 #cj4 ,better wait ,than be too late4#bib ,nov4 #bi4 ,cambridge4--,one must fight his way1 after a fashion1 even in the most civil and polite society4 ,the most truly kind and gracious have to be won by a sort of valor1 for the seeds of suspicion seem to lurk in every spadeful of earth1 as well as those of confidence4 ,the president and librarian turn the cold shoulder to your application1 though they are known for benevolent persons4 ,they wonder if you can be anything but a thief1 contemplating frauds on the library4 ,it is the instinctive and salutary principle of self-defense2 that which makes the cat show her talons when you take her by the paw4#bic ,certainly that valor which can open the hearts of men is superior to that which can only open the gates of cities4#bid ,you must always let people see that they serve themselves more than you1--not by your ingratitude1 but by sympathy and congratulation4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the twenty-first volume of ,chalmers's ,english ,poets contains ,hoole's and ,mickle's ,translations4 ,in the shape of a note to the ,seventh ,book of the ,lusiad1 ,mickle has written a long ,inquiry into the ,religious ,tenets and ,philosophy of the ,bramins4 ,nov4 #cj4 ,tuesday4 ,cambridge4--,when looking over the dry and dusty volumes of the ,english poets1 ,i cannot believe that those fresh and fair creations ,i had imagined are contained in them4 ,english poetry from ,gower down1 collected into one alcove1 and so from the library window compared with the commonest nature1 seems very mean4 ,poetry cannot breathe in the scholar's atmosphere4 ,the ,aubreys and ,hickeses1 with all their learning1 prophane it yet indirectly by their zeal4 ,you need not envy his feelings who for the first time has cornered up poetry in an alcove4 ,i can hardly be serious with myself when ,i remember that ,i have come to ,cambridge after poetry2 and while ,i am running over the catalogue and collating and selecting1 ,i think if it would not be a shorter way to a complete volume to step at once into the field or wood1 with a very low reverence to students and librarians4 ,milton did not foresee what company he was to fall into4#bie ,on running over the titles of these books1 looking from time to time at their first pages or farther1 ,i am oppressed by an inevitable sadness4 ,one must have come into a library by an oriel window1 as softly and undisturbed as the light which falls on the books through a stained window1 and not by the librarian's door1 else all his dreams will vanish4 ,can the ,valhalla be warmed by steam and go by clock and bell8 ,good poetry seems so simple and natural a thing that when we meet it we wonder that all men are not always poets4 ,poetry is nothing but healthy speech4 ,though the speech of the poet goes to the heart of things1 yet he is that one especially who speaks civilly to ,nature as a second person and in some sense is the patron of the world4 ,though more than any he stands in the midst of ,nature1 yet more than any he can stand aloof from her4 ,the best lines1 perhaps1 only suggest to me that that man simply saw or heard or felt what seems the commonest fact in my experience4 ,one will know how to appreciate ,chaucer best who has come down to him the natural way through the very meagre pastures of ,saxon and ante-,chaucerian poetry4 ,so human and wise he seems after such diet that we are as liable to misjudge him so as usually4#bif 99 99 99 99 99 ,the ,saxon poetry extant seems of a more serious and philosophical cast than the very earliest that can be called ,english4 ,it has more thought1 but less music4 ,it translates ,bothius1 it paraphrases the ,hebrew ,bible1 it solemnly sings of war1 of life and death1 and chronicles events4 ,the earliest ,english poetry is tinctured with romance through the influence of the ,normans1 as the ,saxon was not4 ,the ballad and metrical romance belong to this period4 ,those old singers were for the most part imitators or translators4#big ,or will it not appear1 when viewed at a sufficient distance1 that our brave new poets are also secondary as they1 and refer the eye that reads them and their poetry1 too1 back and backward without end8 99 99 99 99 99 ,nothing is so attractive and unceasingly curious as character4 ,there is no plant that needs such tender treatment1 there is none that will endure so rough4 ,it is the violet and the oak4 ,it is the thing we mean1 let us say what we will4 ,we mean our own character1 or we mean yours4 ,it is divine and related to the heavens1 as the earth is by the flashes of the ,aurora4 ,it has no acquaintance nor companion4 ,it goes silent and unobserved longer than any planet in space1 but when at length it does show itself1 it seems like the flowering of all the world1 and its before unseen orbit is lit up like the trail of a meteor4 ,i hear no good news ever but some trait of a noble character4 ,it reproaches me plaintively4 ,i am mean in contrast1 but again am thrilled and elevated that ,i can see my own meanness1 and again still1 that my own aspiration is realized in that other4 ,you reach me1 my friend1 not by your kind or wise words to me here or there2 but as you retreat1 perhaps after years of vain familiarity1 some gesture or unconscious action in the distance speaks to me with more emphasis than all those years4 ,i am not concerned to know what eighth planet is wandering in space up there1 or when ,venus or ,orion rises1 but if1 in any cot to east or west and set behind the woods1 there is any planetary character illuminating the earth4 ,packed in my mind lie all the clothes ,which outward nature wears1 ,for1 as its hourly fashions change1 ,it all things else repairs4 ,my eyes look inward1 not without1 ,and ,i but hear myself1 ,and this new wealth which ,i have got ,is part of my own pelf4 ,for while ,i look for change abroad1 ,i can no difference find1 ,till some new ray of peace uncalled ,lumines my inmost mind1 ,as1 when the sun streams through the wood1 ,upon a winter's morn1 ,where'er his silent beams may stray ,the murky night is gone4 ,how could the patient pine have known ,the morning breeze would come1 ,or simple flowers anticipate ,the insect's noonday hum1 ,till that new light with morning cheer ,from far streamed through the aisles1 ,and nimbly told the forest trees ,for many stretching miles8#bih ,dec4 #ab4 ,sunday4 ,all music is only a sweet striving to express character4 ,now that lately ,i have heard of some traits in the character of a fair and earnest maiden whom ,i had only known superficially1 but who has gone hence to make herself more known by distance1 they sound like strains of a wild harp music4 ,they make all persons and places who had thus forgotten her to seem late and behindhand4 ,every maiden conceals a fairer flower and more luscious fruit than any calyx in the field1 and if she go with averted face1 confiding in her own purity and high resolves1 she will make the heavens retrospective1 and all nature will humbly confess its queen4#bii ,there is apology enough for all the deficiency and shortcoming in the world in the patient waiting of any bud of character to unfold itself4 ,only character can command our reverent love4 ,it is all mysteries in itself4 ,what is it gilds the trees and clouds ,and paints the heavens so gay1 ,but yonder fast-abiding light ,with its unchanging ray8 ,i've felt within my inmost soul ,such cheerful morning news1 ,in the horizon of my mind ,i've seen such morning hues1 ,as in the twilight of the dawn1 ,when the first birds awake1 ,is heard within some silent wood ,where they the small twigs break2 ,or in the eastern skies is seen ,before the sun appears1 ,foretelling of the summer heats ,which far away he bears4 ,p4 ,m4 ,walden4--,i seem to discern the very form of the wind when1 blowing over the hills1 it falls in broad flakes upon the surface of the pond1 this subtle element obeying the same law with the least subtle4 ,as it falls it spreads itself like a mass of lead dropped upon an anvil4 ,i cannot help being encouraged by this blithe activity in the elements in these degenerate days of men4 ,who hears the rippling of the rivers will not utterly despair of anything4 ,the wind in the wood yonder sounds like an incessant waterfall1 the water dashing and roaring among rocks4 ,dec4 #ac4 ,monday4 ,we constantly anticipate repose4 ,yet it surely can only be the repose that is in entire and healthy activity4 ,it must be a repose without rust4 ,what is leisure but opportunity for more complete and entire action8 ,our energies pine for exercise4 ,that time we spend in our duties is so much leisure1 so that there is no man but has sufficient of it4 ,i make my own time1 ,i make my own terms4 ,i cannot see how ,god or ,nature can ever get the start of me4 99 99 99 99 99 ,this ancient ,scotch poetry1 at which its contemporaries so marvelled1 sounds like the uncertain lisping of a child4 ,when man's speech flows freest it but stutters and stammers4 ,there is never a free and clear deliverance2 but1 read now when the illusion of smooth verse is destroyed by the antique spelling1 the sense is seen to stammer and stumble all the plainer4 ,to how few thoughts do all these sincere efforts give utterance6 ,an hour's conversation with these men would have done more4 ,i am astonished to find how meagre that diet is which has fed so many men4 ,the music of sound1 which is all-sufficient at first1 is speedily lost1 and then the fame of the poet must rest on the music of the sense4 ,a great philosophical and moral poet would give permanence to the language by making the best sound convey the best sense4 ,dec4 #ad4 ,tuesday4 ,to hear the sunset described by the old ,scotch poet ,douglas1 as ,i have seen it1 repays me for many weary pages of antiquated ,scotch4 ,nothing so restores and humanizes antiquity and makes it blithe as the discovery of some natural sympathy between it and the present4 ,why is it that there is something melancholy in antiquity8 ,we forget that it had any other future than our present4 ,as if it were not as near to the future as ourselves6 ,no1 thank heavens1 these ranks of men to right and left1 posterity and ancestry1 are not to be thridded by any earnest mortal4 ,the heavens stood over the heads of our ancestors as near as to us4 ,any living word in their books abolishes the difference of time4 ,it need only be considered from the present standpoint4 ,dec4 #ae4 ,wednesday4 ,a mild summer sun shines over forest and lake4 ,the earth looks as fair this morning as the ,valhalla of the gods4 ,indeed our spirits never go beyond nature4 ,in the woods there is an inexpressible happiness4 ,their mirth is but just repressed4 ,in winter1 when there is but one green leaf for many rods1 what warm content is in them6 ,they are not rude1 but tender1 even in the severest cold4 ,their nakedness is their defense4 ,all their sounds and sights are elixir to my spirit4 ,they possess a divine health4 ,god is not more well4 ,every sound is inspiriting and fraught with the same mysterious assurance1 from the creaking of the boughs in ,january to the soft sough of the wind in ,july4 ,how much of my well-being1 think you1 depends on the condition of my lungs and stomach1--such cheap pieces of ,nature as they1 which1 indeed1 she is every day reproducing with prodigality4 ,is the arrow indeed fatal which rankles in the breast of the bird on the bough1 in whose eye all this fair landscape is reflected1 and whose voice still echoes through the wood8 ,the trees have come down to the bank to see the river go by4 ,this old1 familiar river is renewed each instant2 only the channel is the same4#cjj ,the water which so calmly reflects the fleeting clouds and the primeval trees ,i have never seen before4 ,it may have washed some distant shore1 or framed a glacier or iceberg at the north1 when ,i last stood here4 ,seen through a mild atmosphere1 the works of the husbandman1 his plowing and reaping1 have a beauty to the beholder which the laborer never sees4#cja ,i seem to see somewhat more of my own kith and kin in the lichens on the rocks than in any books4 ,it does seem as if mine were a peculiarly wild nature1 which so yearns toward all wildness4 ,i know of no redeeming qualities in me but a sincere love for some things1 and when ,i am reproved ,i have to fall back on to this ground4#cjb ,this is my argument in reserve for all cases4 ,my love is invulnerable4 ,meet me on that ground1 and you will find me strong4 ,when ,i am condemned1 and condemn myself utterly1 ,i think straightway1 ,but ,i rely on my love for some things4 ,therein ,i am whole and entire4 ,therein ,i am ,god-propped4 ,when ,i see the smoke curling up through the woods from some farmhouse invisible1 it is more suggestive of the poetry of rural and domestic life than a nearer inspection can be4 ,up goes the smoke as quietly as the dew exhales in vapor from these pine leaves and oaks2 as busy1 disposing itself in circles and in wreaths1 as the housewife on the hearth below4 ,it is cotemporary with a piece of human biography1 and waves as a feather in some man's cap4 ,under that rod of sky there is some plot a-brewing1 some ingenuity has planted itself1 and we shall see what it will do4 ,it tattles of more things than the boiling of the pot4 ,it is but one of man's breaths4 ,all that is interesting in history or fiction is transpiring beneath that cloud4 ,the subject of all life and death1 of happiness and grief1 goes thereunder4 ,illustration3 ,winter ,landscape from ,fair ,haven ,hill ,when the traveller in the forest1 attaining to some eminence1 descries a column of smoke in the distance1 it is a very gentle hint to him of the presence of man4 ,it seems as if it would establish friendly relations between them without more ado4#cjc ,dec4 #ah4 ,saturday4 ,some men make their due impression upon their generation1 because a petty occasion is enough to call forth all their energies2 but are there not others who would rise to much higher levels1 whom the world has never provoked to make the effort8 ,i believe there are men now living who have never opened their mouths in a public assembly1 in whom nevertheless there is such a well of eloquence that the appetite of any age could never exhaust it2 who pine for an occasion worthy of them1 and will pine till they are dead2 who can admire1 as well as the rest1 at the flowing speech of the orator1 but do yet miss the thunder and lightning and visible sympathy of the elements which would garnish their own utterance4 ,if in any strait ,i see a man fluttered and his ballast gone1 then ,i lose all hope of him1 he is undone2 but if he reposes still1 though he do nothing else worthy of him1 if he is still a man in reserve1 then is there everything to hope of him4 ,the age may well go pine itself that it cannot put to use this gift of the gods4 ,he lives on1 still unconcerned1 not needing to be used4 ,the greatest occasion will be the slowest to come4 99 99 99 99 99 ,sometimes a particular body of men do unconsciously assert that their will is fate1 that the right is decided by their fiat without appeal1 and when this is the case they can never be mistaken2 as when one man is quite silenced by the thrilling eloquence of another1 and submits to be neglected as to his fate1 because such is not the willful vote of the assembly1 but their instinctive decision4 ,dec4 #bc4 ,thursday4 ,concord4--,the best man's spirit makes a fearful sprite to haunt his tomb4 ,the ghost of a priest is no better than that of a highwayman4 ,it is pleasant to hear of one who has blest whole regions after his death by having frequented them while alive1 who has prophaned or tabooed no place by being buried in it4#cjd ,it adds not a little to the fame of ,little ,john that his grave was long celebrous for the yielding of excellent whetstones4#cje ,a forest is in all mythologies a sacred place1 as the oaks among the ,druids and the grove of ,egeria2 and even in more familiar and common life a celebrated wood is spoken of with respect1 as ,barnsdale ,wood and ,sherwood4 ,had ,robin ,hood no ,sherwood to resort to1 it would be difficult to invest his story with the charms it has got4 ,it is always the tale that is untold1 the deeds done and the life lived in the unexplored secrecy of the wood1 that charm us and make us children again1--to read his ballads1 and hear of the greenwood tree4 ,dec4 #bd4 ,friday4 ,i want to go soon and live away by the pond1 where ,i shall hear only the wind whispering among the reeds4 ,it will be success if ,i shall have left myself behind4 ,but my friends ask what ,i will do when ,i get there4 ,will it not be employment enough to watch the progress of the seasons8#cjf ,dec4 #be4 ,saturday4 ,it does seem as if ,nature did for a long time gently overlook the prophanity of man4 ,the wood still kindly echoes the strokes of the axe1 and when the strokes are few and seldom1 they add a new charm to a walk4 ,all the elements strive to naturalize the sound4#cjg ,such is our sympathy with the seasons that we experience the same degree of heat in the winter as in the summer4 ,it is not a true apology for any coarseness to say that it is natural4 ,the grim woods can afford to be very delicate and perfect in the details4 ,i don't want to feel as if my life were a sojourn any longer4 ,that philosophy cannot be true which so paints it4 ,it is time now that ,i begin to live4 ,dec4 #bf4 ,sunday4 ,he is the rich man and enjoys the fruits of riches1 who1 summer and winter forever1 can find delight in the contemplation of his soul4 ,i could look as unweariedly up to that cope as into the heavens of a summer day or a winter night4 ,when ,i hear this bell ring1 ,i am carried back to years and ,sabbaths when ,i was newer and more innocent1 ,i fear1 than now1 and it seems to me as if there were a world within a world4 ,sin1 ,i am sure1 is not in overt acts or1 indeed1 in acts of any kind1 but is in proportion to the time which has come behind us and displaced eternity1--that degree to which our elements are mixed with the elements of the world4 ,the whole duty of life is contained in the question how to respire and aspire both at once4 ,dec4 #bi4 ,wednesday4 ,one does not soon learn the trade of life4 ,that one may work out a true life requires more art and delicate skill than any other work4 ,there is need of the nice fingers of the girl as well as the tough hand of the farmer4 ,the daily work is too often toughening the pericarp of the heart as well as the hand4 ,great familiarity with the world must be nicely managed1 lest it win away and bereave us of some susceptibility4 ,experience bereaves us of our innocence2 wisdom bereaves us of our ignorance4 ,let us walk in the world without learning its ways4 ,whole weeks or months of my summer life slide away in thin volumes like mist or smoke1 till at length some warm morning1 perchance1 ,i see a sheet of mist blown down the brook to the swamp1 its shadow flitting across the fields1 which have caught a new significance from that accident2 and as that vapor is raised above the earth1 so shall the next weeks be elevated above the plane of the actual2#cjh or when the setting sun slants across the pastures1 and the cows low to my inward ear and only enhance the stillness1 and the eve is as the dawn1 a beginning hour and not a final one1 as if it would never have done1 with its clear western amber inciting men to lives of as limpid purity4 ,then do other parts of my day's work shine than ,i had thought at noon1 for ,i discover the real purport of my toil1 as1 when the husbandman has reached the end of the furrow and looks back1 he can best tell where the pressed earth shines most4#cji 99 99 99 99 99 ,all true greatness runs as level a course1 and is as unaspiring1 as the plow in the furrow4 ,it wears the homeliest dress and speaks the homeliest language4 ,its theme is gossamer and dew lines1 johnswort and loosestrife1 for it has never stirred from its repose and is most ignorant of foreign parts4 ,heaven is the inmost place4 ,the good have not to travel far4 ,what cheer may we not derive from the thought that our courses do not diverge1 and we wend not asunder1 but as the web of destiny is woven it is fulled1 and we are cast more and more into the centre6 ,and our fates even are social4#caj ,there is no wisdom which can take the place of humanity1 and ,i find that in old ,chaucer that love rings longest which rhymes best with some saw of ,milton's or ,edmunds's4 ,i wish ,i could be as still as ,god is4 ,i can recall to my mind the stillest summer hour1 in which the grasshopper sings over the mulleins1 and there is a valor in that time the memory of which is armor that can laugh at any blow of fortune4 ,a man should go out of nature with the chirp of the cricket or the trill of the veery ringing in his ear4 ,these earthly sounds should only die away for a season1 as the strains of the harp rise and swell4 ,death is that expressive pause in the music of the blast4#caa ,i would be as clean as ye1 ,o woods4 ,i shall not rest till ,i be as innocent as you4 ,i know that ,i shall sooner or later attain to an unspotted innocence1 for when ,i consider that state even now ,i am thrilled4 ,if we were wise enough1 we should see to what virtue we were indebted for any happier moment we might have1 nor doubt we had earned this at some time4 ,these motions everywhere in nature must surely be the circulations of ,god4 ,the flowing sail1 the running stream1 the waving tree1 the roving wind1--whence else their infinite health and freedom8#cab ,i can see nothing so proper and holy as unrelaxed play and frolic in this bower ,god has built for us4 ,the suspicion of sin never comes to this thought4 ,oh1 if men felt this they would never build temples even of marble or diamond1 but it would be sacrilege and prophane1 but disport them forever in this paradise4 ,in the coldest day it melts somewhere4 ,it seems as if only one trait1 one little incident in human biography1 need to be said or written in some era1 that all readers may go mad after it1 and the man who did the miracle is made a demigod henceforth4 ,what we all do1 not one can tell2 and when some lucky speaker utters a truth of our experience and not of our speculation1 we think he must have had the nine ,muses and the three ,graces to help him4 ,i can at length stretch me when ,i come to ,chaucer's breadth2 and ,i think1 ,well1 ,i could be that man's acquaintance1#cac for he walked in that low and retired way that ,i do1 and was not too good to live4 ,i am grieved when they hint of any unmanly submissions he may have made1 for that subtracts from his breadth and humanity4 ,dec4 #cj4 ,thursday4 ,i admire ,chaucer for a sturdy ,english wit4 ,the easy height he speaks from in his ,prologue to the ,canterbury ,tales is as good as anything in it1--as if he were indeed better than any of the company there assembled4#cad ,the poet does not have to go out of himself and cease to tattle of his domestic affairs1 to win our confidence1 but is so broad that we see no limits to his sympathy4 ,great delicacy and gentleness of character is constantly displayed in ,chaucer's verse4 ,the simplest and humblest words come readily to his lips4 ,the natural innocence of the man appears in the simple and pure spirit in which ,the ,prioresses ,tale is conceived1 in which the child sings ,o alma redemptoris mater1 and in the account of the departure of ,custance with her child upon the sea1 in ,the ,man of ,lawes ,tale4#cae ,the whole story of ,chanticleer and ,dame ,partlet in ,the ,nonnes ,preestes ,tale is genuine humanity4 ,i know nothing better in its kind4 ,the poets seem to be only more frank and plain-spoken than other men4 ,their verse is but confessions4 ,they always confide in the reader1 and speak privily with him1 keeping nothing back4#caf ,i know of no safe rule by which to judge of the purity of a former age but that ,i see that the impure of the present age are not apt to rise to noble sentiments when they speak or write1 and suspect1 therefore1 that there may be more truth than is allowed in the apology that such was the manner of the age4#cag ,within the circuit of this plodding life1 ,there are moments of an azure hue ,and as unspotted fair as is the violet ,or anemone1 when the spring strews them ,by some south woodside2 which make untrue ,the best philosophy which has so poor an aim ,but to console man for his grievance here4 ,i have remembered when the winter came1 ,high in my chamber in the frosty nights1 ,how in the summer past some ,unrecorded beam slanted across ,some upland pasture where the ,johnswort grew1 ,or heard1 amidst the verdure of my mind1 the bee's long-smothered hum1 ,so by the cheap economy of ,god made rich to go upon my wintry work again4 ,in the still1 cheerful cold of winter nights1 ,when1 in the cold light of the moon1 ,on every twig and rail and jutting spout ,the icy spears are doubling their length ,against the glancing arrows of the sun1 ,and the shrunk wheels creak along the way1 ,some summer accident long past ,of lakelet gleaming in the ,july beams1 ,or hum of bee under the blue flag1 ,loitering in the meads1 or busy rill which now stands dumb and still1 its own memorial1 purling at its play along the slopes1 and through the meadows next1 till that its sound was quenched in the staid current of its parent stream4 ,in memory is the more reality4 ,i have seen how the furrows shone but late upturned1 and where the fieldfare followed in the rear1 when all the fields stood bound and hoar beneath a thick integument of snow4#cah 99 99 99 99 99 ,when the snow is falling thick and fast1 the flakes nearest you seem to be driving straight to the ground1 while the more distant seem to float in the air in a quivering bank1 like feathers1 or like birds at play1 and not as if sent on any errand4 ,so1 at a little distance1 all the works of ,nature proceed with sport and frolic4 ,they are more in the eye and less in the deed4 ,dec4 #ca4 ,friday4 ,books of natural history make the most cheerful winter reading4 ,i read in ,audubon with a thrill of delight1 when the snow covers the ground1 of the magnolia1 and the ,florida keys1 and their warm sea breezes2 of the fence-rail1 and the cotton-tree1 and the migrations of the rice-bird2 or of the breaking up of winter in ,labrador4 ,i seem to hear the melting of the snow on the forks of the ,missouri as ,i read4 ,i imbibe some portion of health from these reminiscences of luxuriant nature4 ,there is a singular health for me in those words ,labrador and ,east ,main which no desponding creed recognizes4 ,how much more than federal are these ,states6 ,if there were no other vicissitudes but the seasons1 with their attendant and consequent changes1 our interest would never flag4 ,much more is a-doing than ,congress wots of in the winter season4 ,what journal do the persimmon and buckeye keep1 or the sharp-shinned hawk8 ,what is transpiring from summer to winter in the ,carolinas1 and the ,great ,pine ,forest1 and the ,valley of the ,mohawk8 ,the merely political aspect of the land is never very cheering4 ,men are degraded when considered as the members of a political organization4 ,as a nation the people never utter one great and healthy word4 ,from this side all nations present only the symptoms of disease4 ,i see but ,bunker's ,hill and ,sing ,sing1 the ,district of ,columbia and ,sullivan's ,island1 with a few avenues connecting them4 ,but paltry are all these beside one blast of the east or south wind which blows over them all4 ,in society you will not find health1 but in nature4 ,you must converse much with the field and woods1 if you would imbibe such health into your mind and spirit as you covet for your body4 ,society is always diseased1 and the best is the sickest4 ,there is no scent in it so wholesome as that of the pines1 nor any fragrance so penetrating and restorative as that of everlasting in high pastures4 ,without that our feet at least stood in the midst of nature1 all our faces would be pale and livid4 ,i should like to keep some book of natural history always by me as a sort of elixir1 the reading of which would restore the tone of my system and secure me true and cheerful views of life4 ,for to the sick1 nature is sick1 but to the well1 a fountain of health4 ,to the soul that contemplates some trait of natural beauty no harm nor disappointment can come4 ,the doctrines of despair1 of spiritual or political servitude1 no priestcraft nor tyranny1 was ever sic taught by such as drank in the harmony of nature4#cai ,,vi #ahdb 7,t4 #bd-be7 ,jan4 #a4 ,virtue is the deed of the bravest4 ,it is that art which demands the greatest confidence and fearlessness4 ,only some hardy soul ventures upon it4 ,virtue is a bravery so hardy that it deals in what it has no experience in4 ,the virtuous soul possesses a fortitude and hardihood which not the grenadier nor pioneer can match4 ,it never shrunk4 ,it goes singing to its work4 ,effort is its relaxation4 ,the rude pioneer work of this world has been done by the most devoted worshippers of beauty4#cbj ,their resolution has possessed a keener edge than the soldier's4 ,in winter is their campaign2 they never go into quarters4 ,they are elastic under the heaviest burden1 under the extremest physical suffering4 ,methinks good courage will not flag here on the ,atlantic border as long as we are outflanked by the ,fur ,countries4 ,there is enough in that sound to cheer one under any circumstances4 ,the spruce1 the hemlock1 and the pine will not countenance despair4 ,methinks some creeds in vestries and churches do forget the hunter wrapped in furs by the ,great ,slave ,lake1 or how the ,esquimaux sledges are drawn by dogs1 and in the twilight of the northern night the hunter does not give over to follow the seal and walrus over the ice4 ,these men are sick and of diseased imaginations who would toll the world's knell so soon4 ,cannot these sedentary sects do better than prepare the shrouds and write the epitaphs of those other busy living men8 ,the practical faith of men belies the preacher's consolation4 ,this is the creed of the hypochondriac4#cba ,there is no infidelity so great as that which prays1 and keeps the ,sabbath1 and founds churches4 ,the sealer of the ,south ,pacific preaches a truer doctrine4 ,the church is the hospital for men's souls1 but the reflection that he may one day occupy a ward in it should not discourage the cheerful labors of the able-bodied man4 ,let him remember the sick in their extremities1 but not look thither as to his goal4#cbb ,jan4 #b4 ,sunday4 ,the ringing of the church bell is a much more melodious sound than any that is heard within the church4 ,all great values are thus public1 and undulate like sound through the atmosphere4 ,wealth cannot purchase any great private solace or convenience4 ,riches are only the means of sociality4 ,i will depend on the extravagance of my neighbors for my luxuries1 for they will take care to pamper me if ,i will be overfed4 ,the poor man who sacrificed nothing for the gratification seems to derive a safer and more natural enjoyment from his neighbor's extravagance than he does himself4 ,it is a new natural product1 from the contemplation of which he derives new vigor and solace as from a natural phenomenon4 ,in moments of quiet and leisure my thoughts are more apt to revert to some natural than any human relation4 ,chaucer's sincere sorrow in his latter days for the grossness of his earlier works1 and that he cannot recall and annul what he had written of the base and filthy love of men towards women2 but alas they are now continued from man to man1 says he1 and ,i cannot do what ,i desire1 is all very creditable to his character4 ,chaucer is the make-weight of his century1--a worthy representative of ,england while ,petrarch and ,boccaccio lived in ,italy1 and ,tell and ,tamerlane in ,switzerland and ,asia1 and ,bruce and ,rienzi in ,europe1 and ,wickliffe and ,gower in his own land4 ,edward ,,iii and ,john of ,gaunt and the ,black ,prince complete the company4 ,the fame of ,roger ,bacon came down from the preceding century1 and ,dante1 though just departed1 still exerted the influence of a living presence4#cbc ,with all his grossness he is not undistinguished for the tenderness and delicacy of his muse4 ,a simple pathos and feminine gentleness is peculiar to him which not even ,wordsworth can match4#cbd ,and then his best passages of length are marked by a happy and healthy wit which is rather rare in the poetry of any nation4 ,on the whole1 he impresses me as greater than his reputation1 and not a little like ,homer and ,shakespeare1 for he would have held up his head in their company4 ,among the earliest ,english poets he is their landlord and host1 and has the authority of such4 ,we read him with affection and without criticism1 for he pleads no cause1 but speaks for us1 his readers1 always4 ,he has that greatness of trust and reliance which compels popularity4 ,he is for a whole country and country sic to know and to be proud of4 ,the affectionate mention which succeeding early poets make of him1 coupling him with ,homer and ,virgil1 is also to be taken into the account in estimating his character4 ,king ,james and ,dunbar of ,scotland speak with more love and reverence of him than any cotemporary poet of his predecessors of the last century4 ,that childlike relation1 indeed1 does not seem to exist now which was then4#cbe ,jan4 #c4 ,monday4 ,it is pleasant when one can relieve the grossness of the kitchen and the table by the simple beauty of his repast1 so that there may be anything in it to attract the eye of the artist even4 ,i have been popping corn to-night1 which is only a more rapid blossoming of the seed under a greater than ,july heat4 ,the popped corn is a perfect winter flower1 hinting of anemones and houstonias4 ,for this little grace man has1 mixed in with the vulgarness of his repast1 he may well thank his stars4 ,the law by which flowers unfold their petals seems only to have operated more suddenly under the intense heat4 ,it looks like a sympathy in this seed of the corn with its sisters of the vegetable kingdom1 as if by preference it assumed the flower form rather than the crystalline4 ,here has bloomed for my repast such a delicate blossom as will soon spring by the wall-sides4 ,and this is as it should be4 ,why should not ,nature revel sometimes1 and genially relax and make herself familiar at my board8 ,i would have my house a bower fit to entertain her4 ,it is a feast of such innocence as might have snowed down4 ,by my warm hearth sprang these cerealious blossoms2 here was the bank where they grew4 ,methinks some such visible token of approval would always accompany the simple and healthy repast4 ,there would be such a smiling and blessing upon it4 ,our appetite should always be so related to our taste1 and the board we spread for its gratification be an epitome of the universal table which ,nature sets by hill and wood and stream for her dumb pensioners4#cbf ,jan4 #e4 ,wednesday4 ,i find that whatever hindrances may occur ,i write just about the same amount of truth in my ,journal2 for the record is more concentrated1 and usually it is some very real and earnest life1 after all1 that interrupts4 ,all flourishes are omitted4 ,if ,i saw wood from morning to night1 though ,i grieve that ,i could not observe the train of my thoughts during that time1 yet1 in the evening1 the few scrannel lines which describe my day's occupations will make the creaking of the saw more musical than my freest fancies could have been4 ,i find incessant labor with the hands1 which engrosses the attention also1 the best method to remove palaver out of one's style4 ,one will not dance at his work who has wood to cut and cord before the night falls in the short days of winter2 but every stroke will be husbanded1 and ring soberly through the wood2 and so will his lines ring and tell on the ear1 when at evening he settles the accounts of the day4 ,i have often been astonished at the force and precision of style to which busy laboring men1 unpracticed in writing1 easily attain when they are required to make the effort4 ,it seems as if their sincerity and plainness were the main thing to be taught in schools1--and yet not in the schools1 but in the fields1 in actual service1 ,i should say4 ,the scholar not unfrequently envies the propriety and emphasis with which the farmer calls to his team1 and confesses that if that lingo were written it would surpass his labored sentences4 ,who is not tired of the weak and flowing periods of the politician and scholar1 and resorts not even to the ,farmer's ,almanac1 to read the simple account of the month's labor1 to restore his tone again8 ,i want to see a sentence run clear through to the end1 as deep and fertile as a well-drawn furrow which shows that the plow was pressed down to the beam4 ,if our scholars would lead more earnest lives1 we should not witness those lame conclusions to their ill-sown discourses1 but their sentences would pass over the ground like loaded rollers1 and not mere hollow and wooden ones1 to press in the seed and make it germinate4 ,a well-built sentence1 in the rapidity and force with which it works1 may be compared to a modern corn-planter1 which furrows out1 drops the seed1 and covers it up at one movement4#cbg ,the scholar requires hard labor as an impetus to his pen4 ,he will learn to grasp it as firmly and wield it as gracefully and effectually as an axe or a sword4 ,when ,i consider the labored periods of some gentleman scholar1 who perchance in feet and inches comes up to the standard of his race1 and is nowise deficient in girth1 ,i am amazed at the immense sacrifice of thews and sinews4 ,what6 these proportions and these bones1 and this their work6 ,how these hands hewed this fragile matter1 mere filagree or embroidery fit for ladies' fingers6 ,can this be a stalwart man's work1 who has marrow in his backbone and a tendon ,achilles in his heel8 ,they who set up ,stonehenge did somewhat1--much in comparison1--if it were only their strength was once fairly laid out1 and they stretched themselves4#cbh ,i discover in ,raleigh's verses the vices of the courtier4 ,they are not equally sustained1 as if his noble genius were warped by the frivolous society of the court4 ,he was capable of rising to a remarkable elevation4 ,his poetry has for the most part a heroic tone and vigor as of a knight errant4 ,but again there seems to have been somewhat unkindly in his education1 and as if he had by no means grown up to be the man he promised4 ,he was apparently too genial and loyal a soul1 or rather he was incapable of resisting temptations from that quarter4 ,if to his genius and culture he could have added the temperament of ,fox or ,cromwell1 the world would have had cause longer to remember him4 ,he was the pattern of nobility4 ,one would have said it was by some lucky fate that he and ,shakespeare flourished at the same time in ,england1 and yet what do we know of their