,,! ,,life ,,( ,,fri$ri* ,,nietzs*e ,,by ,,daniel ,,hal,,vy ,,translat$ ,,by ,j4 ,m4 ,,mone ,,) ,,an ,,introduction ,,by ,t4 ,m4 ,,kettle1 ,m4,p4 ,t4 ,,fis*] ,,unw9 ,,london3 ,,adelphi ,,t]race ,,leipsic3 ,,insel/rasse #bj #aiaa ,,cont5ts ,,introduction ,,*apt] ,i ,,*ildhood ,,*apt] ,,ii ,,ye>s ,,( ,,y\? ,,*apt] ,,iii ,,fri$ri* ,,nietzs*e ,,& ,,ri*>d ,,wagn]--,,triebs*5 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,,fri$ri* ,,nietzs*e ,,& ,,ri*>d ,,wagn]--,,bayreu? ,,*apt] ,v ,,crisis ,,& ,,convalesc5ce ,,*apt] ,,vi ,,! ,,lab\r ,,( ,,z>a?u/ra ,,*apt] ,,vii ,,! ,,f9al ,,solitude ,,index ,,introduction ,! duel betwe5 ,nietzs*e & civilisation is long s9ce ov]2 & t high poet & calamit\s philosoph] is n[ to be judg$ z he appe>s 9 ! s]5e atmosph]e ( hi/ory1 :i*--ne$ x be said8--he inf9itely despis$4 ,! cr[d1 ! common h]d1 ! multitude--:i* he also despis$--has record$ its v]dict ) its usual g5]osity to ! dead1 & t v]dict happ5s to be an ample rev5ge4 ,x has dismiss$ ,nietzs*e's ideas 9 ord] to praise 8 images4 ,x has conc$$ him 9 lit]ature a brilliant success1 & has treat$ 8 philosophy z fundam5tal nons5se ( ! sort t calls = no response except a %rug ( ! %\ld]s4 ,! immorali/ :o s\ght to %att] all ! ,tables ( all ! ,laws1 & to a*ieve a ,transvaluation ( all ,values1 ends by fill+ a page 9 ,die ,ernte & o!r ,an?ologies = ! ,"y4 ,& 9 c]tify+ 8 /yle to be t ( a r>e & real ma/] ! cr[d has foll[$ a true in/9ct4 ,m ?an ,s*op5hau]1 m ev5 ?an ,goe!1 ,nietzs*e is acc\nt$ by ! critics ( 8 c\ntry to h taught ,g]man prose to speak1 z ,fal/aff says1 l a man o' ?is _w4 ,! unga9ly s5t5ces1 _m-jo9t$ z a dragon's tail1 became %ort1 def9ite1 arr[y4 ,we mu/ ',m$it]raneanise' ,g]man music1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 & 9 fact he did indisputably ,m$it]raneanise ! /yle ( ,g]man lit]ature4 ,t edg$ & glitt]+ spee* ( 8 ow$ mu* to 8 ackn[l$g$ ma/]s1 ,la ,ro*ef\cauld1 ,voltaire1 & ,/5dhal1 ! lapid>ies ( ,fr5*4 ,b x 0 some?+ v intimately 8 own2 he 0 abundantly d[]$ ) ! insight ( malice1 & malice always writes briefly & well4 ,x has n ! "t to be obscure4 ,nietzs*e _h ?is p]fection ( utt]ance1 b a f> ri*] range & volume4 ,he 0 a poet by grace div9e1 & a true ,romantic = all ! acid he dropp$ on ,romanticism2 ! life ( 8 s\l 0 an incessant creative surge ( images1 metaphors1 symbolisms1 my?ologies4 ,^! two t5d5cies produc$ z _! natural issue t gnomic & aphori/ic tongue :i* sne]s1 prea*es1 prophesies1 *ants1 intoxicates & dances ?r\gh ! pages ( ,also ,spra* ,z>a?u/ra4 ,g]man critics h appli$ to ,nietzs*e1 & ) ev5 great] fitness1 ,he9e's *>act]isation ( ,s*ill]3 ,) him ?\ght celebrates its orgies4 ,ab/ract ideas1 cr[n$ ) v9e-leaves1 br&i% ! ?yrsus & dance l bac*antes2 !y are drunk5 reflections4 ,( _m aspects ( 8 own p]sonality ,nietzs*e may h ?\ght n wisely b too well2 b 9 ?is reg>d x appe>s t he did n exagg]ate himself4 ,aft] ,lu!r & ,goe!1 he wrote to ,rohde1 a ?ird /ep rema9$ to be tak54444 ,i h ! idea t ) ,z>a?u/ra ,i h br\ght ! ,g]man language to its po9t ( p]fection4 ,! ,g]man _w ( lett]s has n said ,no6 to a claim s pr\d z to seem m]e vanity4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e holds a safe1 & ev5 a supreme position 9 ! hi/ory ( lit]ature4 ,:at is to be said ( 8 place 9 ! hi/ory ( philosophy8 ,hffd+ all[s him a high symptomatic value1 b only t4 ,8 "w has ! m]it ( a drama1 9 :i* ! contradictions ( mod]n ?\ght1 vibrant ) passion1 cla% & cra% toge!r 9 a tumultu\s conflict :i*1 unhappily1 has no issue4 ,m4 ,alfr$ ,f\ille1 :o has contra/$ him ) ,guyau--t noble/ ( mod]n ?9k]s--9 8 book ,nietzs*e et l'immoralisme1 draws out a table ( anti!ses1 & cancell+ d5ials aga9/ affirmations1 arrives at a result t looks rem>kably l z]o4 ,nietzs*e 9 tru? 0 a man ( ec/asies & intuitions1 r ?an ( consequ5t ?\ght4 ,he tr\bl$ little to purge himself ( self-contradictions1 z became a writ] ^: fir/ ^w _h be5 a vehem5t assault on t ,socratic rationalism :i*1 z he believ$1 _h )]$ up ! vital abundance ( ,greece4 ,8 in/9cts 7 ^? ( an oracle1 a my/agogue2 & my/agogues d n argue4 ,he9ri* von ,/e91 9 /yl+ 8 fir/ book an ,essay 9 ,lyrical ,philosophy1 spoke 9 t]ms ( 8 ma/]'s m9d4 ,) ,nietzs*e reason delib]ately abdicates1 be>+ ) x into exile its categories ( good & evil1 cause & end4 ,s*op5hau] _h sugge/$ to him t ! true key to ! riddle ( exi/5ce 0 n intellect b w2 beh9d ! mask ( ph5om5a ! illum9at$ _s disc]n$ n a ,contriv+ b a ,/riv+1 a mon/r\s ,w1 bl9d z old dipus1 ye>n+ l him ?r\gh blood & angui% to a possible r$emption4 ,b 9 "t he ca/ (f ,s*op5hau] & pessimism4 ,! ,w to ,live he con/ru$ 9 an optimi/ic s5se1 & x d>k5$ into t o!r my/]y1 at once vagu] & m malign1 ! ,w to ,p[]4 ,! problem rema9$ to f9d a gr\nd = optimism1 & a clue to ! h>mony1 to ! recurr+ rhy?ms & patt]ns ( reality z we "k x4 ,s 0 born :at is p]haps ! *>act]i/ic idea ( ,nietzs*e4 ,! univ]se is n a ph5om5on ( ,w1 x is a ph5om5on ( ,art4 ,9 my preface to ! book on ,wagn] ,i _h already1 wrote ,nietzs*e 9 #ahhf1 pres5t$ art1 & n morality1 z ! ess5tially metaphysical activity ( man3 9 ! c\rse ( ! pres5t book ,i reproduce 9 _m =ms ! s+ul> proposition t ! _w is only to be ju/ifi$ z an arti/ic ph5om5on4 ,= ! optimi/ qu&-mme ?is int]pretation has _m advantages4 ,cruelty1 sorr[ & disa/] ne$ no long] dismay him2 s9ce a _w may at ! same "t be a v bad _w & a v good trag$y4 ,x may be1 ! lyrici/1 turn$ philosoph]1 wrote lat]1 t my ,z>a?u/ra ought to be classifi$ "u ! rubric ,music4 ,^! two passages1 ) a hundr$ o!rs1 det]m9e ! atmosph]e into :i* we are introduc$4 ,we h to deal n ) a ?9k] :o exp\nds a sy/em1 b ) a prophet :o disp5ses a ,revelation3 ,nietzs*e is n ! apologi/ b ! my/ic ( ,neo-,paganism4 ,com+ to clos] range1 we may dismiss at once a great "p ( 8 polemical writ+s4 ,!y 7 a sort ( p]petual bonfire 9 :i* f "t to "t ,nietzs*e burn$ :at he _h once ador$1 & mu* m beside4 ,!y be> witness to t pr\d indep5d5ce1 "o may almo/ say t savage isolation1 :i* 0 ! native climate ( 8 s\l4 ,niem&em w> er ,unt]tan1 he 0 no man's man1 he wrote ( ,s*op5hau]1 & t iron phrase express$ 8 own ideal & practice4 ,8 bro*ures ( abuse he reg>d$ z a mode1 ?\gh an unhappy mode1 ( lib]ation4 ,he _h little love ( !m himself 9 8 creative mom5ts3 he desir$ ) a fi]ce desire to rid 8 s\l ( hatr$s & negatives & rise to a gold5 affirmation4 ,i h be5 a fight]1 decl>es ,z>a?u/ra1 only t ,i might "o day h my h&s free to bless4 ,9 dy+ ,i w\ld (f] m5 ! ri*e/ ( my gifts4 ,x 0 f ! sun ,i le>n$ t1 f ! sun :o :5 he sets is s ri*2 out ( 8 inexhau/ible ri*es he fl+s gold into ! sea1 s t ! poore/ fi%]m5 r[ ) gold5 o>s4 ,x is n ! ,w to ,p[] t speaks "h1 b t old] & m sacr$ f\nta9 ( civilisation1 ! ,w to ,love4 ,b if ,nietzs*e _h t inspiration "o is tempt$ to say ( him :at he said ( ,r5an3 ,he is nev] s dang]\s z :5 he loves4 ,! tru? is t he _h ! g5ius ( belittlem5t4 ,x 0 ! o!r side ( 8 vanity1 a vanity s mon/r\s t x seems f ! fir/ to h eat5 ( ! insane root4 ,!re is no hum\r1 no integral view ( ?+s1 beh9d 8 critical "w4 ,x is sick ) subjectivity4 ,& yet ,z>a?u/ra 9 a temp] is1 by times1 f> m amus+ ?an s9i/]4 ,:at c\ld be bett] ?an "s ( ! *>act]isations 9 ,a ,psy*ologi/'s ,h$ge-,s*ool1 ,s5eca1 ! ,toreador ( virtue 444 ,r\sseau1 or ! return to nature 9 impuris naturalibus4 444 ,john ,/u>t ,mill2 or w\nd+ lucidity8 ,b :51 9 ?is mood1 he gnaws & nibbles ab\t ! sanctu>ies ( life2 :5 he tells u t ! true ,fall ( ,man 0 ! ,r$emption1 t ! two mo/ noxi\s corruptions kn[n to hi/ory are ,*ri/ianity & alcohol2 :5 he presses 8 anti-,fem9ism to a po9t t goes beyond ev5 ! gross ,g]man tradition ( :i* ,lu!r's ,table ,talk is a monum5t1 ! be/ t "o c d = him is to rememb] t he (t5 took too mu* *loral4 ,x may be t to ! circles 9 ^! c\ntries to :om ! cult ( ,nietzs*eanism appeals1 ?is /ra9 ( 8 ?\ght also appeals4 ,?is p>ticul> music is n play$ on _m trumpets1 b e ,sup]man ought to "k x4 ,& he ought to "k fur!r t ,z>a?u/ra1 be+ brave1 gibes n only at ,/4 ,paul1 b ev5 at ,h]b]t ,sp5c]1 & has no m tol]ation = ! gospel accord+ to ,m>x ?an = t accord+ to ,mat!w4 ,:at is ! gospel ( ?is ambigu\s prophet8 ,x is1 he himself decl>es1 a long ,mem5to viv]e4 ,8 own exp]i5ce taught him t ! *>act]i/ic ( life1 9 its highe/ mom5ts1 is to be unimag9ably alive4 ,f a m]e process x becomes a sudd5 intoxication1 & on ! psy*ology ( t intoxication1 :i* is ! psy*ology ( ! arti/ & also t ( ! lov] & ! sa9t1 he has writt5 pages :i* are a wond] ( pure light4 ,f ?is /&po9t he criticises ju/ly ! me*anical !ory ( adju/m5ts 9 :i* !re is no?+ to adju/1 ( adaptations 9 :i* !re is no?+ to adapt1 ! :ole ab extra int]pretation ( life popul>is$ by ,d>w91 ,sp5c]1 & ! ,engli% s*ool 9 g5]al4 ,! liv+ unit is m ?an a m]e node or knot 9 a tangle ( natural selection2 x is a f\nta9 ( =ce1 ( spontaneity1 con/antly ov]fl[+4 ,! g5]al aspect ( life is n indig5ce & fam9e1 b on ! contr>y ri*ness1 opul5ce1 ev5 an absurd prodigality4 ,to live is = ,nietzs*e1 z = ! ,s*ola/ics1 to be a c5tre ( self-movem5t4 ,) ! ,pragmati/s he ass]ts ! primacy ( life ov] ?\ght4 ,b ?is t5sion ( consci\sness1 ?is ,dionysiac drunk5ness1 is only a f\ndation1 x is n yet a philosophy4 ,philosophy1 or at all ev5ts moral philosophy1 beg9s ) ! discov]y t !re are o!r p 9 ! _w4 ,y\r ego1 ?us drunk5 & expansive1 collides %>ply ) ano!r ego1 equally drunk5 & expansive1 & x becomes at once necess>y to frame a code ( relations1 a rule ( ! road4 ,is ?is =ce & spontaneity ( ! individual to fl[ out t[>ds o!rs ?r\gh ! *annel ( dom9ation or ?r\gh t ( love8 ,z>a?u/ra _h m>*$ ) ! ,g]mans ov] pro/rate ,france1 he _h said 9 8 ,g>gantuan egoism3 ,if !re 7 ,gods1 h[ c\ld ,i be> n to be a ,god8 ,consequ5tly !re are no ,gods4 ,if ! ,go?s & ! ,v&als _h read ,hegelian metaphysics1 obs]ves ,f\ille1 !y w\ld h answ]$ ?is "q z ,nietzs*e answ]$ x4 ,! liv+ unit accumulates a sup]abundance ( =ce 9 ord] to impose its p[] on o!rs 444 an &]n ,ma*t auslass54 ,! ,w to ,p[] is ! sole s\rce ( human activity4 ,! /rong mu/ live z w>riors & conqu]ors1 adopt+ z _! ?ree c>d9al virtues pride1 pleasure1 & ! love ( dom9ation4 ,pity is ! deepe/ ( corruptions2 x b d\bles pa91 add+ to ! pa9 ( him :o suff]s ! pa9 ( him :o pities4 ,if y h help$ any "o1 y mu/ wa% ! h&s t help$ him1 = !y are unclean4 ,! ,crusad]s br\ght home b "o treasure1 ! =mula1 namely1 ( ! ,assass9s1 ,no?+ is true1 ev]y?+ is p]mitt$4 ,sci5ce is m]e illusionism2 b ! w>rior1 kn[+ h[ to be h>d--= t is ! new law--w impose 8 own arbitr>y values on all ?+s1 & w make life s good t he w desire x to be indef9itely repeat$4 ,! e>?1 ?us discipl9$1 w br+ =? ! ,sup]man1 :o1 hav+ danc$ out 8 day1 w disappe> to be recreat$ by ! ,et]nal ,return4 ,?us spake ,z>a?u/ra4 ,! greate/ difficulty t "o exp]i5ces be=e su* a doctr9e z ?is is ! difficulty ( tak+ x s]i\sly4 ,nietzs*e1 :o _h a t5d5cy to believe t e rem9isc5ce 0 an inspiration1 is by no means z orig9al z he ?\ght4 ,aft] all1 !re 7 sceptics1 optimi/s1 tyrants & poets be=e ,z>a?u/ra4 ,! common h]d may n be giv5 to discuss+ e?ical dualism1 b x kn[s t s9ce society began !re h be5 two laws1 "o = ! ri* & ano!r = ! poor4 ,scepticism z to ! objectivity ( human values1 moral & intellectual1 is no new h]esy1 b a tradition z old z sci5ce1 & almo/ z old z fai?4 ,! notion ( an ,et]nal ,return1 cry/allis$ by ,plato f a mi/ ( e>li] speculation1 _h ex]cis$ _m mod]n ?9k]s2 "o has only to "n ,he9e1 ,blanqui1 von ,naegeli1 ,guyau1 ,do/oievsky4 ,! ,romantics _h1 at ! beg9n+ ( ,nietzs*e's c5tury1 z ,s*legel wrote1 transc5d$ all ! ends ( life1 &1 fasc9at$ ) ! idea ( m]e p[]1 _h fill$ ! imag9ation ( ,europe ) seas & /orms t rag$ = ! sole sake ( rag+4 ,!re 0 no ,s*ola/ic compil] ( a text-book on ,e?ics b _h pos$ morality z a problem1 & ask$ 9 8 fir/ qu/io :e!r !re 0 a sci5ce ( good & evil4 ,! ,sup]man s passionately ann\nc$ by ,nietzs*e _h already be5 creat$ by ! enigmatic & dilettante fancy ( ,r5an4 ,! "n itself 0 z old z ,goe!1 ?\gh x is to be recall$ t n ,goe! b ,mephi/opheles applies x to ,fau/ z a sne] & a temptation4 ,z>a?u/ra is n a prophet nor ev5 a pione]2 he br+s b a new mode ( spee*1 8 triumphant & danc+ phrase sweeps into its :irl a ?\s& gho/s & phantoms4 ,& :at is to be said ( ! doctr9e itself8 ,p]haps ! mo/ adequate answ] to ,nietzs*e1 on ! plane ( 8 own ideas1 is t ( ,guyau4 ,bo? 7 poets1 /ray$ into philosophy1 bo? seize ^u life z ! key to all reality4 ,b ,guyau f9ds 9 ! spontane\s outfl[ ( individual life1 itself ! spr+ ( sociability1 frat]nity1 love4 ,an organism is m p]fect z x is m sociable1 !re c be no full int5sity )\t wide expansion4 ,!re is a c]ta9 g5]osity insep>able f exi/5ce1 )\t :i* "o )]s up int]iorly & dies4 ,! m9d mu/ fl[]2 morality1 altruism are ! fl[] ( human life4 ,! r$uction ( all consci\sness to "o mode--9 ,nietzs*e ! ,w to ,p[]--is nei!r new nor difficult4 ,la ,ro*ef\cauld track$ d[n beh9d all motives ! motive ( self-int]e/1 & mod]n simplifi]s h amus$ !mselves by analys+ passion into unconsci\s ?\ght4 ,! s\l1 z ,/4 ,augu/9e tells u1 is all 9 e "p2 & s9ce ! same self is always pres5t1 x is obvi\sly possible 9 "s fa%ion or ano!r to translate any "o mood ( its life into any o!r4 ,b su* suppression ( ! f9] details1 :ile int]e/+ z a t\r de =ce1 is n sci5tific psy*ology4 ,! ,w to ,p[] is n suffici5tly def9ite to s]ve ! turn ( a morali/ or ev5 an immorali/4 ,p[] is ( _m k9ds4 ,love ha? its victories n less r5[n$ ?an hate4 ,_h ,cleopatra's nose be5 %ort]1 hi/ory w\ld1 says ,pascal1 h be5 diff]5t1 & 9 ! phrase ( ! ,fr5* *anson !re are (t5 m conque/s ambu%$ 9 ! hair ( ,delilah ?an 9 t ( ,samson4 ,nietzs*e himself p]ceiv$ t x 0 necess>y to e/abli% a hi]>*y ( values z betwe5 diff]5t manife/ations ( p[]1 b ?is ,umw]?ung all] ,w]! 0 nev] ei!r a*iev$ or a*ievable4 ,! evangel ( ,z>a?u/ra dissolves into m]e s\nd & fury = lack ( :at ! ,c\rt ( ,equity calls reasonable p>ticul>ity4 ,mo/ notable is ?is 9 reg>d to ! two laws4 ,am ,i a ,sup]man--or r a pot5tial ance/or ( ! ,sup]man1 = 9 ?is case h]$it>y privilege runs backw>ds--) ! "r to f\nd my life on pride1 pleasure1 & ! love ( p[]1 or am ,i a slave ) no "r except to rema9 a slave8 ,! te/ is a/ral1 & ev5 nebul\s4 ,if y c compel ! />s to circle ab\t y z _! c5tre1 if y h a *aos 9 y & are ab\t to beget a danc+ />1 !n y are ( ! se$ ( ! ,sup]man4 ,unhappily1 ! only p :o c\ld s]i\sly ent]ta9 su* an e/imate ( !mselves are ! v weal?y & ! v mad4 ,z>a?u/ra d]ides ! mob 9 ord] to flatt] ! snob2 he is malgr lui ! casui/ ( ! idle ri*1 ! c\rti] ( int]national f9ance4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 0 an optimi/4 ,x 0 a p>adox ( c\rage4 ,!re is no?+ nobl] or m valiant 9 ! hi/ory ( ?\ght ?an 8 refusal to let ! sun be dimm$ by ! mi/ ( 8 own suff]+4 ,no invalid has ! "r to be a pessimi/4 ,let !m bew>e3 ! ye>s 9 :i* my vitality sank to its m9imum 7 ^? 9 :i* ,i ceas$ to be a pessimi/4 ,t is magnific5t1 b x is n philosophy4 ,if ,nietzs*e by 8 insomnia & 8 w\nd$ eyes is pl$g$ on ! po9t ( hon\r to optimism1 is n ,s*op5hau] by 8 fix$ income & excell5t dige/ion simil>ly pl$g$ to pessimism8 ,b ,z>a?u/ra's optimism is n m]ely positive1 x is ec/atic3 to express its fulness he creates ! =mula ( ! ,et]nal ,return4 ,he claps 8 h&s & cries ,encore6 to life4 ,he is drunk5 ) joy z m5 are 9 ! tav]ns ) corn & ! grape1 & he %\ts ,! same aga96 ,?is ,et]nal ,return is pres5t$ to u z a conclusion ( ma!matical physics & spectrum analysis4 ,/4 ,?omas ,aqu9as taught1 foll[+ ,ari/otle1 t ! />s 7 compos$ ( a sub/ance nobl] ?an t ( e>?1 n subject to bir? or dea?1 & s immune f corruption4 ,b ,fraunh(] & 8 successors h1 ) _! prisms & telescopes1 discov]$ 9 ! />s ! same eighty-"o or eighty-two elem5ts :i* con/itute ! e>?4 ,s9ce !n we h b a f9ite numb] ( inde/ructible elem5ts & =ces1 & an inf9ite space & "t--or at lea/ a space & "t to :i* we c conceive no limits--x mu/ foll[ t ! same comb9ations w repeat !mselves incessantly bo? 9 space & "t4 ,!re is n only an ,et]nal ,return1 b an ,inf9ite ,r$uplication4 ,& if ?\ght1 z ,nietzs*e assum$1 is only ! phosphoresc5ce accompany+ c]ta9 arrangem5ts ( matt]1 ! same consci\s life mu/ also repeat itself4 ,"o does n /ay to discuss ?is phantasy ( ma!matics except to say t :oev] 0 entitl$ to ent]ta9 x ,z>a?u/ra 0 n4 ,if sci5ce is1 z he held1 a m]e l9k$ illusionism1 h[ c x give s absolute a prophecy8 ,to ,nietzs*e x 0 no conclusion1 b a rem9isc5ce f ,greek speculation :i* came to him1 disguis$ 9 ! flame ( an inspiration1 "u t pyramidal rock ne> ,sorlei1 six ?\s& feet above m5 & "t4 ,he accept$ x because x seem$ to him ! supreme =mula ( optimism4 ,8 m9d 0 incit$ to x p]haps by t sombre passage 9 :i* 8 reject$ ma/]1 ,s*op5hau]1 decl>es t if y 7 to knock on ! graves1 ) p[] to summon =? ! dead to rise up & live _! lives aga91 none w\ld answ] to y\r call4 ,*ri/ianity agrees ) ,s*op5hau]2 = ?\gh ,*ri/ianity is an optimism1 x is f\nd$ on pessimism4 ,x is an optimism pois$ on a c5tre t does n lie )9 ! walls ( space & "t4 ,*ri/ianity call$ a new _w into exi/5ce to r$ress ! balance ( ! old2 & 7 ?is old _w all--a clos$ circuit1 a r\nd$ :ole--,z>a?u/ra might dance & *ant ?r\gh all its ,campo ,santos )\t f9d+ m ?an a v few to rise up & foll[ him4 ,! practical consequ5ces to :i* ,nietzs*e 0 l$ 7 9 8 own phrase inactual1 out ( "t & out ( season4 ,z>a?u/ra is1 by a natural k9%ip1 a prophet ( ! ,an>*i/s1 b he hat$ ,an>*ism2 by a /range trans=mation1 ! g5ius ( a c]ta9 s*ool ( ,sociali/s1 b he despis$ ,socialism4 ,g]man (ficials 9 ,pol& may f9d 9 him a v]itable ,oppressors' ,h&book2 he danc$ ?r\gh ! /reets at ! victory ov] ,france1 b he d]id$ ! ,g]man ,/ate & ,empire z a new idol4 ,he contemn$ wom51 b prais$ indissoluble m>riage4 ,he prea*$ pleasure1 b celebrat$ *a/ity 9 a noble hymn4 ,he 0 all = au?ority & inequality1 a ,joseph de ,mai/re1 says ,f\ille1 :o believes 9 ! hangman )\t believ+ 9 ! ,pope2 b :5 he look$ at a crim9al on trial he acquitt$ ev]ybody except only ! judge4 ,he d5\nc$ ,bism>ck & ! ,kais] = be+ too democratic2 he reg>d$ ,sci5ce1 too1 z disa/r\sly democratic1 because x subject$ all ph5om5a1 great & small1 to ! same uni=m laws4 ,w 0 8 god1 b he saw ! _w "u ! aspect ( a ,mahometan det]m9ism1 & submitt$ himself to a resignation1 an adoption ( ! ho/ile ways ( exi/5ce1 an amor fati :i* a ,/oic might ?9k extravagant4 ,a ,g]man prolet>ian1 full ( ,g]man prejudices1 he ?\ght himself ,poli% & noble1 & boa/$ ( be+ a sans-patrie & a good ,european4 ,pity1 g5]osity1 self-immolation1 ! :ole ritual ( civilisation1 7 condemn$ by ,z>a?u/ra & practis$ by him4 ,9 brief1 ,nietzs*e nev] rose above a sort ( philosophical c9ematograph2 he _h ! glitt] b nev] ! h>d def9it5ess ( ! diamond :i* he *ose z 8 symbol4 ,b x w\ld be v sup]ficial to suppose t a ?\ght s passionate c\ld be altoge!r unreal4 ,z>a?u/ra is a c\nt]-poison to s5tim5talism1 t wor/ ailm5t ( our day4 ,he br+s a sort ( e?ical /ry*n9e :i* tak5 9 l>ge doses is fatal1 b 9 small doses is an incomp>able tonic4 ,he di/urb$ _m :o 7 woefully at ease 9 ,zion1 & 0 a poet ( ! h]oic life4 ,g]many1 s apt to lose h]self 9 ! jungle ( s*ol>%ip1 ne$$ to be rem9d$ t erudition exi/s = ! sake ( life & n life = ! sake ( erudition4 ,to lit]ature1 :5 he wrote 9 con=mity ) its settl$ & common tradition1 he gave great *ants ( c\rage1 lonel9ess & fri5d%ip4 ,9 ,m4 ,halvy's book1 f\nd$ on t ( ,madame ,fr/]-,nietzs*e1 we h 9 ,engli% = ! fir/ "t a portrait ( him 9 ! intimacies ( 8 life & ?\ght4 ,x exhibits him z bett] ?an 8 gospel1 a hundr$ times bett] ?an mo/ ( ^? di/urb]s ( civilisation :o call !mselves 8 disciples4 ,t4 ,m4 ,,kettle ,! ,life ( ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e ,,*apt] ,i ,,*ildhood ,k>l-,ludwig ,nietzs*e1 a "y cl]gyman ( ! ,lu!ran ,*ur*1 came ( an ecclesia/ical family4 ,8 fa!r & 8 gr&fa!r _h taught !ology4 ,8 wife 0 ! daught] & ! gr&daught] ( cl]gy-m54 ,ignor+ mod]n ?\ght & all ! agitations & desires ( 8 "t1 he foll[$ ! safe pa? ( ! d\ble tradition1 :i* _h at once be5 reveal$ by ,god to ! fai?ful & indicat$ by ,pr9ces to _! subjects4 ,8 sup]iors ?\ght highly ( him4 ,fr$]ick ,william ,,iv41 ,k+ ( ,prussia1 condesc5d$ to take him "u 8 w+1 & he might h hop$ = a f9e c>e] _h he n suff]$ f heada*es & n]ves4 ,z x 01 re/ became ess5tial4 ,he ask$ = a c\ntry p>i%1 & t ( ,rck5 0 confid$ to him4 ,! situation ( ?is poor village1 ^: little h\ses upre> !mselves 9 a va/ pla9 on ! conf9es ( ,prussia & ,saxony1 0 melan*oly2 b ,k>l-,ludwig ,nietzs*e lik$ ! place1 = solitude 0 acceptable to him4 ,he 0 a great musician1 & (t51 at ! fall ( day1 w\ld %ut himself up 9 8 *ur* & improvise ^u ! ru/ic organ :il/ ! good folk ( 8 p>i% /ood )\t & li/5$ 9 admiration4 ,! pa/or & 8 "y wife wait$ f\r ye>s = _! fir/ *ild1 :o 0 born on ,octob] #ae1ahdd1 ! ,k+'s bir?day4 ,! co9cid5ce increas$ ! fa!r's joy4 ,o mon? ( ,octob]1 bless$ mon?1 he wrote 9 8 *ur* regi/]1 ev] h y ov]:elm$ me ) joy4 ,b ( all ! joys t y h br\ght me1 ?is is ! deepe/1 ! mo/ magnific5t3 ,i baptize my fir/ *ild4444 ,my son1 ,fri$ri* ,wilhelm1 su* %all be y\r "n on e>? 9 remembrance ( ! royal b5efactor ^: bir?day is y\rs4 ,! *ild soon _h a bro!r1 !n a si/]4 ,!re are wom5 :o rememb] ,fri$ri*'s infancy1 & ^? quickly pass+ days ( joy r\nd ! ,nietzs*es' he>?4 ,fri$ri* 0 sl[ 9 le>n+ to speak4 ,he look$ at ev]y?+ ) grave eyes1 & kept sil5t4 ,at ! age ( two & a half he spoke 8 fir/ ^w4 ,! pa/or lik$ 8 sil5t boy1 & 0 glad to h him z a companion ( 8 walks4 ,nev] did ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e =get ! s\nd ( di/ant bells r++ ov] ! imm5se pool-/rewn pla9 z he w&]$ ) 8 fa!r1 8 h& ne/l$ 9 t /rong h&4 ,mis=tune came v quickly4 ,9 ,augu/1 #ahdh1 ,nietzs*e's fa!r fell f ! top ( ! /one /eps lead+ up to 8 door1 & /ruck 8 head viol5tly aga9/ ! edge ( "o ( !m4 ,! %ock br\ght on a t]rible attack1 or1 p]haps1 = "o _c be c]ta91 only ha/5$ its approa*3 ,k>l-,ludwig ,nietzs*e lo/ 8 reason1 &1 aft] a ye> ( ab]ration & decl9e1 di$4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 0 !n f\r ye>s old4 ,! incid5ts ( ?is tragic "t made a deep impression ^u 8 m9d3 night-al>ms1 ! weep+ 9 ! h\se1 ! t]rors ( ! clos$ *amb]1 ! sil5ce1 ! utt] ab&onm5t to woe2 ! toll+ bells1 ! hymns1 ! fun]al s]mons2 ! c(f9 engulf$ b5ea? ! flag/ones ( ! *ur*4 ,8 und]/&+ ( su* ?+s _h come too e>ly1 & he 0 %ak5 by x4 ,8 nights 7 tr\bl$ ) visions1 & he _h a pres5tim5t ( "s e>ly disa/]4 ,he _h dreams--"h is ! nave recital t he makes 9 8 f\rte5? ye>3 ,:5 "o despoils a tree ( its cr[n x )]s & ! birds des]t its bran*es4 ,our family _h be5 despoil$ ( its cr[n2 joy dep>t$ f our he>ts1 & a pr(\nd sadness ent]$ into possession ( u4 ,& our w\nds 7 b clos+ :5 !y 7 pa9fully reop5$4 ,ab\t ?is "t ,i _h a dream 9 :i* ,i he>d m\rnful organ music1 z if at a burial4 ,& z ,i 0 try+ to discov] ! cause ( ?is play+1 a tomb op5$ %>ply & my fa!r appe>$1 clad 9 8 %r\d4 ,he cross$ ! *ur*1 & return$ ) a little *ild 9 8 arms4 ,! tomb op5$ aga91 my fa!r disappe>$ into x1 & ! /one swung back to its place4 ,at once ! wail ( ! organ ceas$1 & ,i awoke4 ,! next morn+ ,i told ! dream to my de> "m4 ,a %ort :ile aft]1 my little bro!r ,joseph fell ill1 & aft] a n]v\s crisis ( a few h\rs1 he di$4 ,our grief 0 t]rible4 ,my dream 0 exactly fulfill$1 = ! little body 0 plac$ 9 ! arms ( its fa!r4 ,aft] ?is d\ble calamity ! ,"l 9 heav5 0 our sole consolation4 ,x 0 t[>ds ! end ( ,janu>y1 #ahej4 ,9 ! spr+ ( ?is ye> ! pa/or's wid[ left ! p>o*ial h\se & w5t to reside 9 ! neighb\r+ t[n ( ,naumburg-zur-,saale1 :]e %e 0 ne> h] own p4 ,relations ( h]s liv$ 9 ! neighb\r+ c\ntryside4 ,h] husb&'s "m & 8 si/] came to /ay ) h] 9 ! small h\se1 to :i* ! *ildr51 :o at fir/ _h be5 disconsolate1 gradually grew accu/om$4 ,naumburg 0 a royal city1 fav\r$ by ! ,hoh5zoll]ns & devot$ to _! dyna/y4 ,a b\rgeois society ( (ficials & pa/ors1 ) "s (fic]s' families & a few c\ntry squires1 liv$ )9 ! grass-gr[n ramp>ts1 pi]c$ ) five gates1 :i* 7 clos$ e ev5+4 ,_! exi/5ce 0 grave & measur$4 ,! bell ( ! metropolitan *ur*1 fl++ its *imes across ! little t[n1 awoke x1 s5t x to sleep1 assembl$ x to ,/ate & religi\s fe/ivals4 ,z a small boy ,nietzs*e 0 himself grave & measur$4 ,8 in/9cts 7 9 accord ) ! cu/oms ( ,naumburg1 & 8 active s\l 0 quick to discov] ! beauties ( 8 new life4 ,he admir$ ! milit>y p>ades1 ! religi\s s]vices ) organ & *oir1 ! maje/ic anniv]s>y celebrations4 ,he f\nd himself deeply mov$ e ye> by ! return ( ,*ri/mas4 ,8 bir?day /irr$ him less deeply1 b 0 a s\rce ( great joy4 ,my bir?day be+ also t ( our belov$ ,k+1 he wrote1 ,i am awak5$ t day by milit>y music4 ,i receive my pres5ts3 ! c]emony is quickly ov]1 & we g toge!r to ! *ur*4 ,al?\gh ! s]mon is n direct$ to my special b5efit1 ,i *oose ! be/ ( x & apply x to myself4 ,aft]w>ds we all assemble at ! s*ool to celebrate ! great fe/ival4444 ,be=e ! break-up a f9e patriotic *orus is sung1 & ! director concilium dimisit4 ,!n comes = me ! be/ mom5t ( all2 my fri5ds arrive & we sp5d a happy day toge!r4 ,fri$ri* did n =get 8 fa!r1 & wi%$ to foll[ 8 example & to become1 l all ! m5 ( 8 race1 a pa/or1 "o ( ! elect :o live ne> ,god & speak 9 ,8 "n4 ,he c\ld conceive no high] vocation1 nor any m cong5ial to himself4 ,"y z he 01 he _h an exact+ & meticul\s consci5ce4 ,! slighte/ scold+ pa9$ him1 & he lik$ to take 8 own l9e1 unaid$4 ,:5ev] he felt a scruple he w\ld retire to "s obscure hid+-place & exam9e 8 consci5ce1 nor w\ld he resume 8 play ) 8 si/] until he _h delib]ately arriv$ at a condemnation or a ju/ification ( 8 conduct4 ,"o day1 :5 x 0 ra9+ 9 torr5ts1 8 "m saw him com+ back f s*ool ) sl[1 regul> /eps1 al?\gh he 0 )\t umbrella or cloak4 ,%e call$ him1 & he came s$ately up to h]4 ,we h always be5 told n to run 9 ! /reets1 he expla9$4 ,8 companions nicknam$ him ! little pa/or1 & li/5$1 9 respectful sil5ce1 :5 he read !m al\d a *apt] f ! ,bible4 ,he 0 c>eful ( 8 pre/ige4 ,:5 "o is ma/] ( oneself1 he gravely taught 8 si/]1 !n "o is ma/] ( ! :ole _w4 ,he 0 pr\d1 & believ$ 9 ! nobility ( ! ,nietzs*es4 ,?is 0 a family leg5d :i* 8 gr&mo!r lov$ to relate1 & ( :i* he & 8 si/] ,lisbe? us$ to dream4 ,remote ance/ors ( !irs1 ,c\nts1 ,nietzski by "n1 _h liv$ 9 ,pol&4 ,dur+ ! ,re=mation !y defi$ p]secution1 & broke ) ! ,ca?olic ,*ur*4 ,!reaft] !y w&]$ wret*$ly = ?ree ye>s1 outca/s1 pursu$ f village to village4 ,) !m 0 _! son1 :o _h be5 born on ! eve ( _! flight4 ,! "m nurs$ ?is *ild ) devot$ con/ancy1 & he ?us acquir$1 9 spite ( all ordeals1 wond]ful heal?1 liv$ to a great age1 & transmitt$ to 8 l9e ! d\ble virtue ( /r5g? & longevity4 ,fri$ri* 0 nev] tir$ ( li/5+ to s f9e an adv5ture4 ,(t5 also he ask$ to be told ! hi/ory ( ! ,poles4 ,! election ( ! ,k+ by ! ,nobles1 ga!r$ toge!r on horseback 9 ! mid/ ( a great pla91 & ! "r :i* ! meane/ ( !m _h to oppose 8 veto to ! w ( all ! re/1 /ruck him ) admiration3 he _h no d\bt t ?is race 0 ! greate/ 9 ! _w4 ,a ,c\nt ,nietzski mu/ n lie1 he decl>$ to 8 si/]4 ,inde$1 ! passions & ! p[]ful desires :i*1 ?irty or =ty ye>s lat]1 7 to inspire 8 "w1 already animat$ ?is *ild ) ! bulg+ =ehead & ! big eyes1 :om unhappy wom5 lov$ to fold 9 _! t5d] c>esses4 ,:5 he 0 n9e ye>s old 8 ta/es wid5$1 & music 0 reveal$ to him by a *orus f ,h&el1 he>d at *ur*4 ,he /udi$ ! piano4 ,he improvis$1 he accompani$ himself 9 *ant+ ! ,bible1 & 8 "m1 rememb]+ h] husb&'s fate1 0 tr\bl$1 = he1 too1 l ! *ild1 us$ to play & improvise on ! organ at ,rck54 ,! in/9ct ( creation--an in/9ct t 0 already tyrannical--seiz$ hold ( him2 he compos$ melodies1 fantasies1 a succession ( mazurkas1 d$icat$ to 8 ,poli% ance/ors4 ,he wrote v]ses1 & "m1 gr&mo!r1 aunts1 si/]1 receiv$1 e anniv]s>y1 a poem ) 8 music4 ,games !mselves became ! pretext = "w4 ,he drew up didactic treatises1 conta9+ rules & advice1 :i* he h&$ ov] to 8 comrades4 ,fir/ he taught !m ar*itecture2 !n1 9 #ahed1 dur+ ! siege ( ,seba/opol1 ! capture ( :i* made him weep--= he lov$ all ,slavs & hat$ ! revolution>y ,fr5*--he /udi$ balli/ics & ! def5ce ( =tifi$ places4 ,at ! same "t1 he & two fri5ds f\nd$ a !atre ( arts1 9 :i* !y play$ dramas ( antiquity & ( primitive civilisations1 ( :i* he 0 ! au?or3 ,! ,gods ( ,olympus & an ,orkadal4 ,he left s*ool to ent] college at ,naumburg4 ,!re he %[$ f ! fir/ su* conspicu\s ability t 8 pr(essors advis$ 8 "m to s5d him to /udy 9 a sup]ior in/itute4 ,! poor woman hesitat$4 ,%e w\ld h lik$ to keep h] *ild ne> h]4 ,?is 0 9 #aheh4 ,nietzs*e's vacation 0 ( r a s]i\s "*4 ,he sp5t x z usual 9 ! village ( ,pobles1 "u ! %ad[ ( wood$ hills1 on ! banks ( ! fre% & lazy ,saale1 9 :i* ea* morn+ he ba!d4 ,8 mat]nal gr&p>5ts _h him & 8 si/] ,lisbe? to /ay ) !m4 ,he 0 happy1 ) a heap$ abundance ( life2 b 8 m9d 0 preoccupi$ ) ! unc]ta9ty ( 8 future4 ,adolesc5ce 0 com+2 & p]haps he 0 ab\t to leave 8 own p & *ange 8 fri5ds & 8 home4 ,) "s anxiety he =esaw ! new c\rse :i* 8 life 0 go+ to foll[4 ,he call$ to m9d 8 boyi% pa/1 all ! long ye>s ( *ildhood1 at :i* "o %\ld n smile--?irte5 ye>s fill$ ) ! e>lie/ affections & ! e>lie/ sorr[s1 ) ! fir/ pr\d hopes ( an ambiti\s s\l1 ) ! spl5did discov]y ( music & poetry4 ,memories came1 num]\s1 vivid1 & t\*+3 ,nietzs*e1 :o _h a lyric s\l1 sudd5ly became1 z x 71 intoxicat$ ) himself4 ,he took up 8 p51 & 9 twelve days ! hi/ory ( 8 *ildhood 0 writt54 ,he 0 happy :5 he _h f9i%$4 ,n[ ,i h br\ght my fir/ notebook to a prop] end1 he writes1 & ,i am cont5t ) my "w4 ,i h writt5 ) ! greate/ pleasure & )\t a mom5t's fatigue4 ,x is a gr& ?+ to pass 9 review be=e "o ! c\rse ( "o's fir/ ye>s1 & to foll[ !re ! developm5t ( "o's s\l4 ,i h s9c]ely rec\nt$ all ! tru? )\t poetry1 )\t lit]>y ornam5tation4 ,t ,i may write _m m l x6 ,f\r little v]ses foll[$3 ,e9 ,spiegel i/ das ,leb5 ,9 ihm si* zu erk5n51 ,m*t' i* das er/e n5n5 ,wona* wir nur au* /reb54#a #a ,life is a mirror4 ,i might say t ! recognition ( ourselves 9 x is ! fir/ object to :i* we all /rive4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! s*ool ( ,p=ta is situat$ five miles f ,naumburg1 on ! bank ( ! ,saale4 ,ev] s9ce a ,g]many has exi/$ !re h be5 tea*]s & s*ol>s 9 ,p=ta4 ,"s ,ci/]cian monks1 come 9 ! twelf? c5tury f ! ,lat9 ,we/ to conv]t ! ,slavs1 obta9$ possession ( ?is prop]ty1 :i* lies along bo? banks ( ! riv]4 ,!y built ! high walls :i* surr\nd x1 ! h\ses1 ! *ur*1 & f\nd$ a tradition :i* is n ext9ct4 ,9 ! sixte5? c5tury !y 7 expell$ by ! ,saxon pr9ces1 b _! s*ool 0 cont9u$1 & _! me?ods cons]v$ by ! ,lu!rans :o 7 in/all$ 9 _! place4 ,! *ildr5 %all be br\ght up to ! religi\s life1 says an in/ruction ( #aedj4 ,= six ye>s !y %all ex]cise !mselves 9 ! k ( lett]s1 & 9 ! discipl9es ( virtue4 ,! pupils 7 kept sep>at$ f _! families1 cloi/]$ ) _! tea*]s4 ,! s*ool _h its fix$ rules & cu/oms3 any?+ 9 ! %ape ( easy mann]s 0 =bidd54 ,!re 0 a c]ta91 e/abli%$ hi]>*y3 ! olde/ s*ol>s _h *>ge ( ! y\nge/ & ea* ma/] 0 ! tutor ( tw5ty pupils4 ,religion1 ,hebrew1 ,greek1 & ,lat9 7 taught4 ,9 ?is old mona/]y ,g]man rig\r1 ! _s ( humanism1 & ! e?ic ( ,prote/antism =m$ a s+ul> & deep-root$ alliance1 a fruitful type ( life & s5tim5t4 ,_m di/+ui%$ m5 ow$ _! education to ,p=ta3 ,novalis1 ! ,s*legels1 ,fi*te--,fi*te1 philosoph]1 educator1 patriot1 & *ief glory ( ! s*ool4 ,nietzs*e _h long desir$ to /udy at ,p=ta1 & 9 ,octob]1 #aheh1 a s*ol>%ip be+ aw>d$ him1 he left 8 family to ent] ! s*ool4 ,he n[ disappe>s = a "t f our k54 ,an h]oic & boyi% anecdote is ! sole memory ( 8 fir/ ye>4 ,! /ory ( ,mucius ,scvola seem$ an improbable "o to "s ( 8 comrades2 !y d5i$ x3 ,no man w\ld h ! c\rage to put 8 h& 9 fire1 op9$ ^! "y critics4 ,nietzs*e did n deign to answ]1 b seiz$ f ! /ove a flam+ coal & plac$ x 9 ! palm ( 8 h&4 ,he always c>ri$ ! m>k ( ?is burn1 ! m visible because he _h tak5 c>e to keep 9 repair & enl>ge s glori\s a w\nd by lett+ melt$ wax run ov] x4 ,assur$ly1 he did n easily endure ?is new life ( 84 ,he play$ little1 n c>+ to atta* himself to unfamili> p2 moreov]1 ! t5d] cu/oms ( ! mat]nal he>? _h ill prep>$ him = ! discipl9es ( ,p=ta4 ,he only w5t out once a week1 on ,sunday aft]noon4 ,!n 8 "m1 8 si/]1 & two ,naumburg fri5ds ( 8 came to meet him at ! s*ool door1 & sp5t ! day ) him 9 a neighb\r+ inn4 ,9 ,july1 #ahei1 ,nietzs*e _h a mon?'s lib]ty4 ,! holidays ( pupils at ,p=ta 7 nev] long]4 ,he revisit$ ! p & places t he lik$1 & made a rapid voyage to ,j5a & ,weim>4 ,= a ye> he _h writt5 only :at he _h to write z a task1 b n[ ! inspiration & delight ( ! p5 return$ to him1 & he compos$ out ( 8 impressions ( summ] a s5tim5tal fantasy :i* is n b>r5 ( pa?os4 ,! sun has already set1 he writes1 :5 we leave ! d>k enclosure4 ,beh9d u1 ! sky is ba!d 9 gold2 above u1 !re is a gl[ ( rosy cl\ds3 be=e u1 we see ! t[n1 ly+ at re/ "u ! g5tle breeze ( ev5+4 ,ah1 ,wilhelm1 ,i say to my fri5d1 is !re any joy great] ?an t ( w&]+ toge!r across ! _w8 ,oh1 pleasure ( fri5d%ip1 fai?ful fri5d%ip3 oh1 brea? ( ?is magnific5t summ] night1 p]fume ( fl[]s1 & r$ness ( ev5+6 ,d y n feel y\r ?\ghts so> upw>d1 to p]* l ! jubilant l>k on a ?rone ( gold5 cl\ds8 ,! wond] ( ^! ev5+ l&scapes6 ,x is my own life t unveils itself to me4 ,s are my own days arrang$3 "s %ut )9 ! d>k p5umbra1 o!rs lift$ up 9 ! air ( lib]ty6 ,at ?is mom5t our e>s are pi]c$ by a %rill cry3 x comes f ! madh\se :i* /&s ne> our pa?4 ,our h&s jo9 9 a tight] clasp1 z if "s evil g5ius _h t\*$ u ) a sweep ( m5ac+ w+s4 ,g f u1 ye p[]s ( ,evil6 ,ev5 9 ?is beautiful _w !re are unhappy s\ls6 ,b :at1 !n1 is unhapp9ess8 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,augu/ he return$ to ,p=ta1 z sadly z he _h gone !re 9 ! fir/ in/ance4 ,he c\ld n accept ! brusque con/ra9t ( ! place1 &1 be+ unable to cease ?9k+ ( himself1 he kept = "s weeks an intimate di>y :i* %[s u h[ he employ$ 8 "t & :at 8 hum\rs 7 f "o day to ano!r4 ,we f9d1 to beg9 )1 c]ta9 c\rage\s maxims aga9/ ennui1 giv5 him by 8 pr(essor & transcrib$2 !n a recital ( 8 /udies1 8 di/ractions1 8 read+s1 & ! crises :i* depress him4 ,! poetic s\l ( ! *ild n[ resi/s1 n[ resigns itself to its impressions & b[s pa9fully b5ea? a discipl9e4 ,:5 emotion urges him he ab&ons prose1 :i* is n musical en\gh to express 8 melan*oly4 ,rhy?m & rhyme appe>2 "u an inspiration he makes a few v]ses1 a quatra91 a sexta92 b he does n seek aft] ! lyrical impulse1 nor hold to x2 he m]ely foll[s x :5 x rises )9 him2 &1 z soon z x weak5s1 prose takes its place1 z 9 a ,%akesp]ean dialogue4 ,life at ,p=ta 01 h[ev]1 bright5$ by h\rs ( simple & y\?ful joy4 ,! pupils w5t out = walks1 sang 9 *orus1 ba!d4 ,nietzs*e took "p 9 ^! delights1 & relat$ !m4 ,:5 ! heat 0 too heavy1 ! life ( ! wat] replac$ ! life ( /udy4 ,! two hundr$ s*ol>s w\ld g d[n to ! riv]1 tim+ _! /eps to ! tunes !y _h /ruck up4 ,!y w\ld ?r[ !mselves into ! wat]1 foll[+ ! curr5t )\t upsett+ ! ord] ( _! ranks1 accompli% a swim long en\gh to try1 & yet elate1 ! y\nge/ memb]s ( ! p>ty1 !n clamb] up ! bank at _! ma/]'s :i/le1 put on _! uni=ms1 :i* a f]ry boat _h convoy$ 9 _! wake2 !n1 /ill s++1 /ill 9 good ord]1 w\ld m>* back to _! "w & to ! old s*ool4 ,x is absolutely /unn+1 says ,nietzs*e 9 effect4 ,s "t w5t by1 & ! end ( ,augu/ came4 ,! ,j\rnal is sil5t = eight days1 !n = six1 !n = a :ole mon?4 ,:5 he reop5s 8 notebook1 x is to br+ x to an end4 ,s9ce ! day on :i* ,i began ?is ,j\rnal my /ate ( m9d has completely *ang$4 ,!n we 7 9 ! gre5 abundance ( ! late summ]3 n[1 alas6 we are 9 ! late autumn4 ,!n ,i 0 an unt]-t]tian] 7a l[] =m boy72 n[ ,i am 9 a high] =m4444 ,my bir?day has come & gone1 & ,i am old]--"t passes l ! rose ( spr+1 & pleasure l ! foam ( ! brook4 ,at ?is mom5t ,i feel myself seiz$ by an extraord9>y desire = k1 = univ]sal culture4 ,t impulse comes to me f ,humboldt1 :om ,i h j read4 ,may x prove z la/+ z my love = poetry6 ,he n[ mapp$ out a va/ programme ( /udy 9 :i* geology1 botany1 & a/ronomy 7 comb9$ ) read+s 9 ! ,lat9 /yli/s1 ,hebrew1 milit>y sci5ce1 & all ! te*niques4 ,& above all ?+s1 said he1 ,religion1 ! f\ndation ( all k4 ,great is ! doma9 ( k1 inf9ite ! se>* aft] tru?4 ,a w9t] & spr+-"t sp$ away :ile ! boy work$ on4 ,b n[ came 8 second holidays1 !n ! ?ird return to s*ool2 x 0 :5 autumn _h d5ud$ ! great oaks on ! e/ate ( ,p=ta4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e is sev5te5 ye>s ( age1 & he is sad4 ,too long _h he impos$ ^u himself a pa9ful ob$i5ce2 he _h read ,s*ill]1 ,hld]l91 ,byron2 he dreams ( ! ,gods ( ,greece1 & ( ! sombre ,manfr$1 t all-p[]ful magician :o1 we>y ( 8 omnipot5ce1 va9ly s\ght repose 9 ! dea? :i* 8 art _h conqu]$4 ,:at c>es ,nietzs*e = ! lessons ( 8 pr(essors8 ,he m$itates on ! l9es ( ! romantic poet3 ,sorr[ is k2 !y :o "k ! mo/ ,mu/ m\rn ! deepe/ o'er ! fatal tru?1 ,! tree ( k is n t ( life4 ,he gr[s we>y at la/4 ,he longs to escape f ! r\t9e ( classes1 f tasks :i* absorb 8 :ole life4 ,he w\ld li/5 to 8 s\l alone1 & ?us come to und]/& ! dreams ) :i* 8 m9d ov]fl[s4 ,he confides 9 8 "m & 8 si/]1 & decl>es t 8 projects = ! future h *ang$4 ,! ?\ght ( ! ,univ]sity bores him2 he n[ wants to be n a pr(essor1 b a musician4 ,8 "m reasons ) him1 & succe$s 9 appeas+ him a little4 ,b h] success is n = long4 ,! dea? ( a ma/] to :om he _h be5 atta*$ completes 8 confusion ( m9d4 ,he neglects 8 "w1 isolates himself1 & m$itates4 ,he writes4 ,f 8 e>lie/ *ildhood he _h _h ! in/9ct ( ! phrase & ! ^w1 ! in/9ct ( visible ?\ght4 ,he writes incessantly1 & n "o %ade ( 8 unre/ has rema9$ hidd5 f u4 ,he surveys ! va/ univ]se ( romanticism & ( sci5ce1 sombre1 re/less1 & loveless4 ,?is mon/r\s vision fasc9ates & fright5s him4 ,! pi\s ways ( 8 boyhood /ill hold him "u _! influ5ce2 he reproa*es himself = 8 incl9ations t[>ds audacity & negation1 z if = s9s4 ,he /rives to reta9 8 religi\s fai?1 :i* is dw9dl+ day by day4 ,he does n break ) x %>ply 9 ! ,fr5* & ,ca?olic mann]1 b sl[ly & fe>fully deta*es himself2 sl[ly1 because he v5]ates ^? dogmas or symbols :i* /& = all 8 pa/1 = 8 memories ( 8 home & 8 fa!r2 fe>fully1 because he kn[s t 9 r5\nc+ ! old security he w f9d n a new security to take its place1 b a surg+ ?rong ( problems4 ,weigh+ ! supreme gravity ( ! *oice impos$ on him1 he m$itates3 ,su* an ent]prise1 he writes1 is ! "w n ( a few weeks b ( a life-"t3 c x be t1 arm$ solely ) ! results ( a boy's reflections1 any "o w v5ture to de/roy ! au?ority ( two ?\s& ye>s1 gu>ante$ z x is by ! deepe/ ?9k]s ( all ! c5turies8 ,c x be t ) 8 own m]e fancies & rudim5ts ( ?\ght any "o w v5ture to ?ru/ aside f him all t angui% & b5$iction ( religion ) :i* hi/ory is pr(\ndly p5etrat$8 ,to decide at a /roke ^? philosophical problems ab\t :i* human ?\ght has ma9ta9$ an un5d+ w> = _m ?\s&s ( ye>s2 to revolutionise beliefs :i*1 accept$ by m5 ( ! weightie/ au?ority1 fir/ lift$ man up to ! level ( true humanity2 to l9k up ,philosophy ) ! natural sci5ces1 )\t z mu* z kn[+ ! g5]al results ( ! "o or ! o!rs2 & f9ally to d]ive f ^? natural sci5ces a sy/em ( reality1 :5 ! m9d has n yet grasp$ ei!r ! unity ( univ]sal hi/ory1 or ! mo/ ess5tial pr9ciples--x is a ma/]piece ( ra%ness4444 ,:at !n is humanity8 ,we h>dly "k3 "o /age 9 a :ole1 "o p]iod 9 a process ( ,becom+1 an arbitr>y production ( ,god8 ,is man aught else ?an a /one evolv$ ?r\gh ! int]m$i>y worlds ( flora & fauna8 ,is he f ?is "t =w>d a complet$ be+1 or :at has hi/ory 9 res]ve = him8 ,is ?is et]nal ,becom+ to h no end8 ,:at are ! spr+s ( ?is great clock8 ,!y are hidd52 b h[ev] long be ! duration ( t va/ h\r :i* we call hi/ory1 !y are at e mom5t ! same4 ,! crises are inscrib$ on ! dial-face3 ! h& moves on1 & :5 x has rea*$ ! twelf? h\r1 x beg9s ano!r s]ies3 x inaugurates a p]iod 9 ! hi/ory ( humanity4 ,to risk oneself1 )\t guide or compass1 on ! ocean ( d\bt is = a "y bra9 loss & madness2 mo/ adv5tur]s on x are brok5 by ! /orms1 few inde$ are ! discov]]s ( new l&s4444 ,all our philosophy has v (t5 appe>$ to me a v ,t[] ( ,babel4444 ,x has z its desolat+ result an inf9ite di/urbance ( popul> ?\ght2 we mu/ expect a va/ upheaval :5 ! multitude discov]s t all ,*ri/ianity is f\nd$ on gratuit\s affirmations4 ,! exi/5ce ( ,god1 immortality1 ! au?ority ( ! ,bible1 ,revelation1 w = ev] be problems4 ,i h attempt$ to d5y ev]y?+3 ah1 to de/roy is easy1 b to con/ruct6 ,:at a m>vell\s in/9ct appe>s 9 ?is page6 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e poses ! precise que/ions :i* are lat] to occupy 8 ?\ght & gives a =eta/e ( ! en]getic answ]s ) :i* he is to tr\ble m5's s\ls3 humanity is a no?+1 an arbitr>y production ( ,god2 an absurd ,becom+ impels x t[>ds recomm5cem5ts )\t a t]m1 t[>ds et]nal returns2 all sov]eignty is ref]able 9 ! la/ in/ance to =ce1 & =ce is bl9d1 foll[+ only *ance4444 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e affirms no?+3 he disapproves ( rapid conclusions on grave subjects1 &1 s long z he is hesitant1 likes to ab/a9 f !m4 ,b :5 he commits himself1 x w be ) a :ole he>t4 ,mean:ile he /ays 8 ?\ght4 ,b1 despite himself1 x ov]fl[s at times 9 its ef=t t[>ds expression4 ,v (t51 he writes1 submission to ! w ( ,god & humility are b a mantle ?r[n ov] ! c[>dice & pusillanimity :i* we exp]i5ce at ! mom5t :5 we ought to face our de/9y ) c\rage4 ,all ! ,nietzs*ean e?ics1 all ! ,nietzs*ean h]oism are includ$ 9 ^! few words4 ,we h nam$ ! au?ors :o 7 ,nietzs*e's fav\rites at ?is "t3 ,s*ill]1 ,byron1 ,hld]l9--( ^! he pref]r$ ,hld]l91 !n s little kn[n4 ,he _h discov]$ him1 z "o discov]s1 at a glance1 a fri5d 9 a cr[d4 ,x 0 a s+ul> enc\nt]4 ,! life ( ?is *ild1 n[ sc>cely begun1 0 to resemble ! life ( ! poet :o _h j di$4 ,hld]l91 ! son ( a cl]gyman1 _h wi%$ to foll[ 8 fa!r's vocation4 ,9 #aghj he is /udy+ !ology at ! ,univ]sity ( ,tb+5 ) comrades ^: names are ,hegel1 ,s5dl+4 ,he ceases to believe4 ,he comes to "k ,r\sseau1 ,goe!1 ,s*ill]1 & ! intoxication ( romanticism4 ,he loves ! my/]y ( nature1 & ! lucid m9d ( ,greece2 he loves !m toge!r1 & dreams ( unit+ _! beauties 9 a ,g]man "w4 ,he is poor1 & has to live ! h>d life ( a ne$y poet4 ,z a tea*]1 he endures ! ennui ( weal?y h\ses 9 :i* he is despis$ g5]ally1 & once is lov$ too mu*--a brief rapture t ends 9 di/ress4 ,he returns to 8 native village1 = its air & its p are pleasant to him4 ,he works1 writes at 8 leisure1 b z x pa9s him to live at ! exp5se ( 8 own family1 he goes away aga94 ,he has "s ( 8 v]ses publi%$2 b ! public %[s no ta/e = ^? f9e poems 9 :i* ! g5ius ( an unkn[n ,g]man calls up ! ,gods ( ,olympus to p ! deep =e/s ( ,suabia & ! ,rh9el&4 ,! unhappy ,hld]l9 dreams ( va/] creations1 b goes no f>!r ?an a dream3 ,g]many is a _w 9 itself1 & ,greece is ano!r2 ! inspiration ( a ,goe! is ne$$ to unite !m1 & to fix 9 et]nal words ! triumph ( ,fau/1 ! ravi%] ( ,hel54 ,hld]l9 writes fragm5ts ( a poem 9 prose3 8 h]o is a "y ,greek1 :o lam5ts ov] ! ru9 ( 8 race &1 frail =]unn] ( ,z>a?u/ra1 calls = ! rebir? ( a valor\s humanity4 ,he composes ?ree sc5es ( a trag$y1 tak+ = 8 h]o ,emp$ocles1 tyrant ( ,agrig5tum1 poet1 philosoph]1 haughty inspir] ( ! multitude1 a ,greek isolat$ among ! ,greeks by reason ( 8 v greatness1 a magician1 :o1 possess+ all nature1 we>ies ( ! satisfactions :i* "o life c (f]1 retires to ! summit ( ,etna1 s5ds away 8 family1 8 fri5ds1 8 appeal+ p1 & fl+s himself1 "o ev5+1 at sunset1 into ! crat]4 ,! "w is full ( p[]2 b ,hld]l9 ab&ons x4 ,8 melan*oly enfeebles & exalts him4 ,he wi%es to leave ,g]many :]e he has suff]$ s mu*1 & to free 8 relatives f ! inconv5i5ce ( 8 pres5ce4 ,employm5t is (f]$ to him 9 ,france1 at ,bordeaux1 & he disappe>s4 ,six mon?s lat] he returns home sunburnt & 9 rags4 ,he is que/ion$1 b he does n reply4 ,enquiries are made & x is1 ) great difficulty1 discov]$ t he _h cross$ ,france on foot "u ! ,augu/ sun4 ,8 m9d is gone1 swall[$ up 9 a torpor :i* is to la/ = =ty ye>s4 ,he dies 9 #ahdc1 a few mon?s be=e ! bir? ( ,nietzs*e4 ,x might please a ,platoni/ to ?9k t ! same g5ius pass$ f "o body to ! o!r4 ,surely ! same ,g]man s\l1 romantic by nature1 & classic 9 aspiration1 brok5 at l5g? by its desires1 animat$ ^! two m51 & pr$e/9$ !m to ! same end4 ,"o seems to surprise across ! t5or ( _! lives ! bl9d lab\r ( ! race1 :i*1 pursu+ its monoton\s b5t1 s5ds into ! _w1 f c5tury to c5tury1 l *ildr5 = l ordeals4 ,t ye>1 at ! approa* ( summ]1 ,nietzs*e suff]$ sev]ely f 8 head & eyes4 ,! malady 0 unc]ta9 9 its nature1 b possibly _h its orig9 9 ! n]ves4 ,8 holidays 7 spoilt4 ,b he arrang$ to be able to /ay at ,naumburg until ! end ( ,augu/1 & ! joys ( a prolong$ leisure comp5sat$ him = previ\s vexations4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he return$ to ,p=ta 9 a :olesome frame ( m9d4 ,he _h n resolv$ 8 d\bts b he _h explor$ !m1 & c\ld )\t wrong+ himself become once m a labori\s /ud5t4 ,he 0 c>eful n to int]rupt 8 read+1 :i* 0 imm5se4 ,f mon? to mon? he s5t punctually to 8 two fri5ds at ,naumburg1 poems1 pieces ( dance & song music1 essays 9 criticism & philosophy4 ,b ^! occupations 7 n all[$ to int]rupt 8 "w z a /ud5t4 ,"u ! direction ( excell5t ma/]s1 he /udi$ ! languages & ! lit]atures ( antiquity4 ,he w\ld h be5 happy1 _h n ! press+ que/ions ( ! future & ( a pr(ession begun to torm5t him4 ,i am mu* preoccupi$ ) ! problem ( my future1 he wrote to 8 "m 9 ,may1 #ahfb4 ,_m reasons1 ext]nal & int]nal1 make x appe> to me tr\bl$ & unc]ta94 ,d\btless ,i believe myself to be capable ( success 9 :atev] prov9ce ,i select4 ,b /r5g? fails me to put aside s _m ( ! div]se objects :i* int]e/ me4 ,:at %all ,i /udy8 ,no idea ( a decision pres5ts itself to my m9d1 & yet ) myself alone x lies to reflect & to make my *oice4 ,:at is c]ta9 is t :atev] ,i /udy ,i %all be eag] to probe to its dep?s4 ,b ?is fact only r5d]s ! *oice m difficult1 s9ce ! "q is to discov] ! pursuit to :i* "o c give "o's :ole self4 ,& h[ (t5 !y deceive u1 ^! hopes ( ours6 ,h[ quickly "o is put on ! wrong track by a mom5t>y pr$ilection1 a family tradition1 a desire6 ,to *oose "o's pr(ession is to make "o 9 a game ( lotto1 9 :i* !re are _m blanks1 b only v few prizes6 ,at ?is mom5t my position is uncom=table4 ,i h disp]s$ my int]e/ ov] s _m prov9ces t if ,i 7 to satisfy my ta/es ,i w\ld c]ta9ly become a v le>n$ man1 b only ) great difficulty a pr(essional animal4 ,my task is to de/roy _m ( my pres5t ta/es1 t is cle>1 &1 by ! same process1 to acquire new ones4 ,b :i* are ! un=tunates t ,i am to ?r[ ov]bo>d8 ,precisely my de>e/ *ildr51 maybe6 444 ,8 la/ holidays slipp$ by into ! beg9n+ ( 8 la/ ye>4 ,nietzs*e return$ )\t vexation to ! old s*ool :i* he 0 soon to leave4 ,! rules _h gr[n light]1 & he _h a room to himself1 & c]ta9 lib]ties4 ,he w5t out to d9e on ! invitation ( ?is or t pr(essor1 & ?us1 ev5 9 ! mona/]y1 he _h 8 fir/ ta/e ( ! pleasures ( ! _w4 ,at ! h\se ( "o ( 8 tutors he met a *>m+ girl2 he saw h] aga91 &1 = ! fir/ "t 9 8 life1 fell 9 love4 ,= "s days 8 dreams 7 all ( ! books :i* he wi%$ to l5d h]1 ( ! music :i* he wi%$ to play ) h]4 ,8 emotion 0 delici\s4 ,b ! girl left ,p=ta1 & ,nietzs*e return$ to 8 "w4 ,! ,banquet ( ,plato1 ! trag$ies ( s*ylus1 7 8 la/ div]sions be=e he gave himself up to ! ord9>y r\nd ( tasks4 ,sometimes he sat d[n to ! piano j be=e ! supp] h\r2 two comrades :o 7 to rema9 8 fri5ds1 ,g]sdorff & ,paul ,deuss51 li/5+ :ile he play$ !m ,bee?ov5 or ,s*umann1 or improvis$4 ,poetry is always by him4 ,if he has ! slighte/ leisure1 if !re is a delay ( "s h\rs 9 8 "w1 ! lyrici/ reappe>s4 ,on ,ea/] morn+ he leaves s*ool1 returns home1 goes /raight to 8 room1 :]e he is alone1 dreams = a mom5t2 !n f9ds himself assail$ by a multitude ( impressions4 ,he writes ) int5se pleasure aft] 8 long privation4 ,& is n ! page1 :i* we transcribe "h1 wor?y ( ,z>a?u/ra8 ,"h ,i am on ! ev5+ ( ,ea/] ,day1 seat$ at my fire1 envelop$ 9 a dress+-g[n4 ,outside a f9e ra9 is fall+4 ,all ab\t me is solitude4 ,a %eet ( :ite pap] lies on my table2 ,i look at x 9 a muse1 roll+ my p5 betwe5 my f+]s1 emb>rass$ by ! inextricable multitude ( subjects1 feel+s1 ?\ghts :i* press =w>d & ask to be writt54 ,"s ( !m clam\r & make a great tumult3 !y are "y & eag] = life4 ,o!rs ge/ure & /ruggle !re also3 !y are old ?\ghts1 well matur$1 well cl>ifi$2 l eld]ly g5tlem5 !y reg>d ) displeasure ! mle ( "y bloods4 ,?is /ruggle betwe5 an old _w & a new x is t det]m9es our mood2 & ! /ate ( combat1 ! victory ( ^!1 ! weakness ( ^?1 we call at any mom5t our /ate ( m9d1 our ,/immung4444 ,(t5 :5 ,i play ! spy on my ?\ghts & feel+s1 & /udy !m 9 religi\s sil5ce1 ,i am impress$ z ) ! hum & f]m5t ( savage factions1 ! air %udd]s & is torn across z if a ?\ght or an eagle _h %ot up t[>ds ! sun4 ,combat is ! food :i* gives /r5g? to ! s\l4 ,! s\l has skill to pluck out ( battle sweet & glori\s fruits4 ,impell$ by ! desire = fre% nutrim5t1 x de/roys2 x /ruggles fi]cely--b h[ g5tle x c be :5 x allures ! adv]s>y1 ga!rs x close aga9/ itself1 & :olly assimilates x4 ,t impression1 :i* at ?is mom5t makes all y\r pleasure or all y\r pa91 w1 x may be1 slip (f 9 an in/ant1 be+ ! m]e drap]y ( an impression /ill m pr(\nd1 w disappe> be=e some?+ old] & high]4 ,?us our impressions grave !mselves deep] & deep] on our s\ls1 be+ ev] unique1 incomp>able1 unspeakably "y1 swift z ! in/ant t br\ght !m4 ,at ?is mom5t ,i am ?9k+ ( c]ta9 p :om ,i h lov$2 _! names1 _! faces pass be=e my m9d4 ,i d n mean t 9 fact _! natures become cont9ually m pr(\nd & m beautiful2 b x is at lea/ true t ea* ( ^! rem9isc5ces1 :5 ,i recov] x1 leads me on to "s acut] impression1 = ! m9d _c endure to return to a level :i* x has already pass$2 x has a ne$ ( con/ant expansion4 ,i salute y1 de> impressions1 m>vell\s undulations ( an agitat$ s\l4 ,y are z num]\s z ,nature1 b m gr&iose1 = y increase & /rive p]petually--! plant1 on ! contr>y1 gives out to-day ! same p]fume t x gave out on ! day ( creation4 ,i no long] love n[ z ,i lov$ a few weeks ago1 & ,i f9d myself 9 a diff]5t disposition at ?is mom5t f t 9 :i* ,i 0 :5 ,i took up ?is p54 ,nietzs*e return$ to ,p=ta to und]go 8 la/ exam9ations4 ,he all b fail$ to pass2 &1 inde$1 9 ma!matics he did n obta9 ! requir$ numb] ( m>ks4 ,b ! pr(essors1 ov]look+ ?is inadequacy1 grant$ him 8 diploma4 ,he left 8 old s*ool1 & left x ) pa94 ,8 m9d easily adju/$ itself to ! places :]e x liv$1 & clung ) equal =ce to happy memories & to melan*oly impressions4 ,! break-up ( ! s*ool 0 a prescrib$ c]emony4 ,! assembl$ /ud5ts pray$ toge!r = ! la/ "t2 !n ^? :o 7 ab\t to leave pres5t$ _! ma/]s ) a writt5 te/imony ( gratitude4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e's lett] moves "o by its pa!tic & solemn acc5t4 ,fir/ he addresses himself to ,god3 ,to ,him :o has giv5 me all1 my fir/ ?anks4 ,:at (f]+ %\ld ,i br+ ,him1 if n ! w>m gratitude ( my he>t1 confid5t ( ,8 love8 ,x is ,he :o has p]mitt$ me to live ?is glori\s h\r ( my life4 ,may ,he1 ! ,all-,b\ntiful1 cont9ue to wat* ov] me4 ,!n he ?anks ! ,k+1 ?r\gh ^: goodness ,i ent]$ ?is s*ool4442 him & my c\ntry ,i hope "o day to hon\r4 ,su* is my resolve4 ,!n he speaks to 8 v5]at$ ma/]s1 to 8 de> comrades1 & p>ticul>ly to y1 my de> fri5ds3 :at %all ,i say to y at ! in/ant ( p>t+8 ,i und]/& h[ x is t ! plant :5 torn f ! soil :i* has n\ri%$ x c only take root sl[ly & ) difficulty 9 a =eign soil4 ,%all ,i be able to disaccu/om myself to y8 ,%all ,i be able to accu/om myself to ano!r environm5t8 ,adieu6 ,^! long effusions 7 n en\gh1 & he wrote1 = himself alone1 c]ta9 l9es 9 :i* !y are repeat$3 ,s be x--x is ! way ( ! _w3 ,let life deal ) me z ) s _m o!rs3 ,!y set =?1 _! frail skiff is %att]$1 ,& no man c tell u ! spot :]e x sank4 ,adieu1 adieu6 ! %ip's bell calls me1 ,& z ,i l+] ! %ipma/] urges me on4 ,& n[ to confront bravely waves1 /orms1 reefs4 ,adieu1 adieu6444 ,,*apt] ,,ii ,,ye>s ,,( ,,y\? ,9 ! middle ( ,octob]1 #ahfb1 ,nietzs*e left ,naumburg = ! ,univ]sity ( ,bonn1 accompani$ by ,paul ,deuss51 8 comrade1 & a c\s9 ( ! latt]4 ,! "y p did n hurry4 ,!y made a halt on ! banks ( ! ,rh9e4 ,!y 7 gay1 a little irresponsible ev51 9 _! sudd5 enjoym5t ( complete lib]ty4 ,paul ,deuss51 to-day a pr(essor at ! ,univ]sity ( ,kiel1 tells u ( ^? days ( exub]ant laught] ) all ! satisfaction ( a v good b\rgeois :o bright5s up at ! memory ( 8 f>-(f pranks4 ,! ?ree fri5ds rode on horseback ab\t ! c\ntry-side4 ,nietzs*e--p]haps he _h appreciat$ too highly ! be] suppli$ at ! neighb\r+ inn--0 less int]e/$ 9 ! beauty ( ! l&scape ?an 9 ! long e>s ( 8 m\nt4 ,he measur$ !m c>efully4 ,x's a donkey1 he affirm$4 ,no1 repli$ ,deuss5 & ! o!r fri5d1 x's a horse4 ,nietzs*e measur$ aga9 & ma9ta9$1 ) praisewor?y firmness3 ,x's a donkey4 ,!y came back at ! fall ( day4 ,!y %\t$1 p]orat$1 & g5]ally sc&alis$ ! little t[n4 ,nietzs*e w>bl$ love songs1 & girls1 drawn by ! noise to _! w9d[s & half-hidd5 beh9d curta9s1 peep$ out at ! cavalcade4 ,f9ally an hone/ citiz51 :o _h left 8 h\se = ! express purpose1 cri$ %ame on ! roi/]]s1 &1 n )\t ?reats1 put !m back on ! road to _! inn4 ,! ?ree fri5ds in/all$ !mselves at ,bonn4 ,! ,univ]sities enjoy$ at t "t an uncommon pre/ige4 ,!y alone _h rema9$ free1 & ma9ta9$ 9 a divid$ ,g]many a p[]ful life 9 a weakly body4 ,!y _h _! hi/ory1 :i* 0 glori\s1 & _! leg5ds1 :i* 7 m glori\s /ill4 ,e "o knew h[ ! "y s*ol>s ( ,leipsic1 ( ,b]l91 ( ,j5a1 ( ,heidelb]g1 & ( ,bonn1 k9dl$ by ! exhortations ( _! tea*]s1 _h arm$ !mselves aga9/ ,napoleon = ! salvation ( ! ,g]man race2 e "o also knew t ^! valiant fell[s _h f\ght1 & 7 /ill fight+1 aga9/ despots & prie/s to lay ! f\ndations ( ,g]man lib]ty2 & ! nation lov$ ^! grave pr(essors1 ^! tumultu\s y\?s :o repres5t$ ! ,fa!rl& 9 its mo/ noble aspect1 ! labori\s ,fa!rl&1 arm$ = lab\r4 ,!re 0 n a small boy b dreamt ( 8 /ud5t ye>s z ! f9e/ "t ( 8 life2 !re 0 n a t5d] girl b dreamt ( "s pure & noble /ud5t2 & among all ! dreams ( dreamy ,g]many !re 0 none m allur+ ?an t ( ! ,univ]sities4 ,%e 0 inf9itely pr\d ( ^? illu/ri\s s*ools ( k1 brav]y1 virtue1 & joy4 ,_! arrival at ,bonn mov$ ,nietzs*e & 8 comrades v deeply4 ,i arriv$ at ,bonn1 says "o ( ! num]\s essays 9 :i* ,nietzs*e rec\nts 8 own life to himself1 ) ! pr\d s5se ( an inexhau/ibly ri* future be=e me4 ,he 0 consci\s ( 8 p[]1 & impati5t to make ! acqua9tance ( 8 contempor>ies1 ) :om1 & on :om1 8 ?\ghts 7 to "w4 ,mo/ ( ! /ud5ts at ,bonn liv$ gr\p$ toge!r 9 associations4 ,nietzs*e hesitat$ a little be=e foll[+ ?is cu/om4 ,b f fe> ( too unsociable a )drawal %\ld he n impose ^u himself "s obligation ( comrade%ip1 he jo9$ "o ( ^! ,v]e9e4 ,x 0 only aft] ripe reflection t ,i took ?is /ep1 :i*1 giv5 my "*1 seem$ to me an almo/ necess>y "o1 he wrote to 8 fri5d ,g]sdorff4 ,dur+ ! next few weeks he all[$ himself to be absorb$ by ! c\rse ( 8 new life4 ,no d\bt he nev] t\*$ ei!r be] or tobacco4 ,b le>n$ discussions2 boat+s ^u ! riv]2 h\rs ( light-head$ness 9 ! riv]side inns1 &1 at ev5+ on ! way home1 improvis$ *oruses--,nietzs*e made ! be/ ( ^! simple pleasures4 ,he ev5 wi%$ to fight a duel s t he might become a f9i%$ /ud5t1 &1 lack+ an enemy1 *ose = 8 adv]s>y an agreeable comrade4 ,i am new ?is ye>1 said he to him1 & ,i want to fight a duel4 ,i r l y4 ,let u fight4 ,will+ly1 said ! o!r4 ,nietzs*e receiv$ a rapi] ?ru/4 ,x 0 impossible t su* a life %\ld cont5t him = long4 ,! mood ( infantile gaiety soon pass$ away4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,decemb] he )drew a little f ?is life4 ,disquiet 0 aga9 ga9+ on him4 ,! fe/ival ( ,*ri/mas & t ( ! ,new ,ye>1 pass$ f> f 8 own p1 7 causes ( sadness4 ,a lett] to 8 "m lets u div9e 8 emotion3 ,i l anniv]s>ies1 ! fea/ ( ,/4 ,sylve/] or bir?days4 ,to !m we owe ^? h\rs 9 :i* ! s\l1 br\ght to a pause1 discov]s a fragm5t ( its own exi/5ce4 ,no d\bt x is 9 our own p[] to exp]i5ce su* mom5ts m frequ5tly2 b we all[ ourselves too few4 ,!y fav\r ! bir? ( decisive resolutions4 ,at su* mom5ts x is my cu/om to take up aga9 ! manuscripts1 ! lett]s1 ( ! ye> t has j gone by1 & to write = myself alone ! reflections :i* come to me4 ,dur+ an h\r or two1 "o is1 z x 71 rais$ above "t1 drawn out ( "o's own exi/5ce4 ,"o acquires a view ( ! pa/ t is brief & c]ta91 "o resolves ) a m valiant & a firm] he>t to /rike =w>d on ! road once m4 ,& :5 good wi%es & family b5$ictions fall l s(t ra9 on ! s\l's int5ts--,ah6 t is f9e6 ,( ! reflections writt5 by ! "y /ud5t = himself alone we possess "s traces4 ,he reproa*es himself = wa/$ h\rs1 & decides ^u a m au/]e & conc5trat$ life4 ,nev]!less1 :5 ! "t came = him to break ) 8 companions1 he hesitat$4 ,!y 7 some:at co>se1 x is true1 b yet "y & brave1 l himself4 ,%\ld he keep 9 ) !m8 ,a delicate fe> tr\bl$ him2 he might1 z ! result ( long indulg5ce1 accu/om himself to _! l[ way ( liv+1 & s come to feel x less acutely4 ,habit is a p[]ful =ce1 he wrote to 8 fri5d ,g]sdorff4 ,"o has already lo/ mu* :5 "o has lo/ "o's in/9ctive di/ru/ ( ! evil ?+s :i* pres5t !mselves 9 daily life4 ,he took a ?ird c\rse1 a v difficult c\rse1 & decid$ t he w\ld talk frankly to 8 fri5ds1 t he w\ld try to ex]cise an influ5ce on !m1 to ennoble _! lives4 ,?us he w\ld comm5ce ! apo/olate :i* he dream$ ( ext5d+ "o day ov] ! :ole ( ,g]many4 ,he propos$ !re=e a re=m ( ! rules ( ! association2 he call$ = ! suppression1 or at lea/ = a r$uction1 ( ^? smok+ & dr9k+ p>ties :i* provok$ 8 disgu/4 ,! proposal met ) no success4 ,! prea*] 0 sil5c$1 & set aside4 ,nietzs*e1 prompt ) s>casm1 av5g$ himself ) words :i* did n w9 him any love4 ,!n he knew ! wor/ ( solitudes1 ! solitude ( ! vanqui%$4 ,he _h n retir$ f ! _w2 he _h be5 ask$ to leave x4 ,he 0 pr\d1 & 8 /ay at ,bonn became a mis]y4 ,he work$ en]getically & joylessly4 ,he /udi$ philology1 :i* did n int]e/ him4 ,x 0 an ex]cise :i* he _h tak5 up to discipl9e 8 m9d1 to correct 8 t5d5cies t[>ds a vague my/icism & disp]sion ( ?\ght4 ,b x pleas$ him 9 no way1 ?is m9ute analysis ( ,greek texts ! sudd5 beauty ( :i* he felt by in/9ct4 ,rits*l1 8 ma/] 9 philology1 dissuad$ him f any o!r /udy4 ,if y wi% to become a /rong man1 he said1 acquire a speciality4 ,nietzs*e obey$4 ,he r5\nc$ ! idea1 :i* he _h ent]ta9$1 ( mak+ a deep /udy ( !ology4 ,9 ,decemb] he _h compos$ "s melodies3 n[ he decid$ t he w\ld n1 = a :ole ye>1 all[ himself ! enjoym5t ( s va9 a pleasure2 he wi%$ to submit1 & to break himself 9 to ennui4 ,he 0 recomp5s$ = 8 pa9s1 & 0 able to write a "w :i* ,rits*l comm5d$ = its rig\r & sagacity4 ,a poor pleasure6 ,x 0 ?\ght t ,nietzs*e ne$$4 ,he li/5$ to ! talk ( ! /ud5ts4 ,"s repeat$ )\t any ard\r ( conviction ! =mulas ( ,hegel1 ( ,fi*te1 ( ,s*ell+3 ^? great sy/ems _h lo/ all _! p[] to /imulate4 ,o!rs1 pref]r+ ! positive sci5ces1 read ! mat]iali/ic treatises ( ,vogt & ,b*n]4 ,nietzs*e read ^! treatises1 b did n re-read !m4 ,he 0 a poet & _h ne$ ( lyricism1 intuition1 & my/]y2 he c\ld n be cont5t$ ) ! cle> & cold _w ( sci5ce4 ,^? same "y p1 :o call$ !mselves mat]iali/s1 also call$ !mselves democrats2 !y vaunt$ ! humanit>ian philosophy ( ,feu]ba*2 b ,nietzs*e 0 aga9 too mu* ( a poet &1 by education or by temp]am5t1 too mu* ( an ari/ocrat to int]e/ himself 9 ! politics ( ! masses4 ,he conceiv$ beauty1 virtue1 =ce1 h]oism1 z desirable ends1 & he desir$ !m = himself4 ,b he _h nev] desir$ a happy life1 a smoo? & com=table life3 !re=e he c\ld n int]e/ himself 9 m5's happ9ess1 9 ! poor ideal ( mod]ate joy & mod]ate suff]+4 ,little satisfi$ z he 0 by all ! t5d5cies ( 8 contempor>ies1 :at joy c\ld he exp]i5ce8 ,repell$ by a base politics1 a n]veless metaphysics1 a n>r[ sci5ce1 :i!r c\ld he direct 8 m9d8 ,c]ta9ly he _h 8 cle> & well-m>k$ pref]5ces4 ,he 0 c]ta9 ( 8 ta/es4 ,he lov$ ! ,greek poets1 he lov$ ,ba*1 ,bee?ov51 ,byron4 ,b :at 0 ! drift ( 8 own ?\ght8 ,he _h no answ] to ! problems ( life1 & n[ 9 8 tw5ty-fir/1 z =m]ly 9 8 sev5te5? ye>1 pref]r+ sil5ce to unc]ta9 spee*1 he kept himself "u a discipl9e ( sil5ce4 ,9 8 writ+s1 8 lett]s1 8 conv]sation1 he 0 always on 8 gu>d4 ,8 fri5d ,deuss5 sugge/$ t pray] has no real virtue1 & only gives to ! m9d an illusory confid5ce4 ,t is "o ( ! as99ities ( ,feu]ba*1 ,nietzs*e repli$ t>tly4 ,! same ,deuss5 0 speak+ on ano!r occasion ( ! ,life ( ,jesus :i* ,/rauss _h j publi%$ 9 a new edition1 & express+ approval ( ! s5se ( ! book4 ,nietzs*e refus$ to pron\nce ^u ! subject4 ,! "q is important1 said he4 ,if y sacrifice ,jesus1 y mu/ also sacrifice ,god4 ,^! words w\ld seem to %[ t ,nietzs*e 0 /ill atta*$ to ,*ri/ianity4 ,a lett] address$ to 8 si/] removes ?is impression4 ,! "y girl1 :o _h rema9$ a believ]1 wrote to him3 ,"o mu/ always seek tru? at ! mo/ pa9ful side ( ?+s4 ,n[ "o does n believe 9 ! ,*ri/ian my/]ies )\t difficulty4 ,!re=e ! ,*ri/ian my/]ies are true4 ,%e at once receiv$ f h] bro!r a reply :i* betrays1 by ! h>%ness ( its language1 ! unhappy condition ( 8 s\l4 ,d y ?9k t x is really s difficult to receive & accept all ! beliefs 9 :i* we h be5 br\ght up1 :i* little by little h /ruck deep roots into our lives1 :i* are held z true by all our own ki? & k91 & a va/ multitude ( o!r excell5t p1 & :i*1 :e!r !y be true or n1 d assur$ly console & elevate humanity8 ,d y ?9k t su* acceptance is m difficult ?an a /ruggle aga9/ ! :ole mass ( "o's habits1 wag$ 9 d\bt & lonel9ess1 & d>k5$ by e k9d ( spiritual depression1 nay m1 by remorse2 a /ruggle :i* leaves a man (t5 9 despair1 b always loyal to 8 et]nal que/1 ! discov]y ( ! new pa?s t lead to ! ,true1 ! ,beautiful1 & ! ,good8 ,:at w be ! end ( x all8 ,%all we recov] ^? ideas ( ,god1 ! _w1 & r$emption :i* are famili> to u8 ,to ! g5u9e seek] mu/ n ! result ( 8 lab\rs appe> z some?+ :olly indiff]5t8 ,:at is x we are seek+8 ,re/ & happ9ess8 ,no1 no?+ b ,tru?1 h[ev] evil & t]rible x may be4 444 ,s are ! ways ( m5 m>k$ out2 if y desire peace ( s\l & happ9ess1 believe2 if y w\ld be a disciple ( ,tru?1 enquire 444 ,nietzs*e tri$ to endure ?is pa9ful life4 ,he walk$ 9 ! c\ntry4 ,alone 9 8 room he /udi$ ! hi/ory ( art & ! life ( ,bee?ov54 ,!y 7 va9 ef=ts2 he c\ld n =get ! p ( ,bonn4 ,twice he w5t to li/5 to ! musical fe/ivals at ,cologne4 ,b ea* return add$ to 8 malaise4 ,9 ! end he left ! t[n4 ,i left ,bonn l a fugitive4 ,at midnight ,i 0 on ! quay ( ! ,rh9e accompani$ by my fri5d ,m4 ,i 0 wait+ = ! /eam%ip :i* comes f ,cologne1 & ,i did n exp]i5ce ! slighte/ impression ( pa9 at ! mom5t ( leav+ a c\ntry-side s fl\ri%+1 a place s beautiful1 & a b& ( "y comrades4 ,on ! contr>y1 ,i 0 actually fly+ f !m4 ,i d n wi% to beg9 aga9 to judge !m unju/ly1 z ,i h (t5 done4 ,b my nature c\ld f9d no satisfaction among !m4 ,i 0 /ill too timidly wrapt up 9 myself1 & ,i _h n ! /r5g? to /ick to my rle amid s _m influ5ces :i* 7 ex]cis+ !mselves on me4 ,ev]y?+ obtrud$ on me1 & ,i c\ld n succe$ 9 dom9at+ my surr\nd+s4444 ,i felt 9 an oppressive mann] t ,i _h done no?+ = sci5ce1 & little = life1 & t ,i _h only clogg$ myself ) faults4 ,! /eam] came1 & took me (f4 ,i /ay$ on ! bridge 9 ! damp wet night1 & z ,i wat*$ ! little lights :i* m>k$ ! riv] bank at ,bonn sl[ly disappe>1 ev]y?+ conspir$ to give me ! impression ( flight4 ,he w5t to sp5d a =tnight at ,b]l9 ) a comrade ^: fa!r 0 a ri* b\rgeois1 ready ) 8 c5sure & 8 regrets4 ,prussia is lo/1 ?is old man affirm$2 ! ,lib]als & ! ,jews h de/roy$ ev]y?+ ) _! babbl+s 444 !y h de/roy$ tradition1 confid5ce1 ?\ght itself4 ,"y ,nietzs*e welcom$ ^! bitt] words4 ,he judg$ ,g]many f ! /ud5ts ( ,bonn & saw 8 own sick discom=t ev]y:]e4 ,at ! conc]t he suff]$ f be+ 9 community ( impressions ) a l[ public4 ,9 ! cafs :i!r 8 ho/s took him he w\ld nei!r dr9k nor smoke1 nor did he address a ^w to ! p :o 7 introduc$ to him4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he 0 det]m9$ n to see ,bonn aga91 & decid$ to g to ,leipsic to complete 8 /udies4 ,he arriv$ 9 ! unkn[n t[n & at once inscrib$ himself on ! roll ( ! ,univ]sity4 ,! day 0 a fe/ival4 ,a ,rector h>angu$ ! /ud5ts & told !m t on t same date a hundr$ ye>s be=e ,goe! _h come to inscribe himself among _! eld]s4 ,g5ius has its own ways1 ! prud5t (ficial 0 quick to add1 & x is dang]\s to foll[ !m4 ,goe! 0 n a good /ud5t2 d n take him = model dur+ y\r ye>s ( /udy4 ,h\1 h\6 ro>$ ! laugh+ "y m52 & ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 lo/ 9 ! cr[d1 0 glad at ! *ance t _h br\ght him ?i!r at ! mom5t ( su* an anniv]s>y4 ,he resum$ "w1 burnt "s v]ses :i* _h rema9$ among 8 pap]s1 & discipl9$ himself by /udy+ philology accord+ to ! mo/ rigor\s me?ods4 ,alas1 we>9ess at once laid hold ( him aga94 ,he fe>$ a ye> simil> to t at ,bonn1 & "o long compla9t fill$ 8 lett]s & notebooks4 ,soon !re 0 an end1 & ?is is ! ev5t :i* deliv]$ 8 s\l4 ,on a book/all he pick$ up & turn$ ov] ! pages ( a "w by an au?or !n unkn[n to him3 x 0 ,ar?ur ,s*op5hau]'s ,! ,_w z ,w & ,idea4 ,! vig\r ( a phrase1 ! precision & flair ( a ^w /ruck him4 ,i d n "k1 he wrote1 :at demon :isp]$ to me1 ',g home & take t book ) y4' ,h>dly _h ,i ent]$ my room :5 ,i op5$ ! treasure :i* ,i _h ?us acquir$1 & began to submit myself to ! influ5ce ( t en]getic & sombre g5ius4 ,! introduction to ! book is gr&iose3 x consi/s ( ! ?ree prefaces :i* ! neglect$ au?or wrote at long int]vals1 = ea* ( ! ?ree editions ( #ahah1 #ahdd1 & #ahei4 ,!y are haughty & bitt]1 b 9 no way unquiet2 ri* 9 pr(\nd ?\ghts1 & 9 ! %>pe/ s>casm2 ! lyricism ( a ,goe! %[s itself 9 union ) ! cutt+ realism ( a ,bism>ck4 ,!y are beautiful ) t classic & measur$ beauty :i* is r>e 9 ,g]man lit]ature4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 0 conqu]$ by _! l(t9ess1 _! arti/ic feel+1 _! entire lib]ty4 ,i ?9k1 wrote ,s*op5hau]1 t ! tru? :i* a man has discov]$1 or ! light :i* he has project$ on "s obscure po9t1 may1 "o day1 /rike ano!r ?9k+ be+1 may move1 rejoice1 & console him2 & x is to ?is man "o speaks1 z o!r spirits l to ours h spok5 to u & consol$ u 9 ?is des]t ( life4 ,nietzs*e 0 mov$3 x seem$ to him t a /ray$ g5ius 0 address+ him alone4 ,! _w :i* ,s*op5hau] describes is =midable4 ,no ,provid5ce guides x1 no ,god inhabits x1 inflexible laws draw x 9 *a9s ?r\gh "t & space2 b its et]nal ess5ce is indiff]5t to laws1 a /rang] to reason3 x is t bl9d ,w :i* urges u into life4 ,all ! ph5om5a ( ! univ]se are rays f t ,w1 j z all ! days ( ! ye> are rays f a s+le sun4 ,t ,w is inv>iable1 x is inf9ite2 divid$1 compress$ 9 space4 ,x n\ri%es itself ^u itself1 s9ce outside ( x !re is no?+1 & s9ce x is a fami%+ ,w4 ,!re=e1 x tortures itself & suff]s4 ,life is a desire1 desire is an un5d+ torm5t4 ,! good s\ls ( ! n9ete5? c5tury believe 9 ! dignity ( man1 9 ,progress4 ,!y are ! dupes ( a sup]/ition4 ,! ,w ignores m51 ! la/ com]s on ! e>? :o live on an av]age ?irty ye>s4 ,progress is a /upid inv5tion ( ! philosoph]s1 "u ! inspiration ( ! cr[d3 ,w1 an (f5ce to reason1 has nei!r orig9 nor end2 x is absurd1 & ! univ]se :i* x animates is )\t s5se4444 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e read gre$ily ! two ?\s& pages ( ?is metaphysical pamphlet1 :i* _h /ruck at all ! nave beliefs ( ! n9ete5? c5tury ) t]rible =ce1 & _h /ruck f ! head ( pu]ile humanity all its cr[n ( dreams4 ,he exp]i5c$ a /range & almo/ />tl+ emotion4 ,s*op5hau] condemns life1 b s vehem5t an en]gy is 9 him t 9 8 accus+ "w x is yet life t "o f9ds & admires4 ,= f\rte5 days ,nietzs*e sc>cely slept2 he w5t to b$ at two o'clock1 rose at six1 sp5t 8 days betwe5 8 book & ! piano1 m$itat$1 &1 9 ! int]vals ( 8 m$itations1 compos$ a ,kyrie4 ,8 s\l 0 full to ! brim3 x _h f\nd its tru?4 ,t tru? 0 h>d1 b :at matt]8 ,= a long "t 8 in/9ct _h w>n$ & prep>$ him = ?is4 ,:at d we seek8 he _h writt5 to 8 si/]4 ,is x repose or happ9ess8 ,no1 tru? alone1 h[ev] t]rible & evil x may be4 ,he recognis$ ! sombre univ]se ( ,s*op5hau]4 ,he _h _h a pres5tim5t ( x 9 ! rev]ies ( 8 boyhood1 9 8 read+s ( s*ylus1 ( ,byron1 & ( ,goe!2 he _h caught a glimpse ( x across ! symbolism ( ,*ri/ianity4 ,:at 0 ?is evil ,w1 ! slave ( its desires1 b "u ano!r "n1 t fall5 nature pictur$ by ! ,apo/le1 yet m tragic1 n[ t x 0 depriv$ ( ! div9e ray :i* a ,r$eem] _h left to x8 ,! "y man1 9 al>m at 8 inexp]i5ce & 8 tem]ity1 _h recoil$ be=e s =midable a vision4 ,n[ he d>$ to look x 9 ! face4 ,he no long] fe>$1 = he 0 no long] alone4 ,by tru/+ 9 ,s*op5hau]'s wisdom he satisfi$ at la/ "o ( ! pr(\nde/ ( 8 desires--he _h a ma/]4 ,he /ruck ev5 a grav] note 9 giv+ to ,s*op5hau] ! supreme "n 9 :i* 8 orphan$ *ildhood _h en%r9$ a my/]y ( /r5g? & t5d]ness--he call$ him 8 fa!r4 ,he 0 exalt$2 !n1 sudd5ly swept by a desolat+ regret4 ,six ye>s e>li] ,s*op5hau] /ill liv$2 he might h approa*$ him1 li/5$ to him1 told him ( 8 v5]ation4 ,de/9y _h sep>at$ !m6 ,int5se joy mix$ ) int5se sorr[ ov]:elm$ him2 & he 0 %att]$ by a n]v\s excitem5t4 ,he grew al>m$1 & x ne$$ an en]getic ef=t on 8 "p to br+ him back to human life1 to ! "w ( ! day1 to ! sleep ( ! night4 ,"y p exp]i5ce a ne$ to admire1 x is a =m ( love4 ,:5 !y admire1 :5 !y love1 all ! s]vitudes ( life become easy to be>4 ,x 0 z ,s*op5hau]'s disciple t ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e knew 8 fir/ happ9ess4 ,philology caus$ him less we>9ess4 ,"s pupils ( ,rits*l1 8 comrades1 f\nd$ a society ( /udies4 ,he jo9$ ) !m1 &1 on ! #ah? ( ,janu>y1 #ahff1 "s weeks aft] 8 great read+ ( ,s*op5hau]1 he exp\nd$ to !m ! result ( 8 rese>*es on ! manuscripts & ! v>i lectiones ( ,!ognis4 ,he spoke ) vig\r & fre$om1 & 0 applaud$4 ,nietzs*e lik$ success & ta/$ x ) ! simple vanity :i* he always av[$4 ,he 0 happy4 ,:5 he br\ght 8 memoir to ,rits*l & 0 congratulat$ v w>mly ^u x1 he 0 happi] yet4 ,he wi%$ to become1 & 9 fact did become1 8 ma/]'s fav\rite pupil4 ,no d\bt he _h n ceas$ to consid] philology z an inf]ior duty1 z a m]e intellectual ex]cise & means ( livelihood1 & 8 s\l 0 h>dly satisfi$2 b :at va/ s\l is ev] satisfi$8 ,(t51 aft] a day ( p>*+ lab\r1 he 0 melan*oly1 b :at "y & ard5t s\l is ignorant ( melan*oly8 ,at lea/ 8 sadness _h ceas$ to be m\rnful1 & a fragm5t ( a lett] l ! foll[+1 :i* op5s ) a compla9t & ends 9 en?usia/ic emotion1 sugge/s an excessive pl5itude r ?an pa94 ,?ree ?