,,hom] ,,m>t9 ,a ,,rem9isc5ce ,illu/ration3 ,,hom] ,,m>t9 ,f a photograph tak5 9 ,engl& 9 #ahib ,,hom] ,,m>t9 ,a ,,rem9isc5ce ,illu/ration ,,octob] #bh1 #ahcf--;,,febru>y #ab1 #ahig ,,new ,,york ,,william ,,macbe? #aijd ,copyright1 #aijd1 by ,,william ,,macbe? ,illu/ration ,,illu/rations ,,portrait ,,( ,,hom] ,,m>t9 ,frontispiece ,,fac+ ,,page ,,norm&y ,,trees #f ,,! ,,dunes #ab ,,on ,,! ,,hudson #ah ,,blossom+ ,,trees #bd ,,! ,,haunt$ ,,h\se #bh ,,! ,,criqueb,,uf ,,*ur* #cb ,,gold5 ,,s&s #cf ,,on ,,! ,,se9e 78,,h>p ,,( ,,! ,,w9ds07 #dj ,,trees ,,ne> ,,vill]ville #df ,,cape ,,tr9ity #eb ,a ,,newport ,,l&scape #ef ,! publi%] cordially ?anks ! fri5ds :o k9dly l5t ! pictures :i* h be5 reproduc$ to illu/rate ^! pages4 ,,introduction ,dur+ ! la/ ye> ,i h m ?an once be5 told t an au?oritative biographical sket* ( my husb& ought to be writt5 & ,i h nev] felt incl9$ to dispute ! /atem5t z an ab/ract proposition4 ,b :5 x is foll[$ by ! direct "q3 8,:o s capable ( writ+ x z y80 ! names ( "o or two ( 8 p]sonal fri5ds inevitably pres5t !mselves z belong+ to practis$ writ]s & connoisseurs ( art1 :o might1 p]haps1 ne$ ! aid ( dates or facts ,i c\ld supply1 b :o1 9 m ess5tial respects1 w\ld be altoge!r bett] equipp$ = ! task4 ,hom] ,m>t9 0 s int5sely mascul9e1 s prem95tly a man's man1 t he mu/ necess>ily h escap$ ?or\gh compreh5sion by any woman4 ,& ?is1 ,i ?9k1 is ! *ief reason :y ,i h s long delay$1 :y ,i am ev5 n[ incl9$ to %irk altoge!r1 ! fulfilm5t ( my reluctant promise to put on pap] "s ( my memories ( ! ye>s we sp5t toge!r4 ,! "q made me smile :5 x 0 prop\nd$ m ?an a ye> ago1 b s9ce !n x has (t5 made me pond]4 ,d\btless no "o else has _h s long & intimate an acqua9tance ) v>i\s phases ( 8 "* & circum/ances2 d\btless1 too1 x 0 n m]ely z an arti/ t he comm&$ att5tion & attract$ life-long fri5ds4 ,yet ,i suppose x mu/ be solely 9 ?is "* t he appeals to ! majority ( ^? :o are n[ atta9+ to a t>dy appreciation ( 8 a*ievem5t z a :ole4 ,x is n 9 my p[] to ha/5 t4 ,:5 ,i fir/ met him my ignorance ( art--at any rate on its pictorial side--0 d5se2 & if x has be5 some:at mitigat$ s9ce1 t result is due solely to him & l>gely to 8 own works4 ,is n ?is tantam\nt to express+ my conviction t ^? :o wi% to increase _! k ( ,hom] ,m>t9 z an arti/ c d s mu* m satisfactorily by /udy+ ! l&scapes into :i* he has put z mu* ( 8 be/ self z any man c\ld "p ) & live1 ?an by read+ any?+ ,i f9d x possible to say ab\t him8 ,aspects ( ext]nal nature are inextricably bl5d$ 9 ^! ) ! m9d1 moods1 & p]sonality ( ! pa9t]4 ,ye>s be=e he _h q succe$$ 9 ma/]+ 8 mat]ial1 ,i rememb] ! late ,john ,ri*>d ,d5nett say+ ( !m3 8,m>t9's l&scapes look z if no "o b ,god & himself _h ev] se5 ! places40 ,!re is an au/]ity1 a remot5ess1 a c]ta9 savag]y 9 ev5 ! sunnie/ & mo/ peaceful ( !m1 :i* 7 also 9 him1 & an in/9ctive p]ception ( :i* _h made me say to him 9 ! v e>lie/ days ( our acqua9tance t he rem9d$ me ( ,i%mael4 ,!y =m$1 ,i ?9k1 ! sub/ratum ( 8 p]sonality4 ,ne$less to add1 = ^? :o knew him ev5 slightly1 t he _h o!r phases4 ,?\gh ! human v]b 9 him 0 "o & s+ul>1 its moods 7 _m4 ,,elizabe? ,,gilb]t ,,m>t94 ,a ,,rem9isc5ce ,illu/ration ,a ,,rem9isc5ce ,hom] ,dodge ,m>t91 f\r? *ild & y\nge/ son ( ,hom] ,m>t9 & ,s>ah ,dodge1 0 born 9 ,albany1 ,n4 ,y41 9 a h\se on ,p>k ,/reet1 ,octob] #bh1 #ahcf4 ,t 0 my own native city1 b al?\gh we mu/ h liv$ = ye>s 9 ! same neighborhood1 he 0 pa/ tw5ty-two & ,i 9 my tw5ty-fir/ ye> :5 we fir/ became acqua9t$4 ,b = ! anti-slav]y movem5t :i* split ! ,me?odi/ body fir/ into two great sections & !n into m9or subdivisions1 we might h met mu* e>li]1 =1 9 our *ildhood1 our p>5ts _h att5d$ ! same place ( wor%ip4 ,:at ,i "k1 !re=e1 ab\t 8 e>ly ye>s ,i le>n$ *iefly f 8 "m4 ,he 0 n ( a rem9isc5t habit z a rule1 & 8 recollections ( *ildhood 7 n always pleasant4 ,8 fa!r 0 "o ( ! mo/ upright & altoge!r ! milde/-temp]$ ( all ! m5 t ,i h met4 ,8 "m 0 a woman ( /rong b uncultivat$ m9d1 ke5 wit1 incisive spee* & arbitr>y w1 f :om h] son d]iv$ _m ( 8 own *>act]i/ics1 includ+ 8 innate b5t t[>d pictorial expression4 ,9 h] t incl9ation nev] took any b ! crude/ %ape1 b %e _h beyond all p]adv5ture ! in/9ct :i* "u m propiti\s circum/ances w\ld h display$ itself m conv9c+ly4 ,p]haps ! v cramp+ ( x 9 h] 0 ! cause ( its appe>ance at s pret]naturally e>ly an age 9 him4 ,%e m ?an once told me t he began to draw z soon z he c\ld hold a p5cil1 & t f 8 tw5tie? mon? to provide him ) "o & a piece ( blank pap] 0 ! sure/ means ( quiet+ 8 mo/ turbul5t outbreaks4 ,ye>s aft]w>d1 n long be=e our m>riage1 8 fir/ s*oolmi/ress s5t me a spirit$ draw+ ( a horse :i* %e said he _h made = h] :5 n m ?an five ye>s old4 ,?is draw+ 0 produc$ 9 "o ( ! ,albany w>d s*ools1 & x pretty accurately =e%ad[$ all t he 0 to accompli% 9 !m !reaft]4 ,i d\bt if he ev] took k9dly to lessons obvi\sly giv54 ,ev5 9 pa9t+1 8 sole direct tuition 0 imp>t$ by ,james ,h>t & ext5d$ ov] two weeks only4 ,:at he ne$$1 :at suit$ him1 he !n & always took 91 s to say1 ?r\gh 8 pores1 absorb+ :at he requir$1 leav+ o!r ?+s unt\*$1 & wre/l+ unaid$ ) 8 p]sonal problems4 ,greatly to 8 own aft] regret1 8 ord9>y s*ool+ end$ :5 he 0 ?irte54 ,b at ! "t 8 av]sion to s*ool-books & s*ool r\t9e dovetail$ to a m>vel ) ! p]suasion ( 8 relatives t x 0 "t = him to beg9 e>n+ 8 own livelihood4 ,he once told me t 8 s*ool-h\rs _h be5 l>gely sp5t 9 look+ ?r\gh ! w9d[s at ! ,gre5bu% hills on ! o!r side ( ! ,hudson1 & 9 long+ = ! "t to come :5 he c\ld g ov] !re 9 ! horse-boat ) pap] & p5cil to record a ne>] view4 ,nev]!less1 x 0 only = s*ool-books z su* t he _h an intimate av]sion4 ,9 o!r l9es all 0 fi% t came to 8 net4 ,h[ he obta9$ x ,i d n "k1 b a copy ( ,volney's 8,ru9s0 :i* he read at ?is p]iod color$ 8 op9ions 9 a way t he aft]w>d f\nd reason to regret4 ,b at ! "t x made him an irrev]5t1 amus$1 & precoci\s critic ( ! talk he he>d at ,conf]5ce-"t1 :5 it9]ant m9i/]s ?rong$ ! family bo>d4 ,illu/ration3 ,,norm&y ,,trees ,reproduc$ f ! orig9al pa9t+ 9 ! ,wil/a* ,collection1 ,philadelphia ,poetry ( c]ta9 k9ds attract$ him ?r\gh\t 8 life1 & v]se t greatly pleas$ him w\ld /amp itself indelibly on 8 memory4 ,once 9 a great :ile1 almo/ to ! la/1 ,i c\ld p]suade him to repeat to me ,keats's 8,ode on a ,grecian ,urn10 ) a l+]+ enunciation & a melan*oly *>m ( acc5t :i* a few ( 8 mo/ intimate fri5ds may likewise recall4 ,i especially rememb] "o night 9 ,vill]ville1 :5 we 7 alone out-(-doors 9 ! late moonlight1 await+ 9 va9 ! adv5t ( a night+ale said to h be5 he>d 9 ! neighborhood1 t he m ?an comp5sat$ me = its abs5ce by recit+ ! :ole ( ! same poet's l9es to t 8light-w+d ,dryad ( ! trees40 ,recit+1 ,i say1 b ! ^w is ill *os54 ,x 0 r a b>ely audible yet p]fectly di/9ct brea?