acquaintanceship8 ,jan4 #g4 ,friday4 ,i am singularly refreshed in winter when ,i hear tell of service-berries1 pokeweed1 juniper4 ,is not heaven made up of these cheap summer glories8#cbi ,the great ,god is very calm withal4 ,how superfluous is any excitement in his creatures6 ,he listens equally to the prayers of the believer and the unbeliever4 ,the moods of man should unfold and alternate as gradually and placidly as those of nature4 ,the sun shines for aye6 ,the sudden revolutions of these times and this generation have acquired a very exaggerated importance4 ,they do not interest me much1 for they are not in harmony with the longer periods of nature4 ,the present1 in any aspect in which it can be presented to the smallest audience1 is always mean4 ,god does not sympathize with the popular movements4 ,jan4 #h4 ,saturday4 ,when1 as now1 in ,january a south wind melts the snow1 and the bare ground appears1 covered with sere grass and occasionally wilted green leaves which seem in doubt whether to let go their greenness quite or absorb new juices against the coming year1--in such a season a perfume seems to exhale from the earth itself and the south wind melts my integuments also4 ,then is she my mother earth4 ,i derive a real vigor from the scent of the gale wafted over the naked ground1 as from strong meats1 and realize again how man is the pensioner of ,nature4 ,we are always conciliated and cheered when we are fed by such an influence1 and our needs are felt to be part of the domestic economy of ,nature4 99 99 99 99 99 ,what offends me most in my compositions is the moral element in them4 ,the repentant say never a brave word4 ,their resolves should be mumbled in silence4 ,strictly speaking1 morality is not healthy4 ,those undeserved joys which come uncalled and make us more pleased than grateful are they that sing4 99 99 99 99 99 ,one music seems to differ from another chiefly in its more perfect time1 to use this word in a true sense4 ,in the steadiness and equanimity of music lies its divinity4 ,it is the only assured tone4#ccj ,when men attain to speak with as settled a faith and as firm assurance1 their voices will sing and their feet march as do the feet of the soldier4 ,the very dogs howl if time is disregarded4 ,because of the perfect time of this music-box--its harmony with itself--is its greater dignity and stateliness4 ,this music is more nobly related for its more exact measure4 ,so simple a difference as this more even pace raises it to the higher dignity4 ,man's progress through nature should have an accompaniment of music4 ,it relieves the scenery1 which is seen through it as a subtler element1 like a very clear morning air in autumn4 ,music wafts me through the clear1 sultry valleys1 with only a slight gray vapor against the hills4 ,of what manner of stuff is the web of time wove1 when these consecutive sounds called a strain of music can be wafted down through the centuries from ,homer to me1 and ,homer have been conversant with that same unfathomable mystery and charm which so newly tingles my ears8#cca ,these single strains1 these melodious cadences which plainly proceed out of a very deep meaning and a sustained soul1 are the interjections of ,god4 ,they are perhaps the expression of the perfect knowledge which the righteous at length attain to4 ,am ,i so like thee1 my brother1 that the cadence of two notes affects us alike8 ,shall ,i not some time have an opportunity to thank him who made music8 ,i feel a sad cheer when ,i hear these lofty strains1#ccb because there must be something in me as lofty that hears4 ,but ah1 ,i hear them but rarely6 ,does it not rather hear me8 ,if my blood were clogged in my veins1 ,i am sure it would run more freely4 ,god must be very rich1 who1 for the turning of a pivot1 can pour out such melody on me4 ,it is a little prophet2 it tells me the secrets of futurity4 ,where are its secrets wound up but in this box8#ccc ,so much hope had slumbered4 ,there are in music such strains as far surpass any faith in the loftiness of man's destiny4#ccd ,he must be very sad before he can comprehend them4 ,the clear1 liquid notes from the morning fields beyond seem to come through a vale of sadness to man1 which gives all music a plaintive air4 ,it hath caught a higher pace than any virtue ,i know4 ,it is the arch-reformer4 ,it hastens the sun to his setting4 ,it invites him to his rising4 ,it is the sweetest reproach1 a measured satire4 ,i know there is a people somewhere where this heroism has place4 ,or else things are to be learned which it will be sweet to learn4#cce ,this cannot be all rumor4 ,when ,i hear this1 ,i think of that everlasting and stable something which is not sound1 but to be a thrilling reality1 and can consent to go about the meanest work for as many years of time as it pleases even the ,hindoo penance1 for a year of the gods were as nothing to that which shall come after4 ,what1 then1 can ,i do to hasten that other time1 or that space where there shall be no time1 and these things be a more living part of my life1--where there will be no discords in my life8 ,jan4 #i4 ,sunday4 ,one cannot too soon forget his errors and misdemeanors2 for to dwell long upon them is to add to the offense1 and repentance and sorrow can only be displaced by somewhat better1 and which is as free and original as if they had not been4 ,not to grieve long for any action1 but to go immediately and do freshly and otherwise1 subtracts so much from the wrong4 ,else we may make the delay of repentance the punishment of the sin4 ,but a great nature will not consider its sins as its own1 but be more absorbed in the prospect of that valor and virtue for the future which is more properly it1 than in those improper actions which1 by being sins1 discover themselves to be not it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,sir ,w4 ,raleigh's faults are those of a courtier and a soldier4 ,in his counsels and aphorisms we see not unfrequently the haste and rashness of a boy4 ,his philosophy was not wide nor deep1 but continually giving way to the generosity of his nature4 ,what he touches he adorns by his greater humanity and native nobleness1 but he touches not the true nor original4 ,he thus embellishes the old1 but does not unfold the new4 ,he seems to have been fitted by his genius for short flights of impulsive poetry1 but not for the sustained loftiness of ,shakespeare or ,milton4 ,he was not wise nor a seer in any sense1 but rather one of nature's nobility2 the most generous nature which can be spared to linger in the purlieus of the court4 ,his was a singularly perverted genius1 with such an inclination to originality and freedom1 and yet who never steered his own course4 ,of so fair and susceptible a nature1 rather than broad or deep1 that he delayed to slake his thirst at the nearest and even more turbid wells of truth and beauty4 ,whose homage to the least fair or noble left no space for homage to the all fair4 ,the misfortune of his circumstances1 or rather of the man1 appears in the fact that he was the author of ,maxims of ,state and ,the ,cabinet ,council and ,the ,soul's ,errand4 ,feb4 #ai4 ,saturday4 ,i never yet saw two men sufficiently great to meet as two4 ,in proportion as they are great the differences are fatal1 because they are felt not to be partial but total4 ,frankness to him who is unlike me will lead to the utter denial of him4 ,i begin to see how that the preparation for all issues is to do virtuously4 ,when two approach to meet1 they incur no petty dangers1 but they run terrible risks4 ,between the sincere there will be no civilities4 ,no greatness seems prepared for the little decorum1 even savage unmannerliness1 it meets from equal greatness4 ,feb4 #bj4 ,sunday4 ,examine animal forms geometrically1 from man1 who represents the perpendicular1 to the reptile which forms the horizontal line1 and then applying to those forms the rules of the exact sciences1 which ,god himself cannot change1 we shall see that visible nature contains them all2 that the combinations of the seven primitive forms are entirely exhausted1 and that1 therefore1 they can represent all possible varieties of morality4--,from ,the ,true ,messiah2 or the ,old and ,new ,testaments1 examined according to the ,principles of the ,language of ,nature4 ,by ,g4 ,segger1 translated from ,french by ,grater4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am amused to see from my window here how busily man has divided and staked off his domain4 ,god must smile at his puny fences running hither and thither everywhere over the land4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my path hitherto has been like a road through a diversified country1 now climbing high mountains1 then descending into the lowest vales4 ,from the summits ,i saw the heavens2 from the vales ,i looked up to the heights again4 ,in prosperity ,i remember ,god1 or memory is one with consciousness2 in adversity ,i remember my own elevations1 and only hope to see ,god again4 ,it is vain to talk4 ,what do you want8 ,to bandy words1 or deliver some grains of truth which stir within you8 ,will you make a pleasant rumbling sound after feasting1 for digestion's sake1 or such music as the birds in springtime8 99 99 99 99 99 ,the death of friends should inspire us as much as their lives4 ,if they are great and rich enough1 they will leave consolation to the mourners before the expenses of their funerals4#ccf ,it will not be hard to part with any worth1 because it is worthy4 ,how can any good depart8 ,it does not go and come1 but we4 ,shall we wait for it8 ,is it slower than we8 ,feb4 #ba4 ,i must confess there is nothing so strange to me as my own body4 ,i love any other piece of nature1 almost1 better4 ,i was always conscious of sounds in nature which my ears could never hear1--that ,i caught but the prelude to a strain4 ,she always retreats as ,i advance4 ,away behind and behind is she and her meaning4 ,will not this faith and expectation make to itself ears at length8 ,i never saw to the end1 nor heard to the end2 but the best part was unseen and unheard4 ,i am like a feather floating in the atmosphere2 on every side is depth unfathomable4 ,i feel as if years had been crowded into the last month1#ccg and yet the regularity of what we call time has been so far preserved as that ,i#cch 444 will be welcome in the present4 ,i have lived ill for the most part because too near myself4 ,i have tripped myself up1 so that there was no progress for my own narrowness4 ,i cannot walk conveniently and pleasantly but when ,i hold myself far off in the horizon4 ,and the soul dilutes the body and makes it passable4 ,my soul and body have tottered along together of late1 tripping and hindering one another like unpracticed ,siamese twins4 ,they two should walk as one1 that no obstacle may be nearer than the firmament4 99 99 99 99 99 ,there must be some narrowness in the soul that compels one to have secrets4 ,feb4 #bc4 ,wednesday4 ,every poet's muse is circumscribed in her wanderings1 and may be well said to haunt some favorite spring or mountain4 ,chaucer seems to have been the poet of gardens4 ,he has hardly left a poem in which some retired and luxurious retreat of the kind is not described1 to which he gains access by some secret port1 and there1 by some fount or grove1 is found his hero and the scene of his tale4 ,it seems as if1 by letting his imagination riot in the matchless beauty of an ideal garden1 he thus fed sic his fancy on to the invention of a tale which would fit the scene4 ,the muse of the most universal poet retires into some familiar nook1 whence it spies out the land as the eagle from his eyrie1 for he who sees so far over plain and forest is perched in a narrow cleft of the crag4 ,such pure childlike love of ,nature is nowhere to be matched4#cci ,and it is not strange that the poetry of so rude an age should contain such polished praise of ,nature2 for the charms of ,nature are not enhanced by civilization1 as society is1 but she possesses a permanent refinement1 which at last subdues and educates men4 ,the reader has great confidence in ,chaucer4 ,he tells no lies4 ,you read his story with a smile1 as if it were the circumlocution of a child1 and yet you find that he has spoke with more directness and economy of words than a sage4 ,he is never heartless4 ,so new was all his theme in those days1 that he had not to invent1 but only to tell4#cdj ,the language of poetry is infantile4 ,it cannot talk4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is the charm and greatness of all society1 from friendship to the drawing-room1 that it takes place on a level slightly higher than the actual characters of the parties would warrant2#cda it is an expression of faith4 ,true politeness is only hope and trust in men4 ,it never addresses a fallen or falling man1 but salutes a rising generation4 ,it does not flatter1 but only congratulates4 ,the rays of light come to us in such a curve that every fellow in the street appears higher than he really is4 ,it is the innate civility of nature4#cdb 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am glad that it was so because it could be4 ,march #a4 ,whatever ,i learn from any circumstances1 that especially ,i needed to know4 ,events come out of ,god1 and our characters determine them and constrain fate1 as much as they determine the words and tone of a friend to us4 ,hence are they always acceptable as experience1 and we do not see how we could have done without them4 ,march #b4 ,the greatest impression of character is made by that person who consents to have no character4 ,he who sympathizes with and runs through the whole circle of attributes cannot afford to be an individual4 ,most men stand pledged to themselves1 so that their narrow and confined virtue has no suppleness4 ,they are like children who cannot walk in bad company and learn the lesson which even it teaches1 without their guardians1 for fear of contamination4 ,he is a fortunate man who gets through the world without being burthened by a name and reputation1 for they are at any rate but his past history and no prophecy1 and as such concern him no more than another4 ,character is ,genius settled4 ,it can maintain itself against the world1 and if it relapses it repents4 ,it is as a dog set to watch the property of ,genius4 ,genius1 strictly speaking1 is not responsible1 for it is not moral4 ,march #h4 ,i live in the perpetual verdure of the globe4 ,i die in the annual decay of nature4 ,we can understand the phenomenon of death in the animal better if we first consider it in the order next below us1 the vegetable4 ,the death of the flea and the elephant are but phenomena of the life of nature4 99 99 99 99 99 ,most lecturers preface their discourses on music with a history of music1 but as well introduce an essay on virtue with a history of virtue4#cdc ,as if the possible combinations of sound1 the last wind that sighed1 or melody that waked the wood1 had any history other than a perceptive ear might hear in the least and latest sound of nature6 ,a history of music would be like the history of the future2 for so little past is it1 and capable of record1 that it is but the hint of a prophecy4 ,it is the history of gravitation4 ,it has no history more than ,god4 ,it circulates and resounds forever1 and only flows like the sea or air4 ,there might be a history of men or of hearing1 but not of the unheard4 ,why1 if ,i should sit down to write its story1 the west wind would rise to refute me4 ,properly speaking1 there can be no history but natural history1 for there is no past in the soul but in nature4 ,so that the history of anything is only the true account of it1 which will be always the same4 ,i might as well write the history of my aspirations4 ,does not the last and highest contain them all8 ,do the lives of the great composers contain the facts which interested them8 ,what is this music8 ,why1 thinner and more evanescent than ether2 subtler than sound1 for it is only a disposition of sound4 ,it is to sound what color is to matter4 ,it is the color of a flame1 or of the rainbow1 or of water4 ,only one sense has known it4 ,the least profitable1 the least tangible fact1 which cannot be bought or cultivated but by virtuous methods1 and yet our ears ring with it like shells left on the shore4 ,march #aa4 ,friday4 ,chaucer's familiar1 but innocent1 way of speaking of ,god is of a piece with his character4 ,he comes readily to his thoughts without any false reverence4 ,if ,nature is our mother1 is not ,god much more8 ,god should come into our thoughts with no more parade than the zephyr into our ears4 ,only strangers approach him with ceremony4 ,how rarely in our ,english tongue do we find expressed any affection for ,god6 ,no sentiment is so rare as love of ,god1--universal love4 ,herbert is almost the only exception4 ,ah1 my dear ,god1 etc4 ,chaucer's was a remarkably affectionate genius4 ,there is less love and simple trust in ,shakespeare4 ,when he sees a beautiful person or object1 he almost takes a pride in the maistry of his ,god4#cdd ,the ,protestant ,church seems to have nothing to supply the place of the ,saints of the ,catholic calendar1 who were at least channels for the affections4 ,its ,god has perhaps too many of the attributes of a ,scandinavian deity4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we can only live healthily the life the gods assign us4 ,i must receive my life as passively as the willow leaf that flutters over the brook4 ,i must not be for myself1 but ,god's work1 and that is always good4 ,i will wait the breezes patiently1 and grow as ,nature shall determine4 ,my fate cannot but be grand so4 ,we may live the life of a plant or an animal1 without living an animal life4 ,this constant and universal content of the animal comes of resting quietly in ,god's palm4 ,i feel as if ,i could at any time resign my life and the responsibility of living into ,god's hands1 and become as innocent1 free from care1 as a plant or stone4 ,my life1 my life6 why will you linger8 ,are the years short and the months of no account8 ,how often has long delay quenched my aspirations6 ,can ,god afford that ,i should forget him8 ,is he so indifferent to my career8 ,can heaven be postponed with no more ado8 ,why were my ears given to hear those everlasting strains which haunt my life1 and yet to be prophaned much more by these perpetual dull sounds8 99 99 99 99 99 ,our doubts are so musical that they persuade themselves4 ,why1 ,god1 did you include me in your great scheme8 ,will you not make me a partner at last8 ,did it need there should be a conscious material8 99 99 99 99 99 ,my friend1 my friend1 ,i'd speak so frank to thee that thou wouldst pray me to keep back some part1 for fear ,i robbed myself4 ,to address thee delights me1 there is such cleanness in the delivery4 ,i am delivered of my tale1 which1 told to strangers1 still would linger on my lips as if untold1 or doubtful how it ran4 ,march #ab4 ,consider what a difference there is between living and dying4 ,to die is not to begin to die1 and continue2 it is not a state of continuance1 but of transientness2 but to live is a condition of continuance1 and does not mean to be born merely4 ,there is no continuance of death4 ,it is a transient phenomenon4 ,nature presents nothing in a state of death4 ,march #ac4 ,sunday4 ,the sad memory of departed friends is soon incrusted over with sublime and pleasing thoughts1 as their monuments are overgrown with moss4#cde ,nature doth thus kindly heal every wound4 ,by the mediation of a thousand little mosses and fungi1 the most unsightly objects become radiant of beauty4 ,there seem to be two sides to this world1 presented us at different times1 as we see things in growth or dissolution1 in life or death4 ,for seen with the eye of a poet1 as ,god sees them1 all are alive and beautiful2 but seen with the historical eye1 or the eye of the memory1 they are dead and offensive4 ,if we see ,nature as pausing1 immediately all mortifies and decays2 but seen as progressing1 she is beautiful4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am startled that ,god can make me so rich even with my own cheap stores4 ,it needs but a few wisps of straw in the sun1 or some small word dropped1 or that has long lain silent in some book4 ,when heaven begins and the dead arise1 no trumpet is blown2 perhaps the south wind will blow4 ,what if you or ,i be dead6 ,god is alive still4 ,march #ad4 ,chaucer's genius does not soar like ,milton's1 but is genial and familiar4 ,it is only a greater portion of humanity1 with all its weakness4 ,it is not heroic1 as ,raleigh1 or pious1 as ,herbert1 or philosophical1 as ,shakespeare1 but the child of the ,english nation1 but that child that is father of the man4 ,his genius is only for the most part an exceeding naturalness4 ,it is perfect sincerity1 though with the behavior of a child rather than of a man4#cdf ,he can complain1 as in the ,testament of ,love1 but yet so truly and unfeignedly that his complaint does not fail to interest4 ,all ,england has his case at heart4 ,he shows great tenderness and delicacy1 but not the heroic sentiment4 ,his genius was feminine1 not masculine1--not but such is rarest to find in woman 7though the appreciation of it is not71--but less manly than the manliest4#cdg 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is not easy to find one brave enough to play the game of love quite alone with you1 but they must get some third person1 or world1 to countenance them4 ,they thrust others between4 ,love is so delicate and fastidious that ,i see not how it can ever begin4 ,do you expect me to love with you1 unless you make my love secondary to nothing else8 ,your words come tainted1 if the thought of the world darted between thee and the thought of me4 ,you are not venturous enough for love4 ,it goes alone unscared through wildernesses4 ,as soon as ,i see people loving what they see merely1 and not their own high hopes that they form of others1 ,i pity1 and do not want their love4 ,such love delays me4 ,did ,i ask thee to love me who hate myself8 ,no6 ,love that ,i love1 and ,i will love thee that lovest it4 ,the love is faint-hearted and short-lived that is contented with the past history of its object4 ,it does not prepare the soil to bear new crops lustier than the old4 ,i would ,i had leisure for these things1 sighs the world4 ,when ,i have done my quilting and baking1 then ,i will not be backward4 ,love never stands still1 nor does its object4 ,it is the revolving sun and the swelling bud4 ,if ,i know what ,i love1 it is because ,i remember it4 ,life is grand1 and so are its environments of ,past and ,future4 ,would the face of nature be so serene and beautiful if man's destiny were not equally so8 ,what am ,i good for now1 who am still marching after high things1 but to hear and tell the news1 to bring wood and water1 and count how many eggs the hens lay8 ,in the meanwhile1 ,i expect my life will begin4 ,i will not aspire longer4 ,i will see what it is ,i would be after4 ,i will be unanimous4 ,march #ae4 ,tuesday4 ,it is a new day2 the sun shines4 ,the poor have come out to employ themselves in the sunshine1 the old and feeble to scent the air once more4 ,i hear the bluebird and the song sparrow and the robin1 and the note of the lark leaks up through the meadows1 as if its bill had been thawed by the warm sun4 ,as ,i am going to the woods ,i think to take some small book in my pocket whose author has been there already1 whose pages will be as good as my thoughts1 and will eke them out or show me human life still gleaming in the horizon when the woods have shut out the town4 ,but ,i can find none4 ,none will sail as far forward into the bay of nature as my thought4 ,they stay at home4 ,i would go home4 ,when ,i get to the wood their thin leaves rustle in my fingers4 ,they are bare and obvious1 and there is no halo or haze about them4 ,nature lies far and fair behind them all4#cdh ,i should like to meet the great and serene sentence1 which does not reveal itself1--only that it is great1--which ,i may never with my utmost intelligence pierce through and beyond 7more than the earth itself71 which no intelligence can understand4 ,there should be a kind of life and palpitation to it2 under its rind a kind of blood should circulate forever1 communicating freshness to its countenance4#cdi 99 99 99 99 99 ,cold ,spring4--,i hear nothing but a phbe1 and the wind1 and the rattling of a chaise in the wood4 ,for a few years ,i stay here1 not knowing1 taking my own life by degrees1 and then ,i go4 ,i hear a spring bubbling near1 where ,i drank out of a can in my earliest youth4 ,the birds1 the squirrels1 the alders1 the pines1 they seem serene and in their places4 ,i wonder if my life looks as serene to them too4 ,does no creature1 then1 see with the eyes of its own narrow destiny1 but with ,god's8 ,when ,god made man1 he reserved some parts and some rights to himself4 ,the eye has many qualities which belong to ,god more than man4 ,it is his lightning which flashes in it4 ,when ,i look into my companion's eye1 ,i think it is ,god's private mine4 ,it is a noble feature2 it cannot be degraded2 for ,god can look on all things undefiled4 99 99 99 99 99 ,pond4--,nature is constantly original and inventing new patterns1 like a mechanic in his shop4 ,when the overhanging pine drops into the water1 by the action of the sun1 and the wind rubbing it on the shore1 its boughs are worn white and smooth and assume fantastic forms1 as if turned by a lathe4#cej ,all things1 indeed1 are subjected to a rotary motion1 either gradual and partial or rapid and complete1 from the planet and system to the simplest shellfish and pebbles on the beach2 as if all beauty resulted from an object turning on its own axis1 or others turning about it4 ,it establishes a new centre in the universe4 ,as all curves have reference to their centres or foci1 so all beauty of character has reference to the soul1 and is a graceful gesture of recognition or waving of the body toward it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the great and solitary heart will love alone1 without the knowledge of its object4 ,it cannot have society in its love4 ,it will expend its love as the cloud drops rain upon the fields over which it floats4 ,the only way to speak the truth is to speak lovingly2 only the lover's words are heard4 ,the intellect should never speak2 it is not a natural sound4 ,how trivial the best actions are6 ,i am led about from sunrise to sunset by an ignoble routine1 and yet can find no better road4 ,i must make a part of the planet4 ,i must obey the law of nature4 ,march #af4 ,wednesday4 ,raleigh's ,maxims are not true and impartial1 but yet are expressed with a certain magnanimity1 which was natural to the man1 as if this selfish policy could easily afford to give place in him to a more human and generous4 ,he gives such advice that we have more faith in his conduct than his principles4 ,he seems to have carried the courtier's life to the highest pitch of magnanimity and grace it was capable of4 ,he is liberal and generous as a prince1--that is1 within bounds2 brave1 chivalrous1 heroic1 as the knight in armor and not as a defenseless man4 ,his was not the heroism of ,luther1 but of ,bayard4 ,there was more of grace than of truth in it4 ,he had more taste than character4 ,there may be something petty in a refined taste2 it easily degenerates into effeminacy2 it does not consider the broadest use4 ,it is not content with simple good and bad1 and so is fastidious and curious1 or nice only4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the most attractive sentences are not perhaps the wisest1 but the surest and soundest4 ,he who uttered them had a right to speak4 ,he did not stand on a rolling stone1 but was well assured of his footing1 and naturally breathed them without effort4 ,they were spoken in the nick of time4 ,with rare fullness were they spoken1 as a flower expands in the field2 and if you dispute their doctrine1 you will say1 ,but there is truth in their assurance4 ,raleigh's are of this nature1 spoken with entire satisfaction and heartiness4 ,they are not philosophy1 but poetry4 ,with him it was always well done and nobly said4 ,that is very true which ,raleigh says about the equal necessity of war and law1--that the necessity of war1 which among human actions is most lawless1 hath some kind of affinity and near resemblance with the necessity of law2 for both equally rest on force as their basis1 and war is only the resource of law1 either on a smaller or larger scale1--its authority asserted4 ,in war1 in some sense1 lies the very genius of law4 ,it is law creative and active2 it is the first principle of the law4 ,what is human warfare but just this1--an effort to make the laws of ,god and nature take sides with one party4 ,men make an arbitrary code1 and1 because it is not right1 they try to make it prevail by might4 ,the moral law does not want any champion4 ,its asserters do not go to war4 ,it was never infringed with impunity4 ,it is inconsistent to decry war and maintain law1 for if there were no need of war there would be no need of law4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i must confess ,i see no resource but to conclude that conscience was not given us to no purpose1 or for a hindrance1 but that1 however flattering order and expediency may look1 it is but the repose of a lethargy2 and we will choose rather to be awake1 though it be stormy1 and maintain ourselves on this earth and in this life as we may1 without signing our death-warrant in the outset4 ,what does the law protect8 ,my rights8 or any rights8 ,my right1 or the right8 ,if ,i avail myself of it1 it may help my sin2 it cannot help my virtue4 ,let us see if we cannot stay here1 where ,god has put us1 on his own conditions4 ,does not his law reach to the earth8 ,while the law holds fast the thief and murderer for my protection 7,i should say its own71 it lets itself go loose4 ,expediencies differ4 ,they may clash4 ,english law may go to war with ,american law1 that is ,english interest with ,american interest1 but what is expedient for the whole world will be absolute right1 and synonymous with the law of ,god4 ,so the law is only partial right4 ,it is selfish1 and consults for the interest of the few4#cea ,somehow1 strangely1 the vice of men gets well represented and protected1 but their virtue has none to plead its cause1 nor any charter of immunities and rights4 ,the ,magna ,charta is not chartered rights1 but chartered wrongs4 ,march #ag4 ,thursday4 ,i have been making pencils all day1 and then at evening walked to see an old schoolmate who is going to help make the ,welland ,canal navigable for ships round ,niagara4 ,he cannot see any such motives and modes of living as ,i2 professes not to look beyond the securing of certain creature comforts4 ,and so we go silently different ways1 with all serenity1 ,i in the still moonlight through the village this fair evening to write these thoughts in my journal1 and he1 forsooth1 to mature his schemes to ends as good1 maybe1 but different4 ,so are we two made1 while the same stars shine quietly over us4 ,if ,i or he be wrong1 ,nature yet consents placidly4 ,she bites her lip and smiles to see how her children will agree4 ,so does the ,welland ,canal get built1 and other conveniences1 while ,i live4 ,well and good1 ,i must confess4 ,fast sailing ships are hence not detained4 ,what means this changing sky1 that now ,i freeze and contract and go within myself to warm me1 and now ,i say it is a south wind1 and go all soft and warm along the way8 ,i sometimes wonder if ,i do not breathe the south wind4 ,march #ah4 ,friday4 ,whatever book or sentence will bear to be read twice1 we may be sure was thought twice4 ,i say this thinking of ,carlyle1 who writes pictures or first impressions merely1 which consequently will only bear a first reading4 ,as if any transient1 any new1 mood of the best man deserved to detain the world long4 ,i should call ,carlyle's writing essentially dramatic1 excellent acting1 entertaining especially to those who see rather than those who hear1 not to be repeated more than a joke4 ,if he did not think who made the joke1 how shall we think who hear it8 ,he never consults the oracle1 but thinks to utter oracles himself4 ,there is nothing in his books for which he is not1 and does not feel1 responsible4 ,he does not retire behind the truth he utters1 but stands in the foreground4 ,i wish he would just think1 and tell me what he thinks1 appear to me in the attitude of a man with his ear inclined1 who comes as silently and meekly as the morning star1 which is unconscious of the dawn it heralds1 leading the way up the steep as though alone and unobserved in its observing1 without looking behind4 ,he is essentially a humorist4 ,but humors will not feed a man2 they are the least satisfactory morsel to the healthy appetite4 ,they circulate2 ,i want rather to meet that about which they circulate4 ,the heart is not a humor1 nor do they go to the heart1 as the blood does4#ceb ,march #ai4 ,saturday4 ,when ,i walk in the fields of ,concord and meditate on the destiny of this prosperous slip of the ,saxon family1 the unexhausted energies of this new country1 ,i forget that this which is now ,concord was once ,musketaquid1 and that the ,american race has had its destiny also4 ,everywhere in the fields1 in the corn and grain land1 the earth is strewn with the relics of a race which has vanished as completely as if trodden in with the earth4 ,i find it good to remember the eternity behind me as well as the eternity before4 ,wherever ,i go1 ,i tread in the tracks of the ,indian4 ,i pick up the bolt which he has but just dropped at my feet4 ,and if ,i consider destiny ,i am on his trail4 ,i scatter his hearthstones with my feet1 and pick out of the embers of his fire the simple but enduring implements of the wigwam and the chase4 ,in planting my corn in the same furrow which yielded its increase to his support so long1 ,i displace some memorial of him4 ,i have been walking this afternoon over a pleasant field planted with winter rye1 near the house1 where this strange people once had their dwelling-place4 ,another species of mortal men1 but little less wild to me than the musquash they hunted4 ,strange spirits1 dmons1 whose eyes could never meet mine2 with another nature and another fate than mine4 ,the crows flew over the edge of the woods1 and1 wheeling over my head1 seemed to rebuke1 as dark-winged spirits more akin to the ,indian than ,i4 ,perhaps only the present disguise of the ,indian4 ,if the new has a meaning1 so has the old4#cec ,nature has her russet hues as well as green4 ,indeed1 our eye splits on every object1 and we can as well take one path as the other4 ,if ,i consider its history1 it is old2 if its destiny1 it is new4 ,i may see a part of an object1 or the whole4 ,i will not be imposed on and think ,nature is old because the season is advanced4 ,i will study the botany of the mosses and fungi on the decayed wood1 and remember that decayed wood is not old1 but has just begun to be what it is4 ,i need not think of the pine almond#ced or the acorn and sapling when ,i meet the fallen pine or oak1 more than of the generations of pines and oaks which have fed the young tree4 ,the new blade of the corn1 the third leaf of the melon1 these are not green but gray with time1 but sere in respect of time4 ,the pines and the crows are not changed1 but instead that ,philip and ,paugus stand on the plain1 here are ,webster and ,crockett4 ,instead of the council-house is the legislature4 ,what a new aspect have new eyes given to the land6 ,where is this country but in the hearts of its inhabitants8 ,why1 there is only so much of ,indian ,america left as there is of the ,american ,indian in the character of this generation4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a blithe west wind is blowing over all4 ,in the fine flowing haze1 men at a distance seem shadowy and gigantic1 as ill-defined and great as men should always be4 ,i do not know if yonder be a man or a ghost4 99 99 99 99 99 ,what a consolation are the stars to man6--so high and out of his reach1 as is his own destiny4 ,i do not know but my life is fated to be thus low and grovelling always4 ,i cannot discover its use even to myself4 ,but it is permitted to see those stars in the sky equally useless1 yet highest of all and deserving of a fair destiny4 ,my fate is in some sense linked with that of the stars1 and if they are to persevere to a great end1 shall ,i die who could conjecture it8 ,it surely is some encouragement to know that the stars are my fellow-creatures1 for ,i do not suspect but they are reserved for a high destiny4 ,has not he who discovers and names a planet in the heavens as long a year as it8 ,i do not fear that any misadventure will befall them4 ,shall ,i not be content to disappear with the missing stars8 ,do ,i mourn their fate8 ,man's moral nature is a riddle which only eternity can solve4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i see laws which never fail1 of whose failure ,i never conceived4 ,indeed ,i cannot detect failure anywhere but in my fear4 ,i do not fear that right is not right1 that good is not good1 but only the annihilation of the present existence4 ,but only that can make me incapable of fear4 ,my fears are as good prophets as my hopes4 ,march #bj4 ,sunday4 ,my friend is cold and reserved because his love for me is waxing and not waning4 ,these are the early processes2 the particles are just beginning to shoot in crystals4 ,if the mountains came to me1 ,i should no longer go to the mountains4 ,so soon as that consummation takes place which ,i wish1 it will be past4 ,shall ,i not have a friend in reserve8 ,heaven is to come4 ,i hope this is not it4 ,words should pass between friends as the lightning passes from cloud to cloud4 ,i don't know how much ,i assist in the economy of nature when ,i declare a fact4 ,is it not an important part in the history of the flower that ,i tell my friend where ,i found it8 ,we do not wish friends to feed and clothe our bodies1--neighbors are kind enough for that1--but to do the like offices to ourselves4#cee ,we wish to spread and publish ourselves1 as the sun spreads its rays2 and we toss the new thought to the friend1 and thus it is dispersed4 ,friends are those twain who feel their interests to be one4 ,each knows that the other might as well have said what he said4 ,all beauty1 all music1 all delight springs from apparent dualism but real unity4 ,my friend is my real brother4 ,i see his nature groping yonder like my own4 ,does there go one whom ,i know8 then ,i go there4 ,the field where friends have met is consecrated forever4 ,man seeks friendship out of the desire to realize a home here4 ,as the ,indian thinks he receives into himself the courage and strength of his conquered enemy1 so we add to ourselves all the