+s are my consolations1 he wrote 9 ,april1 #ahff4 ,r>e consolations6 ,my ,s*op5hau]1 ! music ( ,s*umann1 & la/ly solit>y walks4 ,ye/]day a heavy /orm ga!r$ 9 ! sky2 ,i ha/5$ t[>ds a neighb\r+ hill 7x is call$ ,leus*1 c y expla9 ! ^w to me871 ,i climb$ x2 at ! summit ,i f\nd a hut & a man1 :o1 wat*$ by 8 *ildr51 0 cutt+ ! ?roats ( two lambs4 ,! /orm broke 9 all its p[]1 dis*>g+ ?und] & hail1 & ,i felt inexpressibly well1 full ( /r5g? & lan1 & ,i realis$ ) a wond]ful cle>ness t to und]/& ,nature "o mu/1 z ,i _h j done1 g to h] to be sav$1 f> f all worries & all our heavy con/ra9ts4 ,:at matt]$ to me1 !n1 man & 8 tr\bl$ ,w6 ,:at matt]$ to me !n ! ,et]nal ,?\ ,%alt & ,?\ ,%alt ,n6 ,h[ diff]5t are lightn+1 /orm1 & hail1 free p[]s )\t e?ics6 ,h[ happy !y are1 h[ /rong !y are1 ^? pure wills :i* ! m9d has n tr\bl$6 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ! summ] ( #ahff ,nietzs*e 0 sp5d+ all 8 days 9 ! libr>y ( ,leipsic1 engag$ 9 deciph]+ difficult ,byzant9e manuscripts4 ,sudd5ly he all[$ 8 att5tion to be di/ract$ by a spectacle ( a gr&iose k9d2 ,prussia1 discreetly active = fifty ye>s1 reappe>$ 9 a w>like rle4 ,fr$]ick ! ,great's k+dom once m f\nd a *ief3 ,bism>ck1 ! passionate1 irascible1 & crafty ari/ocrat :o wi%$ to realise at la/ ! dream ( all ,g]mans & to f\nd an empire above all ! little ,/ates4 ,he qu>rell$ ) ,au/ria1 :om ,moltke humiliat$ aft] tw5ty days ( fight+4 ,i am f9i%+ my ,!ognidea = ! ,rhe9is*es ,museum dur+ ! week ( ,sad[a1 we read 9 a memor&um made by ,nietzs*e4 ,he did n /op 8 "w1 b political preoccupations ent]$ into 8 ?\ghts4 ,he felt ! pride ( national victory2 he recognis$ himself z a ,prussian patriot1 & a little a/oni%m5t 0 mix$ ) 8 pleasure3 ,= me ?is is a :olly new & r>e enjoym5t1 he writes4 ,!n he reflect$ on ?is victory1 & disc]n$ its consequ5ces1 :i* he enunciat$ ) lucidity4 ,we hold ! c>ds2 b z long z ,p>is rema9s ! c5tre ( ,europe1 ?+s w rema9 9 ! old condition4 ,x is inevitable t we %\ld make an ef=t to upset ?is equilibrium1 or at lea/ to try to upset x4 ,if we fail1 !n let u hope to fall1 ea* ( u1 on a field ( battle1 /ruck by "s ,fr5* %ell4 ,he is n tr\bl$ by ?is view ( ! future1 :i* satisfies 8 ta/e = ! sombre & ! pa!tic4 ,on ! contr>y1 he gr[s animat$ & is ready to admire4 ,at c]ta9 mom5ts1 he writes1 ,i make an ef=t to free my op9ions f ! turn :i* my mom5t>y passion & my natural sympa?ies = ,prussia give !m1 & !n :at ,i see is ?is3 an action conduct$ ) gr&eur by a ,/ate1 by a *ief2 an action c>v$ out ( ! true sub/ance ( :i* hi/ory is really made2 assur$ly by no means moral2 b1 = him :o contemplates x1 suffici5tly edify+ & beautiful4 ,0 x n a simil> s5tim5t :i* he _h exp]i5c$ on t hill ) ! que] "n1 ,leus*1 on a /ormy day1 by ! side ( t peasant :o 0 cutt+ ! ?roats ( two lambs ) su* calm simplicity8 ,free p[]s1 )\t e?ics6 ,h[ happy !y are1 h[ /rong1 ^? pure ,wills :i* ! m9d has n tr\bl$6 99 99 99 99 99 ,! second ye> :i* he pass$ at ,leipsic 0 p]haps ! happie/ ( 8 life4 ,he enjoy$ to ! full t intellectual security :i* 8 adhesion to 8 ma/] ,s*op5hau] assur$ him4 ,y ask me = a v9dication ( ,s*op5hau]1 he wrote to 8 fri5d ,deuss52 ,i w simply say ?is to y3 ,i look life 9 ! face1 ) c\rage & lib]ty1 s9ce my feet h f\nd firm soil4 ,! wat]s ( tr\ble1 to express myself 9 images1 d n sweep me out ( my road1 because !y come no high] ?an my head2 ,i am at home 9 ^? obscure regions4 ,x 0 a ye> ( composure & ( comrade%ip4 ,he did n worry himself ab\t public affairs4 ,prussia1 on ! morr[ ( h] victory1 fell back to ! l[ level ( ev]yday life4 ,! babbl+s ( ! tribune & ! press succe$$ ! action ( great m51 & ,nietzs*e turn$ away f x all4 ,:at a multitude ( m$iocre bra9s are occupi$ ) ?+s ( real importance & real effect6 he writes4 ,x is an al>m+ ?\ght4 ,p]haps he regrett$ hav+ all[$ himself to be s$uc$ by a dramatic incid5t4 ,nev]!less he knew--,s*op5hau] _h taught him--t hi/ory & politics are illusory games4 ,he _h n =gott52 he wrote 9 ord] to affirm 8 ?\ght1 & to def9e ! m$iocre mean+ & value ( human agitations4 ,:at is hi/ory b ! endless /ruggle = exi/5ce ( innum]able & div]se int]e/s8 ,! great 'ideas' 9 :i* _m p believe t !y f9d ! direct+ =ces ( ?is combat are b reflections :i* pass across ! surface ( ! swell+ sea4 ,!y h no action on ! sea2 b x (t5 happ5s t !y embelli% ! waves & ?us deceive him :o contemplates !m4 ,x matt]s little :e!r ?is light emanates f a moon1 a sun1 or a ligh?\se2 ! waves w be a little m or a little less lit up--t is all4 ,8 en?usiasm _h no o!r object b art & ?\ght1 ! /udy ( ! g5ius ( antiquity4 ,he conceiv$ a passion = 8 ma/] ,rits*l3 ,t man is my sci5tific consci5ce1 said he4 ,he took "p 9 ! fri5dly soires ( ! ,v]e91 spoke1 & discuss$4 ,he plann$ m und]tak+s ?an he _h "t =1 & !n propos$ !m to 8 fri5ds4 ,he elect$ to /udy ! s\rces ( ,diog5es ,la]tius--t compil] :o has pres]v$ = u su* preci\s in=mation ) reg>d to ! philosoph]s ( ,greece4 ,he dream$ ( compos+ a memoir :i* %\ld be sagaci\s & rigor\s1 b also beautiful3 ,all important "w1 he wrote to ,deuss51 y mu/ h felt x y\rself1 ex]cises a moral influ5ce4 ,! ef=t to conc5trate a giv5 mat]ial1 & to f9d a h>moni\s =m = x1 ,i comp>e to a /one ?r[n into our inn] life3 ! fir/ circle is n>r[1 b x multiplies itself1 & o!r m ample circles dis5gage !mselves f x4 ,9 ,april ,nietzs*e collect$ & sy/ematis$ 8 notes1 :olly preoccupi$ ) ?is conc]n = beauty4 ,he did n wi% to write 9 ! mann] ( s*ol>s :o misund]/& ! sav\r ( words1 ! equilibrium ( phrases4 ,he wi%$ to write1 9 ! difficult & classical s5se ( ! ^w4 ,! scales fall f my eyes1 he wrote2 ,i h liv$ too long 9 a /ate ( innoc5ce z reg>ds /yle4 ,! categorical imp]ative1 ',?\ %alt write1 x is necess>y t ?\ write/1' has awak5$ me4 ,i h tri$ to write well ,x is a ?+ :i* ,i _h =gott5 s9ce leav+ ,p=ta1 & all at once my p5 lo/ its %ape betwe5 my f+]s4 ,i 0 impot5t1 out ( temp]4 ,! pr9ciples ( /yle enunciat$ by ,less+1 ,li*t5b]g]1 ,s*op5hau] 7 scold+ 9 my e>s4 ,at lea/ ,i rememb]$1 & x 0 my consolation1 t ^! ?ree au?orities agre$ 9 say+ t x is difficult to write well1 t no man naturally writes well1 & t "o mu/1 9 ord] to acquire a /yle1 "w /r5u\sly1 hew blocks ( h>d wood4444 ,above all1 ,i wi% to imprison 9 my /yle "s joy\s spirits2 ,i %all apply myself to x z ,i apply myself ^u ! keybo>d1 & ,i hope to play at l5g?1 n only ! pieces t ,i h le>nt1 b free fantasies1 free z f> z possible1 ?\gh always logical & beautiful4 ,a s5tim5tal joy complet$ 8 happ9ess3 he f\nd a fri5d4 ,nietzs*e _h long be5 fai?ful to ! comrades ( 8 e>ly *ildhood3 "o 0 dead1 & ! o!r1 _! lives & occupations hav+ be5 sep>ate = t5 ye>s1 0 becom+ a /rang] to him4 ,at ,p=ta he _h be5 fond ( ! /udi\s ,deuss51 ! fai?ful ,g]sdorff3 ! "o 0 /udy+ at ,tb+51 ! o!r at ,b]l94 ,he wrote to !m ) mu* zeal1 b an ex*ange ( lett]s c\ld n satisfy t ne$ = fri5d%ip :i* 0 an in/9ct ( 8 s\l4 ,f9ally1 he made ! acqua9tance ( ,erw9 ,rohde1 a vigor\s & p]spicaci\s _s2 he lik$ him at once2 he admir$ him1 = he 0 incapable ( lov+ )\t admir+2 he adorn$ him ) ! sublime qualities ) :i* 8 s\l ov]fl[$4 ,e ev5+1 aft] labori\s h\rs1 ! "y m5 came toge!r4 ,!y walk$ or rode1 talk+ incessantly4 ,i exp]i5ce = ! fir/ "t1 wrote ,nietzs*e1 ! pleasure ( a fri5d%ip f\nd$ on a moral & philosophic gr\ndwork4 ,ord9>ily1 we dispute /rongly1 = we are 9 disagreem5t on a multitude ( po9ts4 ,b x suffices = our conv]sation to take a m pr(\nd turn2 & !n at once our dissonant ?\ghts are sil5c$1 & no?+ res\nds betwe5 u b a peaceable & total accord4 ,!y _h promis$ ea* o!r t !y w\ld sp5d _! fir/ holiday weeks toge!r4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,augu/1 be+ bo? free1 !y left ,leipsic & s\ght isolation 9 walks 9 a tramp on ! fronti]s ( ,bohemia4 ,x is a region ( wood$ heights1 :i* recalls1 ) less gr&eur1 ! ,vosges4 ,nietzs*e & ,rohde l$ ! life ( w&]+ philosoph]s4 ,_! luggage 0 light1 !y _h no books1 !y walk$ f inn to inn1 &1 ?r\gh\t ! days unspoilt by a c>e1 !y talk$ ab\t ,s*op5hau]1 ab\t ,bee?ov51 ab\t ,g]many1 ab\t ,greece4 ,!y judg$ & condemn$1 ) y\?ful promptitude2 !y 7 nev] we>y ( defam+ _! sci5ce4 ,oh *ildi%ness ( erudition6 !y said4 ,x 0 a poet1 x 0 ,goe!1 :o discov]$ ! g5ius ( ,greece4 ,he x 0 :o held x up to ! ,g]mans1 absorb$ always on ! conf9es ( a dream1 z an example ( ri* & cle> beauty1 a model ( p]fect =m4 ,! pr(essors foll[$ him4 ,!y h expla9$ ! anci5t _w1 &1 "u _! myopic eyes1 t wond]ful "w ( art has become ! object ( a sci5ce4 ,:at is !re t !y h n /udi$8 ,9 ,tacitus1 ! ablative case1 ! evolution ( ! g]und 9 ! ,lat9 au?ors ( ,africa2 !y h analys$ to ! la/ detail ! language ( ! ,iliad1 det]m9$ 9 :at respect x is connect$ ) ?is o!r & t o!r ,aryan language4 ,:at does x all signify8 ,! beauty ( ! ,iliad is unique2 x 0 felt by ,goe!1 & !y ignore x4 ,we %all /op ?is game2 t w be our task4 ,we %all g back to ! tradition ( ,goe!2 we %all n dissect ! ,greek g5ius1 we %all revitalise x1 & tea* m5 to feel x4 ,= long en\gh ! s*ol>s h c>ri$ out _! m9ute enquiries4 ,x is "t to make an end4 ,! "w ( our g5]ation %all be def9itive2 our g5]ation %all ent] into possession ( ! gr& legacy transmitt$ by ! pa/4 ,& sci5ce1 too1 mu/ s]ve progress4 ,aft] a mon? ( conv]sation1 ! "y m5 left ! =e/ & w5t to ,me9+51 a little t[n 9 :i* ! musicians ( ! ,pessimi/ s*ool 7 giv+ a s]ies ( conc]ts4 ,a lett] ( ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e's has pres]v$ a *ronicle ( ! p]=mance4 ,! ,abb ,liszt presid$1 he wrote4 ,!y play$ a symphonic poem by ,hans von ,bl[1 ,nirvana1 an explanation ( :i* 0 giv5 on ! programme 9 maxims f ,s*op5hau]4 ,b ! music 0 awful4 ,liszt1 on ! contr>y1 succe$$ rem>kably 9 f9d+ ! "* ( ! ,indian ,nirvana 9 "s ( 8 religi\s compositions2 = example1 9 8 ,beatitudes4 ,nietzs*e & ,rohde sep>at$ on ! morr[ ( ^! fe/ivals1 & return$ to _! families4 99 99 99 99 99 ,alone at ,naumburg1 ,nietzs*e took up "w ( v>i\s k9ds & read widely4 ,he /udi$ ! works ( ! "y ,g]man philosoph]s1 ,h>tmann1 ,dhr+1 ,lange1 ,bahns52 he admir$ !m all1 ) ! indulg5ce ( a bro!r-9-arms1 & dreamt ( mak+ _! acqua9tance & collaborat+ ) !m 9 a review :i* !y %\ld f\nd toge!r4 ,he project$ an essay1 p]haps a sort ( manife/o ^u ! man :om he wi%$ to give to 8 contempor>ies z a ma/]1 ,s*op5hau]4 ,( all ! philosoph]s1 he writes1 he is ! true/4 ,no false s5sibility %ackles 8 m9d4 ,he is brave1 x is ! fir/ quality ( a *ief4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e notes rapidly3 ,ours is ! age ( ,s*op5hau]3 a sane pessimism f\nd$ ^u ! ideal2 ! s]i\sness ( manly /r5g?1 ! ta/e = :at is simple & sane4 ,s*op5hau] is ! philosoph] ( a reviv$ classicism1 ( a ,g]manic ,hell5ism4444 ,he 0 work+ ard5tly1 & !n1 sudd5ly1 8 life 0 turn$ upside d[n4 ,he _h be5 exempt$ f milit>y s]vice on acc\nt ( 8 v %ort sight4 ,b ! ,prussian army 9 #ahfg _h great ne$ ( m52 & he 0 enroll$ 9 a regim5t ( artill]y1 9 b>racks at ,naumburg4 ,nietzs*e made ! be/ ( ?is vexation4 ,x 0 always a maxim ( 8 t a man %\ld "k h[ to utilise ! *ances ( 8 life1 extract+ f !m1 z an arti/ does1 ! elem5ts ( a ri*] de/9y4 ,!re=e1 s9ce he _h to be a soldi]1 he resolv$ t he w\ld le>n 8 new trade4 ,! milit>y obligation _h1 9 ?is "t ( w>1 a solemnity :i* x lacks to-day4 ,nietzs*e ?\ght x a good & heal?y ?+ t he %\ld %ut 8 diction>ies & get on horseback2 t he %\ld become an artill]yman & a good artill]yman1 a sort ( ascetic 9 ! s]vice ( 8 fa!rl&1 etwas zu treib51 he wrote 9 8 ,g]man1 mottl$ ) ,greek4 ,?is life is full ( inconv5i5ce1 he wrote aga91 b1 ta/$ z "o w\ld an entremets1 x impresses me z altoge!r pr(itable4 ,x is a con/ant appeal to ! en]gy ( man :i* has a value above all z an antidote aga9/ t p>alys+ scepticism ! effects ( :i* we h obs]v$ toge!r4 ,9 ! b>racks "o le>ns to "k "o's nature1 to "k :at x has to give among /range m51 ! great] "p ( :om are v r\gh4444 ,hi!rto x has appe>$ to me t all h felt k9dly t[>ds me1 capta9 & privates alike2 moreov]1 ev]y?+ t ,i mu/ d1 ,i d x ) zeal & int]e/4 ,has "o n reason to be pr\d1 if "o be not$1 among ?irty recruits1 z ! be/ rid]8 ,9 tru?1 t is wor? m ?an a philological diploma4 ,:]eupon he cites 9 full ! f9e ,lat9 & ,cic]onian te/imonial writt5 by old ,rits*l 9 praise ( 8 memoir1 ,de fontibus ,la]tii ,diog5ii4 ,he is happy 9 8 success & does n conceal 8 pleasure at x4 ,! fact amuses him4 ,?us are we made1 he writes2 we "k :at su* praise is wor?1 &1 9 spite ( ev]y?+1 an agreeable *uckle puts a grimace on our c\nt5ance4 ,?is valiant mood la/$ only a %ort "t4 ,nietzs*e 0 soon to av[ t an artill]yman on horseback is a v unhappy animal :5 he has lit]>y ta/es1 & reflect$ 9 ! mess-room on ! problems ( ,democritus4 ,he deplor$ 8 slav]y1 & 0 deliv]$ f x by an accid5t4 ,he fell f 8 horse & injur$ 8 side4 ,he suff]$1 b he 0 able to /udy & m$itate at leisure1 :i* 0 :at he lik$ 9 life4 ,h[ev]1 :5 ! exquisite ,may days arriv$ & he _h be5 laid up = a long mon?1 he grew impati5t & sigh$ = ! h\rs ( ex]cise4 ,i :o us$ to ride ! mo/ difficult m\nts6 he wrote to ,g]sdorff4 ,to di/ract himself he und]took a %ort "w on a poem ( ,simonides1 ,! ,compla9t ( ,dana4 ,he correct$ ! d\btful words 9 ! text & wrote to ,rits*l ab\t a new /udy3 ,s9ce my s*ooldays1 he wrote1 ?is beautiful song ( ,dana has rema9$ 9 my memory z an un=gettable melody3 9 ?is "t ( ,may c "o d bett] ?an become a trifle lyrical oneself8 provid$ t on ?is occasion at lea/ y d n f9d 9 my essay too 'lyrical' a conjecture4 ,dana occupi$ him1 & ! compla9ts ( ! goddess1 ab&on$ ) h] *ild to ! caprice ( malevol5t bill[s1 m+l$ 9 8 lett]s ) 8 own compla9ts4 ,= he 0 suff]+2 8 w\nd rema9$ op51 & a spl9t] ( a bone appe>$ "o day ) ! dis*>ge ( matt]4 ,i _h a que] impression at ! sight1 he wrote1 & little by little x became cle> to me t my plans = ! exam9ation1 = a voyage to ,p>is1 might v easily be ?w>t$4 ,! frailty ( our be+ nev] appe>s s pla9ly ad oculos z at ! mom5t :5 "o has j se5 a little piece ( "o's own skeleton4 ,! voyage to ,p>is1 "h m5tion$1 0 ! la/ conceiv$1 & ! de>e/ ( 8 dreams4 ,he c>ess$ ! idea ( x1 &1 z he 0 nev] able to keep a joy to himself alone1 he mu/ write to ,g]sdorff & !n to ,rohde1 & to two o!r comrades1 ,kleimpaul & ,romundt3 ,aft] ! la/ ye> ( our /udies1 he said to !m1 let u g to ,p>is toge!r & sp5d a w9t] !re3 let u =get our le>n+3 let u disp$antise ourselves 7dpdantisons-n\s72 let u make ! acqua9tance ( ! div9 cancan1 ! gre5 abs9!3 we w dr9k ( x2 let u g to ,p>is & live en cam>ades1 &1 m>*+ ! b\lev>ds1 let u repres5t ,g]manism & ,s*op5hau] d[n !re2 we %all n be altoge!r idle3 f "t to "t we w s5d a little copy to ! newspap]s1 ca/+ a few ,p>isian anecdotes a?w>t ! _w2 aft] a ye> & a half1 aft] two ye>s he nev] ceas$ to prolong ! imag9>y p]iod1 we w come back to pass our exam9ation4 ,rohde hav+ promis$ 8 company1 ,nietzs*e bore less impati5tly ! we>9ess ( a convalesc5ce :i* la/$ until ! summ]4 ,at la/ he 0 cur$4 ,9 ! fir/ days ( ,octob]1 feel+ a lively ne$ = ! pleasures :i* ,naumburg _h n to (f]--music1 society1 conv]sation1 ! !atre--he re9/all$ himself at ,leipsic4 ,bo? ma/]s & comrades gave him a w>m welcome4 ,8 re-entry 0 happy4 ,he _h sc>cely complet$ 8 tw5ty-?ird ye> & a glori\s dawn already prec$$ him4 ,an important review 9 ,b]l9 ask$ him = "s hi/orical /udies1 & he gave !m4 ,9 ,leipsic itself he 0 (f]$ ! editor%ip ( a musical review3 ?is he refus$1 al?\gh importun$4 ,nego ac p]nego1 wrote he to ,rohde1 n[ 9 resid5ce 9 ano!r ,univ]sity city4 ,he int]e/$ himself 9 ev]y?+1 except politics4 ,! d9 & confusion ( m5 9 public meet+ assembl$ 0 insupportable to him4 ,decid$ly1 said he1 ,i am n a 4 ,& he wrote to 8 fri5d ,g]sdorff1 :o _h be5 giv+ him "s in=mation ab\t ,p>liam5t>y intrigues 9 ,b]l93 ,! c\rse ( ev5ts a/oni%es me2 b ,i _c well und]/& !m1 nor take !m 91 unless ,i draw out ( ! cr[d & consid] ap>t ! activity ( a det]m9$ man4 ,bism>ck gives me imm5se satisfaction4 ,i read 8 spee*es z ?\gh ,i 7 dr9k+ a /rong w9e2 ,i hold back my tongue t x may n swall[ too quickly & t my enjoym5t may la/4 ,! ma*9ations ( 8 adv]s>ies1 z y relate !m to me1 ,i conceive )\t difficulty2 = x is a necessity t ev]y?+ t is small1 n>r[1 sect>ian & limit$ %\ld rebel aga9/ su* natures & wage an et]nal w> ^u !m4 ,!n to s _m satisfactions1 new & old1 0 add$ ! greate/ ( joys3 ! discov]y ( a new g5ius1 ,ri*>d ,wagn]4 ,! :ole ( ,g]many 0 mak+ ! same discov]y ab\t ?is "t4 ,already %e knew & admir$ ?is tumultu\s man1 poet1 compos]1 publici/1 philosoph]2 a revolution>y at ,dresd51 a damn$ au?or at ,p>is1 a fav\rite at ! ,c\rt ( ,muni*2 %e _h discuss$ 8 works & laugh$ ov] 8 debts & 8 sc>let robes4 ,x 0 by no means easy to pass a cle> judgm5t on ?is life :i* 0 a mixture ( fai? & ins9c]ity1 ( meanness & greatness2 on ?is ?\ght :i* 0 sometimes s /rong & (t5 s wordy4 ,:at k9d ( man 0 ,ri*>d ,wagn]8 ,an uneasy _s8 a g5ius8 ,"o sc>cely knew1 & ,nietzs*e _h rema9$ = a long "t 9 a /ate ( indecision4 ,tri/an & ,isolde mov$ him inf9itely2 o!r works disconc]t$ him4 ,i h j read ! ,valkyrie1 he wrote to ,g]sdorff1 9 ,octob]1 #ahff1 & ,i f9d myself impress$ s confus$ly t ,i c rea* no judgm5t4 ,its great beauties & virtutes are c\nt]balanc$ by s _m defects & de=mities equally great2 #j a 7-a7 gives #j1 all calculations made4 ,wagn] is an insoluble problem1 he said on ano!r occasion4 ,! musician :om he !n pref]r$ 0 ,s*umann4 ,wagn] _h ! art ( impos+ 8 glory on ! _w4 ,9 ,july1 #ahfh1 he produc$ at ,muni* ! ,mei/]s+]1 t noble & famili> poem 9 :i* ! ,g]man p1 h]oes ( ! action1 fill$ ! /age ) _! argum5ts1 _! sports1 _! lab\rs1 _! loves1 & !mselves glorifi$ _! own art1 music4 ,g]many 0 !n exp]i5c+ ! pr\d desire ( greatness4 ,%e _h ! confid5ce & ! lan :i* d>e recognise ! g5ius ( an arti/4 ,wagn] 0 acclaim$2 he pass$ dur+ ! la/ mon?s ( #ahfh t invisible bord]-l9e above :i* a man is transfigur$ & exalt$1 above glory itself1 into a light ( immortality4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e he>d ! ,mei/]s+]4 ,he 0 t\*$ by its m>vell\s beauty & 8 critical fancies vani%$4 ,to be j t[>ds su* a man1 he wrote to ,rohde1 "o mu/ h a little en?usiasm4444 ,i try 9 va9 to li/5 to 8 music 9 a cold & res]v$ frame ( m9d2 e n]ve vibrates 9 me4444 ,?is miracul\s art _h tak5 hold ( him2 he wi%$ t 8 fri5ds %\ld %>e 8 new passion2 he confid$ 8 ,wagn]ian impressions to !m3 ,la/ night at ! conc]t1 he wrote1 ! ov]ture to ! ,mei/]s+] caus$ me s la/+ a ?rill t x 0 long s9ce ,i _h felt any?+ l x4 ,wagn]'s si/]1 ,madame ,brockhaus1 0 liv+ 9 ,leipsic4 ,%e 0 a woman out ( ! ord9>y2 & h] fri5ds affirm$ t !y recognis$ 9 h] a little ( ! g5ius ( h] bro!r4 ,nietzs*e want$ to approa* h]4 ,?is mode/ desire 0 soon satisfi$4 ,! o!r ev5+1 he writes to ,rohde1 on return+ home ,i f\nd a lett] address$ to me1 a v %ort note3 ',if y w\ld c>e to meet ,ri*>d ,wagn] come to ! ,caf zum ,!at] at a qu>t] to f\r4--,w4 444 ,,s*4' ,! news1 if y w =give me1 positively turn$ my head1 & ,i f\nd myself z if toss$ ab\t by a :irlw9d4 ,x goes )\t say+ t ,i w5t out at once to seek ! excell5t ,w9dis*1 :o 0 able to give me "s fur!r in=mation4 ,he told me t ,wagn] 0 at ,leipsic1 at 8 si/]'s1 9 ! /ricte/ incognito2 t ! ,press knew no?+ ab\t 8 visit1 & t all ! s]vants 9 ! ,brockhaus h\sehold 7 z mute z liv]i$ grav$igg]s4 ,madame ,brockhaus1 ,wagn]'s si/]1 _h pres5t$ to him only "o visitor1 ,madame ,rits*l1 ^: judgm5t & p5etration ( m9d y "k1 ?us all[+ h]self ! pleasure ( be+ pr\d ( h] fri5d be=e h] bro!r & pr\d ( h] bro!r be=e h] fri5d1 ! happy creature6 ,:ile ,madame ,rits*l 0 9 ! room ,wagn] play$ ! ,li$ f ! ,mei/]s+]1 :i* y "k well2 & ! excell5t lady in=m$ him t ! music 0 already famili> to h]1 mea op]a4 ,!reupon pleasure & surprise on ! "p ( ,wagn]3 he expresses a ke5 desire to meet me incognito4 ,!y decide to invite me = ,friday ev5+4 ,w9dis* expla9s t t day is impossible to me on acc\nt ( my duties1 my "w1 my engagem5ts3 & ,sunday aft]noon is sugge/$4 ,we w5t to ! h\se1 ,w9dis* & ,i1 & f\nd ! pr(essor's family !re1 b n ,ri*>d3 he _h gone out ) 8 va/ skull hidd5 "u "s prodigi\s headdress4 ,i 0 pres5t$ to ?is v di/+ui%$ family1 & receiv$ a mo/ cordial invitation = ,sunday ev5+1 :i* ,i accept$4 ,i sp5t ! next few days1 ,i assure y1 9 a highly romantic mood3 & y mu/ admit t ?is db1 ?is unapproa*able h]o1 h some?+ ab\t !m bord]+ on ! _w ( leg5d4 ,) su* an important function be=e me ,i decide to dress 9 my be/4 ,x s *anc$ t my tailor _h promis$ to deliv] me on ,sunday a black coat3 ev]y?+ promis$ well4 ,sunday 0 a frightful day ( sn[ & ra94 ,"o %udd]$ at ! idea ( leav+ ! h\se4 ,s ,i 0 f> f displeas$ to receive a call dur+ ! aft]noon f ,r----1 :o babbl$ ab\t ! ,eleatics & ! nature ( ,god 9 _! philosophy--because z c&id&us he is go+ to take ! !sis prescrib$ by ,abr5s1 ,! ,developm5t ( ! ,idea ( ,god d[n to ,ari/otle1 :ile ,romundt proposes to solve ! problem ,( ! ,w1 & !reby to w9 ! ,univ]sity prize4 ,! ev5+ draws on1 ! tailor fails to arrive & ,romundt dep>ts4 ,i g ) him z f> z my tailor's1 & ent]+ ! %op1 ,i f9d 8 slaves v busy on my coat3 !y promise t x w be deliv]$ 9 ?ree h\rs4 ,i leave1 m cont5t ) ! c\rse ( ?+s2 on my way home ,i pass ,k9ts*y1 read ! ,kladd]adats*1 & f9d ) satisfaction a newspap] p>agraph to ! effect t ,wagn] is 9 ,switz]l&1 b t a beautiful h\se is be+ built = him at ,muni*4 ,z = me1 ,i "k t ,i am ab\t to see him1 & t a lett] arriv$ = him ye/]day f ! little ,k+1 be>+ ! address3 ,to ! great ,g]man compos]1 ,ri*>d ,wagn]4 ,i return home2 no tailor4 ,i read v com=tably a diss]tation on ! ,eudocia1 a little di/ract$ f "t to "t by a tr\blesome ?\gh di/ant noise4 ,at la/ ,i he> ! s\nd ( knock+ at ! old iron grille1 :i* is clos$ 444 ,x 0 ! tailor2 ,nietzs*e tri$ on ! suit1 :i* fitt$ him well2 he ?ank$ ! j\rneyman1 :o1 h[ev]1 /ay$ on1 & ask$ to be paid4 ,nietzs*e1 be+ %ort ( money1 0 ( ano!r op9ion2 ! j\rneyman repeat$ 8 dem&1 ,nietzs*e reit]at$ 8 refusal2 ! j\rneyman w\ld n yield1 w5t (f ) ! suit1 & ,nietzs*e1 left aba%$ 9 8 room1 consid]$ ) displeasure a black frock-coat1 greatly d\bt+ :e!r x w\ld d = ,ri*>d4 ,f9ally he put x on aga93 ,outside ! ra9 is fall+ 9 torr5ts4 ,a qu>t] pa/ eight6 ,at half pa/ ,w9dis* is to meet me at ! ,caf zum ,!at]4 ,i precipitate myself into ! d>k & ra9y night1 ,i too a poor man1 all 9 black1 )\t a dress coat1 b 9 ! mo/ romantic ( hum\rs4 ,=tune fav\rs me2 !re is some?+ my/]i\s & unusual 9 ! v aspect ( ! /reets on ?is night ( sn[4 ,we ent] ! v com=table p>l\r ( ! ,brockhaus's2 !re is no "o !re b ! close/ relations ( ! family1 & we two4 ,i am introduc$ to ,ri*>d1 to :om ,i express my v5]ation 9 a few words2 he asks me v m9utely h[ ,i became a fai?ful disciple ( 8 music1 bur/s out 9 invectives aga9/ all ! productions ( 8 "w1 ^? ( ,muni*1 :i* are admirable1 alone except$2 & gibes ( ! or*e/ra conductors :o c\nsel pat]nally3 ',n[1 if y please1 a little passion1 g5tlem51 a little m passion1 my fri5ds6' ,he imitates ! acc5t ( ,leipsic v well4 ,h[ ,i w\ld l to give y an idea ( ! pleasures ( ! ev5+1 ( our enjoym5ts1 :i* h be5 s lively1 s peculi>1 7 x n t ev5 to-day ,i h n yet recov]$ my old equilibrium1 & _c d bett] ?an tell y z ,i *att] along a 'fairy tale4' ,aft]w>ds1 be=e d9n]1 ,wagn] play$ all ! pr9cipal passages f ! ,mei/]s+]2 he himself imitat$ all ! voices3 ,i c leave y to imag9e t mu* 0 lo/4 ,z a talk] he is incr$ibly swift & animat$1 & 8 abundance & hum\r are en\gh to convulse ) gaiety a circle ( intimates su* z we 74 ,betwe5 :iles ,i _h a long conv]sation ) him ab\t ,s*op5hau]4 ,ah1 y wall und]/& :at a joy x 0 = me to he> him speak ) an indescribable w>m?1 expla9+ :at he owes to our ,s*op5hau]1 & tell+ me t ,s*op5hau]1 alone among ! philosoph]s1 und]/ood ! ess5ce ( music4 ,!n he want$ to "k :at is ! pres5t attitude ( ! philosoph]s ) reg>d to ,s*op5hau]2 he laugh$ v he>tily at ! ,congress ( ,philosoph]s at ,prague1 & spoke ( philosophical dome/icity4 ,aft]w>ds he read u a fragm5t ( 8 ,memoirs1 :i* he is n[ writ+1 a sc5e f 8 /ud5t-life at ,leipsic1 ov]:elm+ly funny1 ( :i* ,i _c ?9k ev5 n[ )\t laugh+4 ,8 m9d is amaz+ly supple & witty4 ,at la/1 z we 7 prep>+ to leave1 ,w9dis* & ,i1 he gave me a v w>m h&%ake1 & invit$ me1 9 ! mo/ fri5dly fa%ion1 to pay him a visit1 to talk ( music & philosophy4 ,he also entru/$ me ) ! mission ( mak+ 8 music kn[n to 8 si/] & 8 p>5ts3 a mission :i* ,i %all dis*>ge ) en?usiasm4 ,i w write y ( ! ev5+ at great] l5g? :5 ,i am able to review x f a little fur!r (f1 & m objectively4 ,to-day1 a cordial greet+ &1 = y\r heal?1 my be/ wi%es4 ,t day ( calm appreciation1 :i* ,nietzs*e 0 wait+ =1 did n come4 ,he _h come 9 contact ) a godlike man4 ,he _h felt ! %ock ( g5ius1 & 8 s\l rema9$ %ak5 by x4 ,he /udi$ ! !oretical writ+s ( ,wagn]1 :i* he _h hi!rto neglect$1 & m$itat$ s]i\sly on ! idea ( ! unique "w ( art :i* 0 to be a syn!sis ( ! scatt]$ beauties ( poetry1 ! pla/ic arts1 & h>mony4 ,he saw ! ,g]man _s r5ovat$ ?r\gh ! ,wagn]ian ideal1 & 8 swift m9d w5t (f 9 t direction4 99 99 99 99 99 ,rits*l said to him "o day3 ,i am go+ to surprise y4 ,w\ld y l to be appo9t$ a ,pr(essor 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,basle8 ,nietzs*e's surprise 01 9 fact1 extreme4 ,he 0 9 8 tw5ty-f\r? ye>1 & _h n obta9$ 8 f9al degrees4 ,! a/oni%+ proposition _h to be repeat$ to him ,rits*l expla9$ t he _h receiv$ a lett] f ,basle2 he 0 ask$ :at sort ( man 0 ,h]r ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 au?or ( ! f9e essays publi%$ 9 ! ,rhe9is*es ,museum2 c\ld he be entru/$ ) a ,*air ( ,philology8 ,rits*l _h answ]$ t ,h]r ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 0 a "y man :o _h ability en\gh to d any?+ he *ose to d4 ,he _h ev5 d>$ to write t ,h]r ,nietzs*e _h g5ius4 ,! matt]1 ?\gh susp5d$ = ! mom5t1 _h already gone pretty f>4 ,nietzs*e li/5$ to ! news ) inf9ite anxiety4 ,x made him pr\d & yet left him brok5-he>t$4 ,! :ole ye> ( lib]ty :i* he _h ?\ght to be /ill be=e him sudd5ly vani%$1 & ) x 8 projects ( /udy1 ( va/ read+1 ( travel4 ,he 0 los+ a happy life swoll5 ) dreams4 ,h[ c\ld he reject s flatt]+ an (f]8 ,he _h1 x appe>s1 contr>y to all good s5se1 a c]ta9 hesitation aga9/ :i* ,rits*l _h to fight4 ,! old savant felt a real t5d]ness = ?is s+ul> pupil ( 81 ?is sagaci\s philologi/1 metaphysician & poet2 he lov$ him & believ$ 9 him4 ,b he _h "o anxiety3 he fe>$ le/ ,nietzs*e1 "u ! incessant solicitation ( in/9cts almo/ too num]\s & too f9e1 %\ld disp]se 8 en]gy on too _m objects & wa/e 8 gifts4 ,= f\r ye>s he _h be5 it]at+ 9 8 e>s ! same c\nsel3 ,re/rict y\rself 9 ord] to be /rong2 & he n[ repeat$ x 9 press+ t]ms4 ,nietzs*e und]/ood1 & gave way4 ,he wrote at once to ,erw9 ,rohde3 ,z to our ,p>isian voyage1 ?9k ( x no long]2 x is c]ta9 t ,i am to be appo9t$ to ?is ,pr(essor%ip at ,basle2 ,i :o wi%$ to /udy ,*emi/ry6 ,h5ce=w>d ,i mu/ le>n h[ to r5\nce4 ,d[n !re h[ mu* alone ,i %all be--)\t a fri5d ^: ?\ght res\nds to m9e l beautiful ?irds1 m9or or major6 ,he obta9$ 8 f9al diploma )\t exam9ation1 9 consid]ation ( 8 pa/ p]=mances & ( ! unique circum/ance4 ,! pr(essors ( ,leipsic did n l ! notion ( exam9+ _! colleague ( ,basle4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e rema9$ "s weeks at ,naumburg ) 8 own p4 ,! family 7 full ( joy & pride3 s "y & a ,univ]sity pr(essor6 ,:at great matt] is x8 retort$ ,nietzs*e impati5tly2 !re is an u%] ! m 9 ! _w1 t is all6 ,on ,april #ac? he writes to 8 fri5d ,g]sdorff3 ,"h ,i am at ! la/ t]m1 ! la/ ev5+ t ,i %all sp5d beside my he>?2 to-morr[ morn+ ,i /rike out into ! great _w2 ,i ent] a pr(ession :i* is new to me1 9 an atmosph]e heavy & oppressive ) duties & obligations4 ,once m ,i mu/ say adieu3 ! gold5 "t 9 :i* "o's activities are free & unfett]$2 9 :i* e in/ant is sov]eign2 9 :i* art & ! _w are spread out be=e our eyes z a pure spectacle 9 :i* we h>dly p>ticipate--t "t is pa/ beyond recall4 ,n[ beg9s ! reign ( ! h>% goddess ( daily duty4 ,bemoo/] ,burs*e zieh8 i* aus4 444 ,y "k t poignant /ud5t-song4 ,yes1 yes6 n[ comes my turn to be a phili/9e6 ,"o day or ano!r1 "h or !re1 ! say+ always comes true4 ,(fices & dignities are n to be accept$ ) impunity4 ,! :ole ?+ is to "k :e!r ! *a9s :i* y are =c$ to c>ry are ( iron or ( ?read4 ,& ,i /ill h c\rage en\gh to break "s l9k on occasion1 & to risk "s plunge or o!r into ! p]il\s life4 ,( ! compulsory gibbosity ( ! pr(essor ,i d n z yet disc]n 9 myself any trace4 ,to become a phili/9e1 a man ( ! cr[d1 --,zeus & ! ,muses pres]ve me f su* a fate6 ,moreov]1 ,i f9d x h>d to see h[ ,i c\ld contrive to become :at ,i am n4 ,i am m afraid ( ano!r k9d ( phili/9ism1 ! pr(essional species4 ,x is only too natural t a daily task1 an incessant conc5tration on c]ta9 facts & c]ta9 problems1 %\ld hang l a weight on ! free s5sibility ( ! m9d1 & /rike at ! roots ( ! philosophic s5se4 ,b ,i imag9e t ,i c confront ?is p]il m calmly ?an mo/ philologi/s3 philosophical s]i\sness is too deeply root$ 9 me3 ! true & ess5tial problems ( life & ?\ght h be5 too cle>ly reveal$ to me by ! great my/agogue ,s*op5hau] to p]mit me to be ev] guilty ( %ameful trea*]y to ! ',idea4' ,to vivify my sci5ce ) ?is new blood2 to communicate to my he>]s t ,s*op5hau]ian e>ne/ness :i* glitt]s on ! br[ ( t sublime ?9k]--su* is my desire1 my audaci\s hope3 ,i want to be m ?an a p$agogue to hone/ savants4 ,i am ?9k+ ( ! duties ( ! ma/]s ( our "t2 ,i look =w>d1 & my m9d is fill$ ) ! ?\ght ( t next g5]ation :i* foll[s at our heels4 ,s9ce we mu/ endure life1 let u at lea/ endeav\r s to use x z to give x "s wor? 9 ! eyes ( o!rs :5 we are happily deliv]$ f x4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e disquiet$ himself ne$lessly4 ,if he c\ld h guess$ :at ! approa*+ days held = him1 8 joy w\ld h be5 imm5se4 ,ri*>d ,wagn] liv$ n f> f ,basle1 & 0 to become 8 fri5d4 ,,*apt] ,,iii ,,fri$ri* ,,nietzs*e ,,& ,,ri*>d ,,wagn]--,,triebs*5 ,nietzs*e in/all$ himself at ,basle1 select$ 8 domicile1 & ex*ang$ visits ) 8 colleagues4 ,b ,ri*>d ,wagn] 0 con/antly 9 8 ?\ghts4 ,?ree weeks aft] 8 arrival "s fri5ds jo9$ ) him 9 an exp$ition to ! %ores ( ! lake ( ! ,f\r ,cantons4 ,"o morn+ he left !m & set (f on foot by ! riv] bank t[>ds ! ma/]'s retreat1 ,triebs*54 ,triebs*5 is ! "n ( a little cape :i* protrudes into ! lake2 a solit>y villa & a solit>y g>d51 ^: high popl>s are se5 f af>1 occupy its expanse4 ,he /opp$ be=e ! clos$ gate & rang4 ,trees hid ! h\se4 ,he look$ ar\nd1 z he wait$1 & li/5$3 8 att5tive e> caught ! resonance ( a h>mony :i* 0 soon muffl$ up 9 ! noise ( foot/eps4 ,a s]vant op5$ ! door & ,nietzs*e s5t 9 8 c>d2 !n he 0 left to he> once m ! same h>mony1 dolor\s1 ob/9ate1 _m times repeat$4 ,! invisible ma/] ceas$ = a mom5t1 b almo/ at once 0 busy aga9 ) 8 exp]im5ts1 rais+ ! /ra91 modulat+ x1 until1 by modulat+ once m1 he _h br\ght back ! initial h>mony4 ,! s]vant return$4 ,h]r ,wagn] wi%$ to "k if ! visitor 0 ! same ,h]r ,nietzs*e :om he _h met "o ev5+ at ,leipsic4 ,yes1 said ! "y man4 ,!n w\ld ,h]r ,nietzs*e be good en\gh to come back at lun*eon "t8 ,b ,nietzs*e's fri5ds 7 await+ him1 & he _h to excuse himself4 ,! s]vant disappe>$ aga91 to return ) ano!r message4 ,w\ld ,h]r ,nietzs*e sp5d ! ,monday ( ,p5teco/ at ,triebs*58 ,?is invitation he 0 able to accept & did accept4 ,nietzs*e came to "k ,wagn] at "o ( ! f9e/ mom5ts ( ! latt]'s life4 ,! great man 0 alone1 f> f ! public1 f j\rnali/s1 & f cr[ds4 ,he _h j c>ri$ (f & m>ri$ ! divorc$ wife ( ,hans von ,bl[1 ! daught] ( ,liszt & ( ,madame d',ag\lt1 an admirable be+ :o 0 end[$ ) ! gifts ( two races4 ,! adv5ture _h sc&alis$ all ! ,ph>isees ( old-fa%ion$ ,g]many4 ,ri*>d ,wagn] 0 complet+ 8 "w 9 retreat3 a gigantic "w1 a succession ( f\r dramas1 e "o ( :i* 0 imm5se3 a "w :i* 0 n conceiv$ = ! pleasure ( m51 b = ! tr\ble & salvation ( _! s\ls2 a "w s prodigi\s t no public 0 wor?y to he> x1 no company ( s+]s wor?y to s+ x1 no /age1 9 %ort1 va/ en\gh or noble en\gh to make its repres5tation possible4 ,:at matt]6 ,! _w mu/ /oop to ,ri*>d ,wagn]2 x 0 n = him to yield to x4 ,he _h f9i%$ ,rh9egold1 & ! ,valkyries2 ,siegfri$ 0 soon to be complet$2 & he began to "k ! joy ( ! workman :o has ma/]$ 8 "w1 & is able at la/ to view x z a :ole4 ,re/lessness & ang] 7 mix$ ) 8 joy1 = he 0 n ( ^? :o are cont5t ) ! approbation ( an lite4 ,he _h be5 mov$ by all ! dreams ( m51 & he wi%$ 9 8 turn to move all m54 ,he ne$$ ! cr[d1 want$ to be li/5$ to by x1 & nev] ceas$ to call to ! ,g]mans1 always heavy & sl[-foot$ 9 foll[+ him4 ,aid me1 he cries out 9 8 books1 = y beg9 to be /rong4 ,because ( y\r /r5g? d n disda91 d n neglect ^? :o h be5 y\r spiritual ma/]s1 ,lu!r1 ,kant1 ,s*ill] & ,bee?ov53 ,i am ! heir ( ^! ma/]s4 ,assi/ me4 ,i ne$ a /age :]e ,i may be free2 give me x6 ,i ne$ a p :o %all li/5 to me2 be t p6 ,aid me1 x is y\r duty4 ,&1 9 return1 ,i w glorify y4 ,we may picture ?is fir/ visit3 ,nietzs*e ) 8 s(t mann]s1 8 n]v\s voice1 8 fi]y & veil$ look2 8 face :i* 0 s y\?ful 9 spite ( ! long1 droop+ m\/a*e2 ,wagn] 9 ! /r5g? ( ! fifty-n9e ye>s t he c>ri$ )\t sign ( weakness1 ov]fl[+ ) intuitions & exp]i5ces1 desires & expectations1 exub]ant 9 language & ge/ure4 ,:at 0 _! fir/ int]view l8 ,we h no record ( x1 b no d\bt ,wagn] repeat$ :at he 0 writ+ 9 8 books1 & said imp]i\sly3 ,"y man1 y too mu/ help me4 ,! night 0 f9e & conv]sation spirit$4 ,:5 x 0 "t = ,nietzs*e to g1 ,wagn] desir$ to accompany 8 gue/ on 8 way home along ! riv]4 ,!y w5t out toge!r4 ,nietzs*e's joy 0 great4 ,! want f :i* he _h long suff]$ 0 n[ be+ suppli$2 he _h ne$$ to love1 to admire1 to li/54 ,at la/ he _h met a man wor?y to be 8 ma/]2 at la/ he _h met him = :om no admiration1 no love c\ld be too /rong4 ,he gave himself up entirely & resolv$ to s]ve ?is solit>y & inspir$ be+1 to fight = him aga9/ ! in]t multitude1 aga9/ ! ,g]many ( ! ,univ]sities1 ( ! ,*ur*es1 ( ! ,p>liam5ts1 & ( ! ,c\rts4 ,:at 0 ,wagn]'s impression8 ,no d\bt he too 0 happy4 ,f ! v beg9n+ he _h recognis$ ! extraord9>y gifts ( 8 "y visitor4 ,he c\ld conv]se ) him2 & to conv]se means to give & to receive4 ,& s few m5 _h be5 able to af=d him t joy4 ,on ! #bbnd ( ,may1 eight days aft] ?is fir/ visit1 a few v intimate fri5ds came f ,g]many to ,triebs*5 to celebrate ! fir/ day ( _! ma/]'s sixtie? ye>4 ,nietzs*e 0 invit$1 b _h to decl9e1 = he 0 prep>+ 8 op5+ lecture & did n l to be di/ract$ at 8 task4 ,he 0 anxi\s to express /raightway ! conception t he _h =m$ ( 8 sci5ce & ( its tea*+4 ,= 8 subject he took ! ,hom]ic problem1 t problem :i* is an occasion ( division betwe5 s*ol>s :o analyse antiquity & arti/s :o delight 9 x4 ,8 argum5t 0 t ! s*ol>s mu/ resolve ?is conflict by accept+ ! judgm5t ( ! arti/s4 ,_! criticism1 fecund 9 useful hi/orical results1 _h re/or$ ! leg5d & ! va/ frame ( ! two poems4 ,b x _h decid$ no?+1 & c\ld h decid$ no?+4 ,aft] all1 ! ,iliad & ! ,odyssey 7 !re be=e ! _w 9 cle> %apes1 & if ,goe! *ose to say3 ,! two poems are ! "w ( a s+le poet --! s*ol> _h no reply4 ,8 task 0 mode/1 b useful & des]v+ ( e/eem4 ,let u n =get1 said ,nietzs*e at ! conclusion ( 8 inaugural lecture1 h[ b a few ye>s ago ^! m>vell\s ,greek ma/]pieces lay buri$ b5ea? an enorm\s accumulation ( prejudices4 ,! m9ute lab\r ( our /ud5ts has sav$ !m = u4 ,philology is nei!r a ,muse nor a ,grace2 %e has n creat$ ?is en*ant$ _w1 x is n %e :o has compos$ ?is immortal music4 ,b %e is its virtuoso1 & we h to ?ank h] t ^! acc5ts1 long =gott5 & almo/ indeciph]able1 res\nd aga91 & t is surely a high m]it4 ,& z ! ,muses =m]ly desc5d$ among ! heavy & wret*$ ,botian peasants1 ?is mess5g] comes to-day into a _w fill$ ) gloomy & baneful %apes1 fill$ ) pr(\nd & incurable suff]+s1 & consoles u by evok+ ! beautiful & lum9\s =ms ( ! ,gods1 ! outl9es ( a m>vell\s1 an azure1 a di/ant1 a =tunate c\ntry4444 ,nietzs*e 0 highly applaud$ by ! b\rgeois ( ,basle1 :o _h come 9 great numb]s to he> ! "y ma/] ^: g5ius _h be5 ann\nc$4 ,8 success pleas$ him1 b 8 ?\ghts w5t o!r:]e1 t[>ds ano!r m>vell\s1 azure1 & di/ant l&--,triebs*54 ,on ! #d? ( ,june he receiv$ a note3 ,come & sleep a c\ple ( nights "u our ro(1 wrote ,wagn]4 ,we want to "k :at y are made (4 ,little joy ,i h s f> f my ,g]man compatriots4 ,come & save ! abid+ fai? :i* ,i /ill cl+ to1 9 :at ,i call1 ) ,goe! & "s o!rs1 ,g]man lib]ty4 ,nietzs*e 0 able to sp>e ^! two days & h5ce=w>d 0 a famili> ( ! ma/]'s4 ,he wrote to 8 fri5ds3 ,wagn] realises all our desires3 a ri*1 great1 & magnific5t _s2 an en]getic "*1 an en*ant+ man1 wor?y ( all love1 ard5t = all k4 444 ,b ,i mu/ /op2 ,i am *ant+ a pan4444 ,i beg y1 he says fur!r1 n to believe a ^w ( :at is writt5 ab\t ,wagn] by ! j\rnali/s & ! musicograph]s4 ,no "o 9 ! _w kn[s him1 no "o c judge him1 s9ce ! :ole _w builds on f\ndations :i* are n 81 & is lo/ 9 8 atmosph]e4 ,wagn] is dom9at$ by an idealism s absolute1 a humanity s mov+ & s pr(\nd1 t ,i feel 9 8 pres5ce z if ,i 7 9 contact ) div9ity4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,ri*>d ,wagn] _h writt51 at ! reque/ ( ,l\is ,,ii41 ,k+ ( ,bav>ia1 a %ort treatise on social metaphysics4 ,?is s+ul> "w1 :i* _h be5 conceiv$ to fasc9ate a "y & romantic pr9ce1 0 c>efully )held f publicity1 & l5t only to intimates4 ,wagn] gave x to ,nietzs*e1 & few ?+s surely t ! latt] ev] read w5t home m deeply4 ,z traces ( ! impression he receiv$ f x are to be discov]$ 9 8 "w d[n to ! v end1 x w be wor? our :ile to give "s idea ( its nature4 ,wagn] />ts by expla9+ an old error ( 83 9 #ahdh he _h be5 a ,sociali/4 ,n t he _h ev] welcom$ ! ideal ( a levell+ ( m52 8 m9d1 avid ( beauty & ord]1 9 o!r words1 ( sup]iorities1 c\ld n h welcom$ a notion ( ! k9d4 ,b he hop$ t a humanity lib]at$ f ! bas] s]vitudes w\ld rise ) less ef=t to an und]/&+ ( art4 ,9 ?is he 0 mi/ak51 z he n[ und]/ood4 ,my fri5ds1 despite _! f9e c\rage1 he wrote1 7 vanqui%$2 ! empt9ess ( _! ef=t prov$ to me t !y 7 ! victims ( a basic error & t !y _h ask$ f ! _w :at ! _w c\ld n give !m4 ,8 view cle>$ & he recognis$ t ! masses are p[]less1 _! agitations va91 _! co-op]ation illusory4 ,he _h believ$ !m capable ( introduc+ into hi/ory a progress ( culture4 ,n[ he saw t !y c\ld n collaborate t[>ds ! m]e ma9t5ance ( a culture already acquir$4 ,!y exp]i5ce only su* ne$s z are gross1 elem5t>y1 & %ort-liv$4 ,= !m all noble ends are unatta9able4 ,& ! problem :i* reality obliges u to solve is ?is3 h[ are we to contrive ?+s s t ! masses %all s]ve a culture :i* mu/ always be beyond _! compreh5sion1 & s]ve x ) zeal & love1 ev5 to ! sacrifice ( life8 ,all politics are compris$ )9 ?is "q1 :i* appe>s insoluble1 & yet is n4 ,consid] ,nature3 no "o und]/&s h] ends2 & yet all be+s s]ve h]4 ,h[ does ,nature obta9 _! adhesion to life8 ,%e deceives h] creatures4 ,%e puts !m 9 hope ( an immutable & ev]-delay$ happ9ess4 ,%e gives !m ^? in/9cts :i* con/ra9 ! humble/ ( animals to l5g?y sacrifices & volunt>y pa9s4 ,%e envelops 9 illusion all liv+ be+s1 & ?us p]suades !m to /ruggle & to suff] ) unalt]able con/ancy4 ,society1 wrote ,wagn]1 ought to be upheld by simil> artifices4 ,x is illusions t assure its duration1 & ! task ( ^? :o rule m5 is to ma9ta9 & to propagate ^! cons]v+ illusions4 ,patriotism is ! mo/ ess5tial4 ,e *ild ( ! p %\ld be br\ght up 9 love ( ! ,k+1 ! liv+ symbol ( ! fa!rl&1 & ?is love mu/ become an in/9ct1 /rong en\gh to r5d] ! mo/ sublime abnegation an easy ?+4 ,! patriotic illusion assures ! p]man5ce ( ! ,/ate b does n suffice to gu>antee a high culture4 ,x divides humanity1 x fav\rs cruelty1 hatr$1 & n>r[ness ( ?\ght4 ,! ,k+1 ^: glance dom9ates ! ,/ate1 measures its limits1 & is aw>e ( purposes :i* ext5d beyond x4 ,"h a second illusion is necess>y1 ! religi\s illusion ^: dogmas symbolise a pr(\nd unity & a univ]sal love4 ,! ,k+ mu/ su/a9 x among 8 subjects4 ,! ord9>y man1 if he be p5etrat$ ) ?is d\ble illusion1 c live a happy & a wor?y life3 8 way is made cle>1 he is sav$4 ,b ! life ( ! pr9ce & 8 c\nsellors is a grav] & a m dang]\s ?+4 ,!y propagate ! illusions1 !re=e !y judge !m4 ,life appe>s to !m unveil$1 & !y "k h[ tragic a ?+ x is4 ,! great man1 ! exceptional man1 writes ,wagn]1 f9ds himself practically e day 9 ! same condition 9 :i* ! ord9>y man despairs ( life1 & has rec\rse to suicide4 ,! pr9ce & ! ari/ocracy :i* surr\nds him1 8 nobles1 are =e>m$ by _! val\r aga9/ s c[>dly a temptation4 ,nev]!less1 !y exp]i5ce a bitt] ne$ to turn _! back on ! _w4 ,!y desire = !mselves a re/ful illusion1 ( :i* !y may be at ! same "t ! au?ors & ! accessories4 ,"h art int]v5es to save !m1 n to exalt ! nave en?usiasm ( ! p1 b to alleviate ! unhappy life ( ! nobles & to su/a9 _! val\r4 ,art1 writes ,ri*>d ,wagn]1 address+ ,l\is ,,ii41 ,i pres5t to my v de> fri5d z ! promis$ & b5ignant l&4 ,if ,art _c lift u 9 a real & complete mann] above life1 at lea/ x lifts u 9 life itself to ! v highe/ ( regions4 ,x gives life ! appe>ance ( a game1 x )draws u f ! common lot1 x ravi%es & consoles u4 ,only ye/]day--wrote ,nietzs*e to ,g]sdorff on ! #d? ( ,augu/1 #ahfi--;,i 0 read+ a manuscript :i* ,wagn] confid$ to me1 ,( ! ,/ate & ,religion1 a treatise full ( gr&eur1 compos$ 9 ord] to expla9 to '8 "y fri5d1' ! little ,k+ ( ,bav>ia1 8 p>ticul> way ( und]/&+ ! ,/ate & ,religion4 ,nev] did any "o speak to 8 ,k+ 9 a tone m wor?y1 m philosophical2 ,i felt myself mov$ & uplift$ by t ideality :i* ! _s ( ,s*op5hau] seems con/antly to inspire4 ,bett] ?an any o!r mortal1 ! ,k+ %\ld und]/& ! tragic ess5ce ( life4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 ,septemb]1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 aft] a %ort /ay 9 ,g]many1 return$ to a life divid$ betwe5 ,basle & ,triebs*54 ,at ,basle he _h 8 "w1 8 pupils1 :o li/5$ to him ) att5tion1 ! society ( amiable colleagues4 ,8 wit1 8 musical tal5t1 8 fri5d%ip ) ,ri*>d ,wagn]1 8 elegant mann]s & appe>ance1 procur$ him a c]ta9 pre/ige4 ,! be/ h\ses lik$ 8 company1 & he did n refuse _! invitations4 ,b all ! pleasures ( society are less acceptable ?an ! simple/ fri5d%ip1 & ,nietzs*e _h n a s+le fri5d 9 ?is hone/ b\rgeois city2 at ,triebs*5 alone 0 he satisfi$4 ,n[1 he writes to ,erw9 ,rohde1 :o 0 liv+ at ,rome1 ,i1 too1 h my ,italy1 b ,i am able to visit x only on ,saturdays & ,sundays4 ,my ,italy is call$ ,triebs*51 & ,i already feel z if x 7 my home4 ,rec5tly ,i h be5 !re f\r times runn+1 & into ! b>ga9 a lett] travels ! same road almo/ e week4 ,my de> fri5d1 :at ,i see & he> & le>n !re ,i f9d x impossible to tell y4 ,s*op5hau] & ,goe!1 ,p9d> & s*ylus are1 believe me1 /ill alive4 ,ea* ( 8 returns 0 an occasion ( melan*oly4 ,a feel+ ( solitude depress$ him4 ,he confid$ 9 ,erw9 ,rohde1 speak+ at ! same "t ( ! hopes he _h 9 8 "w4 ,alas1 de> fri5d1 he said1 ,i h v few satisfactions1 & solit>y1 always solit>y1 ,i mu/ rum9ate on !m all )9 myself4 ,ah6 ,i %\ld n fe> a good illness1 if ,i c\ld pur*ase at t price a night's conv]sation ) y4 ,lett]s are s little use6 444 ,m5 are con/antly 9 ne$ ( midwives1 & almo/ all g to be deliv]$ 9 tav]ns1 9 colleges :]e little ?\ghts & little projects are z pl5tiful z litt]s ( kitt5s4 ,b :5 we are full ( our ?\ght no "o is !re to aid u1 to assi/ u at ! difficult acc\*m5t3 sombre & melan*oly1 we deposit 9 "s d>k hole our bir? ( ?\ght1 /ill heavy & %apeless4 ,! sun ( fri5d%ip does n %9e ^u !m4 ,i am becom+ a virtuoso 9 ! art ( solit>y walk+1 he says aga92 & he adds3 ,my fri5d%ip has some?+ pa?ological ab\t x4 ,nev]!less he is happy 9 ! dep?s ( 8 be+2 he says s himself "o day1 & w>ns 8 fri5d ,rohde aga9/ 8 own lett]s3 ,correspond5ce has ?is t is vexati\s ab\t x3 "o w\ld l to give ! be/ ( oneself1 :]eas1 9 fact1 "o gives :at is mo/ ephem]al1 ! accord & n ! et]nal melody4 ,ea* "t t ,i sit d[n to write to y1 ! say+ ( ,hld]l9 7! fav\rite au?or ( my s*ooldays7 comes back to my m9d3 ',d5n lieb5d giebt d] ,/]bli*e vom ,be/56' ,&1 z well z ,i rememb]1 :at h y f\nd 9 my la/ lett]s8 ,negations1 contr>ieties1 s+ul>ities1 solitudes4 ,nev]!less1 ,zeus & ! div9e sky ( autumn "k x1 a p[]ful curr5t c>ries me t[>ds positive ideas1 ea* day ,i enjoy exub]ant h\rs :i* delight me ) full p]ceptions1 ) real conceptions--9 su* in/ants ( exalt+ impressions1 ,i nev] miss s5d+ y a long lett] full ( ?\ghts & ( v[s2 & ,i fl+ x a?w>t ! blue sky1 tru/+1 = its c>riage t[>ds y1 to ! electricity :i* is betwe5 our s\ls4 ,& we c get a glimpse ( ^! positive ideas1 ^! preci\s impressions1 because we are 9 possession ( all ! notes & ! blund]s ( ! "y man :o 0 acquir+1 at ! price ( con/ant ef=t1 /r5g? & ma/]y4 ,my ye>s ( /udy1 he wrote to ,rits*l1 :at h !y be5 = me8 ,a luxuri\s saunt]+ across ! doma9s ( philology & art2 h5ce my gratitude is especially lively at ?is mom5t t ,i address y :o h be5 till n[ ! 'de/9y' ( my life2 & h5ce ,i recognise h[ necess>y & opportune 0 ! (f] :i* *ang$ me f a w&]+ into a fix$ />1 & oblig$ me to ta/e anew ! satisfaction ( gall+ b regul> "w1 ( an un*ang+ b c]ta9 object4 ,a man's lab\r is q ano!r ?+1 :5 ! holy anangkei ( 8 pr(ession helps him2 h[ peaceful is 8 slumb]1 &1 awak5+1 h[ sure is 8 k ( :at ! day dem&s4 ,!re1 !re is no phili/9ism4 ,i feel z if ,i 7 ga!r+ a multitude ( scatt]$ pages 9 a book4 ,! ,orig9 ( ,trag$y proves to be ! book ! guid+ ideas ( :i* ,nietzs*e 0 n[ elaborat+4 ,greek ?\ght rema9s ! c5tre r\nd :i* 8 ?\ght =ms1 & he m$itates1 9 audaci\s fa%ion1 on its hi/ory4 ,a true hi/orian1 he ?9ks1 %\ld grasp its ensemble 9 a rapid view4 ,all ! great advances 9 ,philology1 he writes 9 8 notes1 are ! issue ( a creative gaze4 ,! eyes ( a ,goe! discov]$ a ,greece cle> & s]5e4 ,be+ /ill "u ! dom9ation ( 8 g5ius1 we cont9ue to p]ceive ! image :i* he has put be=e u4 ,b we %\ld seek & discov] = ourselves4 ,goe! fix$ 8 gaze on ! c5turies ( ,alex&r9e culture4 ,nietzs*e neglects ^!4 ,he pref]s ! rude & primitive c5turies1 :i!r 8 in/9ct1 s9ce 8 eighte5? ye>1 _h l$ him :5 he elect$ to /udy ! di/i*es ( ! ari/ocrat1 ,!ognis ( ,meg>a4 ,!re he inhales an en]gy1 a /r5g? ( ?\ght1 ( action1 ( endurance1 ( infliction2 a vital poetry1 vital dreams :i* rejoice 8 s\l4 ,f9ally1 9 ?is v anci5t ,greece1 he f9ds aga91 or ?9ks t he f9ds aga91 ! _s ( ,wagn]1 8 ma/]4 ,wagn] wi%es to r5ew trag$y1 &1 by us+ ! !atre1 z x 71 z a spiritual in/rum5t1 to reanimate ! dim9i%$ s5se ( poetry 9 ! human s\l4 ,! tragic ,greeks _h a simil> ambition2 !y wi%$ to raise _! race & ennoble x aga9 by ! mo/ /rik+ evocation ( my?s4 ,_! ent]prise 0 a sublime "o1 b x fail$1 = ! m]*ants ( ! ,piru1 ! democracy ( ! t[ns1 ! vulg> h]d ( ! m>ket-place & ( ! port1 did n c>e = a lyrical art :i* /ipulat$ a too l(ty mann] ( ?\ght1 too great a nobl5ess 9 de$4 ,! noble families 7 vanqui%$ & trag$y ceas$ to exi/4 ,ri*>d ,wagn] enc\nt]s simil> enemies--!y are ! democrats1 insipid ?9k]s1 & base prophets ( well-be+ & peace4 ,our _w is be+ judais$1 our prattl+ plebs1 giv5 ov] to politics1 is ho/ile to ! ideali/ic & pr(\nd art ( ,wagn]1 writes ,nietzs*e to ,g]sdorff4 ,8 *ivalr\s nature is contr>y to !m4 ,is ,wagn]'s art1 z1 9 o!r times1 s*ylus's art1 to suff] defeat8 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e is always occupi$ ) a l combat4 ,he unfolds ^! v new views to 8 ma/]4 ,we mu/ r5ew ! idea ( ,hell5ism1 he says to him2 we live on commonplaces :i* are false4 ,we speak ( ! ',greek joy1' ! ',greek s]5ity'2 ?is joy1 ?is s]5ity1 are t>dy fruits & ( poor sav\r1 ! graces ( c5turies ( s]vitudes4 ,! ,socratic subtlety1 ! ,platonic sweetness1 already be> ! m>k ( ! decl9e4 ,we mu/ /udy ! old] c5turies1 ! sev5?1 ! six?4 ,!n we t\* ! nave =ce1 ! orig9al sap4 ,betwe5 ! poems ( ,hom]1 :i* are ! romance ( h] infancy1 & ! dramas ( s*ylus1 :i* are ! act ( h] manhood1 ,greece1 n )\t long ef=t1 ent]s into ! possession ( h] in/9cts & discipl9es4 ,x is ! k ( ^! times :i* we %\ld seek1 because !y resemble our own4 ,!n ! ,greeks believ$1 z d ! ,europeans ( to-day1 9 ! fatality ( natural =ces2 & !y believ$ also t man mu/ create = himself 8 virtues & 8 gods4 ,!y 7 animat$ by a tragic s5tim5t1 a brave pessimism1 :i* did n turn !m away f life4 ,betwe5 !m & u !re is a complete p>allel & correspond5ce2 pessimism & c\rage1 & ! w to e/abli% a new beauty4444 ,ri*>d ,wagn] int]e/$ himself 9 ! ideas ( ! "y man1 & associat$ him m & m intimately 9 8 life4 ,"o day1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e be+ pres5t1 he receiv$ f ,g]many ! news t ! ,rh9egold & ! ,valkyries1 badly execut$ f> f 8 advice & direction1 _h _h a d\ble failure4 ,he 0 sad & did n hide 8 disappo9tm5t2 he 0 afflict$ by ?is depreciation ( ! imm5se "w :i* he _h de/9$ = a non-exi/5t !atre & public1 & :i* n[ crumbl$ be=e 8 eyes4 ,8 noble suff]+ mov$ ,nietzs*e4 ,nietzs*e took "p 9 8 ma/]'s "w4 ,wagn] 0 !n compos+ ! music ( ! ,twilight ( ! ,gods4 ,page aft] page ! "w grew1 )\t ha/e or delay1 z ?\gh f ! regul> ov]fl[+ ( an invisible s\rce4 ,b no ef=t absorb$ ,wagn]'s ?\ght1 &1 dur+ ^! same days1 he wrote an acc\nt ( 8 life4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e receiv$ ! manuscript ) directions to h x secretly pr9t$1 & to sup]vise ! publication ( an edition limit$ to twelve copies4 ,he 0 ask$ to oblige ) m intimate s]vices4 ,at ,*ri/mas1 ,wagn] 0 prep>+ a ,pun* & ,judy %[ = 8 *ildr54 ,he want$ to h pretty figur9es1 devils & angels4 ,madame ,wagn] begg$ ,nietzs*e to pur*ase !m 9 ,basle4 ,i =get t y are a pr(essor1 a doctor1 & a philologi/1 %e said graci\sly1 & rememb] only y\r five-&-tw5ty ye>s4 ,he exam9$ ! figur9es ( ,basle1 &1 n f9d+ !m to 8 lik+1 wrote to ,p>is = ! mo/ frightful devils1 ! mo/ beatific angels imag9able4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 admitt$ to ! solemnity ( ! ,pun* & ,judy %[1 sp5t ! ,*ri/mas fe/ival ) ,wagn]1 8 wife & family1 9 ! mo/ *>m+ ( intimacies4 ,cosima ,wagn] made him a pres5t2 %e gave him a ,fr5* edition ( ,montaigne1 ) :om1 x seems1 he 0 n acqua9t$1 & ( :om he soon became s fond4 ,%e 0 imprud5t t day4 ,montaigne is p]il\s read+ = a disciple4 99 99 99 99 99 ,?is w9t] ,i h to give two lectures on ! /hetic ( ! ,greek trag$ies1 wrote ,nietzs*e1 ab\t ,septemb]1 to 8 fri5d ! ,b>on von ,g]sdorff2 & ,wagn] w come f ,triebs*5 to he> !m4 ,wagn] did n g1 b ,nietzs*e 0 li/5$ to by a v l>ge public4 ,he describ$ an unkn[n ,greece1 vex$ by ! my/]ies & intoxications ( ! god ,dionysius1 & ?r\gh its tr\ble1 ?r\gh ?is v intoxication1 initiat$ into poetry1 into song1 into tragic contemplation4 ,x seems t he wi%$ to def9e ?is et]nal romanticism1 always alike to him1 :e!r 9 ,greece ( ! six? c5tury ,b4,c4 or 9 ,europe ( ! ?irte5? c5tury2 ! same1 surely1 :i* inspir$ ,ri*>d ,wagn] 9 8 retreat at ,triebs*54 ,nietzs*e1 h[ev]1 ab/a9$ f m5tion+ ?is latt] "n4 ,! ,a!nian com+ to assi/ at ! trag$y ( ! great ,dionysos bore 9 8 he>t "s sp>k ( t elem5t>y =ce f :i* trag$y 0 born4 ,?is is ! irresi/ible outbur/ ( spr+time1 t fury & delirium ( m+l$ emotions :i* sweeps 9 spr+time across ! s\ls ( all simple peoples & across ! :ole life ( nature4 ,x is an accept$ ?+ t fe/ivals ( ,ea/] & ,c>nival1 trave/i$ by ! ,*ur*1 7 9 _! orig9 spr+ fe/ivals4 ,e su* fact c be trac$ to a mo/ deep-root$ in/9ct3 ! old soil ( ,greece bore on its bosom en?usia/ic multitudes1 full ( ,dionysos2 9 ! ,middle ,ages 9 ! same way ! dances ( ! ,fea/ ( ,sa9t ,john & ( ,sa9t ,vitus drew out great cr[ds :o w5t s++1 leap+ & danc+ f t[n to t[n1 ga!r+ recruits 9 ea*4 ,x is1 ( c\rse1 op5 to ! doctors to reg>d ^! ph5om5a z diseases ( ! cr[d3 we cont5t ourselves ) say+ t ! drama ( antiquity 0 ! fl[] ( su* a disease1 & if t ( our mod]n art does n f\nta9 =? f t my/]i\s s\rce1 t is its mis=tune4 ,9 8 second lecture ,nietzs*e /udi$ ! end ( tragic art4 ,x is a s+ul> ph5om5on2 all ! o!r arts ( ,greece sl[ly & glori\sly decl9$4 ,trag$y _h no decl9e4 ,aft] ,sophocles x disappe>$1 z ?\gh a cata/rophe _h de/roy$ x4 ,nietzs*e rec\nts ! cata/rophe1 & names ! de/roy]1 ,socrates4 ,he d>$ to d5\nce ! mo/ rev]$ ( m54 ,x 0 he1 ! poor ,a!nian1 a man ( ! p1 an ugly sc(f]1 :o suppress$ ! anci5t poetry4 ,socrates 0 nei!r an arti/ nor a philosoph]2 he did n write1 he did n tea*1 he sc>cely spoke2 seat$ 9 ! public place1 he /opp$ ! pass]s-by1 a/oni%$ !m by 8 pleasant logic1 conv9c$ !m ( _! ignorance & absurdity1 laugh$1 & oblig$ !m to laugh at !mselves4 ,8 irony di%on\r$ ! nave beliefs :i* gave /r5g? to ! ance/ors ( ! race1 ! my?s :i* upheld _! virtues4 ,he despis$ trag$y1 & made op5 decl>ation ( 8 contempt = x2 t 0 en\gh4 ,euripides 0 tr\bl$1 & suppress$ 8 inspiration1 :ile ! "y ,plato1 :o p]haps w\ld h surpass$ ,sophocles himself1 li/5$ to ! new ma/]1 burnt 8 v]ses1 & r5\nc$ art4 ,he disconc]t$ ! old in/9ctive lyrical humanity ( ,greece2 &1 by ! voice ( ,plato1 :om he _h s$uc$1 he impos$ ! illusion1 unkn[n to ! anci5ts1 ( ,nature z accessible to ! reason ( man1 altoge!r p5etrat$ by x1 & always h>moni\s4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 0 to ins]t ^! pages 9 8 book ^u ,! ,bir? ( ,trag$y4 ,?is *>ge pron\nc$ aga9/ ,socrates surpris$ 8 audi5ce 9 ,basle4 ,wagn] knew x1 & 9 ,septemb]1 #ahgj1 wrote to ,nietzs*e an en?usia/ic b extremely %rewd lett]4 ,z = me1 ,i cry out to y3 ,t's x6 y h got hold ( ! tru?1 y t\* ! exact po9t ) ke5 accuracy4 ,i await ) admiration ! s]ies ( "w 9 :i* y w combat ! errors ( popul> dogmatism4 ,b none ! less y make me anxi\s1 & ,i hope ) all my he>t t y are n go+ to come a cropp]4 ,i w\ld also l to advise y n to exp\nd y\r audaci\s views1 :i* mu/ be s difficult to e/abli%1 9 %ort bro*ures ( limit$ range4 ,y are1 ,i feel1 pr(\ndly p5etrat$ ) y\r ideas3 y mu/ ga!r !m toge!r into a l>g] book ( mu* wid] scope4 ,!n y w f9d & w give u ! mot ju/e on ! div9e blund]s ( ,socrates & ,plato1 ^? creators s wond]ful z to exact adoration ev5 f u :o =swe> !m6 ,our words1 my de> fri5d1 swell into hymns :5 we consid] ! incompreh5sible h>mony ( ^? ess5ces1 s /range to our _w6 ,& :at pride & hope animate u :51 return+ on ourselves1 we feel /rongly & cle>ly t we c & %\ld a*ieve a "w1 outside ! rea* ev5 ( ^? ma/]s6 ,none ( ! lett]s address$ by ,nietzs*e to ,wagn] h be5 publi%$4 ,h !y be5 lo/8 ,7 !y de/roy$8 ,or are !y m]ely refus$ by ,madame ,cosima ,wagn]1 :o is p]haps n incapable ( ranc\r8 ,! facts are unkn[n4 ,h[ev]1 we may be c]ta9 t ,nietzs*e begg$ ,wagn] to ally himself ) him1 to aid him 9 r5d]+ cle> ^? difficult views ( 84 ,wagn] repli$3 ,,my ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,h[ good x is to be able to ex*ange su* lett]s6 ,!re is no "o to-day ) :om ,i c talk z s]i\sly z ) y--! ,unique#a except$4 ,god only kn[s :at w\ld happ5 to me b = t6 ,b ,i %\ld be able to give myself up to ! pleasure ( fight+ ) y aga9/ ,socratism only on "o condition1 t ( hav+ an enorm\s deal ( "t at my disposal1 free f ! temptation ( any bett] project--to speak q pla9ly1 ,i %\ld h to ab&on all creative "w4 ,division ( lab\r is a good ?+ 9 ?is connection4 ,y c d mu* = me3 y c take on y\r %\ld]s a full half ( ! task assign$ to me by fate4 ,& s do+1 y w p]haps a*ieve ! :ole ( y\r own de/9y4 ,i h nev] _h mu* success 9 my essays 9 ,philology3 y h nev] _h mu* success 9 y\r essays 9 music3 & x is well t ?+s %\ld be s4 ,z a musician y w\ld h come to mu* ! same end to :i* ,i %\ld h come _h ,i /uck ob/9ately to ,philology4 ,b ,philology rema9s 9 my blood2 x directs me 9 my "w z a musician4 ,z = y1 rema9 a philologi/1 & keep+ to ,philology1 all[ y\rself to be direct$ by music4 ,i mean :at ,i say 9 a v s]i\s _s4 ,y h taught me )9 :at base preconceptions a pr(essional philologi/ is to-day expect$ to imprison himself--,i h taught y 9 :at an unspeakable d5 a g5u9e 'absolute' musician mu/ to-day wa/e himself4 ,%[ u :at ,philology ought to be1 & help me to prep>e ! way = t great ',r5aissance' 9 :i* ,plato w embrace ,hom]1 & 9 :i* ,hom]1 p5etrat$ by ! ideas ( ,plato1 w be at la/ & = ! fir/ "t ! sublime ,hom] 444 ,at ?is in/ant ,nietzs*e _h conceiv$ 8 "w1 & 0 mak+ ready to write x at a spurt4 ,sci5ce1 art1 & philosophy gr[ s intimately )9 me1 he said 9 ,febru>y to ,rohde1 t ,i am ab\t to give bir? to a c5taur4 ,pr(essional duties1 h[ev]1 int]rupt$ ?is flight4 ,9 ,m>* he 0 appo9t$ titul> pr(essor4 ,! hon\r flatt]$ him1 ! duties kept him occupi$4 ,at ! same "t he 0 giv5 ! c>e ( a class ( high] rhetoric2 !n he 0 ask$ to draw up 9 ! noble/ ,lat9 an address ( congratulation to ,pr(essor ,baumbra*1 ( ,frib\rg1 :o _h taught = fifty ye>s 9 ! ,univ]sity ( t t[n4 ,nietzs*e1 :o nev] %irk$ any?+1 appli$ himself to ! prep>ation ( 8 class & ! composition ( 8 disc\rse4 ,9 ,april1 m "w4 ,rits*l f\nd$ a review1 ! ,acta societatis philologic8 ,lipsi81 & desir$ t 8 be/ pupil %\ld contribute to x4 ,nietzs*e did n haggle ov] ! help ask$ ( him4 ,he promis$ 8 copy1 & wrote to ,rohde to ask = 8 collaboration also4 ,p]sonally1 ,i feel mo/ /rongly t ,i am "u an obligation1 he wrote4 ,&1 not)/&+ t ?is "w w put me out at ! mom5t1 ,i am q committ$ to x4 ,we mu/ collaborate = ! fir/ numb]4 ,y are aw>e t c]ta9 p]sons w read x ) curiosity1 ) malevol5ce4 ,!re=e1 x mu/ be good4 ,i h promis$ my fai?ful help--answ] me4 ,may & !n ,june1 #ahgj1 came4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e seems to h be5 occupi$1 above all else1 ) 8 "w = ! ,acta4 ,dur+ ! holidays at ,p5teco/1 ,rohde1 on 8 way back f ,italy1 /opp$ at ,basle4 ,nietzs*e 0 delight$1 he wi%$ ,wagn] to make 8 fri5d's acqua9tance1 & br\ght him to ,triebs*54 ,!y sp5t a f9e day toge!r1 on ! br9k ( an abyss :i* none ( !m app>5tly p]ceiv$4 ,rohde1 cont9u+ on 8 road to ,g]many1 left ,basle4 ,nietzs*e rema9$ alone1 ! victim ( a fooli% accid5t4 ,he _h giv5 himself a /ra9 & 0 =c$ to be up4 99 99 99 99 99 ,_h he giv5 any att5tion to ! rum\rs ( w> :i* tr\bl$ ,europe 9 #ahgj8 ,x seems n4 ,he 0 little curi\s ( news1 & sc>cely read ! newspap]s4 ,n t he 0 indiff]5t to 8 c\ntry1 b he conceiv$ x1 9 ! mann] ( ,goe!1 z a s\rce ( art & moral gr&eur4 ,"o ( 8 ?\ghts1 "o alone1 is p]haps inspir$ by ! public unre/4 ,no w>1 he writes2 ! ,/ate w\ld become too /rong !reby4 ,no d\bt we h "h1 besides "o ( ,nietzs*e's own impressions1 an e*o ( ! conv]sations ( ,triebs*53 ,wagn] recruit$ 8 mo/ ard5t admir]s 9 ,s\!rn ,g]many1 9 ! ,rh9el&1 9 ,bav>ia1 :]e 8 protector ,l\is ,,ii4 reign$2 ! ,g]mans ( ! ,nor? appreciat$ him badly1 ! ,b]l9]s wor/ ( all1 & he _h no wi% = a w>like crisis :i* w\ld c]ta9ly h ! effect ( add+ to ! weight ( ,prussian dictation4 ,! ,/ate to :i* ,nietzs*e po9t$ 9 8 %ort note 0 ! ,prussian ,/ate4 ,he =esaw1 & l 8 ma/] dread$1 ! imm95t hegemony ( ,b]l91 t despis$ t[n ( bureaucrats & bank]s1 ( j\rnali/s & ,jews4 ,on ,july #ad?1 a convalesc5t1 /ret*$ out on 8 long *air1 he wrote to 8 comrade1 ,erw9 ,rohde4 ,he spoke to him ( ,ri*>d ,wagn] & ( ,hans von ,bl[1 ( art & ( fri5d%ip4 ,sudd5ly he /ops 9 ! middle ( a phrase1 m>k+ ) a blank l9e ! int]ruption ( 8 ?\ght4 ,"h is a t]rible ?und]clap1 he wrote4 ,! ,franco-,g]man w> is decl>$2 a demon alights ^u all our culture1 already worn ?readb>e4 ,:at are we ab\t to exp]i5ce8 ,fri5d1 de> fri5d1 we met once m 9 ! twilight ( peace4 ,to-day :at d all our aspirations signify8 ,p]haps we are at ! beg9n+ ( ! end6 ,:at a gloomy sight4 ,cloi/]s w become necess>y4 ,& we %all be ! fir/ fri>s4 ,he sign$ himself ,! ,loyal ,swiss4 ,?is unexpect$ signature may be expla9$ 9 a lit]al mann]4 ,9 ord] to be appo9t$ a pr(essor at ,basle1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h _h to r5\nce 8 nationality4 ,b assur$ly x indicat$ m ?an ?is4 ,x ann\nc$ 8 deta*m5t ( m9d3 he _h decid$ on ! rle ( ! contemplator4 ,:at a misund]/&+ ( himself6 ,he 0 too "y1 too brave1 too mu* enam\r$ ( 8 race1 to adopt ! "p ( spectator only 9 ! imm95t drama4 ,z a loyal ,swiss1 & z su* disp5s$ f milit>y duties1 he quietly took up 8 abode ) 8 si/] ,lisbe? 9 a m\nta9 inn1 :]e he wrote out "s pages on ,greek lyricism4 ,x 0 !n t he =mulat$ = ! fir/ "t 8 def9ition ( ! ,dionysian & ,apollonian spirits4 ,nev]!less1 ! ,g]man armies 7 cross+ ! ,rh9e & ga9+ _! fir/ victories1 & x 0 n )\t emotion t ,nietzs*e he>d ! news4 ,! ?\ght ( l(ty de$s 9 :i* he _h no "p1 ( p]ils f :i* he 0 pres]v$1 tr\bl$ 8 m$itations4 ,on ,july #bj?1 writ+ to ,madame ,rits*l1 he express$ ! ?\ghts :i* occupi$ 8 solitude4 ,fir/ he gave expression to a fe> :i*1 z x seem$1 ! memory ( a ,greece ru9$ by ! conflict ( ,sp>ta & ,a!ns inspir$ 9 him4 ,unhappy1 hi/orical analogies tea* u t ! v traditions ( culture may be de/roy$ by ! bitt]ness ( su* a w> ( nations4 ,b he also express$ ! emotion :i* _h begun to seize him4 ,h[ ,i am a%am$ ( ?is inactivity 9 :i* ,i am kept1 n[ t ! in/ant has come :5 ,i might be apply+ :at ,i le>n$ 9 ! artill]y4 ,naturally ,i make myself ready = an en]getic c\rse ( action1 9 case ?+s %\ld take a bad turn2 d y "k t ! /ud5ts ( ,kiel h enli/$ toge!r1 ) en?usiasm8 ,on ! morn+ ( ,augu/ #g? he read 9 8 pap] ! dispat*es f ,wr?3 ,g]man victory3 ,enorm\s losses4 ,he c\ld no long] rema9 9 8 retreat4 ,he return$ to ,basle1 ask$ & obta9$ f ! ,swiss au?orities p]mission to s]ve 9 ! ambulance corps1 & proce$$ at once to ,g]many to enli/ = ! w> :i* allur$ him4 ,he cross$ conqu]$ ,alsace3 he saw ! *>nel h\ses ( ,wissemb\rg & ( ,wr?3 on ,augu/ #bi? he biv\ack$ n f> f ,/rassburg1 :]e conflagrations lit up ! horizon2 !n he made 8 way1 by ,lunville & ,nancy1 t[>ds ! c\ntry ar\nd ,metz1 n[ conv]t$ into an imm5se ambulance1 :]e ! w\nd$ ( ,m>s-la-,t\r1 ,gravelotte & ,sa9t-,privat1 s num]\s t x 0 difficult to nurse !m1 7 dy+ ( _! w\nds & ( infecti\s illnesses4 ,"s un=tunates 7 giv5 into 8 *>ge3 he did 8 duty ) k9dness & c\rage1 b exp]i5c$ a s+ul> emotion1 a sacr$ & almo/ en?usia/ic horror4 ,= ! fir/ "t he consid]$ )\t repulsion ! lab\r ( ! masses4 ,he wat*$ ^? millions ( be+s1 "s /ruck d[n & m>k$ by dea?1 o!rs m>*+ ! roads or /&+ "u arms3 he consid]$ !m )\t contempt1 he e/eem$ _! de/9y4 ,"u ! m5aces ( w>1 ^! m5 h some?+ mom5t\s ab\t !m4 ,!y =get _! va9 ?\ghts2 !y m>*1 !y s+1 !y obey _! *iefs2 !y die4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 0 recomp5s$ = 8 pa9s2 a frat]nal impulse uplift$ 8 s\l1 he no long] felt 8 solitude1 he lov$ ! simple p :o surr\nd$ him4 ,all my milit>y passions awake1 he writes1 & ,i _c satisfy !m6 ,i w\ld h be5 at ,rezonville1 at ,s$an1 actively1 passively p]haps4 ,?is ,swiss neutrality always ties my h&s4 ,8 passage ?r\gh ,france 0 rapid4 ,he receiv$ ord]s to convey ! w\nd$ 9 8 c>e to ! hospital at ,c>lsruhe4 ,he set out & 0 %ut up1 = ?ree days & ?ree nights1 ) elev5 m51 ly+ 9 a m>ket c>t clos$ fa/ aga9/ ! cold & ! ra94 ,two ( ! w\nd$ :o accompani$ him 7 attack$ by diph!ria1 all _h dys5t]y4 ,to rea* tru?1 says a ,g]man my/ic1 ! mo/ rapid m\nt is ,affliction4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e recall$ ?is maxim ( :i* he 0 s fond4 ,he tri$ 8 c\rage1 v]ifi$ 8 ?\ghts4 ,he dress$ ! sores ( 8 w\nd$1 he li/5$ to _! compla9ts1 _! appeals1 & did n int]rupt 8 m$itation4 ,till n[ he _h kn[n only 8 books2 n[ he knew life4 ,he reli%$ ?is bitt] ordeal1 always disc]n+ "s f>-(f beauty4 ,i1 also1 ,i h my hopes1 he 0 to write2 ?anks to !m ,i 0 able to look on at ! w> & to pursue my m$itations )\t pause1 9 pres5ce ( ! wor/ horrors4444 ,i recall a solit>y night dur+ :i* ,i lay /ret*$ out 9 a m>ket van ) ! w\nd$ m5 confid$ to me & nev] ceas$ to explore 9 ?\ght ! ?ree abysses ( trag$y :i* h = names3 ,wahn1 ,wille1 ,wehe--,illusion1 ,w1 ,affliction4 ,:5ce !n did ,i draw ! confid5t c]titude t he %\ld und]go 9 bir? a simil> ordeal1 ! h]o to come ( tragic k & ,greek gaiety8 ,he arriv$ at ,c>lsruhe ) 8 sick & w\nd$2 he _h contract$ _! illness & 0 attack$ by dys5t]y & diph!ria4 ,an unkn[n :o _h be5 8 ambulance companion nurs$ him devot$ly4 ,z soon z he 0 well aga91 ,nietzs*e w5t to 8 home at ,naumburg1 !re to seek n repose1 b an entire leisure f "w & ?\ght4 ,yes1 he wrote to 8 fri5d ,g]sdorff1 :o 0 fight+ 9 ,france--,yes1 t conception ( ?+s :i* is common to u has und]gone ! ordeal by fire4 ,i h _h ! same exp]i5ce z y4 ,= me1 z = y1 ^! weeks w rema9 9 my life z an epo* 9 :i* ea* "o ( my pr9ciples re-affirm$ itself 9 me2 ,i w\ld h risk$ dea? ) !m4444 ,n[ ,i am at ,naumburg aga91 b poorly re/or$ to heal? s f>4 ,! atmosph]e 9 :i* ,i h liv$ has be5 long ov] me l a d>k cl\d2 ,i he>d an incessant lam5tation4 ,once already1 9 ,july1 #ahfe1 dur+ ! campaign at ,sad[a1 he _h kn[n w>1 & und]gone its allurem5t4 ,a simple & great aspiration _h laid hold ( him2 & = a mom5t he _h felt himself 9 accord ) 8 race4 ,i feel a patriotic emotion1 he wrote2 x is a new exp]i5ce = me4 ,he grasp$ at ?is sudd5 exaltation & cultivat$ x4 ,inde$1 8 is a *ang$ s\l4 ,he is no long] ! loyal ,swiss ( ano!r "t2 he is a man among m51 a ,g]man pr\d ( 8 ,g]many4 ,a w> has trans=m$ him2 he glorifies w>4 ,w> awakes ! en]gy ( m52 x ev5 tr\bles _! spirits4 ,x obliges !m to seek 9 an ideal ord]1 an ord] ( beauty & duty1 ! ends ( a life :i* is too cruel4 ,! lyric poet1 ! sage1 misund]/ood 9 ages ( peace1 are he>d ) respect 9 ages ( w>4 ,!n m5 h ne$ ( !m1 & are consci\s ( _! ne$4 ,! same necessity :i* ranges !m beh9d _! *iefs r5d]s !m att5tive to g5ius4 ,humanity is made truly "o1 & is drawn t[>ds ! h]oic & ! sublime1 only "u ! pressure ( w>4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 ?\gh /ill v weak & suff]+1 aga9 took up ! notes ( 8 book t he might record 9 x 8 new ideas4 ,9 ,greece1 he argues1 art 0 ! visible =m ( a society1 discipl9$ by /ruggle1 f ! work%op1 :]e ! captive slave lab\r$1 up to ! gymnasium & ! agora1 :]e ! free man play$ ) arms4 ,su* 0 t w+$ figure1 t goddess ( ,samo?race1 t _h = companion ( h] flight a bloody trireme4 ,! ,greek g5ius emanat$ f w>1 x sang w>1 x _h w> = its comrade4 ,x is ! p ( ! tragic my/]ies1 wrote ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 :o /rike ! great bl[ ( ! ,p]sian battles2 9 return1 ! p :o h ma9ta9$ ^! w>s ne$ ! salut>y bev]age ( trag$y4 ,we foll[ 9 8 notes ! movem5t ( a m9d :i* wi%es to grasp ! v idea ( ! tragic1 a?w>t a vaguely-kn[n ,greece4 ,aga9 & aga9 we f9d ?is ^w tragic br\ght 9 z if x 7 a fundam5tal /ra9 :i* ! "y ?9k] tra9s himself to repeat1 l a *ild try+ to le>n a new ^w3--,tragic ,greece conqu]s ! ,p]sians4444 ,tragic man is nature itself 9 its highe/ /r5g? ( creation & k3 he trifles ) sorr[4444 ,?ree =mulas satisfy 8 rese>* = a mom5t4 ,! tragic "w ( ,art--! tragic ,man--! tragic ,/ate4 ,?us he det]m9$ ! ?ree ess5tial p>ts ( 8 book1 :i* he w\ld entitle z a :ole3 ,! ,tragic ,man4 ,let u n misund]/& ! real object ( 8 m$itations3 ?is society1 ?is discipl9e :i* he disc]n$ 9 ! pa/1 7 9 reality ! ideal =ms ( ! ,fa!rl& :i* he desir$ & = :i* he d>$ to hope4 ,he saw on ! "o h& ,lat9 ,europe1 weak5$ by utilit>ianism & ! s(tness ( life1 on ! o!r ,g]many1 ri* 9 poets1 9 soldi]s1 9 my?s1 9 victories4 ,%e 0 suz]a9 ( ^? races :i* 7 9 process ( decay4 ,h[ w\ld %e ex]cise ?is suz]a9ty8 ,might n "o augur f h] triumph a new era1 w>like & tragic1 *ivalr\s & lyric8 ,"o c\ld conceive x2 & !re=e "o %\ld hope = x1 & ?is 0 en\gh to dictate "o's duty4 ,h[ glori\s ?is ,g]many w\ld be1 ) ,bism>ck z its *ief1 ,moltke z its soldi]1 ,wagn] z its poet--its philosoph]1 too1 exi/$1 & 0 call$ ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e4 ,?is belief1 ?\gh he express$ x n[h]e1 he surely _h3 = he _h n a d\bt z to 8 g5ius4 ,he 0 elat$1 b did n let 8 dreams lead him a/ray3 he imag9$ an ideal ,fa!rl&1 yet nev] lo/ f sight ! ,fa!rl&1 human1 too human1 :i* actually exi/$4 ,dur+ ,octob] & ! fir/ days ( ,novemb]1 alone ) 8 own p 9 t ,naumburg ^: prov9cial virtues he did n love1 he bore h>dly ) ! vulg>ity ( ! little p1 ( ! function>ies ) :om he mix$4 ,naumburg 0 a small ,prussian t[n2 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e did n c>e = ?is robu/ & vulg> ,prussia4 ,metz _h capitulat$2 ! f9e/ army ( ,france 0 tak5 captive3 a delirium ( conceit swept all ,g]many (f its feet4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e resi/$ ! g5]al t5d5cy4 ,! s5tim5t ( triumph 0 a repose :i* 8 exact+ s\l might n "k4 ,on ! contr>y1 he 0 disgu/$ & al>m$4 ,i fe>1 he wrote to 8 fri5d ,g]sdorff1 t we %all h to pay = our m>vell\s national victories at a price to :i* ,i1 = my "p1 w nev] cons5t4 ,9 confid5ce--,i am ( op9ion t mod]n ,prussia is a ,p[] highly dang]\s to culture4444 ,! ent]prise is n easy1 b we mu/ be philosoph]s en\gh to keep our sang-froid 9 ! mid/ ( all ?is smoke1 we mu/ keep wat* s t no robb] may come & /eal any "p ( :at1 9 my op9ion1 is comm5surable ) no?