+ out ( ! ineffable melan*oly & remot5ess ( ^? p]fect l9es4 ,hom] 0 transf]r$ to 8 fa!r's c>p5t] %op on leav+ s*ool2 b ev5 t mo/ pati5t ( m5 came at la/ to ! reluctant conclusion t ! long1 sl5d] f+]s :i* c\ld n refra9 f ornam5t+ smoo?ly plan$ bo>ds ) irrelevant trees & m\nta9s 7 ( no use at all 9 h&l+ saws & *isels4 ,a %opkeep] ) :om he 0 next plac$ z cl]k1 mu* aga9/ ! boy's own w1 soon dis*>g$ him = incorrigible--p]haps prem$itat$--rud5ess to cu/om]s4 ,"o ( ^!1 :o 0 a "y cl]ic 9 ! ,episcopalian ,sem9>y 9 ,n9? ,av5ue1 ,new ,york ,city1 :5 he told me ! /ory1 describ$ 9 words too graphic to quote1 ! mann] 9 :i*1 z a *ild1 he _h once be5 driv5 out ( ! %op & all memory ( :at he 0 s5t = out ( 8 m9d1 by ! ?und]\s sc[l & wra?-freight$ tone & t]ms 9 :i* ,hom] inquir$ :at he want$4 ,he 0 next introduc$ into ! ar*itect's (fice ( a relative1 :5ce he 0 elim9at$1 p>tly because 8 c\s9 ?\ght ! inevitable l&scapes t decorat$ 8 plans totally sup]flu\s1 b also on acc\nt ( ,hom]'s cong5ital inability to see p]p5dicul> l9es di/9ctly4 ,i ?9k ,i nev] saw him draw an upright ( any sort )\t fir/ lay+ 8 pap] or canvas on its side4 ,:5 ! ,civil ,w> broke out1 %ortly be=e our m>riage1 & he pres5t$ himself = ! draft1 x 0 ?is defect ( vision :i* caus$ ! exam9]s to reject him4 ,e attempt at h>ness+ him to a beat5 track ( obvi\s utility & pres5t productiv5ess hav+ t]m9at$ disa/r\sly1 f ! pat]nal po9t ( view1 ,e4 ,d4 ,palm]1 ! ,albany sculptor1 f9ally succe$$ 9 p]suad+ ! eld] ,hom] ,m>t9 t 8 son's tal5t & incl9ation = art 7 too m>k$ & exclusive to p]mit ( 8 success 9 any o!r pursuit4 ,!nce=w>d--he 0 p]haps sixte5--he 0 left free to foll[ ! b5t ( 8 g5ius4 ,i d n "k :]e he pa9t$ at fir/2 p]haps at home4 ,lat] on1 he _h a /udio 9 ! old ,museum ,build+1 at ! junction ( ,/ate ,/reet & ,broadway4 ,james ,h>t _h previ\sly occupi$ x1 & x 0 probably !re t = a =tnight he act$ z ,hom]'s in/ructor4 ,!re 7 o!r pa9t]s 9 ,albany at ! "t3 ,william ,h>t1 ,george ,b\ghton1 ,edw>d ,gay1 p]haps "o or two o!rs1 ) all ( :om he 0 intimate & ^: /udios he frequ5t$4 ,b\ghton w5t abroad n long aft]1 &1 :5 he 0 9 ,france1 once wrote to ,launt ,?ompson 9 mo/ en?usia/ic t]ms conc]n+ ! l&scapes ( ,corot1 ^: great vogue _h h>dly yet begun1 b ) ^: "w ,b\ghton 0 at once en*ant$4 ,&1 9 describ+ x1 he rem>k$ t 8if ,hom] ,m>t9 _h be5 8 pupil he c\ld h>dly pa9t m l him40 ,x 0 n until long ye>s aft] t ,?ompson _h ! grace to repeat ! obs]vation to ,hom]1 & :5 at la/ he did s1 ! only reply he got 03 8,:y did y n tell me t ye>s ago1 :5 x w\ld h be5 ( "s s]vice to me80 ,= ,hom]1 too1 0 "o ( ! ,corot wor%ip]s f ! fir/4 ,x 0 9 ! ,museum /udio t ,i fir/ saw ,hom] ,m>t94 ,x 0 n until long aft]w>d t ,i le>n$--& n f him--t hav+ se5 me 9 ! /reet1 he delib]ately s\ght acqua9tance ) my elde/ bro!r1 l himself a lov] ( music & a frequ5t] ( ! local ,philh>monic ,society4 ,an invitation to visit ! /udio & br+ 8 si/]s soon foll[$4 ,to ! end ( 8 days1 ,i suppose1 ,hom] _h retic5ces ( t sort ) me4 ,at ! "t ,i speak ( he 0 already locally kn[n z a colori/ ( no mean capacity & a man ( g5ius4 ,i _h he>d 8 "n1 b only 9 connection ) t ( a de> fri5d & s*oolmate ( my own1 a beautiful1 gold5-hair$ little creature1 ) a voice z delightful z h] p]son1 :om he 0 said to be foll[+ ev]y:]e %e w5t4 ,!y nev] met until aft] our m>riage1 :i* prec$$ h] own4 ,i w5t "o aft]noon ) my bro!r to see 8 pictures & 8 /udio4 ,! latt] /ruck me z ! mo/ untidy room ,i _h ev] ent]$4 ,i rememb] 8 ru%+ to ?r[ ?+s beh9d a l>ge scre54 ,i 0 n us$ to pa9t+s4 ,su* z ,i _h se5 _h seem$ to me m]e daubs to :i* any good engrav+ w\ld be altoge!r pref]able4 ,b on t aft]noon !re 0 a l>ge unf9i%$ l&scape on ! easel1 :i* ev5 to my unpractis$ eye convey$ ! promise ( beauty4 ,x 0 a commission1 pa9t$ = a ,mr4 ,?omas ( ,albany1 if ,i d n mi/ake4 ,!re 7 two great b\ld]s lift+ _! heads out ( a %all[ =egr\nd brook1 & "o day1 mu* lat]1 :5 ,i 0 !re1 he pa9t$ 8 own initials on "o ( !m & m9e on ! o!r1 b--z 0 always 8 habit :5 he rememb]$ to sign 8 pictures at all--9 t9ts diff]+ s slightly f t ( ! surface on :i* he inscrib$ !m z to be sc>cely di/+ui%able f x4 ,illu/ration3 ,,! ,,dunes ,reproduc$ f ! orig9al wat] color 9 ! collection ( ,mr4 ,wm4 ,macbe? ,we 7 m>ri$ 9 my fa!r's h\se dur+ ! fir/ ye> ( ! ,civil ,w>1 on ! tw5ty-fif? ( ,june1 #ahfa1 & w5t (f ! same day to ,tw9 ,lakes1 ,connecticut4 ,i /ill h ! fir/ sket* 9 oils :i* he made out-(-doors t season3 a b>ley-field1 mead[ l& 9 ! middle di/ance1 gray-gre5 trees beyond4 ,two or ?ree br[n b\ld]s1 o!rs m]ely p5cil$ 91 lie on ! left ( ! =egr\nd4 ,! delicate heads ( gra9 are sway+ 9 a light breeze4 ,p]haps he did n d mu* 9 ! way ( visible "w t summ]4 ,at all ev5ts1 ,i d n n[ recall any4 ,b 9 "s subsequ5t w9t] he embodi$ 8 recollections ( ! place & "t 9 a delightful l&scape4 ,all 8 life long1 ,i ?9k1 8 results 7 arriv$ at m by means ( a sl[1 only half delib]ate absorption :5 out-(-doors ?an by a wilful ef=t to record !m at ! "t4 ,yet ! "o exception to t /atem5t :i* ,i di/9ctly recall is a v great "o3 ! ,we/*e/] ,hills1 :i* is ?\ght by _m to be 8 mo/ p]fect l&scape4 ,x 0 pa9t$ entirely en ple9 air1 & _m a day ,i sat close by1 read+ al\d or knitt+ :ile x 0 9 progress4 ,he nev] got s mu* z an (f] = x1 nor 0 x until m ?an two ye>s aft] 8 dea? t a pur*as] 0 f\nd suffici5tly v5turesome to end a long hesitation by pay+ #a1jjj to obta9 x4 ,he 0 pres5tly rew>d$ = 8 tem]ity1 ,i am happy to say1 = :5 he put x up at auction a few mon?s lat]1 x br\ght him #d1gej4 ,! second pur*as] 0 /ill m =tunate1 resell+ x = #e1cjj4 ,nei!r ( u ev] revisit$ ,tw9 ,lakes4 ,lat] 9 ! season we w5t to ! f>mh\se ( ,mr4 ,?addeus ,dewey1 ne> ,=t ,ann1 ,n4 ,y41 :]e we rema9$ until late 9 ! autumn4 99 99 99 99 99 ,my husb& reta9$ 8 ,albany /udio until ! w9t] ( #ahfb-fc1 :5 he w5t to ,new ,york & = "s mon?s pa9t$ 9 ! /udio ( ,mr4 ,james ,smillie4 ,x c\ld h>dly h be5 e>li] ?an ! w9t] ( #ahfd-fe t aft] _m ef=ts he succe$$ 9 f9d+ an empty /udio 9 ! ,t5? ,/reet ,/udio ,build+--a little1 skylight$ room on ! top corridor :i* he occupi$ cont9u\sly until he resign$ x be=e sail+ = ,engl& ! second "t 9 ! fall ( #ahha4 ,8 =ty-fif? bir?day came :ile he 0 on %ipbo>d4 ,i foll[$ him to ,london 9 ! succe$+ ,june4 ,8 ne>e/ neighbors 9 ! ,/udio ,build+ = _m ye>s 7 ,san=d ,r4 ,gif=d1 ,ri*>d ,hubb>d1 ,c4 ,c4 ,griswold1 & ,j4 ,g4 ,br[n4 ,j]vis ,mc,entee & 8 *>m+ wife 7 on ! corridor next bel[2 s 0 ,julian ,scott4 ,ea/man ,johnson & ,launt ,?ompson 7 on ! gr\nd floor4 ,i ?9k t ,john ,la ,f>ge mu/ h come a little lat]4 ,at any rate1 ,i d n rememb] him be=e ! w9t] ( #ahfg-fh4 ,fail+1 z (t5 happ5$1 to f9d my husb& 9 8 own /udio1 ,i w5t "o day to t ( ,mr4 ,la ,f>ge on ! same corridor 9 se>* ( him4 ,he 0 n !re ei!r1 b ,i /ill reta9 a v di/9ct recollection ( ,mr4 ,la ,f>ge1 face & *>act]i/ic attitude ( d\btful welcome = intrud]s quickly *ang+ z he div9$ my id5tity1 ask$ me to ent]1 & s began a fri5d%ip /ill unbrok54 ,( c\rse1 ,hom] _h talk$ a good deal to me ab\t him4 ,c]ta9 que/ions :i* _h be5 press+ on my m9d ) increas+ p]si/5ce ev] s9ce my fa!r's dea? 9 #ahff1 v spe$ily f\nd expression 9 a sort ( p]sonal cate*ism conc]n+ 8 h]$it>y fai? :i* he1 p]haps1 may likewise recall4 ,we 7 fairly prosp]\s 9 ^? e>ly ye>s1 or might h be5 if we _h be5 con/itut$ diff]5tly4 8,!re is mu* virtue 9 ,if40 ,hom]'s l&scapes 7 (t5 commission$1 & seldom rema9$ long on 8 easel 9 any case aft] !y 7 f9i%$4 ,b x 0 nev] possible to c\nt on any def9ite t]m z t ( _! probable completion4 ,he 0 a man ( _m moods1 & t "o ( !m 9 :i* he c\ld pa9t & be satisfi$ aft] a fa%ion ) :at he pa9t$1 0 ! mo/ irregul> & unc]ta9 ( !m all4 ,he did n possess 8 g5ius b 0 possess$ by x4 ,8 fall[ p]iods 7 _m4 ,:5 !y pass$ away1 ! fir/ sign t se$s _h begun to spr\t aga9 0 (t5 ! entire scrap+ out ( a l&scape t to o!rs _h seem$ to ne$ only ! f9al t\*es4 ,i ask$ him once 9 lat] ye>s1 at a "t :5 !re 0 e ne$ = ex]tion 7 x possible1 :y he did n pa9t4 ,x 0 9 #ahha4 8,i _c pa9t10 said he4 8,i d n "k :]e ! impulse comes f1 nor :y x /ays away4 ,all ,i "k is t :5 x comes ,i c d no?+ else b pa9t2 :5 x goes ,i c d no?+ b dawdle40 ,t 0 absolutely true4 ,x 0 also v inconv5i5t4 ,b 9 t e>li] p]iod ) :i* ,i am /ill conc]n$1 8 pictures = ye>s br\ght him an income :i* av]ag$ betwe5 two & ?ree ?\s& doll>s1 sometimes m ?an t4 ,x 0 w>-"t & aft]4 ,prices 7 high = ev]y?+4 ,money came at irregul> int]vals1 (t5 s prolong$ t1 :5 x did come1 x _h to be *iefly employ$ 9 ! process he once describ$ z 8mopp+ up debts20 a k9d ( indu/ry to :i* he f\nd me p]si/5tly addict$4 ,nei!r ( u took z mu* ?\ght = ! morr[ z p]haps we might h done _h n ! morr[s !mselves seem$ s unc]ta9 a quantity4 ,life us$ to pres5t itself to me at t "t z a n>r[ pa? lead+ betwe5 precipices1 across turbul5t brooks1 ov] /ones t 7 slipp]y z well z %>p1 & ^: end 0 n[h]e 9 sight4 ,9 fact1 x nev] did become visible until1 turn+ at "s unexpect$ angle1 our cul-de-sac w\ld prove to h _h a hidd5 outlet aft] all4 ,p]haps ?is 0 :y our frequ5tly recurr+ difficulties tr\bl$ u m & taught u less ?an !y might h done "u diff]5t circum/ances4 ,9 ! complex ( life we ourselves 7 circum/ances4 ,once1 9 lat] ye>s1 he casually rem>k$ t ,i _h nev] giv5 him a *ance to get tir$ ( me1 because he nev] knew :at ,i w\ld d next4 ,c any "o give :at "o has n got8 ,illu/ration3 ,,on ,,! ,,hudson ,reproduc$ f ! orig9al pa9t+ ?r\gh ! c\rtesy ( ,john ,m4 ,rob]tson1 ,esq4 ,meantime1 we f\nd life ent]ta9+ z well z p]plex+ & difficult4 ,our little boys 7 heal?y1 intellig5t & good-temp]$4 ,hom]'s "w1 :5 he c\ld once settle d[n to x1 0 always able to div]t 8 m9d f e o!r preoccupation4 ,i _h be5 writ+ book reviews occasionally ev] s9ce ! e>ly spr+ ( #ahfa = ! 8,lead]10 to :i* pap] an article ( m9e conc]n+ ,mrs4 ,rebecca ,h>d+ ,davis's fir/ novel _h be5 s5t "u a pseudonym by ! bro!r ,i h already ref]r$ to1 :o 0 a fri5d ( t ecc5tric g5ius1 ,h5ry ,clapp4 ,lat] on1 ,i wrote once 9 a :ile = ! 8,r\nd ,table10 &1 aft] "s date 9 #ahff1 :5 ,au]ba*'s 8,on ! ,heights0 0 s5t me f ! 8,nation0 editorial rooms = review1 pretty /eadily = t p]iodical4 ,our fri5ds 7 int]e/+ to bo? ( u4 ,if ,hom] ev] 8talk$ %op10 at lea/ ,i nev] he>d him1 & ! m5 ^: company he in/9ctively s\ght 7 nev] pa9t]s2 or1 s9ce ,i mu/ make an exception 9 ! case ( ,john ,la ,f>ge1 !y 7 nev] m]ely t4 ,he _h a great capacity = love1 & ! two m5 :om he lov$ be/ 7 critics 9 ! l>ge s5se3 ,john ,ri*>d ,d5nett1 f ! fir/ "t !y met until 8 untimely dea? 9 #ahgd2 & ,william ,c4 ,br[nell f t p]iod1 or p]haps be=e x1 until ! end4 ,pa9t+ 0 8 own sole means ( adequate expression4 ,p]haps ,i ought n to say t4 ,i may n be an adequate judge1 & c]ta9ly ,i h he>d great ?+s ab\t 8 reputation z a talk] at ! ,c5tury ,club4 ,b to me1 f fir/ to la/1 he nev] talk$ ab\t imp]sonal subjects--p]haps because he c\ld n consid] any?+ t affect$ me 9 a purely imp]sonal light4 ,i always read al\d to him a great deal1 b ! books & topics :i* int]e/$ me mo/ aft] #ahgj nev] int]e/$ him at all4 ,until !n we _h bo? be5 turn+ our intellectual se>*lights 9 e conceivable intellectual direction4 ,at t p]iod m9e /eadi$ on its prop] c5tre & ve]$ no m4 ,b to ! v end ,i cont9u$ to read to him :atev] he desir$ to he>4 ,nev]!less1 ev5 ?\gh he 0 too _m-sid$ n to f9d issue 9 m ?an "o direction1 8 pictures are ! only p]man5t result ( 8 imp]ative ne$ = self-expression4 ,he always dete/$ :at he call$ lit]>y pictures--pictures1 t is1 t told or tri$ to tell a /ory4 ,& yet ,i ?9k x true to say t if he is supreme z a colori/ x is l>gely because color 0 to him an in/rum5t1 n an end4 ,he us$ x z a poet uses words4 ,he made x reflect n s mu* :at is obvi\s 9 nature z t duplex image into :i* ext]nal nature fus$ itself ) him1 :o 0 also a "p ( nature4 ,to me1 ?is is :at individualizes 8 pictures4 ,i ?9k x impossible to mi/ake !m4 ,:5 he 0 9 ,engl& ! second "t1 ,i w5t to ! art rooms ( ,mr4 ,lan?i]1 :om ,i _h au?oriz$ to obta9 f ,william ,s*aus a l&scape ,i _h nev] se51 & :i* _h be5 = "s mon?s tuck$ away 9 an upp] room inaccessible to visitors4 ,i1 at lea/1 _h be5 refus$ a sight ( x :5 ,i w5t to ! ,s*aus gall]y = t purpose4 ,! att5dant told me !y did n exhibit ,am]ican pictures4 ,lan?i] obta9$ possession ( x1 & :5 ,i saw x ,i rem>k$ t1 z usual1 x 0 unsign$4 8,unsign$60 prote/$ he4 8,x is sign$ f ! top ( ! canvas to ! bottom4 ,no "o 9 ! _w c\ld h pa9t$ x b ,hom] ,m>t940 ,he sold x a few days lat] to ,mr4 ,sidney de ,kay1 ^: family1 ,i believe1 /ill possesses x4 ,hom] w5t abroad = ! fir/ "t 9 #ahgf1 9 company ) ! late ,dr4 ,jacob ,s4 ,mo%]1 an ,albany fri5d ( bo? ( u s9ce be=e our m>riage1 & at t p]iod qu>ant9e physician ( ! port ( ,new ,york4 ,!y w5t to ,france & ,holl&1 p]haps to ,belgium1 z well z to ,engl&4 ,h[ f> !y p5etrat$ into ,france ,i d n rememb]1 b ,i d recall--?