character and heart of our friends4 ,he is my creation4 ,i can do what ,i will with him4 ,there is no possibility of being thwarted2 the friend is like wax in the rays that fall from our own hearts4 ,the friend does not take my word for anything1 but he takes me4 ,he trusts me as ,i trust myself4 ,we only need be as true to others as we are to ourselves1 that there may be ground enough for friendship4 ,in the beginnings of friendship1--for it does not grow1--we realize such love and justice as are attributed to ,god4 ,very few are they from whom we derive any information4 ,the most only announce and tell tales1 but the friend in-forms4 ,what is all nature and human life at this moment1 what the scenery and vicinity of a human soul1 but the song of an early sparrow from yonder fences1 and the cackling hens in the barn8 ,so for one while my destiny loiters within ear-shot of these sounds4 ,the great busy ,dame ,nature is concerned to know how many eggs her hens lay4 ,the ,soul1 the proprietor of the world1 has an interest in the stacking of hay1 the foddering of cattle1 and the draining of peat meadows4 ,away in ,scythia1 away in ,india1 they make butter and cheese for its larder4#cef ,i wish that in some page of the ,testament there were something like ,charlemagne's egg account4 ,was not ,christ interested in the setting hens of ,palestine8 ,nature is very ample and roomy4 ,she has left us plenty of space to move in4 ,as far as ,i can see from this window1 how little life in the landscape6 ,the few birds that flit past do not crowd2 they do not fill the valley4 ,the traveller on the highway has no fellow-traveller for miles before or behind him4 ,nature was generous and not niggardly1 certainly4 99 99 99 99 99 ,how simple is the natural connection of events4 ,we complain greatly of the want of flow and sequence in books1 but if the journalist only move himself from ,boston to ,new ,york1 and speak as before1 there is link enough4 ,and so there would be1 if he were as careless of connection and order when he stayed at home1 and let the incessant progress which his life makes be the apology for abruptness4 ,do ,i not travel as far away from my old resorts1 though ,i stay here at home1 as though ,i were on board the steamboat8 ,is not my life riveted together8 ,has not it sequence8 ,do not my breathings follow each other naturally8 ,march #ba4ceg ,who is old enough to have learned from experience8 ,march #bb4 ,tuesday4 ,nothing can be more useful to a man than a determination not to be hurried4 ,i have not succeeded if ,i have an antagonist who fails4 ,it must be humanity's success4 ,i cannot think nor utter my thought unless ,i have infinite room4 ,the cope of heaven is not too high1 the sea is not too deep1 for him who would unfold a great thought4 ,it must feed me and warm and clothe me4 ,it must be an entertainment to which my whole nature is invited4 ,i must know that the gods are to be my fellow-guests4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we cannot well do without our sins2 they are the highway of our virtue4 ,march #bc4 ,wednesday4 ,plain speech is always a desideratum4 ,men write in a florid style only because they would match the simple beauties of the plainest speech4 ,they prefer to be misunderstood1 rather than come short of its exuberance4 ,hussein ,effendi praises the epistolary style of ,ibrahim ,pasha to the ,french traveller ,botta1 because of the difficulty of understanding it3 there was1 he said1 but one person at ,jidda who was capable of understanding and explaining the ,pasha's correspondence4 ,a plain sentence1 where every word is rooted in the soil1 is indeed flowery and verdurous4 ,it has the beauty and variety of mosaic with the strength and compactness of masonry4 ,all fullness looks like exuberance4 ,we are not rich without superfluous wealth2 but the imitator only copies the superfluity4 ,if the words were sufficiently simple and answering to the thing to be expressed1 our sentences would be as blooming as wreaths of evergreen and flowers4#ceh ,you cannot fill a wine-glass quite to the brim without heaping it4 ,simplicity is exuberant4 ,when ,i look back eastward over the world1 it seems to be all in repose4 ,arabia1 ,persia1 ,hindostan are the land of contemplation4 ,those ,eastern nations have perfected the luxury of idleness4 ,mount ,sabr1 according to the ,french traveller and naturalist ,botta1 is celebrated for producing the ,kt tree4 ,the soft tops of the twigs and tender leaves are eaten1 says his reviewer1 and produce an agreeable soothing excitement1 restoring from fatigue1 banishing sleep1 and disposing to the enjoyment of conversation4 ,what could be more dignified than to browse the tree-tops with the camelopard8 ,who would not be a rabbit or partridge sometimes1 to chew mallows and pick the apple tree buds8 ,it is not hard to discover an instinct for the opium and betel and tobacco chewers4#cei 99 99 99 99 99 ,after all1 ,i believe it is the style of thought entirely1 and not the style of expression1 which makes the difference in books4 ,for if ,i find any thought worth extracting1 ,i do not wish to alter the language4 ,then the author seems to have had all the graces of eloquence and poetry given him4 ,i am pleased to discover myself as much a pensioner in ,nature as moles and titmice4 ,in some very direct and simple uses to which man puts ,nature he stands in this relation to her4 ,oriental life does not want this grandeur4 ,it is in ,sadi and the ,arabian ,nights and the ,fables of ,pilpay4 ,in the ,new ,england noontide ,i have discovered more materials of ,oriental history than the ,sanskrit contains or ,sir ,w4 ,jones has unlocked4 ,i see why it is necessary there should be such history at all4 ,was not ,asia mapped in my brain before it was in any geography8 ,in my brain is the ,sanskrit which contains the history of the primitive times4 ,the ,vedas and their ,angas are not so ancient as my serenest contemplations4#cfj ,my mind contemplates them1 as ,brahma his scribe4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i occasionally find myself to be nothing at all1 because the gods give me nothing to do4 ,i cannot brag2 ,i can only congratulate my masters4 ,in idleness ,i am of no thickness1 ,i am thinnest wafer4 ,i never compass my own ends4 ,god schemes for me4 ,we have our times of action and our times of reflection4 ,the one mood caters for the other4 ,now ,i am ,alexander1 and then ,i am ,homer4 ,one while my hand is impatient to handle an axe or hoe1 and at another to sic pen4 ,i am sure ,i write the tougher truth for these calluses on my palms4 ,they give firmness to the sentence4 ,the sentences of a laboring man are like hardened thongs1 or the sinews of the deer1 or the roots of the pine4#cfa ,march #bd4 ,thursday4 ,those authors are successful who do not write down to others1 but make their own taste and judgment their audience4 ,by some strange infatuation we forget that we do not approve what yet we recommend to others4 ,it is enough if ,i please myself with writing2 ,i am then sure of an audience4 99 99 99 99 99 ,if hoarded treasures can make me rich1 have ,i not the wealth of the planet in my mines and at the bottom of the sea8 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is always singular to meet common sense in very old books1 as the ,veeshnoo ,sarma1--as if they could have dispensed with the experience of later times4#cfb ,we had not given space enough to their antiquity for the accumulation of wisdom4 ,we meet even a trivial wisdom in them1 as if truth were already hackneyed4 ,the present is always younger than antiquity4 ,a playful wisdom1 which has eyes behind as well as before and oversees itself4 ,this pledge of sanity cannot be spared in a book1 that it sometimes reflect upon itself1 that it pleasantly behold itself1 that it hold the scales over itself4#cfc ,the wise can afford to doubt in his wisest moment4 ,the easiness of doubt is the ground of his assurance4 ,faith keeps many doubts in her pay4 ,if ,i could not doubt1 ,i should not believe4 ,it is seen in this old scripture how wisdom is older than the talent of composition4 ,it is a simple and not a compound rock4 ,the story is as slender as the thread on which pearls are strung2 it is a spiral line1 growing more and more perplexed till it winds itself up and dies like the silkworm in its cocoon4 ,it is an interminable labyrinth4 ,it seems as if the old philosopher could not talk without moving1 and each motion were made the apology or occasion for a sentence1 but1 this being found inconvenient1 the fictitious progress of the tale was invented4 ,the story which winds between and around these sentences1 these barrows in the desert1 these oases1 is as indistinct as a camel track between ,mourzuk and ,darfur1 between the ,pyramids and the ,nile1 from ,gaza to ,jaffa4#cfd ,the great thoughts of a wise man seem to the vulgar who do not generalize to stand far apart like isolated mounts2 but science knows that the mountains which rise so solitary in our midst are parts of a great mountain-chain1 dividing the earth1 and the eye that looks into the horizon toward the blue ,sierra melting away in the distance may detect their flow of thought4 ,these sentences which take up your common life so easily are not seen to run into ridges1 because they are the table-land on which the spectator stands4#cfe ,i do not require that the mountain-peaks be chained together1 but by the common basis on which they stand1 nor that the path of the muleteer be kept open at so much pains1 when they may be bridged by the ,milky ,way4 ,that they stand frowning upon one another1 or mutually reflecting the sun's rays1 is proof enough of their common basis4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the book should be found where the sentence is1 and its connection be as inartificial4 ,it is the inspiration of a day and not of a moment4 ,the links should be gold also4 ,better that the good be not united than that a bad man be admitted into their society4 ,when men can select they will4 ,if there be any stone in the quarry better than the rest1 they will forsake the rest because of it4 ,only the good will be quarried4 ,in these fables the story goes unregarded1 while the reader leaps from sentence to sentence1 as the traveller leaps from stone to stone while the water rushes unheeded between them4#cff ,march #be4 ,friday4 ,great persons are not soon learned1 not even their outlines1 but they change like the mountains in the horizon as we ride along4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a man's life should be as fresh as a river4 ,it should be the same channel1 but a new water every instant4#cfg ,some men have no inclination2 they have no rapids nor cascades1 but marshes1 and alligators1 and miasma instead4#cfh ,how insufficient is all wisdom without love6 ,there may be courtesy1 there may be good will1 there may be even temper1 there may be wit1 and talent1 and sparkling conversation1--and yet the soul pine for life4 ,just so sacred and rich as my life is to myself will it be to another4 ,ignorance and bungling with love are better than wisdom and skill without4 ,our life without love is like coke and ashes1--like the cocoanut in which the milk is dried up4 ,i want to see the sweet sap of living wood in it4 ,men may be pure as alabaster and ,parian marble1 elegant as a ,tuscan villa1 sublime as ,terni1 but if they are not in society as retiring and inexperienced as children1 we shall go join ,alaric and the ,goths and ,vandals4 ,there is no milk mixed with the wine at the entertainment4#cfi ,enthusiasm which is the formless material of thought4 ,comparatively speaking1 ,i care not for the man or his designs who would make the highest use of me short of an all-adventuring friendship4 ,i wish by the behavior of my friend toward me to be led to have such regard for myself as for a box of precious ointment4 ,i shall not be so cheap to myself if ,i see that another values me4 ,we talk much about education1 and yet none will assume the office of an educator4 ,i never gave any one the whole advantage of myself4 ,i never afforded him the culture of my love4 ,how can ,i talk of charity1 who at last withhold the kindness which alone makes charity desirable8 ,the poor want nothing less than me myself1 and ,i shirk charity by giving rags and meat4 ,very dangerous is the talent of composition1 the striking out the heart of life at a blow1 as the ,indian takes off a scalp4 ,i feel as if my life had grown more outward since ,i could express it4#cgj ,what can ,i give or what deny to another but myself8 ,the stars are ,god's dreams1 thoughts remembered in the silence of his night4 ,in company1 that person who alone can understand you you cannot get out of your mind4 ,the artist must work with indifferency4 ,too great interest vitiates his work4 ,march #bf4 ,saturday4 ,the wise will not be imposed on by wisdom4 ,you can tell1 but what do you know8 ,i thank ,god that the cheapness which appears in time and the world1 the trivialness of the whole scheme of things1 is in my own cheap and trivial moment4 ,i am time and the world4 ,i assert no independence4 ,in me are summer and winter1 village life and commercial routine1 pestilence and famine and refreshing breezes1 joy and sadness1 life and death4 ,how near is yesterday6 ,how far to-morrow6 ,i have seen nails which were driven before ,i was born4 ,why do they look old and rusty8 ,why does not ,god make some mistake to show to us that time is a delusion8 ,why did ,i invent time but to destroy it8 ,did you ever remember the moment when you were not mean8 ,is it not a satire to say that life is organic8 ,where is my heart gone8 ,they say men cannot part with it and live4 99 99 99 99 99 ,are setting hens troubled with ennui8 ,nature is very kind2 does she let them reflect8 ,these long ,march days1 setting on and on in the crevice of a hayloft1 with no active employment6#cga ,do setting hens sleep8 99 99 99 99 99 ,a book should be a vein of gold ore1 as the sentence is a diamond found in the sand1 or a pearl fished out of the sea4 ,he who does not borrow trouble does not lend it4 ,i must confess ,i have felt mean enough when asked how ,i was to act on society1 what errand ,i had to mankind4 ,undoubtedly ,i did not feel mean without a reason1 and yet my loitering is not without defense4 ,i would fain communicate the wealth of my life to men1 would really give them what is most precious in my gift4 ,i would secrete pearls with the shellfish and lay up honey with the bees for them4 ,i will sift the sunbeams for the public good4 ,i know no riches ,i would keep back4 ,i have no private good1 unless it be my peculiar ability to serve the public4 ,this is the only individual property4 ,each one may thus be innocently rich4 ,i inclose and foster the pearl till it is grown4 ,i wish to communicate those parts of my life which ,i would gladly live again myself4 ,it is hard to be a good citizen of the world in any great sense2 but if we do render no interest or increase to mankind out of that talent ,god gave us1 we can at least preserve the principle unimpaired4 ,one would like to be making large dividends to society out of that deposited capital in us1 but he does well for the most part if he proves a secure investment only1 without adding to the stock4 ,in such a letter as ,i like there will be the most naked and direct speech1 the least circumlocution4 ,march #bg4 ,sunday4 ,the eye must be firmly anchored to this earth which beholds birches and pines waving in the breeze in a certain fight1 a serene rippling light4 99 99 99 99 99 ,cliffs4--,two little hawks have just come out to play1 like butterflies rising one above the other in endless alternation far below me4 ,they swoop from side to side in the broad basin of the tree-tops1 with wider and wider surges1 as if swung by an invisible pendulum4 ,they stoop down on this side and scale up on that4 ,suddenly ,i look up and see a new bird1 probably an eagle1 quite above me1 laboring with the wind not more than forty rods off4 ,it was the largest bird of the falcon kind ,i ever saw4 ,i was never so impressed by any flight4 ,she sailed the air1 and fell back from time to time like a ship on her beam ends1 holding her talons up as if ready for the arrows4 ,i never allowed before for the grotesque attitudes of our national bird4#cgb ,the eagle must have an educated eye4 ,see what a life the gods have given us1 set round with pain and pleasure4 ,it is too strange for sorrow2 it is too strange for joy4 ,one while it looks as shallow1 though as intricate1 as a ,cretan labyrinth1 and again it is a pathless depth4 ,i ask for bread incessantly1--that my life sustain me1 as much as meat my body4 ,no man knoweth in what hour his life may come4 ,say not that ,nature is trivial1 for to-morrow she will be radiant with beauty4 ,i am as old--as old as the ,alleghanies4 ,i was going to say ,wachusett1 but it excites a youthful feeling1 as ,i were but too happy to be so young4 ,march #bh4 ,monday4 ,how often must one feel1 as he looks back on his past life1 that he has gained a talent but lost a character6 ,my life has got down into my fingers4 ,my inspiration at length is only so much breath as ,i can breathe4 ,society affects to estimate men by their talents1 but really feels and knows them by their characters4 ,what a man does1 compared with what he is1 is but a small part4 ,to require that our friend possess a certain skill is not to be satisfied till he is something less than our friend4 ,friendship should be a great promise1 a perennial springtime4 ,i can conceive how the life of the gods may be dull and tame1 if it is not disappointed and insatiate4 99 99 99 99 99 ,one may well feel chagrined when he finds he can do nearly all he can conceive4 ,some books ripple on like a stream1 and we feel that the author is in the full tide of discourse4 ,plato and ,jamblichus and ,pythagoras and ,bacon halt beside them4 ,long1 stringy1 slimy thoughts which flow or run together4 ,they read as if written for military men or men of business1 there is such a dispatch in them1 and a double-quick time1 a ,saratoga march with beat of drum4 ,but the grave thinkers and philosophers seem not to have got their swaddling-clothes off2 they are slower than a ,roman army on its march1 the rear encampment to-night where the van camped last night4 ,the wise ,jamblichus eddies and gleams like a watery slough4 ,but the reviewer seizes the pen and shouts1 ,forward6 ,alamo and ,fanning6 and after rolls the tide of war4 ,immediately the author discovers himself launched1 and if the slope was easy and the grease good1 does not go to the bottom4 ,they flow as glibly as mill-streams sucking under a race-way4 ,the flow is ofttimes in the poor reader who makes such haste over their pages1 as to the traveller the walls and fences seem to travel4 ,but the most rapid trot is no flow after all4#cgc ,if ,i cannot chop wood in the yard1 can ,i not chop wood in my journal8 ,can ,i not give vent to that appetite so8 ,i wish to relieve myself of superfluous energy4 ,how poor is the life of the best and wisest6 ,the petty side will appear at last4 ,understand once how the best in society live1--with what routine1 with what tedium and insipidity1 with what grimness and defiance1 with what chuckling over an exaggeration of the sunshine4 ,altogether1 are not the actions of your great man poor1 even pitiful and ludicrous8 ,i am astonished1 ,i must confess1 that man looks so respectable in nature1 considering the littlenesses ,socrates must descend to in the twenty-four hours1 that he yet wears a serene countenance and even adorns nature4 ,march #bi4 ,tuesday4 ,march #cj4 ,wednesday4 ,though ,nature's laws are more immutable than any despot's1 yet to our daily life they rarely seem rigid1 but we relax with license in summer weather4 ,we are not often nor harshly reminded of the things we may not do4 ,i am often astonished to see how long1 and with what manifold infringements of the natural laws1 some men ,i meet in the highway maintain life4 ,she does not deny them quarter2 they do not die without priest4 ,all the while she rejoices1 for if they are not one part of her they are another4 ,i am convinced that consistency is the secret of health4 ,how many a poor man1 striving to live a pure life1 pines and dies after a life of sickness1 and his successors doubt if ,nature is not pitiless2 while the confirmed and consistent sot1 who is content with his rank life like mushrooms1 a mass of corruption1 still dozes comfortably under a hedge4 ,he has made his peace with himself2 there is no strife4 ,nature is really very kind and liberal to all persons of vicious habits4 ,they take great licenses with her4 ,she does not exhaust them with many excesses4#cgd 99 99 99 99 99 ,how hard it is to be greatly related to mankind6 ,they are only my uncles and aunts and cousins4 ,i hear of some persons greatly related1 but only he is so who has all mankind for his friend4 ,our intercourse with the best grows soon shallow and trivial4 ,they no longer inspire us4 ,after enthusiasm comes insipidity and blankness4 ,the sap of all noble schemes drieth up1 and the schemers return again and again in despair to common sense and labor4 ,if ,i could help infuse some life and heart into society1 should ,i not do a service8 ,why will not the gods mix a little of the wine of nobleness with the air we drink8 ,let virtue have some firm foothold in the earth4 ,where does she dwell8 ,who are the salt of the earth8 ,may not ,love have some resting-place on the earth as sure as the sunshine on the rock8 ,the crystals imbedded in the cliff sparkle and gleam from afar1 as if they did certainly enrich our planet2 but where does any virtue permanently sparkle and gleam8 ,she was sent forth over the waste too soon1 before the earth was prepared for her4 ,rightfully we are to each other the gate of heaven and redeemers from sin1 but now we overlook these lowly and narrow ways4 ,we will go over the bald mountain-tops without going through the valleys4 99 99 99 99 99 ,men do not after all meet on the ground of their real acquaintance and actual understanding of one another1 but degrade themselves immediately into the puppets of convention4 ,they do as if1 in given circumstances1 they had agreed to know each other only so well4 ,they rarely get to that point that they inform one another gratuitously1 and use each other like the sea and woods for what is new and inspiring there4 ,the best intercourse and communion they have is in silence above and behind their speech4 ,we should be very simple to rely on words4 ,as it is1 what we knew before always interprets a man's words4 ,i cannot easily remember what any man has said1 but how can ,i forget what he is to me8 ,we know each other better than we are aware2 we are admitted to startling privacies with every person we meet1 and in some emergency we shall find how well we knew him4 ,to my solitary and distant thought my neighbor is shorn of his halo1 and is seen as privately and barely as a star through a glass4 ,march #ca4 ,thursday4 ,i cannot forget the majesty of that bird at the ,cliff4 ,it was no sloop or smaller craft hove in sight1 but a ship of the line1 worthy to struggle with the elements4 ,it was a great presence1 as of the master of river and forest4 ,his eye would not have quailed before the owner of the soil2 none could challenge his rights4 ,and then his retreat1 sailing so steadily away1 was a kind of advance4 ,how is it that man always feels like an interloper in nature1 as if he had intruded on the domains of bird and beast8#cge 99 99 99 99 99 ,the really efficient laborer will be found not to crowd his day with work1 but will saunter to his task surrounded by a wide halo of ease and leisure4 ,there will be a wide margin for relaxation to his day4 ,he is only earnest to secure the kernels of time1 and does not exaggerate the value of the husk4 ,why should the hen set all day8 ,she can lay but one egg1 and besides she will not have picked up materials for a new one4 ,those who work much do not work hard4#cgf 99 99 99 99 99 ,nothing is so rare as sense4 ,very uncommon sense is poetry1 and has a heroic or sweet music4 ,but in verse1 for the most part1 the music now runs before and then behind the sense1 but is never coincident with it4 ,given the metre1 and one will make music while another makes sense4 ,but good verse1 like a good soldier1 will make its own music1 and it will march to the same with one consent4 ,in most verse there is no inherent music4 ,the man should not march1 but walk like a citizen4 ,it is not time of war but peace4 ,boys study the metres to write ,latin verses1 but it does not help them to write ,english4 99 99 99 99 99 ,lydgate's ,story of ,thebes1 intended for a ,canterbury ,tale1 is a specimen of most unprogressive1 unmusical verse4 ,each line rings the knell of its brother1 as if it were introduced but to dispose of him4 ,no mortal man could have breathed to that cadence without long intervals of relaxation2 the repetition would have been fatal to the lungs4 ,no doubt there was much healthy exercise taken in the meanwhile4 ,he should forget his rhyme and tell his story1 or forget his story and breathe himself4 ,in ,shakespeare and elsewhere the climax may be somewhere along the line1 which runs as varied and meandering as a country road1 but in ,lydgate it is nowhere but in the rhyme4 ,the couplets slope headlong to their confluence4 ,april #b4 ,saturday4#cgg ,the ,prologue to the ,canterbury ,tales is full of good sense and humanity1 but is not transcendent poetry4 ,it is so good that it seems like faultfinding to esteem it second to any other4 ,for picturesque description of persons it is without a parallel4 ,it did not need inspiration1 but a cheerful and easy wit4 ,it is essentially humorous1 as no inspired poetry is4 ,genius is so serious as to be grave and sublime rather4 ,humor takes a narrower vision--however broad and genial it may be--than enthusiasm4 ,humor delays and looks back4#cgh ,april #c4 ,sunday4 ,i can remember when ,i was more enriched by a few cheap rays of light falling on the pond-side than by this broad sunny day4 ,riches have wings1 indeed4 ,the weight of present woe will express the sweetness of past experience4 ,when sorrow comes1 how easy it is to remember pleasure6 ,when1 in winter1 the bees cannot make new honey1 they consume the old4 ,experience is in the fingers and head4 ,the heart is inexperienced4 ,sorrow singeth the sweetest strain3 ,the ,daughters of ,zion1 ,the ,last ,sigh of the ,moor4 ,joy is the nectar of flowers1 sorrow the honey of bees4 ,i thank ,god for sorrow4 ,it is hard to be abused4 ,is not ,he kind still1 who lets this south wind blow1 this warm sun shine on me8 ,i have just heard the flicker among the oaks on the hillside ushering in a new dynasty4 ,it is the age and youth of time4 ,why did ,nature set this lure for sickly mortals8 ,eternity could not begin with more security and momentousness than the spring4 ,the summer's eternity is restablished by this note4#cgi ,all sights and sounds are seen and heard both in time and eternity4 ,and when the eternity of any sight or sound strikes the eye or ear1 they are intoxicated with delight4 ,sometimes1 as through a dim haze1 we see objects in their eternal relations2 and they stand like ,stonehenge and the ,pyramids1 and we wonder who set them up and what for4 ,the destiny of the soul can never be studied by the reason1 for its modes are not ecstatic4 ,in the wisest calculation or demonstration ,i but play a game with myself4 ,i am not to be taken captive by myself4 ,i cannot convince myself4 ,god must convince4 ,i can calculate a problem in arithmetic1 but not any morality4 ,virtue is incalculable1 as it is inestimable4 ,well1 man's destiny is but virtue1 or manhood4 ,it is wholly moral1 to be learned only by the life of the soul4 ,god cannot calculate it4 ,he has no moral philosophy1 no ethics4 ,the reason1 before it can be applied to such a subject1 will have to fetter and restrict it4 ,how can he1 step by step1 perform that long journey who has not conceived whither he is bound8 ,how can he expect to perform an arduous journey without interruption who has no passport to the end8 ,on one side of man is the actual1 and on the other the ideal4 ,the former is the province of the reason2 it is even a divine light when directed upon it1 but it cannot reach forward into the ideal without blindness4 ,the moon was made to rule by night1 but the sun to rule by day4 ,reason will be but a pale cloud1 like the moon1 when one ray of divine light comes to illumine the soul4 ,how rich and lavish must be the system which can afford to let so many moons burn all the day as well as the night1 though no man stands in need of their light6 ,there is none of that kind of economy in ,nature that husbands its stock1 but she supplies inexhaustible means to the most frugal methods4 ,the poor may learn of her frugality1 and the rich generosity4 ,having carefully determined the extent of her charity1 she establishes it forever2 her almsgiving is an annuity4 ,she supplies to the bee only so much wax as is necessary for its cell1 so that no poverty could stint it more2 but the little economist which fed the ,evangelist in the desert still keeps in advance of the immigrant1 and fills the cavities of the forest for his repast4 ,,vii #ahde-ahdf 7,t4 #bg-bi7 ,july #e4 ,saturday4 ,walden4--,yesterday ,i came here to live4 ,my house makes me think of some mountain houses ,i have seen1 which seemed to have a fresher auroral atmosphere about them1 as ,i fancy of the halls of ,olympus4 ,i lodged at the house of a saw-miller last summer1 on the ,caatskill ,mountains1 high up as ,pine ,orchard1 in the blueberry and raspberry region1 where the quiet and cleanliness and coolness seemed to be all one1--which had their ambrosial character4 ,he was the miller of the ,kaaterskill ,falls4 ,they were a clean and wholesome family1 inside and out1 like their house4 ,the latter was not plastered1 only lathed1 and the inner doors were not hung4 ,the house seemed high-placed1 airy1 and perfumed1 fit to entertain a travelling god4 ,it was so high1 indeed1 that all the music1 the broken strains1 the waifs and accompaniments of tunes1 that swept over the ridge of the ,caatskills1 passed through its aisles4 ,could not man be man in such an abode8 ,and would he ever find out this grovelling life8#chj ,it was the very light and atmosphere in which the works of ,grecian art were composed1 and in which they rest4 ,they have appropriated to themselves a loftier hall than mortals ever occupy1 at least on a level with the mountain-brows of the world4 ,there was wanting a little of the glare of the lower vales1 and in its place a pure twilight as became the precincts of heaven4 ,yet so equable and calm was the season there that you could not tell whether it was morning or noon or evening4 ,always there was the sound of the morning cricket4 ,july #f4 ,i wish to meet the facts of life--the vital facts1 which are the phenomena or actuality the gods meant to show us--face to face1 and so ,i came down here4 ,life6 who knows what it is1 what it does8 ,if ,i am not quite right here1 ,i am less wrong than before2 and now let us see what they will have4 ,the preacher1 instead of vexing the ears of drowsy farmers on their day of rest1 at the end of the week1--for ,sunday always seemed to me like a fit conclusion of an ill-spent week and not the fresh and brave beginning of a new one1--with this one other draggletail and postponed affair of a sermon1 from thirdly to fifteenthly1 should teach them with a thundering voice pause and simplicity4 ,stop6 ,avast6 ,why so fast8#cha ,in all studies we go not forward but rather backward with redoubled pauses4 ,we always study antiques with silence and reflection4 ,even time has a depth1 and below its surface the waves do not lapse and roar4 ,i wonder men can be so frivolous almost as to attend to the gross form of negro slavery1 there are so many keen and subtle masters who subject us both4 ,self-emancipation in the ,west ,indies of a man's thinking and imagining provinces1 which should be more than his island territory1--one emancipated heart and intellect6 ,it would knock off the fetters from a million slaves4 ,july #g4 ,i am glad to remember to-night1 as ,i sit by my door1 that ,i too am at least a remote descendant of that heroic race of men of whom there is tradition4 ,i too sit here on the shore of my ,ithaca1 a fellow-wanderer and survivor of ,ulysses4 ,how symbolical1 significant of ,i know not what1 the pitch pine stands here before my door6 ,unlike any glyph ,i have seen sculptured or painted yet1 one of ,nature's later designs1 yet perfect as her ,grecian art4 ,there it is1 a done tree4 ,who can mend it8 ,and now where is the generation of heroes whose lives are to pass amid these our northern pines1 whose exploits shall appear to posterity pictured amid these strong and shaggy forms8 ,shall there be only arrows and bows to go with these pines on some pipe-stone quarry at length8 ,there is something more respectable than railroads in these simple relics of the ,indian race4 ,what hieroglyphs shall we add to the pipe-stone quarry8 99 99 99 99 99 ,if we can forget1 we have done somewhat2 if we can remember1 we have done somewhat4 ,let us remember this4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the ,great ,spirit makes indifferent all times and places4 ,the place where he is seen is always the same1 and indescribably pleasant to all our senses4 ,we had allowed only neighboring and transient circumstances to make our occasions4 ,they were1 in fact1 the causes of our distractions4 ,but nearest to all things is that power which fashions their being4 ,next to us the grandest laws are being enacted and administered4 ,next to us is not the workman whom we have hired1 but ever the workman whose work we are4 ,he is at work1 not in my backyard1 but inconceivably nearer than that4 ,we are the subjects of an experiment how singular6 ,can we not dispense with the society of our gossips a little while under these circumstances8 99 99 99 99 99 ,my auxiliaries are the dews and rains1--to water this dry soil1--and genial fatness in the soil itself1 which for the most part is lean and effete4 ,my enemies are worms1 cool days1 and most of all woodchucks4 ,they have nibbled for me an eighth of an acre clean4 ,i plant in faith1 and they reap4 ,this is the tax ,i pay for ousting johnswort and the rest4 ,but soon the surviving beans will be too tough for woodchucks1 and then they will go forward to meet new foes4#chb ,july #ad4 ,what sweet and tender1 the most innocent and divinely encouraging society there is in every natural object1 and so in universal nature1 even for the poor misanthrope and most melancholy man6 ,there can be no really black melan-choly to him who lives in the midst of nature and has still his senses4 ,there never was yet such a storm but it was olian music to the innocent ear4 ,nothing can compel to a vulgar sadness a simple and brave man4 ,while ,i enjoy the sweet friendship of the seasons ,i trust that nothing can make life a burden to me4 ,this rain which is now watering my beans and keeping me in the house waters me too4 ,i needed it as much4 ,and what if most are not hoed6 ,those who send the rain1 whom ,i chiefly respect1 will pardon me4#chc ,sometimes1 when ,i compare myself with other men1 methinks ,i am favored by the gods4 ,they seem to whisper joy to me beyond my deserts1 and that ,i do have a solid warrant and surety at their hands1 which my fellows do not4 ,i do not flatter myself1 but if it were possible they flatter me4 ,i am especially guided and guarded4#chd 99 99 99 99 99 ,what was seen true once1 and sanctioned by the flash of ,jove1 will always be true1 and nothing can hinder it4 ,i have the warrant that no fair dream ,i have had need fail of its fulfillment4 ,here ,i know ,i am in good company2 here is the world1 its centre and metropolis1 and all the palms of ,asia and the laurels of ,greece and the firs of the ,arctic ,zone incline thither4 ,here ,i can read ,homer1 if ,i would have books1 as well as in ,ionia1 and not wish myself in ,boston1 or ,new ,york1 or ,london1 or ,rome1 or ,greece4 ,in such place as this he wrote or sang4 ,who should come to my lodge just now but a true ,homeric boor1 one of those ,paphlagonian men8 ,alek ,therien1 he called himself2 a ,canadian now1 a woodchopper1 a post-maker2 makes fifty posts--holes them1 i4 e4--in a day2 and who made his last supper on a woodchuck which his dog caught4 ,and he too has heard of ,homer1 and if it were not for books1 would not know what to do rainy days4 ,some priest once1 who could read glibly from the ,greek itself1 taught him reading in a measure--his verse1 at least1 in his turn--away by the ,trois ,rivires1 at ,nicolet4 ,and now ,i must read to him1 while he holds the book1 ,achilles' reproof of ,patroclus on his sad countenance4 ,why are you in tears1 ,patroclus1 like a young child 7girl78 etc41 etc4 ,or have you only heard some news from ,phthia8 ,they say that ,mentius lives yet1 son of ,actor1 ,and ,peleus lives1 son of acus1 among the ,myrmidons1 ,both of whom having died1 we should greatly grieve4 ,he has a neat#che bundle of white oak bark under his arm for a sick man1 gathered this ,sunday morning4 ,i suppose there's no harm in going after such a thing to-day4#chf ,the simple man4 ,may the gods send him many woodchucks4 ,and earlier to-day came five ,lestrigones1 railroad men who take care of the road1 some of them at least4 ,they still represent the bodies of men1 transmitting arms and legs and bowels downward from those remote days to more remote4 ,they have some got a rude wisdom withal1 thanks to their dear experience4 ,and one with them1 a handsome younger man1 a sailor-like1 ,greek-like man1 says3 ,sir1 ,i like your notions4 ,i think ,i shall live so myself4 ,only ,i should like a wilder country1 where there is more game4 ,i have been among the ,indians near ,appalachicola4 ,i have lived with them4 ,i like your kind of life4 ,good day4 ,i wish you success and happiness4 ,therien said this morning 7,july #afth1 ,wednesday71 ,if those beans were mine1 ,i shouldn't like to hoe them till the dew was off4 ,he was going to his woodchopping4 ,ah6 said ,i1 that is one of the notions the farmers have got1 but ,i don't believe it4 ,how thick the pigeons are6 said he4 ,if working every day were not my trade1 ,i could get all the meat ,i should want by hunting1--pigeons1 woodchucks1 rabbits1 partridges1--by ,george6 ,i could get all ,i should want for a week in one day4#chg 99 99 99 99 99 ,i imagine it to be some advantage to live a primitive and frontier life1 though in the midst of an outward civilization4 ,of course all the improvements of the ages do not carry a man backward nor forward in relation to the great facts of his existence4#chh ,our furniture should be as simple as