,copyright 7,c7 #bjjb by ,l4,m4 ,wong ,dommy dom9aeprimusyahoo4com ,po,p,h,i,l,o ,dommy ,,prelude ,,?9k]s ,,9 ,,_! ,,own ,,words ,,display ,,& ,,convey ,,! ,,dep? ,,or ,,%all[ness ,,( ,,_! ,,own ,,& ,,s ,,%all ,,be ,,pillori$ ,,or ,,acclaim$ ,,by ,,_! ,,own ,,?\ghts4 ,,!re ,,is ,,imm5sity ,,9 ,,sp>s5ess ,,& ,,sp>s5ess ,,9 ,,imm5sity4 ,po,p,h,i,l,o ,,popul> ,,philosophy ,dommy #a4;,bett] to be a will+ s]vant to our m9d ?an an unwill+ slave to a tyrant8s w4 #b4,! physical self & m9d z will+ s]vants to a wor?y cause is a =m ( devotion4 ,! physical self & m9d z unwill+ slaves to a despis$ cause is physical & spiritual violation4 #c4;,controll$ fre$om is ext]nally induc$ refra91 discretion & responsibility 4,x is only :5 we are giv5 ! sov]eignty ( freewill d we realise our susceptibility & vuln]ability4 #d4;,if a soo?say] pr$icts negative ev5ts 9 our lives1 use freewill to avoid !m4 ,if a soo?say] pr$icts positive ev5ts 9 our lives 1use freewill to fulfil !m4 #e4,we %\ld all g5]ate our own k n j absorb all t we h le>n$4 ,9 ord] to atta9 our full intellectual pot5tial 1we ne$ bo? ! s*ol> & innovator 9 u4 #f4,:5 at la/ we realise h[ mu* we8ve lo/ :5 ?+s h pass$1 we h grasp$ bo? wisdom & folly4 #g4;,a pessimi/ is plagu$ by d>k vision4 ,an optimi/ is embrac$ by cle> hope 4,a practical reali/ has bo? d>k vision & cle> hope 4 #h4,sweep+ /atem5ts are un9sur$ v5tures (f]+ high risks ( swall[+ our words & pride4 #i4,! c\rse ( "o8s life is l a que/ = a ma/]piece4 ,x h+es on j ! 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"t scale x is judg$ on4 ,we peak diff]5tly at diff]5t times4 ,all our peak po9ts are ! summits ( _! own "t4 #aa4;,a mortal fact "h 3 ,^? :o live )9 ! c5tury !y 7 born 9 & nev] get to see ! next or ^? =tunate en\gh to see ! next4 #ab4;,cli*s t we _c d )\t are n cli*s b language ess5tials4 #ac4;,anxiety to ! m9d is ak9 to a fractur$ leg to ! body4 #ad4,to ma9ta9 con/ant levels ( al]tness1 = ! prolific m9d 2 repose :ile = ! s$5t>y m9d 2 /imulation4 #ae4,mod]ate am\nts ( guidel9es 9 conv5tion & etiquette ensures t civilization behaves 9 civil fa%ion4 ,excessive am\nts ( conv5tion & etiquette conv]ts life into rituali/ic enslavem5t ( ?\ght & action4 #af4;,if y don8t "k no?+ y "k some?+4 #ag4,"o insi/s because ( tru?4 ,"o insi/s because ( prejudice4 #ah4;,exp]i5ce is :5 some?+ becomes easi]1 m pr$ictable ) less surprises ) our ability to disc]n ^? wor? *]i%+ & ^? only wor? dur+ _! fleet+ h\r4 #ai4;,innovation may spell ! demise ( er/:ile te*niques :i* 7 innovations ( ye/]ye>s or j muffle !m4 ,! possibility ( revamps1 revivals _c be ov]rul$ entirely be !y 9 simil>1 relat$ or diff]5t fields ( int]e/4 ,no/algia has its *>ms4 #bj4;,9 ord] to be pr(\nd 9 ?\ghts ! m9d mu/ be lib]at$ f ! imm$iate reality ( trifles4 #ba4,! inexp]i5c$ & /rong p\r all _! p[] to complete a task4 ,! exp]i5c$ & n z /rong place _! p[] :]e x8s ne$$4 #bb4,!re are ^? :o are weak ) /rong w & ^? /rong ) weak w4 #bc4,%>+ is to be aw>e t we are n ! absolute own] & to attune ourselves to ! p5dulum cycle ( hold+ & releas+4 #bd4;,communication isn8t conf9$ to m]e expression4 ,communication involves discretion & s5sitivity z well to connotations & subtleties4 #be4;,a wiz5$ head is n necess>ily a wise "o1 vice-v]sa4 #bf4,to be educat$ ) :at we "k & to expect !m 9 a p>ticul> =m only is to be unprep>$ = exceptions4 #bg4;,innovation br+s *anges to life/yle 1 te*nology & attitude too4 #bh4,to be com=table ) ,falsehood is to be uneasy ) ,tru?4 #bi4;,if conv5tional me?ods b9d u 9 a knot 1 let innovation undo x4 #cj4;,if con=mity fills ! _w1 inv5tiv5ess %apes x4 #ca4;,if con=mity foll[s ! *>t$ c\rse1 innovation plots x4 #cb4,tradition is a me?od to get fl$gl+s & eld]s involv$4 ,= a :ile1 reg>dless ( s5iority 1!y are unit$ by a common cause4 #cc4;,d>+1 recklessness & folly are disc]n$ by ! odds1 rational ?