\gh :5 ,mr4 ,*>les de ,kay wrote to ask ! "q "s ?ree ye>s s9ce ,i _h =gott5--t !y visit$ ,b>bizon & probably "s ( ! pa9t]s ^: classic gr\nd x 01 & t ,hom] made "s p5cil+s bo? !re & at ,sa9t-,cl\d4 ,!y 7 abs5t = "s consid]able "t1 & x 0 at ?is p]iod t he made acqua9tance ) ! late ,james ,mc,neill ,:i/l]4 ,he sail$ = ,engl& ! second "t 9 ,octob]1 #ahha1 & ,i jo9$ him 9 ,london e>ly 9 ! next ,july4 ,on ! 8glori\s ,f\r?0 we visit$ ,mr4 ,:i/l]'s /udio1 :]e ,hom] _h occasionally pa9t$4 ,i ?9k x mu/ h be5 !re t he pa9t$1 late 9 ! previ\s autumn1 a delightful ,newport l&scape :i* 0 b\ght at ! ,arti/ ,fund sale ( t season by ,mr4 ,lan?i] = ,mr4 ,*>les de ,kay4 ,:i/l]'s beautiful portrait ( 8 "m--:i* ,i aft]w>d saw 9 ,p>is at ! ,salon--0 on ! easel1 & x is ! only "o ( 8 pictures :i* ,i di/9ctly recollect4 ,!re 7 "s 8nocturnes0 on ! walls1 & !y 7 d\btless wor? rememb]+4 ,b ,i nev] w5t !re aga91 & on ?is occasion my att5tion 0 rivet$ by ! arti/ & 8 surr\nd+s1 alike spectacul> & biz>re1 ! man grotesque z a c>icature 9 attitude & aspect1 ! rooms all pale blue & lemon-yell[1 ev5 to ! _m vases & ! fl[]s !re9 conta9$4 ,he said a good _m ?+s1 n "o ( :i* 0 ,i able to recall1 s lo/ 0 ,i 9 contemplation ( ! g5]al oddity ( him & 8 *os5 environm5t4 8,:at did y ?9k ( him80 ask$ ,hom] aft] we came away4 8,:y didn't y talk8 ,y nev] said a ?+40 8,i 0 afraid to op5 my lips10 said ,i1 8le/ ,i %\ld involunt>ily tell him to %ake t fea!r out ( 8 hair4 ,he mu/ h _h 8 head buri$ 9 a pill[ be=e we w5t 940 8,i wi% y _h60 said he ) a laugh4 8,t is ,jimmy's fea!r4 ,he delights 9 hav+ x notic$40 ,i _h obs]v$ t he b[$ pr(\ndly on our introduction & s br\ght x into />+ evid5ce2 b ,i c\ld sc>cely believe1 ev5 on te/imony1 t ! prem$itat$ effect 0 produc$ by a q unprem$itat$ lock ( gray hair4 ,illu/ration3 ,,blossom+ ,,trees ,reproduc$ f ! orig9al pa9t+ ?r\gh ! c\rtesy ( ,mrs4 ,*>les ,o4 ,gates ,! especial occasion = ?is second visit to ,engl& 0 ! mak+ ( "s draw+s illu/rative ( places m5tion$ 9 ! novels ( ,?ack]ay & ,george ,eliot4 ,he _h be5 !re = "s mon?s & !y 7 h>dly m ?an begun1 b aft] ,i came he work$ at !m pretty /eadily4 ,x 0 an und]tak+ :i* he did n at all enjoy1 b :i* circum/ances _h made imp]ative4 ,:5 he fir/ told me ( x 9 ! previ\s summ]1 he made x evid5t t he ?\ght su* a commission d]ogatory to 8 dignity z a pa9t]4 ,:e!r x 0 t 8 pictures 7 sell+ less readily1 or because ! pa9t+ mood came ) less imp]ative frequ5cy1 ,i d n "k1 b he 0 unusually despond5t4 ,! idea ( ! voyage 0 pleasant 9 itself4 ,"o ( 8 nev] fulfill$ long+s 0 to cross ! ocean 9 a sail+ vessel4 ,8 ,arti/ ,fund picture 0 ne>ly due & c\ld be pa9t$ on ! o!r side2 he ?\ght ! price ( ! draw+s w\ld pay all 8 o!r exp5ses4 ,& :5 an unexpect$ /roke ( good =tune made x possible = me to jo9 him1 8 sky cle>$ up4 ,i d n rememb] :e!r ! ,engli% draw+s 7 successful2 ,i d "k t !y 7 t>dy 9 rea*+ ! ,new ,york (fice ( ,! ,c5tury ,company1 = ^: magaz9e !y _h be5 de/9$1 & t :51 9 ! ensu+ ye>1 he s5t ! same publi%]s a set ( ,vill]ville draw+s1 accompani$ by a sket* he _h sugge/$ my writ+ ab\t t delightful haunt ( pa9t]s1 ,mr4 ,gild] wrote me1 aft] "s delay1 t !y _h be5 mu* int]e/$ 9 my article1 b t _! art dep>tm5t 0 n satisfi$ ) ! draw+s4 ,x 0 subsequ5tly publi%$ 9 ! 8,ca?olic ,_w10 unaccompani$ by ! illu/rations1 t magaz9e n !n hav+ begun to produce any4 ,9 ,octob] ( t ye>1 ! completion ( ! la/ draw+ co9cid$ ) ! arrival 9 ,london ( an old ,new ,york fri5d1 ! late ,mr4 ,bryant ,godw91 & an invitation to sp5d "s weeks 9 ,norm&y ) ! family ( ano!r1 ,w4 ,j4 ,h5nessy1 ! well-kn[n arti/ & illu/rator4 ,!re 0 no fur!r reason = delay 9 ,engl&1 & ! ?ree ( u cross$ ! ,*annel "o night by ! ,s\?ampton boat4 ,i h nev] =gott5 my fir/ sight ( ! ,fr5* %ore next morn+4 8,i don't wond] n[ at ,r\sseau's color10 ,i said to ,hom]2 8h[ c\ld he help x80 ,x _h be5 our int5tion to return to ,new ,york aft] a brief visit ) ! ,h5nessys1 :o _h be5 liv+ = ye>s 9 a picturesque & pleasant way at ,p5n$epie1 an agricultural hamlet on ! road betwe5 ,honfleur & ,tr\ville1 :]e !y occupi$ a roomy & qua9tly furni%$ old manor j opposite ! village *ur*4 ,b we f\nd ! place1 ! p1 & ! neighbor+ views alike delightful1 & :5 news arriv$1 e>ly 9 our /ay1 ( a consid]able sum to 8 cr$it :i* _h be5 ly+ = "s mon?s uncall$ = at ! ,am]ican ,ex*ange1 ,london1 :]e x _h be5 s5t to 8 fir/ address by ,mr4 ,james ,/illman1 ,hom] decid$ on rema9+ 9 ,norm&y4 ,to h return$ to ,new ,york j !n w\ld h be5 a di/9ct loss to bo? ( u 9 _m ways4 ,i look back on ! "t we sp5t 9 ,vill]ville z ! mo/ tranquil & satisfactory p]iod ( our life toge!r4 ,t little fi%+ village1 dom9at$ by ! t[] ( a *ur* erect$ :5 ! elev5? c5tury 0 "y1 9 ?anksgiv+ because ! =ebod$ end ( ! _w _h n come 9 ! ye> #ajjj1 lies ab\t midway betwe5 ,honfleur & ,tr\ville1 at an easy walk f ,p5n$epie4 ,equidi/ant f ei!r place /&s ! ivy-gr[n *ur* ( ,criquebuf1 belov$ ( arti/s1 & made by ,hom] ! !me ( "o ( 8 be/ pictures4 ,9 ! same grassy enclosure on ! "r ( ! pond into :i* ?is old *ur* dips its foot1 he f\nd two m delightful subjects4 ,"o ( !m is embodi$ on "o ( 8 la/ canvases1 ! 8,norm&y ,f>m10 n[ own$1 ,i believe1 by ,mr4 ,bloom+dale ( ,new ,york4 ,x 0 b\ght 9 ! fir/ place by ,mr4 ,w4 ,t4 ,evans1 a week or s be=e my husb&'s dea?4 ,! o!r1 a view ( a des]t$ manor1 %[+ dimly ?r\gh a veil ( gho/ly trees1 :i* ,mrs4 ,h5nessy decl>$ ought to be call$ 8,! ,haunt$ ,h\se10 0 f9i%$ 9 ,new ,york aft] 8 return = an e>ly fri5d1 ,dr4 ,d4 ,m4 ,/imson1 to :om = _m ye>s he _h be5 greatly atta*$4 ,i ?9k x 0 exhibit$ at ! ,*icago ,_w's ,fair4 ,illu/ration3 ,,! ,,haunt$ ,,h\se ,reproduc$ f ! orig9al pa9t+ ?r\gh ! c\rtesy ( ,dr4 ,d4 ,m4 ,/imson ,vill]ville _h = ye>s be5 ?rong$ 9 summ] & fall by pa9t]s1 ,fr5*1 ,engli%1 & ,am]ican2 p]haps x is s /ill4 ,guillemet _h be5 !re = tw5ty consecutive seasons2 ,duez _h built himself a h\se & /udio ) a ,norman t[]4 ,/anley ,re9h>t came bo? summ]s :ile we 7 !re1 ) t mo/ sweet wife ( 8 & _! pretty little *ildr54 ,! ,=bes-,rob]tsons _h a little villa = a :ile1--! p>5ts1 t is1 & ,miss ,frances1 !n a girl ( sixte52 & ! actor son mu/ h sp5t "s consid]able "p ( 8 vacation ) !m1 = ,i recall a r animat$ discussion we _h "o night1 pac+ up & d[n ! e/acade 9 ! moonlight1 :5 he declaim$ 9 s ard5t a fa%ion ab\t ! intr9sic & extr9sic glories ( ,engl&1 t a m]e s5se ( equilibrium made ! int]jection ( a 8,:at ab\t ,irel&8 ,:at ab\t ,india80 seem to me inevitable4 8,oh6 unju/1 if y insi/10 said he4 8,b ,i am an ,engli%man--,scot* z a matt] ( fact1 ,i suppose4 ,& y mu/ admit t a man is b\nd to /& up = 8 c\ntry1 "r or wrong40 ,x is a s5tim5t ,i h nev] be5 able to und]/&4 ,"s ( u1 ,i suppose1 are born cosmopolitans1 or else look =w>d to 8an abid+ city :]e9 dwelle? ju/ice10 s9ce n ev5 patriotism c insi/ t x has a local abid+ place "h4 ,& t rem9ds me ( ano!r incid5t belong+ to ! w9t] "t1 :51 z !re 0 n an ,engli%-speak+ s\l 9 ! entire neighborhood except ourselves1 our l&lord "o day br\ght me 9 despair a lady ^: v]nacul> x 01 accompani$ by a ,fr5* bonne & two little *ildr5 z apple-fac$ & ruddy z ,polly ,toodles' babies4 ,%e expla9$ t %e 0 ! wife ( a major 9 ! ,engli% army1 & _h b j return$ ) him f ,india2 also1 t :ile !re %e _h read su* a gl[+ description ( ! beauties ( ,vill]ville 9 a copy ( 8,! ,que510 t %e _h det]m9$ to exam9e !m = h]self4 ,i did :at ,i c\ld = h] 9 ! way ( f9d+ a furni%$ ap>tm5t1 & be=e !y _h remov$ to x1 w5t "o morn+ to return h] call at "o ( ! hotels4 ,i f\nd h] & ! major at a late breakfa/1 ) ! ,engli% newspap]s ly+ ab\t4 ,! p]iod ant$at$ ,mr4 ,joseph ,*amb]la9's *ange ( 8 political coat1 ! ,iri% "q 0 well to ! front1 & my new acqua9tances spoke ,engli% ) "o ( ! mo/ sonor\s brogues t _h ev] greet$ my e>4 ,"h 0 a case 9 :i* my own sympa?ies & ! presumable ones ( my audi5ce seem$ naturally to invite a mod]ate expression ( views on a curr5t topic4 ,dead sil5ce fell = a mom5t aft] ,i _h /opp$ speak+4 ,!n ! major said ) an acc5t t positively project$3 8,excuse me1 b ,i am ,engli%3 t is to say1 ,i am ,iri%1 b ( ! l&lord class60 ,x 0 simply a matt] ( ! po9t ( view4 ,x 0 ?is "q ( ! seasons1 ,i ?9k1 :i* *iefly necessitat$ my le>n+ ! language :i* 0 aft]w>d ( s mu* use to bo? ( u up to ! v end4 ,x also necessitat$ a m incessant companion%ip ?an at any p]iod 0 ev] possible 9 ! city ( ! ,c5tury ,club4 ,x 0 easy to pick up ,fr5* en\gh to c>ry on su* int]c\rse z 0 absolutely necess>y ) ! p ab\t u1 b my s]i\s /udy ( x 0 und]tak5 9 ! fir/ place 9 ord] t ,i might cont9ue to read al\d to ,hom] 9 ! ev5+s aft] ! available supply ( ,engli% novels & p]iodicals _h be5 exhau/$4 ,i began ) ,ab\t's 8,roi des ,montagnes10 my me?od be+ to read a s5t5ce to accu/om 8 e> & my tongue to ! unfamili> s\nds1 & =?) to translate x lit]ally4 ,( c\rse1 ,i _h tea*]s1 "o ( :om _h taught ?is1 h] native language1 9 a ,london private s*ool1 :ile a second 0 at ! "t pr(essor ( ,engli% 9 ! ,college ( ,honfleur4 ,curi\s ,engli% x mu/ h be56 ,b he 0 praisewor?ily anxi\s to increase 8 own k z well z m9e4 ,b ! be/ "o ( ! ?ree 0 a delightful woman1 ,mademoiselle ,lemonni]1 ! village po/mi/ress1 :o did n "k a ^w ( ,engli% al?\gh h] "m _h be5 an ,engli%woman4 ,%e 0 v well read & intellig5t z well z companionable & k9dly4 ,i _h appli$ to h]1 :5 my fir/ in/ructress f\nd x impossible to come any long]1 to f9d me ano!r4 ,we already knew ea* o!r pretty well1 & :5 %e said1 8,if y w let me tea* y = love1 ,i w d x myself1 b if y insi/ on pay+1 ,i w inquire = "s "o else10 x 0 simply a new v]sion ( ,hobson's *oice4 ,i c\ld n h done bett] 9 any case4 ,:5 ,hom] w5t abroad = ! la/ "t1 he made a po9t ( cross+ ! ,*annel to visit ,mademoiselle ,lemonni]4 ,sl5d] z 7 _! means ( communication1 !y _h manag$ to und]/& & sympa?ize ) ea* o!r v completely1 a /rong s5se ( humor on ei!r side help+ greatly to t consummation4 ,illu/ration3 ,,! ,,criqueb,,uf ,,*ur* ,reproduc$ f ! orig9al draw+ ?r\gh ! c\rtesy ( ,dr4 ,d4 ,m4 ,/imson ,we liv$ 9 ,vill]ville = n9ete5 mon?s4 ,an excell5t /udio ) two adjac5t rooms _h be5 arrang$ = u be=e our arrival1 & we lun*$ & d9$ at ,madame ,cornu's hotel1 provid+ our breakfa/ 9 our own qu>t]s4 ,a qua9t old ,engli% prie/ :om ,i knew 9 ,london1 & :o _h to ! full ! h]$it>y prejudice aga9/ 8,johnny ,crapaud10 _h w>n$ me n m]ely ( :at he believ$ to be ! preval5t ,jans5ism :i* w\ld prev5t s frequ5t an approa* to ! sacram5ts z ,i _h be5 accu/om$ to1 b aga9/ ! *eat+1 ! consci5celess ?iev]y to :i* he assur$ me we w\ld be subject$ on all sides4 8,i w\ld n sp5d a f>?+ 9 ,france60 said he4 ,well1 9 ,p>is1 p]haps1 ?\gh ,i _h no p]sonal exp]i5ce ( x ev5 !re4 ,b 9 ,vill]ville1 & aft]w>d 9 ,honfleur1 !re 0 absolutely no exception to ! p]fect cordiality1 absolute tru/1 & g5tle polit5ess :i* greet$ u on all sides4 ,i h nev] met any?+ l x else:]e save 9 ! p>i% ( ! ,pauli/ ,fa!rs 9 ,new ,york4 ,i speak f :at may be call$ exhau/ive k1 s9ce !re 0 a p]iod1 be=e we left ! =m] place1 :5 we 7 out ( money = s long t :5 at la/ we 7 able to settle ,madame ,cornu's bill x am\nt$ to ! consid]able sum ( two ?\s& francs4 ,i _h ask$ h] "s "t previ\sly if %e 7 n 9 ne$ ( x1 b only to receive ! smil+ answ]3 8,:5 ,madame pleases4 ,we are nei!r ( u robb]s40 ,s 9 ,honfleur1 :]e1 aft] we _h be5 domicil$ = a mon? or s1 & _h f\nd our fre% bread & rolls on ! kit*5-w9d[ l$ge e morn+1 ,i w5t to ! bak] to inquire = & settle 8 acc\nt4 8,b1 ,madame10 object$ ! fre%-*eek$ "y woman 9 *>ge1 8we h kept no acc\nt4 ,does n ,madame "k h[ mu* x is h]self80 8,:y1 yes10 said ,i2 8y h br\ght s mu* = s _m days at su* a price40 8,c'e/ a0 %e smil$4 8,:atev] ,madame says40 ,& ?is1 aga91 rem9ds me ( ,madame ,cornu & h] rem>kable bill4 ,!re _h be5 a price set 9 ! fir/ place ( s mu* a day = our two meals1 :i* 7 always abundant & well-cook$4 ,i knew ! dates & 0 ready ) ! exact sum4 ,b :5 my tally 0 plac$ beside h] bill !re 0 a discrepancy aris+ f ! fact t ,hom] w\ld sometimes be abs5t f ! midday meal by reason ( a sket*+ excursion or some?+ ( ! sort1 & %e 0 nev] notifi$ be=eh&4 ,yet on e su* occasion a d$uction _h be5 scrupul\sly made4 ,su* an exp]i5ce nev] befell u else:]e4 ,to ,hom] also ,vill]ville 0 z delightful z any place c\ld be :ile lack+ t social int]c\rse ) m5 ( bra9s & cultivation :i* 0 always 8 *ief pleasure & relaxation4 ,ye>s aft]w>d1 ,mr4 ,br[nell said "o ev5+ :5 we 7 all d9+ toge!r 9 ^? pleasant ap>tm5ts ( !irs on ,fifty-six? ,/reet1 t ! ?ree weeks :i* he & 8 wife _h sp5t !re ) u seem$ to him m l 8 idea ( heav5 ?an any?+ he rememb]$4 ,& he ask$ me :e!r ,i w\ld n l to live x all ov] aga94 ,9 retrospect1 yes2 z ,i h j be5 prov+4 ,b1 7 x possible 9 reality8 ,o no6 ,nev] h ,i se5 a day t has tempt$ me to say to x3 8,/ay1 ?