+ beside1 n ev5 ! mo/ h]oic ( milit>y actions1 n ev5 our national exaltation4 ,!n a docum5t appe>$ :i* deeply mov$ ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e4 ,x 0 ! date ( ! c5t5>y ( ,bee?ov54 ,! ,g]mans1 occupi$ ) _! w>1 _h neglect$ to commemorate x4 ,ri*>d ,wagn]'s voice 0 rais$1 x alone 0 /rong en\gh to recall to ! conqu]ors ! memory ( ano!r glory3 ,g]mans1 y are brave1 he cri$2 rema9 brave 9 peace4444 ,9 ?is m>vell\s ye> #ahgj no?+ is bett] suit$ to y\r pride 9 be+ brave ?an ! memory ( ! great ,bee?ov54444 ,let u celebrate t great pione] & pa?-hew]1 let u celebrate him wor?ily1 n less wor?ily ?an ! victory ( ,g]man c\rage3 = he :o gives joy to ! _w is rais$ high] among m5 ?an he :o conqu]s ! _w4 ,g]mans1 y are brave2 rema9 brave 9 peace--no say+ c\ld move ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e m deeply4 ,he desir$ to be ne> ! ma/] aga91 &1 ?\gh n yet re/or$ to heal?1 he left ,naumburg4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he saw ,ri*>d ,wagn] aga9 & 0 n entirely satisfi$4 ,?is man1 :o _h be5 s spl5did 9 mis=tune1 seem$ to h lo/ /ature4 ,!re 0 a vulg> quality 9 8 joy4 ,well _h ! ,g]man victory av5g$ him = ^? ,p>isian cat-calls & raill]ies :i* he _h _h to endure2 n[ he ate ,fr5*m5 ) an enorm\s & peaceable reli%4 ,nev]!less he decl9$ c]ta9 (f]s2 he 0 promis$ ! highe/ (fice & hon\rs if he accept$ resid5ce 9 ,b]l94 ,he refus$1 be+ unwill+ to let himself be en?ron$ z poet-laureate ( a ,prussian ,empire2 & 8 disciple 0 ?ankful = ! refusal4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e f\nd at ,basle an ev5 bett] confidant ( 8 anxieties4 ,! hi/orian ,jacob ,burckh>dt1 a great s*ol> ( arts & civilisations1 0 melan*oly2 all brutality 0 odi\s to him1 & he dete/$ w> & its de/ruction4 ,a citiz5 ( ! la/ city 9 ,europe :i* ma9ta9$ its indep5d5ce & its old cu/oms1 pr\d ( ?is indep5d5ce & ( ^! cu/oms1 ,jacob ,burckh>dt dislik$ ^? nations ( ?irty or =ty millions ( s\ls :i* he saw e/abli%+ !mselves4 ,to ! designs ( ,bism>ck & ( ,cav\r he pref]r$ ! c\nsel ( ,ari/otle--,s arrange t ! numb] ( citiz5s does n exce$ t5 ?\s&2 o!rwise !y w\ld n be able to meet toge!r on ! public squ>e4 ,he _h /udi$ ,a!ns1 ,v5ice1 ,flor5ce1 & ,si5na4 ,he held 9 high e/eem ! anci5t & ,lat9 discipl9es1 9 v mod]ate e/eem ! ,g]man discipl9es3 he dread$ ,g]man hegemony4 ,burckh>dt & ,nietzs*e 7 colleagues4 ,!y (t5 met 9 ! int]vals betwe5 two lectures4 ,!n !y w\ld talk &1 on f9e days1 /roll toge!r along t t]race ov] :i* all ,european travell]s lean1 t is betwe5 ! ca!dral ( r$ s&/one & ! ,rh9e1 "h s "y /ill b already s /rong1 z x passes ) a long murmur ( ruffl$ wat]s4 ,! simply-built ,univ]sity is situat$ q ne>1 on ! slope1 betwe5 ! riv] & ! ,museum4 ,! two colleagues 7 et]nally exam9+ _! common ?\ght4 ,h[ %\ld t tradition ( culture & beauty be cont9u$1 t fragile & (t-brok5 tradition :i* two t9y ,/ates1 ,attica & ,tuscany1 h transmitt$ to our c>e8 ,france _h n des]v$ c5sure2 %e _h kn[n h[ to ma9ta9 ! me?ods & a s*ool ( ta/e4 ,b _h ,prussia ! qualities fitt+ h] h]itage8 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e repeat$ ! expression ( 8 hope4 ,p]haps1 said he1 ?is w> w h trans=m$ our old ,g]many2 ,i see h] m virile1 end[$ ) a firm] & m delicate ta/e4 ,jacob ,burckh>dt li/5$4 ,no1 said he1 y are always ?9k+ ( ! ,greeks1 = :om w> _h no d\bt an educative virtue4 ,b mod]n w>s are sup]ficial2 !y d n rea*1 !y d n correct ! b\rgeois1 laissez-all] /yle ( life4 ,!y are r>e2 _! impressions are soon effac$2 !y are soon =gott52 !y d n ex]cise p's ?\ght4 ,:at did ,nietzs*e answ]8 ,a lett] to ,erw9 ,rohde enables u to div9e ! ill-assur$ acc5t ( 8 obs]vations4 ,i am v anxi\s1 he writes1 z reg>ds ! imm$iate future4 ,i seem to recognise !re ! ,middle ,ages 9 disguise4444 ,be c>eful to free y\rself f ?is fatal ,prussia1 ) its repugnance to culture6 ,flunkeys & prie/s spr\t f its soil l mu%rooms1 & !y are go+ to d>k5 all ,g]many ) _! smoke6 ,jacob ,burckh>dt1 long a recluse amid 8 memories & 8 books1 _h ! habit ( melan*oly & made ! be/ ( x4 ,by way ( discreet prote/ aga9/ ! en?usiasms ( 8 contempor>ies1 he deliv]$ a lecture ^u ,hi/orical ,greatness4 ,d n take = true greatness1 said he to ! /ud5ts ( ,basle1 su* & su* a milit>y triumph1 su* & su* an expansion ( a ,/ate4 ,h[ _m nations h be5 p[]ful :o are =gott5 & m]it _! oblivion6 ,hi/orical greatness is a r>] ?+2 x lies :olly 9 ! works ( ^? m5 :om we call great m51 us+ t vague t]m because we _c truly fa?om _! nature4 ,"s unkn[n g5ius leaves u ,notre ,dame de ,p>is2 ,goe! gives u 8 ,fau/2 ,newton 8 law ( ! ,sol> ,sy/em4 ,?is is greatness1 & ?is alone4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e li/5$ & applaud$4 ,burckh>dt1 wrote he1 is becom+ a ,s*op5hau]ian4444 ,b a few wise words d n satisfy 8 ard\r4 ,nor c he s quickly r5\nce ! hope :i* he has conceiv$2 he wi%es to act1 to save 8 ,fa!rl& f ! moral disa/] :i* 9 8 judgm5t m5aces h]4 ,h[ act8 ,"h 0 a sluggi% p1 n easily ar\s$1 lack+ 9 s5sitiv5ess1 a p /unt$ by democracy1 a p 9 revolt aga9/ e noble aspiration3 by :at artifice c\ld "o su/a9 among !m ! imp]ill$ ideal1 ! love ( h]oism & ( ! sublime8 ,nietzs*e =m$ a project :i* 0 s audaci\s & s advanc$ t he m$itat$ long ^u x )\t confid+ 9 any "o4 ,ri*>d ,wagn] 0 !n work+ to e/abli% t !atre ( ,bayreu? 9 :i* he hop$ to realise 8 epic creation 9 complete fre$om4 ,nietzs*e d>$ to imag9e a diff]5t in/itution1 b "o ( ! same ord]2 a k9d ( sem9>y :]e ! "y philosoph]s1 8 fri5ds1 ,rohde1 ,g]sdorff1 ,deuss51 ,ov]beck1 ,romundt %\ld meet1 live toge!r &1 free f duties1 lib]at$ f adm9i/rative tutelage1 m$itate1 "u ! guidance ( c]ta9 ma/]s1 on ! problems ( ! h\r4 ,a d\ble home ( art & ( ?\ght w\ld ?us ma9ta9 at ! he>t ( ,g]many1 above ! cr[d & ap>t f ! ,/ate1 ! traditions ( ! spiritual life4 ,cloi/]s w become necess>y1 he _h writt5 to ,erw9 ,rohde 9 ,july2 six mon?s' exp]i5ce br\ght back ?is idea4 ,"h assur$ly is ! /range/ ?+ :i* ?is "t ( w> & victory has rais$ up2 a mod]n an*oritism--an impossibility ( liv+ 9 accord ) ! ,/ate4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e let himself be drawn away by ?is dream1 ! unreality ( :i* he fail$ to recognise4 ,he 0 imag9+ a reunion ( solit>ies1 simil> to ! ,port ,royal des ,*amps4 ,he knew t su* a society did n accord ) ! mann]s & ta/es ( 8 times1 b he judg$ x to be necess>y & believ$ t he _h /r5g? en\gh to e/abli% or impose x4 ,a pr(\nd in/9ct inspir$ & direct$ him4 ,t old college ( ,p=ta _h be5 mona*al 9 its orig9s1 9 its build+s & 9 its v walls1 9 ! la/+ gravity & ord]$ rule ( life4 ,?us he _h1 z a *ild1 receiv$ ! impress ( :at 0 almo/ ! life ( a religi\s4 ,he kept ! memory ( x1 & ! no/algia4 ,dur+ 8 ye>s at ! ,univ]sity he _h con/antly s\ght to isolate himself f ! _w by surr\nd+ himself ) fri5ds4 ,he /udi$ ,greece1 & ! antique wisdom n\ri%$ 8 s\l3 he lov$ ,py?agoras & ,plato1 ! "o ! f\nd]1 ! o!r ! poet1 ( ! f9e/ bro!rhood t man _h ev] conceiv$1 ! close & sov]eign ari/ocracy ( sages arm$1 ( m$itative knights4 ,?us did ,*ri/ian humanity & ,pagan humanity1 unit$ by a remote h>mony1 concur ) 8 ?\ghts & 8 aspirations4 ,he wi%$ to write an op5 lett] to 8 fri5ds1 kn[n & unkn[n2 b he w\ld only call !m at ! fav\rable mom5t1 & till !n w\ld keep 8 secret4 ,give me two ye>s1 he wrote to 8 fri5d ,g]sdorff en?usia/ically & my/]i\sly1 & y w see a new conception ( antiquity diffuse itself1 :i* mu/ br+ a new _s into ! sci5tific & moral education ( ! nation6 ,t[>ds mid-,decemb] he believ$ t ! mom5t _h come4 ,erw9 ,rohde wrote him a melan*oly lett]1 a v feeble e*o ( ! passionate lett]s :i* ,nietzs*e _h address$ to him4 ,soon we %all ne$ cloi/]s 444 he said1 repeat+ ! same idea express$ six mon?s e>li] by 8 fri5d4 ,x 0 b a ^w2 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e saw 9 x a sign ( spontane\s agreem5t1 a presage ( en?usia/ic collaboration1 & he wrote 9 a joy\s transport3 ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,i receiv$ y\r lett] & ,i answ] x )\t los+ a m9ute4 ,above all ,i wi% to tell y t ,i feel altoge!r l y1 & t we %all be1 9 my op9ion1 v weak1 if1 ab&on+ our feeble compla9ts1 we d n deliv] ourselves f ennui by an en]getic act4444 ,i h at la/ und]/ood ! be>+ ( ,s*op5hau]'s judgm5ts on ! philosophy ( ! univ]sities4 ,no radical tru? is possible !re4 ,no revolution>y tru? c come out f !re4444 ,we %all reject ?is yoke2 to me t is c]ta94 ,& we %all !n =m a new ,greek academy3 ,romundt w be ( our company4 ,y "k1 s9ce y\r visit to ,triebs*51 ! projects ( ,bayreu?4 ,= a long "t1 )\t confid+ 9 any "o1 ,i h be5 consid]+ :e!r x w\ld n be suitable = u to break ) philology & its p]spectives ( culture4 ,i am prep>+ a great adhortatio = all ^? :o are n yet completely captur$ & /ifl$ by ! mann]s ( ?is pres5t "t4 ,:at a pity t ,i mu/ write to y1 & t = long we h n be5 able to exam9e 9 conv]sation ea* ( my ?\ghts6 ,to y :o "k n _! turn+s & _! consequ5ces1 my plan w p]haps appe> z an ecc5tric caprice4 ,t1 x is n2 x is a necessity4 444 ,let u try to rea* a little isl& on :i* !re w be no long] ne$ to close "o's e>s ) wax4 ,!n we %all be "o ano!r's ma/]s4 ,our books1 f n[ till !n1 are b hooks to cat* our fri5ds1 a public = our /hetic & mona*al association4 ,let u live1 let u "w1 let u enjoy = "o ano!r's sake2 9 t mann] only1 p]haps1 %all we be able to "w = ! :ole4 ,i may tell y 7see h[ s]i\s is my design7 t ,i h already comm5c$ to r$uce my exp5ses 9 ord] to con/itute a little res]ve fund4 ,we %all gamble 9 ord] to try our 'luck'2 z to ! books :i* we %all be able to write1 ,i %all dem& ! highe/ honor>ium z a provision = com+ times4 ,9 brief1 we %all neglect no lawful means ( success 9 f\nd+ our cloi/]4 ,we also h our duty = ! next two ye>s6 ,may ?is plan seem to y wor?y ( m$itation6 ,y\r la/ lett]1 mov+ z x 01 signifi$ to me t ! "t _h come to unveil x = y4 ,%all we n be able to introduce a new =m ( ,academy into ! _w8 ',und sollt' i* ni*t1 sehnsu*tig/] ,gewalt1 ,9's ,leb5 ziehn die e9zig/] ,ge/alt8' ,?us ,fau/ speaks ( ,hel54 ,no "o kn[s any?+ ( my project1 & n[ x dep5ds ^u y to see t ,romundt is advis$ ( x4 ,assur$ly1 our s*ool ( philosophy is nei!r an hi/orical rem9isc5ce nor an arbitr>y caprice2 is x n a necessity t pu%es u on to t road8 ,x seems t ! plan ( our /ud5t days1 t voyage :i* we 7 to make toge!r1 returns 9 a new =m1 symbolic n[ & va/] ?an x 04 ,on ?is occasion1 ,i won't leave y 9 ! lur* z ,i !n did4 ,t memory always annoys me4 ,) my be/ hopes1 y\r fai?ful ,,frat] ,,fri$ri*4 ,f ! #bcrd ( ,decemb] till ! #a/ ( ,janu>y ,i g to ,triebs*51 ne> ,luc]ne4 ,on ! #bbnd ( ,decemb] ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e left ,luc]ne3 he _h receiv$ no reply f ,rohde4 ,he f\nd ! h\se at ,triebs*5 9 high fe/ival ) *ildr5's games & ! prep>ations = ,*ri/mas4 ,madame ,wagn] gave him a volume ( ,/5dhal1 ,les ,prom5ades dans ,rome4 ,he (f]$ ,wagn] ! fam\s woodcut ( ,dr]'s ( ,! ,knight1 ! ,dog1 & ,dea?1 on :i* he _h writt5 a comm5t>y = ! book he 0 !n prep>+1 ,! ,orig9 ( ,trag$y3 ,a _s :i* feels itself isolat$1 desp]ate & solit>y1 he wrote1 c\ld *oose no bett] symbol ?an t rid] ( ,dr]'s1 :o1 unp]turb$ by 8 gruesome companions & yet :olly )\t hope1 pursues 8 t]rible pa? alone ) dog & horse4 ,?is rid] ( ,dr]'s is our ,s*op5hau]3 he 0 )\t hope1 b he desir$ ! tru?4 ,8 l does n exi/4 ,nietzs*e w\ld h be5 happy 9 ! ma/]'s h\se if he _h n be5 expect+ ,rohde's reply3 ! wait+ worri$ him4 ,he /opp$ = a week at ,triebs*54 ,wagn] 0 nev] done talk+ ab\t ,bayreu? & 8 va/ projects4 ,nietzs*e1 too1 _h 8 ?\ght :i* he w\ld h joyfully utt]$2 b fir/ he want$ 8 fri5d's approbation1 & t approbation did n come4 ,he left )\t hav+ receiv$ a ^w or spok5 "o on ! subject4 ,at la/1 at ,basle1 he receiv$ ! too long-desir$ lett]3 an hone/1 affectionate1 b negative reply4 ,y tell me t cloi/]s are necess>y to-day1 wrote ,rohde4 ,i believe x4 ,b !re are necessities = :i* no rem$y exi/s4 ,h[ c we f9d ! money8 ,& ev5 :5 we %all h f\nd ! money1 ,i d n "k t ,i %all foll[ y2 ,i d n feel 9 me a creative =ce :i* r5d]s me wor?y ( ! solitude :i!r y call me4 ,= a ,s*op5hau]1 a ,bee?ov51 a ,wagn]1 ! case is diff]5t1 z x is = y1 de> fri5d4 ,b1 z ,i am 9 "q1 no6 ,i mu/ hope = a diff]5t life4 ,/ill let u ent]ta9 ! wi% = su* a retreat1 among c]ta9 fri5ds1 9 a cloi/] ( ! muses2 ,i agree to t4 ,depriv$ ( desires1 :at w\ld we become8 ,if ,rohde refus$ to foll[ him1 :o w\ld foll[ him8 ,he did n write 8 ,adhortatio2 ,romundt 0 n advis$1 & ev5 ,wagn]1 x seems1 knew no?+ ( ! proposal4 99 99 99 99 99 ,nietzs*e made no va9 compla9ts1 b set to "w to elaborate alone ^? revolution>y tru?s = :i* he w\ld h wi%$ to contrive a k9dli] mann] ( bir?4 ,he turn$ 8 back ^u ,g]many1 ^u ^? mod]n ,/ates :i* h x z _! mission to flatt] ! s]vilities1 s(t5 ! conflicts1 & fav\r ! idl5ess ( m54 ,he consid]$ anew primitive ,greece1 ! city ( ! sev5? & ! six? c5turies2 ?i!r a my/]i\s attraction ev] drew him back4 ,0 x ! s$uction ( a p]fect beauty8 ,d\btless1 b x 0 also ! s$uction ( t /r5g? & cruelty :i* a mod]n conceals z he conceals a /a91 & :i* ! old ,greeks practis$ ) joy4 ,nietzs*e lov$ /r5g?2 on ! battlefield ( ,metz he _h felt )9 him ! appetite & in/9ct4 ,if1 he wrote1 g5ius & art are ! f9al ends ( ,greek culture1 !n all ! =ms ( ,greek society mu/ appe> to u z necess>y me*anisms & /epp+-/ones t[>ds t f9al end4 ,let u discov] :at means 7 utilis$ by ! w to act :i* animat$ ! ,greeks4444 ,he disc]ns & names "o ( ^! means3 slav]y4 ,fr$]ick ,augu/us ,wolf1 he notes1 has %[n u t slav]y is necess>y to culture4 ,!re is "o ( ! p[]ful ?\ghts ( my pr$ecessor4 ,he grasp$ x1 held x to him1 & =c$ x to disclose its :ole mean+4 ,?is idea1 sudd5ly discov]$1 inspir$ him2 x 0 pr(\nd & mov$ him to ! dep?s ( 8 be+2 x 0 cruel1 almo/ mon/r\s1 & satisfi$ 8 romantic ta/e4 ,he %udd]$ be=e x1 he admir$ its sombre beauty4 ,x may be t ?is k fills u ) t]ror1 he wrote2 ',i su* t]ror is ! almo/ necess>y effect ( all ! mo/ pr(\nd k4 ,= nature is /ill a frightful ?+1 ev5 :5 int5t on creat+ ! mo/ beautiful =ms4 ,x is s arrang$ t culture1 9 its triumphal m>*1 b5efits only a trivial m9ority ( privileg$ mortals1 & x is necess>y t ! slave s]vice ( ! great masses be ma9ta9$1 if "o wi% to atta9 to a full joy 9 becom+ 7w]de lu/74 ,we mod]ns h be5 accu/om$ to oppose two pr9ciples aga9/ ! ,greeks1 ! "o & ! o!r inv5t$ to reassure a society ( an altoge!r s]vile k9d :i* anxi\sly avoids ! _w1 slave3 we talk ( ! 'dignity ( man' & ! 'dignity ( lab\r4' ,! language ( ! ,greeks is o!r4 ,!y decl>e 9 simple t]ms t "w is a disgrace1 = x is impossible t a man occupi$ ) ! lab\r ( ga9+ a livelihood %\ld ev] become an arti/4444 ,s let u av[ ?is cruel s\nd+ tru?3 slav]y is necess>y to culture2 a tru? :i* assur$ly leaves no d\bt z to ! absolute value ( be+4 ,! mis]y ( ^? m5 :o live by lab\r mu/ be made yet m vigor\s1 9 ord] t a v few ,olympian m5 may create a _w ( art4444 ,at _! exp5se1 by ! artifice ( unpaid lab\r1 ! privileg$ classes %\ld be reliev$ f ! /ruggle = life1 & giv5 su* conditions t !y c create1 & satisfy a new ord] ( ne$s4444 ,& if x is true to say t ! ,greeks 7 de/roy$ by slav]y1 ?is o!r affirmation is1 mo/ c]ta9ly1 ev5 tru]3 = lack ( slav]y1 we are p]i%+4 ,b :at 0 ! orig9 ( ?is v in/itution ( slav]y8 ,h[ 0 ! submission ( ! slave1 t bl9d mole ( culture1 secur$8 ,! ,greeks tea* u1 answ]$ ,nietzs*e3 ,! conqu]$ belongs to ! conqu]or1 !y say1 ) 8 wives & 8 *ildr51 8 goods & 8 blood4 ,p[] gives ! fir/ "r1 & !re is no "r :i* is n at bottom appropriation1 usurpation1 p[]4 ,?us ,nietzs*e's ?\ght 0 br\ght back t[>ds its fir/ object4 ,! w> _h inspir$ him 9 ! fir/ in/ance4 ,n[ he r$iscov]s t solution4 ,9 sorr[ & 9 trag$y1 m5 _h inv5t$ beauty2 into sorr[ & into trag$y !y mu/ be plung$1 & !re reta9$ t _! s5se ( beauty might be pres]v$4 ,9 pages :i* h ! acc5t & rhy?m ( a hymn1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e glorifies & invokes w>3 ,"h y h ! ,/ate1 ( %ameful orig92 = ! great] "p ( m51 a well ( suff]+ t is nev] dri$1 a flame t consumes !m 9 its frequ5t crises4 ,& yet :5 x calls1 our s\ls become =getful ( !mselves2 at its bloody appeal ! multitude is urg$ to c\rage & uplift$ to h]oism4 ,yes1 ! ,/ate is to ! bl9d masses1 p]haps1 ! highe/ & mo/ wor?y ( aims2 x is1 p]haps1 ! ,/ate :i*1 9 its =midable h\rs1 /amps ^u e face ! s+ul> expression ( greatness4 ,"s tie1 "s my/]i\s aff9ity1 exi/s betwe5 ! ,/ate & art1 betwe5 political activity & arti/ic production1 ! battlefield & ! "w ( art4 ,:at is ! rle ( ! ,/ate8 ,x is ! t5aille ( /eel :i* b9ds society toge!r4 ,)\t ! ,/ate1 9 natural conditions--bellum omnium contra omnes--society w\ld rema9 limit$ by ! family1 & c\ld n project its roots af>4 ,by ! univ]sal in/itution ( ,/ates1 t in/9ct :i* =m]ly det]m9$ ! bellum omnium contra omnes has be5 conc5trat$2 at c]ta9 epo*s t]rible cl\ds ( w> m5ace ! peoples & dis*>ge !mselves at "o great clap1 9 lightn+s & ?und]s1 fi]c] z !y are less frequ5t4 ,b ^! crises are n cont9ual2 betwe5 "o & ano!r ( !m society brea!s aga92 reg5]at$ by ! action ( w>1 x breaks on e side into blossom & v]dure1 &1 :5 ! fir/ f9e days come1 puts =? dazzl+ fruits ( g5ius4 ,if ,i leave ! ,greek _w & exam9e our own1 ,i recognise1 ,i av[ x1 symptoms ( deg5]ation :i* give me fe>s bo? = society & = art4 ,c]ta9 m51 9 :om ! in/9ct ( ! ,/ate is lack+1 wi%1 no long] to s]ve x1 b to make x s]ve !m1 to use x = _! p]sonal ends4 ,!y see no?+ ( ! div9e 9 x2 &1 9 ord] to utilise x1 9 a sure & rational mann]1 !y are conc]n$ to evade ! %ocks ( w>3 !y set out delib]ately to organise ?+s 9 su* a mann] t w> becomes an impossibility4 ,on ! "o h& !y conjure up sy/ems ( ,european equilibrium1 on ! o!r h& !y d _! be/ to deprive absolute sov]eigns ( ! "r to decl>e w>1 9 ord] t !y may ?us appeal ! m easily to ! egoism ( ! masses1 & ( ^? :o repres5t !m4 ,!y feel x incumb5t on !m to weak5 ! mon>*ical in/9ct ( ! masses1 & d weak5 x1 by propagat+ among !m ! lib]al & optimi/ic conception ( ! _w1 a conception :i* has its roots 9 ! doctr9es ( ,fr5* rationalism & ! ,revolution2 t is1 9 a philosophy altoge!r =eign to ! ,g]man _s1 a ,lat9 platitude1 devoid ( any metaphysical mean+4 ,! movem5t1 to-day triumphant1 ( nationalities1 ! ext5sion ( univ]sal suffrage :i* runs p>allel to ?is movem5t1 seem to me to be det]m9$ above all by ! fe> ( w>4 ,& beh9d ^! div]se agitations1 ,i p]ceive ^? :o are *iefly mov$ by ?is al>m1 ! solit>ies ( int]national f9ance1 :o1 be+ by nature d5ud$ ( any in/9ct = ! ,/ate1 subord9ate politics1 ! ,/ate & society to _! money-mak+ & speculative ends4 ,if ! _s ( speculation is n ?us to debase ! _s ( ! ,/ate1 we mu/ h w> & w> aga9--!re is no o!r means4 ,9 ! exaltation :i* x procures1 x becomes cle> to m5 t ! ,/ate has n be5 f\nd$ to protect egoi/ical individuals aga9/ ! demon ( w>2 q ! contr>y3 love ( c\ntry1 devotion to "o's pr9ce1 help to excite a moral impulse :i* is ! symbol ( a f> high] de/9y4444 ,x w n !re=e be ?\ght t ,i d ill :5 ,i raise "h ! pan ( w>4 ,! resonance ( its silv] b[ is t]rible4 ,x comes to u sombre z night3 nev]!less ,apollo accompanies x1 ,apollo1 ! rightful lead] ( /ates1 ! god :o purifies !m4444 ,let u say x !n3 w> is necess>y to ! ,/ate1 z ! slave is to society4 ,no "o w be able to avoid ^! conclusions1 if he h s\ght ! causes ( ! p]fection :i* ,greek art atta9$1 & ,greek art alone4 ,w> & yet aga9 w> :i* exalts ! peoples3 su* 0 ! cry ( ! solit>y4 ,he _h b to drop 8 p51 to li/5 & look ar\nd him1 & he saw ! p$antic empire & repress$ 8 hopes4 ,we foll[ ! tr\ble ( 8 ?\ght4 ,he hesitates1 he records at ! same mom5t ! abid+ illusion & ! inevitable disillusion3 ,i c\ld h imag9$1 he writes1 t ! ,g]mans _h emb>k$ on ?is w> to save ,v5us f ! ,l\vre1 l a second ,hel54 ,x w\ld h be5 ! spiritual int]pretation ( _! combat4 ,! f9e antique sev]ity inaugurat$ by ?is w>--= ! "t to be grave has come--we ?9k t is ! "t = art also4 ,he cont9u$ to write2 8 ?\ght becomes cle>] & m melan*oly3 ,! ,/ate1 :5 x _c a*ieve its highe/ aim1 gr[s beyond measure4 ,! ,_w ,empire ( ! ,romans1 9 face ( ,a!ns1 has no?+ ( ! sublime4 ,?is sap1 :i* %\ld all run to ! fl[]s1 resides n[ 9 ! leaves & /alks1 :i* swell to an imm5se size4 ,rome tr\bl$ him2 he dislik$ x2 he judg$ x a slur ^u antiquity4 ,t city1 w>like1 b ev] plebeian1 victori\s1 b ev] vulg>1 fill$ him ) gloomy =e-?\ght3 ,rome1 he wrote1 is ! typical b>b>ic /ate3 ! w _c !re atta9 to its noble ends4 ,! organisation is m vigor\s1 ! morality m oppressive 444 :o v5]ates ?is colossus8 ,:o v5]ates ?is colossus8 ,let u give a mod]n & press+ application to ^! int]rogatory words4 ,! colossus is n ,rome1 x is ,prussia & h] empire4 ,n>r[ 0 ! soil ( ,a!ns or ( ,sp>ta1 & brief _! day2 b :at did t matt] if ! object1 :i* 0 spiritual /r5g? & beauty1 0 atta9$8 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 0 haunt$ by ?is vision ( ,greece ) its hundr$ rival cities1 rais+ betwe5 m\nta9s & sea _! acropoles1 _! temples1 _! /atues1 all res\nd+ ) ! rhy?m ( pans1 all glori\s & al]t4 ,! s5tim5t ( ,hell5ism1 he wrote1 z soon z x is awak5$1 becomes aggressive & translates itself into a combat aga9/ ! culture ( ! pres5t day4 99 99 99 99 99 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e suff]$ f ! w\nds :i* life inflict$ ^u 8 lyrical dream4 ,8 fri5ds li/5$ to him1 b foll[$ him imp]fectly4 ,! pr(essor1 ,franz ,ov]beck1 :o liv$ 9 8 h\se & saw him e day1 0 a man ( di/9ction1 ) a /rong & acute m9d4 ,a ,g]man by bir?1 a ,fr5*man by education1 he und]/ood ! problems ( ! day1 & jo9$ 9 ! anxieties & int5tions ( ,nietzs*e2 b 8 ard\r c\ld n equal ,nietzs*e's4 ,jacob ,burckh>dt 0 a man ( noble intellect & "*1 b he 0 )\t hope1 & ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e passionately desir$ to hope4 ,no d\bt1 !re 0 ,wagn]1 :om nei!r passion nor hope ev] c\ld surprise1 b he _h j publi%$ an ,ari/ophanic buffoon]y direct$ aga9/ ! conqu]$ ,p>isians4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e read ?is gross "w1 & condemn$ x4 ,ov]beck & ,burckh>dt lack$ ard\r2 ,wagn] lack$ delicacy2 & ,nietzs*e confid$ 9 no "o4 ,a *air ( philosophy _h j be5 vacat$ 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,basle4 ,nietzs*e took fire at once4 ,he wrote to ,erw9 ,rohde1 & told him t he %\ld apply = ?is *air1 & t he w\ld assur$ly secure x4 ,?us ! two fri5ds 7 to meet aga94 ,va9 hope6 ,erw9 ,rohde pres5t$ himself z a c&idate1 b 0 n accept$4 ,nietzs*e reproa*$ himself = hav+ lur$ on 8 fri5d4 ,he grew melan*oly4 ,he felt himself drawn l a little :irlpool into a dead sea ( night & oblivion4 ,he _h nev] recov]$ entirely f ! ordeals ( ! w>4 ,nei!r sleep nor sure & c]ta9 heal? 7 ev] at 8 call aga94 ,9 ,febru>y ! n]v\s =ce :i* _h su/a9$ him sudd5ly gave way1 & 8 disord]s assum$ an acute =m4 ,viol5t neuralgas1 insomnia1 tr\bles & weaknesses ( ! eyesight1 /oma* ills1 jaundice repres5t$ ! nature ( ! crisis :i* _h be5 torm5t+ him = five mon?s4 ,! doctors1 q at a loss1 advis$ him to give up "w & to take a voyage4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e s5t = 8 si/]1 :o came to ,naumburg4 ,he br\ght h] to pay a f>ewell visit to ,triebs*51 & left = ,lugano4 ,at t "t ! railway did n cross ! ,alps4 ,travell]s w5t by dilig5ce ov] ! ridge ( ! ,/4 ,go?>d4 ,*ance furni%$ ,nietzs*e ) a rem>kable companion1 an old man ( a talkative hum\r1 & ) no desire to conceal 8 id5tity3 x 0 ,mazz9i4 ,! old humanit>ian & ! "y apo/le ( slav]y hit x (f wond]fully well4 ,mazz9i cit$ ,goe!'s phrase3 ,si* des halb5 zu entwohn5 und im ,ganz51 ,voll51 ,s*n5 resolut zu leb5 7,to abjure half-measures1 & to live resolutely 9 ! ,:ole1 ! ,full1 ! ,beautiful74 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e nev] =got ! en]getic maxim1 nor ! man :o _h transmitt$ x to him1 nor ?is day ( rapid & heal?ful travel1 n f> f ^? summits :i* he 0 aft]w>ds to love s mu*4 ,! f9e m\nta9 cross+ amid ! sn[ & sil5ce ( ! ,alps _h suffic$4 ,he 0 almo/ cur$ on 8 arrival at ,lugano4 ,8 nature 0 /ill supple & y\?ful2 8 returns to life 7 prompt & radiant2 a nave gaiety re-animat$ all 8 be+4 ,he sp5t two happy mon?s 9 ,italian ,switz]l&4 ,a ,prussian (fic]1 a relation ( ,g5]al von ,moltke1 0 /ay+ at 8 hotel4 ,he l5t him 8 manuscripts & (t5 talk$ to him ( ! de/9ies ( ! new ,g]man ,empire & ( ! ari/ocratic w>rior's mission :i* ! victory _h conf]r$ ^u x4 ,x 0 a f9e spr+tide = ! num]\s ,g]mans :o _h come to re/ at ! place3 !y lik$ to ga!r r\nd _! "y philosoph] & li/5 to him4 ,febru>y began1 ! w> 0 ov]1 & ^! happy p1 fre$ f all anxieties1 ab&on$ !mselves = ! fir/ "t to ! pleasure ( _! triumph4 ,!y sang2 !y danc$ 9 public up to ! ,m>ket-place1 & ,nietzs*e 0 n ! lea/ prompt to rejoice ) !m1 to dance & s+4 ,:5 ,i recall ^! days1 writes ,madame ,fr/]-,nietzs*e1 :o gives u a sad & graci\s acc\nt ( ! "t1 x seems to me t ,i am hav+ a v]itable dream ( ,c>nival4 ,f ,lugano1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e wrote to ,erw9 ,rohde3 ,i h v (t5 suff]$ f a heavy & depress$ mood4 ,b m ?an once inspiration has return$ to me2 my manuscript has b5efit$ f x4 ,i h giv5 ! g-by to philology 9 ! mo/ cavali] fa%ion4 ,!y may praise me1 !y may blame me1 !y may promise me ! highe/ hon\rs1 !y may talk z !y *oose2 ,i turn my back ^u x4 ,e day ,i g deep] into my philosophic doma91 & ,i beg9 to h confid5ce 9 myself2 bett] /ill1 if ,i am ev] to be a poet1 f to-day ,i feel myself dispos$ t[>ds x4 ,i d n "k1 ,i h no means ( kn[+1 :i!r my de/9y guides me4 ,& nev]!less1 :5 ,i exam9e myself1 ev]y?+ is 9 p]fect accord )9 me1 z ?\gh ,i _h foll[$ "s good g5ius4 ,my ends are extremely hidd5 f me2 no conc]n = (fice1 = hi]>*ic hon\rs1 directs my ef=ts2 & none ! less ,i live 9 a surpris+ condition ( cl>ity1 ( s]5ity4 ,:at a s5sation x is to see "o's _w be=e "o1 a f9e globe1 r\nd & complete6 ,n[ x is "s fragm5t ( a new metaphysic1 n[ x is a new /hetic :i* gr[s up )9 me1 n[ ano!r idea claims me1 a new pr9ciple ( education :i* entails ! complete rejection ( our ,univ]sities & gymnasia4 ,i nev] le>n any fact b x imm$iately f9ds a good place 9 "s corn] t has be5 long prep>$ = x4 ,?is s5tim5t ( an int]ior _w :i* spr+s up )9 me ,i feel 9 all its =ce :5 ,i ?9k n coldly1 b quietly & )\t exagg]at$ en?usiasm1 on ! hi/ory ( ^! la/ t5 mon?s1 on ^! ev5ts :i* ,i consid] z ! in/rum5ts ( my noble designs4 ,pride1 folly1 are words t feebly express my condition ( m5tal 'insomnia4' ,ah1 h[ ,i desire heal?6 ,z soon z "o has some?+ 9 view :i* mu/ la/ long] ?an oneself--h[ "o gives ?anks = e good night1 = e mild ray ( sun1 ev5 = e occasion on :i* "o dige/s aright6 ,on ! #aj? ( ,april1 ,nietzs*e _h return$ to ,basle4 ,he ga!r$ 8 notes toge!r1 re-read !m = ! la/ "t1 & fix$ def9itely ! plan ( 8 "w4 ,he all[$ ^? digressions ^u w>1 slav]y1 ! city1 ( :i* we h already giv5 "s extracts1 to drop1 &--,wagn]1 x is said1 desir$ x--limit$ himself to 8 fir/ subject3 anci5t trag$y1 ! model & precursor ( ,g]man musical drama4 ,wagn]'s advice1 ,madame ,fr/]-,nietzs*e ins9uates1 0 n altoge!r dis9t]e/$2 x suit$ him t 8 disciple's fir/ "w %\ld be consecrat$ to 8 fame4 ,?is has an air ( probability2 /ill x c]ta9ly seems t ,nietzs*e _h let himself be captur$ & s$uc$ by too _m ideas1 t he _h n s mu* amass$ ! matt] = "o book z begun1 r at haz>d1 a :ole s]ies ( /udies 9 /hetics1 hi/ory1 & politics4 ,he ne$$ to re/rict himself1 & yet c\ld n make up 8 m9d to x4 ,if ,wagn] help$ him "h1 he did well4 ,p]haps we owe ! happy completion ( ?is book to him--! only real book :i* ,nietzs*e ev] complet$4 ,:at 0 x t he _h to say8 ,he 0 to analyse ! orig9 & ! ess5ce ( ! ,greek lyric _s2 he 0 to set ! two ,greeces ov] aga9/ "o ano!r1 ! "o intoxicat$ by its my?s & ,dionysian *ants1 /rong 9 illusions--s*ylus's ,greece1 tragic & conqu]+ ,greece2 ! o!r impi\s1 rational1 anmic--,socratic ,greece1 ,alex&r9e ,greece1 :i* 9 dy+ corrupt$ ! peoples :o _h rema9$ "y ar\nd h]1 ! pure blood ( primitive humanity4 ,!n he 0 to display ! two ,g]manys 9 conflict 9 a l mann]1 ! ,g]many ( ! ,democrats & ! savants1 ! ,g]many ( ! soldi]s & ! poets2 betwe5 ^! two "o _h to *oose4 ,nietzs*e decl>$ 8 *oice3 behold5 to ,wagn]1 z he 01 = all 8 tranquillity ( ?\ght1 = all 8 joys1 he indicat$ ,wagn] to 8 compatriots4 ,:ile ! peace 0 be+ sign$ at ,frank=t betwe5 ! nations1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 ?us e/abli%+ peace )9 himself1 end$ ! r\gh draft ( 8 "w4 ,he rem>k$ ^u ?is co9cid5ce ( dates1 = 8 int]nal conflicts & ! revolutions ( 8 ?\ght did n appe> to him less important ev5ts ?an ext]nal conflicts & ! revolutions ( races4 ,b ! ,peace ( ,frank=t did n t]m9ate all ! conflicts ( ?is t]rible ye>4 ,a civil w> n[ broke out 9 ,france1 & its calamities /irr$ ,europe ev5 m pr(\ndly ?an ! battles ( ,frs*will] or ,s$an4 ,on ! morn+ ( ! #bcrd ( ,may1 ! newspap]s ( ,basle ann\nc$ ! de/ruction ( ,p>is & ! burn+ ( ! ,l\vre4 ,nietzs*e le>nt ! news ) a feel+ ( dismay3 ! mo/ beautiful works1 ! fl[] ( human lab\r1 7 ru9$2 human h&s1 an unhappy p1 _h d>$ ?is pr(anation4 ,all ,nietzs*e's al>ms 7 ?us confirm$4 ,)\t discipl9e1 )\t an hi]>*y1 culture1 he _h writt51 _c subsi/4 ,all h n ! "r to %>e 9 beauty2 ! imm5se majority %\ld live humbly1 "w = _! ma/]s & rev]e _! lives4 ,su* is ! economy :i* assures /r5g? to societies1 &1 9 return = _! /r5g?1 delicacy1 grace1 beauty2 & ?is is ! ord] :i* ,europe hesitates to ma9ta94 ,nietzs*e might n[ h boa/$ ( ! correctness ( 8 judgm5t2 x 0 f> f him to d s4 ,x 0 ) al>m t he consid]$ 8 p]spicacity1 8 solitude1 & 8 responsibility4 ,8 ?\ghts sudd5ly turn$ to ,jacob ,burckh>dt2 :at melan*oly mu/ be 86 ,he wi%$ to see him1 to talk to him1 to li/5 to him1 to make 8 desolation 8 own4 ,he hurri$ to ,burckh>dt's h\se2 b ,burckh>dt1 ?\gh ! h\r 0 e>ly1 _h gone out4 ,nietzs*e walk$ ! roads l a desp]ate man4 ,f9ally he w5t back4 ,jacob ,burckh>dt 0 9 8 /udy1 & await$ him4 ,he _h gone to seek 8 fri5d1 z 8 fri5d _h gone to seek him4 ,! two m5 rema9$ = long toge!r1 & ,frule9 ,nietzs*e1 alone 9 ! next room1 he>d _! sobs ?r\gh ! clos$ door4 ,let u av[ x1 he writes to 8 fri5d1 ! ,b>on von ,g]sdorff1 we are all1 ) all our pa/1 responsible = ! t]rors :i* m5ace u to-day4 ,we %all d wrong1 if we consid] ) a peaceful conceit ! un*a9+ ( a w> aga9/ culture1 & if we impute ! fault m]ely to ! un=tunates :o d ! de$4 ,:5 ,i he>d ( ! fir+ ( ,p>is1 ,i 0 = "s days utt]ly p[]less1 lo/ 9 te>s & d\bts2 ! life ( sci5ce1 ( philosophy & ( art appe>$ to me z an absurdity :5 ,i saw a s+le day suffice = ! ru9 ( ! f9e/ works ( art2 :at d ,i say8--( entire p]iods ( art4 ,i pr(\ndly deplor$ ! fact t ! metaphysical value ( art c\ld n manife/ itself to ! l[] classes2 b x has a high] mission to fulfil4 ,nev]1 h[ev] lively my affliction 71 w\ld ,i h ca/ ! /one at ! sacrilegi\s1 :o 9 my eyes are only c>ri]s ( ! mi/ake ( all--a mi/ake :i* gives cause = mu* ?\ght4444 ,9 ! autobiographical notes writt5 9 #ahgh ^! words may be read3 ,! ,w>3 my pr(\nde/ affliction1 ! burn+ ( ! ,l\vre4 99 99 99 99 99 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h gone back to 8 old way ( life2 almo/ e week he 0 ,wagn]'s gue/4 ,b soon he p]ceiv$ t s9ce ! ,g]man victory ,triebs*5 _h *ang$4 ,too _m intimates made ha/e to ! ma/]'s h\se1 too _m unkn[n p invad$ ! abode ^: peaceful seclusion he _h lov$4 ,!y 7 n all ( ! sort t ,nietzs*e w\ld h desir$2 b ,wagn] talk$1 disc\rs$1 ov]fl[$ ) !m all4 ,judg+ t ! fav\rable mom5t _h come1 he _h set out to r\se ,g]many & secure at la/ ! con/ruction & gift ( ! hall :i* he ne$$1 ! !atre1 or ! temple1 ( ,bayreu?4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e he>d & took "p 9 ^! discussions ) an uneasy ard\r4 ,wagn]'s idea exalt$ him4 ,b he _h ! s\l ( a solit>y1 & c\ld n help be+ worri$1 & sometimes %ock$1 by ^! noises f ! _w :i* _h to be tol]at$4 ,wagn] did n suff]3 on ! contr>y1 he seem$ elat$ by ! joy ( feel+ ! cr[d ne>] to him2 & ,nietzs*e1 a little surpris$1 a little disappo9t$1 s\ght1 )\t precisely f9d+ aga91 8 h]o4 ,to sway ! p1 he _h writt5 9 8 /ud5t notebooks1 is to put passions 9 ! s]vice ( an idea4 ,wagn] adapt$ himself to "w ( ?is k9d4 ,9 ! s]vice ( 8 art & ( 8 fame he accept$ all ! passions4 ,a ,*auv9i/ ) ! ,*auv9i/s1 an ideali/ ) ! ideali/s1 z mu* ( a ,gallophobe z 0 desir$2 re/or+ ! s*ylian trag$y = "s1 = o!rs re-animat+ ! old ,g]man my?s2 will+ly a pessimi/1 a ,*ri/ian if x pleas$1 s9c]e moreov] f mom5t to mom5t1 ?is prodigi\s be+1 a great lead] ( m5 z well z a great poet1 h&l$ 8 compatriots mo/ dext]\sly4 ,no "o c\ld resi/ ! impulse :i* he gave3 e "o _h to yield & to foll[4 ,he fix$ ! v details ( ! plans ( ! !atre ^: site _h j be5 *os54 ,he /udi$ ! practical organisation ( ! "w1 & lab\r$ to create ^? ,v]e9e 9 :i* propag&i/s & subscrib]s 7 to be gr\p$4 ,he set himself out to procure r>e & unexpect$ delights = ! fai?ful4 ,"o day he surpris$ !m ) a p]=mance = _! b5efit alone1 9 ! g>d5s ( ,triebs*51 ( ! ,siegfri$-,idyll1 a graci\s int]lude writt5 = ! *ur*+ ( 8 wife1 a noble e*o ( ! mo/ intimate times4 ,he gave ,nietzs*e 8 rle1 = he c\ld n all[ t voice1 s passionate & h>d to control1 & yet s eloqu5t1 to be lo/4 ,! "y man (f]$ to set out on a mission4 ,he w\ld /ir up ^? circles 9 ,nor!rn ,g]many1 s sl[ & heavy 9 its emotions4 ,bus proposal 0 n accept$2 ,wagn]1 no d\bt1 fe>$ ! viol5ce ( 8 apo/olate3 ,no1 he said to him1 f9i% & publi% y\r book4 ,nietzs*e felt some:at melan*oly at ! refusal4 ,h5ce=?1 x seems1 difficulties began to arise betwe5 ! two4 ,moreov]1 ! advice ( ! ma/] 0 less easy to foll[ ?an x seem$4 ,! ,orig9 ( ,trag$y did n f9d a publi%]4 ,nietzs*e's applications fail$1 & 8 summ] 0 spoilt by ! *eck4 ,he decid$ to pr9t c]ta9 *apt]s ( x 9 ! reviews4 ,i put my little book into ! _w bit by bit1 he wrote 9 ,july to ,erw9 ,rohde2 :at a *ildbir?6 :at tortures6 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,octob] he 0 /ay+ at ,leipsic4 ,"h he saw aga9 8 ma/] ,rits*l1 & 8 fri5ds ,rohde1 ,g]sdorff1 :o _h come to meet him1 & sp5t ) !m "s happy days ( conv]sation & comrade%ip4 ,b ! fate ( 8 book rema9$ unc]ta93 all ! publi%]s ( sci5tific & philological works b[$ ! au?or out4 ,!y 7 n tempt$ by a biz>re "w1 9 :i* le>n+ 0 alli$ ) lyricism & ! problems ( anci5t ,greece ) ! problems ( mod]n ,g]many4 ,! book is a c5taur1 said ,nietzs*e4 ,?is my?ological assurance did n satisfy ! book-sell]s4 ,f9ally he _h to address himself1 n )\t regret--= he ma9ta9$ t 8 "w 0 a sci5tific "w--to ,ri*>d ,wagn]'s publi%]1 f :om he receiv$1 aft] a mon?'s delay1 a fav\rable reply4 ,he wrote to 8 fri5d ,g]sdorff1 9 a free & reliev$ tone1 :i* helps u to measure ! vexation f :i* he _h suff]$4 ,,basle1 ,novemb] #ai1 #ahga4 ,p>don me1 de> fri5d1 ,i ought to h ?ank$ y soon]4 ,i _h felt 9 y\r la/ lett]1 9 e "o ( y\r words1 y\r /rong intellectual life4 ,x seem$ to me t y rema9$ a soldi] at s\l & br\ght y\r milit>y nature to art & philosophy4 ,& t is good1 = we h no "r to live to-day1 if we are n militants1 militants :o prep>e a sculum to come1 some?+ ( :i* we c guess at 9 ourselves1 across our be/ in/ants4 ,= ^? in/ants1 :i* are :at !re is ( be/ 9 u1 draw u away 9 _s f our "t2 nev]!less1 9 "s mann]1 !y ne$ to h _! he>?/one some:]e3 :5ce ,i inf] t at su* in/ants we feel a confus$ brea? ( com+ times pass ov] u4 ,= in/ance1 take our la/ meet+ at ,leipsic2 has x n left 9 y\r memory ! impression ( su* in/ants1 z seem$ to be /rang]s to ev]y?+1 l9k$ ) ano!r c5tury8 ,:atev] may be1 ?is rema9s1 ',im ,ganz51 ,voll51 ,s*n51 resolut zu leb54' ,b x ne$s a /rong w1 su* z is n giv5 to ! fir/ com]6444 ,to-day1 only to-day1 ! excell5t publi%] ,fritzs* replies to me4 ,fritzs* propos$ to him t he %\ld give 8 book ! =mat & "* ( a rec5t "w ( ,wagn]'s3 ,die ,be/immung d] ,op]4 ,nietzs*e rejoic$ at ! idea1 & he wrote five conclud+ *apt]s :i* acc5tuat$ ! ,wagn]ian t5d5cy ( ! "w4 ,?is rapid composition & ! correction ( ! pro(s did n det] him f ano!r ent]prise4 ,! ,orig9 ( ,trag$y 0 ab\t to appe>4 ,he did n d\bt = a mom5t t x w\ld be read1 und]/ood1 acclaim$4 ,8 comrades1 8 ma/]s1 _h always ackn[l$g$ ! /r5g? ( 8 ?\ght4 ,app>5tly1 x nev] occurr$ to him t a va/] public rema9$ call\s2 b he wi%$ to affect x pr(\ndly1 at ! fir/ bl[1 & he =m$ new projects by :i* he might make ! mo/ ( 8 success4 ,he want$ to talk3 spee* 0 a liveli] weapon4 ,he recall$ ! emotions :i* he _h exp]i5c$ :51 z a "y pr(essor1 he 0 giv5 ! s+ul> task ( tea*+ ! mo/ delicate language1 ! mo/ difficult works1 to *ance audi5ces2 he rememb]$ 8 p]haps fanciful design3 t sem9>y ( philologi/s1 t h\se ( /udy & retreat1 ( :i* he 0 always dream+4 ,he want$ to d5\nce ! s*ools1 ! gymnasia1 ! ,univ]sities1 ! heavy app>atus ( p$antry :i* 0 /ifl+ ! ,g]man _s1 & def9e ! new & necess>y in/itutions1 de/9$1 no long] = ! emancipation ( ! masses1 b = ! culture ( ! ,/ate4 ,he _h writt5 to ,erw9 ,rohde z e>ly z ! mon? ( ,m>*3 ,a new idea claims me1 a new pr9ciple ( education :i* po9ts to ! entire rejection ( o> ,univ]sities1 ( our gymnasia4444 ,9 ,decemb]1 he ann\nc$ at ,basle1 = ,janu>y1 #ahgb1 a s]ies ( lectures ^u ,! ,future ( our ,educational ,in/itutions4 ,t[>ds mid-,decemb]1 he accompani$ ,ri*>d ,wagn] to ,mannheim1 :]e a two days' fe/ival 0 be+ devot$ to ! works ( ! ma/]4 ,oh1 :at a pity y 7 n !re6 he wrote to ,erw9 ,rohde4 ,all ! s5sations1 all ! recollections ( art1 :at are !y comp>$ to ^!8 ,i am l a man ^: ideal has be5 realis$4 ,x is ,music1 & ,music alone6 444 ,:5 ,i say to myself t a c]ta9 numb] ( m5 ( ! g5]ations to come--at lea/ "s hundr$s among !m--w be mov$ by ?is music z ,i am myself1 ,i _c augur = less ?an an entire r5ewal ( our culture6 ,he return$ to 8 h\se 9 ,basle3 b ! impression ( 8 days 9 ,mannheim rema9$ ) him4 ,! details ( 8 ev]yday life caus$ him a /range & t5aci\s disgu/4 ,all t _c be translat$ into music1 he wrote1 is repulsive & repugnant to me4444 ,i h a horror ( reality4 ,or1 r1 ,i no long] see any?+ ( ! real1 x is only a phantasmagoria4 ,"u ! /ress ( ?is emotion he acquir$ a cle>] view ( ! problem :i* occupi$ him1 he =mulat$ m cle>ly ! pr9ciple = :i* he 0 seek+4 ,to tea*1 to uplift m51 :at does t mean8 ,x is to dispose _! m9ds 9 su* sort t ! productions ( g5ius w be assur$1 n ( ! und]/&+ ( all1 = t _c be1 b ( ! respect ( all4 ,z 9 ! prec$+ ye>s1 ,ri*>d & ,cosima ,wagn] invit$ him to sp5d ,*ri/mas at ,triebs*54 ,he excus$ himself2 ! "w ( 8 lectures occupi$ all 8 "t4 ,he (f]$ ,cosima ,wagn]1 by way ( homage1 a musical fantasy on ,sa9t ,sylve/]'s ,night1 compos$ "s weeks e>li]4 ,i am v impati5t to "k :at !y w ?9k ( x d[n !re1 he wrote to ,rohde4 ,i h nev] be5 criticis$ by any compet5t p]son4 ,9 reality1 good judges _h already (t5 disc\rag$ 8 musical ent]prises1 b he soon =got _! vexati\s advice4 ,on ! la/ day ( #ahga1 8 book appe>$3 ,die ,gebrt d] ,tragdie aus dem ,gei/e d] ,musik 7,! ,bir? ( ,trag$y f ! ,_s ( ,music74 ,! sub-title :i* ! curr5t editions give1 ,hell5ism & ,pessimism1 0 add$ 9 #ahhe on ! issue ( ! second edition4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e s5t ! fir/ copy to ,ri*>d ,wagn]1 f :om he receiv$ almo/ at once a fr5zi$ lett]4 ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,i h nev] read a f9] book ?an y\rs4 ,x is all spl5did6 ,at ?is mom5t1 ,i write to y v hurri$ly because ! read+ has pr(\ndly mov$ me1 & ,i expect t ,i wait = ! return ( my sang-froid to re-read y me?odically4 ,i said to ,cosima3 ,aft] y1 he x is :om ,i love mo/2 & !n1 at a long di/ance1 ,l5ba*1 :o has made s /rik+ & s true a portrait ( me4444 ,adieu6 ,come soon to see u6 ,y\rs1 ,r4 ,w4 ,on ! #aj? ( ,janu>y ,wagn] wrote aga93 ,y h j publi%$ a book :i* is incomp>able4 ,all ! influ5ces :i* y may h und]gone are r$uc$ to no?+ by ! "* ( y\r book3 :at di/+ui%es x f e o!r1 is ! complete confid5ce ) :i* a p5etrat+ individuality displays itself4 ,x is "h t y satisfy ! ard5t desire ( myself & ( my wife3 9 %ort1 a /range voice might h be5 talk+ ( u1 & we w\ld h fully approv$ x6 ,twice we h read y\r book f ! fir/ l9e to ! la/--9 ! daytime1 sep>ately--at night1 toge!r--& we 7 lam5t+ t we _h n at our disposal t second copy :i* y _h promis$4 ,we deliv] battle ov] t sole copy4 ,i am con/antly 9 ne$ ( x2 betwe5 my breakfa/ & my work+ h\rs1 x is x t sets me go+2 = s9ce ,i h read y1 ,i h begun aga9 to "w on my la/ act4 ,our read+s1 :e!r toge!r or sep>ately1 are con/antly int]rupt$ by our exclamations4 ,i am n yet recov]$ f ! emotion :i* ,i exp]i5c$4 ,!re is ! condition we are 96 ,& ,cosima ,wagn] wrote1 = h] "p3 ,oh1 h[ f9e y\r book is6 ,h[ beautiful x is & h[ pr(\nd1 h[ pr(\nd x is & h[ audaci\s6 ,on ,janu>y #af? he deliv]$ 8 fir/ lecture4 ,8 joy1 8 s5se ( security1 7 extreme4 ,he knew t ,jacob ,burckh>dt read & approv$ him2 he knew t he _h ! admiration ( ,rohde1 ,g]sdorff1 ,ov]beck4 ,:at !y say ( my book is incr$ible1 he wrote to a fri5d4 444 ,i h conclud$ an alliance ) ,wagn]4 ,y _c imag9e h[ we are b\nd to "o ano!r1 & h[ id5tical are our views4 ,he conceiv$ 8 second "w )\t delay2 he w\ld publi% 8 lectures4 ,x w\ld be a popul> book1 an exot]ic translation ( 8 ,trag$y4 ,b ! idea ( an ev5 m decisive action at once sup]v5$4 ,g]many 0 prep>+ to inaugurate ! new ,univ]sity ( ,/rassburg2 & an apo!osis ( pr(essors on a soil t _h be5 conqu]$ by soldi]s awoke ! indignation ( ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e4 ,he wi%$ to address a pamphlet to ,bism>ck1 "u ! =m ( an int]pellation 9 ! ,rei*/ag4 ,h our p$ants1 he w\ld ask1 ! "r to g 9 triumph to ,/rassburg8 ,our soldi]s h conqu]$ ! ,fr5* soldi]s1 & t is glori\s4 ,b has our culture humiliat$ ,fr5* culture8 ,:o w\ld d>e to say s8 ,"s days w5t by4 ,:5ce came ! less happy tone ( 8 lett]s8 ,:y 0 x t he did n write 8 int]pellation1 t he gave up ! idea ( x8 ,we "k3 except = a few fri5ds :o _h und]/ood 8 book1 no "o read x1 no "o b\ght x2 n a review1 n a newspap] deign$ to take notice ( x4 ,rit*sl1 ! great philologi/ ( ,leipsic1 kept sil5t4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e wrote to him3 ,i want to "k :at y ?9k4 ,he receiv$ 9 reply a sev]e criticism & a repro(4 ,erw9 ,rohde (f]$ an article = ! ,litt]>is*e ,c5tralblatt2 x 0 n ins]t$4 ,x 0 ! la/ *ance ( a s]i\s voice be+ uprais$ = me 9 a sci5tific %eet1 he wrote to ,g]sdorff2 n[ ,i expect no?+ m--except spite or idiocy4 ,b1 z ,i h told y1 ,i c\nt ^u ! peaceful j\rney ( my book ?r\gh ! c5turies ) p]fect confid5ce4 ,= 9 x c]ta9 et]nal v]ities are said = ! fir/ "t3 !y mu/ res\nd4444 ,c]ta9ly ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h n =ese5 8 ill-success3 x a/oni%$ & disconc]t$ him4 ,a sore ?roat oblig$ him to int]rupt 8 lectures1 & he f\nd pleasure 9 ! contretemps4 ,he _h let himself be drawn t[>ds ideas :i* 7 v l(ty & delicate1 & difficult ev5 to himself4 ,he wi%$ to %[ t two sorts ( s*ools %\ld be in/itut$1 ! "o pr(essional1 = ! majority2 ! o!r1 classical & truly sup]ior1 = an inf9itesimal numb] ( *os5 individuals1 ^: c\rse w\ld be ext5d$ z f> z _! ?irtie? ye>4 ,h[ 0 ?is isolat$ circle1 alo( f ! common h]d1 to be =m$1 & h[ 0 x to be taught8 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e recurr$ to 8 mo/ intimate & famili> ?\ght1 to t ari/ocratic ideal to :i* 8 m$itations always l$ him4 ,he _h (t5 /udi$ its problems4 ,b to exam9e !m 9 public he ne$$ 8 :ole /r5g?1 & also a sympa!tic audi5ce4 ,he felt t he _h be5 weak5$ by ! failure ( 8 book4 ,8 v slight indisposition did n la/ long3 nev]!less he did n return to 8 lectures4 ,x 0 va9 to ask him to d s3 he refus$4 ,x 0 va9 to press him to h !m publi%$2 ,ri*>d ,wagn] /rongly insi/$3 he elud$ ?is insi/5ce4 ,8 notes h come to u 9 a sorry condition ( incomplet5ess & disord]4 ,!y are ! e*oes1 ! ve/iges ( a dream4 ,! ari/ocracy ( ! m9d mu/ conqu] its entire lib]ty 9 respect ( ! ,/ate1 :i* is n[ keep+ ,sci5ce 9 curb4 ,lat]1 m5 w h to raise ! tables ( a new culture 444 !n de/ruction ( ! gymnasia1 de/ruction ( ! ,univ]sity 444 an areopagus1 = ! ju/ice ( ! m9d4 ,! culture ( ! future3 its ideal ( social problems4 ,! imp]ative _w ( ! beautiful & ! sublime 444 ! only safegu>d aga9/ ,socialism 444 ,f9ally ^! ?ree int]rogatory words1 :i* sum up 8 d\bts1 8 desires1 & p]haps 8 :ole "w3 ,i/ ,v]$lung mgli*8 7,is ennoblem5t possible87 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e c\rage\sly r5\nc$ 8 hope & 0 sil5t4 ,he _h lo/ 8 c\ntry3 ,prussia w\ld n be ! inv9cible framework ( a lyrical race2 ! ,g]man ,empire w\ld n realise ! imp]ative _w ( ! beautiful & ! sublime4 ,on ,april #cj? ! new ,univ]sity ( ,/rassburg 0 inaugurat$4 ,i he> f "h ! patriotic rejoic+s1 he wrote to ,erw9 ,rohde4 ,9 ,janu>y he _h refus$ an (f] ( employm5t :i* w\ld h )drawn him f ,basle4 ,9 ,april he spoke ( leav+ ,basle & ( go+ to ,italy = two or ?ree ye>s4 ,! fir/ review ( my book has at la/ appe>$1 he wrote1 & ,i f9d x v good4 ,b :]e has x appe>$8 ,9 an ,italian publication1 ,la ,rivi/a ,europea6 ,t is pleasant & symbolical6 99 99 99 99 99 ,he _h a second reason = melan*oly3 ,ri*>d ,wagn] 0 leav+ to make 8 home at ,bayreu?4 ,a lett] ( ,cosima ,wagn] ann\nc$ ! dep>ture3 ,yes1 ,bayreu?6444 ,adieu to de> ,triebs*51 :]e ! ,orig9 ( ,trag$y 0 conceiv$1 & s _m o!r ?+s :i* p]haps w nev] beg9 aga96 ,?ree ye>s be=e1 9 ?is spr+ season1 ,nietzs*e _h haz>d$ 8 fir/ visit to ,triebs*52 he wi%$ to return aga94 ,he did return1 & f\nd ! h\se desolate4 ,a few pieces ( furniture1 cov]$ ov] ) horse-clo?s & disp]s$ f room to room1 seem$ l flotsam & jetsam f ano!r "t4 ,e small object1 all ! family knick-knacks1 _h disappe>$4 ,! light ent]$1 h>d & crude1 ?r\gh ! curta9less w9d[s4 ,wagn] & 8 wife 7 complet+ !n-la/ packages1 ?r[+ ! la/ ( ! books into ! la/ ( ! baskets4 ,!y welcom$ ! fai?ful ,nietzs*e1 ask$ 8 aid2 he gave x at once4 ,he wrapp$ up 9 packets ! lett]s1 ! preci\s manuscripts2 !n m books & scores4 ,sudd5ly 8 he>t fail$ him4 ,s x 0 all ov]1 ,triebs*5 0 done )6 ,?ree ye>s ( 8 life1 & :at ye>s !y _h be56 ,h[ unexpect$1 h[ mov+1 h[ delici\s1 & !y 7 to escape 9 a day6 ,n[ he mu/ r5\nce ! pa/1 & foll[ ! ma/] )\t regret4 ,n[ he mu/ =get ,triebs*5 &1 = ! future1 ?9k only ( ,bayreu?4 ,no soon] 0 ?is magical "n pron\nc$ ?an x fasc9at$ ,nietzs*e & tr\bl$ him4 ,8 h\rs at ,triebs*5 _h be5 s f9e1 h\rs ( repose & m$itation1 h\rs ( "w & sil5ce4 ,a man1 a woman ( g5ius2 a ne/ ( *ildr52 an inf9ity ( happy conv]sations1 ( beauty--,triebs*5 _h giv5 all t4 ,:at w\ld ,bayreu? give8 ,! cr[d w\ld come !re1 & :at w\ld x br+ ) x8 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e left ! books :i* he 0 engag$ 9 pack+4 ,! gr& piano _h rema9$ 9 ! middle ( ! salon4 ,he op5$ x1 prelud$1 !n improvis$4 ,ri*>d & ,cosima ,wagn]1 leav+ aside all _! affairs1 li/5$4 ,a h>r[+1 un=gettable rhapsody res\nd$ ?r\gh ! empty salon4 ,x 0 ! adieu4 ,9 ,novemb]1 #ahhh1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 already /rick5 ) madness1 set himself to rec\nt 8 hi/ory4 ,s9ce ,i am "h recall+ ! consolations ( my life1 ,i ought to express 9 a ^w my gratitude = :at 0 by f> my mo/ pr(\nd & be/-lov$ joy--my intimacy ) ,ri*>d ,wagn]4 ,i wi% to be j ) reg>d to ! re/ ( my human relation%ips2 b ,i absolutely _c efface f my life ! days at ,triebs*51 days ( confid5ce1 ( gaiety1 ( sublime fla%es--days ( pr(\nd p]ceptions4 ,i d n "k :at ,wagn] 0 = o!rs3 our sky 0 nev] d>k5$ by a cl\d4 #a ,cosima ,wagn]4 ,,*apt] ,,iv ,,fri$ri* ,,nietzs*e ,,& ,,ri*>d ,,wagn]--,,bayreu? ,bayreu? has _h a /range de/9y4 ,?is little ,g]man t[n1 s long obscure1 sc9tillates 9 ! eighte5? c5tury1 %9es ) a some:at flick]+ brilliance1 b becomes celebrat$ at la/ ?r\gh\t all ,europe4 ,an intellig5t ,m>grav9e--,fr$]ick's si/]1 ! fri5d ( ,voltaire & ( ,fr5* elegance--lives !re1 beautifies x1 enliv5s ! b>r5 c\ntry ) ca/les1 & lavi%es on its faades ! s+ul> volutes ( ! rococo /yle4 ,! ,m>grav9e dies & ,bayreu? is aga9 =gott54 ,a c5tury passes & sudd5ly its fame returns2 ! little t[n t ! ,m>grave adorn$ becomes ! ,j]usalem ( a new art & a new religion4 ,a /range de/9y1 b a factiti\s "o4 ,x is a poet :o has regulat$ ! anti!ses4 ,! hi/ory ( ,bayreu? ought to be includ$ among ,wagn]'s works4 ,he wi%$ to set up 8 !atre 9 a quiet & seclud$ t[n4 ,x suit$ him1 n to g to 8 audi5ce1 b r to =ce 8 audi5ce to come to him4 ,he *ose1 f _m o!rs1 ?is t[n2 ! two ,g]manys w\ld be ?us confront$1 ! "o1 t ( ! pa/1 a slave to ,fr5* cu/oms1 mean & %abby2 ! o!r1 t ( ! future1 8 own1 an emancipat+ & innovat+ ,g]many4 ,! "w 0 />t$ )\t delay4 ,! ma/] decid$ t ! f\ndation-/one ( 8 !atre %\ld be laid ) pomp on ! #bbnd ( ,may1 #ahgb1 ! anniv]s>y ( 8 bir?4 ,s we %all see "o ano!r aga91 wrote ,nietzs*e to 8 fri5d ,rohde4 ,our meet+s are ev] becom+ m gr&iose1 m hi/orical1 are !y n8 ,!y 7 pres5t toge!r at ! c]emony1 "o ( !m com+ f ,basle1 ! o!r f ,hamburg4 ,two ?\s& p 7 assembl$ 9 ! little t[n4 ,! wea!r 0 appall+4 ,b ! unceas+ ra91 ! ?reat5+ sky1 made ! c]emony /ill m impos+4 ,wagn]ian art is a s]i\s ?+ & has no ne$ ( smil+ heav5s4 ,! fai?ful disciples1 /&+ 9 ! op5 air at ! m]cy ( ! w9ds1 saw ! /one laid4 ,9 ! holl[ block ,wagn] deposit$ a piece ( poetry writt5 by himself1 & !n ?rew ! fir/ spadeful ( pla/]4 ,9 ! ev5+ he invit$ 8 fri5ds to he> an execution ( ! ,symphony ) *orus1 ! or*e/ration ( :i* he _h 9 p>ts slightly /r5g!n$4 ,he p]sonally conduct$4 ,"y ,g]many1 assembl$ 9 ! ,m>grave's !atre1 li/5$ pi\sly to ?is "w 9 :i* ! n9ete5? c5tury decl>$ its ne$1 & :5 ! f9al *orus /ruck up--,millions ( m5 embrace ea* o!r--x really seem$1 said a spectator1 z if ! sublime wi% 0 ab\t to be realis$4 ,ah6 my fri5d1 wrote ,nietzs*e1 ?r\gh :at days we h liv$6 ,no "o c rob u ( ^! grave & sacr$ memories4 ,we ought to g =? into life inspir$ to battle on _! behalf4 ,above all1 we ought to =ce ourselves to regulate all our acts1 ) z mu* gravity & =ce z is possible1 s z to prove t we are wor?y ( ! unique ev5ts at :i* we h assi/$4 ,nietzs*e want$ to fight = ,wagn]1 = he lov$ ,wagn] & he lov$ battle4 ,to arms1 to arms6 he writes to ,rohde2 w> is necess>y to me1 i* brau*e d5 ,krieg4 ,b he _h already prov$ _m a "t1 :at he n[ began sadly to und]/&1 t 8 nature did n l5d itself to retic5ce & to ! prud5ce necess>y 9 su* a conte/1 9 :i* public op9ion 0 ! /ake4 ,!re 0 no in/ant b a ^w1 an attitude ran f\l ( 8 radical idealism4 ,he felt ! in/9ctive con/ra9t t he _h already kn[n at ,triebs*54 ,wagn] di/urb$ him4 ,he h>dly recognis$ ! grave & pure h]o :om he _h lov$ s mu*4 ,he saw ano!r man1 a p[]ful workman1 brutal1 v9dictive1 jeal\s4 ,nietzs*e _h ?\ght ( mak+ a t\r 9 ,italy1 ) a relation ( ,m5delssohn's2 he 0 oblig$ to give up ?is idea 9 ord] to hum\r ! ma/]1 :o dete/$ ! race1 ev5 to ! v "n ( ,m5delssohn4 ,:y is ,wagn] s di/ru/ful8 ,nietzs*e wrote 9 8 di>y2 x excites di/ru/4 ,wagn] 0 z dictatorial z he 0 di/ru/ful4 ,! days _h become r>e :5 he c\ld conv]se at leisure ) nobl5ess & fre$om z he _h done at ,triebs*54 ,he spoke briefly1 he comm&$4 ,nietzs*e 0 /ill ready to g on a mission to ,nor!rn ,g]many to speak1 write1 & f\nd ,v]e9e1 & to ?ru/ "u ! noses ( ! ,g]man savants ! ?+s :i* _! timid eyes fail$ to p]ceive4 ,wagn] w\ld n accept ?is proposal2 he wi%$ ,nietzs*e to publi% 8 lectures on ,! ,future ( our ,educational ,sy/ems4 ,nietzs*e resi/$ a desire 9 :i* he ?\ght he detect$ a c]ta9 egotism4 ,our ,h]r ,nietzs*e only wants to d :at he likes1 exclaim$ ! irritable ,wagn]4 ,8 ang] sadd5$ & humiliat$ ,nietzs*e bo? on 8 own acc\nt & on 8 ma/]'s4 ,he ?\ght1 ,ill1 weigh$ d[n ) "w1 h ,i no "r to respect8 ,am ,i "u any "o's ord]s8 ,:y is ,wagn] s tyrannical8 ,we read 9 8 di>y1 ,wagn] has n ! /r5g? to make ^? ar\nd him free & great4 ,wagn] is n loyal2 he is1 on ! contr>y1 suspici\s & haughty4 ,at ! same "t !re appe>$ a pamphlet1 ,! ,philology ( ! ,future1 a reply to ,f4 ,nietzs*e4 ,! au?or 0 ,willam[itz1 :o _h be5 ,nietzs*e's comrade at ! s*ool ( ,p=ta4 ,,de> ,,fri5d1 he wrote to ,g]sdorff1 :o in=m$ him ( ! pamphlet1 ,don't worry ov] me4 ,i am ready4 ,i w nev] entangle myself 9 polemics4 ,x is a pity x %\ld be ,willam[itz4 ,d y "k t he came la/ autumn to pay me a fri5dly visit8 ,:y %\ld x be ,willam[itz8 ,wagn]1 at :om ! title itself ( ! pamphlet1 ,! ,philology ( ! ,future1 0 aim$--x p>odi$ 8 fam\s =mula1 ,! ,music ( ! ,future--wrote a reply1 & pr(it$ by ! occasion to r5ew 8 invitation to ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e4 ,:at mu/ "o ?9k ( our s*ools ( culture8 he concludes4 ,x is = y to tell u :at ,g]man culture ought to be1 s z to direct ! reg5]at$ nation t[>ds ! mo/ noble objects4 ,once aga9 ,nietzs*e 0 firm 9 8 det]m9ation4 ,he 0 by no means satisfi$ ) ^! lectures1 be+ discont5t$ ) _! =m & unc]ta9 ev5 ( _! ?\ght4 ,i d n wi% to publi% any?+ z to :i* my consci5ce is n z pure z t ( ! s]aphim4 ,he tri$ to express 8 ,wagn]ian fai? 9 ano!r /yle4 ,i %\ld h s mu* pleasure1 he wrote to ,rohde1 9 writ+ some?+ = ! s]vice ( our cause1 b ,i don't "k :at4 ,all t ,i advance is s w\nd+1 su* an irritant1 & m likely to hurt ?an to s]ve4 ,:y %\ld my poor book1 nave & en?usia/ic z x 01 h be5 receiv$ s badly8 ,s+ul>6 ,n[1 :at %all we d1 we o!rs8 ,he began to write ,r$5 e9es ,h(f5d5 7,words ( a ,man ( ,hope71 :i* he soon gave up4 99 99 99 99 99 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e re-op5$ 8 ,greek books1 s inv>iably beautiful & satisfy+4 ,he expla9$--be=e v few pupils1 because ! evil fame ( ! ,gebrt )drew "y philologi/s f him--! ,*oephores ( s*ylus & "s passages ( ante-,platonic philosophy4 ,across a gulf ( tw5ty-five c5turies t cle> radiance desc5d$ ^u him1 scatt]+ all d\bts & %ad[s4 ,nietzs*e (t5 he>d ) misgiv+ ! f9e words :i* x pleas$ 8 ,wagn]ian fri5ds to use4 ,millions ( m5 embrace ea* o!r1 ! *orus sang at ,bayreu? 9 ! "w ( ,wagn]4 ,x sang well1 b1 aft] all1 m5 did n embrace ea* o!r2 & "h ,nietzs*e suspect$ a c]ta9 extravagance1 a c]ta9 falsehood4 ,look at ! anci5t ,greeks1 ^? ambiti\s & evil m54 ,!y d n embrace ea* o!r mu*1 _! hymns nev] speak ( embraces4 ,!y desire to excel1 & are dev\r$ by envy2 _! hymns glorify ^! passions4 ,nietzs*e lik$ _! nave en]gy1 _! precise spee*4 ,he refre%$ himself at ?is s\rce & wrote a %ort essay3 ,hom]'s ,wettkampf 7,! ,hom]ic ,j\/74 ,we f9d ourselves driv5 at ! v beg9n+ f> away f ! ,wagn]ian my/icism4 ,:5 y speak ( ,humanity1 he writes1 y imag9e an ord] ( s5tim5t by :i* man di/+ui%es himself f nature1 b su* a sep>ation does n exi/2 ^! qualities call$ 'natural' & ^? call$ 'human' gr[ toge!r & are bl5d$4 ,man 9 8 noble/ aspirations is /ill br&$ by s9i/] nature4 ,^! =midable t5d5cies :i* seem inhuman are p]haps ! fruitful soil :i* supports all humanity1 its agitations1 its acts1 & its "w4 ,?us x is t ! ,greeks1 ! mo/ human ( all m51 rema9 cruel1 happy 9 de/ruction4 ,?is rapid sket* 0 ! occupation ( a few days4 ,nietzs*e und]took a long "w4 ,he /udi$ ! texts ( ,?ales1 ,py?agoras1 ,h]aclitus1 ,emp$ocles4 ,he tri$ to approa* ^? philosoph]s :o 7 truly wor?y ( ! "n :i* !y !mselves _h inv5t$1 ^? ma/]s ( life1 scornful ( argum5t & ( books2 citiz5s & at ! same "t ?9k]s1 & n drac9s l ^? :o foll[$ !m--,socrates & 8 s*ool ( mock]s1 ,plato & 8 s*ool ( dream]s1 philosoph]s ( :om ea* "o d>es to br+ a philosophy ( 8 own1 t is to say1 an individual po9t ( view 9 ! consid]ation ( ?+s1 9 ! delib]ation ( acts4 ,nietzs*e1 9 a few days1 fill$ a copybook ) notes4 ,all ! same1 he cont9u$ to be int]e/$ 9 ! successes ( 8 glori\s fri5d4 ,9 ,july ,tri/an 0 play$ at ,muni*4 ,he w5t1 & met _m o!r disciples2 ,g]sdorff1 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 :om he _h met at ! ,may fe/ivals ( ,bayreu?4 ,%e _h pres]v$1 despite h] fifty ye>s1 t t5d] *>m t nev] left h]1 & ! physical grace ( a frail & n]v\s body4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e pass$ "s pleasant days 9 ! company ( 8 comrade & 8 new fri5d4 ,all ?ree regrett$ !m :5 !y 7 gone1 & at ! mom5t ( dep>ture express$ a hope ( meet+ ea* o!r soon aga94 ,g]sdorff wi%$ to return 9 ,augu/ to he> ,tri/an1 & once m ,nietzs*e promis$ to be !re1 b at ! la/ mom5t ,g]sdorff 0 unable to be pres5t1 & ,nietzs*e _h n ! c\rage to return alone to ,muni*4 ,x is insupportable1 he wrote to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 to f9d y\rself face to face ) an art s s]i\s & pr(\nd4 ,9 %ort1 ,i rema9 at ,basle4 ,p>m5ides1 on :om he 0 m$itat+1 consol$ him = ! loss ( ,tri/an4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug kept ,nietzs*e advis$ ( all news1 :e!r trivial or important1 9 connection ) ! ,wagn]ian campaign4 ,! ma/] _h j t]m9at$ ,! ,twilight ( ! ,gods1 ! la/ ( ! f\r dramas ( ! ,tetralogy4 ,he _h at la/ f9i%$ 8 great "w4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug 0 in=m$ 9 a note writt5 to h] by ,cosima ,wagn]4 ,9 my he>t ,i he> sung ',praise be to ,god1' wrote ! wife4 ,praise be to ,god1 repeat$ ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 & %e adds--^! few words indicate ! tone ( ! place & ( ! "t3 ,! disciples ( ! new _s ne$ new my/]ies by :i* !y may solemnise toge!r _! in/9ctive k4 ,wagn] creates !m 9 8 tragic works1 & ! _w w n h recov]$ its beauty until we h built = ! new ,dionysian my? a ,temple wor?y ( x4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug confid$ to ,nietzs*e ! measures %e 0 tak+ to w9 ,m>gu]ite ( ,savoy1 ! ,que5 ( ,italy1 to ! cause1 & to make h] accept ! ,presid5cy ( a small circle ( noble patronesses4 ,a few wom5 ( ! highe/ ari/ocracy1 fri5ds ( ,liszt's1 initiat$ by him into ! ,wagn]ian cult1 compos$ ?is sublime ,v]e94 ,9 all ?is !re 0 an irritat+ atmosph]e ( snobb]y & excessive religiosity4 ,yet ,frule9 von ,meys5bug 0 an exquisite woman ) irreproa*able int5tions1 pure ) t purity :i* purifies all t x t\*es3 ,nietzs*e did n practise 8 criticism on ?is fri5d's lett]s4 ,he soon felt ! fatigue ( cont9u\s "w4 ,he lo/ 8 sleep & 0 oblig$ to re/4 ,travel _h (t5 light5$ 8 m9d4 ,he set out1 at ! end ( summ]1 = ,italy1 & w5t z f> z ,b]gamo b no fur!r4 ,?is c\ntry1 :i* he 0 aft]w>ds to love s mu*1 displeas$ him4 ,"h reigns ! ,apollonian cult1 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 :o 0 /ay+ at ,flor5ce1 told him2 x is good to ba! 94 ,nietzs*e 0 v little ( an ,apollonian4 ,he p]ceiv$ only voluptu\sness1 excessive sweetness1 h>mony ( l9e4 ,8 ,g]man ta/es 7 disconc]t$ & he return$ to ! m\nta9s1 :]e he became1 z he wrote1 m audaci\s & m noble4 ,!re1 9 a poor village inn at ,splg51 he _h a few days ( happ9ess4 ,"h1 on ! extreme bord] ( ,switz]l& & ,italy1 he wrote 9 ,augu/1 #ahgb1 to ,g]sdorff1 ,i am alone1 & ,i am v well satisfi$ ) my *oice4 ,a ri* & m>vell\s solitude1 ) ! mo/ magnific5t roads 9 ! _w1 along :i* ,i g m$itat+ = h\rs1 buri$ 9 my ?\ghts1 & yet ,i nev] fall ov] a precipice4 ,& :5ev] ,i look ar\nd me !re is some?+ new & great to see4 ,no sign ( life except :5 ! dilig5ce arrives & /ops = relays4 ,i take my meals ) ! m51 our "o contact4 ,!y pass l ! ,platonic %ad[s be=e my cave4 ,until n[ ,nietzs*e _h n c>$ mu* = high m\nta9s2 he pref]r$ ! mod]ate valleys & woods ( ! ,jura1 :i* rem9d$ him ( 8 native c\ntry1 ! hills ( ! ,saale & ,bohemia4 ,at ,splg5 a new joy 0 reveal$ to him2 ! joy ( solitude & ( m$itation 9 ! m\nta9 air4 ,x 0 l a fla% ( lightn+4 ,he w5t d[n to ! pla9s & =got2 b six ye>s lat]1 ) ! k ( 8 et]nal lonel9ess on him1 he f\nd1 %elt]$ 9 mean inns l ?is "o1 once aga9 ! same lyrical lan t he _h discov]$ 9 ,octob]1 #ahgb4 ,he soon left 8 sanctu>y & return$ )\t vexation to ,basle1 :i!r 8 pr(essional duties drew him4 ,!re he _h made fri5d%ips & e/abli%$ a way ( life4 ,he lik$ ! t[n1 & tol]at$ ! inhabitants4 ,basle _h truly become 8 c5tre4 ,ov]beck & ,romundt1 my companions ( table & ( ?\ght1 he writes to ,rohde1 are ! be/ society 9 ! _w4 ,) !m ,i cease my lam5tations & my gna%+ ( tee?4 ,ov]beck is ! mo/ s]i\s1 ! mo/ broad-m9d$ ( philosoph]s1 & ! mo/ simple & amiable ( m54 ,he has t radical temp]1 fail+ :i* ,i c agree ) no "o4 ,8 fir/ impression on 8 return 0 try+4 ,all 8 pupils left him4 ,he 0 n at a loss to und]/& ! reason ( ?is exodus2 ! ,g]man philologi/s _h decl>$ him to be a man sci5tifically dead4 ,!y _h condemn$ him p]sonally1 & put an int]dict ^u 8 lectures4 ,! ,holy ,vehmg]i*t has done its duty well1 he wrote to ,rohde4 ,let u act z if no?+ _h happ5$4 ,b ,i d n l ! little ,univ]sity to suff] on my acc\nt1 x hurts me4 ,we lose tw5ty entries 9 ! la/ half-ye>4 ,i c h>dly z mu* z give a c\rse on ,greek & ,lat9 rhetoric4 ,i h two pupils1 "o is a ,g]mani/1 ! o!r a ,juri/4 ,at la/ he receiv$ "s com=t4 ,rohde _h writt5 9 def5ce ( 8 book an article :i* no review w\ld accept4 ,we>y ( refusal1 he t\*$ up 8 "w & publi%$ x "u ! =m ( a lett] address$ to ,ri*>d ,wagn]4 ,nietzs*e ?ank$ him4 ,nobody d>$ to pr9t my "n1 he wrote to ,rohde4 444 ,x 0 z if ,i _h committ$ a crime1 & n[ y\r book comes1 s ard5t1 s d>+ a witness to our frat]nal combat6 ,my fri5ds are delight$ ) x4 ,!y are nev] tir$ ( prais+ y1 = ! details & ! :ole2 !y ?9k y\r polemics wor?y ( a ,less+4 444 ,:at pleases me mo/ is ! deep & ?reat5+ clam\r ( x1 l ! s\nd ( a wat]fall4 ,we mu/ be brave1 de>1 de> fri5d4 ,i always h fai? 9 progress1 9 our progress4 ,i believe t we w always g on increas+ 9 loyal ambitions1 & 9 /r5g?4 ,i believe 9 ! success ( our advance t[>ds ends m noble yet1 & m aspir+4 ,yes1 we w rea* !m1 & !n z conqu]ors1 :o discov] goals yet fur!r (f1 we %all pu% on1 always brave6 ,:at does x matt] to u t !y w be few1 s few1 ^? spectators ^: eyes c foll[ ! pa? we are pursu+8 ,:at does x matt] if we h = spectators only ^? :o h ! necess>y qualities = judg+ ?is combat8 ,all ! cr[ns :i* my "t might give me ,i sacrifice to t unique spectator1 ,wagn]4 ,! ambition to satisfy him animates me m1 & m nobly1 ?an any o!r influ5ce4 ,because he is difficult & he says ev]y?+1 :at pleases him & :at displeases him2 he is my good consci5ce1 to praise & to puni%4 ,at ! comm5cem5t ( ,decemb]1 ,nietzs*e 0 lucky en\gh to f9d 8 ma/] aga9 = a few h\rs1 & to live ) him 9 ! intimate way t rem9d$ him ( ! days at ,triebs*54 ,wagn]1 pass+ ?r\gh ,/rassburg1 call$ to him2 & he w5t at once4 ,! meet+ 0 untr\bl$ by any discord1 a h>mony n[1 no d\bt1 r>e en\gh2 = ,cosima ,wagn]1 aft] hav+ rem>k$ ?is 9 "o ( h] lett]s1 express$ ! hope t su* p]fect h\rs w\ld suffice to dissipate all misund]/&+s & to prev5t _! recrudesc5ce4 99 99 99 99 99 ,nietzs*e work$ a great deal dur+ ^! la/ mon?s ( #ahgb4 ,8 /udies on ! tragic philosophies ( ! ,greeks 7 well advanc$2 he left !m ov]4 ,^? wise m5 _h re/or$ 8 s]5ity1 & he pr(it$ by ! help :i* !y _h giv5 him to contemplate once m ! problems ( 8 c5tury4 ,! problems--?is is h>dly a correct expression1 = he knew ( only "o4 ,he que/ion$ himself h[ a culture %\ld be f\nd$1 t is to say1 a h>mony ( traditions1 ( rules1 ( beliefs1 by submission to :i* a man may become nobl]4 ,actual mod]n societies h = _! end ! production ( c]ta9 com=ts2 h[ %\ld diff]5t societies be sub/itut$ :i* w\ld n only satisfy m51 b b5efit !m8 ,let u "k our wret*$ness2 we are /ripp$ ( culture4 ,our ?\ghts & our acts are n rul$ by ! au?ority ( any /yle2 ! idea ev5 ( su* an au?ority is lo/ to u4 ,we h p]fect$ 9 an extraord9>y mann] ! discipl9e ( k1 & we seem to h =gott5 t o!rs exi/4 ,we succe$ 9 describ+ ! ph5om5a ( life1 9 translat+ ! ,univ]se into an ab/ract language1 & we sc>cely p]ceive t1 9 writ+ & translat+ ?us1 we lose ! reality ( ! ,univ]se ( ,life4 ,sci5ce ex]cises on u a b>b>is+ action1 wrote ,nietzs*e4 ,he analys$ ?is action4 ,! ess5tial po9t ( all sci5ce has become m]ely accessory1 or else x is entirely abs5t4 ,! /udy ( languages--)\t ! discipl9e ( /yle & rhetoric4 ,indian /udies--)\t philosophy4 ,classical antiquity--)\t a suspicion ( h[ closely ev]y?+ 9 x is b\nd up ) practical ef=ts4 ,! sci5ces ( nature--)\t t b5efic5t & s]5e atmosph]e :i* ,goe! f\nd 9 !m4 ,hi/ory--)\t en?usiasm4 ,9 %ort1 all ! sci5ces )\t _! practical uses1 t is to say1 /udi$ o!rwise ?an z really cultivat$ m5 w\ld /udy !m4 ,sci5ce z a means ( livelihood4 ,x is necess>y1 !re=e1 t ! s5se ( beauty1 ( virtue1 & ( /rong & regulat$ passions %\ld be re/or$4 ,h[ c a philosoph] employ himself 9 ?is task8 ,alas6 ! exp]i5ce ( antiquity tea*es & disc\rages u4 ,! philosoph] is a hybrid be+1 half logician1 half arti/1 a poet1 an apo/le1 :o con/ructs 8 dreams & 8 comm&m5ts 9 a logical mann]4 ,m5 li/5 will+ly en\gh to poets & apo/les1 !y d n li/5 to philosoph]s1 !y are n mov$ by _! analyses & _! d$uctions4 ,consid] t long l9e ( g5ius1 ! philosoph]s ( tragic ,greece4 ,:at did !y realise8 ,_! lives 7 giv5 9 va9 to _! race4 ,emp$ocles alone mov$ ! mob1 b he 0 z mu* a magician z philosoph]2 he inv5t$ my?s & poems2 he 0 eloqu5t1 he 0 magnific5t2 x 0 ! leg5d1 & n ! ?\ght ( ,emp$ocles1 t 0 effective4 ,py?agoras f\nd$ a sect1 a philosoph] _c hope = m3 8 lab\r gr\p$ toge!r a few fri5ds1 a few disciples1 :o pass$ ov] ! human masses l a ripple on ! ocean2 n "o ( ! great philosoph]s has sway$ ! p1 writes ,nietzs*e4 ,:]e !y h fail$1 :o w succe$8 ,x is impossible to f\nd a popul> culture on philosophy4 ,:at is !n ! de/9y ( ^! s+ul> s\ls8 ,is _! =ce1 :i* is at times imm5se1 lo/8 ,w ! philosoph] always be a p>adoxical be+1 & useless to m58 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 0 tr\bl$2 x 0 ! utility ( 8 own life t he que/ion$4 ,he w\ld nev] be a musician1 t he knew at la/2 nev] a poet1 he _h ceas$ to hope = x4 ,he _h n ! faculty ( conceiv+ ! uni=mities1 ( animat+ a drama1 ( creat+ a s\l4 ,"o ev5+ he confess$ ?is to ,ov]beck ) su* sadness t 8 fri5d 0 mov$4 ,he 0 !re=e a philosoph]1 moreov]1 a v ignorant "o1 an amateur ( philosophy1 an imp]fect lyrical arti/2 & he que/ion$ himself3 ,s9ce ,i h = weapons only my ?\ghts1 ! ?\ghts ( a philosoph]1 :at c ,i d8 ,he answ]$3 ,i c help4 ,socrates did n create ! tru?s t error kept prison]s 9 ! s\ls ( 8 int]locutors1 he only aspir$ to ! title ( acc\*eur4 ,su* is ! task ( a philosoph]4 ,he is an ineffici5t creator1 b a v effici5t critic4 ,he is oblig$ to analyse ! =ces :i* are op]ative ar\nd him1 9 sci5ce1 9 religion1 & 9 art2 he is oblig$ to give ! directions1 to fix ! values & ! limits4 ,su* %all be my task4 ,i w /udy ! s\ls ( my contempor>ies1 & ,i %all h e au?ority to say to !m3 ,nei!r sci5ce nor religion c save y2 seek refuge 9 art1 ! p[] ( mod]n times1 & 9 ! arti/ :o is ,ri*>d ,wagn]4 ,! philosoph] ( ! future1 he wrote1 he mu/ be ! supreme judge ( an /hetic culture1 a c5sor ( e digression4 ,nietzs*e w5t to ,naumburg = ! ,*ri/mas holidays4 ,wagn] s5t him ^w to ask him to /op at ,bayreu? on 8 way home to ,basle1 b he 0 h>d press$ by "w & p]haps a little ill1 & no d\bt a secret in/9ct w>n$ him t solitude w\ld be be/ = ! m$itation ( ! problems :i* he _h to det]m9e = himself4 ,he made 8 apologies4 ,besides1 he _h _h = "s weeks _m opportunities ( prov+ 8 atta*m5t4 ,he _h writt5 an article 7! only "o 9 all 8 "w7 9 answ] to an ali5i/ :o _h und]tak5 to prove t ,wagn] 0 mad4 ,he _h (f]$ a sum ( money to help 9 ! propag&a4 ,?is anonym\s & di/ant mann] 0 ! only "o t suit$ him at ! "t4 ,ev5 at ,basle he tri$ to f\nd a ,wagn]ian ,v]e94 ,he 0 !re=e a/\nd$ :5 he discov]$ t ! ma/] 0 displeas$ at 8 abs5ce4 ,already 9 ! pa/ ye> an invitation1 also decl9$1 _h help$ to provoke a mild lecture4 ,x is ,burckh>dt :o is keep+ y at ,basle1 wrote ,cosima ,wagn]4 ,nietzs*e wrote & rem$i$ ?+s1 b ! pa9ful impression rema9$4 ,ev]y?+ is quiet$1 he told ! fri5d :o _h in=m$ him2 b ,i _c q =get4 ,wagn] kn[s t ,i am ill1 absorb$ 9 "w1 & 9 ne$ ( a little lib]ty4 ,i %all be1 h5ce=?1 :e!r ,i wi% x or no1 m anxi\s ?an 9 ! pa/4 ,god kn[s h[ _m times ,i h w\nd$ him4 ,ea* "t ,i am a/oni%$1 & ,i nev] succe$ 9 precisely locat+ ! po9t 9 :i* we h cla%$4 ,?is annoyance did n affect 8 ?\ght2 we c foll[ x to its smalle/ %ades ( mean+1 ?anks to ! notes publi%$ 9 ! t5? volume ( 8 complete works4 ,x is q active & fecund4 ,i am ! adv5tur] ( ! _s1 he 0 to write4 ,i w&] 9 my ?