\ght & degree ( desp]ation4 #cd4,obs]ve int]e/s be=e resolv+ ! conflict4 #ce4,meet y\r ,mak] ) read9ess & anticipation 1 hon\r & humility 1 k & receptiv5ess 1=giv5ess 9 s\l 1 remorse = vices 1 joy = virtues & devot$ will+ness to be ( s]vice to ! ,omnipot5t4 #cf4,"s int]pretations ( morality & immorality *ange z humanity evolves :ile ! absolutes rema94 #cg4,we lab\r = ourselves & = o!rs4 #ch4,tr5ds are v>iants & possibilities4 ,!y dock at ! h>b\rs ( fa%ion & drift away to ! sea ( pass4 ,f obscurity sometimes !y d return4 ,direction lies n !re4 ,direction lies 9 rudim5ts ^u :i* tr5ds 7 m\ld$4 #ci4,unbridl$ disc]n+ divides u4 #dj4,to "k mu* ( ev]y?+ is extraord9>y4 ,to "k mu* ( some?+ or someone is a common norm4 #da4,mo/ ( ! "t a-"k-x-all is a "k-less-?an-all4 #db4;,hav+ j adequate k to exi/ is l be+ famili> ) our own dwell+4 ,b once outside 1we become ignorant /rang]s4 #dc4,let u live & und]/& n j m]e pride f kn[+ ab\t ?+s4 #dd4,se>* )9 & discov] t 444we "k m ?an we ?9k 444we "k less ?an we ?9k 444we are less ?an :at we ?9k we are 44we are great] ?an :at we ?9k we are #de4;,x is a t]rible affliction to und]e/imate & ov]e/imate ourselves frequ5tly4 #df4;,an id5tical replacem5t %\ld be deem$ z su* )\t undue expectations = x to resemble or be :at 0 lo/ or unatta9able4 ,to h a sub/itute subject$ to endless comp>isons br+s agony & disillusionm5t4 #dg4,)hold+1 releas+1 utilis+ & non utilis+ in=mation exac]bates or br+s peace4 #dh4,to %ape "o8s own me?ods & pr9ciples 1 obs]ve o!rs4 ,f t em]ges "o8s id5tity ) tol]ance & und]/&+ ( o!rs4 #di4,! be/ way to hon\r & *]i% is to treasure & rememb] x at its f9e/4 #ej4;,x is great to be flawlessly felicit\s = ! mom5t4 ,x is great] to be relevant always4 #ea4;,blood is ! fluid ( life4 ,wat] is ! fluid = su/a9+ life4 #eb4,two options to atta9 greatness & aw>5ess4 ,"o1 ?r\gh conspicu\s actions 4,two1 ?r\gh inconspicu\s means4 #ec4,we realise mi/akes 444:ile x8s be5 made 444aft] x has be5 made 444aft] be5 in=m$ 444aft] admoni%m5t 444aft] be5 criticis$ 444aft] its consequ5ces h befall5 u 444be=e its occurr5ce #ed4;,ackn[l$gem5t comes :ile we are "h or :5 we h left4 #ee4,opportunity is n a "o way traffic fl[4 ,!re are times :5 o!rs & ev5ts create opportunities = u4 ,9 our "t ( ne$1 magnanimity 1 obligation or circum/antial twi/s ( ev5ts1 we create opportunities = o!rs4 #ef4;,hav+ an int]e/ 9 a c]ta9 subject cov]s m ?an academic pursuits4 ,practical pursuits come to play too4 ,x c be a possession ( some?+ ) ! pot5tial to augm5t progress 9 a p>ticul> sector or m4 #eg4;,int]e/ may lead to gr[? or decl9e1 conception or doom to ^? affect$4 #eh4,:5 we realise t we are misfits 9 o!r matt]s1 console ourselves ) our /r5g?s4 #ei4;,x is n easy be+ a p]fectioni/4 ,! m9d has to live up ) ! dem&s ( ! he>t8s desire1 ! =m has to toil :ile ! consci5ce has to answ] :e!r to live ) a flaw or eradicate x ev5 if x means m ef=t4 ,! re/less he>t se>*es con/antly = improvem5t4 ,! f9al atta9m5t & result ( "w is left = ! p]fectioni/ to reg>d x z wor? e iota ( di/ress1 sacrifice 1 /ruggle & rum9ation inve/$ or else ! set up is undone & rebuilt aga94 #fj4,?9k+ is ! means ( m>%all+ our dormant memory1 facts 1 ideas & dreams :ile we coax !m to =m a cohesive logical fluxion4 #fa4;,endurance & ,fai? are requir$ 9 ! advance into unc]ta9ty = !y are our defiant impetus ( resi/ance :i* pit aga9/ tempt+ surr5d]4 #fb4,rational judgm5t & discretion are imp]ative 9 an age :5 s\rces ( k provide contradictory acc\nts4 ,x aids ^? :o are bemus$ & buri$ 9 ! quagmire ( indecision4 #fc4,seek]s seek = 444! purpose ( conqu]+ 444! purpose ( *]i%+ 444= ! sake ( seek+ 4449 ord] to de/roy #fd4;,bellicose seek]s w be met ) opposition :ile ! "o :o comes 9 peace w be greet$ ) coop]ation4 #fe4,public op9ion is :at society consid]s y to be4 ,reputation is :at y h done to enable associates 1 rivals & /rang]s to consid] y to be4 ,self-e/eem is :at y consid] y\rself to be 4 #ff4;,arti/s create 444:at !y ?9k ! public want 4444 = ! joys ( creat+ 444:at !y ?9k t ! public %\ld see 444 accord+ to _! :ims 444exactly :at ! public want 444 or ?