the ,arab's or the ,indian's4#chi ,at first the thoughtful1 wondering man plucked in haste the fruits which the boughs extended to him1 and found in the sticks and stones around him his implements ready to crack the nut1 to wound the beast1 and build his house with4 ,and he still remembered that he was a sojourner in nature4 ,when he was refreshed with food and sleep he contemplated his journey again4 ,he dwelt in a tent in this world4 ,he was either threading the valleys1 or crossing the plains1 or climbing the mountain-tops4#cij 99 99 99 99 99 ,now the best works of art serve comparatively but to dissipate the mind1 for they themselves represent transitionary and paroxysmal1 not free and absolute1 thoughts4 99 99 99 99 99 ,men have become the tools of their tools4 ,the man who independently plucked the fruits when he was hungry is become a farmer4#cia 99 99 99 99 99 ,there are scores of pitch pines in my field1 from one to three inches in diameter1 girdled by the mice last winter4 ,a ,norwegian winter it was for them1 for the snow lay long and deep1 and they had to mix much pine meal with their usual diet4 ,yet these trees have not many of them died1 even in midsummer1 and laid bare for a foot1 but have grown a foot4 ,they seem to do all their gnawing beneath the snow4 ,there is not much danger of the mouse tribe becoming extinct in hard winters1 for their granary is a cheap and extensive one4#cib ,here is one has had her nest under my house1 and came when ,i took my luncheon to pick the crumbs at my feet4 ,it had never seen the race of man before1 and so the sooner became familiar4 ,it ran over my shoes and up my pantaloons inside1 clinging to my flesh with its sharp claws4 ,it would run up the side of the room by short impulses like a squirrel1 which it resembles1 coming between the house mouse and the former4 ,its belly is a little reddish1 and its ears a little longer4 ,at length1 as ,i leaned my elbow on the bench1 it ran over my arm and round the paper which contained my dinner4 ,and when ,i held it a piece of cheese1 it came and nibbled between my fingers1 and then cleaned its face and paws like a fly4#cic 99 99 99 99 99 ,there is a memorable interval between the written and the spoken language1 the language read and the language heard4 ,the one is transient1 a sound1 a tongue1 a dialect1 and all men learn it of their mothers4 ,it is loquacious1 fragmentary1--raw material4 ,the other is a reserved1 select1 matured expression1 a deliberate word addressed to the ear of nations and generations4 ,the one is natural and convenient1 the other divine and instructive4 ,the clouds flit here below1 genial1 refreshing with their showers and gratifying with their tints1--alternate sun and shade1 a grosser heaven adapted to our trivial wants2 but above them repose the blue firmament and the stars4 ,the stars are written words and stereotyped on the blue parchment of the skies2 the fickle clouds that hide them from our view1 which we on this side need1 though heaven does not1 these are our daily colloquies1 our vaporous1 garrulous breath4 ,books must be read as deliberately and reservedly as they were written4 ,the herd of men1 the generations who speak the ,greek and ,latin1 are not entitled by the accident of birth to read the works of genius1 whose mother tongue speaks everywhere1 and is learned by every child who hears4 ,the army of the ,greeks and ,latins are not coternary1 though contemporary1 with ,homer and ,plato1 ,virgil and ,cicero4 ,in the transition ages1 nations who loudest spoke the ,greek and ,latin tongues1 whose mother's milk they were1 learned not their nobler dialects1 but a base and vulgar speech4 ,the men of the ,middle ,ages who spoke so glibly the language of the ,roman and1 in the ,eastern ,empire1 of the ,athenian mob1 prized only a cheap contemporary learning4 ,the classics of both languages were virtually lost and forgotten4 ,when1 after the several nations of ,europe had acquired in some degree rude and original languages of their own1 sufficient for the arts of life and conversation1 then the few scholars beheld with advantage from this more distant standpoint the treasures of antiquity1 and a new ,latin age commenced1 the era of reading4 ,those works of genius were then first classical4 ,all those millions who had spoken ,latin and ,greek had not read ,latin and ,greek4 ,the time had at length arrived for the written word1 the scripture1 to be heard4 ,what the multitude could not hear1 after the lapse of centuries a few scholars read4 ,this is the matured thought which was not spoken in the market-place1 unless it be in a market-place where the free genius of mankind resorts to-day4 ,there is something very choice and select in a written word4 ,no wonder ,alexander carried his ,homer in a precious casket on his expeditions4 ,a word which may be translated into every dialect1 and suggests a truth to every mind1 is the most perfect work of human art2 and as it may be breathed and taken on our lips1 and1 as it were1 become the product of our physical organs1 as its sense is of our intellectual1 it is the nearest to life itself4#cid ,it is the simplest and purest channel by which a revelation may be transmitted from age to age4 ,how it subsists itself whole and undiminished till the intelligent reader is born to decipher it6 ,there are the tracks of ,zoroaster1 of ,confucius and ,moses1 indelible in the sands of the remotest times4 99 99 99 99 99 ,there are no monuments of antiquity comparable to the classics for interest and importance4 ,it does not need that the scholar should be an antiquarian1 for these works of art have such an immortality as the works of nature1 and are modern at the same time that they are ancient1 like the sun and stars1 and occupy by right no small share of the present4 ,this palpable beauty is the treasured wealth of the world and the proper inheritance of each generation4 ,books1 the oldest and the best1 stand rightfully on the shelves of every cottage4 ,they have not to plead their cause1 but they enlighten their readers and it is gained4 ,when the illiterate and scornful rustic earns his imagined leisure and wealth1 he turns inevitably at last--he or his children--to these still higher and yet inaccessible circles2 and even when his descendant has attained to move in the highest rank of the wise men of his own age and country1 he will still be sensible only of the imperfection of his culture and the vanity and inefficiency of his intellectual wealth1 if his genius will not permit him to listen with somewhat of the equanimity of an equal to the fames of godlike men1 which yet1 as it were1 form an invisible upper class in every society4#cie 99 99 99 99 99 ,i have carried an apple in my pocket to-night--a sopsivine1 they call it--till1 now that ,i take my handkerchief out1 it has got so fine a fragrance that it really seems like a friendly trick of some pleasant dmon to entertain me with4#cif ,it is redolent of sweet-scented orchards1 of innocent1 teeming harvests4 ,i realize the existence of a goddess ,pomona1 and that the gods have really intended that men should feed divinely1 like themselves1 on their own nectar and ambrosia4 ,they have so painted this fruit1 and freighted it with such a fragrance1 that it satisfies much more than an animal appetite4 ,grapes1 peaches1 berries1 nuts1 etc41 are likewise provided for those who will sit at their sideboard4 ,i have felt1 when partaking of this inspiring diet1 that my appetite was an indifferent consideration2 that eating became a sacrament1 a method of communion1 an ecstatic exercise1 a mingling of bloods1 and a sitting at the communion table of the world2 and so have not only quenched my thirst at the spring but the health of the universe4 ,the indecent haste and grossness with which our food is swallowed have cast a disgrace on the very act of eating itself4 ,but ,i do believe that1 if this process were rightly conducted1 its aspect and effects would be wholly changed1 and we should receive our daily life and health1 ,antus-like1 with an ecstatic delight1 and1 with upright front1 an innocent and graceful behavior1 take our strength from day to day4 ,this fragrance of the apple in my pocket has1 ,i confess1 deterred me from eating of it4 ,i am more effectually fed by it another way4 ,it is1 indeed1 the common notion that this fragrance is the only food of the gods1 and inasmuch as we are partially divine we are compelled to respect it4 ,tell me1 ye wise ones1 if ye can1 ,whither and whence the race of man4 ,for ,i have seen his slender clan ,clinging to hoar hills with their feet1 ,threading the forest for their meat4 ,moss and lichens1 bark and grain ,they rake together with might and main1 ,and they digest them with anxiety and pain4 ,i meet them in their rags and unwashed hair1 ,instructed to eke out their scanty fare-- ,brave race--with a yet humbler prayer4 ,beggars they are1 aye1 on the largest scale4 ,they beg their daily bread at heaven's door1 ,and if their this year's crop alone should fail1 ,they neither bread nor begging would know more4 ,they are the titmen of their race1 ,and hug the vales with mincing pace ,like ,troglodytes1 and fight with cranes4 ,we walk 'mid great relations' feet4 ,what they let fall alone we eat4 ,we are only able ,to catch the fragments from their table4 ,these elder brothers of our race1 ,by us unseen1 with larger pace ,walk o'er our heads1 and live our lives1 ,embody our desires and dreams1 ,anticipate our hoped-for gleams4 ,we grub the earth for our food4 ,we know not what is good4 ,where does the fragrance of our orchards go1 ,our vineyards1 while we toil below8 ,a finer race and finer fed ,feast and revel above our head4 ,the tints and fragrance of the flowers and fruits ,are but the crumbs from off their table1 ,while we consume the pulp and roots4 ,sometimes we do assert our kin1 ,and stand a moment where once they have been4 ,we hear their sounds and see their sights1 ,and we experience their delights4 ,but for the moment that we stand ,astonished on the ,olympian land1 ,we do discern no traveller's face1 ,no elder brother of our race1 ,to lead us to the monarch's court ,and represent our case2 ,but straightway we must journey back1 ,retracing slow the arduous track1 ,without the privilege to tell1 ,even1 the sight we know so well4#cig ,in my father's house are many mansions4 ,who ever explored the mansions of the air8 ,who knows who his neighbors are8 ,we seem to lead our human lives amid a concentric system of worlds1 of realm on realm1 close bordering on each other1 where dwell the unknown and the imagined races1 as various in degree as our own thoughts are1--a system of invisible partitions more infinite in number and more inconceivable in intricacy than the starry one which science has penetrated4 ,when ,i play my flute to-night1 earnest as if to leap the bounds of the narrow fold where human life is penned1 and range the surrounding plain1 ,i hear echo from a neighboring wood1 a stolen pleasure1 occasionally not rightfully heard1 much more for other ears than ours1 for 'tis the reverse of sound4 ,it is not our own melody that comes back to us1 but an amended strain4 ,and ,i would only hear myself as ,i would hear my echo1 corrected and repronounced for me4 ,it is as when my friend reads my verse4 ,the borders of our plot are set with flowers1 whose seeds were blown from more ,elysian fields adjacent4 ,they are the pot-herbs of the gods1 which our laborious feet have never reached1 and fairer fruits and unaccustomed fragrance betray another realm's vicinity4 ,there1 too1 is ,echo found1 with which we play at evening4 ,there is the abutment of the rainbow's arch4#cih ,aug4 #f4 ,walden4--,i have just been reading a book called ,the ,crescent and the ,cross1#cii till now ,i am somewhat ashamed of myself4 ,am ,i sick1 or idle1 that ,i can sacrifice my energy1 ,america1 and to-day to this man's ill-remembered and indolent story8 ,carnac and ,luxor are but names1 and still more desert sand and at length a wave of the great ocean itself are needed to wash away the filth that attaches to their grandeur4 ,carnac6 ,carnac6 this is ,carnac for me1 and ,i behold the columns of a larger and a purer temple4#djj ,may our childish and fickle aspirations be divine1 while we descend to this mean intercourse4 ,our reading should be heroic1 in an unknown tongue1 a dialect always but imperfectly learned1 through which we stammer line by line1 catching but a glimmering of the sense1 and still afterward admiring its unexhausted hieroglyphics1 its untranslated columns4 ,here grow around me nameless trees and shrubs1 each morning freshly sculptured1 rising new stories day by day1 instead of hideous ruins1--their myriad-handed worker uncompelled as uncompelling4 ,this is my ,carnac2 that its unmeasured dome4 ,the measuring art man has invented flourishes and dies upon this temple's floor1 nor ever dreams to reach that ceiling's height4 ,carnac and ,luxor crumble underneath4 ,their shadowy roofs let in the light once more reflected from the ceiling of the sky4 ,behold these flowers6 ,let us be up with ,time1 not dreaming of three thousand years ago4 ,erect ourselves and let those columns lie1 not stoop to raise a foil against the sky4 ,where is the spirit of that time but in this present day1 this present line8 ,three thousand years ago are not agone2 they are still lingering here this summer morn4 ,and ,memnon's mother sprightly greets us now2 ,wears still her youthful blushes on her brow4 ,and ,carnac's columns1 why stand they on the plain8 ,t' enjoy our opportunities they would fain remain4 ,this is my ,carnac1 whose unmeasured dome ,shelters the measuring art and measurer's home1 ,whose propylum is the system high 8 ,and sculptured faade the visible sky4 ,where there is memory which compelleth ,time1 the ,muses' mother1 and the ,muses nine1 there are all ages1 past and future time1--unwearied memory that does not forget the actions of the past1 that does not forego to stamp them freshly1 that ,old ,mortality1 industrious to retouch the monuments of time1 in the world's cemetery throughout every clime4#dja 99 99 99 99 99 ,the student may read ,homer or schylus in the original ,greek2 for to do so implies to emulate their heroes1--the consecration of morning hours to their pages4 ,the heroic books1 though printed in the character of our mother tongue1 are always written in a foreign language1 dead to idle and degenerate times1 and we must laboriously seek the meaning of each word and line1 conjecturing a larger sense than the text renders us1 at last1 out of our own valor and generosity4#djb 99 99 99 99 99 ,a man must find his own occasion in himself4 ,the natural day is very calm1 and will hardly reprove our indolence4 ,if there is no elevation in our spirits1 the pond will not seem elevated like a mountain tarn1 but a low pool1 a silent muddy water1 a place for fishermen4 ,i sit here at my window like a priest of ,isis1 and observe the phenomena of three thousand years ago1 yet unimpaired4 ,the tantivy of wild pigeons1 an ancient race of birds1 gives a voice to the air1 flying by twos and threes athwart my view or perching restless on the white pine boughs occasionally2 a fish hawk dimples the glassy surface of the pond and brings up a fish2 and for the last half-hour ,i have heard the rattle of railroad cars conveying travellers from ,boston to the country4#djc 99 99 99 99 99 ,after the evening train has gone by and left the world to silence and to me1 the whip-poor-will chants her vespers for half an hour4 ,and when all is still at night1 the owls take up the strain1 like mourning women their ancient ululu4 ,their most dismal scream is truly ,ben-,jonsonian4 ,wise midnight hags6 ,it is no honest and blunt tu-whit tu-who of the poets1 but1 without jesting1 a most solemn graveyard ditty1--but the mutual consolations of suicide lovers remembering the pangs and the delights of supernal love in the infernal groves4 ,and yet ,i love to hear their wailing1 their doleful responses1 trilled along the woodside1 reminding me sometimes of music and singing birds1 as if it were the dark and tearful side of music1 the regrets and sighs1 that would fain be sung4 ,the spirits1 the low spirits and melancholy forebodings1 of fallen spirits who once in human shape night-walked the earth and did the deeds of darkness1 now expiating with their wailing hymns1 threnodiai1 their sins in the very scenery of their transgressions4 ,they give me a new sense of the vastness and mystery of that nature which is the common dwelling of us both4 ,oh-o-o-o-o that ,i never had been bor-or-or-or-orn6 sighs one on this side of the pond1 and circles in the restlessness of despair to some new perch in the gray oaks4 ,then1 ,that ,i never had been bor-or-or-or-orn6 echoes one on the further side1 with a tremulous sincerity1 and ,bor-or-or-or-orn comes faintly from far in the ,lincoln woods4#djd 99 99 99 99 99 ,and then the frogs1 bullfrogs2 they are the more sturdy spirits of ancient wine-bibbers and wassailers1 still unrepentant1 trying to sing a catch in their ,stygian lakes4 ,they would fain keep up the hilarious good fellowship and all the rules of their old round tables1 but they have waxed hoarse and solemnly grave and serious their voices1 mocking at mirth1 and their wine has lost its flavor and is only liquor to distend their paunches1 and never comes sweet intoxication to drown the memory of the past1 but mere saturation and water-logged dullness and distension4 ,still the most aldermanic1 with his chin upon a pad1 which answers for a napkin to his drooling chaps1 under the eastern shore quaffs a deep draught of the once scorned water1 and passes round the cup with the ejaculation tr-r-r-r-r-oonk1 tr-r-r-r-r-oonk1 tr-r-r-r-oonk6 and straightway comes over the water from some distant cove the selfsame password1 where the next in seniority and girth has gulped down to his mark2 and when the strain has made the circuit of the shores1 then ejaculates the master of ceremonies with satisfaction tr-r-r-r-oonk6 and each in turn repeats the sound1 down to the least distended1 leakiest1 flabbiest paunched1 that there be no mistake2 and the bowl goes round again1 until the sun dispels the morning mist1 and only the patriarch is not under the pond1 but vainly bellowing troonk from time to time1 pausing for a reply4#dje 99 99 99 99 99 ,all nature is classic and akin to art4 ,the sumach and pine and hickory which surround my house remind me of the most graceful sculpture4 ,sometimes their tops1 or a single limb or leaf1 seems to have grown to a distinct expression as if it were a symbol for me to interpret4 ,poetry1 painting1 and sculpture claim at once and associate with themselves those perfect specimens of the art of nature1--leaves1 vines1 acorns1 pine cones1 etc4 ,the critic must at last stand as mute though contented before a true poem as before an acorn or a vine leaf4 ,the perfect work of art is received again into the bosom of nature whence its material proceeded1 and that criticism which can only detect its unnaturalness has no longer any office to fulfill4 ,the choicest maxims that have come down to us are more beautiful or integrally wise than they are wise to our understandings4 ,this wisdom which we are inclined to pluck from their stalk is the point only of a single association4 ,every natural form--palm leaves and acorns1 oak leaves and sumach and dodder--are sic untranslatable aphorisms4 99 99 99 99 99 ,twenty-three years since1 when ,i was five years old1 ,i was brought from ,boston to this pond1 away in the country1--which was then but another name for the extended world for me1--one of the most ancient scenes stamped on the tablets of my memory1 the oriental ,asiatic valley of my world1 whence so many races and inventions have gone forth in recent times4 ,that woodland vision for a long time made the drapery of my dreams4 ,that sweet solitude my spirit seemed so early to require that ,i might have room to entertain my thronging guests1 and that speaking silence that my ears might distinguish the significant sounds4 ,somehow or other it at once gave the preference to this recess among the pines1 where almost sunshine and shadow were the only inhabitants that varied the scene1 over that tumultuous and varied city1 as if it had found its proper nursery4 ,well1 now1 to-night my flute awakes the echoes over this very water1 but one generation of pines has fallen1 and with their stumps ,i have cooked my supper1 and a lusty growth of oaks and pines is rising all around its brim and preparing its wilder aspect for new infant eyes4 ,almost the same johnswort springs from the same perennial root in this pasture4 ,even ,i have at length helped to clothe that fabulous landscape of my imagination1 and one result of my presence and influence is seen in these bean leaves and corn blades and potato vines4#djf 99 99 99 99 99 ,as difficult to preserve is the tenderness of your nature as the bloom upon a peach4 ,most men are so taken up with the cares and rude practice of life that its finer fruits cannot be plucked by them4 ,literally1 the laboring man has not leisure for a strict and lofty integrity day by day2 he cannot afford to sustain the fairest and noblest relations4 ,his labor will depreciate in the market4 ,how can he remember well his ignorance who has so often to use his knowledge4 ,aug4 #ae4 ,the sounds heard at this hour1 #h4cj1 are the distant rumbling of wagons over bridges1--a sound farthest heard of any human at night1--the baying of dogs1 the lowing of cattle in distant yards4#djg ,what if we were to obey these fine dictates1 these divine suggestions1 which are addressed to the mind and not to the body1 which are certainly true1--not to eat meat1 not to buy1 or sell1 or barter1 etc41 etc41 etc48 99 99 99 99 99 ,i will not plant beans another summer1 but sincerity1 truth1 simplicity1 faith1 trust1 innocence1 and see if they will not grow in this soil with such manure as ,i have1 and sustain me4#djh ,when a man meets a man1 it should not be some uncertain appearance and falsehood1 but the personification of great qualities4 ,here comes truth1 perchance1 personified1 along the road4#dji ,let me see how ,truth behaves4 ,i have not seen enough of her4 ,he shall utter no foreign word1 no doubtful sentence1 and ,i shall not make haste to part with him4 ,i would not forget that ,i deal with infinite and divine qualities in my fellow4 ,all men1 indeed1 are divine in their core of light1 but that is indistinct and distant to me1 like the stars of the least magnitude1 or the galaxy itself1 but my kindred planets show their round disks and even their attendant moons to my eye4 ,even the tired laborers ,i meet on the road1 ,i really meet as travelling gods1 but it is as yet1 and must be for a long season1 without speech4 ,aug4 #bc4 ,saturday4 ,i set out this afternoon to go a-fishing for pickerel to eke out my scanty fare of vegetables4 ,from ,walden ,i went through the woods to ,fair ,haven1 but by the way the rain came on again1 and my fates compelled me to stand a half-hour under a pine1 piling boughs over my head1 and wearing my pocket handkerchief for an umbrella2 and when at length ,i had made one cast over the pickerel-weed1 the thunder gan romblen in the heven with that grisly steven that ,chaucer tells of4#daj 7,the gods must be proud1 with such forked flashes and such artillery to rout a poor unarmed fisherman47 ,i made haste to the nearest hut for a shelter4 ,this stood a half a mile off the road1 and so much the nearer to the pond4 ,there dwelt a shiftless ,irishman1 ,john ,field1 and his wife1 and many children1 from the broad-faced boy that ran by his father's side to escape the rain to the wrinkled and sibyl-like1 crone-like infant1 not knowing whether to take the part of age or infancy1 that sat upon its father's knee as in the palaces of nobles1 and looked out from its home in the midst of wet and hunger inquisitively upon the stranger1 with the privilege of infancy2 the young creature not knowing but it might be the last of a line of kings instead of ,john ,field's poor starveling brat1 or1 ,i should rather say1 still knowing that it was the last of a noble line and the hope and cynosure of the world4 ,an honest1 hard-working1 but shiftless man plainly was ,john ,field2 and his wife1 she too was brave to cook so many succeeding dinners in the recesses of that lofty stove2 with round1 greasy face and bare breast1 still thinking to improve her condition one day2 with the never absent mop in hand1 and yet no effects of it visible anywhere4 ,the chickens1 like members of the family1 stalked about the room1 too much humanized to roast well4 ,they stood and looked in my eye or pecked at my shoe4 ,he told me his story1 how hard he worked bogging for a neighbor1 at ten dollars an acre and the use of the land with manure for one year1 and the little broad-faced son worked cheerfully at his father's side the while1 not knowing1 alas6 how poor a bargain he had made4 ,living1 ,john ,field1 alas6 without arithmetic2 failing to live4 ,do you ever fish8 said ,i4 ,oh yes1 ,i catch a mess when ,i am lying by2 good perch ,i catch4 ,what's your bait8 ,i catch shiners with fishworms1 and bait the perch with them4 ,you'd better go now1 ,john1 said his wife1 with glistening1 hopeful face4 ,but poor ,john ,field disturbed but a couple of fins1 while ,i was catching a fair string1 and he said it was his luck2 and when he changed seats luck changed seats too4 ,thinking to live by some derivative old-country mode in this primitive new country1 e4 g4 to catch perch with shiners4#daa 99 99 99 99 99 ,i find an instinct in me conducting to a mystic spiritual life1 and also another to a primitive savage life4 99 99 99 99 99 ,toward evening1 as the world waxes darker1 ,i am permitted to see the woodchuck stealing across my path1 and tempted to seize and devour it4 ,the wildest1 most desolate scenes are strangely familiar to me4#dab 99 99 99 99 99 ,why not live a hard and emphatic life1 not to be avoided1 full of adventures and work1 learn much in it1 travel much1 though it be only in these woods8 ,i sometimes walk across a field with unexpected expansion and long-missed content1 as if there were a field worthy of me4 ,the usual daily boundaries of life are dispersed1 and ,i see in what field ,i stand4 ,when on my way this afternoon1 ,shall ,i go down this long hill in the rain to fish in the pond8 ,i ask myself4 ,and ,i say to myself3 ,yes1 roam far1 grasp life and conquer it1 learn much and live4 ,your fetters are knocked off2 you are really free4 ,stay till late in the night2 be unwise and daring4 ,see many men far and near1 in their fields and cottages before the sun sets1 though as if many more were to be seen4 ,and yet each rencontre shall be so satisfactory and simple that no other shall seem possible4 ,do not repose every night as villagers do4 ,the noble life is continuous and unintermitting4 ,at least1 live with a longer radius4 ,men come home at night only from the next field or street1 where their household echoes haunt1 and their life pines and is sickly because it breathes its own breath4 ,their shadows morning and evening reach farther than their daily steps4 ,but come home from far1 from ventures and perils1 from enterprise and discovery and crusading1 with faith and experience and character4#dac ,do not rest much4 ,dismiss prudence1 fear1 conformity4 ,remember only what is promised4 ,make the day light you1 and the night hold a candle1 though you be falling from heaven to earth from morn to dewy eve a summer's day4 ,for ,vulcan's fall occupied a day1 but our highest aspirations and performances fill but the interstices of time4 99 99 99 99 99 ,are we not reminded in our better moments that we have been needlessly husbanding somewhat1 perchance our little ,god-derived capital1 or title to capital1 guarding it by methods we know8 ,but the most diffuse prodigality a better wisdom teaches1--that we hold nothing4 ,we are not what we were4 ,by usurers' craft1 by ,jewish methods1 we strive to retain and increase the divinity in us1 when infinitely the greater part of divinity is out of us4 99 99 99 99 99 ,most men have forgotten that it was ever morning2 but a few serene memories1 healthy and wakeful natures1 there are who assure us that the sun rose clear1 heralded by the singing of birds1--this very day's sun1 which rose before ,memnon was ready to greet it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in all the dissertations on language1 men forget the language that is1 that is really universal1 the inexpressible meaning that is in all things and everywhere1 with which the morning and evening teem4 ,as if language were especially of the tongue of course4 ,with a more copious learning or understanding of what is published1 the present languages1 and all that they express1 will be forgotten4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the rays which streamed through the crevices will be no more remembered when the shadow is wholly removed4 99 99 99 99 99 ,left house on account of plastering1 ,wednesday1 ,november #abth1 at night2 returned ,saturday1 ,december #fth4#dad 99 99 99 99 99 ,though the race is not so degenerated but a man might possibly live in a cave to-day and keep himself warm by furs1 yet1 as caves and wild beasts are not plenty enough to accommodate all at the present day1 it were certainly better to accept the advantages which the invention and industry of mankind offer4 ,in thickly settled civilized communities1 boards and shingles1 lime and brick1 are cheaper and more easily come by than suitable caves1 or the whole logs1 or bark in sufficient quantity1 or even well-tempered clay or flat stones4#dae ,a tolerable house for a rude and hardy race that lived much out of doors was once made here without any of these last materials4 ,according to the testimony of the first settlers of ,boston1 an ,indian wigwam was as comfortable in winter as an ,english house with all its wainscotting1 and they had advanced so far as to regulate the effect of the wind by a mat suspended over the hole in the roof1 which was moved by a string4 ,such a lodge was1 in the first instance1 constructed in a day or two and taken down and put up again in a few hours1 and every family had one4#daf 99 99 99 99 99 ,thus1 to try our civilization by a fair test1 in the ruder states of society every family owns a shelter as good as the best1 and sufficient for its ruder and simpler wants2 but in modern civilized society1 though the birds of the air have their nests1 and woodchucks and foxes their holes1 though each one is commonly the owner of his coat and hat though never so poor1 yet not more than one man in a thousand owns a shelter1 but the nine hundred and ninety-nine pay an annual tax for this outside garment of all1 indispensable summer and winter1 which would buy a village of ,indian wigwams and contributes to keep them poor as long as they live4 ,but1 answers one1 by simply paying this annual tax the poorest man secures an abode which is a palace compared to the ,indian's4 ,an annual rent of from twenty to sixty or seventy dollars entitles him to the benefit of all the improvements of centuries1--,rumford fireplace1 back plastering1 ,venetian blinds1 copper pump1 spring lock1 etc41 etc4#dag ,but while civilization has been improving our houses1 she has not equally improved the men who should occupy them4 ,she has created palaces1 but it was not so easy to create noblemen and kings4 ,the mason who finishes the cornice of the palace returns at night1 perchance1 to a hut no better than a wigwam4#dah ,if she claims to have made a real advance in the welfare of man1 she must show how she has produced better dwellings without making them more costly4 ,and the cost of a thing1 it will be remembered1 is the amount of life it requires to be exchanged for it1 immediately or in the long run4 ,an average house costs perhaps from one thousand to fifteen hundred dollars1 and to earn this sum will require from fifteen to twenty years of the day laborer's life1 even if he is not incumbered with a family2 so that he must spend more than half his life before a wigwam can be earned2 and if we suppose he pays a rent instead1 this is but a doubtful choice of evils4 ,would the savage have been wise to exchange his wigwam for a palace on these terms8#dai ,when ,i consider my neighbors1 the farmers of ,concord1 for instance1 who are at least as well off as the other classes1 what are they about8 ,for the most part ,i find that they have been toiling ten1 twenty1 or thirty years to pay for their farms1 and we may set down one half of that toil to the cost of their houses2 and commonly they have not yet paid for them4#dbj ,this is the reason they are poor2 and for similar reasons we are all poor in respect to a thousand savage comforts1 though surrounded by luxuries4#dba 99 99 99 99 99 ,but most men do not know what a house is1 and the mass are actually poor all their days because they think they must have such an one as their neighbor's4 ,as if one were to wear any sort of coat the tailor might cut out for him1 or1 gradually leaving off palm-leaf hat and cap of woodchuck-skin1 should complain of hard times because he could not buy him a crown6#dbb 99 99 99 99 99 ,it reflects no little dignity on ,nature1 the fact that the ,romans once inhabited her1--that from this same unaltered hill1 forsooth1 the ,roman once looked out upon the sea1 as from a signal station4 ,the vestiges of military roads1 of houses and tessellated courts and baths1--,nature need not be ashamed of these relics of her children4 ,the hero's cairn1--one doubts at length whether his relations or ,nature herself raised the hill4 ,the whole earth is but a hero's cairn4 ,how often are the ,romans flattered by the historian and antiquary6 ,their vessels penetrated into this frith and up that river of some remote isle4 ,their military monuments still remain on the hills and under the sod of the valleys4 ,the oft-repeated ,roman story is written in still legible characters in every quarter of the old world1 and but to-day a new coin is dug up whose inscription repeats and confirms their fame4 ,some ,juda ,capta1 with a woman mourning under a palm tree1 with silent argument and demonstration puts at rest whole pages of history4#dbc ,the ,earth ,which seems so barren once gave birth ,to heroes1 who o'erran her plains1 ,who plowed her seas and reaped her grains4 ,some make the mythology of the ,greeks to have been borrowed from that of the ,hebrews1 which however is not to be proved by analogies1--the story of ,jupiter dethroning his father ,saturn1 for instance1 from the conduct of ,cham towards his father ,noah1 and the division of the world among the three brothers4 ,but the ,hebrew fable will not bear to be compared with the ,grecian4 ,the latter is infinitely more sublime and divine4 ,the one is a history of mortals1 the other a history of gods and heroes1 therefore not so ancient4 ,the one god of the ,hebrews is not so much of a gentleman1 not so gracious and divine1 not so flexible and catholic1 does not exert so intimate an influence on nature as many a one of the ,greeks4 ,he is not less human1 though more absolute and unapproachable4 ,the ,grecian were youthful and living gods1 but still of godlike or divine race1 and had the virtues of gods4 ,the ,hebrew had not all of the divinity that is in man1 no real love for man1 but an inflexible justice4 ,the attribute of the one god has been infinite power1 not grace1 not humanity1 nor love even1--wholly masculine1 with no sister ,juno1 no ,apollo1 no ,venus in him4 ,i might say that the one god was not yet apotheosized1 not yet become the current material of poetry4#dbd 99 99 99 99 99 ,the wisdom of some of those ,greek fables is remarkable4 ,the god ,apollo 7,wisdom1 ,wit1 ,poetry7 condemned to serve1 keep the sheep of ,king ,admetus4 ,so is poetry allied to the state4 99 99 99 99 99 ,to acus1 ,minos1 ,rhadamanthus1 judges in hell1 only naked men came to be judged4 ,as ,alexander ,ross comments1 ,in this world we must not look for ,justice2 when we are stript of all1 then shall we have it4 ,for here something will be found about us that shall corrupt the ,judge4 ,when the island of gina was depopulated by sickness at the instance of acus1 ,jupiter turned the ants into men1 i4 e4 made men of the inhabitants who lived meanly like ants4#dbe 99 99 99 99 99 ,the hidden significance of these fables which has been detected1 the ethics running parallel to the poetry and history1 is not so remarkable as the readiness with which they may be made to express any truth4 ,they are the skeletons of still older and more universal truths than any whose flesh and blood they are for the time made to wear4 ,it is like striving to make the sun and the wind and the sea signify4 ,what signifies it8#dbf 99 99 99 99 99 ,piety1 that carries its father on its shoulders4#dbg 99 99 99 99 99 ,music was of three kinds1--mournful1 martial1 and effeminate1--,lydian1 ,doric1 and ,phrygian4 ,its inventors ,amphion1 ,thamyris1 and ,marsyas4 ,amphion was bred by shepherds4 ,he caused the stones to follow him and built the walls of ,thebes by his music4 ,all orderly and harmonious or beautiful structures may be said to be raised to a slow music4 ,harmony was begotten of ,mars and ,venus4 99 99 99 99 99 ,antus was the son of ,neptune and the ,earth4 ,all physical bulk and strength is of the earth and mortal4 ,when it loses this point d'appui it is weakness2 it cannot soar4 ,and so1 vice versa1 you can interpret this fable to the credit of the earth4 99 99 99 99 99 ,they all provoked or challenged the gods1--,amphion1 ,apollo and ,diana1 and was killed by them2 ,thamyris1 the ,muses1 who conquered him in music1 took away his eyesight and melodious voice1 and broke his lyre4 ,marsyas took up the flute which ,minerva threw away1 challenged ,apollo1 was flayed alive by him1 and his death mourned by ,fauns1 ,satyrs1 and ,dryads1 whose tears produced the river which bears his name4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the fable which is truly and naturally composed1 so as to please the imagination of a child1 harmonious though strange like a wild-flower1 is to the wise man an apothegm and admits his wisest interpretation4 ,when we read that ,bacchus made the ,tyrrhenian mariners mad1 so that they leaped into the sea1 mistaking it for a meadow full of flowers1 and so became dolphins1 we are not concerned about the historical truth of this1 but rather a higher1 poetical truth4 ,we seem to hear the music of a thought1 and care not if our intellect be not gratified4#dbh 99 99 99 99 99 ,the mythologies1 those vestiges of ancient poems1 the world's inheritance1 still reflecting some of their original hues1 like the fragments of clouds tinted by the departed sun1 the wreck of poems1 a retrospect as of the loftiest fames1--what survives of oldest fame1--some fragment will still float