\ght4 ,i g to ! idea t calls me4444 ,he 0 nev] to w&] s audaci\sly z 9 ! fir/ weeks ( #ahgf4 ,he complet$ a f9] & sob] essay1 ,ueb] ,wahrheit und ,lge im auss] moralis*5 ,s9ne 7,on ,tru? & ,falsehood 9 an ,extra-,moral ,s5se47 7,x is a pity t x is necess>y to translate ^! high-s\nd+ expressions1 & we r5d] !m ^w = ^w47 ,nietzs*e always lik$ high-s\nd+ words2 he does n recoil "h f us+ ! ^w untru?1 & essays = ! fir/ "t a rev]sal ( values4 ,to ! true he opposes ! false & pref]s x4 ,he exalts ! imag9>y worlds :i* poets add to ! real _w4 ,d>e to deceive ?yself & dream1 ,s*ill] _h said2 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e repeats ?is advice4 ,x 0 ! happy audacity ( ! ,greeks2 !y intoxicat$ !mselves ) _! div9e hi/ories1 _! h]oic my?s1 & ?is intoxication set _! s\ls on high adv5tures4 ,! loyal ,a!nian1 p]suad$ t ,pallas dwelt 9 8 city1 liv$ 9 a dream4 ,m cle>-sight$1 w\ld he h be5 /rong]2 m passionate1 brav]8 ,tru? is good 9 proportion to ! s]vices :i* x assures1 & illusion is pref]able if x p]=ms its duty bett]4 ,:y deify ! tru?8 ,x is ! t5d5cy ( ! mod]ns2 ,p]eat vita1 fiat v]itas6 !y say readily4 ,:y ?is fanaticism8 ,x is an inv]sion ( ! sane law = m53 ,p]eat ,v]itas1 fiat vita6 ,nietzs*e wrote d[n ^! dogmatic =mulas1 b did n /op at !m4 ,he w5t on writ+4 ,x 0 ?us t he work$ & advanc$ 9 8 rese>*es4 ,let u n =get t ^! ?\ghts1 firm ?\gh !y 7 9 mann]1 7 only indications1 /eps on ! road4 ,he w\ld give bir? to o!r & p]haps contr>y ?\ghts4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h 9 him two in/9cts1 oppos$ to ea* o!r2 ! "o1 t ( ! philosoph]1 & ! o!r1 t ( ! arti/2 ! "o 0 b5t on tru?1 ! o!r 0 ready to fabricate4 ,he hesitat$ at ! mom5t :5 he _h to sacrifice "o or ! o!r4 ,! in/9ct = ! true prote/$ )9 him4 ,he did n ab&on 8 =mulas2 he took !m up aga91 he essay$ new def9itions1 he indicat$ ! difficulties1 ! hiatus4 ,8 ?\ghts _h no disguise1 & we c foll[ 8 rese>*es4 ,let u translate ?is significant disord]3 ,! philosoph] ( ! tragic k4 ,he b9ds ! disord]$ in/9ct ( k1 b n by a new metaphysic4 ,he does n e/abli% new beliefs4 ,he sees ) a tragic emotion t ! gr\nd ( metaphysics op5s "u him1 & he kn[s t ! _m-col\r$ :irlw9d ( sci5ce c nev] satisfy him4 ,he builds = himself a new life2 to art he re/ores its rights4 ,! philosoph] ( ! desp]ate k ab&ons himself to bl9d sci5ce3 k at any price4 ,ev5 if metaphysics be only an an?ropomorphic appe>ance1 = ! tragic philosoph] t a*ieves ! image ( be+4 ,he is n sceptical4 ,"h !re is an idea to create2 = scepticism is n ! end4 ,! in/9ct ( k =c$ to its extreme limits turns aga9/ itself to trans=m itself into a criticism ( ! faculty ( k4 ,k 9 ! s]vice ( ! be/ k9d ( life4 ,"o %\ld ev5 w illusion1 !re9 lies ! tragic4 ,:at is !n ?is philosoph] ( ! desp]ate k ^: attitude ,nietzs*e def9es 9 two l9es4 ,mu/ he n love him1 hav+ f\nd = him already su* a beautiful "n8 ,!re is an idea to create1 writes ,nietzs*e2 :at !n is ?is idea8 ,x seems t 9 _m passages ,nietzs*e is pleas$ to contemplate1 )\t its veils1 t t]rible reality1 ^: aspect alone1 says ! ,h9du leg5d1 means dea?4 ,h[1 he writes1 d !y d>e talk ( a de/9y = ! e>?8 ,9 inf9ite "t & space !re are no ends3 :at is !re1 is et]nally !re1 :atev] ! =ms4 ,:at c result f x = a metaphysical _w "o does n see4 ,)\t support ( ?is ord] humanity %\ld /& firm2 a t]rible task = ! arti/6 ,! t]rible consequ5ces ( ,d>w9ism1 9 :i*1 moreov]1 ,i believe4 ,we respect c]ta9 qualities :i* we hold z et]nal1 moral1 arti/ic1 religi\s1 c1 c1 c4 ,! _s1 a production ( ! bra91 to consid] x z sup]natural6 ,to deify x1 :at folly6 ,to speak ( an unconsci\s end ( humanity1 to me1 t is false4 ,humanity is n a :ole l an ant-hill4 ,p]haps "o may speak ( ! unconsci\s ends ( an ant-hill--b ( all ! ant-hills ( ! _w6 ,our duty is n to take %elt] 9 metaphysics1 b actively to sacrifice ourselves to ! bir? ( culture4 ,h5ce my sev]ity aga9/ mi/y idealism4 ,at t in/ant ,nietzs*e _h almo/ rea*$ ! t]m ( 8 ?\ght1 b ) great lab\r & consequ5t suff]+4 ,heada*es1 pa9s 9 ! eyes & /oma*1 laid hold ( him once m4 ,! s(te/ light hurt him1 he 0 oblig$ to give up read+4 ,nev]!less1 8 ?\ght nev] halt$4 ,he 0 aga9 occupi$ ) ! philosoph]s ( tragic ,greece2 he li/5$ to ! words :i* come d[n to u dim9i%$ by ! c5turies1 b always firm4 ,he he>d ! conc]t ( ! ev]la/+ responses-- ,?ales4 ,ev]y?+ d]ives f a unique elem5t4 ,anaxim&]4 ,! flux ( ?+s is _! puni%m5t4 ,h]aclitus4 ,a law gov]ns ! flux & ! in/itution ( ?+s4 ,p>m5ides4 ,! flux & ! in/itution ( ?+s is illusion4 ,! ,"o alone exi/s4 ,anaxagoras4 ,all qualities are et]nal2 !re is no becom+4 ,! ,py?agoreans4 ,all qualities are quantities4 ,emp$ocles4 ,all causes are magical4 ,democritus4 ,all causes are me*anical4 ,socrates4 ,no?+ is con/ant except ?\ght4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e is mov$ by ^! oppos+ voices1 by ^! rhy?ms ( ?\ght :i* accuse nature 9 _! et]nal collisions4 ,! vicissitudes ( ! ideas & sy/ems ( man affect me m tragically ?an ! vicissitudes ( real life1 said ,hld]l94 ,nietzs*e's feel+ 0 ! same4 ,he admir$ & envi$ ^? primitives :o discov]$ nature & :o f\nd ! fir/ answ]s4 ,he ?rew aside ! devices ( art1 he confront$ life z dipus confront$ ! ,sph9x1 & "u ?is v title dipus he wrote a fragm5t to ! my/]i\s language ( :i* we may op5 our e>s4 dipus4 ,i call myself ! la/ philosoph] because ,i am ! la/ man4 ,i speak alone & ,i he> my voice s\nd+ l t ( a dy+ man4 ,) !e1 de> voice1 ^: brea? br+s to me ! la/ memories ( all human happ9ess1 ) !e let me speak yet a mom5t m3 ?\ wilt deceive my solitude2 ?\ wilt give me back ! illusion ( society & love1 because my he>t w n believe t love is dead4 ,x _c endure ! t]ror ( ! mo/ solit>y solitude1 & =ces me to speak z if ,i 7 two4 ,is x ?\ t ,i he>1 my voice8 ,?\ murmure/1 & ?\ curse/8 ,yet--?y mal$iction %\ld r5d ! entrails ( ! _w6 ,alas1 9 spite ( ev]y?+ x subsi/s1 m dazzl+ & cold] ?an ev]2 x looks at me ) its />s pitilessly2 x exi/s bl9d & deaf z be=e1 & no?+ dies b man4 ,& yet1 y /ill speak to me1 belov$ voice6 ,i die n alone 9 ?is univ]se4 ,i1 ! la/ man3 ! la/ pla9t1 y\r pla9t1 dies ) me4 ,mis]y1 mis]y6 pity me1 ! la/ man ( mis]y1 dipus6 ,x seems t ,nietzs*e1 n[ at ! extreme limits ( 8 ?\ght1 exp]i5ces a sudd5 ne$ ( re/4 ,he wants to speak to 8 fri5ds1 to feel himself surr\nd$ by !m & div]t$4 ,! ,ea/] holidays 9 #ahgc gave him a =tnight's release4 ,he left = ,bayreu?1 :]e he 0 n expect$4 ,i leave ?is ev5+1 he writes to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug4 ,guess :]e ,i am go+8 ,y've guess$1 &1 height ( bliss1 ,i %all meet ! be/ ( m51 ,rohde1 to-morr[ at half-pa/ f\r4 ,i %all be /ay+ ) ,wagn]1 & !n see me q happy6 ,we %all speak mu* ( y1 mu* ( ,g]sdorff4 ,he has copi$ my lectures1 y say8 ,x t\*es me1 & ,i w n =get x4 ,:at good fri5ds ,i h6 ,x is really %ameful4 ,i hope to br+ back f ,bayreu? c\rage & gaiety1 & to /r5g!n myself 9 ev]y?+ t is good4 ,i dreamt la/ night t ,i 0 hav+ my ,gradus ad ,p>nassum c>efully reb\nd4 ,?is mixture ( bookb9d+ & symbolism is compreh5sible2 moreov]1 v insipid4 ,b x is a tru?6 ,x is necess>y f "t to "t to reb9d ourselves by frequ5t+ m5 m valor\s & /rong] ?an ourselves or else we lose a few ( our pages1 !n a few m1 /ill a few m1 until ! la/ page is de/roy$4 ,& t our life %\ld be a ,gradus ad ,p>nassum1 t also is a tru? t we mu/ (t5 repeat to ourselves4 ,! future to :i* ,i %all atta9 if ,i take pl5ty ( tr\ble1 if ,i h a little happ9ess & mu* "t1 is to become a m sob] writ]1 & f ! fir/ & ev] bett] to pursue my call+ z a man ( lett]s m sob]ly4 ,f "t to "t ,i feel a *ildi% repugnance to pr9t$ pap]1 ,i ?9k t ,i see soil$ pap]4 ,& ,i c v well picture a p]iod :5 read+ 0 n mu* lik$1 writ+ ev5 less s2 b "o f> pref]r$ to ?9k a lot1 & to act /ill m4 ,= ev]y?+ to-day awaits t efficaci\s man1 :o1 condemn+ 9 himself & u our mill5>ian r\t9es1 w live bett] & w give u 8 life to imitate4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e left = ,bayreu?4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he !re le>nt a piece ( unexpect$ news4 ,money 0 lack+4 ,( ! twelve hundr$ ?\s& francs ne$$1 eight hundr$ ?\s& only _h be5 realis$ ) great difficulty4 ,! ent]prise 0 compromis$ & p]haps ru9$4 ,ev]yone 0 los+ he>t4 ,! ma/] alone 0 confid5t & calm4 ,s9ce he _h atta9$ 8 manhood1 he _h desir$ to possess a !atre4 ,he knew t a con/ant w prevails ov] *ance1 & a few mon?s ( crisis did n al>m him aft] =ty ye>s ( wait+4 ,capitali/s f ,b]l91 ,muni*1 ,vi5na1 ,london1 & ,*icago 7 mak+ proposals to him :i* ,ri*>d ,wagn] inv>iably refus$ to ent]ta94 ,he wi%$ 8 !atre to belong to himself alone1 & to be ne> him3 ,x is n a "q ( ! success ( ! affair1 he said1 b ( awak5+ ! hidd5 =ces ( ! ,g]man s\l4 ,b 8 rem>kable s]5ity fail$ to reassure 8 fri5ds4 ,a panic 0 eng5d]$ at ,bayreu?1 & no "o aga9 d>$ to hope4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e look$ on1 li/5$1 obs]v$1 & !n fl$ to ,naumburg4 ,my despair 0 deep1 he has writt52 !re 0 no?+ t did n seem crim9al to me4 ,he 0 r$iscov]+ ! _w aft] t5 mon?s ( solitude1 & f9d+ x ev5 m c[>dly & m mis]able ?an he _h ev] judg$ x to be4 ,!re 0 worse to endure1 = he 0 discont5t$ ) himself4 ,he recall$ 8 la/ m$itations4 ,i call myself ! la/ philosoph]1 because ,i am ! la/ man4 ,& he que/ion$ himself3 ,0 he really ! la/ philosoph]8 ! la/ man8 ,_h he n flatt]$ himself 9 assign+ himself a rle s difficult & magnific5t8 ,_h he n be5 ungrateful1 c[>dly1 & vile1 l ! o!rs1 9 ab&on+ ! /ruggle at ! decisive mom5t to %ut himself up 9 8 solitude & 8 selfi% dreams8 ,_h he n =gott5 8 ma/]8 ,he accus$ himself2 remorse acc5tuat$ 8 despair4 ,i %\ld n ?9k ( myself1 0 8 reproa*--,wagn] alone is a h]o--,wagn]1 s great 9 mis=tune1 great z ( old at ,triebs*54 ,x is he :om we mu/ s]ve4 ,i mu/ h5ce=? be v[$ to help him4 ,x _h be5 8 int5tion to publi% a few *apt]s ( 8 book on ,! ,philosoph]s ( ,tragic ,greece4 ,he ab/a9$ f ?is delight2 put away 9 a draw]--n )\t a pang--8 almo/ f9i%$ manuscript4 ,he wi%$ to spit out lava1 to insult ,g]many & treat h] l a brute1 s9ce1 imbecile brute t %e 01 %e w\ld only yield to brutality4 ,i return f ,bayreu? 9 su* a /ate ( p]si/5t melan*oly1 he wrote to ,rohde1 t ! only hope = me is holy wra?4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e look$ = no joy 9 ! "w :i* he 0 ab\t to und]take4 ,to attack is to recognise1 to condesc5d1 to l[] oneself4 ,he w\ld h pref]r$ to h _h no traffic ) base humanity4 ,b "h 0 ,ri*>d ,wagn]2 0 x to be borne t he %\ld be torm5t$ & trammell$8 t ! ,g]mans %\ld sadd5 him z !y sadd5$ ,goe!1 & break him1 z !y broke ,s*ill]8 ,to-morr[ o!r m5 ( g5ius w\ld be born3 0 x n necess>y to fight f to-day to assure !m _! lib]ty & ! fre$om ( _! lives8 ,x is impossible to ignore ! masses t beset u4 ,x is a bitt] de/9y1 b "o t may n be elud$4 ,x is ! de/9y ( ! be/-born1 & above all ( ! be/ ,g]mans1 h]oes begott5 & misund]/ood by a race ins5sible to beauty4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e rememb]$ :at ,goe! _h said ( ,less+3 ,pity ?is extraord9>y man1 pity him t he liv$ 9 su* a pitiable era1 t he 0 =c$ to act ceaselessly by polemics4 ,he appli$ ?is to himself1 b polemics seem$ to be a duty to him1 z 9 o!r times !y _h be5 to ,less+4 ,he look$ r\nd = an adv]s>y4 ,! illu/ri\s ,d4 ,f4 ,/rauss n[ repres5t$ (ficial philosophy2 he 0 its heavy pontiff4 ,hav+ r5\nc$ ! critical rese>*es1 9 :i* he 0 a real ma/]1 he 0 affect+1 9 8 old age1 ! attitude ( a ?9k]1 & 0 elaborat+ 8 ,cr$o ) %am elegances borr[$ f ,voltaire & ,ab\t4 ,i simply propose1 he wrote 9 ,! ,old ,fai? & ! ,new1 to say h[ we live--h[ = long ye>s pa/ we h be5 wont to direct our lives4 ,by ! side ( our pr(essions--= we belong to ! mo/ div]se pr(essions2 we are n all arti/s or s*ol>s1 b also (ficials1 soldi]s1 artisans1 or proprietors1 &1 ,i h already said & ,i repeat x1 our numb] is n small1 we are _m ?\s&1 & n ( ! wor/1 9 e c\ntry--by ! side ( our pr(essions1 ,i say1 we try1 z f> z possible1 to keep our m9ds op5 to ! highe/ int]e/s ( humanity2 our he>ts are exalt$ by ^! new de/9ies1 z un=ese5 z !y are magnific5t1 assign$ by ,fate to our c\ntry :i* =m]ly endur$ s mu*4 ,! bett] to und]/& ^! ?+s1 we /udy hi/ory1 to :i* easy access is op5$ to ! fir/ com] by a numb] ( bo? popul> & attractive works4 ,& !n we try to ext5d our k ( nature by ! aid ( manuals :i* are )9 rea* ( ev]ybody4 ,f9ally we f9d 9 read+ our great poets1 9 he>+ our great musicians1 /imulants = _s & feel+1 = ! imag9ation & ! he>t1 /imulants :i* 9 tru? leave no?+ to be desir$4 ,?us we live1 ?us we m>* =w>d 9 happ9ess4 ,s ! ,phili/9es are happy & v rightly1 ?\ght ,nietzs*e3 ?is is ! era ( _! p[]4 ,assur$ly ! species is n new4 ,ev5 ,attica _h its abettors ( banausia4 ,b ! ,phili/9e =m]ly liv$ "u humiliat+ conditions4 ,he 0 m]ely tol]at$4 ,he 0 n talk$ (1 nor did he talk4 ,!n a m indulg5t p]iod arriv$1 9 :i* he 0 li/5$ to1 8 follies flatt]$2 he appe>$ droll4 ,?is 0 en\gh3 he became a fop1 pr\d ( 8 prudhomm]ie4 ,to-day he triumphs2 x is impossible to hold him back4 ,he becomes a fanatic1 & f\nds a religion3 x is ! new fai?1 ( :i* ,/rauss is ! prophet4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e w\ld h assur$ly approv$ ( t classification ( ! ages :i* ,gu/ave ,flaub]t sugge/$ ab\t ?is "t3 ,paganisme1 *ri/ianisme1 muflisme 7,paganism1 ,*ri/ianity1 ,sn\t-ism74 ,! ,phili/9e dictates 8 ta/es1 & imposes 8 mann]isms4 ,a w> breaks out3 he reads 8 pap]1 ! telegrams int]e/ him1 & contribute to 8 happ9ess4 ,great m5 h suff]$1 & h left u _! works3 ! ,phili/9e kn[s ^! works1 & appreciates !m--!y add to 8 well-be+4 ,moreov]1 he appreciates ) disc]nm5t4 ,! ,pa/oral ,symphony ravi%es him1 b he condemns ! exagg]at$ upro> ( ! ,symphony ) *orus4 ,david ,fri$ri* ,/rauss says x di/9ctly3 & t cle> m9d ( 8 is n to be deceiv$4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e s\ght no fur!r2 he _h f\nd ! man :om he wi%$ to de/roy4 ,9 ! fir/ days ( ,may he _h all 8 notes 9 h&1 8 "w 0 ready4 ,8 /r5g? sudd5ly gave out3 8 a*+ head1 8 eyes t c\ld n be> ! light )\t pa91 play$ traitor to 8 desire to "w2 9 a few days he 0 all b an invalid1 almo/ bl9d4 ,ov]beck & ,romundt did _! be/ to help him4 ,b !y _h1 bo? ( !m1 o!r "w2 _! "t 0 measur$ by _! pr(essional duties4 ,a ?ird fri5d came to give assi/ance to ! invalid4 ,! ,b>on von ,g]sdorff1 a man ( leisure & a devot$ fri5d1 0 travell+ 9 ,italy4 ,he _h be5 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e's comrade at ! college ( ,p=ta1 & s9ce ^? already di/ant days _h sc>cely se5 him aga91 b 8 fri5d%ip _h rema9$ intact4 ,he ha/5$ to ,basle4 ,he 0 a y\ng] son ( good family4 ,8 eld] bro!rs hav+ di$1 "o 9 #ahff 9 ! ,au/rian campaign1 ! o!r 9 #ahga 9 ! ,fr5* campaign1 he _h be5 oblig$ to sacrifice 8 ta/es1 to r5\nce philosophy & le>n f>m+ s z to be able to manage ! family e/ate 9 ,nor? ,g]many4 ,he 0 ! only "o ( ,nietzs*e's fri5ds :o 0 n a slave to pap] & books4 ,he is a f9e type ( ! res]v$ & dignifi$ g5tleman1 al?\gh extremely simple 9 8 mann]s1 wrote ,ov]beck2 at bottom ! be/ fell[ imag9able1 & at ! fir/ glance y are left ) ! impression ( a man :o is entirely tru/wor?y4 ,a fri5d ( ,romundt's1 ,paul ,re1 also came to help or di/ract ! invalid1 :o1 ?anks to s _m k9dnesses1 0 able to resi/ 8 suff]+s4 ,ly+ always 9 semi-d>kness1 he dictat$3 ! fai?ful ,g]sdorff wrote d[n :at he _h to say1 & by ! end ( ,june ! manuscript 0 s5t to ! publi%]4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e's condition improv$ :5 he _h f9i%$ 8 "w4 ,he felt a great ne$ ( fre% air & ( solitude4 ,8 si/]1 :o _h come f ,naumburg1 took him to ! m\nta9s ( ! ,grisons4 ,8 heada*es grew less sev]e1 8 eyesight became /rong]4 ,he re/$ = a few weeks1 correct+ 8 pro(s1 rejoic+ 9 8 new-f\nd /r5g?1 b always haunt$ by 8 ang]s & 8 aspirations4 ,"o day1 :ile walk+ ) 8 si/] on ! outskirts ( ,flimms1 he came on a little *teau 9 a seque/]$ site4 ,:at a beautiful retreat1 he said2 :at a beautiful spot 9 :i* to e/abli% our lay conv5t4 ,! *teau 0 = sale4 ,let u visit x1 said ! "y girl4 ,!y w5t 91 & 7 delight$ ) ev]y?+3 ! g>d51 ! t]race f :i* a wide view /ret*$ out be=e !m1 ! big hall ) its *imney-piece ( sculptur$ /one4 ,! rooms 7 few1 b :y %\ld !re be m8 ,?is w\ld be giv5 to ,ri*>d ,wagn]1 t to ,cosima ,wagn]1 ?is o!r w\ld be at ! disposal ( fri5ds ( passage1 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug or ,jacob ,burckh>dt4 ,g]sdorff1 ,deuss51 ,rohde1 ,ov]beck1 ,romundt1 w\ld (t5 reside !re4 ,"h1 decl>$ ,nietzs*e1 we w build a cov]$ walk1 a sort ( cloi/]4 ,?us1 9 e k9d ( wea!r1 we c walk z we talk4 ,= we %all talk mu*1 we %all read b little1 & write h>dly at all4 ,he return$ to 8 famili> dream once aga91 frat]nal int]c\rse betwe5 disciples & ma/]s4 ,frule9 ,nietzs*e grew v excit$4 ,y w ne$ a woman to keep h\se1 %e said4 ,x w be ,i4 ,%e enquir$ ab\t ! price & wrote to ! proprietor1 b matt]s 7 n arrang$4 ,i look$ too "y1 wrote ,frule9 ,nietzs*e1 :o tells ! anecdote1 & ! g>d5] did n take u s]i\sly4 ,:at are we to ?9k ( ?is affair8 ,x is h>d to "k4 ,0 x only ! *att] ( a "y girl to :i* ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h he>k5$ = an in/ant8 ,or 0 x1 on ! contr>y1 a s]i\s notion8 ,probably ! latt]4 ,8 _s1 hospitable to *im]as1 ill knew :at ! _w admits & :at x does n admit4 ,he came back to ,basle4 ,8 pamphlet _h provok$ a good deal ( discussion4 ,i read x1 & re-read x1 wrote ,wagn]1 & ,i swe> to ! great gods t ,i hold y to be ! only "o :o kn[s :at ,i want4 ,y\r pamphlet is a ?und]bolt1 wrote ,hans von ,bl[4 ,a mod]n ,voltaire ought to write3 cr4444 l'inf4444 ,?is int]national /hetic is = u a f> m odi\s adv]s>y ?an r$ or black b&its4 ,o!r good judges1 eld]ly m5 9 _m cases1 approv$ ( ! "y polemi/2 ,ewald 7( ,gott+571 ,bruno ,bau]1 ,k>l ,hildebr&t1 dieses letzt5 human5 ,deuts*51 said ,nietzs*e--?is la/ ( ! human ,g]mans--decl>$ = him4 ,?is little book1 wrote ! critic1 may m>k a return ( ! ,g]man _s t[>ds s]i\s ?\ght & intellectual passion4 ,b ^! fri5dly voices 7 few4 ,! ,g]man ,empire1 he _h writt51 is extirpat+ ! ,g]man _s4 ,he _h w\nd$ ! pride ( a conqu]+ p4 ,9 return1 he suff]$ _m an insult1 _m an accusation ( scurv9ess & trea*]y4 ,he rejoic$ ov] x4 ,i ent] society ) a duel1 he said2 ,/5dhal gave t advice4 ,complete ,/5dhalian t he 0 7or at lea/ he flatt]$ himself t he 071 ,nietzs*e 01 not)/&+1 accessible to pity4 ,david ,/rauss di$ b a few weeks aft] ! publication ( ! pamphlet1 & ,nietzs*e1 imag9+ t 8 "w _h kill$ ! old man1 0 sorely griev$4 ,8 si/] & 8 fri5ds tri$ 9 va9 to reassure him2 he did n wi% to ab&on a remorse :i* 01 moreov]1 s glori\s4 ,/imulat$ by ?is fir/ conflict1 he dreamt ( va/] conflicts4 ,) extraord9>y rapidity ( conception he prep>$ a s]ies ( treatises :i* he wi%$ to publi% "u a g5]al title3 ,unzeitgemsse ,betra*tung5 7,?\ghts ,out ( ,season74 ,d4 ,f4 ,/rauss _h furni%$ ! subject ( ! fir/ ( ! s]ies4 ,! second 0 to be entitl$ ,! ,use & ,abuse ( ,hi/ory4 ,tw5ty o!rs 7 to foll[4 ,8 fri5ds1 ev] ! associates ( 8 dreams1 w\ld contribute1 he ?\ght1 to ! "w4 ,franz ,ov]beck _h j publi%$ a little book entitl$ ,! ,*ri/ianity ( our ,mod]n ,!ology4 ,he attack$ ! ,g]man savants & _! too mod]ni/ t5d5cies1 :i* att5uat$ ,*ri/ianity1 & all[$ ! irrevocable & s]i\s doctr9e1 :i* 0 t ( ! e>ly ,*ri/ians1 to fall into oblivion4 ,nietzs*e _h ,ov]beck's ,*ri/li*keit & 8 ,d4 ,f4 ,/rauss b\nd toge!r4 ,on ! outside page he wrote six l9es ( v]se4 ,two tw9s ( ! same h\se ent] joyfully into ! _w--to dev\r ! dragons ( ! _w4 ,two fa!rs1 "o "w4 ,oh1 miracle6 ,! "m ( ^! tw9s is call$ ,fri5d%ip4#a ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e hop$ = a s]ies ( simil> volumes1 ! "w ( _m h&s b inspir$ by "o _s4 ,) a hundr$ m5 br$ up to ! conflict ( mod]n ideas1 inur$ to h]oism1 he !n wrote1 all our noisy & lazy culture w\ld be r$uc$ to et]nal sil5ce4 ,a hundr$ m5 ( t /amp c>ri$ ! civilisation ( ! ,r5aissance on _! %\ld]s4 ,a d\ble hope & a va9 "o3 8 fri5ds fail$ him1 & he himself did n write 8 tw5ty pamphlets4 ,only _! titles1 & a few pages ( r\gh outl9e1 are left to u4 ,on ,! ,/ate1 ,! ,city1 ,! ,social ,crisis1 ,milit>y ,culture1 on ,religion1 :at _h he to tell u8 ,let u mod]ate our regrets2 little p]haps2 little1 at all ev5ts1 t c\ld be call$ preci\s1 z di/9ct f 8 desires & 8 compla9ts4 ,he 0 also busy ) ano!r "w1 & ann\nc$ x to ,g]sdorff 9 my/]i\s t]ms3 ,let x be en\gh = y to "k t a dang]1 a t]rible & unexpect$ "o1 m5aces ,bayreu?1 & t ! task ( digg+ ! c\nt]m9e has fall5 to me4 ,9 fact1 ,ri*>d ,wagn] _h begg$ him to write a supreme appeal to ! ,g]mans1 & he appli$ himself to ! task ( draw+ x up ) all ! gravity1 all ! pr(undity1 all ! solemnity ( :i* he 0 capable4 ,he dem&$ ,erw9 ,rohde's assi/ance & advice4 ,c ,i c\nt on x t y w s5d me soon1 he wrote1 a fragm5t drawn up 9 ! ,napoleonic /yle8 ,erw9 ,rohde1 a prud5t man1 decl9$4 ,"o w\ld h to be polite1 he said1 :5 ! only true ?+ = ! rabble is insult4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e did n emb>rass himself ) polit5ess4 ,at ! end ( ,octob] ! presid5ts ( ! ,wagn] ,v]e9e1 assembl$ unit$ at ,bayreu?1 invit$ ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e to read 8 manife/o1 ,a ,summons#b to ! ,g]mans4 ,we wi% to be li/5$ to1 = we speak 9 ord] to give a w>n+2 & he :o w>ns1 :oev] he be1 :atev] he says1 always has ! "r to be he>d4444 ,we lift our voices because y are 9 dang]1 & because1 see+ y s mute1 s indiff]5t1 s call\s1 we fe> = y4444 ,we speak to y 9 all s9c]ity ( he>t1 & we seek & desire our good only because x is also y\rs3 ! salvation & ! hon\r ( ! ,g]man _s1 & ( ! ,g]man "n4444 ,! manife/o 0 develop$ 9 ! same m5ac+ & r emphatic tone1 & ! read+ 0 receiv$ 9 an emb>rass+ sil5ce4 ,!re 0 no murmur ( approval1 no look ( enc\ragem5t = ! writ]4 ,he 0 sil5t4 ,at la/ "s voices made !mselves he>d4 ,x is too s]i\s2 x is n politic en\gh1 !re mu/ be *anges1 a great _m *anges4 ,"s op9$1 ,x is a monk's s]mon4 ,he did n wi% to argue1 & )drew 8 draft ( a summons4 ,wagn] alone _h support$ him ) a great deal ( en]gy4 ,wait1 said he2 9 a little "t1 a v little "t1 !y w be oblig$ to return to y\r *all5ge1 !y w all con=m to x4 ,nietzs*e rema9$ v few days at ,bayreu?4 ,! situation1 :i* _h be5 s]i\s at ,ea/]1 0 n[ desp]ate4 ,! public1 :o = "s mon?s _h gib$ at ! great ent]prise1 n[ =got all ab\t x4 ,a =midable indiff]5ce /ood 9 ! way ( ! propag&i/s1 & e day x seem$ m difficult to collect ! necess>y money4 ,all idea ( a comm]cial loan1 ( a lott]y1 _h be5 set aside4 ,an appeal writt5 9 ha/e to replace t ( ,nietzs*e 0 spread all ov] ,g]many2 t5 ?\s& copies 7 pr9t$1 an inf9itesimal numb] 7 sold4 ,a lett] 0 address$ to ! directors ( "o hundr$ ,g]man !atres4 ,ea* 0 ask$ to give z a subscription to ,bayreu? its receipts at a s+le b5efit p]=mance4 ,?ree refus$1 ! o!rs did n reply4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e return$ to ,basle4 ,he succe$$1 ) ! aid ( ,g]sdorff1 9 draw+ up 8 second ,?\ghts ,out ( ,season1 ,! ,use & ,abuse ( ,hi/ory4 ,b he wrote few lett]s1 few notes1 he =m$ no new project1 & = ! mom5t almo/ entirely escapes f our /udy4 ,! d\ble hope ( 8 y\?1 t he might assi/ at ! triumph ( ,wagn]1 & h a %>e 9 a*iev+ ?is triumph1 0 ru9$4 ,8 help _h be5 refus$4 ,he _h be5 told3 ,y\r text is too grave1 too solemn4 ,& he asks himself1 ,:at does ?is mean8 ,is n ! art ( ,wagn] a matt] ( supreme gravity & solemnity8 ,he is unhappy1 humiliat$1 w\nd$ 9 8 am\r propre & 9 8 dreams4 ,dur+ ^! la/ weeks ( #ahgc he liv$ l an e>?worm 9 8 room at ,basle4 ,he w5t to sp5d ! ,new ,ye> holidays at ,naumburg4 ,!re1 alone ) 8 own p1 he pick$ up "s /r5g?4 ,he _h always lik$ ! repose ( anniv]s>ies1 :i* 0 s fav\rable to reflection1 &1 z a "y man1 nev] all[$ ! fea/ ( ,sa9t ,sylve/] to pass )\t putt+ on pap] a m$itation on 8 life1 8 memories1 & 8 views ( ! future4 ,on ,decemb] #ca1 #ahgc1 he wrote to ,erw9 ,rohde2 ! tone ( 8 lett] recalls 8 =m] habit4 ,! ,lett]s ( an ,h]etical /hete1 by ,k>l ,hildebr&t1 h giv5 me inord9ate pleasure1 he wrote4 ,:at a refre%m5t6 ,read1 admire1 he is "o ( ours1 he is ( ! society ( ^? :o hope4 ,may x prosp] 9 ! ,new ,ye>1 ?is society1 may we rema9 good comrades6 ,ah6 de> fri5d1 "o has no *oice1 "o mu/ be ei!r ( ^? :o hope1 or ( ^? :o despair4 ,once & = all ,i h decid$ on hope4 ,let u rema9 fai?ful & helpful to "o ano!r 9 ?is ye> #ahgd & until ! end ( our days4 ,y\rs1 ,,fri$ri* ,,nietzs*e4 ,,naumburg1 ,sa9t ,sylve/]'s1 #ahgc-gd4 ,! fir/ days ( ,janu>y came1 & ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e appli$ himself to "w once m4 ,s9ce ! /range misadv5ture at ,bayreu? 7no d\bt ! irritation ( an au?or1 ^: aid has be5 reject$1 acc\nts = ^! un=ese5 *anges71 he has be5 torm5t$ by anxieties & by d\bts2 he wi%$ to cle> !m up4 ,9 two l9es1 :i* are l an introduction to 8 ?\ghts ( ! "t1 he br+s ! ,wagn]ian art into hi/ory4 ,e ?\ght t is great1 he writes1 is dang]\s1 & dang]\s1 above all1 9 its newness4 ,! impression is t ( an isolat$ ph5om5on :i* ju/ifies itself by itself4 ,!n1 hav+ posit$ ?is g5]al pr9ciple1 he approa*$ ! def9itive que/ions3 ,:at k9d ( man is ,wagn]8 ,:at does 8 art signify8 ,x 0 a cata/rophe 9 fairyl&4 ,! mod]n s*ylus1 ! mod]n ,p9d> vani%$2 ! beautiful metaphysical & religi\s decorations fell 91 & ! art ( ,wagn] appe>$ z x really 0--an art1 ! late1 magnific5t1 & (t5 sickly fl[] ( a humanity fifte5 c5turies old4 ,let u really ask ourselves1 wrote ,nietzs*e 9 8 notes1 ( :i* 8 fri5ds did n "k--,let u really ask ourselves :at is ! value ( ! "t :i* adopts ! art ( ,wagn] z its art8 ,x is radically an>*ical1 a brea?less ?+1 impi\s1 gre$y1 %apeless1 unc]ta9 ( its gr\ndwork1 quick to despair--x has no simplicity1 x is self-consci\s to ! m>r[1 x lacks nobility1 x is viol5t1 c[>dly4 ,?is art unites pell mell 9 "o mass all t /ill attracts our mod]n ,g]man s\ls2 aspects1 ways ( feel+1 all comes pell mell4 ,a mon/r\s attempt ( art to affirm & dom9ate itself 9 an anti-arti/ic p]iod4 ,x is a poison aga9/ a poison4 ,! demi-god 0 gone1 & 9 8 place 0 a /age-play]4 ,nietzs*e recognis$ despair+ly t he _h all[$ himself to be captur$ by ! gambols ( a giant4 ,he _h lov$ ) simplicity & ) ! ard\r ( 8 y\?1 & _h be5 deceiv$4 ,!re 0 jeal\sy 9 8 ang]1 & a little ( t hatr$ :i* is nev] f> f love4 ,8 he>t1 8 ?\ght1 ( :i* he 0 s pr\d1 he _h giv5 to a man3 ?is man _h trifl$ ) ^! sacr$ gifts4 ,we may pass ov] ^! p]sonal sorr[s2 o!rs1 ev5 m pr(\nd1 humiliat$ ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e4 ,he 0 humiliat$ because he _h betray$ ,tru?4 ,he _h desir$ to live = h]2 he n[ p]ceiv$ t = f\r ye>s he _h liv$ = ,wagn]4 ,he _h d>$ to repeat aft] ,voltaire1 ,x is necess>y to tell ! tru? & sacrifice oneself2 he n[ saw t he _h neglect$ h]1 t p]haps he _h %unn$ h]1 9 seek+ consolation f ! beauties ( ,wagn]'s art4 ,if y seek = ease1 believe1 he _h writt5 "s ye>s be=e to 8 "y si/]3 if y desire ! tru?1 se>*2 & ! duty :i* he _h indicat$ to ?is *ild he _h himself fail$ to obs]ve4 ,he _h suff]$ himself to be s$uc$ by images1 by h>monies1 by ! magic ( words2 he _h f$ on lies4 ,8 fault 0 grav] yet1 = he _h cons5t$ to ?is abasem5t4 ,! univ]se is evil1 he _h writt5 9 ,! ,orig9 ( ,trag$y--cruel l a dissonance ( notes1 & ! s\l ( man1 dissonant l ! univ]se1 suff]+ f itself1 w\ld deta* itself f life if x did n inv5t "s illusion1 "s my? :i* deceives b appeases x & procures x a refuge ( beauty4 ,9 tru?1 if we ?us draw back1 if we create our consolations = ourselves1 :i!r w we n let ourselves be l$8 ,"o he>k5s to "o's weakness2 !re is no c[>dice t is n ?us au?oris$4 ,to accept is to deliv] oneself ov] to ! illusioni/4 ,is x a noble or a vile illusion8 ,h[ c we "k if we are deceiv$1 if we ask to be deceiv$8 ,nietzs*e felt 8 memories degrad$1 & 8 hopes disc\rag$ by ! bitt]ness ( remorse4 ,! ,use & ,abuse ( ,hi/ory appe>$ 9 ,febru>y4 ,x is a pamphlet direct$ aga9/ t sci5ce1 hi/ory1 ! inv5tion & pride ( ! mod]ns2 x is a criticism ( ! faculty1 rec5tly acquir$ by m51 by :i* !y reanimate )9 !mselves ! s5tim5ts ( pa/ c5turies1 at ! risk ( less5+ ! integrity ( _! in/9cts & p]plex+ _! rectitude4 ,a brief indication gives ! _s ( ! book4 ,! man ( ! future3 ecc5tric1 en]getic1 hot-blood$1 indefatigable1 an arti/1 & an enemy ( books4 ,i %\ld desire to hunt f my ideal ,/ate ! self-/yl$ 'cultivat$' m51 z ,plato did ! poets3 x w\ld be my t]rorism4 ,?us ,nietzs*e affront$ ! t5 ?\s& ,h]r ,pr(essors to :om hi/ory is _! daily bread & :o guide ! public4 ,he 0 puni%$ by _! hatr$ & _! sil5ce4 ,no "o spoke ( 8 book4 ,8 fri5ds tri$ to f9d him "s read]s4 ,ov]beck wrote to 8 /ud5t fri5d1 ,treis*ke1 ! political writ]1 ! ,prussian hi/oriograph]4 ,i am sure1 he said to him1 t y w disc]n 9 ^! contemplations ( ,nietzs*e's ! mo/ pr(\nd1 ! mo/ s]i\s1 ! mo/ in/9ctive devotion to ,g]man greatness4 ,treis*ke refus$ 8 ass5t2 ,ov]beck wrote aga94 ,x is ,nietzs*e1 my suff]+ fri5d1 ( :om ,i w & above all mu/ talk to y4 ,treis*ke %[$ temp] 9 8 reply & ! dispute became bitt]4 ,y\r ,basle1 he wrote1 is a b\doir1 f :i* ,g]man culture is insult$6 ,if y saw ! ?ree ( u1 ,nietzs*e1 ,romundt1 & myself1 said ,ov]beck1 y w\ld see ?ree good companions4 ,our diff]5ce /rikes me z a pa9ful symbol4 ,x is s frequ5t an accid5t1 s un=tunate a feature 9 our ,g]man hi/ory1 ?is misund]/&+ betwe5 political m5 & m5 ( culture4 ,h[ unlucky = y1 retort$ ,treis*ke1 t y met ?is ,nietzs*e1 ?is madman1 :o tells u s mu* ab\t 8 inactual ?\ghts1 & :o has nev]!less be5 bitt5 to ! m>r[ by ! mo/ actual ( all vices1 ! folie des gr&eurs4 ,ov]beck1 ,g]sdorff & ,rohde wret*$ly wat*$ ! failure ( ?is book :i* !y admir$4 ,x is ano!r ?und]bolt1 wrote ,rohde2 x w h no m effect ?an fireworks 9 a cell>4 ,b "o day p w recognise x & w admire ! c\rage & precision ) :i* he has put 8 f+] on our wor/ w\nd4 ,h[ /rong he is1 our fri5d4 ,& ,ov]beck3 ,! s5sation ( isolation t our fri5d exp]i5ces is gr[+ 9 a pa9ful mann]4 ,ev] & ev] to sap ! bran* ( ! tree on :i* "o supports oneself _c be done )\t griev\s consequ5ces4 ,& ,g]sdorff3 ,! be/ ?+ = our fri5d w\ld be = him to imitate ! ,py?agoreans3 five ye>s )\t read+ or writ+4 ,:5 ,i am free1 :i* w be 9 two or ?ree ye>s1 ,i %all return to my prop]ty3 t asylum w be at 8 disposal4 ,^! m51 ) _! t\*+ solicitude conc]n+ _! fri5d's lot1 did n suspect ei!r ! true cause or ! int5sity ( 8 di/ress4 ,!y piti$ 8 solitude1 !y did n "k h[ pr(\nd x 01 or h[ lonely he 0 ev5 ) !m4 ,:at matt]$ to him ! failure ( a book f :i* he 0 sep>at$ by a revolution ( ?\ght8 ,z to my book1 he wrote to ,rohde1 ,i c h>dly ?9k t ,i wrote x4 ,he _h discov]$ 8 error & 8 fault4 ,h5ce 8 sorr[1 h5ce ! agony :i* he d>$ n confess4 ,at ! pres5t mom5t1 he ann\nc$ to ,g]sdorff1 _m ?+s f]m5t )9 me1 _m extreme & d>+ ?+s4 ,i d n "k 9 :at measure ,i may communicate !m to my be/ fri5ds1 b 9 any case ,i _c write !m4 ,"o ev5+1 h[ev]1 passion c>ri$ him away4 ,he 0 alone ) ,ov]beck2 ! conv]sation happ5$ to turn on ,loh5gr91 &1 ) a sudd5 fury1 ,nietzs*e pull$ to pieces ?is false & romantic "w4 ,ov]beck li/5$ to him 9 amazem5t4 ,nietzs*e became sil5t1 & f t mom5t 0 m c>eful to practise ! pret5ce :i* %am$ him & disgu/$ him ) himself4 ,de>1 true fri5d1 he wrote to ,g]sdorff 9 ,april1 #ahgd if only y c\ld h a f> l[] op9ion ( me6 ,i am almo/ sure y w lose ^? illusions t y h ab\t me1 & ,i w\ld wi% to be ! fir/ to op5 y\r eyes1 by expla9+ fully & consci5ti\sly t ,i des]ve no?+4 ,if y c\ld und]/& h[ radically ,i am disc\rag$1 & f :at melan*oly ,i suff] on my own acc\nt4 ,i d n "k if ,i %all ev] be capable ( production4 ,h5ce=w>d ,i seek only a little lib]ty1 a little ( ! real atmosph]e ( life1 & ,i am arm+ myself aga9/ ! num]\s1 ! unspeakably num]\s1 revolt+ slav]ies t encompass me4 ,%all ,i ev] succe$8 ,d\bt ^u d\bt4 ,! aim is too di/ant1 & if ,i ev] succe$ 9 rea*+ x1 !n ,i %all h consum$ ! bett] "p ( myself 9 long & try+ /ruggles4 ,i %all be free & langui%+ l an ephem]on at dusk4 ,i express my lively fe>6 ,x is a mis=tune to be s consci\s ( "o's /ruggles1 s clairvoyant4444 ,?is lett] 0 writt5 on ! #a/ ,april ,on ! #d? ( ,april he s5t ,frule9 von ,meys5bug a lett] :i* 0 q melan*oly & yet less hopeless4 ,de> ,frule91 :at pleasure y give1 & h[ deeply y t\* me6 ,?is is ! fir/ "t t ,i h _h fl[]s s5t to me1 b ,i "k n[ t ^! numb]less liv+ col\rs1 voiceless ?\gh !y be1 c speak pla9ly to u4 ,^! h]alds ( spr+ are bloom+ 9 my room1 & ,i h be5 able to enjoy !m = m ?an a week4 ,x ne$s mu/ be t1 9 our grey & pa9ful lives1 ^! fl[]s %\ld come & lay b>e to u a my/]y ( nature4 ,!y prev5t our =gett+ t x always is1 & always mu/ be1 possible = u to f9d1 some:]e 9 ! _w1 life & hope & light & col\r4 ,h[ (t5 d we lose ?is fai?6 ,& h[ beautiful & happy a ?+ x is :5 ^? :o are battl+ confirm !mselves & "o ano!r 9 c\rage1 & by s5d+ ^? symbols ( fl[]s or books1 recall _! common pl$ge4 ,my heal? 7=give a ^w on ?is subject7 has be5 satisfactory s9ce ! new ye>1 save t ,i h to be c>eful ( my sight4 ,b1 z y "k1 !re are /ates ( physical suff]+ t are almo/ a bless+1 = !y produce =getfulness ( :at "o suff]s else:]e4 ,r "o tells oneself t !re are rem$ies = ! s\l1 z !re are = ! body4 ,t is my philosophy ( illness1 & x gives hope = ! s\l4 ,& is x n a "w ( art1 /ill to hope8 ,wi% me /r5g? to write my elev5 ',unseasonable ,?\ghts' t /ill rema9 to be done4 ,!n at la/ ,i %all h said ev]y?+ t weighs ^u u2 & x may be t aft] ?is g5]al confession1 we %all feel ourselves lib]at$1 9 h[ev] slight a degree4 ,my he>tfelt wi%es are ) y1 de> ,frule94 ,at la/ ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e began to "w4 ,8 in/9ct br\ght him back to ! philosoph] :o _h help$ 8 fir/ ye>s4 ,he wi%$ to consecrate to ,s*op5hau] 8 ?ird ,unseasonable ,?\ght4 ,t5 ye>s be=e1 he _h l$ a mis]able exi/5ce at ,leipsic2 ,s*op5hau] sav$ him4 ,8 /range gaiety1 8 lyricism1 ! irony ) :i* he expresses 8 h>%e/ ?\ghts1 _h re/or$ to him ! p[] ( life4 ,if ,s*op5hau] tr\bles y1 burd5s y1 he wrote at t "t to a fri5d1 if he has n ! p[] to raise y1 & guide y1 ?r\gh ! ke5e/ sorr[s ( ext]nal life1 to t sorr[ful1 b happy /ate ( m9d t takes hold on u :5 we he> great music1 to t /ate 9 :i* ! surr\nd+s ( ! e>? seem to fall away f u--!n ,i d n claim to und]/& 8 philosophy4 ,once m he exp]i5c$ ! impressions ( 8 y\?4 ,he rememb]$ t ! mo/ productive crises ( 8 life _h be5 ! mo/ sorr[ful1 & z a disciple 9 ! s*ool ( 8 =m] ma/] he recov]$ 8 c\rage4 ,i h elev5 f9e melodies yet to s+1 he writes to ,rohde1 9 ann\ncem5t ( ! "w :i* 0 to foll[4 ,& 8 ,s*op5hau] is a melody1 a hymn to ,solitude1 to ! d>+ ( a ?9k]4 ,8 he>t 0 full ( music at t "t4 ,he re/$ f writ+ & compos$ a hymn to ,fri5d%ip4 ,my song is = all ( y1 he wrote to ,erw9 ,rohde4 ,8 si/] jo9$ him1 & ! two left ,basle & settl$ toge!r 9 ! c\ntry1 ne> ! falls ( ! ,rh9e4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e recov]$ ! gaiety ( 8 mo/ *ildi% days1 p>tly1 no d\bt1 to amuse ! girl :o _h come s t5d]ly to jo9 him--aliis ltus1 sibi sapi5s1 accord+ to ! maxim t is f\nd writt5 9 8 di>y ( ! "t--b also because he 0 truly happy1 despite 8 sorr[3 happy to be himself1 free & unspott$ be=e life4 ,my si/] is ) me1 he writes to ,g]sdorff4 ,e day we make ! f9e/ plans = our future life1 :i* is to be idyllic1 h>d-work+1 & simple4 ,all is go+ well3 ,i h put well away1 f> f me1 all weakness & melan*oly4 ,he us$ to walk ) 8 si/] & talk1 laugh1 dream1 & read4 ,:at did he read8 ,s*op5hau]1 no d\bt1 & ,montaigne1 9 t small & elegant edition :i* became a sad rem9d]3 ,cosima ,wagn] _h giv5 x to him 9 =m] days at ,triebs*5 9 gratitude = ! dolls he us$ to br+ to ! little girls4 ,because t man wrote1 he us$ to say1 ! pleasure ( life on e>? has be5 int5sifi$4 ,s9ce ,i h _h to d ) ?is free & brave _s ,i l to repeat :at he himself said ( ,plut>*--',je ne le puis si peu racco9t] que je n'en tire cuisse ou aile4' ,if ! duty 7 laid ^u me1 x w\ld be 9 8 company t ,i w\ld attempt to live on e>? z at home4 ,s*op5hau] & ,montaigne3 ^! two ironi/s1 "o confess+ 8 despair1 ! o!r hid+ x1 are ! m5 ) :om ,nietzs*e elects to try to live4 ,b he read at ! same "t ) deepe/ appreciation ! "w ( a y\ng] ?9k]1 "o less unfav\rable to 8 aspirations--! tru/ful ,em]son1 ! "y prophet ( a "y p1 "o :o 9 8 slighte/ expressions s happily r5d]s ! pure emotion t light5s ! eighte5? ye> ( a man's life & passes away ) t ye>4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h read ,em]son at ,p=ta1 & he discov]$ him aga9 9 ! spr+ ( #ahgd1 & recomm5d$ him to 8 fri5ds4 ,! _w is "y1 wrote ,em]son at ! end ( 8 ,repres5tative ,m54 ,! =m] great m5 call to u affectionately4 ,we too mu/ write ,bibles1 to unite aga9 ! heav5s & ! e>?ly _w4 ,! secret ( ,g5ius is to suff] no fiction to exi/ = u2 to realise all t we "k 9 ! high ref9em5t ( mod]n life1 9 arts1 9 sci5ces1 9 books1 9 m52 to exact good fai?1 reality1 & a purpose3 & fir/1 la/1 mid/1 & )\t end1 to hon\r e tru? by use4 ,nietzs*e _h ne$ ( ! com=t ( su* words & lov$ !m4 99 99 99 99 99 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e f9i%$ ! manuscript ( 8 ,s*op5hau] z ,educator at ! beg9n+ ( ,june4 ,intellectually he 0 almo/ cur$1 b he _h o!r suff]+s4 ,madame ,fr/]-,nietzs*e tells h[ "o day1 :5 h] bro!r _h express$ 8 disgu/ ( novels & _! monotony ( love1 "s "o ask$ him :at o!r s5tim5t c\ld h ! p[] ( inspir+ passion4 ,fri5d%ip1 he said quickly4 ,x produces absolutely ! same crises z love1 b 9 a pur] atmosph]e4 ,fir/ ( all1 attraction br\ght ab\t on bo? sides by common convictions1 mutual admiration & glorification3 !n1 di/ru/ on "o side1 & on ! o!r d\bts z to ! excell5ce ( ! fri5d & 8 ideas3 ! c]ta9ty t a rupture is inevitable & yet w be pa9ful4 ,9 fri5d%ip !re are all ^! suff]+s1 & o!rs too _m to tell4 ,nietzs*e _h k ( e "o f ,june1 #ahga1 onw>ds4 ,he lov$ ,wagn]2 he _h nev] ceas$ to love him4 ,he _h be5 able to correct himself ( 8 intellectual error4 ,ri*>d ,wagn] 0 n a philosoph] or an educator ( ,europe4 ,true en\gh1 none ! less he 0 a wond]ful arti/1 ! s\rce ( all beauty & ( all happ9ess1 & ,nietzs*e desir$ him /ill1 z "o desires a woman1 because %e gives joy4 ,any idea ( rupture 0 unbe>able1 & to none did he confess 8 ?\ghts4 ,! situation 0 false & awkw>d4 ,9 ,janu>y1 at ! wor/ mom5t ( ! crisis1 he _h to write to ,wagn] to congratulate him on a truly extraord9>y & unexpect$ piece ( news3 ! ,k+ ( ,bav>ia1 ! poor madman1 _h sudd5ly /epp$ 9 & rescu$ ! ent]prise ( ,bayreu? by promis+ ! necess>y money4 ,at ! same "t ,nietzs*e despat*$ 8 pamphlet on ,! ,use & ,abuse ( ,hi/ory4 ,n[1 !re 0 n "o m5tion 9 x ( ! ma/]'s "n4 ,?is creat$ r a %ock at ,bayreu?1 & ,madame ,cosima ,wagn] took ^u h]self ! task ( delicately call+ him to ord]4 ,x has be5 giv5 to y to take "p 9 ! suff]+s ( g5ius1 %e wrote1 & x is ?is t has made y capable ( pron\nc+ a g5]al judgm5t on our culture & has l5t to y\r works ! m>vell\s w>m? :i*1 ,i am conv9c$1 w la/ long aft] our />s ( petroleum & gas h be5 ext+ui%$4 ,p]haps y w\ld n h p5etrat$ ) s sure a look ! col\r-m$ley ( ,appe>ance if y _h n m+l$ s deeply 9 our lives4 ,f ?is same s\rce has sprung y\r irony & hum\r1 & ?is backgr\nd ( suff]+s %>$ has giv5 !m a f> great] p[] ?an if !y 7 simply a play ( ! intellect4 ,alas6 said ,nietzs*e to 8 si/]1 see :at !y ?9k ( me at ,bayreu?4 ,on ! #bbnd ( ,may1 ! anniv]s>y ( ,wagn]'s bir?day1 ,nietzs*e paid him 8 tribute ( homage2 ,wagn] answ]$ him at once1 & ask$ him to come & sp5d a few days 9 8 room4 ,nietzs*e made "s excuse & decl9$ ! invitation4 ,a few days lat] he wrote to ,wagn]--8 lett]s h be5 lo/ or de/roy$4 ,he receiv$ ! foll[+ answ]3 ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,:y d y n come to see u8 ,d n isolate y\rself s1 or ,i %all be able to d no?+ = y4 ,y\r room is ready4 ,i h j receiv$ y\r la/ lett]2 ,i %all say m ( x ano!r "t4 ,y\rs cordially1 ,r4 ,w4 ,,wahnfri$1 ! #i? ,june1 #ahgd4 ,x is probable t ,wagn] lik$ ,nietzs*e z f> z he 0 capable ( lik+ any man4 ,f among all ! admir]s & too submissive disciples :o surr\nd$ him he di/+ui%$ ?is zeal\s "y man1 eag] to give himself1 eag] = fre$om4 ,he 0 (t5 impati5t & =gave quickly4 ,he guess$1 ?\gh he did n precisely und]/&1 t crises ( trag$y %ook ?is tr\bl$ life3 s he wrote k9dly4 ,b ,nietzs*e only suff]$ ! m3 he felt m ke5ly ! value ( :at he 0 go+ to lose4 ,8 c\rage fail$ him1 & = ! second "t he refus$ ! ma/]'s invitation4 ,an e*o rea*$ him ( ! irritation caus$ at ,bayreu?4 ,to a fri5d he wrote3 ,i he> t !y are aga9 worri$ ab\t me !re1 & t !y consid] me unsociable & ill-hum\r$ z a sick dog4 ,really1 x is n my fault if !re are "s p :om ,i pref] see+ at a di/ance to ne> at h&4 ,! fai?ful ,g]sdorff--fai?ful to bo? p>ties1 ma/] & disciple--wrote to ,nietzs*e begg+ & press+ him to come2 ,nietzs*e resi/$ 8 insi/5ce & revolt$ at x4 ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,:]e did y get ?is /range idea ( compell+ me by a ?reat to sp5d a few days ?is summ] at ,bayreu?8 ,we "k1 bo? ( u1 t ,wagn] is naturally dispos$ to di/ru/1 b ,i d n ?9k x wise to k9dle ?is di/ru/ fur!r2 besides1 consid] t ,i h duties t[>ds myself1 & t !y are difficult to dis*>ge ) my heal? %att]$ z x is4 ,really1 x is n "r = any "o to lay con/ra9t ( any k9d on me4 ,^! revolts 7 only mom5t>y4 ,nietzs*e _h n ! /r5g? to break ) ,wagn]4 ,he long$ ) 8 :ole be+ to pres]ve ! fri5d%ip4 ,c]ta9ly he _h refus$ to g to ,bayreu?4 ,b he _h giv5 excuses4 ,he _h ask$ = "t1 giv5 urg5t "w z a pretext2 he _h made arrangem5ts = ! future4 ,& t[>ds ! end ( ,july1 receiv+ a new invitation1 tir$ at la/ ( d5y+ himself1 he set out4 ,mean:ile a curi\s idea _h occurr$ to him4 ,did he m]ely wi% to affirm 8 indep5d5ce8 or did he wi% to correct ,wagn]8 ,x may be t he conceiv$ ! fanta/ic dream ( influ5c+ 8 ma/]1 purify+ him1 lift+ him up to ! height ( ! devotion :i* he inspir$4 ,he took a score ( ,brahms1 :om he admir$1 & :om ,wagn] pursu$ ) a jeal\sy t 0 comic at times1 slipp$ x 9 8 trunk1 &1 e>ly 9 ! fir/ ev5+1 put x well 9 view on ! piano4 ,x 0 b\nd 9 ! mo/ beautiful r$4 ,wagn] p]ceiv$ x1 &1 )\t d\bt1 und]/ood2 he _h ! s5se to say no?+4 ,next day1 h[ev]1 ,nietzs*e repeat$ ! manuvre4 ,!n ! great man explod$2 he scream$1 rag$1 & foam$2 !n da%$ (f1 bang+ ! doors beh9d him4 ,he met ,nietzs*e's si/]1 :o _h come ) h] bro!r1 &1 sudd5ly laugh+ at himself1 gaily relat$ ! anecdote4 ,y\r bro!r _h aga9 ?ru/ t r$ score on ! piano1 & ! fir/ ?+ ,i see on ent]+ ! room is x6 ,!n ,i fell into a fury1 l a bull be=e a r$ rag4 ,nietzs*e1 z ,i knew well1 want$ me to und]/& t t man1 too1 _h compos$ beautiful music4 ,i explod$--:at is call$ explod+6 ,& ,wagn] laugh$ noisily4 ,! bewild]$ ,frule9 ,nietzs*e s5t = h] bro!r4 ,fri$ri*1 :at h y done8 ,:at has happ5$8 ,ah6 ,lisbe?4 ,wagn] has n be5 great4444 ,wagn] _h laugh$2 he 0 appeas$4 ,t same ev5+1 he made fri5ds aga9 ) ! enfant t]rible4 ,b ,nietzs*e1 z he %ook h&s ) ! ma/]1 all[$ himself no illusion3 ! gulf betwe5 !m 0 deep]1 ! def9itive sep>ation m m5ac+4 ,he left ,bayreu?4 ,8 heal?1 tol]able 9 ! mon? ( ,augu/1 0 bad 9 ,septemb]2 well or ill1 he work$1 correct+ ! pro(s ( 8 ,s*op5hau]1 :i* he publi%$ 9 ,octob]4 ,y w "k en\gh f my book1 he wrote to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 ( ! ordeals ( my ye>1 ordeals 9 reality m cruel & m s]i\s ev51 ?an y w be able to guess 9 read+ me4 ,/ill1 9 summa1 all's well1 my life is b]eft ( sun%9e1 b ,i advance1 & t is assur$ly a great happ9ess1 to advance 9 "o's duty4444 ,at ! mom5t1 ,i want to make myself cle> z reg>ds ! sy/em ( antagoni/ic =ces on :i* our 'mod]n _w' re/s4 ,happily ,i h nei!r political nor social ambitions4 ,no dang] m5aces me1 no consid]ations h9d] me1 nor am ,i incl9$ or =c$ to compromise4 ,9 %ort1 ,i h a free field1 & ,i w "k "o day 9 :at degree our contempor>ies1 pr\d z !y are ( _! lib]ty ( ?\ght1 tol]ate free ?\ghts4444 ,:at w be my ard\r :5 at la/ ,i %all h ?r[n (f all t mixes 9 me ( negation & refractor9ess6 ,& yet1 ,i d>e to hope t 9 ab\t five ye>s ?is magnific5t aim w be ready to be a*iev$4 ,x 0 a hope well *>g$ ) %ad[s4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 gre$y to possess1 long+ to act1 _h to look =w>d to five ye>s ( wait+1 ( arid "w1 ( criticism4 ,?irty ye>s1 he put d[n 9 a note-book4 ,life becomes a difficult affair4 ,i see no motive to be gay2 b !re ought always to be a motive to be gay4 ,he return$ to ,basle & recomm5c$ 8 c\rse4 ,?is duty1 :i* _h always be5 a burd51 became heavi] /ill3 he 0 entru/$ ) ! *>ge ( a ,greek class = q "y m54 ,he 0 consci\s ( ! value ( 8 "t1 & knew t e h\r giv5 to ! ,univ]sity add$ to ! delay1 already s long1 ( ! five ye>s4 ,he suff]$ f ea* ( !m z f a remorse1 z ?\gh he 7 fail+ 9 8 duty z a man ( lett]s4 ,i h be=e me "w en\gh = fifty ye>s1 he wrote to 8 "m 9 autumn1 & ,i mu/ m>k "t "u ! yoke1 & x is ) difficulty t ,i c ?r[ a look to "r or left4 ,alas6 7a sigh74 ,! w9t] has quickly come1 v quickly1 a v h>d "o4 ,x w probably be cold at ,*ri/mas4 ,w\ld ,i bo!r y if ,i w5t to see y8 ,i delight s mu* 9 ! ?\ght ( be+ once m ) y1 free = t5 days ( ?is curs$ ,univ]sity "w4 ,s prep>e me = ,*ri/mas a little corn] 9 ! c\ntry1 :]e ,i might end my life 9 peace & write beautiful books4 ,alas6 7a sigh74 ,9 ^! mom5ts ( depression he 0 always seiz$ by memories ( ,wagn]1 & ( ! almo/ s]5e exi/5ce t he _h ta/$ 9 8 intimacy4 ,! glory ( ! ma/]1 a mom5t fad$1 w5t on increas+2 ! public b[$ be=e success1 & ,nietzs*e1 :o _h f\ght 9 ! difficult times1 _h n[ to /& aside 9 ! h\r ( triumph4 ,! idea t ! art ( ,wagn] 0 )9 8 rea*1 always (f]+ ! miracle ( its fifte5 en*ant$ worlds 2 ! idea t ,wagn] himself 0 !re1 (f]+ himself also1 ev] g5ial1 abundant1 laugh+1 t5d]1 sublime1 c>ess+1 & l a god creat+ life ar\nd him3 ! idea t he _h possess$ s mu* beauty1 & t1 ) a little c[>dice1 he c\ld possess x aga91 & t nev]1 nev] aga9 w\ld he possess x2 ?is 0 an ev]la/+ sadness to ,nietzs*e4 ,f9ally1 giv+ way to 8 ne$ ( an outlet1 he wrote to ! "o com=t]1 to ,wagn]4 ,l all 8 o!r lett]s to ,wagn]1 ?is lett] is lo/1 or de/roy$2 b ! tone ( ! lett] :i* we are ab\t to quote1 ! tone ( ,wagn]'s reply1 helps u to imag9e its eloqu5ce4 ,wagn] answ]$3 ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,y\r lett] has aga9 made u mo/ anxi\s on y\r acc\nt4 ,pres5tly1 my wife w write m fully ?an ,i4 ,b ,i h j a qu>t] ( an h\r's re/1 & ,i want--to y\r great annoyance possibly--to devote x to po/+ y up 9 :at we say ( y "h4 ,x seems to me1 among/ o!r ?+s1 t nev] h ,i _h 9 my life su* intellectual society z y get 9 ,basle1 to amuse y 9 ! ev5+s4 ,h[ev]1 if y are all hypo*ondriacs1 x is n a great b5efit1 ,i admit4 ,x is1 ,i ?9k1 wom5 t y ne$1 y "y m5 ( to-day4 ,!re is a difficulty1 z ,i well "k3 z my fri5d ,sulz] us$ to say1 ',:]e take wom5 )\t /eal+ !m8' ,besides1 "o c\ld /eal at a p9*4 ,i mean to say y ought to m>ry1 or compose an op]a2 "o w\ld be z good1 or z bad1 z ! o!r4 ,all ! same1 ,i hold t m>riage is ! bett]4 ,9 ! mean:ile1 ,i c\ld recomm5d y a palliative1 b y always settle y\r rgime 9 advance1 s t "o c say no?+ to y4 ,= example3 our h\sehold "h is s organis$ t we h a place su* z 0 nev] (f]$ me 9 ! mo/ difficult mom5ts ( my life1 "h = y3 y %\ld come & sp5d all ! summ] holidays2--b v prud5tly1 y ann\nc$ to u1 at ! beg9n+ ( w9t]1 t y _h resolv$ to pass ! summ] holidays on a v high & v solit>y m\nta9 9 ,switz]l&6 ,does t n look l v c>eful gu>d+ aga9/ a possible invitation8 ,we c\ld be useful to y 9 "s directions3 :y d y despise t :i* is (f]$ y 9 su* good "p8 ,g]sdorff & all ! society ( ,basle w\ld be happy "h3 a ?\s& ?+s are to be se53 ,i pass 9 review all my s+]s ( ! ,nibelung52 ! decorator decorates1 ! ma*9i/ ma*9es2 & !n we are !re1 9 fle% & blood4 ,b "o kn[s ! ecc5tricities ( fri5d ,nietzs*e6 ,s ,i %all say no m ab\t y1 because x s]ves no purpose4 ,ah6 mon ,dieu6 m>ry a ri* woman6 ,o1 :y %\ld ,g]sdorff happ5 to be ( ! mascul9e sex6 ,m>ry1 & !n travel1 & enri* y\rself ) ^? magnific5t impressions :i* y desire s mu*6 ,& !n 444 y w compose an op]a :i*1 surely1 w be t]ribly difficult to execute4 ,:at ,satan 0 x t made a p$agogue ( y8 ,n[1 to end up3 next ye>1 9 ! summ]1 complete rehe>sals 7p]haps ) or*e/ra7 at ,bayreu?4 ,9 #ahgf1 ! repres5tations4 ,impossible e>li]4 ,i ba! e day1 ,i c\ld no long] endure my /oma*4 ,ba! y too6 ,& eat meat l me4 ,) all my he>t1 ,y\r devot$1 ,r4 ,w4 ,wagn] _h =ese5 t 8 lett] w\ld be useless4 ,he _h n =ese5 t x w\ld be hurtful4 ,nietzs*e rep5t$ t he _h drawn =? ^! t5d] (f]s1 :i* he c\ld n accept4 ,9 writ+1 he _h be5 weak2 he 0 a%am$4 ,f9ally1 ! ann\ncem5t & ! approa* ( ! ,bayreu? rehe>sals ov]:elm$ him4 ,%\ld he g8 ,%\ld he n g8 ,if he did n g1 h[ 0 he to excuse himself8 ,c\ld he /ill hide 8 ?\ghts8 ,%\ld he h5ce=? ackn[l$ge all8 ,he _h comm5c$ a f\r? ,unseasonable ,?\ght1 ,we o!r ,philologi/s2 he ab&on$ x1 alleg+1 to expla9 ?is ab&onm5t1 we>9ess & ! weight ( 8 ,univ]sity duties4 ,:5 he speaks ?us1 ,nietzs*e deceives ei!r himself or u4 ,*ri/mas came1 & he w5t to sp5d t5 days at ,naumburg ) 8 "m4 ,he 0 at lib]ty & c\ld "w4 ,b in/ead ( writ+1 he compos$ & copi$ out 8 ,hymn to ,fri5d%ip = f\r voices4 ,he sp5t ,sa9t ,sylve/]'s day 9 re-read+ 8 y\?ful compositions3 ?is exam9ation int]e/$ him4 ,i h always se5 admir+ly1 he wrote to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 h[ ! inv>iability ( "* manife/s itself 9 music4 ,:at a *ild expresses musically is 9 s cle> a mann] ! language ( 8 mo/ ess5tial nature t ! man aft]w>ds desires to revise no?+ 9 x4 ,?is musical debau* 0 a bad sign ( 8 condition1 a sign ( weakness & ( fe> be=e 8 ?\ghts4 ,two lett]s1 "o f ,g]sdorff1 ! o!r f ,cosima ,wagn]1 came to di/urb 8 solit>y commemoration4 ,8 fri5ds spoke to him ( ,bayreu?4 ,! rem9d] plung$ him 9 despair4 ,ye/]day1 he wrote to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 on ! fir/ day ( ! ye>1 ,i saw ! future ) a real fe>4 ,x is t]rible & dang]\s to live--,i %\ld envy him :o came by dea? 9 an hone/ mann]4 ,= ! re/1 ,i am resolv$ to live to an old age4 ,i h my "w4 ,b x is n ! satisfaction ( liv+ t w help me to gr[ old4 ,y und]/& ?is resolution4 ,dur+ ,janu>y & ,febru>y1 #ahge1 ,nietzs*e did n "w4 ,he let depression get ! bett] ( him4 ,at v r>e mom5ts1 he writes1 t5 m9utes e =tnight1 ,i compose a ,hymn to ,solitude4 ,i w %[ x 9 all its dreadful beauty4 ,9 ,m>*1 ,g]sdorff came to soj\rn 9 ,basle4 ,nietzs*e1 enc\rag$ by 8 arrival1 dictat$ "s notes to him4 ,he seem$ to h escap$ f 8 melan*oly2 !n once m he 0 plung$ into x by a fre% sorr[4 ,x _h become 8 habit1 a k9dly habit & "o con=mable to 8 ta/es1 to live 9 common ) 8 two colleagues1 ,ov]beck & ,romundt1 :o =m$ ! intellectual society ( :i* ,wagn] spoke ) su* e/eem4 ,n[1 9 ,febru>y1 #ahge1 ,romundt ann\nc$ to ,ov]beck & to ,nietzs*e t he 0 oblig$ to leave !m to ent] into ,ord]s4 ,nietzs*e exp]i5c$ a feel+ ( /upefi$ indignation3 = _m mon?s he _h liv$ ) ?is man1 he call$ him 8 fri5d4 ,yet he _h _h no suspicion ( ! secret vocation n[ sudd5ly decl>$4 ,romundt _h n be5 op5 ) him4 ,subjugat$ by religi\s fai?1 he _h lack$ 9 simple good fai?1 & ! duties ( fri5d%ip ( :i* ,nietzs*e _h su* an exalt$ ideal4 ,romundt's trea*]y rem9d$ him ( ano!r trea*]y & made x easi] = him to und]/& ! news :i* 0 rum\r$ among ,wagn]ians3 ! ma/] 0 ab\t to compose a ,*ri/ian ,my/]y--a ,p>sifal4 ,no?+ 0 s displeas+ to ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e z a return to ,*ri/ianity3 no?+ seem$ to him m weak or c[>dly ?an su* a capitulation to ! problems ( life4 ,"s ye>s be=e1 he _h kn[n & admir$ ! diff]5t projects on :i* ,wagn] conv]s$ ) 8 intimates3 he !n spoke ( ,lu!r1 ( ! ,great ,fr$]ick2 he wi%$ to glorify a ,g]man h]o & repeat ! happy exp]im5t ( ,die ,mei/]s+]4 ,:y _h he ab&on$ 8 projects8 ,:y did he pref] ,p>sifal to ,lu!r8 & to ! rude & s++ life ( ! ,g]man ,r5aissance1 ! religiosity ( ! ,graal8 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e !n und]/ood & measur$ ! p]ils ( ! pessimism :i* accu/oms s\ls to compla9t1 weak5s & pr$isposes !m to my/ical consolations4 ,he reproa*$ himself = hav+ taught ,romundt a doctr9e too cruel = 8 c\rage1 & ?us to h be5 ! cause ( 8 weakness4 ,ah6 our ,prote/ant atmosph]e1 good & pure z x is6 he wrote to ,rohde2 ,i h nev] felt s /rongly h[ well ,i am fill$ ) ! _s ( ,lu!r4 ,& ! unlucky man turns 8 back on s _m lib]at+ g5iuses6 ,i ask myself if he is 9 8 s5ses1 & if x w\ld n be bett] to treat him ) cold wat] & d\*es2 s incompreh5sible is x to me1 t su* a spectre %\ld rise up by me1 & take possession ( a man = eight ye>s my comrade4 ,& to cr[n all x is on me t ! responsibility ( ?is base conv]sion re/s4 ,god kn[s1 no egoi/ic ?\ght induces me to speak ?us4 ,b ,i believe too t ,i repres5t a sacr$ ?+1 & ,i %\ld be bitt]ly a%am$ if ,i m]it$ ! reproa* ( hav+ ! slighte/ connection ) ?is ,ca?olicism :i* ,i dete/ ?or\ghly4 ,he wi%$ to br+ back1 to conv9ce 8 fri5d1 b no discussion 0 possible4 ,romundt did n answ] & held to 8 resolve4 ,he left on ! fix$ date4 ,nietzs*e wrote to ,g]sdorff1 & relat$ ! /ory ( ?is dep>ture4 ,x 0 horribly sad3 ,romundt knew1 repeat$ endlessly t h5ce=w>d he _h liv$ ! bett] & ! happi] "p ( 8 life4 ,he wept a great deal & ask$ our =giv5ess4 ,he c\ld n hide 8 mis]y4 ,at ! la/ mom5t ,i 0 seiz$ ) a v]itable t]ror2 ! port]s 7 %utt+ ! c>riage doors1 & ,romundt1 wi%+ to cont9ue speak+ to u1 want$ to let d[n ! w9d[1 b x /uck2 he r$\bl$ 8 ef=ts1 & :ile he torm5t$ himself ?us1 hopelessly try+ to make himself he>d1 ! tra9 w5t out sl[ly1 & we 7 r$uc$ to mak+ signs to ea* o!r4 ,! awful symbolism ( ! :ole sc5e upset me t]ribly1 & ,ov]beck z mu* z x did me 7he confess$ z mu* to me lat]73 x 0 h>dly endurable2 ,i /ay$ 9 b$ ! next day ) a bad heada*e t la/$ ?irty h\rs1 & mu* vomit+ ( bile4 ,?is day ( illness m>k$ ! beg9n+ ( a v long attack4 ,nietzs*e 0 oblig$ to leave ,basle & to repose 9 ! solitude ( ! m\nta9s & woods4 ,i w&] always alone1 he writes1 cle>+ up _m ?\ghts4 ,:at 7 ^! ?\ghts8 ,we c asc]ta9 !m4 ,s5d me a com=t+ message1 he wrote to ,rohde3 t y\r fri5d%ip may help me bett] to support ?is t]rible affair4 ,x is 9 my s5tim5t ( fri5d%ip t ,i am hurt4 ,i hate m ?an ev] t ins9c]e & hypocritical way ( be+ a man ( _m fri5d%ips1 & ,i w h to be m circumspect 9 ! future4 ,frule9 ,nietzs*e1 :o _h pass$ ! mon? ( ,m>* at ,bayreu? ) ! ,wagn]s1 came back to h] bro!r1 ^: condition al>m$ h]4 ,he seem$ obsess$ by ! memory ( ,romundt4 ,t su* a misadv5ture %\ld occur betwe5 fri5ds liv+ "u ! same ro(1 he 0 con/antly say+4 ,x is appall+4 ,9 reality he 0 ?9k+ ( ! o!r fri5d1 ,ri*>d ,wagn]1 ( ! ma/] he 0 los+4 ,:at a p]il ,i h run1 he said to himself4 ,i admir$1 ,i 0 happy1 ,i deliv]$ myself ov] to & foll[$ an illusion1 b all illusions are connect$1 & accomplices4 ,wagn]ism bord]s ^u ,*ri/ianity4 ,tirelessly he li/5$ to 8 si/]'s acc\nts ( ! m>vels ( ,bayreu?1 ( ! activity1 ! en?usiasm1 ! joy ( all4 ,walk+ "o day ) him 9 a public g>d51 %e relat$ = ! t5? "t ?is same /ory3 %e notic$ t h] bro!r 0 li/5+ to h] ) a /range emotion4 ,%e int]rogat$ him1 pli$ him ) que/ions1 & !n ! secret :i* he _h kept = a ye> escap$ him 9 a long1 eloqu5t pla9t4 ,he 0 sudd5ly sil5t4 ,he rem>k$ t a wayf>] 0 foll[+ & spy+ on him4 ,he dragg$ 8 si/] precipitately away1 t]rifi$ by ! idea t 8 words w\ld be repeat$ at ,bayreu?4 ,a few days lat]1 hav+ recognis$ aga9 ! too curi\s wayf>]1 he 0 able to le>n 8 "n3 x 0 ,ivan ,turg5ieff4 ,july1 #ahge1 ! mon? fix$ = ! rehe>sals ( ! ,tetralogy1 approa*$1 & ^! rehe>sals 7 ! sole preoccupation ( ,nietzs*e's fri5ds1 ! sole subject ( _! lett]s & _! conv]sations4 ,he cont9u$ to dissemble & d>$ n decide ! "q :i* 0 becom+ urg5t3 ,%\ld he g to _! rehe>sals or n8 ,8 en]vation increas$ day by day1 br++ on ! ord9>y tr\bles2 heada*es1 insomnia1 sickness1 int]nal cramp3 f9ally 8 heal? s]v$ = an excuse4 ,z y are go+ to ,bayreu?1 he wrote to ,g]sdorff1 w>n !m t !y w n see me4 ,wagn] w be greatly provok$1 ,i am n less4 ,ab\t ! beg9n+ ( ,july1 :5 8 fri5ds 7 hurry+ t[>ds ,bayreu? & ! ,univ]sity ( ,basle _h clos$ its doors1 he retir$ to ! little !rapeutic /ation :i* 8 doctor _h recomm5d$1 ,/e9abad1 a spot lo/ 9 a valley ( ! ,black ,=e/4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h ! faculty ( occasionally ris+ above 8 own sorr[s & 8 own joys4 ,he knew h[ to enjoy ! spectacle ( 8 crises z ?\gh !y 7 ! int]m+l$ voices ( a symphony4 ,!n he ceas$ to suff]1 & contemplat$ ) a sort ( my/ical rapture ! tragic developm5t ( 8 exi/5ce4 ,su* 0 8 life dur+ ! few weeks ( 8 cure at ,/e9abad4 ,x br\ght him nev]!less no motive ( happ9ess4 ,8 illness resi/$ rem$ies1 & ! doctors let him guess1 z at ! orig9 ( all ^! attacks1 an id5tical1 indisc]nible1 & my/]i\s cause4 ,he did n =get ! nature ( ! illness t _h kill$ 8 fa!r at ?irty-six ye>s ( age4 ,he took ! h9t & felt ! dang]3 b he ev5 br\ght ?is m5ace into ! spectacle ( 8 life & consid]$ x bravely4 ,/e9abad is ne> ,bayreu?2 ,nietzs*e 0 once m tempt$4 ,w\ld he g1 or w\ld he /ay8 ,?is indecision 0 en\gh1 he broke d[n utt]ly4 ,t[>ds ! end ( ,july1 a t]rible attack :i* kept him two days 9 b$ did away ) ^! d\bts4 ,on ! fir/ ( ,augu/ he wrote to ,rohde3 ,to-day1 de> fri5d1 if ,i am n mi/ak51 y are all meet+ at ,bayreu?4 ,& ,i am n among y4 ,9 va9 h ,i ob/9ately believ$ t ,i c\ld all ( a sudd5 em]ge 9 y\r society & enjoy my fri5ds4 ,9 va92 to-day1 my cure be+ half complet$1 ,i say x ) c]ta9ty4444 ,! attack lo/ its =ce2 he 0 able to get up & walk 9 ! woods4 ,he _h br\ght a ,don ,quixote ) him3 he read ?is book1 ! bitt]e/ ( all1 ) its d]ision ( e noble ef=t4 ,/ill1 he kept up 8 c\rage4 ,he recall$ )\t too poignant a sorr[ 8 pa/ t _h be5 fill$ ) joy4 ,he fac$ )\t fe> ! m5ac+ future2 he ?\ght ( t gr& "w on ,hell5ism1 an old1 unab&on$ dream2 he ?\ght ( ! int]rupt$ succession ( ! ,?\ghts out ( ,season2 & above all he delight$ 9 conceiv+ ! beautiful book he w\ld write :5 he 0 sure ( himself4 ,to ?is "w1 he ?\ght1 ,i mu/ sacrifice ev]y?+4 ,= "s ye>s ,i h be5 writ+ a great deal1 ,i h writt5 too mu*2 ,i h (t5 made mi/akes4 ,n[ ,i mu/ keep sil5ce & devote myself to _m ye>s' "w2 sev51 eight ye>s4 ,%all ,i live z long8 ,9 eight ye>s ,i %all be =ty4 ,my fa!r di$ f\r ye>s e>li]4 ,nev] m9d1 ,i mu/ accept ! risk & p]il4 ,! "t ( sil5ce has return$ = me4 ,i h greatly sl&]$ ! mod]n m51 yet ,i am "o ( !m4 ,i suff] ) !m1 & l !m1 because ( ! excess & ! disord] ( my desires4 ,z ,i %all h to be _! ma/]1 ,i mu/ fir/ ga9 ! ma/]y ( myself & repress my tr\ble4 ,t ,i may dom9ate my in/9cts1 ,i mu/ "k !m & judge !m2 ,i mu/ re/rict myself & analyse4 ,i h criticis$ sci5ce1 ,i h exalt$ inspiration1 b ,i h n analys$ ! s\rces ( inspiration2 & to :at unfa?omable dep?s h ,i n foll[$ x6 ,my y\? 0 my excuse1 ,i ne$$ intoxication4 ,n[ my y\? is ov]4 ,rohde1 ,g]sdorff1 ,ov]beck1 are at ,bayreu?3 ,i envy1 yet pity !m4 ,!y h pass$ ! age ( dreams1 !y ought n to be !re4 ,:at task am ,i go+ to und]take8 ,i w /udy natural sci5ces1 ma!matics1 physics1 *emi/ry1 hi/ory1 & political economy4 ,i w accumulate an imm5se equipm5t = ! k ( m54 ,i w read anci5t hi/ory books1 novels1 lett]s4 ,! "w w be h>d1 b ,i %all h ,plato1 ,ari/otle1 ,goe!1 & ,s*op5hau] con/antly by me2 ?anks to my well lov$ g5iuses my pa9 w be less pa9ful1 my solitude less solit>y4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e's ?\ghts 7 almo/ e day div]t$ by a lett] f ,bayreu?4 ,he receiv$ & read x )\t bitt]ness4 ,9 a few notes writt5 = himself alone1 he fix$ ! memory ( ! joys he ow$ to ,wagn]4 ,!n answ]+ 8 fri5ds3 ,i am ) y 9 ! _s dur+ ?ree-qu>t]s ( my days1 he told !m2 ,i roam l a %ad[ ar\nd ,bayreu?4 ,d n fe> to excite my envy1 tell me all ! news1 de> fri5ds4 ,dur+ my walks ,i conduct entire pieces ( music t ,i "k by he>t1 & !n ,i grumble & rage4 ,salute ,wagn] 9 my "n1 salute him deeply6 ,good-by1 my well lov$ fri5ds1 ?is is = all ( y4 ,i love y ) all my he>t4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e came back to ,basle some:at ! bett] = 8 cure4 ,8 si/] jo9$ him & wi%$ to /ay ) him4 ,he cont9u$ to lead ! :olly m$itative & almo/ happy exi/5ce ( ,/e9abad1 ) 8 pap]s1 8 books1 & 8 piano4 ,i dream1 he wrote 7he und]l9es ^! words71 ,i dream ( an association ( unre/rict$ m51 :o "k no circumspection & wi% to be call$ ! 'de/roy]s'2 !y apply to ev]y?+ ! measure ( _! criticism1 & sacrifice !mselves to ! tru?4 ,ev]y?+ t is suspect & false mu/ be br\ght to light4 ,we d n wi% to con/ruct prematurely1 we d n "k if we c con/ruct1 & :e!r x may n be bett] to con/ruct no?+4 ,!re are c[>dly & resign$ pessimi/s2 ( ^! we d n wi% to be4 ,he comm5c$ ! long /udies :i* he _h assign$ himself4 ,he exam9$ fir/ly ,dhr+'s book1 ,! ,value ( ,life4 ,dhr+ 0 a ,positivi/ :o l$ ! combat aga9/ ! disciples ( ,s*op5hau] & ,wagn]4 ,all idealism deceives1 he told !m1 all life t seeks to escape beyond life v[s itself to *im]a4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h no objection to (f] to ^! premises4 ,a sane life c>ries its wor? 9 itself1 said ,dhr+4 ,asceticism is unheal?y & ! sequel ( an error4 ,no1 answ]$ ,nietzs*e4 ,asceticism is an in/9ct :i* ! mo/ noble1 ! /ronge/ among m5 h felt3 x is a fact1 x mu/ be tak5 into acc\nt if ! value ( life is to be appreciat$4 ,& ev5 if a prodigi\s error be "h indicat$ z be+ at "w1 !n ! possibility ( su* an error %\ld be plac$ among/ ! sombre features ( be+4 ,! trag$y ( life is n irr$ucible1 said ,dhr+1 ! sov]eignty ( egoism is only app>5t2 ! altrui/ic in/9cts "w 9 ! human s\l4 ,egoism an appe>ance6 exclaim$ ,nietzs*e4 ,"h ,dhr+ falls into *ildi%ness4 ,i* wollte er ma*te mir hi] ni*ts vor6 ,god be prais$ if x 7 true6 ,he talks nons5se1 & if he s]i\sly believes :at he says1 he is ripe = all ! socialisms4 ,nietzs*e f9ally held out z aga9/ ,dhr+ = ! tragic philosophy t ,h]aclitus & ,s*op5hau] _h taught him4 ,!re is no possible evasion1 all evasion is a lure & a c[>dice4 ,dhr+ says x & he speaks truly2 b he att5uates ! task 9 pres5t+ a sweet5$ image ( t life 9 :i* we are set4 ,x is ei!r /upidity or falsehood3 life is h>d4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 0 gay1 or appe>$ s4 ,9 ! ev5+ 7he did n "w because ( 8 eyes7 8 si/] read ,walt] ,scott's novels to him4 ,he lik$ _! simple n>ration4 ,! s]5e art1 ! &ante1 he writes2 he also lik$ ! h]oic1 nave1 & complicat$ adv5tures4 ,:at fell[s6 :at /oma*s6 he exclaim$ at ! recitals ( ! int]m9able fea/s2 & ,frule9 ,nietzs*e1 see+ him s *e]ful1 0 a/oni%$ to he> him a mom5t lat] play & develop at great l5g? 8 ,hymn to ,solitude4 ,%e 0 a/oni%$ n )\t reason3 ! gaiety ( h] bro!r 0 artificial2 8 sadness 0 real2 he dissembl$ ) h]1 & d\btless ) himself4 ,he _h begun to /udy ,balf\r ,/ew>t's book on ! cons]vation ( en]gy3 he /opp$ at ! fir/ pages4 ,x 0 odi\s to him to "w ?us )\t ! consolation ( art1 or ! real joy ( hop+4 ,he ?\ght he w\ld be m int]e/$ 9 ! ,indian wisdom1 & took up ! ,engli% translation ( ! ,sutta ,nipta4 ,only too well he und]/ood its radical nihilism4 ,:5 ,i am ill & 9 b$1 he writes 9 ,decemb] to ,g]sdorff1 ,i let myself be oppress$ by ! p]suasion t life is )\t value1 & all our ends illusory4444 ,8 crises 7 frequ5t3 e =tnight he 0 disabl$ by ! heada*es1 int]nal cramp1 twit*+ ( ! eyes1 :i* laid hold ( him4 ,i w&] "h & !re1 alone l a rh9oc]os1 ,nietzs*e _h kept 9 m9d ?is f9al phrase ( a *apt] ( ! ,sutta ,nipta1 & appli$ x to himself ) melan*oly hum\r4 ,8 be/ fri5ds 7 !n m>ry+4 ,nietzs*e 0 ready to abuse m>riage & wom53 "o is r>ely s9c]e :5 "o speaks ?us1 & we "k he 0 n4 ,i h m & bett] fri5ds ?an ,i des]ve1 he wrote 9 ,octob]1 #ahgd1 to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug2 :at ,i n[ wi% myself1 ,i tell y 9 confid5ce1 is a good wife1 & z soon z possible4 ,!n life w h giv5 me all t ,i %all h ask$ ( x4 ,! re/ is my affair4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e congratulat$ ! fiancs1 ,g]sdorff1 ,rohde1 ,ov]beck1 & rejoic$ ) !m1 b felt ! diff]5ce ( 8 own de/9y4 ,be happy1 he wrote to ,g]sdorff1 y :o w no long] g w&]+ "h & !re1 alone l a rh9oc]os4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! ye> #ahgf 0 ab\t to beg91 ! repres5tations ( ! ,tetralogy 7 ann\nc$ = ! summ]4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e knew t 8 irresolution mu/ !n cease3 ,i 0 exhau/$1 he wrote lat]1 by ! sadness ( an inexorable pres5tim5t--! pres5tim5t t aft] ?is disillusion ,i %\ld be condemn$ to mi/ru/ myself m pr(\ndly1 to despise myself m pr(\ndly1 to live 9 a pr(\nd] solitude ?an be=e4 ,! impression ( ! ,*ri/mas & ,new ,ye> fe/ivals1 always /rong 9 him1 aggravat$ 8 melan*oly4 ,he fell ill 9 ,decemb]1 only to get up aga9 9 ,m>*4 ,he 0 /ill weak4 ,i f9d x an ef=t to write1 ,i %all be brief1 he wrote to ,g]sdorff ! #ah? ,janu>y1 #ahgf2 ,i h nev] sp5t s sad & pa9ful a ,*ri/mas or "o ( su* dreadful =ebod+4 ,i h _h to give up d\bt+4 ,! malady :i* has attack$ me is c]ebral2 my /oma*1 my eyes1 give me all ?is suff]+ f ano!r cause1 ^: c5tre is else:]e4 ,my fa!r di$ at ! age ( ?irty-six ( inflammation ( ! bra94 ,x is q possible t ?+s may g ev5 quick] ) me4444 ,i am pati5t1 b full ( d\bts z to :at awaits me4 ,i live almo/ entirely on milk4 ,x has a good result2 ,i sleep well4 ,milk & sleep are at pres5t my be/ foods4 ,at ! approa* ( spr+1 he wi%$ to leave ,basle3 ,g]sdorff (f]$ to g ) him1 & ! two fri5ds settl$ on ! %ores ( ! ,lake ( ,g5eva1 at ,*illon4 ,!y sp5t a bad =tnight !re4 ,nietzs*e's n]ves 7 irritat$ by ! lea/ v>iation ( ! atmosph]e1 :i* 0 m or less humid & m or less *>g$ ) electricity1 & he suff]$ f ! fhne1 a s(t w9d :i* melts ! sn[s 9 ,m>*4 ,he let ! s(tness & tepidity depress him1 & c\ld n re/ra9 ! he>tr5d+ expression ( 8 d\bts & 8 agonies4 ,g]sdorff1 oblig$ to return to ,g]many1 w5t ) an uneasy m9d on 8 fri5d's acc\nt4 ,b ,nietzs*e felt bett] once he 0 left alone4 ,p]haps f9] wea!r fav\r$ him2 p]haps he felt 8 di/ress less acutely :5 ! compassionate ,g]sdorff 0 n ne> by1 ev] ready to l5d an e> to 8 compla9ts4 ,8 hum\rs became less bitt]1 & *ance procur$ him a decisive relief1 a lib]at+ h\r4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug _h j publi%$ h] ,memoirs ( an ,ideali/4 ,nietzs*e _h put ^! two volumes 9 8 bag4 ,( ?is woman ( fifty he 0 v fond1 & e day he lik$ h] m4 ,%e 0 always suff]+ & c\rage\s1 always f9e & good4 ,he did n put h] on ! level ( ,cosima ,wagn]4 ,! sup]iority ( h] m9d 0 n dazzl+2 b %e 0 great-he>t$1 & ,nietzs*e inf9itely e/eem$ ?is woman :o 0 fai?ful to ! real g5ius ( wom54 ,d\btless he began read+ h] book ) mod]ate expectations3 yet ! "w held him4 ,x is "o ( ! mo/ beautiful records ( ! n9ete5? c5tury4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug _h gone all ?r\gh x3 %e _h kn[n all ! worlds1 all ! h]oes1 all ! hopes4 ,born 9 old ,g]many ) its petty ,c\rts--h] fa!r 0 ,m9i/] 9 "o ( !m--z a *ild %e _h li/5$ to ! fri5ds ( ,humboldt & ,goe!2 z a "y girl1 ! humanit>ian gospel t\*$ h]3 deta*$ f ,*ri/ianity1 %e ab&on$ its obs]vances4 ,!n came #ahdh1 & its dream2 ! ,sociali/s1 & _! essays t[>ds a m noble1 a m bro!rly life3 %e admir$ !m1 & want$ to "w ) !m4 ,blam$ by h] p1 %e left !m & w5t alone )\t ask+ help or advice4 ,an ideali/ ( action1 n ( dreams1 %e jo9$ ! communi/s ( ,hamburg2 ) !m %e in/itut$ a sort ( phalan/]y1 a rationali/ic s*ool 9 :i* ! ma/]s liv$ toge!r4 ,?is s*ool prosp]$ "u h] direction2 b1 ?reat5$ by ! police1 %e _h to fly4 ,next %e 0 9 ,london among its proscripts ( all ! races1 t m\rnful refuge1 & tomb ( ! vanqui%$4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug e>n$ h] liv+ by giv+ lessons3 %e knew ,mazz9i1 ,l\is ,blanc1 ,h]z53 %e 0 ! fri5d & ! consol] ( ^! unhappy m54 ,at ! "t ( ! second ,empire1 ( ,napoleon ,,iii41 ( ,bism>ck1 & ( ! sil5ce ( ! peoples--9 ,p>is1 ) its brilliant culture--,frule9 von ,meys5bug met ,ri*>d ,wagn]4 ,%e _h long admir$ 8 music3 %e admir$ ! man1 li/5$ to him1 succumb$ to 8 asc5dancy1 &1 r5\nc+ ! religion ( humanity1 c>ri$ h] f]v\r to ! cult ( art4 ,b always %e ex]cis$ & lavi%$ h] active goodness3 ,h]z5 di$2 he left two *ildr51 :om ,frule9 von ,meys5bug adopt$1 ?us tak+ ^u h]self ! anxiety ( a d\ble mat]nity4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h kn[n ^! "y girls & (t5 admir$ ! t5d]ness ( _! fri5d1 h] free & sane self-sacrifice3 he _h n kn[n ( :at life ( entire devotion ?is devotion 0 ! fl[]4 ,he 0 enc\rag$ by ?is book3 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug reconcil$ him to life4 ,aga9 he f\nd 8 confid5ce & heal?4 ,my heal?1 he wrote to ,g]sdorff1 is alli$ to my hopes4 ,i am well :5 ,i hope4 ,he left 8 p5sion & w5t to sp5d "s days 9 ,g5eva4 ,!re he discov]$ a fri5d1 ! musician ,s5g]2 he made ! acqua9tance ( a few ,fr5*m51 exil$ commun>ds1 & lik$ talk+ to !m4 ,he e/eem$ ^! fanatics ) ! squ>e skulls1 s prompt to self-sacrifice4 ,x appe>s t he flirt$ ) two exquisite ,russians4 ,!n he return$ to ,basle1 & 8 fir/ lett] 0 s5t to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug4 ,,basle1 ,good ,friday1 ,april #ad1 #ahgf4 ,,de> ,,fr,,ule91--,f\r days or s back1 f9d+ myself alone on ! %ores ( ! ,lake ( ,g5eva1 ,i sp5t a :ole ,sunday q ne> y1 f ! e>lie/ h\r till ! moon-ba!d night4 ,i h read y ?r\gh & ?r\gh1 ) a reviv$ int]e/ at e page1 & ,i kept on repeat+ t nev] _h ,i pass$ s bless$ a ,sunday4 ,y h giv5 me an impression ( purity & love :i* w nev] leave me2 & ,nature1 ! day on :i* ,i read y1 seem$ to reflect ?is impression4 ,y 7 be=e me z a sup]ior =m ( my be+1 a v sup]ior =m2 & :i* yet did n humiliate b enc\rag$ me3 ?us y cross$ my ?\ghts1 &1 measur+ my life ) y\rs1 ,i am m easily able to feel :at ,i lack$--s mu*6 ,i ?ank y mu* m ?an ,i w\ld d = a book4 ,i 0 ill1 ,i d\bt$ my /r5g? & my aims2 ,i ?