+s :i* w invite controv]sy 444= ! sake ( creat+ 444 = ! sake ( _! sanity4 #fg4;,x is mu* easi] to ye>n & possess ?an to *]i% & pres]ve4 #fh4,,:at ,,causes ,,conflict 8 ,diff]+ po9ts ( view & no middle road = bo? to tread4 #fi4;,actions are impulses & ?\ghts br\ght to ! physical realm4 #gj4;,curb fe>s t immobilise u4 ,value & h>ness ^? :i* mobilise u4 #ga4,sometimes ! way to peace is to j accept ! /ate ( ?+s4 #gb4,! ability to adapt1 le>n 1 to be adept & improvise are me?ods us$ = ma/]+ situations 4,! ability to amass possibilities are me?ods ( alt]+ or avoid+ situations 9 :i* we 7 ca/ 94 #gc4,we may n welcome old age yet we ought to welcome wisdom f exp]i5ce4 #gd4;,among u are ^? :o treasure _! *ildhood & wi% to be *ildr5 & innoc5t4 ,!re are ^? :o treasure adul?ood 4,!re are ^? will+ to rema9 9 ! _w ( adolesc5t joys & pa94 #ge4;,be calm if "o is z wise z "o ought to be4 ,fe> n if "o is wis] too4 ,fe> :5 "o is less ?an "o ought to be4 #gf4,situations influ5ce our mood4 ,we _c d5y t our moods d exi/4 ,we are all moody p4 #gg4;,fe> = y\rself & = o!rs if y h no control ov] de/ructive impulses4 #gh4;,a p]fectioni/ c be "o :o dem&s p]fection f oneself &_/or f o!rs4 ,dem&s = p]fection may be con/ant or occasional 1 reali/ic or o!rwise :ile deal+ ) human or te*nological limitations 4 #gi4,swe>+ to keep secrets is easy4 ,to refra9 ourselves f disclos+ is ! *all5ge4 #hj4,sometimes x is ! av]age p]son ) common s5se :o puts ?+s "r n exp]ts weigh$ d[n by _! !ories & pr9ciples4 #ha4;,x is easy to disclose a secret4 ,x is h>d to live ) ! fact ( hav+ done s4 #hb4,pa/ bru%es ) fright make ei!r ! c[>d or ! brave4 #hc4,! make does n make a p]son4 #hd4,!re are times :5 *anges appe> to ?reat5 our plans4 ,!y are sometimes inevitable4 ,at times x is our less ?an p]fect ideals :i* are ?reat5$ & to alt] !m w be to our advantage lat]4 #he4;,bett] to trans=m faces ( ! pres5t & deal ) ! tide ( approa*+ "t ?an undo an e/abli%$ pa/ 4 #hf4,tru? c be blurr$ b its p]si/5ce ensures t its implications w n be %r\d$ indef9itely4 ,tru? outlives s*em]s 4 #hg4;,d5y tru? & believe delusions4 ,d5y tru? & be h\nd$ by its legitimacy 4,d5y tru? b lat] come to t]ms ) x4 #hh4,we reta9 ! ext]ior & keep ! core vice-v]sa 4 ,keep bo? core & ext]ior or disc>d bo? = new4 #hi4;,if "o se>*es & discov]s common l9ks 9 ! me% ( basic pr9ciples 1 dissimil>ity floats on ! surface & simil>ity is subm]g$ bel[4 #ij4;,con=mity tries to cajole individuality to apologise = its uniqu5ess4 #ia4;,if our expressions ( individuality 9 no way transgress human laws or ,god8s 1!re is no basis to dem& = a r5\ncem5t or recant4 #ib4;,x is be/ t we all[ n ourselves to be /unt$ by well worn me?ods & well tri$ ways4 ,"t w tell z to :5 we are secure & confid5t en\gh to v5ture out f ! n>r[ sph]e4 #ic4;,if y h be5 sp>$ c]ta9 lab\r1 use ! "t allocat$ to y\r leisure = self evaluation & elevation 4 #id4;,x is n adequate to j gr[ wis]4 ,dissem9ate y\r "w s o!rs may d]ive ! same joys z well4 #ie4,! "q is laid to e p]son4 ,w "o travel along ! light$ or d>k5$ passage 8 #if4,s5se ( duty comes 9 v>i\s =ms4 ,:atev] ! pref]5ce or nature ! end is = "s b5efit4 #ig4,society t5ds to consid] u444 444too mu* ( c]ta9 ?+s too little ( o!rs 444capable ( c]ta9 ?+s incapable ( o!rs 444kn[l$geable ( "s & ignorant ( c]ta9 ?+s 444%\ld be c]ta9 ?+s & n be o!rs 444apt = "s & inappropriate = o!rs 444too e>ly = c]ta9 ?