,,lett]s ,,t ,,h ,,help$ ,,me ,,compil$ ,,by ,,jasp] ,,niem& ,repr9t$ f ,! ,pa? ,,sev5? ,,edition ,,! ,,unit$ ,,lodge ,,( ,,!osophi/s ,los ,angeles1 ,cali=nia #aibj ,to ,z4 ,l4 ,z4 ! ,greate/ ( ! ,exiles1 & ,fri5d ( all ,creatures1 f 8 ,y\ng] ,bro!r1 ! ,compil]4 ,,jasp] ,,niem& #ahia ,,preface ,seek+ = fre$om ,i g to t ,god :o is ! light ( 8 own ?\ghts4 ,a man :o kn[s him truly passes ov] dea?2 !re is no o!r pa? to g --,,upani%ads4 ,9 ! ,pa? = ,may1 #ahhg1 we f9d ^! words3 ,we ne$ a lit]ature1 n solely = highly intellectual p]sons1 b ( a m simple "*1 :i* attempts to appeal to ord9>y common-s5se m9ds :o are really fa9t+ = su* moral & m5tal assi/ance z is n rea*$ by ! m pret5ti\s works4 ,! exp]i5ce ( "o /ud5t is1 on ! :ole1 ! exp]i5ce ( all4 ,details diff]1 h[ev]4 ,"s are made m in/antly ri* ?an o!rs3 !y are ^? :o put =? m vigor\s & g5]\s ef=t2 or !y h a ,k>mic /ore :i* br+s aid4 ,:at ,!osophi/s "k z ,k>ma1 or ! law ( spiritual action & reaction1 decides ?is1 z x works on all ! planes1 physical1 moral1 m5tal1 psy*ical1 & spiritual alike4 ,our ,k>ma may be work$ out on any "o ( ^! planes :5 our life is *iefly conc5trat$ ^u x1 no matt] ^u :at o!r plane any special initiative impulse or bran* ( x orig9at$4 ,! writ]1 :5 fir/ he became a ,!osophical /ud5t1 _h ! aid ( an advanc$ occulti/ 9 8 /udies4 ,?is fri5d s5t him1 among o!rs1 ! lett]s :i*1 9 ! hope t !y may assi/ o!rs z !y h ! orig9al recipi5t1 are "h publi%$4 ,!y are n exhau/ive treatises2 !y are h9ts giv5 by "o :o knew t ! fir/ ne$ ( a /ud5t is to le>n h[ to ?9k4 ,! true direction is po9t$ out1 & ! /ud5t is left to cl>ify 8 own p]ceptions1 to draw ^u & enl>ge 8 own intuitions1 & to develop1 z e creat$ ?+ mu/ at la/ develop1 by 8 own inw>d ex]tions4 ,su* /ud5ts h pass$ ! po9t :]e _! ext]nal environm5t c affect _! gr[? favorably4 ,!y may le>n f x1 b ! "t has also come to resi/ x & turn to ! int]nal adju/m5t to high] relations only4 ,! brevity ( ^! lett]s %\ld n mislead ! read]4 ,e /atem5t 9 !m is a /atem5t ( law4 ,!y po9t to causes ( :i* life is an effect2 t life aris+ f ! action ( ,_s 9 ,nature1 & :i* we mu/ und]/& z x is manife/$ )9 u be=e we c advance on ! ,pa?4 ,!re is a sci5tific mean+ )9 all ^! devotional or e?ical injunctions1 = ! ,wisdom-,religion nev] relaxes h] hold ^u ,sci5ce or attempts to dissev] an effect f its cause4 ,mo/ ( ^! admonitions h _! base 9 ! con/itution ( ! ,ar*u1 or ,_w-,s\l1 & ! correlation ( its en]gies2 o!rs1 /ill1 adh]e 9 ! ,et]nal4 ,no less %\ld ! read] gu>d himself aga9/ a slight e/imate aris+ f ! exquisite mode/y ( ,z4 ,an occulti/ is nev] s truly a man ( p[] z :5 he has :olly le>n$ & exhibits ?is tru?3 ,& ! p[] ! disciple %all desire is t :i* %all make him appe> z no?+ 9 ! eyes ( m54 ,! inn] eye1 ! p[] ( see+1 looks deep] into ! s\rce ( a man's k & takes x at its true value4 ,^? m5 :o are %>]s 9 ! ,div9e1 ^: fir/ (fice is to give1 are (t5 protect$ f ! dem&s & curiosity ( ! c>eless by a simple ext]ior :i* deceives ! worldly s5se4 ,"s m5 are great because ( ! ,p[] :i* /&s beh9d !m1 ! div9e en]gies :i* fl[ ?r\gh !m2 !y are great ?r\gh hav+ le>n$ h[ to receive ?is cele/ial influx f high] sph]es ( ,be+2 !y are ! appo9t$ m9i/rants1 ! true s]vitors ( ! ,law & pupils ( ,ma/]s ^: (fice is humanit>ian & univ]sal4 ,su* aid is nev] volunte]$2 x foll[s ! ,k>mic behe/1 &1 :5 giv51 leaves ! /ud5t free to foll[ x or n1 z 8 intuitions may direct4 ,!re is n a %ad[ or ve/ige ( au?ority 9 ! matt]1 z ! _w und]/&s ! ^w au?ority4 ,^? :o travel ! unkn[n way s5d messages back1 & he :o c receives !m4 ,only a few ( ! fir/ /eps are "h record$ & ! fir/ imp$im5ts surm\nt$4 ,no h9ts ( magic lore are to be f\nd2 no =mulas ( cre$ or occult p[]s2 ! que/ions ( an awak5+ s\l are answ]$1 & ! pilgrim is %[n :]e lies ! entrance to ! ,pa?4 ,! _w at l>ge seeks ! facts ( occult sci5ce1 b ! /ud5t :o has resolv$ to atta9 desires to f9d ! true road4 ,:at may seem to o!rs z m]e e?ics is to him practical in/ruction1 = z he foll[s x he soon p]ceives its relation to facts & laws :i* he is enabl$ to v]ify1 & :at seem$ to him ! language ( devotion m]ely1 is f\nd to be t ( sci5ce2 b ! sci5ce is spiritual1 = ! ,great ,cause is pure ,_s4 ,_m /ud5ts mu/ at "s "t /& :]e ! writ] !n /ood1 at ! beg9n+ ( ! way4 ,= all ^! ?is correspond5ce is made public1 & !y are urg$ to look )9 ! pr9t$ words = _! imp]i%able mean+4 ,!y may be *e]$ to f9d ! footpr9ts ( a comrade ^u ! rugg$ ,pa?1 above :i* ! light ( ,tru? ev] %9es4 ,yet ev5 ?is light is n always a cle> spl5dor4 ,x may seem 9 ! daytime a cl\d1 & by night a pill> ( fire4 ,we mu/ "q e ext]nal aspect1 ev5 t ( ,fai? itself1 = ! secret & g]m ( ?+s lies at _! core4 ,let u purify ev5 our ,fai?2 let u seek ,tru? h]self1 & n our preconceptions ( ,tru?4 ,9 h] mirror we %all nev] see our own famili> face3 t :i* we see is /ill ourselves1 because our real self is tru?4 ,z ! ,!osophical movem5t ga!rs new mom5tum1 fre% recruits may be aid$ by ^? lett]s :i* s greatly su/a9$ me1 or enc\rag$ by "s cop>tn]%ip ( ?\ght1 & t1 too1 9 ! real issue confront+ !m4 ,we fir/ take ?is issue to be ! acquirem5t ( occult k4 ,soon we f9d t ! mean+ ( all really in=m$ occult writ]s eludes u4 ,we f9d t books only s]ve to rem9d u ( :at we knew 9 ! long pa/1 p]haps :5 j\rney+ ) ,deity1 & ! e*oes awak5$ )9 u are s fa9t t !y are r>ely to be caught4 ,:e!r we /udy philosophies1 metaphysics1 physics1 e?ics1 h>mony1 a/rology1 natural sci5ces1 a/ralism1 magnetism or :at n1 we meet ) endless contradiction & diff]5tiation2 we =ev] require to /rike ! balance ( our own intuition4 ,we discov] t ! f9al ^w has n yet be5 writt5 d[n ^u any ( ! high] subjects 7unless x be on ma!matics1 & sc>cely on t71 & t all our le>n+ is b a f+]-po/ to t supreme k ( ,tru? :i* is only f\nd & closely gu>d$ )9 ! human he>t4 ,?r[n back ^u our inn] p]ceptions = cont9ual readju/m5t1 on e side ( exp]i5ce ?is w>n+ confronts u3 ,/& ready to ab&on all ?\ ha/ le>n$6 ,n kn[+ ! "o c5t]1 we _c ?or\ghly "k any sub-c5t]4 ,! cause unkn[n1 effects mislead u4 ,!n we turn to t my/]i\s c5t] :]eby ! ,"o is manife/ 9 man1 & we beg9 ! /udy ( ! he>t1 bo? 9 itself & 9 ! life x has in/itut$ ab\t u4 ,to be put into m direct communication ) ! _w ( cause is n[ ! /ud5t's mo/ press+ ne$4 ,"o ?+ alone prev5ts ?is1--himself4 ,he is ( su* gross fibre t he _c be por\s to ?\ght1 bibul\s ( ! sea ( light4 ,to ! ref9em5t & disp]sal ( ?is l[] self--( ! man he n[ takes himself to be--he !n directs 8 w4 ,ea* man has a diff]5t mode ( do+ ?is1 b ea* :o advances at all f9ds t ) e new p]iod ( 8 inn] life a new self rises be=e him4 ,look+ back ov] a gr\p ( weeks or mon?s1 he is amaz$ to see :at mann] ( man he 0 !n1 & smiles t pity+ smile :i* we be/[ ^u ! fad$ lett]s ( our y\?4 ,yet "s !re be :o ossify !re 9 _! rut2 let !m /ruggle mightily to break up ! mass :i* has resi/$ all environm5t1 all *ange1 all ! conditions ( progressive life4 ,!y h done = !mselves :at ! enemy /rives to d = o!rs2 !y are ! rock 9 _! own pa?4 ,:at our ,ea/]n bro!rs call ! %ea?s ( ! he>t fall away "o by "o2 :5 ! la/ bur/s op5 !re is a sil5ce1 ! sil5ce ( ! my/ic dea?4 ,b ! dead %all arise1 & f t dea? spr+s up ! fir/ t5d] gr[? ( et]nal life4 ,up to ?is po9t we %all n travel 9 ! ensu+ pages4 ,yet hav+ realiz$ ! real issue s =cibly t 8 :ole /r5g? 0 at ! />t direct$ t[>ds self-k & ! "r use ( ,?\ght1 ! writ] (f]s a "p ( 8 fir/ in/ructions to ^? ( 8 comrades :o1 s+le-he>t$ & ( royal ,fai?1 hold ,tru? to be de>] ?an all mat]ial life & seek x on ! hidd5 way4 ,!re is no tie 9 ! univ]se equal to t :i* b9ds su* comrades toge!r4 ,x has be5 =g$ 9 ! fires ( unspeakable angui%2 x has be5 rivett$ by a dauntless purpose & a unique1 because ,div9e1 ,love4 ,! fi]ce hatr$ ( se5 & unse5 worlds _c tamp] ) x s long z a man rema9s true to himself1 = ?is l>g] life is himself1 & z he gr[s t[>ds x 8 self-impos$ fett]s fall away & he /&s1 at la/1 a free s\l1 9 ! cele/ial ,light :i* is ,fre$om itself1 ob$i5t only to ! ,law ( its own div9e ,be+4 ,to rea* x1 let u obey ! law ( our own ,be+1 =1 truly1 ,be+ is ,"o4 ,my comrades1 :]ev] y are1 ,i salute y4 ,,jasp] ,,niem&1 ,f4 ,t4 ,s4 ,,lett]s ,,t ,,h ,,help$ ,,me ,i4 ,,my ,,de> ,,jasp]3 ,n[ let me elevate a signal4 ,d n ?9k mu* ( me1 please4 ,?9k k9dly ( me2 b oh1 my fri5d1 direct y\r ?\ghts to ! ,et]nal ,tru?4 ,i am1 l y1 /ruggl+ on ! road4 ,p]haps a veil might 9 an in/ant fall d[n f y\r _s1 & y w\ld be long ahead ( u all4 ,! reason y h _h help is t 9 o!r lives y gave x to o!rs4 ,9 e ef=t y made to light5 ano!r m9d & op5 x to ,tru?1 y 7 help$ y\rself4 ,^? pe>ls y f\nd = ano!r & gave to him1 y really reta9$ = y\rself 9 ! act ( b5evol5ce4 ,= :5 "o lives ?us to help o!rs1 he is !reby putt+ 9 practice ! rule to try & kill out all s5se ( sep>at5ess1 & ?us gets little by little 9 possession ( ! true light4 ,nev] lose1 !n1 t attitude ( m9d4 ,hold fa/ 9 sil5ce to all t is y\r own1 = y w ne$ x 9 ! fight2 b nev]1 nev] desire to get k or p[] = any o!r purpose ?an to give x on ! alt>1 = ?us alone c x be sav$ to y4 ,s _m are !re ar\nd me :o are ard5t desir]s & seek]s1 devotees2 b !y are do+ x because ! possession seems valuable4 ,p]haps ,i see 9 y--,i hope ,i mi/ake n--a pure desire to seek ,k = its own sake1 & t all o!rs may be b5efitt$4 ,s ,i w\ld po9t out to y ! only royal road1 ! "o vehicle4 ,d all ^? acts1 physical1 m5tal1 moral1 = ! reason t !y mu/ be done1 in/antly resign+ all int]e/ 9 !m1 (f]+ !m up ^u ! alt>4 ,:at alt>8 ,:y1 ! great spiritual alt>1 :i* is1 if "o desires x1 9 ! he>t4 ,yet /ill use e>?ly discrim9ation1 prud5ce1 & wisdom4 ,x is n t y mu/ ru% madly or boldly out to d1 to d4 ,d :at y f9d to d4 ,desire ard5tly to d x1 & ev5 :5 y %all n h succe$$ 9 c>ry+ any?+ out b "s small duties1 "s words ( w>n+1 y\r /rong desire w /rike l ,vulcan ^u o!r he>ts 9 ! _w1 & sudd5ly y w f9d t done :i* y _h long$ to be ! do] (4 ,!n rejoice t ano!r _h be5 s =tunate z to make su* a m]itori\s ,k>ma4 ,?us1 l ! riv]s runn+ into ! unswell+1 passive ocean1 w y\r desires ent] into y\r he>t4 ,i f9d all y\r rem>ks j2 & besides1 !re seems to be a real _s beh9d !m4 ,d n fe> nor fail because y feel d>k & heavy4 ,! v rage y feel w break ! %r9e t cov]s ! my/]y aft] a :ile4 ,no "o c really help y4 ,no "o c op5 y\r doors4 ,y lock$ !m up1 & only y c op5 !m4 ,:5 y op5 any door1 beyond x y f9d o!rs /&+ !re :o _h pass$ y long ago1 b n[1 unable to proce$1 !y are !re wait+2 o!rs are !re wait+ = y4 ,!n y come1 &1 op5+ a door1 ^? wait+ disciples p]haps may pass on2 ?us on & on4 ,:at a privilege ?is1 to reflect t we may p]haps be able to help ^? :o seem$ great] ?an ourselves6 ,o1 :at a groan ,nature gives to see ! heavy ,k>ma :i* man has pil$ ^u himself & all ! creatures ( ! ?ree worlds6 ,t deep sigh pi]ces ?r\gh my he>t4 ,h[ c ! load be lift$8 ,am ,i to /& = myself1 :ile ! few /rong h&s ( ,bless$ ,ma/]s & ,_! fri5ds hold back ! awful cl\d8 ,su* a v[ ,i regi/]$ ages ago to help !m1 & ,i mu/4 ,w\ld to great ,k>ma ,i c\ld d m6 ,& y6 d :at y c4 ,place y\r only fai?1 reliance1 & tru/ on ,k>ma4 ,z4 ,,ii4 ,,my ,,de> ,,bro!r3 ,y\r la/ long lett] came duly to h& & has be5 read ) mu* pleasure4 ,x is q r>e to f9d "o will+ to ent] ?is movem5t on ! basis y h laid d[n = y\rself1 & my previ\s lett] 0 writt5 9 ord] to see :at y\r attitude really 01 & also because ,i !n felt f y\r writ+ t y 7 really 9 e>ne/4 ,& be=e y\rs ( to-day1 ,i fell to ?9k+ ab\t y & wond]+ :e!r a future ( p[]1 a brilliancy ( k1 0 n y\r aspiration1 & :at effect c]ta9 occurr5ces w\ld h ^u t4 ,judge1 !n1 my pleasure 9 read+ y\r words exactly answ]+ my m5tal inquiries ( ye/]day & plac+ y 9 ! "r position4 ,x is true1 we mu/ aspire ard5tly1 & bless$ is ! "o :o1 aft] ! fir/ aspiration1 is wise en\gh to see ! ,tru?4 ,?ree qualities =ev] encompass u3 ,satwa 7tru? & /ability71 ,rajas 7action1 w>1 aspiration1 ambition71 ,tamas 7indiff]5ce1 ignorance1 d>kness74 ,none may be ignor$4 ,s ! pa? lies f ,tamas1 up ?r\gh w>1 ambition1 & aspiration1 to ,satwa1 or tru? & /ability4 ,we are n[ 9 ,rajasika regions1 sometimes lift+ our f+]s up to ! hem ( ! g>m5t ( ,satwa1 ev] aspir+1 ev] try+ to purify our ?\ghts & free ourselves f ! atta*m5t to actions & objects4 ,s1 ( c\rse1 ! ard5t /ud5t naturally aspires = p[]4 ,?is is wise4 ,b he mu/ soon beg9 to see :at he mu/ d = real progress4 ,= cont9ual aspiration = p[] m]ely is sure to s[ = u ! giant we$ ( self1 :i* is ! giant spok5 ( 9 ,light on ! ,pa?4 ,z to ! ,!osophical ,society1 all %\ld be admitt$1 = we c refuse no "o4 ,if ?is is a ,univ]sal ,bro!rhood1 we c make no di/9ctions2 b we c put ourselves "r 9 ! beg9n+ by see+ t p d n ent] ) mi/ak5 notions ( :at we h4 ,& yet ) all our precautions1 h[ (t5 we f9d p]sons :o are n really s9c]e !mselves judg+ u by _! /&>d1 unbeliev+ 9 our s9c]ity4 ,!y ent]2 !y f9d t ea* mu/ /udy = himself & t no guides are told (f to ea* "o2 !n !y are disgu/$4 ,!y =get t ! k+dom ( heav5 mu/ be tak5 by viol5ce4 ,we h also _h to suff] f our fri5ds4 ,p :o h jo9$ u 9 secret l ,nicodemus2 !y h /ood idly by1 wait+ = ! ,cause to get /rong or to get fa%ionable1 & leav+ all ! h>d fight+ to be done by a few e>ne/ m5 :o defi$ ! ho/s ( ,mat]ialism & ( ,conv5tionality4 ,_h !y spok5 = _! ,cause1 m e>ne/ p w\ld long ago h he>d ( ! movem5t1 in/ead ( be+ kept away until n[1 l y\rself1 = want ( k t x exi/$4 ,y w f9d t o!r memb]s c>e = no?+ b ,!osophy1 & are yet =c$ by circum/ances to "w 9 o!r fields z well4 ,:at mom5ts !y h left are devot$ to ! ,cause1 & 9 consequ5ce !y h no unoccupi$ h\rs2 ea* mom5t1 day & ev5+1 is fill$ up1 & !re=e !y are happy4 ,yet !y are unhappy t !y _c give _! entire work+ "t to ! ,cause 9 :i* "s h be5 f ! beg9n+4 ,!y feel1 l ,claude ,/4 ,m>t91 a burn+ desire )9 !m to get ^! tru?s to ! e>s ( all m54 ,!y are tru?s1 & y are 9 ! "r pa?4 ,9 ,am]ica x is z easy to f9d ! ,light ( ,lights z 9 ,india1 b all ar\nd y are ^? :o d n "k ^! ?+s1 :o nev] he>d ( !m1 & yet _m ( our fell[ memb]s are only anxi\s to /udy = _! own b5efit4 ,sometimes1 if x 7 n = my reliance on ^? ,great ,be+s :o beckon me ev] on1 ,i w\ld fa9t1 &1 leav+ ^! p to !mselves1 ru% (f into ! =e/4 ,s _m p l ,!osophy1 & yet !y at once wi% to make x select & ( high tone4 ,x is = all m54 ,x is = ! common p1 :o are ev] ) u4 ,o!rs1 aga91 come 9 & wait l "y birds = food to be put into !m3 !y w n ?9k1 & ages mu/ pass be=e !y w progress4 ,y misund]/ood a little ! words ,d n ?9k mu* ( me4 ,und]l9e mu*1 b n ?9k4 ,y w please ?9k all ! ?\ghts y w ( me1 b d n place me on any p9nacle3 t's all ,i meant4 ,a con/ant endeavor t[>ds p]fect+ ! m]e mortal ma*9e is folly4 ,!reby we sometimes fail to live up to our own intuitions4 ,?is habit goes on = "s "t1 b w get weak] z o!r s5ses 7inn] ones7 beg9 to appe>4 ,yet "k ! new fully be=e be+ (f ) ! old4 ,inasmu* z we le>n almo/ solely f ea* o!r--z we are all "h = ea* o!r--! "q ( ! effect ( aff9ities ^u our acts & ?\ghts is enorm\s & wide4 ,x anon saves u1 & anon damns4 ,= we may meet 9 our lives a p]son :o has a rem>kable effect1 ei!r = good or ill1 because ( ! aff9ities eng5d]$ 9 pa/ lives4 ,& n[ our eyes are op51 we act to-day = ! future4 ,t y may pass beyond ! sea ( d>kness1 ,i (f] y my life & help4 ,z4 ,,iii4 ,say1 ,bro!r ,jasp]1 are y tir$8 ,i am4 ,n tir$ ( fate or ( ! great ,lead]s ( ! ,_w1 b ) all ^! p :o gape & gape & are 7excuse me7 s ,am]icanly indep5d5t1 z if m5 7 ev] indep5d5t ( ea* o!r4 ,y ask ab\t ! mom5t ( *oice4 ,x is made up ( all mom5ts4 ,x is n 9 space or "t1 b is ! aggregation ( ^? mom5ts fly+ by u ea* in/ant4 ,x is ref]r$ to 9 ,esot]ic ,buddhism z a p]iod n yet arriv$ = ! race1 :5 x w z a :ole be compell$ to make *oice = good or evil4 ,b any s+le individual c br+ on ! p]iod = himself4 ,:5 x w or has come1 ! un9/ruct$ _c tell4 ,= ! /ud5t ( occultism x may come 9 ! next in/ant1 or x may come "o hundr$ lives aft]4 ,b x _c come ?is in/ant unless all ! previ\s lives h l$ up to x4 ,yet z reg>ds ! /ud5t1 ev5 if x be pres5t$ to him & he refuse1 he w be br\ght to ! *oice 9 future exi/5ces1 ) ! :ole body ( 8 race4 ,race influ5ces are insidi\s & p[]ful4 ,= in/ance1 my race has its peculi>ities deeply seat$ & inh]it$ f an extraord9>y pa/4 ,i mu/ be "u _! influ5ce 9 ?is body z a necess>y "p ( my exp]i5ce4 ,9 ano!r life ,i might h be5 a prosaic ,hott5tot1 or an ,engli%man1 & 9 a succe$+ "o ,i might be "u ! influ5ce ( o!r race peculi>ities4 ,^? influ5ces are1 !n1 guid+ me e mom5t1 & ea* ?\ght ,i h adds to !m n[1 = ei!r my own future use or = "s o!r p]son :o w come "u ! p[] ( "p ( ! =ce g5]at$ n[ by me4 ,z to ! sub-consci\s m9d4 ,x is difficult to expla94 ,i f9d con/antly t ,i h ideas t int]nally ,i ?or\ghly und]/&1 & yet c f9d no language = !m4 ,call x sub-consci\s if y l4 ,x is !re & c be affect$2 inde$1 x is affect$ e mom5t4 ,x is a ne>ness to ! univ]sal m9d4 ,s if ,i desire to influ5ce--say y\r m9d--,i d n =mulate y\r sub-consci\s plane1 b firmly & k9dly ?9k ( y & ?9k ( ! subject ,i wi% y to ?9k (4 ,?is mu/ rea* y4 ,if ,i am selfi%1 !n x has m difficulty to get !re2 b if x be bro!rly1 !n x gets !re m easily1 be+ 9 h>mony ) ! univ]sal m9d & ! ,law4 ,! ,psy*ical ,society speaks ( x1 & says t ! influ5ce em]ges into ! l[] m9d by "o or m ( ! *annels4 ,b !y d n "k :at ^? *annels are1 or ev5 if !y d exi/4 ,9 fact1 ! :ole subject ( m9d is only fa9tly und]/ood 9 ! ,we/4 ,!y say m9d1 mean+ ! va/ range & dep>tm5ts ( t :i* !y call m9d1 :]eas !re mu/ be a ne$ = ! names ( ^? dep>tm5ts4 ,:5 ! true ideas are grasp$1 ! names w foll[4 ,mean:ile we mu/ be satisfi$ ) m9d z includ+ ! :ole ?+4 ,b x does n4 ,c]ta9ly x is n ord9>y m5tal motion--ratioc9ation--to grasp 9 an in/ant a :ole subject1 premises & conclusions1 )\t /opp+ to reason4 ,x _c be call$ a picture1 = ) "s x comes z an idea1 & n z a picture4 ,memory4 ,:at is t8 ,is x bra9-impression2 or simil>ity ( vibration1 recogniz$ ^u be+ repeat$ & !n produc+ a picture8 ,if s1 !n ! p[] to recognize ! vibration z ! same z be=e is sep>ate f ! matt] :i* vibrates4 ,& if ! p[] inh]e 9 ! bra9 cells1 h[ is x possible1 :5 we "k !y are con/antly be+ *ang$8 ,yet memory is p]fect1 no matt] :at happ5s4 ,t x is above bra9 is cle>1 because a man may be kill$ by hav+ 8 bra9 bl[n to atoms1 & yet 8 %ell c give all ! incid5ts ( 8 life1 & !y are n tak5 f ! bra91 = t is dead4 ,:]e1 !n1 is ! sub-consci\s m9d8 ,& :]e are ! *annels1 & h[ are !y connect$8 ,i ?9k ?r\gh ! he>t1 & t ! he>t is ! key to x all1 & t ! bra9 is only ! s]vant ( ! he>t1,a = rememb] t !re is 9 x ! small dw>f :o sits at ! c5tre4 ,?9k x out on t l9e n[ = y\rself--or any o!r l9e t y may *oose1 b ?9k4 ,z ev]1 ,z4 ,footnote ,a3 ,n ! physical he>t1 b ! real c5tre ( life 9 man4--,j4 ,n4 ,,iv4 ,,de> ,,sir ,,& ,,bro!r3 ,9 cogitat+ lately ,i ?\ght ( y 9 respect to "s ( my own ?\ghts4 ,i 0 read+ a book & look+ ar\nd )9 myself to see h[ ,i c\ld enl>ge my idea ( bro!rhood4 ,practice 9 b5evol5ce w n give x its full gr[?4 ,i _h to f9d "s means ( rea*+ fur!r1 & /ruck on ?is1 :i* is z old z old age4 ,i am n sep>ate f any?+4 ,i am t :i* is4 ,t is1 ,i am ,brahma1 & ,brahma is ev]y?+4 ,b be+ 9 an illusion>y _w1 ,i am surr\nd$ by c]ta9 appe>ances t seem to make me sep>ate4 ,s ,i w proce$ to m5tally /ate & accept t ,i am all ^! illusions4 ,i am my fri5ds1--& !n ,i w5t to !m 9 g5]al & 9 p>ticul>4 ,i am my enemies2 !n ,i felt !m all4 ,i am ! poor & ! wick$2 ,i am ! ignorant4 ,^? mom5ts ( intellectual gloom are ! mom5ts :5 ,i am influ5c$ by ^? ignorant ones :o are myself4 ,all ?is 9 my nation4 ,b !re are _m nations1 & to ^? ,i g 9 m9d2 ,i feel & ,i am !m all1 ) :at !y hold ( sup]/ition or ( wisdom or evil4 ,all1 all is myself4 ,unwisely1 ,i 0 !n ab\t to /op1 b ! :ole is ,brahma1 s ,i w5t to ! ,devas & ,asuras2,b ! elem5tal _w1 t too is myself4 ,aft] pursu+ ?is c\rse a:ile ,i f\nd x easi] to return to a contemplation ( all m5 z myself4 ,x is a good me?od & ought to be pursu$1 = x is a /ep t[>d gett+ into contemplation ( ! ,all4 ,i tri$ la/ night to rea* up to ,brahma1 b d>kness is ab\t 8 pavilion4 ,n[ :at does all ?is insanity s\nd l8 ,i'll tell y :at3 if x 7 n = ?is insanity ,i w\ld g insane4 ,b %all ,i n take he>t1 ev5 :5 a de> fri5d des]ts me & /abs me deep1 :5 ,i "k t he is myself8 ,,nama/ae6 ,z4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i f\nd ! above lett] /ill m valuable :5 ,i rememb]$ t ,brahma is ! univ]sal expansive =ce ( ,nature--f ,brih1 to exp&2 & s /at$ 9 an article by ,h4 ,p4 ,blavatsky 9 ,five ,ye>s ( ,!osophy4 ,9 ! ,dhammapada we are told to ?9k ourselves to be ! sun & />s1 ! wet & dry1 heat & cold2 9 %ort1 to feel all exp]i5ce1 = we c live all out 9 ! m9d4 ,j4 ,n4 ,footnote ,b3 ,gods & demons4--,j4 ,n4 ,v4 ,,de> ,,jasp]3 ,i wi% ,i c\ld answ] y\r lett] z y ought to h x done4 ,b ,i feel my inability4 ,h[ev]1 our duty is to nev] consid] our ability1 b to d :at comes to be done 9 :atev] way we c1 no matt] h[ inadequate ! "w appe>s to o!rs4 ,:5 we /op to consid] our weakness1 we ?9k1 by comp>ison1 ( h[ ano!r w\ld d x4 ,our only "r is 9 ! act itself4 ,! consequ5ces are 9 ! great ,brahm4 ,s ,i w j say :at comes4 ,i feel ! sadness 9 y\r lett]1 b "k t y w reb\nd f t4 ,d n let ! sadness ( k create despair2 t sadness is less ?an ! joy ( ,tru?4 ,ab/ract ,tru?1 ev51 has necess>ily 9 x all ! m]cy !re is 9 ! :ole4 ,its /]nness is only a reflection f our own imp]fections1 :i* make u recognize ! /]n aspect alone4 ,we are n ! only ones to suff] ^u ! ,pa?4 ,l ourselves1 ,ma/]s h wept1 ?\gh ,!y d n n[ weep4 ,"o ( !m wrote "s ye>s ago3 ,d y suppose we h n pass$ ?r\gh _m times worse trials ?an y n[ ?9k y are 98 ,! ,ma/] (t5 seems to reject & to hide 8 7spiritual7 face1 9 ord] t ! disciple may try4 ,on ! doors & walls ( ! temple ! ^w ,,try is writt54 7,! ,bro!rs is a bett] designation ?an ,mahtmas or ,ma/]s47 ,along ! pa? ( ! true /ud5t is sadness1 b also !re is great joy & hope4 ,sadness comes f a m j appreciation ( ! difficulties 9 "o's way1 & ( ! great wick$ness ( ! individual & collective he>t ( man4 ,b look at ! great f\nta9 ( hope & ( joy 9 ! consid]ation t ! ,bro!rs exi/1 t ,!y 7 m5 too2 ,!y _h to fight ! fight2 ,!y triumph$1 & ,!y "w = ^? left aft] ,!m4 ,!n beyond ,!m are ! ,fa!rs1 t is1 ! spirits ( j m5 made p]fect1 ^? ,:o liv$ & work$ = humanity ages ago & ,:o are n[ out ( our sph]e1 b ,:o nev]!less /ill influ5ce u 9 t ,_! spiritual =ces fl[ d[n ^u ?is e>? = all pure s\ls4 ,_! imm$iate influ5ce is felt by ,ma/]s1 & by u ?r\gh ! latt]4 ,n[1 z y say1 x is all ,fai?2 b :at is ,fai?8 ,x is ! intuitional feel+--t is true4 ,s =mulate to y\rself c]ta9 ?+s z true t y feel to be true1 & !n increase y\r fai? 9 !m4 ,don't be anxi\s4 ,don't get madd5$4 ,because 9 ! fact t y are madd5$ 7( c\rse 9 ! metaphorical s5se7 is f\nd ! pro( t y are anxi\s4 ,9 a worldly s5se x is p]haps well to be anxi\s ab\t a highly important matt]1 b 9 occultism x is diff]5t1 = ! ,law takes no acc\nt ( our projects & objects1 or our desire to be ahead or beh9d4 ,s1 if we are anxi\s1 we raise a b>ri] aga9/ progress1 by p]turbation & /ra9+ h>%ly4 ,y wrote to ,b4 t :at is 81 is 84 ,!n ! conv]se is true2 :at is n1 is n4 ,:y don't y take y\r own m$ic9e8 ,y\rs1 ,z4 ,,vi4 ,,de> ,,jasp]3 ,x is a great advance t y he> ! bells1 :i* few he>1 & evid5ce t y are :]e y c he> !m2 t is a great deal inde$4 ,d n look = ! voice ( ! bells1 b reg>d ! ideas :i* !reupon come into ! head1 & apply to !m ! t\*/one ( y\r own ,s\l1 j z y advis$ ,b4 ,! fact t y feel dead is some?+ y %\ld n worry ab\t4 ,x is likely t y are "u ! op]ation ( a law :i* prevails 9 nature1 t y w f9d ref]r$ to 9 an article 9 ,pa? ,magaz9e = ,april1 '#hf1 page #ad4 ,x is t ! s\l goes to a new place or new surr\nd+s & becomes sil5t !re a:ile--:at y call dead--& draws /r5g? !re1 beg9s to get accu/om$ to its new surr\nd+s1 aft] :i* x beg9s to move ab\t4 ,?is is se5 9 ord9>y life 9 ! ba%fulness ( a boy4 ,t is1 ! ba%fulness is ! %yness felt 9 new surr\nd+s1 & is j :at happ5s :5 ! s\l goes to a new place or into new surr\nd+s4 ,!re c be no loss or detrim5t to our ef=ts4 ,e aspiration high] bright5s up ! road connect+ ! high] & l[] self4 ,no d\bt ( t4 ,x is n :at is done1 b ! _s 9 :i* ! lea/ ?+ is done t is c\nt$4 ,he> ! ^w ( ! ,ma/]4 ,he :o does ! be/ he kn[s h[ & t he c d1 does en\gh = u4 ,! m]e fact t a man appreciates ^! tru?s & feels ^! aspirations is pro( t he is on ! "r road4 ,x is well to tread x n[4 ,we w n always live4 ,dea? mu/ come4 ,h[ mu* bett]1 !n1 to embrace dea? :ile ?us at "w ?an to sw]ve (f only to be br\ght up ) sudd5ness 9 aft] lives4 ,imm$iate rebir? is = ^? :o are always work+ ) _! he>ts on ,ma/]'s "w & free f self int]e/4 ,! "o ,_s is 9 all1 is ! prop]ty ( ea*1 !re=e ,x is always !re1 always ) u1 &1 by reflect+ on t1 little room is left = sorr[ or delusion4 ,if we believe t ! s\l ( all is measur$ by ! :ole ( ,"t & n by a "p1 !n we c>e n = ^! mom5ts :i* relate alone to our body4 ,if we live 9 our he>ts we soon prove t space & "t exi/ n4 ,no?+ =eign to ,ma/] ent]s !re2 our faults are n !re4 ,! he>t rea*es ,him always1 & no d\bt ,he replies4 ,he does ,i "k4 ,he helps u :ile ,he leaves u to ourselves4 ,he ne$s n to /oop to see our devotion1 = t is ( a sup]nal quality & rea*es any:]e4 ,no1 ,i d n say nor h ,i said t y ought to d some?+ o!r ?an y d4 ,we ea* d :at we c4 ,none ( u c be ! judge ( any creature exi/+2 s ,i d n judge y 9 ! lea/ respect4 ,y\r life may 9 ! great sum total be great] ?an any life ,i ev] l$ or t any "o has l$4 ,:e!r y are 9 ,am]ica1 ,europe1 or ,india makes no diff]5ce4 ,?is is seek+ conditions4 ,i h come to und]/& t ,ma/]s !mselves mu/ h work$ !mselves up out ( mu* worse conditions ?an we are 94 ,no matt] :]e we are1 ! same _s p]vades all & is accessible4 ,:at ne$1 !n1 to *ange places8 ,we d n *ange ourselves by mov+ ! body to ano!r locus4 ,we only put x "u a diff]5t influ5ce4 ,& 9 ord] to *ange we mu/ h got to dislike ! place we mov$ f4 ,t is atta*m5t by opposites1 & t w produce detrim5t1 z does all t di/urbs ! equilibrium ( ! s\l4 ,y "k ! same result is produc$ by two exact opposites1 & ?us extremes meet4 ,t hot flame y speak ( is "o ( ! exp]i5ces1 z are also ! s\nds4 ,!re are s _m1 _m ( ^! ?+s4 ,(t5 !y result f extreme t5sion or vibration 9 ! aura ( an aspirant ( pure devotion4 ,!y are himself1 & he %\ld be on 8 gu>d aga9/ tak+ !m = wond]s4 ,(t5 !y are app>itions 9 ,brahm4 ,!y are l new lights & sights to a m>9] on an unfamili> coa/4 ,!y w g on1 or alt]1 or /op4 ,y are only to c>efully note !m1 & d n exhibit wond] nor =m association4 ,i _c say m4 ,all help y ext5d to any o!r s\l is help to y\rself4 ,x is our duty to help all1 & we mu/ beg9 on ^? ne>e/ to u1 = to run abroad to s\ls we might possibly help we aga9 =sake our pres5t duty4 ,x is bett] to die 9 our own duty1 h[ev] mean1 ?an to try ano!r "o4 ,s lift y\r head & look ar\nd ^u ! hulks ( pa/ imag9$ faults4 ,!y 7 means & tea*]s4 ,ca/ all d\bt1 all fe>1 all regret aside1 & freely take ( tru? :at y may conta9 "r on e /ep4 ,x w ?us be well4 ,et]nal ,tru? is "o & indivisible1 & we may get f ! ,fa!rs 7,pitris7 fla%es n[ & !n ( :at is true4 ,words are ?+s4 ,) me & 9 fact4 ,^u ! l[] plane ( social int]c\rse !y are ?+s1 b s\lless & dead because t conv5tion 9 :i* !y h _! bir? has made abortions ( !m4 ,b :5 we /ep away f t conv5tionality !y become alive 9 proportion to ! reality ( ! ?\ght--& its purity--t is beh9d !m4 ,s 9 communication betwe5 two /ud5ts !y are ?+s1 & ^? /ud5ts mu/ be c>eful t ! gr\nd ( int]c\rse is fully und]/ood4 ,let u use ) c>e ^? liv+ mess5g]s call$ words4 ,:]e ,i see y mi/ak5 ,i w speak1 to w>n my ,bro!r :o tempor>ily kn[s n4 ,= did ,i n call on ! bugle1 p]haps o!r ?+s might swit* him (f to :]e p]haps = ! "t he w\ld be pleas$1 b w\ld aga9 be sorry1 & !n :5 8 mi/ake 0 pla9 he w\ld ju/ly sigh to me across d>k c5turies ( sep>ation t ,i _h be5 false to my duty ( w>n+4 ,z ev]1 ,z4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! new plane to :i* ! s\l may g1 ref]r$ to 9 ?is lett]1 is ! a/ral plane4 ,x is ! plane next above ! mat]ial "o1 & consi/s ( a subtile ord] ( matt]4 ,:5 a /ud5t turns 8 att5tion to ! high] life & desires int5sely to f9d ! way1 8 s\l has begun to awak5 & to speak4 ,x has he>d ! voice ( ! _s4 ,!n ! inn] s5ses beg9 to unfold1 at fir/ ev] s g5tly1 s t5d]ly1 we sc>ce he> _! report4 ,b ! s\l has !n turn$ its att5tion to ! a/ral plane1 t be+ ! next "o to be le>n$ on ! way upw>d2 its en]gy is transf]r$ f ! mat]ial plane to ?is "o1 & we h an influx ( _m confus$ dreams & /range exp]i5ces1 awake & asleep4 ,^! may or may n cont9ue2 all dep5ds ^u ! individual s\l & ^u ,k>ma4 ,x is a mo/ confus+ plane1 &1 g5]ally speak+1 we may say t ^? /ud5ts are m =tunate :o make a m>k$ degree ( progress 9 spiritual ?+s )\t hav+ any consci\s exp]i5ce ( ! a/ral plane4 ,= !n !y c lat] on le>n x f above1 in/ead ( f bel[1 & ) f> less dang] to !mselves4 ,! :ole mu/ be kn[n1 b we may progress 9 v>i\s ways1 ev5 by discont9u\s degrees1 only !n we mu/ g back lat] on1 to :at we pass$ by4 ,su* a go+ back does n imply detrim5t or loss ( degree1 = su* _c be lo/ :5 once ga9$ 9 reality4 ,) reg>d to ! a/ral plane be+ a m subtile ord] ( matt]1 ?is tru? is (t5 d5i$ by clairvoyants & untra9$ se]s4 ,!y d n di/+ui% betwe5 ! psy*ic s5ses & ! spiritual4 ,!y c see ?r\gh gross matt]1 su* z a wall1 ! human body1 & s =?1 z if x 7 glass1 b !y _c see ?r\gh a/ral sub/ance1 & h5ce !y believe its =ms & all ! pictures & %apes 9 ! a/ral light to be real4 ,only ! adept sees ?r\gh ^! illusions1 :i* are f> m p[]ful because compos$ ( a subtile ord] ( matt]3 subtile en]gies1 f9e =ces h a highly increas$ rate ( p[] ov] gross] ones4 ,! adept has at 8 comm& ! rate ( vibration :i* dispels !m or drives !m asund]4 ,9 speak+ ( ! a/ral plane1 ,i mean ! l[] s\l plane1 & n t high] & purifi$ quality :i* ! au?or ( ,light on ! ,pa? calls ! div9e a/ral4 ,by anxiety we ex]t ! con/rictive p[] ( egoism1 :i* d5sifies & p]turbs our magnetic sph]e1 r5d]+ u less p]meable to ! efflux f above4 ,j4 ,n4 ,,vii4 ,,de> ,,jasp]3 ,i h y\r lett]1 ,comrade1 9 :i* y say h[ mu* y wi% !re 7 "s ,adepts s5t to ! ,unit$ ,/ates to help all true /ud5ts4 ,yet y "k well ,!y d n ne$ to come "h 9 p]son1 9 ord] to help4 ,by go+ c>efully ov] y\r lett] !re appe>s to be ! possibility ( ! se$ ( d\bt 9 y\r he>t z to ! wise ord]+ ( all ?+s1 = all are "u ! ,law1 & ,ma/]s fir/ ( all4 ,m9d1 ,i only say ! possibility ( ! se$ ( d\bt4 ,= ,i judge f my own exp]i5ce4 ,well d ,i rememb] :5 ,i ?\ght z y say1 h[ mu* bett] 'tw\ld be if "s "o 7 !re4 ,if t is all[$ to rema9 x w metamorphose itself into a se$ & aft]w>d a plant ( d\bt4 ,ca/ x "r out6 ,x does n n[ %[ z se$ ( d\bt1 b x w be a case ( metamorphosis1 & ! *ange w\ld be s great z to deceive y into ?9k+ x 7 nev] f ! same root4 ,! be/ /& to take is t x is all "r z x is n[1 & :5 ! "t comes = x to be bett] x w be s4 ,mean:ile we h a duty to see t we d all we c 9 our own place z we see be/1 undi/urb$ & undismay$ by aught4 ,h[ mu* ,i h 9 ye>s gone away said & ?\ght ^? v words ( y\rs & to no pr(it6 ,:y d y c>e :at becomes ( a million human be+s8 ,are n millions go+ to dea? daily ) no "o to tell !m ( all ?is8 ,b did y suppose t all ?is 0 n provid$ =8 ,& heav5ly dea? itself is also well provid$ =4 ,n[1 !n1 y & ,i mu/ le>n to look on ! dea?s or ! fami%+ ( millions ( be+s ) unfalt]+ he>t4 ,else we _h bett] give x all up n[4 ,consid] t at ?is mom5t are s _m p]sons 9 v>i\s f> di/ant places :o _c ev] he> ^! tru?s4 ,d y grieve = !m8 ,d y realize _! /ate8 ,no2 y realize only p>tially ! same ?+ among ^? ) :om x 0 y\r pres5t lot to be born--,i mean ! nation4 ,d y want to d m ?an y\r be/8 ,d y covet ! "w ( ano!r8 ,no2 y d n4 ,y w sit calmly :]e y are1 !n1 &1 ) an unaffect$ he>t1 picture to y\rself ! moral & physical dea?s & fam9es :i* are n[ )\t ! possibility ( prev5tion or amelioration4 ,y\r fai? w "k t all is provid$ =4 ,i d n say t y mu/ atta9 to t calm n[ or give up seek+ ! ,way2 b ,i d say t y mu/ admit t su* an atta9m5t mu/ be absolutely tri$ =4 ,= ( su* is ! trial1 & :y %\ld we c>e8 ,we mu/ "s day be able to /& any %ock1 & to get ready = t "t we mu/ be n[ triumphant ov] "s small] ?+s4 ,among o!rs is ! v position y & ,i are n[ 92 t is1 /&+ our gr\nd & feel+ ourselves s mu* & s awfully alone4 ,b we "k t ,!y h left u a comm&m5t4 ,t we keep1 al?\gh n[ & !n objects1 s5ses1 m51 & "t conspire to %[ u t ,ma/]s laugh at u4 ,x is all a delusion4 ,x is only "o consequ5ce ( our pa/ ,k>ma n[ burn+ itself out be=e our eyes4 ,! :ole phantasmagoria is only a picture ?r[n up aga9/ ! ,scre5 ( ,"t by ! mighty magic ( ,prakriti 7,nature74 ,b y & ,i are sup]ior to ,nature4 ,:y1 !n1 m9d ^! pictures8 ,"p ( t v scre51 h[ev]1 be+ our own mortal bodies1 we c't help ! s5sation d]iv$ !refrom ?r\gh our connection ) ! body4 ,x is only ano!r =m ( cold or heat2 & :at are !y8 ,!y are vibrations2 !y are felt2 !y d n really exi/ 9 !mselves4 ,s we c calmly look on ! picture z x passes fragm5t>ily ?r\gh ^? few squ>e feet conta9$ )9 ! sup]ficial b\nd>ies ( our elem5t>y frame4 ,we mu/ d s1 = x is a copy ( ! great]1 ( ! univ]sal =m4 ,= we o!rwise w nev] be able to und]/& ! great] picture4 ,n[1 !n1 is !re n _m a cubic in* ( y\r own body :i* is entitl$ to "k & to be ! ,tru? 9 great] measure ?an n[8 ,& yet y grieve = ! ignorance ( s _m o!r human be+s6 ,grieve on2 & ,i grieve too4 ,d n imag9e t ,i am :at is !re writt54 ,n s4 ,i am griev+ j ! same outw>dly1 b inw>dly try+ :at ,i h j told y4 ,& :at a dream all ?is is4 ,"h ,i am writ+ y s s]i\sly1 & n[ ,i see t y "k x all q well & mu* bett] ?an ,i d4 ,yet1 my de> ,jasp]1 n[ & !n ,i feel--n ,d\bt ( ,ma/]s :o he> any he>tbeat 9 ! "r direction1 b--a t]rible ,despair ( ^! p4 ,oh1 my ,god6 ,! age is black z hell1 h>d z iron4 ,x is iron1 x is ,kali ,yuga4 ,kali is always pa9t$ black4 ,yet ,kali ,yuga by its v nature1 & t]rible1 swift mom5tum1 p]mits "o to d m ) 8 en]gies 9 a %ort] "t ?an 9 any o!r ,yuga4 ,b heav5s1 :at a combat6 ,demons f all ! sph]es2 wav+ cl\ds ( smoky ,k>ma2 dreadful %apes2 /upefy+ exhalations f e side4 ,expos$ at ea* turn to new dang]s4 ,imag9e a fri5d walk+ ) y :o y see is 9 ! same road1 b all at once he is p]meat$ by ^! ?+s ( dea? & %[s a disposition to ob/ruct y\r pa?1 ! pa? ( himself4 ,yes2 ! gods are asleep = a:ile4 ,b noble he>ts /ill walk "h1 fight+ ov] aga9 ! anci5t fight4 ,!y seek ea* o!r1 s z to be ( mutual help4 ,we w n fail !m4 ,to fail w\ld be no?+1 b to /op work+ = ,humanity & ,bro!rhood w\ld be awful4 ,we _c3 we w n4 ,yet we h n a cle> road4 ,no1 x is n cle>4 ,i am cont5t if ,i c see ! next /ep 9 advance only4 ,y seek ,! ,w>rior4 ,he is "h1 some:]e4 ,no "o c f9d him = y4 ,y mu/ d t4 ,/ill ,he fights on4 ,no d\bt ,he sees y & tries to make y see ,him4 ,/ill ,he fights on & on4 ,h[ pla9ly ! l9es are drawn1 h[ easily ! b&s are se54 ,"s want a c]tificate1 or an utt]$ pl$ge1 or a secret meet+1 or a decl>ation1 b )\t any ( t ,i see ^? :o--up to ?is h\r--,i f9d are my companions4 ,!y ne$ no su* folly4 ,!y are !re2 !y he> & und]/& ! battle-cry1 !y recognize ! sign4 ,n[ :]e are ! re/8 ,_m h ,i halt$1 & spok5 ! exact words to !m1 h expos$ to !m my real he>t1 & !y he>d no?+3 !y ?\ght t he>t 0 some?+ else4 ,i sigh to ?9k h[ _m4 ,p]haps ,i ov]look$ "s2 p]haps "s did n belong to me4 ,!re are "s :o p>tly und]/ood ! words & ! sign1 b !y are n sure ( !mselves2 !y "k t !y p>take ( ! nature1 b are /ill held back4 ,d y n see1 ,jasp]1 t y\r place 9 ! ranks is well kn[n8 ,y ne$ no assurances because !y are )9 y4 ,n[ :at a dreadful lett]2 b x is all true4 ,a /ud5t ( occultism aft] a :ile gets into :at we may call a psy*ic :irl1 or a vortex ( occultism4 ,at fir/ he is affect$ by ! feel+s & influ5ces ( ^? ab\t him4 ,t beg9s to be pu%$ (f & he passes into ! :irl caus$ by ! mighty ef=t ( 8 ,high] ,self to make him rememb] 8 pa/ lives4 ,!n ^? pa/ lives affect him4 ,!y become l cl\ds ?r[+ %ad[s on 8 pa?4 ,n[ !y seem tangible & !n fade away1 only a cl\d4 ,!n !y beg9 to affect 8 impulse to action 9 _m v>i\s ways4 ,to-day he has vague call+ long+s to d some?+1 &1 critically reg>d+ himself1 he _c see 9 ?is life any cause4 ,x is ! bugle note ( a pa/ life bl[n almo/ 9 8 face4 ,x />tles him2 x may ?r[ him d[n4 ,!n x />ts be=e him1 a phantom1 or1 l a p]son beh9d y z y look at a mirror1 x looks ov] 8 %\ld]4 ,al?