\ght ,i %\ld h to r5\nce ev]y?+1 & my greate/ fe> 0 ( ! l5g? ( a life :i* c be b an atroci\s burd5 if "o r5\nces ! highe/ aims4 ,i am n[ san] & fre]1 & ,i c consid] )\t tortur+ myself ! duties ,i h to fulfil4 ,h[ _m times ,i h wi%$ y ne> me to ask y "s "q :i* only a moral be+ high] ?an myself c\ld answ]6 ,y\r book gives me answ]s to su* ( ^! precise que/ions z t\* me4 ,i don't ?9k ,i c ev] be satisfi$ ) my conduct1 if ,i h n fir/ y\r approbation4 ,b x is possible t y\r book is a sev]] judge ?an y w\ld be y\rself4 ,:at %\ld a man d1 if1 9 comp>+ 8 life to y\rs1 he does n wi% to be tax$ ) unmanl9ess8 ,i (t5 ask myself ?is4 ,he ought to d ev]y?+ y h done & no m4 ,b d\btless he c\ld n2 he lacks t sure guide1 ! in/9ct ( a love t is always ready to give itself4 ,"o ( ! mo/ elevat$ ( moral !mes e9] d] h*/5 ,motive t ,i h discov]$1 ?anks to y1 is mat]nal love )\t physical bonds betwe5 ! "m & ! *ild4 ,x is "o ( ! mo/ magnific5t manife/ations ( ,c>itas4 ,give me a little ( t love1 de> lady & de> fri5d1 & ?9k ( me z "o ( ^? :o ne$ to be ! son ( su* a "m4 ,ah6 su* a great ne$6 ,we %all h lots ( ?+s to say to "o ano!r :5 we meet at ,bayreu?4 ,at pres5t ,i aga9 h hopes ( be+ able to g1 :]eas1 ^! two pa/ mon?s1 ,i _h put ! v ?\ght away f me4 ,h[ ,i %\ld l to be n[ ! san] ( u two1 & capable ( r5d]+ y a s]vice6 ,:y c't ,i live ne> y8 ,adieu2 ,i am & ,i rema91 9 all tru?1 y\rs1 ,,fri$ri* ,,nietzs*e4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug answ]$ at once4 ,if my book _h only be5 wor? ?is joy1 y\r lett] to me1 ,i w\ld h be5 happy to h writt5 x4 ,if ,i c help y1 ,i want to d s4 ,next w9t]1 leave ,basle1 y mu/2 look = a mild] climate & a bright] "o2 h[ ,i feel1 z y d1 ! annoyance ( our sep>ation4 ,i %elt]$ ?is w9t] y\r "y ,basle pupil1 ,alfr$ ,br5n]1 :o is /ill ill2 y %all br+ him back to me4 ,i w be able to f9d ! two ( y a heal?-giv+ home4 ,come1 promise me4 ,nietzs*e wrote imm$iately3 ,to-day ,i %all answ] y 9 "o ^w2 ?ank y1 ,i %all come4 ,assur$ h5ce=? ( sanctu>y1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e rega9$ confid5ce & c\rage4 ,i h recov]$ my good consci5ce1 he wrote to ,g]sdorff a few days aft] 8 return2 ,i "k t up to ! pres5t ,i h done all ,i c\ld to enfran*ise myself1 & t 9 work+ ?us1 ,i h n work$ = myself alone4 ,i want to />t (f aga9 on ?is road1 & no?+ m w /op me1 nei!r memories1 nor despair+ pres5tim5ts4 ,?is is :at ,i h discov]$--! only ?+ t m5 respect & be=e :i* !y b[1 is a noble de$4 ,compromise1 nev]6 nev]6 ,pr(\nd success c only be assur$ by rema9+ fai?ful to oneself4 ,i "k already by exp]i5ce :at influ5ce ,i ex]cise1 & t if ,i became weak] or m sceptical1 ,i %\ld impov]i%1 besides my own1 ! he>ts ( _m :o develop ) me4 ,he ne$$ a pride ( ?is sort to confront ! imm95t crisis4 ,! disciples ( ! ma/] gave him a d9n]1 & ,nietzs*e1 :o did n want to be pres5t1 _h to excuse himself4 ,he wrote an impassion$ lett] ( :i* ,wagn] compreh5d$ p]haps ! hidd5 signification4 ,sev5 ye>s ago1 at ,triebs*51 ,i paid y my fir/ visit4 ,& e ye>1 9 ?is mon? ( ,may1 on ?is same day ^u :i* we all celebrate ! anniv]s>y ( y\r bir?1 ,i myself celebrate ! anniv]s>y ( my spiritual bir?4 ,= s9ce !n1 y live & "w 9 me always l a drop ( fre% blood t _h z x 7 ent]$ into my ve9s4 ,?is elem5t t ,i owe to y urges me on1 humiliates1 enc\rages & /imulates me4 ,x nev] all[s me to re/1 s mu* s t ,i %\ld p]haps be> a grudge aga9/ y = ?is et]nal disquietude if ,i did n "k t x ev] drives me on t[>ds a fre] & bett] /ate4 ,wagn] answ]$ him at once 9 a few exub]ant l9es4 ,he told ( ! toa/s drunk to 8 glory & ( 8 humor\s responses1 ) s _m puns1 cock-&-bull /ories & imp5etrable allusions1 t x is necess>y to give up ! attempt to translate4 ,nietzs*e 0 mov$ by ?is lett]4 ,at ! mom5t x arriv$ he 0 feel+ v mu* ! ma/] ( himself1 v sure ( 8 future4 ,! hi/ory ( 8 pa/ ye>s sudd5ly appe>$ z a gr& adv5ture t 0 n[ = ev] clos$4 ,he consid]$ x ) an indulg5t reg>d1 &1 measur+ ! joys he ow$ to ,wagn]1 he wi%$ to express 8 gratitude4 ,! o!r summ]1 at ,/e9abad1 :5 9 a simil> /ate ( m9d1 he _h fill$ "s pages ( notes4 ,he took !m up aga91 9 spite ( a n]v\s affection ( ! eyes :i* prev5t$ him f work+ )\t help1 & und]took to draw f !m ! sub/ance ( a volume4 ,s+ul> attempt6 ,disillusion$1 he wrote an en?usia/ic book1 ! mo/ beautiful 9 ,wagn]ian lit]ature4 ,b a =ew>n$ read] recognises almo/ f page to page ! idea t ,nietzs*e expresses 9 mask+ x4 ,he writes ! eulogy ( ! poet2 ( ! philosoph] he does n speak2 he d5ies1 = him :o c und]/&1 ! educative be>+ ( ! "w4 ,= u1 he writes1 ,bayreu? signifies ! consecration at ! mom5t ( battle4444 ,! my/]i\s reg>d t trag$y turns t[>ds u is n an en]vat+ & p>alys+ *>m1 b its influ5ce imposes repose4 ,= beauty is n giv5 to u = ! v mom5t ( battle2 b = ^? mom5ts ( calm :i* prec$e & int]rupt x1 = ^? fugitive mom5ts 9 :i*1 reanimat+ ! pa/1 anticipat+ ! future1 we p5etrate all ! symbols2 = ^? mom5ts :51 ) ! impression ( a slight we>9ess1 a refre%+ dream desc5ds ^u u4 ,! day & ! /rife are ab\t to beg91 ! sacr$ %ad[s fade away1 & art is once m f> f u2 b its consolation is /ill %$ ^u man1 z a morn+ dew4444 ,!re exi/s a radical opposition betwe5 ^! ?\ghts & ^? t inspir$ ,! ,bir? ( ,trag$y4 ,art is no long] a reason = liv+1 b a prep>ation = life1 a necess>y repose4 ,?ree m5ac+ l9es end ,nietzs*e's little book3 ,wagn] is n ! prophet ( ! future z we might fa9 believe1 b ! int]pret] & ! glorifi] ( a pa/4 ,nietzs*e _h n be5 able to keep back ^! admissions4 ,brief & disguis$ z !y 71 he _h hop$ t !y might n be he>d1 & 8 hope1 x seems1 0 ju/ifi$4 ,wagn] wrote z soon z ! pamphlet _h appe>$3 ,,fri5d6--,y\r book is prodigi\s6 ,:]e did y le>n to "k me s well8 ,come quickly1 & /ay "h dur+ rehe>sals until ! repres5tations4 ,y\rs1 ,r4 ,w4 ,july #ab?4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! rehe>sals began 9 ! middle ( ,july1 & ,nietzs*e1 :o did n wi% to miss "o ( !m1 w5t1 9 spite ( ! prec>i\s /ate ( 8 heal?1 ) an impati5ce t a/oni%$ 8 si/]4 ,two days lat] %e receiv$ a lett]3 ,i almo/ regret ev] hav+ come2 up till n[1 ev]y?+ is wret*$4444 ,on ,monday ,i w5t to ! rehe>sal2 x displeas$ me1 ,i 0 oblig$ to g out4 ,:at 0 happ5+8 ,frule9 ,nietzs*e wait$ ) great uneas9ess4 ,%e 0 slightly reassur$ by a second lett]3 ,,my ,,de> ,,good ,,si/]1--,at pres5t ?+s are bett]4444 ,b ! la/ s5t5ce read /rangely3 ,i mu/ live v mu* to myself1 & decl9e all invitations1 ev5 ,wagn]'s4 ,he f9ds t ,i make myself sc>ce4 ,almo/ imm$iately came ! la/ lett]3 ,i hope to leave3 x is too s5seless to /ay "h4 ,i await ) t]ror e "o ( ^! long musical ev5+s4 ,yet ,i /ay4 ,i c /& x no long]4 ,i %all n be "h ev5 = ! fir/ p]=mance2 ,i w g no matt] :]e--b ,i want to leave2 "h ev]y?+ is unbe>able4 ,:at _h occurr$8 ,_h ! m]e sight ( ! _w driv5 him away s soon8 ,nietzs*e _h l$ a v h>d exi/5ce1 dur+ ! pa/ two ye>s1 ! fri5d ( enigmas & problems4 ,he _h =gott5 m53 he suff]$ on enc\nt]+ !m aga94 ,a ,titan1 ,wagn]1 held !m captive1 protect$ !m aga9/ e enigma & too disquiet+ problem2 & 9 ?is %ad[ !y seem$ satisfi$4 ,!y nev] reflect$1 b repeat$ passionately ! =mulas t _h be5 giv5 !m4 ,"s ,hegelians _h come3 ,wagn] (f]$ himself to !m z a second inc>nation ( _! ma/]4 ,all ! ,s*op5hau]ians 7 !re2 !y _h be5 told t ,wagn] _h translat$ into music ! sy/em ( ,s*op5hau]4 ,a few "y p 7 call+ !mselves ideali/s1 pure ,g]mans3 ,my art1 decl>$ ,wagn]1 signifies ! victory ( ,g]man idealism ov] ,gallic s5sualism4 ,all1 ,hegelians1 ,s*op5hau]ians1 pure ,g]mans1 agre$ 9 ! pride ( triumph3 !y _h succe$$4 ,succe$$6 ,nietzs*e he>d ?is extraord9>y ^w 9 sil5ce4 ,:at man1 he pond]$1 :at race ev] did succe$8 ,n ev5 ! ,greek1 :i* 0 bruis$ 9 its mo/ beautiful flights4 ,:at ef=t _h n be5 9 va98 ,s1 tak+ 8 eyes (f ! com$y1 ,nietzs*e exam9$ ,wagn]3 0 ?is disp5s] ( joys 9 ! end great en\gh to become uneasy 9 ! h\r ( victory8 ,no2 ,wagn] 0 happy1 because he _h succe$$2 & ! satisfaction ( su* a man 0 m %ock+ & sadd] /ill ?an t ( ! cr[d4 ,b happ9ess1 h[ev] l[ x be1 is /ill happ9ess4 ,an exquisite intoxication _h seiz$ ! little t[n ( ,bayreu?4 ,nietzs*e _h felt & %>$ ?is intoxication2 he kept ! remorse & envy ( x4 ,he li/5$ to a rehe>sal3 ! entrance into ! sacr$ !atre1 ! emotion ( ! public1 ! pres5ce ( ,wagn]1 ! d>kness1 ! m>vell\s s\nds1 t\*$ him4 ,h[ s5sible he _h rema9$ to ! ,wagn]ian infection4 ,he got up 9 ha/e & w5t out2 x is ! explanation ( 8 lett]3 ,ye/]day ev5+1 ,i w5t to a rehe>sal2 x displeas$ me2 ,i 0 oblig$ to g out4 ,a new elem5t aggravat$ 8 tr\ble4 ,he 0 in=m$ def9itely ( ! significance ( ! =?com+ "w1 ,p>sifal4 ,ri*>d ,wagn] 0 ab\t to decl>e himself a ,*ri/ian4 ,?us1 9 eighte5 mon?s1 ,nietzs*e obs]v$ two conv]sions3 ,romundt 0 weak & p]haps ! victim ( *ance2 b ,nietzs*e knew t ) ,wagn] ev]y?+ 0 grave1 & answ]$ to ! necessities ( ! c5tury4 ,neo-,*ri/ianity did n yet exi/3 ,nietzs*e felt x all ?r\gh ,p>sifal4 ,he p]ceiv$ ! dang] run by ! mod]n man1 s unc]ta9 ( himself1 & tempt$ by ?is ,*ri/ian fai?1 :i* is s firm a ?+1 :i* calls1 :i* promises & c give peace4 ,if he did n r$\ble 8 ef=ts to discov] 9 himself a new possibility ( life1 x 0 c]ta9 t he w\ld fall back into a ,*ri/ianity1 c[>dly l 8 inspiration4 ,!n ,nietzs*e saw ^! m51 ^: happ9ess he _h in/9ctively despis$1 m5ac$ by a f9al collapse1 & l$ g5tly1 & z if by ! h&1 t[>ds ?is collapse by ! ma/]1 by ! impo/or :o _h subjugat$ !m4 ,n "o ( !m knew :i!r ?is p[]ful h& might n soon lead !m1 sc>cely "o ( !m 0 a ,*ri/ian1 b !y 7 all on ! eve ( becom+ ,*ri/ians4 ,h[ f> away 0 t ,may day ( #ahgb 9 :i* ,ri*>d ,wagn] conduct$1 9 ?is same ,bayreu?1 ,s*ill] & ,bee?ov5's ode to lib]ty & joy6 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e saw cle>ly = !m all3 ! spectacle ( ^! unconsci\s lives made him feel desp]ate1 z ! sight ( ! _w 9 ! ,middle ,ages _h made ^? my/ics desp]ate1 :o _h always be=e _! eyes ! accus+ & ble$+ image ( ! ,*ri/4 ,he w\ld h lik$ to h torn ^! p f _! torpor1 to h w>n$ !m by a ^w1 prev5t$ !m ) a cry4 ,i ought to1 he ?\ght1 z ,i alone und]/& :at is happ5+4444 ,b :o w\ld h li/5$ to him8 ,he held 8 peace1 he dissembl$ 8 dreadful impressions1 & wi%$ to obs]ve )\t weakness or des]tion ! tragic solemnities4 ,b he c\ld n4 ,soon he weak5$ & _h to fly4 ,i %\ld be insane to /ay "h4 ,i await ) t]ror ea* ( ^! long musical ev5+s1 & yet ,i /ay4 ,i c be> no m4444 ,i %all g1 no matt] :]e1 b ,i w g3 "h ev]y?+ is torture to me4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,! heights :i* sep>ate ,bohemia f ,franconia rise "s miles f ,bayreu?1 & ! village ( ,kl+5brunn1 :]e ,nietzs*e retir$1 is situat$ 9 ! =e/s :i* cov] !m4 ,! crisis 0 brief & less sev]e ?an he _h dread$4 ,n[ t he _h p]ceiv$ 9 a cle>] mann] ! dang]s ( ! ,wagn]ian art1 he saw ! rem$y m pla9ly4 ,religiosity1 he wrote1 :5 x is n upheld by a cle> ?\ght1 r\ses disgu/4 ,he r5ew$ 8 ,/e9abad m$itations & re-affirm$ ! resolutions !n made4 ,he w\ld make a clean sweep ( ! pa/2 resi/ ! s$uctions ( metaphysics2 deprive himself ( art2 res]ve judgm5t2 l ,desc>tes1 beg9 by d\bt+4 ,!n1 if "s new security c\ld be discov]$1 he w\ld raise ! new gr&eur on immovable f\ndations4 ,he w&]$ up & d[n ! sil5t =e/s2 _! sev]e peace 0 a discipl9e3 ,if we d n give firm & s]5e horizons to our s\ls l ^? ( ! woods & m\nta9s1 he wrote1 !n our inn] life w lose all s]5ity4 ,x w be brok5 up l t ( ! m5 ( t[ns2 x w n "k happ9ess & w n be able to give x4 ,!n1 all ( a sudd5 he releas$ ! cry ( 8 sick s\l3 ,i %all give back to m51 said he1 ! s]5ity :i* is ! condition ( all culture4 ,& ! simplicity4 ,s]5ity1 ,simplicity1 ,greatness6 ,nietzs*e1 once m ma/] ( himself1 return$ to ,bayreu? )\t delay3 he wi%$ to complete 8 exp]i5ce4 ,! excitem5t ( ! cr[d 0 ev5 great] ?an on ! day ( 8 dep>ture4 ,! old ,emp]or ,william 0 pres5t1 on 8 way to ! gr& manuvres4 ,he _h paid ,wagn] ! complim5t ( be+ pres5t on two ev5+s4 ,f all ,bav>ia & ,franconia1 citiz5s & peasants _h hurri$ hi!r to salute _! ,emp]or1 & !re 0 almo/ a fam9e 9 ! little invad$ t[n4 ,! p]=mances began2 ,nietzs*e he>d !m all4 ,he li/5$ 9 sil5ce to ! obs]vations ( ! fai?ful & measur$ ! abyss :i* he _h s long skirt$4 ,he cont9u$ to see 8 fri5ds3 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 ,miss ,zimm]n1 ,gabriel ,monod1 ,e4 ,s*ur1 ,alfr$ ,br5n]1 :o did n fail to notice 9 him a res]ve & a sil5ce s+ul> at times4 ,(t5 he w5t (f alone1 dur+ ! int]vals or 9 ! aft]noons1 ) a pleasant & *>m+ spectator1 ,madame ,o----1 :o 0 slightly ,p>isian1 slightly ,russian4 ,he lik$ ! delicate & surpris+ conv]sation ( wom51 & he excus$ ?is "o = be+ a ,wagn]ian4 ,m4 ,s*ur1 :o met ,nietzs*e at ^! fe/ivals1 gives a description ( him :i* m]its repetition4 ,z ,i talk$ to him ,i 0 /ruck by ! sup]iority ( 8 m9d & ! /rang5ess ( 8 physiognomy4 ,a l>ge =ehead2 %ort hair bru%$ up (f 8 =ehead2 ! project+ *eekbones ( ! ,slav4 ,! /rong droop+ m\/a*e1 ! %>p cut ( ! face1 w\ld h giv5 him ! air ( a cavalry (fic]1 _h x n be5 = an indescribable some?+ 9 8 address t 0 at ! same "t timid & haughty4 ,! musical voice1 ! sl[ spee*1 d5ot$ ! organism ( ! arti/2 ! prud5t & m$itative be>+ 0 a philosoph]'s4 ,no?+ 0 m deceiv+ ?an ! app>5t calm ( 8 expression4 ,! fix$ glance betray$ ! melan*oly lab\r ( 8 ?\ght4 ,x 0 ! glance ( a fanatic1 ( a ke5 obs]v]1 & ( a vision>y4 ,?is d\ble "* add$ a di/urb$ & di/urb+ elem5t1 ! m s because x always seem$ rivet$ ^u "o po9t4 ,9 8 effusive mom5ts ?is look 0 moi/5$ ) ! s(tness ( a dream1 b v soon x became ho/ile aga94444 ,dur+ ! g5]al rehe>sals1 & ! fir/ ?ree p]=mances ( ! ,tetralogy1 ,nietzs*e appe>$ to be sad & deject$4444 ,ea* ev5+ 0 a triumph1 & ea* ( !m add$ to ,nietzs*e's di/ress4 ,! ,rh9egold1 ! ,valkyrie--^! old pieces recall$ 8 y\?1 8 en?usiasms = ,wagn]1 :om he did n "k1 :om he did n d>e hope to "k4 ,siegfri$3 s\v5irs ( ,triebs*52 ,wagn] 0 complet+ ?is score :5 ,nietzs*e ent]$ into 8 intimacy4 ,siegfri$ 0 ,nietzs*e's fav\rite among ! ,wagn]ian h]oes4 ,he f\nd himself aga9 9 ?is "y man1 :o _h nev] kn[n fe>4 ,we are ! knights ( ! _s1 he _h !n writt5 9 8 notes1 we und]/& ! song ( ! birds & foll[ !m4 ,no d\bt he 0 almo/ happy :5 he he>d ,siegfri$2 x 0 ! only "o ( ,wagn]'s dramas :i* he c\ld li/5 to )\t remorse4 ,la/ly1 ,! ,twilight ( ! ,gods4 ,siegfri$ has mix$ 9 ! cr[d ( m52 !y deceive him2 "o ev5+ he navely relates 8 life2 a traitor /rikes him f beh9d & kills him4 ,! giants are annihilat$1 ! dw>fs vanqui%$1 ! h]oes p[]less2 ! gods abdicate2 ! gold is giv5 back to ! dep?s ( ! ,rh9e1 ^: surg+ wat]s cov] ov] ! _w1 & z !y await dea?1 m5 contemplate ! univ]sal disa/]4 ,x 0 ! end4 ,! curta9 fell sl[ly1 ! symphony 0 ext+ui%$ 9 ! night1 & ! spectators rose sudd5ly1 ) "o accord1 & gave v5t to a l\d bur/ ( *e]+4 ,!n ! curta9 rose once m & ,ri*>d ,wagn] appe>$1 alone1 dress$ 9 a r$+ote & clo? tr\s]s1 hold+ 8 little figure erect4 ,) a sign he call$ = sil5ce2 e murmur ceas$4 ,we h %[n y :at we wi%$ to %[ y1 he cri$1 & :at we c %[ y :5 all wills are direct$ to "o object2 if on y\r side y support u1 !n y w h an art4 ,he retir$1 !n return$2 aga9 & aga9 he 0 recall$4 ,nietzs*e wat*$ 8 ma/] /&+ 9 ! limelight1 & he alone 9 ! hall did n applaud4 ,!re he is1 he ?\ght1 my ally444 ! ,hom] :o has be5 f]tilis$ by ,plato4444 ,! curta9 fell = ! la/ "t1 & ,nietzs*e1 sil5t1 lo/ 9 ! cr[d1 foll[$ 8 tide l a wreck4 #a ,e9 ,zwill+spa> von e9em ,haus1 ,gi5g mu?ig 9 die ,welt h9aus1 ,welt--,dra*5 zu z]reiss54 ,zwi'r ,vt]--,w]k6 ,e9 ,wund] w>'s6 ,die ,mutt] do* des ,zwill+pa>s ,freunds*aft i/ sie geheiss54 #b ,mahnruf4 ,,*apt] ,v ,,crisis ,,& ,,convalesc5ce ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e return$ to ,basle4 ,8 eyesight 0 feeble & pa9ful1 s t he _h to accept ! help :i* two fri5ds (f]$ him3 "o ( !m 0 a "y /ud5t nam$ ,kselitz1 :om he _h jok+ly call$ ,pet] ,ga/1 ,pet] ! ,gue/--! surname /uck to him2 ! o!r 0 t ,paul ,re1 ! ,jew1 ) ! acute m9d1 :om he _h kn[n = two ye>s4 ,?anks to _! devotion he 0 able to re-read ! notes writt5 at ,kl+5brunn2 he hop$ to f9d matt] 9 !m = ! second ,unseasonable ,?\ght4 ,paul ,re 0 !n publi%+ 8 ,psy*ological ,obs]vations1 reflections inspir$ by ! ,engli% & ,fr5* ma/]s1 ,/u>t ,mill & ,la ,ro*ef\cauld4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e he>d ?is little "w read1 & appreciat$ x4 ,he admir$ ?is prud5t /yle ( conduct+ ?\ght2 he enjoy$ x on ! morr[ ( ! emphatic c]emonies ( ,bayreu?1 z ?\gh x 7 a repose2 & he resolv$ to /udy at ! s*ool ( ,re & ( 8 ma/]s4 ,nev]!less he always felt ! imm5se void :i* 8 r5\ncem5t ( ,ri*>d ,wagn] left 9 him4 ,at ?is mom5t1 he wrote1 ! #bj? ,septemb]1 #ahgf1 ,i h e leisure to ?9k ( ! pa/--f>!/ & ne>e/--= my oculi/ makes me sit idle = long p]iods 9 a d>k5$ room4 ,autumn1 aft] su* a summ]1 is = me1 & no d\bt n only = me1 m autumn ?an any o!r4 ,aft] ! great ev5t comes an attack ( black] melan*oly1 & to escape x "o _c fly too quickly t[>ds ,italy or t[>ds "w1 or t[>ds bo?4 ,he _h obta9$ ! leave = :i* he _h ask$1 & ! sole gladness :i* he _h 9 life 0 ! c]ta9ty t he w\ld be free = "s mon?s f all pr(essional duties4 ,he left ,switz]l& at ! end ( ,octob]4 ,alfr$ ,br5n] & ,paul ,re accompani$ him4 ,! ?ree ,g]mans w5t d[n t[>ds ,g5oa1 & !nce took a /eam] to ,naples1 :]e ,frule9 von ,meys5bug 0 expect+ !m4 ,i f\nd ,nietzs*e1 %e writes1 disappo9t$ suffici5tly1 because ! j\rney & ! arrival 9 ,naples1 9 ! middle ( ?is noisy1 clamor\s1 importunate p1 _h be5 v disagreeable to him4 ,9 ! ev5+1 h[ev]1 ,i ask$ ! visitors to take a drive to ,pausilippe4 ,x 0 su* an ev5+ z "o sees only d[n "h2 sky1 e>?1 & sea float$ 9 a glory ( indescribable col\rs1 :i* fill$ ! s\l z an en*ant+ music1 a h>mony f :i* e discordant note 0 gone4 ,i obs]v$ h[ ,nietzs*e's face lit up 9 joy\s & almo/ *ildlike a/oni%m5t1 z ?\gh he 7 dom9at$ by a pr(\nd emotion2 f9ally he gave v5t to en?usia/ic exclamations1 :i* ,i welcom$ z a happy augury = ! efficacy ( 8 visit4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug _h hir$ a villa--x 0 an old p5sion--on t slope :i* glides rapidly t[>ds ! sea1 c>ry+ its olives1 its lemons1 its cypresses1 & its v9es ) x d[n to ! waves4 ,on ! fir/ floor1 %e writes1 !re 7 rooms ) t]races = ! g5tlem52 on ! second1 rooms = myself & my maid1 ) a big sitt+-room = our common use4 ,%e in/all$ h] gue/s 9 ?is retreat :i* %e _h select$ = !m2 b !y _h to wait a :ile be=e !y c\ld enjoy ! retir$ life = :i* !y 7 9 se>*4 ,a too illu/ri\s neighb\r 0 /opp+ h>d by--none o!r ?an ,ri*>d ,wagn]1 :o1 accompani$ by all 8 p1 0 re/+ at ,sorr5to aft] ! imm5se ef=t & triumph ( ,bayreu?4 ,he %[$ no signs ( fatigue4 ,8 days 7 sp5t 9 walk+1 8 nights 9 conv]sation4 ,) ,frule9 von ,meys5bug & 8 fri5ds he held a sort ( c\rt4 ,we wond] if ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h expect$ ?us to f9d 8 ma/] be=e him aga98 ,he c\ld n avoid tak+ "p 9 ! walks1 & 9 ! ev5+ p>ties3 b he display$ a slight res]ve4 ,:il/ ,ri*>d ,wagn] talk$ ( 8 future projects & ( 8 com+ "w1 & ( ! religi\s ideas :i* he wi%$ to express1 ,nietzs*e pref]r$ to isolate himself ) ,paul ,re & to talk ( ,*am=t & ( ,/5dhal4 ,ri*>d ,wagn] obs]v$ ^! conv]sations4 ,n[1 he dislik$ ,jews1 & ,re displeas$ him4 ,be c>eful1 said he to ,nietzs*e1 t man w d y no good4 ,nietzs*e did n modify 8 attitude4 ,he spoke little1 or1 if he did mix 9 conv]sation1 display$ a =c$ livel9ess & a gaiety :i* 7 n altoge!r natural4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug 0 m ?an once surpris$3 ,b ,i nev] suspect$1 %e writes1 t any *ange _h come ov] 8 s5tim5ts1 & ,i ab&on$ myself ) a :ole he>t to ! delights :i* came to complete ^? ( ,bayreu?4 ,! joy ,i exp]i5c$ 9 liv+ 9 a l intimacy l$ me to quote "o day1 z we sat toge!r at table1 a ?\ght f ,goe! ( :i* ,i 0 v fond3 ',happy he :o1 )\t hatr$1 )draws f ! _w1 presses a fri5d to 8 brea/1 & ?us enjoys t some?+ :i* m5 "k n nor suspect1 t :i* crosses ! labyr9? ( ! he>t at night4' ,! ,wagn]s did n "k ?is quotation1 & 7 s en*ant$ ) x t ,i _h to repeat x to !m4 ,alas6 ,i did n guess t ! demons :o also cross ! labyr9? ( ! he>t at night & intimately contemplate ! div9e my/]y ( sympa?y betwe5 noble m9ds1 _h already begun _! "w ( s[+ discord & division4 ,t[>ds ! end ( ,novemb]1 ,ri*>d ,wagn] hav+ left ,sorr5to1 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug & h] fri5ds 7 able to regulate _! lives ) a view to /udy4 ,!y arrang$ ! employm5t ( _! "t3 up to noon1 "w & solitude2 at noon1 breakfa/2 aft] breakfa/1 a walk & conv]sation2 9 ! ev5+1 "w & solitude2 at night1 aft] d9n]1 read+4 ,paul ,re1 ! only heal?y memb] 9 ?is society ( invalid intellectuals1 read al\d4 ,nietzs*e & ,frule9 von ,meys5bug 7 %ort-sight$2 ,br5n]'s lungs 7 affect$4 ,:o 7 _! au?ors8 ,jacob ,burckh>dt1 ^: c\rse ( lectures on ,greek culture !y 7 /udy+ 7a /ud5t ( ,basle _h l5t 8 notes72 a little ( ,mi*elet2 ,h]odotus2 ,?ucydides4 ,a "q pos$1 a d\bt express$1 sometimes int]rupt$ ,paul ,re's read+s2 & x 0 almo/ always ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e :o conclud$ ! %ort debate4 ,nietzs*e 0 inde$ ! s\l ( sweetness & k9dl9ess6 writes ,frule9 von ,meys5bug 9 h] *>m+ acc\nt4 ,h[ well 8 good & amiable nature c\nt]balanc$ 8 de/ructive intellig5ce6 ,h[ well he knew h[ to be gay1 & to laugh ) a good he>t at ! jokes :i* (t5 came to di/urb ! s]i\s atmosph]e ( our little circle4 ,:5 we 7 toge!r 9 ! ev5+1 ,nietzs*e com=tably in/all$ 9 an arm-*air 9 ! %ade ( a scre52 ,dr4 ,re1 our oblig+ read]1 seat$ at ! table on :i* ! lamp 0 plac$2 "y ,br5n]1 ne> ! *imney-piece opposite me1 help+ me to peel oranges = d9n]2 ,i (t5 said1 laugh+3 ',we repres5t truly an ideal family2 "h are we f\r p1 :o sc>cely knew ea* o!r be=e1 :o are n unit$ by any tie ( relation%ip1 :o h no memories 9 common1 & we n[ live toge!r 9 absolute concord1 9 ! mo/ complete p]sonal lib]ty1 & 9 a p]fect cont5t ( m9d & he>t4' ,s plans 7 soon sket*$ = ! r5ewal & enl>gem5t ( ?is happy exp]i5ce4444 ,w\ld x be impossible to come back ea* ye> to ?is ,italian coa/1 to call "o's fri5ds ?i!r1 & ?us to f\nd a spiritual refuge1 free ( e s*ool1 ( e ,*ur*8 ,on ! morr[ ( #ahdh ,frule9 von ,meys5bug _h inspir$ at ,hamburg a sort ( ,sociali/ phalan/]y1 :i* became ! subject ( "o ( ! f9e/ *apt]s ( h] book1 & rema9$ to h] z "o ( ! greate/ memories ( h] life4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 9 no wise ab&on$ 8 anci5t dream ( a lay cloi/]4 ,?us ! memories ( ! old lady agre$ ) ! hopes ( h] "y companion4 ,paul ,re & ,alfr$ ,br5n] did n refuse _! co-op]ation1 & ! f\r fri5ds gave ! project _! s]i\s consid]ation4 ,already we are 9 que/ ( an appropriate locality1 writes ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 = x 0 at ,sorr5to1 9 ! he>t ( ?is delici\s sc5]y1 & n 9 ! close air ( a t[n1 t our project 0 to take %ape4 ,we _h discov]$ ne> ! %ore v>i\s spaci\s grottoes enl>g$ by ! h& ( man1 v]itable rock halls1 9 :i* a sort ( pulpit is actually to be se51 :i* seems to be especially put !re = a lectur]4 ,x is "h t1 dur+ ! hot days ( summ]1 we ?\ght ( giv+ our lessons4 ,we _h besides conceiv$ ! plan ( ! s*ool r on ! ,greek model ?an accord+ to mod]n ideas1 & ! tea*+ 0 *iefly to be a mutual in/ruction 9 ! ,p]ipatetic mann]4444 ,nietzs*e wrote to 8 si/]3 ,my idea1 ! s*ool ( ! educators1 or1 if y l1 mod]n cloi/]1 ideal colony1 free univ]sity1 is always float+ 9 ! air4 ,:at w befall x1 :o c tell8 ,already we h1 9 imag9ation1 nam$ y directress & adm9i/rative head ( our e/abli%m5t = =ty p]sons4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( spr+ ,br5n] & ,re left ,sorr5to4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug & ,nietzs*e1 n[ alone toge!r1 read to "o ano!r1 b only a little1 = read+ tri$ ! eyes ( bo?4 ,!y pref]r$ to talk4 ,nietzs*e 0 nev] tir$ ( li/5+ to 8 companion's recitals4 ,%e told him ( ! l(ty days ( #ahdh4 ,?is he lik$ &1 above all1 he lik$ t %e %\ld talk to him ( ,mazz9i4 ,he did n =get ! *ance by :i* he _h _h ! ,italian h]o z c>riage companion 9 ,april1 #ahga1 z !y 7 cross+ ! ,alps4 ,no compromise3 live resolutely 9 ! :ole1 ! good1 & ! beautiful4444 ,mazz9i _h repeat$ ?is maxim ( ,goe!'s to him1 & ,nietzs*e associat$ x ) 8 recollection ( ! man4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug _h kn[n ,mazz9i 9 ,london4 ,%e _h admir$ 8 au?ority 9 comm&1 8 exactitude 9 ob$i5ce1 8 read9ess to s]ve e s]vant ( ! cause1 :e!r he 7 call$ ,cav\r or ,g>ibaldi4 ,he _h paid ! price ( ?is humility2 =1 =gott5 9 ! h\r ( victory1 ! exile's ban _h be5 ma9ta9$ aga9/ him alone4 ,nev]!less1 he _h wi%$ to end 8 days 9 8 well-lov$ ,liguria1 & he _h come !re to die1 hid+ 8 "n & race4 ,! doctor :o took c>e ( him 0 a/oni%$--he _h tak5 him = an ,engli%man--:5 he he>d him speak 9 s pure an ,italian4 ,look y1 repli$ ! dy+ man1 no "o has ev] lov$ ,italy s mu* z ,i lov$ h]4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e li/5$ to ^! /ories4 ,! man ,i v5]ate mo/1 said he to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 is ,mazz9i4 ,c\ld ,frule9 von ,meys5bug h guess$ t h] "y companion1 ?is "y1 t5d]1 & en?usia/ic ,g]man1 _h j decl>$ w> )9 himself on ^? in/9cts ( t5d]ness & en?usiasm :i* ob/ruct$ ! cl>ity ( 8 views8--t ,nietzs*e1 ! cont9uator ( ,s*op5hau]1 ! fri5d ( ,wagn]1 0 n[ *oos+ ,la ,ro*ef\cauld1 ,*am=t1 ,/5dhal = ma/]s8 ,c\ld %e h guess$ t ?is fri5d :o dream$ ) h] ( sett+ up a lay cloi/] 0 tra9+ himself1 dur+ 8 long walks1 to face ! melan*oly ( a life ( revolt & ( solitude8 ,he =mulat$ ! rules ( su* a life3 ,y mu/ nei!r love nor hate ! p4 ,y mu/ 9 no way occupy y\rself ) politics4 ,y mu/ be nei!r ri* nor poor4 ,y mu/ avoid ! pa? ( ^? :o are illu/ri\s & p[]ful4 ,y mu/ take a wife f outside y\r p4 ,y mu/ leave to y\r fri5ds ! c>e ( br++ up y\r *ildr54 ,y mu/ accept none ( ! c]emonies ( ! ,*ur*4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug knew at la/4 ,"o day ,nietzs*e h&$ to h] a pile ( ,,mss4 ,read1 said he2 "h are "s impressions :i* came to me d[n !re1 "u t tree2 ,i h nev] sat d[n 9 its %ade )\t pluck+ a ?\ght4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug read1 & discov]$ an unsuspect$ ,nietzs*e1 a critic & a d5i]4 ,d n publi% t1 %e said4 ,wait1 reflect6 ,nietzs*e's only answ] 0 a smile4 ,%e insi/$2 ! conv]sation grew animat$2 !y made peace 9 read+ ,?ucydides4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,may1 ,nietzs*e1 incommod$ by ! heat1 wi%$ to leave4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug want$ him to po/pone 8 dep>ture 9 ord] t he might ma/] 8 fir/ fatigue be=e he began ! try+ voyage4 ,he w\ld n li/5 to h]4 ,nietzs*e is really go+ to-morr[1 %e wrote to ,re2 y "k t :5 he is ?us det]m9$ ^u some?+ he c>ries x out1 ev5 ?\gh ! sky s5ds ! mo/ s]i\s w>n+s to turn him f x4 ,9 t he is no long] a ,greek1 z he is n att5tive to oracles4 ,j z1 9 ! mo/ frightful wea!r1 he />ts out on an excursion1 s n[ he goes1 tir$ to dea?1 9 defiance ( ! rag+ w9d :i* is la%+ up ! sea1 & w c]ta9ly make him ill1 = he is det]m9$ to make ! voyage f ,naples to ,g5oa by sea4 ,yes1 he has gone1 %e wrote 9 ano!r lett]4 ,! *>m ( ,sorr5to 9 fl[] c\ld n keep him2 he mu/ g1 b x is horribly pa9ful to me to let him travel ?us2 he is unpractical & s bad at extricat+ himself f a difficulty4 ,luckily ! sea is a little calm] to-day4444 ,alas1 !re is s mu* to regret6 ,eight days ago we _h sket*$ plans = 8 ne> & di/ant future4 ,0 8 brusque resolution dictat$ by a fev]i% desire to fly f 8 malady1 :i* he sudd5ly fanci$ _h "s connection ) our spr+ temp]ature1 :i* is truly a little abnormal8 ,b h[ c\ld he h be5 any bett] else:]e ?is mis]able spr+8 ,i ?9k t at ! la/ mom5t x occurr$ to him t 8 dep>ture 0 nev]!less precipitate4 ,b x 0 too late4444 ,?is melan*oly multiplication ( dep>tures has q upset me4444 99 99 99 99 99 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e w5t to take a cure at ! wat]s ( ,ros5laui4 ,he exp]i5c$ v little b5efit f x1 & 8 imm$iate future preoccupi$ 8 ?\ghts4 ,9 ,septemb] he _h to resume 8 pr(essorial duties4 ,x 0 8 daily bread1 & a daily discipl9e f :i* he fe>$ to be fre$4 ,b he also knew ! horrible ennui ( x4 ,he _h be5 giv5 reason to hope t ! au?orities at ,basle w\ld cons5t to grant him1 9 consid]ation ( 8 s]vices & ( 8 illness1 a def9ite dis*>ge ) a suffici5t p5sion4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug advis$ him to retire2 8 si/]1 on ! contr>y1 advis$ him to reta9 8 (fice1 & ,nietzs*e *ose to li/5 to 8 si/]4 ,b ! ne>] came ! date ( 8 return1 ! m lively grew 8 revolt4 ,x is a ?+ :i* ,i "k1 :i* ,i feel1 he !n wrote to a woman :o 0 help+ him 9 8 "w1 ! "m ( "o ( 8 pupils1 ,m>ie ,baumg>t51 t ,i h 9 /ore a l(ti] de/9y4 ,i c make use ( ,philology1 b ,i am m ?an a ,philologi/4 ',i misrepres5t myself4' ,su* 0 ! p]si/5t !me ( my la/ t5 ye>s4 ,n[ t a ye> ( retir$ life has made ev]y?+ s visible & s cle> 7,i _c express h[ ri* ,i feel & h[ mu* ( a creator ( joy1 9 spite ( e affliction1 z soon z ,i am left alone ) myself71 n[1 ,i tell y ) complete confid5ce t ,i am n return+ to ,basle to /ay !re4 ,h[ w x come ab\t8 ,i d n "k1 b my lib]ty 7,ah6 h[ mode/ my mat]ial necessities are2 little matt]s to me71 my lib]ty1 ,i %all conqu] x = myself4 ,8 si/] came to jo9 him at ,basle & liv$ ) him4 ,at fir/ 8 pleasure 0 great1 b he soon recognis$ t he c\ld n talk ) ?is girl :o 0 altoge!r a ,wagn]ian & q devot$ to ! ideas ( ,bayreu?4 ,paul ,re 0 ! only man ^: company he lik$2 b ,paul ,re 0 deta9$ 9 ,nor? ,g]many by consid]ations ( heal?1 & c\ld n1 z ,nietzs*e _h hop$1 come to ,basle4 ,i hope t ,i %all soon le>n1 he wrote to him1 t ! evil demons ( sickness are leav+ y 9 peace4 ,all t ,i wi% = y 9 ! ,new ,ye> is t y rema9 z y are1 & t y rema9 = me z y h be54444 ,let me tell y t fri5d%ip has nev] be5 s sweet to me z 9 ?is la/ ye>1 ?anks to y4444 ,:5 ,i he> ( y\r "w1 my m\? wat]s1 = ,i desire to be ) y s mu*4 ,we h be5 made to und]/& ea* o!r aright2 we always come toge!r1 ,i ?9k1 l good neighb\rs1 to :om ! idea occurs1 at ! same mom5t1 t !y %\ld pay ea* o!r a visit1 & :o meet on ! conf9es ( _! l&s4444 ,:5 %all we h a good conv]sation ^u human affairs1 a p]sonal1 n an epi/ol>y conv]sation8 ,9 ,decemb] he wrote to ,re3 ,t5 times a day ,i wi% to be ne> y4 ,nev]!less he f9i%$ 8 book1 or1 to be m accurate1 he did n f9i% x1 = he pres]v$ ! attractive fre$om ( 8 notes4 ,x 0 ?us t !y came to him1 "o aft] ano!r1 )\t any connection2 & x pleas$ him t !y %\ld ?us rema94 ,8 deplorable heal? prev5t$ him f putt+ a weft across !m1 f impos+ an ord] ^u !m4 ,& :at did x matt]8 ,he recall$ ^? ,fr5* writ]s ^: loyalty he lov$3 ,pascal1 ,l>o*ef\cauld1 ,vauv5>gues1 ,montaigne4 ,he wi%$ to leave1 aft] _! example1 "s disord] & "s discont9uity 9 8 ?\ghts4 ,he wi%$ to write a simple book :i* %\ld call ! mo/ urg5t en?usia/s back to prud5ce4 ,r\nd ,wagn] & ,bayreu?1 beautiful s\ls 7 innum]able4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 :o _h j miss$ be+ "o ( ^!1 wi%$1 by talk+ 9 ! mann] ( old ,socrates1 to make !m feel ! absurdity ( _! fai?4 ,human1 ,all ,too ,human1 0 ! title :i* he _h *os54 ,"r at ! end ( 8 consci\s life1 he rec\nt$ ! object ( 8 book4 ,a tor* 9 my h&1 he writes1 & ! light n smoky1#a ,i h ca/ a lively light ^u ?is subt]ranean _w ( ! ,ideal4 ,x is w>1 b w> )\t p[d] & )\t smoke1 )\t w>-l attitudes1 )\t pa?os1 )\t dislocat$ limbs--all t w\ld /ill be 'idealism4' ,error aft] error1 ,i took !m & plac$ !m on ! ice1 & ! ideal 0 n ev5 refut$--x froze4 ,"h1 = example1 freezes '! ,g5ius'2 9 ?is o!r corn] freezes '! ,sa9t'2 b5ea? a ?ick /opp] ( froz5 ice '! ,h]o'2 &1 la/ly1 x is '! ,fai?' :i* freezes1 %e :o is nam$ ',conviction'2 & !n "h is ',pity1' :i* notably gr[s cold--9 fact1 ne>ly ev]y:]e freezes '! ?+ 9 itself4' ,c]ta9ly ?is "w is p>adoxical4 ,no "o is s ard5t z ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 no "o has su* a belief 9 8 "w1 9 8 mission1 9 ! sublime ends ( life2 & yet he lab\rs to sc(f at !m4 ,he rev]ses e !sis t he has hi!rto upheld4 ,p]eat ,v]itas1 fiat vita6--he _h once writt54 ,n[ he writes1 ,p]eat vita1 fiat ,v]itas6 ,above poetry he places sci5ce2 above s*ylus1 t same ,socrates :om he _h at o!r times d5\nc$4 ,no d\bt x is only a pret5ce1 & he kn[s x4 ,! ideas :i* he expresses are n really 8 own4 ,he arms himself ) irony = a combat :i* w be %ort3 = he is n an ironi/4 ,he wants to f9d1 & is conv9c$ t he w f9d1 an unkn[n lyricism :i* %all inspire 8 great works4 ,human1 ,all ,too ,human1 is ! sign ( a "t ( crisis & ( passage1 b :at a surpris+ crisis1 :at a difficult passage6 ,! book is !re1 wrote ,nietzs*e1 to ! great a/oni%m5t ( ! pro/rate invalid4 ,on ,janu>y #c1 #ahgi1 he receiv$ ! poem ,p>sifal1 :i* ,ri*>d ,wagn] s5t him4 ,he read x1 & c\ld bett] measure ! always increas+ di/ance :i* sep>at$ him f 8 old ma/]4 ,he wrote to ! ,b>on von ,seydlitz3 ,impression f ! fir/ read+3 m ,liszt ?an ,wagn]2 ! _s ( ! c\nt]-re=mation2 = me :o am too accu/om$ to ! ,greek & human atmosph]e1 all ?is belongs to a too limit$ ,*ri/ianity2 ! psy*ology is fanta/ic2 !re is no fle% & f> too mu* blood 7! ,la/ ,supp] especially has f> too mu* blood ab\t x = me72 ,i d n l hy/]ical *amb]maids4 ,! /yle seems l a translation f a =eign language4 ,b ! situations & _! developm5ts--are !y n 9 a ve9 ( ! greate/ poetry8 ,nev] did a musician propose a high] task to 8 music4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 9 ?is lett]1 did n speak all 8 ?\ghts4 ,c]ta9 features ( x 7no fle% & f> too mu* blood7 let u div9e1 z already active & vehem5t )9 him1 t repugnance :i* he 0 to express t5 ye>s lat]4 ,nev]!less he lov$ ?is incomp>able ma/]1 & = ! fir/ "t he 0 oblig$ to put cle>ly to himself ! problem ( ! rupture4 ,he _h receiv$ ! poem ,p>sifal2 %\ld he reply1 &1 if s1 9 :at t]ms8 or %\ld he take ! m frank & simple c\rse ( leav+ x unansw]$8 ,8 d\bts & vexations increas$4 ,x is n easy to gauge 8 condition at ?is "t4 ,he sc>cely confid$ 9 8 si/]4 ,8 lett]s to ,paul ,re1 :i* w\ld no d\bt enlight5 u1 are n pr9t$4 ,s9ce ,*ri/mas1 #ahgg1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h m leisure1 8 pr(essional "w hav+ be5 r$uc$ by "s h\rs4 ,he took advantage ( ?is to leave ,basle e week & w&] alone 9 ! neighb\r+ regions4 ,he did n g to ! high m\nta9s2 he _h little ta/e = ^! mon/]s & pref]r$ ! ,jura1 ! ,black ,=e/1 ^: wood$ heights rem9d$ him ( ! places ( 8 *ildhood4 ,:at 7 8 ?\ghts8 ,we may conjecture t he 0 occupi$ solely ) ,wagn] & 8 book4 ,"o mon?1 two mon?s _h pass$1 & he _h n ackn[l$g$ ! receipt ( ,p>sifal4 ,human1 ,all ,too ,human 0 pr9t$1 & ! publi%] 0 wait+4 ,b h[ %\ld he =ew>n ! ma/]1 h[ prep>e him = ?is surpris+ docum5t8 ,8 disciples _h accu/om$ him to ! mo/ obsequi\s homage1 ! mo/ pr(\nd intellectual def]5ce4 ,nietzs*e knew t 8 indep5d5t "w w\ld sc&alise ! dovecot ( ,bayreu?4 ,:5 ! mom5t = 8 pron\ncem5t came he took fright4 ,he 0 z mu* conc]n$ = ! public z = ,wagn] himself4 ,he 0 a%am$ ( ! philosophy :i* he 0 giv+ =? z 8 own4 ,he _h writt5 ^! pages1 & he regrett$ no?+2 he _h foll[$1 z he _h ! "r to foll[1 ! vital logic :i* rul$ 8 m9d4 ,b he also knew t ?is same logic w\ld br+ him back "o day t[>ds a new lyricism1 & x w\ld h suit$ him to disguise some:at ! int]lude ( 8 ye>s ( crisis4 ,he !n conceiv$ a s+ul> idea3 he w\ld n sign 8 book2 he w\ld publi% x 9 an enigmatical mann]1 anonym\sly2 ,ri*>d ,wagn] alone w\ld "k ! my/]y & "k t ,human1 ,all ,too ,human 0 ! "w ( 8 fri5d1 ( 8 disciple1 :o at ! bottom ( 8 s\l rema9$ /ill fai?ful4 ,he wrote out a long draft ( a lett] :i* is pres]v$ to u3 ,i s5d y ?is book3 ,human1 ,all ,too ,human2 & at ! same "t ,i tell y1 y & y\r noble companion1 9 complete confid5ce1 my secret2 x suits me t x %\ld be also y\rs4 ,! book is m9e4444 ,i f9d myself 9 ! condition ( m9d ( an (fic] :o has c>ri$ a r$\bt4 ,?\gh w\nd$ he is ^u ! heights & waves 8 /&>d4 ,m joy1 f> m joy ?an sorr[1 ?\gh ! neighb\r+ spectacle be t]rible4 ,i h told y t ,i "k no "o :o is really 9 agreem5t ) me 9 ?\ght4 ,& yet ,i fancy t ,i h ?\ght1 n z an individual1 b z ! repres5tative ( a gr\p2 ! mo/ s+ul> s5tim5t ( solitude & ( society4444 444 ,! swifte/ h]ald :o does n "k precisely if ! cavalry is com+ beh9d him1 or ev5 if x exi/s4 ,! publi%] reject$ ! proposal & ,nietzs*e _h to ab&on x4 ,at la/ 8 m9d 0 made up4 ,europe 0 ab\t to celebrate1 9 ,may1 #ahgh1 ! hundr$? anniv]s>y ( ,voltaire's dea?4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e decid$ t he w\ld publi% 8 book at ?is "t1 & he w\ld d$icate x to ! memory ( ! great pamphlete]4 99 99 99 99 99 ,9 ,norway ^? p]iods dur+ :i* ! sun rema9s all day b5ea? ! horizon are call$ times ( obscurity1 he wrote 9 #ahgi2 dur+ t "t ! temp]ature goes d[n sl[ly & incessantly4 ,:at a m>vell\s symbol = all ?9k]s = :om ! sun ( man's future has be5 obscur$ = a "t6 ,nietzs*e knew 8 "t ( obscurity4 ,erw9 ,rohde disapprov$ ( 8 book1 ,ri*>d ,wagn] made no reply2 b ,nietzs*e knew h[ he 0 be+ judg$ 9 ! ma/]'s circle4 ,! c>icaturi/ ( ,bayreu?1 said !y1 is ei!r an +rate or a madman4 ,an unkn[n donor 7,g]sdorff1 0 x n87 s5t f ,p>is a box 9 :i* ,fri$ri* & ,lisbe? ,nietzs*e f\nd a bu/ ( ,voltaire & a %ort note3 ,! s\l ( ,monsieur ,voltaire pres5ts 8 complim5ts to ,monsieur ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e4 ,lisbe? ,nietzs*e c\ld n tol]ate ! idea t h] bro!r1 pure ,g]man at he>t1 %\ld range himself "u ! bann] ( a ,fr5*man1 & ( su* a ,fr5*man6 ,%e wept4 ,no d\bt "s ( 8 fri5ds pass$ a diff]5t judgm5t4 ,y\r book1 said ,jacob ,burckh>dt1 enl>ges ! indep5d5ce ( ! m9d4 ,only "o book1 wrote ,paul ,re1 has sugge/$ z _m ?\ghts to me z has y\rs--! conv]sations ( ,goe! & ,eck]mann4 ,pet] ,ga/ rema9$ fai?ful1 ,ov]beck & 8 wife 7 sure fri5ds4 ,nietzs*e did n feel 8 defeat ! less = x ,human1 ,all ,too ,human _h no success4 ,ri*>d ,wagn]1 x 0 said1 0 amus$ by ! smallness ( ! sales4 ,he *aff$ ! publi%]3 ,ah1 ah6 n[ y see ,nietzs*e is read only :5 he def5ds our cause2 o!rwise1 no4 ,9 ,augu/1 #ahgh1 ,human1 ,all ,too ,human 0 judg$ & condemn$ 9 ! ,j\rnal ( ,bayreu?4 ,e ,g]man pr(essor1 wrote ! anonym\s au?or1 9 :om ,nietzs*e recognis$1 or believ$ t he recognis$1 ,ri*>d ,wagn]1 has to write once 9 8 life a book to consecrate 8 fame4 ,b z x is n giv5 to all ! _w to f9d a tru?1 "o cont5ts oneself1 to obta9 ! desir$ effect1 ) prov+ ! radical nons5se ( ! views ( a pr$ecessor1 & ! effect is s mu* ! great] :5 ! pr$ecessor :o is put to %ame 0 ! m consid]able man4 ,?is l[ /yle ( judgm5t griev$ ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e4 ,he n[ propos$ to expla91 9 a tone ( s]5ity & respect1 8 attitude 9 respect to 8 old ma/]s1 ,s*op5hau] & ,wagn]4 ,only x seem$ to him t ! "t = c\rtesies _h gone by1 &1 aft] reconsid]+ 8 ,sorr5to notes1 he und]took to write a sequel to ! ?\ghts ( ,human1 ,all ,too ,human4 ,8 si/] _h left him2 9 ,septemb] he 0 lead+ a pa9ful & mis]able life1 a few features ( :i* we c appreh5d4 ,he 0 avoid$1 = 8 agitat$ condition gave al>m4 ,(t51 on com+ out ( ! ,univ]sity1 he w\ld meet ,jacob ,burckh>dt4 ,! wise hi/orian w\ld slip (f by a clev] manuvre2 he e/eem$ 8 colleague1 b dread$ him4 ,9 va9 ,nietzs*e s\ght to ga!r new disciples ar\nd him4 ,i am hunt+ = m51 he wrote1 l a v]itable corsair1 n to sell !m into slav]y1 b to c>ry !m (f ) me to lib]ty4 ,?is unsociable lib]ty :i* he propos$ fail$ to s$uce ! "y m54 ,a /ud5t1 ,h]r ,s*affl]1 has record$ 8 recollections3 ,i att5d$ ,nietzs*e's lectures1 says he2 ,i knew him v slightly4 ,once1 at ! end ( a lecture1 he *anc$ to be ne> me1 & we walk$ out side by side4 ,!re 7 light cl\ds pass+ ov] ! sky4 ',! beautiful cl\ds1' he said to me1 'h[ rapid !y are6' ',!y resemble ! cl\ds ( ,paul ,v]onese1' ,i answ]$4 ,sudd5ly 8 h& seiz$ my arm4 ',li/51' said he2 '! holidays are com+2 ,i am leav+ soon1 come ) me1 & we %all g toge!r to see ! cl\ds at ,v5ice4' 444 ,i 0 surpris$1 ,i /amm]$ out "s hesitat+ words2 !n ,i saw ,nietzs*e turn f me1 8 face icy & rigid z dea?4 ,he mov$ away )\t say+ a ^w1 leav+ me alone4 ,! break ) ,wagn] 0 8 great & la/+ sorr[4 ,su* a f>ewell1 he wrote1 :5 "o p>ts because agreem5t is impossible betwe5 "o's mann] ( feel+ & "o's mann] ( judg+1 puts u back 9 contact ) t o!r p]son1 & we ?r[ ourselves ) all our /r5g? aga9/ t wall :i* nature has set up betwe5 u & him4 ,9 ,febru>y1 #ahgi1 ,lisbe? ,nietzs*e wrote to ,cosima ,wagn]3 _h h] bro!r advis$ h] to make ! ov]ture8 ,did he "k ( x8 ,did he approve ( x8 ,we _c say4 ,cosima answ]$ ) an imp]ial & sweet firmness4 ,d n speak to me ( ,human1 ,all ,too ,human1 %e wrote4 ,! only ?+ t ,i c>e to rememb] 9 writ+ to y is ?is1 t y\r bro!r once wrote = me "s ( ! mo/ beautiful pages t ,i "k4444 ,i be> no malice aga9/ him3 he has be5 brok5 by suff]+4 ,he has lo/ ! ma/]y ( himself1 & ?is expla9s 8 felony4 ,%e add$1 ) m _s ?an s5se1 ,to say t 8 pres5t writ+s are n def9itive1 t !y repres5t ! /ages ( a m9d t seeks itself1 is1 ,i ?9k1 curi\s4 ,x is almo/ z if ,bee?ov5 _h said3 ',see me 9 my ?ird mann]6' ,moreov]1 "o recognises z "o reads t ! au?or is n conv9c$ by 8 "w2 x is m]ely sophism )\t impulse1 & "o is mov$ to pity4 ,miscellane\s ,op9ions & ,apoph!gms1 :i* =m$ ! sequel to ,human1 ,all ,too ,human1 appe>$ 9 #ahgi4 ,b ! (f5ce :i* ?is second volume might h giv5 0 att5uat$ &1 z x 71 w>d$ (f1 by reason ( ! pity :i* ,nietzs*e n[ inspir$ 9 ^? :o _h =m]ly kn[n him4 ,8 /ate ( heal? grew worse4 ,8 head1 8 /oma*1 8 eyes1 torm5t$ him )\t int]mission4 ,! doctors began to be disquiet$ by symptoms :i* !y c\ld n asc]ta91 by an invalid :om !y c\ld n cure4 ,x appe>$ to !m t 8 eyesight1 & p]haps 8 reason1 7 ?reat5$4 ,he div9$ _! al>ms4 ,pet] ,ga/ wait$ at ,v5ice1 call$ to him f !re2 b ,nietzs*e 0 =c$ to ab&on ! project ( a voyage2 he _h to %ut himself up 9 8 room at ,basle beh9d clos$ %utt]s & drawn curta9s4 ,:at 0 to become ( him8 ,rohde1 ,g]sdorff1 t\*$ by ! wreck ( ?is man ( :om !y _h hop$ s mu*1 wrote to ,ov]beck3 ,!y say t ,nietzs*e is lo/1 advise u4 ,alas1 repli$ ,ov]beck1 8 condition is desp]ate4 ,ev5 ,ri*>d ,wagn] rememb]$ & 0 t\*$4 ,c ,i =get him1 he wrote to ,ov]beck1 my fri5d :o sep>at$ f me ) su* viol5ce8 ,i cle>ly see t x w\ld n h be5 "r to dem& conv5tional consid]ations f a s\l torn by su* passions4 ,"o mu/ be sil5t & h pity4 ,b ,i am 9 absolute ignorance ( 8 life1 & ( 8 suff]+s2 ?is afflicts me4 ,w\ld x be indiscreet if ,i ask$ y to write me news ( my fri5d8 ,app>5tly ,nietzs*e did n "k ( ?is lett]4 ,he _h writt51 a few mon?s e>li]1 among o!r notes3 ,gratitude is a b\rgeois virtue2 x _c be appli$ to a man l ,wagn]4 ,8 happ9ess w\ld h be5 great1 _h he be5 able to read ! id5tical ?\ght1 writt5 by 8 ma/]1 ,x w\ld n h be5 "r to dem& conv5tional consid]ations f a ,nietzs*e4 ,ov]beck & 8 wife att5d$ ! invalid4 ,!y wrote to 8 si/] t %e ought to be at 8 side4 ,%e came at once & sc>cely recognis$ ! /oop+1 deva/at$ man1 ag$ 9 "o ye> by t5 ye>s1 :o ?ank$ h] = com+ ) a ge/ure ( 8 h&4 99 99 99 99 99 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e gave up 8 pr(essor%ip2 he s5t 9 8 resignation1 :i* 0 accept$4 ,9 recomp5se = 8 s]vices he 0 to receive a p5sion ( ?ree ?\s& francs4 ,lisbe? took him away4 ,he ?\ght himself a lo/ man1 & express$ 8 la/ wi%es4 ,make me a promise1 ,lisbe?2 let my fri5ds only accompany my corpse2 let none :o are m]ely indiff]5t or curi\s be pres5t4 ,i %all no long] be able to def5d myself1 & y mu/ d x4 ,let no prie/1 let no "o come & speak ins9c]e words ov] my c(f94 ,see t ,i am buri$ l a loyal pagan1 ) no lies told4 ,he long$ = ! mo/ des]t & sil5t places1 = ! mo/ complete solitude2 %e br\ght him to ! valleys ( ! ,upp] ,engad9e4 ,at t "t v few p w5t up !re4 ,nietzs*e discov]$ ?is remote ,switz]l& & d]iv$ an unexpect$ com=t f ! light & pure quality ( ! air1 & ! k9dly light ( ! mead[s1 :i* soo!d 8 worn-out eyes4 ,he lik$ ! scatt]$ lakes1 :i* recall$ a ,f9l&1 ! villages ) _! s++ names1 ! f9e peasant race1 :i* proclaim$ ! pres5ce ( ,italy beyond ! glaci]s4 ,?is nature is famili> to me1 he wrote to ,re2 x does n a/oni% me1 !re is an und]/&+ betwe5 u4 ,) a convalesc5t's surprise he began to live aga94 ,he wrote sc>cely any lett]s2 he wrote = himself1 & x is 9 8 "w t we mu/ seek ! in=mation :i* 8 correspond5ce =m]ly gave u4 ,?is is h[ he n>rates 8 asc5t t[>ds ! ,engad9e4 ,et 9 ,arcadia ego4--,above ! hills :i* take ! %ape ( waves1 across ! au/]e p9es & ! old fir-trees1 ,i h turn$ my gaze ^u a little lake ^: wat] is gre5 & milky4 ,ar\nd me 7 rocks ( e cont\r1 a soil pa9t$ 9 discordant col\rs ) grasses & fl[]s4 ,be=e me a flock mov$1 n[ scatt]+1 n[ clos+ up its ranks2 "s c[s1 gr\p$ af>-(f1 bel[ a =e/ ( p9es1 /ood out 9 relief "u ! ev5+ light2 o!rs1 ne>]1 m sombre2 & ev]y?+ calm 9 ! peace ( ! approa*+ twilight4 ,my wat* regi/]$ half-pa/ five4 ,! mon>* ( ! h]d 0 walk+ 9 ! foam-:ite brook2 he /epp$ out sl[ly1 n[ /emm+ ! fi]ce tide1 n[ giv+ way to x3 no d\bt he f\nd a k9d ( f]oci\s delight 9 s do+4 ,two human be+s1 br[n sk9n$1 ( ,b]gamesque orig91 7 ! %eph]ds ( ?is flock3 ! "y girl dress$ almo/ l a boy4 ,to ! "r1 above a l>ge belt ( =e/1 edges ( rocks1 fields ( sn[2 to ! left1 two enorm\s prongs ( ice1 f> ov] me1 9 a veil ( cle> mi/4 ,ev]y?+ gr&1 calm1 lum9\s4 ,?is beauty1 ?us sudd5ly p]ceiv$1 ?rill$1 s z to br+ into ! s\l a mute adoration ( ?is mom5t ( revelation4 ,into ?is _w ( pure light & %>p outl9e 7exempt f disquiet & desire1 expectation & regret71 "o 0 tempt$ to introduce ,grecian h]oes--involunt>ily1 z ?\gh x 7 ! mo/ natural ?+4 ,"o _h to feel 9 ! mann] ( ,p\ss9 & 8 pupils2 9 a ?or\ghly h]oic & idyllic mann]4 ,& x is ?us t c]ta9 m5 h liv$1 ?us t !y h felt life1 la/+ly1 )9 & )\t !mselves2 & ,i recognise among !m "o ( ! greate/ ( all m51 "o :o discov]$ a /yle ( h]oic & idyllic philosoph]3 ,epicurus4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e /ay$ 9 ! ,engad9e1 poorly lodg$1 sp>+ly f$1 till ,septemb] came2 b he 0 satisfi$1 ?\gh depriv$ ( fri5ds1 ) 8 music & books4 ,8 suff]+s 7 n intol]able3 he c\ld "w & _h soon fill$ six copybooks ) p5cil notes ( 8 calm] ?\ghts1 :i*1 ?\gh always sceptical1 7 n bitt]1 b seem$1 z x 71 temp]$ by ! unexpect$ indulg5ce4 ,he _h no illusions conc]n+ ?is respite :i* he _h receiv$4 ,x 0 a respite & no m1 & he did n hope4 ,nev]!less he rejoic$ t1 be=e 8 breakd[n1 he _h ! opportunity ( say+ :at happ9ess _h be5 procur$ him by ! simple contemplation ( ?+s1 ( human nature1 ( ! m\nta9s & ! sky2 he ha/5$ to h>ve/ ?is la/ felicity4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,septemb]1 #ahgi1 he s5t 8 complet$ "w to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,my de>1 de> fri5d1 he wrote1 :5 y receive ^! l9es my manuscript w be 9 y\r h&s4 ,p]haps y w feel a little ( ! pleasure :i* ,i h myself :5 ,i ?9k ( my "w t is n[ complet$4 ,i am at ! end ( my ?irty-fif? ye>1 '! middle ( life1' !y us$ to say "s ?\s& ye>s ago3 x is ! age at :i* ,dante _h 8 vision1 z he tells u 9 ! fir/ v]ses ( 8 poem4 ,i am n[ 9 ?is middle ( life1 & on all sides s h>d press$ by dea?1 t at any h\r x may take me2 my life is su* t ,i mu/ =esee a rapid dea?1 9 spasms4444 ,s ,i feel l a v old man1 & ! m because ,i h done ! "w ( my life4 ,i h p\r$ out a good drop ( oil1 ,i "k x1 x w be acc\nt$ to me4 ,i h exp]i5c$ my mann] ( life to ! full2 _m w exp]i5ce x aft] me4 ,my cont9ual1 my bitt] suff]+s h n alt]$ my hum\r up to ! pres5t4 ,on ! contr>y1 x seems to me t ,i feel gay]1 m k9dly1 ?an ev] ,i 03 :5ce comes ?is influ5ce :i* =tifies me & ameliorates my condition8 ,n f m51 = all b a few are provok$ aga9/ me1#b & d n grudge ! tr\ble ( lett+ me "k x4 ,de> fri5d1 read ?is la/ manuscript f end to end1 & see if any trace ( suff]+ or ( depression is !re disclos$4 ,i ?9k n1 & ?is v conviction assures me t !re mu/ be "s hidd5 /r5g? 9 my ?\ghts1 & n t lassitude1 t p[]lessness1 :i* ^? :o d n approve ( me w\ld l to f9d 9 !m4 ,at ?is in/ant ( 8 life ,nietzs*e made ready to die4 ,h[8 ,x is n too haz>d\s to guess4 ,he 0 wait+ = t rapid end 9 spasms1 :i* _h swept (f 8 fa!r 9 madness1 & a pi\s s5tim5t br\ght him back to ! dome/ic he>?4 ,releas$ f ! obligations :i* kept him at ,basle1 free to *oose 8 retreat1 he resi/$ ! call ( ,pet] ,ga/ f ,v5ice4 ,x 0 no "t = le>n+ to "k & to love a new beauty4 ,no1 said he1 9 spite ( ,ov]beck1 9 spite ( my si/]1 :o press me to rejo9 y1 ,i %all n g4 ,9 c]ta9 circum/ances1 z ,i ?9k1 x is fitt+ t "o %\ld be clos] to "o's "m1 "o's he>?1 "o's s\v5irs ( *ildhood4444 ,x 0 to ,naumburg1 !re=e1 t he proce$$4 ,he wi%$ to lead !re a life ( entire peace1 & to di/ract himself f ?\ght by manual lab\r4 ,9 a t[] ( ! old ramp>ts he hir$ a great room4 ,bel[ ! old wall !re ext5d$ an unus$ piece ( l&1 & ?is he took on lease & cultivat$4 ,i h t5 fruit trees1 he wrote1 & roses1 lilacs1 c>nations1 /rawb]ries1 goose-b]ry bu%es1 & gre5 gooseb]ries4 ,at ! beg9n+ ( next ye> ,i %all h t5 r[s ( vegetables gr[+4 ,b ! invalid 0 soon oblig$ to ab&on ^! plans4 ,! w9t] 0 rigor\s4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e c\ld n )/& ei!r ! gl>e ( ! sn[ :i* dazzl$ 8 eyes1 or ! humid air :i* depress$ & %att]$ 8 n]ves4 ,9 a few weeks he _h lo/ ! b5efit d]iv$ f 8 visit to ! ,engad9e4 ,! ,travell] & 8 ,%ad[1 ! pro(s ( :i* ,pet] ,ga/ _h correct$1 0 publi%$4 ,app>5tly x 0 bett] und]/ood ?an ! prec$+ collections _h be54 ,rohde wrote ,nietzs*e a lett] :i* pleas$ him4 ,c]ta9ly he did n express unqualifi$ admiration4 ,?is cle> b nev] emotional view ( humanity1 said he1 pa9s him :o loves y & :o he>s ! fri5d 9 e ^w4 ,b1 on ! :ole1 he admir$4 ,:at y give to y\r read]s1 he wrote1 y c sc>cely surmise1 = y live 9 y\r own m9d4 ,b a voice l y\rs is "o :i* we nev] he>1 ei!r 9 life or 9 books4 ,&1 z ,i read y1 ,i cont9ue to exp]i5ce :at ,i exp]i5c$ at y\r side 9 ! "t ( our comrade%ip3 ,i feel myself rais$ into a high] ord] ( ?+s1 & spiritually ennobl$4 ,! conclusion ( y\r book p5etrates ! s\l4 ,y c & y %\ld1 aft] ^! discordant h>monies1 give u yet s(t]1 yet div9] /ra9s4444 ,f>ewell1 my de> fri5d1 y are always he :o gives1 ,i am always he :o receives4444 ,nietzs*e 0 happy4 ,?anks1 de> fri5d1 he wrote on ! #bh? ( ,decemb]1 #ahgi2 y\r old affection seal$ anew--x is ! mo/ preci\s gift :i* ^! ,*ri/mas days h br\ght me4 ,b 8 answ] 0 brief1 & ! la/ two l9es ( 8 lett] give ! reason3 ,my condition has aga9 become t]rible1 my tortures are atroci\s2 su/9eo1 ab/9eo2 & ,i am a/oni%$ at x myself4 ,?is v /rong language conta9s no exagg]ation4 ,8 "m & si/]1 :o saw him suff]1 be> witness to ! awful days ?r\gh :i* he pass$4 ,he accept$ suff]+ z a te/1 z a spiritual ex]cise4 ,he comp>$ 8 de/9y to t ( m5 :o 7 great 9 sorr[--,leop>di1 = in/ance4 ,b ,leop>di 0 n brave1 =1 9 8 sickness1 he defam$ life1 &--,nietzs*e discov]$ ?is h>d tru?--an invalid has n ! "r to be a pessimi/4 ,or ! ,*ri/4 ,b ev5 ,*ri/ weak5$ ^u ! cross4 ,fa!r1 ,fa!r6 ,he cri$ out1 :y ha/ ,?\ =sak5 ,me8 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h no ,god1 no fa!r1 no fai?1 no fri5ds4 ,e prop he _h tak5 f himself1 & yet he did n b5d4 ,to compla91 ev5 9 a pass+ mann]1 w\ld be to av[ defeat4 ,he refus$ to make ! av[al4 ,suff]+ did n ov]:elm him2 on ! contr>y1 x in/ruct$ him1 & animat$ 8 ?\ght4 ,! enorm\s t5sion ( ! intellect1 b5t on ! ma/]y ( pa91 he writes1 %[s ev]y?+ 9 a new light3 & ! unspeakable *>m ( e new light is (t5 p[]ful en\gh to ov]come all ! allurem5ts ( suicide1 & to make ! cont9uance ( life appe> z mo/ desirable to ! suff]]4 ,scornfully he reviews ! w>m & com=table dream-_w1 :]e9 ! heal?y man moves un?9k+ly2 scornfully he reviews ! noble/ & de>e/ ( ! illusions 9 :i* he =m]ly indulg$2 ?is contempt is 8 joy1 x is ! c\nt]poise :i* enables him to hold 8 own aga9/ physical pa91 a c\nt]poise ! necessity ( :i* he n[ feels4444 ,our pride revolts z x nev] did be=e3 joyfully does x def5d life aga9/ su* a tyrant z pa91 t tyrant t w\ld =ce u to te/ify aga9/ life4 ,to /& = life 9 ! face ( ?is tyrant is a task ( inf9ite fasc9ation4#c ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e suppos$ t 8 end 0 close at h&4 ,on ! #ad? ( ,janu>y1 wi%+ to give a la/ indication ( 8 ?\ght to "s fri5d1 he wrote ,frule9 von ,meys5bug a lett] :i* is a f>ewell & a spiritual te/am5t4 ,:at an ef=t x mu/ h co/ him6 ,al?\gh to write is "o ( ! fruits :i* is mo/ /rongly =bidd5 me1 /ill ,i want y to h "o m lett] f me1 y :om ,i love & v5]ate l a belov$ si/]--x w be ! la/6 ,= ! awful & almo/ incessant m>tyrdom ( my life gives me a ?ir/ = dea?1 &1 accord+ to c]ta9 signs1 ,i am n[ ne> en\gh to t access ( fev]1 :i* %all save me1 to be p]mitt$ to hope4 ,i h suff]$ s mu*1 ,i h r5\nc$ s _m ?+s t !re is no ascetic1 ( any "t1 to ^: life ,i h n ! "r to comp>e my life 9 ?is la/ ye>4 ,nev]!less ,i h acquir$ a great deal4 ,my s\l has ga9$ 9 purity1 9 sweetness1 & ,i no long] ne$ religion or art = t4 7,y w rem>k t ,i h "s pride2 t is because 9 my /ate ( entire ab&onm5t ,i h be5 able f9ally to discov] my intimate s\rces ( consolation47 ,i ?9k t ,i h done ! "w ( my life z a man may to :om no "t is left4 ,b ,i "k t = _m m5 ,i h p\r$ out a drop ( good oil1 t _m m5 w be guid$ by me t[>ds a high]1 a m s]5e1 & lucid life4 ,i give y ?is supplem5t>y in=mation3 :5 my humanity %all h ceas$ to be1 m5 w say s4 ,no sorr[ has be5 or w be able to induce me to give false evid5ce on life1 z ,i "k x4 ,to :om %\ld ,i say all ?is if n to y8 ,i ?9k--b x is immode/ to say s--t our *>act]s resemble ea* o!r4 ,= in/ance3 bo? ( u are brave1 & nei!r di/ress nor contempt has be5 able to turn u f ! pa? :i* we recognis$ z ! "r pa?4 ,& bo? ( u h kn[n1 9 u1 ar\nd u1 _m a tru?1 ! dazzl+ spl5d\r ( :i* few ( our contempor>ies h p]ceiv$--we hope = humanity &1 sil5tly1 (f] ourselves 9 sacrifice = x1 d we n8 ,h y good news ( ! ,wagn]s8 ,= ?ree ye>s ,i h he>d no?+ ( !m4 ,!y1 too1 h =sak5 me4 ,i knew = long t ,wagn] w\ld sep>ate f me z soon z he %\ld h recognis$ ! diff]5ce ( our ef=ts4 ,i h be5 told t he writes aga9/ me4 ,let him3 all means mu/ be us$ to br+ ! tru? to light6 ,i ?9k ( him ) a la/+ gratitude1 = ,i owe him "s ( ! /ronge/ incitem5ts t[>ds spiritual lib]ty4 ,madame ,wagn]1 z y "k1 is ! mo/ sympa!tic woman :om ,i h met4 ,b our relations are end$1 & assur$ly ,i am n ! man to resume !m4 ,x is too late4 ,receive1 de> fri5d1 :o are a si/] to me1 ! salutation ( a "y old man to :om life has n be5 cruel1 al?\gh x has come ab\t t he desires to die4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he liv$1 nev]!less4 ,paul ,re came to see him1 read to him1 & succe$$ 9 di/ract+ 8 ?\ghts4 ,! wea!r1 :i* _h tri$ him s sev]ely1 grew w>m]1 & ! sn[1 :i* _h dimm$ 8 eyesight1 melt$4 ,pet] ,ga/1 liv+ z 9 ! previ\s ye> at ,v5ice1 /eadily wrote & call$ to him4 ,9 ! middle ( ,febru>y he felt1 ) surprise1 a reawak5+ ( /r5g?2 8 desires1 8 curiosities return$ to him1 & he set out at once4 ,he /ay$ = a mon? on ! %ores ( ,lake ,g>da1 at ,riva1 & ! improvem5t 9 8 lett]s gave 8 relatives "s hope4 ,on ! #ac? ( ,m>* he 0 at ,v5ice3 f t day ! end ( ?is crisis & 8 convalesc5ce mu/ be dat$4 ,he _h n yet lov$ ,italy4 ,:at p>ts ( x did he "k8 ,! ,lakes3 b _! some:at oppressive tepidity 0 ill-suit$ to him1 & he did n reli% _! ov]-s(t h>monies4 ,naples & its ,gulf3 b he 0 repell$ by ! ,neapolitan cr[d2 ! spl5d\r ( ! spectacle _h no d\bt conqu]$1 b x _h sc>cely *>m$ him4 ,no intimate union _h be5 e/abli%$ betwe5 ?is dazzl+ sc5]y & 8 spiritual passions4 ,b f ! fir/ mom5t he yield$ to ! fasc9ation ( ,v5ice4 ,9 ,v5ice he f\nd1 at a glance1 )\t ef=t1 :at 8 ,greek ma/]s--,hom]1 ,!ognis1 ,?ucydides--_h =m]ly giv5 him3 ! s5sation ( a lucid intellect1 :i* liv$ )\t dreams or scruples4 ,aga9/ dreams1 aga9/ scruples1 aga9/ ! pre/ige ( a romantic art1 he _h be5 fight+ = f\r ye>s4 ,! beauty ( ,v5ice 0 8 deliv]ance4 ,he rememb]$ 8 agonies & smil$ at himself4 ,_h he n flatt]$ himself 9 suppos+ t he 0 ! mo/ wret*$ ( m58 ,:at man :o suff]$ has n _h ?is ?\ght1 ?is *ildi% conceit8 ,:5 a fir/ dawn ( assuagem5t1 ( recov]y1 sup]v5es1 he wrote1 !n we ungratefully humiliate ! pride :i* =m]ly made u be> our sorr[1 we deal ) ourselves l nave simpletons--z if some?+ unique _h happ5$ to u6 ,aga9 we look ar\nd at m5 & at nature1 ) desire2 ! temp]$ lights ( life recom=t u2 aga9 heal? plays its magical tricks ) u4 ,we contemplate ! spectacle z if we 7 trans=m$1 b5evol5t & /ill fatigu$4 ,9 ?is condition "o _c he> music )\t weep+4 ,pet] ,ga/ att5d$ him ) t\*+ k9dness4 ,he accompani$ him 9 8 walks1 read to him1 play$ him 8 fav\rite music4 ,at ?is p]iod ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e lik$ ,*op9 above all musicians2 he discov]$ a d>+1 a fre$om ( passion 9 8 rhapsodies1 :i* is seldom ! gift ( ,g]man art4 ,d\btless we mu/ ?9k ( ,*op9 9 read+ ^? la/ words1 ,9 ?is condition "o _c he> music )\t weep+4 ,pet] ,ga/ also play$ ! "p ( secret>y1 = ,nietzs*e _h recov]$ 8 ard\r = "w4 ,day by day he dictat$ 8 ?\ghts4 ,he *ose1 imm$iately1 ! title = a new collection 7he gave up ! idea quickly71 ,l',ombra di ,v5ezia4 ,inde$1 did he n owe to ! pres5ce ( ,v5ice ?is ri*ness1 ?is =ce1 ?is subtlety ( 8 m9d8 ,he essay$ new rese>*es4 ,0 x true1 z he _h writt51 t a cold calculation ( int]e/ det]m9es ! actions ( m58 t a mean desire = safety1 = ease1 = happ9ess1 _h creat$ t excessive beauty to :i* ,v5ice /&s witness8 ,v5ice is unique2 nev]!less1 %e exi/s & mu/ be expla9$4 ,a spiritual port5t mu/ expla9 ! physical m>vel4 ,:at1 !n1 are ! hidd5 spr+s :i* det]m9e our acts8 ,life1 ,s*op5hau] us$ to say1 is a pure ,w to ,live2 e be+ desires to p]sev]e 9 be+4 ,we may g fur!r1 ?9ks ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 & say t life aspires ev] to ext5d & surpass itself4 ,its desire is1 n cons]vation1 b gr[?2 a pr9ciple ( conque/ & ( exaltation mu/ be l9k$ to its ess5ce4 ,h[ is ?is pr9ciple to be =mulat$8 ,nietzs*e did n yet "k2 b ! idea 0 ) him1 & importunate4 ,he felt t he 0 on ! eve ( a discov]y1 on ! ?re%old ( an unkn[n _w2 & he wrote1 or dictat$1 to 8 fri5d3 ,actions are nev] :at !y appe> to be4 ,we h _h su* difficulty 9 le>n+ t ext]nal ?+s are n :at !y appe> to u4 ,well1 x is ! same ) ! int]nal _w6 ,de$s are 9 reality 'some?+ o!r'--m we _c say ( !m1 & all de$s are ess5tially unkn[n4 ,9 ,july he tri$ ! wat]s ( ,m>i5bad4 ,he liv$ 9 a little inn1 situat$ opposite ! wood1 :]e he walk$ all ! l5g? ( ! day4 ,i am absorb$1 & excavate zeal\sly 9 my moral m9es1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 & x seems to me t ,i h become an altoge!r subt]ranean be+--x seems to me1 at ?is mom5t1 t ,i h f\nd a passage1 an op5+2 a hundr$ times ,i %all be ?us p]suad$ & !n deceiv$4 ,9 ,septemb] he 0 at ,naumburg2 he seem$ to be 9 a joyful & talkative hum\r2 8 si/] ,lisbe? recognis$ on 8 face t expression ( *e]ful sweetness :i* d5otes good m5tal "w1 a pl5itude & an afflux ( ?\ghts4 ,on ! #h? ( ,octob]1 fe>+ ! fogs1 he desc5d$ t[>ds ,italy4 ,he /opp$ at ,/resa1 on ! %ore ( ! ,lake ,maggiore4 ,b ! climate did n agree ) 8 n]ves1 & unsettl$ 8 m$itations4 ,x 0 ) t]ror t he recognis$ once m t ! tyranny ( ext]nal influ5ces held him at its m]cy4 ,he took fright2 c\ld he1 if he liv$ always 9 a /ate ( suff]+1 express ^? innum]able ideas1 philosophical & lyrical1 :i* press$ on him8 ,to acquire heal? 01 he ?\ght1 8 fir/ duty4 ,he left ,/resa & travell$ t[>ds ,sorr5to4 ,g5oa 0 on 8 road1 & !re he /opp$4 ,! place *>m$ him at fir/ sight4 ,its p 7 vigor\s1 frugal1 & gay2 ! temp]ature1 9 ,novemb]1 almo/ t ( summ]4 ,9 ,g5oa 0 comb9$ ! d\ble en]gy ( m\nta9 & ( sea4 ,nietzs*e lik$ ^? robu/ palaces t /ood a?w>t ! little /reets4 ,su* monum5ts _h be5 rais$ by ,corsair m]*ants to _! own glory1 by m5 ^: in/9cts 7 fett]$ by no scruples4 ,& 8 vision>y _s evok$ !m1 = he /ood 9 ne$ ( ^? ,italians ( a =m] "t :o 7 s lucid1 s grasp+1 & :o _h 9 !m s little ( ! ,*ri/ian2 :o li$ to o!rs1 b 7 frank t[>ds !mselves1 )\t sophi/ry4 ,he ne$$ !m 9 ord] to repress t romantic rev]ie :i* 0 n to be ext+ui%$ 9 him4 ,he desir$1 l ,r\sseau1 a return to nature4 ,b ,r\sseau's ,europe 0 "o ?+1 & ,nietzs*e's ano!r4 ,r\sseau's (f5d$ aga9/ ! s5tim5ts ( piety1 aga9/ human sympa?y1 aga9/ goodness2 ,nietzs*e's 0 a sluggi% ,europe "u ! dom9ation ( ! h]d1 & x (f5d$ aga9/ o!r s5tim5ts2 v diff]5t1 too1 0 ! oppress$ nature :i* he exalt$ & 9 :i* he s\ght ! cure & ! refre%m5t ( 8 s\l4 ,he wi%$ to make a /ay at ,g5oa4 ,aft] "s tr\ble he f\nd a p]fect home3 a g>ret1 ) a v good b$1 at ! top ( a /aircase ( a hundr$ & f\r /eps1 9 a h\se :i* look$ out on a pa? s /eep & /iff t no "o pass$ t way1 & t grass grew betwe5 ! pav+ /ones--,salita delle ,batti/9e1 #h4 ,he arrang$ 8 life 9 a mann] z simple z 8 domicile1 & ?us realis$ "o ( 8 _m dreams4 ,(t5 he us$ to say to 8 "m3 ,h[ d ! common p live8 ,i w\ld l to live l !m4 ,8 "m w\ld laugh4 ,!y eat potatoes & greasy meat2 !y dr9k bad c(fee & alcohol4444 ,nietzs*e sigh$3 ,oh1 ^? ,g]mans6 ,9 8 ,g5oese h\se1 ) its poor inmates1 cu/oms 7 diff]5t4 ,8 neighb\rs liv$ sob]ly4 ,he imitat$ !m & ate sp>ely2 8 ?\ght 0 quick] & liveli]4 ,he b\ght a _s lamp1 &1 "u 8 l&-lady's tea*+1 le>nt h[ to prep>e 8 own risotto1 & fry 8 own arti*okes4 ,he 0 popul> 9 ! big h\se4 ,:5 he suff]$ f heada*es1 he _h _m visitors1 full ( conc]n = him4 ,i ne$ no?+1 he w\ld say1 simply3 ,sono cont5to4 ,9 ! ev5+1 9 ord] to re/ 8 eyes1 he w\ld lie /ret*$ out on 8 b$1 )\t light 9 ! room4 ,x is pov]ty1 op9$ ! neighb\rs2 ! ,g]man pr(essor is too poor to burn c&les4 ,he 0 (f]$ "s3 he 0 grateful1 smil$1 & expla9$ ! circum/ances4 ,!y call$ him ,il ,santo1 il piccolo ,santo4 ,he knew x1 & x amus$ him4 ,i ?9k1 he wrote1 t _m among u1 ) _! ab/emi\s1 regul> habits1 _! k9dl9ess & _! cle> s5se1 w\ld1 7 !y transport$ into ! semi-b>b>ism ( ! six? to ! t5? c5turies1 be rev]$ l ,sa9ts4 ,he conceiv$ & drew up a rule ( life3 ,an indep5d5ce :i* (f5ds no "o2 a mollifi$1 veil$ pride1 a pride :i* does n dis*>ge itself ^u o!rs because x does n envy _! hon\rs or _! pleasures1 & is able to /& ! te/ ( mock]y4 ,a light sleep1 a free & peaceful be>+1 no alcohol1 no illu/ri\s or pr9cely fri5d%ips1 nei!r wom5 nor newspap]s1 no hon\rs1 no society--except ) sup]ior m9ds2 9 default ( !m1 ! simple p 7"o _c disp5se ) !m2 to see !m is to contemplate a sane & p[]ful vegetation72 ! di%es :i* are mo/ easily prep>$1 &1 if possible1 prep>$ by oneself1 & :i* d n br+ u into contact ) ! gre$y & lip-smack+ rabble4 ,= ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e heal? 0 a fragile possession1 & ! m preci\s 9 t x mu/ be incessantly conqu]$1 lo/1 & reconqu]$4 ,e fav\rable day made him feel t surprise :i* con/itutes ! happ9ess ( convalesc5ts4 ,on jump+ f 8 b$1 he equipp$ himself1 /uff$ into 8 p\* a bundle ( notes1 a book1 "s fruit & bread2 & !n />t$ out on ! road4 ,z soon z ! sun is ris51 he wrote1 ,i g to a solit>y rock ne> ! waves & lie out on x b5ea? my umbrella1 motionless z a liz>d1 ) no?+ be=e me b ! sea & ! pure sky4 ,!re he w\ld rema9 = a long "t1 till ! v la/ h\rs ( ! twilight4 ,= ^! h\rs 7 k9dly to ^? weak eyes ( 81 t 7 s (t5 depriv$ ( light & s (t5 bl9d$ by x--^? m5ac$ eyes1 ! lea/ ( ^: joys 0 a delight4 ,"h is ! sea1 he wrote1 "h we may =get ! t[n4 ,?\gh its bells are /ill r++ ! ,angelus--t sad & fooli%1 yet sweet s\nd at ! p>t+ ( day & night--only ano!r m9ute6 ,n[ all is hu%$6 ,!re lies ! broad ocean1 pale & glitt]+1 b x _c speak4 ,! sky is gli/5+ 9 its et]nal mute ev5+ glory1 9 r$1 yell[1 gre5 hues2 x _c speak ei!r4 ,! small cliffs & crags1 project+ into ! sea--z ?\gh try+ to f9d ! mo/ lonely spot--n any ( !m c speak4 ,?is et]nal mut5ess :i* sudd5ly ov]comes u is beautiful & awful2 x makes ! he>t swell4444#d ,h[ (t5 has he celebrat$ ?is h\r1 :51 z he says1 ! humble/ fi%]man r[s ) gold5 o>s4 ,!n he collect$ ! fruits ( ! day2 he wrote ! ?\ghts :i* _h come to him1 clo!d 9 ! =m & ! music ( _! words4 ,he cont9u$ ! rese>*es :i* he _h begun at ,v5ice4 ,:at is human en]gy8 ,:at is ! drift ( its desires8 ,h[ are ! disord]s ( its hi/ory1 ! quagmire ( its mann]s1 to be expla9$8 ,he n[ kn[s ! answ]1 & x is ?is1 t ! same cruel & ambiti\s =ce ?ru/s man aga9/ man1 & ! ascetic aga9/ himself4 ,nietzs*e _h to analyse & to def9e ?is =ce 9 ord] to direct x2 ?is 0 ! problem :i* he set himself1 & he 0 confid5t t he w\ld "o day resolve x4 ,will+ly he comp>$ himself to ! great navigators1 to t ,capta9 ,cook :o = ?ree mon?s navigat$ ! coral-reefs1 fa?om-l9e 9 h&4 ,9 ?is ye> #ahha1 8 h]o 0 ! ,g5oese1 ,*ri/oph] ,columbus1 :o1 :5 no l& _h yet appe>$1 recognis$ on ! waves mead[ grasses :i* _h be5 c>ri$ into ! op5 sea by "s unkn[n riv]1 ! wat]s ( :i* 7 milky & /ill free f salt4 ,:i!r d we wi% to g8 he wrote4 ,d we long to cross ! sea8 ,:i!r does ?is p[]ful desire urge u :i* we value above all our o!r passions8 ,:y ?is mad flight t[>ds t place :]e e sun has hi!rto sunk & p]i%$8 ,w !y1 p]haps1 "o day1 relate ( u t we also /e]$ we/w>d1 hop+ to rea* an unkn[n ,india1 b t x 0 our fate to suff] %ipwreck on ! ,inf9ite8 ,or else1 my bro!rs1 or else8 ,nietzs*e lik$ ?is lyrical page2 he plac$ x at ! end ( 8 book z a f9al hymn4 ,:at o!r book1 he wrote1 concludes ) an ,or ,else8 ,by ! end ( ,janu>y he _h f9i%$ 8 "w4 ,b he 0 n able to re-copy 8 manuscript2 8 h& 0 too n]v\s1 8 eyesight too weak4 ,he s5t x on to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,on ! #ac? ( ,m>* ! copy 0 ready1 & ,nietzs*e ann\nc$ x to ! publi%]4 ,"h is ! manuscript1 f :i* ,i f9d x h>d to "p4444 ,n[1 hurry1 hurry1 hurry6 ,i %all leave ,g5oa z soon z ! book is out1 & till !n ,i %all live on c9d]s4 ,be quick1 hurry up ! pr9t]6 ,c't he give y a writt5 promise t by ! end ( ,april1 at ! late/1 ,i %all h my book 9 h&1 ready1 complete8 444 ,my de> ,h]r ,s*meitzn]1 let u all1 = ?is once1 d our be/4 ,! cont5ts ( my book are s important6 ,x is a matt] involv+ our hon\r t x be faulty 9 no?+1 t x come into ! _w wor?y & /a9less4 ,i conjure y1 d t = me2 no adv]tis+4 ,i c\ld tell y a great deal m ab\t x1 b y w be able to und]/& x all by y\rself :5 y h read my book4 ,! publi%] read ! manuscript1 b und]/ood x ill2 he display$ no en?usiasm4 ,9 ,april1 ,nietzs*e1 /ill at ,g5oa1 0 /ill wait+ = 8 pro(s4 ,he _h hop$ to surprise 8 fri5ds by despat*+ an unexpect$ piece ( "w1 & _h said no?+ to anyone1 ,pet] ,ga/ except$4 ,at la/ he r5\nc$ ! pleasure ( hav+ a secret4 ,good news6 he wrote to 8 si/]4 ,a new book1 a big book1 a decisive book6 ,i _c ?9k ( x )\t a lively emotion4444 ,9 ,may1 he rejo9$ ,pet] ,ga/ 9 a village ( ,v5etia1 ,reco>o1 at ! foot ( ! ,alps4 ,8 impati5ce grew e day4 ,! delays ( 8 publi%] prev5t$ him f cle>+ up ! new ?\ghts :i* already press$ h>d on him4 ,! ,dawn ( ,day--?is 0 ! title :i* he f9ally select$--appe>$ at ! mo/ unfav\rable "t ( ! ye>1 9 ,july4 #a ,lit4 tor*like4 #b ,?is is an evangelical rem9isc5ce1 ?9ks ,pet] ,ga/4 ,scriptural sugge/ions are frequ5t 9 ! language & ?\ght ( ,nietzs*e4 #c ,! ,dawn ( ,day1 cxiv4 ,?is book1 publi%$ 9 ,june1 #ahha1 gives v reliable autobiographical indications on ! p]iod "h /udi$4 #d ,! ,dawn ( ,day1 p4 #cja4 ,?is passage is tak5 f ,miss ,johanna ,volz's translation4 ,london3 ,t4 ,fi%] ,unw94 ,,*apt] ,,vi ,,! ,,lab\r ,,( ,,z>a?u/ra ,i ,! ,conception ( ! ,et]nal ,return ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e reg>d$ ,! ,dawn ( ,day z ! ex]cise ( a convalesc5t :o amuses himself ) desires & ideas1 & f9ds 9 ea* a malici\s or a delightful pleasure4 ,x _h be5 a game :i* mu/ h an end4 ,i mu/ n[ *oose f among ^! half-p]ceiv$ ideas1 he ?\ght1 ,i mu/ lay hold ( "o1 express x 9 its full =ce1 & close my ye>s ( retreat & hesitation4 ,9 times ( peace1 he _h writt51 ! man ( w>like in/9ct turns aga9/ himself4 ,h>dly done ) 8 combats1 he s\ght a new occasion = battle4 ,he _h rema9$1 up to mid-,july1 9 ,v5etia1 on ! l[] slopes ( ! ,italian ,alps4 ,he _h to seek a cool] refuge4 ,he _h n =gott5 ^? high ,alp9e valleys :i* _h giv5 him1 two ye>s e>li]1 9 8 ill-heal? a respite & a rapid joy4 ,he w5t up t[>ds !m & in/all$ himself 9 a ru/ic fa%ion 9 ! ,engad9e1 at ,sils-,m>ia4 ,he _h1 = "o franc a day1 a room 9 a peasant h\se2 a neighb\r+ inn furni%$ him ) 8 meals4 ,pass]s by 7 r>e1 & ,nietzs*e1 :5 he f\nd himself 9 talkative hum\r1 us$ to visit ! cur or ! s*oolma/]4 ,^! good p always rememb]$ ?is v s+ul> ,g]man pr(essor :o 0 s le>n$1 s mode/1 & s good4 ,he 0 !n reflect+ on ! problems ( naturali/ic philosophy4 ,sp5c]'s sy/em _h j come into vogue4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e despis$ ?is cosmogony :i* affect$ to supplant ,*ri/ianity & yet rema9$ 9 submission to x4 ,sp5c] ignor$ ,provid5ce1 yet believ$ 9 progress4 ,he prea*$ ! reality ( a conc]t betwe5 ! movem5ts ( ?