+s too late = o!rs 444j ab\t "r = "s o!rs4 #ih4;,desire1 goals & int]e/ are among ^? :i* h ano!r 9 place :5 fulfill$4 #ii4;,x takes v>y+ doses ( ef=t to end bel[1 equal to or gr&] ?an ! mann] 9 :i* we h />t$4 #ajj4 ,biological & m5tal age has a be>+ t[>ds our ambitions & en?usiasm n j ! environm5t4 ,"o extract does n make a comp\nd4 #aja4,philosophy is ! sum ( exp]i5ce & k reg>d+ a matt] or a scope ( matt]s compress$ into blocks ( wisdom or express$ 9 a full l5g? treatise =m4 #ajb4,:at seems to be ! />t or ! end may turn out to be a brief t]m 1 long t]m or p]petual exi/5ce ( a /ate4 #ajc4,! measure ( c\rage is bas$ on ! mann] 9 :i* we confront ! actual ev5t or h[ "o comes to grips ) ! outcome4 #ajd4,we "k t we h become m disc]n+ 9 ta/e :5 we are m selective1 are no long] smitt5 or p]suad$ by "o ( its elem5ts 4 ,we appreciate ! entirety4 #aje4;,if :at t has be5 express$ does n correspond ) :at has be5 done1 language is unnecess>y & sup]flu\s4 #ajf4,:5 "o has no?+ to say x is "t to reflect on t /ate ( empt9ess4 #ajg4,!re are ^? :o want to prove !mselves4 ,!re are ^? :o nev] want$ to4 ,!re are ^? )\t ! *ance to d s4 ,!re are ^? :o h done s4 ,!re are ^? :o g on until en\gh has be5 done 4 #ajh4,!re are 444^? :o are n 444^? :o want to be 444^? :o d n want to 444^? :o w nev] be 444^? :o w be 444^? :o ?9k !y are 444^? try+ to be 444^? :o ne>ly are 444^? :o are #aji4;,banalities are ! light & mundane t\*es to life4 ,!y d n make ! l>g] picture b !y assi/ 9 complet+ x4 #aaj4,sleep8s a cure & a disease4 ,sleep8s a necessity & an addiction4 ,sleep8s a will+ s]vant & a temptor4 ,sleep cle>s ! m9d & muddles ! head4 #aaa4,:at we p]ceive z tools ( leisure are ano!r8s tools ( trade4 #aab4,!re are p4 ,!re are names4 ,we are kn[n by !m4 ,we build !m1 we besmir* !m4 ,we create & alt] !m4 ,we are pr\d or emb>rass$ ( !m4 ,we rememb] or =get !m4 ,we hon\r1 ridicule1 criticise or di%on\r !m4 ,we play ) !m1 use1 abuse & %>e !m4 #aac4,to be fe>ful & survive1 to h confront$ c\ntless dea?s & liv$1 bre$s /r5g? & calm nurtur$ by ma/]y ( t]ror & vuln]ability4 #aad4,victory & euphoria by itself is ephem]al4 ,! spoils & ! future matt] m4 #aae4;,at times we h to cle> ! consci5ce t we h exp5d$ our mo/ f]v5t ef=ts4 #aaf4,sometimes ! passage to compreh5sion is to d]ive fir/ h& exp]i5ce4 ,sometimes x is done ?r\gh o!r s\rces4 ,9 any me?od1 d$ication is vital4 #aag4,:5 !re8s madness !re8s *aos & consequ5ces4 ,:5 !re is crav+ !re is desire4 ,:5 !re8s madness & desire !re bre$s fr5zy & obsession4 ,reality is lo/4 #aah4,:5 !re is a dream !re is a drive4 ,:]e !re are pr9ciples y c f9d conviction4 ,:5 !re is d$ication !re is responsibility4 ,:]e !re is consid]ation1 !re bre$s caution & c>e4 ,!re is a s5se ( reality4 #aai4;,be "o8s life prom95t or inconspicu\s1 hectic or laid back1 complex or simple1 matt]s n4 ,:e!r "o sees ! patt]n ( occurr5ce & tru? matt]s4 #abj4;,a p[] failure is a bright fla% :i* put u 9 ! d>k4 #aba4;,x is p]sonal op9ion :i* mu/ be curtail$ = fair judgm5t4 ,only ^? :o laud or maul "k ! ext5t ( _! p]sonal op9ions 9 _! judgm5t4 #abb4,^? :o appreciate mo/ are ^? :o und]/& be/4 #abc4,! _w is a hive ( v>iety & we be+s ( v>iety4 #abd4,p]spiration =ms n only ^u ! br[ ( ^? :o toil4 ,! anxi\s1 fe>ful1 indu/ri\s1 we>y1 & reliev$ h ! salt on !m too4 #abe4;,if no?+ is ( importance 1 we w\ld n take any?+ or be tak5 s]i\sly4 #abf4,:5 ! initial passion _h wan$1 conviction ) rational reason su/a9 int]e/4 #abg4;,9 ord] to atone = pa/ misde$s1 at times1 ! peace (f]+ comes ) a return$ opportunity4 #abh4,we back away to avoid involvem5t1 back away to wat*4 ,we back away :5 ?reat5$1 back away :5 in/9ct tells u4 ,we back away :5 x8s "t to leave1 :5 we c>e en\gh = ano!r to manage on _! own4 #abi4,y h to be ei!r /rong or weak en\gh to turn y\r back f some?+4 #acj4;,9 mo/ cases1 x is poor p]ception t h9d]s1 n physical imp$im5t4 #aca4;,at ! comm5cem5t1 new f9d+s come to u 9 abundance4 ,at lat] /ages :5 a sizeable am\nt _h be5 une>!d1 !y come at a sl[] pace4 #acb4,:5 we worry because ( ! de>? ( ?+s to rum9ate on1 we h f\nd a *unk to pond] on4 ,close/ ?