\gh dead & pa/ !y yet h a p[]4 ,he gets too a p[] & a *oice4 ,if all 8 previ\s pa/ lives 7 full ( good1 !n irresi/ible is ! =ce = 8 b5efit4 ,b all alike m>%al up 9 front1 & he ha/5s _! com+ by 8 ef=t4 ,into ?is vortex ab\t him o!rs are drawn1 & _! g]ms = good or ill rip5 ) activity4 ,?is is a phase ( ! op]ation ( ,k>mic /am9a4 ,! *oice is ?is4 ,^! ev5ts arrive "o aft] ! o!r &1 z x 71 (f] !mselves4 ,if he *ooses wrong1 !n h>d is ! fight4 ,! "o *os5 attracts old ones l itself p]haps1 = all h a life ( _! own4 ,d y wond] t sometimes 9 ! case ( ^? :o ru% unprep>$ into ! circle ( ascetics & be=e ! ripe mom5t1 insanity sometimes results8 ,b !n t insanity is _! safety = ! next life1 or = _! return to sanity4 ,receive my bro!rly assurances1 my con/ant desire to help y4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 respect to ,k>mic action x is well to recall ! /atem5t ( ,patanjali t works exi/ only 9 ! %ape ( m5tal deposits4 7,book #b1 ,aph4 #ab1 ,a47 ,by works is "h meant ,k>ma1 ! /ock ( works1 or ,action4 ,its results rema9 z m5tal deposits or pot5tial en]gies 9 ! high] "p ( ! fif? pr9ciple1 & :5 x renc>nates ^? se$s are !re to rip5 on ! tablets ( ! m9d :5ev] !y are expos$ to favor+ circum/ances4 ,sometimes !y rema9 dormant = want ( some?+ to ar\se !m1 z 9 ! case ( *ildr54 ,! m5tal deposits ( works1 collect$ f "t )\t beg9n+ 9 ! gr\nd ( ! m9d1 z !y by degrees arrive at maturation1 s d !y1 exi/+ 9 less] or great] measure 7! sum ( m]it be+ less ?an t ( dem]it1 or conv]sely7 lead to _! effects 9 ! %ape ( rank1 rais$ or l[]$1 444 or exp]i5ce ( good or ill4 7,book #b1 ,aph4 #ac1 ,b47 ,! m9d en]gizes & impels u to fre% action4 ,! impulse lies )91 9 g]m1 & may be rip5$ by int]ior or ext]ior sugge/ion4 ,c we1 !n1 be too c>eful to gu>d ! gr\nd ( ! m9d1 to keep close wat* ov] our ?\ghts8 ,^! ?\ghts are dynamic4 ,ea* "o z x leaves ! m9d has a vis viva ( its own1 proportionate to ! int5sity ) :i* x 0 propell$4 ,z ! =ce or "w done1 ( a mov+ body1 is proportionate to ! squ>e ( its velocity1 s we may say t ! =ce ( ?\ghts is to be measur$ by ! squ>e or quadrupl$ p[] ( _! spirituality1 s greatly d ^! f9] =ces increase by activity4 ,! spiritual =ce1 be+ imp]sonal1 fluidic1 n b\nd to any con/rict+ c5t]1 acts ) unimag9able swiftness4 ,a ?\ght1 on its dep>ture f ! m9d1 is said to associate itself ) an elem5tal2 x is attract$ :]ev] !re is a simil> vibration1 or1 let u say1 a suitable soil1 j z ! w+$ ?i/le-se$ floats (f & s[s itself 9 ?is spot & n 9 t1 9 ! soil ( its natural selection4 ,?us ! man ( virtue1 by admitt+ a mat]ial or s5sual ?\ght into 8 m9d1 ev5 ?\gh he expel x1 s5ds x =? to swell ! evil impulses ( ! man ( vice f :om he imag9es himself sep>at$ by a wide gulf1 & to :om he may h j giv5 a fre% impulse to s94 ,_m m5 are l sponges1 por\s & bibul\s1 ready to suck up e elem5t ( ! ord] pref]r$ by _! nature4 ,we all h m or less ( ?is quality3 we attract :at we love1 & we may d]ive a great] /r5g? f ! vitality ( ?\ghts infus$ f )\t ?an f ^? self-reproduc$ )9 u at a "t :5 our n]v\s vitality is exhau/$4 ,x is a solemn ?\ght1 ?is1 ( our responsibility = ! impulse ( ano!r4 ,we live 9 "o ano!r1 & our widely diff]5t de$s h (t5 a common s\rce4 ,! occulti/ _c g f> ^u 8 way )\t realiz+ to :at a great ext5t he is 8 bro!r's keep]4 ,our aff9ities are ourselves1 9 :atev] gr\nd !y may live & rip54 ,j4 ,n4 ,,viii4 ,,de> ,,jasp]3 ,i seize a few mom5ts to ackn[l$ge y\r lett]4 ,?is is a p]iod ( wait+1 ( sil5ce4 ,no?+ seems alive4 ,all oracles are sil5t4 ,b ! great clock ( ! ,univ]se /ill goes on1 unhe$+4 ,on ,sunday ,i engag$ 9 ,m$itation & receiv$ "s b5efit4 ,i wi%$ ,i c\ld see y to speak ( x4 ,yet ^! ?+s are too high = words1 & :5 we approa* ! subjects we are n able to give expression to our ?\ghts4 ,we d n live up to our highe/ s\l possibilities4 ,all t prev5ts our rea*+ up to ! high ?\ghts ( ! f> pa/ is our own weakness1 & n ! "w ( any o!r4 ,h[ petty seem ! c>es ( ?is e>? :5 we indulge 9 deep reflection2 !y are !n se5 = :at !y are1 & lat] on !y are oblit]at$4 ,x is true t ! road to ! gods is d>k & difficult1 &1 z y say1 we get no?+ f !m at fir/ call2 we h to call (t54 ,b we c on ! way /op to look ahead1 = no matt] h[ sombre or h[soev] weak ourselves1 ! ,spectator sees x all & beckons to u1 & :isp]s1 ,be ( good c\rage1 = ,i h prep>$ a place = y :]e y w be ) me =ev]4 ,he is ! ,great ,self2 ,he is ourselves4 ,! ,lead]s ( ! _w are always try+ to aid u4 ,may we pass ! cl\ds & see !m ev]4 ,all our ob/ructions are ( our own mak+4 ,all our p[] is ! /orage ( ! pa/4 ,t /ore we all mu/ h2 :o 9 ?is life feels x ne> is he :o has 9 ?is life direct$ 8 ?\ghts to ! prop] *annel4 ,t o!rs d n feel x is because !y h liv$ b bl9dly4 ,t y d n feel x & see x m is because y h n yet direct$ all y\r m5tal en]gies to x4 ,?is great root ( ,k>mic en]gy c be drawn ^u by direct+ ! fire ( our m9ds 9 t direction4 ,t[>ds ,love ( c\rse is ! "r way2 ! ,love ( ! ,div9e & ( all be+s4 ,if we feel t aft] all we are n yet ,great ,s\ls :o p>ticipate 9 ! totality ( ^? ,s\ls :o wait ^u ! gods1 x ne$ n ca/ u d[n3 we are wait+ our h\r 9 hope4 ,let u wait pati5tly1 9 ! sil5ce :i* foll[s all ef=t1 kn[+ t ?us ,nature works1 = 9 h] p]iods ( obscuration %e does naught :]e t obscuration lies1 :ile d\btless %e & we too are !n at "w on o!r sph]es4 ,t describ$ by y is n ! s\l2 x is only a p>tial exp]i5ce4 ,did y "k ! ,s\l1 !n c\ld y y\rself reply to all ^? que/ions1 = all k is !re4 ,9 ! s\l is e creature & e ?\ght alike4 ,t s9k+ d[n ( y\r ?\ghts to ! c5t] is practice4 ,x c be done & we _c expla9 x2 we c only say d x4 ,/ill d n hung] to d ^! ?+s4 ,! fir/ /ep 9 becom+ is ,resignation4 ,resignation is ! sure1 true1 & royal road4 ,our subtle motives1 ev] *ang+1 elude u :5 we seek x4 ,y are ne> to x2 x ne$s a great c>e4 ,b :ile ! body may be requir+ "t to feel its full results1 we c in/antly *ange ! attitude ( ! m9d4 ,aft] ,resignation1 foll[ 79 _! own ord]7 ,satisfaction1 ,cont5tm5t1 ,k4 ,anxiety to d ^! ?+s is an obscurant & det]r5t4 ,s try to acquire pati5t ,resignation4 ,! lesson int5d$ by ! ,k>ma ( y\r pres5t life is ! high] pati5ce4 ,i c tell y no?+ on ?is head2 x is a matt] = self & practice4 ,?r[ away e wi% to get ! p[]1 & seek only = und]/&+ ( ?yself4 ,insi/ on c>elessness4 ,ass]t to y\rself t x is n ( ! slighte/ consequ5ce :at y 7 ye/]day1 b 9 e mom5t /rive = t mom5t2 ! results w foll[ ( !mselves4 ,! ,pa/6 ,:at is x8 ,no?+4 ,gone6 ,dismiss x4 ,y are ! pa/ ( y\rself4 ,!re=e x conc]ns y n z su*4 ,x only conc]ns y z y n[ are4 ,9 y1 z n[ y exi/1 lies all ! pa/4 ,s foll[ ! ,h9du maxim3 ,regret no?+2 nev] be sorry2 & cut all d\bts ) ! sword ( spiritual k4 ,regret is productive only ( error4 ,i c>e n :at ,i 01 or :at any "o 04 ,i only look = :at ,i am ea* mom5t4 ,= z ea* mom5t is & at once is n1 x mu/ foll[ t if we ?9k ( ! pa/ we =get ! pres5t1 & :ile we =get1 ! mom5ts fly by u1 mak+ m pa/4 ,!n regret no?+1 n ev5 ! greate/ follies ( y\r life1 = !y are gone1 & y are to "w 9 ! pres5t :i* is bo? pa/ & future at once4 ,s !n1 ) t absolute k t all y\r limitations are due to ,k>ma1 pa/ or 9 ?is life1 & ) a firm reliance ev] n[ ^u ,k>ma z ! only judge1 :o w be good or bad z y make x y\rself1 y c /& any?+ t may happ5 & feel s]5e despite ! occasional despond5cies :i* all feel1 b :i* ! light ( ,tru? always dispels4 ,?is v]se always settles ev]y?+3 ,9 him :o kn[s t all spiritual be+s are ! same 9 k9d ) ! ,supreme ,be+1 :at room c !re be = delusion & :at room = sorr[ :5 he reflects ^u ! unity ( _s8 ,9 all ^! inn] exp]i5ces !re are tides z well z 9 ! ocean4 ,we rise & fall4 ,anon ! gods desc5d1 & !n !y return to heav54 ,d n ?9k ( gett+ !m to desc5d1 b /rive to raise y\rself high] on ! road d[n :i* !y p]iodically return1 & ?us get ne>] to !m1 s t y %all 9 fact receive _! influ5ces soon] ?an be=e4 ,adios4 ,may y ev] feel ! surge ( ! va/ deeps t lie beyond ! he>t's small ebb4 ,p]haps our comrades are com+ ne>]4 ,:o kn[s8 ,b ev5 if n1 !n we w wait2 ! sun mu/ bur/ "s day f ! cl\ds4 ,?is w keep u /rong :ile1 9 ! company ( ! ,dwell] ( ! ,?re%old1 we h p]=ce to />e & %am a:ile4 ,z4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! high] pati5ce allud$ to also requires a c>e4 ,x is ! f9e l9e betwe5 pride & humility4 ,bo? are extremes & mi/akes2 oscillations f "o to ! o!r are only a trifle bett]4 ,h[ %all we be pr\d :5 we are s small8 ,h[ d>e we be humble :5 we are s great8 ,9 bo? we blaspheme4 ,b !re is t firm spot betwe5 ! two :i* is ! place nei!r too high nor too l[ on :i* ,kri%na told ,arjuna to sit2 a spot ( 8 own4 ,x is ! firm place :i* our fai? has won f ! _w4 ,on x we are always to /& calmly1 n ov]%ad[$ by any man h[ev] great1 because ea* ( u conta9s ! pot5tialities ( e o!r4 ,n ov]%ad[$ does n mean t we are n to %[ rev]5ce to ^? ?r\gh :om ! s\l speaks4 ,x is ! great s\l we rev]5ce1 & n ! mortal clay4 ,we are to exam9e ?\ghtfully all t comes to u f su* p]sons1 & all t comes to u f any s\rce we>+ ! aspect ( tru?1 & try fai?fully to see :]e9 x may be true1 lay+ x aside1 if we fail1 z fruit n ripe = u yet4 ,we are n to yield up our intuitions to any be+1 :ile we may l>gely d\bt our judgm5t at all times4 ,we are n to act )\t ! inn] assev]ation1 b we mu/ n rema9 ignorant ( ! s]i\s difficulty ( sep>at+ ?is intuitive voice f ! babble & prattle ( fancy1 desire1 or pride4 ,if we are j to ourselves we %all hold ! balance ev5ly4 ,h[ c we be j to any o!r :o are n j to ourselves8 ,9 ! ,law a man suff]s z mu* f inju/ice to himself z to ano!r2 x matt]s n 9 ^: int]e/s he has oppos$ ! univ]sal curr5ts2 ! ,law only kn[s t he has tri$ to deflect !m by an inju/ice4 ,x takes no acc\nt ( p]sons nor ev5 ( ignorance ( ! ,law4 ,x is an imp>tial1 imp]sonal =ce1 only to be und]/ood by ! aid ( ! high] pati5ce1 :i* at once d>es all & endures all4 ,nev] regret any?+4 ,regret is a ?\ght1 h5ce an en]gy4 ,if we turn its tide ^u ! pa/1 x plays ^u ! se$s ( t pa/ & vivifies !m2 x causes !m to spr\t & gr[ 9 ! gr\nd ( ! m9d3 f !nce to expression 9 action is b a /ep4 ,a *ild once said to me :5 ,i us$ ! ^w ,gho/s1 ,hu%6 ,don't ?9k ( !m4 ,:at we ?9k ( always happ5s4 ,!re are no imp>tial obs]v]s l *ildr5 :5 !y ?9k away f !mselves4 ,j4 ,n4 ,,ix4 ,,de> ,,sir ,,& ,,bro!r3 ,tell y\r fri5d & inquir] ?is3 ,no "o 0 ev] conv]t$ into ,!osophy4 ,ea* "o :o really comes into x does s because x is only an ext5sion ( previ\s beliefs4 ,?is w %[ y t ,k>ma is a true ?+4 ,= no idea we get is any m ?an an ext5sion ( previ\s ones4 ,t is1 !y are cause & effect 9 endless succession4 ,ea* "o is ! produc] ( ! next & inh]es 9 t successor4 ,?us we are all diff]5t & "s simil>4 ,my ideas ( to-day & y\rs are t+$ ) ^? ( y\?1 & we w ?us =ev] proce$ on ! inevitable l9e we h m>k$ out 9 ! beg9n+4 ,we ( c\rse alt] a little always1 b nev] until our old ideas are ext5d$4 ,^? false ideas n[ & !n disc>d$ are n to be c\nt$2 yet !y give a %ad[ "h & !re4 ,b ?r\gh ,bro!rhood we receive ! k ( o!rs1 :i* we consid] until 7if x fits u7 x is ours4 ,z f> z y\r private conclusions are conc]n$1 use y\r discrim9ation always4 ,d n adopt any conclusions m]ely because !y are utt]$ by "o 9 :om y h confid5ce1 b adopt !m :5 !y co9cide ) y\r intuition4 ,to be ev5 unconsci\sly delud$ by ! influ5ce ( ano!r is to h a c\nt]feit fai?4 ,spiritual k includes e action4 ,inquir]s ought to read ! ,bhagavad-,gt4 ,x w give !m food = c5turies if !y read ) spiritual eyes at all4 ,und]nea? its %ell is ! liv+ _s t w light u all4 ,i read x t5 times be=e ,i saw ?+s t ,i did n see at fir/4 ,9 ! night ! ideas conta9$ 9 x are dige/$ & return$ p>tly next day to ! m9d4 ,x is ! /udy ( adepts4 ,let no man be unaw>e t :ile !re is a great joy 9 ?is belief !re is also a great sorr[4 ,be+ true1 be+ ! ,law1 all ! great =ces are set 9 motion by ! /ud5t4 ,he n[ ?9ks he has giv5 up ambition & com=t4 ,! ambition & com=t he has giv5 up are ^? ( ! l[] plane1 ! m]e reflections ( ! great ambitions & com=ts ( a l>g] life4 ,! rays ( tru? burn up ! cov]s "t has plac$ ^u ^? se$s1 & !n ! se$s beg9 to spr\t & cause new /ruggles4 ,d n leave any e>ne/ inquir] 9 ignorance ( ?is4 ,x has co/ o!rs _m ye>s & te>s ( blood to self-le>n x4 ,h[ difficult ! pa? ( action is6 ,i see ! future dimly1 & unconsci\sly 9 su* case "o makes ef=ts ei!r = or aga9/ x4 ,!n ,k>ma results4 ,i c\ld almo/ wi% ,i did n he> ^! :isp]s4 ,b he :o conqu]s himself is great] ?an ! conqu]ors ( worlds4 ,p]haps y see m cle>ly n[ h[ ,k>ma op]ates4 ,if "o directs himself to elim9at+ all old ,k>ma1 ! /ruggle v (t5 becomes trem5d\s1 = ! :ole load ( anci5t s9 ru%es to ! front on a man & ! ev5ts succe$ ea* o!r rapidly2 ! /ra9 is t]rific1 & ! :ole life fabric groans & rocks4 ,z is said 9 ! ,ea/1 y may g ?r\gh ! appo9t$ c\rse 9 #gjj bir?s1 9 sev5 ye>s1 or 9 sev5 m9utes4 ,! s5t5ce 9 ,light on ! ,pa? ref]r$ to by s _m /ud5ts is n s difficult z "s o!rs4 ,"o answ] w d = all4 ,! book is writt5 on ! basis ( ,renc>nation1 & :5 x says ! soil$ g>m5t w fall aga9 on y1 x means t ?is w happ5 9 "s o!r life1 n necess>ily 9 ?is1 ?\gh t may be too4 ,to turn away 9 horror is n deta*m5t4 ,be=e we c hope to prev5t any p>ticul> /ate ( m9d or ev5ts rea*+ u 9 ?is or 9 ano!r life1 we mu/ 9 fact be deta*$ f ^! ?+s4 ,n[ we are n our bodies or m]e m9ds1 b ! real "p ( u 9 :i* ,k>ma inh]es4 ,k>ma br+s ev]y?+ ab\t4 ,x atta*es to our real inn] selves by atta*m5t & repulsion4 ,t is1 if we love vice or any?+1 x seizes on u by atta*m5t !reto2 if we hate any?+1 x seizes on our inn] selves by reason ( ! /rong horror we feel = x4 ,9 ord] to prev5t a ?+ we mu/ und]/& x2 we _c und]/& :ile we fe> or hate x4 ,we are n to love vice1 b are to recognize t x is a "p ( ! :ole1 &1 try+ to und]/& x1 we ?us get above x4 ,?is is ! doctr9e ( opposites spok5 ( 9 ,bhagavad-,gt4 ,s if we turn 9 horror n[ 7we may feel sad & *>itable1 ?\gh7 f ! bad1 ! future life w feel t horror & develop x by reaction into a renc>nation 9 a body & place :]e we mu/ 9 mat]ial life g ?r\gh ! v ?+ we hate n[4 ,z we are /riv+ to rea* ,god1 we mu/ le>n to be z ne> l ,him z possible4 ,he loves & hates n2 s we mu/ /rive to reg>d ! greate/ vice z be+ some?+ we mu/ n hate :ile we w n engage 9 x1 & !n we may approa* t /ate :]e we w "k ! great] love t takes 9 good & evil m5 & ?+s alike4 ,good & ,evil are only ! two poles ( ! "o ?+4 ,9 ! ,absolute1 ,evil is ! same ?+ 9 ?is way4 ,"o ) absolute k c see bo? ,good & ,evil1 b he does n feel ,evil to be a ?+ to flee f1 & ?us he has to call x m]ely ! o!r pole4 ,we say ,good or ,evil z c]ta9 ev5ts seem pleasant or unpleasant to u or our pres5t civilization4 ,& s we h co9$ ^? two words4 ,!y are bad words to use4 ,= 9 ! ,absolute "o is j z necess>y z ! o!r1 & (t5 :at seem evil & pa9 are n absolutely s1 b only necess>y adju/m5ts 9 ! progress ( ! s\l4 ,read ,bhagavad-,gt z to h[ ! self seems to suff] pa94 ,:at is ,evil n[8 ,loss ( fri5ds8 ,no2 if y are self-c5t]$4 ,sl&]8 ,n if y rely on ,k>ma4 ,!re is only evil :5 y rebel aga9/ immutable decrees t mu/ be work$ out4 ,y "k t !re mu/ be ^! balanc+s :i* we call ,good & ,evil4 ,j imag9e "o man :o really 0 a high s\l1 n[ liv+ z a mis] & enjoy+ x4 ,y call x an evil2 he a good4 ,:o is "r8 ,y say ,evil because y are speak+ out ( ! ,true2 b ! ,true did "k t he c\ld nev] h pass$ "s "o c]ta9 po9t unless he _h t exp]i5ce1 & s we see him n[ 9 an evil /ate4 ,exp]i5ce we mu/ h1 & if we accept x at our own h&s we are wise4 ,t is1 :ile /riv+ to d our :ole duty to ! _w & ourselves1 we w n live ! pa/ ov] aga9 by va9 & hurtful regrets1 nor condemn any man1 :atev] 8 de$s1 s9ce we _c "k _! true cause4 ,we are n ,k>ma1 we are n ! ,law1 & x is a species ( t hypocrisy s deeply condemn$ by ,x = u to condemn any man4 ,t ! ,law lets a man live is pro( t he is n yet judg$ by t high] p[]4 ,/ill we mu/ & w keep our discrim9at+ p[] at all times4 ,z to ris+ above ,good & ,evil1 t does n mean to d evil1 ( c\rse4 ,b1 9 fact1 !re c be no real ,evil or ,good2 if our aim is "r our acts _c be evil4 ,n[ all acts are dead :5 done2 x is 9 ! he>t t !y are conceiv$ & are already !re done2 ! m]e bodily c>ry+ out ( !m is a dead ?+ 9 itself4 ,s we may d a suppos$ good act & t %all outw>dly appe> good1 & yet z our motive p]haps is wrong ! act is naught1 b ! motive c\nts4 ,! great ,god did all1 good & bad alike4 ,among ! re/ are :at appe> ,evil ?+s1 yet he mu/ be unaffect$4 ,s if we foll[ ,bhagavad-,gt1 second *apt]1 we mu/ d only ^? acts we believe "r = ! sake ( ,god & n = ourselves1 & if we are reg>dless ( ! consequ5ces we are n conc]n$ if !y appe> to be ,good or ,evil4 ,z ! he>t & m9d are ! real planes ( error1 x foll[s t we mu/ look to x t we d all acts m]ely because !y are !re to be done4 ,x !n becomes difficult only to sep>ate ourselves f ! act4 ,we c nev] z human be+s rise above be+ ! in/rum5ts ?r\gh :i* t :i* is call$ ,good & ,evil comes to pass1 b z t ,good & ,evil are ! result ( comp>ison & are n 9 !mselves absolute1 x mu/ foll[ t we 7! real we7 mu/ le>n to rise int]nally to a place :]e ^! occurr5ces appe> to u m]ely z *anges 9 a life ( *ange4 ,ev5 9 ! worldly man ?is sometimes happ5s4 ,z1 say ,bism>ck1 us$ to mov+ l>ge bodies ( m5 & p]haps = a good end1 c easily rise above ! transi5t ,evil1 look+ to a great] result4 ,or ! physician is able to rise above pa9 to a pati5t1 & only consid] ! good1 or r ! result1 t is to foll[ f a pa9ful op]ation4 ,! pati5t himself does ! same4 ,s ! /ud5t comes to see t he is n to d ei!r ,good or ,evil1 b to d any c]ta9 numb] ( acts set be=e him1 & mean:ile n ev] to reg>d mu* 8 l9e ( conduct1 b r 8 l9e ( motive1 = 8 conduct foll[s necess>ily f 8 motive4 ,take ! soldi]4 ,= him !re is no?+ bett] ?an lawful w>4 ,qu]y4 ,does he d wrong 9 w>r+ or n1 ev5 if w> is unlawful8 ,he does n unless he mixes 8 motive4 ,!y :o g into w> = ga9 or rev5ge d wrong1 b n he :o goes at 8 sup]ior's ord]1 because x is 8 pres5t duty4 ,let u1 !n1 ext5d help to all :o come our way4 ,?is w be true progress2 ! veils t come ov] our s\ls fall away :5 we "w = o!rs4 ,let t be ! real motive1 & ! quality ( "w done makes no diff]5ce4 ,z4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x w\ld seem t ,good & ,evil are n inh]5t 9 ?+s !mselves1 b 9 ! uses to :i* ^? ?+s are put by u4 ,!y are conditions ( manife/ation4 ,_m ?+s commonly call$ immoral are consequ5ces ( ! unju/ laws ( man1 ( egoti/ic social in/itutions3 su* ?+s are n immoral p] se1 b relatively s4 ,!y are only immoral 9 po9t ( "t4 ,!re are o!rs ^: evil consi/s 9 ! base use to :i* high] =ces are put1 or to :i* ,life--:i* is sacr$--is put1 s t "h also evil does n inh]e 9 !m1 b 9 ourselves2 9 our misuse ( noble in/rum5ts 9 l[] "w4 ,nor does evil inh]e 9 u1 b 9 our ignorance2 x is "o ( ! great illusions ( ,nature4 ,all ^! illusions cause ! s\l to exp]i5ce 9 matt] until x has consci\sly le>n$ e "p3 !n x mu/ le>n to "k ! :ole & all at once1 :i* x c only d by & ?r\gh reunion ) ,_s2 or ) ! ,supreme1 ) ! ,deity4 ,if we take1 ) all due rev]5ce1 s mu* ( ! /&po9t ( ! ,supreme z our f9ite m9ds or our dawn+ intuition may p]mit1 we feel t he /&s above unmov$ by ei!r ,good or ,evil4 ,our good is relative1 & evil is only ! limitation ( ! s\l by matt]4 ,f ! mat]ial ess5ce ( ! ,deity all ! myriad diff]5tiations ( ,nature 7,prakriti1 cosmic sub/ance71 all ! worlds & _! correlations are evolv$4 ,!y assi/ ! cyclic exp]i5ce ( ! s\l z x passes f /ate to /ate4 ,h[1 !n1 %all we say t any /ate is evil 9 an absolute s5se8 ,take murd]4 ,x seems an evil4 ,true1 we _c really take life1 b we c de/roy a vehicle ( ! div9e ,pr9ciple ( ,life & imp$e ! c\rse ( a s\l us+ t vehicle4 ,b we are m injur$ by ! de$ ?an any o!r4 ,x is ! fruit ( a c]ta9 unheal?y /ate ( ! s\l4 ,! de$ s5ds u to hell1 z x 71 = "o or m inc>nations2 to a condition ( mis]y4 ,! %ock1 ! natural retribution1 our own resultant ,k>ma1 bo? ! p5alties impos$ by man & t exact$ by occult law1 *a/5 & s(t5 ! s\l4 ,x is pass$ ?r\gh a mo/ solemn exp]i5ce :i* _h become necess>y to its gr[? & :i* 9 ! end is ! cause ( its additional purification4 ,9 view ( ?is result1 0 ! de$ evil8 ,x 0 a necess>y consequ5ce ( ! limitations ( matt]2 = _h ! s\l rema9$ cele/ial & 9 free ,be+1 x c\ld n h committ$ murd]4 ,nor has ! immortal s\l1 ! spectator1 any %>e 9 ! wrong2 x is only ! p]sonality1 ! elem5t>y "p ( ! s\l1 :i* has s9n$4 ,all t keeps ! s\l conf9$ to mat]ial exi/5ce is evil1 & s we _c discrim9ate ei!r4 ,! only ultimate good is ,unity1 & 9 reality no?+ b t exi/s4 ,h5ce our judgm5ts are 9 "t only4 ,nor h we ! "r to exact a life = a life4 ,v5geance is m9e1 sai? ! ,"l 7,law72 ,i w repay4 ,we become abett]s ( murd] 9 mak+ su* human laws4 ,i d n say t e exp]i5ce mu/ be gone ?r\gh bodily1 because "s are liv$ out 9 ! m9d4 ,nor d ,i seek to ju/ify any4 ,! only ju/ification is 9 ! ,law4 ,! innoc5t man unju/ly murd]$ is rew>d$ by ,k>ma 9 a future life4 ,inde$1 any man murd]$ is reimburs$1 s to say2 = :ile t mis=tune sprang f 8 ,k>ma1 occult law does n admit ( ! tak+ ( life4 ,"s m5 are ! weapons ( ,k>ma 9 _! wrong-do+1 b !y !mselves h appo9t$ ?is place to !mselves 9 _! pa/4 ,! ,great ,s\l ne$$ j t body1 :atev] ! errors ( its nature1 or its physical environm5t1 & to disappo9t ! s\l is a fe>ful de$ = a man4 ,= x is only man1 only ! l[] nature "u ! influ5ce ( ,tamas 7! quality ( d>kness71 :i* feels ! impulse to take life1 :e!r 9 human ju/ice1 = rev5ge1 = protection1 or s on4 ,! s\l nei!r kills nor is kill$4 ,:at we "k z ourselves is only ! natural man1 ! l[] pr9ciples & m9d1 presid$ ov] by ! false consci\sness4 ,( ! s\l we h b brief & p>tial glimpses--9 consci5ce or intuition--9 our ord9>y /ate4 ,!re are1 ( c\rse1 psy*ic & spiritual /ates 9 :i* m is kn[n4 ,?us nature w>s aga9/ nature1 always = ! purpose ( br++ ab\t ! purification & evolution ( ! s\l4 ,nature exi/s only = ! purpose ( ! s\l4 ,if we ?9k out ! subject ^u ^! l9es1 we c at lea/ see h[ ra% we %\ld be to conclude t any de$ 0 unmix$ evil1 or t ^! di/9ctions exi/ 9 ! ,absolute4 ,x alone is2 all else is ph5om5al & transitory2 ^! diff]5ces disappe> z we proce$ upw>d4 ,mean:ile we are to avoid all ^! immoral ?+s & _m o!rs n s reg>d$ by ! cr[d at all1 b :i* are j z mu* s because we "k to :at increas$ ignorance & d>kness !y give rise ?r\gh ! f]m5t :i* !y cause 9 ! nature1 & t ?is imp$es ! entrance ( ! cle> rays ( ,tru?4 ,i d\bt t ! s\l kn[s ! moral or immoral4 ,= j consid] = a mom5t ! case ( a disembodi$ s\l4 ,:at is s9 to x :5 fre$ f t %ell--! body8 ,:at does x "k !n ( human laws or moralities1 or ! rules & =ms ( matt]8 ,does x ev5 see !m8 ,:at lewdness c x commit8 ,s ,i say t ^! moralities are ( ?is plane only1 to be he$$ & obey$ !re1 b n to be po/ulat$ z f9al or us$ z a balance to weigh ! s\l :i* has o!r laws4 ,! free s\l has to d ) ess5ces & p[]s all imp]sonal2 ! /rife ( matt] is left beh9d4 ,/ill high] & above z )9 all1 ! passionless1 dea?less _s looks d[n1 kn[+ well t1 :5 ! natural has once aga9 subsid$ into its spiritual s\rce1 all ?is /ruggle & play ( =ce & w1 ?is wax+ & wan+ ( =ms1 ?is progression ( consci\sness :i* ?r[ up com+ cl\ds & fumes ( illusion be=e ! eye ( ! s\l1 w h come to an end4 ,ev5 n[1 :ile we _c ma/] ^! high !mes1 we c h a pati5t tru/ 9 ! processes ( evolution & ! ,law1 blam+ & judg+ no man1 b liv+ up to our highe/ intuitions ourselves4 ,! real te/ ( a man is 8 motive1 :i* we d n see1 nor d 8 acts always repres5t x4 ,x4 ,,de> ,,jasp]3 ,y ask me ab\t ! ?ree qualities sprung f ,nature1 m5tion$ 9 ! ,bhagavad-,gt4 ,!y exi/ pot5tially 7lat5t7 9 ,puru% 7,_s71 & dur+ t "t spok5 ( 9 ! ,bhagavad-,gt z ! "t :5 ,he produces all ?+s aft] hav+ dev\r$ !m 7:i* is ! same ?+ z ,saturn dev\r+ 8 *ildr571 !y come =? into activity1 & !re=e are f\nd implicat+ all be+s1 :o are said n to be free f _! influ5ce4 ,be+ "h mu/ ref] to =m$ be+s 9 all worlds4 ,!re=e 9 ^! =ms ! qualities exi/ = =m is d]iv$ f ,nature,prakriti,cosmic ,sub/ance4--,j4 ,n41 & at ! same "t implicate ! spectator 7s\l7 :o is 9 ! =m4 ,! ,devas are gods--t is1 a sort ( spiritual p[] :o are l[] ?an ! ,i%w>a 9 man4 ,!y are influ5c$ by ! quality ( ,satwa1 or ,tru?4 ,!y enjoy a p]iod ( imm5se felicity ( enorm\s duration1 b :i* hav+ duration is n an et]nity4 ,x is writt53 ,goodness1 badness1 & indiff]5ce--! qualities ?us call$--sprung f ,nature1 influ5ce ! imp]i%able s\l )9 ! body4 ,?is imp]i%able s\l is ?us sep>at$ f ! body 9 :i* ! qualities influ5ce x1 & also f ! qualities :i* are n x4 ,x is ,i%w>a4 ,! ,i%w>a is ?us implicat$ by ! qualities4 ,! fir/ or highe/ quality is ,satwa1 :i* is 9 its nature pure & pleasant1 & implicates ,i%w>a by connection ) pleasant ?+s & ) k4 ,?us ev5 by dwell+ 9 ,satwa ! s\l is implicat$4 ,! second quality is ,raja & causes action2 x implicates ! s\l because x p>takes ( avidity & prop5sity1 & caus+ actions ?us implicates ! s\l4 ,! ?ird1 ,tamo quality1 is ( ! nature ( indiff]5ce & is ! delud] ( all mortals4 ,x is f$ by ignorance4 ,"h1 !n1 are two great oppos]s to ! s\l1 ignorance & action4 ,= action proce$+ f ,raja assi/$ by ,satwa does n lead to ! highe/ place2 :ile ignorance causes de/ruction4 ,yet :5 "o kn[s t he is ignorant1 he has to p]=m actions 9 ord] to de/roy t ignorance4 ,h[ to d t )\t always revolv+ 9 ! :irl ( action ,k>ma1 caus+ rebir?s4--,j4 ,n4 is ! "q4 ,he mu/ fir/ get rid ( ! idea t he himself really does any?+1 kn[+ t ! actions all take place 9 ^! ?ree natural qualities1 & n 9 ! s\l at all4 ,! ^w qualities mu/ be consid]$ 9 a l>g] s5se ?an t ^w is g5]ally giv54 ,!n he mu/ place all 8 actions on devotion4 ,t is1 sacrifice all 8 actions to ! ,supreme & n to himself4 ,he mu/ ei!r 7leav+ out indiff]5ce7 set himself up z ! ,god to :om he sacrifices1 or ! o!r real ,god--,kri%na1 & all 8 acts & aspirations are done ei!r = himself or = ! ,all4 ,"h comes 9 ! importance ( motive4 ,= if he p]=ms great de$s ( valor1 or ( b5efit to man1 or acquires k s z to assi/ man1 & is mov$ to t m]ely because he ?9ks he w atta9 salvation1 he is only act+ = 8 own b5efit & is !re=e sacrific+ to himself4 ,!re=e he mu/ be devot$ inw>dly to ! ,all2 t is1 he places all 8 actions on ! ,supreme1 kn[+ t he is n ! do] ( ! actions1 b is ! m]e witness ( !m4 ,z he is 9 a mortal body1 he is affect$ by d\bts :i* w spr+ up4 ,:5 !y d arise1 x is because he is ignorant ab\t some?+4 ,he %\ld !re=e be able to disp]se d\bt by ! sword ( k4 ,= if he has a ready answ] to "s d\bt1 he disp]ses t mu*4 ,all d\bts come f ! l[] nature1 & nev] 9 any case f high] nature4 ,!re=e z he becomes m & m devot$ he is able to "k m & m cle>ly ! k resid+ 9 8 ,satwa "p4 ,= x says3 ,a man :o1 p]fect$ 9 devotion 7or :o p]si/s 9 its cultivation7 f9ds spiritual k spontane\sly 9 himself 9 progress ( "t4 ,also3 ,! man ( d\btful m9d enjoys nei!r ?is _w nor ! o!r 7! ,deva _w71 nor f9al beatitude4 ,! la/ s5t5ce is to de/roy ! idea t if !re is 9 u ?is high] self x w1 ev5 if we are indol5t & d\btful1 triumph ov] ! necessity = k1 & lead u to f9al beatitude 9 common ) ! :ole /ream ( man4 ,! ?ree qualities are l[] ?an a /ate call$ ,turya1 :i* is a high /ate capable ( be+ enjoy$ ev5 :ile 9 ?is body4 ,!re=e 9 t /ate1 !re exi/s none ( ! ?ree qualities1 b !re ! s\l sees ! ?ree qualities mov+ 9 ! ocean ( ,be+ b5ea?4 ,?is exp]i5ce is n only met ) aft] dea?1 b1 z ,i said1 x may be enjoy$ 9 ! pres5t life1 ?\gh ( c\rse consci\sly v seldom4 ,b ev5 consci\sly !re are ^? high ,yogees :o c & d rise up to ,nirvana1 or ,_s1 :ile on ! e>?4 ,?is /ate is ! f\r? /ate1 call$ ,turya4 ,!re is no ^w 9 ,engli% :i* w express x4 ,9 t /ate ! body is alive ?\gh 9 deep catalepsy4 ,self-induc$ by ! ,adept4--,j4 ,n4 ,:5 ! ,adept returns f x he br+s back :atev] he c ( ! va/ exp]i5ces ( t ,turya /ate4 ,( c\rse !y are f> beyond any expression1 & _! possibilities c be only dimly p]ceiv$ by u4 ,i _c give any description !re( because ,i h n kn[n x1 b ,i p]ceive ! possibilities1 & y probably c d ! same4 ,x is well to pursue "s k9d ( practice1 & pursue x ei!r 9 a fix$ place1 or 9 a m5tal place :i* _c be se51 or at night4 ,! fact t :at is call$ ,dh>ana1 ,dhyana1 & ,samdhi may be p]=m$ %\ld be kn[n4 7,see ,patanjali's yoga sy/em47 ,dh>ana is select+ a ?+1 a spot1 or an idea1 to fix ! m9d on4 ,dhyana is contemplation ( x4 ,samdhi is m$itat+ on x4 ,:5 attempt$1 !y ( c\rse are all "o act4 ,n[1 !n1 take :at is call$ ! well ( ! ?roat or pit ( ! ?roat4 #a/4 ,select x4--,dh>ana4 #b;d4 ,hold ! m9d on x4--,dhyana4 #c;d4 ,m$itate on x4--,samdhi4 ,?is gives firmness ( m9d4 ,!n select ! spot 9 ! head :]e ! ,%u%umna n]ve goes4 ,nev] m9d ! location2 call x ! top ( ! head4 ,!n pursue ! same c\rse4 ,?is w give "s insight into spiritual m9ds4 ,at fir/ x is difficult1 b x w gr[ easy by practice4 ,if done at all1 ! same h\r ( ea* day %\ld be select$1 z creat+ a habit1 n only 9 ! body1 b also 9 ! m9d4 ,always keep ! direction ( ,kri%na 9 m9d3 namely1 t x is done = ! :ole body corporate ( humanity1 & n = "o's self4 ,z reg>ds ! passions3 ,ang] seems to be ! =ce ( ,nature2 !re is m 9 x1 ?\gh4 ,lu/ 7s-call$7 is ! gross symbol ( love & desire to create4 ,x is ! p]v]sion ( ! ,true 9 love & desire4 ,vanity1 ,i ?9k1 repres5ts 9 "o aspect ! illusion--p[] ( ,nature2 ,maya1 t :i* we mi/ake = ! reality4 ,x is ne>e/ always to u & mo/ insidi\s1 j z ,nature's illusion is ev] pres5t & difficult to ov]come4 ,ang] & ,lu/ h "s ( ! ,rajasika quality2 b x seems to me t ,vanity is almo/ :olly ( ! ,tamogunam4 ,may y cross ov] to ! fe>less %ore4 ,z4 99 99 99 99 99 ,z reg>ds ! practices ( conc5tration sugge/$ 9 ?is lett]1 !y are only /ages 9 a life-long contemplation2 !y are means to an end1 means ( a c]ta9 ord] among means ( o!r ord]s1 all necess>y1 ! highe/ pa? be+ t ( con/ant devotion & entire resignation to ! ,law4 ,! above means h a physiological value because ! spots sugge/$ = contemplation are1 l o!rs1 vital c5t]s4 ,excitation ( ^! c5t]s1 & ( ! magnetic residue ( brea? always f\nd 9 !m1 /r5g!ns & ar\ses ! faculties ( ! inn] man1 ! magnetic vehicle ( ! s\l & ! l9k betwe5 matt] & _s4 ,?is is a =m ( words necess>y = cle>ness1 because 9 reality matt] & _s are "o4 ,we may bett] imag9e an inf9ite s]ies ( =ce correlations :i* ext5d f pure ,_s to its grosse/ vehicle1 & we may say t ! magnetic inn] vehicle1 or a/ral man1 /&s at ! halfway po9t ( ! scale4 ,! secret ( ! circulation ( ! n]v\s fluid is hidd5 9 ^! vital c5t]s1 & he :o discov]s x c use ! body at w4 ,moreov]1 ?is practice tra9s ! m9d to rema9 9 its own pr9ciple1 )\t en]giz+1 & )\t ex]cis+ its tang5tial =ce1 :i* is s h>d to ov]come4 ,?\ght has a self-reproductive p[]1 & :5 ! m9d is held /eadily to "o idea x becomes color$ by x1 &1 z we may say1 all ! correlates ( t ?\ght arise )9 ! m9d4 ,h5ce ! my/ic obta9s k ab\t any object ( :i* he ?9ks con/antly 9 fix$ contemplation4 ,"h is ! rationale ( ,kri%na's words3 ,?9k con/antly ( me2 dep5d on me alone2 & ?\ %alt surely come unto me4 ,! pure in/9cts ( *ildr5 (t5 reveal occult tru?s4 ,i he>d a girl ( fifte5 say rec5tly3 ,:5 ,i 0 a small *ild ,i 0 always suppos9'4 ,i us$ to sit on ! w9d[ seat & />e1 />e1 at ! moon1 & ,i 0 suppos9' t1 if ,i only />$ long en\gh1 ,i'd get !re & "k all ab\t x4 ,spiritual culture is atta9$ ?r\gh conc5tration4 ,x mu/ be cont9u$ daily & e mom5t to be ( use4 ,! ,elixir ( ,life 7,five ,ye>s ( ,!osophy7 gives u "s ( ! reasons = ?is tru?4 ,m$itation has be5 def9$ z ! cessation ( active1 ext]nal ?\ght4 ,conc5tration is ! entire life-t5d5cy to a giv5 end4 ,= example1 a devot$ "m is "o :o consults ! int]e/s ( h] *ildr5 & all bran*es ( _! int]e/s 9 & be=e all ?+s2 n "o :o sits d[n to ?9k fix$ly ab\t "o bran* ( _! int]e/s all ! day4 ,life is ! great tea*]2 x is ! great manife/ation ( ,s\l1 & ,s\l manife/s ! ,supreme4 ,h5ce all me?ods are good1 & all are b p>ts ( ! great aim1 :i* is ,devotion4 ,devotion is success 9 actions1 says ! ,bhagavad-,gt4 ,we mu/ use high] & l[] faculties alike1 & beyond ^? ( m9d are ^? ( ! ,_s1 unkn[n b discov]able4 ,! psy*ic p[]s1 z !y come1 mu/ also be us$1 = !y reveal laws4 ,b _! value mu/ n be exagg]at$1 nor mu/ _! dang] be ignor$4 ,!y are m subtle intoxicants ?an ! gross physical en]gies4 ,he :o relies ^u !m is l a man :o gives way to pride & triumph because he has rea*$ ! fir/ wayside /ation on ! peaks he has set out to climb4 ,l despond5cy1 l d\bt1 l fe>1 l vanity1 pride1 & self-satisfaction1 ^! p[]s too are us$ by ,nature z traps to deta9 u4 ,e occurr5ce1 e object1 e en]gy may be us$ = or aga9/ ! great end3 9 ea* ,nature /rives to conta9 ,_s1 & ,_s /rives to be free4 ,%all ! sub/ance p>alyze ! motion1 or %all ! motion control ! sub/ance8 ,! int]relation ( ^! two is manife/ation4 ,! ratio ( activity gov]ns spiritual developm5t2 :5 ! great ,=ce has ga9$ its full mom5tum1 ,x c>ries u to ! bord]s ( ! ,unkn[n4 ,x is a ,=ce intellig5t1 self-consci\s1 & spiritual3 its l[] =ms1 or vehicles1 or correlates may be evok$ by u1 b ,itself comes only ( ,its own volition4 ,we c only prep>e a vehicle = ,x1 9 :i*1 z ,behm5 says1 ! ,holy ,gho/ may ride 9 ,its own *>iot4 ,! ,self _c be kn[n by ! ,v$as1 nor by ! und]/&+1 nor by mu* le>n+4 ,he :om ! ,self *ooses1 by him alone ! ,self c be ga9$4 ,! ,self *ooses him z 8 own4 ,b ! man :o has n fir/ turn$ aside f 8 wick$ness1 :o is n calm & subdu$1 or ^: m9d is n at re/1 he c nev] obta9 ! ,self1 ev5 by k4 ,! italics are m9e2 !y indicate ! value ( t /age ( contemplation hi!rto ref]r$ to z t 9 :i* ! m9d has ceas$ to en]gize1 & :5 ! pure en]gies ( ,nature g to swell ! f\nta9 ( ,_s4 ,9 reg>d to ! phrase 9 ! above lett] t ! ,adept br+s back :at he c f ,turya1 x is to be und]/ood z ref]r+ to ! fact t all dep5ds ^u ! cord9ation ( ! v>i\s pr9ciples 9 man4 ,he :o has atta9$ p]fection or ,mahtma%ip has assum$ complete control ( ! body & in=ms x at w4 ,b1 ( c\rse1 :ile 9 ! body he is /ill1 to "s ext5t1 z a s\l ( p[]1 limit$ by t body or vehicle4 ,t is to say1 !re are exp]i5ces n to be %>$ by t organ ( ! s\l call$ by u ! body1 & beyond a c]ta9 po9t its bra9 _c reflect or recall !m4 ,?is po9t v>ies accord+ to ! degree ( atta9m5t ( individual s\ls1 & :ile 9 "s x may be a high po9t ( great k & p[]1 /ill x mu/ be consid]$ z limit$ comp>$ ) ^? spiritual exp]i5ces ( ! fre$ s\l4 ,! "w ^u :i* all disciples are employ$ is t ( r5d]+ ! body m por\s1 m fluidic1 m responsive to all spiritual influ5ces :i* arise 9 ! inn] c5t]1 9 ! s\l :i* is an undivid$ "p ( ! great ,s\l ( all1 & less receptive ( ! outside mat]ial influ5ces :i* are g5]at$ by ! un?9k+ _w & by ^? qualities :i* are 9 nature4 ,ab/ract ?\ght is said to be ! p[] ( ?9k+ ( a ?+ ap>t f its qualities2 b ^! qualities are ! ph5om5al1 ! evid5t1 & !y make ! mo/ impression ^u our s5ses4 ,!y bewild] u1 & !y =m a "p ( t trap :i* ,nature sets = u le/ we discov] h] inmo/ secret & rule h]4 ,m ?an ?is3 our det5tion z individual compon5ts ( a race provides "t = t & o!r races to g ?r\gh evolution>y exp]i5ce sl[ly1 provides long & repeat$ *ances = e s\l to am5d1 to return1 to r\nd ! curve ( evolution4 ,9 ?is ,nature is mo/ m]ciful1 & ev5 9 ! d>kness ( ! eigh? sph]e to :i* s\ls ( spiritual wick$ness desc5d1 h] impulses provide opportunities ( return if a s+le responsive en]gy is left 9 ! self-condemn$ s\l4 ,_m p]sons insi/ ^u a p]fect moral code temp]$ by social am5ities1 =gett+ t ^! v>y ) climate1 nationalities1 & dates4 ,virtue is a noble (f]+ to ! ,"l4 ,b insomu* z x is m]e bodily uprightness & m]e m5tal uprightness1 x is insuffici5t & /&s ap>t f uprightness ( ! psy*ic nature or ! virtue ( s\l4 ,! virtue ( ! s\l is true ,be+2 its virtue is1 to be free4 ,! body & ! m9d are n %>]s 9 su* exp]i5ces1 ?\gh !y may aft]w>d reflect !m1 & ?is reflection may in=m !m ) light & p[] ( _! own k9d4 ,spirituality is n virtue4 ,x is imp]sonality1 9 "o aspect4 ,x is z possible to be spiritually wick$ z to be spiritually good4 ,^! attributes are only conf]r$ ^u spirituality by reason ( its use = or aga9/ ! great evolution>y ,law1 :i* mu/ f9ally prevail because x is ! ,law ( ! ,deity1 an expression ( ! nature & ,be+ ( ! ,unkn[n1 :i* nature is t[>ds manife/ation1 self-realization1 & rebsorption4 ,all t cla%es ) ?is ,law by /riv+ = sep>ate exi/5ce mu/ 9 ! long run fail1 & any diff]5tiation :i* is 9 itself incapable ( rebsorption is r$uc$ to its orig9al elem5ts1 9 :i* %ape1 s to say1 x c be reabsorb$4 ,spirituality is1 !n1 a condition ( ,be+ :i* is beyond expression 9 language4 ,call x a rate ( vibration1 f> beyond our cognizance4 ,its language is ! language ( motion1 9 its incipi5cy1 & its p]fection is beyond words & ev5 ?\ght4 ,! k ( ! ,supreme ,pr9ciple is a div9e sil5ce1 & ! quiesc5ce ( all ! s5ses4--7,clavis ( ,h]mes47 ,likes & dislikes1 good & evil1 d n 9 ! lea/ affect ! kn[] ( ,brahm1 :o is bodiless & always exi/+4--7,cre/ ,jewel ( ,wisdom47 ,( t nature :i* is beyond intellect _m ?+s are ass]t$ accord+ to intellection1 b x is contemplat$ by a cessation ( intellectual en]gy bett] ?an ) x4--7,porphyrios47 ,?\ght is b\nd$1 & we seek to ent] ! b\ndless4 ,! intellect is ! fir/ production ( ,nature :i* en]gizes = ! exp]i5ce ( ! s\l1 z ,i said4 ,:5 we recognize ?is tru? we make use ( t natural en]gy call$ ,?