+s & ! aspirations ( humanity4 ,he pres]v$ ! ,*ri/ian h>monies 9 a ,god-less univ]se4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h be5 a pupil at m virile s*ools2 he he>d ,emp$ocles1 ,h]aclitus1 ,sp9oza1 ,goe!1 ?9k]s :o ) a calm reg>d c\ld /udy ,nature )\t seek+ 9 h] "s ass5t to _! long+s4 ,he rema9$ ob$i5t to ^! ma/]s1 & he felt gr[+ & rip5+ 9 him a great & a new idea4 ,we c div9e f 8 lett]s ! emotion ) :i* he 0 seiz$4 ,he ne$$ to be alone1 & en]getically def5d$ 8 solitude4 ,paul ,re1 :o admir$ ,! ,dawn1 wi%$ to g to him & tell him s4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e le>nt ?is & 0 9 despair4 ,,my ,,good ,,lisbe?1 he wrote to 8 si/]1 ,i _c make up my m9d to telegraph to ,re n to come4 ,nev]!less1 ,i mu/ consid] him an enemy :o comes to int]rupt my summ]'s "w1 my "w 9 ! ,engad9e1 t is to say my duty itself1 my '"o ?+ necess>y4' ,a man "h1 9 ! middle ( all ^! ?\ghts :i* gu% out f all sides )9 me--x w\ld be a t]rible ?+2 & if ,i _c def5d my solitude bett]1 ,i leave ,europe = _m ye>s1 ,i swe> x6 ,i h no m "t to lose4 ,frule9 ,nietzs*e =ew>n$ ,paul ,re1 :o ab&on$ 8 project4 ,at l5g? he f\nd x1 ! idea1 ! pres5tim5t ( :i* _h agitat$ him ) su* viol5ce4 ,"o day1 :5 he 0 go+ across ! wood ( ,sils-,m>ia z f> z ,silvaplana1 he sat d[n n f> f ,surlei at ! foot ( a pyramidal rock2 at ?is mom5t & 9 ?is place he conceiv$ ! ,et]nal ,return4 ,he ?\ght3 ,"t1 ^: duration is inf9ite1 mu/ br+ back1 f p]iod to p]iod1 an id5tical disposition ( ?+s4 ,?is is necess>y2 !re=e x is necess>y t all ?+s return4 ,9 a numb] ( days t is un=eseeable1 imm5se1 yet limit$1 a man l to me 9 ev]y?+1 myself 9 fact1 seat$ 9 ! %ade ( ?is rock1 w aga9 f9d 9 ?is v place ?is v idea4 ,& ?is v idea w be r$iscov]$ by ?is man n once only1 b an inf9ite numb] ( times1 = ?is movem5t :i* br+s ?+s back is inf9ite4 ,!re=e we mu/ ?r[ all hope aside & ?9k resolutely3 no cele/ial _w w receive m51 no bett] future w console !m4 ,we are ! %ad[s ( a bl9d & monoton\s nature1 ! prison]s ( e mom5t4 ,b bew>e6 ?is r$\btable idea :i* =bids hope ennobles & exalts e m9ute ( our lives2 ! mom5t is no long] a pass+ ?+1 if x come back et]nally2 ! lea/ ?+ is an et]nal monum5t end[$ ) inf9ite value1 &1 if ! ^w div9e has any s5se1 div9e4 ,let ev]y?+ return ceaselessly1 he wrote1 x is ! extreme rappro*em5t ( a _w ( becom+ ) a _w ( be+3 summit ( m$itation4#a ,! emotion ( ! discov]y 0 s /rong t he wept1 & rema9$ = a long "t ba!d 9 te>s4 ,s 8 ef=t _h n be5 9 va94 ,)\t weak5+ be=e reality1 )\t )draw+ f pessimism1 b1 on ! contr>y1 lead+ ! pessimi/ic idea to its f9al consequ5ces1 ,nietzs*e _h discov]$ ?is doctr9e ( ! ,return1 :i*1 by conf]r+ et]nity on ! mo/ fugitive ?+s1 re/ores 9 ea* ( !m ! lyrical p[]1 ! religi\s value necess>y to ! s\l4 ,9 a few l9es he =mulat$ ! idea1 & dat$ x3 ! beg9n+ ( ,augu/1 #ahha1 at ,sils-,m>ia1 #f1ejj feet above ! sea & f> m ?an t above all human ?+s6 ,he liv$ = "s weeks 9 a condition ( rapture & ( angui%3 no d\bt ! my/ics knew simil> emotions1 & _! vocabul>y suits 8 case4 ,he exp]i5c$ a div9e pride2 b simultane\sly recoil$ 9 fe> & trembl+1 l ^? prophets ( ,israel be=e ,god receiv+ f ,him ! function ( _! mission4 ,! unhappy man1 :o _h be5 s w\nd$ by life1 fac$ ) an indescribable horror ! p]petuity ( ! ,return4 ,x 0 an insupportable expectation1 a torm5t2 b he lov$ ?is torm5t1 & he =c$ ?is idea ( ! ,et]nal ,return on himself z an ascetic does m>tyrdom4 ,lux mea crux1 he wrote 9 8 notes1 crux mea lux6 ,light my cross1 cross my light6 ,8 agitation1 :i* "t did n appease1 became extreme4 ,he grew al>m$1 = he 0 n unaw>e ( ! dang] :i* lay ov] 8 life4 ,on my horizon ?\ghts rise1 & :at ?\ghts6 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/ on ! #ad? ( ,augu/4 ,i did n suspect any?+ ( ?is k9d4 ,i say no m ( x1 ,i wi% to ma9ta9 a resolute calm4 ,alas1 my fri5d1 pres5tim5ts sometimes cross my m9d4 ,x seems to me t ,i am lead+ a v dang]\s life1 = my ma*9e is "o ( ^? :i* may ,,g ,,sma%6 ,! int5sity ( my s5tim5ts makes me %udd] & laugh --twice already ,i h _h to /ay 9 my room1 & = a ridicul\s reason2 my eyes 7 inflam$1 :y8 ,because :ile ,i walk$ ,i _h cri$ too mu*2 n s5tim5tal te>s1 b te>s ( joy2 & ,i sang & said idiotic ?+s1 be+ full ( a new idea :i* ,i mu/ pr(f] to m54444 ,!n he conceiv$ a new task4 ,all t he _h hi!rto done 0 b an awkw>d exp]im5t or rese>*2 ! "t 0 come :5 he %\ld erect ! /ructure ( 8 "w4 ,( :at "w8 ,he hesitat$3 8 gifts z an arti/1 z a critic1 z a philosoph]1 s$uc$ him 9 v>i\s directions4 ,%\ld he put 8 doctr9e 9 ! =m ( a sy/em8 ,no1 x 0 a symbol & mu/ be surr\nd$ ) poetry & rhy?m4 ,c\ld he n r5ew t =gott5 =m :i* 0 creat$ by ! ?9k]s ( ! mo/ anci5t ,greece8 ,lucretius _h h&$ d[n ! model4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e welcom$ ?is idea2 x w\ld please him to translate 8 conception ( nature into poetic language1 into musical & measur$ prose4 ,he s\ght1 & 8 desire = a rhy?mical language1 = a liv+ &1 z x 71 palpable =m1 sugge/$ a new ?\ght to him3 c\ld he n introduce at ! c5tre ( 8 "w a human & prophetic figure1 a h]o8 ,a "n occurr$ to him2 ,z>a?u/ra1 ! ,p]sian apo/le1 ! my/agogue ( fire4 ,a title1 a subtitle1 f\r l9es rapidly writt51 ann\nc$ ! poem3 ,,midday ,,& ,,et]nity ,sign ( a ,new ,life ,z>a?u/ra1 born on ! bord]s ( ,lake ,urumiyah1 left 8 c\ntry :5 ?irty ye>s old1 w5t t[>ds ! prov9ce ( ,aria1 & 9 t5 ye>s ( solitude compos$ ! ,z5d-,ave/a4 ,h5ce=w>d 8 walks & m$itations 7 no long] solit>y4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e nev] ceas$ to he> & ga!r ! words ( ,z>a?u/ra4 ,9 ?ree di/i*es ( a s(t & almo/ t5d] s$uction he tells h[ ?is companion ent]$ into 8 life3 ,sils-,m>ia ,i sat !re wait+--wait+ = no?+1 ,enjoy+1 beyond good & evil1 n[ ,! light1 n[ ! %ade2 !re 0 only ,! day1 ! lake1 ! noon1 "t )\t end4 ,!n1 my fri5d1 sudd5ly "o became two--,& ,z>a?u/ra pass$ by me4 ,9 ,septemb] ! wea!r sudd5ly became cold & sn[y4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h to leave ! ,engad9e4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! intemp]ate wea!r _h tri$ him2 he lo/ 8 exaltation1 & a long p]iod ( depression set 94 ,he con/antly ?\ght ( ! ,et]nal ,return1 b n[1 hav+ lo/ c\rage1 he only felt a horror ( x4 ,i h liv$ aga9 ?r\gh ! days at ,basle1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,ov] my %\ld] dea? looks at me4 ,8 compla9ts are brief2 a ^w is en\gh to let u div9e ! abysses4 ,?rice1 dur+ ^! weeks ( ,septemb] & ,octob]1 he 0 tempt$ to suicide4 ,:5ce came ?is temptation8 ,x 0 n t he wi%$ to avoid suff]+2 he 0 brave4 ,did he !n wi% to prev5t ! ru9 ( 8 intellect8 ,?is second hypo!sis is p]haps ! true "o4 ,he /opp$ at ,g5oa4 ,! damp w9ds & ! l[]+ skies ( ! caprici\s autumn cont9u$ to try him4 ,he bore impati5tly ) ! abs5ce ( light4 ,a melan*oly ( ano!r k9d complicat$ 8 tr\ble3 ,! ,dawn ( ,day _h _h no success4 ,! critics _h ignor$ ! "w1 8 fri5ds _h read x ) difficulty2 ,jacob ,burckh>dt _h express$ a polite b prud5t judgm5t4 ,c]ta9 p>ts ( y\r book1 he wrote1 ,i read l an old man1 ) a feel+ ( v]tigo4 ,erw9 ,rohde1 ! de>e/1 ! mo/ e/eem$1 _h n ackn[l$g$ ! receipt ( ! book4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e wrote to him f ,g5oa on ,octob] #ba/3 ,,de> ,,old ,,fri5d1--,no d\bt "s emb>rassm5t delays y4 ,i pray y1 9 all s9c]ity1 n to write6 ,!re w be no *ange 9 our mutual s5tim5ts2 ,i _c be> to ?9k t 9 s5d+ a book to a fri5d ,i ex]cise ^u him a sort ( pressure4 ,:at matt]s a book6 ,:at ,i h /ill to d matt]s m--or :y %\ld ,i live8 ,! mom5t is bitt]1 ,i suff] mu*4 ,cordially y\r ,f4 ,n4 ,erw9 ,rohde did n answ] ev5 ?is lett]4 ,h[ expla9 ! want ( success ( ,! ,dawn8 ,d\btless x is a v old /ory1 ! con/ant1 ! univ]sal1 ! irrem$iable misadv5ture ( ! unrecognis$ g5ius because he is a g5ius1 a novelty1 a surprise1 & a sc&al4 ,nev]!less we may1 p]haps1 grasp "s def9ite reasons4 ,nietzs*e1 s9ce he _h )drawn f ! ,wagn]ian circle1 _h no m fri5ds2 & a gr\p ( fri5ds is ! mo/ indisp5sable int]m$i>y betwe5 a great m9d :i* is try+ its skill & ! mass ( ! public4 ,he is alone be=e unkn[n read]s1 :o are disconc]t$ by 8 incessant v>iations4 ,he hopes t ! lively =m ( 8 "w w capture & conqu] !m4 ,b ev5 ! =m is unfav\rable4 ,no book has s difficult an address z a collection ( aphorisms & brief ?\ghts4 ,! read] mu/ give all 8 att5tion to e page & deciph] an enigma2 lassitude comes quickly4 ,besides1 x is probable t a ,g]man public1 ) little feel+ = ! art ( prose1 unskilful 9 grasp+ its features1 accu/om$ to sl[ & su/a9$ ef=t1 0 ill-prep>$ to und]/& ?is un=ese5 "w4 ,novemb] 0 f9e2 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e recov]$ 8 spirits4 ,i lift myself above my disa/]s1 he wrote ,he w&]$ ov] ! m\nta9s ( ! ,g5oese coa/1 he return$ to ! rocks on :i* _h come to him ! prose ( ,! ,dawn4 ,su* 0 ! mildness ( ! wea!r t he c\ld ba! 9 ! sea4 ,i feel s ri*1 s pr\d1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 altoge!r 'pr9cipe ,doria4 ,i miss only y1 de> fri5d1 y & y\r music6 ,s9ce ! repres5tations ( ! ,nibelung5 at ,bayreu?--t is1 = five ye>s--,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h depriv$ himself ( music4 ,cave musicam6 he wrote4 ,he fe>$ t if he ab&on$ himself to ! delight 9 s\nd he w\ld be recaptur$ by ! magic ( ,wagn]ian art4 ,b he 0 f9ally deliv]$ f ^! fe>s4 ,8 fri5d ,pet] ,ga/ _h play$ him1 9 ,june1 at ,reco>o1 songs & *oruses :i* he _h amus$ himself 9 compos+ on ! epigrams ( ,goe!4 ,paul ,re _h said "o day1 ,no mod]n musician w\ld be capable ( putt+ to music su* slight v]ses4 ,pet] ,ga/ _h tak5 up ! *all5ge & won1 ?\ght ,nietzs*e1 :o 0 ravi%$ by ! vivacity ( ! rhy?m4 ,p]sev]e1 he advis$ 8 fri5d2 "w aga9/ ,wagn] ! musician1 z ,i "w aga9/ ,wagn] ! philosoph]4 ,let u try1 ,re1 y & ,i1 to free ,g]many4 ,if y succe$ 9 f9d+ a music suit$ to ! univ]se ( ,goe! 7x does n exi/71 y w h done a great ?+4 ,?is ?\ght reappe>s 9 ea* ( 8 lett]s4 ,8 fri5d is at ,v5ice1 he is at ,g5oa1 & he hopes t ?is w9t] ,italy w inspire 9 !m bo?1 ! two uproot$ ,g]mans1 a new metaphysic & a new music4 ,he took advantage ( 8 improv$ heal? to g to ! !atre4 ,he li/5$ to ! ,semiramis ( ,ross9i1 & f\r times to ! ,juliette ( ,bell9i4 ,"o ev5+ he 0 curi\s to he> a ,fr5* "w1 ! au?or be+ unkn[n to him3 ,hurrah6 de> fri5d1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 ano!r happy discov]y1 an op]a ( ,georges ,bizet 7:o is he1 !n871 ,c>m54 ,x is l a /ory ( ,mrime's1 clev]1 p[]ful1 sometimes t\*+4 ,a true ,fr5* tal5t :i* ,wagn] has n misguid$1 a frank disciple ( ,b]lioz4444 ,i almo/ ?9k t ,c>m5 is ! be/ op]a :i* exi/s4 ,z long z we live x w rema9 9 all ! rep]toires ( ,europe4 ,! discov]y ( ,c>m5 0 ! ev5t ( 8 w9t]4 ,_m times he spoke ( x1 _m times he return$ to x2 :5 he he>d ?is frank & impassion$ music1 he felt bett] arm$ aga9/ ! romantic s$uctions :i* 7 always p[]ful 9 8 s\l4 ,c>m5 deliv]s me1 he 0 to write4 99 99 99 99 99 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e aga9 f\nd ! happ9ess :i* he _h enjoy$ 9 ! prec$+ ye>2 a l happ9ess1 b su/a9$ by a grav] k9d ( emotion3 ! full midday ( 8 ?\ght rose aft] ! dawn4 ,t[>ds ! end ( ,decemb] he pass$ a crisis & surm\nt$ x4 ,a sort ( poem 9 prose commemorat$ ?is crisis4 ,we w translate x "h4 ,x is ! consequ5ce ( 8 m$itations1 ( ^? exam9ations ( consci5ce :i* he us$ to write d[n1 z a "y man1 ea* ,sa9t ,sylve/]'s ,day3 ,= ! ,new ,ye>4--,i /ill live1 ,i /ill ?9k3 ,i mu/ /ill live1 = ,i mu/ /ill ?9k4 ,sum1 ergo cogito3 cogito1 ergo sum4 ,?is is ! day ^u :i* e "o is p]mitt$ to express 8 desire & 8 de>e/ ?\ght3 ,i1 too1 %all !n express ! inn] wi% :i* ,i =m to-day1 & say :at ?\ght ,i take to he>t1 ?is ye>1 be=e all o!r--:at ?\ght ,i h *os5 z ! reason1 gu>antee1 & sweetness ( my life to come6 ,i wi% to try ea* day to see 9 all ?+s necessity z a beauty--?us %all ,i be "o ( ^? :o make ?+s beautiful4 ,amor fati1 let t be h5ce=w>d my love6 ,i d n wi% to g to battle aga9/ ! hide\s4 ,i d n wi% to accuse1 ,i d n ev5 wi% to accuse ! accus]s4 ,to av]t my gaze1 let t be my sole negation4 ,9 a ^w1 ,i wi% to be1 9 e circum/ance1 a ,yea-,say]6 ,! ?irty days ( ,janu>y pass$ )\t a cl\d appe>+ 9 ! sky4 ,he 0 to d$icate to ?is f9e mon?1 z a sign ( gratitude1 ! f\r? book ( ! ,gay ,sci5ce1 :i* he entitl$ ,sanctus ,janu>ius2 an admirable book ri* 9 critical ?\ght1 9 intimate ref9em5ts1 & f ! fir/ to ! la/ l9e dom9at$ by a sacr$ emotion--,amor fati4 ,9 ,febru>y ,paul ,re1 pass+ ?r\gh ,g5oa1 /ay$ "s days ) 8 fri5d1 :o %[$ him 8 fav\rite walks & br\ght him to ^? rocky creeks :]e 9 "s six hundr$ ye>s1 "s ?\s& ye>s1 he wrote gaily to ,pet] ,ga/1 !y w raise a /atue to ! au?or ( ,! ,dawn ,!n ,paul ,re w5t on to ,rome1 :]e ,frule9 von ,meys5bug 0 wait+ = him4 ,he _h a curiosity to p5etrate into ! ,wagn]ian _w !re1 :i* 0 greatly excit$ 9 expectation ( ,p>sifal2 x 0 9 ,july1 at ,bayreu?1 t ! ,*ri/ian my/]y 0 to be pres5t$4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e did n wi% to accompany ,paul ,re1 & ! approa*+ p]=mance ( ! ,p>sifal only made 8 ard\r = "w ! m active4 ,_h he n--he1 too--a great "w :i* he mu/ rip58 ,_h he n to write 8 anti-,*ri/ian my/]y1 8 poem ( ! ,et]nal ,return8 ,x 0 8 con/ant ?\ght4 ,x procur$ him a happ9ess1 ?anks to :i* he c\ld recall ) less tortur+ regret ! ma/] ( by-gone days4 ,ri*>d ,wagn] seem$ v f> & v ne>2 v f> z reg>ds 8 ideas1 b :at are ideas wor? to a poet8 ,v ne> 9 s5tim5ts1 desires1 lyrical emotion2 & 7 n ^! ! ess5tial ?+s8 ,all disaccord betwe5 poets is only a "q ( %ades1 = !y inhabit ! same univ]se1 !y "w ) a l he>t to give a significance & a supreme value to ! movem5ts ( ! human s\l4 ,read+ ?is page :i* ,nietzs*e !n wrote1 x is easi] to und]/& ! condition ( 8 m9d3 ,/ell> ,fri5d%ip4--,we 7 fri5ds1 & we h become /rang]s to ea* o!r4 ,ah1 yes2 b x is well s1 & we wi% to hide no?+1 to disguise no?+ f "o ano!r2 we h no?+ to be a%am$ (4 ,we are two %ips1 ea* ) a b\rne & a way4 ,by *ance we h cross$ pa?s2 we h made holiday toge!r--& !n our two good %ips h s tranquilly repos$ 9 ! "o port & "u ! same sun1 t x seem$ z ?\gh !y _h bo? atta9$ _! b\rne4 ,b ! all-p[]ful =ce ( our mission has driv5 u afre% t[>ds div]s seas & suns--& p]haps we %all n meet1 or recognise "o ano!r aga93 ! div]s seas & suns w h trans=m$ u6 ,we _h to become /rang]s2 a reason ! m :y we %\ld mutually respect ourselves6 ,no d\bt !re exi/s a f> (f1 invisible & prodigi\s cycle :i* gives a common law to our little divagations3 let u uplift ourselves to ?is ?\ght6 ,b our life is too %ort1 our vision too feeble2 we mu/ cont5t ourselves ) ?is sublime possibility4 ,& if we mu/ be enemies ^u e>?1 9 spite ( all we believe 9 our /ell> fri5d%ip4 ,:at =m did ! poetical exposition ( ! ,et]nal ,return !n take 9 8 s\l8 ,we d n "k4 ,nietzs*e did n c>e to talk ab\t 8 "w2 he lik$ to complete x be=e mak+ ann\ncem5ts4 ,h[ev]1 he wi%$ t 8 fri5ds %\ld "k ! new movem5t 9 :i* 8 ?\ght 0 engag$4 ,he address$ to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug a lett] 9 :i* ,wagn] 0 treat$ )\t def]5ce1 !n he add$ a my/]i\s en\gh promise3 ,if ,i am n illusion$ z to my future1 x is by my "w t :at is be/ 9 ! "w ( ,wagn] w be cont9u$--& "h1 p]haps1 is ! comical side to ! adv5ture4 99 99 99 99 99 ,at ! beg9n+ ( spr+ ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 foll[+ out a caprice1 made a b>ga9 ) ! capta9 ( an ,italian sail+ vessel b\nd = ,mess9a & cross$ ! ,m$it]ranean4 ,! passage 0 a t]rible "o1 & he 0 sick to dea?4 ,b 8 /ay 0 at fir/ happy3 he wrote v]ses1 a pleasure :i* he _h n kn[n = sev]al ye>s4 ,!y are impromptus & epigrams1 p]haps inspir$ by ^? ,goe!an sallies :i* ,pet] ,ga/ _h put to music4 ,nietzs*e !n s\ght = a corn] ( nature & ( humanity fav\rable to ! production ( 8 great "w3 ,sicily1 ,curb ( ! _w :]e ,happ9ess has h] habitation1 z old ,hom] tea*es1 /ruck him z an ideal refuge1 &1 sudd5ly =gett+ t he c\ld n be> ! heat1 he decid$ to /ay 9 ,mess9a = ! :ole summ]4 ,"s days ( sirocco1 t[>ds ! end ( ,april1 pro/rat$ him1 & he prep>$ = dep>ture4 ,x 0 9 ^! circum/ances t he receiv$ a message f ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 :o urg$ him v ke5ly to /op at ,rome4 ,rome 0 a natural /age on 8 j\rney1 & he accept$4 ,:y 0 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug ?us insi/5t8 ,we "k4 ,?is excell5t woman _h nev] be5 resign$ to ! unhapp9ess ( ! fri5d ^: de/9y %e _h va9ly s\ght to sweet54 ,%e knew ! delicacy1 ! t5d]ness ( 8 he>t1 & (t5 wi%$ to f9d him a companion2 _h he n writt5 to h]1 ,i tell y 9 confid5ce1 :at ,i ne$ is a good woman8 ,9 ! spr+ ( ?is ye> %e ?\ght t %e _h f\nd h]4#b ,?is acc\nt$ = h] lett]4 ,x 0 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug's habit to d good1 & h] ta/e2 b p]haps %e sometimes =got t goodness is a difficult art 9 :i* ! results ( defeat are cruel4 ,! girl :om ,frule9 von ,meys5bug _h met 0 call$ ,l\ ,salom4 ,%e 0 sc>cely tw5ty ye>s old2 %e 0 a ,russian & admirable z reg>ds h] intellig5ce & intellectual ard\r2 h] beauty 0 n p]fect1 b ! m exquisite = its imp]fections1 & %e 0 fasc9at+ 9 ! extreme4 ,sometimes x happ5s t !re arises1 9 ,p>is1 9 ,flor5ce1 9 ,rome1 "s excit$ "y lady1 a native ( ,philadelphia1 ( ,bu*>e/1 or ( ,kief1 :o comes ) a b>b>\s impati5ce to be initiat$ into culture & to conqu] a he>? 9 our old capital4 ,! lady 9 "q 0 ( r>e quality assur$ly2 h] "m foll[$ h] across ,europe1 c>ry+ ! cloaks & ! %awls4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug conceiv$ an affection = h]4 ,%e gave h] ,nietzs*e's works2 ,l\ ,salom read !m & seem$ to und]/&4 ,%e talk$ to h] at great l5g? ( ?is extraord9>y man :o _h sacrific$ fri5d%ip ) ,wagn] = ! ma9t5ance ( 8 lib]ty3 ,he is a v rugg$ philosoph]1 %e said1 b he is ! mo/ s5sitive1 ! mo/ affectionate fri5d1 &1 = ^? :o "k him1 ! ?\ght ( 8 solit>y life is a s\rce ( sadness4 ,miss ,salom display$ a great deal ( en?usiasm & long+2 %e decl>$ t %e felt v[$ to a spiritual %>e 9 su* a life1 & t %e wi%$ to make ,nietzs*e's acqua9tance4 ,9 conc]t ) ,paul ,re1 :o1 x seems1 _h kn[n h] = a long] "t1 & also appreciat$ h]1 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug wrote to ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e4 ,he arriv$1 he he>d ! praises ( ,miss ,l\ sung2 %e 0 a woman ( elevat$ feel+1 %rewd & brave2 intransig5t 9 rese>* & 9 affirmation2 a h]o9e 9 ! mann] ( h] *ildhood2 x 0 ! promise ( a great life4 ,he agre$ to see h]4 ,"o morn+1 at ,/4 ,pet]'s1 %e 0 pres5t$ to him & conqu]$ him at once4 ,he _h =gott51 dur+ 8 long mon?s ( m$itation1 ! pleasure ( be+ li/5$ to & ( talk+4 ,! "y ,russian 7x is ?us t he calls h] 9 8 lett]s7 li/5$ delici\sly4 ,%e spoke little1 b h] calm look1 h] assur$ & g5tle movem5ts1 h] lea/ words1 left no d\bt z to ! quickness ( h] m9d & to ! pres5ce ( a s\l4 ,v quickly1 p]haps at fir/ sight1 ,nietzs*e lik$ h]4 ,!re's a s\l1 he said to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 :i* has made a little body = itself ) a brea?4#c ,miss ,salom did n let h]self be ?us entic$4 ,nev]!less1 %e felt ! s+ul> quality ( ! man :o talk$ to h]2 %e _h long conv]sations ) him1 & ! viol5ce ( 8 ?\ght tr\bl$ h] ev5 9 h] sleep4 ,! adv5ture--x 0 9 fact a drama--comm5c$ at once4 ,a few days aft] ?is fir/ int]view1 ,miss ,salom & h] "m left ,rome4 ,! two philosoph]s1 ,nietzs*e & ,re1 w5t ) h]1 bo? ( !m en?usia/s = ! "y girl4 ,nietzs*e said to ,re3 ,!re's an admirable woman1 m>ry h]4 ,no1 answ]$ ,re2 ,i am a pessimi/1 & ! idea ( propagat+ human life is odi\s to me4 ,m>ry h] y\rself2 %e is ! companion t y want4444 ,nietzs*e dismiss$ ?is idea4 ,p]haps he said to 8 fri5d1 z he _h said to 8 si/]3 ,i m>ry6 ,nev]1 ,i w\ld h to be a b> some:]e or o!r4 ,miss ,salom's "m exam9$ ^! two m5 :o 7 s att5tive to h] *ild2 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e p]plex$ h]2 %e pref]r$ ,paul ,re4 ,! two fri5ds & ! two philosoph]s /opp$ at ,luc]ne4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e wi%$ to %[ 8 new fri5d t h\se at ,triebs*5 :]e he _h kn[n ,ri*>d ,wagn]4 ,:o 0 n !n ?9k+ ( ! ma/]8 ,he br\ght h] z f> z ! popl>s ^: high foliage enclos$ ! g>d5s4 ,he rec\nt$ to h] ! un=gettable days1 ! gaieties1 ! magnific5t ang]s ( ! great man4 ,seat$ by ! bord] ( ! lake1 he talk$ 9 a l[1 conta9$ voice1 & turn$ 8 face a little away1 = x 0 tr\bl$ by ! memory ( ^? joys ( :i* he _h depriv$ himself4 ,sudd5ly he grew sil5t1 & ! "y girl1 obs]v+ him1 saw t he wept4 ,he confess$ all 8 life to h]2 8 *ildhood1 ! pa/or's h\se1 ! my/]i\s gr&eur ( ! fa!r :o _h be5 s quickly tak5 away2 ! pi\s ye>s1 ! fir/ d\bts1 & ! horror ( ?is _w )\t a ,god 9 :i* "o mu/ resolve to live2 ! discov]y ( ,s*op5hau] & ( ,wagn]1 ! religi\s feel+ :i* !y _h inspir$ 9 him & :i* _h consol$ him = ! loss ( 8 fai?4 ,yes1 said he 7,miss ,salom reports ^! words71 my adv5tures began 9 ?is mann]4 ,!y are n end$4 ,:]e w !y lead me8 ,:i!r %all ,i adv5ture aga98 ,%\ld ,i n come back to ! fai?8 to "s new belief8 ,he add$ gravely3 ,9 any case a return to ! pa/ is m likely ?an immobility4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h n yet av[$ 8 love2 b he felt its =ce & no long] resi/$4 ,only he fe>$ to decl>e himself4 ,he begg$ ,paul ,re to speak 9 8 "n1 & )drew4 ,on ! #h? ( ,may1 settl$ = "s days 9 ,basle1 he saw ! ,ov]becks & confid$ 9 !m ) a /range exaltation4 ,a woman has come into 8 life2 x is a happ9ess = him2 x w b5efit 8 ?\ght1 :i* w h5ce=w>d be liveli]1 ri*] 9 its %ades & emotion4 ,assur$ly he w\ld pref] n to m>ry ,miss ,l\1 he disda9s all fle%ly ties2 b p]haps he ought to give h] 8 "n = h] protection aga9/ sc&almong]s1 & f ?is spiritual union w\ld be born a spiritual son3 ! prophet ,z>a?u/ra4 ,he is poor2 ?is is a vexation1 an ob/acle4 ,b c\ld he n sell all 8 future "w 9 a lump to "s publi%] = a consid]able sum8 ,he ?\ght ( do+ s4 ,^! out-bur/s did n fail to tr\ble ! ,ov]becks1 :o augur$ ill ( a liaison s biz>re & ( an en?usiasm s ready4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e at la/ receiv$ ,l\ ,salom's reply3 %e did n wi% to m>ry4 ,an unhappy love affair1 :i* _h j cross$ h] life1 left h]1 %e said1 )\t /r5g? to conceive & n\ri% a new affection4 ,%e !re=e refus$ ,nietzs*e's (f]4 ,b %e 0 able to sweet5 ! t]ms ( ?is refusal3 ! only ?+ ( :i* %e c\ld dispose1 h] fri5d%ip1 h] spiritual affection1 %e (f]$4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e return$ at once to ,luc]ne4 ,he saw ,l\ ,salom & press$ h] to give a m fav\rable reply2 b ! "y girl repeat$ h] refusal & h] (f]4 ,%e 0 to be pres5t 9 ,july at ! ,bayreu? fe/ivals1 f :i* ,nietzs*e wi%$ to ab/a94 ,%e promis$ to rejo9 him :5 !y 7 ov] & to /ay = "s weeks at 8 side4 ,%e w\ld !n li/5 to 8 tea*+1 %e w\ld confront ! la/ ?\ght ( ! ma/] ) t ( ! lib]at$ disciple4 ,nietzs*e _h f9ally to accept ^! conditions1 ^! limits :i* ! "y girl plac$ on _! fri5d%ip4 ,he advis$ h] to read "o ( 8 books1 ,s*op5hau] z ,educator4 ,he 0 always glad to ackn[l$ge ?is "w ( 8 y\?1 ?is hymn to ! brav]y ( a ?9k] & to volunt>y solitude4 ,read x1 he said to h]1 & y w be ready to he> me4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e left ,basle & re-ent]$ ,g]many1 desir\s ( becom+ reconcil$ to 8 c\ntry4 ,he 01 z we "k1 accu/om$ to su* absorb+ & unexpect$ desires4 ,a ,swiss1 :om he _h met at ,mess9a1 _h prais$ ! beauty ( ,grunewald1 ne> ,b]l92 he wi%$ to settle !re1 & wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 to :om1 six weeks e>li]1 he _h sugge/$ z a summ] resid5ce ,mess9a4 ,he w5t to visit ?is ,grunewald1 :i* pleas$ him well en\gh2 b he saw1 on ! same occasion1 ,b]l9 & a few ,b]l9]s1 :o displeas$ him extremely4 ,he p]ceiv$ t 8 la/ books _h n be5 read1 & t 8 ?\ght 0 ignor$4 ,he 0 only kn[n z ! fri5d ( ,paul ,re1 & no d\bt 8 disciple4 ,?is he did n l4 ,he w5t )\t delay to sp5d "s weeks 9 ,naumburg1 :]e he dictat$ ! manuscript ( 8 com+ book1 ,la ,gaya ,sci5za#d4 ,to 8 own p1 x seems1 to 8 "m & to 8 si/]1 he spoke discreetly ( ! new fri5d4 ,8 gaiety amaz$ !m3 !y did n disc]n its cause4 ,!y did n "k t _! /range ,fri$ri* _h 9 8 he>t a s5tim5t1 a hope ( happ9ess1 :i* ,l\ ,salom _h be5 f> f disc\rag+4 ,! repres5tation ( ,p>sifal 0 fix$ = ! #bg? ,july4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e w5t to /ay 9 a village ( ! ,?ur+ian =e/s1 ,taut5burg1 n f> f ,bayreu?1 :]e all 8 fri5ds 7 to =ega!r3 ! ,ov]becks1 ! ,seydlitzs1 ,g]sdorff1 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 ,l\ ,salom1 ,lisbe? ,nietzs*e4 ,he alone 0 abs5t f ! r5dezv\s4 ,at ?is mom5t a ^w f ! ma/] w\ld p]haps h suffic$ to br+ him back2 p]haps he wait$ = & hop$ = ?is ^w4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug wi%$ to make an attempt at reconciliation3 %e d>$ to "n ,nietzs*e 9 ,wagn]'s pres5ce4 ,wagn] told h] to be sil5t & w5t out ( ! room bang+ ! door4 ,s ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 :o no d\bt nev] knew ( ?is ov]ture1 rema9$ 9 ^? =e/s 9 :i* he _h sp5t su* h>d days 9 #ahgf4 ,h[ mis]able he _h !n be5 & n[ h[ ri* he 06 ,he _h repress$ 8 d\bts2 a great ?\ght animat$ 8 m9d1 a great affection 8 he>t4 ,l\ ,salom _h j d$icat$ to him1 z a sign ( spiritual sympa?y1 a beautiful poem4 ,,to ,,sorr[4 ,w] kann di* fliehn1 d5 du ergriff5 ha/1 ,w5n du die ern/5 ,bli*e auf ihn ri*te/8 ,i* w ni*t fl*t51 w5n du mi* erfas/1 ,i* glaube nimm]1 dass du nur v]ni*te/6 ,i* weiss1 dur* j$es ,erd5--,dase9 muss du gehn1 ,und ni*ts bleibt unb]hrt von dir auf ,erd53 ,das ,leb5 ohne di*--es wre s*n1 ,und do*--au*1 du bi/ w]?1 gelebt zu w]d54#e ,pet] ,ga/1 hav+ read ^! v]ses1 ?\ght !y 7 ,nietzs*e's1 :o rejoic$ ov] 8 error4 ,no1 he wrote to him1 ?is poetry is n by my h&4 ,x is "o ( ! ?+s :i* ex]cise ^u me a tyrannical p[]1 ,i h nev] be5 able to read x )\t te>s2 x has ! acc5t ( a voice :i* ,i might h wait$ =1 expect$ s9ce my *ildhood4 ,my fri5d ,l\1 ( :om y h n yet he>d1 has writt5 x4 ,l\ is ! daught] ( a ,russian g5]al1 %e is tw5ty ye>s old2 h] m9d is z pi]c+ z an eagle's vision1 %e has ! c\rage ( a lion1 & yet %e is a v fem99e *ild1 :o1 p]haps1 w h>dly live4444 ,he re-read 8 manuscript = ! la/ "t & s5t x to ! pr9t]4 ,he hesitat$ a little at ! mom5t ( publi%+ ?is new collection ( aphorisms4 ,8 fri5ds1 z he knew1 w\ld f9d fault ) ^! too num]\s volumes1 ^! too brief essays1 ^! sc>cely =m$ sket*es4 ,he li/5$ to !m1 he>d :at !y _h to say1 answ]$ !m ) an app>5t good w4 ,no d\bt 8 mode/y 0 feign$2 he c\ld n br+ himself to believe t 8 essays1 %ort ?\gh !y 71 8 sket*es1 :i* 7 s weak 9 =m1 7 n wor? be+ read4 ,he ?\ght mu* ( ! ,bayreu? fe/ivals1 b he dissembl$ or only half av[$ 8 regrets4 ,i am well cont5t t ,i _c g1 he wrote to ,l\ ,salom4 ,&1 nev]!less1 if ,i c\ld be at y\r side1 9 good hum\r to talk2 if ,i c\ld say 9 y\r e> ?is1 t1 well1 ,i c\ld endure ! music ( ! ,p>sifal 7o!rwise ,i c\ld n74 ,p>sifal triumph$4 ,nietzs*e mock+ly welcom$ ! news4 ,long live ,caglio/ro6 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,! old en*ant] has aga9 _h a prodigi\s success2 ! old g5tlem5 sobb$4 ,! "y ,russian came to rejo9 him z soon z ! fe/ivals 7 ov]2 ,lisbe? ,nietzs*e accompani$ h]4 ,! two ladies in/all$ !mselves 9 ! hotel :]e ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e await$ !m2 !n he und]took to initiate 8 fri5d4 ,%e _h he>d ! ,*ri/ian my/]y at ,bayreu?1 ! hi/ory ( human sorr[ trav]s$ l an ordeal & consol$ at la/ by beatitude4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e taught h] a m tragic my/]y3 sorr[ is our life & our de/9y itself2 let u n hope to trav]se x2 let u accept x m entirely ?an ! ,*ri/ians ev] did6 ,let u esp\se x2 let u love x ) an active love2 let u be1 l x1 ard5t & pitiless2 h>d to o!rs z to ourselves2 cruel1 let u accept x2 brutal1 let u accept x4 ,to less5 x is to be c[>dly2 & let u m$itate on ! symbol ( ! ,et]nal ,return to practise our c\rage4 ,un=gettable = me are ^? h\rs 9 :i* he reveal$ to me 8 ?\ghts1 wrote ,miss ,salom4 ,he confid$ !m to me1 z ?\gh !y 7 a my/]y unspeakably h>d to tell2 he only spoke ( !m 9 a l[ voice1 ) e appe>ance ( ! mo/ pr(\nd horror4 ,& truly life _h be5 = him su* bitt] suff]+ t he suff]$ f ! ,et]nal ,return z f an atroci\s c]ta9ty4 ,t ,miss ,salom li/5$ to ^! confessions ) great intellig5ce & real emotion1 ! pages :i* %e aft]w>ds wrote assure u4 ,%e conceiv$ a brief hymn :i* %e d$icat$ to ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e3 ,z fri5d loves fri5d1 ,s love ,i !e1 life surpris+6 ,d ,i weep or joy 9 !e1 ,give/ ?\ me joy or suff]+1 ,i love !e ) ?y joy & pa94 ,& if ?\ mu/ de/roy me1 ,i %all suff]1 leav+ !e4 ,z ! fri5d :o te>e? himself f ! arms ( ! fri5d1 ,i c>ess !e ) my :ole /r5g?3 ,ha/ ?\ no o!r joy = me8 ,s be x1 ,i h /ill--?y suff]+4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 delight$ ) ! gift1 wi%$ to reply to x by ano!r gift4 ,= eight ye>s he _h =bidd5 himself musical composition1 :i* en]vat$ & exhau/$ him4 ,he und]took to compose a sorr[ful di?yramb on ! v]ses ( ,miss ,salom4 ,?is "w 0 too mov+ & caus$ him great pa93 neuralgia1 crises ( d\bt1 b>r5ness & satiety4 ,he _h to take to 8 b$4 ,ev5 f 8 room he address$ %ort notes to ,l\ ,salom4 ,9 b$1 t]rible attack4 ,i scorn life4 ,b ^! weeks at ,taut5burg _h _! secret hi/ory ( :i* we "k little4 ,l\ ,salom1 writes ,frule9 ,nietzs*e1 0 nev] ! s9c]e fri5d ( h] bro!r2 he r\s$ h] curiosity1 b h] passion1 h] en?usiasm1 7 only feign$1 & %e 0 (t5 we>i$ by 8 t]rible agitation4 ,%e wrote to ,paul ,re1 f :om ,frule9 ,nietzs*e 0 surpris$ to receive a v s+ul> message3 ,y\r bro!r1 he said1 tires our fri5d2 %ort51 if x be possible1 ! meet+4 ,we are incl9$ to ?9k t ,frule9 ,nietzs*e 0 jeal\s ( ?is initiation :i* %e _h n receiv$1 jeal\s1 too1 ( ?is "y ,slav1 ^: *>m 0 t+$ ) my/]y1 & t we mu/ take :at %e has to say ) caution4 ,no d\bt1 ,nietzs*e al>m$ ,l\ ,salom by ! viol5ce ( 8 passions & by ! l(t9ess ( 8 dem&s4 ,%e _h n =ese51 9 (f]+ to be 8 fri5d1 ! crises ( a fri5d%ip rud] ?an a /ormy love4 ,he dem&$ an absolute ass5t to ea* ( 8 ?\ghts4 ,! "y girl refus$ su* ass5t3 may ! intellect1 l ! he>t1 be giv58 ,nietzs*e c\ld n brook h] pr\d res]ve1 & reproa*$ h]1 z ?\gh x 7 a fault1 = ! indep5d5ce :i* %e wi%$ to pres]ve4 ,a lett] to ,pet] ,ga/ gives u a glimpse into ^! disputes4 ,l\ rema9s ano!r week ) me1 he wrote1 on ! #bj? ( ,augu/1 f ,taut5burg4 ,%e is ! mo/ intellig5t ( all wom54 ,e five days a little tragical sc5e arises betwe5 u4 ,all t ,i h writt5 to y ab\t h] is absurd1 & n less absurd1 no d\bt1 ?an :at ,i n[ write to y4 ,?is some:at cauti\s & retic5t phras+ does n sugge/ t ! he>t _h escap$ its captivity4 ,l\ ,salom left ,taut5burg2 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e cont9u$ to write lett]s to h]1 _m ( :i* are kn[n to u4 ,he confid$ 8 "w & projects to ,l\ ,salom3 he wi%$ to g to ,p>is or ,vi5na to /udy ! physical sci5ces & deep5 8 !ory ( ! ,et]nal ,return2 = x 0 n en\gh t x %\ld be fasc9at+ & beautiful1 ,nietzs*e wi%$ t x %\ld be true4 ,?us we saw him1 & always w see him1 hamp]$ by 8 critical _s :5 he pursues a lyrical inspiration2 hamp]$ by 8 lyrical g5ius :5 he pursues a critical analysis4 ,he relat$ to h] ! happy success ( ! ,hymn to ,life :i* h] v]ses _h inspir$1 & :i* he 0 submitt+ to ! judgm5t ( 8 musical fri5ds4 ,an or*e/ral conductor gave him hope ( a he>+3 ready = hope z he 01 he communicat$ ! news4 ,by ?is little pa?1 he writes1 we c rea* po/]ity toge!r--all o!r pa?s rema9+ op54 ,on ,septemb] #af? he wrote f ,leipsic to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,late/ news3 on ! #bnd ( ,octob] ,l\ comes "h2 two mon?s lat] we leave = ,p>is2 & we %all /ay !re1 p]haps = ye>s4 ,su* are my projects4 ,8 "m & si/] blam$ him2 he knew x1 & _! ho/ility did n displease him3 ,all ! virtues ( ,naumburg are aga9/ me1 he wrote1 x is well t x is s 444 ,two mon?s lat]1 ! fri5d%ip 0 brok54 ,p]haps we may p]ceive :at _h happ5$4 ,l\ ,salom came to f9d ,nietzs*e at ,leipsic1 z %e _h promis$2 b ,paul ,re accompani$ h]4 ,no d\bt %e wi%$ ,nietzs*e to und]/& once & = all ! nature ( a fri5d%ip :i* 0 always op5 to him3 free1 n slavi%2 sympa?y1 n intellectual devotion4 ,_h %e well weigh$ ! difficulties ( su* an ent]prise1 ! dang]s ( su* an attempt8 ,^! two m5 7 9 love ) h]4 ,:at 0 h] attitude betwe5 !m8 ,may %e n h yield$1 :5 %e tri$ to keep !m bo? by h]1 to "s in/9ct1 p]haps an unconsci\s "o1 ( intellectual curiosity1 ( conque/ & fem99e dom9ation8 ,:o c say1 :o w ev] "k8 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e became melan*oly & suspici\s4 ,"o day he imag9$ t 8 companions1 talk+ toge!r "u _! brea?1 7 laugh+ at him4 ,a piece ( gossip rea*$ him1 & upset 8 m9d4 ,! /ory1 pu]ile ?\gh x be1 mu/ be told4 ,re1 ,nietzs*e1 & ,l\ ,salom _h be5 photograph$ toge!r4 ,l\ ,salom & ,re _h said to ,nietzs*e3 ,get into ?is *ild's c>t3 we w hold ! %afts2 x w be a symbol ( our union4 ,nietzs*e _h answ]$3 ,i refuse2 ,miss ,l\ w be 9 ! c>t2 we w hold ! %afts1 ,paul ,re & ,i4 ,?is ,miss ,l\ did4 ,& %e 7accord+ to ! /ory repeat$ to him7 s5t ! photograph to num]\s fri5ds1 z a symbol ( h] supremacy4 ,a m cruel ?\ght soon began to torture ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e3 ,l\ & ,re are 9 agreem5t aga9/ me1 he ?\ght2 _! agreem5t condemns !m1 !y love "o ano!r & are deceiv+ me4 ,!n all became poor & vile ar\nd him4 ,a mis]able /rife t]m9at$ ! spiritual adv5ture ( :i* he _h dream$4 ,he lo/ 8 /range & s$uctive disciple2 he lo/ ! be/ & mo/ intellig5t fri5d ( 8 la/ eight ye>s4 ,f9ally1 affect$ & impair$ by ^! humiliat+ conditions1 he himself did a wrong to fri5d%ip & d5\nc$ ,re to ,l\4 ,he has a m>vell\s m9d1 he said1 b x is feeble & aimless4 ,8 education is ! cause ( ! tr\ble3 e man %\ld h be5 br\ght up 9 "s sort = a soldi]4 ,& e woman1 9 "s sort1 = a soldi]'s wife4 ,nietzs*e _h nei!r ! exp]i5ce nor ! necess>y resolution to decide an inf9itely pa9ful situation4 ,8 si/]1 :o dete/$ ,miss ,salom1 enc\rag$ 8 suspicions & 8 ranc\rs4 ,%e int]v5$ 9 a brutal mann]1 &1 x seems1 )\t au?orisation1 wrote ! "y girl a lett] :i* det]m9$ ! rupture4 ,miss ,salom 0 angry4 ,we h ! r\gh draft ( ! la/ lett] :i* ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e address$ to h]2 x ?r[s little light on ! detail ( ^! difficulties4 ,b1 ,l\1 :at lett]s y\rs are6 ,a little angry s*oolgirl writes 9 ?is way4 ,:at h ,i got to d ) ^! bick]+s8 ,und]/& me3 ,i wi% y to rise 9 my op9ion2 n to s9k aga94 ,i only reproa* y = ?is3 y ought to h soon] giv5 an acc\nt ( :at ,i expect$ f y4 ,at ,luc]ne ,i gave y my essay on ,s*op5hau]--,i told y t my views 7 ess5tially !re1 & t ,i believ$ t !y w\ld also be y\rs4 ,!n y %\ld h read & said3 ,no 79 su* matt]s ,i hate all sup]ficiality74 ,y w\ld h sp>$ me mu*6 ,y\r poem1 ',sorr[1' writt5 by y1 is a pr(\nd c\nt]-tru?4 ,i believe t no "o ?9ks m good ?+s ( y ?an ,i d1 or m bad4 ,d n def5d y\rself3 ,i h already def5d$ y1 to myself & to o!rs1 bett] ?an y c\ld d x4 ,creatures l y are only be>able to o!rs :5 !y h a l(ty object4 ,h[ poor y are 9 v5]ation1 9 gratitude1 9 piety1 9 c\rtesy1 9 admiration1 9 delicacy--,i d n speak ( high] ?+s4 ,h[ w\ld y answ] if ,i ask$ y3 ,are y brave8 ,are y incapable ( treason8 ,d y n !n feel t :5 a man l myself approa*es y1 he ne$s to con/ra9 himself v greatly8 ,y h _h to d ) "o ( ! mo/ =-be>+ & b5evol5t ( m5 possible3 b aga9/ petty egoism & little weaknesses1 my argum5t1 "k x well1 is disgu/4 ,no "o is s easily conqu]$ by disgu/ z ,i4 ,i h n deceiv$ myself aga9 on any po9t :atsoev]2 ,i saw 9 y t holy egoism :i* =ces u to s]ve :at is highe/ 9 u4 ,i d n "k by :at sorc]y's aid y h ex*ang$ x = its contr>y1 ! egoism ( ! cat1 :i* only desires life4 ,f>ewell1 de> ,l\1 ,i %all n see y aga94 ,protect y\r s\l f l de$s1 & succe$ bett] ) o!rs 9 reg>d to ?+s t1 s f> z ,i am conc]n$1 are irrep>able4 ,i h n read y\r lett] to ! end1 b ,i h read too mu* ( x4 ,y\r1 ,f4 ,n4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e left ,leipsic4 #a ,?is =mula is giv5 9 ! ,wille zur ,ma*t1 p>agraph #bhf4 #b ,?is intimate hi/ory has nev] be5 kn[n except to a few p1 :o are n[1 = ! mo/ "p1 out ( our k54 ,two wom5 survive3 "o1 ,frau ,fr/]-,nietzs*e1 has publi%$ "s acc\nts :i* "o w\ld wi% 7 m lucid & tranquil2 ! o!r1 ,miss ,salom1 has writt5 a book on ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 9 :i* "s facts are indicat$ & "s lett]s cit$2 %e has refus$ to ent] into polemics on a subject :i*1 z %e consid]s1 conc]ns h]self alone4 ,oral traditions are num]\s & contradictory4 ,"s1 rife 9 ,roman society1 :]e ! adv5ture took place1 are less fav\rable to ,miss ,salom2 %e appe>s z a sort ( ,m>ie ,ba%kirtseff1 an intellectual adv5turess :o 0 some:at too ent]pris+4 ,o!rs1 rife 9 ,g]many among ,miss ,salom's fri5ds1 are v diff]5t4 ,we h he>d all ^! traditions4 ,! fir/ h influ5c$ ! acc\nt :i* we h giv5 9 ! ,cahi]s de la qu9za9e1 ! second volume ( ! t5? s]ies1 pp4 #bd et seq42 ! second1 :i* we le>n$ lat]1 we n[ pref]4 ,b all hope ( c]ta9ty mu/ be adj\rn$4 #c ,da i/ e9e ,seele wel*e si* mit e95 ,hau* e9e ,krp]*5 ges*aff5 hat4 #d ,! y 9 ! ^w ,gaya does n seem to be ,italian4 ,we foll[ ,nietzs*e's or?ography4 #e ,:o t ha? once be5 seiz$ by !e c fly1 if he ha? felt ?y grave look turn$ on him8 ,i %all n save myself1 if ?\ take/ me1 ,i %all nev] believe ?\ do/ naught b de/roy4 ,yea1 ?\ mu/ visit all t live? ^u e>?1 no?+ ^u e>? c evade ?y grip3 life )\t !e--x 7 beautiful1 yet--?\ too art wor?y to be liv$4 ,,ii ,?us ,spake ,z>a?u/ra ,8 dep>ture 0 prompt1 l a flight4 ,he pass$ ?r\gh ,basle & /opp$ ) 8 fri5ds ! ,ov]becks1 :o li/5$ to 8 pla9t4 ,he _h awak5$ f 8 la/ dream2 ev]yone _h betray$ him3 ,l\1 ,re1 feeble & p]fidi\s2 ,lisbe?1 8 si/]1 :o _h act$ grossly4 ,( :at betrayal did he compla91 & ( :at act8 ,he did n say1 & cont9u$ 8 bitt] compla9ts4 ,! ,ov]becks wi%$ him to /ay ) !m = "s days4 ,he escap$ !m2 he wi%$ to "w1 & surm\nt alone ! sadness ( hav+ be5 deceiv$1 ! humiliation ( hav+ deceiv$ himself4 ,p]haps he also wi%$ to put to pr(it t condition ( p>oxysm & ! lyrical sursum :i!r 8 despair _h c>ri$ him4 ,he left4 ,to-day1 said he to 8 fri5ds1 ,i ent] into a complete solitude4 ,he left1 & /opp$ 9 ! fir/ in/ance at ,g5oa4 ,cold1 sick4 ,i suff]1 he wrote briefly to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,he left ?is t[n1 :]e he 0 importun$ p]haps by memories ( a happi] "t1 & mov$ away along ! coa/4 ,at ! "t ( :i* we speak1 ,n]vi1 ,santa ,m>gh]ita1 ,rapallo1 ,zoagli1 7 places unkn[n to ! t\ri/1 m>ket t[ns inhabit$ by fi%]m5 :o1 ea* ev5+1 drew 9 _! b>ques to ! recesses ( ! coves & sang z !y m5d$ _! nets4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e discov]$ ^! magnific5t spots1 & *ose1 to humiliate 8 mis]y !re1 ! mo/ magnific5t ( !m1 ,rapallo4 ,he relates1 9 simple language1 ! circum/ances ( 8 soj\rn3 ,i sp5t my w9t]1 #ahhb to #ahhc1 9 ! *>m+ & quiet bay ( ,rapallo t is holl[$ out by ! ,m$it]ranean n f> f ,g5oa1 betwe5 ! promontory ( ,port(9o & ,*iav>i4 ,my heal? 0 n ( ! be/2 ! w9t] 0 cold1 ra9y2 a little inn1#f situat$ at ! v edge ( ! sea1 s ne> x t ! noise ( ! waves prev5t$ me sleep+ at night1 (f]$ me a %elt] v unsatisfactory f all po9ts ( view4 ,nev]!less--& x is an in/ance ( my maxim t all t is decisive comes 'nev]!less '--x 0 dur+ ?is w9t] & 9 ?is discom=t t my noble ,z>a?u/ra 0 born4 ,9 ! morn+ ,i w\ld climb t[>ds ! s\? by ! magnific5t m\nta9 road1 t[>ds ,zoagli1 among ! p9es & dom9at+ ! imm5se sea2 9 ! ev5+ 7accord+ z my heal? p]mitt$ x7 ,i w\ld g r\nd ! bay ( ,santa ,m>gh]ita z f> z ,port(9o4444 ,on ^! two roads came to me all ! fir/ "p ( ,z>a?u/ra 7fiel mir e972 & m1 ,z>a?u/ra himself1 z type2 m exactly he fell ^u me 7b]fiel mi*74444 ,9 t5 weeks he conceiv$ & complet$ 8 poem4 ,x is a new "w &1 if "o affects to foll[ ! g5esis ( 8 ?\ght1 a surpris+ "o4 ,no d\bt1 he m$itat$ a lyrical "w1 a sacr$ book4 ,b ! ess5tial doctr9e ( ?is "w 0 to be giv5 by ! idea ( ! ,et]nal ,return4 ,n[1 9 ! fir/ "p ( ,z>a?u/ra1 ! idea ( ! ,et]nal ,return does n appe>4 ,nietzs*e foll[s a diff]5t & oppos+ idea1 ! idea ( ! ,sup]man1 ! symbol ( a real progress :i* modifies ?+s1 ! promise ( a possible escape beyond *ance & fatality4 ,z>a?u/ra ann\nces ! ,sup]man1 he is ! prophet ( good tid+s4 ,he has discov]$ 9 8 solitude a promise ( happ9ess1 he be>s ?is promise2 8 /r5g? is sweet & b5evol5t1 he pr$icts a great future z ! rew>d ( a great "w4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 9 o!r times1 w put a m bitt] spee* into 8 m\?4 ,if "o reads ?is fir/ "p1 & takes c>e n to conf\nd x ) ^? :i* imm$iately foll[1 "o w feel ! sanctity1 ! frequ5t suavity ( ! acc5t4 ,:y ?is ab&onm5t ( ! ,et]nal ,return8 ,nietzs*e does n write a ^w :i* ?r[s light ^u ?is my/]y4 ,miss ,l\ ,salom tells u t at ,leipsic1 dur+ 8 %ort /udies1 he _h realis$ ! impossibility ( f\nd+ 8 hypo!sis 9 reason4 ,b ?is did n dim9i% ! lyrical value ( :i* he knew h[ to take advantage a ye> lat]2 & ?is _c expla91 9 any case1 ! appe>ance ( a contr>y idea4 ,:at are we to ?9k8 ,p]haps 8 /oicism 0 vanqui%$ by ! betrayal ( 8 two fri5ds4 ,9 spite ( all1 he wrote on ,decemb] #crd to ,pet] ,ga/1 ,i w\ld n l to live ^! latt] mon?s ov] aga94 ,we "k t he nev] ceas$ to exp]i5ce 9 himself ! efficacy ( 8 ?\ghts4 ,incapable ( endur+ ! cruel symbol1 he did n ?9k t he c\ld s9c]ely (f] x to m51 & he inv5t$ a new symbol1 ,ueb]m5s*1 ! ,sup]man4 ,i d n desire a recomm5cem5t1 he writes 9 8 notes 7i* w das leb5 ni*t wi$]74 ,h[ 0 ,i able to endure ! idea8 ,9 creat+1 9 fix+ my view on ! ,sup]man1 :o says yea to life1 ,i h myself tri$ to say ,yea--alas6 ,to ! cry ( 8 y\?3 ,i/ ,v]$lung mgli*8 7,is ! ennobl+ ( man possible87 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e desires to reply1 & to reply ,yes4 ,he wi%es to believe 9 ! ,sup]man1 & succe$s 9 do+ s4 ,he c grasp ?is hope2 x suits ! design ( 8 "w4 ,:at does he propose to himself8 ,among all ! incl9ations :i* urge him1 ?is "o is /rong3 to answ] ! ,p>sifal1 to oppose "w to "w4 ,ri*>d ,wagn] desir$ to depict humanity drawn f its languor by ! ,eu*>i/ie my/]y1 ! tr\bl$ blood ( m5 r5ovat$ by ! ev] p\r$ out blood ( ,*ri/4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e wi%es to depict humanity sav$ f languor by ! glorification ( its own ess5ce1 by ! virtues ( a *os5 & will+ few :i* purify & r5ew its blood4 ,is ?is all 8 desire8 ,surely n4 ,?us ,spake ,z>a?u/ra is m ?an an answ] to ! ,p>sifal4 ,! orig9s ( ,nietzs*e's ?\ghts are always grave & di/ant4 ,:at is 8 la/ wi%8 ,he desires to guide & direct ! activity ( m52 he wi%es to create _! morals1 assign to ! humble _! tasks1 to ! /rong _! duties & _! comm&m5ts1 & to raise !m all t[>ds a sublime de/9y4 ,z a *ild1 z a y\?1 z a "y man1 he _h ?is aspiration2 at ?irty-eight ye>s ( age1 at ?is in/ant ( crisis & ( decision1 he f9ds x aga9 & desires to act4 ,! ,et]nal ,return no long] satisfies him3 he _c cons5t to live imprison$ 9 a bl9d nature4 ,! idea ( ! ,sup]man on ! contr>y captivates him3 x is a pr9ciple ( action1 a hope ( salvation4 ,:at is ! import ( ?is idea8 ,is x a reality or a symbol8 ,x is impossible to say4 ,nietzs*e's m9d is rapid & always oscillat+4 ,! vehem5ce ( ! inspiration :i* c>ries him along leaves him nei!r leisure nor /r5g? to def9e4 ,he h>dly succe$s 9 und]/&+ ! ideas :i* agitate him1 & int]prets !m himself 9 div]s ways4 ,at times1 ! ,sup]man appe>s to him z a v s]i\s reality4 ,b m (t51 x seems1 he neglects or disda9s all lit]al belief1 & 8 idea is no m ?an a lyrical phantasy ) :i* he trifles = ! sake ( animat+ base humanity4 ,x is an illusion1 a useful & b5efic5t illusion1 he w\ld say1 7 he /ill a ,wagn]ian1 d>$ he to re-adopt ! vocabul>y ( 8 ?irtie? ye>4 ,!n he _h lik$ to repeat ! maxim f ,s*ill]3 ,d>e to dream & to lie4 ,we may believe t ! ,sup]man is *iefly ! dream & falsehood ( a lyrical poet4 ,e species has its limits :i* x _c transgress4 ,nietzs*e kn[s ?is & writes x4 ,x 0 a pa9ful lab\r4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 ill-dispos$ to conceive a hope1 _h frequ5t revolts aga9/ ! task :i* he impos$ on himself4 ,e morn+ on awak5+ f a sleep :i* *loral _h r5d]$ sweet1 he r$iscov]$ life ) frightful bitt]ness4 ,conqu]$ by melan*oly & ranc\r1 he wrote pages :i* he _h at once to re-read att5tively1 to correct or erase4 ,he dread$ ^! bad h\rs 9 :i* ang]1 seiz+ him l a v]tigo1 obscur$ 8 be/ ?\ghts4 ,!n he w\ld evoke 8 h]o1 ,z>a?u/ra1 always noble1 always s]5e1 & seek f him "s enc\ragem5t4 ,_m a passage ( 8 poem is ! expression ( ?is agony4 ,z>a?u/ra speaks to him3 ,yea3 ,i "k ?y dang]4 ,b by my love & hope1 ,i conjure !e3 reject n ?y love & ?y hope4 ,! noble "o is always 9 dang] ( becom+ an insol5t1 a sne]+ "o & a de/roy]4 ,alas1 ,i h kn[n noble ones :o lo/ _! highe/ hope4 ,!n !y sl&]$ all high hopes4 ,by my love & my hope ,i conjure !e2 d n ca/ away ! h]o 9 ?y s\l6 believe 9 ! hol9ess ( ?y highe/ hope4 ,! /ruggle 0 always p]ceptible2 nev]!less ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e advanc$ 8 "w4 ,e day he _h to le>n wisdom anew1 & to mod]ate1 cru%1 or deceive 8 desires4 ,he succe$$ 9 ?is rude ex]cise & manag$ to br+ back 8 s\l into a calm & fecund condition4 ,he complet$ a poem :i* 0 b ! op5+ ( a va/] poem4 ,z>a?u/ra1 return+ t[>ds ! m\nta9s1 ab&ons ! _w ( m54 ,twice aga91 be=e he dictates ! tables ( 8 law1 he is to desc5d to x4 ,b :at he says suffices to give u a glimpse ( ! ess5tial =ms ( a humanity ob$i5t to its lite4 ,x consi/s ( ?ree ca/es3 at ! bottom1 ! popul> ca/e1 all[$ to reta9 its humble beliefs2 above1 ! ca/e ( ! *iefs1 ! organis]s & w>riors2 above ! *iefs !mselves1 ! sacr$ ca/e1 ! poets :o create ! illusions & dictate ! values4 ,"o recalls t essay by ,ri*>d ,wagn] on art1 religion1 & politics1 =m]ly s mu* admir$ by ,nietzs*e3 9 x a simil> hi]>*y 0 propos$4 ,9 its ensemble ! "w is s]5e4 ,x is ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e's f9e/ victory4 ,he has repress$ 8 melan*oly2 he exalts =ce1 n brutality2 expansion1 n aggression4 ,9 ! la/ days ( ,febru>y1 #ahhb1 he wrote ^! f9al pages1 :i* are p]haps ! mo/ beautiful & ! mo/ religi\s ev] inspir$ by naturali/ic ?\ght4 ,my bre?r51 rema9 fai?ful to ! e>?1 ) all ! =ce ( y\r love6 ,let y\r great love & y\r k be 9 accord ) ! mean+ ( ! e>?4 ,i pray y & conjure y4 ,let n y\r virtue fly f> f t]re/rial ?+s1 & beat its w+s aga9/ ! et]nal walls6 ,alas6 !re is always s mu* virtue gone a/ray6 ,l myself1 br+ back t[>ds ! e>? ! virtue :i* goes a/ray--yea1 t[>ds ! fle% & t[>ds life2 t x may give a mean+ to ! e>?1 a human mean+4444 ,:il/ he complet$ ! composition ( ?is hymn on ! ,g5oese coa/1 ,ri*>d ,wagn] di$ 9 ,v5ice4 ,nietzs*e le>nt ! news ) a grave emotion1 & recognis$ a sort ( provid5tial accord 9 ! co9cid5ce ( ev5ts4 ,! poet ( ,siegfri$ 0 dead2 s be x6 humanity w\ld n be = a mom5t depriv$ ( poetry1 s9ce ,z>a?u/ra _h already spok54 ,= m ?an six ye>s he _h giv5 no sign ( life to ,cosima ,wagn]2 n[ he _h to tell h] t he _h =gott5 no?+ ( pa/ days & t he %>$ h] sorr[s4 ,y w approve ( me 9 ?is1 ,i am sure he wrote to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug4#g 99 99 99 99 99 ,on ! #ad? ( ,febru>y he wrote to ,s*meitzn]1 ! publi%]3 ,to-day ,i h "s news = y3 ,i h j tak5 a decisive /ep--,i mean1 "o pr(itable to y4 ,x conc]ns a little "w1 sc>cely #ajj pages long1 entitl$3 ,?us ,spake ,z>a?u/ra1 a book = all & none4 ,x is a poem or x is a ,fif? ,gospel1 or some?+ :i* has no "n2 by f> ! mo/ s]i\s1 & also ! mo/ happy1 ( my productions & "o t is op5 to all4 ,he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/ & to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug3 ,?is ye>1 said he1 no society4 ,i %all g /raight f ,g5oa to ,sils6 ,?us did ,z>a?u/ra1 :o left ! great city & return$ to ! m\nta9s4 ,b ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e is n ,z>a?u/ra2 he is feeble1 solitude exalts & fright5s him4 ,"s weeks pass$4 ,s*meitzn]1 ! publi%]1 0 sl[3 ,nietzs*e grew impati5t & modifi$ 8 projects = ! summ]2 he wi%$ to he> ! s\nd ( human spee*4 ,8 si/]1 at ,rome ) ,frule9 von ,meys5bug1 guess$ t he 0 accessible & we>y1 & seiz$ ?is opportunity ( a reconciliation4 ,he did n def5d himself & promis$ to come4 ,"h he 0 at ,rome4 ,8 old fri5d imm$iately introduc$ him into a brilliant society4 ,l5ba* 0 !re1 & also t ,c\ntess ,dnh(f1 to-day ,pr9cess von ,buel[1 an amiable woman & a great musician4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e felt ) vexation h[ diff]5t he 0 f ^! happy talk]s1 h[ he belong$ to ano!r _w1 h[ !y misund]/ood him4 ,a curi\s1 a s+ul> man1 !y ?9k2 a v ecc5tric man4 ,a great m9d8 ,no "o v5tur$ to pass ?is ra% judgm5t4 ,& ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 s pr\d :5 he 0 alone1 0 a/oni%$1 di/urb$1 & humiliat$4 ,x seem$ t he _h n ! /r5g? to despise ^! p :o did n he>k5 to him2 he 0 disquiet$ & began to fe> = 8 well-belov$ son1 ,z>a?u/ra4 ,!y w run ?r\gh my book1 he wrote to ,ga/1 & x w be a subject ( conv]sation4 ,t inspires me ) disgu/4 ,:o is s]i\s en\gh to he> me8 ,if ,i _h ! au?ority ( old ,wagn]1 my affairs w\ld be 9 a bett] way4 ,b at pres5t no "o c save me f be+ deliv]$ ov] to 'lit]>y p4' ,to ! devil6 ,o!r vexations affect$ him3 he _h tak5 to *loral1 dur+ ! w9t]1 9 ord] to combat 8 insomnia4 ,he depriv$ himself ( x & recov]$1 n )\t difficulty1 8 normal sleep4 ,s*meitzn]1 ! publi%]1 did n hurry to pr9t ,?us ,spake ,z>a?u/ra2 :at 0 ! cause ( ! delay8 ,nietzs*e enquir$ & 0 told3 ,five hundr$ ?\s& copies ( a collection ( hymns _h fir/ to be pr9t$ = ! ,sunday-s*ools4 ,nietzs*e wait$ "s weeks1 receiv$ no?+1 ask$ aga92 ano!r /ory3 ! collection ( hymns 0 publi%$1 b a big lot ( anti-,semitic pamphlets _h to be pr9t$ & ?r[n ^u ! _w4 ,june came3 ,z>a?u/ra _h n yet appe>$4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e lo/ 8 temp] & suff]$ = 8 h]o1 :o 0 ?w>t$ by ! two platitudes1 ,pietism & anti-,semitism4 ,he 0 disc\rag$ & ceas$ to write2 he left 8 luggage at ! /ation ) ! books & manuscripts :i* he _h br\ght3 "o hundr$ & f\r kilos ( pap]4 ,ev]y?+ 9 ,rome h>ass$ him3 ! na/y p1 a mob ( illegitimates2 ! prie/s1 :om he c\ld n tol]ate2 ! *ur*es1 cav]ns ) unsav\ry od\rs4 ,8 hatr$ ( ,ca?olicism is in/9ctive & has f>-(f orig9s2 always :5 he approa*es x1 he %udd]s4 ,x is n ! philosoph] :o judges & reproves2 x is ! son ( ! pa/or1 :o has rema9$ a ,lu!ran3 :o _c endure ! o!r ,*ur*1 full ( inc5se & idols4 ,! desire came to him to leave ?is t[n4 ,he he>d ! beauty ( ,aquila prais$4 ,fri$ri* von ,hoh5/auf51 ! ,emp]or ( ! ,arabs & ! ,jews1 ! enemy ( ! popes1 resid$ !re2 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e wi%$ to reside !re1 too4 ,/ill1 ! room :i* he occupi$ 0 a f9e & well-situat$ "o1 ,piazza ,b>b]9i1 at ! v top ( a h\se4 ,!re "o c\ld =get ! t[n3 ! murmur ( wat] fall+ f a triton's horn /ill$ ! noise ( humanity & %elt]$ 8 melan*oly4 ,!re x 0 t1 "o ev5+1 he 0 to improvise ! mo/ poignant expression ( 8 despair & solitude3 ,i am light2 alas if ,i 7 night6 ,b ?is is my solitude1 to be always surr\nd$ by light4 ,alas t ,i am n %ad[ & gloom6 ,h[ ,i w\ld dr9k f ! brea/s ( light6 444 ,b ,i live 9 my own light1 ,i dr9k ! flames :i* escape f me6 ,?us ,spake ,z>a?u/ra1 a ,book = ,all & ,none1 at la/ appe>$ dur+ ! fir/ days ( ,june4 ,i am v mu* on ! move1 wrote ,nietzs*e4 ,i am 9 agreeable society1 b z soon z ,i am alone ,i feel mov$ z ,i h nev] be54 ,he soon knew ! fate ( 8 book4 ,8 fri5ds spoke to him v little ( x2 ! newspap]s1 ! reviews1 did n m5tion x2 no "o 0 int]e/$ 9 ?is ,z>a?u/ra1 ! /range prophet :o 9 a biblical tone taught unbelief4 ,h[ bitt] x is6 said ,lisbe? ,nietzs*e & ,frule9 von ,meys5bug2 ^! two wom51 ,*ri/ians at he>t t !y 71 took (f5ce4 ,& ,i1 wrote ,nietzs*e to ,pet] ,ga/1 ,i :o f9d my book s g5tle6 ,! heat disp]s$ ?is ,roman society4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e knew n :]e to g4 ,he _h hop$ = su* diff]5t days6 ,he _h be5 p]suad$ t he w\ld move lett]$ ,europe1 t he w\ld at la/ attract read]s to himself1 or 7m precisely p]haps7 t he w\ld attract1 n t[>ds 8 feeble self1 b t[>ds ,z>a?u/ra1 :o 0 s /rong1 disciples or ev5 s]vitors4 ,= ?is summ]1 he wrote 9 ,may to ,pet] ,ga/1 ,i h a project3 to *oose1 9 "s =e/1 "s ca/le =m]ly fitt$ up by ! ,b5$ict9es = _! m$itations1 & to fill x ) companions1 *os5 m5 444 ,i mu/ g on a que/ = new fri5ds4 ,ab\t ! #bj? ,june1 ?und]/ruck by ! loss ( 8 hopes1 he w5t up t[>ds 8 fav\rite retreat1 ! ,engad9e4 ,lisbe? ,nietzs*e1 :o 0 return+ to ,g]many1 accompani$ him4 ,nev] _h %e se5 him m brilliant or m gay1 %e said1 ?an dur+ ^! few h\rs ( travel4 ,he improvis$ epigrams1 b\ts-rimes1 ! words ( :i* 8 si/] sugge/$2 he laugh$ l a *ild1 &1 9 fe> ( tr\blesome p :o w\ld h di/urb$ 8 delight1 he call$ & tipp$ ! gu>d at e /ation4 99 99 99 99 99 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h n se5 ! ,engad9e s9ce t summ] ( #ahha 9 :i* he _h conceiv$ ! ,et]nal ,return & ! words ( ,z>a?u/ra4 ,9 ! clut* ( ^! memories & ( ! sudd5 solitude1 c>ri$ away by a prodigi\s movem5t ( inspiration1 he wrote 9 t5 days ! second "p ( 8 "w4 ,x 0 bitt]4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e c\ld no long] repress ! ranc\rs1 ! m5ace ( :i* he _h felt la/ w9t]2 he c\ld no long] unite =ce to sweetness2 ,i am n a hunt] ( flies1 ,z>a?u/ra us$ to say1 & he disda9$ 8 adv]s>ies4 ,he _h spok5 z a b5efactor1 & he _h n be5 he>d4 ,nietzs*e put into 8 m\? ano!r spee*3 ,z>a?u/ra ! judge1 he wrote 9 8 %ort notes2 ! manife/ation ( ju/ice 9 its mo/ gr&iose =m2 ( ju/ice :i* fa%ions1 :i* con/ructs1 & :i*1 z a consequ5ce1 mu/ annihilate4 ,z>a?u/ra ! judge has only insults & lam5tations ^u 8 lips4 ,he s+s ?is nocturnal *ant :i* ,nietzs*e1 at ,rome1 _h "o ev5+ improvis$ = himself alone3 ,i am light2 alas if ,i 7 night6 ,b ?is is my solitude1 to be always surr\nd$ by light4 ,?is is no long] ! h]o :om ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h creat$ s sup]ior to all humanity2 x is a man 9 despair1 x is ,nietzs*e1 9 %ort1 too weak to express any?+ beyond 8 ang] & 8 pla9ts4 ,v]ily1 my fri5ds1 ,i walk among m5 z among ! fragm5ts & memb]s ( man4 ,to see m5 brok5 & scatt]$ z ?\gh !y lay ov] a but*]'s %ambles1 ?is is to my eye ! mo/ frightful ?+4 ,& :5 my eye flee? f ! pres5t to ! pa/1 x ev] f9de? ! same3 fragm5ts1 memb]s1 & frightful cata/rophes--b no m56 ,! pres5t & ! pa/ ^u ! e>?--alas1 my fri5ds1 ^! are to me ! mo/ unbe>able ?+s2 & ,i c\ld n live 7 ,i n a vision>y ( :at mu/ come4 ,a vision>y1 a creator1 ! future itself & a bridge unto ! future--alas6 9 "s sort also1 a cripple ^u ?is bridge3 ,z>a?u/ra is all ?is4444 ,i walk among m51 ! fragm5ts ( ! future3 ( ! future :i* ,i contemplate 9 my visions4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e d]id$ ! moral comm&m5ts :i* _h upheld anci5t humanity3 he wi%$ to aboli% !m & to e/abli% 8 own4 ,%all we "k x at l5g?1 ?is new law8 ,he delays 9 tell+ x to u4 ,! qualities ( ! ,sup]man become m & m visible1 he writes 9 8 notes4 ,he w\ld wi% t x 7 s2 b c he1 absorb$ z he is 9 discont5t & bitt]ness1 enunciate1 def9e a =m ( virtue1 a new good1 a new evil1 z he _h promis$8 ,he tries4 ,he is ! prey ( a bitt] & viol5t mood1 & ! virtue :i* he exalts is nak$ =ce undisguis$1 t savage ard\r :i* moral prescriptions h always wi%$ to att5uate1 v>y1 or ov]come4 ,he yields to ! attraction :i* x ex]cises ^u him4 ,) delight ,i reg>d ! miracles :i* ! ard5t sun br+s to bir?1 says ,z>a?u/ra4 ,!y are tig]s1 palm-trees1 rattlesnakes4444 ,v]ily1 !re is a future ev5 = evil1 & ! hotte/ noon has n yet be5 discov]$ = man4444 ,"o day !re w come to ! _w ! greate/ dragons4444 ,?y s\l is s f> f :at is great t ?\ w\ld/ f9d ! ,sup]man awful 9 8 goodness4 ,!re is emphasis ^u ?is page4 ,! words are noisy r ?an /rong4 ,p]haps ,nietzs*e disguises 9 ?is way an emb>rassm5t ( ?\ght3 he does n insi/ ^u ?is gospel ( evil1 & pref]s to adj\rn ! difficult mom5t 9 :i* 8 prophet w ann\nce 8 law4 ,z>a?u/ra mu/ fir/ complete 8 duties z judge1 ! annihilator ( ! weak4 ,he mu/ /rike3 ) :at weapon8 ,"h ,nietzs*e aga9 takes up ! idea ( ! ,et]nal ,return :i* he _h )drawn f 8 fir/ section4 ,he modifies ! s5se & ! application ( x4 ,x is no long] an ex]cise ( spiritual life1 a process ( int]nal edification2 x is a hamm]1 z he says1 an in/rum5t ( moral t]rorism1 a symbol :i* disp]ses dreams4 ,z>a?u/ra assembles 8 disciples & wi%es to communicate to !m ! doctr9e1 b 8 voice falt]s2 he is sil5t4 ,sudd5ly he is mov$ by pity1 & ! prophet himself suff]s z he evokes ! t]rible idea4 ,he hesitates at ! mom5t t he is ab\t to de/roy ^! illusions ( a bett] future1 ^! expectations ( ano!r life & ( a spiritual beatitude :i* veil f m5 ! mis]y ( _! /ate4 ,he gr[s anxi\s4 ,a hun*back1 :o div9es ?is1 int]polates ) a sne]3 ,:y do? ,z>a?u/ra speak unto 8 disciples o!rwise ?an he speake? unto himself8 ,z>a?u/ra feels 8 fault & seeks a new solitude4 ,! second "p is ?us complet$4 ,on ! #bd? ,june ( ?is ye>1 #ahhb1 ,nietzs*e 0 in/all$ at ,sils2 be=e ! #aj? ( ,july he wrote to 8 si/]3 ,i beg y in/antly to see ,s*meitzn] & engage him orally or by writ+1 z y ?9k be/1 to give ! second "p ( ,z>a?u/ra to ! pr9t] z soon z ! manuscript is deliv]$4 ,?is second "p exi/s to-day3 try to imag9e x1 ! vehem5ce ( su* a creation2 y w sc>cely be able to exagg]ate x4 ,!re is ! dang]4 ,9 ,heav5's "n1 arrange ?+s ) ,s*meitzn]2 ,i am too irritable myself4 ,s*meitzn] promis$ & kept 8 ^w2 9 ,augu/ ! pro(s arriv$4 ,nietzs*e _h n /r5g? en\gh to correct !m & left ! "w to ,pet] ,ga/ & 8 si/]4 ,! t]rible ?+s :i* he _h said1 ! m t]rible ?+s :i* he _h yet to say1 bruis$ him4 99 99 99 99 99 ,o!r vexations 7 add$ to ! melan*oly ( 8 ?\ght4 ,an awkw>d /ep on 8 si/]'s "p awoke aga9 ! diss5sions ( ! previ\s summ]4 ,9 ! spr+1 dur+ _! reconcilem5t1 he _h said to h]1 aw>e ( h] qu>relsome nature3 ,promise me nev] to g back on ! /ories ( ,l\ ,salom & ( ,paul ,re4 ,= ?ree mon?s %e _h kept h] peace1 !n %e broke h] ^w & spoke4 ,:at did %e say8 ,we d n "k2 we are aga9 9 ! obscurity ( ?is obscure hi/ory4 ,lisbe?1 he wrote to ,madame ,ov]beck1 absolutely wants to av5ge h]self on ! "y ,russian4 ,no d\bt %e report$ to him "s fact1 "s obs]vation ( :i* he 0 ignorant4 ,a sick5+ irritation laid hold ( him4 ,he wrote to ,paul ,re1 & ?is is ! lett]1 a sket* ( :i* has be5 f\nd4 7,0 x s5t z we read x8 ,x is n c]ta947 ,too late1 almo/ a ye> too late1 ,i le>n ( ! "p :i* y took 9 ! ev5ts ( la/ summ]1 & my s\l has nev] be5 s ov]:elm$ ) disgu/ z x is at pres5t1 to ?9k t an insidi\s individual ( y\r k9d1 a li> & a knave1 _h be5 able to call himself my fri5d = ye>s4 ,x is a crime1 9 my op9ion1 & n only a crime aga9/ me1 b above all aga9/ fri5d%ip1 aga9/ ?is v empty ^w1 fri5d%ip4 ,fie1 sir6 ,s y are ! calumniator ( my "*1 & ,miss ,salom has only be5 ! m\?piece1 ! v unsatisfactory m\?piece1 ( ! judgm5t :i* y pass$ on me2 s x is y :o1 9 my abs5ce1 naturally1 spoke ( me z ?\gh ,i 7 a vulg> & l[ egoi/1 always ready to plund] o!rs2 s x is y :o h accus$ me ( hav+1 s f> z conc]n$ ,miss ,salom1 pursu$ ! mo/ fil?y designs "u a mask ( idealism2 s x is y :o d>e to say ( me t ,i 0 mad & did n "k :at ,i want$8 ,n[1 ( a surety1 ,i und]/& bett] ! :ole ( ?is bus9ess :i* has made m5 :om ,i v5]at$ & _m :om ,i e/eem$1 z my ne>e/ & de>e/1 /rang]s to me4444 ,& ,i ?\ght y my fri5d2 & no?+1 p]haps1 = sev5 ye>s has done m h>m to my prospects ?an ! tr\ble t ,i took to def5d y4 ,x seems !n t ,i am n v well advanc$ 9 ! art ( kn[+ m54 ,t furni%es y no d\bt ) matt] = mock]y4 ,:at a fool y h made ( me6 ,bravo6 ,z reg>ds m5 ( y\r /amp1 r ?an und]/& !m1 ,i _h r !y mock$ me4 ,i w\ld h great pleasure 9 giv+ y a lesson 9 practical morals ) a pair ( pi/ols2 ,i w\ld succe$ p]haps1 "u ! mo/ fav\rable circum/ances1 9 int]rupt+ once & = all y\r works on morals3 "o ne$s clean h&s = t1 ,dr4 ,paul ,re1 n dirty ones6 ,?is lett] _c be consid]$ suffici5t to condemn ,paul ,re4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e wrote x 9 a mom5t ( ang] ^u in=mation giv5 by 8 si/]1 :o 0 (t5 m impassion$ ?an accurate4 ,x is a preci\s witness to 8 impression2 to ! ill-kn[n data ( ! cause1 x is a m$iocre witness4 ,:at 0 ! conduct ( ,paul ,re8 ,:at 7 ! rights & wrongs8 ,9 ,april1 #ahhc1 six mon?s aft] ! difficulties ( ,leipsic1 he _h (f]$ ,nietzs*e ! d$ication ( a "w on ! orig9s ( ! moral consci5ce1 a "w altoge!r inspir$ by ,nietzs*ean ideas4 ,nietzs*e _h refus$ ?is public complim5t3 ,i no long] want1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 to be conf\nd$ ) any "o4 ,a lett] writt5 by ,george ,br&es 9 #ahhh %[s u ,paul ,re liv+ 9 ,b]l9 ) ,miss ,salom1 z bro!r & si/]1 accord+ to bo? _! acc\nts4 ,!re is no d\bt t ,re help$ ,miss ,salom1 t[>ds #ahhc1 to write h] book on ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e3 a v intellig5t & a v noble book4 ,we incl9e to believe t betwe5 ^! two m5 !re 0 only ! mis=tune ( a common love :i* ! same woman inspir$ 9 !m4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e wrote long & febrile lett]s4 ,he compla9$ ( be+ alone at =ty ye>s1 betray$ by 8 fri5ds4 ,franz ,ov]beck grew anxi\s & w5t up to ,sils-,m>ia to di/ract him f ! solitude :i* w\nd$ & consum$ him4 ,8 si/]1 a prud5t lady1 & b\rgeois 9 h] ta/es1 advis$ him 9 answ] to 8 compla9ts3 ,y are alone1 x is true1 said %e to him2 h y n s\ght solitude8 ,get an appo9tm5t 9 "s ,univ]sity3 :5 y h a title & pupils1 y w be recognis$ & p w cease to ignore y\r books4 ,nietzs*e li/5$ indulg5tly1 b did li/51 & wrote to ! ,rector ( ,leipsic1 :o1 )\t hesitation1 dissuad$ him f mak+ any ov]tures1 no ,g]man ,univ]sity be+ 9 a position to all[ an a!i/1 a decl>$ anti-,*ri/ian1 among its tea*]s4 ,?is reply has giv5 me c\rage6 wrote ,nietzs*e to ,pet] ,ga/2 to 8 si/] he s5t a /rong lett] ^: ?ru/s %e felt4 ,x is necess>y t ,i be misund]/ood1 bett] /ill1 ,i g to meet calumny & contempt4 ,my 'ne> ones' w be ! fir/ aga9/ me3 la/ summ] ,i und]/ood t1 & ,i 0 magnific5tly consci\s t ,i 0 at la/ on my road4 ,:5 x comes to me to ?9k1 ',i c no long] endure solitude1' !n ,i exp]i5ce an unspeakable humiliation be=e myself--,i feel myself 9 revolt aga9/ :at !re is ( highe/ 9 me4444 ,9 ,septemb] he direct$ 8 /eps t[>ds ,naumburg1 :]e x 0 8 int5tion to /ay "s weeks4 ,8 "m & si/] inspir$ 9 him a mix$ feel+1 :i* baffles analysis4 ,he lik$ 8 own p because !y 7 8 own1 & because he 0 t5d]1 fai?ful1 inf9itely s5sible to memories4 ,b e "o ( 8 ideas1 e "o ( 8 desires1 drew him f !m1 & 8 m9d despis$ !m4 ,nev]!less ! old h\se ( ,naumburg 0 ! only place 9 ! _w :]e !re 01 s long z he /ay$ !re = a %ort "t only1 "s sweetness ( life = him4 ,"m & daught] 7 qu>rell+4 ,lisbe? lov$ a c]ta9 ,fr/]1 an agitator1 an idealogue ( ,g]mani/ & anti-,semitic views1 :o 0 organis+ a colonial ent]prise 9 ,p>aguay4 ,%e wi%$ to m>ry him & to foll[ him2 h] despair+ "m wi%$ to reta9 h]4 ,madame ,nietzs*e welcom$ h] son z a savi\r & relat$ to him ! mad projects :i* ,lisbe? 0 =m+4 ,he 0 ov]:elm$2 he knew ! p]son & 8 ideas1 he despis$ ! l[ & dull passions :i* ! propag&a excit$1 & suspect$ him ( hav+ spok5 malici\sly ( 8 "w4 ,t ,lisbe?1 ! companion ( 8 *ildhood1 %\ld foll[ ?is man 0 m ?an he c\ld all[4 ,he call$ h]1 spoke viol5tly to h]4 ,%e answ]$ him bravely4 ,!re 0 little t 0 delicate or subtle 9 ?is woman's composition1 b %e _h en]gy4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 s weak 9 ! dep? ( 8 s\l1 valu$ 9 h] ! quality :i* he lack$4 ,he might s]monise1 scold1 b he c\ld n get 8 way4 99 99 99 99 99 ,! late autumn came1 & ,naumburg 0 cov]$ ) fogs4 ,nietzs*e left & w5t to ,g5oa4 ,^! qu>rels _h less5$ 8 self-respect4 ,?+s g badly ) me1 v badly1 he wrote 9 ,octob] to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug2 my visit 9 ,g]many is ! cause4 ,i c live only at ! seaside4 ,e o!r climate depresses me1 de/roys my n]ves & eyes1 makes me melan*oly1 puts me into a black hum\r--t awful t>e2 ,i h _h to combat x 9 my life m ?an ! hydras & o!r celebrat$ mon/]s4 ,9 trivial ennui is hidd5 ! mo/ dang]\s enemy2 great calamity adds to "o's /ature4444 ,t[>ds mid-,novemb] he left ,g5oa1 &1 circl+ ! we/]n coa/1 began ! que/ = a w9t] resid5ce4 ,he pass$ by ,san ,remo1 ,m5tone1 ,monaco1 & /opp$ at ,nice1 :i* en*ant$ him4 ,!re he f\nd t ke5 air & t pl5itude ( light1 t multitude ( bright days :i* he ne$$3 ,light1 light1 light1 he wrote'2 ,i h rega9$ my equilibrium4 ,! cosmopolitan city displeas$ him1 & at fir/ he r5t$ a room 9 a h\se ( ! old ,italian city1 n ,nice1 b ,nizza1 z he always wrote4 ,= neighb\rs he _h q simple p1 workm51 masons1 employs1 :o all spoke ,italian4 ,x 0 9 simil> conditions t 9 #ahha he _h enjoy$ at ,g5oa a c]ta9 happ9ess4 ,he *as$ away 8 va9 ?\ghts & made an en]getic ef=t to complete ,z>a?u/ra4 ,b !n arose ! greate/ ( 8 mis=tunes3 ! difficulty ( 8 "w 0 extreme1 p]haps insurm\ntable4 ,to complete ,z>a?u/ra--:at did t imply8 ,! "w 0 imm5se3 x _h to be a poem :i* w\ld make ! poems ( ,wagn] =gott52 a gospel :i* %\ld make ! ,gospel =gott54 ,f #ahge to #ahha1 dur+ six ye>s1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h exam9$ all ! moral sy/ems & %[n ! illusion :i* is at _! f\ndation2 he _h def9$ 8 idea ( ! ,univ]se3 x 0 a bl9d me*anism1 a :eel :i* turn$ et]nally & )\t object4 ,yet he wi%$ to be a prophet1 an enunciator ( virtues & ( purposes3 ,i am he :o dictates ! values = a ?\s& ye>s1 he said 9 ^? notes 9 :i* 8 pride bur/s =?4 ,to impr9t 8 h& on ! c5turies1 z on s(t wax1 write on ! w ( mill5nia z ^u brass1 h>d] ?an brass1 m noble ?an brass1 !re1 ,z>a?u/ra 0 to say1 is ! beatitude ( ! ,creator4 ,:at laws1 :at tables1 did ,nietzs*e wi% to dictate8 ,:at values w\ld he *oose to hon\r or depreciate8 & :at "r _h he to *oose1 to build up an ord] ( beauty1 an ord] ( virtue1 9 nature1 :]e a me*anical ord] reigns8 ,he _h ! "r ( ! poet1 no d\bt1 ^: g5ius1 ! creator ( illusions1 imposes ^u ! imag9ation ( man ?is love or t hatr$1 ?is good or t evil4 ,?us ,nietzs*e w\ld answ] u1 b he did n fail to recognise ! difficulty4 ,on ! la/ pages ( ! second "p ( 8 poem he av[$ x4 ,?is1 ?is is my dang]1 says ,z>a?u/ra1 t my glance ?r[e? itself to ! summit1 :]eas my h& w\ld fa9 grasp & re/ ^u--! void4 ,he wi%$ to br+ 8 task to a head4 ,he _h felt1 ?is v summ]1 z some?+ v close & urg5t1 ! tragic m5ace t hung ov] 8 life4 ,he 0 9 ha/e to complete a "w :i* he c\ld at la/ pres5t z ! expression ( 8 f9al desires1 z 8 f9al ?\ght4 ,he _h int5d$ to complete 8 poem 9 ?ree p>ts2 ?ree 7 writt5 & almo/ no?+ 0 said4 ,! drama 0 n sket*$4 ,z>a?u/ra _h to be %[n at close qu>t]s ) m51 ann\nc+ ! ,et]nal ,return1 humiliat+ ! feeble1 /r5g!n+ ! /rong1 de/roy+ ! anci5t ways ( humanity2 ,z>a?u/ra z lawgiv] dictat+ 8 ,tables1 dy+ at la/ ( pity & ( joy z he contemplates 8 "w4 ,let u foll[ 8 notes3-- ,z>a?u/ra rea*es at ! same mom5t ! mo/ extreme di/ress & 8 greate/ happ9ess4 ,at ! mo/ t]rible mom5t ( ! contra/1 he is brok54 ,! mo/ tragical hi/ory ) a div9e dn\em5t4 ,z>a?u/ra becomes gradually m gr&4 ,8 doctr9e develops ) 8 gr&eur4 ,! ,et]nal ,return %9es l a sun sett+ on ! la/ cata/rophe4 ,9 ! la/ section great syn!sis ( him :o creates1 :o loves1 :o de/roys4 ,9 ! mon? ( ,augu/1 ,nietzs*e _h indicat$ a dn\em5t4 ,8 condition ( m9d 0 !n v bad1 & 8 "w suff]$ 9 consequ5ce4 ,he n[ took up ! draft aga91 & tri$ to make ! be/ ( x4 ,x 0 a drama :i* he _h ! ambition to write4 ,he places 8 action 9 an antique frame1 9 a city deva/at$ by ! pe/4 ,! inhabitants wi% to comm5ce a new era4 ,!y seek a lawgiv]2 !y call ,z>a?u/ra1 :o desc5ds among !m1 foll[$ by 8 disciples4 ,g1 said he to !m1 ann\nce ! ,et]nal ,return4 ,! disciples are afraid & av[ x4 ,we c endure ?y doctr9e1 !y say1 b c ?is multitude8 ,we mu/ make an exp]im5t ) tru?6 answ]s ,z>a?u/ra4 ,& if ! tru? %\ld de/roy humanity1 s be x6 ,! disciples hesitate aga94 ,he comm&s3 ,i h put 9 y\r h&s ! hamm] :i* mu/ /rike m52 /rike6 ,b !y fe> ! p & ab&on _! ma/]4 ,!n ,z>a?u/ra speaks alone4 ,! cr[d z x he>s him is t]rifi$1 loses its temp] & its wits4 ,a man kills himself3 ano!r goes mad4 ,a div9e pride ( ! poet animates him3 ev]y?+ mu/ be br\ght to light4 ,& at ! mom5t t he ann\nces ! ,et]nal ,return & ! ,sup]man toge!r1 he yields to pity4 ,ev]yone dis[ns him4 ',we mu/1' !y say1 '/ifle ?is doctr9e & kill ,z>a?u/ra4' ',!re is n[ no s\l on ! e>? :o loves me1' he murmurs2 'h[ %all ,i be able to love life8' ,he dies ( sadness on discov]+ ! suff]+ :i* is 8 "w4 ',?r\gh love ,i h caus$ ! greate/ sorr[2 n[ ,i yield to ! sorr[ :i* ,i h caus$4' ,all g1 & ,z>a?u/ra1 left alone1 t\*es 8 s]p5t ) 8 h&3 ',:o c\nsels wisdom to me8'--,! s]p5t bites him4 ,! eagle te>s ! s]p5t to bits1 ! lion ?r[s itself ^u ! eagle4 ,z soon z ,z>a?u/ra sees ! combat ( ! animals1 he dies4 ,fif? ,act3 ,! ,lauds4 ,! league ( ! fai?ful :o sacrifice !mselves ^u ! tomb ( ,z>a?u/ra4 ,!y _h fl$3 n[1 see+ him dead1 !y become ! inh]itors ( 8 s\l & rise to 8 height4 ,fun]al c]emony3 ',x is we :o h kill$ him4'--,! ,lauds4 ,! great ,noon4 ,midday & et]nity4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e ab&on$ ?is plan1 :i* yet gives glimpses ( great beauty4 ,did he dislike display+ ! humiliation ( 8 h]o8 ,probably1 & we %all note 8 se>* = a triumphant dn\em5t4 ,b x is *iefly to be not$ t he has da%$ aga9/ a fundam5tal difficulty1 ! nature ( :i* he p]haps does n pla9ly conceive3 ! two symbols on :i* he bases 8 poem1 ! ,et]nal ,return & ! ,sup]man1 9 conjunction create a misund]/&+ :i* r5d]s ! completion ( ! "w impossible4 ,! ,et]nal ,return is a bitt] tru? :i* suppresses all hope4 ,! ,sup]man is a hope1 an illusion4 ,f "o to ! o!r !re is no passage1 ! contradiction is complete4 ,if ,z>a?u/ra tea*es ! ,et]nal ,return1 he w fail to excite 9 m5's s\ls an impassion$ belief 9 sup]humanity4 ,& if he tea*es ! ,sup]man1 h[ c he propagate ! moral t]rorism ( ! ,et]nal ,return8 ,nev]!less1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e assigns him ^! two tasks2 ! brea?less disord] ( 8 ?