into the latest summer day and ally this hour to the morning of creation4 ,these are the materials and hints for a history of the rise and progress of the race4 ,how from the condition of ants it arrived at the condition of men1 how arts were invented gradually1--let a thousand surmises shed some light on this story4 ,we will not be confined by historical1 even geological1 periods1 which would allow us to doubt of a progress in human events4 ,if we rise above this wisdom for the day1 we shall expect that this morning of the race1 in which they have been supplied with the simplest necessaries1--with corn and wine and honey and oil and fire and articulate speech and agricultural and other arts1--reared up by degrees from the condition of ants to men1 will be succeeded by a day of equally progressive splendor2 that1 in the lapse of the divine periods1 other divine agents and godlike men will assist to elevate the race as much above its present condition4 99 99 99 99 99 ,aristus found out honey and oil4 ,he obtained of ,jupiter and ,neptune1 that the pestilential heat of the dog-days1 wherein was great mortality1 should be mitigated with wind4#dbi ,dec4 #ab4 ,friday4 ,the pond skimmed over on the night of this day1 excepting a strip from the bar to the northwest shore4 ,flint's ,pond has been frozen for some time4#dcj ,dec4 #af1 #ag1 #ah1 #ai1 #bj4 ,pond quite free from ice1 not yet having been frozen quite over4 ,dec4 #bc4 ,tuesday4 ,the pond froze over last night entirely for the first time1 yet so as not to be safe to walk upon4#dca 99 99 99 99 99 ,i wish to say something to-night not of and concerning the ,chinese and ,sandwich-,islanders1 but to and concerning you who hear me1 who are said to live in ,new ,england2 something about your condition1 especially your outward condition or circumstances in this world1 in this town2 what it is1 whether it is necessarily as bad as it is1 whether it can't be improved as well as not4#dcb ,it is generally admitted that some of you are poor1 find it hard to get a living1 haven't always something in your pockets1 haven't paid for all the dinners you've actually eaten1 or all your coats and shoes1 some of which are already worn out4 ,all this is very well known to all by hearsay and by experience4 ,it is very evident what a mean and sneaking life you live1 always in the hampers1 always on the limits1 trying to get into business and trying to get out of debt1 a very ancient slough1 called by the ,latins aes alienum1 another's brass1--some of their coins being made of brass1--and still so many living and dying and buried to-day by another's brass2 always promising to pay1 promising to pay1 with interest1 to-morrow perhaps1 and die to-day1 insolvent2 seeking to curry favor1 to get custom1 lying1 flattering1 voting1 contracting yourselves into a nutshell of civility or dilating into a world of thin and vaporous generosity1 that you may persuade your neighbor to let you make his shoes1 or his hat1 or his coat1 or his carriage1 etc44#dcc 99 99 99 99 99 ,there is a civilization going on among brutes as well as men4 ,foxes are forest dogs4 ,i hear one barking raggedly1 wildly1 demoniacally in the darkness to-night1 seeking expression1 laboring with some anxiety1 striving to be a dog outright that he may carelessly run in the street1 struggling for light4 ,he is but a faint man1 before pygmies2 an imperfect1 burrowing man4 ,he has come up near to my window1 attracted by the light1 and barked a vulpine curse at me1 then retreated4#dcd 99 99 99 99 99 ,reading suggested by ,hallam's ,history of ,literature4 #a4 ,abelard and ,heloise4 #b4 ,look at ,luigi ,pulci4 ,his ,morgante ,maggiore1 published in #adha1 was to the poetical romances of chivalry what ,don ,quixote was to their brethren in prose4 #c4 ,leonardo da ,vinci4 ,the most remarkable of his writings still in manuscript4 ,for his universality of genius1 the first name of the fifteenth century4 #d4 ,read ,boiardo's ,orlando ,innamorato1 published between #adia and #aejj1 for its influence on ,ariosto and its intrinsic merits4 ,its sounding names repeated by ,milton in ,paradise ,regained4 99 99 99 99 99 ,landor's works are3-- ,a small volume of poems1 #agic1 out of print4 ,poems of ,gebir1 ,chrysaor1 the ,phoceans1 etc4 ,the ,gebir eulogized by ,southey and ,coleridge4 ,wrote verses in ,italian and ,latin4 ,the dramas ,andrea of ,hungary1 ,giovanna of ,naples1 and ,fra ,rupert4 ,pericles and ,aspasia4 ,poems from the ,arabic and ,persian1 #ahjj1 pretending to be translations4 ,a ,satire upon ,satirists1 and ,admonition to ,detractors1 printed #ahcf1 not published4 ,letters called ,high and ,low ,life in ,italy4 ,imaginary ,conversations4 ,pentameron and ,pentalogia4 ,examination of ,william ,shakspeare before ,sir ,thomas ,lucy1 ,knt41 touching ,deer-stealing4 99 99 99 99 99 ,vide again ,richard's sail in ,richard ,first and the ,abbot4#dce ,phocion's remarks in conclusion of ,eschines and ,phocion4 ,demosthenes and ,eubulides4 ,in ,milton and ,marvel1 speaking of the ,greek poets1 he says1 ,there is a sort of refreshing odor flying off it perpetually2 not enough to oppress or to satiate2 nothing is beaten or bruised2 nothing smells of the stalk2 the flower itself is half-concealed by the ,genius of it hovering round4 ,pericles and ,sophocles4 ,marcus ,tullius ,cicero and his brother ,quintus4 ,in this a sentence on ,sleep and ,death4 ,johnson and ,tooke1 for a criticism on words4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is worth the while to have lived a primitive wilderness life at some time1 to know what are1 after all1 the necessaries of life and what methods society has taken to supply them4 ,i have looked over the old day-books of the merchants with the same view1--to see what it was shopmen bought4 ,they are the grossest groceries4#dcf ,salt is perhaps the most important article in such a list1 and most commonly bought at the stores1 of articles commonly thought to be necessaries1--salt1 sugar1 molasses1 cloth1 etc41--by the farmer4 ,you will see why stores or shops exist1 not to furnish tea and coffee1 but salt1 etc4 ,here's the rub1 then4 ,i see how ,i could supply myself with every other article which ,i need1 without using the shops1 and to obtain this might be the fit occasion for a visit to the seashore4 ,yet even salt cannot strictly speaking be called a necessary of human life1 since many tribes do not use it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,have you seen my hound1 sir8 ,i want to know6--what6 a lawyer's office8 law books8--if you've seen anything of a hound about here4 ,why1 what do you do here8 ,i live here4 ,no1 ,i haven't4 ,haven't you heard one in the woods anywhere8 ,oh1 yes1 ,i heard one this evening4 ,what do you do here8 ,but he was some way off4 ,which side did he seem to be8 ,well1 ,i should think he was the other side of the pond4 ,this is a large dog2 makes a large track4 ,he's been out hunting from ,lexington for a week4 ,how long have you lived here8 ,oh1 about a year4 ,somebody said there was a man up here had a camp in the woods somewhere1 and he'd got him4 ,well1 ,i don't know of anybody4 ,there's ,britton's camp over on the other road4 ,it may be there4 ,isn't there anybody in these woods8 ,yes1 they are chopping right up here behind me4 ,how far is it8 ,only a few steps4 ,hark a moment4 ,there1 don't you hear the sound of their axes8#dcg 99 99 99 99 99 ,therien1 the woodchopper1 was here yesterday1 and while ,i was cutting wood1 some chickadees hopped near pecking the bark and chips and the potato-skins ,i had thrown out4 ,what do you call them1 he asked4 ,i told him4 ,what do you call them1 asked ,i4 ,mezezence81 ,i think he said4 ,when ,i eat my dinner in the woods1 said he1 sitting very still1 having kindled a fire to warm my coffee1 they come and light on my arm and peck at the potato in my fingers4 ,i like to have the little fellers about me4#dch ,just then one flew up from the snow and perched on the wood ,i was holding in my arms1 and pecked it1 and looked me familiarly in the face4 ,chicadee-dee-dee-dee-dee1 while others were whistling phebe1--phe-bee1--in the woods behind the house4#dci ,march #bf1 #ahdf4 ,the change from foul weather to fair1 from dark1 sluggish hours to serene1 elastic ones1 is a memorable crisis which all things proclaim4 ,the change from foulness to serenity is instantaneous4 ,suddenly an influx of light1 though it was late1 filled my room4 ,i looked out and saw that the pond was already calm and full of hope as on a summer evening1 though the ice was dissolved but yesterday4 ,there seemed to be some intelligence in the pond which responded to the unseen serenity in a distant horizon4 ,i heard a robin in the distance1--the first ,i had heard this spring1--repeating the assurance4 ,the green pitch pine suddenly looked brighter and more erect1 as if now entirely washed and cleansed by the rain4 ,i knew it would not rain any more4 ,a serene summer-evening sky seemed darkly reflected in the pond1 though the clear sky was nowhere visible overhead4 ,it was no longer the end of a season1 but the beginning4 ,the pines and shrub oaks1 which had before drooped and cowered the winter through with myself1 now recovered their several characters and in the landscape revived the expression of an immortal beauty4 ,trees seemed all at once to be fitly grouped1 to sustain new relations to men and to one another4 ,there was somewhat cosmical in the arrangement of nature4 ,o the evening robin1 at the close of a ,new ,england day6 ,if ,i could ever find the twig he sits upon6 ,where does the minstrel really roost8 ,we perceive it is not the bird of the ornithologist that is heard1--the ,turdus migratorius4 ,the signs of fair weather are seen in the bosom of ponds before they are recognized in the heavens4 ,it is easy to tell by looking at any twig of the forest whether its winter is past or not4#ddj ,we forget how the sun looks on our fields1 as on the forests and the prairies1 as they reflect or absorb his rays4 ,it matters not whether we stand in ,italy or on the prairies of the ,west1 in the eye of the sun the earth is all equally cultivated like a garden1 and yields to the wave of an irresistible civilization4 ,this broad field1 which ,i have looked on so long1 looks not to me as the farmer1 looks away from me to the sun1 and attends to the harmony of nature4 ,these beans have results which are not harvested in the autumn of the year4 ,they do not mind1 if ,i harvest them1 who waters and makes them grow8 ,our grain-fields make part of a beautiful picture which the sun beholds in his daily course1 and it matters little comparatively whether they fill the barns of the husbandman4 ,the true husbandman will cease from anxiety and labor with every day1 and relinquish all claim to the produce of his fields4#dda ,the avaricious man would fain plant by himself4 ,a flock of geese has just got in late1 now in the dark flying low over the pond4 ,they came on1 indulging at last like weary travellers in complaint and consolation1 or like some creaking evening mail late lumbering in with regular anserine clangor4 ,i stood at my door and could hear their wings when they suddenly spied my light and1 ceasing their noise1 wheeled to the east and apparently settled in the pond4#ddb ,march #bg4 ,this morning ,i saw the geese from the door through the mist sailing about in the middle of the pond1 but when ,i went to the shore they rose and circled round like ducks over my head1 so that ,i counted them1--twenty-nine4 ,i after saw thirteen ducks4#ddc ,,viii #ahde-ahdg 7,t4 #bg-cj7 ,the small and much mutilated journal which begins here appears to belong to the ,walden period 7#ahde-dg71 but the entries are undated4 ,,the ,,hero#ddd ,what doth he ask8 ,some worthy task1 ,never to run ,till that be done1 ,that never done ,under the sun4 ,here to begin ,all things to win ,by his endeavor ,forever and ever4 ,happy and well ,on this ground to dwell1 ,this soil subdue1 ,plant1 and renew4 ,by might and main ,health and strength gain1 ,so to give nerve ,to his slenderness2 ,yet some mighty pain ,he would sustain1 ,so to preserve ,his tenderness4 ,not be deceived1 ,of suff'ring bereaved1 ,not lose his life ,by living too well1 ,nor escape strife ,in his lonely cell1 ,and so find out heaven ,by not knowing hell4 ,strength like the rock ,to withstand any shock1 ,yet some ,aaron's rod1 ,some smiting by ,god1 ,occasion to gain ,to shed human tears ,and to entertain ,still demonic fears4 ,not once for all1 forever1 blest1 ,still to be cheered out of the west2 ,not from his heart to banish all sighs2 ,still be encouraged by the sunrise2 ,forever to love and to love and to love1 ,within him1 around him1 beneath him1 above4 ,to love is to know1 is to feel1 is to be2 ,at once 'tis his birth and his destiny4 ,having sold all1 ,something would get1 ,furnish his stall ,with better yet1-- ,for earthly pleasures ,celestial pains1 ,heavenly losses ,for earthly gains4 ,still to begin--unheard-of sin ,a fallen angel--a risen man ,never returns to where he began4 ,some childlike labor ,here to perform1 ,some baby-house ,to keep out the storm1 ,and make the sun laugh ,while he doth warm1 ,and the moon cry ,to think of her youth1 ,the months gone by1 ,and wintering truth4 ,how long to morning8 ,can any tell8 ,how long since the warning ,on our ears fell8 ,the bridegroom cometh ,know we not well8 ,are we not ready1 ,our packet made1 ,our hearts steady1 ,last words said8 ,must we still eat ,the bread we have spurned8 ,must we rekindle ,the faggots we've burned8 ,must we go out ,by the poor man's gate8 ,die by degrees1 ,not by new fate8 ,is there no road ,this way1 my friend8 ,is there no road ,without any end8 ,have you not seen ,in ancient times ,pilgrims go by here ,toward other climes1 ,with shining faces ,youthful and strong ,mounting this hill ,with speech and with song8 ,oh1 my good sir1 ,i know not the ways2 ,little my knowledge1 ,though many my days4 ,when ,i have slumbered1 ,i have heard sounds ,as travellers passing ,over my grounds4 ',twas a sweet music ,wafted them by2 ,i could not tell ,if far off or nigh4 ,unless ,i dreamed it1 ,this was of yore1 ,but ,i never told it ,to mortal before2 ,never remembered ,but in my dreams ,what to me waking ,a miracle seems4 ,if you will give of your pulse or your grain1 ,we will rekindle those flames again4 ,here will we tarry1 still without doubt1 ,till a miracle putteth that fire out4 99 99 99 99 99 ,at midnight's hour ,i raised my head4 ,the owls were seeking for their bread2 ,the foxes barked1 impatient still ,at their wan 8 fate they bear so ill4 ,i thought me of eternities delayed ,and of commands but half obeyed4 ,the night wind rustled through the glade1 ,as if a force of men there staid2 ,the word was whispered through the ranks1 ,and every hero seized his lance4 ,the word was whispered through the ranks1 ,advance6 ,to live to a good old age such as the ancients reached1 serene and contented1 dignifying the life of man1 leading a simple1 epic country life in these days of confusion and turmoil1--that is what ,wordsworth has done4 ,retaining the tastes and the innocence of his youth4 ,there is more wonderful talent1 but nothing so cheering and world-famous as this4 ,the life of man would seem to be going all to wrack and pieces1 and no instance of permanence and the ancient natural health1 notwithstanding ,burns1 and ,coleridge1 and ,carlyle4 ,it will not do for men to die young2 the greatest genius does not die young4 ,whom the gods love most do indeed die young1 but not till their life is matured1 and their years are like those of the oak1 for they are the products half of nature and half of ,god4 ,what should nature do without old men1 not children but men8 ,the life of men1 not to become a mockery and a jest1 should last a respectable term of years4 ,we cannot spare the age of those old ,greek ,philosophers4 ,they live long who do not live for a near end1 who still forever look to the immeasurable future for their manhood4 99 99 99 99 99 ,all dramas have but one scene4 ,there is but one stage for the peasant and for the actor1 and both on the farm and in the theatre the curtain rises to reveal the same majestic scenery4 ,the globe of earth is poised in space for his stage under the foundations of the theatre1 and the cope of heaven1 out of reach of the scene-shifter1 overarches it4 ,it is always to be remembered by the critic that all actions are to be regarded at last as performed from a distance upon some rood of earth and amid the operations of nature4 ,rabelais1 too1 inhabited the soil of ,france in sunshine and shade in those years2 and his life was no farce after all4 ,i seek the present time1 ,no other clime1 ,life in to-day1-- ,not to sail another way1-- ,to ,paris or to ,rome1 ,or farther still from home4 ,that man1 whoe'er he is1 ,lives but a moral death ,whose life is not coeval ,with his breath4 ,my feet forever stand ,on ,concord fields1 ,and ,i must live the life ,which their soil yields4 ,what are deeds done ,away from home8 ,what the best essay ,on the ,ruins of ,rome8 ,the love of the new1 ,the unfathomed blue1 ,the wind in the wood1 ,all future good1 ,the sunlit tree1 ,the small chickadee1 ,the dusty highways1 ,what ,scripture says1 ,this pleasant weather1 ,and all else together1 ,the river's meander1 ,all things1 in short1 ,forbid me to wander ,in deed or in thought4 ,in cold or in drouth1 ,not seek the sunny ,south1 ,but make my whole tour ,in the sunny present hour4 ,for here if thou fail1 ,where can'st thou prevail8 ,if you love not ,your own land most1 ,you'll find nothing lovely ,on a distant coast4 ,if you love not ,the latest sunset1 ,what is there in pictures ,or old gems set8 ,if no man should travel ,till he had the means1 ,there'd be little travelling ,for kings or for queens4 ,the means1 what are they8 ,they are the wherewithal ,great expenses to pay1 ,life got1 and some to spare1 ,great works on hand1 ,and freedom from care1 ,plenty of time well spent ,to use1 ,clothes paid for and no rent ,in your shoes1 ,something to eat ,and something to burn1 ,and above all no need to return4 ,then they who come back1 ,say1 have they not failed1 ,wherever they've ridden1 ,or steamed it1 or sailed8 ,all your grass hay'd1 ,all your debts paid1 ,all your wills made2 ,then you might as well have stay'd1 ,for are you not dead1 ,only not buried8 ,the way unto to-day1 ,the railroad to here1 ,they never'll grade that way ,nor shorten it1 ,i fear4 ,there are plenty of depots ,all the world o'er1 ,but not a single station ,at a man's door4 ,if he would get near ,to the secret of things1 ,he'll not have to hear ,when the engine bell rings4 ,exaggeration6 was ever any virtue attributed to a man without exaggeration8 was ever any vice1 without infinite exaggeration8 ,do we not exaggerate ourselves to ourselves1 or do we often recognize ourselves for the actual men we are8 ,the lightning is an exaggeration of light4 ,we live by exaggeration4 ,exaggerated history is poetry1 and is truth referred to a new standard4 ,to a small man every greater one is an exaggeration4 ,no truth was ever expressed but with this sort of emphasis1 so that for the time there was no other truth4 ,the value of what is really valuable can never be exaggerated4 ,you must speak loud to those who are hard of hearing2 so you acquire a habit of speaking loud to those who are not4 ,in order to appreciate any1 even the humblest1 man1 you must not only understand1 but you must first love him2 and there never was such an exaggerator as love4 ,who are we8 ,are we not all of us great men8 ,and yet what are we actually8 ,nothing1 certainly1 to speak of4 ,by an immense exaggeration we appreciate our ,greek poetry and philosophy1 ,egyptian ruins1 our ,shakespeares and ,miltons1 our liberty and ,christianity4 ,we give importance to this hour over all other hours4 ,we do not live by justice1 but by grace4#dde 99 99 99 99 99 ,love never perjures itself1 nor is it mistaken4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he is not the great writer1 who is afraid to let the world know that he ever committed an impropriety4 ,does it not know that all men are mortal8 99 99 99 99 99 ,carlyle told ,r4 ,w4 ,e4 that he first discovered that he was not a jackass on reading ,tristram ,shandy and ,rousseau's ,confessions1 especially the last4 ,his first essay is an article in ,fraser's ,magazine on two boys quarrelling4 99 99 99 99 99 ,youth wants something to look up to1 to look forward to2 as the little boy who inquired of me the other day1 ,how long do those old-agers live8 and expressed the intention of compassing two hundred summers at least4 ,the old man who cobbles shoes without glasses at a hundred1 and cuts a handsome swath at a hundred and five1 is indispensable to give dignity and respectability to our life4 99 99 99 99 99 ,from all points of the compass1 from the earth beneath and the heavens above1 have come these inspirations and been entered duly in the order of their arrival in the journal4 ,thereafter1 when the time arrived1 they were winnowed into lectures1 and again1 in due time1 from lectures into essays4 ,and at last they stand1 like the cubes of ,pythagoras1 firmly on either basis2 like statues on their pedestals1 but the statues rarely take hold of hands4 ,there is only such connection and series as is attainable in the galleries4 ,and this affects their immediate practical and popular influence4 99 99 99 99 99 ,carlyle1 we should say1 more conspicuously than any other1 though with little enough expressed or even conscious sympathy1 represents the ,reformer class4 ,in him the universal plaint is most settled and serious4 ,until the thousand named and nameless grievances are righted1 there will be no repose for him in the lap of ,nature or the seclusion of science and literature4 ,and all the more for not being the visible acknowledged leader of any class4#ddf 99 99 99 99 99 ,all places1 all positions--all things in short--are a medium happy or unhappy4 ,every realm has its centre1 and the nearer to that the better while you are in it4 ,even health is only the happiest of all mediums4 ,there may be excess1 or there may be deficiency2 in either case there is disease4 ,a man must only be virtuous enough4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i had one neighbor within half a mile for a short time when ,i first went to the woods1 ,hugh ,quoil1 an ,irishman who had been a soldier at ,waterloo1 ,colonel ,quoil1 as he was called1--,i believe that he had killed a colonel and ridden off his horse1--who lived from hand--sometimes to mouth1--though it was commonly a glass of rum that the hand carried4 ,he and his wife awaited their fate together in an old ruin in ,walden woods4 ,what life he got--or what means of death--he got by ditching4 ,i never was much acquainted with ,hugh ,quoil1 though sometimes ,i met him in the path1 and now do believe that a solid shank-bone1 and skull which no longer aches1 lie somewhere1 and can still be produced1 which once with garment of flesh and broadcloth were called and hired to do work as ,hugh ,quoil4 ,he was a man of manners and gentlemanlike1 as one who had seen the world1 and was capable of more civil speech than you could well attend to4 ,at a distance he had seemingly a ruddy face as of biting ,january1 but nearer at hand it was bright carmine4 ,it would have burnt your finger to touch his cheek4 ,he wore a straight-bodied snuff-colored coat which had long been familiar with him1 and carried a turf-knife in his hand--instead of a sword4 ,he had fought on the ,english side before1 but he fought on the ,napoleon side now4 ,napoleon went to ,st4 ,helena2 ,hugh ,quoil came to ,walden ,pond4 ,i heard that he used to tell travellers who inquired about myself that ---- and ,thoreau owned the farm together1 but ,thoreau lived on the place and carried it on4#ddg ,he was thirstier than ,i1 and drank more1 probably1 but not out of the pond4 ,that was never the lower for him4 ,perhaps ,i ate more than he4 ,the last time ,i met him1 the only time ,i spoke with him1 was at the foot of the hill on the highway as ,i was crossing to the spring one summer afternoon1 the pond water being too warm for me4 ,i was crossing the road with a pail in my hand1 when ,quoil came down the hill1 wearing his snuff-colored coat1 as if it were winter1 and shaking with delirium-tremens4 ,i hailed him and told him that my errand was to get water at a spring close by1 only at the foot of the hill over the fence4 ,he answered1 with stuttering and parched lips1 bloodshot eye1 and staggering gesture1 he'd like to see it4 ,follow me there1 then4 ,but ,i had got my pail full and back before he scaled the fence4 ,and he1 drawing his coat about him1 to warm him1 or to cool him1 answered in delirium-tremens1 hydrophobia dialect1 which is not easy to be written here1 he'd heard of it1 but had never seen it2 and so shivered his way along to town1--to liquor and to oblivion4 ,on ,sundays1 brother ,irishmen and others1 who had gone far astray from steady habits and the village1 crossed my bean-field with empty jugs toward ,quoil's4 ,but what for8 ,did they sell rum there8 ,i asked4 ,respectable people they1 ,know no harm of them1 ,never heard that they drank too much1 was the answer of all wayfarers4 ,they went by sober1 stealthy1 silent1 skulking 7no harm to get elm bark ,sundays72 returned loquacious1 sociable1 having long intended to call on you4 ,at length one afternoon ,hugh ,quoil1 feeling better1 perchance1 with snuff-colored coat1 as usual1 paced solitary and soldier-like1 thinking of ,waterloo1 along the woodland road to the foot of the hill by the spring2 and there the ,fates met him1 and threw him down in his snuff-colored coat on the gravel1 and got ready to cut his thread2 but not till travellers passed1 who would raise him up1 get him perpendicular1 then settle1 settle quick2 but legs1 what are they8 ,lay me down1 says ,hugh hoarsely4 ,house locked up--key--in pocket--wife in town4 ,and the ,fates cut1 and there he lay by the wayside1 five feet ten1 and looking taller than in life4 ,he has gone away2 his house here all tore to pieces4 ,what kind of fighting or ditching work he finds to do now1 how it fares with him1 whether his thirst is quenched1 whether there is still some semblance of that carmine cheek1 struggles still with some liquid demon--perchance on more equal terms--till he swallow him completely1 ,i cannot by any means learn4 ,what his salutation is now1 what his ,january-morning face1 what he thinks of ,waterloo1 what start he has gained or lost1 what work still for the ditcher and forester and soldier now1 there is no evidence4 ,he was here1 the likes of him1 for a season1 standing light in his shoes like a faded gentleman1 with gesture almost learned in drawing-rooms2 wore clothes1 hat1 shoes1 cut ditches1 felled wood1 did farm work for various people1 kindled fires1 worked enough1 ate enough1 drank too much4 ,he was one of those unnamed1 countless sects of philosophers who founded no school4 ,now that he was gone1 and his wife was gone too1--for she could not support the solitude1--before it was too late and the house was torn down1 ,i went over to make a call4 ,now that ,irishmen with jugs avoided the old house1 ,i visited it1--an unlucky castle now1 said they4 ,there lay his old clothes curled up by habit1 as if it were himself1 upon his raised plank bed4 ,his pipe lay broken on the hearth2 and scattered about were soiled cards--king of diamonds1 hearts1 spades--on the floor4 ,one black chicken1 which they could not catch1 still went to roost in the next apartment1 stepping silent over the floor1 frightened by the sound of its own wings1 black as night and as silent1 too1 not even croaking2 awaiting ,reynard1 its god actually dead4 ,there was the dim outline of a garden which had been planted1 but had never received its first hoeing1 now overrun with weeds1 with burs and cockles1 which stick to your clothes2 as if in the spring he had contemplated a harvest of corn and beans before that strange trembling of the limbs overtook him4 ,skin of woodchuck fresh-stretched1 never to be cured1 met once in bean-field by the ,waterloo man with uplifted hoe2 no cap1 no mittens wanted4 ,pipe on hearth no more to be lighted1 best buried with him4#ddh 99 99 99 99 99 ,no thirst for glory1 only for strong drink4 99 99 99 99 99 ,only the convalescent are conscious of the health of nature4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in case of an embargo there will be found to be old clothes enough in everybody's garret to last till the millennium4 ,we are fond of news1 novelties1 new things4 ,the bank-bill that is torn in two will pass if you save the pieces1 if you have only got the essential piece with the signatures4 ,lowell and ,manchester and ,fall ,river think you will let go their broadcloth currency when it is torn2 but hold on1 have an eye to the signature about the back of it1 and endorse the man's name from whom you received it1 and they will be the first to fail and find nothing at all in their garrets4 ,every day our garments become more assimilated to the man that wears them1 more near and dear to us1 and not finally to be laid aside but with such delay and medical appliance and solemnity as our other mortal coil4#ddi ,we know1 after all1 but few men1 a great many coats and breeches4 ,dress a scarecrow with your last shift1 you standing shiftless by1 who would not soonest address the scarecrow and salute it8#dej ,king ,james loved his old shoes best4 ,who does not8 ,indeed these new clothes are often won and worn only after a most painful birth4 ,at first movable prisons1 oyster-shells which the tide only raises1 opens1 and shuts1 washing in what scanty nutriment may be afloat4 ,how many men walk over the limits1 carrying their limits with them8 ,in the stocks they stand1 not without gaze of multitudes1 only without rotten eggs1 in torturing boots1 the last wedge but one driven4 ,why should we be startled at death8 ,life is constant putting off of the mortal coil1--coat1 cuticle1 flesh and bones1 all old clothes4 ,not till the prisoner has got some rents in his prison walls1 possibility of egress without lock and key some day1--result of steel watch-spring rubbing on iron grate1 or whatever friction and wear and tear1--will he rest contented in his prison4 ,clothes brought in sewing1 a kind of work you may call endless4#dea ,a man who has at length found out something important to do will not have to get a new suit to do it in4 ,for him the old will do1 lying dusty in the garret for an indefinite period4 ,old shoes will serve a hero longer than they have served his valet4 ,bare feet are the oldest of shoes1 and he can make them do4 ,only they who go to legislature and soires1--they must have new coats1 coats to turn as often as the man turns in them4 ,who ever saw his old shoes1 his old coat1 actually worn out1 returned to their original elements1 so that it was not a deed of charity to bestow them on some poorer boy1 and by him to be bestowed on some poorer still1 or shall we say on some richer who can do with less8#deb 99 99 99 99 99 ,over eastward of my bean-field lived ,cato ,ingraham1 slave1 born slave1 perhaps1 of ,duncan ,ingraham1 ,esquire1 gentleman1 of ,concord village1 who built him a house and gave him permission to live in ,walden ,woods1 for which no doubt he was thanked2 and then1 on the northeast corner1 ,zilpha1 colored woman of fame2 and down the road1 on the right hand1 ,brister1 colored man1 on ,brister's ,hill1 where grow still those little wild apples he tended1 now large trees1 but still wild and ciderish to my taste2 and farther still you come to ,breed's location1 and again on the left1 by well and roadside1 ,nutting lived4 ,farther up the road1 at the pond's end1 ,wyman1 the potter1 who furnished his townsmen with earthenware1--the squatter4#dec ,now only a dent in the earth marks the site of most of these human dwellings2 sometimes the well-dent where a spring oozed1 now dry and tearless grass1 or covered deep1--not to be discovered till late days by accident1--with a flat stone under the sod4 ,these dents1 like deserted fox-burrows1 old holes1 where once was the stir and bustle of human life overhead1 and man's destiny1 fate1 free-will1 foreknowledge absolute1 were all by turns discussed4 ,still grows the vivacious lilac for a generation after the last vestige else is gone1 unfolding still its early sweet-scented blossoms in the spring1 to be plucked only by the musing traveller2 planted1 tended1 weeded 81 watered by children's hands in front-yard plot1--now by wall-side in retired pasture1 or giving place to a new rising forest4 ,the last of that stirp1 sole survivor of that family4 ,little did the dark children think that that weak slip with its two eyes which they watered would root itself so1 and outlive them1 and house in the rear that shaded it1 and grown man's garden and field1 and tell their story to the retired wanderer a half-century after they were no more1--blossoming as fair1 smelling as sweet1 as in that first spring4 ,its still cheerful1 tender1 civil lilac colors4#ded ,the woodland road1 though once more dark and shut in by the forest1 resounded with the laugh and gossip of inhabitants1 and was notched and dotted here and there with their little dwellings4 ,though now but a humble rapid passage to neighboring villages or for the woodman's team1 it once delayed the traveller longer1 and was a lesser village in itself4#dee ,you still hear from time to time the whinnering of the raccoon1 still living as of old in hollow trees1 washing its food before it eats it4 ,the red fox barks at night4 ,the loon comes in the fall to sail and bathe in the pond1 making the woods ring with its wild laughter in the early morning1 at rumor of whose arrival all ,concord sportsmen are on the alert1 in gigs1 on foot1 two by two1 three by three1 with patent rifles1 patches1 conical balls1 spy-glass or open hole over the barrel4 ,they seem already to hear the loon laugh2 come rustling through the woods like ,october leaves1 these on this side1 those on that1 for the poor loon cannot be omnipresent2 if he dive here1 must come up somewhere4 ,the ,october wind rises1 rustling the leaves1 ruffling the pond water1 so that no loon can be seen rippling the surface4 ,our sportsmen scour1 sweep the pond with spy-glass in vain1 making the woods ring with rude 8 charges of powder1 for the loon went off in that morning rain with one loud1 long1 hearty laugh1 and our sportsmen must beat a retreat to town and stable and daily routine1 shop work1 unfinished jobs again4#def ,or in the gray dawn the sleeper hears the long ducking gun explode over toward ,goose ,pond1 and1 hastening to the door1 sees the remnant of a flock1 black duck or teal1 go whistling by with outstretched neck1 with broken ranks1 but in ranger order4 ,and the silent hunter emerges into the carriage road with ruffled feathers at his belt1 from the dark pond-side where he has lain in his bower since the stars went out4 ,and for a week you hear the circling clamor1 clangor1 of some solitary goose through the fog1 seeking its mate1 peopling the woods with a larger life than they can hold4#deg ,for hours in fall days you shall watch the ducks cunningly tack and veer and hold the middle of the pond1 far from the sportsman on the shore1--tricks they have learned and practiced in far ,canada lakes or in ,louisiana bayous4#deh ,the waves rise and dash1 taking sides with all waterfowl4#dei 99 99 99 99 99 ,then in dark winter mornings1 in short winter afternoons1 the pack of hounds1 threading all woods with hounding cry and yelp1 unable to resist the instinct of the chase1 and note of hunting-horn at intervals1 showing that man too is in the rear4 ,and the woods ring again1 and yet no fox bursts forth on to the open level of the pond1 and no following pack after their ,acton4#dfj 99 99 99 99 99 ,but this small village1 germ of something more1 why did it fail while ,concord grows apace8 ,no natural advantages1 no water privilege1 only the deep ,walden ,pond and cool ,brister's ,spring1--privileges to drink long1 healthy1 pure draughts1 alas1 all unimproved by those men but to dilute their glass4 ,might not the basket-making1 stable-broom1 mat-making1 corn-parching1 potters' business have thrived here1 making the wilderness to blossom as the rose8 ,now1 all too late for commerce1 this waste1 depopulated district has its railroad too4 ,and transmitted the names of unborn ,bristers1 ,catos1 ,hildas1#dfa ,zilphas to a remote and grateful posterity4 ,again ,nature will try1 with me for a first settler1 and my house raised last spring to be the oldest in the settlement4 ,the sterile soil would have been proof against any lowland degeneracy4#dfb ,farmers far and near call it the paradise of beans4 ,and here1 too1 on winter days1 while yet is cold ,january1 and snow and ice lie thick1 comes the prudent1 foreseeing landlord or housekeeper 7anticipating thirst7 from the village1 to get ice to cool his summer drink1--a grateful beverage if he should live1 if time should endure so long4 ,how few so wise1 so industrious1 to lay up treasures which neither rust nor melt1 to cool their summer drink one day6 ,and cut off the solid pond1 the element and air of fishes1 held fast with chain and stake like corded wood1 all through favoring1 willing1 kind1 permitting winter air to wintery cellar1 to underlie the summer there4 ,and cut and saw the cream of the pond1 unroof the house of fishes4#dfc ,and in early mornings come men with fishing-reels and slender lunch1 men of real faith1 and let down their fine lines and live minnows through the snowy field to hook the pickerel and perch4#dfd 99 99 99 99 99 ,with buried well-stones1 and strawberries1 raspberries1 thimble-berries growing on the sunny sward there2 some pitchy pine or gnarled oak in the chimney-nook1 or the sweet-scented black birch where the doorstone was4#dfe ,breed's1--history must not yet tell the tragedies enacted there4 ,let time intervene to assuage and lend an azure atmospheric tint to them4#dff 99 99 99 99 99 ,there is something pathetic in the sedentary life of men who have travelled4 ,they must naturally die when they leave the road4 ,what seems so fair and poetic in antiquity--almost fabulous--is realized1 too1 in ,concord life4 ,as poets and historians brought their work to the ,grecian games1 and genius wrestled there as well as strength of body1 so have we seen works of kindred genius read at our ,concord games1 by their author1 in their own ,concord amphitheatre4 ,it is virtually repeated by all ages and nations4#dfg 99 99 99 99 99 ,moles nesting in your cellar and nibbling every third potato4#dfh ,a whole rabbit-warren only separated from you by the flooring4 ,to be saluted when you stir in the dawn by the hasty departure of ,monsieur1--thump1 thump1 thump1 striking his head against the floor-timbers4#dfi ,squirrels and field mice