\ght = comp>ison1 in/ruction1 & ! removal ( d\bt1 & s rea* a po9t :]e we re/ra9 ! outw>d t5d5cies ( ,nature1 =1 :5 ^! are resolv$ into _! cause & ,nature is :olly conqu]$ & re/ra9$1 t cause manife/s itself bo? 9 & beyond ,nature4 ,! incorporeal sub/ances 9 desc5d+ are divid$ & multipli$ ab\t individuals ) a dim9ution ( p[]2 b :5 !y asc5d by _! en]gies beyond bodies1 !y become unit$ & exi/ z a :ole by & ?r\gh exub]ance ( p[]4--7,porphyrios47 ,^! h9ts may suffice = su* m9ds z are already ^u ! way4 ,o!rs w be clos$ to !m4 ,language only expresses ! exp]i5ces ( a race1 & s9ce ours has n rea*$ ! upp] levels ( ,be+ we h z yet no words = ^! ?+s4 ,! ,ea/ has ev] be5 ! home ( spiritual rese>*2 %e has giv5 all ! great religions to ! _w4 ,! ,sanscrit has ?us t]ms = "s ( ^! /ates & conditions1 b ev5 9 ! ,ea/ x is well und]/ood t ! =mless _c be express$ by =m1 or ! ,illimitable by ! limits ( words or signs4 ,! only way to "k ^! /ates is to be !m3 we nev] c really "k any?+ :i* we are n4 ,j4 ,n4 ,,xi4 ,x has be5 ) regret t ,i he> ( y\r s]i\s illness1 ,jasp]4 ,:ile life hangs 9 ! balance1 z x w\ld seem y\rs does & = "s "t w1 y w feel mu* depression4 ,n[ x is n usual to ?us calmly talk to a p]son ( 8 dea?1 b y d n m9d1 s ,i talk4 ,i d n agree ) y t dea? is well4 ,y\rs is n a case l t ( ---- :o 0 to die & decid$ to accept life f ,great ,p[]s & "w on = ,humanity amid all ! ?roes & angui% ( t body4 ,:y %\ld y n live n[ z long z y c 9 ! pres5t body1 s t 9 x y may make all ! advance possible & by y\r life d z mu* good z y c to ! ,cause & man8 ,= y h n yet z ,jasp] ,niem& _h a *ance to entitle y to extraord9>y help aft] dea? 9 gett+ back aga9 soon1 s t y w\ld die & run ! *ance ( a long ,deva*an & miss mu* t y might d = ,!m4 ,su* are my views4 ,life is bett] ?an dea?1 = dea? aga9 disappo9ts ! ,self4 ,dea? is n ! great in=m] or produc] ( k4 ,x is only ! great curta9 on ! /age to be rung up next in/ant4 ,complete k mu/ be atta9$ 9 ! triune man3 body1 s\l1 & _s4 ,:5 t is obta9$1 !n he passes on to o!r sph]es1 :i* to u are unkn[n & are endless4 ,by liv+ z long z "o c1 "o gives ! ,self t long] *ance4 ,atmanam atmana pa%ya 7,raise ! ,self by ! self--,gt7 does n seem to be effective aft] ! ?re%old ( dea? is pass$4 ,! union ( ! tr9ity is only to be accompli%$ on e>? 9 a body1 & !n release is desirable4 ,x is n = myself t ,i speak1 ,bro!r1 b = !e1 because 9 dea? ,i c lose no "o4 ,! liv+ h a great] "p 9 ! dead ?an ! dead h 9 ! liv+4 ,! d\bt :i* y n[ feel z to success is morbid4 ,please de/roy x4 ,bett] a false hope ) no d\bt1 ?an mu* k ) d\bts ( y\r own *ances4 ,he t d\bte? is l ! waves ( ! sea1 driv5 by ! w9d & toss$4 ,d\bt is n to be solely gu>d$ aga9/ :5 appli$ to ,ma/]s 7:om ,i "k y d\bt n74 ,x is mo/ to be gu>d$ & repell$ 9 relation to oneself4 ,any idea t "o _c succe$1 or _h bett] die ?an live because an injur$ body seems to make success unatta9able1 is d\bt4 ,we d>e n hope1 b we d>e try to live on & on t we may s]ve ,!m z ,!y s]ve ! ,law4 ,we are n to try to be *elas or to d any "o ?+ 9 ?is inc>nation1 b only to "k & to be j z mu* z we c1 & ! possibility is n measur$4 ,reflect1 !n1 t x is only a "q ( be+ ov]come--by :at8 ,by some?+ outside4 ,b if y accuse or d\bt y\rself1 y !n give ! enemy a re/2 he has no?+ to d1 = y d x all y\rself = him1 &1 leav+ y to y\r fate1 he seeks o!r victims4 ,rise1 !n1 f ?is despond5cy & seize ! sword ( k4 ,) x1 & ) ,love1 ! univ]se is conqu]able4 ,n t ,i see !e too despond5t1 ,jasp]1 b ,i fa9 w\ld give !e my ideas1 ev5 did some?+ kill !e aga9/ our w next day4 ,am glad t al?\gh ! body is pa9ful1 y y\rself are all "r4 ,we h 9 v>i\s ways to suff]1 & ,i d n d\bt x is a great advance if we c 9 ! mid/ ( physical suff]+ grasp & hold ourselves calm & away f x4 ,yet also ! body mu/ be re/$4 ,re/1 & let ! anxieties to d lie /ill & dormant4 ,by t !y are n kill$1 & :5 ! body gets /rong] m is kn[n4 ,y h be5 9 /orms en\gh4 ,a few mom5ts' reflection w %[ y t we make our own /orms4 ,! p[] ( any & all circum/ances is a fix$1 unv>y+ quality1 b z we v>y 9 our reception ( ^!1 x appe>s to u t our difficulties v>y 9 int5sity4 ,!y d n at all4 ,we are ! v>iants4 ,if we admit t we are 9 ! /ream ( evolution1 !n ea* circum/ance mu/ be to u q "r4 ,& 9 our failures to p]=m set acts %\ld be our greate/ helps1 = we c 9 no o!r way le>n t calmness :i* ,kri%na insi/s ^u4 ,if all our plans succe$$1 !n no contra/s w\ld appe> to u4 ,also ^? plans we make may all be made ignorantly & ?us wrongly1 & k9d ,nature w n p]mit u to c>ry !m out4 ,we get no blame = ! plan1 b we may acquire ,k>mic dem]it by n accept+ ! impossibility ( a*iev+4 ,ignorance ( ! law _c be plead$ among m51 b ignorance ( fact may4 ,9 occultism1 ev5 if y are ignorant ( "s facts ( importance y are n pass$ ov] by ,! ,law1 = ,x has reg>d = no man1 & pursues ,its adju/m5ts )\t reg>d to :at we "k or are ignorant (4 ,if y are at all ca/ d[n1 or if any ( u is1 !n by j t mu* are our ?\ghts less5$ 9 p[]4 ,"o c\ld be conf9$ 9 a prison & yet be a work] = ! ,cause4 ,s ,i pray y to remove f y\r m9d any di/a/e = pres5t circum/ances4 ,if y c succe$ 9 look+ at x all z j :at y 9 fact desir$1 !n x w act n only z a /r5g!n] ( y\r good ?\ghts1 b w reflexly act on y\r body & make x /rong]4 ,all ?is rem9ds me ( ,h41 ( ^: failure y n[ "k4 ,& 9 ?is be n disappo9t$4 ,x c\ld h>dly be o!rwise4 ,unwisely he made 8 dem&s ^u ! ,law be=e be+ q ready4 ,t is1 unwisely 9 c]ta9 s5ses1 = 9 ! great] view naught c be unwise4 ,8 app>5t defeat1 at ! v beg9n+ ( ! battle1 is = him q ( c\rse4 ,he w5t :]e ! fire is hotte/ & made x hott] by 8 aspirations4 ,all o!rs h & all w suff] ! same4 ,= x makes no diff]5ce t 8 is a bodily affection2 z all ^! ?+s proce$ f m5tal di/urbances1 we c easily see ! same cause "u a physical ailm5t z "u a m5tal divagation4 ,/rangely1 too1 ,i wrote y ( ! few :o really d /ay1 & soon aft] ?is news came & ?rew a light--a r$ "o1 s to say--^u ! in=mation ( ,h's retreat4 ,see h[ ?\ght int]l9ks ) ?\ght on all planes :5 ! ,true is ! aim4 ,we ourselves are n :olly exempt1 inasmu* z we daily & h\rly feel ! /ra94 ,accept ! words ( a fell[ travell]2 ^!3 ,keep up ! aspiration & ! se>*1 b d n ma9ta9 ! attitude ( despair or ! slighte/ rep9+4 ,n t y d4 ,i _c f9d ! "r words2 b surely y w\ld "k all1 7 x n t "s defects hold y back4 ,! d>kness & ! desolation are sure to be ours1 b x is only illusion>y4 ,is n ! ,self pure1 bright1 bodiless1 & free1--& art ?\ n t8 ,! daily wak+ life is b a p5ance & ! trial ( ! body1 s t x too may !reby acquire ! "r condition4 ,9 dreams we see ! tru? & ta/e ! joys ( heav54 ,9 wak+ life x is ours to gradually di/ill t dew into our normal consci\sness4 ,!n1 too1 rememb] t ! influ5ces ( ?is pres5t age are p[]ful = produc+ ^! feel+s4 ,:at despair & agony ( d\bt exi/ to-day 9 all places4 ,9 ?is "t ( upturn+1 ! wise man waits4 ,he b5ds himself1 l ! re$1 to ! bla/1 s t x may bl[ ov] 8 head4 ,ris+1 z y d1 into ! plane :]e ^! curr5ts are ru%+ :ile y try to travel high] /ill1 y feel ^! inimical influ5ces1 al?\gh unkn[n to y4 ,x is an age ( iron4 ,a =e/ ( iron trees1 black & =bidd+1 ) bran*es ( iron & brilliant leaves ( /eel4 ,! w9ds bl[ ?r\gh its ar*es & we he> a dreadful gr9d+ & cra%+ s\nd t sil5ces ! /ill small voice ( ,love4 ,& its inhabitants mi/ake ?is = ! voice ( ,god2 !y imitate x & add to its t]rors4 ,fa9t n1 be n self-condemn$4 ,we bo? are t s\ndless ,,om2 we re/ toge!r ^u ! bosom ( ,ma/]4 ,y are n tir$2 x is t body1 n[ weak1 & n only weak b %ak5 by ! =ce ( y\r own p[]s1 physical & psy*ical4 ,b ! wise man le>ns to assume 9 ! body an attitude ( c>elessness t is m c>eful really ?an any o!r4 ,let t be y\rs4 ,y are judge4 ,:o accepts y1 :o d>es judge b y\rself8 ,let u wait1 !n1 = natural *anges1 kn[+ t if ! eye is fix$ :]e ! light %9es1 we %all pres5tly "k :at to d4 ,?is h\r is n ripe4 ,b unripe fruit gets ripe1 & falls or is pluck$4 ,! day mu/ surely /rike :5 y w pluck x d[n4 ,y are no long] tr\bl$ by va9 fe>s or compromises4 ,:5 ! great ?\ght comes ne> en\gh1 y w g4 ,we mu/ all be s]vants be=e we c hope to be ma/]s 9 ! lea/4 ,i h be5 re-read+ ! life ( ,buddha1 & x fills me ) a long+ desire to give myself = humanity1 to devote myself to a fi]ce1 det]m9$ ef=t to plant myself ne>] ! alt> ( sacrifice4 ,z ,i d n always "k j :at ought to be done1 ,i mu/ /& on :at ,ma/] says3 ,d :at y c1 if y ev] expect to see ,!m4 ,?is be+ true1 & ano!r ,adept say+1 ,foll[ ! ,pa? ,!y & ,i %[1 b d n foll[ my pa?1 :y !n1 all we c d1 :e!r great or small1 is to d j :at we c1 ea* 9 8 prop] place4 ,x is sure t if we h an imm5se devotion & d our be/1 ! result w be "r = ,!m & u1 ev5 ?\gh we w\ld h done o!rwise _h we kn[n m :5 we 7 /&+ on a c\rse ( action4 ,a devot$ ,*ela once said3 ,i d n m9d all ^! ef=ts at explanation & all ?is tr\ble1 = ,i always h f\nd t t :i* 0 done 9 ,ma/]'s "n 0 "r & came out "r4 ,:at is done 9 ^? names is done )\t ?\ght ( self1 & motive is ! ess5tial te/4 ,s ,i am sad & n sad4 ,n sad :5 ,i reflect on ! great ,i%w>1 ! ,"l1 p]mitt+ all ^! antics & %[s be=e our eyes4 ,sad :5 ,i see our weakness & disabilities4 ,we mu/ be s]5e & d :at we c4 ,ramaswami] ru%$ (f into ,sikkhim to try & f9d ,ma/]1 & met someone :o told him to g back & d 8 duty4 ,t is all any ( u c d2 (t5 we d n "k our duty1 b t too is our own fault2 x is a ,k>mic disability4 ,y ask me h[ y %all advise y\r fell[ /ud5t4 ,! be/ advice is f\nd 9 y\r own lett] to me 9 :i* y say t ! true monitor is )94 ,t is s4 ,t5 ?\s& ,adepts c d "o no great good unless we ourselves are ready1 & ,!y only act z sugge/ors to u ( :at possibilities !re are 9 e human he>t4 ,if we dwell )9 ourselves1 & mu/ live & die by ourselves1 x mu/ foll[ t runn+ "h & !re to see any ?+ or p]son does n 9 itself give progress4 ,m9d1 ,i d n oppose consort+ ) ^? :o read holy books & are engag$ 9 dwell+ on high !mes4 ,i am only try+ to illu/rate my idea t ?is %\ld n be dwelt on z an end2 x is only a means & "o ( _m4 ,!re is no help l association ) ^? :o ?9k z we d1 or l ! read+ ( good books4 ,! be/ advice ,i ev] saw 0 to read holy books or :atev] books t5d to elevate y\rself1 z y h f\nd by exp]i5ce4 ,!re mu/ be "s4 ,once ,i f\nd "s ab/ruse !ological writ+s ( ,plot9us to h t effect on me--v ennobl+1 & also an explanation ( ! w&]+s ( ,ulysses4 ,!n !re is ! ,gt4 ,all ^! are in/9ct ) a life ( _! own :i* *anges ! vibrations4 ,vibration is ! key to x all4 ,! diff]5t /ates are only diff]5ces ( vibration1 & we d n recognize ! a/ral or o!r planes because we are out ( tune ) _! vibrations4 ,?is is :y we n[ & !n dimly feel t o!rs are pe]+ at u1 or z if a ho/ ( p ru%$ by u ) great ?+s on h&1 n see+ u & we n see+ !m4 ,x 0 an in/ant ( syn*ron\s vibration4 ,b ! important ?+ is to develop ! ,self 9 ! self1 & !n ! possessions ( wisdom belong+ to all wise m5 at once belong to u4 ,ea* "o w\ld see ! ,self diff]5tly & w\ld yet nev] see x1 = to see x is to be x4 ,b = mak+ words we say1 ,see x4 ,x might be a fla%1 a blaz+ :eel1 or :at n4 ,!n !re is ! l[] self1 great 9 its way1 & :i* mu/ fir/ be kn[n4 ,:5 fir/ we see x1 x is l look+ into a glove1 & = h[ _m inc>nations may x n be s8 ,we look inside ! glove & !re is d>kness2 !n we h to g inside & see t1 & s on & on4 ,! my/]y ( ! ages is man2 ea* "o ( u4 ,pati5ce is ne$$ 9 ord] t ! passage ( "t requir$ = ! bodily in/rum5t to be alt]$ or controll$ is complete4 ,viol5t control is n z good z g5tle control cont9u\s & firmly unrelax$4 ,! ,se]ess ( ,prevor/ f\nd t a g5tle curr5t did h] m good ?an a viol5t "o w\ld4 ,g5tl5ess is bett] because an opposition curr5t is always provok$1 & ( c\rse if t :i* produces x is g5tle1 x w also be ! same4 ,?is gives ! unaccu/om$ /ud5t m "t & gradual /r5g?4 ,i ?9k y\r fell[-/ud5t w be a good in/rum5t1 b we mu/ n break ! sil5ce ( ! future le/ we raise up unkn[n & difficult tribes :o w n be easy to deal )4 ,e situation ought to be us$ z a means4 ,?is is bett] ?an philosophy1 = x enables u to "k philosophy4 ,y d n progress by /udy+ o!r p's philosophies1 = !n y d b get _! crude ideas4 ,d n cr[d y\rself1 nor a*e to puzzle y\r bra9s ) ano!r's notions4 ,y h ! key to self & t is all2 take x & drag out ! lurk] inside4 ,y are great 9 g5]osity & love1 /rong 9 fai?1 & /raight 9 p]ception4 ,g5]osity & love are ! ab&onm5t ( self4 ,t is y\r /aff4 ,increase y\r confid5ce1 n 9 y\r abilities1 b 9 ! great ,all be+ ?yself4 ,i w\ld to ,god y & all ! re/ might f9d peace4 ,z4 ,,xii4 ,,de> ,,jasp]3 ,!re are s _m que/ion]s :o ask ab\t ,*ela%ip,c t y\r lett] comes q apropos to exp]i5ces ( my own4 ,y say t ^! applicants mu/ h "s answ]1 & 9 t ,i agree ) y4 ,& :e!r !y are ready or unready1 we mu/ be able to tell !m some?+4 ,b g5]ally !y are n ready1 nor1 inde$1 are !y will+ to take ! fir/ simple /ep :i* is dem&$4 ,i w talk ! matt] ov] ) y = y\r future guidance 9 reply+ to su* que/ions2 p]haps also to cle> up my own m9d4 ,! fir/ "q a man %\ld ask himself 7& by man we mean po/ulants ( ei!r sex7 is3 ,:5 & h[ did ,i get a desire to "k ab\t *ela%ip & to become a *ela82 & secondly1 ,:at is a *ela1 & :at *ela%ip8 ,!re are _m sorts ( *elas4 ,!re are lay *elas & probation>y ones2 accept$ *elas & ^? :o are try+ to fit !mselves to be ev5 lay *elas4 ,any p]son c con/itute himself a lay *ela1 feel+ sure t he may nev] 9 ?is life consci\sly he> f 8 guide4 ,!n z to probation>y *elas1 !re is an inv>iable rule t !y g ^u sev5 ye>s' trial4 ,^! trials d n ref] to fix$ & /at$ te/s1 b to all ! ev5ts ( life & ! be>+ ( ! probation] 9 !m4 ,!re is no place to :i* applicants c be ref]r$ :]e _! reque/ c\ld be made1 because ^! matt]s d n relate to places & to (ficials3 ?is is an affair ( ! inn] nature4 ,we become *elas2 we obta9 t position 9 reality because our inn] nature is to t ext5t op5$ t x c & w take k3 we receive ! gu]don at ! h&s ( ! ,law4 ,9 a c]ta9 s5se e s9c]e memb] ( ! ,!osophical ,society is 9 ! way ( becom+ a *ela1 because ! ,ma/]s d "s ( ,_! "w ) & = humanity ?r\gh ?is ,society1 select$ by ,!m z ,_! ag5t4 ,& z all ,_! "w & aspiration are to ! end ( help+ ! race1 no "o ( ,_! *elas c hope to rema9 7or become7 su*1 if any selfi% desire = p]sonal possessions ( spiritual weal? con/itutes ! motive = try+ to be a *ela4 ,su* a motive1 9 ! case ( "o already a *ela1 acts in/antly to ?r[ him out ( ! ranks1 :e!r he be aw>e ( 8 loss or n1 & 9 ! case ( "o try+ to become a *ela x acts z a b>4 ,nor does a real *ela spread ! fact t he is su*4 ,= ?is ,lodge is n l exot]ic societies :i* dep5d ^u favor or m]e outw>d appe>ances4 ,x is a real ?+ ) liv+ ,_s-m5 at its head1 gov]n$ by laws t conta9 )9 !mselves _! own execution]s1 & t d n require a tribunal1 nor accusations1 nor v]dicts1 nor any notice :atev]4 ,z a g5]al ?+ a p]son ( ,european or ,am]ican bir? has extreme difficulty to cont5d )4 ,he has no h]$ity ( psy*ical developm5t to call ^u2 no kn[n assembly ( ,ma/]s or ,_! *elas )9 rea*4 ,8 racial difficulties prev5t him f easily see+ )9 himself2 he is n introspective by nature4 ,b ev5 he c d mu* if he purifies 8 motive1 & ei!r naturally possesses or cultivates an ard5t & un%akeable fai? & devotion4 ,a fai? t keeps him a firm believ] 9 ! exi/5ce ( ,ma/]s ev5 ?r\gh ye>s ( non-int]c\rse4 ,!y are g5]\s & hone/ debtors & always repay4 ,h[ ,!y repay1 & :51 is n = u to ask4 ,m5 may say t ?is requires z bl9d devotion z 0 ev] ask$ by any ,*ur*4 ,x does1 b x is a bl9d devotion to ,ma/]s :o are ,tru? itself2 to ,humanity & to y\rself1 to y\r own intuitions & ideals4 ,?is devotion to an ideal is also f\nd$ ^u ano!r ?+1 & t is t a man is h>dly ready to be a *ela unless he is able to /& alone & un9flu5c$ by o!r m5 or ev5ts1 = he mu/ /& alone1 & he might z well "k ?is at ! beg9n+ z at ! end4 ,!re are also c]ta9 qualifications :i* he mu/ possess4 ,^! are to be f\nd 9 ,man1 a ,fragm5t ( ,=gott5 ,hi/ory t[>ds ! close ( ! book1 s we w n dwell ^u !m "h4 ,! "q ( ! g5]al fitness ( applicants be+ dispos$ (1 we come to ! /ill m s]i\s po9t ( ! relations ( ,guru & ,*ela1 or ,ma/] & ,disciple4 ,we want to "k :at x really is to be a pupil ( su* a ,tea*]4 ,! relation ( ,guru & ,*ela is no?+ if x is n a spiritual "o4 ,:atev] is m]ely outw>d1 or =mal1 z ! relation e/abli%$ by m]e ask+ & acceptance1 is n spiritual1 b =mal1 & is t :i* arises betwe5 tea*] & pupil4 ,yet ev5 ?is latt] is n 9 any way despicable1 because ! tea*] /&s to 8 pupil1 9 s f> =? z ! relation p]mits1 9 ! same way z ! ,guru to 8 ,*ela4 ,x is a diff]5ce ( degree2 b ?is diff]5ce ( degree is :at con/itutes ! di/9ction betwe5 ! spiritual & ! mat]ial1 =1 pass+ along ! diff]5t %ad+s f ! grosse/ mat]iality to z f> z we c g1 we f9d at la/ t matt] m]ges into _s4 7,we are n[ speak+1 ( c\rse1 ab\t :at is commonly call$ matt]1 :ile we well "k t 9 tru? ! ?+ ?us designat$ is n really matt]1 b an enorm\s illusion :i* 9 itself has no exi/5ce4 ,! real matt]1 call$ mulaprakriti by ! ,h9dus1 is an invisible ?+ or sub/ance ( :i* our matt] is a repres5tation4 ,! real matt] is :at ! ,h]meti/s call$ primordial e>?2 a1 = u1 intangible phase ( matt]4 ,we c easily come to believe t :at is really call$ matt] is n really su*1 inasmu* z we f9d clairvoyants & n]v\s p see+ ?r\gh ?ick walls & clos$ doors4 ,7 ?is matt]1 !n !y c\ld n see ?r\gh x4 ,b :5 an ord9>y clairvoyant comes face to face ) primordial matt]1 he or %e _c see beyond1 b is met by a dead wall m d5se ?an any wall ev] built by human h&s47 ,s f e>lie/ times1 among all b ! mod]n we/]n p1 ! tea*] 0 giv5 great rev]5ce by ! pupil1 & ! latt] 0 taught f y\? to look ^u 8 preceptor z only second to 8 fa!r & "m 9 dignity4 ,x 0 among ^! p a great s91 a ?+ t did "o actual h>m 9 8 moral be+1 to be disrespectful to 8 tea*] ev5 9 ?\ght4 ,! reason = ?is lay !n1 & no less to-day does also lie1 9 ! fact t a long *a9 ( influ5ce ext5ds f ! highe/ spiritual guide :o may belong to any man1 d[n ?r\gh va/ numb]s ( spiritual *iefs1 end+ at la/ ev5 9 ! m]e tea*] ( our y\?4 ,or1 to re/ate x 9 mod]n rev]sion ( ?\ght1 a *a9 ext5ds up f our tea*] or preceptors to ! highe/ spiritual *ief 9 ^: ray or desc5d+ l9e "o may happ5 to be4 ,& x makes no diff]5ce :atev]1 9 ?is occult relation1 t nei!r pupil nor f9al guide may be aw>e1 or admit1 t ?is is ! case4 ,?us x happ5s t ! *ild :o holds 8 tea*] 9 rev]5ce & dilig5tly applies himself accord+ly ) fai?1 does no viol5ce to ?is intangible b mighty *a91 & is b5efit$ accord+ly1 :e!r he kn[s x or n4 ,nor aga9 does x matt] t a *ild has a tea*] :o evid5tly gives him a bad sy/em4 ,?is is 8 ,k>ma1 & by 8 rev]5t & dilig5t attitude he works x out1 & transc5ds er/:ile t tea*]4 ,?is *a9 ( influ5ce is call$ ! ,gurup>amp>a *a94 ,! ,guru is ! guide or readju/]1 & may n always comb9e ! function ( tea*] ) x4 ,z4 ,footnote ,c3 ,*ela means disciple4 ,x is a ,sanscrit ^w4--,j4 ,n4 ,,xiii4 ,,de> ,,jasp]3 ,we n[ h pass$ f ! m]e usual & worldly relations ( tea*] & pupil to t :i* we w call ! ,lodge = ! nonce4 ,?is ,lodge is n to be tak5 up 9 ! p9c]s ( criticism & analyz$ or fix$4 ,x is at once ev]y:]e & n[h]e4 ,x conta9s )9 its b\nd>ies all real ,ma/]s1 /ud5ts1 guides1 & ,gurus1 ( :atev] race or cre$ or no cre$4 ,( x has be5 said3 ,beyond ! ,hall ( ,le>n+ is ! ,lodge4 ,x is ! :ole body ( ,sages 9 all ! _w4 ,x _c be describ$ ev5 by ^? :o are 9 x1 b ! /ud5t is n prohibit$ f imag9+ :at x is l4 ,s !re=e at any "t any "o ( its real tea*]s or disciples w gladly help any o!r tea*] or disciple4 ,b we are n to conclude t1 because all are try+ to spread tru? & to tea* ! _w1 we1 :o call ourselves *ela-aspirants or kn[n *elas ( any c]ta9 p]son :om we call ,guru1 c place ourselves at ! same mom5t "u ! direct tutelage ( m ?an "o ,guru4 ,ea* man :o det]m9es 9 himself t he w ent] ! ,pa?1 has a ,guru4 ,b ! "t betwe5 t det]m9ation & ! h\r :5 he w really "k ,! ,ma/] may be long inde$2 9 "s cases x is v %ort4 ,we mu/ n[ occupy a mom5t 9 "s consid]ation ( divisions4 ,j z ! m]e/ private 9 ! army has a g5]al :o guides ! :ole b :om he _c rea* except ?r\gh ! o!rs :o are (fic]s1 s 9 ?is ord] we f9d divisions ( ,gurus z well z divisions ( disciples4 ,!re is ! ,great ,guru1 :o is su* to _m :o nev] "k ,him or see ,him4 ,!n !re are o!rs :o "k ,him1 & :o are ,gurus to a numb] ( *elas1 & s on until we may imag9e a *ela :o may be a kn[n ,guru to ano!r *ela bel[ him4 ,!n1 aga91 !re may be *elas :o are act+ z ,guru--unackn[l$g$1 because pro tempore 9 function--to "o or m o!r *elas4 ,n[ he :o makes ! resolution above-m5tion$1 does !reby make a bond t re/s 9 ! highe/ ,law4 ,x is n a ?+ to be lightly done1 because its consequ5ces are ( a s]i\s nature4 ,n s]i\s 9 ! way ( disa/]s or awful torm5ts or su*1 b s]i\s 9 respect to ! cle>ness & brilliancy ( ^? rays ( ,tru? :i* we wi% to rea* u4 ,we h !reby 9 a s5se--its degree det]m9$ by ! s9c]ity & p[] ( our motive--tak5 ourselves out ( ! common1 va/1 mov+ h]d ( m5 :o are liv+--z to ?is--l dumb animals1 & h knock$ at a door4 ,if we h rev]5c$ our tea*] we w n[ rev]e our unkn[n ,guru4 ,we mu/ /& int]iorly 9 a fai?ful attitude4 ,we mu/ h an abid+1 settl$ fai? t no?+ may %ake4 ,= x is to mighty ,k>ma we h appeal$1 & z ! ,guru is ,k>ma 9 ! s5se t ,he nev] acts aga9/ ,k>ma1 we mu/ n lose fai? = an in/ant4 ,= x is ?is fai? t cle>s up ! air !re1 & t enables u to get help f all qu>t]s4 ,!n p]haps ?is det]m9ant or po/ulant or neophyte decides = himself t he w = ! "t take z tea*] or guide "s o!r *ela ^: tea*+s comm5d !mselves4 ,x is n necess>y t any out-spok5 words %\ld pass betwe5 ^! two4 ,b hav+ done ?is1 ev5 9 ?\ght1 he %\ld !n apply himself dilig5tly to ! doctr9e ( t tea*]1 n *ang+ until he really f9ds he has ano!r tea*] or has gone to ano!r class4 ,= if he takes up "o m]ely to dispute & disagree--:e!r outw>dly or m5tally1 he is !reby 9 dang] ( totally obscur+ 8 own m9d4 ,if he f9ds himself n cle>ly und]/&+1 !n he %\ld ) fai? try to und]/&1 = if he by love & fai? vibrates into ! high] mean+ ( 8 tea*]1 8 m9d is !reby rais$1 & ?us great] progress is ga9$4 ,we n[ come to ! possible case ( an aspirant ( t royal & k+ly fai? :o 9 "s way has really f\nd a p]son :o has advanc$ f> ^u ! ,pa?4 ,to ?is p]son he has appli$ & said3 ,may ,i be accept$1 & may ,i be a *ela ( ei!r !e or "s o!r8 ,t p]son appli$ to !n p]haps says3 ,n to me2 b ,i ref] y to "s o!r ( ! same class z y\rself1 & give y to him to be 8 *ela3 s]ve him4 ,) ?is ! aspirant goes1 say to ! "o designat$1 & delib]ately bo? agree to x4 ,"h is a case :]e ! real ,ma/] has recomm5d$ ! aspirant to a co-work] :o p]*ance is "s grade high] ?an our neophyte1 & ! latt] is n[ 9 a diff]5t position f ! _m o!rs :o are sil5tly /riv+ & work+1 & le>n+ f any & all tea*]s1 b hav+ no specializ$ ,guru = !mselves4 ,?is neophyte & 8 little guru are connect$ by a cle> & sacr$ bond1 or else bo? are m]e ly+ *ildr51 play+ & unwor?y ( att5tion4 ,if ! little guru is true to 8 tru/1 he occupies 8 m9d & he>t ) x1 & is to consid] t ! *ela repres5ts ,humanity to him = ! "t4 ,we po/ulat$ t ?is little guru 0 9 advance ( ! *ela4 ,x mu/ !n happ5 t he says t :i* is sometimes n cle> to 8 *ela4 ,?is w all ! m be s if 8 *ela is new to ! matt]4 ,b ! *ela has delib]ately tak5 t guru1 & mu/ try to und]/& ! doctr9e ( t tea*]4 ,! prop] function ( ! ,guru is to readju/1 & n to p\r 9 va/ masses ( k express$ 9 cle> & easily compreh5d$ t]ms4 ,! latt] w\ld be a piece ( nons5se1 h[ev] agreeable1 & n any :it above :at any well-writt5 book w\ld d = its read]4 ,! fai? & love :i* exi/ betwe5 !m act z a /imulus to bo?1 & z a purifi] to ! m9d ( ! *ela4 ,b if ! *ela1 aft] a :ile1 meets ano!r p]son :o seems to "k z mu* z 8 little guru1 & to express x 9 v easy t]ms1 & ! *ela det]m9es to take him z a tea*]1 he commits an error4 ,he may li/5 to 8 tea*+ & admire & pr(it by x1 b ! mom5t he m5tally det]m9es & !n 9 words asks ! o!r to be 8 tea*]1 he beg9s to rupture ! bond t 0 j e/abli%$1 & possibly may lose altoge!r ! b5efit ( bo?4 ,n necess>ily1 h[ev]2 b c]ta9ly1 if he acqua9ts n 8 little guru ) ! fact ( ! new adoption ( tea*]1 !re w be mu* confusion 9 t realm ( be+ :]e9 bo? d _! real "w2 & :5 he does acqua9t 8 little guru ) ! fact ( ! newly-acquir$ tea*]1 t old] guru w retire4 ,none ( ?is is meant = ^? m9ds :i* d n reg>d ^! matt]s z sacr$4 ,a ,guru is a sacr$ be+ 9 t s5se4 ,n1 ( c\rse1 9 a g5]al s5se--yet ev5 if s reg>d$ :5 wor?y x is bett] = ! *ela1--b 9 all t p]ta9s to ! spiritual & real life4 ,to ! high-/rung s\l ?is is a matt] ( adoption2 a mo/ sacr$ & valuable ?+1 n lightly tak5 up or lightly dropp$4 ,= ! ,guru becomes = ! "t ! spiritual ,fa!r ( ! *ela2 t "o :o is de/9$ to br+ him into life or to pass him on to ,him :o w d s4 ,s z ! ,guru is ! adju/] 9 reality1 ! *ela does n--except :]e ! ,guru is kn[n to be a great ,sage or :]e ! *ela does x by nature--give slavi% att5tion to e ^w4 ,he he>s ! ^w & endeavors to assimilate ! mean+ und]nea?2 & if he _c und]/& he lays x aside = a bett] "t1 :ile he pres5tly endeavors to und]/& :at he c4 ,& if ev5--z is (t5 s 9 ,india--he _c und]/& at all1 he is satisfi$ to be ne> ! ,guru & d :at may prop]ly be done = him2 = ev5 !n 8 abid+ fai? w ev5tually cle> 8 m9d1 ( :i* !re are _m examples1 & reg>d+ :i* h[ appropriate is ! l9e3 ,!y also s]ve :o only /& & wait4 ,z4 ,,xiv4 ,,de> ,,jasp]3 ,:at ,i wrote 9 my la/ is :at may be prop]ly said to e>ne/ inquir]s :o %[ by _! p]sev]ance t !y are n m]e idle curiosity-seek]s1 desir\s ( beguil+ ! t$ium ( life ) new exp]im5ts & s5sations4 ,x is n :at is done1 b ! _s 9 :i* ! lea/ ?+ is done = ,!m :o are all1 t is c\nt$4 ,y ask ! names ( ! sev5 rays or lodges4 ,! names c\ld n be giv5 if kn[n to me4 ,9 ^! matt]s names are always realities1 & consequ5tly to give ! "n w\ld be to reveal ! ?+ itself4 ,besides1 if ! names 7 giv51 ! ord9>y p]son he>+ !m w\ld n und]/& !m4 ,j z if ,i %\ld say t ! "n ( ! fir/ is ,x1 :i* expresses no?+ at all to ! m9d ( ! he>+ p]son4 ,all t c be said is t !re exi/ ^? sev5 rays1 di/ricts1 or divisions1 j z we say t 9 a t[n !re are legislators1 m]*ants1 tea*]s1 & s]vants4 ,! diff]5ce is t 9 ?is case we "k all ab\t ! t[n1 & "k j :at ^? names mean4 ,! "n only directs ! m9d to ! idea or ess5tial quality4 ,aga9 ,i mu/ g4 ,b ,bro!rs are nev] p>t$ :ile !y live = ! ,true alone4 ,z4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! =ego+ lett]s po9t cle>ly to "o conclusion conc]n+ t great ,!osophi/1 ,madame ,blavatsky1 ?\gh %e is unnam$ & p]haps un?\ght ( !re4 ,s9ce %e sacrific$--n s call+ x h]self--all t mank9d holds de> to br+ ! glad tid+s ( ,!osophy to ! ,we/1 t ,we/1 & especially ! ,!osophical ,society1 !reby /&s to h] z a *ela to 8 ,guru1 9 s f> z x accepts ,!osophy4 ,h] relation to ^! ,!osophi/s has its be+ 9 ! highe/ ,law1 & _c be expung$ or ignor$4 ,s ^? :o reg>d h] p]sonality1 &1 f9d+ x discordant f !irs1 try to rea* ,! ,ma/]s by o!r means :ile disreg>d+ or und]rat+ scornfully h] high s]vices1 violate a rule :i*1 because x is n made ( man1 _c be brok5 ) impunity4 ,gratitude & ! common s5tim5t ( man = man %\ld h taught !m ?is1 )\t occult tea*+ at all4 ,su* p]sons h n rea*$ t /age ( evolution :]e !y c le>n ! high] tru?s4 ,%e :o accepts ! pa9s ( ! rack 9 ! torm5ts ( a body sapp$ ( its life =ce by sup]b torr5ts ( en]gy lavi%$ on h] high ,cause2 %e :o has brav$ ! laught] & ang] ( two cont95ts1 & all ! ho/s ( d>kness se5 & unse52 %e :o n[ lives on1 only t %e may take to h]self ! ,k>ma ( ! ,society & s ensure its well be+1 has no ne$ ( any man's praise2 b ev5 %e has ne$ ( ju/ice1 because1 )\t t impulse 9 our he>ts & s\ls t[>d h]1 %e kn[s t we mu/ fail = ?is inc>nation4 ,z ! babe to ! "m1 z h>ve/ to ! e>?1 s are all ^? b\nd to h] :o enjoy ! fruit ( h] life4 ,may we try1 !n1 to und]/& ^! occult connections br\ght ab\t by ! work+s ( ,k>ma1 & br+ !m to be> ^u our diurnal1 z well z our !osophical1 life4 ,madame ,blavatsky is = u ! next high] l9k 9 t great *a91 ( :i* no l9k c be pass$ ov] or miss$4 ,9 fur!r illu/ration ( ?is lett]1 ,i might cite ! case ( a fri5d ( m9e :o 0 at once fir$ ) ,!osophy on fir/ he>+ ( x & ard5tly desir$ to become a *ela4 ,c]ta9ly he _h kn[n ^! tru?s 9 o!r lives1 = all seem$ famili> to him1 &1 ?\gh he 0 :at is call$ a man ( ! _w1 he accept$ ! philosophy1 measur$ "s ( its possibilities intuitively1 & :ile c>eful to d 8 duty & cause no j>s1 he rang$ 8 life1 especially 8 inn] life1 to suit ^! views4 ,! "q ( *ela%ip assum$ great prom95ce 9 8 m9d4 ,he knew ( no *elas2 knew n :]e to knock or :om to ask4 ,reflection conv9c$ him t real *ela%ip consi/$ 9 ! inn] attitude ( ! po/ulant2 he rememb]$ magnetic & en]getic laws1 & he said to himself t he c\ld at w con/itute himself a *ela to ! ,law1 at lea/ s f> z 8 own attitude w5t1 & if ?is did n satisfy him1 x 0 a pro( t he desir$ "s p]sonal rew>d1 satisfaction1 or p[]s 9 ! matt]1 & t 8 motive 0 n pure4 ,he 0 sl[ to =mulate 8 desires1 ev5 to 8 own m9d1 = he w\ld n lightly make dem&s ^u ! ,law2 b he at la/ det]m9$ to put 8 own motives to ! te/2 to try himself & see if he c\ld /& 9 ! attitude ( a fai?ful *ela1 unrecogniz$ & app>5tly unhe>d4 ,he !n record$ 9 8 own m9d an obligation to s]ve ,tru? & ! ,law z a *ela %\ld1 always seek+ = light & = fur!r aid if possible1 recogniz+ mean:ile t ! obligation 0 on 8 side only1 & t he _h no claims on ,ma/]s1 & only su* z he himself c\ld by ! /r5g? ( 8 own purpose in/itute ^u ! ,law4 ,:]ev] he c\ld he> ( *elas & _! duties he li/5$ or read2 he tri$ to imag9e himself 9 ! position ( an accept$ *ela1 & to fill1 s f> z 9 him lay1 ! duties ( t place1 liv+ up to all ! light he _h4 ,= he held t a disciple %\ld always ?9k & act t[>ds ! highe/ possibilities1 :e!r or n he _h yet atta9$ ^!1 & n m]ely conf9e himself to t c\rse ( action :i* might be consid]$ suit$ to 8 l[] class or spiritual e/ate4 ,he believ$ t ! he>t is ! creator ( all real ties1 & x alone4 ,to raise himself by himself 0 !n 8 task4 ,?is attitude he resolv$ to ma9ta9 life aft] life1 if ne$s 71 until at la/ 8 bir?right %\ld be assur$1 8 claim recogniz$ by ! ,law4 ,he met ) trials1 ) coldness f ^? :o felt r ?an saw 8 *ang$ attitude2 he met ) all ! nameless %ocks t o!rs meet :5 !y turn aga9/ ! :irlpool ( exi/5ce & try to f9d _! way back into ! true curr5ts ( life4 ,great sorr[s & lonel9ess 7 n sl[ to *all5ge 8 indomitable w4 ,b he f\nd "w to d2 & 9 ?is he 0 mo/ =tunate1 = to "w = o!rs is ! disciple's joy1 8 %>e 9 ! ,div9e life1 8 fir/ accolade by :i* he may "k t 8 s]vice is accept$4 ,?is man _h call$ ^u ! ,law 9 fai? supreme1 & he 0 answ]$4 ,k>ma s5t him a fri5d1 & soon he began to get new k1 & aft] a "t in=mation rea*$ him ( a place or p]son :]e he might apply to become a *ela on probation4 ,x 0 n giv5 him z in=mation usually is2 no?+ ( ! sort 0 told him2 b ) 8 ext5d+ k & op5+ faculties a conviction dawn$ ^u him t he might pursue su* & su* a c\rse4 ,he did s1 & 8 pray] 0 he>d4 ,he said to me aft]w>ds t he nev] knew :e!r he w\ld n h %[n great] /r5g? ( m9d by rely+ :olly ^u ! reality ( 8 unse51 unackn[l$g$ claim1 until ! mom5t %\ld come :5 ,ma/]s %\ld accept & call him4 ,= ( c\rse he held ! ideal ( ,ma/]s cle>ly be=e 8 m9d all ?is :ile4 ,p]haps 8 application %[$ him to be weak] ?an he suppos$1 9 s f> z x might evid5ce a ne$ on 8 "p = tangible pro( ( a fact 9 :i* 8 high] nature prompt$ him to believe )\t su* pro(4 ,p]haps x 0 b natural & "r1 on ! o!r h&1 t aft] sil5t s]vice = "s "t he %\ld put himself on record at ! fir/ opportunity grant$ him by ,k>ma4 ,he appli$1 !n4 ,i am p]mitt$ to give a portion ( ! answ] he receiv$1 & :i* made cle> to him ! fact t he 0 already accept$ 9 "s measure be=e 8 application1 z 8 intuition _h told him4 ,! answ] may be ( untold value to o!rs1 bo? z cle>ly sett+ =? ! dang]s ( =c+ "o's way ahead ( "o's race1 & also by its advice1 admonitions1 & evid5ce t ! ,great ,be+s ( ! ,ori5t deal mo/ frankly & g5tly ) applicants4 ,also x may m>k out a c\rse = ^? :o take ! wise plan ( te/+ !mselves 9 sil5ce be=e pu%+ _! dem&s ^u ! ,law4 ,= ?is at once height5s _! magnetic vibrations1 _! evolution>y ratio2 _! flame burns m brilliantly & attracts all k9ds ( %apes & influ5ces )9 its radius1 s t ! fire is hot ab\t him4 ,& n = him alone3 o!r lives com+ 9 contact ) 8 feel ?is fi]ce en]gy2 !y develop m rapidly1 &1 if !y h a false or weak place 9 _! nature1 x is soon discov]$ & ov]?r[s !m = a "t4 ,?is is ! dang] ( com+ into ! circle ( ascetics2 a man mu/ be /rong inde$ :o ?us ?ru/s himself 92 x is bett] z a rule to place oneself 9 ! attitude ( a disciple & impose ! te/s oneself3 less opposition is provok$4 ,= =ces t are foil$ by ! ,adept may hurl !mselves on ! neophyte :o _c be protect$ unless 8 ,k>ma p]mits x1 & !re are always ^? oppos+ =ces ( d>kness wait+ to ?9 ! ranks ( ! s]vitors ( ! ,good ,law4 ,up to ?is po9t1 !n1 we may foll[ ?is /ud5t1 & !n we lose sight ( him2 n kn[+ :e!r he progress$ or fail$1 or /ill s]ves & waits1 because su* ?+s are n made kn[n4 ,to tell s mu* z ?is is r>e1 &1 s9ce x is p]mitt$1 x mu/ be because !re are _m e>ne/ /ud5ts 9 ?is c\ntry :o ne$ "s su* support & in=mation4 ,to ^! ,i c say t1 if !y con/itute !mselves fai?ful1 unselfi% disciples1 !y are su* 9 ! k ( ! ,great ,law1 s long z !y are true1 9 inmo/ ?\ght & smalle/ de$1 to ! pl$ges ( _! he>t4 ,,answ] ,,to ,y4 ,says ,ma/]3 ,is ,y4 fully prep>$ = ! uphill "w8 ,! way to ! goal he /rives to rea* is full ( ?orns & leads ?r\gh miry quagmires4 ,_m are ! suff]+s ! *ela has to enc\nt]2 /ill m num]\s ! dang]s to face & conqu]4 ,may he ?9k ov] x & *oose only aft] due reflection4 ,no ,ma/] appeal$ to by a s9c]e s\l :o ?ir/s = light & k1 has ev] turn$ 8 face away f ! supplicant4 ,b x is ! duty ( ^? :o call = labor]s & ne$ !m 9 _! fields1 to po9t out to ^? :o (f] !mselves 9 tru? & tru/ = ! ardu\s "w1 ! pitfalls 9 ! soil z ! h>d%ip ( ! task4 ,if undaunt$ by ?is w>n+ ,y4 p]si/s 9 8 det]m9ation1 he may reg>d himself z accept$ z----4 ,let him place himself 9 su* case "u ! guidance ( an old] *ela4 ,by help+ him s9c]ely & devot$ly to c>ry on 8 heavy burd51 he %all prep>e ! way = be+ help$ 9 8 turn4 7,"h foll[ private in/ructions47 ,v]ily if ! c&idate relies ^u ! ,law1 if he has pati5ce1 tru/1 & intuition1 he w n h to wait too long4 ,?r\gh ! great %ad[ ( bitt]ness & sorr[ t ! oppos+ p[]s delight 9 ?r[+ ov] ! pilgrim on 8 way to ! ,gates ( ,light1 ! c&idate p]ceives t %9+ ,light v soon 9 8 own s\l1 & he has b to foll[ x4 ,let him bew>e1 h[ev]1 le/ he mi/ake ! occasional w-o'-!-wisp ( ! psy*ic s5ses = ! reflex ( ! great spiritual ,light2 t ,light :i* die? n1 yet nev] lives1 nor c x %9e else:]e ?an on ! pure mirror ( ,_s4444 ,b ,y4 has to use 8 own intuitions4 ,"o has to dissipate & conqu] ! inn] d>kness be=e attempt+ to see into ! d>kness )\t2 to "k "o's self be=e kn[+ ?+s extrane\s to "o's s5ses4 ,& n[1 may ! ,p[]s to :i* my fri5d ,y4 has appeal$ be p]mitt$ by /ill great] & mu* high] ,p[]s to help him4 ,?is is ! s9c]e & e>ne/ wi% ( 8 truly & frat]nally1 ,symbol3 ,triangle 99 99 99 99 99 ,?is lett] also %[s incid5tally h[ "o ,adept may s]ve ano!r /ill high] by report+ or convey+ ,8 reply4 ,,to ,,aspirants ,,= ,,*ela%ip ,s9c]e int]e/ 9 ,!osophic tru? is (t5 foll[$ by s9c]e aspiration aft] ,!osophic life1 & ! "q cont9ually recurs1 ,:at are ! conditions & ! /eps to *ela%ip2 to :om %\ld applications be made2 h[ is ! aspirant to "k t x has be5 grant$8 ,z to ! conditions & ! discipl9e ( *ela%ip1 n a little has be5 disclos$ 9 ,! ,!osophi/1 ,man1 ,esot]ic ,buddhism1 & o!r works ^u ,!osophy2 & "s ( ! qualifications1 difficulties1 & dang]s h be5 v explicitly set =? by ,madame ,blavatsky 9 h] article ^u ,!osophical ,mahatmas 9 ! ,pa? ( ,decemb]1 #ahhf4 ,to ev]yone *]i%+ ev5 a vague desire = clos] relations to ! sy/em ( developm5t ?r\gh :i* ,ma/]s are produc$1 ! ?\ghtful /udy ( ?is article is e>ne/ly comm5d$4 ,x w cle> ! gr\nd ( sev]al misconceptions1 deep5 ! s5se ( ! s]i\sness ( su* an ef=t1 & excite a heal?y self-di/ru/ :i* is bett] be=e ?an aft] ! gate has be5 pass$4 ,x is entirely possible1 h[ev]1 t ! se>*+ ( desire & /r5g? incit$ by t article may only conv9ce m /rongly ( s9c]ity1 & t n a few read]s may em]ge f x ) a ri*] purpose & a deep] resolve4 ,ev5 :]e !re is n a di/9ct int5tion to rea* *ela%ip1 !re may be an eag] ye>n+ = great] ne>ness to ! ,ma/]s1 = "s def9ite assurance ( guidance & ( help4 ,9 ei!r ( ^! cases ! "q at once arises be=e ! aspirant1 ,:o is to receive ! application1 & h[ is its acceptance to be signifi$8 ,! v natural1 inde$ ! in/9ctive1 /ep ( su* an aspirant is to write to an (fic] ( a ,!osophical ,society4 ,none ! less is ?is a mi/ake4 ,= a ,!osophical ,society is an exot]ic body1 ! ,lodge ( ,ma/]s :olly esot]ic4 ,! =m] is a volunt>y gr\p ( inquir]s & philan?ropi/s1 ) av[$ aims1 a pr9t$ ,con/itution1 & publi%$ (fic]s1 &1 moreov]1 expressly disav[+ any p[]1 z a ,society1 to communicate ) ,ma/]s2 ! latt] is an ,occult ,lodge1 ( ^: address1 memb]s1 processes1 functions1 no?