+s at h& are too (t5 disreg>d$4 #acc4,we ought to be grateful = all ! circum/ances :i* enabl$ u to atta9 & ^? :i* inspir$ u4 #acd4;,*oices are made accord+ to v>y+ mixtures ( rational reason+ & emotions4 #ace4,to be> ) res5tm5t is difficult 4,to take our leave f its mis]y is happy relief4 #acf4,repetition enhances appreciation & zeal or height5s annoyance & av]sion4 #acg4,to keep is to imp$e or nurture4 ,to keep is to de/roy or pres]ve4 #ach4;,aw>5ess is n only explor+ ! inn] self b ! out] environm5t z well4 #aci4,we g 9 pursuit = _m aims1 to le>n1 to inflate ! ego1 to s]ve a cause1 to height5 ! reputation1 to capture1 to treasure1 to h>m & to protect4 #adj4,!re is co/ involv$ 9 bo? victory & defeat4 #ada4,:at o!rs ?9k ( u may or may n be :at !y ?\ght ( u previ\sly4 ,:at o!rs ?9k ( u may or may n be :at we ?9k ourselves to be4 #adb4;,f :at we "k1 we c decrease or augm5t1 deplete or repl5i%1 wa/e or reta91 disc\rage or nurture 1 oblit]ate or create4 #adc4,:e!r "o8s lab\rs are rew>d$ ) fav\r or spurn$1 :atev] ! outcome1 "o ought to be consol$ ) ! com=t t ! execution ( our lab\rs 7 made "u ! cov] ( probabilities & guid$ by cl>ity ( consci5ce4 #add4,sometimes ge/ures & sil5ce are ! mo/ apt communication4 #ade4;,f> bett] to give a /]l+ p]=mance )\t an audi5ce r ?an to an unappreciative "o4 #adf4,:]e love resides !re is a bond4 ,:]e !re8s a bond x may n always h love z company4 #adg4,:5 love is no m1 mutual respect & tol]ance are left4 ,:5 ^! due to friction are deplet$1 p>t+ is be/4 #adh4,rage s long z x reigns1 obscures pr(undity ( all else b rag+ fev]4 #adi4,our sc>s & hurt h tales to tell4 ,!y are "p ( ! co/ ( liv+ & exp]i5ce4 #aej4;,fai? is tru/4 #aea4;,9 ! imp]fect cosmos1 enhancem5t ( "o feature comes ) depletion or sacrifice ( ano!r4 #aeb4,:5 we s]ve = ga9 or f g5]osity1 we /ill h to put up ) "s p]sonal discom=t4 #aec4,"o /roke ( a ?read f]ry+ ne$le undoes a /it*4 ,"o pot5t /roke ( a drug c>ry+ ne$le undoes a life4 #aed4;,if matt]s 7 simpl]1 !re w\ld be m tru/1 less elaborate s*emes & less read+ betwe5 ! l9es4 #aee4;,if we view valid individualism & idiosyncrasies z unacceptable1 !n be+ ourselves is tantam\nt to an illegal act4 #aef4;,at times sc>city & limitations br+ ab\t excell5ce4 #aeg4,our passion indicates our commitm5t 4,h[ our passion consumes & endures te/ify to ! int5sity ( conviction4 #aeh4,to be exceptional may mean be+ at ! extreme ends ( classification4 #aei4;,x takes ef=t to create well1 duplicate well & emulate well4 #afj4;,z we progress :at 7 once se5 z luxuries become necessities4 #afa4,to be ennobl$ ?r\gh age is a rew>d4 ,to be debas$ 9 "* z we age is a %ame4 #afb4,no "o reli%es ! ill mann]$ fl$gl+ or eld]4 #afc4,we all play our "p t[>ds ! well be+ ( civilization4 #afd4,:5 y fe> y\rself y w fe> y\r own %ad[4 ,:5 y fe> = y\rself1 y w also fe> y\r own %ad[4 #afe4,!re is ord] 9 disord] :5 feud+ factions *ampion simil> causes4 #aff4,!re is pa9 & relief 9 bo? hold+ on & lett+ g4 #afg4;,= mo/1 fantasy8s encroa*m5t into reality is bett] receiv$ ?an reality8s rude bur/ into fantasy4 #afh4,mo/ w\ld wi% to /ay ) fond fantasies if !re are no fond realities4 ,:5 & :]e !re are fond realities to live )1 !re we %all /ay4 #afi4;,x is n suffici5t to h "o8s facts precise b also to be sure ( !m & ourselves4 #agj4;,9 ang] x is too easy to draw exagg]at$ /]eotypical conclusions4 ,x takes s5sitivity t[>ds consci5ce & a vigor\s _s to resolve objectively4 #aga4;,circum/ances & di/ractions make ! we>y & w>y fair game4 #agb4,reality deals ) :at is4 ,fantasy deals ) :at might be ev5 if x is impossible4 #agc4,!re is dignity & greatness 9 ! gr& & humble4 ,our eyes ne$ to seek ! less obvi\s = our m9ds to appreciate !m4 #agd4,! pace ) :i* we g ab\t our "w manife/ calm or al>m4 #age4;,be+ imm]s$ 9 conc5tration is l tun+ out 9 ord] to tune 94 #agf4,we came "h unsoil$4 ,our misde$s soil u4 #agg4,our /ruggles we> u away1 our passions invigorate u4 #agh4,society sp>es nei!r ^? :o speak too mu* or ^? :o speak little4 #agi4;,a wr9kl$ br[ %\ld n be ! price ( tempor>y discom=t4 #ahj4,:5 we try ov]zeal\sly to be prop] 9 appe>ance & mann]s1 we at times ov]do x to ! ext5t t we end up apologis+ & blu%+ ov] matt]s :i* are normal & natural4 #aha4,let8s face x1 n all are comp5sat$ equally 9 mat]ial com=ts = _! tr\bles4 #ahb4,! measure ( /r5g? is ! volume ( abuse :i* x is capable ( )/&+4 #ahc4,"s buckle "u pressure 1 "s buckle "u excessive sweetness4 #ahd4,to see tru? 1 we h to see ?r\gh deceit4 #ahe4,"o is *>r$ by "o8s tor* :5 "o is snuff$ by ! flame ( "o8s passion4 #ahf4,!re is ! disquiet ( unease 9 ei!r kn[+ or n kn[+4 ,!re is ! ease ( calm kn[+ & n kn[+4 #ahg4;,confusion br+s =? fe>1 fe> br+s =? confusion4 #ahh4;,9 a s]i\s surr\nd+1 we tune 9 ) ease to ! significant4 ,9 a mundane surr\nd+ 1 we h to wait = revelations f banalities to help u delve into significance4 #ahi4,!re is a drive to action or to ! brake ( passivity :5 we are ov]ly anxi\s4 #aij4;,famili>ity t5ds to make u take ?+s = grant$ :ile ! unkn[n cautions u 4 #aia4;,by us+ our /r5g? we c ei!r d a lot ( good or a lot ( damage to ourselves or to our surr\nd+s4 #aib4,we appreciate by pres]v+1 dev\r+1 us+ & by be+ c>eful4 #aic4;,control is pres5t 9 creation & de/ruction4 #aid4;,cr$it is giv5 or )held :5 ju/ifi$ or o!rwise1 :5 expect$ or o!rwise & :5 "u obligation4 #aie4;,if we p]si/ aga9/ reason1 x is l dehydrat+ a p>*$ des]t4 #aif4,!re are fantasies :i* des]ve a %ot at reality & ^? :i* %\ld rema9 z !y are4 #aig4,!re are realities :i* we are ?ankful = & ^? :i* we wi%$ _h /ay$ z unfulfill$ fantasies4 #aih4;,fantasies are /akes 9 a _w ( intangibles4 #aii4;,= ! pres]vation ( sanity we rea* = relief f or?odox & unor?odox qu>t]s4 #bjj4,to /ray is to lose or to f9d4 #bja4,uncompreh5d$ text are j blots on matt] :i* ignorance is unable to deciph]4 #bjb4;,despite ! wor? ( a piece ( "w1 if x8s n und]/ood x is wor?less or at be/ a nagg+ my/]y4 #bjc4;,be ?ankful = hav+ bo? food & %elt] dur+ intemp]ate wea!r4 #bjd4,we =get ab\t o!rs :ile drunk 9 our own com=ts & pleasures4 #bje4,!re are escape arti/s :o p]=m /unts by lib]at+ !mselves f dang]4 ,!re are escape arti/s :o p]=m /unts by %irk+ responsibility4 #bjf4,we are giv5 ! option to et* our ni*e 9 humank9d8s odyssey z ^? :o foll[ ! pav$ pa? or z ^? :o hack$ _! own4 #bjg4;,fiction is :5 "o8s "w is c\rt$ by reality & possibility1 ! logical & illogical4 #bjh4;,if y want a recital1 ask = :at "o kn[s4 ,if y wi% to witness an accompli%m5t1 ask = :at "o c d ) :at "o kn[s4 #bji4,seek = "o & y %all f9d _m4 ,accept "o & y %all accept _m4 #baj4,"o c only caution oneself or ano!r if "o has =esight1 ! lessons ( exp]i5ce or k4 #baa4;,if we hadn8t be5 p>ticul>ly exceptional 9 a c]ta9 matt]1 comp5sate = x 9 o!rs if "o is able4 #bab4,! enhanc+ mask ( vanity is a less] vice comp>$ to ! deceptive mask ( lies4 #bac4;,x takes ! high] to make ! less] realise4 ,x takes ! less] to make ! high] realise4 #bad4,paces frantic1 mod]ate or leisurely yield results4 #bae4,v>iety1 uni=mity & contra/ is to be f\nd 9 simil> or a myriad ( elem5ts4 #baf4,!re is control 9 bur/s ( en]gy or 9 composure4 #bag4,we ?9k ( ?+s :i* we believe & d n believe4 #bah4,reality is z normal or ludicr\s z ! ev5ts :i* %ape x4 #bai4,keep+ ourselves al]t is ! easie/1 mo/ natural & *all5g+ ?+ to attempt4 #bbj4,see+ ! sane & f>cical keep our sanity4 ,be+ able to tell ! diff]5ce assures u ( our sanity4 #bba4,wi%+ = ! wor/ = o!rs b>es ! wor/ 9 u4 #bbb4,to commit ourselves truly1 x is be/ t we make z few pl$ges z possible4 #bbc4,we mo/ly refra9 f reque/+ assi/ance because ( pride1 taciturn nature 1fe> or ov] confid5ce 4 #bbd4,pride is =gott5 :5 "o is ?reat5$ or desp]ate4 #bbe4,:5 inspir+ ?\ghts leave u 1 we lose ! f]v\r4 ,we are left ) tok5s ( a*ievem5t & ! long+ to a*ieve m4 #bbf4,rev]b]at+ ?\ghts imp$e or propel4 #bbg4,results are produc$ ?r\gh depletion ( r5ewable & non r5ewable res\rces4 #bbh4,we are sp5t or revitalis$ :5 we give or d]ive4 #bbi4,we are all ti$ to /r+s ( "s sort4 ,"s /r+s are long]1 firm] & m ess5tial ?an "s o!rs4 #bcj4;,discretion is f\nd 9 ^? ) _m priorities or 9 ^? :o und]/& subtleties ( human ways4 #bca4;,an act ( disreg>d c set ! /age = a succession ( simil> misde$s because ^? 