\ghts drives him to ?is absurdity4 ,does he cle>ly p]ceive ! problem8 ,we d n "k4 ,^! real difficulties aga9/ :i* he breaks are nev] av[$4 ,b if he p]ceives !m ill1 at lea/ he feels ! inconv5i5ce & seeks by in/9ct "s way ( escape4 ,he writes a second sket* :i* is c]ta9ly skilful3 ! same sc5e1 ! same fev]-/rick5 city1 ! same supplication to ,z>a?u/ra1 :o comes among a decimat$ p4 ,b he comes z a b5efactor & is c>eful ab\t ann\nc+ ! t]rible doctr9e4 ,fir/1 he gives 8 laws & has !m accept$4 ,!n1 & only !n1 w he ann\nce ! ,et]nal ,return4 ,:at are ^! laws :i* he has giv58 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e indicates !m4 ,"h is "o ( ! v r>e pages1 9 :i* we disc]n ! ord] :i* he has dream$4 7a7 ,! day divid$ afre%3 physical ex]cises = all ! ages ( life4 ,competition z a pr9ciple4 4 4 4 4 4 4 7b7 ,! new nobility & its education4 ,unity4 ,obta9$ by selection4 ,= ! f\ndation ( ea* family1 a fe/ival4 7c7 ,! exp]im5ts4 7,) ! wick$1 puni%m5ts47 ,*>ity 9 a new =m1 bas$ on a conc]n = ! g5]ations to come4 ,! wick$ respectable s f> z !y are de/roy]s1 = de/ruction is necess>y4 ,& also z a s\rce ( /r5g?4 ,to let oneself be taught by ! wick$1 n to d5y !m competition4 ,to utilise ! deg5]ate4--,puni%m5t ju/ifiable :5 ! crim9al is utilis$ = exp]im5tal purposes 7= a new alim5t74 ,puni%m5t is ?us made holy4 7d7 ,to save woman by keep+ h] woman4 7e7 ,! slaves 7a hive74 ,! humble & _! virtues4 ,to tea* ! endur+ ( repose4 ,multiplication ( ma*9es4 ,trans=mation ( ! ma*9es into beauty4 ',= y fai? & s]vitude6' ,! times ( solitude4 ,division ( ! times & days4 ,food4 ,simplicity4 ,a feature ( union betwe5 ! poor & ! ri*4 ,solitude necess>y f "t to "t1 t ! be+ may exam9e himself & conc5trate4 4 4 4 4 4 4 ,! ord9ance ( fe/ivals1 f\nd$ on a sy/em ( ! ,univ]se3 fe/ival ( cosmic relations1 fe/ival ( ! e>?1 fe/ival ( fri5d%ip1 ( ! great ,noon4 ,z>a?u/ra expla9s 8 laws1 he makes !m lov$ by all2 he repeats 8 s]mons n9e times1 & f9ally ann\nces ! ,et]nal ,return4 ,he speaks to ! p2 8 words h ! acc5t ( a pray]4 ,! great "q3 ,! laws h already be5 giv54 ,ev]y?+ is ready = ! production ( ! ,sup]man--gr& & awful mom5t6 ,z>a?u/ra reveals 8 doctr9e ( ! ,et]nal ,return--:i* may n[ be endur$2 he himself1 = ! fir/ "t1 endures x4 ,decisive mom5t3 ,z>a?u/ra int]rogates all ?is multitude assembl$ = ! fe/ival4 ',d y wi%1' he says1 '! return ( x all8' ,all reply3 ,yes6 ,he dies ( joy4 ,z>a?u/ra dy+ holds ! e>? lock$ 9 8 arms4 ,& al?\gh no "o said a ^w1 !y all knew t ,z>a?u/ra 0 dead4 ,x is a f9e issue3 ,nietzs*e 0 soon to f9d x too easy1 too f9e a "o4 ,?is ,platonic ari/ocracy1 r quickly e/abli%$1 left him 9 d\bt4 ,x correspond$ exactly to 8 desires2 did x correspond to 8 ?\ghts8 ,nietzs*e1 ready 9 ! de/ruction ( all ! anci5t moralities1 did n f9d t he _h ! "r ( propos+ ano!r s soon8 ,all answ]$3 ,yes6 ,0 t conceivable8 ,human societies w\ld always draw aft] !m an imp]fect mass :i* w\ld h to be con/ra9$ by =ce or by laws4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e knew x3 ,i am a se]1 he wrote 9 8 notes2 b my consci5ce ca/s an inexorable light ^u my vision1 & ,i am myself ! d\bt]4 ,he gave up ?is la/ plan4 ,nev] 0 he to rec\nt ! active life & ! dea? ( ,z>a?u/ra4 ,no docum5t admits u to ! secret ( 8 sadness4 ,no lett]1 no ^w pres5ts u ) ! expression ( x1 ,we may1 surely1 take ?is v sil5ce z ! av[al ( 8 di/ress & humiliation4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e _h always wi%$ to write a classical "w1 a hi/ory1 sy/em1 or poem1 wor?y ( ! old ,greeks :om he _h *os5 = ma/]s4 ,& nev] _h he be5 able to give a =m to ?is ambition4 ,at ! end ( ?is ye> #ahhc he _h made an all b despair+ attempt2 ! abundance1 ! importance ( 8 notes let u measure ! va/ness ( a "w :i* 0 entirely va94 ,he c\ld nei!r f\nd 8 moral ideal nor compose 8 tragic poem2 at ! same mom5t he fails 9 8 two works & sees 8 dream vani%4 ,:at is he8 ,an unhappy s\l1 capable ( %ort ef=ts1 ( lyrical songs & cries4 ,! ye> #ahhd op5$ sadly4 ,"s *ance f9e wea!r 9 ,janu>y reanimat$ him4 ,sudd5ly he improvis$3 no city1 no p1 no laws2 a disord] ( compla9ts1 appeals1 & moral fragm5ts :i* seem to be ! debris left ov] f ! ru9 ( 8 great "w4 ,x is ! ?ird "p ( ,z>a?u/ra4 ,! prophet1 l ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 lives alone & retir$ ^u 8 m\nta94 ,he speaks to himself1 deceives himself1 =gets t he is alone2 he ?reat5s1 he exhorts a humanity :i* nei!r fe>s nor he>k5s to him4 ,he prea*es to x ! contempt ( cu/om>y virtues1 ! cult ( c\rage1 love ( /r5g? & ( ! nasc5t g5]ations4 ,b he does n g d[n to x1 & no "o he>s 8 pr$ication4 ,he is sad1 he desires to die4 ,!n1 ,life1 :o surprises 8 desire1 comes to him & raises 8 c\rage4 ,o ,z>a?u/ra6 says ! goddess1 d n crack ?y :ip s t]ribly4 ,?\ kn[e/1 noise murd]e? ?\ght4 ,& ev5 n[ ,i h v t5d] ?\ghts4 ,he> me1 ?\ art n fai?ful en\gh unto me1 ?\ love/ me n ne>ly z mu* z ?\ say/1 ,i "k1 = ?\ ?9ke/ ( leav+ me4444 ,z>a?u/ra li/5s to ! reproa*1 smiles & hesitates4 ,true1 he says at la/1 b ?\ also kn[e/4 444 ,!y gaze at ea* o!r1 & he tells h] some?+ 9 h] e>1 among all h] confus$1 /upid yell[ tresses4 ,:at ?\gh ,i die8 he says2 no?+ c sep>ate1 no?+ c reconcile1 = e mom5t has its return1 e mom5t is et]nal4 ,:at1 answ]s ! goddess1 t ?\ kn[e/1 ,z>a?u/ra8 ,t no "o kn[e?4 ,_! eyes meet4 ,!y look at ! gre5 mead[ ov] :i* ! cool ( ev5+ 0 spread+2 !y weep1 !n1 9 sil5ce1 !y li/51 !y und]/& ! elev5 say+s ( ! old bell :i* /rikes midnight 9 ! m\nta94 ,"o6 ,oh man6 ,lose n sight6 ,two6 ,:at sai? ! deep midnight8 ,?ree6 ,i lay 9 sleep1 9 sleep2 ,f\r6 ,f deep dream1 ,i woke to light4 ,five6 ,! _w is deep1 ,six6 ,& deep] ?an ev] day ?\ght x might4 ,sev56 ,deep is its woe-- ,eight6 ,& deep] ?an woe--delight4 ,n9e6 ,sai? woe3 ,pass1 g6 ,t56 ,et]nity's s\ght by all delight--,elev56 ,et]nity deep by all delight4#h ,twelve6 4 4 4 4 4 4 ,!n ,z>a?u/ra rises3 he has recov]$ 8 security1 8 sweetness1 & 8 /r5g?4 ,he takes up 8 /aff & s+s z he goes d[n t[>ds m54 ,a simil> v]sicle completes ! sev5 /rophes ( 8 hymn3 ,nev] yet h ,i f\nd ! woman by :om ,i w\ld l to h *ildr51 if x be n ! woman :om ,i love3 = ,i love !e1 oh ,et]nity6 ,= ,i love !e1 oh ,et]nity6 ,at ! op5+ ( ! poem ,z>a?u/ra ent]$ ! great t[n--! ,multi-col\r$ ,c[ he names x--& began 8 apo/olate4 ,at ! end ( ! ?ird "p ,z>a?u/ra desc5ds to ! great t[n to recomm5ce 8 apo/olate !re4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 a vanqui%$ w>rior1 aft] two ye>s ( lab\r1 has quail$4 ,9 #ahgb he s5t to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug ! int]rupt$ s]ies ( 8 lectures on ! future ( ,univ]sities3 ,x gives "o a t]rible ?ir/1 he said to h]1 &1 9 ! long run1 no?+ to dr9k4 ,! same words apply to 8 poem4 #f ,alb]go la ,poata 7in=mation giv5 by ,m ,lanzky74 #g ,an unpubli%$ lett]1 communicat$ by ,m4 ,roma9 ,roll&4 #h ,translation publi%$ by ,t4 ,fi%] ,unw94 ,,iii ,he9ri* von ,/e9 ,9 ,april1 #ahhd1 ! ?ird & f\r? sections 7( ,z>a?u/ra7 7 publi%$ simultane\sly4 ,= ! mom5t ,nietzs*e seems to h be5 happy4 ,ev]y?+ comes 9 its own good "t1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/ on ,m>* #e?4 ,i am =ty & ,i f9d myself at ! v po9t ,i propos$1 :5 tw5ty1 to rea* at ?is age4 ,x has be5 a f9e1 a long1 & a =midable passage4 ,to y1 he wrote to ,rohde1 :o are homo litt]atus1 ,i ne$ n hesitate to av[ t 9 my op9ion ,i h ) ?is ,z>a?u/ra br\ght ! ,g]man language to its pit* ( p]fection4 ,aft] ,lu!r & ,goe! a ?ird /ep rema9$ to be tak5--& consid]1 my old & de> comrade1 7 ev] /r5g?1 subtlety1 & beauty ( s\nd s l9k$ 9 our language8 ,my /yle is a dance2 ,i trifle ) symmetries ( all sorts1 & ,i play on ^! symmetries ev5 9 my selection ( v[els4 ,?is joy la/$ only = a little :ile4 ,)\t fre% "w to h& ,nietzs*e's ard\r _h no purpose & turn$ to ennui4 ,%\ld he arrange 8 sy/em me?odically1 draw up a philosophy ( ! future8 ,he consid]s ?is1 b f9ds t he is we>y ( ?\ght & ( writ+4 ,:at he ne$s is re/ & ! refre%m5t ( music2 b ! music :i* he c\ld love does n exi/4 ,italian music is flabby1 ,g]man music prea*y1 & 8 ta/e is = ! live & ! lyrical2 = some?+ grave & delicate2 some?+ rhy?mical1 scornful1 & passionate4 ,c>m5 pleases him well en\gh1 & yet to ,c>m5 he pref]s ! compositions ( 8 disciple1 ,pet] ,ga/4 ,i ne$ y\r music1 he wrote to ,ga/4 ,pet] ,ga/ 0 at ?is "t 9 ,v5ice1 :]e ,nietzs*e wi%$ to jo9 him4 ,b ,v5ice 0 damp1 & he d>$ n leave ,nice be=e mid-,april4 ,cle>ly an invalid's exig5cies are becom+ ea* ye> m & m urg5t4 ,a gloomy day l[]s 8 spirits1 a week )\t ! sun pro/rates him4 ,on ! #bf? ( ,april he arriv$ 9 ,v5ice4 ,pet] ,ga/ f\nd rooms = him n f> f ! ,rialto1 ) w9d[s t op5$ on ! ,gr& ,canal4 ,he _h n be5 9 ,v5ice = f\r ye>s1 & x 0 ) a *ild's pleasure t he remade ! acqua9tance ( ! lov$ city4 ,he /ay$ 9 ! labyr9? ( ,v5ice2 ,v5ice--^: _s is comp\nd$ ( ! magic ( sun & wat]1 ! gracefulness ( a gay & tactful p1 & glimpses ( unexpect$ g>d5s ) fl[]s & mosses spr++ among ! /ones4 ,"o hundr$ pr(\nd solitudes1 he notes1 compose ,v5ice--h5ce h] magic4 ,a symbol = ! m5 ( ! future4 ,= f\r or five h\rs e day he walk$ ! little /reets z he _h walk$ ! hills1 sometimes isolat+ himself1 sometimes mov+ ) ! ,italian cr[d4 ,he 0 endlessly reflect+ ^u ! difficulties ( 8 task4 ,:at %\ld he write next8 ,he _h ?\ght ( annotat+ "s v]ses ( 8 poem by means ( a s]ies ( pamphlets1 b !n no "o _h read ! words ( ,z>a?u/ra4 ,^? fri5ds to :om !y _h be5 s5t pres]v$ a melan*oly sil5ce :i* con/antly a/oni%$ him4 ,a "y au?or1 ,he9ri* von ,/e91 0 almo/ alone 9 s5d+ him a ^w ( w>m congratulation4 ,nietzs*e !re=e gave up ! idea1 feel+ t x w\ld be ridicul\s to comm5t ^u a ,bible :i* ! public ignor$4 ,v s]i\sly he consid]$ a philosophy ( ! future4 ,8 int5tion 0 to give up1 or at lea/ to def]1 fur!r "w on 8 poem2 he w\ld conf9e himself to long /udy--five1 six ye>s ( m$itation & ( sil5ce1 maybe--& =mulate 8 sy/em 9 a precise & def9ite mann]4 ,v>i\s projects 7 9 8 m9d :51 t[>ds ! middle ( ,june1 he left ,v5ice = ,switz]l&4 ,he wi%$ fir/ to read c]ta9 books on hi/orical & natural sci5ce 9 ! libr>ies ( ,basle1 b 8 /ay 9 t t[n 0 brief1 = he f\nd ! heavy heat oppressive & 8 fri5ds !re fail$ to please him4 ,ei!r !y _h n read ,?us ,spake ,z>a?u/ra or !y _h read x v badly4 ,i might h be5 among c[s1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 & return$ to ! ,engad9e4 99 99 99 99 99 ,on ! #bj? ( ,augu/ ,he9ri* von ,/e9 wrote t he 0 com+4 ,/e9 0 at ?is "t a v "y man1 sc>cely tw5ty-six ye>s ( age4 ,b !re 0 no ,g]man writ] ( :om great] ?+s 7 expect$ ?an ( him4 ,9 #ahgh he _h publi%$ a little volume call$ ,! ,ideals ( ,mat]ialism1 ,lyrical ,philosophy4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e made ! acqua9tance ( ! au?or1 9 ^: essay he recognis$ a rese>* analog\s to 8 own4 ,he ?\ght t he _h f\nd a k9dr$ _s1 a comrade 9 8 task2 b ?is hope deceiv$ him4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug _h prid$ h]self on br++ ,he9ri* von ,/e9 "u ,wagn]'s influ5ce4 ,x 0 h] defect to be always m b5evol5t ?an f>-sight$4 ,?anks to h] good (fices1 ,wagn]'s h\se 0 op5$ to ,/e9 z x _h be5 op5$ t5 ye>s e>li] to ,nietzs*e1 & !re ,/e9 liv$ 9 spite ( ,nietzs*e's w>n+1 ,y admire ,wagn]1 & x is "r t y %\ld d s--provid$ y\r admiration does n la/ long4 ,wagn] talk$1 & ,/e91 :o c\ld nei!r free himself f ! ma/]'s influ5ce nor oppose x1 li/5$4 ,8 intellectual que/1 :i* _h hi!rto be5 unquiet b fruitful1 n[ came to an end4 ,he clos$ 8 notebooks2 he 0 conqu]$ by a man too great = him1 suck$ 9 & suck$ dry4 ,! works :i* he publi%$--he di$ at ?irty--are temp]ate & acute1 b !y lack "o quality1 precisely t :i* gives a high value to 8 fir/ essays--audacity1 d>+1 ! *>m ( a nasc5t ?\ght1 ill-express$ b int5se4 ,nietzs*e cont9u$ to int]e/ himself 9 ,/e91 & sup]9t5d$ ! "y man's "w & 8 fri5d%ips4 ,he9ri* von ,/e91 he wrote 9 ,july to ,madame ,ov]beck1 is at pres5t ! ador] ( ,miss ,salom4 ,my successor 9 t employm5t z 9 mu* else4 ,! dang] t ,/e9 ran caus$ him a great deal ( uneas9ess4 ,/e91 h[ev]1 read & appreciat$ 8 books1 z ,nietzs*e rejoic$ to "k4 ,he 0 /rangely mov$ on receiv+ ! lett]1 = ,/e9 _h seem$ to und]/& ,?us ,spake ,z>a?u/ra1 & x might be t a long+ = lib]ty 0 ! explanation ( 8 visit4 ,/e9 w\ld make up to him = all ! fri5ds t he _h lo/2 & :at a rev5ge1 moreov]1 if he %\ld conqu] ?is disciple ( ,wagn]'s1 ?is philosoph] f ,bayreu?6 ,he ha/ily s5t a welcome1 sign$ ,! ,solit>y ( ,sils-,m>ia4 ,!re is a possible int]pretation ( ,/e9's movem5ts :i* nev] occurr$ to ,nietzs*e4 ,x mu/ be rememb]$ t ,/e9 0 ! intimate & fai?ful fri5d ( ,cosima ,wagn]2 & c]ta9ly he did n n[ come to ,nietzs*e )\t fir/ consult+ ?is %rewd woman & receiv+ h] approbation4 ,moreov]1 ,nietzs*e himself _h n yet attack$1 b _h m]ely )drawn f ,wagn]4 ,9 ,july1 #ahhb1 he _h seem$ fav\rable to a reconciliation4 ,frule9 von ,meys5bug's endeav\rs1 :e!r he _h au?oris$ !m or no1 caus$ him to consid] ! possibility2 & 9 ,febru>y1 #ahhc1 aft] ,wagn]'s dea?1 he wrote to ,cosima ,wagn]4 ,he _h s f> be5 able to avoid say+ any?+ irrep>able1 & all 8 lat] "w1 ev5 ! v end ( ,z>a?u/ra1 ) its v vague lyricism1 did n close ! door on ! hope ( an und]/&+4 ,?is 0 ,/e9's own impression1 & he wrote to ,nietzs*e3 ,h[ ,i long = y to come ?is summ] to ,bayreu? & he> ,p>sifal4 ,:5 ,i ?9k ( t "w ,i imag9e a poem ( pure beauty1 a spiritual adv5ture t is purely human1 ! developm5t ( a y\? :o becomes a man4 ,i c f9d 9 ,p>sifal no pseudo-,*ri/ianity ( any sort & few] t5d5cies ?an 9 any o!r ( ,wagn]'s works4 ,if ,i write to y--9 a _s at once audaci\s & timid--x is n because ,i am a ,wagn]ian1 b because ,i wi% = ,p>sifal su* a he>] z y1 & = su* a he>] z y ,i wi% ,p>sifal4 ,cosima ,wagn]'s judgm5ts 7 s\nd1 & %e knew ,nietzs*e's wor?4 ,%e n[ c>ri$ ! heavy burd5 ( ,wagn]'s fame2 %e _h a tradition to prolong1 a h]itage to ma9ta94 ,by recall+ ,nietzs*e to h] side %e w\ld aid an extraord9>y man1 a r>e s\l t 0 wa/+ itself 9 solit>y ef=t1 & %e w\ld aid h]self at ! same "t--or s %e may h ?\ght4 ,"o does n l to say 9 s _m words t %e *ose ,he9ri* von ,/e9 z emiss>y & conciliator4 ,b "o may be c]ta9 t %e knew (1 & did n disapprove1 ! "y man's attempt4 ,if !re 0 su* a ?+ z a ,wagn]ian equal to ! ent]prise1 x 0 ,he9ri* von ,/e94 ,he 0 ! mo/ op5-m9d$ ( ! disciples4 ,= him t my/icism ( d\btful quality :i* ,p>sifal propagat$ 0 n ! la/ ^w 9 religion4 ,he includ$ ,s*ill]1 ,goe!1 & ,wagn] 9 "o tradition z ! creators ( my?s & ! educators ( _! age & race4 ,= him ! !atre ( ,bayreu? 0 n an apo!osis1 b a promise1 an in/rum5t = ! future1 ! symbol ( a lyrical tradition4 ,/e9 0 anxi\s to acquit himself well ( 8 mission1 b he spoke little4 ,x 0 ,nietzs*e himself1 ! man1 to :om he appeal$1 :o spoke1 & :o saw t he 0 he>d4 ,we may p]haps picture ! int]view & ,nietzs*e's words3 ,y admire ,wagn]8 ,:o does n8 ,z well z y & bett] ?an y h ,i kn[n1 rev]$1 & he>k5$ to him4 ,i le>nt f him n ! /yle ( 8 art1 b ! /yle ( 8 life--8 val\r & ent]prise4 ,i am aw>e t ,i h be5 accus$ ( +ratitude1 :i* is a ^w ,i ill und]/&4 ,i h cont9u$ my "w4 ,9 ! be/ s5se ( ! ^w1 ,i am 8 disciple4 ,y frequ5t ,bayreu?1 :i* is v agreeable = y1 too agreeable4 ,wagn] (f]s y = y\r delight all ! leg5ds1 all ! beliefs ( ! pa/--,g]man1 ,celtic1 pagan1 & ,*ri/ian4 ,y %\ld leave him = ! same reason t ,i left him1 because ?is delight is de/ructive to ! _s :i* seeks tru?4 ,m>k y1 ,i say no ^w aga9/ art or religion4 ,i believe t _! day w be aga94 ,n "o ( ! old values w be ab&on$4 ,!y w re-appe>1 transfigur$ no d\bt1 & m p[]ful & m int5se1 9 a _w ?or\ghly illum9at$ to its dep?s by sci5ce4 ,we %all r$iscov] all ! ?+s t we lov$ 9 our *ildhood & 9 our adolesc5ce1 all t has upheld & exalt$ our fa!rs--a poetry1 a goodness1 ! mo/ sublime virtues1 ! humble/1 too1 ea* 9 its glory & its dignity4 ,b we mu/ accept ! d>kness1 we mu/ r5\nce & se>*4 444 ,! possibilities are unhe>d (1 b alone ,i am weak4 ,help me1 !re=e2 /ay or come back "h1 six ?\s& feet above ,bayreu?6#i ,/e9 li/5$4 ,8 di>y reveals ! gr[+ vividness ( 8 impressions3 #bd viii4 '#hd4 ,sils-,m>ia4 ,ev5+ ) ,nietzs*e4 #bg4 ,8 fre$om ( intellect1 ! imag]y ( 8 spee*1 a great impression4 ,sn[ & w9t] w9ds4 ,heada*es4 ,at night ,i wat* him suff]4 #bi4 ,he has n slept1 b has all ! ard\r ( a "y man4 ,a sunny & magnific5t day6 ,aft] ?ree days1 ! too-y\?ful emiss>y left1 greatly mov$ by :at _h pass$1 & promis+ to rejo9 ,nietzs*e at ,nice1 z ! latt]1 at lea/1 und]/ood4 ,nietzs*e felt t he _h greatly c>ri$ ! day4 ,su* an enc\nt] z ours mu/ h an e>ly & f>-rea*+ importance1 he wrote to ,/e9 a few days aft] 8 dep>ture4 ,believe me1 y n[ belong to t little b& ^: fate1 = good or ill1 is l9k$ to m9e4 ,/e9 answ]$ t ! days at ,sils-,m>ia 7 to him a great memory1 a grave & solemn mom5t ( 8 life2 & !n1 r prud5tly1 w5t on to speak ( ! b9d+ conditions impos$ on him by 8 works & 8 pr(ession4 ,:at he did n say 01 ,yes1 ,i am y\rs4 ,0 ,nietzs*e's m9d op5 en\gh to p]ceive ! res]vation8 ,"o _c tell4 ,he 0 mak+ m>vell\s plans1 & dreamt anew ( an ideal cloi/]4 ,to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug he made ! nave proposal t %e %\ld come to ,nice & sp5d ! w9t] ne> him4 99 99 99 99 99 ,*ance p]mits u to discov] ! dep?s ( 8 s\l4 ,he _h gone d[n to ,basle 9 ,septemb]1 & !re ,ov]beck visit$ him at 8 hotel1 & f\nd him 9 b$1 suff]+ f a sick heada*e1 v l[ 9 himself1 & at ! same "t exce$+ly talkative4 ,8 excit$ spee* tr\bl$ ,ov]beck1 :o 0 initiat$ into ! my/]y ( ! ,et]nal ,return4 ,"o day we %all be "h toge!r aga9 9 ?is v place2 ,i aga91 z ,i n[ am1 sick2 y aga91 z n[ y are1 amaz$ at my words4 ,he spoke 9 a l[ & trembl+ voice1 & 8 face 0 tr\bl$--?is is ! ,nietzs*e t ,l\ ,salom has describ$4 ,ov]beck li/5$ g5tly1 b avoid$ argum5t ( any sort1 & left ) evil =ebod+s4 ,n until ! tragic meet+ 9 ,tur9 9 ,janu>y1 #ahhi1 0 he aga9 to see 8 fri5d4 ,nietzs*e m]ely pass$ ?r\gh ,basle4 ,8 si/]1 :om he _h n se5 s9ce ! qu>rel ( ! previ\s autumn1 gave him a r5dezv\s at ,zri*4 ,x 0 to ann\nce h] m>riage1 :i* _h tak5 place 9 secret "s mon?s be=e4 ,%e 0 n[ no long] ,frule9 ,nietzs*e b ,madame ,fr/]1 ready to leave = ,p>aguay ) ! coloni/s :o 7 "u ! *>ge ( h] husb&4 ,recrim9ation w\ld !re=e h be5 a wa/e ( "t4 ,! /ep _h be5 tak52 ,nietzs*e did n discuss x1 & did 8 be/ to be pleasant once aga9 to ! si/] :o 0 lo/ to him4 ,my bro!r1 wrote ,madame ,fr/]1 seems to be 9 a v satisfactory condition4 ,he is bright & *>m+2 we h be5 toge!r = six weeks1 talk+1 laugh+ ov] ev]y?+4 ,%e has left u a record ( ^! days :i* %e supposes--or pret5ds to suppose--7 happy4 ,nietzs*e came ^u ! works ( "o ,freiligra?1 a m$iocre & popul> poet4 ,on ! cov] ( ! volume 0 inscrib$ ,?irty--eigh? ,edition4 ,) comical solemnity he exclaim$1 ,"h1 !n1 we h at la/ a true ,g]man poet4 ,! ,g]mans buy 8 v]se6 ,he decid$ to be a good ,g]man = ! day1 & b\ght a copy4 ,he read & 0 hugely div]t$-- ,w/5knig i/ d] ,lwe2 ,w er se9 ,gebiet dur*flieg54 7,k+ ( des]ts is ! ,hon3 ,w he trav]se 8 dom9ion47 ,he declaim$ ! pomp\s hemi/i*es4 ,! ,zri* hotel res\nd$ ) 8 *ildi% laught] z he amus$ himself improvis+ v]ses on e subject 9 ! mann] ( a ,freiligra?4 ,hullo6 said an old g5]al to ! bro!r & si/]4 ,:at is amus+ y two8 ,x makes "o jeal\s to he> y4 ,"o wants to laugh l y4 ,x is unlikely t ,nietzs*e _h mu* cause = laught]4 ,"o wond]s :e!r he c\ld contemplate ^? ?irty-eight editions ( ,freiligra? )\t bitt]ness4 ,dur+ 8 /ay 9 ,zri* he w5t to ! libr>y to look ?r\gh ! files ( ! newspap]s & reviews = 8 "n4 ,x w\ld h meant a good deal to him to h read a capable criticism ( 8 "w1 to h se5 8 ?\ght reflect$ 9 ano!r's2 b no voice ev] answ]$ 8 lab\rs4 ,! sky is beautiful1 wor?y ( ,nice1 & ?is has la/$ = days1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/ on ,septemb] #cj?4 ,my si/] is ) me1 & x is v agreeable = u to be do+ ea* o!r good :5 = s long we _h be5 do+ h>m only4 ,my head is full ( ! mo/ extravagant lyrics t ev] haunt$ a poet's skull4 ,i h _h a lett] f ,/e94 ,?is ye> has br\ght me _m good ?+s1 & "o ( ! mo/ preci\s ( its gifts has be5 ,/e91 a new & a s9c]e fri5d4 ,9 %ort1 let u be full ( hope2 or we may bett] express x by say+ ) old ,kell]-- ',tr9kt1 ,o ,aug51 0 die ,wimp] hlt ,von dem goldn5 ,ueb]fluss d] ,welt6 ' ,bro!r & si/] left ,zri*1 ! "o b\nd = ,naumburg1 ! o!r = ,nice4 ,on ! way ,nietzs*e /opp$ at ,m5tone4 ,h>dly _h he settl$ d[n !re ?an he wrote3 ,?is is a magnific5t place4 ,i h already discov]$ eight walks4 ,i hope t no "o w jo9 me4 ,i ne$ absolute quiet4 ,x is possible t ! project :i* he _h =m$ at ! beg9n+ ( ! summ]1 :5 he spoke ( six ye>s ( m$itation & ( sil5ce1 0 aga9 9 8 m9d4 ,b he lack$ ! =ce ( w :i* long & sil5t m$itation dem&s4 ,he 01 h[ev]1 deeply mov$ by ! hope ( a fri5d & by ! loss ( a si/]1 & 8 lyric impati5ce broke ! bonds4 ,yield+ to in/9ct he compos$ poems (f-h&--songs1 %ort /anzas1 epigrams4 ,practically all ! poems :i* are to be f\nd 9 8 lat] works--! light v]se1 ! bit+ di/i*1 ins]t$ 9 ! second edition ( ! ,gaya ,sci5za1 ! gr&iose ,dionysian *ants--7 f9i%$ or conceiv$ dur+ ^! few weeks4 ,& once m he began to ?9k ( ! /ill incomplete ,?us ,spake ,z>a?u/ra4 ,a f\r?1 a fif?1 a six? "p are inevitable1 he writes4 ,:atev] happ5s ,i mu/ br+ my son ,z>a?u/ra to 8 noble end4 ,alive1 he leaves me no peace4 ,at ! end ( ,octob] ,nietzs*e left ,m5tone4 ,! sight ( s _m invalids di/urb$ him1 & he set out = ,nice4 99 99 99 99 99 ,!re an unexpect$ companion1 ,paul ,lanzky by "n1 soon jo9$ him4 ,lanzky 0 an intellectual1 by bir? a ,g]man & by ta/e a ,flor5t9e1 :o liv$ a w&]+ life4 ,*ance _h put ! works ( ,nietzs*e into 8 h&s2 & he _h und]/ood !m4 ,apply+ to ,s*meitzn]1 ! publi%]1 = ! au?or's address1 he 0 told-- ,h]r ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e lives a v lonely life 9 ,italy4 ,write to ,po/e ,re/ante1 ,g5oa4 ,! philosoph] repli$ promptly & graci\sly1 ,come to ,nice ?is w9t] & we w talk6 ,s ,nietzs*e 0 n s unsociable & solit>y aft] all6 ,?is correspond5ce took place dur+ ! autumn ( #ahhc1 b ,lanzky 0 n free at ! mom5t1 & begg$ to be excus$4 ,9 ,octob]1 #ahhd1 he rea*$ ! r5dezv\s4 ,mean:ile he _h _h ! opportunity ( acqua9t+ himself ) ! two la/ sections ( ,z>a?u/ra1 & _h publi%$ v intellig5t summ>ies ( !m 9 a ,leipsic magaz9e & 9 ! ,rivi/a ,europea ( ,flor5ce4 ,on ! v morn+ ( 8 arrival 9 ,nice !re 0 a knock at 8 door4 ,a g5tle-look+ man ent]$ ! room & came t[>ds him smil+4 ,also ,sie s9d gekomm56 said ,nietzs*e4 ,s "h y are6 ,he took him by ! arm1 & exam9$ curi\sly ?is /ud5t ( 8 works4 ,let's see :at y are made (6 ,nietzs*e's eyes 7 fix$ ^u him2 ^? eyes :i* _h once be5 beautiful1 & 71 at mom5ts1 /ill beautiful1 cl\d$ ?\gh !y n[ 7 by reason ( prolong$ suff]+4 ,lanzky 0 a/oni%$4 ,he _h come to d hon\r to a r$\btable prophet1 & "h 0 ! mo/ affable1 ! simple/1 &1 z x seem$ to him1 ! mo/ mode/ ( ,g]man pr(essors4 ,z ! two m5 w5t out toge!r1 ,lanzky av[$ 8 surprise-- ,ma/]1 he began4444 ,y are ! fir/ to call me by t "n1 said ,nietzs*e ) a smile4 ,b he let ! ^w pass1 = he knew t he 0 a ma/]4 ,ma/]1 cont9u$ ,lanzky1 :at a mi/ak5 idea ( y "o ga!rs f y\r books2 tell me 444 ,no1 no1 n to-day4 ,y d n "k ,nice4 ,i w d ! hon\rs1 & %[ y ?is sea1 ^! m\nta9s1 ^! walks4444 ,ano!r day we %all talk1 if y w4 ,by ! "t !y return$ x 0 six o'clock 9 ! ev5+1 & ,lanzky _h discov]$ h[ tireless a walk] 0 8 prophet4 ,!y organis$ _! life 9 common4 ,at six o'clock 9 ! morn+ x 0 ,nietzs*e's cu/om to make himself a cup ( tea1 :i* he took alone2 t[>ds eight ,lanzky w\ld knock at 8 door & ask h[ he _h pass$ ! night--,nietzs*e (t5 slept badly--& h[ he int5d$ to employ 8 morn+4 ,usually ,nietzs*e began ! day by skimm+ ! newspap]s 9 a public read+ hall2 he !n w5t to ! %ore1 :]e ,lanzky ei!r jo9$ him or respect$ 8 desire = a solit>y walk4 ,bo? ( !m lun*$ 9 _! p5sion4 ,9 ! aft]noon !y walk$ out toge!r4 ,at night1 ,nietzs*e wrote or ,lanzky read to him al\d1 (t5 f "s ,fr5* book1 su* z ! ,lett]s ( ! ,abb ,galiani1 ,/5dhal's ,le ,r\ge et le ,noir1 ,la ,*>treuse1 ,l',armance4 ,to live c\rte\sly1 yet )hold f ord9>y gaze ! secret ( "o's life1 is a :ole art 9 itself2 & ?is art ,nietzs*e _h ma/]$4 ,inde$1 z reg>ds ! s*eme ( mann]s t he _h compos$ = himself1 ?is solit>y ( ! table d'hte 01 delib]ately1 hypocritical & almo/ cunn+4 ,m ?an once ,lanzky 0 nonpluss$4 ,"o ,sunday a "y lady ask$ ,nietzs*e _h he be5 to *ur*4 ,to-day1 no1 he repli$ c\rte\sly4 ,to ,lanzky1 :o admir$ 8 prud5ce1 he expla9$ t e tru? 0 n good = ev]yone4 ,if ,i _h tr\bl$ t girl's m9d1 he add$1 ,i %\ld be horrifi$4 ,occasionally x amus$ him to ann\nce 8 future greatness4 ,he w\ld tell 8 neighb\rs dur+ meals t 9 =ty ye>s' "t he w\ld be illu/ri\s ?r\gh\t ,europe4 ,!y w\ld say3 ,well1 !n l5d u y\r books4 ,he refus$ _! reque/s mo/ positively1 & aga9 expla9$ to ,lanzky t 8 writ+s 7 n = ! man 9 ! /reet4 ,ma/]1 ask$ ,lanzky1 :y d y pr9t !m8 ,x appe>s t no answ] 0 giv5 to ?is reasonable "q4 ,nietzs*e1 h[ev]1 dissembl$ ev5 ) ,lanzky4 ,! =mation ( a society ( fri5ds1 ( an ideali/ic phalan/]y simil> to t 9 :i* ,em]son liv$--?is old dream ( 8 he lov$ to repeat & elaborate = him4 ,he (t5 l$ ,lanzky to ! p59sula ( ,sa9t-,jean4 ,"h1 he w\ld say 9 ,biblical phrase--,"h we %all pit* our t5ts4 ,he w5t s f> z to select a gr\p ( little villas :i* seem$ to be suitable = 8 purpose4 ,b ! memb]s 7 n yet decid$ ^u1 & ! "n ( ,he9ri* von ,/e91 ! only fri5d1 ! only disciple :om he really want$1 0 nev] m5tion$ 9 ,lanzky's pres5ce4 ,!re 0 no news ( ,/e9's com+1 nor ( 8 plans4 ,to ,nietzs*e he gave no sign4 ,we may assume t he _h gone to ,sils-,m>ia to conciliate1 if possible1 ! two ma/]s4 ,b "o ( !m _h said t he mu/ *oose betwe5 ! two3 p]haps he _h be5 di/urb$ = a mom5t4 ,he return$1 h[ev]1 to 8 ,g]many1 & !re he saw ,cosima ,wagn] aga94 ,nietzs*e _h requir$ t he %\ld *oose1 & he rema9$ fai?ful to ,wagn]4 ,nietzs*e anticipat$ a new des]tion4 ,he 0 afraid1 &1 yield+ to a humble & m\rnful impulse1 wrote1 9 ! =m ( a poem1 an appeal :i* he address$ to ! "y man3 ,o midday ( life6 ,o solemn "t6 ,o g>d5 ( summ]6 ,unquiet happ9ess ,i am !re3 li/5+1 wait+6 ,night & day1 liv+ 9 hope ( ! fri5d2 ,:]e are ye1 fri5ds8 ,come6 ,x is "t1 x is "t6#aj ,he9ri* von ,/e9 felt x incumb5t ^u him to reply4 ,he wrote3 ,to an appeal su* z y\rs !re is b "o suitable reply4 ,x is t ,i %\ld come & give myself entirely to y1 v[+1 z to ! noble/ ( tasks1 all my "t to ! und]/&+ ( ! new ,gospel :i* y h to prea*4 ,b ?is is =bidd5 me4 ,an idea1 h[ev]1 /rikes me4 ,e mon? ,i ent]ta9 two fri5ds & read ) !m "s article f ! ,wagn]-,lexicon4 ,x is tak5 z text1 &1 on x1 ,i speak to !m4 ,^! conv]sations are becom+ m & m l(ty & free4 ,latt]ly we h f\nd ?is def9ition ( /hetic emotion--a passage to ! imp]sonal ?r\gh v fulness ( p]sonality4 ,i ?9k t our meet+s w\ld please y4 ,& h[ if ,nietzs*e %\ld n[ & aga9 s5d u ! text8 ,w\ld y communicate ) u 9 ?is way8 ,w\ld y n see 9 su* a correspond5ce an introduction1 a /ep t[>ds y\r idea ( a cloi/]8 ,?is lett] 0 obvi\sly ! lett] ( an excell5t pupil1 & x exasp]at$ ,nietzs*e4 ,wagn] 0 nam$1 d\btless int5tionally1 & ! ,wagn]ian ,encyclop$ia1 ! sum ( an absurd & pu]ile !ology1 0 indicat$ z ! text ( ,/e9's m$itations4 ,"h 0 ! old adv]s>y aga9 /&+ 9 ! way1 ,wagn]1 ! quack ( ?\ght1 ! s$uc] ( "y m54 ,fr/]1 :o 0 tak+ 8 si/] f him1 0 a ,wagn]ian2 & ,he9ri* von ,/e91 on ,wagn]'s acc\nt1 refus$ him 8 devotion4 ,x 0 a cruel lib]ty t he _h won1 alone & at ! co/ ( a /ruggle ^: w\nds he /ill bore4 ,he wrote to 8 si/]3 ,:at a fooli% lett] ,/e9 has writt5 me 9 answ] to su* poetry6 ,i am pa9fully affect$4 ,"h ,i am ill aga94 ,i h rec\rse to ! old means *loral1 & ,i utt]ly hate all m51 myself includ$1 :om ,i h kn[n4 ,i sleep well1 b on wak+ ,i exp]i5ce misan?ropy & ranc\r4 ,& yet !re c be few m5 liv+ :o are bett] dispos$1 m b5evol5t ?an ,i6 ,lanzky rem>k$ ,nietzs*e's tr\ble ( m9d )\t suspect+ ! cause4 ,! crisis 0 v sev]e1 b ,nietzs*e did n all[ himself to be cru%$ by x & lab\r$ en]getically4 ,m (t5 n[ ?an h]et(ore he walk$ alone1 & ,lanzky w\ld wat* him trip z lightly z a danc] across ! ,prom5ade des ,anglais or ov] ! m\nta9 pa?s4 ,he w\ld leap & gambol at times1 & !n sudd5ly int]rupt 8 cap]s to write d[n a few words ) a p5cil4 ,:at 0 ! new "w on :i* he 0 busy8 ,lanzky _h no idea4 ,"o morn+ 9 ,m>* he ent]$1 z 0 8 cu/om1 ! little room :i* ! philosoph] occupi$1 to f9d him 9 b$ not)/&+ ! advanc$ h\r4 ,he made anxi\s enquiries4 ,i am ill1 said ,nietzs*e2 ,i h j _h my conf9em5t4 ,:at's t y say8 ask$ ,lanzky1 mu* p]turb$4 ,! f\r? "p ( ,z>a?u/ra is writt54 99 99 99 99 99 ,?is f\r? section does n enable u to discov] at l5g? an advance 9 ! "w1 an atta9$ precision ( ?\ght4 ,x is m]ely a s+ul> fragm5t1 an int]lude1 z ,nietzs*e call$ x4 ,x illu/rates a /range episode 9 ! life ( ! h]o1 "o :i* has disconc]t$ _m a read]4 ,we may p]haps be/ und]/& x if we consid] ! deception to :i* ,nietzs*e has j be5 subject$4 ,! sup]ior m5 g up to ,z>a?u/ra & surprise him 9 8 m\nta9\s solitude3 an old pope1 an old hi/orian1 an old k+1 unhappy be+s :o are suff]+ f _! abasem5t & wi% to ask succ\r ( a sage ^: /r5g? !y feel4 ,0 x n ?us t ,/e91 t di/+ui%$ "y man1 etiolat$ by ,bayreu?1 w5t to ,nietzs*e8 ,z>a?u/ra admits ^! sup]ior m5 to 8 pres5ce1 & keep+ 9 *eck 8 savage hum\r1 makes !m sit d[n 9 8 cave1 is sorry = _! disquietude1 li/5s & talks to !m4 ,0 x n ?us t ,nietzs*e _h receiv$ ,/e98 ,z>a?u/ra's s\l is 9 its dep?s less h>d ?an x %\ld be1 & he all[s himself to be s$uc$ by ! morbid *>m & delicacy ( ! sup]ior m52 he takes pity on !m &1 =gett+ t _! mis]y is irrem$iable1 yields to ! pleasures ( hope4 ,he _h look$ = fri5ds1 &1 p]haps1 ) ^! sup]ior m5 !y h come at la/4 ,_h n ,nietzs*e hop$ = "s help f ,/e98 ,z>a?u/ra leaves 8 fri5ds = a mom5t1 & asc5ds alone to ! m\nta94 ,he returns to 8 cave to f9d ! sup]ior m51 all ( !m pro/rate be=e a donkey4 ,! ag$ pope is say+ ,mass be=e ! new idol4 ,9 ?is po/ure ,/e91 int]pret+ a ,wagn]ian bible ) two fri5ds1 _h be5 surpris$ by ,nietzs*e4 ,z>a?u/ra hunts 8 gue/s away1 & calls = new workm5 = a new _w4 ,b w he ev] f9d !m8 ,my *ildr51 my pure-blood$ race1 my beautiful new race2 :at is x t keeps my *ildr5 ^u _! isles8 ,is x n "t1 full "t--,i murmur x 9 ?9e e>1 good _s ( ! tempe/s1--t !y %\ld return to _! fa!r8 d !y n "k t my hair gr[s gray & :it5s 9 wait+8 ,g1 g1 _s ( ! tempe/s1 indomitable & b5efic5t6 ,leave ?y gorges & ?y m\nta9s1 precipitate ?yself ^u ! seas & bless my *ildr5 be=e ! night has come4 ,be> !m ! b5$iction ( my happ9ess1 ! b5$iction ( t cr[n ( happy roses6 ,let ^! roses fall ^u _! isles1 let !m rema9 fall5 !re1 z a sign1 :i* asks3 ',:5ce c su* a happ9ess come8' 4 4 4 4 4 4 ,!n !y %all ask3 ',/ill lives he1 our fa!r ,z>a?u/ra8 ,:at1 c our fa!r ,z>a?u/ra be /ill alive8 ,does our old fa!r1 ,z>a?u/ra1 /ill love 8 *ildr58' ,! w9d brea!s1 ! w9d brea!s1 ! moon %9es bright--,oh my f>-(f1 f>-(f *ildr51 :y are ye n "h1 ) y\r fa!r8 ,! w9d brea!s no cl\d passes ov] ! sky1 ! _w sleeps4 ,oh1 joy6 ,oh1 joy6 ,nietzs*e omitt$ ?is page f 8 "w4 ,p]haps he felt a%am$ ( s pla9 & s melan*oly an av[al4 ,! f\r? "p ( ,z>a?u/ra f\nd no publi%]4 ,a few mon?s e>li] ,s*meitzn] _h in=m$ ,nietzs*e t ! public w\ld n read 8 aphorisms4 ,he n[ cont5t$ himself ) /at+ t ! public _h *os5 to ignore ,z>a?u/ra2 & !re ! matt] re/$1 s f> z he 0 conc]n$4 ,nietzs*e !n made c]ta9 ov]tures :i* only hurt 8 pride & _h no result2 !n he took a m dignifi$ c\rse & _h ! manuscript pr9t$ at 8 own exp5se 9 an edition limit$ to =ty copies4 ,to tell ! tru?1 8 fri5ds 7 n s num]\s4 ,he f\nd sev5 consignees--none ( :om 7 truly wor?y4 ,if we may guess1 ^! 7 ! sev53 8 si/]--^: loss he nev] ceas$ to deplore2 ,ov]beck -a /rict fri5d1 an intellig5t read]1 b cauti\s & res]v$2 ,burckh>dt1 ! ,basle hi/orian--:o always repli$ to ,nietzs*e's messages1 b 0 too polite to be easily fa?om$2 ,pet] ,ga/--! fai?ful disciple :om1 no d\bt1 ,nietzs*e f\nd too fai?ful & ob$i5t2 ,lanzky--8 good companion ( ! w9t]tide2 ,rohde--:o sc>cely disguis$ ! ennui t ^! =c$ read+s gave him4 ,^! 7 ! sev51 we may presume1 :o receiv$ copies ( ! "w1 & n all ( !m tr\bl$ to read ?is f\r? & la/ section1 ! int]lude :i* ends1 & yet does n complete1 ,?us ,spake ,z>a?u/ra4 #i ,phrase 9 a passage f ,ecce ,homo4 #aj ,oh ,leb5s ,mittag6 ,fei]li*e ,zeit6 ,oh ,somm]g>t56 ,unruhig ,glck im ,/ehn und ,spahn und ,w>t56 ,d] ,freunde h>r' ,i*1 ,tag und ,na*t b]eit2 ,wo bleibt ihr1 ,freunde8 ,kommt6 s'i/ ,zeit6 s'i/ ,zeit6 ,,*apt] ,,vii ,,! ,,f9al ,,solitude ,i ,beyond ,good & ,evil ,! lyrical "w 0 ab&on$4 ,at mom5ts ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 0 to regret & wi% to resume x2 b ^! 7 brief velleities4 ,h5ce=?1 he wrote 7?is "t ! assurance is exact71 ,i %all speak1 & n ,z>a?u/ra4 ,! "w rema9$ 9 an incomplete condition4 ,nietzs*e knew x1 & ! mass ( ?\ghts :i* he _h n express$ sadd5$ him l a remorse4 ,he 0 ab\t to attempt ano!r te/4 ,x 0 )\t joy t he return$ to philosophy & /rove to express 9 ab/ract t]ms :at1 z poet1 he _h fail$ to utt]4 ,he op5$ new notebooks1 he essay$ titles3 ,! ,w to ,p[]1 a new int]pretation ( ,nature 444 ,! ,w to ,p[]1 an essay t[>ds a new int]pretation ( ! univ]se 4444 ,^! =mulas1 ! fir/ t he _h f\nd1 7 to /&4 ,nietzs*e resum$ & develop$ "h ! ,s*op5hau]ian datum4 ,! f\ndation ( ?+s1 he ?9ks1 is n a bl9d w to live2 to live is to exp&1 x is to gr[1 to conqu]3 ! f\ndation ( ?+s may be bett] def9$ z a bl9d w to p[]1 & all ! ph5om5a t arise 9 ! human s\l may be int]pret$ z a function ( ?is w4 ,x 0 an imm5se "w ( prud5t reflection :i* ,nietzs*e envisag$ ) fe>4 ,h[ %\ld "o disc]n 9 ! s\l ( m5 :at is p[] & :at is1 )\t d\bt1 weakness8 ,p]haps ! ang] ( ,alex&] is weakness1 & ! my/ic's exaltation p[]4 ,nietzs*e _h hop$ t disciples1 philosoph]s or physiologi/s1 w\ld h made ! necess>y analyses = him4 ,he9ri* von ,/e9's help w\ld h be5 preci\s4 ,b1 be+ alone1 he _h to assume e task4 ,he grew sad4 ,d5ud$ ( lyricism1 ?\ght _h no attraction = him4 ,:at does he love8 ,in/9ctive /r5g?1 f9esse1 grace1 ord]$ & rhy?mical s\nds--he loves ,v5ice & dreams ( ! f9e wea!r :i* w all[ him to fly f ?is ,nice p5sion :]e ! food & ! company are s bad4 ,on ! #cj? ( ,m>* he writes to ,pet] ,ga/3 ,,de> ,,fri5d1--,x seldom happ5s t ,i consid] a removal ) pleasure4 ,bat on ?is occasion3--:5 ,i ?9k t ,i %all soon be at ,v5ice1 & ne> y1 ,i gr[ animat$1 am ravi%$2 x is l ! hope ( cure aft] a long & t]rible sickness4 ,i h made ?is discov]y3 ,v5ice rema9s till to-day ! only place :i* is always sweet & good to me4444 ,sils-,m>ia z a place ( passage suits me v well2 b n z a resid5ce4 ,ah6 if ,i c\ld contrive to live !re wor?ily z a h]mit or solit>y6 ,b--,sils-,m>ia becomes fa%ionable6 ,my de> fri5d & mae/ro1 y & ,v5ice are l9k$ = me4 ,no?+ gives me m pleasure ?an y\r p]si/5t ta/e = ?is t[n4 ,h[ mu* ,i h ?\ght ( y 9 ^! times6 ,i 0 read+ ! memoirs ( old ,de ,bross 7#agci-dj7 on ,v5ice & on ! mae/ro :o 0 !n admir$ !re1 ,hasse 7il detto ,sassonne74 ,d n get angry1 ,i hav5't ! lea/ int5tion ( mak+ disrespectful comp>isons betwe5 y4 ,i h j writt5 to ,malvida3 ?anks to ,pet] ,ga/1 our fri5ds ! l[ com$ians1 ! self-/yl$ g5iuses ( music1 gone h5ce v soon1 w cease to corrupt ta/e4 ',gone h5ce v soon'--is1 p]haps1 a gross exagg]ation4 ,9 a democratic p]iod few m5 disc]n beauty3 pul*rum paucorum e/ hom9um1 ,i rejoice t = y ,i am "o ( ^! 'few4' ,! pr(\nd & joy\s m5 :o please me1 avec des ames mlancoliques et folles#a l my defunct fri5ds ,/5dhal & ! ,abb ,galiani1 c\ld n h /ay$ on ! e>? if !y _h n lov$ "s musician ( joy 7,galiani )\t ,pucc9i1 ,/5dhal )\t ,cim>osa & ,moz>t74 ,ah1 if y knew h[ alone ,i am 9 ! _w at pres5t6 & h[ ,i mu/ play a com$y to prev5t myself f spitt+1 n[ & aga91 9 "s "o's face1 out ( satiety4 ,happily "s ( ! c\rte\s mann]s ( my son ,z>a?u/ra exi/ also 9 8 r craz$ fa!r4 ,b :5 ,i %all be ) y1 & 9 ,v5ice1 !n1 = a "t1 !re w be an end ( 'c\rtesy' & 'com$y' & 'satiety' & ( all ! mal$iction ( ,nice1 won't !re1 my good fri5d8 ,n to be =gott53 we %all eat bacoli6 ,cordially1 ,f4 ,n4 ,9 ,april & ,may ,nietzs*e soj\rn$ at ,v5ice1 & f\nd ! joy = :i* he _h hop$4 ,he w&]$ ?r\gh ! little %elt]$ & murmur\s /reets1 he contemplat$ ! beautiful t[n4 ,he li/5$ to ! music ( 8 fri5d4 ,! gall]ies ( ,/4 ,m>k's ,squ>e %ad$ 8 walks & he comp>$ !m to ^? porticoes ( ,ephesus :i!r ,h]aclitus w5t to =get ! agitation ( ! ,greeks & ! sombre m5ace ( ! ,p]sian ,empire4 ,h[ easily1 he ?9ks1 "o "h =gets ! sombre ,empire--our own2 let u n defame our ,europe2 %e /ill (f]s u beautiful refuges6 ,x is my f9e/ workroom1 ?is ,piazza ,san ,m>co4444 ,?is %ortliv$ happ9ess awoke ! poetic impulse 9 him4 ,he wi%$ to *ant ! triumph & dea? ( ,z>a?u/ra1 n[ = "s h\rs drawn f oblivion4 ,he wrote out a sket*1 b soon ab&on$ x2 x 0 8 la/4 ,june br\ght him back to ! ,engad9e4 ,! *ances ( hotel life procur$ him a secret>y2 a c]ta9 ,madame ,rd]1 o!rwise unkn[n1 (f]$ to help him4 ,he dictat$ & tri$ to grasp 8 problem m closely4 ,:at 0 8 end8 ,to criticise t multitude ( moral judgm5ts1 prejudices & r\t9es :i* fett] mod]n ,europeans2 to appraise _! vital value1 t is to say1 ! quantity ( en]gy :i* !y express1 & ?us to fix a hi]>*y ( virtues4 ,he wi%$ f9ally to realise ! ,umw]?ung all] ,w]! 7he f\nd ?is =mula71 ! transvaluation ( all values4 ,all1 he writes2 8 pride 0 n cont5t ) less4 ,he !n recognis$1 & succe$$ 9 def9+1 c]ta9 modes ( virtue :i* ! pr(essional morali/s knew n h[ to obs]ve3 ma/]y ov] oneself1 dissimulation ( "o's intimate s5tim5ts1 polit5ess1 gaiety1 exactitude 9 ob$i5ce & comm&1 def]5ce1 exig5ce ( respect1 ta/e = responsibilities & = dang]s4 ,su* 7 ! usages1 ! t5d5cies1 to-day depreciat$1 ( ! old ari/ocratic life1 ! s\rces ( a morality m virile ?an our own4 ,x is probable t he !n und]took "s s]i\s en\gh read+s4 ,he /udi$ ! ,biological ,problems ( ,rolph1 :]e he c\ld f9d ! analysis ( t vital gr[? :i* 0 ! basis ( 8 metaphysic4 ,p]haps he !n read aga9 "s book by ,gob9eau 7he admir$ ! man & 8 works72 "o may haz>d ?is conjecture4 ,b :at matt]$ 8 read+s8 ,nietzs*e 0 =ty-two ye>s old4 ,he _h pass$ ! age ( le>n+1 he _h ga!r$ 9 all 8 ideas4 ,read+ help$1 n\ri%$ 8 m$itations1 b nev] direct$ !m4 ,! difficulty ( 8 "w 0 great & insomnia ov]came him4 ,nev]!less he p]sev]$1 & d5i$ himself ! sad joy ( a f9al embrace ( 8 si/] ,lisbe?1 :o 0 ab\t to foll[ h] husb& to ,s\? ,am]ica4 ,y w live d[n !re !n1 he wrote to h]1 & ,i "h1 9 a solitude m unatta9able ?an all ! ,p>aguays4 ,my "m w h to live alone & we mu/ all be c\rage\s4 ,i love y & ,i weep4--,,fri$ri*4 ,a week pass$1 & he _h =m$ o!r projects4 ,he 0 negotiat+ ) 8 publi%] 9 reg>d to ! repur*ase ( 8 books & _! republication4 ,x 0 a pretext t he grasp$ = go+ to ,g]many4 ,a bus9ess matt]1 :i* makes my pres5ce ( use1 comes to ! aid ( my desire1 he wrote1 & set out = ,naumburg )\t delay4 ,! meet+ 0 a grave "o3 bro!r & si/] conv]s$ t5d]ly on ! eve ( a sep>ation :i* !y knew to be def9itive4 ,nietzs*e made no secret ( ! difficulties ( 8 life4 ,alone ,i confront a trem5d\s problem1 he said2 x is a =e/ 9 :i* ,i lose myself1 a virg9 =e/--,wald und ,urwald4 ,i ne$ help4 ,i ne$ disciples1 ,i ne$ a ma/]4 ,to obey w\ld be sweet6 ,if ,i _h lo/ myself on a m\nta91 ,i w\ld obey ! man :o knew t m\nta92 sick1 ,i w\ld obey a doctor2 & if ,i %\ld meet a man capable ( enlight5+ me on moral ideas1 ,i w\ld li/5 to him1 ,i w\ld foll[ him2 b ,i f9d no "o1 no disciples & few] ma/]s4 444 ,i am alone4 ,8 si/] repeat$ ! advice :i* %e _h con/antly giv53 t ,fri$ri* %\ld return to "s ,univ]sity2 "y m5 _h always li/5$ to him1 !y w\ld li/5 to him1 !y w\ld und]/& him4 ,"y m5 are s /upid6 answ]$ ,nietzs*e1 & pr(essors /ill m /upid6 ,besides1 all ! ,g]man ,univ]sities repel me2 :]e c\ld ,i tea*8 ,9 ,zri*1 8 si/] sugge/$4 ,!re is only "o t[n t ,i c tol]ate1 & x is ,v5ice4 ,he w5t to ,leipsic to negotiate ) 8 publi%]1 :o receiv$ him )\t mu* att5tion2 8 books did n sell4 ,he return$ to ,naumburg1 said a f9al f>ewell1 & left4 ,:]e 0 he to f9d a refuge = ! w9t]8 ,on ! la/ occasion he _h be5 irritat$ by ! noisy sw>ms ( ,nice4 ,he ?9ks ( ,vallombrosa4 ,lanzky _h recomm5d$ ?is beautiful =e/ 9 ! ,tuscan ,ap5n9es1 & 0 wait+ = him at ,flor5ce4 ,be=e leav+ ,g]many1 ,nietzs*e1 pass+ ?r\gh ,muni*1 visit$ a =m] fri5d1 ! ,b>on von ,seydlitz1 :o introduc$ him to 8 wife & %[$ him 8 ,japanese collection4 ,! wife 0 "y & *>m+1 ! ,japanese ?+s pleas$ ,nietzs*e2 he discov]$ ?is art1 he lik$ ^! /amps1 ^! little gay objects :i* con=m$ s little to ! sad mod]n ta/e1 s v little to ! sad ta/e ( ! ,g]mans4 ,seydlitz und]/ood beautiful ?+s1 & knew h[ to live2 ,nietzs*e envi$ him a little4 ,p]haps x is "t1 de> ,lisbe?1 he wrote to 8 si/]1 = y to f9d me a wife4 ,let u say1 /ill "y1 pretty1 gay2 9 %ort1 a c\rage\s little be+ la ,irne von ,seydlitz 7we almo/ '!e & ?\' ea* o!r74 ,he rea*$ ,tuscany4 ,lanzky receiv$ him1 accompani$ him1 & br\ght him to ! obs]vatory ( ,arcetri1 on ! heights ( ,san ,m9iato1 :]e liv$ a man ( a r>e k9d--a read] ( 8 books4 ,leb]e*t ,tempel kept on 8 table1 ne> 8 biz>re in/rum5ts1 ! works ( ,h]r ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 _m passages ( :i* he knew by he>t & will+ly recit$4 ,leb]e*t ,tempel 0 a s+ul>ly noble1 s9c]e1 & dis9t]e/$ nature4 ,! two m5 talk$ = half an h\r &1 x seems1 und]/ood ea* o!r4 ,:5 ,nietzs*e left he 0 deeply mov$4 ,i wi% t ?is man _h nev] kn[n my books1 said he to ,lanzky4 ,he is too s5sible1 too good4 ,i %all h>m him4 ,= he knew ! t]rible consequ5ces ( 8 ?\ghts & fe>$ = ^? :o read !m suff]+ simil> to 8 own4 ,he did n /ay 9 ,tuscany3 ! h>%1 cold air :i* desc5d$ f ! m\nta9s ^u ,flor5ce incommod$ him4 ,he 0 recaptur$ by memories ( ,nice1 ! t[n ) two hundr$ & tw5ty days ( full sun%9e--x 0 f ,nice t he wrote to 8 si/]1 on ! #ae? ( ,novemb]1 #ahhe3 ,d n be a/oni%$1 de> si/]1 if y\r bro!r1 :o has "s ( ! blood ( ! mole & ( ,hamlet 9 8 ve9s1 writes to y n f ,vallombrosa1 b f ,nice4 ,x has be5 v preci\s to me to exp]im5t almo/ simultane\sly ) ! air ( ,leipsic1 ( ,muni*1 ( ,flor5ce1 ( ,g5oa1 & ( ,nice4 ,y w\ld nev] believe h[ mu* ,nice has triumph$ 9 ?is gr\p4 ,i h put up1 z la/ ye>1 at ! ,p5sion de ,g5ve1 ,petite ,rue ,sa9t-,eti5ne4 ,i f9d x rec>pet$1 refurni%$1 repa9t$1 become v comely4 ,my neighb\r at table is a bi%op1 a ,monsignor :o speaks ,g]man4 ,i ?9k ( y a great deal4 ,y\r ,,pr9ce ,,ei*orn4 ,"h ,i am return$ to ,nice1 he wrote 9 ano!r lett]1 t is to say to reason4 ,8 pleasure is su* t he obs]ves ) "s indulg5ce ! cosmopolitan city1 & is amus$ by x4 ,my w9d[ looks out on ! squ>e ( ! ,phnicians1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,:at a prodigi\s cosmopolitanism 9 ?is alliance ( words6 ,don't y laugh8 ,& x's true1 ,phnicians liv$ "h4 ,i he> s\nd+ 9 ! air some?+ ( ! conqu]or & ! ,sup]-,european1 a voice :i* gives me confid5ce & says to me3 ,"h ?\ art 9 ?y place 4444 ,h[ f> "o is f ,g]many "h--',auss]deuts*6' ,i _c say x ) =ce en\gh4 99 99 99 99 99 ,he return$ to 8 habit ( walk+ 9 ! sun ov] ! :ite roads :i* ov]look ! waves4 ,! memories ( sev5 ye>s l9k$ 8 ?\ght ) ?is sea1 ^! /r&s1 ^! m\nta9s2 8 fantasy awoke1 he li/5$ to x & foll[$ x4 ,n an h\r pass$ va9ly2 ea* "o 0 happy1 & left1 z ! s\v5ir & witness ( ! gladness :i* x br\ght1 an epigram1 a poem 9 prose1 a maxim1 "s li$ or song4 ,he defam$ ! mod]ns2 x 0 8 pleasure1 &1 z he ?\ght1 8 duty z a philosoph]1 :o1 speak+ = com+ times1 mu/ contradict 8 own p]iod4 ,9 ! sixte5? c5tury a philosoph] did well to praise ob$i5ce & k9dl9ess4 ,9 ! n9ete5? c5tury1 9 our ,europe impair$ by ,p>isian decad5ts & ,wagn]ian ,g]mans1 9 ?is feeble ,europe :i* is ev] seek+ ! co-op]ation ( ! masses1 ! l9e ( lea/ ef=t & ! lea/ pa91 a philosoph] _h to praise o!r virtues4 ,he _h to affirm3 ,t man is great :o kn[s h[ to be ! mo/ solit>y1 ! mo/ hidd51 ! mo/ di/ant2 :o kn[s h[ to live beyond good & evil1 ! ma/] ( 8 virtues1 p[]ful 9 8 w4 ,greatness is !re4 ,& he mu/ urg5tly ask3 ,is greatness possible to-day8--,i/ ,v]$lung mgli*8 ,we nev] cease to he> ?is "q :i* he fir/ put at tw5ty-six4 ,he defam$ ! ,g]mans2 ?is 0 8 o!r pleasure1 a m intimate & lively "o4 ,g]manis$ ,europe _h unle>n$ fre$om4 ,%e dissimulat$ h] spites1 h] immode/ies1 h] cunn+4 ,%e ne$$ to recov] ! _s ( ! old _w1 ( ^? ,fr5*m5 ( =m] times :o liv$ 9 s f9e a lib]ty1 ) s f9e a cle>-sight$ness & =ce4 ,we mu/ m$it]raneanise music1 wrote he1 & our ta/e1 our mann]s also4 ,across ^! pages ( ,nietzs*e1 x is easy to he> ! c\nsels ( 8 defunct fri5ds1 ,/5dhal & ! ,abb ,galiani4 ,m5 ( pr(\nd melan*oly1 he wrote1 betray !mselves :5 !y are happy3 !y seize ^u _! happ9ess z ?\gh !y w\ld /rangle x & /ifle x out ( jeal\sy4444 ,alas1 !y "k too well t happ9ess flies be=e !m6 ,decemb] ne>$ its end1 & ^? fe/ivals1 ! memories ( :i* mov$ 8 fai?ful he>t1 approa*$2 ,nietzs*e _h se5 8 happ9ess 9 flight be=e him4 ,! pleasure ( lively ?\ghts1 ( beautiful images1 did n entirely satisfy him4 ,he 0 no long] amus$ by ! cr[d at ,nice1 ! squ>e ( ! ,phnicians div]t$ him no m4 ,:at matt]$ to him ! ,gai ,sab] & its precepts--sunlight1 w9d & ,prov5al song8 ,he 0 a ,g]man1 ! son ( a pa/or1 & x 0 ) an oppress$ he>t t he wat*$ ,*ri/mas & ,sa9t ,sylve/]'s day approa*--t v5]at$ "t4 ,he took a disgu/ = ! poor p5sion 9 :i* he lodg$3 its furniture 0 t\*$ by too _m h&s1 its sitt+-room degrad$ by be+ common prop]ty4 ,!n ! cold wea!r came4 ,be+ poor1 he c\ld n get ! w>m? he ne$$2 he froze1 bitt]ly regrett+ ! /oves ( ,g]many4 ,wret*$ places :]e he _c ev] be alone6 ,to ! "r1 a *ild is clatt]+ its scales2 above1 two amateurs are practis+ on ! trumpet & viol94 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e1 yield+ to bitt]ness1 wrote to 8 si/]1 :o 0 sp5d+ a la/ ,*ri/mas at ,naumburg3 ,h[ /upid x is t ,i h no "o "h :o might laugh ) me6 ,if ,i 7 /rong]1 & if ,i 7 ri*]1 ,i %\ld set up 9 ,japan1 to "k a little gaiety4 ,at ,v5ice ,i am happy because !re "o c live 9 ! ,japanese mann] )\t too great difficulty4 ,all ! re/ ( ,europe is pessimi/ & m\rnful2 ,wagn]'s horrible p]v]sion ( music is a p>ticul> case ( ! p]v]sion1 ( ! univ]sal tr\ble4 ,"h is ,*ri/mas aga91 & x is sad to ?9k t ,i mu/ cont9ue to live1 z ,i h done = sev5 ye>s1 l a man proscrib$1 l a cynical contemn] ( m54 ,no "o bo!rs ab\t my exi/5ce any m2 ! ,lama has 'bett] to d1' & 9 any case en\gh to d4444 ,isn't x f9e1 my ,*ri/mas lett]8 ,long live ! ,lama6 ,y\r ,f4 ,:y d y n g to ,japan8 ,x is ! mo/ s5sible life1 & s gay4 ,eight days lat] he wrote a bett] lett]2 p]haps he _h reproa*$ himself = 8 confession4 ,*rie1 ! wea!r is magnific5t to-day1 & y\r ,fritz mu/ afre% put on a good face = y1 ?\gh 9 ^! latt] times he has _h nights & days t 7 mo/ melan*oly4 ,by *ance my ,*ri/mas 0 a real fe/ival day4 ,at noon1 ,i receive y\r k9d pres5ts2 v quickly ,i pass r\nd my neck y\r wat*-*a91 & slide y\r pretty little cal5d> into my wai/coat pocket4 ,z to ! 'money1' if !re 0 money 9 ! lett] 7our "m wrote me t !re 071 x escap$ my f+]s4 ,excuse y\r bl9d animal :o undid 8 packet 9 ! road2 some?+ no d\bt fell f x1 z ,i op5$ y\r lett]s v impati5tly4 ,let u hope t a poor old woman1 pass+ !re1 f\nd h] 'little *ild ,jesus' on ! pavem5t4 ,!n ,i g on foot to my p59sula ( ,sa9t ,jean1 ,i walk a great r\nd along ! coa/1 & f9ally in/all myself n f> f ! "y soldi]s :o are play+ at skittles4 ,fre%-bl[n roses1 g]aniums 9 ! h$ges1 ev]y?+ gre51 ev]y?+ w>m3 no?+ ( ! nor?6 ,!re1 y\r ,fritz dr9ks ?ree glasses ( a sweet w9e ( ! c\ntry1 & p]haps gets a trifle tipsy2 at lea/ he beg9s to talk to ! waves1 &1 :5 !y foam z !y break too /rongly aga9/ ! %ore1 he says to !m1 z "o does to f[l3 ',buts*6 ,buts*6 ,buts*6' ,f9ally1 ,i re-ent] ,nice &1 9 ! ev5+1 d9e at my p5sion 9 pr9cely /yle 9 ! glitt] ( a great ,*ri/mas-tree4 ,w\ld y believe x1 ,i h f\nd a bak] de luxe :o kn[s :at ',quackku*5' is2 he told me t ! ,k+ ( ,wrtemburg _h ord]$ "s ( x1 simil> to ! k9d ,i l1 = 8 bir?day4 ,i rememb]$ ?is :ile ,i 0 writ+ '9 pr9cely /yle4' 444 ,9 alt] liebe1 ,y\r ,f4 ,n4,b4--,i h begun to sleep aga9 7)\t n>cotics74 ,9 ,janu>y1 ,febru>y1 & ,m>*1 #ahhf1 8 melan*oly appe>$ to be less acute4 ,he gave a =m to 8 "w1 to ^? notes :i* 8 fantasy _h dictat$ to him4 ,= f\r ye>s he _h ceas$ to publi% 8 aphorisms1 8 %ort essays4 ,! matt] ) :i* 8 notebooks suppli$ him 0 imm5se4 ,he propos$ to extract a volume f x2 8 :ole task 0 to arrange & select4 ,_h he =gott5 ! sy/ematic "w ( :i* he _h ?\ght ! previ\s w9t]8 ,no1 = he always felt ! heavy necessity & ! reproa* ( x4 ,he wi%$ to make peace ) 8 own consci5ce 9 reg>d to ! delay3 he ne$$ a little pleasure1 ! amusem5t ( a lively book1 be=e comm5c+ ! imm5se "w4 ,he f\nd a title1 ,beyond ,good & ,evil2 a sub-title1 ,prelude to a ,philosophy ( ! ,future4 ,?us he ann\nc$ ! m important & always def]r$ "w4 ,he deceiv$ himself 9 connect+ by an artificial tie 8 pleasure & 8 duty4 99 99 99 99 99 ,rememb] h[ joy\sly he us$ to ann\nce ! completion ( ! book2 h[ communicative he 0 & h[ confid5t6 ,confid5ce & joy are gone4 ,he kn[s t he w n be read4 ,b 8 ill-=tune always exce$s 8 expectation1 & ,nietzs*e1 once aga91 has n =ese5 ! ordeal :i* he mu/ endure3 ,beyond ,good & ,evil f9ds no publi%]4 ,he negotiates ) a h\se 9 ,leipsic :i* decl9es 8 proposals4 ,he writes to ,b]l9 )\t bett] success4 ,ev]y:]e 8 book is refus$4 ,:at is he to d ) x8 ,he ?9ks ( cutt+ x up into pamphlets :i* w p]haps rea* ! public m easily4 ,he writes an exp]im5tal preface4 ,^! pamphlets1 he is to say1 =m a sequel to ! ',?\ghts out ( ,season' :i* ,i publi%$ "s t5 ye>s ago 9 ! hope ( draw+ to me 'my fell[s4' ,i 0 !n "y en\gh to g fi%+ = associates ) an impati5t hope4 ,to-day--aft] a hundr$ ye>s3 ,i measure ! "t by my measure--,i am n yet old en\gh to h lo/ all hope & confid5ce4 ,b he soon ab&on$ ?is idea too4 ,!re is no?+ else = me to d1 he wrote to 8 si/]1 b to tie up my manuscript ) a /r+ & put x 9 a draw]4 ,9 ! spr+ he /ay$ at ,v5ice1 z 8 cu/om 01 b did n meet 8 fri5d1 :o 0 visit+ ! ,g]man t[ns 9 ! va9 hope ( plac+ 8 music4 ,pet] ,ga/ _h compos$ an op]a1 ,! ,lion ( ,v5ice1 :i* 0 be+ reject$ by "o !atre aft] ano!r4 ,nietzs*e wrote to com=t & enc\rage him4 ,l ,nietzs*e1 ,ga/ 0 a ,g]man by bir?1 a ,m$it]ranean 9 ta/e4 ,! "o liv$ at ,nice1 ! o!r at ,v5ice2 !y _h ! same ambition1 ! same unhappy de/9y4 ,come back1 he wrote to him1 come back to ! solitude 9 :i* we bo? "k h[ to live1 9 :i* we alone "k h[ to live6 ,x is ,wagn]ism :i* b>s y\r road1 & x's also t ,g]man grossness & ?ickness :i*1 s9ce ! ',empire1' goes gr[+1 gr[+4 ,we mu/ be circumspect & m>* "u arms1 y & ,i1 to prev5t ourselves f be+ =c$ to die ( sil5ce4444 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e felt 8 solitude alleviat$ by ?is comrade%ip 9 a difficult lot4 ,pet] ,ga/'s di/ress 0 simil> to 8 own2 he spoke to him z to a bro!r4 ,pet] ,ga/ 0 poor3 ,let u %>e my purse1 said ,nietzs*e2 let u %>e ! little t ,i h4 ,pet] ,ga/ grew disc\rag$ & lo/ confid5ce 9 himself3 ,nietzs*e knew ?is agony2 he knew ! great necessity ( confid5ce to ! man :o work$1 & h[ quickly ! contempt ( ! public mu/ ov]:elm him4 ,c\rage1 he wrote2 d n let y\rself be ca/ d[n2 be sure t ,i1 at lea/1 believe 9 y2 ,i ne$ y\r music2 )\t x ,i c\ld n live4 ,we ne$ n d\bt t ,nietzs*e 0 s9c]e :5 he ?us express$ himself4 ,all 8 p[] ( love & admiration1 :i* 0 imm5se1 he br\ght to be> ^u ?is la/ companion :o rema9$ to him1 & 8 fri5d%ip transfigur$ ! music ( ,pet] ,ga/4 ,he 0 unhappy1 ev5 at ,v5ice2 ! light hurt ! delicate n]ves ( 8 eyes4 ,z at ,basle 9 =m] times1 he 0 oblig$ to %ut himself up beh9d clos$ %utt]s1 & d5y himself ! pleasure ( ! f9e ,italian days4 ,:at refuge c\ld he f9d8 ,he recall$ ! va/ ,g]man =e/s1 s %ady & b5efic5t to 8 eyes1 & he took to regrett+ 8 c\ntry4 ,?\gh %e ang]$ him1 ?\gh he revolt$ aga9/ h]1 he lov$ ,g]many2 h[ c\ld he help lov+ h]8 ,)\t h] div9e music1 :i* _h gov]n$ ! impulses ( 8 fir/ desires1 8 s\l w\ld h be5 o!r2 )\t h] tongue1 t spl5did & difficult in/rum5t1 8 ?\ght w\ld h be5 o!r4 ,s*op5hau] & ,wagn]1 two ,g]mans1 7 8 real ma/]s1 & rema9$ s 7he secretly av[$ x72 8 true disciples1 if ev] !y 7 to exi/1 w\ld be born 9 ,g]many1 t cruel ,fa!rl& :i* he c\ld n abjure4 ,!nce he receiv$ a piece ( news :i* mov$ him3 ,rohde 0 appo9t$ pr(essor 9 ! ,univ]sity ( ,leipsic4 ,nietzs*e 0 happy = 8 fri5d1 & congratulat$ him 9 exquisite t]ms4 ,nev]!less1 he c\ld n prev5t himself f sadly draw+ a p]sonal moral4 ,at pres5t1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 ! ,faculty ( ,philosophy is half compos$ ( my 'good fri5ds' 7,z>ncke1 ,he9ze1 ,leski51 ,w9dis*1 ,rohde1 c474 ,sudd5ly he wi%$ to dep>t2 he want$ to see 8 "m1 :om h] two *ildr5 _h left2 he wi%$ to att5d 8 old comrade's c\rse2 la/ly1 he wi%$ to confront ^? fam\s publi%]s :o pr9t$ tw5ty ?\s& volumes a ye>1 & refus$ 8 own4 ,he left ,v5ice & w5t /raight to ,leipsic4 ,he /epp$ up to ,rohde's rooms2 ! "t 0 badly *os54 ,he f\nd a busy & preoccupi$ man1 :o receiv$ ?is unexpect$ visitor1 ?is too s+ul> p]sonage :o _h fail$ 9 life1 ) vexation & con/ra9t4 ,i saw ,nietzs*e1 ,rohde wrote lat] 9 a few l9es 9 :i* he expla9$ 8 cold welcome4 ,all 8 p]son 0 m>k$ ) an indescribable /rang5ess1 & x disquiet$ me4 ,!re 0 ab\t him some?+ t ,i _h nev] kn[n1 & ( ! ,nietzs*e :om ,i _h kn[n _m features 7 effac$4 ,he seem$ to h come f an un9habit$ l&4 ,nietzs*e said3 ,i w\ld l to he> y speak4 ,rohde br\ght him1 & put him to sit among "y m5 :o 7 ignorant ( 8 "w & ( 8 v "n4 ,nietzs*e li/5$1 !n w5t away4 ,i h he>d ,rohde at ! ,univ]sity1 he wrote to 8 si/] briefly4 ,i c no long] communicate ) any "o4 ,leipsic is1 x is cle>1 no place ( refuge or ( repose = me4 ,he w\ld h fl$ f ,leipsic1 z he _h fl$ f ,v5ice & ,nice2 b ! difficulty ( 8 negotiations oblig$ him to rema9 !re4 ,he appli$ to v>i\s publi%]s1 & appli$ 9 va94 ,f9ally1 8 dignity revolt$4 ,he wi%$ 8 book to appe>1 &1 h[ev] heavy ! co/1 he resolv$ to pay out ( 8 own pocket ! co/ ( ! pr9t+4 ,8 "m 0 wait+ = him at ,naumburg1 :]e s9ce ,lisbe?'s dep>ture %e liv$ alone4 ,nietzs*e felt a v lively pity = h]2 he knew h] to be desolat$ by ! loss ( h] family1 & 9 despair ov] ! impieties :i* he publi%$ 9 8 books4 ,don't read !m1 ignore !m1 he told h] ceaselessly3 x is n = y t ,i write4 ,nev]!less1 %e c\ld n repress h] curiosity1 & h] discont5t 0 nev] appeas$4 ,nietzs*e did n wi% to leave )\t giv+ h] a little happ9ess4 ,he w5t to sp5d a week at home2 b he _h n ! /r5g? to keep ! secret ( 8 vexations to himself2 he bewail$ himself1 he grew exalt$2 he sadd5$ ! poor woman1 :om f9ally he left 9 a m unhappy condition ?an ev]4 ,pass+ ?r\gh ,muni*1 he call$ on ! ,b>on & ,b>oness von ,seydlitz4 ,he wi%$ to snat* a brief repose "u ! ro( ( 8 amiable ho/2 b ,seydlitz 0 away f home1 & 8 h\se 0 %ut up4 ,nietzs*e1 hav+ left ?is ,g]many :i* he 0 nev] aga9 to see1 cont9u$ on 8 road t[>ds ! ,upp] ,engad9e1 f :i* he always expect$ "s b5efit4 ,"h 9 ,july he f\nd himself among icy fogs1 & felt ! fir/ symptoms ( a long crisis ( neuralgia & melan*oly4 ,,ii ,! ,w to ,p[] ,%all we say t he met fri5ds8 ,is ! ^w suitable to ^? vague figures1 to ^? ,russian1 ,engli%1 ,jewi%1 & ,swiss wom5 :o1 see+ ?is *>m+ man return ea* season1 did n refuse him _! quick sympa?y8 ,we set d[n _! names3 ,mesdames ,rd] & ,m>as(f2 ,miss ,zimm]n & ,frule9 von ,salis ,m>s*l9s 7?is la/ a fri5d ( ,frule9 von ,meys5bug72 o!rs1 ^: names rema9 unkn[n1 may be guess$4 ,h[ did !y judge him8 ,c>efully he avoid$ any spee* t might h pa9$ or surpris$ !m4 ,he kept 8 dang]\s ?\ghts to himself4 ,s f> z !y 7 conc]n$1 he wi%$ to be1 & knew h[ to be1 an amiable companion 444 le>n$1 ref9$1 & res]v$4 ,/ill1 :atev] secret he made ( 8 "w1 8 fri5ds did n fail to get an inkl+ into ! my/]y ( 8 res]ve4 ,"o ( !m1 an ,engli%woman 9 delicate heal?1 :om he (t5 w5t to visit & di/ract1 broa*$ ! subject4 ,i "k1 ,h]r ,nietzs*e1 :y y won't let u see y\r books4 ,if "o 7 to believe :at y say 9 !m1 a poor1 suff]+ creature l myself w\ld h no "r to live4 ,nietzs*e 0 apologetic1 & w>d$ (f ! accusation z be/ he c\ld4 ,ano!r1 hav+ said to him "o day3 ,i h be5 told ab\t y\r books4 ,y've writt5 9 "o ( !m1 ',if ?\ goe/ among wom51 d n =get ?y :ip4' ,de> lady1 de> fri5d1 answ]$ ,nietzs*e1 9 a pa9$ voice1 tak+ ! h&s ( h] :o reproa*$ him 9 8 own2 d n misund]/& me2 x is n ?us t ,i am to be und]/ood4 ,did !y admire him8 ,to d>e to admire an unrecognis$ au?or a v sure judgm5t is ne$$2 & no d\bt !y lack$ 9 necess>y d>+4 ,!y e/eem$1 !y lik$ _! hotel companion1 & recognis$ 8 s+ul> g5ius 9 conv]sation2 at ! table d'hte !y look$ to h ! place ne> 83 little en\gh x seems if "o consid] 8 pres5t fame2 !n x 0 a great deal to him4 ,he recov]$ 9 ! ,engad9e1 ?anks to !m1 a little ( ! confid5ce :i* 0 necess>y to 8 s\l & :i* he _h be5 los+ 9 ,g]many4 ,dur+ ! summ] ( #ahhf1 "s good musicians pass$ ?r\gh ,sils4 ,9 ,nietzs*e !y discov]$ a v r>e li/5]1 & !y lik$ to be he>d by him4 ,?is c\rtesy t\*$ him3 ,i notice1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 t our arti/s only s+ & play = me4 ,i %\ld be greatly spoilt if ?is cont9u$4 ,a c]ta9 ,ori5tal /ory n>rates ! adv5tures ( a mask$ sov]eign :o travels 9 8 prov9ces2 he is n recognis$ b div9$2 an in/9ct ( respect awakes at 8 approa*4 ,9 ?is m\nta9 hotel1 does n ,nietzs*e appe> z a mask$1 a half-div9$ sov]eign8 ,nev]!less x 0 b a poor com=t4 ,c\ld ^! wom5 light5 a di/ress :i* !y c\ld n measure8 ,nietzs*e 0 trav]s+ t grave mom5t ( life 9 :i* a man1 h[ev] unwill+ to be taught1 mu/ le>n at la/ :at 8 fate ) inexorable con/ancy gives & refuses him2 he _h to te> 8 la/ hopes f 8 he>t4 ,i h be5 unspeakably sad 9 ^! latt] days1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 & c>es h depriv$ me ( sleep4 ,! in=mation is brief4 ,to 8 si/] he av[s m2 he addresses to h] pages ^u pages t are t]rible 9 _! p[] & monotony4 ,:]e are !y1 ^? old fri5ds1 ) :om ,i =m]ly felt s closely b\nd8 ,we inhabit diff]5t worlds1 we no long] speak ! same tongue6 ,z a /rang]1 a proscrib$ man1 ,i w&] among !m2 nev] a ^w1 nev] a look n[ rea*es me4 ,i hold my peace--= none und]/&s my spee*--ah1 ,i c say x1 !y h nev] und]/ood me6 444 ,x is t]rible to be condemn$ to sil5ce1 :5 "o has s _m ?+s to say4 ,am ,i creat$ = solitude1 nev] to f9d any "o ) :om ,i may make myself und]/ood8 ,incommunicability is 9 tru? ! mo/ awful ( solitudes1 to be diff]5t1 to we> a mask ( brass h>d] ?an any mask ( brass--p]fect fri5d%ip is only possible int] p>es4 ,int] p>es6 a phrase :i* intoxicates me3 :at confid5ce1 :at hope1 :at p]fume1 :at beatitude x promises ! man :o necess>ily & con/antly lives alone2 to a man :o is diff]5t--:o has nev] met any "o ( 8 race4 ,& nev]!less he is a good seek]2 he has s\ght mu*4 ,ah1 ! swift folly ( ^? h\rs 9 :i* ! solit>y ?9ks he has f\nd a fri5d1 embraces him & holds him 9 8 arms2 x is a pres5t f heav51 an ine/imable gift4 ,an h\r lat] he rejects him ) disgu/1 he rejects himself ) disgu/1 z ?\gh soil$1 dim9i%$1 sick f 8 own society4 ,a pr(\nd man ne$s fri5ds1 unless inde$ he has a ,god4 ,& ,i h nei!r ,god nor fri5d6 ,ah1 my si/]1 ^? :om y call by ?is "n1 once !y 7 fri5ds--b n[8 ,excuse ?is bur/ ( passion2 my la/ j\rney is ! cause4444 ,my heal? is nei!r good nor bad2 x is only ! poor s\l :i* is w\nd$ & ?ir/+4 ,give me a little circle ( m5 :o w li/5 to me & und]/&--& ,i am 9 good heal?4 ,"h ev]y?+ takes its c\rse2 ! two ,engli%-wom5 & ! old ,russian lady1 ! musician1 h come back2 ! latt] v ill4444 ,nietzs*e n[ w5t on ) 8 lab\rs on ! ,wille zur ,ma*t4 ,8 un=tunate passage ?r\gh ,g]many _h modifi$ 8 arrangem5ts4 ,he ?\ght3 ,:at use is x my writ+ w>like books8 ,)\t allies1 )\t read]s1 ,i _c prev5t ! abasem5t ( ,europe2 let x be br\ght ab\t !n4 ,"o day x w f9d its goal--a day :i* ,i %all n see4 ,!n my books w be discov]$1 !n ,i %all h my read]s4 ,= !m ,i %\ld write1 = !m ,i %\ld det]m9e my fundam5tal ideas4 ,to-day1 ,i _c fight1 = ,i h n enemies ev54444 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,july1 :5 leav+ ! ,g]many :i* _h tri$ him s h>dly1 he drew up a detail$ plan4 ,9 ,septemb] he wrote3 ,i ann\nce1 = ! next f\r ye>s1 ! completion ( my "w 9 f\r volumes4 ,! title alone is al>m+3 ,! ,w to ,p[]1 an essay t[>ds a ,transvaluation ( all ,values4 ,= ?is all is necess>y to me--heal?1 solitude1 good hum\r--p]haps a wife 7e9e ,frau7 also4 ,9 :at retirem5t %\ld he compose ?is new "w8 ,g5oa _h inspir$ ! two books :i* he wrote z a convalesc5t1 ,! ,dawn ( ,day & ,! ,gay ,sci5ce2 ,rapallo1 ,nice1 _h inspir$ ,z>a?u/ra4 ,he n[ ?\ght ( ,corsica4 ,= long he _h be5 curi\s ab\t ?is savage isl&1 &1 9 ! isl& itself1 ( a t[n1 ,corte-- ,!re ,napoleon 0 n born b--:at is p]haps m important--conceiv$1 & is x n ! cle>ly indicat$ spot 9 :i* ,i %\ld und]take ! transvaluation ( all values8 444 ,= me1 too1 x is a conception t is 9 "q4 ,alas6 ?is ,napoleonic "w1 ! title ( :i* alone %\ld /rike t]ror1 ?us /ruck its au?or4 ,nietzs*e 0 n unaw>e :i!r t via mala des consequ5ces :i* he _h be5 long foll[+ l$ him4 ,s9ce a covet\s1 conqu]+ =ce is at ! he>t ( nature1 e act :i* does n correspond precisely ) ?is =ce is inexact & feeble4 ,he said ?is1 he wrote x1 & su* inde$ 0 8 ?\ght3 man is nev] s great z :5 he comb9es an al]tness & ref9em5t ( m9d ) a c]ta9 native brutality & cruelty ( in/9ct4 ,?us ! ,greeks und]/ood virtu1 & ! ,italians virt4 ,! ,fr5* politicians1 &1 aft] !m1 ,fr$]ick ,,ii41 ,napoleon & ,bism>ck1 act$ 9 accordance ) ^! maxims4 ,tr\bl$ by 8 d\bts1 lo/ 9 8 problem1 ,nietzs*e firmly grasp$ ?is fragm5t>y b c]ta9 tru?3 "o mu/ h ! c\rage ( psy*ological nudity1 he 0 to write4 ,he tra9$ himself to x1 b rema9$ dissatisfi$4 ,8 m9d 0 too cle>1 8 s\l too p5sive1 & ?is def9ition ( ! /ronge/ m5 0 too curt & icy = 8 dreams4 ,=m]ly he _h *os5 ,s*ill] & ,mazz9i = ma/]s4 ,did he admire !m no long]8 ,no s\l 0 ev] z con/ant z 84 ,only he fe>$ t1 9 foll[+ !m1 he w\ld gratify a c]ta9 feebl5ess1 & ! ma/]s :om he n[ wi%$ to pref] 7 call$ ,napoleon & ,cs> ,borgia4 ,on ?is occasion1 too1 he turn$ away f 8 task1 %unn+ h>% affirmations4 ,! publi%] ,frits* cons5t$1 on ! condition t he receiv$ pecuni>y aid1 to publi% a second edition ( ! ,orig9 ( ,trag$y1 ,! ,dawn ( ,day1 & ,! ,gay ,sci5ce4 ,?is _h long be5 "o ( ,nietzs*e's desires3 he wi%$ to add prefaces to ^! old works1 to t\* !m up1 & p]haps to add to !m4 ,he und]took ?is new "w & became absorb$ 9 x4 ,in/ead ( go+ to ,corsica he return$ to ! ,g5oese coa/1 to ,ruta1 n f> f ,rapallo1 above ,port(9o1 :i* ?ru/s its wood$ cre/ out into ! sea4 ,aga9 he f\nd ! walks & famili> places 9 :i* ,z>a?u/ra _h spok5 to him4 ,h[ sad he _h !n be56 ,he _h j lo/ 8 two la/ fri5ds1 ,l\ ,salom & ,paul ,re4 ,nev]!less he _h cont9u$ 8 task &1 inde$1 creat$1 at ! mom5t ( 8 pr(\nde/ sorr[1 8 brave/ book4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e let himself be /irr$ by ^! memories ( ! pa/4 ,he n[ receiv$ a lett] :i* 0 ! fir/ sign ( 8 com+ fame4 ,9 ,augu/1 #ahhf1 9 despair ( be+ li/5$ to by 8 compatriots1 he _h s5t 8 book1 ,beyond ,good & ,evil1 to two =eign read]s1 to ! ,dane ,georges ,br&es1 & to ! ,fr5*man ,hippolyte ,ta9e4 ,georges ,br&es did n reply4 ,hippolyte ,ta9e wrote 7,octob] #ag1 #ahhf7 a lett] :i* gave ,nietzs*e "s joy4 ,on my return f a voyage1 ,i f\nd ! book :i* y 7 good en\gh to s5d me2 z y say1 x is full ( '?\ghts f beh9d' 7'p5ses de d]rire'72 ! =m1 :i* is s lively1 s lit]>y1 ! impassion$ /yle1 ! (t5 p>adoxical turn1 w op5 ! eyes ( ! read] :o wants to und]/&2 ,i w 9 p>ticul> recomm5d to philosoph]s y\r fir/ piece on philosoph]s & philosophy 7pp4 #ad1 #ag1 #bj1 #be72 b ! hi/orians & critics w also h _! %>e 9 ! booty ( new ideas 7= example #da1 #ge1 #gf1 #adi1 #aej1 c74 ,:at y say ( national g5ius & "* 9 y\r eigh? essay is inf9itely sugge/ive1 & ,i %all re-read ?is piece1 al?\gh ,i f9d !re a f> too flatt]+ ^w relative to myself4 ,y d me a great hon\r 9 y\r lett] by putt+ me by ! side ( ,m4 ,burckh>dt ( ,basle1 :om ,i greatly admire2 ,i ?9k t ,i 0 ! fir/ man 9 ,france to ann\nce 9 ! press 8 great "w ^u ! ,culture ( ! ,r5aissance 9 ,italy4444 ,) be/ ?anks1 ,i am1 ,y\rs s9c]ely1 ,h4 ,,ta9e4 ,paul ,lanzky rejo9$ ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e at ,ruta4 ,n hav+ se5 him = eighte5 mon?s1 he 0 /ruck by ! *ange :i* he obs]v$ 9 him4 ,! body 0 weigh$ d[n1 ! features alt]$4 ,b ! man rema9$ ! same2 h[ev] bitt] 8 life _h become1 he 0 /ill affectionate & nave1 quick to laught] l a *ild4 ,he br\ght ,lanzky up ! m\nta9 :i* gives at e in/ant su* magnific5t views ov] ! sn[y ,alps & ! sea4 ,! two re/$ 9 ! mo/ beautiful spots2 !n !y ga!r$ up bits ( old timb] & twigs f ! autumn v9es & lit fires1 ,nietzs*e salut+ ! flames & ! ris+ smoke ) cries ( joy4 ,x 0 !n1 x 0 9 ?is inn at ,ruta1 t ,nietzs*e drew up ! prefaces to ,! ,dawn ( ,day & ,! ,gay ,sci5ce1 9 :i* he rec\nt$ ) s /range a vivacity 8 spiritual ,odyssey3 ,triebs*5 & ,wagn]'s fri5d%ip2 ,metz & ! discov]y ( w>2 ,bayreu?1 hope & mi%ap2 ! rupture ) ,ri*>d ,wagn]2 ! bruis+ ( 8 love2 ! cruel ye>s :i* he sp5t depriv$ ( poetry & ( art2 f9ally ,italy1 :i* gave him back bo?2 ,v5ice & ,g5oa1 ! two t[ns :i* sav$ him1 & ! ,ligurian coa/1 ,z>a?u/ra's cradle4 ,:ile ,nietzs*e wrote ?us & /ruggl$ aga9/ depression1 may x n be t he 0 tak+ drugs to excite himself to "w8 ,!re is "s evid5ce to sugge/ x4 ,b we %all nev] h exact in=mation on ?is po9t4 ,we "k t he 0 absorb+ *loral & an extract ( ,indian hemp :i*1 9 small doses1 produc$ an inw>d calm2 9 l>ge doses1 excitem5t4 ,p]haps he h&l$ a m complicat$ ph>macopoeia 9 secret2 x is ! habit ( n]v\s p]sons4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e lik$ ?is coa/4 ,imag9e1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 a little isl& 9 ! ,greek ar*ipelago1 pu%$ d[n "h by ! w9ds4 ,x is a coa/ ( pirates1 swift1 deceitful1 dang]\s4444 ,he propos$ to pass ! w9t] !re4 ,b soon he modifi$ 8 plans1 & wi%$ to return to ,nice4 ,lanzky s\ght 9 va9 to keep him back4 ,y compla9 ( be+ ab&on$1 he said to him4 ,^: fault is x8 ,y h disciples & y disc\rage !m4 ,y call me "h1 y call ,pet] ,ga/2 & y leave4 ,i ne$ ! light1 ! air ( ,nice1 answ]$ ,nietzs*e2 ,i ne$ ! ,bay ( ! ,angels4 ,he w5t alone4 ,dur+ ?is w9t]1 he complet$ 8 prefaces1 he re-read & t\*$-up 8 books4 ,he liv$1 x seems1 9 a s+ul> condition ( relaxation1 indecision & melan*oly4 ,he s5t 8 manuscripts to ,pet] ,ga/1 z he always did1 b 8 reque/s = advice h an unusual acc5t ( unre/ & humility4 ,bead me1 he wrote 9 ,febru>y1 #ahhg1 ) m di/ru/ ?an y g5]ally d2 say simply3 ?is w d1 ?is won't d ,i l ?is1 :y n alt] t1 c1 c4 ,he read1 & 8 read+s seem$ guid$ by a que] curiosity & less "u ! rigor\s sway ( 8 prejudices4 ,he famili>is$ himself ) ! works ( ! ,fr5* decad5ts4 ,he appreciat$ ,baudelaire's writ+s on ,ri*>d ,wagn]1 ,paul ,b\rget's ,essais de ,psy*ologie ,contempora9e4 ,he read ! ,contes ( ,maupassant & admir$ ?is great ,lat94 ,he ran ?r\gh "s volumes by ,zola & did n all[ himself to be s$uc$ by a m]ely popul> /yle ( ?\ght1 by a m]ely decorative art4 ,he b\ght1 & comm5t$ 9 p5cil on ! m>g91 ! ,esquisse d'une ,morale sans obligation ni sanction4 ,guyau1 l ,nietzs*e & at ! same mom5t1 _h _h ! idea ( f\nd+ a sy/em ( morals on ! expansive modalities ( life4 ,b he und]/ood !m 9 ano!r s5se & int]pret$ z a =ce ( love :at ,nietzs*e und]/ood z a conqu]+ =ce4 ,nev]!less ! initial agreem5t 0 c]ta94 ,nietzs*e valu$ highly ! purity & intellig5ce ( idea :i* he f\nd 9 ! "w ( ! ,fr5* philosoph]4 ,! vogue ( ! ,russian noveli/s 0 !n beg9n+4 ,nietzs*e took an int]e/ 9 ^! poets ( a "y1 viol5t1 & s5sitive race1 ^: *>m he always felt4 ,d y "k ,do/oievsky8 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,no "o1 ) ! exception ( ,/5dhal1 has s satisfi$ & ravi%$ me4 ,!re is a psy*ologi/ ) :om ,i am 9 agreem5t6 ,he indicat$ ! new au?or to all 8 correspond5ts4 ,! religi\s f]v\r ( ! ,slavs int]e/$ him & f\nd him indulg5t4 ,x 0 n a symptom ( weakness1 he ?\ght2 x 0 ! return ( an en]gy :i* c\ld n accept ! cold con/ra9ts ( mod]n society & ^: insubord9ation took ! =m ( a revolution>y ,*ri/ianity4 ,^! b>b>ians1 ?w>t$ 9 _! in/9cts1 7 disconc]t$ & self-accusatory2 !y _h precipitat$ a crisis :i* 0 /ill undecid$1 & ,nietzs*e wrote3 ,?is bad consci5ce is a malady1 b a malady ( ! nature ( pregnancy4 ,=1 hop+ always1 he ob/9ately def5d$ 8 ?