\ art fair60 ,illu/ration3 ,,gold5 ,,s&s ,reproduc$ f ! orig9al pa9t+ ?r\gh ! c\rtesy ( ,mrs4 ,wm4 ,macbe? ,our soj\rn 9 ,vill]ville 0 a p>ticul>ly important "o = bo? ( u1 b 9 diff]5t ways4 ,= him x 0 a p]iod ( absorption r ?an ( production1 :ile1 on t v acc\nt1 exactly ! rev]se process w5t on 9 me4 ,i h already said x 0 at 8 sugge/ion t ,i accompani$ 8 ,vill]ville draw+s ) an article :i*1 ,mr4 ,br[nell aft]w>d wrote me1 0 l 8a ,m>t9 l&scape put into words40 ,hom] p]haps ?\ght s himself1 = he _h already said3 8,i see t y c pa9t ) words4 ,i wond] if y c set p 9 action4 ,:y n try80 ,:]eupon ,i made a "* sket* :i* ,mr4 ,ald51 ( 8,h>p]'s ,magaz9e10 decl9$ because 8x 0 too pa9ful10 b :i* ! !n editor ( 8,lipp9cott's0--,i ?9k 8 "n 0 ,kirk--f\nd too %ort1 & wrote me t if ,i w\ld l5g!n x out s t x %\ld be> less resemblance to a truncat$ cone1 he w\ld be glad to avail himself ( x4 ,:]eupon ,i recall$ x1 fi%$ up my h]o9e out ( an e>?quake on ! isl& ( ,capri :i* ,i _h all[$ to swall[ h]1 b :om ,i n[ une>!d1 none ! worse except 9 ! matt] ( a brok5 wri/1--,i ?9k x 0 a wri/1--& 9 a mon? or s receiv$ a v fair-siz$ *eck = ! tale ( h] exp]i5ces4 ,! same sort ( ext]ior pressure1 n any int]ior ne$ ( expression1 0 :at l$ to ! production ( a tale :i* ran = eighte5 mon?s z a s]ial 9 ! 8,ca?olic ,_w0 "u ! title ( 8,ka?>9e10 & dur+ t p]iod provid$ = our necess>y exp5ditures4 ,h5ry ,holt republi%$ x ) a new "n :i* he himself sugge/$4 ,i lik$ ! fir/ "o bett]1 b x made too little diff]5ce to me to make x wor? :ile to adh]e to my own views4 ,mr4 ,kirk1 by ! way1 _h also r5am$ my sket*3 t seems to be a privilege ) lit]>y sponsors1 ! lit]>y p>5t n be+ pres5t4 ,almo/ an entire *apt] 0 also elim9at$ f ! book1 because ! read]1 ^: "n ,i nev] knew1 object$ to x on ! gr\nd t x %[$ too pla9ly t 8,mrs4 ,m>t9 really believ$0 t a c]ta9 t5et ( h] fai? 0 absolutely true4 ,i began a second /ory on ! heels ( ?is "o1 b :5 x _h run to "s ?irty ?\s& words1 ,hom] object$ to x z c]ta9 to split ^u ! same dogmatic rock z its pr$ecessor1 & ,i laid x aside = a ?ird "o :i* atta9$ ! same proportions & pleas$ e "o :o !n or !reaft] read x bett] ?an ei!r ( its pr$ecessors4 ,b x _h ! mis=tune ( n specially int]e/+ me2 & yet !re 0 a baby 9 x ) ! second sight1 :o bade fair to develop into some?+ 8my/ic1 wond]ful10 9 c\rse ( "t1 if n int]f]$ )4 ,meantime1 ! imp]ative ne$ = production on my "p hav+ end$1 ,i put ! unf9i%$ manuscript 9 ! fire "s ?ree ye>s ago4 ,! second "o ,i complet$ aft] our return to ,new ,york1 & x 0 publi%$ "u ! title ( 8,john ,van ,al/yne's ,factory10 9 ! 8,ca?olic ,_w40 ,to ,hom] our life 9 ,france 0 *iefly se$-"t4 ,!re g]m9at$ 8 8,l[ ,tide at ,vill]ville10 ! 8,honfleur ,lights10 ! 8,criquebuf ,*ur*10 ! 8,norm&y ,trees10 ! 8,norm&y ,f>m10 ! 8,sun ,wor%ip]s10 & ! l&scape kn[n 9 ! ,metropolitan ,gall]y ( ,new ,york1 :]e x n[ hangs1 z a 8,view on ! ,se9e10--:i*1 9 /rictness1 x is n1--b = :i* 8 own title 0 8,! ,h>p ( ! ,w9ds40 ,i _h ask$ him :at he meant to call x1 &1 ) 8 *>act]i/ic av]sion to putt+ 8 deep] s5tim5ts into words1 he answ]$ t he suppos$ x w\ld seem too s5tim5tal to call x by ! "n ,i h j giv51 b t 0 :at x meant to him1 = he _h be5 ?9k+ ( music all ! :ile he 0 pa9t+ x4 ,& ?is rem9ds me ( a commission giv5 him by a music-lov] among 8 fri5ds dur+ our e>ly days 9 ,new ,york to 8pa9t a ,bee?ov5 symphony0 = him4 ,he did x1 too1 & to ! utmo/ satisfaction ( its possessor4 ,illu/ration3 ,,on ,,! ,,se9e 78,,h>p ,,( ,,! ,,w9ds07 ,reproduc$ f ! orig9al pa9t+ 9 ! ,metropolitan ,museum1 ,new ,york ,he us$ to c>ry ab\t ) him 9 ^? days a pocket sket*-book 9 :i* he not$ 8 impressions 9 wat]-color4 ,mr4 ,br[nell mu/ rememb] x1 & s1 ,i ?9k1 mu/ ,mr4 ,russell ,/urgis1 =1 be+ at our rooms dur+ my husb&'s la/ soj\rn on ! o!r side ( ! ,atlantic1 :5 he 0 kn[n to be afflict$ ) an incurable malady1 he said to me t if ,hom]'s ?+s 7 ev] put up = sale1 he w\ld l to become ! pur*as] ( ?is book4 ,my husb& nev] got ov] 8 *agr9 :5 x became evid5t t x mu/ h fall5 a prey to "s unscrupul\s pack] ( our h\sehold goods at ! "t :5 he conclud$ to foll[ me to ,/4 ,paul1 9 ,june1 #ahic4 ,he _h a suspicion t x might h f\nd its way to a pawnbrok]1 & nev] gave up hop+ = its ultimate recov]y4 ,x _h 9 x "s delightful m9iature bits ( "* & color4 ,x 0 9 ,vill]ville also t he began ! 8,s& ,dunes on ,lake ,ont>io10 n[ hang+ 9 ! ,metropolitan ,museum1 ,new ,york1 ) ! int5tion ( s5d+ x to ! ,salon4 ,b be=e x 0 complet$ he got into "o ( ^? hobbles :i* 7 n uncommon 9 8 exp]i5ce1 :5 ! m he tri$ to hurry ! less he 0 9 reality accompli%+4 ,x 0 9 no condition to be se5 :5 ! la/ day = s5d+ came1 z we bo? agre$1 yet he s5t x4 ,naturally en\gh1 x 0 reject$4 ,i ?9k t result surpris$ him less ?an x mom5t>ily annoy$ him4 ,he put ! canvas aside & = mon?s nev] t\*$ x4 ,b "o day dur+ ! next season1 :ile he 0 pa9t+ on x1 a ,fr5* l&scapi/ & 8 wife came to call ^u u4 ,i =get 8 "n4 ,he /udi$ x 9 sil5ce = a long "t4 ,!n turn+ to me1 he said3 8,y\r husb&'s "w rem9ds me /rongly ( t ( ,po9tel94 ,he mu/ s5d ?is canvas to ! next ,salon40 8,x has be5 !re once10 said ,i1 8& ! jury reject$ x10 add+1 because ( 8 evid5t surprise1 8,x 0 n !n 9 its pres5t condition40 8,nev]!less10 he repli$1 8,i _c und]/& a ,fr5* jury reject+ su* a picture 9 any /ate 9 :i* ,mr4 ,m>t9 w\ld h s5t x 9 at all40 ,i d n rememb] j :y we remov$ f ,vill]ville4 ,p]haps because ,hom] 0 able to obta9 9 ,honfleur a roomy & well-light$ /udio ap>t f our dwell+-place1 an arrangem5t :i* he always pref]r$4 ,! little city f :i* ,william ! ,norman set out on 8 conqu]+ exp$ition 9 #ajff _h n ! picturesque *>m ( ! village we left1 b possess$ comp5sat+ features 9 ! way ( ,engli% & ,am]ican neighbors4 ,our :ole soj\rn 9 ,france 01 9 fact1 delightful1 & p]haps ev5 m s to me ?an to my husb&4 ,?r\gh my "m !re 0 a good deal ( ,fr5* blood 9 my ve9s1 & 9 its ance/ral environm5t x ?robb$ ) a rhy?mic atavism unkn[n else:]e to my pulses4 ,i ?9k t not)/&+ ! excell5t light+ arrangem5ts ( 8 /udio1 my husb& did n complete mu* "w 9 ,honfleur4 8,! ,mussel ,ga!r]s10 to me "o ( ! mo/ impressive ( 8 lat] canvases1 0 f9i%$ !re1 & ?\gh ,i d n recall ano!r = ! ,arti/ ,fund ,sale1 ,i suppose !re mu/ h be5 "o4 ,a nev]-complet$ /udio int]ior ) a portrait ( me1 & reproductions 9 m9iature ( ! /udies hang+ on ! walls2 /ill ano!r small portrait1 a numb] ( panels1 "o ( :i*1 8,wild ,*]ry ,trees10 0 9 ! ,cl>ke ,sale 9 #ahig1 & v>i\s wat]-colors belong likewise to ?is p]iod4 ,mean:ile 8 note-books 7 fill+ up ) mat]ial = future use4 ,i sail$ = ,new ,york at ! end ( ,augu/1 #ahhf1 & ,hom]1 :o _h rema9$ to f9i% "s ( ! ?