+ is kn[n4 ,x foll[s1 !re=e1 t !re is no p]son1 no place1 no address to :i* an aspirant may appeal4 ,let x be suppos$1 h[ev]1 t su* an inquiry is pref]r$ to a p]son advanc$ 9 ,occult /udy1 v]s$ 9 its me?ods & te/s & qualifications4 ,assur$ly 8 reply w\ld be directly to ?is effect3-- ,if y 7 n[ fitt$ to be an accept$ *ela1 y w\ld ( y\rself "k h[1 :]e1 & to :om to apply4 ,= ! becom+ a *ela 9 reality consi/s 9 ! evolution or developm5t ( c]ta9 spiritual pr9ciples lat5t 9 e man1 & 9 great measure unkn[n to y\r pres5t consci\sness4 ,until ^! pr9ciples are to "s degree consci\sly evolv$ by y1 y are n 9 practical possession ( ! means ( acquir+ ! fir/ rudim5ts ( t k :i* n[ seems to y s desirable4 ,:e!r x is desir$ by y\r m9d or by y\r he>t is /ill ano!r important "q1 n to be solv$ by any "o :o has n yet ! clew to ,self4 ,x is true t ^! qualities c be develop$ 7or =c$7 by ! aid ( an ,adept4 ,& mo/ applicants = *ela%ip are actuat$ by a desire to receive in/ructions directly f ! ,ma/]s4 ,!y d n ask !mselves :at !y h done to m]it a privilege s r>e4 ,nor d !y consid] t1 all ,adepts be+ s]vants ( ! ,law ( ,k>ma1 x mu/ foll[ t1 did ! applicant n[ m]it ,_! visible aid1 he w\ld already possess x & c\ld n be 9 se>* ( x4 ,! indications ( ! fulfilm5t ( ! ,law are1 9 fact1 ! p>tial unfold+ ( ^? faculties above ref]r$ to4 ,y mu/1 !n1 rea* a po9t o!r ?an t :]e y n[ /&1 be=e y c ev5 ask to be tak5 z a *ela on probation4 ,all c&idates ent] ! unse5 ,lodge 9 ?is mann]1 & x is gov]n$ by ,laws conta9+ )9 !mselves _! own fulfilm5t & n requir+ any (fic]s :atev]4 ,nor mu/ y imag9e t su* a probation] is "o :o works "u con/ant & kn[n direction ( ei!r an ,adept or ano!r *ela4 ,on ! contr>y1 he is tri$ & te/$ = at lea/ sev5 ye>s1 & p]haps _m m1 be=e ! po9t is rea*$ :5 he is ei!r accept$ 7& prep>$ = ! fir/ ( a s]ies ( initiations (t5 cov]+ sev]al inc>nations71 or reject$4 ,& ?is rejection is n by any body ( m5 j z !y incl9e1 b is ! natural rejection by ,nature4 ,! probation] may or may n he> f 8 ,tea*] dur+ ?is prelim9>y p]iod2 m (t5 he does n he>4 ,he may be f9ally reject$ & n "k x1 j z "s m5 h be5 on probation & h n kn[n x until !y sudd5ly f\nd !mselves accept$4 ,su* m5 are ^? self-develop$ p]sons :o h rea*$ t po9t 9 ! natural ord] aft] _m inc>nations1 :]e _! exp&$ faculties h entitl$ !m to an entrance into ! ,hall ( ,le>n+ or ! spiritual ,lodge beyond4 ,& all ,i say ( m5 applies equally to wom54 ,:5 anyone is regul>ly accept$ z a *ela on probation1 ! fir/ & only ord] he receives 7= ! pres5t7 is to "w unselfi%ly = humanity--sometimes aid+ & aid$ by "s old] *ela--:ile /riv+ to get rid ( ! /r5g? ( ! p]sonal idea4 ,! ways ( do+ ?is are left to 8 own intuition entirely1 inasmu* z ! object is to develop t intuition & to br+ him to self-k4 ,x is 8 hav+ ^! p[]s 9 "s degree t leads to 8 acceptance z a probation]1 s t x is m ?an probable t y h !m n yet save z lat5t possibilities4 ,9 ord] to h 9 8 turn any title to help1 he mu/ "w = o!rs1 b t mu/ n be 8 motive = work+4 ,he :o does n feel irresi/ibly impell$ to s]ve ! ,race1 :e!r he himself fails or n1 is b\nd fa/ by 8 own p]sonality & _c progress until he has le>n$ t ! race is himself & n t body :i* he n[ occupies4 ,! gr\nd ( ?is necessity = a pure motive 0 rec5tly /at$ 9 ,lucif] to be t 'unless ! int5tion is entirely unalloy$1 ! spiritual w trans=m itself into ! psy*ic1 act on ! a/ral plane1 & dire results may be produc$ by x4 ,! p[]s & =ces ( animal nature c be equally us$ by ! selfi% & rev5geful z by ! unselfi% & all-=giv+2 =giv+2 ! p[]s & =ces ( _s l5d !mselves only to ! p]fectly pure 9 he>t4' ,x may be /at$1 h[ev]1 t ev5 ^? natural =ces _c be discov]$ by any man :o has n obta9$ ! p[] ( gett+ rid ( 8 p]sonality 9 "s degree4 ,t an emotional desire to help o!rs does n imply ?is fre$om f p]sonality may be se5 by ! fact t1 if y 7 n[ p]fect$ 9 unselfi%ness 9 ! real s5se1 y w\ld h a consci\s exi/5ce sep>ate f t ( ! body & w\ld be able to quit ! body at w3 9 o!r words1 to be free f all s5se ( self is to be an ,adept1 = ! limitations ( self inhibit progress4 ,he> also ! words ( ! ,ma/]1 tak5 f ,s9nett's ,! ,occult ,_w4 ',p]haps y w bett] appreciate our mean+ :5 told t 9 our view ! highe/ aspirations = ! welf>e ( humanity become ta9t$ ) selfi%ness if1 9 ! m9d ( ! philan?ropi/1 !re lurks ! %ad[ ( a desire = self-b5efit or a t5d5cy to d inju/ice1 ev5 :5 ^! exi/ unconsci\sly to himself4' ,:ile sett+ =? ^! facts1 z well z ! dang]s & difficulties--bo? ^? set ones appo9t$ by ! laws ( ! ,lodge & ! m innum]able ones adjudg$ by ,k>ma & ha/5$ by ! ef=ts ( ! neophyte1 x %\ld also be /at$ t ! ,ma/]s desire to det] no man f ent]+ ! pa?4 ,!y are well aw>e1 h[ev]1 f ! repeat$ trials & records ( c5turies1 & f _! k ( our racial difficulties1 h[ few are ! p]sons :o h any clew to _! own real nature1 :i* is ! foe !y attempt to conqu] ! mom5t !y become pupils ( ! occult4 ,h5ce ,!y endeavor1 s f> z ,k>ma p]mits1 to hold unfit individuals back f ra% v5tures1 ! results ( :i* w\ld recoil ^u _! unbalanc$ lives & drive !m to despair4 ,! p[]s ( evil1 inadequately defi$ by ! ignorant man1 rev5ge !mselves ^u him z well z ^u 8 fri5ds1 & n ^u ^? :o are above _! rea*4 ,al?\gh ^! p[]s are n hide\s objective %apes com+ 9 tangible ways1 !y are none ! less real & dang]\s4 ,_! desc5t 9 su* in/ances _c be prev5t$2 x is ,k>ma4 ,to lose all s5se ( self1 !n1 implies ! loss ( all t ord9>y m5 mu/ value 9 !mselves4 ,x !re=e behooves y to s]i\sly consid] ^! po9ts3 #a/4 ,:at is y\r motive 9 desir+ to be a *ela8 ,y ?9k t motive is well kn[n to y1 :]eas x is hidd5 deep )9 y1 & by t hidd5 motive y w be judg$4 ,x has fl>$ up f unse5 regions ^u m5 sure ( !mselves1 has bel*$ out 9 "s lurid ?\ght or de$ ( :i* !y e/eem$ !mselves incapable1 & has ov]?r[n _! life or reason4 ,!re=e te/ y\rself ere ,k>ma te/s y4 #b;d4 ,:at ! place & duties ( a true neophyte are4 ,:5 y h s]i\sly consid]$ bo? = tw5ty-"o days1 y may1 if y\r desire rema9s firm1 take a c]ta9 c\rse op5 to y4 ,x is ?is4 ,al?\gh y d n n[ "k :]e y c (f] y\rself to ,ma/]s !mselves z a *ela on probation1 yet1 9 =m+ t desire 9 y\r he>t & 9 re-affirm+ x 7if y d7 aft] due consid]ation ( ^! po9ts1 y h !n to "s ext5t call$ ^u ! ,law1 & x is )9 y\r p[] to con/itute y\rself a disciple1 s f> z 9 y lies1 ?r\gh ! purity ( y\r motive & ef=t if bo? are suffici5tly su/a9$4 ,no "o c fix a p]iod :5 ?is ef=t w be> fruit1 &1 if y\r pati5ce & fai? are n /rong en\gh to be> y ?r\gh an unlimit$ 7s f> z y "k7 p]iod ( unselfi% "w = humanity1 y _h bett] resign y\r pres5t fancy1 = x is !n no m ?an t4 ,b if o!rwise1 y are to "w = ! spiritual enlight5m5t ( ,humanity 9 & ?r\gh ! ,!osophical ,society 7:i* mu* ne$s su* labor]s71 & 9 all o!r modes & planes z y be/ c1 rememb]+ ! ^w ( ,ma/]s3 ',he :o does :at he c & all t he c1 & all t he kn[s h[ to d1 does en\gh = u4' ,?is task includes t ( dive/+ y\rself ( all p]sonality ?r\gh int]ior ef=t1 because t "w1 if done 9 ! "r _s1 is ev5 m important to ! race ?an any outw>d "w we c d4 ,liv+ z y n[ are1 on ! outw>d plane *iefly1 y\r "w is due !re & is to be done !re until y\r gr[? %all fit y to pass away f x altoge!r4 ,9 foll[+ ?is c\rse y "w t[>ds a fix$ po9t "u obs]vation1--z is1 inde$1 ! :ole ,!osophic body1 :i* is n[1 z a body1 a *ela ( ,ma/]s1 b specializ$ f o!r memb]s 9 ! s5se t y\r def9ite aim & tru/ are und]/ood & tak5 into consid]ation by ! unse5 ,f\nd]s & ! ,law4 ,! ,!osophical ,society !n /&s to y1 = ! "t be+1 z any old] *ela might :o 0 appo9t$ = y to aid & to "w "u4 ,y are n1 und]/&1 a *ela on probation1 s9ce no "o )\t au?ority c conf] or ann\nce su* a privilege4 ,b if y succe$ 9 lift+ y\rself & o!rs spiritually1 x w be kn[n1 no matt] :at ! ext]nal sil5ce may seem to be1 & y w receive y\r full dues f ,^? :o are hone/ debtors & m9i/]s ( ! ,j & ,p]fect ,law4 ,y mu/ be ready to "w1 to wait1 & to aspire 9 sil5ce1 j z all d :o h fix$ _! eyes on ?is goal4 ,rememb] t y\r true/ advis] is to be f\nd1 & con/antly s\ght1 )9 y\rself4 ,only by exp]i5ce c y le>n to "k its voice f t ( natural in/9ct or m]e logic1 & /r5g!n ?is p[]1 by virtue ( :i* ! ,ma/]s h become :at ,!y are4 ,y\r *oice or rejection ( ?is c\rse is ! fir/ te/ ( y\rself4 ,o!rs w foll[1 :e!r y are aw>e ( !m or n1 = ! fir/ & only "r ( ! neophyte is--to be tri$4 ,h5ce sil5ce & sorr[ foll[ 8 acceptance in/ead ( ! (f] ( prompt aid = :i* he looks4 ,yet ev5 t %all n be want+2 ^? trials & rev]ses w come only f ! ,law to :i* y h appeal$4 ,j4 ,n4 ,,xv4 ,,de> ,,jasp]3 ,i gave y\r lett] to a di/ress$ s\l3 %e return$ ?anks1 say+ x 0 a cool+ draught to "o a?ir/4 ,! ?anks ( c\rse are y\rs4 ,n[ ?is lady says x 0 refre%m5t to ! we>y1 t lett]4 ,true1 or %e w\ld n say x4 ,b x 0 n s to me nor to y4 ,we ne$$ x n4 ,b %e illu/rates a c]ta9 /ate ( progress4 ,%e is n yet :]e we are2 b :i* is happi]8 ,%e is happi]1 b poor] 9 hope4 ,we are n all too happy1 b are ri* 9 hope1 kn[+ ! prize at ! end ( "t1 & n det]r$ by ! cl\ds1 ! /orms1 ! miasms & dreadful bea/s ( prey t l9e ! road4 ,let u1 !n1 at ! v outset wa% out ( our s\ls all desire = rew>d1 all hope t we may atta94 ,= s long z we ?us hope & desire1 we %all be sep>at$ f ! ,self4 ,if 9 ! ,self all ?+s are1 !n we _c wi% to be some?+ :i* we c only compass by exclud+ some?+ else4 ,s be+ beyond ?is lady s grateful1 we f9d t ev]y?+ we meet on ?is illusory plane ( exi/5ce is a lure t 9 "o way or ano!r has p[] to draw u out ( our pa?4 ,t is ! po9t we are at1 & we may call x ! po9t :]e lures ( ,maya h omnipres5t p[]4 ,!re=e we mu/ bew>e ( ! illusions ( matt]4 ,be=e we got to ?is /age we knew well ! fateful lure1 ! dazzl+ mirror ( ! elem5tal ,self1 "h & !re 9 well-def9$ places1 & intr5*$ z x 01 s to say1 9 /rongly-m>k$ def5ses4 ,^? we assault$2 & t 0 :at x desir$1 = x did ?9k t x !n _h no ne$ to ex]cise ! en*antm5t :i* is h>d because s subtle1 & s di/ribut$ "h & !re t we f9d no citadels to take1 no battalions 9 array4 ,b n[ our de>e/ fri5ds are unconsci\sly 9 league ) ! deceptive 9 nature4 ,h[ /rongly d ,i realize ! dejection ( ,arjuna z he let 8 b[ drop f 8 h& & sat d[n on 8 *>iot 9 despair4 ,b he _h a sure spot to re/ ^u4 ,he us$ 8 own4 ,he _h ,kri%na ne>1 & he might fight on4 ,s 9 pass+ along ^? /ages :]e ! grateful lady & o!rs are1 we may p]haps h f\nd "o spot we may call our own & possess no o!r qualification = ! task4 ,t spot is en\gh4 ,x is our belief 9 ! ,self1 9 ,ma/]s3 x is ! little flame ( intuition we h all[$ to burn1 t we h fo/]$ ) c>e4 ,!n come ^! dreadful lures4 ,!y are1 9 fact1 b m]e c>casses1 %ells ( mon/]s f pa/ exi/5ces1 (f]+ !mselves t we may give !m life to t]rify u z soon z we h ent]$ !m ei!r by fe> or love4 ,no matt] :i* way we ent]1 :e!r by atta*m5t or by repugnant horror1 x is all "o3 !y are 9 "o case vivifi$ by a lov]2 9 ! o!r by a slave :o w\ld be free b _c4 ,"h x is ! lure ( enjoym5t ( natural pleasures1 gr[+ out ( life's physical basis2 !re x is self-praise1 ang]1 vanity1 :at n8 ,ev5 ^! beautiful hills & riv]1 !y mock "o1 = !y live on untrammell$4 ,p]haps !y d n speak to u because !y "k ! sup]iority ( sil5ce4 ,!y laugh ) ea* o!r at u 9 ! night1 amus$ at ! wild /ruggle ( ?is petty man :o w\ld pull ! sky d[n4 ,a*6 ,god ( ,heav56 ,& all ! suckl+s ( ,!osophy wi% t "s great1 well-diplomd ,adept w\ld come & op5 ! secret box2 b !y d n imag9e t o!r /ud5ts h /epp$ on ! spikes t def5d ! entrance to ! way t leads to ! gate ( ! ,pa?4 ,b we w n blame !m1 nor yet wi% = ! ?+s--! special lots--t "s ( !m h ab/ract$1 because n[ t we "k ! dreadful p[] t despair & d\bt & violat$ consci5ce h1 we pref] to prep>e wisely & c>efully1 & n ru% 9 l fools :]e angels d n pass un9vit$4 ,b1 ,companion1 ,i rem9d y ( ! p[] ( ! lure4 ,?is ,pa? passes along "u a sky & 9 a clime :]e e we$ gr[s a y>d 9 ! night4 ,x has no discrim9ation4 ,?us ev5 aft] weeks or mon?s ( devotion1 or ye>s ( "w1 we are surpris$ at small se$s ( vanity or any o!r ?+ :i* w\ld be easily conqu]$ 9 o!r ye>s ( inatt5tive life1 b :i* seem n[ to arise z if help$ by "s damnable intellig5ce4 ,?is great p[] ( self-illusion is /rong en\gh to create a ro>+ torr5t or a m\nta9 ( ice betwe5 u & our ,ma/]s4 ,9 respect to ! "q ( sex4 ,x is1 z y "k1 giv5 mu* prom95ce by bo? wom5 & m5 to ! detrim5t ( ! "o sex or ! o!r1 or ( any suppos$ sex4 ,!re are ^? :o say t ! female sex is n to be ?\ght ( 9 ! _s2 t all is male4 ,o!rs say ! same = ! female4 ,n[ bo? are wrong4 ,9 ! ,true !re is no sex1 & :5 ,i said ,!re all m5 are wom5 & all wom5 are m51 ,i 0 only us+ rhetoric to acc5tuate ! idea t nei!r "o nor ! o!r 0 pr$om9ant1 b t ! two 7 coalesc$1 s to say1 into "o4 ,9 ! same way y might say1 m5 are animals !re & vice v]sa4 ,m9d1 ?is is 9 reg>d to ,_s1 & n 9 reg>d to ! psy*ical /ates4 ,= 9 ! psy*ical /ates !re are /ill di/9ctions1 z ! psy*ical1 ?\gh high] ?an ! mat]ial1 is n z high z ,_s1 = x /ill p>takes ( matt]4 ,= 9 ! ,_s or ,atma all exp]i5ces ( all =ms ( life & dea? are f\nd at once1 & he :o is "o ) ! ,atma kn[s ! :ole manife/$ ,univ]se at once4 ,i h spok5 ( ?is condition be=e z ! ,turya or f\r? /ate4 ,:5 ,i say t ! female pr9ciple repres5ts matt]1 ,i d n mean wom51 = !y 9 any "o or m cases may be full ( ! mascul9e pr9ciple1 & vice v]sa4 ,matt] is illusion>y & va91 & s ! female elem5t is illusion>y & va91 z well z t5d+ to ! e/abli%$ ord]4,d ,s 9 ! ,kaballa x is said t ! woman is a wall ab\t ! man4 ,a balance is necess>y1 & t balance is f\nd 9 wom51 or ! woman elem5t4 ,y c easily see t ! g5]al t5d5cy ( wom5 is to keep ?+s z !y are & n to h *ange4 ,woman--n "h & !re wom5--has nev] be5 ! pione] 9 great re=ms4 ,( c\rse _m s+le individual wom5 h be51 b ! t5d5cy ( ! great mass ( ! wom5 has always be5 to keep ?+s z !y are until ! m5 h br\ght ab\t ! great *ange4 ,?is is :y wom5 always support any e/abli%$ religion1 no matt] :at1--,*ri/ian1 ,jewi%1 ,buddhi/1 or ,brahm94 ,! ,buddhi/ wom5 are z mu* believ]s 9 _! religion & av]se f *ang+ x z are _! ,*ri/ian si/]s oppos$ 9 ! mass to *ang+ !irs4 ,n[ z to tell+ :i* elem5t pr$om9ates 9 any s+le p]son1 x is h>d to give a g5]al te/ rule4 ,b p]haps x might be f\nd 9 :e!r a p]son is giv5 to ab/ract or concrete ?\ght1 & simil>ly :e!r giv5 to m]e sup]ficial ?+s or to deep fundam5tal matt]s4 ,b y mu/ "w t out1 ,i ?9k1 = y\rself4 ,( c\rse 9 ! spiritual life no organ disappe>s1 b we mu/ f9d out :at w\ld be ! mode ( op]ation ( any organ 9 its spiritual c\nt]p>t4 ,z ,i und]/&1 ! spiritual c\nt]p>ts ( ! organs are p[]s1 & n organs1 z ! eye is ! p[] to see1 ! e> ! p[] to he>1 & s on4 ,! g5]ative organs w\ld !n become ! creative p[] & p]haps ! ,w4 ,y mu/ n suppose t 9 ! _s life ! organs are reproduc$ z we see !m4 ,"o in/ance w suffice4 ,"o may see pictures 9 ! a/ral light ?r\gh ! back ( ! head or ! /oma*4 ,9 nei!r place is !re any eye1 yet we see4 ,x mu/ be by ! p[] ( see+1 :i* 9 ! mat]ial body ne$s ! specializ$ place or specializ+ organ kn[n z ! eye4 ,we he> (t5 ?r\gh ! head )\t ! aid ( ! auricul> app>atus1 :i* %[s u t !re is ! p[] ( he>+ & ( transmitt+ & receiv+ s\nds )\t ! aid ( an ext]nal e> or its inside c]ebral app>atus4 ,s ( c\rse all ^! ?+s survive 9 t way4 ,any o!r view is grossly mat]ial1 lead+ to a deification ( ?is unreal body1 :i* is only an image ( ! reality1 & a poor "o at t4 ,9 ?9k+ ov] ^! matt]s y ought always to keep 9 m9d ! ?ree pla9 di/9ctions ( physical1 psy*ical1 & spiritual1 always rememb]+ t ! la/ includes ! o!r two4 ,all ! a/ral ?+s are ( ! psy*ical nature1 :i* is p>tly mat]ial & !re=e v deceptive4 ,b all are necess>y1 = !y are1 !y exi/4 ,! ,deity is subject to ?is law1 or r x is ! law ( ! ,deity4 ,! ,deity desires exp]i5ce or self-k1 :i* is only to be atta9$ by /epp+1 s to say1 aside f self4 ,s ! ,deity produces ! manife/$ univ]ses consi/+ ( matt]1 psy*ical nature1 & _s4 ,9 ! ,_s alone resides ! great consci\sness ( ! :ole2 & s x goes on ev] produc+ & draw+ into ,itself1 accumulat+ su* va/ & enorm\s exp]i5ces t ! p5 falls d[n at ! ?\ght4 ,h[ c t be put into language8 ,x is impossible1 = we at once are met ) ! ?\ght t ! ,deity mu/ "k all at all times4 ,yet !re is a va/ness & an awe-inspir+ influ5ce 9 ?is ?\ght ( ! ,day & ,night ( ,brahman4 ,x is a ?+ to be ?\ght ov] 9 ! secret recesses ( ! he>t1 & n = discussion4 ,x is ! ,all4 ,& n[1 my ,bro!r1 = ! pres5t ,i leave y4 ,may y\r re/or$ heal? enable y to d m "w = ! _w4 ,i salute y1 my ,bro!r1 & wi% y to rea* ! t]race ( enlight5m5t4 ,z4 ,footnote ,d3 ,?r\gh its negative or passive quality4--,j4 ,n4 ,lett]s ,t ,h ,help$ ,me ,volume ,,ii ,,lett]s ,,t ,,h ,,help$ ,,me ,,vol4 ,,ii ,,compil$ ,,by ,,?omas ,,gre5 & ,,jasp] ,,niem& ,,?ird ,,edition ,,! ,,unit$ ,,lodge ,,( ,,!osophi/s ,los ,angeles1 ,cali=nia #aibj ,9 ,devotion ,,to ,,! ,,immortals & 9 ,! ,s]vice ( ,humanity ,?is little book is laid ,^u ! ,alt> ,june1 #aije ,,! ,,ma/]',s ,,love ,,is ,,b\ntiful2 ,,its ,,light ,,%9es ,,^u ,,?y ,,face ,,& ,,%all ,,make ,,all ,,! ,,crook$ ,,ways ,,/raight ,,= ,,!e4 ,f>ewell ,book4 ,,hi!rto ,i ,,h ,,be5 ,,an ,,exile ,,f ,,my ,,true ,,c\ntry2 ,,n[ ,i ,,return ,,?i!r4 ,,d ,,n ,,weep ,,= ,,me2 ,i ,,return ,,to ,,t ,,cele/ial ,,l& ,,:]e ,,ea* ,,goes ,,9 ,,8 ,,turn4 ,h]mes ,trismegi/os4 ,,cont5ts4 ,,page ,,=eword #g ,,lett]s #aa ,,extracts ,,f ,,lett]s #ei ,,an ,,occult ,,novel #hi ,,william ,q4 ,,judge #aje ,,=eword ,"o m>k$ diff]5ce w be notic$ betwe5 ?is1 ! second volume ( ,,lett]s ,,t ,,h ,,help$ ,,me1 & ! e>li] volume4 ,t fir/ volume _h a unity ( purpose & developm5t1 sett+ =?1 z x did1 9 due sequ5ce1 ! sali5t po9ts ( ! ea/]n tea*+4 ,?is unity palpably arose f ! fact t ! s]ies ( lett]s 0 writt5 to "o individual1 & ?us foll[$ along a l9e suit$ to ! unfold+ ne$s & ! /udies ( t individual1 z to ^? ( all fell[ /ud5ts pursu+ an id5tical l9e ( ?\ght4 ,! pres5t volume1 on ! contr>y1 consi/s ( lett]s1 & extracts f lett]s1 writt5 to a numb] ( p 9 diff]5t p>ts ( ! _w4 ,9 _m in/ances1 an extract only 0 s5t to ! compil]s by individuals appeal$ to1 t ( _! /ore some?+ might be giv5 to _! fell[-m54 ,9 o!r in/ances1 ! entire lett] 0 s5t1 b conta9$ p]sonal or o!r matt]1 :i* c\ld n be publi%$4 ,9 /ill o!r in/ances1 ! entire lett] is giv54 ,x has be5 ?\ght be/ to omit all head+s & end+s to ^! lett]s1 9 ord] t no discrim9ation %all be made 9 respect ( ! recipi5ts1 ?us leav+ ! tru?s :i* ! lett]s embody to /& out 9 _! own relief1 unm>r$ by a label & a "n4 ,_m ( ! extracts 7 publi%$ 9 ,! ,iri% ,!osophi/1 & o!rs /ill 9 ! ,tea-,table ( ,! ,pa?1 :]e ,quickly /ood = ,mr4 ,judge4 ,x 0 ! wi% ( ,mr4 ,judge1 express$ 9 writ+ to "o ( ! compil]s1 t ! s]ies %\ld be republi%$ 7) ! addition ( o!r matt]7 z a second volume ( ! e>li] "w4 ,! compil]s are ?us c>ry+ out ! direct wi%es ( ,mr4 ,judge4 ,dur+ ! lifetime ( ,mr4 ,judge1 x 0 possible to re>range1 to sugge/ excision or amplification1 or ! gr\p+ ( v>i\s extracts z "o lett]2 & x 0 possible z well to annotate1 s9ce ,mr4 ,judge read all pro(1 & 0 always ready to consid] any sugge/ions1 :ile he 0 also pleas$ to see t 8 annotator _h grasp$ 8 mean+1 or to correct errors 9 ?is respect4 ,x is evid5t t su* re>rangem5t1 add+ z x w\ld to ! complet5ess & ! unity ( a s]ies1 is mu* to be desir$4 ,x 0 hop$ to cont9ue ?is me?od ) ! pres5t volume2 b ! dea? ( ! writ] has made x impossible4 ,we c only publi% "s lett]s completely1 z !y /&1 & gr\p toge!r su* extracts z rema94 ,"o po9t m4 ,a great numb] ( lett]s h ?us come up4 ,"o compil] alone has _m score1 all writt5 s9ce ! publication ( ! fir/ volume1 & rang+ ov] t p]iod ( ye>s 9 :i* ! trials ( ,mr4 ,judge became increas+ly heavy1 a p]iod to :i* 8 unexpect$ dea? set a t]m4 ,h[ great 7 ^! trials1 none well knew except ! ,ma/] ,:om he s devot$ly s]v$4 ,! la/ lett] ( all 0 writt5 b a v %ort :ile be=e 8 dea?4 ,9 no s+le lett] out ( all ^! numb]s--9 no lett] t ! compil]s h se5--is !re a h>% or condemnatory ^w said ( ! au?ors ( 8 trials4 ,he accepts ! bitt]1 ! pr(\nd inju/ice done him )\t "o ^w :i* c\ld impugn ! fai? he held1 ! tea*+s he gave out4 ,surprise !re is2 annoyance once or twice at ! wa/e ( "t1 ! irrational de$s & words4 ,& !n he turns him to t wise compassion :i* kn[s t x is n he :o is wrong$ :o is 9 tru? ! suff]]1 b he :o inflicts a wrong4 ,mr4 ,judge always taught ! true/ ,occultism1 ! highe/ pa?4 ,:5 8 h\r ( trial /ruck1 /ep by /ep he foll[$ along t pa?4 ,9 ! de/9y ( ! crucifi$1 :e!r ,*ri/s1 or ,*ri/-disciples1 x is always se5 t ! l\de/ d5ial comes f ^? mo/ help$1 mo/ s]v$4 ,x is he :o sits at meat ) !m :o betrays !m4 ,& ( all ! long "t ( m>tyrs1 nev] "o has be5 exon]at$ to 8 era1 ju/ifi$ to 8 age4 ,?is fact alone %\ld make ?9k+ m5 pause1 rememb]+ fur!r t ! cr[d always pref]s t ,b>abbas %\ld be releas$ unto !m4 ,! great drama ev] foll[s ! same l9es4 ,! initiate1 be he disciple or be he adept1 _c def5d himself2 ?is is ! inexorable law4 ,b he has all ! t5d]e/ support t 8 great pr$ecessors along ! pa? ( ?orns c be/[2 all ! joy ( a battle nobly f\ght2 all ! gratitude ( ^? among 8 fell[s ^: intuition c foll[ him beh9d ! veil :i* scre5s ! initiate f our sight4 ,s x comes ab\t t ^! lett]s brea! ! compassion1 ! pati5ce1 ! bro!rl9ess _! au?or liv$ to inculcate4 ,sorr[1 inde$1 he felt2 b he put x bravely by4 ,8 great & k9d he>t rema9$ s\nd to ! core4 ,he sweet5$ ! h\rs ( bitt]ness by pr(\nd resignation to ,! ,law4 ,he 0 "o ( ^? ( :om x is writt53 ,he t lose? 8 life = ,my sake %all f9d x4 ,= ! help+ ( mank9d we publi% ^! lett]s4 ,to ! judgm5t ( po/]ity we commit !m1 kn[+ well t 9 ! et]nal spaces ! ,tru? alone prevails4 ,he :o is "h se5 su/a9+ & consol+ 8 fell[s dur+ ! sadde/ h\rs ( 8 life & d[n to ! doors ( ! tomb1 0 9 8 turn upheld--n alone by a great fai? & by an ,all-,compassionate ,h&--b also by ! ,love en%r9$ 9 8 own quiet he>t4 ,to ,! ,ma/] he left ! re/4 ,,! ,,compil]s4 ,,lett]s ,i4 ,,de> ,,bro!rs ,,& ,,si/]s3 ,i d n ?9k t y w take x amiss t ,i aga9 intrude myself be=e y4 ,i am s f> (f1 & ! place :]e my old fri5d & tea*]--! "o :o po9t$ out to me ! way t mu/ br+ u1 if foll[$1 to ! light & peace & p[] ( tru?--is s de> to me1 ,i w\ld fa9 speak ) ^?1 my fell[-work]s1 :o n[ live :]e %e work$1 & :]e h] mighty s\l left ! body %e us$ = our advantage4 ,?is is surely suffici5t reason4 ,ref] to ! ,ma/]'s lett] 9 ,! ,occult ,_w & y w f9d him say+ t ! ,ma/]s are philan?ropi/s & c>e only = t4 ,h5ce1 ! v olde/ ,f4,t4,s4 :o has be5 selfi%1 & n philan?ropic1 has nev] come "u ! notice ( ! ,ma/]s1 has nev] done any?+1 9 fact1 t[>d ! developm5t ( ! s\l 9 8 possession1 no?+ = ! race ( man4 ,x is n memb]%ip 9 ! ,t4,s41 or any o!r my/ical body1 t br+s u ne> ! ,ma/]s1 b j su* philan?ropic "w ) j ! pure motive4 ,!n ,i "k1 & say pla9ly--= z s close to ea* o!r we %\ld pla9ly speak--t "s ( u1 maybe all1 h wait$ & wond]$1 & wi%$ & hop$1 = :at8 ,v>i\sly express$ ?us3 "o wants to g to ! ,ma/]1 n kn[+ ev5 if x be fitt+2 ano!r wants to "k :at is ! vague long+ inside2 ano!r says t if ! inn] s5ses 7 b develop$ & hopes ! ,ma/] w\ld develop !m1 & s on2 all1 h[ev]1 express$ by :at ! ,ma/] has himself writt51 ,y want to f9d out ab\t u1 ( our me?ods ( "w1 & = t y seek along ! l9e ( occultism4 ,well1 x is "r = u to seek & to try & to want to rea* to ,!m1 = o!rwise we nev] w 9 any age get :]e su* ,be+s are4 ,b z wise ?9k]s we %\ld act & ?9k wisely4 ,i "k _m ( y & :at ,i am say+ %\ld help "s z x does me also4 ,y are all on ! road to ,ma/]s1 b z we are n[1 ) ! weak & h]$it>ily diseas$ bodies we h1 we c\ld n live an h\r ) ,ma/]s did we jump sudd5ly pa/ space to ,!m4 ,"s too h d\bt & d>kness1 ! d\bt mo/ly z to !mselves4 ,?is %\ld n be h>b\r$1 = x is a wile ( ! l[] man /riv+ to keep y back among ! m$iocre ( ! race4 ,:5 y h lift$ y\rself up ov] t level ( ! race1 ! enemy ( man /rikes & /rives at all times to br+ cl\ds ( d\bt & despair4 ,y %\ld "k t all1 ev]yone1 d[n to ! mo/ obscure1 :o are work+ /eadily1 are z /eadily creep+ on to a *ange1 & yet on & on to o!r *anges1 & all /eps to ! ,ma/]4 ,d n all[ disc\ragem5t to come 94 ,"t is ne$$ = all gr[?1 & all *ange1 & all developm5t4 ,let "t h h] p]fect "w & d n /op x4 ,h[ may x be /opp$8 ,h[ _m h ?\ght ( ?is ,i d n "k1 b "h is a fact4 ,z a s9c]e /ud5t works on1 8 "w makes him come e day ne>] to a /ep1 & if x be an advance !n x is c]ta9 !re is a sort ( sil5ce or lonel9ess all ar\nd 9 ! =e/ ( 8 nature4 ,!n he may /op all by all[+ despair to come 9 ) v>i\s reasons & pretexts2 he may ?us ?r[ himself to :]e he began4 ,?is is n arbitr>y law b ,nature's4 ,x is a law ( m9d1 & ! enemies ( man take advantage ( x = ! undo+ ( ! unw>y disciple4 ,i w\ld nev] let ! lea/ fe> or despair come be=e me1 b if ,i _c see ! road1 nor ! goal = ! fog1 ,i w\ld simply sit d[n & wait2 ,i w\ld n all[ ! fog to make me ?9k no road 0 !re1 & t ,i 0 n to pass x4 ,! fogs mu/ lift4 ,:at !n is ! panacea f9ally1 ! royal talisman8 ,x is ,,duty1 ,selflessness4 ,duty p]si/5tly foll[$ is ! highe/ yoga1 & is bett] ?an mantrams or any po/ure1 or any o!r ?+4 ,if y c d no m ?an duty x w br+ y to ! goal4 ,&1 my de> fri5ds1 ,i c swe> x1 ! ,ma/]s are wat*+ u all1 & t )\t fail :5 we come to ! "r po9t & really des]ve ,!y manife/ to u4 ,at all times ,i "k ,!y help & try to aid u z f> z we w let ,!m4 ,:y1 ! ,ma/]s are anxi\s 7to use a ^w ( our own7 t z _m z possible may rea* to ! /ate ( p[] & love ,!y are 94 ,:y1 !n1 suppose !y help n8 ,z !y are ,atman & !re=e ! v law ( ,k>ma itself1 ,!y are 9 ev]y?+ 9 life1 & e phase ( our *ang+ days & ye>s4 ,if y w ar\se y\r fai? on ?is l9e y come ne>] to help f ,!m ?an y w recognise4 ,i s5d y my love & hope1 & be/ ?\ghts t y may all f9d ! great light %9+ ar\nd y e day4 ,x is !re4 ,y\r bro!r1 ,,william ,q4 ,,judge4 ,,ii4 ,once m 9 ! abs5ce ( ---- ,i s5d y a ^w ( bro!rly greet+4 ,i w\ld ask y to read x imp]sonally 9 e "p1 z ,i h no res]v$ ?\ghts & no ult]ior aim 9 x1 & h n _h any lett]s or news f anyone to lead me to write4 ,we are s f> away f ea* o!r t n[ & !n su* a greet+ is well1 & %\ld be tak5 9 ! _s x is s5t4 ,x is n possible to s5d to any o!r h\sehold z none o!r exi/s 9 ! ,society1 y be+ unique 9 ?is1 t y are ! only "o4 ,"h we h no su* ?+1 all ne>ly liv+ at o!r places1 & ?is be+ m]ely a c5tre = "w4 ,_m times h co-op]ative h\seholds be5 tri$ & fail$4 ,"o 0 tri$ "h & is fam\s4 ,x 0 call$ ! ,brook ,f>m1 b x _h no su* high aim & philosophy beh9d x z y h1 & ?us ! p]sonal frictions develop$ at any place ( close intimacy broke x up4 ,t %\ld be a guide to y to enable y to wat* & avoid4 ,y\rs may alt] 9 numb] & 9 p]sonnel1 b c nev] really be brok5 up if ! aim is high & ! self-judgm5t is /rict & n self-righte\s4 ,i am n accus+ y ( ?is1 b only /at+ a common human dang]1 f :i* ! ,!osophi/ is n at any "t exempt4 ,inde$1 he is 9 dang] 9 y\r c5tre f ! fact t /rong =ce revolves ar\nd x4 ,h5ce all mu/ be ev] c>eful1 = ! p]sonal elem5t is "o t ev] has a t5d5cy to delude u z x hides beh9d v>i\s walls & clo!s itself 9 ! faults1 real or imag9>y1 ( o!rs4 ,y\r c5tre be+ ! only "o z yet ( su* size1 x is useful to ?9k h[ y may be/ all act z to make x truly int]national4 ,ea* "o has a "r to 8 or h] p>ticul> crank1 ( c\rse1 b no "o ought to ?9k t anyone else is to be judg$ f n be+ ( ! same /ripe ( crank4 ,"o eats meat1 ano!r does n4 ,nei!r is univ]sally "r1 = ! k+dom ( heav5 does n come f meat1 or f its abs5ce4 ,ano!r smokes & ano!r does n2 ^! are nei!r univ]sally "r nor wrong1 z smoke = "o is good & = ano!r is bad2 ! true cosmopolitan all[s ea* to d 9 su* matt]s z he likes4 ,ess5tials are ! only ?+s on :i* true occultism & ,!osophy require an agreem5t1 & su* tempor>y matt]s z food & o!r habitual daily ?+s are n ess5tials4 ,"o may make a mi/ake1 too1 ( p>ad+ too mu* 8 or h] p>ticul> l9e ( life or act4 ,:5 ?is is done ! :ole _w is bor$1 & no?+ effective or la/+ is ga9$ except a cranky impression4 ,9 a place l y\rs1 :]e s _m ( all sorts ( nature are toge!r1 !re is a unique opportunity = ga9 & good 9 ! *ance x gives "o = self-discipl9e4 ,!re friction ( p]sonality is inevitable1 & if ea* "o le>ns ! great give & take1 & looks n = ! faults ( ! o!rs b = ! faults he sees 9 himself1 because ( ! friction1 !n great progress c be made4 ,! ,ma/]s h said t ! great /ep is to le>n h[ to get out ( ! rut ea* "o has by nature & by tra9+1 & to fill up ! old grooves4 ,?is has be5 miscon/ru$ by "s :o h appli$ x to m]e out] habits ( life1 & =gott5 t its real application is to ! m5tal grooves & ! a/ral ones also4 ,ea* m9d has a groove1 & is n naturally will+ to run 9 ! natural groove ( ano!r m9d4 ,h5ce comes (t5 friction & wrangle4 ,illu/rate x by ! flang$ :eel ( ! /eam-eng9e runn+ on a track4 ,x _c run (f nor on a track ( broad] or n>r[] gauge1 & s is conf9$ to "o4 ,take (f ! flange & make ! face ( ! :eel broad]1 & !n x c run on any road t is at all possible4 ,g5]al human nature is l ! eng9e1 x is flang$ & run = a c]ta9 size ( track1 b ! occulti/ or ! w\ld-be "o %\ld take (f ! flange & h a broad-fac$ :eel t w accommodate itself to ! o!r m9d & nature4 ,?us 9 "o life ev5 we might h ! b5efit ( _m1 = ! lives ( o!r m5 are liv$ beside u unnotic$ & unus$ because we are too broad & flang$ 9 :eel1 or too n>r[ & flang$ also4 ,?is is n easy1 x is true1 to *ange1 b !re is no bett] opportunity ?an is h\rly pres5t$ to y 9 ! :ole _w1 to make ! alt]ation4 ,i w\ld gladly h su* a *ance1 :i* ,k>ma has d5i$ me1 & ,i see ! loss ,i incur ea* day by n hav+ x !re or "h4 ,y h x1 & f !re %\ld g out to all ! e>? soon or late1 m5 & wom5 :o are broad & free & /rong = ! "w ( help+ ! _w4 ,my rem9d+ y ( all ?is is n a criticism1 b is due to my own want ( su* an opportunity1 & be+ at a di/ance ,i c get a cle>] view ( ! case1 & :at y h = y\r own b5efit & also = all o!rs4 ,x is natural = "o to ask3 ,:at ( ! future1 & :at ( ! def9$ object1 if any1 = our "w8 ,t c be answ]$ 9 _m ways4 ,!re is1 fir/1 our own "w1 9 & on ourselves1 ea* "o4 ,t has = its object ! enlight5m5t ( oneself = ! good ( o!rs4 ,if t is pursu$ selfi%ly "s enlight5m5t comes1 b n ! am\nt ne$$ = ! :ole "w4 ,we h to wat* ourselves s z to make ( ea* a c5tre f :i*1 9 our measure1 may fl[ out ! pot5tialities = good t f ! adept come 9 l>ge & afflu5t /reams4 ,! future !n1 = ea*1 w come f ea* pres5t mom5t4 ,z we use ! mom5t s we %ift ! future up or d[n = good or ill2 = ! future be+ only a ^w = ! pres5t--n yet come--we h to see to ! pres5t m ?an all4 ,if ! pres5t is full ( d\bt or vacillation1 s w be ! future2 if full ( confid5ce1 calmness1 hope1 c\rage & intellig5ce1 ?us also w be ! future4 ,z to ! broad] scope ( ! "w1 t comes f unit$ ef=t ( ! :ole mass ( units4 ,x embraces ! race1 & z we _c escape f ! de/9y ( ! race we h to dismiss d\bt & cont9ue at "w4 ,! race is1 z a :ole1 9 a transition /ate1 & _m ( its units are kept back by ! condition ( ! :ole4 ,we f9d ! pa? difficult because1 be+ ( ! race1 ! g5]al race t5d5cies v /rongly affect u4 ,?is we _c d away ) 9 a mom5t4 ,x is useless to groan ov] x2 x is also selfi%1 s9ce we1 9 ! di/ant pa/1 _h a h& 9 mak+ x :at x n[ is4 ,! only way we c alt] x is by su* action n[ z makes ( ea* "o a c5tre = good1 a =ce t makes = righte\sness1 & t is guid$ by wisdom4 ,f ! great p[] ( ! g5]al badness we ea* "o h a great] fight to wage ! mom5t we =ce our inn] nature up beyond ! dead level ( ! _w4 ,s be=e we attempt t =c+ we %\ld1 on ! l[] plane1 accumulate all t we c ( m]it by unselfi% acts1 by k9d ?\ghts1 by deta*+ our m9ds f ! allurem5ts ( ! _w4 ,?is w n ?r[ u out ( ! _w1 b w make u free f ! great =ce :i* is call$ by ,bhme ! ,turba1 by :i* he meant ! imm5se p[] ( ! unconsci\s & mat]ial basis ( our nature4 ,t mat]ial base be+ devoid ( s\l is m incl9$ on ?is plane to ! l[] ?+s ( life ?an to ! high]4 ,h5ce1 until we h 9 "s degree conqu]$ t1 x is useless = u to be wi%+1 z s _m ( u d1 to see ! ,ma/]s & to be ) ,!m4 ,!y c\ld n help u unless we furni% ! conditions1 & a m]e desire is n ! ne$$ condition4 ,! new condition calls = a *ange 9 ?\ght & nature4 ,s ! ,ma/]s h said ?is is a transition age1 & he :o has e>s to he> w he> :at has ?us be5 said4 ,we are work+ = ! new cycles & c5turies4 ,:at we d n[ 9 ?is transition age w be l :at ! great ,dhyan ,*ohans did 9 ! transition po9t--! midway po9t--9 evolution at ! "t :5 all matt] & all types 7 9 a transition & fluid /ate4 ,!y !n gave ! new impulse = ! new types1 :i* result$ lat] 9 ! va/ v>ieties ( nature4 ,9 ! m5tal developm5t we are n[ at ! same po9t & :at we n[ d 9 fai? & hope = o!rs & = ourselves w result simil>ly on ! plane to :i* x is all direct$4 ,?us 9 o!r c5turies we w come out aga9 & g on ) x4 ,if we neglect x n[1 s mu* ! worse = u !n4 ,h5ce we are n work+ = "s def9ite organisation ( ! new ye>s to come1 b = a *ange 9 ! ,manas & ,buddhi ( ! ,race4 ,t is :y x may seem indef9ite1 b x is1 nev]!less1 v def9$ & v great 9 scope4 ,let me ref] y to t "p ( ,! ,secret ,doctr9e1 p5n$ by ,ma/] ,himself1 :]e ! midway po9t ( evolution is expla9$ 9 ref]5ce to ! ungulate mammals4 ,x %\ld give y a glimpse ( :at we h to d1 & remove all va9 long+s = a pres5t soj\rn ) our unse5 guides & bro!rs4 ,! _w is n free f sup]/ition1 & we1 a "p ( x1 mu/ h "s traces left ( ! same ?+4 ,!y h said t a great %ad[ foll[s all innovations 9 ! life ( humanity2 ! wise "o w n br+ on t %ad[ too soon & n until "s light is ready to fall at ! same "t = break+ up ! d>kness4 ,ma/]s c\ld give n[ all ! light & k ne$$1 b !re is too mu* d>kness t w\ld swall[ up all ! light1 except = a few bright s\ls1 & !n a great] d>kness w\ld come on4 ,_m ( u c\ld n grasp nor und]/& all t might be giv51 & to u w\ld result a dang] & new difficulty = o!r lives1 to be work$ out 9 pa9 & sorr[4 ,x is f k9dness & love t ,ma/]s d n bl9d u ) ! electric fla% ( tru? complete4 ,b concretely !re is a c]ta9 object = our g5]al "w4 ,x is to />t up a new =ce1 a new curr5t 9 ! _w1 :]eby great & long-gone ,gnanis1 or wise ones1 w be attract$ back to inc>nate among m5 "h & !re1 & ?us br+ back ! true life & ! true practices4 ,j n[ a pall ( d>kness is ov] all t no ,gnani w be attract$ by4 ,"h & !re a few beams /rike ?r\gh ?is4 ,ev5 9 ,india x is d>k1 = !re1 :]e ! tru? is hid1 ! ?ick veil ( !ological dogma hides all2 & ?\gh !re is a great hope 9 x ! ,ma/]s _c pi]ce ?r\gh to m9ds bel[4 ,we h to educate ! ,we/ s t x may appreciate ! possibilities ( ! ,ea/1 & ?us on ! wait+ /ructure 9 ! ,ea/ may be built up a new ord] ( ?+s = ! b5efit ( ! :ole4 ,we h1 ea* "o ( u1 to make ourselves a c5tre ( light2 a picture gall]y f :i* %all be project$ on ! a/ral light su* sc5es1 su* influ5ces1 su* ?\ghts1 z may influ5ce _m = good1 %all ?us ar\se a new curr5t1 & !n f9ally result 9 draw+ back ! great & ! good f o!r sph]es f beyond ! e>?4 ,?is is n spiritualism at all1 = x has no ref]5ce to ! d5iz5s ( spook-l& 9 any way4 ,let u !n h great fai? & confid5ce4 ,see h[ _m h gone out f "t to "t f y\r c5tre to _m & di/ant p>ts ( ! _w1 & h[ _m w cont9ue to g = ! good & ! ga9 ( man ( all places4 ,!y h gone to all p>ts1 & x mu/ be t ev5 if ! c5tre %\ld be disrupt$ f causes outside ( y1 its p[] & reality w n be de/roy$ at all1 b w ev] rema91 ev5 aft] all ( x may h gone z f> z bricks & mort> are conc]n$4 ,i give y my be/ wi%es & bro!rly greet+ = ! new ye> & = e ye> t is to come4 ,affectionately y\rs1 ,,william ,q4 ,,judge4 ,,iii4 ,i s5d y ?is1 & y w keep x1 us+ x lat] on :5 ,i give ! ^w4 ,x is to be head$ by me lat]4 ,! ,!osophical movem5t 0 begun z a "w ( ! ,bro!rhood ( :i* ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 is a memb]1 & 9 :i* ! great ,initiate1 :o 0 by h] call$ ,ma/]1 is "o ( ! ,*iefs4 ,x 0 />t$ among ,we/]n p by ,we/]n p1 ! two *ief ag5ts be+ ,h4 ,p4 ,b41 a ,russian1 & ,h4 ,s4 ,olcott1 an ,am]ican4 ,! place :]e x 0 />t$ 0 also ,we/]n--! ,city ( ,new ,york4 ,b not)/&+ t ! ,bro!rhood ?us _h x begun1 x mu/1 z a ,society1 be kept ) a free plat=m1 :ile1 at ! same "t1 its memb]s are individually free to take & hold :at belief !y f9d approv$ by consci5ce1 provid$ t belief does n militate aga9/ ,univ]sal ,bro!rhood4 ,h5ce !y are at p]fect lib]ty to believe 9 ! ,lodge ( t ,bro!rhood & 9 its mess5g]s1 & also to accept _! doctr9es z to man1 8 nature1 p[]s & de/9y z giv5 out by ! mess5g]s on behalf ( ! ,lodge4 ,! fact is significant t ! ,!osophical movem5t 0 ?us1 z said1 begun 9 ! ,we/]n _w1 9 ! c\ntry :]e ! prep>ations = ! new root race are go+ on1 & :]e t new root is to appe>4 ,?is 0 n to give prec$5ce to any "o race or c\ntry ov] ano!r1 or to r$uce any race or c\ntry1 b 0 & is accord+ to ! law ( cycles1 :i* is a "p ( evolution4 ,9 ! eye ( t great ,law no c\ntry is fir/ or la/1 new or old1 high or l[1 b ea* at ! "r "t is appropriate = :atev] ! "w is t mu/ be p]=m$4 ,ea* c\ntry is b\nd up ) all ! o!rs & mu/ assi/ !m4 ,?is movem5t has1 among o!rs1 an object :i* %\ld be borne 9 m9d4 ,x is ! union ( ! ,we/ ) ! ,ea/1 ! revival 9 ! ,ea/ ( ^? greatnesses :i* once 7 h]s1 ! developm5t 9 ! ,we/ ( t ,occultism :i* is appropriate = x1 s t x may1 9 its turn1 hold out a help+ h& to ^? ( old] blood :o may h become fix$ 9 "o idea1 or degrad$ 9 spirituality4 ,= _m c5turies ?is union has be5 work$ t[>ds & work]s h be5 s5t out ?r\gh ! ,we/ to lay ! f\ndations4 ,b n until #ahge c\ld a wide public ef=t be made1 & !n ! ,!osophical ,society came into exi/5ce because ! times 7 ripe & ! work]s ready4 ,organisations1 l m51 may fall into ruts or grooves ( m5tal & psy*ic action1 :i*1 once e/abli%$1 are difficult to oblit]ate4 ,to prev5t ^? ruts or grooves 9 ! ,!osophical movem5t1 its gu>dians provid$ t necess>y %ocks %\ld n[ & !n int]pose s z to conduce to solid>ity1 to give /r5g? su* z ! oak obta9s f buffett+ ! /orm1 & 9 ord] t all grooves ( m9d1 act1 or ?