9 a position to rectify *ose n to commit & in/ead con=m$ to ! /ate4 #bcd4,praise embold5s1 inflates or r$d5s ! *eeks4 #bcc4,relation%ips are equal & unequal4 #bcd4;,a "q does n necess>ily beget an answ]4 #bce4,we are not$ = 444be+ 9 & out ( prom95ce 444our pot5tial to be 9 or out ( prom95ce #bcf4,we are elat$ t o!rs und]/& u4 ,we are uneasy because o!rs compreh5d u4 #bcg4,! reluctant w n4 ,! reckless w4 ,! rational evaluate4 #bch4;,a disguise is a /ate contr>y to ! actual or natural /ate4 #bci4;,x is next to impossible try+ to assi/ ^? :o are unwill+ to be assi/$4 #bdj4;,d n v5ture beyond "o8s accu/om$ dep?s = ! sake ( answ]+ a *ildi% *all5ge4 #bda4,!re is c]emony = bo? our physical adv5t & dep>ture4 #bdb4;,attempts !mselves d n manife/ righte\sness4 #bdc4;,if we allot too mu* leeway = o!rs 9 ! runn+ ( our lives1 we might n get to "k ourselves or its pot5tial4 #bdd4,we _c survive solely 9 ! realm ( ! pa/1 h[ev] gr&1 = ! re/ ( our exi/5ce4 #bde4;,aw>5ess come n only f "w ( o!rs b f our own obs]vation z well4 #bdf4,sanity %\ld n be confus$ ) con=mity4 #bdg4;,a philosoph] is "o :o roams ?r\gh ! wild]ness ( specifics 9 ord] to d]ive compact & repres5tative g5]alisations 4 #bdh4,! fire )9 heats u to action or burns u to oblivion4 #bdi4;,desp]ation he$s n reason1 decorum or cons5t4 #bej4,we criticise o!rs well & conv9c+ly4 ,c we d ! same = ourselves or w x take ano!r to see ! cracks on our cry/al 8 #bea4,:5 "o is too enme%$ 9 light matt]s1 s]i\s matt]s become heavy burd5s4 #beb4;,be+ out ( t\* f ! famili> makes ! return /range4 #bec4,! sup]flu\s are decorations built f ! base ( ess5tials4 ,we c add !m on or disc>d !m :5 x pleases u or :5 prodd$ by necessity b we _c disp5se ) ! ess5tials4 #bed4;,h[ well we p]=m a task reflects h[ mu* we h le>n$4 ,h[ well we p]=m a task reflects our aptitude level4 #bee4,:5 a situation is preval5t1 a deviation is se5 z an exception1 anomaly or luxury4 #bef4,life comes to u 9 fragm5ts 4,we h to l9k ! pieces to f9d our place 9 x4 #beg4,we express k 9 full1 9 portions1 always or at times4 ,we admit ignorance 9 full1 9 portions1 always or at times4 #beh4,process involves cause & transition ( =m] /ates to t ( latt] or result+ /ates & ev5tual outcome4 #bei4;,= "o to "k intellectual fullness & dep?1 "o mu/ be=eh& be subm]g$ 9 ! levity ( banality4 ,! two /ates come 9 int]vals4 #bfj4,we develop our intellect by /riv+ to "k :at o!rs "k4 ,we advance our m9ds by =mulat+ :at o!rs "k n4 #bfa4;,impulse dem&s = att5tion 4,x is our discretion :i* *ooses to see to its ne$s or to ignore x4 #bfb4,we are too preoccupi$ ) s+ul> functions :i* deal ) worldly tasks4 ,x is ak9 to ackn[l$g+ ! individual compon5ts ( a contraption & n ! reason = its inv5tion4 #bfc4,philosophy & deep rum9ation is (t5 ill consid]$ by ^? 9 ! fev] & ?roes ( ! rat race4 #bfd4;,9 ord] to relate to a /ate1 exp]i5ce ( t /ate comes to play4 #bfe4,"s ?+s lose _! appeal :5 !y lose _! novelty4 #bff4;,be sure to secure ! base ( or triumph at ! "t ( glory le/ x be erod$ :5 x is our turn to face ! br9k4 #bfg4,we reg>d "t sp5t on a matt] only to f9d x unsuitable = our purpose a wa/e yet x isn8t = ! evolution ( ?