+s ,i h j nam$1 foll[$ me ?ree mon?s lat]1 arriv+ ,decemb] #ab? ( t ye>4 ,9 ! foll[+ spr+ he secur$ "o ( ! /udios 9 ,fifty-fif? ,/reet1 hav+ previ\sly utiliz$ = t purpose a room ) a nor? light 9 an ap>tm5t we _h 9 ,sixty-?ird ,/reet4 ,9 8 m conv5i5t qu>t]s he pa9t$ a few great pictures1 among !m ! 8,l[ ,tide at ,vill]ville10 ! 8,sun ,wor%ip]s10 & /ill ano!r1 ! title ( :i* ,i nev] knew1 & :i* ,i nev] saw until mu* lat]1 :5 go+ "o day ) ! late ,miss a',becket to ! ,ed5 ,muse1--,i ?9k to see some?+ ( h] own 9 an exhibition !n 9 progress1 ( pa9t+s belong+ to private own]s1--?is great canvas fac$ me on ! l9e ( ! opposite wall1 & />tl$ me into ! exclamation3 8,t mu/ be "o ( ,hom]'s60 ,x 0 full ( light & color4 ,! l& on ! left slop$ gradually d[n ne>ly to ! middle ( ! =egr\nd1 & ! wond]ful %eet ( wat] beh9d & beyond x t fairly rippl$ out ( ! frame1 0 dazzl+4 ,:at he call$ x ,i d n "k4 ,to ea* o!r we nev] gave 8 l&scapes any "n1 nor did he to any "o else unless a pur*as] requir$ a title1 or !re 0 "q ( a catalogue4 ,i ?9k1 h[ev]1 t ?is canvas may be "o :i* 0 complet$ 9 ,janu>y1 #ahhi1 :ile ,i 0 9 ,tol$o1 & :i* 0 b\ght almo/ z soon z f9i%$ by ,mr4 ,?omas ,b4 ,cl>ke4 ,if s1 x *ang$ h&s v soon1 & 0 possibly tak5 away f ,new ,york4 ,hom] wrote me at ! "t ab\t ! sale4 ,f all ,i c\ld le>n ( ! ,memorial ,exhibition at ! ,c5tury ,club 9 ! spr+ ( #ahig--;an exhibition :i*1 to my la/+ regret1 clos$ j be=e ,i 0 able to rea* ,new ,york--?is picture 0 n includ$ 9 x4 ,illu/ration3 ,,trees ,,ne> ,,vill]ville ,reproduc$ f ! orig9al wat] color 9 ! collection ( ,mr4 ,wm4 ,macbe? ,8 la/ /udio 9 ,new ,york--occupi$ f #ahij until he w5t to ,/4 ,paul 9 ,june1 #ahic--0 9 a h\se belong+ to ! ,pauli/ ,fa!rs & adjo9+ _! ,conv5t 9 ,fifty-n9? ,/reet4 ,!re he pa9t$ ! 8,norm&y ,trees10 ! 8,haunt$ ,h\se0 ,i h already ref]r$ to z belong+ to ,dr4 ,d4 ,m4 ,/imson1 ! 8,honfleur ,lights0 n[ own$ by ! ,c5tury ,club1 & began ! 8,criquebuf ,*ur*10 aft]w>d complet$ 9 ,/4 ,paul4 ,9 t h\se ,i fir/ obs]v$ t 8 eyesight1 always imp]fect1 0 becom+ /ill m dim4 ,nev] till !n _h ,i kn[n him to ask any "o to trace an outl9e = him4 ,he ?\ght1 moreov]1 t "s s]i\s int]nal tr\ble ?reat5$ him1 & consult$ bo? an oculi/ & a physician4 ,9 ! e>ly summ] ( #ahib1 believ+ t an ocean voyage w\ld b5efit him1 he avail$ himself ( ! opportunity af=d$ by ! sale to ! ,c5tury ,club ( ! 8,honfleur ,lights0 & sail$ = ! la/ "t to ,engl&4 ,he sp5t a v consid]able "p ( 8 abs5ce at ,b\rnem\?1 :]e resid$ ! family ( ,mr4 ,george ,*alm]s1 fri5d%ip ) :om mu/1 ,i ?9k1 h be5 coeval ) 8 entire life 9 ,new ,york1 & la/$1 on ! "p ( ! survivor1 f> beyond x4 ,conc]n+ ?is visit1 ,mr4 ,*alm]s wrote me a few ye>s lat]1 9 reply to my reque/ t he %\ld tell me ab\t x3 8,i d n feel t ,i c d ,hom] ! ju/ice he des]ves4 ,c]ta9ly t visit greatly ende>$ him to me & to my wife1 & ev5 to our ,h>old1 :o 0 !n a little mite1 b :o rememb]s him well4 ,i wi% ,i c\ld rememb] "s ( ,hom]'s talk1 always s *>m+1 on our v>i\s out+s dur+ t happy "t--especially ab\t pictures1 a subject ) :i* he 0 em95tly s famili>4 ,two visits to ! ,national ,gall]y 9 ,london ,i recall 9 a g5]al sort ( way1 to be sure4 ,i rememb] h[ /irr$ he 0 z we /ood be=e ! two ,turn]s 9 ! ,national ,gall]y1 pres5t$ by ! arti/ on condition t !y %\ld be plac$ next to ! ,claudes4 ,hom] reg>d$ ,turn]'s *all5g+ comp>ison ) ! great ,fr5*man z ! %e]e/ audacity1 & call$ att5tion to ! fuss9ess & labor$ "w ( ! ,turn]s comp>$ ) ! ease & s]5e dignity & spl5dor ( ! ,claudes40 ,curi\sly en\gh1 ,mr4 ,*alm]s arriv$ 9 ,new ,york f ,london ! next day aft] my own arrival f ,/4 ,paul1 9 ,april1 #ahig1 & took :at ,i am sure c\ld n h be5 altoge!r agreeable pa9s 9 ord] to r5d] me a v important s]vice4 ,dur+ ?is la/ abs5ce ( my husb& f ,am]ica1 ,i sp5t a "p ( my own vacation 9 ,ottawa1 & :ile !re receiv$ a lett] 9 :i* he ask$ me to write to ! oculi/ :o _h exam9$ him--,i ?9k x 0 ,dr4 ,bull--& f9d out f him precisely :at 0 ! condition ( 8 eyes4 ,i did s1 & receiv$ ! pa9ful v]dict t ! optic n]ve ( "o ( !m 0 dead1 :ile ! o!r 0 p>tially cl\d$ by a cat>act4 ,i m5tion ^! facts 9 ord] t my read]s may get an adequate conception ( ! enorm\s difficulties "u :i* 8 late/ pa9t+s 7 begun & f9i%$4 ,among ^! is ! autumnal kn[n z 8,! ,adirondacks10 exhibit$ at ! ,c5tury ,club ,memorial ,exhibition1 & b\ght %ortly aft]w>d by ,mr4 ,unt]my] at ! sale ( ,mr4 ,t4 ,b4 ,cl>ke's collection4 ,look+ at x :5 he 0 giv+ 8 f9al t\*es1 ,i said to him3 8,hom]1 if y nev] pa9t ano!r /roke1 y w g out 9 a blaze ( glory60 8,i h le>n$ to pa9t1 at la/10 he answ]$4 8,if ,i 7 q bl9d n[1 & knew j :]e ! colors 7 on my palette1 ,i c\ld express myself40 ,ano!r belong+ to ?is p]iod is ! 8,view on ! ,se9e0 already ref]r$ to1 & :i* 9 an e>li] /age 01 to my m9d1 /ill m beautiful ?an x is at pres5t4 ,9 its primitive condition--&1 inde$1 f ! mom5t :5 x 0 fir/ *>coal$ on ! canvas1 ! trees s gr\p$ t !y sugge/$ by _! v cont\r ! ,h>p to :i* he 0 inw>dly li/5+--x 0 supremely elegant4 ,elegance is /ill its *>act]i/ic feature1 b ,i wi% he _h left x z ,i saw x fir/4 8,! trees 7 ab\t f\r hundr$ feet high60 he object$1 :5 ,i told him s1 & ,i did n !n1 & d n n[1 see ! =ce ( ! objection4 ,x 0 a ?+ ( beauty1 anyh[1 & :o b a p$ant measures ^? except by ! optical illusion & spiritual impression !y produce8 ,x 0 ,i :o w5t fir/ to ,/4 ,paul1 :]e our eld] son resid$1 hop+ to recov] by means ( a long re/ f ! fatigue entail$ by incessant m5tal labor4 ,i _h be5 edit+1 review+1 translat+1 f9i%+ a novel1 besides keep+ h\se1 & began to feel z if my own ma9spr+ 7 liable to snap at any mom5t4 ,?is 0 at ! end ( ,decemb]1 #ahib4 ,i w5t1 int5d+ to return1 & to cont9ue ! writ+ ( book reviews dur+ my abs5ce4 ,b 9 ,febru>y ,i broke d[n completely1 gave up all "w & all expectation ( resum+ x 9 ,new ,york4 ,9 ! foll[+ ,june1 ,hom] resign$ 8 /udio & foll[$ me1 /opp+ on ! way to see ! ,*icago ,exposition1 :]e sev]al ( 8 pa9t+s 7 on view4 ,9 ,/4 ,paul he _h = a :ile a v good /udio 9 "o ( ! life insurance build+s1 & :ile !re complet$ sev]al pictures1 among !m t ( ! 