\ghts aga9/ 8 disgu/s4 ,he wi%$ 8 ?\ghts to rema9 free1 k9dly & confid5t1 & :5 !re rose )9 him & t[>ds !m a hatr$ ( ,europe & ( its debas$ peoples2 :5 he fe>$ t he might yield to 8 bitt] hum\r1 he correct$ himself at once3 ,no1 he kept on say+1 ,europe is at pres5t ri*] ?an ev] 9 m51 9 ideas1 9 aspirations1 bett] prep>$ = great tasks1 & we mu/1 contr>y to all semblance1 hope ev]y?+ f ^! multitudes1 ?\gh _! ugly disposition seems to =bid hope4 ,dur+ ^! e>ly mon?s ( #ahhg1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e became intimate ) a c]ta9 ,madame ,v4 ,p4 ,!y w5t toge!r to ,san ,remo & ,monte ,c>lo4 ,we d n "k ?is woman's "n2 we h no lett]1 ei!r writt5 by h] or address$ to h]4 ,we may inf] "s my/]y1 p]haps a my/]y ( love4 ,madame ,v4 ,p4 0 no d\bt ,nietzs*e's companion#b :5 he he>d ! prelude to ,p>sifal at ! conc]ts 9 ! ,cas9o at ,monte ,c>lo4 ,he li/5$ )\t any bitt]ness1 ) ! sudd5 indulg5ce ( a worn-out adv]s>y4 ,i lov$ ,wagn]1 he wrote 9 ,septemb] to ,pet] ,ga/2 ,i /ill love him4 ,assur$ly he /ill lov$ him1 :5 he c\ld speak z he did ( ?is symphony :i* he _h j he>d4 ,i d n seek to "k :e!r ?is art c or %\ld s]ve "s end1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 ,i ask myself3 ,has ,wagn] ev] done bett]8 ,& ,i f9d ?is3 ! mo/ exact consci5ce & psy*ological precision 9 ! mann] ( relat+1 express+1 & communicat+ emotion2 ! %orte/ & mo/ direct =m2 e nuance ( s5tim5t def9$ ) an almo/ epigrammatical brevity3 su* descriptive cle>ness t 9 li/5+ to ?is music "o ?9ks ( "s buckl] ( m>vell\s workman%ip2 la/ly1 a s5tim5t1 a musical exp]i5ce ( a s\l :i* is extraord9>y & sublime2 a haught9ess1 9 ! =midable mean+ ( ! ^w2 444 a sympa?y1 a p5etration1 :i* ent]s l a knife into ! s\l--& a pity = :at he has discov]$ & judg$ at ! bottom ( t s\l4 ,su* beauties "o f9ds 9 ,dante & n[h]e else4 ,:at pa9t] has ev] pa9t$ s melan*oly a look ( love z ,wagn] 9 ! la/ acc5ts ( 8 prelude8 ,h[ easy x w\ld h be5 = him to be a great critic1 equal 9 8 delicacy1 sup]ior 9 ! l>g5ess ( 8 views1 to t ,sa9te-,beuve :om he e/eem$ s highly6 ,he knew x1 & f\nd x h>d to resi/ ! s$uctions ( t dilettantism ( analysis--! expression is 8 own4 ,8 be/ read]s ( t5 rem>k$ ?is4 ,:at a hi/orian y are6 ,burckh>dt us$ to say1 & ,hippolyte ,ta9e repeat$ x4 ,x did n satisfy ,nietzs*e4 ,he despis$ ! call+ ( hi/orian or ( critic4 ,he 0 in=m$ by a "y ,g]man :om he met at ,nice t ! pr(essors ( ,tb+5 took him z a m]ely dissolv5t m9d1 radical & nihili/ic2 x sadd5$ him4 ,he _h n torn himself f ! romanticism ( pity & love to s9k at la/ 9 ! inv]se romanticism ( viol5ce & en]gy4 ,he admir$ ,/5dhal1 b did n int5d to be a ,/5dhalian4 ,! ,*ri/ian belief _h n\ri%$ 8 infancy1 ! discipl9es ( ,p=ta _h rip5$ x1 ,py?agoras1 ,plato1 ,wagn] _h increas$1 elevat$ 8 desires4 ,he wi%$ to be a poet & a morali/1 an inv5tor ( virtues1 v5]ations1 & s]5ities3 none ( 8 read]s1 none ( 8 fri5ds1 _h und]/ood ?is int5tion4 ,9 correct+ ! pro(s ( ,! ,dawn ( ,day1 he re-read ?is old page1 ! tru? ( :i* /ill held good4 ,we are /ill on our knees be=e p[]--accord+ to ! old cu/om ( slaves--& yet1 :5 ! degree ( v5]ability %all h to be fix$1 only ! degree ( rationality 9 p[] w be decisive2 we h to inve/igate to :at ext5t p[] has inde$ be5 ov]come by some?+ high] ( :i* x is n[ ! tool & in/rum5t4 ,b z yet !re is an absolute lack ( eyes = su* inve/igations2 nay1 9 mo/ cases ! appraisem5t ( g5ius is ev5 consid]$ a crime4 ,& ?us p]haps ! mo/ beautiful ( all spectacles /ill takes place 9 ! d>k &1 aft] bur/+ into bloom1 soon fades into p]petual night--,i mean ! spectacle ( t p[] :i* a man ( g5ius employs1 n 9 8 works1 b 9 ! developm5t ( himself1 reg>d$ z a "w1 t is1 9 ! task ( self-ma/]y1 9 ! purification ( 8 imag9ation1 9 8 delib]ate *oice & ord]+ ( ! c\rse ( 8 tasks & inspirations4 ,& yet ! great man is /ill invisible 9 ! greate/ ?+ :i* claims wor%ip1 invisible l a di/ant />2 8 triumph ov] p[] cont9ues to be )\t eyes1 h5ce also )\t song & poets4 ,z yet ! ord] ( greatness has n be5 settl$ = ! sum total ( human hi/ory4444 ,alas1 = victory ov] =ce1 "o mu/ possess "s ext]ior =ce1 reason or fai?4 ,nietzs*e1 d5y+ to ! "o or to ! o!r all _! rights1 has dis>m$ himself = ! combat4 99 99 99 99 99 ,at ! beg9n+ ( ,m>* a viol5t e>?quake t]rifi$ ! cosmopolitan flaneurs ( ,nice4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e admir$ ^! movem5ts ( nature :i* rem9d$ man ( 8 no?+ness4 ,two ye>s e>li] ! cata/rophe ( ,krakatoa1 :i* de/roy$ two ?\s& human be+s 9 ,java1 _h fill$ him ) en?usiasm4 ,x's gr&1 he said to ,lanzky1 :om he _h ask$ to read ! telegrams to him2 two ?\s& human be+s annihilat$ at a /roke6 ,x's magnific5t4 ,?is is h[ humanity %\ld come to its end--h[ "o day x w end4 ,& he hop$ t a tidal wave w\ld at lea/ d away ) ,nice & its peoples4 ,b1 obs]v$ ,lanzky1 we %\ld be done away ) ourselves4 ,:at matt]6 answ]$ ,nietzs*e4 ,8 almo/ realis$ desire amus$ him4 ,he did n advance 8 dep>ture by a s+le day4 ,hi!rto1 he wrote on ,m>* #g?1 among ^! ?\s&s ( p 9 a condition ( folly1 ,i h liv$ ) a s5tim5t ( irony & cold curiosity4 ,b "o _c answ] = oneself2 p]haps to-morr[ ,i %all be z unreasonable z any "o4 ,"h !re is an imprvu :i* has its *>m4 ,by ! middle ( ,m>* he w\ld h end$ 8 "w on ! prefaces2 &1 z he says 9 "o ( !m3 ,:at d ,h]r ,nietzs*e1 8 illnesses & recov]ies1 matt] to u8 ,let u speak frankly1 let u g /raight to ! problem4 ,yes1 surely1 let u g /raight to ! problem2 det]m9e1 among ! _m ends :i* m5 propose to !mselves1 ^? :i* truly elevate & ennoble !m2 succe$ at la/ 9 ga9+ our triumph ov] p[]4 ,on ,m>* #ag? he sket*$ out a plan3 ,fir/ ,book3 ,european ,nihilism4 ,second ,book3 ,criticism ( ,sup]ior ,values4 ,?ird ,book3 ,pr9ciple ( a ,new ,evaluation4 ,f\r? ,book3 ,discipl9e & ,selection4 ,he _h sket*$ a v simil> programme 9 ,july1 #ahhf3 two books ( analysis & criticism2 two books ( doctr9e & affirmation2 9 all f\r books--f\r volumes4 ,e spr+time br\ght him back to a condition ( unc]ta9ty & uneas9ess2 betwe5 ,nice & ! ,engad9e2 he did n "k :]e to f9d an air :i* %\ld be bright en\gh & n too w>m2 a f9e light t w\ld n hurt 8 eyes4 ,9 ?is ye>1 #ahhg1 he let himself be tempt$ by ! ,italian lakes1 &1 leav+ ,nice1 set out = ,lake ,maggiore4 ,?is midget ,m$it]ranean1 enclos$ 9 ! m\nta9s1 pleas$ him inf9itely at fir/4 ,?is place /rikes me z m beautiful ?an any "p ( ! ,m$it]ranean1 he wrote1 & m mov+--h[ is x t ,i took s _m ye>s to discov] x8 ,! sea1 l all huge ?+s1 has some?+ /upid & indec5t :i* w n be f\nd "h4 ,he correct$ ! pro(s ( ! ,gaya ,sci5za2 he re-read ,human1 ,too ,human1 & aga9 paus$ to contemplate ) pity 8 unrecognis$ "w4 ,b he recov]$ possession ( himself4 ,! com+ "w alone matt]$4 ,he =c$ himself to recomm5ce 8 m$itations1 & at once became en]vat$ & exhau/$4 ,he _h plann$ a visit to ,v5ice2 sudd5ly he gave x up4 ,my heal? is aga9/ x1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,i am unwor?y ( see+ su* beautiful ?+s4 ,f aggravation ( ennui1 an epi/ol>y qu>rel arose betwe5 ,erw9 ,rohde & himself4 ,he _h occasion to write a ^w to ! mo/ intimate fri5d ( pa/ days1 & c\ld n resi/ ! pleasure ( add+ a malici\s t\*4 ,i suit old p only1 he wrote2 ,ta9e1 ,burckh>dt1 & ev5 y are n old en\gh = me4444 ,erw9 ,rohde did n l ?is t\*4 ,a pr(essor1 :]eas ,nietzs*e 0 no?+2 a s*ol> ) a reputation among ,european s*ol>s1 :]eas ,nietzs*e 0 /ill unkn[n despite 8 ecc5tric books1 he w\ld n p]mit irrev]5ce1 & def5d$ 8 dignity4 ,8 lett] mu/ h be5 /rongly word$1 = he _h x re/or$ to him lat]1 & de/roy$ x4 ,?is misadv5ture tri$ ,nietzs*e4 ,8 heal? 0 9 e respect impair$2 he resolv$ to foll[ a rgime ( wat]s1 massage & ba?s1 9 a special e/abli%m5t 9 ,switz]l&1 at ,coire4 ,he w5t !re1 & surr5d]$ himself to ! doctors4 ,he kept on work+1 h[ev]1 & made an en]getic ef=t to discov] & def9e ! moral values :i* he wi%$ to prop\nd4 ,b 9 va92 d :at he w\ld1 ! problem ( 8 ?ird book--,pr9ciple ( a ,new ,evaluation--rema9$ unsolv$4 ,we may "h transcribe ! m precise def9ition ) :i* we are furni%$ by ano!r draft4 ,?ird ,book3 ! problem ( ! legislator4 ,to b9d anew ! unregulat$ en]gies 9 su* a mann] t !y are n mutually annihilat$ by runn+ f\l ( "o ano!r2 to m>k ! real augm5tation ( =ce4 ,:at does ?is mean8 ,:at real augm5tation1 :at real direction ( ?+s is indicat$ u by ^! words8 ,is x an augm5tation ( int5sity8 ,!n e %ade ( en]gy1 provid$ x be int5se1 w be good4 ,b we mu/ n take x 9 ?is s5se4 ,nietzs*e select$1 pref]r$1 exclud$4 ,?is augm5tation is !n ! sign ( an ord]1 ( a natural hi]>*y4 ,b 9 e hi]>*y !re mu/ be a crit]ion by :i* ! ranks are di/ribut$2 :at %\ld ?is crit]ion be8 ,nietzs*e w\ld =m]ly h said3 ,x w be my logical affirmation1 ! beliefs :i* ,i %all h giv54 ,does he /ill ?9k x8 ,d\btless2 8 ?\ghts h>dly v>y4 ,b 8 audacity 0 less5$ by 8 sorr[s1 8 critical m9d _h be5 r5d]$ m exact+ by long indecisions4 ,he desir$1 he s\ght1 he seem$ to ask sci5ce1 ! doctor-philosoph]1 = a real basis :i* all 8 habits ( ?\ght refus$ him4 ,m\rnful news complet$ ! ru9 ( 8 c\rage4 ,he9ri* von ,/e9 di$1 be=e 8 ?irtie? ye>1 ( a he>t failure4 ,?is has put me out ( my s5ses1 wrote ,nietzs*e to ,pet] ,ga/2 ,i truly lov$ him4 ,i always ?\ght t he 0 res]v$ = me "s day4 ,he belong$ to t little numb] ( m5 ^: exi/5ce rejoic$ me2 & he too _h great confid5ce 9 me4444 ,9 ?is v place h[ we laugh$6 444 ,he paid a two days' visit to ,sils1 he _h n a glance = ,nature or ,switz]l&--he came /raight f ,bayreu?2 he w5t back /raight to ,halle1 to 8 fa!r2--"o ( ! r>e/ & mo/ delicate homages ,i h ev] receiv$4 ,x made an impression4 ,he _h said at ! hotel3 ',if ,i come1 x is n = ! ,engad9e4' ,?ree weeks pass$4 ,he compla9$ ( bitt] incl9ations1 ( susceptibility :i* l[]$ 8 s\l4 ,nev]!less1 he ann\nc$ a new "w4 ,:at 0 x8 99 99 99 99 99 ,x is n ,! ,w to ,p[]4 ,8 impati5ce1 :i* is add$ to by fatigue1 does n easily b5d to ! delays ( m$itation4 ,( 8 old gifts1 8 g5ius = improvis+1 8 polemical g5ius alone survive4 ,h]r ,widmann1 a ,swiss critic1 _h j writt5 a /udy on ,beyond ,good & ,evil & saw 9 ?is "w b a manual ( an>*ism3 ,?is is dynamite1 he said4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e wi%$ to reply1 & at once drew up at a spurt 9 fifte5 days "o1 two1 ?ree %ort essays :i* he entitl$ z a :ole1 ,a ,g5ealogy ( ,morals4 ,?is "w1 he wrote on ! title-page1 is de/9$ to complete & elucidate my la/ book1 ,beyond ,good & ,evil4 ,i h said1 he wrote 9 sub/ance1 t ,i place myself beyond ,good & ,evil--,gut und ,bse4 ,does ?is mean t ,i wi% to lib]ate myself f e moral category8 ,no4 ,i *all5ge ! exaltation ( meekness :i* is call$ good2 ! defamation ( en]gy :i* is call$ bad2 b ! hi/ory ( ! human consci5ce--d ! morali/s "k t su* a hi/ory exi/s8--displays to u a multitude ( o!r moral values1 o!r ways ( be+ good1 o!r ways ( be+ bad1 num]\s %ades ( hon\r & ( di%on\r4 ,ev5 "h ! reality is mov+1 initiative is free2 "o mu/ seek1 "o mu/ create4 ,b ,nietzs*e develop$ 8 ?\ght fur!r3 ,i h wi%$1 he wrote "s mon?s lat] propos ( ?is little book1 ,i h wi%$ to fire a cannon-%ot ) m sonor\s p[d]4 ,he expos$ ! di/9ction betwe5 ! two moralities1 ! "o dictat$ by ! ma/]s1 ! o!r by ! slaves2 & he ?\ght to recognise 9 ! v]bal roots ( ! words good & evil1 _! old mean+4 ,bonus1 buonus1 said he1 comes f duonus1 :i* signifies w>rior2 malus comes f 1 black3 ! blonde ,aryans1 ! ance/ors ( ! ,greek1 indicat$ by ?is ^w ! type ( conduct habitual to _! slaves & subjects1 ! ,m$it]raneans cross$ ) ,negro & ,semitic blood4 ,^! primitive notions ( :at is noble & :at is vile1 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e does n *all5ge4 ,on ! #ah? ( ,july1 writ+ f ,sils-,m>ia1 he ann\nc$ ! new "w to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,i h en]getically employ$ ^! la/ days1 :i* 7 bett]1 he wrote4 ,i h drawn up a little piece ( "w :i*1 z ,i ?9k1 puts ! problem ( my la/ book 9 a cle> light4 ,e "o has compla9$ ( n hav+ und]/ood me2 & ! hundr$ copies sold d n p]mit me to d\bt t 9 effect ,i am n und]/ood4 ,y "k t = ?ree ye>s ,i h sp5t ab\t #ejj ?al]s to defray ! co/ ( my books2 no honor>ium1 x goes )\t say+1 & ,i am #dc ye>s old1 & ,i h writt5 fifte5 books6 ,fur!r3 exp]i5ce1 & _m applications1 m pa9ful to me ?an ,i c>e to say1 =ce me to c]tify1 z a fact1 t no ,g]man editor wants to h any?+ to d ) me 7ev5 if ,i ab&on my au?or's rights74 ,p]haps ?is little book :i* ,i am complet+ to-day w help to sell "s copies ( my la/ book 7x always pa9s me to ?9k ( ! poor ,fritzs* on :om all ! weight ( my "w re/s74 ,p]haps my publi%]s w "s day b5efit f me4 ,z = myself1 ,i "k only too well t :5 p beg9 to und]/& me1 ,i %all n b5efit f x4 ,on ! #bj? ( ,july1 he despat*$ ! manuscript to ! publi%]4 ,on ! #bd? ,july1 he call$ x back by telegram 9 ord] to add a few features1 a few pages4 ,all 8 summ] 0 sp5t 9 discom=t1 melan*oly1 & ! correction ( 8 book1 :i* he nev] ceas$ to t\* up1 to draw out1 to r5d] m viol5t & m alive4 ,t[>ds ! end ( ,augu/1 p]ceiv+ an empty space on ! la/ page ( ! fir/ section1 ,nietzs*e add$ ?is curi\s note1 9 :i* he indicat$ ! un/udi$ problems :i* he 0 to h nei!r /r5g? nor "t to attack4 ,rem>k4--,i take ! opportunity pres5t$ by ?is essay to express publicly & =mally a wi% :i*1 s f>1 ,i h only m5tion$ occasionally to c]ta9 s*ol>s1 9 *ance conv]sations4 ,"s ,faculty ( ,philosophy ought1 by a s]ies ( academical prize-diss]tations1 to fur!r /udies 9 ! hi/ory ( morality2 p]haps ?is book w s]ve to give a vigor\s impetus 9 ?is direction4 ,i w\ld propose ! foll[+ "q3 ,:at h9ts are furni%$ by philology1 m especially by etymological rese>*1 ) ref]5ce to ! hi/ory ( ! developm5t ( moral concepts8 ,on ! o!r h& x w be z necess>y to int]e/ physiologi/s & doctors 9 ^! problems4 ,9 fact & above all1 all tables ( values1 e '?\ %alt' kn[n to hi/ory & e?nological rese>*1 ne$ to be expla9$ & elucidat$ 9 ! fir/ place f _! physiological side1 be=e any attempt is made to int]pret !m ?r\gh psy*ology4444 ,! "q3 ,:at is ?is or t table ( values & morality wor?8 mu/ be consid]$ f ! mo/ v>i$ p]spectives4 ,especially '! wor? = :at8' mu/ be consid]$ ) extraord9>y disc]nm5t & delicacy4 ,a ?+1 = in/ance1 :i* has evid5t value ) ref]5ce to ! greate/ durability ( a race might possess q ano!r value1 if x 7 a "q ( creat+ a high] type4 ,! good ( ! greate/ numb] & ! good ( ! smalle/ numb] are anti!tical po9ts ( view 9 valuation2 we %all let ! simplicity ( ,engli% biologi/s suppose t ! =m] is by itself ( high] value4 ,all sci5ces mu/ prep>e ! way = ! philosoph] ( ! future1 ^: task w consi/ 9 solv+ ! problem ( values & det]m9+ _! hi]>*y4 ,septemb] came4 ,! pro(s 7 correct$1 ! ,engad9e became cold4 ,! w&]+ philosoph] _h to f9d new qu>t]s & new "w4 ,to tell ! tru?1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 ,i hesitate betwe5 ,v5ice & ,leipsic2 ,i %\ld g !re to "w1 ,i /ill h a lot to le>n1 _m que/ions to ask & mu* to read = ! great ?\ght ( my life ( :i* ,i mu/ n[ acquit myself4 ,x w\ld n be a matt] ( an autumn1 b ( a :ole w9t] sp5t 9 ,g]many4 ,&1 weigh+ ev]y?+ toge!r1 my heal? dissuades me v /rongly f essay+ a l exp]i5ce ?is ye>4 ,x w be !n ,v5ice or ,nice2 & f a q p]sonal po9t ( view1 t is bett] p]haps4 ,moreov]1 ,i ne$ solitude & contemplation r ?an /udy & inquiry into five ?\s& problems4 ,pet] ,ga/ 0 at ,v5ice1 & ,v5ice1 z "o might h =ese51 c>ri$ ! day4 ,nietzs*e liv$ = "s weeks1 a flaneur & all b happy1 9 ! t[n ) a hundr$ pr(\nd solitudes4 ,he sc>cely wrote3 8 days1 accord+ to ,pet] ,ga/1 7 idle or seem$ to be s4 ,x 0 n to %ut himself up 9 a room 9 ,v5ice t he gave up ! libr>ies ( ,leipsic4 ,he walk$1 frequ5t$ ! poor trattoria1 :]e at midday ! humble/1 ! mo/ c\rte\s ( l[] classes sit d[n to eat2 :5 ! light 0 too /rong he w5t to re/ 8 eyes 9 ! %ade ( ! basilica2 :5 day began to decl9e he recomm5c$ 8 p]petual walks4 ,!n he c\ld look at ,/4 ,m>k1 ) its flocks ( famili> pigeons1 )\t suff]+1 at ! lagoon ) its isl&s & temples4 ,he kept on ?9k+ ( 8 "w4 ,he imag9$ x logical & free1 simple 9 its plan1 num]\s 9 its details1 lum9\s ) a little my/]y1 a little %ade on e l9e2 he wi%$ 9 %ort t x %\ld resemble t city :i* he lov$1 t ,v5ice ^: sov]eign w alli$ itself to ! play ( all fantasy & grace4 ,let u read ?is page ( notes1 writt5 9 ,novemb]1 #ahhg2 ,l',ombra di ,v5ezia1 is x n obvi\s !re8 ,a p]fect book to consid]3 7#a7 ,=m4 ,/yle4 ,an ideal monologue1 all t has a le>n$ appe>ance1 absorb$ 9 ! dep?s4 ,all ! acc5ts ( pr(\nd passion1 ( unre/ & also ( weakness4 ,alleviations1 sun tasks--%ort happ9ess1 sublime s]5ity4 ,to g beyond demon/ration2 to be absolutely p]sonal1 )\t employ+ ! fir/ p]son4 ,memoirs z x 72 to say ! mo/ ab/ract ?+s 9 ! mo/ concrete1 9 ! mo/ cutt+ mann]4 ,! :ole hi/ory z if x _h be5 liv$ & p]sonally suff]$4 ,visible ?+s1 precise ?+s1 examples1 z _m z possible4 ,no description2 all ! problems transpos$ into s5tim5t z f> z passion4 7#b7 ,expressive t]ms4 ,advantage ( milit>y t]ms4 ,to f9d expressions to replace philosophical t]ms4 ,on ! #bbnd ( ,octob] he 0 at ,nice4 99 99 99 99 99 ,two ev5ts 7! ^w is assur$ly n too /rong7 occupi$ ! fir/ two weeks ( 8 /ay4 ,he lo/ 8 olde/ fri5d2 he acquir$ a read]4 ,! lo/ fri5d 0 ,erw9 ,rohde4 ,! qu>rel begun 9 ! previ\s spr+ 0 !n consummat$4 ,nietzs*e wrote to ,rohde1 & 8 fir/ int5tion 0 n to w\nd4 ,d n )draw f me too lightly1 he wrote 9 ann\nc+ ! despat* ( 8 la/ book1 ,! ,g5ealogy ( ,morals2 at my age & 9 my solitude ,i c h>dly be> to lose ! few m5 9 :om ,i =m]ly confid$4 ,b he c\ld n limit himself to ^! words4 ,he _h receiv$ a second note1 a v amiable "o1 f ,hippolyte ,ta9e1#c :om ,erw9 ,rohde _h criticis$ disrespectfully 9 8 lett] ( ,may4 ,nietzs*e wi%$ to def5d 8 ,fr5* correspond5t1 & cont9u$3 ,n4,b4--,i beg t y judge ,m4 ,ta9e m s5sibly4 ,! scurrilities t y express & ?9k ab\t him irritate me4 ,i p>don !m to ! pr9ce ,napoleon1 n to fri5d ,rohde4 ,x is difficult to me to ?9k t any "o :o misund]/&s ?is great-he>t$ & sev]e-m9d$ race c und]/& any?+ ( my task4 ,besides1 y h nev] writt5 me a ^w :i* %[s t y h ! lea/ suspicion ( ! de/9y :i* weighs me d[n4 ,i h =ty-?ree ye>s beh9d me & am z alone z if ,i 7 a *ild4 ,all relations 7 brok5 (f4 ,! new read] acquir$ 0 ,georges ,br&es1 :o ackn[l$g$ ! despat* ( ! ,g5ealogy 9 an extraord9>ily intellig5t & vivid lett]4 ,i get ! brea? ( a new m9d f y\r books1 he wrote3 ,i d n always entirely und]/& :at ,i read1 ,i d n always see :i!r y are b\nd1 b _m features are 9 accord ) my ?\ghts & sympa?ies2 l y ,i hold ! ascetic ideal 9 poor e/eem2 democratic m$iocrity inspires 9 me1 z 9 y1 a pr(\nd repugnance2 ,i appreciate y\r ari/ocratic radicalism4 ,i am n q cle> ) reg>d to y\r contempt = ! e?ic ( pity 444 ,( y ,i "k no?+4 ,i see ) a/oni%m5t t y are a pr(essor4 ,9 any case ,i (f] y my be/ complim5ts on be+1 intellectually1 s little ( a pr(essor4444 ,y are ( ! small numb] ( m5 ) :om ,i w\ld l to talk4 ,x w\ld seem z if ,nietzs*e ought to h felt v /rongly ! com=t ( hav+ f\nd two witnesses to 8 "w1 & ( s r>e a quality3 ,br&es & ,ta9e4 ,did he n le>n1 ab\t ?is "t1 t ,brahms 0 read+ ,beyond1 ,good & ,evil ) mu* reli%8 ,b ! iron _h ent]$ into 8 s\l1 & ! faculty ( receiv+ happy impressions 01 z x 71 ext+ui%$ 9 him4 ,he _h lo/ t int]ior joy1 t resi/ant s]5ity ( :i* he 0 =m]ly s pr\d1 & 8 lett]s display$ only melan*oly4 ,) ?is disa/] !re surviv$ ! activity ( 8 m9d alone1 :i* work$ ) s+ul> en]gy4 ,we c ) difficulty enum]ate ! objects :i* occupi$ 8 att5tion4 ,pet] ,ga/ transcrib$ 8 ,hymn to ,life = ! or*e/ra2 ,nietzs*e sup]9t5d$1 sometimes correct$1 always navely admir$1 ?is new =m ( 8 "w4 ,! j\rnal ( ! ,gonc\rts appe>$2 he read ?is v int]e/+ novelty1 & sat d[n to table at ,magny's ) ,flaub]t1 ,sa9te-,beuve1 ,gauti]1 ,ta9e1 ,gav>ri & ,r5an4 ,all ^! di/ractions did n prev5t him f emb>k+ resolutely on 8 new "w1 ! decisive "w 9 :i* 8 wisdom & n 8 rage w\ld speak2 ! calm "w 9 :i* polemics w\ld be )\t rights4 ,he def9$ 9 six l9es ! design :i* he _h =m$4 ,to h run ?r\gh e *amb] ( ! mod]n s\l1 to h eat5 9 ea* ( its corn]s3 my pride1 my torture1 & my joy4 ,to transc5d pessimism effectively1 &1 9 %ort1 a ,goe!an reg>d full ( love & good-w4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e 9 ?is note designat$ ! inspir] ( 8 la/ "w2 x 0 to be ,goe!4 ,no nature diff]$ s mu* f 8 own1 & ?is v diff]5ce det]m9$ 8 *oice4 ,goe! _h humiliat$ no mode ( human activity1 he _h exclud$ no idea f 8 intellectual _w2 he _h receiv$ & adm9i/]$ z a b5evol5t "l ! imm5se h]itage ( human culture4 ,su* 0 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e's la/ ideal1 8 la/ dream4 ,he wi%$1 9 ?is extremity ( life 7he knew 8 de/9y71 to spread1 l ! s9k+ sun1 8 s(te/ lights2 to p5etrate ev]y:]e1 to ju/ify & illum9e ev]y?+1 s t n "o %ad[ %\ld exi/ ^u ! surface ( ?+s1 n "o sorr[ 9 ! privacy ( s\ls4 ,he easily det]m9$ ! direct+ ideas ( 8 fir/ two volumes3 ,european ,nihilism1 ,! ,criticism ( ,high] ,values4 ,= f\r ye>s he _h n writt5 a l9e :i* 0 n a "p ( ?is analysis or criticism4 ,he wrote rapidly1 angrily4 ,a little fre% air1 he cri$2 ?is absurd /ate ( ,europe _c la/ mu* long]4 ,x 0 only a cry1 & v quickly suppress$4 ,nietzs*e put pati5ce beh9d him1 l a weakness2 ) a song ( love t he w\ld answ] ! attacks ( life4 ,he wi%$ to return1 & did1 9 fact1 return1 to calm] ?\ghts4 ,he put ?is "q3 ,is x true t ! condition ( ,europe is absurd8 ,p]haps a reason = ! facts exi/s1 & escapes u4 ,p]haps 9 ?is debility ( ! w1 9 ?is democratic abasem5t1 "o %\ld rightly recognise a c]ta9 utility1 a c]ta9 value ( cons]vation4 ,!y seem irrepressible2 p]haps !y are necess>y1 p]haps 9 ! long run salut>y1 ?\gh to-day1 &1 s f> z we are conc]n$1 !y mu/ be deplor$4 ,reflexion3 ,x is madness to suppose t all ?is victory ( values c be anti-biological2 "o mu/ seek to expla9 x by a vital int]e/ = ! ma9t5ance ( ! type man1 ev5 ?\gh x mu/ be atta9$ by ! prepond]ance ( ! feeble & ! dis9h]it$4 ,p]haps if ?+s w5t diff]5tly1 man w\ld cease to exi/8--,problem4 ,! elevation ( ! type is dang]\s to ! cons]vation ( ! species4 ,:y8 ,! /rong races are ! prodigal races4444 ,"h we are confront$ by a problem ( economy4444 ,he repress$ all disgu/1 refus$ to all[ himself ! use ( abusive spee*1 tri$ to consid]1 & did consid]1 s]5ely1 ^? t5d5cies :i* he condemn$4 ,he ask$3 ,mu/ we d5y to ! masses ! "r to seek _! tru?s1 _! vital beliefs8 ,! masses are ! basis ( all humanity1 ! f\ndation ( all cultures4 ,)\t !m1 :at w\ld become ( ! ma/]s8 ,!y require t ! masses be happy4 ,we mu/ be pati5t2 we mu/ suff] our insurg5t slaves 7= ! mom5t our ma/]s7 to inv5t ! illusions :i* are fav\rable to !m4 ,let !m believe 9 ! dignity ( "w6 ,if !y ?us become m docile 9 "w1 _! belief is salut>y4 ,! problem1 he writes1 is to r5d] man z utilisable z possible1 & make him approximate1 z f> z may be done1 z closely z possible to ! ma*9e :i* nev] makes a mi/ake2 = ?is1 he mu/ be arm$ ) ! virtues ( ! ma*9e1 he mu/ be taught to endure ennui1 to l5d to ennui a sup]ior *>m 4442 ! agreeable s5tim5ts mu/ be put back to a l[] rank4444 ,! me*anical =m ( exi/5ce1 consid]$ z ! noble/1 ! highe/1 %\ld adore itself4 ,a high culture c only be rais$ on a va/ site1 ov] a firm & well-consolidat$ m$iocrity4444 ,! sole end mu/1 = a long :ile yet1 be ! less5+ ( man3 = !re mu/ fir/ be creat$ a l>ge f\ndation on :i* ! race ( /rong m5 may be rais$4444 ,! less5+ ( ! ,european man is ! great process :i* may n be imp$$2 x %\ld be accel]at$ aga94 ,x is ! active =ce :i* all[s "o to hope = ! arrival ( a /rong] race1 ( a race :i* %\ld possess to excess ^? v qualities :i* ! impov]i%$ species lack 7w1 responsibility1 c]titude1 ! faculty ( fix+ an end = oneself74 ,?us at ! end ( #ahhg1 ,nietzs*e _h succe$$ 9 draw+ up a fir/ sket* ( ! "w ( syn!sis :i* he _h propos$ to himself4 ,he conc$es a c]ta9 "r1 a c]ta9 dignity1 to ^? motives :i* he =m]ly revil$4 ,! f9al r\gh drafts ( ,z>a?u/ra _h already giv5 u simil> indications4 ,! disciples ( ,z>a?u/ra1 wrote ,nietzs*e1 give to ! humble/1 n to !mselves1 ! expectation ( happ9ess4 444 ,!y di/ribute religions & sy/ems1 accord+ to a hi]>*y4 ,nietzs*e n[ writes1 & ! int5tion is simil>3 ,! humanit>ian t5d5cies are n anti-vital1 !y suit ! masses :o live sl[ly1 & ?us suit humanity :i* ne$s ! satisfaction ( ! masses4 ,! ,*ri/ian t5d5cies are also b5evol5t1 & no?+ is s desirable1 writes ,nietzs*e1 z _! p]man5ce2 = !y suit all ^? :o suff]1 all ! feeble1 & x is necess>y = ! heal? ( human societies t suff]+1 t inevitable weaknesses1 be accept$ )\t revolt1 ) submission1 &1 if possible1 ) love4 ,:atev] ,i may happ5 to say ( ,*ri/ianity1 wrote ,nietzs*e 9 #ahha to ,pet] ,ga/1 ,i _c =get t ,i owe to x ! be/ exp]i5ces ( my spiritual life2 & ,i hope nev] to be ungrateful to x at ! bottom ( my he>t4 ,?is ?\ght1 ?is hope1 has nev] left him2 & he rejoices to h f\nd a ^w ( ju/ice = ! religion ( 8 *ildhood1 ! only "o :i* /ill (f]s itself to s\ls4 ,on ,decemb] #ad1 #ahhg1 he address$ a lett] to an old correspond5t ( ! ,basle days1 ,c>l ,fu*s4 ,! acc5t is a pr\d "o4 ,almo/ all t ,i h writt5 %\ld be eras$4 ,dur+ ^! latt] ye>s ! vehem5ce ( my int]nal agitations has be5 t]rible4 ,to-day1 at ! mom5t :5 ,i %\ld be ris+ high]1 my fir/ task is to modify myself1 to dep]sonalise myself t[>ds high] =ms4 ,am ,i old8 ,i d n "k1 & moreov] ,i d n "k :at k9d ( y\? is necess>y to me4 ,9 ,g]many1 p compla9 /rongly ( my 'ecc5tricities4' ,b z !y d n "k :]e my c5tre is1 !y c h>dly disc]n :5 or h[ ,i happ5 to be ecc5tric4 ,f ! dates ( 8 notes1 x seems t ,nietzs*e approa*$ a diff]5t problem 9 ! mon? ( ,janu>y1 #ahhh4 ,^? humble multitudes ^: rights he admits & measures w\ld n des]ve to live1 if _! activity 7 n1 9 ! la/ in/ance1 gov]n$ by an lite1 utilis$ = glori\s ends4 ,:at w\ld be ! virtues ( ?is lite1 :at ends w\ld x s]ve8 ,nietzs*e 0 ?us br\ght back to ! problem :i* 0 8 torm5t4 ,w\ld he def9e at l5g? ?is unkn[n1 & p]haps unatta9able gr&eur1 t[>ds :i* 8 s\l _h = s long aspir$8 ,he 0 aga9 a prey to sadness4 ,he compla9$ ( 8 s5sibility1 ( 8 irritability1 :i* _h become su* t ea* day1 on ! arrival ( ! po/1 he hesitat$ & %iv]$ be=e op5+ 8 lett]s4 ,nev] has life appe>$ s difficult to me1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/ on ,janu>y #ae?4 ,i c no long] keep on t]ms ) any sort ( reality3 :5 ,i d n succe$ 9 =gett+ !m1 !y break me4444 ,!re are nights :5 ,i am ov]:elm$ ) di/ress4 ,& s mu* rema9s to be done--all1 s to say6--,!re=e ,i mu/ hold out4 ,to ?is wisdom ,i apply myself1 at lea/ 9 ! morn+s4 ,music1 ^! days1 gives me s5sations :i* ,i _h nev] kn[n4 ,x frees me1 x lets me recov] f ! intoxication ( myself2 ,i seem to consid] myself f a great height1 to feel myself f a great height2 ?us x r5d]s me /rong]1 & regul>ly1 aft] an ev5+'s music 7,i h he>d ,c>m5 f\r times71 ,i h a morn+ full ( en]getic p]ceptions & lucky discov]ies4 ,x is q admirable4 ,x is z ?\gh ,i _h ba!d myself 9 a m natural elem5t4 ,)\t music life is m]ely a mi/ake1 a we>9ess1 an exile4 ,let u try to foll[ ! c\rse ( 8 "w4 ,he subject$ himself to an hi/orical rese>* & attempt$ to discov] ! social class1 ! nation1 ! race or ! p>ty :i* au?oris$ ! hope ( a m noble humanity4 ,"h 0 ! mod]n ,european3 ,h[ c\ld a race ( /rong m5 dis5gage itself f x8 a race ) ! classical ta/e8 ,! classical ta/e1 t is1 ! w to simplification1 to acc5tuation 444 ! c\rage ( psy*ological nudity4444 ,to raise oneself f ?is *aos to ?is organisation1 "o mu/ be con/ra9$ by a necessity4 ,"o mu/ be )\t *oice2 disappe> or impose oneself4 ,a dom9ant race c only h t]rible & viol5t orig9s4 ,problem3 :]e are ! b>b>ians ( ! tw5tie? c5tury8 ,evid5tly !y w only be able to appe> & impose !mselves aft] huge sociali/ic crises--^! w be ! elem5ts mo/ capable ( ! mo/ p]si/5t h>dness 9 respect ( !mselves1 & :o w be able to become ! gu>antees ( ! mo/ p]si/5t w4 ,is x possible to disc]n 9 mod]n ,europe ^! elem5ts pr$e/9$ to victory8 ,nietzs*e busi$ himself ) ?is problem1 & wrote d[n ! results ( 8 rese>*es 9 8 notebook4 ,! mo/ fav\rable imp$im5ts & rem$ies aga9/ mod]nity4 ,& fir/3 #a4 ,obligatory milit>y s]vice1 ) g5u9e w>s :i* put an end to all lightness ( m9d4 #b4 ,national n>r[ness :i* simplifies & conc5trates4 ,o!r indications corroborate ! above4 ,! ma9t5ance ( ! milit>y /ate1 :i* is ! only means left to u1 :e!r = ! ma9t5ance ( ! great traditions1 or = ! in/itution ( ! sup]ior type ( man4 ,& all circum/ances :i* p]petuate unfri5dl9ess1 di/ance betwe5 /ates1 f9d !mselves ?us ju/ifi$4 ,:at an un=ese5 conclusion to ,nietzs*ean polemics6 ,he _h di%on\r$ nationalism2 & = ! support :i* he s\ght 9 ?is grave h\r he fell back on nationalism4 ,a yet m unexpect$ discov]y 0 to come4 ,nietzs*e1 proce$+ ) 8 rese>*es1 =esaw1 def9$1 & approv$ ( a p>ty :i* c be b a =m or a re=m ( ,positivi/ democracy4 ,he disc]n$ ! l9eam5ts ( ! two vigor\s & sane gr\p+s :i* suffice to discipl9e man4 ,a p>ty ( peace1 n s5tim5tal1 :i* d5ies w> to itself & its memb]s1 :i* also d5ies !m rec\rse to ! c\rts ( law2 :i* provokes aga9/ itself1 /ruggle1 contradiction1 p]secution3 a p>ty ( ! oppress$1 at lea/ = a "t2 soon ! great p>ty oppos$ to s5tim5ts ( ranc\r & v5geance4 ,a p>ty ( w>1 :i* ) ! same logic & sev]ity aga9/ itself1 proce$s 9 an opposite s5se4 ,%\ld we recognise 9 ^! two p>ties ! organis$ =ces :i* w produce t tragical era ( ,europe :i* ,nietzs*e ann\nces8 ,p]haps2 b let u be c>eful n to exagg]ate ! value ( ^! notes4 ,!y are rapidly writt52 z !y surg$ & pass$ 9 ,nietzs*e's m9d1 !y %\ld surge & pass be=e u4 ,8 view pi]ces 9 e direction3 x nev] settles ^u "o object4 ,no work+-class ,puritanism c satisfy him1 = he kn[s t ! brilliancy ( human culture /&s or falls ) ! fre$om ( ! ari/ocracies4 ,no nationalism c satisfy him1 = he loves ,europe & h] innum]able traditions4 ,:at res\rce is left to him8 ,he has b\nd himself to seek 9 8 own "t ! po9ts ( support = a high] culture4 ,= a mom5t he ?9ks he has f\nd !m2 he has deceiv$ himself1 & turns away1 = ^! supports impose a n>r[ness ( direction :i* 8 m9d _c tol]ate4 ,!re is ?is t is extraord9>y 9 ! life ( a ?9k]1 he wrote 9 #ahge--! age ( ! text proves ! p]man5ce ( ! conflict-- t two contr>y incl9ations oblige him to foll[1 at ! same mom5t1 two diff]5t directions & hold him "u _! yokes2 on ! "o h& he wi%es to "k &1 ab&on+ )\t we>9ess ! firm gr\nd :i* su/a9s ! life ( m51 he adv5tures into unkn[n regions2 on ! o!r h& he wi%es to live1 &1 )\t ev] we>y+1 he seeks a place 9 :i* to five4444 ,nietzs*e _h ab&on$ ,wagn]1 w&]$ 9 unc]ta9 regions4 ,he seeks a f9al security2 :at does he f9d8 ,! n>r[ refuge ( nationalism4 ,he )draws f x3 x may be a vulg> rec\rse1 a useful artifice = ma9ta9+ "s solidity 9 ! cr[ds1 a c]ta9 pr9ciple ( ta/e & ( sev]ity2 x may n be1 x mu/ n be1 ! doctr9e ( ! ,european lite1 a scatt]$ &1 no d\bt1 non-exi/5t lite to :om 8 ?\ghts are address$4 ,nietzs*e put ! idea ( nationalism out ( 8 m9d2 x 0 ! exp$i5t ( a weak c5tury4 ,he ceas$ to devote himself to 8 se>*4 ,:at matt]$ to him ! beliefs :i* %\ld be b5efic5t to ! humble8 ,he ?\ght ( ,napoleon & ( ,goe!1 bo? ( :om rose sup]ior to _! times1 & to ! prejudices ( _! c\ntries4 ,napoleon 0 contemptu\s ( ! ,revolution1 b artfully turn$ its en]gy to advantage2 he despis$ ,france1 b rul$ h]4 ,goe! held ,g]many 9 poor e/eem & took little int]e/ 9 h] /ruggles3 he wi%$ to possess & reanimate all ! ideas1 all ! dreams ( m51 to cons]ve & enri* ! va/ h]itage ( moral ri*es :i* ,europe _h creat$4 ,napoleon knew ! gr&eur ( ,goe!1 & ,goe! joyfully obs]v$ ! life ( ! conqu]or1 ens realissimum4 ,! soldi]1 ! poet1 ! "o :o kept m5 9 submission & sil5ce1 held !m to ef=t1 ! o!r :o wat*$1 m$itat$1 & glorifi$1 su* is ! ideal c\ple t reappe> at e decisive in/ant 9 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e's life4 ,he _h admir$ ! ,greece ( ,!ognis & ,p9d>1 ! ,g]many ( ,bism>ck & ,wagn]2 a long w9d+ c\rse l$ him back t[>ds 8 dream1 t[>ds t unrealis$ ,europe ( /r5g? & beauty ( :i* ,goe! & ,napoleon 71 ^u ! morr[ ( ! ,revolution1 ! solit>y repres5tatives4 99 99 99 99 99 ,we c tell1 f a lett] address$ to ,pet] ,ga/ 7,febru>y #ac1 #ahhg71 t ,nietzs*e 0 at ?is date by no means satisfi$ ) 8 "w4 ,i am /ill 9 ! t5tative1 ! introductory1 ! expectant /age 444 he wrote1 & he add$3 ,! fir/ r\gh draft ( my ,essay t[>ds a ,transvaluation is ready2 x has be51 on ! :ole1 a torture1 & ,i h no long] ! c\rage to ?9k ( x4 ,9 t5 ye>s ,i %all d bett]4 ,:at 0 ! cause ( ?is dissatisfaction8 ,0 he we>y ( t tol]ance1 t condesc5sion to ! ne$s ( ! feeble & ( ! cr[d :i* he _h impos$ on himself = ?ree mon?s8 ,0 he impati5t to express 8 ang]8 ,! lett]s :i* he !n address$ to 8 "m & si/] let u approa* him 9 a m intimate mann]4 7,!y h n all be5 publi%$47 ,he wrote to ^! two wom5 f :om he 0 sep>at$ ) a t5d]ness :i* r5d]$ difficult dissimulation & ev5 c\rage itself4 ,he let himself g1 z ?\gh x pleas$ him to f9d himself at _! knees a *ild aga94 ,he 0 g5tle1 ob$i5t ) 8 "m2 he sign$ himself humbly3 ta vieille crature4 ,) 8 si/] he talk$ l a comrade2 he seem$ to h =gott5 all ! grievances he _h _h aga9/ h] 9 o!r times2 he knew t %e w\ld nev] return f f>-(f ,p>aguay3 he regrett$ h]1 he lov$ h] because %e 0 lo/4 ,%e is en]getic1 is ,lisbe?1 & valiantly risks h] life4 ,nietzs*e admir$ 9 h] ! virtues :i* he e/eem$ above all virtues1 & :i* are1 he ?9ks1 ! virtues ( 8 race1 ! noble race ( ! ,c\nts ,nietzki4 ,h[ /rongly ,i feel1 he wrote h]1 9 all y d & say1 t ! same blood runs 9 our ve9s4 ,he he>k5$ to h]1 b %e did n cease to (f] him ov]wise advice4 ,z he compla9s ( be+ alone1 :y does he n get made a pr(essor1 :y does he n m>ry8 ,nietzs*e answ]$ too easily3 ,:]e w\ld ,i f9d a wife8 & if by *ance ,i did f9d "o1 w\ld ,i h ! "r to ask h] to %>e my life8 ,he knew nev]!less1 & said s1 t a wife w\ld be sweet to him4 ,,nice1 ,janu>y #be1 #ahhh4 ,i mu/ relate a little adv5ture to y3 ye/]day1 z ,i 0 tak+ my usual walk1 ,i he>d1 n f> (f1 a w>m & frank laugh 7,i ?\ght t ,i he>d y\r laugh72 & :5 ?is laugh+ p]son came ne> me--,i saw a v *>m+ girl1 ) br[n eyes1 delicate z a de]4 ,! sight w>m$ my he>t1 my old solit>y philosoph]'s he>t--,i ?\ght ( y\r matrimonial advice1 & = ! re/ ( my walk1 ,i c\ld n rid myself ( ! image ( ?is "y & graci\s girl4 ,assur$ly x w\ld d me good to h s graci\s a ?+ by me--b w\ld x d h] good8 ,w\ld n ,i1 ) my ideas1 make ?is girl unhappy8 ,& w\ld n my he>t break 7we assume t ,i love h]7 if ,i saw s amiable a creature suff]+8 ,no1 no m>riage6 ,0 x n n[ t a s+ul> & un:olesome idea fix$ itself 9 8 ?\ght8 ,at e mom5t he 0 pictur+ to himself ! joys ( :i* he 0 depriv$3 fame1 love1 & fri5d%ip2 he ?\ght ranc\r\sly ( ^? :o possess$ !m1 & above all ( ,ri*>d ,wagn]1 ^: g5ius _h be5 always s sumptu\sly rew>d$4 ,h[ beautiful %e _h be51 :5 he knew h] at ,triebs*51 ?is incomp>able woman ,cosima ,liz/1 come1 :ile yet m>ri$1 to ! sc&al ( ! _w1 to live ) ,wagn] & help 9 8 "w6 ,att5tive & cle>-m9d$1 active & helpful1 %e assur$ him ! security :i* he _h hi!rto lack$4 ,)\t h]1 :at w\ld h become ( him8 ,c\ld he h ma/]$ 8 impati5t1 re/less1 excitable temp]am5t8 w\ld he h be5 capable ( realis+ ^? great works :i* he 0 = ev] ann\nc+8 ,cosima appeas$ him1 direct$ him2 ?anks to h]1 he a*iev$ ! ,tetralogy1 he re>$ ,bayreu?1 he wrote ,p>sifal4444 ,nietzs*e recall$ ^? f9e days at ,triebs*54 ,cosima welcom$ him1 li/5$ to 8 ideas & projects1 read 8 manuscripts1 0 b5evol5t1 talk$ brightly to him4 ,suff]+ & irritation de=m$ 8 memories2 he became infatuat$ ) ! ?\ght t he _h lov$ ,cosima ,wagn] & t %e1 p]haps1 _h lov$ him4 ,nietzs*e wi%$ to believe ?is1 & came to believe x4 ,yes1 !re _h be5 love betwe5 !m1 & ,cosima w\ld h sav$ him1 z %e sav$ ,wagn]1 if1 by lucky *ance1 %e _h only kn[n him a few ye>s e>li]4 ,b e circum/ance _h be5 unfav\rable to ,nietzs*e4 ,"h aga9 ,wagn] _h robb$ him4 ,he _h tak5 all1 fame1 love1 fri5d%ip4 ,we c div9e ?is /range romance 9 ! la/ works ( ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e4 ,a ,greek my? helps him to express & veil 8 ?\ghts2 x is ! my? ( ,ariadne1 ,!seus1 & ,bac*us4 ,!seus 0 lo/2 ,ariadne has met him & l$ him to ! exit f ! labyr9?2 b ,!seus is trea*]\s3 he ab&ons ^u ! rock ! woman :o has sav$ him2 ,ariadne w\ld die alone & 9 despair if ,bac*us did n int]v5e1 ,bac*us-,dionysios :o loves h]4 ,! enigma ( ^! ?ree names may be solv$3 ,ariadne is ,cosima2 ,!seus1 ,wagn]2 ,bac*us-,dionysios1 ,nietzs*e4 ,on ! #ca/ ( ,m>* he wrote aga91 & 8 language 0 t ( a lo/ s\l4 ,night & day1 ,i am 9 a /ate ( unbe>able t5sion & oppression1 by reason ( ! duty impos$ ^u me & also on acc\nt ( my conditions ( life1 :i* are absolutely oppos$ to ! accompli%m5t ( ?is duty2 "h no d\bt ! cause ( my di/ress mu/ be s\ght4 444 ,my heal?1 ?anks to an extraord9>ily f9e w9t]1 to good n\ri%m5t1 to long walks1 has rema9$ suffici5tly good4 ,no?+ is sick1 b ! poor s\l4 ,besides1 ,i w n conceal ! fact t my w9t] has be5 v ri* 9 spiritual acquisitions = my great "w3 s ! m9d is n sick2 no?+ is sick1 b ! poor s\l4 ,nietzs*e left ,nice next day4 ,he wi%$1 be=e go+ up to ! ,engad9e1 to make ! exp]im5t ( a /ay 9 ,tur94 ,its dry air & spaci\s /reets _h be5 prais$ 9 8 he>+4 ,he travell$ ) difficulty2 he lo/ 8 luggage & 8 temp]1 qu>rell$ ) ! port]s1 & rema9$ = two days ill at ,sampi$>5a1 ne> ,g5oa2 9 ,g5oa itself1 he sp5t ?ree days ( re/1 fully occupi$ ) ! happy memories :i* he f\nd aga94 ,i ?ank my luck1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/1 t x l$ me back to ?is t[n1 :]e ! w rises1 :]e "o _c be c[>dly4 ,i h nev] felt m gratitude ?an dur+ ?is pilgrimage to ,g5oa4444 ,on ,saturday1 ,april #f?1 he arriv$ at ,tur91 brok5 ) fatigue4 ,i am no long] capable ( travell+ alone1 he said to ,pet] ,ga/ 9 ! same lett]4 ,x agitates me too mu*1 ev]y?+ affects me /upidly4 ,,iii ,t[>ds ! ,d>kness ,"h we %\ld discont9ue our /ory to =ew>n ! read]4 ,hi!rto1 we h be5 foll[+ ! hi/ory ( ,nietzs*e's ?\ght4 ,nietzs*e's ?\ght has n[ no long] a hi/ory1 = an influ5ce1 come n f ! m9d1 b f ! body1 has affect$ x4 ,p sometimes say t ,nietzs*e 0 mad long be=e ?is4 ,x may be t !y are "r2 x is impossible to rea* an assur$ diagnosis4 ,at lea/ he _h reta9$ 8 p[] ( reflection1 8 w4 ,he c\ld /ill hold himself & 8 judgm5ts 9 *eck4 ,9 ! spr+ ( #ahhh he lo/ ?is faculty4 ,8 intellig5ce is n yet d>k5$2 !re is n a ^w he writes b is p5etrat+ & tr5*ant4 ,8 lucidity is extreme1 b disa/r\s1 s9ce x ex]cises itself only to de/roy4 ,z "o /udies ! la/ mon?s ( ?is life1 "o feels z ?\gh "o 7 wat*+ ! "w ( "s eng9e ( w> :i* is no long] gov]n$ by ! h& ( man4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e ab&on$ ^? moral rese>*es :i* _h /r5g!n$ 8 "w till n[1 enri*$ & elevat$ x4 ,let u recall a lett] address$ to ,pet] ,ga/ 9 ,febru>y1 #ahhh3 ,i am 9 a /ate ( *ronic irritability :i* all[s me1 9 my bett] mom5ts1 a sort ( rev5ge1 n ! f9e/ sort--x takes ! =m ( an excess ( h>dness4 ,^! words %$ light on ! ?ree com+ books3 ,! ,case ( ,wagn]1 ,! ,twilight ( ! ,idols1 ,! ,anti*ri/4 ,we %all hurry on ) ! /ory ( ^? mon?s 9 :i* ,nietzs*e is no long] q himself4 99 99 99 99 99 ,ab\t ! #g? ( ,april he receiv$ an unexpect$ lett] at ,tur94 ,georges ,br&es wrote in=m+ him ( a project$ s]ies ( conf]5ces :i* 7 to be devot$ to 8 philosophy4 ,x annoys me1 wrote ,br&es1 to ?9k t no "o kn[s y "h1 & ,i wi% to make y kn[n all ( a sudd54 ,nietzs*e repli$3 ,truly1 de> sir1 ?is is a surprise4 ,:]e did y get su* c\rage t y c speak 9 public ( a vir obscurissimus8444 ,p]haps y imag9e t ,i am kn[n 9 my own c\ntry4 ,!y treat me z some?+ s+ul> & absurd1 :i* x is n at all necess>y to take s]i\sly ,he end$ by rem>k+1 ,! long resi/ance has exasp]at$ my pride a little4 ,am ,i a philosoph]8 ,:at does x matt]8 ,! lett] %\ld h be5 an occasion ( great joy2 &1 p]haps1 _h x be5 possible to save him1 ! occasion ( 8 salvation4 ,assur$ly he felt "s happ9ess1 b we sc>cely disc]n x4 ,! h\r 0 late1 & ,nietzs*e n[ foll[$ ! tracks :i!r 8 de/9y _h drawn him4 ,dur+ ^! days ( we>9ess & t5sion1 he procur$ a translation ( ! ,laws ( ,manu1 = he wi%$ to become famili> ) ! model ( ^? hi]>*ic societies = ^: r5ovation he hop$4 ,he read1 & 8 expectations 7 n deceiv$2 ?is1 ! la/ /udy ( 8 life1 turn$ out to be "o ( ! mo/ important he _h ev] und]tak54 ,x delight$ him to ec/asy--"h 0 a code on :i* 7 e/abli%$ ! cu/oms & ! ord] ( f\r ca/es1 a language t 0 beautiful1 simple1 human 9 its v sev]ity1 a con/ant nobl5ess ( ?\ght4 ,& ! impression ( security1 ( sweetness :i* deta*$ itself f ! book z a :ole6 ,"h are "s comm&m5ts f its e>li] pages3 ,be=e ! cutt+ ( ! navel /r+1 a c]emony is prescrib$ at ! bir? ( a male2 he mu/ be made1 :ile sacr$ texts are pron\nc$1 to ta/e a little honey & cl>ifi$ butt] f a gold5 di%4 ,let ! fa!r fulfil ! c]emony ( ! giv+ ( a "n1 on ! t5? or twelf? day aft] bir?1 on a propiti\s lun>y day1 at a fav\rable mom5t1 "u a /> ( happy influ5ce4 ,let ! fir/ "n 9 ! comp\nd "n ( a ,brahman express ! propiti\s fav\r2 t ( a ,k%atriya1 p[]2 t ( a ,vaisya1 ri*es3 t ( a ,sudra1 abjection4 ,let ! "n ( a girl be s(t1 cle>1 agreeable1 propiti\s & easily spok51 t]m9at+ 9 long v[els1 & resembl+ words ( b5$iction4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e read & admir$4 ,he copi$ out _m a passage1 recognis+ 9 ! old ,h9du text t ,goe!an gaze1 full ( love & ( good w1 he>+ 9 its pages t canto d' amore1 :i* he _h himself wi%$ to s+4 ,b if he admir$1 he also judg$4 ,t ,h9du ord] _h z basis a my?ology ( :i* ! prie/s :o int]pret$ x 7 n ! dupes4 ,^! sages1 wrote ,nietzs*e1 d n believe 9 all ?is--or !y w\ld n h f\nd x4444 ,! laws ( ,manu 7 clev] & beautiful lies4 ,necess>ily s1 s9ce ,nature is a *aos1 a d]ision ( all ?\ght & ( all ord]1 & :oev] aspires to ! f\ndation ( an ord]1 mu/ turn away f h] & conceive an illusory _w4 ,^? ma/] build]s1 ! ,h9doo lawgiv]s1 are ma/]s also 9 ! art ( ly+4 ,if ,nietzs*e 7 n c>eful1 _! g5ius w\ld drag him into ! pa? ( falsehoods4 ,"h 0 ! in/ant ( a crisis ( :i* we "k no?+ b ! orig9 & ! t]m4 ,nietzs*e 0 alone at ,tur91 no "o 0 by him z he work$1 he _h no confidant4 ,:at 0 he ?9k+8 ,d\btless he 0 /udy+1 m$itat+ cont9ually ov] ! old ,aryan book :i* gave him ! model ( 8 dreams1 t book :i* 0 ! f9e/ monum5t ( /hetic & social p]fection1 &1 at ! same "t1 ( intellectual knav]y4 ,h[ he mu/ h lov$ & yet hat$ x6 ,he mus$1 0 amaz$1 & susp5d$ 8 "w4 ,f\r ye>s e>li] a simil> difficulty _h prev5t$ him f complet+ 8 ,z>a?u/ra4 ,x 0 no long] a "q ( ! ,sup]man1 ( an ,et]nal ,return4 ,^! nave =mul 7 ab&on$1 b ! t5d5cies :i* !y cloak$--! "o1 lyrical1 avid ( con/ruction & ( ord]1 ev5 ?\gh illusory2 ! o!r1 avid ( de/ruction & ( lucidity--^! unv>y+ t5d5cies aga9 ex]cis$ _! influ5ce at ?is po9t4 ,nietzs*e hesitat$3 %\ld he f9ally li/5 to ^! ,brahm9s1 ^! prie/s1 ^! crafty lead]s ( m54 ,no2 loyalty is ! virtue ^u :i* he c nev] comp\nd4 ,lat] p]haps1 mu* lat]1 :5 a few c5turies are gone by1 humanity1 m le>n$ 9 ! mean+ ( its life1 9 ! orig9s & values ( its in/9cts1 9 ! me*anism ( h]$ities1 may essay new lawgiv+s4 ,to-day x _c3 x w\ld only add falsehoods & hypocrisies to ! old lies1 ! old hypocrisies1 :i* already fett] x4 ,nietzs*e turn$ away f ! ?\ghts :i* he _h foll[$ ) su* en]gy = six mon?s1 & sudd5ly f\nd himself exactly z he _h be5 9 8 ?irtie? ye>1 indiff]5t to all t 0 n 9 ! s]vice ( tru?4 ,all t is suspect & false mu/ be br\ght into ! light6 he _h !n writt54 ,we d n wi% to build prematurely1 we d n "k t we c build1 & t x may n be bett] to build no?+4 ,!re are pessimi/s :o are c[>dly & resign$--( ^? we d n wi% to be4 ,:5 he _h ?us express$ himself1 ,nietzs*e /ill possess$ /r5g? en\gh to consid] calmly a lab\r made ! easi] by hope4 ,b 9 t5 ye>s he has lo/ 8 old =ce1 8 old calm1 & all hope has left him4 ,8 sick s\l c no long] (f] any resi/ance--irritability ov]comes x4 ,he gives up ! composition ( 8 great "w1 rel9qui%es x to write a pamphlet4 ,by ?is circum/ance our conjectures are solv$ &1 inde$1 t]m9at$4 ,! days ( s]5ity h gone by4 ,w\nd$ to ! dea?1 ,nietzs*e wi%es to return bl[ = bl[4 ,ri*>d ,wagn] is 8 m>k1 ! false apo/le ( ,p>sifal1 ! illusioni/ :o has s$uc$ 8 p]iod4 ,if he =m]ly s]v$ ,wagn]1 n[ he w diss]ve him1 out ( passion z out ( a s5se ( duty4 ,he ?9ks3 ,x is ,i :o made ,wagn]ism2 x is ,i :o mu/ unmake x4 ,he wi%es to lib]ate1 by means ( a viol5t attack1 ^? ( 8 contempor>ies :o1 weak] ?an himself1 /ill submit to ! pre/ige ( ?is art4 ,he wants to humiliate ?is man :om he has lov$1 :om he /ill loves2 he wi%es to defame ?is ma/] :o 0 ! b5efactor ( 8 y\?2 9 %ort1 if we d n mi/ake1 he wi%es to take v5geance on a lo/ happ9ess4 ,s he insults ,wagn]2 calls him a decad5t1 a l[ com$ian1 a mod]n ,caglio/ro4 ,?is indelicacy--an unhe>d-( ?+ 9 ,nietzs*e's life--suffices to prove ! pres5ce ( ! evil4 ,no scruple haunt$ him4 ,a happy excitem5t fav\r$ & ha/5$ on 8 "w4 ,ali5i/s are famili> ) ^? s+ul> conditions :i* prec$e ! la/ crises ( g5]al p>alysis1 & ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e seem$ to ab&on himself to an afflux ( joy4 ,he attribut$ ! b5efit to ! climate ( ,tur91 :i* he 0 n[ try+4 ,tur91 de> fri5d1 wrote he to ,pet] ,ga/1 is a capital discov]y4 ,i tell y ) ! idea at ! back ( my m9d t y may p]haps also pr(it f x4 ,my hum\r is good1 ,i "w f morn+ to night--a little pamphlet on music occupies my f+]s--,i dige/ l a demi-god1 ,i sleep 9 spite ( ! nocturnal noises ( c>riages3 s _m symptoms ( ! em95t suitability ( ,tur9 to ,nietzs*e4 ,9 ,july1 9 ! ,engad9e1 "s damp & cold weeks did him a great deal ( h>m4 ,he lo/ 8 sleep4 ,8 happy excitem5t disappe>$1 or trans=m$ itself into bitt] & febrile hum\rs4 ,x 0 !n t ,frule9 von ,salis-,m>s*l9s1 :o has rec\nt$ h] recollections 9 an int]e/+ bro*ure1 saw him1 aft] a sep>ation ( t5 mon?s4 ,%e rem>k$ ! *ange 9 8 condition2 h[ he walk$ alone1 8 hurri$ c>riage1 8 %>p salute--he w\ld /op sc>cely or n at all1 9 su* a hurry 0 he to get back to 8 inn & put d[n ! ?\ghts :i* 8 walk _h inspir$ 9 him4 ,on ! visits he paid h] he did n conceal 8 preoccupations4 ,he 0 9 dread ( pecuni>y emb>rassm5ts3 ! capital :i* _h con/itut$ 8 little =tune 0 almo/ gone2 & c\ld he1 ) ! ?ree ?\s& francs :i* ! ,univ]sity ( ,basle all[$ him z a p5sion1 provide = 8 ev]yday ne$s & = ! publication1 always on]\s1 ( 8 books8 ,x 0 9 va9 t he regulat$ 8 j\rneys & re/rict$ himself to ! simple/ lodg+s & food4 ,he 0 rea*+ ! limits ( 8 res\rces4 ,! ,case ( ,wagn] 0 complet$2 to ! text1 a prelim9>y disc\rse1 a po/script1 a second po/script1 & an epilogue 7 add$4 ,he c\ld n cease ext5d+ 8 "w1 & mak+ x m bitt]4 ,nev]!less he 0 n satisfi$1 & felt1 aft] hav+ writt5 x1 "s remorse4 ,i hope t ?is v risqu pamphlet has pleas$ y1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/ on ! #aa? ( ,augu/1 #ahhh4 ,t w\ld be = me a com=t by no means negligible4 ,!re are c]ta9 h\rs1 above all1 c]ta9 ev5+s1 :5 ,i d n feel en\gh c\rage 9 myself = s _m follies1 = s mu* h>dhe>t$ness2 ,i am 9 d\bt ov] "s passages4 ,p]haps ,i w5t too f> 7n 9 ! matt]1 b 9 my mann] ( express+ ! matt]74 ,p]haps ! note 9 :i* ,i speak ( ,wagn]'s family orig9s c\ld be suppress$4 ,a lett] address$ ab\t ?is "t to ,frule9 von ,meys5bug gives food = ?\ght4 ,i h giv5 to m5 ! mo/ pr(\nd book1 he writes2 "o pays de>ly = t4 ,! price ( be+ immortal is sometimes life6 444 ,& always on my road t cret9ism ( ,bayreu?6 ,! old s$uc] ,wagn]1 dead ?\gh he be1 cont9ues to draw away f me j ^? few m5 :om my influ5ce might t\*4 ,b 9 ,d5m>k--h[ absurd to ?9k6--,i h be5 celebrat$ ?is w9t]4 ,dr4 ,georges ,br&es1 ^: m9d is s full ( vitality1 has d>$ to talk ab\t me be=e ! ,univ]sity ( ,cop5hag54 ,& ) brilliant success6 ,always m ?an ?ree hundr$ li/5]s6 ,& a f9al ovation6--,& some?+ simil> is be+ arrang$ 9 ,new ,york4 ,i am ! mo/ indep5d5t m9d 9 ,europe & ! only ,g]man writ]--:i* is some?+6 ,he add$ 9 a po/script3 ,only a great s\l c endure my writ+s4 ,?us ,i h _h ! good luck to provoke aga9/ myself all t is feeble & virtu\s4 ,no d\bt ! indulg5t ,frule9 von ,meys5bug saw 9 ^! l9es a po9t direct$ aga9/ h]self4 ,%e answ]$1 z usual1 9 h] k9dly mann]3 ,y say t ev]y?+ feeble & virtu\s is aga9/ y8 ,d n be s p>adoxical4 ,virtue is n weakness b /r5g?1 words say x pla9ly en\gh4 ,& are y n y\rself ! liv+ contradiction ( :at y say8 ,= y are virtu\s1 & ! example ( y\r life1 if m5 c\ld only "k x1 w\ld1 z ,i am assur$1 be m p]suasive ?an y\r books4 ,nietzs*e repli$3 ,i h read y\r *>m+ lett]1 de> lady & de> fri5d1 ) real emotion2 no d\bt y are "r--s am ,i4 ,h[ headlong a ?+ is 8 life6 ,days sp5t 9 walk+1 9 gett+ ! rhy?m ( phrases1 9 %>p5+ ?\ghts4 ,(t5 he works ?r\gh ! dawn & is writ+ /ill :5 ! innkeep] rises & goes noiselessly out to foll[ ! traces ( ! *amois among ! m\nta9s4 ,am ,i n myself a hunt] ( *amois8 ?9ks ,nietzs*e1 & goes on ) 8 "w4 ,! ,case ( ,wagn] be+ complet$1 ,nietzs*e began a new pamphlet1 direct$ n aga9/ a man1 b aga9/ ideas--aga9/ all ideas t m5 h f\nd :]eby to guide _! acts4 ,!re is no metaphysical _w1 & ! rationali/s are dream]s2 !re is no moral _w1 & ! morali/s are dream]s4 ,:at !n rema9s8 ,! _w ( appe>ances1 p]haps8 ,b no2 = ) ! _w ( tru? we h aboli%$ ! _w ( appe>ances6 ,no?+ exi/s b en]gy1 r5ew$ at e in/ant4 ,incipiet ,z>a?u/ra4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e look$ = a title = 8 new pamphlet3 ,leisure ,h\rs ( a ,psy*ologi/ 0 8 fir/ idea2 !n1 ,! ,twilight ( ! ,idols1 or ,! ,philosophy ( ! ,hamm]4 ,on ,septemb] #g? he s5t 8 manuscript to ! publi%]4 ,?is little book--he wrote--mu/ /rike1 sc&alise1 & /ra9 p's m9ds1 & prep>e !m = ! reception ( 8 great "w4 ,( x he is always ?9k+1 & 8 second pamphlet is sc>cely f9i%$ :5 he />ts on ?is lab\r4 ,b we no long] recognise ! calm & ,goe!an "w :i* x _h be5 8 desire to write4 ,he tries new titles3 ,we o!r ,immorali/s1 ,we o!r ,hyp]boreans3 !n returns to 8 old title & keeps to x--,! ,w to ,p[]3 ,an ,essay t[>ds ! ,transvaluation ( all ,values4 ,betwe5 ,septemb] #crd & ,septemb] #cj? he draws up a fir/ section3 ,! ,anti*ri/2 & x is a ?ird pamphlet4 ,?is "t he speaks outright1 he indicates 8 ,yea & 8 ,nay1 8 /raight l9e & 8 goal3 he exalts ! mo/ brutal en]gy4 ,all moral imp]atives1 :e!r dictat$ by ,moses or by ,manu1 by ! p or by ! ari/ocracy1 are lies4 ,europe 0 ne> to greatness1 he writes1 :51 dur+ ! fir/ ye>s ( ! sixte5? c5tury1 x 0 possible to hope t ,cs> ,borgia w\ld seize ! ,papacy4 ,are we b\nd to accept ^! ?\ghts z def9itive1 because !y are ! la/ t ,nietzs*e express$8 ,:ile he 0 draw+ up ,! ,anti*ri/1 he return$ aga9 to 8 ,dionysian ,songs1 outl9$ 9 #ahhd1 & complet$ !m4 ,"h we f9d ! sure expression ( ! pres5tim5ts t !n agitat$ him4 ,! sun sets1 ,soon ?y ?ir/ %all be qu5*$1 ,burn+ he>t6 ,a fre%ness is 9 ! air1 ,i brea! ! brea? ( unkn[n m\?s1 ,! great cold comes4444 ,! sun is 9 its place1 & burns ^u my head at noon4 ,i salute ye1 ye :o come1 ,o swift w9ds1 ,o fre% spirits ( ! aft]noon ,! air /irs1 peaceable & pure4 ,has x n d>t$ t[>ds me a sidelong glance1 ,a s$uctive glance1 ,to-night8 ,be /rong1 brave he>t6 ,ask n3 :y8 ,eve ( my life6 ,! sun sets4 ,on ! #ba/ ,septemb] we f9d him at ,tur94 ,on ! #bbnd ,! ,case ( ,wagn] 0 publi%$4 ,"h at la/ 0 a book ( :i* ! newspap]s spoke a little4 ,b ,nietzs*e 0 exasp]at$ by _! comm5ts4 ,) ! exception ( a ,swiss au?or1 ,c>l ,spitel]1 no "o _h und]/ood him4 ,e ^w gave him ! measure ( ! public ignorance z reg>ds 8 "w4 ,= t5 ye>s he _h be5 seek+ & foll[+ ideas f\nd by him alone3 ( ?is ! ,g]man critics knew no?+2 !y knew only t a c]ta9 ,h]r ,nietzs*e1 a disciple ( ,wagn]'s1 _h be5 an au?or2 !y read ,! ,case ( ,wagn] & surmis$ t ,h]r ,nietzs*e 0 j fall5 out ) 8 ma/]4 ,besides1 he felt t he _h incurr$ ! blame ( "s ( 8 lat] fri5ds4 ,jacob ,burckh>dt1 always s precise1 did n ackn[l$ge ! receipt ( ! pamphlet2 ! good ,meys5bug wrote an indignant & sev]e lett]4 ,^! are subjects1 ,nietzs*e answ]$ him1 ) reg>d to :i* ,i _c p]mit any contradiction4 ,^u ! "q ( decad5ce ,i am ! highe/ au?ority 7in/ance7 9 ! _w3 ! m5 ( to-day1 ) _! qu]ul\s & deg5]ate in/9ct1 %\ld consid] !mselves =tunate t !y h by !m "s "o :o (f]s !m a g5]\s w9e 9 _! mo/ sombre mom5ts4 ,t ,wagn] succe$$ 9 mak+ himself believ$ 91 assur$ly proves g5ius2 b ! g5ius ( falsehood4 ,i h ! hon\r to be 8 opposite--a g5ius ( tru?4 ,9 spite ( ! agitation ?us display$1 8 lett]s express$ an unhe>d-( happ9ess4 ,!re is no?+ :i* he does n admire4 ,! autumn is spl5did2 ! roads1 ! gall]ies1 ! palaces1 ! cafs ( ,tur91 are magnific5t2 repa/s are succul5t & prices mode/4 ,he dige/s well1 sleeps m>vell\sly4 ,he he>s ,fr5* op]ettas3 !re is no?+ z p]fect z _! buoyant mann]1 ! p>adise ( all ! ref9em5ts4 ,he li/5s to a conc]t3 ea* piece1 :e!r ,bee?ov51 ,s*ub]t1 ,boss>o1 ,goldm>ck1 ,vibac1 or ,bizet be its au?or1 seems to him equally sublime4 ,i 0 9 te>s1 he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,i ?9k t ,tur91 f ! po9t ( view ( ! musical s5se1 z f e o!r po9t ( view1 is ! mo/ solid t[n t ,i "k4 ,"o might hope t ?is intoxication ( _s kept ,nietzs*e f k ( 8 de/9y4 ,b a r>e ^w suffici5tly indicates 8 clairvoyance4 ,he has a s5se ( ! approa*+ disa/]4 ,8 reason escapes f him & he measures its flight4 ,on ! #ac? ( ,novemb]1 #ahhh1 he express$ to ,pet] ,ga/ a desire to h him ne>1 8 regret t he c\ld n come2 ?is 0 8 con/ant pla9t1 ! v con/ancy ( :i* inde$ dim9i%$ its significance4 ,nietzs*e1 :o knew ?is1 w>n$ 8 fri5d3 ,:at ,i tell y1 take tragically1 he wrote4 ,on ! #ah? ( ,novemb] he s5t a lett] :i* seem$ q happy4 ,he spoke ( op]ettas :i* he _h j he>d1 ( ,judic1 & ( ,milly ,mey]4 ,= our bodies & = our s\ls1 de> fri5d1 he wrote1 a light ,p>isian intoxication1 'tis salvation4 ,he conclud$3 ,?is lett] also1 ,i pray y to take tragically4 ,?us ! condition ( physical jubilation to :i* imm95t madness br\ght him let him escape nei!r pres5tim5t nor angui%4 ,he wi%$ to reassemble = ! la/ "t ! memories & impressions :i* life _h left to him1 & to compose a "w :i* %\ld be biz>re1 triumphant1 & desp]ate4 ,look at ! titles ( ! *apt]s3 ,:y ,i am s prud5t4--,:y ,i am s wise4--,:y ,i h writt5 su* good books4--,:y ,i am a fatality4--,glory & et]nity4444 ,he calls 8 la/ "w3 ,ecce ,homo4 ,:at does he mean8 ,is he ,anti*ri/ or ano!r ,*ri/8 ,he is bo? toge!r4 ,l ,*ri/1 he has sacrific$ himself4 ,*ri/ is man & ,god3 ,he has conqu]$ ! temptations to :i* ,he made ,himself accessible4 ,nietzs*e is man & ,sup]man3 he has kn[n e feeble desire1 e c[>dly ?\ght1 & has ca/ !m f him4 ,none be=e him 0 s t5d] or s h>d2 no reality has al>m$ him4 ,he has tak5 ^u himself n ! s9s ( m51 b all _! passions 9 _! greate/ =ce4 ,jesus on ! ,cross1 he writes1 is an ana!ma ^u life2 ,dionysos brok5 9 bits is a promise ( life1 ( life inde/ructible & ev]-r5ew$4 ,! solit>y ,*ri/ian _h 8 ,god3 ,nietzs*e lives alone & )\t ,god4 ,! sage ( old _h 8 fri5ds3 ,nietzs*e lives alone & )\t fri5ds4 ,he lives nev]!less1 & c s+1 9 8 cruel extremity1 ! ,dionysian hymn4 ,i am n a sa9t1 he writes1 b a satyr4 ,& aga91 ,i h writt5 s _m books1 & su* beautiful ones3 h[ %\ld ,i n be grateful to life8 ,no2 ,nietzs*e 0 a sa9t1 n a satyr1 & a w\nd$ sa9t :o aspir$ to die4 ,he said t he felt grateful to life2 x 0 false1 = 8 s\l 0 q embitt]$4 ,he li$1 b sometimes man has no o!r way to victory4 ,:5 ,arria1 dy+ f ! bl[ %e _h giv5 h]self1 said to h] husb& z %e pass$ him h] weapon3 ,pte1 non dolet444 %e li$1 & x 0 to h] glory t %e li$4 ,& "h1 may we n pass on ,nietzs*e himself ! judgm5t t he _h pass$ ^u h]8 ,h] holy falsehood1 he wrote 9 #ahgi1 obscures all ! tru?s t h ev] be5 said by ! dy+4 ,nietzs*e _h n triumph$4 ,ecce ,homo3 he 0 brok5 b w\ld n av[ x4 ,a poet1 he wi%$ t 8 cry ( agony %\ld be a song2 a la/ lyrical transport uplift$ 8 s\l & gave him ! =ce to lie4 ,?\ s9k/ to eve6 ,?9e eye already ,gleams half-bruis$2 ,drops f ?y dew1 ,l te>s out/rewn1 ,/ream2 ! purple ( ?y love ,goes sil5t ov] ! milky sea1 ,?y ultimate1 t>dy bless$ness4444 ,all ar\nd1 only ! waves & _! mir?4 ,:at once 0 h>d ,has f\nd]$ 9 a blue oblivion-- ,my boat lies idle n[4 ,tempe/ & travel--h[ unle>nt ,hope & desire are dr[n$1 ,! s\l & ! sea he sleek4 ,sev5? solitude ,nev] felt ,i ,clos] to me ! sweet s]5ity1 ,w>m] ! rays ( ! sun4 --,%9es n ev5 ! ice ( my summit8 ,a rapid1 silv]y fi%1 ,my b>k glides away1 af>4 ,nev]!less he 0 consci\s t ! fame1 s long desir$1 approa*$4 ,georges ,br&es1 :o 0 go+ to repeat & publi% 8 lectures1 f\nd him a new read]1 ! ,sw$e ,augu/e ,/r9db]g4 ,v pleas$1 ,nietzs*e ann\nc$ x to ,pet] ,ga/4 ,/r9db]g has writt5 to me1 he said1 & = ! fir/ "t ,i receive a lett] 9 :i* ,i f9d a _w-hi/oric 7,wel?i/orik7 acc5t4 ,9 ,/4 ,pet]sburg !y 7 gett+ ready to translate 8 ,case ( ,wagn]4 ,9 ,p>is1 ,hippolyte ,ta9e s\ght & f\nd him a correspond5t3 ,jean ,bordeau1 contributor to ! ,dbats & ! ,revue des ,deux ,mondes4 ,at la/1 wrote ,nietzs*e1 ! gr& ,panama ,canal t[>ds ,france has be5 op5$4 ,8 old comrade ,deuss5 h&$ him two ?\s& francs1 ! (f]+ ( an unkn[n :o wi%$ to subscribe to an edition ( 8 works4 ,madame de ,salis ,m>s*l9s (f]$ him a ?\s&4 ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e %\ld h be5 happy1 b x 0 too late4 ,h[ 7 8 la/ days sp5t8 ,we d n "k4 ,he liv$ 9 a furni%$ ap>tm5t1 ! gue/ ( a humble family1 :i* lodg$ him &1 if he wi%$1 f$ him4 ,he correct$ ! pro(s ( ,ecce ,homo1 add+ a po/script to ! e>ly text1 !n a di?yrambic poem2 mean:ile he prep>$ a new pamphlet = publication1 ,nietzs*e contra ,wagn]4 ,be=e laun*+ ! fir/ edition ( my great "w1 he wrote to 8 publi%]1 we mu/ prep>e ! public1 we mu/ create a g5u9e t5sion--or x w be ,z>a?u/ra ov] aga94 ,on ! #h? ( ,decemb] he wrote to ,pet] ,ga/3 ,i h re-read ,ecce ,homo1 ,i h weigh$ e ^w 9 scales ( gold3 lit]ally x cuts ! hi/ory ( humanity into two sections--! highe/ sup]lative ( dynamite4 ,on ! #bi? ( ,decemb] he wrote to 8 publi%]3 ,i am ( y\r op9ion1 z to ,ecce ,homo2 let u n exce$ #a1jjj copies2 a ?\s& copies = ,g]many ( a book1 writt5 9 ! gr& /yle1 is inde$ r m ?an reasonable4 ,b 9 ,france1 ,i say x q s]i\sly1 ,i c\nt on an issue ( #hj1jjj--or #dj1jjj copies4 ,on ! #bnd ( ,janu>y ano!r lett] 79 a r\gh & de=m$ h&73 ,return me ! poem--on ) ,ecce6 ,!re exi/s a tradition1 difficult to v]ify1 t1 dur+ ^! latt] days1 ,nietzs*e (t5 play$ fragm5ts ( ,wagn] to 8 ho/s4 ,he w\ld say to !m3 ,i knew him1 & talk ( ,triebs*54 ,! ?+ does n seem improbable1 = n[ 8 memories ( 8 greate/ happ9ess may well h visit$ him1 & he may h f\nd delight 9 rec\nt+ !m to simple p ignorant ( 8 life4 ,_h he n j writt5 9 ,ecce ,homo3 ,s9ce ,i am "h recall+ ! consolations ( my life1 ,i ought to express 9 a ^w my gratitude = :at 0 by f> my mo/ pr(\nd & be/-lov$ joy--my intimacy ) ,ri*>d ,wagn]4 ,i wi% to be j ) reg>d to ! re/ ( my human relation%ips2 b ,i absolutely _c efface f my life ! days at ,triebs*51 days ( confid5ce1 ( gaiety2 ( sublime fla%es--days ( pr(\nd happ9ess4 ,i d n "k :at ,wagn] 0 = o!rs3 our sky 0 nev] d>k5$ by a cl\d4 99 99 99 99 99 ,on ! #i? 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( ,augu/1 #aijj4 #a ,9 ,fr5* 9 ! text4 #b ,morals are free 9 ! p5sions on ! ,m$it]ranean1 & no d\bt we are unaw>e ( all ! episodes ( ,fri$ri* ,nietzs*e's life4 ,b ?is res]vation mu/ be made4 ,accord+ to evid5ce :i* we h be5 able to ga!r1 8 mann] ( life1 9 ! ,engad9e1 nev] gave occasion = ! lea/ gossip4 ,on ! contr>y he seems1 we are told1 to h avoid$ "y wom54 #c ,i am v happy1 wrote ,ta9e1 t my articles on ,napoleon h /ruck y z true1 & no?+ c m exactly sum up my impression ?an ! two ,g]man words :i* y use3 ,unm5s* und ,ueb]m5s*4--,lett] ( ,july #ab1 #ahhg4 ,,index ,a ,ab\t s*ylus2 ,greece ( ,alex&] ,alsace ,anaxagoras ,anti-,*ri/1 ,! ,apollo1 ,lead] ( ,/ates ,apollonian ,_s1 ,!1 ,nietzs*e's def9ition ( ,aquila ,arabs1 ,! ,ariadne ,ari/otle ,a!ns ,attica ,b ,bac*us-,dionysus ,ba*1 ,nietzs*e's love ( ,bahns5 ,ba%kirtseff1 ,m>ie ,basle1 ,nietzs*e's appo9tm5t at ,univ]sity (2 ,nietzs*e's life at ,baudelaire1 ,c4 ,baumbra*1 ,pr(essor ,baumg>t51 ,m>ie ,bav>ia ,bayreu?1 !atre (2 ,wagn] at2 de/9y (2 f\ndation /one ( !atre laid2 f9ancial difficulties at2 ,nietzs*e's appeal on its behalf2 rehe>sals at2 its beautiful s\ls2 its j\rnal condemns ,human1 ,all ,too ,human2 ,p>sifal play$ at2 #f1jjj feet above ,bayreu? ,bee?ov52 ,nietzs*e /udies life (2 c5t5>y ( ,bell9i ,b]gamo ,b]l92 ,nietzs*e 92 p>liam5t>y intrigues ( ,b]lioz ,be/immung d] ,op]1 ,die ,beyond ,good & ,evil ,bir? ( ,trag$y2 its ,wagn]ian t5d5cy ,bism>ck ,bizet ,blanc1 ,l\is ,bohemia ,bonn1 ,univ]sity (2 ,nietzs*e at ,bordeau1 ,jean ,borgia1 ,cs> ,b\rget1 ,paul ,brahms ,br&es1 ,georges2 appreciates ,g5ealogy ( ,morals2 lectures on ,nietzs*e ,br5n]1 ,a4 ,brockhaus1 ,madame ,bu*>e/ ,b*n] ,bl[1 ,hans von ,burckh>dt1 ,jacob ,nietzs*e's confidant at ,basle2 %>es ,nietzs*e's grief ,byron2 ,nietzs*e's love ( ,c ,c>lsruhe ,c>m5 ,case ( ,wagn]1 ,!2 publication ( ,ca?olicism1 ,nietzs*e's dete/ation ( ,cav\r ,*am=t ,*iav>i ,*illon1 ,nietzs*e at ,*oephores ( s*ylus1 ,! ,*op9 ,*ri/ianity1 ,wagn] &2 & ,nietzs*e's spiritual life ,cim>osa ,cloi/]s1 ,nietzs*e's project ( ,coire ,cologne ,columbus1 ,*ri/oph] ,cook1 ,capta9 ,cop5hag51 ,univ]sity ( ,corsica ,culture ( ,! ,r5aissance 9 ,italy ,! ,d d',ag\lt1 ,madame ,dante ,d>w9ism ,dawn ( ,day1 ,!2 failure (2 preface to ,de ,bross ,democritus ,desc>tes ,deuss51 ,paul1 ,nietzs*e's college comrade2 ,nietzs*e's lett] to on becom+ ,pr(essor at ,basle ,diog5es ,la]tius ,dionysian ,songs ,dionysos2 ,nietzs*e z ,dnh(f1 ,c\ntess ,don ,quixote ,dresd5 ,dhr+2 ,! ,value ( ,life ,dr] ,e ,ecce ,homo ,eck]mann ,educational ,in/itutions1 ,! ,future ( ,em]son1 ,r4 ,w4 ,emp$ocles ,engad9e1 ,!1 ,nietzs*e 9 ,et]nal ,return1 ,!1 ,nietzs*e's conception (2 8 horror (2 ab&ons ! idea2 re-adopts x2 ,euripides ,europe1 condition (2 tragical era (2 ,europe1 ,goe!1 & ,napoleon ,f ,fau/1 quot$ ,feu]ba* ,fi*te ,f9l& ,flaub]t1 ,gu/ave ,flimms ,flor5ce ,fr/]1 m>riage ) ,nietzs*e's si/] ,france1 ,nietzs*e 9 ,franco-,g]man ,w> ,frankfurt1 ,peace ( ,fr$]ick ! ,great ,fr$]ick ,,ii ,fr$]ick ,william ( ,prussia ,freiligra? ,friburg ,fri$ri* von ,hoh5/auf5 ,fri5d%ip1 ,nietzs*e's view ( ,fritzs* ,froes*wl] ,fu*s1 ,c>l ,g ,galiani1 ,abb1 ,! ,g>da1 ,lake (1 ,nietzs*e at ,g>ibaldi ,ga/1 ,pet]2 ) ,nietzs*e at ,v5ice2 aids ,nietzs*e2 ,nietzs*e's correspond5ce ) ,gauti] ,gav>ri ,gay ,sci5ce1 ,!2 preface to ,g5ealogy ( ,morals1 ,g5eva ,g5oa1 ,nietzs*e at ,g]many1 ,nietzs*e's hopes (2 its delirium ( conceit aft] ,metz12 fails to celebrate ,bee?ov52 ,nietzs*e ab&ons2 ! mission ( ! ,g]man ,empire2 ! two ,g]manys2 ,nietzs*e's project$ mission to2 ,nietzs*e spits out lava on2 ,nietzs*e's summons to ! sombre ,empire12 defam+ ! ,g]mans ,g]sdorff1 ,b>on von1 ,nietzs*e's correspond5ce ) ,gob9eau1 ,c\nt ,goe!2 quot$ by ,mazz9i2 to inspire ,nietzs*e's great "w ,goldm>ck ,gonc\rts1 ,j\rnal ( ! ,greek poets1 ,nietzs*e's love ( ,greeks1 ,!1 g5ius (2 ,g]manic ,hell5ism2 ! ,hom]ic problem2 ,goe!1 ,wagn]1 &2 & trag$y2 ,nietzs*e's lectures on /hetic ( ,greek trag$y2 ! ,greek g5ius & w>2 ( ! six? & sev5? c5turies2 ! two ,greeces2 tragic philosoph]s ( ,grunewald ,guyau ,h ,hamburg ,h>tmann1 ,e4 von ,hasse ,hegel ,heidelb]g1 ,union ( ,he9ze ,hel5 ,hell5ism & ,pessimism ,h]aclitus ,h]odotus ,h]z5 ,hildebrant1 ,k>l ,hld]l91 read by ,nietzs*e2 life & "w (2 simil>ity to ,nietzs*e ,hom] ,human1 ,all ,too ,human ,humboldt ,hymn to ,fri5d%ip ,hymn to ,life ,hymn to ,solitude ,i ,iliad1 ,! ,italy ,j ,java1 ,e>?quake ( ,j5a ,judic ,k ,kant ,kief ,kiel ,kl+5brunn ,kselitz1 see ,pet] ,ga/ ,l ,lange ,lanzky1 ,paul ) ,nietzs*e at ,nice2 ) ,nietzs*e at ,ruta ,laws ( ,manu1 ,! ,leipsic2 ,nietzs*e at ,l5ba* ,leop>di ,leski5 ,less+ ,lett]s ( an ,h]etical e/hete1 ,! ,liszt ,litt]>is*es ,c5tralblatt1 ,! ,loh5gr91 ,l',ombra di ,v5ezia ,london ,l\is ( ,bav>ia2 ,wagn] writes treatise =2 saves ,bayreu? ,l\vre1 ,!1 burn+ ( ,luc]ne ,lucretius ,lugano2 ,nietzs*e among ! ,g]mans at ,lunville ,lu!r2 ,nietzs*e's ,lu!ranism ,m ,maggiori1 ,lake ,manfr$ ,mannheim ,m>as(f1 ,madame ,m>gu]ite ( ,savoy ,m>i5bad ,maupassant1 ,guy de ,mazz9i1 meet+ ) ,nietzs*e2 ,nietzs*e's v5]ation = ,me9+5 ,mei/]s+]s1 ,m5delssohn ,m5tone ,mrime1 ,prosp] ,mess9a ,metz ,mey]1 ,milly ,meys5bug1 ,frule9 von2 h] ,memoirs ( an ,ideali/2 correspond5ce ) ,nietzs*e2 at ,naples ) ,nietzs*e ,mi*elet ,mill1 ,s4 ,miscellane\s ,op9ions & ,apo!gms ,moltke1 von ,monaco ,mond1 ,g4 ,montaigne ,moz>t ,mucius ,scvola ,muni* ,music ( ! ,future1 ,! ,n ,nancy ,naples1 ,nietzs*e at ,napoleon ! ,great ,napoleon ,,iii ,naumburg-sur-,saale1 ,nietzs*e's home at2 prov9ciality (2 ,nietzs*e sp5ds ,*ri/mas ( #ahgc at ,newton ,new ,york ,nibelung51 ,!1 ,nice1 ,nietzs*e at ,nietzki1 ,c\nts ,nietzs*e1 ,frau1 goes to ,naumburg ) h] family ,nietzs*e's t5d] lett]s to ,nietzs*e1 ,fri$ri*1 bir? 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( ,nietzs*e1 ,lisbe? 7,fr/]-,nietzs*e72 ) ,nietzs*e at ,naumburg2 ) ,nietzs*e at ,lugano2 ) ,nietzs*e at ,flimms2 ) ,nietzs*e at ,basle2 accompanies ,nietzs*e to ,engad9e2 m>riage (2 reconciliation ) ,nietzs*e2 correspond5ce ) ,nietzs*e ,nietzs*e contra ,wagn] ,novalis ,o ,o41 ,madame ,odyssey dipus ,( ! ,/ate & ,religion1 ,wagn]'s ,old ,fai? & ! ,new1 ,!1 ,ov]beck1 ,pr(essor ,p ,p>aguay ,p>is ,p>m5ides ,p>sifal ,pascal ,p=ta ,philadelphia ,philology ( ! ,future1 ,! ,philosoph]s ( ,tragic ,greece1 ,! ,p9d> ,plato ,plut>* ,pobles ,pol& ,port(9o ,port ,royal des ,*amps ,prague ,prussia ,pucc9i ,py?agoras ,py?agoreans1 ,! ,r ,rapallo ,reco>o ,r$5 ,e9es ,h(f5d5 ,re1 ,paul2 rupture ) ,nietzs*e ,r5an ,rh9egold1 ,! ,rits*l1 ,nietzs*e's ma/] at ,bonn ,rivi/a ,europa1 ,la ,rck5 ,rd]1 ,madame ,rohde1 ,erw91 fri5d%ip ) ,nietzs*e2 sp5ds holiday ) ,nietzs*e2 project ( travel ) ,nietzs*e2 def5ds ,bir? ( ,trag$y2 appo9t$ ,pr(essor at ,leipsic2 qu>rel ) ,nietzs*e2 correspond5ce ) ,nietzs*e ,rolph ,rome2 ,nietzs*e at1 ,romundt2 ent]s ord]s ,ros5laui ,ross>o ,ross9i ,r\sseau ,russians1 ,!1 ,nietzs*e's view ( ,rut5 ,s ,sad[a1 ,battle ( ,sa9te-,beuve ,salis-,m>s*l9s1 ,frule9 von ,salom1 ,l\2 poems to ,nietzs*e2 h] description ( ,nietzs*e2 qu>rel ) ,nietzs*e ,san ,remo ,santa ,m>gh]ita ,s*affl]1 ,h]r ,s*ell+ ,s*ill] ,s*legels1 ,! ,s*meitzn]1 ,h]r ,s*op5hau]1 ,ar?ur1 ,! ,_w z ,w & ,repres5tation2 ,nietzs*e's admiration (2 true/ philosoph] ,s*op5hau] z ,educator1 ,s*ub]t ,s*umann ,s*re1 ,e41 8 description ( ,nietzs*e ,scott1 ,walt] ,s$an ,semiramis ,seydlitz1 ,b>on von ,seydlitz1 ,ir5e von ,sicily ,siegfri$1 ,idyll p]=m$ at ,triebs*5 ,si5na ,sils-,m>ia1 ,nietzs*e at ,simonides ,s+]1 ,h]r ,slav]y1 ,nietzs*e's view ( its necessity ,socialism ,socrates2 ,nietzs*e's condemnation (2 ,socratic ,greece2 rank$ above s*ylus ,sophocles ,sp>ta ,sp5c]1 ,h]b]t ,sp9oza ,spitel]1 ,c>l ,splg5 ,/ate1 ,! ,/5dhal ,/e91 ,h4 von2 mission to ,nietzs*e2 visit to ,sils2 dea? ( ,/e9abad1 ,nietzs*e at ,/ell> ,fri5d%ip ,/ew>t1 ,b4 ,/rassb\rg2 ,univ]sity ( ,/rauss1 ,d4 ,/resa ,/r9db]g1 ,a4 ,sulz] ,sup]man1 ,! ,surlei ,sutta ,nipata1 ,!1 ,swiss1 ,! ,loyal ,switz]l& ,t ,tacitus ,ta9e1 ,h41 lett] to ,nietzs*e ,taut5b]g ,tempel ,lebore*t1 meet+ ) ,nietzs*e ,?ales ,!ognis ( ,meg>a ,!seus ,?\ghts out ( ,season ,?ucydides ,?us ,spake ,z>a?u/ra2 publication (2 second "p (2 ,nietzs*e's attempt to complete poem2 its p]fection ( language2 failure ) public2 ! f\r? section ,travell] & 8 ,%ad[1 ,! ,treis*ke1 ,h]r1 ,g]man hi/orian ,triebs*51 ,wagn] at2 ,*ri/mas fe/ivals at2 *ang$ life (2 ,wagn]'s dep>ture f ,tri/an ,tb+5 ,turg5ieff1 ,ivan ,tur92 ,nietzs*e at ,tuscany ,twilight ( ! ,gods ,twilight ( ! ,idols ,u ,univ]sities1 pre/ige ( 9 ,g]many ,use & ,abuse ( ,hi/ory1 ,! ,v ,v4 ,p41 ,madame ,valkyrie1 ,!1 ,nietzs*e's criticism ( ,vallambrosa ,vauv5>gues ,v5ice2 ,nietzs*e's visit to2 ,nietzs*e ) ,ga/ at ,vibac ,voltaire ,w ,wagn]1 ,cosima2 ,nietzs*e & ,wagn]1 ,ri*>d1 ,nietzs*e's discov]y ( & acqua9tance )2 & ,s*op5hau]2 at ,triebs*52 8 treatise ,on ! ,/ate & ,religion2 int]e/ 9 ,nietzs*e & correspond5ce2 ! poet ( ,g]many2 & ! ,bee?ov5 c5t5>y2 & ! ,g]man victories2 buffoon]y (2 advises ,nietzs*e on 8 "w2 8 intimates2 visits ,mannheim ) ,nietzs*e2 ,nietzs*e sp5ds ,*ri/mas )2 praises ,! ,bir? ( ,trag$y2 leaves ,triebs*52 lays f\ndation-/one ( ,bayreu? ,!atre2 8 di/ru/2 ! ,wagn]ian cult2 r5ew$ intimacy ) ,nietzs*e2 m5tion (2 difficulties at ,bayreu?2 z an art2 8 lik+ = ,nietzs*e2 relations ) ,nietzs*e2 lett]s to ,nietzs*e2 ,nietzs*e's book on2 8 neo-,*ri/ianity2 triumphs (2 at ,sorr5to2 & ,human1 ,all ,too ,human2 ref]5ces to2 dea? (2 fur!r ref]5ces to2 ,case ( ,wagn]2 ,nietzs*e contra ,wagn] ,wahnfri$ ,w>1 ,nietzs*e's views on ,weim>2 ,nietzs*e's dea? at ,w to ,p[]1 ,! ,willam[itz ,william1 ,emp]or ,w9dis* ,wiss5b]g ,wolf1 ,f4 ,a4 ,_w z ,w & ,repres5tation1 ,! ,wr? ,z ,z>a?u/ra2 ! lawgiv] ,z>ncke ,zimm]n1 ,miss ,zoagli ,zola ,zri*1 ,nietzs*e at