\ght1 might be fill$ up4 ,x is n ! desire ( ! ,bro!rhood t ^? memb]s ( ! ,!osophical movem5t :o h1 "u _! rights1 tak5 up a belief 9 ! mess5g]s & ! message %\ld become pilgrims to ,india4 ,to ar\se t ?\ght 0 n ! "w nor ! wi% ( ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 ,nor is x ! desire ( ! ,lodge to h memb]s ?9k t ,ea/]n me?ods are to be foll[$1 ,ea/]n habits adopt$1 or ! pres5t ,ea/ made ! model or ! goal4 ,! ,we/ has its own "w & its duty1 its own life & developm5t4 ,^? x %\ld p]=m1 aspire to & foll[1 & n try to run to o!r fields :]e ! duties ( o!r m5 are to be p]=m$4 ,if ! task ( rais+ ! spirituality ( ,india1 n[ degrad$ & almo/ suffocat$1 7 easy1 & if ?us easily rais$ c\ld x %9e into & enlight5 ! :ole _w ( ! ,we/1 !n1 inde$1 7 ! "t wa/$ 9 beg9n+ 9 ! ,we/1 :5 a %ort] & quick] way exi/$ 9 ! old] l&4 ,b 9 fact x is m difficult to make an entry into ! he>ts & m9ds ( p :o1 ?r\gh mu* lapse ( "t 9 fix$ metaphysical dogmatism1 h built1 9 ! psy*ic & psy*o-m5tal planes1 a h>d imp]vi\s %ell ar\nd !mselves1 ?an x is to make t entry ) ,we/]n]s :o1 al?\gh !y may be meat eat]s1 yet h no fix$ op9ions deep laid 9 a f\ndation ( my/icism & buttress$ ) a pride inh]it$ f ! pa/4 ,! new era ( ,we/]n ,occultism def9itely began 9 #ahge ) ! ef=ts ( t noble woman :o ab&on$ ! body ( t day n long ago4 ,?is does n mean t ! ,we/]n ,occultism is to be some?+ :olly diff]5t f & oppos$ to :at s _m "k1 or ?9k !y "k1 z ,ea/]n ,occultism4 ,x is to be ! ,we/]n side ( ! "o great :ole ( :i* ! true ,ea/]n is ! o!r half4 ,x has1 z its mission1 l>gely entru/$ to ! h&s ( ! ,!osophical ,society1 to furni% to ! ,we/ t :i* x c nev] get f ! ,ea/2 to pu% =w>d & raise high on ! circul> pa? ( evolution n[ roll+ ,we/1 ! light t lighte? e man :o come? into ! _w--! light ( ! true self1 :o is ! "o true ,ma/] = e human be+2 all o!r ,ma/]s are b s]vants ( t true ,"o2 9 x all real ,lodges h _! union4 ,woe is set ap>t--n by ,ma/]s b by ,nature's laws--= ^? :o1 hav+ />t$ 9 ! pa? ) ! aid ( ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 %all 9 any way try to belittle h] & h] "w1 /ill1 z yet n und]/ood & by _m misund]/ood4 ,?is does n mean t a m]e p]son is to be slavi%ly foll[$4 ,b to expla9 h] away1 to belittle h]1 to imag9e va9 explanations ) :i* to d away ) :at is n lik$ 9 t :i* %e said1 is to violate ! ideal1 is to spit back 9 ! face ( ! tea*] ?r\gh :om ! k & ! opportunity came1 to bef\l ! riv] :i* br\ght y sweet wat]s4 ,%e 0 & is "o ( ^? s]vants ( ! univ]sal ,lodge s5t to ! ,we/ to take up ! "w1 well kn[+ ( ! pa9 & obloquy & ! insult to ! v s\l--wor/ ( all insults--:i* 7 c]ta9 f ! fir/ to be h]s4 ,^? :o _c und]/& h] _h be/ n try to expla9 h]3 ^? :o d n f9d !mselves /rong en\gh = ! task %e pla9ly outl9$ f ! beg9n+ _h be/ n attempt x4 ,%e knew1 & y h be5 told be=e1 t high & wise s]vants ( ! ,lodge h rema9$ ) ! ,we/ s9ce _m c5turies = ! purpose ( help+ x on to its mission & de/9y4 ,t "w x w\ld be well = ! memb]s ( ! ,!osophical movem5t to cont9ue )\t deviat+1 )\t excitem5t1 )\t runn+ to extremes1 )\t imag9+ t ,tru? is a matt] ( ei!r longitude or latitude3 ! tru? ( ! s\l's life is 9 no special qu>t] ( ! compass1 x is ev]y:]e r\nd ! :ole circle1 & ^? :o look 9 "o qu>t] w n f9d x4 7,?is lett] is m>k$ 9 r$ p5cil1 by ! h& ( ,mr4 ,judge1 unf9i%$4 ,9 fact1 x ends ) ! ^w w1 z above1 b 9 publi%+ e>li] "s extracts f ?is lett]1 ! own] _h ! p]mission ( ! writ] to supply ! la/ ?ree words1 :i* he _h int5d$ to place !re :5 call$ away1 & 9 8 ha/e = ! po/1 9 return+1 _h omitt$ to add47 ,,iv4 ,,to ,,! ,,!osophical ,,publication ,,society3 ,x is ) great regret t ,i le>n f rec5t ,london advices t ! ,manag]s ( ! ,society !re ?9k t ! ,tract1 ,epitome ( ,!osophy1 :i* appe>$ 9 ,! ,pa?1 is too advanc$ to be repr9t$ n[1 & t :at is ne$$ is 'a /epp+-/one f fiction to philosophy4' ,p]mit me to say t ,i _c agree ) ?is op9ion1 nor ) ! policy :i* is outl9$ by x4 ,! op9ion is errone\s1 & ! policy is weak z well z be+ out ( accord ) t ( ! ,ma/]s4 ,^? ,ma/]s h approv$ ! project ( ! new ,society & are wat*+ ! unfold+ ( its policy4 ,if ,i _h made up t ,epitome :olly myself ,i might h "s hesitation 9 speak+ 9 ?is way1 b ,i did n4 ,! g5]al idea ( su* a s]ies ( tracts 0 giv5 to me "s two ye>s ago1 & ?is "o 0 prep>$ by sev]al /ud5ts :o "k :at ! p ne$4 ,x is at once compreh5sive & fundam5tal4 ,x cov]s mo/ ( ! gr\nd1 & if any s9c]e read] grasps x he w h food = 8 reflection ( ! sort ne$$4 ,if1 h[ev]1 we are to proce$ by a mollifi$ passage f folly 7:i* is fiction7 to philosophy1 !n we at once div]ge f ! pa? m>k$ out = u by ! ,ma/]s2 & = ?is /atem5t ,i c ref] to lett]s f ,!m 9 my h&s4 ,i ne$ only draw y\r att5tion to ! fact t :5 ^? ,ma/]s began to cause ,_! s]vants to give out matt] 9 ,india1 ,!y did n beg9 ) fiction1 b ) /]n facts su* z are to be f\nd 9 ! ,fragm5ts ( ,occult ,tru?1 :i* aft]w>ds became ,mr4 ,s9nett's ,esot]ic ,buddhism4 ,we are n seek+ to cat] to a lot ( fiction read]s & curiosity hunt]s1 b to ! press+ ne$s ( e>ne/ m9ds4 ,fiction read]s nev] influ5c$ a nation's progress4 ,& ^! e>ne/ m9ds d n desire1 & ought n to be treat$ to a gruel :i* ! s5t5ce j quot$ w\ld seem to indicate z _! fate4 ,!n aga91 ,i beg to rem9d my ,engli% bro!rs 9 ?is ent]prise t !y %\ld rememb] t ! ,unit$ ,/ates conta9 m !osophi/s & possible subscrib]s & read]s ?an ! :ole ( ,europe4 ,!y d n want fiction4 ,!y want no padd+ 9 _! se>* = tru?4 ,!y are p]fectly able to grasp t :i* y call too advanc$4 ,! ,ma/] "s ye>s ago said t ! ,u4 ,s4 ne$$ ! help ( ! ,engli% body ( !osophi/s4 ,t !y did n get1 & n[ d n require x s mu*1 & _! ideas & ne$s mu/ be consid]$ by u4 ,we h tw5ty-"o ,bran*es to y\r ?ree 9 ,great ,brita91 & ea* mon?1 ne>ly1 sees a new ,bran*4 ,sev]al h writt5 me t !y und]/& ! ,t4,p4,s4 is to give !m good & valuable repr9ts & n weak matt]s ( fiction4 ,i !re=e respectfully urge ^u y t ! weak & errone\s policy to :i* ,i h ref]r$ %all n be foll[$1 b t /rong l9es ( action be tak51 & t we leave fiction to ! writ]s :o pr(it by x or :o ?9k t ?us p's m9ds c be turn$ to ! ,tru?4 ,if a contr>y l9e be adopt$ !n we w n only disappo9t ! ,ma/] 7if t be possible7 b we w 9 a v l>ge s5se be guilty ( mak+ false repres5tations to a gr[+ body ( subscrib]s "h z well z else:]e4 ,i am1 ,frat]nally ,y\rs1 ,,william ,q4 ,,judge4 ,v4 ,x is a relief to turn f ^! et]nal legal quibbles 7( my bus9ess7 to say a ^w or two on et]nal matt]s4 ,n[ & !n !re are und]l9$ s5t5ces occurr+ 9 ,! ,pa?4 ,^! ought to be /udi$4 ,"o ab\t "o yogee n do+ any?+ n se5 9 ano!r yogee's m9d w op5 up a subject4 ,retic5ce does n always mean ignorance3 if we dig out ! k we drag d[n at ! same "t rocks & debris ( o!r sorts1 :]eas1 if a m9] h&s u ! nugget1 t is all we get at ! "t4 ,s a slight retic5ce (t5 results 9 our go+ at ! digg+ ourselves4 ,9 ,septemb] ,pa? is ano!r4 ,gett+ back ! memory ( o!r lives is really ! :ole ( ! process1 & if "s p don't und]/& c]ta9 ?+s x is ei!r because !y h n got to t po9t 9 _! o!r lives or because no glimm] ( memory has yet come4 ,! communion ( sa9ts is a reality1 & x (t5 happ5s t ^? br\ght up 9 ! same s*ool speak ! same language4 ,:ile n be+ "o1 su* are v l co-s*ol>s no matt] :5 or :]e4 ,fur!rmore1 !re are "s peculi> natures 9 ?is _w :o1 :ile !y are l mirrors or sponges t reflect & absorb f o!rs c]ta9 in=mation1 /ill reta9 a v /rong individuality ( _! own4 ,s x is ) ?is g5tleman ^: lett] y enclose4 ,!re is sc>cely any d\bt t he1 if he tells true tales1 sees 9 ! a/ral light4 ,! description ( ?+s mov+ ab\t l fi%es 9 ! sea is a real description ( "o ( ! mann]s 9 :i* _m ( ^! elem5tal =ms are se54 ,s x may1 z premis$ above1 be settl$ t he sees 9 ! a/ral light4 ,he %\ld "k t t a/ral light exi/s 9 all places & int]p5etrates ev]y?+1 & is n simply 9 ! free air alone4 ,fur!r %\ld he "k t to be able to see z he sees 9 ! light is n all ( ! see+ ?us4 ,t is1 !re are _m sorts ( su* sight1 e4g41 he may see n[ c]ta9 airy %apes & yet n see _m o!rs :i* at ! same "t are z really pres5t !re z ^? he n[ sees4 ,s x w\ld seem t !re are lay]s or diff]5ces ( /ates 9 ! a/ral light4 ,ano!r way to /ate x is t elem5tals are con/antly mov+ 9 ! a/ral light--t is1 ev]y:]e4 ,!y1 s to say1 %[ pictures to him :o looks1 & ! pictures !y %[ w dep5d 9 great "p ^u ! se]'s ?\ghts1 motives & developm5t4 ,^! diff]5ces are v num]\s4 ,x !re=e foll[s t 9 ?is /udy pride mu/ be elim9at$4 ,t pride has disappe>$ f ord9>y life does n prove t x has done any m ?an retreat a little fur!r )94 ,s "o mu/ be c>eful ( becom+ ev5 inw>dly va9 ( be+ able to see any su* ?+s2 = if t happ5s x w foll[ t ! "o limit$ plane 9 :i* "o may be a se] w be accept$ z ! :ole4 ,t1 !n1 w be falsity4 ,b if recogniz$ z delusive because p>tial1 !n x rema9s true--s f> z x goes4 ,all true ?+s mu/ be total1 & all totalities exi/ at once1 ea* 9 all1 :ile ^! p>tial =ms exi/ p>tially 9 ^? t are total4 ,s x foll[s t only ^? t are total reveal entire tru?1 & ^? t p>take ( l[] nature--or are p>tial--receive b a limit$ view ( tru?4 ,! elem5tals are p>tial =ms1 :ile ! man's individual s\l is total1 & accord+ to ! p[] & purity ( t =m :i* x inhabits waits ^u ! ,gods4 ,n[ our bodies1 & all false ,i p[]s up to ! individual s\l1 are p>tial =ms 9 common ) ! en]gic c5tres 9 a/ral light4 ,s t x mu/ foll[ t no matt] h[ mu* we & !y p>ticipate 9 ea* o!r ! result+ view ( ! "o ,tru? is p>tial 9 its nature because ! two p>tial =ms m+l+ toge!r d n produce totality4 ,b x intoxicates4 ,& h]e9 lies ! dang] ( ! tea*+ ( su* m5 z ,p4 ,b4 ,r&olph1 :o advocates p>ticipation ) ^! p>tial be+s by means ( s5sual excesses glorifi$ ) a "n & gild$ ) ! pret5ce ( a high purpose--viz41 k3 ,,k ,,mu/ ,,be ,,c>efully ,,obta9$ ,,) ,a ,,pure ,,motive4 ,?is motive is ! po9t = ?is g5tleman to /udy4 ,he says t he w "k1 & t he desires to escape f pres5t limitations ( ?is p]sonality1 :i* is all lonel9ess4 ,z he did g =w>d on ! pa? ( k1 he w\ld f9d t ?is imag9>y lonel9ess ( :i* he speaks is by comp>ison ) ! utt] lonel9ess ( t pa?1 a h[l+ mob1 a tramp+ regim5t4 ,z he is fight+ alone 8 own fight let him c>efully note 8 motive 9 seek+ to "k m1 & 9 seek+ to escape f 8 pres5t lonel9ess4 ,mu/ x n be true t lonel9ess _c be escap$ f by abhorr5ce ( x or ev5 by its acceptance1 b by its recognition8 ,:at next8 ,well1 ?is2 & p]haps x is too simple4 ,he ought to assure himself t 8 motive 9 kn[+ & be+ is t he may help all creatures4 ,i d n say t ?is is n n[ 8 motive1 b = fe> x %\ld n be ,i ref] to x4 ,= z he appe>s to be on ! bord]l& ( fe>ful sights & s\nds he ought to "k ! magic amulet :i* alone c protect him :ile he is ignorant4 ,x is t b\ndless *>ity ( love :i* l$ ,buddha to say3 ,let ! s9s ( ?is d>k age fall on me t ! _w may be sav$1 & n a desire = escape or = k4 ,x is express$ 9 ! words3 ,,! ,,fir/ ,,/ep ,,9 ,,true ,,magic ,,is ,,devotion ,,to ,,! ,,int]e/s ,,( ,,o!rs4 ,x 0 express$ by ,kri%na :5 he said3 ,ne> to ,r5unciation is salvation 7or ! /ate ( a ,jivanmukta74 ,b he naturally w ask if he %\ld cultivate 8 p[]s4 ,well1 ( c\rse he %\ld at "s "t or o!r2 b he ought to beg9 at motives & purification ( ?\ght4 ,he may1 if he *ooses1 ab&on ! ideas ( ?is l>ge-he>t$ *>ity & yet make great progress 9 p[]s1 b surely !n dea? & a%es w be ! result4 ,t does n conc]n me4 ,:y did he h a horror :5 he m]ely succe$$ 9 go+ away f 8 body2 9 be+ = a mom5t free8 ,t is an important "q4 ,its solution may be f\nd 9 _m ways4 ,i w m5tion "o4 ,if ! place1 or p]son he wi%$ to g to 0 "o to :i* he !n ought n to h gone--or if 8 motive 9 desir+ to g !re 0 n pure--!n a horror might result t drove him back4 ,b if ev5 ) a bad motive he _h attempt$ to g to a place :]e a simil> motive exi/$1 !n no horror w\ld h come4 ,if he w tell himself1 or me1 j :]e he 0 want+ to g1 ,i may say :y he _h a horror4 ,b ,i d n want to "k4 ,= x is n necess>ily a horror-produc+ ?+ to leave ! body4 ,only lately ,i "k ( a fri5d ( m9e :o w5t out ( 8 body a di/ance ( #aj1jjj miles & _h no horror4 ,9 t case he desir$ to see a fri5d on a common purpose :i* _h 9 view ! amelioration ( ?is d>k age2 & aga91 :o left 8 body 9 ! c\ntry & saw ! surr\nd+ sweeps ( wood & vale & _h no horror :atev] 9 ei!r case4 ,if "o is sure ( motive1 & t is pure1 !n go+ out ( ! body is n detrim5tal4 ,an illu/ration w %[ ! dang]s4 ,take ! case ( "o :o is able to leave ! body & :o det]m9es to g to "o :o is sympa!tic4 ,! second "o1 h[ev]1 is protect$ by high motive & great purity3 ! fir/ is mix$ 9 motive 9 wak+ life1 :i*1 z soon z ! o!r dis5gag$ /ate comes on1 *anges into a m]e curiosity to see ! second1 & p]haps ) m or less s5suality1 e4g41 a desire to see a woman mu* admir$ & to p\r into h] unwill+ e> pret5d$ or real human love4 ,! elem5tals 7& s on7 ( ! second protect t s\l & hurl vague horrors at ! fir/ :o1 if he is n a skill$ black magician is3 #a4 ,ei!r m]ely pu%$ back into ! body3 ,or #b4 ,is assail$ ) fe>s t prev5t him f9d+ 8 body1 & t may be occupi$ by an elem5t>y1 good1 bad or indiff]5t--& 8 fri5ds may say t he wak$ up insane6 ,well2 en\gh6 ,,vi4 ,! lett]s propos$ by y\r fri5d are a device ( ! enemy1 z y may h suppos$1 & :i* y 7 w>n$ to expect 9 unexpect$ qu>t]s & ways4 ,!re=e !y %\ld n be writt54 ,x is ! small rift 9 ! lute t de/roys x2 9 human hi/ory small & unexpect$ ev5ts alt] ! de/9y ( nations4 ,on ?is plane ! d>k p[]s rely ^u _! ability to create a maya4 ,!y h se5 t y are n to be trapp$ 9 ! prom95t l9es ( "w & s try _! h&s :]e y\r curr5ts exi/ 9 a prom95t place b ) a v small matt]4 ,let me po9t out4 ,if y issue ^! lett]s !y w\ld be an endorsem5t ( all t y\r fri5d might ?9k to d1 & nei!r y nor ,y4 are free f mi/akes yet4 ,!y w\ld am\nt to a decl>ation1 to ! p]ception ( o!rs1 t y 7 guid+ ,y4 9 ev]y?+ & 7 at all times consci\s ( x4 ,d y or ,y4 "k :]e ?is w\ld end8 ,d y see ! possibilities fl[+ f ! acceptance 9 full ( ^? lett]s by ! o!rs8 ,& :at w\ld _! action be8 ,are !y free f ! curse ( sup]/ition2 are !y cle> 9 ! co-ord9ation ( psy*ic ) bra9 ?\ght8 ,no4 ,! result w\ld n only be diff]5t f :at y & ,y4 c see1 b worse4 ,n[ fur!r4 ,x is true--& humanly natural--t ! o!rs 7l y & y\r fri5ds7 indulg$ 9 "s slight critiques on y\r fri5d1 b !y 7 small & c\pl$ ) s9c]e & k9d ?\ghts up to _! lights1 no matt] h[ l>ge & bitt] all ?is 0 made by maya to appe>4 ,! d>k p[]s seiz$ on !m1 enl>g$ !m1 dress$ !m up1 assum$ ! images ( ! ?9k]s1 enliv5$ ! ?\ghts ) elem5tals1 all ) an object1 viz41 to make y\r fri5d ?9k x all came f ! o!rs4 ,:y1 if t 7 s !n ^? o!rs 7poor weak mortals7 are fri5ds4 ,b are !y8 ,no4 ,x 0 wi%$ by ! d>k ones to irritate y\r fri5d1 & y1 s z1 by ! irritation1 to split a brea* =ev] unhealable4 ,9 ,y4's v weak /ate !y f\nd x easy1 & hop$ by di/ance to make y bl9d4 ,tell y\r fri5d to rememb] :at 0 long ago said2 t ! ,ma/] w\ld manage results4 ,y mu/ n manage1 precipitate1 nor =ce4 ,bew>e4 ,let ,y4 assume t ! o!rs d n ?9k h>%ly nor critically1 b put x all aga9/ ! d>k p[]s1 & ! results w be manag$ by ,ma/]4 ,z *els & /ud5ts conceal r ?an give out y\r inn] psy*ic life1 = by tell+ ( x y\r prop] progress is h9d]$4 ,!re mu/ be sil5ce 9 heav5 = a "t or ! d>k ones rejoice to s easily get good1 malleable images = annoy+ y4 ,x w be tri$ aga9 ei!r t way or "s o!r4 ,by g5tl5ess1 deta*m5t1 /rict att5tion to duty1 & retir+ n[ & !n to ! quiet place br+ up good curr5ts & keep back all evil ones4 ,rememb] x is ! little ?+s ! "w is done ?r\gh1 = !y are n notic$1 :ile ! l>g] ones draw ! eyes & m9ds ( all4 ,i ?9k ( y always z ! brave soldi]1 made n ( mud & s(t ?+s1 b made ( long pieces ( /eel & /rips ( diamond & fla%es ( long light t has no h>%ness1 & a big1 big spr+ all ! way ?r\gh4 ,t is y4 ,& y\r eyes laugh n[ & !n1 ev5 if y d h a pa9 9 y\r head4 ,inside y are all "r1 z y "k v well1 don't y8 ,!n if y are t soldi]1 x means t he w spr+ back z soon z ! body has _h "t to get "s bett]4 ,! body is l ! he>t2 x has to h "t to get to "s o!r condition4 ,b y w get !re4 ,a /eady m9d & he>t /&s /ill & quiet until ! muddy /ream rolls cle>4 ,n[ sleep1 ,i say2 ,i comm& y to sleep4 ,i h tri$ to help y to sleep1 & ,i wi% y to sleep1 = sleep w d y good z no?+ else c4 ,i hope to see y drop all :5 ---- comes1 & g to sleep = a:ile1 & f> en\gh f ! r[ to be quiet4 ,x is sleep y\r tir$ nature on ! outside wants1 = sleep knits up ! ravell$ ?read ( life & makes u "y aga94 ,y h be5 s awake1 t ! p[] ( equilibrium betwe5 life & ! body is di/urb$ & ne$s a *ance4 ,?is is fact4 ,"o c get wr\ght up1 & !n ,prana is too /rong2 s little *ildr5 sleep mu*4 ,be a *ild once4 ,well1 ,i'm ne> home1 or r ! c5tre spot1 = pilgrims l y & ,i h no real h\se & don't want x2 x's too dull & usual = su* to want a home4 ,& p]haps ! little bro!r is good & well8 ,he %all be ev] pres5t1 z he always has be51 9 ^? little songs & tales told to oneself 9 ! d>k1 & is1 too1 ! lone w>rior se5 on ! pla9 ( /upid infantry1 & he rides a horse ^: blood is electricity4 ,au revoir4 ,tell ---- ,i c /& alone2 x is ! be/ way to /&1 & :at ,i always 0 & %all be4 ,let ! ripples & ! foam g on com+ & go+2 ! old riv] & ! b$ ( ! riv] d n move = all t is on ! top4 ,is x n s8 ,well1 good-bye1 & good luck1 & may ! devas help y & also k>ma4 ,love to all1 z usual4 ,z =ev]more1 ,,vii4 ,i 0 v glad inde$ to get y\r lett]1 b sorry to read ( y\r tr\bles4 ,/rangely1 too1 a simil> tr\ble ) a v de> fri5d ( m9e is n[ upp]mo/ 9 my m9d1 & ,i w\ld l to crave ! fav\r f y t y w\ld tell me :at k9d ( place ! asylum is y speak (4 ,! only accessible "o "h is a m]e prison1 :]e m5 d no?+1 & :]e ,i d n ?9k ! influ5ce w\ld be o!r ?an depress+4 ,d y ?9k at ! "o y h 9 m9d a man ( active m9d1 :o m]ely wi%es to get rid ( 8 pres5t tr\ble1 w\ld be able to occupy himself8 ,i am inde$ sorry t y h to tell me su* matt]s1 b !y w re/ 9 my confid5ce2 & ,i ?ank y & ---- = y\r r5ew$ invitation4 ,x is be/ n to inquire into "s ( ! my/]ies ( life1 b surely a full reliance ^u ! ,_s )9 & ^u ! law t ! h&s t smite u are our own1 w relieve ! pressure ( "s ev5ts t seem my/]ies4 ,i f9d ! greate/ consolation 9 ^! reflections1 & !n ,i see t ea* mom5t is m9e1 & t :5 gone x is pass$ & m]g$ into ! sum ( my be+3 & s ,i mu/ /rive to ,be4 ,?us ,i may hope to become 9 "t ! consci\s possessor ( ! :ole ( ,be+4 ,s ,i d n /rive aft] my/]y4 ,! great /ruggle mu/ be to op5 up my out] self1 t my high] be+ may %9e ?r\gh1 = ,i "k t 9 my he>t ! ,god sits pati5t1 & t 8 pure rays are m]ely veil$ f me by ! _m /riv+s & illusions t ,i br+ on outw>dly4 ,?is be+ s1 ,i c only look at ! ,society & its "w 7"u my lights7 z ! be/ available *annel = my actions 9 ! ef=t to help o!rs4 ,its me?ods1 !n1 z f> z ,i am conc]n$1 w be only m9e1 & ?us ,i _c atta* to x ! me?ods ( any o!r p]son4 ,believe me s9c]ely y\rs4 ,,viii4 ,z = me1 all t is ! matt] is my heal?1 n yet full & good4 ,if t 7 all "r1 ,i w\ld h no?+4 ,:at d ,i c>e = all ! r[8 ,x w soon be ov]2 "s w be dead2 ! soon] ! bett]1 & !n we %all h o!r fun4 ,i look at x all z s mu* fun & v>iety1 sure2 ,i am n jok+4 ,x is v>iety1 & )\t t :at w\ld life be8 ,z all ^! asses bray we le>n new notes ( ! scale n kn[n be=e4 ,a heap ( lett]s ,i got2 b ,i am ,o4,k41 fragile1 p]haps1 b n brittle4 ,i w\ld l to be ) y bo? & h "s sweet fun )\t te>s or spite1 b we h to be ap>t1 to meet n[ & !n4 ,poor ----6 ,don't be h>d on him4 ,he _h to be sil5t1 y "k4 ,a small matt]1 b m important ?an he knew = him4 ,let up on him1 & don't je]4 ,he has a h>d "t en\gh ) himself1 to h any add$ by massage f o!rs4 ,c----'s illusion to suff]+ op5s up a ve9 ( ?\ght :i* ,i h _h4 ,i h exam9$ myself = ! uses ( ?is rumpus1 to see if ,i am prop]ly suff]+4 ,well1 ,i c't f9d x4 ,d[n 9 ! deeps ,i may be2 b ,i f9d myself *e]ful1 happy1 & any?+ b morose or sad4 ,ergo3 c ,i be suff]+8 ,d y "k8 ,positively1 ,i d n "k4 ,ought ,i8 ,am ,i a wret* because ,i d n suff]1 or because1 be+ 9 actual suff]+1 ,i am ins5sate & d n p]ceive x8 ,b1 on ! o!r h&1 ,i feel no ang] & no res5tm5t4 ,really1 x puzzle? me4 ,_m nights ,i d n sleep1 & h us$ ! h\rs 7z ,i n[ d71 :5 all is /ill1 9 look+ ov] all1 & yet ,i feel all "r--ev]y:]e4 ,( c\rse1 ,i h committ$ my human faults & s9s1 b ,i mean1 on ! ,gr& ,r\nd-,up1 ,i f9d no?+ to suff] me2 no?+ t ,i %all ru% out to am5d by tak+ ! ridicul\s & na/y _w to my bosom 9 confid5ce ^u4 ,z = myself4 ,well4 ,:at8 ,no?+4 ,i "k n & c>e n4 ,i am joyful & glori\s t ! "w ?us goes4 ,my desires are n "h1 & all ! racket s\nds to me f> (f1 z if miles f my e>4 ,i am act+ z a pump-eng9e1 & try+ to =ce a lot on4 ,?is is n = myself4 ,i mu/ f9d myself alone1 z we all are1 & !n ! ,law w say3 ,next6 ,b :at next ,i d n c>e & don't want to "k1 = :5 ,next is said ,i w see :at x is to d4 ,j n[ ! be/ & bigge/ "w by u poor *ildr5 is on ?is plane ) ! great aid ( ,ma/]1 ,^: simple s+le w keeps ! :ole organisation1 & acts z its support & %ield4 ,we are n big en\gh yet to h&le ! ,akasa1 b we may help ,!m to1 & t is all ,i want to d4 ,i h us$ ! pres5t affairs to be z a lesson to me1 = x may be us$ z a te/ to me z to pride & ambition2 & ,i f9d t1 no matt] h[ ,i turn x1 ! same result comes4 ,i am seek+ o!r ?+s :ile work+ 9 ?is4 ,try z ,i may to raise an ambition = p[]1 & to raise a desire to *ange a suppos$ case 7non-exi/5t 9 fact71 ,i c't d x4 ,s y see1 my de> ,comrade1 ,i am all "r4 ,^! que/ions y ask me3 ,:5 ! ,self is fir/ se5 x is l look+ into a glove2 & = h[ _m inc>nations may x n be s8 ,! mat]ial envelope ?r[s up be=e ! eye ( ! ,s\l wav+ fumes & cl\ds ( illusion4 ,! bra9 is only ! focus ?r\gh :i* ! =ces & ?\ghts are c5tralis$ t are cont9ually com+ 9 ?r\gh ! sol> plexus ( ! he>t4 ,_m su* ?\ghts1 !re=e1 are lo/1 j z millions ( se$s 9 nature are lo/4 ,x behoves to /udy !m & to gu>d !m :5 !re2 b c we call !m our own8 ,or weep ov] !m8 ,let u be z wide z great ,nature conc]n+ !m1 & let ea* g on to its own place )\t col\r+ !m ) our own col\r & acceptance or adhesion4 ,! spiral movem5t is ! d\ble movem5t ( ! a/ral light1 "o spiral inside ! o!r4 ,! dia/ole & sy/ole ( ! he>t are caus$ by t d\ble movem5t ( ! ,akasa4 ,b d n presumptu\sly grasp ! movem5t too soon1 = (t5 ev5 ! he>t mov+ too rapidly de/roys ! life4 ,! brutes unconsci\sly are aw>e ( ! g5]al human opposition1 :i* 9 ea* human be+ !y see focalis$4 ,x is easi] to s9k back into ! ,et]nal ?an to dive4 ,! div] mu/ ne$s h ! p[] to reta9 brea? aga9/ ! ru% caus$ by div+1 :ile to s9k gives "t to get & keep ! brea?4 ,no?+ else greatly new4 ,am wait+ to he> ( y\r complet] heal?4 ,su/a9$ on ! wave y w come 9 ) ! tide 9 "t4 ,be/ love to ---- & to ---- & to !e4 ,may y all be well su/a9$4 ,i ?9k ,i h n[ giv5 y all !re is4 ,salute mo/ noble1 brave1 & diamond-he>t$6 ,may we meet aft] ! du/ settles1 & we w meet =ev] 9 ! long1 long manvant>as be=e u all4 ,peace6 ,peace6 ! pa? ( peace & n ( w>3 su* are ! words4 ,z =ev]more4 ,,ix4 ,i d n "k :at to write1 = ,i've be5 s occupi$ ) p4 ,i am anxi\s ab\t my lectures2 /ill unprep>$4 ,i _c naturally reply to _m ( y\r po9ts1 because ,i h a retir+ feel+1 & s %all n reply4 ,inde$1 ,i (t5 ?9k h[ nice x w\ld be n to speak or write4 ,i am no h& at ^? nice phrases t p l4 ,( c\rse1 t does n alt] my real feel+s1 b *ick5s are *ick5s & (t5 ?9k nons5se4 ,i want to =get & =give all ^? *ildr5 & *ildi% acts4 ,let u d x1 & try z mu* z possible to be real bro!rs1 & ?us get ne>] ! tru?4 ,& by "w we w defeat ! enemy ( ,ma/]3 by /ill sil5tly work+4 ,i hope /ill y w em]ge soon] or lat] all ! bett] & ! /rong]4 ,i "k y w & ,i d n see y dead by any means4 ,y are less hopeful = y\rself ?an = o!rs4 ,b y h ! w & ! fire to fight on to ! la/ bone & ! la/ mom5t4 ,i only wi% ,i c\ld see y all to he>t5 y up a little m3 t is1 to talk ) y1 = y d n ne$ mu* ( ! grit4444 ,i (t5 he> f ,him n[4 ,t t]rible racket cle>$ me up4 ,he says t mu* ha/e mu/ be avoid$4 ,& t ,i mu/ n let ! flood c>ry me (f4 ,he asks me to say to y t y h a natural rapidity t mu/ be guid$ by y\rself & ! be/ way is to wait aft] a lett] & to sleep on a plan4 ,he also says t 444 7,i am n aw>e ( ?is1 b ,he mu/ be "r71 t y h a subtle desire to be ! fir/ to make or propose a good plan or act4 ,d n let ?is c>ry y (f1 b be sl[] z to t4 ,x is good advice1 ,i ?9k1 = ! additional reason t "o c n[ & !n take a plan f ! head ( ano!r4 ,i see ! clans h be5 ga!r+4 ,keep x up & see to x z f> z possible t p>tisan%ip is at a l[ ebb & t only good1 /eady loyalty & "w are ! ma9 motive4 ,& ca/ no "o out ( y\r he>t4 ,i mu/ ask = a calm] motion at ?is "t4 ,x is absolutely necess>y4 ,a ^w ( love to ----8 ,i s5t x4 ,i s5t _m4 ,i n only s5t x visible b also ! o!r way4 ,:at c\ld ,i say8 ,i d n "k4 ,9 :at ,i s5t my :ole he>t 0 put4 ,does n ---- =ev] /& = me & ) me8 ,h[ c ,i use words :5 ! fibres ( my he>t are involv$8 ,& :at good is my philosophy if1 :5 ! actual tak+ ( ---- (f seem$ s ne>1 ,i indulg$ 9 m]e words8 ,i _c d x4 ,if ,i try1 !n ! words are m]e rubbi%1 lies & unreal1 z ,i am n able to d ?is1 no matt] h[ mu* o!rs c4 ,our real life is n 9 words ( love or hate or coldness b 9 ! fi]y dep?s ( ! he>t4 ,& 9 ^? dep?s ---- is & 04 ,c\ld ,i say m8 ,no2 impossible4 ,& ev5 t is small & badly said4 ,x is true t day by day ! effect ( my philosophy is m app>5t on me1 z y\rs is & w be on y1 & s ) u all4 ,i see x myself1 let alone all ,i he> ( x f o!rs4 ,:at a _w & :at a life6 ,yet we are born alone & mu/ die alone1 except t 9 ! ,et]nal ,space all are "o1 & ! ,"o ,reality nev] dies4 ,if ambition creeps up sl[ly high] & high] x w de/roy all ?+s1 = ! f\ndations w be weak4 ,9 ! end1 ! ,ma/] w w91 s let u brea! deep & hold fa/ !re1 z we are4 ,& let u hurry no?+4 ,et]nity is "h all ! "t4 ,i _c tell y h[ my he>t turns to y all4 ,y "k ?is1 b a s+le ^w w d x4 ,tru/6 ,t 0 :at ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 said4 ,did %e n "k8 ,:o is great] ?an our old & valiant old ,lady8 ,ah1 7 %e "h1 :at a c>nage6 ,wond]1 anyh[1 h[ %e1 or he1 or x1 looks at ! matt]8 ,smil+1 ,i suppose1 at all our /ruggles4 ,aga91 9 /orm & %9e1 9 heat & cold1 ne> or af>1 among fri5ds or foes1 ! same 9 ,"o ,"w4 ,x4 ,,my ,,de> ,,companion 7,,campan]o71 ,y\r long lett] & message receiv$4 ,all ,i c say is t x is gigantically spl5did1 m>vel\sly accurate4 ,& let me !n return to y ?is message 444 t ?is mu/ prove to y t y are n /&+ /ill4444 ,x's all well en\gh to be out 9 ! rapids z y say ,i am1 b :at ( x :5 ,i don't he> su* a message z y\rs myself8 ,?ank y4 ,x is a bugle bla/ f ! pa/4 ,p]haps 9 "s o!r age ,i taught y t & n[ y give x to me aga94 ,:5 ,i said 9 m9e t 9 ,kali ,yuga m c\ld be done ?an 9 any o!r age 9 ! same p]iod1 ,i /at$ all y say b ,i didn't "k x4 ,n[ y\r cle> light falls ^u x & ,i see x well4 ,b fe> n4 ,y got s famili> to me t ,i p]mitt$ myself to let out "s ( ! ?+s t ,i n[ & !n feel4 ,b ,i swe> to y t ,i d n let !m always s ru% be=e me4 ,truly y h prov$ t y\r place is :]e ! long roll f9ds y /&+4 ,n[ don't y beg9 to see m & m ?+s8 ,don't y feel ?+s t y "k )\t anyone to tell y8 ,my fri5d ,urban has %[n me a lett] f ---- 9 :i* ! latt]1 feel+ d>k 9 consequ5ce ( v>i\s causes1 sees no light4 ,?is is m]ely ! sl\gh ( despond1 ,i tell him4 ,we "k ! light is ahead1 & ! exp]i5ce ( o!rs %[s t ! d>ke/ h\r is j be=e ! dawn4 ,i tell him also t /rong s\ls are ?us tri$ inevitably because !y ru% ahead along ! road to ! light4 ,9 ! ,f9ni% ,epic x is said t gu>d+ a c]ta9 place are hide\s s]p5ts & glitt]+ spe>s4 ,& s x really is4 ,b al?\gh su* is ! tru?1 ,i h also to tell him t he ought1 z f> z possible1 to try to ameliorate ! circum/ances4 ,i w make my mean+ cle>4 ,he is liv+ n[1 z y "k1 among p ( an opposite fai?4 ,ar\nd !m are elem5tals :o w\ld1 if !y c\ld1 implant suspicion & di/ru/ ab\t ^? :om he rev]es1 or1 if !y fail !re1 w try to cause physical ills or aggravate pres5t ones4 ,9 8 case ^! h succe$$ 9 "p 9 caus+ d>kness4444 ,n[ ----1 :ile n j 9 t case1 is surr\nd$1 :ile n /rong1 by ^? :o inw>dly deplore 8 beliefs 444 & h5ce ! elem5tals are !re & !y qu>rel ) ^? ( ---- & br+ on despair1 r$uce /r5g?1 & s on4 ,i tell ---- ^? circum/ances ought to be ameliorat$ e n[ & !n3 = ,i "k he w\ld at once1 if *ang$ to a bett] place1 get bett]4 ,& s ,i h writt5 to him to make a *ange z soon z he c4 ,x is highly important t no replies %\ld be made to attacks4 ,get ! p to devote !mselves to "w & to ignor+ attacks4 ,! oppos+ =ces /ra9 e n]ve to irritate "s or all ( u s t we may reply 9 irritation & precipitate m follies4 ,consid] solely h[ to improve old "w1 get up new "w & infuse en]gy into "w4 ,o!rwise ! b5efic5t influ5ces int5d$ = all ,f4,t4,s4 w be nullifi$4 ,*e] up ----1 & f y\r /&po9t tell him h[ to "k ! di/9ction betwe5 ! intellect & spiritual m9d4 ,tell him h[ to f9d out 8 _s-w & to ignore a little ! m5tal attitude he takes4 ,d n po9t to p>ticul> in/ances ( 8 own failure b detail y\r own inn] exp]i5ce4 ,x w d him good4 ,upani%ads4 ,subsi/+ "h means1 n t ! self exi/s by reason ( food1 b t z a manife/ation1 z "o caus+ ! body to be visible & to act1 ! self subsi/s 9 t /ate by means ( ! food :i* is us$4 ,x is really a rev]s$ translation1 & ought to read--z ,i ?9k--,! self exi/s 9 close proximity to ! he>t & causes ! body to exi/ by reason ( ! food :i* x takes 9 = its subsi/5ce4 ,t is1 cont9ual ref]5ce is _h to ! doctr9e t if ! self 7 n !re ! body w\ld n exi/4 ,yes3 x also means t ! self procures vital airs f ! food :i* ! "o life causes to be dige/$4 ,= note t :i* y "k1 t did we n take food ! mat]ial unit ( ! tr9ity w\ld die & ! self be disappo9t$1 & !n w\ld get ano!r body to try 9 aga94 ,= is x n p]mitt$ to ea* "o to try & set up a habit 9 t mat]ial unit :]eby we may z inc>nat$ be+s "k ! self8 ,!n :5 t is done we d n live z o!rs2 b all ! same1 ev5 !n1 ! self mu/ subsi/1 s to say1 :ile 9 manife/ation1 by means ( food1 no matt] if t food be ( a diff]5t "*1 correspond+ to ! new /ate4 ,ev5 ! ,devas subsi/ by food4 ,y "k !y ent] into t col\r1 or s\nd1 or sav\r1 at ! sacrifice1 !y rise 9 t col\r1 etc41 & by x !y live4 ,wat* words1 ---- de>2 !y are traps4 ,cat* ideas & ,i w und]/& y by ! context t y are n conf9$ to ! ord9>y mean+s4 ,i am swamp$ 9 "w1 b my c\rage is up1 & ,i feel ! help s5t f ! "r place4 ,let u g on f place to place & f ye> to ye>2 no matt] :o or :at claims u outw>dly1 we are ea* ! prop]ty ( ! self4 ,z =ev]more & aft]4 ,,xi4 ,to ----4 ,!re is a s5t5ce 9 y\r lett] n expla9$ by ,j4 ,niem&1 :i*1 h[ev]1 ne$s expla9+1 = x is ! outgr[? ( an errone\s idea 9 y4 ,y say3 ,c ,i help ^! ignorant elem5tals ) m5tal in/ruction8 ,i tri$ x1 b n successfully4 ,9 all ^? cases :]e x is caus$ by ! elem5tals y _c4 ,elem5tals are n ignorant4 ,!y "k j z little & j z mu* z y d4 ,mo/ g5]ally m4 ,d y n "k t !y are reflectors8 ,!y m]ely mirror to y ei!r y\r own m9d1 or t m5tal /rata caus$ by ! age1 ! race1 & ! nation y may be 94 ,_! action is inv>iably automatic & unconsci\s4 ,!y c>e n = :at is call$ by y m5tal in/ruction4 ,!y he> y n4 ,d y "k h[ !y he>1 or :at language !y und]/&8 ,n human spee*2 nor ord9>y human ?\ght clo!d 9 m5tal spee*4 ,t is a dead lett] to !m altoge!r4 ,!y c only be communicat$ ) ?r\gh correlations ( col\rs & s\nds4 ,b :ile y address y\rself to !m1 ^? ?\ghts assume life f elem5tals ru%+ 9 & atta*+ !mselves to ^? ?\ghts4 ,d n1 !n1 try to speak to !m too mu*1 because did y make !m "k !y might dem& ( y "s boon or privilege1 or become atta*$ to y1 s9ce 9 ord] to make !m und]/& !y mu/ "k y1 & a photographic plate =gets n4 ,fe> !m n1 nor recoil 9 horror nor repulsion4 ,! "t ( trial mu/ be fulfill$4 ,job _h to wait 8 p]iod until all 8 tr\bles & diseases pass$ away4 ,be=e t "t he c\ld d naught4 ,b we are n to idly sit & rep9e2 we are to be> ^! trials1 mean:ile draw+ new & good elem5tals s z to h--9 we/]n phrase--a capital on :i* to draw :5 ! "t ( trial has fully pass$ away4 ,on all o!r po9ts ,niem& has well expla9$4 ,read bo? toge!r4 ,la/ly2 "k ?is law1 writt5 on ! walls ( ! temple ( le>n+4 ,hav+ receiv$1 freely give2 hav+ once devot$ y\r life 9 ?\ght1 to ! great /ream ( en]gy 9 :i* elem5tals & s\ls alike are c>ri$--& :i* causes ! pulse beat ( our he>ts--y c nev] claim x back aga94 ,seek1 !n1 t m5tal devotion :i* /ra9s to give4 ,= 9 ! law x is writt5 t we mu/ give away all or we lose x3 z y ne$ m5tal help1 s d o!rs :o are w&]+ 9 d>kness seek+ = light4 ,,xii4 ,to-day ,i got y\r wire1 ---- v l[4 ,?is is a %ock to me4 ,i h>dly believe x is ! end at all4 ,i _c believe x1 !re is s mu* fire !re4 ,b ,i wir$ y to ask if ,i 0 to tell ----4 ,also to read #bnd *4 ,bhag4 ,gt4 ,t1 my de> fell[1 solves all ^! tr\bles = me ?\gh x don't kill out imm$iate pa94 ,besides1 x is ,k>ma j & wise4 ,defects are 9 u all1 & if ?is is ! tak+ (f :y x means t a lot ( ob/ructive ,k>ma is ?us at once & =ev] work$ (f1 & has left ---- free = great] "w 9 bett] places4 ,i w\ld ,i 7 !re ) y4 ,tell him h[ mu* ,i love him & t 9 ?is era ( ,kali ,yuga no s9c]e "o1 su* z he1 rema9s long away f ! "w !re is to d4 ,words are ( no use4 ,i h s5t ?\ghts1 & ^? are useful1 :e!r we are 9 ! body or out ( x4 ,i s5t e night lately all ! help ,i c\ld & cont9u$ ?r\gh ! day1 n only to ----1 b also y4 ,x rea*$ !re1 ,i "k1 b ,i c't ov]come ,k>ma if x is too /rong4 ,tell ---- if x %\ld come to ! wor/1 t no regrets ab\t ! "w are ne$$4 ,:at has already be5 accompli%$ !re w la/1 & see! & d its "w = sev]al ye>s to come4 ,s 9 t direction !re c\ld be no?+ to regret4 ,i _c write ---- directly3 b if able to he> ?is--or maybe :5 x arrives--!n head x z if x 7 to him1 & n to y4 ,s1 de> ----1 9 ! pres5ce ( y\r wire ?is is all ,i c write4 ,y "k my feel+s1 & ,i ne$ n say any m ,z ,ev]4 ,,xiii4 ,y did "r to s5d me t lett]4 ,( c\rse1 ,i am sorry to he> f y 9 t way1 b am glad t y wrote4 ,let me tell y some?+--w y believe x8 ,y are n 9 ne>ly su* a bad way z y ?9k1 & y\r lett]1 :i* y s5t me unres]v$ly1 %ews x4 ,c y n1 f ! ord9>y /&po9t ( worldly wisdom1 see x s8 ,= y\r lett] %ews ?is2 a m9d & l[] nature 9 a :irl1 n 9 ! ord9>y s5se1 b z ?\gh1 figuratively speak+1 x 7 :irl+ 9 a n>r[ circle1 seem+ly dead1 kept alive by its own motion4 ,& above x a human s\l1 n 9 any hurry1 b wait+ = its h\r to /rike4 ,& ,i tell y t ,i "k x w /rike4 ,if s f> z y\r p]sonal consci\sness goes y h lo/ all desire = progress1 = s]vice1 = ! inn] life--:at has t to d ) x8 ,d y n ?9k t o!rs h _h to g ?r\gh ) all ( t & worse2 a positive av]sion1 may be1 ) ev]y?+ connect$ ) ,!osophy8 ,d y n "k t x takes a nature ) "s /r5g? 9 x to s9k v l[1 & t ! m]e fact ( hav+ ! p[] to s9k l[ may mean t ! same p]son 9 "t may rise to a proportionately great] height8 ,t is n ! highe/ pa? to g b x is "o t _m h to tread4 ,! highe/ is t :i* goes ) little v>iation1 b few are /rong en\gh to keep up ! nev] ceas+ /ra94 ,"t alone c give !m t /r5g? & _m ages ( s]vice4 ,b mean:ile !re is t o!r to be travell$4 ,travel x bravely4 ,y h got ! ----1 :i* ( ! hells d y ?9k y are 98 ,try to f9d out & look at ! correspond+ heav54 ,x is v ne>4 ,& ,i d n say ?is to bol/] y up artificially1 = t w\ld be ( no use & w\ld n la/1 ev5 if ,i 7 to succe$ 9 do+ x4 ,i write ( facts & ,i ?9k t some:]e 9 y\r nature y are q well aw>e t ,i d s4 ,n[ :at is to be done3 99 99 99 99 ,9 my op9ion y %\ld delib]ately give y\rself a ye>'s trial4 ,write & tell me at ! end ( t ye> 7& meantime z (t5 z y feel call$ ^u to d s1 :i* w n be v (t57 h[ y !n feel1 & if y d n feel incl9$ to g on & /ick to x ,i w help y all ,i c4 ,b y mu/ d x y\rself1 9 spite ( n want+ to d x4 ,y c4 ,make up y\r m9d t 9 "s "p ( y\r nature some:]e !re is t :i* desires to be ( use to ! _w4 ,intellectually realise t t _w is n too well (f & probably wants a help+ h&4 ,recognise m5tally t y %\ld try to "w = x soon] or lat]4 ,admit to y\rself t ano!r "p ( y\r nature--& if possible see t x is ! l[] "p--does n c>e 9 ! lea/ ab\t ! _w or its future1 b t su* c>e & int]e/ %\ld be cultivat$4 ,?is cultivation w ( c\rse take "t3 all cultivation does4 ,beg9 by degrees4 ,ass]t con/antly to y\rself t y int5d to "w & t y w d s4 ,keep t up all ! "t4 ,d n put any "t limit to x1 b take up ! attitude t y are work+ t[>ds t end4 ,beg9 by do+ t5 m9utes' "w e day ( any sort1 /udy1 or ! address+ ( envelopes1 or any?