that hold to a community of property in your stock of chestnuts4 ,the blue jays suffered few chestnuts to reach the ground1 resorting to your single tree in flocks in the early morning1 and picking them out of the burs at a great advantage4 ,the crop of blackberries small2 berries not yet grown4 ,ground-nuts not dug4 99 99 99 99 99 ,one wonders how so much1 after all1 was expressed in the old way1 so much here depends upon the emphasis1 tone1 pronunciation1 style1 and spirit of the reading4 ,no writer uses so profusely all the aids to intelligibility which the printer's art affords4 ,you wonder how others had contrived to write so many pages without emphatic1 italicized words1 they are so expressive1 so natural and indispensable1 here4 ,as if none had ever used the demonstrative pronoun demonstratively4 ,in another's sentences the thought1 though immortal1 is1 as it were1 embalmed and does not strike you1 but here it is so freshly living1 not purified by the ordeal of death1 that it stirs in the very extremities1 the smallest particles and pronouns are all alive with it4--,you must not say it1 but it4 ,it is not simple it1 your it or mine1 but it4 ,his books are solid1 workmanlike1 like all that ,england does4 ,they tell of endless labor done1 well done1 and all the rubbish swept away1 like this bright cutlery which glitters in the windows1 while the coke and ashes1 turnings1 filings1 borings1 dust lie far away at ,birmingham1 unheard of4 ,the words did not come at the command of grammar but of a tyrannous1 inexorable meaning2 not like the standing soldiers1 by vote of ,parliament1 but any able-bodied countryman pressed into the service4 ,it is no ,china war1 but a revolution4 ,this style is worth attending to as one of the most important features of the man that we at this distance know4#dgj 99 99 99 99 99 ,what are the men of ,new ,england about8 ,i have travelled some in ,new ,england1 especially in ,concord1 and ,i found that no enterprise was on foot which it would not disgrace a man to take part in4 ,they seemed to be employed everywhere in shops and offices and fields4 ,they seemed1 like the ,brahmins of the ,east1 to be doing penance in a thousand curious1 unheard-of ways1 their endurance surpassing anything ,i had ever seen or heard of1--,simeon ,stylites1 ,brahmins looking in the face of the sun1 standing on one leg1 dwelling at the roots of trees1 nothing to it2 any of the twelve labors of ,hercules to be matched1--the ,nemean lion1 ,lernan hydra1 nan stag1 ,erymanthian boar1 ,augean stables1 ,stymphalian birds1 ,cretan bull1 ,diomedes' mares1 ,amazonian girdle1 monster ,geryon1 ,hesperian apples1 three-headed ,cerberus1 nothing at all in comparison1 being only twelve and having an end4 ,for ,i could never see that these men ever slew or captured any of their monsters1 or finished any of their labors4 ,they have no friend ,iolaus to burn1 with a hot iron1 the root of the hydra's head2 for as soon as one head is crushed1 two spring up4#dga ,men labor under a mistake2 they are laying up treasures which moth and rust will corrupt and thieves break through and steal4 ,northern ,slavery1 or the slavery which includes the ,southern1 ,eastern1 ,western1 and all others4#dgb ,it is hard to have a ,southern overseer2 it is worse to have a ,northern one2 but worst of all when you are yourself the slave-driver4 ,look at the lonely teamster on the highway1 wending to market by day or night2 is he a son of the morning1 with somewhat of divinity in him1 fearless because immortal1 going to receive his birthright1 greeting the sun as his fellow1 bounding with youthful1 gigantic strength over his mother earth8 ,see how he cowers and sneaks1 how vaguely1 indefinitely all the day he fears1 not being immortal1 not divine1 the slave and prisoner of his own opinion of himself1 fame which he has earned by his own deeds4 ,public opinion is a weak tyrant compared with private opinion4 ,what ,i think of myself1 that determines my fate4#dgc ,i see young men1 my equals1 who have inherited from their spiritual father a soul1--broad1 fertile1 uncultivated1--from their earthly father a farm1--with cattle and barns and farming tools1 the implements of the picklock and the counterfeiter4 ,better if they had been born in the open pasture and suckled by a wolf1 or perhaps cradled in a manger1 that they might have seen with clear eye what was the field they were called to labor in4 ,the young man has got to live a man's life1 then1 in this world1 pushing all these things before him1 and get on as well as he can4 ,how many a poor immortal soul ,i have met1 well-nigh crushed and smothered1 creeping slowly down the road of life1 pushing before it a barn seventy-five by forty feet and one hundred acres of land1--tillage1 pasture1 wood-lot6 ,this dull1 opaque garment of the flesh is load enough for the strongest spirit1 but with such an earthly garment superadded the spiritual life is soon plowed into the soil for compost4 ,it's a fool's life1 as they will all find when they get to the end of it4 ,the man that goes on accumulating property when the bare necessaries of life are cared for is a fool and knows better4#dgd ,there is a stronger desire to be respectable to one's neighbors than to one's self4 ,however1 such distinctions as poet1 philosopher1 literary man1 etc41 do not much assist our final estimate4 ,we do not lay much stress on them2 a man's a man for a' that4 ,any writer who interests us much is all and more than these4 ,it is not simple dictionary it4#dge ,talent at making books solid1 workmanlike1 graceful1 which may be read4#dgf ,some idyllic chapter or chapters are needed4 ,in the ,french ,revolution are ,mirabeau1 king of men2 ,danton1 ,titan of the ,revolution2 ,camille ,desmoulins1 poetic editor2 ,roland1 heroic woman2 ,dumouriez1 first efficient general3 on the other side1 ,marat1 friend of the people2 ,robespierre2 ,tinville1 infernal judge2 ,st4 ,just2 etc41 etc4 99 99 99 99 99 ,nutting and ,le ,gros by the wall-side4 ,the ,stratten house and barn where the orchard covered all the slope of ,brister's ,hill1--now killed out by the pines4 ,brister ,freeman1 a handy negro1 slave once of ,squire ,cummings 7871 and ,fenda1 his hospitable1 pleasant wife1 large1 round1 black1 who told fortunes1 blacker than all the children of night1 such a dusky orb as had never risen on ,concord before4 ,zilpha's little house where she was spinning linen1 making the ,walden woods ring with her shrill singing1--a loud1 shrill1 remarkable voice1--when once she was away to town1 set on fire by ,english soldiers on parole1 in the last war1 and cat and dog and hens all burned up4 ,boiling her witch's dinner1 and heard muttering to herself over the gurgling pot by silent traveller1 ,ye are all bones1 bones4 ,and ,cato1 the ,guinea negro1--his house and little patch among the walnuts1--who let the trees grow up till he should be old1 and ,richardson got them4 ,where ,breed's house stood tradition says a tavern once stood1 the well the same1 and all a swamp between the woods and town1 and road made on logs4#dgg 99 99 99 99 99 ,bread ,i made pretty well for awhile1 while ,i remembered the rules2 for ,i studied this out methodically1 going clear back to the primitive days and first invention of the unleavened kind1 and coming gradually down through that lucky accidental souring of the dough which taught men the leavening process1 and all the various fermentations thereafter1 till you get to good1 sweet1 wholesome bread1 the staff of life4 ,i went on very well1 mixing rye and flour and ,indian and potato with success1 till one morning ,i had forgotten the rules1 and thereafter scalded the yeast1--killed it out1--and so1 after the lapse of a month1 was glad after all to learn that such palatable staff of life could be made out of the dead and scalt creature and risings that lay flat4 ,i have hardly met with the housewife who has gone so far with this mystery4 ,for all the farmers' wives pause at yeast4 ,given this and they can make bread4 ,it is the axiom of the argument4 ,what it is1 where it came from1 in what era bestowed on man1 is wrapped in mystery4 ,it is preserved religiously1 like the vestal fire1 and its virtue is not yet run out4 ,some precious bottleful1 first brought over in the ,mayflower1 did the business for ,america1 and its influence is still rising1 swelling1 spreading like ,atlantic billows over the land1--the soul of bread1 the spiritus1 occupying its cellular tissue4#dgh 99 99 99 99 99 ,the way to compare men is to compare their respective ideals4 ,the actual man is too complex to deal with4 ,carlyle is an earnest1 honest1 heroic worker as literary man and sympathizing brother of his race4 ,idealize a man1 and your notion takes distinctness at once4 ,carlyle's talent is perhaps quite equal to his genius4#dgi ,striving 8 to live in reality1--not a general critic1 philosopher1 or poet4 ,wordsworth1 with very feeble talent1 has not so great and admirable as unquestionable and persevering genius4 ,heroism1 heroism is his word1--his thing4 ,he would realize a brave and adequate human life1 and die hopefully at last4 99 99 99 99 99 ,emerson again is a critic1 poet1 philosopher1 with talent not so conspicuous1 not so adequate to his task2 but his field is still higher1 his task more arduous4 ,lives a far more intense life2 seeks to realize a divine life2 his affections and intellect equally developed4 ,has advanced farther1 and a new heaven opens to him4 ,love and ,friendship1 ,religion1 ,poetry1 the ,holy are familiar to him4 ,the life of an ,artist2 more variegated1 more observing1 finer perception2 not so robust1 elastic2 practical enough in his own field2 faithful1 a judge of men4 ,there is no such general critic of men and things1 no such trustworthy and faithful man4 ,more of the divine realized in him than in any4 ,a poetic critic1 reserving the unqualified nouns for the gods4 99 99 99 99 99 ,alcott is a geometer1 a visionary1 the ,laplace of ethics1 more intellect1 less of the affections1 sight beyond talents1 a substratum of practical skill and knowledge unquestionable1 but overlaid and concealed by a faith in the unseen and impracticable4 ,seeks to realize an entire life2 a catholic observer2 habitually takes in the farthest star and nebula into his scheme4 ,will be the last man to be disappointed as the ages revolve4 ,his attitude is one of greater faith and expectation than that of any man ,i know2 with little to show2 with undue share1 for a philosopher1 of the weaknesses of humanity4 ,the most hospitable intellect1 embracing high and low4 ,for children how much that means1 for the insane and vagabond1 for the poet and scholar6#dhj 99 99 99 99 99 ,emerson has special talents unequalled4 ,the divine in man has had no more easy1 methodically distinct expression4 ,his personal influence upon young persons greater than any man's4 ,in his world every man would be a poet1 ,love would reign1 ,beauty would take place1 ,man and ,nature would harmonize4 99 99 99 99 99 ,when ,alcott's day comes1 laws unsuspected by most will take effect1#dha the system will crystallize according to them1 all seals and falsehood will slough off1 everything will be in its place4 ,feb4 #bb no year4 ,jean ,lapin sat at my door to-day1 three paces from me1 at first trembling with fear1 yet unwilling to move2 a poor1 wee thing1 lean and bony1 with ragged ears and sharp nose1 scant tail and slender paws4 ,it looked as if nature no longer contained the breed of nobler bloods1 the earth stood on its last legs4 ,is nature1 too1 unsound at last8 ,i took two steps1 and lo1 away he scud with elastic spring over the snowy crust into the bushes1 a free creature of the forest1 still wild and fleet2 and such then was his nature1 and his motion asserted its vigor and dignity4 ,its large eye looked at first young and diseased1 almost dropsical1 unhealthy4 ,but it bounded free1 the venison1 straightening its body and its limbs into graceful length1 and soon put the forest between me and itself4#dhb 99 99 99 99 99 ,emerson does not consider things in respect to their essential utility1 but an important partial and relative one1 as works of art perhaps4 ,his probes pass one side of their centre of gravity4 ,his exaggeration is of a part1 not of the whole4 99 99 99 99 99 ,how many an afternoon has been stolen from more profitable1 if not more attractive1 industry1--afternoons when a good run of custom might have been expected on the main street1 such as tempt the ladies out a-shopping1--spent1 ,i say1 by me away in the meadows1 in the well-nigh hopeless attempt to set the river on fire or be set on fire by it1 with such tinder as ,i had1 with such flint as ,i was4 ,trying at least to make it flow with milk and honey1 as ,i had heard of1 or liquid gold1 and drown myself without getting wet1--a laudable enterprise1 though ,i have not much to show for it4 ,so many autumn days spent outside the town1 trying to hear what was in the wind1 to hear it and carry it express4 ,i well-nigh sunk all my capital in it1 and lost my own breath into the bargain1 by running in the face of it4 ,depend upon it1 if it had concerned either of the parties1 it would have appeared in the yeoman's gazette1 the ,freeman1 with other earliest intelligence4 ,for many years ,i was self-appointed inspector of snow-storms and rain-storms1 and did my duty faithfully1 though ,i never received one cent for it4 ,surveyor1 if not of higher ways1 then of forest paths and all across-lot routes1 keeping many open ravines bridged and passable at all seasons1 where the public heel had testified to the importance of the same1 all not only without charge1 but even at considerable risk and inconvenience4 ,many a mower would have forborne to complain had he been aware of the invisible public good that was in jeopardy4 ,so ,i went on1 ,i may say without boasting1 ,i trust1 faithfully minding my business without a partner1 till it became more and more evident that my townsmen would not1 after all1 admit me into the list of town officers1 nor make the place a sinecure with moderate allowance4 ,i have looked after the wild stock of the town1 which pastures in common1 and every one knows that these cattle give you a good deal of trouble in the way of leaping fences4 ,i have counted and registered all the eggs ,i could find at least1 and have had an eye to all nooks and corners of the farm1 though ,i didn't always know whether ,jonas or ,solomon worked in a particular field to-day2 that was none of my business4 ,i only knew him for one of the men1 and trusted that he was as well employed as ,i was4 ,i had to make my daily entries in the general farm book1 and my duties may sometimes have made me a little stubborn and unyielding4 ,many a day spent on the hilltops waiting for the sky to fall1 that ,i might catch something1 though ,i never caught much1 only a little1 manna-wise1 that would dissolve again in the sun4 ,my accounts1 indeed1 which ,i can swear to have been faithfully kept1 ,i have never got audited1 still less accepted1 still less paid and settled4 ,however1 ,i haven't set my heart upon that4 ,i have watered the red huckleberry and the sand cherry and the hoopwood 8 tree1 and the cornel and spoonhunt and yellow violet1 which might have withered else in dry seasons4 ,the white grape4 ,to find the bottom of ,walden ,pond1 and what inlet and outlet it might have4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i found at length that1 as they were not likely to offer me any office in the court-house1 any curacy or living anywhere else1 ,i must shift for myself1 ,i must furnish myself with the necessaries of life4 ,now watching from the observatory of the ,cliffs or ,annursnack to telegraph any new arrival1 to see if ,wachusett1 ,watatic1 or ,monadnock had got any nearer4 ,climbing trees for the same purpose4 ,i have been reporter for many years to one of the journals of no very wide circulation1 and1 as is too common1 got only my pains for my labor4 ,literary contracts are little binding4#dhc ,the unlimited anxiety1 strain1 and care of some persons is one very incurable form of disease4 ,simple arithmetic might have corrected it2 for the life of every man has1 after all1 an epic integrity1 and ,nature adapts herself to our weaknesses and deficiencies as well as talents4 ,no doubt it is indispensable that we should do our work between sun and sun1 but only a wise man will know what that is4 ,and yet how much work will be left undone1 put off to the next day1 and yet the system goes on6 ,we presume commonly to take care of ourselves1 and trust as little as possible4 ,vigilant more or less all our days1 we say our prayers at night and commit ourselves to uncertainties1 as if in our very days and most vigilant moments the great part were not a necessary trust still4#dhd ,how serenity1 anxiety1 confidence1 fear paint the heavens for us4 ,all the laws of nature will bend and adapt themselves to the least motion of man4 ,all change is a miracle to contemplate1 but it is a miracle which is taking place unobserved every instant2 when all is ready it takes place1 and only a miracle could stay it4 ,we are compelled to live so thoroughly and sincerely1 reflecting on our steps1 reverencing our life1 that we never make allowance for the possible changes4 ,we may waive just so much care of ourselves as we devote of care elsewhere4#dhe ,,ix #ahcg-ahdg 7,t4 #bj-cj7 ,this chapter consists of paragraphs 7chiefly undated7 taken from a large commonplace-book containing transcripts from earlier journals4 ,thoreau drew largely from this book in writing the ,week1 and to a less extent in writing ,walden4 ,passages used in these volumes 7as far as noted71 and those duplicating earlier journal entries already printed in the preceding pages1 have been omitted4 ,all the matter in the book appears to have been written before #ahdg4 ,i was born upon thy bank1 river1 ,my blood flows in thy stream1 ,and thou meanderest forever ,at the bottom of my dream4 ,this great but silent traveller which had been so long moving past my door at three miles an hour1--might ,i not trust myself under its escort8 99 99 99 99 99 ,in friendship we worship moral beauty without the formality of religion4 99 99 99 99 99 ,consider how much the sun and the summer1 the buds of spring and the sered leaves of autumn1 are related to the cabins of the settlers which we discover on the shore1--how all the rays which paint the landscape radiate from them4 ,the flight of the crow and the gyrations of the hawk have reference to their roofs4 99 99 99 99 99 ,friends do not interchange their common wealth1 but each puts his finger into the private coffer of the other4 ,they will be most familiar1 they will be most unfamiliar1 for they will be so one and single that common themes will not have to be bandied between them1 but in silence they will digest them as one mind2 but they will at the same time be so two and double that each will be to the other as admirable and as inaccessible as a star4 ,he will view him as it were through optic glass1--at evening from the top of ,fesol4 ,and after the longest earthly period1 he will still be in apogee to him4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it the boat had been loaded at the door the evening before1 half a mile from the river1 and provided with wheels against emergencies1 but1 with the bulky cargo which we stevedores had stowed in it1 it proved but an indifferent land carriage4 ,for water and water-casks there was a plentiful supply of muskmelons from our patch1 which had just begun to be ripe1 and chests and spare spars and sails and tent and guns and munitions for the galleon4 ,and as we pushed it through the meadows to the river's bank1 we stepped as lightly about it as if a portion of our own bulk and burden was stored in its hold4 ,we were amazed to find ourselves outside still1 with scarcely independent force enough to push or pull effectually4 ,the robin is seen flying directly and high in the air at this season1 especially over rivers1 where in the morning they are constantly passing and repassing in company with the blackbird4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i have never insisted enough on the nakedness and simplicity of friendship1 the result of all emotions1 their subsidence1 a fruit of the temperate zone4 ,the friend is an unrelated man1 solitary and of distinct outline4 99 99 99 99 99 ,must not our whole lives go unexplained1 without regard to us1 notwithstanding a few flourishes of ours1 which themselves need explanation8 99 99 99 99 99 ,yet a friend does not afford us cheap contrasts or encounters4 ,he forbears to ask explanations1 but doubts and surmises with full faith1 as we silently ponder our fates4 ,he is vested with full powers1 plenipotentiary1 all in all4 99 99 99 99 99 ,plato gives science sublime counsels1 directs her toward the regions of the ideal2 ,aristotle gives her positive and severe laws1 and directs her toward a practical end4--,,degerando4 99 99 99 99 99 ,all day the dark blue outline of ,crotched mountain in ,goffstown skirted the horizon4 ,we took pleasure in beholding its outline1 because at this distance our vision could so easily grasp the design of the founder4 ,it was a pretty victory to conquer the distance and dimensions so easily with our eyes1 which it would take our feet so long to traverse4 99 99 99 99 99 ,notwithstanding the unexplained mystery of nature1 man still pursues his studies with confidence1 ever ready to grasp the secret1 as if the truth were only contained1 not withheld2 as one of the three circles on the cocoanut is always so soft that it may be pierced with a thorn1 and the traveller is grateful for the thick shell which held the liquor so faithfully4 99 99 99 99 99 ,gracefulness is undulatory like these waves1 and perhaps the sailor acquires a superior suppleness and grace through the planks of his ship from the element on which he lives4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the song sparrow1 whose voice is one of the first heard in the spring1 sings occasionally throughout the season1 from a greater depth in the summer1 as it were behind the notes of other birds4 99 99 99 99 99 ,as the temperature and density of the atmosphere1 so the aspects of our life vary4 ,in this bright and chaste light the world seemed like a pavilion made for holidays and washed in light4 ,the ocean was a summer's lake1 and the land a smooth lawn for disport1 while in the horizon the sunshine seemed to fall on walled towns and villas1 and the course of our lives was seen winding on like a country road over the plain4#dhf 99 99 99 99 99 ,when we looked out from under our tent1 the trees were seen dimly through the mist1 and a cool dew hung upon the grass1 and in the damp air we seemed to inhale a solid fragrance4 99 99 99 99 99 ,communicating with the villas and hills and forests on either hand1 by the glances we sent them1 or the echoes we awakened4 ,we glanced up many a pleasant ravine with its farmhouse in the distance1 where some contributory stream came in2 again the site of a sawmill and a few forsaken eel-pots were all that greeted us4#dhg 99 99 99 99 99 ,while we sail here we can remember unreservedly those friends who dwell far away on the banks and by the sources of this very river1 and people this world for us1 without any harsh and unfriendly interruptions4 99 99 99 99 99 ,at noon his horn#dhh is heard echoing from shore to shore to give notice of his approach to the farmer's wife with whom he is to take his dinner1 frequently in such retired scenes that only muskrats and kingfishers seem to hear4 99 99 99 99 99 ,if ever our idea of a friend is realized it will be in some broad and generous natural person1 as frank as the daylight1 in whose presence our behavior will be as simple and unconstrained as the wanderer amid the recesses of these hills4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i who sail now in a boat1 have ,i not sailed in a thought8 ,vide ,chaucer4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the hardest material obeys the same law with the most fluid4 ,trees are but rivers of sap and woody fibre flowing from the atmosphere and emptying into the earth by their trunks1 as their roots flow upward to the surface4 ,and in the heavens there are rivers of stars and milky ways4 ,there are rivers of rock on the surface and rivers of ore in the bowels of the earth4 ,and thoughts flow and circulate1 and seasons lapse as tributaries of the current year4 99 99 99 99 99 ,consider the phenomena of morn1 or eve1 and you will say that ,nature has perfected herself by an eternity of practice1--evening stealing over the fields1 the stars coming to bathe in retired waters1 the shadows of the trees creeping farther and farther into the meadows1 and a myriad phenomena beside4 99 99 99 99 99 ,occasionally we had to muster all our energy to get round a point where the river broke rippling over rocks and the maples trailed their branches in the stream4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the future reader of history will associate this generation with the red man in his thoughts1 and give it credit for some sympathy with that race4 ,our history will have some copper tints and reflections1 at least1 and be read as through an ,indian-summer haze2 but such were not our associations4 ,but the ,indian is absolutely forgotten but by some persevering poets4 ,the white man has commenced a new era4 ,what do our anniversaries commemorate but white men's exploits8 ,for ,indian deeds there must be an ,indian memory2 the white man will remember his own only4 ,we have forgotten their hostility as well as friendship4 ,who can realize that1 within the memory of this generation1 the remnant of an ancient and dusky race of mortals called the ,stockbridge ,indians1 within the limits of this very ,state1 furnished a company for the war1 on condition only that they should not be expected to fight white man's fashion1 or to train1 but ,indian fashion4 ,and occasionally their wigwams are seen on the banks of this very stream still1 solitary and inobvious1 like the cabins of the muskrats in the meadows4 ,they seem like a race who have exhausted the secrets of nature1 tanned with age1 while this young and still fair ,saxon slip1 on whom the sun has not long shone1 is but commencing its career4 99 99 99 99 99 ,their memory is in harmony with the russet hue of the fall of the year4#dhi ,for the ,indian there is no safety but in the plow4 ,if he would not be pushed into the ,pacific1 he must seize hold of a plow-tail and let go his bow and arrow1 his fish-spear and rifle4 ,this the only ,christianity that will save him4#dij ,his fate says sternly to him1 ,forsake the hunter's life and enter into the agricultural1 the second1 state of man4 ,root yourselves a little deeper in the soil1 if you would continue to be the occupants of the country4 ,but ,i confess ,i have no little sympathy with the ,indians and hunter men4 ,they seem to me a distinct and equally respectable people1 born to wander and to hunt1 and not to be inoculated with the twilight civilization of the white man4 ,father ,le ,jeune1 a ,french missionary1 affirmed that the ,indians were superior in intellect to the ,french peasantry of that time1 and advised that laborers should be sent from ,france in order to work for the ,indians4 ,the ,indian population within the present boundaries of ,new ,hampshire1 ,massachusetts1 ,rhode ,island1 and ,connecticut has been estimated not to have exceeded #dj1jjj before the epidemic disease which preceded the landing of the ,pilgrims1 and it was far more dense here than elsewhere2 yet they had no more land than they wanted4 ,the present white population is more than #a1ejj1jjj and two thirds of the land is unimproved4 ,the ,indian1 perchance1 has not made up his mind to some things which the white man has consented to2 he has not1 in all respects1 stooped so low2 and hence1 though he too loves food and warmth1 he draws his tattered blanket about him and follows his fathers1 rather than barter his birthright4 ,he dies1 and no doubt his ,genius judges well for him4 ,but he is not worsted in the fight2 he is not destroyed4 ,he only migrates beyond the ,pacific to more spacious and happier hunting-grounds4 ,a race of hunters can never withstand the inroads of a race of husbandmen4 ,the latter burrow in the night into their country and undermine them2 and even if the hunter is brave enough to resist1 his game is timid and has already fled4 ,the rifle alone would never exterminate it1 but the plow is a more fatal weapon2 it wins the country inch by inch and holds all it gets4 ,what detained the ,cherokees so long was the #bibc plows which that people possessed2 and if they had grasped their handles more firmly1 they would never have been driven beyond the ,mississippi4 ,no sense of justice will ever restrain the farmer from plowing up the land which is only hunted over by his neighbors4 ,no hunting-field was ever well fenced and surveyed and its bounds accurately marked1 unless it were an ,english park4 ,it is a property not held by the hunter so much as by the game which roams it1 and was never well secured by warranty deeds4 ,the farmer in his treaties says only1 or means only1 ,so far will ,i plow this summer1 for he has not seed corn enough to plant more2 but every summer the seed is grown which plants a new strip of the forest4 ,the ,african will survive1 for he is docile1 and is patiently learning his trade and dancing at his labor2 but the ,indian does not often dance1 unless it be the war dance4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in whatever moment we awake to life1 as now ,i this evening1 after walking along the bank and hearing the same evening sounds that were heard of yore1 it seems to have slumbered just below the surface1 as in the spring the new verdure which covers the fields has never retreated far from the winter4 ,all actions and objects and events lose their distinct importance in this hour1 in the brightness of the vision1 as1 when sometimes the pure light that attends the setting sun falls on the trees and houses1 the light itself is the phenomenon1 and no single object is so distinct to our admiration as the light itself4 99 99 99 99 99 ,if criticism is liable to abuse1 it has yet a great and humane apology4 ,when my sentiments aspire to be universal1 then my neighbor has an equal interest to see that the expression be just1 with myself4 ,my friends1 why should we live8 ,life is an idle war1 a toilsome peace2 ,to-day ,i would not give ,one small consent for its securest ease4 ,shall we outwear the year ,in our pavilions on its dusty plain1 ,and yet no signal hear ,to strike our tents and take the road again8 ,or else drag up the slope ,the heavy ordnance of religion's train8 ,useless1 but in the hope ,some far remote and heavenward hill to gain4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the tortoises rapidly dropped into the water1 as our boat ruffled the surface amid the willows4 ,we glided along through the transparent water1 breaking the reflections of the trees4 99 99 99 99 99 ,not only are we late to find our friends1 but mankind are late1 and there is no record of a great success in history4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my friend is not chiefly wise or beautiful or noble4 ,at least it is not for me to know it4 ,he has no visible form nor appreciable character4 ,i can never praise him nor esteem him praiseworthy1 for ,i should sunder him from myself and put a bar between us4 ,let him not think he can please me by any behavior or even treat me well enough4 ,when he treats1 ,i retreat4#dia 99 99 99 99 99 ,i know of no rule which holds so true as that we are always paid for our suspicion by finding what we suspect4 ,there can be no fairer recompense than this4 ,our suspicions exercise a demoniacal power over the subject of them4 ,by some obscure law of influence1 when we are perhaps unconsciously the subject of another's suspicion1 we feel a strong impulse1 even when it is contrary to our nature1 to do that which he expects but reprobates4 99 99 99 99 99 ,no man seems to be aware that his influence is the result of his entire character1 both that which is subject and that which is superior to his understanding1 and what he really means or intends it is not in his power to explain or offer an apology for4 99 99 99 99 99 ,no man was ever party to a secure and settled friendship4 ,it is no more a constant phenomenon than meteors and lightning4 ,it is a war of positions1 of silent tactics4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i mark the summer's swift decline2 ,the springing sward its grave-clothes weaves4#dib ,oh1 could ,i catch the sounds remote6 ,could ,i but tell to human ear ,the strains which on the breezes float ,and sing the requiem of the dying year6 99 99 99 99 99 ,sept4 #bi1 #ahdb4 ,to-day the lark sings again down in the meadow1 and the robin peeps1 and the bluebirds1 old and young1 have revisited their box1 as if they would fain repeat the summer without the intervention of winter1 if ,nature would let them4 99 99 99 99 99 ,beauty is a finer utility whose end we do not see4 99 99 99 99 99 ,oct4 #g1 #ahdb4 ,a little girl has just brought me a purple finch or ,american linnet4 ,these birds are now moving south4 ,it reminds me of the pine and spruce1 and the juniper and cedar on whose berries it feeds4 ,it has the crimson hues of the ,october evenings1 and its plumage still shines as if it had caught and preserved some of their tints 7beams874 ,we know it chiefly as a traveller4 ,it reminds me of many things ,i had forgotten4 ,many a serene evening lies snugly packed under its wing4 ,gower writes like a man of common sense and good parts who has undertaken with steady1 rather than high1 purpose to do narrative with rhyme4 ,with little or no invention1 following in the track of the old fablers1 he employs his leisure and his pen-craft to entertain his readers and speak a good word for the right4 ,he has no fire1 or rather blaze1 though occasionally some brand's end peeps out from the ashes1 especially if you approach the heap in a dark day1 and if you extend your hands over it you experience a slight warmth there more than elsewhere4 ,in fair weather you may see a slight smoke go up here and there4 ,he narrates what ,chaucer sometimes sings4 ,he tells his story with a fair understanding of the original1 and sometimes it gains a little in blunt plainness and in point in his hands4 ,unlike the early ,saxon and later ,english1 his poetry is but a plainer and directer speech than other men's prose4 ,he might have been a teamster and written his rhymes on his wagon-seat as he went to mill with a load of plaster4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the banks by retired roadsides are covered with asters1 hazels1 brakes1 and huckleberry bushes1 emitting a dry1 ripe scent4#dic 99 99 99 99 99 ,facts must be learned directly and personally1 but principles may be deduced from information4 ,the collector of facts possesses a perfect physical organization1 the philosopher a perfect intellectual one4 ,one can walk1 the other sit2 one acts1 the other thinks4 ,but the poet in some degree does both1 and uses and generalizes the results of both2 he generalizes the widest deductions of philosophy4#did 99 99 99 99 99 ,oct4 #ba1 #ahdb4 ,the atmosphere is so dry and transparent and1 as it were1 inflammable at this season that a candle in the grass shines white and dazzling1 and purer and brighter the farther off it is4 ,its heat seems to have been extracted and only its harmless refulgent light left4 ,it is a star dropped down4 ,the ancients were more than poetically true when they called fire ,vulcan's flower4 ,light is somewhat almost moral4 ,the most intense--as the fixed stars and our own sun--has an unquestionable preminence among the elements4 ,at a certain stage in the generation of all life1 no doubt1 light as well as heat is developed4 ,it guides to the first rudiments of life4 ,there is a vitality in heat and light4 99 99 99 99 99 ,men who are felt rather than understood are being most rapidly developed4 ,they stand many deep4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in many parts the ,merrimack is as wild and natural as ever1 and the shore and surrounding scenery exhibit only the revolutions of nature4 ,the pine stands up erect on its brink1 and the alders and willows fringe its edge2 only the beaver and the red man have departed4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my friend knows me face to face1 but many only venture to meet me under the shield of another's authority1 backed by an invisible corps du rserve of wise friends and relations4 ,to such ,i say1 ,farewell1 we cannot dwell alone in the world4 99 99 99 99 99 ,sometimes1 by a pleasing1 sad wisdom1 we find ourselves carried beyond all counsel and sympathy4 ,our friends' words do not reach us4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the truly noble and settled character of a man is not put forward1 as the king or conqueror does not march foremost in a procession4 99 99 99 99 99 ,among others ,i have picked up a curious spherical stone1 probably an implement of war1 like a small paving-stone about the size of a goose egg1 with a groove worn quite round it1 by which it was probably fastened to a thong or a withe and answered to strike a severe blow like a shotted colt4 ,i have since seen larger ones of the same description4 ,these arrowheads are of every color and of various forms and materials1 though commonly made of a stone which has a conchoidal fracture4 ,many small ones are found1 of white quartz1 which are mere equilateral triangles1 with one side slightly convex4 ,these were probably small shot for birds and squirrels4 ,the chips which were made in their manufacture are also found in large numbers wherever a lodge stood for any length of time4 ,and these slivers are the surest indication of ,indian ground1 since the geologists tell us that this stone is not to be found in this vicinity4 ,the spear-heads are of the same form and material only larger4 ,some are found as perfect and sharp as ever1 for time has not the effect of blunting them1 but when they break they have a ragged and cutting edge4 ,yet they are so brittle that they can hardly be carried in the pocket without being broken4 ,it is a matter of wonder how the ,indians made even those rude implements without iron or steel tools to work with4 ,it is doubtful whether one of our mechanics1 with all the aids of ,yankee ingenuity1 could soon learn to copy one of the thousands under our feet4 ,it is well known the art of making flints with a cold chisel1 as practiced in ,austria1 requires long practice and knack in the operator1 but the arrowhead is of much more irregular form1 and1 like the flint1 such is the nature of the stone1 must be struck out by a succession of skillful blows4 ,an ,indian to whom ,i once