\ght & concepts h br\ght u to our pres5t /age besides /r5g!n+ our t5acity4 #bfh4;,a pref]5ce may be l9k$ to ! emotions or emotional deta*m5t4 ,pref]5ces may be =mulat$ f practical necessity or ! he>t8s call+4 #bfi4 ,bitt] or sweet f>ewells are 9 syn*rony ) our emotions at ! "t4 #bgj4,little bits ( mis]y is f\nd all ov] exi/5ce & x is unev5ly di/ribut$4 #bga4,"o _c be dogmatic 9 a game ( cat & m\se4 #bgb4,we are victims & b5efici>ies ( our excesses1 au/]ity & mod]ation4 #bgc4;,betwe5 8c\ld h be58 & 8has be58 is 8 be+84 #bgd4;,jad$ness is :5 excitem5t8s ?robs are temp]$ by exp]i5ce4 #bge4,matt]s pa/ :i* we _h d]iv$ f s\rces o!r ?an ourselves is k4 ,matt]s pa/ :i* we h liv$ ?r\gh is exp]i5ce4 ,we h k & exp]i5ce ) u4 #bgf4;,all wor?y actions done 7 done n 9 va94 #bgg4,o!rs "k u = :at we h done4 ,we "k ourselves by :at we h done 1 :at we h yet to d 1 :at we are capable ( & :at we _c d4 #bgh4;,all ( u dev\r a =m ( life 9 ord] to su/a9 our own4 #bgi4,"o sometimes c h no inkl+ ( a matt] until x is "o8s turn ( =tune to enc\nt] x4 #bhj4,"o8s ta/e c be flaunt$ = %[ b "o8s %[ is n to ev]yone8s ta/e4 #bha4,"s matt]s s]ve a specific purpose :ile !re are ^? :i* possess relevance always4 #bhb4;,a humori/ has laught] to sp>e & %>e4 #bhc4,life _c be consid]$ s]i\sly by "o :o sees x z a m]e absurdity4 #bhd4;,glumness is a disease :5 & :]e laught] is infecti\s4 #bhe4;,he :o laughs la/ caught ! joke la/ or has a pa!tically sl[ s5se ( hum\r4 #bhf4,"o :o conveys a joke cracks x4 ,"o :o li/5s cat*es x4 #bhg4;,hum\r makes ! heavy _w a light] "o4 #bhh4;,hum\r light5s & bright5s up solemnity4 #bhi4;,x is logical to limit oneself to necessities 9 lean times4 ,x is ?rift to limit oneself to necessities 9 boom times4 #bij4;,a sob] approa* to bir?days is to consid] !m z a "t = reflection & resolution 9 place ( common revelry4 #bia4,mat]ial ) k & wisdom4 ,mat]ial ) k b )\t wisdom4 ,mat]ial :i* give nei!r4 #bib4,?\ght & conduct are fus$ z a s+ul> entity 9 wisdom4 #bic4;,if "o 7 to be blam$1 be blam$ = zeal8s abundance r ?an ! pa!tic lack ( x4 #bid4,:5 "o is a compulsive a*iev]1 a p]son ( accompli%m5t at an e>li] ?an usual phase1 "o is at a /ate :]eby x w\ld h tak5 o!rs a mu* long] "t to grasp4 ,= ^? :o pref] to progress gradually 1 e>ly a*ievem5t is a rem>kable exception _/ anomaly4 #bie4,prud5ce makes u s]vants ( our ne$s & anxiety4 #bif4;,confid5ce l5ds c\rage 4 #big4,! beg9n+ ( our affection is selfi% & self-s]v+4 ,at its maturity our affection is su* t sacrifice becomes a viable option = ! welf>e & happ9ess ( ano!r4 #bih4,we adapt 1 adopt & emulate 9 ord] to progress & z we progress4 #bii4,we are pa9$ at ! po9t ( release = we "k :at we %all miss4 ,we are indiff]5t if we d n "k ( :at we %all be depriv$ (4 #cjj4,! extreme ends ( involvem5t are at ! fr+es ( impassion$ & deta*$ /ates4 #cja4,:5 we are unfamili> ) some?+1 we review x (t5 s t we c assimilate x 9 our m9ds & to accu/om our ?\ghts ) x4 ,:5 we are famili> ) some?+ we become well v]s$ en\gh to kid ar\nd ) x4 #cjb4,we 7 born z dots among masses4 ,we try to leave z complete s5t5ces4 ,yet ! l5g? ( our trail hangs heavily ^u circum/ances4 #cjc4,we may holl] out l\d4 ,we may be he>d by all4 ,all comes to n\ght till ano!r answ]s ! call4 #cjd4,our tongues make ?+s great & ord9>y s\nd z !y are or contr>y to _! significance & nature4 #cje4,wait+ c be brief respite f outcome or torm5t ( outcome8s unc]ta9ty4 #cjf4,vision to create a cause4 ,conviction to /ay & ,ef=t to pursue x4 #cjg4;,dissatisfaction fuels bo? b5eficial & de/ructive effects4 #cjh4;,c>bonat$ dr9k mak]s are a jolly lot4 ,!y are 9 a bubbly pr(ession4 #cji4;,critics :9e1 critics praise1 critics appraise1 critics condemn 1 critics dismiss 1 critics ignore 1 critics avoid4 #caj4,we compla9 ( "w :i* dra9 u & we compla9 ( a lack ( "w4 #caa4,we c say :at we really wi% to4 ,:at h9d]s our spee* are v>iables 9 circum/ances & its ret9ue ( effects 4 #cab4,we recall because !re 0 a ye/]day & x has pass$4 ,we d because we h today & x passes b once4 ,we plan because we believe 9 tomorr[ & x w come to pass4 #cac4 ,x is ! temp]$ s\l t outla/s ! fury ( ! pyre1 ! mortality ( ! fle%1 ! vicissitudes ( fancies1 imp]man5ce ( fav\rs1 ! n>cissism ( vanity & ! intransig5ce ( factions4 ,= a:ile1 & :ile x la/s1 ! s\l we>s ! godhead & inspiration1 & x sees ! wisdom )held f fooli%ness & ! dues ( virtues4 ,h[ "o wi%es to h t cr[n+ wisdom1 on ! /r5g? ( our wor?9ess1 unh9d]$ by our mo/ p]sonal & private ( pitfalls4