+1 s long z x be done delib]ately & ) t object 9 view4 ,if a day comes :5 ?is is too irksome1 knock x (f = t day4 ,give y\rself ?ree or f\r days' re/ & d x delib]ately4 ,!n g back to y\r t5 m9utes' "w4 ,at ! end ( six or sev5 weeks y w "k :at to add to t practice3 b g sl[ly1 d no?+ 9 a hurry1 be delib]ate4 ,don't try to feel m fri5dly to ?is or t p]son--m actively fri5dly ,i %\ld h said4 ,su* ?+s mu/ spr+ up ( _! own accord & w d s 9 "t4 ,b d n feel surpris$ t y feel all compassion die out ( y 9 "s ways4 ,t too is an old /ory4 ,x is all "r because x does n la/4 ,d n be too anxi\s to get results f ! practice ,i h outl9$ above4 ,d n look = any3 y h no conc]n ) !m if y d all t z a duty4 ,& f9ally1 d n =get1 my de> fell[1 t ! dead d come to life & t ! colde/ ?+ 9 ! _w may be made hot by g5tle friction4 ,s ,i wi% y luck1 & wi% ,i c\ld d m = y4 ,b ,i w d :at ,i c4 ,,xiv4 ,n[ ?is is1 z ,i said1 an era4 ,i call$ x t ( ,we/]n ,occultism1 b y may give x any "n y l4 ,b x is we/]n4 ,! symbol is ! well-int5d$ ,am]ican ,republic1 :i* 0 se5 by ,tom ,pa9e be=eh& z a new era 9 ! affairs ( ! _w4 ,x 0 meant z ne> z possible to be a bro!rhood ( nations1 & t is ! drift ( its decl>ation & con/itution4 ,! ,t4,s4 is meant to be ! same1 b has = _m ye>s be5 9 a /ate ( friction4 ,x has n[1 if possible1 to come out ( t4 ,x _c be a bro!rhood unless ea*1 or "s1 ( its units becomes a bro!r 9 tru?4 ,& bro!r 0 ! noble "n giv5 9 #ahge to ! ,ma/]s4 ,h5ce y & ,i & all ( u mu/ cultivate t4 ,we mu/ =give our enemies & ^? :o assail u1 = only ?us c ! great bro!rs prop]ly help by work+ ?r\gh u4 ,!re seems to be a good deal to =give1 b x is easily done inasmu* z 9 fifty ye>s we'll all be gone & =got4 ,cut (f1 !n1 ?\ghts ab\t ^? fooli% *ildr5 until h>moni\s vibrations ensue to "s ext5t4 ,t absurdity 444 let g4 ,i h delib]ately refra9$ f jump+ at su* a gr& *ance4 ,s y see =give1 =give & l>gely =get4 ,come along1 !n1 & ) me get up z fa/ z possible ! feel+ ( bro!rhood4 ,n[ !n1 y want m light1 & ?is is :at y mu/ d4 ,y w h to give up some?+4 ,to wit3 h y\rself call$ half an h\r e>li] ?an is usual & devote x be=e breakfa/ to sil5t m$itation1 9 :i* brood ^u all great & high ideas4 ,half an h\r6 ,surely t y c sp>e4 ,& don't eat fir/4 ,if y c take ano!r half be=e y g to b$ & )\t any prelim9>ies ( undress+ & mak+ ?+s agreeable or m com=table1 m$itate aga94 ,n[ don't fail me 9 ?is4 ,?is is mu* to give up1 b give x up1 recollect+ t y are n to make all ^? prep>ations indulg$ 9 by p4444 ,! be/ & mo/ important tea*] is "o's sev5? pr9ciple c5t]$ 9 ! six?4 ,! m y dive/ y\rself ( ! illusion>y s5se ( p]sonal isolation1 & ! m y are devot$ to ! s]vice ( o!rs1 ! m ,maya disappe>s & ! ne>] y approa* to ,div9ity4 ,good-bye1 !n1 & may y f9d t peace t comes f ! self4 ,,xv4 ,9 answ] to y\r que/ions3 7#a7 ,clo!s & a/ral =m4 ,answ]4--,y are incorrect 9 assum+ t clo!s h no a/ral =m4 ,ev]y?+ 9 nature has its d\ble on o!r planes1 ! facts be+ t no?+ visible 9 matt] or space c\ld be produc$ )\t su* a basis4 ,! clo!s are se5 z well z ! p]son because !y exi/ on ! a/ral plane z well z he4 ,besides ?is1 ! reason :y p are se5 on ! a/ral plane ) clo!s ( v>i\s cut & col\r1 is because ( ! ?\ght & desire ( ! p]son1 :i* clo!s him ?us4 ,h5ce a p]son may be se5 9 ! a/ral light we>+ !re a suit ( clo!s utt]ly unlike :at he has on1 because 8 ?\ght & desire 7 on ano!r suit1 m com=table1 m appropriate1 or :at n4 7#b7 ,:at c true & e>ne/ ,!osophi/s d aga9/ ! ,black ,age or ,kali ,yuga8 ,answ]4--,no?+ aga9/ x b a great deal 9 x2 = x is to be rememb]$ t ! v fact ( its be+ ! iron or f\ndation age gives opportunities obta9$ 9 no o!r4 ,x is only a qu>t] z long z ! longe/ ( ! o!r ages1 & x is !re=e cramm$ f\r times z full ( life & activity4 ,h5ce ! rapidity ) :i* all ?+s come to pass 9 x4 ,a v slight cause produces gigantic effects4 ,to aspire ev] s little n[ w br+ ab\t great] & m la/+ effects = good ?an at any o!r "t4 ,& simil>ly evil int5t has great] p[]s = evil4 ,^! great =ces are visibly increas$ at ! close ( c]ta9 cycles 9 ! ,kali ,yuga4 ,! pres5t cycle1 :i* closes ,nov4 #ag?1 #ahig-;,feb4 #ah?1 #ahih1 is "o ( ! mo/ important ( any t h be54 ,opportunities = produc+ p]man5t effects = good 9 !mselves & 9 ! _w z a :ole1 are giv5 to ,!osophi/s at ! pres5t "t1 :i* !y may nev] h aga9 if ^! are scatt]$4 ,,xvi4 ,! ,ma/]s h writt5 t we are all b\nd toge!r 9 "o liv+ :ole4 ,h5ce ! ?\ghts & acts ( "o react ^u all4 ,exp]i5ce has %ewn t x is true1 z said by ,ma/]s1 t any s9c]e memb] 9 any t[n c help ! ,t4,s4 & b5efit 8 fell[ t[nsm54 ,x is n high le>n+ t is ne$$1 b solely devotion to humanity1 fai? 9 ,ma/]s1 9 ! ,high] ,self1 a compreh5sion ( ! fundam5tal tru?s ( ,!osophy & a little1 only a little1 s9c]e attempt to pres5t ^? fundam5tal tru?s to a p :o are 9 desp]ate ne$ ( !m4 ,t attempt %\ld be cont9u\s4 ,no va9 /riv+ to prea* or prove ph5om5a w be ( any value1 =1 z aga9 ,ma/]s h writt51 "o ph5om5on dem&s ano!r & ano!r4 ,:at ! p want is a practical solution ( ! tr\bles besett+ u1 & t solution y h 9 ,!osophy4 ,w y n try to give x to !m m & m & save ---- f ! sl\gh x is 98 ,i w\ld di/9ctly draw y\r att5tion to ,bro!r ----4 ,!re is n t complete sympa?y & tol]ation betwe5 him & y !re ought to be1 & = ! sake ( ! "w x %\ld be o!rwise4 ,y may say t x is 8 fault4 ,x is n :olly1 = y mu/ also be some:at to blame1 if n 9 ?is life !n f ano!r pa/ "o4 ,c y d5y t = a long p]iod he has held up ! ,bran* !re8 = if he _h n x w\ld h di$ out1 ev5 ?\gh y also 7 necess>y ag5ts4 ,h any ( y _h unk9d or rev5geful feel+s to him8 ,if s1 ought y n to at once drive !m out ( y\r he>ts4 ,= ,i swe> to y on my life t if y h be5 tr\bl$ or un=tunate x is by ! reaction f su* or simil> ?\ghts ab\t him or o!rs4 ,drive !m all out ( y\r he>ts1 & pres5t su* k9dl9ess & bro!rl9ess to him t he %all1 by ! =ce ( y\r liv+ k9dness1 be drawn into full unity & co-op]ation ) y4 ,discussion or pro(s to %ew t y are all "r & he wrong avail no?+4 ,we are none ( u ev] 9 ! "r1 !re is always t 9 u t causes ano!r to (f5d4 ,! only discussion %\ld be to ! end t y may f9d out h[ to pres5t to ! _w 9 y\r di/rict1 "o simple1 solid1 unit$ front4 ,z to ! expression see+ s\nds1 ?is y und]/&1 ( c\rse1 s f> z ! /atem5t goes4 ,x records ! fact t at "o "t ! vibrations :i* cause a s\nd n[ 7 !n capable ( mak+ a picture1 & ?is !y d yet on ! a/ral plane4 ,,xvii4 ,9 reply to y\r "q3 ,nei!r ! g5]al law nor ! ,lodge int]f]es to neutralise ! effect ( /ra9 ^u ! disciple's physical en]gies :5 caus$ by undue ex]tion or want ( regul>ity1 except 9 c]ta9 cases4 ,h5ce ! ,!osophi/ is b\nd to see t 8 arrangem5t ( h\rs = sleep1 "w & recreation are prop]ly arrang$ & adju/$1 z he has no "r to s live z to break himself d[n1 & ?us deprive ! cause he works = ( a useful & necess>y in/rum5t4 ,y\r fri5d's en]gies h be5 dis>rang$ & some:at exhau/$ by irregul>ities z to re/ & recreation1 s9ce "w has be5 h>d & requir$ re/--:e!r asleep or awake--has n be5 _h4 ,?is causes excitem5t1 :i* w 7or has7 react 9 _m diff]5t ways 9 ! sy/em & ^u ! organs4 ,x causes m5tal excitem5t :i* aga9 raises o!r di/urbance4 ,he1 l anyone else1 %\ld take measures s z to insure regul>ity z to re/1 s t :at "w he does %all be bett] & ! pres5t excitem5t subside 9 ! sy/em4 ,x is n wise to rema9 up late unless = good purposes1 & x is n t to m]ely rema9 ) o!rs to late h\rs :5 no?+ good or necess>y c be accompli%$4 ,besides o!r reasons1 t is a good "o4 ,excitem5t is heat2 if heat be appli$ to heat1 m is produc$4 ,coolness mu/ be appli$ s z to create an equilibrium4 ,?is applies 9 t case1 & ! e/abli%m5t ( regul>ity 9 ! matt] ( re/ is ! application ( coolness4 ,second1 ! v>i\s excit+ & wrongful acts or ?\ghts ( o!rs are heat2 coolness is to be produc$ by dis*>g+ ! m9d ( ^? & ceas+ to ref] to !m 9 words1 o!rwise ! eng5d]$ heat w cont9ue4 ,x is ne$less to ref] to reasons re/+ on ! po9ts ( conduct & example1 = ^? anyone is capable ( f9d+ & apply+4 ,z !re is no hurry1 x is easy to dive/ ! m9d ( anxiety & ! irritation aris+ f hurry4 ,aga91 comp>ison ( "o's own "w or ways ( do+ ?+s bett] ?an o!rs is wrong & also productive ( ! heat above spok5 (4 ,,xviii4 ,y are "r 9 ?9k+ t ! ess5tial pr9ciples ( ,!osophy are (t5 /at$ )\t ! use ( t "n1 = x is ! only univ]sal fundam5tal sy/em :i* und]lies ! religions ( e age4 ,! ,new ,te/am5t1 rightly und]/ood1 tea*es ,!osophy1 & we "k t bo? ,jesus & ,/4 ,paul 7 initiates4 ,( c\rse1 9 ,!osophy1 z 9 any o!r ,sci5ce1 "o und]/&s m z "o reads m1 & ,i recomm5d y to read & dige/ su* ( our books z y c conv5i5tly procure4 ,n[ 9 respect to ! que/ions y ask1 let me say t ,!osophy requires no man to ab&on a mode ( life :i* is n 9 itself wrong4 ,! use ( meat diet is n a s92 x is n ev5 an (f5ce2 x is a habit :i* ! race has n[ l>gely con=m$ to1 & is n a "q ( morals or "r4 ,at a c]ta9 /age ( advance z a *ela or disciple1 ! use ( meat food has to be ab&on$ because ( its psy*ical & physiological effects4 ,b y h n rea*$ t /age1 nor is x likely t y w = a long "t4 ,z ! use ( meat is n an (f5ce1 s nei!r c be ! supply ( x to o!rs1 s t y\r assi/+ 9 kill+ hogs = m>ket is 9 no way oppos$ to y\r duty z a man or z a ,!osophi/4 ,t be+ y\r duty 9 pres5t circum/ances1 ,i %\ld recomm5d y to p]=m x )\t hesitation4 ,m5 & wom5 are complem5t>y 9 "*1 & !re=e adapt$ to ea* o!r4 ,x is natural t ea* sex %\ld enjoy ! company ( ! o!r1 & :at is natural _c be wrong4 ,moreov]1 x is p]fectly prop] t :5 a suitable mate is f\nd a man %\ld m>ry & settle d[n z a h\sehold]1 br++ up a family ) "r views & high purposes4 ,he contributes a s]vice to humanity1 :o puts to take 8 place aft] 8 dea?1 *ildr5 :o reproduce 8 true & altrui/ic life4 ,consequ5tly1 if y f9d a suitable mat* & desire matrimony1 !re c be no possible reason :y y %\ld n c>ry out su* a purpose4 ,l ! ab/5tion f meat1 celibacy is ess5tial to advance aft] a c]ta9 /age1 b t /age has n yet be5 rea*$ by y1 & y _c1 !re=e1 be subject$ to its conditions4 ,!re c be no "o rule laid d[n = all human be+s1 inasmu* z ! temp]am5ts & desires are s diff]5t4 ,ea* mu/ "w out ! problem ( life 9 8 own way4 ,if y\r aspirations are s set on high] ?+s t y f9d ! l[] a h9drance1 x is evid5t t y %\ld n indulge 9 ! latt]2 b if y are n s h9d]$1 !n no less a duty is y\rs4 ,y are "r 9 ?9k+ t ! ess5tial to all true progress is a wi% to con=m utt]ly to ! ,div9e ,w1 we be+ c]ta9 t we %all be help$ 9 proportion1 z is our ne$4 ,,xix4 ,yes1 y are "r4 ,i am 9 dang]1 b t dang] is n on ! outside1 al?\gh x is on ! outside t attempts are br\ght =w>d4 ,& 9 "s s5se all ^? ) me are 9 dang] too4 ,x is a dang] f ---- :i* ev] tries to =e/all ! /eps ( ^? :o travel =w>d4 ,s too1 my ,de>1 y are 9 ! same sort ( dang]4 ,b :ile ! dang] is !re1 yet !re is enc\ragem5t 9 ! fact itself4 ,= we w\ld n be s plac$ if we _h n be5 s =tunate z to h progress$ ?r\gh "w & pati5ce to ! po9t :]e ---- sees en\gh 9 u to try & /op progress & h9d] our "w4 ,h5ce1 if !y see !y _c /op u1 !y try all plans to get up /rife1 s z to nullify our "w4 ,b we w w91 = kn[+ ! dang] we take measures aga9/ x4 ,i am det]m9$ n to fail4 ,o!rs may2 b ---- & ,i w n4 ,let u !n await all suff]+ ) confid5ce & hope4 ,! v fact t y suff] s mu* is objective evid5ce ( progress1 ev5 ?\gh s pa9ful1 n only to y b to ^? :o love y4 ,s :ile ,i d n say suff] on1 ,i am com=t$ by ! k t x w be = great good 9 ! future4 ,s ,i am writ+ ?is1 in/ead ( ma*9+ x1 9 ord] t y may feel ! =ce ( my love & comrade%ip4 ,let u all draw clos] toge!r 9 m9d & he>t1 s\l & act1 & try ?us to make t true bro!rhood ?r\gh :i* alone our univ]sal & p>ticul> progress c come4 ,to !e1 oh hold] ( ! flame1 my love ,i s5d4 ,well1 ,i g aga91 b nev] d ,i =get4 ,my be/ love & bless+ to !e4 ,i _c speak ( ^! ?+s1 b ?\ kn[e/4 ,& n[1 z =m]ly1 & z n[1 & z =ev] & =ev]more4 ,,xx4 ,d\bts & que/ions h aris5 z to "s ?+s s9ce ! pres5t cl\d ga!r$4 ,among o!rs x has be5 said t x 7 bett] t ---- _h left ! *air3 x w\ld be well = him to g1 & s on4 ,^! views %\ld n be held4 ,if held1 !y %\ld be dismiss$4 ,!re are two =ces at "w 9 ! ,t4,s41 z well z 9 ! _w & 9 man4 ,^! are ! good & ! bad4 ,we _c help ?is3 x is ! ,law4 ,b we h rules1 & we h prea*$ ( love & tru? & k9dness2 & above all1 we h spok5 ( gratitude1 n only ( ,ma/]s1 b among u4 ,n[ ?is applies to ?is "q ( ----4 ,aga91 he may be incompet5t 444 & yet be compet5t = ! little he has to d4444 ,n[ let me tell y3 ! "w mu/ n fail because "h & !re p]sonalities fall1 & s91 & are unwise4 ,,tru? rema9s1 & ,,x ,,is1 :oev] falls3 b ! multitude look to ! visible lead]4 ,if he falls ap>t l an unjo9t$ puzzle1 at once !y say1 !re is no tru? !re1 no?+ :i* is3 & ! "w ( a c5tury is ru9$ & mu/ be rebuilt aga9 f its f\ndations1 & ye>s ( backw>d t5d5cy mu/ come betwe5 ! wreck ( "o und]tak+ & ! beg9n+ ( ano!r4 ,let me say "o ?+ ,i ,,"k3 only ! feel+ ( true bro!rhood1 ( true love t[>ds humanity ar\s$ 9 ! s\l ( someone /rong en\gh to /em ?is tide1 c c>ry u ?r\gh4 ,= ,,love & ,,tru/ are ! only weapons t c ov]come ! ,,real enemies aga9/ :i* ! true !osophi/ mu/ fight4 ,if ,i1 or y1 g into ?is battle f pride1 f self-w1 f desire to hold our position 9 ! face ( ! _w1 f any?+ b ! pure/ motives1 we %all fail4 ,let u se>* ourselves well & look at x z we nev] look$ be=e3 see if !re is 9 u ! reality ( ! bro!rhood :i* we prea* & :i* we are suppos$ to repres5t4 ,let u rememb] ^? fam\s words3 ,be ye wise z s]p5ts & h>mless z doves4 ,let u rememb] ! tea*+ ( ! ,sages t dea? 9 ! p]=mance ( our duty is pref]able to ! do+ by u ( ! duty ( ano!r1 h[ev] well we may d ! latt]3 ! duty ( ano!r is full ( dang]4 ,let u be ( & = peace1 & n = w> alone4 ,,xxi4 ,x is true ---- suff]$ ?r\gh my cold & h>d feel+s4 ,b x 0 h] fault1 = ,i say n[ z !n to ---- t %e1 absorb$ 9 ----1 neglect$ my memb]s1 :o are my *ildr51 & = :om ,i want$ h] be/ & got h] wor/4 ,t made me cold1 ( c\rse1 & ,i _h to fight x1 & didn't c>e if ---- did n l x3 ,i h no "t to c>e4 ,i am glad %e has gone to ----4 ,x is h] trial & h] *ance & :5 %e sets back %e c see = h]self if %e is able to prev5t ! big head f com+ on z has happ5$ ) o!rs4 ,if %e does1 !n %e w h /ood ! reaction & ,i h fai? %e w /&2 b /ill x has to be met4 ,"t comes on sure1 & ) x trial4 ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 0 h] prep>] & com=t1 b m5 are n made into /eel by com=t1 & note t ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 !n di$ (f4 ,my trip all ov] ?is c\ntry %[s me t x is ( m consequ5ce t ,i %\ld n[ "w up ! ,u4 ,s41 :]e ! ,ma/]s fir/ work$ 9 ?is c5tury4 ,x ne$s all ,i c d4444 ,s :5 ,i h fulfill$ my engagem5t on ! ,engli% /age ,i %all skip back "h quickly & d ?is "w4 ,! field is ev5 great] ?an ,i ?\ght1 al?\gh ,i _h a big idea ( x4 ,f ! ,unit$ ,/ates we c affect ! _w & !y w come to u f all places ei!r = solid "w or = help 9 _! ne$4444 ,well n[1 ( y3 ,i feel x all4 ,x is up1 & d[n4 ,x is well y are c\rage\s1 & to endure y are able4 ,inde$ endure is ! be/ ^w1 = t is :at ! oak does :5 ! /orms rage1 = x is bett] to endure :5 we c d no?+ ?an to fa9t & fall4 ,! facts are to be fac$4 ,i hope !y may turn out o!rwise1 b if n1 x is ,k>ma4 ,aside f pa91 x is ! same z any?+ else4 ,if x comes1 x w n la/ long4 ,/ill1 ,i hope x come? n4 ,i ?9k mu* ( x1 b "k ! brav]y ( y & ! high s\l t dwells !re4 ,all ! "t ( pa9 & dogg$ fight+ ,i "k y\r real self sits up above x all unaffect$1 & s does m9e1 & f t let u take com=t4 ,all ?+s 9 ?is age move l lightn+ & s ) all our ,k>ma1 ?\gh m9e has s (t5 seem$ sl[1 s f> z conc]ns me4 ,well1 ,i _c g on ) ?is3 ,i feel z y d3 ,i /& by y 9 he>t & h (t5 ( late s5t y messages ( hope & p[] to help y4 ,i advis$ ---- to d h] "p to less5+ ! con/ant br++ =w>d ( ! "n ( ,h4 ,p4 ,b41 in/ead ( indep5d5t ?\ght on ,!osophy4 ,we h too mu* ( x & x is no pro( ( loyalty1 & x gives rise to mu* ( ! fooli% talk ( our dogmatism4 ,y w und]/&1 & may be able to influ5ce "s to a m mod]ate ?\gh firm attitude t w n less5 _! loyalty & devotion4 ,"o good po9t is t ! true *la does n talk mu* ( 8 ,ma/] & (t5 does n ref] to t ,ma/]'s exi/5ce4 ,x has almo/ become ! same z unnecess>ily wav+ ! r$ flag to a bull4 ,^? ( u :o h exp]i5ce d n d x2 b ! y\ng] ones d4 ,x ---- does x "h 9 8 spee*es & ,i am go+ to speak to him ( x4 ,if x be n avoid$ ! fir/ ?+ we "k !re w be a split betwe5 ! ,h4 ,p4 ,b4'ers & ! !osophi/s pur sang1 ! latt] claim+ to be ! real ?+ because devoid ( any p]sonal elem5t4 ,y & ,i & ---- d n f9d x necess>y all ! "t to be fl++ h] 7,h4 ,p4 ,b47 9 ! faces ( o!rs1 & x is well n[ to take ! w>n+ (f]$ f ! outside4 ,besides1 ,i h _h a v /rong inside w>n+ on x4 ,my be/ love n[ t we are ne> ,*ri/mas & ,new ,ye>1 & may !re be "s sun%9e to light ! pa?4 ,i s5d y my love unsulli$ by a m]e gift4 ,i hope ---- w be firm & proce$ z indicat$1 b %e1 l u all1 mu/ meet h] own old enemies 9 h]self4 ,aga9 ,i g1 z = ev]more4 ,,xxii4 ,great excitem5t la/ night4 ,x 0 ! regul> night ( ---- ,t4,s4 & ---- 0 to speak4 ,we got !re at #h3ae1 & x 0 full4 ,he began & _h j be5 fifte5 m9utes :5 x 0 discov]$ t ! build+ 0 on fire4 ,we /opp$ & let #a1jjj p 9 ! v>i\s halls get out1 !n quietly w5t & none 7 hurt1 only two1 ---- & ----1 gett+ a few qu>ts ( wat] f a bur/ hose4 ,x 0 a que] exit1 = we w5t d[n/airs beside ! elevator1 & glass1 bricks & wat] 7 fall+ d[n ! light well1 :ile ! fire on ! top /ories ( x ro>$ & made a f9e light1 & /reams ( fire ran d[n ! oily elevator pipes on ! o!r side2 & firem5 pull$ up hose neck or no?+ z we got away4 ,x 0 ----'s own meet+1 & x end$ 9 fire6 ,none ( ! great psy*ics pres5t _h _h ! remote/ premonition1 b "o inv5t$ aft]w>ds an ex po/ facto s5se ( t]ror4 ,tell ---- ! "t has pass$ = him to vacillate2 he kn[s 8 guru3 %e 0 & is ,h4 ,p4 ,b42 let him reflect ere he does t :i*1 9 wreck+ h] life & fame1 w wreck 8 own life by leav+ him :]e no?+ t is true may be se54444 ,sil5ce is useful n[ & !n1 b sil5ce sometimes is a ?+ t speaks too l\d4 ,i am 8 fri5d & w help4 ,no "o c hurt him b himself2 8 "w & sacrifice 7 noble & none c po9t at him4 ,see :at ,i said 9 ! op5+ vol4 ( ,! ,pa?3 t ! /udy ( :at is n[ call$ practical occultism 0 n ! object ( t j\rnal4 ,we reg>d x z incid5tal to ! j\rney along ! pa?4 ,! travell]1 9 go+ f "o city to ano!r1 has p]haps to cross sev]al riv]s2 maybe 8 conveyance fails him & he is oblig$ to swim1 or he mu/1 9 ord] to pass a great m\nta91 "k eng9e]+ 9 ord] to tunnel ?r\gh x1 or is compell$ to ex]cise ! art ( locat+ 8 exact position by obs]vation ( ! sun3 b all t is only incid5tal to 8 ma9 object ( rea*+ 8 de/9ation4 ,we admit ! exi/5ce ( hidd51 p[]ful =ces 9 nature1 & believe t e day great] progress is made t[>ds an und]/&+ ( !m4 ,a/ral body =mation1 clairvoyance1 look+ into ! a/ral light1 & controll+ elem5tals is all possible1 b n all pr(itable4 ,! electrical curr5t1 :i* :5 resi/$ 9 ! c>bon produces int5se light1 may be br\ght into exi/5ce by any ignoramus :o has ! key to ! eng9e-room & c turn ! crank t />ts ! dynamo1 b is unable to prev5t 8 fell[ man or himself f be+ in/antly kill$1 %\ld t curr5t accid5tally be div]t$ ?r\gh 8 body4 ,! control ( ^! hidd5 =ces is n easily obta9$1 nor c ph5om5a be produc$ )\t dang]1 & 9 our view ! atta9m5t ( true wisdom is n by means ( ph5om5a1 b ?r\gh ! developm5t :i* beg9s )94 ,true occultism is cle>ly set =? 9 ! ,bhagavat ,gita & ,light on ! ,pa?1 :]e suffici5t /ress is laid ^u practical occultism1 b aft] all1 ,kri%na says1 ! k+ly sci5ce & ! k+ly my/]y is devotion to & /udy ( ! light :i* comes f )94 ,! v fir/ /ep 9 true my/icism & true occultism is to try & appreh5d ! mean+ ( ,univ]sal ,bro!rhood1 )\t :i* ! v highe/ progress 9 ! practise ( magic turns to a%es 9 ! m\?4 ,we appeal1 !re=e1 to all :o wi% to raise !mselves & _! fell[ creatures--man & bea/--out ( ! ?\ghtless jog-trot ( selfi% ev]yday life4 ,x is n ?\ght t ,utopia c be e/abli%$ 9 a day3 b ?r\gh ! spread+ ( ! idea ( ,univ]sal ,bro!rhood1 ! tru? 9 all ?+s may be discov]$4 ,:at is want$ is true k ( ! spiritual condition ( man1 8 aim & de/9y4 ,su* a /udy leads u to accept ! utt]ance ( ,prajapati to 8 sons3 ',be re/ra9$1 be lib]al1 be m]ciful1' x is ! dea? ( selfi%ness4 ,?is is ! l9e = u to take & to p]sev]e 91 t all may 9 "t obta9 ! true light4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,! ,,light ,,( ,,! ,,eye ,,fade?1 ,,! ,,he>+ ,,leave? ,,! ,,e>1 ,,b ,,! ,,p[] ,,to ,,see ,,& ,,to ,,he> ,,nev] ,,des]te? ,,! ,,immortal ,,be+1 ,,:i* ,,live? ,,=ev] ,,unt\*$ ,,& ,,undim9i%$4-- ,book ( ,items4 ,,extracts ,,xxiii4 ,,on ,,!osophy ,,& ,,! ,t4,s4 ,all ! "w t any ( u d any:]e r$\nds to ! int]e/ & b5efit ( ! :ole ,t4,s41 & = t reason we "k t we are unit$4 ,! ,self is "o & all-p[]ful1 b x mu/ happ5 to ! seek] f "t to "t t he or %e %all feel ! /rang5ess ( new conditions2 ?is is n a cause = fe>4 ,if ! m9d is kept int5t on ! ,self & n div]t$ f x1 & comes to see ! ,self 9 all ?+s1 no matt] :at1 !n fe> %\ld pass away 9 "t4 ,i w\ld !re=e advise y to /udy & m$itate ov] ! ,bhagavat ,gita1 :i* is a book t has done me m good ?an all o!rs 9 ! :ole range ( books1 & is ! "o t c be /udi$ all ! "t4 ,?is w d m good ?an any?+1 if ! great tea*+s are sil5tly assimilat$ & put into action1 = x goes to ! v root ( ?+s & gives ! true philosophy ( life4 ,if y try to put into practice :at 9 y\r inn] life y hold to be "r1 y w be m ready to receive helpful ?\ghts & ! inn] life w gr[ m real4 ,i hope ) y t y\r home may become a /rong c5tre ( "w = ,!osophy4 99 99 99 99 99 ,y want to "k ! inn] situation ( ! ,t4,s41 well1 x is j ?is3 we h all work$ along = eighte5 ye>s1 & ! ,t4,s4 z a body has its k>ma z well z ea* "o 9 x4 ,^? 9 x :o h work$ h>d1 ( c\rse1 h _! own k>ma1 & h br\ght !mselves to a po9t ahead ( ! ,t4,s4 ,n[1 if ! bran*es are weak 9 _! k ( ,!osophy1 & 9 _! practise ( its precepts & _! und]/&+ ( ! :ole ?+1 ! body is 9 ! situation ( ! *ild :o has be5 gr[+ too fa/ = its /r5g?1 & if t be ! case x is b\nd to h a *eck4 ,= my "p ,i d n want any great ru%1 s9ce ,i too well "k h[ weak ev5 ^? long 9 x are4 ,z to individuals1 say y1 444 & s on4 ,by reason ( h>d & indep5d5t "w y h got y\rselves 9 ! inn] realm j :]e y may soon beg9 to get ! att5tion ( ! ,black ,magicians1 :o !n beg9 to try to knock y out1 s bew>e4 ,attempts w be sil5tly made to ar\se irritation1 & to increase x :]e x n[ exi/s4 ,s ! only ?+ to d is to live z mu* z possible 9 ! high] nature1 & ea* "o to cru% out ! small & trifl+ ebullitions ( ! l[] nature :i* ord9>ily are ov]look$1 & ?us /r5g? is ga9$ 9 ! :ole nature1 & ! ef=ts ( ! enemy made nil4 ,?is is ( ! highe/ importance1 & if n att5d$ to x w be sad4 ,?is is :at ,i _h 9 view 9 all ! lett]s ,i h s5t to y & o!rs4 ,i hope y w be able to cat* hold ( m51 "h & !re1 :o w take ! "r1 true1 solid view1 & be left ?us beh9d y z good m5 & good ag5ts4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:5 ,i 0 9 ---- ,i broa*$ to y & o!rs ! plan ( gett+ ,!osophy to ! work+ p4 ,has any?+ be5 done8 ,x mu/ be simply put4 ,x c be und]/ood4 ,x is important4 ,let u see if ?is ?+ _c be done2 y all promis$ to g to "w at x4 ,:y n turn1 l ! ,bible man1 to ! byways & h$ges f all ^! p :o w n come8 ,!n ,i feel sure t1 if manag$ "r1 a lot ( p :o believe 9 ,!osophy b don't want to come out = x1 w\ld help su* a movem5t1 see+ t x w\ld involve talk+ to ! poor & giv+ !m s5sible /uff4 ,if ne$ be1 ,i'd hold a meet+ e night1 & n give !m ab/ractions4 ,add music1 if possible1 etc4 ,n[ let me he> y\r ideas4 ,"t rolls on & _m que] social *anges are on ! way4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i h y\r long lett] f ---- & y are "r z to conduct ( ,bran*es4 ,no ,bran* %\ld dep5d on "o p]son1 =1 if s1 x w slump1 sure2 nor on two or ?ree ei!r4 ,"h !y dep5d$ on me = a long "t1 & my bad heal? 9 voice = a ye> 0 a good ?+ z x made ! o!rs come =w>d4 ---- is "r en\gh 9 8 way1 b c]ta9ly he ought to be fitt+ himself = some?+ 9 addition to speak+1 z ! ,t4,s4 has to h a head z well z a tongue2 & if a man kn[s he is bad at bus9ess1 he %\ld mortify himself by mak+ himself le>n x1 & ?us get good discipl9e4 ,we sadly ne$ at all places "s true en?usia/s4 ,b all t w come 9 "t4 ,! ma9 ?+ is = ! memb]s to /udy & "k ,!osophy1 = if !y d n "k x h[ c !y give any ( x to o!rs8 ,( c\rse1 at all times mo/ ( ! "w falls ^u ! few1 z is always ! case1 b ef=t %\ld be made1 z y say1 to br+ out o!r mat]ial4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,i am abundantly sure t y are q correct 9 say+ t x is ! ,bran*es :i* "w t fl\ri%1 & t ^? addict$ to ,p>l\r ,talks soon squabble & dw9dle4 ,y h gone "r to ! root ( ! matt]4 ,s1 also1 ,i agree ) y1 he>t & s\l1 9 :at y say z to ! policy ( a timid hold+ & sett+ =? ( ,!osophy4 ,no?+ c be ga9$ by su* a policy1 & all exp]i5ce po9ts to en]gy & decision z ess5tial to any real advance4 99 99 99 99 99 ,y are1 ,i ?9k1 q "r to attempt to get all memb]s to "w = _! individual advance1 by work+ = _! ,bran*es4 ,by do+ ?+s 9 ?is way1 !y provide an additional safegu>d = !mselves1 :ile =m+ a c5tre f :i* ,!osophical ?\ght c radiate out to help & enc\rage o!rs :o are only beg9n+ _! upw>d way4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i f9d t y /ate my view exactly4 ,t view is t ! ,a ,b ,c ( ,!osophy %\ld be taught all ! "t1 & ?is n only = ! sake ( outsid]s1 b also = ! sake ( ! memb]s :o are1 ,i v well "k1 n s f> along z to ne$ ! elaborate "w all ! "t4 ,& x is j because ! memb]s are n well gr\nd$ t !y are n able !mselves to get 9 m inquir]s4 ,j z y say1 if ! simple tru?s practically appli$ z f\nd 9 ,!osophy are pres5t$1 y w cat* at la/ "s ( ! be/ p1 real work]s & valuable memb]s4 ,& ,!osophy c be/ be pres5t$ 9 a simple =m by "o :o has ma/]$ ! elem5ts z well z ! nature ( ! ,absolute4 ,x is j ?is float+ 9 ! cl\ds :i* sometimes prev5ts a ,bran* f gett+ on4 ,& ,i fully agree1 also1 t if ! policy ,i h ref]r$ to %\ld result tempor>ily 9 ?r[+ (f "s few p]sons x w\ld be a b5efit1 = y w\ld f9d o!rs com+ to take _! places4 ,& ,i c agree ) y1 fur!rmore1 out ( actual exp]i5ce4 99 99 99 99 99 ,y by no means ne$ to apologise = ask+ my att5tion to ! matt] ( y\r jo9+ ! ,!osophical ,society4 ,x is my great desire & privilege to give to all s9c]e enquir]s :atev] in=mation ,i may possess1 & c]ta9ly !re c be no great] pleasure ?an to fur!r ! int]nal progress ( any real /ud5t & aspirant4 ,i ?9k y q "r 9 wi%+ to id5tify y\rself ) ! ,!osophical ,society1 n only because t is ! natural & obvi\s /ep = anyone s9c]ely int]e/$2 b also because ea* additional memb] ) "r _s /r5g!ns ! body = its c>e] & "w4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 tak+ advantage ( an opportunity to introduce ,!osophy into ! secul> press y are do+ exactly ! "w :i* is s invaluable to ! ,society1 & :i* ,i s con/antly urge ^u our memb]s4 ,x is 9 ?is way t s v _m p]sons are rea*$ :o w\ld o!rwise be q inaccessible1 & ! am\nt ( good :i* se$ ?us s[n c accompli% is beyond our compreh5sion4 ,y h my v he>ty approval ( & enc\ragem5t 9 y\r "w & ,i am v sure t t "w w n be )\t fruit4 99 99 99 99 99 ,,new ,,york1 ,octob] #aa?1 #ahib4--,?is is ! era ( ,we/]n ,occultism4 ,we are n[ to /& %\ld] to %\ld] 9 ! ,u4,s4 to pres5t x & enl>ge x 9 view ( com+ cuss$ness1 attacks :i* w be 9 ! l9e ( try+ to impose solely ,ea/]n disciples on u4 ,! ,ma/]s are n ,ea/]n or ,we/]n1 b univ]sal4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i %all be glad to give y any in=mation possible respect+ ,!osophy & ! ,!osophical ,society1 b ,i ?9k y err 9 suppos+ t ! purpose ( ei!r is to enc\rage ! /udy ( :at is kn[n z ! ,occult ,arts4 ,k conc]n+1 & control (1 ! f9] =ces ( nature are n ?+s :i* %\ld be s\ght aft] at our elem5t>y /age ( progress1 nor w\ld su* atta9m5t be appropriate1 ev5 if possible1 to anyone :o _h n ?or\ghly ma/]$ ! pr9ciples ( ,!osophy itself4 ,m]e desire = p[]s is a =m ( selfi%ness1 & receives no enc\ragem5t f our ,tea*]s4 ,mme4 ,blavatsky /at$ ?is matt] v cle>ly inde$ 9 an article publi%$ 9 ,lucif]1 entitl$ ,occultism v]sus ! ,occult ,arts4 ,:5 p]sons )\t a l>ge prelim9>y tra9+ 9 ! real ,wisdom-,religion seek k on ! ,occult plane !y are v apt1 f inexp]i5ce & inadequate culture1 to drift into black magic4 ,i h no p[] to put y into communication ) any adept to guide y 9 a c\rse ( ,occult /udy1 nor w\ld x be ( s]vice to y if ! ?+ 0 possible4 ,! ,!osophical ,society 0 n e/abli%$ = any su* purpose1 nor c\ld anyone receive in/ructions f an adept until he 0 ripe = x4 ,9 o!r words1 he mu/ und]go a long prelim9>y tra9+ 9 k1 self-control1 & ! subjugation ( ! l[] nature be=e he w\ld be 9 any way fit = in/ruction on ! high] planes4 ,:at ,i recomm5d y to d is to /udy ! elem5t>y pr9ciples ( ,!osophy & ga9 "s idea ( y\r own nature z a human be+ & z an individual1 b drop entirely all ambition = k or p[] :i* w\ld be inappropriate to y\r pres5t /age1 & to correct y\r :ole conception ( ,!osophy & ,occultism4 ,,xxiv4 ,,on ,,ma/]s4 ,i ?9k ! way = all we/]n !osophi/s is ?r\gh ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 ,i mean t z %e is ! ,t4,s4 inc>nate1 its "m & gu>dian1 its creator1 ! ,k>mic laws w\ld naturally provide t all :o drew ?is life ?r\gh h] belong$ to h]1 & if !y d5i$ h]1 !y ne$ n hope to rea* 4443 = h[ c !y d5y h] :o gave ?is doctr9e to ! we/]n _w8 ,!y %>e h] ,k>ma to little purpose1 if !y ?9k !y c get r\nd ?is id5tification & b5efit1 & 444 want no bett] pro( t a man does n compreh5d _! philosophy4 ,?is w\ld1 ( c\rse1 b> him f 444 by natural laws 7( gr[?74 ,i d n mean t 9 ! ord9>y bus9ess s5se %e mu/ =w>d _! applications or _! m]its2 ,i mean t !y :o d n und]/& ! basic mutual relation1 :o "u value h] gift & h] creation1 h n imbib$ ! tea*+ & _c assimilate its b5efits4 ,%e mu/ be und]/ood z be+ :at %e is to ! ,t4,s41 or ,k>ma 7! law ( comp5sation1 or ( cause & effect7 is n und]/ood1 or ! fir/ laws ( occultism4 ,p ought to ?9k ( ?is3 we are too mu* giv5 to suppos+ t ev5ts are *ances1 or h no connection ) ourselves3 ea* ev5t is an effect ( ! ,law4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:at %\ld be done is to realise t ! ,ma/]-,s\l is "o ) all t t implies2 to "k ! mean+ ( ! old tea*+1 ,?\ art ,t4 ,:5 ?is is done we may ) impunity id5tify our consci\sness ) t ( any?+ 9 nature2 n be=e4 ,b to d ?is is a lifetime's "w1 & be=eh& we h to exhau/ all ,k>ma1 :i* means duty2 we mu/ live = o!rs & !n we w f9d out all we %\ld "k1 n :at we w\ld l to "k4 ,devotion & aspiration w1 & d1 help to br+ ab\t a prop] attitude ( m9d1 & to raise ! /ud5t to a high] plane1 & also !y secure = ! /ud5t help :i* is unse5 by him1 = devotion & aspiration put ! /ud5t into a condition 9 :i* aid c be giv5 to him1 ?\gh he may1 z yet1 be unconsci\s ( x4 ,b consci\s communication ) "o's ,ma/] c only be accompli%$ aft] long tra9+ & /udy4 ,:at a /ud5t has to d1 & is able to d1 is to fit himself to receive ?is tra9+4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! recognition f a ,guru w come :5 y are ready1 & my advice to y is t1 if possible1 y put away f y\rself ! desire = su* recognition2 = su* desire w h9d] y4 ,if y w read ! ,bhagavat ,gt1 especially *apt]s ii4 & iii41 ,i ?9k y w f9d mu* to help y4 ,!re x says3 ,let1 !n1 ! motive = action be 9 ! action itself1 n 9 ! ev5t4 ,d n be incit$ to actions by ! hope ( _! rew>d 444 p]=m ?y duty 444 & lay+ aside all desire = any b5efit to ?yself f action1 make ! ev5t equal to !e1 :e!r x be success or failure4 ,x is b natural t a /ud5t %\ld hope = recognition f a ,ma/]1 b ?is desire is to be put aside1 & t "w is to be done :i* lies be=e ea*4 ,at ! same "t ea* "o kn[s t ! effect foll[s ! cause1 h5ce :atev] our due1 we %all receive x at ! "r "t4 99 99 99 99 99 ,e ,*la 7& we are all t once we det]m9e to be7 has ^! same difficulties4 ,pati5ce & =titude6 ,= an easy bir? is n always a good "o4 ,! k+dom ( heav5 is only tak5 by viol5ce1 & n by weakness ( attack4 ,y\r con/ant aspiration p]sev]$ 9 secret has l$ y to t po9t :]e j ^! tr\bles come to all4 ,console y\rself ) ! ?\ght t o!rs h be5 9 ! same place & h liv$ ?r\gh x by pati5ce & =titude4444 ,fix y\r ?\ghts aga9 on ,^? ,eld] ,bro!rs1 "w = ,!m1 s]ve ,!m1 & ,!y w help ?r\gh ! "r appropriate means & no o!r4 ,to m$itate on ! ,high] ,self is difficult4 ,seek !n1 ! bridge1 ! ,ma/]s4 ,seek ! tru? by /rong se>*1 by do+ s]vice1 & by enquiry1 & ,^? :o "k ! ,tru? w tea* x4 ,give up d\bt1 & arise 9 y\r place ) pati5ce & =titude4 ,let ! w>rior fight1 ! g5tle yet fi]ce ,kri%na1 :o1 :5 he f9ds !e z 8 disciple & 8 fri5d1 w tell !e ! tru? & light5 up ! d>kness ) ! lamp ( spiritual k4 99 99 99 99 99 ,attacks _c hurt1 !y mu/ ne$s come1 b all we h to d is to keep "r on1 work+ /eadily1 & ,ma/]s w see aft] ! re/4 ,=1 t :i* is done 9 ,_! "n w come "r2 & ?is :ole ?+ has aris5 because ,i h *os5 to proclaim my p]sonal belief 9 ! exi/5ce ( ^! be+s ( gr&eur4 ,s1 let u %ake aga9 ) ! confid5ce born f ! k ( ! wisdom ( ! ,unse5 ,lead]s1 & we g =? sep>ately once m1 aga9 to ! "w1 if ev5 n to meet until ano!r inc>nation is ours4 ,b meet+ !n1 we %all be all ! /rong] = hav+ kept fai? n[4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am glad t y h su* a fai? 9 ! ,great ,work]s :o are beh9d u4 ,!y are beh9d u1 to my p]sonal k1 & n beh9d me only1 b beh9d all s9c]e work]s4 ,i "k t _! desire is t ea* %\ld li/5 to ! voice ( 8 inn] self & n dep5d too mu* on outside p1 :e!r !y be ,ma/]s1 ,ea/]n disciples or :at n4 ,by a dep5d5ce ( t k9d y become at la/ ?or\ghly indep5d5t1 & !n ! unse5 help]s are able to help all ! m4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we are all human & ?us weak & s9ful4 ,9 t respect 9 :i* we are bett] ?an o!rs1 !y are bett] ?an we are 9 "s o!r way4 ,we w\ld be self-righte\s to judge o!rs by our own /&>d4444 ,are we s wise z nev] to act fooli%ly8 ,n at all4444 ,inde$ ,i h come to ! conclusion t 9 ?is n9ete5? c5tury a pl$ge is no good1 because ev]yone res]ves to himself ! "r to break x if he f9ds aft] a :ile t x is gall+1 or t x puts him 9 "s inconsi/5t attitude ) some?+ he may h said or done at "s o!r "t4444 ,9 ----'s case1 444 ev]yone %\ld nev] ?9k b ! v be/1 no matt] :at ! evid5ces are4 ,:y1 if ! ,ma/]s 7 to judge u exactly z ,!y mu/ "k we are1 !n good-bye at once4 ,we w\ld all be s5t pack+4 ,b ,ma/]s deal k9dly ) u 9 ! face ( great] k ( our ?\ghts & evil ?\ghts f :i* none are yet exempt4 ,?is is my view1 & y w please me mu* if y w be able to turn into ! same1 & to spread x among ^? on ! inside :o h x n4 ,x is easy to d well by ^? we l1 x is our duty to make ourselves d & ?9k well by ^? we d n l4 ,ma/]s say we ?9k 9 grooves1 & b few h ! c\rage to fill ^? up & g on o!r l9es4 ,let u :o are will+ to make ! attempt try to fill up ^! grooves1 & make new & bett] ones4 444 ,keep up y\r c\rage1 fai? & *>ity4 ,^? :o c to any ext5t assimilate ! ,ma/]1 to t ext5t !y are ! repres5tatives ( ! ,ma/]1 & h ! help ( ! ,lodge 9 its "w4444 ,be> up1 firm he>t1 be /rong1 be bold & k9d1 & spread y\r /r5g? & boldness4 99 99 99 99 99 ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 !n said t x is by fall+ & by fail+ t we le>n1 & we _c hope at once to be great & wise & :olly /rong4 ,%e & ! ,ma/]s beh9d expect$ ?is f all ( u2 %e & ,!y nev] desir$ any ( u to "w bl9dly1 b only desir$ t we "w unit$ly4 99 99 99 99 99 ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 wrote me 9 #ahij3 ,be m *>itable = o!rs ?an = y\rself1 & m sev]e on y\rself ?an on o!rs4 ,?is is good advice4 ,a /ra9 always weak5s ! fibres & produces friction4 ,i hope all misund]/&+s w fly away4 ,,xxv4 ,,on ,,occult ,,philosophy4 ,beg9 by try+ to conqu] ! habit1 almo/ univ]sal1 ( pu%+ y\rself =w>d4 ,?is arises f p]sonality4 ,d n monopolise ! conv]sation4 ,keep 9 ! backgr\nd4 ,if someone beg9s to tell y ab\t himself & 8 do+s1 d n take fir/ *ance to tell him ab\t y\rself1 b li/5 to him & talk solely to br+ him out4 ,& :5 he has f9i%$ suppress 9 y\rself ! desire to tell ab\t y\rself1 y\r op9ions & exp]i5ces4 ,d n ask a "q unless y int5d to li/5 to ! answ] & inquire into its value4 ,try to recollect t y are a v small affair 9 ! _w1 & t ! p ar\nd d n value y at all & grieve n :5 y are abs5t4 ,y\r only true greatness lies 9 y\r inn] true self & x is n desir\s ( obta9+ ! applause ( o!rs4 ,if y w foll[ ^! directions = "o week y w f9d !y w take consid]able ef=t1 & y w beg9 to discov] a "p ( ! mean+ ( ! say+1 ,man1 "k ?yself4 ,x is n necess>y to be consci\s ( ! progress "o has made4 ,nor is ! date 9 any s5se an ext+ui%]1 z "s h /yl$ x4 ,9 ^! days we are too prone to wi% to "k ev]y?