exhibited some1 but to whom they were objects of as much curiosity as to myself1 suggested that1 as white men have but one blacksmith1 so ,indians had one arrowhead-maker for many families4 ,but there are the marks of too many forges--unless they were like travelling cobblers--to allow of this4 ,i have seen some arrowheads from the ,south ,seas which were precisely similar to those from here1 so necessary1 so little whimsical is this little tool4 ,so has the steel hatchet its prototype in the stone one of the ,indian1 as the stone hatchet in the necessities of man4 ,venerable are these ancient arts1 whose early history is lost in that of the race itself4 ,here1 too1 is the pestle and mortar1--ancient forms and symbols older than the plow or the spade4 ,the invention of that plow which now turns them up to the surface marks the era of their burial4 ,an era which can never have its history1 which is older than history itself4 ,these are relics of an era older than modern civilization1 compared with which ,greece and ,rome and ,egypt are modern4 ,and still the savage retreats and the white man advances4 ,i have the following account of some relics in my possession which were brought from ,taunton 8 in ,bristol ,county4 ,a field which had been planted with corn for many years4 ,the sod being broken1 the wind began to blow away the soil and then the sand1 for several years1 until at length it was blown away to the depth of several feet1 where it ceased1 and the ground appeared strewed with the remains of an ,indian village1 with regular circles of stones which formed the foundation of their wigwams1 and numerous implements beside4 99 99 99 99 99 ,commonly we use life sparingly1 we husband it as if it were scarce1 and admit the right of prudence2 but occasionally we see how ample and inexhaustible is the stock from which we so scantily draw1 and learn that we need not be prudent1 that we may be prodigal1 and all expenses will be met4 99 99 99 99 99 ,am ,i not as far from those scenes1 though ,i have wandered a different route1 as my companion who has finished the voyage of life8 ,am ,i not most dead who have not life to die1 and cast off my sere leaves8 99 99 99 99 99 ,it seemed the only right way to enter this country1 borne on the bosom of the flood which receives the tribute of its innumerable vales4 ,the river was the only key adequate to unlock its maze4 ,we beheld the hills and valleys1 the lakes and streams1 in their natural order and position4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a state should be a complete epitome of the earth1 a natural principality1 and by the gradations of its surface and soil conduct the traveller to its principal marts4 ,nature is stronger than law1 and the sure but slow influence of wind and water will balk the efforts of restricting legislatures4 ,man cannot set up bounds with safety but where the revolutions of nature will confirm and strengthen1 not obliterate1 them4 99 99 99 99 99 ,every man's success is in proportion to his average ability4 ,the meadow flowers spring and bloom where the waters annually deposit their slime1 not where they reach in some freshet only4 ,we seem to do ourselves little credit in our own eyes for our performance1 which all know must ever fall short of our aspiration and promise1 which only we can know entirely2 as a stick will avail to reach further than it will strike effectually1 since its greatest momentum is a little short of its extreme end4 ,but we do not disappoint our neighbors4 ,a man is not his hope nor his despair1 nor his past deed4#die 99 99 99 99 99 ,but it is in the order of destiny that whatever is remote shall be near4 ,whatever the eyes see1 the hands shall touch4 ,the sentinels upon the turret and at the window and on the wall behold successively the approaching traveller whom the host will soon welcome in the hall4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is not to be forgotten that the poet is innocent2 but he is young1 he is not yet a parent or a brother to his race4 ,there are a thousand degrees of grace and beauty before absolute humanity and disinterestedness4 ,the meanest man can easily test the noblest4 ,is he embraced8 ,does he find him a brother8 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am sometimes made aware of a kindness which may have long since been shown1 which surely memory cannot retain1 which reflects its light long after its heat4 ,i realize1 my friend1 that there have been times when thy thoughts of me have been of such lofty kindness that they passed over me like the winds of heaven unnoticed1 so pure that they presented no object to my eyes1 so generous and universal that ,i did not detect them4 ,thou hast loved me for what ,i was not1 but for what ,i aspired to be4 ,we shudder to think of the kindness of our friend which has fallen on us cold1 though in some true but tardy hour we have awakened4 ,there has just reached me the kindness of some acts1 not to be forgotten1 not to be remembered4 ,i wipe off these scores at midnight1 at rare intervals1 in moments of insight and gratitude4 ,far o'er the bow1 ,amid the drowsy noon1 ,souhegan1 creeping slow1 ,appeareth soon4#dif ,methinks that by a strict behavior ,i could elicit back the brightest star ,that hides behind a cloud4 ,i have rolled near some other spirit's path1 ,and with a pleased anxiety have felt ,its purer influence on my opaque mass1 ,but always was ,i doomed to learn1 alas6 ,i had scarce changd its sidereal time4 ,gray sedulously cultivated poetry1 but the plant would not thrive4 ,his life seems to have needed some more sincere and ruder experience4 99 99 99 99 99 ,occasionally we rowed near enough to a cottage to see the sunflowers before the door1 and the seed-vessels of the poppy1 like small goblets filled with the waters of ,lethe1 but without disturbing the sluggish household4 ,driving the small sandpiper before us4 ,,fog#dig ,thou drifting meadow of the air1 ,where bloom the daisied banks and violets1 ,and in whose fenny labyrinths ,the bittern booms and curlew peeps1 ,the heron wades and boding rain-crow clucks2 ,low-anchored cloud1 ,newfoundland air1 ,fountain-head and source of rivers1 ,ocean branch that flowest to the sun1 ,diluvian spirit1 or ,deucalion shroud1 ,dew-cloth1 dream drapery1 ,and napkin spread by fays1 ,spirit of lakes and seas and rivers1 ,sea-fowl that with the east wind ,seek'st the shore1 groping thy way inland1 ,by whichever name ,i please to call thee1 ,bear only perfumes and the scent ,of healing herbs to just men's fields4 ,i am amused with the manner in which ,quarles and his contemporary poets speak of ,nature1--with a sort of gallantry1 as a knight of his lady1--not as lovers1 but as having a thorough respect for her and some title to her acquaintance4 ,they speak manfully1 and their lips are not closed by affection4 ,the pale-faced lady of the black-eyed night4 ,nature seems to have held her court then1 and all authors were her gentlemen and esquires and had ready an abundance of courtly expressions4 ,quarles is never weak or shallow1 though coarse and untasteful4 ,he presses able-bodied and strong-backed words into his service1 which have a certain rustic fragrance and force1 as if now first devoted to literature after having served sincere and stern uses4 ,he has the pronunciation of a poet though he stutters4 ,he certainly speaks the ,english tongue with a right manly accent4 ,to be sure his poems have the#dih musty odor of a confessional4 ,how little curious is man1 ,who hath not searched his mystery a span1 ,but dreams of mines of treasure ,which he neglects to measure1 ,for threescore years and ten ,walks to and fro amid his fellow men ,o'er this small tract of continental land1 ,his fancy bearing no divining wand4 ,our uninquiring corpses lie more low ,than our life's curiosity doth go2 ,our most ambitious steps climb not so high ,as in their hourly sport the sparrows fly4 ,yonder cloud's blown farther in a day ,than our most vagrant feet may ever stray4 ,surely1 ,o ,lord1 he hath not greatly erred ,who hath so little from his birthplace stirred4 ,he wanders through this low and shallow world1 ,scarcely his bolder thoughts and hopes unfurled1 ,through this low walld world1 which his huge sin ,hath hardly room to rest and harbor in4 ,bearing his head just o'er some fallow ground1 ,some cowslip'd meadows where the bitterns sound1 ,he wanders round until his end draws nigh1 ,and then lays down his aged head to die4 ,and this is life6 this is that famous strife6 ,his head doth court a fathom from the land1 ,six feet from where his grovelling feet do stand4 ,what is called talking is a remarkable though ,i believe universal phenomenon of human society4 ,the most constant phenomenon when men or women come together is talking4 ,a chemist might try this experiment in his laboratory with certainty1 and set down the fact in his journal4 ,this characteristic of the race may be considered as established4 ,no doubt every one can call to mind numerous conclusive instances4 ,some nations1 it is true1 are said to articulate more distinctly than others2 yet the rule holds with those who have the fewest letters in their alphabet4 ,men cannot stay long together without talking1 according to the rules of polite society4 7,as all men have two ears and but one tongue1 they must spend the extra and unavoidable hours of silence in listening to the whisperings of genius1 and this fact it is that makes silence always respectable in my eyes47 ,not that they have anything to communicate1 or do anything quite natural or important to be done so1 but by common consent they fall to using the invention of speech1 and make a conversation1 good or bad4 ,they say things1 first this one and then that4 ,they express their opinions1 as they are called4 ,by a well-directed silence ,i have sometimes seen threatening and troublesome people routed4 ,you sit musing as if you were in broad nature again4 ,they cannot stand it4 ,their position becomes more and more uncomfortable every moment4 ,so much humanity over against one without any disguise1--not even the disguise of speech6 ,they cannot stand it nor sit against it4 ,not only must men talk1 but for the most part must talk about talk1--even about books1 or dead and buried talk4 ,sometimes my friend expects a few periods from me4 ,is he exorbitant8 ,he thinks it is my turn now4 ,sometimes my companion thinks he has said a good thing1 but ,i don't see the difference4 ,he looks just as he did before4 ,well1 it is no loss4 ,i suppose he has plenty more4 ,then ,i have seen very near and intimate1 very old friends introduced by very old strangers1 with liberty given to talk4 ,the stranger1 who knows only the countersign1 says1 ,jonas--,eldred1 giving those names which will make a title good in a court of law4 7,it may be presumed that ,god does not know the ,christian names of men47 ,then ,jonas1 like a ready soldier1 makes a remark1--a benediction on the weather it may be1--and ,eldred swiftly responds1 and unburdens his breast1 and so the action begins4 ,they bless ,god and nature many times gratuitously1 and part mutually well pleased1 leaving their cards4 ,they did not happen to be present at each other's christening4 ,sometimes ,i have listened so attentively and with so much interest to the whole expression of a man that ,i did not hear one word he was saying1 and saying too with the more vivacity observing my attention4 ,but a man may be an object of interest to me though his tongue is pulled out by the roots4 99 99 99 99 99 ,men sometimes do as if they could eject themselves like bits of pack-thread from the end of the tongue4 99 99 99 99 99 ,scholars have for the most part a diseased way of looking at the world4 ,they mean by it a few cities and unfortunate assemblies of men and women1 who might all be concealed in the grass of the prairies4 ,they describe this world as old or new1 healthy or diseased1 according to the state of their libraries1--a little dust more or less on their shelves4 ,when ,i go abroad from under this shingle or slate roof1 ,i find several things which they have not considered4 ,their conclusions seem imperfect4 99 99 99 99 99 ,as with two eyes we see and with two ears we hear1 with the like advantage is man added to man4 ,making no complaint1 offering no encouragement1 one human being is made aware of the neighboring and contemporaneous existence of another4 ,such is the tenderness of friendship4 ,we never recognize each other as finite and imperfect beings1 but with a smile and as strangers4 ,my intercourse with men is governed by the same laws with my intercourse with nature4 99 99 99 99 99 ,buonaparte said that the three-o'clock-in-the-morning courage was the rarest1 but ,i cannot agree with him4#dii ,fear does not awake so early4 ,few men are so degenerate as to balk nature by not beginning the day well4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i hold in my hands a recent volume of essays and poems1 in its outward aspect like the thousands which the press sends forth1 and1 if the gods permitted their own inspiration to be breathed in vain1 this might be forgotten in the mass1 but the accents of truth are as sure to be heard on earth as in heaven4 ,the more ,i read it the more ,i am impressed by its sincerity1 its depth and grandeur4 ,it already seems ancient and has lost the traces of its modern birth4 ,it is an evidence of many virtues in the writer4 ,more serenely and humbly confident1 this man has listened to the inspiration which all may hear1 and with greater fidelity reported it4 ,it is therefore a true prophecy1 and shall at length come to pass4 ,it has the grandeur of the ,greek tragedy1 or rather its ,hebrew original1 yet it is not necessarily referred to any form of faith4 ,the slumbering1 heavy depth of its sentences is perhaps without recent parallel4 ,it lies like the sward in its native pasture1 where its roots are never disturbed1 and not spread over a sandy embankment4 ,on fields o'er which the reaper's hand has passed1 ,lit by the harvest moon and autumn sun1 ,my thoughts like stubble floating in the wind ,and of such fineness as ,october airs1 ,there1 after harvest1 could ,i glean my life1 ,a richer harvest reaping without toil1 ,and weaving gorgeous fancies at my will1 ,in subtler webs than finest summer haze4 ,in ,october the air is really the fine element the poets describe4#ejj ,the fields emit a dry and temperate odor4 ,there is something in the refined and elastic air which reminds us of a work of art4 ,it is like a verse of ,anacreon or a tragedy of schylus4 99 99 99 99 99 ,all parts of nature belong to one head1 as the curls of a maiden's hair4 ,how beautifully flow the seasons as one year1 and all streams as one ocean6 99 99 99 99 99 ,i hate museums2 there is nothing so weighs upon my spirits4 ,they are the catacombs of nature4 ,one green bud of spring1 one willow catkin1 one faint trill from a migrating sparrow would set the world on its legs again4 ,the life that is in a single green weed is of more worth than all this death4 ,they are dead nature collected by dead men4 ,i know not whether ,i muse most at the bodies stuffed with cotton and sawdust or those stuffed with bowels and fleshy fibre outside the cases4 ,where is the proper herbarium1 the true cabinet of shells1 and museum of skeletons1 but in the meadow where the flower bloomed1 by the seaside where the tide cast up the fish1 and on the hills and in the valleys where the beast laid down its life and the skeleton of the traveller reposes on the grass8 ,what right have mortals to parade these things on their legs again1 with their wires1 and1 when heaven has decreed that they shall return to dust again1 to return them to sawdust8 ,would you have a dried specimen of a world1 or a pickled one8 ,embalming is a sin against heaven and earth1--against heaven1 who has recalled the soul and set free the servile elements1 and against the earth1 which is thus robbed of her dust4 ,i have had my right-perceiving senses so disturbed in these haunts as to mistake a veritable living man for a stuffed specimen1 and surveyed him with dumb wonder as the strangest of the whole collection4 ,for the strangest is that which1 being in many particulars most like1 is in some essential particular most unlike4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is one great and rare merit in the old ,english tragedy that it says something4 ,the words slide away very fast1 but toward some conclusion4 ,it has to do with things1 and the reader feels as if he were advancing4 ,it does not make much odds what message the author has to deliver at this distance of time1 since no message can startle us1 but how he delivers it1--that it be done in a downright and manly way4 ,they come to the point and do not waste the time4 99 99 99 99 99 ,they say that ,carew was a laborious writer1 but his poems do not show it4 ,they are finished1 but do not show the marks of the chisel4 ,drummond was indeed a quiddler1 with little fire or fibre1 and rather a taste for poetry than a taste of it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,after all1 we draw on very gradually in ,english literature to ,shakespeare1 through ,peele and ,marlowe1 to say nothing of ,raleigh and ,spenser and ,sidney4 ,we hear the same great tone already sounding to which ,shakespeare added a serener wisdom and clearer expression4 ,its chief characteristics of reality and unaffected manliness are there4 ,the more we read of the literature of those times1 the more does acquaintance divest the genius of ,shakespeare of the in some measure false mystery which has thickened around it1 and leave it shrouded in the grander mystery of daylight4 ,his critics have for the most part made their sic contemporaries less that they might make ,shakespeare more4 ,the distinguished men of those times had a great flow of spirits1 a cheerful and elastic wit far removed from the solemn wisdom of later days4 ,what another thing was fame and a name then than now6 ,this is seen in the familiar manner in which they were spoken of by each other and the nation at large1--,kit ,marlowe1 and ,george 7,peele71 and ,will ,shakespeare1 and ,ben ,jonson1--great fellows1--chaps4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we pass through all degrees of life from the least organic to the most complex4 ,sometimes we are mere pudding-stone and scori4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the present is the instant work and near process of living1 and will be found in the last analysis to be nothing more nor less than digestion4 ,sometimes1 it is true1 it is indigestion4 99 99 99 99 99 ,daniel deserves praise for his moderation1 and sometimes has risen into poetry before you know it4 ,strong sense appears in his epistles1 but you have to remember too often in what age he wrote1 and yet that ,shakespeare was his contemporary4 ,his style is without the tricks of the trade and really in advance of his age4 ,we can well believe that he was a retired scholar1 who would keep himself shut up in his house two whole months together4 99 99 99 99 99 ,donne was not a poet1 but a man of strong sense1 a sturdy ,english thinker1 full of conceits and whimsicalities1 hammering away at his subject1 be it eulogy or epitaph1 sonnet or satire1 with the patience of a day laborer1 without taste but with an occasional fine distinction or poetic phrase4 ,he was rather ,doctor ,donne1 than the poet ,donne4 ,his letters are perhaps best4 99 99 99 99 99 ,lovelace is what his name expresses1--of slight material to make a poet's fame4 ,his goings and comings are of no great account4 ,his taste is not so much love of excellence as fear of failure1 though in one instance he has written fearlessly and memorably4 99 99 99 99 99 ,how wholesome are the natural laws to contemplate1 as gravity1 heat1 light1 moisture1 dryness4 ,only let us not interfere4 ,let the soul withdraw into the chambers of the heart1 let the mind reside steadily in the labyrinth of the brain1 and not interfere with hands or feet more than with other parts of nature4 99 99 99 99 99 ,thomson was a true lover of nature and seems to have needed only a deeper human experience to have taken a more vigorous and lofty flight4 ,he is deservedly popular1 and has found a place on many shelves and in many cottages4 ,there are great merits in ,the ,seasons--and the almanac4 ,in ,autumn3-- ,attemper'd suns arise1 99 99 99 99 99 444 while broad and brown1 below1 ,extensive harvests hang the heavy head4 ,rich1 silent1 deep1 they stand4 ,the moon in ,autumn3-- ,her spotted disk1 ,where mountains rise1 umbrageous dales descend1 99 99 99 99 99 444 gives all his blaze again1 ,void of its flame1 and sheds a softer day4 ,now through the passing cloud she seems to stoop1 ,now up the pure cerulean rides sublime4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the whole air whitens with a boundless tide ,of silver radiance1 trembling round the world4 ,my friend1 thou art not of some other race and family of men2--thou art flesh of my flesh1 bone of my bone4 ,has not nature associated us in many ways8#eja ,water from the same fountain1 lime from the same quarry1 grain from the same field compose our bodies4 ,and perchance our elements but reassert their ancient kindredship4 ,is it of no significance that ,i have so long partaken of the same loaf with thee1 have breathed the same air summer and winter1 have felt the same heat and cold1 the same fruits of summer have been pleased to refresh us both1 and thou hast never had a thought of different fibre from my own8#ejb ,our kindred1 of one blood with us4 ,with the favor and not the displeasure of the gods1 we have partaken the same bread4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is hard to know rocks4 ,they are crude and inaccessible to our nature4 ,we have not enough of the stony element in us4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is hard to know men by rumor only4 ,but to stand near somewhat living and conscious4 ,who would not sail through mutiny and storm farther than ,columbus1 to reach the fabulous retreating shores of some continent man8 99 99 99 99 99 ,my friend can only be in any measure my foe1 because he is fundamentally my friend2 for everything is after all more nearly what it should rightfully be1 than that which it is simply by failing to be the other4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it friendship cannot be the subject of reconciliation or the theme of conversation ever between friends4 ,the true friend must in some sense disregard all professions of friendship and forget them4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is as far from pity as from contempt4 ,i should hesitate even to call it the highest sympathy1 since the word is of suspicious origin and suggests suffering rather than joy4 ,it was established before religion1 for men are not friends in religion1 but over and through it2 and it records no apostasy or repentance1 but there is a certain divine and innocent and perennial health about it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,its charity is generosity1 its virtue nobleness1 its religion trust4 ,we come nearer to friendship with flowers and inanimate objects than with merely affectionate and loving men4 ,it is not for the friend to be just even1--at least he is not to be lost in this attribute1--but to be only a large and free existence1 representative of humanity1 its general court4 ,admirable to us as the heavenly bodies1 but like them affording rather a summer heat and daylight1--the light and fire of sunshine and stars1--rather than the intense heats and splendors which our weakness and appetite require4 99 99 99 99 99 ,yesterday ,i skated after a fox over the ice4 ,occasionally he sat on his haunches and barked at me like a young wolf4 ,it made me think of the bear and her cubs mentioned by ,captain ,parry1 ,i think4 ,all brutes seem to have a genius for mystery1 an ,oriental aptitude for symbols and the language of signs2 and this is the origin of ,pilpay and sop4 ,the fox manifested an almost human suspicion of mystery in my actions4 ,while ,i skated directly after him1 he cantered at the top of his speed2 but when ,i stood still1 though his fear was not abated1 some strange but inflexible law of his nature caused him to stop also1 and sit again on his haunches4 ,while ,i still stood motionless1 he would go slowly a rod to one side1 then sit and bark1 then a rod to the other side1 and sit and bark again1 but did not retreat1 as if spellbound4 ,when1 however1 ,i commenced the pursuit again1 he found himself released from his durance4 ,plainly the fox belongs to a different order of things from that which reigns in the village4 ,our courts1 though they offer a bounty for his hide1 and our pulpits1 though they draw many a moral from his cunning1 are in few senses contemporary with his free forest life4 99 99 99 99 99 ,to the poet considered as an artist1 his words must be as the relation of his oldest and finest memory1 and wisdom derived from the remotest experience4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i have thought1 when walking in the woods through a certain retired dell1 bordered with shrub oaks and pines1 far from the village and affording a glimpse only through an opening of the mountains in the horizon1 how my life might pass there1 simple and true and natural1 and how many things would be impossible to be done there4 ,how many books ,i might not read6 99 99 99 99 99 ,why avoid my friends and live among strangers8 ,why not reside in my native country8 99 99 99 99 99 ,many a book is written which does not necessarily suggest or imply the phenomenon or object to explain which it professes to have been written4 99 99 99 99 99 ,every child should be encouraged to study not man's system of nature but nature's4 99 99 99 99 99 ,giles ,fletcher knew how to write1 and has left ,english verses behind4 ,he is the most valuable imitator of the ,spenserian stanza1 and adds a moral tone of his own4 ,,to ,a ,,marsh ,,hawk ,,in ,,spring ,there is health in thy gray wing1 ,health of nature's furnishing4 ,say1 thou modern-winged antique1 ,was thy mistress ever sick8 ,in each heaving of thy wing ,thou dost health and leisure bring1 ,thou dost waive disease and pain ,and resume new life again4 ,man walks in nature still alone1 ,and knows no one1 ,discovers no lineament nor feature ,of any creature4 ,though all the firmament ,is o'er me bent1 ,yet still ,i miss the grace ,of an intelligent and kindred face4 ,i still must seek the friend ,who does with nature blend4 ,who is the person in her mask1 ,he is the friend ,i ask2 ,who is the expression of her meaning1 ,who is the uprightness of her leaning1 ,who is the grown child of her weaning4 ,we twain would walk together ,through every weather1 ,and see this aged ,nature ,go with a bending stature4 ,the centre of this world1 ,the face of ,nature1 ,the site of human life1 ,some sure foundation ,and nucleus of a nation1 ,at least1 a private station4 ,it is the saddest thought of all1 that what we are to others1 that we are much more to ourselves1--avaricious1 mean1 irascible1 affected1--we are the victims of these faults4 ,if our pride offends our humble neighbor1 much more does it offend ourselves1 though our lives are never so private and solitary4 99 99 99 99 99 ,if the ,indian is somewhat of a stranger in nature1 the gardener is too much a familiar4 ,there is something vulgar and foul in the latter's closeness to his mistress1 something noble and cleanly in the former's distance4 ,yet the hunter seems to have a property in the moon which even the farmer has not4 ,ah6 the poet knows uses of plants which are not easily reported1 though he cultivates no parterre4 ,see how the sun smiles on him while he walks in the gardener's aisles1 rather than on the gardener4 99 99 99 99 99 ,not only has the foreground of a picture its glass of transparent crystal spread over it1 but the picture itself is a glass or transparent medium to a remoter background4 ,we demand only of all pictures that they be perspicuous1 that the laws of perspective have been truly observed4 ,it is not the fringed foreground of the desert nor the intermediate oases that detain the eye and the imagination1 but the infinite1 level1 and roomy horizon1 where the sky meets the sand1 and heavens and earth1 the ideal and actual1 are coincident1 the background into which leads the path of the pilgrim4 99 99 99 99 99 ,all things are in revolution2 it is the one law of nature by which order is preserved1 and time itself lapses and is measured4 ,yet some things men will do from age to age1 and some things they will not do4 ,fisherman's ,acct4 for #ahjeejc ,began ,march #be cts4 ,dd ,mr4 ,saml ,potter #b qts ,w ,i #c_/ #a lb sugar #aj;d #j4fd ,one ,cod line #e_/ #hd ,april #h ,qt ,w ,i #a_/f #a lb ,sugar #aj;d ,brown ,mug #dh #i ,qt ,n ,e rum #a_/ #ajth ,do4 of ,do #a_/ #cc #ac ,qt ,n ,e rum #a lb ,sugar #aeth #b ,qts ,n ,e rum #b_/ #fb #ag ,qt ,w ,i #a_/f ,do ,n ,e #a_/ lb ,sugar #i;d ,qt ,n ,e ,rum #ga #bb ,qt ,n ,e rum #a_/ lb sugar #i;d ,qt ,n ,e rum #a_/ #dd #bc ,qt ,n ,e rum #a_/ ,do of ,do sugar #e;d #ci #bd ,qt ,n ,e rum #a_/ lb sugar #i;d #bh #bi ,qt ,n ,e rum #a_/ lb sugar #i;d--#cjth ,rum #a_/ #dd ,may first ,qt rum lb ,sugar #a_/e;d #bb ,qt ,n ,e rum #a_/ lb ,loaf ,sugar #i;d #bi #d ,qt rum #a_/ ,sugar #e;d #bb #f ,qt ,n ,e rum #a_/ lb good sugar #aa;d #ca #g ,qt ,n ,e rum #a_/hth ,qt ,n ,e rum #a_/ lb ,sugar #e;d #dj #aa ,qt ,n ,e rum #aa;d lb ,sugar #aj;d #bi #ae ,qt rum lb ,sugar #a_/i ,qt ,n ,e rum #dd #af ,to a ,line for the ,sceene #c_/ #j4ej #bj ,to ,qt ,n ,e rum #aa;d lb ,sugar #aj;d #j4bi #ba ,to ,qt ,n ,e rum #aa;d lb ,sugar #aj;d #j4bi #bg ,to ,qt ,w ,i #a_/f lb ,sugar #aj;d #j4ci ,june #eth #ahje ,settled this acct by ,recev4g ,cash in ,full #h4hb ,how many young finny contemporaries of various character and destiny1 form and habits1 we have even in this water6 ,and it will not be forgotten by some memory that we were contemporaries4 ,it is of some import4 ,we shall be some time friends1 ,i trust1 and know each other better4 ,distrust is too prevalent now4 ,we are so much alike6 have so many faculties in common6 ,i have not yet met with the philosopher who could1 in a quite conclusive1 undoubtful way1 show me the1 and1 if not the1 then how any1 difference between man and a fish4 ,we are so much alike6 ,how much could a really tolerant1 patient1 humane1 and truly great and natural man make of them1 if he should try8 ,for they are to be understood1 surely1 as all things else1 by no other method than that of sympathy4 ,it is easy to say what they are not to us1 i4 e41 what we are not to them2 but what we might and ought to be is another affair4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in the tributaries the brook minnow and the trout4 ,even in the rills emptying into the river1 over which you stride at a step1 you may see small trout not so large as your finger glide past or hide under the bank4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the character of this the horned pout1 as indeed of all fishes1 depends directly upon that of the water it inhabits1 those taken in clear and sandy water being of brighter hue and cleaner and of firmer and sweeter flesh4 ,it makes a peculiar squeaking noise when drawn out1 which has given it the name of the minister or preacher4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the bream is the familiar and homely sparrow1 which makes her nest everywhere1 and is early and late4 ,the pickerel is the hawk1 a fish of prey1 hovering over the finny broods4 ,the pout is the owl1 which steals so noiselessly about at evening with its clumsy body4 ,the shiner is the summer yellowbird1 or goldfinch1 of the river4 ,the sucker is the sluggish bittern1 or stake-driver4 ,the minnow is the hummingbird4 ,the trout is the partridge woodpecker4 ,the perch is the robin4#ejd 99 99 99 99 99 ,we read ,marlowe as so much poetical pabulum4 ,it is food for poets1 water from the ,castalian ,spring1 some of the atmosphere of ,parnassus1 raw and crude indeed1 and at times breezy1 but pure and bracing4 ,few have so rich a phrase6 ,he had drunk deep of the ,pierian ,spring1 though not deep enough1 and had that fine madness1 as ,drayton says1 ,which justly should possess a poet's brain4 ,we read his ,dr4 ,faustus1 ,dido1 ,queen of ,carthage1 and ,hero and ,leander1 especially the last1 without being wearied4 ,he had many of the qualities of a great poet1 and was in some degree worthy to precede ,shakespeare4 ,but he seems to have run to waste for want of seclusion and solitude1 as if mere pause and deliberation would have added a new element of greatness to his poetry4 ,in his unquestionably fine1 heroic tone it would seem as if he had the rarest part of genius1 and education could have added the rest4 ,the ,hero and ,leander tells better for his character than the anecdotes which survive4 ,i fain would stretch me by the highway-side1 ,to thaw and trickle with the melting snow1 ,that mingled soul and body with the tide ,i too might through the pores of ,nature flow1#eje ,might help to forward the new spring along1 ,if it were mine to choose my toil or day1 ,scouring the roads with yonder sluice-way throng1 ,and so work out my tax on ,her highway4 99 99 99 99 99 ,yet let us thank the purblind race ,who still have thought it good ,with lasting stone to mark the place ,where braver men have stood4 ,in ,concord1 town of quiet name ,and quiet fame as well1 444 99 99 99 99 99 ,i've seen ye1 sisters1 on the mountain-side1 ,when your green mantles fluttered in the wind2 ,i've seen your footprints on the lake's smooth shore1 ,lesser than man's1 a more ethereal trace2 ,i have heard of ye as some far-famed race1 ,daughters of gods1 whom ,i should one day meet1 ,or mothers1 ,i might say1 of all our race4 ,i reverence your natures1 so like mine ,yet strangely different1 like but still unlike4 ,thou only stranger that hast crossed my path1 ,accept my hospitality2 let me hear ,the message which thou bring'st4 ,made different from me1 ,perchance thou'rt made to be ,the creature of a different destiny4 ,i know not who ye are that meekly stand ,thus side by side with man in every land4 ,when did ye form alliance with our race1 ,ye children of the moon1 who in mild nights ,vaulted upon the hills and sought this earth8 ,reveal that which ,i fear ye cannot tell1 ,wherein ye are not ,i1 wherein ye dwell ,where ,i can never come4 ,what boots it that ,i do regard ye so8 ,does it make suns to shine or crops to grow8 ,what boots it that ,i never should forget ,that ,i have sisters sitting for me yet8 ,and what are sisters8 ,the robust man1 who can so stoutly strive1 ,in this bleak world is hardly kept alive4 ,and who is it protects ye1 smooths your way8 ,we can afford to lend a willing ear occasionally to those earnest reformers of the age4 ,let us treat them hospitably4 ,shall we be charitable only to the poor8 ,what though they are fanatics8 ,their errors are likely to be generous errors1 and these may be they who will put to rest the ,american ,church and the ,american government1 and awaken better ones in their stead4 ,let us not meanly seek to maintain our delicate lives in chambers or in legislative halls by a timid watchfulness of the rude mobs that threaten to pull down our baby-houses4 ,let us not think to raise a revenue which shall maintain our domestic quiet by an impost on the liberty of speech4 ,let us not think to live by the principle of self-defense4 ,have we survived our accidents hitherto1 think you1 by virtue of our good swords1--that three-foot lath that dangles by your side1 or those brazen-mouthed pieces under the burying hill which the trainers keep to hurrah with in the ,april and ,july mornings8 ,do our protectors burrow under the burying-ground hill1 on the edge of the bean-field which you all know1 gorging themselves once a year with powder and smoke1 and kept bright and in condition by a chafing of oiled rags and rotten stone8 ,have we resigned the protection of our hearts and civil liberties to that feathered race of wading birds and marching men who drill but once a month8--and ,i mean no reproach to our ,concord train-bands1 who certainly make a handsome appearance--and dance well4 ,do we enjoy the sweets of domestic life undisturbed1 because the naughty boys are all shut up in that whitewashed stone-yard1 as it is called1 and see the ,concord meadows only through a grating4 ,no1 let us live amid the free play of the elements4 ,let the dogs bark1 let the cocks crow1 and the sun shine1 and the winds blow6 ,ye do commend me to all virtue ever1 ,and simple truth1 the law by which we live4 ,methinks that ,i can trust your clearer sense ,and your immediate knowledge of the truth4 ,i would obey your influence1 one with fate4 ,there is a true march to the sentence1 as if a man or a body of men were actually making progress there step by step1 and these are not the mere disjecta membra1 the dispersed and mutilated members though it were of heroes1 which can no longer walk and join themselves to their comrades4 ,they are not perfect nor liberated pieces of art for the galleries1 yet they stand on the natural and broad pedestal of the living rock1 but have a principle of life and growth in them still1 as has that human nature from which they spring4#ejf 99 99 99 99 99 ,it is a marvel how the birds contrive to survive in this world4 ,these tender sparrows that flit from bush to bush this evening1 though it is so late1 do not seem improvident1 but appear to have found a roost for the night4 ,they must succeed by weakness and reliance1 for they are not bold and enterprising1 as their mode of life would seem to require1 but very weak and tender creatures4 ,i have seen a little chipping sparrow1 come too early in the spring1 shivering on an apple twig1 drawing in its head and striving to warm it in its muffled feathers2 and it had no voice to intercede with nature1 but peeped as helpless as an infant1 and was ready to yield up its spirit and die without any effort4 ,and yet this was no new spring in the revolution of the seasons4 99 99 99 99 99 ,our offense is rank1 it smells to heaven4 ,in the midst of our village1 as in most villages1 there is a slaughterhouse1 and throughout the summer months1 day and night1 to the distance of half a mile1 which embraces the greater part of the village1 the air is filled with such scents as we instinctively avoid in a woodland walk2 and doubtless1 if our senses were once purified and educated by a simpler and truer life1 we should not consent to live in such a neighborhood4 99 99 99 99 99 ,george ,melvin1 our ,concord trapper1 told me that in going to the spring near his house1 where he kept his minnows for bait1 he found that they were all gone1 and immediately suspected that a mink had got them2 so he removed the snow all around and laid open the trail of a mink underneath1 which he traced to