8,criquebuf ,*ur*10 sell+ x1 almo/ z soon z x rea*$ ,new ,york1 to ,mr4 ,william ,t4 ,evans4 ,?is build+ 0 sold1 soon aft]w>d1 & conv]t$ to uses :i* made x impossible z a /udio4 ,if my memory s]ves me correctly1 x 0 9 ! spr+ ( #ahid t ! ,c5tury ,club _h a reunion ( m ?an ord9>y importance4 ,! special date & occasion ,i d n recall1 b ,i "k t ,hom]'s pres5ce 0 s urg5tly desir$ by "s ( 8 fri5ds t he !n paid 8 la/ visit to ,new ,york1 & to ! place & associates 9 x :i* _h giv5 him mo/ satisfaction4 ,he 0 abs5t "s six weeks1 possibly m1 & ,i h s9ce be5 told t :5 he left1 8 physical condition 0 su* t 8 fri5ds n m]ely gave up hope ( see+ him aga91 b expect$ spe$y tid+s ( 8 dea?4 ,b ! end 0 n s ne>4 ,x 0 to be prec$$ by su* a conque/ ( m9d ov] matt]1 ( %e] w ov] prop5sities bo? inh]it$ & acquir$1 ( triumphant p]=mance 9 ! face ( physical ob/acles app>5tly insurm\ntable z is altoge!r unique 9 my exp]i5ce4 ,su* ef=ts are nev] made1 ,i take x1 except "u ! /imulus ( hope1 & ev5 t %eet-an*or (t5 fails :5 ! s\l is pusillanim\s4 ,b ,hom] ,m>t9 0 no c[>d4 ,moreov]1 he _h always be5 8 own sev]e/ critic4 ,mr4 ,montgom]y ,s*uyl] has quot$ him z say+ 9 e>li] ye>s :5 ! hangm5 exalt$ him 8above ! l9e0 9 exhibitions1 & buy]s accept$ t v]dict z conclusive3 8,if ,i c\ld only d x1 !y w\ld see x fa/ en\gh40 ,mr4 ,s*uyl] adds3 8,b ?is 0 m mode/ ?an exact4 ,ev5 aft] he _h atta9$ ! capacity to #8d x1' to make canvas palpitate ) light & color1 z ! visitors to ! ,memorial ,exhibition "k1 ! picture-buy]s ( tw5ty ye>s ago /ill fail$ to #8see x4'0 ,illu/ration3 ,,cape ,,tr9ity ,reproduc$ f ! orig9al draw+ 9 ! collection ( ,mr4 ,wm4 ,macbe? ,b1 at ! p]iod ( 8 life ) :i* ,i am n[ conc]n$1 he 0 n only consci\s t he _h atta9$ full ma/]y ( 8 own p[] ( arti/ic expression by means ( color1 b he _h reason to believe t an opportunity _h be5 af=d$ him to make t ma/]y triumphantly evid5t4 ,al?\gh 8 fai? turn$ out to be ill-f\nd$1 yet 8 belief to ! contr>y 0 suffici5t to make him rise at once to 8 full /r5g? & %ake (f )\t app>5t ef=t :atev] o!r %ackles _h hi!rto conf9$ him4 ,he 0 l no?+ s mu* z bl9d ,samson aft] 8 hair _h gr[n1 & he c>ri$ (f ! gates ( old habits & flung !m aside z easily z if he _h nev] felt _! weight4 ,9 ! late spr+ ( t ye> he w5t away alone to a quiet f>m1 tak+ ) him ! canvases on :i* 8,! ,adirondacks10 ! 8,se9e ,view10 & ! 8,norm&y ,f>m0 7 already *>coal$1 & set to "w at _! developm5t & completion4 ,f "t to "t he w\ld come into ! city1 8 /ep al]t & 8 physical improvem5t s app>5t 9 e way1 t my appreh5sion t 8 heal? 0 already %att]$ irrep>ably gave way to confid5ce t ye>s ( life & successful a*ievem5t 7 /ill be=e him4 ,z = him1 ,i ?9k he nev] fully believ$ t ! doctors 7 "r 9 consid]+ 8 bodily condition hopeless until a %ort "t be=e 8 dea?4 ,he _h always look$ confid5tly =w>d to su* l5g? ( days z bo? ( 8 p>5ts & o!rs ( 8 m remote =be>s _h atta9$4 8,i nev] ?\ght10 he said to me "o night1 a week or two be=e 8 dea?1 8t ,i 0 %ort5+ my life 9 ?is way40 ,z to 8 bl9dness1 x nev] became entire1 & hav+ be5 accu/om$ f ! beg9n+ to defective vision :ile yet absorb+ 8 mat]ial ?r\gh ! eye & appeal+ to x 9 8 production1 he _h1 9 a measure bewild]+ to he> ( & b>ely cr$ible to u :o beheld x 9 its f9al ef=ts1 le>n$ to rely almo/ entirely on 8 inw>d vision & ! h& :i* respond$ z x 7 in/9ctively to its impulse & sugge/ion4 ,! pictures ,i h nam$ w5t to ,new ,york 9 ! late autumn ( #ahie1 & 7 at once ackn[l$g$ ) he>ty words ( praise & a prelim9>y *eck4 ,my husb& 0 back at home by ?is "t1 &1 full ( vigor & ! anticipation ( assur$ success1 _h begun ?ree or f\r o!r l&scapes4 ,only "o ( ^! 0 ev] complet$1 b t 0 s pres5t to 8 imag9ation1 & 8 /eady h& mov$ 9 su* ob$i5ce to 8 w1 t x took visible %ape almo/ )\t an ef=t4 ,he _h begun mak+ plans = ! future & seem$ to h r5ew$ 8 y\?4 ,& !n1 :5 ! ye> 0 ne>ly end$1 8 hopes 7 %att]$ by ! tid+s t ! pictures 7 f\nd to be unsalable1 & _h be51 or 7 to be1 transf]r$ to o!r h&s :i* might or might n be m successful 9 f9d+ pur*as]s = !m4 ,?is 0 ! end1 s f> z fur!r "w 0 conc]n$4 ,my ,samson fell once m into ! h&s ( ! ,phili/9es1 & ?is "t n to rise aga94 ,illu/ration3 ,a ,,newport ,,l&scape 7,! ,arti/'s ,la/ ,"w7 ,reproduc$ f ! orig9al pa9t+ ?r\gh ! c\rtesy ( ,frank ,l4 ,babbott1 ,esq4 ,ov] ^? f9al days1 ,i h n ! he>t to l+]4 ,9 all ways1 !y 7 inexpressibly pa9ful4 ,9 ,augu/ ( ! foll[+ ye>1 a gr[? 9 8 ?roat made its appe>ance4 ,al?\gh x nev] caus$ him int5se physical angui% until a few days be=e 8 dea?1 :5 x seem$ to h made its way to ! bra91 x caus$ him great discom=t4 ,s long z hope rema9$ t x 0 n malignant & might be remov$1 he felt & express$ an irritation :i*1 "u ! precise circum/ances1 0 only natural4 ,b :51 late 9 ,octob]1 ab\t ! "t ( 8 sixtie? bir?day1 ! speciali/ :o 0 att5d+ him pron\nc$ x canc]\s1 8 mood *ang$4 ,c]ta9 ?\ghts1 c]ta9 memories1 c]ta9 inju/ices ( :i* he _h felt himself ! victim1 w\ld /ill move him to indignation :5 ! recollection ( !m recurr$1 b he bore 8 physical trials ) wond]ful & unalt]able pati5ce4 ,a ,unit>ian cl]gyman 9 ! neighborhood began call+ on him 9 ! e>ly w9t] & contribut$ mu* to 8 ent]ta9m5t 9 "s ( my unavoidable abs5ces4 ,b1 z ,*ri/mas 0 approa*+1 my husb& ask$ me to reque/ ! ,rev]5d ,doctor ,%ields1 n[ ,pr(essor ( ,psy*ology 9 ! ,ca?olic ,univ]sity at ,wa%+ton1 ,d4 ,c41 to pay him a visit4 ,said he3 8,l is a good fell[2 he ?9ks j z ,i d ab\t ! t>iff & ! civil s]vice1 & he likes good books4 ,b1 :at all t has to d ) 8 pr(ession1 consid]$ z a pr(ession1 ,i d n cle>ly see40 ,!re=e ,i pref]r$ 8 reque/ to ,dr4 ,%ields1 :o might reasonably h refus$ x1 z he 0 n do+ p>i% duty b employ$ 9 laboratory "w at ! ,ecclesia/ical ,sem9>y 9 ,/4 ,paul4 ,he came1 nev]!less1 a numb] ( times1 pay+ 8 la/ visit on ! ,saturday ev5+ be=e ,hom] di$4 ,& !n1 be=e leav+1 he said to me3 8,!re is n ! gho/ ( a hope t y\r husb& w d j exactly :at y wi% him to d4 ,&1 = my "p1 ,i am cont5t to leave him 9 ! h&s ( ,god j z he is4 ,he is absolutely hone/4 ,if he c\ld take ano!r /ep =w>d1 he w\ld d x40 ,&1 on 8 "p1 ,hom] said to me1 8,fa!r ,%ields has ! cle>e/ m9d ( any man ,i ev] met4 ,i wi% ,i _h kn[n him ?ree ye>s ago4 ,b n[ my head is 9 su* angui% t ,i c no long] keep ?ree or f\r ?reads ( argum5t 9 my m9d at ! same "t40 99 99 99 99 99 ,"o day 9 ,honfleur1 ,hom] broke a protract$ sil5ce by say+1 8,i hope t ,i %all die be=e y d40 ,to :i* ,i answ]$1 8,i hope s too40 8,y ?9k t y c\ld get along bett] )\t me ?an ,i c\ld )\t y80 he ask$1 & ,i said1 8,i "k ,i c\ld40 ,& n[1 two days be=e he di$1 he said1 8,i am glad t ,i am go+ fir/02 add+ a few m words :i* x pleases me to rememb]1 b :i* ,i %all n repeat4 ,& aga9 ,i told him t ,i 0 glad also4 ,lat] /ill1 he ask$ me :at ,i meant to d :5 he 0 gone1 & :5 ,i said ,i hop$ to ent] a conv5t1 he repli$1 8,t is j :at ,i suppos$4 ,well1 x is a beautiful life40