+ all at once1 especially 9 relation to ourselves4 ,x may be desirable & enc\rag+ to be ?us consci\s1 b x is n necess>y4 ,we make a good deal ( progress 9 our inn]1 hidd5 life ( :i* we are n at all consci\s4 ,we d n "k ( x until "s lat] life4 ,s 9 ?is case _m may be q beyond ! ob/acles & n be consci\s ( x4 ,x is be/ to g on ) duty1 & to refra9 f ?is try+ to take /ock & measur+ ( progress4 ,all ( our progress is 9 ! inn] nature1 & n 9 ! physical :]e lives ! bra91 & f :i* ! pres5t "q comes4 ,! app>5t physical progress is evanesc5t4 ,x is end$ :5 ! body dies1 at :i* "t1 if ! inn] man has n be5 all[$ to guide u1 ! natural record aga9/ u w be a ciph]1 or failure4 ,n[1 z ! great ,adepts live 9 ! plane ( our inn] nature1 x mu/ foll[ t !y might be actively help+ e "o ( u aft] ! date ref]r$ to1 & we1 z physical bra9 m51 n be consci\s ( x on ?is plane4 444 ,i /rongly advise y to give up all yoga practices1 :i* 9 almo/ all cases h disa/r\s results unless guid$ by a compet5t tea*]4 ,! concussions & explosions 9 y\r head are evid5ces t y are 9 no fit condition to try yoga practices1 = !y result f lesions ( ! bra91 i4e41 f ! bur/+ ( ! v m9ute bra9 cells4 ,i am glad y h writt5 to me ^u ?is matt]1 t ,i may h an opportunity ( w>n+ y4 ,also ,i advise y to discont9ue conc5tration on ! vital c5tres1 :i* aga9 may prove dang]\s unless "u ! guidance ( a tea*]4 ,y h le>nt1 to a c]ta9 degree1 ! p[] ( conc5tration1 & ! greate/ help w n[ come to y f conc5tration ^u ! ,high] ,self1 & aspiration t[>d ! ,high] ,self4 ,also if y w take "s subject or s5t5ce f ! ,bhagavat ,gt1 & conc5trate y\r m9d ^u t & m$itate ^u x1 y w f9d mu* good result f x1 & !re is no dang] 9 su* conc5tration4 99 99 99 99 99 ,z to ! "q ab\t ! dis9tegration ( ! a/ral body & ! l5g? ( "t be=eh& :5 x c\ld be se54 ,my answ] 0 n meant to be def9ite z to ye>s1 except t ,i gave a p]iod ( two ye>s z a long "o be=e ! dea? ( ! physical body4 ,!re are cases--p]haps r>e--9 :i* five ye>s be=e ! dea? ( ! physical1 a clairvoyant has se5 ! dis9tegration ( ! a/ral beg9n+4 ,! idea int5d$ to be convey$ is1 t reg>dless ( p]iods ( "t1 if ! man is go+ to die naturally 7& t includes by disease71 ! corruption1 dis9tegrat+ or break+ up ( ! a/ral body may be p]ceiv$ by ^? :o c see t way4 ,h5ce ! "q ( ye>s is n involv$4 ,viol5t dea?s are n includ$ 9 ?is1 because ! a/ral 9 su* cases does n dis9tegrate be=eh&4 ,& ! way ( see+ su* a dea? 9 advance is by ano!r me?od altoge!r4 ,dea? f old age--:i* is ! natural close ( a cycle--is includ$ 9 ! answ] z to dea? by disease1 :i* might be call$ ! disease ( inability to fight (f ! ord9>y break+ up ( ! cohesive =ces4 99 99 99 99 99 ,y _c develop ! ?ird eye4 ,x is too difficult1 & until y h cle>$ up a good deal m on philosophy x w\ld be useless1 & a useless sacrifice is a crime ( folly4 ,b "h is advice giv5 by _m ,adepts3 e day & z (t5 z y c1 & on go+ to sleep & z y wake1 ?9k1 ?9k1 ?9k1 on ! tru? t y are n body1 bra91 or a/ral man1 b t y are ,,t1 & ,,t is ! ,supreme ,s\l4 ,= by ?is practice y w gradually kill ! false notion :i* lurks inside t ! false is ! true1 & ! true is ! false4 ,by p]si/5ce 9 ?is1 by submitt+ y\r daily ?\ghts ea* night to ! judgm5t ( y\r ,high] ,self1 y w at la/ ga9 light4 99 99 99 99 99 ,n[ z to ,! ,voice ( ! ,sil5ce & ! cycles ( woe 7und]gone by ! ,arhan :o rema9s to help mank9d7 x is easy to und]/&4 ,y mu/ always rememb] :5 read+ su* ?+s1 t t]ms mu/ be us$ t ! read] w und]/&4 ,h5ce speak+ ?us1 x mu/ be said t !re are su* cycles ( woe--f our /&po9t--j z ! fact t ,i h no amusem5ts b no?+ b "w 9 ! ,t4,s4 seems a great p5ance to ^? :o l _! pleasures4 ,i1 on ! contr>y1 take pleasure & peace 9 ! self-d5ial z !y call x4 ,!re=e x mu/ foll[ t he :o ent]s ! secret ,pa? f9ds 8 peace & pleasure 9 endless "w = ages = ,humanity4 ,b1 ( c\rse1 ) 8 add$ sight & k1 he mu/ always be see+ ! mis]ies ( m5 self-inflict$4 ,! mi/ake y make is to give ! p]son ?us sacrific$ ! same small qualities & long+s z we n[ h1 :]eas ! wid] sweep & p[] ( s\l make :at we call sacrifice & woe seem some?+ diff]5t4 ,is n ?is cle>1 !n8 ,if x 7 /at$ o!rwise ?an z ! ,voice has x1 y w\ld f9d _m mak+ ! v[ & !n break+ x2 b he :o makes ! v[ ) ! full idea ( its mis]y w keep x4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,if we c all accumulate a fund ( good = all ! o!rs we w ?us dissipate _m cl\ds4 ,! follies & ! s-call$ s9s ( p are really ?+s t are sure to come to no?+ if we treat !m "r4 ,we mu/ n be s prone z ! p ( ! day are1 ( :om we are "s1 to criticise o!rs & =get ! beam 9 our own eye4 ,! ,bhagavad ,gt & ,jesus are "r 9 t !y bo? %ew u h[ to d our own duty & n g into t ( o!rs4 ,e "t we ?9k t someone else has done wrong we %\ld ask ourselves two que/ions3 7#a7 ,am ,i ! judge 9 ?is matt] :o is entitl$ to try ?is p]son8 7#b7 ,am ,i any bett] 9 my way1 d ,i or d ,i n (f5d 9 "s o!r way j z mu* z !y d 9 ?is8 ,?is w settle ! matt] ,i ?9k4 ,& 9 444 !re ought to be no judgm5ts & no criticism4 ,if "s (f5d !n let u ask :at is to be done1 b only :5 ! (f5ce is aga9/ ! :ole4 ,:5 an (f5ce is aga9/ u1 !n let x g4 ,?is is ?\ght by "s to be goody-goody1 b ,i tell y ! he>t1 ! s\l1 & ! b[els ( compassion are ( m consequ5ce ?an intellectuality4 ,! latt] w take u all sure to hell if we let x gov]n only4 ,be sure ( ?is & try z mu* z y c to spread ! true _s 9 all directions1 or else n only w !re be individual failure1 b also ! circle ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 made z a nucleus = possible gr[? w die1 rot1 fail1 & come to no?+4 ,x is n possible to evade ! law ( evolution1 b t law ne$ n always be c>ri$ out 9 "o way4 ,if ! same result is produc$ x is en\gh4 ,h5ce 9 any "o h\r or m9ute ! be+ atta9+ adept%ip c\ld pass ?r\gh c\ntless exp]i5ces 9 effect4 ,b1 z a fact1 no "o becomes an adept until he has 9 "s previ\s "t gone ?r\gh ! exact /eps ne$$4 ,if y & ,i1 = in/ance1 miss adept%ip 9 ?is ,manvant>a1 we w em]ge aga9 to take up ! "w at a correspond+ po9t 9 ! mu* high] developm5t ( ! next1 al?\gh !n we may seem l[ d[n 9 ! scale1 view+ u f ! /&>d !n to prevail4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! law is ?is4 ,no man c ru% on & fail to escape ! c\nt] curr5t1 & 9 proportion z he ru%es s w be ! =ce ( ! curr5t4 ,all memb]s :o "w h>d come at la/ to ! notice ( ! ,lodge1 & ! mom5t !y d s1 ! ,black ,lodge also takes notice1 & h5ce que/ions arise1 & we are tri$ 9 subtle ways t surpass sight1 b are /rong = ! undo+ ( him :o is n prep>$ by "r ?\ght & sacrifice to ! high] nature = ! fight4 ,i tell y ?is4 ,x may s\nd my/]i\s1 b x is ! tru?1 & at ?is "t we are all b\nd to feel ! =ces at "w1 = z we gr[1 s ! o!r side gets ready to oppose4 99 99 99 99 99 444 ,be sure t y und]/& me "r ab\t ! ,black side4 ,i mean ?is3 t :5 m5 "w along a good :ile1 & really raise !mselves up by t1 !y get ! att5tion ( ! ,black if !y are ( suffici5t importance = x4 ,i h _! att5tion1 & x makes a tr\ble n[ & !n4 ,:at we all want to h1 !n1 is ! be/ arm\r = su* a fight1 & t is pati5ce4 ,pati5ce is a great ?+1 & w "w 9 m ways ?an "o1 n only 9 p]sonal life1 b 9 wid] conc]ns4 ,! difficulty ( rememb]+ ! ?+s y read1 & ! l1 may be due to "o or _m causes4 ,fir/1 x indicates ! ne$ ( m5tal discipl9e 9 ! way ( compell+ y\rself to s]i\s read+ & ?9k+1 ev5 ?\gh = a %ort "t ea* day4 ,if p]si/$ 91 ?is w gradually *ange ! m5tal action1 j z "o c alt] ! ta/e = diff]5t sorts ( food tak5 into ! body4 ,aga91 if y h be5 deal+ 9 :at is kn[n z ,m9d ,cure or ,metaphysical ,heal+1 y %\ld avoid x1 because x w increase ! difficulty y m5tion4 ,x is diff]5t f good1 ord9>y1 m5tal discipl9e4 ,& also if y h be5 9 any way foll[+ ,spiritualism or indulg+ 9 psy*ic ?\ghts or visions or exp]i5ces1 ^! w\ld be a cause = ! tr\ble1 & %\ld be ab&on$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re is no ne$ = y to be a despair]4 ,reflect on t old v]se1 ,:at room is !re = sorr[ & :at room = d\bt 9 him :o kn[s t ! ,self is "o1 & t all ?+s are ! ,self1 only diff]+ 9 degree4 ,?is is a free r5d]+ b is :at x means4 ,n[1 x is true t a man _c =ce himself at once into a new w & into a new belief b by ?9k+ mu* on ! same ?+--su* z ?is--he soon gets a new w & a new belief1 & f x w come /r5g? & also light4 ,try ?is plan4 ,x is purely occult1 simple1 & p[]ful4 ,i hope all w be well1 & t z we are %ak5 up f "t to "t we %all gr[ /rong4 99 99 99 99 99 ----'s article /rove to %[ t ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 did n tea* ! doctr9e ( re9c>nation 9 '#gg z %e did lat]1 :i* is q true s f> z ! public 0 !n conc]n$1 b %e did to me & o!rs tea* x !n z n[1 & fur!r x seems cle> :at %e meant1 to wit1 t !re is no re9c>nation = ! a/ral monad1 :i* is ! a/ral man2 & x be+ a !osophical doctr9e t ! a/ral man does n re9c>nate save 9 exceptional cases1 %e taught !n ! same ?+ z %e did lat]4 ,p]sonally ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 told me _m times ( ! real doctr9e ( re9c>nation1 en=c$ by ! case ( ! dea? ( my own *ild1 s ,i "k :at %e ?\ght & believ$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am n able to give y ! def9ition :i* y ask =1 z x seems to me _s _c be def9$ except 9 ?is way1 t ! :ole univ]se is made ( _s & matt]1 bo? con/itut+ toge!r ! ,absolute4 ,:at is n 9 matt] is _s1 & :at is n 9 _s is matt]2 b !re is no p>ticle ( matt] )\t _s1 & no p>ticle ( _s )\t matt]4 ,if ?is attempt$ def9ition is correct1 y w see t x is impossible to def9e ! ?+s ( ! _s1 & t has always be5 said by ! great tea*]s ( ! pa/4 99 99 99 99 99 ,:at a petty lot ( matt] we sp5d "t on1 :5 s mu* is transitory4 ,aft] a hundr$ ye>s :at w be ! use ( all ?is8 ,bett] t a hundr$ ye>s h5ce a pr9ciple ( fre$om & an impulse ( "w %\ld h be5 e/abli%$4 ,! small errors ( a life are no?+1 b ! g5]al sum ( ?\ght is mu*4444 ,i c>e ev]y?+ = ! unsect>ianism t ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 di$ to />t1 & n[ ?reat5$ 9 its own h\se4 ,is x n true t ,ma/]s h =bidd5 ,_! *els to tell "u :at ord]s !y act = fe> ( ! black %ad[ t foll[s innovations8 ,yes4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,am v sorry to he> t y\r heal? is n good4 ,9 reply to y\r "q3 ,a s\nd body is n expect$1 because our race is uns\nd ev]y:]e4 ,x is ,k>ma4 ,( c\rse a correct m5tal & moral position w at la/ br+ a s\nd body1 b ! process may1 & (t5 does1 involve sickness4 ,h5ce sickness may be a bless+ on two planes3 7#a7 ! m5tal & moral by op5+ ! nature1 & 7#b7 on ! physical z be+ ! dis*>ge into ?is plane ( an inn] sickness ( ! inn] be+4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! "q ( sex is n ! mo/ difficult4 ,! p]sonal "o is /ill h>d]4 ,i mean ! purely p]sonal1 t relat+ to me4 ,! sexual relates really only to a l[ plane gratification4 ,if ,nature c beat y !re1 !n %e ne$ n try ! o!r1 & vice v]sa2 if %e fails on ! p]sonal %e may attempt ! o!r1 b !n ) small *ance ( success4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we all diff] & mu/ agree to disagree1 = x is only by balanc+ contr>y ?+s t equilibrium 7h>mony7 is obta9$4 ,h>mony does n come ?r\gh lik5ess4 ,if p w only let ea* o!r alone & g ab\t _! own bus9ess quietly all w be well4444 ,x is "o's duty to try & f9d "o's own duty & n to get into ! duty ( ano!r4 ,& 9 ?is x is ( ! highe/ importance t we %\ld deta* our m9ds 7z well z our tongues7 f ! duties & acts ( o!rs :5ev] ^? are outside ( our own4 ,if y c f9d ?is f9e l9e ( action & inaction y w h made great progress4 99 99 99 99 99 ,d n /op to consid] y\r progress at all1 because t is ! way to /op x2 b take y\r m9d (f ! "q ( y\r progress & d ! be/ y c4 ,i hope y w be able to acquire 9 no long "t t frame ( m9d :i* y s mu* desire4 ,i ?9k y w acquire t if y w take y\r m9d (f y\rself z mu* z possible1 & ?r[ x into some?+ = someone else1 :i* w\ld1 9 c\rse ( "t1 de/roy ! self impression4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i regret exce$+ly all y\r tr\bles & difficulties4 ,!y are all1 x goes )\t say+1 matt]s ( ,k>ma1 & mu/ "r !mselves 9 process ( "t4 ,meantime1 y\r "w & duty lie 9 cont9u+ pati5t & p]sev]+ ?r\gh\t4 ,! tr\bles ( y\r fri5ds & relatives are n y\r ,k>ma1 ?\gh intimately associat$ ) x by reason ( ! v fri5d%ip & relation4 ,9 ! lives ( all :o aspire to high] ?+s !re is a m or less rapid precipitation ( old ,k>ma1 & x is ?is :i* is affect+ y4 ,x w g (f %ortly1 & y w h ga9$ greatly 9 hav+ gott5 rid ( a tr\blesome piece ( bus9ess4 99 99 99 99 99 ,z x w take _m a life = "o to ov]come ! p]sonal nature1 !re is no good 9 imag9+ :at ?+s & ?\ghts w\ld !n be l4 ,x is c]ta9 t1 9 t long j\rney1 ! :ole nature *ang+1 x is adju/$ to all conditions4 ,_m ( ^? matt]s :i* we call ! woes ( o!rs are really no?+ at all1 & only sk9 deep2 ! real woe ( ! race is n t4 99 99 99 99 99 ,by sett+ ap>t a p>ticul> "t = m$itation a habit is =m$1 & z ! "t comes r\nd ! m9d w1 aft] a :ile1 become tra9$1 s t m$itation at ! p>ticul> "t w become natural4 ,h5ce1 z f> z possible1 x w be well = y to keep to ! same h\r4 99 99 99 99 99 ,y ask if ,i 0 at ---- :]e y saw me4 ,let me tell y some?+ 9 confid5ce4 ,i am ar\nd at all places1 b1 ( c\rse1 mo/ at su* z :]e y 444 & o!rs l t are1 b x is n necess>y = me to rememb] x at all1 z x is done )\t t s9ce ?is bra9 has en\gh to d "h4 ,to rememb] ,i %\ld h to retire & devote myself to t1 & x w\ld make ?+s no bett]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,a college c\rse is n necess>y = occultism4 ,"o ( ! be/ occulti/s ,i "k 0 nev] 9 college4 ,b if a man adds good le>n+ to intuition & high aspiration he is naturally bett] (f ?an ano!r4 ,i am con/antly 9 ! habit ( consult+ ! diction>y & ( ?9k+ out ! mean+s & ! correlations ( words4 ,d ! same4 ,x is good4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! old mission ( ! ,rosicrucians1 ?\gh dead on ! outside1 is n dead1 = ! ,ma/]s 7 9 t z ,!y are 9 ?is1 & x may be possible to u%] 9 a new era ( we/]n occultism devoid ( folly4 ,we %\ld all be ready = t if x be possible4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 reg>d to ! pictures :i* y see1 obs]ve !m ) indiff]5ce1 rely+ always on ! ,high] ,self1 & look+ to x = k & light1 pictures or no pictures4 ,,xxvi4 ,,on ,,"w4 ,yes1 t bus9ess is already a back numb]1 /ale & unpr(itable4 ,i h f\nd t "w tells4 ,:ile o!rs fume & fret & sleep1 & n[ & !n />t up to criticise1 if y g "r on & "w1 & let "t1 ! great dev\r]1 d ! o!r "w1 y w see t 9 a little :ile t o!rs w wake up once m to f9d !mselves left1 z !y say 9 ! l& ( slang4 ,d1 !n1 t way4 ,y\r own duty is h>d en\gh to f9d out1 & by att5d+ to t y ga91 no matt] h[ small ! duty may be4 ,! duty ( ano!r is full ( dang]4 ,may y h ! light to see & to d6 ,tell ---- to "w to ! end to make himself an in/rum5t = good "w4 ,times *ange1 m5 g "h & !re1 & places ne$ to be fill$ by ^? :o c d ! be/ sort ( "w & :o are full ( ! fire ( devotion & :o h ! "r basis & a sure & solid "o = !mselves4 ,my love to all4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am v sorry t s _m ef=ts on y\r "p to influ5ce ! public press h be5 unsuccessful1 b ,i feel sure t y w ultimately be successful4 ,i am incl9$ to ?9k t y w almo/ c]ta9ly f9d t articles writt5 by ,!osophi/s on ! spot w obta9 m ready admission ?an if y s5d !m articles :i* h already be5 pr9t$4 ,!y h a m local col\r+1 & !re=e a great] local int]e/4444 ,i feel sure t by p]si/5t & /eady "w1 su* z y are do+1 y w w9 y\r way1 & t ev5 ! mo/ cons]vative pap]s w f9d x to _! int]e/ to ins]t articles4 99 99 99 99 99 ,bo? ---- & ---- are two weak1 half-corrod$ spots4 ,x is due to 7a7 gossip ab\t o!rs1 includ+ me & o!rs 9 ! ?ree l&s2 7b7 to ! p]sonal elem5t2 7c7 mo/ ( all to ! abs5ce ( real fai? 9 ! ,ma/]s1 = :]ev] t is n /rong ! "w goes d[n2 7d7 to a sort ( fe> ( public op9ion2 7e7 to incomplete grasp ( ! elem5t>y tru?s2 & s on4 ,/ick to x t ! way is to d all y c & let ! results g4 ,y h no?+ to d ) results2 ! o!r side w look out = t4 ,?is is really ! culm9ation ( ! "w ( ages1 & x w\ld be a poor ?+1 inde$1 if ! ,lodge _h to dep5d alone on our puny ef=ts4 ,h5ce1 g on & keep ! _s t y h only to proce$1 & leave ! re/ to "t & ! ,lodge4 ,if all ! o!r memb]s _h ! same idea1 x w\ld be bett] = ! old ,t4,s4 ,b let u hope on1 = we h "s any way1 & t is m ?an none4 ,y are "r1 too1 ab\t ,! ,secret ,doctr9e1 x is a m9e1 & is ! magaz9e = ! w>rior ,!osophi/s1 :i* is ! description ( y & me & "s o!rs4 99 99 99 99 99 ,let u all be z sil5t z we may be1 & "w1 "w2 = z ! enemy rages1 !y wa/e "t1 :ile "w %9es =? aft] all is ov]1 & we w see t z !y f\ght we 7 build+4 ,let t be our wat*word4444 ,i hope no weak s\ls w be %ak5 (f _! base4 ,if !y get on _! own base !y w n be %ak5 (f4 ,,xxvii4 ,,on ,,wisdom ,,9 ,,action4 ,?is is ! "r conclusion1 to let all talk & o!r p's conc]ns slip by & n m$dle4 ,no "o %\ld be tak+ in=mation to ano!r1 = x fans a flame1 & n[ we h to ignore ev]y?+ & j "w on1 be good & k9d &1 l ,/4 ,paul's *>ity1 ov]look all ?+s4 ,retire into y\r own sil5ce & let all o!rs be 9 ! h&s ( ,k>ma1 z we all are4 ,k>ma takes c>e ( its own4 ,x is bett] to h no side1 = x is all = ! ,ma/] & ,he w look out = all if ea* does j "r1 ev5 if1 to _! view1 ano!r seems n to d s4 ,by our n look+ at _! errors too closely ! ,ma/] w be able to cle> x all (f & make x "w well4 ,! plan ( quiet passive resi/ance1 or r1 lay+ "u ! w9d1 is good & ought to "w 9 all attacks4 ,retreat )9 y\r own he>t & !re keep firmly /ill4 ,resi/ )\t resi/+4 ,x is possible & %\ld be atta9$4 ,once m1 au revoir only1 no matt] :at may happ51 ev5 irresi/ible ,dea? itself4 ,e>?quakes "h ye/]day3 ^! signify "s s\ls ( use h come into ! _w some:]e2 b :]e8 99 99 99 99 99 ,well1 n[1 j at ?is m9ute ,i d n "k exactly :at to say4 ,:y n take up an easy & fluidic position 9 ! matt]8 ,an occulti/ is nev] fix$ to any p>ticul> mortal plan4 ,wait4 ,all ?+s come to him :o waits 9 ! "r way4 ,make y\rself 9 e way z good an in/rum5t = any sort ( "w z y c4 ,e little ?+ ,i ev] le>n$ ,i h n[ f\nd out to be ( use to me 9 ?is "w ( ours4 ,ease ( mann] & ( spee* are ( ! be/ to h4 ,ease ( m9d & confid5ce are bett] ?an all 9 ?is "w ( deal+ ) o!r m5--t is1 ) ! human he>t4 ,! m wise "o is ! bett] he c help 8 fell[s1 & ! m cosmopolitan he is ! bett]1 too4444 ,:5 ! h\r /rikes x w !n f9d y ready2 no man kn[s :5 ! h\r w /rike4 ,b he has to be ready4 ,y see ,jesus 0 9 fact an occulti/1 & 9 ! p>able ( ! fooli% virg9s gave a real occult ord9ance4 ,x is a good "o to foll[4 ,no?+ is ga9$1 b a good deal is lo/ by impati5ce--n only /r5g?1 b also sight & intuition4 ,s decide no?+ ha/ily4 ,wait2 make no set plan4 ,wait = ! h\r to make ! decision1 = if y decide 9 advance ( ! "t y t5d to raise a confusion4 ,s h c\rage1 pati5ce1 hope1 fai?1 & *e]fulness4 ,! v fir/ /ep t[>ds be+ positive & self-c5t]$ is 9 ! *e]ful p]=mance ( duty4 ,try to take pleasure 9 do+ :at is y\r duty1 & especially 9 ! little duties ( life4 ,:5 do+ any duty put y\r :ole he>t into x4 ,!re is mu* 9 ?is life t is bright if we w\ld op5 our eyes to x4 ,if we recognize ?is !n we c be> ! tr\bles t come to u calmly & pati5tly1 = we "k t !y w pass away4 444 ,y c solidify y\r "* by att5d+ to small ?+s4 ,by attack+ small faults1 & on e small occasion1 "o by "o4 ,?is w ar\se ! inn] attitude ( att5tion & caution4 ,! small faults & small occasions be+ conqu]$1 ! "* gr[s /rong4 ,feel+s & desires are n :olly ( ! body4 ,if ! m9d is delib]ately tak5 (f su* subjects & plac$ on o!r & bett] ones1 !n ! :ole body w foll[ ! m9d & gr[ tractable4 ,?is /ruggle mu/ be kept up1 & aft] a:ile x w be easi]4 ,old age only makes ?is diff]5ce--! ma*9e ( body is less /rong2 = 9 old age ! ?\ghts are ! same if we let !m gr[ )\t prun+4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re is nev] any ne$ to worry4 ,! good law looks out = all ?+s1 & all we h to d is our duty z x comes along f day to day4 ,no?+ is ga9$ by worry+ ab\t matt]s & ab\t ! way p d n respond4 ,9 ! fir/ place y d n alt] p1 & 9 ! second1 by be+ anxi\s z to ?+s1 y put an occult ob/acle 9 ! way ( :at y want done4 ,x is bett] to acquire a lot ( :at is call$ c>elessness by ! _w1 b is 9 reality a calm reliance on ! law1 & a do+ ( "o's own duty1 satisfi$ t ! results mu/ be "r1 no matt] :at !y may be4 ,?9k t ov]1 & try to make x a "p ( y\r inn] m9d t x is no use to worry2 t ?+s w be all "r1 no matt] :at comes1 & t y are resolv$ to d :at y see be=e y1 & tru/ to ,k>ma = all ! re/4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i am sorry to he> t y are pass+ ?r\gh :at y m5tion4 ,yet y knew x w\ld h to come1 & "o le>ns1 & ! purpose ( life is to le>n4 ,x is all made up ( le>n+4 ,s ?\gh x is h>d x is well to accept x z y say4 ,d y "k :at x is to resi/ )\t resi/ance8 ,t means1 among o!r ?+s1 t too great an exp5diture ( /r5g?1 ( =titude1 is n wise4 ,if "o fights "o is drawn into ! swirl ( ev5ts & ?\ghts in/ead ( lean+ back on ! great ocean ( ! ,self :i* is nev] mov$4 ,n[ y see t1 s lean back & look on at ! ebb & fl[ ( life t wa%es to our feet & away aga9 _m ?+s t are n easy to lose or pleasant to welcome4 ,yet !y all belong to ,life1 to ! ,self4 ,! wise man has no p]sonal possessions4 ,anyway y are "r t /ruggl+ is wrong4 ,d x quietly1 t is ! way ! ,ma/]s d x4 ,! reaction ! o!r way is j z y say1 b ! ,ma/] has s mu* wisdom ,he is seldom if ev]1 ! prey ( reactions4 ,t is :y ,he goes sl[ly4 ,b x is sure4444 ,i "k h[ ! cl\d comes & goes4 ,t is all "r2 j wait1 z ! song says1 till !y roll by4 ,ar\se1 ar\se 9 y ! mean+ ( ,?\ art ,t4 ,?\ art ! ,self4 ,?is is ! ?+ to ?9k ( 9 m$itation1 & if y believe x !n tell o!rs ! same4 ,y h read x be=e1 b n[ try to realise x m & m ea* day & y w h ! light y want4444 ,if y w look = wisdom y w get x sure1 & t is all y want or ne$4 ,am glad all looks well4 ,x w\ld always look well if ea* & all m9d$ _! own ?+s & kept ! m9d free f all else4 ,pati5ce is really ! be/ & mo/ important ?+1 = x includes _m4 ,y _c h x if y are n calm & ready = ! em]g5cy1 & z calmness is ! "o ?+ necess>y = ! _s to be he>d1 x is evid5t h[ important pati5ce is4 ,x also prev5ts "o f precipitat+ a ?+1 = by precipitation we may sma% a good egg or a good plan1 & ?r[ ! ,k>ma1 = ! "t1 (f & prev5t c]ta9 good effects fl[+4 ,s1 keep "r on & try = pati5ce 9 all ! v smalle/ ?+s ( life e day1 & y w f9d x gr[+ v soon1 & ) x w come great] /r5g? & influ5ce on & = o!rs1 z well z great] & cle>] help f ! inn] side ( ?+s4 99 99 99 99 99 ,= ! love ( heav5 d n take any tales or in=mations f any p]son to any o!r4 ,! man :o br\ght news to ! k+ 0 sometimes kill$4 ,! sure/ way to make tr\ble out ( no?+ is to tell ab\t x f "o to ano!r4 ,con/rue ! words ( ! ,gt ab\t "o's own duty to mean t y h no?+ to d 9 ! smalle/ p>ticul> ) o!r p's fancies1 tales1 facts1 or o!r matt]s1 z y w h en\gh to d to look out = y\r own duty4444 ,too mu*1 too mu*1 try+ to =ce h>mony4 ,h>mony comes f a balanc+ ( div]sities1 & discord f any ef=t to make h>mony by =ce4444 ,9 all su* ?+s ,i nev] m$dle1 b say to myself x is none ( my affair at all1 & wait till x comes to me--& ?ank ,god if x nev] arrives6 ,& t is a good rule = y4 99 99 99 99 99 ,?9k ( ^! po9ts3 7a7 ,criticism %\ld be ab&on$4 ,x is no good4 ,co-op]ation is bett] ?an criticism4 ,! duty ( ano!r is dang]\s = "o ^: duty x is n4 ,! insidi\s com+ ( unbro!rly criticism %\ld be w>n$ aga9/1 prev5t$1 /opp$4 ,by example y c d mu*1 z also by ^w 9 due season4 7b7 ,calmness is n[ a ?+ to be _h1 to be pres]v$4 ,no irritation %\ld be let dwell inside4 ,x is a deadly foe4 ,sit on all ! small occasions t evoke x & ! great] ones w nev] arise to tr\ble y4 7c7 ,solid>ity4 7d7 ,acceptation ( o!rs4 99 99 99 99 99 ,x is n wise to be always analys+ our faults & failures2 to regret is wa/e ( en]gy3 if we endeav\r to use all our en]gy 9 ! s]vice ( ! ,cause1 we %all f9d ourselves ris+ above our faults & failures1 & ?\gh ^! mu/ p]haps occur1 !y w lose _! p[] to drag u d[n4 ,( c\rse we d h to face our faults & fight !m1 b our /r5g? = su* a /ruggle w increase ) our devotion & unselfi%ness4 ,?is does n mean t vigilance ov] "o's ?\ghts & acts is ev] to be relax$4 ,if y w rely ^u ! tru? t y\r inn] self is a "p ( ! great ,_s1 y w be able to conqu] ^! ?+s t annoy1 & if y w add to t a prop] c>e ( y\r bodily heal?1 y w get /r5g? 9 e dep>tm5t4 ,d n look at ?+s z failures1 b reg>d e app>5t failure aft] real ef=t z a success1 = ! real te/ is 9 ! ef=t & motive1 & n 9 ! result4 ,if y w ?9k ov] ?is idea on ! l9es ( ,! ,bhagavat ,gt y w ga9 /r5g? f x4 99 99 99 99 99 ,z be=e s n[ ,i w d all ,i c = y1 :i* is n mu*1 z ea* mu/ d = himself4 ,j /ay loyal & true1 & look = ! indications ( y\r own duty f day to day1 n m$dl+ ) o!rs1 & y w f9d ! road easi]4 ,x is bett] to die 9 "o's own duty ?an to d t ( ano!r1 no matt] h[ well y d x4 ,look = peace t comes f a realisation ( ! true unity ( all & ! littl5ess ( oneself4 ,give up 9 m9d & he>t all to ! ,self & y w f9d peace4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! dead5+ dullness y speak ( is "o ( ! trials ( ! age1 b we h "s good & e>ne/ p1 & !y may act z ! righte\s m5 9 ! cities ( old1 = our ideas are m mighty ?an all ! mat]ialism ( ! age1 :i* is sure to die out & be replac$ by ! tru?4 ,y w h to take c>e t ! _s ( ! "t1 & ! wick$ness & apa?y ( ! p1 d n eng5d] 9 y a bitt] _s4 ,?is is always to be f\nd 9 ! beg9n+1 b n[1 be+ =ew>n$1 y are =e>m$4 99 99 99 99 99 ,d n all[ bitt]ness to come up2 keep (f all p]sonalities all ! "t2 let ! fight be = a cause & n aga9/ anyone4 ,let no /ones be ?r[n4 ,be *>itable4 ,d n let p be ask$ to /ep out1 no matt] :at !y d2 :5 !y want to g !y may g1 b don't h ?reats nor discipl9e1 x does no good b a lot ( h>m4 99 99 99 99 99 ,say1 look "h1 nev] gr[l at any?+ y h to d4 ,if y h to g1 j take x z a good ?+ y h to d1 & !n x w r$\nd to ! good ( !m & y\rself1 b if x is a con/ant cross !n x does no good & y get no?+4 ,apply y\r !ories ?us4444 ,x is a conte/ ( smiles if we really "k our bus9ess4444 ,nev] be afraid1 nev] be sorry1 & cut all d\bts ) ! sword ( k4 99 99 99 99 99 ,i ?9k t y w be help$ if y w try to aid "s poor1 di/ress$ p]son by m]ely talk+ & express+ y\r sympa?y if y are n able to help 9 money1 ?\gh ! v fact ( giv+ five c5ts to someone :o ne$s x is an act :i*1 if done 9 ! "r _s1 t ( true bro!rl9ess1 w help ! "o :o gives4 ,i sugge/ ?is because y w1 by do+ s1 set up fre% bonds ( sympa?y betwe5 y & o!rs1 & by try+ to alleviate ! sorr[s or suff]+s ( o!rs1 y w f9d /r5g? come to y :5 y mo/ ne$ x4 99 99 99 99 99 ,let !m croak1 & if we keep sil5t x w h no effect & z !re has be5 tr\ble en\gh x is bett] n to make x any worse by ref]r+ to x4 ,! only /r5g? x has is :5 we take notice4 ,x is bett] policy = all ( u :o are 9 e>ne/ & unit$ to keep /ill 9 any matt] t has any p]sonal be>+4 99 99 99 99 99 ,sil5tio1 my de>1 is almo/ z good z pati5ce4 ,he laughs be/ :o does x la/1 & "t is a devil = gr9d+ ?+s4444 ,use ! "t 9 gett+ calmness & solid /r5g?1 = a deep riv] is n s because x has a deep b$1 b because x has volume4 ,rely )9 y\rself on y\r ,high] ,self always1 & t gives /r5g?1 z ! ,self uses :om x w4 ,p]sev]e1 & little by little new ideals & ?\ght-=ms w drive out ( y ! old ones4 ,?is is ! et]nal process4 99 99 99 99 99 ,tr\bles are ahead1 ( c\rse1 b ,i r ?9k t ! old w>-horse ( ! pa/ w n be easily fright5$ or prev5t$ f ! road4 ,d y\r be/ to make & keep good ?\ght & feel+ ( solid>ity4444 ,our old lion ( ! ,punjab is n s f> (f1 b all ! same is n 9 ! place "s ?9k1 or 9 ! condition ei!r4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! way gets cle>] z we g on1 b z we get cle>] we get less anxi\s z to ! way ahead4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re is s]vice objective & its c\nt]p>t )91 :i* be+ /rong] w at la/ manife/ )\t4 99 99 99 99 99 ,d n judge 9 ang]1 = ?\gh ! ang] passes ! judgm5t rema9s4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! promises ,i made to myself are j z b9d+ z any o!rs4 99 99 99 99 99 ,be true lov]s1 b ( ,god1 & n ( ea* o!r4 ,love ea* ! o!r 9 t to "o ano!r ye mirror ,god1 = t ,god is 9 y ea*4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we all are2 ,i too4 ,we nev] 7 any?+1 b only cont9ually are4 ,:at we are n[ det]m9es :at we w be4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 ord] to (f-set ! t]ribly cold effect ( p]ceiv+ ! littl5ess ( human affairs1 "o mu/ inculcate 9 oneself a great compassion :i* w include oneself also4 ,if ?is is n done1 contempt comes on1 & ! result is dry1 cold1 h>d1 repell5t & ob/ructive to all good "w4 ,i "k t 8 abs5ce is a loss to y1 b ,i ?9k if y w reg>d all ?+s & ev5ts z be+ 9 ! ,self & ,x 9 !m1 mak+ y\rself a "p ( ! :ole1 y w see !re is no real cause = sorr[ or fe>4 ,try to realise ?is & ?us g 9 confid5ce & ev5 joy4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re are valleys 9 :i* ! greate/ %ad[s are due to old lives 9 o!r bodies1 & yet ! int5sity ( univ]sal love & ( aspiration w dissipate ^? 9 an in/ant ( "t4 ,,an ,,occult ,,novel ,a tireless work]1 ,mr4 ,judge1 0 always propos+ new modes ( activity4 ,"o nev] knew :at fre% idea w\ld n emanate f 8 indefatigable m9d4 ,"o idea ) :i* he occupi$ "s ( 8 light] mom5ts1 0 t ( an occult novel4 ,x 0 8 idea t a fri5d ( 8 %\ld write ?is1 f incid5ts & mat]ial to be furni%$ by himself1 & to ?is idea he adh]$1 ev5 hav+ ! title copyright$1 ) ! "n ( 8 au?or1 despite ! laugh+ prote/s ( ?is fri5d1 to ^: outcries & /atem5ts t %e nev] c\ld1 & nev] %\ld1 write a novel1 ,mr4 ,judge w\ld smil+ly reply3 ,oh1 yes6 ,y w d x :5 ! "t comes4 ,f "t to "t he s5t to ?is fri5d sugge/ions1 incid5ts & o!r mat]ial = ?is novel1 ! same be+ on odds & ends ( pap]1 (t5 r\gh wrapp+ pap]1 & be+ jott$ d[n "u a lamp-po/ at night :ile he wait$ = 8 tram1 or 9 c\rt :ile he wait$ = ! case 9 :i* he 0 engag$ to come up4 ,on ^! scraps are also m>g9al notes1 z he accept$ or reject$ ! ideas ( 8 own prolific m9d4 ,^! notes are giv5 "h z su*4 ,x has be5 sugge/$ t ! recipi5t ( ^! mat]ials %\ld /ill write ! novel z propos$1 b sett+ aside ! fact t %e c\ld n be sure ( prop]ly r5d]+ ! real ideas ( ,mr4 ,judge1 x is also ?\ght t read]s w mu* pref] to h ! notes precisely z ,mr4 ,judge set !m d[n4 ,! pr9t$ title-page runs z foll[s3 ,,9 ,a ,,borr[$ ,,body4 ,! ,j\rney ( a ,s\l4 ,,by ,j4 ,,campbell ,,v]-,,planck1 ,f4,t4,s4 #ahia4 ,! "n is fill$ 9 9 ! writ+ ( ,mr4 ,judge1 & !re is ?is m>g9al note4 ,copyright gone to ,wa%ngn4 7,all ,notes are to be und]/ood z be+ m>g9al ones made by ,mr4 ,judge unless o!rwise /at$47 ,,memo4 ,,ab\t ,borr[$ ,body4 ,! po9t on :i* x %\ld all turn is n s mu* re9c>nation z ! use ( a borr[$ body1 :i* is a diff]5t k9d ( re9c>nation f t ( ,arnold's ,phra ! ,phnician4 ,?is w also give *ance to %[ ! o!r two sorts ( re9c>nation1 e4g43-- 7a7 ,ord9>y re9c>nation 9 :i* !re is no memory ( ! old p]sonality1 z ! a/ral body is new2 &3 7b7 ,exception z to a/ral body2 b simil>ity ( conception to t ( ord9>y cases1 :]e ! *ild reta9s ! old a/ral body & h5ce memory ( old p]sonality & acqua9tance ) old k & dext]ity4 ,a ,,*apt]4 ,! ,assembl+ ( ! ,sk&has4 ,on ! dea? ( body ! ,kama pr9ciple collects ! ,sk&has 9 space1 or at ! rebir? ( ! ,ego ! ,sk&has ru% toge!r & assemble ab\t x to g ) x 9 ! new life4 ,,ano!r4 ,! ,unveil+ ( ! ,sun4 ,!re is ! real & unreal sun4 ,! real "o is hidd5 by a gold5 vase1 & ! devotee prays3 ,unveil1 ,o ,pu%an1 ! true ,sun's face1 etc4 ,a voice 7or o!r7 says ?\ art t vase & !n he kn[s t he alone hides ! true ,sun f himself4 ,pu%an is ! guide & wat*es on ! pa? to ! ,sun4 ,! eulogy ( ! ,sun & ! ,s\l are en%r9$ 9 a gold5 rose or lotus 9 ! he>t :i* is impregnable4 ,! !me ( ! book is n always tea*] & pupil4 ,he fir/ /rives = "s lives ord9>ily & !n 9 "o he gr[s old & wise1 & sitt+ be=e a temple "o day 9 ,madura he dies sl[ly1 & l a dissolv+ view he sees ! adepts r\nd him aid+ him2 also a small *ild :i* seems to be himself1 & !n ?ick d>kness4 ,he is born !n 9 ! usual way4 ,twice ?is is repeat$1 ea* "t go+ ?r\gh ! womb b ) ! same a/ral body4 ,!n he lives ! ?ird life to =ty-n9e1 & comes aga9 to die & ) same aid he selects a =eign *ild :o is dy+4 ,*ild dy+4 ,sk&has collect+1 *ild's ,ego go+--left1 sp>k ( life l[3 relatives ab\t b$4 ,he ent]s by ! way ! m9d w5t out & revivifies ! body4 ,recov]y1 y\?1 etc41 etc4 ,?is is 8 borr[$ body4 ,,memo4 ,,no4 #b ,a c\ple ( ,incid5ts = ! ,book4 ,a r\nd t[] us$ by ! fire wor%ipp]s 9 ,irel& & o!r isles 9 e>ly ages4 ,a temple is atta*$ to x2 qua9t /ructure--"o prie/ & "o neophyte4 ,p bel[ ! t[] com+ into ! temple gr\nds z ! religion is 9 its decad5ce4 ,on ! top ( ! t[] is ! neophyte1 :o 9 ! face ( ! prevail+ scepticism cl+s to ! dead fai? & to ! great prie/4 ,8 duty is to keep a fire on ! t[] burn+ ) aromatic woods4 ,he leans ov] ! fire2 x burns badly2 ! wood seems gre52 he bl[s x up2 x burns slightly2 he he>s ! voices ( ! disput]s & sell]s bel[2 goes to ! t[] & gazes ov] :ile ! fire goes sl[ly out4 ,he is a "y man ( s+ul> expression1 n beautiful b p[]ful face2 int5se eyes1 long d>k hair1 & f> gaz+ eyes ( a greyi% col\r unusual = su* hair4 ,sk9 cle> ) a %ift+ light fl[+ f x4 ,s5sitive face2 blu%es easily b n[ & !n /]n4 ,z he /ill gazes ! fire goes out4 ,j !n a tall old man comes up ! /airs & /&s ^u ! t[] top at opposite side1 look+ at ! fire & !n at ! "y man & )draws n 8 gaze = an in/ant4 ,x is a /]nly p[]ful draw+ look4 ,he is v tall1 d>k br[n eyes1 grey hair1 long be>d4 ,! "y man feels 8 look & turns ab\t & sees ! fire out completely1 :ile its la/ small cl\d ( smoke is float+ (f beyond ! t[]4 ,!y look at ea* o!r4 ,9 ! "y man's face y see ! desp]ate fir/ impulse to excuse1 & !n ! sudd5 ?\ght t excuses are useless because *ildi%1 = he knew 8 duty--to keep ! small spiral ( smoke ev] connect+ heav5 ) e>?1 9 ! hope1 h[ev] va91 t ?us ! old age might be *>m$ to return4 ,! old man raises 8 h&1 po9ts away f ! t[] & says g4 ,"y man desc5ds4 ,,ii4 ,a battle4--,9 ! hotte/ a "y soldi] arm$ to ! tee?1 fight+ z if x made no matt] :e!r he w9 or lose1 die or live4 ,/range weapons1 s\nds & cl\ds4 ,w\nd$1 blood fl[+4 ,x is ! "y man ( ! t[]4 ,he s9ks d[n tak5 prison]4 ,9 a cell condemn$1 = !y fe> 8 spiritual p[]4 ,conflict betwe5 ! la/ remnant ( ! old religion & ! new1 selfi% fai?4 ,tak5 to 8 execution4 ,two execution]s4 ,!y b9d him /&+ & /& beh9d & at side2 ea* holds a long /raight weapon ) a curv$ blunt blade1 curv$ to 7fit87 ab\t ! neck4 ,!y /& at opposite sides1 place ^? curv$ blunt blades hold+ 8 neck l two crooks4 ,!y pull--a sick5+ s\nd3 8 head viol5tly pull$ out close to ! %\ld] leaves a jagg$ edge4 ,! body sways & falls4 ,x 0 ! way !y made su* a viol5t exit = a noble s\l z !y ?\ght w\ld keep x b\nd 9 ! a/ral e>? sph]e = ages4 ,,iii4 ,t "y man aga94 ,he approa*es an old man 7( ! t[]74 ,"y "o holds p>*m5ts & fl[]s 9 8 h&1 po9ts to p>*m5ts & asks explanation4 ,old "o says1 ,n n[2 :5 ,i come aga9 ,i w tell y4 ,note4--,keep ?is1 ,julius4 ,w4 ,q4 ,j4 ,z4 ,l4 ,z4 ,! next bat* ( notes is head$ by ! s+le ^w3 ,book4 ,!n foll[ f\r l9es ( %or?&4 ,aft] ^! ! words3 ,incid5ts %[+ by picture 8 life 9 o!r ages2 ! t[]s2 ! battle2 ! dea?2 ! se>* = k & ! s5tim5t express$ 9 ! fl[]s4 ,eusebio ,rodigues de ,undiano 0 a not>y 9 ,spa9 :o f\nd among ! effects ( 8 fa!r _m old p>*m5ts writt5 9 a language :i* 0 unkn[n to him4 ,he discov]$ x 0 ,arabic1 & 9 ord] to deciph] !m le>n$ t tongue4 ,!y conta9$ ! /ory4 ,note4--,no initiates2 ,lytton only4 ,eusebio de ,undiano is only "o ( ! old comrades reborn 9 ,spa9 :o se>*es l ,nicodemus = ! light4 ,note4--,yes4 ,eusebio de ,undiano f9ds 9 8 fa!r's p>*m5ts confirmation ( :at ! possession ( ! body has (t5 told him4 ,note4--,yes4 ,?is p]son 9 ! body nev] gave 8 "n to anyone & has no "n4 ,an autobiographical /ory8 ,no8 ,yes6 ,relat$ by "o :o 0 /ruck2 by an admir] :o suspect$ some?+8 ,no2 because t is he>say evid5ce2 ! pro( is incomplete1 :]eas he relat+ x himself is ei!r true1 or a m]e insane fancy4 ,x is bett] to be insane ?an be ano!r's tool4 ,/ick to ! t[] & ! head-*opp+ bus9ess4 ,let him be t "y man & aft] ! head loss he w&]s 9 ,kama ,loca & !re he sees ! old man :o 0 kill$ on ! t[] soon aft] ! fire w5t out4 ,! old man tells him t he w tell all :5 !y return to e>?4 ,he w&]s ab\t ! t[] vic9ity seek+ a bir?1 until "o day he sees vague %apes sudd5ly appe>+ & disappe>+4 ,!y are n dress$ l 8 c\ntrym5 d[n bel[ on ! e>?4 ,?is goes on4 ,!y seem fri5dly & famili>1 ! "o reque/+ him to g ) !m1 he refuses4 ,!y are m p[]ful ?an he is yet !y d n compel him b %[ him _! p[]4 ,"o day "o 0 talk+ to him2 he aga9 refuses unless some?