his hole1 where were the fragments of his booty4 ,there he set his trap1 and baited it with fresh minnows4 ,going again soon to the spot1 he found one of the mink's fore legs in the trap gnawed off near the body1 and1 having set it again1 he caught the mink with his three legs1 the fourth having only a short bare bone sticking out4 ,when ,i expressed some surprise at this1 and said that ,i heard of such things but did not know whether to believe them1 and was now glad to have the story confirmed1 said he3 ,oh1 the muskrats are the greatest fellows to gnaw their legs off4 ,why ,i caught one once that had just gnawed his third leg off1 this being the third time he had been trapped2 and he lay dead by the trap1 for he couldn't run on one leg4 ,such tragedies are enacted even in this sphere and along our peaceful streams1 and dignify at least the hunter's trade4 ,only courage does anywhere prolong life1 whether of man or beast4 ,when they are caught by the leg and cannot get into the water to drown themselves1 they very frequently gnaw the limb off4 ,they are commonly caught under water or close to the edge1 and dive immediately with the trap and go to gnawing and are quackled and drowned in a moment1 though under other circumstances they will live several minutes under water4 ,they prefer to gnaw off a fore leg to a hind leg1 and do not gnaw off their tails4 ,he says the wharf rats are very common on the river and will swim and cross it like a muskrat1 and will gnaw their legs and even their tails off in the trap4 ,these would be times that tried men's souls1 if men had souls to be tried2 aye1 and the souls of brutes1 for they must have souls as well as teeth4 ,even the water-rats lead sleepless nights and live ,achillean lives4 ,there are the strong will and the endeavor4 ,man1 even the hunter1 naturally has sympathy with every brave effort1 even in his game1 to maintain that life it enjoys4 ,the hunter regards with awe his game1 and it becomes at last his medicine4#ejg 99 99 99 99 99 ,of ,cadew or ,case worms there are the ,ruff-coats or ,cockspurs1 whose cases are rough and made of various materials1 and the ,piper ,cadis or ,straw-worm1 made of reed or rush1 and straight and smooth4 99 99 99 99 99 ,carlyle's works are not to be studied1--hardly re-read4 ,their first impression is the truest and the deepest4 ,there is no reprint4 ,if you look again1 you will be disappointed and find nothing answering to the mood they have excited4 ,they are true natural products in this respect4 ,all things are but once1 and never repeated4 ,the first faint blushes of the morning gilding the mountain-tops1 with the pale phosphorus and saffron-colored clouds1--they verily transport us to the morning of creation2 but what avails it to travel eastward1 or look again there an hour hence4 ,we should be as far in the day ourselves1 mounting toward our meridian4 ,there is no double entendre for the alert reader2 in fact the work was designed for such complete success that it serves but for a single occasion4 ,it is the luxury of wealth and art when for every deed its own instrument is manufactured4 ,the knife which sliced the bread of ,jove ceased to be a knife when that service was rendered4 99 99 99 99 99 ,for every inferior1 earthly pleasure we forego1 a superior1 celestial one is substituted4 ,to purify our lives requires simply to weed out what is foul and noxious and the sound and innocent is supplied1 as nature purifies the blood if we will but reject impurities4 ,nature and human life are as various to our several experiences as our constitutions are various4 ,who shall say what prospect life offers to another8 ,could a greater miracle take place than if we should look through each other's eyes for an instant8 ,we should live in all the ages of the world in an hour1--aye1 in all the worlds of the ages4 ,what ,i have read of rhapsodists1 of the primitive poets1 ,argonautic expeditions1 the life of demigods and heroes1 ,eleusinian mysteries1 etc41 suggests nothing so ineffably grand and informing as this would be4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the phbe came into my house to find a place for its nest1 flying through the windows4 99 99 99 99 99 ,it was a bright thought1 that of man's to have bells2 no doubt the birds hear them with pleasure4 99 99 99 99 99 ,to compete with the squirrels in the chestnut harvest1 picking ofttimes the nuts that bear the mark of their teeth4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i require of any lecturer that he will read me a more or less simple and sincere account of his own life1 of what he has done and thought1--not so much what he has read or heard of other men's lives and actions1 but some such account as he would send to his kindred from a distant land1--and if he has lived sincerely1 it must have been in a distant land to me1--describing even his outward circumstances and what adventures he has had1 as well as his thoughts and feelings about them4 ,he who gives us only the results of other men's lives1 though with brilliant temporary success1 we may in some measure justly accuse of having defrauded us of our time4 ,we want him to give us that which was most precious to him1--not his life's blood but even that for which his life's blood circulated1 what he has got by living4 ,if anything ever yielded him pure pleasure or instruction1 let him communicate it4 ,let the money-getter tell us how much he loves wealth1 and what means he takes to accumulate it4 ,he must describe those facts which he knows and loves better than anybody else4 ,he must not write on foreign missions4 ,the mechanic will naturally lecture about his trade1 the farmer about his farm1 and every man about that which he1 compared with other men1 knows best4 ,yet incredible mistakes are made4 ,i have heard an owl lecture with perverse show of learning upon the solar microscope1 and chanticleer upon nebulous stars1 when both ought to have been sound asleep1 the one in a hollow tree1 the other on his roost4 ,after ,i lectured here before1 this winter1 ,i heard that some of my townsmen had expected of me some account of my life at the pond4 ,this ,i will endeavor to give to-night4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i know a robust and hearty mother who thinks that her son1 who died abroad1 came to his end by living too low1 as she had since learned that he drank only water4 ,men are not inclined to leave off hanging men to-day1 though they will be to-morrow4 ,i heard of a family in ,concord this winter which would have starved1 if it had not been for potatoes--and tea and coffee4 ,it has not been my design to live cheaply1 but only to live as ,i could1 not devoting much time to getting a living4 ,i made the most of what means were already got4 99 99 99 99 99 ,to determine the character of our life and how adequate it is to its occasion1 just try it by any test1 as for instance that this same sun is seen in ,europe and in ,america at the same time1 that these same stars are visible in twenty-four hours to two thirds the inhabitants of the globe1 and who knows how many and various inhabitants of the universe4 ,what farmer in his field lives according even to this somewhat trivial material fact4 ,i just looked up at a fine twinkling star and thought that a voyager whom ,i know1 now many days' sail from this coast1 might possibly be looking up at that same star with me4 ,the stars are the apexes of what triangles6 ,there is always the possibility--the possibility1 ,i say--of being all1 or remaining a particle1 in the universe4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in these days and in this country1 a few implements1 as the axe1 shovel1 etc41 and1 to the studious1 light and stationery and access to a few books1 will rank next to necessaries1 but can all be obtained at a very trifling cost4 ,under the head of clothing is to be ranked bedding1 or night-clothes4 ,we are very anxious to keep the animal heat in us4 ,what pains we take with our beds6 robbing the nests of birds and their breasts1 this shelter within a shelter1 as the mole has a bed of leaves and grass at the end of its burrow4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in the summer ,i caught fish occasionally in the pond1 but since ,september have not missed them4 99 99 99 99 99 ,in a man or his work1 over all special excellence or failure1 prevails the general authority or value4 99 99 99 99 99 ,almost any man knows how to earn money1 but not one in a million knows how to spend it4 ,if he had known so much as this1 he would never have earned it4 99 99 99 99 99 ,all matter1 indeed1 is capable of entertaining thought4 99 99 99 99 99 ,the complete subjugation of the body to the mind prophesies the sovereignty of the latter over the whole of nature4 ,the instincts are to a certain extent a sort of independent nobility1 of equal date with the mind1 or crown1--ancient dukes and princes of the regal blood4 ,they are perhaps the mind of our ancestors subsided in us1 the experience of the race4 ,a small sum would really do much good1 if the donor spent himself with it and did not merely relinquish it to some distant society whose managers do the good or the evil with it4 ,how much might be done for this town with a hundred dollars6 ,i could provide a select course of lectures for the summer or winter with that sum1 which would be an incalculable benefit to every inhabitant4 ,with a thousand dollars ,i could purchase for this town a more complete and select library than exists in the ,state out of ,cambridge and ,boston1 perhaps a more available one than any4 ,men sit palsied and helpless by the side of their buried treasures4#ejh ,after all those who do most good with money1 do it with the least1 because they can do better than to acquire it4 ,march #ac1 #ahdf4 ,the song sparrow and blackbird heard to-day4 ,the snow going off4 ,the ice in the pond one foot thick4 99 99 99 99 99 ,men talk much of coperation nowadays1 of working together to some worthy end2 but what little coperation there is1 is as if it were not1 being a simple result of which the means are hidden1 a harmony inaudible to men4 ,if a man has faith1 he will coperate with equal faith everywhere4 ,if he has not faith he will continue to live like the rest of the world1 whatever company he is joined to4 ,to coperate thoroughly implies to get your living together4 ,i heard it proposed lately that two young men should travel together over the world1 the one earning his means as he went1 the other carrying a bill of exchange in his pocket4 ,it was easy to see that they could not long be companions1 or coperate1 since one would not operate at all4 ,they would part company at the first and most interesting crisis in their adventures4 ,,end ,,of ,,volume ,i ,the ,riverside ,press ,h4 ,o4 ,,houghton ,,and ,,company ,,cambridge ,,massachusetts ,,footnotes #a ,in many cases the punctuation seems to be absolutely without significance2 as if the writer had simply fallen into the habit of dropping dashes in an absent-minded way as he passed along4 ,the following examples 7the longest an extreme case7 will show what is meant3-- ,i heard from time to time--a new note4 ,the ,equisetum sylvaticum--there is now of a reddish cast4 ,it is very difficult--to find a suitable place to camp near the road--affording--water--a good--prospect and retirement4 ,another alighted near--by--and a third a little further off4 #b ,under date of ,june #i1 #ahed1 we find him writing3 ,i should like to know the birds of the woods better4 ,what birds inhabit our woods8 ,i hear their various notes ringing through them4 ,what musicians compose our woodland quire8 ,they must be forever strange and interesting to me4 ,even the glass that he finally bought was not an opera-glass1 but a spy-glass 7monocular7 so called1 and must have been of comparatively little help in the identification of woodland species4 #c ,once he saw it 7,august #c1 #aheh71 and then it proved to be a ,maryland yellow-throat4 ,at other times it was almost certainly an oven-bird4 #d ,week1 p4 #cge2 ,riv4 #dfd4 #e ,week1 p4 #cad2 ,riv4 #cij4 #f ,week1 p4 #ceb2 ,riv4 #dce1 #dcf4 #g ,week1 p4 #cdh2 ,riv4 #dcj4 #h ,week1 p4 #chc2 ,riv4 #dgc4 #i ,week1 p4 #dag2 ,riv4 #eae4 #aj ,week1 p4 #ic2 ,riv4 #aaf4 ,excursions1 p4 #ach2 ,riv4 #afi4 #aa ,week1 p4 #cgc2 ,riv4 #dfa4 #ab ,excursions1 pp4 #abf1 #abg2 ,riv4 #aee1 #aef4 #ac ,week1 pp4 #cdg1 #cdh2 ,riv4 #dbi1 #dcj4 #ad ,later4 ,we must consider war and slavery1 with many other institutions and even the best existing governments1 notwithstanding their apparent advantages1 as the abortive rudiments of nobler institutions such as distinguish man in his savage and half-civilized state4 #ae ,excursions1 pp4 #abg1 #abh2 ,riv4 #aeg4 #af ,week1 p4 #ahf2 ,riv4 #bca4 ,the ,service1 ,boston1 #aijb1 p4 #ba #ag ,a fanciful derivation of the word ,saxons8 #ah ,excursions1 p4 #abh2 ,riv4 #aeh4 #ai ,excursions1 p4 #abh2 ,riv4 #aeg1 #aeh4 #bj ,familiar ,letters1 ,sept4 #h1 #ahda4 #ba ,week1 p4 #afc2 ,riv4 #bjc4 #bb ,excursions1 p4 #ada2 ,riv4 #agc4 #bc ,excursions1 p4 #abg2 ,riv4 #aef4 #bd ,excursions1 p4 #aab2 ,riv4 #ach4 #be ,week1 pp4 #cdg1 #cdh2 ,riv4 #dbi-dca4 #bf ,week1 p4 #ff2 ,riv4 #hb1 #hc4 #bg ,week1 p4 #ff2 ,riv4 #hc4 #bh ,week1 p4 #if2 ,riv4 #aai1 #abj4 #bi ,week1 p4 #fe2 ,riv4 #ha4 #cj ,week1 p4 #if2 ,riv4 #abj4 #ca ,carlyleish is written in the margin against this passage4 #cb ,the word seems to be a new one1 but its meaning is clear4 #cc ,week1 p4 #abi2 ,riv4 #afa4 #cd ,excursions1 p4 #ajh2 ,riv4 #acc4 #ce ,week1 p4 #gh2 ,riv4 #ig4 #cf ,week1 pp4 #id1 #ie2 ,riv4 #aag1 #aai4 #cg ,week1 p4 #gi2 ,riv4 #ih1 #ii4 ,the ,service1 p4 #d4 #ch ,week1 pp4 #i-aa2 ,riv4 #aa1 #ac4 #ci ,week1 p4 #if2 ,riv4 #abj4 #dj ,week1 p4 #cai2 ,riv4 #cie4 #da ,see ,week1 p4 #ie 7,riv4 #aah71 where the passages referred to appear in translation4 #db ,excursions1 pp4 #aha1 #ahb2 ,riv4 #bba1 #bbb4 #dc ,all but the last stanza1 somewhat revised and without title1 appears in ,excursions1 pp4 #agf1 #agg2 ,riv4 #bae1 #baf4 #dd ,cf4 ,week1 pp4 #dag-dbj2 ,riv4 #eae-eah4 #de ,excursions1 p4 #ajh2 ,riv4 #acc4 ,drinking for ,sipping in l4 #c is the only change4 #df ,excursions1 pp4 #aji1 #aaj2 ,riv4 #ace4 #dg ,week1 p4 #bdd2 ,riv4 #cjb4 ,lines #b and #c are altered4 #dh ,excursions1 p4 #aab2 ,riv4 #ach4 #di ,excursions1 and ,poems1 pp4 #abj and #dji2 ,excursions1 ,riv4 #adg4 #ej ,week1 p4 #ahj2 ,riv4 #bbd4 #ea ,week1 pp4 #cfd1 #cfe2 ,riv4 #dea1 #deb4 #eb ,this poem will be found in ,excursions1 and ,poems1 p4 #dag1 under the title ,ding ,dong1 somewhat revised and without the last stanza4 #ec ,excursions1 p4 #aji2 ,riv4 #acd4 #ed ,walden1 p4 #h2 ,riv4 #ad1 #ae4 #ee ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #bgh2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #cf1 #cg4 ,the ,service1 pp4 #e1 #f4 #ef ,week1 pp4 #bgf1 #bgg2 ,riv4 #cdc1 #cdd4 #eg ,week1 p4 #ahh2 ,riv4 #bcd4 #eh ,week1 p4 #ahh2 ,riv4 #bcd4 #ei ,week1 p4 #bjj2 ,riv4 #bdh4 #fj ,week1 pp4 #cjb1 #cjc2 ,riv4 #cge1 #cgf4 #fa ,week1 p4 #ch2 ,riv4 #dg4 #fb ,week1 p4 #ch2 ,riv4 #dg4 #fc ,week1 p4 #ci2 ,riv4 #dh4 #fd ,week1 p4 #ci2 ,riv4 #dh1 #di4 #fe ,week1 p4 #ci2 ,riv4 #di4 #ff ,week1 p4 #dc2 ,riv4 #ed4 #fg ,week1 p4 #aah2 ,riv4 #adg4 #fh ,week1 p4 #agi2 ,riv4 #bbb4 #fi ,week1 p4 #bdh2 ,riv4 #cjg4 #gj ,week1 p4 #cji2 ,riv4 #chc4 #ga ,see ,week1 pp4 #cah-cbb2 ,riv4 #cid-cii4 #gb ,the original name of ,woodstock1 ,n4 ,h4 #gc ,see ,week1 pp4 #cce-cec2 ,riv4 #dad-dcg4 #gd ,see ,week1 pp4 #cef-dbj2 ,riv4 #ddb-eah4 #ge ,week1 pp4 #aaj1 #aaa2 ,riv4 #acg4 #gf ,week1 p4 #aaj2 ,riv4 #acg4 #gg ,excursions1 p4 #ajg2 ,riv4 #acb4 #gh ,excursions1 p4 #ajg2 ,riv4 #aca1 #acb4 #gi ,this comes at the end of the first book of ,journal transcripts 7#ahcg-ci7 and follows immediately a bit of verse dated ,oct4 #af1 #ahch1 which has been included in its proper chronological place4 #hj ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #bgg3 ,misc41 ,riv4 #ce4 ,the ,service1 p4 #a4 #ha ,excursions1 p4 #ajg2 ,riv4 #acb4 #hb ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #bgg2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #ce4 ,the ,service1 p4 #a4 #hc ,week1 p4 #cgf2 ,riv4 #dfe4 ,the ,service1 pp4 #h1 #i4 #hd ,plutarch's ,morals1 ,roman ,questions1 lxviii4 #he ,the ,service1 p4 #i4 #hf ,the ,service1 p4 #ab4 #hg ,a pencil interlineation in this paragraph is as follows3 ,the soldier is the degenerate hero1 as the priest is the degenerate saint2 and the soldier and the priest are related as the hero and the saint4 ,the one's virtue is bravery1 the other's bravery virtue4 ,mankind still pay to the soldier the honors due only to the hero4 ,they delight to do him honor4 ,he is adorned with silver and gold and the colors of the rainbow1 invested with outward splendor2 music is for him especially1 and his life is a holiday4 #hh ,the ,service1 p4 #aa4 #hi ,week1 p4 #ahc2 ,riv4 #bbh4 #ij ,the ,service1 p4 #aa4 #ia ,the ,service1 p4 #ab4 #ib ,week1 p4 #ahc2 ,riv4 #bbh4 #ic ,week1 p4 #ahc2 ,riv4 #bbg4 ,the ,service1 p4 #ac4 #id ,week1 p4 #ahc2 ,riv4 #bbh4 ,the ,service1 p4 #ad4 #ie ,the ,service1 p4 #ad4 ,see also p4 #aea of this volume4 #if ,the ,service1 p4 #ae4 ,in pencil on a fly-leaf of the ,journal3 ,the coward substitutes for this thrilling sphere music a universal wail1 for this melodious chant a nasal cant1 and but whistles to keep his courage up4 ,he blows a feeble blast of slender melody and can compel his neighborhood only into a partial concord with himself1 because nature has but little sympathy with such a soul4 ,hence he hears no accordant note in the universe1 and is a coward1 or consciously outcast and deserted man4 ,but the brave man1 without drum or trumpet1 compels concord everywhere by the universality and tunefulness of his soul4 #ig ,the ,service1 p4 #ac4 #ih ,week1 pp4 #ahc1 #ahd2 ,riv4 #bbh4 ,the ,service1 p4 #ac4 ,the quotation is from ,plutarch's ,morals1 ,of ,superstition4 #ii ,the ,service1 pp4 #g1 #h4 ,see p4 #aed of this volume4 #ajj ,the ,service1 pp4 #bc1 #bd4 #aja ,cf4 ,week1 pp4 #bgd-cjg2 ,riv4 #cda-cha4 #ajb ,excursions1 p4 #ajh2 ,riv4 #acc4 #ajc ,stanzas #h1 #aj1 #aa1 #ab1 with revision1 ,week1 p4 #bee2 ,riv4 #cag4 ,stanzas #b-e1 #i1 #ac1 ,familiar ,letters1 ,introduction4 #ajd ,week1 p4 #ic2 ,riv4 #aaf4 #aje ,week1 p4 #ic2 ,riv4 #aaf4 #ajf ,week1 p4 #acb2 ,riv4 #afd4 #ajg ,week1 p4 #acb2 ,riv4 #afe4 #ajh ,the criticism was not transcribed here4 ,the title was inserted doubtless as a memorandum and to record the date of its composition4 ,see ,week1 p4 #cbg2 ,riv4 #dje4 #aji ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #bgi2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #cg4 #aaj ,the ,service1 p4 #bj4 #aaa ,week1 p4 #cea2 ,riv4 #dcd4 #aab ,week1 p4 #cea2 ,riv4 #dcd4 ,a sheet with specimens of this familiar school-boy amusement is slipped into one of the manuscript ,journal volumes4 #aac ,excursions1 p4 #aah2 ,riv4 #adf4 #aad ,week1 p4 #djf2 ,riv4 #eja4 #aae ,excursions1 p4 #aad2 ,riv4 #ada4 #aaf ,excursions1 pp4 #abj1 #aba2 ,riv4 #adh1 #adi4 #aag ,see pp4 #agd and #bfc4 #aah ,week1 p4 #cjj2 ,riv4 #cgc4 #aai ,excursions1 p4 #aad2 ,riv4 #adj4 #abj ,excursions1 pp4 #aai1 #abj2 ,riv4 #adg1 #adh4 #aba ,stanzas #c1 #b1 and #e1 in this order1 with slight alterations1 are printed in ,week1 p4 #cff 7,riv4 #dec71 under the title of ,the ,poet's ,delay4 #abb ,walden1 p4 #ceb2 ,riv4 #dic4 #abc ,week1 p4 #chc2 ,riv4 #dgd4 #abd ,the ,service1 p4 #ae4 #abe ,week1 p4 #ab2 ,riv4 #ae4 #abf ,week1 p4 #ag2 ,riv4 #ba4 #abg ,t4 finally sold this boat to ,hawthorne1 who changed the name from ,musketaquid to ,pond-,lily2 and later it passed into ,channing's hands4 ,see ,hawthorne's ,american ,note-,books1 ,riv4 pp4 #cah-cba1 and ,channing1 p4 #ac4 #abh ,week1 pp4 #ab1 #ac2 ,riv4 #ae-ag4 #abi ,week1 p4 #ai2 ,riv4 #bd4 #acj ,week1 p4 #cg2 ,riv4 #dg4 #aca ,week1 p4 #ag2 ,riv4 #ba4 #acb ,week1 p4 #bej2 ,riv4 #caj1 #caa4 #acc ,this was ,thoreau's first journal1 from which he made the transcripts which are now the only representatives of his early diarizing4 ,see p4 #ahh1 where ,journal of #cif pages ends4 #acd ,week1 p4 #chf2 ,riv4 #dgf4 #ace ,wordsworth1 incorrectly quoted4 ,the line reads1-- ,following his plough1 along the mountain-side4 #acf ,week1 pp4 #dd1 #de2 ,riv4 #ef4 #acg ,week1 pp4 #cg1 #ch2 ,riv4 #dg4 #ach ,week1 p4 #ch2 ,riv4 #dg1 #dh4 #aci ,week1 pp4 #cai1 #cbj2 ,riv4 #cie1 #cif4 #adj ,week1 p4 #de2 ,riv4 #ef1 #eg4 #ada ,the ,service1 p4 #f4 #adb ,week1 p4 #bhj2 ,riv4 #cdg4 #adc ,week1 p4 #afc2 ,riv4 #bjc4 #add ,week1 p4 #de2 ,riv4 #eg4 #ade ,the ,service1 p4 #ad4 #adf ,week1 p4 #aha2 ,riv4 #bbd1 #bbe4 #adg ,week1 pp4 #ci1 #dj2 ,riv4 #di1 #ej4 #adh ,week1 p4 #cjd2 ,riv4 #cgh4 #adi ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #bgg2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #ce4 #aej ,the ,service1 p4 #b4 #aea ,the ,service1 p4 #ac4 #aeb ,the ,service1 p4 #bd4 #aec ,week1 pp4 #ic1 #id2 ,riv4 #aaf1 #aag4 #aed ,see p4 #ajd4 #aee ,see p4 #ajf4 #aef ,see p4 #ajf4 #aeg ,the ,service1 p4 #ab4 #aeh ,week1 pp4 #chd1 #che2 ,riv4 #dge4 #aei ,the ,service1 pp4 #ae1 #af4 #afj ,the ,service1 p4 #bc4 #afa ,the ,service1 p4 #bc4 #afb ,the ,service1 p4 #bc4 #afc ,the ,service1 p4 #bc4 #afd ,the ,service1 p4 #bc4 #afe ,the ,service1 pp4 #be1 #bf4 #aff ,the ,service1 pp4 #ba1 #bb4 #afg ,the ,service1 p4 #bb4 #afh ,the ,service1 p4 #ad4 #afi ,the ,service1 p4 #ab4 #agj ,i have heard a strain of music issuing from a soldiers' camp in the dawn1 which sounded like the morning hymn of creation4 ,the birches rustling in the breeze and the slumberous breathing of the crickets seemed to hush their murmuring to attend to it4 ,written in pencil on a fly-leaf of the ,journal4 #aga ,the ,service1 p4 #g4 ,mr4 ,sanborn1 in a note to this passage1 says1 ,the allusion here is to the extraordinary sight of the gravest citizens of ,concord1 in that summer #ahdj1 444 turning out to roll a huge ball1 emblematic of the popular movement against ,president ,van ,buren1 from the battle-ground of ,concord to that of ,bunker ,hill1 singing as they rolled3-- ',it is the ,ball a-rolling on ,for ,tippecanoe and ,tyler too4' #agb ,week1 p4 #abi2 ,riv4 #afa4 #agc ,week1 p4 #abi2 ,riv4 #afj1 #afa4 #agd ,week1 p4 #abi2 ,riv4 #afa4 #age ,excursions1 p4 #aai2 ,riv4 #adf4 #agf ,the ,service1 p4 #ac4 #agg ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #bgg2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #cf4 #agh ,the ,service1 pp4 #c1 #d4 #agi ,week1 p4 #bfe2 ,riv4 #cbi4 #ahj ,week1 p4 #gi2 ,riv4 #ii4 ,the ,service1 p4 #e4 #aha ,week1 p4 #cja2 ,riv4 #cgd4 #ahb ,the ,service1 p4 #bd4 #ahc ,the ,service1 p4 #bf4 #ahd ,the ,service1 p4 #bc4 #ahe ,the ,service1 p4 #aj4 #ahf ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #bgg2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #cf4 ,the ,service1 p4 #c4 #ahg ,the ,service1 p4 #c4 #ahh ,week1 p4 #djg2 ,riv4 #ejb4 ,the ,service1 p4 #ag4 #ahi ,the ,service1 p4 #ag4 #aij ,week1 p4 #djg2 ,riv4 #ejb4 ,the ,service1 p4 #ag4 #aia ,the ,service1 p4 #i4 #aib ,the last two sentences appear also in pencil on a fly-leaf1 preceded by1 ,it sleeps securely within its camp1 not even dreaming of a foe4 #aic ,week1 p4 #bcj2 ,riv4 #bhe4 #aid ,week1 p4 #bbi2 ,riv4 #bhd1 #bhe4 #aie ,week1 p4 #bbi2 ,riv4 #bhe4 ,see also p4 #abd of this volume4 #aif ,excursions1 p4 #ajf2 ,riv4 #aca4 #aig ,see ,excursions1 p4 #aaj2 ,riv4 #ace4 #aih ,week1 p4 #cae2 ,riv4 #cij1 #cia4 ,see also below4 #aii ,see above4 #bjj ,week1 p4 #cjd2 ,riv4 #cgg1 #cgh4 ,see also p4 #bje4 #bja ,excursions1 p4 #aag2 ,riv4 #add4 #bjb ,excursions1 p4 #aag2 ,riv4 #add4 #bjc ,excursions1 pp4 #aag1 #aah2 ,riv4 #add1 #ade4 #bjd ,week1 p4 #ahd2 ,riv4 #bbh4 #bje ,see ,emerson's ,journal 7#ahda71 quoted in ,e4 ,w4 ,emerson's ,emerson in ,concord1 p4 #ii4 #bjf ,walden1 p4 #bh2 ,riv4 #dc4 #bjg ,week1 p4 #dae2 ,riv4 #eab4 #bjh ,see p4 #bad1--;bronchitis6 #bji ,excursions1 p4 #afg2 ,riv4 #bjc1 #bjd4 #baj ,excursions1 p4 #agc2 ,riv4 #baa4 #baa ,week1 p4 #bhi2 ,riv4 #cei4 #bab ,see p4 #ahj4 #bac ,week1 p4 #bcf2 ,riv4 #bic4 #bad ,week1 p4 #ej2 ,riv4 #fc4 #bae ,week1 p4 #cje2 ,riv4 #cgi4 #baf ,week1 p4 #djf2 ,riv4 #eja4 #bag ,excursions1 p4 #ahb2 ,riv4 #bbb4 #bah ,week1 p4 #bhh2 ,riv4 #ceh4 #bai ,see his sister's account of his last sickness in ,sanborn's ,thoreau1 pp4 #caj-cac4 #bbj ,week1 p4 #ajf2 ,riv4 #acb4 #bba ,week1 p4 #aeg2 ,riv4 #aie4 #bbb ,excursions1 p4 #ahb2 ,riv4 #bbc4 #bbc ,see ,week1 p4 #de2 ,riv4 #eg4 #bbd ,week1 p4 #dj2 ,riv4 #ej4 #bbe ,an interpretation of ,emerson's poem4 ,the numbers refer to the stanzas4 #bbf ,the italics are ,thoreau's4 #bbg ,week1 pp4 #aaa1 #aab2 ,riv4 #ach-adj4 #bbh ,week1 p4 #ajh2 ,riv4 #acd4 #bbi ,week1 p4 #gi2 ,riv4 #ih4 #bcj ,week1 p4 #bhc2 ,riv4 #cea4 #bca ,see p4 #bii4 #bcb ,walden1 p4 #be2 ,riv4 #ci4 #bcc ,week1 p4 #ed2 ,riv4 #fg1 #fh4 #bcd ,see ,week1 p4 #aca2 ,riv4 #afc4 #bce ,week1 p4 #aca2 ,riv4 #afc4 #bcf ,week1 p4 #abi2 ,riv4 #afa4 #bcg ,week1 pp4 #cah1 #cai2 ,riv4 #cie4 ,tree sparrow chipping sparrow8 ,the hair-bird of ,week1 p4 #cag 7,riv4 #cic71 is called tree sparrow in the commonplace-book referred to on p4 #dch4 #bch ,field sparrow1 ,nuttall's ,fringilla juncorum4 ,nuttall gives both field sparrow and rush sparrow as its vernacular names4 #bci ,week1 p4 #ccf2 ,riv4 #daf4 #bdj ,week1 p4 #ccf2 ,riv4 #daf4 #bda ,week1 p4 #ed2 ,riv4 #fg4 #bdb ,in ,excursions1 p4 #ace 7,riv4 #afe71 these lines are printed as part of a poem beginning1 ,with frontier strength ye stand your ground4 ,the poem appears also1 in extended form1 in ,week1 pp4 #agj-agc2 ,riv4 #bab-bae4 #bdc ,week1 p4 #acb2 ,riv4 #afd4 #bdd ,week1 p4 #acb2 ,riv4 #afd4 #bde ,excursions1 p4 #acc2 ,riv4 #afc4 #bdf ,this poem appears in ,week1 p4 #ej 7,riv4 #fb71 with some variations and without title4 #bdg ,walden1 p4 #ced2 ,riv4 #dif4 #bdh ,see ,week1 p4 #aed2 ,riv4 #aib4 #bdi ,week1 p4 #adj2 ,riv4 #agd1 #age4 #bej ,see pp4 #abd and #agd4 #bea ,week1 p4 #aee2 ,riv4 #aic4 #beb ,week1 p4 #ab2 ,riv4 #ae4 #bec ,week1 p4 #cid2 ,riv4 #dhf4 #bed ,week1 p4 #aee2 ,riv4 #aic4 #bee ,week1 p4 #aji2 ,riv4 #acf4 #bef ,week1 p4 #aeg2 ,riv4 #aie1 #aif4 #beg ,week1 p4 #aeg2 ,riv4 #aie4 #beh ,week1 pp4 #afa-afc2 ,riv4 #bjj-bjd4 #bei ,excursions1 p4 #adh2 ,riv4 #aha4 #bfj ,week1 p4 #cci2 ,riv4 #dai4 ,the double spruce is now generally known as the black spruce4 ,thoreau makes it single spruce 7i4 e41 white spruce7 in the book1 but the tree he was familiar with was the black4 ,he confused these two species for a time1 but eventually discovered his error4 #bfa ,excursions1 pp4 #abe1 #abf2 ,riv4 #aed1 #aee4 #bfb ,week1 p4 #cfc2 ,riv4 #ddi4 #bfc ,week1 p4 #ef2 ,riv4 #gj4 #bfd ,week1 p4 #cda2 ,riv4 #dbb4 #bfe ,week1 p4 #bbi2 ,riv4 #bhd4 #bff ,week1 p4 #cda2 ,riv4 #dba1 #dbb4 #bfg ,week1 p4 #cec2 ,riv4 #dcf1 #dcg4 #bfh ,week1 p4 #cfc2 ,riv4 #dej4 #bfi ,week1 p4 #cfe2 ,riv4 #dec4 #bgj ,week1 p4 #aei2 ,riv4 #aih4 #bga ,week1 p4 #aei2 ,riv4 #aii4 #bgb ,week1 p4 #aee2 ,riv4 #aid4 #bgc ,week1 p4 #aee2 ,riv4 #aic4 #bgd ,week1 p4 #aee2 ,riv4 #aid4 #bge ,week1 p4 #aef2 ,riv4 #aie4 #bgf ,week1 p4 #aei2 ,riv4 #aih4 #bgg ,week1 p4 #djb2 ,riv4 #dif4 #bgh ,week1 p4 #aei2 ,riv4 #aih4 #bgi ,week1 p4 #aef2 ,riv4 #aid4 #bhj ,week1 p4 #aef2 ,riv4 #aie4 #bha ,week1 p4 #ceh2 ,riv4 #ddc4 #bhb ,week1 p4 #aee2 ,riv4 #aic4 #bhc ,excursions1 p4 #aai2 ,riv4 #adf1 #adg4 #bhd ,excursions1 pp4 #cca1 #ccb2 ,riv4 #djh4 #bhe ,week1 p4 #ceh2 ,riv4 #ddc4 #bhf ,week1 p4 #dh2 ,riv4 #fj4 #bhg ,week1 p4 #cic2 ,riv4 #dhf4 #bhh ,week1 pp4 #cic1 #cid2 ,riv4 #dhf4 #bhi ,week1 p4 #cid2 ,riv4 #dhf4 #bij ,week1 p4 #aaa2 ,riv4 #ach4 #bia ,see p4 #bac for the possible origin of this figure4 #bib ,on the back lining-page of the manuscript ,journal volume which ends with this date are the following sentences in pencil3 ,there is another young day let loose to roam the earth4 ,happiness is very unprofitable stock4 ,the love which is preached nowadays is an ocean of new milk for a man to swim in4 ,i hear no surf nor surge1 but the winds coo over it4 #bic ,see ,week1 pp4 xx1 xxi2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #h1 #i 7,emerson's ,biographical ,sketch of ,thoreau74 #bid ,week1 p4 #bia2 ,riv4 #cfa4 #bie ,week1 p4 #cfc2 ,riv4 #dej4 #bif ,week1 p4 #cie2 ,riv4 #dhh4 #big ,week1 p4 #cie2 ,riv4 #dhh4 #bih ,this poem1 with the four additional stanzas of the next date1 appears in the ,week1 pp4 #cac1 #cad 7,riv4 #chh1 #chi7 under the title of ,the ,inward ,morning4 ,the second stanza is there omitted and there are other alterations4 #bii ,familiar ,letters1 ,sept41 #aheb4 #cjj ,see p4 #cdg4 #cja ,week1 p4 #cgc2 ,riv4 #dfa4 #cjb ,week1 p4 #ed2 ,riv4 #fg4 #cjc ,excursions1 p4 #agd2 ,riv4 #bab4 #cjd ,written in pencil on a fly-leaf of the ,journal3 ,a man might well pray that he may not taboo or curse any portion of nature by being buried in it4 #cje ,channing1 p4 #bda4 #cjf ,see p4 #bdd4 #cjg ,excursions1 p4 #agc2 ,riv4 #bab4 #cjh ,week1 p4 #cad2 ,riv4 #chi4 #cji ,week1 p4 #acc2 ,riv4 #aff4 #caj ,week1 p4 #bhj2 ,riv4 #cdg4 #caa ,week1 p4 #cad2 ,riv4 #cij4 #cab ,week1 p4 #chd2 ,riv4 #dgd4 #cac ,week1 p4 #cif2 ,riv4 #dhi4 #cad ,week1 p4 #cig2 ,riv4 #dij4 #cae ,week1 p4 #cih2 ,riv4 #dia4 #caf ,week1 p4 #cig2 ,riv4 #dij4 #cag ,week1 p4 #cih2 ,riv4 #dia1 #dib4 #cah ,excursions1 pp4 #ajc1 #ajd2 ,riv4 #abg1 #abh4 #cai ,excursions1 pp4 #ajc-aje2 ,riv4 #abg-abi4 #cbj ,week1 p4 #cfb2 ,riv4 #ddi4 #cba ,excursions1 p4 #aje2 ,riv4 #abi1 #acj4 #cbb ,week1 pp4 #gg1 #gh2 ,riv4 #if1 #ig4 #cbc ,week1 p4 #cif2 ,riv4 #dhi4 #cbd ,week1 p4 #cih2 ,riv4 #dib4 #cbe ,week1 p4 #cif2 ,riv4 #dhi1 #dij4 #cbf ,week1 pp4 #bcg1 #bch2 ,riv4 #bid1 #bie4 #cbg ,week1 pp4 #ajh-aaj2 ,riv4 #acd-acf4 #cbh ,week1 p4 #aaj2 ,riv4 #acf1 #acg4 #cbi ,excursions1 p4 #ajd2 ,riv4 #abh4 #ccj ,week1 p4 #ahd2 ,riv4 #bbh4 #cca ,week1 p4 #ahb2 ,riv4 #bbf4 #ccb ,week1 p4 #ahc2 ,riv4 #bbg4 #ccc ,it was about a year after the date of this entry that ,richard ,f4 ,fuller made ,thoreau a present of a music-box 7see ,familiar ,letters1 ,march #b1 #ahdb1 and ,jan4 #af and #bd1 #ahdc71 which a few months later1 on departing for ,staten ,island1 he lent to ,hawthorne 7,american ,note-,books1 ,riv4 pp4 #ccc1 #cch74 #ccd ,week1 p4 #ahd2 ,riv4 #bbh4 #cce ,week1 p4 #ahd2 ,riv4 #bbh4 #ccf ,week1 p4 #cjc2 ,riv4 #cgg4 #ccg ,thoreau's brother ,john died ,jan4 #aa1 #ahdb4 #cch ,two lines missing from the manuscript here4 #cci ,week1 p4 #cih2 ,riv4 #dib4 #cdj ,week1 p4 #cig2 ,riv4 #dij4 #cda ,week1 p4 #bhh2 ,riv4 #ceg4 #cdb ,week1 p4 #bhh2 ,riv4 #ceh4 #cdc ,at the head of this paragraph appears the following in pencil3 ,what has music to do with the lives of the ,great ,composers8 ,it is the great composer who is not yet dead whose life should be written4 ,shall we presume to write such a history as the former while the winds blow8 #cdd ,week1 pp4 #cih1 #cii2 ,riv4 #dib4 #cde ,week1 p4 #cjc2 ,riv4 #cgg4 #cdf ,week1 pp4 #cig1 #cih2 ,riv4 #dia4 #cdg ,week1 pp4 #cig1 #cih2 ,riv4 #dia1 #dib4 #cdh ,week1 p4 #aef2 ,riv4 #aie4 #cdi ,week1 p4 #aeg2 ,riv4 #aif4 #cej ,week1 pp4 #cci1 #cdj2 ,riv4 #dbj4 #cea ,week1 p4 #ach2 ,riv4 #agb1 #agc4 #ceb ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #ccf2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #ajf1 #ajg4 #cec ,see pp4 #ddc1 #ddd4 #ced ,see ,journal1 vol4 ii1 p4 #abh4 #cee ,week1 p4 #bhc2 ,riv4 #cea4 #cef ,week1 pp4 #acj1 #aca2 ,riv4 #afc4 #ceg ,set the red hen1 ,sunday1 ,march #bast #bjth4 ,this memorandum is written in the margin4 ,it is pretty good proof that by now we have come to the original ,journal4 ,just where the transcripts end1 however1 it seems to be impossible to determine4 #ceh ,week1 p4 #ajg2 ,riv4 #acc4 #cei ,week1 p4 #acj2 ,riv4 #afb4 #cfj ,week1 p4 #afj2 ,riv4 #aii4 #cfa ,week1 p4 #aji2 ,riv4 #ace1 #acf4 #cfb ,week1 p4 #aec2 ,riv4 #aia4 #cfc ,week1 p4 #aec2 ,riv4 #aia4 #cfd ,week1 p4 #aec2 ,riv4 #aia4 #cfe ,week1 p4 #aje2 ,riv4 #acj4 #cff ,week1 p4 #aec2 ,riv4 #aia4 #cfg ,see pp4 #bie1 #bif4 #cfh ,week1 p4 #acg2 ,riv4 #agj4 #cfi ,week1 p4 #cja2 ,riv4 #cgd1 #cge4 #cgj ,week1 p4 #cea2 ,riv4 #dcd4 #cga ,week1 p4 #acj2 ,riv4 #afc4 #cgb ,in ,excursions1 p4 #aaj 7,riv4 #acf71 what appears to be the same bird is described1 and is called the fish hawk4 #cgc ,week1 pp4 #aje1 #ajf2 ,riv4 #aca1 #acb4 #cgd ,week1 pp4 #cd1 #ce2 ,riv4 #db1 #dc4 #cge ,excursions1 p4 #aaj2 ,riv4 #acf4 #cgf ,week1 p4 #aaj2 ,riv4 #acg4 #cgg ,on the margin of this page appears the memorandum3 ,set the gray hen ,april #ast4 #cgh ,week1 p4 #cig2 ,riv4 #dij1 #dia4 #cgi ,excursions1 p4 #aaa2 ,riv4 #acg4 #chj ,walden1 p4 #id2 ,riv4 #acd4 #cha ,walden1 p4 #ajf2 ,riv4 #aej4 #chb ,walden1 pp4 #aga1 #agb2 ,riv4 #bdb4 #chc ,walden1 p4 #ade2 ,riv4 #bje4 #chd ,walden1 pp4 #ade1 #adf2 ,riv4 #bjf4 #che ,plainly neat in ,journal1 though ,walden has great4 #chf ,walden1 pp4 #aei1 #afj2 ,riv4 #bbd1 #bbe4 #chg ,walden1 p4 #afa2 ,riv4 #bbg4 #chh ,walden1 pp4 #ab1 #ac2 ,riv4 #ba4 #chi ,walden1 p4 #ci2 ,riv4 #ei4 #cij ,walden1 p4 #da2 ,riv4 #fa4 #cia ,walden1 p4 #da2 ,riv4 #fa4 #cib ,walden1 p4 #cji2 ,riv4 #dcc4 #cic ,walden1 p4 #bej2 ,riv4 #cea4 #cid ,walden1 pp4 #aab-aad2 ,riv4 #aei-afa4 #cie ,walden1 p4 #aad2 ,riv4 #afb4 #cif ,see ,excursions1 p4 #bie2 ,riv4 #cfb4 #cig ,eight lines1 somewhat altered1 ,week1 pp4 #djg1 #djh2 ,riv4 #ejc4 #cih ,week1 p4 #djg2 ,riv4 #ejc4 #cii ,by ,eliot ,warburton1 ,london1 #ahdd1 and ,new ,york1 #ahde4 #djj ,week1 pp4 #bff1 #bfg2 ,riv4 #cca4 #dja ,week1 pp4 #bff1 #bfg2 ,riv4 #ccj-ccb4 #djb ,walden1 p4 #aaa2 ,riv4 #aeg1 #aeh4 #djc ,walden1 p4 #abg2 ,riv4 #agi1 #ahj4 #djd ,walden1 pp4 #acg1 #ach2 ,riv4 #aid-aif4 #dje ,walden1 pp4 #aci1 #adj2 ,riv4 #aig1 #aih4 #djf ,walden1 p4 #bdb1 where he makes his age four instead of five at the time of this early visit4 #djg ,walden1 p4 #aci2 ,riv4 #aig4 #djh ,walden1 p4 #aha2 ,riv4 #bee4 #dji ,walden1 p4 #ahb2 ,riv4 #bef4 #daj ,the ,legend of ,good ,women1 ll4 #abah1 #abai4 #daa ,walden1 pp4 #bbe-bbg1 #bbi1 #bca2 ,riv4 #cag-cbj1 #cbb1 #cbe1 #cbf4 #dab ,walden1 p4 #bcb2 ,riv4 #cbg4 #dac ,walden1 pp4 #bcj1 #bca2 ,riv4 #cbc-cbe4 #dad ,see ,walden1 pp4 #bga1 #bgb2 ,riv4 #chj1 #cha4 #dae ,walden1 p4 #dd2 ,riv4 #fe1 #ff4 #daf ,walden1 pp4 #cb1 #cc2 ,riv4 #dh1 #di4 #dag ,walden1 pp4 #cc1 #cd2 ,riv4 #ej1 #ea4 #dah ,walden1 pp4 #cg1 #ch2 ,riv4 #ef4 #dai ,walden1 p4 #cd2 ,riv4 #ea1 #eb4 #dbj ,walden1 p4 #ce2 ,riv4 #ec4 #dba ,walden1 p4 #cf2 ,riv4 #ee4 #dbb ,walden1 p4 #ci2 ,riv4 #eh4 #dbc ,week1 p4 #bfd2 ,riv4 #cbh4 #dbd ,week1 p4 #fe2 ,riv4 #ha4 #dbe ,week1 p4 #eh2 ,riv4 #gb4 #dbf ,week1 p4 #fa2 ,riv4 #gf4 #dbg ,week1 p4 #acf2 ,riv4 #afi4 #dbh ,week1 p4 #eh2 ,riv4 #gb1 #gc4 #dbi ,week1 p4 #eg2 ,riv4 #gb4 #dcj ,walden1 p4 #bge2 ,riv4 #chf4 #dca ,walden1 p4 #bge2 ,riv4 #chf4 #dcb ,walden1 p4 #d2 ,riv4 #i4 #dcc ,walden1 p4 #g2 ,riv4 #ab1 #ac4 #dcd ,walden1 p4 #cja2 ,riv4 #dbb4 #dce ,see ,journal1 vol4 vii1 ,feb4 #a1 #ahee4 #dcf ,walden1 pp4 #ab1 #ac2 ,riv4 #ba4 #dcg ,walden1 p4 #cjf2 ,riv4 #dbi4 #dch ,walden1 p4 #afb2 ,riv4 #bbh4 #dci ,walden1 p4 #cjd2 ,riv4 #dbf4 #ddj ,walden1 pp4 #cdd1 #cde2 ,riv4 #dha1 #dhb4 #dda ,walden1 pp4 #ahc1 #ahd2 ,riv4 #beh1 #bei4 #ddb ,walden1 p4 #cde2 ,riv4 #dhb4 #ddc ,walden1 p4 #cde2 ,riv4 #dhb1 #dhc4 #ddd ,twenty-six lines of this1 somewhat revised1 appear under the title of ,pilgrims in ,excursions1 and ,poems1 p4 #dac4 #dde ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 pp4 #ceb1 #cec2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #abg1 #abh4 #ddf ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #cdd2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #aaf1 #aag4 #ddg ,walden1 pp4 #bhh1 #bhi2 ,riv4 #dje4 #ddh ,walden1 p4 #bhi2 ,riv4 #dje1 #djf4 #ddi ,walden1 pp4 #bd1 #bf2 ,riv4 #cf1 #dj4 #dej ,walden1 p4 #bd2 ,riv4 #cg4 #dea ,walden1 p4 #be2 ,riv4 #ch4 #deb ,walden1 p4 #be2 ,riv4 #ch1 #ci4 #dec ,walden1 pp4 #bhc1 #bhd1 #bhg1 #bhh2 ,riv4 #cig-djj1 #djd4 #ded ,walden1 pp4 #bhi-bia2 ,riv4 #djf-djh4 #dee ,walden1 pp4 #bhb1 #bhc2 ,riv4 #cif1 #cig4 #def ,walden1 pp4 #beh1 #bei2 ,riv4 #cfc1 #cfd4 #deg ,walden1 p4 #cde2 ,riv4 #dhc4 #deh ,walden1 p4 #bfb2 ,riv4 #cfh4 #dei ,walden1 p4 #bei2 ,riv4 #cfd4 #dfj ,walden1 p4 #cje2 ,riv4 #dbh4 #dfa ,hilda was originally written where ,nutting appears on p4 #dbj4 #dfb ,walden1 p4 #bib2 ,riv4 #djh1 #dji4 #dfc ,walden1 pp4 #cbc1 #cbd2 ,riv4 #deb1 #dec4 #dfd ,walden1 p4 #cac2 ,riv4 #dch4 #dfe ,walden1 pp4 #bhi1 #bij2 ,riv4 #djf1 #djg4 #dff ,walden1 p4 #bhe2 ,riv4 #djj4 #dfg ,see ,week1 p4 #ajb2 ,riv4 #abg4 #dfh ,walden1 p4 #bhj2 ,riv4 #cib1 #cic4 #dfi ,walden1 p4 #cji2 ,riv4 #dcd4 #dgj ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 pp4 #cbe-cbg2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #ic-ie 7,thomas ,carlyle and his ,works74 #dga ,walden1 pp4 #d1 #e2 ,riv4 #i1 #aj4 #dgb ,walden1 pp4 #f1 #h2 ,riv4 #aa1 #ad4 #dgc ,walden1 p4 #h2 ,riv4 #ad1 #ae4 #dgd ,walden1 pp4 #e1 #f2 ,riv4 #aj1 #aa4 #dge ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #cbg2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #ie 7,thomas ,carlyle and his ,works74 #dgf ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #cbe2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #ic 7,thomas ,carlyle and his ,works74 #dgg ,walden1 pp4 #bhc-bhe1 #bhg1 #bhh2 ,riv4 #cig-djj1 #djd4 #dgh ,walden1 pp4 #fh1 #fi2 ,riv4 #ii1 #ajj4 #dgi ,cape ,cod1 and ,miscellanies1 p4 #cdh2 ,misc41 ,riv4 #aba 7,thomas ,carlyle and his ,works74 #dhj ,walden1 p4 #bif2 ,riv4 #dae1 #daf4 #dha ,walden1 p4 #bif2 ,riv4 #dae4 #dhb ,walden1 p4 #caj2 ,riv4 #dcd1 #dce4 #dhc ,walden1 pp4 #ai-ba2 ,riv4 #cj-cc4 #dhd ,walden1 p4 #ab2 ,riv4 #ai1 #bj4 #dhe ,walden1 p4 #ab2 ,riv4 #bj4 #dhf ,week1 p4 #de2 ,riv4 #eg4 #dhg ,this follows matter used on p4 #ha of ,week 7,riv4 #aja74 #dhh ,the boatman's4 ,see ,week1 p4 #bbb2 ,riv4 #bgf4 #dhi ,see p4 #ccg4 #dij ,this and the succeeding paragraphs on the ,indian were written in pencil on loose sheets of paper and slipped between the pages of the ,journal4 #dia ,see ,week1 pp4 #bhf1 #bhg2 ,riv4 #cef4 #dib ,vide the ,fall of the ,leaf poem4 ,this note is written in pencil between this line and the following stanza4 ,the poem referred to is reprinted 7without these lines7 in ,excursions1 and ,poems1 p4 #djg4 #dic ,this refers to the middle of ,september and follows matter used in ,week1 on p4 #ceg 7,riv4 #ddc74 #did ,week1 p4 #chg2 ,riv4 #dgh4 #die ,week1 p4 #acc2 ,riv4 #aff4 #dif ,the first four lines of a poem the rest of which appears on pp4 #bcd1 #bce of ,week 7,riv4 #bij1 #bia74 #dig ,this poem appears1 slightly abridged and altered1 in ,week1 p4 #bja 7,riv4 #bdi74 #dih ,there is a blank space here before musty1 as if ,thoreau had sought another adjective to go with it4 #dii ,see ,excursions1 p4 #bjh2 ,riv4 #bee4 #ejj ,week1 p4 #cgg2 ,riv4 #dfe4 #eja ,week1 p4 #cjb2 ,riv4 #cge4 #ejb ,week1 p4 #cjb2 ,riv4 #cge4 #ejc ,see ,week1 pp4 #cc1 #cd2 ,riv4 #da1 #db4 #ejd ,this appears in pencil on a loose sheet of paper inclosed between the pages of the ,journal4 #eje ,excursions1 and ,poems1 p4 #dji4 ,see also p4 #ga4 #ejf ,here follows matter printed on pp4 #aje1 #ajf of ,week 7,riv4 #acj-acb74 #ejg ,see ,journal1 vol4 vi1 ,feb4 #e1 #ahed4 #ejh ,see ,walden1 pp4 #abj1 #aba2 ,riv4 #aga1 #agb4