+ might %[ him t he ought to g4 ,j !n he he>s a bell s\nd1 su* z he nev] he>d be=e4 ,x vibrates ?r\gh him & seems to op5 up vi/as ( a /range pa/ & 9 a mom5t he cons5ts to g4 ,!y rea* ,s\!rn ,india & !re he sees ! old man ( ! t[]1 :om he addresses1 & aga9 asks ! burn+ "q ab\t ! p>*m5t4 ,! old man says aga9 ! same z be=e & adds t he _h bett] come aga9 into ! _w 9 t place4 ,! d>kness & sil5ce4 ,! cle>1 hot day4 ,! abs5ce ( ra94 ,aft] li/5+ to ! old man he cons5ts inw>dly to assume life !re & soon a heavy /orm arises1 ! ra9 beats1 he feels himself c>ri$ to ! e>? & 9 deep d>kness4 ,a res\nd+ noise ab\t him4 ,x is ! noise ( ! gr[+ plants4 ,?is is a rice field ) "s sesamum 9 x4 ,! moi/ure desc5ds & causes ! exp&+2 sees ar\nd1 all is motion & life4 ,inclos$ 9 ! sph]e ( "s rice1 he bemoans 8 fate4 ,he is born 9 a ,brahm9's h\se4 99 99 99 99 99 ,note4--,%all ! "q ( re9c>nation ?r\gh cl\d & ra9 & se$ & ?us f ! se$ ( ! man1 be gone into8 ,he is ! "y man4 ,he kn[s mu*4 ,he dies at n9ete54 ,/range =ms ar\nd 8 b$ :o hold him4 ,!y c>ry him back to ! l& ( ! t[]s4 ,he recognizes x aga9 & sees t ages h pass$ s9ce ! fire w5t out1 & 9 ! air he p]ceives /range %apes & sees incessantly a h& z ( ,fate1 po9t+ to t ,isl&4 ,! t[]s are gone1 ! temples & ! monum5ts4 ,all is alt]$4 ,!y take him to a popul\s city & z he approa*es he sees ov] "o h\se a great commotion 9 ! air4 ,%apes mov+4 ,bright fla%es1 & puffs z ( smoke4 ,!y ent] ! room1 & on ! b$ is ! =m ( a "y boy giv5 up to die1 ) relatives weep+4 ,8 guides ask him if he w borr[ t body ab\t to be des]t$ & use x = ! good ( _! ,lodge4 ,he cons5ts4 ,!y w>n him ( ! risks & dang]s4 ,! boy's brea?+ ceases & 8 eyes close1 & a bright fla% is se5 to g (f f x 7! body74 ,he sees ! blood sl[+ d[n4 ,,!y pu% him1 & he feels d>k aga94 ,boy revives4 ,physician takes hope4 ,yes2 he w recov]1 ) c>e4 ,he recov]s easily4 ,*ange 9 8 "*4 ,feels /range 9 8 surr\nd+s1 etc4 ,! place 9 ,india :]e he w5t aft] dea? :i* 0 aga9 sudd5 7h[874 ,a l>ge :ite build+4 ,gleam+ m>ble4 ,/eps4 ,pill>s4 ,a hole t has yell[i% gl[ t looks l wat]4 ,in/ruction z to ! "w to be done1 & ! j\rney to ! l& ( ! t[]1 9 se>* ( a body to borr[4 ,z to bodies be+ des]t$ by ! t5ant t might live if well und]/ood & well connect$ ) a new s\l4 ,! diff]5ce betwe5 su* a bir? & an ord9>y bir? :]e ! s\l really owns ! body1 & betwe5 ^? bodies ( insane p :i* are n des]t$1 b :]e ! own] really lives outside4 ,bodies ( insane are n us$ because ! ma*9e itself is out ( ord]1 & w\ld be useless to ! s\l ( a sane p]son4 99 99 99 99 99 ,note4--,julius2 keep ^!4 ,i w s5d !m n[ & !n4 ,b be=e y g away1 return to me s ,i c keep ! run ( x4 ,may *ange ! s*eme4 ,! motive is 9 ! title ,i gave y4 99 99 99 99 99 ,note4--,no "o :o has n consci\sly liv$ ! d\ble life ( a man :o is 9 ! use & possession ( a body n 8 own c "k ! agony t s (t5 falls to "o 9 su* a case4 ,i am n ! orig9al own] ( ?is body t ,i n[ use4 ,x 0 made = ano!r1 & = "s little "t us$ by him1 b 9 ! /orm ( sickness he left x "h to be buri$1 & x w\ld h be5 laid away 9 ! e>? if ,i _h n tak5 x up1 vivifi$ its fail+ en]gies & c>ri$ x ?r\gh "s ye>s ( trial by sickness & accid5t4 ,b ! fir/ own] _h n be5 9 x long en\gh to s[ any tr\blesome se$s ( disease2 he left a h]itage ( good family blood & wond]ful endurance4 ,t he %\ld h left ?is =m s well adapt$ = liv+1 at lea/ seems inconceivable1 unless x 0 t he c\ld n use x1 sick or well1 = any ( 8 own purposes4 ,at any rate x is m9e n[1 b :ile at fir/ ,i ?\ght x q an acquisition !re are (t5 times :5 ,i wi% ,i _h n ?us tak5 ano!r man's frame1 b _h come into life 9 ! ord9>y way4 ,a ,,c\ple ,,( ,,incid5ts ,,= ,,! ,,book4 ,incid5t ( ! lett] & picture4 ,!re 0 a v curi\s old man 7suffici5t description to add74 ,s5t a small c>dbo>d 9 :i* 0 a picture1 a head1 & ov] x appe>$ to be plac$ a ?9 %eet ( pap]1 gumm$ ov] ! sides to ! back4 ,he ask$ if ,i c\ld tell him any?+ ( ! picture :i* 0 visible ?r\gh ! ?9 pap]4 ,hav+ great curiosity1 ,i lift$ up ! ?9 pap]1 & at once !re seem$ to be pr9t$ (f f its und]side a r$ circle surr\nd+ ! head on ! bo>d4 ,9 "o in/ance ?is circle turn$ black & s did ! entire inside space includ+ ! head :i* 0 !n oblit]at$4 ,9 ! o!r ! r$ circle seem$ to get on fire inw>d1 & !n ! :ole includ$ portion burn$ up4 ,on exam9+ ! ?9 pap] on und]side !re 7 traces ( a circle1 z if ) pa/e4 ,he laugh$ & said t curiosity 0 n always rew>d$4 ,took x to sev]al *emi/s 9 ,p>is1 :o said t !y knew ( no sub/ance t w\ld d ?is4 ,! old *emi/ 9 ,irel& said a v de/ructive ?+ call$ ,fl\r9e might be lib]at$ ?us & d x1 b t x 0 only a ?+ ) *emi/s & analy/s4 7,note by ! compil]4--,9 8 travels ,mr4 ,judge met _m /range p & saw "s extraord9>y sights4 ,n[ & aga9 he w\ld tell "o ( ^! to be includ$ 9 ! novel1 b j 9 ?is unf9i%$ & vague way4 ,:5 ask$ to tell m1 he w\ld smile & %ake 8 head1 say+3 ,no1 ,no2 little bro!rs mu/ f9i% x47 ,ano!r ,incid5t4 ,! temple on ! site ( ! pres5t city ( ,conjev]am 0 ab\t to be consecrat$ & ! regul> prie/s 7 all ready = ! c]emony4 ,m9or c]emonies _h tak5 place at ! lay+ ( ! corn]/one1 b ?is 0 to exce$ t occasion 9 importance4 ,a l>ge body ( wor%ipp]s 7 ga!r$ n = ! gratification ( curiosity1 b 9 ord] to receive ! spiritual b5efits ( ! occasion & !y fill$ ! edifice s t ,i c\ld n get inside4 ,i 0 ?us compell$ to /& j at ! edge ( ! door1 & t 01 z ,i aft]w>ds f\nd out1 ! be/ place ,i c\ld h select$ if ,i _h kn[n 9 advance :at 0 to take place4 ,a few days be=e a l>ge numb] ( w&]+ ascetics _h arriv$ & camp$ on a spot ne> ! temple1 b no "o ?\ght mu* ( x because us$ to see+ su* p4 ,!re 0 no?+ unnatural ab\t ^! m51 & all t c\ld be said 0 t a sort ( my/]i\s air hung ab\t !m1 & "o or two *ildr5 decl>$ t on "o ev5+ none ( ! visitors c\ld be f\nd at _! camp nor any evid5ce t m5 _h be5 !re1 b !y 7 n believ$1 because ! ascetics 7 !re z usual ! next morn+4 ,two old m5 9 ! city said t ! visitors 7 ,devas 9 _! illusion>y =m1 b !re 0 too mu* excitem5t ab\t ! d$ication to all[ ( mu* ?\ght on ! subject4 ,! ev5t1 h[ev]1 prov$ ! old m5 "r4 ,at ! mom5t :5 ! p 9 ! temple 7 expect+ ! prie/s to arrive1 ! entire body ( ascetics appe>$ at ! door ) a wond]ful look+ sage-l man at _! head1 & !y ent]$ ! edifice 9 ! usual =mal way ( ! prie/s & ! latt] on arriv+ made no di/urbance1 b took :at places !y c\ld1 simply say+3 !y are ! ,devas4 ,! /rang]s w5t on ) ! c]emonies1 & all ! :ile a light fill$ ! build+ & music f ! air float$ ov] ! awe/ruck wor%ipp]s4 ,:5 ! "t came = !m to g !y all foll[$ ! lead] 9 sil5ce to ! door4 ,i c\ld see inside1 & z ,i 0 at ! door c\ld also see outside4 ,all ! ascetics came to ! entrance b n "o 0 se5 to g beyond x1 & none 7 ev] p]ceiv$ by any man 9 ! city aga94 ,!y melt$ away at ! ?re%old4 ,x 0 _! la/ appe>ance1 = ! %ad[ ( ! d>k age 0 ^u ! p1 prev5t+ su* sights = ! future4 ,! occurr5ce 0 ! topic ( conv]sation = ye>s1 & x 0 all record$ 9 ! ar*ives ( ! city4 ,,9 ,a ,,borr[$ ,,body4 ,i ,,mu/ tell y fir/ :at happ5$ to me 9 ?is pres5t life s9ce x is 9 ?is "o t ,i am relat+ to y ab\t _m o!r lives ( m9e4 ,i 0 a simple /ud5t ( our high ,philosophy = _m lives on e>? 9 v>i\s c\ntries1 & !n at la/ develop$ 9 myself a desire = action4 ,s ,i di$ once m z s (t5 be=e & 0 aga9 reborn 9 ! family ( a ,rajah1 & 9 "t came to sit on 8 ?rone aft] 8 dea?4 ,two ye>s aft] t sad ev5t "o day an old w&]+ ,brahm9 came to me & ask$ if ,i 0 ready to foll[ my v[s ( long lives be=e1 & g to d "s "w = my old ma/] 9 a =eign l&4 ,?9k+ ?is meant a j\rney only ,i said ,i 04 ,yes1 said he1 b x is n only a j\rney4 ,x w cause y to be "h & !re all days & ye>s4 ,to-day "h1 to-night !re4 ,well1 ,i repli$1 ,i w d ev5 t1 = my v[s _h no conditions & ma/] ord]s4 ,i knew ( ! ord]1 = ! old ,brahm9 gave me ! sign m>k$ on my =ehead4 ,he _h tak5 my h&1 & cov]+ x ) 8 wai/-clo?1 trac$ ! sign 9 my palm "u ! clo? s t x /ood out 9 l9es ( light be=e my eyes4 ,he w5t away ) no o!r ^w1 z y "k !y s (t5 d1 leav+ me 9 my palace4 ,i fell asleep 9 ! heat1 ) only fai?ful ,gopal beside me4 ,i dream$ & ?\ght ,i 0 at ! b$side ( a m]e *ild1 a boy1 9 a =eign l& unfamili> to me only t ! p look$ l :at ,i knew ( ! ,europeans4 ,! boy 0 ly+ z if dy+1 & relatives 7 all ab\t ! b$4 ,a /range & irresi/ible feel+ drew me ne>] to ! *ild1 & = a mom5t ,i felt 9 ?is dream z if ,i 7 ab\t to lose consci\sness4 ,) a />t ,i awoke 9 my own palace--on ! mat :]e ,i _h fall5 asleep1 ) no "o b ,gopal ne> & no noise b ! h[l+ ( jackals ne> ! edge ( ! comp\nd4 ,gopal1 ,i said1 h[ long h ,i slept8' ,five h\rs1 ma/]1 s9ce an ,old ,brahm9 w5t away1 & ! night is ne>ly gone1 ma/]4 ,i 0 ab\t to ask him some?+ else :5 aga9 sleep9ess fell ^u my s5ses1 & once m ,i dream$ ( ! small dy+ =eign *ild4 ,! sc5e _h *ang$ a little1 o!r p _h come 91 !re 0 a doctor !re1 & ! boy look$ to me1 dream+ s vividly1 z if dead4 ,! p 7 weep+1 & 8 "m knelt by ! b$side4 ,! doctor laid 8 head on ! *ild's brea/ a mom5t4 ,z = myself ,i 0 drawn aga9 ne>] to ! body & ?\ght surely ! p 7 /range n to notice me at all4 ,!y act$ z if no /rang] 7 !re1 & ,i look$ at my clo!s & saw !y 7 ea/]n & biz>re to !m4 ,a magnetic l9e seem$ to pull me to ! =m ( ! *ild4 ,& n[ beside me ,i saw ! old ,brahm9 /&+4 ,he smil$4 ,?is is ! *ild1 he said1 & "h mu/ y fulfil a "p ( y\r v[s4 ,quick n[6 ,!re is no "t to lose1 ! *ild is almo/ dead4 ,^! p ?9k him already a corpse4 ,y see ! doctor has told !m ! fatal words1 'he is dead6' ,yes1 !y 7 weep+4 ,b ! old ,brahm9 put 8 h&s on my head1 & submitt+ to 8 t\*1 ,i felt myself 9 my dream fall+ asleep4 ,a dream 9 a dream4 ,b ,i woke 9 my dream1 b n on my mat ) ,gopal ne> me4 ,i 0 t boy ,i ?\ght4 ,i look$ out ?r\gh 8 eyes1 & ne> me ,i he>d1 z if 8 s\l _h slipp$ (f to ! e!r ) a sigh ( relief4 ,! doctor turn$ once m & ,i op5$ my eyes--8 eyes--on him4 ,! physician />t$ & turn$ pale4 ,to ano!r ,i he>d him :isp] automatic n]ve action4 ,he drew ne>1 & ! intellig5ce 9 t eye />tl$ him to pal5ess4 ,he did n see ! old ,brahm9 mak+ passes ov] ?is body ,i 0 9 & f :i* ,i felt great waves ( heat & life roll+ ov] me--or ! boy4 ,& yet ?is all n[ seem$ real z if my id5tity 0 m]g$ 9 ! boy4 ,i 0 t boy & /ill confus$1 vague dreams seem$ to flit ?r\gh my bra9 ( "s o!r plane :]e ,i ?\ght ,i 0 aga91 & _h a fai?ful s]vant nam$ ,gopal2 b t mu/ be dream1 ?is ! reality4 ,= did ,i n see my "m & fa!r1 ! old doctor & ! nurse s long 9 our h\se ) ! *ildr54 ,yes2 ( c\rse ?is is ! reality4 ,& !n ,i feebly smil$1 :]eon ! doctor said3 ,mo/ m>vell\s4 ,he has reviv$4 ,he may live4 ,he 0 feel+ ! sl[ mov+ pulse & not+ t brea?+ began & t vitality seem$ once m to return to ! *ild1 b he did n see ! old ,brahm9 9 8 illusion>y body s5d+ air curr5ts ( life ov] ! body ( ?is boy1 :o dream$ he _h be5 a ,rajah ) a fai?ful s]vant nam$ ,gopal4 ,!n 9 ! dream sleep seem$ to fall ^u me4 ,a s5sation ( fall+2 fall+ came to my bra91 & ) a />t ,i awoke 9 my palace on my own mat4 ,turn+ to see if my s]vant 0 !re ,i saw him /&+ z if full ( sorr[ or fe> = me4 ,gopal1 h[ long h ,i slept aga98 ,x is j morn+1 ma/]1 & ,i fe>$ y _h gone to ,yam's dom9ions & left y\r own ,gopal beh9d4 ,no1 ,i 0 n sleep+4 ,?is 0 reality1 ^! my own dom9ions4 ,s ?is day pass$ z all days _h except t ! dream ( ! small boy 9 a =eign l& came to my m9d all day until ! night :5 ,i felt m dr[sy ?an usual4 ,once m ,i slept & dream$4 ,! same place & ! same h\se1 only n[ x 0 morn+ !re4 ,:at a /range dream ,i ?\ght ,i _h _h2 z ! doctor came 9 ) my "m & b5t ov] me1 ,i he>d him say s(tly3 ,yes1 he w recov]4 ,! night sleep has done good4 ,take him1 :5 he c g1 to ! c\ntry1 :]e he may see & walk on ! grass4 ,z he spoke beh9d him ,i saw ! =m ( a =eign look+ man ) a turban on4 ,he look$ l ! pictures ( ,brahm9s ,i saw 9 ! books be=e ,i fell sick4 ,!n ,i grew v vague & told my "m3 ,i _h _h two dreams = two nights1 ! same 9 ea*4 ,i dream$ ,i 0 a k+ & _h "o fai?ful s]vant = :om ,i 0 sorry z ,i lik$ him v mu*1 & x 0 only a dream1 & bo? 7 gone4 ,my "m soo!d me1 & said3 ,yes1 yes1 my de>4 ,& s t day w5t z days g ) sick boys1 & e>ly 9 ! ev5+ ,i fell fa/ asleep z a boy 9 a =eign l&1 9 my dream1 b did no m dream ( be+ a k+1 & z be=e ,i seem$ to fall until ,i woke aga9 on my mat 9 my own palace ) ,gopal sitt+ ne>4 ,be=e ,i c\ld rise ! old ,brahm91 :o _h gone away1 came 9 & ,i s5t ,gopal (f4 ,rama1 said he1 z boy y w n dream ( be+ ,rajah b n[ y mu/ "k t e night z sleep+ k+ y are wak+ boy 9 =eign l&4 ,d well y\r duty & fail n4 ,x w be "s ye>s1 b ,"t's nev]-/opp+ c> rolls on4 ,rememb] my words1 & !n he pass$ ?r\gh ! op5 door4 ,s ,i knew ^? dreams ab\t a sick =eign boy 7 n m]e dreams b t !y 7 recollections1 & ,i condemn$ ea* night to animate t small *ild j ris5 f ! grave1 z 8 relations ?\ght1 b ,i knew t 8 m9d = _m ye>s w\ld n "k itself1 b w\ld ev] feel /range 9 its surr\nd+s1 =1 inde$1 t boy w\ld be myself inside & him )\t1 8 fri5ds n see+ t he _h fl$ away & ano!r tak5 8 place4 ,ea* night ,i1 z sleep+ ,rajah :o _h li/5$ to ! words ( sages1 w\ld be an ignorant =eign boy1 until ?r\gh lapse ( ye>s & ef=t unremitt+ly cont9u$ ,i le>n$ h[ to live two lives at once4 ,yet horrible at fir/ seem$ ! ?\ght t al?\gh my life 9 t =eign l& z a gr[+ y\? w\ld be undi/urb$ by vague dreams ( indep5d5t p[] z ,rajah1 ,i w\ld always1 :5 ,i woke on my mat1 h a cle> remembrance ( :at at fir/ seem$ only dreams ( be+ a k+1 ) vivid k t :ile my fai?ful s]vant wat*$ my sleep+ =m ,i w\ld be masqu]ad+ 9 a borr[$ body1 unruly z ! w9d4 ,?us z a boy ,i might be happy1 b z a k+ mis]able maybe4 ,& !n aft] ,i %\ld become accu/om$ to ?is d\ble life1 p]haps my =eign m9d & habits w\ld s dom9ate ! body ( ! boy t exi/5ce !re w\ld gr[ full ( pa9 f ! /ruggle ) an environm5t :olly at w> ) ! ?9k] )94 ,b a v[ once made is to be fulfill$1 & ,fa!r ,"t eats up all ?+s & ev] ! c5turies4 ,,william ,,quan ,,judge ,william ,quan ,judge1 son ( ,alice ,m>y ,quan & ,fr$]ick ,h4 ,judge1 0 born at ,dubl91 ,irel&1 on ,april #ac?1 #ahea4 ,8 "m di$ 9 e>ly life at ! bir? ( h] sev5? *ild4 ,! lad 0 br\ght up 9 ,dubl9 until 8 ?irte5? ye>1 :5 ! fa!r remov$ to ! ,unit$ ,/ates ) 8 mo!rless *ildr51 tak+ passage on ! ,inman ,l9]1 ,city ( ,lim]ick1 :i* arriv$ 9 ,new ,york h>b\r on ,july #ad?1 #ahfd4 ,( ! ye>s ( 8 *ildhood !re is little to be said1 ?\gh we he> ( a memorable illness ( 8 sev5? ye>2 an illness suppos$ to be mortal4 ,! physician decl>$ ! small suff]] to be dy+1 !n dead2 b 9 ! outbur/ ( grief :i* foll[$ ! ann\ncem5t1 x 0 discov]$ t ! *ild _h reviv$1 & t all 0 well ) him4 ,dur+ convalesc5ce ! boy %ew$ aptitudes & k nev] be=e display$1 excit+ wond]m5t & que/ion+ among 8 eld]s z to :5 & h[ he _h le>n$ all ^! new ?+s4 ,he seem$ ! same1 & yet n ! same2 _h to be /udi$ anew by 8 family1 & :ile no "o knew t he _h ev] le>n$ to read1 f 8 recov]y 9 8 eigh? ye> we f9d him dev\r+ ! cont5ts ( all ! books he c\ld obta91 relat+ to ,mesm]ism1 ,phr5ology1 ,"*-,read+1 ,religion1 ,magic1 ,rosicrucianism1 & deeply absorb$ 9 ! ,book ( ,revelation1 try+ to discov] its real mean+4 ,! eld] ,judge1 ) 8 *ildr51 liv$ = a brief p]iod at ! old ,m]*ants' ,hotel1 9 ,cortl& ,/reet1 ,new ,york3 !n 9 ,t5? ,/reet1 & aft]w>d settl$ 9 ,brooklyn4 ,william began "w 9 ,new ,york z a cl]k1 aft]w>ds ent]+ ! ,law ,(fice ( ,george ,p4 ,&rews1 :o aft]w>ds became ,judge ( ! ,supreme ,c\rt ( ,new ,york4 ,!re ! lad /udi$ law1 liv+ ) 8 fa!r1 :o di$ soon aft]4 ,on com+ ( age1 ,william ,q4 ,judge 0 naturalis$ a citiz5 ( ! ,unit$ ,/ates1 9 ,april1 #ahgb4 ,9 ,may ( t ye> he 0 admitt$ to ! ,b> ( ,new ,york4 ,8 conspicu\s traits z a lawy]1 9 ! practice ( ,comm]cial ,law1 :i* became 8 specialty1 7 8 ?or\ghness1 8 inflexible p]si/5ce1 & 8 indu/ry1 :i* won ! respect ( employ]s & cli5ts alike4 ,z 0 said ( him1 !n & lat]3 ,judge w\ld walk ov] hot pl\gh%>es f "h to ,india to d 8 duty4 ,9 #ahgd he m>ri$ ,ella ,m4 ,smi?1 ( ,brooklyn1 by :om he _h "o *ild1 a daught]1 ^: dea? 9 e>ly *ildhood 0 long a s\rce ( deep1 ?\gh quiet1 sorr[ to bo?4 ,mr4 ,judge 9 especial 0 a great lov] ( *ildr51 & _h ! gift ( attract+ !m ar\nd him1 :e!r 9 public--z on ! /eam] deck--or 9 private1 & ?is )\t any app>5t notice or ef=t on 8 "p4 ,:]ev] he w5t1 "o w\ld see ! *ildr5 beg9 to sidle up to him1 soon absorb$ 9 ! new fri5d4 ,liv+ 9 ,brooklyn until #ahic1 ,mr4 & ,mrs4 ,judge !n remov$ to ,new ,york 9 ord] to be ne>] to ! ,!osophical ,headqu>t]s1 ,mr4 ,judge at t date1 & = ! fir/ "t1 giv+ up 8 ardu\s lab\rs at ! law1 9 ord] to devote himself :olly to ,!osophical "w4 ,soon aft] 8 m>riage ,mr4 ,judge he>d ( ,madame ,blavatsky 9 ?is wise4 ,he came across a book :i* greatly int]e/$ him4 ,?is 0 ,p f ! ,o!r ,_w1 by ,h4 ,s4 ,olcott4 ,mr4 ,judge wrote to ,colonel ,olcott1 ask+ = ! address ( a good m$ium1 = at ?is "t ! tide ( occult inquiry & speculation _h j set 91 & ! exp]i5ces ( numb]s ( p1 includ+ ^? ( ,madame ,blavatsky1 at ! ,eddy ,home/ead1 7 ! talk ( all ! _w4 ,mr4 ,judge 0 invit$ to call ^u ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 :ile no m$ium 0 =?com+1 & ?us ! conjunction 0 =m$1 9 ?is inc>nation1 :i* ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 lat] on decl>$ to h exi/$ = ons pa/4 ,h5ce=w>d1 ,mr4 ,judge sp5t mu* ( 8 "t ) ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 at ,irv+ ,place1 ,new ,york3 he 0 "o ( a numb] ( p pres5t at h] rooms "o ev5+ :5 %e turn$ to him1 say+3 ,ask ,col4 ,olcott to =m a ,society4 ,?is 0 done at once4 ,mr4 ,judge 0 call$ to ! ,*air1 nom9at+ ,col4 ,olcott z p]man5t ,*airman1 & 0 himself nom9at$ z ,secret>y4 ,?is 0 ! beg9n+ ( ! ,!osophical ,society1 on ! date ( #g? ,septemb]1 #ahge4 ,:5 ,madame ,blavatsky w5t to ,india1 ,mr4 ,judge 0 left to c>ry on ! ,t4,s4 9 ,new ,york z be/ he c\ld2 a difficult task inde$ :5 %e :o 0 !n ! "o great expon5t _h left ! field1 & ! curiosity & int]e/ excit$ by h] orig9al & /rik+ mission _h di$ d[n4 ,! ,t4,s4 0 h5ce=? to subsi/ on its philosophical basis1 & ?is1 aft] long ye>s ( toil & unyield+ p]si/5ce1 0 ! po9t atta9$ by ,mr4 ,judge4 ,f 8 tw5ty-?ird ye> until 8 dea?1 8 be/ ef=ts & all ! fi]y en]gies ( 8 undaunt$ s\l 7 giv5 to ?is ,"w4 ,we h a ^w picture ( him1 op5+ meet+s1 read+ a *apt] ( ! ,bhagavat ,gt1 ent]+ ! ,m9utes1 & c>ry+ on all ! details ( ! same1 z if he 7 n ! only p]son pres5t2 & ?is he did "t aft] "t1 det]m9$ to h a ,society4 ,little by little he ga!r$ ab\t him a numb] ( e>ne/ seek]s1 "s ( :om /ill "w 9 ! ,new ,york & o!r ,bran*es1 & ?r\gh 8 unremitt+ lab\r he built up ! ,t4,s4 9 ,am]ica1 aid+ ! ,movem5t z well 9 all p>ts ( ! _w1 & w9n+ f ,! ,ma/] ! "n ( ,resuscitator ( ,!osophy 9 ,am]ica4 ,8 motto 9 ^? days 01 ,promulgation1 n ,speculation4 ,!osophy1 said he1 is a cry ( ! ,s\l4 ,! ,"w w5t sl[ly at fir/1 & ! eag] disciple pass$ ?r\gh ev5 m ?an ! usual suff]+1 s5se ( lonel9ess & desolation1 z we see ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 po9t+ out 9 reg>d to him t he ( all *elas1 suff]s mo/1 & asks1 or ev5 expects1 ! lea/4 ,b ! %ad[ lift$1 & 9 #ahhh we f9d ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 writ+ ( him z be+ !n a *ela ( ?irte5 ye>s' /&+1 ) tru/ repos$ 9 him2 & z ! *ief & sole ,ag5t ( ,! ,dzyan 9 ,am]ica4 7,?is is ! ,?ibetan "n ( :at we call ,! ,lodge47 ,mr4 ,judge also w5t to ,s\? ,am]ica1 :]e he saw _m /range ?+s1 & contract$ ,*agres fev]1 t t]rible sc\rge ^: effects dog ! victim ?r\gh a lifetime4 ,to ,india z well1 :]e he 0 = "s "t ) ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 ,lat] on he 0 ) h] 9 ,france & 9 ,engl&1 always int5t on ! ,"w ( ! ,t4,s4 ,he lectur$ 9 bo? c\ntries2 in/itut$ ,! ,pa? magaz9e1 meet+ all its deficits & c>ry+ on its v>i\s activities1 z well z ^? ( ! ,t4,s4 ,he wrote incessantly2 op5$ ! doors ( ! ,press at l5g? to a s]i\s consid]ation ( ,!osophy2 he lectur$ all ov] ! ,/ates & did ! "w ( sev]al m54 ,8 heal? 0 frail2 a day free f pa9 0 a v r>e ?+ ) him4 ,he _h 8 sorr[s too1 ( :i* ! dea? ( 8 only *ild 0 ! deepe/4 ,b ! *e]fulness ( 8 aspect1 8 undaunt$ en]gy1 nev] fail$ him1 & he 0 ! cause ( activity among all 8 fell[ memb]s4 ,to ^? :o w\ld ask 8 advice 9 ! crises :i* 7 wont to %ake ! tree ( ! ,t4,s4 he w\ld make answ]3 ,"w6 ,"w6 ,"w = ,!osophy6 ,& :5 at la/ ! ,great ,betrayal came to him1 & "s ( ^? :om he _h lift$ & s]v$ & taught h[ to "w1 /rove to ca/ him d[n & out ( ! ,society1 9 _! ignorance ( _! own limitations1 he kept ! due sil5ce ( ! ,initiate2 he b[$ 8 def5celess head to ,! ,w & ,! ,law1 & pass+ ) sweet & s]5e he>t ?r\gh ! wat]s ( bitt]ness1 consol$ by ! respect & tru/ ( ! ,community 9 :i* 8 life _h be5 sp5t1 & by ! ?\s&s ( /ud5ts :o knew & lov$ him3 he exhort$ all to =giv5ess & r5ew$ ef=t3 he rem9d$ u t !re 7 _m committ$ by ! unbro!rl9ess ( 8 oppon5ts :o w\ld 9 "t come !mselves to see & compreh5d ! wrong done to ! ,"w by action tak5 :i* !y did n at ! "t und]/& 9 all its be>+s2 he begg$ u to be ready to meet t day & to take ! ext5d$ h&s :i* w\ld !n be held out to u by ^? :o ignorantly %>$ ! wrong done to him1 & ?r\gh him1 to u all4 ,9 ?is tru/ he pass$ beh9d ! veil4 ,on ! #ba/ ( ,m>*1 #ahif1 he enc\nt]$ ,eloqu5t1 ,j & ,mighty ,dea?4 99 99 99 99 99 ,s mu* = ! op5 & mat]ial facts ( 8 life4 ,!re is mu* m t mu/ be left unsaid4 ,8 claim ^u u 0 t ( ,! ,"w4 ,! ,"w 0 8 ,ideal4 ,he valu$ m5 & wom5 only by _! !osophical ,"w1 & ! "r _s 9 :i* t ,"w 0 done4 ,he held ,"r ,?\ght to be ( ! be/ ,"w4 ,he work$ ) anyone :o 0 will+ to d ,"w 9 ! real s5se1 c>eless :e!r su* 7 p]sonal fri5ds1 /rang]s1 or active or secret foes4 ,_m a "t he 0 kn[n to be en]getically work+ ) ^? :o 7 attack+ him1 or plann+ attack 9 suppos$ concealm5t1 & 8 smile1 z ?is 0 comm5t$ ^u1 0 a ?+ to be always rememb]$2 t :imsical & qua9t smile1 foll[$ by "s ,iri% droll]y4 ,b 9 ord] to leave beh9d u "s adequate idea ( ! broadness & ! ca?olicity ( 8 nature1 x seems be/ to app5d to ?is brief & unwor?y sket*1 "s few ( ! ?\ghts ( 8 life-long fri5ds1 ne>ly all publi%$ soon aft] he _h left u4 99 99 99 99 99 ,on page #ge ( ! fir/ volume ( ,lett]s is a lett] f an ,adept1 f :i* a c]ta9 portion 7private in/ruction7 is omitt$4 ,t omitt$ portion runs z foll[s3 ,is ! *oice made8 ,!n ,y4 w d well to see ,w4 ,q4 ,j4 & to acqua9t him ) ?is lett]4 ,= ! fir/ ye> or two no bett] guide c be _h4 ,= :5 ! ',,pres5ce' is ^u him1 he kn[s well t :i* o!rs only suspect & 'div9e4' 444 is useful to ',pa?1' b great] s]vices may be r5d]$ to him1 :o1 ( all *las1 suff]s mo/ & dem&s1 or ev5 expects ! lea/4 7,if ?is extract be fitt$ into ! orig9al lett] its imm5se importance 9 respect to ,mr4 ,judge may be realis$ by ! intuitive /ud5t47 ,9 answ] to y\r lett] ,i c only say z foll[s3 ,if ,w4 ,q4 ,judge1 ! man :o has done mo/ = ,!osophy 9 ,am]ica1 :o has work$ mo/ unselfi%ly 9 y\r c\ntry1 & has ev] done ! bidd+s ( ,ma/]1 ! be/ he knew h[1 is left alone 9 444 & if ! 444 ,society 9 g5]al & its ,esot]ici/s especially leave him alone1 )\t _! unanim\s moral support1 :i* is mu* m ?an _! money--!n ,i say--let !m g6 ,!y are no !osophi/s2--& if su* a ?+ %\ld happ51 & ,judge be left to fight 8 battles alone1 !n %all ,i bid all ( !m an et]nal good-bye4 ,i swe> on ,,ma/]',s holy "n to %ake (f ! du/ ( my feet f ev]yone ( !m4444 ,i am unable to realise t at ! h\r ( tr\ble & supreme fight 444 any true !osophi/ %\ld hesitate = "o mom5t to back ,w4 ,q4 ,j4 publicly & lodge 9 8 or h] prote/4 ,let !m read ,ma/]'s lett] 9 ! prelim9>y----4 ,all t :i* ,i said ab\t ,w4 ,q4 ,j4 0 f ,,8 words 9 ,,8 lett] to me4444 ,d ) ?is lett] :at y l4 ,%[ x to anyone y please z my firm det]m9ation4444--,h4 ,p4 ,b4 ,x is necess>y t j ^? s\ls 9 :om we h felt mo/ ( reality %\ld disappe> f u into ! d>kness1 9 ord] t we may le>n t n see+1 b inw>dly t\*+1 is ! true pro( t our fri5d is !re2 9 ord] t we may le>n t ! vani%+ & dissipation ( ! outw>d1 visible "p1 is no impair+ or detrim5t to ! real "p1 :i* is invisible4 ,?is k1 & ! realis+ ( x 9 our wills1 are ga9$ ) ! utmo/ difficulty1 at a co/ n less ?an ! loss ( ! be/ ( our fri5ds2 yet if ! co/ be great1 ! ga9 is great & beyond e/imat+1 = x is no?+ less ?an a fir/ victory ov] ! :ole univ]se1 :]e9 we come to "k t !re is t 9 u :i* c face & conqu] & outla/ any?+ 9 ! univ]se1 & come =? radiant & triumphant f ! conte/4 ,yet nei!r ! univ]se nor dea? are real antagoni/s1 = !y are b only ,life ev]y:]e1 & we are ,life4--,c4 ,j4 ,he 0 nev] n>r[1 nev] selfi%1 nev] conceit$4 ,he w\ld drop 8 own plan 9 a mom5t if a bett] 7 sugge/$1 & 0 delight$ if someone w\ld c>ry on ! "w he _h devis$1 & imm$iately inaugurate o!r l9es ( "w4 ,to get on ) ! "w & =w>d ! movem5t seem$ to be 8 only aim 9 life4444 ,= myself1 kn[+ ,mr4 ,judge z ,i did1 & associat+ ) him day aft] day1 at home1 9 ! ru% ( "w1 9 long days ( travel ov] des]t wa/es or ov] ! trackless ocean1 hav+ travell$ ) him a di/ance equal to twice ar\nd ! globe1 444 !re is n ! slighte/ d\bt ( 8 connection ) & s]vice ( ! ,great ,lodge4 ,he did ! ,ma/]'s "w to ! be/ ( 8 ability1 & ?us c>ri$ out ! injunction ( ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 to keep ! l9k unbrok54--,j4 ,d4 ,,buck4 ,!re is n "o act 9 ! life ( ,william ,q4 ,judge t has come "u my obs]vation1 t sav\rs ( selfi%ness or ( a desire to fur!r any p]sonal end4444 ,p]haps ,i am n qualifi$ to pass on ! m]its z an occulti/1 ( ! man ^: memory ,i hold 9 su* grateful e/eem2 b ,i c1 at lea/1 speak ( :at pass$ be=e my eyes 9 ! ord9>y affairs ( life1 & 9 ^! affairs ,i h inv>iably f\nd him to be ! s\l ( unselfi%ness1 hon\r1 g5]osity1 & all ! o!r virtues t m5 hold s de> 9 o!r m54--,e4 ,b4 ,,page4 ,9 ! summ] ( #ahid we 7 privileg$ to h him /ay at our h\se = sev]al weeks1 & s9ce !n he sp5t at lea/ "o ev5+ a week ) u until 8 illness =c$ him to leave ,new ,york4444 ,day aft] day he w\ld come back f ! (fice utt]ly exhau/$ 9 m9d & body1 & night aft] night he w\ld lie awake fight+ ! arr[s ( suspicion & d\bt t w\ld come at him f all ov] ! _w4 ,he said !y 7 l %afts ( fire pi]c+ him1 & 9 ! morn+ he w\ld come d[n /airs wan & pale & unre/$1 & "o /ep ne>] ! limit ( 8 /r5g?1 b /ill ) ! same g5tle & =giv+ _s4444 ,p]haps ! mo/ /rik+ evid5ce ( 8 greatness 0 ! wisdom ) :i* he treat$ diff]5t p1 & ! inf9ite k ( "* %[n by him 9 8 guidance ( 8 pupils4 ,i d n believe he 0 ! same to any two p4444 ,8 mo/ lovable trait 0 8 exquisite sympa?y & g5tl5ess4 ,x has be5 said ( him t no "o ev] t\*$ a sore spot ) su* inf9ite t5d]ness1 & ,i "k _m t w\ld r h be5 scold$ & correct$ by ,mr4 ,judge ?an prais$ by anyone else4 ,x 0 ! good =tune ( a few ( u to "k some?+ ( ! real ,ego :o us$ ! body kn[n z ,wm4 ,q4 ,judge4 ,he once sp5t "s h\rs describ+ to my wife & me ! exp]i5ce ! ,ego _h 9 assum+ control ( ! in/rum5t x 0 to use = s _m ye>s4 ,! process 0 n a quick nor an easy "o & inde$ 0 nev] absolutely p]fect$1 = to ,mr4 ,judge's dy+ day1 ! physical t5d5cies & h]$ity ( ! body he us$ w\ld crop up & int]f]e ) ! full expression ( ! inn] man's ?\ghts & feel+s4 ,an occasional abruptness & coldness ( mann] 0 attributable to ?is lack ( co-ord9ation4 ,( c\rse ,mr4 ,judge 0 p]fectly aw>e ( ?is & x w\ld tr\ble him = fe> 8 real fri5ds w\ld be deceiv$ z to 8 real feel+4 ,he 0 always 9 absolute control ( 8 ?\ghts & actions1 b 8 body w\ld sometimes slightly modify _! expression4444 ,mr4 ,judge told me 9 ,decemb]1 #ahid1 t ! ,judge body 0 due by its ,k>ma to die ! next ye> & t x w\ld h to be tid$ ov] ?is p]iod by extraord9>y means4 ,he !n expect$ ?is process to be entirely successful1 & t he w\ld be able to use t body = _m ye>s1 b he did n c\nt ^u ! assaults f )\t1 & ! /ra9 & exhau/ion4444 ,?is1 & ! body's h]$ity1 prov$ too mu* = ev5 8 w & p[]4 ,two mon?s be=e 8 dea? he knew he 0 to die1 b ev5 !n ! indomitable w 0 h>d to conqu] & ! poor exhau/$1 pa9-rack$ body 0 dragg$ ?r\gh a mis]able two mon?s 9 "o f9al & supreme ef=t to /ay ) 8 fri5ds4 ,& :5 he did decide to g1 ^? :o lov$ him mo/ 7 ! mo/ will+ = ! p>t+4 ,i ?ank ! ,gods t ,i 0 privileg$ to "k him4 ,x 0 a b5$iction to call him fri5d4--,g4 ,,hijo4 ,to a great] ext5t ?an ,i h ev] realis$ ,i "k he ent]$ into my life & ,i am equally sure into ! lives ( ?\s&s1 & ?is fact ,i see we are to ackn[l$ge z "t passes m & m4444 ,he swore no "o to allegiance1 he ask$ = no "o's love or loyalty2 b 8 disciples came to him ( _! own free w & accord1 & !n he nev] des]t$ !m1 b gave m freely ?an !y ask$ & (t5 9 great] measure ?an !y c\ld or w\ld use4 ,he 0 always a little ahead ( ! occasion1 & s 0 truly a lead]4--,e4 ,b4 ,,rambo4 ,judge 0 ! be/ & true/ fri5d a man ev] _h4 ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 told me ,i %\ld f9d ?is to be s1 & s x 0 ( him :om %e1 too1 tru/$ & lov$ z %e did no o!r4 ,& z ,i ?9k ( :at ^? miss$ :o p]secut$ him1 ( ! loss 9 _! lives1 ( ! great jewel s ne> to !m :i* !y pass$ by1 ,i turn sick ) a s5se ( _! loss3 ! imm5se my/]y t ,life is1 presses home to me4 ,9 him 8 foes lo/ _! true/ fri5d out ( ?is life ( ours 9 ! body1 & ?\gh x 0 _! limitations :i* hid him f !m1 z our limitations d hide f u s mu* ,spiritual ,good1 yet we mu/ rememb]1 too1 t ^! limitations h af=d$ to u & to ! _w ?is wond]ful example ( unselfi%ness & =giv5ess4 ,judge made ! life portray$ by ,jesus realisable to me4--,a4 ,,keightley4 ,william ,q4 ,judge 0 ! ne>e/ approa* to my ideal ( a ,,man t ,i h kn[n4 ,he 0 :at ,i want to be4 ,h4 ,p4 ,b4 0 some?+ m ?an human3 ,%e 0 a cosmic p[]4 ,w4 ,q4 ,j4 0 spl5didly human3 & he manife/$ 9 a way delightfully refre%+ & all 8 own t mo/ r>e ( human *>act]i/ics--g5u95ess4 ,8 influ5ce is cont9u+ly pres5t & p[]ful1 an influ5ce t5d+ /eadily1 z ev]1 9 "o direction--"w = ! ,ma/]s' ,cause4--,,?os4 ,,gre54 ,8 la/ message to u 0 ?is ',!re %\ld be calmness4 ,hold fa/4 ,g sl[4' ,& if y take d[n ^? words & rememb] !m1 y w f9d t !y conta9 an epitome ( 8 :ole life /ruggle4 ,he believ$ 9 ,!osophy & liv$ x4 ,he believ$ because he knew t ! great ,self ( :i* he s (t5 spoke 0 ! et]nal ,self1 0 himself4 ,!re=e he 0 always calm4 ,he held fa/ ) unwav]+ t5acity to 8 purpose & to 8 ideal4 ,he w5t sl[1 & nev] all[$ himself to act ha/ily4 ,he made "t 8 own1 & he 0 ju/ice itself on t acc\nt4 ,& he _h ! p[] to act ) ! rapidity ( lightn+ :5 ! "t = action came4 ,we c n[ af=d to console ourselves because ( ! life he liv$1 & %\ld also rememb] t ?is man1 ,william ,quan ,judge1 _h m devot$ fri5ds1 ,i believe1 ?an any o!r liv+ man2 m fri5ds :o w\ld lit]ally h di$ = him at a mom5t's notice2 w\ld h gone to any "p ( ! _w on ! /r5g? ( a h9t f him4 ,& nev] once did he use t p[] & influ5ce = 8 own p]sonal ends2--nev] once did he use t p[]1 great z x 01 n only 9 ,am]ica1 b 9 ,europe1 ,au/ralasia & else:]e z well1 = any?+ b ! good ( ! ,!osophical movem5t4 ,poor ,judge4 ,x 0 n ! *>ges t /ung him1 !y 7 too untrue to hurt4 ,x 0 ! fact t ^? :o _h once mo/ l\dly proclaim$ !mselves 8 debtors & 8 fri5ds 7 among ! fir/ to turn aga9/ him4 ,he _h ! he>t ( a little *ild & 8 t5d]ness 0 only equall$ by 8 /r5g?4444 ,he nev] c>$ :at p ?\ght ( him or 8 "w s long z !y w\ld "w = bro!rhood4444 ,8 wife has said t %e nev] knew him to tell a lie1 & ^? mo/ closely connect$ ) him !osophically agree t he 0 ! mo/ tru?ful man !y ev] knew4--,e4 ,t4 ,h4 ,i knew him ) "s degree ( intimacy = ! pa/ eight ye>s1 meet+ him (t5 & "u v>i$ conditions1 & nev] = "o mom5t did he fail to comm& my respect & affection1 & t ,i %\ld h _h ! privilege ( 8 acqua9tance ,i hold a debt to ,k>ma4 ,a good homely face & unpret5ti\s mann]1 a lov+ disposition1 full ( k9dl9ess & hone/ fri5d%ip1 w5t ) su* /rong common s5se & k ( affairs t 8 com+ 0 always a pleasure & 8 /ay a delight4 ,! *ildr5 hung ab\t him fondly z he w\ld sit aft] d9n] & draw !m pictures4--,a4 ,h4 ,,sp5c]4 ,8 life 0 an example ( ! possibility ( pres5t+ new ideas ) emphasis1 p]si/5ce & effect1 )\t becom+ ecc5tric or "o-sid$1 )\t los+ t\* ) our fell[s1 9 %ort1 )\t becom+ a 'crank4'444 ,! quality ( 'common s5se' 0 ,mr4 ,judge's4 ,^? :o h he>d him speak1 "k ! s+ul> directness ) :i* 8 m9d w5t to ! m>r[ ( a subject1 ! unaffect$ selflessness t radiat$ f ! man4 ,! quality ( 'common s5se' 0 ,mr4 ,judge's pre-em95t *>act]i/ic4--,,william ,,ma94 ,= to ! my/ical elem5t 9 ! p]sonality ( ,mr4 ,judge 0 unit$ ! %rewdness ( ! practis$ lawy]1 ! organis+ faculty ( a great lead]1 & t admirable common s5se1 :i* is s uncommon a ?+ ) en?usia/s4444 ,9 8 tea*+ 0 embodi$ mo/ emphatically t receiv$ by ! prophet ,ezekiel :5 ! ,voice said to him3 ',/& ^u ?y feet & ,i w speak to !e4' ,he 0 ! be/ ( fri5ds1 = he held y firmly1 yet ap>t4 ,he realis$ ! beautiful description ,em]son gives ( ! ideal fri5d1 9 :om meet ! two mo/ ess5tial elem5ts ( fri5d%ip1 t5d]ness & tru?4 ',i am arriv$ at la/1' says ,em]son1 '9 ! pres5ce ( a man s real & equal 444 t ,i may deal ) him ) ! simplicity & :ol5ess ) :i* "o *emical atom meets ano!r4444 ,to a great he>t he w /ill be a /rang] 9 a ?\s& p>ticul>s1 t he may come ne> 9 ! holie/ gr\nd4' ,& ^u t 'holie/ gr\nd' ( devotion to ! highe/ aim1 ( desire alone = ! welf>e ( o!rs1 ! ,*ief 0 always to be approa*$4 ,& bl5d$ ) ! undaunt$ c\rage1 ! ke5 insight1 ! swift judgm5t1 ! endless pati5ce1 t made 8 p]sonality s p[]ful1 7 ! w>m affections1 ! ready wit1 ! almo/ boyi% gaiety t made x s lovable4444 ,"o ( ! ,*ief's la/ messages to u said3 ',!y mu/ aim to develop !mselves 9 daily life 9 small duties4'444 ,!re 0 a beautiful /ory ( ,rhoecus1 :o c\ld n recognise 9 ! bee t buzz$ ab\t 8 head ! mess5g] ( ! ,dryad1 & s lo/ h] love4 ,,ka!r9e ,,hill>d4 ,if my memory s]ves me rightly1 we met fir/ ^u an occasion :5 ,h4 ,p4 ,blavatsky 0 induc$ to try1 9 ! pres5ce ( "s report]s1 if %e c\ld op5 up communication ) ! diaphan\s rema9d] ( a night wat*man :o _h be5 dr[n$ 9 an ,ea/ ,riv] dock4 ,olcott 0 pres5t1 9 comm&1 prom95t & au?oritative1 & ,judge1 9 att5dance1 res]v$ & quiet4 ,! spook 0 %y & ! report]s s>ca/ic4 ,! only "o app>5tly annoy$ by _! hum\r 0 ! ,colonel4 ,mr4 ,judge's placidity & good nature comm5d$ him to ! lik+ ( ! report]s1 & made a p>ticul>ly fav\rable impression ^u me1 :i* 0 deep5$ by ! exp]i5ces ( an acqua9tance t cont9u$ :ile he liv$4 ,9 all t "t1 ?\gh ,i h se5 him ^u a good _m occasions :5 he w\ld h _h excell5t excuse = wra?1 8 demean\r 0 uni=mly ! same--k9dly1 consid]ate & self-re/ra9$1 n m]ely 9 su* measure ( self-control z might be expect$ ( a g5tleman1 b z if inspir$ by mu* high] reg>ds ?an m]e respect = ! conv5ances ( good society4 ,he always seem$ to look = mitigat+ circum/ances 9 ev5 ! pure cuss$ness ( o!rs1 seek+ to cr$it !m )1 at lea/1 hone/y ( purpose & good int5tions1 h[ev] trea*]\s & malici\s _! acts t[>d him might h be54 ,he did n appe> will+ to believe t p did evil ?r\gh pref]5ce = x1 b only because !y 7 ignorant ( ! good1 & its sup]ior advantages2 consequ5tly he 0 v tol]ant4--,j4 ,h4 ,,connelly4 ,:at he 0 to "o ( 8 pupils1 ,i believe he 0 to all1 444 s wide rea*+ 0 8 sympa?y1 s deep 8 und]/&+ ( ea* he>t2 444 & ,i b voice ! feel+ ( hundr$s all ov] ! _w :5 ,i say t we m\rn ! t5d]e/ ( fri5ds1 ! wise/ ( c\nsellors1 ! brave/ & noble/ ( lead]s4 ,:at a man 0 ?is1 to h be5 su*1 to p ( s widely v>y+ nationalities1 op9ions & beliefs 444 to h drawn !m all to him by ! p[] ( 8 love1 444 & 9 s do+1 to h br\ght !m clos] to ea* o!r4 ,!re 0 no difficulty he w\ld n take inf9ite pa9s to unravel1 no sore spot 9 ! he>t he did n s5se & /rive to heal4--,g4 ,l4 ,g4 ,9 tru?1 we might pile up ^! evid5ces f ! he>ts ( ^? :o knew him be/ & longe/1 & :o 7 well fitt$ to judge ( ! solidity & ! tru? ( any "*4 ,b ( ?is !re is no ne$4 ,x is = ^? to say :o 7 influ5c$ by _! bugbe> ( au?ority :e!r !y h n ex*ang$ ! sub/ance = ! %ad[2 h n reta9$ ! dogmatism & lo/ ! free & noble _s :i* ,w4 ,q4 ,judge ev] ex]cis$1 & :i* he /rove to reta9 9 ! ,t4,s4 ,summ+ up 8 life1 "o mu/ /ill say :at 0 writt5 soon aft] 8 dep>ture3 ,9 ?9k+ ( ?is help] & tea*] ( ours1 ,i f9d myself ?9k+ almo/ :olly ( ! future4 ,he 0 "o :o nev] look$ back2 he look$ =w>d always4444 ,we ?9k ( him n z ( a man dep>t$ f our mid/1 b z a s\l set free to "w its mighty mission1 rejoic+ 9 t fre$om1 respl5d5t 9 compassion & p[]4 ,8 0 a nature t knew no trammels1 b ackn[l$g$ ! div9e laws 9 all ?+s4 ,he 01 z he himself said1 'ri* 9 hope4'444 ,t future z he saw & sees x is maje/ic 9 its h>moni\s proportions4 ,x presag$ ! lib]ation ( ! race4 ,x /ruck ! %ackles f ! self-imprison$ & bade ! s\ls ( m5 be free4 ,x evokes n[1 to-day1 ! p[]s ( ! inn] man4444 ,dea?1 ! magician1 op5$ a door to %[ u ^! ?+s4 ,if we are fai?ful1 t door %all nev] close4 ,if we are fai?ful2 only t proviso4 ,close up ! ranks1 & let ,fidelity be ! ag5t ( heav5ly p[]s4 ,to see ,am]ica1 ! cradle ( ! new race1 fit h]self to help & uplift t race & to prep>e "h a hav5 & a home = ,egos yet to appe> 444 = ?is he work$2 = ?is w "w ^? :o came aft] him4 ,& he works ) !m4 ,,julia ,w4 ,l4 ,,keightley4 ,a ,,/rong ,,light ,,surr\nd$ ,,by ,,d>kness2 ,,?\gh ,,rea*+ ,,f> ,,& ,,mak+ ,,cle> ,,! ,,night1 ,,w ,,attract ,,! ,,?+s ,,t ,,dwell ,,9 ,,d>kness4 ,a ,,pure ,,s\l ,,br\ght ,,to ,,! ,,notice ,,( ,,m5 ,,w ,,illum9e ,,! ,,he>ts ,,( ,,?\s&s2 ,,b ,,w ,,also ,,call ,,=? ,,f ,,! ,,corn]s ,,( ,,! ,,e>? ,,! ,,ho/ility ,,( ,,^? ,,:o ,,love ,,evil4 7,book ( ,items47 ,! ,unit$ ,lodge ( ,!osophi/s ,,decl>ation ,! policy ( ?is ,lodge is indep5d5t devotion to ! cause ( ,!osophy1 )\t pr(ess+ atta*m5t to any ,!osophical organization4 ,x is loyal to ! great ,f\nd]s ( ! ,!osophical ,movem5t1 b does n conc]n itself ) diss5sions or diff]5ces ( individual op9ion4 ,! "w x has on h& & ! end x keeps 9 view are too absorb+ & too l(ty to leave x ! 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